________________ 12 devalokamAM = 84,96,700 caitya 1,52,94,06,000 pratimAjI enI upara = + 323 caitya + 38,760 pratimAjI urdhvalokamAM kula = 84,97,023 caitya nI 1,52,94,44,760 pratimAjI thayA. adholokamAM jinabiMba - adholokamAM mAtra bhavanapatimAM pratyeka bhavanamAM jinabhavana che. A badhA bhavana sabhAvALA hovAthI 180 pratimAjI pratyeka caityamAM che. bhavana tathA jinabhavananI saMkhyA: 7, 72,00,OOO X 180 = 13,89,60,00,000 pratimAjI tiSNulokamAM jinabiMba - vyaMtara ane jyotiSa nikAyamAM asaMkhyAta jinabhavana hovAthI tenI saMkhyA nathI gaNI zakatA. eTale dvIpamAM rahelA zAzvata caitya ane pratimAjInI gaNatarI karAya che. (je tirthAlokanA vistAra pUrvaka abhyAsamAM samajI zakAze.) 3259 caitya tathA 3,91,320 pratimAjI ticchalokamAM che. sakala tIrthamAM A badhI gaNatarI ApavAmAM AvI che. traNa lokamAM caitya tathA pratimAjI caitya - jinabiMba urdhvaloka 84,97,023 1,52,94,44,760 adholoka - + 7,72,00,OOO + 13,89,60,00,000 tiSNuloka + 3259 + 3,91,320 - 8,57,00, 282 15,42,58,36,080 A badhA zAzvata caityomAM RSabha caMdrAnana, vAriSaNa ane vardhamAna nAma vALI pratimAjI che. A zAzvata maMdira ane pratimAjI pRthvIkAyanA banelA che. pudgala hovAthI pUraNa-garaNa to cAlu ja che. chatAM paNa jema pudgala jAya che tema ja gRhita hovAnA kAraNe pratimAjI vagereno AkAra zAzvata rahe che. tathApi pRthvIkAyanA jIva to badalAtA ja rahe che. | stuti mujha rome-rome nAtha, tArA nAmano raNakAra ho, muja zvAse-zvAse nAtha, tArA smaraNano dhabakAra ho, pragaTa-prabhAvI nAma tArUM, kare karama nikaMdanA, traNalokanA savi tIrthane, karUM bhAvathI huM vaMdanA. (40)
________________ dharma kriyA kevI rIte karavI ? yoga viMzikAmAM mokSane meLavavA mATe dharmakriyAmAM praNidhAna vagere hetupUrvaka dharmakriyA karavAnA vidhAna batAvavAmAM AvyA che. tenuM sAmAnya svarUpa A pramANe che - 1. praNidhAna: koI paNa kArya karatA pahelA tenuM lakSya nakkI karavuM praNidhAna che. darzana, pUjA vagere kArya karatAM pahelA tenA praNidhAnane nizcita karavuM. praNidhAna vinA kriyAmAM sthiratA AvatI nathI. badhI dharmakriyAomAM praNidhAna (lakSya) to mokSa ja che. chatAM jema eka eka pagathiyuM caDhIne ja maMjIla hAMsila karI zakAya che. tema ahiMsA, maitrI vagere nAnI-nAnI siddhinuM baLa prApta karIne ja pUrNa siddhine prApta karI zakIe chIe. mATe pahelA maitrI, kSamA, namratA Adi guNonuM lakSya banAvavuM. 2. pravRtti : lakSya prApti mATe enA upAyamAM pravRtti karavI. temAM vidhi jayaNAnuM khAsa dhyAna rAkhavuM joIe. pratyeka dharmakriyAnuM lakSya hiMsA vagere pApothI nivRtti ke rAgadveSathI nivRtti hoya che, paraMtu A lakSya prApti mATe je dharma karavAmAM Ave che temAM vidhi athavA zAstrakAroe je pramANe te kriyA karavAnI kahI che te pramANe tenI jANakArI prApta karIne vidhi pUrvaka kriyA karavI joIe ane temAM jayaNAno khyAla rAkhavo atyaMta jarUrI hoya che. 3. vighna jaya : dharma karatAM jo vighna Ave to ucita upAya karIne paNa dharmakriyAne askhalita rAkhavI. 4. siddhi : vighna Ave to paNa je aDaga rahe che tene dharma AtmasAt bane che. A dharmanI siddhi che. 5. viniyoga H dharmane AtmasAt karIne pachI bIjAne teno upadeza daIne dharmamAM joDavA. A pramANe praNidhAna vagere pAMcanA upayogapUrvaka karelo dharma alpa samayamAM mokSa Ape che. pratyeka kriyAnuM praNidhAna (saMkalpa) praNidhAna eTale kriyA karatAM pahelA karavA yogya saMkalpa je nimna prakAre thaI zake che. haMmezA saMkalpapUrvaka kriyA karavI. maMdira javAnuM praNidhAna : he prabhu ! huM 84 lAkha yonimAM bhaTakI bhaTakIne Avyo chuM. paraMtu kyAMya paNa mane vItarAga prabhunA darzana thayA nahIM. A janmamAM mAruM kevuM ahobhAgya che ke mane traNalokanA nAtha devAdhideva nA darzana maLI rahyA che. mATe he prabhu ! huM tamArUM darzana zuddha citta ane ekAgratApUrvaka karIza. "zrI tIrthaMkara gaNadhara prasAdAt mama eSa yogaH phalatu' arthAt tIrthaMkara prabhu ane gaNadhara bhagavaMtanI kRpAthI mAro A (maMdira javArUpI) yoga saphaLa thAo. AvI dhAraNA karIne prabhu darzana karavA. 41
________________ vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavAnuM praNidhAna: sarvajJa hovAthI jemanuM jJAna adhurUM nathI tathA vItarAga hovAthI je jUThThuM bolatA nathI, A be kAraNothI prabhunI vANI ekadama satya che. prabhue mArI AtmAnA hita mATe, mane duHkhomAMthI bacAvavA mATe atyaMta karUNA ane tAravAnI buddhithI dezanA ApI che. mane pUrNa zraddhA che ke prabhunI vANInuM zravaNa karIne tenA anusAra AtmAnA hita-ahitano bodha prApta karIza. "zrI tIrthaMkara gaNadhara prasAdAt mama eSa yogaH phalatu." AvI dhAraNA karIne vyAkhyAna zravaNa karo. gharanA kAma karatAM pahelA jayaNAnuM praNidhAna : gharanA kAma karavAmAM satata pApapravRtti karavI paDe che. he prabhu ! A kAryamAM jeTalI thaI zake teTalI jayaNA karavAnI pUrI takedArI rAkhIza. jarUrIyAtathI vadhAre pANI, agni vagereno upayoga nahIM karUM. manamAM satata jIvadayAno vicAra rAkhIne zAkabhAjI vagere sudhArIza. dhAna vagere chANIne upayogamAM laIza. koIpaNa vastumAM jIva utpanna thavA pahelAM ja teno upayoga karIza. jALA vagere na baMdhAya tenuM dhyAna rAkhIza. gharane sApha rAkhIza. jayaNAnA pAlanathI ja mAro zrAvakadharma sArthaka banaze. A prakAranI bhAvanAthI zrAvikA gharanA kAma karavA chatAM paNa jayaNA dharmanuM pAlana karI zake che. vepAra (dhaMdho) karatAM pahelA nItimattAnuM praNidhAna : he prabhu ! mane nItipUrvaka kamANI karavAnI satbuddhi Apo. huM vepAranA cakkaramAM ApaNo naitikadharma nahIM choDuM. 15 karmAdAnarahita tathA pUjA-pATha, rAtribhojana tyAga, pratikramaNa vagere vyavasthita thaI zake evo nItipUrvaka vepA2 karIza. A pramANe nItine manamAM rAkhI vepAra karavAthI zrAvaka paisA kamAIne paNa mAtra alpakarma baMdha ja kare che. paisA paralokamAM sAthe AvavAnA nathI, paraMtu paisA mATe karavAmAM AveluM pApa to avazya sAthe Avaze. nItithI kamAyeluM dhana dharmakAryamAM upayoga karavAthI vizeSa lAbhadAyaka bane che. mATe huM nItine ja vepAramAM mahatva ApIza. sAmAyikanI pahelA praNidhAna H prabhue kevA suMdara anuSThAna batAvyA che. huM chaHkAyanA jIvone abhayadAna ApIne pApono tyAga karavAnI apUrva sAdhanA karavA jaI rahyo chuM. mArUM kevuM sadbhAgya che ke 48 miniTa sudhI sAdhunA jIvanano AsvAda karIza, satata azubha karmonI nirjarA thaze. huM A sAmAyikamAM 32 doSonA tyAgapUrvaka jJAna, darzana, cAritranI ArAdhanA karavAno saMkalpa karUM chuM. sAmAyikamAM vAto, niMdA, vikathA nahIM karUM tathA tenAthI mane samabhAvanI prApti thAo. "zrI tIrthaMkara gaNadhara prasAdAt mama eSayogaH phalatu" sAmAyika pahelAM avazya A dhAraNA karavI. 42
________________ pratikramaNa karavA pahelA karavAnuM praNidhAna: pApanA kAraNe jIvone durgatimAM javuM paDe che to pratikramaNa ane pazcAtApathI huM karelA pApane kema na khapAvuM ? prabhue vagara bhogavI pApane khatma karavAno keTalo suMdara upAya batAvyo che. A pApane khatama karavA mATe mananI caMcalatAne choDIne ekAgratApUrvaka pUrI vidhinA upayogathI pratikramaNa karIza. pUrA divasabharamAM karelA hiMsA vagere pApone huM yAda karIne pratikramaNamAM yathAsthAna pazcAtApapUrvaka emanuM micchAmi dukkaDam ApIza. "zrI tIrthaMkara gaNadhara prasAdAt mama eSa yogaH phalatu." : AlocanAnuM praNidhAna H AlocanAthI karmarUpI zalya dUra thaI jAya che. A zalyane dUra karavAmAM ahaMkAra tathA mAyAzalya nahIM rAkhuM, je paNa che jevuM paNa che, huM spaSTa rUpe tathA pazcAtApa pUrNahRdayathI pApano svIkAra karIne gurUdevane pApanuM nivedana karIza. gurUdevanI karUNA ane kRpA ne satata najaro samakSa rAkhIza. "zrI tIrthaMkara gaNadhara prasAdAt mama eSa yogaH phalatu". pauSadhanuM praNidhAna : pauSadha, sAdhujIvanano AsvAda levAnI uttama prakriyA che. pauSadhamAM huM apramatta rUpathI kriyA ane svAdhyAya karIza. paraMtu A amUlya samayane vAtomAM athavA UMghamAM vyartha. nahIM karIza. "zrI tIrthaMkara gaNadhara prasAdAt mama eSa yogaH phalatu". jApanA pUrve praNidhAna H arihaMta prabhunA nAmanI raTanAthI jIbha ane manane pavitra banAvavAnuM che. prabhunA nAmathI uttama vastu A duniyAmAM zuM che ? jenA mATe manane jApa choDIne bahAra javuM paDe ? mATe huM ekAgratApUrvaka jApa karIza. "zrI tIrthaMkara gaNadhara prasAdAt mama eSa yogaH phalatu". gocarI vahorAvatA samayanuM praNidhAna H Aja mArA apUrva puNyodayathI gurUbhagavaMta mArA AMgaNe padhAryA che to atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka temanuM svAgata karUM. nirdoSa gocarI vahorAvAthI huM kRtArtha banuM. A gurUdevane vahorAvAthI mArI AtmA bhavodadhithI pAra thaI jaze. "zrI tIrthaMkara gaNadhara prasAdAt mama eSa yogaH phalatu". derAsara baMdhAvavAnuM praNidhAna : ghara baMdhAvIne to meM ghaNA pApo karyA che. paraMtu Aje mane paramAtmAnuM derAsara banAvavAno suyoga maLyo che to huM AnA nirmANamAM potAnA gharathI paNa vadhAre dhyAna rAkhIza ane gALelA pANIno upayoga vagere jayaNA rAkhIza. devAdhidevanA derAsarathI keTalA bhavya jIva tarI jaze; eno mAre pUre pUro lAbha uThAvavo che. bAhya maMdiramAM pratiSThAnI sAthe mArA manamaMdiramAM paNa prabhunI pratiSThA karIza. "zrI tIrthaMkara gaNadhara prasAdAt mama eSa yogaH phalatu". 43
________________ (3) darzanamaya (4) cAritramaya (5) zuddha zraddhAmaya (6) zuddha prApaNAmaya (7) zuddha sparzanAmaya (8) paMcAcAra pALa (9) paLAve (10) anumode (11) managupti (12) vacana gupti (13) kAya gupti e guptA. sthApanAcAryajI A bolothI paDilehaNa karavA. enI ThavaNI, muMhapatti vagere muMhapattinA prathama 25 bolathI paDilehaNa karavA. sAmAyika karatAM pahelA karavA yogya bhAvanA - prabhue kahyuM che ke sAmAyikamAM zrAvaka paNa sAdhu jevo gaNAya che. tema sAco sAdhu to huM kyAre banIza? paraMtu 48 miniTanI sAmAyikamAM sAdhu jIvanano AsvAda lauM. jIva jyAM sudhI sAmAyikamAM rahe che tyAM sudhI satata azubha karmono nAza kare che, mATe huM A sAmAyikanA avasarane sArthaka banAvuM. evA zubhabhAvathI AtmAne vAsita karavI, jenAthI pApa karavAnI IcchAno tyAga thaI jAya. gharamAM pUro divasa che: kAya jIvonA kUTAmAM pApano baMdha kare che to ochAmAM ochuM jyAre sAmAyika karIe chIe tyAre A pApothI bacavAno avasara maLe che. A pramANe manamAM zuddha bhAva laIne AnaMdanI sAthe sAmAyika karavA mATe kaTibaddha banavuM. sAmAyikanuM rahasya - sAmAyikanuM rahasya karemi bhaMte mAM che. A karemi bhaMte ne dvAdazAMgI no sAra kahevAya che. tenA mukhya be bhAga che : (1) "sAvajja joga paccakkhAmi" enAthI ApaNe viratimAM AvIe chIe. pApathI aTakavAnuM A paccakkhANa che. mana-vacana-kAyAthI pote pApa karavAnuM nahIM ane bIjAnI pAse karAvavAnuM nahIM. A pramANe A paccakhANa cha koTInI zuddhatA vALo kahevAya che. emAM bhUtakALamAM karelA pApono pazcAtApa, vartamAnamAM pApathI aTakavuM temaja bhaviSyamAM pApa nahIM karavAnI pratijJA che. kema ke jyAM sudhI AtmA pApathI nathI aTakatI tyAM sudhI tenAmAM samabhAva AvI zakato nathI. samabhAvanI vizeSa prApti mATe bIjo prakAra che. (2) "jAva niyama pajuvAsAmi" sAmAyikamAM ratnatrayInI ArAdhanA karavAnuM vidhAna che. mATe karemibhaMte rUpa sAmAyikanuM paccakhANa lIdhA pachI pApano vyApAra karavo ucita nathI. ApaNI baheno sAmAyikamAM kAcuM pANI, agni, lIlI vanaspati ke sacita mATI vagereno sparza karatI nathI paNa temane e paNa khabara hovI joIe ke jema sAmAyikamAM kAcA pANI vagereno sparza na karAya tevI rIte saMsAranI vAto, niMdA, saMkaleza, paisA, mobAIla, selavALI ghaDiyALa, Torca vagereno sparza sAvadya hovAthI karI zakAya nahIM. sAmAyikamAM 32 doSono tyAga karAya che. je A pramANe che. mananA daza doSa - (1) zatrune dekhIne dveSa-krodha karavo (2) aviveka vALo vicAra karavo athavA sAMsArika vAtono vicAra karavo. (3) zubhabhAvono vicAra na karavo (4) manamAM kaMTALo lAvavo (5) yazanI IcchA karavI (6) vinaya na karavo (7) bhayabhIta banavuM (8) dhaMdhAnI ciMtA karavI
________________ mAtrathI nokara kAmacorI vagere nathI karato. A pramANe gurUnuM sAnidhya hovA mAtrathI apramatta kriyA thAya che. gurUvaMdanaH vinaya mATe karavAmAM Ave che. eka khamAsamaNA daIne, IcchA.... sAmAyika levAnI muMhapatti paDilehuM? pratyeka AdezanA pahelA khamAsamaNA vinaya mATe ApavAmAM Ave che. kriyAmAM jayaNAnI mukhyatA hovAthI muMhapattinuM paDilehaNa karavAmAM Ave che. Icche gurUnA Adezane svIkAravA mATe pratyeka Adeza pachI Icche kahevAmAM Ave che. eka khamAsamaNA, IcchAkAreNa saMdisaha bhagavan! sAmAyika saMdisAhuM? gurU pAse sAmAyika karavAnI AjJA A sUtramAM mAMgavAmAM Ave che. gurU kahe saMdisAveha eTale ke AjJA che. Icche ApanI AjJA svIkAruM chuM. eka khamAsamaNA. IcchA. sAmAyika ThAuM? A AdezathI sAmayikamAM sthira rahevAnI AjJA maMgAya che. gurU kahe - ThAve eTale ke sthira rahevAnI AjJA che. IcchuM, huM sAmAyikamAM sthira rahevAnI AjJA svIkAruM chuM. hAtha joDIne navakAra: sAmAyika daMDaka uccAratAM pahelA maMgala mATe eka navakAra gaNAya che. IcchakArI.... uccarAvojIH gurUnI pAse sAmAyika daMDaka uccarAvAnI prArthanA che. karemi bhaMte jo gurU hoyato karemi bhaMte emanAthI uccaravo. emanA abhAvamAM vinaya hetu pauSadhadhArI athavA potAnA pahelA jemaNe sAmAyika laI lIdhI hoya to emanAthI uccaravI joIe. ane koI na hoya to pote uccare. khamAsamaNA pUrvaka IriyAvahiyaM sUtra: khamAsamaNa vinaya mATe che. IriyAvahiyaM sUtramAM rastAmAM je koI jIva virAdhanA thaI hoya to temane micchAmi dukkaDa ApavAmAM Ave che. kema ke jyAM sudhI badhA jIva pAse kSamA nathI mAMgIe tyAM sudhI sAmAyikamAM sthiratA nathI AvatI. A sUtra dvArA gurUnI samakSa ApaNe pAponI AlocanA karI tyAre gurUe eka logassanuM prAyazcita ApyuM. tasya uttarI: emAM kAussagna karavAnA cAra hetu batAvyA che. annattha : emAM kAussagnamAM thoDI chUTa rAkhI che. kAussagna H IriyAvahiyaMmAM 25 zvAsozvAsa pramANa kAussagna hoya che. logassa sUtranA pratyeka padanuM pramANa eka zvAsozvAsa gaNyo che. eTale ke "caMdesu nimmalayarA' sudhI 25 zvAsozvAsa thAya che. jemane logassa na AvaDe te 4 navakAra gaNe.
________________ prAyazcitamAM gurUbhagavaMta tapa Ape che. 12 prakAranA tapamAM kAussagga paNa eka tapa che. mATe ahIM jeTalA kAussagna kahyA che teTalA ja karavA. vadhAre ochA karo to avidhi che. pragaTa logassaH emAM 24 tIrthakara bhagavAnanA nAma stutirUpe hovAthI maMgalamaya che. kAussagna dvArA prAyazcita karavAthI thayelA AnaMdanI abhivyakti mATe 24 tIrthakaronuM nAma smaraNarUpa logasa bolavAmAM Ave che. (noMdha: badhI kriyAnA prAraMbhamAM IriyAvahiyaM karavI joIe. e apekSAthI cAra thoyamAM IriyAvahiyaM pahelA Ave che. to A hetu pUrvamAM samajI levo. tristutika mata anusAra Avazyaka cUrNi, yogazAstra, zrAvaka dharma vidhi prakaraNa AdinA AdhArathI "karemi bhaMte' uccaryA pachI IriyAvahiyaMnuM vidhAna che.) khamAsamaNA, IcchA. besaNe saMdisAheM? emAM eka Asana para sthira rahevAno Adeza mAMgavAmAM Avyo che. enAthI e siddha thAya che ke sAmAyika ubhA-ubhA levI joIe. jo ubhA hoya to basavAno Adeza laI zake che. khamAsamaNA, IcchA. besaNe ThAuM? enAthI eka AsanamAM sthira banavAnI IcchA che. khamAsamaNA, IcchA. sajhAya saMdisAhuM? sAmAyikamAM mukhyatayA svAdhyAya karavAnuM hoya che kAraNake sAmAyika Atma-ramaNatAnA hetuthI levAya che tethI sajhAyano Adeza mAMgIe chIe pachI bhale te - vAdhyAya kare, mALA gaNe, kAussagna kare ke pratikramaNa kare badhuM sajajhAya (svAdhyAya) rUpa ja che. khamAsamaNA, IcchA. sajhAya karuM? enAthI sajajhAya karavAnI vAtamAM daDhatA Ave che. enA pachI traNa navakAra svAdhyAyanA pratikarUpa gaNAya che. enA pachI bIjI ane trIjI sAmAyika vagara pArthe laI zakAya che. emAM "sajajhAya karuM? ne badale 'sajajhAyamAM chuM' ema kahIne eka navakAra sajajhAyanA rUpe gaNAya che.' ( sAmAyika pAravAnA hetu sau prathama khamAsamaNA - vinaya pUrvaka Adeza levA mATe, IriyAvahiyaM - yadyapi sAmAyika pApa vyApAranA tyAganI prakriyA che. mATe temAM ArAdhanA ja karAya che, to paNa pramAdavaza mana-vacana-kAyAnI azubha pravRtti thaI javAnI saMbhAvanAthI A IriyAvahiya karAya che. khamAsamaNA IcchA. muMhapatti paDilehaNa karUM? muMhapatti paDilehaNa jayaNA mATe che. (A AdezamAM sAmAyika pAravA muMhapatti paDilehaNa karuM? evuM bolavuM nahIM, kAraNa ke muhapatti paDilehaNa karatAM karatAM pharIthI sAmAyika levAno bhAva AvI jAya to pAravAne badale sAmAyika laI paNa zakAya che. khamAsamaNA, IcchA. sAmAyika pAruM? AnAthI sAmAyika pAravAno Adeza maMgAya che. (50)
________________ ahIM gurU kahe che. 'punaravi kAyavva' eTale ke sAmAyika pharIthI levA jevI che. A sAMbhaLIne koInI anukULatA hoya ane bhAva AvI jAya to tarata sAmAyika saMdisANuM vagere Adeza laIna sAmAyika laI zakAya che.) ahIM zrAvaka kahe che. "yathAzakti' huM zakti mujaba sAmAyika karavAnI bhAvanA rAkhuM chuM khamAsamaNA. IcchA. sAmAyika pAryuM? AmAM zrAvaka kahe che ke huM sAmAyika pAruM chuM. gurU kahe che. "AyAro namuttavyo eTale ke jo Apa sAmAyika pArI rahyA cho to kama se kama zrAvakanA AcAra choDatA nahIM. zrAvaka kahe che "tahatti" eTale ke ApanI AjJA zirodhArya che. pachI kaTAsaNA upara hAtha rAkhIne mUkIne maMgala mATe navakAra gaNavo. sAmAIya vaya jutto - A sUtramAM sAmAyikanA lAbha batAvavAmAM AvyA che. jema ke jIva jayAM sudhI sAmAyika kare che tyAM sudhI azubha karmono nAza kare che. ane te sAdhu jevo hoya che. mATe vadhArAmAM vadhAre sAmAyika karavI joIe. A upadeza sAmAyika pAratI vakhate ApaNane maLe che. enAthI ApaNane vAraMvAra sAmAyika karavAnI IcchA thAya che. daza mananA: koIpaNa dhArmika anuSThAna pachI avidhinA micchAmi dukkaDam devA jarUrI che. jenAthI jANatA - ajANatA koI doSa lAgyo hoya to te dUra thAya che. utthApana mudrAmAM navakAra : sthApita karavAmAM AvelA sthApanAcAryajInI navakAra dvArA utthApana karavAmAM Ave che. . ( sAmAyika maMDaLa ) Aje dareka gAma, zahera ane pratyeka erIyAmAM sAmAyika maMDaLa dekhavAmAM Ave che. paraMtu sauthI pahelo prazna uThe che : | sAmAyika maMDaLa eTale zuM ? sAmAyika maMDaLa eTale samUhamAM sAmAyika karavuM. gharanA vAtAvaraNamAM mana cala-vicala vadhAre bane che. upAzrayamAM sAmAyika vadhAre lAbhadAyI bane che. ekalo vyakti sAmAyika laIne je ArAdhanA karI zake che, tenAthI keTalAya gaNo phAyado samUhamAM sAmAyika levAthI saMbhavita che. . sAmAyika maMDaLanA lAbha - 1. samUhamAM koI vizeSa jJAnI navo abhyAsa karAve che. 2. ekabIjAne joIne vizeSa bhAva jAgRta thAya che.
________________ 3. protsAhana maLe che. 4. sAmUhika sAmAyikanA vizeSa lAbha paNa thAya che. paraMtu eka sAthe sAmAyika uccaravAthI ja samUhanuM viziSTa lAbha maLe che. - gurU bhagavaMtathI sAMbhaLyuM che ke: eka vyakti sAmAyika uccare to 1 sAmAyikano lAbha maLe che. 'be vyakti sAthe sAmAyika uccare to 11 sAmAyikano lAbha maLe che. traNa vyakti sAthe sAmAyika uccare to 111 sAmAyikano lAbha maLe che. cAra vyakti sAthe sAmAyika uccare to 1111 sAmAyikano lAbha maLe che. pAMca vyakti sAthe sAmAyika uccare to 11111 sAmAyikano lAbha maLe che. A pramANe jeTalA vyakti hoya teTalA ekaDA pAse pAse rAkhavAthI je saMkhyA bane che teTalA sAmAyikano lAbha maLe che. AnAthI samUha sAmAyikano artha spaSTa khyAla Ave che.' AjakAla svaicchika rIte alaga alaga sAmAyika uccaravuM, mana phAve tyAre AvavuM, sAmAyikamAM vAto karavI, ekabIjAne dharmanuM nimitta na ApIne adharmanuM nimitta ApavuM, tathA phAIna (daMDa)nA jhaghaDA, prabhAvanA vagere viSayamAM jhaghaDo karavo vagerethI sAmAyikanA dUSaNa vadhI jAya che. A doSone kAraNe sAmAyika maMDaLa guNane badale doSakAraka banI AtmA mATe ahitakara siddha thaI rahyuM che. mAtra sAmAyika thaI jAya che. paraMtu vAstavamAM samatA prApta thatI nathI. | mATe pratyeka maMDaLamAM sAmAyikano uddeza banAvavo joIe. sAmAyikanI pratijJA che ke 48 miniTa sudhI sAvagha pApa vepAranA tyAga karavo jemake ekAsaNAnuM paccakakhANa lIdhA pachI vyakti nAzto nathI karato. eja pramANe pApa vyApArano tyAga karavA rUpa "karemi bhaMte' uccaryA pachI saMsArasaMbaMdhI vAto, vicAra ke paisAnA viSayamAM, vyavasthAnA nAme saMleza karavo sarvathA anucita che. mukhyatve sAmAyika maMDaLanA pratinidhine A viveka rAkhavo bahu jarUrI che. sAmAjika maMDaLano uddeza: sAmAyika maMDaLanI sthApanAnuM lakSya che, samUhamAM ratnatrayInI suMdara ArAdhanA karavI. sAmAyika maMDaLamAM rahevAthI gharamAM jene sAmAyika karatAM na AvaDatI hoya te paNa samUhamAM ullAsathI joDAI jAya che. temaja samUhamAM navI navI vAto zIkhavAno ullAsa jAgRta thAya che. pratyeka gAmamAM be sAmAyika maMDaLa hovA joIe. eka 15 thI 45 varSanI uMmaranI striyo mATe. A vargamAM "jainijama korsanuM bhaNatara karAvo tathA tenA eka-eka cepTara pUrA thAya pachI tenI parIkSA levAmAM Ave. A maMDaLamAM badhAnI anukULatA anusAra aThavADiyAmAM koIpaNa eka divasa sAmAyika mATe nirdhArita karavo. temaja badhAne anukULatA hoya to savAre 10 thI 11 vAgyAno 52)
________________ * prabhu jyAre samavasaraNanI sAme padhAre che tyAre cAre bAjuthI asaMkhya deva, asaMkhya tiryaMca, karoDo manuSya vagere prabhunA darzana mATe doDI doDIne Ave che. prabhune dekhIne camatkRta hRdayathI gadgad thaIne, animeSa nayanothI prabhune nihAratAM praNAma kare che tathA prabhuno jayanAda kare che. A jayanAdanI dhvanIthI daseya dizAo gUMjIta thaI uThe che. deva-mAnavathI parivarita prabhu kramazaH vihAra karatA samavasaraNanI vIsa hajAra sIDIo caDhIne trIjA gaDhamAM padhAre che. tyAM azokavRkSanI traNa pradakSiNA ApIne ratnamaya siMhAsana upara prabhu pUrvAbhimukha birAjamAna thAya che. A samaye anya traNa dizAomAM deva atyaMta dedIpyamAna prabhu sadRza ja traNa pratibiMbanI racanA kare che. jenAthI cAre dizAomAM prabhu birAjamAna hoya evuM pratIta thAya che. cAre dizAomAM prabhunA baMne tarapha Indra ahobhAva pUrvaka cAmara vIMje che. A cAmaranA vALa zveta temaja tejasvI hoya che. daMDa suvarNa tathA ratnono hoya che. vIMjatA samaye emAMthI satata raMgabiraMgI kiraNo nIkaLatI rahe che. eka sAthe vIMjAtA cAma2ne joIne evuM lAge che ke jANe himAlayathI zveta temaja atiramaNIya jharaNA vahI rahyA hoya. prabhunA caraNomAM jhUkatAM A cAmara ApaNane sUcita karI rahyA che ke je amArI jema prabhunA caraNomAM jhukaze te amArI jema ja urdhvagatine prApta karyA vinA nahIM rahe. * prabhunI pAchaLa sUryasama dedIpyamAna tejomaMDaLa hoya che, jene bhAmaMDaLa kahe che. prabhunuM rUpa asaMkhya sUryathI paNa adhika tejasvI hovAthI temanI sAme ApaNe joI zakatA nathI. paraMtu A bhAmaMDala prabhunuM teja potAnAmAM saMharaNa karI le che jenAthI ApaNe prabhune sukhapUrvaka joI zakIe. * potAnA pUrvanA trIjA bhavamAM, jagatanA jIvone tAravAnI bhAvanAnI sAthe jemaNe svayaM A jIvone potAnA hRdayamAM besADyA hoya. evA tAraka devAdhidevanA samavasaraNamAM mAtra eka yojana vistAravALI bhUmi u52 prabhunA prabhAvathI eka sAthe karoDo deva, karoDo manuSya tathA karoDo tiryaMcano AsAnIthI samAveza thaI jAya to emAM Azcarya ja zuM ? * 5ramAtmA jyAre dezanA Ape che tyAre devatA AkAzamAM adbhuta vAjiMtra vagADe che. jene devaduMdubhi kahe che. teno avAja gaMbhI2 tathA atyaMta manorama hoya che. e vagADIne lokone preraNA karI rahyA che ke "he bhavya prANIo ! ahIM Avo, traNa lokanA nAtha ahIM birAjamAna che. je du: kha haravAvALA che tathA zivapadane ApavA vALA che. AvA nAthanI sevA karazo to zIghra mokSane meLavazo.' A devaduMdubhinI AkAzavANIne sAMbhaLIne prabhunI dezanA sAMbhaLavA mATe karoDo deva, manuSya, tiryaMca padhAre che. have karUNAnA sAgara, vizvatAraka prabhu 'namo titthasa' kahIne bhavya jIvone pratibodha devA mATe ardhamAgadhI bhASA temaja mAlakoza Adi vividha rAgamAM caturmukhI dezanA prAraMbha kare che. 62
________________ zrI sImaMdhara svAmI bhakti gIta (rAga: uMcA aMbara thI Avo ne) 00 samavasaraNamAM bolAvo prabhujI, ho... haiyu talase levA virati, virati ne Apo sImaMdhara prabhujI, virati kSapakazreNI detI... sImaMdhara prabhujI mahAvrata detA, pradakSiNA prabhune ahobhAve detA AziSa Ape kSAyika prItanA, kSAyika prIta kSapakazreNI detI... abhayadAnI prabhune ahobhAve vaMdatA, devAdhidevane haiyAmAM dharatA, ANA tamArI guNo denArI, ANAthI sahune mukti malatI... dhyAna samAdhi prabhune jotA pragaTatI, zukladhyAna dhArA kSapakazreNI detI, upakAro prabhunA karUNA prabhunI, nirvANa pada ne je detI... prabhunI kRpAthI maitrI bhAva jAgyA, caudaloke sahu jIvone ahobhAve vAMdyA, sahu virati pAme samavasaraNa sthAne, vItarAgatA sahunI pragaTatI... prabhunA atizaye indriyo virAme, aDhAra pAponI vedanA choDAve, samatA samAdhi pragaTe prabhuthI, kevalajJAna thaI jAya... apUrva bhAvothI mahAyoga varte, gadgad haiyu prabhune palapala pUje, maMgala thAye Aja caudaloke, siddhagati sahune malatI... vizvamAtA padmanaMdI para karUNA vahAve, samarpita bAlagopAlo virati ne pAme samarpita parivAra para vAtsalya prabhunuM, sahune zIvapure laI jAye... samavasaraNamAM...||1|| samavasaraNamAM...||2|| 64 samavasaraNamAM...grA samavasaraNamAM...||4|| samavasaraNamAM...pA devAdhidevanI dezanA varase, prAtihAryo thI prabhujI pUjAye, prabhu pAse rahevA mahAbhAgya jAgyuM, karUNA prabhunI vhAle vahetI... samavasaraNamAM......IIII samavasaraNamAM...6ThThI samavasaraNamAM...II|| kevI karUNatA...!!! mRtyu pachI sAthe nahIM AvavAvALA TIvI, baMgalA, patnI, paisA vagere nA mATe tamArI pAse vadhAre samaya che ane mRtyu pachI sAthe AvavA vALA dharma mATe tamArI pAse samaya na hoya to te tamArA jIvananI karUNatA nathI?
________________ [IgzAstra vAyavya uttara IzAna dizA yaMtra pazcima pUrva pUrva (EAST) - zubha pazcima (WEST) - azubha dakSiNa (SOUTH) - azubha uttara (NORTH) - zubha naiRtya dakSiNa agni ja bAlkanI: sadAya uttara ke pUrvanI tarapha khulavI joIe. bAlkanI 3 phuTa thI vadhAre lAMbI na hovI joIe ane bAlkanImAM vadhAre vajana nA rAkhavuM joIe. bAlkanInI UMcAI 9 ke 10phuTanI hovI joIe. * TelIphona agnikoNamAM rAkho. korTa kesanI phAIlo athavA ImporTanTa pepara haMmezA pUrva ke IzAnamAM rAkho. bane tyAM sudhI ISTa devatAnA AlAnI nIce rAkho to ISTakRpA prApta thaze. A phAIlo kyAreya paNa agnikoNamAM nA rAkho. gereja zAstronA anusAra kAra pArkiMga haMmezA vAyavya koNamAM hovuM joIe. jo jagyA nA hoya to agnikoNamAM thaI zake che. IzAnakoNamAM kAra pArkiMga na hovI joIe. * gharamAM goDAuna, bhaMgAra, kabADa, kacaro anupayogI sAmAna naiRtya koNa vALA rUmamAM hovA joIe. sAcA naiRtya koNanA abhAvamAM pazcima ke dakSiNa dizAno upayoga karI zako cho. bImAra vyaktine jaldI svastha karavA mATe vAyavya koNamAM suvaDAvavA. pazcima dizAmAM vajana vadhAre rAkhavuM. tene kyAreya khAlI na rAkhavuM. tenA lIdhe gharanA lokonAM paisA davAomAM vadhAre vaparAze. davAnA boksa IzAnamAM rAkho. davA letI vakhate moTu IzAna tarapha rAkho. cheApaNA rahevA mATe banelA gharano mukhya daravAjo pUrva, uttara ke IzAnanI tarapha hovo joIe. pazcima, dakSiNa, agni ane vAyavyanI dizAmAM jo mukhya daravAjo hoya to te yogya nathI. gharanA mukhya daravAjAnI sAme thAMbhalo, kUvo, caukora yaMtra, moTu peDa, buTa-caMpala banAvavAnI dukAna ke avaidha dhaMdho karavAvALAnI dukAna nA hovI joIe. tenA hovAthI azubha phaLa prApti thaze ane aneka vyavadhAna Ave che. bhavanane lAgavAvALIbArIonI saMkhyA sama hoya. visama saMkhyA na hovI joIe. ja
________________ premanI majA jIMdagImAM sajA jainijamanA pAchaLanA bhAgamAM ApaNe joyuM ke kevI rIte DaoNlI potAnA mAtA-pitAnA aramAnone kacaDIne samIranI sAthe bhAgI gaI. jo DaoNlInA bhAgI gayA pachI jIvanamAM AvavAvALA duHkhada pariNAmone jANatI hota to kadAca ja e ATaluM moTu pagaluM bharata. paNa yauvananA unmAdamAM AvIne DaoNlIe potAnA jIvanane duHkhonI khAImAM laI javAvALuM eka mukhya pagaluM bharI dIdhuM. bicArI suSamAe keTalA aramAna sajAvyA hatA potAnI dikarIne aMtima vidAya ApavA mATe, paNa DaoNlIe kyAre e gharamAMthI hamezA hamezAnI mATe vidAya laI lIdhI enI suSamAne khabara ja na paDI. (gharamAMthI nIkaLIne tarata ja samI2 ane DaoNlI eka hoTalamAM gayA tyAM) DaoNlI: samIra ! have jaldImAM jaldI ApaNA korTamerejano IntajhAma karo. samIra : DaoNlI ! tuM ciMtA karIza nahIM ! badhI vyavasthA thaI gaI che. kAle 11 vAge ApaNe korTamAM jaIne lagna karI laIzuM ane tyAMthI sADA bAra vAge ApaNI kAzmIra javAnI phlAITa che. huM have tane A zaheramAM nahIM rAkhuM. DaoNlI : vAha samIra ! hanImuna ane te paNa kAzmIramAM ! AI lava kAzmI2. tame keTalA sArA cho. mAruM keTaluM dhyAna rAkho cho. samIra H hAM DaoNlI ! e to che... paNa. .. DaoNlI : samI2 ! zuM vAta che, tame bahuM TenzamAM lAgo cho. samIra H jyArathI tArI sAthe prema thayo che tyArathI dilamAM ekaja aramAna che ke tane duniyAnI badhI khuzIo ApuM. mAruM cAle to tane jamIna upara cAlavA ja na dauM. tArA rastA upara phUla bichAvuM. tane duniyAnI badhI sArI vastuo batAvuM. paNa DaoNlI ! AjanA jamAnAmAM A badhu karavA mATe bahuM ja paisAnI jarUriyAta hoya che ane tuM to jANe ja che ke huM nokarI zodhavA mATe rAta divasa mahenata karI rahyo chuM. paraMtu mane kyAMya sArI nokarI ja maLatI nathI. mATe have mArI pAse eTalA paisA paNa nathI. tane kAzmIra to laI jaI rahyo chuM paraMtu vicArI rahyo chuM ke kayA mitra pAse udhAra mAMgu ? DaoNlI H are samIra ! tame kema ciMtA karo cho. huM mArA pappAnA gharethI eTalA paisA lAvI chuM ke ApaNe pUrI jIMdagI ArAmathI rahIzuM. e badhA paisA upara have tamAro ja adhikAra che. tame ene jyAre Iccho, jevI rIte Iccho, jayAM Iccho tyAM kharca karI zako cho. (ATaluM kahIne DaoNlIe rUpiyAnI bega samIranI sAme mUkI dIdhI) samIra : DaoNlI ! tuM mArI mATe tArA pappA ne tyAMthI ATalA paisA laIne AvI che ! tuM mane ATalo prema 65
________________ kare che ! paNa DaoNlI huM tArA paisA kevI rIte laI zakuM ? nahIM. svITa hArTa ! huM A paisA nahIM laI zakuM. DaoNlI: samIra ! tame A zuM mArI-tArI vAto karI rahyA cho ? jyAre huM tamArI chuM ! to mAruM badhuMya tamAruM ja che. samIra : oha DaoNlI ! sAce ja tuM bahuM ja sArI che. paNa DaoNlI atyAre to ATalA paisAnI ApaNane jarUriyAta nathI. eka kAma karIe thoDA paisA sAthe rAkhI laIe ane bAkInA tArA nAmathI beMkamAM jamA karI daIe. DaoNlI : samIra ! tame zuM A parAyA jevI vAta karo cho. beMkamAM khAtu to tamArA nAmathI ja kholavuM paDaze. samIra H ThIka che jevI tArI marajI ! : (ahIM DaoNlIno patra vAMcIne DaoNlInA pappAne AghAtanA kAraNe hArTaeTeka AvI gayo. suSamA u52 to jANe ke duHkhono pahADa ja tUTI paDyo. eka bAju DaoNlI bhAgI gaI ane bIjI bAju tenA patinI AvI dazA. AvI sthitimAM teNe vicAryuM ke huM zuM karUM ? kone kahuM ? tyAre teNe potAnA dareka duHkhamAM sAtha ApavA vALI potAnI bahenapaNI jayaNAne phona karyo. jayaNA tarata ja potAnA pati jInezanI sAthe suSamAne ghare pahoMcI ane traNeya Adityane hospiTala laI gayA. tapAsa karyA pachI DaoNkTare kahyuM ke uMDA AghAtane kAraNe emane hArTaeTeka AvI gayo che. atyAre to e khatarAthI bahAra che. paNa AgaLa dhyAna rAkhavAnI jarUra che. Adityane bhAna AvyA pachI te raDavA lAgyo ane tenA moMDhAmAMthI phakta eka ja zabda nIkaLyo. 'DaoNlI' ! jineza H tame loko AdityanuM dhyAna rAkho. huM DaoNlInI pUchaparacha karuM chuM. mane lAge che ke te korTamereja karavA mATe korTamAM gaI haze. huM sauthI pahelA tyAM jaIne jouM chuM. (jineza tyAMthI nIkaLyo ane jevuM vicAryuM hatuM tevuM ja thayuM, DaoNlI tene korTanI bahAra maLI.) jineza : DaoNlI beTA ! tuM ahIM? DaoNlI : (chUpAtAM) hAM aMkala ! e to ema ja huM mArI bahenapaNInI sAthe AvI hatI. jineza H juThuM nahIM bola DaoNlI ! khabara che tArA pappAne hArTaeTeka Avyo che. DaoNlI : oha ! to emaNe tamane badhuM ja batAvI dIdhuM che ane have mane herAna karavA, mArI sI.AI.DI. karavA mATe tamane mokalyA che. emane kahejo ke mane bahalAvavAnI jarUrata nathI.ghaNA joI lIdhA emanA nATaka. jineza H beTA ! A koI nATaka nathI. tArI mA keTalI TenzanamAM che, thoDI to zarama kara. jeNe tane Aja sudhI pALI-poSIne moTI karI, emanA mATe eka vAra to vicAra ! cAla, mArI sAthe. DaoNlI : saoNrI aMkala ! have huM emanuM moM paNa jovA nathI mAMgatI ane atyAre to mArI pAse samaya paNa nathI. jineza : beTA ! eka vAra cAla... 66
________________ DaoNlI: plIjha aMkala ! mane Torcara karazo nahIM. jineza : ThIka che beTA ! ekavAra tArI mammIthI vAta karI le. (jineze mobAIla lagAvIne DaoNlIne Apyo. tyAre suSamA raDatAM raDatAM...). suSamA : beTA DaoNlI ! tuM kyAM cAlI gaI? jo tArA pappAnI kevI hAlata thaI gaI che? phakta tAruM ja nAma le che! ekavAra tane jovA mAMge che. tuM jema kahIza ame tema karavA taiyAra chIe. ekavAra ghare AvI jA beTA ! DaoNlI: plIjha maoNma! A rovA-dhovAnA DhoMga mArI sAme karazo nahIM. kayA pappAnI vAta karI rahyA cho tame? huM to badhuM ja choDIne AvI gaI chuM. have mAro tamArI sAthe koI saMbaMdha nathI. huM have tamArI vAtomAM AvavAnI nathI. huM jaI rahI chuM samIranI sAthe ! suSamA (gussAmAM) DaoNlI ! jo tAro A ja pheMsalo che to amAro paNa AkharI pheMsalo sAMbhaLI le. jo Aje tuM ghare pAchI nahIM AvI to A gharanA daravAjA tArI mATe haMmezAne mATe baMdha thaI jaze. amArA mATe tuM ane tArA mATe ame marI gayA chIe. samajI tuM! (suSamAnI vAta upara DaoNlIne gusso Avyo. eNe gussAmAM phona kaTa karIne jinezane ApI dIdho. ane samIrano hAtha pakaDIne tyAMthI cAlI gaI.) (yauvananA unmAdamAM DaoNlIe samIrano hAtha pakaDIne potAnA ja paga upara kuhADI mAravA jevuM mUrkhatAbharyuM kAma to karI lIdhuM. paraMtu DaoNlIne kyAM khabara hatI ke, , "pyAra zuM hoya che? pyAra kevo hoya che? - zuM pyAra paNa kyAreya pUro hoya che, jeno pahelo akSara ja adhUro hoya che." A pramANe pyAramAM aMdha banI DaoNlI samIranI sAthe hanImUna mATe cAlI gaI. tyAM samIra ane DaoNlI eka hoTalamAM utaryA. samIra DaoNlIne kAzmIranI dareka khUbasurata jagyAo para pheravI. samIranA premanI sAthe kAzmIrano pravAsa DaoNlInA jIvanano avismaraNIya pala banI gayo. eka vakhata rAtre samIra ane DaoNlIne DiskothI AvatAM bahu ja moDuM thayuM ane tyAre thoDI nonaveja hoTalane choDIne bAkI badhI hoTala baMdha thaI gaI hatI. bhUkhanA kAraNe samIranuM mAthuM duHkhavA lAgyuM hatuM. DaoNlIH samIra ! tamArI tabiyata bagaDatI jAya che, eka kAma karo tame A hoTalamAM khAI lo. samIraH DaoNlI ! A zuM vAta karI rahI che ! yAda nathI tane, kolejamAM meM tane promIsa ApyuM hatuM ke huM kyAreya paNa nonaveja nahIM khAuM, ahIM sudhI ke huM nonaveja hoTalanuM veja paNa nahIM khAuM ane Aja jo meM ahIM khAI lIdhuM to mArA promIsanuM zuM thaze? A promIsa ja to mArA sAcA premanI nizAnI che.
________________ DaoNlI: bhUlI jAo A promIsane samIra ! tamArI tabiyata kharAba thaI rahI che to evI promIsa mArA mATe koI mahattva rAkhatI nathI. samIraH nahIM DaoNlI ! huM ApaNA pyArane dago na daI zakuM ane jo eka divasa nahIM khAuM to marI to nahIM jAuM ne cAla, have A vAto upara vicAravAnuM baMdha karI de. (samIranI A vAto sAMbhaLIne DaoNlInI khuzI sAtamA AsamAne pahoMcI gaI. jANe ke ene to duniyAnI badhI khuzI maLI gaI. ene kalpanA paNa nahotI ke samIra enA mATe ATalI moTI kurabAnI daI deze. A pramANe harIpharIne DaoNlI potAnA sAsare AvI. ghare pahoMcyA pahelAM ja samIre phona karIne batAvI dIdhuM hatuM ke e ane DaoNlI be divasamAM ghare AvI rahyA che. sAthe ja eNe e paNa batAvI dIdhuM ke DaoNlI eka paisAvALA mAM-bApanI ekanI eka dikarI che mATe ene barAbara dhyAna rAkhajo. A bAju kAMIka navA ja sapanA saMjovIne DaoNlIe potAnA sAsare paheluM pagaluM rAkhyuM ane pahelI vAra potAnI sAsumAMne maLI. samIraH salAma vAlekuma ammI! zabAnA vAlekuma assalAma beTA ! jyArathI te phona karyo che tyArathI tamArA baMnenI rAha jouM chuM. AMkho tarasI rahI che mArI vahunuM mukhaDuM jovA mATe. allAha tAlAe joIne joDI banAvI che. zuM cAMda jevI vahu lAvyo che mAro dikaro, khudA kare tane koInI najara na lAge. (DaoNlI zabAnAnA page lAgI. samIre potAnI bahena bI, pharjAnA, taslImanI sAthe DaoNlIno paricaya karAvyo. badhAno premabharyo vyavahAra joIne DaoNlInI khuzIno pAra na rahyo. e to manamAM ne manamAM potAnA badhA nirNaya para garva mahasUsa karavA lAgI. pUro divasa haMsI-khuzI bharelA vAtAvaraNamAM vItI gayo. samIranuM ghara ghaNuM ja nAnuM hatuM. gharamAM eka hola, eka rUma ane eka rasoDuM ja hatuM. rUmamAM samIranI mA zabAnA sUtI hatI. mATe rAtre sUvA mATe samIra DaoNlIne bhADethI lIdhelA rUmamAM laI gayo. samIraH DaoNlI ! basa thoDA divasa hajI! mane eka sArI nokarI maLe tyAM sudhI tuM eDajasTa kara. pachI to huM tane mahelomAM rAkhIza. DaoNlI: samIra ! mane tamArA dilamAM jagyA maLI gaI. mArA mATe eja bahu che. (A pramANe DaoNlI divasabhara zabAnAnI sAthe rahetI hatI ane rAtre samIra ene phleTa para laI jato hato. eka divasa DaoNlI savAre nAsto karyA pachI jhADu kADhavA lAgI) zabAnA: beTA ! A zuM karI rahI che? A jhADu-potA choDo. hamaNAM hamaNAM ja to tArA lagana thayA che. atyAre to tamArA haravA pharavAnI uMmara che. ghara to pUrI jIMdagI saMbhALavAnuM ja che. samIra beTA ! tuM DaoNlIne copATI vagere jeTalI paNa sArI sArI jovA jevI jagyA che tyAM pharavA laI jA.
________________ (A pramANe 10-11 mahinA haravA pharavAmAM ja vItI gayA. eka divasa pIksara joyA pachI DaoNlI ane samIra ghare AvI rahyA hatA. tyAre koI zopIMga maoNlamAM DaoNlIe eka suMdaraDresa joyo. DaoNlIe samIrane te presa kharIdavA mATe dabANa karyuM paNa moDuM thayuM hovAnA kAraNe samIra DaoNlIne tyAMthI laI gayo. A gALAmAM thoDA divaso pachI DaoNlIno bartha-De AvavAno hato. DaoNlIne batAvyA vagara samIre tenA mATe saraprAIjha pArTI Ayojana karavAnI yojanA banAvI ane jotajotAmAM janma divasa paNa AvI gayo. savAre uThatA ja DaoNlIne potAnA rUmano dekhAva kaMIka alaga ja lAgyo. tyAre hAthamAM phUlono guladasto laIne samIra Avyo. DaoNlIne to kaMI samajAyuM ja nahIM ke A badhuM zuM che?) samIra: heppI barthaDe Tu yuM, heppI bartha De Tu DIyara DaoNlI ! heppI barthaDe Tu yu (ATaluM kahIne teNe guladasto DaoNlIne Apyo.) DaoNlI: samIra ! Aje mAro janmadivasa che. huM to bhUlI ja gaI hatI. samIra mane mAnavAmAM ja nathI AvatuM ke tamane mAro janmadivasa yAda che. ane huM pote bhUlI gaI. A badhu tame mArA mATe karyuM. theMksa samIra ! tame mane keTalo prema karo cho. samIraH are DaoNlI! huM tAro janmadivasa yAda nahIM rAkhuM to koNa rAkhaze? tuM ja to mAruM jIvana che. (savAre uThatAM ja maLelI A saraprAIjhathI DaoNlInI khuzIno koI pAra nahoto) (potAnA sukhI jIvananI kalpanAomAM DUbelI DaoNlI taiyAra thaI ane te baMne ghare AvyA. gharamAM paga mUkatAM ja zabAnA ane samIranI traNeya bahenoe paNa ene vIza karI bheTa ApI. zabAnAe DaoNlIno manapasaMda gAjarano halavo banAvIne ene potAnA hAthe khavaDAvyo. badhAno ATalo prema joIne DaoNlInI AMkhomAM AMsu AvI gayA. ATaluM badhu thaI gayA pachI to have DaoNlInA manamAM potAnA mAtA-pitA pratye napharata paNa vadhAre ja vadhatI gaI. tene evuM lAgyuM ke jayaNA ane mokSAnA lekyara sAMbhaLIne eNe phogaTamAM potAno samaya barabAda karyo. DaoNlIne vizvAsa thaI gayo ke samIranI sAthe lagna karavAno teno nirNaya sAco ja hato. tene jayaNA ane mokSAnI vAto ane emanA vicAro upara hasavuM AvavA lAgyuM. sAMje samIra DaoNlIne hoTalamAM laI gayo. hoTalanI bahAra vocamene paNa DaoNlIne vaza karyuM. A dekhIne DaoNlI Azcaryacakita thaI gaI. DaoNlI kAMI pUche tenA pahelA samIra hAtha pakaDIne tene aMdara laI gayo. ane aMdara pahoMcatA ja samIre bolAvelA dostonA, mahemAnonA ane saMgItanA avAjathI hola gUMjI uThyo.) heppI barthaDe Tu yu... heppI barthaDe Tu DIara DaoNlI...
________________ (A badhu joIne DaoNlI badhI vAta samajI gaI. eTalAmAM samIre tene bheTa ApI. bheTa joIne..) DaoNlI samIra ! A to eja Dresa che ne je te divasa.. (DaoNlI badhI vAta samajI gaI. DaoNlInI AMkho khuzIthI chalakAI gaI) samIra (AMsu lUchatA) DaoNlI emAM raDavAnI zuM vAta che? tuM to mAruM sapanuM che ane mArA sapanAnuM sapanuM huM purU nahIM karuM to koNa karaze? DaoNlI: samIra tamane kevI rIte khabara paDI ke AvI rIte bartha-De pArTInI vyavasthA karavI te mAruM sapanuM hatuM. samIra : DaoNlI, kadAca tuM bhUlI gaI hoya paNa huM kevI rIte bhUlI zakuM. yAda che kaoNlejamAM tArA janmadivase te mane kahyuM hatuM ke "samIra mArI bahu IcchA che ke huM eka AlIzAna phAIvasTAra hoTalamAM bartha-De pArTI ApuM. mArI badhI sahelIone AmaMtraNa ApuM. huM taiyAra thaIne hoTalamAM praveza karuM. tyAre badhA mane vIza kare ane bAjumAM myujhIka paNa hoya". DaoNlI e samaye A badhuM mArA hAthamAM nahotu kAraNa ke e samaye mArI paristhiti sArI nahotI. Aje to huM karI zakuM chuM ne basa tArI sahelIone bolAvI zakyo nahIM, teno mane aphasosa che. DaoNlI temanI have mane koI jarUra nathI. samIra! mane tame maLI gayA to badhuM maLI gayuM. samIra kayA zabdomAM kahyuM ke huM keTalI khuza chuM. eka mitra: are have mIyA-bIbInI kAnAphusI baMdha thAya to amane paNa bhAbhIjAna ne maLavAno ane emane vaza karavAnI taka maLe. (badhA hasI paDyA) samIre badhAnI sAthe DaoNlIne paricaya karAvyo. khAtAM, pItAM, nAcatAM moDI rAta sudhI pArTI cAlatI rahI. potAnA badhA ja sapanA sAkAra thatAM joIne DaoNlI to potAnI jAtane vizvanI sahuthI khuzanasIba InsAna mAnavA lAgI ene kyAreya kalpanA paNa nahotI karI ke samIra tene ATalI moTI bheMTa Apaze. A pramANe bhoga-vilAsamAM DUbelI DaoNlIe garbhadhAraNa karyo ane khuza thaIne eNe A vAta samIrane jaNAvI. DaoNlI zI vAta che samIra? mArI vAta sAMbhaLIne tamArA caherA upara e khuzI nathI dekhAtI je dekhAvavI joIe. koI Tenzana che zuM? samIraH DaoNlI, e to zuM che te vAta to khuzInI che paNa, Ama paNa ApaNuM ghara nAnuM che, ATalI garIbImAM e navA mahemAnanI paravarIza bahuM ja muzkela che. eTalA mATe huM vicAruM chuM ke nokarI ane navo phaleTa lIdhA pachI ja ApaNe A badhI vastuo mATe vicArIzuM. hamaNAM to tuM eborzana karAvI le eja sAruM raheze. DaoNlI: zuM? eborzana... samIra A zuM kahI rahyA cho tame? A to ApaNA pyAranI pahelI nizAnI che. nahIM samIra...
________________ samIra: DaoNlI ! paristhitine samajavAnI kozIza kara. (samIre DaoNlIne bahuM ja samajAvyuM, paNa te eborzana karAvavA mATe taiyAra thaI nahIM. enAthI samIra gusse thaIne cAlyo gayo ane A bAju haravAnkaravAmAM ane gharanA kharcAmAM DaoNlInA lAvelA badhA ja paisA khatama thaI gayA. tyAre zabAnAe vicAryuM ke koIpaNa rIte DaoNlIne tenA pIyare mokalavAmAM Ave jethI te thoDA paisA lAvI zake. enAthI enA garbhapAlanamAM, DaoNkTaranA kharcamAM, bALakanA pAlana-poSaNamAM ane gharanA kharcamAM suvidhA raheze. mATe eka divasa vAta vAtamAM zabAnAe DaoNlIne pUchyuM...) zabAnA beTA ! tane kyAreya tArI mammInI yAda nathI AvatI? DaoNlIH tamArA jevI ammI maLI gayA pachI kone potAnA gharanI yAda Avaze? tame mAruM keTaluM dhyAna rAkho cho. lagna thaIne ATalA mahinAo thaI gayA paraMtu tame to haju sudhI mane gharano kacaro sudhI kADhavA nathI dIdho. potAnI dikarIothI vadhAre prema tame mane Apyo che, bhagavAna kare ke mane dareka janamamAM tamArA jevI sAsumAM maLe. zabAnA: are beTA ! te to mArA gharane svarga banAvI dIdhuM che svarga. paNa beTA ! kyAreka to tArI mammIne tyAM paNa javAnuM rAkha. bhale tane emanI yAda nathI AvatI paNa emane to tArI yAda AvatI ja haze. DaoNlIH nahIM ammI ! have e gharanA loko mAre kAMI nathI lAgatA. ane meM paNa e gharathI haMmezAnI mATe saMbaMdha toDI nAMkhyo che. (bicArI zabAnA ! enA to badhA aramAno upara pANI pharI gayuM. eNe tarata samIrane badhI vAta jaNAvI.) zabAnA" beTA! A te kevo khoTo sikko upADI lAvyo che? A to potAnA ghare javAnuM nAma ja nathI letI to paisA kyAMthI lAvaze? samIraH ammI ! ciMtA na karo. dhIre dhIre badhu ThIka thaI jaze. (thoDAka divaso pachI...) DaoNlI H samIra ! pAchalA be mahinAthI huM byuTI pArlara ja nathI gaI. juone mAro cahero keTalo kharAba thaI gayo che. ane vALa to juo jhADu jevA thaI gayA che. samIra! mAre pheziyala ane vALa kapAvavA mATe 1000 rUA. joIe che. samIra H 1000 rUA. pAgala thaI gaI che zuM? DaoNlI : AmAM pAgala thavAnI zuM vAta che? huM mArA gharamAM hara aThavADiye hajAra rUpiyA kharca karatI hatI. samIraH paraMtu DaoNlI ! atyAre mArI pAse ATalA rUpiyA nathI.
________________ DaoNlI to zuM thayuM? beMkamAMthI kaDhAvI lo. samIra: DaoNlI - e badhA paisA to kharca thaI gayA che. DaoNlI: zuM? kharca thaI gayA ! samIra ! e koI 10OO... 2000 rUpiyA nahotA. lAkho rUpiyA lAvI hatI huM mArA gharethI. eka doDha varSamAM badhA paisA kharca thaI gayA? samIra : tane zuM lAge che, huM juThuM bolu chuM? ATalI vakhata pharavA gayA, phAIva sTAra hoTalonuM jamavAnuM, phAIvasTAra hoTalomAM rahevAnuM, jayAM ApaNe sUIe chIe tyAMnuM bhADu ane tArI barthaDa pArTIno khaca ja vadhAremAM vadhAre cAlIsa hajArano thaI gayo hato. ATalA badhA kharcAomAM badhA paisA pUrA thaI javA svAbhAvika che. ane have AgaLa paNa tArA bALakanA pAlana-poSaNa mATe paisAnI jarUriyAta to rahevAnI ja. ane... (samIra vAta pUrI kare te pahela ja) DaoNlI samIra ! A "tAruM bALaka" zuM bolI rahyAM cho? zuM A phakta mAruM ja bALaka che, tamAruM nathI ? samIraH meM to pahelAM ja tane garbhapAta karAvavAnuM kahyuM hatuM. paNa tane ja jarUra hatI A bALakanI mane to enI koI ja jarUra nathI. have A bALaka mATe jeTalA rUpiyAnI jarUra che tenI vyavasthA tAre ja karavAnI raheze. DaoNlI samIra ! huM kyAM jAuM paisA levA mATe ane koNa Apaze mane paisA? samIraH kema? tArA pIyaramAM zuM kamI che? jA ane thoDA rUpiyA mAMgIne laI Ava? DaoNlIH samIra ! meM e gharethI haMmezA mATe saMbaMdha toDI nAMkhyo che. huM marI jaIza paraMtu e gharamAM paga nahIM mUkuM. samIraH ThIka che kAM to thoDA paisAmAM rahevAnuM zIkha kAM to potAnI vyavasthA pote ja kara. ATaluM kahIne samIra tyAMthI cAlI gayo ane A pramANe byuTI pArlaranI eka nAnI vAtamAM jhaghaDo ATalo badho vadhI gayo. have samIra roja A jhaghaDAnA mAdhyamathI DaoNlInI jIMdagImAM jhera ghoLavA lAgyo. jyAre kasAInA hAthamAM maraghI Ave che tyAre tene bahu ja khavaDAve pIvaDAve che, toya maraghInA manamAM to e bhaya hoya che ke A badhu mane mAravA mATe ja thaI rahyuM che. paraMtu premanuM nATaka karavAvALA jallAdanI vacce DaoNlInI hAlata e maraghIthI paNa badatara banI gaI. kema ke ene to e khabara ja nahotI ke A premanuM nATaka enA jIvanane barabAda karavA mATe karavAmAM AvyuM che. potAnA janmadivase samIranI be-cAra bheTa joIne DaoNlI bahuM khuza thaI gaI. sAce ja chokarIo keTalI bevakUpha hoya che. jo koI ene be-cAra mIThI vAto bole ke be-cAra bheTa lAvIne ApI de, enA mATe thoDuMka kAMIka kare to e enA pAchaLa pAgala banI jAya che. Aja-kAlanI bhaNelI gaNelI chokarIonI badhI hoMzIyArI, caturAI chokarAonI be mIThI vAtonI sAme khatama thaI jAya che ane pachI e mAnI bese che ke basa have Aja mArI jIMdagI che paNa te e nathI samajatI ke jIMdagI mAtra be
________________ cAra vAto ke bheMTathI nathI cAlatI. paNa bicArI DaoNlIne e samaye kyAM khabara hatI ke bhaviSyamAM samIra A bheMTathI paNa moTI bheMTa ene Apaze je enI jIMdagIne khedAna-medAna karI deze ane kadAca tyAre tene potAnI bagaDelI jIMdagIne sudhAravAno moko paNa nahIM maLe. DaoNlI samIranI cAlAkI samajI zakI nahIM ane enI jALamAM phasAI gaI. ene to e paNa khabara na hatI ke ATalA divaso sudhI eNe je paisAnA baLe moja majA karI hatI, je paisAnA baLe samIra ene ATalI khuzI ApI rahyo hato te samIranA nahIM enA potAnA ja paisA hatA. paraMtu kahe che ne "vinAza kALe viparIta buddhi'. basa DaoNlInA mATe paNa A vAta bilakula sAcI lAgu paDatI hatI. bhale Aja sudhI ene jayaNA ane mokSAnI vAto lekTara lAgatI hatI. emAM ene samaya veDaphAto hoya evuM lAgatuM hatuM. paNa bhaviSya koNe dekhyuM hatuM. hoI zake che ke bhaviSyamAM mokSAnA eka eka zabda upara enI pAse AMsu vahAvyA sivAya koI rasto na hoya, ane kadAca have te duHkhada bhaviSya AvI gayuM hatuM.) (eka divasa sAMje DaoNlI DaoNkTaranI pAse cekaapa mATe gaI hatI tyAre gharamAM...) samIra: ammI ! mane nathI lAgatuM ke DaoNlI potAnA pIyara jaze. badho plAna caupaTa thaI gayo. zabAnA" beTA! ciMtA karIza nahIM. jyAre ghI sIdhI AMgaLIthI na nIkaLe tyAre vAMkI karIne nIkALavuM paDe che. atyAra sudhI to ApaNe enI sAthe premathI vartI rahyA hatA jethI ene pIyaranI yAda ja na AvI. paNa have ApaNe enI sAthe evuM vartana karIzuM ke ene paisA levA mATe majaburIthI pIyara javuM ja paDaze.' samIra: paNa ammI kevI rIte? zabAnAH tuM ciMtA karIza nahIM. basa huM jema kahyuM tema tuM karato jaje. (e rAtre samIra DaoNlIne phaleTamAM na laI gayo ane DaoNlIne rasoDAmAM sUvAnuM kahyuM) DaoNlI : samIra ! ApaNe ahIM sUvuM paDaze? ahIyAM to keTaluM aMdhAruM che? mane to aMdhArAthI ane vAMdAthI bahu ja Dara lAge che. samIraH DaoNlI ! A tAruM pIyara nathI. jyAM che te vAtAvaraNamAM seTa thavAnuM zIkha. ane hA, ahIMyA savAre pAMca vAgye pANI Ave che mATe jayAre ammI daravAjo khaTakhaTAve tyAre bAtharUmamAMthI Dola ApI deje. ammI pANI bharI deze. (samIranI vAta sAMbhaLIne DaoNlI AgaLa kaMI bolI na zakI ane cUpacApa sUvAnI kozIza karavA lAgI. lagabhaga rAtre be vAgye..) DaoNlI: samIra! samIra! mArI upara kaMIka cAlI rahyuM che. samIra uTho ! (samIre uThIne lAITa cAlu karI) samIra : (gussAmAM) zuM DaoNlI! bALakonI jema eka vAMdAthI DarI gaI.
________________ DaoNlI: pahelAM ja kahyuM hatuM ke mane vAMdA ane aMdhArAthI bahuM ja Dara lAge che. samIraH have sUI jA cUpacApa. mArI paNa UMgha kharAba karI dIdhI. (DaoNlI UMdhavAnI koziza karavA lAgI ane dekhatA dekhatA pAMca vAgI gayA.) zabAnA: DaoNlI! jarA Dola (bAlTI) Apaje. (phUlonI pathArImAM sUvA vALI, 8 vAgye uThavAvALI, uThatAM ja beDa-TI pIvAvALI bicArI DaoNlInI pAse Aje na to beDa hato ane na to TI hatI. paNa zuM kare? potAnA hAthe ja gaLAmAM ghaMTI bAMdhI hatI to have te vAgavAnI to hatI ja. atyAra sudhI DaoNlIe sikkAnI eka bAju eTale ke sukhI jIvanane ja dekhyuM hatuM paNa have enA jIvanarUpI sikkAe vaLAMka levAno zarU karI dIdho hato. thoDA divasa pachI samIranA eka doste hoTalamAM pArTI rAkhI. DaoNlI ane samIra e pArTImAM gayA. hoTala nonaveja hatI. paraMtu DaoNlIne A vAtanI khabara nahotI. badhA jamavA beThA. tyAre pleTomAM nonaveja AITamane joIne DaoNlI cakarAI gaI. chatAM cUpacApa tyAM besI rahI. samIranA dostoe samIranI majAka uDAvavA mATe DaoNlInI pleTamAM paNa nonaveja mUkyuM. potAnA dostonI sAthe samIra paNa nonaveja khAvA lAgyo. tyAre DaoNlIe ekadama dhImethI samIrane kahyuM. DaoNlI: samIra A zuM? tame nonaveja khAI rahyAM cho ! tame to mane vAyado karyo hato ke tame kyAreya nonaveja nahIM khAva... samIraH cUpa besa DaoNlI ! badhA loko ApaNane ja joI rahyA che. paristhiti pramANe rahevAnuM zIkha. dosta are ! baMne pati-patnImAM zuM khusara-phesara cAlI rahI che, jarA amane paNa batAvo, ane A zuM samIra te haju sudhI bhAbhIne nonaveja khAvAnuM nathI zIkhavyuM? samIra H zIkhavADyuM nathI to zuM thayuM? Aje zIkhI leze. DaoNlI ! khAI le ! dosta: are samIra ! bhAbhI pahelI vAra nonaveja khAI rahI che, tuM tArA hAthathI khavaDAva. | (samIra jevo kabAbano eka TUkaDo camacIthI DaoNlInA moMDhA AgaLa laI gayo, tevo ja DaoNlIne jorathI ubako AvI gayo ane te samIrano hAtha jhaTakIne tyAMthI uThIne cAlI gaI. badhA dosto samIranI majAka uDAvavA lAgyA. tethI samIrane DaoNlI upara bahuM ja gusso Avyo ane te paNa pArTIne adhUrI mUkIne cAlI gayo. ghare AvatAM ja tarata DaoNlIne pakaDIne eka lApho mAryo) samIra H baddatamIja ! tArI mAe tane eTaluM paNa nathI zIkhavADyuM ke dostonI vacce kevI rIte rahevAya? nonaveja khAvuM nahotu to kama se kama tyAM cUpacApa besI to zakatI hatI ne. A rIte beIjjata karIne AvavAnI zuM jarUra hatI? khabara che mArA badhA dosto kevI rIte mArI upara haMsI
________________ rahyA hatA ane nonaveja khAI lIdhuM hota to kyAMya marI nahotI javAnI? DaoNlI: tArI hiMmata kevI rIte thaI mane mAravAnI. mArA mammI-pappAe paNa Aja sudhI mArA para kyAreya hAtha nathI uThAvyo to, tuM koNa che mane mAravAvALo ? kAzmIramAM jyAre meM tane nonaveja hoTalamAM khAvA mATe kahyuM hatuM tyAre te keTalI moTI moTI vAto karI hatI. e badhAnuM zuM thayuM ? te kolejamAM mane je vAyado karyo hato ke tuM kyAreya nonaveja nahIM khAya. zuM thayuM tArA e vAyadAnuM ? samIra : bhADamAM gayo tAro vAyado. taMga AvI gayo chuM huM tArAthI ane tArA vAyadAothI. (bicArI DaoNlIe Aja sudhI jeNe kyAreya potAnA mAtA-pitAnI paNa thappaDa khAdhI na hatI. mAtA-pitAe jeNe lADa-pyArathI moTI karI hatI e DaoNlIne Aje enA sAcA pyAre ja ene thappaDa khAvA mATe majabUra karI dIdhI. e rAtre DaoNlI bahuM raDI paraMtu samIre enI tarapha joyuM paNa nahIM. DaoNlIe vicAryuM ke lagna pahelA mArI AMkhamAM eka AMsu AvI jatA to je samIranA dilanA TUkaDe TUkaDA thaI jatA hatA, Aja eja samIra pote ja mArI AMkhamAM AMsu lAvavA mathI rahyo che. dostonI sAme potAnI beIjjatI thavAne kAraNe samIre DaoNlIthI vAta nathI karI ane traNa divasa Ama ja vItI gayA. traNa divasa pachI rAtre...) samIra : DaoNlI ! ammInI tabiyata ThIka nathI. mATe kAle 4 vAgye uThIne pANI bharI leje. DaoNlI : samIra ! DaoNkTare mane vajana uMcakavAnI nA pADI che. samIra : (gussAmAM) DaoNlI ! huM tane mArA gharamAM ArAma karavA mATe nathI lAvyo. sAsare AvIne be varSa thaI gayA paNa te haju sudhI gharanuM koI kAma karyuM nathI. A to mArI ammInuM dila bahuM moTuM che mATe tane kazuM kahetI nathI. have A badhA nATaka nahIM cAle. kAle uThIne DaoNkTara to tane beDaresTanuM paNa kahI deze. ane tuM beDaresTa karIza to tArI sevA koNa ka2ze ? have gharanuM badhu ja kAma tAre ka2vAnuM che. ammI kyAM sudhI kAma karaze ? (e samaye samIranI ammI tyAM AvI) zabAnA H tuM ekadama sAcuM kahe che beTA. mahArANIne to mAtra traNa kAma ja sArA lAge che. khAvuM, pharavuM ane sUvuM, bIju kAma to mahArANIthI thatuM ja nathI. koI kAma karavAnuM kahIe to DaoNkTara ane potAnA bALakanuM bahAnuM banAvI de che ane besI rahe che. e to A gharamAM AvI che mATe atyAra sudhI saMbhALI lIdhuM. kyAMka bIje gaI hota to mArI mArIne gharethI kADhI dIdhI hota. 75
________________ potAnI mAe ApelI hitazikSA grahaNa karIne mokSAe potAnA sAsare paheluM pagaluM bharyuM. enA parivAramAM sAsu-sasarAjI, naNaMda temaja be diyara hatA. enI sAsu temaja naNaMdano svabhAva thoDo cIDIyo ane gussAvALo hato. lagna pachI mokSAnA sAsu-sasarAe temane thoDA divasa mATe pharavA mokalyA. harIpharIne jyAre mokSA pharIthI ghare AvI, tyAre dAMmpatya jIvananA dareka kadama para potAnI mAe ApelI hitazikSAno amala karavA lAgI. te roja savAre uThIne gharanuM badhu kAma patAvIne jinapUjA karavA jatI. nAsto banAvIne parivArane nAsto karAvatI. pachI rasoI banAvavA lAgI jatI. rasoI banI jatAM ja nokaranA hAthe potAnA sasarA temaja pati mATe Tiphina mokalatI. bapore samaya maLato to sAmAyika laIne svAdhyAya karI letI. mokSAnuM sAsaruM dhArmika na hovAne kAraNe gharanA badhA ja loko rAtribhojana karatA hatA. paraMtu mokSAne rAtribhojanano tyAga hovAthI te potAnuM khAvAnuM jaldI banAvIne covihAra karI letI. temaja bAkInA loko mATe anicchAthI rAtre bhojana banAvIne ApatI. kAma patAvIne rAtre te potAnA sAsu-sasarAnI sevA (paga dabAvavA vagere) karatI. bhaNavAmAM potAnI naNaMda temaja diyaranI madada karatI. A pramANe te pUrA parivAranI badhI javAbadArIo sArI rIte nibhAvI rahI hatI. mokSA navI-navI hatI, mATe thoDA divaso sudhI mokSAnI sAsu temaja naNaMde mokSAnI sAthe sAruM vartana karyuM. paNa dhIme-dhIme mokSAnI sAsu ane naNaMda baMne emanA dareka kAmamAM bhUlo kADhavA lAgyA. eka vakhata rAtre rasoI banAvatA samaye mokSA e bhUlI gaI ke eNe dALamAM mIThuM nAkhyuM che ke nahIM. paraMtu rAtribhojanano tyAga hovAthI eNe dALane cAkhyA vagara ja emAM aMdAjathI thoDuM mIThuM vadhAre nAkhI dIdhuM. dALamAM mIThuM vadhAre thaI javAnA kAraNe dALa khArI banI gaI. jevo dALano pahelo koLIyo enI sAsumAe lIdho tevo ja. suzIlA: (gussAmAM) mokSA ! Aje A dALa kevI banAvI che? mokSA: kema ? zuM thayuM mammIjI ? suzIlA thuM! A te kaMI dALa che ! dALamAM mIThuM nAkhyuM che ke mIThAmAM dALa? mokSA : mammIjI ! huM e bhUlI gaI hatI ke meM dALamAM mIThuM nAkhyuM che ke nahIM. rAtribhojana tyAga hovAnA kAraNe meM dALane cAkhyA vagara ja emAM thoDuM mIThuM karI nAkhI dIdhuM. jethI dALa khArI thaI gaI haze. mApha karajo mammIjI. suzIlA: hAM ! hAM ! AvI moTI rAtribhojana tyAga karavAvALI. amane tArA A dharmanA DhoMganI pAchaLa zuM zuM sahana nathI karavuM paDatuM. kyAreka mIThuM Dabala nAkhI de che to kyAreka bilakula mIThuM ja nathI nAkhatI. kyAreka eTaluM maracuM nAkhI de che ke ame paNa jamI ja nathI zakatA.
________________ vidhiH hA mammI ! huM to AvuM jamI-jamIne kaMTALI gaI chuM. AnA karatAM to hoTalanuM khAvuM sAruM. suzIlAH mahArANI pote to potAnA mATe garama-garama rasoI cAkhIcAkhIne banAvIne ArAmathI jame che. ane amArA mATe roja AvuM banAve che. tAruM A nATaka roje rojanuM thaI gayuM che. A to ame badhA kyAranAya sahana karI rahyA chIe. paNa sahana karavAnI paNa eka hada hoya che. have ATaluM badhuM mIThuM nAkhelI dALa koNa khAze? vidhiH ho mAM ! have A dALa na tame khAzo ke na huM ane A mahArANI to kAle khAya nahIM. kema ke enA mATe to A vAsI thaI jaze. ATalI moMghI dALa have bahAra nAkhI devI paDaze. A ja zIkhavADyuM che enI mAe... mokSA mammIjI ! A vakhate bhUla thaI gaI. pharI kyAreya paNa tamane zikAyatanI taka nahIM ApuM. (mokSAnA A vinayabharyA javAbanI sAme suzIlA temaja vidhinI bolatI baMdha thaI gaI. sAsu ane vahunA saMbaMdha mAtA-putrInI samAna hovA joIe. kema ke je gharamAM dikarI moTI thAya che e gharane choDIne e pArakA gharane potAnuM banAvavAnuM sapanuM saMjoIne sasurAlamAM paga rAkhe che. jevI rIte potAnA dikarInI bhUla thaI hoya to mAM ene premathI samajAve che. e ja pramANe sAsu paNa mAM banIne premathI vahune hitazikSA Ape. putrI ane vadhumAM koI paNa jAtano bheda na rAkhe to ghara naMdanavana banI jaze. dareka sAsue A vAtanuM khAsa dhyAna rAkhavuM joIe ke potAnI dikarI to thoDA divasomAM sAsare cAlI jaze paraMtu AkhuM jIvana to emane vahu sAthe ja gALavAnuM che. mATe koI paNa prakArano mAyA prapaMca na karatAM saraLatAthI vartana kare. jethI vahunA dilamAM paNa sAsu pratye mAtAnI jevo prema utpanna thAya. mokSA bilakula krodha na lAvIne pharIthI potAnA kAmamAM joDAI gaI ane kAma purUM thatAM ja potAnI rUmamAM cAlI gaI. tyAre mokSAno pati viveka oNphIsathI ghare Avyo. vivekanA AvatAnI sAthe ja suzIlAe mokSAnI badhI bhUlo emane batAvI ane kahyuM ke tuM mokSAne rAtribhojana zarU karavAnuM kahI de. jethI A takalIpha ja na Ave. tyAre viveka: mAM! ApaNe to rAtribhojana tyAga nathI karI zakatA. paNa te karI rahI che to tene zA mATe rokIe? mAM tame Tenzana na lo, huM ene samajAvI laIza. (Ama kahIne viveka potAnI rUmamAM gayo ane tyAM mokSAne raDatI joIne) viveka: mokSA ! tuM paNa mammInI vAtothI raDavA besI gaI. mammInI have uMmara thaI gaI che. mokSA nA ! bhUla mammIjI nahIM paNa mArI ja che. meM ja dhyAna nahIM rAkhyuM. jenA kAraNe mammInA krodhamAM huM nimitta banI. viveka: cAla ThIka che, have AgaLathI dhyAna rAkhaje.
________________ (jo mokSA IcchatI hota to potAnI sAsue lagAvelA khoTA Aropono sAmano paNa karI zakatI hatI paraMtu jayaNA dvArA nAnapaNamAM ApelA saMskAro temaja aMtima hitazikSAnA zabdo tenA hRdayamAM Aje paNa jAgRta hatA. e jANatI hatI ke AvI paristhitimAM mauna rahevuM ja zreSTha che. enA zabdo nAnI vAtane pahADa jeTalo moTo banAvavAmAM madada karaze. jethI gharanuM vAtAvaraNa bagaDavAmAM vAra nathI lAgatI. mATe potAnA saMskAronA paricaya ApatA mokSAe maunapUrvaka badhu sahana karIne vAstavamAM nArI sahanazIlatAnI mUrti hoya che e vAtane sArthaka karI dIdhI. A pramANe ciMtita avasthAmAM sUvAnA kAraNe mokSA bIjA divase uThavAmAM leTa thaI gaI. e divase mokSAnA rasoDAmAM pahoMcyA pahelAM ja vidhi rasoDAmAM pahoMcI gaI hatI. mokSA paNa jaldI jaldI kAme lAgI gaI. tyAre bahArathI avAja Avyo. viveka: vidhi! jaldI cA lAva. mAre oNphIsa mATe moDuM thAya che. (tyAre mokSAe vidhinA hAthamAM garamA-garama cAno kapa Apyo. saMyogavaza vidhi ene pakaDe enA pahelA mokSAe kapa choDI dIdho ane garama-garama cA mokSA ane vidhi banne upara paDI. tathA kaparakAbI paNa tUTI gayA tyAre...) vidhiH maoNma... moma... maoNma... suzIlA : zuM thayuM? are A kapa koNe phoDyo? beTA tane kyAMya vAgyuM to nathI ne? vidhi : maoNma ! garama-garama cA thI mAro paga baLI gayo. A A A... suzIlA: mokSA! UbhI-UbhI zuM joI rahI che? jA jaIne baranola laI Ava. vidhi : maoNma! joyuM tame, bhAbhIe kAla sAMjano gusso atyAre kADhyo che, maiyA ! tame paNa joI lo, pachI kahetA nahIM ke huM khoTu bolI rahI hatI. (eTalAmAM mokSA baranola laIne AvI ane vidhine lagADavA lAgI. tyAre suzIlAe enA hAthamAMthI baranola kheMcI lIdho.). suzIlAH jA jA.. tuM zuM lagADaze, pahelA to jANI joIne cA DhoLI dIdhI ane have davA lagADavA AvI che. mokSA : mammIjI! meM jANI joIne cA nathI DhoLI. meM vidhine kapa pakaDAvyo hato paNa emaNe pakaDyo nahIM ane meM paNa choDI dIdho. vidhiH joyu bhecyA joyu ! mArI upara kevo khoTo Aropa lagAvavAmAM Ave che.
________________ prazAMta: A gharamAM A zuM thaI rahyuM che? suzIlA: tame to cupa ja raho. tame AmAM na paDo to ja sAruM che. jo beTA jo keTalo bALI dIdho vidhino paga. viveka mAM, kema nAnI vAtane AvaDI moTI banAvI rahyA cho. suzIlA: hAM hAM tArA mATe to A nAnI vAta che. kAle jo A mahArANIno paga baLyo hota to te pUrA gharane mAthA upara uThAvI lIdho hota ane tArI potAnI bahenano paga baLyo to nAnI vAta che. viveka: mA ! tame jANo ane e jANe.. (evuM kahIne viveka nAsto karyA vagara ja oNphIsa javA nikaLI gayo. mokSA emanI pAchaLa gaI paraMtu tyAM sudhI to viveka gADImAM besIne nikaLI gayo hato. mokSAe paNa enA pachI Akho divasa kAMI khAdhuM nahI, sAMje jyAre viveka oNphIsathI ghare Avyo tyAre...) suzIlA: AvI gayo beTA! savArathI nAsto karyo nathI. thAkI gayo haze. viveka : mAM ! vidhino paga have kevo che? suzIlA: basa savArathI dardanA kAraNe raDI rahI hatI. hamaNAM hamaNAM thoDI UMgha AvI che. le beTA ! tuM jamI le. viveka: kema mAM! Aje tame pIrasI rahyAM cho? mokSA kyAM che? suzIlAH mahArANIne savAre thoDu zuM kahI dIdhuM, gusso AvI gayo. savArathI rUmamAM paDI che. rUma baMdha che. khabara nahIM aMdara zuM karI rahI che? savArathI khAdhuM paNa nathI. cAra vakhata to meM jaIne kahyuM, beTA jamI le. paNa mAruM sAMbhaLe che koNa? (viveka cupacApa jamyo. paraMtu ene potAnI mAMno svabhAva khabara hovAthI ene potAnI mAM nI vAta para vizvAsa Avyo nahIM ane te pitAjI pAse gayo.) viveka: pappA ! zuM Aje mokSA sAce ja savArathI rUmamAM che? prazAMtaH beTA ! tuM tArI mAMnI vAtomAM AvIza nahIM. savArathI bicArI kAma karatI hatI. hamaNAM aDadho kalAka pahelA ja rUmamAM gaI che. te ja jaMIne enI hAlata joI le. ane hA, sAMbhaLa... bicArIe savArathI kazuM khAdhuM paNa nathI. (viveka enA rUmamAM gayo tyAre mokSA sUtI hatI, ane enI AMkhomAM AMsu hatA.) . viveka: mokSA ! zuM thayu tane? pappAe kahyuM ke te savArathI kaMI khAdhuM nathI ane tuM kema raDe che? mokSAH kaMI nahI, ema ja mammInI yAda AvI gaI. vivekaH mokSA, tane to khUba ja tAva che. are ! A zuM tArA pagamAM to phollA paDI gayA che? te savAre kema kahyuM nahIM ke tAro paga paNa ATalo badho baLI gayo che ane ATaluM badhuM hovA chatAM te kema khAdhuM nathI ? | 80 )
________________ mokSA: basa ema ja. tame savAre mArA kAraNe nAsto karyA vagara gayA mATe meM paNa khAdhu nahIM. viveka: mokSA ! teM TIphIna mokalyuM hatuM ne meM khAI lIdhuM hatuM. to pachI te kema khAdhu nahIM ? ane te AnA upara baranola lagAvyuM ke nahIM? (mokSAe AgaLa kAMI javAba Apyo nahIM.) viveka: huM hamaNAM ja DaoNkTarane bolAvuM chuM. mokSA nahIM plIjha ! tame DaoNkTarane bolAvazo nahIM. nahIMtara gharamAM pAcho eka navo haMgAmo zarU thaI jaze. viveka: kyAM sudhI tuM mammIthI DaratI rahIza? tArI hAlata to dekha, lagna pachI tuM keTalI pAtaLI thaI gaI che. kAle pIyara jaIza to tyAM zuM javAba ApIza? sAsare barAbara rAkhatA nathI ke zuM? mokSA ! huM paNa rojarojanI TakaTakathI kaMTALI gayo chuM. mammIno svabhAva to badalAze nahIM ane enI pAchaLa ApaNI jIMdagI paNa kharAba thaI jaze. enAthI to sAruM ke ApaNe mammIthI alaga jaIne rahIe. mokSA : A tame zuM kahI rahyA cho? mammIthI alaga? viveka : hAM mokSA ! A badhAnuM samAdhAna eka ja che. ApaNe A ja zaheramAM AsapAsa kyAMka nAnakaDo phleTa laI laIzuM ane ApaNe vadhAre dUra to nathI jaI rahyA. mammI-pappAnI pAse AvatA jatAM rahIzuM. basa meM nirNaya karI lIdho che, huM tane have vadhAre paDatI nathI joI zakato. pappA mArI vAta samajI jaze. huM jaldI ja emane vAta karuM chuM. mokSA: paNa ekavAra mArI vAta to sAMbhaLo.. vivekaH nahIM mAre kaMI sAMbhaLavuM nathI. (A pramANe viveke mokSAne bahu samajAvIne mokSAne paNa manAvI lIdhI. bIjA divase sAMje 5 vAge...) suzIlA: mokSA! mArA paga bahuM ja duHkhI rahyAM che jarA dabAvI dene. mokSAH mammIjI, tamane to khabara che ne ke mAre rAtribhojana no tyAga che ane cauvihArano samaya thavA Avyo che. tame kaho to huM pahelA covihAra karIne pachI tamArA paga dabAvI daIza. suzIlA: ho... ho. khAvAnuM kyAMya bhAgI thoDuM javAnuM che. pahelA paga dabAvI de pachI khAI leje. mokSA: mammIjI ! haju sudhI khAvAnuM banAvavAnuM paNa bAkI che. banAvavAmAM paNa samaya lAgaze. huM paMdara miniTamAM banAvI, khAIne AvuM chuM. suzIlA: garama khAvAnI AvI zuM Adata che. eka divasa savAranuM khAI leze to marI nahIM jAya. pachI roje roja be be vakhata gesa bALavo paDe che. Aje gesa keTalo moMgho thaI gayo che. tuM have tArA
________________ pIyaramAM nathI ke jyAre mana thayuM tyAre khAI lIdhuM. have sAsare AvI che to ahIM jevuM vAtAvaraNa che temAM rahetAM zIkha. sAsare jyAM, jyAre, jevI rIte badhA loko rahe che tema tuM paNa rahetA zIkha, e na thaI zake to savA2nI rasoI khAvAnI Adata pADI de, samajI. mokSA: mammIjI ! mAre nAnapaNathI ja rAtribhojanano tyAga che. mATe rAtre khAvAnuM to mArI mATe zakya nathI. huM savAranuM khAvA mATe taiyAra chuM. suzIlA : hA... hA... AvI moTI dharamanI pUMchaDI; huM paNa jouM chuM ke tuM keTalA divaso sudhI ThaMDu ane lukhkhu suku khAvA upara Take che. prazAMta : suzIlA ! thoDuMka vicArIne bola. eka divasanI vAta hoya to ThIka che. bicArI roje roja savAranI rasoI kevI rIte khAze ? thoDuMka to dhyAna rAkha. Ama paNa lagna pachI keTalI pAtaLI thaI gaI che. suzIlA H tame to cupa ja raho. tamane khabara che ke Aje gesanI kiMmata keTalI vadhI gaI che. bicAro keTalI mahenata karIne kamAya che mAro dikaro ane A Amaja uDAvatI raheze to eka divasa devALuM nikaLI jaze. (A prasaMga pachI mokSA potAnA mATe navI rasoI na banAvatA baporanuM vadheluM ja sAMje khAI letI hatI. paNa eNe potAnA dhArmika saMskArone choDyA nahIM. A ghaTanAthI mokSAne alaga dhara vasAvavAnI IcchAne vadhAre baLa maLyuM. sAMje jyAre viveka ghare Avyo tyAre mokSAe ene A ghaTanAnA viSayamAM kaMI paNa batAvyuM nahIM. kema ke e jANatI hatI ke pati jyAre ghare Ave che tyAre te oNphIsanA TenzanamAM hoya che. evA samaye patninuM kartavya che ke te ene pUrA divasanI ghaTanAo na saMbhaLAvIne enI sAthe premabharyo vyavahAra karI enA manane TenzanathI mukta kare. nahIMtara patinI hAlata to ghaMTImAM pIsAtA dANA jevI banI jAya che. sAthe ja mokSA e paNa jANatI hatI ke sAsu ane vahunI vacce thayelA jhaghaDAnuM samAdhAna koIpaNa dikarAnI pAse hotuM nathI. jo A baMnenA jhaghaDAnI vacce dikaro phaMsAI jAya to te eTalo ciDiyo thaI jAya che ke tene te ja ghara naraka jevuM lAge che. te evuM vicAre che ke A gharane choDIne jyAM mane parama zAMti maLatI hoya evI jagyAe jato rahuM. mokSA A badhI paristhitione samajatI hovAne kAraNe potAnA upara vitelI koIpaNa vAta te vivekane batAvatI nahotI. eka aThavADiyuM to Ama ja sAsu vahunI khaTapaTamAM vItI gayuM. eka divase taka joIne prazAMte (vivekanA pitA) vivekane mokSAnI savAranI ThaMDI rasoI khAvAnI badhI vAta batAvI dIdhI. A sAMbhaLIne viveka coMkI gayo. tyAre prazAMte ene alaga ghara levAnI salAha ApI. jethI vivekamokSAnuM jIvana zAMtithI gujarI zake. AnI vacamAM mokSA thoDA divaso mATe pIyara gaI. traNa-cAra divasa to tene potAnI mAMne kazuM kahyuM nahIM. paraMtu eka divase... 82
________________ jayaNA: zuM vAta che beTA, jyArathI tuM AvI che thoDI udAsa lAge che ane cAra divasomAM tArA gharethI paNa koIno phona nathI Avyo. sAsare badhu ThIka to che ne ? mokSA : hA mAM ! badhu ThIka che paraMtu tame AvuM kema pUchI rahyA cho? (jayaNA potAnI dikarInA mAthA upara hAtha pheravatAM) jayaNA : beTA ! Aja sudhI meM tane kyAreya ATalI udAsa joI nathI. (mokSA kaMI paNa bolI zakI nahIM te basa raDavA lAgI) jayaNA : zuM vAta che beTA ! tuM raDI rahI che? mane batAva, mane nahIM kahe to kone kahIza? mokSA: mammI, sAsare badhA ThIka che, sasarAjI to bahuM ja sArA che viveka paNa mane bahu ja prema kare che paNa... jayaNA : paNa zuM beTA? mokSA: mammI ! mArI sAsumAM ane naNaMdano svabhAva... (thoDIvAra pachI raDatA raDatA mokSAe potAnI sAthe banelI badhI ghaTanA saMbhaLAvI) mokSA : mammI ! huM tamane puchuM . vIsa-vIsa varSa sudhI tamArA gharamAM rahevAvALI huM jyAre sAsare vahu banIne gaI tyAre mArA dilamAM eka ja aramAna hato ke pUrA parivArane prema Apavo, emanI dareka IcchAone pUrI karavI. mATe meM emanI dareka IcchAone dhyAnamAM rAkhIne potAnI keTalIya IcchAone daphanAvI dIdhI. chatAM paNa e lokoe mArI sAthe ramakaDAM jevo vyavahAra karyo. emanI dareka IcchAone dhyAnamAM rAkhavuM mAruM kartavya hatuM. to zuM mArI IcchAonuM dhyAna rAkhavuM e emanuM kartavya nathI? mAM huM mAnuM chuM ke phuTabaoNla kIka mAravA mATe ja hoya che. paraMtu phuTabaoNlane eTalI hada sudhI kIka mAravAmAM Ave ke te phATI ja jAya to e phUTabaoNlanI sAthe anyAya thaze. tevI ja rIte mAM ! huM mAnuM chuM ke mAre sahana karavAnuM ja hatuM. sahana karavuM e eka vahuno dharma hoya che. paraMtu mAM sahana karavAnI paNa koI hada hoya che. Aja sudhI emanA dareka Akrozane meM sahana karyo che. paraMtu have mArAthI sahana nathI thatuM. Aja sudhI huM cupa rahI paNa have huM cupa rahevAnI nathI. emanI sAme mAre bolavuM ja na paDe mATe ame baMnee vicAryuM che ke have ame parivArathI alaga rahIzuM ane amArA A nirNayamAM pappAjIe paNa potAnI maMjUrI ApI dIdhI che. jayaNAH zuM? mArI dikarI thaIne tuM eka mAthI potAnA dikarAne alaga karI za? mokSA mAM huM jANIjoIne eka mAthI emanA dikarAne alaga nathI karI rahI. paraMtu mArI sAthe thayuM paNa evuM ja che jenA kAraNe mAre A pagaluM uThAvavuM paDe che. mane jemaNe prema Apyo emanA pratye meM 83 )
________________ kyAreya kharAba bhAva ke dveSa bhAva nathI rAkhyo. jemaNe mArA jIvanamAM dIpa jalAvIne prakAza Apyo temanA jIvanamAM meM kyAreya aMdhakAra lAvavAnI kozIza nathI karI. paraMtu mAM emaNe mArI sAthe evuM ja vartana karyuM che jenA badalAmAM emane potAnA dikarAthI alaga thavuM ja paDaze. jevuM emaNe karyuM tevu emaNe bhogavavuM ja paDaze. jayaNA mokSA ! tArA jIvanamAM bhale kevA paNa duHkhonuM tophAna Ave paraMtu eno artha e nathI ke tArA duHkhamAM je paNa vyakti nimitta rUpa banyA hoya e badhAne duHkhI karavA mATe tuM kaTibaddha banI jAya. tArA manamAM galataphahemIyoe potAno aDDo jamAvI dIdho che. dimAgane ThaMDu rAkhe to tArA badhA samAdhAna maLI jaze. mokSA: mAM kevI rIte rAkhuM mArA dimAgane ThaMDuM? vidyArthIne to mAtra eka zikSakanI ja AjJA mAnavAnI hoya che. dardIne mAtra eka DaoNkTaranI salAha anusAra ja cAlavAnuM hoya che. eka krikeTarane mAtra potAnA TIma kocanI ja salAha mAnavI paDe che. paraMtu eka vahu banIne AvelI strIne mAtra patinA svabhAva anusAra ja nahIM paraMtu parivAranA badhA sadasyonA svabhAva mujaba potAno svabhAva seTa karavAno hoya che. tame ja batAvo mAM A kevI rIte zakya banI zake che? jayaNA: beTA ! vidyArthIne mAtra eka zikSakanI ja nahI paraMtu monITaranI AjJA paNa mAnavI paDe che. dardIne mAtra eka DaoNkTaranI ja nahIM, narsanI salAha anusAra paNa cAlavuM paDe che. eka krikeTarane potAnA TIma kocanI ja nahI, potAnI TImanA kaptAnanuM paNa mAnavuM paDe che. ThIka A pramANe sAsare javA vALI dikarIne mAtra patinA ja nahI, gharanA dareka sadasyonA svabhAva anusAra potAno svabhAva badalavo ja paDe che. mokSAH to Ano matalaba e thayo ke bhUla mArI ja che. paraMtu mammI ! jyAre meM pahelI vakhata sAsare paga mUkyo hato tyAre Aja vicAryuM hatuM ke badhAnuM hRdaya jItI lauM. prema ApIne gharanuM vAtAvaraNa badalI nAkhIza. bhaNavAmAM naNaMda temaja diyaranI madada karIza. sAsu-sasarAnI mana mUkIne sevA karIza. kyAreya koIne ThapakAno moko ja nahI ApuM. ane A badhuM karavA mATe meM rAta divasa eka karI dIdhA. paNa mA! mArI sAsu ane naNaMdane to potAnAmAM dIlacaspI che. mArI to emane kaMI paDI ja nathI. have to mane evuM lAge che ke pANI nAkhavuM che to vastra upara nAkho jenAthI vastra sApha to thaI jaze, vRkSa upara nAkho jethI te navapallavita to thaze, paraMtu patthara upara nAkhavAthI zo phAyado? eTalA mATe ame alaga rahevAno vicAra karI lIdho che. jayaNAH tArA vicAromAM koI dama nathI beTA. Aje je kAmamAM tane jItanA darzana thaI rahyA che kAla te kAryamAM tane hAra maLe to AjanI evI jItathI so DagalAM dUra rahevuM sAruM che. mokSAH huM kazuM samajI nahIM mAM. tame kaMI jIta ane hAranI vAta karI rahyA cho?
________________ jayaNA: beTA ! huM tane eja batAvavA mAMgu chuM ke tArA sAsu-sasarAthI alaga thaIne to tuM navuM ghara vasAvIne pratikULatAonI sAme jItI jaIza. paraMtu bhaviSyamAM tane svataMtra kuTuMbanI samasyAonI sAme hAravuM ja paDaze. mATe beTA gharathI alaga thavAno vicAra ja choDI de. nahIMtara tAruM bhaviSya khatarAmAM AvI jaze. mokSA : mA~ ! hAra ane jIta to bIjA naMbara upara che. paraMtu amArI vacce je premabhAva ghaTI rahyo che enuM zuM ? mA tamane evuM nathI lAgatuM ke jo ame saMyukta parivArathI alaga thaI jaIe to amAre dveSabhAvano zikAra thavuM ja nahIM paDe. sAthe rahevAthI ekabIjAnI bhUlo dekhAya che. amArI IcchAnI viruddha kAMI kAma thaI jAya to amane gusso Ave che ane ame sAmevALAnI viruddha kaMIka karIe to emane paNa gusso AvI jAya che. svabhAva bheda hovAne kAraNe zabdomAM miThAza AvatI nathI. vAtAvaraNa azAMta banI jAya che. A badhAthI mukta rahevA mATe ja ame svataMtra parivAramAM rahevAno nirNaya lIdho che ane mA~ koI moTo jhaghaDo thaI gayA pachI temanAthI haMmezAne mATe moMDhu pheravIne cAlyA javAthI to sAruM che ke ame atyAre emane samajAvIne emanI sahamatIthI rAjIkhuzIthI alaga thaI jaIe. Ama paNa mammI-pappA sAthe prema ane lagAva hovAne kAraNe ame thoDA thoDA divase maLavA AvatA-jatA rahIzuM. jethI amArI vacce prema banI raheze. jayaNA : paNa beTA, tuM haju sudhI saMyukta parivAranA mahattvane samajI nathI zakI, mATe AvI vAta kare che. saMyukta parivAramAM tAre pratikULatAone, bIjAonA svabhAvane, bIjAonA vyavahArane jarUra sahevo paDaze. paraMtu tyAM tAru temaja vivekanuM jIvana ane tAruM zIla salAmata che. svataMtra parivAramAM tane anukULatA ja anukULatA maLaze. paraMtu tyAM tamAruM jIvana surakSita nathI. A saccAIne tuM kadI bhUlI na jatI. mokSA H mA~ ! tame kaMI anukULatA ane kaMI salAmatInI vAta karI rahyA cho ? jayaNA : beTA ! kAle uThIne tu tArA sAsu sasarAthI alaga thaI jAya ane potAnA svataMtra gharamAM rahevA cAlI jAya tyAre ghare raheze tuM ane viveka, enA pachI tuM manaphAve tema harIpharI zakIza. mana kare te khAvAnuM banAvIne khAI zakIza. tane TokavAvALuM koI nahIM hoya. eTale ke mAtra anukULatA ja anukULatA. paraMtu dareka sikkAnI be bAju hoya che. tevI rIte svataMtra jIvananA paNa be pAsA hoya che. pahelo anukULatArUpI pAso to meM tane batAvI dIdhuM. paraMtu salAmatIrUpI bIjA pAsAnA viSayamAM tane khabara hota to tuM kyAreya saMyukta parivArathI alaga thavAnI vAta nahIM karata. svataMtra parivAramAM viveka nava vAgye oNphIsa jatA raheze to sIdhA rAtre nava vAgye ja Avaze. vaccenA A bAra kalAkamAM tuM ghare ekalI rahIza ane mAnI le ke koI teno phAyado uThAvIne tArA 85
________________ jayaNAH beTA ! atyAre to tuM have e gharamAM vahunI jagyAe che, mATe huM tane vahunA kartavyo zIkhavADI rahI chuM. hAM kAle uThIne tuM sAsu banIza ane tArI vahuthI kaMI anabana thaI jaze tyAre huM tane sAsunA kartavya jarUra samajAvIza. rahI sAsune potAnuM dimAga ThekANe lAvavAnI vAta te beTA! tArI sAsune sudhAravA mATe pahelA to tAre ja sudharavuM paDaze. have rahI vAta svAthyanI to ene premathI bIjAnA dila jItIne sulajAvI zakAya che. ane parivAramAM prema kevI rIte Apavo te huM tane zIkhavIza. mokSA: kema mAM ! sahana karavAnI vAta hoya ke kartavyanI vAta, pharaja bajAvavAnI vAta hoya ke sudharavAnI vAta, badhA kArya pahelA vahuthI ja kema zarU thAya che? mArI sAsu sudharI jaze to mAro svabhAva enI meLe ja sudharI jaze. mATe mAruM to mAnavuM che ke mAM pahelA mAre nahIM mArI sAsue sudharavuM joIe. jayaNAH tArI sAsu tArI sAthe sAruM vartana kare to ja tuM paNa emanI sAthe sAruM vartana karIza. tArA A vicAra mujaba tAruM vartana, tAro svabhAva kevo hovo joIe? A tArA hAthamAM nahI paraMtu tArI sAsunA hAthamAM che. jo teo sAruM vartana kare to tAruM vartana sAruM ane teo tArAthI kharAba vartana kare to tAruM vartana kharAba. jo tAre Avo ja svabhAva rAkhavo hoya to gharamAM azAMti, kuleza ane jhaghaDA thAya emAM kaMI moTI vAta nathI. beTA e to tArA hAthamAM che ke tuM krodhanI sAme adhika krodha karIne emanAthI jItI jAya ke pachI krodhanI sAme prema ApIne tuM emanuM dila jItI le. bAjI tArA hAthamAM che. cayana tAre karavAnuM che. beTA ! tuM jo sudharavA ane sahana karavAnuM pahelA vahune ja kema karavuM A pUchI rahI che ne? to Ano javAba e che ke te kAco ghaDo to joyo ja haze. kuMbhAra e ghaDAne jevo AkAra Icche te ApI zake che. paraMtu te ja ghaDo jyAre pAkko banI jAya pachI enA AkArane jo kuMbhAra badalavA mAMge to ghaDo tUTI jAya che. paraMtu badalAto nathI. ThIka evI rIte vRddhAvasthA hoya che, pAkA ghaDA jevI ane yuvAvasthA hoya che, kAcA ghaDA jevI. to pachI sudharavAnI ane sahana karavAnI salAha vahune ApavAmAM Ave temAM bhalA Azcarya kevuM? tArI sAsuno svabhAva pacAsa varSathI Avo ja che, tuM e gharamAM navI gaI che, to tuM tArA svabhAvane badalavAnI koziza kara. mokSAH jo mAM ! huM tamArA A vicAra mujaba cAluM ane saMyukta parivAramAM ja rahuM to eka bIjI samasyA ubhI thAya che. eka bAju parivAra che to bIjA bAju dharma ! tamArA kahyA mujaba emanA svabhAvane anukULa banavA mATe jo huM rAtribhojana karavAnuM zarU karI dauM, to mAro dharma chUTI jAya che ane jo huM mArA dharma upara TakI rahuM to roja navA jhaghaDA thavAne kAraNe ekabIjAno prema tUTI jAya che. have tame ja batAvo? huM konA pakSamAM jauM? dharmanA pakSamAM ke parivAranA pakSamAM? jo huM dharmano ja pakSa lauM to zuM mAre jIMdagIbhara savAranI ThaMDI rasoI ja khAvI? jayaNA mokSA - Aja te bahu ja moTI bhUla karI che, sauthI pahelA to tAre tArI sAsumAnuM dila (88)
________________ jItavuM joItuM hatuM ane emane paNa dharmanA raste laI javAnA hatA. paraMtu te mAtra potAnA dharmane ja TakAvI rAkhavuM jarUrI samajayuM ane A kAraNe te potAnI sAsunA dilathI bahu ja dUra thaI gaI. beTA ! vahue to potAnI sAsune javAbadArIothI mukta karIne dharmaArAdhanAmAM anukULatA karI ApavI joIe. jenAthI tArI sAsu je paNa dharmaArAdhanA karaze temAM tuM paNa bhAgIdAra banaze. "karaNa, karAvaNa ne anumodana sarakhA phaLa nipajAyo re.." kadAca saMyukta parivAramAM rahIne tuM Icche teTalI dharmaArAdhanA nahI karI zake, paraMtu sAsune karAvIne lAbha to laI zake che ane sAthe ja tane paNa dharmAArAdhanAmAM anUkuLatA maLatI raheze. mokSA paNa mAM ! tame to jANo ja cho ne ke mArI sAsumAM keTalI nAstika che. have huM emane dharmamAM kevI rIte joDuM? atyAre to teo mArAthI eTalA nArAja che ke jo huM emane kaMIpaNa kahIza to teo mAnavA mATe taiyAra ja nahIM thAya. jayaNA enA mATe tAre tArI sAsumAMnuM dila jItavuM paDaze. mokSA: paNa mAM kevI rIte? jayaNAH beTA ! gurUkuLamAM bhaNIne te keTalI kalAo zIkhI che ane emAM paNa tuM to citrakalA, saMgItakalAmAM nipuNa che. tArI sAsunuM sAru citra banAvIne, enI upara sArI zAyarI ke gIta banAvIne emane saMbhaLAva, emanI prazaMsA kara, emanI pAse jaIne besa. emane tArA dilanI vAta kahe, emane koI takalIpha to nathI ne, enA viSayamAM pUcha. beTA ! huM to eja mAnuM chuM ke kUvo khodavAvALAne kadAca pANI maLe ke nA maLe, paraMtu sAme vALA pratye premapUrNa vyavahAra karavAthI ApaNane premano anubhava na thAya evuM to hoI ja na zake. tuM eka vAra prayatna karIne jo... saphaLatA tArA paga cUmaze. beTA! eka vAtanuM dhyAna rAkhaje ke vivekane dharmamaya vAtAvaraNamAM AgaLa vadhAravA mATe temaja dharma karavA mATe kyAreya jora-jabaradastI ke dhamakIono upayoga na karatI, ulaTuM ene paNa tArI citrakalA, saMgItakalA vagerethI khuza karIne premathI dharmamAM joDaje, thoDI dhIraja rAkhaje, badhu barAbara thaIne ja raheze. mokSAH ThIka che mAM ! huM sAsare jaIne jaldI ja tamane zubha samAcAra ApuM chuM. (AjakAlanI dhArmika patnio evuM vicAre che ke huM jo dharma karuM chuM to mArA patine paNa dharma karavuM joIe. ahIM sudhIno vicAra to ThIka che, paraMtu te potAnA patine dharmamAM joDavA mATe dhamakIo temaja jabaradastIno upayoga kare che. jema ke jo tame maMdira nahI jAo to tamane cA nahIM maLe. uTho pahelA maMdira jaI Avo. A pramANenI dhamakIothI te potAnA patine dharmamAM joDI to le che paraMtu e dharma dIrghakAlIna TakI zakato nathI. enA badale emane khuza karIne premathI emanA manamAM dharmanA pratye ahobhAva pedA karAvIne emane dharma karAvavo joIe. jethI e dharmadIrghakAla sudhI TakI rahe. A pramANe mokSAne potAnI badhI zaMkAonuM samAdhAna potAnI mAM pAsethI maLI gayuM. Ama to vahue
________________ bhalene svArthane kAraNe chatAMya suzIlAne mokSAnI gerahAjarI mahasusa thavA lAgI. mokSA vivekanI sAthe sAsare AvI ane AvatAM ja. mokSA: praNAma mammIjI ! suzIlA AvI gaI mokSA, gharamAM badhA ThIka to che ne? mokSA: hA mammIjI ! gharamAM badhA ThIka che, mammIe tamane khUba ja yAdI ApI che. suzIlA: musApharIne kAraNe thAkI gaI haze. jA thoDI vAra ArAma karIne AvI jA. pachI vAto karIzuM. mokSA : ThIka che mammIjI ! (mokSA sAmAna laIne aMdara jAya che ane thoDIvAra pachI potAnI sAsunA rUmamAM jAya che) mokSA : mammIjI ! mammIe tamArA mATe A sADI mokalI che. suzIlA: are AnI zuM jarUra hatI? Ama to sADI bahu ja sarasa che. paNa blAujha taiyAra nahIM thAya ne? nahIM to kAle pUjanamAM paherI leta. mokSA mammIjI zenuM pUjana? suzIlA : are hAM mokSA huM tane kahevAnuM ja bhUlI gaI. kAle mArI ane tArA sasarAjInI 3pamI lagnatithi che. mATe tArA sasarAjIe kahyuM ke A vakhate eka pUjana kema na bhaNAvAya. mane paNa vAta gamI gaI. mATe vivekane paNa tane lAvavA mATe mokalI dIdho jethI tuM paNa pUjanamAM bhAga laI zake. paNa mokSA ahIyAM to koIpaNa darajI ATalI jaldI blAujha sIvIne nahIM Ape. mArI bahuM ja IcchA che ke huM A sADI paheruM. mokSA mammIjI tamArI lagnatithi vAha ! tame blAujhanI ciMtA karazo nahIM. huM tamane sAMja sudhI sIvIne ApI daIza. suzIlA: tuM? tane silAI AvaDe che? mokSA: hAM mammIjI ! mane silAI AvaDe che. suzIlA: te kyAreya kahyuM to nahIM. mokSAH mammIjI kyAreya jarUra ja na paDI. (ATaluM kahIne mokSA jatI rahI) suzIlA : jarUra gharamAM silAIkAma karavuM na paDe eTale kahyuM nahIM hoya. huM paNa jouM chuM ke sAMja sudhI kevI rIte sIve che?
________________ prazAMtaH tane to basa bhUlo ja kADhatA AvaDe che. suzIlA: tame to cupa ja raho. tamane zuM khabara A keTalI cAlAka che. (sAMja sudhI mokSAe blAujha sIvIne potAnI sAsujInA hAthamAM ApI dIdho, sAthe ja jabaradastI potAnI sAsujInA hAthamAM maheMdI lagADavA lAgI gaI.) suzIlA: are mokSA A zuM karI rahI che? mokSA: mammIjI! tamArI lagnatithi che. tamArA hAtha kevI rIte korA rahI zake che? mATe huM tamArA hAthamAM maheMdI lagAvI rahI chuM. (A pramANe mokSAe potAnA hAthamAM Avelo eka paNa prasaMga javA na dIdho ane potAnI sAsunuM dila jItavAnI zarUAta karI. bIje divase jyAre suzIlA pUjana mATe taiyAra thaI gaI tyAre...) suzIlA: are beTA vidhi ! have keTalo samaya thaze taiyAra thavAmAM? pUjanano samaya thaI gayo che. vidhiH ho mAM basa 15 miniTa suzIlA: beTA pUjanamAM javAnuM che koI pArTImAM nahIM, ke tuM eka kalAkathI taiyAra thaI rahI che. (eTalAmAM mokSA taiyAra thaIne AvI gaI.) mokSAH mammIjI Aje tame bahuM ja suMdara lAgI rahyA cho. A kalara tamArA upara bahuM ja jAme che. mammIjI A khurazI upara beso. pappA tame paNa ahIM AvIne beso. suzIlAH are zuM karI rahI che mokSA amane baMnene sAthe besADIne? (eTalAmAM mokSA potAnA rUmamAMthI citra banAvavA mATe kAgaLa ane pensIla laIne AvI gaI.) mokSA mammI-pappA tame dasa miniTa sudhI Ama ja besajo, Ama paNa vidhine AvavAnI vAra che. (ane mokSA 15 miniTamAM vidhinA AvatAnI pahelAja eka suMdara citra banAvIne sAsu sasarAne bheTa ApI) prazAMtaH vAha beTA ! zuM citra banAvyuM che, jene suzIlA! suzIlA: hAM hAM ThIka che. (pUjanathI AvyA pachI mokSAe covihAra karyA ane sAMje potAnA sAsu-sasarAnI manapasaMda khIra-purI banAvavAmAM lAgI gaI A bAju..) vidhiH maoNm A phoTo koNe Apyo tamane? keTalo suMdara che A phoTo. suzIlAH beTA ! e tArI bhAbhIe banAvIne Apyo che. kaMIka zIkha tArI bhAbhIthI, keTaluM suMdara citra banAve che.
________________ prazAMtaH bhAgyavAna ! A prazaMsA mokSAnI sAme karI hota to e keTalI khuza thaI jAta. suzIlAH tame to cupa ja raho. mAre zuM karavuM che ane zuM nahI e mane khabara che. (tyAMthI badhA jamavA beThA. mokSAe jamavAnuM pIrasyuM) prazAMtaH vAha beTA ! Aje to te bahu ja sarasa jamavAnuM banAvyuM che. tene kevI rIte khabara paDI ke A tArI sAsumAnI manapasaMda AITama che. vidhiH pappA ! bhAbhIe mane pUchyuM hatuM. (be-traNa divasa Ama ja vItI gayA. ane eka divasa vidhi ane suzIlA kharIdI karavA mATe bahAra gayA. acAnaka eka kArathI dhakko lAgavAne kAraNe suzIlA paDI gaI ane enA pagamAM phrekTara thaI gayuM. vidhi suzIlAne DaoNkTaranI pAse laI gaI. ane ghare paNa potAnI bhAbhIne phona karIne badhI vAta jaNAvI. mokSA vivekanI sAthe hospITala pahoMcI tyAM sudhI suzIlAnA paga upara sAta divasanuM plAsTara lAgI gayuM hatuM. DaoNkTare suzIlAne beDaresTa karavAnuM kahyuM. traNeya suzIlAne laIne ghare AvyA. beDaresTa hovAnA kAraNe suzIlAnuM khAvA-pIvAnuM, saMDAsa bAtharUma badhuM ja beDa para hatuM. mokSA dila lagAvIne potAnI sAsumAnI sevA karavA lAgI. emane TAIme TAIma khAvAnuM khavaDAvavuM, pANI pIvaDAvavuM, kaMI jarUra hoya to lAvIne ApavuM vagere badhI javAbadArIone potAnA mAthe laI lIdhI ane eka divasa...) suzIlA: vidhi beTA ! mane sApha karI de. vidhiH saoNrI ! maoNm ! mArAthI A kAma nahIM thAya. ubhA raho huM bhAbhIne bolAvuM chuM. (vidhi bahAra gaI ane eNe mokSAne kahyuM) vidhiH bhAbhI ! mammI tamane bolAve che. (ema kahIne te potAnI rUmamAM cAlI gaI.) mokSAH mammI ! tame mane bolAvI ? suzIlAH mokSA...e...e... mokSAH zuM thayuM mammI? kyAMya darda thAya che? DokTarane bolAvavA che zuM? suzIlA nahI mokSA ! e to mane thoDuM sApha karavuM hatuM. mokSA : are ! eTalI vAta che. huM hamaNAM ja bIjA kapaDAM ane pANI laIne AvuM chuM. (mokSAe kaMI paNa kahyA vagara suzIlAne sApha karI dIdhI. sAMjanA samaye jyAre parivAranA badhA sadasyo ekaThA thayA tyAre...)
