Ashtavakra Mahagita Part 06

Author(s): Osho Rajnish
Publisher: Rebel Publishing House Puna
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/032114/1

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aSTAvakra : mahAgItA (bhAga-6) ozo (ozo davArA aSTAvakra-saMhitA ke 246 se 298 sUtroM para praznottara sahita dinAMka 26 janavarI se 10 pharavarI 1977 taka ozo kamyUna iMTaranezanala, pUnA meM die gae solaha amRta pravacanoM kA saMkalana) aSTAvakra Aja bhI vaise hI nita nUtana hai, jaise kabhI rahe hoMge aura sadA nita nUtana rheNge| yahI to zAstra kI mahImA he-zAzvata, sanAtana aura phira bhI nita nuutn| zAstra ko phira-phira mukta kiyA jA sakatA hai| zAstra kabhI bAsA nahIM hotA; na purAnA hotA hai| na prAcIna hotA hai| kyoMki zAstra kI ghaTanA hI samaya ke bAhara kI ghaTanA hai, samaya ke bhItara kI nhiiN| aSTAvakra kI gItA para purI ke zaMkarAcArya bhI bola sakate hai lekina maulika bhI yahAM hogA: zAstra ko miTAyeMge aura paraMparA ko bcaayeNge| paraMparA aSTAvakra kI nahIM, aSTAvakra ke pIche Aye hue logoM ne banAI hai| maiM unako poMche DAla rahA hUM, jinhoMne paraMparA banAI hai| jinhoMne paraMparA banAI hai| koI sadagurU paraMparA nahIM banAtA; para paraMparA banatI hai| vaha anivArya hai| usa paraMparA ko bAra-bAra tor3anA bhI unakA hI anivArya hai| ozo

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haiM? dinAMka 26 janavarI, 1977; zrI ozo Azrama, kore gAMva pArka, pUnA / pahalA prazna : paraMparA aura krAMti - (pravacana - pahalA) Apa krAMtikArI haiM, phira Apa paraMparAgata prAcIna zAstroM ko kyoM punarujjIvita karane meM lage kyoMki sabhI zAstra krAMtikArI haiN| zAstra paraMparAgata hotA hI nhiiN| zAstra ho to paraMparAgata ho hI nahIM sktaa| zAstra ke AsapAsa paraMparA bana jAye bhalA, zAstra to sadA paraMparA se mukta hai| zAstra ke pAsa paraMparA bana gaI, use tor3A jA sakatA hai| zAstra ko phira-phira mukta kiyA jA sakatA hai| zAstra kabhI bAsA nahIM hotA, na purAnA hotA hai, na prAcIna hotA hai| kyoMki zAstra kI ghaTanA hI samaya ke bAhara kI ghaTanA hai, samaya ke bhItara kI nahIM / aSTAvakra Aja bhI vaise hI nita nUtana haiM, jaise kabhI rahe hoMge, aura sadA nita nUtana rheNge| yahI to zAstra kI mahimA hai- zAzvata, sanAtana aura phira bhI nita nUtana | hI, dhUla jama jAtI hai samaya kii| to dhUla jama jAne ke kAraNa koI darpaNa ko thor3e hI pheDa detA hai! dhUla ko jhAr3U detA hai| yahI kara rahA huuN| jamI dhUla ko jhAr3U rahA hUM| darpaNa to vaisA kA vaisA hai| ye darpaNa aise nahIM jo miTa jAyeM, jarAjIrNa ho jAyeM / ye caitanya ke darpaNa haiN| ye AkAza jaise nirvikAra darpaNa haiN| badaliyA ghiratI haiM, AtI haiM, jAtI haiM, AkAza to nirmala hI banA rahatA hai| to pahalI bAta koI zAstra paraMparA nahIM hai| zAstra ke AsapAsa paraMparA nirmita hotI jruur| to paraMparA ko tor3ane kA upAya kara rahA huuN| zAstra ko bacAnA aura paraMparA ko tor3anA, yahI merI ceSTA hai| zAstra para aura loga bhI bolate haiM lekina pharka samajha lenaa| ve paraMparA ko bacAte haiM aura zAstra ko tor3ate haiN| maiM zAstra ko bacAtA aura paraMparA ko tor3atA huuN| zAstra para bolane bhara se kucha nahIM siddha hotA ki kyA kAma bhItara ho rahA hai| kucha haiM jo dhUla ko bacAte haiM, darpaNa ko tor3ate haiN| ve bhI zAstra para bolate haiM, maiM bhI zAstra para bola rahA hUM, lekina darpaNa ko bacA rahA hUM, dhUla ko tor3a rahA huuN| isalie tuma aisA mata samajha lenA ki purI ke zaMkarAcArya bolate to vahI maiM bola rahA hUM aSTAvakra kI gItA para purI ke zaMkarAcArya bhI bola sakate haiM, lekina maulika bheda yahAM hogA. zAstra ko miTAyeMge

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aura paraMparA ko bcaayeNge| paraMparA aSTAvakra kI nahIM, aSTAvakra ke pIche Aye hue logoM ne banAI hai| maiM una sabako poMche DAla rahA hUM, jinhoMne paraMparA banAI hai| __ koI sadaguru paraMparA nahIM banAtA, para paraMparA banatI hai, vaha anivArya hai| usa paraMparA ko bAra-bAra tor3anA bhI utanA hI anivArya hai| isalie samajhanA: paraMparA ko aMdhI lAThI se mata pITo usameM bahuta kucha hai jo jIvana hai jIvanadAyaka hai jaise bhI ho, dhvaMsa se bacA rakhane ke lAyaka hai paraMparA meM dabA huA zAzvata bhI par3A hai| isa kUDe -karakaTa meM hIre bhI par3e haiN| paraMparA ko aMdhI lAThI se mata pITo usameM bahuta kucha hai jo jIvana hai jIvanadAyaka hai jaise bhI ho, dhvaMsa se bacA rakhane ke lAyaka hai hai kyA paraMparA? do bAtoM kA jor3a. parama jJAnI kA anubhava aura ajJAniyoM kA parama jJAnI ke AsapAsa ikaTThA ho jaanaa| parama jJAnI kA zAzvata ko pakar3akara samaya meM utAranA aura ajJAniyoM kI smjh| nAsamajhI hai unakI smjh| usa nAsamajhI meM ajJAniyoM ne jaisA samajhA vaisI lakIroM kA nirmita ho jaanaa| jaise rozanI utare aura aMdhe AdamI kI AMkhoM para nAce, aMdhA AdamI kucha dhAraNA bnaaye| usa dhAraNA se paraMparA banatI hai| vaha jo rozanI utarI, vahI zAstra hai| aura paraMparA meM donoM bAteM mizrita haiN| AMkhavAloM kI bAteM mizrita haiM, aMdhoM kI TIkAyeM, vyAkhyAyeM mizrita haiN| aMdhoM kI vyAkhyAoM ko alaga karanA hai| pAnI kA chichalA hokara samatala meM dauDanA eka krAMti kA nAma hai lekina ghATa bAdhakara pAnI ko gaharA banAnA yaha paraMparA kA kAma hai| paraMparA aura krAMti meM saMgharSa calane do Aga lagI hai to sUkhI TahaniyoM ko jalane do magara jo TahaniyAM Aja bhI kaccI aura harI haiM una para to tarasa khAo merI eka bAta tuma mAna jAo kucha TahaniyAM aisI haiM jo sadA harI haiM, jo kabhI sUkhatI hI nahIM haiN| jo sUkha jAye vaha AdamI kA hai; jo kabhI na sUkhe vahI paramAtmA kA hai| jo kumhalA jAye, kSaNabhaMgura hai, sImA hai jisakI, usakA koI bar3A mUlya nhiiN| lekina kSaNa meM bhI to zAzvata jhAMkatA hai| bulabule meM, pAnI ke kSaNabhaMgura bulabule meM bhI to astitva jhalaka mAratA hai| badaliyA kitanI hI ghirI hoM, badaliyoM ke pIche nIlA AkAza

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to khar3A hai| badaliyoM meM se usakI bhI chAva to dikhAI par3atI hai| badaliyoM meM se usakA bhI darzana to hotA hai| jaise hI koI sadaguru kucha kahatA hai-kahA, zabda bne| kahA, kisI ne sunA, vyAkhyA bnii| kahA, koI pIche claa| calanevAlA apanI samajha se clegaa| usakI samajha mizrita ho jaayegii| phira sadiyAM bItatI jAtI haiN| aba aSTAvakra ko hajAroM sAla hue| ina hajAroM sAla meM hajAroM logoM ne apanA-apanA saba jodd'aa| apanI- apanI vyAkhyAyeM, apane - apane artha DAle; usa sabase vikRti ho gii| isa hajAroM sAla kI prakriyA meM jo huA hai use hama kATa deM to aSTAvakra Aja yahIM, isI kSaNa tAje pragaTa ho jAte haiN| phira paraMparA kA bhI upayoga hai, ekadama vyartha nahIM hai| maiM tumase kucha kaha rahA hUM agara isakI koI paraMparA na bace, isakI koI paraMparA na bane to yaha krAMti bilakula kho jaayegii| yahI to jIvana kA adabhuta virodhAbhAsa hai| krAMti ko bhI Tikane ke lie paraMparA bananA par3atA hai| aura paraMparA banakara krAMti kho jAtI hai| lekina paraMparA kI partoM ke nIce kahIM dIyA jalatA rahatA hai| aura jaba bhI koI sajaga vyakti ThIka ceSTA karegA to partoM ko tor3akara phira usa dIye ko, jalate hue dIye ko phira pragaTa kara degA; phira rozanI pragaTa ho jaayegii| paraMparA to aise hai, jaise bIja ke AsapAsa khola hotI hai, majabUtI se bIja ko bacAtI hai, rakSA karatI hai| kyoMki bIja to komala hai| agara khola na ho bacAne ko to kabhI kA naSTa ho jaataa| bhUmi meM pahuMcane ke pahale ThIka Rtu ke Ane ke pahale, varSA ke bAdala ghumar3ate usake pahale naSTa ho gayA hotaa| vaha jo khola hai bIja kI vaha use bacAye rakhatI hai| lekina kabhI-kabhI khola itanI majabUta ho sakatI hai ki jaba ThIka mausama bhI A jAye, aura bAdala ghira uThe aura mora nAcane lageM, bhUmi bhI mila jAye aura taba bhI khola kahe, maiMne tujhe bacAyA, maiM bacAye hI rahUMgI| aba tujhe maiM chor3a nahIM sktii| khatarA hai| to jo rakSaka thA vaha bhakSaka ho gyaa| paraMparA bacAtI hai| agara paraMparA na hotI to aSTAvakra ke ye vacana bacate nhiiN| inako bacAyA paraMparA ne| bigAr3a bhI paraMparA rahI hai, bacAyA bhI paraMparA ne| isa bAta ko ThIka se khayAla meM lenaa| agara paraMparA na banatI to aSTAvakra ke vacana kho gaye hote| bahuta sadaguruoM ke vacana kho gaye haiN| makhalI gozAla ke koI vacana Aja maujUda nahIM haiN| vaha mahAvIra kI haisiyata kA hI vyakti rahA hogaa| jisakI AlocanA mahAvIra ko karanI par3I, bAra-bAra karanI par3I hai, vaha AdamI haisiyata kA rahA hogaa| lekina usake kucha vacana nahIM bace, koI paraMparA nahIM bnii| to aba use Aja chur3Ane kA koI upAya nahIM hai| bana jAtI paraMparA to kArAgRha meM hotA makhalI gozAla, lekina daravAje tor3a sakate the, tAle khola sakate the, sIMkhace galA sakate the| use mukta kara lete| mahAvIra ko abhI mukta kiyA jA sakatA hai| jainoM ke kArAgRha se mukta kiyA jA sakatA hai| buddha ko mukta kiyA jA sakatA

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hai| makhalI gozAla ko kaise mukta karo? makhalI gozAla ke AsapAsa kArAgRha banA hI nahIM / makhalI gozAla kho gayA / aise hI ajita kezakaMbalI kho gyaa| aise hI aura na mAlUma kitane sadaguru jinhoMne jAnA, unake AsapAsa paraMparA nahIM banI to kho gye| aba yaha maje kI bAta hai, jinake pAsa paraMparA banI ve paraMparA meM daba gaye aura jinake pAsa paraMparA nahIM banI ve to bilakula kho gye| to dhanyabhAgI haiM ve, jinake AsapAsa paraMparA bnii| kucha to bace! kitanI hI partoM meM dabe hoM lekina haiM to ! koI na koI una partoM ko tor3a skegaa| to paraMparA ekadama vyartha nahIM hai| bacAtI hai, mAratI bhI hai| paraMparA kA upayoga AnA cAhie to phira bacAtI hai| ThIka mausama meM phira mukta kara detI hai| jaise mujhe lagatA hai, aSTAvakra ke lie ThIka mausama aayaa| Rtu A gaI hai, bAdala ghira gaye haiN| isa pRthvI para aba aSTAvakra ko samajhane ke lie jyAdA saMbhAvanA hai jitanI pahale rahI hogI / manuSya kI pratibhA vikasita huI hai| manuSya kA bodha bar3hA hai| manuSya praur3ha huA hai| itanI jo ar3acaneM duniyA meM dikhAI par3atI haiM ye praur3hatA ke kAraNa hI dikhAI par3atI haiN| aba isa praur3hatA ke bhI Upara jAnA hai| isa praur3hatA se bhI pAra honA hai| aSTAvakra kI bAteM upayogI ho sakatI haiN| paraMparA se chur3A lenA hogA | aba yaha to svAbhAvika hai ki aSTAvakra jaise vyakti ke pIche jo paraMparA banegI vaha zuddha nahIM raha sakatI, kyoMki zuddha rahane ke lie to aSTAvakra jaise loga caahie| aise loga to virale hote haiM, kabhI-kabhI hote haiN| inakI koI dhArA to nahIM hotii| bAra-bAra zrRMkhalA TUTa jAtI hai| aSTAvakra ko bacAne ke lie to buddha, mahAvIra, kRSNa jaise vyakti caahie| magara ye to kabhI-kabhI hote haiN| aura jaba aise vyakti hote haiM to phira vahI bAta khar3I hotI hai| unako bhI koI vyakti nahIM milatA jo ThIka unakI hI dazA kA ho, unakI hI sthiti kA ho| phira bAta nIce hAthoM meM par3a jAtI hai| par3egI hI / jaise jala bAdala se barasatA hai, bhUmi para giratA hai, kIcar3a maca jaatii| jaba taka bhUmi ko nahIM chuA taba taka jala -kaNa bar3e svaccha hote haiM, sphaTika maNi jaise hote haiN| jaise hI bhUmi ko chuA, kIcar3a maca jAtI hai| aSTAvakra baraseMge, tumhAre mana ko chueMge, kIcar3a maca jaayegii| magara saubhAgya hai ki kama se kama kIcar3a to macatI hai| miTTI meM bhI gaMdA to ho jAtA hai pAnI lekina maujUda to hotA / koI pArakhI kabhI paidA hogA to miTTI ko alaga kara legA, pAnI ko alaga kara legA / paraMparA kI jarUrata hai| saMgharSa calane do| paraMparA - krAMti meM saMgharSa calane do| saMgharSa kI bhI jarUrata hai, bAra-bAra krAMti ho isakI jarUrata hai| tAki bAra - bAra jo naSTa ho gayA, jo kho gayA, punaH AviSkRta ho skai| aura bAra-bAra paraMparA bane yaha bhI jarUrI hai tAki jo nayA punaH AviSkRta huA hai vaha bacAyA jA ske| hogI bAra-bAra krAMti / hogI bAra-bAra paraMparA / tuma isa bAta ko ThIka se samajha lenaa| pUchA hai tumane ki Apa krAMtikArI haiN| lekina maiM sAdhAraNa krAMtikArI nahIM huuN| maiM paraMparA ke virodha meM hUM aisA krAMtikArI nahIM huuN| maiM

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paraMparA aura krAMti donoM se mukta huM aisAkrAMtikArI huuN| merI krAMti krAMti se bhI gaharI jAtI hai| kyoMki maiM dekha pAtA hUM ki krAMti aura paraMparA to dina aura rAta jaise haiN| hara dina ke bAda rAta, hara rAta ke bAda din| hara krAMti ke pIche paraMparA, hara paraMparA ke pIche kraaNti| yaha anavarata zrRMkhalA hai| maiM to sAkSI mAtra huuN| jo jaisA hai use tumase vaisA kaha rahA huuN| maiM koI lenina aura mArksa aura kropATIkana jaisA krAMtikArI nahIM hUM jo paraMparAvirodhI haiN| na maiM paraMparAvAdI hUM, manu, yAjJavallava ina jaisA paraMparAvAdI bhI nahIM hUM jo krAMtivirodhI haiN| maiM to dekhatA hUM ki krAMti aura paraMparA donoM jarUrI haiN| ho krAMti bAra-bAra, Aye paraMparA baar-baar| bane paraMparA, miTe paraMparA, phira ho kraaNti| aura yaha satata ho| na to jyAdA dera krAMti ruke; kyoMki jyAdA dera krAMti ruka jAye to arAjakatA ho jAtI hai| na jyAdA dera paraMparA ruke, kyoMki jyAdA dera paraMparA ruka jAye to maraghaTa ho jAtA hai| saba samaya para ho, saba anupAta meM ho| paraMparA krAMti meM saMgharSa calane do Aga lagI hai to sUkhI TahaniyoM ko jalane do magara jo TahaniyAM Aja bhI kaccI aura' harI haiM una para to tarasa khAo merI eka bAta tuma mAna jAo paraMparA jaba lupta ho jAtI hai logoM kI AsthA ke AdhAra TUTa jAte haiM ukhaDe hue per3oM ke samAna ve apanI jar3oM se chUTa jAte haiM to paraMparA bilakula lupta nahIM ho jAnI cAhie, nahIM to loga jaDahIna ho jAte haiM, bejaDU ho haiM, ukhar3e hue ho jAte haiN| unako samajha hI nahIM par3atA ki aba kahAM jAyeM, kyA kareM, kaise uThe, kaise baitthe| unakA saMtulana kho jAtA hai| unakI dizA kho jAtI hai| unake lie mArga nahIM bctaa| ve kiMkartavyavimUr3ha ho jAte haiN| jIvana ke caurAhe para pAgala kI taraha, vikSipta kI taraha yh| -vahAM daur3ane lagate haiN| koI gaMtavya nahIM raha jaataa| to paraMparA bilakula na TUTa jAye, nahIM to jar3eM ukhar3a jAtI haiN| aura paraMparA itanI majabUta na ho jAye ki bIja TUTa hI na sake, nahIM to vRkSa chipA raha jAtA hai| jIvana ina virodhAbhAsoM ke bIca saMtulana kA nAma hai, samatA kA nAma hai| aura jaba bhI jIvana saMtulana ko upalabdha hotA hai, jahAM paraMparA apanA kAma karatI hai, aura krAMti apanA kAma karatI hai, aura jahAM paraMparA aura krAMti hAtha meM hAtha DAlakara calatI haiM vahAM jIvana meM chaMda paidA hotA hai, gIta paidA hotA hai| jahAM paraMparA aura krAMti sAtha-sAtha nAca sakatI haiN| yahI merI ceSTA hai| to eka tarapha krAMti kI bAta karatA hUM dUsarI tarapha zAstroM ko punarujjIvita karatA hAM tumheM isameM virodha dikhegA, kyoMki tumheM pUrA jIvana dikhAI nahIM pdd'taa| mujhe pUrA jIvana dikhAI par3atA hai,

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mujhe virodha nahIM dikhAI pdd'taa| donoM paripUraka haiN| bidako nahIM gurUra meM muskurAo nahIM kauna kahatA hai ki tuma saba kucha nahIM jAnate ho magara do -cAra bAteM prAcInoM ko bhI mAlUma thIM masalana, ve jAnate the ki pAvana puSpa ekAMta meM khilatA hai aura sabase bar3A sukha use milatA hai jo na to kismata se nArAja hai na bhAgya se ruSTa hai jisakI jarUrateM thor3I aura ImAna bar3A hai saMkSepa meM jo apane Apa se saMtuSTa hai to nArAja mata hoo| hara sadI isa ahaMkAra meM jItI hai ki jo hameM patA hai vaha kisI ko patA nahIM thaa| hara pIr3hI isa asmitA kI ghoSaNA karatI hai ki jo hamane jAna liyA hai, basa vaha hamane jAnA hai, aura kisI ne nahIM jaanaa| hamase pahale to saba mUr3ha the| dekho, krAMtikArI kahatA hai, hamase pahale jo the ve saba mUr3ha the| paraMparAvAdI kahatA hai, hamase bAda jo hoMge ve saba mUr3ha hoNge| ye donoM bAteM mUr3hatA kI haiN| paraMparAvAdI kahatA hai, pIche dekho agara jJAna khojanA hai| to zAna ho cukaa| satayuga ho cukA| svarNayuga bIta cukaa| aba Age to basa aMdherA hai-aura aMdherA, kaliyuga aura aMdhakAra, aura nrk| aba Age to mUr3ha se mUr3ha loga hoNge| roja-roja pratibhA kama hogii| roja-roja pApa bddh'egaa| paraMparAvAdI kahatA hai pIche jA cuke svarNa zikhara| lauTo pIche, dekho piiche| aura krAMtivAdI kahatA hai, pIche kyA rakhA hai? aMdhakAra ke yuga the ve| tamasa ghirA thaa| loga mUr3ha the, aMdhavizvAsI the| vahAM kyA dharA hai! Age dekho| svarNakalaza bhaviSya meM hai| pratibhA roja-roja paidA hogii| jJAnI AnevAle haiM, abhI Aye nhiiN| unakA Agamana hamAre sAtha zurU huA hai| krAMtikArI kahatA hai, hamAre sAtha jJAniyo kA Agamana zurU huA hai| yaha pahalA padArpaNa hai kiraNa kaa| aba aura kiraNeM AyeMgI, baccoM meM AyeMgI, bhaviSya meM aayeNgii| ye donoM bAteM adhUrI haiN| ye donoM bAteM galata haiN| adhUre satya jhaTha se bhI badatara hote haiN| bidako nahIM gurUra meM muskurAo nahIM kauna kahatA hai ki tuma saba kucha nahIM jAnate ho magara do-cAra bAteM prAcInoM ko bhI mAlUma thIM itanI dayA kro| itanA to svIkAra karo ki do-cAra bAteM prAcInoM ko bhI mAlUma thiiN| aura agara unheM mAlUma na hotI to tumheM bhI mAlUma nahIM ho sakatI thI kyoMki tuma unhIM se Ate ho|

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tuma unhIM kI zrRMkhalA ho| unheM mUr3ha mata kho| kyoMki agara ve mUr3ha the to tuma bhI mUr3ha ho| kyoM ve bIja the, tuma unhIM ke phala ho / aura mUr3hatA ke bIjoM meM jJAna ke phala nahIM lgte| unheM aMdhavizvAsI mata kaho; anyathA tuma Ate kahAM se ho? tuma unhIM kI zrRMkhalA ho| tuma unhIM kA sAtatya ho| to itanA hI ho sakatA hai ki tumane zAyada apane aMdhavizvAsa badala liye hoM lekina anyathA tuma ho nahIM skte| ho sakatA hai ve dharma ke zAstroM meM mAnate the, tuma vijJAna ke zAstroM meM mAnate ho| lekina aMdhavizvAsa tumhArA kucha bahuta bhinna nahIM hai agara ve aMdhavizvAsI the to tuma bhI aMdhavizvAsI ho / bar3e maje kI bAteM haiN| loga purAne, prAcIna zAstroM meM aMdhavizvAsa khojate haiN| kahate haiM, Izvara dikhAI nahIM pdd'taa| ho to dikhAo dikhAo to mAna leN| aura jaba Adhunika bhautikI kahatI hai, Adhunika bhautikazAstra kahatA hai ki ilekTrAna hai aura dikhAI nahIM par3atA, taba ye saMdeha nahIM utthaate| taba ye DA kovUra aura isa taraha ke loga phira saMdeha nahIM uThAte ki yaha bAta hama kaise mAna leM? ki tuma kahate ho hai, aura dikhAI nahIM par3atA / hai to dikhA do / kisI vaijJAnika kI kSamatA nahIM hai ki ilekTrAna ko dikhA de| magara vaijJAnika kahatA hai, hai to| kyoMki hama usake pariNAma dekhate haiN| yahI to purAne zAstra kahate haiM ki paramAtmA nahIM dikhAI par3atA lekina pariNAma dikhAI par3ate haiN| yaha dekho, itanI bar3I vyavasthA, yaha itanA bar3A Ayojana ! aura kyA pramANa cAhie? tuma jAo marusthala meM aura tumheM par3I huI eka ghaDI mila jAye hAtha kI sAdhAraNa jebaghaDI yA hAtha ghddii| tumheM koI bhI dikhAI na par3e, dUra-dUra marusthala taka kahIM koI padacihna na mAlUma par3e to bhI tuma kahoge ki koI manuSya AyA hai jarUrA yaha ghar3I kahAM se AI? tuma yaha to na mAna sakoge ki sirpha sayogavazAMta yaha ghar3I apane Apa nirmita ho gaI hai| Tika-Tika ghar3I aba bhI bajA rahI hai samaya ko| kyA tuma yaha mAna sakoge ki saMyogavazAMta ? anaMta- anaMta kAla meM saMyoga se yaha ghar3I nirmita ho gaI hai, koI banAnevAlA nahIM hai? tuma na mAna skoge| eka ghar3I tumheM muzkila meM DAla degI| tuma lAkha manAne kI koziza karo, phira bhI ghar3I kahegI ki koI banAnevAlA hai| phira bhI ghar3I kahegI, koI AdamI yahAM A cukA hai| tuma ghar3I ko dekhakara yaha bAta nahIM mAna pAte ki yaha apane Apa bana gaI aura tuma isa virATa vizva ko dekhakara kahate ho ki apane Apa bana gayA ! ye cAMda-tAre, yaha sUraja, yaha jIvana, yaha itanI apUrva lIlA, yaha itanA jaTila jAla itanI saralatA se cala rahA hai| nahIM, koI dikhAI nahIM par3atA / koI hAtha sApha mAlUma nahIM par3ate / purAne zAstra kahate haiM, hoMge jarUra; hone caahie| pariNAma dikhAI par3atA hai| vahI to Adhunika bhautikazAstrI kaha rahA hai ki ilekTrAna honA to cAhie kyoMki usakA pariNAma dikhAI par3atA hai| hirozimA meM pariNAma dekhA na ? aba kauna iMkAra karegA? kaise iMkAra karoge? bhautikazAstrI kahatA hai ki hamane dekhA, aNu kA visphoTa ho sakatA hai| visphoTa kA pariNAma huA ki eka lAkha AdamI jalakara rAkha ho gye| pariNAma sApha hai| mauta ghaTa gaI, tuma aba iMkAra kaise karate ho?

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aura yaha bAta saca hai ki ilekTrAna dikhAI nahIM pdd'te| itane sUkSma haiM, UrjA mAtra haiN| dikhAI nahIM pdd'te| lekina koI isa para zaka nahIM utthaataa| koI bar3A samajhadAra hone kA dAvA karanevAlA AdamI yaha nahIM kahatA ki yaha to nayA aMdhavizvAsa ho gyaa| pahale ke loga Izvara nAma dete the, tuma ilekTrAna kahane lge| pharka kyA par3atA hai? isase kyA pharka par3atA hai? nAma badala diye lekina dhAraNA to vahI kI vahI hai ki cIja ho aura dikhAI na par3e, aura phira bhI tuma mAnate ho| soco, agara purAne loga aMdhavizvAsI the to tuma anyathA nahIM ho skte| tuma apane bApa ko gAliyAM dekara prazaMsita na ho sakoge, kyoMki tuma vahIM se aate| gaMgA gaMgotrI ko gAlI dekara gaMgA na ho skegii| gaMgotrI agara bhraSTa hai to gaMgA bhraSTa hai| kyoMki jahAM se hama Ate... srota agara bhraSTa ho gayA to hama bhraSTa ho gye| kauna kahatA hai ki tuma saba kucha nahIM jAnate ho magara do-cAra bAteM prAcInoM ko bhI mAlUma thIM itanI to dayA karo, itanA svIkAra karo ki kucha ve bhI jAnate the| usa kucha ko bacA lenA hai| masalana, ve jAnate the ki pAvana puSpa ekAMta meM khilatA hai| samasta purAne zAstra svAta kI mahimA gAte haiN| tuma bhIr3a meM jI rahe ho| tuma bhIr3a kI taraha jI rahe ho| tumheM khayAla hI bhUla gayA hai ki pAvana puSpa ekAMta meM khilatA hai| tuma bhIr3a ke hisse ho gaye ho| bhIr3a tumhAre bAhara, bhIr3a tumhAre bhItara, bhIr3a hI bhIr3a hai| tumhAre bhItara vyakti to bilakula kho gayA hai| vyakti to dhyAna meM khilatA hai| dhyAna yAnI svaat| vyakti to akele meM, parama ekAkIpana meM ubharatA hai, saMbaMdhoM meM nhiiN| saMbaMdhoM se mukta ho jAne kA nAma saMnyAsa hai| saMbaMdhoM ke pAra ho jAne kA nAma saMnyAsa hai| tamane jAnA ki maiM bApa haM.tamane jAnA ki maiM pati haM.tamane jAnA ki maiM patnI haM,maiM beTA ha? maiM yaha, maiM vaha, to tuma gRhsth| ghara meM rahane se tuma gRhastha nahIM hote, isa bAta ko jAnane se ki maiM bApa hUM? beTA hUM? pati hUM? patnI hUM? tuma gRhastha hote ho| tuma ghara meM rahe lekina tumane jAnA ki maiM kaise bApa, maiM kaise beTA, maiM kaise patnI! mujhe to abhI yahI patA nahIM ki maiM kauna huuN| abhI to mujhe apane bhItara jhAMkakara dekhanA hai ki yaha kauna hai mere bhItara jo baiThA hai? aura jaba tuma ise dekhane lagoge, pahacAnane lagoge, tuma acAnaka pAoge asaMbaMdhita ho tuma asaMga ho tum| taba saMnyAsa jnmaa| masalana, ve jAnate the ki pAvana puSpa ekAMta meM khilatA hai aura sabase bar3A sukha use milatA hai jo na to kismata se nArAja hai na bhAgya se ruSTa hai samajho, yahI to tathAtA kA siddhAMta hai, sAkSI kA siddhAMta hai| jo na to kismata se nArAja hai

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na bhAgya se ruSTa hai jo yaha kahatA hI nahIM ki kucha galata ho rahA hai, usI ko sukha milatA hai| jisane kahA galata ho rahA hai, vaha to cuukaa| maiM eka musalamAna phakIra kA jIvana paDha rahA thaa| eka AdamI mehamAna huaa| subaha donoM namAja par3hane baitthe| vaha AdamI nayA-nayA thA, paradezI thA usa gAMva meN| vaha galata dizA meM muMha karake baiTha gyaa| kAbA kI tarapha muMha honA cAhie, makkA kI tarapha muMha honA cAhie, vaha galata dizA meM muMha karake baiTha gyaa| aura jaba usa AdamI ne AMkheM kholIM to phakIra ko dUsarI dizA meM muMha kiye namAja par3ha dekhA to vaha bahuta ghabar3AyA ki bar3I bhUla ho gii| vaha phakIra se pahale namAja karane baiTha gayA thA to dekha nahIM pAyA ki ThIka dizA kahAM hai| jaba phakIra namAja se uThA to usane kahA mahAnubhAva, Apa to mere bAda dhyAna karane baiThe, Apane to dekha liyA hogA ki maiM galata dizA meM dhyAna kara rahA huuN| mujhe kahA kyoM nahIM? mujhase yaha galatI kyoM ho jAne dI? vaha phakIra haMsane lagA usane kahA, hamane galatI dekhanA hI chor3a dii| aba jo hotA hai ThIka hotA hai| hama apanI galatI nahIM dekhate to terI galatI hama kyA dekheM ! galatI dekhanA chor3a dii| jaba se galatI dekhanA chor3I tabase hama bar3e sukhI haiN| jo na to kismata se nArAja hai na bhAgya se ruSTa hai jo jIvana meM dekhatA hI nahIM koI bhuul| jo hai vaisA hI honA caahie| jaisA huA vaisA hI honA cAhie thaa| jaisA hogA vaisA hI hogaa| aisA jisane jAna liyA, aisA parama svIkAra jisake bhItara paidA huA - phira sukha hI sukha hai| phira rasa bahatA / phira to magana hI mgn| phira to mastI hI mastI hai| phira to saba upadrava gaye / phira kATe kahAM bace? phira to phUla hI phUla haiM, kamala hI kamala haiN| jisakI jarUrateM thor3I aura ImAna bar3A hai hamArI jarUrateM bar3I aura ImAna choTA hai| hama ImAna ko becakara jarUrateM pUrI kara rahe haiN| ImAna ko becate haiM, vastueM kharIda lAte haiN| hama socate haiM, hama bar3e samajhadAra haiN| kSamA karo, magara do-cAra bAteM prAcInoM ko bhI mAlUma thiiN| unheM mAlUma thA ki cAhe jarUrateM kitanI hI kaTa jAyeM, koI ciMtA nahIM, ImAna mata beca denaa| ImAna becanA yAnI AtmA ko becanA hai| ImAna becanA yAnI jIvana kI mUla bhitti ko beca denA hai| taba tuma kUr3A-karakaTa kharIda loge, eka dina pAoge hAtha to bhare haiM, prANa sUne haiN| jAte vakta hAtha cAhe khAlI hoM, prANa bhare hoM basa, to tuma jIvana se jItakara lauTe, vijetA kI taraha lauTe anyathA khAlI hAtha lautte| jisakI jarUrateM thoDI aura ImAna bar3A hai saMkSepa meM jo apane Apa se saMtuSTa hai aise kucha gahare sUtra unheM mAlUma the| ina sUtroM ko mukta karanA hai| jIvana se cipakanA aura mRtyu se ghRNA karanA

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purAne marda ye bAteM nahIM jAnate the astAcala para na to ve rote the na udayAcala para khuzI mAnate the jIvana ke bAre meM unheM na to Asakti thI duniyA ke bAre meM koI bhrama thA kI unheM na to koI khuzI thI na jAne kA gama thaa| Aye -usane bhejA to aaye| cale-usane bulAyA to cle| na Ane kI koI khuzI thI na jAne kA koI gama thaa| na sUraja ke ugane para ve utsava manAte the na DUba jAne para rote the| unakA koI cunAva hI na thA / jIvana se cipakanA aura mRtyu se ghRNA karanA purAne marda ye bAteM nahIM jAnate the na to jIvana se cipakate the, na mRtyu se ghRNA karate the| ye donoM bAteM to eka hI sikke ke do pahalU haiN| jo jIvana se cipakegA vaha mRtyu se ghbddaayegaa| jo ghabaDAyegA vaha ghRNA bhI karegA / aura jo jIvana se cipakegA aura mRtyu se ghabaDAyegA vaha jIvana se vaMcita raha jAyegA, kyoMki ve eka hI sikke ke do pahalU haiN| jo mRtyu se bacegA vaha jIvana se bhI vaMcita raha jAyegA / purAne marda kucha bAteM jAnate the| kucha bAteM unhoMne bar3I gaharAI se jAnI thiiN| lAotsu, aSTAvakra, ccAMgatsu, jarathustra, buddha, kRSNa - purAne marda kucha bAteM jAnate the| tuma jaldI se aise ghamaMDa se mata bhara jAnA ki saba tumheM patA hai| jIvana ke bAre meM unheM na to Asakti thI duniyA ke bAre meM koI bhrama thA ve jAnate the ki kSaNabhaMgura hai| jo hai vaha miTegA / isalie na to koI Asakti thI, na koI bhrama pAlate the| kI unheM na to koI khuzI thI na jAne kA gama thA bIja pahale paudhA banatA hai aura phira vRkSa aura phira TUTakara vaha dharatI para so jAtA hai prakRti kA niyama kitanA sarala hai AdamI bhI maratA nahIM lauTakara apane ghara jAtA hai| kauna kahatA hai ki vaha anastitva meM kho jAtA hai| unheM kucha maulika bAtoM kA bodha thaa| jina zAstroM para maiM carcA kara rahA hUM ina zAstroM meM ina maulika bAtoM kI kuMjiyAM chipI haiN| ve kuMjiyAM tumheM phira mila jAyeM isalie ina para bAta hai|

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paraMparA ko nahIM samhAla rahA hUM paraMparA ko to tor3a rahA ho lekina koI zAstra paraMparAvAdI hotA hI nhiiN| paraMparAvAdI ho to zAstra nahIM, sAdhAraNa kitAba hai| ___zAstra to Aga hai| zAstra to krAMti hai| zAstra to jalAtA hai, bhasmIbhUta kara detA hai| jo jala sakatA hai, jala jAtA hai| jo nahIM jala sakatA vahI bacatA hai| jo baca jAtA hai Aga se gujarakara vahI kuMdana, zuddha svarNa ho jAtA hai| isalie tuma mujhe kisI koTi meM mata rakho ki maiM krAMtikArI hUM ki paraMparAvAdI hAM maiM koI bhI nahIM yA donoM sAtha -sAtha huuN| aura tumase bhI maiM yahI cAhatA hUM ki tuma cuna mata lenA cunAva kara liyA ki tuma cUka gayeAdhA hI hAtha lgegaa| aura AdhA satya asatya se bhI badatara hai| pUre se kama kyoM lo? jaba pUrA mila sakatA ho to kama para kyoM rAjI hoo? pUrA satya yahI hai ki paraMparA aura krAMti dina aura rAta jaise haiM, janma aura mRtyu jaise haiM, sAtha-sAtha haiN| donoM ko nAcane do galabAheM ddaalkr| kisI tarapha palar3A jyAdA na jhuke na paraMparA kI tarapha, na krAMti kI tarapha, to tuma samatula ho jaaoge| to samyakatva paidA hotA hai| dUsarA prazna : aSTAvakra akRtrima va sahaja samAdhi ke prastotA haiN| unake darzana meM bodha ke atirikta kisI anuSThAna, sAdhana yA prayatna ko sthAna nahIM hai| to kyA vahAM prArthanA bhI vyartha hai? prArthanA jo kI jA sake vaha to vyartha hai| aSTAvakra ke mArga para karanA vyartha hai, kiyA vyartha hai, kartavya vyartha hai, kartA kA bhAva vyartha hai| to jo prArthanA kI jA sake vaha to vyartha hai; hau, jo prArthanA ho jAye vaha vyartha nahIM hai, jisa prArthanA ko karate samaya tumhArA kartA maujUda na ho| Ayojana se ho jo prArthanA vaha vyartha hai| anAyAsa jo ho jAye-kabhI sUraja ko ugate dekhakara tumhAre hAtha jur3a jAyeM nahIM ki tumane jodd'e| jor3e to jur3e hI nhiiN| jur3a gaye to hI judd'e| aba yaha bhI kyA bAta hai ki tuma hiMdU ho isalie sUrya namaskAra kara rahe ho| yaha bAta do kaur3I kI ho gii| hiMdU hone kI vajaha se sUrya namaskAra kara rahe ho? sUrya ke uThane hone kI vajaha se kro| yaha sUraja uTha rahA hai, musalamAna ke hAtha nahIM jur3ate, kyoMki vaha musalamAna hai| hiMdU ke jur3a jAte haiM kyoMki vaha hiMdU hai| donoM bAteM phijUla haiN| idhara sUraja uga rahA hai, vahAM tuma hiMdU -musalamAna kA hisAba rakha rahe ho? yaha parama sauMdarya

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tumheM dikhAI nahIM pdd'taa| aMdhe ho tuma? hiMdU hooge taba namaskAra karoge? yaha camatkAra sAmane khar3A hai, tuma hiMdU hooge taba namaskAra karoge? yaha apUrva sUraja phira uga rahA hai| ye phira chAne lage prakAza ke jAla cAroM trph| phira khile phUla, phira pakSI bole, phira jIvana pragaTa huA| saba kho gayA thA rAta ke aMdhere meM, saba phira pragaTa huA tumhAre hAtha nahIM jur3ate jor3anA par3ate haiM? jor3o to vyartha, jur3a jAyeM to saarthk| jarA tuma hRdaya ko saMvedanazIla to kro| jarA AMkha kholakara to dekho| mere dekhe to na hiMdU ke jur3ate na musalamAna ke kyoMki hiMdU bhI AMkha baMda kare hAtha jor3a letA hai, kyoMki sUraja hai| maiM dekhatA hUM,koI bijalI jalAye, hiMdU aisA hAtha jor3a letA hai, namaskAra kara letA hai| bijalI jala rahI hai, hAtha jor3akara namaskAra kara liyaa| yaha yaMtravata hai| eka sajjana mere pAsa Ate the, unako yaha Adata thii| eka dina ve Aye, sAMjha hama dera taka baiThe bAta karate rhe| phira maiMne pAsa baTana dabAkara, aMdherA ho rahA thA, bijalI jalAI to unhoMne hAtha jodd'e| maiMne phira bujhA dii| ve bole Apane yaha kyA kiyA? maiMne kahA, tumane saba kharAba kara diyaa| maiMne phira jalAI, unhoMne phira hAtha jodd'e| maiMne kahA, jaba taka tuma hAtha jor3anA baMda na karoge, maiM bujhAtA rhuuNgaa| aisA koI pacAsa bAra maiMne kiyA / Akhira ikyAnavIM bAra ve hAra gye| kahane lage hAtha jor3e Apake / bAta kyA hai? Apa kyoM yaha jalA- bujhA rahe haiM? maiMne kahA, isalie ki ye hAtha tumhAre tuma jor3ate ho, jur3ate nahIM / tumhAre jIvana meM maiMne prArtha kA koI svara hI nahIM dekhA hai| ye murdA hAtha haiM, yaMtravata uTha rahe haiN| tuma mazIna ho, AdamI nahIM ho, kyoMki tumheM maiMne kahIM aura sauMdarya ko pragaTa hote dekhakara hAtha jor3ate nahIM dekhA / bagIce meM sAmane gulAba khila rahe haiM, maiMne tumheM hAtha jor3ate nahIM dekhA / tuma kyA khAka samajhoge! koyala gIta gAtI hai, maiMne tumheM kabhI hAtha jor3ate nahIM dekhaa| eka suMdara strI rAha se gujara jAtI hai, maiMne tumheM kabhI hAtha jor3ate nahIM dekhaa| tuma kaise rozanI ke pragaTa hone para hAtha jor3oge ! rozanI hajAra-hajAra rUpoM meM pragaTa ho rahI hai| yaha sArA jagata rozanI kA hI khela hai| ye jo hare patte haiM ye bhI rozanI ke hI hisse haiN| isameM kiraNa kA jo harA hissA hai vaha samA gyaa| ise tumane namaskAra kiyA? ye jo lAla gulAba khile haiM ye bhI rozanI ke hI hisse haiN| isameM kiraNa kA lAla hissA samA gyaa| yaha sArA jagata rozana hai aura tuma basa bijalI kA baTana dabA to tuma namaskAra karate ho? aura tumhAre cehare para maiM koI namaskAra kA bhAva nahIM dekhatA / yaMtravata hAtha uTha jAte haiN| gurajiepha apane ziSyoM ko kahatA thA ki koI bhI eka kriyA cuna lo jo yaMtravata hotI ho, aura usI vakta eka cAMTA khIMcakara apane ko maaro| vaha AdamI adabhuta thaa| jaise tuma carca ke pAsa se gujare aura sira jhukA liyaa| to vaha kahatA, usI vakta cAMTA mAro apane ko cAhe bIca bAjAra meM mAranA pdd'e| koI bhI eka kiyA cuna lo, jo tuma yaMtravata karate ho, yA koI zabda, tuma jo yaMtravata bolate ho, bAra-bAra bolate ho aura jo yAMtrika ho gayA hai| jaise kucha loga haiM, ve hara kisI ko kahe cale jAte haiM maiM Apako prema karatA huuN| ve hara cIja

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ko prema karate haiN| AisakrIma se lekara AtmA taka hara cIja ko prema karate haiN| ki AisakrIma se mujhe bar3A prema hai| tuma prema zabda ko bhI kharAba kiye de rahe ho| AisakrIma to kharAba ho hI rahI hai, tuma prema ko bhI kharAba kiye de rahe ho| kucha prema kA mUlya hai, kucha zabda kA artha hotA / tuma kyA kaha rahe ho? to gurajiepha kahatA thA, yaha jo tuma prema zabda kA upayoga karate ho, yAMtrika hai| jaba-jaba dina meM tuma prema zabda kA upayoga karo, eka cATA kasakara apane ko maaro| isase tumheM hoza aayegaa| aura isake bar3e pariNAma hote haiN| yaha prakriyA upayogI hai| isake bar3e pariNAma hoNge| kyoMki jaba bhI tuma prema kahoge, eka cAMTA maaroge| dhIre- dhIre prema kahane ke pahale hI tumheM khayAla meM A jAyegA ki aba nikalA prema, aura par3A caaNttaa| aura badanAmI huI aura bhadda huI aura loga haMse dhIre- dhIre tumhArI yaMtravattA girane lagegI aura hoza jgegaa| aSTAvakra ke mArga para jo karanA par3atA hai vaha vyartha hai| jo ho jAtA hai! aura jo ho jAtA hai usako aSTAvakra bhI rokeMge kaise? jo kiyA hI nahIM vaha rukegA kaise? jo kiyA hai vahI ruka sakatA hai| aSTAvakra mIrA ko nahIM roka sakate prArthanA karane se, tumheM roka sakate haiN| tuma kara rahe the| idhara maiM aSTAvakra para bola rahA hUM to mere pAsa prazna A jAte haiM ki aSTAvakra to kahate haiM dhyAna ityAdi karane se kucha sAra nahIM, to phira hama jo dhyAna kara rahe haiM usako baMda kara deM? tuma kara rahe ho isalie khayAla uThatA hai ki baMda kara de, jaba aSTAvakra kahate haiM baMda kara do| lekina jise dhyAna ho rahA hai vaha kaise baMda karegA? jo tumane zurU kiyA, baMda kara sakate ho| jo tumane zurU nahIM kiyA, jo zurU huA, use tuma kaise baMda karoge? jarA zvAsa ko to baMda karake dekho to patA cala jAyegA ki nahIM hotI bNd| tumane zurU bhI nahIM kI hai, zurU huI hai| baMda bhI hogI kabhI, apane se hogii| tuma bIca meM kartA nahIM bana skte| to khayAla rakhanA, eka to prArthanA hai jo kI jAtI hai| aura eka prArthanA hai, jo ho jAtI hai| jo ho jAye vahI saca hai| jo ho jAye vaha parama saubhAgya kI hai| aura kahIM bhI ho sakatI hai| maMdira, masjida aura gurudvAre kA savAla nahIM hai| kahIM bhI ho sakatI hai, kyoMki paramAtmA saba jagaha hai| jahAM se bhI usakI jhalaka mila jAyegI vahIM hRdaya DAvAMDola ho jaayegaa| vahIM mastI chA jaayegii| vahIM AMkhoM meM nazA A jaayegaa| vahIM tuma Dolane lgoge| vahIM tuma jhuka jaaoge| tuma jarA isa bAta ko khayAla meM rkhnaa| jarA soco, kisI gulAba ke phUla ko dekhakara agara tuma jhuka gaye aura vahIM ghuTane Teke ho gaI namAja / kAbA kI tarapha muMha kara rahe ho, murdA patthara kI tarapha? idhara jIvita paramAtmA phUla se pukAra rahA hai| ki tuma zabdoM ke jAla ko doharA rahe hoM - gAyatrI maMtra, nmokaar| yahAM phUla meM namokAra jIvita hai, gAyatrI pragaTa ho rahI hai, tuma murdA zabdoM ke sAtha khela kara rahe ho| jhuka jAo yhaaN| DUba jAo isa phUla meN| aura tuma jAnoge prArthanA kA svAda / tumhAre kAraNa prArthanA bhI kharAba ho gaI hai| jisa prArthanA meM tuma maujUda ho, vaha prArthanA nahIM /

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jisa prArthanA meM tuma bilakula lIna ho gaye vahI prArthanA hai| phira tumhArI prArthanAeM to bhikhamaMge kI prArthanAeM haiN| tuma kucha na kucha mAMga rahe ho| dIna ho| nahIM, prArthanA dIna bhAva se nahIM utthtii| prArthanA arpaNa hai, samarpaNa hai| tuma apane ko arpita karate ho, mAMgate nhiiN| jo prArthanA dIna bhAva se uThatI hai, kucha mAMgane ke lie uThatI hai, jisa prArthanA meM tuma prArthI ho jAte ho, cUka gye| phira aSTAvakra kI prArthanA nahIM hai vh| hogI kisI aura kI lekina aSTAvakra ke zAstra meM, aSTAvakra ke mArga para usake lie koI jagaha nhiiN| ghora tama chAyA cAroM ora ghaTAyeM ghira AIM ghanaghora vega mAruta kA hai pratikUla hile jAte haiM parvata-mUla garajatA sAgara bAraMbAra kauna pahuMcA degA usa pAra? taraMgeM uThatI parvatAkAra bhayaMkara karatI hAhAkAra are unake phenila ucchavAsa tarI kA karate haiM upahAsa hAtha se gaI chUTa patavAra kauna pahuMcA degA usa pAra? grAsa karane naukA svacchaMda ghUmate phirate jalacaravRMda dekhakara kAlA siMdhu anaMta ho gayA hai sAhasa kA aMta taraMgeM haiM uttAla apAra kauna pahuMcA degA usa pAra? yaha saca hai ki hama asahAya haiN| to prArthanA ke do rUpa ho sakate haiN| yA to hama apanI asahAya avasthA meM mAgeM usase ki kucha de tAki hama AlaMbana pA jaayeN| yA hama apanI asahAya avasthA meM sirpha jhuka jAyeM, kucha mAMgeM n| asahAya avasthA meM jhuka jaayeN| ghora tama chAyA cAroM ora

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ghaTAyeM ghira AI ghanaghora vega mAruta kA hai pratikUla hile jAte haiM parvata-mUla garajatA sAgara bAraMbAra kauna pahuMcA degA usa pAra? kucha mAMgA nahIM jA rahA hai| kucha kahA jA rahA hai jruur| apanI asahAya avasthA pragaTa kI jA rahI hai| mAMgA kucha bhI nahIM jA rhaa| mAMga kucha bhI nahIM hai| apanA besahArApana pragaTa kiyA jA rahA hai, koI sahArA nahIM mAMgA jA rahA hai| taraMgeM uThatI parvatAkAra bhayaMkara karatI hAhAkAra are unake phenila ucchavAsa tarI kA karate haiM upahAsa hAtha se gaI chUTa patavAra kauna pahuMcA degA usa pAra? sunate ho? kauna pahuMcA degA usa pAra? na hI koI mAMga hai, na hI kisI hAtha kI talAza hai, na hI koI bhikhamaMge kI prArthanA hai, sirpha nivedana hai| sirpha apanI sthiti kA nivedana hai| grAsa karane naukA svacchaMda ghUmate phirate jalacaravRMda dekhakara kAlA siMdhu anaMta ho gayA hai sAhasa kA aMta taraMgeM haiM uttAla apAra kauna pahuMcA degA usa pAra? aura jaba aisI bhAvadazA meM tuma jhukoge to tuma acAnaka pAoge pahuMca gaye usa pArA usa jhukane meM hI mila jAtA kinaaraa| kyoMki usa jhukane meM hI kho jAtA ahNkaar| yaha jo hAhAkAra hai, ye jo uttAla taraMgeM haiM, yaha jo saba taraha gahana aMdhakAra hai, yaha tumhArA ahaMkAra hai aura kucha bhI nhiiN| aba pharka smjhnaa| ahaMkArI AdamI jhukatA hai paramAtmA ke sAmane tAki ahaMkAra ke lie kucha aura sahAre mila jAyeM ki he prabhu, kucha do| idhara ahaMkAra TUTA jA rahA hai, staMbha hile jAte haiM, jar3eM ukhar3I jAtI haiM, kucha do| mujhe majabUta karo| to prArthanA cUka gii| prArthanA prArthanA na huii| nahIM, tumane kahA sirpha, ye jar3eM ukhar3I jAtI haiN| yaha gahana aMdhakAra hai| ye uttAla taraMgeM haiN| yaha saba ukhar3A jA rahA hai|

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kauna pahuMcA degA usa pAra ? tuma basa nivedana kara diyA aura tuma cupa raho tumhArA nivedana, aura nivedana ke bAda gaharI cuppI aura mauna | kauna pahuMcA degA usa pAra ? eka prazna mAtra hai| tumane kucha mAMgA nahIM hai| tumane kucha cAhA nahIM hai| aise nivedana ke lie aSTAvakra ke mArga para koI iMkAra nahIM hai| lekina tumhArI jo prArthanAyeM haiM unake lie to iMkAra hai / tumhArI prArthanAyeM to abhIpsA ke hI hisse haiN| AkAMkSA kA nayA-nayA ruup| tuma kucha pAne cale ho - saMsAra, svarga, mokss| tuma apane ko hI bharane meM lage ho| vAstavika prArthanA vahIM uThatI hai jahAM tuma khAlI ho, zUnya ho / kauna pahuMcA degA usa pAra ? tIsarA prazna : sadaguru kI chAyA meM hone kA artha kRpA karake hameM smjhaaiye| artha nahIM samajhAyA jA sakatA, anubhava karanA pdd'e| kaise samajhAoge? yAtrI thakA-mAdA hai mArga para dhUpa, dhUla-dhaMvAsa, laMbI yAtrA kI thakAna ! koI chAyA nahIM milI kabhI / aura pUchatA hai, kisI vRkSa kI chAyA ke tale vizrAma kA kyA artha hai? kaise samajhAoge use? kyA karoge upAya? kauna-sI vidhi kAma AyegI samajhAne meM? nahIM, artha samajhAyA nahIM jA sktaa| use kahanA par3egA ki vRkSa haiM, chAyA bhI hai, tU vizrAma kr| jAnakara hI jAnegA tU / anubhava kara hI jAnegA tU / aura koI upAya nahIM hai| sadaguru ke pAsa hone kA itanA hI artha hai ki tumane apane ahaMkAra para bharosA kho diyaa| aba tuma kahate ho, isa ahaMkAra kI mAnakara bahuta cala liye kahIM pahuMce nahIM| sirpha dukha pAyA, pIr3A paaii| isane bhaTakAyA, ulajhAyA, bharamAyA, aba isakI aura na suneNge| bajAya apane ahaMkAra kI sunane ke aba tumane kisI prajJA - puruSa kI vANI para bharosA kiyaa| yaha jo vANI hai kisI prajJA-puruSa kI, kisI dUsare kI vANI nahIM, tumhAre hI aMtaratama kI vANI hai| sadaguru vahI hai jo tumhAre bhItara chipe aMtaratama kI vANI bolatA hai| jo tuma apane bhItara nahIM khoja pAte vaha bAhara se tumheM sunAtA hai| jisa dina tuma bhItara bhI khojane meM samartha ho jAoge, usa dina pAoge yaha vRkSa bAhara nahIM thA, yaha tumhAre bhItara hI phaila rahA thaa| yaha chAyA tumhAre bhItara se hI A rahI thii| guru ne to sirpha izArA kiyA, iMgita kiyaa|

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sadaguru kI chAyA meM hone kA artha hai, eka parama prema meM par3a jaanaa| eka aise prema meM, jisakA koI nirvacana nahIM ho sakatA, jisakI koI vyAkhyA nahIM ho sktii| duniyA meM tIna taraha ke prema haiN| eka to prema hai, kisI ke zarIra ke sAtha prema meM par3a jaanaa| vaha kSudratama hai| vaha jaldI hI AtA aura calA jaataa| vaha zarIra kI vAsanA hai| usako hI kAma kaho seksa kho| eka dUsarA prema hai, jo kisI ke mana ke sAtha prema meM par3a jaanaa| sAdhAraNataH hama use hI prema kahate haiM- dUsare prema ko| vaha pahale se zreSThatara hai| thor3A gaharA hai| jyAdA dera ttikegaa| zarIra ke thor3A pAra hai| thor3I isameM sugaMdha hai kAvya kii| thor3e paMkha haiM usake pAsa, thor3A ur3a sakatA hai| phira eka tIsarA prema hai, kisI ke sAtha AtmA meM, AtmA ke sAtha AtmA kA prema ho jaanaa| phira pUrA khulA AkAza hai, virATa AkAza hai| ise hama prArthanA kahate haiN| pahalA kAma, dUsarA prema, tIsarI prArthanA / sadaguru ke pAsa hone kA artha hai, prArthanApUrNa hokara baitthnaa| kisI kI AtmA ke sAtha prema meM par3a gye| kisI kI AtmA ne mana ko DubA liyA, moha liyaa| kisI ke raMga meM raMga gye| ki yaha tumheM jo maiMne gairika raMga diyA hai yaha to kevala pratIka hai| yaha to isa bAta kI khabara hai tuma mere raMga meM raMgane ko rAjI hue yaha to sirpha Upara kI bAta hai| yaha to kevala zuruAta hai| yaha to aisA hai jaise choTe baccoM ko hama samajhAte haiM ki A Ama kA / Ama se A kA kyA lenA-denA? A to aura hajAra cIjoM kA bhI hai| lekina zuruAta to kahIM se karanI par3atI hai| parasoM hI koI mujhase pUchatA thA ki saMnyAsa agara bhItara kA hI leM to ThIka nahIM? to maiMne kahA bhItara kA le sako taba to jarUrata hI nahIM hai lene kI / bhItara kA nahIM le sakate isIlie to bAhara se zurU karanA par3atA hai| bhItara kA hI lene kI kSamatA ho taba to lene kI bhI jarUrata khatama ho gii| abhI lene kI jarUrata hai to usakA artha hI itanA huA ki abhI bhItara kA kucha patA nahIM aura tuma bAhara khar3e ho / bhItara jAoge bhI to bhI bAhara se hI bhItara jaaoge| aba jo AdamI apane ghara ke bAhara khar3A hai sar3aka para, usase hama kaheM ki calo, sIr3hiyAM cddh'o| vaha kahe ki hama sIdhe bhItara hI pahuMca jAyeM to harja hai? hama kaheMge, agara tuma bhItara hI khar3e ho taba to pahuMcane kI koI jarUrata hI nahIM hai| lekina agara bAhara sar3aka para khar3e ho to phira bAhara se yAtrA karanI pdd'egii| aba jo pUchatA thA, bhayabhIta hai kapar3oM se bAhara - bhItara ke to bar3e UMce zabda upayoga kara rahA hai| DarA huA hai bAhara se| phira jaldI hI bAta nikala AI ki parivAra, priyajana, gAMva, bastI, vahAM ina vastroM meM jAUMgA, loga hNseNge| to maiMne kahA, ve to bAhara haMsa rahe haiM, tumhArA kyA bigAr3ate haiM? tuma to bhItara kI bAteM kara rahe ho| vaha priyajana, gAMva, bastI, vaha saba to bAhara hai, tumhAre bhItara to nhiiN| kahA, Apa ThIka kahate haiM magara muzkila pdd'egii| muzkila to bAhara se A rahI hai| aura tuma to bhItara khar3e ho / lekina AdamI bar3A beImAna hai| bar3e UMce tarka khojatA hai bar3I choTI bAteM chipAne ko| to maiMne

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kahA, sIdhA-sIdhA kyoM nahIM kahate ki bAhara kara Dara hai? usane kahA, aba Apa nahIM mAnate to mAna letA hUM ki bAhara kA Dara hai| to usa bAhara ke Dara ko to bAhara se hI miTAnA pdd'egaa| yaha bhItara se nahIM miTa sktaa| ye gairika vastra to sirpha isa bAta kI khabara haiM ki tuma rAjI raMgane ko| sadaguru ke pAsa hone kA artha hai ki tuma usake raMga meM raMgane ko raajii| sadaguru to raMgareja hai| vaha to tumhArI or3hanI ko raMga detA hai| para tumhArA sahayoga jarUrI hai| vRkSa ghanI chAyA se bharA hai| lekina tuma usake nIce vizrAma karo to vRkSa kucha bhI na kara pAyegA / vRkSa tumhAre pIche daur3a nahIM sktaa| tumheM vRkSa ke sAtha sahayoga karanA hogaa| sadaguru jIvana meM krAMti lA sakatA hai| AmUla rUpAMtaraNa ho sakatA hai| lekina tumhAre sahayoga ke binA na hogaa| aura tumhArA sahayoga tabhI saMbhava hai jaba sadaguru kI maujUdagI tumheM apane jIvana se bhI jyAdA mUlyavAna mAlUma hone lge| tabhI tuma raMgane ko rAjI hooge, nahIM to nahIM / mauta acchI hai jo dama nikale tumhAre sAmane AMkha se ojhala ho tuma to jiMdagI acchI nahIM aisA jaba lagane lge| mere dila kI nairaMgI pUchate ho kyA mujhase tuma nahIM to vIrAnA tuma raho to bastI hai jaba aisA lagane lge| kahAM hama kahAM vaste - jAnA kI hasarata bahuta hai unheM eka najara dekha lenA - jaba aisA lagane lge| eka najara bhI jaba parama tRpti dene lage to phira sadaguru kI chAyA meM hone kA artha samajha meM AyegA / ye koI hisAba-kitAba kI bAteM nahIM haiM, ye to pAgaloM kI bAteM haiN| behisAba-kitAba haiN| dIvAnoM kI bAteM haiN| go na samajheM usakI bAteM, go na pAUM usakA bheda para yaha kyA kama hai ki mujhase vaha parIpaikara khulA sadaguru kI bAteM tumheM samajha meM thor3e hI AyeMgI ekadama se to kaise samajha meM AyeMgI? go na samajheM usakI bAteM, go na pAUM usakA bheda na usakI bAta samajha meM Aye, na usake bheda kA kucha patA cale, na rAja kA patA cle| bilakula ThIka hI hai| lekina phira bhI prema kA dIvAnA khiMcA calA jAtA hai| para yaha kyA kama hai ki mujhase vaha parIpaikara khulA vaha divyadehI mujhase bolA yahI kyA kama hai? nahIM samajhe usakI bAta nahIM samajhe usakA bheda / chodd'o| samajha leMge kbhii| jaldI bhI kyA hai? lekina usane kahA, usane kahane yogya samajhA, usane itanA

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pAtra samajhA ki apane ko ur3elA yahI kyA kama hai? aisA jaba tumhAre bhItara bhAva bane to sadaguru kI chAyA meM hone kA artha patA calegA anubhava se; aura koI upAya nahIM hai| cauthA prazna : tU hI rAjadA hai merA, tujhako merI zarama hai| tU hI vAyase - masarrata, tU hI darda, tU hI gama hai jise cAhe tU banA de, jise cAhe tU miTA de vaha bhI terA karama hai, yaha bhI terA karama hai eka bAta tujhase pUchUM? saca - saca agara batA de tujhe yAda karake ronA, kyA yaha baMdagI se kama ? kama-jyAdA kI to bAta hI nahIM, ronA hI baMdagI hai| aura jisa baMdagI meM ronA nahIM hai, sUkhI-sUkhI hai, baMdagI pUrI nahIM hai| jisa baMdagI meM ronA nahIM hai, marusthala hai| AMsuo se hI to marUdyAna zurU hotA hai, hariyAlI AtI hai| jo baMdagI AMsuo se rikta hai, tuma jhuke to lekina jhuke nahIM agara AMkheM AMsuo se na bharIM to kyA khAka jhuke! to zarIra jhuka gayA, hRdaya na jhukaa| to deha jhuka gaI, bhAvanA na jhukii| jaba tuma jhukoge deha se to vaha to kavAyada hai kevalA lekina jaba tuma hRdaya se jhukoge to AMkhoM se AMsuo kI dhAra bahegI / AMsuo kI dhAra dukha meM hI thor3e hI bahatI hai, parama sukha meM bhI bahatI hai, AnaMda meM bhI bahatI hai| jaba bhI koI cIja itanI jyAdA ho jAtI hai jise tuma samhAla nahIM pAte, tabhI AMsuo kA sahArA lekara bahatI hai| aba tuma paramAtmA ke sAmane jhuke yA sadaguru ke sAmane jhuke yA jagata ke sauMdarya ke sAmane jhuke, yaha jhukane kI ghaTanA itanI.. itanI gaharI hai ki agara isase AMkhoM meM AMsU na AyeM aura tuma bhItara gadagada na hue to jhukanA rUkhA-rUkhA raha gyaa| yaha to aisA hI hai jaise pyAsa lagI aura kisI ne khAlI gilAsa pI liyaa| khAlI gilAsa se kahIM pyAsa bujhegI? gilAsa bharA honA caahie| AMsU to khabara lAyeMge ki tumhArA jhukanA prAmANika hai| tuma aupacArika rUpa se nahIM jhuke tuma saca meM hI jhuke| to maiM to rone ko hI badagI kahatA huuN| tumheM agara sUraja ko ugate dekhakara AkAza meM cAMda ko tirate dekhakara, sapheda badaliyoM ko AkAza meM bhaTakate dekhakara AMsU A jAyeM to badagI ho gii|

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kisI bacce ko haMsate dekhakara tumhArI AMkhoM meM AMsU bhara AyeM to baMdagI ho gii| ina pakSiyoM ke kalarava se tumhArI AMkheM agara gIlI ho AyeM to baMdagI ho gii| bhAva hai bNdgii| aura aisI badagI phira jAtI nhiiN| aisA nahIM hai ki ho gaI aura samApta ho gii| aisI baMdagI phira jAtI nhiiN| sUkhI badagI kara bhI lI aura khatama bhI ho jAtI hai| hotI bhI nahIM aura khatama bhI ho jAtI hai| gIlI baMdagI, bhAvapUrNa baMdagI huI to huI DUbe to dduube| phira calatI hI rahatI hai, sarakatI hI rahatI hai tumhAre roeM-roeM meM, zvAsa-zvAsa meN| yAda eka jakhma bana gaI hai varanA bhUla jAne kA kucha khayAla to thA lekina phira prabhu kA smaraNa bhI aisA ho jAtA hai jaise jakhma ho gyaa| eka darda, mIThA darda, jo bhItara sadA banA rahatA hai, jAtA nhiiN| yAda eka jakhma bana gaI hai varanA bhUla jAne kA kucha khayAla to thA aba to mUlane ke upAya se bhI bhUlanA nahIM hotA| khayAla bhI ho ki bhUla jAyeM to bhI bhUlanA nahIM ho sakatA hai| bahuta bAra jisakI jiMdagI meM baMdagI AI hai vaha socatA hai, kahAM jhaMjhaTa meM par3e! chUTa jAyeM isse| ghabar3AhaTa lagatI hai ki yaha kisa taraha cala par3e! yaha kauna-sI rau meM bahane lage! yaha kauna sI dhArA ne pakar3a liyaa| saba astavyasta hone lagI jiMdagI puraanii| purAnA DhAMcA pighalane lagA, bikharane lgaa| jo aba taka banAyA thA, arthahIna mAlUma hone lgaa| yaha kisa mArga para cale? kisa anajAna rAha para cale? bahuta bAra mana hotA hai ki lauTa jAyeM vApisA vaha jo anajAnA hai usase Dara lagatA hai| jo jAnA-mAnA hai usI meM thira ho jaayeN| phira lauTa jaayeN| lekina yaha ho nahIM sktaa| yAda eka jakhma bana gaI hai varanA bhUla jAne kA kucha khayAla to thA phira bhUla nahIM skte| abhI tuma kahate ho, paramAtmA ko kaise yAda kareM? aura eka aisI bhI ghar3I AtI hai ki phira tuma pUchoge ki aba paramAtmA ko kaise bhUleM? jaba vaha ghar3I A gaI to samajho ki baMdagI ho gaI, to samajho ki prArthanA huI to bAta utara gaI tIra kI taraha hRdaya meN| taba tuma kahogekucha vakta kaTa gayA jo terI yAda ke bagaira hama para tamAma umra vo lamahe girA rahe phira tuma kahoge, ki vaha jo terI yAda ke binA jo thor3A-sA vakta kaTa gayA jiMdagI kA, vaha bojha kI taraha DhonA par3a rahA hai| vahI dukha ho jAyegA jo tere binA vakta kaTa gyaa| jo tujhe yAda kiye binA dina gujara gaye vahI bojha kI taraha chAtI para patthara kI taraha baiThe haiM! kyoM aisA na huA ki taba bhI tujhe yAda kiyA? kyoM aisA na huA ki taba bhI tujhe pukArA? kyoM kaTe ve dina terI binA yAda ke? kucha vakta kaTa gayA jo terI yAda ke bagaira

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hama para tamAma umra vo lamahe girA rahe bhakta ko to hara ghar3I usakI yAda Ane lagatI hai| hara tarapha se usakI yAda Ane lagatI hai, phUloM-pakSiyoM ke gIta se hI nahIM, iMdradhanuSoM ke raMga, kiraNoM ke jAla se hI nahIM, hara tarapha se| baiThe-baiThe mujhe AyA gunAhoM kA khayAla Aja zAyada terI rahamata ne kiyA yAda mujhe sunate ho? bhakta yaha kaha rahA hai, Aja baiThe-baiThe maiMne jo aba taka gunAha kiye, pApa kiye unakI yAda A gii| jarUra terI karuNA ne mujhe yAda kiyaa| aisA lagatA hai terA dila mujhe kSamA kara dene kA ho rahA hai, tabhI to tUne gunAhoM kI yAda dilaaii| tU rahIma hai, rahamAna hai| tU karuNAvAna hai| jarUra tU mujhe kSamA karanA cAhatA hai anyathA ina gunAhoM kI yAda kisalie dilAtA! to gunAhoM taka se bhakta ko paramAtmA kI hI yAda AtI hai| baiThe-baiThe mujhe AyA gunAhoM kA khayAla Aja zAyada terI rahamata ne kiyA yAda mujhe phira to hara cIja usI tarapha izArA karane lagatI hai| phira hara rAstA usI tarapha jAne lagatA hai| phira hara mIla kA patthara usI tarapha tIra ko banAye hue dikhAne lagatA hai| saba tarapha se sukha ho ki dukha, acchA ho ki burA, zubha ho ki azubha, saphalatA ho ki asaphalatA, saba tarapha se AdamI paramAtmA kI yAda kI tarapha jAne lagatA hai| saphalatA ho to vaha dhanyavAda detA hai| dukha ho to dhanyavAda detA hai| sUphI phakIra bAyajIda ne kahA hai ki prabhu, kucha na kucha dukha banAye rkhnaa| kyoMki jaba dukha hotA hai to mujhe terI yAda jyAdA AtI hai| sukha meM kahIM bhUla na jAUM tU thor3A dukha banAye rakhanA / tU thor3e kATe cubhAye rkhnaa| kahIM phUloM meM bhaTaka na jaauuN| kAMTA cubhatA hai to terI tatkSaNa yAda A hai| dukha meM yAda AtI hai na! to bAyajIda kahatA hai, dukha banAye rakhanA / jyAdA sukha mata de denA / kahIM aisA na ho ki sukha meM maiM kho jaauuN| mujhe merA bharosA nahIM hai, terA hI bharosA hai| pAMcavA prazna : Apa bolate kyoM haiM? yaha bhI khUba rahI! bolane bhI na doge? agara maiM cupa rahUM to tuma pUchoge Apa cupa kyoM haiM? aura agara maiM na bolUM to tuma yaha prazna kisase pUchate ? bolatA hUM kyoMki tumhAre pAsa prazna haiM aura mere pAsa uttara hai| bolatA hUM isalie ki na bolUM

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to aparAdha hogaa| jo milA hai use bAMTanA jarUrI hai| jo milA hai usake milane meM hI yaha zarta hai ki bATanA jarUrI hai| mila jAye aura na bATo to kaMjUsI hogI / aura saba kaMjUsiyA mApha ho sakatI haiM lekina parama satya mila jAye aura na bATo to yaha akSamya aparAdha hai| yaha kabhI bhI kSamA nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| hara sumana kA surabhi se yaha analikhA anubaMdha ko sauMpe binA yadi maiM jharUM, saugaMdha ! hara sumana kA hara phUla kA surabhi se yaha analikhA anubaMdhA yaha binA likhA kATrekTa hai, anubaMdha hara sumana kA surabhi se yaha analikhA anubaMdha anila ko sauMpe binA havAoM ko sugaMdha ko sauMpe binA / yadi maiM jharUM, saugaMdha ! to kasama hai, jharanA mata jaba taka ki sugaMdha havAoM ko sauMpa na dI jaaye| yaha analikhA anubaMdha hai| kahIM likhA nahIM hai| kisI kAnUna kI kitAba meM nahIM hai| lekina aisA kabhI huA bhI nahIM hai| kabhI kisI ne cAhA bhI karanA to nahIM kara paayaa| buddha ne cAhA thaa| sAta dina taka cupa baiThe rahe the jJAna ho jAne ke baad| socA, kyA kahUM? kauna samajhegA? phira jo samajha sakate haiM ve mere binA bhI samajha leMge-sau meM koI ekAdha / ninyAnabe to aise haiM ki maiM kahUMgA kahUMgA, kahatA rahUMgA aura ve na smjheNge| kyA sAra? ve sAta dina cupa baiThe rhe| kathA mIThI hai| brahmA sAre devatAoM ko lekara buddha ke caraNoM meM Aye aura kahA, Apa boleN| aisA kabhI nahIM huA ki koI buddha huA ho aura na bolA ho analikhA anubaMdha ! saugaMdha hai Apako, kasama hai aapko| boleM, kyoMki bahuta loga haiM jo pratIkSAtura haiN| buddha ne phira vahI tarka dohraayaa| kahA, maiMne bhI socA thaa| lekina maiM socatA jo nahIM samajheMge, nahIM smjheNge| aura jo samajhane yogya haiM ve mere binA bhI khoja leNge| dina-do dina kI dera hogii| aura kyA pharka par3egA? A hI jaayeNge| bAta to jaMcI thI brahmA ko bhii| vaha bhI soca-vicAra meM par3a gayA ki bAta to ThIka hai| sau meM koI eka smjhegaa| aura jo samajhane yogya hai vaha buddha ke binA bhI khoja hI legA, thor3A TaTolegA, thor3I dera- abera hogI, magara pahuMca jaayegaa| isameM kucha harjA nahIM hotaa| aura jo ninyAnabe haiM ve sunakara bhI samajhane vAle nahIM haiN| aba kyA kareM? to devatAoM ne vicAra-vimarza kiyA hogaa| aura ve phira eka tarka lekara buddha ke pAsa aaye| unhoMne kahA, Apa ThIka kahate haiN| kucha aise haiM jo sunakara bhI na smjheNge| aura kucha aise haiM jo Apako binA sune bhI samajha leNge| magara ina donoM ke bIca meM bhI koI ekAdha hai, bIca meM bhI kar3I hai eka, jo Apa boleMge to smjhegaa| Apa na boleMge to na samajhegA / kinAre para khar3A hai| - koI dhakkA de degA to gira par3egA sAgara meN| kisI ne dhakkA na diyA to khar3A raha jaayegaa|

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kucha to bahuta dUra haiM sAgara se Apa kitanA hI dhakkA do, ve na gireNge| gireMge bhI to jamIna para gireNge| uThakara khar3e ho jAyeMge aura gAlI deMge ki kyoM dhakkA diyA? hama bhale-caMge jA rahe the aura tumheM dhakkA dene kI sUjhI aura kucha haiM jo chalAMga lagAne ko taiyAra hI haiN| unako dhakke kI jarUrata bhI nahIM hai| ve chalAMga lagA hI rahe haiN| unhoMne taiyArI kara hI lI hai| basa, ve eka-do-tIna kI pratIkSA kara rahe haiM ki kUda jaayeNge| ve Apake binA bhI kUda jaayeNge| lekina kucha haiM jo kinAre para khar3e haiN| pahuMca gaye haiM sAgara ke kinAre aura chalAMga kA sAhasa nahIM juTA pA rahe haiN| jarA-sA ApakA izArA, jarA-sA Apake dvArA diyA gayA sAhasa-veM kUda jaayeNge| buddha ko yaha tarka svIkAra kara lenA pdd'aa| aura mere khayAla meM yaha kathA bar3I bahumUlya hai kyoMki yaha sabhI buddhapuruSoM ke sAmane aisI ghaTanA ghaTatI hai| jaba milatA hai satya to eka mana hotA hai, cupa raha jaao| kabIra ne kahA hai, 'hIrA pAyo gAMTha gaThiyAyo, aba vAko bAra-bAra kyoM khole|' mila gayA hIrA, jaldI se gAMTha gaThiyAyA, apane rAstA cle| bAra-bAra kholane kA aura batAnA aura dikhAne kA kyA prayojana? vaha sabhI ke mana meM uThatA hogaa| hIrA pAyI aura gAMTha gtthiyaayo| aba kauna phijUla paMcAyata meM par3e! aura yahAM aise loga haiM ki hIrA bhI dikhAo to ve kahate haiM, kahAM hai hIrA? dikhAI nahIM pdd'taa| hIrA bhI dikhAo to ve kahate haiM, patA nahIM hIrA hogA ki nahIM hogaa| unhoMne kabhI hIre to dekhe nhiiN| ve kahate haiM, hogA kaMkar3a, raMgIna patthara hogaa| aura kauna jAne yaha AdamI dhokhA de rahA hai ki lUTane AyA hai ki kyA mAmalA hai| ki kaheMge calo bhI, bahuta hIre dekha liye hIre hote nahIM haiM sirpha sapane haiM! Izvara, AtmA, nirvANa, mokSa hote thor3e hI, bAtacIta hai| kisI aura ko uljhaanaa| hama bahuta samajhadAra haiM, hameM na ulajhA skoge| to kyA phAyadA! kabIra kahate haiM, hIrA pAyo gAMTha gtthiyaayo| apane rAste para cale, bAta khatama ho gii| apanI bAta khatama huii| lekina kabIra bhI cupa na raha paaye| gAMTha ko khola -kholakara dikhAnA pdd'aa| kabhI-kabhI grAhaka A jAte haiN| kabhI-kabhI aise loga A jAte haiM jinheM hIrA dikhAnA hI pdd'egaa| na dikhAoge to tuma bhItara hI bhItara khuda aparAdha bhAva se gar3e jaaoge| isalie bolatA huuN| jAo, o mere zabdoM ke mukti sainiko, jAo jina-jina ke mana kA deza taka hai gulAma jo ekachatra samrATa svArtha ke zAsana meM pisa rahe abhI hai subaha zAma ghere haiM jinako rUr3higrasta citana kI UMcI dIvAreM jo bIte yuga ke saMsAroM kI saramAyedArI kA zoSaNa sahate haiM berokathAma una saba taka naI rozanI kA paigAma Aja pahuMcAo jAkara unako isa krUra damana kI kArA se chaDavAo

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jAo, o mere zabdoM ke muktisainiko, jAo bolatA hUM ki tuma mukta ho sako bolatA hUM ki tuma baMdhe ho na mAlUma kitane praznoM kI jaMjIroM se| bolatA hUM ki ve jaMjIreM TUTa skeN| kisI uttara kI tumheM jhalaka bhI dikhAI par3a jaaye| tumhArI AMkha rA AkAza kI tarapha uTha jaaye| tuma jamIna para gar3Aye cala rahe ho janmoM-janmoM se| tuma bhUla hI gaye ho ki AkAza bhI hai| bolatA hUM ki tumheM yAda A jAye ki tumhAre pAsa paMkha haiM jinakA tumane upayoga hI nahIM kiyA tuma ur3a sakate the aura nahIM udd'e| tuma ur3ane ko hI bane the aura tuma nahIM udd'e| ur3akara hI tumhArI niyati pUrI ho sakatI thii| aura tuma jamIna para ghasiTa rahe ho| tuma ghasiTane ke lie bane nahIM ho, AkAza hI tumhArA gaMtavya hai, lakSya hai, isalie bolatA huuN| akSara se kSara taka kI yAtrA yaMtra kSara se akSara taka kI yAtrA maMtra akSara se akSara taka kI yAtrA taMtra jo bola rahA hUM usameM kucha yaMtra hai jo bola rahA hUM usameM kucha maMtra hai aura jo bola rahA hUM usameM kucha taMtra hai| usameM tInoM haiN| phira se suno akSara se kSara taka kI yAtrA yaMtra vaha jo akSara hai, jo dikhAI bhI nahIM par3atA, jisakI koI sImA nahIM hai, jo zAzvata-sanAtana hai, usako jaba hama sImA meM utArate haiM, zabda meM bAMdhate haiM, to yaMtra paidA hotA hai| vijJAna vahI hai| ____ maiM tumase jo bola rahA hUM usameM kucha vijJAna hai usameM kucha vidhiyAM haiN| una vidhiyoM ko tuma pakar3a lo akSara se kSara taka kI yAtrA yNtr| agara tuma una vidhiyoM ko pakar3a lo, una sIr3hiyoM ko pakaDa lo to phira tuma kSara ke sahAre car3hakara puna akSara taka pahuMca sakate housameM kucha vidhiyAM haiN| kSara se akSara taka kI yAtrA maMtra aura jaba kSara meM akSara taka jAnA hotA hai to jinase sahArA milatA hai unhIM kA nAma maMtra hai| jo maiM bola rahA hUM usameM kucha maMtra haiN| ina maMtroM ko agara tuma samajha lo to tuma vApisa vahAM pahuMca jAoge jahAM se Aye ho| mUla srota taka pahuMca jAoge aura maiM jo bola rahA hUM usameM kucha taMtra hai| akSara se akSara taka kI yAtrA tatra yaha sabase jyAdA kaThina bAta hai tNtr| yaMtra bhI samajha meM AtA-Upara se nIce utaranA yNtr| nIce se Upara jAnA mNtr| Upara se Upara jAnA tNtr| pRthvI se AkAza kI tarapha jAnA maMtra, AkAza se pRthvI kI tarapha AnA tNtr| AkAza se aura bar3e AkAzoM kI tarapha jAnA, pUrNatA se aura bar3I pUrNatAoM kI tarapha jAnA, zUnya se aura mahAzUnyoM kI tarapha jAnA tNtr| tInoM haiN| kinhIM ke kAma ke lie yaMtra hai abhI, vidhi jarUrI hai| unake lie vidhi de rahA huuN| kinhIM ke lie maMtra jarUrI hai| unake lie vidhi Avazyaka nahIM, prArthanA kAphI hai, bhAva kAphI hai| phira kucha aise bhI haiM jinheM na prArthanA kI jarUrata hai, na dhyAna kI vidhiyoM kI jarUrata hai| unake lie aSTAvakra ke

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sUtra de rahA hUM yaha taMtra hai| akSara se akSara taka kI yAtrA tNtr| zravaNamAtreNa| na koI vidhi, na koI mNtr| mAtra suna liyA, ho gyaa| tInoM taraha ke loga yahAM haiN| kucha tAMtrika, kucha yAMtrika, kucha yaaNtrik| tInoM taraha ke loga yahAM haiN| tInoM ke lie bola rahA huuN| jaba bhakti para bolatA hUM to maMtra para bolatA hU jaba pataMjali aura yoga para bolA to yaMtra para bolaa| aSTAvakra para bola rahA hUM yA lAotsu para bolA to taMtra para bolA bolanA jarUrI hai kyoMki tumane abhI sunA nhiiN| tuma suna lo to merA kAma pUrA ho jaaye| lekina jisane pUchA hai vaha zAyada mere bolane se parezAna hotA hogaa| use kucha ar3acana hogii| dUsare bhI haiM jinheM bolane meM rasa A rahA hai, jo sunane meM rasamagna haiM, ve kahate haiM aura boluuN| jisane pUchA hai use kucha becainI hogii| zAyada mere zabda usakI surakSAoM ko tor3ate hoNge| zAyada mere zabda usake siddhAtoM ko DAMvADola karate hoNge| zAyada mere zabdoM ke kAraNa usakI rAta kI nIMda kharAba hotI hogii| zAyada mere zabdoM ke kAraNa usakI jo mAnyatAyeM haiM ve ukhar3a rahI hoNgii| use kucha ar3acana hai| tuma apanI ar3acana smjho| bajAya yaha pUchane ke ki maiM kyoM bolatA hUM tuma yaha samajho ki mere bolane se tuma becaina kyoM ho? kyoMki vahI tumhArA... tumhArI sImA hai| vahI tumhArI samasyA hai| mere bolane kA kyA saMbaMdha hai bhU: tumheM nahIM sunanA hai, mata suno| maiM tumhAre ghara Akara nahIM bolatA huuN| tuma yahAM Akara mujhe sunate ho tuma mata aao| tumheM sunane meM kucha ar3acana hotI hai, kucha pIr3A hotI hai, koI kATA cubhatA hai, mata aao| lekina yahI masIbata hai| AnA bhI par3atA hai| sanana hai| sunane se musIbata bhI khar3I hotI hai| kyoMki sunane se krAMti nirmita hotI hai| purAne ko chor3anA pdd'egaa| suna liyA to tuma muzkila meM pdd'e| aba tuma binA sune bhI nahIM raha sakate ho aura Age sunane meM bhI Darate ho| to tuma mujhase hI prArthanA kara rahe ho ki Apa hI kRpA karake bolanA baMda kara deN| nahIM, maiM tumhArI na sunUMgA jaba tuma merI nahIM suna rahe to maiM tumhArI sunUM tuma merI suna lo to maiM bhI tumhArI suna lU tuma agara suna lo jo maiM kaha rahA hUM to mujhe bolane kI jarUrata na raha jaaye| phira binA bole bhI kAma ho jaaye| phira zUnya se bhI bAta ho jaaye| phira akSara se akSara, zUnya se zUnya, mauna se mauna kA bhI milana ho jaaye| suna lo tuma to ve bhI haiM jo sunate rahanA cAhate haiN| ve bhI haiM jo maiM calA jAUMgA to pchtaayeNge| ve bhI haiM jo maiM cupa ho jAUMgA to royeNge| ve tumhAre bola, ve anamola motI ve rajata kSaNa, ve tumhAre AMsuo ke biMdu ve lone sarovara, biMduoM meM prema ke bhagavAna kA saMgIta bhara-bhara bolate the tuma, amara rasa gholate the tuma haThIle para hRdaya-paTa tAra ho pAye kabhI mere na gIle na, ajI maiMne sune taka bhI nahIM pyAre tumhAre bola

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bola se bar3hakara bajA mere hRdaya meM sukha- kSaNoM kA Dhola ve tumhAre bola bhI haiM; unake lie hI bola rahA huuN| jinako sunane meM aDcana hai ve na sunA suvidhA hai unake lie, na suneN| agara nahIM sunane se kaThinAI hai, sunanA hI par3egA, to phira hRdaya kholakara suna leN| phira kaMjUsI se na sunA maiM to bola rahA hUM unake lie jinake hRdaya meM kucha amRta ghulatA hai| ve tumhAre bola, ve anamola motI ve rajata kSaNa, biMduoM meM prema ke bhagavAna kA saMgIta bhara - bhara bolate the tuma, amara rasa gholate the para hRdaya-paTa tAra ho pAye kabhI mere na gIle unake lie bolatA hUM jinake hRdaya - paTa ke tAra abhI bhI gIle nahIM ho pAye, lekina jo gIle karane ko tatpara haiN| jo raMge jAne ko tatpara haiN| jinakI taiyArI hai| ar3acaneM haiM anaMta kAloM kI, janmoM-janmoM kI, bAdhAyeM haiM saMskAroM kii| lekina jo taiyAra haiM, Aja nahIM kala jo raMge jaayeNge| bolatA hUM unake lie aura unake hRdaya kI sthiti aisI hai ki jo ve suna rahe haiM, use cAhe na bhI suna pAte hoM to bhI unake hRdaya meM sukha kA eka Dhola bajatA hai| , ajI maiMne sune taka bhI nahIM pyAre tumhAre bola bola se baDhakara bajA mere hRdaya meM sukha- kSaNoM kA Dhola ve tumhAre bola aura vaha Dhola bajane lage to cAhe tumane sunA nahIM sunA, koI aMtara nahIM pdd'taa| kyoMki usI parama sukha kI tarapha yAtrA hai| Dhola bajane lagA sukha kA to bAta ho gii| ye zabda zabda nahIM haiM, yaha tumhAre bhItara par3I huI bAMsurI ko bajAne kA upAya hai ye zabda zabda nahIM haiM, yaha tumhAre bhItara par3I vINA ko cher3ane kA upAya hai| tuma eka saMgIta lekara Aye ho, usako binA bajAye mata cale jaanaa| tuma eka gIta lekara Aye ho, use binA gAye mata cale jaanaa| hara sumana kA surabhi se yaha analikhA anubaMdha ko sauMpe binA yadi maiM jharUM, saugaMdha ! tumheM bhI saugaMdha hai, binA apanI sugaMdha ko havAoM ko sauMpe binA cale mata jaanaa| sunanA ho, suno| na sunanA ho, na suno| lekina sadA yAda rakho, samasyA tumhArI hai| yaha samasyA merI nahIM hai ki maiM kyoM bolatA huuN| maiM bolatA hUM kyoMki pakSI kyoM bolate haiM maiM bolatA hUM kyoMki

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phUla kyoM bolate haiM! maiM bolatA hUM kyoMki sUraja kI kiraNeM kyoM bolatI haiM maiM bolatA hUM kyoMki paramAtmA cAroM tarapha bola rahA hai| chaThA prazna : kala rAta maiMne eka svapna dekhA ki rajanIza aura unake saMnyAsiyoM tathA satya sAIMbAbA aura unake anuyAyiyoM ke bIca yuddha ho rahA hai| aura aMta meM sAIMbAbA svIkAra karate haiM ki rajanIza bar3e bhagavAna haiN| isa svapna kA kAraNa aura artha batAne kI kRpA kreN| na to kucha artha hai, na koI bar3A kAraNa kA kAraNa hai| yA jo bhI hai vaha bilakula sApha hai, vaha sIdhA-sIdhA hai ki tuma rajanIza ke anuyAyI ho| satya sAIMbAbA ke hote to niSkarSa ulTA hotaa| yaha tumhArA ahaMkAra hai| tuma mere anuyAyI ho isalie merI jIta honI cAhie, kyoMki merI jIta meM hI tumhArI jIta chipI hai| tuma mere anuyAyI ho to maiM bar3A mahAtmA honA cAhie, kyoMki bar3e mahAtmA ke hI tuma ziSya ho sakate ho, choTe ke to nhiiN| tuma jaisA ziSya aura choTe mahAtmAoM kA ho? apane ahaMkAra ke kheloM ko samajhane kI koziza karo / na tumheM rajanIza se koI matalaba hai, na tumheM satya sAIMbAbA se kucha matalaba hai / yaha tumhArA hI ahaMkAra hai| tuma soca rahe ho, koI bahuta bar3A tAtvika sapanA dekha liyA, ki koI bahuta AdhyAtmika ghaTanA dekha lI ki bhaviSyavANI tumhAre sapane meM A gii| isa pAgalapana meM mata paDanA / na kucha artha hai, na koI bar3A kAraNa hai| sirpha tumhAre ahaMkAra ke roga haiN| ve naye-naye DhaMga lete haiN| ve guru ke pIche bhI khar3e ho jAte haiN| tumheM kyA prayojana hai? maiM hArU ki jItU ra tumheM kyA lenA-denA hai? hai| agara tuma mere anuyAyI ho to ar3acana hai| to maiM hArA to tuma haare| maiM jItA to tuma jiite| tumheM phikra tumhArI jIta kI hai| merI hAra-jIta kI thor3e hI phikra hai! aura merI hAra-jIta honI bhI nahIM hai / ho cukI / jo honA thA ho cukaa| aba kucha hone ko nahIM hai| yAtrA pUrI ho gii| maiM apane ghara vApisa lauTa AyA huuN| aba koI yuddha nahIM cala rahA hai| tumhArI yAtrA abhI adhUrI hai|

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aura tumhArA ahaMkAra naye -naye rUpa legaa| aura aise rUpa legA ki tumheM zaka bhI nahIM hogA ki yaha ahaMkAra hai| isIlie to tumane itane bar3e maje se yaha prazna puuchaa| tumane socA ki maiM tumhArI pITha bahata thpthpaauuNgaa| kahaMgA ki khaba ki majhe bhI jitA diyA! baDI kapA! isa bhUla meM mata pdd'naa| maiM tumhArI pITha thapathapAUMgA nahIM, kyoMki yaha to tumhAre ahaMkAra ko hI thapathapAnA hogaa| perisa ke vizvavidayAlaya meM eka darzanazAstra kA prophesara thaa| vaha roja kahA karatA thA ki mujhase bar3A AdamI saMsAra meM dUsarA nahIM hai| Akhira usake ziSyoM ko bhI becainI hone lgii| eka ziSya ne kahA ki Apa darzana ke prophesara haiM, tarkazAstra ke jJAtA haiM, aura Apa aisI bAta kahate haiN| karoDoM- karor3oM loga haiM, inameM Apa sabase bar3e ho kaise sakate haiM? aura phira agara Apa kahate haiM isako to siddha kara deN| to usane kahA, siddha kara detA huuN| usane sArI duniyA kA nakzA TAMga diyA laakr| aura kahA, tuma mujhe yaha batAo, isa sArI duniyA meM sabase zreSTha deza kauna-sA hai? ve sabhI phrAMsIsI the, phreMca the| unhoMne kahA, nizcita hI phrAMsa se bar3A deza koI bhI nahIM hai| sabhI dezoM ko yahI pAgalapana hai| bhAratIyoM se pUcho to ve kahate haiM, yaha to dhrmguru| yaha deza, yaha to puNyabhUmi hai| yahIM bhagavAna avatAra lete rahe, aura to kahIM liye hI nhiiN| aura to bAkI saba ThIka hai, asalI cIja to yahIM hai| para yaha sabhI ko khayAla hai| yaha koI tumhArA hI khayAla nahIM hai| cIniyoM se pUcho, rUsiyoM se pUcho, amarIkanoM se pUcho, aMgrejoM se puucho| to sabhI phreMca the, unhoMne kahA ki phrAMsa se bar3A koI deza nahIM hai| to usane kahA ki ThIka hai, bAkI duniyA to khatama huI rahA phraaNs| usameM agara maiMne siddha kara diyA ki maiM sabase bar3A AdamI hUM,phira to mAnoge? unhoMne kahA, maaneNge| usake bAda usane pUchA ki tuma mujhe yaha batAo ki krAsa meM sabase zreSTha nagara kauna-sA? saba perisa ke rahane vaale| unhoMne kahA ki sApha hai bAta ki 'perisa sbse| taba to ve bhI thor3e ghabar3Ane lage vidyArthI, ki yaha AdamI to dhIre-dhIre rAste para lA rahA hai| perisa sabase baDA, sabase zreSTha ngr| isameM koI zaka-zubahA, isameM koI do maMtavya ho bhI nahIM skte| aura taba usa prophesara ne kahA, phira maiM tumase yaha pUchatA hUM ki perisa meM sabase zreSTha sthAna? nizcita hI vizvavidayAlaya se zreSTha aura kyA ho sakatA hai! vidayApITha, sarasvatI kA mNdir| magara aba to vidayArthiyoM ko jaMcane lagA ki mAmalA yaha ulajhAye de rahA hai| to unhoMne kahA, vishvvidyaaly| aura usane kahA, mujhe tuma yaha batAo ki vizvavidayAlaya meM sabase zreSTha vibhAga? aba ve saba philAsaphI ke vidyaarthii| aura aise bhI philAsaphI, darzanazAstra, zAstroM kA zAstra! usake pAra kauna hai? to unhoMne kahA, drshnshaastr| usane kahA, tuma yaha batAo ki darzanazAstra kA heDa Apha da DipArTameMTa kauna hai? maiM! aura maiM tumase kahatA hUM ki maiM duniyA kA sabase zreSTha AdamI hA aisA AdamI calatA hai| usake saba tarka maiM para A jAte haiN| tuma jaba kahate ho ki bhAratabhumi dhanya, to tuma yaha nahIM kaha rahe ho ki bhAratabhUmi dhanya tuma yaha kaha rahe ho ki hama yahAM paidA hue

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dhny| tumhAre paidA hone se yaha bhAratabhUmi dhanyA tuma agara rUsa meM paidA hote to rUsa kI bhumi dhanya hotii| pakkA mAno! kyoMki eka bhI rUsI nahIM kahatA ki bhAratabhUmi dhanya| tuma cInI hote to ciin| tuma jahAM hote, tuma usI ko dhanya khte|| to khayAla rakhanA, yaha bhArata, yaha hiMdU dharma zreSThatama dharma, yaha tumhArI vajaha se hai| aura veda sabase mahAna zAstra, yaha tumhArI vajaha se hai-yA kurAna, yA baaibl| aura jaba tuma ghoSaNA karate ho ki mahAvIra mahAna tIrthaMkara, to tuma khayAla kara lenA, koI AdamI jo jaina nahIM hai aisA nahIM khegaa| hiMdU kahegA, kahAM kI bAteM uThA rahe ho? mahAvIra? kRSNa kI kho| musalamAna haMsegA, vaha kahegA mahAvIra? are mohammada kI bAta karo! pratyeka apane kI ghoSaNA kara rahA hai, kyoMki apane ke mAdhyama se apanI ghoSaNA hai| kahAvata hai na, kauna apanI mAM ko asuMdara kahatA? lekina ghoSaNA apanI hI cala rahI hai| yaha tumhArA svapna tumhAre ahaMkAra kA vistAra hai| isase sAvadhAna honaa| svapna ne bar3I kRpA kI ki tumheM cetAne kI ceSTA kI hai| jo svapna meM pragaTa huA hai vaha jAgrata meM bhI tumhAre mana meM hogA, tabhI to pragaTa huA hai| na to koI yuddha cala rahA hai kisI ke sAtha kama se kama merA nahIM cala rahA hai kisI ke sAtha koI yuddh| tumhArA zAyada cala rahA ho| tuma mujhe bacAnA| maiM tumhAre pIche nahIM A rahA huuN| merA kisI se koI yuddha nahIM cala rahA hai| na koI hAra hai, na koI jIta hai| lekina tumhArI asmitAyeM tumheM bahuta taraha kI pravacanAoM meM DAleMgI unase sAvadhAna rahanA jarUrI hai| AkhirI prazna : tIna sAla kI choTI-sI avadhi meM hI yaha Azrama astitva meM AyA, jahAM se pUrI pRthvI para dharma kI jyoti phaila rahI hai| abhI dharatI para yaha apane DhaMga kA akelA aura apratima dharmadhAma hai| aura Apa hI usake saba kucha haiM-janmadAtA, nirmAtA aura sNcaalk| mujhe aksara Azcarya hotA hai ki nirmANa aura vyavasthA kA yaha vizAla kArya kAmanA ko bIca meM lAye binA hI kaise saMbhava huA? na to maiM janmadAtA hUM,na nirmAtA aura na sNcaalk| tuma jAnate ho, teIsa ghaMTe to maiM

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apane kamare meM rhtaa| bAhara jAtA bhI nhiiN| kamare ke bAhara nahIM jaataa| aise kahIM saMcAlana hotA hai? aise kahIM nirmANa hotA hai? pUre Azrama se bhI maiM paricita nahIM huuN| kahAM kyA ho rahA hai isakA bhI mujhe patA nahIM hai| Azrama ke saba makAna bhI maiMne nahIM dekhe haiN| aise kahIM nirmANa hotA hai? nahIM, maiM nirmAtA nahIM hUM,na janmadAtA hUM aura na saMcAlaka hAM maiM hUM hI nhiiN| jyAdA se jyAdA bhaanaa| aura ise smaraNa rakhanA ki yaha merA Azrama nahIM hai| aura aisA maiM cAhatA hUM ki yaha Azrama kisI kA bhI na ho| yaha paramAtmA kA hI ho, vahI claaye| merA upayoga kara le tumhArA upayoga kara le, lekina hama nimitta se jyAdA na hoN| aura jaba vahI calA rahA ho to hama bIca-bIca meM na aayeN| bIca meM hamAre Ane kI koI jarUrata bhI nhiiN| isalie apane kamare meM baiThA rahatA huuN| usase kahatA hUM tU calA jinake sira para savAra honA ho unake sira para savAra ho jA aura claa| maiM koI kartA nahIM huuN| aura isIlie binA kisI kAmanA ko bIca meM lAye kAma hotA rhtaa| yaha aura bhI vizAla hogaa| yaha aura bhI virATa hogaa| kyoMki vizAla ke hAtha isake pIche haiN| hamAre hAtha to bar3e choTe haiN| ina hAthoM se choTI cIjeM hI banatI haiM, baDI cIjeM nahIM bana sktiiN| lekina jaba paramAtmA kA hAtha kahIM hotA hai taba bAta badala jAtI hai| taba cIjeM virATa hone lagatI haiN| taba cIjeM saba sImAoM ko tor3akara bar3hane lagatI haiN| maiM to apane kamare meM baiThA hUM,sArI duniyA se loga cale A rahe haiN| kaise nAma suna lete haiM, kaise una taka khabara pahuMcatI hai ve jaaneN| jarUra koI unake kAna meM kaha jAtA hogaa| jarUra koI unheM yahAM bheje de rahA hai| mohammada ke jIvana meM eka bar3A pyArA ullekha hai| duzmana unakA pIchA kara rahe the| hajAroM kI bhIr3a unake pIche lagI thii| aura ve apane kevala ekamAtra sAthI abU bakara ko lekara makkA se ravAnA hue aura duzmana pIche haiN| aura aisI ghar3I A gaI ki duzmana kabhI bhI Akara unako khatma kara deNge| to ve eka guphA meM chipa rhe| guphA ke cAroM tarapha hajAroM loga cakkara kATa rahe haiM aura patA lagAne kI koziza kara rahe haiM, vaha kahA chipe haiN| guphA ke sAmane bhI loga khar3e haiN| aura abU bakara kaMpa rahA hai| aura vaha mohammada kA hAtha hilAkara kahatA hai ki aba kyA hogA hajarata? hama do haiM aura duzmana hajAra haiN| Aja mauta nizcita hai| aura mohammada haMsate haiN| aura mohammada kahate haiM, tU ginatI ThIka se kr| hama do nahIM haiM, tIna haiN| to abU bakara apanI cAroM tarapha dekhatA hai, vaha kahatA hai, kyA kaha rahe haiM? ApakA dimAga to kharAba nahIM ho gayA ghabaDAhaTa meM? tIna nahIM, do haiN| maiM hUM aura Apa haiN| mohammada kahate haiM, phira tUne galatI kii| hama do kA to kucha honA na honA barAbara hai| tIsare ko dekha, paramAtmA sAtha hai| hama tIna haiN| aura mohammada ThIka kaha rahe haiN| ve hajAroM duzmana cAroM tarapha ghUmate rhe| ve dvAra ke sAmane bhI khar3e rahe guphA ke aura unako mohammada dikhAI na pdd'e| aura ve dhIre- dhIre ghaMToM bhara mehanata karake cale bhI gye| vaha jo tIsarA hai vahI mahatvapUrNa hai|

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nahIM, maiM nahIM calA rahA vahI calA rahA hai| jaba taka usakI marjI, claaye| jaise usakI marjI, claaye| jaisA merA upayoga karanA ho, kara le| isalie nizcita huuN| isalie jo hotA, ThIka; jo nahIM hotA vaha bhI tthiik| usakA koI hisAba bhI nahIM rakhatA huuN| tumhIM bayAra bana pAla bharo tumhIM pahuMce phaDUphar3Ao laToM meM chana-chana aMga - aMga sahate tumhIM dhAra para saMtAra do maiMne to prabhu se kaha diyA, aba tumhIM bayAra bana pAla bhro| tumhIM pahuMce phar3aphar3Ao aura laToM meM chana-chana aMga-aMga sahate / aura tumhIM dhAra para saMtAra do| aura mujhe kSamA kro| jo karanA ho karo / merA jo upayoga karanA ho kro| nimitta mAtra ! isase jyAdA AdamI na rhe| isase jyAdA AdamI na rahe to bahuta hotA hai, binA kiye hotA hai| aura jahAM tuma karane vAle hue vahAM kitmA hI karo, kucha bhI nahIM hotA / saba kSudra raha jAtA hai| manuSya ke hastAkSara kabhI bhI virATa nahIM ho pAte, choTe hI raha jAte haiN| unakI sImA hai| aura jisa dina se maiMne aisA jAnA ki tuma apane ko chor3a sakate ho, prabhu saba karatA hai, usa dina se jIvana meM eka alaga hI rasa A gyaa| phUla kI rezamI - rezamI chAheM Aja haiM kesara raMga raMge vana usI dina se dikhAI par3ane lagA ki saba tarapha chAyA hai| phUla kI rezamI - rezamI chaaNheN| koI dhUpa nahIM, koI pIr3A nahIM, koI zrama nahIM / Aja haiM kesara raMga raMge vana usI dina se sArA jagata kesara meM raMga gyaa| usI dina se to tumheM kesariyA raMga meM raMganA zurU kara diyaa| Aja haiM kesara ra~ga raMge vana nahIM, maiM kucha bhI nahIM kara rahA huuN| jo ho rahA hai, ho rahA hai| jaise tuma dekha rahe ho vaise hI maiM bhI dekha rahA huuN| merA to usUla choTA-sA hai-- bAMsa ke kuMja meM baiTho aura cAya pIyo jaise cIna ke purAne saMta jIte the vaise nizcita jIyo devatA kI rAha hiMsA nahIM hai, ahiMsA kI rAha hai ve iMdriyoM se lar3ate nahIM, pucakArakara unheM pAsa bulAte haiN| devatA ke pAsa pIpala kI chAyA hotI hai

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ve chAha meM iMdriyoM ko prema se sulAte haiM lekina preta kahatA hai, jIvana se yuddha karo mAro, mAro, iMdriyoM ko mAro aura apane ko zaddha karo maiM kahatA hUM bAMsa ke kuMja meM baiTho aura cAya pIyo jaise cIna ke purAne saMta jIte the vaise nizcita jiiyo| hiMsA nhiiN| AkramaNa nhiiN| kucha karane kI yojanA meM hiMsA hai, AkramaNa hai| aba AkramaNa chodd'o| anaakrmk| kucha karane kA bhAva hI chodd'o| ahaMkAra ke lie kucha karane ko nahIM hai| jahAM ahaMkAra AyA, hiMsA aaii| na to saMsAra se lar3oM na apane se ldd'o| bAMsa ke kuMja meM baiTho aura cAya pIyo jaise cIna ke purAne saMta jIte the vaise nizcita jiiyo| Aja itanA hii|

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dinAMka 27 janavarI, 1977; zrI ozo Azrama, pUnA / aSTAvakra uvaac| buddhi - paryanta saMsAra hai - ( pravacana - dUsarA ) bhramabhUtamidaM sarvaM kicinnAstIti nizcayI / alakyasphuraNaH zuddhaH svabhAvenaiva shaamyti|| 24611 zaddhasphuraNarUpastha dRzyabhAvamayazyataH / kya vidhi: kya ca vairAgyaM kya tyAga: kya zamadreyi vA / / 247 / / spharato'nantarUpeNa prakRtiM ca na pazyataH / kya baMdha: kya ca vA mokSaH kya harSa: kya viSAditA / / 2481 baddhiparyantasaMsAre mAyAmAtra vivartane / nirmamo nirahaMkAro niSkAmaH zobhate budhaH / / 24911 akSayaM gatasaMtAyamAtmAna pazyato muneH| kya vidyA ca kya vA vizvaM kya dehouhaM mameti vA / 125011 bhUtamida sarvaM kicinnAstIti nishcyii| alakSyasphuraNa zuddhaH svabhAvenaiva zAmyati / / yaha saba prapaMca kucha bhI nahIM hai aisA jAnakara, aisA nizcayapUrvaka jAnakara alakSya sphuraNavAlA zuddha puruSa svabhAva se hI zAMta hotA hai|' eka-eka zabda ko ThIka se samajhanA / jaisA aSTAvakra kaheM vaisA hI smjhnaa| apane artha ddaalnaa| pahalA zabda hai, prapaMca / bhramabhUtamida sarva.... | yaha saba jo dikhAI par3atA, saca nahIM hai| jaisA dikhAI par3atA vaisA nahIM hai| hama vaisA hI dekha lete haiM jaisA dekhanA cAhate haiN| hama apanI kAmanA Aropita kara lete haiN| jaisA hai vaisA to tabhI dikhAI par3egA jaba hamAre mana meM koI bhI vicAra na raha jAyeM, jaba hamArI AMkheM bilakula khAlI hoM, zUnya hoM; jaba hamArI AMkha para koI bhI bAdala na ho pakSapAta ke, vAsanA ke kAmanA ke| to hI jo jaisA hai vaisA

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dikhAI pdd'egaa| prapaMca kA artha hotA hai, jaisA nahIM hai vaisA dekha lenaa| maiMne sunA hai, mullA nasaruddIna amarIkA kI yAtrA para gyaa| nyUyArka kI eka bar3I sar3aka para rAha ke kinAre usane eka borDa lagA dekhA, jisa para likhA thA ki unnIsa sau assI meM amarIkA meM kAroM kI saMkhyA pacAsa karor3a ho jaayegii| aisA par3hate hI vaha ekadama bhAgA sar3aka para khataranAka thA vaisA bhaagnaa| aura eka pulisavAle ne use pakar3A aura kahA ki kahAM bhAge jAte ho? kyA itanI jaldI hai ? dekhate nahIM, rAste para itanA Traiphika hai? nasaruddIna ne kahA, chor3o bhI ! unnIsa sau assI meM kAroM kI saMkhyA pacAsa karor3a ho jaayegii| agara rAstA pAra karanA hai to abhI hI kara lenA cAhie / AdamI apanI kAmanA ko prakSepita kara letA hai| tuma haMsate ho kyoMki unnIsa sau assI to dUra mAlUma pdd'taa| itanI jaldI kyA hai? lekina tumane na kevala mRtyu taka kI yojanAyeM banA rakhI haiM, tumane mRtyu ke bAda kI bhI yojanAyeM banA rakhI haiN| tumane yahAM to iMtajAma kiyA hI hai, tuma svarga bhI iMtajAma kara rahe ho| yahAM dhana ikaTThA kara rahe, vahAM puNya ikaTThA kara rhe| yahAM corI se dhana milatA hai to corI se kara rahe, vahAM dAna dene se puNya ke sikke ikaTThe hote haiM to dAna bhI kara rhe| cora bhI ho, dAnI bhI ho; sAtha-sAtha ho / maiMne sunA hai, eka samrATa ne eka bahuta bar3e cora ko phAMsI kI sajA dii| usa rAjya kA niyama thA ki jise phAMsI kI sajA ho usase aMtima samaya samrATa pUchatA thA, terI koI AkhirI icchA to nahIM? to samrATa ne pUchA usa mahAcora ko, terI koI AkhirI icchA to nahIM? usane kahA merI AkhirI icchA hai, choTI-sI icchA hai, vaha pUrI ho jAye to maiM tRpta mruuN| kahA thA ki inheM bo denA to eka-eka motI se lAkhoM maiM to mara jAUMgA lekina koI yaha phasala kaattegaa| mere sAtha hI cale jaayeNge| mere pAsa kucha motI haiN| aura mere guru ne motI paidA hoNge| to maiM inheM bo denA cAhatA kisI ko to yaha lAbha hogA, nahIM to ye motI samrATa bhI lobha se bharA / aura usane kahA, ThIka hai tuma rAjamahala ke bagIce meM hI bo do| usa AdamI ne jamIna sApha kii| usa AdamI ne jamIna para hala - bakhara calAye / aura phira vaha AdamI acAnaka khar3A ho gyaa| usane samrATa se kahA, Apa kRpA karake yahAM A jAyeM kyoMki mere guru ne kahA thA, jo cora na ho vahI ina motiyoM ko boye| maiM to cora hUM, maiM inako nahIM bo skuuNgaa| aura boUMgA to ye vyartha cale jaayeNge| ina motiyoM kI yaha khUbI hai, ye ugeMge tabhI jaba koI aisA AdamI boye jo acora hai| samrATa apane vajIroM kI tarapha dekhane lagA, vajIra purohita kI tarapha dekhane lage, purohita senApata kI tarapha dekhane lagA aura senApati samrATa kI tarapha dekhane lagA aura taba samrATa ne kahA, kSamA kro| bIja na boye jA skeNge| hama saba cora haiN| aisA to koI AdamI nahIM hai, jo cora na ho| aura samrATa kahA, maiM samajha gayA tumhArI bAta / tumhArI phAMsI kI sajA raha kI jAtI hai| tuma bhI cora ho, hama bhI cora haiN| tuma choTe cora ho, hama bar3e cora haiM, lekina cora hama saba haiN| aura vaha samrATa bar3A dAnI thaa| aura vaha cora kahane lagA, mahArAja, Apa aura cora kaise ho sakate

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haiM? Apa to mahAdAnI! vaha samrATa kahane lagA, mahAdAnI kaise ho sakatA hUM binA cora hue? pahale to corI karanI par3e, phira dAna karanA par3atA hai| lAkha AdamI curA letA hai, do -cAra hajAra dAna kara detA hai| aise corI ke Upara sAdhu ho jAtA hai| corI karake yahAM dhana ikaTThA kara letA hai, sAdhu hokara puNya karake vahAM svarga meM bhI sikke ikaTThe kara letA hai| tuma to yojanA banAte mRtyu taka kI, mRtyu ke pAra taka kI-apane lie, apane baccoM ke lie, apane baccoM ke baccoM ke lie, nAtI-potoM ke lie| samaya ke laMbe vistAra para tumhArI kAmanA phaila jAtI hai| phira usa kAmanA kI dhuMdha meM se tuma dekhanA cAhate ho yathArtha ko, nahIM dikhAI pdd'egaa| rAma ko dekhanA cAhate kAma kI dhuMdha se, nahIM dikhAI pdd'egaa| kAma kI dhuMdha jAye to rAma dikhAI pdd'e| satya to maujUda hai, AMkha ke sAmane maujUda hai, lekina AMkheM dhuMdhalI ho gaI haiN| AMkhoM para cazme para cazme car3he haiN| aura majA aisA hai ki cazme bhI tumhAre nahIM haiM, cazme bhI dUsaroM ke haiN| ____ kabhI dekhA? kisI dUsare kA cazmA lagAkara dekhA, kaisI hAlata ho jAtI hai? kucha kA kucha dikhAI par3ane lagatA hai| aura tumhArI AMkha para ekAdha cazmA nahIM hai dUsaroM kA, na mAlUma kitane cazme haiN| buddha ke, mahAvIra ke, kRSNa ke, mohammada ke, jarathustra ke, cazme para cazme tumane hara jagaha se ikaTThe kara lie haiN| sadiyoM -sadiyoM ke cazme haiM, ve saba tuma lagAe baiThe ho| aura unake mAdhyama se tuma dekhanA cAhate ho, jo hai use| nahIM, prapaMca ho jAtA hai sb| saba jhUTha ho jAtA hai| saba vikRta, kuruup| prapaMca kA artha hotA hai, AMkha zuddha na thI aura dekhaa| aura AMkha hI zuddha na ho to phira tuma jo bhI dekhoge vaha galata ho gyaa| yahI mAyA kA artha hai| mAyA kA aisA artha nahIM hai ki jo cAroM tarapha hai vaha jhUTha hai| jaisA tumane dekhA vaisA nahIM hai| jaisA tumane dekhA vaisA jhUTha hai| ye patthara-pahAr3a, ye sUraja, cAMda-tAre, ye jhUTha nahIM haiM, lekina tumane jaisA dekhA vaisA jhUTha hai| kabhI dekhA? rAta cAMda nikalA ho, pUrNimA kA cAMda ho, zarada kA cAMda ho aura agara tuma dukhI ho to cAMda bhI lagatA hai ro rahA hai| cAMda kyA khAka royegA! lekina tuma ro rahe ho| tumhArI AMkheM AMsuo se bharI haiN| tumhArI preyasI kho gaI ki tumhArA premI kho gayA ki tumhArA beTA mara gyA, tuma cAMda kI tarapha dekhate, lagatA hai cAMda se AMsU Tapaka rahe haiN| tumhAre AMsU cAMda para Aropita ho jAte haiN| aura ho sakatA hai tumhAre hI par3osa meM kisI ko usakI preyasI mila gaI ho, usakA mitra ghara AyA ho, vaha AnaMdamagana ho rahA ho| vaha cAMda ko dekhegA to dekhegA, cAMda muskurA rahA, nAca rahA, gIta gunagunA rhaa| eka hI cAMda ko dekhate ho tuma donoM lekina donoM kI AMkheM alaga haiN| donoM kI bhAvadazA alaga hai| bhAvadazA Aropita ho jAtI hai| phira cAMda nahIM dikhAI par3atA, vahI dikhAI par3atA hai jo tumhAre bhItara jaba taka hamAre bhItara prakSepaNa, projekTara maujUda hai taba taka hama jo bhI dekheMge vaha jhUTha ho jaayegaa| bhramabhUtamidaM srvm| aura yaha jo saba tumheM aba taka dikhAI par3A hai, yaha saba bilakula asatya hai| samajha lenA ThIka se, isakA yaha matalaba nahIM hai ki yaha nahIM hai| ki tuma jAoge to dIvAla se nikalanA cAhoge to

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pAga nikala jaaoge| sira TUTa jaayegaa| dIvAla hai| isa bhrAMti meM mata pdd'naa| lekina jaisA tuma dekhate ho vaisA nahIM hai| tumhAre dekhane meM bhUla hai, satya ke hone meM jarA bhI bhUla nahIM hai| jisa dina tumhArI AMkheM nirmala ho jAyeMgI, dhyAna -pUrita ho jAyeMgI, jisa dina tumhArI AMkhoM para dUsaroM ke cazme na raha jAyeMge, pakSapAta ke, zAstra ke, siddhAMta ke, hiMdU-musalamAna, IsAI, bauddha jaina ke, jisa dina tumhArI AMkha para koI cazme na hoMge, tumhArI AMkha khulI aura nagna hogI aura tuma mukta AMkha se dekhoge aura AMkha ke pIche chipI huI vAsanA kA koI projekTara koI prakSepaNa-yaMtra na hogA, usa dina jo dikhAI par3egA vahI paramAtmA hai| usa dina satya ko jaanaa| usa dina bhrama chuuttaa| yaha saba prapaMca hai, yaha kucha bhI nahIM hai, aisA nizcayapUrvaka jaankr.|' kicinnAstIti nishcyii| kicinnAsti-yaha bilakula bhI aisA nahIM hai, aisA nizcayapUrvaka jaankr| iti nishcyii| nizcayapUrvaka jAnane ko khayAla meM le lo| sunA to tumane bhI hai bahuta bAra ki yaha saba mAyA yaha to sadiyoM se isa deza meM doharAyA jA rahA hai ki saba maayaa| lekina sunane se nizcaya nahIM hotaa| vizvAsa bhI kara lo to bhI nizcaya nahIM hotaa| vizvAsa ke bhItara bhI avizvAsa kA kIr3A sarakatA rahatA hai| tumane lAkha mAna liyA ki saba mAyA hai lekina bhItara? bhItara gahare to tuma jAnate ho ki hai to sc| zAstra kahate haiM so mAna liyaa| hiMdU ghara meM paidA hue so mAna liyaa| bauddha ghara meM paidA hue to mAna liyaa| lekina yaha mAnanA hai, yaha nizcaya nahIM hai| aura jaba taka yaha nizcaya na ho taba taka kAma na pdd'egaa| maiM eka choTe bacce se pUcha rahA thA kisI ke ghara meM mehamAna thaa| aura vaha baccA bar3A tejasvI hai| vaha mujhase kahane lagA ki merA bhI vizvAsa Izvara meM hai| maiMne usase pUchA, vizvAsa kA tU artha kyA karatA hai? to vaha thor3A socane lagA aura bolA, vizvAsa kA artha hotA hai, aisI zakti ki jisake dvArA jaisA nahIM hai vaisA mAnane kI himmata A jaaye| jaisA nahIM hai vaisA mAnane kI himmata A jAye, usakA nAma vizvAsa hai| usakI paribhASA mujhe jNcii| mAlUma to hai ki nahIM hai Izvara, lekina phira bhI mAna lene kI jo zakti hai usakA nAma vizvAsa hai| bar3e-bar3e zAstroM ne vizvAsa kI paribhASA kI hai lekina itanI suMdara nhiiN| tuma bhI kahAM mAnate ho ki Izvara hai? kahate ho| jIbha para hai, prANa meM nahIM hai| oThoM para hai, hRdaya meM nahIM hai| Upara-Upara hai, bhItara-bhItara bilakula nahIM hai| yaha vizvAsa nizcaya nahIM hai| maiMne sunA hai, eka AdamI kisI guru ke pAsa bahuta varSoM taka rhaa| usane eka dina dekhA ki guru pAnI para cala rahA hai| vaha bar3A camatkRta huA jaba guru lauTakara AyA to usane paira pakar3a liye| camatkAra se to loga bar3e cakita hote haiN| usane kahA ki yaha sUtra tuma mujhe bhI batA do| yaha tarakIba to aba maiM choDUMgA na, jAnakara rahUMgA| yaha rahasya mujhe bhI samajhAo, kaise pAnI para caleM?

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guru ne kahA, isameM kucha rahasya nhiiN| prabhu para bharosA ho to saba ho jAtA hai -iti nizcayI! zraddhA ho, saba ho jAtA hai| to usane kahA, kaise karUM zraddhA? to unhoMne kahA, prabhu kA smaraNa kAphI hai| raam-naam| to usa AdamI ne dUsare hI subaha nadI para jAkara koziza kii| ekadama doharAne lagA 'raam-raam-raam-raam|' calane kI koziza kI, tatkSaNa DubakI khA gyaa| muMha meM pAnI bhara gyaa| bAmuzkila bAhara nikalakara aayaa| bar3A krodhita huA|| guru ke pAsa gayA aura kahA ki Apa dhokhA diye| maiM to rAma-rAma, rAma-rAma kahatA hI gayA phira bhI ibakI khA gyaa| aura rAma-rAma kahane kI vajaha se muMha meM bhI pAnI calA gyaa| vaise maiM tairanA jAnatA huuN| magara maiM rAma-rAma kahane meM lagA thaa| aura maiM isa khayAla meM thA ki ibakI to honI nahIM hai to maiMne kucha vyavasthA nahIM kI thii| saba kapar3e bhI kharAba ho gaye, ibakI bhI khA gyaa| yaha bAta jaMcatI nhiiN| Apane kucha dhokhA de diyA hai| guru ne pUchA, kitanI bAra rAma kahA thA? usane kahA, kitanI bAra? anaginata bAra kahA thaa| pahale to kinAre para khar3e hokara khUba kahatA rahA tAki bala paidA ho jaaye| phira jaba dekhA ki hI, aba A gaI garmI, to calA aura ibakI khA gyaa| aura kaha rahA thA taba bhI, jaba ibakI khA rahA thA taba bhI maiM rAma - rAma hI kaha rahA thaa| guru ne kahA, itanI bAra kahA isIlie DUba gye| zraddhA hotI to eka hI bAra kahanA kAphI thaa| yaha to azraddhA kI vajaha se itanI bAra khaa| zraddhA hotI to eka bAra kAphI thA, phira bArA kyA kahanA? rAma kaha diyA, bAta khatama ho gii| saca to yaha hai, agara zraddhA ho to zabda meM kahanA hI nahIM pdd'taa| hRdaya meM usakI pulaka, usakI lahara kAphI hai| itane zabda bhI nahIM banAne pddte| havA ke eka jhoMke kI taraha se hRdaya meM koI cIja gaja jAtI hai, tumheM guMjAnI bhI nahIM pdd'tii| isalie to nAnaka ne usake jApa ko ajapA kahA hai| japa karanA par3e to saccA nhiiN| thor3A jhUTha ho gyaa| japa kA matalaba yaha ho gayA, tuma kara rahe ho, ajapA kA artha hotA hai, jo apane se ho| tuma baiThe ho, acAnaka tuma pAo bhItara ki gaja rahI bAta, khila rahe phuul| tuma draSTA bana jAo usa samaya, kartA nhiiN| ajapA kA artha hotA hai, jo tumane japA nahIM thA phira bhI japA gyaa| jo apane Apa huA| Age hama sUtroM meM samajheMge ajapA kA artha 'jo sphuraNa mAtra hai.|' jo tumhAre karane se nahIM huA hai jisakI sphuraNA huI hai| vRkSoM meM phUla khile haiM; vRkSoM ne khilAye nahIM, khile haiN| isalie bar3I gaharI sacAI hai unameM aura baDI sugNdh| aura unake raMga adabhuta haiN| aura prabhu kI unameM jhalaka hai| ye pakSI gunagunA rahe haiN| ye ceSTA nahIM kara rahe haiM, yaha gIta inase phUTa rahA hai| jaise jharane baha rahe haiM aise pakSI gIta gunagunA rahe haiN| jaise havA bahatI hai aura sUraja nikalatA hai| aura sUraja kI kiraNeM barasatI haiN| aise pakSI gA rahe haiN| yaha sphuraNa mAtra hai|

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tuma jaba baiThakara rAma-rAma karate ho taba ceSTA hotI hai| ceSTA yAnI jhuutth| tumhArA kiyA saba prapaMca hai| tumhAre kiye tuma kahIM bhI na pahuMca pAoge tumane kiyA ki tuma bhaTake| tuma aisI dazA meM A jAo jahAM tuma na karo, jo hotA hai use hone do| lekina binA kiye tuma nahIM raha skte| ___ eka machuA eka nadI ke kinAre machaliyAM mAra rahA thaa| usane do bAlaTiyA rakha choDI thiiN| machaliyAM pakar3atA, eka bAlaTI meM DAla detA aura kucha kekar3e pakar3a letA to unako dUsarI bAlaTI meM DAla detaa| machaliyAM jisa bAlaTI meM DAlatA usake Upara to usane Dhakkana DhAMka rakhA thaa| aura kekar3e jisameM DAlatA, binA Dhakkana ke chor3a diyA thaa| aura paccIsoM kekar3e usameM bilabilA rahe the| aura nikalane kI koziza kara rahe the, caDha rahe the| gAMva ke eka rAjanetA-netAjI ghUmane nikale the| unhoMne khar3e hokara dekhaa| unako kucha bAta jaMcI nhiiN| unhoMne kahA, bhAI tU kaisA pAgala hai! itanI mehanata kara rahA hai aura ye kekar3e saba nikala jaayeNge| isako DhAMkatA kyoM nahIM? jaisA machaliyoM ko DAMkA, aisA isako kyoM nahIM DhAMkatA? usane kahA, Apa bephikra rho| ye kekar3e bar3e buddhimAna haiN| ye karIba -karIba rAjanItiza haiN| yaha rAjanIti hI smjho| ApakI rAjanIti jaisI hAlata hai inkii| eka kekar3A car3hatA hai, dUsarA nIce khIMca letA hai| ye nikala na paayeNge| inakI vahI hAlata hai, jo dillI meM hai| paccIsa kekar3e haiM, eka bhI nikala nahIM sktaa| ye to maiM subaha se pakar3a rahA hUM,eka bhI nahIM niklaa| maiM bhI dekha rahA hUM ki hada rAjanIti cala rahI hai| eka car3hatA hai, do khIMca lete haiM usko| inako DhAMkane kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| ye apane hI karane se phaMse hue haiN| inakA kRtya hI inheM phaMsA rakhane ko kAphI hai| tuma jo phaMse ho, tumhAre hI kRtya se phaMse ho| tuma jo khIMca rahe ho, dUsarA bhI tumheM nahIM khIMca rahA hai, tuma khuda hI apane ko khIMca-khIMcakara girA lete ho| tumhAre jIvana meM krAMti ghaTa sakatI hai| agara tuma kRtya ko aura kartAbhAva ko chor3a do aura sphuraNA se jiiyo| bhamabhUtamida srvm......| yaha saba jaisA tumane dekhA, asatya hai, jaisA hai vaisA tumane abhI dekhA nhiiN| saMsAra aura paramAtmA kI yahI paribhASA hai| tumane aksara socA hogA ki saMsAra aura paramAtmA do alaga-alaga bAteM haiN| galata socA hai| paramAtmA ko galata DhaMga se dekhA to sNsaar| saMsAra ko ThIka DhaMga se dekha liyA to prmaatmaa| ye do bAteM nahIM haiN| yahAM vaita nahIM hai, eka hI hai| jaisA hai vaisA hI dekha liyA to paramAtmA dikhAI par3a jAtA hai, aura jaisA nahIM hai vaisA dekha liyA to sNsaar| ThIka-ThIka dekha liyA to paramAtmA, cUka gaye to sNsaar| paramAtmA ko dekhane meM jo cUka ho jAtI hai usI se saMsAra dikhAI par3atA hai| paramAtmA ko dekhane meM jo cUka ho jAtI hai usI se padArtha dikhAI par3atA hai, anyathA padArtha nahIM hai| padArtha tumhArI bhAMti hai| paramAtmA satya hai| aba loga haiM jo pUchate haiM, paramAtmA kahA hai? kahate haiM, paramAtmA ko dekhanA hai| kabhI-kabhI koI nAstika mere pAsa A jAtA hai| vaha kahatA hai, jaba taka hama dekheMge nahIM, mAneMge nhiiN| maiM usase kahatA hUM? pahale tU apanI AMkha kI to phikra kara le| dekhegA yaha to ThIka hai| dekhane kI AkAMkSA bhI

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ThIka hai| lekina terI AMkha khulI hai? terI AMkha sApha -sutharI hai? isakI tujhe ciMtA nahIM hai| darzana kI ciMtA hai, dRSTi kI ciMtA hI nahIM hai / aMdhA hai aura rozanI dekhanA cAhatA hai| baharA hai aura saMgIta sunanA cAhatA hai| aura kahatA hai jaba taka sunUMgA nahIM, mAnUMgA nhiiN| bAta to ThIka kaha rahA hai| sunoge nahIM to mAnane kA sAra bhI kyA hai? lekina agara sunAI nahIM par3a rahA hai to pahalI bAta buddhimAna AdamI yahI socegA ki kahIM mere sunane ke yaMtra meM koI kharAbI to nahIM hai? sadiyoM -sadiyoM meM satyuruSoM ne kahA hai, hai| eka deza meM nahIM, anaMta-anaMta kAloM meM, anaMta- anaMta dezoM meM, anaMta- anaMta paristhitiyoM meM, satyuruSoM ne nirapavAda rUpa se kahA hai, hai| to kahIM merI AMkha ke yaMtra meM kucha kharAbI to nahIM hai? yaha buddhimAna AdamI pahalI bAta utthaayegaa| buddha kahatA hai, ho to maiM dekhuu| dekhU to maiM maanuuN| aura isakI phikra hI nahIM karatA ki mere pAsa dekhane kI kSamatA hai, pAtratA hai? iti nizcayI kA artha hotA hai, jisane dekha liyA aura dekhakara jo nizcaya ko upalabdha ho gyaa| nizcaya eka hI taraha se AtA hai-darzana se, anubhava se, pratIti se| alakSyasphuraNa: zuddhaH svabhAvenaiva shaamyti| 'aura alakSya sphuraNavAlA zuddha puruSa svabhAva se zAMta hotA hai|' yaha zabda bar3A adabhuta hai. alakSya sphurnnvaalaa| ise samajha liyA to aSTAvakra kA saba sArabhUta samajha liyaa| hama to jIte haiM apanI ceSTA se| hama to jIte haiM apanI yojanA se| hama to jIte haiM prayAsa se| jIne kI yaha jo hamArI ceSTA hai, yaha jo prayAsa hai, yahI hameM tanAva se bhara detA hai, saMtApa aura ciMtA se bhara detA hai| itanA virATa astitva cala rahA hai, tuma dekhate ho phira bhI aMdhe ho| itanA virATa astitva cala rahA hai, itanI vyavasthA se cala rahA hai, itanA saMgItapUrNa, itanA layabaddha cala rahA hai, lekina tuma socate ho tumheM apanA jIvana khuda calAnA pdd'egaa| kahA hai malUka ne: ajagara kare na cAkarI paMchI kare na kAma dAsa makkA kaha gaye sabake dAtA rAma bar3A adabhuta vacana hai| yadayapi galata logoM ke hAtha meM par3a gayA! logoM ne isakA artha nikAla liyA ki par3e raho AlasI hokr| dAsa makkA kaha gaye sabake dAtA rAma to aba karanA kyA hai? kucha mata kro| yaha matalaba nahIM hai| ajagara kare na cAkarI paMchI kare na kAma lekina dekhA paMchI kitane kAma meM lage haiM! lA rahe ghAsa-pAta, banA rahe ghoMsale, bIna rahe gehUM? cAvala, dAla, ikaTThA kara rahe bhojana, baccoM ko khilA rahe, khuda khA rahe, kAma to bahuta cala rahA hai| ajagara bhI saraka rahA hai| ajagara bhI kAma meM lagA hai| lekina malUka kA kucha artha aura hai|

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lU yaha kaha rahe haiM ki paMchI itanA kAma kara rahe haiM phira bhI khuda nahIM kara rahe haiM, jo ho rahA hai, ho rahA hai| isameM yojanA nahIM hai| isameM ahaMkAra nahIM hai| isameM kartRtva kA bhAva nahIM hai| loga to apane hI DhaMga se samajhate haiN| loga apanI buddhi se samajhate haiN| logoM ne samajhA ki yaha to Alasya kA pATha hai to or3hakara cAMdara so rho| lekina tuma agara cAMdara bhI or3hakara soye to tumhIM kartA ho / paramAtmA ko karane do, tuma mata karo, yaha artha hotA hai alkssysphurnn| ajJAta sphurnn| jo hAtha dikhAI nahIM par3ate unameM apane ko chor3a do| jisane saba samhAlA hai, tumheM bhI samhAla legaa| choTI-sI jiMdagI hai tumhaarii| eka dina mare, dUsare dina gye| do dina kI jiMdagI hai| itanA virATa samhalA huA hai, tuma apanI isa do dina kI jiMdagI ko chor3a nahIM sakate isa virATa para ? aura na chor3akara bhI kyA sAra hai! mroge| na tumane janma liyA hai svayaM, na mauta tuma le skoge| janma bhI huA, mauta bhI ghaTegI, bIca meM ye thor3e se dina haiM, tuma nAhaka utpAta kara rhe| aSTAvakra kahate haiM, chor3a do sphuraNa pr| jIyo sahaja sphuraNa se mata karo yojanA / mata banAo bar3e kile| mata khar3e karo bar3e svapna / lekina loga samajhate haiM ki yaha Alasya kI zikSA hai| yaha Alasya kI zikSA nahIM hai| yaha akarmaNyatA kI zikSA nahIM hai| yaha itanI hI zikSA ki kartA tuma na raho, kartA paramAtmA ho| lekina loga apane hI DhaMga se samajhate haiN| maiMne sunA hai, mullA nasaruddIna eka strI ke prema meM thaa| vaha strI jarA ciMtita thI, saMdigdha thii| eka dina usane pUchA--jaba zAdI bilakula karIba hI Ane lagI aura dina bahuta nikaTa Ane lagA to usa strI ne pUchA ki nasaruddIna, kyA tuma zAdI ke bAda bhI mujhe itanA hI pyAra karoge? aisA hI prema karoge jaisA abhI karate ho? nasaruddIna ne kahA, kyoM nahIM! tuma to jAnatI hI ho ki mujhe zAdIzudA aurateM jyAdA pasaMda haiN| AdamI kI samajha ! apanI samajha se hI dekhegaa| apanI hI samajha se vyAkhyA kregaa| apanI samajha ke bAhara hama nahIM nikala paate| isalie paramAtmA kI samajha hamAre hAthoM meM nahIM utara paatii| hama thor3I apanI samajha ko eka tarapha rkheN| lakSyasphuraNA kA artha hotA hai, tuma svabhAva para chor3akara dekho, kSaNa-kSaNa jIyo / jo aSTAvakra alakSyasphuraNA se kaha rahe haiM vahI buddha ne kahA hai kSaNavAda se| kSaNa- kSaNa jIyo / Age ke kSaNa kA vicAra mata kro| isa kSaNa jo ho, hone do| Age kA kSaNa jaba AyegA taba aayegaa| jIsasa ne kahA hai, Age kA kSaNa apanI phikra svayaM kara legaa| jIsasa ne kahA hai, dekho khetoM meM uge hue lilI ke phuul| kitane suMdara haiM! na inheM kala kI ciMtA hai, na bIte kala kI koI yAda / na ye zrama karate haiM, na ye raMga juTAte, na sugaMdha juTAte saba kisI alakSyasphuraNA se ho rahA hai| aura jIsasa ne kahA hai ziSyoM se ki maiM tumase kahatA hUM ki samrATa solomana bhI apane bahumUlya vastroM meM itanA suMdara na thA jitane ki ye lilI ke phUla / alakSyasphuraNA kA artha hai, jaise phUla haiM, pakSI haiM, yaha sArI prakRti kA virATa khela cala rahA

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hai, isa khela meM tuma bhI bhAgIdAra ho jaao| kartA na rho| jo paramAtmA karAye, hone do| jhena phakIra kahate haiM jaba bhUkha lage, bhojana kara lo, jaba nIMda Aye taba so jaao| jaisA hotA ho usake sAtha bahe clo| taise bhI mt| nadI kI dhAra meM bho| tumane kabhI eka majedAra bAta dekhI hai? jiMdA AdamI DUba jAtA nadI meM aura murdA AdamI tairane lagatA hai| murdA nadI ke Upara A jAtA hai aura jiMdA AdamI DubakI khA jAtA hai| murdA AdamI ko jarUra koI rAja mAlUma hai jo jiMdA ko mAlUma nhiiN| murdA ko eka rAja mAlUma hai ki vaha koI ceSTA nahIM krtaa| ceSTA kara hI nahIM sakatA; murdA hai| jaba ceSTA nahIM karatA to nadI bhI use apane hAthoM meM le letI hai| tuma ceSTA karate ho usI meM DUba jAte ho| aura tairane kI kalA kA kula itanA hI rAja hai ki jisa dina tumheM patA cala gayA ki nadI nahIM DubAtI, tuma apanI ceSTA se DUbate ho| tuma dhIre- dhIre chor3ate gye| taba to tuma nadI kI chAtI para taira sakate ho| par3e raho! nadI nahIM ddubaatii| nadI ne kabhI kisI ko nahIM DubAyA hai| loga apanI hI mehanata se DUba gaye haiN| ___yaha virATa kisI ko DubAne meM utsuka nahIM hai| loga apanI mehanata se DUba jAte haiN| loga apane gale meM apanI phAMsI khuda lagA lete haiN| yahAM koI tumheM phAMsI dene ko utsuka nahIM hai| yaha astitva apUrva rasa se bharA hai| aura yaha astitva apUrva utsava se bharA hai| tuma nAca sakate ho| tumhAre paira meM jaMjIreM nahIM haiN| astitva ne tumhAre paira meM ara DAle haiM, lekina tuma jaMjIreM banA baiThe ho| tuma yaha bAta bhUla hI gaye ho ki astitva ke sAtha ekarasa huA jA sakatA hai| saMnyAsa kA ThIka-ThIka yahI artha hai jo vyakti svaspharaNA se jIne lgaa| jo apane bhItara se jIne lgaa| jo aba buddhi se yojanA nahIM krtaa| jo hotA hai, hone detA hai| jaisA hotA hai vaisA hone detA hai| akarmaNya nahIM ho gayA hai, karma virATa hotA hai aba bhI, lekina aba karma ke Upara apanI koI mAlakiyata nahIM rhii| aba apane karma para koI dAvA nahIM rhaa| jo gairadAvedAra ho gayA hai vahI saMnyAsI alakSyasphuraNa: zuddhaH svabhAvenaiva shaamyti| aura aisA vyakti zuddha ho jAtA, svabhAva se hI zAMta ho jAtA hai| aise vyakti ko zAMta hone ke lie koI bhI yoga, japa-tapa nahIM karanA par3atA aura aise vyakti ko zuddha hone ke lie koI bhI AyojanA nahIM karanI pdd'tii| to prapaMca kA artha huA svamnajAla mana kA khela, vicAra-prakSepaNa, kAmanA- AropaNa, jaisA nahIM hai vaisA dekha lenA, jaisI icchA hai vaisA dekha lenaa| aura prapaMca se bAhara hone kA mArga huA alakSyasphuraNa zuddhaH jaisA hai usake sAtha rAjI ho jAnA, usake sAtha bhnaa| nadI kI dhAra se lar3anA nhiiN| nadI kI dhAra ke viparIta na jaanaa| nadI kI dhAra ke sAtha jaanaa| yaha jo astitva kI virATa dhAra jA rahI hai, isake sAtha jAnA alkssysphrnnaa|

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hameM pakkA patA bhI nahIM hai ki nadI kahAM jA rahI hai| hameM pakkA patA bhI nahIM ki isakA aMta kahAM hogaa| aMta hogA bhI yA nahIM, yaha bhI patA nhiiN| isa virATa kI niyati kyA hai isakA bhI hameM koI patA nhiiN| yaha saba bar3A rahasyapUrNa hai| lekina isakA patA lagAne kI ceSTA vyartha hai| hama patA lagA bhI na paayeNge| yaha to aise hI samajho ki bUMda sAgara ko samajhane clii| yaha nahIM ho paayegaa| yaha asaMbhava hai| bUMda sAgara to bana sakatI hai lekina sAgara ko samajha nahIM sktii| manuSya paramAtmA bana sakatA hai lekina paramAtmA ko samajha nahIM sktaa| bUMda agara sAgara meM gira jAye aura rAjI ho jAye aura chor3a de apanI sImA to sAgara ho jaaye| sAgara hokara hI jAna pAyegI, aura koI upAya nhiiN| hama usI ko jAna sakate haiM jo hama ho jAte haiN| prapaMca se bAhara hone kA artha hai, jo sphraNA se ho vahI karanA, mahatvAkAMkSA se mata krnaa| kucha pAne, kucha hone kI AkAMkSA se mata krnaa| jo paramAtmA banAye, jaisA rakhe -sukha meM to sukha meM, dukha meM to dukha meN| agara aisA tuma kara sake to tumhAre jIvana meM kabhI pazcAttApa na hogaa| agara aisA na kara sake to prapaMca kA phala pazcAttApa hai| eka dina tuma bahuta rooge aura taba kucha bhI na kara skoge| kyoMki jo samaya bIta gayA, bIta gyaa| raMgoM ke manahara mele, cale gaye chor3a akele eka dina bahuta rooge| eka dina bahuta pachatAoge| eka dina AMkhoM meM sirpha TUTe iMdradhanuSa, bikhare sapane, AMsuo ke atirikta kucha bhI na raha jaayegaa| raMgoM ke manahara mele, cale gaye chor3a akele TUTe anubaMdhoM jaise, rUThe saMbaMdhoM jaise bikhara rahe pala- aNupala hama, phUTe taTa-baMdhoM jaise jhare -gire pIta pAta se, bhare - bhare gIta gAta se pIr3AoM meM ghule -mile, AMsU se jI bhara khele zApita varadAna sarIkhe, bUjhakara bhI jalate dIkhe arthahIna jIvana jInA, jaga Akara hamase sIkhe apanoM ke tevara badale, sapanoM ke jevara badale prajvalita palAza se nayana, jaise gerU ke Dhele sAseM ghanasAra ho gaIM, AzAyeM kSAra ho gaIM adharoM para cipakI bebasa musakAneM bhAra ho gaIM roma-roma jalatI holI, bhAla lagI ulajhana rolI eka bhAva se taTastha ho, phAga Aga donoM jhele raMgoM ke manahara mele, cale gaye chor3a akele eka dina bahuta pachatAoge| yaha jo Aja melA jaisA mAlUma par3atA hai, yaha jo raMgoM kA jamaghaTa hai, yaha jyAdA dera na ttikegaa| yaha sapanA hai| yaha tumane hI mAna rakhA hai| yaha kahIM hai nhiiN| jaldI hI

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jIvana -UrjA kSINa hone lgegii| aura jaise -jaise jIvana UrjA kSINa hogI vaise -vaise sapanoM ke bhItara chipI sacAI pragaTa hogii| eka dina tuma pAoge, jahAM tumane bahuta kucha dekhA thA vahAM kucha bhI nahIM hai| eka dina hara AdamI pAtA hai ki hAtha khAlI raha gye| jIvana calA gayA, hAtha khAlI raha gye| phira riktatA bahuta sAlatI hai| phira riktatA bahuta dukha detI, bahuta pIr3A detI| phira riktatA bahuta viSAda se bhara detii| narka kA koI aura artha nahIM hai| marane ke bAda tuma narka jAte ho aisA mata socanA| yA marane ke bAda svarga jAte ho aisA mata socnaa| jisane jIvana ko paramAtmA kI sphraNA se jIyA vaha yahIM svarga meM jItA hai| aura jisane jIvana ko apanI ahaMkAra kI yojanA se jIyA vaha yahIM narka meM jItA hai| jo yahAM svarga meM hai vahI mRtyu ke bAda bhI svarga meM hogA aura jo yahAM narka meM hai vahI mRtyu ke bAda bhI narka meM hogaa| kyoMki mRtyu ke bAda usI kA silasilA jArI rahegA jo mRtyu ke pahale tumane nirmita kiyA thaa| anyathA nahIM ho jaayegaa| acAnaka kucha badalAhaTa nahIM ho jaayegii| jIvana ko rattI-rattI jIyoge, eka -eka sIDI car3hoge to tuma pAoge ki zikhara upalabdha huaa|'dRshybhaav ko nahIM dekhate hue zuddha sphuraNavAle ko kahAM vidhi hai, kahAM vairAgya hai, kahA tyAga, kahA zamana!' zuddhasphuraNarUpasya dRshybhaavmpshytH| kya vidhi: kya ca vairAgya kya tyAga: kya zamoupi vaa| jo vyakti apanI aMtasphuraNA se bhara gayA hai-svasphuraNavAle ko, zuddha sphuraNavAle ko| sphuraNa kA artha hotA hai, spaanttenittii| sphuraNa kA artha hotA hai, jo apane Apa hotA hai, tumhAre kie nahIM hotaa| sphuraNa kA artha hotA hai, jisako tumheM karanA nahIM pdd'taa| acAnaka tuma pAte ho ki ho rahA hai| jaise tuma yahAM baiThe ho, mujhe sunate-sunate kisI kI tArI laga jaayegii| sunate -sunate kisI kI laya mujhase baMdha jaayegii| aisA nahIM ki tumane kiyaa| tuma karoge to yaha kabhI bhI na ho paayegaa| tuma karoge to tuma bIca meM ar3e rhoge| tuma karoge to tuma aTakAte rahoge, upadrava macAte rhoge| tumane agara ceSTA kI ki baMdha jAye laya, phira na bNdhegii| tuma bhUlo, tuma sirpha suno sunate-sunate anAyAsa eka sphuraNA hotI hai, bhItara koI davAra khula jAtA, koI rozanI jhaaktii| bhItara koI svara praviSTa ho jaataa| tuma mujhase ekatAna ho gaye ekarasa ho gye| jur3a gaye hRdaya se hRdy| usa kSaNa kucha ghaTatA hai| usa kSaNa AMsU baha sakate haiM, usa kSaNa taraMga uTha sakatI hai| usa kSaNa romAMca ho sktaa| usa kSaNa ro-roAM pulakita ho sktaa| usa kSaNa eka darzana mila sakatA hai bhara ko hI sahI, lekina jaisA hai usakA eka kSaNa ko AbhAsa ho sakatA hai| jaise koI bijalI kauMdha gaI aura aMdherI rAta meM rozanI ho gaI aura saba dikhAI par3a gayA kSaNa bhara ko| yadyapi kSaNa bhara ko dikhAI par3egA lekina pUre jIvana kA svAda badala sakatA hai| kyoMki jo dikhAI par3a gayA, phira pIchA kregaa| phira bAra-bAra usa dizA meM jAne kA rasa jAgegA, svAda jAgegA, AkAMkSA hogI, abhIpsA hogI, pratIkSA hogA, pukAra hogI, prArthanA hogii| jo eka bAra anubhava meM huA phira use chor3A nahIM jA

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sktaa| phira bAra -bAra tuma khiMce kisI adRzya jAdU meM usI keMdra kI tarapha calane lagoge / lekina yaha hogA sphuraNA se, yaha ceSTA se nahIM hogA / tuma dekho, jIvana meM jaba bhI AnaMda ghaTatA hai, sphuraNA se ghaTatA hai| aura jIvana meM jaba bhI AnaMda ghaTatA hai to tuma sIdhI ceSTA karo to kabhI nahIM ghtttaa| koI AdamI tairane jAtA hai aura bar3A sukha anubhava karatA hai| tuma usase pUcho, tairane meM sukha AtA hai, maiM bhI AUM? maiM bhI tairUM? mujhe bhI sukha milegA ? muzkila / zAyada tumheM nahIM milegaa| kyoMki tuma pahale se yojanA banAkara jAoge ki sukha mile| tuma tairoge kama, bAra-bAra kanakhiyoM se dekhoge ki abhI taka sukha milA nhiiN| bIca-bIca socane lagoge, abhI taka nahIM milA, kaba milegA? to tuma cUka jaaoge| vaha jo AdamI tairane jAtA hai use sukha isalie milatA hai ki vaha sukha kI talAza meM gayA hI nhiiN| vaha to tairane gayA hai| usakI najara to tairane meM lagI hai| vaha to tairane meM DUba jAtA hai| jaba tairane meM DubakI laga jAtI hai, jaba tairane meM pUrA kho jAtA hai, bhAvavibhora ho jAtA hai, basa sukha kA jharokhA khula jAtA hai| vaha sphuraNA se hotA hai| isalie aksara aisA hogA, mujhe sunanevAlA kisI mitra ko kabhI le AyegA tuma aao| tuma eka daphA to aao| vaha socatA hai, jo mujhe ho rahA hai vahI mitra ko bhI ho jaayegaa| jarUrI nahIM Avazyaka nhiiN| kyoMki mitra AyegA ki calo dekheM kyA hotA hai| zAyada tumhArI bhAvadazA ko dekhakara lobha se bhara Aye ki jo tumheM hotA hai vahI mujhe bhI ho jaaye| nahIM hogA / eka mitra dhyAna karane aaye| kisI vizvavidyAlaya meM prophesara haiM, hoziyAra AdamI haiN| isa duniyA meM hoziyAra burI taraha cUkate haiN| kabhI- kabhI pAgala pA lete haiM aura hoziyAra cUka jAte haiN| yaha duniyA bar3I anUThI hai| unhoMne tIna dina dhyAna kiyA, cauthe dina mujhe Akara kahA ki logoM ko to hotA hai| kucha ho rahA hai| isako maiM dekha sakatA huuN| mujhe kucha bhI nahIM ho rahA hai| aura maiM bar3I AkAMkSA se AyA hUM ki kucha ho| mahInoM se pratIkSA kI thI ina dinoM kI / aba chuTTI milI hai to AyA huuN| aura kucha ho nahIM rahA hai| aura maiM yaha bhI mAnatA hUM ki kucha ho rahA hai logoM ko kucha ho rahA hai| kisI ko maiM rote dekhatA to mere prANa kaiMpa jAte haiM ki mujhe kaba hogA? kisI ko AnaMda se nAcate dekhatA hUM to maiM bhI socatA hUM ki kaba bhAgya ke dvAra khuleMge maiM bhI nAcUMgA? magara mere pairoM meM koI pulaka hI nahIM aatii| maiM bIca-bIca meM dUsaroM ko bhI dekha letA hUM ki dekho ho rahA hai kisI ko nahIM! lekina ho rahA hai| aura mujhe nahIM ho rhaa| bAta kyA hai? koI mere pApa Ar3e par3a rahe haiM? koI maiMne bure karma kiye haiM? AdamI koI na koI tarka khojatA hai apane ko samajhAne ko| maiM tumase kahatA hUM na to koI pApa Ar3e Ate haiM, na koI karma Ar3e Ate haiN| eka hI bAta Ar3e AtI hai, vaha bAta hai ki tuma bahuta AturatA se agara lobha se bhara gaye aura tumane yojanA banA lI ki sukha lekara raheMge-basa muzkila ho gii| maiMne unase kahA, tuma aisA karo, yaha sukha kA bhAva chor3a do| yaha samAdhi kA bhAva chor3a do| tuma merI maano| itanI merI mAno ki tuma yaha bhAva mata rkho| tuma nAco, gAo, dhyAna kro| tuma thor3e

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dina ke lie sukha kA vicAra hI choDa do; mile na mile| agara chor3a sako sukha kA bhAva to milegaa| sIdhe-sIdhe sukha ko pAne kI koI vyavasthA nahIM hai isa jagata meM / sukha AtA pIche ke daravAje se, cupcaap| pagadhvani bhI nahIM hotii| tuma jaba masta hote ho kisI aura bAta meM taba AtA hai| koI citrakAra apanA citra banA rahA hai - mugdha, DUbA, sArI duniyA ko bhuulaa| una kSaNoM meM astitva nahIM rahA, una kSaNoM meM svayaM bhI nahIM rahA / una kSaNoM meM to basa citra bana rahA hai| saca pUcho to una kSaNoM meM paramAtmA citra banA rahA hai, citrakAra to miTa gyaa| alakSyasphuraNA kAma karane lgii| taba citra anUThA bnegaa| aura taba kabhI aisA bhI hogA ki citrakAra khar3A hokara dekhegA mNtrmugdh| apanI hI kRti para bharosA na kara paayegaa| kahegA, kaise banI? kisane banAI ? pikAso ne kahA hai ki kaI bAra koI citra bana gayA, phira maiMne dubArA use banAne kI koziza kI aura nahIM banA paayaa| bahuta koziza kI aura nahIM banA paayaa| phira vaisI bAta nahIM bnii| phira kisI dina bana gayA / aura jaba phira maiMne ceSTA kI to phira cUkA, phira haaraa| ahaMkAra jItatA hI nahIM / ravIMdranAtha ne kahA hai ki jaba-jaba maiMne ceSTA kI taba-taba gIta nahIM bne| jaba bane tabhI bne| to kabhI-kabhI aisA ho jAtA thA ki ravIMdranAtha baiThe haiM, kisI se bAta kara rahe haiM aura acAnaka bhAva-rUpAMtaraNa ho jaataa| acAnaka unake cehare para koI aura AbhA A jaatii| koI eka dIvAnApana eka mastI, jaise ki zarAba meM DUba gye| to unake pAsa rahanevAle loga, unake ziSya, unake mitra, unake priyajana dhIre- dhIre jAnane lage the ki usa samaya cupacApa haTa jAnA caahie| gurudayAla malika unake eka purAne sAthI the| ve kabhI-kabhI mujhe sunane Ate the| eka bAra unhoMne mujhe Akara kahA ki Apase eka bAta kahanI hai| maiM ravIMdranAtha ke pAsa jaba pahalI daphA gayA to mujhe bhI kahA gayA thA ki agara bIca meM aura loga haTeM to tuma bhI haTa jaanaa| kyoMki kaba una para paramAtmA AviSTa ho jAtA hai, kucha kahA nahIM jA sktaa| usa vakta bAdhA nahIM denI hai| to koI ATha-dasa mitra ravIMdranAtha ko milane gaye the| gurudayAla pahalI daphA gaye the| aura ravIMdranAtha ne apane hAtha se cAya banAI aura sabako ve cAya de rahe the| aura acAnaka cAya dete samaya unake hAtha se pyAlA chUTa gayA, AMkheM baMda ho gaIM aura ve Dolane lge| eka-eka AdamI uTha gyaa| ve saba to paricita the| aura unhoMne gurudayAla ko bhI izArA kiyA ki uTha aao| gurudayAla ne mujhe kahA ki maiM uTha na skaa| unhoMne bahuta izArA kiyA to maiM uTha bhI gayA, to bhI maiM daravAje ke bAhara khar3A ho gyaa| yaha jo apUrva ghaTa rahA thA, maiM isake darzana karanA cAhatA thaa| yaha kyA ho rahA thA? maiMne apanI AMkha ke sAmane dekhA ki abhI eka kSaNa pahale jo AdamI thA ravIMdranAtha, aba vahI nahIM hai / koI naI AbhA ! jaise koI aura AtmA praviSTa ho gii| eka AlokamaDita vyaktitva! jaise bhItara koI bujhA thA dIyA jala gyaa| jaise rozanI bAhara Ane lagI / aura eka apUrva zAMti chA gii| aura maiM maMtramugdha khar3A rhaa| mana meM aparAdha bhI laga rahA thA ki khar3A nahIM honA cAhie kyoMki sabane kahA haTa jaao| aura loga cale bhI gaye, maiM corI se khar3A huuN| lekina haTa bhI na sakA / kucha aisA

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jAdU ghaTa rahA thA ki haTa bhI nahIM sakA / aura ve khar3e dekhate rhe| phira ravIMdranAtha dhIre dhIre Dolane lage, khar3e hokara nAcane lage aura phira gunagunAne lge| gurudayAla ne mujhe kahA ki maiMne apanI AMkha ke sAmane kavitA ko janma lete dekhaa| vaha saubhAgya kA kSaNa thaa| vaisA apUrva kSaNa phira kabhI nahIM milaa| maiMne apane sAmane kavitA ko janma lete dekhaa| phira ravIMdranAtha ne kAgaja uThA liyA, jo gunagunAyA thA vaha likhane lge| aura dhIredhIre gurudayAla vahAM se haTakara cupacApa apane kamare meM cale gye| tIna dina taka ravIMdranAtha baMda hI rahe apane kamare meM, bAhara na nikle| jaba kavitA utaratI to ve bhojana bhI baMda kara dete| jaba kavitA utaratI to ve snAna bhI na krte| jaba kavitA utaratI to ve kisI se milate-julate bhI nhiiN| jaba kavitA utaratI to kaisA sonA, kaisA gAnA! saba astavyasta ho jaataa| jaba kavitA utaratI to koI aura hI unheM calAtA, koI aura hI unakI bAgaDora thAma letA / isa bAta kA nAma hI hai zuddha sphuraNA / dekhA tumane? yaha pratIka hai ki kRSNa arjuna ke sArathI bne| yaha alakSyasphuraNA kA pratIka hai| bhagavAna tumhArA sArathI bane, usake hAtha meM tumhAre ratha kI bAgaDora ho| vahI claaye| tuma baiTho bhItara nishcitmn| vaha jahAM le jAye, jaao| bhagavAna sArathI bane, tuma ratha meM cupacApa baittho| - vahI sArathI hai| tuma nAhaka bIca-bIca meM A jaate| tumhAre bIca meM Ane se ar3acana pdd'tii| tumhAre jIvana meM agara dukha hai to tumhAre kaarnn| agara kabhI sukha hogA to usake kAraNa hai| zuddhasphuraNarUpasya dRzyabhAvamapazyataH / aura jisa vyakti ke jIvana meM zuddha sphuraNA kA janma huA usako phira dRzya dikhAI bhI par3ate haiM aura eka artha meM nahIM bhI dikhAI par3ate, kyoMki aba to draSTA dikhAI par3atA hai| ise smjho| tuma jaba dekhate ho to tuma svayaM ko nahIM dekhate, para ko hI dekhate ho| tumhArA bodha kA tIra dUsare para lagA hotA hai| tuma svayaM ko nahIM dekhte| tuma dekhane vAle ko nahIM dekhte| jo mUla hai use cUka jAte ho| tuma paridhi para bhaTakate rahate ho| jisa vyakti ne apanA hAtha paramAtmA ke hAtha meM de diyA aura kahA, aba tU samhAla | aba eka baDI majedAra ghaTanA ghaTatI hai| vaha tumheM to dekhatA hai lekina tumase pahale vaha jo bhItara chipA hai vaha dikhAI par3atA hai| vaha vRkSa ko dekhatA hai lekina vRkSa ke pahale vRkSa ko dekhanevAlA dikhAI par3atA hai| vRkSa gauNa ho jAtA hai| dRzya gauNa ho jAtA hai, draSTA pramukha ho jAtA hai, AdhArabhUta ho jAtA hai| taba saMsAra gauNa ho jAtA hai aura satya AdhArabhUta ho jAtA hai| 'dRzyabhAva ko nahIM dekhate hue zuddha sphuraNavAle ko kahAM vidhi hai!' phira usake mana meM dRzya ke koI bhAva nahIM uThate - ki aisA dekhUM, aisA dekhUM, vaisA dekhUM / ye koI bhAva nahIM utthte| jo dikhAI par3a jAtA hai ThIka, jo nahIM dikhAI par3a jAtA, tthiik| vaha hara hAla rAjI hai| aisI jo dazA hai isameM na to tyAga kI koI jarUrata hai, na vairAgya kI koI jarUrata hai, na vidhi kI koI jarUrata hai, na damana aura zamana kI koI jarUrata hai|

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aSTAvakra ke sUtra siddha ke sUtra haiM, sAdhaka ke nhiiN| aSTAvakra kahate haiM, sIdhe siddha hI ho jaao| yaha sAdhaka hone ke cakkara meM kyA par3e ho? sAdhana meM mata uljho| sAdhanA meM mata uljho| sIdhe siddha ho jaao| kyoMki paramAtmA tumhAre bhItara baiThA hai| tuma kahAM japa-tapa meM lage! kisakI pUjA prArthanA kara rahe? jisakI pUjA-prArthanA kara rahe vaha tumhAre bhItara virAjamAna hai| tuma kahAM khoja rahe ho kAbA-kailAza! tuma kahA jA rahe? jise tuma khoja rahe, tumhAre bhItara baitthaa| tuma bhI jarA zAMta hokara baiTha jAo aura usakI sphuraNA se jiiyo| chor3a do saba usa para beshrt| ___ himmata kI jarUrata hai, dussAhasa kI jarUrata hai| kyoMki mana kahegA aise chor3e, kahIM koI hAni ho jaaye| aisA chor3A, kahIM koI nukasAna ho jaaye| aisA chor3A aura kahIM bhaTaka gaye! aura majA yaha hai ki tuma mana ke sAtha calakara sivAya bhaTake, aura kyA huA hai? bhaTakane ke sivAya kyA huA hai? kahAM pahuMce? mere pAsa loga Ate haiM, ve kahate haiM, saMnyAsa to le leM lekina samarpaNa karane meM Dara lagatA hai| maiM unase pUchatA hUM? tumhAre pAsa samarpaNa karane ko hai kyA? kyA hai jo tuma samarpaNa karoge? taba ve jarA cauMkate, jhijhakate, kaMdhe bickaate| kahate, aise to kucha bhI nahIM hai| to phira maiMne kahA, Dara kyA hai? tumhAre pAsa chor3ane ko kyA hai? jo bhI tumheM lagatA hai chor3ane jaisA, vaha chur3A hI liyA jaayegaa| mauta chuDA legii| usa vakta tumase yaha bhI nahIM pUchegI, samarpaNa karate ho? jaba mauta saba chur3A hI legI to dene kA majA kyoM nahIM le lete? jaba mauta chIna hI legI to tuma khuda hI kyoM nahIM chor3a dete? Aja nahIM kala mauta chIna legI to tuma eka maukA khoye de rahe ho| tuma khuda hI paramAtmA ko kaha do ki maiM khuda hI apane ko chor3atA hUM tere hAthoM meM| aura jo AdamI paramAtmA ke hAthoM meM apane ko chor3a degA, mauta phira usakI nahIM hotii| mauta usI ke pAsa AtI hai jo paramAtmA ko apane pAsa nahIM Ane detaa| ise smjhnaa| __ tuma ikaTThA karate-apane kartRtva, apanA ahaMkAra, dhana, pada, prtisstthaa| tuma socate ho, maiMne yaha kiyA, maiMne yaha kamAyA, arjana kiyA, yaha merI pratiSThA, yaha merA pd| phira eka dina mauta AtI hai aura saba bikhera detI hai-saba tumhArA pada, prtisstthaa| jaise kisI ne tAza ke pattoM kA mahala banAyA, havA kA eka jhoMkA AyA aura saba gira gyaa| jiMdagI bhara mehanata kI aura miTTI meM mila gii| tuma khuda hI miTTI meM mila jAoge to tumhArI mehanata kahAM jAyegI? vaha bhI miTTI meM mila jaayegii| saMnyAsI bar3A kuzala hai| saMnyAsI bar3A samajhadAra hai| vaha kahatA hai jo mauta chIna legI vaha hama svayaM de dete haiN| aise bhI china jAnA hai, vaise bhI china jAnA hai| to dene kA majA kyoM na le leM? itanA sukha kyoM na uThA leM ki de diyaa| aura taba eka krAMti ghaTatI hai| tumane chor3A ki phira tumheM milanA zurU huA jIsasa ne kahA hai, jo bacAyegA vaha cUka jaayegaa| aura jo gaMvA degA vaha pA legaa| jo khone ko rAjI hai vaha pAne kA hakadAra ho gyaa| phira kahAM vidhi, kahAM tyAga, kahAM zamana! nahIM kucha karanA pdd'taa| eka bAta kara lene jaisI hai

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ki tuma saba paramAtmA ke Upara chor3a do| vaha jaisA karavAye vaisA kro| vaha jaisA uThAye vaisA uTho / vaha jaisA baiThAye vaisA baittho| aura jaba maiM yaha kaha rahA to phira doharA duuN-beshrt| isameM koI zarta baMdhI nahIM hai ki tU acchA karAyegA to kareMge, burA karAyegA to na kreNge| vahI to arjuna ke sAmane savAla thaa| vaha kRSNa se isIlie to kahane lagA ki yaha yuddha maiM na kruuNgaa| isameM to pApa lgegaa| isameM to hiMsA hogii| isameM to priyajanoM ko mAra ddaaluuNgaa| isa rAjya ko lekara bhI kyA karUMgA ? itane saba apane priyajanoM ko mArakara agara yaha rAjya milA bhI to maraghaTa para siMhAsana rakhakara baiThanA ho jaayegaa| AdamI to apanoM ke lie hI yuddha krtaa| apane hote to hI to sukha hotA siMhAsana para baiThane kaa| apane hI na hue to kyA sukha kisako dikhAUMgA ? mujhe jAne do, arjuna kahane lagA, calA jAUMgA dUra jaMgala meN| saMnyasta ho jaauuNgaa| kRSNa kI sArI gItA eka bAta samajhAtI hai ki paramAtmA jo karAye, beshrt| yuddha karAye to yuddh| acchA to acchA, burA to buraa| tuma bIca meM na aao| tumhArA nimitta honA paripUrNa ho| tuma cuno| tumhArA honA cunAvarahita ho| tabhI tuma tumhArA samarpaNa kiye anyathA tumane samarpaNa na kiyA jahAM samarpaNa hai vahAM sphuraNA hai| samarpaNa, sphuraNA sAtha-sAtha hai| bAhara samarpaNa, bhItara sphurnnaa| jisane samarpaNa nahIM kiyA vaha kabhI sphuraNA ko upalabdha na ho skegaa| aura isako kahA hai alakSyasphuraNA / zuddhasphuraNarUpasya ..... / alakSya kA artha hotA hai akaarnn| paramAtmA kA koI kAraNa nahIM hai, paramAtmA sabakA kAraNa hai| saba usane banAyA, use kisI ne nahIM bnaayaa| sabake pIche vaha hai, usake pIche kucha bhI nahIM hai| vaha kAraNoM kA kAraNa hai| akAraNa hai| vaha mUlabhUta hai| usase mUlabhUta phira kucha bhI nahIM hai| vaha jar3a hai; usake pAra phira kucha bhI nahIM hai / na usake nIce kucha hai na usake Upara kucha hai| saba usake bhItara hai| to jo paramAtmA se hotA hai vaha akAraNa hotA hai| tuma ho, kisa kAraNa ho? mana meM savAla uThate haiM, kisalie hUM maiM? kyA kAraNa hai mere hone kA ? sirpha isa deza meM usakA ThIka-ThIka uttara diyA gayA hai| sArI duniyA meM uttara dene kI koziza kI gaI hai| IsAI kahate haiM kucha musalamAna kahate haiM kucha, yahUdI kahate haiM kucha lekina sirpha isa deza meM ThIka-ThIka uttara diyA gayA hai| isa deza kA uttara bar3A anUThA hai| anUThA hai-lIlA ke kaarnn| lIlA kA matalaba hotA hai, akAraNa khela hai| usakI mauja hai| isameM kucha kAraNa nahIM hai| kyoMki jo bhI kAraNa tuma batAoge vaha bar3A mUr3hatApUrNa mAlUma par3egA / koI kahatA hai, paramAtmA ne isalie saMsAra banAyA ki tuma mukta ho sako| yaha bAta bar3I mUr3hatApUrNa hai| kyoMki pahale saMsAra banAyA to tuma bNdhe| na banAtA to baMdhana hI nahIM thA, mokSa hone kI jarUrata kyA thI? yaha to bar3I ulTI bAta huI ki pahale kisI ko jaMjIroM meM bAMdha diyA aura phira vaha pUchane lagA, jaMjIroM meM kyoM bAMdhA ? to usako jabAba diyA ki tumheM mukta hone ke lie jaMjIroM meM hI kAhe ko bAMdhA jaba mukta hI karanA thA ? paramAtmA ne saMsAra ko banAyA AdamI ko mukta karane ke lie? yaha to bAta ucita nahIM hai

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arthapUrNa nahIM hai, bemAnI hai| ki paramAtmA ne saMsAra ko banAyA ki AdamI jJAna ko upalabdha ho jAye ? yaha bhI bAta bemAnI hai| itanA baDA saMsAra banAyA to jJAna hI sIdhA de detA / itane cakkara kI kyA jarUrata thI? ki paramAtmA ne burAI banAI ki AdamI burAI se bce| ye koI bAteM haiM! ye koI uttara hai! burAI se bacAnA thA to burAI banAtA hI nhiiN| prayojana hI kyA hai? yaha to kucha ajIba sI bAta huI ki jahara rakha diyA tAki tuma jahara na pIyo talavAra de dI tAki tuma mAro mt| kAMTe bichA diye tAki tuma samhalakara clo| para jarUrata kyA thI? ThIka isa deza meM uttara diyA gayA hai| uttara hai - liilaavt| yaha jo itanA vistAra hai, yaha kisI kAraNa nahIM hai| isake pIche koI prayojana nahIM hai| isake pIche koI vyavasAya nahIM hai| isake pIche koI lakSya nahIM hai, yaha alakSya hai| phira kyoM hai? jaise choTe bacce khela khelate haiM, aisA paramAtmA apanI UrjA kA sphuraNa kara rahA hai| UrjA hai to sphuraNa hogaa| jaise jharanoM meM jhara-jhara nAda ho rahA hai, jaise sAgaroM meM utuMga lahareM uTha rahI haiN| yaha sArA jagata eka mahAUrjA kA sAgara hai| yaha UrjA apane se hI khela rahI hai, apanI hI laharoM se khela rahI hai| khela zabda ThIka zabda hai| lIlA zabda ThIka zabda hai| yaha koI kAma nahIM hai jo paramAtmA kara rahA hai| lIlAdhara ! yaha usakI mauja hai| yaha usakA utsava hai| isa bhAMti dekhoge to tumheM samajha meM AyegA, alakSyasphuraNa kA kyA artha huA| alakSyasphuraNa kA artha huA, isake pIche koI bhI kAraNa nahIM hai| pUchate ho, phala kyoM khilatA hai? pUchate ho, vRkSa kyoM hare haiM? pUchate ho, nadI kyoM sAgara kI tarapha bahatI hai? pUchate ho, kyoM AdamI AdamI se prema karatA? kabhI pUchA, jaba tuma kisI ke prema meM par3a jAte kisI strI, kisI puruSa ke tumane pUchA, kyoM? koI kyoM nahIM hai| koI uttara nahIM hai| pUchane jAoge, uttara na paaoge| yA jo bhI tuma uttara pAoge, saba banAvaTI hoMge, jhUThe hoNge| tuma kahate ho, maiM isa strI ke prema meM par3a gayA kyoMki yaha suMdara hai| bAta tuma ulTI kaha rhe| yaha tumheM suMdara dikhAI par3atI hai kyoMki tuma prema meM par3a gye| yaha dUsaroM ko suMdara nahIM dikhAI pdd'tii| lailA sirpha majanUM ko suMdara dikhAI paDatI thI, kisI ko suMdara nahIM dikhAI par3atI thii| gAMva ke samrATa ne majanUM ko bulAkara kahA ki mujhe tujha para dayA AtI hai pAgala yaha lailA bilakula sAdhAraNa hai aura tU nAhaka dIvAnA huA jA rahA hai| yaha dekha - eka darjana striyAM usane khar3I kara dIM mahala se / inameM se sUra koI bhI cuna le tujhe rAste para rote dekhakara maiM bhI dukhI ho jAtA huuN| aura dukha aura bhI jyAdA ho jAtA hai ki kisa lailA ke pIche par3A hai? kAlI-kalUTI hai, bilakula sAdhAraNa hai| ye dekha itanI suMdara striyaaN| majanUM ne gaura se dekhA, kahane lagA, kSamA kreN| inameM lailA koI bhI nahIM hai| phira vahI bAta, samrATa ne kahA, lailA meM kucha bhI nahIM rakhA hai| nUMha lagA, Apa samajhe nhiiN| lailA ko dekhanA ho to majanUM kI AMkha caahie| merI AMkha

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ke binA Apa dekha na skeNge| lailA hotI hI majanUM kI AMkha meM hai| to tuma jisa strI ke prema meM par3a gaye ho, tumase koI pUche kyoM par3a gaye? to tuma kahate ho, suMdara hai| tuma kahate ho, usakI vANI madhura hai| tuma kahate ho, usakI cAla meM prasAda hai| magara ye saba bAteM jhUTha haiN| tuma prema meM par3a gaye ho isalie cAla meM prasAda mAlUma par3atA, vANI madhura mAlUma par3atI, ceharA suMdara mAlUma pdd'taa| kala jaba tumhArA sapanA TUTa jAyegA, yahI cAla beDhaba lagane lagegI aura yahI vANI karkaza ho jAyegI aura yahI ceharA ati sAdhAraNa ho jaayegaa| yaha eka sapanA hai jo tumane prema ke kAraNa dekhaa| prema akAraNa hai| agara tuma apane jIvana ko bhI samajhane calo to tuma yahI pAoge ki yahAM jo bhI hai, saba akAraNa hai| eka bAra yaha khayAla meM A jAye ki saba akAraNa hai to jIvana se ciMtA haTa jaaye| jahAM koI kAraNa nahIM vahAM ciMtA kA koI upAya nhiiN| 'aura anaMta rUpa se prakAzita sphurita prakRti ko nahIM dekhate hue jJAnI ko kahAM baMdha hai aura kahAM mokSa hai? kahAM harSa, kahAM viSAda?' sphuratognantarUpeNa prakRtiM ca na pshyt:| kya baMdha: kya ca vA mokSa: kya harSa: kya vissaaditaa|| aura yaha jo prakRti cAroM tarapha sphurita ho rahI hai - sphurato'nantarUpeNa yaha jo anaMta- anaMta rUpoM meM cAroM tarapha prakRti kA khela cala rahA hai, lIlA cala rahI hai aura isa prakRti ke pIche paramAtmA kA khela cala rahA hai, isa anaMta khela ko bhI jJAnI dekhatA nhiiN| jJAnI kA isameM bahuta rasa nahIM hai| vaha isase bhI bar3e khela meM utara gyaa| vaha isa khela ke khelanevAle ko dekhane lgaa| aba kyA dekhanA choTI bAteM! mAnA, vRkSa bahuta suMdara hai aura cAMda bhI bahutasuMdara hai aura sUraja jaba subaha ugatA hai to apUrva hai| lekina bhItara ke sUraja ke mukAbale kucha bhI nahIM hai| kabIra ne kahA, jaba bhItara kA sUraja ugA to jAnA ki asalI sUraja kyA hai| hajAra-hajAra sUraja jaise eka sAtha uga gye| phira bhI bAta pUrI nahIM hotI, kyoMki jo aMtara hai vaha parimANa kA nahIM hai, mAtrA kA nahIM hai, guNa kA hai| bhItara eka prakAza hai jo apUrva hai| bAhara kA to prakAza saba eka na eka dina bujha jaayegaa| yaha sUraja bhI bujha jaayegaa| ____ vaijJAnika kahate haiM, cAra hajAra sAla ke bhItara yaha sUraja bujha jAyegA kyoMki isakI UrjA roja cukatI jAtI, isakA IMdhana kama hotA jaataa| tumhAre ghara meM jo tuma dIyA jalAte ho sAMjha vaha hI subaha nahIM bujhatA, yaha sUraja bhI bujhegaa| isakA tela bhI cuka rahA hai| mAnA ki isakI rAta bar3I laMbI haikaror3oM-karoDoM, araboM varSa, lekina isase kyA pharka par3atA hai? anaMta kAla meM araboM varSa bhI aise hI haiM jaise eka raat| sAMjha tumane dIyA jalAyA, subaha tela cuka gayA dIyA bujha gyaa| bhItara eka aisA prakAza hai jo kabhI bujhatA hI nahIM-bina bAtI bina tel| na to vahAM bAtI hai aura na tela hai| aisA eka prakAza hai| usa prakAza ko jisane dekha liyA, phira ye saba prakAza phIke mAlUma hoNge|

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zrI araviMda ne kahA hai, jaba taka bhItara ke prakAza ko na dekhA thA taba taka socatA thA, bAhara kA prakAza hI prakAza hai| jaba bhItara ke prakAza ko dekhA to jise aba taka bAhara kA prakAza mAnA thA, vaha aMdhakAra jaisA dikhAI par3ane lgaa| aura jaba asalI jIvana ko dekhA to jise jIvana samajhA thA vaha mauta mAlUma hone lgii| aura jaba asalI amRta kA svAda cakhA to jise aba taka amRta samajhA thA vaha viSa ho gayA, jahara ho gyaa| jJAnI mUla ko dekha letA hai| lIlA kI gaharAI meM chipe lIlAdhara ko pakar3a letaa| nRtya ke bhItara nAcate naTarAja ko pakar3a letaa| bAta khatama ho gii| jaba naTarAja se saMbaMdha jur3a gayA, nRtya dikhatA bhI, dikhatA bhI nhiiN| sphuratounantarUpeNa prakRtiM ca na pshyt:| phira yaha khela calatA rahatA hai bAhara, lekina jJAnI meM isakI tarapha koI lagAva, koI ruci, koI daur3a nahIM raha jaatii| aura jaba aisI dauDa hI na raha jAye to phira kahAM baMdha, kahAM mokSa! yaha bAhara kA khela hI bAMdhatA hai| jaba yaha bAMdha letA hai to phira mukta hone kI koziza karanI par3atI hai| aura jisako bhItara kA rahasyadhara dikhAI par3a gayA use to bAhara kA khela bAMdhatA hI nahIM, isalie mokSa kA bhI koI kAraNa nhiiN| dRSTi tadrila, zravaNa soye azru pakila, nayana khoye mana kahAM hai? kyA huA hai? laga rahe kucha bhagna-se ho bhramazilA saMlagna se ho kara rahe ho dhyAna kisakA? kyoM svayaM meM magna-se ho? laga rahe ho samaya-bAdhita Apa apane se parAjita hAya yaha kaisI vivazatA! kisa bure graha ne chuA hai? kyoM hue udvigna itane? patha-pratADita vimna jitane socakara dekho tanika to zvAsa haiM nirvidhana kitane kyA caraNa koI kahIM haiM

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kAla-kavalita jo nahIM haiM hara tarapha tama kI virAsata dhuMdha hai kaDuvA dhuAM hai! taMtu-prerita gAtra ho tuma eka putale mAtra ho tuma isa jagata kI nATikA ke kSaNika bhaMgura pAtra ho tuma isalie hara bhUmikA meM raMga bharo tuma bhUmi jAme bana sako nirapekSa to phira kyA duA, kyA badduA hai mana kahA hai? kyA huA hai? dRSTi taMdrila, zravaNa soye azru paMkila, nayana khoye mana kahA hai? kyA huA hai? hama itanI burI taraha jo bhaTake haiM, mana kahIM bAhara hai isalie bhaTake haiN| mana kahAM hai? kyA huA hai? aura yaha jo mana bAhara bhaTakA hai, kahIM-kahIM bhaTakA hai, anaMta- anaMta saMsAroM meM bhaTakA hai, na mAlUma kitanI vAsanA-kAmanAoM meM bhaTakA hai, isakI vajaha se hama ghara nahIM lauTa paate| yaha hameM khIMce liye jaataa| yaha hameM daur3Aye calA jaataa| isakI vajaha se hama apane ko nahIM dekha paate| yaha saba dikhA detA aura apane se vaMcita kara detaa| mana kahAM hai? kyA huA hai? taMtu -prerita gAtra ho tuma eka putale mAtra ho tuma isa jagata kI nATikA ke kSaNika bhaMgura pAtra ho tuma isalie hara bhUmikA meM raMga bharo tuma bhUmi jAme

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bana sako nirapekSa to phira kyA duA, kyA badduA hai mana kahAM hai? kyA huA hai? jaise hI jJAnI apane draSTA meM ThaharatA, dRzya se haTatA aura draSTA meM ThaharatA-isako maiM kahatA hUM eka sau assI DigrIvAlA rUpAMtaraNA pUrA vartula ghUma gayA pUrA cAka ghUma gyaa| hama bAhara dekhate jJAnI bhItara dekhtaa| hama AMkha kholakara dekhate, jJAnI AMkha baMda karake dekhtaa| hama vicAra se dekhate jJAnI nirvicAra se dekhtaa| hama mana se dekhate, jJAnI amana se dekhtaa| ulTI ho gaI bAta sb| hamArI UrjA bahirmukhI, jJAnI kI UrjA aNtrmukhii| hama bAhara jAte, jJAnI bhItara aataa| basa, AMkha baMda karake jo dikhAI par3atA hai, vahI satya hai| eka bAra AMkha baMda karake tumheM bhItara kA satya dikhAI par3a jAye, phira tuma AMkha kholnaa| phira bAhara tumheM paramAtmA dikhAI par3egA, prapaMca nhiiN| aura phira kaisA baMdhana? paramAtmA hI hai! kaisA baMdhana aura phira kaisA mokSa? usase mukta hone kA prazna bhI kahAM hai? hama usake 'sAtha eka haiN| vaha hamArA svabhAva hai| vahI hamArA rasa hai| 'buddhiparyanta saMsAra meM jahAM mAyA hI mAyA bhAsatI hai, mamatArahita, ahakArarahita aura kAmanArahita jJAnI hI zobhatA hai|' buddhiparyantasaMsAre mAyAmAtra vivrtte| isa sUtra ko khUba dhyAna se smjhnaa| nirmamo nirahakAro niSkAma: zobhate budhH|| do zabdoM kA bheda pahale samajha lo-buddhi aura buddhtv| ajJAnI ke pAsa buddhi hai, jJAnI ke pAsa buddhtv| buddhi kA artha hotA hai, vicAra kI kssmtaa| aura buddhatva kA artha hotA hai, nirvicAra kI kssmtaa| buddhi kA artha hotA hai, aisA AkAza jo bAdaloM se ghirA hai| buddhatva kA artha hotA hai, aisA AkAza jo aba bAdaloM se nahIM ghirA hai| buddhi hI jaba parama zuddha ho jAtI hai to buddhatva bana jAtI hai| UrjA vahI hai| buddhi aisI UrjA hai, jaise sonA miTTI meM par3A hai-dhUli- dhUsarita, kaMkar3a-patthara milaa| buddhatva aisA sonA hai jo Aga se gujara gyaa| kacarA-kUDA jala gayA, parizuddha huA| caubIsa kairett| sonA jaba parizuddha ho jAtA hai to buddhtv| aura sonA jaba kaMkar3a-patthara, miTTI-kacare se milA rahatA hai to buddhi| buddhi ko zuddha karate -karate hI buddhatva kA janma hotA hai| samajho isa sUtra ko baddhiparyantasaMsAre mAyAmAtra vivrtte| buddhiparyanta saMsAra hai| buddhi hI sasAra hai| buddhipryntsNsaare......| yaha jo tumhAre bhItara vicAroM kA jAla hai, tAnA-bAnA hai yahI saMsAra hai| dhIre- dhIre vicAroM ko tyAgate jAo, chor3ate jAo, kSINa karate jaao| tumhAre bhItara kabhI-kabhI aise aMtarAla Ane lageMge jaba kSaNa bhara ko koI vicAra na hogaa| eka vicAra gayA aura dUsarA AyA nhiiN| thor3I dera ko khAlI

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jagaha chUTa gii| usI khAlI jagaha meM se tumheM apanA darzana hogaa| usa aMtarAla kA nAma hI dhyAna kI jhalaka hai| vahAM se tumheM pahale svAda milane zurU hoNge| jaise kisI ne dvAra kholA aura sUraja dikhAI pdd'aa| bahuta dUra hai sUraja abhii| lekina dvAra kholane se dikhAI pdd'taa| aise hI eka vicAra bhI gira jAye aura thor3I-sI khAlI jagaha A jAye to usI khAlI jagaha meM se apane se saMbaMdha jur3atA, kSaNa bhara ko jur3atA lekina vaha kSaNa bhI zAzvata ho jaataa| vaha kSaNa bhI rUpAMtarita kara jaataa| vaha kSaNa bhI bar3I gaharI kImiyA hai| buddhiparyantasaMsAre mAyAmAtraM vivrtte| aura jaba taka buddhi hai, vicAroM se bharA huA jAla hai tumhare bhItara taba taka saMsAra hai| aura taba taka mAyA hI mAyA hai| isako khyAla meM leN| saMsAra bAhara nahIM hai, buddhi kI vicAraNA meM hai| saMsAra dhyAna kA abhAva hai| nirmamo nirahakAro niSkAma: zobhate budhH| aura vaha jo buddhatva ko prApta ho gayA usake bhItara kauna-sI krAMti ghaTatI? na to usake bhItara mamatA raha jAtI, na ahaMkAra raha jAtA, na kAmanA raha jaatii| vicAra ke jAte hI ye tIna cIjeM calI jAtI haiN| kAmanA calI jaatii| binA vicAra ke kAmanA cala nahIM sktii| kAmanA ko calane ke liye vicAra ke azva caahie| vicAra ke ghoDoM para baiThakara hI kAmanA calatI hai| agara tumhAre bhItara vicAra nahIM to tuma kAmanA ko phailAoge kaise? kina ghor3oM para savAra karoge kAmanA ko? nirvicAra citta meM to kAmanA kI taraMga uTha hI nahIM sktii| isalie kAmanA mara jAtI hai vicAra ke saath| mamatA mara jaatii| kisako kahoge merA? kisako kahoge apanA? kisako kahoge parAyA? merA aura terA vicAra kA hI saMbaMdha hai| jahAM vicAra nahIM vahAM koI merA nahIM, koI terA nhiiN| jahAM vicAra nahIM hai vahAM saba saMbaMdha visarjita ho gye| saba saMbaMdha vicAra ke haiN| aura tIsarI cIja ahNkaar| jahAM vicAra nahIM vahAM maiM bhI nahIM bctaa| kyoMki maiM sabhI vicAroM ke jor3a kA nAma hai| sabhI vicAroM kI ikaTThI gaTharI kA nAma maiN| ye tIna cIjeM haTa jAtI haiM jaise hI vicAra htttaa| isalie merA sarvAdhika jora dhyAna para hai| dhyAna kA itanA hI artha hotA hai, tuma dhIre - dhIre nirvicAra meM ramane lgo| baiThe haiM, kucha soca nahIM rhe| cala rahe haiM aura kucha soca nahIM rhe| soca ThaharA huA hai| isa Thaharepana meM hI tuma apane meM DubakI lgaaoge| isa Thaharepana meM hI sphuraNA hogI, samAdhi jgegii| buddhiparyantasaMsAre mAyAmAtraM vivrtte| nirmamo nirahakAro niSkAma: zobhate budhH|| akSaya gatasaMtApamAtmAnaM pazyato guneH| kya vidyA ca kya vA vizva kya dehouhaM mameti vaa|| 'avinAzI aura saMtAparahita AtmA ko dekhane vAle muni ko kahA vidayA, kahAM vizva, kahAM deha aura kahAM ahaMtA-mamatA hai?'