________________ suzIlA: viveka ! mArA kAmane mATe thoDA divasa koI bAIne rAkhI le. mokSA : kema mammI, bAInI zuM jarU2 che ? huM chuM ne mane tamArI sevAno mauko kyAre maLaze ? huM badhu karI laIza. : prazAMta H beTA AnuM kAma, gharanuM badhu kAma ane mahemAnone paNa saMbhALavAnA. badhu tuM ekalI kevI rIte karIza ? mokSA : pitAjI tame ciMtA karazo nahIM, huM jaldI uThIne badhuM saMbhALI laIza. chatAM paNa mAruM paheluM lakSya raheze mammIjInI sevA. jo mArAthI nahIM thAya to huM tamane kahI daIza. prazAMta H ThIka che beTA ! jevI tArI marajI; jarUra paDe to suzIlAne to vidhi paNa saMbhALI leze. vidhi : plIjha DeDa ! Ama paNa mArI parikSAnA divaso najIka AvI rahyA che ane A mammIne sAphavApha karavAnuM kAma mArAthI nahIM thAya. mokSA H pappA - tame nizciMta raho. badhu ThIka thaI jaze. (mokSA ane vidhinA vicArone jANIne suzIlAne pahelI vakhata mokSA upara potAnI dikarI jevo prema AvavA lAgyo. mokSA paNa mana lagAvIne potAnI sAsunI sevA karavA lAgI. suzIlA paNa kaMI kAma hoya te sahajatAthI mokSAne kahevA lAgI. mokSA ane suzIlA have mananI vAto ekabIjAne kahevA lAgyA. A pramANe sAsu vahuMmAM thoDI najIkatA vadhavA lAgI.) mokSA dvArA karelA premapUrNa vyavahAre suzIlAnA Akrozane premamAM badalI dIdho, kema ke mokSAne potAnI mAM pAsethI eja hitazikSA maLI hatI ke bAhya badhI pratikULatAone dUra karavAnI tAkAta jo paisAmAM che to atyaMtara samasta pratikULatAone dUra karavAnI tAkAta premamAM che. A pramANe premapUrvaka vAtAvaraNamAM sAta divasa kevI rIte vItI gayA khabara ja na paDI. AThamA divase suzIlAnuM plAsTara nIkaLI gayuM. DaoNkTare mAlIza karavAnuM kahyuM. mokSAe A sevAno paNa saharSa svIkAra karI lIdho ane mana lagAvIne traNe TAIma suzIlAnA paganI mAlIza karavA lAgI. eka divasa mokSA suzIlAnA page mAlIza karI rahI hatI tyAre... suzIlA : mokSA ! Aje to huM Akho divasa kaMTALI jaIza. Aja Akho divasa pAvara AvavAno nathI. have bapore TAIma pAsa kevI rIte thaze ? khabara nahIM? mokSA H mammIjI ! eka kAma karone ! huM Ama paNa hamaNAM sAmAyika levAnI chuM. tame paNa mArI sAthe sAmAyika laI lo. 94
________________ suzIlA: : mana to nathI chatAMya tuM kahe che to cAla, laI lauM chuM. samaya paNa pasAra thaI jaze. (sAmAyikamAM mokSAe suzIlAne ainijamanA pahelA bhAgamAM ApelAM AhAra zuddhine vize samajAvyuM. kaMdamULamAM keTalA jIva hoya che. e jANIne suzIlAnI AtmA kaMpI uThI. mokSAe suzIlAne A bhava temaja AgaLanA bhavamAM kaMdamULa khAvAnA duSpariNAmonI bAbato samajAvI. enAthI saMbaMdhita daSTAMta paNa suzIlAne saMbhaLAvyA. kaMdamULa khAdhA pachI thavAvALA bhayaMkara pariNAmone jANIne suzIlAe e divasathI AjIvana kaMdamULa nahI khAvAno nizcaya karI lIdho. e divase suzIlAne sAmAyikamAM eTalo badho AnaMda Avyo ke eNe anukULatA mujaba roja eka sAmAyika karavAno nirNaya karI lIdho. ane jyAre A vAta mokSAne jaNAvI tyAre..) : mokSA : mammI ! A to bahuM sArI vAta che. huM paNa keTalAya divasothI kahevAnuM vicArI rahI hatI ke A gharane saMbhALayuM, have tame gharanI badhI ciMtAothI tame ATalA varSo sudhI A gharanI sevA karI, mukta thaIne dharma ArAdhanA karo. suzIlA : paNa mokSA ! mane to kaMI paNa AvaDatuM ja nathI. mokSA : kaMI vAMdho nahI mammI. huM chuM ne tamArI sAthe. huM roja tamArI sAthe sAmAyika, pratikramaNa vagere karIza. bAkInA samayamAM huM tamane sArA sArA pustako ApIza. e vAMcIne tamane ghaNuM jJAna maLI jaMze ane AgaLa paNa dharma karavAnI ruci pedA raheze. suzIlA : ThIka che beTA ! (bIje divase) mokSA H mammI ! DaoNkTare Ama paNa tamane thoDuM cAlavAnuM kahyuM che to tame eka kAma karo. mArI sAthe maMdira AvI jAo to vokIMganuM vokIMga paNa thaI jaze ane prabhunA darzana ane pUjA paNa thaI jaze. suzIlA : sArI vAta che. (baMne sAthe maMdiramAM gayA, maMdiramAM mokSAe suzIlAne prabhupUjAnI vidhi batAvI tathA tenA phaLanA vize batAvyuM. caityavaMdanamAM mokSAe eka suMdara stavana gAyuM. jene sAMbhaLIne suzIlA bhAvavibhora thaI gaI ane ghare AvatA vakhate rastAmAM...) suzIlA : mokSA tuM A badhu kyAMthI zIkhI ? mokSAH mammIjI ! 5.pU. viduSI sA.zrI maNIprabhAzrIjInA dvArA racita jainIjhama korsathI mane ATaluM jJAna prApta thayuM che. suzIlA : mokSA ! A korsa zeno che, huM paNa karI zakuM chuM ? 95
________________ mokSA: hAM mammIjI emAM dareka vayanA strI-purUSa bhAga laI zake che. suzIlA H to mokSA ! tuM Aje ja mAruM phorma bharI deje. mokSA : hAM, mammIjI bahuM ja sAruM raheze. enAthI tamAro samaya paNa pasAra thaI jaze ane ATaluM jJAna paNa maLaze. suzIlA H ane hA mokSA ! AjathI huM roja tArI sAthe pUjA karavA paNa AvIza. (A pramANe mokSA potAnI mA pAsethI maLelI hitazikSAne dhIme-dhIme potAnA jIvanamAM amala karavA mATe saphaLa banI gaI. thoDAka ja divasomAM suzIlA ThIka thaI gaI. eka divasa bapore suzIlA enA rUmamAM raDI rahI hatI tyAre...) prazAMta H zuM vAta che ? Aja badhAne raDAvavAvALI pote raDI rahI che ? suzIlA H tame to cupa ja raho, huM raDI rahI chuM ane tamane majAka sUjhe che. prazAMta H sAruM bAbA batAva zuM vicArIne raDI rahI che ? suzIlA : e... to huM mokSAnA viSayamAM vicArI rahI hatI. : prazAMta H kema ? ene bIjuM kaMI du:kha ApavAnuM bAkI che zuM ? suzIlA H tame pAchA bolyA. prazAMta : A to huM majAka karato hato. batAva, tuM mokSAnA viSayamAM zuM vicArI rahI che ? suzIlA H sAcce ja mane mArA karyA upara pastAvo thaI rahyo che. meM ene keTaluM duHkha ApyuM ane e Aja mArI ATalI sevA karI rahI che. basa, have huM enAthI mAphI mAMgavA IcchuM chuM. prazAMta H are bhAgyAvAna ! nekI ane pUcha pUcha. zubha kArya karavAmAM vAra na karavI joIe, cAla ApaNe hamaNAM ja mokSAnA rUmamAM jaIe. (baMne mokSAnA rUmamAM pahoMcyA, mokSA e samaye sUI rahI hatI, suzIlAe enI najIka jaIne joyuM ke mokSA zAMtithI sUI rahI hatI. paraMtu enA gAle sUkAyelA AMsunA nizAna joIne suzIlAe vicAryuM ke mArI vahunI A gharamAM AvI hAlata ? ane potAno hAtha mokSAnA mAthe pheravyo. ethI mokSA jAgI gaI.) suzIlA : are beTA ! tuM kema raDI rahI hatI ? (mokSA jorathI raDatI raDatI suzIlAnA gaLe vaLagI paDI. suzIlAne paNa vAtsalya bharyo hAtha enA mAthe pheravatAM kahyuM ke....) 96
________________ suzIlA: zuM thayuM dikarI ! batAva to kharI, koIe tane kAMI kahyuM? mokSA nahI mAM, tamArA moDhethI A "dikarI" zabda sAMbhaLavA mATe ja huM raDI rahI hatI. huM vicArI rahI hatI ke mArA premamAM koI kamI che. jenA kAraNe tamane mArI upara dikarI jevo prema nathI Avato. paNa Aja tame mane dikarI kahIne bolAvI. suzIlA: dikarI ! mane mApha karI de meM tane bahuM duHkha ApyuM, kaThora zabdo bolIne meM tArA dilanA TUkaDe TUkaDA karI dIdhA. mAre tane prema Apavo hato, paraMtu meM tAro tiraskAra karyo. mAre tane tAru pIyara bhUlAvI devuM hatuM, paraMtu tArI sAthe karkaza vyavahAra karIne satata tane pIyaranI yAda apAvavA majabUra karI. mAre tArI mammI banavuM hatuM, paraMtu huM tArA mATe cUDela banI gaI. (suzIlA AgaLa kaMI bole e pahelA mokSAe emanA moM AgaLa hAtha rAkhI lIdho.) mokSA nahI mAM mane mApha karI do. tamArI gunegAra to huM chuM. mAre tamane prasanna rAkhavA hatA. enA badale meM tamane satata ciMtita rAkhyA. mAre tamane satata dharmamAM joDavA hatA, paraMtu meM mAtra potAnA dharmanI ja ciMtA karI, mammI, tame to sAce mahAna cho. (A pramANe mokSAne sasurAlamAM potAnI mAM maLI gaI. ane suzIlAne potAnI dikarI, AnA pachI to gharanuM vAtAvaraNa ja badalAI gayuM. badalAyelA vAtAvaraNamAM eka divasa suzIlAne jayUsa ApavA mATe mokSA tarabUca sudhAravA lAgI. suzIlA pAse besIne pustaka vAMcatI hatI. mokSAne sAmAyika levAmAM bahu ja moDuM thaI gayuM hatuM. mATe te jaldI jaldI tarabUca sudhAravA lAgI. A utAvaLane kAraNe cakSuthI mokSAno hAtha kapAI gayo. khUnanI dhArA vahevA lAgI.) mokSA: ADaDaDaDaDaDa...I.. suzIlA H zuM thayuM beTA? zuM thayuM? are lohI ! vidhi jaldIthI malama pATo laI Ava. dikarI joIne sudhAravuM. ATalI utAvaLa kema hatI. keTaluM lohI vahI gayuM. huM jyusa pachI pI leta. (suzIlAe mokSAnA hAtha upara paTTI bAMdhI) suzIlA H dikarI tuM sAmAyika laI le. yUsa huM banAvI laIza. tuM banAvavA jaIza to sAmAyika AvatAM AvatAM tArA covihArano samaya thaI jaze. (mokSA sAmAyika levA cAlI gaI ane suzIlAe mokSA mATe garama garama rasoI banAvI. jevI mokSAnI sAmAyika pUrI thaI ane tene khAkharA ane savAranuM vadheluM khAvA mATe rasoDAmAM praveza karyo.)
________________ suzIlA: mokSA ! Ava, jamI le. mokSA : are mammIjI ! tame khAvAnuM banAvI rahyA cho, huM to savAranuM ja khAI leta. suzIlA H koI jarUra nathI have savAranuM khAvAnI. AjathI roja huM tArI mATe rasoI banAvIza. (suzIlAe mokSAne khAvAnuM pIrasyuM, mokSAnA jamaNAM hAthamAM cIro AvavAne kAraNe temaja paTTI bAMdhelI hovAthI te ulTA hAthe roTalI toDavA lAgI. paraMtu te roTalI toDI zakI nahIM.) suzIlA H zuM thayuM beTA ! kema nathI khAI rahI ? mokSA : mammIjI ! roTalI tUTatI nathI. tame mane roTalIno cUro karIne ApI do. suzIlA H are dikarI ! bhUko karavAnI zuM jarUra che. huM ja tane mArA hAthe khavaDAvI dauM chuM. mokSA : mammIjI ! tamArA hAthe to tyAre ja khAIza jyAre tame paNa mArA sAthe khAvAnuM zarU karazo. (suzIlA kaMI bolI nahIM) mokSA : mammIjI ! ATaluM vicAravAnI zI jarUra che ? have to tamane ATaluM jJAna maLI gayuM che. rAtribhojananA duSpariNAmonA vize paNa tame jANo cho. jo tame rAtribhojanano tyAga karazo to mane paNa kaMpanI maLI jaze. suzIlA : ThIka che beTA ! tArI khuzI mATe huM rAtribhojana choDI daUM. (A pramANe mokSAe premapUrvaka vyavahArathI AkhA gharane sudhArIne parivAranA badhA sadasyone dharmamAM joDI dIdhA. have temanA gharamAM rAtribhojana ane kaMdamULa baMdha thaI gayuM ane nitya jInapUjA zarU thaI gaI.) mokSAe potAnI mAnI hitazikSA ane potAnA vinaya-vivekathI AkhA gharane premamaya vAtAvaraNathI ekasUtramAM bAMdhI dIdhuM. enA hasatA ramatA parivAramAM bIjI eka khuzIno mAhola banyo, ke jyAre eNe garbhadhAraNa karyo. A hAlatamAM sAsu-sasarA, viveka, diyara, naNaMda badhA mokSAnuM bahuM dhyAna rAkhatAM. enI dareka IcchA pUrI karatAM. mokSA paNa potAnI mAnI hitazikSA anusAra garbhanuM pAlana sarasa rIte karavA lAgI. potAnI mA pAsethI maLelI hitazikSAne jIvanamAM utAravAne kAraNe jIvanamAM khuzIoja khuzIo hatI. A bAju jayaNAnA dikarA mohIMtanA lagna susaMskArIta temaja sArA khAnadAnanI dikarI divyAnI sAthe thayA. samaya pUro thatAM divyAe garbhadhAraNa karyo. garbhathI laIne Aja sudhI saMskAronI chAyAmAM moTI thayelI mokSAnA sukhI jIvanathI divyA paricita ja hatI. mATe e paNa potAnA saMtAnane evA ja saMskAra ApavA mAMgatI hatI. paraMtu A saMskAronI jaDarUpI garbha saMskaraNanA jJAnathI te aparicita hatI. zuM e potAnA manamAM rahelA praznonuM samAdhAna sAsumA jayaNAthI karI zakaze ? jayaNA zuM samAdhAna Ape che ? juo jainijamanA AgaLanA bhAga 'saMskArono pAyA''mAM. 98
________________ sUtra bolatI vakhate dhyAnamAM rAkhavA yogya vAto: pukhkharavaradIva, sUtramAM 'puqharavaradI vaa' A pramANe na bolIne pukSaravara dIvaDyuM' A // pramANe bolavuM. vaMditu sUtramAM 'jeNa na niSkaMdhasaM' bolavuM joIe 'jeNuMna' A pramANe sAthe na bolavuM. aDhAIjajesumAM divasa muddesu na bolIne dIva samuddesu bolavuM joIe nahIMtara dvIpa-samudrano artha badalAIne divasa artha thaI jAya che. // // mane vAMcIne ja AgaLa vadho (sUtroccAramAM khAsa dhyAna rAkhavAnI vAto) // vAMdaNA sUtramAM memi... uggahaM na bolIne me... miuggahaM bolavuM joIe. A pramANe bahusu... bheNabhe na bolIne bahusubheNa... bhe bolavuM nahIMtara artha badalAI jaze. divaso vaIkaMto ? tathA ja... tA... bhe ? ja... va... Nij... jIM... ca... bhe ? A vAkya praznAtmaka hovAthI prazna pUchI rahyA cho e pramANe bolavuM. // // savvasavi, sAta lAkha tathA pahelA prANAtipAta sUtramAM tassa micchAmi dukkaDam nathI paraMtu mAtra micchAmi dukkaDam che. azuddha tamadhammacakkavahINuM bhagavAna AcArya bhagavAnahaM, AcArya N sUtranI sAme zabda anusA2 artha ApavAnI koziza karI che paraMtu kyAMka kyAMka anvayanA anusAra artha ApyA che. sUtra para je naMbara ApavAmAM AvyA che te pramANe arthanA naMbara jovAthI zabdArtha prApta thaze tathA saMlyana artha vAMcazo to tamane sahaja gAthArtha samajamAM AvI jaze. zuddha tuM dhammacakkavarkiM ApaNane krodha na Ave tenA mATe zenuM ciMtana karavuM ? tamArI pAchaLa koI tamArI niMdA kare, tamane badanAma karavAno prayAsa kare to te samaye evuM vicAro ke koIpaNa vyakti mArA potAnA pApodaya vinA mArI niMdA karaze ja nahIM. A to nimitta che, mArA pApono udaya che, te mATe tene mArI niMdA karavAno vicAra Avyo che. nahIM to tene ATalA badhA lokomAMthI mArI ja niMdA karavAno vicAra kema Ave? mULamAM mAruM ja pApodaya che. evA vicAra karavAthI ApaNe krodha-dhyAnathI bacI zakIe chIe. 99
________________ 1. pukhara vara-dIvaDyuM sUtra (zrutastava) bhAvArtha: A sUtramAM aDhIdvIpamAM vicaravAvALA tathA zrutajJAnarUpI cakSunA pradAtA traNeya kALanA tIrthaMkara bhagavaMtone namaskAra karIne zrutajJAnanI stuti karavAmAM AvI che. 'pukSmara-vara-dIva; dhAyaI-saMDe jaMbu-dIve A bharaheravaya-videhe, dhammAI-gare namaMsAmi // 1 // tama-'timira-paDala-viddhasaNassa-pasuragaNa-nariMda-mahiassa; sImAdharasa-vaMde, paphoDia-mohajAlassa // 2 // jAI jarA maraNa soga paNAsaNamsa, kallANa pukSmala visAla suhAvahassa | ko'deva''dANavanaviMda gaNacciamsa, dhammasa'pasAramuvalabmakarepamAya III rasiddha'bho ! payaoNamo jiNamae, naMdI sayA saMjame, devanAga-''suvanna-'kinnara-13gaNa; ''ssablyUa-pabhAva'ccie; blogo jatthapaidghio jaMgamiNuM; telukka-9maccAsuraM; 23dhammo vaDhau22sAsao pavijayao dhammuttaravaDhau // 4 // puSkaravara dvIpanA ardha bhAgamAM, dhAtakI khaMDamAM tathA jambudvIpamAM (sthita), bharata "airAvata mahAvideha (kSetra)mAM, dharma prAraMbha karavAvALAone huM namaskAra karU chuM |1|| ajJAna rUpI aMdhakAranA samUhane naSTa karavAvALA, pacAra nikAyanA deva samUha tathA "rAjAothI pUjita mohajALane atyaMta toDavAvALA maryAdA yukta zrutadharmane huM vaMdana karUM chuM // 2 // janma vRddhAvasthA mRtyu tathA zokano panAza karavAvALA, pUrNa degkalyANa ane moTA sukhane devAvALA, devendro, dAnavendro ane narendronA samUhathI pUjita (evA) 16 zruta dharmanA pasAra prApta karIne koNa pramAda 1862ze ? IIII he sujJa jano ! rasiddha evA jaina darzanane huM 'AdarapUrvaka "namaskAra karUM chuM. je 'saMyama mArganI degsadA vRddhi karavAvALA che, je daiva nAgakumAra, 'suparNakumAra, kinnara AdinA samUhathI 14sAcA bhAvathI pUjita che. 16jemAM zloka (sakala padArtha) tathA traNe lokanA 19manuSya tathA (su2) asurAdikanA AdhAra rUpa A jagata 21varNita che evA zAzvata jaina dharma 24vRddhine prApta thAo (ane) vijayanI paraMparAthI cAritra dharma paNa nitya vRddhine prApta che. II4 100
________________ gAthA-3 jAI-jarA janma zoka gAcA4 siddha bhau. g na ma d maraNa jarA saMyama roga ribeo kalyANa naMdI sayA saMjame deva bAga - 3131 Hui deva dAnava pUjita mati jJAna zruta jJAna zruta-dharma avadhi jJAna mana: paryava Silot kevala jJAna
________________ 2. siddhANaM buddhANaM sUtra ) bhAvArtha: A sUtramAM sarva siddhonI, zrI mahAvIra svAmijInI, zrI neminAtha prabhunI, tathA aSTApada parvata upara birAjamAna covisa tIrthaMkaronI stuti karI che. siddhANaM buddhANaM; siddha padane prApta karelA, sarvajJa (kevalajJAna pAmelA) pAra- gayANuM, "paraMparagayANa; saMsArathI pAra thayelA, pUrva siddhonI paraMparAthI siddha banelA. kaloagnamuvamayANuM, "cauda rAjalokanA agrabhAgane prApta karelA hoya evA, 19namosayAsava-siddhANaM III sarva 'siddha bhagavaMtone mAro haMmezA namaskAra che II1l jo devANa virudevo, je devatAonA paNa deva che, 4jaMpavA paMjalIgnamasaMti. jemane padeva aMjali-pUrvaka namana kare che, ideva-deva-mahiya je IndrothI pUjita che, evA usirasAvaMde mahAvIraM ro mahAvIra svAmine mAthuM jhUkAvIne huM vaMdana karUM chuM IlrA jaikko vinamukkAro, kevalI bhagavaMtomAM uttama evA zrI mahAvIra prabhune jiNavara-vasahassavaddhamANassa; karavAmAM Avelo eka paNa namaskAra saMsAra-sAgarAo saMsArarUpI samudrathI * tAreInara vanAri vA llll. purUSa athavA "strIne tArI de che IIall 'ujjita-sela-sihare, 1giranAra parvatanA zikhara para "dikakhAnANaMnisAhiAjassa; jajemanI dikSA, kevalajJAna ane nirvANa thayelA che. 'dhammacakravaTTi, "evA dharma-cakravartI ariTTanemiMna maMsAmi 4ll 10zrI neminAtha bhagavAnane huM namaskAra karuM chuM Il4 'cattAri-aTTa-dasa-doya, (aSTApada upara) "cAra, ATha, dasa, be (evA kramathI) pavaMdiyAjiNavarAcauvvIsaM; pavaMdana karavAmAM AvelA coviza jinezvara bhagavaMta paramakR-niTriaTTA, (tathA) jene mokSa sukha prApta karyo che. evA kRtakRtya) siddhArasiddhimamadisaMtu po. siddha bhagavaMta "mane siddhi (mokSa) pradAna karo //pA
________________ 3. veyAvaccagarANe sUtro bhAvArtha A sUtra vaiyAvRtya karavAvALA devonA kAyotsarga karavA mATe bolavAmAM Ave che. A sUtrane cAra thAyavALA pratikramaNamAM bole che. veyAvaccagarANa vaiyAvRtya karanArA, saMti-garANuM 2upasargonI zAMti karanArA, sanma-diDhi-samAhi-garANuM samyagu-daSTione mATe samAdhi utpanna karanArA karemikAussagga (annattha.) zAsanadevonA smaraNArthe kAussagna karuM chuM. 4. bhagavAna he sUgoLa bhAvArtha H A sUtramAM bhagavAna vagerene thobha vaMdana karavAmAM Ave che. 'bhagavAnAM, AcAryAM, bhagavaMtone, AcAryone , upAdhyAyAM, sarvasAdhuI upAdhyAyone, sarva sAdhuone huM vaMdana karuM chuM.) 5. savvasavi sUma 0. bhAvArtha: A sUtrathI pratikramaNa ThAvavAmAM Ave che. A sUtra pratikramaNanuM bIja hovAthI emAM saMkSiptamAM pAponI AlocanA karI che. icchAkAreNa saMdisahabhagavan! he bhagavan! tame svecchAthI devasiapaDikkamaNe ThAuM? devasika pratikramaNamAM sthira rahevAnI AjJA pradAna karo. (ahIM gurU kahe ThAve eTale ke sthira bano) iccha, ApanI AjJAno svIkAra karuM chuM. savasTa videvasia, 'divasanA madhyamAM duaiitie,duSmAsisa, "duSTa ciMtana karyuM hoya, duSTa bhASaNa karyuM hoya "duaiiphia. micchAmi dukkaDa ll1. ''duSTa ceSTA karI hoya to e mArA badhA duSkRta mithyA thAo //hin
________________ (6. devasiya AlouM sUtra bhAvArtha: A sUtramAM alaga-alaga AcAro AcaratA je aticAra lAgyA hoya, temano saMkSepamAM pratikramaNa karavAmAM Ave che. icchAkAreNa"saMdisaha bhagavan! he bhagavan! IcchApUrvaka devasie (rAIya)AlouM? divasa (rAtrI) saMbaMdhI AlocanA karavAnI AjJA pradAna karo. (gurU kahe Aloe) icchuM Aloemi - ApanI AjJA svIkArIne huM AlocanA karuM chuM. 10jo medevasio (rAIo) 'divasa (rAtrI) saMbaMdhI mArAthI je 1'aIyAropakao, "aticAra lAgyA hoya, 1 kAIovAIomANasio, 13kAyA dvArA, vacana dvArA, "mana dvArA ussoummaggo, sUtra viruddha, mArga viruddha, "appo"akaraNijjo, "AcAra viruddha ke 19kartavya viruddha, dujhAo-duvicitio, duSTa dhyAna dvArA ke duSTa ciMtana dvArA 2aNAyAroaNicchiavyo, anAcAra dvArA, nahIM cAhavA yogya vartana dvArA 24asAvaga"pAuo , "zrAvaka mATe sarvathA anucita evA 15vyavahArathI, (je aticAra lAgyA hoya) : "nANe-daMsaNe-carittAcaritte jJAnArAdhanA, darzanArAdhanA, dezavirati cAritrArAdhanAnA viSayamAM 29sue-sAmAIe II 29zrutajJAna grahaNa ke sAmAyikanA vize (je aticAra lAgyA hoya). 'tihaMguttIrNa, pacauekasAyANaM, traNa gumionA paMcahamaNavayANuM, patiSTha guNavayANaM, pAMca aNuvratonA, "traNa guNavratanA cauNahaM sikhAvayANa cAra "zikSAvratonA bArasavihassa sAvagadhammassa bAra prakAranA zrAvakadharmanA cAra kaSAyothI jaMwkhaMDiyuM, jaMpavirAhiya 3je khaMDita thayA hoya, virAdhita thayA hoya tassamicchAmi dukkaDaM. "e badhA mArA dukRta mithyA thAo.
________________ che. nAraMmi sUtra , bhAvArtha: A ATha gAthAomAM jJAnAdi pAMca mahAna AcAronA bhedonuM varNana che. (noMdha : A sUtramAM jyAM A, B, C vagere lakhyuM che te enA AcAronA prakAra che.) nAsaMmi daMsaNaMmi a, ujJAnanA viSayamAM, darzananA viSayamAM, cirasaMmitavaMmi taha thavIriyaMmi; cAritra, tapa tathA "vIryanA viSayamAM, AyaraIAyAro, "je AcAravA yogya che te AcAra kahevAya che. 'ie eso paMcahAbhaNio /1 evA AcAra pAMca prakAranA che // vA' kAle viNae bahumANe, kAla (ucita samayamAM bhaNavuM),Bvinaya ane bahumAnapUrvaka bhaNavuM. DuvahANe taha-aninyavaNe, upadhAnapUrvaka bhaNavuM tathA anilavatA ' (jJAna bhaNAvavAvALAne vize apalApa na karavo) "vaMjaNa-artha-matadubhae, FsUtra, artha ane baMne (sUtra-arthI zuddha temaja upayogapUrvaka bhaNavuM.' avihonANamAyAro ArA, A pramANe 'jJAnAcAranA ATha prakAra che rA AnisaMkiya-niSkrakhiya, AjinadharmamAM zaMkA na karavI, anya dharmanI IcchA na karavI. nivitigicchAamUDhadiTTI ane dharmanA phaLane vize zaMkA na karavI. (zraddhA rAkhavI.) anya dharmothI prabhAvita thaIne svadharmathI vicalita na thavuM. " EuvavUha-FthirIkaraNe, svadharmanI mahAnatA samajIne vAraMvAra dharmanI tathA dharma karavAvALAnI prazaMsA karavI. FdharmathI vicalita thavAvALAne dharmamAM sthira karavA. vacchallapabhAvaNe aTTa 'sAdharmika sAthe prema karavo, evA kAryo karavA jenAthI bIjAone paNa dharmanI preraNA maLe. A pramANe darzanAcAranA ATha prakAro che Imall paNihANa-joga-jutto cittanI samAdhi pUrvaka A-FpaMcahiM samiIhimatihiMguttahiMpAMca samiti ane F-traNa guNionuM pAlana karavuM. esa"carittAyAro, A pramANe "cAritrAcAra aTTavihohoInAyavvo DhA ATha prakAranA jANavA yogya che jo 104)
________________ bArasavihaMmi vitave, "jinezvaro dvArA kahelA bAhya ane atyaMtara 'tapa sabhintare-bAhire kusala-di, pabAra prakAranA che. agilAI-aNAjIvI, "glAnirahita ane AjIvikAnA hetu vinA je tapa karavAmAM Ave che. 10nAyavo sotavAyAro Apo 'e tapAcAra jANavA yogya che /pA. "aNasaNa-mUNoariA, anazana ane uNodari, vitti-saMkhevarNarasa-ccAo; vRtti-saMkSepa, rasa-tyAga kAya kilesofsaMlaNiyA ya, FkaSTa sahana karavuM ane zarIrAdinuM saMkucana karavuM, banjhotavo hoI ll ll A bAhya tapa che. ll pAyacchittaraviNao, "prAyazcita, vinaya cvayAvacce tahevasijhAo; vaiyAvacca (zukrUSA), svAdhyAya FjhANafussaggo vi a, dhyAna ane tyAga (kAyotsarga) 'abhiMtara tavo hoI liaa A atyaMtara tapa che ILA aNimUhia-bala- vIrio baLa vIryane na chupAvatAM, parakkamaIjo jahutamAuo. je uparyukta chatrIsa AcAronA pAlanamAM parAkrama kare che. jjaI ajahA-cAmuM, ane yathAzakti potAnI AtmAne tapamAM joDe che. ''nAyavvo vIriyAyAro ITA te "varyAcAra kahevAya che ITa 8. vAMdaNA (bRhad guruvandana) sUtro bhAvArtha: A sUtramAM sadagurune vaMdana karIne emanI sevA-vaiyAvRtyamAM emanA pratye lAgelA doSonI kSamA mAMgavAmAM Ave che. pratikramaNa gurUvaMdanAdimAM bIjI vAra vaMdana karatAM samaye "Avassie" A pada nahIM bolavuM joIe ane "divaso vaIrSAto"nA sthAne rAI pratikramaNamAM "rAI vaIrkatA" paSmI pratikramaNamAM "paSpo vaIkto cau-mAsI pratikramaNamAM "cau-mAsI vaIkkatA" ane saMvarcyurI pratikramaNamAM "saMvaccharo vAIjhaMto", A pramANe pATha bolavo joIe.
________________ 'sAta lAkha vAukAya, uddabhrAmaka vagere vAyukAyika jIvonI yoni sAta lAkha che. 1Sadaza lAkha pratyeka vRkSa, phaLa, phUla, patra vagere pratyeka. vanaspatikAya, vanaspatikAyika jIvonI yoni 15dasa lAkha che. 19cauda lAkha 17jamInakanda, komalaphUla, patra, nIlaphUla sAdhAraNa vanaspatikAya, vagere "sAdhAraNa vanaspatikAyika jIvonI yoni cauda lAkha che. be lAkha beIndriya; zaMkha, chIpa vagere dviyi jIvonI yoni be lAkha che. "be lAkha indriya; kAnakhajUrA, jU, kIDI vagere teIndriya jIvonI yoni pabe lAkha che. be lAkha caurikriya; viMchI, bhamarA, mAkhI vagere cAra IndriyavALA jIvonI yoni be lAkha che. 'cAra lAkha devatA, devonI yoni cAra lAkha che. cAra lAkha nArakI, 13narakanA jIvonI yoni cAra lAkha che. cAra lAkha tiryaMca paMcendriya, pazu, pakSI, mAchalI vagere paMcendriya tiryaMca jIvonI yoni cAra lAkha che. cauda lAkha manuSya, manuSya jIvonI yoni cauda 2lAkha che: evaMkAre caurAzI glAkha A pramANe kula caurAzI lAkha jIvayonimAMhi; "jIvayoniyonA (jIvomAMthI) "mAre jIve je koI jIva amArA "jIve jo koI jIvane haNyo hoya, "haNAvyo hoya mAryo hoya, marAvyo hoya, rahaNatAM pratye anumodyo hoya ane mAravAvALAnI prazaMsA karI hoya to "te "savi "huM mana, vacana e sarve "pAponuM "huM mana, vacana, kAyAthI kAyAe karI micchAmi dukkaDA micchAmi dukkaDam ApuM chuM. ene khoTuM samajuM chuM. 10. pahele prANAtipAta (18 pApasthAnaka) sUtro bhAvArtha A sUtramAM aDhAra prakAranA je pApa baMdha hoya che. emanA nAma ane A rIte karelA pAponI kSamA mAMgavAmAM AvI che. (mithyAduSkata ApavAmAM Ave che.) 'pahale prANAtipAta, 1. koIpaNa jIvane mAravo, ke mAravAnI IcchA ke vicAra karavo. (108)
________________ mudrAonI vizeSa samaja temaja upayogI citra-1 AmAM baMne hAtha, ghUMTaNA temaja mastaka A pAMca aMgo jamInane sparza thavA joIe. temaja 17 pramArjanA nIce pramANe karavA. vAMdaNAmAM paNa A 17 pramArjanAno upayoga karavo. 3 pramArjanA 3 pramArjanA ubhA-ubhA pAchaLa baMne paganA ghUMTaNa temaja vaccenA bhAgamAM AgaLa baMne paganA ghUMTaNa temaja vaccenA bhAgamAM khamAsamaNAmAM jyAM paga, mastaka temaja hAtha rAkhavAno che tenA AgaLanI bhUmi upara beThA pachI baMne hAthe muhapattithI caravaLA upara jyA mastaka rAkhavAnuM hoya tyAM muhapattithI ubhA thatA samaye jyAM paga rAkhavAno che te jagyAe pAchaLa kula citra-2 IriyAvahiyaM vagere ubhA-ubhA je sUtra bolAya che, te ubhA-ubhA yogamudrAmAM bolavA. sUtrabolatA samaye muhapattino khullA bhAgajamaNI tarapha rAkhavo temajatemAM kinArI nIce hovI joIe. citra-3 baMne hAthane koNI sudhI meLavIne peTathI sparza karavI. temaja baMne hAthanI AMgaLIo ekabIjAnA hAthamAM nAkhavI. (beThA beThA yogamudrAmAM) citra-4 muktAsukti mudrA: A mudrAmAM baMne hatheLIne chIpa AkAranI banAvavI. citra-5 kAussagga mudrA : kAussagga A mudrAmAM karavAmAM Ave che tathA kAussagganA samaye 17doSono tyAga karavo joIe. jema ke AMgaLI, hoTha, jIbha, zarIra, AMkho, mastaka vagere nahIM halAvavA temaja paga tathA hAthane barAbara mudrAnI anusAra rAkhavA. be paganA vacce AgaLa cAra AMgaLa temaja pAchaLa cAra AMgaLathI thoDI ochI jagyA choDavI. kAussagganA samaye caravaLo DAbA hAthamAM temaja muhapatti jamaNA hAthanI be AMgaLIomAM rAkhavI. caravaLAnI DAMDI AgaLa dazI pAchaLa rahevI joIe. muhapattino kholelo bhAga pAchaLa rahevo joIe. citra 6 thI 11 sudhI citranI anusAra samajo. citra-12 vAMdaNAnI mudrA H nimna AvartonA uccAraNa hetu citramAM varNIta a I u U mudrAno upayoga karavo. aho, kArya, kAya, jattA bhe, javaNi jyaM ca bhe. B-ho B-yaM A-a A-kA 3 pramArjanA 2 pramArjanA 3 pramArjanA 3 pramArjanA 17 pramArjanA 110
________________ C A-kA. B-ya D-saMphAsa A-ja C-ttA B-bhe A-ja B-NijU A-jaM B-bhe D-khAmemi A mudrAonI sAthe A sUtrane bolatA samaye khamAsamaNamAM batAvelI 17 pramArjanAno yathA samaya upayoga karavo temaja nIcenA 25 AvazyakanuM paNa dhyAna rAkhavo. 25 Avazyaka - 2 ardhAvanataH IcchAmi khamAsamaNo (vAMdaNAnI zarUAta) baMne hAtha joDIne, aDadhuM mAthuM jhUkAvIne bolavuM.) 12 AvartaH baMne vAMdaNAmAM aho, kArya, kAya temaja jattAbhe, javaNi, kvaM ca bhe bolatA samaye hAthane muhapatti upara temaja mastaka upara lagAvavAmAM Ave che. Ane Avarta kahe che. be vAMdaNAmAM kula 12 Avarta thayA. 4 zIrSanamanaH baMne vAMdaNAmAM saMphAsa temaja khAmemi bolatA samaye mastaka gurUcaraNane sparza karavA joIe. be vAMdaNAmAM kula cAra zIrSanamana thayA. traNa guptiH mana, vacana ane kAyAnI gupti rAkhavI. be praveza: baMne vAMdaNAmAM nisIhI bolatA eka pagaluM AgaLa AvavuM. A pramANe be vAMdaNAnA 2 praveza thayA. eka niSkramaNa : pahelA vAMdaNAmAM AvasTahi bolatA samaye bahAra nIkaLavuM. eka yathAkAta mudrA: janmanA samaye bALakanI jevI mudrA rahe che tevI mudrA karavI. A pramANe kula 25 Avazyaka che. muhapatti paDilehaNa karavAnI mudrA muhapattinA 50 bola temaja tenA paDilehaNanA anusAra citra sUcana 1. sUtra prathama pAsu dekhatA artha } A ghumAvIne bIju pAsu dekhatA tattva karI sadahuM punaH ghumAvIne prathama pAsu dekhatA 2. samakita mohanIya 1 DAbA hAthethI traNa vakhata 3. mizra mohanIya DAbu pAsuM khaMkheravuM 4. mithyAtva mohanIya pariharuM |
________________ neminAtha prabhunuM caritra TeMzrI neminAtha prabhu A avasarpiNI kALanA cothA ArAmAM bAvIzamAM tIrthakara thayA. jaMbudvIpanA bharatakSetramAM zaurIpura nagaramAM samudravijaya rAjA rAjya karatA hatA. emanI paTarANI zivAdevInI kukSimAM kArtika vada bArasanA divase aparAjita nAmanA vimAnathI deva AyuSya pUrNa karIne neminAtha prabhunuM cyavana thayuM. paramAtmAnA atizayathI mAtAe cauda mahAsvapna joyA. zrAvaNa suda pAMcamanA divase nava mahinA ane sAta divasano garbhakALa pUrNa karI citrA nakSatramAM candramAno yoga hovAthI emaNe putraratnane janma Apyo. devakRta janmAbhiSekanA pachI mAtA-pitAe mahotsavapUrvaka putrano janmotsava tathA nAmakaraNa karyuM. zivAmAtAe paMdaramAM svapnamAM ariSTa ratnathI banela cakra dekhyuM hatuM. mATe putranuM nAma "ariSTanemi' rAkhavAmAM AvyuM. AyudhazALAmAM gamana tathA kRSNanI sAthe baLaparIkSA: ariSTanemi zrI kRSNanA pitarAI bhAI hatA. kAlAnukramathI bAlyAvasthA pUrNa karIne ariSTanemi yuvAvasthAne pahoMcyA. eka divasa daMDanemi, daDhanemi, rathanemi ane anya rAjakumAronI sAthe ariSTanemi krIDA karavA mATe bahAra gayA. pharatAM pharatAM teo zrI kRSNanI AyudhazALAmAM pahoMcyA. tyAM pahoMcIne emaNe zrI kRSNanA cakra, zaMkha vagere Ayudhone joyA. teo eno sparza karavA mATe AgaLa vadhI ja rahyA hatA, eTalAmAM AyudhazALAnA rakSake emane praNAma karatAM kahyuM ke, "rAjakumAra ! atyAre tame zrI kRSNanA bhAI cho, prabala parAkramI cho chatAM Apa haju sudhI bahu ja nAnA cho. A astra vagere uThAvavuM ApanA mATe asaMbhava che. uThAvavuM to dUra sparza paNa atyaMta muzkela che. A badhA Ayudhone mAtra zrI kRSNa ja uThAvI zake che. temaja teo ja A badhAno upayoga karI zake che." A sAMbhaLIne ariSTanemi kumAre sahajatApUrvaka zrI kRSNanA cakrane uThAvIne ene kuMbhAranA cakranI jema ghumAvyuM. sAraMga dhanuSyane kamaLanI nAlanI jema jhUkAvI dIdhuM. emanI gadAne eka sAmAnya lAkaDInI jema khabhA upara rAkhyuM. eTaluM ja nahIM aMtamAM jyAre emaNe zrI kRSNano paMcajanya zaMkha phUMkyo tyAre enA guMjanathI pUrI pRthvI kAMpavA lAgI. nagaranA badhA loko baherA jevA thaI gayA. ahIM sudhI ke zrI kRSNa tathA balabhadra paNa gabharAI gayA. teo vyAkuLa banIne vicAravA lAgyA ke "A koNa balavAna che, jeNe saMpUrNa pRthvIne kaMpAvI dIdhI?" tyAre sainiko dvArA badhI paristhiti jANIne te paNa Azcaryacakita banI AyudhazALAmAM pahoMcyA. tyAM pahoMcIne emaNe ariSTaneminI sAthe baLaparikSA karavAno nirNaya lIdho. kSatriyane yogya khelanA rUpamAM ekabIjAnI bAju jhUkAvavAno nirNaya karyo. sarvaprathama zrI kRSNae potAnI bAjuo laMbAvI, tyAre ariSTanemie mAtra eka AMgaLIthI emanI bAhone jhUkAvI dIdhI. jyAre ariSTanemie potAnI bAho laMbAvI, tyAre zrI kRSNa ane pakaDIne vAMdarAnI jema jhUlavA lAgyA. paraMtu athAga parizrama pachI paNa emanI bAhone jhUkAvI na zakyA." (1)
________________ A joI kRSNa tathA balabhadrajI ciMtAtura thaI gayA. emaNe vicAryuM ke A ApaNAthI adhika balavAna che. mATe te ApaNuM sarva rAjaya laI leze. eTalAmAM to AkAzathI devavANI thaI ke "he kRSNa ! tame ciMtA na karo. atulabalI hovA chatAM paNa A nemiprabhu bAlabrahmacArI che. tathA bAvIzamAM tirthakara che. emane tamArA rAjayanI koI AvazyakatA nathI. teo to vivAha karyA vagara ja saMsAra tyAga karIne dIkSAgrahaNa karaze. "A vacana sAMbhaLIne Azvasta banelA zrI kRSNa potAnA bhAIonI sAthe mahelamAM pAchA AvyA. prabhuno vivAha: eka divasa yogya avasara joIne ariSTaneminA mAtA-pitAe putranI samakSa vivAhano prastAva rAkhyo. tyAre nemikumAre vinaya pUrvaka emanI vAta TALI dIdhI. emanA pratyuttara tathA emanA virakta jIvanane joIne samudra vijaya tathA zivAdevI ciMtAtura thaI gayA. emaNe zrI kRSNane A viSayamAM vAta karI. emane Azvasta karIne zrI kRSNae A kAma potAnI rANIone sopyuM. zrI kRSNanI rANIo eka divasa ariSTanemine jaLakrIDA karavA laI gaI. tyAM vAtomAM ne vAtomAM emaNe kumAranI samakSa vivAha karavAno prastAva rAkhyo paraMtu kumArano pratibhAva zUnya rahyo. A joI rANIoe nemikumArane bahu ja samajAvyuM, ATaluM ja nahIM emaNe keTalAya maheNA paNa ApavAmAM AvyA. badhI vAto sAMbhaLIne kumAra to virakta ja hatA. paraMtu emane rANIonI vAto upara hasavuM AvI gayuM. emanI hasIne emanI hAmI samajIne badhI rANIo khuza thaI gaI. A samAcAra emaNe zrI kRSNa, samudravijaya tathA zivAdevIne paNa mokalAvyA. badhAnA harSano pAra na rahyo. rAjA ugrasenanI putrI rAjumatIne nemikumAra mATe sarvathA yogya jANIne nemikumArano vivAha emanI sAthe nakkI karI dIdho. potAnA svajanono harSa bhaMga na thAya eTalA mATe nemikumAra vairAgI hovA chatAM paNa mauna rahyA. baMne bAju vivAhanI taiyArIo zarU thaI gaI. vivAhanA zubha divase chappana koDa yAdava tathA bIjA paNa karoDo manuSyonI sAthe nemikumAranI jAna nIkaLI. A bAju rAjImatI paNa potAnI jAtane bhAgyazALI mAnavA lAgI. acAnaka enI jamaNI AMkha ane bhujA pharakavA lAgI. kaMI aniSTa hovAnI AzaMkAthI enuM hRdaya dhaDakavA lAgyuM. jAna mahelanI najIka pahoMcavAnI ja hatI. eTalAmAM nemikumAranI daSTi vADAmAM bAMdhelA, bhayathI vyAkuLa tathA karUNa rUdana karatA pazuo upara paDI. emaNe sArathIne pUchyuM "he sArathI ! A pazuono ahIM AvI rIte kema bAMdhIne rAkhyA che?" pratyuttaramAM sArathIe kahyuM "svAmi ! ApanA vivAha prasaMga upara AvelA aneka rAjA mahArAjAonA bhojanArthe emane ahIM bAMdhavAmAM AvyA che." - 116) p
________________ A sAMbhaLatAM ja nemikumAranuM hRdaya dravita thaI gayuM. karUNArdra prabhue vicAryuM ke "ATalA jIvonI hiMsA karavAvALA vivAhane dhikkAra ho. narakanA dvAra rUpI A vivAha mAre nathI karavA. jagatanA badhA jIva AvI rIte baMdhanamAM baMdhAyelA che ane aMtamAM karmarAjAnA zikAra banaze. paraMtu mAre have A baMdhanomAM nathI phasavuM.'' teja kSaNe badhA ja pazuone mukta karAvIne emaNe rathane pAcho vALavAno Adeza Apyo. emanI A ceSTA joIne badhAne atyaMta Azcarya thayuM. zivAdevI, samudravijaya, zrI kRSNa, ugrasena sahita badhA svajanoe emane samajAvavAnI bahuM ja koziza karI. paraMtu nemikumAra potAnA nirNaya upara aDaga rahyA. jAnane pAchI vaLatI joIne rAjImatI eja kSaNe behoza thaI gaI. 52ma suMdarI rAjImatI jevI yuvatIne lagna karyA vagara ja tyAga Apavo e emano prabala Atmabala hato. A pramANe eka nAnakaDA nimittathI eka paLano vilaMba karyA vinA badhA bhogavilAsono tyAga karI e virakta banI tyAMthI cAlI nIkaLyA. nemakumAranI dIkSA tathA kevalajJAna: toraNathI pAchA pharyA pachI nava lokAMtika devoe AvIne paramAtmAne tIrtha sthApanA karavAnI vinaMtI karI. avadhijJAnathI potAnI dIkSAno avasara jANIne nemikumAre varSIdAna devAnuM zarU karyuM. sAMvatsarika dAna pachI zrAvaNa suda-chaThThane divase 'uttara kurA' nAmanI pAlakhImAM besIne aneka devatAo ane manuSyonI sAthe nemikumAra revata udyAnamAM pahoMcyA. tyAM azokavRkSanI nIce potAnA hAthe badhA ja alaMkAro utArIne paMcamuSTi loca karyo. cauvihAra chaThTha (be upavAsa) pUrvaka citrA nakSatranI sAthe caMdramAno yoga hato tyAre mAtra eka devaduSya vastra dhAraNa karIne nemikumAre eka hajAra puruSonI sAthe dIkSA grahaNa karI. e samaye prabhune manaHparyava jJAna prApta thayuM. tyArapachI copana divaso sudhI chadmastha avasthAmAM vicaraNa karatAM giranAra parvatanA sahasrAm vanamAM padhAryA. tyAM sarva dhAti karmono kSaya karIne Aso vada amAvasanA divase kSapaka-zreNI upara AruDha thaIne neminAtha prabhue kevaLajJAnane prApta karyuM. devoe samavasaraNanI racanA karI. vanapAlake zrI kRSNane vadhAmaNI ApI. zrI kRSNa potAnI prajAnI sAthe prabhune vaMdana karavA AvyA. tyAM varadatta pramukha be hajAra rAjAoe dIkSA lIdhI. A rIte prabhue tIrthanI sthApanA karI. neminAtha prabhu temaja rAjImatInA 8 bhavaH A bAju rAjImatI paNa prabhunA viyogathI duHkhI thaIne, vilApa karatAM karatAM potAno samaya vyatIta karavA lAgI. eka divasa zrI kRSNae samavasaraNamAM prabhune prazna pUchyo, "svAmi ! rAjImatIne tamArA upara ATalo moha kema che ? tyAre paramAtmAe kahyuM, 'he kRSNa ! rAjImatIno mArI sAthe pAchalA ATha bhavono saMbaMdha che. (1) pahelA bhavamAM huM dhana nAmano rAjA thayo tyAre te mArI dhanavatI nAmanI rANI hatI. (2) bIjA bhavamAM ame baMne pahelA devalokamAM utpanna thayA. (3) trIjA bhavamAM 117
________________ huM devalokathI cyavana karIne citragati vidyAdhara thayo tyAre te ratnAvatI nAme mArI strI thaI. (4) cothA bhavamAM ame baMne pharIthI cothA devalokamAM utpanna thayA. (5) tyAMthI cyavIne pAMcamAM bhavamAM huM aparAjita rAjA thayo tyAre te mArI priyamatI rANI thaI. (6) chaThThA bhavamAM ame baMne agiyAramAM devalokamAM gayA. (7) tyAMthI huM zaMkha rAjA ane te mArI somavatI rANI banI, (8) AThamAM bhavamAM ame baMne anuttara vimAnamAM utpanna thayA. (9) tyAMthI avIne huM nemi banyo ane te rAjImatI banI. ATalA bhavonI prItine kAraNe tene mArI upara ATalo moha che. A pramANe prabhu dvArA nava bhavonuM varNana sAMbhaLIne zrI kRSNanI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna thayuM. rAjImatInI dIkSA tathA rathanemine pratibodhaH nemikumAranA toraNathI pAchA pharyA pachI rAjImatI rAta-divasa emanA ja ciMtanamAM DUbI rahevA lAgI. emaNe paNa potAnA prANanAthanA mArganuM anukaraNa karavAmAM ja zreyaskara samajAyuM. neminAtha prabhunuM jayAre giranAramAM padArpaNa thayuM. tyAre rAjImatI sahita keTalIya rAjakumArIo paNa saMyama grahaNa karyuM. sAthe ja nemiprabhunA sAMsArika bhAI rathanemie paNa saMyama jIvana svIkAra karyo. ekavAra sAdhvI rAjImatI giranAra parvata upara bhagavAnane vaMdana karavA jaI rahI hatI. e samaye rastAmAM varasAda thavA lAgyo. ethI rAjImatInA badhA vastro bhIMjAI gayA. vastra sUkavavA mATe te eka guphAmAM gaI jyAM pahelAthI ja rathanemi muni kAusagga dhyAnamAM ubhA hatA. rAjImatI A vAtathI anabhijJa hatI. guphAmAM jaIne eNe potAnA badhA vastro sUkAvyA. rAmatIne nirvastra joIne rathaneminuM mana calAyamAna thaI gayuM. eNe kahyuM ke, "rAjImatI ! tuM A yuvAvasthAmAM ATalo tapa-tyAga karIne vyartha potAnI ja suMdaratAne naSTa karI rahI che. tuM mArI sAthe lagna karI le. ApaNe baMne sukhapUrvaka bhoga-vilAsa karIzuM." A sAMbhaLatAMja rAjImatI vastrothI aMgopAMgane DhAMkIne dhIrajathI daDhatApUrvaka bolI, "are rathanemi ! tamane dhikkAra che ke tame vamana karelI vastune pharIthI khAvAnI IcchA rAkho cho. huM nemiprabhu dvArA tyajelI chuM ane mArI sAthe bhoga karavAnI IcchAthI tame vimita padArthane punaH khAvAnI IcchAvALA cho. agaMdhana kulanA sarpa tiryaMca hovA chatAM paNa eka vAra choDelA viSane puna: grahaNa karatA nathI. mATe tame to tiryaMcathI paNa nIca banI gayA cho. zrI nemiprabhunA bhAI evA tamArA mATe A kukArya zobhanIya nathI. tame potAnA pAponI AlocanA karIne punaH saMyamamAM sthira bano. nahIMtara durgatimAM gayA pachI tyAM tamane koI bacAvavAvALuM nahIM hoya." A pramANe vacanarUpI aMkuzathI rathanemi munInA manarUpI hAthIne rAjImatie sthira karyo. tyAMthI rathanemie prabhunI pAse jaIne zuddha AlocanA karI. aMtamAM zuddha cAritra-jIvananuM pAlana karIne emane kevalajJAna prApta thayuM. rAjImatIe paNa saMyamajIvanamAM rahIne potAnA badhA ghAti temaja aghAti karmono kSaya karIne prabhuthI pahelAM ja mokSapadane prApta karyuM. 118)
________________ prabhunuM nivaNa: anaMta jIvone pratibodha karatAM paramAtmAe sAtaso varSa kevalI paryAyamAM vyatIta karyA. aSADha suda AThamanA madhyarAtrimAM citrA nakSatranI sAthe caMdrayoga hato tyAre eka mAsanuM anazana karIne potAnA aghAti karmono kSaya karIne papa6 sAdhuonI sAthe padmAsanamAM besIne siddhapadane prApta karyuM. e kAma-vijetA sthUlibhadra te pATalIputranA adhipati mahArAjA naMdanA zakapAla nAmanA maMtrI hatA. rAjAnI vaphAdArI tathA rAjaya surakSAno bhAva emanA rome-romamAM vasyo hato. emane sthUlibhadra ane zrIyaka nAmanA be putra ane yakSA vagere sAta putrio hatI. sAteya bahenono kSayopazama eTalo tIvra hato ke yakSA ekavAra je sUtrAdi zravaNa karatI te ene kaMThastha thaI jato hato. A pramANe yakSadinnA be vAra, bhUtA traNa vAra, bhUtadinA cAra vAra, roNA pAMca vAra, veNA cha vAra temaja reNA koIpaNa sUtrane sAta vAra sAMbhaLavAthI yAda karI letI hatI. zamaDAla maMtrIno Akho parivAra jainadharma tathA jinezvara devanA prati samarpita hato. dharmamaya vAtAvaraNanI sAthe sAthe vyavahArika zikSaNa grahaNa karatAM badhA bhAIbahena moTA thayA. moTo putra sthUlibhadra parama vairAgI hato. emanA jIvanane joIne emanA mAtA-pitAne ciMtA thavA lAgI ke jo Ano vairAgya Avo ja raheze to Ano saMsAra kevI rIte cAlaze ? mATe emaNe enA manane parivartita karavAnuM kArya enA mitrone soMpyuM. paraMtu emane nirAzA ja hAtha maLI. zarUAtamAM baMdhA mitra ane saMsAranA raMgarAgathI AkarSita karavAno prayAsa karatA paraMtu sthUlibhadrano pratibhAva tathA mitronI dalIlo samakSa emanA tarka eTalA suMdara ane sacoTa hatA ke emanA badhA mitro paNa vairAgI banI jatA. A joIne emanA mAtA-pitA hatAza banI gayA. jyAre ghI sIdhI AMgaLIthI na nIkaLe tyAre AMgaLI vAMkI karI levI joIe evuM vicArIne emaNe sthUlibhadrane vicalita karavAnuM kArya buddhinidhAna cANakyane soMpyuM. cANakyae vicAryuM ke bhalene sthUlibhadra bahu catura tathA parama vairAgI che paraMtu sAthe sAthe te kalApriya paNa che. samAna ruci rAkhavAvALA lokono tAlamela jaldI thAya che. mATe ene vicalita karavAne mATe eka evo vyakti joIe jenAmAM adbhuta kalA kauzala hoya. e samaye pATalIputramAM AmrapAlIkA nRtyamAM pAraMgata kozA vezyA potAnI nRtyakalA tathA sauMdaryane kAraNe sarvatra prasiddha hatI. cANakyane te yogya lAgI ane ekavAra ati Agraha karIne sthUlibhadrane kozA vezyAne tyAM laI gayo. prathama vakhata ja kozAnA apUrva sauMdaryane joIne sthUlibhadra enI upara mohita thaI gayA. nRtya zarU thayuM. sthUlibhadranA hAvabhAva joIne taka sArI che (1)
________________ sthUlibhadra muni: ahaMkAra vagara pUrI vAstavikatA kahuM to mArA manamAM eka vAra paNa Avo koI vicAra nathI Avyo. Ane devagurUnI kRpAno camatkAra ja kahI zako cho nahIMtara mArAmAM AvI tAkAta kyAM ke huM mArA manane niyaMtrita karI zakuM. siMha guphAvAsI munaH dhanya che Apane ! mAruM mana to kozAne pahelI najare jotAM ja caMcala thaI gayuM hatuM. na to enA hAthanuM baneluM bhojana meM khAdhu hatuM ane na ene nRtyAdi karatAM dekhI. paraMtu mAtra eka daSTipAtathI ja mArA manamAM vikArI bhAvanAonuM Agamana thaI gayuM hatuM. sAja zRMgArathI sajelI, nRtya Adi kalAone karatI AvI rUpasuMdarI kozAne satata AMkhonI samakSa dekhIne Apa daDha rahyA e ati durlabha che. huM e jANavA mAguM chuM ke SaDrasa bhojana karIne tathA nRtyAdi dekhIne paNa Apa nirlepa kevI rIte rahI zakyA? jayAre kozA AvatI hatI tyAre nirvikArI rahevAne mATe Apa zuM ApanI AMkho baMdha karIne besatA hatA? Apa evuM ciMtana kema karatA hatA, ke Apane ApanA lakSya para majabUta rahevAnI zakti ApatuM hatu? . sthUlibhadra muni : Agamagata jinavANInA adhyayanathI ane pUjaya gurU bhagavaMtanI zuzruSA A baMnenA prabhAvathI meM evA aneka vicArono (ciMtana) sahAro lIdho. jenA baLe huM kolasAnI khANamAM jaIne paNa kALA dhabbA vinA bahAra nIkaLI zakyo. e ciMtana A pramANe che. 1. eka vAra abrahmanA sevanathI be thI nava lAkha paMcendriya jIvonI hiMsA thAya che. anya kRmi vagerenI gaNatarI to alaga rahI. AvI jinavANI che. mATe mAre sAvadhAna rahevAnuM che. 2. mane gurU mahArAja najaranI sAme dekhAya che. emaNe mArA upara daDha vizvAsa rAkhIne sAdhune mATe biskula anucita sthAne cAturmAsa karavAnI AjJA ApI. have mAre emanA vizvAsane avicalita rAkhavAno che. 3. mArI mAMno cahero sAme AvI jato. te mane kahetI hatI ke mArI A kukSi ratnakukSinA rUpe prasiddha bane ke kolasA kukSinA rUpe niMdanIya bane, A tArI upara nirbhara kare che. 4. kozAnA caherAmAM mane kozA nahIM mArI mAM dekhAtI hatI. ane jyAM mAMno cahero hoya, mAnuM nAma hoya, tyAM kAma kevI rIte rahI zake che? 5. jANe ke mane mArA svargastha pitAjI kAnamAM kahI rahyA che ke "huM eka sAmAnya rAjAnI sevA svIkAryA pachI paNa emane vaphAdAra rahyo chuM. ane mArI vaphAdArI upara jayAre zaMkAnA vAdaLo gherAvavA lAgyA tyAre AkhA parivAranI rakSA temaja potAnI vaphAdArI siddha karavA mATe meM AtmahatyA karI lIdhI, paraMtu kalaMka nahIM lAgavA dIdhuM. tuM mAro putra che, mArA ujjavala kuLa-vaMzane haju vadhAre ujajavaLa karavAnuM kAma tAruM che. tuM dIkSA lIdhA pachI traNalokanA mahArAjA jinezvaradevanI sevAmAM che mATe emanA veSane pratye vaphAdAra raheje. marI jaje paraMtu bhraSTa na thato. jainazAsana-saMgha tAro ja parivAra che. tArI bhUlathI emanI niMdA na thAya eno khyAla rAkhaje.
________________ da, vairAgyanA vicAramAM masta mane kozAnA rUpamAM vaitaraNI nadI dekhAtI hatI. enuM nRtya smazAnamAM DAkaNanuM nRtya thaI rahyuM hoya evuM mane mahesUsa thatuM hatuM. enA ghareNAM phAMsInA phaMdA jevA lAgI rahyA hatA. enA hAsyamAM raDavAno avAja saMbhaLAto hato. mane lAgI rahyuM hatuM jo huM A cakkaramAM phasAI gayo to kyAMya noya nahIM rahuM. 7. mane dazavaikAlika sUtramAM batAvavAmAM AvelA agabdhana kulanA sApano khyAla Avyo, je agnimAM paDIne bhasma thavA mATe taiyAra thaI jAya che. paNa vamana karelA jherane pAchuM pItA nathI. 8. mallinAtha bhagavAne rAjAone je pramANe strInI azuci kAyAno khyAla karAvyo hato, rAjImatIe rathanemine je upadeza Apyo hato, jaMbu svAmIe potAnI ATha patnIone je daSTAMta ApyuM hatuM, te badhuM mArA dimAgamAM citra-paraMparAnI rUpamAM umaTI rahyuM hatu. 9. eka vakhatanA vAsanAnA vicAramAtrathI vIryanAza ane zArIrika-mAnasika taNAvathI je zarIra Indriya, mana ane AtmAne nukazAna thAya che tenI mane jANa hatI. mATe pratidina AvI aneka vicAradhArAothI huM mArA AtmAne surakSita banAvI deto hato, jenAthI kozAnA badhA prayatno niSphaLa jatA. siMhaguphAvAsI muni sAcce ja dhanya che Apane! ApanA bhAvone ! Apa jItI gayA ane huM hArI gayo. A pramANe badhA sthUlibhadra muninI prazaMsA karavA lAgyA. samaya potAnI gatithI vahevA lAgyo. bhavitavyatAnA yogathI jagatamAM paristhitio badalAtI rahI. e samaye 12 varSano bhayaMkara duSkALa paDyo. A akAlanAM kAraNe sAdhuone bhikSA paNa durlabha banI gaI. pariNAmasvarUpa bhUkhathI pIDita aneka muni svAdhyAya karavAmAM asamartha banatA gayA. zruta ane siddhAMtanuM vismaraNa thavA lAgyuM. mATe pATalIputra nagaramAM samasta zramaNa saMgha ekaTho thayo. je munine je sUtranuM adhyayana yAda hatuM, ene ekaThuM karavAmAM AvyuM. A pramANe zrIsaMghe maLIne agIyAra aMgonuM saMyojana karyuM. e samaye bAramAM dRSTivAdane jANavAvALA ekamAtra bhadrabAhu svAmI ja hatA, je nepALa dezamAM 'mahAprANa" dhyAna karI rahyA hatA. anya sAdhuone dRSTivAdano abhyAsa karavAne mATe zrI saMghe be munione taiyAra karIne bhadrabAhusvAmInI pAse mokalyA. e baMne munioe bhadrabAhusvAmIne praNAma karatAM kahyuM ke "gurUdeve Apane pATalIputra nagaramAM padhAravAno Adeza Apyo che." bhadrabAhu svAmIe kahyuM: "atyAre huM mahAprANa dhyAna karI rahyo chuM mATe atyAre huM tyAM nahIM AvI zakuM." e baMne munioe AvI zrIsaMgha temaja gurUdevane badhI vAta jaNAvI. bhadrabAhu svAmInA A pratyuttarane jANIne zrIsaMgha temaja gurUdeve pharIthI be ziSyone taiyAra karI bhadrabAhu svAmInI pAse
________________ mokalyA. tyAM jaIne emaNe bhadrabAhuM svAmIne pUchyuM. "jo koI saMghanI AjJA na mAnatA hoya to ene zuM karavuM joIe?" bhadrabAhu svAmIjI e kahyuM ke "saMghathI bahiSkRta karI devA joIe" e ziSyoe kahyuM "A vacanathI Apa paNa saMghanI bahAra thaI jAo cho." bhadrabAhu svAmIjIe kahyuM: "huM saMghanI AjJA zirodhArya karuM chuM paraMtu atyAre mAruM mahAprANa dhyAna cAlu hovAthI mane vadhAre avakAza nathI maLI zakato. chatAM paNa jo daSTivAdanA abhyAsane mATe je muni ahIM padhAraze. temane huM pratidina sAta vAcanA pradAna karIza. ane dhyAna samAptinI pachI vizeSa vAcanAo paNa ApI zakIza. A pramANe karavAthI mAruM kArya paNa siddha thaze ane saMghanI AjJAnuM pAlana paNa thaI zakaze. bhadrabAhu svAmIjInA vacanone sAMbhaLIne te baMne munivara atyaMta saMtuSTa thayA. emaNe jaIne saMgha temaja gurUdevane vAta batAvI. bhadrabAhu svAmInA pratyuttarane jANIne saMgha paNa prasanna thayo ane zrIsaMghe sthUlibhadra vagere pa00 munione dRSTivAda zIkhavAne mATe bhadrabAhu svAmIjInI pAse mokalyA. - bhadrabAhu svAmIjI potAnI anukULatA anusAra pratidina 7-7 vAcanAo ApavA lAgyA. paraMtu dhUlibhadra muni sivAya anya sAdhu adhyayana karatA karatA udgavigna banI anyatra cAlyA gayA. eka mAtra sthUlibhadra muni ja niSThApUrvaka adhyayanarata rahyA. ekavAra sthUlibhadranA manobhaMgane joIne bhadrabAhusvAmIe pUchyuM tame kema kheda pAmI rahyA cho? sthUlibhadrae kahyuM: "alpa vAcanAne kAraNe." bhadrabAhu svAmie kahyuM: "tuM ciMtA na kara, mAruM dhyAna lagabhaga pUrNa thavA AvyuM che. dhyAna samAptinA pachI huM tane pUrNa saMtuSTa karavAnI koziza karIza." thoDA samaya pachI bhadrabAhu svAmInuM mahAprANa dhyAna pUrNa thaI gayuM. enA pachI teo sthUlibhadrajIne ghaNI vAcanAo ApavA lAgyA. pariNAma svarUpa teo alpakALamAM dazapUrvanA jJAtA banI gayA. eka samayanI vAta che. yakSA vagere sAteya sAdhvIo potAnA bhAI thUlibhadrane vaMdana karavA mATe gurUdevanI pAse AvI ane pUchyuM "amArA bhAI muni kyAM che?" AcArya bhagavaMte kahyuM "tame AgaLa jAo, teo azokavRkSanI nIce adhyayana karI rahyA che." e sAte sAdhvIo azokavRkSanI dizAmAM AgaLa vadhI. paraMtu tyAM emaNe sthUlibhadrane badale eka siMhane beselo joyo. teo ekadama bhayabhIta thaI gayA ane tatkAla gurUdevanI pAse AvIne bolI "bhagavaMta tyAM to eka siMha beselo che. zuM A siMhe bhAImuninuM bhakSaNa to nathI karyuM ne? AcArya bhagavaMte potAnA jJAnano upayoga karIne kahyuM "kheda na karo. tamAro bhAI vidyamAna che. tame pAchA pharIthI jAo, tyAM ja tamane
________________ rUpana' zabda sAMbhaLIne hAthI vicAramAM paDI gayo. badhI vAta sAMbhaLIne te gahana ciMtanamAM DUbI gayo. tyAMja ene jAtismaraNa jJAna utpanna thayuM. potAnA pUrva bhavone tathA sahana karelA du: khone joIne e nizreSTa banIne jamIna para besI gayo. enI AMkhomAM AMsu vahevA lAgyA. ane ghora pazcAtApa karavA lAgyo. eNe vicAryuM "ThIka ja kahyuM che sunaMdAe. mohabdha banelA meM potAnA amUlya mAnavabhavanI sAthe sAthe potAnI bhavobhavanI paraMparA paNa bagADI dIdhI. sunaMdA to bhAgyazALI che jeNe kukarma karIne paNa potAnI AtmAno uddhAra karyo. huM mUDha banIne potAnA cha-cha bhava barabAda karI cUkyo chuM ane Aje jyAre mane sAcA jJAnanI prApti thaI to huM kaMI paNa karavA mATe asamartha chuM. mAruM zuM thaze? hAthInI manaHsthitine jANIne ene AzvAsana ApatAM kahyuM ke "rUpasena! ciMtA na karo. haju paNa kazuM bagaDyuM nathI. bAjI hajI paNa tamArA hAthamAM ja che. ene hAthethI na javA do. have tame tamAruM zeSa jIvana tapa, tyAga, dhyAna, sAdhanAmAM vyatIta karo. potAnA pazu avatArane gauNa karIne bhAvapUrvaka paramAtmAnuM zaraNuM svIkAra karo." A pramANe Azvasta thaIne hAthIe potAnI sUMDhathI sunaMdA sAdhvIne vaMdana karyA "dharmalAbha" kahIne sunaMdA sAdhvIjI tyAMthI cAlyA gayA. pachI te hAthI paNa e nagaranA rAjAnI hastazALAmAM rahIne daDhatApUrvaka tapa ane brahmacaryanuM pAlana karIne aMta samayamAM samAdhipUrvaka marIne AThamAM devalokamAM utpanna thayo. mAnavabhava hArIne paNa pazu bhava jItI gayo. ahIM sunaMdA sAdhvI paNa punaH ArAdhanArata thaI gayA. potAnA bhAvonA baLa para zukla dhyAna upara AruDha thaIne potAnA dhanaghAti karmone bALIne kevalI pada prApta karyuM. pRthvI talane pAvana karIne tathA bhavyajIvone bodha ApIne aMtamAM aghAti karmono paNa kSaya karI mokSa sthAnane prApta karyuM. viSa paNa mAre che ane viSaya paNa. pharaka eTalo ja che ke viSa mAtra eka vAra mAre che paraMtu viSaya to bhavobhava barabAda kare che. enA javalaMta udAharaNanA rUpamAM rUpasenanI A kathA sAMbhaLIne vartamAnamAM AdhunikatA tathA bhoga vilAsamAM raMgelA yuvaka-yuvatio sAvadhAna! rUpasena to puNyazALI hato je ene e kALamAM trikALajJAnI gurUno yoga prApta thayo. ATaluM bhaTakyA pachI rUpasenano uddhAra thayo. paraMtu apheranA vAtAvaraNamAM phasAyelA yuvaka-yuvatione mATe A samajavA jevuM che ke A paMcama kAlamAM tamAruM eTaluM puNya nathI ke tamane AvA trikALajJAnI gurUno yoga prApta thaI zake. mAtra daSTithI karavAmAM AvelA pApanA kAraNe rUpasena ane sunaMdAnI kahANIno aMta sAtamAM bhAvamAM Avyo. paraMtu tamArI viSaya vAsanAonI bhayaMkaratAno aMta 50-500-5OOO koNa jANe keTalA bhavomAM Avaze e vicAraNIya che. mATe dUrathI ja A viSaya vAsanAono tyAga karIne potAnA jIvanane durgatimAM javAthI bacAvo. (38)
________________ tirdA loka - jambudvIpa ratnaprabhA naraka pRthvInI sapATI (chata) para asaMkhya dvipa-samudra che. enA madhyabhAgamAM jambudvipa che. je eka lAkha yojana lAMbo-pahoLo temaja thALInI jema goLa AkArano che. enI cAre bAju lavaNa samudra che. jambudvipanA madhyamAM meruparvata che. A jambudvipa 6 kulaghara parvato dvArA 7 kSetromAM vibhakta che. eTale ke eka kSetra, eka parvata, eka kSetra, eka parvata e pramANe 7 kSetra ane 6 parvata AvelA che. have A badhAne ApaNe vistArapUrvaka samajIzuM. vRtta vaitADhya bharata kSetra 2. himavaMta parvata H bharatakSetra pachI himavaMta siMdhu nadI gaMgA nadI parvata Avelo che. A parvata bharatakSetrathI bamaNo che. eTale ke A parvata 1052 yojana temaja 12 kalA pahoLo temaja 100 yojana UMco che. A sonAno banelo che. AnI u52 11 phUTa che. enA madhyamAM padmadraha che. A drahathI traNa nadIo nIkaLe che. gaMgA, siMdhu, ane rohitAMzA. gaMgA-siMdhu nadI padmadrahathI nIkaLIne bharatakSetramAM vahe che. ane rohitAMzA nadI himavaMtakSetranA pazcima bhAgamAM vahe che. A drahanI devInuM nAma 'zrIdevI' che. rohitAMzA nadI rohitA nadI 1.bharata kSetra H jambudvipanA dakSiNa bhAganA aMtamAM sarvaprathama bharatakSetra che. A kSetranI dakSiNathI uttaranI tarapha pahoLAI 526 yojana temaja 6 kalA che. A kSetramAM gaMgA-siMdhu A be nadIo vahe che. A pratyeka nadI 14,000nadIonA parivArathI yukta che. A pramANe bharatakSetramAM kula 28,000 nadIo vahe che. A karmabhUmi che. ahIM 6 ArA hoya che. himavaMta kSetra padma draha 139 himavaMta parvata 3. himavaMta kSetra: himavaMta parvatanI pAse himavaMta kSetra Avelo che. A kSetra himavaMta parvatathI bamaNo che tathA bharatakSetrathI cAragaNo moTo che. eTale ke A kSetranuM mApa 2105 yojana 5 kalA che. (19 kalA = 1 yojana) A kSetranA madhyabhAgamAM vRtta vaitADhya parvata che. A kSetramAM rohitA temaja rohitAMzA A be nadIo vahe che. rohitA nadI himavaMtakSetranA pUrvabhAgane be bhAgomAM vaheMcatI pUrva lavaNasamudramAM maLe
________________ rohitA nadI (harikAMtA nadI harisalilA nadI che ane rohitAMzA nadI pazcima bhAgane be bhAgamAM vaheMcatI pazcima lavaNa samudramAM maLe che. A pratyeka nadIo 28,0OO nadIonA parivArathI yukta che. A pramANe A kSetramAM kula pada,OOO nadIo vahe che. A akarmabhUmi che. ahIM haMmezA trIjo Aro ja hoya che. 4. mahAhimavaMta parvata: himavaMta kSetranI pAse mahAhimavaMta parvata Avelo che. A parvata himavaMtakSetrathI bamaNo che. eTale ke A parvata 4210 yojana 10 kalA pahoLo temaja 200 yojana uMco che. A sonAno (harikAMtA nadI banelo che. AnI upara 8 phUTa che. enA madhyamAM mahApamadraha che. A mahApadma draha) drahathI harikAntA temaja rohitA A be nadIo nIkaLe che. rohitA nadI ja mahAhimavaMta. himavaMtakSetranA pUrva bhAgamAM vahe che. ane harikAntA nadI harivarSa kSetranA parvata pazcima bhAgamAM vahe che. A drahanI devInuM nAma "DrI devI che. 5. harivarSa kSetra : mahA himavaMta parvatanI pAse harivarSa kSetra Avelo che. A kSetra mahAhimavaMta parvatathI bamaNo che. eTale ke A kSetranuM mApa 8421 yojana 1 kalA che. A kSetranA madhyabhAgamAM vRtta vaitADhya parvata che. A kSetramAM harikAntA temaja harisalilA A be nadIo vahe che. harisalilA nadI harivarSa kSetranA pUrva bhAgane be bhAgomAM vaheMcatI pUrva harivarSa kSetra, lavaNa samudramAM maLe che ane harikAntA nadI pazcima bhAgone be bhAgomAM vaheMcatI pazcima lavaNasamudramAM maLe che. A pratyeka nadIo pa6,OOO nadIonA parivArathI yukta che. A pramANe A kSetramAM kula 1,12,OOO nadIo vahe che. A akarmabhUmi che. ahIM haMmezA bIjo Aro hoya che. 6. niSadha parvataH harivarSa kSetranI pAse niSadha parvata Avelo che. A parvata harivarSa kSetrathI bamaNo che. eTale ke A 16,84ra yojana ra kalA pahoLo temaja 400 yojana UMco che. A lAla sonAno banelo tigicchi draha che. AnI Upara 9 phUTa che. enA madhyamAM tigicchidraha che. A drahathI sitodA ane harisalilA A be nadIo nIkaLe che. harisalilA nadI niSadha parvata, harivarSa kSetranA pUrva bhAgamAM vahe che ane sItAdA nadImahAvideha kSetranA harisalilA nadI pazcima bhAgamAM vahe che. A drahanI devInuM nAma "kRti devI' che. che. mahAvideha kSetra niSadha parvatanI pAse mahAvideha kSetra Avelo che. A kSetra niSadha parvatathI bamaNo ane bharatakSetrathI causaTha (64) gaNo moTo che. A kSetranuM mApa 33,684 yojana 4 kalA 2. / sIsodA nadI
________________ 8 mujana pavana unara kura, mInA nA sInou nadI devakuru mavide che. enA madhyamAM meruparvata che. A kSetramAM sItA temaja sItodA A be nadIo vahe che. sItA nadI mahAvideha kSetranA pUrva bhAgane be bhAgomAM vahecatI pUrvalavaNa samudramAM maLe che ane sItAdA nadI mahAvideha kSetranA pazcima bhAgane be bhAgomAM vaheMcatI pazcima lavaNa samudramAM maLe che. mahAvideha kSetramAM gajadaMta parvatonI vacce devaguru ane uttara kuru AvelA che. enA sivAya A kSetramAM 32 vijaya, 12 aMtara nadIo ane 16 vakSaskAra parvata paNa che. ahIM vahetI sItA-sItAdA nadIno parivAra A pramANe che. sItA nadIno parivAra: pUrvanI 16 vijayanI 32 nadIo (gaMgA-siMdhu) pratyeka nadI 14,000nA parivAravALI hovAthI - 32414800 = 4,48,000 emAM kurukSetranI 84,000 nadIo maLavAthI = 84,000 kule nadIo = 5,32,000 A pramANe pazcima bhAgamAM vahetI sItAdA nadIno parivAra paNa 5,32,000 che. A pramANe mahAvideha kSetramAM kula 10,64,000 nadIo vahe che. A karmabhUmi che. ahIM haMmezA cotho Aro hoya che. kurukSetra akarmabhUmi che. ahIM haMmezA pahelo Aro hoya che. , 8. nIlavaMta parvataH mahAvideha kSetranI pAse nIlavaMta parvata Avelo che * nArIkAMtA nadI ) A parvatanuM mApa mahAvideha kSetrathI aDadhuM hovAthI niSadha parvata jeTaluM nIlavaMta parvato che. eTale ke A parvata 16,84ra yojana 2 kalA pahoLo tathA 400 yojana UMco che. A vaiduryaratna (harA) thI banelo che. enA madhyamAM kezarI draha che. A drahanI devInuM nAma "kIrti devI' che. A drahathI sItA . ane nArikAMtA A be nadIo nIkaLe che. sItA nadI mahAvideha kSetranA pUrva bhAgamAM vahe che. ane nArIkAMtA nadI ramyakSetranA pazcima bhAgamAM vahe che. 9. ramyakakSetra : nIlavaMta parvatanI pAse ramyakSetra Avelo che. A kSetra nIlavaMta parvatathI aDadho che. eTale ke A kSetranuM mApa 8,421 yojanA 1 kalA che. A kSetranA madhyamAM vRtta vaitADhya parvata che. A kSetramAM narakAMtA temaja nArIkAMtA A be nadIo vahe che. narakAMtA nadI kezarI sItA nadI ) narakAMtA nadI nArIkAMtA nadI 2myaka kSetra
________________ narakAMtA nadI/ ramakukSetranA pUrva bhAgane be bhAgomAM vaheMcatI pUrva lavaNa samudramAM maLe che ane nArIkAMtA nadI pazcima bhAgane be bhAgomAM vaheMcatI pazcima lavaNa samudramAM maLe che. A pratyeka nadIo pada,000 nadIonA parivArathI yukta che. A pramANe A kSetramAM kula 1,12,000nadI vahe che. A akarmabhUmi che. ahIM haMmezA bIjo Aro hoya che. 10. rukima parvataH ramyapha kSetranI pAse rukima parvata Avelo che. A ja / _kti parvata) parvata ramyakakSetrathI aDadho che. eTale ke A parvata 4,210yojana 10 kalA pahoLo tathA 200 yojana UMco che. A parvata rUpA (cAMdI)nA mahApuMDarIka draha banelo che. enA madhyamAM mahApuMDarika draha che. A drahathI narakAMtA ane pyakulA e be nadIo nIkaLe che. narakAMtA nadI ramya kSetranA pUrvabhAgamAM vahe che ane pyakulA nadI hairaNyavaMta kSetranA pazcima bhAgamAM vahe che. A drahanI devInuM nAma "buddhidevI che. 11. heraNyavaMta kSetra: rukima parvatanI pAse hairaNyavaMta kSetra Avelo suvarNakulA che. A kSetra rukimaparvatathI aDadho che. eTale ke A kSetranuM mApa 2105 yojana 5 kalA che. A kSetranA madhyabhAgamAM vRtta vaitADhya parvata che. A hairamyavaMta kSetra kSetramAM suvarNakalA ane ruppakalA A be nadIo vahe che. suvarNakalA nadI hairaNyavaMta kSetranA pUrvabhAgane be bhAgomAM vaheMcatI pUrva lavaNasamudramAM maLe che ane adhyakulA nadI pazcimabhAgane be bhAgamAM, vaheMcatI pazcima lavaNasamudramAM maLe che. A pratyeka nadIo 28,000 nadIonA parivArathI yukta che. A pramANe A kSetramAM kula 56,000nadIo vahe che. A akarmabhUmi che. ahIM haMmezA trIjo Aro hoya che. 12. zikharI parvataH hairaNyavaMta kSetranI pAse zikharI parvata Avelo che. raktavatI nadInA nadI A parvata hairaNyavaMta kSetrathI aDadho che. eTale ke enuM mApa 1,05ra yojana 12 kalA pahoLo temaja 100 yojana UMco che. A sonAno banelo che. enA madhyamAM puSkarika draha che. A drahathI traNa nadIo vahe suvarNakulA nadI che. raktA-raktavatI ane suvarNakulA nadI. suvarNakulA nadI hairaNyavaMta kSetranA pazcima bhAgamAM vahe che ane raktA-raktavatI nadIo airAvatakSetramAM vahe che. A drahanI devInuM nAma "lakSmIdevI' che. dhyakulA puNaDarIka daha/zikharI parvata
________________ 13. airAvatakSetra: zikharI parvatanI pAse ane jambudvipanA uttara bhAgamAM sarva prathama airAvata kSetra che. A kSetra zikharI parvatathI aDadho eTale ke enuM mA5 526 yojana 6 kalA che. A kSetra bharatakSetranI jevo che. A kSetramAM raktA-raktavatI A be nadIo vahe che. pratyeka nadI 14,000 nadIonA parivArathI yukta che. A pramANe A kSetramAM kula 28,000 nadIo vahe che. A karmabhUmi che. ahIM 6 ArA hoya che. A kSetra temaja parvatone ApaNe nIcenA cArTa dvArA AsAnIthI samajI zakIe chIe. kSetra ke parvatanuM nAma bharatakSetra himavaMta parvata himavaMta kSetra mahAhimavaMta parvata harivarSa kSetra niSadha parvata mahAvideha kSetra nilavaMta parvata ramyak kSetra rukima parvata | auraNyavaMta kSetra zikharI parvata | airAvata kSetra | kula mApa yojana-kalA para6.6 1052.12 2105.5 4 33684.4 16842.2 4210.1 8 mahApadma draSa 8421.1 16 | risalilA-harikAMtA 16842.2 32 8421.1 4210.1 2105.5 khaMDa vahetI nadI athavA * drahanI vrahanuM nAma devI 1052.12 1 | gaMgA-siMdhu 2 padmadraha para6.6 jambudvIpanA mukhya padArtha, tigicchi draha 64 | sItA-sItodA 32 | kezarI draha 16 | narakAMtA-nArIkAMtA 8 | mahApuMDarIka draha 4 | suvarNakulA-ruppakulA 2 | puNDarIka draha 1 rohitA-rohitAMzA 1,00,000 | 190 raktA-raktavatI 14,000 x 2 = zrI devI | sonAno / 100 yojana UMco 28,000 x 2 = ThThI devI | sonAno | 2800 yojana UMco nadIono parivAra tathA parvatanuM varNana temaja uMcAI 56,000 x 2 = dhRti devI | lAla sonAno / 400 yojana UMco 5,32,000 x 2 = kirti devI | vai uryaratna (harA) / 400 yojana UMco 56,000 x 2 = | buddhi devI | rupAno / 200 yojana UMco raktavatI nadI 28,000 x 2 = lakSmI devI | sonAno / 100 yojana UMco 14,000 x 2 = - 143 raktA nadI airAvata kSetra kula 28,000| 56,000 1,12,000 10,64,000 1,12,000 56,000 28,000 14,56,000
________________ (11) senApatiratna - gaMgA-siMdhunA kinAre 4 khaMDa jIte che. (12) gRhapatiratna - gharanI rasoI vageremAM kAma Ave che. (13) vardhakI (suthAra) ratna - ghara banAve che tathA vaitADhya parvatanI guphAmAM umagnA temaja nimagnA nadI upara pula bAMdhe che. = (14) strIratna - atyaMta adbhuta rupavatI strI cakravartIne bhogavAM yogya hoya che. (noTa H- suMdarIA bharatanI strI ratna nahotI. bharatacakrInI strI ratna nami-vinamInI bahena subhadrA hatI. strIratna marIne avazya chaThThI narakamAM jAya che. suMdarI to mokSamAM gaI che.) 14 ratnomAMthI cakra, chatra, daNDa temaja khaDga A 4 ratna AyudhazAlAmAM utpanna thAya che. carma, maNi temaja kAkINI ratna rAjabhaMDAramAM utpanna thAya che. senApati, gRhapati, purohita temaja suthAra A ratna rAjadhAnImAM utpanna thAya che. strIratna rAjakulamAM utpanna thAya che. hastI temaja azvaratna vaitADhya parvatanI pAse utpanna thAya che. cakravartInI pakhaMDa sAdhanA: utkRSTa puNyanA yogathI jIva cakravartInI padavI prApta kare che. yogya kALamAM cakraratnanI utpatti pachI cakravartI divijayane mATe jAya che. tyAre prathama khaMDathI cothA khaMDamAM javA mATe vaitADhya parvatanI 50 yojana lAMbI tamistrA nAmanI guphAno dvAra daRsratnathI khole che: hAthInA mastaka upara maNiratna hovAthI guphA prakAzita bane che. guphAnI divAla upara cakravartI kAkINI ratnathI maMDalanuM Alekhana 11 yojananA AMtare kare che. A maMDalano prakAza 1 yojana sudhI phelAya che. jenAthI A guphA cakravartInA samayamAM sadA sUryanI samAna prakAzita rahe che. tyAMthI cothA (4) khaMDamAM jaIne cakravartI mlecchonI sAthe bhayaMkara yuddhamAM vijaya prApta kare che. gaMgA-siMdhu nadInA bIjA kinAre rahelA 2,3,5,6 khaMDane cakravartInA AdezathI senApati jItIne Ave che. A pramANe cha khaMDa jItIne cothA (4) khaMDamAM rahelA ratnamaya RSabhakUTa upara potAnuM nAma lakhavA jAya che paraMtu RSabhakUTa upara nAma lakhavAnI jagyA na hovAthI bIjAonuM nAma bhUMsIne potAnuM nAma lakhe che. bharatacakrIne e samaye atizaya duHkha thayuM ke bhaviSyamAM banavAvALA cakravartI mAruM nAma miTAvI deze. mATe emanI AMkhomAM pANI AvI gayuM. nAma lakhIne khaMDaprapAtA nAmanI vaitADhya parvatanI bIjI guphAthI pharIthI madhyakhaMDamAM Ave che. A guphAmAM paNa maMDalanuM Alekhana kare che. madhya khaMDane jItatAM jItatAM jyAre gaMgA temaja lavaNa samudranA saMgama sthAna rUpa mAgadha tIrtha upara Ave che. e samaye cakravartInA puNyathI AkarSita nava-nidhAna pAtAla mArge thaIne cakravartInI rAjadhAnImAM Ave che. cakravartInA 14 ratna, nava nidhAna temaja 147
________________ aThThama tapa dvArA ArAdhita deva vagere satata sevAmAM hAjara rahe che. cakrInA zAsanakAla sudhI tamistrI temaja khaMDa prapAtA guphAonA dvAra khullA rahe che. jayAre cakravartI dIkSA le che ke mRtyu prApta kare che tyAre punaH nidhio vagere sva-sthAnamAM cAlI jAya che. cakravartInI kaddhiH cakravartInI pAse 14 ratno hoya che. pratyeka ratna upara 1-1 hajAra devatA adhiSThita hoya che temaja baMne bhujAo 2000devothI adhiSThita hoya che. kula 16,000deva hamezAM sevAmAM hAjara hoya che. 32,000 mukuTabaddha rAjA, 64,000 strIo, 9 nidhio, 72,OOO zreSThanagara, 84 lAkha hAthI, 84 lAkha ghoDA, 84 lAkha ratha, 96 kroDa grAma temaja 6 khaMDanA e mAlika hoya che, ( navanidhiyomAM vividha zAstra temaja cakrIne bhogavA yogya AbhAra. mere sarvazreSTha vastuo hoya che. ATalI RddhivAlA cakravartI jo saMsArano tyAga kare to mokSa ke vaimAnika devalokamAM jAya che. nahIMtara A Rddhi emane narakagAmI banAve che. A cauvisamAM 8 cakravartI mokSamAM gayA, 2 cakravartI sanakumAra ane maghavA trIjA devalokamAM gayA, tathA subhUma temaja brahmadatta A be cakravartI sAtamI narakamAM gayA. cakrInuM sainya jayAre paDAva nAMkhe che tyAre ja mAMgulathI 12 yojana jagyA roke che. cakravartInI senAne mATe tyAM haMmezA 10 lAkha maNa mIThuM temaja 4 kroDa maNa anAja pAke che. dasa-dasa hajAra gAyavALA kula 1 kroDa gokula hoya che. mahAvideha kSetro, mahAvideha kSetranA mukhya padArtha H meruparvata, deva-kuru, uttarakuru, bhadrazAla vana, 16 vakSaskAra, 12 aMtarnadI, 32 vijaya, 4 gajadaMta parvata pratyeka vijayamAM bharatakSetranI jema cha khaMDa, vaitADhaye parvata temaja gaMgA-siMdhu ke rakta-raktavatI nadIthI vibhAjIta che. mahAvideha kSetranA madhyamAM meruparvata che. niSadha parvatanI pAse be gajadata parvata nIkaLIne merune sparza kare che. A be parvatonI vacceno kSetra devakuru che. temaja nIlavaMta parvatanI pAse be Iiii S vajha s Faizaz 21/201718 kAna nakI karIne eka sItA nadI SE: 15:140 | Sahjo ! A vijaya B vakSaskAra parvata vijaya D antarnAdI E jagati F vana : AAAAdhi , tigicchi dra 148)
________________ tIrtha: bharatakSetramAM gaMgA-siMdhu be nadIo che. A nadIonA lavaNa samudranI sAthe saMgamasthAnane tIrtha kahe che. gaMgAnuM saMgama sthAna mAgadha tIrtha temaja siMdhunuM saMgamasthAna prabhAsa tIrtha che. baMnenA vacce varadAma nAmanuM tIrtha che. bharatakSetranI jema airAvata temaja batrIsa vijayomAM paNa traNa-traNa tIrtha hovAthI jaMbudvipamAM kula 3483 =102 tIrtha che. chappana antarlIpanuM svarUpaH laghu hiMmavata temaja zikharI parvatanA pUrva temaja pazcima kinArAthI 2-2 dADhAo lavaNa samudra tarapha nIkaLe che. A pramANe kula 8 dADhAo che. 1-1 dADhAmAM 7-7 dviIpa hovAthI 88 7 = pa6 aMtardIpa kahevAya che. A dvIpomAM asaMkhyAta varSanA AyuSyavALA yugalika rahe che. samudranI aMdara hovAthI A dvIpane aMtarlIpa kahevAya che. vidhAdhara rAjAonA sthAna tathA Abhiyogika devonA sthAnaH bharata-airAvata temaja 32 vijayonA maLI kula 34 dIrgha vaitADhya che. A pacAsa (50) yojana pahoLA temaja 25 yojana UMcA cAMdInA banelA che. nIcethI 10yojana upara gayA pachI baMne tarapha 10-10 yojana sapATa bhUmi che. emAM uttara zreNI temaja dakSiNa zreNInA nagaromAM vidyAdhara rAjA rAjaya kare che. hajI AgaLa 10yojana gayA pachI tyAM paNa 10-10 10 yojana | yojananI sapATa bhUmi che. A bIjI mekhalA che. ahIM Abhiyogika deva rahe che. emanI paNa uttara-dakSiNa dizAomAM be zreNI che. A pramANe pratyeka vaitADhya upara 2 vidyAdharanI temaja 2 Abhiyogika devonI kula 4 zreNIo che. mATe pUrA jaMbudvIpamAM mahAvidehanI 32 temaja bharata tathA airAvata kSetranI maLIne kula 3484=134 zreNIo che. 10Ajana 10yojana Both h AbhivAMka devanuM sthAna 10 vAna - +91 vidyAdhara ke nagara 10 vAta -h 10AjanA - 50- thoja vINelA motI je potAnA puNyathI paNa vadhAre apekSA rAkhe tene asamAdhi thayA vinA nathI rahetI. je potAnA puNyathI adhika na Icche teo samAdhimAM jIve che ane je potAnuM puNya jeTaluM che tenI paNa apekSA na rAkhe teo parama samAdhimAM magna rahe che.
________________ jambudvIpanA 635 zAzvata jina caitya zAzvata caityanuM svarUpa: badhA zAzvata maMdira ratna, suvarNa temaja maNIonA banelA che. A maMdira ochAmAM ochA 4 ki.mI. lAMbA che. A maMdironA pUrva-uttara temaja dakSiNa A traNa dizAomAM moTA-moTA traNa daravAjA hoya che. maMdiranA madhyamAM pAMcaso dhanuSa vistRta maNImaya pIThikA che. enI upara 500 dhanuSa lAMbo pahoLo devachaMdaka che. enI upara cAre dizAomAM 27-27 pratimAjI maLIne 108 pratimAjI che. tathA traNa daravAjAmAM 1-1 caumukhajI hovAthI 344=12 pratimAjI che. kula eka caityamAM 108+12=120 pratimAjI che. A badhI pratimAjI utsedhAMgulathI 500 dhanuSanI che. pratimAjInuM varNana : A mUrtionA nakha aMka (sapheda ratna) temaja lAla ratnanI chAMTavALA che. hAtha-paganA taLIyAM, nAbhi, zrI vatsa, stanAgra temaja tAlu tapta (lAla) suvarNamaya che. dADhI temaja mUchanA vALa riSTa (kALA) ratnonA che. hoTha vidruma (lAla) ratnonA che. temaja nAsikA lAla ratnothI yukta suvarNamaya che. bhagavAnanA cakSu lAla ratnonI chAMTavALA aMka ratnonA che. kIkI, AMkhanI pAMpaNa, keza temaja bhramara riSTaratnamaya che. zIrSaghaTikA vajramaya tathA zeSa aMga suvarNamaya che. pratyeka pratimAjInI pAchaLa 1-1 chatradhAriNI, baMne tarapha najIkamAM be-be cAmaradhAriNI temaja sanmukha vinayathI jhukelI 2 yakSanI pratimA, caraNa sparza karatI 2 bhUtanI pratimA temaja hAtha joDelI be kuMDadhArI pratimAo che. pratyeka biMbanI sAme eka ghaMTa, eka padhAnI, caMdanano kaLaza, jhArI, darpaNa, thALI, chatra, cAmara tathA dhvajA vagere vastuo rahe che. A pramANe A zAzvata maMdira ati adbhuta che. (1) bharatakSetra jambudvIpamAM 635 zAzvata maMdira A pramANe che. enA madhyamAM vaitADhya parvata che. enA 9(nava) zikhara che. pUrva tarapha prathama zikhara upara tathA gaMgA-siMdhu A nadInA prapAta kuMDamAM kula bharatakSetramAM kula - 3 zA.zai. X 120 pratimA = 360 pratimA 152 1 zA.zai. 2 zA.zai. 3 zA.zai.
________________ - 16 - 117 16 vakSaskAranA citra-vicitra yamaka-samakanA 200 kaMcanagirinA merunA draha gajadetanA parvata temaja nadI sivAyanA zA.. zAlmalI vRkSanA jambu vRkSanA sItA-sItodA kuNDanI pAse kurukSetranA drahanA - 117 - 200 - 25 - 4 - 299 kula kula - 246 parvatanI upara kula zAzvata caitya - 299 mahAnadInA kuMDanA zAzvata caMtya - 90 parvata sivAyanA zAzvata caitya - 246 kula zAzvata caitya upa kyAre zuM bolavuM? jinamaMdiranuM zikhara/dhvajA dekhAya tyAre: namo niNANe bolavuM joIe. maMdiramAM jeTalA paNa bhagavAna hoya temane : namo jiNANuM bolavuM joIe. anya jainettara vyakti (nona jena) maLe tyAre : jaya jinendra bolavuM joIe. gurU mahArAja maLe tyAre : mAthu namAvIne mayUeNa vaMdAmi bolavuM joIe. rAtre gurU bhagavaMtane : trikAla vaMdana kahevuM joIe. gharathI bahAra jatI vakhate : 3 navakAra avazya gaNavA joIe. potAnAthI koI bhUla thaI jAya tyAre : micchAmi dukkaDam bolavuM joIe. gurU bhagavaMta jyAre ApaNane AjJA Ape tyAre : hA jI athavA tahatti kahevuM joIe. gurU bhagavaMtathI vidAya letI vakhate : sukha zAtA meM rahejo. bolavuM joIe. koI zAtA pUche tyAre : deva-gurU pasAya. bolavuM joIe. 15)
________________ zAstrAnusAra aMgulanA traNa prakAra 1. pramANAMgula: zrI RSabhadeva prabhunA aMgula (khudanA aMgulathI emanA dehamAna 120 aMgula hatA.) 2. utsedhAMgula : zrI mahAvIra svAmInA aMgulathI aDadhA (vIra prabhunA dehamAna potAnA aMgulathI 84 aMkulanA hatA.) 3. AtmAMgula: koI paNa kALamAM koI paNa vyaktinA potAnA aMgulanA mApa. zAstramAM pRthvI Adi zAzvata padArthomAM je mApa ApyA che, te pramANAMgulathI batAvyA che ane zarIra AdinI UMcAI utsedhAMgulathI batAvavAmAM AvI che. utsedhAMgula thI pramANAMgula 400 gaNo vadhAre moTo che. utsedhAMgulathI RSabhadeva tathA vIra prabhunI kAyA H RSabhadeva prabhunA 120 aMgulano utsedhAMgula banAvavA mATe 400thI guNAkAra karavo. 120 x 400=48000. tene dhanuSa banAvavA mATe 96thI bhAMgI devAthI 500 dhanuSanI kAyA Ave che. vartamAna kAlIna mApanI samaja : vartamAna kAlIna aMgula lagabhaga utsedhAMgula jeTaluM che. mATe zAzvata padArthonA vartamAna kAlIna mApa nikALavA mATe 400thI guNajo. jeno guNAMka nimnAnusAra che. zAzvata padArthonA 1 yojana zAzvata padArthonA 4 gAu zAzvata padArthonA 12 ki.mI. = = = vartamAna kAlIna 400 yojana vartamAna kAlIna 1600 gAu vartamAna kAlIna 4800 ki.mI. 158
________________ zrI vizvatAraka ratnatrayI vidhA rAjitaM trivarSIya jainijama korsa khaMDa 2 Total 120 Marks opana-buka parIkSA patra noMdha: nAma, saranAmuM Adi bharIne javAba lakhavAnuM prAraMbha karo. 2. badhA praznonA uttara, uttara patramAM ja lakho. 3. uttara svayaM potAnI mehanatathI pustakamAMthI zodhI kADho. 4. potAnA zrAvakapaNAnI rakSA mATe nakala mAravAnI corInA pApathI baco. 5. javAba cokhkhA akSarothI lakho tathA pustakanI phAInala parIkSA samaye uttara patranI sAthe saMlagna karI do. 1. saMskAronAM jaDa rUpamAM 2. potAnI patnI sAthe. 3. 4. prabhu samavasaraNamAM 5. navamAM devalokanA devonuM zarIra. 6. jIvanarUpI sikkAnuM bIju pAsu 7. 72000 nagaranA mAlika 8. paramAdhAmI deva marIne.. 9. neminAtha prabhunA chadmastha kAla 10. bharata kSetranA 11. sAMpAtika jIvonI rakSA 12. urdhvalokamAM meruparvata... pra. A rikta sthAnonI pUrti karo. (Fill in the blanks) : nuM jJAna che. e 32 varSanI bharayuvAnImAM brahmacarya vrata svIkAryuM. || zrI mohanakhaDA tIrtha maNDana AdinAthAya namaH| II zrI rAjendra-dhana-bhUpendra-yatIndra-vighAcandra sUri gurubhyo namaH| lekhikA sA.zrI maNiprabhAzrIjI ma.sA. 3. ekendriyanI kAryasthiti 4. 5. krodhanI AgaLa bhadrazAla vananI 8 dizAomAM 6. 7. 8. caMdrane joIne jema cakora harSita thAya che, tema ja sunaMdAne joIne ne vaMdana kare che. hAtha uMcu hoya che. che. hoya che. manuSyanA rupamAM utpanna thAya che. divasano hato. nA madhya khaMDamAM tIrthaMkarano janma thAya che. nA upayogathI thAya che. yojana che. pra.B sAco javAba pasaMda karIne lakho. (Choose the right Answer) : 12 Marks (25/ra deza, karikUTa, anaMta, prema, bhImA, asaMkhya, 63000 kevalajJAna, 32000 deza, janma, kAgaDA, 84, samyagdarzana, vicAra bheda, 80, svabhAva bheda, vedikA, kSamA, haraNa, karmabhUmi) 1. sthUlibhadrajInuM nAma . cauvIsI sudhI yAda raheze. 2. dharma karavA mATe yogya kSetra che. utsarpiNI-avasarpiNI che. e maMdira nirmANanA kArya mATe satata paisAnuM dAna karyuM. batAvIne tame dila jItI zako cho. 159 12 Marks nA pachI ja devatA samavasaraNanI racanA kare che. pAgala thaI gayo. deva AgaLa 25-25 yojana jotA-jotA bharatakSetra sudhI AvI jAya che. che.
________________ 12 Marks 9. vAjIMtronA madhura avAjamAM ........... e raMgamAM bhaMga karyo. 10. nava raiveyakanA eka vimAnamAM................... caitya che. 11. ........... hovAne kAraNe zabdomAM mIThAza nathI AvatI. 12. somanasa thI bhadrazAla vana..................yojana nIce che. pra. mane oLakho. (Who am I): 1. mArI artha che vAtAvaraNanI zuddhithI jIva mAtranuM maMgala thAo. 2. meM mArI putravadhune tenI mAtAnI yAda apAvI. 3. sukha mAtra mArAmAM ja che. 4. mArA madhya bhAgamAM mahA-padmadraha che. 5. meM AbunA derAsaranA nirmANanA vidga nivAravA mATe aThThama tapa karyuM hatuM. 6. huM jIvonI hiMsA karAvavAvALo chuM, jene nemi prabhue paNa dhikkAryo che. 7. huM lAla sonAno banelo chuM. 8. mArI preraNAthI jIva mokSanI prApti mATe samavasaraNamAM padhAre che. 9. huM gaMgA nadI ane lavaNa samudranuM saMgama sthAna chuM. 10. meM mArA diyarane mArA jeThanI aMtima IcchA yAda karAvI. 11. mAruM vimAna aDadhI mosaMbInA AkAra jevuM che. 12. pitAnA mRtyu pachI rAjAe mane maMtrI pada ApyuM. 10 Marks pra.) sAcA joDakA banAvo. (Match the following) :1. kezarI draha tIrthakara nAmakarma 2. caMdesu nimmalayarA 92, 19, 25, 925 3. gurukula priyamatI 4. meru parvata bhUminuM samIkaraNa 5. aparAjita 25 zvAsocchavAsa 6. brahmaloka kalpopapanna 7. daSTharatna 25 zAzvata caitya 8. sAmAyika rupa 9 AraNa kIrti devI 10. aSTApada saMgItakalA
________________ pra.E praznonAM uttara lakho. (Write the answers of the follwing.): 1. sAmAyikamAM zuM-zuM nA karavuM joIe ? 2. devalokanI pratimAjI zAzvata kema hoya che. ? 3. mokSAe potAnI sAsumAMnuM dila jItavA mATe zuM-zuM karyuM ? jagaDe potAnA pAMca ratnono upayoga kyAM karyo ? 4. 5. akarmabhUmi kone kahevAya che ? 6. sAteya bhavamAM rUpasenanI mRtyu kevI rIte thaI ? pra.F akSara amArA uttara tamArA. (Complete the following table.) :1. yakSadizAnA bhAInuM nAma jayaNAnA jamAInA nAnA bhAInuM nAma 2. 3. cakravartInA eka ratnanuM nAma ......... 4. saMyukta parivAramAM ........... sahana karavA chatAM paNa ApaNe surakSita chIe. 5. cakravartI dIkSA na le to bane che. ......... 6. naMda rAjA 7. nRpadeva siMhanA pitAnuM nAma.. 8. trIjA bhavamAM rAjImatIno jIva nI durbuddhi jANato nahoto. hato. che. nI suMdara ArAdhanA karAvavI joIe. che. rAjA rAjya kare che. samabhUtalA thI 884 yojana upara 9. 10. sAmAyika maMDalamAM 11. caturdaza pUrvadhara muninuM nAma 12. dakSiNa zreNInA nagaromAM 13. narakanI eka vedanA... 14. saMprati mahArAjAe 36000.... 15. "te dharma cakravartIne' A zabdano artha ........ 161 baMdhAvyA. che. ||3 tA 2 . 2 ba E|||s | F | G | ta 12 Marks 15 Marks
________________ sUtra, artha tathA kAvya vibhAga: pra.pta 1. gAthA pUrNa karo. 10 Marks 1)nIce ApelA M.P.S. zabdamAM eka gAthAnA akSaro vikharAyelA che. A akSarone kAnA mAtrA lagAvIne gAthA taiyAra karo. ra. va u 55 sa 2) 3) 4) 5) ta Na ca sa khaMDa-2 kAvya vibhAga : A 1. prabhu 2. savi da a siddhe bho nisyaMkiya.. .......ho, kA... gaNa. a. kkha ta la pUrNa karo. Complete the following. vaMdana karuM. rahuM ha jja .vaikkato. .dukkaDaM. a jAmana pra.G badhAno prathama akSara maLavAthI eka bhagavAnanuM nAma bane che. 1. cakravartI.. phUTa para potAnuM nAma lakhe che. khaMDa jIte che. 2. cakravartI.. 3. 162 ma ro thI maLyuM tIrthaMkara pada 4. 8 mAM devalokanA upara.... nuM gamanAgamana thatuM nathI. 5. sthApanAcAryajInI paDilehananA 13 bolamAMthI eka bola...... eka bhagavAnanuM nAma.. sa sa na ma tiSaM guttIrNa... artha lakho. write the meaning of the following. 1. aIyAro kao 2. savvasa vi devasia 3. kAya-dukkaDAe 4. terahameM abhyAkhyAna. sa na ma 4 Marks 5 Marks 3 Marks
________________ 3 Marks 3 Marks B caityavaMdana pUrNa karo. complete the following. 1. sahu ........... vaMdana (ka) zaraNe ......... khAya. 2. kuzala ............ kulabhANa (ka) prabhu........... dahIe. zala usi sel. Complete the following. 1. sarvajJa ............. sukhakAritA (ka) pAsa ......... bhAvejI. 2. jaza ............ jANe (ka) vizvasena .............. zubhaMkara. 20194 y si sel. Complete the following. 1. ahi ......... haranArA (ke) tu ............ jhola-jhola re. 2. nAtha .......... dulArA (ke) duHkha ........... amArI. D caityavaMdananI vidhi lakho. 3 Marks 2 Marks 3 Marks 3 Marks 3 Marks khaMDa-3 kAvya vibhAga: A yei szi. Complete the following. 1. kyAre ............ banuM. 2. koI................. huM banuM. B caityavaMdana pUrNa karo. complete the following. 1. charI ............ seve (ka) siddhAratha ......... gAyo. 2. bIjApurane ............ pIra (ka) daza ........... rAjulanAra. c stuti lakho. Write the following. 1. zrI nemi.......... ujamAla (ka) dAna ............ bhAvijejI. 2. ati ........... bhAse (ka) karuNArasa ........... khANI. D stavana pUrNa karo. complete the following. 1. pazu ........... ANI (ka) mahAvIra ........ mAre. 2. ogaNIsa ....... sahakArI (3) jharamara .......... aMga. E calcul. Write the following. 1. trIjI vAra namutthaNe Ave tyAMthI devavaMdananI vidhi pUrNa karo. 3 Marks 2 Marks
________________ zrI vizvatAraka ratnatrayI vidhA rAjita " zrI raMjana-enapatIna vAmana mura nAnI nAnI | zrI mohanakhetra nIce mana AdinAthAya nama: // // zrI rAjendra-dhana-bhUpendra yatIndra-vidyAnna mUri gukhya namaH | lekhikA | sA.zrI maNiprabhAzrIjI ma.sA. trivargIya nijama korsa khaMDa 2 | opana-buka parIkSA patra vidyArthInuM nAma, vidyArthInuM saranAmuM tathA phona naM. uMmara _rola naM. mULa vatana - seMTaranuM nAma tathA saranAmuM pra.A : pra.B: 0 na **************************** 0 ja cha che ja 5 da m 0 6 0 0 10 11 12 12 pra.C: pra.D: Om owne 8 da ja che , 11 p. 1 2
________________ pra.E: 1 2 3 4 5 pra.F: 1 7 10....... 13........ 2 5 8 11........ 14 3 E ra 12....... 15........
________________ pra.H-1 B 2 1 2 1 pra.G: 1 4 9 1 2 2 3 khaMDa-2 kAvya vibhAgaH A 1 4 5 2 (1) (e) (2) (4) 2 5 bhagavAnanuM nAma H-. 166 3
________________ TURNING DREAMS IN TO REALITY Physical Level nA DokTara, nA moMghI davAo, nA hospITala, nA jhaharIlI suMdara ane svastha zarIra mATe apanAvo Tainijama korsanA sUcana Mental Level JAINISM IS WORKING ON FOUR LEVELS... prAptamAM asaMtoSa ane aprAptanI lAlaca mAnavanA badhAja du: khonuM kAraNa che. A du:khone dUra karavAno IlAja che jainijama. Social Level jainijama korsa pUrNa karyA bAda prApta pramANapatra thI tame samAjamAM gauravapUrNa sthAna prApta karI zakazo. Spiritual Level jainijama korsanA zubha kiraNo tame tamArA AtmAnI sAthe-sAthe bIjA aneka AtmAone paNa prakAzano prazasta rasto batAvavAmAM samartha banazo. mATe vidhArthI banavAthI nA Daro, nA bhAgo phakta jAgo... jAgo jaino jAgo jainijama korsa tarapha bhAgo... jainijama korsanI parIkSA eka paricaya 0 15 thI 45 varSanA zrAvaka-zrAvikA bhAga laI zakaze. * vidyArthI banavA Icchuka puNyazAlI mukhya kAryAlaya thI saMparka kare ane najIkanA senTara thI pravezapatra prApta karI zake che. * jainijama korsanA vidyArthI banavA mATe 51/- rU|. jamA karAvIne pravezaphorma ane prathama varSanA korsanI 2 pustako meLavI levA. * semesTara sisTamanA hisAbathI eka varSamAM ardhavArSika ane vArSika parIkSA jAnyuArInA prathama athavA dvitIya ravivAra ane julAInA prathama athavA dvitIya ravivAre thaze. * vArSika parIkSA pachI navA vidyArthIone praveza ApavAmAM Avaze. * parIkSA samaya pustakanI sAthe Apela opanabuka javAba pustikAne bharIne sAthe lAvavI ane mukhya parIkSAnI javAba pustikAnI sAthe bhegI karIne senTara upara jamA karAvavI. * kula 100% mArkasa mAM opanabuka parIkSAnA 40% mArkasa ane mukhya parIkSAnA 60% mArkasa raheze. * korsa joInTa karavAvALA vidyArthIne prativarSa pramANapatra ane protsAhana puraskAra ApavAmAM Avaze. AnI vistRta jANakArI vidyArthInA silebasa bukathI meLavI le. pratinighi kevI rIte banazo ? karaNa-karAvaNane anumodana sarakhAM phaLa nighajAyA... jo Apa vidyArthI banIne pote korsa na karI zako to ApanA erIyAmAM jainijama korsano pracAra karIne jainijamamAM vidhArthI banAvI emanuM pratinidhitva saMbhALo... pratinidhi banavA Icchuka puNyazALI mukhya kAryAlayathI pratinidhi keTalaoNga prApta karI pratinidhinA badhAMja kartavyo samajIne tadanusAra vidhArthI banAve ane vidhArthI phorma-buka Adi praveza sAmagrI mukhya kAryAlayathI prApta karavI. hajAro evorDa che A AkAzanI nIce, jarA eka najara A tarapha paNa karo... je senTaramAM 50 vidyArthI parIkSA Ape, te senTaranA pratinidhine silvarameDala thI, je senTaramAM 100 vidhArthI parIkSA Ape, te senTaranA pratinidhine golDameDala thI, je senTaramAM 150 vidyArthI athavA tenAthI vadhAre parIkSA Ape, te senTaranA pratinidhine DAyamaMDameDala thI, zrI vizvatAraka ratnatrayI vidyArAjita dvArA saMcAlita zibiromAM vizeSa atithinA rUpamAM bolAvIne meDalo dvArA sanmAnita karavAmAM Avaze. parIkSA saMbaMdhI badhIja jANakArI mukhya kAryAlaya : 022 65500387 thI prApta karo.
________________ TEles old (rAga: agara tuma mila jAo...) jainijama korsa ko vizva-vyApI banAyeMge, " prabhu vIra ke saMdezoM se jina zAsana mahakAyeMge... | hama hai mahAvIra ke anuyAyI, cAhe digambara, zvetAmbara, jina zAsana para kaSTa paDe to, kara deMge jIvana nyochAvara, gaccha ke bheda bhale hI ho, mana meM hama bheda na lAyeMge... | jainijama korsa.... ll1II jaina dharma ke AcAroM ko, jainAcAra se jAneMge, vidhi jayaNA bahumAna se, prabhu bhakti kareMge, deva-guru dharma ko jAnakara, samakita kA dIpa pragaTAveMge... - jenima korsa.... ITI vastro meM ho zIla maryAdA, ahIM nArI kI suMdaratA, lajA vinaya saMskAra binA, jUhI hai sArI pavitratA, sItA-mayaNA ke Adarza se Indian culture apanAyeMge jainijama korsa.... llall prabhu kI vANI ke marma ko, sUtra artho se jAneMge, stuti stavana ke gAna se, prabhu kI bhakti kareMge, prabhu kI kSAyika prIti se, siddha svarupa pragaTAyeMge... | jainijama korsa.... III jinake raga-raga meM prabhu bhakti kA, hai siMdhu laharAtA, kaSTa Aye lAkha phira bhI, jinhoMne dharma na choDA apanA, vastupAla jaise mahApuruSoM kI, rAha ko hama apanAyeMge... jainijama korsa.... lull naraka kI vedanA ko jAna, pApoM ko choDa deMge hama, rAtrI bhojana, jamInakaMda aura bAsI na khAyeMge hama, cauda rAjaloka ke jJAna se, jIva ke prati maitrI lAyeMge... jainijama korsa.... llll jenijama meM maNiprabhAzrIjI, esI bhAvanA karate hai, padmanaMdI saMga samarpita parivAra, prabhu se prArthanA karate hai, aham maiyA kI kRpA pAkara, jJAna kI jyoti jalAyeMge jainijama korsa ko vizva vyApI banAyeMge... IIoll 16 ' jainamuM grAphIksa amadAvada 1 Eug1466, dau8 pa1730

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zrI vizvavAraka ranatrayI vidyA rAjid trivarSIya jaivijaya korsa khaMDa-2 khaMDa-9 os 2002 nI Nidha , khaMDa-8 ma khaDa-7 sarve jIvo mokSe jAo khaMDa-6 vizva khaMDa-5 khaMDa-4 kAnajama kausa. khaMDa-3 khaMDa-2 lekhikA : sA. kSaNaprabhA zrI khaMDa-1

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WELCOME JAINISM to zrI vizvatAraka ratnatrayI vidyA rAjita nathI 30/ jo mose jAo allleg nainijama vidhA korsa jivaM jainijama divya AzIrvAda dAtA H 5.pU.rASTrasaMta ziromaNI gacchAdhipati AcAryadeveza zrImadvijaya hemendrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. lekhikA : sAmaNiprabhAzrI jemAM AnaMda che, paNa saMkleza nahIM... jemAM mastI che, paNa parAdhInatA nathI... jemAM prasannatA che, paNa pApa nathI... jemAM sukha che, paNa lAcArI nathI... jemAM tAjagI che paNa gulAmI nathI... AjanI zikSA praNAlIe vidyArthIonI zikSAno mahala to ghaNo moTo, uMco ane bhavya banAvyo, paNa enAmAM saMskAranI nisaraNIno abhAva che. nisaraNI vagara mahalanI uparano mALa nakAmo che. A nisaraNI banAvavAno ekamAtra AdhAra che jainijama korsa... AvAM keTalAM nAnA-nAnA gAmaDAo che ke jyAM koI sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto pahoMcI zakatA nathI athavA cAturmAsa nathI thatA. bhAratabharanA AvA nAnA-moTA badhAM ja gAmaDAomAM Ano pracAra karIne ghara-gharamAM ghaTa-ghaTamAM samyaktvano dipaka jalAvIne mokSAbhimukha karIne, anaMta-AnaMdano sAco mArga-darzana karAvIe... saphaLatAnI cAvI jainijama pAse che... jainijamanI dareka pustakamAM ToTala pAMca vibhAga che. zuM tame tamArA jIvanane paramAtmAe batAvela mArgAnusAra zuddha kriyA dvArA unnati karavA mAMgo cho...??? to juo prathama vibhAga kriyA zuddhi zuM tame tamArA jIvanane svarga jevuM suMdara banAvIne maitrI sarovaramAM taravA mAMgo cho...??? to tamArA jIvanamAM utAro dvitIya vibhAga sukhI parivAranI cAvI zuM tame gaNadhara racita sUtra-artha dvArA ApanA karmamaLane dhoIne prabhubhakti thI Atma zuddhi karavA mAMgo cho...??? to kaMThastha karo tRtIya vibhAga sUtra-artha ane kAvya vibhAga zuM tame mahApuruSonA padminhoM para cAlIne mahApuruSanI jema amara banavA mAMgo cho...??? to vAMco cotho vibhAga Adarza jIvana caritra zuM tame jIva-vicAra, nava tattva, karmagraMthAdi tattvone vAto-vAtomAM zIkhavA mAMgo cho...??? to zIkho... pAMcamo vibhAga tattvajJAna

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333333333333333333333330 || zrI mohanakheDA tIrtha maNDana AdinAthAya namaH / / || zrI rAjendra-dhanacandra-bhUpendra-yatIndra-vighAcandra sUri gurubhyo namaH II zrI viSratAraka ratnatrayI vighA rAjita trivarSIya jainijama korsa khaMDa 2 natrayI vizvanAog 1 sarva bha * IFS nainijama korsa lekhikA -- sA. maNiprabhAzrIjI ~ AzIrvAda dAtA -- pa.pU. rASTrasaMta ziromaNi gacchAdhipati vartamAnAcArya deveza rmImadvijaya hemendrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. sva. mahattarikA pU.sA. zrI lalitazrIjI ma.sA. sva. pravartinI pU.sA. zrI muktizrIjI ma.sA. pU. vAtsalya vAridhi sevAbhAvI sA. zrI saMghavaNazrIjI ma.sA. protsAhaka -- kumArapAla vI. zAha la- 165/A thajita prakAzaka ---- zrI AdinAtha rAjendra jaina zve. perI zrI mohanakheDA tIrtha, rAjagaDha (dhAra) ma.pra. / prakAzakane AdhIna che. A pustakanA sAAyakAra lekhaka tathA pra padma naMdI CCCCC,

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|| zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthAya namaH / / omede tava caraNe zaraNaM mama jenI kRpA, karUNA, AziSa, varadAna tathA vAtsalya dhArA A korsa para satata varasI rahI che. jenA puNya prabhAvathI A korsa prabhAvita che, evA vizva maMgalanA mUlAdhAra prANezvara, hRdayezvara, sarvezvara zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthaprabhunA caraNomAM.... jenI kSAyika prIti bhaktie A korsane prabhuthI abheda banAvyo che, evA siddhagiri maMDana RSabhadeva bhagavAnanA caraNomAM.... A korsane vAMcIne nirmala ArAdhanA karIne AvavAvALA bhavamAM mahAvideha kSetramAM jenI pAse jaIne cAritra grahaNa karIne mokSane prApta karavo che, evA mokSa dAtArI sImaMdhara svAmInA caraNomAM... jenI anaMta labdhithI A korsa mokSadAyI labdhi sampanna banyo che evA parama zraddheya samarpaNanA sAgara gautama svAmInA caraNomAM... je samavasaraNamAM prabhu mukha kamalamAM birAjita che, je jinavANInA rUpamAM prakAzita bane che, je sarva akSara, sarva varNa tathA svara mAlAnI bhagavatI mAtA che, je A korsanA pratyeka akSarane samyajJAnamAM parivartita karI rahI che evI tIrthezvarI siddhezvarI mAtAnA caraNa kamalomAM... zatAbdi varSamAM jenI apAra kRpAthI jenA sAnidhyamAM A korsanI racanAnA suMdara manoratha utpanna thayA tathA jenA avirata AziSathI A korsanuM nirmANa thayuM. je jana-jananI AsthAnA kendra che, je A korsane vizva vyApI banAvI rahyAM che. je pU. dhanacandrasUri, pU. bhUpendrasUri, pU. yatIndrasUri, pU. vidyAcandrasUri Adi parivArathI zobhita che evA samarpita parivAranA tAta vizva pUjya prAtaH smaraNIya pU. dAdA gurudeva rAjendrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA caraNa kamalomAM.... jenI kRpAvArie satata mane A korsa mATe protsAhita karyA evA vartamAna AcAryadeveza zrImad vijaya hemendra sUrIzvarajI ma.sA., pU. guruNIjI vidyAzrIjI ma.sA., pU. pravartinI mAnazrIjI ma.sA., pU. mahattarikA lalitazrIjI ma.sA., pU. pravartinI muktizrIjI ma.sA., sevAbhAvI gurumaiyyA saMghavaNazrIjI ma.sA.nA caraNa kamalomAM.. A korsanA pratyeka khaMDa, pratyeka cepTara, pratyeka akSara ApanA, ApazrInA caraNomAM... sAdara samarpaNam... KHAND - 2 KHAND 2 KHAND 2 sA. maNiprabhAzrI 54 2010, somavAra bhInamAla

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d jaina ItihAsa -II mAru sarvasva mArA prabhu bhAI hoya to Avo prabhubhaktinI hoDa bApathI beTo savAyo maMtrIzvara pethaDazAha bhakitathI maLyuM tIrthaMka2 pada samrATa siddharAja ane daMDanAyaka sAjana bhIlaDI bhAvathI bhaje bhagavAna! prabhu bhakta jagaDa Arasa ke vA2sa bhImA kuMDaliyA satI sulasA bAhaDa maMtrI saMprati mahArAjA tattvajJAna-II cauda rAjaloka adholoka narakamAM koNa jAya che? paramAdhAmI deva prathama naraka pRthvI merU parvata jyotiSa cakra urdhvaloka devaloka saMbaMdhI vizeSa vicAraNA kayA jIva kayAM devaloka sudhI jaI zake che? deva marIne kyAM sudhI jaI zake che? jainAcAra dharma kriyA kevI rIte karavI ? pratyeka kriyAnA praNidhAna anukramaNikA sAmAyika sAmAyikanA upakaraNa sAmAyikathI lAbha sAmAyika levAnA hetu sAmAyika pAravAnA hetu 1 1 4 5 7 10 10 12 12 13 14 17 19 21 ? ? ? = 28 29 31 32 36 36 37 41 41 44 45 48 48 50

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51 55 65 UE 1OO 101 102 102 102 sAmAyika maMDala sImaMdhara svAmInI pAse amAre javuM che prabhunA vihAranuM romAMcaka dezya samavasaraNa racanA zrI sImaMdhara svAmI bhakti gIta Art of Living - III premanI majA jiMdagImAM sajA jahera banyuM amRta sUtra tathA artha vibhAga-II mane vAMcIne ja AgaLa vadho pukharavara dI vaDhe sUtra (zrutastava) siddhANaM buddhANaM sUtra veyAvaccagarANe sUtra bhagavAnaha sUtra savvasTavi sUtra devasiya AlouM sUtra nAraMmi sUtra vAMdaNA (bRhad guruvandana) sUtra sAta lAkha sUtra pahele prANAtipAta (18 pApasthAnaka) sUtra mudrAonI vizeSa samaja tathA upayoga muMhapatti paDilehaNa karavAnI mudrA jena ItihAsa -III neminAtha prabhunuM caritra kAma vijetA sthUlibhadra rUpasena ane sunaMdA tattvajJAna -III tioloka - jambudvIpa jambudvIpanA mukhya padArtha mahAvideha kSetra "jambudvIpanA 635 zAzvata jina caitya kyAre zuM kahevuM? zAstrAnusAre aMgulanA traNa prakAra opanabuka parIkSA prazna patra uttara patra 103 104 105 107 108 ................... 110 * * * * * ****** 111 115 119 130 139 143 148 152 157 158 159 164

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saMprati mahArAjAno pUrva bhava jaina ItihAsa mane vAMcIne tame paNa mArA mArga upara cAlajo Rits : saMprati mahArAjAe mAtAnI preraNAthI jinAlaya nirmANa karAvyuM Arasa athavA vArasa

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'kSAyika prIti bhakti ane vizvamaMgalanuM aNamola najarANuM - pAnaMdI 9920 savAre uThatAMja jenA mukhamAMthI sarve jIvo mokSe jAo e zabda nIkaLe che te che padmanaMdI. prabhubhakti jemanA jIvanamAM nAnapaNathI ja che. prabhunI prIta thI jIvana paNa prabhunA caraNomAM samarpita karavA hetu dIkSA levAnI bhAvanA thaI gaI hatI, paraMtu saMjoga evA banyA ke mAtA-pitAnI vRddhAvasthA ane sevAnA kAraNe saMyamamArga para AgaLa na vadhI zakyA. mATe AjIvana brahmacaryanuM vrata laI potAnuM jIvana prabhu bhaktimAM samarpita karI dIdhuM. 15 varSanI uMmara thI pratidina 6 kalAka prabhunI sAthe pasAra karavA lAgyA. prabhu prItamAM, prabhunA abhiSekamAM temane AnaMdanI anubhUti thavA lAgI. pUrvabhavanA kalyANakonI sAdhanA A bhavamAM udaya AvI hoya tema prabhunI abhiSeka dhArA vizvamaMgalamAM rUpAMtara thavA lAgI. padmanaMdInA A abhiSeka bAhya na hoI cauda rAjalokanA jIvo ne mokSamAM laI javAnI eka viziSTa prakriyA rUpa banI gaI. AnuM pramANa che emanA stavana. emanI dinacaryA upara najara karIe to savArano nAsto mAtra pAMca minITamAM, pachI savAre 8 thI bapore 2 sudhI prabhunA abhiSekanI sAthe kyAreka prabhunA paMcakalyANakanI. bhAvadhArA cAle che, to kyAreka guNone namaskAranI bhAvadhArA, kyAreka kSapakazreNI, vItarAgatA, kevaLajJAnanA AnaMda-vedananA bhAvomAM, to kyAre sarve jIvo mokSe jAonI vizvamaMgaladhArAmAM tallIna banI jAya che. bapore cA-nAsto pAMca minITamAM patAvIne prabhunA stavana banAve che athavA prabhunI prIti pyAsI AtmAo emanI pAse prabhu mahimAne sAMbhaLavA Ave to emanI sAthe prabhunA svarupa darzanamAM ota-prota banI jAya che. | sAMje bhojana 15-20 minITamAM pUrNa karI 6 thI 8.30 sudhI prabhu bhaktimAM lIna banI jAya che. A prakAre divasamAM prabhu pratye ahobhAva dhArA thI vizvamaMgala dhArA cAle che. jyAre suye che tyAre prabhunA prItanI saMvedanAmAM yoga nidrAmAM lIna banI jAya che. AvA zarIra saMbaMdhI ane vyavahAra saMbaMdhI sArA kArya jhaDapathI pUrA karI temanI bhaktimAM sadA apramatta banI jAya che. prema, udAratA, kAruNya AvA guNo jemanA roma-romamAM ThAMsI-ThAMsIne bharelA che. jyAre pAlitANA jAya tyAre DoLI karyA pachI bIjo koI DoLI vALo Ave to tene emanA caMpala pakaDavA mATe ApIne tene paNa sAthe laI jAya che. Avela vyaktine kyAre nirAza nahIM karavo, dareka vyaktine saMtoSa Apavo emanA jIvanano mULa maMtra che. - sA.maNiprabhAzrI

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> mArA sarvasva mArA prabhu paramAtmA mATe potAnuM sarvasva arpaNa karavAmAM jeNe kaMI paNa kamI na rAkhI, evA mahApurUSonA jIvana saMbaMdhita thoDAka daSTAMta ahIM ApavAmAM AvyA che. A dRSTAMtone jo sthiratA pUrvaka vAMcazo to mahApurUSonA hRdayano avAja saMbhaLAI deze. "he mArA sarvasva mArA priya prabhu ! A vizALa sacarAcara sRSTimAM keTalI adbhuta vastuo, saMpatti, samRddhi bharelI che. chatAM paNa akhila vizvamAM A hRdaye prabhu ApanI pasaMdagI karI che. Apa mane bahu ja priya cho. huM Apane bahu ja prema karuM chuM ane Apane prema karavAmAM huM avarNanIya AnaMda ane parama zAMtino anubhava karuM chuM. mArA jIvanamAM mArI eka kSaNa paNa zAsananA kAmamAM AvI jAya to huM ene mAruM parama saubhAgya mAnIza." "he prabhu! ApanI sevA, e ja mAruM ahobhAgya che, e ja mAruM atizaya puNya che." A mahApurUSonI bhAvanA jANI have ApaNe ame paNa enA mArga para cAlI ApaNuM jIvana ujjavaLa banAvIe. bhAI hoya to Avo... >> eka pitAnA cAra putromAMthI be nAnA putronA nAma to AkhI duniyA jANe che. paraMtu moTA putranA nAmathI to lagabhaga badhA ja aparicita che. emAMthI moTA putranuM nAma luNiga, bIjo mAladeva, trIjo vastupAla ane cotho tejapAla hato. thoDA ja divaso bAda potAnA cAre putrone choDI pitA zeTha AsarAja svarge sidhAvyA. emanI vidAI thatAM ja lakSmIe paNa gharathI vidAI lIdhI. luNiga bimArInA lapeTamAM AvI gayo ane tenuM zarIra tAvathI tapavA lAgyuM. roga zayyA para paDelA luNiganI sevAmAM traNe bhAI rAta-divasa hAjara rahetA. jaMgalamAMthI jaDIbuTTI ane auSadhi lAvI eno kADho banAvI bhAIne pIvaDAvatA, paraMtu badhA upAya niSphaLa gayA. dina-pratidina enuM zarIra kSINa thatuM gayuM. eka divasa enI nADI dhImI paDavA lAgI. jIvana dIpa bUjhAvA lAgyo, te ja samaye acAnaka enI AMkhomAMthI AMsu vahevA lAgyA. bhAInI AMkhomAM AMsu joI vastupAle pUchyuM - moTAbhAI ! zuM thayuM? ApanI AMkhomAM AMsu? (luNiga mauna ra) "zuM motathI Dara lAgI rahyo che?" luNiga:- nA. vastupAla:- to pachI A AMsu zA mATe? luNiga:- bhAI ! varSothI mArA manamAM rahelI bhAvanAne huM saphaLa na banAvI zakyo ane bhaviSyamAM paNa nahIM banAvI zakuM. vastupAla - bhAI ! kevI bhAvanA?

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luNiga :- "AjIvikAnA mATe jiMdagInA keTalAMya varSo sudhI huM gAmo-gAma bhaTakato rahyo chuM. huM jyAM paNa gayo tyAMnA jinamaMdiramAM jaI darzana - vaMdana - pUjana dvArA meM akhUTa puNyanuM upArjana karyuM che. vartamAna jIvanamAM A pApodayanI vacce paNa puNyabaMdhanA nimitta daI keTalA badhA maMdira baMdhAvA vALA nAmI-anAmI AtmAonA bhAranI nIce huM dabAyelo chuM. AnAthI mArA manamAM eka evI bhAvanA pedA thaI ke, huM paNa eka AvuM jinamaMdira banAvuM. jenAthI aneka AtmAo utkRSTa puNyopArjana karI emanA bhaviSyane ujjavaLa banAve. TUMkamAM, aneka AtmAo mArA puNyabaMdhamAM sahAyaka banyA che to aneka AtmAonA puNyabaMdhamAM huM kema sahAyaka na banuM? paraMtu Arthika sthiti kyAreya sudharI ja nahIM. eTale A bhAvanA mArA manamAM ja rahI gaI. A samaye mArI AMkhomAM A AMsu na to motanA DaranA che ane na to koI duHkhanA. mArA zubha bhAvone huM saphaLa na banAvI zakyo ane bhaviSyamAM paNa saphaLa nahIM banAvI zakuM. A duHkhanA ja che A AMsU" kahetA kahetA luNiga jorathI raDI paDyo. enA zabdo AMkhomAMthI azru banI vahevA lAgyA. luNiganA raDavAnuM kAraNa jANI tenA bhAIonI AMkhomAMthI azrudhArA vahevA lAgI. thoDA ja samayamAM svastha thaI temaNe temanA AMsU lUchI dIdhA. vastupALa bhAInI manodazA jANI gayA. AMkhomAM AMsu, rUMdhAyelo svara, dhImI paDelI nADI ane tUTelA zvAsa joI vastupALe najIkamAM rahelA pANInA ghaDAmAMthI thoDuM pANI tenI hatheLImAM laI luNiganI samakSa pratijJA pUrvaka kahyuM ke - "bhAI ! Aje bhale ApaNA divasa sArA nathI. Arthika sthiti sArI nathI. paraMtu deva-gurU para vizvAsa rAkhI ApanA samakSa hAthamAM pANI laI huM Apane vacana Apu chuM ke ApanA nAmathI Apano bhAI AbunI dharatI para bhavya jinAlaya banAvIne ja raheze. mAre bhale majUra banIne mAthA para mATInA tagArA kema na upADavA paDe? je paNa karavuM paDaze te karIza, paNa ApanI manokAmanA pUrI karIne ja rahIza." zatapatra kamaLanI jema luNiganA netra pulakita thaI gayA. luNige kahyuM - "bhAI ! tArI bhAvanAnI hArdika anumodanA karuM chuM." arihaMte saraNe pavanjAmi" A bolatAM ja luNige prANa choDI dIdhA. bhAI raDavA lAgyA. luNiganA vagara temane ghara sUnu-sUnuM lAgavA mAMDyuM. aMtima saMskAranI vidhi patAvI badhA ghare AvI gayA. bhAIne ApeluM vacana kevI rIte jaldIthI jaldI pUruM karavuM enI yojanA badhAnA manamAM banavA lAgI. prabhunA maMdira nirmANanI bhAvanA kSaNa-kSaNa azubha karmonI nirjarA ane puNyano baMdha karAve che. A maMdira - mUrti nirmANanI bhAvanAe emanA bhAgya ja palaTI nAkhyA. dekhatAM dekhatAM nidhana gaNAtAM vastupAla - tejapAla dhoLakA narezanA maMtrIzvara pada para birAjamAna thayA. lakSmIjI paNa emanI kRpA varasAvavA lAgyA. eka divasa vastupAla dhana dATavA mATe khADo khodI rahyA hatA, tyAre emAMthI navuM dhana prApta thayuM. AgaLa jaI pharIthI bIjI vAra khADo khodyo to punaH eka sonAno ghaDo prApta thayo. thoDA AgaLa jaI, trIjI vAra pharIthI khADo khodyo to pharIthI dhana prApta thayuM.

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A rIte dhana dATavA mATe vAraMvAra khADo khodatA joI anupamAe kahyuM - agara Ama ja dhanane nIce dATazo to ApaNane nIce durgatimAM javuM paDaze ane jo dhanane upara lagAvavAmAM Ave to ApaNane paNa upara sadgatimAM jagyA maLaze. vastupAle kahyuM, bhAbhI ! huM ApanuM tAtparya samajyo nahIM. Apa zuM kahevA mAMgo cho ? dhanane upara kyAM lagADavAmAM Ave ? anupamAe kahyuM - yAda karo tamArA bhAIne ApelI pratijJAne. eTale ke A dhanathI Abu para vizALa maMdira banAvavAmAM Ave. anupamAnI vAta sAMbhaLI vastupALa - tejapALe Abu para maMdira banAvavAnuM kArya zarU karAvyuM. te samaye atyAdhika ThaMDI hovAthI kArIgaronA hAtha ekadama ThaMDA thaI jatA hatA. eTale vastupAle sagaDIonI vyavasthA karI. zilpakAra zobhanarAje tenA 1500 kArIgarone kAma para lagADyA. pratyeka kArIgaranI pAchaLa eka AdamI sevA karavA mATe ane eka AdamI dIpaka pakaDI Ubho rahe, evI vyavasthA karavAmAM AvI. traNa varSa sudhI rAta-divasa satata kAma cAlyu. jotajotAmAM maMdiranuM kArya pUrNa thaI gayuM. vastupAla-tejapAle maMdiranuM kArya joI kArIgarone kahyuM - "maMdiramAM je nakazIkAma karI che emAM jeTaluM saMgamaramaranuM cUrNa nikaLaze teTalA vajanA jeTalI cAMdI tolIne ApavAmAM Avaze.'' A ghoSaNA thatA ja joradAra hathoDIono avAja guMjavA lAgyo. TUMka samayamAM kArya pUrNa thaI gayuM. baMne bhAIoe ghoSaNAnusAra kArIgarone cUrNanA vajana jeTalI cAMdI InAmamAM ApI. punaH nirIkSaNa karavA para baMne bhAIoe vicAryuM emAMthI hajI paNa nikaLI zake che. eTale emaNe pharIthI kArIgarone kahyuM - 'have A nakazIkAma mAMthI jeTaluM cUrNa nIkaLaze teTalA vajananuM sonuM tolIne ApavAmAM Avaze." kArIgaroe nakazIkAma mane hajI bArIka karavAnuM kArya zarU karyuM. kArya pUrNa thayA bAda ghoSaNAnusAra InAma ApavAmAM AvyuM tathA punaH ghoSaNA karI - "have A nakazIkAma jeTaluM cUrNa nIkaLaze teTalA vajananA motI tolIne ApavAmAM Avaze." kArIgara punaH lagana ane mahenatathI kAryamAM lAgI gayA. kArya pUrNa thavA para baMne bhAIoe ghoSaNAnusAra InAma ApyuM tathA pharI kahyuM - "AnAthI paNa bArIka nakazIkAma karazo to jeTaluM cUrNa nIkALazo tenA anusAra Apane ratna tolIne ApavAmAM Avaze.' tyAre kArIgaroe kahyuM - "zeThajI agara Apa have ratna to zuM ratnanI mALA paNa ApI do to paNa ame A nakazIkAma mAMthI kaMI nahIM nikALI zakIe." A rIte te samayamAM kula 12 karoDa 53 lAkha sonA moha2 vyaya karI vastupAla - tejapAle ati ullAsanI sAthe bhavya maMdiranuM nirmANa karAvyuM. moTA bhAInI smRtimAM maMdiranuM nAma rAkhavAmAM AvyuM 'luNiga vasahI'. Aje sAta so varSa vItI gayA bAda paNa te jinAlaya majabUtAIthI UbhuM che. jenI zilpa kalAkRtinI bhavyatAnI misAla duniyAmAM nahIM maLe. enI AgaLa to ajaMtA-Ilo2A ane koNArkanI zilpa kalAkRtione 3

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paNa lajjita thavuM paDe che. maMtrIzvara vastupAla-tejapAle emanA jIvanamAM kula 5000 jinAlayonA nirmANa karAvyA ane savA lAkha jinabiMba bharAvyA. eka bhAI te hato jeNe mRtyunI zayyA para paDelA hovA chatAM potAnI aMtima IcchAnA rUpamAM jina maMdira banAvavAnI bhAvanA pragaTa karI ane eka bhAI te hato jeNe potAnA bhAInI IcchA pUrNa karavA mATe potAnA divasarAta eka karI dIdhA. baMne bhAIonI zubha bhAvanA joI mana kahI uThe che ke - "bhAI hoya to Avo.' prabhu bhaktinI hoDa mahAmAtya vastupAla ane tejapAlanI baMdhu-joDIe potAnI dharmapatnI lalitAdevI tathA anupamAdevInI sAthe sAta lAkha yAtriko sahita giranArajIno chaHrI pAlita saMgha kADhyo. thoDA divasomAM zrIsaMgha AbAlabrahmacArI devAdhideva zrI neminAtha prabhunA caraNAraviMdamAM pahoMcI gayo. pravezanA divase mahAdevI anupamAnA zarIra para kula batrIsa lAkha sonA mahoronA AbhUSaNa zobhita thaI rahyA hatA. jinapUjA karatA-karatA anupamAnA hRdayamAM prabhunA pratye evI bhAvanA AvI ke huM mArA sarva alaMkAra prabhunA caraNomAM caDhAvI dauM. eNe ekasAthe sarva alaMkAra utArI jaLathI zuddha karI prabhunA caraNomAM rAkhI dIdhA. te ja samaye eka karoDa puSpothI paramAtmAnI pUjA karIne bahAra nIkaLelA tejapAle anupamAnI bhaktithI khuza thaI batrIsa lAkha sonAmahora kharcI anupamAne sarva AbhUSaNa navA banAvI devAnuM vacana ApyuM. thoDA ja samayamAM sarva alaMkAra temaNe banAvI dIdhA. ekadama nirAlaMkAra banelI anupamAdevI punaH sAlaMkAra banI zobhita thavA lAgI. giranAranI yAtrA pUrNa karI badhA yugAdideva zrI AdinAthanA darzana ka2vA zatruMjayanI tarapha cAlyA. cAlatA - cAlatA eka divasa badhA pAlitANA nagaramAM AvI pahoMcyA. savAre girirAja para caDhyA. tyAM nAhI-dhoI pUjana sAmagrI laI badhA raMgamaMDapamAM AvI pahoMcyA. jema jema pUjAno samaya najIka Avato gayo, mahAdevI anupamA temanA hRdaya para kAbU na rAkhI zakI. "he prabhu ! he nAtha ! e to batAva, tArAthI adhika duniyAmAM bIjuM koNa che ? mArA vhAlA prabhu ! tuM ja mArA mATe sarvasva che. mAruM je kaMI che e tAruM ja che.' anupamA bolatI gaI ane gaLAno hAra, kAnanI buTTI, baMgaDI, kaMgana, kaDA, kuMDala, vIMTIo ane sonAnuM kaTisUtra vagere alaMkAra utArI kSaNabharamAM to batrIsa lAkha sonA mahoronA navA ghareNA paNa prabhu caraNomAM samarpita karI dIdhA. devarANInAM bhaktibhAva joI jeThANI lalitAdevInuM hRdaya paNa dravI uThyuM. te paNa ghareNA utAravA lAgI. jotajotAmAM ja teNe paNa batrIsa lAkhanA AbhUSaNa prabhunA caraNomAM samarpita karI dIdhA. derANI-jeThANInI A AbhUSaNa pUjA joI rahI hatI... gharanI dAsI. enuM nAma hatuM zobhanA.

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zobhanAnuM zarIra paNa eka lAkha sonA mahoranA mUlyavALA ghareNAthI zobhita hatuM. prabhu bhaktinI A adbhuta chaTA joI tenuM hRdaya paNa pIgaLI gayuM ane te bolI - are zeThANIjI ! jo Apane ghareNAnI nathI paDI to mAre paNa nathI joItA A ghareNA.' evuM kahetA teNe paNa tenA badhA AbhUSaNa prabhunA caraNomAM samarpita karI dIdhA. maMdiranA eka khUNAmAM UbhA rahI A bhaktine joI rahyA hatA dhAIdeva zrAvaka je devagirithI yAtrA karavA AvyA hatA. alaMkArapUjAnI A spardhA joI temanAthI paNa rahevAyuM nahIM. emanI pAse hIrA, motI, mANeka, paravALA tathA sonAnA phUla vagere je kaMI paNa hatuM tenAthI prabhunI AMgI racI ane nava lAkha caMpAnA phUlothI prabhunI puSpapUjA karI. vAha ! anupamA ! vAha ! zAbAza ! dhanya che tane ! tuM ghareNA utArI paNa zake che ane bIjAnA utarAvI paNa zake che. vAha ! lalitAdevI ! vAha ! derANInA kadamo 52 cAlI te paNa kamAla karI dIdhuM ! ane dAsI zobhanA ! tArA hRdayane paNa namaskAra che ! tAruM A samarpaNa kyAreya bhUlAze nahIM. na o mahAmAtya vastupAla ane tejapAla ! Apa paNa dhanya cho ! priyatamAoe lAkhonA ghareNAM nyochAvara karI dIdhA chatAM paNa temane na vaDhyA, na phaTakAryA, na dhamakAvyA ! are, uparathI AnaMdita thaI prabhu bhaktinI anumodanA karI. jo dilamAM prabhu na vasyA hoya to AvI udAratA Ave kyAMthI ? vaMdana che ApanI udAratAne ! namana che ApanA bhaktibharyA hRdayane ! anupamA, lalitA ane zobhanAe jeTalI kiMmatanA alaMkAra bhagavAnane caDhAvyA, tenAthI adhika kiMmatanA ghareNAM vastupAla maMtrIe badhAne pharIthI banAvI ApyA. bApathI beTo savAyo paramAtmA mahAvIra svAmInA parama bhakta magadha samrATa zreNika hatA. te paramAtmAnI anekagaNI upasthitimAM jeTalI amArI pravartana na karAvI zakyA enAthI paNa anekagaNI vadhAre amArI pravartana 52mAtmAnI sarvathA anupasthitimAM aDhAra-aDhAra dezomAM karAvavAno saphaLa purUSArtha karavA vALA evA kumArapALa rAjA hatA temanA eka mAtra putra hatA - nRpadevasiMha. phaLanA AdhAra para je rIte bIjanuM nirmANa karavAmAM Ave che, te ja rIte pitAnA saMskAra joI putranA saMskArono nirNaya karavAmAM Ave che. A vAta nRpadevasiMhanA jIvanathI pratyakSa jhalakAya che. pitAnI jema nRpadevasiMha paNa jIvadayAnA viSayamAM kaTTara hatA. emanA pitAnI prabhubhakti gajabanI hatI. to emanI prabhubhaktimAM paNa koI kamI na hatI. badhA loko nRpadevasiMhane jinazAsana prabhAvakanI najarathI jotA hatA. 5

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paraMtu karmane kaMI bIju ja maMjUra hatuM. nAnI uMmaramAM emanI kAyA rogagrasta banI gaI. sArAmAM sAro vaidya paNa IlAja na karI zakyo. emanI asvasthatAnA kAraNe emanA pitA ane prajAjana ciMtita rahetA hatA. "samyapha purUSArtha karavo ane pachI je kaMI pariNAma Ave tene saharSa svIkArI levuM." paramAtmAnA A vacana nRpadevasiMhae mAno ke AtmasAt karI lIdhA hoya, enA kAraNe emane emanA zarIranI vizeSa ciMtA rahetI na hatI. paraMtu eka divasa paristhiti atyaMta nAjuka banI gaI. mRtyunI zayyA para sUtelA nUpadevasiMha enA jIvananI aMtima ghaDI gaNavA lAgyo. pitA kumArapALa paristhitinI gaMbhIratAne samajI gayA. emaNe emanA putranI samAdhine TakAvavA ane aMtima nirdhAmaNA karavA mATe tarata temanA gurU kalikAla sarvajJa zrI hemacaMdrAcAryane rAjamahelamAM bolAvyA. AcAryazrI paNa nUpadevasiMhanI aMtima avasthA jANI tarata AvI gayA. emane AvatA joI nRpadevasiMha potAnI zayyA para beThA ane vinayapUrvaka gurU bhagavaMtane bhAvathI vaMdana karyA AcAryazrIe paNa emanA mastaka para hAtha rAkhI dharmalAbhano AzIrvAda Apyo. nUpadevane jotAM ja AcAryazrI jANI gayA ke have thoDA ja samayamAM Amano jIvanadIpa bujhavA vALo che. eTale gurUdeve premapUrvaka enA mAthA para hAtha pheravI kahyuM - AcAryazrI :- "nUpadevasiMha sAvadhAna to cho ne? mana sthira to che ne ?" nRpadevasiMhe prasannatApUrvaka kahyuM - "jI hAM gurUdeva, pUrNa rUpathI sAvadhAna chuM ane mana paNa arihaMtamAM lIna che." AcAryazrI :- "nRpadeva ! varSothI A dharatIne durlabha evA jIvamitra tathA prabhubhakta mahArAjA kumArapALa tane pitAnA rUpamAM maLyA che. eTaluM moTuM saubhAgya tane prApta thayuM che. A vAtano AnaMda tArA hRdayamAM mahasUsa karato raheje." AcAryazrInI vAta sAMbhaLatAM ja nRpadevasiMha caudhAra AMsue raDavA lAgyA. nUpadevasiMhane A rIte raDatA joI AcAryazrIe zcaryacakita thaI kahyuM - "nRpadevasiMha zuM vAta che ? kSatriya hovA chatAM tuM raDe che? zuM tane mRtyuthI Dara lAge che? A zuM? deva-gurUnI niraMtara upAsanA karavAvALA, jIvadayAnA pAlaka, zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtranuM dhyAna karavAvALA, zrI zatruMjaya tIrthane hRdayamAM vasAvavA vALA evA vIra nRpadevasiMhanI AMkhomAM mRtyunA samaye AMsu hovA joIe ke AnaMda ?" nRpadevasiMhe kahyuM - "he gurUdeva ! A AMsu du:kha yA vedanAnA nathI, ke nathI mRtyunI DaranA." AcAryazrI:- "to pachI zuM vAta che nRpadeva?" nRpadevasiMha:- "gurUdeva! mArA pitAjIe rAjagAdI to jarUra prApta karI paraMtu te kaMjUsa banI gayA. emaNe maMdira to bahu banAvyA paNa kAM to lAkaDAnA kAM to pattharanA. mArA manamAM satata eka ja 6

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bhAvanA hatI ke huM paNa moTo banI mArA pitAnI jema maMdiranuM nirmANa karAvIza paraMtu lAkaDA ke paththaranA nahIM paNa svarNanA maMdira banAvIza. svarNa maMdira banAvI, suMdara ratnonI pratimA bharAvI ane pachI ApanA punita hastothI enI pratiSThA karAvIza ane ApanA susAnidhyamAM vizALa charI pAlita saMgha nikALI aMtamAM ApanAM ja caraNomAM cAritra grahaNa karI potAnA bhavabhramaNane miTAvIza. paNa gurUdeva durbhAgyathI Aja mArA jIvanI samApti thaI rahI che, huM mArI bhAvanAne yathArthanuM rUpa nahIM ApI zakuM. mane mArA badhA manoratha dhULamAM maLatA najara AvI rahyA che. A AMsu te ja duHkhanA che." ATaluM kahI nRpadevasiMha raDavA lAgyA. ,, emanA adbhuta ajoDa, manoratha sAMbhaLI pUjyazrInI AMkhomAM paNa anumodanArtha tathA harSanA pratIka rUpa AMsu nIkaLI paDyA. aMtamAM gurUdeve sukRta anumodanA, duSkRtanI garhA, kSamApanA tathA vratAcAra karAvI apUrva niryAmaNA karAvI. potAnA baMne hAtha joDI 'pUjyazrIne aMtazaH vaMdanA' A prakAre bolI nRpadevanI AtmA paraloka prayANa karI gaI. sAce ja, nRpadevanA manoratho sAMbhaLI eka vAra to kahevAnuM mana thaI jAya che ke 'bApathI beTo savAyo.' maMtrIzvara pethaDazAha ) 1. mAMDavagaDhanA mahAmaMtrI pethaDazAha jemanuM nAma ItihAsanA pAnA para svarNAkSa2mAM lakhAyeluM che. jo ApaNe emanA jIvana para dRSTipAta karIe to khabara paDaze ke maMtrIpada para AsIna thavA pUrva daridrAvasthAnA keTalAMya duHkhada anubhavomAMthI emane pasAra thavuM paDyuM. eka vAra mAlavA dezanA mukhya nagaramAM praveza karatAM ja sarpane mArga kApatA joI pethaDazAha tyAM ja UbhA rahyA. te samaye tyAM eka vidvAna zukana zAstrI AvI pahoMcyA. emaNe pethaDane pUchyuM, "Apa ahIM kema UbhA cho ?'' tyAre teNe mArga kApelA sarpane batADyo. zukana vidvAne sarpanI tarapha dRSTi karI joyuM to enA mastiSka para kALI devI (ciDiyA) beThelI dekhAI. te tatkALa bolyA "jo Apa aTakyA vagara cAlyA hota to Apa mAlavAnA rAjA banI jAta. have A zukanane mAna ApI A ja samaye praveza karo, enAthI Apa mahA dhanavAna banI jazo.' svayaMne prApta thayelA zukananuM phaLa jANI pethaDe tatkALa nagaramAM praveza karyo. tyAM ghoghA rANAnA maMtrInA ghare sevaka banI rahyA. rAjAe pethaDanI caturAI joI temane maMtrI banAvyA ane dhIre dhIre pethaDazAha mahA dhanavAna banI gayA. maMtrIpada para AsIna hovA chatAM paNa pethaDazAhanI prabhubhakti AkAzanI UMcAIne sparza karI rahI hatI. prabhubhakti karavA jyAre pethaDazAha besI jatA hatA tyAre temane temanA maMtrIpadanI koI ciMtA satAvatI na hatI. te ja eka divasa prabhubhaktimAM beThelA pethaDazAha prabhunI puSpa dvArA aMgaracanA karI rahyA hatA. samaye rAjAno eka vyakti rAjAnI AjJAthI pethaDazAha maMtrIne bolAvavA Avyo. tyAre maMdiranA dvAra para UbhelA pethaDazAhanA sevake tene bahAra ja Ubho rAkhI dIdho tyAre rAjAnA sevake kahyuM - 7

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rAjAno sevaka : 'huM maMtrIzvara mATe rAjAno saMdeza lAvyo chuM." : pethaDazAhano sevaka H- "paraMtu Apa hamaNA maMtrIzvarane nahIM maLI zako." : rAjAno sevaka H- "paNa rAjA svayaM emane bolAvI rahyA che.'' pethaDazAhano sevaka H- "paraMtu maMtrIzvara hamaNA devAdhidevanI bhakti karI rahyA che.' A prakArano javAba sAMbhaLI rAjAnA sevake gussAmAM AvI badhI vAto rAjAne kahI. rAjA AvezamAM AvI svayaM pethaDazAhane bolAvavA maMdiramAM pahoMcI gayA. pethaDazAhanA sevake rAjAne paNa tyAM ja UbhA rAkhyA tyAre rAjAe kahyuM - "huM pethaDanI bhaktimAM koI prakAranI aMtarAya nahIM karuM evuM vacana ApuM chuM.' A sAMbhaLI sevake rAjAne maMdiramAM javAnI anumati ApI. rAjAe maMdiramAM jaI je dazya joyuM te joI te stabdha rahI gayA. emanI pAchaLa beThelo sevaka emane hAthamAM alaga alaga varNanA ane jAtinA puSpa ApI rahyo hato ane te puSpothI alaga alaga aMgaracanA banAvI pethaDazAha lInatApUrvaka bhakti karI rahyA hatA. AvuM joI rAjAe pAchaLa beThelA sevakane uThADI svayaM te jagyA para besI pethaDazAhane puSpa ApavA lAgyA. pethaDazAha bhaktimAM eTalA lIna hatA ke pAchaLa koNa AvI beThuM che te paNa temane khabara na paDI. paraMtu aMgaracanAmAM acAnaka alaga alaga varNanA puSpono badalato krama Avato joI pethaDazAhanuM dhyAna bhaMga thayuM ane jyAre te pAchaLa pharI potAnA sevakane kaMI kahevA jAya tyAM to acAnaka rAjAne pAchaLa beThelA joI pethaDazAha asamaMjasamAM paDI gayA. rAjAe kahyuM - huM ApanI prabhubhaktithI khUba khuza chuM ane pITha thapathapAvatA kahyuM ke, 'dhanya che ! ApanI prabhubhaktinI tallInatAne !' A rIte prabhubhaktimAM tallIna rahevAvALA pethaDazAhanA jIvanamAM eka vAra bhAre dharmasaMkaTa AvyuM. khaMbhAtanA eka zreSThIe hiMdustAnanA badhA brahmacarya vrata aMgIkAra karelA vratadhArIone potAnA taraphathI eka-eka ratna kAMbaLI bheTa ApI. eka divasa zreSThInI AjJAnusAra eka sevaka ratna kAMbaLI pethaDazAhane bheTa ApavA Avyo tyAre - pethaDazAha H- "mane kAMbaLI kema ?' : sevaka H- "amArA zeThanI vizeSa sUcanAthI..." : pethaDazAha H- "paNa meM to brahmacarya vrata aMgIkAra karyuM nathI." -- sevaka H- "bhale Ape vratano aMgIkAra karyo nathI paraMtu amArA zeThanI vizeSa sUcanA che ke Apane kAMbaLI bheTa ApavAmAM Ave.' pethaDazAha H- "mArAthI A kAMbaLI nahIM svIkAravAmAM Ave.'' 8

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te samaya kAMbaLI svIkAra karavAnI manAI pethaDazAhanI dharmapatnIne khaTakavA lAgI. te pethaDazAhanI pAse AvI ane kahyuM - pethaDazAhanI dharmapatnIH- "sAdharmikanI taraphathI maLelI bheTa rUpI najarANAne InkAra karavAthI tIrthaMkara bhagavaMtanI AzAtanAno doSa lAge che. e vAtano Apane khyAla to che ne?" pethaDazAhaH- "hAM !" pethaDazAhanI dharmapatnI :- "to pachI Apa te kAMbaLIno svIkAra kema nathI karI rahyA cho?" pethaDazAha:- "enuM kAraNa e che ke ApaNe hajI sudhI brahmacarya vrata aMgIkAra nathI karyuM." paDazAhanI dharmapatnIH - "to have svIkAra karI laIe." patnInA zabdo sAMbhaLI pethaDazAha te ja samaye potAnI patnIne laI upAzrayamAM birAjita AcArya bhagavaMtanI pAse pahoMcI gayA. 32 varSanI bharayuvAnImAM AjIvana brahmacaryavratano aMgIkAra karI lIdho. dhanya che zAsananA zAnarUpa A yugalane ! 3. maMtrIzvara pethaDazAhane devagirimAM jinAlaya banAvavA mATe jagyAnI AvazyakatA hatI. paraMtu jaina dharmano dveSI rAjA biskula taiyAra na hato. pethaDazAhe buddhithI kAma laI rAjayamaMtrI hemaDanA nAmathI dAnazALA zarU karI. jemAM pratidina hajAro vAcakone pAMca pakavAna khavaDAvavAmAM AvatA hatA. lokomAM hemAmaMtrInI vAha-vAha thavA lAgI. niraMtara traNa varSathI cAlatI A dAnazALAnA vize jyAre hemaDane khabara paDI, tyAre enuM nAma koNa rozana karI rahyuM che? te jANavAnI jijJAsAthI svayaM tyAM bhojana karavA besI gayA ane tyAM saMcAlakone pUchyuM - A dAnazALA koNa calAve che? javAba maLyo, maMtrIzvara heDa. AzcaryanI sAthe hemaDa bolyo - "are ! huM svayaM ja hemaDa chuM. meM to koI dAnazALA nathI kholI." saMcAlake hemaDane pethaDazAhathI meLAvyA. pethaDazAhe ahIM - tahIMnI vAta karI hemaDane kahyuM ke - "jo Apane mArA para prema hoya to devagirimAM koI zubha sthAna para jinAlaya banAvavA mATe mane jagyA Apo.' | hemaDe rAjAne prasanna karI pethaDazAhane jagyA apAvI. pAyo khodatAM ja jamInamAMthI mIThuM pANI nIkaLyuM. brAhmaNoe jaI rAjAnA kAna bharyA ke AkhuM nagara khAruM pANI pIe che ane maMdiranA pAyA mATe jyAM khodakAma karavAmAM AvyuM che, te sthAna para mIThuM jaLa nIkaLyuM che. eTale tyAM maMdira nA banAvIne bAvaDI banAvavAmAM Ave. pethaDazAhane A vAtanI khabara paDatAM ja rAtorAta temaNe sAMDhaNiyo doDAvI ane mIThAnI guNI lAvI maMdiranA khADAmAM nakhAvI dIdhA. savAre rAjA pANInI parIkSA karavA AvyA. eka pyAlAmAM pANI bharI rAjAne ApavAmAM AvyuM. pahelo ghUMTa letAM ja rAjA yU-dhU karavA lAgyA. brAhmaNa tyAMthI bhAgI gayA. karoDo rUpiyAnA vyayathI pethaDazAhe tyAM suvizALa jinAlaya banAvyuM.

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( kALakramathI thoDuM jIrNa, muslimonA AkramaNano zikAra baneluM ane jaino dvArA ja upekSita banela te maMdira Aje paNa devagiri (daulatAbAda - auraMgAbAda) mAM khaMDeranA rUpamAM vidyamAna che. bhArata sarakAre ene hiMdamAtA maMdira ghoSita karI kendrasthAnamAM hiMdamAtAnuM pUtaLuM sthApita karyuM che. maMdiranuM raMgamaMDapa eTaluM vizALa che ke traNa hajAra loko ekasAthe besI caityavaMdana karI zake che. eka-eka staMbha para jinabiMbonI kotaraNI paNa dekhAya che.) enI sAthe ja pethaDazAhe chappana ghaDI pramANa suvarNa devadravyamAM ApI IndramALA paherI ane giranAra tIrthane digaMbaronA kabbAmAM jatA jatA bacAvI lIdho. sidhdhagiri para zrI RSabhadeva prabhunA caityane ekavIsa ghaDI suvarNathI maDhI suvarNamaya banAvyuM, A rIte ghaNuM badhuM dravya dharmakAryamAM lagADyuM. (bhaktithI maLyuM tIrthakara pado e rAvaNane juo. maMdodarIno svAmI, sItAno kAmI, chatAM paNa paramAtmA jinezvaradevano anurAgI. eka divasa maMdodarI vagere potAnI 16 hajAra rANIonI sAthe aSTApada parvata para caDhyo. bharata cakravartI dvArA sthApita karAyelA 24 tIrthakaronA jinabiMbonI samakSa bhakti karavA mATe maMdodarIe pagamAM ghuMgharuM bAMdhyA ane rAvaNa hAthamAM vINA laI gIta-saMgItanA sUramAM jhUmavA lAgyA. prabhubhaktimAM rAvaNa eTalo magna thaI gayo ke vaNA para pharatI AMgaLIono paNa khyAla na rahyo. ekAeka vINAno tAra tUTyo ane rAvaNa coMkI uThyo. jo saMgIta aTakI gayu, to maMdodarInuM nRtya bagaDI jaze, enA bhAva paDI jaze, raMgamAM bhaMga thaI jaze. eNe te ja kSaNe potAnI jAMgha cIrI nasa kheMcI hatI. laghulAghavI kaLAnA baLathI te nasa vaNAmAM joDI dIdhI. tAla, sura ane saMgIta yathAvat cAlu ja rahyA. A badhuM kArya eTaluM jhaDapathI thayuM ke nRtya karatI maMdodarIne khyAla paNa na Avyo ke kyAre vINAno tAra tUTyo ane kyAre joDAyo? A utkRSTa bhaktinA prabhAvathI rAvaNe te ja kSaNe tIrthakara nAmakarmanuM upArjana karyuM ane bahAra UbhA nAgarAja dharaNendrane paNa AzcaryamAM nAkhI dIdhA. kALa rUpI gaMgAnuM ghaNuM pANI vahI jaze ane bhava paraMparAnI chAMTa jovA maLaze. tyAre mahAvideha kSetramAM eka divasa evo Avaze ke rAkSasakuLa ziratAja rAvaNa tIrthakara banaze ane sItAjI temanI gaNadhara banaze. samrATa sidadharAja ane daMDanAyaka sAjana >> jIrNoddhAranA ItihAsamAM aMkita thayelA sAjanamaMtrI, pATaNanareza sidhdharAje jene daMDanAyakanA rUpamAM niyukta karyA hatA. ekavAra temane kara vasUla karavA saurASTranI bhUmi para mokalavAmAM AvyA.

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tyAM te eka divasa giranAra tIrthanI yAtrA karavA gayA. vijaLI paDavAthI tUTelA lAkaDAnA jinamaMdirane joI temanuM dila dravita thaI UThyuM. turaMta ja jIrNoddhAranuM kArya zarU karAvI dIdhuM ane traNa varSathI vasUla karelI karanI rakama jIrNoddhAramAM lagADI dIdhI. koI IrSyAe samrATa siddharAjanI pAse jaI cADI khAdhI. krodhita siddharAja tarata ja saurASTranI tarapha ravAnA thayA. vacce somanAtha mahAdevanA darzana karI te giranAranI taLeTImAM sthita vaMthalI gAmamAM pahoMcyA. maMtrI sAjana temanuM svAgata karavA sAmAM AvyA, paraMtu rAjAe mukha pheravI lIdhuM. sAjane maMtrI samajI gayA ke jarUra dALamAM kaMI kALu che. rAjayanI rakama jIrNoddhAramAM vyaya karavAmAM AvI che. A vAtathI mahArAjanuM mana khinna thaI gayuM che. khera, kaMI vAMdho nahIM, eno paNa koI mArga nIkaLI Avaze. maMtrI sAjane vaMthalInA AgevAna zeThane badhI vAta kahI. zeThe kula sADA bAra karoDa sonA mahora sAjanane ApI. bIjA divase sidhdharAja jayasiMha giranAranI yAtrA karavA padhAryA. gaganacuMbI, virATa, dUdhathI sapheda zikharone joI sidhdharAjanA mukhethI zabda nIkaLI paDyA - "dhanya che enI mAtAne jeNe AvA maMdiranuM nirmANa karAvyuM."pAchaLa ubhA sAjana maMtrI paNa tarata bolyA - "dhanya che mAtA minaLadevIne jeNe sidhdharAja jevA putraratnane janma Apyo." A vacana sAMbhaLI sidhdharAje jyAre pAchaLa pharI joyuM tyAM ja sAjana daMDanAyake sADA bAra karoDanA sonA mahorathI bharelo thALa batAvI kahyuM - "mahArAja! joI lo A sonA mahoro ane joI lo A jinAlaya. baMnemAMthI je pasaMda hoya te rAkhI lo. ApanuM dhana meM jIrNoddhAramAM lagAvI dIdhuM che. enAthI ApanI kIrtine cAra cAMda lAgI gayA che. chatAM paNa jo Apane A puNya na joIe ane A dhana ja joIe to saMghanA AgevAnoe rakama paNa jamA karIne rAkhI che. Apane je joIe che, te laI lo." sidhdharAja pIgaLI gayo ane bolI uThyo - "dhanya che mArA daMDanAyaka sAjana ! tane dhanya che ! AvA jIrNoddhArano lAbha ApI te mAruM jIvana dhanya banAvyuM che. sAjana ! puNyabaMdha karAvavAvALA A prasAdane huM svIkAruM chuM. mane A dhana nathI joItuM." eka sAthe badhAe maLI jayaghoSaNA karI - "bolo, AbAla brahmacArI bhagavAna neminAthanI jaya" khuza thaI sidhdharAje maMdiranA nibhAva hetu 12 gAma bheTa ApyA. sAjana maMtrIe 1ra yojananI (120 ki.mI.nI) vizALa dhvajA banAvI eno eka cheDo giranAranA zikhara para bAMdhyo. ane bIjo cheDo siddhAcala tIrthamAM dAdAnA zikhara para bAMdhyo. AgevAna zreSThIe sADA bAra karoDa sonA mahoro pharIthI ghare na laI jaI te dhanathI vaMthalI gAmamAM bIjA cAra navA jinAlayonuM nirmANa karAvyuM.