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'avinAzI aura saMtAparihata AtmA ko dekhnevaalaa-akssy|' mana kSaNabhaMgura hai| dekhA tumane? vicAra jyAdA dera nahIM ttiktaa| eka vicAra AyA.... AyA, gyaa| tuma rokanA bhI cAho to bhI jyAdA dera nahIM ttiktaa| tuma eka vicAra ko thor3I dera rokakara dekho, tuma pAoge nahIM ttiktaa| tuma lAkha koziza karo, vaha jaataa| AtA, jaataa| vicAra meM gati hai| vicAra bhAgA-bhAgA hai| vicAra pAgala hai; ThaharatA nahIM, rukatA nahIM, thira nahIM hotaa| vicAra kSaNabhaMgura hai, isalie vicAra meM kSaya hai| jahAM nirvicAra hai vahAM akssym| vahAM akSaya kI zuruAta huii| vahAM tuma kSaNa ke pAra gaye, zAzvata meM utre| vicAra samaya kI dhArA hai| aura vicAra ke bAhara hue ki kAlAtIta hue isalie samasta jJAniyoM ne dhyAna ko kAlAtIta kahA hai samaya ke paar| samaya ke bhItara jo hai, saMsAra hai| aura samaya ke pAra jo hai vahI satya hai| akSaya gatasaMtApamAtmAna pazyato guneH| aura jo vyakti isa bhItara kI avinAzI dhArA ko anubhava kara letA hai usake saba saMtApa samApta ho jAte haiN| phira samajho, jitane bhI jIvana ke dukha haiM, saba vicAra ke dukha haiN| jitanA bhI jIvana kA saMtApa hai, saba vicAra kA saMtApa hai| kisI ne gAlI dI aura tumhAre bhItara vicAroM kI eka taraMga uTha gaI ki merA apamAna ho gyaa| apamAna ho gayA, isa vicAra se dukha hotA hai| khalila jibrAna kI bar3I mIThI kathA hai| eka AdamI paradesa gayA-aise deza, jahAM usakI bhASA koI samajhatA nhiiN| eka hoTala ke sAmane khar3A hai, loga bhItara-bAhara A-jA rahe haiN| vaha socane lagA, kyA hai yahAM? jAkara maiM bhI dekhU, itane loga aate-jaate| bar3A mahala jaisA mAlUma hotaa| garIba AdamI, garIba deza se aataa| vaha bhItara calA gyaa| vahAM aneka loga Tebala-kursiyoM para baiThe haiM to vaha bhI baiTha gyaa| vaha bar3A prasanna hai| bar3A zItala hai| saba suMdara hai, suvAsita hai| aura tabhI veTara aayaa| to usane samajhA ki mere svAgata meM mAlika ne apane AdamI bheje| veTara ne use samajhane kI koziza kI, kucha samajha na sakA to jo bhI sAmAnya bhojana thA vaha le aayaa| usane bhojana kiyA, bahuta prasanna huA jhuka jhukakara dhanyavAda dene lgaa| veTara usako paise mAMge, vaha dhanyavAda de| kyoMki bhASA to samajha meM nahIM aatii| vaha samajha rahA hai ki merA svAgata kiyA gyaa| aMtataH veTara use mainejara ke pAsa le gyaa| mainejara bhI nArAja hone lagA lekina vaha samajha rahA hai ki mujha paradesI kA itanA sammAna kiyA jA rahA hai| phira use bhejA gayA adAlata meN| vaha yahI samajhA ki samrATa ke pAsa bhejA jA rahA hai| adAlata bar3I thI aura samrATa jaisA hI lagatA thA mjisttrett| to vaha bar3A jhuka rhaa| majisTreTa usase bahuta pUchatA hai ki tUne bhojana liyA to paise kyoM nahIM cukAye? magara usakI kucha samajha meM AtA nhiiN| vaha bhASA samajhatA nhiiN| vaha jo kahatA hai, majisTreTa nahIM samajha paataa| Akhira majisTreTa ne kahA ki yA to yaha AdamI pakkA dhUrta hai, ki samajhanA nahIM cAhatA; aura

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yA phira mahAmUrkha hai| jo bhI ho, isako sajA dI jaaye| isake gale meM eka takhtI laTakA dI jAye ki yaha AdamI dhUrta hai| aura gadhe para biThAlakara isakI savArI gAMva meM ghumA dI jAye tAki loga leM ki isa taraha kA kAma koI dubArA na kre| magara vaha to bar3A prasanna hai| jaba usake gale meM takhtI laTakAI to usane kahA, hada ho gaI! mujha garIba AdamI kA kaisA svAgata ho rahA hai| aura jaba gadhe para use biThAlA gayA taba to usakI maganatA kA aMta na rhaa| usane kahA, ye loga bhI Azcarya janaka haiM- kyoMki vaha garIba AdamI, ghara para gadhe para hI baiThatA thaa| to usane socA hada hai, ina logoM ne patA bhI kaise lagA liyA ki maiM gadhe para hI baiThatA hUM? aura aba merI zobhAyAtrA nikala rhii| aura bacce zoragula macAte aura loga haMsate aura pIche calate aura bar3A julUsa claa| aura vaha bar3I akar3a se baitthaa| sirpha eka bAta mana meM usake khaTakane lagI ki jaba maiM lauTakara apane gAva meM kahUMgA to koI mAnegA nahIM ki aisA aisA svAgata huaa| Aja agara koI eka bhI AdamI merA gAMvavAlA hotA to majA A jaataa| aba yaha ho bhI rahA hai svAgata to bekAra hai| yahAM koI mujhe jAnatA nhiiN| aura jahAM loga mujhe jAnate haiM vahAM koI mAnegA nhiiN| tabhI usane dekhA ki bhIr3a meM eka AdamI usake deza kA khar3A hai| vaha AdamI koI dasa-bIsa sAla pahale A gayA thaa| to vaha bar3A khuza huA usane kahA, dekhate ho bhAI, kaisA merA svAgata ho rahA hai| vaha AdamI to usakI bhASA samajhatA hai| vaha jaldI se bhIr3a meM saraka gayA / vaha isalie bhIr3a meM saraka gayA ki yaha mUDa samajha rahA hai ki svAgata ho rahA hai| vaha isa deza kI bhASA bhI samajhane lagA hai| aura koI yaha na pahacAna le ki maiM bhI isI AdamI ke aisA na samajhe ki maiM bhI dhUrta huuN| to vaha bhIr3a meM cupacApa saraka gyaa| deza kA rahanevAlA hUM koI mujhe bhI aura yaha gadhe para baiThA AdamI socA, hada ho gaI IrSyA kI bhI! merA svAgata dekhakara jalana paidA ho rahI hai isako / isakA kabhI svAgata nahIM huA mAlUma hotA bIsa sAla ho gaye Aye hue tumheM koI gAlI detA, gAlI tumhAre bhItara vicAroM kA eka jAla paidA karatI hai| agara tuma gAlI ko zAMtabhAva se suna sako aura tumhAre bhItara vicAra kA koI jAla paidA na ho. gAlI meM nahIM hai daza / kyoMki gAlI agara tumhArI samajha meM na Aye to koI ar3acana nahIM hai| isalie gAlI meM daMza nahIM hai| daMza to tumhAre vicAra kI prakriyA meM hai| jaba bhItara vicAra calane lage to tuma pIr3ita hue kisI ne sammAna kiyA to tuma praphullita hote ho| sammAna meM nahIM hai prphulltaa| tumhAre bhItara vicAroM kI jo taraMgeM uThane lagatI haiM, unameM hai| jJAna sukha aura dukha meM, sammAna - apamAna meM nirvicAra banA rahatA hai| jo hotA use dekha letA lekina usako koI bahuta mUlya nahIM detaa| taTastha banA rahatA hai| saMtApa se mukta ho jAtA hai| saMtApa hama paidA karate haiM soca-socakara / hama saMtApa ke lie bar3I mehanata karate haiM taba paidA hotA hai| hama aise dIvAne haiM ki bIsa sAla pahale kisI ne gAlI dI thI, aba bhI usako samhAlakara rakhe haiM dharohara kI taraha, jaise koI hIrA - javAharAta ho| abhI bhI dila meM coTa A jAtI hai| abhI bhI yAda kara

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lo usa bAta ko to nathane phar3aphar3Ane lagate haiM, hAtha-paira garama ho jAte haiN| marane -mArane kI jida A jAtI hai| ___ bIsa sAla pahale kisI ne gAlI dI thii| eka havA kA jhoMkA AyA aura kaba kA gayA, lekina tuma use pakar3e baiThe ho| eka smRti ko pakar3e baiThe ho| tuma ghAva ko bharane nahIM dete| tuma ghAva ko kuredate rahate ho tAki ghAva harA banA rhe| loga bar3e dukhavAdI haiN| jo manuSya isa jagata meM AnaMdita honA cAhe use koI roka nahIM sktaa| aura agara tuma dukhI ho to tumhAre kAraNa dukhI ho| koI tumheM dukhI kara nahIM rhaa| yaha jo.. jisa DhaMga se hama jI rahe haiM, isa jIne meM kahIM buniyAdI bhUla ho rahI hai| aMdherA bahuta bar3A hai-mana kA aMdherA, vicAra kA aNdheraa| aura jarA-sI samajha hai| bar3I choTI samajha hai| jarA coTa par3atI hai ki samajha bikhara jAtI, aMdherA pUrA ho jaataa| jarA coTa par3I ki tumhArI samajhadArI bar3e se bar3A samajhadAra AdamI jarA-sI coTa meM vicalita ho jAtA hai aura samApta ho jAtA hai| AMgana bhara dhUpa meM muTThI bhara chAMva kI kyA bisAta, ho na ho! aMtara kI pIra kase, adharoM para hAsa haMse ulajhana ke jhuramuTa meM kiranoM ke hirana phaMse zaharoM kI bhIr3a meM nanhe -se gAMva kI kyA bisAta, ho na ho! Dhahate praNa hAtha gahe, taTa ne AghAta sahe bhAvI ke sukha-sapane laharoM ke sAtha bahe tUphAnI jvAra meM kAgadIyA nAva kI kyA bisAta, ho na ho! bhedabhare rAja khule, sukha-dukha jaba mile-jule bAMvariyA dRSTi dhulI, AMsU ke tuhina ghule kAlajayI rAha para kSaNajIvI pAMva kI kyA bisAta, ho na ho! hamArI samajha bar3I kSaNajIvI hai| hamAre paira bar3e kmjor| hamArI buddhi to aisI hai jaise bar3e gahana aMdhakAra meM jarA-sI rozanI hai| basa jarA jhilamilAtI rozanI hai-aba marI, taba mrii| Dhahate praNa hAtha gahe, taTa ne AghAta sahe bhAvI ke sukha-sapane laharoM ke sAtha bahe

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tUphAnI jvAra meM kAgadIyA nAva kI kyA bisAta, ho na ho! hamArI nAva to kAgaja kI hai aura tUphAnI sAgara hai| isa kAgaja kI nAva meM pAra karane kA taya kiyA hai| DUbanA sunizcita hai| kucha aura nAva bnaao| kucha aisI nAva banAo, jo kAgaja kI na ho| kucha aisI nAva banAo jo vastuta: usa pAra le jaaye| yaha mana kI nAva to kAgaja kI nAva hai, dhyAna kI nAva bnaao| yaha dRzya meM ulajhe -ulajhe to basa AMgana bhara dhUpa meM muTThIbhara chAva kI kyA bisAta, ho na ho! yaha jo tumhArI abhI vicAroM ke davArA jo tumane thor3I-sI samajha kA bhrama pAla rakhA hai, yaha bahuta kAma nahIM aataa| AMgana bhara dhUpa meM muTThIbhara chAMva kI kyA bisAta, ho na ho! yaha jarA-jarA meM kho jAtI hai| yaha kabhI kAma nahIM aatii| jaba jarUrata nahIM hotI taba to mAlUma hotI hai, jaba jarUrata hotI taba kho jAtI hai| jaba tuma ghara meM baiThe ho, kisI ne koI apamAna nahIM kiyA taba tuma bar3e zAMta mAlUma par3ate ho| kisI ne jarA-sA apamAna kara diyA, saba zAMti kho gii| jaba phira zAMta ho jAoge to phira socoge kaisI bhUla ho gii| na karate to acchA thaa| aba yaha bar3e maje kI bAta hai, tumhArI samajha tabhI AtI hai jaba kAma nahIM hotaa| aura jaba kAma hotA hai tabhI kho jAtI hai| yaha to aise hI hai ki jaba jarUrata par3e, khIse meM hAtha DAlo, paise ndaard| aura jaba jarUrata na rahe, hAtha DAlo, paise khanakhanAne lge| yaha to bar3I muzkila ho jaaye| jaba jarUrata ho taba garIba taba baiMka dene ko taiyAra nhiiN| aura jaba jarUrata na ho, taba baiMka kahatI hai, Ao; ApakA hI hai saba-magara jaba jarUrata na ho|| tumane khyAla kiyA? tumhArI samajha tabhI kAma AtI jaba kAma kI nahIM hotii| koI jarUrata hI nahIM hotii| hA, zAstra par3ha rahe haiM to tuma bar3e buddhimAna hote bAjAra meM, dUkAna meM, jIvana ke saMgharSa meM saba buddhi kho jAtI hai| bheda bhare rAja khule, sukha-dukha jaba mile-jule bAMvariyA dRSTi dhulI, AMsU ke tuhina ghule kAlajayI rAha para kSaNajIvI pAMva kI kyA bisAta, ho na ho! yaha hamArA jo pAMva hai, bar3A kSaNajIvI hai| ye jo vicAra ke caraNa haiM inase tuma anaMta ke dvAra taka na pahuMca pAoge| koI aura paira caahie| koI aura jyoti cAhie, jo itane jaldI-jaldI bujha na jAtI ho| aisI jyoti cAhie jo bujhatI hI na ho| kAlajayI jyoti caahie| aisA kucha cAhie jise

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mRtyu bhI miTA na ske| abhI to kisI ne gAlI dI, aura miTa jAtA sb| abhI to kisI ne sammAna kiyA ki tuma DAMvADola ho gye| abhI to do paise hAtha laga gaye to tuma phUle nahIM smaate| do paise gira gaye to AtmahatyA kA vicAra uThane lagatA hai| abhI to bAta bar3I choTI hai| mauta AyegI to tuma kaise samhaloge? aura mauta AnevAlI hai| isIlie to loga mauta se itane Darate haiN| buddhi se kAma na calegA buddhatva caahie| __ akSayaM gatasaMtApamAtmAnaM pazyato guneH| vahI ho pAtA hai saMtApa se mukta, jo avinAzI ke sAtha apanA saMbaMdha joDa letaa| avinAzI ke sAtha, akAla ke sAtha, jo kabhI aMta nahIM hogA usake sAtha jo saMbaMdha jor3a letA, vahI saMtApa ke pAra ho jaataa| 'aura aisI AtmA ko dekhane vAle muni ko kahAM vidyA?' phira usako zAstroM meM nahIM khojatA par3atA, zabdoM meM nahIM khojanA pdd'taa| vidyA kI koI jarUrata na rhii| usake bhItara hI davAra khula gayA jJAna kaa| maMdira ke paTa apane bhItara hI khule| aba use kisI zAstra meM nahIM jAnA pdd'taa| svayaM kA zAstra upalabdha ho gyaa| jahAM se saba zAstra janme haiM, saba veda kurAna, gurugraMtha jahAM se janme haiM vahI srota upalabdha ho gyaa| usa mUla srota se saMbaMdha jur3a gyaa| aba bAse siddhAMta aura bAsI dhAraNAoM kI koI bhI jarUrata na rhii| aisI AtmapratIti meM hI-iti nizcayI-vyakti nizcaya ko, zraddhA ko upalabdha hotA hai| vizvAsa kAma nahIM Ate, zraddhA kAma AtI hai| vizvAsa bacakAnA hai, saMskAra mAtra hai; zraddhA anubhava hai| aura zraddhA jise pAnA ho use dhyAna kI nAva meM savAra honA pdd'e| jaldI kro| samaya bIta jaayegaa| samaya bIta hI rahA hai| jaldI karo ki dhyAna kI nAva bana jaaye| isake pahale ki mauta tumhAre dvAra para dastaka de, tumhArI dhyAna kI nAva taiyAra ho jAnI caahie| to phira mRtyu samAdhi bana jAtI hai| phira mRtyu meM tumheM paramAtmA ke hI darzana hote haiN| phira mRtyu meM usI se AliMgana hotA hai| abhI to jIvana meM bhI tuma paramAtmA se cUke ho, taba phira mRtyu meM bhI milanA hotA hai! aura jaba koI mRtyu meM bhI usako hI pAtA hai tabhI samajhanA ki jIvana meM bhI pAyA hai| aura use pAye binA hamArA saba pAyA huA vyartha hai| use pAye binA tuma aura kucha bhI pA lo eka dina pchtaaoge| burI taraha pchtaaoge| bahuta rooge| aura phira rone se bhI kucha na hogaa| kyoMki gayA samaya hAtha lauTatA nhiiN| jo jA cukA, jA cukaa| samaya rahate jAga jAnA caahie| jaago| Aja itanA hii|

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akSara se akSara kI yAtrA-(pravacana-tIsarA) dinAMka 28 janavarI, 1977; ozo Azrama puunaa| pahalA prazna : Apane eka kathA kahI hai, 'svarga ke resTAreMTa meM eka bAra jaba lAotse, kasphaziyasa aura baddha Aye to kAlasaMdarI svarNapAtra meM labAlaba jIvanarasa bharakara lAI, para buddha ne jIvana dukha hai kahakara jIvanarasa se muMha mor3a liyaa| kanphyUziyasa ne kahA ki jIvanarasa le hI AI ho to lAo, jarA cakha luuN| aura lAotse ne kahA ki jIvanarasa ko cakhanA kyA, pUrA pAtra hI le A, sabhI pI luuN|' aba isa resTAreMTa meM aSTAvakra bhI A gaye hai| ve kAlasuMdarI se jIvanarasa svIkAra kareMge yA nahIM? kRpA karake khiye| aSTAvakra kI na pUcho! jIvanarasa to svIkAra kareMge hI, use to pI hI leMge kAlasuMdarI ko bhI pI jaayeNge| aSTAvakra kA svIkAra bezarta aura pUrA hai| yahAM jo bhI hai, eka hI hai| isalie davaMdava kA, niSedha kA upAya nahIM hai| viSa bhI amRta hai| aSTAvakra jisa parama prajJA kI bAta kara rahe haiM vahAM saMsAra hI nirvANa hai| vahAM padArtha hI paramAtmA hai| vahAM bAMTane kA upAya nahIM hai| vahAM niSedha kI saMbhAvanA nahIM hai, virodha kI saMbhAvanA nahIM hai| isalie to pataMjali jahAM niSedha, yoga, tapa-japa kI bAta karate haiM vahAM aSTAvakra kahate haiM na tyAga, na japa, na tapa, na vidhi, na vidhaan| vairAgya kI jarUrata hI nahIM hai| vairAgya to rAga se bacane kI ceSTA hai| rAga aura vairAgya donoM hI vaMdva haiN| aSTAvakra kI vItarAgatA carama hai| to maiM tumase kahatA hUM agara aSTAvakra A gaye hoM to ve jIvanarasa kI pUrI surAhI to pI jAyeMge, ve kAlasuMdarI ko bhI pI jaayeNge| aura kAlasuMdarI kA artha samajhate ho? kAlasuMdarI kA artha hotA hai, smy| yaha jo choTI-sI kahAnI hai cIna kI, bar3I mahatvapUrNa hai| kAlasuMdarI kA artha hotA hai, samaya kI devI jIvana kA rasa lekara upasthita huii| aura jisa vyakti ne samaya ko hI pInA na sIkhA vaha jIvana ke rasa ko pI hI na paayegaa| jIvana kA rasa samaya kI pyAlI meM hI bharA hai| yaha cAroM tarapha jo bhI tumheM rasa bharA dikhAI par3a rahA

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hai, yaha samaya kI pyAlI meM hI bharA hai| yaha sArA saMsAra samaya kI pyAlI meM bharA hai| aura aSTAvakra ise pIne meM saMkoca na kareMge; jarA bhI saMkoca na kreNge| kyoMki aSTAvakra ne use jAna liyA jo samayAtIta hai, kAlAtIta hai| kAlAtIta jAnatA vahI hai jo kAla ko pI jAye; jo kAlajayI ho jaaye| jo samaya ko jIta le vahI zAzvata ko jAnatA hai| aura jItane kA koI upAya lar3anA nahIM hai| jisase tuma lar3e use tuma kabhI bhI jIta na pAoge jisase tuma lar3e vaha tumhAre virodha meM banA hI rahegA| use tuma kabhI AtmasAta na kara paaoge| aura agara eka hI hai jagata meM to tuma jisase bhI lar3e, apane hI aMga se ldd'e| apane hI aMga ko kATa diyA, apaMga rhoge| isalie maiM kahatA hUM aSTAvakra agara A gaye hoM to madhu -pyAlI, madhu kI surAhI, vaha jo kAla kI devI hai usake sahita use pI jaayeNge| dhyAna kI prakriyA samaya ko pI jAne kI prakriyA hai| isalie samasta dhyAna kI paribhASAoM meM eka bAta nizcitarUpeNa AyegI-kAlAtItatA; samaya ke pAra ho jaanaa| cAhe jaina vyAkhyA kareM, cAhe bauddha, cAhe hiMdU cAhe iisaaii| jIsasa se unake eka ziSya ne pUchA hai aMtima kSaNoM meM jaba ve vidA hone lage, jaba unheM duzmana pakar3ane lage-toM usane pUchA, Apane bahuta bAra samajhAyA hai Izvara ke rAjya ke saMbaMdha meM eka bAra aura pUchate haiM, koI eka aisA sUtra batA deM ki hama pahacAna leM, bhUla na ho| pahu~ce to pahacAna leM ki yaha prabhu kA rAjya A gyaa| to jIsasa ne kahA, eka bAta khayAla rakhanA-deyara zaila bI TAima no liigr| vahAM samaya nahIM hogaa| basa jahAM tumheM aisI ghar3I A jAye ki pAo ki aba samaya nahIM hai, samajha lenA A gayA prabhu kA raajy| jahAM kAla ko pI jAo; jahAM akAla ho jaao| sikkhoM kA maMtra hai. 'sata zrI akaal|' usakA artha hotA hai, saca vahIM hai jahAM kAla mara gayA, jahAM akAla, kAlAtItatA A gii| vaha dhyAna kA sUtra hai, samAdhi kA sUtra hai| usa sUtra meM sArA dhyAna bharA hai| lekina sikkha jisa DhaMga se usako uccAraNa karate haiM usase lagatA hai ki ve marane -mArane ko utArU haiN| sata zrI akAla!' taba ve apanI talavAra nikAla lete haiN| jaise yaha koI yuddha kA nArA ho| yaha yuddha kA nArA nahIM hai, yaha aMtaryAtrA kA nArA hai| yaha talavAra meM hAtha rakhane kA nArA nahIM hai| yaha koI rAjanaitika nArA nahIM hai, yaha to dharma kA mUla sAra hai| aura jaba nAnaka ne ise cunA hogA to kyA socakara cunA hogA? yahI socakara cunA thA ki yaha yAda dilAtA rahegA ki samaya ke bhItara mana hai, samaya ke pAra hama haiN| samaya ko pI jaao| dUsarA prazna : hara koI DhUMr3hatA hai, eka muTThI AsamAna hara koI cAhatA hai, eka muTThI AsamAna

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jo sIne se lagA le ho aisA eka jahAna hara koI DhUMDhatA hai, eka muTThI aasmaan| hara koI prema aura surakSA ke lie daur3a rahA hai lekina ve donoM cIjeM mRgamarIcikA banI rahatI haiN| Akhira surakSA hai kahAM? Apa kahate haiM ki svayaM ko astitva ke hAthoM meM chor3a do| lekina vaha sthiti to aura bhI asurakSita dikhatI hai| prema aura surakSA ko kaise upalabdha hove? taka pUchA hai| AdamI do hI cIjeM khoja rahA hai prema mila jAye aura surakSA mila jaaye| surakSA ke lie dhana ikaTThA karatA hai, prema ke lie saMbaMdha banAtA hai| surakSA ke lie makAna banAtA hai, kile kI dIvAleM uThAtA hai, tijauDiyAM khar3I karatA hai| prema ke lie patnI, pati, beTe, beTiyAM, mitra, priyajana, parivAra inakA nirmANa karatA hai| surakSA aura prema kI khoja se hI to sArA saMsAra nirmita hotA hai| jisako tuma saMsAra kahate ho vaha hai kyA? surakSA aura prema ko pAne kI prabala aakaaNkssaa| aura milatI nhiiN| daur3a jArI rahatI hai| kitanA hI dhana ho to bhI surakSA nahIM AtI haath| saca to yaha hai, pahale tuma apane lie Dare the ki kaise apanI surakSA kareM; aba isa dhana kI bhI surakSA karanI par3atI hai| asurakSA dugunI ho gii| pahale apane ko bacAte the aba yaha dhana bhI hai, isako bhI bacAnA hai| kahAniyAM kahatI haiM na! ki AdamI mara bhI jAtA hai to marakara sAMpa hokara apane dhana kI tijor3I ke pAsa phana mArakara baiTha jAtA hai| jiMdA bhara bhI phana mAre baiThA rahatA hai, marakara bhI phana mArakara baiTha jAtA hai| jinako tuma dhana ke mAlika kahate ho, dhana ke caukIdAra kho| mAlika to kabhI-kabhAra koI hotA hai| mAlika to vaha, jo denA jAnatA hai| mAlika to vaha, jo dene meM samartha hai| gurajiepha ne kahA hai, jo maiMne bacAyA, pAyA ki kho gyaa| aura jo maiMne diyA, Akhira meM pAyA ki baca rahA hai| diyA huA hI bacatA hai| denevAlA hI mAlika hai| lekina jo dhana meM surakSA khoja rahA hai vaha degA kaise? vaha to eka-eka paise ko pakar3e hue hai, jakar3e hue hai| surakSA hai| aura phira isa dhana kI bhI surakSA karanI par3atI hai| phira aise eka para eka surakSA kI daur3a bar3I hotI jAtI hai| prema ko tuma pAne kI daur3a meM kitane saMbaMdha banA lete ho! saMbaMdha to bana jAte haiM, prema kahAM milatA? tumane yaha majA dekhA? jisa strI se tuma dUra ho usake prati prema mAlUma par3atA hai| jaise hI tumhAre kabje meM AI, prema chalAMga lagAkara kisI aura strI para savAra hone lagatA hai| prema chalAMga lagAtA hai| jo mila gayA usase haTa jAtA hai| kisI aura para khoja zurU ho jAtI hai| kyoMki jo mila gayA, patA calatA hai, kahAM prema hai? haDDI, mAMsa, majjA mila gii| eka strI mila gaI, eka puruSa mila gyaa| prema kahAM hai! phira AkAMkSA para mArane lagatI hai| phira sapane phailane lagate

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haiN| phira khoja jArI hai| milA nahIM koI ki khoja jArI nahIM huii| hara milana phira naI khoja para nikala jAnA ho jAtA hai| hara dvAra aura naye dvAra khola detA hai| yAtrA baMda nahIM hotii| maga marIcikA kA yahI artha hotA hai| tamane ThIka pachA ki prema ko khojate haiM sarakSA ko khojate haiM aura donoM mRga-marIcikA banI rahatI haiN| aura Apa kahate haiM ki apane ko astitva ke hAthoM meM chor3a do| usameM to aura asurakSA mAlUma hotI hai| nizcita hii| kyoMki asurakSA hI surakSita ho jAne kA upAya hai| jisane bacAyA usane khoyaa| jisane khoyA usane bacA liyaa| tuma kisa cIja kI surakSA kara rahe ho? jisa cIja kI tuma surakSA kara rahe ho vaha bacanevAlI nahIM hai| zarIra ko bacAoge? yaha jAkara rhegaa| dhana ko bacAoge? yaha jAkara rhegaa| ghara ko bacAoge? tuma nahIM the taba bhI thA, tuma nahIM hooge taba bhI hogaa| isa ghara ko tumase kucha lenA denA nahIM hai| kisako bacAoge? na deha bacatI, na dhana bctaa| saba kho jaate| aura mauta to eka dina Akara saba maTiyAmeTa kara detii| tumhAre banAye hue gharapUle reta ke ghara saba girA detI hai| kyA bacAoge? jahAM mauta hai vahAM surakSA ho kaise sakatI hai? jahAM mauta hai vahAM surakSA ho hI nahIM sktii| to phira kyA surakSA kA koI upAya nahIM? surakSA kI khoja meM hI bhrAMti hai| tuma asurakSita ho jaao| tuma asurakSita hone ko svIkAra kara lo yahI hai, jaba maiM kahatA hUM ki astitva ke hAthoM meM chor3a do| asurakSA jIvana kA svabhAva hai| ise badalA nahIM jA sktaa| bacce the eka dina tuma, bacapana gayA, roka sake? kyA karate? kaise rokate? javAna the tuma, javAnI gaI, roka sake? bur3hApA bhI calA jaayegaa| deha thI, deha bhI calI jaayegii| jo bhI hai saba baha rahA hai| yahAM kucha rukegA nhiiN| yahAM kucha rukatA hI nhiiN| saba jala kI dhAra hai| isa jala kI dhAra meM tumane rokanA cAhA to dukhI hooge, bs| aura tumane jAna liyA ki yaha dhAra kA svabhAva hai ki yahAM kucha rukatA nahIM-usI kSaNa dukha gyaa| aba dukha hone kA koI kAraNa na rhaa| tumane mAnA ki rukatA hai, to ar3acana aaii| buddha ke jIvana meM ullekha hai| kisA gautamI nAma kI eka ma ullakha hA kasA gAtamA nAma kI eka sudarI yuvatI kA ikalautA beTA mara gyaa| use bahuta cAhatI thI| vahI usakA saba kucha thaa| vaha usakI lAza ko lekara gAMva meM ghUmane lgii| vaha vAra-davAra dastaka dene lagI ki koI auSadhi ho, koI taMtra-maMtra, kisI kA aashiiss| loga rote, usa para dayA krte| sArA gAMva use prema karatA thaa| vaha pyArI mahilA thii| usakA pati bhI mara gayA thaa| isI beTe ke sahAre jItI thii| aura yaha beTA bhI cala bsaa| vaha bilakula akelI ho gii| usane kisI taraha jahara kA cUMTa pIkara pati ke mara jAne ko svIkAra kara liyA thaa| lekina aba yaha bahuta jyAdA ho gyaa| aba usakA AkhirI sahArA bhI gyaa| usakA AkhirI bhaviSya bhI china gyaa| aba saba tarapha aMdherA thaa| kisI ne usako kahA ki pAgala, hamAre davAroM para dastaka dene se kyA hogA? hama khuda dukhI haiN| tU aisA kara, buddha Aye hue haiM tU unake pAsa jaa| buddha gAMva ke bAhara Thahare haiN| zAyada una mahAtmA

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ke AzISa se kucha ho jaaye| to vaha apane beTe kI lAza ko lekara gii| buddha ke caraNoM meM lAza rakha dI aura kahA, Apa Aye haiM, yaha dekheM, maiM abhI javAna hUM, merA pati calA gyaa| yaha merA beTA bhI gayA / Apa kucha kreN| mere dukha ko dekheN| aura vaha jAra-jAra ro rahI hai / buddha ne kahA, Thahara, kucha kruuNgaa| kucha karanA hI pdd'egaa| usakI himmata lauTa aaii| usake AMsU sUkha gye| usane kahA, kitanI dera lagegI ? buddha ne * kahA, thor3I hI dera lgegii| tere gAMva meM tU jaa| kisI bhI ghara se kisI bhI ghara se cAra dAne cAvala ke mAMga laa| lekina aise ghara se mAMganA, jahAM koI mauta kabhI ghaTita na huI ho| vaha bhaagii| vaha to bhUla hI gaI ki yaha kyA bAta buddha ne kahI hai| yaha kahIM honevAlI hai! lekina jaba AdamI apane dukha meM DUbA hotA hai to kauna gaNita lagAtA ? zAyada koI ghara ho, jahAM mauta kabhI huI ho| aura jaba buddha kahate haiM to jarUra koI ghara hogaa| vaha ghara-ghara dvAra-dvAra mAMgane lagI ki cAra dAne cAvala ke mujhe de do| loga boriyAM khola diye| unhoMne kahA, pUrI borI kI borI le jA | hama sArA khalihAna tere ghara para ur3ela deM lekina kSamA kara hamAre dAne kAma na aayeNge| hamAre ghara meM to bahuta mauteM ho cukIM jiMdA to bahuta kama haiM mare bahuta haiN| hamAre bApa mare, bApa ke bApa mare, mAM marI, mAM kI mAM marI, hamAre bhAI mare, kisI kI patnI marI, kisI ke pati mare, kisI ke beTe, kisI kI bettii| murdoM kI saMkhyA jyAdA hai, ve loga kahane lage, jiMdA to bahuta kama haiM do cAra bace haiN| lAkhoM mare haiN| ghara-ghara ghUmate-ghUmate lekina eka bAta usakI samajha meM sApha hone lagI ki mauta to ghaTatI hI hai| hara ghara meM ghaTatI hai| hara AdamI ko ghaTatI hai| mere sAtha apavAda nahIM ho sktaa| pUre gAMva meM mAMgate- mAMgate kisA gautamI samAdhi ko upalabdha ho gii| jaba vaha lauTakara AI to parama zAMta thii| bhikSu dvAra para khar3e the, isa rahasyapUrNa lIlA ko dekha rahe the ki buddha ne kyA kiyA| aba kyA hogA ? kyA ise cAvala mila jAyeMge? kyA beTA jI uThegA? aura kisA gautamI jaba zAMta, parama mauna meM, bar3e prasAda se bharI Ane lagI to ve samajhe ki mila gaye dAne / camatkAra hokara rhegaa| daudd'e| buddha ko unhoMne kahA ki kisA gautamI A rahI hai, bilakula zAMta hai| AMsU bilakula jA cuke haiN| jarA bhI becainI, dukha kI koI chAyA nahIM hai| lagatA hai, ve cAvala jo Apane kahe the, mila gye| buddha ne kahA, pAgaloM, Thaharo, ruko, use Ane do| use cAvaloM se bar3I koI cIja mila gaI hai| use jIvana kA artha mila gayA hai| vaha samajha kara A rahI hai| usake bhItara kiraNa utarI hai| usakA aMdherA kaTa gayA hai| aura jaba kisA gautamI Akara unake caraNoM meM girI aura usane kahA, mujhe dIkSA deN| aura usane AMkha bhI uThAkara na dekhI usa beTe kI lAza kI trph| usane logoM se kahA, le jaao| maraghaTa para jalA do| kyoMki eka bAta sApha ho gaI ki yahAM mauta to ghaTatI hI hai| sabhI kI ghaTatI hai, dera- abera abhI-kabhI isase kyA pharka par3atA hai? Aja ki kala, do dina pahale ki do dina bAda, mauta to yahAM sunizcita hai| jo sunizcita hai usase lar3anA vyartha hai| maiMne mauta ko svIkAra kara liyA / aura mauta ko svIkAra karate hI mere bhItara eka aisI kiraNa utarI hai jo amRta kI hai; jisakI koI mRtyu nahIM

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hogii| aisA jIvana kA virodhAbhAsa se bharA huA svarNa niyama hai| tuma surakSA khojo, tuma asurakSita hote jaaoge| tama prema khojo, aura tama viSAda se bharate jaaoge| phira kyA kareM? maiM kahatA haM.asa hai| jIvana kA satya hai| satya ko jhuThalAyA nahIM jA sktaa| tumhArI vAMchAoM se thor3e hI satya calatA hai, jaisA hai vaisA rhegaa| tuma lAkha kaho ki ye vRkSa ke patte pIle ho jAyeM, hare na hoM, sapheda ho jAyeM kAle ho jaayeN| kauna sunane vAlA hai bhU: ye vRkSa ke patte hare haiN| tuma ye sAre patte kATa DAlo, phira naye patte nikaleMge, phira hare nikleNge| kyoMki vRkSa ke patte tumhArI AkAMkSAoM se saMcAlita nahIM hote| vRkSa ke patte kisI mahAniyama ko mAnakara calate haiM, jahAM se ve sadA hare nikalate haiN| jo paidA huA vaha maregA| jo javAna hai vaha kala bUr3hA hogaa| jo Aja akar3A hai, kala ttuuttegaa| jo Aja AkAza chU rahA hai, kala kabra meM giregaa| yaha honevAlA hai| ise badalane kA koI upAya nahIM hai| tuma asaMbhava ko mAMgo mt| basa, jaise hI tumane ise svIkAra kara liyA, phira maiM tumase pUchatA hUM? kahAM hai asurakSA? aba yaha bar3e maje kI bAta hai| surakSA ko khojo, asurakSA nirmita hotI hai| kyoMki jitanI tuma surakSA kI mAMga karate ho utanI ghabar3AhaTa bar3hatI hai| aura utanA hI tumheM dikhAI par3atA hai ki surakSA honevAlI nahIM, asurakSA ho rahI hai| to asurakSA bar3I hotI calI jAtI hai| tumhArI surakSA ke anupAta meM hI tumhArI surakSA kI AkAMkSA kA jo anupAta hai usI anupAta meM asurakSA bar3I hokara dikhAI par3ane lagatI hai tumheM apanI hAra dikhAI par3ane lagatI hai| tumheM lagatA hai ki jIta na pAyeMge, hAra nizcita hai| maiM tumase kaha rahA hUM,tuma jAna lo ki asurakSA to hai hI jIvana kA svabhAva aura surakSA kI ceSTA chor3a do| jaba surakSA kI koI AkAMkSA hI na rahI to phira kaisI asurakSA? asurakSA ko kaise tauloge? surakSA kI mAMga ar3acana DAlatI hai| jisa AdamI ke jIvana meM dhana kI vAsanA na rahI vaha kyA garIba ho sakatA hai? kaise hogA? dhana kI vAsanA ke binA garIba hone kA koI upAya hI na rhaa| vaha samrATa ho gyaa| svAmI rAma ne kahA hai, eka ghara chor3A to sAre ghara mere ho gye| eka Ayana kyA chor3A, sArA AkAza merA AMgana ho gyaa| jaba taka kucha mere pAsa thA, maiM daridra thaa| aba kucha bhI mere pAsa nahIM hai aura maiM samrATa huuN| aisI hI hai baat| jinake pAsa kucha hai ve daridra haiN| 'kucha' meM to daridratA hai hii| phira vaha kucha kisI ke pAsa thor3A hai, kisI ke pAsa jyAdA hai| kisI ke pAsa do gaja jamIna hai, kisI ke pAsa hajAra gaja jamIna hai, kisI ke pAsa hajAroM mIla kI jamIna hai, lekina kucha to kucha hI hai| thor3A ho ki bar3A ho, daridratA to daridratA hai| mAtrA ke bheda se kyA pharka par3egA? tumhAre samrATa bhI to dIna-hIna bhikhArI haiM, jaise tuma ho| aMtara kucha bahuta nahIM hai| unake bhikSApAtra bar3e hoMge, tumhAre bhikSApAtra choTe haiM, basa itanA hI pharka hai| bhikSApAtra ke bar3e hone se koI samrATa hotA hai? nahIM, samrATa to vahI hai jisane bhikSApAtra hI haTA diyaa| jisane kahA ki jIvana jaisA hai usase anyathA kI hamArI koI mAMga nhiiN| hama surakSA malate nhiiN| asurakSA hai to asurakSA sviikaar| asurakSA

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hai to asurakSA se hama rAjI haiN| mauta AyegI, taiyAra haiN| bur3hApA AyegA, utsukatA se pratIkSA kreNge| jinake jIvana meM virodha na rahA satya kA, tathya kA, unake jIvana meM asurakSA apane Apa kho gii| yaha tumheM hairAnI kI lagegI bAta maiM phira doharA surakSA mAMgI, asurakSA paidA hotI hai| asurakSA hai nahIM, tumhArI surakSA kI mAMga se paidA ho rahI hai| surakSA kI mAMga gaI, asurakSA bhI gii| aura taba jo zeSa raha jAtA hai vahI vAstavika surakSA hai| tuma pUchate ho, ' Apa kahate haiM, astitva ke hAthoM meM chor3a deM, isase to sthiti aura bhI asurakSita ho jAyegI / ' tuma binA choDe hI pUcha rahe ho| chor3akara dekho| idhara maiMne chor3akara dekhA aura maiM tumase kahatA hUM? saba asurakSA kho jAtI hai| maiM koI paMDita nahIM huuN| maiM kisI zAstra ke siddhAMta ko samajhAne nahIM baiThA huuN| yaha maiM tumase apane anubhava se kahatA huuN| yaha maiM jAnakara kahatA hUM ki jisa dina surakSA chor3I usI dina asurakSA bhI gii| asurakSA surakSA kI hI chAyA hai| mUla hI calA gayA to aba patte kahAM lageMge? jar3a hI na rahI to aba aMkura kahAM phUTegA ? nahIM, tuma soca-socakara kaha rahe ho| tuma kaha rahe ho ki hama to vaise hI parezAna haiN| surakSA khoja-khojakara to mila nahIM rahI, aura Apa mila gaye mahAjana! Apa kahate haiM, khoja bhI chor3a do| khoja-khojakara to milatI nahIM aura Apa kahate haiM, khoja bhI chor3a do| khoja - khojakara to milatI nahIM aura Apa kahate haiM isa astitva ke hAthoM meM chor3a do| aura asurakSita ho jaayeNge| phira to gaye ! mAre gaye! phira bacAva kA koI upAya na rhaa| baca-bacakara nahIM baca pA rahe haiM aura Apa kahate haiM, bacAo hI mata chor3o yaha DhAla, chor3o yaha talavAra / chor3a hI do / tumhArI bAta bhI merI samajha meM AtI hai| agara tuma tarka se hI socoge to aisA lagegA; sunizcita lgegaa| lekina yaha anubhava kI bAta hai, tarka kI bAta nahIM / tuma thor3A svAda lekara dekho| chor3akara hI dekho| aura aisA mata chor3anA zarta ke sAtha ki jarA dekheM chor3akara, kyA hotA hai| to tumane chor3A hI nahIM / yaha anubhava vastuta ho to tuma acAnaka pAoge, na koI asurakSA hai, na surakSA kI koI jarUrata hai| tuma paramAtmA ho| tuma paramapada para virAjamAna ho| jo miTatA hai vaha tuma nahIM ho| jo AtA-jAtA hai vaha tuma nahIM ho| jo sadA hai vahI tuma ho| tatvamasi / vahI eka, jo na kabhI AyA, na kabhI gayA / jo zAzvata, sanAtana; cira purAtana, cira nUtana sadA se hai aura sadA rahegA / yadyapi bahuta-se rUpa banate aura bigar3ate haiM, lekina rUpa ke bhItara jo rUpAyita hai, vaha akhaMDa, avicchinna bahatA rahatA hai| aura dUsarI bAta, pUchA hai. prem| to asurakSA ko miTAne kA to upAya hai, surakSA kI vAsanA chor3a do| aura prema ko pAne kA upAya hai ki prema ko pAne mata jAo, dene jaao| tuma jaba bhI prema ko pAne jAte ho tabhI cUka jAte ho| tuma kahate ho mila jAye yahAM se, mila jAye vahAM se| prema koI de thor3e hI sakatA tumheM ! prema koI aisI cIja thor3e hI hai ki bAhara rakhI hai ki jAkara kabjA kara liyA, ki bhara lI tijoddiyaa| prema koI vastu nahIM hai| prema to eka caitanya kI dazA hai|

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prema koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai, jo tumhAre aura tumhArI patnI ke bIca hotA yA tumhAre aura tumhAre beTe ke bIca hotA hai| prema to eka caitanya kI dazA hai| jaba tuma parama AnaMdita hote ho, tumase prema jharatA hai| jaise phUla jaba khilate haiM to sugaMdha jhrtii| sUraja nikalatA hai to rozanI jharatI / aise tuma jaba parama zAMti ko upalabdha hote ho to tumase prema jharatA hai| aura tuma bAhara bhaTaka rahe ho| tuma kahAM khojane cale ho? kisase mAMgane jA rahe ho? jo tumhAre bhItara kI saMpadA hai, kisI aura se nahIM milegii| kisI aura se mAMgane gaye to cUkate hI rahoge, cUkate hI cale jaaoge| eka se na milegI to dUsare ke pAsa, dUsare se nahIM to tIsare ke pAsa janmoM-janmoM meM aise hI to tumane AvAgamana kiyA hai| kitane gharoM ke dvAra para tumane bhIkha nahIM mAMgI! bhikSApAtra to dekho, khAlI kA khAlI hai| aba jarA unakI bhI suno, jo kahate haiM, mAMgane kI jarUrata hI nahIM hai| jisa hIre ko tuma khojane cale ho vaha tumhAre hI aMtaratama meM par3A hai| prema tumhArI saMpadA hai| prema milA buddha ko, prema milA mahAvIra ko, prema milA jIsasa ko, prema milA mohammada ko aura unhoMne kisI meM jAkara prema khojA nahIM, prema ke saMbaMdha nahIM bnaaye| bhItara jhAMkA, aMtara meM jhAMkA aura prema ke jharane phUTe | prema eka citta kI AkhirI dazA hai, khilA huA phUla jisako hama sahasrAra kahate haiN| vaha hajAra paMkhuriyoM vAlA kamala jaba tumhAre bhItara khulatA hai usase jo sugaMdha bahane lagatI hai vahI sugaMdha prema hai| prema saMbaMdha nahIM, prema svabhAva hai| isalie tuma cUka rahe ho| agara tuma bhItara jhAMko to tuma nAca uTho jaise mora nAca uThate haiM, jaba ASAr3ha ke pahale megha ghirate haiN| abhI to tumhArI hAlata aisI hai ki jaise kauve kA paMkha rakhe ho aura mora kA paMkha mAna baiThe ho| samajhAte - bujhAte bahuta apane ko ki nahIM hai mora kA hI, lekina jAnate to ho ki hai kauve kaa| phira gaura se dekhate ho, phira kauve kA paMkha dikhAI par3a jAtA hai| mora kA paMkha kauve ke paMkha ko lIpa-potakara nahIM banAyA jA sakatA, raMga-rogana karake nahIM banAyA jA sktaa| jisa dina tuma bhItara jhAMkoge usa dina tumhArA mora nAca utthegaa| mana-mayUra nAce / mayUrI nAca! ASAr3ha ke megha bAdala meM jaise ghira jAyeM, jaise pahalI - pahalI varSA giratI hai| aura sUkhe patte hare hone lagate haiM aura sUkha gaye vRkSoM ke prANa phira saMjIvanA se bhara jAte haiM, bhUkhI dharatI, pyAsI dharatI tRpta ho jAtI hai aura saba tarapha eka hariyAlI, eka saMtoSa, eka paritoSa chA jaataa| harI cUnara pahanakara A gaI varSA suhAgana phira kahIM vana-bIca phUloM meM par3I thI svapna meM soI ulajhate bAdaloM kI laTa piyA chalakA gayA koI timira ne rAha kara dI, rAha kaccI dhUpa kI dhoI pavana kI rAginI motI bhare AkAza meM khoI pahana dhAnI lahariyA A gaI varSA suhAgana phira mayUrI nAca! aura ye bAdala bAhara ke AkAza meM nahIM ghirate, aura yaha varSA bAhara ke bAdaloM kI

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varSA nahIM hai| yaha tumhAre bhItara kI ghaTanA hai-aMtaratama kii| prema tumhAre aMtargRha kA devatA hai| ise tuma kahAM khoja rahe ho? aba yaha soco, jinake pAsa bhItara prema nahIM hai ve dUsaroM ke pAsa prema khoja rahe haiN| aura jo tumhAre prema meM par3atA hai vaha bhI isalie prema meM par3A hai ki zAyada tumhAre pAsa prema mila jaaye| dekhate isa bAta kA majA? tuma eka strI ke prema meM par3a gaye, strI tumhAre prema meM par3a gii| na tumhAre pAsa prema hai, na usake pAsa prema hai| hotA hI to tuma bhaTakate kyoM? mAMgate kyoM tra: do bhikhamaMge eka dUsare ke sAmane bhikSApAtra lekara khar3e haiM ki kucha mila jaaye| donoM isa AzA meM haiM ki dUsare para hogaa| donoM meM nahIM hai| thor3I dera meM bhikSApAtra khar3akhar3Ane lagate haiM, jhagar3A zurU ho jAtA hai| jaldI hI jhagar3A zurU ho jAtA hai! premI jaldI hI lar3ane lagate haiN| kyoMki kitanI dera dhokhA khAoge? jaldI hI lagane lagatA hai ki are, to dUsarA dhokhA de rahA hai! kucha mila nahIM rhaa| aura dUsare ko bhI lagatA hai, tuma bhI kucha de nahIM rhe| to yaha vyartha gaI baat| yaha milana phira bekAra gyaa| phira kahIM aura khojeM, koI aura dvAra khttkhttaaye| aise hI cltaa| nahIM, isa taraha prema nahIM milegaa| prema ko jagAnA ho, prema kI jyoti ko AvirbhUta karanA ho to bhItara jAnA pdd'e| prema hai tumhAre aMtaratama kI phcaan| jaba tumane apane jIvana kA mUlasrota pA liyA, jharanA pA liyA to vahAM se jo dhAra bahatI hai, vahI prema hai| phira tuma jahAM bhI baiThoge vahIM tuma prema ko pAoge tumhArA prema tumhAre sAtha hai| hara AdamI apanA svarga aura apanA narka apane bhItara lekara calatA hai| tuma liye to narka ho aura svarga kI talAza kara rahe ho, yahIM bhUla ho rahI hai| liye to dukha ke bIja ho aura sukha kI talAza kara rahe ho, yahIM bhUla ho rahI hai| tuma phasala dukha kI kAMToge kyoMki bIja jo haiM vahI to ugeNge| kitanA hI tuma mAMgo sukha kAMToge phasala dukha kii| prema ke nAma para tuma ghRNA ko hI pAoge, krodha ko hI paaoge| aura- aura naI-naI pIr3AeM, naye-naye ghAva banA loge| aura nAsUra paidA hoNge| nahIM, yaha koI upAya nahIM hai| prema ke nAma para mavAda hI paidA hogI, kucha bhI aura paidA na hogaa| isalie tumase kahatA hUM. tuma kahate ho 'hara koI DhUMDhatA hai eka muTThI AsamAna hara koI cAhatA hai eka muTThI AsamAna jo sIne se lagA le ho aisA eka jahAna hara koI DhUMDhatA hai eka muTThI AsamAna' muTThI AsamAna? tumhAre bhItara pUrA AsamAna maujUda hai pUrA aakaash| muTThiyoM kI bAteM chodd'o| ye dIna-daridroM kI bAteM chodd'o| muTThiyoM se kahIM AkAza nApe gaye? muTThiyoM se kahIM AkAza mAMge gaye? muTThI jora se bAMdha lI to AkAza bAhara nikala jAtA hai| muTThI khulI ho to AkAza pUrA hAtha meM hai muTThI bAdhI ki gyaa|

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aura jo AkAza bAhara dikhAI par3atA hai yahI thor3e hI pUrA AkAza hai! asalI AkAza bhItara hai| bhItara clo| bhItara ke isa zUnya se thor3A saMbaMdha bnaao| jisa vyakti ne bhItara ke zUnya ke sAtha bhAMvara DAla lI, usake jIvana meM prema khilatA / khUba khilatA / na kevala use milatA, usake AsapAsa jo Akara baiTha jAyeM ve bhI anAyAsa dhanyabhAgI ho jAte una para bhI AzISa kI varSA ho jAtI hai| tIsarA prazna : taMtra ko Apane kahA, AkAza se AkAza meM ur3Ana / kyA yahI taMtra kA mUla svara hai? isameM jIvana kA parama svIkAra kisa bhAMti samAhita hai ? kRpA karake smjhaayeN| maiMne kahA, akSara se kSara kI yAtrA yaMtra kSara se akSara kI yAtrA maMtra akSara se akSara kI yAtrA taMtra deha hai yNtr| do dehoM ke bIca jo saMbaMdha hotA hai vaha hai yAMtrika seksa yAMtrika hai| kAmavAsanA yAMtrika hai| do mazInoM ke bIca ghaTanA ghaTa rahI hai| mana hai maMtra | maMtra zabda mana se hI banA hai| jo mana kA hai vahI mNtr| jisase mana meM utarA jAtA hai vahI mNtr| jo mana kA maulika sUtra hai vahI maMtra / mana aura maMtra kI mUla dhAtu eka hI hai| to deha hai yNtr| deha se deha kI yAtrA yAMtrika - kAmavAsanA, seks| mana hai maMtra | mana * mana kI yAtrA mAMtrika | jisako tuma sAdhAraNataH prema kahate ho - do manoM ke bIca mila jaanaa| do manoM kA milana | do manoM ke bIca eka saMgIta kI thirkn| do manoM ke bIca eka nRtya / deha se Upara hai| deha hai bhautika, maMtra hai mAnasika, manovaijJAnika, sAyakaoNlaoNjikala / aura AtmA hai tNtr| do AkAzoM kA milana | akSara se akSara kI yAtrA / jaba do AtmAyeM milatI haiM to taMtra- na deha, na mn| taMtra UMce se UMcI ghaTanA hai| taMtra parama ghaTanA hai| to isase aisA samajho deha - yaMtra, sekyUala, zArIrika / mana-maMtra, sAyakaoNlaoNjikala, maansik| AtmA-taMtra, kaoNsmika, AdhyAtmika / ye tIna tala haiM tumhAre jIvana ke yaMtra kA tala, maMtra kA tala, taMtra kA tl| ina tInoM ko ThIka se phcaano| aura tumhAre hara kAma tIna meM baMTe haiN| koI vyakti bhojana karatA yaMtravata / na use svAda kA patA hai, na vaha bhojana karate vakta bhojana

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kara rahA hai; DAla rahA hai kisI taraha / hisAba lagA rahA hai dukAna kA grAhakoM se bAta kara rahA hai, hisAba-kitAba, bahI-khAte kara rahA hai bhItara, idhara bhojana DAle jA rahA hai| yaha bhojana huA yAMtrika to bhojana bhI yaMtravata ho gyaa| phira koI vyakti bar3e manobhAva se.. kisI ne bar3e prema se bhojana banAyA hai| tumhArI mAM ne bar3e prema se bhojana banAyA hai, ki tumhArI patnI dina bhara tumhArI pratIkSA kI hai, aisA apamAna to na karo usakA! itane bhAva se banAye gaye bhojana kA aisA tiraskAra to na karo ki tuma khAte - bahI kara rahe ho, ki tuma bhItara-bhItara gaNita biThA rahe ho, ki tuma yahAM ho hI nahIM koI mana se bhojana karatA hai to bhojana bhI mAMtrika ho jAtA hai| taba saba haTA diyaa| kahIM aura nahIM, yahIM hai| bar3e manobhAvapUrvaka, bar3I tallInatA se, bar3e dhyAnapUrvaka, bar3I abhiruci se, svAda se, sammAna se| aura koI aisA bhI bhojana karatA jo AdhyAtmika / upaniSada kahate haiM, anna brahma - anna brahma hai| yaha RSiyoM ne bhojana bhI AdhyAtmika DhaMga se kiyA hogA- taaNtrik| kyoMki bhojana bhI vahI hai / hama usI ko to pacAte haiN| hama bhojana meM usI kA to svAda lete haiN| bhojana meM vahI to hamAre bhItara jAkara jIvana kA navasaMcAra karatA, naye rasa se bharatA, punarujjIvita krtaa| jo murdA koSTha haiM unheM bAhara pheMka detA, naye jIvita koSTha nirmita kara detaa| to paramAtmA bhojana se bhItara AtA hai- tAMtrika / aise tuma samajho pratyeka kriyA tIna tala para hai| koI AdamI rAste para ghUmane gayA aura hajAra-hajAra vicAroM meM ulajhA - yAMtrika / koI rAste para ghUma rahA, vicAroM meM ulajhA huA nhiiN| subaha kI havA use chUta, saMvedanazIla, subaha kA sUraja apanI kiraNeM barasAta, pakSI gungunaate| vaha ina sabako suna rahA maMtramugdhA mastI meM jA rahA - mAMtrika / aura phira koI aise bhI jA sakatA hai ki hara havA kA jhoMkA paramAtmA kA jhoMkA mAlUma pdd'e| aura hara kiraNa usakI hI kiraNa mAlUma pdd'e| aura hara pakSI kI gunagunAhaTa usake hI vedoM kA uccAra, usake hI kurAna kA avataraNa - to tAMtrika / tuma apane jIvana kI pratyeka kriyA ko tIna meM bAMTa sakate ho| dhyAna rakhanA, yaMtra meM hI mata mara jaanaa| adhika loga yaMtra kI taraha hI jIte, yaMtra kI taraha hI mara jaate| bahuta thor3e se dhanyabhAgI mAMtrika ho pAte haiM-kavi, saMgItajJa, nartaka / bahuta thor3e se loga! aura ve bhI bahuta thor3e-se kSaNoM meM, caubIsa ghaMTe nhiiN| caubIsa ghaMTe to ve bhI yAMtrika hote haiN| kabhI-kabhI kisI kSaNa meM, kisI pulaka meM, jarA-sA dvAra khulatA, jarA-sA jharokhA khulatA aura usa tarapha kA jagata jhAMkatA usa AyAma kA praveza hotaa| kSaNa bhara ko eka kavitA lahara jAtI, phira dvAra baMda ho jAte haiN| phira bahuta virale loga haiM - kRSNa aura buddha aura aSTAvakra - bahuta virale loga haiM karor3oM meM kabhI eka hotA, jo tAMtrika rUpa se jiitaa| jisakA pratipala do AkAzoM kA milana hai - pratipala! sote, jAgate, uThate, baiThate jo bhI usake jIvana meM ho rahA hai, usameM aMtara aura bAhara mila rahe haiM, paramAtmA aura prakRti mila rahI hai, saMsAra aura nirvANa mila rahA hai| parama milana ghaTa rahA hai| parama utsava ho rahA hai| raso vai saH / vaisI hI avasthA meM kisI ne kahA hai, paramAtmA rasarUpa hai| mahotsava ho rahA hai|

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tuma apanI pratyeka kriyA ko yAtrika se tAMtrika taka phuNcaanaa| maMtra bIca kA dvAra hai| isalie maMtroM kA itanA upayoga dharmoM meM huA hai| vaha to pratIkAtmaka hai| agara tuma pUrI bAta ko samajho to maMtra setu hai| maMtra kA matalaba kevala itanA hI nahIM hotA ki tuma baiThe rAma-rAma-rAma doharA rahe ho to maMtra ho gyaa| vaha bar3A choTA artha hai, bar3A eka Azika artha hai| jo maiM tumase kaha rahA yaha artha hai mAMtrika kA ki tuma mana se jIne lge| tumhArA jIvana manapUrvaka ho gyaa| tumhAre jIvana meM manana utarA to tuma maaNtrik| to yaha rAma-rAma doharAne se kucha na hogaa| kyoMki phira pharka samajha lenA; eka AdamI baiThA-baiThA rAma-rAma doharA sakatA ho aura yAMtrika ho, mAMtrika bilakula na ho / doharA rahA hai tote kI trh| tote ko tuma raTavA do rAma-rAma-rAma-rAma, totA doharAtA rahatA hai| aneka isI taraha ke tote rAmanAma kI cadariyA or3he baiThe haiN| abhI tuma jAo to kuMbha meM mila jAyeMge tumako saba tote isa mulka ke| ve baiThe doharA rahe haiM, rAma-rAma-rAma-rAma / kucha matalaba nahIM hai, lekina itane dina se doharA rahe haiM ki aba yaha doharAnA unakI Adata ho gaI hai| isa doharAne se kucha pharka nahIM par3atA / bhItara aura saba vicAra cala rahe haiM aura ye Upara-Upara rAma-rAma-rAma-rAma doharA rahe haiN| aura bhItara saba cala rahA hai| pUrA vyavasAya cala rahA hai, pUrI dUkAna cala rahI hai, pUrA bAjAra cala rahA hai, saba cala rahA hai| bacapana meM mere ghara ke sAmane eka miThAIvAle kI dUkAna thii| miThAIvAlA thA, jaise miThAIvAle hone cAhie vaisA thaa| kAphI bar3A peTa! uTha bhI nahIM sakatA thA jyAdA, to jyAdA kAma kA bhI nahIM thaa| vaha apanA maMca para hI baiThA rahatA, vahIM se miThAI taulatA rahatA / khAlI vakta meM jaba kucha na hotA, to vaha mAlA pheratA rahatA. 'rAma-rAma-rAma-rAma | ' maiM bar3A hairAna hotA thaa| bacapana se hI usako maiM dekhatA rahatA sAmane hii| aisA rAma-rAma bhI karatA rahatA, grAhaka AtA to usako izAre bhI kara detA, pAMca uMgalI batA detA / jo naukara kAma kara rahA hai dUkAna para usako batA detA ki jora se calA, Aga bujhI jA rahI hai| aura idhara rAma-rAma cala rahA hai| isameM koI pharka hI nahIM par3a rahA hai| vaha rAma-rAma to bilakula yaMtravata hai| usase kucha lenA-denA nahIM hai| phira eka mAMtrika hotI avasthA, jaba tuma bar3e bhAva se rAma koI aisA zabda thor3e hI hai ki uccAra diyA, ki hara kahIM kaha diyA, ki hara kisI se kaha diyA, ki hara kisI DhaMga se kaha diyA! kisI bar3e viziSTa kSaNa meM, pavitra kSaNa meM, ThIka AyojanapUrvaka, dhUpa-dIpa bAlakara, snAna karake zarIra kA hI nahIM, mana kA bhI thoDI dera ke lie snAna karake tuma baitthe| usa pUta kSaNa meM, usa pAvana kSaNa meM tumane prabhu smaraNa kiyaa| cAhe rAma-rAma kahA yA nahIM kahA, yaha koI savAla nahIM hai| prabhu kA smaraNa kiyA, usakI yAda se bhare manaHpUrvaka to maMtra huA lekina yaha bhI koI AkhirI bAta nahIM hai| kyoMki mana hI AkhirI bAta nahIM to maMtra kaise AkhirI bAta hogI? phira taMtra hai| vaha AkhirI ur3Ana hai| vahAM tuma DUba gaye, alaga bhI na rahe ab| yAda bhI kauna kare? yAda kisakI kare? usI ghaDI meM to maMsUra ne kahA, unalahaka! maiM svayaM paramAtmA huuN| musalamAna

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na samajha sake, nArAja ho gye| maMsUra ke jIvana meM bar3I majedAra ghaTanA hai| maMsUra pahale eka sUphI phakIra ke pAsa thaa| aura jaba maMsUra kI yaha tAMtrika ghaTanA ghaTI - maMtra taka to ThIka thI, kyoMki maitra taka to sabhI dharma AzA dete haiM ki ThIka hai| taMtra kI muzkila khar3I ho jAtI hai, kyoMki taMtra kI ghoSaNA bar3I anUThI hai| jaba taka maMsUra maMtra sAdha rahA thA taba taka to guru rAjI thaa| lekina jaba analahaka-sI ye ghoSaNAyeM uThane lagIM- maiM Izvara hUM maiM satya hUM to guru ne kahA suna tU jhaMjhaTa meM par3egA, hamako bhI jhaMjhaTa meM DAlegA-guru kucha bar3A gaharA guru na rahA hogA- tU yahAM se jA, yA baMda kr| isa taraha ke vacana bolanA baMda kr| lekina maMsUra ne kahA, maiM bolatA hUM to baMda kara duuN| yaha jo bola rahA hai, vaha jaane| maiM to, jaba bhI bhItara mere tAra jur3a jAte haiM to basa, phira maiM nahIM jAnatA kyA ho rahA hai| phira tuma mujhase kaho hI mt| apanI tarapha se koziza karUMgA, lekina merI koziza maMtra taka jAtI hai| jaba taka maiM doharAtA hUMM kucha taba taka ThIka hai| lekina eka aisI ghar3I AtI hai ki maiM to hotA hI nahIM, phira kauna mere bhItara bolatA hai usake lie maiM kaise jimmevAra ? bar3I to guru ne kahA, tU yahAM se jA, nahIM to hama phNseNge| kyoMki yaha bAta musalamAna dezoM meM to kuphra kI hai ki koI AdamI kaha de, 'maiM Izvara / ' ve to baradAzta nahIM kara skte| yaha to bAta hI galata ho gii| islAma dharma maMtra ke Upara nahIM bar3ha skaa| maMsUra jaise loga use le jAte taMtra taka lekina nahIM le jAne diyaa| sUphI chipa-chipa kara karane lage apanI sAdhanAyeM kyoMki pragaTa hokara phAMsI lagane lgii| to maMsUra dUsare guru ke pAsa gyaa| kucha dina rahA, phira usa guru ne bhI kahA ki bhAI tU jA, kyoMki silasilA bigar3a rahA hai| khalIphA taba khabara pahuMca gaI hai| aura purohita tere khilApha phatavA denevAlA hai| aura tere sAtha hama bhI phNseNge| to maMsUra ne kahA, koI jagaha bhI hogI aisI ki nahIM ? ki maiM sabhI jagaha bhaTakAyA jAUMgA? kisI ne kahA ki tU aisA kara eka bahuta bar3e phakIra haiM- pahuMce hue auliyA pIra, unake pAsa calA jA / to vaha vahAM calA gyaa| lekina vahAM bhI ar3acana AnI zurU ho gii| guru ne bahuta samajhAyA bar3e prema se samajhAyA ki mata bola / isako rakhanA ho to bhItara rakha, magara isako bola mata, kyoMki cAroM tarapha duzmana haiN| ulajha jAyeMge / usane kahA ki maiM koziza karatA hUM lekina eka aisI ghar3I AtI hai ki maiM to hotA hI nahIM, phira koziza kauna kare? aisA bahuta bAra guru ne samajhAyA lekina eka dina nahIM mAnA maMsUra aura guru ke sAmane hI baiThA thA, AMkha baMda kI aura jora se bolA, analahaka! to guru ne kahA, aba bahuta ho gyaa| tU mujhe jhaMjhaTa meM DAla degaa| jaldI hI tere khilApha phatavA AyegA / aura guru ne kahA, dekha maiM yaha bhaviSyavANI karatA hUM ki jaldI hI lakar3I kA eka Tukar3A tere khUna se raMgA jAyegA terI phAMsI lgegii| to maMsUra ne kahA, phira maiM bhI eka bhaviSyavANI karatA hUM ki jisa dina khUna se mere lakar3I kA Tukar3A raMgA jAyegA usa dina tumheM yaha sUphI kA veza utArakara mullA kA veza pahananA par3egA| logoM ne samajhA aise hI majAka meM vaha kaha rahA hai| usakA koI bharosA bhI nahIM karatA thaa|

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vaha AdamI hI kucha ajIba thaa| lekina donoM kI bhaviSyavANiyAM pUrI huiiN| chaha bAra khalIphA ke pAsa yaha khabara pahuMcAI gii| bAra-bAra, chaha bAra khabara pahuMcAI gaI ki maMsUra ko phAMsI de dI jAye kyoMki yaha kuphra kI bAteM kaha rahA hai| yaha islAma ke khilApha hai| lekina khalIphA kahA, agara aisA ho to usake guru kA dastakhata caahie| agara guru bhI kaha de ki islAma ke khilApha hai, to tthiik| to ke guru pAsa chaha bAra dastAveja lAI gaI aura guru ne kahA ki nahIM, maiM dastakhata nahIM kruuNgaa| sAtavIM bAra khabara AI ki agara aba guru dastakhata na kare to taba guru bhI jimmevAra hai| phira vaha bhI hissedAra hai| to guru ko bhI zarma lagI ki aba sUphI kA veza pahane kaise dastakhata karUM? yaha to sUphI ke veza kI bhI badanAmI ho jaayegii| to vaha bhUla gayA bhaviSyavANI maMsUra kii| usane kahA, agara isa para mujhe dastakhata karane haiM to maiM maulavI ke kapar3e pahanakara hI dastakhata kara sakatA huuN| yaha maulavI ko hI zobhA detA hai isa taraha kI mUdratApUrNa bAteM, sUphiyoM ko nahIM zobhA detaa| to usane kapar3A apanA pheMka diyA, maulavI ke kapar3e pahane aura dastakhata kiye| aura jaba maMsUra ko khabara milI to vaha hNsaa| usane kahA, maiMne kahA thA na ! aba raMgA jAyegA khUna se mere| aba taka nahIM raMgA jA sakatA thaa| lekina yaha kaisI burI duniyA A gaI ki sUphI bhI maulavI ke kapar3e pahanane lge| tAMtrika svara kA artha hotA hai, tumhAre bhItara paramAtmA kI udaghoSaNA / zarIra taka to tumhArA hI svara nahIM hai| maMtra meM tumhArA svara hai, taMtra meM paramAtmA kA svara hai| akSara se akSara taka kI yAtrA / zarIra meM yaMtravata-tuma bhI nahIM bole abhI, paramAtmA kI to bolane kI bAta hI dUra, tuma hI nahIM bole| abhI to bola hI nahIM phUTA / pahale to tuma bola kA abhyAsa kro| pahale to tuma sitAra ke tAra biThAo, ThoMkA -ThAkI karo, saba vyavasthA kara lo, taba paramAtmA bolatA hai| pahale tuma bolo to paramAtmA bolatA hai| abhI tumhIM nahIM bole| abhI tumhIM murdA kI taraha jI rahe ho, miTTI ke Dhera ho eka, to paramAtmA kaise bole ? maMtra meM tuma bole| tumhArA bola utthaa| tumhArI vANI khilii| tumhArA phUla khilaa| tuma taiyAra hue maMtra se tuma taiyAra hooge| maMtra saceSTa, jAgarUka ceSTA hai| maiM maMtra ke khilApha nahIM huuN| maiM yAMtrika maMtra ke khilApha huuN| isalie kaI bAra tumheM hairAnI hotI hai ki maiM maMtroM ke khilApha bola detA huuN| isIlie bola detA hUM ki tumhAre maMtra bhI tuma jaise haiM jaise tuma dUkAna karate, bhojana karate, vaise tuma rAma-rAma japate yA allAha- allAha japate, isase kucha pharka nahIM par3atA / jAgarUkatA se agara tuma japa sako agara jaba tuma rAma-rAma japa rahe ho yA allAha- allAha japa rahe ho taba tumhAre bhItara jAgarUkatA bhI banI rahe, idhara yaha vANI calatI rahe aura udhara tuma hozapUrvaka, samagra rUpa se jAge dhyAnapUrvaka isa vANI ko sunate raho, tuma bolo bhI, suno bhI; aura dUsarI koI prakriyA na hautI ho to phira mAMtrika / aura jaba aisA ho jAye to eka dina tuma pAoge tuma to jAge raha gaye, vANI dhIre - dhIre

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kSINa huI. kSINa huI so gii| tuma jAge raha gye| tuma jAge raha gaye aura vANI so gaI, tabhI tumhAre bhItara jo ilahAma hotA hai, jo tumhAre bhItara udaghoSa hotA hai, vaha paramAtmA kA udaghoSa hai, vaha taaNtrik| ye tIna tala haiN| aura tumane pUchA hai ki isameM jIvana kA parama svIkAra kisa bhAMti samAhita hai? isa bhAMti samAhita hai deha, yaMtra meM to sirpha daihika hai| mana, maMtra meM sirpha mAMtrika nahIM hai, daihika bhI samAhita hai| kyoMki maMtra tumheM bolanA ho to deha ke sahAre kI jarUrata hai| daihika meM to kevala daihika hai| mAMtrika meM deha aura mana donoM haiN| khayAla rakhanA kSudra meM virATa nahIM samAtA, virATa meM kSudra samA jAtA hai| mana deha se bar3A hai| deha usameM samA gii| mAMtrika kA artha hai-dehsmn| donoM usameM haiN| aura deha aura suMdara hokara A gaI, kyoMki aba usakI yaMtravattA calI gii| aba deha meM bhI prasAda aayaa| aba deha bhI jIvaMta huii| aura tAMtrika meM, AtmA meM AtmA kA artha itanA hI nahIM hotA ki tuma sirpha AtmA ho| vaha to phira tuma bhUta-preta ho gye| AtmA kA artha hotA hai, usameM mana samAhita hai, usameM deha bhI samAhita hai| triveNI pUrI ho gaI mana para gaMgA aura yamunA to haiM, sarasvatI nahIM hai| sarasvatI abhI dikhAI nahIM par3a rahI hai| jaba tuma AtmA para pahuMce taMtra para pahuMce to sarasvatI bhI pragaTa huii| adRzya bhI dRzya huaa| agocara gocara huA AtmA kA artha hotA hai, mana aura zarIra donoM samAhita ho gaye, aura bhI zreSThatara paidA ho gyaa| isalie maiM kahatA hUM ki taMtra meM saba samAhita hai| taMtra meM sarva svIkAra hai -mana kA bhI, deha kA bhii| jaise mAMtrikatA deha ko zuddha kara detI hai, vaise tAMtrikatA mana ko bhI zuddha kara detI hai, aura zuddhi kI eka varSA ho jAtI hai| eka parama nirmalatA, eka parama nirdoSa bhAva utpanna hotA hai| saba zuddha ho jAtA hai| aisI sAdhanA kyA, jo sirpha AtmA ko hI zuddha kare? sAdhanA to vahI, jo sarva ko zuddha kara jAye, jo kSudra ko bhI virATa kara jAye, jahAM patthara bhI, pASANa bhI paramAtmA ho jAye, vahI saadhnaa| cauthA prazna : bhagavAna kyA haiM? aura agara haiM to kahA~ hai? aura agara nahI haiM to hama kisake pIche bhAga rahe haiM?

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bhagavAna koI vastu nahIM hai, jo tumheM koI dikhA de aMguli ke izAre se ki ye rhe| bhagavAna tumhAre hI bhItara chipI duI, tumhArI hI AkhirI parama zuddhi kI avasthA hai| tumhAre hI bhItara prema kA pragaTa ho jAnA paramAtmA kA pragaTa honA hai| isalie tuma agara bAhara kahIM khoja rahe ho to kabhI na khoja paaoge| khojo maMdira-masjida meM, kAbA- kailAza meM, tuma na khoja paaoge| tuma galata khoja rahe ho| vahAM paramAtmA nahIM hai| tuma agara soca rahe ho ki paramAtmA kahIM AkAza meM baiThA hai to tuma mUr3hatApUrNa bAteM soca rahe ho| tumhAre paramAtmA kI dhAraNA bahuta bacakAnI hai| tuma pUchate ho, bhagavAna kyA haiM? 'kyA' kA prazna nahIM hai| tumhAre bhItara jisane yaha prazna pUchA hai, tumhAre bhItara se jo mujhe suna rahA hai, tumhAre bhItara se jo mujhe dekha rahA hai, usako hI pahacAna lo aura bhagavAna se pahacAna ho jaayegii| apane hI caitanya ke sAtha thor3I dostI banAo, maitrI bnaao| yaha kauna tumhAre bhItara caitanya hai? basa isI ko tuma khoja lo| yaha eka kiraNa jo tumhAre bhItara cetanA kI hai, hoza kI hai, isa eka kiraNa kA sahArA pakar3a lo, phira tuma paramAtmA taka pahuMca jaaoge| maiMne sunA hai, eka samrATa apane vajIra se nArAja ho gyaa| aura usane vajIra ko eka bahuta UMce mInAra para kaida karavA diyaa| usa mInAra se kUdane ke sivAya aura koI bacane kA upAya na thaa| lekina kUdanA maranA thaa| mInAra bar3I UMcI thii| usase kUde to mre| koI hathakar3iyAM nahIM DAlI thiiN| vajIra ko hathakar3iyAM DAlane kI jarUrata na thii| vaha mInAra ke Upara kaida thaa| sIr3hiyoM para sakhta paharA thaa| sIr3hiyoM se A nahIM sakatA thaa| hara sIr3hI para sainika thA / dvAroM para kaI dvAra the, dvAroM para tAle par3e the| magara use khulA chor3a diyA thA mInAra pr| jaba saba ro rahe the, priyajana use vidA de rahe the, usakI patnI ne kahA, hama itane ro rahe haiM aura tuma itane zAMta ho| bAta kyA hai? usane kahA, phikra na kr| agara tU eka rezama kA patalA dhAgA mujha taka pahuMcA degI to basa maiM nikala aauuNgaa| vaha to calA gayA vajIra, kaida ho gyaa| patnI aura muzkila meM par3a gaI ki rezama kA dhAgA ! pahale to pahuMcAnA kaise? saikar3oM phITa UMcI mInAra thI, usa para rezama kA dhAgA pahuMcAnA kaise ? aura phira yaha bhI soca-soca parezAna thI ki rezama kA dhAgA pahuMca bhI jAye samajho kisI taraha, to rezama ke dhAge se koI bhAgA hai? bahuta soca-vicAra meM par3a gaI, kucha upAya na sUjhA to vaha gAMva meM ke buddhimAnoM kI khoja karane lgii| eka phakIra ne kahA ki isameM kucha khAsa mAmalA nahIM hai / bhRMga nAma kA eka kIr3A hotA hai, usako tU pakar3a laa| usakI mUMcha para zahada lagA de| aura bhRMga kI pUMcha meM patalA dhAgA bAMdha de rezama kA u

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kahA, phira kyA hogA? usane kahA, bhRMga ko mInAra para chor3a de| apanI mUMcha para zahada kI gaMdha pAkara vaha Age bar3hatA jAyegA / vaha milanevAlI to hai nahIM gaMdha, vaha milatI rhegii| zahada milegA to nahIM, usakI mUMcha para hai| to vaha haTatA jAyegA.. haTatA jAyegA / aura bhRMga sIdhA jAtA hai| vaha rukatA nahIM jaba taka vaha khoja na le, jahAM se sugaMdha A rahI hai| jaba taka vaha khoja na le, rukatA nahIM | tU phi mata kr| vaha Upara pahuMca jaayegaa| aura tere pati ko patA hai| jaba eka daphA rezama kA patalA dhAgA pahuMca jAye to phira patale dhAge meM thor3A moTA dhAgA bAMdhanA, phira usameM aura thor3A moTA baaNdhnaa| phira pati terA khIMcane lgegaa| phira rassI bAMdha denA, phira moTe rasse bAMdha denA, phira rAstA khula gyaa| patnI ko bAta samajha meM A gii| yaha gaNita bahuta sIdhA hai| bhRMga kIr3e ko pakar3a liyA, usakI mUMcha para madhu lagA diyA, pUMcha meM patale se patalA dhAgA bAMdha diyaa| kyoMki itane dUra taka bhRMga ko jAnA hai, itanA laMbA dhAgA khIMcanA hai to patale se patalA dhAgA thA / aura bhRMga cala par3A ekadama / usako to gaMdha milane lagI madhu kI to vaha to pAgala hokara bhAgane lgaa| vaha rukA hI nhiiN| vaha Upara pahuMca gyaa| aura jaba pati ne dekhA ki bhRMga kIr3A car3hakara A gayA hai Upara aura usakI mUMchoM para lage haiM madhu ke biMdu, khuza ho gyaa| dhAge ko pakar3a liyA, basa / thor3I hI dera meM dhAge se moTI rassI, moTI se aura moTI rassI, aura moTI rassI, rassA. nikala bhaagaa| yahI sUtra hai paramAtmA taka jAne kaa| tumhAre bhItara jo abhI choTA-sA rezama kA dhAgA jaisA hai, bar3A mahIna hai, pakar3a meM bhI nahIM AtA, vaha jo tumhAre bhItara hoza hai, basa usa hoza ko pakar3a lo| vaha jo tumhAre bhItara caitanya hai usako pakar3a lo| dhyAna kucha aura nahIM, isa hoza ke dhAge ko pakar3a lene kA nAma hai| phira isako pakar3akara tuma cala pdd'o| jisa dazA se yaha A rahA hai usI dizA meM mukti hai| usI dizA meM paramAtmA hai| aura yaha bhItara se A rahA hai| to tumheM bhItara kI tarapha jAnA par3egA / aura jaise-jaise tuma bhItara jAoge, tuma acAnaka pAoge yaha dhArA prakAza kI gaharI hone lagI, bar3I hone lagI bar3I hone lgii| choTe meM bar3A dhAgA, bar3e meM aura bar3A dhAgA, aura eka dina tuma pAoge, A gaye prakAza ke srota para / vahI hai iishvr| Izvara zabda mAtra hai, yaha parama caitanya kA dUsarA nAma hai| yaha tumhAre bhItara hai| tuma pUchate ho kahAM hai? jo pUcha rahA hai usI meM chipA hai| anyathA khojA to kabhI na pA skoge| aura aba pUchate ho ki agara nahIM hai to hama kisake pIche bhAga rahe haiM? paramAtmA to hai| vahI to bhAga rahA hai| vahI to khoja rahA hai, khojanevAle meM chipA hai| hI, abhI tuma jisake pIche bhAga rahe ho vaha paramAtmA nahIM hai| abhI to tuma apanI dhAraNAoM ke pIche bhAga rahe ho| koI maMdira jA rahA hai, koI zaMkara jI kI pUjA kara rahA hai, koI rAmacaMdra jI kI pUjA kara rahA hai, koI gurudvArA jA rahA hai, koI masjida jA rahA, koI carca jA rhaa| yaha tuma apanI dhAraNAoM ke pIche bhAga rahe ho| apane bhItara calo, vahIM asalI masjida, vahIM asalI maMdira hai| apane bhItara clo| ye maMdiroM ke ghaMTe ityAdi bahuta bajA cuke inase kucha sAra nahIM hai / bajAte raho jitanA bajAnA ho! bahare ho jAoge bajAte-bajAte, kucha bhI na paaoge| bhItara clo|

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zabdoM, zAstroM, siddhAMtoM meM nahIM, svayaM meN| abhI to tuma jinake pIche bhAga rahe ho, ye paMDita haiN| jJAnI vahI hai jo tumheM tumhAre hI bhItara pahuMcane kA mArga batA do paMDita tumheM aise mArga batAte haiM ki cale jAo kAzI, ki cale jAo kAbA, ki giranAra, ki jerusalema, vahAM mila jaayegaa| lAkha cale jAo kAzI, nahIM milegaa| kAzI meM jo raha rahe haiM unako nahIM milA to tumheM kyA milegA? bhItara jaao| sadaguru kA artha hai, jo tumheM tumhAre bhItara pahuMcA ve aura taba tuma pAoge ki jaise -jaise tuma bhItara jAne lage, tuma to bhItara jAte ho, paramAtmA pAsa AtA hai| tuma jitane bhItara jAte ho utanA paramAtmA pAsa AtA hai| eka dina tuma apane keMdra para khar3e ho jAte ho, usakI varSA ho jAtI hai| jalate -jalate phaTa gayA hiyA gharatI kA para sAvana jaba AyA apanI marjI se AyA bAdala jaba barasA apanI marjI se barasA nabha ne jaba gAyA taba apanI marjI se gAyA icchA kA hI cala rahA rahaTa hara panaghaTa para para sabakI pyAsa nahIM bujhatI hai isa taTa para tU kyoM AvAja lagAtA hai hara gyArI ko? AnevAlA to binA bulAye AtA hai| paramAtmA bhItara chipA hai aura rAha dekhatA hai| tuma jarA bulAnA to baMda kro| tuma hara gagarI ko cillAye jA rahe ho| tuma hara taraha ke pAnI se pyAsa bujhAne ko utsuka ho cAtaka bno| cakora bno| svAti kI pratIkSA kro| hara jala se kAma nahIM hogaa| aura hara gagarI tRpta na kara paayegii| aura pratIkSA karo usa mahata kSaNa kii| kyoMki tumhArI marjI se kucha honevAlA nahIM hai| tuma dUkAna calAte, tuma dhana kamAte, tuma pada para jAte, isI taraha tuma socate ho eka dina paramAtmA ko bhI pakar3a leN| tumhArI marjI se kucha hone vAlA nhiiN| tumhArI marjI se hI to saba upadrava macA huA hai| tuma marjI chodd'o| jalate-jalate phaTa gayA hiyA gharatI kA para sAvana jaba AyA apanI marjI se AyA to pratIkSA siikho| bhAgadaur3a chor3o, baiTho, pratIkSA kro| jo pratIkSA karane meM kuzala ho jAtA vaha paramAtmA ko pA letaa| pratIkSA meM hI A jAtA hai| bAdala jaba barasA apanI marjI se barasA nabha ne jaba gAyA apanI marjI se gAyA icchA kA hI cala rahA rahaTa hara panaghaTa para aura tuma apanI icchA ke rahaTa ko hI calAye jA rahe ho| kI ke carakhe ke jaise ghumAye cale

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jaate| icchA kA hI cala rahA rahaTa hara panaghaTa para para sabakI pyAsa nahIM bujhatI hai isa taTa para tU kyoM AvAja lagAtA hai hara gagarI ko? AnevAlA to binA bulAye AtA hai! hara ghaTa se apanI pyAsa bujhA mata o pyAse! pyAlA badale to madhu hI viSa bana jAtA hai! hara gagarI ko mata cillaao| hara icchA ke pIche mata daudd'o| aura paramAtmA ko bhI eka bAhara kI khoja mata bnaao| paramAtmA bAhara kI khoja nahIM hai, bAhara kI sArI khoja jaba viphala ho jAtI hai aura tuma lauTa apane ghara Ate ho, aura tuma kahate, ho cukaa| bahuta ho cukA aba nahIM khojanA aba kucha bhI nahIM khojnaa| aba mokSa bhI nahIM khojnaa|| yahI to aSTAvakra kaha rahe haiM baar-baar| mokSa bhI nahIM khojatA hai jnyaanii| paramAtmA ko bhI nahIM khojatA hai jnyaanii| khojatA hI nahIM hai| jahAM saba khoja samApta ho gaI, vahIM milana hai| kyoMki khojanevAle meM hI vaha chipA hai jise tuma khoja rahe ho| aura jisa dina yaha milana hotA hai usa dina sAre jIvana para amRta kI chApa laga jAtI hai| abhI to mRtyu hI mRtyu ke dAga haiN| kitanI bAra nahIM tuma janme aura kitanI bAra nahIM tuma maro abhI to tama maraghaTa ho| abhI to tama na mAlama kitanI arthiyoM kA joDa ho! tamhAre pIche arthiyoM kI katAra lagI hai aura tumhAre Age arthiyoM kI katAra lagI hai| tuma to abhI jIvita bhI nhiiN| kabIra kahate haiM, 'I mardana ke gaaNv|' ye murde raha rahe haiM ina gauvoM meN| ye bastiyAM thor3e hI haiM, maraghaTa haiN| tuma apane ko hI dekho| tumhAre hAtha meM Akhira mauta hI lagatI hai| lekina jisane rukakara apane bhItara ke satya kA jarA-sA bhI svAda le liyA usake jIvana meM eka naI kathA kA prAraMbha hotA hai| dUra kahIM para amarAI meM koyala bolI parata lagI car3hane jhiMgura kI zahanAI para vRddha vanaspatiyoM kI TUTI zAkhAoM meM pora-pora TahanI-TahanI kA lagA dahakane TUse nikale, mukuloM ke gucche gadarAye alasI ke nIle phUloM para nabha musakAyA mukhara huI bAsurI gAliyA lagI thirakane TUTa par3e bhaure rasAla kI maMjariyoM para pahalI aSAr3ha kI saMdhyA meM nIlAMjana bAdala barasa gaye phaTa gayA gagana meM nIlamegha paya kI gagarI jyoM phUTa gaI bauchAra jyoti kI barasa gaI, jhara gaI bela se kirana jUhI madhumayI cAMdanI phaila gaI, kiranoM ke sAgara bikhara gaye

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eka bAra tuma apane meM A jAo, jyoti hI jyoti! rasa hI rasa! AnaMda hI AnaMda! pahalI aSAr3ha kI saMdhyA meM nIlAjana bAdala barasa gaye usa prabhu ke nIle bAdala phira tamhAre aMtarAkAza meM barasa jAte haiN| phaTa gayA gagana meM nIlamegha paya kI gagarI jyoM phUTa gaI bauchAra jyoti kI barasa gaI, jhara gaI bela se kirana jUhI madhumayI cAMdanI phaila gaI, kiranoM ke sAgara bikhara gaye tuma paramAtmA ko jar3a zabdoM meM mata pakar3o, jar3a siddhAMtoM meM mata pkdd'o| yaha tumhAre hI bhItara kI chipI saMbhAvanA hai| aise prazna mata puucho| yaha pUchane kI bAta hI nahIM hai| isa taraha pUchane meM hI bhUla hai| isI taraha pUchane ke kAraNa tumheM galata uttara mile haiN| koI mila gayA, jisane kahA ki vahAM hai| pahale himAlaya para huA karatA thA paramahamA kyoMki himAlaya para car3hanA muzkila thaa| phira AdamI vh| car3ha gyaa| phira usako vahAM se haTAnA pdd'aa| phira cAMda para biThA diyaa| aba AdamI vahAM car3ha gayA, aba vahAM se haTAnA pdd'aa| jahAM AdamI pahuMca jAye vahIM se haTAnA par3atA hai| yaha jhUThI bakavAsa hai| paramAtmA bAhara nahIM hai| aura eka to haiM jo kahate haiM vahAM hai| aura phira jaba vahAM nahIM pAte to dUsarA varga hai jo kahatA hai, kahAM hai bolo! pahale hI kahA thA ki nahIM hai| aise Astika aura nAstika lar3ate haiN| jaba yUrI gAgarina pahalI daphA lauTA cAMda kA cakkara lagAkara to jo bAta usane pahalI rUsa ke TelIvijana para kahI vaha yaha, ki maiM dekha AyA cakkara lagAkara; vahAM koI Izvara nahIM hai| aura unhoMne eka bar3A mmujiyama banAyA hai mAsko meM, jisameM sArI aMtarikSa kI yAtrA kI cIjeM ikaTThI kI haiM-sAdhana, yaMtra, usa para yaha vacana mmujiyama ke prathama dvAra para likhakara TAMgA hai yUrI gAgarina kA, ki maiM dekha AyA AkAza meM, ghama AyA cAMda taka, vahAM koI Izvara nahIM hai| isase siddha hotA hai ki Izvara nahIM eka to mUr3ha Astika haiM jo kahate haiM, vhaaN| phira mUr3ha nAstika haiM jo kahate haiM, vahAM nhiiN| ve donoM eka jaise haiN| maiM tumase kahatA hUM,vaha na to bAhara hai, na bAhara nahIM hai, vaha tumhAre bhItara baiThA hai| yUrI gAgarina ko jAnanA ho to cAMda-tAroM para cakkara lagAne kI jarUrata nahIM, apane aMtarAkAza meM utarane kI jarUrata hai| vahAM nahIM khojatA AdamI aura saba jagaha khojatA hai| lekina usako bhI maiM kasUra nahIM duuNgaa| kyoMki jo karor3a AdamI kuMbha melA meM ikaTThe hue haiM ye yUrI gAgarina se bhinna thor3e hI haiM ye bhI bAhara khoja rahe haiN| ve jo karor3oM yAtrI haja kI yAtrA para jAte haiM makkA-madInA, ve bhI bAhara khoja rahe haiN| yUrI gAgarina se bhinna thor3e hI inakA tarka hai! ve jo giranAra jAte haiM, zikharajI jAte haiM, inakA tarka koI bhinna thor3e hI hai! ye bhI bAhara khoja rahe haiN| tuma jo pUchate ho, Izvara kahAM hai? tumane galata prazna pUcha liyaa| isa prazna ke do galata uttara haiM eka ki kahIM bhI nahIM hai, aura eka ki vahAM rhaa| ye donoM galata uttara haiN| maiM tumase kahatA hUM khojanevAle

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meM chipA hai| mata pUcho ki Izvara kyA hai? itanA hI pUcho ki maiM kauna huuN| jisa dina tuma jAna loge ki maiM kauna hUM usI dina tumane paramAtmA ko bhI jAna liyA hai| usake pahale kisI ne kabhI nahIM jAnA hai| pAMcavAM prazna : saMta kabIra Arthika rUpa se bahuta saMpanna na the lekina jaba aneka loga pratidina unake ghara satsaMga va bhajana ke lie ikaTThe hote the to ve unheM bhojana kA AmaMtraNa avazya dete the| patnI va beTe kamAla kI bar3I kaThinAI thI / Akhira eka dina kamAla ne unheM cetAyA; kahA, aba to corI karane ke alAvA koI cArA nhiiN| kabIra bar3e prasanna hue| kahA, are! yaha sujhAva tUne itane dina taka kyoM na diyA? phira kabIra aura kamAla corI karane bhI gye| seMdha mArI, gehUM ke bore khisakAyA kabIra ne kahA, kamAla, ghara ke logoM ko jagAkara khabara kara de ki hama gehUM le jA rahe haiN| isa prakAra yaha kathA Age calatI hai| kabIra ke lie apane-parAye kA bheda na raha gayA thA, saba paramAtmA kA thaa| bhagavAna, kRpayA batAyeM ki kabIra ke sthAna para Apa hote to kyA karate? itanI hI taramIma karatA, itanA hI pharka karatA ki kamAla ko kahatA, AhistA- AhistA nikalanA, ghara ke loga jAga na jaayeN| kyoMki eka to unakA gehUM le cale aura becAroM kI nIMda bhI kharAba karo! zAMti se so rahe haiM, kama se kama sone to do ! itanA pharka aura kucha jyAdA pharka na karatA / chaThavAM prazna : saMsAra kI ciMtA mujhe satAtI hai| loga ati dukhI haiN| maiM unake lie kyA kara sakatA hUM? zAstroM meM bhI bahuta khojatA hUM para kahIM koI mArga nahIM sUjhatA / zAstroM meM kisako kaba mArga milA? khonA ho milA milAyA mArga to zAstroM meM khojo|

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tuma jIvana ko hI nahIM samajha pAte, zAstra ko kyA samajhoge ? jIvana itanI khulI huI kitAba sAmane par3I hai - itanI pragaTa, itanI spaSTa, paramAtmA ke hAthoM likhI sAmane par3I hai, vahI samajha meM nahIM AtI to zabdoM meM saMjoye zAstra to tumhArI samajha meM na A skeNge| tuma isI ko cUka jAte hau| gulAba khilatA hai, usameM tumheM paramAtmA nahIM dikhtaa| tumhAre bhItara caitanya kI dhArA baha rahI hai, usameM paramAtmA nahIM dikhtaa| tuma murdA kitAboM meM, kAgaja para syAhI ke dhabboM meM kyA khoja loge? vahAM to bhaTaka jaaoge| vahAM se tuma na khoja paaoge| hI, jise jIvana meM dikhane lagatA hai use zAstra meM bhI mila jAtA hai| aura jisako jIvana meM hI nahIM dikhatA aise aMdhe ko zAstra meM kyA milegA? tuma kahAnI sunI hai na? pAMca aMdhe gaye hAthI ko dekhne| jiMdA hAthI sAmane khdd'aa| unhoMne TaTolakara bhI dekhA, phira bhI gar3abar3a ho gii| koI kahane lagA, khaMbhe kI taraha hai, jisane paira chuaa| koI kahane lagA, sUpa kI taraha hai, jisane kAna chuA - aura isI trh| aba tuma samajho ki ina aMdhoM ko tuma zAstra de do, jisameM hAthI ke saMbaMdha meM citra banA huA hai| jo asalI hAthI ke sAtha cUka gaye, kAgaja para banI hAthI kI tasvIra para hAtha pherakara kucha samajha pAyeMge? bahuta muzkila hai| bahuta asaMbhava hai| to pahalI to bAta. zAstroM meM mata khoo samaya, svayaM meM lgaao| hA, svayaM kA zAstra khula jAyegA to saba zAstra samajha meM A jaayeNge| aura dUsarI bAta saMsAra kI ciMtA abhI na kro| abhI to tuma apanI kara lo| abhI to tuma apanI hI kara lo to bahutA abhI to tumhArI hI hAlata bar3I gar3abar3a hai| apanI hI nAva DUbI jA rahI hai, tuma kisakI nAva bacAne jA rahe 3: tumheM hI tairanA nahIM AtA, kisI aura dUsare ko bacAne cale jAnA, nahI aura usako DubakI lagavA doge, nahIM DUbatA hogA to DubA doge| ciMtA tumheM hotI hai logoM kI? kabhI apanI hAlata dekhI bhItara ? kahIM aisA to nahIM hai ki logoM kI ciMtA sirpha apane se bacane kI eka tarakIba, palAyana kA eka upAya ho? aksara aisA hai| mere pAsa samAjasevaka A jAte haiN| ve kahate haiM, hama samAjasevA meM lage haiN| maiM unase pUchatA hUM tumane apanI sevA pUrI kara lI? ve kahate haiM, phurasata kahAM? ve kahate haiM, dhyAna ityAdi kI hameM phurasata nhiiN| pahale hama samAja kI sevA kara leN| tumane dhyAna hI nahIM kiyA to tumhArI sevA jhUThI hogii| isake pIche kucha aura prayojana hogaa| yaha sevA bhI saccI nahIM ho sakatI / yaha sevA bhI eka taraha kI zarAba hai, jisameM tuma apane ko bhulAye rakhate ho, DubAye rakhate ho| pahale apane ko to jAna lo thor3I apane se pahacAna kara lo, phira tumhAre bhItara se jo prema uThe, karuNA uThe vaha bhegaa| jarUra bhegaa| maiM usako rokane ko nahIM kahatA, magara ho taba na! abhI to tuma jabaradastI bahA rahe ho| abhI isa bahAne meM kucha sAra nahIM hai| kSitijoM taka mata jA re ai nAsamajha samajha

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bina samajhe - jUjhe yUM vyartha mata ulajha re haThI tunakamijAja, zora mata macA kucha tuka kI bAteM kara, pAgala mata bana o mere mana ! mila-julakara baiTha tanika, rAra mata bar3hA car3hatI dupaharI ko aura mata car3hA apane ko dekhabhAla, duniyA ko chor3a itanA kucha par3ha-likhakara pAgala mata bana o mere mana ! pahale apane ko jarA dekhabhAla kara lo| tuma agara rugNa ho to tuma eka rugNa manuSyatA ke nirmAtA ho| tuma agara dukhI ho to tuma isa jagata meM dukha ko paidA karane kA kAraNa ho| tuma agara AnaMdita nahIM ho to tuma pApI ho| agara tuma mujhase pUcho to mere lie eka hI pApa hai aura vaha hai, AnaMdita na honaa| agara tuma AnaMdita ho to tuma puNyAtmA ho| phira tumheM saba kSamya hai| phira tuma jo karo, tthiik| eka daphe tuma AnaMdita ho jaao| AnaMda ne kabhI kucha galata kiyA nahIM, kara nahIM sktaa| aura dukha ne kabhI kucha ThIka kiyA nahIM; kara nahIM sktaa| dukha se jo hogA, galata hogaa| kitane hI acche hoN| mukhauTe kaise hI pahano dukha se kabhI kucha acchA nahIM huA hai| to aksara aisA hogA ki tuma jisakI sevA karane jAoge usako bhI hAni phuNcaaoge| abhI tuma jahara se bhare ho| abhI tuma dUsare meM hAtha DAloge to jahara hI phailaaoge| pahale amRta se to bha lo| phira tumheM jAnA bhI na pdd'e| zAyada tuma baiThe-baiThe bhI raho to bhI isa jagata meM tumase taraMgeM uTheM, jo logoM ko satya kI tarapha, saccidAnaMda kI tarapha le jaayeN| loga dukhI haiM usakA kula kAraNa itanA hai ki loga dhyAnI nahIM haiM, aura koI kAraNa nahIM hai| aura abhI tumhIM dhyAnI nahIM ho| aura isa jagata ko sukhI karane kA eka hI upAya hai ki kisI taraha dhyAna. dhyAna phailatA jaaye| loga zAMta hoM, svastha, svayaM meM keMdrita hoM to jIvana se dukha miTa jAye / dukha hama paidA karate haiM, koI aura paidA nahIM kara rahA hai| AkhirI prazna : yadi saMsAra lIlA hai, khela hai to isameM itanA dukha kyoM hai? tapedika aura kaiMsara mahAmArI aura mRtyu bhI kyA lIlA ke aMga hai?