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bhIlaDI bhAvathI bhaje bhagavAna che eka jaMgalamAM bhIla-bhIlaDI rahetA hatA. eka divasa jaMgalamAM eka jaina muninuM Agamana thayuM. munirAje te baMnene jinapUjAnI mahimA samajAvI. bhIlaDInuM hRdaya bhaktithI bharAI gayuM. te jaMgalamAM sthita jinAlayamAM nitya RSabhadevanI pUjA karavA lAgI. bhIle ene TokI - "are pagalI, ! A to vANiyAonA bhagavAna che. ApaNe ene kema pUjIe? thoDI samajadAra bana ane A pUjA-vUjA baMdha kara." bhIlaDI na mAnI ane A rIte thoDA varSo bAda bhIlaDI marIne najIkanA nagaramAM rAjaputrInA rUpamAM janmI ane yuvAvasthAmAM AvI. te eka vAra mahelanA jharUkhAmAM beThI hatI. eNe rastA parathI pasAra thatA bhIlane joyo ane jAtismaraNa jJAna utpanna thayuM. gayA janmanA patine bolAvI upadeza Apyo. pUrvabhavanuM svarUpa samajAvyuM ane bhIlanuM paNa AtmakalyANa karyuM. prabhu bhakta jagaDa ) jagaDa mahuAnA haMsarAja dharuno putra hato. ekavAra te sidhdhAcala tIrthanI yAtrA karavA gayo hato. dAdAnA darabAramAM samrATa kumArapALa mahArAjAnA saMghanI tIrthamALAno caDhAvo bolAI rahyo hato. , - cAra lAkha. ATha lAkha... bAra lAkha. dhIre dhIre caDhAvo AgaLa vadhyo. cauda lAkha... soLa lAkha... vIsa lAkha... eTalAmAM jagaDe badhAne Azcaryacakita karI hAIjaMpa lagADatA kahyuM 'savA karoDa'. A sAMbhaLatA ja badhA halI gayA. badhA ekITase melA kapaDAM paherelA jagaDane jotA rahyA. kumArapALa mahArAje maMtrIone IzAro karyo ane zodhakhoLa karavAnuM kahyuM. eTalAmAM jagaDa svayaM AgaLa AvyA ane potAnA utarIya vastranA cheDA para bAMdhelo savA karoDa rUpiyAno mANikya nIkALI kumArapALa mahArAjAnA hAthamAM arpaNa karyo. tejomaya mANikya jotA ja kumArapALe pUchyuM - AvI abhuta cIja kyAMthI lAvyA cho?' mahArAja ! mArA pitAe samudrayAtrA karI videzomAM dhaMdho karyo hato, dhana kamAyu ane pharI pAchA AvyA. videza javAthI je virAdhanA thaI, enAthI emanuM aMtaHkaraNa vyathita thaI uThyuM. kamAyelA dhanathI temaNe savA-savA karoDanA pAMca mANikya kharIdyA ane mRtyunA samaye mane soMpatA kahyuM - "beTA ! savA karoDano eka mANikya zatruMjaya tIrthAdhirAja dAdA RSabhadevane caDhAvaje, eka mANikya abAla brahmacArI giranAramaMDaNa zrI neminAtha bhagavAnane caDhAvaje, eka mANikya devapaTTana caMdraprabhAsa pATaNamAM caMdraprabhasvAmIne caDhAvaje ane bacelA be ratno tArA jIvana nirvAhanA kAmamAM leje. mahArAja! pitAjInI AjJAnusAra traNeya sthAno para traNa mANikya caDhAvI dIdhA che. mArA svarya mATe je be ratna bacyA che, emAMthI eka saMghamALAnA caDhAvA mATe Apane arpaNa karuM chuM."

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jagaDanI udAratA joI badhAnA mastaka jhukI gayA. rAjA kumArapALano saMgha tyAMthI prasthAna karI jyAre giranAra pahoMcyo tyAre tyAM paNa tIrthamALAno caDhAvo laI jagaDe savA karoDano bIjo mANikya paNa arpaNa karI dIdho. zAbAza jagaDa ! dhanya che ApanI mAtAne ane dhanya che ApanA pitAne ! I Arasa ke vArasa che. vimalamaMtrI ane zrIdevI A daMpatie Abu para jinAlayanuM nirmANa kAryanI zarUAta karAvI, paraMtu maMdira divasamAM jeTaluM taiyAra thatuM, teTaluM rAtre pharIthI paDI jatuM. vimalamaMtrIe aThThamatapa karIne aMbikA devIne pratyakSa ryA ane viznanA nivAraNa hetu devIthI prArthanA karI. devI - "vimala ! tArA nasIbamAM "Arasa ke vArasa' eTale ke "prabhu maMdira ke putra' bannemAMthI eka ja che. jo maMdira joIe che to putra nahIM maLe." devInI vAta sAMbhaLIne vimalazAha vicAramAM paDI gayA. temane devIne kahyuM, "mAM ! A viSaya mATe mAre mArI patnI zrIdevIne pUchavuM paDaze. huM ene pUchIne javAba ApIza." devI - "AvatI bhAdaravA sudI caudasane divase aDAjana gAmamAM mArA dhAmamAM tame banne daMpati AvI jajo ane ThIka madhyarAtrImAM 7 zrIphaLa caDhAvI je IcchA hoya te mAMgI lejo . huM tamane varadAna * ApIza. tamArI manokAmanA pUrI thaze." vimalazAhe ghare AvIne badhI vAta zrIdevIne kahI. banne daMpatie samajI vicArIne nirNaya lIdho ane bhAdaravA suda caudasanA divase ThIka sAMje pAMca vAge aDAjana kuLadevInA dhAma para pahoMcI gayA. madhyarAtrI thavAne hajI samaya hato eTale banne eka vRkSanI nIce samaya vitAvavA mATe besI gayA. e vRkSanI pAse eka kUvo hato. bannene tarasa lAgI hatI tyAre vimalazAha potAnI pAseno loTo laIne, kUvAmAM utaravA lAgyA. teTalAmAM avAja Avyo "UbhA raho! pANInA paisA ApIne pachI pANI lejo." A sAMbhaLIne vimalazAha coMkI gayA. pAchaLa vaLIne joyuM to eka mANasa Ubho hato. teNe kahyuM - "mArA dAdAe A paraba baMdhAvI che. juo A takatI upara zuM lakhyuM che. pANInA paisA ApIne pANI lo." vimalazAha - "are bhAI ! pANInA paNa zuM paisA lAge che?" mANasa - "mArA bApa-dAdAnI bAvaDI che. eTale have AnA upara mArI mAlikI che. jo AmAMthI tamane pANI levuM che to paisA to ApavA ja paDaze." chelle vimalazAhe paisA ApIne pANI lIdhuM. A ghaTanAthI temanuM mana azAMta thaI gayuM. vicAra karavA lAgyA ke "AvuM paNa thatuM haze ke? koI puNyazALIe sukRta karavA mATe A kUvo banAvyo haze

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ane temanA vArisa AnA badale paisA le che. AvA kapUta paNa hoya che ke?" dUra ubhelI zrIdevIe paNa A dazya joyuM. jevA vimalazAha pAse AvyA, zrIdevIe kahyuM - "nA, nA AvA saMtAna karatA to saMtAna nA hoya e ja sAru che. saMtAna jo kapUta haze, to amArA karyA para pANI pheravI deze. kyAMya ApaNI saMtAna paNa Abu maMdiranI bahAra besIne darzanArthIo pAsethI paisA laIne kaheze ke huM temanI saMtAna chuM to? nA evA saMtAna amane nathI joItA." A prakAre baMnee nizcaya karyo ke, devInI pAse saMtAna thAya nahIM te ja varadAna mAMgavuM." madhyarAtrImAM be miniTa bAkI hatI ane baMne devInI mUrtinI sanmukha jaI besI gayA. ThIka madhyarAtrImAM 7 zrIphaLa caDhAvI mAne cuMdaDI oDhADI. mAMe sAkSAt pragaTa thaI zrIdevIne kahyuM - "mAMga beTI, zuM joIe che?" zrIdevIe dhImA svarathI kahyuM - "mAM e ja varadAna joIe che ke amane saMtAna na thAya." devIe vimalazAhanI sAme joyuM. vimalazAhe kahyuM - "mA~ ! ame varadAna mAMgIe che ke amane vAMjhaNA rAkhajo. amane vArasa nahIM Arasa joIe che." baMnenI bhAvanA sAMbhaLI mAe kahyuM - "tathAstu" A daMpatinA sattvanuM gAna karatu te jinAlaya vimala vasahI' nA nAmathI AbunI dharatI para Aje paNa zobhita che. tha bhImA kuMDaliyA bAhaDamaMtrI pATaNathI sidhdhAcalano saMgha laIne AvyA hatA. saMghamAM AvavAvALA badhA yAtrikoe zatruMjayanI yAtrA karI. badhAne A samAcAra maLyA ke bAhaDa maMtrI zatruMjaya para AdinAtha dAdAnuM maMdira pASANa (patthara) thI banAvaze ane emAM lAkhono kharca karaze. A prasaMga para keTalAya zreSThIoe vicAra karyo ke A puNyanA kAmamAM ame paNa kaMIka bhAga laIe. A vicAra karI keTalAya zreSThIoe bAhaDa maMtrInI pAse AvI vinaMtI karI ke "Apa girirAja para bhavya jina maMdiranuM navanirmANa karavA mATe saMpanna cho paraMtu A puNyanA kAmamAM amane paNa bhAgIdAra banAvo. amane phUla nahIM to phUlanI pAMkhaDIno lAbha Apo, evA amArA bhAva che. amane khabara che ke Apa amArI vinaMtI svIkAra karazo ane amane paNa A puNyano lAbha levAnI AjJA Apazo." mahAmaMtrIe A vinaMtIno saharSa svIkAra karyo. bIjA divase ja zatruMjayanI taLeTI para vizALa sabhA maLI. emAM svayaM mahAmaMtrIe ghoSaNA karI - "je koI paNa bhAI-bahena zatruMjaya para banI rahelA bhavya jina maMdiranA navanirmANa kAryamAM potAnA dhanano sadvyaya karavA mAMge che te premathI

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svayaMnA dhananuM dAna ApI zake che. badhA pota-potAnA dAnanI rakama munImajI pAse lakhAvI do." ghoSaNA pUrI thatA ja dAtAra potAnA dhananI rakama lakhAvavA lAgyA. koI be lAkha, koI eka lAkha, koI pacAsa hajAra, dAtAronI dAnabhAvanA ane jinabhaktine joI mahAmaMtrInuM dila khuza thaI gayuM, eTalAmAM emanI najara sabhAnI eka bAju UbhelA vyakti para paDI. je A bhIDamAM aMdara AvavAno prayatna karI rahyo hato paNa enA melA kapaDAM joI koI ene aMdara AvavA detuM na hatuM. bAhaDa maMtrIe joyuM ke A AgaMtukanuM dila paNa dAna devAnI bhAvanAthI uchaLI rahyuM che. eTale mahAmaMtrIe eka sevakane mokalI tene potAnI pAse bolAvyo, eNe AvI praNAma karyA. maMtrIe pUchyuM - "puNyazALI ! tAruM nAma zuM che? ane kyAM rahe che?" bhImA :- "mAruM nAma bhImA kuMDaliyA che. ahIMja pAsenA gAmamAM rahuM chuM." maMtrI pUrI pUchaparacha kare che - "zuM dhaMdho kare che?" bhImA - "mahAmaMtrIjI, puNyahIna chuM. azubha karmanA baMdhana hajI tUTyA nathI. mahenata majUrI karuM chuM. ghare eka gAya pALI rAkhI che tenAthI amAruM (pati-patnI baMnenuM) jIvana nirvAha thAya che." " maMtrI:- "ahIMyA kema AvyA cho?" bhImA - "bajAramAM ghI vecatA-vecatA khabara paDI ke gujarAtanA mahAmaMtrI vizALa saMgha laI ahIM padhAryA che. A sAMbhaLI mane paNa yAtrA karavAnA bhAva AvyA. yAtrA karIne AvyA bAda khabara paDI ke girirAja para bhavya jinamaMdiranuM navanirmANa karAvI rahyA cho. enAthI mane paNa bhAvanA thaI ke huM paNa....." . bhImA AgaLa kaMI na bolI zakyA. bAhaDa maMtrIe premathI kahyuM - "bhImAjI ! dAna devAmAM zaramAvA jevI koI vAta nathI. tamAre jeTaluM dAna karavuM hoya eTaluM premathI karo." bhImA H- maMtrIzvara, mArI pAse eka rUpiyo ane sAta paisA hatA. emAM eka rUpiyAnA puSpa kharIdI bhagavAna AdinAthane caDhAvyA, have mArI pAse mAtra sAta paisA vadhyA che. ATalI nAnI rakama agara Apa svIkAra karazo to huM svayaMne bhAgyazALI samajIza." ATaluM kahetA ja bhImAnI AMkhomAM AMsU AvI gayA. bAhaDanI AMkho paNa bhImAnI bhAvanA joI bhInI thaI gaI tathA premathI enA sAta paisA svIkAra karI lIdhA ane munImajIne kahyuM - munImajI, dAtAronI nAmAvalImAM badhAthI pahelA bhImA kuMDaliyAnuM nAma lakho."mahAmaMtrInI A ghoSaNA sAMbhaLI sabhAmAM ghora sannATo chavAI gayo. badhA vicAravA lAgyA ke "A bhImAe keTaluM dAna lakhAvyuM haze jenAthI enuM nAma dAnanI nAmAvalImAM badhAthI pahelu che." tyAre bhImAe ApelA sAta paisAne hAthamAM batADI mahAmaMtrIe kahyuM - "sabhAjano, bhImAnI

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A saMpUrNa saMpatti che. potAnI saMpUrNa kamANI A dAnamAM ApI rahyo che. ApaNe badhA paNa dAna karIe chIe paNa kevuM? lAkha hoya to pAMca - dasa hajAranuM, paNa A bhImA potAnI pAse kaMI paNa rAkhyA vagara, kAlanI koI ciMtA karyA vagara, dAdAnA caraNomAM potAnI mahAmUlyavAna saMpUrNa saMpatti ApI rahyo che. mArI buddhithI to bhImAnuM dAna ApaNA badhAthI anupama ane advitIya che." bhImAM kuMDaliyAnI prabhu bhakti ane maMtrIzvaranI udAratAthI badhA gadU-gadU thaI uThyA. "dhanya che bhImAne ! dhanya che ! dhanya che ! mahAmaMtrIzvarane !" AvA pracaMDa harSanI sAthe sabhA samApta thaI. bhImA paNa potAnA gAmamAM gayo ane hasatA-hasatA gharamAM praveza karyo. gharamAM praveza karatAM ja enI patnIe pUchyuM - "aho zuM vAta che? Aje bahu ja khuza dekhAI rahyA cho ?" bhImAH- priye, mArI khuzInuM kAraNa tane kevI rIte kahuM? Aja to mAruM jIvana dhanya banI gayuM." patnI :- "AvuM zuM thaI gayuM? mane paNa to kaho." bhImAe harSita manathI badhuM ja kahI dIdhuM, vAta pUrI thatA pahelA ja patnI gussAmAM bolI - "eka to pUrI kamANI Aje dAnamAM ApI dIdhI ane kaho cho, dhanya banI gayA, kevI rIte? Apane gharano vicAra paNa na Avyo, sAMje zuM khAzuM?" pachI gussAmAM ja gALo ApatI ApatI gAya dohavA jatI rahI. te samaye gAyano khUTo DhIlo hovAthI nIkaLI gayo. te pharIthI khIlAne jevo jamInamAM dATavA lAgI, tema ja khUTo koI vAsaNathI TakarAyo hoya evuM ene pratIta thayuM. eNe jamIna khodI to aMdarathI ene sonAmahorothI bharelo kaLaza maLyo. kaLaza jotA ja eno gusso ThaMDo thaI gayo ane kaLaza laI te bhImAnI pAse gaI tathA bhImAne badhI vAto kahI. sonAmahorothI bharelo kaLaza joI bhImAe kahyuM - "juo! dAdAno kevo camatkAra, kyAM sAta paisA ane kyAM mahorothI bharelo sonAno kaLaza." enI patnI paNa bahu khuza thaI bolI - "A moharothI ApaNI garIbI dUra thaI jaze." enA para bhImAe kahyuM - "nahIM, je cIja ApaNI nathI, tene levAnI mArI pratijJAne zuM tuM jANatI nathI. A sonAmahoro ApaNI nathI." enI patnIe kahyuM - "zuM karazuM A sonAmahoronuM?" bhImAe uttaramAM kahyuM - "jaIne mahAmaMtrIne ApI daIza, mahAmaMtrIne AnuM je karavuM haze te karaze." bIjA divase suvarNa kaLaza laI bhImA bAhaDa maMtrInI pAse AvyA. eNe sonAmahoronI sAthe suvarNa kaLaza paNa emanA caraNomAM mUkI dIdho ane enI sAthe je thayuM te badhuM kahI dIdhuM. bAhaDa maMtrI bhImAnI niHspRhatA ane vratapAlananI daDhatAna neI ahobhAvathI stabdha rahI gayA. emaNe kahyuM - "dhanya che bhImAjI ! dhanya che ! ApanA vratapAlananI dRDhatAne ! sAceja Apa mahAzrAvaka cho. A sonAmahoro upara Apano ja adhikAra che, Apane A mahoro ApanA gharethI maLI che, ApanA puNyodayathI maLI che, eTale AnA mAlika Apa cho. Apa Ane premathI pAchA laI jAo." paraMtu

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bhImAM sonAmahoro levAthI InkAra karI rahyA hatA. mahAmaMtrIe punaH ene samajAvyo chatAM paNa bhImA mAnavA ja taiyAra na hato. ekAeka tyAM kapardI yakSa pragaTa thayA. yakSadeve kahyuM - "bhImA ! A dhana tane tArA puNyathI maLyuM che. tArA azubha karma have khatma thaI gayA che. A dhana huM tane premathI Apu chuM. tuM laI le." ATaluM kahI kapardI yakSa adazya thaI gayA. bhImA paNa vadhAre nA na karI zakyo. mahAmaMtrInA Atithyane svIkAra karI Akhare bhImA sonAmahorothI bharelo kaLaza laI potAne ghare gayo. ghare AvI yakSanI badhI vAto patnIne kahI tyAre patnIe khuza thaI kahyuM - "he svAmI, zrI AdinAtha bhagavAnano prabhAva aciMtya che. emAM koI zaMkA nathI. sAthe ja ApanI vrata deDhatAnuM A phaLa che." satI sulasA , prabhu mahAvIranA zAsanakALamAM rAjagRhI nagarImAM prabhunA parama bhakta zreNika rAjA rAjya karatA hatA. emanA rAjyamAM nAga nAmano sArathI hato. ene zreSTha zIlAdi guNothI suzobhita ane prabhu vIranA prati atyaMta zraddhAvAna evI sulasA nAmanI patnI hatI. - ekavAra zrI mahAvIra prabhu caMpAnagarImAM padhAryA. te ja nagarIthI aMbaDa parivrAjaka rAjagRhI nagarImAM jaI rahyo hato. eNe prabhu mahAvIrane vaMdana karI vinaMtI karI ke, "he prabhu, huM Aje rAjagRhI jaI rahyo chuM. jo Apane tyAM koI kArya hoya to pharamAvo." tyAre bhagavAne kahyuM - "tyAM rahevA vALI tulasA zrAvikAne dharmalAbha kahejo." parivrAjaka tyAMthI nIkaLI rAjagRhI nagarImAM Avyo. tyAM tapAsa karavA para ene khabara paDI ke A sulasA nAga sArathInI patnI che. tyAre enA Azcaryano pAra na rahyo. eNe vicAryuM ke paramAtmAe zreNika rAjA, abhayakumAra vagere koIne yAda na karI eka sAmAnya sArathInI strIne dharmalAbha kahevaDAvyA che. eTale te sAcemAM daDhadharmI haze. paraMtu eka vAra to mAre enI parIkSA karavI ja joIe. A rIte vicArI te pahelA divase rAjagRhI nagarInI pUrva dizAnA daravAjA para potAnA tapanA baLathI brahmAnuM rUpa laI besI gayA. A joI nagaranA badhA loko brahmAnA darzana hetu tyAM javA lAgyA. mAtra eka sulasA zrAvikA ja na AvI. A joI teNe bIjA divase bIjA daravAjA para mahAdevanuM rUpa dhAraNa karyuM. sAkSAt mahAdevajIne nagarImAM AvelA joI lokonA ToLeToLA emanA darzanArthe javA lAgyA. paNa tulasAnuM samyakatva daDha hatuM. eTale te mahAdevanA darzana karavA na gaI. aMbaDe trIjA divase pharI trIjA daravAjA para viSNunuM rUpa dhAraNa karyuM. pharI lokonA ToLeToLA tyAM umaTavA lAgyA paNa temanA darzana mATe paNa na javAvALI ekamAtra sulasA ja hatI. A joI aMbaDe hiMmata hAryA vagara potAnI aMtima cAla cAlI. eNe vicAryuM ke brahmA, viSNu, mahAdeva vagere to anya dharmanA deva che. eTale sulatA temanA darzana karavA na AvI. jo huM tIrthakaranuM rUpa banAvIza to

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sulasA avazya darzana karavA Avaze. cothA divase cothA daravAjA para samavasaraNanI racanA karI aMbaDa paccIsamo tIrthaMkara banI dezanA ApavA lAgyo. aMbaDane pUro vizvAsa hato ke tIrthaMkaranuM nAma sAMbhaLI sulasA jarUra Avaze paraMtu bIjA badhA loko AvyA paNa sulasA na AvI. A tarapha sulasAnI sakhIe sulasAne kahyuM - sulasA, Aje to cAla tArA bhagavAna AvyA che. tyAre sulasAe daDhatApUrvaka kahyuM - "sakhI, A thaI ja na zake ke mArA prabhu padhAre ane mArA hRdayamAM spaMdanA na thAya. mArA sADA traNa karoDa roma rAjI praphullita na thAya. eTale A mArA bhagavAna hoI ja na zake.'' sakhIe kahyuM - 'A tArA mahAvIra nahIM paNa paccIsamA tIrthaMkara che." sulasAe kahyuM - "mArA prabhuvIre kIdhuM che ke A avasarpiNImAM 24 tIrthaMka2 ja thAya che. eTale A koI bahurUpiyo che ane lokone ThagavAnI koziza karI rahyo che, mAruM A mastaka sAcA tIrthaMkara mahAvIr svAmInA vagara koInI sAme nahIM name.'' dhanya che sulasAne ! dhanya che enA dRDha samyaktvane ! te aMbaDanI badhI parIkSAomAM kharI utarI. aMbaDa brahmA, viSNu, maheza vagerenA rUpa banAvIne paNa ene DagAvI na zakyo. eTaluM ja nahIM, eNe 25 mA tIrthaMkaranuM paNa rUpa banAvyuM. hAtha joDavA athavA paga paDavA to dUra paNa sulasA ekavAra ene jovA paNa na AvI. AnAthI sulasAe jinavANI para potAnI akhUTa zraddhAno paricaya Apyo. A badhA camatkAra sulasAnI zraddhAne halAvI na zakyA. aMtamAM aMbaDa zrAvakane paNa hAra mAnavI paDI. sulasAnA samyaktva AgaLa tene mastaka namAvavuM paDyuM. have ene khabara paDI ke Akhare paramAtmAe sulasAne ja dharmalAbha kema ApyA ? bIjA divase aMbaDa zrAvakanuM veza dhAraNa karI sulasAnA ghare Avyo. tyAM jaI teNe kahyuM, "he bhadra, sAcemAM ApanA sattvane, ApanA samyaktvane dhanyavAda che. kadAca ApanA akhaMDa, aDaga samyaktvane joIne ja paramAtmAe mArA dvArA ApanA mATe dharmalAbha kahevaDAvyo che." A sAMbhaLatA ja sulasAnA caherA para cAMda khIlI gayo. enA sADA traNa karoDa roma rAjI, praphullita thaI uThyA. ene evuM lAgI rahyuM hatuM ke jANe ene jagatanI badhI khuzI, badhI saMpatti ane badhu sukha prApta thaI gayuM hoya. enI khuzI enA AMkhothI harSanA AMsunA rUpamAM vahevA lAgI. harSa atirekamAM eNe kahyuM - "zuM, mArA prabhue mArA mATe dharmalAbha mokalyo che ? prabhu, Ape mane ! A abhAgaNane yAda karI ? muja puNyahInane Ape smaraNamAM rAkhI mAruM jIvana dhanya banAvI dIdhu che." ATaluM kahI je dizAmAM prabhu vicarI rahyA hatA te dizAmAM sAta pagalA AgaLa vadhI paramAtmAnI stuti karatA kahyuM - "moharAjAnA baLanuM mardana karI devAmAM dhI2, pAparUpI kIcaDane svaccha karavAmAM nirmaLa jaLa samAna, karma rUpI dhULane haravAmAM havA samAna evA he vIra prabhu ! Apa sadA jayavaMta raho ! he prabhu ! ApanI jaya ho ! vijayaho ! jaya jayakAra ho !'' aMbaDa to sulasAnA AnaMdane joto ja rahI gayo. mAtra paramAtmAnA eka dharmalAbha ane ATalI saMvedanA, enI anumodanA karI te svasthAna pahoMcI gayo. - 18

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8 kahevAya che ke ApaNe satata jenuM ciMtana karIe chIe ApaNe emanA jevA ja thaI jaIe chIe. enA anusAra sulasAnA raMga-raMgamAM paramAtmA vaselA hatA. eTale eNe paNa tIrthaMkara nAmakarmanuM upArjana karyuM. AyuSya pUrNa karI te devalokamAM gaI. tyAMthI A ja bharata kSetramAM AgaLanI covIzImAM nirmama nAmanA paMdaramAM tIrthaMkara banI mokSa pada prApta karaze. bAhuDa maMtrI bAhaDa maMtrInA pitA zrI udayana maMtrI hatA. emanA jIvananA aMtima samayamAM te bahu ja du:khI hatA. emanA duHkhanuM kAraNa hatuM ke emaNe zatruMjaya girirAjanA jIrNa maMdiranuM jIrNodvAra karavAno nirNaya karyo hato paraMtu mRtyunuM paigAma jaldI AvavAthI jIrNoddhAra na karAvI zakyA. pitAne A rIte du:khI joI bAhaDe enuM kAraNa pUchyuM. pitAjInI aMta2 jijJAsA joI bAhaDe enA pitAjIne vacana ApyuM ke te avazya jIrNodvAra karAvaze ja. "mAro putra bAhaDa zatruMjaya girirAja para avazya jIrNoddhAra karAvaze.'' evI AzAne laI temaNe zAMtithI samAdhi-maraNa prApta karyuM. pitAjInI aMtima IcchAne pUrNa karavA mATe bAhaDe zatruMjayanA jIrNa maMdirane navuM pApANamaya banAvavAno nizcaya karyo ane jyAM sudhI maMdirano pAyo na nAMkhavAmAM Ave tyAM sudhI brahmacaryanuM pAlana, pratidina ekAsaNA, bhUmi zayana ane mukhavAsano tyAga evA abhigraha lIdhA. bAhaDa maMtrIe saMghanI sAthe zatruMjaya tIrtha javAno vicAra karyo. bIjA divase ja pATaNamAM ghoSaNA karavAmAM AvI ke "bAhaDa maMtrI zatruMjaya saMgha laIne jAya che, jene AvavAnI IcchA hoya te AvI zake che, paraMtu temaNe 6 niyamonuM pAlana karavuM paDaze. (1) brahmacaryanuM pAlana (2) bhUmi zayana (3) ekAsaNA (4) samakitadhArI banI rahevuM (5) sacitta vastuno tyAga (6) pada yAtrA. badhA yAtrALuo mATe bhojana vagerenI vyavasthA bAhaDa maMtrI karaze.'' A ghoSaNAne sAMbhaLI dharmapremI loko AnaMdavibhora thaI gayA ane hajAro nara-nArIo zatruMjaya tIrtha yAtrAmAM joDAyA. zubha muhUrtamAM maMgala prayANa thayuM. badhA ja gAmamAM yAtrikonuM svAgata thayuM ane badhA ja gAmothI bIjA yAtriko paNa joDAyA. badhA ja gAmomAM mahAmaMtrI udAra manathI dAna detA ane jina maMdironAM ahobhAvathI pUjA bhakti karatA. A yAtrAno uddezya to badhA loko jANatA ja hatA ke pitA udayana maMtrInI aMtima IcchAne pUrNa karavA hetu bAhaDa maMtrI girirAja para navuM bhavya maMdira banAvavA mATe saMgha sahita jaI rahyA che. saMgha girirAjanI pavitra chAyAmAM pahoMcI gayo. saMghasahita mahAmaMtrI zatruMjaya parvata para caDhyA. hajAro yAtriko bulaMda avAjathI AdinAtha dAdAnI jayanAda karavA lAgyA. badhA loko bhAvapUrvaka darzana - pUjana - caityavaMdana vagere karI dhanya banyA. mahAmaMtrI bAhaDa zilpakArone pATaNathI potAnI 19

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sAthe lAvyA hatA. tyAM ja mahAmaMtrIe cArebAju maMdiranuM nirIkSaNa karI, vicAra-vimarza karI jIrNoddhAranuM kArya zarU karAvyuM. zatruMjaya parvata para maMdira be varSamAM taiyAra thayuM. bAhaDa maMtrIne samAcAra maLyA ke maMdira banI gayuM tyAre maMtrIe samAcAra devAvALA karmacArIne suvarNa mudrA bheTamAM ApI. bIjA divase ja samAcAra AvyA ke joradAra pavananA kAraNe maMdirano ghaNokharo bhAga tUTI gayo. bAhaDa maMtrI jaldI girirAja para caDhyA. zilpakAra nirAza thaI maMdiranA tUTelA paththarone joI rahyA hatA. maMtrIzvare pUchyuM - "A kevI rIte thayuM?" | mukhya zilpakAra:- "A pahADa UMco che. pahADanA maMdiromAM bhamatI (pradakSiNA) na banAvavI joIe ane ame banAvI. emAM havA bharAI javAnA kAraNe maMdira tUTI gayuM." bAhaDa maMtrI:- "kaMI vAMdho nahIM, pharIthI pradakSiNA vagaranuM maMdira banAvo." zilpakAra :- "paNa maMtrIzvara pradakSiNA vagara maMdira kevI rIte banaze?" bAhaDa maMtrI :- "kema? zuM takalIpha che?" zilpakAra:- "bahu moTI takalIpha che, maMtrIzvara ! pradakSiNA vagaranuM maMdira banAvavA vALono vaMza nirvaza hoya che. emanA vaMzanI vRddhi thatI nathI." " mahAmaMtrIe hasatA hasatA kahyuM - "basa, A ja takalIpha che? emAM ciMtA karavAnI zuM vAta che ? Apa duHkhI kema thAo cho? bhavya maMdira banavuM ja joIe. huM nirvaza rahu mane enI koI ciMtA nathI. kone khabara saMtAna saMskArI haze ke kusaMskArI? ane kone khabara che ke mArI saMtAna mArI kIrtine ujjavaLa banAvaze ja? saMtAna kharAba haze to mArI kIrtine dhULamAM meLavI deze. eTale huM nirvaza rahIza to paNa cAlaze. A maMdira ja mArA mATe badhu che. pharIthI zarU karo. jema thAya tema maMdira jaldI pUrUM karo." mahAmaMtrInI niSkAma bhaktinI vAta gujarAta ane saurASTranA ghara-gharamAM thavA lAgI. bAhaDa maMtrIe maMdiranuM kAma pUrNa karAvyuM. AdinAtha dAdAnI pratimAnI pratiSThA karAvavA mATe mahAmaMtrIe svayaM ArAdhya gurUdeva zrI hemacaMdrAcAryane premapUrvaka vinaMtI karI. vikrama saMvata 1211 nA zubha dine AcArya deve bahu ja dhUmadhAmathI pratiSThA karI. A mahotsavamAM joDAvA mATe bhAratathI hajAro bhAvika AtmAo AvI. badhAe bAhaDamaMtrInI jinabhakti, pitRbhakti ane dAnavIratAnI dila kholIne prazaMsA karI. badhAnA mukhethI eka ja vAta nIkaLI rahI hatI "dhanya pitA, dhanya putra! A pramANe bAhaDa maMtrI dvArA zatruMjayano teramo jIrNoddhAra thayo.

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tha saMprati mahArAjA azoka samrATanA pautra ane rAjA kuNAlanA putra samrATa saMprati jagatanA sarvakAlIna mahAna rAjAomAM gauravamaya sthAne prApta che. saMprati mahArAjA potAnA dAdA samrATa azokanI jema prajAvatsala, zAMtipriya ane ahiMsAnA anurAgI temaja pratApI samrATa hatA. ekavAra saMprati mahArAjA potAnA mahelanA jharUkhAmAM beThA hatA. rAjamArga para jaI rahelA AcArya suhasti surijIne dekhatAM ja saMprati mahArAjAne evo anubhava thayo ke mAno e sAdhu puruSathI varSothI paricita che. dhIre - dhIre pUrvajanmanuM smaraNa saMprati mahArAjAnA cittamAM ubharavA lAgyuM. mahelathI nIce UtarIne AcAryazrIne pAse jaIne caraNomAM natamastaka thayA ane emaNe guru mahArAjane mahelamAM padhAravA mATe nivedana mahelamAM padhAryA pachI saMprati mahArAjAe pUchyuM. "gurudeva mane oLakhyo?" jJAnI AcArya suhastisUrie kahyuM, "hAM, vatsa! tane oLakhyo, tuM pUrvajanmamAM mAro ziSya hato." A sAMbhaLIne saMpratie kahyuM, "gurudeva ApanI kRpAthI ja huM rAjA banyo chuM. huM to kauzaMbIno eka bhikhArI hato. jayAre ekavAra kauzaMbI nagarImAM bhISaNa duSkALa paDyo hato, tyAre paNa zrAvakagaNa sAdhuonI utsAha sahita vaiyAvacca karatA hatA. e samaye mane roTalIno TukaDo paNa maLato na hato. meM sAdhuonI pAse bhikSA mAMgI, tyAre Ape batAvyuM ke jo huM dikSA lauM, to Apa mane bhojana ApI zako cho. khAvA mATe meM dIkSA lIdhI ane dIkSA laIne dabAIne bhojana karyuM. rAtre mArA peTamAM pIDA thaI ane e vadhatI gaI tyAre badhA zrAvaka mArI sevAmAM lAgI gayA. A joIne huM vicAravA lAgyo ke kAle je mArI sAmuM paNa jotAM nahotA te zreSThI Aje mArA paga dabAvI rahyA che. dhanya che A sAdhu vezane. mArI pIDA vadhatI gaI tyAre Ape mArI samatA ane samAdhiTakAvavA mATe mane navakAra maMtra saMbhaLAvyo. gurudeva ApanI kRpAthI mAruM samAdhimaraNa thayuM ane meM A rAjakuTuMbamAM janma lIdho. A rAjaya huM Apane samarpita karuM chuM. eno svIkAra karI Apa mane RNamukta karo." aparigrahadhArI virakta muni bhalA rAjayanuM zuM kare? AcAryazrIe ene jaina dharmano upadeza Apyo. saMprati mahArAjA dharmanA sAcA ArAdhaka ane mahAna prabhAvaka banyA. bhAratanI sImAthI paNa dUra jaina dharmano pracAra karyo. gurUdevanA pUrvajanmanA ane A janmanA upakArone saMprati mahArAjAne zirodhArya karyA. saMprati mahArAjAe keTalIka vyaktione sAdhunA AcAra zIkhavADIne sAdhuno veza paherAvIne anArya dezamAM paNa mokalyA. emanA dvArA anArya lokone paNa sAdhunA AcArothI avagata karAvyA ane enA pachI tyAM paNa sAcA sAdhuono vihAra karAvyo. ekavAra yuddhamAM vijayI banIne saMprati mahArAjA potAnI rAjadhAnI ujainImAM pAchA AvyA. cArebAju harSollAsanuM vAtAvaraNa hatuM, paraMtu saMprati mahArAjAnI mAtA kaMcanamAlAnA caherA upara

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ghora viSAda temaja nirAzAnA vAdaLa chavAyelA hatA. saMprati mahArAjAe mAtAnI pAse AvIne praNAma karIne vyathAnuM kAraNa pUchyuM - "he mAtA ! Aje mArA vijayathI AkhuM nagara harSollAsamAM DUbeluM che, tyAre Apa kema zokamagna lAgI rahyA cho ? putra jayAre kamANI karIne ghare Ave che, tyAre mAtA harSita thAya che. huM to bharatanA traNa khaMDo upara vijayI thaIne pAcho Avyo chuM, toya Apane harSa kema nathI ?" saMprati mahArAjA mAnatA hatA ke mane joIne saMpUrNa jagata bhalene khuza thAya che, paraMtu mArI mAtA ja khuza na hoya to anya badhAno harSa mArA mATe nirarthaka che. kevI mAtRbhakti che ? A mAtA parama zraddhALu zrAvikA hatI, mATe duniyAthI nirALI hatI. duniyA putranA zarIrane jue che, jyAre zrAviko emanI AtmAne dekhe che. vivekI mAtAe kahyuM, "he putra! rAjaya to tArI AtmAne narakamAM laI javAvALuM che. tArA janma-maraNanA du:khomAM vRddhi karavA vALuM chuM. huM jo tArI sAcI janetA houM, to evA rAjyanI kamANIthI mane harSa kevI rIte thaI zake che ? mane harSa tyAre thaze, jyAre tuM je pRthvIne jItI Avyo che te samagra pRthvIne jinAlayothI suzobhita karIza. tArI saMpattithI gAme-gAmamAM jinamaMdira UbhA karI daIza." kevI haze A rAjamAtA ! bALapaNathI ja emaNe potAnA putrane kevA saMskAra ApyA haze ? e pavitra saMskAronuM siMcana karavAvALA suputra mAtAne zokamagna rahevA deze zuM? emanI IcchAonuM anAdara karaze zuM? kyAreya nahIM. saMprati mahArAjAe mAtAnA mukhethI nIkaLelA vacanone zirodhArya karyA ane tyAM ja saMkalpa karI lIdho. "AkhI pRthvIne jinamaMdirothI maMDita karI devAno." jyotiSione bolAvyA ane potAnuM AyuSya pUchyuM. uttara maLyo - "rAjanuM, ApanuM AyuSya to hajuM 100 varSa bAkI che." "100 varSanA divasa keTalA ?" "rAjanuM ! 36 hajAra." pachI roja eka maMdira bAMdhavAno saMkalpa karIne saMprati mahArAjAe pRthvIne maMdirothI maMDita karavAnuM kArya prAraMbha karI dIdhuM. pratidina eka jinAlayanA khanana muhUrta thayAnA samAcAra sAMbhaLyA pachI ja mAtAne praNAma karIne bhojana karatA hatA. mAtA paNa harSita thaIne sadaiva putranA kapALa upara tilaka karIne maMgaLa karatI hatI. A pramANe saMprati mahArAjAe 36OOO navA jinAlaya baMdhAvyA ane 89 hajAra jina maMdirono jIrNoddhAra karAvyo. arthAta kula maLIne savA lAkha jina maMdira banAvaDAvyA ane savA karoDa pratimAo bharAvI. A sivAya potAnA rAjyamAM koI jIva bhUkhyo ke duHkhI na rahe, enA mATe 700dAnazALAo zarU karAvI. AdhyAtmika pratijJA patra siddhazIlA A mAro deza che. arihaMta bhagavAna mArA deva che. pAMca mahAvratanA pAlaka sAdhu-sAdhvIjI mArA | guru che. arihaMta devanI AjJArUpa mAro dharma che. huM mArA mAtA-pitA, vaDIla, vidyAgurunA pratye haMmezA vinayavAna | rahIza. nitya upAzraya tathA pAThazALA jaIza. mArA ragaragamAM jainatvanI khumArI sadA rAkhIza. sarva jIvonA pratye maitrIbhAva rAkhIza. "saMsAra choDavA jevo che, saMyama levA jevo che, mokSa prApta karavA jevo che" A mAro mudrAlekha | che. huM mArA dharmane bahuja cAhuM chuM. enI samRddha temaja vaividhyapUrNa jAyadAdano mane garva che. huM jinazAsanane vaphAdAra rahIza.

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14 rAjaloka prinTa meru parvata ane jyotiSa cakra 5 antara bevaka abhiSeka zilA pAMDuka vana 36000 yojanA trIjo kAMDa bIjI mekhalA T somanasa vana Urdhvaloka nokAMtika udgaloka loka kilbiSika cara-sthira jyotiSka dvIpa samudra naska 62,500 yojana bane te vyaMtara bhavanapati adholoka la00 co. zani graha 87 yo. maMgala graha 894 yo. guru graha 81 yo. zuka graha 888 yo. budha graha 884 co. nakSatra 880 thayo. candra 800 yo. sUrya 7(c) yo. tArA prathama mekhalA ticchaloka bIjI kAMDa naMdana vana pa00yojanar. bhadrazAla vana bhUmi sthAnamAM 10,000 yojanA 6000 yojana prathama kAMDa adholoka | sanAr3I in) ACT (RUUUUUUU/ TWITT) GOOG 6 0 0 0 ooooot (COLD 0 0 ( Cha ka rI jo tattvajJAna )

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zapAtI gAyo kare pokAra baMdha karo A atyAcAra gAya, jene gaumAtA paNa kahevAya che, A gaumAtA je ApaNane dUdha jevuM uttama rasAyaNa ApI ApaNAM zarIrane puSTa banAvavAmAM sahAyaka thAya che. te ja jyAre vRddha thaI jAya athavA dUdha ApavAnuM baMdha karI de tyAre ApaNane boja rUpI thavA lAge che athavA thoDAM rUpiyAnA badale Ajano mAnavI tene kasAInA havAle karI de che athavA bajAramAM choDI de che, tyAre gAya lokonI mAra khAya che athavA kasAI pakaDIne laI jAya che. jyAM tene kruratAthI mArI devAya che. zuM Avo vyavahAra ApaNe ApaNI ma sAthe karI zakIe ? gharaDI gAyanI cAmaDI kaThora banI javAthI tene sophaTa banAvavA mATe ene sAMkaLathI bAMdhI evI jagyAe ubhI karI de che jyAMthI enA zarIra upara satata garama pANIno joradAra phavArA cAlu rahe che. AnI sAthe-sAthe 4-5 loko haMTara thI ene jora-jorathI pI. che. jenAthI enuM zarIra garamapANI ane haMTaranA mArathI sUjIne phUlI jAya che. AvI bhayAnaka pIDA thI chUTavA mATe te bicArI bahuja taDape che paNa kasAIyonA hAthamAM gayA pachI Aja sudhI koNa bacyuM che. satata 8-10 kalAkanI mArathI bicArInuM zarIra sUjIne phUlI jAya che ane AvI asahya pIDA thI te lagabhaga behoza thaI jAya che. paNa ATalAthI chuTakAro kyAM ??? AnA pachI kasAI tene karaMTa Ape che. tyAre te taDapI-taDapIne potAnA prANa tyajI de che. pachI enA zarIra uparathI cAmaDI utArI devAya che. jenAthI banatuM parsa, bUTa, belTa, koTa Adi vastuo paherIne ApaNe pharIe chIe ane zAna thI potAne jaina kahIe chIe. zuM tame jaina kahevAne lAyaka cho ??? jarA vicAro ? cAmaDA thI banatI vastuono upayoga karIne ApaNe ja gaumAtAnI ATalI krUratA pUrvaka berahamIthI karI gaI hatyAnA javAbadAra nathI ?

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codaha rAjaloka trasa nADI adholoka ticchalokanI nIce adholokamAM sAta naraka che. A sAte naraka pRthvI ulTA chatra (A) nA AkAra vALI che. A naraka pRthvIonI nIce anukramathI 20,000 yojana sudhI dhanodadhi (ghATuM pANI) (B) pachI asaMkhya yojana sudhI dhanavAta (ghATuM pavana) (C), enA bAda asaMkhya yojana sudhI tanavAta (pAtaLo pavana) (D), bAdamAM asaMkhya yojana sudhI AkAza (E) rahelo che. A rIte prathama naraka pRthvIthI sAtamI naraka pRthvI sudhI samajavuM. A narakomAM saMkhyAtA ane asaMkhyAtA yojana vALA narakAvAsa hoya che. te kula narakAvAsa 84 lAkha che. A narakAvAsamAM nArakI jIvonA utpanna thavAnA gokhalA hoya che. A ja emanI yoni che. pApI jIva narakamAM jAya che. tyAM utpanna thatA ja aMtarmuhUrta (48 miniTa) mAM zarIra gokhalAthI paNa moTuM thavAthI nIce paDavA lAge che. eTalAmAM tarata ja paramAdhAmI tyAM AvI pUrvakRta karma anusAra emane duHkha ApavA lAge che. jema ke madha pIvAvALAne garama sIsu pIvaDAve che. parastrI laMpaTIne agnimaya lokhaMDanI putaLInI sAthe AliMgana karAve che, bhAlAthI vadhe che, telamAM taLe che, bhaThThImAM seke che, ghANImAM pIle che, karavatathI kApe che, pakSI, siMha AdinA rUpa banAvI pIDA Ape che, lohInI nadImAM DUbADe che, talavAranA jevA pAMdaDAo vALA vana ane garama retImAM doDAve che, vajamaya kuMbhamAM jayAre emane tapAve che tyAre te pIDAthI 500 yojana sudhI uchaLe che. uchaLIne jyAre nIce paDe che tyAre AkAzamAM pakSI ane nIce siMha-citto vagere mukha phADI khAvA doDe che. A rIte ati bhayaMkara vedanA thAya che. vizeSamAM - prathama traNa narakamAM - kSetrakRta, hathiyArathI paraspara laDAI ane paramAdhAmI kRta ema traNa prakAranI vedanA thAya che. cothI - pAMcamI narakamAM - kSetrakRta tathA paraspara hathiyArathI laDAI thAya che. chaThThI-sAtamI narakamAM - kSetrakRta tathA paraspara hathiyAra vagara laDe che ane ekabIjAnA zarIramAM praveza karI bhayaMkara pIDA kare che.

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nIcenI narakomAM paramAdhAmI na hovA chatA paNa kSetrakRta vedanA eTalI bhayaMkara hoya che ke te vedanA paramAdhAmI kRta vedanAthI paNa vadhAre hoya che. sAte narakamAM kSetra (sthAnika) vedanAnA 10 prakAra 1) zIta vedanA :- himAlaya parvata para barapha paDato hoya ane ThaMDI havA cAlI rahI hoya tenAthI paNa anaMtagaNI ThaMDI nArakI jIva sahana kare che. 2) uSNa vedanA :-cAre bAju agninI javALAo hoya ane upara sUrya bhayaMkara tapI rahyo hoya enAthI paNa adhika tApa. 3) bhUkhanI vedanA :- duniyAbharanI badhI vastu khAI jAIe to paNa bhUkha nathI maTatI. 4) tRSAvedanA :- badhA nadI-taLAva-samudranuM pANI pI laIe to paNa zAMta na thAya evI tRSA lAge che. 5) khAjanI vedanA :- cAkUthI khaNIe to paNa khaMjavALa nathI maTatI. 6) parAdhInatA :- hamezA parAdhIna ja rahe che. 7) tAva :- hamezA zarIra khUba garama rahe che. 8) dAha :- aMdarathI bahu ja baLe che. 9) bhaya - paramAdhAmI ane anya nArakono satata bhaya rahe che. 10) zoka ':- bhayanA kAraNe satata zoka rahe che. dIvAla AdinA sparza mAtrathI paNa emanA zarIranA TukaDA TukaDA thaI jAya che. narakanI jamIna mAMsa, khUna, glekha, viSTAthI bharapUra hoya che. narakamAM raMga-bibhatsa, gaMdha - saDelA mRta kalevara samAna, rasa- kaDavuM ane sparza vIMchInI samAna hoya che. nirvastra ane pAMkha chedavA para jevI pakSInI AkRti thAya che tevI atyaMta bibhatsa AkRti vALA nArakInA jIva hoya che. vanarakamAM koNa jAya che ? ati krUra, siMhAdi, sarpa, pakSI, jaLacara narakamAMthI Ave che ane pharI narakamAM ja jAya che. dhananI lAlasA, tIvra krodha, zIla nahIM pALavA para, rAtri bhojana karavA para, zarAba, mAMsa, hoTala vagerenuM khAvA para ane bIjAne saMkaTa vageremAM nAkhavA para jIva narakamAM jAya che tathA pApa, mahA mithyAtva ane Arta-raudra dhyAnane kAraNe jIva narakamAM jaI evI tIvra vedanAne sahana kare che. tyAM ene bacAvavA ane sahAya karavA mATe koI nathI hotuM. tyAM mAtA-pitA yA sagA-saMbaMdhI paNa nathI hotA. sahAnubhUti ApavAvALuM paNa koI nathI hotu.

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paramAdhAmI devI parama adhArmika hovAthI emane paramAdhAmI kahevAya che. A jIva bhavya hoya che. A paramAdhAmI potAnA pUrvabhavamAM krUra karmI, saMkilaSTa, adhyavasAyI, pApa karmamAM ja AnaMdano anubhava karavA vALA che. paMcAgnirUpa mithyA kaSTa kriyAvALA ajJAnatapa karavAthI emane Avo avatAra maLe che. nArakI jIvone du:kha devAmAM, emanA para prahAra karavAmAM tathA duHkhathI emane raDatA joI paramAdhAmI atyaMta khuza thAya che. AnaMdanA atirekamAM tALIo vagADI aTTahAsa kare che kema ke nArakI jIvone duHkha devAmAM emane je AnaMda Ave che te AnaMda temane devalokanA nATakAdi jovAmAM paNa nathI Avato. nArakI jIvonA duHkhamAM AnaMda mAnavAnA kAraNe mahAkarma bAMdhI A paramAdhAmI deva marI aMDagolika jala manuSyanA rUpamAM utpanna thAya che. ' A aMDagolika manuSya vajaRSabhanArAca saMghayaNa vALA mahAparAkramI, mAMsa-madirA ane strIonA mahAlolupI hoya che. emanA zarIramAM eka goLI hoya che jenA prabhAvathI jaLamAM rahelA nAnA-moTA jIva-jaMtu emanI pAse nathI AvatA. ratnanA vyApArI samudranI gaherAIthI ratna vagere lAvavA mATe jaLamAM rahetA jIvothI potAnI rakSA mATe evI aMDagoliyAM prApta karavAnI cAhamAM ene pakaDavAno prayAsa kare che. A aMDagolika manuSya atyaMta zaktizALI hovAthI sAdhAraNa manuSyane pakaDIne ja kAco khAI jAya che. emane pakaDavA mATe ratnanA vyApArI eka vajamaya ghaTTI banAve che je yaMtrathI cAle che. A ghaTTImAM eka vAra phasAyA pachI A aMDagolika bacI nathI zakatA. A ghaTTInA be paTTa hoya che, vyApArI A vajanI ghaTTInA baMne paTTa kholI tene eka jagyA para rAkhI de che ane jyAM A aMDagolika rahe che te sthAnathI laI ghaTTI sudhI zarAba mAMsa Adi bhoga sAmagrI bichAvI de che. ghaTTInI aMdara paNa khUba adhika mAsa zarAba rAkhI de che. A aMDagolika mAMsa tathA zarAbane joI AnaMda magna thaI ene khAtA-khAtA thoDA divasamAM ghaTTImAM ghusI jAya che tyAre te vyApArI baTana dabAvI ghaTTInA paTTanA daravAjA baMdha karI de che ane ghaTTI zarU karI de che. aMDagolika emAM pIsavA lAge che. enI pIDAno koI pAra nathI raheto, pIDAthI te cillAvA lAge che. emanI cIsathI pUruM vAtAvaraNa gUMjavA lAge che. emanA hADakAo majabUta hovAthI jaldI tUTatA nathI. pariNAmataH ene cha mahinA sudhI pIsavAmAM Ave che. cha mahinA sudhI pIsavAthI aMtamAM enA zarIranuM cUraNa thAya che. mahAghorAtighora nArakIya yAtanAo bhogavatA bhogavatA aMDagolika ati raudra dhyAnamAM marI narakamAM utpanna thAya che. "jevI karaNI tevI bharaNI" kahevata anusAra bIjAne duHkha devAnA kAraNe svayaMne du:kha bhogavavuM paDe che. 25 )

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20 L | K | P | 6 | .m | sAta nArakInA nAma - gotra - kAraNa ane Ayu - naraka nAma | gotra | kAraNa | Ayu | zarIranI UMcAI 1 | dhammA ratnaprabhA ratnamaya 1 sAga. | 74 dhanu. 6 AMgaLa vaMzA zarkarAmabhA | kaMkaramaya 3 sAga. 1 15Vra dhanu 1ra AMgaLa zailA. vAlukAprabhA | retImaya 7 sAga. | 21 dhanu aMjanA | paMkaprabhA kAdavamaya 10 sAga., 622 dhanu | 5 |rISTA | dhUmaprabhA | dhUmADA jevI | 17 sAga., 125 dhanu madhA tamamrabhA | aMdhakAramaya | 22 sAga., 250 dhanuM | 7 |mAdhavatI tamastamaprabhA | atiaMdhakAramaya | 33 sAga., 500 dhanu, keTalA narakamAMthI AvavAvALA jIva zuM banI zake che? pahelI narakathI Avelo jIva cakravartI banI zake che. be narakathI Avelo jIva vAsudeva banI zake che. traNa narakathI Avelo jIva arihaMta banI zake che. cAra narakathI Avelo jIva kevalI banI zake che. pAMca narakathI Avelo jIva sAdhu banI zake che. cha narakathI Avelo jIva zrAvaka banI zake che. - sAta narakathI Avelo jIva samyatvI banI zake che. kayA jIva kyAM sudhI jAya che? samUrchAima paMcendriya - 1 naraka sudhI noLiyo, uMdara vagere - 2 naraka sudhI pakSI - 3 naraka sudhI siMha - 4 naraka sudhI - 5 naraka sudhI strI - 6 naraka sudhI purUSa ane matsya - 7 naraka sudhI | tIrthaMkara prabhunA janma samaye kaI narakamAM keTalo prakAza phelAya che? pahelI narakamAM - tejasvI sUrya samAna bIjI narakamAM - AcchAdita sUrya samAne trIjI narakamAM - tejasvI caMdra samAna cothI narakamAM - AcchAdita caMdra samAna pAMcamI narakamAM - graha samAna chaThThI narakamAM - nakSatra samAna sAtamI narakamAM - tArA samAna sa

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noMdha :- 1) narakamAM avadhi athavA vibhaMga jJAna hoya che. 2) nArakI jIvono vaikriya zarIra hoya che. 3) Asakti pUrvaka karelA kAryo mATe adhika kaSTa sahana karavAnuM sthAna naraka che. 4) vartamAnamAM chevaTuM saMghayaNa hovAnA kAraNe bIjI naraka sudhI ja jaI zakAya che. 5) narakamAMthI nIkaLI jIva paMcendriya tiryaMca athavA manuSya ja bane che. 6) sAtamI narakathI nIkaLelA jIva paMcendriya tiryaMca ja bane che. prathama naraka pRthvI 1,80,000 yojananI che. (A). prathama naraka pRthvI 10yo. (G) 10 yo. 8 vANavyaMtara 10 yo. (G) uparanA 1,000 yojanA (do 800 lo.(F) 8 vANavyaMtara no AvAsa 100 yojana IF 100 yo. (E) (E) 1,78,000 yojana (C) 10 bhavanapati ane 15 paramAdhAmI no AvAsa(D) nIcenA 1,000 yojana (B) saMpUrNa 1,80,000yojana

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prathama naraka pRthvI prathama naraka pRthvI 1 lAkha 80 hajAra yojana UMcI che. A narakamAM 13 pratara (mALA) che tathA vacce vacce bhavanapati, paramAdhAmI, tirthaMkarRmbhaka deva, uparanA bhAgamAM vyaMtara, vANa vyaMtara Adi devonA bhavana che. prathama narakanI sapATI para asaMkhya dvIpa - samudra che. citramAM batAvyA anusAra 1 lAkha 80 hajAra (A) mAMthI u52 ane nIce 1000 - 1000 yojana (B) choDI vacce 1 lAkha 78 hajA2 yojanamAM 13 naraka prata2 che. A 13 naraka prata2nA 12 AMtarA hoya che. (C) emAMthI nIce uparanA 1-1 AMtarAne choDI 10 AMtarAmAM 10 bhavanapati devonA ramaNIya ane vizALa bhavana ane 15 paramAdhAmI devonA sthAna che. (D) 1 lAkha 80 hajAramAMthI upara je 1000 yojana choDyA hatA emAMthI upara-nIce 100100 yojana choDI (E) vaccenA 800 yojanamAM 8 vyaMtara devonA AvAsa sthAna che. (F) uparanA 100 yojanamAM upara nIce 10-10 yojana choDI (G) vaccenA 80 yojanamAM 8 vANavyaMtara devonA suMdara sthAna che. (H) A badhA bhavana bahArathI goLa aMdarathI corasa ane nIcethI kamaLanI karNikA jevA suMdara che. A bhavana jaMbUdvIpa, mahAvideha ane bharatakSetra jeTalA moTA che. bhUta, pizAca, rAkSasa Adi vyaMtara deva che. A badhA sukhI deva che. atyaMta kelIpriya che. zAsana devI-devatA paNa vyaMtara nikAyanA ja deva che. ApaghAta Adi akRtrima mRtyu pAmavAvALA koI jIva akAma nirjarA dvArA alpa AyuSya tathA jaghanya avadhijJAna vALA vyaMtara deva bhavamAM utpanna thAya che. tyAMthI pharavA nIkaLelA bhUta, pizAca Adi deva pharatA - pharatA tyAM AvI jAya che ane avadhijJAnathI pUrvabhavanuM kSetra joI pUrvabhavanuM vera yAda AvavAthI ahIMnA lokone herAna kare che. A devo AgaLa AgaLa 25-25 yojana jotA jotA ahIM sudhI AvI to jAya che paraMtu pharI potAnA sthAna sudhI, je emanA avadhijJAnanA kSetranI apekSAthI dUra hovAnA kAraNe tyAM jaI zakatA nathI ane ahIM ja vRkSa AdimAM athavA manuSyanA zarIramAM praveza karI jiMdagI pUrI kare che. svayaM paNa duHkhI thAya che ane bIjAne paNa duHkhI kare che. bhavanapati tathA paramAdhAmI devanA AvAsa sthAna samabhUtalAthI hajAra yojana nIce hovAnA kAraNe adholoka vAsI deva kahevAya che. vyaMtara - vANavyaMtara uparanA 900 yojanamAM hovAthI tirhAlokavAsI deva kahevAya che. 28

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meru parvata ane jyotiSa cakra abhiSeka zilA pAMDuka vanA 36000 yojanA trIjo kAMDa bIjI mekhalA somanasa vanA Urdhvaloka 62500 yojanA 900 co, zani graha 897 yo. maMgala graha 894 yo. guru graha 891 yo. zukra graha 888 yo. budha graha 884 mo. nakSatra 880 mo. candra 800 co. sUrya 790 yo. tArA hara hara che. tiSNuloka 4 ( naMdana vana prathama mekhalA bIjI kAMDa TopyojanA bhadrazAla vanA vi, bhUmi sthAnamAM 10,000 yojanA 1000 yojanA prathama kAMDa adholoka 29

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merU parvata ratnaprabhA narakanI sapATI para asaMkhya dvIpa-samudra che. emAM badhAnI vacce 1 lAkha yo. vistRta jaMbudvIpa che. A dvIpanI vaccovaca 1 lAkha yo. UMcAI vALo goLa merU parvata che. je samabhUtalAthI 1000 yo. nIce che ane 99000 yojana samabhUtalAthI upara che. ane 100 yo. adholokamAM ane 900 yo. tirAlokamAM che tathA 99,000 yo. mAMthI 900 yo. tiAloka che. bAkI urdhvaloka che. A pramANe merU parvata traNe lokamAM rahelo che. A jamIna para 10,000 yo. vistAra vALo che. pachI ghaTatA ghaTatA aMtamAM 1000 yo. pahoLo che. merUparvatanA 4 vanakhaMDa ane 3 kAMDa : 1) jamInanI taLeTI para bhadrazALa vana che. ahIM sudhI prathama kAMDa che. 2) jamInathI 500 yo. upara naMdanavana. 3) naMdanavanathI 62,500 yo. upara somanasa vana che. ahIM sudhI dvitIya kAMDa che. 4) somanasa vanathI 36,000 yo. upara pAMDuka vana che. A tRtIya kAMDa che. prathama kAMDa mATI, patthara, kaMkara ane hIrAthI banelo che. dvitIya kAMDa sphaTikaratna, aMkaratna, cAMdI ane sonAthI banelo che. lAla sonAno banelo che. tRtIya kAMDa eka lAkha yojananA merU parvata para badhAthI upara jyAM pAMDukavana che tenI vacce 40 yo. nI vaiDaryaratnamaya TekarInI jevI cUlikA che tathA A ja vananI 4 dizAmAM 4 zAzvata jina prAsAdanI bahAra moTI moTI sphaTika ratnamaya cAra zilA che je 500 yo. lAMbI, 250 yo. pahoLI ane 4 yo. UMcI che. jenA para prabhuno janmAbhiSeka thAya che. zilAnA nAma, dizA tathA siMhAsana ane prabhuno janmAbhiSeka pUrva dizAmAM pAMDukaMbalA nAmaka zilA H- AnA para be siMhAsana che. pUrva mahAvidehanI 16 vijayomAM janmelA tIrthaMkarono abhiSeka A zilA para thAya che. pazcima dizAmAM raktakaMbalA nAmaka zilA H- AnA para paNa be siMhAsana che. pazcima mahAvidehanI 16 vijayomAM janmelA tIrthaMkarono abhiSeka A zilA para thAya che. uttara dizAmAM atiraktakaMbalA nAmaka zilA H- AnA para eka siMhAsana che. airAvata kSetramAM janmelA tIrthaMkara paramAtmAno abhiSeka A zilA para thAya che. 30

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dakSiNa dizAmAM aMtipAMDukaMbalA nAmaka zilA :- AnA para paNa eka siMhAsana che. bharata kSetramAM janmelA tIrthaMkara paramAtmAno abhiSeka A zilA para thAya che. uttara. airAvaja #pAMDukavana pazcima 0 vijaya Sta zilA [JpUrva vijaya vijaya vAlakA airAvatA siMhAsana (bharata dakSiNa bharata - jyotiSa cakra 0. merUparvatanA mULa bhAgamAM 8 rUcaka pradeza che. A 14 rAjalokano madhya bhAga che. ene samabhUtalA kahevAya che. ahIMthI 790yojana upara javA para tArA maMDala, 800 yojana para sUrya, 880yojana para caMdra, 884 yojana para 28 nakSatra che, 888 yojana para budha nAmaka graha che, 891 yojana para zukra graha che, 894 yojana para gurU graha che, 897yojana para maMgaLa graha che ane 900 yojana para zani graha che. A pramANe 790thI 900 yojana sudhInA kula 110 yojanamAM saMpUrNa jyotiSa cakra rahelo che. A jayotiSa cakra (caMdra, sUrya, graha, nakSatra, tArA) asaMkhya dvIpa, samudra badhAmAM che. emAMthI aDhI-dvIpa samudra rUpa je manuSya kSetra che, temAM rahelo jyotiSa cakra merUparvatathI 1121 yo. dUra rahI merUparvatanI niraMtara pradakSiNA lagAve che. eTale A 5 cara jyotiSa kahevAya che ane aDhI dvIpanI bahAra je jayotiSa cakra che te potAnA sthAna para sthira rahevAne kAraNe te 5 acara jyotiSa kahevAya che. ApaNane bahArathI je sUrya caMdra Adi dekhAya che te badhA jyotiSa devonA vimAna che. A vimAna aDadhI mosaMbInA AkAravALA, sphaTika ratnamaya atiramaNIya ane moTA che. chatAM paNa dUra hovAnA kAraNe nAnA dekhAya che.

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sUryanI nIce ketu graha ane caMdrathI cAra AMgaLa nIce rAhu graha cAle che. A rAhu graha be prakAranA che. eka parva rAhu, bIjo nitya rAhu parva rAhu pUrNimA athavA amAvasyAnA divase acAnaka caMdra athavA sUryane grasita kare che. arthAt enuM vimAna ekadama kALuM hovAthI tathA caMdra ane sUryanI ADamAM AvI javAthI caMdra ane sUryanuM grahaNa thayuM ema kahevAya che. sUryagrahaNa amAvasanA ane caMdragrahaNa pUnamanA divase thAya che. jaghanyathI sUrya-caMdra grahaNa 6 mahinAthI thAya che. utkRSTathI caMdragrahaNa 42 varSamAM ane sUryagrahaNa 48 varSamAM thAya che. eka caMdranA parivAramAM 66,975 karoDa tArA hoya che. nitya rAhuno vimAna paNa kALo che. kRSNa pakSamAM nitya rAhuno vimAna caMdranA vimAnanA samakakSamAM thoDo thoDo Ava-jA kare che. amAvasanA dIvase barAbara caMdranA pUrA vimAnanI nIce AvI javAthI caMdrano pUro vimAna DhaMkAI jAya che. pachI zuklapakSamAM gatinI taratamatAnA kAraNe caMdrano vimAna dekhAI Ave che. pUnamanA divase nitya rAhuno vimAna saMpUrNa dUra thaI javAthI pUrNa caMdra dekhAI Ave che. vAstavamAM sUryathI caMdrano vimAna moTo hoya che. chatAM paNa caMdrano vimAna adhika UMcAI para hovAthI nAnuM dekhAya che. kramazaH caMdra, sUrya, graha, nakSatra, tArA gatimAM vadhAre ane RddhimAM ochA che. eka sUrya athavA caMdrane jaMbUdvIpano cakkara lagAvavAmAM 60 muhUrta (2 divasa) lAge che. lavaNasamudra, ghAtakI khaMDa AdinA sUrya caMdra paNa 60 muhUrtamAM saMpUrNa mAMDalA pharavAthI emanI gati kramazaH tIvra - tIvra samajavI. Urvaloka devonA cAra nikAya (prakAra) hoya che : (1) bhavanapati nikAya (2) vyaMtara nikAya (3) jyotiSa nikAya (4) vaimAnika nikAya emAMthI vaimAnika nikAyanA deva urdhvaloka vimAnamAM rahe che. urdhvalokamAM 12 devaloka, 3 kilbiSika, 9 lokAMtika, 9 raiveyaka, 5 anuttara ane sidhdhazIlA che. 12 devalokanA nAma :1) saudharma 2) IzAna 3) sanatkumAra 4) mAhendra 5) brahmaloka 6) lAMtaka 7) mahAzukra 8) sahastrAra (9) Anata 10) prANata 11) AraNa 12) azruta A devalokano AdhAra - pahelA be devaloka - ghanodadhi (gADhA pANI) nI upara che.

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enA pachInA traNa devaloka (3, 4, 5) - ghanavAta (gADhA pavana) nI upara che. enA pachInA traNa devaloka (6, 7, 8) - ghanodadhi ane ghanavAta para che. enA pachInA badhA devaloka (9, 10, 11, 12) - AkAzamAM addhara che. ' kalpopapanna :- je devalokamAM kalpa arthAt AcAranI maryAdA, svAmI-sevaka Adi bhAva che, te kalpopapanna kahevAya che. bhavanapati, vyaMtara, jyotiSa ane 12 vaimAnika devaloka sudhI kalpanI maryAdA hovAthI A badhA devaloka kalpopapanna che. zeSa devaloka kalpAtIta kahevAya che. kalpanI maryAdAnA AdhAra para kalpanA daza prakAra che. (1) Indra - devalokanA svAmI (2) sAmAnika - svAmI nahIM hovA para paNa Indra jevI RddhivALA deva (3) trAyanTiMzat - gurU sthAnika deva (4) pAriSadya - IndrasabhAnA sabhAsada (5) AtmarakSaka - aMgarakSaka deva 14 rAjaloka (6) lokapAla - koTavAlanI samAna corathI rakSA karavAvALA deva (7) anIkAdhipati - senApati devA (8) prakIrNaka - prajA jevA deva (9) Abhiyogika - nokara jevA deva (10) kilbiSika - caMDAla jevA deva AmAMthI vyaMtara ane jyotiSa devamAM lokapAla, ane trAnjhizat jAtinA deva nathI hotA. 14 rAjalokanA citrAnusAra: AmAM nIcenA lokAMtathI upara taraphanA 9 mAM rAjamAM 1-2 devaloka Amane-sAmane che tathA temanI nIce prathama kilbiSika che. 10mAM rAjamAM 3-4 devaloka Amane-sAmane che tathA trIjA devalokanI nIce bIjo kilbiSika che. enI upara 11 mAM rAjamAM pa-6 devaloka tathA 12 mAM rAjalokamAM 7-8 devaloka upara-nIce che tathA chaThThA devalokanI nIce trIjo kilbiSika che, ane pAMcamAM devalokanI pAse 9 lokAMtika devonA

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sthAna che. AThamAM devaloka pachI 13 mAM rAjamAM 9-10 tathA 11-12 devaloka Amane-sAmane che. enI upara 14 mAM rAjamAM 9 raiveyaka, 5 anuttara tathA sidhdhazIlA che. 9 raiveyaka tathA pa anuttaramAM kalpanI maryAdA na hovAthI tathA badhA deva Indra jevA hovAthI A ahamidra deva kahevAya che. A deva kalpAtIta che. A deva paramAtmAnA samavasaraNa AdimAM paNa nathI jatA. pUrI jiMdagI zayyA para paDyA - paDyA sukha bhogave che. ahIMnuM sukha abhuta hoya che. kAyA athavA vacanano koI vizeSa vyApAra ahIM nathI thato. devonI utpatti : devatAono upapAta janma thAya che. pratyeka vimAnamAM alaga alaga prakAranA devonI upapAta zayyA hoya che. je prakAranA devanI Ayu ane gati bAMdhI hoya tevA halakAM ane ucca jAtinA devavALI zayyAmAM jIva utpanna thAya che. aMtarmuhUrta (48 miniTathI ocho samaya) mAM AhAra, zarIra, Indriya, zvAsozvAsa, bhASA ane mana A cha paryAptine pUrNa karI 16 varSanA yuvAnanA samAna zarIravALo banI jAya che. te samaye devalokamAM emano janmotsava manAvavAmAM Ave che. badhA deva jaya-jaya naMdA, jaya-jaya bhaddI kahI vadhAmaNI Ape che. janmanA samaye jevo surUpavAna zarIra hoya che tevo maraNAMta samaya sudhI rahe che. bAla vRddhAdi avasthAo tyAM nathI hotI. haMmezA javAnI hoya che, mAtra maraNanA 6 mahinA pahelA emanA gaLAnI phUlanI mALA karamAI jAya che. jethI maraNa najIka jANI A deva atizaya vilApa kare che. A vilApa ati bhayaMkara hoya che. badhA deva avadhijJAnI hoya che. kalpAtIta sivAyanA badhA devalokamAM pAMca sabhA hoya che. 1) uparAta sabhA :- ahIM devaduSyathI DhAMkelI eka zamyA hoya che jemAM deva utpanna thAya che. 2) abhiSeka sabhA :- janma bAda A sabhAmAM sugaMdhita jaLathI snAna kare che. 3) alaMkAra sabhA :- snAna karI A sabhAmAM vastrAlaMkArAdine dhAraNa kare che. 4) vyavasAya sabhA :- sajja thaI A sabhAmAM AvI ahIM rahelI dhArmika ane potAnA kartavyone batADatI pustakanuM vAMcana kare che. jo koI Indra utpatti samayamAM mithyAtvI hoya to paNa A pustakone vAMcatA samaya emane avazya samya darzana thaI jAya che. pustako sonAnI ane ratnonA akSaravALI tathA zAzvata hoya che. 5) sudharma sabhA :- A sabhAmAM siddhAyatanamAM bhagavAnanI pUjA karAya che. A prakAre vimAnanA mAlika deva janmatA ja potAnA AcArAdinI jANakArI prApta kare che. devone keza, hADakA, mAMsa, nakha, roma, lohI, carabI, cAmaDI, mUtra ane viSTA nathI hotA. arthAt 38 )

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temanuM zarIra azuci padArthothI na banI viziSTa hoya che. kezAdi na hovA chatAM paNa emanI kAyA ati suMdara lAge che. uttara vaikriya zarIra banAvatA samaye zaukathI kezAdi paNa banAve che. emanuM zarIra vaikriya (uttama) pudgalothI baneluM che. viziSTa prakAranI kriyA karavAmAM samartha hovAthI emanuM zarIra vaikriya kahevAya che. A zarIra atyaMta nirmaLa kAMtimaya sugaMdhita zvAsozvAsa vALu, mela, parasevAthI rahita, AMkhonA palakArAthI rahita ane jamInathI 4 AMgaLa UMcu rahe che. devatAone kavaLa AhAra hoto nathI. mAtra khAvAnI IcchA karavAthI je vastu khAvAnI IcchA thaI hoya te pudgalothI temanuM peTa bharAI jAya che ane te vastuno eka oDakAra paNa AvI jAya che. A kAraNe temane navakArazI jevuM paccakakhANa paNa bhava-svabhAvathI nathI thatuM. devalokamAM rAta-divasa hotA nathI. chatAM paNa vimAno ane devonA zarIranA atitejanA kAraNe haMmezA sUryathI paNa adhika prakAza rahe che. devalokamAM vikasendriyanI utpatti nathI thatI tathA dhULa Adi paNa nathI uDatI, eTale zAzvata padArtha haMmezA kAMtivALA ja rahe che, bagaDatA nathI. devalokamAM devIonI utpatti ane bhoga. devIonI utpatti mAtra be devaloka sudhI ja che. A devIo be prakAranI che. 1) parigRhItA - devanI pariNItA 2) aparigRhItA - vezyA jevI devI aparigRhItA devIone deva 8 mAM devaloka sudhI laI jaI zake che. 8 mAM devalokanI upara devIonuM gamanAgamana thatuM nathI. devomAM bhoga - 1-2 devaloka sudhI deva manuSyanI jema kAyAthI devInI sAthe bhoga bhogave che. 3-4 devalokanA deva, devInA sparzathI tRpta thaI jAya che. pa-6 devalokanA deva, devInA rUpane joI tRpta banI jAya che. 7-8 devalokanA deva, devInA zabda sAMbhaLI tRpta banI jAya che. 9-10-11-12 devalokanA deva manamAM devInI kalpanAthI ja tRpta thaI jAya che. enAthI upara raiveyaka tathA anuttaranA devone bhogano vicAra paNa nathI Avato. upara - uparanA devalokamAM Rddhi ane AyuSya adhika-adhika hovA para chatA svAbhAvika rUpathI vAsanA ane bhoganuM pramANa ochuM - ochuM thaI jAya che. vAstavamAM bhoga-vilAsano tyAga karavAthI ja sAcA sukhano anubhava thaI zake che. IzAna devaloka sudhInA devonuM zarIra 7 hAtha UMcuM hoya che. pachI ghaTatA - ghaTatA anuttara devonuM zarIra mAtra 1 hAtha ja hoya che.

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uparanA devalokamAM jeTalA sAgaropamanuM AyuSya hoya che teTalA hajAra varSamAM devone eka vAra khAvAnI IcchA thAya che ane eTalA ja pakhavADiyAmAM eka vAra zvAsozvAsa le che. jema anuttara vAsI devonuM AyuSya 33 sAgaropamanuM che to A devAne 33 hajAra varSamAM eka vAra khAvAnI IcchA ane 33 pakhavADiyAmAM eka vAra zvAsa le che ane pAso palaTe che. devalokamAM ATaluM badhuM hovA chatAM paNa zAMti nathI. devomAM lobha kaSAya vadhAre hoya che. nIcenA devalokamAM devIonA apaharaNanA kAraNe tathA vimAno mATe vAraMvAra jhagaDA thatA rahe che. mAnasika saMklaza khUba thAya che. kyAreka - kyAreka IndronI vacce laDAI thaI jAya che. Indra samartha hovAthI yuddhanuM svarUpa bahu ja vikarALa banI jAya che. te samaye sAmAnika deva yuddhanI zAMti mATe tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnI dADhAnuM abhiSeka karI nhavaNa jaLa IndrAdi para chAMTe che. enAthI kaSAyonI upazAMti ane yuddha baMdha thAya che. tIrthaMkara prabhunA nirvANa bAda emanuM agni saMskAra karyA pachI prabhunI cAra dADhAomAMthI uparanI be dADhA saudharmendra ane IzAnendra le che ane nIcenI be camarendra ane balIndra le che. devaloka saMbaMdhI vizeSa vicAraNA ApaNe joyuM ke upara - uparanA deva nirvikArI hovAthI vadhAre sukhI che. raiveyaka ane anuttara vAsI deva to bilakula kutUhala AdithI rahita hovAthI uttara vaikriya zarIrAdi paNa nathI banAvatA ane potAnI zaktino koI upayoga nathI karatA. eTalA anAsakta hoya che. mAtra zayyAmAM sUtA sUtA AtmAnuM ciMtana-manana satata karatA rahe che, emAM kyAre zaMkA hoya to manathI ja tyAM rahI vicaratA prabhune prazna kare che ane bhagavAna dravya manathI emane javAba Ape che. A jIva atyaMta sukhI hoya che. tyAM motIonA jhumara hoya che. eka motIthI bIjA motInA TakarAvavAthI ati adbhuta saMgIta pedA thAya che. A jIva (raiveyaka, anuttara vAsI) koI jIvanI hiMsA tathA jUTha Adi pApa kyAre nathI karatA, ATalu badhu hovA chatAM paNa bhava - svabhAvathI Amane koI prakAranA paccakhANa na hovAthI emanuM sukha sarvaviratidhara sAdhubhagavaMtanI apekSAthI bahu ochuM che. avirati vALA paulika sukhanI apekSA virati vALuM AdhyAtmika sukha adhika hoya che. enAthI paNa vItarAganuM sukha anaMtaguNA che. eTale sukhI banavAnuM upAya devaloka na hoI saMyama ja che. bakiyo jIva kayA devaloka sudhI jaI zake che? tApasa - jayotiSa cakra sudhI caraka | parivrAjaka - brahma devaloka sudhI (pAMcamAM)

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paMcendriya tiryaMca 8 mAM devaloka sudhI zrAvaka 12 mAM devaloka sudhI kaTTara kriyApAlaka mithyASTi sAdhu - raiveyaka sudhI apramatta sAdhu bhagavaMta ' - anuttara sudhI jAya che. deva marI kyAM sudhI jAya che ? bIjA devaloka sudhInA deva - pRthvI, pANI ane vanaspatimAM AThamA devaloka sudhInA deva - paMcendriya tiryaMca banI zake che. navamA tathA enI uparanA deva - mAtra manuSyamAM ja utpanna thAya che. - have bharata kSetramAM chevaTu saMghayaNa hovAnA kAraNe mAtra cAra devaloka sudhI ja jAye che. ka vizeSamAM koIpaNa samya daSTi deva garbhaja manuSyamAM ja Ave che ane samyaktvanI * prApti bAda manuSya vaimAnika devanuM ja AyuSya bAMdhe che. jo koI manuSyanuM AyuSya pahelA narakanu baMdha thaI gayuM hoya ane pachI kSAyika samyaktva thaI jAya to narakamAM paNa jAya che. AyuSya pahelA na bAMdhyuM hoya to avazya vaimAnikamAM jAya che. sa. deva manuSyalokamAM kema nathI AvatA? ja. devalokamAM divya prema ane bhogomAM Asakta hovAne kAraNe ane manuSya lokanI durgadha 400500 yojana sudhI upara uchaLavAnA kAraNe manuSyalokamAM deva kAraNa vagara nathI AvatA. sa. : deva manuSyalokamAM kyAre Ave che? ja. : tIrthakaronA puNyathI AkarSita deva prabhunA pa kalyANakomAM, RSi mahAtmAonA tapanA prabhAvathI, janmAMtarano sneha athavA breSanA kAraNe deva ahIM Ave che. devalokanA sukhathI paNa devone dharmanuM AkarSaNa adhika hoya che. eTale je zuddha dharma kare che temane deva avazya sahAya kare che. vimAnonI saMkhyA tathA jina bhavana ane jina pratimAnI saMkhyA prathama devalokamAM 32 lAkha vimAna ane 13 pratara che. zreNibaddha vimAna goLa, trikoNa ane corasa che ane keTalAya vimAna vikharelA puSpanI samAna svastika Adi AkAravALA che. eja rIte anya devalokamAM paNa vimAnonI sthiti samajavI joIe. sakala tIrtha anusAra saMkhyAnI gaNatarI :

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1lA devalokamAM vimAna 2jA devalokamAM vimAna rajA devalokamAM vimAna 4thA devalokamAM vimAna 5mA devalokamAM vimAna 6ThThA devalokamAM vimAna 7mAM devalokamAM vimAna 8mAM devalokamAM vimAna 9-10mAM devalokamAM vimAna 11-12mAM devalokamAM vimAna kula vimAnonI saMkhyA 32 lAkha 28 lAkha 12 lAkha 8 lAkha 4 lAkha 50 hajAra 40 hajAra 6 hajAra 400 300 = 84,96,700 = maMdira maMdira maMdira maMdira maMdira maMdira maMdira maMdira maMdira maMdira kula caitya urdhvalokanA caityamAM pratimAjInI saMkhyA H A badhA maMdira 100 yojana lAMbA 50 yojana pahoLA ane 72 yojana UMcA che. pratyeka caityanI vacce maNimaya pIThikA che. = enI cAreya dizAmAM 27-27 jinabiMba hovAthI 27 X 4 = 108 ane 3 da2vAjAmAM 1-1 caumukhajI hovAthI 34 4 = 12 kula = 120 jinabiMba che. 12 devalokamAM pratyeka vimAnamAM 5-5 sabhA che ane pratyeka sabhAnA 3 daravAjA che. pratyeka da2vAjAmAM caumukhajI che. eTale 5 X 4 X 3 = 60 sabhAnA jinabiMba thayA. 120 + 60 = 180 pratimAjI pratyeka vimAnamAM hovAthI - 12 devalokanA kula caitya :- 84,96,700 X 180 = 1,52,94,06,000 pratimAjI che. = 9 traiveyakanA 318 vimAnamAM 318 caitya 5 anuttaranA 5 vimAnamAM 5 caitya kula 323 caitya A vimAnamAM 5 sabhA na hovAthI caityonI 120 pratimAjI che. eTale 323 X 120 = 38,760 32 lAkha 28 lAkha 12 lAkha 8 lAkha 4 lAkha 50 hajAra 40 hajAra 6 hajAra 400 300 38 84,96,700

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sakala tIrthaM vaMduM kara joDa pAMca caitya 000 100 me (4) trIje 12 lAkha pahale svarge lAkha 32 navagaiveyake 10) (11-12 mAM 300) (9-10 mAM 400) hama varga 7muM svarga pachI A pama svarga che. pA pA 0 jyotiSi asaMkhya mandira eoeo traNaso aDhAra (318) 1389 kroDa 60 lAkha biMba 39 anuttara vyaMtara-asaMkhya mandira biMba bhavanapati mAM 7,72 lAkha mandira 6000 roooo 50000 4 lAkha Page #52
12 devalokamAM = 84,96,700 caitya 1,52,94,06,000 pratimAjI enI upara = + 323 caitya + 38,760 pratimAjI urdhvalokamAM kula = 84,97,023 caitya nI 1,52,94,44,760 pratimAjI thayA. adholokamAM jinabiMba - adholokamAM mAtra bhavanapatimAM pratyeka bhavanamAM jinabhavana che. A badhA bhavana sabhAvALA hovAthI 180 pratimAjI pratyeka caityamAM che. bhavana tathA jinabhavananI saMkhyA :7, 72,00,OOO X 180 = 13,89,60,00,000 pratimAjI tiSNulokamAM jinabiMba - vyaMtara ane jyotiSa nikAyamAM asaMkhyAta jinabhavana hovAthI tenI saMkhyA nathI gaNI zakatA. eTale dvIpamAM rahelA zAzvata caitya ane pratimAjInI gaNatarI karAya che. (je tirthAlokanA vistAra pUrvaka abhyAsamAM samajI zakAze.) 3259 caitya tathA 3,91,320 pratimAjI ticchalokamAM che. sakala tIrthamAM A badhI gaNatarI ApavAmAM AvI che. traNa lokamAM caitya tathA pratimAjI caitya - jinabiMba urdhvaloka 84,97,023 1,52,94,44,760 adholoka - + 7,72,00,OOO + 13,89,60,00,000 tiSNuloka + 3259 + 3,91,320 - 8,57,00, 282 15,42,58,36,080 A badhA zAzvata caityomAM RSabha caMdrAnana, vAriSaNa ane vardhamAna nAma vALI pratimAjI che. A zAzvata maMdira ane pratimAjI pRthvIkAyanA banelA che. pudgala hovAthI pUraNa-garaNa to cAlu ja che. chatAM paNa jema pudgala jAya che tema ja gRhita hovAnA kAraNe pratimAjI vagereno AkAra zAzvata rahe che. tathApi pRthvIkAyanA jIva to badalAtA ja rahe che. | stuti mujha rome-rome nAtha, tArA nAmano raNakAra ho, muja zvAse-zvAse nAtha, tArA smaraNano dhabakAra ho, pragaTa-prabhAvI nAma tArUM, kare karama nikaMdanA, traNalokanA savi tIrthane, karUM bhAvathI huM vaMdanA. (40)

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(49))))))) praNidhAna, sAmAyika sImaMdhara svAmInI pAse amAre javuM che... thA 2

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prabhunA I[ rH ByANAthI HEHII maNi prabhunA janma thavAthI sarva zubha graha, rAzi potAnA ucca sthAno para AvI jAya che. prabhuno janma sakala sRSTine prabhAvita kare che. prabhunA janmathI pRthvImAM dUdha-ghI-iDyurasa AdinI vRddhi thAya che. sarva vanaspitaomAM rahelI auSadhio pota-potAnA prabhAvamAM atizaya vRddhine prApta thAya che. ratna, sonu, rUpA dhAtuonI khANomAM A vastuonI atyAdhika utpatti thAya che. samudramAM bharatI Ave che. pANI atyaMta svAdiSTa tathA zItaLa banI jAya che. pRthvImAM rahelA nidhAna upara Ave che. prabhunI prabhAvitAnI asara prakRtinI sAthe-sAthe prANI jagata para thAya che. prabhunA janmathI lokonA mana paraspara prItivALA bane che. zubha tathA sAtvika vicAra tathA maMtronA sAdhakone siddhio sulabha bane che. temanA mukhamAMthI asatya vacana nIkaLatuM nathI. jIva atyaMta bhadrika tathA saraLa pariNAmavALA bane che. lokonA manovAMchita pUrNa thatAM ja sukha ane zAMti prApta kare che. evu pratIta thAya che ke paramAtmAnA janma kalyANakathI jANe ke sarva jIvonA hRdayamAM prabhunI prItino janma thAya che. prabhunA janma samaye merugiri para 64 IndramaMbhuno abhiSeka kare che tathA prabhune prArthanA kare che ke "he anaMta upakArI aham prabhu ApanA pradeza-pradezathI vahetI ApanI anaMta karUNA, apAra vAtsalya tathA asIma kRpAnA prabhAvathI cauda rAjalokanA sarvajIvonI cetanAmAM mokSa prAptine anukULa guNonI prApti thAya, jagatanA sarva jIva paraspara eka-bIjAne vItarAga svarUpa banavAmAM sahAyaka bane, pRthvI, pANI, agni, vAyu, vanaspati rUpa paMcabhUta jagatamAM jIvonA AtmavikAsamAM anukuLa bane." te samaya sakala brahmAMDanI sarva ziva zaktio prabhunI abhiSeka dhArAmAM abheda bane che. jethI pUrA cauda rAjalokamAM vizeSa maMgala thAya che.

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dharma kriyA kevI rIte karavI ? yoga viMzikAmAM mokSane meLavavA mATe dharmakriyAmAM praNidhAna vagere hetupUrvaka dharmakriyA karavAnA vidhAna batAvavAmAM AvyA che. tenuM sAmAnya svarUpa A pramANe che - 1. praNidhAna : koI paNa kArya karatA pahelA tenuM lakSya nakkI karavuM praNidhAna che. darzana, pUjA vagere kArya karatAM pahelA tenA praNidhAnane nizcita karavuM. praNidhAna vinA kriyAmAM sthiratA AvatI nathI. badhI dharmakriyAomAM praNidhAna (lakSya) to mokSa ja che. chatAM jema eka eka pagathiyuM caDhIne ja maMjIla hAMsila karI zakAya che. tema ahiMsA, maitrI vagere nAnI-nAnI siddhinuM baLa prApta karIne ja pUrNa siddhine prApta karI zakIe chIe. mATe pahelA maitrI, kSamA, namratA Adi guNonuM lakSya banAvavuM. 2. pravRtti : lakSya prApti mATe enA upAyamAM pravRtti karavI. temAM vidhi jayaNAnuM khAsa dhyAna rAkhavuM joIe. pratyeka dharmakriyAnuM lakSya hiMsA vagere pApothI nivRtti ke rAgadveSathI nivRtti hoya che, paraMtu A lakSya prApti mATe je dharma karavAmAM Ave che temAM vidhi athavA zAstrakAroe je pramANe te kriyA karavAnI kahI che te pramANe tenI jANakArI prApta karIne vidhi pUrvaka kriyA karavI joIe ane temAM jayaNAno khyAla rAkhavo atyaMta jarUrI hoya che. 3. vighna jaya : dharma karatAM jo vighna Ave to ucita upAya karIne paNa dharmakriyAne askhalita rAkhavI. 4. siddhi : vighna Ave to paNa je aDaga rahe che tene dharma AtmasAt bane che. A dharmanI siddhi che. 5. viniyoga H dharmane AtmasAt karIne pachI bIjAne teno upadeza daIne dharmamAM joDavA. A pramANe praNidhAna vagere pAMcanA upayogapUrvaka karelo dharma alpa samayamAM mokSa Ape che. pratyeka kriyAnuM praNidhAna (saMkalpa) praNidhAna eTale kriyA karatAM pahelA karavA yogya saMkalpa je nimna prakAre thaI zake che. haMmezA saMkalpapUrvaka kriyA karavI. maMdira javAnuM praNidhAna : he prabhu ! huM 84 lAkha yonimAM bhaTakI bhaTakIne Avyo chuM. paraMtu kyAMya paNa mane vItarAga prabhunA darzana thayA nahIM. A janmamAM mAruM kevuM ahobhAgya che ke mane traNalokanA nAtha devAdhideva nA darzana maLI rahyA che. mATe he prabhu ! huM tamArUM darzana zuddha citta ane ekAgratApUrvaka karIza. "zrI tIrthaMkara gaNadhara prasAdAt mama eSa yogaH phalatu' arthAt tIrthaMkara prabhu ane gaNadhara bhagavaMtanI kRpAthI mAro A (maMdira javArUpI) yoga saphaLa thAo. AvI dhAraNA karIne prabhu darzana karavA. 41

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vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavAnuM praNidhAna : sarvajJa hovAthI jemanuM jJAna adhurUM nathI tathA vItarAga hovAthI je jUThThuM bolatA nathI, A be kAraNothI prabhunI vANI ekadama satya che. prabhue mArI AtmAnA hita mATe, mane duHkhomAMthI bacAvavA mATe atyaMta karUNA ane tAravAnI buddhithI dezanA ApI che. mane pUrNa zraddhA che ke prabhunI vANInuM zravaNa karIne tenA anusAra AtmAnA hita-ahitano bodha prApta karIza. "zrI tIrthaMkara gaNadhara prasAdAt mama eSa yogaH phalatu." AvI dhAraNA karIne vyAkhyAna zravaNa karo. gharanA kAma karatAM pahelA jayaNAnuM praNidhAna : gharanA kAma karavAmAM satata pApapravRtti karavI paDe che. he prabhu ! A kAryamAM jeTalI thaI zake teTalI jayaNA karavAnI pUrI takedArI rAkhIza. jarUrIyAtathI vadhAre pANI, agni vagereno upayoga nahIM karUM. manamAM satata jIvadayAno vicAra rAkhIne zAkabhAjI vagere sudhArIza. dhAna vagere chANIne upayogamAM laIza. koIpaNa vastumAM jIva utpanna thavA pahelAM ja teno upayoga karIza. jALA vagere na baMdhAya tenuM dhyAna rAkhIza. gharane sApha rAkhIza. jayaNAnA pAlanathI ja mAro zrAvakadharma sArthaka banaze. A prakAranI bhAvanAthI zrAvikA gharanA kAma karavA chatAM paNa jayaNA dharmanuM pAlana karI zake che. vepAra (dhaMdho) karatAM pahelA nItimattAnuM praNidhAna : he prabhu ! mane nItipUrvaka kamANI karavAnI satbuddhi Apo. huM vepAranA cakkaramAM ApaNo naitikadharma nahIM choDuM. 15 karmAdAnarahita tathA pUjA-pATha, rAtribhojana tyAga, pratikramaNa vagere vyavasthita thaI zake evo nItipUrvaka vepA2 karIza. A pramANe nItine manamAM rAkhI vepAra karavAthI zrAvaka paisA kamAIne paNa mAtra alpakarma baMdha ja kare che. paisA paralokamAM sAthe AvavAnA nathI, paraMtu paisA mATe karavAmAM AveluM pApa to avazya sAthe Avaze. nItithI kamAyeluM dhana dharmakAryamAM upayoga karavAthI vizeSa lAbhadAyaka bane che. mATe huM nItine ja vepAramAM mahatva ApIza. sAmAyikanI pahelA praNidhAna H prabhue kevA suMdara anuSThAna batAvyA che. huM chaHkAyanA jIvone abhayadAna ApIne pApono tyAga karavAnI apUrva sAdhanA karavA jaI rahyo chuM. mArUM kevuM sadbhAgya che ke 48 miniTa sudhI sAdhunA jIvanano AsvAda karIza, satata azubha karmonI nirjarA thaze. huM A sAmAyikamAM 32 doSonA tyAgapUrvaka jJAna, darzana, cAritranI ArAdhanA karavAno saMkalpa karUM chuM. sAmAyikamAM vAto, niMdA, vikathA nahIM karUM tathA tenAthI mane samabhAvanI prApti thAo. "zrI tIrthaMkara gaNadhara prasAdAt mama eSayogaH phalatu" sAmAyika pahelAM avazya A dhAraNA karavI. 42

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pratikramaNa karavA pahelA karavAnuM praNidhAna : pApanA kAraNe jIvone durgatimAM javuM paDe che to pratikramaNa ane pazcAtApathI huM karelA pApane kema na khapAvuM ? prabhue vagara bhogavI pApane khatma karavAno keTalo suMdara upAya batAvyo che. A pApane khatama karavA mATe mananI caMcalatAne choDIne ekAgratApUrvaka pUrI vidhinA upayogathI pratikramaNa karIza. pUrA divasabharamAM karelA hiMsA vagere pApone huM yAda karIne pratikramaNamAM yathAsthAna pazcAtApapUrvaka emanuM micchAmi dukkaDam ApIza. "zrI tIrthaMkara gaNadhara prasAdAt mama eSa yogaH phalatu." : AlocanAnuM praNidhAna H AlocanAthI karmarUpI zalya dUra thaI jAya che. A zalyane dUra karavAmAM ahaMkAra tathA mAyAzalya nahIM rAkhuM, je paNa che jevuM paNa che, huM spaSTa rUpe tathA pazcAtApa pUrNahRdayathI pApano svIkAra karIne gurUdevane pApanuM nivedana karIza. gurUdevanI karUNA ane kRpA ne satata najaro samakSa rAkhIza. "zrI tIrthaMkara gaNadhara prasAdAt mama eSa yogaH phalatu". pauSadhanuM praNidhAna : pauSadha, sAdhujIvanano AsvAda levAnI uttama prakriyA che. pauSadhamAM huM apramatta rUpathI kriyA ane svAdhyAya karIza. paraMtu A amUlya samayane vAtomAM athavA UMghamAM vyartha. nahIM karIza. "zrI tIrthaMkara gaNadhara prasAdAt mama eSa yogaH phalatu". jApanA pUrve praNidhAna H arihaMta prabhunA nAmanI raTanAthI jIbha ane manane pavitra banAvavAnuM che. prabhunA nAmathI uttama vastu A duniyAmAM zuM che ? jenA mATe manane jApa choDIne bahAra javuM paDe ? mATe huM ekAgratApUrvaka jApa karIza. "zrI tIrthaMkara gaNadhara prasAdAt mama eSa yogaH phalatu". gocarI vahorAvatA samayanuM praNidhAna H Aja mArA apUrva puNyodayathI gurUbhagavaMta mArA AMgaNe padhAryA che to atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka temanuM svAgata karUM. nirdoSa gocarI vahorAvAthI huM kRtArtha banuM. A gurUdevane vahorAvAthI mArI AtmA bhavodadhithI pAra thaI jaze. "zrI tIrthaMkara gaNadhara prasAdAt mama eSa yogaH phalatu". derAsara baMdhAvavAnuM praNidhAna : ghara baMdhAvIne to meM ghaNA pApo karyA che. paraMtu Aje mane paramAtmAnuM derAsara banAvavAno suyoga maLyo che to huM AnA nirmANamAM potAnA gharathI paNa vadhAre dhyAna rAkhIza ane gALelA pANIno upayoga vagere jayaNA rAkhIza. devAdhidevanA derAsarathI keTalA bhavya jIva tarI jaze; eno mAre pUre pUro lAbha uThAvavo che. bAhya maMdiramAM pratiSThAnI sAthe mArA manamaMdiramAM paNa prabhunI pratiSThA karIza. "zrI tIrthaMkara gaNadhara prasAdAt mama eSa yogaH phalatu". 43

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05 sAmAyika vai sAmAyika eTale zuM ? 48 miniTa sudhI mana, vacana ane kAyAne samabhAvamAM rAkhavuM, AnAthI samatAnI prApti thAya che ane anaMta karmono nAza thAya che. sAmAyikanA keTalA prakAra che? sAmAyikanA cAra prakAra che. 1. zrata sAmAyika - IriyAvahiyaM karIne jyAM sudhI vyAkhyAna vageremAM jinavANInuM zravaNa karIe chIe te zruta sAmAyika che. 2. samakita sAmAyika - sudeva-sugurU-sudharma upara zraddhA rAkhavI. A samakita sAmAyika che. samyaktva sAmAyika laIne jIva paralokathI AvI zake che. 3. dezavirati sAmAyika - vartamAnamAM zrAvaka je "karemi bhaMte'nA uccAra pUrvaka 48 miniTanuM sAmAyika kare che te dezavirati sAmAyika che. vratadhArI zrAvaka banavuM te dezavirati sAmAyika che. (A cepTaramAM mukhyatve A sAmAyikanI vicAraNA karavAmAM AvI che.) 4. sarvavirati sAmAyika - cAritra grahaNa karavuM te sarvavirati sAmAyika che. sAmAjika koNa karI zake? prabhue batAvyuM che ke 8 varSa pahelA jIvane sAmAyikanuM pariNAma prApta thatuM nathI. mATe ATha varSanA bALakathI laIne jIvananA aMta samaya sudhI badhA vyakti sAmAyika karI zake che. ATha varSa pahelA paNa saMskAra hetu bALakane sAmAyika karI zakAya. sAmAyika kyAM besIne karavI joIe ? banI zake tyAM sudhI sAmAyika pauSadhazALAmAM karavI joIe ane jo gharamAM karavI hoya to ekAMta sthAnamAM besIne karavI joIe. badhA ja gharomAM ArAdhanA karavA mATe alaga rUma hovo joIe. sAmAyika kyAre karavI? covIsa kalAkamAM jyAre tamAruM citta zAMta, prazAMta, vikSepa rahita hoya tyAre sAmAyika karI zakAya. eka sAthe keTalI sAmAyika karavI? AnI koI sImA nathI. pUrA divasamAM jeTalI vadhAre sAmAyika karo teTalo vadhAre lAbha thAya che. eka sAthe vagara pArya traNa sAmAyika karI zakIe. pachI cothI sAmAyika levI hoya to sAmAyika pArIne pharIthI levI joIe. eka sAthe traNa, cha athavA daza sAmAyika "anna bhaMte" dezAvagAsikanA paccakhANathI uccarI zakAya. sAmAcika kevI karavI? badhA upakaraNone sAthe laIne, mana-vacana-kAyAnA 32 doSone TALIne AtmAne samabhAvamAM rAkhIne sAmAyika karavI.

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sAmAyika keTalA samayanI hoya che ? karemibhaMtemAM 'jAva niyamaM' zabda dvArA sAmAyikamAM 48 miniTamAM rahevAnI maryAdA batAvI che. sAmAyika letAM ja samaya joI levo joIe ane 48 miniTano pUro upayoga rAkhavo joIe. upayoga nahIM rAkhavAthI 'smRti bhaMga' nAmano aticAra lAge che. sAmAyika lIdhA pachI tarata ja ghaDiyALa jovI Avazyaka che. mAnI lo ke roja pratikramaNamAM sAmAyika AvI jAya che to paNa ghaDiyALa jovI eTalA mATe jarUrI che ke acAnaka koI kAraNasara bolAve to jeNe ghaDiyALa joI che te sAmAyika pUruM thAya tyAre pArI zake che, nahIMtara aMdAjathI pAravAthI doSa lAge che ane aMdAjathI sAmAyika pAravAthI sAmAyikanA samayathI vadhAre samaya thaI gayo hoya to paNa doSa lAge che. nitya sAmAyikanA niyamavALAne relagADI vageremAM zuM karavuM joIe ? na u. gADI vageremAM sAmAyika to na thaI zake, paraMtu cAlatI gADImAM traNa navakAra gaNIne 48 miniTa dharmaArAdhanA karavAthI niyamanI sApekSatA rahI zake che. pra. sthApanAcAryajI sthApita karyA pachI sAmAyika laIne bIjI jagyAe jaI zakIe ? agara javuM hoya to zuM karavuM ? u. sAmAnya rIte sAmAyikamAM kyAMya AvavuM-javuM nahIM joIe, to paNa vizeSa lAbhakArI vyAkhyAna, vAcanA vagere mATe eka jagyAethI bIjI jagyAe javuM paDe to sthApanAcAryajInuM utthApana karIne, jyAM javuM hoya tyAM laI javuM. tyAM gurUbhagavaMtanA sthApanAcAryajI hoya to sthApanA karavAnI jarUra nathI, jo na hoya to pharIthI navakAra, paMciMdiya thI sthApanA karIne IriyAvahiyaM karavI. sAmAyikanA upakaraNa caravaLo, kaTAsaNuM, muMhapatti, sthApanAcAryajI, ghaDI, zuddhavastra, navakAravALI, sApaDo (ThavaNI) pustaka. 1. caravaLo - A sAmAyikamAM pUMjavA, cAlavA, uThavAmAM kAma Ave che. tenA vagara sAmAyika laI zakAtI nathI. kema ke koI jIva tamArI pAse AvI jAya to tene dUra kevI rIte karazo ? hAthathI pakaDazo to tene duHkha thaze athavA kyAreka marI paNa zake che. sAmAyikamAM koI pustaka vagere vastu letAM-mUkatAM vakhate pUMjIne laI athavA rAkhI zakAya che. kaTAsaNuM pAtharvA pahelAM AMkhothI jamInane dekhavI ane caravaLAthI pUMjavI joIe. sAmAyikamAM uThavuM-besavuM hoya to zarIrane pUMjIne uThavuM ane cAlavuM hoya to jamInane pUMjatAM-pUMjatAM cAlavuM joIe. mApa - 24 daMDako ane 8 karmothI mukta thavA mATe kula 32 AMgalIno caravaLo hoya hAya che. amA 24 AMgalInI dAMDI ane 8 AMgalInI dazI hoya che. caravaLAnI upara dorI hovI jarUrI che. jethI 45

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tene nIce na rAkhIne upara TaMgAvI zakIe. caravaLo zrAvakanI nizAnI che. 2. kaTAsaNuM - ene beTako paNa kahe che. A sAmAyikamAM besavA mATe kAma Ave che. unanI garamAzathI jIva-jaMtunI surakSA thAya che. sAthe pRthvImAM rahela gurUtvAkarSaNathI zarIranI urjAne jamIna kheMcI na le, mATe zarIra ane pRthvInI vacce kaTAsaNuM bichAvavAthI zarIranI urjA naSTa thatI nathI. kaTAsaNA upara nAma lakhavAthI jJAnanI AzAtanA thAya che. banI zake tyAM sudhI kaTAsaNuM sapheda rAkhavuM jethI jayaNA thaI zake ane tenI kinArI sIvelI nahIM hovI joIe. tathA tenA upara koIpaNa prakAranuM dorAvarka paNa nahIM karAvavuM joIe. mApa - sukhapUrvaka besI zakIe teTaluM. 3. muMhapatti - bhASAsamitinuM pAlana karavA mATe te upayogI bane che. sAmAyikamAM saMsAra saMbaMdhI vAto to karI ja na zakIe paraMtu je paNa svAdhyAya vagere karIe chIe, e samaye mukhamAMthI nIkaLatA vAyu AdithI sacitta vAyu temaja sAMdhAMtika (uDI rahelA) jIvonI rakSA mATe teno upayoga jarUrI che. eno eka phAyado e paNa che ke muMhapatti sAme AvavAthI ApaNane krodha Ave to paNa ApaNe gALo vagere kharAba zabdo bolI nathI zakatA mATe jayAre paNa tamane krodha Ave, jhaghaDavAnI IcchA thaI hoya tyAre mukhanI sAme hAtha rAkhI lo, krodha jato raheze. muMhapattimAM eka tarapha kinArI hoya che eTale ke eka manuSya gatithI ja mokSamAM jaI zakAya che. muMhapattine vALavAthI aDhI vaLa Ave che eTale ke aDhidvIpathI ja mokSamAM jaI zakAya che. traNa paDa darzana, jJAna, cAritranuM pratika che.. enA upara citrakAma ke dorAkAma karavAthI doSa lAge che. mApa - potAnI eka veta ane cAra AMgaLa eTale ke cAre bAju 16-16 AMgalI hovI joIe. 16 kaSAyone nAza karavA mATe 16 AMgalInI muMhapatti hovI joIe. 4. sthApanAcAryajI - enA be prakAra che. eka to je sAdhu-sAdhvI bhagavaMta pAse hoya che. tene thAvatkathita kahe che. temanA sAme sAmAyika karavA mATe sthApanA karavAnI jarUra hotI nathI. bIjI, sApaDA (ThavaNI) upara pustakanI sthApanA karavAmAM Ave che. temAM jJAna-darzana ane cAritranA koIpaNa sAdhanathI sthApanA karI zakAya, paraMtu vartamAna samayamAM navakAra, paMciMdiyavALI pustakathI ja sthApanA karavAnI samAcArI che. tene ivara kathita sthApanAcAryajI kahe che. sthApanAcAryajImAM sudharmAsvAmijInI paraMparA hovAthI temanI sthApanA hoya che. mApa - tenuM koI nizcita mApa nathI. sthApanAcAyajInuM paDilehaNa 13 bolathI karavuM joIe. sthApanAcAryajInA paDilehaNanA 13 bola - (1) zuddha svarUpanA dhAraka gurU (ra) jJAnamaya

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(3) darzanamaya (4) cAritramaya (5) zuddha zraddhAmaya (6) zuddha prApaNAmaya (7) zuddha sparzanAmaya (8) paMcAcAra pALa (9) paLAve (10) anumode (11) managupti (12) vacana gupti (13) kAya gupti e guptA. sthApanAcAryajI A bolothI paDilehaNa karavA. enI ThavaNI, muMhapatti vagere muMhapattinA prathama 25 bolathI paDilehaNa karavA. sAmAyika karatAM pahelA karavA yogya bhAvanA - prabhue kahyuM che ke sAmAyikamAM zrAvaka paNa sAdhu jevo gaNAya che. tema sAco sAdhu to huM kyAre banIza? paraMtu 48 miniTanI sAmAyikamAM sAdhu jIvanano AsvAda lauM. jIva jyAM sudhI sAmAyikamAM rahe che tyAM sudhI satata azubha karmono nAza kare che, mATe huM A sAmAyikanA avasarane sArthaka banAvuM. evA zubhabhAvathI AtmAne vAsita karavI, jenAthI pApa karavAnI IcchAno tyAga thaI jAya. gharamAM pUro divasa che: kAya jIvonA kUTAmAM pApano baMdha kare che to ochAmAM ochuM jyAre sAmAyika karIe chIe tyAre A pApothI bacavAno avasara maLe che. A pramANe manamAM zuddha bhAva laIne AnaMdanI sAthe sAmAyika karavA mATe kaTibaddha banavuM. sAmAyikanuM rahasya - sAmAyikanuM rahasya karemi bhaMte mAM che. A karemi bhaMte ne dvAdazAMgI no sAra kahevAya che. tenA mukhya be bhAga che : (1) "sAvajja joga paccakkhAmi" enAthI ApaNe viratimAM AvIe chIe. pApathI aTakavAnuM A paccakkhANa che. mana-vacana-kAyAthI pote pApa karavAnuM nahIM ane bIjAnI pAse karAvavAnuM nahIM. A pramANe A paccakhANa cha koTInI zuddhatA vALo kahevAya che. emAM bhUtakALamAM karelA pApono pazcAtApa, vartamAnamAM pApathI aTakavuM temaja bhaviSyamAM pApa nahIM karavAnI pratijJA che. kema ke jyAM sudhI AtmA pApathI nathI aTakatI tyAM sudhI tenAmAM samabhAva AvI zakato nathI. samabhAvanI vizeSa prApti mATe bIjo prakAra che. (2) "jAva niyama pajuvAsAmi" sAmAyikamAM ratnatrayInI ArAdhanA karavAnuM vidhAna che. mATe karemibhaMte rUpa sAmAyikanuM paccakhANa lIdhA pachI pApano vyApAra karavo ucita nathI. ApaNI baheno sAmAyikamAM kAcuM pANI, agni, lIlI vanaspati ke sacita mATI vagereno sparza karatI nathI paNa temane e paNa khabara hovI joIe ke jema sAmAyikamAM kAcA pANI vagereno sparza na karAya tevI rIte saMsAranI vAto, niMdA, saMkaleza, paisA, mobAIla, selavALI ghaDiyALa, Torca vagereno sparza sAvadya hovAthI karI zakAya nahIM. sAmAyikamAM 32 doSono tyAga karAya che. je A pramANe che. mananA daza doSa - (1) zatrune dekhIne dveSa-krodha karavo (2) aviveka vALo vicAra karavo athavA sAMsArika vAtono vicAra karavo. (3) zubhabhAvono vicAra na karavo (4) manamAM kaMTALo lAvavo (5) yazanI IcchA karavI (6) vinaya na karavo (7) bhayabhIta banavuM (8) dhaMdhAnI ciMtA karavI

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(9) sAmAyikanA phaLamAM zaMkA karavI (10) prabhAvanA vagerenI IcchAthI kriyA karavI vacananA daza doSa - (1) mobAIla athavA phonathI vAta karavI athavA karAvavI. gharanA koI kAmano Adeza Apavo. (2) khoTI vAtomAM hAmI bharavI (3) jIva virAdhanA vagere jemAM hoya tevA pApakarma karavA. (4) jhaghaDo athavA phaleza karavo (pa) gRhasthonuM mIThA zabdothI svAgata karavuM (6) gALa devI (7) bALakane ramADavuM (8) vikriyA karavI (9) phogaTamAM baDa-baDa karavuM (10) haMsI-majAka karavo. - kAyAnA 12 doSa - (1) vAre vAre eka sthAnathI bIje sthAna vagara kAraNe ane vagara pUje javuM. (2) cAre bAju jovuM (3) pApakarma karavuM (4) ALasa maroDavI (5) abhinaya (hAva bhAva) pUrvaka besavuM (6) divAra vagereno sahAro levo (7) zarIrano mela nikALakvo (8) khujalI khaNavI (9) paga upara paga caDhAvIne besavuM (10) kAmavAsanA thI aMga khullA rAkhavA (11) jaMtu kITANuthI bhayabhIta thaIne saMpUrNa aMga DhAMkavuM (12) UMdha karavI. A battIza doSa rahita zuddha sAmAyika karavI joIe. sAmAyirkanA lAbho bhagavAne batAvyuM che - eka sAmAyika karavAthI jIva 92, 19, 25, 925 palyopama eTale ke asaMkhya varSonuM devalokanuM AyuSyano baMdha kare che. eTale ke sAmAyikanA pratyeka sekaMDamAM jIva 3 lAkha palyopama jeTaluM devabhavanuM AyuSya bAMdhI zake che. bIjI vAta - zreNika mahArAjAe bhagavAnane naraka nivAraNano upAya pUkyo. emAMthI eka upAya hato, jo puNiyA zrAvakanI eka sAmAyika kharIdAya to naraka TALI zakAya che. zreNika mahArAjA puNiyA zrAvakanA ghare pahoMcyA ane sAmAyika ApavAnuM kahyuM. puNiyA zrAvake kahyuM ke "he rAjan ! huM sAmAyika karavAnuM jANuM chuM, paraMtu vecavAnuM nahIM. cAlo; ApaNe prabhune ja AnA viSe pUchI laIe." prabhu pAse pahoMcyA ane eka sAmAyikanuM mUlya pUchyuM. prabhue kahyuM "jo eka vyakti roja sonAnI eka lAkha haDI dAnamAM Ape ane bIjo vyakti mAtra eka sAmAyika ja kare, to e bemAMthI sAmAyika karavAvALAne ja vadhAre lAbha maLe che." eTale ke eka lAkha sonAnI hAMDI dAna devAthI paNa eka sAmAyikanuM phaLa vadhAre che. mATe vadhAremAM vadhAre sAmAyika karavI joIe. sAmAyika levAnA hetutha, prathama gurU sthApanA kriyAnI saphaLatA gurUnI nizrAmAM hovAthI sthApanA karavAmAM Ave che. gurUnI sAnidhyatAnuM bhAna sAdhakane virAdhanAthI bacAvavAmAM samartha bane che. jema zeThanI upasthiti hovA

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mAtrathI nokara kAmacorI vagere nathI karato. A pramANe gurUnuM sAnidhya hovA mAtrathI apramatta kriyA thAya che. gurUvaMdanaH vinaya mATe karavAmAM Ave che. eka khamAsamaNA daIne, IcchA.... sAmAyika levAnI muMhapatti paDilehuM? pratyeka AdezanA pahelA khamAsamaNA vinaya mATe ApavAmAM Ave che. kriyAmAM jayaNAnI mukhyatA hovAthI muMhapattinuM paDilehaNa karavAmAM Ave che. Icche gurUnA Adezane svIkAravA mATe pratyeka Adeza pachI Icche kahevAmAM Ave che. eka khamAsamaNA, IcchAkAreNa saMdisaha bhagavan! sAmAyika saMdisAhuM? gurU pAse sAmAyika karavAnI AjJA A sUtramAM mAMgavAmAM Ave che. gurU kahe saMdisAveha eTale ke AjJA che. Icche ApanI AjJA svIkAruM chuM. eka khamAsamaNA. IcchA. sAmAyika ThAuM? A AdezathI sAmayikamAM sthira rahevAnI AjJA maMgAya che. gurU kahe - ThAve eTale ke sthira rahevAnI AjJA che. IcchuM, huM sAmAyikamAM sthira rahevAnI AjJA svIkAruM chuM. hAtha joDIne navakAra : sAmAyika daMDaka uccAratAM pahelA maMgala mATe eka navakAra gaNAya che. IcchakArI.... uccarAvojIH gurUnI pAse sAmAyika daMDaka uccarAvAnI prArthanA che. karemi bhaMte jo gurU hoyato karemi bhaMte emanAthI uccaravo. emanA abhAvamAM vinaya hetu pauSadhadhArI athavA potAnA pahelA jemaNe sAmAyika laI lIdhI hoya to emanAthI uccaravI joIe. ane koI na hoya to pote uccare. khamAsamaNA pUrvaka IriyAvahiyaM sUtra: khamAsamaNa vinaya mATe che. IriyAvahiyaM sUtramAM rastAmAM je koI jIva virAdhanA thaI hoya to temane micchAmi dukkaDa ApavAmAM Ave che. kema ke jyAM sudhI badhA jIva pAse kSamA nathI mAMgIe tyAM sudhI sAmAyikamAM sthiratA nathI AvatI. A sUtra dvArA gurUnI samakSa ApaNe pAponI AlocanA karI tyAre gurUe eka logassanuM prAyazcita ApyuM. tasya uttarI: emAM kAussagna karavAnA cAra hetu batAvyA che. annattha : emAM kAussagnamAM thoDI chUTa rAkhI che. kAussagna H IriyAvahiyaMmAM 25 zvAsozvAsa pramANa kAussagna hoya che. logassa sUtranA pratyeka padanuM pramANa eka zvAsozvAsa gaNyo che. eTale ke "caMdesu nimmalayarA' sudhI 25 zvAsozvAsa thAya che. jemane logassa na AvaDe te 4 navakAra gaNe.

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prAyazcitamAM gurUbhagavaMta tapa Ape che. 12 prakAranA tapamAM kAussagga paNa eka tapa che. mATe ahIM jeTalA kAussagna kahyA che teTalA ja karavA. vadhAre ochA karo to avidhi che. pragaTa logassaH emAM 24 tIrthakara bhagavAnanA nAma stutirUpe hovAthI maMgalamaya che. kAussagna dvArA prAyazcita karavAthI thayelA AnaMdanI abhivyakti mATe 24 tIrthakaronuM nAma smaraNarUpa logasa bolavAmAM Ave che. (noMdha : badhI kriyAnA prAraMbhamAM IriyAvahiyaM karavI joIe. e apekSAthI cAra thoyamAM IriyAvahiyaM pahelA Ave che. to A hetu pUrvamAM samajI levo. tristutika mata anusAra Avazyaka cUrNi, yogazAstra, zrAvaka dharma vidhi prakaraNa AdinA AdhArathI "karemi bhaMte' uccaryA pachI IriyAvahiyaMnuM vidhAna che.) khamAsamaNA, IcchA. besaNe saMdisAheM? emAM eka Asana para sthira rahevAno Adeza mAMgavAmAM Avyo che. enAthI e siddha thAya che ke sAmAyika ubhA-ubhA levI joIe. jo ubhA hoya to basavAno Adeza laI zake che. khamAsamaNA, IcchA. besaNe ThAuM? enAthI eka AsanamAM sthira banavAnI IcchA che. khamAsamaNA, IcchA. sajhAya saMdisAhuM? sAmAyikamAM mukhyatayA svAdhyAya karavAnuM hoya che kAraNake sAmAyika Atma-ramaNatAnA hetuthI levAya che tethI sajhAyano Adeza mAMgIe chIe pachI bhale te - vAdhyAya kare, mALA gaNe, kAussagna kare ke pratikramaNa kare badhuM sajajhAya (svAdhyAya) rUpa ja che. khamAsamaNA, IcchA. sajhAya karuM? enAthI sajajhAya karavAnI vAtamAM daDhatA Ave che. enA pachI traNa navakAra svAdhyAyanA pratikarUpa gaNAya che. enA pachI bIjI ane trIjI sAmAyika vagara pArthe laI zakAya che. emAM "sajajhAya karuM? ne badale 'sajajhAyamAM chuM' ema kahIne eka navakAra sajajhAyanA rUpe gaNAya che.' ( sAmAyika pAravAnA hetu sau prathama khamAsamaNA - vinaya pUrvaka Adeza levA mATe, IriyAvahiyaM - yadyapi sAmAyika pApa vyApAranA tyAganI prakriyA che. mATe temAM ArAdhanA ja karAya che, to paNa pramAdavaza mana-vacana-kAyAnI azubha pravRtti thaI javAnI saMbhAvanAthI A IriyAvahiya karAya che. khamAsamaNA IcchA. muMhapatti paDilehaNa karUM? muMhapatti paDilehaNa jayaNA mATe che. (A AdezamAM sAmAyika pAravA muMhapatti paDilehaNa karuM? evuM bolavuM nahIM, kAraNa ke muhapatti paDilehaNa karatAM karatAM pharIthI sAmAyika levAno bhAva AvI jAya to pAravAne badale sAmAyika laI paNa zakAya che. khamAsamaNA, IcchA. sAmAyika pAruM? AnAthI sAmAyika pAravAno Adeza maMgAya che. (50)

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ahIM gurU kahe che. 'punaravi kAyavva' eTale ke sAmAyika pharIthI levA jevI che. A sAMbhaLIne koInI anukULatA hoya ane bhAva AvI jAya to tarata sAmAyika saMdisANuM vagere Adeza laIna sAmAyika laI zakAya che.) ahIM zrAvaka kahe che. "yathAzakti' huM zakti mujaba sAmAyika karavAnI bhAvanA rAkhuM chuM khamAsamaNA. IcchA. sAmAyika pAryuM? AmAM zrAvaka kahe che ke huM sAmAyika pAruM chuM. gurU kahe che. "AyAro namuttavyo eTale ke jo Apa sAmAyika pArI rahyA cho to kama se kama zrAvakanA AcAra choDatA nahIM. zrAvaka kahe che "tahatti" eTale ke ApanI AjJA zirodhArya che. pachI kaTAsaNA upara hAtha rAkhIne mUkIne maMgala mATe navakAra gaNavo. sAmAIya vaya jutto - A sUtramAM sAmAyikanA lAbha batAvavAmAM AvyA che. jema ke jIva jayAM sudhI sAmAyika kare che tyAM sudhI azubha karmono nAza kare che. ane te sAdhu jevo hoya che. mATe vadhArAmAM vadhAre sAmAyika karavI joIe. A upadeza sAmAyika pAratI vakhate ApaNane maLe che. enAthI ApaNane vAraMvAra sAmAyika karavAnI IcchA thAya che. daza mananA: koIpaNa dhArmika anuSThAna pachI avidhinA micchAmi dukkaDam devA jarUrI che. jenAthI jANatA - ajANatA koI doSa lAgyo hoya to te dUra thAya che. utthApana mudrAmAM navakAra : sthApita karavAmAM AvelA sthApanAcAryajInI navakAra dvArA utthApana karavAmAM Ave che. . ( sAmAyika maMDaLa ) Aje dareka gAma, zahera ane pratyeka erIyAmAM sAmAyika maMDaLa dekhavAmAM Ave che. paraMtu sauthI pahelo prazna uThe che : | sAmAyika maMDaLa eTale zuM ? sAmAyika maMDaLa eTale samUhamAM sAmAyika karavuM. gharanA vAtAvaraNamAM mana cala-vicala vadhAre bane che. upAzrayamAM sAmAyika vadhAre lAbhadAyI bane che. ekalo vyakti sAmAyika laIne je ArAdhanA karI zake che, tenAthI keTalAya gaNo phAyado samUhamAM sAmAyika levAthI saMbhavita che. . sAmAyika maMDaLanA lAbha - 1. samUhamAM koI vizeSa jJAnI navo abhyAsa karAve che. 2. ekabIjAne joIne vizeSa bhAva jAgRta thAya che.

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3. protsAhana maLe che. 4. sAmUhika sAmAyikanA vizeSa lAbha paNa thAya che. paraMtu eka sAthe sAmAyika uccaravAthI ja samUhanuM viziSTa lAbha maLe che. - gurU bhagavaMtathI sAMbhaLyuM che ke : eka vyakti sAmAyika uccare to 1 sAmAyikano lAbha maLe che. 'be vyakti sAthe sAmAyika uccare to 11 sAmAyikano lAbha maLe che. traNa vyakti sAthe sAmAyika uccare to 111 sAmAyikano lAbha maLe che. cAra vyakti sAthe sAmAyika uccare to 1111 sAmAyikano lAbha maLe che. pAMca vyakti sAthe sAmAyika uccare to 11111 sAmAyikano lAbha maLe che. A pramANe jeTalA vyakti hoya teTalA ekaDA pAse pAse rAkhavAthI je saMkhyA bane che teTalA sAmAyikano lAbha maLe che. AnAthI samUha sAmAyikano artha spaSTa khyAla Ave che.' AjakAla svaicchika rIte alaga alaga sAmAyika uccaravuM, mana phAve tyAre AvavuM, sAmAyikamAM vAto karavI, ekabIjAne dharmanuM nimitta na ApIne adharmanuM nimitta ApavuM, tathA phAIna (daMDa)nA jhaghaDA, prabhAvanA vagere viSayamAM jhaghaDo karavo vagerethI sAmAyikanA dUSaNa vadhI jAya che. A doSone kAraNe sAmAyika maMDaLa guNane badale doSakAraka banI AtmA mATe ahitakara siddha thaI rahyuM che. mAtra sAmAyika thaI jAya che. paraMtu vAstavamAM samatA prApta thatI nathI. | mATe pratyeka maMDaLamAM sAmAyikano uddeza banAvavo joIe. sAmAyikanI pratijJA che ke 48 miniTa sudhI sAvagha pApa vepAranA tyAga karavo jemake ekAsaNAnuM paccakakhANa lIdhA pachI vyakti nAzto nathI karato. eja pramANe pApa vyApArano tyAga karavA rUpa "karemi bhaMte' uccaryA pachI saMsArasaMbaMdhI vAto, vicAra ke paisAnA viSayamAM, vyavasthAnA nAme saMleza karavo sarvathA anucita che. mukhyatve sAmAyika maMDaLanA pratinidhine A viveka rAkhavo bahu jarUrI che. sAmAjika maMDaLano uddeza: sAmAyika maMDaLanI sthApanAnuM lakSya che, samUhamAM ratnatrayInI suMdara ArAdhanA karavI. sAmAyika maMDaLamAM rahevAthI gharamAM jene sAmAyika karatAM na AvaDatI hoya te paNa samUhamAM ullAsathI joDAI jAya che. temaja samUhamAM navI navI vAto zIkhavAno ullAsa jAgRta thAya che. pratyeka gAmamAM be sAmAyika maMDaLa hovA joIe. eka 15 thI 45 varSanI uMmaranI striyo mATe. A vargamAM "jainijama korsanuM bhaNatara karAvo tathA tenA eka-eka cepTara pUrA thAya pachI tenI parIkSA levAmAM Ave. A maMDaLamAM badhAnI anukULatA anusAra aThavADiyAmAM koIpaNa eka divasa sAmAyika mATe nirdhArita karavo. temaja badhAne anukULatA hoya to savAre 10 thI 11 vAgyAno 52)

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samaya rAkho. jethI bapore zrAvakanA ghare AvavAno samaya, kAmavALI tathA mahemAnone AvavAjavAne kA2Na koIne klAsa cUkavAno avasara ja na Ave. jo kyAreka savAre 10-11 vAge kaMI kAma AvI jAya to pote ja potAnuM kAma AgaLa pAchaLa karI levuM joIe. nirdhArIta vAranA divase jo tithi hoya ane moTAonuM maMDaLa hoya to vahuonuM maMDaLa eka divasa AgaLa athavA pAchaLa pahelAMthI ja nakkI karI devu joIe. jethI gharamAM sAsu-vahu baMne sAthe na nikaLI zakatA hoya to temane suvidhA rahe. jo vyAkhyAnano yoga hoya to sAmAyikamAM vyAkhyAna vANI zravaNa karI zakAya. 45 varSathI vadhAre uMmaravALAo mATe sAmAyika maMDaLa tithinA divase rAkhavo. temane dhIre-dhIre kramazaH eka eka viSaya mukhajabAna karAvavo joIe. A maMDaLamAM maukhika parIkSA rAkhI zakAya. jyAM sAmAyika maMDaLa na hoya tyAM A pustakamAM ApelI paddhatithI navuM sAmAyika maMDaLa sthApita karavuM. ratnatrayInI ArAdhanA sAmAyikamAM thAya che. mATe enu 'ratnatrayI ArAdhanA maMDaLa' nAma Apavo tathA temAM nIce pramANe lakhelA niyama tathA gatividhiyo karavI. sAmAyika maMDaLanA niyama - (1) nirdhArIta divasamAM nakkI karelA samayathI pAMca miniTa pahelA badhA AvI jAya jema 10-30 vAgyAno samaya hoya to 10-25 sudhI ane 2-30 vAgyAno samaya hoya to 2025 sudhI badhI zrAvikAo AvI jAya. (2) tyArapachI pahelA hAjarI bharavAmAM Ave tethI sAmAyikamAM koI vikSepatA na thAya. (3) hAjarInA tarata pachI samUhamAM vidhipUrvaka sAmAyika uccaravuM. (4) sAmAyikamAM pUrNa mauna rahevuM. (5) vicAra-vimarza mATe sAmAyikanI pahelA athavA sAmAyika pachIno samaya rAkhavo. vyaktie sAmUhika 'karemi bhaMte' na uccaryuM hoya paraMtu pachI AvIne sAmAyika lIdhI hoya temanA mATe 1 rUA. daMDa rAkhavo. (6) (7) daMDanA paisA maMDaLamAM rAkhavAmAM AvelI spardhAnA InAma mATe athavA sAtakSetramAM ja upayoga karavo. temaja daMDa bharavAvALA koIpaNa prakAranI carcA vagara utsAhathI daMDa bharavo. jema maMdiramAM bhagavAnanA bhaMDAramAM paisA pUro cho tenI jema ja A paisA sAtakSetramAM jAya to lAbhadAyaka ja che. mATe daMDanA viSayane laIne koIpaNa prakAranI carcA na karavI. (8) je gerahAjara hoya tene 5 rUA. daMDa rAkhavo. (9) ema.sI. ane bahAragAma javA mATe chUTa raheze paraMtu tenA mATe chuTTIpatraka koInI sAthe athavA ema.sI.mAMthI uThyA pachI pote avazya laI javAnuM raheze. nahIMtara daMDa bharavo anivArya raheze. 53

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(10) maMDaLamAM praveza phIsa 51 rUpiyA rAkhavI. prativarSa 51 rUA. bharavA. koI kAraNasara saLaMga 3 (traNa) mahinA na AvI zakyA hoya to pharIthI 51 rUA. bharIne praveza prApta karavo. traNa mahinA sudhI na Ave tenuM nAma kADhI nAkhavuM. (11) prabhAvanA sAmAyika pAryA pachI ja karavI. jethI sAmAyikamAM paisAno sparza na thAya. sAmAyika cepTaramAM batAvavAmAM AvelI badhI vAtono sAmAyikamAM pUro upayoga rAkhavo. sAmAcikanI gatividhio - badhAno utsAha banI rahe, koInuM mana na duHkhe, zAsananI zobhA vadhe, evA maitrIbhAvapUrvaka samabhAvavardhaka sAmAyika thAya... evo lakSya hovo jarUrI che. (1) sAmAyika maunapUrvaka ja thAya, gAthA ApI ke laI zakAya che athavA pustakanuM vAMcana temaja tattvajJAna samajI zakAya che. bhaNavA sivAya viSayAMtaraMvALI vAto na thAya tenuM khAsa dhyAna rAkhavuM. (2) prArthanA - sAmAyikamAM sarvaprathama navakAra suMdara rAgamAM bolavI. pachI A bukamAM peja naM. 23 mAM "sImaMdhara svAmInI pAse amane jAvuM che'... A stavana ApyuM che. te prabhunI prArthanAnA rUpamAM bolavo. pachI gurU ma.sA.nI eka stuti bolavI. pachI samUhamAM badhA maLIne sAmAyikanA praNidhAna bolavA. (3) tyArapachI korsano yathocita vAMcana karavo. badhA kAvyavibhAgamAMthI stavana vagereno rAga besADavo. jene sUtrano artha athavA tattvajJAna AvaDatuM hoya te badhAne bhaNAve. (4) dareka aThavADiyAmAM homavarka (gRhakArya) Apavo. jethI pachInI sAmAyika sudhI badhuM karIne lAve. (5) kyAreka badhA maLIne prabhujInuM maMdira athavA upAzrayanI zuddhi karavI. (6) kyAreka maMdirajImAM snAtrapUjA-nRtya Adi karavo. (7) kyAreka cAturmAsa niyamAvalI bharAvavI, tenA InAma kADhavA. kyAreka najIkanA tIrthonI yAtrA karAvavI. (8) sAmAyika pAratI vakhate mArA A sAmAyikanA puNyathI badhA jIva sukhI thAya ane mArI AtmAnI mukti thAya evI bhAvanA karavI.

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je 6 sImaMdhara svAmInI pAse amane jAvuM che ke, vizvamAM jIvamAtra satata sukhanI IcchA kare che. purUSArtha paNa sukha mATe ja kare che, to paNa karmAdhIna temaja mahAdhIna jIvane pariNAmamAM duHkha maLe che. chevaTe AvuM kema thAya che? AnuM mULa kAraNa eka ja che ke "atyAra sudhI jIva paramAtmAnI samIpa nathI jaI zakyo." je AtmAo janma le che te badhAnI mRtyu nizcita che. prabhunI kRpAthI A bhavamAM to ApaNane jaina dharma maLI gayo che. jo ApaNe A dharmanuM temaja prabhuno sahAro laI laIe to A eka bhavamAM anaMta bhavonA duHkhothI mukti meLavI zakIe. ApaNI AtmA zarIramAM birAjamAna che. AtmA zeTha che temaja zarIra tenA rahevAno baMgalo che. paraMtu AtmAno A baMgalo nAzavaMta che ane AtmA zAzvata che. eTale ke AyuSya pUrNa thayA pachI zarIra ahIM rahI jaze ane AtmA paraloka prayANa karI le che. bhADAnuM makAna khAlI karatAM pahelAM ja vyakti potAnA rahevA mATe anya surakSita gharanI vyavasthA karI le che. temaja je nathI karatA te duHkhI thAya che. A pramANe A zarIrarUpI ghara paNa nAzavaMta hovAthI choDavuM paDaze, to tame vicAryuM paralokamAM kyAM javuM che? kayuM zarIra meLavavuM che? enI koI yojanA banAvI? pahelA vicAro! tamAre parabhavamAM kyAM javuM che? tenuM lakSya banAvIne, tenI yojanA banAvo. tamArI sAme cAra gati che jemAM... naraka - A pApa bhogavavAnuM sthAna che. ahIM jIva ArtadhyAnathI vizeSa karmabaMdha kare che ane ahIM dharma karavAno koI avasara ja nathI hoto. tiryaMca gati-A paNa pApa bhogavavAnuM ja sthAna che. mahAna zubha yoga hoya to samavasaraNamAM prabhuthI athavA anya koI nimittathI dezavirati meLavI zake che. paraMtu AvI taka tiryaMcagatimAM bahu ja ochI maLe che. A be gatinI joDI che. eka vAra jIva narakamAM jAya to tyAMthI tiryaca, pachI pharI pApa bAMdhIne naraka, tyAMthI tiryaMca, tyAMthI pharIthI naraka, A cakkaramAMthI bahAra nIkaLavuM muzkela che. kema ke baMne pApa bhogavavA temaja pApa bAMdhavAnI jagyA hovAthI pApI jIva A gatiomAM bhaTakato rahe che. devagati - A gatimAM jIva aviratinA udayathI vizeSa dharmArAdhanA ke karmanirjarA karI zakato nathI. aDhaLaka-vaibhava, suMdara vAvaDIomAM jaLa-krIDA, bAga-bagIcA temaja ratnomAM AsaktinA kAraNe vadhAre deva marIne pRthvI, jala temaja vanaspatirUpa ekendriyamAM utpanna thAya che. ekendriyanI kAyasthiti asaMkhya utsarpiNI avasarpiNInI hovAthI tyAMthI nIkaLavuM bahu ja muzkela hoya che. mAtra

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zAsananA anurAgI deva ja zAsanasevAthI athavA vimAnanA maMdiramAM prabhubhaktithI alpanirjarA karI pharIthI manuSya gatimAM janma laI uttama cAritra prApta kare che. manuSyagati - A puNya-pApa upArjana karavA temaja vipula karma nirjarA karavA tathA mokSamAM javAnuM uttama sthAna che. A manuSyagatimAM vyaktine potapotAnA karma anusAra bhoga sAmagrI temaja dharmasAmagrI badhu ja sulabha che. bhoga sAmagrIno upayoga naraka-tiryaMca gatimAM laI jAya che ane dharmasAmagrInA upayogathI jIva mokSane lAyaka bane che. tethI zreSTha to manuSya gati ja che. have ApaNe jovAnuM che ke manuSyagatimAM evuM kayuM sthAna che ke jyAM javAthI ApaNe zAzvata sukhane meLavI zakIe? to Ano javAba che mahAvideha kSetramAM. jyAM sImaMdhara svAmI bhagavAna vicarI rahyA che te zreSTha sthAna che. je pramANe 2534 varSa pahelA bhagavAna mahAvIre bharata kSetramAM sAkSAt vicarIne potAnA atizayathI jIvone mokSagAmI banAvyA. te pramANe vartamAnakALamAM mahAvideha kSetramAM sImaMdhara svAmI bhagavAna vicarI rahyA che. ApaNe A zarIrathI to tyAM nathI jaI zakatA. paraMtu jo ApaNe ahIyAM lakSya banAvIne thoDo puruSArtha karIe to AvatA bhavamAM tyAM jaI zakIe, jyAM sAkSAt sImaMdhara svAmI vicarI rahyA che. temanA samavasaraNanA evA atizaya hoya che ke temanA sAnidhyamAM javA mAtrathI ApaNA kaSAya zAMta thaI jAya che. temaja paramAtmAnI kRpAthI ja ApaNu mokSanI tarapha gamana sahaja banI jAya che. A pramANe ApaNane bhavabhramaNa temaja janmamaraNanA duHkhothI haMmezA mATe mukti maLI jAya che. to tame badhA taiyAra cho ne? "mahAvideha kSetramAM sImaMdhara svAminI pAse javA mATe" jo hA ! to AjathI ja tame eka nAno prayAsa zarU karI do. 1. A pustakanI sAthe prabhunA samavasaraNa temaja vicarI rahelA bhagavAnano lemineTeDa phoTo tamane ApavAmAM Ave che. tene eka Tebala upara rAkhIne tenA nIce lakhelA "eka ja aramAna che amane samavasaraNamAM sarva viratI maLe". A maMtrane bolatAM roja kama thI kama 27 pradakSiNA ApavI. A pramANe roja pradakSiNA lagAvavAthI lagabhaga doDha varSamAM 12,500 (bAra hajAra pAMcaso) pradakSiNA pUrNa thaI jaze. AnA pachI paNa jo thaI zake to tame jIvananA aMta sudhI pradakSiNA cAlu rAkho ane na thAya to kama thI kama 27 vakhata A maMtrano jApa karo. jethI tamArA hRdayamAM (anAhata cakramAM) eka lakSya banI jaze ke mArI eka mAtra A ja IcchA che ke mane sImaMdhara svAmI bhagavAnanA samavasaraNamAM sarvavirati (dIkSA) maLe. A kriyAthI pratidina tamArI AtmAmAM nirmaLatA vadhatI jaze. (56)

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2. sAthe ja tame savAre jyAre paNa uTho sau prathama ATha navakAramaMtra gaNIne atyaMta bhAvapUrvaka traNa vakhata A be lAIna gAvI. pahelo maMtra - "sImaMdhara svAmInI pAse amAre jAvuM che, saMyama laIne kevala laIne, mokSa amAre jAvuM che..." rAtrinA zAMta vAtAvaraNanA kAraNe ApaNuM mastiSka zAMta hovAthI prAtaH kALe bolelI A paMkti tamArA manamaMdiramAM prabhune laI Avaze. temaja A bhavamAM paNa saMyama, kevalajJAna ane mokSanI bhAvanA AvI javAthI Atma kalyANa nizcita thaI jaze. pra. zuM ATalI nAnI kriyA ApaNane prabhunI pAse janma ApI zake che? u. jarUra ApI zake che paraMtu temAM roje roja sAtatya hovuM jarUrI che. ThIka che ! kyAreka koI kAraNavaza athavA bIje gAma gayA hoya tyAre bhUlathI kArDana laI gayA hoya ane pradakSiNA rahI jAya to bIjA divase Dabala pradakSiNA ApI do, paraMtu tamAre jIvananA aMta sudhI A prakriyA karavAnI raheze. pratidina A prakriyAthI AtmAmAM eka bhAva banI jAya che ke "mAre sImaMdhara svAmInI pAse jAvuM che". AnAthI aMta ghaDI najIka AvI jAya to paNa jIvane ArtadhyAna nahIM thAya. kema ke e samaye paNa tene e yAda raheze ke mAre to sImaMdhara svAmInI pAse javuM che... ane A yAda AvavAthI ene maravAno koI aphasosa raheze nahIM. jhUMpaDImAMthI baMgalAmAM javA vALAne duHkha kaI vAtanuM? ane jene aMta samaye bhagavAna yAda AvI jAya tenI sadgati nizcita che. A pramANe A nAnakaDI prakriyA paNa tamane sImaMdhara svAmI bhagavAnanI pAse laI jaI zake che. have jyAre jyAre tame A pradakSiNAmAM joDAo, tamArA manamAM zubha bhAva vadhAre vadhatA jaze. tyAre tame nIcenA be maMtro bIjA joDI do. (A maMtrano jApa divasamAM 27 vAra karo.) bIja maMtra - "aNu-paramANuM ziva banI jAo, AkhA vizvanuM maMgala thAo, sarve jIvo mokSe jAo." bhAratIya saMskRti adhyAtma pradhAna hatI. te vartamAnamAM pAzcAtya hovAne kAraNe lupta thatI jAya che. temaja vyakti bhautika sAdhanomAM ulajhato jAya che. hiMsA pradhAna sukha suvidhAnA sAdhana vAtAvaraNane dUSita banAve che. bAhya staramAM vyakti bhale ne keTalAMya sukhI kema na dekhAya, paraMtu AMtarika sthiti eTalI ja azAMta banatI jAya che; A azAMtatAnuM mukhya kAraNa che dUSita vAtAvaraNa. "aNu

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paramANu ziva banI jAo" A paMktino artha che ke bAhya vAtAvaraNamAM aNu-paramANu pApanA sAdhanone badale dharmasAdhananA rUpamAM parivartita thaI jAya. jenAthI maMdira, upAzraya vadhaze temaja pApanA sAdhano ghaTaze. A bAhya vAtAvaraNa zuddha arthAt ziva rUpa banaze tathA bAhya vAtAvaraNa ziva rUpa banavAthI dareka vyaktinA mana upara teno suMdara prabhAva paDaze. jema tIrthabhUminA zuddha vAtAvaraNamAM tyAM ziva rUpa banelA aNu paramANuno prabhAva vyaktinA mana upara paDe che, jethI mananA paramANu paNa ziva rUpa banI jAya che tathA jenA manamAM zuddha vicAra cAle che, tenI bhASA paNa suMdara banI jAya che. eTale ke bhASA paNa ziva rUpa banI jAya che ane jenA mana-vacana zubha thaI jAya tenI kAyAnuM vartana paNa ziva rUpa banI jAya emAM koI Azcarya nathI. A pramANe aNu-paramANunA ziva rUpa banI javAthI dareka vyaktinA mana-vacana-kAyAnA yoga paNa zubha banI jAya che. AkhA vizvanuM maMgala thAo" eTale ke vAtAvaraNanI zuddhithI jIva mAtranuM maMgala thAo, sarve jIvo sukhI bane. "sarve jIvo mokSe jAo" ahIM sukhI thayA pachI koI jIva bhaviSyamAM duHkhI na bane. mATe badhA jIvo zAzvata sukhanA sthAnarUpa mokSane prApta kare. evI zubha bhAvanA A maMtramAM vyakta karavAmAM AvI che. A nAnakaDA maMtramAM vizva maMgalanI utkRSTa bhAvanA vyakta thAya che. sarva jIvonI mokSanI bhAvanA ApaNe jeTalI vadhAre karIe, ApaNo mokSa eTalo ja jaldI thAya che. A prakRtino niyama che ke ApaNe bIjA mATe je vicArIe chIe te ja ApaNane maLe che. jo ApaNe bIjAonuM bhalu IcchIe to ApaNuM paNa bhalu thAya che. temaja bIjAonuM kharAba IcchIe to ApaNuM paNa kharAba thayA vinA raheze nahIM. trIjo maMtra - "tIrthakara mArA prANa, kSAyika prItithI nirvANa" (roja 27 vakhata gaNo) jene vizvamaMgala karavuM hoya tene tIrthaMkara paramAtmAthI atizaya prIti karavI paDaze ane prItine deDha banAvavA mATe A maMtrano jApa bahuja sahAyaka che. je pramANe prANa vinA jIvana nathI hotuM te pramANe tIrthaMkara prabhune prANathI paNa adhika priya banAvavA paDaze. jethI prabhunI sAthe ApaNI prIti lAyika prIti banaze. kSAyika prIti eTale ke A zarIranA nAza thayA pachI paNa jo prema parabhavamAM sAthe Ave kyAreya kSaya na thAya e kSAyika prIti che. A kSAyika prIti avazya ja vyaktine sImaMdhara paramAtmAthI milana karAve che. A pramANe A traNa maMtrone jIvana maMtra banAvavAthI sahaja ja jIvano mokSa tarapha prayANa thaI jAya che.

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have ApaNe je prabhunI pAse javAnuM lakSya banAvyuM che te sImaMdhara svAminA vihAranA atizayonI eka jhalaka temaja samavasaraNa racanA joIzuM. prabhunA vihAranuM romAMcaka dezyo kevaLajJAnanA pachI prabhu jyAre vihAra kare che tyAre cAreya nikAyanA deva bhaktithI bhAva-vibhora thaIne prabhunI sevAmAM Ave che. koI samyaga darzananI nirmaLatA mATe to koI potAnA saMzayonuM samAdhAna karavA mATe AvatA-jatA rahe che. A pramANe kama thI kama karoDo devI-devatA prabhunI sevAmAM tatpara rahe che. kevaLajJAna prApti pachI prabhunuM prakRSTa puNyodaya zarU thAya che. devatA nava suvarNa kamalanI racanA kare che. je hajAro pAMkhaDIothI suzobhita hoya che. A kamaLa suvarNathI banelA hovA chatAM mAkhaNathI paNa vadhAre komaLa hoya che. AvA nava suvarNakamaLonI karNikA upara caraNa kamala rAkhIne prabhu jyAre vihAra kare che tyAre prabhunA atizayathI prakRti navapallavita banI jAya che. prabhunA vihAra daramyAna zarada, hemaMta vagere cha RtuonuM eka ja sAthe samanvaya thAya che, jenAthI bAhya vAtAvaraNa atyaMta AlhAdaka banI jAya che. evuM lAge che ke mAno badhI Rtuo prabhunI sevAmAM khIlI uThI che ane sAthe ja pAMceya IndriyonA manoharaviSaya sarvajanane anukULa banI . vAtAvaraNane maghamaghAyamAna banAvI de che. paramAtmAne kevaLajJAna pachI deva, manuSya, tiryaMca to anukULa bane ja che paraMtu ekendriyanI sRSTi paNa prabhune anukULa banI jAya che. prabhu jayAre vicAre che tyAre maMdamaMda anukULa pavana vahevA lAge che ane badhAne zAtA pahoMcADe che. paramAtmAe AkhA jagatane anukULa banIne sAdhanA karI hatI to prabhune pavana to zuM? Akhu jagata anukULa banI jAya to emAM kaI navI vAta che? jANe ! prabhunA vihArathI pRthvI pUjanIya banI jAya che A AzayathI devatA eka yojana pramANa bhUmi upara zItala-sugaMdhi jaLanI vRSTi kare che. A mArge cAlavAvALAne to jANe amRtanI varSA thaI hoya, evA AnaMdano anubhava thAya che. prabhu vihAra karI rahyA hoya athavA samavasaraNamAM beThA hoya tyAre devatA eka yojana pramANa bhUmi upara sarvatra jAnu pramANa puSpavRSTi kare che. A puSpo pAMca raMganA ane cha e cha RtuonA hoya che. A puSpo dvArA devatA svastika vagere prazasta AkRtinI racanA kare che. dazeya dizAone sugaMdhita karavAvALA A puSpo upara lAkho loko cAle to paNa A puSpone prabhunA prabhAvathI lezamAtra pIDA thatI nathI. tathA teno AkAra paNa bagaDato nathI. pRthvItala upara prabhu jayAre vihAra kare che tyAre jANe ke kAMTA paNa vaMdana karI rahyA hoya ema potAnI tikSNatAne dharatImAM chUpAvI de che. eTale ke kAMTA paNa ulTA thaI jAya che. prabhuM koI paNa jIva (59)

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mATe kaMTakarUpa nathI banyA, emanA mArgamAM bhalA kAMTA paNa vighnarUpa kevI rIte banI zake che ? prabhu mahAtmyathI prabhAvita thaIne mArgamAM baMne tarapha vRkSo prabhunuM svAgata karavA mATe DALIo jhUkAvI-jhUkAvIne prabhune praNAma kare che, ekendriyamAM gaNavAmAM AvelA vRkSa paNa jyAre prabhune joIne praNAma kare che to paMcendriya manuSyo tathA deva prabhunI sevAmAM rahe to emAM kaI moTI vAta che ? * je pramANe deva ane manuSya prabhune pradakSiNA Ape che te pramANe popaTa, sArasa, mora vagere pakSI paNa AnaMdavibhora thaIne AkAzamAM prabhune pradakSiNA lagAve che. A joIne koI kavie suMdara kalpanA karI che ke jANe A pakSio pradakSiNA dvArA prabhune zukana to nathI ApI rahyA ne ? * prabhu jyAM vicaratA hoya tyAM savAso yojana sudhI roga hotA nathI. marakI paNa nathI hotI. tIDa paNa nathI hotA. uMdara paNa nathI hotA. kALa nathI paDato, duSkALa paNa nathI paDato. ativRSTi paNa nathI hotI. anAvRSTi paNa nathI thatI. koI svacakrano bhaya nathI ane koI paracakrano bhaya paNa nathI. vera nahIM-virodha paNa nathI. A sAteya Iti arthAt upadrava turaMta ja nAza thaI jAya che. aho ! kevo mahAna prabhuno yoga sAmrAjya ! * vihAranA samaye jyAre prabhu je bhUmi upara vicaraNa kare che tyAM AsapAsa so yojana sudhI rahetAM badhA jIvonA tamAma roga zAMta thaI jAya che. eTaluM ja nahIM; cha mahinA pahelA utpanna roga paNa nAza thaI jAya che. temaja prabhunA prabhAvathI cha mahinA sudhI enAmAM navA rogonI utpatti paNa nathI thatI. vAha ! kevo adbhuta prabhuno atizaya ! * prabhu jyAre vihAra kare che tyAre prabhunI AgaLa AkAzamAM dharmacakra cAle che. je suvarNa temaja ratnono banelo hoya che tathA eka hajAra ArAothI suzobhita hoya che. paramAtmA jyAre siMhAsana para birAjamAna thAya che tyAre pratyeka siMhAsananI AgaLa suvarNa kamaLa upara A dharmacakra pratiSThita thAya che. sUryathI paNa adhika tejasvI, dazeya dizAone prakAzita karato A dharmacakra mithyAdaSTine mATe jANe ke kAlacakra che to samyak dRSTine mATe jANe ke amRta samAna che. * prabhunA vihAranA samaye Indradhvaja AkAzamAM prabhunI sAthe sAthe cAle che. eka hajAra yojananI uMcAIvALo A Indradhvaja mokSamAM laI javA vALI sIDhI samAna suMdara dekhAya che. sonAnA daMDathI banelo A dhvaja hajAro nAnI nAnI dhvajA. patAkAo tathA pavanathI jhUlatI aneka maNimaya ghaMTaDIothI zobhita hoya che. prabhu jyAre samavasaraNamAM padhAre che tyAre cAro dizAomAM cAra Indradhvaja sthApita thaI jAya che. A pramANe atizayothI yukta prabhu jyAre samavasaraNamAM padhAre che tyAre evuM lAge che ke jANe ! prabhunA prabhAvathI saMpUrNa pRthvI mAlA-mAla thaI gaI che. 60

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samavasaraNa nA * sarvaprathama vAyukumAra deva eka yojana bhUmine saMvartaka pavanathI kAMTA kAMkarA rahita banAvIne zuddha kare che. * tyArabAda bhavanapati deva 10,000 cAMdInI sIDIo sAthe sonAnA kAMgarIyo yukta prathama cAMdIno gaDha banAve che. A prathama gaDhamAM deva-manuSya potAnA vAhana choDe che. * pachI jyotiSa deva 5000 sonAnI sIDIo sahita ratnonI kAMgarIyothI yukta bIjo sonAno gaDha banAve che. A gaDhamAM tiryaMca bese che. * pachI vaimAnika deva 5000 ratnonI sIDIo sahita sonAnI kAMgarIyo yukta trIjo ratnono gaDha banAve che. emAM bAra parSadA eTale ke sAdhu, sAdhvI, zrAvaka-zrAvikA (4) cAranikAyanA devonI cAra parSadA temaja devIonI cAra parSadA bese che. * pratyeka gaDhamAM toraNothI yukta cAra daravAjA, dhvaja patAkAo, suMdara vedikA, dhUpadAnI, vAvaDio vagere paNa hoya che. * trIjA gaDhanA madhyamAM devatA maNImaya pIThIkA upara vRkSanI racanA kare che. je paramAtmAnI UMcAI karatA 12 gaNu UMcu temaja eka yojana vistAra vALuM atyaMta ghaTAdAra hoya che. tenA pAMdaDA komaLa temaja lIlA raMganA hoya che. A vRkSa cha RtuonA phUlothI zobhita hoya che. sAthe ja tenA u52 aneka prakAranA chatra, ghaMTaDIo, mALAo, dhvajAo patAkAo Apa meLe laherAtI hoya che. A azokavRkSanI upara caityavRkSa zobhita hoya che. caitya vRkSa eTale ke prabhune je vRkSanI nIce kevalajJAna thayuM hoya te vRkSa. prabhunA vihAranA samaye badhAne chAyA Apatu A azoka vRkSa paNa AkAzamAM prabhunI sAthe sAthe cAle che. * prabhu traNa bhuvananA svAmI che A sUcita karavA mATe devatA cAre dizAomAM azoka vRkSanI nIce laTakatAM traNa chatranI racanA kare che. A chatra zveta sphaTIka ratnonA banelA hoya che. tenA cAreya bAju suMdara motIonI mALA laTake che. prabhunA vihAranA samaye A chatra paNa AkAzamAM prabhunI sAthe ja cAle che. * A chatranI ThIka nIce cAre dizAomAM devatA siMhAkRtivALA cAra siMhAsananI racanA kare che. jenA upara besIne prabhu dezanA Ape che. te suvarNajaDita hoya che ane tenA AgaLa ratnamaya pAdapITha hoya che. prabhu jyAre vihAra kare che tyAre pAdapITha sahita A siMhAsana paNa AkAzamAM prabhunI sAthe ja cAle che. 61

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* prabhu jyAre samavasaraNanI sAme padhAre che tyAre cAre bAjuthI asaMkhya deva, asaMkhya tiryaMca, karoDo manuSya vagere prabhunA darzana mATe doDI doDIne Ave che. prabhune dekhIne camatkRta hRdayathI gadgad thaIne, animeSa nayanothI prabhune nihAratAM praNAma kare che tathA prabhuno jayanAda kare che. A jayanAdanI dhvanIthI daseya dizAo gUMjIta thaI uThe che. deva-mAnavathI parivarita prabhu kramazaH vihAra karatA samavasaraNanI vIsa hajAra sIDIo caDhIne trIjA gaDhamAM padhAre che. tyAM azokavRkSanI traNa pradakSiNA ApIne ratnamaya siMhAsana upara prabhu pUrvAbhimukha birAjamAna thAya che. A samaye anya traNa dizAomAM deva atyaMta dedIpyamAna prabhu sadRza ja traNa pratibiMbanI racanA kare che. jenAthI cAre dizAomAM prabhu birAjamAna hoya evuM pratIta thAya che. cAre dizAomAM prabhunA baMne tarapha Indra ahobhAva pUrvaka cAmara vIMje che. A cAmaranA vALa zveta temaja tejasvI hoya che. daMDa suvarNa tathA ratnono hoya che. vIMjatA samaye emAMthI satata raMgabiraMgI kiraNo nIkaLatI rahe che. eka sAthe vIMjAtA cAma2ne joIne evuM lAge che ke jANe himAlayathI zveta temaja atiramaNIya jharaNA vahI rahyA hoya. prabhunA caraNomAM jhUkatAM A cAmara ApaNane sUcita karI rahyA che ke je amArI jema prabhunA caraNomAM jhukaze te amArI jema ja urdhvagatine prApta karyA vinA nahIM rahe. * prabhunI pAchaLa sUryasama dedIpyamAna tejomaMDaLa hoya che, jene bhAmaMDaLa kahe che. prabhunuM rUpa asaMkhya sUryathI paNa adhika tejasvI hovAthI temanI sAme ApaNe joI zakatA nathI. paraMtu A bhAmaMDala prabhunuM teja potAnAmAM saMharaNa karI le che jenAthI ApaNe prabhune sukhapUrvaka joI zakIe. * potAnA pUrvanA trIjA bhavamAM, jagatanA jIvone tAravAnI bhAvanAnI sAthe jemaNe svayaM A jIvone potAnA hRdayamAM besADyA hoya. evA tAraka devAdhidevanA samavasaraNamAM mAtra eka yojana vistAravALI bhUmi u52 prabhunA prabhAvathI eka sAthe karoDo deva, karoDo manuSya tathA karoDo tiryaMcano AsAnIthI samAveza thaI jAya to emAM Azcarya ja zuM ? * 5ramAtmA jyAre dezanA Ape che tyAre devatA AkAzamAM adbhuta vAjiMtra vagADe che. jene devaduMdubhi kahe che. teno avAja gaMbhI2 tathA atyaMta manorama hoya che. e vagADIne lokone preraNA karI rahyA che ke "he bhavya prANIo ! ahIM Avo, traNa lokanA nAtha ahIM birAjamAna che. je du:kha haravAvALA che tathA zivapadane ApavA vALA che. AvA nAthanI sevA karazo to zIghra mokSane meLavazo.' A devaduMdubhinI AkAzavANIne sAMbhaLIne prabhunI dezanA sAMbhaLavA mATe karoDo deva, manuSya, tiryaMca padhAre che. have karUNAnA sAgara, vizvatAraka prabhu 'namo titthasa' kahIne bhavya jIvone pratibodha devA mATe ardhamAgadhI bhASA temaja mAlakoza Adi vividha rAgamAM caturmukhI dezanA prAraMbha kare che. 62

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prabhujInI vANI kevI che? sAkara jevI ke drAkSa jevI? are ! prabhujInI vANI to amRtathI paNa vadhAre mIThI che. eTaluM ja nahI paraMtu 80 varSanI DozI potAnA mAthA upara lAkaDAno bhAra upADIne ubhI hoya ane prabhunI dezanA zarU thaI jAya ane cha mahinA sudhI dezanA cAlatI rahe to e DosI paNa emAM eTalI magna banI jAya che ke cha mahinA sudhI tene besavAnuM paNa yAda nathI AvatuM. ' are ! prabhunI vANInI mahimAnA viSayamAM bIjuM to zuM kahIe? siMha ane bakarI, vAgha ane ziyALa, sApa ane mora, uMdara ane bilADI paraspara jAti verane bhUlIne najIka najIkamAM eka sAthe bese che. tyAM koIne koInAthI nahIM koI vera ane nahIM ja koI virodha. badhA premapUrvaka utkaMThIta hRdayathI prabhu vANI sAMbhaLavAmAM ekatAna thaI jAya che. divya dhvani rUpa atizayathI prabhunI vANI eka yojana pramANa bhUmi sudhI phelAIne sarvatra eka samAna avAjamAM saMbhaLAya che. A samaye badhAne lAge che ke jANe ! prabhu ApaNane ja upadeza ApI rahyA hoya ! paraMtu eTaluM ja nahIM prabhunI vANI hita, mita, pathya, pAMtrIsa guNothI yukta hovAthI badhAne pota-potAnI bhASAmAM saMbhaLAya che. * vadhAre to zuM kahIe? prabhunA atizayonuM varNana karavuM arthAeka phUTapaTTIthI evaresTanI UMcAI mApavA barAbara che. A varNana to prabhunA atizayarUpI sAgarano eka biMdu mAtra che. bAkI prabhunA puNyAtizaya to kalpanAtIta che. to Avo ! AvA atizayayukta prabhune sAkSAt nihAravA mATe daDha saMkalpa banAvIe. "sImaMdhara svAmInI pAse amAre jAvuM che. A AzayathI cepTaramAM batAvavAmAM AvelA upAyonuM Aja thI ja jIvanamAM amala karavAnuM zarU karIe. (zrI sImaMdhara svAmI bhakti gIto, (rAgaH yAda terI AtI hai) sImaMdhara svAminI pAse amane jAvuM che.. saMyama laIne, kevaLa laIne, mokSa amane jAvuM che, caurAzI lAkha jIvayonimAM, anaMta kALathI bhaTakuM...(2). cAre gatimAM mArA prabhu duHkha apAra huM pAmuM... (2) have to svAmi dayA karIne (2) muktipurI laI cAlo, sImaMdhara svAmi...1 keTalA bhavo sudhI bhaTakato pharyo, prabhu tAruM zAsana na pAmyuM, puNyodayathI jaina dharma A bhavamAM mAne che maLyuM... samyagu darzana, samyaguM jJAna ane samyaguM cAritra Apo, sImaMdhara svAmi... //rA.

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zrI sImaMdhara svAmI bhakti gIta (rAga : uMcA aMbara thI Avo ne) 00 samavasaraNamAM bolAvo prabhujI, ho... haiyu talase levA virati, virati ne Apo sImaMdhara prabhujI, virati kSapakazreNI detI... sImaMdhara prabhujI mahAvrata detA, pradakSiNA prabhune ahobhAve detA AziSa Ape kSAyika prItanA, kSAyika prIta kSapakazreNI detI... abhayadAnI prabhune ahobhAve vaMdatA, devAdhidevane haiyAmAM dharatA, ANA tamArI guNo denArI, ANAthI sahune mukti malatI... dhyAna samAdhi prabhune jotA pragaTatI, zukladhyAna dhArA kSapakazreNI detI, upakAro prabhunA karUNA prabhunI, nirvANa pada ne je detI... prabhunI kRpAthI maitrI bhAva jAgyA, caudaloke sahu jIvone ahobhAve vAMdyA, sahu virati pAme samavasaraNa sthAne, vItarAgatA sahunI pragaTatI... prabhunA atizaye indriyo virAme, aDhAra pAponI vedanA choDAve, samatA samAdhi pragaTe prabhuthI, kevalajJAna thaI jAya... apUrva bhAvothI mahAyoga varte, gadgad haiyu prabhune palapala pUje, maMgala thAye Aja caudaloke, siddhagati sahune malatI... vizvamAtA padmanaMdI para karUNA vahAve, samarpita bAlagopAlo virati ne pAme samarpita parivAra para vAtsalya prabhunuM, sahune zIvapure laI jAye... samavasaraNamAM...||1|| samavasaraNamAM...||2|| 64 samavasaraNamAM...grA samavasaraNamAM...||4|| samavasaraNamAM...pA devAdhidevanI dezanA varase, prAtihAryo thI prabhujI pUjAye, prabhu pAse rahevA mahAbhAgya jAgyuM, karUNA prabhunI vhAle vahetI... samavasaraNamAM......IIII samavasaraNamAM...6ThThI samavasaraNamAM...II|| kevI karUNatA...!!! mRtyu pachI sAthe nahIM AvavAvALA TIvI, baMgalA, patnI, paisA vagere nA mATe tamArI pAse vadhAre samaya che ane mRtyu pachI sAthe AvavA vALA dharma mATe tamArI pAse samaya na hoya to te tamArA jIvananI karUNatA nathI?

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Art of Living premanI HITI [GILIImAM saTI he HLyuM amRta

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[IgzAstra vAyavya uttara IzAna dizA yaMtra pazcima pUrva pUrva (EAST) - zubha pazcima (WEST) - azubha dakSiNa (SOUTH) - azubha uttara (NORTH) - zubha naiRtya dakSiNa agni ja bAlkanI : sadAya uttara ke pUrvanI tarapha khulavI joIe. bAlkanI 3 phuTa thI vadhAre lAMbI na hovI joIe ane bAlkanImAM vadhAre vajana nA rAkhavuM joIe. bAlkanInI UMcAI 9 ke 10phuTanI hovI joIe. * TelIphona agnikoNamAM rAkho. korTa kesanI phAIlo athavA ImporTanTa pepara haMmezA pUrva ke IzAnamAM rAkho. bane tyAM sudhI ISTa devatAnA AlAnI nIce rAkho to ISTakRpA prApta thaze. A phAIlo kyAreya paNa agnikoNamAM nA rAkho. gereja zAstronA anusAra kAra pArkiMga haMmezA vAyavya koNamAM hovuM joIe. jo jagyA nA hoya to agnikoNamAM thaI zake che. IzAnakoNamAM kAra pArkiMga na hovI joIe. * gharamAM goDAuna, bhaMgAra, kabADa, kacaro anupayogI sAmAna naiRtya koNa vALA rUmamAM hovA joIe. sAcA naiRtya koNanA abhAvamAM pazcima ke dakSiNa dizAno upayoga karI zako cho. bImAra vyaktine jaldI svastha karavA mATe vAyavya koNamAM suvaDAvavA. pazcima dizAmAM vajana vadhAre rAkhavuM. tene kyAreya khAlI na rAkhavuM. tenA lIdhe gharanA lokonAM paisA davAomAM vadhAre vaparAze. davAnA boksa IzAnamAM rAkho. davA letI vakhate moTu IzAna tarapha rAkho. cheApaNA rahevA mATe banelA gharano mukhya daravAjo pUrva, uttara ke IzAnanI tarapha hovo joIe. pazcima, dakSiNa, agni ane vAyavyanI dizAmAM jo mukhya daravAjo hoya to te yogya nathI. gharanA mukhya daravAjAnI sAme thAMbhalo, kUvo, caukora yaMtra, moTu peDa, buTa-caMpala banAvavAnI dukAna ke avaidha dhaMdho karavAvALAnI dukAna nA hovI joIe. tenA hovAthI azubha phaLa prApti thaze ane aneka vyavadhAna Ave che. bhavanane lAgavAvALIbArIonI saMkhyA sama hoya. visama saMkhyA na hovI joIe. ja

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premanI majA jIMdagImAM sajA jainijamanA pAchaLanA bhAgamAM ApaNe joyuM ke kevI rIte DaoNlI potAnA mAtA-pitAnA aramAnone kacaDIne samIranI sAthe bhAgI gaI. jo DaoNlInA bhAgI gayA pachI jIvanamAM AvavAvALA duHkhada pariNAmone jANatI hota to kadAca ja e ATaluM moTu pagaluM bharata. paNa yauvananA unmAdamAM AvIne DaoNlIe potAnA jIvanane duHkhonI khAImAM laI javAvALuM eka mukhya pagaluM bharI dIdhuM. bicArI suSamAe keTalA aramAna sajAvyA hatA potAnI dikarIne aMtima vidAya ApavA mATe, paNa DaoNlIe kyAre e gharamAMthI hamezA hamezAnI mATe vidAya laI lIdhI enI suSamAne khabara ja na paDI. (gharamAMthI nIkaLIne tarata ja samI2 ane DaoNlI eka hoTalamAM gayA tyAM) DaoNlI : samIra ! have jaldImAM jaldI ApaNA korTamerejano IntajhAma karo. samIra : DaoNlI ! tuM ciMtA karIza nahIM ! badhI vyavasthA thaI gaI che. kAle 11 vAge ApaNe korTamAM jaIne lagna karI laIzuM ane tyAMthI sADA bAra vAge ApaNI kAzmIra javAnI phlAITa che. huM have tane A zaheramAM nahIM rAkhuM. DaoNlI : vAha samIra ! hanImuna ane te paNa kAzmIramAM ! AI lava kAzmI2. tame keTalA sArA cho. mAruM keTaluM dhyAna rAkho cho. samIra H hAM DaoNlI ! e to che... paNa. .. DaoNlI : samI2 ! zuM vAta che, tame bahuM TenzamAM lAgo cho. samIra H jyArathI tArI sAthe prema thayo che tyArathI dilamAM ekaja aramAna che ke tane duniyAnI badhI khuzIo ApuM. mAruM cAle to tane jamIna upara cAlavA ja na dauM. tArA rastA upara phUla bichAvuM. tane duniyAnI badhI sArI vastuo batAvuM. paNa DaoNlI ! AjanA jamAnAmAM A badhu karavA mATe bahuM ja paisAnI jarUriyAta hoya che ane tuM to jANe ja che ke huM nokarI zodhavA mATe rAta divasa mahenata karI rahyo chuM. paraMtu mane kyAMya sArI nokarI ja maLatI nathI. mATe have mArI pAse eTalA paisA paNa nathI. tane kAzmIra to laI jaI rahyo chuM paraMtu vicArI rahyo chuM ke kayA mitra pAse udhAra mAMgu ? DaoNlI H are samIra ! tame kema ciMtA karo cho. huM mArA pappAnA gharethI eTalA paisA lAvI chuM ke ApaNe pUrI jIMdagI ArAmathI rahIzuM. e badhA paisA upara have tamAro ja adhikAra che. tame ene jyAre Iccho, jevI rIte Iccho, jayAM Iccho tyAM kharca karI zako cho. (ATaluM kahIne DaoNlIe rUpiyAnI bega samIranI sAme mUkI dIdhI) samIra : DaoNlI ! tuM mArI mATe tArA pappA ne tyAMthI ATalA paisA laIne AvI che ! tuM mane ATalo prema 65

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kare che ! paNa DaoNlI huM tArA paisA kevI rIte laI zakuM ? nahIM. svITa hArTa ! huM A paisA nahIM laI zakuM. DaoNlI : samIra ! tame A zuM mArI-tArI vAto karI rahyA cho ? jyAre huM tamArI chuM ! to mAruM badhuMya tamAruM ja che. samIra : oha DaoNlI ! sAce ja tuM bahuM ja sArI che. paNa DaoNlI atyAre to ATalA paisAnI ApaNane jarUriyAta nathI. eka kAma karIe thoDA paisA sAthe rAkhI laIe ane bAkInA tArA nAmathI beMkamAM jamA karI daIe. DaoNlI : samIra ! tame zuM A parAyA jevI vAta karo cho. beMkamAM khAtu to tamArA nAmathI ja kholavuM paDaze. samIra H ThIka che jevI tArI marajI ! : (ahIM DaoNlIno patra vAMcIne DaoNlInA pappAne AghAtanA kAraNe hArTaeTeka AvI gayo. suSamA u52 to jANe ke duHkhono pahADa ja tUTI paDyo. eka bAju DaoNlI bhAgI gaI ane bIjI bAju tenA patinI AvI dazA. AvI sthitimAM teNe vicAryuM ke huM zuM karUM ? kone kahuM ? tyAre teNe potAnA dareka duHkhamAM sAtha ApavA vALI potAnI bahenapaNI jayaNAne phona karyo. jayaNA tarata ja potAnA pati jInezanI sAthe suSamAne ghare pahoMcI ane traNeya Adityane hospiTala laI gayA. tapAsa karyA pachI DaoNkTare kahyuM ke uMDA AghAtane kAraNe emane hArTaeTeka AvI gayo che. atyAre to e khatarAthI bahAra che. paNa AgaLa dhyAna rAkhavAnI jarUra che. Adityane bhAna AvyA pachI te raDavA lAgyo ane tenA moMDhAmAMthI phakta eka ja zabda nIkaLyo. 'DaoNlI' ! jineza H tame loko AdityanuM dhyAna rAkho. huM DaoNlInI pUchaparacha karuM chuM. mane lAge che ke te korTamereja karavA mATe korTamAM gaI haze. huM sauthI pahelA tyAM jaIne jouM chuM. (jineza tyAMthI nIkaLyo ane jevuM vicAryuM hatuM tevuM ja thayuM, DaoNlI tene korTanI bahAra maLI.) jineza : DaoNlI beTA ! tuM ahIM? DaoNlI : (chUpAtAM) hAM aMkala ! e to ema ja huM mArI bahenapaNInI sAthe AvI hatI. jineza H juThuM nahIM bola DaoNlI ! khabara che tArA pappAne hArTaeTeka Avyo che. DaoNlI : oha ! to emaNe tamane badhuM ja batAvI dIdhuM che ane have mane herAna karavA, mArI sI.AI.DI. karavA mATe tamane mokalyA che. emane kahejo ke mane bahalAvavAnI jarUrata nathI.ghaNA joI lIdhA emanA nATaka. jineza H beTA ! A koI nATaka nathI. tArI mA keTalI TenzanamAM che, thoDI to zarama kara. jeNe tane Aja sudhI pALI-poSIne moTI karI, emanA mATe eka vAra to vicAra ! cAla, mArI sAthe. DaoNlI : saoNrI aMkala ! have huM emanuM moM paNa jovA nathI mAMgatI ane atyAre to mArI pAse samaya paNa nathI. jineza : beTA ! eka vAra cAla... 66

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DaoNlI: plIjha aMkala ! mane Torcara karazo nahIM. jineza : ThIka che beTA ! ekavAra tArI mammIthI vAta karI le. (jineze mobAIla lagAvIne DaoNlIne Apyo. tyAre suSamA raDatAM raDatAM...). suSamA : beTA DaoNlI ! tuM kyAM cAlI gaI? jo tArA pappAnI kevI hAlata thaI gaI che? phakta tAruM ja nAma le che! ekavAra tane jovA mAMge che. tuM jema kahIza ame tema karavA taiyAra chIe. ekavAra ghare AvI jA beTA ! DaoNlI: plIjha maoNma! A rovA-dhovAnA DhoMga mArI sAme karazo nahIM. kayA pappAnI vAta karI rahyA cho tame? huM to badhuM ja choDIne AvI gaI chuM. have mAro tamArI sAthe koI saMbaMdha nathI. huM have tamArI vAtomAM AvavAnI nathI. huM jaI rahI chuM samIranI sAthe ! suSamA (gussAmAM) DaoNlI ! jo tAro A ja pheMsalo che to amAro paNa AkharI pheMsalo sAMbhaLI le. jo Aje tuM ghare pAchI nahIM AvI to A gharanA daravAjA tArI mATe haMmezAne mATe baMdha thaI jaze. amArA mATe tuM ane tArA mATe ame marI gayA chIe. samajI tuM! (suSamAnI vAta upara DaoNlIne gusso Avyo. eNe gussAmAM phona kaTa karIne jinezane ApI dIdho. ane samIrano hAtha pakaDIne tyAMthI cAlI gaI.) (yauvananA unmAdamAM DaoNlIe samIrano hAtha pakaDIne potAnA ja paga upara kuhADI mAravA jevuM mUrkhatAbharyuM kAma to karI lIdhuM. paraMtu DaoNlIne kyAM khabara hatI ke, , "pyAra zuM hoya che? pyAra kevo hoya che? - zuM pyAra paNa kyAreya pUro hoya che, jeno pahelo akSara ja adhUro hoya che." A pramANe pyAramAM aMdha banI DaoNlI samIranI sAthe hanImUna mATe cAlI gaI. tyAM samIra ane DaoNlI eka hoTalamAM utaryA. samIra DaoNlIne kAzmIranI dareka khUbasurata jagyAo para pheravI. samIranA premanI sAthe kAzmIrano pravAsa DaoNlInA jIvanano avismaraNIya pala banI gayo. eka vakhata rAtre samIra ane DaoNlIne DiskothI AvatAM bahu ja moDuM thayuM ane tyAre thoDI nonaveja hoTalane choDIne bAkI badhI hoTala baMdha thaI gaI hatI. bhUkhanA kAraNe samIranuM mAthuM duHkhavA lAgyuM hatuM. DaoNlIH samIra ! tamArI tabiyata bagaDatI jAya che, eka kAma karo tame A hoTalamAM khAI lo. samIraH DaoNlI ! A zuM vAta karI rahI che ! yAda nathI tane, kolejamAM meM tane promIsa ApyuM hatuM ke huM kyAreya paNa nonaveja nahIM khAuM, ahIM sudhI ke huM nonaveja hoTalanuM veja paNa nahIM khAuM ane Aja jo meM ahIM khAI lIdhuM to mArA promIsanuM zuM thaze? A promIsa ja to mArA sAcA premanI nizAnI che.

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DaoNlI : bhUlI jAo A promIsane samIra ! tamArI tabiyata kharAba thaI rahI che to evI promIsa mArA mATe koI mahattva rAkhatI nathI. samIraH nahIM DaoNlI ! huM ApaNA pyArane dago na daI zakuM ane jo eka divasa nahIM khAuM to marI to nahIM jAuM ne cAla, have A vAto upara vicAravAnuM baMdha karI de. (samIranI A vAto sAMbhaLIne DaoNlInI khuzI sAtamA AsamAne pahoMcI gaI. jANe ke ene to duniyAnI badhI khuzI maLI gaI. ene kalpanA paNa nahotI ke samIra enA mATe ATalI moTI kurabAnI daI deze. A pramANe harIpharIne DaoNlI potAnA sAsare AvI. ghare pahoMcyA pahelAM ja samIre phona karIne batAvI dIdhuM hatuM ke e ane DaoNlI be divasamAM ghare AvI rahyA che. sAthe ja eNe e paNa batAvI dIdhuM ke DaoNlI eka paisAvALA mAM-bApanI ekanI eka dikarI che mATe ene barAbara dhyAna rAkhajo. A bAju kAMIka navA ja sapanA saMjovIne DaoNlIe potAnA sAsare paheluM pagaluM rAkhyuM ane pahelI vAra potAnI sAsumAMne maLI. samIraH salAma vAlekuma ammI! zabAnA vAlekuma assalAma beTA ! jyArathI te phona karyo che tyArathI tamArA baMnenI rAha jouM chuM. AMkho tarasI rahI che mArI vahunuM mukhaDuM jovA mATe. allAha tAlAe joIne joDI banAvI che. zuM cAMda jevI vahu lAvyo che mAro dikaro, khudA kare tane koInI najara na lAge. (DaoNlI zabAnAnA page lAgI. samIre potAnI bahena bI, pharjAnA, taslImanI sAthe DaoNlIno paricaya karAvyo. badhAno premabharyo vyavahAra joIne DaoNlInI khuzIno pAra na rahyo. e to manamAM ne manamAM potAnA badhA nirNaya para garva mahasUsa karavA lAgI. pUro divasa haMsI-khuzI bharelA vAtAvaraNamAM vItI gayo. samIranuM ghara ghaNuM ja nAnuM hatuM. gharamAM eka hola, eka rUma ane eka rasoDuM ja hatuM. rUmamAM samIranI mA zabAnA sUtI hatI. mATe rAtre sUvA mATe samIra DaoNlIne bhADethI lIdhelA rUmamAM laI gayo. samIraH DaoNlI ! basa thoDA divasa hajI! mane eka sArI nokarI maLe tyAM sudhI tuM eDajasTa kara. pachI to huM tane mahelomAM rAkhIza. DaoNlI: samIra ! mane tamArA dilamAM jagyA maLI gaI. mArA mATe eja bahu che. (A pramANe DaoNlI divasabhara zabAnAnI sAthe rahetI hatI ane rAtre samIra ene phleTa para laI jato hato. eka divasa DaoNlI savAre nAsto karyA pachI jhADu kADhavA lAgI) zabAnA: beTA ! A zuM karI rahI che? A jhADu-potA choDo. hamaNAM hamaNAM ja to tArA lagana thayA che. atyAre to tamArA haravA pharavAnI uMmara che. ghara to pUrI jIMdagI saMbhALavAnuM ja che. samIra beTA ! tuM DaoNlIne copATI vagere jeTalI paNa sArI sArI jovA jevI jagyA che tyAM pharavA laI jA.

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(A pramANe 10-11 mahinA haravA pharavAmAM ja vItI gayA. eka divasa pIksara joyA pachI DaoNlI ane samIra ghare AvI rahyA hatA. tyAre koI zopIMga maoNlamAM DaoNlIe eka suMdaraDresa joyo. DaoNlIe samIrane te presa kharIdavA mATe dabANa karyuM paNa moDuM thayuM hovAnA kAraNe samIra DaoNlIne tyAMthI laI gayo. A gALAmAM thoDA divaso pachI DaoNlIno bartha-De AvavAno hato. DaoNlIne batAvyA vagara samIre tenA mATe saraprAIjha pArTI Ayojana karavAnI yojanA banAvI ane jotajotAmAM janma divasa paNa AvI gayo. savAre uThatA ja DaoNlIne potAnA rUmano dekhAva kaMIka alaga ja lAgyo. tyAre hAthamAM phUlono guladasto laIne samIra Avyo. DaoNlIne to kaMI samajAyuM ja nahIM ke A badhuM zuM che?) samIra : heppI barthaDe Tu yuM, heppI bartha De Tu DIyara DaoNlI ! heppI barthaDe Tu yu (ATaluM kahIne teNe guladasto DaoNlIne Apyo.) DaoNlI: samIra ! Aje mAro janmadivasa che. huM to bhUlI ja gaI hatI. samIra mane mAnavAmAM ja nathI AvatuM ke tamane mAro janmadivasa yAda che. ane huM pote bhUlI gaI. A badhu tame mArA mATe karyuM. theMksa samIra ! tame mane keTalo prema karo cho. samIraH are DaoNlI! huM tAro janmadivasa yAda nahIM rAkhuM to koNa rAkhaze? tuM ja to mAruM jIvana che. (savAre uThatAM ja maLelI A saraprAIjhathI DaoNlInI khuzIno koI pAra nahoto) (potAnA sukhI jIvananI kalpanAomAM DUbelI DaoNlI taiyAra thaI ane te baMne ghare AvyA. gharamAM paga mUkatAM ja zabAnA ane samIranI traNeya bahenoe paNa ene vIza karI bheTa ApI. zabAnAe DaoNlIno manapasaMda gAjarano halavo banAvIne ene potAnA hAthe khavaDAvyo. badhAno ATalo prema joIne DaoNlInI AMkhomAM AMsu AvI gayA. ATaluM badhu thaI gayA pachI to have DaoNlInA manamAM potAnA mAtA-pitA pratye napharata paNa vadhAre ja vadhatI gaI. tene evuM lAgyuM ke jayaNA ane mokSAnA lekyara sAMbhaLIne eNe phogaTamAM potAno samaya barabAda karyo. DaoNlIne vizvAsa thaI gayo ke samIranI sAthe lagna karavAno teno nirNaya sAco ja hato. tene jayaNA ane mokSAnI vAto ane emanA vicAro upara hasavuM AvavA lAgyuM. sAMje samIra DaoNlIne hoTalamAM laI gayo. hoTalanI bahAra vocamene paNa DaoNlIne vaza karyuM. A dekhIne DaoNlI Azcaryacakita thaI gaI. DaoNlI kAMI pUche tenA pahelA samIra hAtha pakaDIne tene aMdara laI gayo. ane aMdara pahoMcatA ja samIre bolAvelA dostonA, mahemAnonA ane saMgItanA avAjathI hola gUMjI uThyo.) heppI barthaDe Tu yu... heppI barthaDe Tu DIara DaoNlI...

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(A badhu joIne DaoNlI badhI vAta samajI gaI. eTalAmAM samIre tene bheTa ApI. bheTa joIne..) DaoNlI samIra ! A to eja Dresa che ne je te divasa.. (DaoNlI badhI vAta samajI gaI. DaoNlInI AMkho khuzIthI chalakAI gaI) samIra (AMsu lUchatA) DaoNlI emAM raDavAnI zuM vAta che? tuM to mAruM sapanuM che ane mArA sapanAnuM sapanuM huM purU nahIM karuM to koNa karaze? DaoNlI: samIra tamane kevI rIte khabara paDI ke AvI rIte bartha-De pArTInI vyavasthA karavI te mAruM sapanuM hatuM. samIra : DaoNlI, kadAca tuM bhUlI gaI hoya paNa huM kevI rIte bhUlI zakuM. yAda che kaoNlejamAM tArA janmadivase te mane kahyuM hatuM ke "samIra mArI bahu IcchA che ke huM eka AlIzAna phAIvasTAra hoTalamAM bartha-De pArTI ApuM. mArI badhI sahelIone AmaMtraNa ApuM. huM taiyAra thaIne hoTalamAM praveza karuM. tyAre badhA mane vIza kare ane bAjumAM myujhIka paNa hoya". DaoNlI e samaye A badhuM mArA hAthamAM nahotu kAraNa ke e samaye mArI paristhiti sArI nahotI. Aje to huM karI zakuM chuM ne basa tArI sahelIone bolAvI zakyo nahIM, teno mane aphasosa che. DaoNlI temanI have mane koI jarUra nathI. samIra! mane tame maLI gayA to badhuM maLI gayuM. samIra kayA zabdomAM kahyuM ke huM keTalI khuza chuM. eka mitra: are have mIyA-bIbInI kAnAphusI baMdha thAya to amane paNa bhAbhIjAna ne maLavAno ane emane vaza karavAnI taka maLe. (badhA hasI paDyA) samIre badhAnI sAthe DaoNlIne paricaya karAvyo. khAtAM, pItAM, nAcatAM moDI rAta sudhI pArTI cAlatI rahI. potAnA badhA ja sapanA sAkAra thatAM joIne DaoNlI to potAnI jAtane vizvanI sahuthI khuzanasIba InsAna mAnavA lAgI ene kyAreya kalpanA paNa nahotI karI ke samIra tene ATalI moTI bheMTa Apaze. A pramANe bhoga-vilAsamAM DUbelI DaoNlIe garbhadhAraNa karyo ane khuza thaIne eNe A vAta samIrane jaNAvI. DaoNlI zI vAta che samIra? mArI vAta sAMbhaLIne tamArA caherA upara e khuzI nathI dekhAtI je dekhAvavI joIe. koI Tenzana che zuM? samIraH DaoNlI, e to zuM che te vAta to khuzInI che paNa, Ama paNa ApaNuM ghara nAnuM che, ATalI garIbImAM e navA mahemAnanI paravarIza bahuM ja muzkela che. eTalA mATe huM vicAruM chuM ke nokarI ane navo phaleTa lIdhA pachI ja ApaNe A badhI vastuo mATe vicArIzuM. hamaNAM to tuM eborzana karAvI le eja sAruM raheze. DaoNlI: zuM? eborzana... samIra A zuM kahI rahyA cho tame? A to ApaNA pyAranI pahelI nizAnI che. nahIM samIra...

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samIra: DaoNlI ! paristhitine samajavAnI kozIza kara. (samIre DaoNlIne bahuM ja samajAvyuM, paNa te eborzana karAvavA mATe taiyAra thaI nahIM. enAthI samIra gusse thaIne cAlyo gayo ane A bAju haravAnkaravAmAM ane gharanA kharcAmAM DaoNlInA lAvelA badhA ja paisA khatama thaI gayA. tyAre zabAnAe vicAryuM ke koIpaNa rIte DaoNlIne tenA pIyare mokalavAmAM Ave jethI te thoDA paisA lAvI zake. enAthI enA garbhapAlanamAM, DaoNkTaranA kharcamAM, bALakanA pAlana-poSaNamAM ane gharanA kharcamAM suvidhA raheze. mATe eka divasa vAta vAtamAM zabAnAe DaoNlIne pUchyuM...) zabAnA beTA ! tane kyAreya tArI mammInI yAda nathI AvatI? DaoNlIH tamArA jevI ammI maLI gayA pachI kone potAnA gharanI yAda Avaze? tame mAruM keTaluM dhyAna rAkho cho. lagna thaIne ATalA mahinAo thaI gayA paraMtu tame to haju sudhI mane gharano kacaro sudhI kADhavA nathI dIdho. potAnI dikarIothI vadhAre prema tame mane Apyo che, bhagavAna kare ke mane dareka janamamAM tamArA jevI sAsumAM maLe. zabAnA: are beTA ! te to mArA gharane svarga banAvI dIdhuM che svarga. paNa beTA ! kyAreka to tArI mammIne tyAM paNa javAnuM rAkha. bhale tane emanI yAda nathI AvatI paNa emane to tArI yAda AvatI ja haze. DaoNlIH nahIM ammI ! have e gharanA loko mAre kAMI nathI lAgatA. ane meM paNa e gharathI haMmezAnI mATe saMbaMdha toDI nAMkhyo che. (bicArI zabAnA ! enA to badhA aramAno upara pANI pharI gayuM. eNe tarata samIrane badhI vAta jaNAvI.) zabAnA" beTA! A te kevo khoTo sikko upADI lAvyo che? A to potAnA ghare javAnuM nAma ja nathI letI to paisA kyAMthI lAvaze? samIraH ammI ! ciMtA na karo. dhIre dhIre badhu ThIka thaI jaze. (thoDAka divaso pachI...) DaoNlI H samIra ! pAchalA be mahinAthI huM byuTI pArlara ja nathI gaI. juone mAro cahero keTalo kharAba thaI gayo che. ane vALa to juo jhADu jevA thaI gayA che. samIra! mAre pheziyala ane vALa kapAvavA mATe 1000 rUA. joIe che. samIra H 1000 rUA. pAgala thaI gaI che zuM? DaoNlI : AmAM pAgala thavAnI zuM vAta che? huM mArA gharamAM hara aThavADiye hajAra rUpiyA kharca karatI hatI. samIraH paraMtu DaoNlI ! atyAre mArI pAse ATalA rUpiyA nathI.