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nizcita hI, sabhI kucha lIlA kA aMga hai| aba thoDA socanA par3e kahate haiM, eka sUphI phakIra ko hRdaya meM eka ghAva ho gayA thA aura usameM kIDe par3a gye| aura jaba vaha namAja par3hane jhukatA thA to kIDe gira jaate| usane namAja par3hanI baMda kara dii| aura logoM ne usase kahA ki kyA aba AkhirI vakta, marate vakta nAstika ho gaye? dharma chor3a rahe? jiMdagI bhara namAja par3hI, masjida Aye, aba tuma Ate kyoM nahIM? usane kahA, kaise AUM 2: jaba jhukatA hUM to ye kIr3e gira jAte haiN| ina kIr3oM kA bhI jIvana hai| eka tarapha se dekhane para yaha nAsUra hai aura AdamI dukhI hai| dUsarI tarapha se dekhane para yaha AdamI nAsUra ke kIr3oM ke lie jIvana hai| kIr3e bar3e sukhI haiN| tuma socate ho ki tuma jaba vRkSoM se phala toDate ho to vRkSa bahuta prasanna hote haiM tuma unake lie roga ho| AdamI ko Ate dekhakara vRkSa kahate haiM, yaha AyA rog| jaise kIr3e tumhAre Upara palate haiM aura tuma parezAna hote ho, vaise hI to tuma vRkSoM para pala rahe ho-pairAsAiTa! zoSaka! tuma pUrI prakRti ko naSTa kara rahe ho| pahAr3a khodakara miTA rahe ho, jhIleM bhara rahe ho, aba tuma cAMda-tAroM para bhI jAne lage, vahAM bhI tuma upadrava pahuMcAoge yaha AdamI nAma kI bImArI bar3hatI calI jAtI hai| tumane kitane pazu mAra DAle! tuma kahate ho apane jIvana ke lie, apane bhojana ke lie| jo tumhArA bhojana hai vaha pazu kA to bhojana nahIM ho rahA, vaha to koI bar3A prasanna nahIM ho rahA hai| vaha to mara rahA hai| aba yaha bar3e maje kI bAta hai, tuma agara jaMgala jAo aura kisI zera ko mAra lo to loga phUlamAlA pahanAte haiM ki gajaba bahAdura AdamI! zera ko mArakara calA A rahA hai| rAjAsAhaba ne zera maaraa| aura zera rAjAsAhaba ko mAra le to koI phUla nahIM pahanAtA zera ko ki gajaba! ki zera ne rAjAsAhaba maaraa| magara zera pahanAte hoMge ki gajaba! ThIka kiyaa| eka duzmana miTAyA, eka saphAI kii| tuma eka hI tarapha se dekhate ho-AdamI ke pahalU se, to ar3acana hotI hai| maiMne sunA hai, eka AdamI ke khUna meM do kSayaroga ke kITANu caurAhe para mile khUna kI dhArA meM daur3ate -daudd'te| namaskAra ityAdi hone ke bAda eka ne kahA, lekina tumhArA ceharA bar3A udAsa hai aura pIle -pIle mAlUma par3ate ho| bAta kyA hai, penisilina laga gaI kyA? kSayaroga ke kIr3oM ko penisilina bImArI hai| tuma yaha mata samajhanA ki auSadhi hai! tumhAre lie hogii| yaha jIvana virATa hai! isa jIvana ko saba pahaluoM se dekho| apane ko AdamI ke pahalU se mukta kro| kyoMki vaha sirpha eka koNa hai, vaha sirpha eka dRSTikoNa hai| lIlA kA artha hotA hai, tuma jIvana ko samasta dRSTikoNoM se dekho| taba yahAM kucha bhI galata nahIM hai| taba saba ho rahA hai| eka virATa khela hai| koI hAratA, koI jiittaa| jIta hogI kaise binA hAra ke? tuma kahate ho, kyA hAra bhI khela kA hissA hai? to aisA koI khela banA sakate ho jisameM jIta hI jIta ho, hAra ho hI nhiiN| to khela kaise hogaa| tuma kahate ho, dukha bhI kyA jIta kA hissA hai? kyA dukha ke binA sukha ho sakatA hai? kyA asaphalatA ke binA saphalatA ho sakatI hai? kyA mRtyu ke binA jIvana ho sakatA hai? kyA buDhApe ke

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binA javAnI ho sakatI hai? koI upAya nahIM hai| khela to vaMdva se hI hotA hai, do meM TUTakara hI hotA hai| khela to virodhoM meM hI hotA hai| agara ekarasa raha jAye sthiti to khela baMda ho gyaa| usI ekarasatA ko to hama nirvANa kahate haiN| saMsAra khela hai aura nirvANa khela ke bAhara ho jaanaa| jo samajha gayA rAja, aura jisane dekha liye saba pahalU aura usane kahA, isameM kucha nahIM hai, isameM hAra-jIta saba barAbara? hai| koI hAratA, koI jItatA, lekina aMtataH hisAba meM saba barAbara hai| na koI jItatA, na koI haartaa| koI jAgatA, koI sotaa| koI paidA hotA, koI mrtaa| lekina aMtataH khela saba barAbara hai| Akhira meM na koI maratA, na koI jItA; na koI jAgatA, na koI sotaa| aMtima rUpa meM eka hI bacatA hai, do nhiiN| jisane aisA dekha liyA vaha khela ke bAhara ho gyaa| yA ho sakatA hai paramAtmA usako khela ke bAhara kara detA hai ki bAhara niklo| aba tuma bar3e ho gye| aba tuma khelane ke lAyaka nahIM rhe| aba tuma buddhapuruSa ho gaye aba tuma htto| baccoM ko khelane do, bIca-bIca meM na aao| to unako haTA letA hai| magara hai to khela hii| ho na phariyAda bhI saiyAda kI marjI yaha hai julma para julma sahe muMha se kucha bhI na boleM __ vaha jo khilA rahA hai, usakI marjI yaha hai ki tuma dukha ko bhI pI jAo aise, jaise sukha hai| jahara ko bhI pI jAo aise, jaise amRta hai| ho na phariyAda bhI saiyAda kI marjI yaha hai julma para julma sahe muMha se kucha bhI na boleM zikAyata calI jaaye| lIlA mAnane kA artha hai, aba hamArI koI zikAyata nahIM hai| khela hI hai na! to gaMbhIratA se lene kI koI jarUrata nhiiN| hAre -jIte saba barAbara hai| hAre to hama hAre, jIte to hama haare| jIte to hama jIte, hAre to hama jiite| yahAM koI dUsarA hai hI nhiiN| yahAM eka hI apane ko do meM bAMTakara khela khela rahA hai! yaha jo chiyA-chI ho rahI hai, eka ke hI bIca ho rahI hai| paramAtmA hI bhAga rahA hai, chipa rahA hai| paramAtmA hI bhAga rahA, khoja rhaa| yahAM khojanevAlA aura khojA jAnevAlA do nahIM haiN| sukha ke divasa diye the jisane dena usI kI ye dukha ke bhI dina jisa ghaTa se chalakI thI madirA zeSa usI ghaTa ke ye viSakaNa yaha acaraja kI bAta na koI sIdhA-sAdA khela prakRti kA madhu Rtu se vikraya patajhara kA sadA kiyA karatA hai madhubana

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yaha kama nizcita ise na koI badala sakA hai, badala sakegA isase hI to kahatA hUM? haiM vyartha azru aura vyartha rudana bhI haMsa kara dina kATe sukha ke haMsa-khela kATa phira dukha ke dina bhI dukha ko bhI svIkAra kara lo vaisA, jaisA sukha ko svIkAra kiyaa| svIkAra parama ho jAye to khela zAMta ho jAtA hai| aura koI upAya bhI nahIM hai| do hI mArga haiM. yA to ldd'o| lar3oM to baMTa jAte ho| lar3o to kabhI hAra hotI hai, kabhI jIta hotI hai| kabhI sukha, kabhI dukh| kabhI parAjaya, kabhI vijy| kabhI seharA baMdhatA, kabhI dhUla meM cAroM khAne cita par3a jaate| yA to lar3o-eka upaay| lar3oM to vaMdva hai| yA mata lar3oM aura sAkSI ho jaao| to phira na koI hAra hai, na koI jIta hai| sAkSI kA artha hai, khela ke bAhara ho gye| kartA kA artha hai, khela ke hisse| bhoktA kA artha hai, khela ke hisse| sAkSI kA artha hai, khela ke bAhara ho gye| dUra baiThakara darzaka kI taraha dekhane lge| rahe yahAM khar3e bhI to bhI darzaka mAtra kI taraha hI raha gye| aura yahAM to saba badala rahA hai, sirpha eka hI nahIM badala rahA hai : saakssii| kala jisa Thaura khar3I thI duniyA Aja nahIM usa ThAMva hai jisa AMgana thI dhupa subaha usa apAna meM aba chAMva hai pratipala nUtana janma yahAM para pratipala nUtana mRtyu hai dekha AMkha malate -malate hI badala gayA saba gAMva hai rUpa nadI-taTa tU kyA apanA mukhar3A mala-mala dho rahI hai na dUsarI bAra nahAnA saMbhava bahatI dhAra meM koI motI gUMtha suhAgana tU apane galahAra meM magara videzI rUpa na baMdhanevAlA hai siMgAra meM yahAM rUpa bana hI nahIM paataa| banate-banate bigar3a jAtA hai| koI motI gUMtha suhAgana tU apane galahAra meM magara videzI rUpa na baMdhanevAlA hai siMgAra meM yahAM kucha ThaharatA hI nahIM to siMgAra bane kaise! yahAM kucha ThaharatA hI nahIM to jIta aMtima kaise ho? yahAM jIta hAra meM badala jAtI hai, hAra jIta meM badala jAtI hai| yahAM kisI bhI cIja ko usakI aMtima sImA taka khIMcakara le jAo, vaha apane se viparIta meM badala jAtI hai| jIte cale jAo, Akhira meM mauta A jAtI hai|

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kala jisa Thaura khar3I thI duniyA Aja nahIM usa ThAMva hai pratipala saba bhAgA jA rahA hai, badalA jA rahA hai| jisa AMgana thI dhupa subaha usa apAna meM aba chAMva hai jahAM saphalatA thI vahAM asaphalatA ke aaNsuu| jahAM maraNa kA rudana thA, vahAM aba utsava hai, vivAha ho rahA hai, maMDapa saje haiN| pratipala nUtana janma yahAM para pratipala nUtana mRtyu hai yahAM to pratipala mauta ghaTa rahI hai, pratipala jIvana ghaTa rahA hai| bar3I bhAgadaur3a hai| pUpa-chAMva kA bar3A khela hai| dekha AMkha malate -malate hI, badala gayA saba gAMva hai tuma jarA dekho to, AMkha malate hI malate saba badalA jA rahA hai| isa badalAhaTa ko, isa rUpAMtaraNa ko hama kahate haiM lIlA, khel| ise gaMbhIratA se liyA to uljhe| ise gaMbhIratA se liyA to phNse| gaMbhIratA se liyA to galaphAsa ho jAtI hai| aura gaMbhIratA se na liyA khela-khela meM liyA, haMsa-haMsakara liyA, bAta badala gii| tuma bAhara ho gye| rUpa nadI-taTa tU kyA apanA mukhar3A mala-mala dho rahI hai na dUsarI bAra nahAnA saMbhava bahatI dhAra meM herAklatu ne kahA na? dubArA eka hI nadI meM nahIM utarA jA sktaa| yahAM koI bhI cIja bArA nahIM miltii| jo gayA so gayA, phira nahIM lautttaa| jo AyA vaha bhI jAne kI taiyArI kara rahA hai| phUla khila bhI nahIM pAtA ki kumhalAnA zurU ho jAtA hai| yahAM tuma sukha-dukha ke hisAba mata lgaao| eka hI sikke ke do pahalU haiN| koI motI gUMtha suhAgana tU apane galahAra meM magara videzI rUpa na baMdhanevAlA hai siMgAra meN| yahAM kucha bhI baMdha nahIM paataa| kucha bhI thira nahIM ho paataa| isa athira laharoM ke jAla ko hamane lIlA kahA hai| lIlA kA itanA hI artha hai, gaMbhIratA se na lenaa| khela hai| agara lIlA samajho to draSTA ho skoge| agara gaMbhIratA se liyA to kartA ho jaaoge| kartA hue ki dukha meM par3e, sukha meM par3e, bhoktA hue| kartA hue ki ahaMkAra kI khoja ne tumheM gherA jAla zurU huA| phNse| kartA na rahe, sirpha dekhA, sirpha dekhate rahe. dekhate rahe; kucha bhI bhAva na jor3A acche bure kA, zubha kA, azubha kA, pakSa-vipakSa kA, aisA ho, aisA na ho-aisA kucha bhI bhAva mana meM saMgRhIta na kiyA, basa dekhate rahe, jaise apanA kucha lenA-denA nhiiN| nirapekSa! taTastha! vahIM se sUtra mila jaataa| vahIM se tuma bhaMga kIr3e ke pIche baMdhe hue rezama ke dhAge ko pakar3a lete ho aura vahIM se tuma eka dima usa parama jyoti ke davAra taka pahuMca jAte jisakA nAma paramAtmA hai| Aja itanA hii|

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dinAMka 29 janavarI, 1977; zrI ozo Azrama, koregAMva pArka pUnA / aSTAvakra uvaac| ni:svabhAva yogI anirvacanIya hai - ( pravacana - cauthA ) nirodhAdIni karmANi jahAMti jdddhiirydi| manorathAn pralApAMzna krpumaammotyttsnnaat|| 251 / / maMdaH zrutvApi tadvastu na jahAMti vimuuddhtaam| nirvikalpo bhirytnaadntrvissylaals|| 25211 jJAnAdagalitakarmA yo lokadvaSTaApi krmkRt| nAmotyavasaraM kartuM vaktumeva na kiMcana // 25311 kya tamaH kya prakAzo vA hAna kya na na kicana / nirvikArastha dhIrastha nirAtaMkastha sarvadA / / 25411 kya dhairya kya vivekitva kya nirAtaMkatAyi vA / anirvAvyasvabhAvastha niHsvabhAvastha yoginaH / / 25511 na svagoM naiva narako jIvanyuktirna caiva hi ! bahunA kimuktena yogadvaSTadhA na kiMcana / / 25611 naiva prArthayate lAbha nAlAbhenAnazocati! dhIrastha zItalaM cittamamRtenaiva pUritam / / 257 / / gautama buddha ne sAmrAjya chor3A, dhana- vaibhava chodd'aa| eka ati se dUsarI ati para cale gye| saba tyaagaa| zarIra ko jitane kaSTa diye jA sakate the, diye| zarIra sUkhakara kATe jaisA ho gyaa| itane durbala ho gaye ki uThanA-baiThanA muzkila ho gyaa| niraMjanA nadI ko pAra kara rahe the ki pAra na kara ske| dhArA prabala thI aura zakti nahIM thI pAra karane kii| eka vRkSa kI jar3oM ko pakar3akara laTaka rahe / khayAla AyA mana meM, saba mere pAsa thA taba mujhe kucha na milaa| saba maiMne gaMvA diyA to bhI mujhe kucha na milaa| kahIM kucha cUka ho rahI hai| kahIM kucha nizcita bhUla ho rahI hai| bhoga se tyAga kI

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tarapha calA gayA, na bhoga se milA na tyAga se milaa| kahIM aura bhI kucha maulika bAta hai jo merI dRSTi meM nahIM par3a rahI hai| aise jar3oM ko pakar3akara laTake the ki pAsa se kucha grAmINa striyAM gAMva kA gIta gunagunAtI nikalatI thiiN| unake gIta ke svara the sitAra ke tAroM ko DhIlA mata chor3a do svara ThIka nahIM nikalatA para unheM itanA kaso bhI mata ki TUTa jAyeM jo sadaguruoM ke pAsa nahIM ho sakA thA vaha una gaMvAra striyoM ke gIta ko sunakara ho gayA| eka kiraNa phuuttii| jar3a se laTake - laTake niraMjanA meM buddha ko bodha huA ki maiM atiyoM ke bIca to calA gayA, madhya meM nahIM rukaa| zAyada mArga madhya hai| usI rAta, jaise eka dina rAjya chor3a diyA thA, unhoMne tyAga bhI chor3a diyaa| jaise eka dina dhana chor3a diyA thA vaise hI unhoMne dhyAna bhI chor3a diyaa| jaise eka dina saMsAra chor3a diyA thA vaise hI nirvANa kI kAmanA bhI chor3a dii| aura usI rAta ghaTanA ghttii| subaha gautama buddha ho gye| mana prabuddha huA gautama buddha huaa| eka jAgaraNa ! jAgaraNa ghaTA madhya meN| jinhoMne bhI satya ko jAnA hai una sabhI ne ati ko varjita kiyA hai| ati sarvatra vrjyet| aura mana ati ke prati bar3A Atura hai| eka ati se dUsarI ati para jAnA mana ke lie bar3A sugama hai| isase jyAdA aura koI sugama bAta nhiiN| ghar3I ke peMDulama kI taraha hai- bAyeM se dAyeM, dAyeM se bAyeM DolatA rhtaa| lekina jaba madhya meM ruka jAtA to ghar3I ruka jaatii| ghar3I ruka gaI, samaya ruka gyaa| kAlAtIta hue| vahIM hai samAdhi / vahIM hai samAdhAna | ina sUtroM ko smjheN| pahalA sUtra hai: nirodhAdIni karmANi jahAMti jaDadhIryadi / manorathAn pralApAMzyaca krtumaamnotyttknnaat|| 'yadi ajJAnI cittanirodhAdi karmoM ko chor3atA bhI hai to vaha tatkSaNa manorathoM aura pralApoM ko pUrA karane meM pravRtta ho jAtA hai| ' aisA hamArA mana hai| kisI taraha agara bhoga chor3ate haiM to yoga meM pravRtta ho jAte haiN| phira agara koI jJAnI mila jAye, satyuruSa mila jAye aura kahe ki kyA pAgalapana meM par3e ho ? tyAga se kahIM hogA? to hama tatkSaNa tyAga bhI chor3a dete haiN| phira hama bhoga meM lauTa jAte haiN| aSTAvakra tumheM sAvadhAna kara rahe haiM isa sUtra se ki merI bAtoM ko sunakara tuma yaha mata samajha lenA ki maiM tumhAre bhoga kA samarthana kara rahA hUM maiM to tumhAre tyAga kA bhI samarthana nahIM kara rahA hUM tumhAre bhoga ke samarthana kI to bAta hI nahIM hai| aSTAvakra tumhArA samarthana kara hI nahIM skte| aura yahI ajJAnI kI jar3atA hai| vaha hara cIja ko apane samarthana meM letA hai| vaha socatA hai ki calo, dhana se nahIM milA to dhyAna se, dharma se, dAna se| pada se nahIM milA to tyAga se| sukha-suvidhA

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se nahIM milA, kAMTo kI zathyA para leTakara pAyeMge, lekina pAkara rheNge| lekina maiM pAkara rhgaa| saba chor3atA-pakar3atA hai, eka maiM ko nahIM chodd'taa| bar3A prasiddha vacana hai rAbiyA- ala-adAbiyA kaa| eka gumarAha AdamI ne rAbiyA se kahA ki yadi maiM dharma ke mArga para laga jAUM to kyA Izvara merI tarapha jhukegA, ugakha hogA? 'vhedara gADa vuDa inaklAina TvaIsa mI ipha Aya geTa kanavaTeMDa?' rAbiyA ne kahA, nahIM kabhI nhiiN|'no, iTa ija jasTa da apojitt| ipha hI stha inaklAina TuvarDsa yU dena yU kaina bI kanavaTeMDA' isase ThIka ulaTI bAta hai| prabhu tumhArI tarapha jhuke to tuma dharmamArga meM saMlagna hooge tumhAre jhukane se nahIM tumhAre dharmamArga meM pravRtta hone se nahIM; tumhAre kiye to kucha bhI na hogaa| tuma hI to tumhArA saba anakiyA ho| tumhArA yaha ahaMkAra hI to tumhAre jIvana kA kArAgRha to pahale tuma dhana ikaTThA karate ho, phira tyAga ikaTThA karane lgte| saMsAra jor3ate ho, phira mokSa joDne lagate, magara tuma bane rhte| tuma bane hI rhte| yaha jo tumhArA ahaMkAra hai yaha kevala madhya meM jAtA hai; jaba na isa tarapha, na usa trph| una sabako sAvadhAna karane ke lie| ye to aba aMtima sUtra A rahe haiM aSTAvakra ke to unheM jo kahanA thA, dhIre- dhIre saba kaha cuke haiN| aba AkhirI cetAvaniyAM haiN| pahalI cetAvanI 'yadi ajJAnI cittanirodhAdi karmoM ko chor3atA bhI hai...|' pahale to ajJAnI bhoga hI nahIM chodd'taa| kisI taraha bhoga chor3a de to jisa pAgalapana se bhoga meM lagA thA usI pAgalapana se yoga meM laga jAtA hai| vahI dhuna! viSaya to badala jAtA hai, vRtti nahIM bdltii| sikke ikaTThe karatA thA to aba puNya ikaTThA karatA hai, magara ikaTThA karatA hai| isa jagata meM sukha cAhatA thA, aba paraloka meM sukha cAhatA hai, magara sukha cAhatA hai| isa jagata meM bhayabhIta hotA thA ki koI merA sukha na chIna le, aba paraloka meM bhayabhIta hotA hai, koI merA sukha na chIna le| bhaya kAyama hai| lobha kAyama hai| pahale prArthanAyeM karatA thA, prabhu aura de-baDA sAmrAjya, aura dhana, aura pada, aura prtisstthaa| aba kahatA hai, prabhu, yaha saba kucha nahIM caahie| aba to svarga meM bulA le| aba to svarga kA hI sukha cAhie; magara cAhie abhI bhii| pahale bhI prabhu kA upayoga karanA cAhatA thA, aba bhI karanA cAhatA hai| nahIM, rAbiyA ThIka kahatI hai| agara prabhu tumhArI tarapha jhuke to tuma dhArmika ho skoge| tumhAre dhArmika hone se prabhu tumhArI tarapha nahIM jhukegA purAnA vacana hai ijipta ke phakIroM kA ki jaba tuma guru ko cunate ho to bhUlakara aisA mata kahanA ki maiMne tujhe cunA kyoMki vahIM bhUla ho gii| jaba tuma guru ko cunate ho to yahI kahanA ki dhanyavAda, ki Apane mujhe cunaa| ijipta ke purAne sUtroM meM eka aura sUtra hai ki jaba bhI koI ziSya guru ko cunatA hai to usake pahale hI guru ne use cuna liyA hai, anyathA vaha guru kI tarapha A hI na sakatA thaa| maulika AdhArabhUta bAta yaha hai ki kisI taraha se tumhArA ahaMkAra nirmita na ho|

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ala-hillAja maMsUra ko sUlI para laTakA diyaa| usake hAtha-paira kATa DAle, use mAra ddaalaa| kyoMki usane eka aisI udaghoSaNA kI analahaka kI-ki maiM Izvara hUM ki musalamAna baradAzta na kara ske| eka musalamAna phakIra asa simanAnI ne eka gIta likhA hai| usa gIta meM usane likhA hai ki jisa dina ala-hillAja maMsUra ko sUlI lagI, usa rAta usa gAva ke eka sAdhu AdamI ne svapna dekhaa| svapna meM usane dekhA ki ala-hillAja svarga le jAyA jA rahA hai| yaha use bharosA na aayaa| yaha bhI usa bhIr3a meM maujUda thA, jisane patthara pheMke the, jisane ala-hillAja ko sUlI dene ke lie nAre lagAye the| ise to bharosA na AyA, ala-hillAja aura svarga le jAyA jA rahA hai! to usane paramAtmA se pUchA-simanAnI kI kavitA aisI hai-usane paramAtmA se kahA: OGood! Why was a pharoh condiment to the flimes For crying out: "I am god!" And Hallaj is wrept away to heaven For crying out the same words: "I am God!" The he heard a voice speaking: When pharoh spoke those words He thought only of himself he had forgotten me. When Hallaj uttered those words_the same words He had forgotten himself He thought only for me. Therefore the 'I am in pharoh's mouth' Was a curse to him And in Hallaj's the "I am" Is the effect of my grace. eka AdamI ne svapna dekhA, jisa rAta maMsUra ko sUlI lagI, ki maMsUra svarga le jAyA jA rahA hai| vaha becaina huaa| usane cillAkara paramAtmA se pUchA, ki pheroha ne bhI kahA thA-pheroha, ijipta ke samrATa-unhoMne bhI dAvA kiyA thA ki hama Izvara haiN| pheroha ne bhI kahA thA, maiM Izvara huuN| lekina hamane to sunA hai ki pheroha ko narka kI agni meM DAlA gyaa| aura pheroha ko bar3A daMDa diyA gayA aura bar3A kaSTa diyA gyaa| aura tU bar3A nArAja huA thA aura pheroha niMdita huA| aura hillAja ne bhI vahI zabda kahe haiM ki maiM Izvara huuN| phira isa hillAja ko kyoM svarga kI tarapha le jAyA jA rahA hai? to Izvara ne kahA: 'jaba pheroha ne kahA thA, maiM Izvara hUM to mujhe bilakula bhUla gayA thA maiM

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anupasthita thA usakI AvAja meM, vahI maujUda thaa| vaha ahaMkAra kI ghoSaNA thii| aura jaba hillAja ne kahA to bAta bilakula ulTI thii| zabda vahI the, bAta bilakula ulTI thii| maiM maujUda thA, hillAja bilakula miTa gayA thaa| zabda vahI the| pheroha ke zabdoM meM pheroha thA, maiM nahIM thaa| hillAja ke zabdoM meM maiM thA, hillAja nahIM thaa| merI gaira-maujUdagI pheroha ke lie abhizApa bana gaI aura merI maujUdagI maMsUra ke lie AzISa bana gii|' saba nirbhara karatA hai eka choTI-sI bAta pr| eka choTI-sI bAta para saba dAromadAra hai : tuma jo karate ho usase maiM na bhre| to binA kiye bhI AdamI paramAtmA taka pahuMca jAtA hai| aura tuma karate ho lAkha karo japa-tapa, yajJa-yAga, kucha bhI na hogaa| agara tuma karanevAle maujUda ho, to tuma akar3ate jaaoge| tuma jitane vajanI hote ho, paramAtmA utanA dUra ho jAtA hai| tuma jitane maujUda hote ho utanA paramAtmA gaira-maujUda ho jAtA hai| jaba mere pAsa koI Akara kahatA hai ki Izvara kahAM hai, hama dekhanA cAhate haiM! to bar3I kaThinAI hotI hai unheM yaha bAta samajhAne meM ki Izvara ko tuma taba taka na dekha sakoge, jaba taka tuma ho| tumhArI maujUdagI paradA hai| Izvara para koI paradA nahIM hai, Izvara ughar3A khar3A hai, nagna khar3A hai| paradA tumhArI AMkha para hai aura paradA tumhArA hai| aSTAvakra kahate haiM, khayAla rakhanA : nirodhAdIni karmANi jahAMti jdddhiirydi| loga aise jar3abuddhi haiM ki eka to bahuta muzkila hai ki ve bhoga se bAhara nikaleM phira kabhI nikala AyeM kisI saubhAgya ke kSaNa meM to usI aMdhepana se yoga meM par3a jAte hai| citta ke nirodha meM laga jAte haiN| pahale citta kA bhoga, phira citta kA nirodha| pahale citta ke gulAma banakara calate, aba citta kI chAtI para caDhakara jabaradastI citta ko zAMta karanA cAhate haiN| ___ aura agara ye mUDhUdhI, ye jar3abuddhi loga rAjI bhI ho jAyeM, samajha meM inake A jAye to bhI ye galata samajha lete haiN| kahA kucha, suna kucha lete haiN| aSTAvakra ke sUtroM ko par3hakara bahuta bAra tumhAre mana meM bhI uThA hogA are! to phira dhyAna ityAdi kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai? to phira majA kreN| to phira jaise haiM vaise bilakula ThIka haiN| aSTAvakra yahI nahIM kaha rahe haiN| aSTAvakra dhyAna se nIce girane ko nahIM kaha rahe haiM, dhyAna se Upara jAne ko kaha rahe haiN| donoM hAlata meM dhyAna chuTa jAtA hai, lekina nIce girakara mata chor3a denA, Upara uThakara chodd'naa| ala-hillAja aura pheroha ke zabda eka jaise haiN| pheroha nIce girakara bolA, hillAja apane se Upara uThakara bolaa| dhyAna ke pAra bhI loga gaye haiN| jo gaye haiM vahI pahuMce haiN| lekina dhyAna se nIce girakara to tuma bhoga meM gira jaaoge| 'yadi ajJAnI citta-nirodhAdi karmoM ko chor3atA bhI hai to vaha tatthaNa manorathoM aura pralApoM ko pUrA karane meM pravRtta ho jAtA hai|'

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vaha phira vApisa lauTa gyaa| vahI purAne manoratha, vahI dabI-bujhI kaamnaayeN| vahI pIche rAkha meM jo chipa gaye the aMgAre, phira pragaTa ho jAte haiN| phira Aga dhU-dhUkara jalane lagatI hai| phira purAnA dhuA uThatA hai| phira purAnA pralApa, vaha purAnA pAgalapana phira vApisa A gyaa| vaha kahIM gayA to nahIM thaa| nirodha se kabhI jAtA bhI nahIM hai| jabaradastI kisI taraha rokakara baiThe the| kisI bhAMti bAMdha-baMdhakara apane ko taiyAra kara liyA thaa| yaha koI saMtatva nahIM hai, sainika ho gaye the| kavAyada sIkha lI thii| abhyAsa kara liyA thaa| sainika bhI kaise zAMta mUrtivata khar3e hue mAlUma par3ate haiM varSoM ke abhyAsa se lekina tuma unako buddha mata samajha lenA| ve koI saMta nahIM haiN| bhItara Aga jala rahI hai| khar3e haiM, bhItara jvAlAmukhI sulaga rahA hai| tumhAre tathAkathita sAdhu-muni, tumhAre mahAtmA, sainika haiM, saMta nhiiN| apane se lar3a-lar3akara, kisI taraha unhoMne sukhA-sukhAkara, apane bhItara kI vAsanAoM ko dabA dabAkara eka Ayojana kara liyA hai, eka anuzAsana biThA liyA hai| bure nahIM haiM, yaha bAta saca hai| aparAdhI nahIM haiM, yaha bAta saca hai| agara unhoMne koI aparAdha bhI kiyA hogA to apane khilApha kiyA hai, kisI aura ke khilApha nahIM kiyA hai| lekina mukta bhI nahIM haiN| saMta nahIM haiM, jyAdA se jyAdA sajjana haiN| durjana nahIM haiM yaha bAta saca hai| kisI ke ghara corI karane nahIM gaye aura kisI kI hatyA nahIM kI, lekina hatyArA bhItara chipA baiThA hai| aura cora bhI maujUda hai| aura kisI bhI dina ThIka avasara para varSA ho jAye to pragaTa ho sakatA tumane yaha khayAla kiyA? rAha se tuma jA rahe ho, eka rupayA kinAre para par3A hai; tuma nahIM utthaate| tuma kahate, maiM koI cora thor3e hI! phira soco ki eka hajAra rupaye par3e haiM to thor3A-sA lalacAte ho| para phira bhI himmata bAMdha lete ho ki maiM koI cora thor3e hI! lekina eka-do daphe lauTakara dekhte| phira jAra paDe haiM, taba hAtha meM uThA lete ho| uThAte ho, rakhate ho| ki yaha maiM kyA kara rahA haM? maiM koI cora thoDe hI hUM! jAne kI himmata nahIM hotii| aba chor3akara jAne kI himmata nahIM hotii| AsapAsa dekhate ho, koI dekha bhI to nahIM rahA, uThA kyoM na lUM? lekina agara dasa lAkha par3e haiM to phira jhijhaka bhI nahIM hotii| maiMne sunA hai, mullA nasaruddIna eka strI se bolA donoM car3ha rahe the liphTa meM kisI makAna kI-ekAMta pAkara usane kahA ki kyA vicAra hai? agara eka rAta mere sAtha ruka jAye to hajAra rupaye duuNgaa| usa strI ne kahA, tumane mujhe samajhA kyA hai? to usane kahA, acchA do hajAra le lenaa| strI thor3I narama par3I para phira bhI nArAja thii| mullA ne kahA, acchA to pAMca hajAra le lenaa| taba bilakula ho gii| mullA ne kahA, pAca rupaye ke saMbaMdha meM kyA khayAla hai? vaha strI to bhanabhanA gii| usane kahA, tumane mujhe samajhA kyA hai? mullA ne kahA, vaha to hama samajha gaye ki tU kauna hai| terI kImata to tUne batA dii| tU kauna hai yaha to patA cala gayA, aba to mola-bhAva karanA hai| pAMca hajAra meM to tU rAjI thI to tU kauna hai yaha to patA cala gayA, aba mola- bhAva..! aba pAMca se zurU karate haiN| tumhArI jIvana kI jo sajjanatA hai usakI sImAyeM haiN| saMta kI sajjanatA kI koI sImA nahIM

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hai| tumhArI sajjanatA sazarta hai| kucha zarteM badala jAyeM, tumhArI sajjanatA badala jAtI hai| saMta kI sajjanatA bezarta hai| tumhAre bIja haiM, ThIka bhUmi mila jAye aura varSA ho to tuma aMkurita ho jaaoge| isalie pataMjali ne saMta ko kahA hai : dagdhabIja / usakA bIja jala gayA hai| aba cAhe varSA ho, cAhe ThIka bhUmi mile, cAhe na mile| cAhe mAlI mile kuzala se kuzala aura lAkha upAya kare to bhI dagdhabIja se aba aMkura paidA hone ko nahIM hai| to aSTAvakra kI bAtoM ko sunakara tumhAre bhItara ve jo chupe hue pralApa haiM vekaheMge, are, hama bhI kahA parezAna ho rahe the! kahA patajaliyoM ke cakkara meM par3a gaye the! chor3o bhI! aSTAvakra ne ThIka khaa| to apanA lauTa cleN| vahI pAgalapana, vahI purAnA jIvana, vahI ThIka hai| aSTAvakra yaha nahIM kaha rahe haiN| aisI bhUla meM mata par3a jaanaa| aSTAvakra bhoga ke pakSa meM nahIM haiN| aSTAvakra to yoga taka ke pakSa meM nahIM haiN| kyoMki aSTAvakra kahate haiM, bhoga se bhI ahaMkAra hI bhrtaa| bhoga meM bhI kartA- bhoktA, aura yoga meM bhI kartA - yogii| donoM se ahaMkAra bharatA / aura usI ghar3I paramAtmA utaratA, jahAM ahaMkAra nahIM hai| 'maMdamati usa tatva ko sunakara bhI mUr3hatA ko nahIM chor3atA hai| vaha bAhya vyApAra meM saMkalparahita huA viSaya kI lAlasAvAlA hotA hai|' maMdaH hatvApi tadvastu na jahAMti vimUDhatAm / nirvikalpo bahiryatnAt aNtrvissylaals|| maMdamati kA artha maMdamati kA artha mUr3ha nahIM hotA, jaisA hama mUr3ha kA upayoga karate haiN| mUr3ha kA to artha hotA hai, mUrkha, jo sunakara samajha hI na paaye| jo yaha bhI na samajha pAye ki kyA kahA gyaa| maMdamati kA artha hotA hai, jo samajhatA to hai lekina samaya nikala jAne para samajhatA hai; jarA dera se samajhatA hai| sustamati / jaba samajhanA cAhie taba nahIM samajhatA / jaba samaya nikala jAtA hai taba samajhatA hai| jaise, vAsanA vyartha hai yaha agara bur3hApe meM samajhA to maMdamati, javAnI meM samajhA to tejasvI / bur3hApe meM to samaya nikala gyaa| aba pachatAye hota kA, cir3iyA cuga gaI kheta! bur3hApe meM to sabhI samajhadAra ho jAte haiM, kyoMki nAsamajha hone kA upAya hI nahIM raha jaataa| ke hote hote to vAsanAyeM svayaM hI kSINa ho jAtI haiM to phira vAsanAmukta hone kA majA ahaMkAra lene lagatA ke javAnoM para haMsate haiM aura samajhate haiM, mUr3ha haiN| aura ThIka yahI mUr3hatAyeM unhoMne apanI javAnI meM kI haiM aura unake ke una para haMsa rahe the| aura una ko ke sAtha bhI pahale yahI ho cukA hai| jo ke hone kI vajaha se buddhimAna ho gaye haiM unakI buddhimAnI do kaur3I kI hai| kyoMki bur3hApe buddhimAnI ke paidA hone kA koI bhI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| bur3hApe se to eka hI bAta hotI hai ki aba tuma kucha bAteM karane meM vivaza ho gaye, aba nahIM kara skte| avaza ho gaye ho| aba isa avazatA ko tuma suMdara zabdoM meM DhAMkakara tyAga - tapazcaryA banAte ho / kAphkA kI eka bar3I prasiddha kahAnI hai ki eka sarkasa meM eka AdamI thA jo upavAsa karane

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meM bar3A kuzala thaa| lekina sarkasa bahuta bar3A thA aura eka rAjadhAnI meM bahuta mahInoM taka rukA aura upavAsa karane kI vajaha se usakI tarapha koI jyAdA dhyAna bhI nahIM detA thaa| usako na 10 ejana kI jarUrata thI, na koI ciMtA thI / vaha to apane ghAsa kA eka bistara banA liyA thA, usameM par3A rahatA thaa| kucha aisA huA ki sarkasa ke zoragula meM loga bhUla hI gye| mainejara usakA khayAla hI bhUla gyaa| bar3A upadrava thA, bhArI rAjadhAnI thI, bar3I bhIr3a-bhAr3a thii| koI dasa-paMdraha dina bIta gaye taba eka dina mainejara ko khayAla AyA ki usa upavAsa karanevAle kA kyA huA? aura usakA thA bhI taMbU Akhira meN| to vaha bhAgA huA gyaa| vaha AkhirI sAMseM gina rahA thA upavAsa karanevAlA / paMdraha dina na to koI dekhane AyA, na kisI ne phikra lii| mainejara to hairAna huA, usane kahA, pAgala ! tUne bhojana kyoM nahIM kara liyA? na koI dekhane AyA, na terI koI phikra kii| tU jAkara bhojana kara letA / to usane kahA, Aja eka rAja kI bAta tumase kheN| usakI AvAja bahuta dhImI ho gaI thI, vaha maraNAsanna thaa| mainejara ko pAsa bulAkara usane kAna meM kahA ki asala bAta yaha hai ki bhojana karane meM mujhe rasa hI nahIM hai| koI upavAsa thor3e hI kara rahA hUM! maiM kisI eka mahAbImArI se grasita hUM ki merA svAda mara gayA hai| bhojana maiM kara hI nahIM sktaa| yaha upavAsa to aba isa majabUrI ko bhI jIvana ko calAne kA Ayojana banAne meM kAma lA rahA huuN| yaha upavAsa to sirpha bahAnA hai| loga Ate the, dekhate the, to maiM prasanna rahatA thaa| ina paMdraha dina meM koI bhI nahIM AyA to maiM bilakula sikur3a gayA huuN| vahI merA majA thaa| vaha jo ahaMkAra kI tRpti hotI thI ki loga A rahe haiM, vahI merA bhojana thaa| bhojana to maiM kara hI nahIM sktaa| bhojana karanA saMbhava nahIM hai| yaha upavAsa merA koI tapa nahIM thaa| yaha merI eka durbalatA thI / tumhAre bahuta-se sAdhu - saMnyAsI aneka taraha kI durbalatAoM se grasita haiN| ina durbalatAoM ko unhoMne naye-naye AbhUSaNa pahanA rakhe haiN| aba maiM tumase kahUM, agara buddha jaisA koI vyakti kahe ki satya ko tarka se nahIM pAyA jAtA, samajha meM AtA hai| mahAvIra jaisA koI vyakti kahe ki satya ko tarka se nahIM pAyA jA sakatA, samajha meM AtA hai| aSTAvakra kaheM, satya ko tarka se nahIM pAyA jA sakatA, samajha meM AtA hai| lekina koI buddha jisako tarka kA a ba sa nahIM AtA vaha kahe ki satya ko tarka se nahIM pAyA jA sakatA to yaha bAta sirpha durbalatA ko chipAne kI hai| isakA koI mUlya nahIM hai| ye bAteM eka jaisI lagatI haiN| isalie aneka mUr3hoM ko bhI yaha suvidhA hai ki ve bhI kaha deM, tarka meM kyA rakhA hai? tarka to karanA AtA nhiiN| tarka karanA koI sAdhAraNa bAta to nahIM hai| prakhara buddhi cAhie, talavAra kI taraha dhAra cAhie, medhA caahie| to tarka meM koI sAra nahIM hai yaha koI bhI kaha sakatA hai| dasa meM nau maukoM para yaha jhUTha hotA hai| tarka meM koI sAra nahIM hai yaha usI ko kahane kA haka hai jisane tarka kiyA ho aura pAyA ho ki

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sAra nahIM hai| kamajoriyoM ko mata chipaanaa| bur3hApe meM aksara ho jAtA hai; vIrya -UrjA samApta huI loga brahmacarya kI bAteM karane lagate haiN| javAnoM ko mUr3ha kahane lagate haiN| aba jo svayaM nahIM kara sakate usako kama se kama gAlI to dene kA majA le sakate haiN| eka gaharI IrSyA pakar3a jAtI hai| isa IrSyA ke kAraNa jo maMtavya diye jAte haiM unakA koI bhI mUlya nahIM hai| maMdabuddhi kA artha hotA hai, maMdamati kA artha hotA hai, avasara bIta jAtA hai taba akala AtI hai| jaba varSA bIta gaI taba unheM khayAla AtA hai ki are, varSA bIta gaI, phasala bo denI thii| lekina aba phasala nahIM boyI jA sakatI, aba samaya jA cukaa| maMdabuddhi kA eka hI artha hotA hai, jaba kSaNa maujUda ho vahAM tuma maujUda nhiiN| prakhara buddhi kA eka hI artha hotA hai, jaba cunautI maujUda ho taba tuma maujUda ho usa cunautI ko aMgIkAra karane ko, usa cunautI ke lie prati uttara dene ko tumhArA prANa tatpara hai| tuma pUre -pUre maujUda ho| buddhimAnI eka taraha kI upasthiti hai-prejensa Apha maaiNdd| caitanya kI eka upasthiti hai| 'maMdamati usa tatva ko sunakara bhI mUr3hatA ko nahIM chor3atA hai|' to maMdamati sunatA huA mAlUma par3atA hai| aisA lagatA hai, suna bhI liyA usne| yaha bhI ho sakatA hai, tote kI taraha raTa bhI le, lekina phira bhI krAMti nahIM ghaTatI hai| aura jaba taka krAMti na ghaTe taba taka jAnanA, sunA huA sunA huA nahIM hai sune hue kA koI mUlya nahIM hai tuma lAkha sunate raho, kyA hogA? kAnoM meM thor3I-sI AvAja ke gUMjane se thoDe hI koI krAMti hotI hai! phira AvAja kisakI thI isase bhI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| buddhapuruSoM ko tumane sunA hai aura kucha bhI nahIM huA jinoM ke pAsa se tuma gujare ho aura kucha bhI nahIM huA| paramahaMsoM kI havA meM tuma uThe-baiThe ho aura kucha bhI nahIM huA| tumheM kucha chUtA hI nhiiN| kyoMki jahAM se chU sakatA hai vahAM to tuma maujUda nahIM ho| vahAM to buddhi bahuta maMda hai| vahAM to tuma itane zithila ho, jisakA hisAba nhiiN| isake pariNAma hote haiN| isakA eka pariNAma yaha hotA hai ki jaba krAisTa maujUda hote haiM to loga sunate nahIM, jaba mara jAte haiM taba pUjA karate haiM yaha mNdbuddhi| jaba buddha hote haiM taba gAliyAM dete haiM, jaba baddha cale jAte haiM taba murtiyAM banAte haiN| inako bar3I dera se akala AtI hai| aba buddha kI mUrti ke sAmane sira paTakane se kucha bhI na hogaa| aura ye ve hI loga haiM, jinhoMne patthara pheMke buddha pr| aba ye buddha kI murtiyAM banAte haiN| aba inako bar3A pazcAttApa ho rahA hai ki hamane yaha kyA kara liyA! aura agara buddha phira A jAyeM, ye phira patthara pheNkeNge| kyoMki jo hai usase to inakA tAlamela nahIM baitthtaa| jo jA cukA, jo mara cukaa...| isIlie to loga paraMparApUjaka ho jAte haiN| jitanA purAnA utanA hI jyAdA pUjA karate haiN| utanA hI unakI akala meM AtA hai| unakI akala itanI pichar3I huI hai, samasAmayika nahIM hai| jaise koI AdamI veda lie baiThA hai aura veda doharA rahA hai| aura isakI phikra hI nahIM kara rahA hai ki kahIM na kahIM pRthvI

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para aba bhI veda phira-phira janma le rahA hai| isakI phikra nahIM kara rahA hai, veda doharA rahA hai| yaha pAMca-chaha hajAra yA dasa hajAra varSa purAnI buddhi hai isake pAsA inako dasa hajAra sAla meM cetanA AI ki are! kucha RSi ho gye| ye dasa hajAra sAla pIche cala rahe haiM samaya se| inake bIca aura samaya meM dasa hajAra sAla kA phAsalA hai| ye mujhe bhI suneMge dasa hajAra sAla bAdA taba ye uThAkara dekheMge ki are! kucha ho gayA, hameM patA hI na claa| maMdabuddhi kA artha hotA hai, jo pIche-pIche ghisaTatA hai samaya ke| upasthita honA cAhie samaya ke sAtha to pratibhA; aura jo samaya ke bhI thor3A Age hotA hai to buddhtv| ina tInoM bAtoM ko samajha lo| maMdabuddhi samaya se pIche ghisaTa rahA hai| yaha to kucha kara hI nahIM sktaa| yaha jo bhI karegA, cUka jaayegaa| isakA tIra kabhI nizAne para nahIM lagegA, laga hI nahIM sktaa| isakA tIra kahIM calatA hai, nizAnA kahIM aura hai| inameM kabhI tAlamela nahIM hotaa| phira jo samaya ke sAtha khar3A hai ThIka zuddha vartamAna meM, vaha prtibhaavaan| isakI saMbhAvanA jyAdA hai| isakA tIra laga jaayegaa| isakA tIra aura nizAnA eka hI dizA meM hai| phira aisA bhI caitanya kA AkhirI caraNa hai jo samaya ke Age hai| isalie buddhapuruSoM kI vANI hamezA samaya ke Age hotI hai| tumheM unheM samajhane meM hajAroM varSa laga jAte haiN| usakA kula kAraNa itanA hai ki ve jo kahate haiM vaha unake sAmane jo loga maujUda haiM, unase bahuta Age kI bAta hotI hai| hajAroM varSa pahale jaise koI bAta kaha dI gii| loga abhI taiyAra hI na the| buddhatva kA artha hai. jo honevAlA hai use dekha lenaa| samajho isko| kisI ne gAlI dI, buddha vaha hai jo abhI na pakar3a paayegaa| jaba use koI kahegA, are, isa AdamI ne gAlI dI, kyA baiThe suna rahe ho? taba use akala aayegii| buddhimAna vaha hai jo abhI pkddegaa| abhI dI, yahIM pkdd'egaa| jo kucha karanA ucita hogA, abhI kara legaa| buddha vaha hai ki gAlI dI bhI nahIM gaI aura pakar3a lii| uTha hI rahI thI ki pakar3a lii| yaha to bAhara kI baat| bhItara kI bhI bAta-tumheM kisI ne gAlI dI, daphtara meM gAlI dI, ghara Akara krodhita hue itanI dera laga gaI tumheM saMvedita hone meN| jaba tuma krodhita ho gaye taba bhI tumheM patA nahIM calatA| jaba tumane apane beTe kI piTAI hI kara dI taba tumako khayAla AyA ki are, tuma kisako mAra rahe ho! tumheM mAranA kisI aura ko thA, yaha beTe ko mAra rahe ho| yaha krodha galata jagaha Aropita ho gyaa| tumheM krodha kA bhI patA taba calatA hai jaba kRtya bana jAtA hai| krodha kI tIna avasthAyeM haiN| eka to krodha ke Ane kI pahalI avasthA; jaise sUraja abhI ugA nahIM, prAcI sirpha lAla huI ugane ke karIba hai -brahmamuhUrta aisA krodha kA brahmamuhUrta abhI krodha huA nahIM, hogA; hone hI vAlA hai| phira sUraja nikala AyA, krodha ho gyaa| phira sUraja sira para car3ha AyA, krodha kRtya bana gayA; jalAne lagA, jhulasAne lgaa| to eka to krodha hai, kRtya bana jAtA hai tabhI logoM ko patA calatA hai, ve mNdbuddhi| jaba tumane

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kisa ko mAra DAlA taba tumheM akala AI ki yaha maiMne kyA kara diyA? yaha to maiM cAhatA bhI nahIM thA aura yaha ho gyaa| aba maiM kyA karUM? yaha mere bAvajUda ho gyaa| phira tumase behatara vaha AdamI jaba krodha uTha rahA hotA hai taba jAnatA hai| taba kucha kiyA jA sakatA hai| jyAdA nahIM kiyA jA sakatA, kyoMki jo uTha AyA, uTha aayaa| phira bhI thor3A kiyA jA sakatA hai| kama se kama kRtya banane se rokA jA sakatA hai| vicAra to bana gyaa| tuma to vikRta ho gye| tumhAre bhItara to jahara phaila gyaa| itanA tuma kara sakate ho ki dUsare taka jahara phailane se roka lo| phira tIsarA vaha pratibhAvAna buddhatva ko upalabdha vyakti hai ki krodha abhI uThA bhI nahIM aura jAnatA hai| vaha apane ko bhI viSAkta hone se bacA letA hai| jisane bIja ko pakar3a liyA vaha vRkSa se baca jAtA hai| 'madamati usa tatva ko sunakara bhI mUr3hatA ko nahIM chor3atA hai|' kitanI bAra tumane sunA nahIM magara kucha bAta hai ki chUTatI nahIM, gale meM aTakI hI rahatI hai| sunate -sunate-sunate zabda yAda ho jAte haiM, artha pakar3a meM nahIM aataa| sunate -sunate paMDita ho jAte ho, prajJA kA janma nahIM hotaa| .......vaha bAhya vyApAra meM saMkalparahita huA viSaya kI lAlasAvAlA hotA hai|' aura taba kabhI-kabhI aisA bhI ho jAtA hai ki sunate-sunate, sAdhu-saMtoM kA satsaMga karate-karate tamheM bhI lagatA hai ki kucha sAra nahIM hai saMsAra meM, bhoga meM kucha par3A nahIM hai| aisA Upara-Upara lagane lagatA hai, khopar3I meM lagane lagatA hai| tumheM bhItara abhI aisA kucha huA nahIM hai to tuma bAhara ke saMsAra ko chor3a dete ho, jaMgala bhAga jAte ho| baiTha jAte guphA meN| socate saMsAra kI, baiThe guphA meM ho| hAtha meM mAlA liye ginatI manakoM kI karate, bhItara ginatI rupayoM kI cltii| bAhara kucha, bhItara kucha ho jAtA hai| aura jo vyakti bAhara kucha, bhItara kucha ho gayA, vaha rugNa ho gayA, burI taraha rugNa ho gyaa| vaha vikSipta ho gayA kyoMki khaMDita ho gyaa| akhaMDa meM hai svAsthya, khaMDita meM hai vikssipttaa| phira jitane tumhAre bhItara khaMDa ho jAyeM utane hI tuma rugNa hote cale jAte ho| maiMne paMdraha-bIsa varSoM meM na mAlUma kitane sAdhu-saMtoM ko karIba se dekhaa| unameM se ninyAnabe pratizata loga rugNa haiN| unako ilAja kI AvazyakatA hai| ve mahAtmA to haiM hI nahIM, vimukta to haiM hI nahIM, vikSipta avasthA hai| lekina unakI vikSipta avasthA kI bhI pUjA cala rahI hai| aura jaba pUjA calatI hai to vaha AdamI bhItara-bhItara apane ko kisI taraha samhAle rahatA hai... samhAle rahatA hai| aba yaha pUjA bhI chor3ate nahIM bntii| yaha ahaMkAra ke lie majA AnA zurU ho gyaa| pratiSThA milatI, pada milatA, Adara miltaa| upavAsa bhI karatA, japa-tapa bhI karatA, saba kiye calA jAtA aura bhItara eka jvAlAmukhI dhadhakatA hai| nirvikalpo bhirytnaat.....| bAhara ke vyApAra meM aisA lagatA hai, aba isako koI rasa nhiiN| aNtrvissylaalsH|

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lekina bhItara lAlasA hI lAlasA kI lapaTeM uThatI rahatI haiN| isalie asalI pahacAna tuma apane lie pakar3a lenA, kasauTI banA lenA. asalI savAla bhItara hai, bAhara nahIM hai| agara bhItara lAlasA uThatI ho to saMsAra hI behatara hai, kahIM bhAganA mt| kama se kama dhokhe se to bacoge / kisI ko dhokhA to na doge| sacce to rahoge / saMsArI hokara hI sacce rahanA, saMnyAsI hokara jhUThe mata ho jaanaa| kama se kama sacAI hai to kisI dina saMnyAsa bhI AyegA; sacAI ke pIche aayegaa| jhUTha ke pIche to saMnyAsa kabhI A nahIM sktaa| isalie maiMne apane saMnyAsiyoM ko chor3akara jAne ko nahIM kahA hai| unase kahA hai, jahAM ho vahIM DaTakara rahanA, bhAganA mt| bhagor3Apana kAyara kA lakSaNa hai| vaha bhayabhIta AdamI kI dhAraNA hai| bhAganA mata, jahAM ho vahIM DaTakara khar3e rhnaa| itanA hI khayAla rakhanA ki bhItara kI lAlasA samajha meM Ane lge| chor3ane kI bhI nahIM kaha rahA huuN| aura aSTAvakra bhI nahIM kaha rahe haiM ki tuma kucha chor3a do, smjho|'jnyaan se naSTa huA hai karma jisakA aisA jJAnI lokadRSTi meM karma karanevAlA bhI hai lekina saca meM vaha na kucha karane kA avasara pAtA hai, na kucha kahane kA hI / ' 'zAna se naSTa huA hai karma jisakA / ' do taraha se karma naSTa ho sakatA hai. jabaradastI se, karma se hI karma naSTa kara diyA to dhokhe meM pdd'oge| samajho, thor3I bArIka bAta hai| tumhAre bhItara krodha uThA; isa krodha ko tuma do taraha se naSTa kara sakate ho- eka to karma se, ki tuma car3ha baiTho isa krodha ke uupr| isakI chAtI para baiTha jAo, isako hilane-Dulane na do, jAne na do bAhara | samhAla lo apane ko, niyaMtraNa kara lo apane ko| saba tarapha se avaruddha kara lo| kaho ki nahIM kareMge, cAhe kucha bhI ho jAye ! kara sakate ho aisA; lekina tumane karma se krodha ko rokA to kitanI dera taka tuma karma karate rahoge? zithila hooge na ! sustAoge yA nahIM sustAoge? rAta sooge to ? taba to niyaMtraNa DhIlA ho jaayegaa| phira sapane meM tuma kisI kI hatyA kara doge| vaha krodha vahAM nikalegA / yA phira krodha isa DhaMga se nikalane lagegA, tumheM patA bhI na clegaa| tuma daravAjA khologe aura krodha se khologe| aura tumheM patA bhI nahIM clegaa| kyoMki daravAje se to koI krodha hai nahIM, krodha to patnI se thaa| patnI ke prati to tumane apane ko roka liyA, aba tuma daravAjA jora se kholate ho| tumane dekhA? strI tuma para nArAja ho, usa dina jyAdA kapa-bazI TUTa jAtI haiN| tuma para sIdhA to kucha kaha nahIM sktii| mana to thA tumhArA sira tor3a de, lekina yaha to pati paramAtmA haiM aura inakA sira to tor3A nahIM jA sktaa| kucha to tor3anA hI hogaa| aisA kucha socakara karatI hai aisA nahIM kaha rahA huuN| aisA kucha hisAba lagAtI hai aisA nahIM kaha rahA huuN| ye acetana prakriyAyeM haiN| hAtha se bazI chUTane lagatI hai| jyAdA chUTatI hai usa dina, cAhe Upara se kucha bhI na khe| tumane dekhA? jisa dina patnI nArAja hai, zAyada eka zabda na kahe, lekina cAya isa DhaMga se DhAlegI ki tuma pahacAna sakate ho ki krodhita hai| cAya ke DhAlane meM ho jaayegaa| sabjI meM namaka jyAdA

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paDa jAyegA-nahIM ki usane ddaalaa| itanA hoza kahAM hai ki hoza se DAle, Dala jaaegaa| krodha yahAM-vahAM chiTakane lgegaa| jise tumane bIja se pakar3akara roka liyA hai vaha koI kone-kAtara se rAste khojane lgegaa| kahIM se to bahegA! koI jharanA bahatA hai, tuma eka caTTAna usa para lagA do to aba zAyada mUla dhArA TUTa jAye lekina choTe -choTe jharane phUTane lgeNge| AsapAsa se caTTAna ke choTI-choTI dhArAyeM nikalane lgeNgii| nikalegA to krodha kahIM se| karma se krodha nahIM ruktaa| kyoMki karma se krodha ke rukane kA koI saMbaMdha hI nahIM hai| aura kabhI-kabhI aisA ho jAtA hai ki jo AdamI bahuta krodhI hotA hai vahI AdamI karma se krodha ko rokane meM samartha ho jAtA hai; kyoMki rokane ke lie bhI krodha cAhie-krodha para krodh| aSTAvakra kahate haiM, 'jJAna se naSTa huA hai karma jiskaa|' nahIM, karma se karma ko vijaya kara liyA to kucha vijaya na huii| kyoMki aMtataH to karma hI rahA, kartA hI rhe| 'jJAna se naSTa huA hai karma jiskaa..|' jisane jAnakara, pahacAnakara, bodha ko jagAkara, krodha ko dekhakara, krodha kA svabhAva samajhakara, binA kisI ceSTA ke, binA kisI Ayojana ke, binA kisI yatna ke, prayAsa ke, krodha ko bhara najara se dekhakara jisako yaha samajha A gaI ki krodha vyartha hai| aura kisako samajha na AyegI? eka daphA bhara najara dekho bhr| krodha ko eka bAra ThIka se dekhoge to kaise karoge? rokane kA to prazna hI nahIM hai, karoge kaise? pharka samajha lenaa| karma se rokanevAlA krodha ko rokatA hai binA smjhe| aura jJAna se jAganevAlA krodha ko rokatA hI nahIM, krodha rukatA hai apane aap| kyoMki krodha uThatA thA ajJAna se, mUDhutA se, mUrchA se| vaha mUrchA TUTa gii| krodha kA mUla AdhAra chinna-bhinna ho gyaa| yaha sUtra smjho| jJAnAdgalitakarmA yo lokadRSTadyApi krmkRt| nAppotyavasaraM kartuM vastumeva na kiNcnaa| jJAnAdgalitakarmA......1 jisakA karma jJAna se galita huA hai karma se nahIM, kisI AyojanA se nahIM, sirpha bodha se, samajha se| jisane dabA nahIM liyA hai, jo bhI bhItara hai use ThIka-ThIka dekhA hai aura dekhane meM hI koI krAMti ghaTita huii| dekhane se hI krAMti ghaTita huI dekhane se krAMti ghaTatI hai| Adhunika bhautikavida eka bar3I anUThI khoja para pahuMce haiM aura vaha khoja yaha hai ki jaba tuma kisI cIja ko dekhate ho to tumhAre dekhane ke kAraNa hI usa cIja meM guNadharma rUpAMtarita hotA hai cIja meM bhI! tuma eka vRkSa ko dekha rahe ho gaura se, yaha azoka kA vRkSa khar3A hai pAsa, ise tuma gaura se dekhoge to tuma socate ho, hama dekha rahe haiM, vRkSa ko kyA matalaba? vRkSa ko kyA hogA isase? vRkSa thor3e hI

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badala jaayegaa| lekina aba upAya haiM isa bAta ko jAnane ke ki vRkSa badala jAtA hai| jaba itane loga ise prema se dekhate haiM to vRkSa eka aura taraMga meM hotA hai| itane loga agara krodha se dekheM to vRkSa aura avasthA meM hotA hai| kulhAr3I lekara A jAye isa vRkSa ko kATane ke lie koI to abhI kATA nahIM, abhI kulhAr3I lAnevAlA lA hI rahA hai, lekina kulhAr3IvAle ke mana meM jo vicAra uTha rahe haiM isako kATane ke, unakI taraMgeM usa taka kulhAr3I se pahale pahuMca jAtI haiN| aura vRkSa bhayabhIta ho jAtA hai, kai lagatA hai, dukhI ho jAtA hai| jaba mAlI AtA hai vRkSa ke pAsa, jo roja pAnI detA hai, to dUra se hI mAlI ko Ate dekhakara vRkSa tRpta hone lagatA hai| aba isa para vaijJAnika parIkSaNa ho gaye haiN| aura vaijJAnika parIkSaNoM ne taya kara diyA hai ki vRkSa bhI anubhava karate haiM / aura dekhane mAtra se rUpAMtaraNa ho jAtA hai| tu khayAla kiyA apane jIvana meM? agara cAra loga tumheM prema se dekheM to tuma badalate ho yA nahIM? aura cAra loga tumheM krodha se dekheM to tuma badalate ho yA nahIM? kyA tuma vahI rahate ho jaba cAra loga tumheM krodha se dekhate haiM, ghRNA se dekhate haiM, apamAna se dekhate haiM? yA cAra vyakti tumheM paripUrNa prema aura Adara aura sammAna se dekhate haiM? tumhAre bhItara rUpAMtaraNa hote haiN| tumhAre bhItara sUkSma bheda par3ate haiN| aura ye to bAhara kI najareM haiN| bhItara kI najara kA to kahanA kyA! bhItara to najaroM kI najara hai| bhItara to AMkhoM kI AMkha hai| usa AMkha ko hI to hamane tIsarI AMkha kahA hai| vahAM to zivanetra hai| agara tumane bhItara saba bAhara kI AMkha baMda karake usa tIsare netra se, usa bhItara kI AMkha se, usa bhItara kI dRSTi se apanI kisI bhI citta kI dazA ko dekhA to tuma pAoge, rUpAMtaraNa ho gyaa| jJAniyoM ne yahI kahA hai- jJAnAdgalitakarmA- tuma vAsanA ko dekhoge aura vAsanA gii| tuma krodha ko dekhoge aura krodha gayA / tuma lobha ko dekhoge aura lobha gyaa| taba to tumhAre hAtha meM kuMjI laga gaI-kujiyoM kI kuMjI ki tuma jisako dekhoge vahI gayA| phira eka aura maje kI bAta hai, sabhI dekhane se nahIM calA jaataa| kucha cIjeM haiM jo dekhane se vikasita hotI haiM aura kucha cIjeM haiM jo calI jAtI haiN| agara tuma adhyAtma kA AdhAra samajhanA cA to jo tumhArI dRSTi ke sAmane na Tika sake aura calA jAye, vahI pApa / aura jo tumhArI dRSTi meM na kevala Tike balki phalane-phUlane lage, vahI puNya / yaha puNya aura pApa kI paribhASA / tumane bahuta paribhASAyeM sunI hoMgI ve saba kacarA haiN| puNya aura pApa kI eka hI paribhASA hai. tumhAre avalokana meM jo bar3hane lage aura tumhAre avalokana meM jo kSINa hone lage- basa, samajha lenA / agara tumane gaura se prema ko dekhA to prema bar3hatA hai, jAtA nhiiN| yahI to majA hai| aura krodha ko dekhA to krodha calA jAtA hai; bar3hatA nahIM, ghaTatA hai| jisa mAtrA meM bodha bar3hatA hai usI mAtrA meM krodha ghaTatA hai / jisa mAtrA meM bodha kama hotA hai, krodha jyAdA hotA hai| bodha eka pratizata, krodha ninyAnabe prtisht| bodha pacAsa pratizata, krodha pacAsa prtisht| bodha sATha pratizata, krodha cAlIsa prtisht| bodha ninyAnabe pratizata, krodha eka prtisht| bodha sau pratizata, krodha zUnya /

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magara aisI bAta prema ke sAtha nahIM hai| prema ke sAtha aura hI anubhava hotA hai| karuNA ke sAtha aura hI anubhava hotA hai| zAMti ke sAtha aura hI anubhava hotA hai| dhyAna ke sAtha aura hI anubhava hotA hai| jaise-jaise tumhArA bodha bar3hatA hai vaise-vaise zAMti bar3hatI hai| jaise - jaise tumhArA bodha baDhatA hai. bodha sau pratizata to sau pratizata prem| bodha eka pratizata to eka pratizata prema / bodha zUnya to prema zUnya / jo bodha ke sAtha bar3he vahI punny| jo bodha ke sAtha na bar3he, ghaTane lage, vahI pApa / jo bodha ke sAtha na bar3he na ghaTe, usase tumhArA koI saMbaMdha nhiiN| usakI tuma ciMtA hI chor3a denaa| usase kucha lenA-denA hI nahIM hai| jo bodha ke sAtha na ghaTe na bar3he, usase kucha lenA-denA nahIM hai| na use ghaTAnA hai, na bar3hAnA hai, usase tumhAre jIvana kA koI lenA-denA nahIM hai| usa saMbaMdha meM tuma taTastha ho jaanaa| jaise agara tuma apane zarIra ko dekhoge to na to ghaTegA, na bddh'egaa| jaisA hai vaisA rahegA / to zarIra se kucha lenA-denA nahIM hai| apane Apa hai, apane Apa rahegA, apane Apa calA jaayegaa| tumhAre bodha se kucha lenA-denA nahIM hai| tuma bodhapUrvaka dekhoge sUraja ko to na ghaTegA na bddh'egaa| jaisA hai vaisA rhegaa| tathya hai, na puNya hai, na pApa hai| puNya bar3hatA, pApa ghtttaa| aura jo UrjA pApa ke ghaTane se mukta hotI hai, pApa meM saMlagna thI, mukta huI vahI UrjA puNya meM saMlagna ho jAtI hai| idhara ghRNA ghaTatI hai, krodha ghaTatA hai, to udhara karuNA aura prema bar3hane lagatA hai| UrjA tumhAre pAsa utanI hI hai use cAho jahAM niyojita kara do| galata jagaha lagA lI to ThIka jagaha lagAne ko nahIM bacatI hai| jnyaanaadglitkrmaa| jJAna se tumhAre karma galita hoM isa para dhyAna rkhnaa| karma se galita karane kI koziza mata krnaa| anyathA kyA hogA, jabaradastI krodha ko roka liyA to krodha naSTa to nahIM hotA, bhItara dabakara baiTha jAtA hai| aura majA yaha ki pahale jitanI zakti krodha karane meM lagatI thI, aba usase jyAdA lgegii| jitanI krodha meM lagI thI vaha to krodha meM lagI hI hai, aura aba usako dabAne meM jo laga rahI hai vaha bhI krodha meM laga gii| isalie aisA AdamI hAni meM par3atA hai| aise AdamI kA AdhyAtmika vikAsa to nahIM hotA hai, hAsa hotA hai| isase to behatara hai, naisargika; jaba ho krodha, kara lenA / tumane pharka dekhA? jo AdamI jaba krodha hotA hai kara letA hai, vaha AdamI tuma bhalA pAoge, acchA AdamI paaoge| aura jo AdamI hamezA krodha ko roke rakhatA hai, usa AdamI ko tuma khataranAka paaoge| vaha kisI dina phUTegA / visphoTa hogA to choTA-moTA upadrava nahIM karegA, koI baDA upadrava kregaa| jo roja-roja choTI-moTI bAtoM meM nArAja ho jAte haiM, phira ThIka ho jAte haiM, aise loga bar3e aparAdha nahIM karate; hatyAyeM nahIM karate, na AtmahatyAyeM karate haiN| ye sIdhe-sAde loga haiN| ye sAmAnya naisargika loga haiN| ye koI AdhyAtmika loga nahIM haiM, magara kama se kama svastha haiN| tuma jarA apane mahAtmAoM kI AMkhoM meM gaura se dekhanA, bajAya zAMti ke tuma eka taraha kI

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murdagI paaoge| maraghaTa kI zAMti pAoge, phUloM kI, upavana kI zAMti nahIM, maraghaTa kii| kyoM? kyoMki kucha to zakti krodha meM lagI thI, kucha krodha ko dabAne meM laga gii| kucha ghRNA meM lagI thI, kucha ghRNA ko dabAne meM laga gii| kucha lobha meM lagI thI, kucha lobha ko dabAne meM laga gii| sAMsArika AdamI ko bhI tuma thor3A praphulla pAoge utanA bhI tuma apane mahAtmA ko na paaoge| yaha aura muzkila meM par3a gayA hai| honA to ulTA cAhie thaa| aura jo zakti krodha meM laga gaI, krodha ko dabAne meM, lobha meM, lobha ko dabAne meM, moha meM, moha ko dabAne meM, kAma meM, kAma ko dabAne meM sArI zakti niyojita ho gii| isake pAsa prema ke lie jagaha nahIM bctii| tumhAre mahAtmAoM ke jIvana meM tuma prema na paaoge| tumhAre mahAtmAoM ke jIvana meM tuma karuNA na paaoge| tumhAre mahAtmAoM ke jIvana meM tuma koI sRjanAtmakatA na paaoge| unase kucha nirmita nahIM hotaa| na eka suMdara gIta racA jAtA hai, na eka mUrti banatI hai, na eka citra banatA hai| unase kucha racA nahIM jaataa| basa ve murde kI taraha baiThe haiN| unakA kula kAma itanA hai ki ve dabAkara baiThe haiM, krodha ko, lobha ko, moha ko| magara yaha jIvana akAratha hai unkaa| isameM kucha bhI sauMdarya nahIM hai| isameM koI bhI garimA aura prasAda nahIM krAMti kA nAma tabhI diyA jA sakatA hai tumhAre jIvana-rUpAMtaraNa ko, jaba galata meM niyojita zakti apane Apa zubha kI ora pravAhita hone lge| jo tumane zaitAna ke caraNoM meM car3hAye the phUla, ve paramAtmA ke caraNoM meM girane lge| jJAnAdagalitakarmA yo lokadRSTadhApi krmkRt| phira aisA jJAnI cAhe auroM kI dRSTi meM saMsAra meM khar3A huA hI kyoM na dikhAI par3e isase kucha pharka nahIM pdd'taa| apanI tarapha se vaha saMsAra ke bAhara ho gayA, vahI asalI bAta hai| lokadRSTi meM vaha sAmAnya hI dikhAI pdd'egaa| nAnnotyavasaraM kartuM vastumeva na kiNcn| aise vyakti ko karane kA maukA hI nahIM bcaa| aura na yaha kahane kA maukA bacA ki maiMne yaha kiyA, maiMne yaha kiyaa| avasara hI nahIM hai| aise vyakti ko to eka bAta samajha meM A gaI ki bodha se apane Apa cIjeM hotI haiM, karanevAlA kauna hai? isako agara tuma bhakta kI bhASA meM kaho to kaho, bhagavAna ke davArA apane Apa hotI haiN| bhagavAna kA koI aura artha hai bhI nahIM; isa saMpUrNa jagata kI jo ikaTThI prazA hai, isa saMpUrNa jagata kA jo ikaTThA buddhatva hai, isa saMpUrNa jagata kA jo ikaTThA bodha hai, usI kA nAma to bhagavAna hai| bhagavAna kA koI aura artha nahIM hai| bhagavAna se hotA, bhakta khtaa| jJAnI kahatA, bodha se hotaa| maiM kartA nhiiN| eka bAta meM donoM rAjI haiM-maiM karanevAlA nahIM! aba agara tuma kaho, maiMne tapa kiyA, to cUka gye| to usakA artha huA ki abhI zAna ke dvArA karma galita nahIM huA| karma ke davArA hI karma kI chAtI para car3hakara baiTha gye| kartA tuma abhI bhI ho|

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eka AdamI akar3atA hai, mere pAsa lAkhoM haiM; aura eka AdamI akar3atA hai, maiMne lAkhoM ko lAta mAra dii| donoM kI akar3a barAbara hai| jarA bhI bheda nahIM hai| aura dUsare kI zAyada pahale se jyAdA khataranAka hai| kyoMki pahale kI akar3a to sIdhI-sAdI hai, dUsare kI bar3I jaTila hai| pahale kI akaDU to sAMsArika hai, dUsare kI AdhyAtmika kA raMga liye hue hai| yaha aura jaharIlI hai! ise khayAla meM le lenA prayatna se nahIM, jo bhI ho, bodha se ho to zubha; prayatna se ho to ashubh|'srvdaa nirbhaya aura nirvikAra jJAnI ko kahAM aMdhakAra hai, kahAM prakAza hai, aura kahAM tyAga hai? kucha bhI nahIM hai!' kya tama: kya prakAzo vA hArna kya ca na kiNcn| nirvikArasya dhIrasya nirAkasya srvdaa|| sadA tumane sunA hai ki paramAtmA prakAza hai| kabhI-kabhI kucha thor3e -se rahasyavAdiyoM ne aisA bhI kahA hai, paramAtmA aMdhakAra hai, para bahuta thodde| aSTAvakra kahate haiM, vaha parama satya na to prakAza jaisA hai na aMdhakAra jaisA hai| vahAM kahAM aMdhakAra, kahAM prakAza! vaMdva vahAM nahIM hai| to jahAM do nahIM haiM vahAM saba do gira gye| tumane jitane bhI aba taka jAne the jor3e, ve saba gira gaye-jIvana-mRtyu, aMdhakAra- prakAza, lAbha-hAni, saphalatA-asaphalatA, sukha-dukha, apnaa-praayaa| saba gira gye| vahAM do ke saba jor3e gira gye| vahAM to donoM mila gaye eka meN| aba jarA soco, agara prakAza aura aMdhakAra mila jAyeM to kyA hogA? kahane kA koI upAya nahIM hai, kyA hogaa| eka bAta taya hai ki vaha to na prakAza jaisA hogA, na aMdhakAra jaisA hogaa| kucha hogA bilakula anUThA, apUrva, rahasyamaya, anirvacanIya; jisako kahA na jA ske| hama to jo bhI kaheMge vaha do meM baMTa jaayegaa| kisI ko kahA suMdara, tatthaNa kurUpatA bhItara A gii| kisI ko kahA aisA, to usase viparIta samAviSTa ho gyaa| hama to viparIta se baca hI nahIM skte| bole ki viparIta se phNse| bhASA to viparIta meM ulajhI hai| bhASA to vaMdva kI hai| isalie to mauna kA itanA. itanA bahumUlya Adara kiyA gayA hai| mauna kA artha hai, bhASA ke bAhara honaa| aisI jagaha pahuMcanA bhItara jahAM zabda na hoN| jahAM zabda nahIM vahIM brahma hai| jahAM zabda kho gayA vahIM brahma hai| vahAM eka bcaa| vahAM kahane kA koI upAya nhiiN| koI koTi nahIM banatI, koI gaNita nahIM baitthtaa| 'sarvadA nirbhaya aura nirvikAra jJAnI ko kahAM aMdhakAra hai, kahAM prakAza hai, kahAM tyAga hai? kucha bhI nahIM hai|' na kiMcana! kyoMki jo kucha bhI hama kaheMge usameM vaMdva aura vaita A jaayegaa| jJAnI ko kucha bhI nahIM na kiMcana aura yaha bhI hama samajheM ki sau meM ninyAnabe zAstroM ne paramAtmA ko prakAza kahA hai| usakA

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kAraNa zAstra meM nahIM hai, usakA kAraNa manuSya ke bhaya meM hai| AdamI bahuta DarA huA hai aMdhakAra se aMdhakAra meM ghabar3AhaTa hotI hai| prakAza ho jAtA hai to thor3A bharosA AtA hai| kucha dikhAI to par3atA hai| aMdhakAra meM to usI ko ghabar3AhaTa nahIM hotI jisako apane bhItara dikhAI par3atA hai| jisako sirpha bAhara hI dekhane kA patA hai aura jisake bhItara to kucha bhI prakAza nahIM hai vaha aMdhakAra meM bahuta ghabar3A jAtA hai| kyoMki aMdhakAra huA to aMdhe hue aba kucha dikhAI nahIM pdd'taa| sArA saMsAra kho gayA, jo dikhAI par3atA thaa| dRzya kho gyaa| aMdhakAra meM dRzya kho jAtA hai| aMdhakAra meM to siddha hI rAjI ho sakatA hai| kyoMki aMdhakAra ho ki prakAza ho, dRzya meM siddha ko koI ruci nahIM hai| vaha to draSTA meM lIna hai| vaha to dekhanevAle meM hai| tumane kabhI khyAla kiyA, kitanA hI gahana aMdhakAra ho, tuma to hote ho na! tuma to nahIM kho jAte! sUphiyoM kI eka purAnI kahAnI hai| eka guru ke pAsa do yuvaka Aye aura unhoMne dIkSita hone kI prArthanA kii| guru ne kahA, isake pahale ki tumheM dIkSita karUM, eka priikssaa| yaha lo-eka kabUtara tU le, eka kabUtara tU le aura donoM jAo aura aisI jagaha mArakara kabUtara ko A jAo, jahAM koI dekhanevAlA na ho| eka yuvaka to bhAgA, jaldI bAhara gayA, bagala kI galI meM pahuMcA vahAM koI bhI nahIM thaa| usane jaldI se garadana maror3a dI, lauTakara A gyaa| usane kahA, lo gurudev| dIkSA do| guru ne kahA ki rukA dasarA yuvaka koI tIna mahIne taka na lauttaa| aura pahalA yuvaka bar3A parezAna hone lagA ki hada ho gii| abhI taka isako aisI jagaha na milI jahAM yaha mAra letA, jahAM koI dekhanevAlA na ho! aura bagala kI galI kAphI hai| maiM usameM mArakara AyA huuN| guru kahatA, tU cupa rahA tU baiTha! aura jaba taka dUsarA na lauTa AyegA taba taka maiM tujhe kucha uttara na duuNgaa| usako Ane de| aba to dUsarA AtA hI nhiiN| pahalA ghabar3Ane lgaa| usane kahA, mujhe to dIkSA de deN| tIna mahIne bAda dUsarA yuvaka lauTA kabUtara ko sAtha lekara hAla behAla thaa| zarIra sUkha gayA thA lekina AMkhoM meM eka apUrva jyoti thii| guru ke caraNoM meM sira rakhakara usane kabUtara lau ki yaha ho nahIM sktaa| Apane bhI kahAM kI ulajhana de dI! tIna mahIne parezAna ho gyaa| saba jagaha khojaa| aisI koI jagaha na milI jahAM koI dekhane vAlA na ho| phira maiM eka aMdhere talaghare meM calA gyaa| vahAM koI bhI na thaa| tAlA lagA diyaa| rozanI kI eka kiraNa na pahuMcatI thI, dekhane kA koI savAla hI nahIM thaa| lekina yaha kabUtara dekha rahA thaa| isakI Tukura-Tukura AMkheM, isake hRdaya kI dhar3akana! maiMne kahA, yaha to maujUda hai| to phira maiMne ise aisA baMda kiyA DabboM meM ki isakI dhar3akana na sunAI par3e, na isakI AMkha dikhAI pdd'e| phira ise lekara maiM gayA, lekina taba bhI hAra ho gaI kyoMki maiM maujUda thaa| Apane kahA thA, koI bhI maujUda na ho| yaha bhI kyA zarta lagA dI? merI maujUdagI to rahegI hI, aba maiM isako kahIM bhI le jaauuN| maiM hAra gyaa| aba maiM le aayaa| Apa cAhe dIkSA deM, cAhe na deM! lekina isa parIkSA meM hI mujhe bahuta kucha mila gayA hai| eka bAta merI samajha meM A gaI ki ekamAtra aisI maujUdagI hai jo kabhI bhI nahIM khoyegI, vaha merI hai| mujhe

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AtmA kA thor3A svAda Apane de diyaa| guru ne kahA, tU dIkSita kara liyA gyaa| pahale se kahA, tU bhAga jaa| aba dubArA isa tarapha mata dekhnaa| tajhe koI akala hI nhiiN| ta bilakala maMdabaddhi hai| ta bagala kI galI meM mAra lAyA? tuma gahare se gahare aMdhakAra meM bhI baiThoge to tuma ho| eka cIja aMdhakAra meM bhI anubhava hotI rahatI hai, vaha hai merA honA-vaha aMdhakAra ke pAra hai| use jAnane ke lie prakAza kI koI jarUrata nhiiN| usakA apanA nijI prakAza hai| vaha svayaM -prakAzI hai| usake lie kisI pramANa kI koI jarUrata nhiiN| vaha svata: pramANa hai| AMkha baMda karake jise usa bhItara ke prakAza kA bodha hone lagA vahI aMdhakAra meM nahIM ghbddaayegaa| loga aMdhakAra se ghabar3Ate haiM isalie paramAtmA ko prakAza khaa| yA jinhoMne bhItara ke satya ko jAnakara bhI paramAtmA ko prakAza kahA hai unhoMne bhI isI artha meM kahA hai ki jaba tuma bAhara se bhItara Ate... bAhara eka taraha kA prakAza hai, phira eka taraha kA prakAza bhItara hai| aura bhItara kA prakAza bAhara ke prakAza se jyAdA gaharA hai| lekina yaha bhI aMtima bAta nahIM hai, yaha bhI yAtrA kI hI bAta hai| pahalA anubhava-bAhara prakAza hai, saMsArI kA anubhava hai, bahirmukhI kaa| dUsarA anubhava-bhItara prakAza hai, aMtarmukhI kA anubhava hai| lekina aSTAvakra to parama vAkyoM meM bharosA rakhate haiN| ve kahate haiM, jahAM aMtara aura bAhara bhI chai gaye, bahirmukhI- aMtarmukhI bhI miTa gaye; vaha bhI dvaMdva gayA, phira vahAM kaisA aMdhakAra, kaisA prakAza! to bhItara se bhI bhItara eka jagaha hai| pahale bAhara se bhItara AnA hai, phira bhItara se bhI bhItara jAnA hai| bAhara se to mukta honA hI hai, bhItara se bhI mukta honA hai| eka aisI bhI ghar3I hai jaba na to tuma bAhara rahoge, na bhItara rhoge| usa ghar3I hI parama krAMti ghaTatI hai| vahAM na prakAza hai, na aMdhakAra 'anirvacanIya svabhAvavAle aura svabhAvarahita yogI ko kahA dhIratA hai, kahAM vivekitA hai athavA kahA nirbhayatA hai! yaha sUtra bahuta anUThA hai 'anirvacanIya svabhAvavAle aura svbhaavrhit.....|' eka hI sAtha do bAteM kahI haiM anirvacanIya svabhAvavAle aura svbhaavrhit| smjhnaa| kya dhairya kya vivekitva kya nirAtakatApi vaa| anirvAvyasvabhAvasya nisvabhAvasya yoginH|| yoga kI parama vyAkhyA, yogI kI parama vyaakhyaa| jo anirvacanIya svabhAva ko upalabdha ho gayA hai aura sAtha hI sAtha svabhAva se mukta ho gayA hai| jo apane se eka artha meM mukta ho gayA hai aura eka artha meM apane ko jisane pA liyA hai| yaha bar3I virodhAbhAsI bAta hai| vahI pAtA hai jo apane ko

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khotA hai| svayaM ko khoye binA koI svayaM ko pAtA nhiiN| jaba hama svayaM ko pUrI taraha kho dete haiM, DubA dete haiM, taba jo milatA hai vahI svayaM hai / 'anirvacanIya svabhAvavAle aura svabhAvarahita / ' eka aisI ghar3I AtI hai jahAM tuma yaha bhI nahIM kaha sakate ki maiM huuN| jaba taka tuma kaha sakate ho maiM hUM,taba taka abhI tuma bhaTake ho| abhI tuma dUra ho| abhI ghara nahIM lautte| kyoMki saba maiM tU apekSA rakhate haiN| maiM bhI dvaMdva hai tU kaa| kI manovaijJAnika eka khoja kiye haiM ki jaba baccA paidA hotA hai to use jo pahalA anubhava hotA hai vaha maiM kA nahIM hai, pahalA anubhava tU kA hai| usakI najara pahale to mAM para par3atI hai| apane ko to baccA dekha hI nahIM sktaa| vaha to darpaNa dekhegA taba patA clegaa| bacce ko apanA ceharA to patA nahIM cltaa| bacce ko anubhava pahale mAM kA hotA hai, tU kA hotA hai| DAkTara ko dekhatA hogA, narsa ko dekhatA hogA, mAM ko dekhatA hogA, dIvAla, makAna ko dekhatA hogA, raMga-biraMge laTake khilaunoM ko dekhatA hogA, lekina tU / maiM kA to abhI patA nahIM cltaa| tumane choTe bacce ko dekhA kabhI? bar3e darpaNa ke sAmane rakha do to ve usako bhI aise dekhate haiM jaise koI dUsarA baccA / TaTolate haiM, thor3e ciMtita bhI hote haiM, thor3e Darate bhI haiM, kyoMki abhI yaha bharosA to ho hI nahIM sakatA ki maiM huuN| kyoMki maiM kA to koI patA hI nahIM hai| AIne ke pIche jAkara dekhate haiM sarakakara ki koI baiThA ? kisI ko na pAkara bar3e kiMkartavyavimUr3ha ho jAte haiN| choTe bacce apanA hI aMgUThA pIte haiM, tumane dekhA? paira kA hI aMgUThA pakar3akara cUsane lagate haiM, hAtha kA aMgUThA cUsane lagate haiN| tumheM patA hai kAraNa? kAraNa yaha hai ki unako ye bhI cIjeM mAlUma par3atI haiN| ki yaha koI cIja par3I hai, uThA lo / jaise ve aura cIjeM uThAkara muMha meM DAla lete haiM vaisA apanA aMgUThA uThAkara muMha meM DAla liyaa| abhI apanA to patA nahIM hai| yaha aMgUThA apanA hai isakA bodha to thor3I dera se hogaa| yaha to eka cIja hai jo yahAM dikhAI par3atI hai AsapAsa hamezA / isako uThA lI, muMha meM DAla lii| baccA hara cIja muMha meM DAlatA hai| kyoMki usake pAsa abhI eka hI anubhava kA srota hai, muNh| tumane khilaunA diyA, vaha jaldI se muMha meM DAlatA hai| kyoMki usakI abhI eka hI iMdriya sakriya huI hai-svaad| vaha cakhakara dekhatA hai ki hai kyA! kyoMki bacce kI pahalI iMdriya muMha hai, jo sakriya hotI hai| use dUdha pInA par3atA hai| vaha usakA pahalA anubhava hai / usI anubhava se vaha sArI cIjoM kI talAza karatA hai| vaha apane hI hAtha kA aMgUThA apane muMha meM DAlakara cUsane lagatA hai isa khayAla meM ki koI cIja hai jisako cUsa rahA hai| yaha to dhIre- dhIre use samajha meM AnA zurU hotA hai ki yaha apanA hAtha hai| apanA hAtha to taba patA calatA hai jaba apanA patA calatA hai| yaha to naMbara do hai apanA hAtha / aura apanA patA calatA hai taba, jaba tU kA dhIre- dhIre sApha patA hone lagatA hai ki kauna-kauna tU hai| ina tU ke mukAbale vaha socane lagatA hai maiM kucha bhinna huuN| kyoMki mAM kabhI hotI hai, kabhI calI jAtI hai| vaha mAM ko jAte dekhatA, Ate dekhtaa| phira dhIre - dhIre ahasAsa hotA hai ki maiM to yahIM

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rahatA huuN| jaba mAM nahIM hotI taba bhI rahatA hUM,itanA kucha aise vicAroM meM aura zabdoM meM socatA hai aisA nahIM, aisA dhIre - dhIre anubhava paripakva hotA hai| aba tuma dhyAna rakhanA, jaise pahale tU AtA hai aura maiM pIche AtA hai aise hI AdhyAtmika prakriyA meM puna: jaba phira se nayA janma hogA to tU pahale jAyegA, phira maiM jaayegaa| jaba tU calA gayA to maiM jyAdA dera nahIM Tika sktaa| yaha maiM to tU kI chAyA kI taraha hI AyA thA aura yaha tU kI chAyA kI taraha calA jaayegaa| isalie agara koI jJAnI kahatA ho 'maiM ', to samajhanA abhI tU gayA nahIM hai| abhI tU kahIM AsapAsa hI khar3A hogaa| usakI chAyA par3a rahI hai| maiM tU kI chAyA hai| aura tU jyAdA maulika hai maiM se| kyoMki maiM pIche AtA, tU pahale AtA| tU ke cale jAne para maiM calA jAtA hai| isa ghar3I meM svabhAvarahita ho jAtA hai yogii| vaha yaha nahIM kaha sakatA ki yaha maiM huuN| yaha bar3e virodha kI aura bar3e maje kI bAta hai| jo hai vahI nahIM kaha sakatA ki maiM hUM aura jo bilakula nahIM hai vaha ghoSaNA kiye calA jAtA hai ki maiM huuN| mere hone kI ghoSaNA unase uThatI hai jo nahIM haiN| aura jo haiM unakA maiM bilakula zUnya ho jAtA hai| taba bar3I anirvacanIya dazA paidA hotI hai, aba ise kyA kaheM? na tU kaha sakate haiM na maiM na aMdherA na prakAza, na jIvana na mRtyU; na padArtha na prmaatmaa| kucha bhI nahIM kaha skte| saba kahanA vyartha mAlUma hone lagatA hai| aura jo bhI kaheM, galata ho jAtA hai| lAotse ne kahA, satya ko kahA ki jhUTha ho jAtA hai| bole ki cuuke| to aisI sthiti kA nAma hai anirvcniiy| aba isakA nirvacana nahIM ho sktaa| anirvAcca svbhaavsy| A to gaye apane ghara meM, lekina aisA hai kucha yaha ghara ki vahAM koI nirvacana kAma nahIM aataa| koI vyAkhyA, koI paribhASA kAma nahIM pdd'tii| nisvabhAvasya yoginH| aura yogI svabhAva se mukta hokara anirvacanIya svabhAva ko upalabdha ho jAtA hai| eka choTe kSudra svabhAva se mukta ho jAtA hai aura virATa ke svabhAva ko upalabdha ho jAtA hai| yahI hai artha jIsasa kA, jaba jIsasa bAra -bAra kahate haiM, 'bleseDa Ara da miik|' ve jo nahIM haiM, dhanyabhAgI haiN| nirbala ke bala raam| vaha jo itanA nirbala ho gayA ki aba maiM hUM itanA bhI nahIM kaha sktaa| itanI bhI dAvedArI na rhii| usI ko milate prbh| hAre ko hrinaam| vaha jo isa taraha hAra gayA, aura saba to gayA hI gayA, khuda bhI apane ko hAra gyaa| dAva para saba lagA cukaa| pADavoM ne to dropadI ko dAva para lagAyA thaa| vaha sirpha tU ko dAva para lgaayaa| jarA cUka gye| AkhirI karIba-karIba A gaye the| yaha jo dAva hai, yaha jIvana ke vAstavika yuddha kA, yahAM maiM ko bhI dAMva para lagA denA hai| maiM akiMcanabana gayA hUM davAra para Akara tumhAre

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darda kI saritA uphanatI Dhaha rahe mana ke kagAre maiM jidhara bhI dekhatA hUM bebasI AMcala pasAre Aja niSphala ho rahe haiM dhairya ke paritoSa sAre dhAra kA tRNa bana gayA hUM dvAra para Akara tumhAre AMsuo ke pAlane meM pIra ne mujhako jhulAyA yAda ke gIle karoM ne thapakiyAM dekara sulAyA loriyoM ke saMga gAte dUdha-muMheM sapane bicAre dhUla kA kaNa bana gayA hUM dvAra para Akara tumhAre maiM akiMcana bana gayA hUM dvAra para Akara tumhAre jaise-jaise dvAra prabhu kA karIba AtA vaise hI vaise vyakti akiMcana, naakuch| jisako aSTAvakra kahate haiM, 'na kiMcana / ' jo jarA bhI nahIM hai, aisA vyakti akiMcana / kiMcana kA artha hotA hai, jo thor3A-sA hai; kiNcit| akiMcana kA artha hai, jo thor3A-sA bhI nahIM hai| rekhamAtra bhI na bcii| zUnyavata / maiM akiMcana bana gayA hUM dvAra para Akara tumhAre dhAra kA tRNa bana gayA hUM dhUla kA kaNa bana gayA hUM dvAra para Akara tumhAre dvAra para Akara tumhAre jaise dhAra meM eka tinakA bahA jAtA hai| jaise havA ke bavaMDara meM dhUla kA eka kaNa ur3A jAtA hai| aSTAvakra ne kahA, jisa dina koI sUkhe patte kI bhAMti ho jAtA hai, havA jahAM le jaaye| aisI akiMcanatA meM dhnybhaag| aisI akiMcanatA meM, jahAM saba kucha kho gayA vahIM saba kucha milatA hai| samasta dhanoM kA dhana! 'yogI ko na svarga hai, na narka hai, aura na jIvanamukti hI hai| isameM bahuta kahane se kyA prayojana hai? yogI ko yogadRSTi se kucha bhI nahIM hai|' na svargoM naiva narako jIvantuktirna caiva hi / bahu nAtra kimuktena yogadRSTadhA na kiMcana / do zabda haiM : svarga aura narka / IsAiyata, yahUdI dharma, islAma ina do zabdoM ke AsapAsa banA hai| bhArata eka tIsarA zabda khojA, mokss| mokSa ke lie pazcima kI bhASAoM meM koI zabda nahIM hai| kyoMki vaha dhAraNA hI kabhI paidA nahIM huii| isalie pazcima ke dharma prAthamika sIr3hiyoM jaise haiN| AkhirI zikhara to pUraba meM chuA gayA : mokss| narka kA to artha hai dukha kA hI vistAra; vaha hamAre anubhava ke bhItara hai| aura svarga kA artha hai hamAre sukha kA vistAra, vaha bhI hamAre anubhava ke bhItara hai| jIvana meM hamane saba jAne haiM sukha-dukha / sukha eka tarapha chAMTa liye, dukha eka tarapha chAMTa liye, donoM kI rAziyAM lagA dIM, bana gaye svrg-nrk| svarga meM hamane vaha-vaha bacA liyA hai, jo hama cAhate haiM; aura narka meM vaha vaha DAla diyA hai, jo hama