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DaoNlI to zuM thayuM? beMkamAMthI kaDhAvI lo. samIra : DaoNlI - e badhA paisA to kharca thaI gayA che. DaoNlI: zuM? kharca thaI gayA ! samIra ! e koI 10OO... 2000 rUpiyA nahotA. lAkho rUpiyA lAvI hatI huM mArA gharethI. eka doDha varSamAM badhA paisA kharca thaI gayA? samIra : tane zuM lAge che, huM juThuM bolu chuM? ATalI vakhata pharavA gayA, phAIva sTAra hoTalonuM jamavAnuM, phAIvasTAra hoTalomAM rahevAnuM, jayAM ApaNe sUIe chIe tyAMnuM bhADu ane tArI barthaDa pArTIno khaca ja vadhAremAM vadhAre cAlIsa hajArano thaI gayo hato. ATalA badhA kharcAomAM badhA paisA pUrA thaI javA svAbhAvika che. ane have AgaLa paNa tArA bALakanA pAlana-poSaNa mATe paisAnI jarUriyAta to rahevAnI ja. ane... (samIra vAta pUrI kare te pahela ja) DaoNlI samIra ! A "tAruM bALaka" zuM bolI rahyAM cho? zuM A phakta mAruM ja bALaka che, tamAruM nathI ? samIraH meM to pahelAM ja tane garbhapAta karAvavAnuM kahyuM hatuM. paNa tane ja jarUra hatI A bALakanI mane to enI koI ja jarUra nathI. have A bALaka mATe jeTalA rUpiyAnI jarUra che tenI vyavasthA tAre ja karavAnI raheze. DaoNlI samIra ! huM kyAM jAuM paisA levA mATe ane koNa Apaze mane paisA? samIraH kema? tArA pIyaramAM zuM kamI che? jA ane thoDA rUpiyA mAMgIne laI Ava? DaoNlIH samIra ! meM e gharethI haMmezA mATe saMbaMdha toDI nAMkhyo che. huM marI jaIza paraMtu e gharamAM paga nahIM mUkuM. samIraH ThIka che kAM to thoDA paisAmAM rahevAnuM zIkha kAM to potAnI vyavasthA pote ja kara. ATaluM kahIne samIra tyAMthI cAlI gayo ane A pramANe byuTI pArlaranI eka nAnI vAtamAM jhaghaDo ATalo badho vadhI gayo. have samIra roja A jhaghaDAnA mAdhyamathI DaoNlInI jIMdagImAM jhera ghoLavA lAgyo. jyAre kasAInA hAthamAM maraghI Ave che tyAre tene bahu ja khavaDAve pIvaDAve che, toya maraghInA manamAM to e bhaya hoya che ke A badhu mane mAravA mATe ja thaI rahyuM che. paraMtu premanuM nATaka karavAvALA jallAdanI vacce DaoNlInI hAlata e maraghIthI paNa badatara banI gaI. kema ke ene to e khabara ja nahotI ke A premanuM nATaka enA jIvanane barabAda karavA mATe karavAmAM AvyuM che. potAnA janmadivase samIranI be-cAra bheTa joIne DaoNlI bahuM khuza thaI gaI. sAce ja chokarIo keTalI bevakUpha hoya che. jo koI ene be-cAra mIThI vAto bole ke be-cAra bheTa lAvIne ApI de, enA mATe thoDuMka kAMIka kare to e enA pAchaLa pAgala banI jAya che. Aja-kAlanI bhaNelI gaNelI chokarIonI badhI hoMzIyArI, caturAI chokarAonI be mIThI vAtonI sAme khatama thaI jAya che ane pachI e mAnI bese che ke basa have Aja mArI jIMdagI che paNa te e nathI samajatI ke jIMdagI mAtra be

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cAra vAto ke bheMTathI nathI cAlatI. paNa bicArI DaoNlIne e samaye kyAM khabara hatI ke bhaviSyamAM samIra A bheMTathI paNa moTI bheMTa ene Apaze je enI jIMdagIne khedAna-medAna karI deze ane kadAca tyAre tene potAnI bagaDelI jIMdagIne sudhAravAno moko paNa nahIM maLe. DaoNlI samIranI cAlAkI samajI zakI nahIM ane enI jALamAM phasAI gaI. ene to e paNa khabara na hatI ke ATalA divaso sudhI eNe je paisAnA baLe moja majA karI hatI, je paisAnA baLe samIra ene ATalI khuzI ApI rahyo hato te samIranA nahIM enA potAnA ja paisA hatA. paraMtu kahe che ne "vinAza kALe viparIta buddhi'. basa DaoNlInA mATe paNa A vAta bilakula sAcI lAgu paDatI hatI. bhale Aja sudhI ene jayaNA ane mokSAnI vAto lekTara lAgatI hatI. emAM ene samaya veDaphAto hoya evuM lAgatuM hatuM. paNa bhaviSya koNe dekhyuM hatuM. hoI zake che ke bhaviSyamAM mokSAnA eka eka zabda upara enI pAse AMsu vahAvyA sivAya koI rasto na hoya, ane kadAca have te duHkhada bhaviSya AvI gayuM hatuM.) (eka divasa sAMje DaoNlI DaoNkTaranI pAse cekaapa mATe gaI hatI tyAre gharamAM...) samIra : ammI ! mane nathI lAgatuM ke DaoNlI potAnA pIyara jaze. badho plAna caupaTa thaI gayo. zabAnA" beTA! ciMtA karIza nahIM. jyAre ghI sIdhI AMgaLIthI na nIkaLe tyAre vAMkI karIne nIkALavuM paDe che. atyAra sudhI to ApaNe enI sAthe premathI vartI rahyA hatA jethI ene pIyaranI yAda ja na AvI. paNa have ApaNe enI sAthe evuM vartana karIzuM ke ene paisA levA mATe majaburIthI pIyara javuM ja paDaze.' samIra: paNa ammI kevI rIte? zabAnAH tuM ciMtA karIza nahIM. basa huM jema kahyuM tema tuM karato jaje. (e rAtre samIra DaoNlIne phaleTamAM na laI gayo ane DaoNlIne rasoDAmAM sUvAnuM kahyuM) DaoNlI : samIra ! ApaNe ahIM sUvuM paDaze? ahIyAM to keTaluM aMdhAruM che? mane to aMdhArAthI ane vAMdAthI bahu ja Dara lAge che. samIraH DaoNlI ! A tAruM pIyara nathI. jyAM che te vAtAvaraNamAM seTa thavAnuM zIkha. ane hA, ahIMyA savAre pAMca vAgye pANI Ave che mATe jayAre ammI daravAjo khaTakhaTAve tyAre bAtharUmamAMthI Dola ApI deje. ammI pANI bharI deze. (samIranI vAta sAMbhaLIne DaoNlI AgaLa kaMI bolI na zakI ane cUpacApa sUvAnI kozIza karavA lAgI. lagabhaga rAtre be vAgye..) DaoNlI: samIra! samIra! mArI upara kaMIka cAlI rahyuM che. samIra uTho ! (samIre uThIne lAITa cAlu karI) samIra : (gussAmAM) zuM DaoNlI! bALakonI jema eka vAMdAthI DarI gaI.

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DaoNlI : pahelAM ja kahyuM hatuM ke mane vAMdA ane aMdhArAthI bahuM ja Dara lAge che. samIraH have sUI jA cUpacApa. mArI paNa UMgha kharAba karI dIdhI. (DaoNlI UMdhavAnI koziza karavA lAgI ane dekhatA dekhatA pAMca vAgI gayA.) zabAnA: DaoNlI! jarA Dola (bAlTI) Apaje. (phUlonI pathArImAM sUvA vALI, 8 vAgye uThavAvALI, uThatAM ja beDa-TI pIvAvALI bicArI DaoNlInI pAse Aje na to beDa hato ane na to TI hatI. paNa zuM kare? potAnA hAthe ja gaLAmAM ghaMTI bAMdhI hatI to have te vAgavAnI to hatI ja. atyAra sudhI DaoNlIe sikkAnI eka bAju eTale ke sukhI jIvanane ja dekhyuM hatuM paNa have enA jIvanarUpI sikkAe vaLAMka levAno zarU karI dIdho hato. thoDA divasa pachI samIranA eka doste hoTalamAM pArTI rAkhI. DaoNlI ane samIra e pArTImAM gayA. hoTala nonaveja hatI. paraMtu DaoNlIne A vAtanI khabara nahotI. badhA jamavA beThA. tyAre pleTomAM nonaveja AITamane joIne DaoNlI cakarAI gaI. chatAM cUpacApa tyAM besI rahI. samIranA dostoe samIranI majAka uDAvavA mATe DaoNlInI pleTamAM paNa nonaveja mUkyuM. potAnA dostonI sAthe samIra paNa nonaveja khAvA lAgyo. tyAre DaoNlIe ekadama dhImethI samIrane kahyuM. DaoNlI: samIra A zuM? tame nonaveja khAI rahyAM cho ! tame to mane vAyado karyo hato ke tame kyAreya nonaveja nahIM khAva... samIraH cUpa besa DaoNlI ! badhA loko ApaNane ja joI rahyA che. paristhiti pramANe rahevAnuM zIkha. dosta are ! baMne pati-patnImAM zuM khusara-phesara cAlI rahI che, jarA amane paNa batAvo, ane A zuM samIra te haju sudhI bhAbhIne nonaveja khAvAnuM nathI zIkhavyuM? samIra H zIkhavADyuM nathI to zuM thayuM? Aje zIkhI leze. DaoNlI ! khAI le ! dosta: are samIra ! bhAbhI pahelI vAra nonaveja khAI rahI che, tuM tArA hAthathI khavaDAva. | (samIra jevo kabAbano eka TUkaDo camacIthI DaoNlInA moMDhA AgaLa laI gayo, tevo ja DaoNlIne jorathI ubako AvI gayo ane te samIrano hAtha jhaTakIne tyAMthI uThIne cAlI gaI. badhA dosto samIranI majAka uDAvavA lAgyA. tethI samIrane DaoNlI upara bahuM ja gusso Avyo ane te paNa pArTIne adhUrI mUkIne cAlI gayo. ghare AvatAM ja tarata DaoNlIne pakaDIne eka lApho mAryo) samIra H baddatamIja ! tArI mAe tane eTaluM paNa nathI zIkhavADyuM ke dostonI vacce kevI rIte rahevAya? nonaveja khAvuM nahotu to kama se kama tyAM cUpacApa besI to zakatI hatI ne. A rIte beIjjata karIne AvavAnI zuM jarUra hatI? khabara che mArA badhA dosto kevI rIte mArI upara haMsI

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rahyA hatA ane nonaveja khAI lIdhuM hota to kyAMya marI nahotI javAnI? DaoNlI : tArI hiMmata kevI rIte thaI mane mAravAnI. mArA mammI-pappAe paNa Aja sudhI mArA para kyAreya hAtha nathI uThAvyo to, tuM koNa che mane mAravAvALo ? kAzmIramAM jyAre meM tane nonaveja hoTalamAM khAvA mATe kahyuM hatuM tyAre te keTalI moTI moTI vAto karI hatI. e badhAnuM zuM thayuM ? te kolejamAM mane je vAyado karyo hato ke tuM kyAreya nonaveja nahIM khAya. zuM thayuM tArA e vAyadAnuM ? samIra : bhADamAM gayo tAro vAyado. taMga AvI gayo chuM huM tArAthI ane tArA vAyadAothI. (bicArI DaoNlIe Aja sudhI jeNe kyAreya potAnA mAtA-pitAnI paNa thappaDa khAdhI na hatI. mAtA-pitAe jeNe lADa-pyArathI moTI karI hatI e DaoNlIne Aje enA sAcA pyAre ja ene thappaDa khAvA mATe majabUra karI dIdhI. e rAtre DaoNlI bahuM raDI paraMtu samIre enI tarapha joyuM paNa nahIM. DaoNlIe vicAryuM ke lagna pahelA mArI AMkhamAM eka AMsu AvI jatA to je samIranA dilanA TUkaDe TUkaDA thaI jatA hatA, Aja eja samIra pote ja mArI AMkhamAM AMsu lAvavA mathI rahyo che. dostonI sAme potAnI beIjjatI thavAne kAraNe samIre DaoNlIthI vAta nathI karI ane traNa divasa Ama ja vItI gayA. traNa divasa pachI rAtre...) samIra : DaoNlI ! ammInI tabiyata ThIka nathI. mATe kAle 4 vAgye uThIne pANI bharI leje. DaoNlI : samIra ! DaoNkTare mane vajana uMcakavAnI nA pADI che. samIra : (gussAmAM) DaoNlI ! huM tane mArA gharamAM ArAma karavA mATe nathI lAvyo. sAsare AvIne be varSa thaI gayA paNa te haju sudhI gharanuM koI kAma karyuM nathI. A to mArI ammInuM dila bahuM moTuM che mATe tane kazuM kahetI nathI. have A badhA nATaka nahIM cAle. kAle uThIne DaoNkTara to tane beDaresTanuM paNa kahI deze. ane tuM beDaresTa karIza to tArI sevA koNa ka2ze ? have gharanuM badhu ja kAma tAre ka2vAnuM che. ammI kyAM sudhI kAma karaze ? (e samaye samIranI ammI tyAM AvI) zabAnA H tuM ekadama sAcuM kahe che beTA. mahArANIne to mAtra traNa kAma ja sArA lAge che. khAvuM, pharavuM ane sUvuM, bIju kAma to mahArANIthI thatuM ja nathI. koI kAma karavAnuM kahIe to DaoNkTara ane potAnA bALakanuM bahAnuM banAvI de che ane besI rahe che. e to A gharamAM AvI che mATe atyAra sudhI saMbhALI lIdhuM. kyAMka bIje gaI hota to mArI mArIne gharethI kADhI dIdhI hota. 75

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DaoNlIH samIra ! tame to samajo mArI hAlata... samIraH cupa rahe DaoNlI! bahuM joI lIdhuM tAruM nATaka. (bicArI DaoNlI ! ghare kyAreya potAnA hAthe pANIno glAsa paNa bharyo nathI, jene gharamAM rANInI jema rAkhI hatI, Aje enI sAthe kAma karavAvALI nokarANI jevuM vartana thaI rahyuM che. DaoNlIne have mahesUsa thavA lAgyuM ke A badho paisAno khela hato ane A khelane ramavA mATe samIre tene phuTabolanI jema teno upayoga karyo. paisA hatA tyAM sudhI prema hato. paisA pUrA thayA ane prema khatama ane eTale kadAca samIra vAre vAre mane piyarathI paisA lAvavA mATe phorsa karI rahyo che. A pramANe rojerojanI jhaMjhaTathI thAkIne DaoNlIe vicAryuM ke "jo huM mAtA-pitAnI IcchAthI ja lagna karata ane sAsare gayA pachI paisA maMgAvata to teo mane jarUra paisA mokalata. eTale ke haju paNa emanA paisA para mAro pUro adhikAra che ane na paNa hoya to Akhare teo mArA mA-bApa che. mArI kharAba paristhiti joIne temanuM dila pighaLI ja jaze ane teo jarUra mArI madada karaze. have thoDA divasomAM DilevarI Avaze to bALakanI paravariza mATe paisAnI jarUra to paDaze ja. roje rojanI A jhaMjhaTathI to sAruM che ke eka vAra mammIne phona lagAvI ja dauM. kama se kama enAthI samIra ane mArI vaccenA saMbaMdho to sudharI jaze." AvuM vicArIne DaoNlIe phona uThAvyo. jenI kharAba paristhitimAM DaoNlInuM dila pighaLyuM nahotuM, Aja potAnI kharAba paristhitimAM DaoNlI eja lokonuM dila pighaLavAnI apekSA rAkhI rahI hatI. baira have AgaLa zuM thAya che? zuM DaoNlI potAnA ghare phona para vAta karaze? zuM enA mAtA-pitA paisAthI enI madada karaze? ke pachI DaoNlIne enI hAlatamAM raDatI choDI deze? A phona pachI zuM DaoNlI ane samIranA saMbaMdhomAM madhuratA AvI zakaze? ke pachI DaoNlInA jIvanamAM kaMIka bIju ja thaze? joIzuM jainijamanA AgaLanA bhAgamAM. (DaoNlInA bhAgI gayA pachI enI sAthe vidAya thayelI potAnA gharanI khuzIone pAchI lAvavA mATe suSamAe potAnA dikarA prinsanA lagna karAvyA. potAnI dikarI DaoNlIne to vAstavika mAM banI saMskAra ApavAnA viSayamAM suSamA mAra khAI gaI paraMtu zuM have te potAnI vahu sAthe dikarI jevuM vartana karI zake che? ke pachI kaMIka bIjuM ja thAya che? joIe jainijamano Agalo bhAga "sAsu banI mA"mAM. ke jhera banyuM amRta che jainijamanA pAchalA bhAgamAM ApaNe joyuM ke jayaNAe potAnI putrInA jIvanane saMskArita banAvavAmAM koI kamI nathI rAkhI ane sAruM pAtra joIne, suyogya hitazikSA ApIne ene sAsare vidAya karI. have AgaLa...

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potAnI mAe ApelI hitazikSA grahaNa karIne mokSAe potAnA sAsare paheluM pagaluM bharyuM. enA parivAramAM sAsu-sasarAjI, naNaMda temaja be diyara hatA. enI sAsu temaja naNaMdano svabhAva thoDo cIDIyo ane gussAvALo hato. lagna pachI mokSAnA sAsu-sasarAe temane thoDA divasa mATe pharavA mokalyA. harIpharIne jyAre mokSA pharIthI ghare AvI, tyAre dAMmpatya jIvananA dareka kadama para potAnI mAe ApelI hitazikSAno amala karavA lAgI. te roja savAre uThIne gharanuM badhu kAma patAvIne jinapUjA karavA jatI. nAsto banAvIne parivArane nAsto karAvatI. pachI rasoI banAvavA lAgI jatI. rasoI banI jatAM ja nokaranA hAthe potAnA sasarA temaja pati mATe Tiphina mokalatI. bapore samaya maLato to sAmAyika laIne svAdhyAya karI letI. mokSAnuM sAsaruM dhArmika na hovAne kAraNe gharanA badhA ja loko rAtribhojana karatA hatA. paraMtu mokSAne rAtribhojanano tyAga hovAthI te potAnuM khAvAnuM jaldI banAvIne covihAra karI letI. temaja bAkInA loko mATe anicchAthI rAtre bhojana banAvIne ApatI. kAma patAvIne rAtre te potAnA sAsu-sasarAnI sevA (paga dabAvavA vagere) karatI. bhaNavAmAM potAnI naNaMda temaja diyaranI madada karatI. A pramANe te pUrA parivAranI badhI javAbadArIo sArI rIte nibhAvI rahI hatI. mokSA navI-navI hatI, mATe thoDA divaso sudhI mokSAnI sAsu temaja naNaMde mokSAnI sAthe sAruM vartana karyuM. paNa dhIme-dhIme mokSAnI sAsu ane naNaMda baMne emanA dareka kAmamAM bhUlo kADhavA lAgyA. eka vakhata rAtre rasoI banAvatA samaye mokSA e bhUlI gaI ke eNe dALamAM mIThuM nAkhyuM che ke nahIM. paraMtu rAtribhojanano tyAga hovAthI eNe dALane cAkhyA vagara ja emAM aMdAjathI thoDuM mIThuM vadhAre nAkhI dIdhuM. dALamAM mIThuM vadhAre thaI javAnA kAraNe dALa khArI banI gaI. jevo dALano pahelo koLIyo enI sAsumAe lIdho tevo ja. suzIlA : (gussAmAM) mokSA ! Aje A dALa kevI banAvI che? mokSA: kema ? zuM thayuM mammIjI ? suzIlA thuM! A te kaMI dALa che ! dALamAM mIThuM nAkhyuM che ke mIThAmAM dALa? mokSA : mammIjI ! huM e bhUlI gaI hatI ke meM dALamAM mIThuM nAkhyuM che ke nahIM. rAtribhojana tyAga hovAnA kAraNe meM dALane cAkhyA vagara ja emAM thoDuM mIThuM karI nAkhI dIdhuM. jethI dALa khArI thaI gaI haze. mApha karajo mammIjI. suzIlA: hAM ! hAM ! AvI moTI rAtribhojana tyAga karavAvALI. amane tArA A dharmanA DhoMganI pAchaLa zuM zuM sahana nathI karavuM paDatuM. kyAreka mIThuM Dabala nAkhI de che to kyAreka bilakula mIThuM ja nathI nAkhatI. kyAreka eTaluM maracuM nAkhI de che ke ame paNa jamI ja nathI zakatA.

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vidhiH hA mammI ! huM to AvuM jamI-jamIne kaMTALI gaI chuM. AnA karatAM to hoTalanuM khAvuM sAruM. suzIlAH mahArANI pote to potAnA mATe garama-garama rasoI cAkhIcAkhIne banAvIne ArAmathI jame che. ane amArA mATe roja AvuM banAve che. tAruM A nATaka roje rojanuM thaI gayuM che. A to ame badhA kyAranAya sahana karI rahyA chIe. paNa sahana karavAnI paNa eka hada hoya che. have ATaluM badhuM mIThuM nAkhelI dALa koNa khAze? vidhiH ho mAM ! have A dALa na tame khAzo ke na huM ane A mahArANI to kAle khAya nahIM. kema ke enA mATe to A vAsI thaI jaze. ATalI moMghI dALa have bahAra nAkhI devI paDaze. A ja zIkhavADyuM che enI mAe... mokSA mammIjI ! A vakhate bhUla thaI gaI. pharI kyAreya paNa tamane zikAyatanI taka nahIM ApuM. (mokSAnA A vinayabharyA javAbanI sAme suzIlA temaja vidhinI bolatI baMdha thaI gaI. sAsu ane vahunA saMbaMdha mAtA-putrInI samAna hovA joIe. kema ke je gharamAM dikarI moTI thAya che e gharane choDIne e pArakA gharane potAnuM banAvavAnuM sapanuM saMjoIne sasurAlamAM paga rAkhe che. jevI rIte potAnA dikarInI bhUla thaI hoya to mAM ene premathI samajAve che. e ja pramANe sAsu paNa mAM banIne premathI vahune hitazikSA Ape. putrI ane vadhumAM koI paNa jAtano bheda na rAkhe to ghara naMdanavana banI jaze. dareka sAsue A vAtanuM khAsa dhyAna rAkhavuM joIe ke potAnI dikarI to thoDA divasomAM sAsare cAlI jaze paraMtu AkhuM jIvana to emane vahu sAthe ja gALavAnuM che. mATe koI paNa prakArano mAyA prapaMca na karatAM saraLatAthI vartana kare. jethI vahunA dilamAM paNa sAsu pratye mAtAnI jevo prema utpanna thAya. mokSA bilakula krodha na lAvIne pharIthI potAnA kAmamAM joDAI gaI ane kAma purUM thatAM ja potAnI rUmamAM cAlI gaI. tyAre mokSAno pati viveka oNphIsathI ghare Avyo. vivekanA AvatAnI sAthe ja suzIlAe mokSAnI badhI bhUlo emane batAvI ane kahyuM ke tuM mokSAne rAtribhojana zarU karavAnuM kahI de. jethI A takalIpha ja na Ave. tyAre viveka: mAM! ApaNe to rAtribhojana tyAga nathI karI zakatA. paNa te karI rahI che to tene zA mATe rokIe? mAM tame Tenzana na lo, huM ene samajAvI laIza. (Ama kahIne viveka potAnI rUmamAM gayo ane tyAM mokSAne raDatI joIne) viveka: mokSA ! tuM paNa mammInI vAtothI raDavA besI gaI. mammInI have uMmara thaI gaI che. mokSA nA ! bhUla mammIjI nahIM paNa mArI ja che. meM ja dhyAna nahIM rAkhyuM. jenA kAraNe mammInA krodhamAM huM nimitta banI. viveka: cAla ThIka che, have AgaLathI dhyAna rAkhaje.

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(jo mokSA IcchatI hota to potAnI sAsue lagAvelA khoTA Aropono sAmano paNa karI zakatI hatI paraMtu jayaNA dvArA nAnapaNamAM ApelA saMskAro temaja aMtima hitazikSAnA zabdo tenA hRdayamAM Aje paNa jAgRta hatA. e jANatI hatI ke AvI paristhitimAM mauna rahevuM ja zreSTha che. enA zabdo nAnI vAtane pahADa jeTalo moTo banAvavAmAM madada karaze. jethI gharanuM vAtAvaraNa bagaDavAmAM vAra nathI lAgatI. mATe potAnA saMskAronA paricaya ApatA mokSAe maunapUrvaka badhu sahana karIne vAstavamAM nArI sahanazIlatAnI mUrti hoya che e vAtane sArthaka karI dIdhI. A pramANe ciMtita avasthAmAM sUvAnA kAraNe mokSA bIjA divase uThavAmAM leTa thaI gaI. e divase mokSAnA rasoDAmAM pahoMcyA pahelAM ja vidhi rasoDAmAM pahoMcI gaI hatI. mokSA paNa jaldI jaldI kAme lAgI gaI. tyAre bahArathI avAja Avyo. viveka: vidhi! jaldI cA lAva. mAre oNphIsa mATe moDuM thAya che. (tyAre mokSAe vidhinA hAthamAM garamA-garama cAno kapa Apyo. saMyogavaza vidhi ene pakaDe enA pahelA mokSAe kapa choDI dIdho ane garama-garama cA mokSA ane vidhi banne upara paDI. tathA kaparakAbI paNa tUTI gayA tyAre...) vidhiH maoNma... moma... maoNma... suzIlA : zuM thayuM? are A kapa koNe phoDyo? beTA tane kyAMya vAgyuM to nathI ne? vidhi : maoNma ! garama-garama cA thI mAro paga baLI gayo. A A A... suzIlA: mokSA! UbhI-UbhI zuM joI rahI che? jA jaIne baranola laI Ava. vidhi : maoNma! joyuM tame, bhAbhIe kAla sAMjano gusso atyAre kADhyo che, maiyA ! tame paNa joI lo, pachI kahetA nahIM ke huM khoTu bolI rahI hatI. (eTalAmAM mokSA baranola laIne AvI ane vidhine lagADavA lAgI. tyAre suzIlAe enA hAthamAMthI baranola kheMcI lIdho.). suzIlAH jA jA.. tuM zuM lagADaze, pahelA to jANI joIne cA DhoLI dIdhI ane have davA lagADavA AvI che. mokSA : mammIjI! meM jANI joIne cA nathI DhoLI. meM vidhine kapa pakaDAvyo hato paNa emaNe pakaDyo nahIM ane meM paNa choDI dIdho. vidhiH joyu bhecyA joyu ! mArI upara kevo khoTo Aropa lagAvavAmAM Ave che.

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prazAMta: A gharamAM A zuM thaI rahyuM che? suzIlA: tame to cupa ja raho. tame AmAM na paDo to ja sAruM che. jo beTA jo keTalo bALI dIdho vidhino paga. viveka mAM, kema nAnI vAtane AvaDI moTI banAvI rahyA cho. suzIlA: hAM hAM tArA mATe to A nAnI vAta che. kAle jo A mahArANIno paga baLyo hota to te pUrA gharane mAthA upara uThAvI lIdho hota ane tArI potAnI bahenano paga baLyo to nAnI vAta che. viveka: mA ! tame jANo ane e jANe.. (evuM kahIne viveka nAsto karyA vagara ja oNphIsa javA nikaLI gayo. mokSA emanI pAchaLa gaI paraMtu tyAM sudhI to viveka gADImAM besIne nikaLI gayo hato. mokSAe paNa enA pachI Akho divasa kAMI khAdhuM nahI, sAMje jyAre viveka oNphIsathI ghare Avyo tyAre...) suzIlA: AvI gayo beTA! savArathI nAsto karyo nathI. thAkI gayo haze. viveka : mAM ! vidhino paga have kevo che? suzIlA: basa savArathI dardanA kAraNe raDI rahI hatI. hamaNAM hamaNAM thoDI UMgha AvI che. le beTA ! tuM jamI le. viveka: kema mAM! Aje tame pIrasI rahyAM cho? mokSA kyAM che? suzIlAH mahArANIne savAre thoDu zuM kahI dIdhuM, gusso AvI gayo. savArathI rUmamAM paDI che. rUma baMdha che. khabara nahIM aMdara zuM karI rahI che? savArathI khAdhuM paNa nathI. cAra vakhata to meM jaIne kahyuM, beTA jamI le. paNa mAruM sAMbhaLe che koNa? (viveka cupacApa jamyo. paraMtu ene potAnI mAMno svabhAva khabara hovAthI ene potAnI mAM nI vAta para vizvAsa Avyo nahIM ane te pitAjI pAse gayo.) viveka: pappA ! zuM Aje mokSA sAce ja savArathI rUmamAM che? prazAMtaH beTA ! tuM tArI mAMnI vAtomAM AvIza nahIM. savArathI bicArI kAma karatI hatI. hamaNAM aDadho kalAka pahelA ja rUmamAM gaI che. te ja jaMIne enI hAlata joI le. ane hA, sAMbhaLa... bicArIe savArathI kazuM khAdhuM paNa nathI. (viveka enA rUmamAM gayo tyAre mokSA sUtI hatI, ane enI AMkhomAM AMsu hatA.) . viveka: mokSA ! zuM thayu tane? pappAe kahyuM ke te savArathI kaMI khAdhuM nathI ane tuM kema raDe che? mokSAH kaMI nahI, ema ja mammInI yAda AvI gaI. vivekaH mokSA, tane to khUba ja tAva che. are ! A zuM tArA pagamAM to phollA paDI gayA che? te savAre kema kahyuM nahIM ke tAro paga paNa ATalo badho baLI gayo che ane ATaluM badhuM hovA chatAM te kema khAdhuM nathI ? | 80 )

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mokSA: basa ema ja. tame savAre mArA kAraNe nAsto karyA vagara gayA mATe meM paNa khAdhu nahIM. viveka: mokSA ! teM TIphIna mokalyuM hatuM ne meM khAI lIdhuM hatuM. to pachI te kema khAdhu nahIM ? ane te AnA upara baranola lagAvyuM ke nahIM? (mokSAe AgaLa kAMI javAba Apyo nahIM.) viveka: huM hamaNAM ja DaoNkTarane bolAvuM chuM. mokSA nahIM plIjha ! tame DaoNkTarane bolAvazo nahIM. nahIMtara gharamAM pAcho eka navo haMgAmo zarU thaI jaze. viveka: kyAM sudhI tuM mammIthI DaratI rahIza? tArI hAlata to dekha, lagna pachI tuM keTalI pAtaLI thaI gaI che. kAle pIyara jaIza to tyAM zuM javAba ApIza? sAsare barAbara rAkhatA nathI ke zuM? mokSA ! huM paNa rojarojanI TakaTakathI kaMTALI gayo chuM. mammIno svabhAva to badalAze nahIM ane enI pAchaLa ApaNI jIMdagI paNa kharAba thaI jaze. enAthI to sAruM ke ApaNe mammIthI alaga jaIne rahIe. mokSA : A tame zuM kahI rahyA cho? mammIthI alaga? viveka : hAM mokSA ! A badhAnuM samAdhAna eka ja che. ApaNe A ja zaheramAM AsapAsa kyAMka nAnakaDo phleTa laI laIzuM ane ApaNe vadhAre dUra to nathI jaI rahyA. mammI-pappAnI pAse AvatA jatAM rahIzuM. basa meM nirNaya karI lIdho che, huM tane have vadhAre paDatI nathI joI zakato. pappA mArI vAta samajI jaze. huM jaldI ja emane vAta karuM chuM. mokSA: paNa ekavAra mArI vAta to sAMbhaLo.. vivekaH nahIM mAre kaMI sAMbhaLavuM nathI. (A pramANe viveke mokSAne bahu samajAvIne mokSAne paNa manAvI lIdhI. bIjA divase sAMje 5 vAge...) suzIlA: mokSA! mArA paga bahuM ja duHkhI rahyAM che jarA dabAvI dene. mokSAH mammIjI, tamane to khabara che ne ke mAre rAtribhojana no tyAga che ane cauvihArano samaya thavA Avyo che. tame kaho to huM pahelA covihAra karIne pachI tamArA paga dabAvI daIza. suzIlA: ho... ho. khAvAnuM kyAMya bhAgI thoDuM javAnuM che. pahelA paga dabAvI de pachI khAI leje. mokSA: mammIjI ! haju sudhI khAvAnuM banAvavAnuM paNa bAkI che. banAvavAmAM paNa samaya lAgaze. huM paMdara miniTamAM banAvI, khAIne AvuM chuM. suzIlA: garama khAvAnI AvI zuM Adata che. eka divasa savAranuM khAI leze to marI nahIM jAya. pachI roje roja be be vakhata gesa bALavo paDe che. Aje gesa keTalo moMgho thaI gayo che. tuM have tArA

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pIyaramAM nathI ke jyAre mana thayuM tyAre khAI lIdhuM. have sAsare AvI che to ahIM jevuM vAtAvaraNa che temAM rahetAM zIkha. sAsare jyAM, jyAre, jevI rIte badhA loko rahe che tema tuM paNa rahetA zIkha, e na thaI zake to savA2nI rasoI khAvAnI Adata pADI de, samajI. mokSA : mammIjI ! mAre nAnapaNathI ja rAtribhojanano tyAga che. mATe rAtre khAvAnuM to mArI mATe zakya nathI. huM savAranuM khAvA mATe taiyAra chuM. suzIlA : hA... hA... AvI moTI dharamanI pUMchaDI; huM paNa jouM chuM ke tuM keTalA divaso sudhI ThaMDu ane lukhkhu suku khAvA upara Take che. prazAMta : suzIlA ! thoDuMka vicArIne bola. eka divasanI vAta hoya to ThIka che. bicArI roje roja savAranI rasoI kevI rIte khAze ? thoDuMka to dhyAna rAkha. Ama paNa lagna pachI keTalI pAtaLI thaI gaI che. suzIlA H tame to cupa ja raho. tamane khabara che ke Aje gesanI kiMmata keTalI vadhI gaI che. bicAro keTalI mahenata karIne kamAya che mAro dikaro ane A Amaja uDAvatI raheze to eka divasa devALuM nikaLI jaze. (A prasaMga pachI mokSA potAnA mATe navI rasoI na banAvatA baporanuM vadheluM ja sAMje khAI letI hatI. paNa eNe potAnA dhArmika saMskArone choDyA nahIM. A ghaTanAthI mokSAne alaga dhara vasAvavAnI IcchAne vadhAre baLa maLyuM. sAMje jyAre viveka ghare Avyo tyAre mokSAe ene A ghaTanAnA viSayamAM kaMI paNa batAvyuM nahIM. kema ke e jANatI hatI ke pati jyAre ghare Ave che tyAre te oNphIsanA TenzanamAM hoya che. evA samaye patninuM kartavya che ke te ene pUrA divasanI ghaTanAo na saMbhaLAvIne enI sAthe premabharyo vyavahAra karI enA manane TenzanathI mukta kare. nahIMtara patinI hAlata to ghaMTImAM pIsAtA dANA jevI banI jAya che. sAthe ja mokSA e paNa jANatI hatI ke sAsu ane vahunI vacce thayelA jhaghaDAnuM samAdhAna koIpaNa dikarAnI pAse hotuM nathI. jo A baMnenA jhaghaDAnI vacce dikaro phaMsAI jAya to te eTalo ciDiyo thaI jAya che ke tene te ja ghara naraka jevuM lAge che. te evuM vicAre che ke A gharane choDIne jyAM mane parama zAMti maLatI hoya evI jagyAe jato rahuM. mokSA A badhI paristhitione samajatI hovAne kAraNe potAnA upara vitelI koIpaNa vAta te vivekane batAvatI nahotI. eka aThavADiyuM to Ama ja sAsu vahunI khaTapaTamAM vItI gayuM. eka divase taka joIne prazAMte (vivekanA pitA) vivekane mokSAnI savAranI ThaMDI rasoI khAvAnI badhI vAta batAvI dIdhI. A sAMbhaLIne viveka coMkI gayo. tyAre prazAMte ene alaga ghara levAnI salAha ApI. jethI vivekamokSAnuM jIvana zAMtithI gujarI zake. AnI vacamAM mokSA thoDA divaso mATe pIyara gaI. traNa-cAra divasa to tene potAnI mAMne kazuM kahyuM nahIM. paraMtu eka divase... 82

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jayaNA: zuM vAta che beTA, jyArathI tuM AvI che thoDI udAsa lAge che ane cAra divasomAM tArA gharethI paNa koIno phona nathI Avyo. sAsare badhu ThIka to che ne ? mokSA : hA mAM ! badhu ThIka che paraMtu tame AvuM kema pUchI rahyA cho? (jayaNA potAnI dikarInA mAthA upara hAtha pheravatAM) jayaNA : beTA ! Aja sudhI meM tane kyAreya ATalI udAsa joI nathI. (mokSA kaMI paNa bolI zakI nahIM te basa raDavA lAgI) jayaNA : zuM vAta che beTA ! tuM raDI rahI che? mane batAva, mane nahIM kahe to kone kahIza? mokSA: mammI, sAsare badhA ThIka che, sasarAjI to bahuM ja sArA che viveka paNa mane bahu ja prema kare che paNa... jayaNA : paNa zuM beTA? mokSA: mammI ! mArI sAsumAM ane naNaMdano svabhAva... (thoDIvAra pachI raDatA raDatA mokSAe potAnI sAthe banelI badhI ghaTanA saMbhaLAvI) mokSA : mammI ! huM tamane puchuM . vIsa-vIsa varSa sudhI tamArA gharamAM rahevAvALI huM jyAre sAsare vahu banIne gaI tyAre mArA dilamAM eka ja aramAna hato ke pUrA parivArane prema Apavo, emanI dareka IcchAone pUrI karavI. mATe meM emanI dareka IcchAone dhyAnamAM rAkhIne potAnI keTalIya IcchAone daphanAvI dIdhI. chatAM paNa e lokoe mArI sAthe ramakaDAM jevo vyavahAra karyo. emanI dareka IcchAone dhyAnamAM rAkhavuM mAruM kartavya hatuM. to zuM mArI IcchAonuM dhyAna rAkhavuM e emanuM kartavya nathI? mAM huM mAnuM chuM ke phuTabaoNla kIka mAravA mATe ja hoya che. paraMtu phuTabaoNlane eTalI hada sudhI kIka mAravAmAM Ave ke te phATI ja jAya to e phUTabaoNlanI sAthe anyAya thaze. tevI ja rIte mAM ! huM mAnuM chuM ke mAre sahana karavAnuM ja hatuM. sahana karavuM e eka vahuno dharma hoya che. paraMtu mAM sahana karavAnI paNa koI hada hoya che. Aja sudhI emanA dareka Akrozane meM sahana karyo che. paraMtu have mArAthI sahana nathI thatuM. Aja sudhI huM cupa rahI paNa have huM cupa rahevAnI nathI. emanI sAme mAre bolavuM ja na paDe mATe ame baMnee vicAryuM che ke have ame parivArathI alaga rahIzuM ane amArA A nirNayamAM pappAjIe paNa potAnI maMjUrI ApI dIdhI che. jayaNAH zuM? mArI dikarI thaIne tuM eka mAthI potAnA dikarAne alaga karI za? mokSA mAM huM jANIjoIne eka mAthI emanA dikarAne alaga nathI karI rahI. paraMtu mArI sAthe thayuM paNa evuM ja che jenA kAraNe mAre A pagaluM uThAvavuM paDe che. mane jemaNe prema Apyo emanA pratye meM 83 )

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kyAreya kharAba bhAva ke dveSa bhAva nathI rAkhyo. jemaNe mArA jIvanamAM dIpa jalAvIne prakAza Apyo temanA jIvanamAM meM kyAreya aMdhakAra lAvavAnI kozIza nathI karI. paraMtu mAM emaNe mArI sAthe evuM ja vartana karyuM che jenA badalAmAM emane potAnA dikarAthI alaga thavuM ja paDaze. jevuM emaNe karyuM tevu emaNe bhogavavuM ja paDaze. jayaNA mokSA ! tArA jIvanamAM bhale kevA paNa duHkhonuM tophAna Ave paraMtu eno artha e nathI ke tArA duHkhamAM je paNa vyakti nimitta rUpa banyA hoya e badhAne duHkhI karavA mATe tuM kaTibaddha banI jAya. tArA manamAM galataphahemIyoe potAno aDDo jamAvI dIdho che. dimAgane ThaMDu rAkhe to tArA badhA samAdhAna maLI jaze. mokSA: mAM kevI rIte rAkhuM mArA dimAgane ThaMDuM? vidyArthIne to mAtra eka zikSakanI ja AjJA mAnavAnI hoya che. dardIne mAtra eka DaoNkTaranI salAha anusAra ja cAlavAnuM hoya che. eka krikeTarane mAtra potAnA TIma kocanI ja salAha mAnavI paDe che. paraMtu eka vahu banIne AvelI strIne mAtra patinA svabhAva anusAra ja nahIM paraMtu parivAranA badhA sadasyonA svabhAva mujaba potAno svabhAva seTa karavAno hoya che. tame ja batAvo mAM A kevI rIte zakya banI zake che? jayaNA: beTA ! vidyArthIne mAtra eka zikSakanI ja nahI paraMtu monITaranI AjJA paNa mAnavI paDe che. dardIne mAtra eka DaoNkTaranI ja nahIM, narsanI salAha anusAra paNa cAlavuM paDe che. eka krikeTarane potAnA TIma kocanI ja nahI, potAnI TImanA kaptAnanuM paNa mAnavuM paDe che. ThIka A pramANe sAsare javA vALI dikarIne mAtra patinA ja nahI, gharanA dareka sadasyonA svabhAva anusAra potAno svabhAva badalavo ja paDe che. mokSAH to Ano matalaba e thayo ke bhUla mArI ja che. paraMtu mammI ! jyAre meM pahelI vakhata sAsare paga mUkyo hato tyAre Aja vicAryuM hatuM ke badhAnuM hRdaya jItI lauM. prema ApIne gharanuM vAtAvaraNa badalI nAkhIza. bhaNavAmAM naNaMda temaja diyaranI madada karIza. sAsu-sasarAnI mana mUkIne sevA karIza. kyAreya koIne ThapakAno moko ja nahI ApuM. ane A badhuM karavA mATe meM rAta divasa eka karI dIdhA. paNa mA! mArI sAsu ane naNaMdane to potAnAmAM dIlacaspI che. mArI to emane kaMI paDI ja nathI. have to mane evuM lAge che ke pANI nAkhavuM che to vastra upara nAkho jenAthI vastra sApha to thaI jaze, vRkSa upara nAkho jethI te navapallavita to thaze, paraMtu patthara upara nAkhavAthI zo phAyado? eTalA mATe ame alaga rahevAno vicAra karI lIdho che. jayaNAH tArA vicAromAM koI dama nathI beTA. Aje je kAmamAM tane jItanA darzana thaI rahyA che kAla te kAryamAM tane hAra maLe to AjanI evI jItathI so DagalAM dUra rahevuM sAruM che. mokSAH huM kazuM samajI nahIM mAM. tame kaMI jIta ane hAranI vAta karI rahyA cho?

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jayaNA : beTA ! huM tane eja batAvavA mAMgu chuM ke tArA sAsu-sasarAthI alaga thaIne to tuM navuM ghara vasAvIne pratikULatAonI sAme jItI jaIza. paraMtu bhaviSyamAM tane svataMtra kuTuMbanI samasyAonI sAme hAravuM ja paDaze. mATe beTA gharathI alaga thavAno vicAra ja choDI de. nahIMtara tAruM bhaviSya khatarAmAM AvI jaze. mokSA : mA~ ! hAra ane jIta to bIjA naMbara upara che. paraMtu amArI vacce je premabhAva ghaTI rahyo che enuM zuM ? mA tamane evuM nathI lAgatuM ke jo ame saMyukta parivArathI alaga thaI jaIe to amAre dveSabhAvano zikAra thavuM ja nahIM paDe. sAthe rahevAthI ekabIjAnI bhUlo dekhAya che. amArI IcchAnI viruddha kAMI kAma thaI jAya to amane gusso Ave che ane ame sAmevALAnI viruddha kaMIka karIe to emane paNa gusso AvI jAya che. svabhAva bheda hovAne kAraNe zabdomAM miThAza AvatI nathI. vAtAvaraNa azAMta banI jAya che. A badhAthI mukta rahevA mATe ja ame svataMtra parivAramAM rahevAno nirNaya lIdho che ane mA~ koI moTo jhaghaDo thaI gayA pachI temanAthI haMmezAne mATe moMDhu pheravIne cAlyA javAthI to sAruM che ke ame atyAre emane samajAvIne emanI sahamatIthI rAjIkhuzIthI alaga thaI jaIe. Ama paNa mammI-pappA sAthe prema ane lagAva hovAne kAraNe ame thoDA thoDA divase maLavA AvatA-jatA rahIzuM. jethI amArI vacce prema banI raheze. jayaNA : paNa beTA, tuM haju sudhI saMyukta parivAranA mahattvane samajI nathI zakI, mATe AvI vAta kare che. saMyukta parivAramAM tAre pratikULatAone, bIjAonA svabhAvane, bIjAonA vyavahArane jarUra sahevo paDaze. paraMtu tyAM tAru temaja vivekanuM jIvana ane tAruM zIla salAmata che. svataMtra parivAramAM tane anukULatA ja anukULatA maLaze. paraMtu tyAM tamAruM jIvana surakSita nathI. A saccAIne tuM kadI bhUlI na jatI. mokSA H mA~ ! tame kaMI anukULatA ane kaMI salAmatInI vAta karI rahyA cho ? jayaNA : beTA ! kAle uThIne tu tArA sAsu sasarAthI alaga thaI jAya ane potAnA svataMtra gharamAM rahevA cAlI jAya tyAre ghare raheze tuM ane viveka, enA pachI tuM manaphAve tema harIpharI zakIza. mana kare te khAvAnuM banAvIne khAI zakIza. tane TokavAvALuM koI nahIM hoya. eTale ke mAtra anukULatA ja anukULatA. paraMtu dareka sikkAnI be bAju hoya che. tevI rIte svataMtra jIvananA paNa be pAsA hoya che. pahelo anukULatArUpI pAso to meM tane batAvI dIdhuM. paraMtu salAmatIrUpI bIjA pAsAnA viSayamAM tane khabara hota to tuM kyAreya saMyukta parivArathI alaga thavAnI vAta nahIM karata. svataMtra parivAramAM viveka nava vAgye oNphIsa jatA raheze to sIdhA rAtre nava vAgye ja Avaze. vaccenA A bAra kalAkamAM tuM ghare ekalI rahIza ane mAnI le ke koI teno phAyado uThAvIne tArA 85

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gharamAM praveza karI le ane tArA zIla para AkramaNa kare, tyAre te samaye tArA zIlanI rakSA karavAvALuM koNa ? svataMtra parivAramAM kyAreka tAre pIyara AvavuM hoya tyAre pIyara AvyA pachI paNa pAchaLathI keTaluM Tenzana raheze ke viveka kyAM jamaze ? vivekanA kapaDA koNa dhoze ? viveka ekalA kevI rIte raheze ? AvAmAM ema.sI.nuM pAlana paNa keTaluM duSkara thaI jaze ? cAla A badhu to choDa paraMtu eka khAsa vAta, pIyara AvyA pachI tArI gerahAjarImAM viveka koI khoTuM kAma karI bese to tenI javAbadArI konI ? ane eTaluM ja nahIMvivekanI gerahAjarImAM tuM paNa koI khoTuM kAma karI bese to ? svataMtra ane ekalA hovAne kAraNe tane tyAM rokavAvALuM koI nahIM hoya. A to thaI zIla temaja sadAcAra-saMbaMdhI vAto. paraMtu koI kAraNe tamArA baMne vacce jhaghaDo thaI jAya to AvezamAM AvIne viveka tArA upara hAtha paNa uThAvI de. tuM paNa gussAmAM AvIne kaMI anucIta karI bese to tyAM tane rokavAvALuM koNa ? saMyukta parivAramAM to sAsu-sasarAno Dara hovAne kAraNe A jhaghaDo rUma sudhI ja sImita rahe che. paraMtu svataMtra parivAramAM e jhaghaDA AtmahatyA sudhI pahoMcI jAya che. kadAca tane mArI vAta para vizvAsa nahI thato hoya, paraMtu A badhu saMbhava che. khabara che - pAchalA aThavADiye ja ApaNA bAjunA mahollAmAM eka karUNa ghaTanA banI. lagabhaga 20 varSanI eka vivAhIta yuvatIe potAnA zarIra upara kerosIna chAMTIne maravAno prayAsa karyo. A yuvatIe AvuM pagaluM kema bharyuM ? e viSayamAM tyAMnA eka yuvaka dvArA jyAre meM jANyuM to huM stabdha thaI gaI. e yuvatIe prema lagna karyA hatA. saMyukta parivAramAM rahetA eNe jhaghaDo karIne patine mAMbApanI viruddha bhaDakAvIne saMyukta parivArathI alaga karyo. zarUAtamAM be varSa to ThIka-ThIka gayA paraMtu pachI baMnenI vacce jhaghaDA zarU thaI gayA. bolAcAlI, gAlI-galoca, mArapITa sudhI mAMmalo pahoMcI gayo. Akhare chUTAcheDA sudhI vAta pahoMcI gaI ane eka divasa jhaghaDo eTalo vadhI gayo ke AvezamAM AvIne patnIe potAnA zarIra upara kerosIna nAkhI dIdhu ane baLIne marI gaI. jyAre hospiTalamAM chellA zvAsa laI rahI hatI tyAre dUra rahelA potAnA patine kahetI gaI ke "A janmamAM to tane jIvato rAkhIne huM baLI chuM, paraMtu AvatA janmamAM pote jIvatI rahIne tane bALIza." beTA ! AMkha maLI ane saMbaMdha baMdhAI to gayo, paNa AMkha baMdha thaI gayA pachI AgalA janmamAM A saMbaMdha Take nahIM enI ghoSaNA karatI gaI. keTalI karUNa che A ghaTanA ! A ghaTanA e sUcita kare che ke A raste pagaluM bharatAM pahelA dareka juvAna daMpattie lAkha vAra vicArI levuM joIe. mokSA ! AvI koI ghaTanA bhaviSyamAM tArI sAthe ghaTI na jAya. mATe pratikULatAone najara aMdAja karIne kuzaLatA temaja sahiSNutA A baMne guNo dvArA potAnA jIvanane surakSita banAvIne saMyukta parivAramAM ja rahevuM e tArA ane vivekanA bhaviSya mATe hitakArI che. 86

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mokSA H to mAM! jo kuzaLatA temaja sahiSNutA A be guNa ja jo jIvanane salAmata rAkhavA mATe upayogI che to pachI A be guNone apanAvIne ame svataMtra parivAramAM zAMtithI surakSita rahI zakIe chIe ne? jayaNAH cAla, mAnuM chuM ke A be guNone kAraNe tuM tArA svataMtra parivAramAM zAMtithI surakSita rahI zakIza. paraMtu jarA vicAra ! potAnA sAsu-sasarAnA viSayamAM, jyAre dIkarAno janma thAya che to mAM-bApa e ja vicAre che ke moTo thaIne A amArA ghaDapaNanI lAkaDI banaze. amane amArI badhI javAbadArIothI mukta karIne dharmaArAdhanA karavAnI anukULatA Apaze ane amAruM ghaDapaNa to pautra-pautrIonI sAthe hasatAM-ramatAM, emane kathAo saMbhaLAvatAM Ama ja vItI jaze. AvA kaMIka aramAno laIne tArA sAsu-sasarAe vivekane janma ApIne moTo karyo haze. ane tuM A pagaluM bharIne emanA mATe pautra-pautrIonA darzana to dUra vivekanA darzana paNa durlabha banAvI daIza to A tArI kuratA nathI mokSA? tuM haju sudhI mAM nathI banIne mATe mAMnI mamatA zuM hoya che? te tuM jANI zakIza nahIM. tane eTalI to khabara ja haze ke mAM-bApanI AMkhomAM AMsu be kAraNe ja Ave che. eka to putrInI vidAya samaye, ane bIju putranI bevaphAI upara. evuM na thAya ke tamAruM uThAveluM A pagaluM bhaviSyamAM tamArI tarapha AvIne ja ubhu thaI jAya. vIsa varSa sudhI je mAMbApe vivekane pALIpoSIne moTo karyo e upakArI mAtA-pitAnI AMkhomAM emanAthI alaga thaIne jo viveka AMsu lAvI zake che, to tArA ane vivekanA saMbaMdhone to eka varSa paNa thayuM nathI, to te bhaviSyamAM tArI AMkhomAM AMsu lAve temAM kaMI moTI vAta che. mATe pratikULatAone sahana karIne paNa potAnA bhaviSyane salAmata rAkhavA mATe ane potAnA sAsu-sasarAnA AzirvAda meLavavAne mATe saMyukta parivAramAM rahevuM ja zreyaskara che. mokSAH to Ano matalaba e thayo ke mAre ja sahanazIla banavuM joIe. eTale ke eka pAlatu kUtarAne eno mAlika ane enA gharavALA bhale keTaluM paNa mAre ke herAna kare paNa e badhuM sahana ja kare che. basa ema ja mAre paNa mArI sAsu temaja naNaMda bhale jeTalI paNa herAna kare paNa mAre mAtra sahana ja karavAnuM che ane eno virodha karavAno nahIM. Aja tamAruM kahevuM che ne? paraMtu mA ! huM jo mArA zarIrane gauNa karIne mAtra sahana karatI rahuM ane mArI tabiyata bagaDI jAya to eno javAbadAra koNa? pachI asvasthatAne kAraNe jo huM kAma na karuM jethI gharanA badhA sadasyonuM moMDhu bagaDI jAya to enuM zuM? huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke saMyukta parivAramAM jo vahunI keTalIka pharajo che to, sAsunI koIja pharaja nathI? bhAbhInA koI kartavya che to diyara ane naNaMdanA koI kartavya nathI? mArA mujaba gharamAM zAMtinuM vAtAvaraNa lAvavA mATe ekalI mAre ja sudharavAnI jarUra nathI. paraMtu mArI sAsune paNa potAnuM dimAga ThekANe lAvavuM eTaluM ja jarUrI che.

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jayaNAH beTA ! atyAre to tuM have e gharamAM vahunI jagyAe che, mATe huM tane vahunA kartavyo zIkhavADI rahI chuM. hAM kAle uThIne tuM sAsu banIza ane tArI vahuthI kaMI anabana thaI jaze tyAre huM tane sAsunA kartavya jarUra samajAvIza. rahI sAsune potAnuM dimAga ThekANe lAvavAnI vAta te beTA! tArI sAsune sudhAravA mATe pahelA to tAre ja sudharavuM paDaze. have rahI vAta svAthyanI to ene premathI bIjAnA dila jItIne sulajAvI zakAya che. ane parivAramAM prema kevI rIte Apavo te huM tane zIkhavIza. mokSA : kema mAM ! sahana karavAnI vAta hoya ke kartavyanI vAta, pharaja bajAvavAnI vAta hoya ke sudharavAnI vAta, badhA kArya pahelA vahuthI ja kema zarU thAya che? mArI sAsu sudharI jaze to mAro svabhAva enI meLe ja sudharI jaze. mATe mAruM to mAnavuM che ke mAM pahelA mAre nahIM mArI sAsue sudharavuM joIe. jayaNAH tArI sAsu tArI sAthe sAruM vartana kare to ja tuM paNa emanI sAthe sAruM vartana karIza. tArA A vicAra mujaba tAruM vartana, tAro svabhAva kevo hovo joIe? A tArA hAthamAM nahI paraMtu tArI sAsunA hAthamAM che. jo teo sAruM vartana kare to tAruM vartana sAruM ane teo tArAthI kharAba vartana kare to tAruM vartana kharAba. jo tAre Avo ja svabhAva rAkhavo hoya to gharamAM azAMti, kuleza ane jhaghaDA thAya emAM kaMI moTI vAta nathI. beTA e to tArA hAthamAM che ke tuM krodhanI sAme adhika krodha karIne emanAthI jItI jAya ke pachI krodhanI sAme prema ApIne tuM emanuM dila jItI le. bAjI tArA hAthamAM che. cayana tAre karavAnuM che. beTA ! tuM jo sudharavA ane sahana karavAnuM pahelA vahune ja kema karavuM A pUchI rahI che ne? to Ano javAba e che ke te kAco ghaDo to joyo ja haze. kuMbhAra e ghaDAne jevo AkAra Icche te ApI zake che. paraMtu te ja ghaDo jyAre pAkko banI jAya pachI enA AkArane jo kuMbhAra badalavA mAMge to ghaDo tUTI jAya che. paraMtu badalAto nathI. ThIka evI rIte vRddhAvasthA hoya che, pAkA ghaDA jevI ane yuvAvasthA hoya che, kAcA ghaDA jevI. to pachI sudharavAnI ane sahana karavAnI salAha vahune ApavAmAM Ave temAM bhalA Azcarya kevuM? tArI sAsuno svabhAva pacAsa varSathI Avo ja che, tuM e gharamAM navI gaI che, to tuM tArA svabhAvane badalavAnI koziza kara. mokSAH jo mAM ! huM tamArA A vicAra mujaba cAluM ane saMyukta parivAramAM ja rahuM to eka bIjI samasyA ubhI thAya che. eka bAju parivAra che to bIjA bAju dharma ! tamArA kahyA mujaba emanA svabhAvane anukULa banavA mATe jo huM rAtribhojana karavAnuM zarU karI dauM, to mAro dharma chUTI jAya che ane jo huM mArA dharma upara TakI rahuM to roja navA jhaghaDA thavAne kAraNe ekabIjAno prema tUTI jAya che. have tame ja batAvo? huM konA pakSamAM jauM? dharmanA pakSamAM ke parivAranA pakSamAM? jo huM dharmano ja pakSa lauM to zuM mAre jIMdagIbhara savAranI ThaMDI rasoI ja khAvI? jayaNA mokSA - Aja te bahu ja moTI bhUla karI che, sauthI pahelA to tAre tArI sAsumAnuM dila (88)

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jItavuM joItuM hatuM ane emane paNa dharmanA raste laI javAnA hatA. paraMtu te mAtra potAnA dharmane ja TakAvI rAkhavuM jarUrI samajayuM ane A kAraNe te potAnI sAsunA dilathI bahu ja dUra thaI gaI. beTA ! vahue to potAnI sAsune javAbadArIothI mukta karIne dharmaArAdhanAmAM anukULatA karI ApavI joIe. jenAthI tArI sAsu je paNa dharmaArAdhanA karaze temAM tuM paNa bhAgIdAra banaze. "karaNa, karAvaNa ne anumodana sarakhA phaLa nipajAyo re.." kadAca saMyukta parivAramAM rahIne tuM Icche teTalI dharmaArAdhanA nahI karI zake, paraMtu sAsune karAvIne lAbha to laI zake che ane sAthe ja tane paNa dharmAArAdhanAmAM anUkuLatA maLatI raheze. mokSA paNa mAM ! tame to jANo ja cho ne ke mArI sAsumAM keTalI nAstika che. have huM emane dharmamAM kevI rIte joDuM? atyAre to teo mArAthI eTalA nArAja che ke jo huM emane kaMIpaNa kahIza to teo mAnavA mATe taiyAra ja nahIM thAya. jayaNA enA mATe tAre tArI sAsumAMnuM dila jItavuM paDaze. mokSA: paNa mAM kevI rIte? jayaNAH beTA ! gurUkuLamAM bhaNIne te keTalI kalAo zIkhI che ane emAM paNa tuM to citrakalA, saMgItakalAmAM nipuNa che. tArI sAsunuM sAru citra banAvIne, enI upara sArI zAyarI ke gIta banAvIne emane saMbhaLAva, emanI prazaMsA kara, emanI pAse jaIne besa. emane tArA dilanI vAta kahe, emane koI takalIpha to nathI ne, enA viSayamAM pUcha. beTA ! huM to eja mAnuM chuM ke kUvo khodavAvALAne kadAca pANI maLe ke nA maLe, paraMtu sAme vALA pratye premapUrNa vyavahAra karavAthI ApaNane premano anubhava na thAya evuM to hoI ja na zake. tuM eka vAra prayatna karIne jo... saphaLatA tArA paga cUmaze. beTA! eka vAtanuM dhyAna rAkhaje ke vivekane dharmamaya vAtAvaraNamAM AgaLa vadhAravA mATe temaja dharma karavA mATe kyAreya jora-jabaradastI ke dhamakIono upayoga na karatI, ulaTuM ene paNa tArI citrakalA, saMgItakalA vagerethI khuza karIne premathI dharmamAM joDaje, thoDI dhIraja rAkhaje, badhu barAbara thaIne ja raheze. mokSAH ThIka che mAM ! huM sAsare jaIne jaldI ja tamane zubha samAcAra ApuM chuM. (AjakAlanI dhArmika patnio evuM vicAre che ke huM jo dharma karuM chuM to mArA patine paNa dharma karavuM joIe. ahIM sudhIno vicAra to ThIka che, paraMtu te potAnA patine dharmamAM joDavA mATe dhamakIo temaja jabaradastIno upayoga kare che. jema ke jo tame maMdira nahI jAo to tamane cA nahIM maLe. uTho pahelA maMdira jaI Avo. A pramANenI dhamakIothI te potAnA patine dharmamAM joDI to le che paraMtu e dharma dIrghakAlIna TakI zakato nathI. enA badale emane khuza karIne premathI emanA manamAM dharmanA pratye ahobhAva pedA karAvIne emane dharma karAvavo joIe. jethI e dharmadIrghakAla sudhI TakI rahe. A pramANe mokSAne potAnI badhI zaMkAonuM samAdhAna potAnI mAM pAsethI maLI gayuM. Ama to vahue

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potAnA sAsarAnI nAnI-moTI vAto pIyaramAM na ja karavI joIe. kema ke keTalIka vAra samajapherane kAraNe anAvazyaka (binajarUrI) TakarAvanuM vAtAvaraNa bane che. ahIM paNa mokSAe paNa potAnA sAsarAnI vAto potAnI mone batAvavI ucita nathI samajI, paNa jayaNAe eka mAnuM kartavya nibhAvatA potAnI dikarInI udAsInuM kAraNa pUchyuM? tyAre paNa mokSA batAvavA mAMgatI nahotI, paraMtu e jANatI hatI ke mArI zaMkAonuM sAcuM samAdhAna mane mAM sivAya bIje kyAMyathIya nahIM maLe. mATe eNe badhI vAta mAM ne batAvI ane enI mAM e paNa ene eTaluM suMdara samAdhAna ApyuM ke enAthI eka kuTuMba vikharavAthI bacI gayuM, jo Ama thayuM na hota to kAle mokSA saMyukta kuTuMbathI alaga thaI jAta ane koNa jANe ene keTalIya samasyAono sAmano karavo paData. AjakAlanA vAtAvaraNamAM ApaNe najara nAMkhIe to moTAbhAganI mAtAo potAnI putrIone vidAyanI aMtima hitazikSAmAM eja kahetI hoya che ke "beTA ! tArA sAsare koIthI DarIne rahetI nahIM. koI tane eka saMbhaLAve to tuM ene cAra saMbhaLAvaje. patine tArA vazamAM rAkhaje. sAsarAmAM koI vadhAre takalIpha AvI jAya athavA koInI sAthe anabana thaI jAya to koI jAtanI ciMtA karatI nahIM. sIdhI tArA pIyara AvI jaje. ame tArI ane jamAIjInI sArI vyavasthA karI daIzuM. dikarIone saMyukta parivArathI alaga thavAnuM jabaradasta pIThabaLa to potAnI mAM thI ja maLI jAya che. Ama paNa AjakAlanI dikarIone sahanazIlatA na hovAne kAraNe temaja mAno sAtha hovAne kAraNe nAnI sarakhI rakajaka thaI nahIne potAnA pIyare AvIne besI jAya che. emAM paNa mAtAo potAnI dikarIone eja zIkhavADe che ke "jamAIjI levA Ave tyAre kahI deje ke tame alaga ghara lezo to ja huM tamArI sAthe AvIza. nahIMtara nahIM." bicAro pati zuM kare? potAnI patnIne ghara lAvavA mATe potAnI mAthI alaga thavuM ja paDe che. eTale ke potAnI patnInI dhamakIonI AgaLa patine jhUkavuM ja paDe che. A pramANe potAnI dikarIone anukULatA ApavAnI dRSTithI mAtAo potAnA hAtheja potAnI putrIone samasyAonA kUvAmAM dhakelI de che. mAtAone jayaNAnuM udAharaNa laIne potAnI dikarIone saMyukta parivAranuM mahattva samajAvIne emanA tUTatAM gharane bacAvI levuM joIe. mokSA pIyara to AvI hatI e AzayathI ke ene pharIthI e gharamAM paga na rAkhavo paDe, paNa have te e divasanI rAha jovA lAgI ke kyAre enA gharethI bolAvo Ave ane te parivAranA badhA sadasyone prema ApIne eka sUtramAM bAMdhe. be-traNa divasa pachI viveka mokSAne levA Avyo. jayaNAe mokSAnI sAsu mATe sADI, ane naNaMda mATe eka Dresa, bIjA parivAranA badhA sadasyo mATe kaMIne kaMI mokalyuM. ahIM pIyara gayA pachI gharanuM badhuM ja kAma suzIlAne ja karavuM paDatuM hatuM. vidhi savAre cha vAge kaoNleja jatI to sIdhI sAMje cha vAgye ja AvatI hatI ane mokSAnA AvyA pachI to suzIlAe gharanuM badhuM ja kAma choDI dIdhuM hatuM. pIyara gayA pachI badho bhAra suzIlA upara AvavAne kAraNe ene rahI rahIne mokSAnI yAda AvatI hatI. e vicArI rahI hatI ke mokSA keTalI jaldI Ave ane gharane saMbhALI le.

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bhalene svArthane kAraNe chatAMya suzIlAne mokSAnI gerahAjarI mahasusa thavA lAgI. mokSA vivekanI sAthe sAsare AvI ane AvatAM ja. mokSA : praNAma mammIjI ! suzIlA AvI gaI mokSA, gharamAM badhA ThIka to che ne? mokSA: hA mammIjI ! gharamAM badhA ThIka che, mammIe tamane khUba ja yAdI ApI che. suzIlA: musApharIne kAraNe thAkI gaI haze. jA thoDI vAra ArAma karIne AvI jA. pachI vAto karIzuM. mokSA : ThIka che mammIjI ! (mokSA sAmAna laIne aMdara jAya che ane thoDIvAra pachI potAnI sAsunA rUmamAM jAya che) mokSA : mammIjI ! mammIe tamArA mATe A sADI mokalI che. suzIlA: are AnI zuM jarUra hatI? Ama to sADI bahu ja sarasa che. paNa blAujha taiyAra nahIM thAya ne? nahIM to kAle pUjanamAM paherI leta. mokSA mammIjI zenuM pUjana? suzIlA : are hAM mokSA huM tane kahevAnuM ja bhUlI gaI. kAle mArI ane tArA sasarAjInI 3pamI lagnatithi che. mATe tArA sasarAjIe kahyuM ke A vakhate eka pUjana kema na bhaNAvAya. mane paNa vAta gamI gaI. mATe vivekane paNa tane lAvavA mATe mokalI dIdho jethI tuM paNa pUjanamAM bhAga laI zake. paNa mokSA ahIyAM to koIpaNa darajI ATalI jaldI blAujha sIvIne nahIM Ape. mArI bahuM ja IcchA che ke huM A sADI paheruM. mokSA mammIjI tamArI lagnatithi vAha ! tame blAujhanI ciMtA karazo nahIM. huM tamane sAMja sudhI sIvIne ApI daIza. suzIlA: tuM? tane silAI AvaDe che? mokSA: hAM mammIjI ! mane silAI AvaDe che. suzIlA: te kyAreya kahyuM to nahIM. mokSAH mammIjI kyAreya jarUra ja na paDI. (ATaluM kahIne mokSA jatI rahI) suzIlA : jarUra gharamAM silAIkAma karavuM na paDe eTale kahyuM nahIM hoya. huM paNa jouM chuM ke sAMja sudhI kevI rIte sIve che?

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prazAMtaH tane to basa bhUlo ja kADhatA AvaDe che. suzIlA: tame to cupa ja raho. tamane zuM khabara A keTalI cAlAka che. (sAMja sudhI mokSAe blAujha sIvIne potAnI sAsujInA hAthamAM ApI dIdho, sAthe ja jabaradastI potAnI sAsujInA hAthamAM maheMdI lagADavA lAgI gaI.) suzIlA: are mokSA A zuM karI rahI che? mokSA: mammIjI! tamArI lagnatithi che. tamArA hAtha kevI rIte korA rahI zake che? mATe huM tamArA hAthamAM maheMdI lagAvI rahI chuM. (A pramANe mokSAe potAnA hAthamAM Avelo eka paNa prasaMga javA na dIdho ane potAnI sAsunuM dila jItavAnI zarUAta karI. bIje divase jyAre suzIlA pUjana mATe taiyAra thaI gaI tyAre...) suzIlA: are beTA vidhi ! have keTalo samaya thaze taiyAra thavAmAM? pUjanano samaya thaI gayo che. vidhiH ho mAM basa 15 miniTa suzIlA: beTA pUjanamAM javAnuM che koI pArTImAM nahIM, ke tuM eka kalAkathI taiyAra thaI rahI che. (eTalAmAM mokSA taiyAra thaIne AvI gaI.) mokSAH mammIjI Aje tame bahuM ja suMdara lAgI rahyA cho. A kalara tamArA upara bahuM ja jAme che. mammIjI A khurazI upara beso. pappA tame paNa ahIM AvIne beso. suzIlAH are zuM karI rahI che mokSA amane baMnene sAthe besADIne? (eTalAmAM mokSA potAnA rUmamAMthI citra banAvavA mATe kAgaLa ane pensIla laIne AvI gaI.) mokSA mammI-pappA tame dasa miniTa sudhI Ama ja besajo, Ama paNa vidhine AvavAnI vAra che. (ane mokSA 15 miniTamAM vidhinA AvatAnI pahelAja eka suMdara citra banAvIne sAsu sasarAne bheTa ApI) prazAMtaH vAha beTA ! zuM citra banAvyuM che, jene suzIlA! suzIlA: hAM hAM ThIka che. (pUjanathI AvyA pachI mokSAe covihAra karyA ane sAMje potAnA sAsu-sasarAnI manapasaMda khIra-purI banAvavAmAM lAgI gaI A bAju..) vidhiH maoNm A phoTo koNe Apyo tamane? keTalo suMdara che A phoTo. suzIlAH beTA ! e tArI bhAbhIe banAvIne Apyo che. kaMIka zIkha tArI bhAbhIthI, keTaluM suMdara citra banAve che.

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prazAMtaH bhAgyavAna ! A prazaMsA mokSAnI sAme karI hota to e keTalI khuza thaI jAta. suzIlAH tame to cupa ja raho. mAre zuM karavuM che ane zuM nahI e mane khabara che. (tyAMthI badhA jamavA beThA. mokSAe jamavAnuM pIrasyuM) prazAMtaH vAha beTA ! Aje to te bahu ja sarasa jamavAnuM banAvyuM che. tene kevI rIte khabara paDI ke A tArI sAsumAnI manapasaMda AITama che. vidhiH pappA ! bhAbhIe mane pUchyuM hatuM. (be-traNa divasa Ama ja vItI gayA. ane eka divasa vidhi ane suzIlA kharIdI karavA mATe bahAra gayA. acAnaka eka kArathI dhakko lAgavAne kAraNe suzIlA paDI gaI ane enA pagamAM phrekTara thaI gayuM. vidhi suzIlAne DaoNkTaranI pAse laI gaI. ane ghare paNa potAnI bhAbhIne phona karIne badhI vAta jaNAvI. mokSA vivekanI sAthe hospITala pahoMcI tyAM sudhI suzIlAnA paga upara sAta divasanuM plAsTara lAgI gayuM hatuM. DaoNkTare suzIlAne beDaresTa karavAnuM kahyuM. traNeya suzIlAne laIne ghare AvyA. beDaresTa hovAnA kAraNe suzIlAnuM khAvA-pIvAnuM, saMDAsa bAtharUma badhuM ja beDa para hatuM. mokSA dila lagAvIne potAnI sAsumAnI sevA karavA lAgI. emane TAIme TAIma khAvAnuM khavaDAvavuM, pANI pIvaDAvavuM, kaMI jarUra hoya to lAvIne ApavuM vagere badhI javAbadArIone potAnA mAthe laI lIdhI ane eka divasa...) suzIlA: vidhi beTA ! mane sApha karI de. vidhiH saoNrI ! maoNm ! mArAthI A kAma nahIM thAya. ubhA raho huM bhAbhIne bolAvuM chuM. (vidhi bahAra gaI ane eNe mokSAne kahyuM) vidhiH bhAbhI ! mammI tamane bolAve che. (ema kahIne te potAnI rUmamAM cAlI gaI.) mokSAH mammI ! tame mane bolAvI ? suzIlAH mokSA...e...e... mokSAH zuM thayuM mammI? kyAMya darda thAya che? DokTarane bolAvavA che zuM? suzIlA nahI mokSA ! e to mane thoDuM sApha karavuM hatuM. mokSA : are ! eTalI vAta che. huM hamaNAM ja bIjA kapaDAM ane pANI laIne AvuM chuM. (mokSAe kaMI paNa kahyA vagara suzIlAne sApha karI dIdhI. sAMjanA samaye jyAre parivAranA badhA sadasyo ekaThA thayA tyAre...)

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suzIlA : viveka ! mArA kAmane mATe thoDA divasa koI bAIne rAkhI le. mokSA : kema mammI, bAInI zuM jarU2 che ? huM chuM ne mane tamArI sevAno mauko kyAre maLaze ? huM badhu karI laIza. : prazAMta H beTA AnuM kAma, gharanuM badhu kAma ane mahemAnone paNa saMbhALavAnA. badhu tuM ekalI kevI rIte karIza ? mokSA : pitAjI tame ciMtA karazo nahIM, huM jaldI uThIne badhuM saMbhALI laIza. chatAM paNa mAruM paheluM lakSya raheze mammIjInI sevA. jo mArAthI nahIM thAya to huM tamane kahI daIza. prazAMta H ThIka che beTA ! jevI tArI marajI; jarUra paDe to suzIlAne to vidhi paNa saMbhALI leze. vidhi : plIjha DeDa ! Ama paNa mArI parikSAnA divaso najIka AvI rahyA che ane A mammIne sAphavApha karavAnuM kAma mArAthI nahIM thAya. mokSA H pappA - tame nizciMta raho. badhu ThIka thaI jaze. (mokSA ane vidhinA vicArone jANIne suzIlAne pahelI vakhata mokSA upara potAnI dikarI jevo prema AvavA lAgyo. mokSA paNa mana lagAvIne potAnI sAsunI sevA karavA lAgI. suzIlA paNa kaMI kAma hoya te sahajatAthI mokSAne kahevA lAgI. mokSA ane suzIlA have mananI vAto ekabIjAne kahevA lAgyA. A pramANe sAsu vahuMmAM thoDI najIkatA vadhavA lAgI.) mokSA dvArA karelA premapUrNa vyavahAre suzIlAnA Akrozane premamAM badalI dIdho, kema ke mokSAne potAnI mAM pAsethI eja hitazikSA maLI hatI ke bAhya badhI pratikULatAone dUra karavAnI tAkAta jo paisAmAM che to atyaMtara samasta pratikULatAone dUra karavAnI tAkAta premamAM che. A pramANe premapUrvaka vAtAvaraNamAM sAta divasa kevI rIte vItI gayA khabara ja na paDI. AThamA divase suzIlAnuM plAsTara nIkaLI gayuM. DaoNkTare mAlIza karavAnuM kahyuM. mokSAe A sevAno paNa saharSa svIkAra karI lIdho ane mana lagAvIne traNe TAIma suzIlAnA paganI mAlIza karavA lAgI. eka divasa mokSA suzIlAnA page mAlIza karI rahI hatI tyAre... suzIlA : mokSA ! Aje to huM Akho divasa kaMTALI jaIza. Aja Akho divasa pAvara AvavAno nathI. have bapore TAIma pAsa kevI rIte thaze ? khabara nahIM? mokSA H mammIjI ! eka kAma karone ! huM Ama paNa hamaNAM sAmAyika levAnI chuM. tame paNa mArI sAthe sAmAyika laI lo. 94

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suzIlA : : mana to nathI chatAMya tuM kahe che to cAla, laI lauM chuM. samaya paNa pasAra thaI jaze. (sAmAyikamAM mokSAe suzIlAne ainijamanA pahelA bhAgamAM ApelAM AhAra zuddhine vize samajAvyuM. kaMdamULamAM keTalA jIva hoya che. e jANIne suzIlAnI AtmA kaMpI uThI. mokSAe suzIlAne A bhava temaja AgaLanA bhavamAM kaMdamULa khAvAnA duSpariNAmonI bAbato samajAvI. enAthI saMbaMdhita daSTAMta paNa suzIlAne saMbhaLAvyA. kaMdamULa khAdhA pachI thavAvALA bhayaMkara pariNAmone jANIne suzIlAe e divasathI AjIvana kaMdamULa nahI khAvAno nizcaya karI lIdho. e divase suzIlAne sAmAyikamAM eTalo badho AnaMda Avyo ke eNe anukULatA mujaba roja eka sAmAyika karavAno nirNaya karI lIdho. ane jyAre A vAta mokSAne jaNAvI tyAre..) : mokSA : mammI ! A to bahuM sArI vAta che. huM paNa keTalAya divasothI kahevAnuM vicArI rahI hatI ke A gharane saMbhALayuM, have tame gharanI badhI ciMtAothI tame ATalA varSo sudhI A gharanI sevA karI, mukta thaIne dharma ArAdhanA karo. suzIlA : paNa mokSA ! mane to kaMI paNa AvaDatuM ja nathI. mokSA : kaMI vAMdho nahI mammI. huM chuM ne tamArI sAthe. huM roja tamArI sAthe sAmAyika, pratikramaNa vagere karIza. bAkInA samayamAM huM tamane sArA sArA pustako ApIza. e vAMcIne tamane ghaNuM jJAna maLI jaMze ane AgaLa paNa dharma karavAnI ruci pedA raheze. suzIlA : ThIka che beTA ! (bIje divase) mokSA H mammI ! DaoNkTare Ama paNa tamane thoDuM cAlavAnuM kahyuM che to tame eka kAma karo. mArI sAthe maMdira AvI jAo to vokIMganuM vokIMga paNa thaI jaze ane prabhunA darzana ane pUjA paNa thaI jaze. suzIlA : sArI vAta che. (baMne sAthe maMdiramAM gayA, maMdiramAM mokSAe suzIlAne prabhupUjAnI vidhi batAvI tathA tenA phaLanA vize batAvyuM. caityavaMdanamAM mokSAe eka suMdara stavana gAyuM. jene sAMbhaLIne suzIlA bhAvavibhora thaI gaI ane ghare AvatA vakhate rastAmAM...) suzIlA : mokSA tuM A badhu kyAMthI zIkhI ? mokSAH mammIjI ! 5.pU. viduSI sA.zrI maNIprabhAzrIjInA dvArA racita jainIjhama korsathI mane ATaluM jJAna prApta thayuM che. suzIlA : mokSA ! A korsa zeno che, huM paNa karI zakuM chuM ? 95

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mokSA : hAM mammIjI emAM dareka vayanA strI-purUSa bhAga laI zake che. suzIlA H to mokSA ! tuM Aje ja mAruM phorma bharI deje. mokSA : hAM, mammIjI bahuM ja sAruM raheze. enAthI tamAro samaya paNa pasAra thaI jaze ane ATaluM jJAna paNa maLaze. suzIlA H ane hA mokSA ! AjathI huM roja tArI sAthe pUjA karavA paNa AvIza. (A pramANe mokSA potAnI mA pAsethI maLelI hitazikSAne dhIme-dhIme potAnA jIvanamAM amala karavA mATe saphaLa banI gaI. thoDAka ja divasomAM suzIlA ThIka thaI gaI. eka divasa bapore suzIlA enA rUmamAM raDI rahI hatI tyAre...) prazAMta H zuM vAta che ? Aja badhAne raDAvavAvALI pote raDI rahI che ? suzIlA H tame to cupa ja raho, huM raDI rahI chuM ane tamane majAka sUjhe che. prazAMta H sAruM bAbA batAva zuM vicArIne raDI rahI che ? suzIlA : e... to huM mokSAnA viSayamAM vicArI rahI hatI. : prazAMta H kema ? ene bIjuM kaMI du:kha ApavAnuM bAkI che zuM ? suzIlA H tame pAchA bolyA. prazAMta : A to huM majAka karato hato. batAva, tuM mokSAnA viSayamAM zuM vicArI rahI che ? suzIlA H sAcce ja mane mArA karyA upara pastAvo thaI rahyo che. meM ene keTaluM duHkha ApyuM ane e Aja mArI ATalI sevA karI rahI che. basa, have huM enAthI mAphI mAMgavA IcchuM chuM. prazAMta H are bhAgyAvAna ! nekI ane pUcha pUcha. zubha kArya karavAmAM vAra na karavI joIe, cAla ApaNe hamaNAM ja mokSAnA rUmamAM jaIe. (baMne mokSAnA rUmamAM pahoMcyA, mokSA e samaye sUI rahI hatI, suzIlAe enI najIka jaIne joyuM ke mokSA zAMtithI sUI rahI hatI. paraMtu enA gAle sUkAyelA AMsunA nizAna joIne suzIlAe vicAryuM ke mArI vahunI A gharamAM AvI hAlata ? ane potAno hAtha mokSAnA mAthe pheravyo. ethI mokSA jAgI gaI.) suzIlA : are beTA ! tuM kema raDI rahI hatI ? (mokSA jorathI raDatI raDatI suzIlAnA gaLe vaLagI paDI. suzIlAne paNa vAtsalya bharyo hAtha enA mAthe pheravatAM kahyuM ke....) 96

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suzIlA: zuM thayuM dikarI ! batAva to kharI, koIe tane kAMI kahyuM? mokSA nahI mAM, tamArA moDhethI A "dikarI" zabda sAMbhaLavA mATe ja huM raDI rahI hatI. huM vicArI rahI hatI ke mArA premamAM koI kamI che. jenA kAraNe tamane mArI upara dikarI jevo prema nathI Avato. paNa Aja tame mane dikarI kahIne bolAvI. suzIlA: dikarI ! mane mApha karI de meM tane bahuM duHkha ApyuM, kaThora zabdo bolIne meM tArA dilanA TUkaDe TUkaDA karI dIdhA. mAre tane prema Apavo hato, paraMtu meM tAro tiraskAra karyo. mAre tane tAru pIyara bhUlAvI devuM hatuM, paraMtu tArI sAthe karkaza vyavahAra karIne satata tane pIyaranI yAda apAvavA majabUra karI. mAre tArI mammI banavuM hatuM, paraMtu huM tArA mATe cUDela banI gaI. (suzIlA AgaLa kaMI bole e pahelA mokSAe emanA moM AgaLa hAtha rAkhI lIdho.) mokSA nahI mAM mane mApha karI do. tamArI gunegAra to huM chuM. mAre tamane prasanna rAkhavA hatA. enA badale meM tamane satata ciMtita rAkhyA. mAre tamane satata dharmamAM joDavA hatA, paraMtu meM mAtra potAnA dharmanI ja ciMtA karI, mammI, tame to sAce mahAna cho. (A pramANe mokSAne sasurAlamAM potAnI mAM maLI gaI. ane suzIlAne potAnI dikarI, AnA pachI to gharanuM vAtAvaraNa ja badalAI gayuM. badalAyelA vAtAvaraNamAM eka divasa suzIlAne jayUsa ApavA mATe mokSA tarabUca sudhAravA lAgI. suzIlA pAse besIne pustaka vAMcatI hatI. mokSAne sAmAyika levAmAM bahu ja moDuM thaI gayuM hatuM. mATe te jaldI jaldI tarabUca sudhAravA lAgI. A utAvaLane kAraNe cakSuthI mokSAno hAtha kapAI gayo. khUnanI dhArA vahevA lAgI.) mokSA: ADaDaDaDaDaDa...I.. suzIlA H zuM thayuM beTA? zuM thayuM? are lohI ! vidhi jaldIthI malama pATo laI Ava. dikarI joIne sudhAravuM. ATalI utAvaLa kema hatI. keTaluM lohI vahI gayuM. huM jyusa pachI pI leta. (suzIlAe mokSAnA hAtha upara paTTI bAMdhI) suzIlA H dikarI tuM sAmAyika laI le. yUsa huM banAvI laIza. tuM banAvavA jaIza to sAmAyika AvatAM AvatAM tArA covihArano samaya thaI jaze. (mokSA sAmAyika levA cAlI gaI ane suzIlAe mokSA mATe garama garama rasoI banAvI. jevI mokSAnI sAmAyika pUrI thaI ane tene khAkharA ane savAranuM vadheluM khAvA mATe rasoDAmAM praveza karyo.)

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suzIlA : mokSA ! Ava, jamI le. mokSA : are mammIjI ! tame khAvAnuM banAvI rahyA cho, huM to savAranuM ja khAI leta. suzIlA H koI jarUra nathI have savAranuM khAvAnI. AjathI roja huM tArI mATe rasoI banAvIza. (suzIlAe mokSAne khAvAnuM pIrasyuM, mokSAnA jamaNAM hAthamAM cIro AvavAne kAraNe temaja paTTI bAMdhelI hovAthI te ulTA hAthe roTalI toDavA lAgI. paraMtu te roTalI toDI zakI nahIM.) suzIlA H zuM thayuM beTA ! kema nathI khAI rahI ? mokSA : mammIjI ! roTalI tUTatI nathI. tame mane roTalIno cUro karIne ApI do. suzIlA H are dikarI ! bhUko karavAnI zuM jarUra che. huM ja tane mArA hAthe khavaDAvI dauM chuM. mokSA : mammIjI ! tamArA hAthe to tyAre ja khAIza jyAre tame paNa mArA sAthe khAvAnuM zarU karazo. (suzIlA kaMI bolI nahIM) mokSA : mammIjI ! ATaluM vicAravAnI zI jarUra che ? have to tamane ATaluM jJAna maLI gayuM che. rAtribhojananA duSpariNAmonA vize paNa tame jANo cho. jo tame rAtribhojanano tyAga karazo to mane paNa kaMpanI maLI jaze. suzIlA : ThIka che beTA ! tArI khuzI mATe huM rAtribhojana choDI daUM. (A pramANe mokSAe premapUrvaka vyavahArathI AkhA gharane sudhArIne parivAranA badhA sadasyone dharmamAM joDI dIdhA. have temanA gharamAM rAtribhojana ane kaMdamULa baMdha thaI gayuM ane nitya jInapUjA zarU thaI gaI.) mokSAe potAnI mAnI hitazikSA ane potAnA vinaya-vivekathI AkhA gharane premamaya vAtAvaraNathI ekasUtramAM bAMdhI dIdhuM. enA hasatA ramatA parivAramAM bIjI eka khuzIno mAhola banyo, ke jyAre eNe garbhadhAraNa karyo. A hAlatamAM sAsu-sasarA, viveka, diyara, naNaMda badhA mokSAnuM bahuM dhyAna rAkhatAM. enI dareka IcchA pUrI karatAM. mokSA paNa potAnI mAnI hitazikSA anusAra garbhanuM pAlana sarasa rIte karavA lAgI. potAnI mA pAsethI maLelI hitazikSAne jIvanamAM utAravAne kAraNe jIvanamAM khuzIoja khuzIo hatI. A bAju jayaNAnA dikarA mohIMtanA lagna susaMskArIta temaja sArA khAnadAnanI dikarI divyAnI sAthe thayA. samaya pUro thatAM divyAe garbhadhAraNa karyo. garbhathI laIne Aja sudhI saMskAronI chAyAmAM moTI thayelI mokSAnA sukhI jIvanathI divyA paricita ja hatI. mATe e paNa potAnA saMtAnane evA ja saMskAra ApavA mAMgatI hatI. paraMtu A saMskAronI jaDarUpI garbha saMskaraNanA jJAnathI te aparicita hatI. zuM e potAnA manamAM rahelA praznonuM samAdhAna sAsumA jayaNAthI karI zakaze ? jayaNA zuM samAdhAna Ape che ? juo jainijamanA AgaLanA bhAga 'saMskArono pAyA''mAM. 98

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mAyA maithuna pazunya prANAtipAta parigraha krodha Fo lobha rata mRSAvAda arita para parivAda adattAdAna pa mAna mAthA mRSA kalA mithyAdarzana ya . AmA ja. sAcu sukha che. sUtra (mane yAda karIne tamane ziva sukha maLaze.) artha mAro barAbara upayoga karo.) kAvya vibhA (mane yAda karIne bhUlI nA jazo.)

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vAto nAnI paNa dhaNAM kAmanI... atIsAra (jhADA) 1. daza grAma (be camacI) IsabagolanI bhusI cha kalAka pANImAM palALIne athavA garama dUdhamAM palALIne jyAre phulIne ghaTa thaI jAya tyAre temAM mizrI milAvIne bhojana pachI levAthI jhADA sApha Ave che. Ane mAtra pANInI sAthe ema ja, palALyA vagara ja laI zakAya che. 2. eraMDAnu tela avasthAnusAra eka ke pAMca camacInI mAtrAthI eka kapa garama pANI ke dUdhamAM milAvIne bhojana pachI pIvAthI kabajIyAta dUra thaIne jhADA sApha Ave che. 3. be mosaMbIno rasa khAlI peTe savAre ATha thI daza divasa pIvAthI junA thI junA athavA bagaDelI kabajIyAta ThIka thaI jAya che. mosaMbInA rasamAM mIThu, masAlo ke barapha na levo. rasa lIdhA pachI eka-be kalAka sudhI kazuM ja na lo. 4. IsabagolanI bhUsI 10 grAma (be camacI) 125 grAma dahI mAM bheLavIne savA2-sAMja khavaDAvAthI jhADA baMdha thaI jAya che. 5. jamyA pachI 200 grAma chAzamAM zekelu jIrU 1 grAma ane kALu mIThu aDadho grAma milAvIne pIvAthI dasta baMdha thaI jAya che. 6. kerInI guTalInI girIne pANI athavA dahInA pANImAM khUba pIsIne nAbhi para ghATo-ghATo lepa karavAthI badhA ja prakAranA jhADA baMdha thaI jAya che. 7. sUkA AMbaLA daza grAma ane kALI haraDe pAMca grAma banne laIne khUba ja bArIka pIsI lyo. pachI eka-eka grAmanI mAtrAthI savAra-sAMja pANInI sAthe phAkavAthI jhADA baMdha thaIjAya che. pezAba vAraMvAra ane vadhAre Avato hoya to 1. be pAkA keLAnuM sevana baporanA bhojana pachI karavAthI ke drAkSa khAvAthI paNa A bImArIthI chUTakAro maLe che. 2. vAraMvAra pezAba Ave tyAre 60 grAma zekelA (pIselA), caNA khAIne upara thoDo goLa khAvo ke savAra-sAMja goLathI banAvela talanA eka-eka lADu khAvAthI vAraMvAra pezAba . AvAnuM baMdha thAya che. pezAna, jokho bhAvato hoya to 1. be nAnI IlAyacIne pIsIne ene phAkIne pachI dUdha pIvAthI pezAba khullI rIte Ave che ane mUtradAha paNa baMdha thaI jAya che. rokAyelo pezAba 1. be grAma jIrU ane be grAma mizrI baMnene vATIne phAkI levAthI rokAyelo pezAba khulI jAya che. ene divasamAM traNa vAra levA. 2. eraMDAnuM tela paccIsa thI pacAsa grAma sudhI garama pANImAM milAvIne pIvAthI paMdara-vIsa miniTamAM ja pezAba khulI jAya che.