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nahIM caahte| isa saMsAra ko hamane do hissoM meM bAMTa diyA- sukha aura dukha meM, to svarga aura narka bana gye| svarga aura narka koI pAralaukika bAta nahIM hai, isI saMsAra ke anubhava haiN| isIlie to tuma narka meM kyA pAoge? narka meM pAoge ki loga Aga kI lapaToM meM jalAye jA rahe haiN| yaha hamAre jIvana kA jo tApa hai, lapaTeM haiM, unakI hI dhAraNA hai| svarga meM kyA pAoge? ki loga zarAba ke cazmoM ke pAsa baiThe zarAba pI rahe haiN| sadA hare rahane vAle vRkSoM ke nIce baiThe mauja kara rahe haiM, apsarAyeM nAca rahI haiN| magara yaha to yahIM kA saba mAmalA hai| yaha kucha bahuta nayA nahIM hai| jo yahAM calatA hai choTe-moTe parimANa meM usako hI bar3e parimANa meM tuma vahAM calA rahe ho| isameM kucha bheda nahIM hai| yaha saMsAra ke pAra bAta na gaI / to pUraba ne eka nayA zabda khojA, mokss| mokSa kA artha hai, sukha-dukha donoM ke pAra / mokSa kA artha hai, svarga narka donoM ke pAra / lekina aSTAvakra ne hada kara dI / aSTAvakra kahate haiM, parama avasthA meM svarga-narka to hote hI nahIM, mokSa bhI nahIM hotaa| unhoMne mokSa ke pAra kI bhI eka bAta kahI hai| isase pAra kabhI kisI ne aura kucha bhI nahIM kahA hai| isIlie to aSTAvakra ke ina vaktavyoM ko maiMne mahAgItA kahA hai| kRSNa mokSa taka le jAkara chor3a dete haiM bAta ko / mohammada svarga taka le jAkara chor3a dete haiM bAta ko / aisA hI jIsasa bhii| aSTAvakra mokSa ke bhI pAra le jAte haiN| aSTAvakra kahate haiM, svarga aura narka nahIM haiM yaha to bAta tthiik| ye to citta kI dazAyeM haiN| phira mokSa jo hai, vaha jaba hama citta kI dazAoM se mukta hote haiM usakA anubhava hai| lekina vaha anubhava to kSaNabhaMgura hai| samajho, eka AdamI jela meM baMda thA bIsa varSa, tumane use mukta kiyaa| jela kI dIvAroM ke bAhara lAye, hathakar3iyAM khola dIM, usako usake kapar3e vApisa lauTA diye| vaha rAha para Akara khar3A ho gyaa| to nizcita hI rAha para Akara khar3e hokara vaha parama svataMtratA kA anubhava kregaa| lekina kitane dina taka ? ghaDI -do ghar3I, dina-doM dina / bIsa varSa ke kArAgRha ke kAraNa hI sar3aka para khar3A hokara vaha anubhava kara rahA hai| jo loga sar3aka para cala hI rahe haiM aura kabhI jela meM nahIM gaye haiM unako kucha bhI patA nahIM cala rahA hai svataMtratA kA / agara vaha AdamI ekadama nAcane lagegA to loga kaheMge, tU pAgala hai| vaha kahegA, maiM mukta ho gyaa| yaha khulA AkAza, yaha sUraja, ye cAMda tAre! ahA ! to loga kaheMge, terA dimAga kharAba hai? ye sUraja cAMda-tAre saba ThIka haiM, yaha khulA AkAza bhI ThIka hai, hama sadA se yahIM haiN| aisA kucha nAcane kI bAta nahIM hai| isa AdamI ko jo anubhava ho rahA hai svataMtratA kA vaha bIsa varSa ke kArAgRha kI pRSThabhUmi ho rahA hai| yaha kSaNa bhara kI bAta hai| dasa - pAMca dina bAda jaba tuma ise miloge to tuma nAcatAna paaoge| bAta khatama ho gii| jaba kArAgRha hI khatama ho gayA to svataMtratA bhI khatama ho gii| svataMtratA kSaNabhaMgura hai|

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aSTAvakra kahate haiM, jaba koI vyakti saMsAra ke anaMta jAla se mukta hotA hai, janmoM-janmoM ke jAla se, to ahobhAva se, dhanyabhAva se nAca uThatA hai ki ahA! svataMtra ho gyaa| mukta ho gyaa| lekina yaha bhI kSaNabhaMgara bAta hai| yaha saMsAra ke hI pRSThabhUmi meM vaktavya hai| thor3e dina bAda yaha bAta khatama ho gii| agara tuma ko aba buddha mahAvIra mila jAyeM kahIM, to tuma unako nAcate thor3e hI pAoge! agara aba bhI nAca rahe hoM to dimAga kharAba hai| ThIka thA jaba isa kArAgRha se chUTe the| janmoM-janmoM purAnA kArAgRha! apUrva AnaMda huA hogA paga dhuMgharU bAMdha mIrA naacii| nizcita huA hogaa| kabIra kahate haiM, 'aba hama ghara cale avinaashii|' bar3A AnaMda huA hogA| lekina yaha to kSaNa kI hI bAta hai| aura ThIka se samajhanA, to saMsAra kI hI apekSA meM hai| yaha saMsAra se mukta hokara bhI abhI saMsAra se baMdhI bAta hai| yaha AdamI jela se bAhara nikala AyA, yadyapi bAhara nikala AyA lekina abhI bIsa sAla jo jela meM rahA hai, vaha chAyA isake sira meM ghUma rahI hai| usI chAyA ke kAraNa yaha bAhara kA AkAza itanA mukta mAlUma ho rahA hai| vaha sIMkhacoM ke bhItara se dekhA gayA AkAza abhI bhI chUTa nahIM gayA hai| sIMkhacoM ke bAhara A gayA hai, AMkhoM para sIMkhace jar3e raha gaye haiM, aTake raha gaye haiN| aura jaba yaha dekhatA hai khulA AkAza aura koI rokane vAlA nahIM, hAtha meM jaMjIreM nhiiN| hAtha meM jhakajhora kara dekhatA hai, purAnA bojha chUTa gayA hai lekina abhI kahIM purAne bojha kI chAyA maujUda hai; usI kI tulanA meN| saMsAra kI tulanA meM hI mokss| lekina yaha tulanA jyAdA dera to nahIM Tika sktii| saMsAra hI calA gayA to saMsAra se utpanna honevAlI jo dhAraNA hai, vaha bhI calI jaayegii| isalie aSTAvakra kahate haiM, 'yogI ko na svarga hai aura na narka, aura na jIvagakti hI hai| isameM bahu ta kahane se kyA prayojana hai? yogI ko yoga kI dRSTi se kucha bhI nahIM hai|' bahunAtra kimuktena yogadRSTadhA na kiMcana bar3I apUrva bAta hai| aSTAvakra kahate haiM, yoga kI dRSTi se yogI ko kucha bhI nahIM hai| na svarga hai na narka hai; mokSa bhI nahIM hai| na sukha hai na dukha, AnaMda bhI nahIM hai| yoga kI dRSTi se yogI ko kucha bhI nahIM hai| yogadRSTadhA na kiNcn| yogI hI nahIM bacA, aba aura kyA bacegA? buddha ne ise mahAzUnya kahA hai, nirvANa kahA hai| bujha gayA dIyA ahaMkAra kaa| ho gayA dIye kA nirvaann| aba kucha bhI na bcaa| jahAM kucha bhI na bacA vahIM saba bcaa| sImA na rahI, asIma huA| svayaM miTe, anirvacanIya kA janma huaa| 'dhIra puruSa kA citta amRta se pUrita huA zItala hai|' samajhanA; kyoMki aSTAvakra ke eka-eka zabda bar3e bahumUlya haiN| 'dhIra puruSa kA cita amRta se pUrita huA zItala hai| isalie na vaha lAbha ke lie prArthanA karatA aura na hAni hone kI kabhI ciMtA karatA hai|'

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naiva prArthayate lAbha nAlAbhenAnuzocati / dhIrasya zItala cittamamRtenaiva pUritam / "dhIra puruSa kA citta amRta se pUrita zItala hai|' zItala zabda bar3A bahumUlya hai / jaba amRta se pahalI daphA saMbaMdha hotA hai, jaba zAzvata se pahalI daphA milana hotA hai, taba to apUrva harSonmAda hotA hai| eksesI ghaTatI hai| AdamI samAdhistha ho uThatA hai| AdamI nAcane lagatA hai| hajAra-hajAra sUraja, kabIra ne kahA hai, eka sAtha nikala Aye haiN| hajAra-hajAra kamala, kabIra ne kahA hai, eka sAtha khila gaye haiN| sugaMdha hI sugaMdha hai| anaMta taka sauMdarya hI sauMdarya hai| eka apUrva dRzya upasthita hotA hai| uttapta ho jAtA hogA yogI, jaba aisA amRta barasatA hai| eka kSaNa ko jaba bUMda meM sAgara utaratA hai to bUMda nAcegI nahIM? nAca uThatI hogii| jIvana kI lagI Aga diga dahata dahake pavana Adolita hulAsa chala-chala chalake vilAsa saurabha ke mele haiM Thaura - Thaura AsapAsa puSpa ko milA suhAga madhu mahaMta maha diga - dahaMta dahake..... kanabatiyAM kaliyoM kI barajorI aliyo kI mausama ke adharoM para gajaleM raMgaraliyo kI jayajayavaMtI bihAga rAgavata cahake diga - dahata dahake...... saba khilA utthaa| saba tarapha diga-digata dahaka utthe| eka apUrva UrjA kA visphoTa huA gayA saba dhUla-- dhavAMsa bhraa| gayA saba jarAjIrNa / nita nUtana se milana huaa| gaI mRtyu| gayA vaha jIvana, jisameM mRtyu ghaTatI thii| gaye janma aura mRtyu ke cakkara / amRta upalabdha huaa| aba nahIM kabhI miTanA hai| aba na kahIM jAnA hai, aba na kahIM AnA hai| to pahale kSaNa meM to ara baja uThatI hogii| pAyala baja uThatI hogii| nRtya jAgatA hogaa| harSonmAda zabda ThIka hai| harSa meM unmatta ho uThatA hogA koI / pAgala ho uThatA hogaa| ur3ate svara ke phAhe gIta bane caravAhe ghUma rahe galiyoM meM gaja rahe caurAhe aMtasa para thApa par3I gamakI maMjIra lar3I phira AyA hai mausama apanApana khone kA bhIgane - bhigone kA

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kaliyoM ke tana ciTake parimala ke kaNa chiTake malayAnila ne raha-raha surabhita Acala jhiTake jAga uThe bana soye kiraNoM ne muMha dhoye phira AyA hai mausama vallarI pirone kA bhIgane-bhigone kA amRta kI varSA hone lgii| phira AyA hai mausama bhIgane -bhigone kaa| ibane lge| roMA-roMA AnaMda meM DUbane lgaa| magara yaha koI sthira bAta to nahIM hai| yaha bhI zItala ho jaayegii| isalie zItala zabda kA upayoga kiyA hai| yaha to bar3I uttapta hai| harSonmAda! yaha to bar3A uttapta hai| isameM to bar3A nAca hai, bar3A raMga hai| bar3I gjl| bar3I rNgrliyaaN| pahalI daphA jIvana ke utsava ne apane davAra khole haiN| pahalI bAra, jisakI sadA-sadA se talAza thI usase milana huA hai| priyatama ke hAtha meM hAtha par3A hai| kabIra ne kahA hai, hama rAma kI dulhniyaa| bhAMvara par3a gii| aba to hama rAma ke sAtha cala pdd'e| aba to rAma ke sAtha hama jur3a gaye, eka ho gye| koI kaise nahIM nAcegA? koI kaise nahIM gunagunAyegA? kaise nahIM saMgIta kA janma hogA? nAda jagegA, vAdana hogA, kIrtana hogaa| lekina yaha jyAdA dera nahIM, isalie shiitl| 'dhIra puruSa kA citta amRta se pUrita huA zItala hai|' aMtima avasthA meM thor3I hI dera meM yaha saba zAMta ho jaayegaa| saba zItala ho jaayegaa| saba zUnya ho jaayegaa| 'isalie na vaha lAbha ke lie prArthanA karatA hai, na hAni hone se kabhI ciMtA karatA hai|' aba na apanI usakI koI prArthanA hai lAbha ke lie, na hAni kI koI ciMtA hai| aba na kucha khone ko hai, na kucha pAne ko hai| aba na kahIM jAne ko hai| yAtrA samApta huii| gaMtavya A gyaa| aba koI gati nahIM hai| aba koI gativAna nhiiN| aba saba tthhraa| aba saba parama avasthA meM tthhraa| ise hI kaheM smaadhi| pataMjali ne samAdhi ke do rUpa kahe haiN| eka ko kahA, savikalpa smaadhi| eka ko kahA, nirvikalpa smaadhi| savikalpa samAdhi meM harSonmAda hogaa| nirvikalpa samAdhi meM koI harSa na raha jAyegA, koI unmAda na raha jaayegaa| nirvikalpa samAdhi zItala hogii| koI vikalpa na bcaa| yaha parama zUnyatA lakSya hai| aura jisane ise pA liyA usane pUrNa ko pA liyA hai| zUnya ke dvAra se AtA hai puurnn| tuma miTo to prabhu ho sakatA hai| Aja itanA hii|

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dinAMka 30 janavarI, 1977; zrI ozo Azrama, pUnA / pahalA prazna : pUnama bana utaro - ( pravacana - pAMcavAM ) eka hI prazna uTha rahA hai hRdaya meM aura vaha bhI pahalI bAra ki kauna hai tU? kyA hai, kahAM para hai? apane se pUrI-pUrI pahacAna ho jAye tAki eka jAna ho jaayeN| tU tU na rahe, maiM maiM na rhuuN| eka dUje meM kho jaayeN| aura jaba taka pahacAna nahIM hotI taba taka eka kaise ho jAyeM? aura ucita bhI yahI hai ki tabhI maiM Apake darabAra meM AUM Ane kA majA bhI tabhI rhegaa| aise apane mana ko dhokhe mata denA / niraMtara AdamI bacane kI naI-naI tarakIbeM khoja letA hai| paramAtmA ke dvAra meM bhI tuma taba jAoge jaba apane ko jAna loge to paramAtmA ke dvAra jAne kI jarUrata kyA raha jAyegI? aura yaha akar3a chor3o ki apane ko jAnakara pahuMceMge, kucha pAtratA lekara pahuMceMge, kucha yogya banakara phuNceNge| yaha tumhArI yogyatA aura tumhArI pAtratA kA roga hI to tumheM bhaTakA rahA hai| kucha hokara phuNceNge| aise kaise cale jAyeM naMga-dhar3aMga ? kucha sAja-sAmAna se phuNceNge| paramAtmA ke darabAra meM bhI tuma jaise ho vaise hI nahIM jAoge ? Ayojana karoge? pahale aura taraha ke Ayojana the siMhAsanoM ke, aba yaha nayA siMhAsana khojA-AtmajJAnI hokara phuNceNge| 'tabhI to majA rhegaa|' tuma paramAtmA ke sAmane bhI nirIha, akiMcana banakara khar3e na ho sakoge? tuma paramAtmA ke sAmane bhI ajJAnI banakara khar3e na ho sakoge? vahAM bhI ahaMkAra ko le jAoge? apane ko jAnakara jAoge? bAta bar3I UMcI tumane kahI aisA lagatA, lekina UMcI bAtoM meM hama bar3I nIcI bAteM chipA lete haiN| AdamI kI kuzalatA apAra hai| vaha rogoM ke Upara bar3I sugaMdhiyA chir3aka letA hai| bhrAMtiyoM ko bhI acche-acche nAma de detA hai| yaha AtmajJAna bhI ahaMkAra kI hI sUkSma ghoSaNA hai| vahAM to tuma aise hI cale jAo, jaise ho| taiyAra mata hoo| sajI mt| majA isameM hI hai ki tuma jaise ho aise hI cale jaao| tuma jaise ho aise hI vahAM svIkAra ho| jarA bhI anyathA hone kI jarUrata nahIM hai| paramAtmA kI koI bhI zarta nahIM hai tuma para ki tuma aise hoo, taba A skoge| agara kinhIM ne zarteM lagAI haiM to paramAtmA ne nahIM, tumhAre mahAtmAoM ne lagAI haiN| ki pahale sAdhu bano, pahale tapasvI bano, tyAgI bano, AcaraNa, puNya - aura itanI zarteM lagA dI haiM ki tuma janmoM-janmoM taka bhI

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banoge to bana na pAoge / maiM tumase kahatA hUM tuma jaise ho aise hI saba ghAvoM se bhare, dhUli - dhUsarita, gaMde, kurUpa, ajJAnI, aise hI pukAra uttho| aise hI cala pdd'o| tuma aMgIkAra ho| usane tumheM aMgIkAra kiyA hI hai| tuma cora ho to bhI aMgIkAra ho| tuma beImAna ho to bhI aMgIkAra ho| kyoMki tuma kaise ho yaha koI zarta hI nahIM hai, tuma ho itanA kAphI hai| saca to yaha hai, agara usane tumheM aMgIkAra na kiyA hotA to tuma ho hI na sakate the| usake binA sahAre ke tuma kucha bhI na ho skte| cora bhI na ho skte| maiM tumase kahatA hUM, jaba tuma corI karane jA rahe ho taba bhI vahI tumhAre bhItara zvAsa le rahA hai| jaba tuma pApa karane gaye ho taba bhI usake hI sahAre gaye ho| apane sahAre to tuma kahIM bhI nahIM jA skte| tuma apaMga ho| tuma sadA usake hI dhanuSa para tIra banakara car3he ho| tumane koI bhI lakSya bhede hoM, sabhI lakSyoM meM usakI hI UrjA hai| aisA jisa dina jAnoge, usa dina phira ye bAteM na kroge| phira AdamI kA tarka ! AdamI socatA hai, pahale kucha iMtajAma to kara luuN| vyavasthA juTA luuN| saba bhAMti yogya ho jaauuN| isalie to tuma darabAra kaha rahe ho| yaha darabAra nahIM hai paramAtmA kA / darabAra ! to tuma phira rAjAoM kI, samrAToM kI bAteM bhItara le aaye| vahAM taiyArI caahie| vahAM tumheM sthAna nahIM milatA, taiyArI ko sthAna milatA hai| mirjA gAliba ke jIvana meM ullekha hai| bahAdurazAha ne nimaMtraNa diyA hai| aura bhI nagara ke pratiSThita loga AmaMtrita hue haiN| gAliba ko bhI nimaMtrita kiyA hai| lekina garIba hai gAliba | udhArI meM dabA hai| kapar3e -latte pAsa nhiiN| bar3A saMkoca se bharA hai| phira socane lagA mana hI mana ki mujhe nimaMtraNa diyA hai to aba jaisA hUM vaisA jaauuNgaa| mitroM ne kahA ki nahIM, aise mata jAo / mitra koTa-kamIja mAMga lAye, jUte mAga lAye, saba sAmAna ikaTThA kara diyA ki yaha pahanakara cale jAo / gAliba kA soca meM par3a gayA, ye kapar3e pahanUM na pahanUM? apane kapar3e apane haiM, dUsare ke dUsare ke haiN| kitane hI suMdara hoM, udhAra haiN| yaha jhUTha kyoM AropaNa karUM? himmata karake apane hI maile -kucaile purAne kapar3e pahane calA gyaa| para vahI huA jo mitroM ne kahA thaa| dvArapAla ne bhItara praviSTa hI na hone diyaa| usane kahA, bhAga yahAM se| dvArapAla to usake hAtha meM jo nimaMtraNa-patra thA vaha bhI chur3Ane lgaa| usane kahA, tU kisI kA curA lAyA hogaa| aise AdamiyoM ko samrATa kA kahIM nimaMtraNa milatA hai ? tU kisakA nimaMtraNa curA lAyA? bhAga yahAM se dubArA lauTakara yahAM mata aanaa| gAliba to bahuta parezAna aura apamAnita huA lekina samajha bhI khUba aaii| khUba haMsA bhI mana | ghara gayA, vaha jo udhAra kapar3e the, pahanakara TIma-TAma karake vApisa A gyaa| vahI dvArapAla jhuka-jhukakara namaskAra kiyaa| kahA, mIra sAhaba, aaiye| vaha bar3A hairAna huA ki kyA yaha AdamI itanA bhI nahIM dekha sakatA ki maiM vahI huuN| lekina AdamI to mukhauTe dekhate AdamI AtmAyeM thoDe hI dekhate haiN| AdamI to pazuoM se bhI gaye-bIte haiN| Isapa kI kahAnI hai eka, ki eka lomar3I ko eka mukhauTA mila gyaa| kisI nATaka kaMpanI ke

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pAsa ghUma rahI hogI, eka mukhauTA mila gyaa| to usane ulTA-palaTA, khUba ulttaa-plttaa| usako kucha samajha meM na Aye ki pIche to koI hai hI nhiiN| ulTatI-palaTatI gaI, Akhira usane kahA, hada ho gii| itanA bar3A ceharA aura bhejA bilakula nahIM! bhItara kucha hai hI nahIM? yaha jo Isapa kI lomar3I hai, yaha bhI jyAdA samajhadAra rahI hogI usa bahAdurazAha ke dvArapAla se| aura jaba gAliba gayA to bahAdurazAha ne use bar3e sammAna se apane pAsa hI bitthaayaa| aura bhI mehamAna the| bahAdurazAha ke mana meM bar3I kadra thI kavitA kii| khuda bhI kavi thaa| koI bahuta bar3A kavi to nahIM lekina phira bhI kavi thaa| aura kavitA kA bar3A Adara thA mana meN| lekina bar3A hairAna huA jaba bhojana parosA gayA aura gAliba uThA-uThAkara mAlapuNndU barphiyAM apane koTa ko chulAne lagA pagar3I ko chalAne lagA to vaha jarA cauNkaa| aise to kavi jhakkI hote haiM magara yaha kyA kara rahA hai? aura na kevala itanA, gAliba kahane lagA, le koTa, khaa| le pagar3I, khaa| khUba mana bharakara khA| bahAdurazAha ne kahA, Apa kyA kaha rahe haiM? jyAdA to nahIM pI gaye haiM? piyakkar3a to thaa| socA jyAdA pI gayA ho| vaha yaha kyA kara rahA hai? gAliba ne kahA, nahIM, pIyA bilakula nahIM hUM,lekina maiM AyA hI nahIM huuN| ye kapar3e hI Aye haiN| ye hI bhojana kreN| nimaMtraNa Apa) bhalA mujhe bhejA ho dvArapAla ne mujhe praviSTa nahIM hone diyA hai| ye kapar3e hI bhItara Aye haiN| maiM to AyA hI nhiiN| maiM to apamAnita bAhara se ghara lauTA diyA gayA huuN| ye AdamiyoM ke darabAra haiN| tuma Izvara ke darabAra ko bhI AdamiyoM kA darabAra samajhate ho? vahAM tuma jaise bhI jAoge vaise hI svIkAra ho jaaoge| yaha akar3a chodd'o| yaha bAta hI vyartha hai ki pahale maiM apane ko jAna lUM ra phira majA rhegaa| aura dUsarI bAta khayAla rakho ki tuma binA usase mile apane ko jAna na paaoge| aba aura thor3I ar3acana hai| kyoMki usase milane kA artha kyA hai? usase milane kA artha hI yahI hai, svayaM kI AtyaMtika sattA se milnaa| paramAtmA kucha alaga thor3e hI baiThA hai| ki kahIM baiThA hai, tuma cale gaye davAra para dastaka de dI, bhItara bulA liye gaye| paramAtmA bhItara baiThA hai| jaba tuma svayaM meM jAoge tabhI usameM jaaoge| vahIM usakA darabAra hai -tumhAre svabhAva meN| to tuma svayaM ko jAna lo aura phira paramAtmA ke pAsa jAo, yaha to bAta ho hI nahIM sktii| svayaM ko jAnA ki paramAtmA ko jAna liyaa| paramAtmA ko jAna liyA ki svayaM ko jAna liyaa| svayaM ko jAna lenA aura paramAtmA ko jAna lenA do bAteM nahIM haiM, eka hI ghaTanA hai| eka hI ghaTanA ko kahane ke do DhaMga haiN| to yaha to tuma bAMdhanA hI mata khayAla apane mana meM ki pahale svayaM ko jAna leMge, phira jaayeNge| to tuma svayaM ko bhI na jAna sakoge aura abhI tumane svayaM ko jo samajhA hai ki yaha maiM hUM vaha to tuma ho hI nhiiN| kisI ne samajhA hai maiM deha hUM,kisI ne samajhA hai maiM mana hUM,kisI ne samajhA hai ki hiMdU musalamAna, IsAI, jaina, bauddh| kisI ne samajhA ki brAhmaNa, zUdra; kisI ne samajhA gorA, kAlA, kisI ne samajhA javAna, kaa| yaha tuma kucha bhI nahIM ho| yaha to mana aura zarIra kA hI saba jor3a hai|

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inake pAra tuma ho, sAkSI tuma ho| usa sAkSI meM praveza hI paramAtmA meM praveza hai| phira eka bAta aura isa jagata meM jaise niyama haiM, ThIka usase viparIta niyama haiM aMtarjagata ke| yahAM agara tumheM kucha pAnA ho - dhana ., pada, pratiSThA, to lar3anA par3e, jUjhanA par3e, chIna-jhapaTa macAnI pdd'e| galAghoMTa pratiyogitA hai| aura bhI chIna rahe haiM tumheM bhI chInanA pdd'e| kyoMki bAhara kI duniyA meM jo dhana hai use tumane pA liyA to dUsarA vaMcita raha jaayegaa| dUsare ne pA liyA to tuma vaMcita raha jaaoge| yahAM to do hI upAya haiM, yA tuma chIna lo yA dUsare ko chIna lene do| ___ bhItara kI duniyA ke niyama bilakula hI bhinna haiN| vahAM tuma jJAnI bana jAo to dUsare ko ajJAnI nahIM bananA pdd'taa| dUsarA jJAnI bana jAye to tumhArA kucha chinatA nhiiN| vahAM koI pratispardhA nahIM hai| vahAM to jo chIna-jhapaTa karegA, cUka jaayegaa| vahAM to binA chIna-jhapaTa milatA hai| vahAM to binA prayAsa milatA hai| bAhara jo baiThA rahA, cuukegaa| bhItara jo calatA rahA, cuukegaa| bAhara jo calatA rahA, paayegaa| bhItara jo baiTha gayA, paayegaa| dhyAna kyA hai? baiTha jaanaa| aisI baiThaka mAra lenI bhItara-yahI to Asana zabda kA artha hai| Asana kA artha hai, aisI baiThaka mAra lI ki hilate hI nhiiN| calanA-jAnA to dUra rahA, kaMpana bhI nahIM hotaa| akaMpa hokara bhItara baiTha gaye, basa vahIM milanA hai| bAhara kI to koI bhI maMjila tumheM dillI jAnA to yAtrA karanI pdd'e| aura tumheM svayaM meM AnA to saba yAtrA chor3anI pdd'e| bAhara khojanA, AMkha kholanI pdd'e| bhItara khojanA, AMkha bilakula baMda kara lenI pdd'e| bAhara kucha karanA hai, zarIra kA mAdhyama lenA pdd'egaa| bhItara kucha karanA hai, zarIra kA mAdhyama chor3a denA pdd'egaa| utaro ghor3e se| bAhara jAnA hai to ghor3e kI savArI hai| zarIra para car3hakara hI jAoge aura koI upAya nahIM hai| bhItara jAnA hai to zarIra kI koI AvazyakatA hI nahIM hai| isa ghor3e ko bhItara mata liye cale jAnA, nahIM to bhItara jA na paaoge| bAhara jAnA hai to soc-vicaar| bhItara jAnA hai to nirvicaar| ye bar3I viparIta bAteM haiN| __ isakA eka sUtra maiM tumase nivedana kara dUM bAhara vijJAna kahatA hai, kAraNa-kArya kA niyama kaaj-iphektt| pahale kAraNa phira kaary| pahale mAM phira bettaa| pahale bIja phira vRkss| kAraNa pahale, kArya piiche| isase anyathA bAhara nahIM hotaa| bhItara kI duniyA meM mAmalA ulTA hai| yahAM kArya pahale, kAraNa piiche| pahale beTA phira maaN| isIlie to kabIra ne ulaTabAsiyAM likhI haiN| pAnI laga gaI AgI machalI car3ha gaI rUkha aba machaliyoM ko tumane kabhI jhADU para car3hate dekhA? machalI car3ha gaI rUkha? pAnI meM kabhI Aga lagatI dekhI? pAnI to Aga bujhAtA hai| pAnI laga gaI AgI? kabIra yaha kaha rahe haiM, yaha ulaTabAsI hai| ye bhItara ke sUtra haiN| bAhara jaisA hotA hai isase ulTA bhItara hotA hai| isalie bAhara ke gaNita ko bhItara mata phailaanaa| bAhara to aisA hI lagegA ki jaba apane ko hI nahIM jAnate to paramAtmA ko kaise jAneMge? bilakula tarkayukta hai baat| abhI apanA hI

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patA nahIM ki hama kauna haiM to paramAtmA ko kyA khAka khojeM! kahAM khojeM? abhI apane ko hI nahIM pA sake to aura ko kyA pA sakeMge? apanI hI to sudha nahIM hai aura paramAtmA kI yAtrA para cale! pahale hoza meM to A jaao| jaise koI zarAbI AdamI DAvAMDola hotA cala rahA hai aura kisI se pUchatA hai ki paramAtmA ko khojanA hai, kahAM hai? to tuma kyA kahoge? ki bar3e miyAM! pahale jarA hoza to laao| hAtha-paira to kahAM ke kahAM par3a rahe haiN| kahIM rakhate ho, kahIM jA rahe haiN| aura paramAtmA ko khojane nikale isa hAlata meM? acchI- bhalI hAlata meM nahIM milatA, isa hAlata meM milegA? pahale hoza to samhAlo thodd'aa| jarA apane hoza meM to Ao, phira khojanA paramAtmA ko / bAhara kI duniyA meM yaha javAba bilakula ThIka hai, lekina bhItara kI duniyA meM ve hI pahuMcate haiM jo lar3akhar3Ate haiM, zarAbI kI taraha calate haiN| pAnI laga gaI AgI ! eka pAMva idhara rakhate haiM, dUsarA udhara par3atA hai| jAte uttara haiM, pahuMca pUraba jAte haiM aise loga pahuMcate haiM| matavAle pahuMcate haiM, dIvAne pahuMcate haiM, pAgala pahuMcate haiM, masta pahuMcate haiN| maiMne sunA hai, eka AdamI roja-roja nadI ke kinAre jAkara ghUmane ke lie jAtA thA subaha - subaha brahmamuhUrta meM roja-roja AtA dekhakara jo machaliyoM kI rAnI thI vaha use pahacAnane lagI thii| lekina machalI to pAnI meM thI, AdamI nadI ke kinAre TahalatA thaa| pAnI meM to ulTI chAyA banatI hai, pratibiMba to ulTA banatA hai| tuma jaba darpaNa meM khar3e hote ho taba tumheM yAda nahIM rahatI lekina pratibiMba ulTA bana rahA hai| tuma vaise hI thor3e dikhAI par3a rahe ho, jaise ho; usase ulTe bana rahe ho / nahIM ho to kitAba kA pannA sAmane rakhakara darpaNa ke dekhanA taba tumako samajha meM A jaayegaa| saba akSara ulTe ho gye| vaha to tuma roja khaDe hote ho to Adata ho gaI hai, to tumako khayAla meM nahIM AtA ki bAyAM dAyAM dikha rahA hai, dAyAM bAMyA dikha rahA hai| roja kI Adata hai| kitAba kA pannA sAmane karanA darpaNa ke tatkAla samajha meM A jAyegA ki saba ulTA ho jAtA hai| to machalI to pAnI meM se dekhatI thI pratiphalana / to usako dikhAI par3atA thA AdamI kA sira nIce, paira uupr| svabhAvataH machalI kI akala aura machalI kA anubhava bhI yahI thA / pAnI ke Upara to usane kabhI Akara dekhA nahIM thaa| isa AdamI ke Dara ke mAre AtI bhI nahIM thI, aura nIce saraka jAtI thii| mAnatI thI ki yahI AdamI ke hone kA DhaMga hai ki sira nIce, paira uupr| aura aisA hI usane zAstroM meM bhI par3hA thaa| machaliyoM ke likhe zAstra ! unhoMne bhI aisA hI AdamI dekhA thaa| lekina eka dina isa AdamI ko yoga kA zauka car3hA aura yaha zIrSAsana karane lagA vahIM nadI ke kinaare| jaba isane zIrSAsana kiyA to machalI bar3I ciMtita huI ki isa AdamI ko kyA ho gayA ? kyoMki nIce usane pAnI meM dekhA ki sira Upara aura paira niice| yaha to bAta gar3abar3a ho gii| kyA yaha AdamI zIrSAsana kara rahA hai? Aja pahalI daphA use AdamI vaisA dikhAI par3A thA jaisA vastutaH AdamI hotA hai| magara unake hisAba se to gar3abar3a ho rahI thI saba baat| ki AdamI ko ho kyA gayA hai? dimAga

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kharAba ho gayA hai? sadA sira nIce hotA thA, paira Upara hote the, Aja paira nIce aura sira Upara? utsukatAvaza machalI pAnI ke Upara aaii| aura jaba usane dekhA to vaha bar3I muzkila meM par3a gii| tabase machaliyoM meM khabara hai ki AdamiyoM kA kucha bharosA nhiiN| inake svabhAva ke saMbaMdha meM kucha nizcita nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| hote kucha dikhAte kucha / asaliyata kucha khabara kucha phailaate| hamane abhI jo bhI jagata dekhA hai vaha hamane AdamI ke dRSTikoNa se dekhA hai| AdamI kA dRSTikoNa machaliyoM jaisA baMdhA dRSTikoNa hai| abhI hamane paramAtmA ko sIdhA-sIdhA nahIM dekhA, pratiphalana dekhA hai| pratiphalana kI khoja hI vijJAna hai| isalie vijJAna meM kAraNa pahale, kArya pIche / aura dharma pratiphalana kI khoja nahIM, satya kI khoja hai| vahAM kArya pahale, kAraNa piiche| pAnI laga gaI AgI! yaha ulaTabAMsI kA artha hai| ulaTabAMsI kA artha hI yaha hotA hai, kucha bAta jaisI tumheM dikhAI par3atI hai isase ulTI hai| tuma kahate ho, tarkayukta kahate ho ki pahale apane ko jAna lUM phira paramAtmA ko jAnane jAUM maiM tumase kahatA hUM tuma paramAtmA ko hI jAnakara svayaM ko jAna pAoge tuma kahate ho, lakSya mila jAye to srota mila jAyegA / maiM tumase kahatA hUM srota mila jAye to lakSya mila jAye tuma to paramAtmA ko bhI khojane jAte ho to bAhara jAte ho| AdamI kI sArI pakar3a bAhara hai| aura aba tuma eka aisI jhaMjhaTa khar3I kara le rahe ho apane mana ke lie ki jaba taka apane ko na jAna leMge. yaha eka aisI zarta hai jo tuma pUrI na kara skoge| na hogI zarta pUrI, na tuma kabhI paramAtmA kI khoja ko jaaoge| yaha to tumane aisA kiyA, na rahA bAMsa na bajI bAMsurI / tumane to prazna kI jar3a hI tor3a dii| tumhArI khoja avaruddha ho jaayegii| maiM tumase kahatA hUM tuma ina bAtoM meM mata par3o tuma paramAtmA ko khoja lo| paramAtmA ko khojane hI tuma svayaM ko jAna paaoge| yahAM svayaM ko jAnanA pahale nahIM hogA, pIche hogA; chAyA kI taraha aayegaa| kyoM? kyoMki paramAtmA tumhArA vAstavika honA hai| tumhArA honA to chAyA mAtra hai| tumhArA honA to bhrama mAtra hai, paramAtmA kA honA vAstavika hai, zAzvata hai| tumhArA honA to kSaNabhaMgura sadA smaraNa rakho, kinhIM hoziyAra tarakIboM se apanI yAtrA ko kharAba mata kara lenA, apane pairoM ko laMgar3e mata kara lenaa| calo, jaise ho| isalie to jIsasa kahate haiM, ve hI pahuMca pAyeMge mere prabhu ke rAjya meM jo choTe baccoM kI bhAMti haiN| naMga dhaDaMga jaise the vaise hI pahuMca gye| sAja-saMvAra kI phikra hI na kI zrRMgAra hI na kiyA / usase bhI kyA chipAnA ! zrRMgAra karake bhI kyA chipegA ! jisane tumheM banAyA usase kyA chipAnA! jisase tuma Aye usase kyA chipAnA ! pApa hai to pApa / burA hai to burA bhalA hai to bhalA / jaise ho aise hI cala par3o to hI pahuMca pAoge aura pahuMca gaye to krAMti hai| pahuMcane ke pahale krAMti kI AzA rkhnaa| pahuMca gaye to krAMti hai| jo pahuMce ve badale jo badalane kI rAha dekhate rahe ve badale to kabhI nahIM pahuMce bhI nahIM pahuMcane se bhI cUke

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dUsarA prazna : bhavasAgara se pAra utarakara parama AtmA meM lIna hone ke lie jar3abhakti madabhakti evaM aMdhabhakti meM se kisakA sahArA liyA jAye? prazna hI bhakta kA nahIM mAlUma hotaa| bhakti ko gAliyAM de rahe ho| kahate ho-jar3abhakti, mUDhabhakti, aNdhbhkti| prazna hI bhakta kA nahIM hai| prazna to jJAnI kA mAlUma par3atA hai| bhakta to eka hI bhakti jAnatA hai| bhakti ke vizleSaNa bhI jJAniyoM ne kiye haiM, bhaktoM ne nahIM kiye haiN| kitane prakAra kI bhakti hai yaha bhI vizleSaNa jJAniyoM kA hai, bhaktoM kA nhiiN| bhakta ko kyA patA! bhakta to vibhakti jAnatA hI nahIM, vibhAjana jAnatA hI nhiiN| bhakta to koTiyAM jAnatA hI nhiiN| bhakta to eka ko hI jAnatA hai, do ko nahIM jaantaa| bhakta kA hisAba eka se Age jAtA hI nhiiN| kahate haiM, jIsasa ko skUla meM par3hane biThAyA gyaa| IsAiyoM meM to yaha kahAnI kho gaI hai lekina sUphiyoM ne bacA rakhI hai| kucha kahAniyAM sUphiyoM ke pAsa haiM jIsasa kI, jo IsAiyoM ke pAsa kho gaI haiN| aura bar3I adabhuta kahAniyAM haiN| unameM eka kahAnI yaha hai ki jIsasa ko skUla par3hane bhejA gyaa| saMkhyA sikhAne kI koziza kI zikSaka ne aura ve eka para aTaka rhe| aura unhoMne kahA, jaba taka tuma eka ko na samajhA do taba taka do para kyA jAnA! aura zikSaka eka ko na samajhA skaa| aba eka ko samajhAne ke lie to koI buddha, koI kRSNa ho to samajhA ske| eka ko samajhAnA to bar3I kaThina bAta hai| do bilakula sarala, tIna aura sarala cAra aura srl| jaisI saMkhyA bar3I hotI jAtI hai vaise samajhAnA AsAna hotA jAtA hai| magara eka ko kaise samajhAo? tumane dekhA, isa jagata meM sarala cIjoM ko samajhAnA sabase jyAdA kaThina hai| agara koI pUche, do kyA? to tuma kaha do, eka aura eka do| eka aura eka milakara do| ekaphaeka ma do| kucha to uttara ho sakatA hai| lekina eka kyA? vibhAjana nahIM hotA to uttara nahIM hotaa| koI tumase pUche pIlA raMga kyA? to tuma kyA kahoge? tuma kahoge, pIlA raMga yAnI pIlA rNg| aba isameM aura kyA hai batAne ko? tumase koI pUche iMdradhanuSa kyA? to tuma kahoge sAta rNg| tuma sAtoM raMgoM kA nAma le do, silasilA batA do, kramavAra ginatI karavA do| magara koI pUche pIlA raMga? aba pIlA raMga bar3A sarala mAmalA hai| sarala isa jagata meM sarvAdhika kaThina siddha hotA hai| kaThina kA to vizleSaNa ho sakatA hai kyoMki kaThina kAphleksa hotA hai| kaThina meM to kaI cIjeM milI hotI haiM to kucha upAya hotA hai| kucha kaha sakate ho|

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jIsasa aTaka rhe| jIsasa ne kahA, eka ko to samajhAo phira do para cleN| kyoMki tuma kahate ho, do kA matalaba hotA hai eka+eka, aura abhI eka samajhe hI nhiiN| kahate haiM, zikSaka bahuta nArAja ho gyaa| mAM-bApa se usane zikAyata kI ki isa bacce ko alaga kro| yaha khuda to par3hegA nahIM, dUsaroM ko bhI par3hane nahIM degaa| yaha kahAM kI phijUla bakavAsa lagAtA hai ki eka kA matalaba kyA? aba kisako patA hai ki eka kA matalaba kyA? jitanA patA hai vaha kAmacalAU hai| zikSaka becArA zikSaka! jIsasa ne eka aisI bAta pUcha lI, jo ki AkhirI hai| pahale dina pUcha lI skUla meN| yaha to vizvavidayAlaya cuka jAte haiM taba bhI nahIM cukatI| yaha to jIvana ke aMtima caraNa meM hI rahasya khulatA hai ki eka yAnI kyA! bhakta kA artha hotA hai, jo eka meM jIne lgaa| usake pAsa to do nahIM haiN| usane to eka ko pahacAna liyaa| to isa prazna meM thor3I-sI jJAna kI jhalaka hai| aura jJAna bhakti meM bAdhA hai| kyoMki bhakti kA artha hai, prem| isalie jJAnI bhakta ko kahate haiM aNdhaa| kyoMki unako lagatA hai ki prema to aMdhA hotA hai| prema aMdhA hai bhI-jJAnI ke hisAba se| magara jAnI hai kauna prema ke saMbaMdha meM hisAba lagAnevAlA? jo prema ko jAnate hoM vahI kucha kheN| unhIM kI bAta sunuuN| jJAnI ko koI haka bhI nahIM hai prema ke saMbaMdha meM kucha kahane kaa| jAnate hI nahIM prema ko, prema ke saMbaMdha meM kahoge kyA? jJAna ke saMbaMdha meM kucha kaho, tthiik| lekina jJAnI hara cIja ke saMbaMdha meM kucha na kucha kahatA hai| vaha hara cIja ko jJAna kA viSaya banA letA hai, vizleSaNa kara detA hai| to jJAniyoM ne vizleSaNa kara diyA hai ki bhakti kitane prakAra kI, prema kitane prakAra kA, aisI bhakti, vaisI bhakti aura bhakti kA unheM kucha patA nhiiN| bhakti to basa eka prakAra kii-ekrs| usameM dUsarA rasa hI nahIM hai| usameM dUjA nahIM hai, dUsarA rasa kaise hogA? premagalI ati sIkarI tA meM do na smaay|| to tuma yaha phikra chor3o ki jar3abhakti ki mUDhabhakti ki aMdhabhakti ki vikSipta bhakti, yaha chor3o tuma phikra bhakti kAphI hai| aura usa bhakti meM ye saba cIjeM apane Apa A jaayeNgii| tuma eka daphA bhakta to ho jAo, aMdhe apane Apa ho jaaoge| sArI duniyA tumako aMdhA kahegI, tuma nahIM aMdhe ho jaaoge| tumheM to AMkheM mila jaayeNgii| tumheM to vaha dikhAI par3ane lagegA jo sAdhAraNa AMkhoM se dikhAI hI nahIM pdd'taa| adRzya tamhAre lie dRzya banane lgegaa| agocara gocara ho jaayegaa| jise kabhI kisI ne nahIM chuA usakA sparza anubhava hone lgegaa| lekina duniyA tumheM aMdhA khegii| duniyA na mAna skegii| kyoMki duniyA aMdhI hai| aura duniyA tumheM aMdhA khegii| eca. jI. velsa kI eka kahAnI hai, kahIM meksiko meM eka ghATI hai jahAM bacce paidA hokara tIna mahIne ke bhItara aMdhe ho jAte haiN| kahAnI tathya para AdhArita hai| usa ghATI kI jalavAya, bhojana kacha aisA~ hai ki AMkha kharAba ho jAtI hai| to vahAM eka kabIle meM eka AMkhavAlA AdamI pahuMca gayA bAhara kI duniyA se| dUra pahAr3oM meM basI huI choTI sI bastiyAM haiM aMdhoM kii| aura kabhI koI AMkhavAlA vahAM huA nhiiN| sabhI aMdhe haiN| aba tIna mahIne kA baccA to kucha kaha nahIM sktaa| tIna mahIne taka AMkha

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ThIka rahatI hai phira dhIre taka to AMkha jA cukI hotI hai| isalie kabhI kisI ne yaha kahA hI nahIM, AMkha hai| yaha AMkhavAlA AdamI bAhara kI duniyA se yAtrA karatA huA kisI taraha una pahAr3oM, durgama pahAr3oM ko pAra karake pahuMca gyaa| ve usa kabIle ke loga isakI bAta hI na maaneN| isa para hNse| tumhArA dimAga to kharAba nahIM ho gayA? kabhI sunA? kaisI bAteM kara rahe ho? kisako dhokhA de rahe ho? AMkha hotI hI nhiiN| - dhIre kharAba ho jAtI hai| jaba taka baccA bolane kI umra meM AtA hai taba aura isa AdamI ko pramANa juTAnA muzkila ho gayA kyoMki vahAM saba aMdhe the| bhIr3a to unakI thii| aura gAMva bhara haMsatA aura kahatA, kahAM hai vaha aMdhA ? isa AdamI ke bAbata - veM aMdhA mAnate isako / isakA nAma aMdhA rakha liyaa| usa gAva kI eka lar3akI isake prema meM par3a gii| lekina gAMva ne eka zarta lagA dii| unhoMne kahA ki agara isa lar3akI se prema karanA hai to eka zarta hai| kyoMki hamAre yahAM kabhI bhI tuma kahate ho, tumhAre pAsa AMkheM haiN| hameM pakkA patA nahIM, haiM yA nhiiN| lekina eka bAta pakkI hai ki hamAre isa deza meM, hamAre isa samAja meM kabhI AMkhavAle se hamArI kisI lar3akI ne zAdI nahIM kI hai| to isakA zAstroM meM koI ullekha nahIM hai, na paraMparA meM koI ullekha hai| yaha hamArI dhAraNA ke viparIta hai| agara tuma kahate ho, tumhArI AMkheM haiM, to tumheM Aparezana ke lie rAjI honA pdd'e| hama tumhArI AMkheM nikAla lete haiN| tuma aMdhe ho jAo to hI zAdI kara sakate ho| ThIka hai| jaba koI brAhmaNa se zAdI kare to vaha kahatA hai, brAhmaNa ho ki nahIM? koI hiMdU se zAdI kare to vaha kahatA hai, tuma hiMdU ho ki nahIM? koI IsAI se zAdI kare to vaha kahatA hai, pahale IsAI ho jAo phira hama zAdI kara leNge| unhoMne bhI ThIka khaa| aMdhe ho jaao| hamAre jaise ho jaao| hama nahIM mAnate ki tuma aMdhe ho ki AMkhavAle ho, magara hama jaise ho jAo to hI hamArI lar3akI se zAdI kara sakate ho| vaha AdamI bar3I muzkila meM par3a gyaa| aura usane kahA, rAta bhara kA mujhe maukA do! idhara prema khIMce, udhara AMkhoM kA Agraha / lekina subaha hote hote vaha bhAga khar3A huaa| usane kahA ki prema to phira kahIM ho jaayegaa| ye AMkheM eka bAra gaIM to giiN| aura phira use sUraja samajha meM Ane lagA aura raMga aura rUpa aura sAre jagata kA yaha sauMdarya, yaha saba kho dUM? vaha bhAga khar3A huaa| usane kahA ki ye loga kahIM pakar3akara jabardastI Aparezana kara hI na deN| tuma jaba bhakta banoge to loga tumheM aMdhA kaheMge yaha bAta saca hai / kyoMki loga aMdhe haiN| unake pAsa bhakti kI AMkheM nahIM haiN| prema kI eka AMkha hai| kucha cIjeM haiM jo prema hI dekhatA hai, aura koI nahIM dekhtaa| isalie kahatA hUM ki prema kI eka apanI AMkha hai| apanA dekhane kA DhaMga, apanI tarja, apanI zailI hai| apanA eka alaga hI mArga hai prema kA / kucha cIjeM kevala prema hI dekha pAtA hai aura koI nahIM dekha paataa| kucha ke lie tarka bilakula aMdhA hai| cIjoM

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paramAtmA ko dekhanA hai? tarka aMdhA hai| prema se hI dekhA jA sakatA hai| sauMdarya ko dekhanA hai? tarka aMdhA hai| prema se hI dekhA jA sakatA hai| jIvana meM jo bhI satyaM zivaM suMdaram hai vaha sabhI prema se dekhA jAtA hai, tarka se nahIM dekhA jAtA / tarka to tInoM kI garadana dabAkara mAra DAlatA hai| tumheM agara bhakti meM thor3A bhI rasa hai - hogA jarUra, pUchA hai - lekina tumhAre mana meM tathAkathita jJAniyoM ne bahuta jahara bhara diyA hai, usa jahara ko alaga kro| usase chuTakArA karo apanA / bhakti to eka hI taraha kI hai| bhakti meM kahAM do taraha ke prakAra kA prazna ? bhakti meM do kI jagaha hI nahIM hai| aura phira tuma pUchate ho, 'bhavasAgara se pAra utarakara........ yaha bhI bhakta kA savAla nahIM hai| bhavasAgara se pAra utaranA bhI jJAniyoM kA hI savAla hai| bhavasAgara! vaha zabda bhI jJAniyoM kA hai| bhakta to kahatA hai, he prabhu! hajAra-hajAra baMdhanoM meM mujhe bAMdhe rkhnaa| vaha bhavasAgara vagairaha se pAra utarane kI bAta hI nahIM krtaa| vaha kahatA hai, terA terA hI saMsAra hai, pAra kyA utaranA ! terA hI rUpa terA sauMdarya, terA hI raMga) terA hI rAsa jAnA kahAM hai? bhakta to kahatA hai, khUba - khUba mujhe ulajhAye rakhanA; jAne mata denA / bhakta kI bhASA tumhAre pAsa nahIM hai - jisane bhI prazna pUchA hai| bhavasAgara kA to artha hai, kaise chuTakArA ho? aura agara tuma isa saMsAra se chuTakArA cAhate ho to saMsAra banAnevAle se tumhArA lagAva bahuta gaharA nahIM ho sakatA hai| tumane kabhI dekhA ? tuma kavi ko to prema karate ho, usakI kavitA ko ghRNA karate ho, yaha saMbhava hai? tuma eka citrakAra ko to prema karate ho lekina kahate ho tumhAre citrakAra hone meM to ThIka ho, saba acchA hai, lekina tumhAre citroM meM Aga lagA dene kA mana hotA hai| tuma agara pikAso se kahoge ki tuma to bhale ho, tumase to hamArA bar3A lagAva hai, lekina tumhArI ye saba jitanI peMTiMga haiM, inameM Aga lagA dene kA mana hotA hai| to kyA artha huA isakA ? agara saba citroM meM Aga lagA dene kA mana hotA hai to tumane citrakAra ko mAra hI ddaalaa| kyoMki citrakAra apane citroM meM hai| citra jala gaye to citrakAra eka sAdhAraNa AdamI hai, citrakAra nahIM hai| agara gItakAra ke gIta tumane naSTa kara diye to gItakAra na rhaa| agara nartaka kA nartana chIna liyA to sAdhAraNa ho gayA, nRtyakAra na rahA / tuma paramAtmA se usakI sRSTi chIna lo, paramAtmA paramAtmA thor3e hI raha jAtA hai| tumane bar3A gaharA apamAna kara diyaa| bhakta aisI bhASA nahIM bolatA / bhakta to kahatA hai ki isa yogya banUM tU mujhe bAra-bAra baMdhanoM meM bAdhe, bAra - bAra chipe aura chiyA -chI kA khela ho / bAra-bAra mujhe pukAre aura maiM tujhe khojUM aura tU na mile dUra -dUra terI chAyA dikhAI par3e, dauDUM aura phira tujhe na pAUM, aura phira dauDUM aura phira tujhe na paauuN| aura yaha khela anaMta kAla taka calatA rhe| bhakta kI bhASA alaga hai| bhakta kI bhASA meM mokSa ke lie jagaha nahIM hai| bhakta ke lie to yahI mokSa hai| yahI to bhakta kI krAMtikArI dRSTi hai| isako maiM usakI AMkha kahatA huuN| jJAnI kA mokSa kahIM aura hai| vaha kahatA hai isa bhavasAgara se chuTakArA ho, taba mokss| usakA mokSa jIvana virodhI hai|

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vaha kahatA hai, jIvana kaise vinaSTa ho? AvAgamana kaise samApta ho? taba mokss| jJAnI kA mokSa thor3A kamajora hai, vaha isa saMsAra ko nahIM jhela paataa| bhakta kA mokSa bar3A zaktizAlI hai| vaha kahatA hai, rahe, yaha saMsAra rahe, aura hajAra saMsAra raheM, merI makti meM koI bA nahIM pdd'tii| merI mukti aisI hai kucha ki baMdhanoM meM bhI jIvita rahatI hai| aura svataMtratA tabhI samagra hai, jaba kArAgRha meM bhI koI tumheM DAla de aura tumhArI svataMtratA naSTa na hau| hAthoM meM jaMjIreM hoM aura phira bhI tumhArI svataMtratA naSTa na ho| tumhAre prANa svataMtratA ke saurabha se bhare rheN| viparIta paristhitiyoM meM bhI jaba svataMtratA banI rahe tabhI tuma svataMtra ho| agara anukUla paristhitiyoM meM svataMtra rahe, yaha koI svataMtratA nhiiN| samajho ise| jaba jIvana meM saba sukha hai taba tuma prasanna dikhAI par3ate ho isa prasannatA kA koI bar3A mUlya nhiiN| jaba jIvana meM saba dukha hoM aura tumhAre oThoM para muskurAhaTa ho to muskurAhaTa kA kucha mUlya hai| jaba pairoM meM kAMTe cubhe hoM aura oThoM para muskurAhaTa rahe gale meM phAMsI lagI ho aura oThoM para muskurAhaTa rahe taba taba tumhArI muskurAhaTa tumhArI hai| anyathA sukha - suvidhA meM kauna nahIM muskurAne lagatA hai? usa muskurAhaTa kA koI mUlya nahIM hai| jIvana meM agara tuma nAco, yaha kyA nAca! mauta Aye aura taba bhI tuma nAcate hue vidA hoo to tumane nAcasIkhA, to tumane nAca jaanaa| anukUla meM rAjI ho jAnA to bilakula hI svAbhAvika hai, pratikUla meM rAjI ho jAnA krAMti hai| aura sabase bar3I pratikUlatA jo ho sakatI hai vaha saMsAra hai| himAlaya para baiThakara mana zAMta ho jAye, koI bar3I guNavattA nahIM hai| bAjAra meM baiThe-baiThe, dUkAna para baiThe-baiThe, hAtha meM tarAjU liye-liye mana zAMta ho jaaye| zAstroM meM kathA AtI hai tulAdhara vaizya kii| eka jJAnI bahuta dina taka dhyAna karatA rahA pahAr3oM meN| itanA dhyAna kiyA, itanA tapa kiyA, aisA khar3A rahA patthara kI mUrti banakara ki usake bAloM meM ghoMsale banA liye pakSiyoM ne| jaTAjUTa the, ghoMsale rakha liye, bacce de diye| vaha jJAnI bar3A prasanna huaa| usakI dUra-dUra taka khyAti pahuMca gii| logoM se vaha kahane lagA, maiM vahI hUM jisake sira meM jaTAjUTa meM ghoMsale banA liye, aisA merA dhyAna hai| lekina koI parivrAjaka usake pAsa se gujaratA thaa| usane kahA, lekina ve pakSI kahAM haiM? usane kahA, ve to maiM jarA hilA ki ur3a gye| 'to una pakSiyoM ko bulaao|' usane kahA ki ve mere bulAye nahIM aate| maiM to unake pAsa bhI jAtA hUM-ve yahIM rahate haiM, AsapAsa baiThe rahate haiM-maiM unake pAsa jAtA hUM to ekadama bhAga jAte haiN| to unhoMne kahA, yaha koI bAta na huii| tuma tulAdhara vaizya ke pAsa jaao| usane kahA, yaha kauna hai? eka to vaizya zabda se hI usako bar3I hairAnI huii| vaha brAhmaNa thaa| vipra! aura bar3A jJAnI thA aura tapasvI thA aura koI baniyA, vaizya! tulAdhara! aura kahAM kA nAma? kyA karatA hai yaha? unhoMne kahA vaha kucha nahIM karatA, vaha tarAjU hI taulatA rahatA hai| isIlie tulAdhara nAma hai uskaa| dUkAna para baiThA

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tarAjU taulatA rahatA hai| magara agara tumheM jAnanA hai asalI zAMti to usake pAsa jaao| aura jo pakSI tumhAre bulAye nahIM Ate, tulAdhara ke izAre para cale aayeNge| hajAroM mIla se| 'kahAM rahatA hai tulAdhara?' to usane kahA, 'vaha kAzI meM rahatA hai|' to isa becAre ne yAtrA kI, kAzI phuNcaa| bar3A hairAna huaa| bhIDuma- bhakka! kAzI kI galiyAM! nikalanA muzkila, calanA muzkila, jagaha-jagaha nArAjagI hone lgii| koI dhakkA mAra de, kisI kA paira paira para par3a jaaye| saMkarI galiyAM aura bhiidd'-bhaadd'| aura yaha kahane lagA yaha koI jagaha hai, jahAM koI jJAna ko upalabdha ho? yahAM to agara jJAnI bhI Aye to ajJAnI ho jaaye| idhara mujhe taka krodha A rahA hai| yaha tulAdhara vaizya yahAM kahAM jJAna ko upalabdha ho gayA? lekina ThIka, A gayA to usakA darzana kara luuN| gayA to vahAM to bar3e grAhaka khar3e the| aura vaha bar3A hairAna huA| tulAdhara ke kaMdhe para vahI pakSI baiThA thA, jo usake sira se ur3a gayA thA kyoMki vaha hila gayA thaa| usane kahA, yaha bar3A camatkAra hai| bAta kucha honI cAhie isa AdamI meN| usane tulAdhara se pUchA ki terA rAja kyA? usane kahA, merA kucha jyAdA rAja nhiiN| maiM koI paMDita nahIM, koI jJAnI nhiiN| yahAM tarAjU ko taulate -taulate bhItara bhI taulanA sIkha gyaa| idhara tarAjU tulatA, udhara bhItara maiM tulatA huuN| idhara jaba donoM palar3e barAbara ho jAte haiM, kATA ThIka bIca meM A jAtA hai taba maiM bhI apane kAMTe ko bIca meM le AtA huuN| donoM palar3e barAbara kara letA huuN| sukha-dukha braabr| saphalatA-asaphalatA braabr| saMsAra- mokSa braabr| zAMti-azAMti braabr| milanA na milanA braabr| milana bichoha braabr| saba vaMdva ko taula letA huuN| basa tarAjU kA kATA bIca meM hai, jaisA banA rahatA hai, isI ko dekhate-dekhate. maiM baniyA huuN| aura to maiM kucha jyAdA jAnatA nhiiN| dhyAna ityAdi maiMne kiyA nhiiN| Apa mahAtapasvI haiN| Apa kaise Aye? Apake caraNa lg| taba usa jJAnI kI AMkha khulii| jaMgala meM khar3e hokara zAMta ho jAne meM koI bar3I zAMti nahIM hai| jaMgala meM jo zAMta na ho jAye vahI thor3A viziSTa puruSa hai| jaMgala meM to koI bhI zAMta ho jaayegaa| himAlaya para gaye kabhI? himAlaya kI zItalatA bhItara praveza karane lagatI hai, chUne lagatI hai| saba zAMta hone lagatA hai| lekina usa zAMti meM tumhArA kyA hai? utaroge pahAr3a se, jaise-jaise tuma utaroge vaise -vaise zAMti utara jaayegii| vaha pahAr3a ke sAtha hI pIche chUTa jaayegii| zAMti to vahAM, jahAM zAMti kA koI upAya nahIM hai| bhakta kahatA hai, yaha saMsAra terA hai| tere hAtha kI isameM chApa hai| tere hAtha kI chApa se merA koI virodha nhiiN| basa tere hAtha kI chApa meM hI tere ko khoNjuuNgaa| aura jahAM tere hAtha kI chApa hai, kahIM tU bhI chipA hogaa| kahIM tujhe pakar3a hI lUMgA, khoja hI luuNgaa| aura phira jaldI bhI nahIM hai| kyoMki khoja bhI itanI rasapUrNa hai| bhakta kI bhASA alaga hai| bhavasAgara jaisA gaMdA zabda vaha upayoga karatA hI nhiiN| bhavasAgara to

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virodhI kA zabda hai| usameM to chipA hI hai niMdA kA bhaav| kaise chuTakArA ho? bhavasAgara, jAla-jaMjAla kaise miTe? prapaMca kaise chUTe? / 'bhavasAgara se pAra utarakara parama AtmA meM lIna hone ke lie.|' aba yaha parama AtmA meM lIna honA bhI bhakta kI bhASA nahIM hai| bhakta paramAtmA meM lIna honA cAhatA hai, AtmA meM nhiiN| AtmA to apanI hai-paramAtmA, vaha jo virATa hai| bhakta to apanI bUMda ko isa siMdhu meM DubAnA cAhatA hai| bhakta kI aisI kSudra talAza nahIM hai| vaha yaha nahIM kahatA hai ki maiM kauna huuN| vaha itanA hI kahatA hai ki mujhe DubA le| basa tujhameM ho jAUM, kAphI hai| to tumane pUcha to liyA hai prazna lekina tumhAre mana meM jJAniyoM ne bahu takacarA bhara diyA hai| maiM tumase yaha bhI nahIM kaha rahA hUM ki tuma bhakta ho jAo tumane pUchA hai isalie uttara de rahA hUM agara bhakta honA hai to yaha jJAniyoM ke kacare ko alaga kara do| agara yaha jJAniyoM ke kacare meM tumheM mUlya mAlUma par3atA hai to bhakti kA bhAva chor3a do| ___ maiM yaha bhI nahIM kaha rahA hUM ki jJAna ke mArga se pahuMcanA nahIM hotA hai jJAna ke mArga se bhI pahuMcanA hotA hai| lekina taba bhakti kI bAta hI bhUla jaao| do nAvoM para savAra mata hoo, anyathA DUboge, kahIM bhI na pahuMcoge| eka nAva kAphI hai| aura jaba maiM kahatA hUM ki jJAnI ke mArga se bhI pahuMcanAhotA hai to khayAla rakhanA ki mere jJAnI meM aura tumhAre jJAnI meM bar3A pharka hai| tuma jJAnI usako kahate ho, jo zAstra kA jJAtA hai| tama jJAnI usako kahate ho, jo paMDita hai, siddhAMta meM kuzala hai| tuma jJAnI usako kahate ho jisake pAsa bahuta jAnakArI hai| maiM jJAnI use kahatA hUM jisane saba jAnakArI pheMkI, saba zAstra httaaye| jisane dhIre-dhIre jAnakArI se apanI dRSTi haTAI aura jAnane ke sUtra para lgaaii| jo jAgane lagA vahI jJAnI hai| jJAna meM jJAna nahIM hai, dhyAna meM jJAna hai| to do mArga haiM. dhyAna aura prem| prema hai bhakti kA mArga, dhyAna hai zAna kA maarg| yaha maiM tumheM spaSTa kara duuN| kyoMki jJAnI se tuma kahIM yaha mata samajha lenA ki koI paMDita veda ko jAnanevAlA hai aura jJAnI ho jAtA hai| jAnakArI se koI jJAna nahIM hotaa| jAnakArI meM ajJAna daba jAtA hai, miTatA nhiiN| aura dabA huA ajJAna banA rahatA hai| sadA banA rhegaa| chipA rahegA bhiitr| usase chuTakArA na hogaa| to bajAya jJAnI ke dhyAnI kahanA jyAdA acchA hai| to dhyAnI aura premI-do mArga haiN| pharka thor3A-sA hai| dhyAnI AtmA kI khoja karatA. maiM kauna hUM? isa eka satata prazna meM utaratA hai| premI isakI phikra nahIM krtaa| vaha kahatA hai, jo bhI maiM hUM-a, ba, sa, jo bhI maiM hUM prabhu tere caraNoM meM le le| jo bhI maiM hUM,apane meM DubA le| burA-bhalA jaisA huuN| gaMdA nAlA sahI! apane sAgara meM le le| tU to sAgara hai, gaMdA nAlA bhI utaregA to svaccha ho jaayegaa| tU to sAgara hai, gaMdA nAlA bhI utaregA to tere rUpa meM DUba jaayegaa| maiM kSudra tere virATa ko to apavitra na kara pAUMgA, terA virATa merI kSudratA ko pavitra kara degaa| isalie aba maiM kahA pavitra hone ko baiThA rahUM? aura mere kiye kyA hogA?

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bhakta kahA, maiM tujhameM DubakI lagAnA caahtaa| jJAnI kahatA hai, maiM apane meM DubakI lagAnA cAhatA / donoM hI eka hI jagaha pahuMca jAte haiN| kyoMki aMtima arthoM meM jo tumhArA Atarika keMdra hai vahI paramAtmA hai / bhASA kA bheda hai aura vidhi kA bheda hai| yAtrA kI dizA alaga- alaga hotI hai, maMjila eka hai| to do meM se tuma kucha eka kAma kara lo| yA to bhakta bananA hai to bhakta bana jAo, phira jJAniyoM kI bakavAsa chor3a do| phira jJAnI jo kahate haiM, saba bakavAsa hai| aura agara zani / ke hI mArga se calanA ho to phira bhakti kI bAtoM meM mata par3anA, nahIM to tuma baDI ulajhana meM paDa jaaoge| jJAnI kahatA hai mokSa aura bhakta kahatA hai, prabhu, tere baMdhana bar3e pyAre haiN| jJAnI kahatA hai mukta honA hai aura bhakta kahatA hai tujhase baMdhanA hai ! ina pharkoM ko samajha lenA / jJAnI to eka taraha kA talAka de rahA hai astitva ko, aura bhakta eka taraha kA vivAha racA rahA hai| hama byAha cale avinAzI ! vaha to bhakta jo kahatA hai ki yaha to vivAha kI taiyArI ho gii| aba hama vivAha banA rahe haiN| bhakta kahatA hai. maiM tumhAre mana - sumana meM prIti bana mahakUM cU paDUM aMjali -saroM meM lAjakalita madhukaroM meM Aja apanApana Dubo dUM surabhicarcita nirjharoM meM maiM tumhAre dRggagana meM svapna bana mahakUM prIti bana mahakUM gunagunAUM sapta svara meM rAgarajita mIr3a kara meM kabhI Aroha meM gamakUM kabhI avaroha ke svara meM maiM tumhAre chaMda - vana meM gIta bana cahakUM prIti bana mahakUM vacana toDU saMvaraNa ke, mauna ke aMtaHkaraNa ke sparza ke saMketa se hI baja uThe nUpura caraNa ke maiM tumhAre praNayapraNa meM prANa bana dahakUM prIti bana mahakUM maiM tumhAre mana - sumana meM prIti bana mahakUM bhakta to kahatA hai, prabhu meM DUba jAUM ! tumhArI AMkhoM meM sapanA banakara tairUM / mukti kI yahAM koI bAta nahIM hai| mukti bhakta kI bhASA nahIM hai / hajAra-hajAra nita nUtana baMdhana tuma baaNdho| tuma mujhe bAMdhate rho| mujhe upekSita chor3a mata denA eka kinAre / bhUla mata jaanaa| vismaraNa mata kara denA / tuma rAga ke naye-naye jAla mujha para phailAte rho| tuma prIti ke naye-naye unmeSa mujhameM uThAte rho| aisA ki rAha ke kinAre mujhe bhUla jaao| tumhAre lie bahuta haiM mere lie tuma eka akele ho| maiM tumhAre isa AnaMda - utsava meM sammilita rahUM bhAgIdAra rhuuN|

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yaha saMsAra bhakta ke lie zatru nahIM hai aura jIvana virodha nahIM hai| jIvana ke sAtha bhakta kA avirodha hai, tAdAtmya hai| jIvana prabhu kA hai| jo usakA hai, saba zubha hai, saba suMdara hai| usane banAyA, usake hastAkSara haiM, ThIka hI hogaa| use phira koI zikAyata nahIM hai| bhakta kI to naye-naye gItoM ke, naye-naye nRtyoM ke janma meM AkAMkSA hai| naye vivAha racAnA Ao, phira se dhyAyeM caMdramukhI saMdhyAyeM o sUryamukha sabere gopana vyApAroM ko kahA nahIM jAtA hai kiMtu kahe bina bhI to rahA nahIM jAtA hai Ao, puna: racAyeM saMketa kI RcAyeM o saptapadI phere, o sUryamukha sabere! raMgaraMgI citavana meM ora-chora baMdha jAyeM parvata-se manasUbe bina sAdhe sadha jAyeM Ao phira pighalAyeM alagAva kI zilAyeM o ajanabI aMdhere, oM saptapadI phere! AliMgita zvAsoM meM phira Adima gaMdha bhareM duSyantI rAgoM meM zAkuMtala chaMda bhareM Ao puna: jagAyeM soyI svara balagAyeM oM gIta bana ghanere, o saptapadI phere! phira se DAleM sAta phere| phira se jagAyeM soyI UrjA ko| phira se mRta prANoM meM saMjIvanI phuuNke| phira naace| phira-phira naace| phira-phira ho aanaa| phira-phira ho khoj| bhakta thakatA nhiiN| premI kabhI nahIM thktaa| jJAnI pahale se hI thakA huA hai| vaha kahatA hai, kaba chuTakArA mile| aba baiTha jAne do| aba bahuta cala cuke tuma sApha kara lenA apane mana meN| apane bhAva ko ThIka se phcaano| agara tumameM hRdaya prabala hai to bhakti tumhArA mArga hai| agara hRdaya so gayA hai yA jAgA hI nahIM kabhI aura hRdaya meM koI svara nahIM uThate to dhyAna tumhArA mArga hai| yA to nirvicAra banI yA praarthnaapuurnn| magara donoM ko eka sAtha samhAlane kI ceSTA meM saMlagna mata ho jaanaa| anyathA bahuta bhaTakAva hai phira aura tuma bahuta upAya karoge aura kucha pariNAma na hogaa| eka hAtha se banAoge, eka hAtha se mittegaa| isalie pahalI bAta yAtrI ke lie, isa aMtara kI khoja ke lie pahalI bAta smaraNa rakhane kI

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yahI hai ki maiM ThIka-ThIka se apane ko pahacAna luuN| bhAvapUrNa hUM maiM yA bhAva se merA koI saMbaMdha nahIM jur3atA? tIsarA prazna : kAmanA ke mUla meM naisargika kAma hai, aisA kahA jAtA hai| kyA nisarga ke anukUla bahanA jAgaraNa meM sahayogI nahIM hai? kRpA karake smjhaayeN| nisarga aura nisarga kA bheda smjho| vRkSa haiM, pazu-pakSI haiM, nisarga meM haiM lekina mUrchita haiN| buddha haiM, kRSNa haiM, aSTAvakra haiM, mIrA-kabIra haiM, ve bhI nisarga meM haiM lekina amUrcchita haiM jAge hue haiN| pakSI jo gIta gunagunA rahe haiM, vaha bilakula soyA-soyA hai| usakA unheM kucha bhI patA nhiiN| mIrA jo nAcI hai, jAgakara nAcI hai| phUla khila rahe vRkSoM meM, ve mUrchita haiN| buddha meM jo kamala khilA hai vaha meM khilA hai| to eka to nisarga hai AdamI se niice| aura eka nisarga hai AdamI se uupr| donoM eka hI nisarga haiM lekina eka bAta kA pharka hai-mUrchA- amUrchA, behoshii-hosh| aura AdamI donoM ke bIca meM hai| eka tarapha pazu-pakSiyoM kA saMsAra hai, paudhoM -pattharoM kA, pahADoM kA, cAMda-tAroM kA, vahAM bhI bar3I zAMti hai| nisarga hai, prakRti hai| jaisA honA cAhie vaisA hI ho rahA hai| anyathA kucha ho hI nahIM sktaa| anyathA karane kI svataMtratA bhI nahIM hai| agara koI pakSI prakRti ke pratikUla bhI jAnA cAheM to jA nahIM sakate, kyoMki pratikUla jAne ke lie bodha caahie| isalie yaha kahanA ki prakRti ke anukUla haiM bhI bilakula ThIka nahIM hai| anukUla haiM majabUrI meM kyoMki pratikUla ho nahIM sakate koI upAya hI nahIM hai| unheM yAda bhI nahIM hai, patA bhI nahIM hai, hoza bhI nahIM hai| jo ho rahA hai, ho rahA hai| jaise eka AdamI ko hama sTrecara para rakhakara le AyeM-klorophAma diyA huA AdamI behoza par3A hai-usako eka bagIce meM se ghumA deN| jaba vaha isa bagIce meM se ghUmegA to phUloM kI gaMdha bhI usake nAsApuToM ko chuegii| sUraja kI kiraNeM bhI usake cehare para kheleNgii| havAoM ke zItala jhoMke bhI usako sparza kreNge| zAyada kucha lAbha bhI hogA-acetana jo bhI lAbha ho sakatA hai prakRti ke pAsa hone kaa| zAyada jaba hoza meM AyegA to kahegA ki bar3A suMdara sapanA dekhaa| bar3A acchA laga rahA thaa| patA nahIM kyA thaa| kucha sApha-sApha nahIM hai, dhuMdhalA- dhuMdhalA hai| lekina phira isI AdamI ko hama hoza se bharakara isa bagIce meM lAyeM, taba bagIcA vahI hai, AdamI vahI hai| jarA-sA pharka par3A hai| aba hoza meM hai, taba behoza thaa| aba yahI phUla, yahI vRkSa, yahI sUraja kI kiraNeM eka apUrva AnaMda ko janma deNgii|

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pazu-pakSI isa saMsAra meM klorophAma kI avasthA meM haiM, buddhapuruSa jAgrata avasthA meM aura hama AdamI bIca meM na to ThIka se jAge haiM, na ThIka se soye haiN| isalie manuSya bar3I ciMtA meM hai| ciMtA kA eka hI artha hotA hai, tnaav| eka khiMcAva pIche kI tarapha, eka khiMcAva Age kI trph| pIche pazu -pakSI pukAra rahe haiM ki lauTa aao| chor3a diyA ghara apanA, bar3A sukha thA yhaaN| phira so jaao| isalie to AdamI zarAba pItA hai ki phira so jaaye| zarAba kA AkarSaNa isIlie hai ki zarAba ekamAtra upAya hai AdamI ke pAsa ki phira pazu-pakSI ho jaaye| aura to koI upAya nahIM hai| kaise behoza ho jAyeM! isalie hama behoza hone kI kaI tarakIbeM khojate haiN| zarAba ho, seksa ho, sinemA ho, jahAM bhI hama apane ko bhUla pAte haiM thor3I dera ko, hama vahAM jAkara bar3A manoraMjana anubhava karate haiM-vismaraNa meN| lekina saba eka taraha kI zarAba hai| to pIche prakRti khIMca rahI hai ki tuma kyoM parezAna ho gaye? AdamI, tU vyartha parezAna hai, lauTa aa| yahAM saba suMdara hai| isIlie to tuma kabhI jaba samudra kinAre jAte ho, suMdara lgtaa| himAlaya kI zubhra coTiyoM ko dekhate barpha se DhaMkA huA suMdara lagatA hai| vRkSoM kI hariyAlI bhI bar3I nikaTa khIMcatI mAlUma par3atI hai| pazu-pakSiyoM kA jIvana gahana AkarSaNa rkhtaa| lekina jA bhI nahIM sakate piiche| zarAba pIkara bhI kitanI dera bhUloge? phira-phira hoza A jAtA hai| hoza A cukA hai| phira eka aura AkarSaNa hai, buddhapuruSa A jAte haiN| mahAvIra, kRSNa, kabIra, krAisTa tumhAre bIca se gujara jAte haiN| unakI maujUdagI eka aura apUrva pyAsa ko jagAtI ki aise hI hama kaba ho jAyeM? yaha bar3I dUsarI pukAra hai| hai prakRti kI hI pukAra, lekina aba mUrchA kI tarapha se nahIM, amUrchA kI tarapha se| aura jaba taka AdamI bIca meM hai taba taka saMkaTa meM hai| taba taka trizaMku kI taraha hai-na jamIna para na AkAza meM, aTakA bIca meN| donoM tarapha khIMcA jA rahA, tor3A-maror3A jA rahA, khaMDa-khaMDa ho rahA, vikSipta huA jA rahA, vibhkt| yA to pIche gira jAye, jo ho nahIM sakatA, yA Age uTha jAye, jo ho sakatA hai| lekina Age uThanA kaThina hai| asaMbhava nahIM, kaThina hai| pIche giranA sarala hai, lekina asaMbhava hai| pharka samajha lenaa| phira se pazu bana jAnA sarala hai lekina asaMbhava hai| sarala isalie ki hama pazu rahe haiM pahale ra vaha hamArI AdatoM kA hissA hai| hamAre acetana meM ve AdateM aba bhI par3I haiN| jaba tuma krodha meM AgababUlA ho jAte ho to pazu bana jAte ho| sarala hai krodha karanA, lekina kitanI dera rahoge? phira krodha ke bAhara to AnA hI pdd'egaa| koI satata to krodha meM nahIM raha sktaa| kAma meM utara jAnA sarala to hai lekina kAmavAsanA meM jo vismaraNa AtA hai kSaNa bhara ko, vaha kitanI dera kA rahegA? vaha kSaNabhaMgura hai| babUle kI taraha AyA, gayA, phuuttaa| phira tuma vApisa apane jagaha khaDe ho pahale se bhI jIrNa-jarjara, pahale se bhI TUTe-phUTe, pahale se bhI jyAdA vissaadgrst| aisA kauna AdamI hogA jisako kAmasaMbhoga ke bAda pazcAttApa nahIM hotA hai? aisA kauna AdamI hogA jisako krodha karane ke bAda pazcAttApa nahIM hotA hai ki yaha maiMne kyA kiyA! aisA kauna AdamI hogA jo krodha karake bhI yaha samajhAne kI logoM ko koziza nahIM karatA hai ki maiMne krodha nahIM kiyaa|

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kyoM? yaha koziza kyoM hai samajhAne kI? kyoMki krodha kA matalaba hai ki tuma para hue yaha bAta ahaMkAra ko coTa detI hai ki maiM aura pazu jaisA vyavahAra kiyA? to hama lIpApotI karate haiM, samajhAne kI koziza karate haiM ki krodha nahIM kiyaa| yaha to aise hI dikhAvA thA; ki aise hI khela-khela meM kara liyA, ki yaha to usake hI hita ke lie kiyA thaa| vaha merA beTA hai, agara usako na mAratA cAMTA to vaha bigar3a jaataa| tumhAre bApa bhI tumako mAre, na tuma bace bigar3ane se, na tumhArA beTA bacanevAlA hai, na tumhAre bApa bace the| koI bhI nahIM bctaa| mullA nasaruddIna ne apane beTe ko bar3e jora se cAMTA maaraa| beTA khar3A rahA, usane kahA, 'eka bAta pUchanI hai pitAjI -usakI AMkha se AMsU baha rahe haiM ki Apake pitA bhI Apako isI taraha mArate the?' usane kahA, 'hI, mArate the|' ' aura unake pitA bhI unako isI taraha mArate the?' usane kahA, 'hau unako bhI mArate the|' ' aura unake pitA?' to mullA nasaruddIna ne kahA, 'mujhe patA to nahIM lekina mArate rahe hoNge|' 'aura unake pitA?' to usane kahA, 'matalaba kyA hai terA? are sabhI pitA mArate rahe haiN|' to usa beTe ne kahA, 'pitAjI, itanI sadiyoM se yaha krUra vyavahAra cala rahA hai, aba samaya ho gayA ki baMda kiyA jaaye| aura isase sAra kyA huA? sadiyoM sadiyoM se Apa kahate haiM ki pitA mArate rahe mArate rahe, beTe piTate rahe aura beTe phira beToM ko pITate rahe, yaha calatA rahA aura kucha pharka to huA nhiiN| saba vaisA kA vaisA hai| to aba samaya A gayA ki jo sadA se calI AI dhArA hai, aba todd'o|' bAta to ThIka kaha rahA hai bettaa| na tumhAre pitA tumheM roka sake, na tuma apane beTe ko roka skoge| na tumhAre pitA tumheM rokane ke lie mAra rahe the na tuma rokane ke lie mAra rahe ho| rokane ke lie mAra rahe ho yaha to vyAkhyA hai eka pAzavika vyavahAra kI, jisako tuma karane se nahIM ruka pA rahe ho| usa pazutA ko chipAne ke lie yaha AvaraNa hai, mukhauTA hai| tuma eka suMdara bAta kaha rahe ho eka asuMdara bAta ko chipA lene ke lie| tuma kIToM ke Upara phUla rakha rahe tAki kATe dikhAI na pdd'e| yaha malahama-paTTI hai| yaha koI bahuta sArthaka nahIM hai| lekina krodha hareka ko pachatAve se bharatA hai| kucha na kucha karanA par3atA hai krodha ke baad| kAmavAsanA bhI pachatAve se bharatI hai| zarAbI bhI roja-roja to zarAba pIkara phira-phira kasama khAtA hai aba na piiyuuNgaa| pInI par3atI hai yaha dUsarI bAta hai lekina kasama to khAtA hai baar-baar| nirNaya to bahuta bAra karatA hai, bAra-bAra TUTa jAtA hai yaha dUsarI bAta hai, lekina nirNaya nahIM karatA aisA mata socnaa| bure se burA AdamI bhI nirNaya karatA hai bAhara A jAne ke kyoM? kyoMki yaha pIche giranA kisI ko bhI zobhA nahIM detaa| yaha ahaMkAra ko kaSTapUrNa hai| sarala to hai lekina asaMbhava hai| kSaNa bhara ko hama bhulAvA DAla sakate haiM lekina phira bhulAvA TUTa jAtA hai| isa sthiti meM hama sadA ke lie vApisa nahIM lauTa skte| isalie maiM kahatA hUM eka prakRti tumhAre pIche raha gaI hai eka prakRti tumhAre Age hai, tuma madhya

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meM aTake ho| jo Age hai vaha kaThina hai lekina saMbhava hai / buddha honA kaThina hai, durgama hai mArga, hai khaDga kI dhAra kRpANa para calanA, lekina saMbhava hai| buddha ko huA mahAvIra ko huA, kRSNa, krAisTa ko huA mohammada, mUsA ko huA tumheM ho sakatA hai| praveza kara jaaoge| phira tuma prakRti meM praveza kara jaaoge| phira nisarga meM manuSya akelA eka prANI hai jo nisarga meM nahIM hai, madhya meM hai, aTakA hai, AdhA AdhA hai, adhUrA hai| tumane kisI kutte ko socA, agara tuma kaho ki yaha kuttA adhUrA hai to kyA yaha bAta sArthaka mAlUma hogI! saba kutte pUre haiN| tuma kisI kutte ko nahIM kaha sakate ki tuma adhUre ho saba kutte pUre kutte haiN| lekina kisI AdamI ko to tuma kaha dete ho ki tuma bahuta adhUre AdamI ho aura yaha bAta sArthaka hai| saba kutte pUre, saba billiyAM pUrI, saba zera siMha pUre, AdamI adhUrA hai| AdamI ko pUrA honA hai| buddha ko hama kahate pUrNa, kRSNa ko kahate pUrNa, aSTAvakra ko kahate puurnn| AdamI ko pUrNa honA hai| AdamI ko jaisA honA hai, abhI hai nahIM / tumhArA prazna hai ki 'kAmanA ke mUla meM naisargika kAma hai / ' saca hai baat| kAmanA ke mUla meM naisargika kAma hai lekina naisargika kAma pazuoM meM bhI hai| aura naisargika kAma hI buddhapuruSoM meM rAma ho gayA hai| usane eka nayA rUpa liyA hai, eka naI bhAva-bhaMgimA lI hai| vahI UrjA rUpAMtarita ho gaI hai, eka kImiyA se gujara gaI hai| eka to hIrA hai par3A huA kacare - patthara meM, kUr3e meM, miTTI se bharA, aura eka hIrA hai phira kisI jauharI ke dvArA tarAzA gayA, saba galata alaga kiyA gayA / kohinUra jaba pAyA gayA thA to Aja jitanA usakA vajana hai usase tIna gunA vajana thaa| magara taba vaha eka badazakala patthara thaa| hajAra cUke thIM usmeN| kATate -kATate, chATate-chATate, nikhArate - nikhArate aba kevala eka baTA tIna bacA hai, lekina aba usakI bAta kucha aur| aba kucha bAta hai| aba usakI eka bhAva vaha pUrNa hIrA hai| aba jo jo galata thA, jo-jo vyartha thA, jo diyA gayA hai, alaga kara diyA hai| Aja agara tumhAre sAmane vaha purAnA patthara par3A ho aura yaha kohinUra rakhA ho to tuma pahacAna hI na sakoge ki ina donoM ke bIca koI saMbaMdha bhI ho sakatA hai| bhaMgimA hai, jo anUThI hai| aba jo nahIM honA thA, vaha saba ka tuma abhI eka anagar3ha patthara ho, isa para nikhAra A jAye / yahI UrjA kAma kI agara pArakhI ke hAtha meM par3a jAye, jauharI ke hAtha meM par3a jAye, to yahI UrjA aise adabhuta rUpa aura sauMdarya ko pragaTa karatI hai, aisI mahimA ko pragaTa karatI hai| isI mahimA ko to hama buddhatva kahate haiN| koI manuSya A gayA, pUrNa huaa| isI mahimA ko to hama bhagavattA kahate haiN| bhagavattA kA itanA hI artha hai ki tumhAre bhItara jo mUrcchita nisarga thA vaha agacchata nisarga ho gyaa| jo prakRti soyI par3I thI, jAgakara khar3I ho gii| rAma jaba soye par3e hote haiM to kAma hai| aura jaba kAma jAgakara khar3A ho jAtA hai to rAma basa itanA hI pharka hai| tumane dekhA, rAta jaba tuma sote ho to jamIna para so jAte ho| jaba tuma subaha khar3e hote ho to tumhArA koNa bilakula badala jAtA hai| tuma jamIna se nabbe kA koNa banAne lagate jaba tuma subaha

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khar3e hote ho| rAta jaba tuma sote ho, tuma jamIna ke samAnAMtara ho jAte ho| tumhIM ho rAta soye hue tumhIM ho subaha khar3e hue lekina kitanA pharka hai mUrchA meM to tuma bilakula patthara-miTTI ho jAte ho| subaha jaba jAgakara khar3e hote ho to tuma jIvaMta hote ho| aura bhI eka bar3I jAga hai abhI hone ko| abhI to jAga kI tumane pahalI kiraNeM hI jAnI haiN| abhI jAga kA pUrA sUraja kahAM ugA? abhI to prAcI lAla hI huI hai| jaba pUrA sUraja ugatA hai aura jaba buddhatva kA prakAza bhItara hotA hai taba tuma jAnoge vastuta nisarga kyA hai! ___ pazu-pakSI naisargika haiM, unheM hoza nhiiN| buddhapuruSa bhI naisargika haiM unheM hoza hai| AdamI donoM ke bIca meM ulajhA hai, na isa tarapha na usa trph| isalie AdamI bar3A becaina hai| jaba taka tuma AdamI ho, becainI rhegii| becainI AdamI kA bhAgya hai -durbhAgya kho| isase pAra honA pdd'egaa| pIche giranA sarala hai lekina asNbhv| Age jAnA kaThina hai lekina saMbhava; isalie Age ko cuno| jise tumane aba taka jIvana samajhA hai vaha to kSaNabhaMgura hai| jise tumane aba taka kAmavAsanA kA khela samajhA hai vaha to bilakula svannavata hai| jhUTha meM aura usameM bahuta pharka nahIM hai AbhAsa mAtra 3 , kSaNabhaMgura jIvana ke cAra sumana jIvana ke| AMgana meM sUrya ghola caMdA se bola-bola mola liye naTakhaTa ne svara ke vyaMjana amola cuTakI meM bIta gaye mahaMge kSaNa bacapana ke cAra sumana jIvana ke| arpita ho manmatha meM taruNAI ke ratha meM galabAhI DAla cale prIta pyAra janapatha meM jhUma jhUma cUma liye mAdaka praNa yauvana ke cAra sumana jIvana ke| aMjuli bhara bIte pala nainoM meM gaMgAjala lapaToM kI bAhoM meM pighala gaye svapyamahala mATI meM ghule-mile megha suvana kaMcana ke cAra sumana jIvana ke| kSaNabhaMgura jIvana ke cAra sumana jIvana ke yaha to jise tuma abhI kAma kaha rahe ho, vAsanA kaha rahe ho, yaha kara lUM yaha pA lUM aisA ho

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jAUM, yaha bhoga lUM? yaha na cUka jAye, ye saba to cAra phUla haiM, jo subaha khile aura sAMjha hote-hote murajhA jaayeNge| kucha aise bhI phUla haiM jo murajhAte nhiiN| una phUloM ko hI pA lenA jIvana kA lakSya hai| ve phUla kevala amartya meM hI upalabdha ho sakate haiN| mUrchita AdamI ko to kSaNa bhara jo sukha mila jAtA hai yaha bhI camatkAra hai| yaha bhI milanA nahIM caahie| yaha bhI mila jAtA hai, camatkAra hai! kSaNa bhara ko bhrAMti ho jAtI hai sukha kI, yaha bhI rahasyapUrNa hai| itanA bhI honA nahIM caahie| jAgrata puruSa ko kSaNa bhara ko bhI dukha nahIM hotaa| mUrchita vyakti ko kSaNa bhara ko sukha hotA mAlUma hotA hai; hotA kahAM hai! huA nahIM, huA nahIM ki gayA nhiiN| idhara A bhI nahIM pAyA ki udhara gyaa| hAtha baMdha kahAM pAte haiM? muTThI meM A kahAM pAtA hai? kabhI kisI sukha ke kSaNa para muTThI bAMdha pAye ho? kabhI thor3I dera ko bhI hAtha meM rakhakara dekha pAye ho? AyA nahIM ki gayA nhiiN| idhara patA calate-calate ki AyA, ki jA cukA ho jAtA hai| pAnI para khIMcI lakIra jaise ye sukha ke kSaNa! ina para bahuta bharosA mata kara lenaa| kyoMki ina para bahuta bharosA kara liyA to jIvana kI jo UrjA amUrchA bana sakatI thI jAgRti, dhyAna bana sakatI thI, samAdhi bana sakatI thI, vahI UrjA inhIM kSaNoM meM vyatIta ho jaayegii| aura jaba mauta karIba AyegI to tuma khela-khilaune apane AsapAsa pAoge, aura kucha bhI nhiiN| saba TUTe-phUTe khela-khilaune, jinheM chor3akara jAnA pdd'egaa| AMkhoM meM tumhAre AMsU bhare hoNge| aMjuli bhara bIte pala nainoM meM gaMgAjala lapaToM kI bAhoM meM pighala gaye svapna mahala aura citA para sirpha lapaToM meM hI bAMheM hoMgI aura saba svapna-mahala pighala jaayeNge| mATI meM ghule-mile megha suvana kaMcana ke jinako socA thA svarNa jaisA ve saba miTTI meM ghula-mila gye| kSaNabhaMgura jIvana ke cAra sumana jIvana ke jAgo! tAki jo ho sakatA hai, ho jaaye| jagAo apane ko| aura UrjA ko aisA vyartha mata khote phiro| jo kSaNa gayA, gayA; phira lauTa na skegaa| jo UrjA hAtha se kho gaI, kho gaI: phira tuma use vApisa na pA skoge| thor3e buddhimAna bno| bahuta jI liye maMdabuddhi kI taraha, aba thor3I pratibhA se jIyo, medhA se jiiyo| thor3A- thor3A hoza smhaalo| samhAlate -samhAlate eka dina samhala jAtA hai| cauthA prazna : rAbiyA ne kahA hai ki Izvara yadi tumhArI ora unmukha ho to hI tuma dharma meM parivartita yAnI dhArmika ho sakate ho| to kyA AdamI ke hAtha meM pahala karanA bhI nahIM hai? kyA pahala bhI paramAtmA hI karatA hai?