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sUtra bolatI vakhate dhyAnamAM rAkhavA yogya vAto : pukhkharavaradIva, sUtramAM 'puqharavaradI vaa' A pramANe na bolIne pukSaravara dIvaDyuM' A // pramANe bolavuM. vaMditu sUtramAM 'jeNa na niSkaMdhasaM' bolavuM joIe 'jeNuMna' A pramANe sAthe na bolavuM. aDhAIjajesumAM divasa muddesu na bolIne dIva samuddesu bolavuM joIe nahIMtara dvIpa-samudrano artha badalAIne divasa artha thaI jAya che. // // mane vAMcIne ja AgaLa vadho (sUtroccAramAM khAsa dhyAna rAkhavAnI vAto) // vAMdaNA sUtramAM memi... uggahaM na bolIne me... miuggahaM bolavuM joIe. A pramANe bahusu... bheNabhe na bolIne bahusubheNa... bhe bolavuM nahIMtara artha badalAI jaze. divaso vaIkaMto ? tathA ja... tA... bhe ? ja... va... Nij... jIM... ca... bhe ? A vAkya praznAtmaka hovAthI prazna pUchI rahyA cho e pramANe bolavuM. // // savvasavi, sAta lAkha tathA pahelA prANAtipAta sUtramAM tassa micchAmi dukkaDam nathI paraMtu mAtra micchAmi dukkaDam che. azuddha tamadhammacakkavahINuM bhagavAna AcArya bhagavAnahaM, AcArya N sUtranI sAme zabda anusA2 artha ApavAnI koziza karI che paraMtu kyAMka kyAMka anvayanA anusAra artha ApyA che. sUtra para je naMbara ApavAmAM AvyA che te pramANe arthanA naMbara jovAthI zabdArtha prApta thaze tathA saMlyana artha vAMcazo to tamane sahaja gAthArtha samajamAM AvI jaze. zuddha tuM dhammacakkavarkiM ApaNane krodha na Ave tenA mATe zenuM ciMtana karavuM ? tamArI pAchaLa koI tamArI niMdA kare, tamane badanAma karavAno prayAsa kare to te samaye evuM vicAro ke koIpaNa vyakti mArA potAnA pApodaya vinA mArI niMdA karaze ja nahIM. A to nimitta che, mArA pApono udaya che, te mATe tene mArI niMdA karavAno vicAra Avyo che. nahIM to tene ATalA badhA lokomAMthI mArI ja niMdA karavAno vicAra kema Ave? mULamAM mAruM ja pApodaya che. evA vicAra karavAthI ApaNe krodha-dhyAnathI bacI zakIe chIe. 99

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1. pukhara vara-dIvaDyuM sUtra (zrutastava) bhAvArtha : A sUtramAM aDhIdvIpamAM vicaravAvALA tathA zrutajJAnarUpI cakSunA pradAtA traNeya kALanA tIrthaMkara bhagavaMtone namaskAra karIne zrutajJAnanI stuti karavAmAM AvI che. 'pukSmara-vara-dIva; dhAyaI-saMDe jaMbu-dIve A bharaheravaya-videhe, dhammAI-gare namaMsAmi // 1 // tama-'timira-paDala-viddhasaNassa-pasuragaNa-nariMda-mahiassa; sImAdharasa-vaMde, paphoDia-mohajAlassa // 2 // jAI jarA maraNa soga paNAsaNamsa, kallANa pukSmala visAla suhAvahassa | ko'deva''dANavanaviMda gaNacciamsa, dhammasa'pasAramuvalabmakarepamAya III rasiddha'bho ! payaoNamo jiNamae, naMdI sayA saMjame, devanAga-''suvanna-'kinnara-13gaNa; ''ssablyUa-pabhAva'ccie; blogo jatthapaidghio jaMgamiNuM; telukka-9maccAsuraM; 23dhammo vaDhau22sAsao pavijayao dhammuttaravaDhau // 4 // puSkaravara dvIpanA ardha bhAgamAM, dhAtakI khaMDamAM tathA jambudvIpamAM (sthita), bharata "airAvata mahAvideha (kSetra)mAM, dharma prAraMbha karavAvALAone huM namaskAra karU chuM |1|| ajJAna rUpI aMdhakAranA samUhane naSTa karavAvALA, pacAra nikAyanA deva samUha tathA "rAjAothI pUjita mohajALane atyaMta toDavAvALA maryAdA yukta zrutadharmane huM vaMdana karUM chuM // 2 // janma vRddhAvasthA mRtyu tathA zokano panAza karavAvALA, pUrNa degkalyANa ane moTA sukhane devAvALA, devendro, dAnavendro ane narendronA samUhathI pUjita (evA) 16 zruta dharmanA pasAra prApta karIne koNa pramAda 1862ze ? IIII he sujJa jano ! rasiddha evA jaina darzanane huM 'AdarapUrvaka "namaskAra karUM chuM. je 'saMyama mArganI degsadA vRddhi karavAvALA che, je daiva nAgakumAra, 'suparNakumAra, kinnara AdinA samUhathI 14sAcA bhAvathI pUjita che. 16jemAM zloka (sakala padArtha) tathA traNe lokanA 19manuSya tathA (su2) asurAdikanA AdhAra rUpa A jagata 21varNita che evA zAzvata jaina dharma 24vRddhine prApta thAo (ane) vijayanI paraMparAthI cAritra dharma paNa nitya vRddhine prApta che. II4 100

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gAthALa - pukharavara-dIvaTe T zAtAdharmakathA upAsakadazAMga vAbahIdia ephaEdarAma samavAyAMga gAthA-2 tama timira nAza enasaropapAtikadazAMga sthAnomAM SOURIN suratRpa pUjita daSTivAda mohAla nAza AcArAMga sImAdhara (Agama)

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gAthA-3 jAI-jarA janma zoka gAcA4 siddha bhau. g na ma d maraNa jarA saMyama roga ribeo kalyANa naMdI sayA saMjame deva bAga - 3131 Hui deva dAnava pUjita mati jJAna zruta jJAna zruta-dharma avadhi jJAna mana:paryava Silot kevala jJAna

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SESULI utisela-sihare. paramaTTaniTriaTTA siddhA siddhi mama disaMtu zrI aSTApadajI mahAtIrtha thArSitAmaNi thanAha IS RRBviyarI INTED ariTTanemiM namaMsAmi te dhammacavaThThIM nimIyA Pun,

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2. siddhANaM buddhANaM sUtra ) bhAvArtha : A sUtramAM sarva siddhonI, zrI mahAvIra svAmijInI, zrI neminAtha prabhunI, tathA aSTApada parvata upara birAjamAna covisa tIrthaMkaronI stuti karI che. siddhANaM buddhANaM; siddha padane prApta karelA, sarvajJa (kevalajJAna pAmelA) pAra- gayANuM, "paraMparagayANa; saMsArathI pAra thayelA, pUrva siddhonI paraMparAthI siddha banelA. kaloagnamuvamayANuM, "cauda rAjalokanA agrabhAgane prApta karelA hoya evA, 19namosayAsava-siddhANaM III sarva 'siddha bhagavaMtone mAro haMmezA namaskAra che II1l jo devANa virudevo, je devatAonA paNa deva che, 4jaMpavA paMjalIgnamasaMti. jemane padeva aMjali-pUrvaka namana kare che, ideva-deva-mahiya je IndrothI pUjita che, evA usirasAvaMde mahAvIraM ro mahAvIra svAmine mAthuM jhUkAvIne huM vaMdana karUM chuM IlrA jaikko vinamukkAro, kevalI bhagavaMtomAM uttama evA zrI mahAvIra prabhune jiNavara-vasahassavaddhamANassa; karavAmAM Avelo eka paNa namaskAra saMsAra-sAgarAo saMsArarUpI samudrathI * tAreInara vanAri vA llll. purUSa athavA "strIne tArI de che IIall 'ujjita-sela-sihare, 1giranAra parvatanA zikhara para "dikakhAnANaMnisAhiAjassa; jajemanI dikSA, kevalajJAna ane nirvANa thayelA che. 'dhammacakravaTTi, "evA dharma-cakravartI ariTTanemiMna maMsAmi 4ll 10zrI neminAtha bhagavAnane huM namaskAra karuM chuM Il4 'cattAri-aTTa-dasa-doya, (aSTApada upara) "cAra, ATha, dasa, be (evA kramathI) pavaMdiyAjiNavarAcauvvIsaM; pavaMdana karavAmAM AvelA coviza jinezvara bhagavaMta paramakR-niTriaTTA, (tathA) jene mokSa sukha prApta karyo che. evA kRtakRtya) siddhArasiddhimamadisaMtu po. siddha bhagavaMta "mane siddhi (mokSa) pradAna karo //pA

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3. veyAvaccagarANe sUtro bhAvArtha A sUtra vaiyAvRtya karavAvALA devonA kAyotsarga karavA mATe bolavAmAM Ave che. A sUtrane cAra thAyavALA pratikramaNamAM bole che. veyAvaccagarANa vaiyAvRtya karanArA, saMti-garANuM 2upasargonI zAMti karanArA, sanma-diDhi-samAhi-garANuM samyagu-daSTione mATe samAdhi utpanna karanArA karemikAussagga (annattha.) zAsanadevonA smaraNArthe kAussagna karuM chuM. 4. bhagavAna he sUgoLa bhAvArtha H A sUtramAM bhagavAna vagerene thobha vaMdana karavAmAM Ave che. 'bhagavAnAM, AcAryAM, bhagavaMtone, AcAryone , upAdhyAyAM, sarvasAdhuI upAdhyAyone, sarva sAdhuone huM vaMdana karuM chuM.) 5. savvasavi sUma 0. bhAvArtha: A sUtrathI pratikramaNa ThAvavAmAM Ave che. A sUtra pratikramaNanuM bIja hovAthI emAM saMkSiptamAM pAponI AlocanA karI che. icchAkAreNa saMdisahabhagavan! he bhagavan! tame svecchAthI devasiapaDikkamaNe ThAuM? devasika pratikramaNamAM sthira rahevAnI AjJA pradAna karo. (ahIM gurU kahe ThAve eTale ke sthira bano) iccha, ApanI AjJAno svIkAra karuM chuM. savasTa videvasia, 'divasanA madhyamAM duaiitie,duSmAsisa, "duSTa ciMtana karyuM hoya, duSTa bhASaNa karyuM hoya "duaiiphia. micchAmi dukkaDa ll1. ''duSTa ceSTA karI hoya to e mArA badhA duSkRta mithyA thAo //hin

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(6. devasiya AlouM sUtra bhAvArtha : A sUtramAM alaga-alaga AcAro AcaratA je aticAra lAgyA hoya, temano saMkSepamAM pratikramaNa karavAmAM Ave che. icchAkAreNa"saMdisaha bhagavan! he bhagavan! IcchApUrvaka devasie (rAIya)AlouM? divasa (rAtrI) saMbaMdhI AlocanA karavAnI AjJA pradAna karo. (gurU kahe Aloe) icchuM Aloemi - ApanI AjJA svIkArIne huM AlocanA karuM chuM. 10jo medevasio (rAIo) 'divasa (rAtrI) saMbaMdhI mArAthI je 1'aIyAropakao, "aticAra lAgyA hoya, 1 kAIovAIomANasio, 13kAyA dvArA, vacana dvArA, "mana dvArA ussoummaggo, sUtra viruddha, mArga viruddha, "appo"akaraNijjo, "AcAra viruddha ke 19kartavya viruddha, dujhAo-duvicitio, duSTa dhyAna dvArA ke duSTa ciMtana dvArA 2aNAyAroaNicchiavyo, anAcAra dvArA, nahIM cAhavA yogya vartana dvArA 24asAvaga"pAuo , "zrAvaka mATe sarvathA anucita evA 15vyavahArathI, (je aticAra lAgyA hoya) : "nANe-daMsaNe-carittAcaritte jJAnArAdhanA, darzanArAdhanA, dezavirati cAritrArAdhanAnA viSayamAM 29sue-sAmAIe II 29zrutajJAna grahaNa ke sAmAyikanA vize (je aticAra lAgyA hoya). 'tihaMguttIrNa, pacauekasAyANaM, traNa gumionA paMcahamaNavayANuM, patiSTha guNavayANaM, pAMca aNuvratonA, "traNa guNavratanA cauNahaM sikhAvayANa cAra "zikSAvratonA bArasavihassa sAvagadhammassa bAra prakAranA zrAvakadharmanA cAra kaSAyothI jaMwkhaMDiyuM, jaMpavirAhiya 3je khaMDita thayA hoya, virAdhita thayA hoya tassamicchAmi dukkaDaM. "e badhA mArA dukRta mithyA thAo.

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che. nAraMmi sUtra , bhAvArtha : A ATha gAthAomAM jJAnAdi pAMca mahAna AcAronA bhedonuM varNana che. (noMdha : A sUtramAM jyAM A, B, C vagere lakhyuM che te enA AcAronA prakAra che.) nAsaMmi daMsaNaMmi a, ujJAnanA viSayamAM, darzananA viSayamAM, cirasaMmitavaMmi taha thavIriyaMmi; cAritra, tapa tathA "vIryanA viSayamAM, AyaraIAyAro, "je AcAravA yogya che te AcAra kahevAya che. 'ie eso paMcahAbhaNio /1 evA AcAra pAMca prakAranA che // vA' kAle viNae bahumANe, kAla (ucita samayamAM bhaNavuM),Bvinaya ane bahumAnapUrvaka bhaNavuM. DuvahANe taha-aninyavaNe, upadhAnapUrvaka bhaNavuM tathA anilavatA ' (jJAna bhaNAvavAvALAne vize apalApa na karavo) "vaMjaNa-artha-matadubhae, FsUtra, artha ane baMne (sUtra-arthI zuddha temaja upayogapUrvaka bhaNavuM.' avihonANamAyAro ArA, A pramANe 'jJAnAcAranA ATha prakAra che rA AnisaMkiya-niSkrakhiya, AjinadharmamAM zaMkA na karavI, anya dharmanI IcchA na karavI. nivitigicchAamUDhadiTTI ane dharmanA phaLane vize zaMkA na karavI. (zraddhA rAkhavI.) anya dharmothI prabhAvita thaIne svadharmathI vicalita na thavuM. " EuvavUha-FthirIkaraNe, svadharmanI mahAnatA samajIne vAraMvAra dharmanI tathA dharma karavAvALAnI prazaMsA karavI. FdharmathI vicalita thavAvALAne dharmamAM sthira karavA. vacchallapabhAvaNe aTTa 'sAdharmika sAthe prema karavo, evA kAryo karavA jenAthI bIjAone paNa dharmanI preraNA maLe. A pramANe darzanAcAranA ATha prakAro che Imall paNihANa-joga-jutto cittanI samAdhi pUrvaka A-FpaMcahiM samiIhimatihiMguttahiMpAMca samiti ane F-traNa guNionuM pAlana karavuM. esa"carittAyAro, A pramANe "cAritrAcAra aTTavihohoInAyavvo DhA ATha prakAranA jANavA yogya che jo 104)

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bArasavihaMmi vitave, "jinezvaro dvArA kahelA bAhya ane atyaMtara 'tapa sabhintare-bAhire kusala-di, pabAra prakAranA che. agilAI-aNAjIvI, "glAnirahita ane AjIvikAnA hetu vinA je tapa karavAmAM Ave che. 10nAyavo sotavAyAro Apo 'e tapAcAra jANavA yogya che /pA. "aNasaNa-mUNoariA, anazana ane uNodari, vitti-saMkhevarNarasa-ccAo; vRtti-saMkSepa, rasa-tyAga kAya kilesofsaMlaNiyA ya, FkaSTa sahana karavuM ane zarIrAdinuM saMkucana karavuM, banjhotavo hoI ll ll A bAhya tapa che. ll pAyacchittaraviNao, "prAyazcita, vinaya cvayAvacce tahevasijhAo; vaiyAvacca (zukrUSA), svAdhyAya FjhANafussaggo vi a, dhyAna ane tyAga (kAyotsarga) 'abhiMtara tavo hoI liaa A atyaMtara tapa che ILA aNimUhia-bala- vIrio baLa vIryane na chupAvatAM, parakkamaIjo jahutamAuo. je uparyukta chatrIsa AcAronA pAlanamAM parAkrama kare che. jjaI ajahA-cAmuM, ane yathAzakti potAnI AtmAne tapamAM joDe che. ''nAyavvo vIriyAyAro ITA te "varyAcAra kahevAya che ITa 8. vAMdaNA (bRhad guruvandana) sUtro bhAvArtha: A sUtramAM sadagurune vaMdana karIne emanI sevA-vaiyAvRtyamAM emanA pratye lAgelA doSonI kSamA mAMgavAmAM Ave che. pratikramaNa gurUvaMdanAdimAM bIjI vAra vaMdana karatAM samaye "Avassie" A pada nahIM bolavuM joIe ane "divaso vaIrSAto"nA sthAne rAI pratikramaNamAM "rAI vaIrkatA" paSmI pratikramaNamAM "paSpo vaIkto cau-mAsI pratikramaNamAM "cau-mAsI vaIkkatA" ane saMvarcyurI pratikramaNamAM "saMvaccharo vAIjhaMto", A pramANe pATha bolavo joIe.

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paIcchAmi khamAsamaNo! vaMdiuM he kSamAzramaNa ! tamane sukhazAtA pUchatAM, jAvaNijAe, nisAhiAe, avinaya AzAtanAnI kSamA mAMgatAM, vaMdana karavA IcchuM chuM. 'aNajANahamemiugneha, "mane avagrahamAM AvavAnI AjJA pradAna karo. nisahi azubha vyApAronA tyAga-pUrvaka a....ho, ka yuM, kA...ya- saMphAsaM 10ApanA caraNone mArI kAyA dvArA sparza karavAthI je 15khamaNijjobhe! akilAmo, Apane kheda-kaSTa thayuM hoya, enI mane kSamA pradAna karo. appa kilatANe 16alpa 10glAnivALA bahu-subheNa "bhe!19divaso vaIrSAto? he bhagavan! "Apano divasa atyaMta sukhapUrvaka vyatIta thayo? ja..tA.bhe? ApanI saMyamayAtrA sukhapUrvaka cAlI rahI che? 25java..Nija....jaMcabhe? ApanI aIndrio ane kaSAya upaghAta rahita che? khAmemikhamAsamaNo! he kSamAzramaNa ! divasa daramyAna karelA devasisaMvaIkkama, aparAdhonI huM kSamA mAMgu chuM. paAvarsiAe paDikkamAmi "Avazyaka kriyAne mATe avagrahathI bahAra jAuM chuM. ' khamAsamaNArNadevasiAe Apa kSamAzramaNanI 'divasa saMbaMdhI AsAyaNAe, tirasannayArAe, tetrIsa AzAtanAmAMthI jaMkiMci micchAe, 1je koI AzAtanA mithyAbhAvathI thaI hoya "maNa-dukkaDAe, avaya-dukkaDAe, mana, vacana ane kAyAnI kAya-dukkaDAe, duSTa pravRttithI thaI hoya, kohAe"mANAemAyAeNlobhAe, 'krodha, mAna, bhAyA ane lobhanI vRttithI thaI hoya. sava- kAliyAe sarva kALa-saMbaMdhI, savvAmicchoyArAe, sarva prakAranA 5mithyA upacArothI thaI hoya, sava- 17dhamAIkramaNAe, "sarva prakAranA dharmanA atikramaNathI thaI hoya, 18AsAyaNAe, e AzAtanAomAM u06)

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19omeaIyArIo, 19o mArothI aticAra 22lAgyo hoya tassa khamAsamaNo! e sarvenuM, "he kSamAzramaNa ! apaDikkamAmi niMdAmi, garihAmi 5huM pratikramaNa karuM chuM, aniMdA karuM chuM, gurunI samakSa gaI karuM chuM. apANe vosirAmi | azubha yogamAM pravRtta amArI AtmAno tyAga karuM chuM. vAMdaNAmAM ziSyanA praznAtmaka cha sthAna che temaja temanA uttararUpa gurUnA cha vacana che. te A prakAre che. kra. | sthAna | ziSyavacana | sthAnano artha |gurUvacana 1. | IcchA IcchAmi khamAsamaNo vaMdiuM | vaMdananI IcchA batAvI che. deNe jAvaNijajAe nizIhiAe (vaMdana karavAnI AjJA che.) 2. anujJA aNajANaha me miummaha | vaMdananI AjJA mAMgI che. aNajANAmi (anujJA che.) avyAbAdha nizIhi aho kAya..thI sukhazAtA pUchavI. | tahatti (zAtA che.) divaso vaIrSAto sudhI 4. | yAtrA | | jatA bhe? saMyama yAtrA (saMbaMdhI pRcchA) | tumbha pi vaTTae? (prati pRcchA) javaNijja ca bhe? dehasaMbaMdhi pRcchA | temaja (hAM zAtA che) aparAdha khAmemi khamAsamaNo divasa saMbaMdhI aparAdhanI ||ahamavi khAmemi tuma devasia vaIkkathI kSamA yAcanA (huM paNa tamane khamAvuM chuM.) vosirAmi sudhI (9. sAta lAkha sUtro bhAvArtha A sUtramAM pRthvIkAya vagere jIvonI kula 84 lAkha yoni (utpatti sthAna) batAvIne, emAMthI koIpaNa jIvanI virAdhanA thaI hoya, to temane micchAmi dukkaDama mAMgavAmAM Ave che. "sAta lAkha pRthvIkAya, "sacitta miTTI, pASANa vagere pRthvInA jIvonI yoni sAta lAkha che. "sAta lAkha aplAya, sacita pANI, AkAzanuM pANI vagere aplAyika jIvonI yoni pasAta lAkha che. sAta lAkha teukAya, aMgArA, agni, vijaLI vagere agnikAyika jIvonI yoni 'sAta lAkha che. thApanA khAmaNA

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'sAta lAkha vAukAya, uddabhrAmaka vagere vAyukAyika jIvonI yoni sAta lAkha che. 1Sadaza lAkha pratyeka vRkSa, phaLa, phUla, patra vagere pratyeka. vanaspatikAya, vanaspatikAyika jIvonI yoni 15dasa lAkha che. 19cauda lAkha 17jamInakanda, komalaphUla, patra, nIlaphUla sAdhAraNa vanaspatikAya, vagere "sAdhAraNa vanaspatikAyika jIvonI yoni cauda lAkha che. be lAkha beIndriya; zaMkha, chIpa vagere dviyi jIvonI yoni be lAkha che. "be lAkha indriya; kAnakhajUrA, jU, kIDI vagere teIndriya jIvonI yoni pabe lAkha che. be lAkha caurikriya; viMchI, bhamarA, mAkhI vagere cAra IndriyavALA jIvonI yoni be lAkha che. 'cAra lAkha devatA, devonI yoni cAra lAkha che. cAra lAkha nArakI, 13narakanA jIvonI yoni cAra lAkha che. cAra lAkha tiryaMca paMcendriya, pazu, pakSI, mAchalI vagere paMcendriya tiryaMca jIvonI yoni cAra lAkha che. cauda lAkha manuSya, manuSya jIvonI yoni cauda 2lAkha che: evaMkAre caurAzI glAkha A pramANe kula caurAzI lAkha jIvayonimAMhi; "jIvayoniyonA (jIvomAMthI) "mAre jIve je koI jIva amArA "jIve jo koI jIvane haNyo hoya, "haNAvyo hoya mAryo hoya, marAvyo hoya, rahaNatAM pratye anumodyo hoya ane mAravAvALAnI prazaMsA karI hoya to "te "savi "huM mana, vacana e sarve "pAponuM "huM mana, vacana, kAyAthI kAyAe karI micchAmi dukkaDA micchAmi dukkaDam ApuM chuM. ene khoTuM samajuM chuM. 10. pahele prANAtipAta (18 pApasthAnaka) sUtro bhAvArtha A sUtramAM aDhAra prakAranA je pApa baMdha hoya che. emanA nAma ane A rIte karelA pAponI kSamA mAMgavAmAM AvI che. (mithyAduSkata ApavAmAM Ave che.) 'pahale prANAtipAta, 1. koIpaNa jIvane mAravo, ke mAravAnI IcchA ke vicAra karavo. (108)

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bIje mRSAvAda, 2. jUThuM bolavuM, apriya ane ahitakara bhASaNa karavuM. trIje adattAdAna, 3. koInI vastu vagara pUchyuM laI levI. cothe maithuna, 4. kAma-bhoga karavuM ane enI vAMchanA karavI. papAMcame parigraha, 5. pramANa uparAMta dravyAdi para mUccha rAkhavI. "chadde krodha, 6. gusse thavuM, potAnA pariNAma tIvra krodhI rAkhavA. sAtameM mAna, 7. prApta ke aprApta vastuno ghamaMDa karavo. 'ATha mAyA, 8. svArthika buddhithI kapaTa-prapaMca karavo. navame lobha, 9. dhanAdi samRddhinI lAlaca rAkhavI. "dasameM rAga, 10. paulika vastu upara prema rAkhavo. agyArameM dveSa 11. aniSTa padArtho upara arucI karavI ke IrSA karavI. rabArameM kalaha, 12. jhaghaDo, ThaMDA phasAda karavo, karAvavo terahameM abhyAkhyAna, 13. koInI upara jUThuM kalaMka caDhAvavuM. cauda pazunya, 14. koInI cADI khAvI, nAradavidyAno dhaMdho karavo. , 1"parameM rati arati, 15. sukha maLatAM AnaMda manAvavo ane duHkha maLatAM zoka-saMtApa karavo. solameM paraparivAda, 16 . bIjAonI niMdA karavI. (jUThI kathA karavI) sattarameM mAyAmRSAvAda, 17. kapaTa sahita jUThuM bolavuM. aDhArameM mithyAtvazalya, 18. kudevAdi tattvono Agraha (haThAgraha) rAkhavo. e aDhAra pApasthAnakamAMhi, A aDhAra pApasthAnomAMthI mArA jIve mahAre jIve je koI pApa * je koIpaNa pApa sevyuM hoya tevarAvyuM hoya AcaraNa karyuM hoya, bIjAothI AcaraNa karAvyuM hoya, sevatAM pratye anumodhuM hoya AcaraNa karavAvALAne sArA mAnyA hoya te savi huM mana, vacana, kAyAe karI e badhA pApasthAnanuM mana, vacana ane kAyAthI micchAmi dukkaDA micchAmi dukkaDa ApuM chuM. Go9)

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mudrAonI vizeSa samaja temaja upayogI citra-1 AmAM baMne hAtha, ghUMTaNA temaja mastaka A pAMca aMgo jamInane sparza thavA joIe. temaja 17 pramArjanA nIce pramANe karavA. vAMdaNAmAM paNa A 17 pramArjanAno upayoga karavo. 3 pramArjanA 3 pramArjanA ubhA-ubhA pAchaLa baMne paganA ghUMTaNa temaja vaccenA bhAgamAM AgaLa baMne paganA ghUMTaNa temaja vaccenA bhAgamAM khamAsamaNAmAM jyAM paga, mastaka temaja hAtha rAkhavAno che tenA AgaLanI bhUmi upara beThA pachI baMne hAthe muhapattithI caravaLA upara jyA mastaka rAkhavAnuM hoya tyAM muhapattithI ubhA thatA samaye jyAM paga rAkhavAno che te jagyAe pAchaLa kula citra-2 IriyAvahiyaM vagere ubhA-ubhA je sUtra bolAya che, te ubhA-ubhA yogamudrAmAM bolavA. sUtrabolatA samaye muhapattino khullA bhAgajamaNI tarapha rAkhavo temajatemAM kinArI nIce hovI joIe. citra-3 baMne hAthane koNI sudhI meLavIne peTathI sparza karavI. temaja baMne hAthanI AMgaLIo ekabIjAnA hAthamAM nAkhavI. (beThA beThA yogamudrAmAM) citra-4 muktAsukti mudrA : A mudrAmAM baMne hatheLIne chIpa AkAranI banAvavI. citra-5 kAussagga mudrA : kAussagga A mudrAmAM karavAmAM Ave che tathA kAussagganA samaye 17doSono tyAga karavo joIe. jema ke AMgaLI, hoTha, jIbha, zarIra, AMkho, mastaka vagere nahIM halAvavA temaja paga tathA hAthane barAbara mudrAnI anusAra rAkhavA. be paganA vacce AgaLa cAra AMgaLa temaja pAchaLa cAra AMgaLathI thoDI ochI jagyA choDavI. kAussagganA samaye caravaLo DAbA hAthamAM temaja muhapatti jamaNA hAthanI be AMgaLIomAM rAkhavI. caravaLAnI DAMDI AgaLa dazI pAchaLa rahevI joIe. muhapattino kholelo bhAga pAchaLa rahevo joIe. citra 6 thI 11 sudhI citranI anusAra samajo. citra-12 vAMdaNAnI mudrA H nimna AvartonA uccAraNa hetu citramAM varNIta a I u U mudrAno upayoga karavo. aho, kArya, kAya, jattA bhe, javaNi jyaM ca bhe. B-ho B-yaM A-a A-kA 3 pramArjanA 2 pramArjanA 3 pramArjanA 3 pramArjanA 17 pramArjanA 110

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citra B khamAsamaNanI mudrA zarUAta arthAvanata - paMcAMga praNipAta mudrAonuM zAna citra 2 IriyAvahiyaM Adi UbhA-UbhA je sUtra bolAya che te A mudrAmAM bolAya che. citra 4 A jAvaMti ceIAIM, jAvaMta kevi. tathA jayavIyarAyanI B muktAsukti mudrA (bhAIo mATe) be gAthA A mudrAmAM bolavI beThA-beThA yoga mudrA caityavaMdana namunthuNaM, uvasaggaharaM Adi sUtra A mudrAmAM bolAya che. muktAsukti mudrA (baheno mATe) citra so citra 55 '' kAussagga mudrA kAussagga A mudrAmAM karavAnu hoya che.

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abhujhionI mudrA zISa namanapUrvaka yogamudrA vIrAsana mudrA citra citro citra A mudrAmAM karemi bhaMte. ane AyariyA uvajhAya sUtra bolavu A mudrAmAM vaMditta sUtranI 42 gAthA. bolAya che. abhuoi ane aAIjjasu A mudrAmAM bolAya che. citra citra 'citra 10) pratikramaNa sthApanA sUtra tathA sAmAIa vaya jutto sUtra A mudrAmAM bolAya che. sthApanA mudrA A mudrAthI kriyA zarU karyA pahelA sthApanAjInI sthApanA karavI. utthApanA mudrA A mudrAthI kriyA pachI sthApanAjInI uthApanA karavI.

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C A-kA. B-ya D-saMphAsa A-ja C-ttA B-bhe A-ja B-NijU A-jaM B-bhe D-khAmemi A mudrAonI sAthe A sUtrane bolatA samaye khamAsamaNamAM batAvelI 17 pramArjanAno yathA samaya upayoga karavo temaja nIcenA 25 AvazyakanuM paNa dhyAna rAkhavo. 25 Avazyaka - 2 ardhAvanataH IcchAmi khamAsamaNo (vAMdaNAnI zarUAta) baMne hAtha joDIne, aDadhuM mAthuM jhUkAvIne bolavuM.) 12 AvartaH baMne vAMdaNAmAM aho, kArya, kAya temaja jattAbhe, javaNi, kvaM ca bhe bolatA samaye hAthane muhapatti upara temaja mastaka upara lagAvavAmAM Ave che. Ane Avarta kahe che. be vAMdaNAmAM kula 12 Avarta thayA. 4 zIrSanamanaH baMne vAMdaNAmAM saMphAsa temaja khAmemi bolatA samaye mastaka gurUcaraNane sparza karavA joIe. be vAMdaNAmAM kula cAra zIrSanamana thayA. traNa guptiH mana, vacana ane kAyAnI gupti rAkhavI. be praveza: baMne vAMdaNAmAM nisIhI bolatA eka pagaluM AgaLa AvavuM. A pramANe be vAMdaNAnA 2 praveza thayA. eka niSkramaNa : pahelA vAMdaNAmAM AvasTahi bolatA samaye bahAra nIkaLavuM. eka yathAkAta mudrA: janmanA samaye bALakanI jevI mudrA rahe che tevI mudrA karavI. A pramANe kula 25 Avazyaka che. muhapatti paDilehaNa karavAnI mudrA muhapattinA 50 bola temaja tenA paDilehaNanA anusAra citra sUcana 1. sUtra prathama pAsu dekhatA artha } A ghumAvIne bIju pAsu dekhatA tattva karI sadahuM punaH ghumAvIne prathama pAsu dekhatA 2. samakita mohanIya 1 DAbA hAthethI traNa vakhata 3. mizra mohanIya DAbu pAsuM khaMkheravuM 4. mithyAtva mohanIya pariharuM |

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B jamaNA hAthathI traNa vAra jamaNuM pAsu khaMkheravuM DAbo hAtha para upara letAM (hAthane muhapatti sparza na kare.) DAbo hAtha para uparathI nIce letAM hAthane sparza karatAM , - -- -- DAbo hAtha para upara letA (hAthane muhapatti sparza na kare) 5. kAma rAga 6. sneha rAga 9. daSTi rAga pariharsa 8. sudeva 9. sugurU 10. sudharma AdaruM 11. kudeva 12. kugurU 13. kudharma pariharuM 14. jJAna 15. darzana 16. cAritra AdarUM 17. jJAna virAdhanA 18. darzana virAdhanA 19. cAritra virAdhanA pariharsa 20. mana gupti 21. vacana gupti 22. kAya guddhi Adare 23. manadaMDa 24. vacana daMDa 25. kAya daMDa pariharu 26. hAsya 27, rati 28. arati pariharuM 29. bhaya 30. zoka 31. jugupsA pariharuM DAbo hAtha para uparathI nIce hAthane sparza karatAM - DAbo hAtha para upara letA (hAthane muhapatti sparza na kare) 1 -- DAbo hAtha para uparathI nIce hAthane sparza karatAM c ] -- DAbo hAtha ulaTo karIne uparathI nIce utAratA C ] } . vadhuTaka DAbA hAthamAM laI jamaNAM hAthane ulaTo karIne uparathI nIce utAratA

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32. kRSNa lezyA 33. nIla lezyA 34. kApota lezyA pariharuM 35. rasa gArava 36. Rddhi gArava 37. zAtA gArava pariharuM 38. mAya zalya 39. niyANa zalya 40. mithyAtva zalya pariharuM 41. krodha 42. mAna pariharuM 43. mAyA 44. lobha pariharuM 45. pRthvIkAya 46. akAya 47. teukAyanI rakSA karuM 48. vAukAya 49. vanaspatikAya 50. trasakAyanI jayaNA karuM D D D E mAtra purUSone mATe mastaka para traNa pramArjanA (vacce, DAbe, jamaNe) D baMne tarapha pramArjanA E mukha temaja enI baMne bAju muhapattine laI javI. mAtra purUSone mATe hRdaya temaja tenI mAtra purUSonA mATe DAbA khabhe pramArjanA mAtra purUSone mATe jamaNA khabhe pramArjanA jamaNA paga upara traNa vAra caravaLAthI pramArjanA DAbA paga upara traNa vAra caravaLAthI pramArjanA jarA vicAro ??? tamArA gharanI chata upara dANA nAMkhavAmAM Ave to dhyAnathI jozo ke sUryodaya thatAM pahelA koI paNa pakSI dANA nahIM khAya. maNa bharIne dANA paDyA haze to paNa sUryAsta pachI koI paNa pakSI eka dANo paNa moDhAmAM nahIM nAkhe. A pakSIone koI dharma-guru e rAtrI-bhojana tyAgano niyama nathI Apyo. samajadArIno Theko laIne pharavAvALA mAnavonI pAse pakSIyoM jevI sIdhI sAdI samaja paNa nathI hotI. A ghaNA aphasosanI vAta che. narakanA nezanala hAIve kahevAtA A pApane samajadAra manuSya jaldI choDI de anyathA gADI gerejathI nIkaLIne tarata ja nezanala hAIve naM. 1 paNa jatI raheze. 113

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na kama se kama mInI zrAvaka to banie ! 1. roja trikAla jina-darzana pUjA. 2. navakArazI, cauvihAranA paccakakhANa. 3. 1 pAkI navakAravALI. 4. eka sAmAyikanI ArAdhanA 5. ubhaya kAla pratikramaNa. da. guruvaMdana, pravacana zravaNa. 7. cauda niyama dhAraNa karavA. 8. parvatithiomAM ekAsaNA-AyaMbila. 9. roja 12 dravyothI adhika na khAvA. 10. sacitta vastu va kAcA pANIno tyAga. 11. tamAku, pAna-parAga, bIDI, sigareTa, zarAba Adino tyAga. 12. sAta vyasanano tyAga. 13. kaMdamULa ane abhakSya vastuono tyAga. 14. bahAranA padArthono tyAga. 15. caturdazInI pauSadhanI ArAdhanA. 16. upadhAna tapa vahana karavuM. 17. zakti anusAra sAta kSetromAM tathA anukaMpAmAM dhana kharca karavo. 18. prati varSa tIrtha yAtrA karavI. 19. be zAzvatI oLInI ArAdhanA. 20. sAdharmikanI bhakti. 21. saMyama prApti mATe priya cIjano tyAga. 22. prati varSa AlocanA levI. 23. mAtA-pitAnI sevA karavI. 24. dharma sthAnonI vyavasthA saMbhALavI.

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On IN F ORHISTORY JAMES STOR HIST VA N HISTYSAINTAIN HIS HORY HISTOISTOR IN HIS LIST RY SAVJANSORY SAJANSOR Y JAIN HIS STORY JAIN HISTOR RY JAIN HISTORY JAIN HIS ISTORY JAIN ORY JAIN HISTOR FORY HIS Sex JANIN HISTORAIN HISTOIS STORYJA STORY JAY JAIN HIS ORY JA IN HISTORY IN HISTORIJAIN H VORY JAIN HISTORY JA STORYLAIN HISTORY JAIN HIS AIN HISTORY JAIN HISTORY JAINH TORY JAN HISTORY JAIN HISTORY JAIN HISTU AN HISTORY JAIN HISTORY JAIN HISTORY DRYJAIN HISTORY JAIN HISTORY JAIN HIST JAIN HISTORY JAIN HISTORY JAIN HISTOR BRY JAIN HISTORY JAIN HISTORY JAIN HIS LAIN HISTORY JAIN HISTORY JAIN HISTOF ORY JAIN HISTORY JAIN HISTORY JAIN HI JAIN HISTORY JAIN HISTORY JAIN HISTO DRY JAIN HISTORY JAIN HISTORY JAIN VAIN HISTOR JAIN HISTORY JAIN HIST AH ON HIS AIN sthUlibhadra caritra, (mane vAMcIne tame paNa mArI rAha para cAlo) Malay YATAY NYAYA areas rUpasena sunaMdA nemikumArano varaghoDI

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ghANa patu yA zamo traNa vastu koInI paNa rAha nathI jotI. samaya, mRtyu, grAhaka traNa vastu bhAI-bhAIne duzmana banAve che. jara, jora, jamInA traNa vastu yAda rAkhavI jarUrI che. saccAI, kartavya, mItA traNa vastu koI bIjuM corI nathI zakatuM. akkala, caritra, hunara traNa vastu nIkaLIne pAchI nathI AvatI. tIra kamAnathI, vAta jIbhathI, prANa zarIramAMthI traNa vastu jIvanamAM eka ja vAra maLe che. ma, bApa, javAnI traNa vastu pada yogya che. dhana, strI, bhojanA A traNeyanuM sanmAna karo. mAtA, pitA, guru

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neminAtha prabhunuM caritra TeMzrI neminAtha prabhu A avasarpiNI kALanA cothA ArAmAM bAvIzamAM tIrthakara thayA. jaMbudvIpanA bharatakSetramAM zaurIpura nagaramAM samudravijaya rAjA rAjya karatA hatA. emanI paTarANI zivAdevInI kukSimAM kArtika vada bArasanA divase aparAjita nAmanA vimAnathI deva AyuSya pUrNa karIne neminAtha prabhunuM cyavana thayuM. paramAtmAnA atizayathI mAtAe cauda mahAsvapna joyA. zrAvaNa suda pAMcamanA divase nava mahinA ane sAta divasano garbhakALa pUrNa karI citrA nakSatramAM candramAno yoga hovAthI emaNe putraratnane janma Apyo. devakRta janmAbhiSekanA pachI mAtA-pitAe mahotsavapUrvaka putrano janmotsava tathA nAmakaraNa karyuM. zivAmAtAe paMdaramAM svapnamAM ariSTa ratnathI banela cakra dekhyuM hatuM. mATe putranuM nAma "ariSTanemi' rAkhavAmAM AvyuM. AyudhazALAmAM gamana tathA kRSNanI sAthe baLaparIkSA : ariSTanemi zrI kRSNanA pitarAI bhAI hatA. kAlAnukramathI bAlyAvasthA pUrNa karIne ariSTanemi yuvAvasthAne pahoMcyA. eka divasa daMDanemi, daDhanemi, rathanemi ane anya rAjakumAronI sAthe ariSTanemi krIDA karavA mATe bahAra gayA. pharatAM pharatAM teo zrI kRSNanI AyudhazALAmAM pahoMcyA. tyAM pahoMcIne emaNe zrI kRSNanA cakra, zaMkha vagere Ayudhone joyA. teo eno sparza karavA mATe AgaLa vadhI ja rahyA hatA, eTalAmAM AyudhazALAnA rakSake emane praNAma karatAM kahyuM ke, "rAjakumAra ! atyAre tame zrI kRSNanA bhAI cho, prabala parAkramI cho chatAM Apa haju sudhI bahu ja nAnA cho. A astra vagere uThAvavuM ApanA mATe asaMbhava che. uThAvavuM to dUra sparza paNa atyaMta muzkela che. A badhA Ayudhone mAtra zrI kRSNa ja uThAvI zake che. temaja teo ja A badhAno upayoga karI zake che." A sAMbhaLIne ariSTanemi kumAre sahajatApUrvaka zrI kRSNanA cakrane uThAvIne ene kuMbhAranA cakranI jema ghumAvyuM. sAraMga dhanuSyane kamaLanI nAlanI jema jhUkAvI dIdhuM. emanI gadAne eka sAmAnya lAkaDInI jema khabhA upara rAkhyuM. eTaluM ja nahIM aMtamAM jyAre emaNe zrI kRSNano paMcajanya zaMkha phUMkyo tyAre enA guMjanathI pUrI pRthvI kAMpavA lAgI. nagaranA badhA loko baherA jevA thaI gayA. ahIM sudhI ke zrI kRSNa tathA balabhadra paNa gabharAI gayA. teo vyAkuLa banIne vicAravA lAgyA ke "A koNa balavAna che, jeNe saMpUrNa pRthvIne kaMpAvI dIdhI?" tyAre sainiko dvArA badhI paristhiti jANIne te paNa Azcaryacakita banI AyudhazALAmAM pahoMcyA. tyAM pahoMcIne emaNe ariSTaneminI sAthe baLaparikSA karavAno nirNaya lIdho. kSatriyane yogya khelanA rUpamAM ekabIjAnI bAju jhUkAvavAno nirNaya karyo. sarvaprathama zrI kRSNae potAnI bAjuo laMbAvI, tyAre ariSTanemie mAtra eka AMgaLIthI emanI bAhone jhUkAvI dIdhI. jyAre ariSTanemie potAnI bAho laMbAvI, tyAre zrI kRSNa ane pakaDIne vAMdarAnI jema jhUlavA lAgyA. paraMtu athAga parizrama pachI paNa emanI bAhone jhUkAvI na zakyA." (1)

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A joI kRSNa tathA balabhadrajI ciMtAtura thaI gayA. emaNe vicAryuM ke A ApaNAthI adhika balavAna che. mATe te ApaNuM sarva rAjaya laI leze. eTalAmAM to AkAzathI devavANI thaI ke "he kRSNa ! tame ciMtA na karo. atulabalI hovA chatAM paNa A nemiprabhu bAlabrahmacArI che. tathA bAvIzamAM tirthakara che. emane tamArA rAjayanI koI AvazyakatA nathI. teo to vivAha karyA vagara ja saMsAra tyAga karIne dIkSAgrahaNa karaze. "A vacana sAMbhaLIne Azvasta banelA zrI kRSNa potAnA bhAIonI sAthe mahelamAM pAchA AvyA. prabhuno vivAha: eka divasa yogya avasara joIne ariSTaneminA mAtA-pitAe putranI samakSa vivAhano prastAva rAkhyo. tyAre nemikumAre vinaya pUrvaka emanI vAta TALI dIdhI. emanA pratyuttara tathA emanA virakta jIvanane joIne samudra vijaya tathA zivAdevI ciMtAtura thaI gayA. emaNe zrI kRSNane A viSayamAM vAta karI. emane Azvasta karIne zrI kRSNae A kAma potAnI rANIone sopyuM. zrI kRSNanI rANIo eka divasa ariSTanemine jaLakrIDA karavA laI gaI. tyAM vAtomAM ne vAtomAM emaNe kumAranI samakSa vivAha karavAno prastAva rAkhyo paraMtu kumArano pratibhAva zUnya rahyo. A joI rANIoe nemikumArane bahu ja samajAvyuM, ATaluM ja nahIM emaNe keTalAya maheNA paNa ApavAmAM AvyA. badhI vAto sAMbhaLIne kumAra to virakta ja hatA. paraMtu emane rANIonI vAto upara hasavuM AvI gayuM. emanI hasIne emanI hAmI samajIne badhI rANIo khuza thaI gaI. A samAcAra emaNe zrI kRSNa, samudravijaya tathA zivAdevIne paNa mokalAvyA. badhAnA harSano pAra na rahyo. rAjA ugrasenanI putrI rAjumatIne nemikumAra mATe sarvathA yogya jANIne nemikumArano vivAha emanI sAthe nakkI karI dIdho. potAnA svajanono harSa bhaMga na thAya eTalA mATe nemikumAra vairAgI hovA chatAM paNa mauna rahyA. baMne bAju vivAhanI taiyArIo zarU thaI gaI. vivAhanA zubha divase chappana koDa yAdava tathA bIjA paNa karoDo manuSyonI sAthe nemikumAranI jAna nIkaLI. A bAju rAjImatI paNa potAnI jAtane bhAgyazALI mAnavA lAgI. acAnaka enI jamaNI AMkha ane bhujA pharakavA lAgI. kaMI aniSTa hovAnI AzaMkAthI enuM hRdaya dhaDakavA lAgyuM. jAna mahelanI najIka pahoMcavAnI ja hatI. eTalAmAM nemikumAranI daSTi vADAmAM bAMdhelA, bhayathI vyAkuLa tathA karUNa rUdana karatA pazuo upara paDI. emaNe sArathIne pUchyuM "he sArathI ! A pazuono ahIM AvI rIte kema bAMdhIne rAkhyA che?" pratyuttaramAM sArathIe kahyuM "svAmi ! ApanA vivAha prasaMga upara AvelA aneka rAjA mahArAjAonA bhojanArthe emane ahIM bAMdhavAmAM AvyA che." - 116) p

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A sAMbhaLatAM ja nemikumAranuM hRdaya dravita thaI gayuM. karUNArdra prabhue vicAryuM ke "ATalA jIvonI hiMsA karavAvALA vivAhane dhikkAra ho. narakanA dvAra rUpI A vivAha mAre nathI karavA. jagatanA badhA jIva AvI rIte baMdhanamAM baMdhAyelA che ane aMtamAM karmarAjAnA zikAra banaze. paraMtu mAre have A baMdhanomAM nathI phasavuM.'' teja kSaNe badhA ja pazuone mukta karAvIne emaNe rathane pAcho vALavAno Adeza Apyo. emanI A ceSTA joIne badhAne atyaMta Azcarya thayuM. zivAdevI, samudravijaya, zrI kRSNa, ugrasena sahita badhA svajanoe emane samajAvavAnI bahuM ja koziza karI. paraMtu nemikumAra potAnA nirNaya upara aDaga rahyA. jAnane pAchI vaLatI joIne rAjImatI eja kSaNe behoza thaI gaI. 52ma suMdarI rAjImatI jevI yuvatIne lagna karyA vagara ja tyAga Apavo e emano prabala Atmabala hato. A pramANe eka nAnakaDA nimittathI eka paLano vilaMba karyA vinA badhA bhogavilAsono tyAga karI e virakta banI tyAMthI cAlI nIkaLyA. nemakumAranI dIkSA tathA kevalajJAna : toraNathI pAchA pharyA pachI nava lokAMtika devoe AvIne paramAtmAne tIrtha sthApanA karavAnI vinaMtI karI. avadhijJAnathI potAnI dIkSAno avasara jANIne nemikumAre varSIdAna devAnuM zarU karyuM. sAMvatsarika dAna pachI zrAvaNa suda-chaThThane divase 'uttara kurA' nAmanI pAlakhImAM besIne aneka devatAo ane manuSyonI sAthe nemikumAra revata udyAnamAM pahoMcyA. tyAM azokavRkSanI nIce potAnA hAthe badhA ja alaMkAro utArIne paMcamuSTi loca karyo. cauvihAra chaThTha (be upavAsa) pUrvaka citrA nakSatranI sAthe caMdramAno yoga hato tyAre mAtra eka devaduSya vastra dhAraNa karIne nemikumAre eka hajAra puruSonI sAthe dIkSA grahaNa karI. e samaye prabhune manaHparyava jJAna prApta thayuM. tyArapachI copana divaso sudhI chadmastha avasthAmAM vicaraNa karatAM giranAra parvatanA sahasrAm vanamAM padhAryA. tyAM sarva dhAti karmono kSaya karIne Aso vada amAvasanA divase kSapaka-zreNI upara AruDha thaIne neminAtha prabhue kevaLajJAnane prApta karyuM. devoe samavasaraNanI racanA karI. vanapAlake zrI kRSNane vadhAmaNI ApI. zrI kRSNa potAnI prajAnI sAthe prabhune vaMdana karavA AvyA. tyAM varadatta pramukha be hajAra rAjAoe dIkSA lIdhI. A rIte prabhue tIrthanI sthApanA karI. neminAtha prabhu temaja rAjImatInA 8 bhavaH A bAju rAjImatI paNa prabhunA viyogathI duHkhI thaIne, vilApa karatAM karatAM potAno samaya vyatIta karavA lAgI. eka divasa zrI kRSNae samavasaraNamAM prabhune prazna pUchyo, "svAmi ! rAjImatIne tamArA upara ATalo moha kema che ? tyAre paramAtmAe kahyuM, 'he kRSNa ! rAjImatIno mArI sAthe pAchalA ATha bhavono saMbaMdha che. (1) pahelA bhavamAM huM dhana nAmano rAjA thayo tyAre te mArI dhanavatI nAmanI rANI hatI. (2) bIjA bhavamAM ame baMne pahelA devalokamAM utpanna thayA. (3) trIjA bhavamAM 117

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huM devalokathI cyavana karIne citragati vidyAdhara thayo tyAre te ratnAvatI nAme mArI strI thaI. (4) cothA bhavamAM ame baMne pharIthI cothA devalokamAM utpanna thayA. (5) tyAMthI cyavIne pAMcamAM bhavamAM huM aparAjita rAjA thayo tyAre te mArI priyamatI rANI thaI. (6) chaThThA bhavamAM ame baMne agiyAramAM devalokamAM gayA. (7) tyAMthI huM zaMkha rAjA ane te mArI somavatI rANI banI, (8) AThamAM bhavamAM ame baMne anuttara vimAnamAM utpanna thayA. (9) tyAMthI avIne huM nemi banyo ane te rAjImatI banI. ATalA bhavonI prItine kAraNe tene mArI upara ATalo moha che. A pramANe prabhu dvArA nava bhavonuM varNana sAMbhaLIne zrI kRSNanI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna thayuM. rAjImatInI dIkSA tathA rathanemine pratibodhaH nemikumAranA toraNathI pAchA pharyA pachI rAjImatI rAta-divasa emanA ja ciMtanamAM DUbI rahevA lAgI. emaNe paNa potAnA prANanAthanA mArganuM anukaraNa karavAmAM ja zreyaskara samajAyuM. neminAtha prabhunuM jayAre giranAramAM padArpaNa thayuM. tyAre rAjImatI sahita keTalIya rAjakumArIo paNa saMyama grahaNa karyuM. sAthe ja nemiprabhunA sAMsArika bhAI rathanemie paNa saMyama jIvana svIkAra karyo. ekavAra sAdhvI rAjImatI giranAra parvata upara bhagavAnane vaMdana karavA jaI rahI hatI. e samaye rastAmAM varasAda thavA lAgyo. ethI rAjImatInA badhA vastro bhIMjAI gayA. vastra sUkavavA mATe te eka guphAmAM gaI jyAM pahelAthI ja rathanemi muni kAusagga dhyAnamAM ubhA hatA. rAjImatI A vAtathI anabhijJa hatI. guphAmAM jaIne eNe potAnA badhA vastro sUkAvyA. rAmatIne nirvastra joIne rathaneminuM mana calAyamAna thaI gayuM. eNe kahyuM ke, "rAjImatI ! tuM A yuvAvasthAmAM ATalo tapa-tyAga karIne vyartha potAnI ja suMdaratAne naSTa karI rahI che. tuM mArI sAthe lagna karI le. ApaNe baMne sukhapUrvaka bhoga-vilAsa karIzuM." A sAMbhaLatAMja rAjImatI vastrothI aMgopAMgane DhAMkIne dhIrajathI daDhatApUrvaka bolI, "are rathanemi ! tamane dhikkAra che ke tame vamana karelI vastune pharIthI khAvAnI IcchA rAkho cho. huM nemiprabhu dvArA tyajelI chuM ane mArI sAthe bhoga karavAnI IcchAthI tame vimita padArthane punaH khAvAnI IcchAvALA cho. agaMdhana kulanA sarpa tiryaMca hovA chatAM paNa eka vAra choDelA viSane puna: grahaNa karatA nathI. mATe tame to tiryaMcathI paNa nIca banI gayA cho. zrI nemiprabhunA bhAI evA tamArA mATe A kukArya zobhanIya nathI. tame potAnA pAponI AlocanA karIne punaH saMyamamAM sthira bano. nahIMtara durgatimAM gayA pachI tyAM tamane koI bacAvavAvALuM nahIM hoya." A pramANe vacanarUpI aMkuzathI rathanemi munInA manarUpI hAthIne rAjImatie sthira karyo. tyAMthI rathanemie prabhunI pAse jaIne zuddha AlocanA karI. aMtamAM zuddha cAritra-jIvananuM pAlana karIne emane kevalajJAna prApta thayuM. rAjImatIe paNa saMyamajIvanamAM rahIne potAnA badhA ghAti temaja aghAti karmono kSaya karIne prabhuthI pahelAM ja mokSapadane prApta karyuM. 118)

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prabhunuM nivaNa: anaMta jIvone pratibodha karatAM paramAtmAe sAtaso varSa kevalI paryAyamAM vyatIta karyA. aSADha suda AThamanA madhyarAtrimAM citrA nakSatranI sAthe caMdrayoga hato tyAre eka mAsanuM anazana karIne potAnA aghAti karmono kSaya karIne papa6 sAdhuonI sAthe padmAsanamAM besIne siddhapadane prApta karyuM. e kAma-vijetA sthUlibhadra te pATalIputranA adhipati mahArAjA naMdanA zakapAla nAmanA maMtrI hatA. rAjAnI vaphAdArI tathA rAjaya surakSAno bhAva emanA rome-romamAM vasyo hato. emane sthUlibhadra ane zrIyaka nAmanA be putra ane yakSA vagere sAta putrio hatI. sAteya bahenono kSayopazama eTalo tIvra hato ke yakSA ekavAra je sUtrAdi zravaNa karatI te ene kaMThastha thaI jato hato. A pramANe yakSadinnA be vAra, bhUtA traNa vAra, bhUtadinA cAra vAra, roNA pAMca vAra, veNA cha vAra temaja reNA koIpaNa sUtrane sAta vAra sAMbhaLavAthI yAda karI letI hatI. zamaDAla maMtrIno Akho parivAra jainadharma tathA jinezvara devanA prati samarpita hato. dharmamaya vAtAvaraNanI sAthe sAthe vyavahArika zikSaNa grahaNa karatAM badhA bhAIbahena moTA thayA. moTo putra sthUlibhadra parama vairAgI hato. emanA jIvanane joIne emanA mAtA-pitAne ciMtA thavA lAgI ke jo Ano vairAgya Avo ja raheze to Ano saMsAra kevI rIte cAlaze ? mATe emaNe enA manane parivartita karavAnuM kArya enA mitrone soMpyuM. paraMtu emane nirAzA ja hAtha maLI. zarUAtamAM baMdhA mitra ane saMsAranA raMgarAgathI AkarSita karavAno prayAsa karatA paraMtu sthUlibhadrano pratibhAva tathA mitronI dalIlo samakSa emanA tarka eTalA suMdara ane sacoTa hatA ke emanA badhA mitro paNa vairAgI banI jatA. A joIne emanA mAtA-pitA hatAza banI gayA. jyAre ghI sIdhI AMgaLIthI na nIkaLe tyAre AMgaLI vAMkI karI levI joIe evuM vicArIne emaNe sthUlibhadrane vicalita karavAnuM kArya buddhinidhAna cANakyane soMpyuM. cANakyae vicAryuM ke bhalene sthUlibhadra bahu catura tathA parama vairAgI che paraMtu sAthe sAthe te kalApriya paNa che. samAna ruci rAkhavAvALA lokono tAlamela jaldI thAya che. mATe ene vicalita karavAne mATe eka evo vyakti joIe jenAmAM adbhuta kalA kauzala hoya. e samaye pATalIputramAM AmrapAlIkA nRtyamAM pAraMgata kozA vezyA potAnI nRtyakalA tathA sauMdaryane kAraNe sarvatra prasiddha hatI. cANakyane te yogya lAgI ane ekavAra ati Agraha karIne sthUlibhadrane kozA vezyAne tyAM laI gayo. prathama vakhata ja kozAnA apUrva sauMdaryane joIne sthUlibhadra enI upara mohita thaI gayA. nRtya zarU thayuM. sthUlibhadranA hAvabhAva joIne taka sArI che (1)

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ema jANIne cANakyae enA hAthamAM vINA pakaDAvI. banne kalAonuM adbhuta milana thayuM. enI sAthe sAthe banne kalAkAro paNa paraspara ekabIjAnI kalAonA pratye AkarSita thaI gayA. jota jotAmAM ja emanuM A AkarSaNa rAgamAM kyAre parivartita thaI gayuM emane khabara ja na paDI. dhIme dhIme kozAnA ghare javAno temano niyama thaI gayo. tema kozA paNa tenA upara Asakta banI gaI hatI. eka divasa evo Avyo ke jyAre rAganA ati gADha saMbaMdhomAM vaza banI sphUlibhadra potAnA mAtA-pitA, gharabArane choDIne kozAne tyAM rahevA lAgyA. emanA nAnA bhAI zrIyake emane bahuM ja samajAvavAnI koziza karI paraMtu prema-pAzamAM jakaDAyelA sthUlibhadrane A zIkha kAma AvI nahIM. A bAju ekavAra rAjyasabhAmAM vararuci nAmanA brAhmaNe navA zloka banAvIne rAjAnI stuti karI. rAjAnI kAvyamaya stuti sAMbhaLIne AkhI sabhA vararucinI prazaMsA karavA lAgI. paraMtu mahAmaMtrI zakaDAla mauna rahyA. A joIne rAjAe brAhmaNane koI InAma ApyuM nahIM. A krama roje ja cAlato rahyo. potAnI mahenata upara pANI pharatuM joIne vararucI maMtrIzvaranI patnI lAchaladevIne maLyA. emane mIThA vacanothI khuza karIne maMtrIzvara dvArA rAjyasabhAmAM emanI prazaMsA karAvavAno Agraha karyo. bIjA divase potAnI patnInA ati AgrahathI maMtrIe vararucinI prazaMsA karI. rAjAe ene inAma ApIne sanmAnita karyA. have te pratidivasa rAjAthI InAma prApta karavA lAgyo. mithyAtvanI abhivRddhinI sAthe rAjabhaMDAra khAlI thaI javAnI AzaMkAthI maMtrI A anucita prathAnA aMtano upAya zodhavA lAgyA. evAmAM emane potAnI putrionI smaraNazakti upayogI lAgyuM. bIjA divase potAnI putrIone samajAvIne zakaDAlamaMtrI rAjyasabhAmAM laI AvyA. jevA vararucie AvIne zloka saMbhaLAvyo tyAre zakaDAle e badhA ja zlokone jUnA ghoSita karI dIdhA. tyAre vararucie enuM pramANa mAMgyuM. tyAre zakaDAle sabhAnI bahAra ubhelI potAnI sAteya putrIone kramazaH bolAvIne emanA mukhethI e ja zloka bolAvyA. AnAthI vararucinuM sanmAna mATImAM maLI gayuM. AkhI sabhAmAM apamAnIta thaIne tyAMthI cAlyo gayo. paraMtu tyArathI te satata zakaDAla maMtrIthI badalo levAno tAga joto rahyo. thoDA divaso pachI zrIyakanA vivAhano prasaMga Avyo. zrIyaka mahArAjA naMdanA aMgarakSaka hovAne kAraNe mahAmaMtrIe A prasaMge mahArAjAne hathiyAra vagere bheMTa ApavAno vicAra karyo. mATe emaNe potAnA ghare ja guptarIte zastra banAvavAno prAraMbha karyo. A bAju maMtrIzvaranI koI dAsI dvArA vararucine A samAcAra maLyA. emaNe takano lAbha letA keTalAka bALakone eka zloka zIkhavADyo ane emane rAjamahelanI AsapAsa A zloka gaNagaNavAnI zikSA ApI. 120

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e hu leDa navi jANaI je zakaDAla kareI, rAya naMdu mAraviu siriyau raji Thasaha rAjA nando na jAnAti, zakaDAlabhya durmatim, hatvene nijaputrAya rAjayamaMta--disati // arthAt zakaDAlanI durbuddhi, naMdarAjA nathI jANatA. zakaDAla maMtrI rAjAne mArIne zrIyakane rAjaya ApI deze. rAjA naMdanA kAna sudhI A vAta pahoMcatA ja emaNe AnI tapAsa karAvI. tyAre zakaDAlanA ghare banI rahelA zastronA vize emane khabara paDI. AnAthI rAjA maMtrI upara krodhita thaI gayA. emaNe zakapAla maMtrInA saMpUrNa parivArane mArI nAkhavAno nirNaya lIdho. bIjA divase zakaDAla maMtrIe rAjayasabhAmAM rAjAne praNAma karyA tyAre rAjAe maMtrIthI moDhuM pheravI lIdhuM. acAnaka rAjAnA badalAyela vyavahArathI maMtrI badhI paristhiti pAmI gayA. emaNe ghare jaIne badhI paristhitithI zrIyakane vAkepha karatAM kahyuM ke "AkhA parivArane nAza thato bacAvavAne mATe kAle jayAre huM rAjAne praNAma karuM tyAre tuM talavArathI mAruM mAthuM kApI deje." A sAMbhaLatAM ja zrIyaka coMkI gayo. ene A vAtano asvIkAra karyo. ghaNA samaya sudhI carcA-vicAraNA karIne zakapAla maMtrIe zrIyakane samajAvatAM kahyuM ke AtmabalidAna vinA rAjAnA kopathI bacavuM muzkela che ane Ama paNa tuM mArI upara talavAra calAve te pahelA ja huM mukhamAM jhera nAMkhI daIza. mATe tane pitRhatyAnuM pApa paNa nahIM lAge." A pramANe samajAvIne zakaDAla maMtrIe zrIyakane A kArya karavA mATe taiyAra karI dIdho. bIjA divase zakAla maMtrIe jovA ja rAjAne praNAma karavA mATe potAnuM mastaka jhukAvyuM tevuM ja zrIyake emanI upara talavAra calAvI dIdhI. maMtrIzvaranuM mastaka dhaDathI alaga thaI gayuM. A joIne turaMta ja AkhI rAjayasabhAmAM hAhAkAra macI gayo. rAjAe zrIyakane AvuM kAma karavAnuM kAraNa pUchyuM tyAre zrIyaka dvArA satya ghaTanA jANIne rAjAnA pazcAtApano pAra nahIM rahyo. rAjAe zrIyakane Azvasta karIne aMtyeSTi nI kriyA karAvI. thoDA divaso pachI jyAre pitAnI mRtyuno zoka thoDo ocho thayo tyAre rAjAnaMde zrIyakanI samakSa maMtrI mudrA grahaNa karavAno prastAva rAkhyo. zrIyake vinayapUrvaka potAnA jayeSTha bhrAtAne A pada ApavAno Agraha karyo. rAjAe tarata ja kozA vezyAne tyAMthI sthUlibhadrane bolAvyA. bAra-bAra varasa sudhI gharanI tarapha vaLIne paNa na dekhavAvALA, tathA pitAnI mRtyuthI anabhijJa (ajANa) sthUlibhadrane jayAre saccAI batAvI tyAre emanuM mana khinna thaI gayuM. maMtrI mudrA grahaNa karavAnA viSayamAM emaNe vicAra karIne javAba ApavAnI AjJA mAMgI. najIkanA bagIcAmAM jaIne emaNe vicAryuM ke "huM vyartha kema A rAjaya kAryabhAranA baMdhanomAM paDuM ? jo meM maMtrI mudrA svIkAra karI lIdhI to huM mArI priyA kozAne samaya nahIM ApI zakuM." A pramANe

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kozAno vicAra karatA karatA emanA vicAra ciMtanamAM parivartana thavA lAgyA. emanA AtmAthI avAja Avyo "paraMtu kozA paNa to eka baMdhana che. eka evuM baMdhana jene mane potAnA kuLa, jAti, parivArathI dUra rAkhyo. A kevo moha jene mane potAnA pitAnI mRtyuthI anabhijJa rAkhyo. A baMdhanamAM phasAyA pachI huM na to mArA pitAno cahero joI zakyo ane na to mArA pitAne kAma Avyo. na duniyA mane samajI zakI ane na to huM mAro anamola manuSya bhava sArthaka karI zakyo. meM uccakuLamAM janma lIdho paNa bAra varSo sudhI vezyAnA gharamAM rahIne potAnA kuLane kalaMkita karyuM. rahI vAta maMtrI pada svIkAra karavAnI, to jenAthI pitAjInI akALe mRtyu thaI tevI maMtrI mudrAthI zo lAbha? A pramANe ciMtananI dhArA vadhatI gaI ane emanA mana tathA AtmAnI vacce saMgharSa cheDAI gayo. emanI suSupta AtmA jAgRta thaI. emaNe nirNaya karyo ke rAjayapada ane kozA baMne ja baMdhana che. have mAre A baMdhanomAM nathI baMdhAvavuM. eka jhaTakAmAM badhA ja mohapAzane choDIne tatkSaNa lonca karI lIdho. devapradata sAdhu veza paherIne rAjayasabhAmAM AvyA. emanA badalAyelA rUpane joIne rAjA, zrIyaka sahita badhA sabhAsada Azcaryacakita thaI gayA. badhAnA manamAM uThelI zaMkAonuM samAdhAna karatAM muni sthUlibhadrajIe kahyuM rAjan ! rAga ane vairAgyanA mAnasika yuddhamAM vairAgyanI jIta thaI. mane baMnemAMthI A ja mArga ucita lAgyo." ATaluM kahIne emaNe rAjAne potAnuM ciMtana batAvyuM. rAjAe potAnI jIjJAsA pragaTa karatAM emane pUchayuM "mAnyuM ke rAjayapada tathA nArI e baMdhana che paraMtu zuM sAdhu jIvanamAM baMdhana ochuM che? sAdhutva svIkAryA pachI to keTalIya maryAdAonuM pAlana karavuM paDe che. to tame A baMdhanone svIkAravAne mATe kevI rIte taiyAra thaI gayA? | muni sthUlibhadrae kahyuM - mAnyuM ke sAdhujIvana paNa eka baMdhana che. sAdhu banIne zarIra, Indriya ane mananI pravRttio para tALu lAgI jAya che. paraMtu bhaviSyamAM A ja baMdhanothI karmone toDIne AtmA sAdi anaMta kALane mATe svataMtra banI jAya che. zAzvata sukhane prApta kare che. enAthI viparIta nArI ane rAjyapada rUpI baMdhanathI to A AtmA bhaviSyamAM narakanA ane vadhAreya duHkhadAyI baMdhanomAM baMdhAI jAya che. baMdhana baMnemAM che ja paraMtu sAdhutvanA baMdhanothI AtmA bhavAMtaramAM sukhI thAya che ane sAMsArika baMdhanothI AtmA durgatino zikAra bane che. to have tame ja batAvo kayuM baMdhana svIkAravAmAM caturAI che? A sAMbhaLIne rAjA nirUttara thaI gayA. "dharmalAbha" nA AziSa ApIne muni sthUlibhadra tyAMthI nIkaLIne tyAM birAjIta caturdaza pUrvadhArI muni saMbhUtivijayajInI pAse gayA. rAjA sahita badhA lokone lAgyuM ke kozAnA caMgulamAM phasAyA pachI nIkaLavuM bahu ja muzkela che. mATe A sthUlibhadrano verAgya kAco che ke pAkko te jANavA mATe rAjAe emanI pAchaLa eka guptacara mokalyo. guptacara dvArA sthUlibhadrajInA AcAryajInI pAse javAnA samAcAra jANIne zrIyakane maMtrIpada pradAna karyuM. yakSo, lakSadizA vagere sAteya bahenoe paNa dIkSA aMgIkAra karI.

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A pramANe saMsAranA sukha bhogamAM gaLA sudhI DUbelA sthUlibhadrajInuM hRdaya eka jhaTakAmAM saMsArathI udAsIna ane virakta thaIne sAdhanAnA mArga para vadhavAne mATe utAvaLuM thaI gayuM. emaNe muni saMbhUtivijayajInI pAse punaH vidhithI dIkSA grahaNa karI. rAga ane mohanA saMskArane chinnabhinna karavA mATe emaNe jJAnArjanano mArga apanAvyo. alpa samayamAM gurUcaraNomAM rahIne ekAdaza aMgasUtranuM adhyayana karyuM. enI sAthe sAthe teo jJAnanI uMcI sAdhanAmAM paNa saMlagna rahevA lAgyA. A pramANe potAnA lakSyane prApta karavAne mATe satata prayAsa karatAM dIkSA paryAyane bAra varSo vItI gayA. A daramyAna emaNe evI pracaMDa sAdhanA sAdhI lIdhI hatI ke traNa bhuvanamAM koInI paNa tAkAta nahotI ke emanA zIlavratane khaMDita karI zake. eka divasa varSARtumAM traNa munibhagavaMtoe gurUdevazrI saMbhUtivijayajInI pAse kramazaH siMhanI guphA pAse, sApanA daranI pAse tathA kUvAnI pALI upara cAturmAsa karavAnI AjJA mAMgI. muni sthUlibhadrajIe paNa potAnI dIrghakAlIna sAdhanAnI parIkSA hatu kozA vezyAnA ghare cAturmAsa karavAnI AjJA mAMgI. gurUdeve AzIrvAdapUrvaka badhAne AjJA pradAna karI. cAreya potAnA gaMtavya sthAne pahoMcyA. prathama baMne munivaranA tapa-japanA prabhAvathI siMha ane sApa paNa zAnta thaI gayA. kUvA para cAturmAsa karavAvALA muninI apramattatAthI tyAM pANI bharavAvALI paNihArIo paNa prabhAvita thaI gaI. ahIM muni yUlibhadrane potAnA AMgaNAmAM AvatA joIne kozA pramudita thaI gaI. tathA munivaranI pAse AvI. sthUlibhadrajIe enI citrazALAmAM cAturmAsa karavA mATe AjJA mAMgI. A samaye kozAe kahyuM "potAnA ja gharamAM AjJA kevI svAmI? munie sAdhu maryAdA batAvatAM kahyuM ke "kozA, huM jaina muni chuM. amAruM koI ghara nathI hotuM. AjJA vagara ame kyAMya rahI zakatA nathI." A sAMbhaLI kozAe munine AjJA ApI cAturmAsa prAraMbha thayo. kozAne lAgyuM ke sthUlibhadra pote ja pIgaLI jaze. paraMtu jyAre kozAne lAgyuM ke muni to vairAgyamAM sthira che tyArathI kozA roja navA zRMgAra dvArA sajI-dhajIne AvavA lAgI. munine kAmottejaka guTikAthI nirmita paDrasa AhAra vahorAvavA lAgI. hAva-bhAva, nRtyAdi thavA lAgyA. kozA haMmezA munine jUnI vAto yAda karAvavA lAgI paraMtu muni sadaiva manamAM rahyA. kozAne je karavuM hatuM te karavA dIdhuM. kozA paNa munine calita karavA mATe rAta-divasa mahenata karavA lAgI. paraMtu apUrva suMdarI hovA chatAM paNa kAmavijetA munine calAyamAna na karI zakI. thoDA ja divasomAM enI AzA nirAzAmAM badalavA lAgI. paraMtu sAthe ja te muninI nirvikArItAthI paNa prabhAvita thaI gaI. tyArapachI eka divasa maryAdita temaja sAdA vastra dhAraNa karIne eka sAmAnya strInI jema thoDo dharma pAmavAnI bhAvanAthI muni sthUlibhadranI sAme AvIne besI gaI. (23)

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loDhuM garama thaI gayuM che have ghA mAravAmAM vAra karavI joIe nahIM. ema jANIne muni yUlibhadrae kahyuM "kozA huM bAra varSo sudhI tArI pAse rahyo. meM ane meM zuM meLavyuM? AnI upara ciMtana kara. aNamola evo mAnava janma maLyo paraMtu zarIranA sukhomAM, nIca kAryomAM AyuSyanA varSo-varSa vyatIta karI dIdhA. khoyuM keTaluM? meLavyuM keTaluM? zuM A kAyA amara che? zuM sukhopabhogathI tRpti thAya che? te 12 varSo sudhI mArI sAthe sukhopabhoga karyo? zuM tane tRpti thaI? zuM ahIMthI narakAdi durgatiomAM bhramaNa karavA javuM che? paDavuM che ke upara uThavuM che? sukha duHkhanI vAstavika vyAkhyAne samajo. kozA vicArAdhIna thaI gaI. ene muninA eka eka vAkyamAM satyatAno anubhava thavA lAgyo. enI AtmA uparathI AsaktinA paDadA dhIre dhIre haTavA lAgyA. thoDA samaya pachI eNe kahyuM ke " mahAyogI ! mArA aparAdhone kSamA karo. ApanA pavitra paramANue mArA vikArone zAMta karI dIdhA che. ApanI nirvikAritAnI sAme huM hArI gaI." munivare ene Azvasta karatAM kahyuM ke "kozA tuM hArI nahIM jItI gaI che. tuM ja nahIM ApaNe baMne jItI gayA chIe. kAmavijayanI agni parIkSAmAM huM paNa nizcala rahyo ane sAthe ja tArUM ciMtana paNa have nirmala ane vikAramukta thavA lAgyuM che. A ja to huM Icchato hato." tyAre kozAe kahyuM ke "kRpAnAtha ! have to mane ApanA caraNomAM laIne dharmanuM jJAna pradAna karo." muni sthUlibhadrajIe kahyuM "he kalyANI ! badhAnA zaraNadAtA arihaMta vItarAga prabhu che. emanA caraNa-zaraNathI tamAruM kalyANa thaze." muni yUlibhadrae kozAne zrAvaka dharmanuM tattva samajAvyuM. thoDAka ja divasomAM te zramaNopAsikA banI gaI tathA bAkInuM cAturmAsa tattvajJAnane prApta karavAmAM pUrNa karyuM. cAturmAsa pUrNa thatAM ja siMha guphAvAsI vagere traNeya muni potAnA gurUdevanI pAse AvyA. muni saMbhUtivijaye traNeyane duSkara kahIne svAgata karyuM paraMtu jevA muni sthUlibhadra AvyA tyAre gurUdevazrIe "duSkara mahA duSkara" ema kahetAM sAta DagalAM AgaLa AvIne emanuM svAgata karyuM. A joIne yUlibhadra maMtrI putra che, mATe gurUdevanA hRdayamAM pakSapAta che. ema vicArIne anya muni emanI IrSA karavA lAgyA. ATha mahinA pachI siMhaguphAvAsI muni sthUlibhadra muni sAthe spardhA karavA mATe kozAnI citrazALAmAM cAturmAsa karavA mATe potAnA gurUdeva pAse AjJA mAMgavA AvyA. gurUdeva zrI samajI gayA ke ISyavaza thaIne A AjJA mAMgI rahyA che. emaNe munine bahu samajAvyuM. paraMtu gurU AjJAnI avahelanA karIne te kozA vezyAne tyAM cAturmAsa karavA cAlyA gayA. 124)

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te gayA to hatA sthUlibhadra muninI sAthe spardhA karavA paraMtu kozAnuM apUrva sauMdarya dekhatAM ja emanI manovRtti caMcala thaI gaI. pathabhraSTa banelA munie kozA pAse bhoganI yAcanA karI. kozAe padabhraSTa munine sAcA mArge lAvavA mATe emane dehanA badale dravya mAMgyuM. jyAre munie dravya prAptino upAya pUchyo tyAre kozAe nepALanA mahArAjA pAsethI ratnakaMbala laI AvavAno mArga batAvyo. bahu kaThinAIthI ratnakaMbala lAvIne emaNe khuzIthI kozAne soMpyuM. kozAe kaMbalanA TukaDA karI enAthI paga lUMchIne nALAmAM pheMkI dIdho. potAnI mahenatanuM AvuM phaLa joIne muni krodhita thaI uThyA tathA emaNe kahyuM "he suMdarI ! ATalI mahenatathI huM A kaMbala lAvyo hato. teM ene A rIte nALAmAM kema pheMkI dIdho ? tyAre ucita taka joIne kozAe pahelethI ja dAsIo dvArA maMgAvelA keTalAya ratnakaMbala muninI sAme pheMkatA kahyuM "juo munivara ! AvA to keTalAya ratnakaMbala mArI pAse che. paraMtu tamArI pAse je cAritrarUpI zreSTha ratna che, e to devone paNa durlabha che. A ratnakaMbala to dhovAthI paNa svaccha thaI jaze. paraMtu cAritrarUpI ratna prApta karyA pachI jo Apa potAnI AtmAne vAsanAnI gaMdI nALImAM pheMkI dezo to ApanI AtmAne A bhavamAM to zuM bhavAMtaramAM paNa sApha karavuM muzkela thaze. Apa vyartha ja A nazvara kAyAnA caMgulamAM phasAIne durgatinI paraMparAthI baMdhAI rahyA cho. munivara haju paNa samaya che sudharI jAo.'' kozAnA sadupadeza bharela vacanane sAMbhaLIne munivaranI AtmA jAgRta thaI gaI. pazcAtApanI AgamAM jalatA munie kozAnI pAse mAphI mAMgI. tyAMthI gurUdevanI pAse jaIne AlocanA lIdhI temaja sthUlibhadra muni pAse kSamAyAcanA karI. sarva sAdhuonI samakSa emaNe kahyuM "sarva sAdhuomAM eka sthUlibhadra ja ati duSkara kArya karavA vALA che. evuM jo gurUdeve kahyuM hatuM te yogya ja hatuM. strIvilAsanA rasane jANIne je enAthI virakta banyA te vAstavamAM mahAna che. evA kAmavijetA munine huM vaMdana karuM chuM. dhanya che AvA nirvikArI mahApurUSane." anya badhA sahavartI sAdhu paNa AvI gayA tyAre siMhaguphAvAsI munivare sthUlibhadra munine kahyuM 'sAcce ja ApanI manobhUmikAne, ApanI daDhatAne dhanyavAda che. kema ke bhUtakALamAM je strI sAthe ApanA saMbaMdha eTalA gADha hatA ke jemanA tyAM Apa bAra varSo sudhI rahyA. enA vicAra mAtrane paNa eka jhaTakAmAM haTAvI devA, A bahu moTI AdhyAtmika siddhi che. paraMtu mane e samajamAM nahIM AvyuM ke me kozAne tyAM cAturmAsa karavAnI AjJA kema mAMgI ? zuM e samaye tamane enI yAda AvI rahI hatI ?'' sthUlibhadra muni H kozAnI yAdathI prerita thaIne meM AvuM nathI karyuM. kozAne tyAM cAturmAsanI anujJA mAMgavA mATe keTalAya kAraNo hatA. 125

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siMha guphAvAsI munaH e kAraNa kayA hatA? zuM tame amane batAvavAnI kRpA karazo? sthUlibhadra muni tame badhA pota-potAnI kaThora sAdhanAnI siddhi mATe potAnI parIkSA karavA mAMgatA hatA. tame ahiMsAnI sAdhanAne siddha karavAne mATe siMhanI guphAnI pAse cAturmAsa vitAvavAnI anujJA mAMgI. A mahAtmAe krodhavijaya, kSamAbhAvanI siddhi hetu bhayAnaka jherIlA sApanA daranI pAse ubhA rahIne cAra mAsa ArAdhanA karavAnI anumatI mAMgI ane AmaNe potAnA apramattabhAvanI parAkASThAne meLavavAne mATe kUvAnI divAla upara ubhA ubhA kAyotsargakarIne cAturmAsa karavAnI AjJA mAMgI. tyAre mane lAgyuM ke kema huM paNa potAnA brahmacaryanI sAdhanAne utkRSTatama banAvavA mATe mArI parIkSA na karuM ane Apa ja batAvo A mATe meM je sthAna pasaMda karyuM enAthI uttama sthAna bIju kayuM hoI zake che? anya sahavartI muni tame ekadama sAcuM pharamAvyuM. sthAnanA viSayamAM tamAro nirNaya sAco hato paNa ame e jANavA mAMgIe chIe ke kozAne tyAM cAturmAsa karavAnuM zuM A eka ja kAraNa hatuM ke bIjuM paNa koI kAraNa hatuM? jo anya kAraNa hatuM to zuM Apa amane te batAvazo? sthUlibhadra muni hAM, bIjuM paNa eka kAraNa hatuM jenA mATe meM A pagaluM bharyuM. bIjuM kAraNa e hatuM ke ATalA varSo sudhI ame vAsanAnI nALImAM DUbelA hatA. sAdhu banIne huM to bahAra AvI gayo. paraMtu have mane kozAne paNa bahAra nikALavAnuM ucita lAgyuM hatuM. nahIMtara huM eno vizvAsaghAtI kahevAta. AnA sivAya jyAre meM eno mahela choDyo hato tyAre meM ene vAyado Apyo hato ke huM pAcho AvIza. mAre te vAyado paNa nibhAvavo hato. keTalAya lokonI dhAraNA hatI ke rAjA ane maMtrIpadathI bacavAne mATe meM dIkSA lIdhI che. jyAre kozA najaranI sAme Avaze tyAre mAro badho vairAgya caupaTa thaI jaze ane huM pAcho kozAnA raMga-rAgamAM DUbI jaIza. A khoTI mAnyatAne dUra karavI paNa Avazyaka hatI. mAre badhAne preraNA ApavI hatI ke mAnavI Icche to potAnA game tevAya paNa doSa ane vAsanAthI mukta thaI zake che. je nimittane meLavIne eka vyakti bIjAonI najaronI sAme nIco paDI jAya che te vyakti jo purUSArtha kare to eja nimitta upara niyaMtraNa meLavIne uMco paNa thaI zake che. mAre sakala vizvanI sAme A vAta siddha karavI hatI. mATe meM kozAne tyAM cAturmAsa karavAnI AjJA mAMgI. sarpadara vAsI muni kozAne tyAM cAturmAsa karavAnI pAchaLa tame je kAraNa, je hetu batAvyA. Apa sAcce emAM kharA utaryA. paraMtu have huM tamane eka vyaktigata prazna pUchavA mAMgu chuM. bAhya dRSTithI dekhavAmAM Ave to Apa bhale ja jItI gayA paraMtu aMtara manathI paNa zuM Apa eTalA ja deDha rahyA? zuM pUrA cAturmAsa daramyAna ApanA manamAM ekavAra paNa vAsanAnA ke evA koI paNa bIjA vicAra nathI AvyA?

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sthUlibhadra muni : ahaMkAra vagara pUrI vAstavikatA kahuM to mArA manamAM eka vAra paNa Avo koI vicAra nathI Avyo. Ane devagurUnI kRpAno camatkAra ja kahI zako cho nahIMtara mArAmAM AvI tAkAta kyAM ke huM mArA manane niyaMtrita karI zakuM. siMha guphAvAsI munaH dhanya che Apane ! mAruM mana to kozAne pahelI najare jotAM ja caMcala thaI gayuM hatuM. na to enA hAthanuM baneluM bhojana meM khAdhu hatuM ane na ene nRtyAdi karatAM dekhI. paraMtu mAtra eka daSTipAtathI ja mArA manamAM vikArI bhAvanAonuM Agamana thaI gayuM hatuM. sAja zRMgArathI sajelI, nRtya Adi kalAone karatI AvI rUpasuMdarI kozAne satata AMkhonI samakSa dekhIne Apa daDha rahyA e ati durlabha che. huM e jANavA mAguM chuM ke SaDrasa bhojana karIne tathA nRtyAdi dekhIne paNa Apa nirlepa kevI rIte rahI zakyA? jayAre kozA AvatI hatI tyAre nirvikArI rahevAne mATe Apa zuM ApanI AMkho baMdha karIne besatA hatA? Apa evuM ciMtana kema karatA hatA, ke Apane ApanA lakSya para majabUta rahevAnI zakti ApatuM hatu? . sthUlibhadra muni : Agamagata jinavANInA adhyayanathI ane pUjaya gurU bhagavaMtanI zuzruSA A baMnenA prabhAvathI meM evA aneka vicArono (ciMtana) sahAro lIdho. jenA baLe huM kolasAnI khANamAM jaIne paNa kALA dhabbA vinA bahAra nIkaLI zakyo. e ciMtana A pramANe che. 1. eka vAra abrahmanA sevanathI be thI nava lAkha paMcendriya jIvonI hiMsA thAya che. anya kRmi vagerenI gaNatarI to alaga rahI. AvI jinavANI che. mATe mAre sAvadhAna rahevAnuM che. 2. mane gurU mahArAja najaranI sAme dekhAya che. emaNe mArA upara daDha vizvAsa rAkhIne sAdhune mATe biskula anucita sthAne cAturmAsa karavAnI AjJA ApI. have mAre emanA vizvAsane avicalita rAkhavAno che. 3. mArI mAMno cahero sAme AvI jato. te mane kahetI hatI ke mArI A kukSi ratnakukSinA rUpe prasiddha bane ke kolasA kukSinA rUpe niMdanIya bane, A tArI upara nirbhara kare che. 4. kozAnA caherAmAM mane kozA nahIM mArI mAM dekhAtI hatI. ane jyAM mAMno cahero hoya, mAnuM nAma hoya, tyAM kAma kevI rIte rahI zake che? 5. jANe ke mane mArA svargastha pitAjI kAnamAM kahI rahyA che ke "huM eka sAmAnya rAjAnI sevA svIkAryA pachI paNa emane vaphAdAra rahyo chuM. ane mArI vaphAdArI upara jayAre zaMkAnA vAdaLo gherAvavA lAgyA tyAre AkhA parivAranI rakSA temaja potAnI vaphAdArI siddha karavA mATe meM AtmahatyA karI lIdhI, paraMtu kalaMka nahIM lAgavA dIdhuM. tuM mAro putra che, mArA ujjavala kuLa-vaMzane haju vadhAre ujajavaLa karavAnuM kAma tAruM che. tuM dIkSA lIdhA pachI traNalokanA mahArAjA jinezvaradevanI sevAmAM che mATe emanA veSane pratye vaphAdAra raheje. marI jaje paraMtu bhraSTa na thato. jainazAsana-saMgha tAro ja parivAra che. tArI bhUlathI emanI niMdA na thAya eno khyAla rAkhaje.

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da, vairAgyanA vicAramAM masta mane kozAnA rUpamAM vaitaraNI nadI dekhAtI hatI. enuM nRtya smazAnamAM DAkaNanuM nRtya thaI rahyuM hoya evuM mane mahesUsa thatuM hatuM. enA ghareNAM phAMsInA phaMdA jevA lAgI rahyA hatA. enA hAsyamAM raDavAno avAja saMbhaLAto hato. mane lAgI rahyuM hatuM jo huM A cakkaramAM phasAI gayo to kyAMya noya nahIM rahuM. 7. mane dazavaikAlika sUtramAM batAvavAmAM AvelA agabdhana kulanA sApano khyAla Avyo, je agnimAM paDIne bhasma thavA mATe taiyAra thaI jAya che. paNa vamana karelA jherane pAchuM pItA nathI. 8. mallinAtha bhagavAne rAjAone je pramANe strInI azuci kAyAno khyAla karAvyo hato, rAjImatIe rathanemine je upadeza Apyo hato, jaMbu svAmIe potAnI ATha patnIone je daSTAMta ApyuM hatuM, te badhuM mArA dimAgamAM citra-paraMparAnI rUpamAM umaTI rahyuM hatu. 9. eka vakhatanA vAsanAnA vicAramAtrathI vIryanAza ane zArIrika-mAnasika taNAvathI je zarIra Indriya, mana ane AtmAne nukazAna thAya che tenI mane jANa hatI. mATe pratidina AvI aneka vicAradhArAothI huM mArA AtmAne surakSita banAvI deto hato, jenAthI kozAnA badhA prayatno niSphaLa jatA. siMhaguphAvAsI muni sAcce ja dhanya che Apane! ApanA bhAvone ! Apa jItI gayA ane huM hArI gayo. A pramANe badhA sthUlibhadra muninI prazaMsA karavA lAgyA. samaya potAnI gatithI vahevA lAgyo. bhavitavyatAnA yogathI jagatamAM paristhitio badalAtI rahI. e samaye 12 varSano bhayaMkara duSkALa paDyo. A akAlanAM kAraNe sAdhuone bhikSA paNa durlabha banI gaI. pariNAmasvarUpa bhUkhathI pIDita aneka muni svAdhyAya karavAmAM asamartha banatA gayA. zruta ane siddhAMtanuM vismaraNa thavA lAgyuM. mATe pATalIputra nagaramAM samasta zramaNa saMgha ekaTho thayo. je munine je sUtranuM adhyayana yAda hatuM, ene ekaThuM karavAmAM AvyuM. A pramANe zrIsaMghe maLIne agIyAra aMgonuM saMyojana karyuM. e samaye bAramAM dRSTivAdane jANavAvALA ekamAtra bhadrabAhu svAmI ja hatA, je nepALa dezamAM 'mahAprANa" dhyAna karI rahyA hatA. anya sAdhuone dRSTivAdano abhyAsa karavAne mATe zrI saMghe be munione taiyAra karIne bhadrabAhusvAmInI pAse mokalyA. e baMne munioe bhadrabAhusvAmIne praNAma karatAM kahyuM ke "gurUdeve Apane pATalIputra nagaramAM padhAravAno Adeza Apyo che." bhadrabAhu svAmIe kahyuM: "atyAre huM mahAprANa dhyAna karI rahyo chuM mATe atyAre huM tyAM nahIM AvI zakuM." e baMne munioe AvI zrIsaMgha temaja gurUdevane badhI vAta jaNAvI. bhadrabAhu svAmInA A pratyuttarane jANIne zrIsaMgha temaja gurUdeve pharIthI be ziSyone taiyAra karI bhadrabAhu svAmInI pAse

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mokalyA. tyAM jaIne emaNe bhadrabAhuM svAmIne pUchyuM. "jo koI saMghanI AjJA na mAnatA hoya to ene zuM karavuM joIe?" bhadrabAhu svAmIjI e kahyuM ke "saMghathI bahiSkRta karI devA joIe" e ziSyoe kahyuM "A vacanathI Apa paNa saMghanI bahAra thaI jAo cho." bhadrabAhu svAmIjIe kahyuM: "huM saMghanI AjJA zirodhArya karuM chuM paraMtu atyAre mAruM mahAprANa dhyAna cAlu hovAthI mane vadhAre avakAza nathI maLI zakato. chatAM paNa jo daSTivAdanA abhyAsane mATe je muni ahIM padhAraze. temane huM pratidina sAta vAcanA pradAna karIza. ane dhyAna samAptinI pachI vizeSa vAcanAo paNa ApI zakIza. A pramANe karavAthI mAruM kArya paNa siddha thaze ane saMghanI AjJAnuM pAlana paNa thaI zakaze. bhadrabAhu svAmIjInA vacanone sAMbhaLIne te baMne munivara atyaMta saMtuSTa thayA. emaNe jaIne saMgha temaja gurUdevane vAta batAvI. bhadrabAhu svAmInA pratyuttarane jANIne saMgha paNa prasanna thayo ane zrIsaMghe sthUlibhadra vagere pa00 munione dRSTivAda zIkhavAne mATe bhadrabAhu svAmIjInI pAse mokalyA. - bhadrabAhu svAmIjI potAnI anukULatA anusAra pratidina 7-7 vAcanAo ApavA lAgyA. paraMtu dhUlibhadra muni sivAya anya sAdhu adhyayana karatA karatA udgavigna banI anyatra cAlyA gayA. eka mAtra sthUlibhadra muni ja niSThApUrvaka adhyayanarata rahyA. ekavAra sthUlibhadranA manobhaMgane joIne bhadrabAhusvAmIe pUchyuM tame kema kheda pAmI rahyA cho? sthUlibhadrae kahyuM: "alpa vAcanAne kAraNe." bhadrabAhu svAmie kahyuM: "tuM ciMtA na kara, mAruM dhyAna lagabhaga pUrNa thavA AvyuM che. dhyAna samAptinA pachI huM tane pUrNa saMtuSTa karavAnI koziza karIza." thoDA samaya pachI bhadrabAhu svAmInuM mahAprANa dhyAna pUrNa thaI gayuM. enA pachI teo sthUlibhadrajIne ghaNI vAcanAo ApavA lAgyA. pariNAma svarUpa teo alpakALamAM dazapUrvanA jJAtA banI gayA. eka samayanI vAta che. yakSA vagere sAteya sAdhvIo potAnA bhAI thUlibhadrane vaMdana karavA mATe gurUdevanI pAse AvI ane pUchyuM "amArA bhAI muni kyAM che?" AcArya bhagavaMte kahyuM "tame AgaLa jAo, teo azokavRkSanI nIce adhyayana karI rahyA che." e sAte sAdhvIo azokavRkSanI dizAmAM AgaLa vadhI. paraMtu tyAM emaNe sthUlibhadrane badale eka siMhane beselo joyo. teo ekadama bhayabhIta thaI gayA ane tatkAla gurUdevanI pAse AvIne bolI "bhagavaMta tyAM to eka siMha beselo che. zuM A siMhe bhAImuninuM bhakSaNa to nathI karyuM ne? AcArya bhagavaMte potAnA jJAnano upayoga karIne kahyuM "kheda na karo. tamAro bhAI vidyamAna che. tame pAchA pharIthI jAo, tyAM ja tamane

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tamArA bhAI muni maLaze. gurUdevanI AjJA prApta karIne e sAdhvIo pharIthI azokavRkSanI najIka pahoMcI. tyAM emaNe potAnA bhAI munine joyA. vaMdana karyA pachI jyAre sAdhvIjI bhagavaMte siMhanA vize pUchyuM to emaNe kahyuM "A siMhanuM rUpa to meM ja karyuM hatuM." have thoDA samaya pachI jayAre sthUlibhadra mahAmuni AcArya bhagavaMtanI pAse vAcanA levA AvyA tyAre emaNe kahyuM "huM tane vAcanA nahIM Ape. kema ke have vadhAre jJAna meLavavAne mATe tuM yogya nathI. te paNa jo ahaMkArathI siMhanuM rUpa lIdhuM to bIjAonI to zuM vAta karavI? have kAlakramathI vidyAnuM pAcana ochuM thatuM jaze. vidyA paNa pAtrane ja devAthI lAbhanuM kAraNa bane che. apAtrane ApavAmAM AvelI vidyA sva-para ne nukazAna pahoMcADe che. sthUlibhadrae gurUdevanA caraNomAM paDIne kSamA yAcanA karI. chatAM paNa gurUdeve vAcanA ApavAthI InkAra karI dIdho. tyArapachI saMghanA ati AgrahathI bhadrabAhu svAmIe cAra pUrvonuM jJAna mAtra sUtrathI pradAna karyuM paraMtu eno artha na batAvyo. A pramANe mUla sUtranI apekSAthI sthUlibhadra mahAmuni cauda pUrvadhara -thayA. AcArya bhadrabAhu svAmIe sthUlibhadrajInI yogyatA joIne emane AcAryapada pradAna karyuM. AcArya zrI dhUlibhadrasUri e grAma, nagara vageremAM vihAra karIne aneka bhavyAtmAone pratibodha karyA. te 30 varSa gRhAvasthAmAM, 24 varSa sAdhu paryAyamAM, 45 varSa yugapradhAna AcAryapada para rahyA. vIra nirvANa saMvata 215mAM teo svargavAsI thayA. AvA sarvazreSTha brahmacaryanA svAmI sthUlibhadrane dhanya ho ! jemanuM nAma loko 84 cauvIsI sudhI yAda karatA raheze tathA jemanuM nAma zIla sAdhaka AtmA prAtaH kALe paramAtmAnI jema smaraNa karaze. > rUpasena ane sunaMdA hai pataMgabhaMgIne sAraMgA yAnti durdazAmAM ekekendriyadoSAcce duSTaH kiM na paccabhiH | agninA rUpamAM pAgala banelo pataMgIyo e ja agnimAM baLIne bhasma thaI jAya che. kamalanI sugaMdhamAM mugdha banelo bhramara kamalabaMdha thAya tyAM sudhI tyAM cIpakelo rahe che jenAthI kamalanI sAthe sAthe te bhamaro paNa koI anya prANInuM bhakSaNa banI jAya che. hAthaNInA sparzamAM pAgala banelo hAthI zikArInI jALamAM phasAI jAya che. mAMsanA svAdamAM Asakta banI mAchalI kAMTAmAM phasAIne potAnI jAna khoI bese che. zikArInA madhura saMgItamAM mohabdha banelo haraNa pote ja motane gaLe lagAvI le che. A pramANe A badhA jIva, mAtra koI eka IndriyanA viSayamAM Asakta thaIne (30)

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potAnA jIvanano aMta karI de che. to pachI pAMce IndriyonA viSayamAM Asakta banelA manuSyanI zuM sthiti thatI haze? viSayomAM Asakta banelo manuSya mAtra A bhava ja nahIM paraMtu potAnA keTalAya bhava bagADI de che. A viSayomAM pAgala banIne ene kyAM kyAM nathI bhaTakavuM paDatuM? e ApaNe rUpasena ane sunaMdAnI kahANInA mAdhyamathI joIzuM. kRSibhUSaNa nAmanA nagaramAM kanakadhvaja nAmano rAjA rAjaya karato hato. rAjA nyAyI, prajApAlaka temaja zUravIra hatA. rAjAnI rANInuM nAma yazomatI hatuM. rANI yazomatI mAtra rUpavatI ja na hatI paraMtu guNavAna ane zIlavAna paNa hatI. emane guNacaMdra ane kIrticaMdra A be putra tathA sunaMdA nAmanI eka putrI hatI. badhAnuM jIvana sukhamaya vyatIta thaI rahyuM hatuM. sunaMdA hamaNAM zaizavanA zRMgArathI sajaja hatI ke eka divasa eNe potAnA rAjamahelanA jharUkhAmAMthI eka apriya ghaTanA dekhI. sunaMdAe joyuM ke sAmevALI havelImAM eka purUSa nirdayatAthI potAnI patnIne mArI rahyo hato. enI patnI hAtha joDIne vinaMtI karI rahI hatI ke "he nAtha ! huM nirdoSa chuM, mArI upara dayA karo Aja sudhI meM kyAreya paNa ApanI AjJAnuM ullaMghana nathI karyuM. chatAM paNa Apa mane kema mArI rahyA cho ?" paraMtu patnInI vAtane anasunI karI te ene mArato ja rahyo. A dazya joIne sunaMdAnA manamAM purUSanA pratye dveSanI bhAvanA jAgRta thaI gaI. enA manamAM eja vicAra cAlavA lAgyo ke e puruSa banyo eno matalaba e ke moTo thaI gayo? A strI banI eno matalaba zuM gulAma banI gaI ? patnI eTale ke koInI dAsI? puruSa tArI krUratAne dhikkAra che ! eka abalA upara hAtha uThAvavAvALA kAyara puruSane dhikkAratI te pAchI potAnA khaMDamAM pahoMcI gaI. enA viSAda bharyA caherAne joIne enI sakhIe enA duHkhanuM kAraNa pUchyuM tyAre sunaMdAe AkhI ghaTanAnuM varNana karatAM aMtamAM kahyuM "sakhI! puruSanI nirdayatA tathA strInI vivazatA joIne meM nizcaya karyo che ke huM kyAreya vivAha nahIM karuM" sunaMdAnI A vAta sAMbhaLIne badhI sakhIo Azcaryacakita thaI gaI. emaNe kahyuM "A zuM kahI rahI che sunaMdA, jarA vicArIne bola. hamaNAM to tuM nAsamaja che mATe te A nirNaya laI lIdho. paraMtu jayAre yauvanavayane prApta karIza tyAre khabara paDaze ke puruSa vinA jIvana vyatIta karavuM keTaluM muzkela che. potAnI sakhIonA bahuM samajAvyA pachI paNa sunaMdA potAnA nirNaya upara aTala rahI. eNe kahyuM "kaMI paNa thAya sakhI tame mArA mAtA-pitAne mAro A nirNaya batAvI dejo, ke mArI lagna karavAnI koI IcchA nathI. bhaviSyamAM kyAreya vivAha karavAnI IcchA thaze to huM kahI daIza." paraMtu sunaMdAno saMkalpa vadhAre divaso sudhI TakI zakyo nahIM. dekhatAM ja dekhatAM bAlyAvasthA tyAga karIne yauvananA pagathiyA upara kadama rAkhyo. eka divasa sunaMdAe sAmevALI havelImAM joyuM ke eka purUSa potAnI patnIne puSpothI zrRMgAra karI rahyo che. patnI khaDakhaDATa hasI rahI che. pati ene pyAra karI rahyo che. A badhu sunaMdA dekhatI ja rahI gaI. tyAre sunaMdAnA manobhAvane oLakhatAM emanI sakhIe pUchyuM "sakhI! A dRzya joIne tane zuM vicAra Avyo? sunaMdAe kahyuM "eja ke mane

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paNa koI AvI rIte prema kare. A dazya joIne huM samajI gaI chuM ke badhA purUSo krUra nathI hotA. mATe meM lagna karavAno pheMsalo karI lIdho che. sakhI! tame mArA mAtA-pitA sudhI A samAcAra pahoMcADI A vAtane eka saptAha vItI gayuM. sunaMdA roje ja jharUkhAmAM besIne rAjamArgathI gujaravAvALA yuvakone joIne potAnuM mana bahelAvatI. eka saMdhyAe eja nagaranA koTazvara zeTha vasudattanA cAra putromAMthI badhAthI nAnA putra rUpana rAjamahelanA sAmevALI pAnanI dukAna upara pAna khAvA Avyo. sunaMdAnI dRSTi rUpasana upara paDI ane yogAnuyoga rUpasenanI dRSTi paNa sunaMdA upara paDI. ene oLakhatAM vAra nahIM lAgI ke A rUpanI rANI rAjakumArI sunaMdA che. te manamAM ne manamAM sunaMdAne meLavavAnA sapanA jovA lAgyo. ane ahIMyA rUpasenanA manamohaka rUpane joIne sunaMdA paNa eja samaye Asakta thaI gaI. tarata ja eNe potAnI sakhIne A navayuvakano paricaya lAvavAnuM kahyuM. sakhIe pUchaparacha karIne sunaMdAne batAvyuM ke "A nagarazeThano nAno putra rUpasena che." potAnA manobhAvane vyakta karavA mATe sunaMdAe eka patra lakhIne potAnI sakhInA hAthe rUpasena sudhI pahoMcADyo. rUpasene ekAMtamAM e patra vAMcyo. priyatama ! pahelI vakhata jotAM ja huM Apane mAruM dila daI beThI chuM. kadAca Apa paNa mArA ja khyAlomAM khoyelA hazo? jo Apa rUpanA sAgara cho to huM sauMdaryanI saritA chuM. je divase sAgara saritAnuM milana thaze e divasa ApaNuM ahobhAgya mAnavAmAM Avaze. huM cAhuM chuM ke pratidina A samaye Apa mane ahIM AvIne avazya darzana Apo. huM cakoranI jema caMdra sama ApanI rAha joIza. jo Ape mane darzana nathI ApyA to huM anna-jaLano tyAga karI daIza. ApanI yAdamAM taDapatI.... sunaMdA patra vAMcatA ja rUpasena AnaMdita thaI uThyo. ene lAgyuM ke anAyAsa ja A suMdara avasara hAtha AvI gayo. eNe paNa eka premapatra lakhIne sunaMdAnI aMtaraMga sakhIne ApI dIdho. sakhI patra laIne sunaMdAnI pAse AvI ane patra sunaMdAne Apyo. sunaMdAe patra kholIne vAMcavAno AraMbha karyo. pyArI - pyArI priyatamA ! Aje huM vidhAtAne dhanyavAda ApavA mAMgu chuM ke emaNe tamArA jevI sauMdaryanI sAmrAjJI mArA mATe banAvI. vAstavamAM tame sauMdaryanI saritA cho, premanI pratijJA cho, komaLatAnI kavitA cho, tamane meLavIne huM dhanya banI jaIza. tamAro patra maLyA pachI mArI hAlata jala vinA mAchalInI jevI thaI gaI che. huM tamAruM milana IcchuM chuM. khabara nahIM vidhAtA ApaNuM milana kyAre karAvaze? huM pratidina saMdhyAe potAnI cakorIne maLavA caMdra banIne pAnanI dukAna para jarUra AvIza. tamArA milanano Icchuka... rUpasena * (32)

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A pramANe sunaMdA ane rUpasenanI prema kahANInI zarUAta thaI gaI. have rUpana roje jarA pAnavALAnI dukAna para Avato ane sunaMdA paNa potAnA jharUkhAmAM AvIne besI jatI. baMne ekabIjAne nIrakhIne AnaMda mAnatA. thoDAka divaso Ama ja vItI gayA. baMne premI mAtra dRSTi milanathI atRpta hatA. teo to roje ja ekabIjAne maLavAnI IcchA rAkhatA hatA. evAmAM nagaramAM kaumudI mahotsavano divasa najIka Avyo. rAjAe AkhA nagaramAM DhaMDhero pITAvyo ke vRddha temaja bimArane choDIne badhAe kaumudI mahotsavamAM AvavuM jarUrI che. AkhA nagaramAM mahotsavanI taiyArIo thavA lAgI. rUpasena ane sunaMdAne milanano avasara maLI gayo. patra dvArA baMnee mahotsavanA divase bimArInuM bahAnuM banAvIne nagaramAM rahevAno nizcaya karyo. kaumudInA divase yazomatI potAnI putrI sunaMdAne levA AvI. tyAre sunaMdAe bimArInuM bahAnuM banAvIne mahArANIne kaumudI mahotsavamAM mokalI dIdhA tathA pote rAjamahelamAM ja rahI. ahIM rUpasena paNa mAthuM dukhavAnuM bahAnuM banAvIne ghare ja rahyo. mahotsavanA divase jayAre nagaravAsI rAjabhojano AnaMda laI rahyA hatA tyAre sajI-dhajIne rUpasena paNa potAnI priyatamAne maLavA nIkaLI paDyo. sunaMdA paNa potAnA premIne maLavAne mATe tarasI rahI hatI. eka-eka paLa eka-eka varSanI jema vItI rahyA hatA. sunaMdAe pahelethI ja potAnA premIne maLavA mATe jharUkhAthI doraDuM nIce nakhAvI dIdhuM. eTale rUpasena ArAmathI upara AvI zake. baMne milananA sonerI sapanAmAM DUbelA hatA. paNa kismatane kaMIka bIjuM ja maMjUra hatuM. kaumudI mahotsavamAM nagaranA aMdhakArano phAyado uThAvIne mahAbala nAmano jugArI paNa potAnI nirdhanatA dUra karavA mATe corI karavA nIkaLI paDyo. pharatAM-pharatAM te sunaMdAnA mahelanI nIce pahoMcyo. eNe jharUkhAthI nIce laTakatuM moTuM doraDuM joyuM ane kutUhalatAvaza e rassIne halAvavA lAgyo. doraDAnA halatAM ja sunaMdAnI sakhIone lAgyuM ke rUpasena AvI gayo che. ane emaNe ene doraDAthI upara kheMcI lIdho. sakhIoe khaMDanA dIpaka pahelAMthI ja bujhAvI dIdhA hatA. eTalAmAM sunaMdA mahAbalane rUpasena samajIne eno hAtha pakaDIne ene potAnI zayyAnI pAse laI gaI. mohAnda mahAbala aMdhakArano phAyado uThAvIne sunaMdAnI sAthe viSaya-bhoga karavA lAgyo. sunaMdA paNa enA samAgamano AnaMda levA lAgI. bicAro rUpasena ! vicAryuM zuM ane thayuM zuM? rUpasena sunaMdAnA milananA sonerI sapanAmAM cAlI rahyo hato ane acAnaka eka jIrNa makAnanI divAla enA upara paDI. ahIM enI priyatamA mahAbalanI sAthe AnaMdathI viSayabhoga bhogavI rahI hatI. ane tyAM te pote potAnI jIvananI aMtima paLone gaNI rahyo hato. aMtima samaye paNa sunaMdAnI sAthe viSaya bhoga karavAnI IcchAne kAraNe rUpasena marIne mahAbalanA samAgamathI potAnI ja premikA sunaMdAnA garbhamAM utpanna thayo. premikA mAtA banI gaI. viSayabhoganA smaraNa mAtrathI rUpasenanuM aNamola bhaviSya bagaDI gayuM.