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AdamI ke hAtha hI AdamI ke hAtha meM kahAM haiM? AdamI ke hAtha bhI paramAtmA ke hAtha meM haiN| AdamI kucha alaga thalaga thor3e hI hai ! tuma eka kSaNa bhI to alaga hokara nahIM ho skte| yaha zvAsa bAhara gaI, bhItara AI to tuma ho| yaha sUraja kI kiraNa tumhArI deha para par3I aura isane uttapta kiyA to tuma ho| yaha bhojana Aja liyA aura zarIra meM UrjA banI to tuma ho| eka kSaNa ko tuma bAhara se lena-dena baMda kara sakate? eka kSaNa ko tuma tor3a sakate yaha setu, jo hajAra-hajAra taraha se phaile hue haiM? eka kSaNa ko tuma alaga thalaga ho sakate ho ? eka kSaNa ko kaha sakate ki bilakula maiM alaga thalaga, TUTA samasta se khar3A huuN| eka kSaNa ko bhI nahIM ho skte| tumhAre hAtha bhI tumhAre hAtha meM kahAM haiM? tumhAre hAtha bhI paramAtmA ke hAtha meM haiN| jinhoMne jAnA hai unhoMne eka bAta jAnI ki hama the hI nahIM aura nAhaka uchalakUda macA rahe the| the jarA bhI nahIM aura bar3A zoragula macA rahe the| jaise lahareM sAgara para bar3A zoragula macAtI haiM aura jarA bhI haiM nahIM hai to sAgara, lahara kahAM hai? lahara kA koI honA honA hai? tuma lahara ko sAgara se alaga kara sakoge? jaba alaga nahIM kara sakate to hai hI nahIM / hama alaga hokara nahIM ho sakate to hamArA honA nahIM hai / jAnanevAloM ko eka pratIti hotI jAtI hai roja-roja ki maiM nahIM hUM, paramAtmA hai| eka dina aisI ghaDI AtI hai ki maiM bilakula zUnya ho jAtA hai| vahI to aSTAvakra ne kahA. ' anirvacanIya svabhAva aura svabhAva se bilakula zUnya / ' jisakA nirvacana na ho sake aise svabhAva kA anubhava hotA hai aura sAtha hI yaha bhI anubhava hotA hai ki maiM to aba rahA hI nahIM / hoza se tuma ise chor3a do agara paramAtmA ke hAthoM meM to camatkAra ghaTane zurU ho jAte haiN| tumane agara apane ko hI apane hAthoM meM pakaDe rakhA to tuma kSudra raha jaaoge| apane hI kAraNa vyartha hI choTe raha gye| jaba ki paramAtmA ke pUre hAtha tumhAre hAtha ho sakate the, taba tumane apane choTe -choTe hAthoM para bharosA kiyaa| jaba tuma nimitta ho sakate the, tuma kartA banakara baiTha gaye aura vahIM tuma sikur3a gye| yoM to merA tana mATI hai, tuma cAho kaMcana ho tRSita adhara kitane pyAse haiM tRSNA pratipala bar3hatI jAtI chAyA bhI to chUTa rahI hai viraha dupaharI car3hatI jAtI roma-roma se nikala rahI hai jalatI AhoM kI cinagArI yoM to merA mana pAvaka hai, tuma cAho caMdana ho jAye mere jIvana kI DAlI ko bhAyI kaTu zUloM kI mAyA

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Aja acAnaka aramAnoM para sAre jaga kA patajhar3a chAyA asamaya vAyu calI kucha aisI pIta huI cAho kI kaliyAM yoM to sUkhI mana kI bagiyA, tuma cAho naMdana ho jAye aba to sAMsoM kA saragama bhI khoyA khoyA-sA lagatA hai anagina yatna kiye maiMne para rAga na koI bhI jagatA hai sAdha mIr3a meM khiMcane para bhI svarasaMdhAna nahIM ho pAtA yoM to TUTI-sI manavINA, tuma cAho kaMpana ho jAye merA kyA hai isa dharatI para sirpha tumhArI hI chAyA hai cAMda-sitAre tRNa taru-pallava sirpha tumhArI hI mAyA hai zabda tumhAre, artha tumhAre, vANI para adhikAra tumhArA yoM to hara akSara kSara merA, tuma cAho vaMdana ho jAye prabhu ke sparza se saba svarNa ho jAtA hai-miTTI bhii| soyI vINA jAga uThatI hai| saMgIta kA AvirbhAva ho jAtA hai| jahAM saba tApa hI tApa thA vahAM saba caMdana ho jAtA hai| lekina tuma chor3o usake hAtha meN| manuSya apane hI kAraNa parezAna hai| koI tumheM parezAna kiye nhiiN| tuma vyartha hI sArA bojha apane sira para lekara cala rahe ho| jo bojha usake sira para hai vaha bhI tuma apane sira para lekara cala rahe ho| usa kAraNa tuma kitane TUTa-phUTa gaye ho! kitane jarAjIrNa kitane thake -mAMde! paira uThAye nahIM uThate itane thaka gaye ho| phira bhI magara bojha ko tuma Dhoye cale jAte ho| rkho| bojha ko utaaro| bojha bhI usakA hai, tama bhI usake ho| samagra se vyakti alaga nahIM hai samaSTi kA aMga hai| aisI pratIti gahana hotI jAye, yahI saMnyAsa hai| aisA bhAva roja-roja pragADha hotA jaaye| yoM to merA tana mATI hai, tuma cAho kaMcana ho jAye yoM to merA mana pAvaka hai, tuma cAho caMdana ho jAye yoM to sUkhI mana kI bagiyA, tuma cAho naMdana ho jAye sAdha mIr3a meM khiMcane para bhI svarasaMdhAna nahIM ho pAtA khIMca-khIMcakara ceSTA kara-karake bhI kahAM svarasaMdhAna ho pAtA hai? yoM to TUTI-sI manavINA, tuma cAho kaMpana ho jAye zabda tumhAre, artha tumhAre, vANI para adhikAra tumhArA yoM to hara akSara kSara merA, tuma cAho vaMdana ho jAye tuma zUnya se bolo to vedoM kA janma hotA hai| tuma ahaMkAra se bolo to veda bhI par3ho, totA-raTata ho jAte haiN| tuma use bolane do to tumhArA hara zabda upaniSada hai| aura yoM phira tuma upaniSada kaMThastha

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kara lo, 'tuma' kaMThastha kara lo to upaniSada bhI do kaur3I ke ho gye| sArA dAromadAra eka bAta para hai- tuma ho yA vaha hai! tuma haTo bIca se| rAha do use / khAlI karo siMhAsana tAki vaha virAjamAna ho ske| yahI artha hai rAbiyA kA / kisI ne rAbiyA ko kahA, maiM agara apane jIvana ko badala lUM ra pApa ko puNya meM badala dUM adharma ko dharma meM badala dUM duzcaritratA ko caritra banA ra agara maiM muslima ho jAUM, ImAna ko pakar3a lUM to kyA paramAtmA merI tarapha jhukegA? to rAbiyA ne kahA, nahIM, bAta isase bilakula ulTI hai| agara paramAtmA tumhArI tarapha jhuke to tuma muslima ho sakate ho to tuma ImAna lA sakate ho| usake binA tumhArI tarapha jhuke kucha bhI na hogaa| tumhAre jhukane se kucha bhI na hogA, vahI jhuke to hI kucha hotA hai| jo hotA hai, usase hI hotA hai| rAbiyA kA artha yaha hai, kartA tuma nahIM ho, kartA vahI hai| isalie jaba koI vyakti vastutaH dharma ke jIvana meM praveza karatA hai to vaha aisA nahIM kahatA ki dekho, maiM dhArmika ho rahA huuN| vaha yaha kahatA hai, terI marjI prabhu ki tUne mujhe dhArmika banA liyaa| mere kiye to kucha na hotaa| mere kiye to jo hotA, galata hI hotA / maiMne to kara-karake dekha liyA, merA saba kiyA anakiyA ho gyaa| tUne pukaaraa| terI marjI / tUne pyAsa jgaaii| tUne khIMca liyaa| isalie jaba koI prabhu ko upalabdha bhI hotA hai to vaha yaha nahIM kahatA, apanI pITha nahIM ThoMkane lagatA khuda ki zAbAza! kara dikhaayaa| jaba koI prabhu ko upalabdha hotA, usake caraNoM meM jhukakara dhanyavAda detA hai ki mere bAvajUda bhI tUne mujhe khIMca liyA| dhanyavAda! 'mere bAvajUda bhI' - ise smaraNa rakhanA / bhakta to, premI to, khojI to sirpha pukAra sakatA hai, prArthanA kara sakatA hai aura pratIkSA kara sakatA hai, aura usake hAtha meM kucha bhI nahIM hai| isalie to aSTAvakra itanA jora dekara kahate haiM kartavya, yahI ciMtA kA mUla AdhAra hai| tumane socA ki mujhe kucha karanA hai karanA par3egA, mere kiye hogA tuma ciMtita hue ciMtita hue udvigna hue| udvigna hue jvaragrasta hue| jvaragrasta hue, vikSipta hue, bhttke| dUra se dUra nikala gye| isalie mUla bAta aSTAvakra kahate haiM, eka bAta chUTa ki maiM kartA huuN| nimittamAtra hUM? sAkSI huuN| jAye pUnama bana utaro / bhAvoM kI komala pATI para zAzvata raMga bhro| pUnama bana utaro / Atapa se jhulasA tana saravara jharate jvAloM ke nirjhara

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adharoM para paritoSa adhara dhara yuga kI tRSA hro| pUnama bana utro| mukta prANa niSprANa niyama-yama gaMdha vidhura prANoM kA saMbhrama niSphala hoM zUloM ke zrama krama sAdhaka siddha kro| pUnama bana utro| vikasita hoM sAdhoM ke saba dala mukalita parimala ke pATala dala jIvana ho sitaprabha praNa ujvala jyotirmaya vicro| pUnama bana utro| pukAratA hai khojI : pUnama bana utro| pyAsa hai, tuma brso| jyAdA se jyAdA mere basa meM itanA hai ki maiM tumheM rokU na ki maiM dvAra khule rakhU ki tuma Ao to iMkAra na karUM, ki tuma Ao to svIkAra karUM ki tuma Ao to maiM dvAra para pratIkSA karatA huA milU basa, itanA mere basa meM hai| pUnama bana utro| lekina tuma aao| tumhAre binA Aye na ho skegaa| yahUdiyoM meM eka bahuta mahatvapUrNa vicAra hai hasIda phakIroM kA ki AdamI ke khojeM thor3e hI paramAtmA mila sakatA hai| paramAtmA jaba AdamI ko khojatA hai tabhI milana hotA hai| yaha bAta mahatvapUrNa hai| AdamI ke khojeM bhI kyA hogA? eka bUMda sAgara ko khojane cale, rAha meM kho jAyegI khiiN| dhUladhavAMsa meM daba jAyegI khiiN| aura bUMda bhI zAyada sAgara taka pahuMca jAye kyoMki bUM aura sAgara ke bIca kA phAsalA bahuta choTA hai| lekina AdamI paramAtmA ko khojane cale-kahAM khojegA? kisa dizA meM, kahAM jAyegA? kina cAMda-tAroM para? aura bUMda aura sAgara ke bIca jo anupAta hai, bUMda bahuta choTI hai sAgara se lekina itanI choTI nahIM jitanA AdamI choTA hai isa virATa se| yaha anupAta.. bahuta dUra hai paramAtmA, bahuta bar3A hai| aura hama to bahuta choTe haiN| kahAM khoja pAyeMge? kaise khoja pAyeMge? khalIla jibrAna kI eka kahAnI hai ki eka AdamI soyA hai aura tIna cIMTiyAM usake cehare para

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cala rahI haiN| eka cIMTI ne dUsarI se kahA ki ajIba pahAr3I para A gaye haiM hama bhii| na ghAsa-pAta UgatA-hogA koI klIna zeva! -na ghAsa-pAta UgatA, na koI vRkSa dRSTigocara hote, na koI jhiiljhrne| kisa pahAr3a para A gaye haiM! bilakula suukhaa| aura dekhate yaha coTI gaurIzaMkara kI? -nAka hogI-uThatI calI gaI hai, AkAza ko chUtI mAlUma hotI hai| aisA ve eka-dUsare se bAta karane lagI aura bar3I dhanyabhAgI hone lagI ki hama car3ha Aye pahAr3a pr| aura tInoM dhIre-dhIre nAka para car3ha giiN| aura isake pahale ki jaisA hilerI ne jhaMDA gADA, ve gAr3atI ki usa AdamI ko nIMda meM thor3I-sI bhanaka pdd'ii| usane apanA hAtha pherA, ve tInoM cIMTiyAM usakI nAka para dabakara mara giiN| jibrAna kI yaha kahAnI bar3I mahatvapUrNa hai| aisA hI AdamI hai| zAyada AdamI isase bhI chottaa| cIMTI aura AdamI ke bIca phAsalA hai jarUra, lekina AdamI aura virATa ke bIca kA phAsalA to soco! bahu ta virATa hai phAsalA| hama kaise khoja pAyeMge? ye hamAre choTe-choTe paira nahIM pahuMca paayeNge| yaha to maMdira hI calakara A jAye to hI hama praveza kara paayeNge| aura maMdira calakara AtA hai| tuma pukAro bharA tumhAre pukAra ke hI kacce dhAgoM meM baMdhA AtA hai| kacce dhAge meM cale AyeMge sarakAra bNdhe| pUnama bana utro| bhAvoM kI komala pATI para zAzvata raMga bhro| pUnama bana utro| tuma pukArate rho| tuma pyAsa jAhira karate rho| tuma roo| tuma gaao| tuma naaco| tuma jAhira kara do apanI bAta ki hama terI pratIkSA meM Atura haiN| ki hama yahAM tujhe bulA rahe haiN| tumhArI sArI bhAva-bhaMgimA, tumhArI sArI mudrAyeM pukAra aura pyAsa kI khabara dene lageM jisa dina tumhArI pukAra aura pyAsa sau DigrI para AtI, usI kssnn| koI bhI nahIM kaha sakatA ki sau DigrI kaba aatii| aura hara AdamI kI DigrI alaga- alaga aatii| isalie tuma pukAre jaao| tuma athaka pukAre jaao| tumhArI pukAra aisI ho ki pukAra hI raha jAye, tuma miTa jaao| prazna hI bace, praznakartA kho jaaye| pyAsa hI bce| koI bhItara pyAsA alaga na raha jaaye| pyAsa meM hI DUba jAye aura lIna ho jAye| usI kSaNa dvAra khula jAte haiN| dvAra dUra nahIM haiM, dvAra tumhAre bhItara haiN| lekina unhIM ke lie khulate haiM jo prANa-praNa se pukArate haiN| nahIM, pahala bhI vastuta: usI ke hAtha meM hai| lekina isase tuma yaha mata samajha lenA jaisI ki bahuta saMbhAvanA hai ki phira hameM kucha bhI nahIM krnaa| aba yaha bar3e maje kI bAta hai ki AdamI aisA dhokhebAja hai, cAlAka hai| agara usase kaho ki tumheM kucha karanA hai to tuma paramAtmA ko pA to vaha kartA bana jAtA hai| kartA ke kAraNa ahaMkAra saghana ho jAtA hai, yAtrA baMda ho jAtI hai| agara usase kaho, tumheM kucha nahIM karanA hai to vaha AlasI bana jAtA hai| vaha phira pukAratA bhI nhiiN| vaha kahatA hai, pukAra bhI vahI pukAregA taba hogii| aba hama kara bhI kyA sakate haiM? aba kucha bhI nahIM karanA hai| to vaha apanI cAMdara or3hakara so jAtA hai|

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jaba ki donoM ke bIca meM kahIM mArga hai| tumheM karanA bhI hai aura kartA nahIM bananA hai| tumheM pukAranA bhI hai aura dhyAna rakhanA hai ki tumhArI pukAra meM usane hI pukArA hai| tumheM jhukanA bhI hai aura jAnanA hai ki usane hI jhakAyA hogA; anyathA hama jhukate? hama jaise patthara jhukate? hama jaise pahAr3a jhukate? tuma roo to jAnanA ki vahI tumhAre AsuroM meM aayaa| nahIM to hama jaise pASANoM se AMsU bahate? khayAla rakhanA, karanA hai aura kartA nahIM bananA hai| pahala lenI hai aura smaraNa rakhanA hai ki pahala bhI vahI letA hai| jAnA hai usakI tarapha, khojanA hai use aura sadA yAda rakhanA hai ki vaha tumheM khoja rahA hai| vaha khojatA tumhAre pAsa A rahA hai| tumhArI khoja meM bhI usI ne hI apane hAtha phailAye haiN| usI ne hI apanI abhIpsA phailAI hai| tumhArI prArthanA bhI jaba usI ke davArA kI gaI prArthanA bana jAtI hai tabhI......| aura ye donoM bAtoM meM dhyAna rakhanA, nahIM to donoM tarapha khAI-khaDDa haiM aura bIca meM mArga hai| yA to tuma kartA hone ko taiyAra ho| tuma kahate ho, phira hama saba kara leNge| kartA-dhartA saba hm| to tuma ahaMkArI ho jAte ho| yA tuma kahate ho, hama kucha bhI na kreNge| aba vaha pukAratA bhI rahe to tuma usakI pukAra meM bhI svara kA sAtha na doge| tuma kahoge, aba tU pukAra hI rahA hai to hama aura bIca meM kyoM bAdhA DAleM? aba tuma pukAro| aba tumako gAnA hI hai to gaao| hama apanI bAMsurI bhI tumhAre oMTha para kyoM rakheM? jaba gAnA hI tumhArA hai, bAMsurI kA to hai nahIM kucha, polI hai| hamArI kyA jarUrata? magara maiM tumase kahatA hUM tumhArI polI bAMsurI aura usake oMTha donoM ke milana se ghaTanA ghaTatI hai| tumhArA nimitta bhAva aura usakA kartRtva, donoM ke milana se ghaTanA ghaTatI hai| Aja itanA hii|

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dinAMka 31 janavarI, 1977; zrI ozo Azrama, pUnA / aSTAvakra uvaac| na zAMtaM stauti niSkAmo na duSTamapi niMdati / samaduHkhasukhastunta kiMcit kRtyaM na pazyati / / 25811 dhIro na dveSTi saMsAramAtmAna na dihu kSati harSAmarSavinirmukto na mRto na va jIvati / / 2591 / niHsnehaH putradArAdau niSkAmo viSayeSu c| nizciMta svazarIre'yi nirAza: zobhate badha: 11 26011 taSTi: sarvatra dhIrastha yathAyatitavartinaH / svacchaMda carato dezAnyatrAstamitazAyinaH / / 261 / / patatUdetu vA deho nAsya ciMtA mhaatmnH| svabhAvabhUmivizrAMtivismRtAzeSasaMsateH / / 26211 akiMcanaH kAmacAro nidvaMdvaMzchinnasaMzayaH / asaktaH sarvabhAveSu kevalo ramate budhaH / / 26311 dekha kha mata tU yaha ki tere adhyAtma kA sArasUtraH samatva - ( pravacana - chaThavAM) kauna dAyeM kauna bAyeM tU calA cala basa, ki saba para pyAra kI karatA havAeM dUsarA koI nahIM, vizrAma hai duzmana Dagara para isalie jo gAliyAM bhI de use tU de duAeM bola kar3ave bhI uThA le gIta maile bhI ghulA le

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kyoMki bagiyA ke lie guMjAra sabakA hai barAbara phUla para haMsakara aTaka to zUla ko rokara jhaTaka mata o pathika! tujha para yahAM adhikAra sabakA hai barAbara caitanya kA jo aMtima zikhara hai, vahAM saba svIkAra hai| jaisA hai vaisA hI svIkAra hai / anyathA kI koI mAMga nahIM hai| jaba taka anyathA kI mAga hai, saMsAra zeSa hai| jaba taka aisA lage ki aisA hotA to acchA hotA, aisA na hotA to acchA hotA, taba taka mana kAyama hai| taba taka saMsAra jArI hai| jaba aisA lage ki jaisA hai vaisA hI zubha hai, jaisA hai aisA hI ho sakatA thA, jaisA hai aisA hI honA thA, jaisA hai aisA hI honA cAhie thA, jo hai, usake sAtha jaba tumhAre svara saMpUrNa rUpa se tAlamela khA jAte haiM, to samarpaNa, to saMnyAsa, to saMsAra samApta huA, to tuma hue jIvanamukta jahAM tathAtA paripUrNa hai; jahAM jarA-sI bhI iMca bhara bhI rUpAMtaraNa kI kAmanA nahIM-na bAhara, na bhItara; jahAM isa kSaNa ke sAtha pUrI samarasatA hai, vahIM zAMti hai| vahIM samyakatva hai| pahalA sUtra na zAMta stauti niSkAmo na duSTamapi nidati / samaduHkhasukhastRptaH kiMcit kRtya na pshyti|| 'niSkAma puruSa ko na to zAMta puruSa ke prati koI stuti kA bhAva paidA hotA mahAtmA ko dekhakara bhI niSkAma puruSa ke mana meM koI stuti kA bhAva paidA nahIM hotA' aura duSTa ko dekhakara niMdA kA bhAva paidA nahIM hotaa|' tuma mahAtmA kI stuti karate ho, kyoMki tuma mahAtmA honA cAhate ho| stuti hama kisakI karate haiM? stuti hama usI kI karate haiM, jaise hama honA caahte| niMdA hama kisakI karate haiM? niMdA hama usI kI karate haiM jaise hama nahIM honA nahIM caahte| niMdA hama usI kI karate haiM jaise hama cAhate haiM ki na hoM aura pAte haiM ki haiN| aura stuti hama usI kI karate haiM jaise hama cAhate haiM ki hoM, socate bhI haiM ki haiM aura abhI haiM nhiiN| stuti hai apane bhaviSya kI, niMdA hai apane atIta kii| IsAI phakIroM meM bar3A prasiddha vacana hai 'hara saMta kA attota hai aura hara pApI kA bhaviSya hai|' jo Aja saMta hai, kala atIta meM pApI thaa| isalie hara saMta kA atIta hai| aura atIta saMtatva se bharA huA nahIM ho sktaa| aura hara pApI kA bhaviSya hai| Aja jo pApI hai, vaha kala saMta ho jAegA, ho sakatA hai| to jaba tuma kisI kI stuti karate ho, taba tuma kyA kara rahe ho, tumane kabhI socA? rAjanetA gAva meM AyA, tuma cale! tuma socate ho tuma mahAna netA ke darzana karane ko jA rahe ho, tuma galatI

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meM ho| tumhAre mana meM bhI rAjapada kA moha hai| tuma bhI cAhate ho pada ho, pratiSThA ho jo tumheM nahIM ho sakA hai aura kisI aura ko ho gayA hai, calo kama-se-kama usake darzana kara AeM ! eka hoTala meM eka AdamI bhItara praviSTa huaa| bar3A majabUta AdamI, UMcA - tagar3A / usane eka gilAsa zarAba pI lI aura jora se cillAkara kahA, hai kisI kI tAkata ki jarA AjamAiza kara le ? loga sikur3akara aura Darakara baiTha gye| phira usane cillAkara kahA ki koI damadAra nahIM, koI marda nahIM saba nAmarda baiThe haiM? eka choTA-sA AdamI utthaa| loga to cakita hue ki yaha choTA AdamI kisalie uTha rahA hai! yaha to isako cakanAcUra kara degA!! lekina vaha choTA AdamI 'karAte' kA jAnakAra thaa| usane jAkara do-cAra hAtha mAre, vaha jo bar3A tagar3A AdamI thA, kSaNa bhara meM jamIna para cAroM khAne cita ho gyaa| aura vaha choTA AdamI usakI chAtI para baiTha gayA aura bolA, bolo kyA irAdA hai! dekhA marda ? vaha bar3A AdamI, majabUta AdamI bar3A hairAna ho gyaa| usane kahA, Akhira bhAI tU hai kauna? to usane kahA maiM vahI hUM jo tuma socate the ki tuma ho jaba tuma hoTala meM bhItara Ae the| maiM vahI hUM jo tuma socate the ki tuma ho, jaba ma hoTala bhItara Ae the| jo zarAba pIkara tumane socA ki tuma ho, maiM vahI huuN| kucha kahanA hai ? hama jaba stuti karate kisI kI, to kisI bahuta gahare tala para acetana mana ke hama apane hI bhaviSya kI talAza kara rahe haiM, jaisA hama honA cAhate haiN| isalie jo AdamI rAjanetA ke darzana ko jAtA vaha saMta ke darzana ko nahIM jaaegaa| yA agara saMta ke bhI darzana ko jA rahA ho, to isa AdamI ke mana meM rAjanIti aura dharma kA koI bheda hI nahIM hai| jisakI bhI pratiSThA hai! yaha pratiSThita honA cAhatA hai, kaise pratiSThA milegI isakI ise koI ciMtA nahIM hai| yaha apane ahaMkAra kI pUjA cAhatA hai| cAhe rAjanetA hokara mila jAe, cAhe mahAtmA hokara mila jAe, ise ahaMkAra para AbhUSaNa caahie| tuma jaba stuti karate ho kisI kI, to tumane apanI mAMga jAhira kI, tumane apanI vAsanA pragaTa kI aisA maiM honA cAhatA huuN| nahIM ho pAyA, majabUrI hai, lekina use to dekha AUM jo ho gayA hai! usake caraNa meM to zraddhA ke phUla car3hA AUM ki maiM to hAra gayA lekina tuma ho gaye, calo, koI to ho gayA! magara yaha ghaTanA ghaTa sakatI hai, isake lie AMkha bhara kara dekha to AUM ! jaba tuma buddha ke pAsa jAte ho aura buddha ke caraNoM meM sira jhukAte ho, taba bhI tuma yahI kaha rahe ho| maiM to na ho sakA, maiM to kho gayA mArgoM meM, anaMta the mArga, rAha na milI, maiM to kIToM meM ulajha gayA, Apa pahuMca gaye! Apake darzana hI kara lUM? AMkha itane se hI bhara lUM! itanA to bharosA A jAe ki bhalA maiM bhaTaka gayA, lekina bhaTakAva anivArya nahIM hai| pahuMcanA ho sakatA thA - koI pahuMca gayA hai| yA tuma jaba kisI kI niMdA karate ho| barTreDa rasaeNla ne likhA hai ki aksara aisA hotA hai ki jaba koI AdamI kisI bAta kI bahuta niMdA karatA ho, to jarA usa AdamI ko gaura se dekhnaa| samajha ki yahAM kisI kI jeba kaTa jAe, aura eka AdamI jora se cillAne lage, pakar3o, mAro, kauna hai cora, ThikAne lagA deMge! usa AdamI ko pahale pakar3a lenaa| bahuta saMbhAvanA to yaha hai ki yaha AdamI cora hai, isI ne jeba kATI hai| cora bahuta jora se cillAtA hai| jora se cillAne ke kAraNa dUsaroM ko bharosA

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A jAtA hai ki kama-se-kama yaha to cora nahIM ho sktaa| cora hotA to yaha cillAtA! cora hotA to yaha corI ke itane khilApha kaise hotA! isalie jo hoziyAra cora hai, vaha corI ke khilApha cillAtA hai, zoragala macAtA hai, aura isI taraha baca jAtA hai| koI sIdhA-sA AdamI Dara ke mAre agara capacApa sikur3A khar3A raha jAe ki kahIM aisA na ho ki koI hama para zaka kara le, vaha pakar3a liyA jaaegaa| jo zoragula kara rahA hai, use to kauna pakar3egA! barTeDa rasaeNla ne likhA hai ki jo AdamI jisa bAta kI jitanI niMdA kare, samajhanA ki bhItara gahare meM usakA koI nyasta svArtha hai| yA to vaha pAtA hai ki maiM aisA hUM,yA to vaha DarA huA hai ki kahIM jAhira na ho jAe. tumhAre tathAkathita sAdhu-saMnyAsI kAmavAsanA kI itanI niMdA karate haiM usakA kula kAraNa itanA hai, kAmavAsanA unake bhItara bar3I lahareM va taraMgeM le rahI hai| ve strI se pIr3ita va parezAna haiN| isalie tumhAre zAstra striyoM ko gAlI diye jAte haiN| ve jo zAstra likhanevAle haiM, jarUra kahIM na kahIM strI se bahuta pIr3ita rahe hoNge| unake sapane meM strI unako satA rahI hogii| strI unakA pIchA kara rahI hai| ve strI se bhAga gaye haiN| jisase koI bhAga jAtA hai, usase kabhI bhAga nahIM paataa| jisase bhAge, usase ulajhe raha jaaoge| ve jo tumhAre zAstrakAra tumase kahate haiM, dhana se baco, dhana meM pApa hai, samajha lenA unakA lobha abhI bhI dhana meM lagA hai| anyathA, itanI niMdA kA koI kAraNa na thaa| asala meM to niMdA kA koI kAraNa hI nahIM hai| paramajJAnI ko na to koI stuti hai, na koI niMdA hai| na to vaha mahAtmA ke caraNoM meM phala caDhAne jAtA aura na niMdaka ke sira para aMgAre rakhane jAtA, jUte mArane jaataa| bare ko jUte nahIM mAratA, bhale kA sammAna nahIM krtaa| agara koI bhalA hai, to bhalA, agara koI burA hai, to buraa| jaisA hai, vaisA hai| isa bAta ko thor3A smjhnaa| yaha parama dazA kI vyAkhyA hai| jaisA hai, vaisA hai| rAma rAma haiM, rAvaNa-rAvaNa hai| jaisA hai, vaisA hai| nIma kaDavI hai aura Ama mIThA hai| kyA to nIma kI niMdA aura kyA Ama kI prazaMsA! kyA sAra hai? kATA kATA hai, phUla phUla hai| jo jaisA, vaisaa| isameM rattI bhara AkAMkSA nahIM hai, AkAMkSA kA koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| na zAMtaM stauti nisskaamo| jo svayaM niSkAma ho gayA hai, vaha zAMta vyakti kI bhI stuti nahIM krtaa| jaba niSkAma hI ho gayA, to aba to zAMti kI bhI kAmanA nahIM hai| to stuti kA kyA prayojana! na duSTamapi nidti| aura na duSTa kI niMdA krtaa| niMdA meM bhI duSTatA hai| tuma jaba kisI kI niMdA karate ho taba bhI usameM duSTatA hI chipI huI hai| niMdA meM bhI tuma coTa pahuMcAne kI ceSTA kara rahe ho niMdA karake tuma svayaM hI niMdita ho gye| na to stuti kA kucha artha hai, na niMdA kA kucha artha hai| niSkAma vyakti na pakSa meM hai, na vipakSa meN| niSkAma vyakti kA koI Agraha nahIM hai| niSkAma vyakti anAgrahI hai| ___'vaha dukha aura sukha meM samAna hai| saba sthitiyoM meM tRpt| aura usako karane ko kucha bhI nahIM bacA hai|'

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smduHkhsukhstRptH| donoM meM samabhAva A gayA hai| isa samabhAva kI hI sArI khoja hai isa deza meN| jaina ise kahate haiM, smyktv| lekina bAta sama kI hai| buddha kahate haiM, saMtulana, samyaka| bAta sama kI hai| hiMdU kahate haiM, samAdhi-sama, aadhi| bAta sama kI hai| agara eka choTA-sA zabda cunanA ho jisameM pUre pUraba kI manISA samA jAtI ho to vaha, sm| sama kA artha hai, jisake mana meM na aba idhara DolanA rahA, na udhara DolanA rhaa| na jo bAyeM jhukatA, na dAyeM jhuktaa| kyoMki idhara jhuke to khAI, udhara jhuke to kuaa| jhuke ki bhttke| jo jhukatA hI nhiiN| jo madhya meM khar3A ho gayA hai| jo thira ho gayA, akNp| samatA, samyakatva, smaadhi| aMgrejI meM bhI, yUnAnI-laiTina meM bhI saMskRta kA yaha sama zabda baca rahA hai| isane aneka thor3e pharka rUpa le liye haiM, lekina baca rahA hai| aMgrejI ke zabdoM meM 'sindhesisa' meM jo sina hai, vaha sama kA hI rUpa hai| sisphonI' meN| sinApsisa' meN| jahAM -jahAM sina pratyaya hai, vaha sama kA hI rUpa hai| sama citta kI eka AMtarika dazA hai| aisI dazA, jahAM koI kaMpana nahIM hai| akaMpa dshaa| agara tumhAre mana meM zubha kI prazaMsA hai, azubha kI niMdA hai, to tuma kaipa gye| samajho tuma baiThe ho aura eka duSTa AdamI nikala gayA rAste se, to tumhAre mana meM kaMpana paidA ho jAegA ki are! yaha duSTa jA rahA hai, ise naraka meM DAlA jaae| yA tumhAre mana meM dayA A gayI aura tumane kahA isa duSTa ko bacAnA cAhie, sAdhu banAnA cAhie, to bhI tuma kaMpa gye| tuma jo baiThe the akaMpa, usameM kaMpana ho gyaa| tuma aba vahI na rahe jo isa AdamI ke nikalane ke pahale the| nikalA koI sAdhupuruSa, ki mahAtmA, ki tumhAre mana meM huA aho! dhanyabhAga isa AdamI ke! aisA saubhAgya merA kaba hogA? kaipa gye| vicAra uTha gayA, samatA kho gyii| sama sthiti taba hai, jaba burA nikale ki bhalA, tuma vaise hI rhe| tuma vaise ke vaise rahe-jasa ke ts| jarA bhI hile -Dule n| sukha AyA to, dukha AyA to; sammAna milA to, apamAna milA to, tuma vaise ke vaise rahe, jarA bhI na hile| aisI samatA kI dazA ko jo upalabdha ho jAe, use hI jAnanA ki niSkAma hai| smduHkhsukhstRptH| aura usakI hI tRpti hai| jo sukha-dukha meM samAnatA ko upalabdha ho gayA hai vahI tRpta hai| anyathA dukhI to tRpta haiM hI nahIM, sukhI bhI tRpta nahIM haiN| tumane khayAla kiyA? jaba dukha hotA hai, to dukha se chUTane kI AkAMkSA prabala hotI hai kaise chUTa jAeM, vahI takalIpha hotI hai, tRpta kaise hoNge| dukha se koI tRpta hotA hai! dukha se chUTanA cAhatA hai, haTanA cAhatA hai, mukta honA cAhatA hai| lekina jaba sukha hotA hai, taba bhI tuma tRpta hote ho? jaba sukha hotA hai taba yaha Dara lagatA hai ki kahIM sukha china na jAe! kala eka yuvA saMnyAsI ne mujhe kahA ki aba maiM vApisa lauTa rahA hUM apane ghara jitane dina yahAM thA, bar3e sukha meM bIte, bar3I zAMti meM biite| abhI bhI citta bar3A AnaMdita aura zAMta hai| aba eka

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Dara laga rahA hai ki kahIM ghara jAkara yaha kho to nahIM jAegI zAMti ! abhI khoyI nahIM hai, lekina Dara, ki kahIM kho to na jAegI! becainI zurU ho gyii| abhI citta zAMta hai aura azAMti zurU ho gyii| abhI sukha barasa rahA hai, lekina bhaya samA gayA ki kahIM kho to na jAegA ! jaba bhI tuma sukhI hote ho, tabhI bhItara se bhaya bhI A jAtA hai ki kahIM kho to na jAegA / jaise dukha ke sAtha yaha bhAva AtA hai - kaise chuTakArA ho, vaise sukha ke sAtha yaha bhAva AtA hai-kahIM chuTakArA ho na jAe ! donoM hI hAlata meM tuma Dola gye| donoM hI hAlata meM tRpti naSTa ho gayI, atRpta ho gaye, asaMtoSa paidA ho gyaa| to dukhI to dukhI haiM hI, yahAM sukhI bhI dukhI haiN| jinake pAsa dhana nahIM hai, parezAna haiM ki dhana kaise ho? jinake pAsa dhana hai, ve parezAna haiM ki kahIM kho na jAe ! kahIM cora na curA leM! kahIM sarakAra chIna le! kahIM kamyUnijma na A jAe kahIM aisA na ho jAe ! kahIM vaisA na ho jAe ! kyA bharosA ! to jisake pAsa dhana nahIM hai, vaha to zAyada rAta ThIka se so bhI jAtA hai, jisake pAsa hai, vaha so hI nahIM paataa| vaha aura bhayabhIta hai| usake Upara ninyAnabe kA phera hai| vaha ciMtA ciMtA meM hI lagA rahatA hai| kaise bacAUM! pahale loga socate haiM, dhana hogA to bar3I surakSA hogI, phira ciMtA paidA hotI hai ki aba dhana kI surakSA kaise kareM? jinako tuma dhanI kahate ho, unako tumheM dhanI kahanA nahIM cAhie, jyAdA . se jyAdA rakhavAle, paharedAra ! dhana kI mAlakiyata kahAM saMbhava hai! basa koI paharA detA rahatA hai| paharedArI meM hI tuma samajhate ho ki tuma mAlika ho gye| tRpta to vahI hai jo sukha aura dukha meM samabhAvI hai| dukha AtA hai to kahatA nahIM ki jAo / sukha AtA hai to kahatA nahIM ki ruko| jaisI marjI / apanI marjI se Ae, rukanA ho ruko, jAnA ho jaao| sukha aura dukha donoM ke sAtha usakI aMtardazA eka-sI rahatI hai| aura yaha bAhara kI hI bAta nahIM hai, bhItara bhI dhyAna kA yahI sUtra hai| eka burA vicAra mana meM AyA-corI kara leM, hatyA kara deM, tuma isakI bhI niMdA mata kro| tuma ise bhI dekhate rhii| isase bhI kucha lenA-denA nahIM hai| yaha vicAra tuma nahIM ho| tuma isake sAkSI ho| eka acchA vicAra AyA ki saba dAna kara deM, eka bar3A maMdira banA deM, aspatAla khola deM, yaha bhI eka vicAra hai| tuma isase chAtI na phulA lo| akar3a mata jAo ki kitanA zubha vicAra mere bhItara A rahA hai| aura azubha vicAra se tuma parezAna na ho jAo, mAthe para bala na le Ao, pasIne-pasIne mata ho jAo, ghabar3Ao mata ki kaisA azubha vicAra A gayA! ki maiM kaisA azubha ho gayA / na azubha vicAra tuma ho, na zubha vicAra tuma ho, tuma to sAkSI ho / to jahAM zubha aura azubha, bhalA aura burA, rAta aura dina, sukha aura dukha, jIvana aura mRtyu, donoM ke prati eka samadRSTi utpanna ho jAtI hai, vahIM jIvana kA parama dvAra khulatA hai| aura aise vyakti ko patA calatA ki usako kucha karane ko zeSa nahIM rahA hai| kiMcit kRtya na pazyati / jisane aisA samabhAva jAna liyA, aba ise karane kora kucha bhI nahIM bcaa| na koI sAdhanA, na koI siddhi| na koI japa-tapa, na koI yoga - yaag| na ise mokSa pAnA hai, na ise saMsAra chor3anA hai|

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isI kSaNa saba ho gyaa| samyakatva ke kSaNa meM saba ho jAtA hai| samatA ke kSaNa meM saba ho jAtA hai| samAdhi ke kSaNa meM saba ho jAtA hai| aba kucha karane ko zeSa nahIM rahA hai| kiMcit kRtya na pshyti| aba ise kucha bhI dikhAyI nahIM par3atA ki karane ko kucha bcaa| sAkSI tuma hue ki akartA hue yA ki akartA ho jAo, to sAkSI ho gye| aba tAe sirpha AnaMda hI AnaMda hai, karane ko kucha bhI na bcaa| khayAla karo, jaba taka karane ko bacA hai, taba taka ciMtA rahegI, yojanA rahegI, bhaya rhegaa| karoge to lekina saphala hooge yA nahIM? saphala bhI ho gaye, to jisa dizA meM cala par3e the vaha ThIka thI yA nahIM thI? saphala hokara bhI saphalatA milegI? dhana pAkara bhI sukha hogA, zAMti hogI? pada pAkara bhI tRpti hogI? jahAM taka kRtya hai, vahAM taka ciMtA kA jAla hai| jahAM taka karanA hai, vahAM taka asaphalatA kA Dara banA hI rhegaa| aura yaha bhI Dara banA rahegA ki saphala hokara bhI kahAM saphalatA pakkI hai! kyoMki sikaMdara hote, nepoliyana hote, jIta lete duniyA aura khAlI hAtha jAte! dhUla meM par3I haiM unakI arthiyAM, jo siMhAsana para baitthe| to siMhAsana para bhI baiThakara giranA to kabra meM hI par3atA hai| siMhAsana se bhI to AdamI kabra meM hI giratA hai| cAhe siMhAsana para baiTho, cAhe sar3aka kI paTarI para bhikhamaMge kI taraha baiTho, jaba giroge kaba meM to eka-se giroge| umara khaiyAma ne kahA hai. dhUla mila jAtI dhUla meM| DasTa anaTU ddstt| phira dhUla tumhArI samrATa kahalAtI thI ki bhikhamaMgA, isase kyA pharka par3atA hai! aMtima caraNa meM saba eka ho jAtA hai| jJAnI yaha dekhakara ki mRtyu to saba lIpa -pota detI hai, svayaM hI lIpa-pota detA hai| vaha kahatA hai jaba mRtyu sabako miTAkara eka-sA kara degI, to maiM apanI hI tarapha se eka-sA huA jAtA huuN| isa bhAMti jJAnI svecchA se mara jAtA hai| usake lie karane ko kucha nahIM bacatA, isase yaha bhAMti mata le lenA mana meM ki vaha kucha karatA nahIM hai| karane ko kucha nahIM bacatA, kRtya usase jArI rahate haiN| jo svAbhAvika hai, jo naisargika hai| bhUkha lagatI, to bhojana karatA hai, pyAsa lagatI to pAnI pItA hai| jo svAbhAvika nisarga se hotA hai| jise karanA nahIM par3atA, apane se hotA hai| jaise samajho, eka jJAnI baiThA hai aura koI AdamI kisI ko mAra rahA hai| to jJAnI yaha socakara nahIM uThatA ki maiM ise bacAUM, ki mujhe bacAnA cAhie; ki maiM yahAM baiThA hUM aura yaha AdamI mere sAmane piTa rahA hai, to isa pApa meM maiM bhAgIdAra ho rahA hUM,aisA ciMtana nahIM krtaa| agara pulaka A gayI sahaja, to uTha AtA hai, bacA letA hai| pulaka na AyI, to baiThA rahatA hai| huA, to ho jAne detA hai| na huA to koI upAya nahIM hai| isakA yaha artha nahIM hai ki jJAnI nahIM bcaaegaa| isakA yaha bhI artha nahIM hai ki jJAnI bacAegA hii| jJAnI ke saMbaMdha meM koI bhaviSyavANI nahIM ho sktii| jJAnI sahaja pulaka se jItA hai| yahI to aSTAvakra bAra-bAra kahate haiM, jJAnI sva-sphUrti se jItA hai| AegI sphUrti, to ho jaaegaa| nahIM AegI sphUrti, to nahIM hogaa| aba sphUrti kA jimmA jJAnI para nahIM hai, usa parama virATa para hai jisake caraNoM meM jJAnI ne apane ko chor3a diyaa| aba vaha jo caahe| banA le nimitta, tthiik| na banAnA cAhe nimitta,

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tthiik| jJAnI to khUTI ho gayA, bhagavAna cAheM apanA kapar3A TAga leM, aMgarakhA TAga deM, na cAheM na ttaageN| khUTI ko kucha prayojana nahIM hai, TaMge aMgarakhA to ThIka, na TaMge to tthiik| khUTI-khUTI hai, nimitta maatr| bahuta kucha jJAnI se hogA| kabhI hogA, kabhI nahIM bhI hogaa| kisI jJAnI se hogA aura kisI jJAnI se nahIM bhI hogaa| kucha kahA nahIM jA sktaa| isalie tuma koI vyAkhyA bAMdhakara mata baiTha jaanaa| jJAnI hue, jo bole| jJAnI hue, jo mauna rhe| jJAnI hue, jinhoMne gahare karma ke jagata meM bhAga liyA, hAtha bNttaayaa| jJAnI hue, jo baiTha gaye apanI guphAoM meM aura saMsAra ko bilakula bhUla hI gye| donoM hI ThIka haiN| kyoMki donoM ke bhItara jo maulika bAta ghaTa rahI hai vaha eka hI hai| vaha hai sv-sphurnnaa| jo ho rahA hai sphuraNA se, ho rahA hai; jo nahIM ho rahA, nahIM ho rhaa| na to jJAnI kucha apanI ceSTA se karatA hai aura na apanI ceSTA se rokatA hai| jJAnI bIca se bilakula haTa gayA hai| usane daravAjA paramAtmA ko de diyA hai| kiMcit kRtya na pshyti| 'dhIrapuruSa na saMsAra ke prati daveSa karatA hai aura na AtmA ko dekhane kI icchA karatA hai| harSa aura zoka se mukta vaha na marA huA hai aura na jIvita hI hai|' dhIro na dveSTi saMsAramAtmAna na didRkssti| harSAmarSavinirmukto na mRto na ca jiiviiti|| dhIro na veSTi saMsAra..... yaha to samajha meM AtA hai ki jJAnI ko saMsAra nahIM dikhtaa| aura saMsAra ke prati dekhane kI AkAMkSA bhI nahIM hai| na saMsAra ke prati koI daveSa hai| jo hai hI nahIM usake prati daveSa kaisA! smjho| rAha para rassI par3I hai aura tumane aMdhere meM sAMpa samajha liyaa| to tuma bhAge, ghbddaae| phira koI dIyA le AyA aura rassI dikhAyI par3a gayI ki rassI hai, sAMpa nahIM, phira bhI kyA tuma ghabaDAoge? phira bhI kyA tuma Daroge? phira bhI kyA rassI ke pAsa se nikalane meM bhayabhIta hooge tra: phira bhI bhAgoge? phira bhI kyA apane baccoM ko jAkara kahoge ki bacakara nikalanA usa rAste se? vahAM eka rassI par3I hai jo sAMpa jaisI mAlUma par3atI hai| kyA tuma apane baccoM ko sAvadhAna karoge ki usa rAste se jAnA mata, vahAM eka jhUThA sAMpa par3A hai| agara tuma aisI bAteM kaho to bacce bhI hNseNge| ve kaheMge agara jhUThA hI hai, to Apa cauMkA kyoM rahe haiM hameM? sAvadhAna kyoM kara rahe haiM? Apane dekha liyA ki jhUThA hai, to bAta khatama ho gyii|

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aba tumhAre tathAkathita mahAtmA haiM jo samajhA rahe haiM tumheM saMsAra se bco| aura sAtha-sAtha kaha rahe haiM saMsAra mAyA hai| tumane unakI jarA mUr3hatApUrNa bAta dekhI? kahate haiM, saMsAra mAyA hai aura baco! jo mAyA hai usase bacanA kaisA! mAyA kA to artha huA jo hai hI nhiiN| rassI meM dikha gayA sApa, isase bhAganA kaisA! aura na kevala tumase kaha rahe haiM bhAgo, khuda bhI bhAga rahe haiN| aura sAtha-sAtha yaha bhI cillAte jA rahe haiM ki rassI hai, sAMpa nahIM hai -magara bhAgoM! aura sAvadhAna rahanA kAminI-kAMcana se! isa vikRti ko dekhate ho? isa asaMgati ko dekhate ho? eka tarapha cillAe cale jAte haiM ki saMsAra asatya hai, aura dUsarI tarapha cillAe cale jAte haiM chor3o saMsAra ko, saMsAra kA tyAga karo, mukta ho jAo saMsAra se| jo asatya hai, usase mukta hone kA upAya nhiiN| jo asatya hai, usase to tuma mukta ho hI gaye yaha jAnate hI ki asatya hai| to itanA hI kahegA jJAnI ki saMsAra ko gaura se dekha lo, dekhane meM hI mukti hai| daveSa kA to savAla hI nahIM hai| dhIro na veSTi saMsAra...| jJAnI ko, dhIrapuruSa ko saMsAra se koI dveSa nahIM hai, kyoMki saMsAra hai nhiiN| dveSa ke lie honA to jarUrI hai! phira jisase dveSa hotA hai, usase rAga bhI ho sakatA hai| dveSa to rAga kA hI dUsarA pahalU hai| tumhArI kisI se duzmanI ho jAtI hai, to dostI bhI ho sakatI hai| jisase bhI duzmanI ho sakatI hai, usase dostI bhI ho sakatI hai| jisase dostI ho sakatI hai, usase duzmanI bhI ho sakatI hai| donoM ke davAra eka-sAtha khulate haiN| jisako tumane dosta banAyA, usase kisI bhI dina duzmanI bana sakatI hai| aura jo tumhArA Aja duzmana hai, kala dosta bhI ho sakatA hai| maikyAvelI ne apanI kitAba 'di priMsa' meM kahA hai, rAjAoM ke lie salAha dI hai, usameM eka salAha yaha bhI hai ki apane dostoM se bhI tuma vaha bAta mata kahanA jo tuma apane duzmanoM se bhI nahIM kahanA caahte| kyoMki jo Aja dosta hai, kala duzmana ho sakatA hai| aura yaha bhI salAha dI hai ki apane duzmana ke khilApha bhI aisI bAta mata kahanA ki kala agara usase dostI ho jAe to phira tumheM ar3acana ho lauTAne meM, vaha bAta lauTAne meM ar3acana ho| kyoMki jo Aja duzmana hai, vaha kala dosta ho sakatA hai| yaha bAta maikyAvelI ne ThIka hI kahI hai| yaha bAta saca hai| jisase daveSa hai, usase rAga ho sakatA hai| kyoMki daveSa rAga kA hI zIrSAsana karatA huA rUpa hai| jisase rAga hai, usase daveSa ho sakatA hai| jJAnI ko na rAga hai, na daveSa hai| jJAnI ko to yaha bodha huA, jJAnI ne to jAgakara yaha dekhA, apane parama caitanya meM yaha anubhava kiyA ki yahAM kucha rAga-daveSa karane ko hai hI nhiiN| tuma chAyAoM se ulajha rahe ho| na inase dostI ho sakatI hai, na duzmanI ho sakatI hai| tuma chAyAoM ko apane AliMgana meM bAMdha rahe ho| tuma kinake hAtha lekara cala rahe ho? ye hAtha haiM nahIM, tumhArI kalpanAeM haiN| tumane yaha jo ikaTThA kara rakhA hai dhana, daulata, yaha kucha bhI nahIM hai| sirpha khayAla hai| khayAla hai, aisA khayAla paidA hote hI mukti ho gyii| vIro na daveSTi sNsaar..|

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itanA to ThIka hai, lekina bar3I adabhuta bAta aSTAvakra kahate haiM ki vaha jo dhIra hai, use saMsAra meM to daveSa dikhAyI par3atA hI nahIM, use AtmA ko dekhane kA rAga bhI paidA nahIM hotaa| yaha aura bhI gaharI

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bAta hai| jaba jAna liyA ki saMsAra vyartha hai, jaba jAna liyA ki saMsAra sArthaka nahIM, jaba jAna liyA ki saMsAra hai hI nahIM, mAtra bhAsatA hai-rantu meM sarpavat mRgamarIcikA hai; khayAloM kA jamAva hai, sapanoM kI bhIr3a hai; aisA jaba jAna liyA, to saba vAsanAeM vyartha ho gyiiN| kyoMki jo nahIM hai, usako pAne kI AkAMkSA kA aba koI malya na rhaa| isa saMsAra meM pada pAne kA tacI taka mUlya hai jaba taka lagatA hai ki isa saMsAra meM pratiSThA kA koI mUlya hai| isa saMsAra meM kucha ahaMkAra arjita karane kA tabhI taka majA mAlUma hotA hai jaba taka lagatA hai ki ahaMkAra arjita ho sakatA hai| lekina agara saba dhokhA hai, saba jhUTha hai, to bAta vyartha ho gyii| jaDa se kaTa gayI baat| yahAM taka to samajha meM AtA hai| lekina aSTAvakra kahate haiM ki jisa dina yaha samajha meM A gayA ki saMsAra vyartha hai, yaha bAhara jo dikhAyI par3a rahA hai yaha kevala eka sapanA hai, usa dina AtmA ko pAne kI, khojane kI bAta bhI samApta ho gyii| pAnA hI vyartha ho gayA, to AtmA ko pAne kI bAta bhI vyartha ho gyii| asala meM pAnA jisa dina vyartha ho gayA, usa dina AtmA pA hI lii| isalie aba AtmA ko pAne kA savAla nahIM utthtaa| thor3A jaTila hai| thor3A sUkSma hai| lekina khayAla karoge to samajha meM A jaaegaa| agara tumheM saMsAra sau pratizata dikhAyI par3a rahA hai, to tuma zUnya pratizata hote ho| jisa mAtrA meM AtmA kA vismaraNa hotA hai, usI mAtrA meM saMsAra vAstavika mAlUma hotA hai| yaha gaNita hai| jaba saMsAra nabbe pratizata satya rahA, to AtmA dasa pratizata satya ho jAtI hai| jaba saMsAra pacAsa pratizata satya rahA, to AtmA pacAsa pratizata satya ho gyii| jisa mAtrA meM saMsAra se UrjA tumhArI mukta hone lagI, saMsAra meM niyojana na rahA, usI mAtrA meM tumhArI UrjA AtmA meM par3ane lgii| tuma AtmavAna hone lge| idhara vAsanA kSINa huI udhara AtmA prabala huii| idhara kAma hArA, udhara rAma jiite| eka aisI ghar3I AtI hai ki ninyAnabe pratizata saMsAra vyartha ho gayA, usI kSaNa ninyAnabe pratizata AtmA tumane jIta lii| jisa dina sau pratizata saMsAra vyartha mAlUma ho gayA, usa dina sau pratizata AtmA ke tuma mAlika ho gye| tuma jina ho gye| tumane jIta liyA apane ko| mahAvIra ko mAnane se koI jaina nahIM hotA, saMsAra sau pratizata zUnya ho jAe aura AtmA sau pratizata pUrNa ho jAe, taba koI jina hotA hai| ye kisI ke zAstra meM mAnane na mAnane kI bAteM nahIM haiM, ye kisI ke pIche na calane calane kI bAteM nahIM haiM, yaha to eka bhItara kA gaNita hai| jo UrjA saMsAra meM uDelI jA rahI thI yaha socakara ki saMsAra saca hai, aba saMsAra to jhUTha ho gayA, vaha UrjA aba uDelI nahIM jAtI, vaha UrjA aba svayaM meM thira hone lagatI hai| yaha svayaM meM jo thiratA hai, yahI AtmavAna honA hai| to jisako dikhAyI par3a gayA ki saMsAra meM aba kucha bhI nahIM, daveSa karane yogya bhI nahIM-rAga karane yogya to hai hI nahIM, dveSa karane yogya bhI nahIM hai| tuma dekho, tumheM duniyA meM do taraha ke loga dikhAyI pdd'eNge| eka to jinako tuma saMsArI kahate ho, unakA saMsAra se rAga hai| aura eka jinako tuma virAgI kahate ho, unakA saMsAra se dveSa hai| magara donoM eka hI cIja se baMdhe haiN| donoM mAnate haiM ki saMsAra bar3A balazAlI hai| rAgI kahatA hai ki isake

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binA maiM sukhI na ho sakUgA| virAgI kahatA hai, isake rahate maiM sukhI na ho skuuNgaa| lekina donoM kA sukha isI para nirbhara hai| eka kA sukha isa bAta para nirbhara hai ki saMsAra ko jItU to sukhI houuNgaa| eka kA sukha isa bAta para nirbhara hai ki saMsAra ko choDUM? tyAgU to sukhI houuNgaa| lekina donoM ke sukha saMsAra para nirbhara haiN| jJAnI na to bhogI hai, na tyAgI hai| na rAgI, na viraagii| jJAnI hai vItarAga dshaa| dekha letA hai, yahAM na to kucha rAga ko hai, na virAga ko hai| na pakar3ane ko, na chor3ane ko| isa ghaTanA meM hI AtmavAna ho jAtA hai| aura jo AtmavAna ho gayA, usako phira AtmA ko dekhane kA bhI savAla kahAM! aura AtmA ko dekhA bhI kahAM jA sakatA hai! yaha zabda, Atmadarzana zabda ThIka nahIM hai| kyoMki jo bhI hama dekha sakate haiM, vaha hamase parAyA hogaa| hama 'para' ko hI dekha sakate haiN| darzana to dUsare kA hI ho sakatA hai| svayaM kA to darzana kaise hogA! tumane isa para kabhI vicAra kiyA? dekhane meM to do maujUda ho gaye-dekhanevAlA aura dikhAI pdd'nevaalaa| draSTA aura dRshy| AtmA to draSTA hai| isalie AtmA kabhI bhI dRzya nahIM ho sktii| jo bhI dRzya hai, saba saMsAra hai| isalie mere pAsa tuma jaba Akara kahane lagate ho ki kuMDalinI jagane lagI, to maiM kahatA hUM,dekhate raho, magara jyAdA ulajhanA mt| kyoMki jo bhI dRzya hai, vaha saMsAra hai| tuma kahate ho, bhItara bar3I rozanI mAlUma hone lagI, maiM kahatA hUM,dekhate rho| tuma dhyAna rakho usa para jo dekhanevAlA hai, rozanI meM bahuta jyAdA mata ulajha jaanaa| aMdherA to DubAtA hI hai, rozanI bhI DubA letI hai| aMdherA to khataranAka hai hI, rozanI bhI bar3I khataranAka hai| tuma to usakA khayAla rakho, basa usI eka sUtra ko pakar3e rahI ki maiM dekhanevAlA, maiM dekhnevaalaa| tuma dRzya meM ulajhanA hI mt| nahIM to mana ke bar3e jAla haiN| pahale vaha bAhara ke dRzya dikhalAtA hai-vaha dekho dUra dillI, calo, dillI clo| agara tuma vahAM se chUTe, to vaha bhItara ke dRzya dikhalAtA hai ki dekho kuMDalinI jagane lagI, kaisI UrjA uTha rahI hai| kaisA AnaMda mAlUma ho rahA hai! kaisA mastiSka meM prakAza-hI-prakAza phaila rahA hai! aba yaha usane nayI dilliyAM basAnI zurU kara diiN| tuma to itanA hI khayAla rakho ki maiM draSTA huuN| jo bhI dikhAyI par3atA hai, vaha maiM nahIM huuN| jo bhI anubhava meM AtA hai, vaha maiM nahIM huuN| maiM to sabhI anubhavoM ke pAra khar3A sAkSI huuN| isalie tumase maiM eka bAta kahanA cAhatA hUM ki koI anubhava dhArmika nahIM hai saba anubhava sAMsArika haiN| anubhava mAtra sAMsArika haiN| jisako anubhava ho rahA hai, vahI dhArmika hai| to usa ghaDI meM pahuMcanA hai jahAM saba anubhava se chuTakArA ho jAe koI anubhava na bce| tuma zunya meM viraajmaan| koI anubhava nahIM hotaa| zanya kA bhI anubhava hotA rahe, to abhI anabhava bAkI hai| aura mana thor3A-sA abhI bhI bAkI hai| jaba zUnya kA bhI anubhava na ho, jaba kucha bhI anubhava na ho, jaba anubhava mAtra tirohita ho jAeM, dhueM kI rekhAoM kI taraha kho jAeM, basa tuma raha jAo caitanyamAtra, cinmAtra, bodhamAtra, buddhatva phalita huA usI ko aSTAvakra kahate haiN-dhiirpuruss| hrssaamrssvinirmukto|

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aura aisA vyakti harSa aura zoka se mukta hai| aba na to kucha khone ko bacA hai, na pAne ko bacA hai| na kucha dRzya hai, na kucha adRzya hai / na saMsAra hai, na mokSa hai| na bAhara kA kucha pAnA hai, bhItara kA kucha pAnA hai / na saMsAra kI khoja hai, na AtmA kI khoja hai| jaba sArI khoja samApta ho gayI, phira kaisA harSa, phira kaisA zoka! aura aisI dazA meM eka apUrva ghaTanA ghaTatI hai 'vaha na marA huA hai, na jIvita hI hai|' isa sUtra ko khUba khayAla meM lenA | jJAnI puruSa eka artha meM marA huA hai usa artha meM marA huA hai, jisa artha meM tuma jIvita ho| tumhArI taraha jIvita nahIM hai| tumhAre jIvana kA kyA artha hai? daur3a- dhApa, ApAdhApI, dhana-pada-pratiSThA mhtvaakaaNkssaa| tumhArA jIvana kyA hai? eka jvaragrasta vikSiptatA / isa artha meM jJAnI jIvita nahIM hai| na to koI jvara hai, na koI mahatvAkAMkSA hai, na daur3a rahA hai| na koI ApAdhApI hai| isa artha meM to jJAnI murdA hai| lekina eka artha meM jIvita hai, jisa artha meM tuma jIvita nahIM ho| vastutaH arthoM meM jIvita hai| tuma to jhUThe-jhUThe jIvita ho| tuma to mroge| yaha tumhArI ApAdhApI, tumhArI mahatvAkAMkSA mauta se TakarAkara TUTa jAegI sb| jJAnI kucha aise tala para pahuMca gayA hai jisa tala para mauta ghaTa hI nhiiN| jisa tala para mauta eka asatya hai| hotI hI nhiiN| jJAnI amRta ko upalabdha ho gayA hai| isalie jJAnI jIvita hai eka artha meM aura mRta hai eka artha meM to na to hama use marA huA kaha sakate aura na jIvita kaha skte| kyoMki hama kucha bhI kaheMge to galatI ho jaaegii| zAyada vaha jIvana-maraNa ke pAra hai| na mRto na ca jIvati / to mRta hai aura na jIvita / jJAnI kI bar3I anUThI dazA hai| isa bAta ko pragaTa karane ke lie bar3e virodhAbhAsoM kA sahArA lenA paDatA hai| jhena phakIra kahate, jaba jJAnI nadI pAra karatA, to pAnI to usake pairoM ko chUtA hai, lekina jJAnI ke paira pAnI ko nahIM chuute| aba yaha bAta jarA bebUjha hai| jaba pAnI pairoM ko chUtA hai, to phira jJAnI ke paira pAnI ko kyoM na chueMge? chueMge hii| lekina phira bhI ve ThIka kahate haiN| yaha ulaTabAMsI hai| yaha isalie kahI jA rahI hai ki jJAnI hamAre saMsAra meM rahatA huA bhI hamAre saMsAra kA hissA nahIM hotaa| hamAre jaisA zvAsa letA huA bhI hamAre jaisA zvAsa nahIM letaa| hamAre jaisA bhojana karatA huA bhI hamAre jaisA bhojana nahIM krtaa| jJAnI bhojana karate hue bhI upavAsA hai| aura tuma upavAsa karo to bhI bhojana hI karate ho| tumane kabhI upavAsa kiyA hogA to tumheM patA hogaa| upavAsa karake dekhanA to tuma dina bhara bhojana karoge, bAra- bAra bhojana kroge| aise to do bAra karate ho ki tIna bAra, usa dina dina bhara kroge| jaba bhI baiThoge khAlI ulajhana se bacoge, phira bhojana kI yAda A jaaegii| paryUSaNa meM jaina upavAsa karate haiM to jyAdA dera maMdira meM hI baiThate haiM, phira ghara nahIM Ate, kyoMki ghara Ao to bhojana - bhojana kI hI yAda AtI hai| maMdira meM baiThe raho to lage raho, bhajana-kIrtana cala

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rahA hai, aba pATha cala rahA hai, zAstra par3hA jA rahA hai, ulajhe rho| aura phira vahAM yaha bhI bharosA rahatA hai ki hama akele hI thor3e phaMse haiM isa musIbata meM, aura na mAlUma kitane nAsamajha phaMse haiN| dekha-dekha kara citta prasanna rahatA hai ki hama akele hI thor3e bhUkhe mara rahe haiM, ye saba mara rahe haiN| aura eka-dUsare se kAmpeTIzana aura pratisparddhA ki dekheM kauna kisako harAtA hai, to rasa lagA rahatA hai| ghara akele baiThakara phira yAda AtI hai ki hama akele kahAM phaMsa gaye, kisa cakkara meM par3a gaye, patA nahIM ye kaba khatama hoMge pryuussnn| aura jaba khatama hoMge taba kI yojanAeM banAte haiM log| kyA-kyA khAnA, kyA-kyA nahIM khAnA / kyA-kyA bAjAra se kharIda laaeNge| tuma jAkara pUcha sakate ho bAjAra meM, jaise hI paryUSaNa khatama hote haiM, bikrI ekadama bar3ha jAtI hai| miThAI vAloM kI, sabjI vAloM kI, phala vAloM kI ekadama bikrI baDha jAtI hai| loga ekadama TUTa par3ate haiN| dasa dina ikaTThA karate rahe vicAra yojanAeM banAte rhe| upavAsa kara liyA dina meM to rAta sapane meM bhI bhojana hI kroge| bhojana hI bhojana calane lgegaa| to tuma samajha sakate ho, tuma upavAsa karo to bhojana ho jAtA hai| bauddhika rUpa se bhI khyAla A sakatA hai| to isase viparIta dazA bhI ho sakatI hai ki koI bhojana karate hue bhI upavAsA ho| usa viparIta dazA kA nAma hI vItarAgatA hai| apUrva dazA hai vaha vahAM tuma jala meM calo, pAnI to paira ko chUtA hai lekina tumhAre paira pAnI ko nahIM chuute| jJAna mRta bhI jIvita bhI / yA, na mRta na jIvita / jJAnI ko koTi meM rakhanA muzkila hai| itanA hI sUcana le lenA, jJAnI ko kisI bhI koTi meM rakho, gar3abar3a ho jAtI hai| kyoMki saba koTiyAM saMsAra kI haiN| jJAnI koTi ke bAhara hai| vaha na marA huA hai, na jIvita hI hai| 'putra aura patnI Adi ke prati sneharahita aura viSayoM ke prati kAmanArahita aura apane zarIra ke prati nizcita buddhapuruSa hI zobhate haiN|' niHsnehaH putradArAdau niSkAmo viSayegu cA nizciMta svazarIre'pi nirAza: zobhate budhaH / mahatvapUrNa sUtra hai| aura jisa taraha se aba taka isa sUtra kI vyAkhyA kI gayI hai, vaha ThIka nahIM hai| jaisA hiMdI meM anuvAda hai, vaha bhI bahuta ThIka nahIM hai| isalie gaura se samajhanA | nisneha putradArAdau niSkAmo viSayemu cA putra aura patnI Adi ke prati sneha rahita / isase aisA artha samajha meM AtA hai-TIkAkAra aisA hI artha karate rahe hai-ki jJAnI puruSa meM sneha nahIM hotaa| yaha bAta galata hai| jJAnI puruSa meM hI sneha hotA hai| ajJAnI meM kyA khAka sneha hogA ! to phira isa sUtra kA kyA artha hogA? isa sUtra kA artha hotA hai ki jJAnI meM sneha hotA hai, lekina apane haiM isalie nahIM hotA; parAye haiM isalie nahIM hotA / merA beTA hai, isalie nahIM, merI patnI hai, isalie nahIM / pharka smjhnaa| tuma kisI ko sneha karate ho to kahate ho, tumhAre prema meM 'isalie hai| merI patnI hai isalie prema karatA huuN| merI mA hai, isalie prema karatA huuN| tumhAre prema meM 'isalie' hai| merA

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beTA hai| thor3A smjho| tuma Aja taka apane beTe ke lie apanI jAna dene ko taiyAra the| tumhArA beTA hai| par3hAte the, likhAte the, zrama karate the, mehanata karate the, bar3I AkAMkSA karate the, bar3A ho, yazasvI ho, saphala ho| aura Aja tamheM acAnaka eka patra hAtha meM laga gayA purAnI saMdaka TaTolate hae jisase patA calA ki beTA tU mhArA nahIM hai, tumhArI patnI kisI ke prema meM thI, usakA hai| isI kSaNa tumhArA prema samApta ho jaaegaa| aura yaha bhI ho sakatA hai ki patra jhUThA ho, beTA tumhArA hI ho| lekina tumhArA prema isI kSaNa jaise kapUra ur3a jAe, aise ur3a jaaegaa| prema kI to bAta dUra rahI, aba tuma isa beTe ko ghRNA karane lagoge, tuma cAhoge yaha mara hI jAe to acchaa| yaha to eka kalaMka hai| abhI kSaNa bhara pahale yaha beTA tumhArA thA, to prema thaa| aba tumhArA nahIM hai to prema nahIM rhaa| tumhArA prema bar3A sazarta hai| merA hai to prema, merA nahIM to prema nhiiN| yaha prema beTe se nahIM hai, ahaMkAra se hai| ye tumhAre apane hI ahaMkAra kI ghoSaNAeM haiN| merA hai, to prem| merA nahIM hai, to bAta gyii| yaha beTA aba taka suMdara mAlUma par3atA thA Aja eka kSaNa kI ghaTanA meM yaha tumheM kurUpa mAlUma par3ane lagegA isameM tuma saba taraha kI burAiyAM dekhane lgoge| sUphI phakIra bAyajIda ne likhA hai ki eka AdamI kI kulhAr3I corI calI gyii| vaha lakar3iyAM kATa rahA thA aura phira ghara ke bhItara gayA, kulhAr3I bAhara hI chor3a gyaa| kulhAr3I corI calI gyii| jaba vaha bAhara AyA, kulhAr3I nadArada thii| usane eka lar3ake ko jAte dekhA, par3osI ke lar3ake ko| usane kahA, ho na ho yahI zaitAna curA le gyaa| magara aba kaha bhI nahIM sakatA thA, kyoMki dekhA to thA nhiiN| usa dina se vaha usa lar3ake ko gaura se dekhane lagA, usameM saba taraha kI zaitAniyAM use dikhAyI par3ane lgiiN| cAlAka mAlUma par3e, usakI AMkha meM badamAzI mAlUma par3e, usake DhaMga-cAla meM zarArata mAlUma pdd'e| aura tIsare dina usako kulhAr3I apanI lakar3iyoM meM hI mila gyii| lakar3iyoM meM daba gayI thii| jisa dina usako kulhAr3I milI, vaha lar3akA phira bAhara se nikalA, Aja use usameM koI zarArata dikhAyI na par3I, na koI zaitAnI dikhAyI pdd'ii| Aja vaha lar3akA bar3A pyArA mAlUma hone lagA bhalA, sjjn| aura use pazcAttApa hone lagA ki isa sajjana lar3ake ke prati maiMne kaise bure khayAla banA liye! tumane bhI khayAla kiye hoMge aise anubhava! tumhArI bhAvanAeM tuma Aropita karate ho| merA beTA! tumheM beTe se kucha lenA-denA nahIM hai, yaha mere kA phailAva hai, yaha ahaMkAra kA phailAva hai| merI patnI! yaha mere ahaMkAra kA vistAra hai| mere' kA artha hotA hai- 'maiM' kA vistaar| ___maiM isa sUtra kA artha karatA hUM-putra aura patnI Adi ke prati sneharahita, aisA nahIM; sneharahita, aisA nahIM, kyoMki yaha to bAta hI galata hai| yaha to maiM jAnakara kahatA hUM,anubhava se kahatA hUM ki yaha bAta galata hai| isake lie mujhe kucha kisI zAstra meM jAne kI jarUrata nahIM hai| yaha maiM apanI pratIti se kahatA hUM ki yaha bAta galata hai| jJAna meM hI prema ghaTatA hai| jJAna ke pahale prema kahA! prema to jJAna kA hI prakAza hai| jJAna ke pahale prema kahAM hai! jAna kA phUla khilatA hai tabhI prema kI gaMdha aura prema kI sugaMdha phailatI hai| usake pahale tumane jise prema samajhA hai vaha prema nahIM hai, vaha ahaMkAra kA hI roga hai| vaha ahaMkAra kI hI durgaMdha hai| lekina purAnI Adata ke kAraNa sugaMdha mAlUma par3atI hai|

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eka machaliyAM becanevAlI aurata zahara machaliyAM becane AtI thii| eka dina acAnaka gAMva lauTate vakta zahara ke bar3e rAste para kisI purAnI paricita mahilA se mulAkAta ho gayI donoM bacapana meM sAtha par3hI thiiN| usa mahilA ne kahA Aja rAta hamAre ghara ruka jaao| vaha mAlina thii| usake pAsa bar3A suMdara bagIcA thaa| aura jaba rAta vaha machuArina usake ghara soyI, to usane bahuta se bele ke phUla lAkara usake pAsa rakha diye| vaha machuArina karavaTeM badale, usako nIMda na aae| to mAlina ne pUchA bAta kyA hai bahana, tU sotI nahIM, nIMda nahIM A rahI, kucha ar3acana hai, kucha ciMtA hai? usane kahA aura kucha nahIM, ye phUla yahAM se haTA deN| mujhe to merI TokarI de deM jisameM maiM machaliyAM becane lAyI thii| usa meM thor3A pAnI sIMca deM aura mere pAsa rakha deN| kyoMki machaliyoM kI sugaMdha jaba taka mujhe na Ae mujhe nIMda na A skegii| machaliyoM kI sugaMdha! Adata ho jAe to machaliyoM kI sugaMdha ke binA bhI nIMda na aaegii| phUla bhI becaina kara sakate haiM agara Adata na ho| gaMdagI ke kIr3e gaMdagI ko gaMdagI nahIM jaante| jAnate to chor3a hI dete na! kauna rokatA thA? tuma jise prema kahate ho vaha prema nahIM hai, vaha ahaMkAra kI durgaMdha haiN| jJAnI meM vaisI ahaMkAra kI durgaMdha to calI jAtI hai, tuma jise prema kahate ho vaha to nahIM bacatA, kyoMki tumameM to prema hai hI nahIM, 'merA' _ 'terA' hai|'maiN' _ 'tU kA upadrava aura kalaha hai, usako tama prema kahate ho| aura tamhAre prema kA pariNAma kyA hai? eka-dUsare kI gardana ko phIsa lete ho| tumhArA prema to eka taraha kI phAMsI hai, jo phaMsa gayA vaha pachatAtA hai| jAnI paripUrNa zAna se bharA hai, usI taraha paripUrNa prema se bhI bharA hai| lekina usakA prema aba 'mere se baMdhA nahIM hai, bezarta hai| aba kisI se baMdhA nahIM hai, jJAnI ke prema para kisI kA patA nahIM likhA hai ki isake lie hai| jJAnI prema hai| vaha usakI avasthA hai, saMbaMdha nhiiN| ni:snehaH putradArAdau niSkAmo viSayemu cA isalie maiM isakI vyAkhyA karatA hUM ki jJAnI vaha jo 'mere' - 'tere vAlA prema hai, usase mukta ho gayA hotA hai| aura usase mukta hokara hI vaha usa prema ko upalabdha hotA hai jisako jIsasa ne paramAtmA kahA hai| paramAtmA prema hai| jisako buddha ne karuNA kahA hai| vaha buddha kA zabda hai prema ke lie| jisako mahAvIra ne ahiMsA kahA hai| vaha mahAvIra kA zabda hai prema ke lie| hamArA to prema hiMsA hai| tumane khayAla kiyA? jisako tuma prema karate ho usI ke sAtha tuma hiMsA karate ho| usI ke cAroM tarapha dIvAleM khar3I kara dete ho| kisI strI ke prema meM par3a gaye, dIvAleM baaNdhii| saba tarapha se usake pAsa sIMkhace khar3e kara diye, use pIjaDe meM baMda kara diyA, usake paMkha kATa diye| tuma isa strI ko prema karate hote to ise svataMtratA dete, na ki baaNdhte| tuma ise mukta AkAza meM chor3ate na ki pIjaDe meM baMda krte| yaha tumhArA prema bar3A khataranAka hai| aura agara yaha strI kisI kI tarapha dekhakara muskurA bhI de, to jahara phaila jAtA hai tumhArI chAtI meN| tuma isakI gardana kATa ddaaloge|

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tuma kahate ho ki maiM cAhatA hUM ki tU khuza ho yaha kaisI khuzI hai jo tuma cAhate ho! yaha kisIko dekhakara muskurAtI thI, yA kisI ke pAsa baiThakara AnaMdita thI, tumheM prasanna honA thA agara tuma prema karate the| tumhArA priyapAtra prasanna ho, yaha tumhArI prasannatA hotii| lekina nahIM, yaha prema ityAdi to bAteM haiN| bakavAsa hai| bhItara to kucha aura hai| bhItara to mAlakiyata hai, kabjA hai| to puruSa striyoM ko strIdhana kahate haiN| strI dhana hai| usa para tumane kabjA kara liyA hai| vaha tumhArI hai| pati apane ko mAlika kahatA hai, svAmI / aura striyAM bhI apane ko dAsI kahatI haiM; hAlAMki bhItara se koI dAsI apane ko mAnatI nhiiN| kahatI haiM, kahanA par3atA hai| aura bar3I chupI tarakIba se ve bhI apanI mAlakiyata kAyama rakhatI haiN| tumhArA prema sirpha IrSyA ke hI hajAra-hajAra lapaToM ko janmAtA hai aura kucha bhI nahIM / tumhAre prema meM jo par3a jAtA hai, vaha maratA hai, pachatAtA hai, aura kucha bhI nahIM / aisA prema jJAnI meM nahIM hai| yaha sc| lekina isake na hone kI vajaha se hI jJAnI meM eka apUrva prema kA janma hotA hai| lekina usa apUrva prema ko ve hI samajha pAeMge, jo thor3e UMce ur3e haiN| jamIna se thor3e Upara uThe haiN| agara tumhArI prema kI paribhASA bar3I chudra hai, to tuma buddha aura mahAvIra ke prema ko na samajha paaoge| isalie buddha ko nayA zabda khojanA par3A, prema na kahakara karuNA khaa| kyoMki lagA ki agara prema kahUMgA to loga samajheMge vahI prema jo ve karate haiN| mahAvIra ko aura bhI jyAdA niSedhAtmaka zabda khojanA par3A, kahA- ahiNsaa| kyoMki tumhArA prema hiMsA hai, isalie mahAvIra ko paribhASA karanI par3I apane prema kI ahiMsA / tumhArA prema to mAratA hai, jilAtA kahAM hai ! tor3atA hai, miTAtA hai, khaMDita karatA hai, vidhvaMsaka hai| kahatI hai apane beTe ko, maiM tujhe prema karatI hUM, aura usako saba tarapha se aisA kasa letI hai ki beTA mara jaaegaa| kauna apane beToM ko jIne denA cAhatA hai svataMtratA se! tuma unheM jIne denA cAhate ho usI AdhAra para, jaisA tuma caaho| tumhArI AkAMkSA se| tuma cAhate ho tumhAre beTe tumhAre pratinidhi hoN| tuma cAhate ho tumhAre beTe basa tumhArI zakloM ko phira-phira doharAte rheN| tuma cAhate ho tumhAre beTe tumhArI anukRtiyA hoM, kArbana kaoNpI / tuma unheM thor3e hI cAhate ho! tuma mara jAoge yaha tumheM patA hai| tuma beToM kI zakala meM apane ko phira jiMdA rakhanA cAhate ho, bs| isalie isa deza meM to kahA jAtA hai ki jisako beTA paidA na ho, usakA jIvana akAratha / beTA honA hI caahie| agara apanA na ho to calo kisI dUsare kA godI le lenA, lekina beTA honA hI caahie| kyoM honA cAhie beTA? kyoMki beTe ke kaMdhe para car3hakara tumhArA ahaMkAra calatA rhegaa| tuma to cale jAoge, lekina koI to rahegA, nAma levA! koI to hogA, tumhArI sAkha ko claaegaa| tumhArI dukAna to calatI rhegii| yaha to ahaMkAra kA hI vistAra hai| isalie mahAvIra ne kahA apane prema ko ahiMsA / vAstavika prema ahiMsA hai| vAstavika prema hiMsA kara hI nahIM sktaa| vAstavika prema meM niSedha aura nakAra hai hI nhiiN| vAstavika prema pUrI svataMtratA detA hai| buddha ne kahA, karuNA / jisase tumheM prema hai, usake prati tumheM karuNA hogii| dayA hogii| tuma use

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saba taraha se sahayoga va sahArA denA caahoge| tuma cAhoge ki vaha mukta ho svataMtra ho, svacchaMda ho| tuma cAhoge ki vaha jaisA hone ko paidA huA hai vaisA ho, merI AkAMkSAeM usa para dhupa na jaaeN| maiM usakA kArAgRha na banUM maiM usake paMkha bnuuN| maiM use jamIna para aTakA na lUM, maiM use AkAza meM jAne kA sahArA duuN| vaha mujhase dUra bhI jAe-agara yahI usakI niyati hai to dUra jaae| vaha mujhase viparIta bhI jAe agara yahI usakI niyati hai to viparIta jaae| lekina vaha jo hone ko paidA huA hai vahI hokara rhe| use maiM mArga se smRta na kruuN| aisI krunnaa| ni:snehaH putradArAdau niSkAmo viSayeyu ca usakI viSayoM meM aba koI kAmanA nhiiN| nizcita svazarIreupi nirAza: zobhate budha: yaha sUtra bar3A bahumUlya hai nizcita svazarIreupi.....| apane zarIra ke prati buddhapuruSa nizcita hai| nizcita hai isalie ki zarIra to mregaa| zarIra to marA hI huA hai| zarIra to maraNadharmA hai| jAegA-Aja nahIM kala, kala nahIM parasoM, dera- aber| jaaegaa| jisa dina se paidA huA hai usI dina se jAnA zurU ho gayA hai, mara hI rahA hai| to mara kara rhegaa| isalie ciMtA kyA? isa jIvana meM eka hI cIja to bilakula nizcita hai, vaha mauta hai| aura usI kI tuma ciMtA karate ho! jo bilakula nizcita hai, usakI kyA ciMtA karanI? vaha to hokara hI rahane vAlI hai| jo bAta hokara hI rahanevAlI hai, jisase anyathA kabhI huA hI nahIM, usakI to ciMtA chor3a do| usakI ciMtA kA koI prayojana hI nahIM hai| Aja taka koI mauta se baca sakA? kitane upAya nahIM kiye gaye haiM! mauta se kabhI koI baca nahIM skaa| to mauta to niyati hai, hokara hI rahegI, zarIra meM chipI hai| aisA thor3e hI hai ki tuma sattara sAla ke bAda eka dina acAnaka mara jAte ho| sattara sAla taka mauta tumhAre zarIra ke bhItara phailatI hai, bar3I hotI hai, vikasita hotI hai, eka dina tumheM pUrA ghera letI hai grasa letI hai| mauta zarIra kA hissA hai| mauta zarIra kA dharma hai, hokara rhegaa| jaba janma ho gayA, to aba mauta se nahIM bacA jA sktaa| jaba janma ho gayA, to mauta ho gyii| janma eka hissA hai, mauta dUsarA hissA, eka hI UrjA ke| to jJAnI jAnatA hai, mauta to nizcita hai, phira ciMtA kyA? nizcita jAnakara mRtyu ko jJAnI nizcita ho jAtA hai| aura tuma ulTI hAlata kara lete ho| tuma nizcita jAnakara aura bar3I ciMtA se bhara jAte ho| tuma mauta kI bAta hI nahIM uThAnA caahte| tuma to yaha mAnakara rahate ho ki mauta dUsaroM kI hotI hai, merI thor3e hI kabhI hotI hai| dUsare marate haiM sadA, arthI kisI aura kI nikalatI hai, apanI to nikalatI nhiiN| bAta saca bhI hai| tumhArI to nikalegI to tuma thor3e hI dekhoge dUsare dekheMge! tuma jaba bhI kisI kI arthI dekhate ho, vaha kisI aura kI hai| to eka bhAva banA rahatA hai ki yaha maranA hamezA dUsare loga karate haiM, maiM thor3e hI karatA! tumane kabhI apane ko marate to dekhA nhiiN| mare tuma bhI bahuta bAra ho, lekina tuma itane behoza ho ki tuma jIvana meM hI hoza nahIM saMbhAla pAte, to marate vakta

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to tumhArA hoza bilakula kho jAtA hai| marane ke pahale tuma mUrchita ho jAte ho| mauta ghaTI hai bahuta bAra, aneka- aneka zarIroM meM tuma rahe ho aura aneka- aneka zarIra tumane chor3e haiM, para jaba bhI zarIra chaTA taba tama behoza the| aura jaba bhI tamane nayA garbha dhAraNa kiyA taba bhI tuma behoza the| mare bhI behozI meM, janma bhI liyA behozI meM, isalie tumheM jIvana ke rahasyoM kA koI patA nahIM hai| jJAnI jAnakara ki mauta nizcita hai, nizcita ho gyaa| buddha ko bhUla se eka AdamI ne aisI sabjI khilA dI jo viSAkta thI| garIba AdamI thaa| buddha gAva meM Ae, usane nimaMtraNa kara liyaa| aba vaha nimaMtraNa de gayA to buddha usake ghara bhojana karane gye| vaha itanA garIba thA ki usake pAsa sabjiyAM bhI nahIM thiiN| to bihAra meM loga kukuramutte ko ikaTThA kara lete haiM varSA ke dinoM meM, sukhAkara rakha lete haiM, phira usako sAla bhara khAte rahate haiN| kukuramuttA kabhI-kabhI jaharIlA hotA hai| vaha jo kukuramuttA usane banAyA thA, vaha bilakula nipaTa jahara thaa| kar3avA thaa| usane buddha ko jaba parosA aura jaba buddha use khAne lage, to buddha ko lagA to ki yaha jahara hai| lekina buddha ne itanA bhI na kahA usase ki pAgala, yaha tUne kyA banA liyA! kyoMki vaha itane bhAvavibhora hokara sAmane baiThA paMkhA kara rahA thA, usakI AMkha se AMsU baha rahe the-usane kabhI bharosA na kiyA thA ki buddha usake ghara bhojana kareMge! yaha saMbhava bhI nahIM mAlUma hotA thaa| buddha usake davAra AeMge yaha bhI kabhI bharosA nahIM thaa| ve svIkAra kara liye, A bhI gaye, use AMkhoM para bharosA nahIM A usakI AMkheM AMsuo se bharI thIM, gIlI, vaha paMkhA kara rahA thaa| usake ghara meM kucha thA bhI nhiiN| rUkhI-sUkhI roTiyAM thI aura kukuramutte kI sabjI thii| vaha ro rahA hai, vaha bar3A gadagada hai| aba buddha ko yaha bhI kahane kA mana na huA ki ye jaharIle haiN| isake mana ko coTa pahuMcegI yaha becArA sadA ke lie pachatAtA rhegaa| isa para aisA AghAta par3egA ki usako zAyada yaha jhela bhI na pAe-ki buddha ko ghara lAyA aura jaharIle kukuramutte khilaae| to ve aura mAMga liye, jitane the saba le liye, saba khA gaye! ki kahIM vaha bAda meM cakhe aura pAe ki kar3ave haiM, to pchtaae| to unhoMne kahA itane acche haiM ki tU aura le A! sabjiyAM maiMne jIvana meM bahuta khAsI bahuta samrAToM ke ghara mehamAna huA, lekina terI sabjI kI bAta hI aura hai| to vaha garIba bar3A prasanna huA, usane saba kukuramutte de diye| vaha khAkara jaba ghara Ae, to nazA zarIra meM phailane lgaa-jhr| to unhoMne apane cikitsaka jIvaka ko kahA ki mujhe lagatA hai ki aba mere dina karIba A gaye haiM, yaha jahara se maiM baca na skuuNgaa| to jIvaka ne kahA, Apa kaise pAgala haiM, Apane kahA kyoM nahIM, rokA kyoM nahIM, yaha kyA pAgalapana hai! buddha ne kahA, mauta to hone hI vAlI hai; jo hone hI vAlI hai, usase kyA pharka par3atA hai! yaha maiM roka sakatA thA hone se ki vaha AdamI dukhI na ho| yaha mere hAtha meM thaa| mauta to mere hAtha meM nahIM, vaha to hogii| Aja roka lUMgA, kala hogI, kala nahIM to parasoM hogI, kyA pharka par3atA hai| marate vakta buddha ne apane ziSyoM ko kahA ki suno, gAMva bhara meM khabara kara do ki jisa AdamI

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hAtha se buddha aMtima bhojana grahaNa karate haiM, vaha bahuta dhanyabhAgI hai! do vyakti dhanyabhAgI haiN| ka vaha mAM, jo buddha ko pahalI daphA stanapAna karAtI hai, janma ke samaya / aura eka vaha vyakti jo unheM aMtima bhojana karAtA hai| aura loga kahane lage yaha Apa kyA kaha rahe haiM, kisalie yaha kaha rahe haiM? unhoMne kahA, isalie maiM kahatA hUM anyathA mere marane ke bAda usa garIba ko loga mAra ddaaleNge| vaha baca na skegaa| jAkara gAMva meM ghoSaNA kara do ki do vyakti atyaMta dhanyabhAgI hote haiN| aisA prema ! aura mRtyu ke saMbaMdha meM aisI nizcitatA!! nizcita svazarIre'pi nirAza: zobhate budhaH / aura eka bar3I anUThI bAta kaha rahe haiM nirAza: zobhate budhaH / buddhapuruSoM ko nirAzA bhI zobhAyamAna hotI hai| tuma to AzA se bhare bhI zobhAyamAna nahIM hote| tumhArI AMkhoM meM to kitane AzA ke dIpa jalate - aisA hogA, aisA hogA, aisA ho jAegA ! kitanI kAmanAeM aMdhar3a kI bhAMti tumhAre citta meM bahatI haiN| bhaviSya ke kitane suMdara sapane! kitanI AzAoM ko saMjoe tuma calate ho| phira bhI tuma zobhAyamAna nahIM ho| tumhArI AzAeM bhI tumhArI AMkhoM meM dIye jalAtI nahIM mAlUma hotiiN| tumhArI AzAeM bhI tumheM rugNa karatI mAlUma hotI haiN| lekina buddhapuruSa nirAza hokara bhI buddhapuruSa kA artha hI hai, jo paripUrNarUpa se nirAza ho gyaa| jisane jAna liyA ki jagata meM koI AzA pUrI ho hI nahIM sktii| jisakI nirAzA samagra hai| AtyaMtika hai| jisakI nirAzA paripUrNa ho gayI, jisameM rattI bhara zaMkA nahIM rahI hai use / isa jagata meM koI AzA pUrI hotI hI nahIM, jisane aisA saghana rUpa se jAna liyaa| magara phira bhI isa paramanirAzA meM buddhapuruSa siMhAsana para virAjamAna hote haiN| unakI zobhA adabhuta hai| isa nirAzA meM hI unake jIvana kA phUla khilatA hai| jaba bAhara kucha pAne ko nahIM, to UrjA saba bhItara lauTa AtI hai| jaba bAhara koI daur3a na rahI, to bhItara ve virAjamAna ho jAte haiM apane keMdra pr| svastha ho jAte haiN| svayaM meM sthita ho jAte haiN| isa sthiti meM hI asalI siMhAsana hai| paramapada hai| nirAza: zobhate budhH| tumhAre rUpa ke anurUpa saMjJAeM cayana kara lUM tumhArI jyoti-kiraNeM dekhane lAyaka nayana kara lUM abhI acchI taraha AMkhara ar3hAI par3ha nahIM pAyA prema kI vyAkaraNa kA aura gaharA adhyayana kara lUM nikala pAyA nahIM bAhara aham ke isa ahAte se jarA ye bAMha dharatI aura ye AMkheM gagana kara lUM tumhAre rUpa ke anurUpa saMjJAeM cayana kara lUM tumhArI jyoti - kiraNeM dekhane lAyaka nayana kara lUM parama satya to pAsa hai| pAsa kahanA ThIka nahIM, kyoMki pAsa meM bhI dUrI mAlUma hotI hai| parama

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satya to bhItara virAjamAna hI hai| sirpha AMkha caahie| tumhAre rUpa ke anurUpa saMjJAeM cayana kara lUM tumhArI jyoti-kiraNeM dekhane lAyaka nayana kara lUM abhI acchI taraha Akhara ar3hAI par3ha nahIM pAyA prema kI vyAkaraNa kA aura gaharA adhyayana kara lUM tuma jise prema kahate ho, vaha to prema nahIM hai| vaha to tuma prema ke DhAI Akhara abhI par3ha hI nahIM paae| kucha-kA-kucha par3ha rahe ho| mullA nasaruddIna eka dina Trena meM baiThA hai, akhabAra par3ha rahA hai| lekina akhabAra ulTA rakhe hai| par3hanA-likhanA to AtA nhiiN| magara yaha bhI nahIM cAhatA ki loga jAneM ki par3hanA-likhanA nahIM AtA, isalie akhabAra kharIda liyA hai| aura jaba pAsa ke AdamI ne kahA ki bar3e miyAM, isase aura bhadda khulI jA rahI hai! na par3hate to kama-se-kama patA to nahIM calatA ki par3hanA-likhanA nahIM aataa| akhabAra ulTA kyoM pakar3e ho ? lekina AdamI to bar3e tarkajAla khojatA hai| mullA ne kahA, kyA tuma samajhate ho! are, sIdhA-sIdhA par3hanA-likhanA to bahutoM ko AtA hai, vaha koI khAsa bAta nahIM, hameM ulTA par3hA hai! AdamI apane ahaMkAra ko to bacAtA hai, saba taraha se bacAtA hai| kabhI-kabhI behUde DhaMga se bhI bacAnA par3atA hai to bhI bacAtA hai| abhI acchI taraha AMkhara ar3hAI par3ha nahIM pAyA prema kI vyAkaraNa kA aura gaharA adhyayana kara lUM tumhAre tathAkathita zAstrakAra tumase yahI kahe cale jAte haiM ki prema chor3o prema pApa hai! maiM tumase kahatA hUM, jo tuma prema kI taraha jAne ho vaha prema hI nahIM hai| akhabAra ulTA par3ha rahe ho! abhI to tumane prema ke DhAI akSara par3he hI nahIM prema kI vyAkaraNa kA aura gaharA adhyayana kara lUM nikala pAyA nahIM bAhara aham ke isa ahAte se jarA ye bAMha dharatI aura ye AMkheM gagana kara lUM abhI koI pakSI apane abhI to tuma ahaMkAra ke bhItara hI jI rahe ho| aise samajho ki jaise aMDe ke bhItara baMda hai, aura socatA hai AkAza mila gayA / ahaMkAra ke aMDe ke bhItara baMda ho tuma, prema kA AkAza abhI kahAM hai ! tor3o yaha aMDA, nikalo isake baahr| yaha ahaMkAra to tumheM bAMdhe hai| yaha tumheM mukta nahIM hone detaa| nikala pAyA nahIM bAhara aham ke isa ahAte se jarA ye bAMha dharatI aura ye AMkheM gagana kara lUM jaba tumhArI AMkheM gagana jaisI vistIrNa hoMgI, taba tumhAre pAsa ve nayana hoMge jo use dekha pAte haiM jo tumhAre bhItara chipA hai| aMtardRSTi ahaMkAra ke haTa jAne para hI upalabdha hotI hai| ahaMkAra kI badaliyA

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jaba AMkhoM meM nahIM raha jAtI to aMtardRSTi kA nIlAkAza upalabdha hotA hai| 'yathAprApta se jIvikA calAnevAlA, dezoM meM svacchaMdatA se vicaraNa karanevAlA tathA jahAM sUryAsta ho vahAM zayana karanevAlA dhIraparuSa sarvatra hI saMtaSTa hai|' tuSTi: sarvatra dhIrasya ythaaptitvrtin| svacchaMdaM carato deshaanytraastmitshaayinH|| yaha sUtra thor3A ulajhA huA hai| ulajhA huA isalie hai ki yaha sUtra pratIkAtmaka hai aura aba taka isakI jitanI vyAkhyAeM kI gayI haiM ve zAbdika haiN| zAbdika vyAkhyA sIdhI-sApha hai| pahale zAbdika vyAkhyA samajha leM, phira pratIka-vyAkhyA meM utreN| zAbdika vyAkhyA ar3acana se bharI huI nahIM hai| 'yathAprApta se jIvikA claanevaalaa......|' jo mila gayA usase hI apanA kAma calA lene vAlA, yahI saMnyAsI kI purAnI vyAkhyA hai, parivrAjaka kii| jo mila gayA, jaisA mila gayA, jahAM mila gyaa| 'yathAprApta se jIvikA claanevaalaa| dezoM meM svacchaMdatA se vicaraNa krnevaalaa|' aura kahIM rukanevAlA nhiiN| eka jagaha se dUsarI jgh| jo kabhI pokhara nahIM bntaa| saritA kI taraha gatimAna hai| 'dezoM meM svacchaMdatA se vicaraNa karanevAlA tathA jahAM sUryAsta ho vahAM zayana krnevaalaa|' jo pahale se taya bhI nahIM karatA ki kahAM rAta rukuugaa| itanI yojanA bhI nahIM bnaataa| jahAM sUraja Thahara jAtA, vahIM vaha bhI Thahara jaataa| jo kisI taraha kI bhaviSya kI yojanA nahIM bnaataa| 'jahAM sUryAsta ho vahAM zayana karanevAlA dhIrapuruSa sarvatra hI saMtuSTa hai|' yaha to zAbdika vyAkhyA hai| isase bAta pUrI nahIM hotii| aura yaha zAbdika vyAkhyA aSTAvakra ke viparIta bhI jAtI hai| isalie isa vyAkhyA se maiM rAjI nahIM huuN| kyoMki aSTAvakra saMsAra ke virodha meM nahIM haiN| aura ve yaha to kaha hI nahIM rahe haiM ki tuma saba chor3a chAr3akara parivrAjaka ho jAo aura gAMva-gAMva bhttko| aura koI bahuta bar3A buddhimAna puruSa aisA kaha bhI nahIM sakatA kyoMki agara sAre loga gAMva-gAMva bhaTakane lageM, to yathAprApta bhI kucha na hogA! kisase mAMgoge? tumhArA saMnyAsI to gRhastha para nirbhara hai| aura jisa para tuma nirbhara ho, usase Upara tuma nahIM ho skte| isako smaraNa rkhnaa| jisa para nirbhara ho, usase nIce hooge| isalie zrAvaka bhale sAdhu ke paira chUtA ho, lekina gahare tala para sAdhu zrAvaka se baMdhA hai| vaha zrAvaka se mukta nahIM hai| aura zrAvaka ke izAre para calatA hai| to sAdhu kI jo svataMtratA hai vaha jhUThI hai| bilakula asatya hai| asalI mAlika zrAvaka hai| jahAM se tuma roTI pAte ho vahAM tuma baMdha jAte ho| magara karor3oM ke mulka meM agara do-cAra hajAra, lAkha-do lAkha saMnyAsI hoM, clegaa| lekina agara karor3oM loga saMnyAsI ho jAeM, phira! thAIlaiMDa kI sarakAra ko kAnUna banAnA par3A hai| kyoMki cAra karor3a kI AbAdI meM koI bIsa lAkha bhikSu haiN| cAra karor3a kI AbAdI meM bIsa lAkha bhikSu jarA jarUrata se jyAdA ho gaye haiN| aura unako

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saMbhAlanA muzkila hotA jA rahA hai| deza garIba hai, bhIr3a bar3hatI jA rahI hai, aura ye bIsa lAkha bhikSa! ye chAtI para baiThe haiN| to thAIlaiMDa kI sarakAra ko kAnUna banAnA par3A hai ki inako zrama karanA pdd'egaa| aba ye bauddha bhikSu kI bar3I muzkila ho gayI hai, bAta usake zAstra ke viparIta hai ki vaha zrama kre| hala-baksara utthaae| mehanata kare, yaha to usake viparIta hai| maiM tumheM yAda dilAnA cAhatA hUM ki yaha ghaTanA sArI duniyA meM ghaTanevAlI hai| isa deza meM bhI ghaTegI, Aja nahIM kl| isalie maiM eka naye saMnyAsa kA sUtrapAta kara rahA hUM jo kisI para nirbhara nahIM hai| jo bhikhArI kA saMnyAsa nahIM hai| tuma jahAM ho, ghara meM, jaise ho, vaise hI saMnyasta ho| tumhAre saMnyAsa ko koI sarakAra chIna na skegii| purAnA saMnyAsa to gayA, usake dina lada cuke! aba vaha kahIM baca nahIM sktaa| kyoMki purAnA saMnyAsI to aba zoSaka mAlUma hone lgaa| hai bhI shossk| dUsaroM ke zrama para jItA hai| apanA zrama karo! tumheM dhyAna karanA hai, tumheM samAdhi lagAnI hai, to zrama koI dUsarA kare, tuma samAdhi lagAo! yaha beImAnI ThIka nhiiN| koI kaMkar3a-patthara tor3e aura tuma baiThakara maMdira meM pUjA karo! yaha bAta ThIka nhiiN| tumheM maMdira meM pUjA karanI hai, kaMkar3a-patthara tor3a lo, samaya bacAo, pUjA kara lo| pUjA kA samaya khriido| zrama se khriido| muphta mata maaNgo| aba nahIM muphta ke dina cleNge| aura muphta ke kAraNa bahuta se muphtakhora saMnyAsI ho gaye the sau meM ninyAnabe beImAna saMnyAsI ho gaye the| jinako kucha nahIM karanA thA, jo kisI taraha jhaMjhaTa se bacanA cAhate the, yA yogya bhI nahIM the kucha karane ke, ve saMnyAsI ho gaye the| isalie eka naye saMnyAsa kI atyaMta jarUrata hai jagata meN| jisakA saMnyAsa saMsAra ke virodha meM hai, vaha jyAdA dina TikegA nhiiN| aba eka aisA saMnyAsa hI TikegA jo saMsAra meM hai aura saMsAra ke bAhara bhii| aba aisA saMnyAsI, jo jIvita bhI hai aura mRta bhii| jo pAnI meM calatA bhI hai aura pAnI jisake kadamoM ko chUtA bhI nhiiN| saMsAra meM hokara bhI jo saMsAra ke bAhara hai, vahI bcegaa| to maiM aSTAvakra ke isa sUtra kA aisA artha kara bhI nahIM sakatA, kyoMki aSTAvakra kI pUrI dhAraNA se isakI saMgati nahIM hai| aSTAvakra saMsAra-tyAga ke pakSapAtI nahIM haiM, saMsAra kA bodha caahie| jJAna ke pakSapAtI haiN| karmatyAga ke nhiiN| merI vyAkhyA kucha aura hai| tuSTi: sarvatra dhIrasya ythaaptitvrtinH|| 'yathAprApta se sNtusstt|' jo mile paramAtmA se, usase jyAdA na maaNge| jitanA mile, usase rattI bhara jyAdA na maaye| jitanA mile, usake lie dhanyabhAga! AbhAra svIkAra kre| aise vyaktiyoM ko maiM kahatA hUM-yathAprApta se sNtusstt| 'dezoM meM svacchaMdatA se vicaraNa krnevaalaa|' aura maiM bAhara ke deza kI bAta nahIM karatA, aSTAvakra bhI bAhara ke dezoM kI bAta nahIM kara rahe haiN| yaha koI bhUgola thor3e hI hai, jo hama adhyayana kara rahe haiN| yaha adhyAtma hai| yahAM hiMdustAna se pAkistAna meM gaye aura pAkistAna se cIna meM gaye, isakI bAta nahIM ho rahI hai| yahAM to tumhAre bhItara

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itane aMtara deza haiM, eka deza se bhItara dUsare deza meM jAnA hai| tumhAre pUre aMtara- AkAza kA anubhava lenA hai| tuma kucha choTe thor3e hI ho bhItara, bhItara tuma bar3e virATa ho| yaha pRthvI bar3I choTI hai| tuma utane hI virATa ho jitanA yaha vizva hai| tamhAre bhItara itanA hI bar3A AkAza hai jitanA bar3A AkAza tumhAre bAhara hai| ye bAhara aura bhItara donoM saMtulita haiN| ye samAna haiN| inakA anupAta eka hai| ina bhItara ke AkAzoM meM praveza karanA hai| ina bhItara ke dezoM meM praveza karanA hai| yahAM bhItara narka haiM, yahAM bhItara svarga haiM, yahAM bhItara mokSa bhI hai| yahAM bhItara krodha kA deza hai, yahAM bhItara ghRNA kA deza hai, yahAM bhItara prema kA, karuNA kA deza bhI hai| yahAM bhItara moha hai, lobha hai, tyAga hai, vairAgya hai, vItarAgatA hai| yahAM bhItara bar3I-bar3I bhUgola hai-aMtara kI bhUgola hai| yahAM svacchaMdatA se vicaraNa karanA hai, tAki tuma apane pUre aMta-pradezoM se paricita ho jaao| to maiM kahatA hUM aMtardezoM meM svacchaMdatA se vicaraNa krnevaalaa| abhI pazcima meM spesa zabda kA ThIka aisA hI artha hone lagA hai jaisA maiM artha kara rahA huuN-aNtrdesh| mere pAsa loga Ate haiM, ve kahate haiM, hama bhItara kI eka aisI spesa meM par3a gaye haiM-eka bhItara ke aise aMtadeMza meM A gaye haiM-jahAM bar3I zAMti hai| yA bar3A dukha hai, ki bar3I udAsI hai| jaisA Aja pazcima meM spesa zabda kA artha ho rahA hai, vaisA hI kabhI isa deza meM aMtardeza zabda kA upayoga hotA thaa| vaha AdhyAtmika zabda hai| aura vahAM svacchaMdatA caahie| kyoMki agara baMdhe-baMdhe cale, to tuma apane aMtarjIvana se pUre paricita na ho paaoge| saba jAnanA hai| krodha ko bhI jAnanA hai bhItara, to hI krodha se mukta ho skoge| jo jAna liyA, usase mukta ho gye| jise pahacAna liyA, usase chuTakArA ho gyaa| saba jAnanA hai| bhItara ke narka bhI jAnane haiM, to hI tuma narka se chUTa skoge| bhItara ke svarga bhI jAnane haiM, to tuma svarga se bhI chUTa skoge| aura jo vyakti apane bhItara ke samasta lokoM ko jAnakara sabake pAra ho gayA lokAtIta-vahI vItarAga hai| vahI dhIrapuruSa hai| sthira- dhii| kaheM buddhapuruSa, jina, jo bhI nAma denA caaheN| 'jo apane aMtardezoM meM svacchaMdatA se vicaraNa karane vaalaa|' svacchaMda carato deshaan| ye bhItara ke deza aura inameM svacchaMdatA kA vicrnn| 'aura jahAM sUryAsta ho, vahIM zayana karane vaalaa|' phira bhItara sUryAsta kA kyA artha hogA? aura vahIM zayana karane kA kyA artha hogA? smjheN| jaise bAhara dina aura rAta hai, aise hI bhItara bhI dina aura rAta hai| jaise bAhara sUraja kAtA aura DUbatA hai, aise hI bhItara bodha kA udaya hotA hai aura bodha kA asta hotA hai| do taraha se hama isa vibhAjana ko samajha sakate haiN| eka, AtmA-sAkSI-aura shriir| aura ina donoM ke bIca jor3anevAlA mn| AtmA to hai prakAza, jyoti, bodha, suury| zarIra hai aMdhakAra, tamasa, amaavs| eka tarapha zarIra hai-mRtyu aura eka tarapha AtmA

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hai-amRt| aura donoM jur3e haiM mana se| to mana AdhA-AdhA prabhAvita hai| AdhA prabhAvita hai zarIra se aura AdhA prabhAvita hai AtmA se| to mana ke Adhe hisse meM to dina hotA hai, aura mana ke Adhe hisse meM rAta hotI hai| jJAnI vyakti basa vahIM taka AtA hai jahAM taka dina hotA hai| mana ke usa hisse taka AtA hai jahAM taka rozanI hotI hai| jahAM rozanI samApta hotI hai, vahIM ruka jAtA hai, vahIM zayana karatA hai| usake Age nahIM jaataa| aMdhakArapUrNa hissoM meM praveza nahIM krtaa| aMdhakAra meM yAtrA nahIM krtaa| ruka jAtA hai| ajJAnI aMdhakAra meM hI calatA hai| use patA hI nahIM ki usake bhItara bhI koI sUryodaya hote haiN| ajJAnI ko bAhara kI rozanI kA patA hai, bAhara ke aMdhere kA patA hai| bhItara kI rozanI, aMdhere, donoM aparicita haiN| yA, eka dUsarA vibhAjana bhI hai| sAta cakra haiM zarIra ke| tIna cakra nIce haiM, tIna cakra Upara haiM, eka cakra madhya meM hai jo jor3atA hai| jo jor3anevAlA cakra hai, usakA nAma anaaht| hRdy-ckr| usake nIce tIna cakra haiM aura Upara tIna cakra haiN| jo nIce ke tIna cakra haiM unase saMsAra nirmita hotA hai, jo Upara ke tIna cakra haiM unase mukti nirmita hotii| aura donoM ke bIca meM hai hRdaya kA ckr| hRdaya donoM ko jor3atA hai| to nIce ke cakroM kA bhI saMbaMdha hRdaya se hai| isalie nIce ke cakroM meM jInevAlA AdamI bhI prema karatA hai| lekina usakA prema nimnatA meM dabA hotA hai| Upara ke cakroM meM jInevAlA AdamI bhI prema karatA hai, lekina usakA prema virATa AkAza kI taraha unyUkta hotA hai| prema meM donoM bhAgIdAra haiM-ajJAnI aura jnyaanii| kyoMki hRdaya meM donoM bhAgIdAra haiM-ajJAnI aura jnyaanii| AdhA hRdaya aMdhere se bharA hai| usI ko kAma kaho, vAsanA kaho, hiMsA kho| aura AdhA hRdaya prArthanA se bharA hai| upAsanA kaho, pUjA kaho, ArAdhanA kaho, arcanA kaho-jo bhI nAma denA caaho| jJAnI hRdaya ke usa Adhe biMdu taka AtA hai jahAM taka rozanI hai| vahIM vizrAma karatA hai, usase Age nahIM jaataa| ajJAnI aMdhere- aMdhere meM calatA hai, jahAM rozanI kA kSaNa AtA hai vahIM so jAtA hai| jJAnI jahAM aMdherA AtA hai vahAM praveza nahIM krtaa| ajJAnI jahAM rozanI AtI hai vahAM praveza nahIM krtaa| kRSNa ne gItA meM kahA hai 'yA nizA sarvabhUtAnAm tasyA jAgarti sNymii|' jo sabake lie rAta hai, vaha saMyamI ke lie dina hai| aura jo saMyamI ke lie dina hai, vaha sabake lie rAta hai| jahAM saMyamI kA dina hai, jahAM usakI karmaThatA hai, vahAM to tuma soe hue ho jahAM tuma jAge ho, vahAM saMyamI soyA huA hai| jahAM tumhArA sUryodaya hai, vahAM sUryAsta hai saMyamI kaa| aura jahAM tumhArA sUryAsta ho jAtA hai vahAM saMyamI kA sUryodaya hotA hai| tuma Adhe - Adhe meM baMTe ho| tumane nimna tala ko cuna liyA apane lie| aMdherI rAta ko| yaha tumhArA cunAva hai| isalie isa cunAva ke bAhara jAne kA eka hI upAya hai ki tuma thor3e - thor3e jAgane lago aura thor3e- thor3e premapUrNa hone lgo| yA to jAgo, to Upara uTho; yA premapUrNa ho jAo to Upara uttho| to do mArga haiM-dhyAna aura prem|

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svacchaMda carato deshaanytraastmitshaayinH| aura jJAnI kA AcaraNa paramamukta hai| vaha havA kI taraha mukta hai| havA hU havA meM vasatI havA hUM vahI, hI vahI jo dharA kA vasatI susaMgIta mIThA gujAtI phirI hUM vahI, hA vahI jo sabhI prANiyoM ko pilA prema- Asava jilAe hue hU~? kasama rUpa kI hai kasama prema kI hai kasama isa hRdaya kI suno bAta merI, bar3I bAvalI hUM anokhI havA hUM bar3I mastamaulA, nahIM kucha phikara hai bar3I hI niDara haM jidhara cAhatI hUM udhara ghUmatI hUM musAphira ajaba hUM na ghara-bAra merA na uddezya merA na icchA kisI kI na AzA kisI kI premI na duzmana jidhara cAhatI hUM udhara ghUmatI hUM: havA hUM havA meM vasatI havA hUM jahAM se calI maiM jahAM ko gayI maiM zahara, gAMva, bastI

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nadI, reta, nirjana hare kheta, pokhara jhulAtI calI maiM, jhumAtI calI maiM, haMsI jora se maiM haMsI saba dizAeM haMse lahalahAte hare kheta sAre haMsI camacamAtI bharI dhUpa pyArI vasatI havA meM haMsI sRSTi sArI havA hUM havA meM vasatI havA huuN| svacchaMda hai havA kI bhAMti jnyaanii| vasaMta kI svacchaMda havA kI bhaaNti| usa para na koI rIti hai, na koI niyama, na koI anushaasn| Age ke sUtra meM bAta sApha hogI 'jo nija svabhAva rUpI bhUmi meM vizrAma karatA hai aura jise saMsAra vismRta ho gayA hai, usa mahAtmA ko isa bAta kI ciMtA nahIM hai ki deha rahe yA jaae|' patatUdetu vA deho nAsya ciMtA mhaatmnH| svbhaavbhuumivishraativismRtaashessssRte:|| 'jo nija svabhAva rUpI bhUmi meM vizrAma karatA hai|' abhI jisakI maiM bAta kara rahA thaa| jo apane sAkSI meM vizrAma karatA hai, jo apane caitanya meM vizrAma karatA hai, jo apane prakAza meM vizrAma karatA hai, jo apane svabhAva se jarA bhI viparIta nahIM hotA, jo apane svabhAva se bAhara nahIM jAtA, jo apane svabhAva se anyathA nahIM karatA, jo vyartha ke tanAva nahIM letA sira para, jo sahaja hai| 'jo nija svabhAva rUpI bhUmi meM vizrAma karatA hai, aura jise zeSa saMsAra vismRta ho gayA hai|' ho hI jaaegaa| jise AtmA kA smaraNa hotA hai, use saMsAra kA vismaraNa ho jAtA hai| aura jise saMsAra kA bahuta smaraNa ho jAtA hai, use AtmA kA vismaraNa ho jAtA hai| tuma donoM ko eka sAtha na bacA skoge| rassI meM sAMpa dikhA, jaba taka sAMpa dikhegA, rassI na dikhegii| jaba rassI dikhane lagegI, sAMpa na dikhegaa| tuma aisA na kara sakoge ki donoM ko eka-sAtha dekha lo| yaha asaMbhava hai| jaba taka saMsAra meM smaraNa ulajhA hai, taba taka AtmA kA smaraNa nahIM hotaa| jaba AtmA kA

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hotA hai, saMsAra kA smaraNa kho jAtA hai| 'jo nija svabhAva rUpI bhUmi meM vizrAma karatA aura jise zeSa saMsAra vismRta ho gayA hai, usa mahAtmA ko isa bAta kI ciMtA nahIM hai ki deha rahe yA jAe / ' kyoMki usa mahAtmA ko patA hai - deha saMsAra kA hissA hai| deha merA hissA nahIM / maiM deha nahIM huuN|' akiMcana, svacchaMda vicaraNa karanevAlA, dvaMdvarahita, saMzayarahita, Asaktirahita aura akelA buddhapuruSa hI saba bhAvoM meM ramaNa karatA hai| ' akiMcanaH kAmacAro nidvvNshchinnsNshy| asakta sarvabhAvegu kevalo ramate budhaH / jo akiMcana hai| jisako yaha patA cala gayA ki ahaMkAra jhUThI ghoSaNA hai| maiM kucha hUM aisA jisakA dAvA hI na rhaa| jo dAvedAra na rahA, jisane saba dAve chor3a diye| jo kahane lagA, maiM to nA kucha hUM zUnyavata | akiMcana, svacchaMda vicaraNa karanevAlA.. / ' jo saMskRta zabda hai, vaha bahuta adabhuta hai- kaamcaaro| jo AcaraNa se mukta ho gayA hai| jisake jIvana meM aba AcaraNa- anAcaraNa kI koI vyAkhyA nahIM rahI / 1 maiM niraMtara tumase kahatA hUM ki paramajJAna AcaraNarahita hotA hai- krekttrles| kAmacAro kA vahI artha hai| svcchNd| rIti-niyama se mukt| svabhAva se jItA hai jo / sphUrti se jItA hai jo na koI anuzAsana hai usake Upara ki aisA karanA caahie| vahI karatA hai jo hotA hai| jo hotA hai use hone detA hai| jo pariNAma haiM, unheM svIkAra kara letA hai| na pariNAmoM se bacane kI koI ciMtA hai, na jo ho rahA hai use rokane kA koI Agraha hai / na anyathA karane kA koI upAya hai| ' Asaktirahita, saMzayarahita, dvaMdvarahita aura akelA buddhapuruSa hI saba bhAvoM meM ramaNa karatA hai|' aura taba mukta ho jAtA hai vyakti apane bhItara ke saba pradezoM meM ramaNa karane ko| 'saba bhAvoM meM ramaNa karatA hai|' taba sAre ramaNa upalabdha ho jAte haiN| taba use apanI pUrI aMtaH bhUmi kA pAsaporTa mila jAtA hai| rukAvaTa nahIM hai phira use / vaha jahAM jAnA cAhe bhItara jAtA hai, jo dekhanA cAhe dekhatA hai| ana se acetana gartoM meM utaratA hai aura parama cetana kI AkhirI UMcAiyAM chUtA hai| pUrI sIr3hI kA mAlika ho jAtA hai| AkhirI sIr3hI rukI hai narka meM aura Upara kI sIr3hI rukI hai mokSa meN| sIr3hI ke saba sopAnoM para car3hatA hai| svacchaMda bhAva se apanI pUrI cetanA kA anubhava karatA hai| isa anubhava meM hI sAre virATa ke darzana ho jAte haiN| kahate haiM zAstra ki manuSya piMDarUpa hai| isI brahmAMDa kA choTA-sA piMDa hai| manuSya ke bhItara saba chipA hai jo virATa meM hai| agara bhItara hama manuSya ko pUrA dekha leM to hamane pUre virATa ko dekha liyaa| manuSya ko samajha liyA to saba samajha liyaa| isa sUtra meM eka zrRMkhalA hai| akiMcana, jo nA kucha hai, vahI svacchaMda ho sakatA hai| akiMcana,

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svcchNd| jo nA kucha hai, vahI svacchaMda ho sakatA hai, jisako kucha honA hai vaha svacchaMda nahIM ho sktaa| usako to niyama banAkara calanA pdd'egaa| usako to maryAdA bAMdhanI pdd'egii| jo pratiSThA cAhatA hai, samAdara cAhatA hai, puNya cAhatA hai, svarga cAhatA hai, use to maryAdA bAMdhakara calanI pdd'egii| jo nA kucha hai aura nA-kucha hone se rAjI hai, vahI svacchaMda ho sakatA hai| zUnya hI svacchaMda ho sakatA hai| phira dvNdvrhit| aura jo svacchaMda hai, vahI davaMdavarahita ho sakatA hai| jaba taka tumhAre mana meM aisA ho jAye aura aisA na ho, isa taraha kA vibhAjana rahegA, davaMdava bhI rhegaa| jaisA hotA hai, vaisA hI ThIka hai, phira koI davaMdava na rhaa| aura jo davaMdavarahita ho gayA, vahI saMzayarahita hai| jaba davaMdava hI na rahA, to saMzaya kyA! jIvana ke prati taba parama svIkAra hai, parama zraddhA hai| aura jo saMzayarahita hai, vahI Asaktirahita ho pAtA hai| jaba AsthA jIvana ke prati parama ho gayI, to hama Asakti nahIM baaNdhte| hama yaha nahIM kahate jo mere pAsa hai use roka lUM patA nahIM kala ho yA na ho| jaba astitva para paramazraddhA hai, to jisane Aja diyA, kala bhI degA, parasoM bhI degaa| aura nahIM degA, to zAyada nahIM denA hI ucita hogaa| to nahIM degaa| aura jo Asaktirahita hai, vahI akelA hai| vahI kevala, ekAMta kA anubhava kara pAtA hai| aura jo akelA hai, vahI hai buddhatva ko upalabdha isameM zrRMkhalA hai| svacchaMda, akiMcana, vaMdvarahita, saMzayarahita, Asaktirahita, ekAkI, buddhapuruSa, isameM eka zrRMkhalA hai| eka kama hai| sIr3hI ke sopAna haiN| aura vahI saba bhAvoM meM ramaNa karatA hai| samastatA usakI hai, parA AkAza usakA hai| usake lie koI sImA nahIM hai| koI baMdhana nahIM hai| asIma usakA hai, anaMta usakA hai, zAzvata usakA hai| lekina pahale isa asIma kI ghoSaNA svayaM ke bhItara karanI jarUrI hai| ina sUtroM para khUba manana krnaa| manana hI nahIM, dhyAna krnaa| inakA thor3A svAda lene kI koziza krnaa| kyoMki ye zabda hI nahIM haiM ki tumane samajha liye bAta pUrI ho gayI, inake bhItara bahuta kucha pA hai| zabda to rAkha jaisA hai| use jhAr3anA to bhItara aMgArA milegaa| vahI aMgAre meM artha hai, usI aMgAre meM artha hai| eka-eka sUtra aisA bahumUlya hai ki sAre saMsAra kI saMpadA bhI eka-eka sUtra ko pAne ke lie denI par3e to bhI hamane mUlya cukAyA aisA nahIM kahA jA sakatA hai| amUlya hai| Aja itanA hii|

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parama jJAna kA artha hai parama ajJAna-(pravacana-sAtavAM) dinAMka 1 pharavarI, 1977, ozo Azrama puunaa| pahalA prazna : mere nainA sAvana-bhAdau, phira bhI merA mana pyAsA.... mana jaba taka hai taba taka pyAsA hI rhegaa| mana kA honA hI pyAsa hai| atRpti mana kA svabhAva hai| mana kabhI tRpta huA, aisA sunA nhiiN| mana kabhI tRpta hogA, aisA saMbhava nhiiN| mana tRpta nahIM ho sakatA hai| isIlie to saMsAra meM koI tRpti nahIM hai, kyoMki saMsAra mana kA phailAva hai| mana kA vistAra hai| ___ saMsAra yAnI mn| saMsAra yAnI mana ke mAdhyama se tRpti kI khoj| jo nahIM ho sakatA, use karane kI cessttaa| asaMbhava ke lie pryaas| jo astitva ke gaNita meM hI nahIM hai, usakI khoj| isalie janmoM-janmoM taka bhI khojo, lAkha roo-dhoo, aMtara na pdd'egaa| mana kA svabhAva pyAsa hai| jaise Aga garama, aisA mana pyAsA hai| mana ko pyAsA dekhakara lagatA hai ki zAyada mana tRpta ho ske| bhASA ke kAraNa bhUla paidA hotI hai-hama kahate haiM, mana pyaasaa| to lagatA hai, mana tRpta bhI ho skegaa| jaba pyAsA hai to tRpta bhI ho skegaa| ThIka-ThIka hogA kahanA, agara hama kaheM ki mana pyaas| mana pyAsA, aisA nahIM; mana hI pyAsa hai| pyAsa aura mana eka hI bAta ke do nAma haiN| taba cIjeM jyAdA sApha hoNgii| to pyAsa to kabhI bhI tRpta nahIM ho sktii| pyAsa kA to svabhAva hI pyAsa hai| jaba tRpti hogI to pyAsa na rhegii| aisA thor3e hI kahoge-pyAsa tRpta ho gyii| aisA hI kahoge, aba pyAsa na rhii| pyAsa kI tRpti kA artha hotA hai, pyAsa kA na ho jaanaa| aura mana bhI vahIM tRpta hotA hai jahAM nahIM ho jAtA hai| jahAM mana miTA, vahAM tRpti| jaba taka mana hai, taba taka mana kI Aga jalatI rhegii| aura hama isa mana kI Aga meM khUba khUba ghRta DAlate haiN| nayI-nayI AkAMkSAoM ke, nayI-nayI vAsanAoM ke, nayI-nayI yojanAoM ke| hama IMdhana ko aura bhI prajvalita karate rahate haiN| 'mere nainA sAvana- bhAdau

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phira bhI merA mana pyaasaa|' AMkhoM ke rone se mana ke tRpta hone kA koI saMbaMdha hI nahIM hai| AMkhoM ke AMsuo se thor3e hI mana kI tapti kA kucha lenA-denA hai, ki tuma kitane roe, usa mAtrA meM tapti ho jaaegii| ronA-dhonA baMda kro| ro to bahuta liye isa rone se to mana kI hI gati bar3hatI hai| kyoMki ro-rokara tuma yahI kahate ho ki aba taka nahIM milA, kaba milegA? aba taka nahIM AyI maMjila pAsa, kaba AegI? ro -rokara tuma kahate kyA ho? ro-rokara tuma samajhAne kI koziza kara rahe ho astitva ko ki dekho maiM kitanA ro rahA hUM? aba to kRpA kro| lekina tuma jo mAMga rahe ho, vaha ho nahIM sktaa| astitva ke pAsa bhI koI upAya nahIM hai| kaMTha se mRdugAna Akara oMTha taka eka sisakI prAya hokara raha gaye darda se asahAya hokara raha gaye hama bar3e nirupAya hokara raha gaye phira vahI nAsUra ubhare vakta ke eka bebasa hAya hokara raha gaye hATa khuziyoM kI lagAyI thI yahAM azru ke vyavasAya hokara raha gaye paga pahuMcate hI praNaya sopAna para svapna saba kRzakAya hokara raha gaye isa jIvana meM yojanAeM to hama banAte haiM, lekina kauna-sI yojanA pUrI hotI hai? kaba kauna sikaMdara jIta pAtA hai? kaba kauna pahuMca pAtA hai? sapane hama saba saMjote haiM hATa khuziyoM kI lagAyI thI yahAM azru ke vyavasAya hokara raha gaye karate kucha haiM, hotA kucha hai| tumane to mAMgI tRpti thI, AMkheM AsueM bana gyiiN| ThIka hai, yahI hogaa| kyoMki jisa dizA meM tuma mAMga rahe ho, usa dizA meM milana nahIM hai| bhItara clo| mana kA artha hotA hai, bAhara kI yaatraa| bhiryaatraa| mana kA artha hotA hai, kahIM aura khoja rahe haiN| a-mana kA artha hotA hai, aba kahIM aura nahIM khoja rahe, apane bhItara jhAMka rahe haiN| aba vahIM baiThe haiM jahAM astitva svayaM kA hai| aba svayaM ke keMdra para Thahare haiM, akNp| jaba taka aisA na hogA, taba taka kaMTha se jo -gAna uTheMge ve bhI oMTha taka Ate-Ate sisakiyAM ho jAeMge kaMTha se mRdugAna Akara oMTha taka eka sisakI prAya hokara raha gaye

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darda se asahAya hokara raha gaye hama bar3e nirupAya hokara raha gaye phira vahI nAsUra ubhare vakta ke eka bebasa hAya hokara raha gaye prazna tumhArA samajhatA huuN| lekina tuma mere uttara ko bhI samajhane kI koziza kro| jaba bhI tuma roe ho, to do taraha ke uttara diye gaye haiN| eka to uttara hai sAMtvanA kaa| jinako tuma sAdhAraNataH sAdhu-saMta kahate ho, ve tumheM sAMtvanA baMdhAte haiN| ve tumhAre AMsU poMcha dete haiM, pITha thapathapA dete haiM, lorI gA dete haiN| ve kahate haiM, saba ThIka ho jAegA, baccA / prabhu kRpA se saba ThIka hogaa| ghabar3A mt| yaha le maMtra, isakA jApa kr| yaha le mAlA, ise pher| saba ThIka ho jaaegaa| ye jo sAMtvanA dene vAle loga haiM, yahI tumheM bhaTakAe hue haiN| ye tumheM gAne bhI nahIM dete| tumhArA viSAda itanA hai ki tumhArA viSAda jagA sakatA thaa| lekina lorI gAnevAle bhI bahuta haiM, thapakiyAM dekara sulAnevAle bhI bahuta haiM jo kahate haiM, aba taka ThIka nahIM huA, koI phikira nahIM, kala ThIka ho jaaegaa| bharosA rakha bhAgya para bhagavAna pr| pUjA kara, pATha kara, havana kara, yaza kr| aba taka tUne apanI hI tarapha se ceSTA kI thI pAne kI, aba bhagavAna kA bhI sAtha lekara pAne kI ceSTA kr| aba taka tUne koziza to kI, lekina koziza pUrI-pUrI na thii| aba samagra mana-prANa se ceSTA kr| aura gaharA upAya, aura yoga lagA, aura vidhi juTA, aura ekajuTa hokara jUjha jA, jIta terI hai| aise loga logoM ko kahate haiM, asaMbhava kucha bhI nahIM hai| mere eka zikSaka the| unheM to kucha aMdAja na thaa| maiTrika meM mujhe par3hAte the| to unhoMne sikaMdara kA prasiddha vacana uddhRta kiyA asaMbhava kucha bhI nahIM hai| saMsAra meM asaMbhava kucha bhI nahIM hai| aura jaba unhoMne yaha vacana uddhRta kiyA to ve isako samajhAne bhI lage ki saMsAra meM asaMbhava kucha bhI nahIM hai| aura unhoMne bar3I ojasvI vaktRtA dii| maiMne unase khar3e hokara kahA ki Apa jo kaha rahe haiM, kitane hI acche zabdoM meM kaheM aura kitanI hI laphphabAjI kareM, yaha bAta saca nahIM hai| kyoMki sikaMdara kI khuda kI jIvana kI hAra kaha rahI hai! sikaMdara ke vaktavya se kyA hogA ki asaMbhava kucha bhI nahIM hai ! aura maiMne kahA isa takhte para likheM do aura do, aura jor3akara tIna kara deN| Apa kahate haiM, asaMbhava kucha bhI nahIM, choTI-sI bAta hai, takhtA pAsa hai, cAka rakhI hai hAtha meM Apake, do aura do ko jor3akara tIna kara deN| agara do aura do jur3akara tIna ho jAeM to maiM mAna lUMgA ki asaMbhava kucha bhI nahIM hai| yaha choTI-sI bAta bhI nahIM ho sktii| lekina loga apane AMsU poMchane meM utsuka haiN| mere pAsa A jAte haiM, loga mujhase kahate haiM ki hamArA AtmavizvAsa kaise majabUta ho ? koI upAya btaaeN| ve socate haiM, baDI AdhyAtmika khoja kara rahe haiN| AtmavizvAsa kaise majabUta ho! isI tathAkathita AtmavizvAsa kI vajaha se to tuma janmoM-janmoM bhaTake ho| aba taka TUTane nahIM diyA, aba taka TUTA nhiiN| tumhArA AtmavizvAsa TUTa jAe to tuma samarpita ho jAo, to tuma arpita ho jAo prabhu ko magara ye akdd'| koI kahatA hai, merA saMkalpa, vila pAvara kaise majabUta ho ? kyA karoge vila pAvara majabUta

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karake? saMkalpa majabUta karake karanA kyA hai? kisI ko dhana kamAnA hai, kisI ko pada, kisI ko pratiSThA, sAmrAjya banAne haiM yaza ke, gaurava ke| lekina kaba kauna banA pAyA? to eka to haiM sAMtvanA dene vAle sNt| jo ki jhaThe saMta haiN| ve tamhAre mana kI hI sevA kara rahe haiN| hAlAki ve tumheM prItikara lgeNge| kyoMki jo bhI tumhAre AMsU poMcha degA, vahI prItikara lagegA! aura jo bhI tumheM thapakI dekara sulA degA aura kahegA ki rAjA beTA, so jAo, vahI acchA lagegA! ki kitanA pyArA saMta hai! maiM unameM se nahIM huuN| maiM tumheM vahI kahanA cAhatA hUM,jaisA hai| cAhe kitanI hI kaDvI ho davA, cAhe pIne meM tuma kitanA hI nA-nuca karo, cAhe tuma bhAgo, cAhe tuma nArAja hoo, lekina jo hai, maiM tumase vahI kahanA cAhatA huuN| maiM tumheM sAMtvanA dene meM utsuka nahIM huuN| jagA sakU to ThIka, tumheM sulAne meM merI koI utsukatA nahIM hai| mana jaba taka hai, taba taka dukha hai| mana jaba taka hai, taba taka narka hai| tuma mana ke pAra uttho| mana se bahuta jhAMkakara dekha liyA aba jarA mana ko sone do-tuma jaago| aba mana kI khir3akI se htto| yahI to artha hai dhyAna kaa| mana kI khir3akI se haTa jaanaa| jaba koI vicAra na ho tumhAre bhItara-koI vicAra na ho, koI vicAra kI taraMga na ho, taba pyAsa bacatI hai? kabhI ekAdha kSaNa aisA pAyA jaba koI vicAra nahIM hai, tuma baiThe ho nirvicAra, nistaraMga? usa kSaNa koI pyAsa uThatI hai? usa kSaNa anubhava hotA hai ki maiM pyAsA hUM? usa kSaNa tRpti hI tRpti barasa jAtI hai| usa kSaNa koI atRpti nahIM hotii| to yaha to bahuta choTA sA gaNita hai-jahAM taka vicAra hai, vahAM taka pyAsa, jahAM se nirvicAra zurU huA, vahAM se tRpti| to eka hI kAma karo-stha hI kAma karane jaisA hai| aura saba karanA na karane jaisA hai| aura saba kiyA eka dina anakiyA ho jAegA, eka hI kAma karane jaisA hai jo kabhI anakiyA na hogaa| aura tumane jo kiyA, mauta chIna legii| eka hI kAma aisA hai jo mauta nahIM chIna pAegI, agara tuma kara paae| usa kAma kA nAma dhyAna hai| thor3I-thor3I ghar3iyAM nikAlane lago, baiThane lgo| vicAra calate raheM, calane do| dekhate raho zAMti se| na jAo unake sAtha, na karo unakA virodh| na niMdA, na stuti| na kaho ki yaha vicAra kitanA suMdara AyA, na kaho ki yaha kahAM kA durvicAra mere bhItara praviSTa huA! nahIM koI nirNaya lo, nyAyAdhIza na bano, sAkSI bane baiThe rho| calane do yaha Tairaphika vicAra kA, yaha rAha calane do, tuma baiThe rho| kAle, gore, saba taraha ke vicAra nikaleMge; bure, bhale, saba taraha ke vicAra nikleNge| yaha rAha hai| isase tuma itanA bhI saMbaMdha mata rakho ki yaha merA mana hai| tumhArA kyA lenA-denA hai! tuma mana nahIM ho, tuma deha nahIM ho, tuma jarA bhItara se baiThakara ise dekhate rho| dekhate -dekhate, dekhate-dekhate eka dina aisI ghar3I AegI. pahale to bar3I kaThinAI hogI, vicAroM para vicAra Ate jAeMge, jaise sAgara meM taraMgoM para taraMgeM AtI haiM, koI aMta hI na mAlUma hogA, bar3A aMdherA mAlUma hogA, lekina ghabar3AnA mt| panapane de jarA Adata nigAhoM ko aMdheroM kI

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aMdhere meM aMdherA rozanI ke kAma AegA na jAne darda ko dila aba kahAM ArAma AegA jahAM yaha umra sira rakha de kahAM vaha dhAma AegA abhI kucha aura bar3hane de palaka para isa samuMdara ko tabhI to motiyoM kA aura jyAdA dAma AegA ghabar3AnA mata, agara pahale aMdherA bhI mAlUma par3e to dekhate hI cale jaanaa| jaise bharI dopaharI koI AtA hai ghara, dhUpa se bharI AMkheM, ghara meM praveza karatA hai to aMdherA hI- aMdherA mAlUma hotA hai| AMkhoM kI thor3I Adata to banane do| baiTha jAtA, sustA letA ghar3I bhr| jaise-jaise sustAtA hai, AMkheM rAjI hotI jAtI haiN| pahale ghara meM Akara aMdherA mAlUma huA thA aba aMdherA nahIM mAlUma hotaa| aba baDI zItala rozanI mAlUma hotI hai| panapane de jarA Adata nigAhoM ko aMdheroM kI aMdhere meM aMdherA rozanI ke kAma AegA eka bAra dekhane kI Adata bana jAe aMdhere ko, to aMdhere ko dekhate-dekhate hI rozanI paidA honI zurU ho jAtI hai| pahale to bar3A aMdhakAra mAlUma hogA- vicAra, vicAra, vikSiptatA mAlUma hogii| dekhate rahanA / panapane de jarA Adata nigAhoM ko aMdheroM kI basa jarA Adata panapane kI bAta hai| aura vicAroM kI ina dhArAoM ko dekhakara bahuta bAra aisA prazna uThane lagegA ki isakA koI aMta hogA! yaha kabhI samApta honevAlA hai! kahate haiM buddhapuruSa ki samApta ho jAtA hai, lekina bharosA na aaegaa| bahuta bAra nAva DagamagA jaaegii| bahuta bAra citta kahegA lauTa calo, pahale hI ThIka the| yaha kisa jhaMjhaTa meM par3e, samaya kyoM gaMvAte ho? jaba bhI dhyAna ko baiThoge, mana kahegA, kyoM samaya gaMvAte ho, yaha honevAlA hai ! huA hogA kisI ko kama-se-kama tumheM to nahIM hone vAlA hai| aura jo tumheM nahIM ho sakatA, vaha kisI aura ko bhI kaise huA hogA jhUThI haiM saba baateN| ye dhyAna aura samAdhi, ye kalpanA ke jAla haiN| aisA mana smjhaaegaa| na jAne darda ko dila aba kahAM ArAma AegA jahAM yaha umra sira rakha de kahAM vaha dhAma AegA vicAra aura vicAroM ke tUphAna aura aMdhar3oM meM bahuta bAra lagane lagegA hai koI aisI jagaha jahAM sira rakhakara ArAma A jAe? jahAM yaha umra sira rakha de kahAM vaha dhAma AegA nahIM, lagegA ki nahIM aisA koI dhAma hai, aisA koI tIrtha nahIM hai jahAM sira rakhane kA upAya ho| yaha vikSiptatA zAzvata, anaMta mAlUma hotI hai| yaha sadA se hai, sadA rhegii| para phira bhI maiM tumase kahatA hUM agara thor3A dhIraja rakhA, to vaha dhAma A jAtA hai| aura jitanI dera se AtA hai, utanA hI bahumUlya hai

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abhI kucha aura bar3hane de palaka para isa samuMdara ko tabhI to motiyoM kA aura jyAdA dAma AegA agara tumane thor3A sAhasa rakhA, dhairya rakhA aura dekhate hI cale gaye, dekhate hI cale gaye, to tuma dhIre-dhIre pAoge, choTe -choTe jharokhe Ane lge| kabhI-kabhI vicAra nahIM hotaa| eka kSaNa ko sapATa zUnya ho jAtA hai| aura usI zUnya meM jharatA hai amRt| usI zUnya meM tRpti hai| usI zUnya meM pyAsa nahIM hotI, tuma parama tRpta hote ho| sNtusstt| eka gahana paritoSa, AnaMda, eka apUrva rasa kI dhAra bahane lagatI hai| aisA pahale to zurU-zurU hogA, bUMda-bUMda AegI rasa kI dhAra, biMdu-biMdu paramAtmA utregaa| phira eka dina siMdhu kI bhAMti bhI utaratA hai| tuma jaise -jaise rAjI hone lage, pAtra jaise-jaise taiyAra hone lagA, vaise-vaise jyAdA-jyAdA rasa kI dhAra bahane lagatI hai| mana se to koI kabhI tRpta nahIM huA hai| jo hue haiM tRpta, mana ke pAra jAkara hue haiN| dhyAna se tRpti hai, mana se atRpti hai| aisA kaho, mana yAnI atRpti, pyAsa, asNtoss| dhyAna yAnI tRpti, saMtRpti, pritoss| dUsarA prazna : Apane kahA ki Apa na bhASAzAstrI haiM, na arthazAstrI haiM, na vyavasthAzAstrI haiN| saMbhavata: Apa kahanA cAheMge ki Apa vidhizAstrI, samAjazAstrI aura rAjanIti-zAstrI bhI nahIM haiN| to kyA ye saba viSaya parama jJAna meM samAhita nahIM haiM? mujhe to lagatA hai Apa saba kucha haiN| parama jJAna kA artha hotA hai, parama ajnyaan| parama jJAna meM kucha bhI samAhita nahIM hai| saba chUTa gyaa| saba jAnA huA vyartha mAlUma hone lagA sirpha jAnanevAlA bcaa| parama jJAna kA artha hotA hai, sirpha jAnanevAlA bcaa| jAnI gayI bAteM saba gyiiN| viSaya gye| sirpha sAkSI bcaa| parama jJAna kA saMbaMdha jJeya se nahIM hai, jJAtA se hai| to paramajJAna meM rAjanIti to hai hI nahIM, samAjazAstra aura vidhizAstra to haiM hI nhiiN| parama jJAna meM to dharmazAstra bhI nahIM hai| parama jJAna meM to adhyAtmazAstra bhI nahIM hai| parama jJAna meM to darzanazAstra bhI nahIM hai| parama jJAna meM to kucha bhI nahIM hai| parama jJAna to mahAzUnya kA nAma hai| parama jJAna yAnI parama ajnyaan| usa ghar3I tuma kucha bhI nahIM jaante| basa jAnanevAlA hI zeSa raha gayA apanI paramazuddhi meN| kyoMki jo bhI tuma jAnate ho, vaha tumhAre jAnanevAle ko azuddha karatA hai| vikRti hotI

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hai| milAvaTa ho jAtI hai| cetanA ke svabhAva ko smjho| cetanA kA svabhAva hai, cetanA jo bhI jAnatI hai usI kA rUpa le letI hai| usI kA AkAra le letI hai| tadAkAra ho jAtI hai| jaise, jaba tumane gulAba kA phUla dekhA to tumhArI cetanA gulAba kA phUla bana jAtI hai, usakA rUpa le letI hai| nahIM to tuma dekha kaise pAoge gulAba ke phUla ko? gulAba kA phUla to bAhara hai, bhItara to hai nahIM; AMkha se gulAba ke phUla kI tasvIra jaatii| tasvIra bhI nahIM jAtI agara tuma vaijJAnika se pUcho, AMkha ke jAnakAra se pUcho, to tasvIra bhI nahIM jaatii| kyoMki AMkha para tasvIra banatI hai jarUra, para AMkha ke pIche to sirpha snAyuoM kA jAla hai, unase tasvIra jA nahIM sktii| snAyuoM se to kucha rAsAyanika prakriyAeM jAtI haiN| rAsAyanika prakriyAeM jAkara tumhArI cetanA meM puna: kisI cIja ko janma detI haiN| vahAM tuma gulAba kA phUla dekhate ho to tumhArI cetanA hI gulAba ke phUla kA AkAra letii| isalie to gulAba ke phUla ko dekhate -dekhate tuma aise magna ho jAte ho, aisI suvAsa se bhara jAte ho| tuma gulAba ke phUla ho gye| kRSNamUrti bAra-bAra kahate haiM, 'da Abjarvara ija da aabjrd|' vaha jo avalokana kara rahA hai, vaha avalokita hai| jaba tuma gulAba ke phUla ko dekhate ho to gulAba kA phUla to bAhara hai, use to tuma dekha hI nahIM sakate, tuma bAhara gaye kahAM? tuma bhItara ho, gulAba kA phUla bAhara hai| lekina tumhAre bhItara eka gulAba kA phUla AkRti letA hai| isalie suMdara ko dekho, to tuma suMdara ho jAte ho, asuMdara ko dekho to tuma asuMdara ho jAte ho| bure ko dekho to bure ho jAte ho, zubha ko dekho to zubha ho jAte ho| isalie saMta ke pAsa agara tuma baiThe, to tumhAre bhItara bhI saMtatva AkAra letA hai| duSTa ke pAsa baiThe to duSTatva AkAra letA hai| hatyAre ke pAsa baiThe, to tumhAre bhItara hatyA ke vicAra uThane lgeNge| tumheM bahuta bAra isakA patA bhI calatA hai, lekina tuma kabhI bahuta ThIka-ThIka vimarza nahIM kara paate| kisI AdamI ke pAsa jAte ho aura bar3e bure vicAra uThate haiN| aura kisI AdamI ke pAsa jAte ho, bar3e zubha vicAroM kA janma uThatA hai| kisI ke pAsa baiThakara paramazAMti kA anubhava hotA hai, aura kisI ke pAsa baiThakara bar3I azAMti anubhava hone lagatI hai| kisI se bacane kA mana hotA hai, kisI ko AliMgana karane kA mana hotA hai| kyoM? tumhAre bhItara, jo bhI tuma bAhara dekhate ho usake anukUla AkRti nirmita hotI hai| tuma jo bhI dekhate ho, usI ke rUpa meM tuma Dhala jAte ho| yahI upAya hai dekhane kA, aura koI upAya hI nahIM hai| taba isakA artha yaha huA ki parama jJAna kA to eka hI artha ho sakatA hai ki aba tuma kisI ke AkAra meM nahIM ddhlte| na gobara kA Dhera aura na gulAba kA phuul| tuma donoM se mukta hue zubha-azubha, asuMdara, sabase mukta hue aba tuma apane rUpa meM ho, svaakaar| parama zAna kA artha hotA hai, aba tuma sva-bhAva meM, sva-AkAra meM, svacchaMda, svayaM ke gIta ko uplbdh| aba kisI cIja kA AkAra nahIM le rahe ho| gulAba kA AkAra thA, vaha bhI udhAra thaa| caTTAna kA AkAra thA, vaha bhI udhAra thaa| jo bhI dekhA thA aba taka, vaha saba udhAra thaa| eka cIja tuma para Aropita ho gayI thii| aba tuma kisI

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bhI cIja se Aropita nahIM ho rahe ho| aba tuma nirAkAra ho, aba koI AkAra nahIM hai| dhyAna rakhanA, jaba maiM kaha rahA hUM koI AkAra nahIM, to isameM tumane buddha kI dhAraNA banAyI ki kRSNa kI dhAraNA banAyI, ve bhI AkAra sammilita haiN| isalie jhena phakIra kahate haiM, agara dhyAna mArga para buddha mila jAeM, to uThAkara talavAra do Tukar3e kara denA / dhyAna ke mArga para agara buddha mila jAeM, to uThAkara talavAra do TukaDe kara denA ! phira jarA bhI soca - saMkoca mata krnaa| kyoMki dhyAna ke mArga para agara buddha kA AkAra uTha AyA, to phira tuma vikRta ho gye| buddha kA AkAra bhI vikRta kara degaa| agara dhyAna ke mArga para kRSNa bAMsurI bajAne lageM, to dhakkA mAra bAhara nikAla denA, ki jAo abhI, yahAM bIca meM na aao| ye kahAM tuma bAMsurI lie cale A rahe! kyoMki dhyAna meM to vaha bhI vimna hai| cAhe krAisTa dikhAI par3e, cAhe kRSNa, cAhe buddha, cAhe mahAvIra, unako namaskAra kara lenA! unase bacakara nikala jaanaa| apanA pallA chur3A lenA unase / ve tumhAre hI mana ke vicAra haiN| aMtima vicAra mana uThA rahA hai| mana kahatA hai aba saMsAra se tuma chUTa rahe ho, calo, maiM tumheM mokSa de duuN| tuma kahate ho dhana meM tumhArI utsukatA nahIM, maiM tumheM buddha de dUM mana AkhirI pralobhana de rahA hai| mana kaha rahA hai tumheM jina khilaunoM meM ruci ho, vahI dene ko maiM rAjI huuN| kRSNa ko khar3A kara duuN| mana kalpanAeM kara rahA hai| aura sabhI kalpanAeM tumheM vikRta kara jAtI haiN| parama jJAna kI avasthA, isalie maiM kahatA hUM, parama ajJAna kI avasthA hai| kyoMki parama jJAna kI avasthA parama nirdoSatA kI avasthA hai| prAimala inoseNs| vaha jo maulika nirdoSatA hai, kvAMrApana hai, usakI avasthA hai| jahAM abhI jJAna ne jJAtA ko vikRta nahIM kiyaa| jJAna uThA, vikRti uThI / jJAna uThA, mana utthaa| jJAna uThA, upadrava zurU huaa| jahAM tumane jAnA, vahIM se saMkIrNa hue| jAnanA mAtra saMkIrNa kara detA hai| isalie to upaniSada kahate haiM ki jo kaheM ki jAnate haiM, jAna lenA ki nahIM jaante| jo kahe ki nahIM jAnatA hUM jAnanA ki vahI jAnatA hai| isIlie to buddha cupa raha gye| jaba kisI ne pUchA Izvara ko jAnate haiM, to cupa raha gye| isakA uttara dene meM galatI ho jaaegii| uttara denA hI galata hogaa| jo bhI uttara diyA jAegA, galata hogaa| uttara mAtra galata hogaa| kaho ki jAnatA hUM, to bhUla ho gyii| kaho ki nahIM jAnatA hUM to bhUla ho gayI kyoMki jAnatA to huuN| yaha kahanA ki nahIM jAnatA hUM, asatya hogaa| aura yaha kahanA ki jAnatA hUM, vikRti hogii| isalie cupa raha jAne ke sivAya upAya nhiiN| to parama uttara to mauna hI hai| niHzabda, zUnya hI hai| parama jJAna meM kucha bhI samAhita nahIM hai| parama jJAna sabhI cIjoM se mukta ho jAne kI parama dazA hai| sabakA atikramaNa / lekina tuma kahate ho ki mujhe lagatA hai ki Apa saba kucha haiN| tumhArA laganA tumhAre moha, tumhArI prIti kA lakSaNa hai| tumheM mujhase moha hai, to tumheM lagatA hai, saba kucha huuN| mujhe mujhase bitakula moha nahIM hai, isalie maiM tumase kahatA hUM kucha bhI nahIM tumhAre moha ko maiM samajhatA huuN| tumhAre moha ke kAraNa tumheM lagatA hogA ki maiM saba jAnatA

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huuN| lekina maiM tumheM yaha bAta kaha detA hUM ise gAMTha meM bAMdha kara rakha lo ki maiM kucha bhI nahIM jAnatA huuN| jAnanA jahAM taka hai, vahAM taka to jAnA hI kahAM! vahAM taka to upadrava jArI hai| jahAM jAnane se chUTe, vahIM chuutte| vahIM mukti hai| vahIM parama jJAna hai| jahAM jAnane se chUTe, vahAM parama jJAna hai| isakA artha huA jahAM jJAna se chUTe vahAM parama jJAna hai| to parama jJAna zabda ThIka nahIM hai| jyAdA acchA hogA, hama kaheM-parama ajnyaan| tIsarA prazna : kRpApUrvaka samajhAeM ki buddhapuruSoM kI pahacAna kyA hai? na samajhA skuuNgaa| isa saMbaMdha meM kRpA karane kA bhI koI upAya nhiiN| yaha bAta kahI hI nahIM jA sktii| buddhapuruSoM kI koI pahacAna nhiiN| aura jitanI pahacAneM tuma banA loge, unase bhUla-cUka kroge| kyoMki jaba bhI buddhatva pragaTa hotA hai, taba itanA anUThA hotA hai, itanA advitIya, itanA bejor3a ki vaisA pahale kabhI huA hI nahIM thA aura vaisA pIche phira kabhI nahIM hogA| punarukti to hotI nhiiN| to tuma jo bhI pahacAna banA loge vaha ar3acana ho jaaegii| agara tumane gautama buddha ko dekhakara pahacAna banA lI, to tuma mahAvIra ko na pahacAna paaoge| agara mahAvIra ko dekhakara pahacAna banA lI to tuma kRSNa ko na pahacAna paaoge| agara kRSNa ko dekhakara pahacAna banA lI, to tuma muhammada ko na pahacAna paaoge| tumane jisako dekhakara pahacAna banA lI, tuma usI se baMdha jAoge aura bAkI anaMta- anaMta buddha tumhArI AMkha se ojhala ho jaaeNge| to pahacAna se tuma cUkoge, pahuMcoge nahIM kyoMki saba pahacAna saMkIrNa hogii| pahacAna kA matalaba hogA-eka buddha kI hogI, buddhatva kI to koI pahacAna nahIM hotii| buddhatva to bar3I virATa ghaTanA hai| jitane buddha hue haiM saba; jitane Aja haiM, saba; aura jitane bhaviSya meM hoMge, saba samasta buddhoM meM kucha hai jo eka-sA hai| aura kucha hai, jo bilakula sva-jaisA nahIM hai| vaha jo kucha eka-sA hai, vaha AMtarika hai| vaha dikhAyI nahIM par3atA, usakI bAhara se pahacAna nahIM ho sktii| aura jo dikhAyI par3atA hai, jo samajha meM AtA hai, vaha bilakula alaga- alaga hai| mahAvIra nagna khaDe haiM, kRSNa pItAMbara vastroM meM, suMdara rezamI vastroM meN| mora-mukuTa bAMdhe haiN| bAMsurI lie khar3e haiN| jIsasa sUlI para laTake haiN| jIsasa ko tuma pAoge yahUdiyoM ke maMdira meM kor3A lie, logoM ko khdedd'te| bar3e sakriya haiN| idhara buddha haiM, mUrti kI bhAti bodhivRkSa ke nIce baiThe haiN| jaise kabhI ye hilege hI nahIM, Dulege hI nhiiN| idhara lAotsu hai, jo bilakula sAdhAraNa-se -sAdhAraNa manuSya kI taraha jI rahA hai| ki tumheM rAha para mila jAegA to tuma pahacAna na sakoge bhIr3a meM sabase sAdhAraNa vahI hai|

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aura idhara mojija haiM, jarathustra haiM, bar3e viziSTa ! lAkhoM kI bhIr3a meM hooge to bhI tuma jarathustra ko pahacAna loge, ve alaga dikhAI pdd'eNge| aura phira bhI ina sabake bhItara eka hI ghaTanA ghaTI hai buddhatva kii| ye saba jAga gaye haiN| aisA samajho ki tuma hajAra taraha ke laiMpa banA lo, hajAra taraha kI lAlaTena, kaMdIla banA lo - kisI meM lAla raMga kA kAca lagA do, kisI meM pIle raMga kA, kisI meM hare raMga kA, kisI meM bahuta moTA kAca lagA do, kisI meM bahuta patalA kAca lagA do kisI meM sapheda, bahuta pAradarzI aura saba kaMdIla alaga- alaga DhAMce, DhaMga, rUpa-raMga ke hoM aura tuma sabako jalA do, to sabhI ke bhItara rozanI eka hogii| aura sabhI ke bAhara alaga-alaga rUpa pragaTa hogaa| nIle kAca se nIlA raMga jharatA huA mAlUma hogA aura rozanI nIlI nahIM hai| rozanI to eka hI hai bhiitr| lekina yaha jo kAMca kI parta hai, yaha use nIlA kara rahI hai| lAla se lAla raMga jharatA mAlUma hogA, pIle se pIlA raMga jharatA mAlUma hogaa| koI kaMdIla sataraMgI ho sakatI hai| usase pUrA iMdradhanuSa nikalatA mAlUma hogaa| kRSNa aisI hI kaMdali haiN| iMdradhanuSI / sAta raMga, morapaMkha | lAotsu aisI kaMdIla hai, itanA pAradarzI ki tumheM patA hI nahIM calegA ki kaMdIla hai bhI, ki kAca hai bhI! itanA pAradarzI ! ki jaba taka tuma jAkara chU hI na loge, tumheM patA hI na clegaa| bahuta pAradarzI kAMca ko dUra se tuma dekha nahIM skte| TakarA jAoge tabhI patA calegA ki are, koI hai! alaga - alg| buddha haiM, mahAvIra haiN| mahAvIra binA kAMca ke, sirpha rozanI jala rahI hai, nagna khar3e haiN| koI raMga - rUpa nahIM hai| lekina rozanI eka hai| aba isa rozanI ke lie kyA kaheM? aura yaha rozanI bAhara kI nahIM hai, yaha rozanI bhItara kI, caitanya kI, buddhatva yAnI caitanya jAgarUkatA kI hai| maiM tumase yaha kaha bhI dUM to kucha hala to na hogaa| maiM tumase kahUM ki buddhatva kI eka hI pahacAna hai, parama jAgarUkatA-isase kyA hala hogA? isase kucha tumheM sahAyatA to na milegii| parama jAgarUkatA ! tuma kahoge, parama jAgarUkatA yAnI kyA? prazna vahI - kA - vahI khar3A rhegaa| tuma soe hue ho tumane sirpha sone kA svAda jAnA hai, jAgaraNa kA to tumheM kucha bhI patA nhiiN| jAgaraNa zabda tumheM mAlUma hai, jAgaraNa kA koI anubhava nahIM / jaba taka tuma jAgo na, taba taka tuma jAna na skoge| buddha hue binA buddhatva ko jAnane kA koI upAya nhiiN| anubhava kAma AegA, paribhASA kAma na AegI / lekina kucha izAre kiye jA sakate haiN| isako paribhASA mata samajhanA, sirpha ishaare| izAre aura paribhASA meM pharka samajha lenA / paribhASA kA artha hotA hai, bAta kaha dI puurii-puurii| izAre kA artha hotA hai, sirpha iMgita hai| samajho to bahuta hai, na samajho to kucha bhI nahIM hai| paribhASA kA artha hai, yaha lo paribhASA, jo thA jAnane yogya isameM rakha diyA hai| izAre kA artha hai, ye sirpha iMgita hai, ise bahuta jora se mata pakar3a lenA, nahIM to cUka jaaoge| jaise koI AdamI cAMda kI tarapha uMgalI se izArA kare aura tuma usakI uMgalI pakar3a lo ki calo, yaha cAMda hai| aMgulI cAMda nahIM hai / aMgulI cAMda kI paribhASA nahIM hai| aMgulI meM kahAM cAMda kI paribhASA! aMgulI se cAMda kA kyA lenA-denA! aMgulI gorI ho, kAlI ho, kurUpa ho, suMdara ho, apaMga ho, kyA pharka par3atA hai! kI ho, javAna ho, strI kI ho, puruSa kI

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ho, bacce kI ho, kyA pharka par3atA hai! aMgulI asalI na ho, lakar3I kI ho, to bhI koI pharka nahIM par3atA hai| aMgulI se koI cAMda kA lenA-denA nahIM hai| jaba koI aMgulI batAtA hai, to tuma aMgulI mata pakar3a lenaa| izAre kA matalaba hotA hai, aMgulI chor3o, cAMda ko dekho| usa tarapha dekho jisa tarapha izArA hai| ye iMgita haiM, paribhASAeM nhiiN| patthara gar3e hue haiM akSara miTe hue azAMta dUriyoM kA aMdAja kauna de hara oMTha para jar3I hai gItoM kI bekasI phira pAMva ko thirakane kA rAja kauna de jisa vyakti ke pAsa tumheM ajJAta dUriyoM kA aMdAja mile - eka izArA, jisake pAsa jJAta para hI tuma samApta na hote hoo, jisake pAsa jAkara ajJAta kI thor3I jhalaka mile, tumhAre bhItara ajJAta thor3e para phar3aphar3Ane lage, tumhAre bhItara bhI jo nahIM jAnA hai use jAnane kI adamya AkAMkSA, paidA ho jAe, tumhAre bhItara eka nayI pyAsa kA janma ho jisase tuma kabhI paricita hI na the- dhana kI pyAsa thI, pada kI pyAsa thI- eka nayI pyAsa, satya kI pyAsa utthe| p patthara gar3e hue haiM akSara miTe hue ajJAta dUriyoM kA aMdAja kauna de isa saMsAra meM to aisI hAlata hai jaise mIla kA patthara ho aura usake akSara miTa gaye hoN| aisI hAlata hai logoM kii| loga patharIle ho gaye haiN| aura unakI AtmA ke saba akSara miTa gaye haiN| pratyeka vyakti kI AtmA kA tIra anaMta kI aura ajJAta kI ora hai, lekina miTa gayA hai, dhuMdhalA ho gayA hai| samaya ne, reta ne, samaya kI dhUla ne saba DhAMpa diyA hai| tuma mIla ke patthara nahIM ho aba tumhAre bhItara koI izArA nahIM hai jo tumase pAra jAtA ho| tuma apane hI para samApta ho gaye ho| aisA samajho ki jaise mIla ke patthara ko kisI ne hanumAna jI samajhakara pUjA zurU kara dii| lAla raMga se raMge baiThe haiM aura akSara bhI miTa gaye haiM, to kisI ne phUla car3hA diye| aura hanumAna jI kI pUjA zurU ho gyii| aba isase koI izArA Age kI tarapha nahIM jAtA, ye apane para hI bAta khatama ho gayI / patthara gar3e hue haiM akSara miTe hue azAMta dUriyoM kA aMdAja kauna de isa saMsAra meM jaba kabhI tumheM koI aisA vyakti mila jAe jisase tumhAre bhItara ajJAta kI sugabugAhaTa paidA hone lage, tumhAre bhItara eka nayI khoja paidA ho, anajAnI, aparicita, kabhI na jAnI, kabhI na pahacAnI, jisake pAsa se tumheM yAtrA kA eka nayA dvAra khule, eka nayA AyAma, samajhanA ki vahAM kucha hai| koI kiraNa phUTI, koI sUraja vahAM UgA / hara oMTha para jar3I hai gItoM kI bekasI phira pAMva ko thirakane kA rAja kauna de yahAM saMsAra meM to saba oMTha sIe hue haiN| gIta kI to chor3o, muzkila se gAliyAM nikalatI haiN|

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gIta to nikalate hI nhiiN| yahAM to oMTha jar3e hue, sile hue par3e haiN| loga to bhUla hI gaye haiN| unake prANoM kA gIta paidA hI nahIM huA hai| jo gIta lekara Ae the, gAyA nhiiN| jo bIja lekara Ae the, bIja kI taraha par3A hai, aMkurita nahIM huA phUlA-phalA nhiiN| phira pAMva ko thirakane kA rAja kauna de / _ yahAM to nAca loga bhUla hI gaye haiM, nRtya bhUla hI gaye haiM, utsava bhUla hI gaye haiN| jisa kisI vyakti ke pAsa tumhAre pAMva meM thiraka Ane lage, jisa kisI vyakti ke pAsa tumheM nRtya kI nayI bhAva-bhaMgimAeM pragaTa hone lageM, tumhAre bhItara eka nartana zurU ho, samajhanA ki vahAM kucha huA hai| ye izAre haiM, paribhASAeM nhiiN| rAta hai so gayI duniyA thakana se cUra nIMda meM bharapUra kucha kSaNoM ko jiMdagI kI viSamatA kaTutA huI hai dUra eka-sI AMkheM sabhI kI eka-sI hai raina jAgatI AMkheM usI kI hai na jisako caina maiM nahIM yaha cAhatA sotA rahe jaga ho sadA hI raina, cAhatA hUM kiMtu, karmaTha-divasa meM bhI nIMda-sA ho caina suno phira semaiM nahIM yaha cAhatA sotA rahe jaga ho sadA hI raina, cAhatA hUM kiMtu karmaTha-divasa meM bhI nIMda-sA ho caina jisa vyakti ke karma meM bhI tumheM nIMda-jaise caina kI pratIti ho; jo cale aura phira bhI anacalA mAlUma par3e jo bole aura phira bhI anabolA mAlUma par3e, jo uThe -baiThe aura phira bhI jisake bhItara kucha uThatA-baiThatA na ho; jo soe bhI aura tuma dekho bhI ki soyA hai, aura phira bhI tuma jAno ki usake bhItara kucha jAgA hai; jo soe -soe jAgA huA ho, jo jAgA-jAgA bhI aisA zAMta ho jaise soyA hai - cAhatA hUM kiMtu

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karmaTha - divasa meM bhI nIMda-sA ho caina to jAnanA buddhatva kI kiraNa vahAM paidA huI hai jahAM apUrva zAMti kA rAjya ho, jisakI maujUdagI meM, jisakI upasthiti meM tuma bhI zAMta hone lago, tumhArA bhAgA-bhAgA mana bhI ghara lauTane lage, jisake pAsa baiThakara tuma apane bhItara eka khiMcAva anubhava karo ki tuma apane bhItara khIMce jA rahe ho, jo tumheM tumhAre bhItara pahuMcAne lage sirpha maujUdagI se sirpha upasthiti seM - yahI satsaMga kA artha hai - to jAnanA buddhatva ghaTita huA hai| magara, phira maiM doharA dUM - ye izAre haiN| inako paribhASAeM mata samajha lenA / simaTakara Aja bAMhoM meM calo AkAza to AyA utarakara eka Tukar3A cAMdanI kA pAsa to AyA Thaharate the jahAM para AMsuo ke kAphile Akara acAnaka una kivAr3oM ke kinAre hAsa to AyA abhI taka patajharoM se hI huA thA umra kA paricaya calo vAtAyanoM se phira malaya-vAtAsa to AyA jisake pAsa tumheM aisA lage ki khula gayA AkAza; jisakI maujUdagI dIvAla na bane, jisakI maujUdagI dvAra bane, jisake pAsa se virATa aura tumhAre bIca kucha kAnAphUsI hone lage - kAnAphUsI kaha rahA hUM isalie kaha rahA hUM kAnAphUsI ki ye izAre haiM jisake pAsa kucha jhalakeM, AhaTeM, padacApa sunA par3e.. .. dhuMdhale - dhuMdhale hoMge, sApha to ho nahIM sakate kyoMki tuma soe hue ho| soe hue AdamI ke pAsa koI nAca bhI rahA ho, to bhI use pakkA to patA nahIM calegA, nIMda meM kabhI-kabhI ghUMghara baja jAeMge, kabhI pairoM kI tAla mAlUma par3a jAegI, kabhI bajatI Dholaka kA koI eka svara bhItara praviSTa ho jAegA, kabhI karavaTa lete vakta thor3A gaharI nIMda na hogI, halkI nIMda hogI to koI dhuna bhItara praveza kara jAegI, basa aisaa| tuma soe ho| to tuma buddhatva ko pUrA-pUrA AMkha kholakara to nahIM dekha sakate, sIdhA-sIdhA to nahIM dekha sakate, isalie kAnAphUsI, pdcaap| ve bhI nIMda meM aura dUra se sune gye| kabhI tumane dekhA, subaha - subaha jAgane ke karIba ho, nIMda TUTa rahI hai, nahIM bhI TUTI hai; jAge bhI, nahIM bhI jAge; Adhe Adhe, bIca meM ho; dUdhavAlA dastaka dene lagA dvAra para, rAha calane lagI, bacce skUla jAne kI taiyArI karane lage, kicana meM patnI kAma-dhAma karane lagI, aisI TUTI-phUTI AvAjeM sunAyI par3a rahI haiM, tuma jAge bhI nahIM ho, tuma soe bhI nahIM ho| tuma itane bhI nahIM soe ho ki kucha sunAyI bhI na par3e, tuma itane jAge bhI nahIM ho ki sApha-sApha sunAyI par3a jAe, aisI tumhArI dazA hai| aisI dazA meM buddhatva kI pahacAna aura paribhASA pUrI-pUrI tumhAre hAtha meM nahIM ho sakatI| isalie kahatA hUM izArA| simaTakara Aja bAhoM meM calo AkAza to AyA - utarakara eka Tukar3A cAMdanI kA pAsa to AyA aura tuma pUre buddhatva kI paribhASA kI phikira chodd'o| tumhAre pAsa to utarakara cAMdanI kA eka

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choTA sA Tukar3A bhI A jAe to tuma samajhanA bahuta hai tumheM to thor3e -bahuta lakSaNa mAlUma ho jAeM to bahuta hai| tuma isa pAgalapana meM mata baiThanA ki tuma jaba pUrA-pUrA pakkA patA lagA loge ki yaha AdamI baddha hai, jaba pakkI pahacAna ho jAegI aura sarakArI sarTiphikeTa mila jAegA, taba tama jhkoge| to tuma kabhI na jhukoge| eka bAta khayAla rakhanA ki buddha kabhI bhI sarakArI saMta nahIM rahe haiN| aba taka to nahIM rahe haiN| buddha koI vinobA bhAve nahIM haiM, koI sarakArI saMta nahIM haiN| buddhatva to maulika rUpa se krAMti hai, vidroha hai, bagAvata hai| aamuul| aacuul| kauna pramANapatra degA? koI kAzI kI paMDitoM kI sabhA pramANapatra thor3e hI degI buddha ko! vaha to jinako de, samajha lenA ki vaha buddha nahIM hai| kyoMki kAzI ke paMDita aura buddhoM ko, vaha saMbhava nahIM hai! unake pramANapatra to isI bAta kI khabara haiM ki kama-se -kama itanA taya ho gayA ki yaha AdamI buddha nahIM hai, calo, isase jhaMjhaTa mittii| buddhapuruSa tumheM popa kI padaviyoM para nahIM mileMge aura na zaMkarAcAryoM kI padaviyoM para mileNge| kyoMki ye to paraMparAeM haiN| aura paraMparA meM jo AdamI saphala hotA hai, vaha murdA ho to hI saphala ho pAtA hai| paraMparA ke dvArA pada pAnA sirpha murdo ke bhAgya meM hai, jIvaMta logoM ke bhAgya meM nhiiN| yaha saubhAgya hai jIvitoM kA aura murdo kA durbhAgya! isalie tuma kaise pahacAnoge? aura pUrI pahacAna kA tuma vicAra hI mata krnaa| kyoMki tuma, tuma pUrA pahacAnoge to tuma buddha ho jaaoge| tuma buddha hote to pahacAnane kI jarUrata na thI| kyA prayojana thA! tuma nahIM ho, isIlie to pahacAnane cale ho| isalie pUre -pUre kA khayAla mata krnaa| simaTakara Aja bAMhoM meM calo AkAza to AyA utarakara eka Tukar3A cAMdanI kA pAsa to AyA choTA-sA Tukar3A cAMdanI kA taira Ae tumhAre pAsa, to bahuta dhanyabhAga ahobhAga! tuma utane para hI bharosA krnaa| usI cAMdanI ke Tukar3e ko pakar3akara agara baDhate rahe, calate rahe, to kisI dina pUre cAMda ke bhI mAlika ho jaaoge| kisI dina pUrA AkAza bhI tumhArA ho jaaegaa| tumhArA hai, lekina abhI tumheM pahuMcanA nahIM AyA calanA nahIM aayaa| abhI tuma ghuTane ke bala calate hue choTe bacce kI bhAMti ho| abhI tumheM calane kA abhyAsa karanA hai| Thaharate the jahAM para AMsuo ke kAphile Akara acAnaka una kivAr3oM ke kinAre hAsa to AyA kisI vyakti ke pAsa tumheM jIvana ke paramahAsa kA thor3A-sA bhI svAda A jaae| to saMta udAsa nahIM hoNge| buddhapuruSa udAsa nahIM hoMgejinako tuma dekhate ho maMdiroM masjidoM meM baiThe guru-gaMbhIra loga, laMbe ceharoM vAle loga, buddhapuruSa vaise nahIM hoNge| buddhapuruSa to utsava hai| buddhapuruSa to aisA hai jisameM astitva ke kamala khila gye| kahAM udAsI! kahAM laMbe cehare! buddhapuruSa gaMbhIra nhiiN| buddhapuruSa ke pAsa to tumheM eka mRduhAsa milegaa| halakI-halakI hNsii| eka muskuraahtt| eka smit| eka utsv| eka aanNdbhaav| Thaharate the jahAM para AMsuo ke kAphile Akara

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acAnaka una kivAr3oM ke kinAre hAsa to AyA to tumhArI AMsuo se bharI AMkhoM aura tumhAre kArAgRha meM dabe hue citta ke pAsa agara tumheM kabhI koI eka smita, eka hAsa, eka utsava kI jhalaka bhI A jAe, to choDanA mata una caraNoM ko| unhIM caraNoM ke sahAre tuma paramamukti aura svAtaMyya ke AkAza taka pahuMca jaaoge| abhI taka patajharoM se hI huA thA umra kA paricaya calo vAtAyanoM se phira malaya-vAtAsa to AyA abhI taka to tumhArI pahacAna patajhar3a se hI thii| patajhar3a aura patajhar3a.. aura patajhar3a. aisA hI tumane jAnA thaa| tumhAre jIvana kA rAga AMsuo aura rudana se bharA thaa| tumane jIvana kA koI aura ahobhAva kA kSaNa to jAnA nahIM thaa| narka hI narka jAnA thaa| jisa kisI kSaNa meM kisI vyakti ke pAsa tumheM lage-calo vAtAyanoM se phira malaya-vAtAsa to aayaa| aura tumheM aisA lage ki havA kA eka jhoMkA AyA-malaya-vAtAsa-zubhra, svaccha, tAjA, subaha kA, malayAcala se calakara, tAjA-tAjA pahAr3oM se utarakara, UMcAiyoM se utarakara, tumhArI nIcAiyoM para, tumhArI ghATiyoM meM, tumhAre aMdhere meN| eka havA kA jhoMkA jisake pAsa anubhava meM ho jAe, samajhanA ki buddhatva karIba hai| kucha ghaTA hai| phira doharA dUM ye izAre haiN| izAroM ko bahuta jora se mata pakaGgamA anyathA unake prANa nikala jAte haiN| izAroM ko aisA mata pakar3anA ki unakI phAMsI laga jaae| ye paribhASAeM nahIM haiN| paribhASA to ho nahIM sakatI-sirpha iMgita haiN| iMgita ko bar3I sahAnubhUti, prema se apane bhItara DUba jAne denaa| to phira buddhapuruSa kitane hI bhinna-bhinna hoM-buddha hoM ki mahAvIra hoM ki kRSNa hoM ki rAma hoM ki jarathustra ki muhammada kucha pharka na pdd'egaa| kucha bAteM-anaMta kA anubhava unake pAsa, zAMti kI pratIti unake pAsa, tAjI havA kA jhoMkA unake pAsa, cAMdanI kA eka Tukar3A unake pAsa, ye izAre bhI maiMne kavitA se diye haiN| kyoMki kavitA ko hRdaya taka jAne kI jyAdA sugamatA hai| jahAM gadya nahIM pahuMca pAtA vahAM padya praveza kara jAtA hai| gadya ke sAtha to tuma tarka karane lagate ho, padya ke sAtha tuma tarka nahIM karate, use tuma pI lete ho, jyAdA AsAnI se pI lete ho, vaha gale se jyAdA jaldI utara jAtA hai| padya meM ye Tukar3e maiMne tumase khe| inheM yAda rakhane kI bhI bahuta jarUrata nahIM hai| basa inakA svAda tumheM laga jaae| to bhUla-cUka hogI nhiiN| buddhatva itanI bar3I ghaTanA hai ki pahacAna meM yaha to ho hI nahIM sktaa| buddhatva itanI bar3I ghaTanA hai ki agara tuma jarA khule mana ke hue aura gaye buddha ke pAsa, to tuma pahacAna hI loge| paribhASA ke binA pahacAna loge| khatarA yahI hai ki loga jAte hI nhiiN| loga itane Darate haiM ki agara gaye to kahIM phaMsa hI na jAeM, isalie jAte hI nhiiN| dUra hI rahate haiN| aisI jhaMjhaTa meM nahIM par3ate haiN| agara tuma pAsa gaye kisI buddhapuruSa ke to tuma pahacAna hI loge; ye ho kaise sakatA hai ki tuma na pahacAno! yaha bhI ho sakatA hai ki aMdhe ko sUraja dikhAyI na par3atA ho lekina subaha jaba sUraja kI dhUpa phailatI hai to aMdhe ko usakA sparza to hogaa| USmA to anubhava hogii| uttApa to anubhava hogaa|

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yaha to aMdhe ko bhI patA calegA ki rAta gyii| pakSI gIta gAne lge| prabhAta kI prabhAtI zurU ho gyii| yaha to aMdhe ko bhI patA calegA ki abhI saba sannATA thA, saba soyA thA, r3A thA, aba phira punarujjIvita ho gayA, phira gunagunAhaTa hai| sUraja cAhe dikhAyI na par3e, lekina sUraja kA tApa, USmA to pratIta hogii| vaha to anubhava meM aaegaa| aMdhe ko bhI sUraja kI pratIti to hotI hai| aMdhA bhI jAnatA hai kaba rAta ho gayI, kaba dina ho gyaa| ___ mAnA ki tuma abhI bhItara kI AMkha vAle nahIM, lekina buddhapuruSa ke pAsa jAoge to yaha malayAcala se AtI havA kA Tukar3A tumheM sparza kregaa| tuma isameM nahA jaaoge| tuma tAje ho jaaoge| yaha cAMdanI kA Tukar3A tuma para barasa jaaegaa| tuma apUrva rasa meM vimugdha ho jaaoge| yaha kAvya buddha ke astitva kA tumhAre bhItara koI dhuna bajAne lgegaa| yaha buddha kI vINA tumhAre bhItara kAnAphUsI kregii| tuma paribhASAoM kI phikira chor3o, pAsa jAne kI himmata juttaao| paribhASAeM paMDitoM ke lie chor3a do| khojiyoM ke lie paribhASAoM se kAma nahIM cltaa| khojI ko anubhava caahie| aura anubhava sAmIpya se milatA hai| satsaMga se milatA hai| hara patte para hai bUMda nayI hara bUMda liye pratibiMba nayA pratibiMba tumhAre aMtara kA aMkura ke ura meM utara gayA bhara gayI sneha kI madhugagarI gagarI ke bAdala bikhara gaye jaba tuma Aoge kisI buddhapuruSa ke nikaTa jhukoge, to tuma pAoge saba nayA ho gyaa| aba taka saba purAnA thA, jarAjIrNa, khaMDahara jaisA, sar3A-galA, badabU se bharA, kUr3A-karakaTa, kacare kA ddher| hara patte para hai bUMda nayI buddhatva kA saMsparza saba nayA kara jaaegaa| hara patte para hai bUMda nayI hara bUMda liye pratibiMba nayA pratibiMba tumhAre aMtara kA aMkura ke ura meM utara gayA bhara gayI sneha kI madhugagarI gagarI ke bAdala bikhara gaye aura tuma eka apUrva ghaTanA anubhava karoge tuma jo sadA prema se rikta the, tumhAre sneha kI gagarI bhI bhara gyii| na kevala bhara gayI, baha gyii| phUTa pdd'ii| luTane lgii| na kevala tuma prema se bhara gaye, balki tumase prema kI dhArAeM auroM kI tarapha bhI vistIrNa honI zurU ho gyiiN| jisa vyakti ke saMsparza meM tumhAre bhItara prema jaga jAe, jAnanA ki buddhatva ghaTA hai| jisa vyakti ke saMsparza meM tumhAre

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bhItara itanA prema jaga jAe ki na kevala tuma use samhAla hI na pAo, tuma luTAne lago, to samajhanA ki buddhatva kI mahAkrAMti ghaTita huI hai| buddhatva kA sUrya UgA hai| cauthA prazna : prathama aura aMtima svataMtratA ke bIjarUpa ko kRpA karake hameM khie| phira bIjarUpa meM hI kahatA huuN| svataMtratA kA prathama aura aMtima sUtra choTA-sA hai| itanA-sA hI hai ki tuma svataMtra ho, kucha karanA nahIM hai| ki tuma svataMtra ho, honA nahIM hai| prayAsa, ceSTA, sAdhanA, kucha bhI nhiiN| svataMtratA tumhArA svabhAva hai| svataMtratA hai hii| tuma jInA zurU kro| tuma aise jInA zurU karo jaise svataMtra ho| aura tuma roja-roja pAoge svataMtratA bar3hatI jAtI hai| aura eka dina tuma pAoge, khUba pAgala the hama bhI, nAhaka gulAma hone kA DhoMga kara rahe the| svataMtra hama the| sirpha tumhArA abhyAsa hai gulAmI kA svataMtratA tumhArA svabhAva hai| tuma usakI udaghoSaNA kro| svataMtratA pAnI nahIM hai, svataMtratA hai hii| sirpha pragaTa karanI hai| jaise bIja meM chipA hai vRkSa, aise hI svataMtratA tumameM chipI hai| to itanA hI sUtra hai prathama aura aMtima svataMtratA kA ki tumheM svataMtra honA nahIM hai tuma svataMtra ho| isa bAta ko hRdayaMgama karo, isa bAta ko apane meM utara jAne do ki tumhAre hRdaya ke aMtaratama meM virAjamAna ho jaae| aSTAvakra kI pUrI mahAgItA kA svara itanA-sA hai ki tuma siddha ho, tumheM sAdhaka nahIM honA pAMcavAM prazna : Apa hameM aneka-aneka bahAnoM se, aneka-aneka AyAmoM se jIvana-bodha de rahe haiM, para vaha roja-roja aura- aura abUjha, rahasyamaya, Azcaryajanaka hotA jA rahA hai| kyA jIvana ke virATa hone, jIvana ke anaMta hone, jIvana ke nitanUtana hone kA abhiprAya yahI hai? kRpA karake hameM kheN| jIvana rahasya hai| to jitanA-jitanA tuma jAnoge, utanA-utanA rahasyapUrNa ho jaaegaa| tuma isa khayAla meM mata rahanA ki jIvana ko jAna loge to rahasya samApta ho jaaegaa| aisA

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mata mAna lenaa| sAdhAraNataH logoM ko yahI khayAla hai ki jisa bAta ko jAna liyA, usameM rahasya samApta ho jAtA hai| vijJAna kI yahI dhAraNA hai ki jisa bAta ko jAna liyA, usameM phira koI rahasya nhiiN| vijJAna rahasyaghAtaka hai| aura bar3A khataranAka hai| vijJAna ke kAraNa hI saMsAra se Azcarya bhAva kho gayA hai| loga kisI cIja se Azcaryacakita nahIM haiN| jarmana kavi geTe ne likhA hai ki yahAM eka-eka cIja Azcaryajanaka hai, para hama na mAlUma kaise jar3a haiM ki hameM kisI bAta meM koI Azcarya nahIM mAlUma hotA ! eka aMkura phUTatA hai bIja se, tuma isase bar3A aura Azcarya khoja sakoge? eka vRkSa para pallava AtA, nayI pattI phUTatI, tuma isase bar3A koI Azcarya khoja sakoge? kisI strI ke garbha meM eka naye bacce kA AvirbhAva hotA hai, tuma usase bar3A aura Azcarya khoja sakoge? tuma jarA soco, roja rAta AkAza tAroM se bhara jAtA, agara aisA eka hajAra sAla meM eka hI bAra hotA hotA, to loga nAcate usa rAta koI sotA nhiiN| eka hajAra sAla meM agara eka bAra aisA hotA ki rAta tAroM se bhara jAtI, to sArI pRthvI jAgI rahatI - loga nAcate, utsava manAte, dhUmadhAma karate, gIta gAte aura cakita hote loga ki kaisA adabhutA aura rAta roja tAroM se bharatI hai, koI nahIM naactaa| roja ke kAraNa, paricita hone ke kAraNa tuma Azcarya ko anubhava nahIM karate ho| tuma agara gaura se dekhoge to jIvana saba tarapha Azcarya hI Azcarya hai, rahasya hI rahasya hai| lekina vijJAna bar3A rahasyaghAtI hai| vaha rahasya kA duzmana hai| aura vijJAna ne logoM ke jIvana ko bar3e dukha se bhara diyA hai| kyoMki jahAM 'rahasya samApta ho gayA, vahAM jIvana kA kAvya naSTa ho jAtA hai| jahAM jIvana kA kAvya naSTa huA, vahAM jIvana kA dharma naSTa ho jAtA hai| jahAM jIvana se dharma naSTa huA, vahAM jIvana kucha artha nahIM bctaa| eka vyartha kathA, kisI mUrkha ke dvArA kahI huii| zoragula bahuta artha kucha bhI nhiiN| rahasya hI prabhu kA padacApa hai| yahAM jo maiM kaha rahA hUM, yaha koI rahasya ko naSTa karane ke lie nhiiN| yahAM to jo kahA jA rahA hai usase tuma rahasya ke prati jAgo, khUba jaago| jAgate hI cale jAo aura rahasya bar3A hotA calA jaae| yahI dharma aura vijJAna kA pharka hai| dharma kA jAnanA aisA jAnanA hai jisase rahasya samApta nahIM hotA, aura rahasyapUrNa, aura rasamaya ho jAtA hai| tumhArA ahobhAva baDhatA jAtA hai| vijJAna rahasya ko naSTa kara detA hai, dharma rahasya para par3I huI dhUla ko jhAr3atA hai aura rahasya ko puna: - puna: tAjA karatA hai| to yaha jo yahAM kaha rahA hUM tumase rahasya bar3hAne ko / tumheM rahasyavAdI banAne ko| tumheM hai rahasya ke jagata meM DUbe hue apUrva janA jinakA roAM-roAM rahasya se bharA hai, romAMcita hai| bAta itanI sI kahAnI ho gayI eka cUnara aura dhAnI ho gayI gaMdha le jAtI binA mAMge havA deha jaba se rAtarAnI ho gayI -

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umra acAnaka hIra ho gayI nirdhana najara amIra ho gayI eka dastUra kiyA tumane pyAra mazahUra kiyA tumane kAca kA rUpa tarAza diyA eka kohanUra kiyA tumane seharA ko sAgara sUkhI nadI ko pUra kiyA tumane pilAkara prANoM ko madirA naze meM cUra kiyA tumane bAta itanI sI kahAnI ho gayI eka cUnara aura dhAnI ho gayI yahAM to kAma jo hai, vaha raMgareja kA hai| yahAM to cUnara ganI hai aura dhaanii| yahAM to kAma madhu pilAne kA hai, yaha to madhuzAlA hai| Azrama zabda se tuma dhokhe meM mata pdd'naa| yaha zabda to sirpha logoM ko dhokhA dene ke lie hai| yahAM to eka madhuzAlA hai| pilA kara prANoM ko madirA naze meM cUra kiyA tumane bAta itanI sI kahAnI ho gayI eka cUnara aura dhAnI ho gayI raMganA hai tumhArI cUnara ko rahasya ke anaMta- anaMta raMgoM meN| raMganA hai tumhAre prANoM ko rasa ke naye -naye AyAmoM meN| nayI-nayI bhAva-bhaMgimAeM tumameM udita hoN| naye -naye maMdiroM ke zikhara tumameM utthe| naye gItoM kA janma ho| naye nRtya tuma naaco| nayI vINAeM tuma bajAo, nitanUtana| tuma khojo, aura jitanA khojo, utanA hI pAo ki aura khojane ko ho gayA maujuud| jitanA khojo, utanA khoja bar3hatI jaae| khoja kabhI aMta para na aae| yAtrA sikhAtA hUM maiM maMjila to bahAne haiN| maMjila kI bAta karatA hUM tAki tuma daur3o tAki tuma clo| majA to yAtrA kA hI hai, yAtrA hI maMjila hai| bAta itanI sI kahAnI ho gayI eka cUnara aura dhAnI ho gayI gaMdha le jAtI binA mAMge havA deha jaba se rAtarAnI ho gayI tumhAre jIvana meM khile phUla, tumhArA aMtarkamala khile| yaha kamala tumheM jJAnI nahIM banA jAegA, yaha kamala tumheM parama ajJAnI banA jAegA, tuma nirdoSa bAlaka kI bhAMti ho jaaoge| choTe bacce kI bhAMti, jo sAgara ke taTa para zaMkha bInatA, sIpa bInatA, raMgIna patthara bInatA aura hara raMgIna patthara ko

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aise samhAlakara rakhatA jaise kohanUra hIrA ho| bar3e -ke samajhAte haiM ki pheMka, patthara kahAM Dho rahA hai? yaha bojha kyoM liye cala rahA hai? yaha kacarA kyoM ikaTThA kara rahA hai? choTe bacce ko samajha meM nahIM AtA ki tuma kisa cIja ko kacarA kaha rahe ho? ina raMgIna pattharoM ko! ina apUrva pattharoM ko! ina sIpa-zaMkhoM ko! jaba tumhAre bhItara kA kamala khilegA, phira tuma dubArA bacce ho jaaoge| aura abakI bAra aise bacce hooge jo phira kabhI kA nahIM hotaa| yaha aMtara kA janma hogaa| gaMdha le jAtI binA mAMge havA deha jaba se rAtarAnI ho gayI umra acAnaka hIra ho gayI nirdhana najara amIra ho gayI eka dastUra kiyA tumane pyAra mazahUra kiyA tumane kAca kA rUpa tarAza diyA eka kohanUra kiyA tumane seharA ko sAgara sUkhI nadI ko pUra kiyA tumane pilAkara prANoM ko madirA naze meM cUra kiyA tumane AkAMkSA yahI hai yahAM ki tuma nAca sko| aura yaha nAca kRtrima na ho| yaha nAca hArdika ho| svasphUrta ho| yaha nAca aisA na ho jaisA ki nartaka kA hotA hai| yaha nAca aisA ho jaise mIrA kA thA, caitanya kA thaa| yaha nAca koI abhyAsa na ho, yaha tumhArI sahaja taraMga ho| tuma talI bano, laharI bano, tuma madamasta bano, tuma para eka mastI kA Alama chA jAe, isakI ceSTA cala rahI hai| isalie rahasya ghaTegA nhiiN| rahasya ko ghaTAnA nahIM hai, rahasya ko mahArahasya banAnA hai| mahArahasya ko parama AtyaMtika rahasya banAnA hai, jo kabhI hala hotA hI nhiiN| jo hala ho jAe, vaha bAta dharma kI nhiiN| jisakA aMta A jAe, vaha bAta satya kI nhiiN| jo cuka jAe, vaha astitva nhiiN| yaha astitva to cukatA nhiiN| yahAM eka zikhara tuma car3he aura socate the ki basa aba A gayI maMjila, ki jaba tuma zikhara caDha jAte ho, pAte ho aura bar3A zikhara sAmane pratIkSA kara rahA hai| socate ho, calo aura thor3I yAtrA hai, ise aura gujAra lo, lekina jaba tuma naye zikhara para pahuMcate ho to aura baDA zikhara nayI cunautI banakara khar3A hai| zikhara para zikhara haiM aura dvAra para dvaar| aura rahasya para rahasya haiN| inakA aMta nahIM hai| paramAtmA inhIM arthoM meM to anaMta hai| dharaNI para chAyI hariyAlI

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sajI kalI-kusumoM se DAlI mayUrI, madhubana-madhubana nAca mayUrI nAca, magana mana nAca samIraNa saurabha sarasAtA ghumar3a ghana madhukaNa barasAtA mayUrI nAca, madira mana nAca mayUrI nAca, magana mana nAca tuma nAca sako mayUra jaiseaura prabhu ke megha to sadA hI ghire haiN| aSAr3ha to sadA hI maujUda hai| tuma phudaka sako, tuma pulakita ho sako, isakI ceSTA cala rahI hai| yahAM maiM tumheM dhArmika banAne meM utsuka nahIM hUM yahAM maiM tumheM jIvaMta banAne meM utsuka hUM aura mere lie jIvaMtatA hI dharma hai| maiM yahAM tumheM kinhIM siddhAtoM aura zAstroM kI mAnyatA meM rUpAMtarita karane ke lie Atura nahIM hAM tumheM hiMdU musalamAna, IsAI, jaina banAne meM merI jarA utsukatA nahIM hai| tumhArA yahI to durbhAgya hai ki tuma kucha banakara baiTha gaye ho| tumhArI sArI dhAraNAeM chIna lene meM utsukatA hai| kyoMki tumhArI dhAraNAoM ke kAraNa hI tuma itane bojhila ho gaye ho ki nAca nahIM paate| mayUra ke pairoM meM patthara baMdhe haiM, gale meM zAstra baMdhe haiM, paMDita-purohita mayUra ke Upara baiThe haiM, mayUra nAce to khAka nAce! tumhArI saba dhAraNAeM, tamhAre saba siddhAMta, vizvAsa, saba haTA lene haiN| tAki kevala jIvana kI zraddhAmAtra tumhArI ekamAtra zraddhA rhe| aura jIvana kA maMdira tumhArA ekamAtra maMdira ho| rahasya to bddh'egaa| bar3hatA jAe to hI samajhanA ki tuma mere sAtha ho| jahAM rahasya rukane lage, aTakane lage, samajhanA ki tumane merA sAtha chor3a diyaa| tumane kucha siddhAMta banA lie| tuma ruka gye| tuma rAha ke nIce utarakara kinAre para taMbU gAr3a liye aura tumane ghara banA liyA mere sAtha par3Ava to bahuta AeMge, maMjila kabhI nhiiN| aura hara maMjila par3Ava se jyAdA nahIM hai, kyoMki aura Age hai aura Age hai yaatraa| buddha ne kahA hai, caraiveti, craiveti| cale calo, cale clo| aMta kahIM bhI nahIM hai| satya kI koI sImA nahIM hai| naye kA svAgata karate clo| roja-roja nayA sUraja uu-gegaa| roja-roja naye bhAvoM ke svAda tumheM duuNgaa| usakA svAgata karate clo| jisake svAgata meM nabha ne barasA dI haiM johaniyAM sabhI aura bar3a ne chAva bichA DAlI hai vaha tU USA merI AMkhoM para terA svAgata hai pattoM kI zyAmatA ke dvIpa Dubote hue husna-hinA kI gaMdha jvAra sI

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harita zveta jo udaya huI hai vaha tU USA merI AMkhoM para terA svAgata hai veda meM USA ke bar3e stutigAna haiN| subaha ke bar3e gIta haiN| ve naye ke svAgata meM gAye gaye gIta haiN| USA kI prazaMsA meM jo kahA gayA hai, vaha jo nitanUtana hai, usakI prazaMsA meM kahA gayA hai| USA to pratIka hai| subaha to pratIka hai| naye kaa| nayI koMpala kaa| naye vasaMta kaa| naye rahasya kaa| tuma roja-roja sUraja ko, naye sUraja ko Ugate dekhakara puna -puna: usakA svAgata kara sako aura puna: -puna: naye -naye AviSkAra kara sako rahasya ke; jahAM kala cUka gaye the vahAM Aja na phlo, jahAM Aja cUka gaye the vahAM phira kala na cUko| aura itanA hai rahasya ki tuma ughADate jAo, ughADate jAo, ughADate jAo, tuma kabhI ughAr3a to nahIM paaoge| paramAtmA ko jAnane kA yahI artha hotA hai, utara gaye usameM, DubakI lagA lI usmeN| eka kinArA chUTa jAtA hai, dUsarA kinArA kabhI milatA nhiiN| majhadhAra meM hI naukA rahatI sdaa| isIlie gati hai, gatyAtmakatA hai, gaMtavya koI bhI nahIM hai| ___ maiM tumhArI takalIpha bhI jAnatA huuN| tuma gaMtavya meM utsuka ho maiM gati meM utsuka huuN| merI aura tumhArI bar3I. tAlamela hai nhiiN| tuma utsuka ho ki jaldI pahuMca jAeM aba aura kitanI dera lagegI! maiM utsuka hUM ki tuma calane meM majA me lago aura pahuMcane kA rasa chor3a do| tumhArI utsukatA hai ki kaba A jAe maMjila ki gira par3e aura so jAeM, merI utsukatA hai ki maMjila kabhI na Ae tAki tuma aba kabhI so na pAo, sadA jAge raho, sadA calate raho-caraiveti, caraiveti-aura USA kA sadA svAgata karate rho| prabhu to roja-roja AtA, bahuta rUpoM meM aataa| kabhI kisI pakSI ke svara se; kabhI havA kA jhoMkA gujaratA vRkSoM se, usameM; kabhI kisI bAdala ke Tukar3e meM taira AtA, kabhI sUraja kI kiraNoM meM, kabhI sAgara kI lahara meM, kabhI kisI strI kI AMkhoM meM kabhI kisI bacce kI muskurAhaTa meM kabhI kisI puruSa ke rUpa meM; kabhI kisI kI zAMti meM, aura kabhI kisI ke krodha meM bhI, kabhI kisI kI udAsI meM bhii| anaMta- anaMta rUpoM meM gIta gAtA hai| tuma eka daphA Azcaryamugdha ho jAo, tumhArI AMkha para Azcarya kA raMga car3ha jAe, to tumheM hara jagaha dikhAyI par3ane lgegaa| tuma hara jagaha use ughAr3a loge| vaha kisI bhI rUpa meM Ae, tuma use pahacAna loge| Ae ghanazyAma, zlatha harita kaMcukI vasudhA vrajabAlikA urmila jaladhi strasta kAcI-raNita surabhita samIra

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zvAsa pukala kadaMba mallikA vanavRMda vRdAdhAma Ae ghanazyAma, cakita tar3ita pIta paTa maMda rava veNu barasatA sarasa svara maMda-maMda viMdu sasmita rAkA jyoM khalapUrNa iMdu Apa gata tApa pramudita citta gheNu jala tala sakala abhirAma Ae ghanazyAma vaha jo tAparahita paramAtmA hai-Apa gata tApa-jo zItala paramAtmA hai, jo zAMta paramAtmA hai, pramudita citta gheNu-jo iMdradhanuSoM kI taraha hai, utsavapUrNa hai| pramudita citta dheNu-jo cetanA kA iMdradhanuSa hai, pramoda se bharA, AnaMda-utsava se bharA, jala tala sakala abhirAma-jo saba rUpoM meM chAyA hai, saba tarapha vahI vistIrNa hai, Ae ghnshyaam| prabhu AtA, roja-roja AtA, tumhArI AMkha jaba taka Azcarya se na bharI ho, taba taka tumhArA milana nahIM ho pAtA hai| maiM saphala ho gayA, agara maiMne tumameM AzcaryabhAva paidA kara diyaa| agara maiMne tumheM phira cakita kara diyA, phira se tuma vismita hone lage, lauTa AyA tumhArA bacapana phira, phira se tuma cauMkakara dekhane lage cAroM tarapha, phira saMvedanazIla ho gaye, agara maiM itane meM saphala ho gayA ki tuma cakita ho gaye, ki tuma cauMka gaye, ki tuma vismaya-vimugdha ho gaye, ki Azcarya kA aMkura phira tumameM phUTA, to basa bAta ho gyii| to tuma bAlavata ho gye| aSTAvakra bAlaka kI bahuta bAta karate haiM mahAgItA meM ki jJAnI baalvt| agara bAlaka meM koI bhI bAta sabase jyAdA mahatvapUrNa hai, to vaha usakA aashcrybhaav| usakI rahasya ke prati jijnyaasaa| vaha hara choTI-choTI cIjoM meM rahasya dekha letA hai| jahAM tumheM kucha bhI rahasya nahIM dikhAyI paDatA vahAM bhI rahasya dekha letA hai| tuma nArAja bhI hote, tuma usase kahate bhI ki bakavAsa baMda kara, kucha bhI nahIM rakhA hai vhaaN| tumheM patA nahIM ki tuma eka anUThI kSamatA ko naSTa kara rahe ho hara baccA rahasya kI kSamatA lekara paidA hotA, lekina samAja, parivAra, skUla, zikSA usake rahasya ko mAra ddaalte| javAna hote -hote usake rahasya ke prANa nikala gaye hote| aura phira loga socate haiM ki loga dhArmika ho jAeM!