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ahIM acAnaka mahArANI yazomatI dvArA sunaMdAnI khabara levA mATe mokalelA be sainika sunaMdAnA mahelamAM pahoMcyA. emanA AvavAnI khabara sAMbhaLatA ja sunaMdA gabharAI gaI. eNe tarata ja rUpasena (mahAbala)ne javAno saMketa Apyo. mahAbalanA mATe to A rAta varadAnanA rUpamAM siddha thaI gaI. e sunaMdAnA ghareNA laIne tyAMthI bhAgI gayo. ahIM rUpasenanA parivArajanoe jayAre rUpAsenane gharamAM na joyo ane ghaNAM samaya sudhI rAha joyA pachI paNa te ghare pAcho Avyo nahIM tyAre emaNe rAjAne rUpasenanI zodha karavAnI vinaMtI karI. sunaMdAne jyAre rUpasenanA lApatA thavAnA samAcAra maLyA tyAre eNe paNa sarvatra rUpasenanI zodha karAvI. paraMtu have te maLe paNa kyAMthI ? e to apAra vedanA sahana karIne potAnI priyatamAnI kokhamAM utpanna thaI gayo che. thoDAka divasomAM vAtAvaraNa ekadama zAnta thaI gayuM. sunaMdA paNa have dhIme-dhIme rUpasenane bhUlavA lAgI. paraMtu have eka navI takalIpha pedA thaI gaI. dhIme-dhIme sunaMdAno garbha vadhavA lAgyo. A vAtanI mAtra sunaMdA ane enI priya sakhI kAminIne ja khabara hatI. sunaMdA ane enA mAtApitAnI Ijjatane bacAvavAne mATe kAminIe ene garbhapAta karAvavAnI salAha ApI. paMcendriya jIvanI hatyA karavA mATe sunaMdAnuM mana taiyAra thayuM nahIM. AvezamAM AvIne viSaya sukha bhogavavAnI bhUlano ahesAsa thavA lAgyo. paraMtu e nirUpAya hatI. garama auSadhi laIne sunaMdAe garbhamAM poSAI rahelA potAnA rUpanA divAnA rUpasenanI hatyA karI dIdhI. sunaMdAne meLavavAnA sapanA jovAvALo rUmasena sunaMdAnA ja hAthe marAyo. tyAMthI marIne te koI vanamAM phaNIdhara nAganA rUpamAM utpanna thayo. thoDA divasa pachI sunaMdAne paNa vivAhane yogya jANIne enA mAtA-pitAe kSitapratiSThita nagaranA rAjAnI sAthe enuM lagna karAvI dIdhuM. paTarANI banelI sunaMdA have rAjAnI sAthe AnaMdamaya jIvana gujAravA lAgI. eka divasa rAjA-rANI baMne udyAnamAM TahelavA gayA. saMyogavaza nAga banelo rUpasenano jIva paNa A udyAnamAM pahoMcI gayo. sunaMdAne dekhatAM ja pUrvabhavanA vAsanAnA saMskAra jAgRta thaI gayA. sunaMdAne joIne e enI tarapha vadhavA lAgyo. ATalA bhayaMkara nAgane potAnI tarapha AvatAM joIne sunaMdA cillAvA lAgI. enI cIsa sAMbhaLIne rAjasevaka doDIne AvyA tathA eka kSaNano paNa vilaMba karyA vinA e sApanA TukaDe TukaDA karI dIdhA. bicAro rUpasena pharIthI potAnI premikA dvArA marAyo. tyAMthI marIne rUpasenano jIva cothA bhAvamAM kAgaDo banyo. eka divasa rAjAe potAnA udyAnamAM saMgItano kAryakrama rAkhyo. rAjA-rANI sahita bIjA paNa sabhAsada tyAM AvIne A manamohaka vAtAvaraNano AnaMda levA lAgyA. eTalAmAM saMyogavaza kAgaDo banelo rUpasenano jIva paNa tyAM AvI pahoMcyo. sunaMdAne dekhatA ja pUrvabhavanA saMskAra

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pharIthI jAgRta thaI gayA. khuza thaIne e jora-jorathI kAMva-kAva karavA lAgyo. vAjiMtranA madhura avAjamAM thaI rahelA kAgaDAnA avAje raMgamAM bhaMga karavAnuM kAma karyuM. krodhAvezamAM rAjAe e kAgaDAne mArI nAkhavAno Adeza Apyo. ane sipAIonA eka bANathI ja kAgaDo dharAzAyI thaI gayo. bicAro rUpasena ! potAnA mAnava janmathI to hArI gayo paraMtu maLelA badhA bhava paNa premanI vAsanAmAM barabAda karI dIdhA. tyAMthI marIne e kAgaDAe pharI tiryaMca yonimAM janma lIdho. aMta samaye mAtra sunaMdAnA ja vicAromAM maravAne kAraNe A bhavamAM paNa te e ja udyAnamAM haMsanA rUpamAM utpanna thayo. eka divasa rAjA ane rANI pharI e ja udyAnamAM TahelavA gayA. tyAM jhADa upara beThelA haMse sunaMdAne joI to te enI pAchaLa pAgala thaI gayo. tathA bhamarAnI jema sunaMdAnI cArebAju cakkara lagAvavA lAgyo. eTalAmAM to koI kAgaDAe rAjA upara caraka (TiTa) karI dIdhI. AthI rAjAe krodhAvezamAM kahyuM "sainiko ! dekhI zuM rahyA cho? mAro poSAka bagADanArA A kAgaDAne mArI nAkho." sainikoe tarata bANa caDhAvyA ane nizAna lagAvyuM. paraMtu e bANanuM nizAna koI bIjo ja banyo. kAgaDo to cAlAkIthI uDI gayo. paraMtu e bANa sunaMdAnI pAchaLa pAgala banelA haMsane jaIne lAgI gayuM. eka bhavamAM jemane jovA mATe sunaMdAnI AMkho tarasatI hatI. Aja e ja rUpasenane potAnI AMkhonI sAme bemota marato joIne paNa e cUpacApa ubhI rahI. niraparAdhI haMse marIne koI jaMgalamAM hiraNInI kukhe hiraNanA rUpamAM janma lIdho ane ahI rAjA potAnI rANI sunaMdAnI sAthe eka divasa eja jaMgalamAM zikAra karavA mATe gayA. karmanA khela ajaba-gajabanA hoya che. eka vAra jIva enI jhapeTamAM AvI jAya to jIvane durgatimAM dhakelavAmAM koI kasara bAkI nathI rAkhato. rUpasenanA bhavamAM sunaMdA upara Asakti karI te karmarAjAnI capeTamAM AvI gayo. have A karmarAjA dareka janmamAM rUpasenanuM sunaMdAthI milana karAvIne ene durgatimAM dhakelavAnA navA-navA upAya zodhavA lAgyo. jaMgalamAM saMgItanI mahephilanuM Ayojana thayuM. vAjiMtronA sUronA tAnathI pUrA vAtAvaraNamAM mAdakatA bharAI gaI. jaMgalI haraNo saMgItanA sUromAM pAgala thaIne tyAM AvI gayA. bhavitavyatAthI rUpasenano jIva paNa tyAM AvI pahoMcyo. caMdrane joIne je pramANe cakora AnaMdita thaI uThe che, meghane joIne jema mayUra ullAsita thaI jAya che, tevI ja rIte sunaMdAne joIne e haraNa pAgala thaI gayo. eTalAmAM rAjAnA AdezathI saMgIta baMdha thaI gayuM. svara baMdha thatAM ja badhA ja hiraNo jaMgalamAM pAchA bhAgI gayA. ekamAtra rUpasenano jIva hiraNa ja potAnI motane AmaMtraNa ApavA mATe tyAM ubho rahyo. rAjAe paNa takano phAyado uThAvIne eka paLano paNa vilaMba karyA vinA dhanuSyathI tIra choDyuM ane bIjI ja paLe lohIthI lathapatha hiraNanuM zarIra jamIna upara paDI gayuM.

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eka samaya evo hato ke rUpasenanA darzana na thAya to sunaMdAe anna-jala tyAga karavAnI pratijJA lIdhI hatI. ane Aje cha cha bhavamAM eja enI motanuM kAraNa banatI gaI. hRSTa-pRSTa hiraNanuM mAMsa pakAvIne lAvavAmAM AvyuM. rAjA ane rANI cAvapUrvaka enA mAMsanuM bhakSaNa karavA lAgyA. atyAra sudhI to sunaMdA mAtra rUpasenanIM mRtyunuM ja kAraNa banatI rahI. paraMtu karmanI viDaMbanA to juo, Aje eja rUpasenanI premikA khUba ja cAvathI enA zarIranA mAMsanuM svAda laI rahI che. tyAre bhAgyodayathI pUrvakRta prabala puNyodayathI ke ema kaho ke rUpasenanI pragatimAM nimittarUpa evA trikAlajJAnI be muni bhagavaMtanuM eja udyAnamAM padArpaNa thayuM. rAjA - rANIne mAMsa bhakSaNa karatAM dekhIne emaNe mastaka dhuNAvyuM. tyAre rAjAe hAtha joDIne muni bhagavaMtone pUchyuM, '"he munivara ! mAMsa bhakSaNa karavuM e amArA kuLano AcAra che. Apane amane bhojana karatAM dekhIne mastaka dhuNAvyuM che. Apa jevA jJAnIonI A ceSTA asAdhAraNa na ja hoya, jerUra enI pAchaLa koI gaMbhIra kAraNa che, he gurU bhagavaMta ! mArI zaMkAnuM nivAraNa karo !" tyAre munivara bolyA "rAjana ! mAtra manathI karavAmAM AveluM pApa paNa keTaluM bhayaMkara pariNAma ApavAvALuM hoya che. jene sunaMdAne prApta karavA mATe potAnA cha-cha bhava barabAda karI dIdhA Aje enA ja mAMsanuM bhakSaNa tame loko karI rahyA cho. karmanI viDaMbanA tathA viSayavAsanAnI bhayaMkaratAnuM pratyakSa udAharaNa dekhIne mAruM mastaka dhuNAI gayuM." Azcaryacakita thaIne rAjAe pUchyuM. 'gurUdeva ! kayA jIvanA sunaMdAnI pAchaLa cha-cha bhava barabAda thayA? A mAMsa to hiraNanuM che. mane kaMI samajAtuM nathI. jarA khulIne batAvavAnI kRpA karo." "rAjana ! A vAta sunaMdA rANInA jIvanathI joDAyelI che mATe sarvaprathama Apane emaNe abhayadAna ApavAnuM raheze. to ja huM batAvI zakuM chuM. anyathA nahIM." rAjAe e ja kSaNe kahyuM, "Apa pharamAvo prabhu ! huM rANI sunaMdAne abhayadAna ApuM chuM." munivare kahyuM "rAjana ! sunaMdA jyAre rAjakumArI hatI tyAre e ja nagaranA zeThanA putra rUpasenanI sAthe ene prema thaI gayo hato tathA rUpasena paNa enA rUpamAM mugdha banI gayo hato. zuM A sAcuM che sunaMdA rANI ?'' tyAre sunaMdA lajjita thaIne bolI "hAM prabhu, eTaluM ja nahIM meM enI sAthe ekavAra bhogavilAsa karIne potAnA zIlanuM khaMDana paNa karyuM hatuM." tyAre munivara bolyA "nahIM sunaMdA, tane gerasamaja thaI che e rAtre tame jene rUpasena samajI rahyA hatA te vAstavamAM rUpasena nahIM paNa mahAbala jugArI hato. rUpasena to tamane maLavA mATe AvI ja rahyo hato ane eTalAmAM to koI jUnA makAnanI divAla enI upara paDI ane e tyAMja mRtyu pAmyo. muninI vAta sAMbhaLatAM ja sunaMdAnA Azcarya ane khedano pAra na rahyo. "he prabhu ! A zuM anartha thaI gayuM mArAthI ? prabhu tyAMthI rUpasena marIne kyAM gayo ?" "sunaMdA AgaLanI vAta sAMbhaLIne to tane apAra duHkha thaze. te rUpasena marIne tyAMthI tamArA garbhamAM utpanna thayo. jene te 136

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mArI nAMkhyo. tyAMthI te nAga, kAgaDo, haMsa tathA hiraNa banyo. je pratyeka bhavamAM tamArI pAchaLa pAgala banyo tathA dareka vakhate tamArI pAchaLa potAnuM jIvana gumAvyuM. ahIM tuM jenuM mAMsa khAI rahI che te paNa rUpasenano jIva che. eTaluM ja nahIM tamArI pAchaLa cha-cha bhava barabAda karavAvALo rUpasena ahIMthI marIne vidyAcala parvata upara hAthInA rUpamAM utpanna thayo che.'' ATaluM sAMbhaLatAMja sunaMdAnI AMkhomAM AMsunI dhArA vahevA lAgI. eNe kahyuM "gurUdeva ! huM ghora pApiNI chuM. mArA nimittathI ja rUpasene ATalA bhava barabAda karyA. huM rUpasenanI aparAdhinI chuM. prabhu mArI zI gati thaze ? rUpasene to mAtra manathI pApa karyuM to enI AvI sthiti thaI gaI. paNa meM to mananI sAthe sAthe zarIrathI paNa ghora kukarma karyuM che. he nAtha ! mArI zuM dazA thaze ? he kRpAlu ! have tame mane koI upAya batAvo jethI mAruM kalyANa thAya. mAre durgatimAM bhaTakavuM na paDe." munivara bolyA. "sunaMdA, pApa karIne pazcAtApa karavAvALA virala ja hoya che. tuM emAMthI ja eka che. tane potAnA pAponuM pazcAtApa thaI rahyuM che. e badhAthI moTu prAyazcita che. pazcAtApa to bhayaMkara pApIne paNa pAvana banAve che. have tame prAyazcita pUrvaka saMyama grahaNa karI potAnI sAthe sAthe rUpasenano paNa udghAra karo." sunaMdA ane rUpasenanI jIvana kahANI sAMbhaLIne rAjAne paNa vairAgya thaI gayo. rAjA ane rANI baMnee saMyamajIvana aMgIkAra karyo. sAdhvI sunaMdA have potAnI gurUNI pravartinI sAdhvI sAthe gAmo-gAma vicaravA lAgyA. ghora tapa, tyAga, sAdhanA, ArAdhanA tathA nirmala brahmacaryanA prabhAvathI thoDA samayamAM ja emane avadhijJAna utpanna thayuM. potAnA jJAna dvArA emaNe rUpasenanA jIva hAthIne sugrAmanI najIka jaMgalomAM bhaTakato joyo. ene pratibodha karavA mATe sunaMdA sAdhvIjI potAnI gurUNInI AjJA laIne potAnI ziSyAonI sAthe sugrAmanagara gayA. eka divasa rUpasenanA jIva hAthIe nagaramAM khUba AtaMka macAvI dIdho. potAnA rastAmAM AvatI dareka vastune sUMDhathI uThAvIne dUra pheMkI. te pUrA nagarane tahasanahasa karI rahyo hato. badhAnI nA hovA chatAM sunaMdA sAdhvI e hAthInI AgaLa vadhI. hAthIe jyAre dUrathI sunaMdA sAdhvIne potAnI tarapha AvatI joI tyAre te emane mAravA mATe bhAgyo. paraMtu jevo ja te temanA najIka pahoMcyo tevo ja te enA rUpamAM mohita thaI gayo. bhavobhavanA saMskAra A bhavamAM paNa jAgRta thaI gayA. te sunaMdAnI AsapAsa ghUmavA lAgyo. tyAre yogya samaya jANatAM sunaMdA sAdhvIe kahyuM "rUpasena jAgo ! mArI pAchaLa cha-cha bhava barabAda karI tame apAra duHkhanA sivAya kaMI paNa prApta karyuM nahIM. ane Aje tuM eja bhUla pharIthI karI rahyo che. dareka bhavamAM tame mArI pAchaLa pAgala banatA rahyA ane huM tamArA motanuM nimitta banatI rahI. ATaluM badhu sahana karyA pachI have keTalA bhava barabAda karazo ? rUpasena atyAre paNa samaya che. A pramANe viSayomAM Asakta banIne potAnI bhavabhramaNA vadhAre na vadhAro." 137

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rUpana' zabda sAMbhaLIne hAthI vicAramAM paDI gayo. badhI vAta sAMbhaLIne te gahana ciMtanamAM DUbI gayo. tyAMja ene jAtismaraNa jJAna utpanna thayuM. potAnA pUrva bhavone tathA sahana karelA du:khone joIne e nizreSTa banIne jamIna para besI gayo. enI AMkhomAM AMsu vahevA lAgyA. ane ghora pazcAtApa karavA lAgyo. eNe vicAryuM "ThIka ja kahyuM che sunaMdAe. mohabdha banelA meM potAnA amUlya mAnavabhavanI sAthe sAthe potAnI bhavobhavanI paraMparA paNa bagADI dIdhI. sunaMdA to bhAgyazALI che jeNe kukarma karIne paNa potAnI AtmAno uddhAra karyo. huM mUDha banIne potAnA cha-cha bhava barabAda karI cUkyo chuM ane Aje jyAre mane sAcA jJAnanI prApti thaI to huM kaMI paNa karavA mATe asamartha chuM. mAruM zuM thaze? hAthInI manaHsthitine jANIne ene AzvAsana ApatAM kahyuM ke "rUpasena! ciMtA na karo. haju paNa kazuM bagaDyuM nathI. bAjI hajI paNa tamArA hAthamAM ja che. ene hAthethI na javA do. have tame tamAruM zeSa jIvana tapa, tyAga, dhyAna, sAdhanAmAM vyatIta karo. potAnA pazu avatArane gauNa karIne bhAvapUrvaka paramAtmAnuM zaraNuM svIkAra karo." A pramANe Azvasta thaIne hAthIe potAnI sUMDhathI sunaMdA sAdhvIne vaMdana karyA "dharmalAbha" kahIne sunaMdA sAdhvIjI tyAMthI cAlyA gayA. pachI te hAthI paNa e nagaranA rAjAnI hastazALAmAM rahIne daDhatApUrvaka tapa ane brahmacaryanuM pAlana karIne aMta samayamAM samAdhipUrvaka marIne AThamAM devalokamAM utpanna thayo. mAnavabhava hArIne paNa pazu bhava jItI gayo. ahIM sunaMdA sAdhvI paNa punaH ArAdhanArata thaI gayA. potAnA bhAvonA baLa para zukla dhyAna upara AruDha thaIne potAnA dhanaghAti karmone bALIne kevalI pada prApta karyuM. pRthvI talane pAvana karIne tathA bhavyajIvone bodha ApIne aMtamAM aghAti karmono paNa kSaya karI mokSa sthAnane prApta karyuM. viSa paNa mAre che ane viSaya paNa. pharaka eTalo ja che ke viSa mAtra eka vAra mAre che paraMtu viSaya to bhavobhava barabAda kare che. enA javalaMta udAharaNanA rUpamAM rUpasenanI A kathA sAMbhaLIne vartamAnamAM AdhunikatA tathA bhoga vilAsamAM raMgelA yuvaka-yuvatio sAvadhAna! rUpasena to puNyazALI hato je ene e kALamAM trikALajJAnI gurUno yoga prApta thayo. ATaluM bhaTakyA pachI rUpasenano uddhAra thayo. paraMtu apheranA vAtAvaraNamAM phasAyelA yuvaka-yuvatione mATe A samajavA jevuM che ke A paMcama kAlamAM tamAruM eTaluM puNya nathI ke tamane AvA trikALajJAnI gurUno yoga prApta thaI zake. mAtra daSTithI karavAmAM AvelA pApanA kAraNe rUpasena ane sunaMdAnI kahANIno aMta sAtamAM bhAvamAM Avyo. paraMtu tamArI viSaya vAsanAonI bhayaMkaratAno aMta 50-500-5OOO koNa jANe keTalA bhavomAM Avaze e vicAraNIya che. mATe dUrathI ja A viSaya vAsanAono tyAga karIne potAnA jIvanane durgatimAM javAthI bacAvo. (38)

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ke PerTA dizikharI parvata che. A kAma na -ruppakalA nadI suvarakulA nadI k bhatt zremiparvata che. mahApuDarIka draha nArIkAnA nadI | narakAnI nadI 2myaka kSetra kinArA uG lIlavata parvata 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 mahAvideha kSetra . sItA nadI sItodA nadI 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 9 niSadhaparvata sigicchi draha harivarSa kSetra | harisalilA nadI ' harikAntA nadI mahApuDI tuM mahAhimavaMtaparvata -rohitAMzA nadI himavaMta kSetra -rohitA nadI | padma draha himavataparvata bharata kSetra

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jherIlu koNa sA~pa ke tabhe sauMpa thI prema ?? A kevo prema ? sauMpanI cAmaDI mATe asaMkhya soMpone pakaDIne mArI nAkhavAmAM Ave che kAraNake, jIvatI cAmaDIne kheMcavI saraLa hoya che. eTale jIvatA sauMpanI cAmaDI UtArI levAya che. sapanA mAthAne khIllIthI jhADanA thaDa para ThokI devAmAM Ave che. jIvato sA~pa taDapato rahe che ane cAkUnI madadathI jIvIta avasthAmAM tenI cAmaDI UtArI levAmAM Ave che. tenA uparAMta kyAreka to sA~pane jhera rahita karIne tenI cAmaDI sArI rIte nIkaLI jAya tenA mATe bleDathI pahelA tenI AMkho nIkALI devAya che. pachI jIvIta avasthAmAM ja bleDathI tenI cAmaDI cIrI nAMkhavAmAM Ave che. A badhu ApanA premanA kAraNe ja ! sauMpanI cAmaDIthI koTa, pAkITa, TopIo, jutA vigere banAvavAmAM Ave che.

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tirdA loka - jambudvIpa ratnaprabhA naraka pRthvInI sapATI (chata) para asaMkhya dvipa-samudra che. enA madhyabhAgamAM jambudvipa che. je eka lAkha yojana lAMbo-pahoLo temaja thALInI jema goLa AkArano che. enI cAre bAju lavaNa samudra che. jambudvipanA madhyamAM meruparvata che. A jambudvipa 6 kulaghara parvato dvArA 7 kSetromAM vibhakta che. eTale ke eka kSetra, eka parvata, eka kSetra, eka parvata e pramANe 7 kSetra ane 6 parvata AvelA che. have A badhAne ApaNe vistArapUrvaka samajIzuM. vRtta vaitADhya bharata kSetra 2. himavaMta parvata H bharatakSetra pachI himavaMta siMdhu nadI gaMgA nadI parvata Avelo che. A parvata bharatakSetrathI bamaNo che. eTale ke A parvata 1052 yojana temaja 12 kalA pahoLo temaja 100 yojana UMco che. A sonAno banelo che. AnI u52 11 phUTa che. enA madhyamAM padmadraha che. A drahathI traNa nadIo nIkaLe che. gaMgA, siMdhu, ane rohitAMzA. gaMgA-siMdhu nadI padmadrahathI nIkaLIne bharatakSetramAM vahe che. ane rohitAMzA nadI himavaMtakSetranA pazcima bhAgamAM vahe che. A drahanI devInuM nAma 'zrIdevI' che. rohitAMzA nadI rohitA nadI 1.bharata kSetra H jambudvipanA dakSiNa bhAganA aMtamAM sarvaprathama bharatakSetra che. A kSetranI dakSiNathI uttaranI tarapha pahoLAI 526 yojana temaja 6 kalA che. A kSetramAM gaMgA-siMdhu A be nadIo vahe che. A pratyeka nadI 14,000nadIonA parivArathI yukta che. A pramANe bharatakSetramAM kula 28,000 nadIo vahe che. A karmabhUmi che. ahIM 6 ArA hoya che. himavaMta kSetra padma draha 139 himavaMta parvata 3. himavaMta kSetra : himavaMta parvatanI pAse himavaMta kSetra Avelo che. A kSetra himavaMta parvatathI bamaNo che tathA bharatakSetrathI cAragaNo moTo che. eTale ke A kSetranuM mApa 2105 yojana 5 kalA che. (19 kalA = 1 yojana) A kSetranA madhyabhAgamAM vRtta vaitADhya parvata che. A kSetramAM rohitA temaja rohitAMzA A be nadIo vahe che. rohitA nadI himavaMtakSetranA pUrvabhAgane be bhAgomAM vaheMcatI pUrva lavaNasamudramAM maLe

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rohitA nadI (harikAMtA nadI harisalilA nadI che ane rohitAMzA nadI pazcima bhAgane be bhAgamAM vaheMcatI pazcima lavaNa samudramAM maLe che. A pratyeka nadIo 28,0OO nadIonA parivArathI yukta che. A pramANe A kSetramAM kula pada,OOO nadIo vahe che. A akarmabhUmi che. ahIM haMmezA trIjo Aro ja hoya che. 4. mahAhimavaMta parvata: himavaMta kSetranI pAse mahAhimavaMta parvata Avelo che. A parvata himavaMtakSetrathI bamaNo che. eTale ke A parvata 4210 yojana 10 kalA pahoLo temaja 200 yojana uMco che. A sonAno (harikAMtA nadI banelo che. AnI upara 8 phUTa che. enA madhyamAM mahApamadraha che. A mahApadma draha) drahathI harikAntA temaja rohitA A be nadIo nIkaLe che. rohitA nadI ja mahAhimavaMta. himavaMtakSetranA pUrva bhAgamAM vahe che. ane harikAntA nadI harivarSa kSetranA parvata pazcima bhAgamAM vahe che. A drahanI devInuM nAma "DrI devI che. 5. harivarSa kSetra : mahA himavaMta parvatanI pAse harivarSa kSetra Avelo che. A kSetra mahAhimavaMta parvatathI bamaNo che. eTale ke A kSetranuM mApa 8421 yojana 1 kalA che. A kSetranA madhyabhAgamAM vRtta vaitADhya parvata che. A kSetramAM harikAntA temaja harisalilA A be nadIo vahe che. harisalilA nadI harivarSa kSetranA pUrva bhAgane be bhAgomAM vaheMcatI pUrva harivarSa kSetra, lavaNa samudramAM maLe che ane harikAntA nadI pazcima bhAgone be bhAgomAM vaheMcatI pazcima lavaNasamudramAM maLe che. A pratyeka nadIo pa6,OOO nadIonA parivArathI yukta che. A pramANe A kSetramAM kula 1,12,OOO nadIo vahe che. A akarmabhUmi che. ahIM haMmezA bIjo Aro hoya che. 6. niSadha parvataH harivarSa kSetranI pAse niSadha parvata Avelo che. A parvata harivarSa kSetrathI bamaNo che. eTale ke A 16,84ra yojana ra kalA pahoLo temaja 400 yojana UMco che. A lAla sonAno banelo tigicchi draha che. AnI Upara 9 phUTa che. enA madhyamAM tigicchidraha che. A drahathI sitodA ane harisalilA A be nadIo nIkaLe che. harisalilA nadI niSadha parvata, harivarSa kSetranA pUrva bhAgamAM vahe che ane sItAdA nadImahAvideha kSetranA harisalilA nadI pazcima bhAgamAM vahe che. A drahanI devInuM nAma "kRti devI' che. che. mahAvideha kSetra niSadha parvatanI pAse mahAvideha kSetra Avelo che. A kSetra niSadha parvatathI bamaNo ane bharatakSetrathI causaTha (64) gaNo moTo che. A kSetranuM mApa 33,684 yojana 4 kalA 2. / sIsodA nadI

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8 mujana pavana unara kura, mInA nA sInou nadI devakuru mavide che. enA madhyamAM meruparvata che. A kSetramAM sItA temaja sItodA A be nadIo vahe che. sItA nadI mahAvideha kSetranA pUrva bhAgane be bhAgomAM vahecatI pUrvalavaNa samudramAM maLe che ane sItAdA nadI mahAvideha kSetranA pazcima bhAgane be bhAgomAM vaheMcatI pazcima lavaNa samudramAM maLe che. mahAvideha kSetramAM gajadaMta parvatonI vacce devaguru ane uttara kuru AvelA che. enA sivAya A kSetramAM 32 vijaya, 12 aMtara nadIo ane 16 vakSaskAra parvata paNa che. ahIM vahetI sItA-sItAdA nadIno parivAra A pramANe che. sItA nadIno parivAra : pUrvanI 16 vijayanI 32 nadIo (gaMgA-siMdhu) pratyeka nadI 14,000nA parivAravALI hovAthI - 32414800 = 4,48,000 emAM kurukSetranI 84,000 nadIo maLavAthI = 84,000 kule nadIo = 5,32,000 A pramANe pazcima bhAgamAM vahetI sItAdA nadIno parivAra paNa 5,32,000 che. A pramANe mahAvideha kSetramAM kula 10,64,000 nadIo vahe che. A karmabhUmi che. ahIM haMmezA cotho Aro hoya che. kurukSetra akarmabhUmi che. ahIM haMmezA pahelo Aro hoya che. , 8. nIlavaMta parvataH mahAvideha kSetranI pAse nIlavaMta parvata Avelo che * nArIkAMtA nadI ) A parvatanuM mApa mahAvideha kSetrathI aDadhuM hovAthI niSadha parvata jeTaluM nIlavaMta parvato che. eTale ke A parvata 16,84ra yojana 2 kalA pahoLo tathA 400 yojana UMco che. A vaiduryaratna (harA) thI banelo che. enA madhyamAM kezarI draha che. A drahanI devInuM nAma "kIrti devI' che. A drahathI sItA . ane nArikAMtA A be nadIo nIkaLe che. sItA nadI mahAvideha kSetranA pUrva bhAgamAM vahe che. ane nArIkAMtA nadI ramyakSetranA pazcima bhAgamAM vahe che. 9. ramyakakSetra : nIlavaMta parvatanI pAse ramyakSetra Avelo che. A kSetra nIlavaMta parvatathI aDadho che. eTale ke A kSetranuM mApa 8,421 yojanA 1 kalA che. A kSetranA madhyamAM vRtta vaitADhya parvata che. A kSetramAM narakAMtA temaja nArIkAMtA A be nadIo vahe che. narakAMtA nadI kezarI sItA nadI ) narakAMtA nadI nArIkAMtA nadI 2myaka kSetra

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narakAMtA nadI/ ramakukSetranA pUrva bhAgane be bhAgomAM vaheMcatI pUrva lavaNa samudramAM maLe che ane nArIkAMtA nadI pazcima bhAgane be bhAgomAM vaheMcatI pazcima lavaNa samudramAM maLe che. A pratyeka nadIo pada,000 nadIonA parivArathI yukta che. A pramANe A kSetramAM kula 1,12,000nadI vahe che. A akarmabhUmi che. ahIM haMmezA bIjo Aro hoya che. 10. rukima parvataH ramyapha kSetranI pAse rukima parvata Avelo che. A ja / _kti parvata) parvata ramyakakSetrathI aDadho che. eTale ke A parvata 4,210yojana 10 kalA pahoLo tathA 200 yojana UMco che. A parvata rUpA (cAMdI)nA mahApuMDarIka draha banelo che. enA madhyamAM mahApuMDarika draha che. A drahathI narakAMtA ane pyakulA e be nadIo nIkaLe che. narakAMtA nadI ramya kSetranA pUrvabhAgamAM vahe che ane pyakulA nadI hairaNyavaMta kSetranA pazcima bhAgamAM vahe che. A drahanI devInuM nAma "buddhidevI che. 11. heraNyavaMta kSetra : rukima parvatanI pAse hairaNyavaMta kSetra Avelo suvarNakulA che. A kSetra rukimaparvatathI aDadho che. eTale ke A kSetranuM mApa 2105 yojana 5 kalA che. A kSetranA madhyabhAgamAM vRtta vaitADhya parvata che. A hairamyavaMta kSetra kSetramAM suvarNakalA ane ruppakalA A be nadIo vahe che. suvarNakalA nadI hairaNyavaMta kSetranA pUrvabhAgane be bhAgomAM vaheMcatI pUrva lavaNasamudramAM maLe che ane adhyakulA nadI pazcimabhAgane be bhAgamAM, vaheMcatI pazcima lavaNasamudramAM maLe che. A pratyeka nadIo 28,000 nadIonA parivArathI yukta che. A pramANe A kSetramAM kula 56,000nadIo vahe che. A akarmabhUmi che. ahIM haMmezA trIjo Aro hoya che. 12. zikharI parvataH hairaNyavaMta kSetranI pAse zikharI parvata Avelo che. raktavatI nadInA nadI A parvata hairaNyavaMta kSetrathI aDadho che. eTale ke enuM mApa 1,05ra yojana 12 kalA pahoLo temaja 100 yojana UMco che. A sonAno banelo che. enA madhyamAM puSkarika draha che. A drahathI traNa nadIo vahe suvarNakulA nadI che. raktA-raktavatI ane suvarNakulA nadI. suvarNakulA nadI hairaNyavaMta kSetranA pazcima bhAgamAM vahe che ane raktA-raktavatI nadIo airAvatakSetramAM vahe che. A drahanI devInuM nAma "lakSmIdevI' che. dhyakulA puNaDarIka daha/zikharI parvata

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13. airAvatakSetra : zikharI parvatanI pAse ane jambudvipanA uttara bhAgamAM sarva prathama airAvata kSetra che. A kSetra zikharI parvatathI aDadho eTale ke enuM mA5 526 yojana 6 kalA che. A kSetra bharatakSetranI jevo che. A kSetramAM raktA-raktavatI A be nadIo vahe che. pratyeka nadI 14,000 nadIonA parivArathI yukta che. A pramANe A kSetramAM kula 28,000 nadIo vahe che. A karmabhUmi che. ahIM 6 ArA hoya che. A kSetra temaja parvatone ApaNe nIcenA cArTa dvArA AsAnIthI samajI zakIe chIe. kSetra ke parvatanuM nAma bharatakSetra himavaMta parvata himavaMta kSetra mahAhimavaMta parvata harivarSa kSetra niSadha parvata mahAvideha kSetra nilavaMta parvata ramyak kSetra rukima parvata | auraNyavaMta kSetra zikharI parvata | airAvata kSetra | kula mApa yojana-kalA para6.6 1052.12 2105.5 4 33684.4 16842.2 4210.1 8 mahApadma draSa 8421.1 16 | risalilA-harikAMtA 16842.2 32 8421.1 4210.1 2105.5 khaMDa vahetI nadI athavA * drahanI vrahanuM nAma devI 1052.12 1 | gaMgA-siMdhu 2 padmadraha para6.6 jambudvIpanA mukhya padArtha, tigicchi draha 64 | sItA-sItodA 32 | kezarI draha 16 | narakAMtA-nArIkAMtA 8 | mahApuMDarIka draha 4 | suvarNakulA-ruppakulA 2 | puNDarIka draha 1 rohitA-rohitAMzA 1,00,000 | 190 raktA-raktavatI 14,000 x 2 = zrI devI | sonAno / 100 yojana UMco 28,000 x 2 = ThThI devI | sonAno | 2800 yojana UMco nadIono parivAra tathA parvatanuM varNana temaja uMcAI 56,000 x 2 = dhRti devI | lAla sonAno / 400 yojana UMco 5,32,000 x 2 = kirti devI | vai uryaratna (harA) / 400 yojana UMco 56,000 x 2 = | buddhi devI | rupAno / 200 yojana UMco raktavatI nadI 28,000 x 2 = lakSmI devI | sonAno / 100 yojana UMco 14,000 x 2 = - 143 raktA nadI airAvata kSetra kula 28,000| 56,000 1,12,000 10,64,000 1,12,000 56,000 28,000 14,56,000

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- prati 1re koI 13 Dec - h ] che keTTla che. kada 12k- 1 !} - nI ke NAKhNAKAN o p q che ? 0 0 0 0 | mahAMvideha kSetra 2 AtA dare hvata rIta 0 0 0 0 5 EUR che ! A liSaya pavana digirijI ) viSa kSetra kara -nA do vIra satata mahema ? mAha sarvato paraMta VY dikaro ke na ke jaMbudvipamAM kula 90 mahAnadI che. e pramANe che. pratyeka kSetranI ra mahAnadI che mATe 7Xra = 14 mahAvidehanI aMtara nadI = 12 32 vijayanI (pratyeka vijayanI 2) gaMgA-siMdhu nadI 3242 = 64 kula = 90 mahAnadI kahevAya che... karmabhUmi - jyAM asi (zastra), masi (vyApAra), kRSi (khetIvADI) vagere vyavahAra cAlatA hoya, ene karmabhUmi kahe che. tIrthakara vagere 63 zalAkA purUSono janma karmabhUmimAM ja hoya che. bharata,

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airAvata temaja mahAvideha A traNa kSetra karmabhUmi che. akarmabhUmi ahIM yugalikano janma thAya che. ahIM asi, masi, kRSi vagere kaMI nathI hotuM. dharma paNa nathI hoto. kalpavRkSa ahIMnA lokonI IcchA pUrI kare che. ahIMnA jIva alpakaSAyavALA temaja marIne devalokamAM javAvALA hoya che. vizeSa varNana kAlacakramAM batAvavAmAM Avaze) sAta kSetromAMthI himavaMta, harivarSa, ramyapha, hairaNyavaMta A ja kSetra tathA devaguru ane uttarakurane umeravAthI kula 6 akarmabhUmio che. nadIonI utpatti sthAna temaja nipAtakunDaH cha kuladhara parvatanA madhyabhAgamAM cha draha che. AmAMthI nadIo nIkaLIne zIkharanA agrabhAga upara magaramacchanA mukhanI jema AkAravALI vajaratnanI banelI jIbharUpa paranAlAmAMthI potAnA (nadInA) nAmavALI vajaratnamaya nipAta kuDamAM paDe che. A samaye pANIno pravAha ratnonA prabhAvathI mizrita hovAnA kAraNe motInA hAranI jema atiramaNIya lAge che. kacchamAMthI A nadIo potapotAnA kSetramAM vahIne pUrva-pazcima lavaNa samudramAM bhaLI jAya che. kula nadIo 90 hovAnA kAraNe enA nipAtakuNDa paNa 90 che. mahAvidehanI vijayomAM vahetI gaMgA-siMdhu temaja raktA-raktavatI nadIo temaja 12 aMtara nadIo parvatathI nathI nIkaLatI paraMtu parvatanI taLeTImAM e vijayAdimAM AvelA kuMDamAMthI ja nIkaLe che. mATe A nadIonA magaramacchanA mukha samAna paranAlA nathI hotA. A paranAlA 7 kSetronI 14 mahAnadIonA ja hoya che. bharatakSetranA 6 khaMDa | ma va EMP3 papadraha - S A tamistrI guphA B khaMDa apAtA guphA siMdhu prapAta kuDa gaMgA prapAta kuDa D mAgadha tIrtha E varadAma tIrtha E prabhAsa tIrtha = ' 5S lavaNa samudra (145)

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bharatakSetranA barAbara madhyabhAgamAM pUrva-pazcima lAMbo temaja 50 yojana pahoLo vaitADhya parvata che. jenAthI bharatakSetra uttarArdha temaja dakSiNArdha A be bhAgomAM vaheMcAI jAya che. himavaMta parvatamAMthI AvatI gaMgA-siMdhu A be nadIone kAraNe enA 6 khaMDa banI jAya che. dakSiNArdhanA madhya khaMDa arthAt prathama khaMDamAM tIrthaMkara, cakravartI, baladeva, vAsudeva vagere 63 zalAkA purUSono janma thAya che. bharatakSetramAM kula 32,000 deza che. emAM 251/ (sADA paccIsa) deza Arya arthAt dharma karavA yogya kSetra che. bAkInA badhA deza anArya che. anArya dezamAM bilkula dharma hoto nathI. cakravartInA caudaratna temaja emanA kAryo cakravartInA 14 ratnomAMthI 7 ratna pRthvIkAyanA (ekendriya) che. temaja 7 ratna paMcendriya che. (1) cakraratna - anya gotravALA vairInuM mastaka chede che. (2) chatraratna - cakravartInA hasta sparzathI 12 yojana vistRta bane che. temaja jyAre mlecchonA deva varasAda varasAve che, tyAre badhA sainyanuM rakSaNa kare che. (3) daNDaratna - bhUminuM samIkaraNa karavA temaja 1000 yojana sudhI khodavA mATe kAma Ave che. udAharaNa H sagara cakrInA 60 hajAra putro aSTApada tIrthanI rakSA karavA mATe daMDaratnathI kUvo khodIne emAM pANI bharavA mATe daMDaratnathI pANI tyAM sudhI laI jAya che. pANI bharavAthI kIcaDa nAgakumAronA AvAsamAM (vAstavika nahIM paraMtu krIDAsthala hoI zake che) paDavA lAgyuM. ethI kopAyamAna thayelA nAgakumAroe eka sAthe sagaracakrInA 60 hajAra putrone mArI nAMkhyA. (4) carmaratna - cakravartInA hastasparzathI 12 yojana vistAra meLave che. enI u52 savAre vAveluM dhAna sAMja sudhI rasoI banAvavA yogya taiyAra thaI jAya che. tathA A nadIo temaja samudronuM ullaMdhana karavAmAM paNa kAma Ave che. (5) khaDgaratna - A talavAra yuddhamAM kAma Ave che. (6) kAkINIratna - vaitADhya parvatanI guphAmAM eka eka bhIMta u52 49-49 mAMDalA karavAmAM kAma Ave che. temaja jyAM sudhI cakrInuM zAsana rahe che. tyAM sudhI A mAMDalA sUryasama prakAza Ape che. (7) maNiratna - nIce carmaratna 12 yojana sudhI pAthareluM hoya temaja upara chatraratna 12 yojana sudhI phelAvyuM hoya e samaye chatranI daDI upara A ratnane bAMdhavAthI sarvatra prakAza phelAya che temaja hAtha athavA mastaka para bAMdhavAthI zarIranA badhA rogono nAza thAya che. (8) purohitaratna - zAMtikarma kare che. (9) gajaratna (10) azvaratna - baMne mahAparAkramI hoya che. 146

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(11) senApatiratna - gaMgA-siMdhunA kinAre 4 khaMDa jIte che. (12) gRhapatiratna - gharanI rasoI vageremAM kAma Ave che. (13) vardhakI (suthAra) ratna - ghara banAve che tathA vaitADhya parvatanI guphAmAM umagnA temaja nimagnA nadI upara pula bAMdhe che. = (14) strIratna - atyaMta adbhuta rupavatI strI cakravartIne bhogavAM yogya hoya che. (noTa H- suMdarIA bharatanI strI ratna nahotI. bharatacakrInI strI ratna nami-vinamInI bahena subhadrA hatI. strIratna marIne avazya chaThThI narakamAM jAya che. suMdarI to mokSamAM gaI che.) 14 ratnomAMthI cakra, chatra, daNDa temaja khaDga A 4 ratna AyudhazAlAmAM utpanna thAya che. carma, maNi temaja kAkINI ratna rAjabhaMDAramAM utpanna thAya che. senApati, gRhapati, purohita temaja suthAra A ratna rAjadhAnImAM utpanna thAya che. strIratna rAjakulamAM utpanna thAya che. hastI temaja azvaratna vaitADhya parvatanI pAse utpanna thAya che. cakravartInI pakhaMDa sAdhanA : utkRSTa puNyanA yogathI jIva cakravartInI padavI prApta kare che. yogya kALamAM cakraratnanI utpatti pachI cakravartI divijayane mATe jAya che. tyAre prathama khaMDathI cothA khaMDamAM javA mATe vaitADhya parvatanI 50 yojana lAMbI tamistrA nAmanI guphAno dvAra daRsratnathI khole che: hAthInA mastaka upara maNiratna hovAthI guphA prakAzita bane che. guphAnI divAla upara cakravartI kAkINI ratnathI maMDalanuM Alekhana 11 yojananA AMtare kare che. A maMDalano prakAza 1 yojana sudhI phelAya che. jenAthI A guphA cakravartInA samayamAM sadA sUryanI samAna prakAzita rahe che. tyAMthI cothA (4) khaMDamAM jaIne cakravartI mlecchonI sAthe bhayaMkara yuddhamAM vijaya prApta kare che. gaMgA-siMdhu nadInA bIjA kinAre rahelA 2,3,5,6 khaMDane cakravartInA AdezathI senApati jItIne Ave che. A pramANe cha khaMDa jItIne cothA (4) khaMDamAM rahelA ratnamaya RSabhakUTa upara potAnuM nAma lakhavA jAya che paraMtu RSabhakUTa upara nAma lakhavAnI jagyA na hovAthI bIjAonuM nAma bhUMsIne potAnuM nAma lakhe che. bharatacakrIne e samaye atizaya duHkha thayuM ke bhaviSyamAM banavAvALA cakravartI mAruM nAma miTAvI deze. mATe emanI AMkhomAM pANI AvI gayuM. nAma lakhIne khaMDaprapAtA nAmanI vaitADhya parvatanI bIjI guphAthI pharIthI madhyakhaMDamAM Ave che. A guphAmAM paNa maMDalanuM Alekhana kare che. madhya khaMDane jItatAM jItatAM jyAre gaMgA temaja lavaNa samudranA saMgama sthAna rUpa mAgadha tIrtha upara Ave che. e samaye cakravartInA puNyathI AkarSita nava-nidhAna pAtAla mArge thaIne cakravartInI rAjadhAnImAM Ave che. cakravartInA 14 ratna, nava nidhAna temaja 147

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aThThama tapa dvArA ArAdhita deva vagere satata sevAmAM hAjara rahe che. cakrInA zAsanakAla sudhI tamistrI temaja khaMDa prapAtA guphAonA dvAra khullA rahe che. jayAre cakravartI dIkSA le che ke mRtyu prApta kare che tyAre punaH nidhio vagere sva-sthAnamAM cAlI jAya che. cakravartInI kaddhiH cakravartInI pAse 14 ratno hoya che. pratyeka ratna upara 1-1 hajAra devatA adhiSThita hoya che temaja baMne bhujAo 2000devothI adhiSThita hoya che. kula 16,000deva hamezAM sevAmAM hAjara hoya che. 32,000 mukuTabaddha rAjA, 64,000 strIo, 9 nidhio, 72,OOO zreSThanagara, 84 lAkha hAthI, 84 lAkha ghoDA, 84 lAkha ratha, 96 kroDa grAma temaja 6 khaMDanA e mAlika hoya che, ( navanidhiyomAM vividha zAstra temaja cakrIne bhogavA yogya AbhAra. mere sarvazreSTha vastuo hoya che. ATalI RddhivAlA cakravartI jo saMsArano tyAga kare to mokSa ke vaimAnika devalokamAM jAya che. nahIMtara A Rddhi emane narakagAmI banAve che. A cauvisamAM 8 cakravartI mokSamAM gayA, 2 cakravartI sanakumAra ane maghavA trIjA devalokamAM gayA, tathA subhUma temaja brahmadatta A be cakravartI sAtamI narakamAM gayA. cakrInuM sainya jayAre paDAva nAMkhe che tyAre ja mAMgulathI 12 yojana jagyA roke che. cakravartInI senAne mATe tyAM haMmezA 10 lAkha maNa mIThuM temaja 4 kroDa maNa anAja pAke che. dasa-dasa hajAra gAyavALA kula 1 kroDa gokula hoya che. mahAvideha kSetro, mahAvideha kSetranA mukhya padArtha H meruparvata, deva-kuru, uttarakuru, bhadrazAla vana, 16 vakSaskAra, 12 aMtarnadI, 32 vijaya, 4 gajadaMta parvata pratyeka vijayamAM bharatakSetranI jema cha khaMDa, vaitADhaye parvata temaja gaMgA-siMdhu ke rakta-raktavatI nadIthI vibhAjIta che. mahAvideha kSetranA madhyamAM meruparvata che. niSadha parvatanI pAse be gajadata parvata nIkaLIne merune sparza kare che. A be parvatonI vacceno kSetra devakuru che. temaja nIlavaMta parvatanI pAse be Iiii S vajha s Faizaz 21/201718 kAna nakI karIne eka sItA nadI SE: 15:140 | Sahjo ! A vijaya B vakSaskAra parvata vijaya D antarnAdI E jagati F vana : AAAAdhi , tigicchi dra 148)

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gajadaMta parvata nIkaLIne merune sparza kare che. enA vacceno kSetra uttarakuru che. A baMne kurukSetromAM papa vizAla draha che. sItA-sItAdA nadIne kAraNe A draha temaja kurukSetra be bhAgomAM vibhAjIta thaI jAya che. 5 drahonA baMne tarapha 10-10 kaMcanagiri (sonAnA banelA) parvata che. baMne kurukSetrone meLavIne kula baso kaMcanagirI che. devakurumAM citra-vicitra parvata temaja pazcimamAM 116 vRkSothI gherAyelA suMdara devabhavano temaja prAsAdothI yukta vizAla tathA pRthvIkAyamaya zAlmalI vRkSa che. A pramANe uttara kurukSetramAM yamaka-samaka parvata temaja zAlmalI vRkSanI jema jakhu nAmanuM vRkSa pUrvArdhamAM che. A vRkSa upara jabudvipanA adhipati anAdUta devanA bhavanAdi che. A jambu vRkSone kAraNe A dvipanuM nAma jabudvipa che. sItodA nadI , 'mere (parvata kaMcana girI parvata kaMcanagirI parvata ja citra kukAvI vicitra ke '' EAja meruparvatanI cAre bAju gajadaMta parvata sudhI bhadrazAla vana che. A vananI 8 dizAomAM 8 karikUTa che. vananA aMtamAM cAre bAju vedikA che. enA pachI vijayonI zarUAta thAya che. kezarI drahamAMthI nIkaLatI sItA nadI uttarakuranA madhyabhAgamAM thaIne meruparvatanI pAsethI vaLAMka laIne pUrva mahAvidehane be bhAgomAM vaheMcatI pUrva samudramAM maLe che. A pramANe sItAdA nadI tigichidrahamAMthI nIkaLIne devakunA madhyamAMthI vahetI pazcima mahAvideha ne be bhAgomAM vahecatI pazcima samudramAM maLe che. kurukSetramAMthI nIkaLatA samaye kurukSetronI 84,000-84,000 nadIo baMne nadIomAM maLe che. citra naM. 1 anusAra pUrva mahAvidehanA uttarArdhamAM 8 vijaya uttara-dakSiNa lAMbI che. enA uttaramAM nIlavaMta parvata temaja dakSiNamAM sItA nadI che. A 8 vijayonI vacce 4 vakSaskAra temaja 3 antarnAdIo che. arthAt 1 vijaya, 1 parvata, 1 vijaya, 1 nadI, 1 vijaya, 1 parvata, 1 vijaya, 1 nadI A kramathI 8 vijayonA 7 AMtarAmAM 4 parvata temaja 3 nadIo che. 8mI puSkalAvatI vijayamAM sImaMdharaprabhu vicarI rahyA che. 8mI vijayanA pachI jagati temaja vana pramukha che.

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A pramANe pUrva mahAvidehanA dakSiNArdhamAM niSadha temaja sItAnadInI vacce 9 thI 16 sudhInI 8 vijaya, 4 vakSaskAra temaja 3 antarnadio che. 9mI vijayamAM yugamaMdhara paramAtmA vicarI rahyA che. A pramANe pazcima mahAvidehanA dakSiNArdhamAM 17 thI 24 sudhInI vijayanI vacce 4 vakSaskAra parvata temaja 3 antarnadio che. emAM 24mI temaja 25mI vijayamAM bAhu-subAhu paramAtmA vicarI rahyA che. A pramANe kula maLIne 32 vijaya, 16 vakSaskAra temaja 12 aMtarnadio thaI. A vijayonA cha khaMDa bharatakSetranI jema samajavA joIe. aMtara eTaluM ja che ke 1 thI 8 (pUrva mahAvidehanA uttaranI ATha vijaya) temaja 17 tI 24 (pazcima mahAvidehanI dakSiNanI 8 vijaya)mAM gaMgA-siMdhu nAmanI nadI vahe che ane bAkI vijaya eTale ke 9 thI 16 temaja 25 thI 32 sudhInI vijayomAM raktAraktavatI nadIo vahe che. temaja bharatakSetranI jema A nadIo pratyeka vijayane 6 bhAgamAM vaheMce che. mahAvidehanI pratyeka vijayanuM spaSTIkaraNa H AA 150 tA AMAZ - prayA AAAA vijayamAM vahevAvALI gaMgA-siMdhu temaja raktA-2ktavatI nadIo yathA yogya niSadha athavA nIlavaMta parvatanI taLeTImAM rahelA kuMDamAMthI nIkaLe che. temaja sItA-sItodAmAM maLe che. ahIM citramAM cAre taraphanI eka-eka vijayanA khaMDa temaja nadIo batAvavAmAM AvI che. A pramANe anya vijayone mATe samajI levuM. AgaLa paNa dhAtakI khaMDa temaja puSkarArdhanI vijayone mATe A pramANe samajavuM. ahIM khAsa dhyAnamAM rAkhavuM joIe ke mahAvidehanI pratyeka vijaya bharata kSetrathI bahu ja moTI che. lagabhaga 31 gaNI moTI che. kema ke bharatakSetra jeTalA 64 khaMDa mahAvidehamAM che. emAMthI aDadhA khaMDa eTale ke 32 khaMDa eka vijayane maLe che. temaja sItA ke sItodA nadI mAno ke 1 khaMDa roke to paNa bharatakSetra jeTalA 31 khaMDa eka vijayamAM samAI jAya che.

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tIrtha : bharatakSetramAM gaMgA-siMdhu be nadIo che. A nadIonA lavaNa samudranI sAthe saMgamasthAnane tIrtha kahe che. gaMgAnuM saMgama sthAna mAgadha tIrtha temaja siMdhunuM saMgamasthAna prabhAsa tIrtha che. baMnenA vacce varadAma nAmanuM tIrtha che. bharatakSetranI jema airAvata temaja batrIsa vijayomAM paNa traNa-traNa tIrtha hovAthI jaMbudvipamAM kula 3483 =102 tIrtha che. chappana antarlIpanuM svarUpaH laghu hiMmavata temaja zikharI parvatanA pUrva temaja pazcima kinArAthI 2-2 dADhAo lavaNa samudra tarapha nIkaLe che. A pramANe kula 8 dADhAo che. 1-1 dADhAmAM 7-7 dviIpa hovAthI 88 7 = pa6 aMtardIpa kahevAya che. A dvIpomAM asaMkhyAta varSanA AyuSyavALA yugalika rahe che. samudranI aMdara hovAthI A dvIpane aMtarlIpa kahevAya che. vidhAdhara rAjAonA sthAna tathA Abhiyogika devonA sthAnaH bharata-airAvata temaja 32 vijayonA maLI kula 34 dIrgha vaitADhya che. A pacAsa (50) yojana pahoLA temaja 25 yojana UMcA cAMdInA banelA che. nIcethI 10yojana upara gayA pachI baMne tarapha 10-10 yojana sapATa bhUmi che. emAM uttara zreNI temaja dakSiNa zreNInA nagaromAM vidyAdhara rAjA rAjaya kare che. hajI AgaLa 10yojana gayA pachI tyAM paNa 10-10 10 yojana | yojananI sapATa bhUmi che. A bIjI mekhalA che. ahIM Abhiyogika deva rahe che. emanI paNa uttara-dakSiNa dizAomAM be zreNI che. A pramANe pratyeka vaitADhya upara 2 vidyAdharanI temaja 2 Abhiyogika devonI kula 4 zreNIo che. mATe pUrA jaMbudvIpamAM mahAvidehanI 32 temaja bharata tathA airAvata kSetranI maLIne kula 3484=134 zreNIo che. 10Ajana 10yojana Both h AbhivAMka devanuM sthAna 10 vAna - +91 vidyAdhara ke nagara 10 vAta -h 10AjanA - 50- thoja vINelA motI je potAnA puNyathI paNa vadhAre apekSA rAkhe tene asamAdhi thayA vinA nathI rahetI. je potAnA puNyathI adhika na Icche teo samAdhimAM jIve che ane je potAnuM puNya jeTaluM che tenI paNa apekSA na rAkhe teo parama samAdhimAM magna rahe che.

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jambudvIpanA 635 zAzvata jina caitya zAzvata caityanuM svarUpa : badhA zAzvata maMdira ratna, suvarNa temaja maNIonA banelA che. A maMdira ochAmAM ochA 4 ki.mI. lAMbA che. A maMdironA pUrva-uttara temaja dakSiNa A traNa dizAomAM moTA-moTA traNa daravAjA hoya che. maMdiranA madhyamAM pAMcaso dhanuSa vistRta maNImaya pIThikA che. enI upara 500 dhanuSa lAMbo pahoLo devachaMdaka che. enI upara cAre dizAomAM 27-27 pratimAjI maLIne 108 pratimAjI che. tathA traNa daravAjAmAM 1-1 caumukhajI hovAthI 344=12 pratimAjI che. kula eka caityamAM 108+12=120 pratimAjI che. A badhI pratimAjI utsedhAMgulathI 500 dhanuSanI che. pratimAjInuM varNana : A mUrtionA nakha aMka (sapheda ratna) temaja lAla ratnanI chAMTavALA che. hAtha-paganA taLIyAM, nAbhi, zrI vatsa, stanAgra temaja tAlu tapta (lAla) suvarNamaya che. dADhI temaja mUchanA vALa riSTa (kALA) ratnonA che. hoTha vidruma (lAla) ratnonA che. temaja nAsikA lAla ratnothI yukta suvarNamaya che. bhagavAnanA cakSu lAla ratnonI chAMTavALA aMka ratnonA che. kIkI, AMkhanI pAMpaNa, keza temaja bhramara riSTaratnamaya che. zIrSaghaTikA vajramaya tathA zeSa aMga suvarNamaya che. pratyeka pratimAjInI pAchaLa 1-1 chatradhAriNI, baMne tarapha najIkamAM be-be cAmaradhAriNI temaja sanmukha vinayathI jhukelI 2 yakSanI pratimA, caraNa sparza karatI 2 bhUtanI pratimA temaja hAtha joDelI be kuMDadhArI pratimAo che. pratyeka biMbanI sAme eka ghaMTa, eka padhAnI, caMdanano kaLaza, jhArI, darpaNa, thALI, chatra, cAmara tathA dhvajA vagere vastuo rahe che. A pramANe A zAzvata maMdira ati adbhuta che. (1) bharatakSetra jambudvIpamAM 635 zAzvata maMdira A pramANe che. enA madhyamAM vaitADhya parvata che. enA 9(nava) zikhara che. pUrva tarapha prathama zikhara upara tathA gaMgA-siMdhu A nadInA prapAta kuMDamAM kula bharatakSetramAM kula - 3 zA.zai. X 120 pratimA = 360 pratimA 152 1 zA.zai. 2 zA.zai. 3 zA.zai.

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(2) himavaMta parvata - enA vacamAM padmadrahamAM - 1 zA.zai. enI upara 11 phUTa che. pUrva taraphathI prathama kUTa upara - 1 zA.ce. kula - ra zA.ce. kula - 2 zA.zai. X 120 pratimA = 240 pratimA (3) himavaMta kSetra - A kSetranA madhyamAM 1 vRtta vaitADhya para - 1 zA.ce. rohitA temaja rohitAzA ra nadIonA prapAta kuSThamAM - 2 zA.ce. kula - 3 zA.ce. kula - 3 zA.ce. x 120 pratimA = 360 pratimA (4) mahAhimavaMta parvata - vacce mahApadmadrahamAM , - 1 zA.zai. emAM 8 phUTa che. pUrva taraphanI prathama krUTa upara - 1 zA.zai. kula - 2 zA.ce. kula - 2 zA.ce. X 120 pratimA = 240 pratimA (5) harivarSa kSetra - A kSetranA vacce 1 vRtta vaitAdya para - 1 zA.zai. harikAMtA-harisalilA nadInA be prapAta kunDamAM - 2 zA.ce. kula - 3 zA.ce. kula - 3 zA.zai.x 120 pratimA = 360 pratimA (6) niSadha parvata - madhyamAM tigicchidrahamAM - 1 zA.zai. enA 9 phUTa che. pUrva taraphanI prathama kUTa upara - 1 zA.ce. kula - 2 zA.zai. kula - 2 zA.ce. x 120 pratimA = 240 pratimA () mahAvideha kSetra * - A kSetranA pAMca bhAga che. (1) meru parvata (2) devaku (3) uttara kuru (4) pUrva mahAvideha (5) pazcima mahAvideha (1) meru parvata - meru parvatanI taLeTImAM bhadrazAla vana che. enI cAra dizAmAM - 4 zA.ce. taleTImAM 4 dizA temaja 4 vidizAmAM 8 karikUTa para - 8 zA.zai. naMdanavananI cAra dizAmAM - 4 zA.zai. 153)

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(2) devakuru somanasa vananI cAra dizAmAM - 4 zA.ce. pADuka vananI cAra dizAmAM - 4 zA.zai. pADuka vananI upara cUlikAmAM - 1 zA.zai. kula - 25 zA.ce. kula - 25 zA.ce. X 120 pratimA = 3000 pratimA - sItAdA kuNDamAM - 1 zA.zai. sItAdA kuSThanA pazcima bhAgamAM - 1 zA.zai. 2 gajadaMtanI upara ' - 2 zA.ce. pAMca moTA draha (sarovara)mAM - 5 zA.ce. 5 sarovaranA baMne kinAre 100 kaMcanagiri upara - 100 zA.zai. zAlmalI vRkSa - enI pIThikA upara-1 enI cAre bAju ATha nAnA vRkSa upara-8 ? - 117 zA.ce. enI cAre bAju 108 nAnA vRkSa upara-108 ) be gajadUtanI pAse citra temaja vicitra be parvata upara - ra zA.zai. kula - 228 zA.ce. kula - 228 zA.zai. X 120 pratimA = 27360 pratimA -- sItA kuNDamAM - 1 zA.zai. sItA nadInA pazcima bhAgamAM - 1 zA.ce. 2 gajAMtanI upara - ra zA.ce. pAMca moTA draha (sarovaramAM) - pazA.zai. pa sarovaranA kinAre 100 kaMcanagiri upara - 100 zA.ce. jammu vRkSa - mUla pIThikA upara-1 enI cAre bAju ATha nAnA vRkSa upara-8 " } - 117 zA.zai. enI paNa cAre bAju 108 nAnA vRkSa upara-108) be gajadaMtanI pAse yamaka temaja samaka be parvata upara - ra zA.zai. kula - 228 zA.zai. kula - 228 zA.ce. x 120 pratimA = 27360 pratimA (3) uttarakuru

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(4) pUrva mahAvideha - meru parvatanA pUrvamAM 16 vijaya che. pratyeka vijayamAM 2 nadInA prapAta kuDa temaja vaitADhya parvatanI kUTa upara 1-1 zA.caitya che. mATe 1643 - 48 zA.ce. 8 vakSaskAranA 9 zikhara che. enA prathama zikharo upara - 8 zA.ce. 6 aMtarnAdImAM - 6 zA.zai. kula - dara zA.zai. kula - 62 zA.ce. X 120 pratimA = 7440 pratimA (5) pazcima mahAvideha - pUrvavidehanI jema pazcima videhamAM paNa kula - dara zA.ce. kula - 62 zA.zai.x 120 pratimA = 7440 pratimA (8) nIlavaMta parvata - enA kezarI draha upara - 1 zA.ce. temaja kUTa upara - 1 zA.ce. kula - zA.zai. kula - ra zA.ce. X 120 pratimA = 240 pratimA (9) ragaka kSetra - narakAMtA nArIkAMtA be nadInA prapAta kuSThamAM - ra zA.ce. vRtta vaitADhya upara - 1 zA.zai. kula - 3 zA.ce. kula - 3 zA.zai. X 120 pratimA = 360 pratimA (10) rukima parvata - enA mahApuMDarIka draha upara - 1 zA.ce. kUTa upara - 1 zA.ce. kula - ra zA.ce. kula - ra zA.. X 120 pratimA = 240 pratimA (11) heramyavaMta kSetra - rudhyakulA temaja suvarNakulA nadInA prapAta kuSTha upara - 2 zA.zai. vRtta vaitADhya upara - 1 zA.zai. kula - 3 zA.zai. kula - 3 zA.zai.x 120 pratimA = 360 pratimA 155)

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(12) zikharI parvata - enA puMDarika draha upara - 1 zA.zai. tathA kUTa upara - 1 zA.ce. kula - ra zA.ce. kula - 2 zA.zai.x 120 pratimA = 240 pratimA (13) airAvata kSetra - enA raktA-raktavatI nadInA prapAta kuNDamAM - ra zA.zai. vaiitADhya parvatanA kUTa upara - 1 zA.ce. kula - 3 zA.ce. kula - 3 zA.ce. x 120 pratimA = 360 pratimA saMkSepamAM mahAvideha sivAya kSetromAM 3 zA.ce. = 643 - 18 zA.ce. 6 kulagiri parvata upara 2 zA.zai. = 6xra - 12 zA.ce. mahAvideha kSetramAM devakumAM - 228 zA.ce. uttarakurumAM - 228 zA.ce. meru parvatamAM - ra5 zA.ce. pUrva videhamAM - dara zA.zai. pazcima videhamAM - 62 zA.ce. kula - 635 zA.ce. kula - 635 X 120 = 76200 pratimAjI che. karma bhUmimAM zA.ce. " - 155 zA .. akarma bhUmimAM zA.ce. - 468 zA.zai. 6 parvata upara - 12 zA.ce. kula - 635 zA.ce. parvatanI upara zAzvata caitya nadInA zAzvata caitya 34 dIrgha vatAyanA - 34 mahAnadI kunDanA 4 vRtta vaitADhyanA 6 kuladharanA - 90 ja ja ?

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- 16 - 117 16 vakSaskAranA citra-vicitra yamaka-samakanA 200 kaMcanagirinA merunA draha gajadetanA parvata temaja nadI sivAyanA zA.. zAlmalI vRkSanA jambu vRkSanA sItA-sItodA kuNDanI pAse kurukSetranA drahanA - 117 - 200 - 25 - 4 - 299 kula kula - 246 parvatanI upara kula zAzvata caitya - 299 mahAnadInA kuMDanA zAzvata caMtya - 90 parvata sivAyanA zAzvata caitya - 246 kula zAzvata caitya upa kyAre zuM bolavuM? jinamaMdiranuM zikhara/dhvajA dekhAya tyAre : namo niNANe bolavuM joIe. maMdiramAM jeTalA paNa bhagavAna hoya temane : namo jiNANuM bolavuM joIe. anya jainettara vyakti (nona jena) maLe tyAre : jaya jinendra bolavuM joIe. gurU mahArAja maLe tyAre : mAthu namAvIne mayUeNa vaMdAmi bolavuM joIe. rAtre gurU bhagavaMtane : trikAla vaMdana kahevuM joIe. gharathI bahAra jatI vakhate : 3 navakAra avazya gaNavA joIe. potAnAthI koI bhUla thaI jAya tyAre : micchAmi dukkaDam bolavuM joIe. gurU bhagavaMta jyAre ApaNane AjJA Ape tyAre : hA jI athavA tahatti kahevuM joIe. gurU bhagavaMtathI vidAya letI vakhate : sukha zAtA meM rahejo. bolavuM joIe. koI zAtA pUche tyAre : deva-gurU pasAya. bolavuM joIe. 15)

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zAstrAnusAra aMgulanA traNa prakAra 1. pramANAMgula : zrI RSabhadeva prabhunA aMgula (khudanA aMgulathI emanA dehamAna 120 aMgula hatA.) 2. utsedhAMgula : zrI mahAvIra svAmInA aMgulathI aDadhA (vIra prabhunA dehamAna potAnA aMgulathI 84 aMkulanA hatA.) 3. AtmAMgula: koI paNa kALamAM koI paNa vyaktinA potAnA aMgulanA mApa. zAstramAM pRthvI Adi zAzvata padArthomAM je mApa ApyA che, te pramANAMgulathI batAvyA che ane zarIra AdinI UMcAI utsedhAMgulathI batAvavAmAM AvI che. utsedhAMgula thI pramANAMgula 400 gaNo vadhAre moTo che. utsedhAMgulathI RSabhadeva tathA vIra prabhunI kAyA H RSabhadeva prabhunA 120 aMgulano utsedhAMgula banAvavA mATe 400thI guNAkAra karavo. 120 x 400=48000. tene dhanuSa banAvavA mATe 96thI bhAMgI devAthI 500 dhanuSanI kAyA Ave che. vartamAna kAlIna mApanI samaja : vartamAna kAlIna aMgula lagabhaga utsedhAMgula jeTaluM che. mATe zAzvata padArthonA vartamAna kAlIna mApa nikALavA mATe 400thI guNajo. jeno guNAMka nimnAnusAra che. zAzvata padArthonA 1 yojana zAzvata padArthonA 4 gAu zAzvata padArthonA 12 ki.mI. = = = vartamAna kAlIna 400 yojana vartamAna kAlIna 1600 gAu vartamAna kAlIna 4800 ki.mI. 158

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zrI vizvatAraka ratnatrayI vidhA rAjitaM trivarSIya jainijama korsa khaMDa 2 Total 120 Marks opana-buka parIkSA patra noMdha : nAma, saranAmuM Adi bharIne javAba lakhavAnuM prAraMbha karo. 2. badhA praznonA uttara, uttara patramAM ja lakho. 3. uttara svayaM potAnI mehanatathI pustakamAMthI zodhI kADho. 4. potAnA zrAvakapaNAnI rakSA mATe nakala mAravAnI corInA pApathI baco. 5. javAba cokhkhA akSarothI lakho tathA pustakanI phAInala parIkSA samaye uttara patranI sAthe saMlagna karI do. 1. saMskAronAM jaDa rUpamAM 2. potAnI patnI sAthe. 3. 4. prabhu samavasaraNamAM 5. navamAM devalokanA devonuM zarIra. 6. jIvanarUpI sikkAnuM bIju pAsu 7. 72000 nagaranA mAlika 8. paramAdhAmI deva marIne.. 9. neminAtha prabhunA chadmastha kAla 10. bharata kSetranA 11. sAMpAtika jIvonI rakSA 12. urdhvalokamAM meruparvata... pra. A rikta sthAnonI pUrti karo. (Fill in the blanks) : nuM jJAna che. e 32 varSanI bharayuvAnImAM brahmacarya vrata svIkAryuM. || zrI mohanakhaDA tIrtha maNDana AdinAthAya namaH| II zrI rAjendra-dhana-bhUpendra-yatIndra-vighAcandra sUri gurubhyo namaH| lekhikA sA.zrI maNiprabhAzrIjI ma.sA. 3. ekendriyanI kAryasthiti 4. 5. krodhanI AgaLa bhadrazAla vananI 8 dizAomAM 6. 7. 8. caMdrane joIne jema cakora harSita thAya che, tema ja sunaMdAne joIne ne vaMdana kare che. hAtha uMcu hoya che. che. hoya che. manuSyanA rupamAM utpanna thAya che. divasano hato. nA madhya khaMDamAM tIrthaMkarano janma thAya che. nA upayogathI thAya che. yojana che. pra.B sAco javAba pasaMda karIne lakho. (Choose the right Answer) : 12 Marks (25/ra deza, karikUTa, anaMta, prema, bhImA, asaMkhya, 63000 kevalajJAna, 32000 deza, janma, kAgaDA, 84, samyagdarzana, vicAra bheda, 80, svabhAva bheda, vedikA, kSamA, haraNa, karmabhUmi) 1. sthUlibhadrajInuM nAma . cauvIsI sudhI yAda raheze. 2. dharma karavA mATe yogya kSetra che. utsarpiNI-avasarpiNI che. e maMdira nirmANanA kArya mATe satata paisAnuM dAna karyuM. batAvIne tame dila jItI zako cho. 159 12 Marks nA pachI ja devatA samavasaraNanI racanA kare che. pAgala thaI gayo. deva AgaLa 25-25 yojana jotA-jotA bharatakSetra sudhI AvI jAya che. che.

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12 Marks 9. vAjIMtronA madhura avAjamAM ........... e raMgamAM bhaMga karyo. 10. nava raiveyakanA eka vimAnamAM................... caitya che. 11. ........... hovAne kAraNe zabdomAM mIThAza nathI AvatI. 12. somanasa thI bhadrazAla vana..................yojana nIce che. pra. mane oLakho. (Who am I):1. mArI artha che vAtAvaraNanI zuddhithI jIva mAtranuM maMgala thAo. 2. meM mArI putravadhune tenI mAtAnI yAda apAvI. 3. sukha mAtra mArAmAM ja che. 4. mArA madhya bhAgamAM mahA-padmadraha che. 5. meM AbunA derAsaranA nirmANanA vidga nivAravA mATe aThThama tapa karyuM hatuM. 6. huM jIvonI hiMsA karAvavAvALo chuM, jene nemi prabhue paNa dhikkAryo che. 7. huM lAla sonAno banelo chuM. 8. mArI preraNAthI jIva mokSanI prApti mATe samavasaraNamAM padhAre che. 9. huM gaMgA nadI ane lavaNa samudranuM saMgama sthAna chuM. 10. meM mArA diyarane mArA jeThanI aMtima IcchA yAda karAvI. 11. mAruM vimAna aDadhI mosaMbInA AkAra jevuM che. 12. pitAnA mRtyu pachI rAjAe mane maMtrI pada ApyuM. 10 Marks pra.) sAcA joDakA banAvo. (Match the following) :1. kezarI draha tIrthakara nAmakarma 2. caMdesu nimmalayarA 92, 19, 25, 925 3. gurukula priyamatI 4. meru parvata bhUminuM samIkaraNa 5. aparAjita 25 zvAsocchavAsa 6. brahmaloka kalpopapanna 7. daSTharatna 25 zAzvata caitya 8. sAmAyika rupa 9 AraNa kIrti devI 10. aSTApada saMgItakalA

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pra.E praznonAM uttara lakho. (Write the answers of the follwing.) : 1. sAmAyikamAM zuM-zuM nA karavuM joIe ? 2. devalokanI pratimAjI zAzvata kema hoya che. ? 3. mokSAe potAnI sAsumAMnuM dila jItavA mATe zuM-zuM karyuM ? jagaDe potAnA pAMca ratnono upayoga kyAM karyo ? 4. 5. akarmabhUmi kone kahevAya che ? 6. sAteya bhavamAM rUpasenanI mRtyu kevI rIte thaI ? pra.F akSara amArA uttara tamArA. (Complete the following table.) :1. yakSadizAnA bhAInuM nAma jayaNAnA jamAInA nAnA bhAInuM nAma 2. 3. cakravartInA eka ratnanuM nAma ......... 4. saMyukta parivAramAM ........... sahana karavA chatAM paNa ApaNe surakSita chIe. 5. cakravartI dIkSA na le to bane che. ......... 6. naMda rAjA 7. nRpadeva siMhanA pitAnuM nAma.. 8. trIjA bhavamAM rAjImatIno jIva nI durbuddhi jANato nahoto. hato. che. nI suMdara ArAdhanA karAvavI joIe. che. rAjA rAjya kare che. samabhUtalA thI 884 yojana upara 9. 10. sAmAyika maMDalamAM 11. caturdaza pUrvadhara muninuM nAma 12. dakSiNa zreNInA nagaromAM 13. narakanI eka vedanA... 14. saMprati mahArAjAe 36000.... 15. "te dharma cakravartIne' A zabdano artha ........ 161 baMdhAvyA. che. ||3 tA 2 . 2 ba E|||s | F | G | ta 12 Marks 15 Marks

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sUtra, artha tathA kAvya vibhAga : pra.pta 1. gAthA pUrNa karo. 10 Marks 1)nIce ApelA M.P.S. zabdamAM eka gAthAnA akSaro vikharAyelA che. A akSarone kAnA mAtrA lagAvIne gAthA taiyAra karo. ra. va u 55 sa 2) 3) 4) 5) ta Na ca sa khaMDa-2 kAvya vibhAga : A 1. prabhu 2. savi da a siddhe bho nisyaMkiya.. .......ho, kA... gaNa. a. kkha ta la pUrNa karo. Complete the following. vaMdana karuM. rahuM ha jja .vaikkato. .dukkaDaM. a jAmana pra.G badhAno prathama akSara maLavAthI eka bhagavAnanuM nAma bane che. 1. cakravartI.. phUTa para potAnuM nAma lakhe che. khaMDa jIte che. 2. cakravartI.. 3. 162 ma ro thI maLyuM tIrthaMkara pada 4. 8 mAM devalokanA upara.... nuM gamanAgamana thatuM nathI. 5. sthApanAcAryajInI paDilehananA 13 bolamAMthI eka bola...... eka bhagavAnanuM nAma.. sa sa na ma tiSaM guttIrNa... artha lakho. write the meaning of the following. 1. aIyAro kao 2. savvasa vi devasia 3. kAya-dukkaDAe 4. terahameM abhyAkhyAna. sa na ma 4 Marks 5 Marks 3 Marks

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3 Marks 3 Marks B caityavaMdana pUrNa karo. complete the following. 1. sahu ........... vaMdana (ka) zaraNe ......... khAya. 2. kuzala ............ kulabhANa (ka) prabhu........... dahIe. zala usi sel. Complete the following. 1. sarvajJa ............. sukhakAritA (ka) pAsa ......... bhAvejI. 2. jaza ............ jANe (ka) vizvasena .............. zubhaMkara. 20194 y si sel. Complete the following. 1. ahi ......... haranArA (ke) tu ............ jhola-jhola re. 2. nAtha .......... dulArA (ke) duHkha ........... amArI. D caityavaMdananI vidhi lakho. 3 Marks 2 Marks 3 Marks 3 Marks 3 Marks khaMDa-3 kAvya vibhAga:A yei szi. Complete the following. 1. kyAre ............ banuM. 2. koI................. huM banuM. B caityavaMdana pUrNa karo. complete the following. 1. charI ............ seve (ka) siddhAratha ......... gAyo. 2. bIjApurane ............ pIra (ka) daza ........... rAjulanAra. c stuti lakho. Write the following. 1. zrI nemi.......... ujamAla (ka) dAna ............ bhAvijejI. 2. ati ........... bhAse (ka) karuNArasa ........... khANI. D stavana pUrNa karo. complete the following. 1. pazu ........... ANI (ka) mahAvIra ........ mAre. 2. ogaNIsa ....... sahakArI (3) jharamara .......... aMga. E calcul. Write the following. 1. trIjI vAra namutthaNe Ave tyAMthI devavaMdananI vidhi pUrNa karo. 3 Marks 2 Marks

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zrI vizvatAraka ratnatrayI vidhA rAjita " zrI raMjana-enapatIna vAmana mura nAnI nAnI | zrI mohanakhetra nIce mana AdinAthAya nama: // // zrI rAjendra-dhana-bhUpendra yatIndra-vidyAnna mUri gukhya namaH | lekhikA | sA.zrI maNiprabhAzrIjI ma.sA. trivargIya nijama korsa khaMDa 2 | opana-buka parIkSA patra vidyArthInuM nAma, vidyArthInuM saranAmuM tathA phona naM. uMmara _rola naM. mULa vatana - seMTaranuM nAma tathA saranAmuM pra.A : pra.B: 0 na **************************** 0 ja cha che ja 5 da m 0 6 0 0 10 11 12 12 pra.C: pra.D: Om owne 8 da ja che , 11 p. 1 2

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pra.E: 1 2 3 4 5 pra.F: 1 7 10....... 13........ 2 5 8 11........ 14 3 E ra 12....... 15........

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pra.H-1 B 2 1 2 1 pra.G: 1 4 9 1 2 2 3 khaMDa-2 kAvya vibhAgaH A 1 4 5 2 (1) (e) (2) (4) 2 5 bhagavAnanuM nAma H-. 166 3

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TURNING DREAMS IN TO REALITY Physical Level nA DokTara, nA moMghI davAo, nA hospITala, nA jhaharIlI suMdara ane svastha zarIra mATe apanAvo Tainijama korsanA sUcana Mental Level JAINISM IS WORKING ON FOUR LEVELS... prAptamAM asaMtoSa ane aprAptanI lAlaca mAnavanA badhAja du:khonuM kAraNa che. A du:khone dUra karavAno IlAja che jainijama. Social Level jainijama korsa pUrNa karyA bAda prApta pramANapatra thI tame samAjamAM gauravapUrNa sthAna prApta karI zakazo. Spiritual Level jainijama korsanA zubha kiraNo tame tamArA AtmAnI sAthe-sAthe bIjA aneka AtmAone paNa prakAzano prazasta rasto batAvavAmAM samartha banazo. mATe vidhArthI banavAthI nA Daro, nA bhAgo phakta jAgo... jAgo jaino jAgo jainijama korsa tarapha bhAgo... jainijama korsanI parIkSA eka paricaya 0 15 thI 45 varSanA zrAvaka-zrAvikA bhAga laI zakaze. * vidyArthI banavA Icchuka puNyazAlI mukhya kAryAlaya thI saMparka kare ane najIkanA senTara thI pravezapatra prApta karI zake che. * jainijama korsanA vidyArthI banavA mATe 51/- rU|. jamA karAvIne pravezaphorma ane prathama varSanA korsanI 2 pustako meLavI levA. * semesTara sisTamanA hisAbathI eka varSamAM ardhavArSika ane vArSika parIkSA jAnyuArInA prathama athavA dvitIya ravivAra ane julAInA prathama athavA dvitIya ravivAre thaze. * vArSika parIkSA pachI navA vidyArthIone praveza ApavAmAM Avaze. * parIkSA samaya pustakanI sAthe Apela opanabuka javAba pustikAne bharIne sAthe lAvavI ane mukhya parIkSAnI javAba pustikAnI sAthe bhegI karIne senTara upara jamA karAvavI. * kula 100% mArkasa mAM opanabuka parIkSAnA 40% mArkasa ane mukhya parIkSAnA 60% mArkasa raheze. * korsa joInTa karavAvALA vidyArthIne prativarSa pramANapatra ane protsAhana puraskAra ApavAmAM Avaze. AnI vistRta jANakArI vidyArthInA silebasa bukathI meLavI le. pratinighi kevI rIte banazo ? karaNa-karAvaNane anumodana sarakhAM phaLa nighajAyA... jo Apa vidyArthI banIne pote korsa na karI zako to ApanA erIyAmAM jainijama korsano pracAra karIne jainijamamAM vidhArthI banAvI emanuM pratinidhitva saMbhALo... pratinidhi banavA Icchuka puNyazALI mukhya kAryAlayathI pratinidhi keTalaoNga prApta karI pratinidhinA badhAMja kartavyo samajIne tadanusAra vidhArthI banAve ane vidhArthI phorma-buka Adi praveza sAmagrI mukhya kAryAlayathI prApta karavI. hajAro evorDa che A AkAzanI nIce, jarA eka najara A tarapha paNa karo... je senTaramAM 50 vidyArthI parIkSA Ape, te senTaranA pratinidhine silvarameDala thI, je senTaramAM 100 vidhArthI parIkSA Ape, te senTaranA pratinidhine golDameDala thI, je senTaramAM 150 vidyArthI athavA tenAthI vadhAre parIkSA Ape, te senTaranA pratinidhine DAyamaMDameDala thI, zrI vizvatAraka ratnatrayI vidyArAjita dvArA saMcAlita zibiromAM vizeSa atithinA rUpamAM bolAvIne meDalo dvArA sanmAnita karavAmAM Avaze. parIkSA saMbaMdhI badhIja jANakArI mukhya kAryAlaya : 022 65500387 thI prApta karo.

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TEles old (rAga : agara tuma mila jAo...) jainijama korsa ko vizva-vyApI banAyeMge, " prabhu vIra ke saMdezoM se jina zAsana mahakAyeMge... | hama hai mahAvIra ke anuyAyI, cAhe digambara, zvetAmbara, jina zAsana para kaSTa paDe to, kara deMge jIvana nyochAvara, gaccha ke bheda bhale hI ho, mana meM hama bheda na lAyeMge... | jainijama korsa.... ll1II jaina dharma ke AcAroM ko, jainAcAra se jAneMge, vidhi jayaNA bahumAna se, prabhu bhakti kareMge, deva-guru dharma ko jAnakara, samakita kA dIpa pragaTAveMge... - jenima korsa.... ITI vastro meM ho zIla maryAdA, ahIM nArI kI suMdaratA, lajA vinaya saMskAra binA, jUhI hai sArI pavitratA, sItA-mayaNA ke Adarza se Indian culture apanAyeMge jainijama korsa.... llall prabhu kI vANI ke marma ko, sUtra artho se jAneMge, stuti stavana ke gAna se, prabhu kI bhakti kareMge, prabhu kI kSAyika prIti se, siddha svarupa pragaTAyeMge... | jainijama korsa.... III jinake raga-raga meM prabhu bhakti kA, hai siMdhu laharAtA, kaSTa Aye lAkha phira bhI, jinhoMne dharma na choDA apanA, vastupAla jaise mahApuruSoM kI, rAha ko hama apanAyeMge... jainijama korsa.... lull naraka kI vedanA ko jAna, pApoM ko choDa deMge hama, rAtrI bhojana, jamInakaMda aura bAsI na khAyeMge hama, cauda rAjaloka ke jJAna se, jIva ke prati maitrI lAyeMge... jainijama korsa.... llll jenijama meM maNiprabhAzrIjI, esI bhAvanA karate hai, padmanaMdI saMga samarpita parivAra, prabhu se prArthanA karate hai, aham maiyA kI kRpA pAkara, jJAna kI jyoti jalAyeMge jainijama korsa ko vizva vyApI banAyeMge... IIoll 16 ' jainamuM grAphIksa amadAvada 1 Eug1466, dau8 pa1730