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binA rahasya ke bhAva ke koI dhArmika ho kaise sakatA hai! dharma kA koI saMbaMdha gaMbhIratA se nahIM hai| jAnakArI se nahIM hai| isa daMbha se nahIM hai ki maiM jAnatA huuN| rahasya aura jJAna meM bar3A viparIta bhAva hai| jJAna kA artha hai, maiM jAnatA huuN| rahasya kA artha hai, maiM kucha bhI nahIM jAnatA aura itanA apUrva bharA hai jAnane ko aura maiM kucha bhI nahIM jaantaa| jJAna meM dabA huA AdamI murdA ho jAtA hai| kaba meM samA gyaa| rahasya se bharA huA AdamI cakita, cauMkA huA, vismaya - vimugdhA saba tarapha rahasya - hI - rahasya, kAvya - hI - kAvya, sauMdarya - hI - sauMdarya kholatA pardai - para - parde, uThAtA dhUMghaTa - para - cUMghaTa aura hara cUMghaTa ke pAra aura bUMghaTa haiM aura suMdara cUMghaTa haiN| chaThavAM prazna : Apane kahA ki baddhapuruSa sarvazaH tathAtA meM jIte haiN| yAnI jagata jaisA hai vaisA hI unheM svIkAra hai| ve usase rattIbhara bhI anyathA nahIM caahte| yadi aisA hai, to ve hama logoM ko upadeza kyoM karate haiM? hameM dina-rAta samajhAte kyoM haiM? ve hamAre tathAtA ke asvIkAra ko svIkAra meM kyoM badalanA cAhate haiM? aura unakI yaha ceSTA unheM a -tathAtA meM nahIM le jAtI? prazna mahatvapUrNa hai, samajhane jaisA hai| pahalI bAta, buddhapuruSa upadeza dete haiM, aisA tumane samajhA to galata smjhaa| buddhapuruSa se upadeza hotA hai| dete haiM, aisA socA to galata soca liyaa| phira bhUla ho gyii| dete hoM agara, taba to phira tathAtA ke bAhara ho gaye ve, a-tathAtA zurU ho gyii| upadeza dene kA to matalaba yaha huA ki unakA Agraha hai kucha ki aisA honA cAhie upadeza dene kA to artha yaha huA ki agara tumane na mAnA to ve dukhI hoMge aura tumane mAnA to sukhI hoMge nahIM, upadeza unase hotA hai| buddhapuruSoM ne kabhI bhI upadeza nahIM diyA huA hai| mahAvIra ke saMbaMdha meM jainoM ne bar3I ThIka bAta kahI hai : unase vANI jhrii| yaha ThIka bAta hai| kahI nahIM gayI, jhrii| jaise vRkSa se phUla jharate haiN| yA phUla se sugaMdha jharatI hai| yA dIye se rozanI jharatI hai| yA bAdala se jala jharatA hai| aisI jhrii| jo bhItara saghana ho gayA hai, vaha abhivyakta hogaa| upadeza dete, to tuma cUka gaye| upadeza huaa| upadeza dete haiM upadeSTA, upadeza hotA hai buddhapuruSoM se buddhapuruSa upadeza dete nhiiN| agara buddhapuruSa upadeza ko rokeM, to tathAtA ke bAhara hoNge| agara ve ceSTA karake na deM, to cUka hogii| isalie jo hotA hai, hotA hai| upadeza hotA hai to upadeza hotA hai| agara nahIM hogA to nahIM hogaa| kabhI-kabhI aisA bhI huA ki buddhapuruSa cupa raha gaye mehara bAbA pUre jIvana cupa rhe| cuppI AyI to cuppI| bolanA huA

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to bolnaa| jo huA use hone denA hai| pahalI baat| dUsarI bAta, tuma jaise ho vaise hI buddhapuruSoM ko yA buddha ko svIkAra ho tuma jaise ho vaise hI svIkAra ho| tumheM badalane kI koI ceSTA bhI nahIM hai| jo unake bhItara haA hai vaha pragaTa ho rahA hai| usa pragaTIkaraNa meM agara tuma badala jAo, tumhArI mrjii| na badalo, tumhArI mrjii| tuma badale to ThIka, tuma na badale to tthiik| buddhapuruSa ko isase kucha bhI lenA denA nahIM hai ki tuma badalo hii| aisA koI Agraha nahIM hai| ___tumhArI kaThinAI bhI maiM samajhatA huuN| tumane pUchA hai ki hameM dina-rAta kyoM samajhAte haiM? ve hamAre tathAtA ke asvIkAra ko svIkAra meM kyoM badalanA cAhate haiM? kucha bhI badalane kA bhAva nahIM hai| isalie eka pharka khayAla rakhanA, jaba koI sAdhu, koI saMta tumheM badalane meM bahuta utsuka ho to samajha lenA abhI buddhatva kA janma nahIM huaa| jisa saMta aura sAdhu ke pAsa badalAhaTa hone lage aura usakI koI utsukatA hI na ho tumheM bayalane kI to samajhanA ki buddhatva maujUda hai| jisakI maujUdagI meM badalAhaTa ho| smjho| sUraja nikalA, to sUraja Akara eka-eka phUla ko kahatA thor3e hI ki khilo, maiM A gayA, subaha ho gyii| eka-eka phUla kI paMkhur3I pakar3a-pakar3akara kholatA thor3e hii| aura koI phUla na khile to sUraja koI dukhI hokara udAsa thor3e hI baiTha jAtA, apanI kiraNoM ko thor3e hI sikor3a letaa| suraja to phailatA, usakI maujUdagI meM phUla khilate, sUraja kisI ko khilAtA thor3e hii| aura koI phUla na khile, to sUraja koI hisAba thor3e hI rakhatA ki Aja itane phUla nahIM khile, kyA mAmalA hai! inakI koI zikAyata thor3e hI karatA khiiN| khila gaye, ThIka, nahIM khile, nahIM tthiik| saca to yaha hai, sUraja ko isase kucha hisAba nahIM hai| lekina sUraja kI maujUdagI meM phUla khilate haiM yaha bAta saca hai| binA sUraja ke khilAe khilate haiM, yaha bAta saca hai| sUraja kI maujUdagI ke binA nahIM khilate yaha bhI bAta saca hai| sUraja kI maujUdagI meM hI khilate haiM, yaha bhI bAta saca hai| phira bhI sUraja khilAtA nhiiN| keTaliTika hai, usakI maujUdagI se khila jAte haiN| agara buddhapuruSa kI maujUdagI meM tuma rUpAMtarita ho gaye ho gye| nahIM hue nahIM hue| lekina buddhapuruSoM ko isase kucha prayojana nahIM hai| aura jaba ve kucha kaha rahe haiM, cAhe tumheM aisA lagatA ho ki tumheM badalane ke lie kaha rahe haiM kyoMki tuma badalane meM utsuka ho ve tumheM badalane ke lie nahIM kaha rahe haiN| ve to vahI kaha rahe haiM jo unake bhItara ghaTA hai| jo unake bhItara huA hai vaha jhara rahA hai| kaThina hai thodd'aa| kyoMki tuma to kabhI koI aisI bAta nahIM kahate jo binA prayojana ke ho| tuma to jaba kisI ko badalanA cAhate ho taba kucha kahate ho| kisI ko salAha dete, to tuma cAhate ho ki vaha mAna le| agara na mAne to tuma nArAja ho jAte ho| mAna le to tumhAre ahaMkAra ko tRpti milatI hai, na mAne to tumhAre ahaMkAra ko coTa lagatI hai -ki merI salAha nahIM mAnI, to aba dekha luuNgaa| merI aura salAha nahIM mAnI! yaha tumhAre ahaMkAra ko bar3A kaThina ho jAtA hai| buddhapuruSoM ko isase kucha prayojana nahIM hai| jo hotA hai, hotA hai| tuma badala gaye to bhI majA hai, tuma na badale to bhI majA hai| isameM kahIM

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bhI koI saceSTa, AgrahapUrvaka koI haTha nahIM hai| 'hamAre tathAtA ke asvIkAra ko svIkAra meM kyoM badalanA cAhate haiM?' tumhArI tarapha se jo dikhAyI par3a rahA hai, use tuma buddhapuruSoM kI tarapha se mata thopanA / tumhArI tarapha se jo dikhAyI par3a rahA hai, vaha tumhArI dRSTi hai| jhena phakIroM meM kahAvata hai ki buddha kabhI nahIM bole| buddha cAlIsa sAla bole, niraMtara bole aura jhena phakIroM meM kahAvata hai ki buddha kabhI nahIM bole | rijhAI se kisI ne pUchA ki yaha bAta bar3I ajIba hai| ye zAstra rakhe haiM isI maMdira meM buddha ke vacanoM ke itanA bole - aura yahIM inhIM zAstroM ko par3hate haiM Apa, inhIM zAstroM ko namaskAra bhI karate haiM aura roja subaha Apa yaha bhI kahate haiM ki buddha kabhI nahIM bole | aura rijhAI ne kahA ki donoM bAteM saca haiN| bole bhI aura nahIM bhI bole| jahAM taka hamArA saMbaMdha hai, bole; 'jahAM taka unakA saMbaMdha hai, nahIM bole| hamane to sunA, isalie hamane zAstra ikaTThe kiye| isIlie to buddhapuruSoM ne kucha likhA nhiiN| phUla sugaMdha ke saMbaMdha meM kucha likhate thor3e hI haiM, sugaMdha jharatI hai, to jharatI hai| buddhapuruSa bole| tumhArI maujUdagI meM kucha unase jharA tumhArI pyAsa ne kucha unake bhItara se khIMca liyaa| tumhArI AturatA ne kucha unase bulavA liyA bole aisA nahIM, bulavA liyaa| sahajasphUrta huA apanI tarapha se to bole hI nahIM / maiM tumase roja bola rahA hUM aura maiM tumase kahe detA hUM, bhUlakara bhI yaha mata socanA ki maiM kabhI bolA / tumane sunA, yaha saca / maiM nahIM bolaa| isalie merI koI AturatA to nahIM ki tuma badala jaao| mere pAsa loga Ate haiM-kyoMki isa deza meM to sAdhu-saMtoM kI bar3I AturatA rahatI hai, mahAtmA kA matalaba hI yaha ki vaha sabhI ke pIche lagA hai ki bdlo| aisA khAo, aisA pIo, yaha mata pIo, yaha mata khAo, itane baje soo, itane baje uTho / mahAtmA kA to matalaba hI yaha hai, jo lAThI lagAkara logoM ke pIche par3A hai| aura badala kara rhegaa| mahAtmA kA to matalaba hI yaha hai ki jo tumheM caina se na rahane de| tuma cAya pIo to cAya na pIne de| kAphI pIo to kAphI na pIne de| kucha bhI na karane de| tumheM isa taraha bAMdha de ki tumhArA jIvana dUbhara ho jaae| aura agara tuma jInA cAho to pApa anubhava mAlUma ho aura agara tuma unakI mAno to jIvana khone lge| agara puNya karanA ho to maro, aura agara jInA ho to pApa ho jAe, aisI hAlata jo kara de khar3I, usako mahAtmA kahate haiN| to mere pAsa bhI A jAte haiM bhUla se isa taraha ke loga, ve kahate haiM, Apa kA kyA mAmalA hai? Apa logoM ko kucha kahate hI nahIM! kyA khAnA, kyA pInA, kaisA AcaraNa ? maiM unase kahatA ki ye loga jaaneN| logoM kA AcaraNa, logoM kI ciMtA, ve smjheN| mujhe jo huA hai vaha mujhase jhara rahA hai| usase koI sIkha le, sIkha le| samajha le / na samajhe, na smjhe| maiM donoM hAlata meM rAjI huuN| mere mana meM jarA bhI niMdA nahIM hai aura jarA bhI stuti nahIM hai| unako bahuta kaThinAI hotI hai| kyoMki ve cAheMge, maiM bhI logoM ke pIche par3a jAUM, unako satAUM, unako aparAdhI siddha kruuN| logoM ko logoM ko kaSTa dene meM bar3A rasa AtA hai| tumhAre mahAtmA bar3e dukhavAdI, saiddistt| satAo logoM ko! jarA bhI kahIM rasa le rahe hoM, jarA bhI haMsa rahe hoM to roka lagA do| koI haMsa na sake, koI prasanna na ho sake, sAre jIvana

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kI khuzI chIna lo| nahIM, yahAM mujhe koI bhI prayojana nhiiN| maiM apUrva AnaMdita huA hUM,usa AnaMda se jo jhara rahA hai, tuma apanI jholI meM bhara lo, tumhArI mauja, na bharI, tumhArI mauja| badala jAo, tumhArI mauja na badalo, tumhArI mauj| ye saba tumhAre nirNaya haiM, inase merA kucha lenA-denA nahIM hai| AkhirI prazna : kaba hogA chuTakArA bhavabaMdhana se? aura kaba taka pratIkSA? tumhArI jaldI hI ar3acana DAla rahI hai| tuma jitanI jaldI karoge, utanI hI dera laga jaaegii| bhavabaMdhana se chuTakArA to tuma cAhate ho lekina abhI bhavabaMdhana ko samajhA bhI nahIM, anyathA chuTakArA ho jaataa| koI tumheM bAMdhe thor3e hI hai, tuma baMdhe ho| yaha bar3e maje kI bAta hai| eka AdamI khaMbhe ko pakar3e khaDA hai aura vaha kahatA hai, he prabhu, isa khaMbhe se kaba chuTakArA? aura kaba taka pratIkSA? kisase kaha rahe ho? koI tumheM bAMdhe hue nahIM hai khaMbhe ko tuma pakar3e khar3e ho| khaMbhe ne tumheM bAMdhA nahIM hai, khaMbhe ko tuma meM jarA bhI rasa nhiiN| isI khaMbhe meM tumhAre jaise aura mUr3ha bhI pahale pakar3e khar3e rahe haiM isI khaMbhe ko| aura tumhAre cale jAne ke bAda dUsare isI khaMbhe ko pakar3e rheNge| __ tuma tijor3I ko pakar3e ho, tumase pahale yaha kisI aura kI tijor3I thii| tumane dhana pakar3A hai, tumase pahale koI aura pakar3e thaa| jo noTa tumhAre hAtha meM hai, vaha hajAroM hAthoM meM AyA hai aura hajAroM hAthoM meM calakara AyA hai| isalie to aMgrejI meM ThIka zabda usakA nAma hai, kreNsii| kareMsI kA matalaba jo calatA rhtaa| kreNtt| idhara se udhara, idhara se udhr| rukatA hI nhiiN| eka hAtha se dUsare, dUsare hAtha se tIsare hAtha meM jAtA rhtaa| hajAra hAthoM kI chApa hai usa pr| kareMsI noTa se gaMdI cIja tuma duniyA meM koI khoja hI nahIM skte| magara tuma bhI usako pakar3e ho| aura jora se pakar3e ho| aura dUsare jinake hAtha meM thA ve bhI jora se pakar3e the| aura sabako khayAla yaha hai ki dhana tumheM pakar3e hue hai| he prabhu, bhavabaMdhana se kaise chuTakArA hogA? kaba chuTakArA hogA? tuma bhavabaMdhana ko jisa dina samajha loge usI kSaNa chuTakArA ho gyaa| jisa kSaNa samajha liyA ki khaMbhe ko maiM pakaDe hUM,aba pakar3anA ho to pakar3o, na pakar3anA ho to na pakar3o, bAta khatama ho gyii| duniyA ke isa moha jaladhi meM kisake lie uThU ubharUM aba?

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bikhara gayI dhIraja kI pUMjI sukha -sapane nIlAma ho gaye zIzA bikA, kiMtu ratana ke maMsUbe nAkAma ho gaye Upara kI isa camaka -damaka meM kisake lie dahUM nikharUM aba? hATa-bATa kI bhIDa chaTa gayI milA na koI merA gAhaka maiM anacAhA khar3A raha gayA vyartha gayI saba mehanata nAhaka bIta gayI saja-dhaja kI belA kisake lie banUM saMvarUM aba? prAta gayA dopaharI ke saMga Age dikhatI rItI saMdhyA kAtara preta khar3e AMsU ke jyoti ho gayI jaise baMdhyA calA-calI kI isa belA meM kisake lie rahUM ThaharUM aba? tumheM agara dikhAyI par3ane lage, yaha jo tuma aba taka karate rahe ho vyartha thA, reta se tela nicor3a rahe the, jhUTha ko saca banAne meM lage the, sapanoM ko yathArtha mAnA thA, jisa dina tumheM dikha jAegA, usI dina hAtha DhIle ho jaaeNge| kisI aura ne tumheM pakar3A nhiiN| saMsAra ne tumheM pakar3A nhiiN| tumane hI saMsAra ko pakar3A hai| to jaldI kA artha hI yaha hotA hai ki abhI tumane dekhA nahIM, abhI dRSTi paidA nahIM huii| aba eka AdamI jahara kI pyAlI lie baiThA hai, kahatA hai, he prabhu, kaise isako na pIyUM? kauna tumako kahatA hai ki pIo? pInA ho, pI lo, na pInA ho, na piio| magara isa taraha kI bAteM to na karo ki he prabhu, isako kaise na pIyUM? agara jahara dikha gayA hai to kaise pIoge, maiM pUchatA hUM? aura agara jahara nahIM dikhA hai, to kaise rukoge? agara amRta dikha rahA hai to kahate raheM lAkha dUsare loga ki jahara hai, isase kucha bhI na hogaa| tumheM dikhanA caahie|

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bikhara gayI dhIraja kI pUMjI sukha-sapane nIlAma ho gaye zIzA bikA, kiMtu ratana ke maMsUbe nAkAma ho gaye Upara kI isa camaka-damaka meM kisake lie dahUM nikharUM aba? duniyA ke isa moha jaladhi meM kisake lie uThaM ubharUM aba? hATa-bATa kI bhIr3a chaTa gayI milA na koI merA gAhaka maiM anacAhA khaDA raha gayA vyartha gayI saba mehanata nAhaka bIta gayI saja-dhaja kI belA kisake lie banUM saMvarUM aba? dekho, kholakara AMkha dekho| jise tuma jIvana kahate ho, bilakula vyartha hai| jise tuma jIvana kahate ho, vahAM jarA-bhI saca nhiiN| AMkha bharake dekho, chUTane chATane kI bAteM na kro| pAgalapana kI bAteM na kro| hoza saMbhAlo, dekho gaura se| jisane gaura se dekhA, vyartha se chUTa jAtA hai| aura jisane gaura se nahIM dekhA aura vaise hI chAtI pITatA rahA ki he prabhu, kaba chUTUgA, kaba taka pratIkSA, vaha chAtI hI pITatA rahatA hai| __tuma yahI janmoM-janmoM se kara rahe ho| aura aba kaba taka karate rahoge? tuma mujhase pUchate ho kaba taka pratIkSA? maiM tumase pUchatA ha? kaba taka pratIkSA? Aja itanA hii|

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manuSya, saMsAra va paramAtmA kA saMdhisthala: hRdayagraMthi-(pravacana-AThavAM) dinAMka 2 pharavarI, 1977; zrI ozo Azrama puunaa| sArasUtra : nirmama: zobhate dhIra: smlossttaashmkaaNcnH| subhinnhRdygrNthirvinirdhuutrjstmH|| 264 / / sarvatrAnavadhAnastha na kicidvAsanA hRdi| muktAtmano vistRptastha tulanA kena jaayte|| 265 / / jAnannapi na jAnAti pazyannayi na pshyti| bruvannapi na ca brUte ko'nyo nirvaasnaadvte| 26611 bhimurvA bhUyatirvAyi yo niSkAma sa shobhte| bhAveSu galita) yasya zobhanAzobhanA mtiH|| 267 / / kya svAcchaMdaya kya saMkoca: kya vA tattvavinizcayaH! nirvyAjArjavabhUtastha caritArthasya yoginH|| 26811 AtmavizrAMtitRptena nirAzena gtaartinaa| aMtaryadanubhUyeta tatkathaM krasTa kthyte|| 269 / / nirmama: zobhate dhIra: samaloSTAzmakAMcana, subhinnhRdygrthirvinirdhuutrjstmH|| 'jo mamatArahita hai, jisake lie miTTI, patthara aura sonA samAna hai, jisake hRdaya kI graMthi TUTa gayI aura jisakA raja, tama dhula gayA, vaha dhIrapuruSa hI zobhatA hai|' bahuta sI bAteM isa sUtra meM samajhane jaisI haiN| pahalI bAta, 'jisakI hRdayagraMthi TUTa gayI hai..|' hRdaya hai gAMTha, jahAM rAma aura kAma baMdhe haiN| aura jaba taka hRdaya kI gATha na TUTa jAe, rAma aura

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kAma kI mukti nahIM hotii| hRdaya hai gAMTha, jahAM saMsAra aura nirvANa baMdhe haiN| jaba taka vahA gAMTha na TUTa jAe, taba taka saMsAra aura nirvANa pRthaka nahIM hote| hRdaya sabase mahatvapUrNa gAMTha hai| aura graMthi zabda kA artha gAMTha hai| manovaijJAnika jise kApleksa kahate haiN| jahAM cIjeM ulajha gayI haiN| jahAM sulajhAnA pdd'egaa| manuSya ke zarIra meM donoM kA milana ho rahA hai, kAma aura rAma kaa| donoM kA milana ho rahA hai, brahma aura mAyA kaa| manuSya ke zarIra meM chadra virATa se mila rahA hai| nimna zreSTha se mila rahA hai| aMdherA aura prakAza eka-dUsare se hAtha milA rahe haiN| prakRti aura paramAtmA sAtha-sAtha khar3e haiN| manuSya eka apUrva saMgama hai| aura isa saMgama kI jo sabase AdhArabhUta kar3I hai, vaha hRdaya hai| hRdaya kI graMthi jaba taka na TUTa jAe, subhinnahRdayagraMthi:, jaba taka bhalIbhAMti hRdaya kI graMthi chinna-bhinna na ho jAe, taba taka koI mukti nahIM hai| taba taka koI buddhatva nahIM hai| hRdayagraMthi kA yaugika nAma hai, anAhata ckr| tIna cakra nIce haiM anAhata ke aura tIna cakra Upara haiN| anAhata cakra para ThIka tarAjU ke do palar3e alaga-alaga baMTa jAte haiN| anAhata cakra para tarAjU kA kATA hai| nIce jAo to aMtataH aMta meM milatA hai muulaadhaar| kAmavAsanA kA gahana aNdhkaar| mUrchA, gaharI behoshii| jahAM caitanya saba taraha se DUba jAtA hai| jahAM hoza jarA bhI nahIM raha jaataa| isalie kAmavAsanA kA itanA prabhAva hai| jaba bhI AdamI apane ko bhulAnA cAhatA hai, to kAmavAsanA usake bhItara nirmita honevAlI zarAba hai| use pIkara bhUla jAtA hai| thor3I dera ko hI bhUla pAtA hai svabhAvata:, kSaNa bhara ko hI bhUla pAtA hai, kyoMki utane nIce tala para sadA banA rahanA saMbhava nahIM hai| usa nIce tala ko chu to sakatA hai, jaise koI AdamI pAnI meM ibakI lagAe aura calA jAe nIce talahaTI ko le, lekina kitanI dera rukegA? kSaNabhara bAda bhAga-daur3a maca jAtI hai, lauTatA hai vApisa, sataha para AnA par3atA hai| to kAmavAsanA meM DubakI to lagatI hai kSaNa bhara ko, bhUla bhI jAtA hai apane ko, bhUla jAtA hai saMsAra, vismaraNa ho jAtA hai ciMtAoM kA; na koI ulajhana raha jAtI, na koI samasyA raha jAtI, na koI viSAda-saMtApa raha jAtA, kSaNa bhara ko saba kucha bhUla jAtA hai| lekina basa kSaNa bhara ko| lauTakara phira saba vaisA kA vaisA khar3A hai| zAyada pahale se bhI jyAdA vikRta hokara khar3A hai| kyoMki itanA samaya aura gaMvAyA aura itanI UrjA bhI khoyii| sthiti badalegI nhiiN| vismaraNa se kucha rUpAMtaraNa nahIM hotA hai| to nIce hai muulaadhaar| mUlAdhAra meM girakara AdamI pazuvata ho jAtA hai| isalie purAne zAstra kahate haiM, agara kAmavAsanA hI tumhAre jIvana kA lakSya hai to tumameM aura pazu meM phira koI bheda nhiiN| pazu zabda bar3A bahumUlya hai| isakA artha hotA hai, jo kAmavAsanA kI jaMjIra meM baMdhA, pAza meM baMdhA, vaha pshu| jisake gale meM kAmavAsanA kI jaMjIra baMdhI hai, jo nIce kI tarapha khIMcA jA rahA hai pAza se, vaha pshu| pAza se jo mukta ho jAe, vahI pazutA se mukta huaa| hRdayagraMthi ke nIce paz kA saMsAra hai| aNdheraa| yadayapi aMdhere kI apanI eka taraha kI vizrAMti

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hai| vismaraNa se bhraa| yadyapi vismaraNa meM eka taraha kA sukha hai| kama-se -kama sukha kA AbhAsa to hai hii| dukha bhUla jAtA hai itanA to nizcita hai, na miTatA ho! thake-hAre AdamI ko utanA vismaraNa bhI kAphI hai| hRdayagraMthi ke Upara, anAhata ke Upara yAtrA karo, to aMta meM milatA hai shsraar| jaise nimnatama hai mUlAdhAra, vaise zreSThatama hai shsraar| sahasrAra kA artha hotA hai, sahasradaloM vAlA kml| vaha manuSya ke caitanya kA AkhirI prasphuTana hai, jahAM phUla khilA manuSya kI AtmA kaa| vahA pahuMcakara manuSya manuSya nahIM raha jAtA, paramAtmA ho jAtA hai| mUladhAra para girakara manuSya manuSya nahIM raha jAtA pazu ho jAtA hai, sahasrAra para uThakara manuSya phira manuSya nahIM raha jAtA, paramAtmA ho jAtA hai| manuSya to eka ulajhana hai, eka gAMTha hai| manuSya to manuSya rahatA hai, kyoMki hRdaya kI graMthi baMdhI hai| hRdaya kI graMthi meM hI manuSyatA hai| manuSyatA meM eka anivArya viSAda aura saMtApa hai| manuSya hokara koI sukhI ho hI nahIM sktaa| yA to pazu sukhI haiM, kyoMki unheM dukha kA patA nahIM ho sktaa| bodha hI nahIM hai| yA paramAtmA sukhI hai, kyoMki itanA bodha hai ki usa bodha meM dukha saMbhava nahIM hai| itanA prakAza hai ki usa prakAza meM aMdherA Tika nahIM sktaa| pazu ko dikhAyI nahIM par3atA aMdherA, kyoMki pazutA aMdhI hai| aura jaba dikhAyI nahIM par3atA to pazu socatA hai, nahIM hogaa| paramAtmA kI dazA meM, paramAtma-dazA meM-buddhatva kaho, jinatva kaho, arihaMta kI avasthA kaho, jo bhI nAma tumheM pasaMda hoM lekina ve saba eka hI bAta kahate haiM ki usa dazA meM phira dukha nahIM hai| kyoMki itanA prabala caitanya kA pravAha AtA, aisA jvAra AtA prakAza kA, hajAra-hajAra sUraja eka sAtha Uga gaye, kahAM aMdherA TikegA! aMdhere ko Tikane kI jagaha nahIM hotii| aura jahAM aMdherA nahIM Tika sakatA, vahA~ dukha nahIM Tika sakatA-dukha eka taraha kA aMdherA hai| vahA parama AnaMda hai| donoM sthitiyoM meM manuSya samApta ho jAtA hai| to manuSya kahAM hai? manuSya hRdaya kI graMthi meM hai| manuSya ke nIce kI jo duniyA hai, vaha bhI hRdaya se hI nIce hai aura manuSya se Upara kI jo duniyA hai vaha bhI hRdaya ke Upara hai| aura tuma jahAM ho, vaha jagaha hRdaya hai aura vahIM gAMTha ulajhI hai| hRdaya caurAhA hai, jahAM se yA to nIce jAo yA Upara jaao| to hRdaya se hI AdamI Upara uThatA hai aura hRdaya se hI nIce giratA hai| isa bAta ko samajha lenaa| jaba hRdaya aise prema se bharatA hai jo vAsanApUrNa hai, to nIce kI yAtrA zurU ho jAtI hai| jaba hRdaya aise prema se bharatA hai jo prArthanApUrNa hai, jo Upara kI yAtrA zurU ho jAtI hai| lekina hRdaya se hI nIce aura hRdaya se hI uupr| hRdaya hI sAthI hai aura hRdaya hI zatru hai| hogA bhI aisA hii| kyoMki hRdaya sIr3hI hai| tuma sIr3hI se nIce jAo to bhI vahI sIr3hI kAma AtI hai, Upara jAo to bhI vahI sIr3hI kAma AtI hai| Upara ke lie koI alaga sIDhI thor3e hI hotI hai, nIce ke lie koI alaga sIr3hI thor3e hI hotI hai! sIr3hI eka hI hotI hai, sirpha tumhArI dizA badala jAtI hai| prArthanA kA artha hai, AMkheM Upara kI tarapha lagI haiN| isIlie to AdamI AkAza kI tarapha hAtha

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uThA kara prArthanA karatA hai| vAsanA kA artha hai, AMkheM nIce gar3a gayI haiN| isIlie to jaba bhI tuma vAsanA se bharate ho, tuma zarma se AMkheM nahIM uThA pAte, AMkheM nIce jhuka jAtI haiN| jahAM vAsanA hai, vahAM AMkheM nIce jhuka gyiiN| vahA tuma jamIna meM gar3a gye| jahAM prArthanA hai, AMkheM Upara uTha gyiiN| vahAM tuma AkAza meM ur3ane lge| ThIka aisI hI ghaTanA bhItara ghaTatI hai| jaba tuma vAsanA meM hote ho, tumhArI dizA nIce kI tarapha hogii| cale pazu kI tarapha ! jahAM se Ae the, usI purAnI paripATI para phira vApisa daur3ane lge| vaha jAnA-mAnA mArga hai| isalie sugama mAlUma hotA hai| paricita hai janmoM-janmoM kA, hama vahA se hokara Ae haiM, isalie usa rAste para jAne meM ar3acana nahIM mAlUma hotI / Age, jaba tuma bhItara AMkheM uThAte ho aura sahasrAra kI tarapha dekhate ho, taba ar3acana ho jAtI hai| taba nayA rAstA hai, aparicita hai, patA nahIM kahAM le jAe, kyA pariNAma ho, zubha ho ki azubha ho, bhaya lagatA hai| phira nIce ke rAste para sArI bhIr3a tumhAre sAtha hai| vahAM tuma akele nahIM ho| jaba tuma vAsanA meM DUbate ho, sArA saMsAra tumhAre sAtha hai| jaba tuma prArthanA meM jAte ho, tuma akele| vaha ekAkI patha hai| prArthanA meM kauna kisakA sAthI ho sakatA hai ! ise tumane khayAla kiyA? kAmavAsanA meM kama-se-kama eka vyakti to sAthI ho hI sakatA hai| jisa strI ke tuma prema meM, jisa puruSa ke prema meM, vaha to sAthI ho hI sakatA hai| kAmavAsanA meM sAtha saMbhava hai| lekina prArthanA to bilakula nipaTa akelI hai| vahAM to dUsarA sAtha nahIM ho sktaa| vahA to tuma akele raha gaye, AtyaMtika rUpa se akele raha gye| bhaya lagatA, ghabar3AhaTa hotii| phira Upara jAne meM girane kA bhI Dara hai| nIce jAne meM girane kA koI Dara hI nahIM hai, nIce to jA hI rahe haiM, girane kA savAla hI kahAM hai? ghATiyoM meM jo jIte haiM, ve gireMge kaise! zikharoM para jo jIte haiM, ve gira sakate haiN| isalie tumane kabhI bhogabhraSTa zabda nahIM sunA hogA, yogabhraSTa zabda sunA hogaa| bhogI to bhraSTa ho hI nahIM sktaa| aba aura kyA bhraSTa honA hai ! aba bhraSTa hone ko jagaha kahAM bacI hai? yogI bhraSTa hotA hai-ho sakatA hai| kyoMki yoga eka zikhara hai| UMcAI para jo ur3ate haiM, ve khatarA mola lete haiN| jitanI bar3I UMcAI, utanA hI bar3A khatarA / pahAr3oM para car3he ho kabhI? jaise-jaise UMcAiyoM para car3hane lagate ho vaise-vaise khatarA bar3hane lagatA hai| jaise UMcAI bar3hane lagatI hai, jaise gaurIzaMkara karIba Ane lagegA, vaise-vaise khatarA tuma mola le rahe ho, cunautI tuma mola le rahe ho| jarA-sI cUka aura mauta ho jaaegii| aisI cUka agara ghATI meM hotI to kucha bhI nahIM hone vAlA thaa| cUka yahI hotI, jyAdA-se-jyAdA paira meM moca laga jAtI aura kyA hotA? ki gira par3a kara thor3A ghuTanA chila jAtA aura kyA hotA? lekina agara yahI cUka gaurIzaMkara para huI to prANAMta hogaa| jitanI UMcAI, utanA hI mahaMgA saudA hai| isalie sirpha dussAhasI dharma ke jagata meM praveza kara pAte haiN| apUrva sAhasa caahie| kAyara vAsanA meM hI jIte haiM, vAsanA meM hI samApta ho jAte haiN| mahAvIroM kI hI kSamatA hai Upara kI yAtrA para udd'e| vahA paMkha phailAeM jahAM sUnA AkAza hai| jahAM bilakula akelA raha jAtA hai prANoM kA pkssii| jahAM koI saMgI-sAthI nahIM, koI samAja nahIM, koI saMpradAya nahIM / usa svAta meM hI khilatA

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hai kamala sahasrAra kaa| tumane dekhA hogA, jaba koI vyakti dhyAna kI gaharAI meM jAtA hai, to usakI AMkheM Upara khiMca jAtI haiN| agara tuma dhyAnI kI palaka kholakara dekho to tuma cakita hooge, usakI AMkheM Upara khiMcI huI haiM, Upara car3hI huI haiN| dhyAna kI gaharAI meM AMkheM sahasrAra kI tarapha khiMca jAtI haiM, dizA Upara kI tarapha ho gyii| ise tuma bhItara anubhava karanA, jaba kAmavAsanA tumhAre bhItara uThegI aura tumhAre kAmayaMtra meM sphuraNa hogA, to tumhArI AMkheM bhItara nIce jhuka jaaeNgii| bhItara / cAhe bAhara se tuma na bhI jhukAo, lekina bhItara se tuma jAnate ho, UrjA nIce kI tarapha bahane lgii| AMkhoM kA pravAha nIce kI tarapha ho gyaa| ise taulate rahanA / gAMTha hai hRdaya kii| vahIM se nIce giratA AdamI, vahIM se Upara utthtaa| prema hI uThAtA hai aura prema hI girAtA hai| isalie prema bar3A khataranAka zabda hai| aura jarA bhI usako galata samajhA to cuuke| maiM niraMtara prema kI bAta karatA huuN| prema zabda kA upayoga karanA aMgAra se khelane jaisA hai| maiM jisa prema kI bAta karatA hUM bahuta saMbhAvanA hai tuma vahI nahIM samajhoge tuma vahI prema samajha loge jo tuma samajha sakate ho| maiM jaba prema kI bAta karatA hUM, taba prArthanA kI bAta kara rahA huuN| tuma jaba prema zabda sunoge, tatkSaNa tuma kAmanA kI aura vAsanA kI bAta samajha loge| tuma apanA prema samajha loge| agara tumhAre prema se hI mokSa ho sakatA thA, taba to phira mere pAsa Ane kI koI jarUrata nahIM thI / vaisA prema tuma kara hI rahe ho| usase mokSa nahIM huA hai, usase saMsAra hI nirmita huA hai| usase tuma jarA bhI Upara nahIM gaye ho, usase tuma nIce gire ho| usase tuma bhaTake ho, vahI to tumhArA bhaTakAva hai| lekina merI bAta sunakara ho sakatA hai tuma apane purAne DhAMce ke lie sahArA khoja lo aura tuma soco, maiM tumhAre prema kI bAta kara rahA huuN| tuma eka bAta sadA hI smaraNa rakhanA, mere zabdoM ko tuma kabhI apanI bhASA meM anuvAdita mata karanA, anyathA cUka ho jaaegii| tuma apane ko jarA alaga hI rkhnaa| aura jaba bhI maiM una zabdoM kA upayoga karUM jinake upayoga karane ke tuma bhI AdI ho, to bahuta sAvadhAnI se sunanA kyoMki bhUla hone kI bahuta saMbhAvanA hai| tuma vahI artha DAla doge jo tumhArA artha hai| aura vahIM cUka ho jaaegii| tuma kucha suna loge jo nahIM kahA gayA thaa| tuma kucha samajha loge jo prayojana nahIM thaa| kucha kA kucha ho jaaegaa| anartha hogA, artha nahIM hogA / hRdaya kI graMthi ke nIce bhI eka prema hai- pAzavika prema, aMdhA prema, vAsanA, deha kA prema prema nAmamAtra ko hai| prema kahanA bhI nahIM caahie| zoSaNa hai eka-dUsare kI dehoM kaa| apane ko bhulAne ke upAya haiN| mUrcchA hai, madirA hai| eka prema hai, jo hRdaya kI graMthi ke Upara hai| vahAM prema ati komala hai| vahAM prema parAga jaisA hai| vahAM prema padArtha nahIM hai, sugaMdha jaisA hai| suvAsa jaisA hai| muTThI bAdhoge to pakar3a meM nahIM AegA / muTThI bAMdhI to cUka jAoge| vahA prema kisI aura AyAma meM praveza karatA hai| vahAM tuma deha ko nahIM caahte| vahAM deha se kucha prayojana na rhaa| vahAM mana kI cAhata paidA hotI hai| aura dhIre- dhIre mana kI cAhata se bhI pAra ho jAte ho| prANoM kA prANoM se milana hotA hai| zarIra to alaga- alaga haiN| mana itane alaga nhiiN| aura AtmA to bilakula alaga nahIM hai|

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maiM jisa prema kI bAta kara rahA hUM vaha aisA prema hai jahAM tumheM isa sAre astitva meM eka hI prANa kA spaMdana anubhava hotA hai| jahAM patte-patte meM, jahAM kaMkar3a-kaMkar3a meM eka hI prema, eka hI UrjA tumheM pravAhita mAlUma hotI hai aura tuma bUMda kI taraha isa virATa sAgara meM DUbane ko Atura ho jAte ho prArthanA kA yahI artha hai| graMthi tor3anI hai hRdaya para, isalie yaha pahalA sUtra samajho'jo mamatArahita hai, jisake lie miTTI, patthara aura sonA samAna hai|' yaha bhI khayAla meM lenaa| isa sUtra kI jo vyAkhyAeM kI jAtI rahI haiM, ve bar3I bhrAMta haiN| jisake lie miTTI, patthara aura sonA samAna hai, isakA tuma yaha artha mata samajha lenA ki agara jJAnI ke sAmane tuma sonA rakho to use sonA dikhAyI nahIM par3egA aura miTTI dikhAyI pdd'egii| aisA mata samajha lenA arth| sonA sonA dikhAyI par3egA, miTTI miTTI dikhAyI par3egI, patthara patthara dikhAyI par3egA, para tInoM ke mUlya meM koI bheda nahIM hai| agara kisI jJAnI ko sonA sonA na dikhAyI par3e aura miTTI dikhAyI par3e to yaha to bhrAMti huii| yaha koI jAgaraNa na huA| jAgaraNa meM to bheda aura spaSTa ho jaaeNge| sonA sonA dikhAyI par3egA, miTTI miTTI dikhAyI paDegI, lekina mUlya-bheda samApta ho jaaegaa| ki miTTI kA koI mUlya nahIM hai aura sone kA mUlya hai, aisA bheda samApta ho jaaegaa| mUlya manuSya Aropita tuma aisA soco ki koI manuSya pRthvI para na rahA, miTTI kA Dhera lagA hai aura sone kA Dhera lagA hai, sone kA Dhera mUlyavAna hogA? sonA phira bhI sonA hogA, miTTI phira bhI miTTI hogI, lekina aba sonA mUlyavAna nahIM hogaa| aba AdamI hI na rahA jo mUlya detA thA, aba AdamI hI na rahA jisake mana meM mUlya thA, to aba sone kA kyA mUlya hai! mUlya nirmUlya ho gayA, mUlya zUnya ho gyaa| miTTI miTTI hai, sonA sonA hai| AdamI ke haTane se na to miTTI sonA ho jAegI, na sonA miTTI ho jAegA, lekina aba miTTI aura sone meM mUlya kA bheda na rahane se koI bheda nahIM raha gyaa| isa bAta ko khayAla meM rkhnaa| nahIM to pAgaloM ko loga paramahaMsa samajha lete haiN| jinako koI bheda nahIM, aisA samajha lete haiN| pAgalapana aura paramahaMsa meM bar3A buniyAdI aMtara hai| paramahaMsatva kA to artha hai, mUlya- bheda nahIM rhaa| mUlya samAna ho gye| lekina vastuoM ke guNadharma to bhinna-bhinna haiM so bhinna-bhinna rheNge| jaba aSTAvakra kahate haiM, jisake lie miTTI, patthara aura sonA samAna haiM to isakA artha hai, sma-mUlyavAna haiN| samAna haiM, isakA artha hai, AtyaMtika arthoM meM samAna haiN| vyAvahArika arthoM meM samAna nahIM haiN| nahIM to paramahaMsa ko bhUkha lage to miTTI khA le| aise pAgala haiM, jo miTTI khA lete haiM aura loga samajhate haiM ki paramahaMsa haiN| buddhoM ne aisA to nahIM kiyA! mahAvIra ke saMbaMdha meM aisA to ullekha nahIM hai! na kRSNa ke saMbaMdha meM ullekha hai ki tuma miTTI parosa do aura ve khA leN| to miTTI miTTI hai, bhojana bhojana hai| vyAvahArika arthoM meM to bheda hai, lekina AtyaMtika arthoM meM bheda nahIM hai| kyoMki Akhira jisako tuma bhojana kahate ho vaha miTTI se hI paidA hotA hai| jisako tuma Aja bhojana kaha rahe ho,

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vaha kala phira miTTI ho jaaegaa| phira miTTI se paidA hogA, phira miTTI meM milatA rhegaa| isalie AtyaMtika arthoM meM to koI bheda nahIM hai, lekina vyAvahArika arthoM meM to bheda hai| tamane bIja boyA, miTTI meM boyaa| miTTI se bIja phaTA, aMkarita haA aura hajAra bIja lago tamane phasala kaattii| jisako tuma gehUM kahate ho, yaha miTTI kA hI rUpAMtaraNa hai| jisako tuma gehUM kA paudhA kahate ho, isa paudhe ne tumhAre lie eka adabhuta kAma kara diyA jo tuma nahIM kara sakate the| agara tuma miTTI ko sIdhA khA lo to khUna nahIM bnegii| lekina aba tuma gehUM ko cabAoge aura gehUM ko pacAoge to khUna bnegii| isa gehUM ke paudhe ne eka camatkAra kara diyA isane miTTI meM se ve -ve hisse chAMTa diye, jinake kAraNa khUna banane meM bAdhA par3a sakatI thii| aura ve -ve hisse cuna lie, jinake khUna banane meM aba koI bAdhA nahIM hai| gehUM ke paudhe kA dhanyavAda mAno usane miTTI ko tumhAre zarIra meM pacane yogya banA diyaa| usane yogya banA diyA, tAki aba tuma usako pacA sko| __ isIlie to maiM kahatA hUM ki sArI prakRti jur3I hai saMyukta hai| agara gehUM ke paudhe na hoM, tuma jIvita na raha jaao| to gehUM ke paudhoM kA AbhAra to honA cAhie gehUM ke paudhe tumhAre lie bar3A kAma kara rahe haiN| aisA hI samajho ki sAgara kA pAnI hai, tuma pI lo dikhatA to pAnI hai lekina pI lo to mara jaaoge| pyAsa to nahIM bujhegI, prANa hI cale jaaeNge| sAgara kA pAnI pAnI jaisA dikhatA hai, lekina pIyA nahIM jA sktaa| phira yahI sAgara kA pAnI hajAroM mIla miTTI meM se chana-chana kara tumhAre kueM meM A rahA hai| taba tuma pI lete ho, taba koI harjA nahIM hai, taba tumhArI pyAsa bujha jAtI hai| vaha jo hajAroM mIla kI miTTI kI parateM haiM, unhoMne sAgara ke una sAre lavaNa rAsAyanika-dravyoM ko chAMTa liyA, chAna diyA, jinake kAraNa mauta ghaTa sakatI thii| pAnI aba bhI pAnI hai| lekina isa miTTI ne bar3A kAma kara diyaa| isane saba namaka roka liye| jo-jo cIjeM tumhAre zarIra meM ghAtaka ho sakatI thIM, ve alaga kara diiN| pAnI chana-chana kara, chana-chana kara, zuddha ho-hokara tumhAre kueM meM A gyaa| hai sAgara kA hI pAnI, lekina aba tuma pI sakate ho| jo kAma kueM ne kiyA, vahI kAma gehUM ke paudhe ne bhI kiyaa| usane miTTI ko chAna-chAnakara gehUM banA diyaa| vahI kAma nAzapAtI aura nIMbU ke vRkSa kara rahe haiM, chaan-chaankr| miTTI eka hai, usI se nIMbU paidA hotA, usI se nAzapAtI paidA hotI, usI se Ama paidA hotaa| miTTI eka hai, lekina alagaalaga paudhe alaga-alaga DhaMga se chAnate haiN| isalie alaga-alaga phala paidA ho jAte haiN| ye phala haiM to miTTI hI, lekina phira bhI maiM tumase yaha na kahUMgA ki miTTI khA lo aura na aSTAvakra tumase kheNge| miTTI khAyI hotI aSTAvakra ne, to yaha mahAgItA kabhI paidA na hotii| kabhI ke miTTI meM mila gaye hote, ye vacana bolane ke phle| nahIM, lekina AtyaMtika arthoM meM to tuma miTTI hI khA rahe ho| cAhe gehUM? cAhe cAvala, cAhe nAzapAtI, cAhe agara, cAhe saMtare, tuma jo bhI khA rahe ho, AtyaMtika arthoM meM to miTTI hI khA rahe ho| kyoMki hai to yaha saba miTTI kA hI khel| aura majA to yaha hai ki miTTI kA khela tuma bhI ho| eka

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dina tuma giroge aura miTTI meM kho jaaoge| miTTI se hI paidA hue, miTTI meM hI visarjita ho jaaoge| isalie saba AtyaMtika arthoM meM miTTI hai| jisako tuma sonA kahate ho, vaha bhI miTTI kA hI eka rUpa hai| jisako cAMdI kahate ho, vaha bhI miTTI kA hI eka rUpa hai| tumheM jAnakara hairAnI hogI, jise tuma hIrA kahate ho, vaha koyale kA eka rUpa hai| koyalA hI lAkhoM varSa jamIna meM par3A par3A hIrA bana jAtA hai| aba koyale ko to koI chAtI meM laTakA kara nahIM calegA ki kohanUra hai| kitanA hI bar3A koyalA laTakA lo, koI tumako na kahegA ki Apa bar3e buddhimAna haiN| loga kaheMge, pAgala ho gaye ho? mAnA ki vijJAna kI kitAbeM kahatI haiM ki koyale aura kohanUra meM koI pharka nahIM hai, sirpha samaya kA pharka hai-lAkhoM varSa taka miTTI meM dabA raha-raha kara, miTTI ke dabAva se, rAsAyanika prakriyAoM se koyalA hI hIrA bana jAtA hai lekina phira bhI hIrA hIrA hai, koyalA koyalA hai| tuma koyale ko to laTakA kara na ghuumoge| hIrA mila jAe to lttkaaoge| mAnA ki bheda vyAvahArika hai, lekina AtyaMtika arthoM meM, alTImeTa arthoM meM koI bheda nahIM hai| isako smaraNa rkhnaa| jahAM-jahAM zAstroM meM aise vacana Ate haiM ki sonA, miTTI, patthara saba eka, isakA matalaba hai-AtyaMtika arthoM meM ek| vyAvahArika arthoM meM eka jarA bhI nhiiN| 'jo mamatArahita hai, jisake lie miTTI, patthara aura sonA samAna hai, jisake hRdaya kI graMthi TUTa gayI hai aura jisakA raja-tama dhula gayA hai, vaha dhIrapuruSa hI zobhatA hai|' ina sUtroM meM bAra-bAra aSTAvakra usakI prazaMsA kara rahe haiM, usa tatva kI jisakI zobhA hai| usa siMhAsana kI, jisa para virAjamAna hue binA tRpti nahIM hogii| ve kahate haiM, AtyaMtika zobhA kisakI hai? garimA kisakI hai? gaurava kisakA hai? usakA hai, jo mamatA se mukta ho gyaa| mamatA nIce le jAtI prema ko| jo mamatA se mukta ho gayA, usakA prema Upara ko jAne lgtaa| mamatA jaise prema ke gale meM baMdhe hue patthara-caTTAneM haiN| mamatA kA artha hotA hai, mere ho isalie prema karatA huuN| mere beTe ho, isalie prema karatA huuN| ki mere pati ho, isalie prema, ki merI patnI ho, islie| mere ho, islie| jahAM mere se prema mukta ho gayA, vahA phira tuma yaha nahIM kahate ki isalie prema karatA huuN| tuma kahate ho, prema mere bhItara baha rahA hai, tuma maujUda ho, tumheM mila rahA hai, koI aura maujUda hotA to use miltaa| koI na maujUda hotA to zUnya meM bikhrtaa| jaise kahIM dUra svAta meM pahADa para koI phUla khile, to gaMdha to bikhregii| svAta meM bikharegI, koI rAhagIra bhI na nikalatA hogA to bhI bikhregii| aise hI jaba tumhArA prema Upara kI tarapha jAnA zurU hotA hai to tumhAre jIvana meM eka sugaMdha uThatI hai, jo bikharatI hai| jo bhI A jAe usako mila jAtI hai, koI na Ae to vaha zUnya meM bikharatI hai| prema taba eka sthiti hai caitanya kii| mamatA kA artha hai, prema eka saMbaMdha hai| mere ho, islie| merA honA jyAdA mahatvapUrNa hai, prema kA mUlya kucha bhI nahIM hai| agara mere na rahe to maiM hI hatyA karane ko taiyAra ho jaauuNgaa| jisa patnI ke lie tuma jAna de rahe ho, usI kI jAna lene ko kala taiyAra ho sakate ho, agara yaha pakkA ho jAe ki merI nahIM, kisI aura kI ho rahI hai| jisa pati ke lie mara jAte, usI pati ko jahara pilA sakate

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ho agara pakkA patA cala jAe ki vaha aba kisI aura kA ho gyaa| to yaha jo mere kA phailAva hai, yaha to ahaMkAra kA hI roga hai| yaha to ghUma-phirakara apane ko hI prema karanA yaha dUsare ko prema karanA thor3e hI hai ! isalie upaniSada kahate haiM, kahAM pati patnI ko prema karatA hai, patnI ke bahAne apane ko hI prema karatA hai! kahAM bApa beTe ko prema karatA hai, beTe ke bahAne apane ko hI prema karatA hai ! aisA samajho ki jaise tuma darpaNa rakhakara apanI tasvIra dekhate ho / darpaNa thor3e hI dekhate ho| darpaNa kauna dekhatA hai! loga kahate haiM ki darpaNa dekha rahe the, kahanA nahIM caahie| tuma agara darpaNa meM dekha rahe ho aura koI pUche kyA kara rahe ho, to tuma kahate ho, darpaNa dekha rahe the| bAta galata kaha rahe ho / darpaNa ko kauna dekhatA hai! darpaNa meM tuma apane ko dekha rahe the, darpaNa to bahAnA thaa| dekha to apane ko rahe the, darpaNa to bahAnA thA / darpaNa ko kauna dekhatA hai! kisako par3I darpaNa dekhane kI! darpaNa meM apane ko dekhate haiM log| darpaNa meM apanI chAyA dikhAyI par3atI hai, apanA pratibiMba | jinako tuma kahate ho, mere haiM isalie prema karatA hUM unase tumhArA koI prema nahIM hai tuma unakI AMkhoM meM apane ko dekha rahe ho / jaba tumhArI patnI tumase kahatI hai tumase suMdara koI puruSa nahIM tumase balazAlI koI puruSa nahIM, taba tuma bar3e prasanna hote ho| tuma isa strI ko prema karate ho isa bAta ke kahane ke kaarnn| kyoMki isakI AMkhoM meM vaha pratibiMba banA, jo tuma cAhate the bne| jaba koI kisI strI se yaha kahatA hai ki tU isa jagata kI sabase suMdara strI hai, maiM soca hI nahIM sakatA ki isase suMdara bhI koI strI ho sakatI hai, taba vaha praphullita hotI hai| vaha kahatI hai, tumhAre prema ne mujhe bar3A AnaMdita kiyaa| tumhAre prema se kucha lenA-denA nahIM hai, apanA guNagAna sunane ko ahaMkAra utsuka thaa| maiMne sunA hai ki mullA nasaruddIna eka aurata ke prema meM thA aura eka rAta usane usase kahA ki tujhase jyAdA suMdara strI pRthvI para koI dUsarI nahIM / na kabhI huI, na kabhI hogii| sabhI premI kaha haiN| vaha strI bahuta AnaMdita ho gayI, usane kahA, saca nasaruddIna ! to nasaruddIna thor3A DarA, ImAnadAra AdamI, usane kahA kSamA kara, yaha bAta maiM aura striyoM se bhI pahale kaha cukA huuN| aura Age bhI auroM se nahIM kahUMgA, isakA vAyadA nahIM kara sakatA huuN| magara tabhI vaha strI udAsa ho gyii| auroM se bhI kaha cuke ho! aura Age bhI kisI se kahoge isakA pakkA nahIM hai, kahoge ki nahIM kahoge, bAta samApta ho gyii| bAta vyartha ho gyii| aba isameM koI mUlya nahIM rhaa| hama eka-dUsare kI AMkhoM meM apanI hI tasvIreM dekhate haiN| jo bhI hamArI tasvIra ko khUba raMgIna banAkara batA detA hai, usI ko hama kahate haiM prema / jisase bhI tumhAre ahaMkAra kI puSTi hotI hai, usI ko tuma kahate ho prema | mamatA, ahaMkAra kI sevA meM saMlagna prem| mamatA kA artha hai, merA, mm| maiM kI chaayaa| jina-jina meM dikhAyI par3atI hai mere maiM kI chAyA aura jina-jina ke sahAre merA maiM khar3A ho pAtA hai, jina-jina kI baisAkhiyoM se mere laMgar3e maiM ko calAne meM suvidhA ho jAtI hai, una sabase merA prema hai| lekina yaha prema jhUThA / zobhA to usakI hai, aSTAvakra kahate haiM, jisakA prema mamatA se mukta huA, aura jisakI hRdayagraMthi kA bhedana ho gyaa| TUTa hI gayI vaha graMthi jahAM se rAma aura kAma jur3ate haiN| kAma nIce gira gayA, rAma

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Upara AkAza meM ur3a gyaa| TUTa gayI vaha graMthi, jahAM saMbhoga aura samAdhi jur3ate haiN| ___ 'aisA vyakti jisakA raja-tama dhula gayA hai|' yaha bAta bhI smjhnaa| raja kA artha hotA hai, karma kA paaglpn| tama kA artha hotA hai, Alasya, sstii| tama kA artha hotA hai, akarma meM Asakti aura raja kA artha hotA hai, karma meM aaskti| kucha loga haiM jo binA kiye nahIM baiTha sakate, kucha-na-kucha cAhie, kucha-na-kucha khaTara-paTara karate hI raheMge-baiTha nahIM skte| yaha jo unake bhItara raja kI pravRtti hai, yaha unheM kabhI zAta na hone degii| yaha eka taraha kA roga hai| isa taraha apane ko ulajhAe rakhate haiM, kucha-na-kucha karate rahate haiN| chuTTI ke dina bhI tuma unako ghara meM zAMta baiThe nahIM pAoge, kucha-na-kucha kreNge| aise cha: dina rAstA dekheMge ki kaba chuTTI kA dina Ae aura ArAma kareM, aura chuTTI ke dina tuma dekhoge vaha sabase jyAdA kAma kareMge, jitanA vaha kabhI daphtara meM nahIM krte| daphtara meM to loga sote haiN| vizrAma karate haiN| aura rAstA dekhate haiM ki sAtaveM dina jaba chuTTI hogI taba ghara jAkara vizrAma kreNge| lekina vizrAma bar3A kaThina mAlUma hotA hai| vizrAma karane kI kalA bahuta kama logoM ko AtI hai| aura jinako tuma vizrAma karate dekhate ho, unako bhI vizrAma kI kalA nahIM AtI, ve AlasI haiN| yA to loga pAgala kI taraha karmaTha haiM, yA pAgala kI taraha AlasI haiN| kucha haiM jo baiTha nahIM sakate aura kucha haiM jo uTha nahIM skte| ye donoM apAhija haiM, donoM apaMga haiN| jo satva ko upalabdha vyakti hai, jaba jarUrata hotI taba kAma karatA hai, jaba jarUrata nahIM hotI, taba vizrAma karatA hai| usake lie donoM AyAma mukta haiN| vaha kisI AyAma se baMdhA nahIM hai| koI majabUrI nahIM hai| aisA nahIM hai ki jaba koI kAma nahIM hai taba bhI use karanA par3egA, kyoMki vaha binA kAma ke baiTha nahIM sktaa| aura aisA bhI nahIM hai ki jaba kAma hai taba vaha par3A rahegA, kyoMki vaha AlasI hai aura uTha nahIM sktaa| satya ko upalabdha vyakti saMyama ko upalabdha vyakti hai| usake jIvana se atiyAM calI gyiiN| saMtulana AyA hai| usakI tulA madhya meM Thahara gyii| usake donoM bAlU donoM palar3e barAbara ho gye| jaba kAma, taba vaha kAma karatA hai, jaba ArAma, taba ArAma karatA hai| jaba zrama kI jarUrata ho, taba apane ko pUrA zrama meM ibA detA hai, jaba vizrAma kI jarUrata ho taba apane ko pUrA vizrAma meM ibA detA hai| aisA AdamI hI zobhAyamAna hai| __ tumheM ye do taraha ke AdamI jagaha-jagaha mila jaaeNge| kucha loga haiM jo rAta nIMda meM bhI kAma jArI rakhate haiN| tuma unako sote dekho to tumako samajha meM A jaaegaa| sonA bhI, bar3A kAma karate haiM, hAtha-paira phaTakate haiM, paira calAte haiM, bolate haiM, bar3abar3Ate haiM, cAdara khIMcate haiM, kaI kAma karate haiN| maiM kucha dina pahale eka cikitsAzAstra kI kitAba paDha rahA thA, to maiM cakita huA, jitanI kailorIja AdamI dina meM kharca karatA hai kAma karane meM, usase AdhI kailorIja rAta meM kharca karatA hai sote meM bhI! AdhI kailorIja! dina bhara mehanata karake jitanA zrama hotA hai usase AdhA vaha sone meM bhI kara rahA hai| aura sapane bhI dekhate haiM vaha aise hii| logoM ke sapane to dekho! to mAra-dhAr3a, vahI saba yojanAeM

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jo unakI jiMdagI meM haiM, unake sapanoM meM jArI rahatI haiN| jo mahala yahAM nahIM banA pAe, vaha sapanoM meM banAte haiN| jo gaDDe yahAM nahIM khoda pAe, vahA khodate haiN| magara kucha-na-kucha jArI rakhate haiN| tumhAre sapane cAhe alaga- alaga hoM, lekina bahuta gaura se dekhoge to tuma do taraha ke sapane pAoge yA to raja se bhare, yA tama se bhre| aura eka kA sapanA dUsare kI samajha meM nahIM aaegaa| maiMne sunA hai, eka billI eka vRkSa para baiThI subaha-subaha-sardI ke dina aura dhUpa le rahI thii| aura nIce eka kuttA bhI baiThA thaa| kuttA jhapakI khA rahA thA-subaha kI dhUpa billI ne pUchA kyA kara rahe ho? to usane Akha kholI, usane kahA, eka bar3A adabhuta sapanA aayaa| ki bar3I varSA huI aura varSA meM pAnI nahIM girA, haDDiyAM girii| haDDiyAM hI hddddiyaaN| kutte kA sapanA kutte kA hI hogA na! billI ne kahA, hadda ho gyii| kabhI sunA nhiiN| na zAstroM meM likhA hai| zAstroM meM to aisA likhA hai ki kabhI-kabhI aisA hotA hai ki jaba varSA hotI hai to pAnI nahIM giratA, cUhe girate haiN| ye haDDiyAM kabhI sunI nahIMaura na zAstroM meM likhI haiN| billI ke sapanoM meM to cUhe hI girate haiN| aura billI ke zAstroM meM bhI cUhe hI likhe hoNge| kutte ke zAstroM meM haDDiyAM likhI haiN| kuttA haMsane lagA, usane kahA, chor3a bhI, mujhe samajhAne calI hai| maiM par3hA-likhA kuttA hUM, maiMne bhI zAstra par3he haiN| magara kuttoM ne kuttoM ke zAstra par3he haiN| haDDiyoM kA hI varNana hai, cUhoM kA kahIM varNana AyA hI nhiiN| tuma haMsate ho, kyoMki na tuma kuttA ho, na tuma billI ho, tuma AdamI ho, isalie tuma haMsa rahe ho| kyoMki tumhAre zAstroM meM kucha aura hI likhA hai| tuma haMsa rahe ho ki yaha pAgala kuttA aura pAgala billI! hamase pUcho ki sapanoM meM kyA AtA hai! tumhAre sapane alaga haiM, magara bahuta maulika rUpa se alaga nahIM hai| agara tuma do hissoM meM tor3a do manuSyajAti ko, to raja aura tm| yA to rAjasI sapane haiM-joM karma tuma dina meM nahIM kara pAe usako karane kI AkAMkSA hai, yA jo sustI aura Alasya tuma dina meM bitAnA cAhate the nahIM bitAe, usake sapane haiN| magara basa do hI haiN| yA to bahirmukhI kA sapanA yA aMtarmukhI kA sapanA| yA to puruSa kA sapanA yA strI kA spnaa| niSkriya yA skriy| basa do hI taraha ke sapane haiN| aura do hI taraha ke loga haiN| aura ye do hI taraha ke asaMtulana haiM aura do hI taraha kI vikSiptatAeM haiN| yaha sUtra kahatA hai. jo vyakti hRdaya kI graMthi se mukta ho gayA, TUTa gayI jisake hRdaya kI graMthi aura jisakA raja-tama dhula gayA hai| donoM dhula gaye haiN| na aba raja bacA, na tama bcaa| na jo puruSa rahA aura na strii| na jo sakriya aura na nisskriy| na jo bahirmukhI, na aNtrmukhii| jo bIca meM Thahara gyaa| jisake jIvana meM saMyama kA vaha parama-biMda A gyaa| jo jarUrI hai, kregaa| jaba karegA to jarA bhI nA-nuca nahIM hai| jaba jarUrI nahIM hai, to nahIM kregaa| gurajiepha ne apane ziSyoM ko kahA hai kucha sUtra diye haiM, unameM eka sUtra yaha bhI hai ki jo gairajarUrI ho, vaha mata krnaa| oNsskI gurajiepha se pUchane lagA ki jo gairajarUrI hai, vaha hama kareMge hI kyoM! yaha sUtra Apa kyoM dete haiM? isako itanA mUlya kyoM dete haiM? gurajiepha ne kahA ki maiM logoM ko dekhatA

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hUM, sau meM ninyAnabe gairajarUrI bAteM loga kara rahe haiN| unhIM meM jIvana vyatIta ho rahA hai unkaa| jarUrI bAteM to bahuta thor3I haiM, gairajarUrI bAteM bahuta haiN| tuma jarA khayAla krnaa| caubIsa ghaMTe tuma jitanI bAteM bolate ho, usameM vicAra karanA kitanI jarUrI thIM? kitanI na bolate to cala jAtA? saca to yaha hai ki agara tuma bahuta gaura se dekhoge to bar3I thor3I sI bAteM raha jAeMgI jo jarUrI thiiN| tumhArI vANI TelIgraiphika ho jaaegii| cun-cunkr| aura tumhArI vANI kA mUlya bhI bar3ha jaaegaa| tumhArI vANI meM vajana bhI A jAegA! tumhArI vANI meM eka camaka A jaaegii| dhAra A jaaegii| kyoMki jo thor3e -se zabda tuma bologe, unameM vicAra hogA, viveka hogA, dhyAna hogA, prema hogA anivAryatA hogii| aura eka camatkAra tuma pAoge ki jo gairajarUrI bAteM tuma bola rahe the, unake kAraNa hajAra jhaMjhaTeM paidA ho rahI thiiN| vaha hajAra jhaMjhaToM se tuma baca jaaoge| jo gairajarUrI bAteM tuma bola dete the, unake kAraNa hajAra kAma bhI tumheM karane par3ate the| bolakara hI thor3e chuTakArA hai| bole ki phNse| vaha hajAra kAma se bhI tuma baca gye| tumhAre jIvana meM eka zAti praviSTa hone lagegI, eka prasAda utarane lgegaa| tuma saumya ho jaaoge| vahIM zobhA hai jahAM saumyatA hai, jahAM prasAda hai; jahAM saMtulana kA saMgIta hai, jahAM saudarya hai| aba tuma mujhase pUcho to maiM isI ko sauMdarya kahatA hUM, svaMtulana ko| jaba tumheM kisI cehare meM bhI sauMdarya dikhAyI par3atA hai to usakA kAraNa yahI hotA hai ki cehare meM eka saMtulana hotA hai| anupAta hotA hai| jaba tuma kisI deha meM bhI sauMdarya dekhate ho to usakA kAraNa kyA hai? eka anupAta hotA hai| saba aMga anupAta meM hote haiN| jaise hone cAhie vaise hote haiN| gaira-anupAtI nahIM hote ki eka hAtha laMbA, eka hAtha choTA; eka Akha bar3I, eka choTI, nAka eka tarapha eka DhaMga kI, dUsare tarapha dUsare DhaMga kii| jaba aisA hotA hai to tuma kahate ho, AdamI kuruup| kyA artha huA kurUpa kA? kurUpa kA artha huA anupAta nahIM hai| saMtulana nahIM hai| saMgIta nahIM hai| tulA ke palar3e alagaalaga haiM-eka bahuta jhukA hai eka bilakula nahIM jhukA hai, beDhaMgApana hai| beDaula hai| sauMdarya kA artha hotA hai, sNtuln| yaha to zarIra kI bAta huI ThIka aisA hI mana kA sauMdarya bhI hai| jaba mana bhI tulA hotA hai| tumhAre jIvana meM jaba mana kA sauMdarya AtA hai to tumhAre deha ke bhItara se eka AbhA pragaTa hone lagatI hai| jaise koI dIyA jala gayA bhItara aura usakI rozanI tumhArI deha ko bhI pAra karake jhalakane lagatI hai| phira eka aura aMtima sauMdarya hai, AtmA kA sauMdarya, jahAM saba samyakatva ko upalabdha ho gayA, saba sama ho gayA-samAdhi ghaTa gyii| sama yAnI smaadhi| viSamatA yAnI updrv| viSamatA yAnI saMsAra, samatA yAnI samAdhi, nirvANa mokss| jahAM itanI samatA A gayI ki tumhAre jIvana meM eka rattI bhara bhI vyartha nahIM bacA, saba sArthaka hI bcaa| jo karanA hai, vahI tuma karate ho, usase iMca bhara jyAdA nhiiN| jitanA karanA hai, basa utanA hI karate ho, usase rattI bhara jyAdA nhiiN| aura jo nahIM karanA hai, vaha tuma nahIM krte| jitanA zrama cAhie utanA zrama, jitanA vizrAma cAhie utanA vishraam| tumhAre dina aura rAta barAbara ho gye| tumhArI strI aura puruSa tula gaye tumhArA raja aura tama, donoM tula gye| aba jo baca rahA vahI satva hai| aba

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jo baca rahA vahI saMtatva hai| aba jo baca rahA vahI parama zuddhi, sAdhutA yA jo nAma tumheM prItikara ho| the yahAM madhukalaza sAre viSa bhare asaliyata mAlUma huI jaba pI liye deha para to laga gaye TIke magara raha gaye saba ghAva mana ke anasiye jahAM-jahAM tumheM dikhAyI par3a rahe haiM madhukalaza, pI loge taba mAlUma par3egA jahara thaa| phira deha para lagI coTeM to jaldI bhara jAtI haiM, mana para par3I coTeM bahuta muzkila ho jAtI haiM ghAva para to TAke laga jAte haiM zarIra para, lekina mana para TAke bhI nahIM laga paate| deha para to laga gaye TIke magara raha gaye saba ghAva mana ke anasiye the yahAM madhukalaza sAre viSa bhare asaliyata mAlUma huI jaba pI liye taba bahuta dera ho jAtI hai| lekina aura koI upAya nahIM hai, kyoMki pIkara hI to anubhava AtA hai| tuma saba jahara pIe baiThe ho| tuma saba nIlakaMTha ho| saba ke kaMThoM meM jahara hai| AkaMTha jahara se bhare ho| magara abhI taka hoza nahIM aayaa| itanA kaThina jIvana jIte ho, phira bhI hoza nahIM AtA, camatkAra hai! itane dukha meM jIte ho, phira bhI hoza nahIM aataa| itanI pIr3A bhogate ho, kATe -hI-kATe, phira bhI na-mAlUma kina sapanoM ke phUloM kI AzA meM jIe cale jAte ho! ve phUla kabhI khilate nahIM, milate nahIM, milate sadA kATe haiM, AzA sadA phUloM kI lagAe rakhate ho| daur3a-dhApa meM, ApA-dhApI meM hoza hI nahIM AtA, khayAla hI nahIM AtA hama kyA kara rahe haiM! thor3A baiThakara thor3A vimarza kro| thor3A apanI sthiti para vicAra kro| usameM jo-jo vyartha ho, kATa do| jo -jo sArthaka ho, bacane do| tuma dhIredhIre pAoge, jaise -jaise vyartha kaTane lagA, to vyartha Alasya bhI kaTa jAegA aura vyartha karmaThatA bhI kaTa jaaegii| dhIre - dhIre tumhAre bhItara eka nAda bajane lgegaa| eka apUrva nAda! aisA nAda tumane kabhI sunA nahIM, vaha tumhAre bhItara maujUda hai, vahI satva kA nAda hai| usa nAda ko jo upalabdha ho gayA, usI ko saMta kho| saMtulana kI paramadazA kA nAma saMtatva hai| 'jo sarvatra udAsIna hai aura jisake hRdaya meM kucha bhI vAsanA nahIM hai, aise tRpta hue muktAtmA kI kisake sAtha tulanA ho sakatI hai!' sarvatrAnavadhAnasya na kicidvAsanA hRdi| muktAtmano vistRptasya tulanA kena jaayte|| 'jo sarvatra udAsIna hai aura jisake hRdaya meM kucha bhI vAsanA zeSa nahIM hai, aise tRpta hue muktAtmA kI kisake sAtha tulanA ho sakatI hai!' aSTAvakra kahate haiM, vahI hai parama siMhAsana para viraajmaan| atulanIya, advitIya, apUrva, bejodd'| usakI tulanA hI nahIM ho sakatI kisI se| tumhAre sikaMdara aura tumhAre nepoliyana aura tumhAre samrATa

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bhI usake lie koI tulanA kA kAraNa nahIM bnte| yaha to aisA hogA jaise koI culla bhara pAnI se sAgaroM kI tulanA dene lge| nahIM, koI tulanA nahIM banatI, atulanIya hai| isa sUtra ko samajho 'jo sarvatra udAsIna hai|' udAsIna bar3A adabhuta zabda hai| lekina burI taraha vikRta ho gyaa| zabdoM ke sAtha bhI kabhI-kabhI samaya bar3A durvyavahAra karatA hai| acche -acche zabda bhI kabhI dhUla-dhUsarita ho jAte haiN| aura kabhI padadalita zabda bhI siMhAsanoM para baiTha jAte haiN| saMyoga kI bAteM haiN| durghaTanAeM ghaTatI haiN| udAsIna bar3A adabhuta zabda hai, bar3A arthpuurnn| lekina durgati ho gayI iskii| kusaMgati meM par3a gyaa| aba to udAsIna kA artha hotA hai, jo udAsa hai| nirAza hai, hatAza hai, virakta hai, aisA artha hotA hai| lekina yaha udAsIna kA kevala nakArAtmaka pahalU hai, yaha asalI bAta nahIM hai| udAsIna kA artha hotA hai, uda aasiin| jo apane bhItara baiTha gyaa| jo bhItara virAja gyaa| vaha usakA vidhAyaka artha hai| jo upavAsa kA artha hai, vahI udAsIna kA artha hai| upavAsa kA artha hai, jo bhItara nivAsa karane lgaa| upa vaas| usase bhI jyAdA mahatvapUrNa hai udaasiin| kyoMki upavAsa kA artha hai, jo apane nikaTa AyA, udAsIna kA artha hai, jo apane meM pratiSThita ho gyaa| upavAsa udAsIna kI tarapha jAne kI sIr3hI hai| apane pAsa baiTha rahA to upavAsa aura apane meM hI baiTha rahA, to udaasiin| Asana jisane lagA liyA apane bhiitr| jo apanI cetanA ke keMdra meM virAjamAna ho gyaa| svastha kA jo artha hai, sva: sthita jo ho gayA, vahI artha udAsIna kA hai| lekina jo apane meM sthita ho jAtA hai, vaha bAhara kI hajAra cIjoM ke prati udAsa ho jAtA hai| isase bhUla ho gyii| samajhanA isa bAta ko, kyoMki yaha isI saMbaMdha meM nahIM huI hai yaha bhUla bahuta-bahuta AyAmoM meM huI hai| jaba koI vyakti apane bhItara virAjamAna ho jAtA hai, to isa jagata kI bahuta-sI bAtoM meM jinameM kala use rasa thA, aba rasa nahIM raha jaataa| logoM ko usake bhItara kA siMhAsana to dikhAyI nahIM par3atA, unako to itanA hI dikhAyI par3atA hai, are, yaha AdamI virasa ho gayA! aba isako koI rasa nhiiN| kala dekho kaisA nAca-raMga meM rasa letA thA, aba jAtA hI nahIM! kala kaisA ucakA-ucakA phiratA thA, kUdA-kUdA phiratA thA, aba kahIM jAne kI isakI koI utsukatA nahIM rhii| kala kaisA dhana kamAne meM Atura thA, aba jarA bhI Atura nhiiN| kala pada ke lie kitanA zrama karatA thA, kaisA gir3agir3AtA phiratA thA dvAra-dvAra ki cunAva A gayA aba, mata do, voTa do, aba isakA koI rasa nahIM rhaa| aba isako tuma jAkara bhI kaho ki cunAva meM khar3e ho jAo, to yaha kahatA hai, kSamA karo, hamane koI pApa thor3e hI kiye pichale janma meM! hameM kina karmoM kI sajA dene Ae ho! hameM chor3o, bakhyaye! aura pAgala bahuta haiM, kisI ko pakaDa lo| to loga kaheMge, udAsIna ho gayA, becArA! loga dayAbhAva se kahate haiM ki becArA udAsIna ho gyaa| hAra gayA jiMdagI se! lekina bAta kucha aura ghaTI hai| bAhara se isane jo chor3A hai, yaha gauNa hai| bhItara jo ise milA hai, vahI pramukha hai| aura bhItara ise itanA rasa mila rahA hai, vaha tumheM dikhAyI nahIM par3a rahA hai| yaha rasalIna hai| rasalIna hone ke kAraNa bAhara kI vyartha bAteM aba rasapUrNa nahIM mAlUma pdd'tii| ise bar3A rasa upalabdha

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huA hai| aba jisako hIre-javAharAta mila gaye hoM, vaha agara kaMkar3a-pattharoM para muTThI chor3a de, to tuma udAsIna kahoge! isameM kyA udAsIna kI bAta hai! kaMkar3a-patthara nahIM chor3egA to hIre-javAharAta kina muTThiyoM meM bharegA? aura hIre -javAharAta mila gaye haiM to kaMkar3a-patthara to chUTa hI jaaeNge| jise bhItara kI rasadhAra meM DubakI laga gayI, aba vaha bAhara kI vyartha bAtoM meM nahIM jAtA-vahA rasa thA bhI nhiiN| bhItara rasa nahIM thA, isalie bAhara daur3atA phiratA thaa| apanA ghara nahIM milA thA, isalie dUsare gharoM ke sAmane bhIkha mAMgatA phiratA thaa| aba apanA ghara mila gayA, aba kyoM jAe? aba kahAM jAnA bacA? udAsIna kA artha hai -vidhAyaka artha-apane rasa meM tlliin| apane parama rasa meM liin| isalie aba bAhara nahIM jaataa| isa pharka ko khayAla meM lenaa| yahI upavAsa ke sAtha upadrava huA| mahAvIra ne upavAsa kiye, jaina muni anazana karate, upavAsa nhiiN| mahAvIra ke upavAsa kA artha hai, ve dhyAna meM aise DUba jAte ki kabhI dina-dina bIta jAte aura unheM bhojana kI yAda na aatii| yaha eka bAta hai| yaha bar3I aura bAta hai| bhojana kI yAda na aae| apane bhItara itane DUba gaye ki zarIra hI bhUla gayA ki zarIra ko bhUkha bhI lagatI hai yaha bhI bhUla gyaa| yaha to bar3I anUThI ghaTanA hai| isakA gaurava hai| isako aSTAvakra kaheMge, isakI zobhA hai| phira eka dUsarA AdamI hai jo anazana kiye baiThA hai| bhojana nahIM karegA, kyoMki Aja upavAsa hai-paryuSaNa A gaye vrata karanA hai| vaha vrata kara rahA hai| vrata! to vaha roka rahA hai apane ko bhojana nahIM karane se| mana to hotA hai, cauke meM pahuMca jAe, jAtA maMdira hai| mana to hotA hai kisI restarA meM ghusa jAe, lekina kaise ghuse, aura jainiyoM kI dukAneM AsapAsa haiM, ve dekha rahe haiM kyoMki ve saba bhI anazana kara rahe haiM koI chUTa na jAe isameM se| hama kaSTa bhoga rahe haiM, tuma kaise nikala jAoge! saba eka-dUsare para najara rakhe haiN| jAtA maMdira hai, jAnA hoTala hai! baiThA maMdira meM hai, mana kahIM bhojanAlaya meM saMlagna hai, sapane dekha rahA hai| yaha bhojana to isane nahIM kiyA, lekina isakA AtmA ke pAsa vAsa kahAM ho rahA hai! bhojana na karane se isakA vAsa to cauke ke pAsa ho rahA hai| yaha to bhojanAlayoM ke AsapAsa bhaTaka rahA hai| yaha to vaise acchA thA, kama-se-kama do bAra bhojana kara letA thA phira bhUla to jAtA thA! aba to bhUlatA hI nhiiN| aba to caubIsa ghaMTe rAta bhI use vahI khayAla banA rahatA hai| vahI sapanA calatA hai| rAjamahala meM nimaMtraNa mila jAtA hai rAta ke sapane meN| khUba bhojana ho rahA hai, saba taraha ke vyaMjana taiyAra hue haiN| yaha to bhojana ke pAsa ho gayA aura isase to pahale hI kahIM jyAdA dUrI thii| yaha upavAsa nahIM hai| yaha upavAsa kA dhokhA hai| yaha anazana hai| aise hI tumheM udAsIna bhI mila jAeMge, jinhoMne dekhA ki satyuruSa hue jinakA bAhara meM koI rasa na rahA, to ve socate haiM, hama bhI agara bAhara meM rasa chor3a deM to hama bhI usI saMtatva ko upalabdha ho jaaeNge| khayAla lenA, bAhara rasa chor3ane se koI bhItara rasa ko upalabdha nahIM hotA, bhItara rasa ko upalabdha ho jAe to bAhara rasa chUTatA hai| chUTatA hI hai| chor3anA nahIM par3atA, chUTatA hai| para saMskRta meM jo zabda hai, vaha aura bhI adabhuta hai| jisakA udAsIna anuvAda kiyA hai, yaha zabda to adabhuta hai hI, lekina saMskRta meM jo zabda hai vaha to aura bhI adabhuta hai| zAyada hiMdI anuvAda karanevAloM ko Dara lagA

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hogA ki usa zabda ko vaisA kA vaisA rakheMge to kahIM bhUla-cUka to na ho jaaegii| zabda hai. sarvatra anvdhaansy| anavadhAna kA artha hotA hai, dhyAna se mukta ho jaanaa| avadhAna kA artha hotA hai, dhyAna / anavadhAna kA artha hotA hai, dhyAna se mukti| jo sarvatra dhyAna se mukta ho gayA hai, yaha hai saMskRta kA mUla shbd| isase Dara lagA hogA anuvAda karanevAle ko ki agara aisA kaheM ki jo sarvatra dhyAna se mukta ho gayA, to yaha to bar3I gar3abar3a ho jaaegii| isalie usako udAsIna kara diyaa| samajho / magara bAta saMskRta zabda meM aura bhI gaharI hai / udAsIna honA usakA eka aMgamAtra hai| dhyAna kA artha hI kyA hotA hai? dhyAna se artha, ekAgratA / dhyAna se artha kanasaMTrezana hai yhaaN| tuma dhyAna kaba dete ho? tuma dhyAna tabhI dete ho jaba vAsanA se citta bharA hotA hai| eka strI jA rahI hai, suMdara hai strI aura tuma ekadama dhyAnamagna ho gye| anavadhAna muzkila hai, avadhAna ho gyaa| aba tuma lAkha upAya karo mana yahAM-vahAM nahIM jAtA, ekadama baMdha gayA / jA rahe the kahIM aura cala par3e strI ke piiche| vaha jisa dukAna meM sAmAna kharIdane gayI vahA tuma bhI pahuMca gaye nahIM kharIdanA thA to bhI kucha kharIdane lge| yaha tumhArA avadhAna hai| tumane khayAla kiyA, agara krodha mana meM ho to bar3A avadhAna laga jAtA hai| saba bhUla jAtA hai saMsAra, kaise mAra DAleM isa AdamI ko, kaise khatama kara deM, isa para aisA dhyAna laga jAtA hai jisakA hisAba nhiiN| mahAvIra ne to isalie dhyAna ke cAra rUpa batAe, usameM do rUpa haiM - Arta, raudra dhyaan| mahAvIra ne kahA, kucha loga haiM, jo dukha meM hI dhyAna ko upalabdha hote haiM - Arta dhyaan| koI mara gayA, taba ve ro rahe haiM chAtI pITa kara / to aba sArI duniyA bhUla jAtI hai unako, bar3e dhyAnamagna ho jAte haiM, vaha eka hI kAma meM se rahe haiM chAtI pITakara / yA kisI ne gAlI de dii| taba vaha raudrarUpa pragaTa hotA hai unkaa| khIMca lI talavAra / usa vakta saMsAra bhUla gyaa| eka cIja para ekAgra ho gaye / khayAla karanA, jahAM vAsanA hotI hai vahIM ekAgratA hotI hai| isIlie to tuma bhagavAna para dhyAna kara baiThate ho lekina dhyAna nahIM lgtaa| baiThate bhagavAna para dhyAna karane, dhyAna dukAna para jAtA / jAegA vahA jahAM vAsanA hai| dhyAna to vAsanA kA anugAmI hai| pharIda se kisI ne pUchA ki maiM prabhu ko kaise pAUM? tumane kaise pAyA? to pharIda ne kahA, tU A, ye nadI snAna karane jA rahA hUM, tujhe vahIM batA duuNgaa| snAna karane meM batA duuNgaa| vaha AdamI thor3A DarA bhI ki yaha AdamI thor3A jhakkI hai yA pAgala ! hama pUchate haiM ki paramAtmA kaise pAnA aura yaha kaha rahA hai ki snAna karane meM snAna se isakA kyA lenA-denA! para hogA kucha matalaba, rahasyavAdI hai, clo| vaha cala par3A, use patA nhiiN| jaba vaha donoM snAna karane baiThe to pharIda ekadama jhapaTA aura usako pAnI ke bhItara dabA liyaa| pharIda thA tagar3A phakIra / vaha AdamI kilabilAne lagA, magara vaha usako chor3e nahIM, vaha usako dabAe nIce pAnI meM! AdamI to dubalA-patalA thA, lekina jaba aisI hAlata A jAe to dubale-patale meM bhI bala A jAtA hai| Akhira usane eka huMkAra mArI eka dhakkA dekara vaha uTha AyA aura usane kahA ki tuma, hama to socate the ki saMta AdamI ho, tuma kyA jAna lAge

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merI! pharIda ne kahA, uttara diyA hai| eka bAta pUchanI hai, jaba maiM tujhe pAnI ke nIce dabAe thA to kitane vicAra tere mana meM the? usane kahA, khAka vicAra, eka hI vicAra thA ki kaise chUTeM? kaise zvAsa mile? aura yaha bhI thor3I dUra taka hI vicAra rahA, phira to yaha bhI vicAra nahIM rahA, yaha to prANa-prANa kI pyAsa ho gayI, saba vicAra kho gaye, basa chUTane kA eka upakrama rhaa| ekadama dhyAna laga gyaa| pharIda ne kahA, basa aisA jisa dina paramAtmA ko pAne meM dhyAna lagegA, usa dina paramAtmA mila jaaegaa| aura dekhA tUne dhyAna se kaisI tAkata AtI hai! maiM tujhase dugunA vajanI, mujhe uThAkara tUne pheMka diyA! eka kuttA apane par3osI kuttoM meM bar3I DIga mArA karatA thA jaise ki sabhI mArA karate hai ki mujhase jyAdA teja daur3ane vAlA koI kuttA hai hI nahIM duniyA meN| ye olaMpika vagairaha kucha bhI nhiiN| vaha to kuttoM ko dete nahIM pratiyogitA meM maukA nahIM to sabako harAkara rakha duuN| jAnate the par3osa ke kutte bhI ki hai to vaha majabUta, daur3atA bhI teja hai| lekina eka dina aisA huA eka kharagoza nikala gayA aura unhoMne kahA dekho, cUko mata maukaa| aura vaha to majabUta kuttA jo thA vaha bhAgA usa kharagoza ke piiche| lekina kharagoza ne bhI gajaba kI daur3a maarii| eka chalAMga meM, eka havA meM, eka teja bijalI kI kauMdha kI taraha kharagoza nikala gayA aura kuttA khar3A raha gyaa| bAkI kuttoM ne kahA, kaho mahArAja, tuma to olaMpika meM bhartI hone kI socate the! usane kahA bhaI, yaha bhI to vicAroM, vaha apane prANoM ke lie daur3a rahA thA, maiM kevala nAzte ke lie| pharka bhI to soco! merI AkAMkSA to kula nAzte kI thI, usake prANoM kA savAla thaa| to daur3a to barAbara nahIM thii| mila jAtA to ThIka, nahIM milA to koI bAta nhiiN| usake lie to mAmalA itanA AsAna nahIM thaa| vaisI hAlata pharIda ke nIce huI hogI usa dina usa AdamI kI, dubale-patale AdamI kii| pharIda to aisA uttara hI de rahe the, koI bar3A bhArI mAmalA nahIM thA, unake lie koI prANoM para bana nahIM AyI thI, lekina usa AdamI ke to prANoM para saMkaTa thaa| usane dugune majabUta AdamI ko pheMka diyaa| pharIda ne kahA, dekhI dhyAna kI tAkata? ekAgratA meM bar3I zakti hai| aura abhI to tumhArI ekAgratA kA sArA upayoga vAsanA kara rahI hai| abhI to tumhArA dhyAna vahIM laga jAtA hai jahAM tumhArI vAsanA kA tIra hotA hai| isa sUtra ko samajho aba: srvtraanvdhaansy| jisa vyakti ne apanI sArI vAsanAoM se mukti pA lI, aba usakA dhyAna kahAM lage? aba to dhyAna lagane kI koI jagaha na rhii| aba to pAne ko hI kucha na rahA, to dhyAna kahAM jAe! aba usakI koI ekAgratA nahIM, koI kanasanTrezana nahIM, kyoMki saba ekAgratA vAsanA kI chAyA hai| khayAla rakhanA, aSTAvakra kahate haiM, paramAtmA ko pAne kI vAsanA bhI vAsanA hai aura mokSa ko pAne kI vAsanA bhI vAsanA hai| jaba taka vAsanA hai taba taka dhyAna hai, jaba vAsanA hI nahIM taba dhyAna kaisA! to do zabda haiM aMgrejI meM. kanasanTrezana aura settriNg| knsnttreshn-ekaagrtaa| aura seMTariMga kA

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artha hotA hai, keNdrnn| jaba tuma kisI cIja para ekAgratA karate ho to jisa cIja para ekAgratA karate ho, vaha tumase bAhara hotI hai| to saba ekAgratA bahirgAmI hai, sAMsArika hai| aura jaba tumhAre citta kA kahIM bhI koI AvAgamana nahIM hotA, kahIM jA hI nahIM rahe, bahirgamana ruka gayA aura apane keMdra para baiTha gaye seMTariMga, keNdnn| keMdaNa kI avasthA asalI avasthA hai| ekAgratA asalI bAta nahIM hai| hai asalI baat| aba kahIM citta jAtA hI nhiiN| isakA hI eka upAMga udAsInatA hai| jaba citta kahIM nahIM jAtA to aba bAhara se udAsInatA ho gyii| yaha saMskRta zabda 'anavadhAnasya' - sarvatrAnavadhAnasya na kicidavAsanA hRdi-jisake hRdaya meM kiMcit bhI vAsanA na rahI, usakA saba taraha ke avadhAna se chuTakArA ho gyaa| aba usakI AMkheM kahIM bhI nahIM lagI haiN| muktAtmano vitRptasya tulanA kena jaayte| aura aisI dazA hI mukta hI dazA hai| isakI tulanA / ta hI dazA hai| isakI tulanA kisase kareM? kaise kareM 3: yaha atulanIya dazA hai| hama nijI ghara meM kirAyedAra se rahate rahe darda dila kA basa daro -dIvAra se kahate rahe dUra taka phailA huA eka reta kA sailAba-sA jisa tarapha sAgara samajha jaladhAra se bahate rahe yaha jisako tuma saMsAra kaha rahe ho aura bahe jA rahe ho-yaha pAnA, vaha pAnA, milatA kabhI kisI ko kucha yahAM! saba magamarIcikA hai| dUra taka phailA huA eka reta kA sailAba sA jisa tarapha sAgara samajha jaladhAra se bahate rahe aura isa sAgara meM, reta ke sAgara meM tuma choTI sI jaladhAra kI taraha apane dhyAna ko bahAe jA rahe ho ki yahAM kahIM sAgara hogA, mila jAegA, tRpti hogI, milana hogaa| kho jAoge isa marusthala meM! yahAM koI marUdayAna bhI nahIM hai| hama nijI ghara meM kirAyedAra se rahate rahe darda dila kA basa daro-dIvAra se kahate rahe aura tuma apane hI ghara meM aise raha rahe ho jaise kirAyedAra! tuma apane mAlika ho, yaha tumhArA maMdira hai, magara usa tarapha dhyAna nahIM jaataa| dhyAna to bAhara bhaTaka rahA hai| yaha dhyAna kA paMchI to saba jagaha jA rahA hai, sirpha bhItara nahIM aataa| anavadhAna kA artha huA, aba dhyAna kA paMchI kahIM nahIM jAtA, apane bhItara A gayA, tumane pahacAna liyA ki hama isa ghara ke mAlika haiM, gulAma nhiiN| mana bhaTakAtA hai, mana hameM gulAma banAtA hai, hama mana ke pAra haiN| jaise hI tumane yaha udaghoSaNA kI, tumhArI sArI bAhara kI daur3a samApta ho jaaegii| aura aisI dazA hI mukta kI dazA hai| 'vAsanArahita puruSa ke atirikta dUsarA kauna hai jo jAnatA huA bhI nahIM jAnatA hai dekhatA huA

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bhI nahIM dekhatA hai aura bolatA huA bhI nahIM bolatA hai|' jAnannapi na jAnAti pazyannapi na pshyti| bUvannapi na ca bUte kounyo nirvaasnaadRte|| aisA puruSa jisakI aba koI vAsanA nahIM, jise pAne ko kucha zeSa nahIM, jisane bhaviSya ko tyAga diyA, aba jisakA koI bhaviSya nahIM, jo yahAM aura abhI paritRpta, parituSTa, isa kSaNa jisakA mokSa hai, aisA jo vAsanArahita puruSa hai, usake atirikta dUsarA kauna hai jo jAnatA huA bhI nahIM jAnatA! aura aisA puruSa dekhatA bhI hai aura phira bhI dekhatA nahIM, kyoMki aba dekhane kI koI vAsanA nahIM rhii| sunatA hai aura sunatA nhiiN| aba sunane kI koI vAsanA nahIM rhii| chUtA hai aura chUtA nahIM, kyoMki chUne kI aba vAsanA nahIM rhii| eka suMdara strI buddha ke sAmane se nikalegI to aisA thor3e hI ki unheM dikhAyI nahIM paDegI! dikhAyI par3atI aura nahIM dikhAyI pdd'tii| bAta ko samajha lenaa| tuma to kaI daphe aisA karate ho ki suMdara strI jAtI hai to tuma dekhate hI nahIM usakI taraphA lekina tumhAre na dekhane meM bhI vaha dikhAyI par3atI hai| tuma aisA Akha curAte ho ki koI dekha na le ki ise dekha rahe the| yA tuma apane se bacanA cAhate ho ki yaha jhaMjhaTa meM na par3e, ise na dekheM tuma idhara-udhara Akha karate ho, lekina isase kyA pharka par3atA hai, tumhArI idhara-udhara hotI Akha se bhI tuma dekhate to usI ko ho| tumane dekha to liyA, tuma dekha to rahe hI ho| buddhapuruSa ke sAmane se koI strI nikalegI to dekhate haiM-Akha bhI nahIM chipAte, kyoMki Akha chipAne kA to koI prazna nahIM, kyA curAne kA kyA savAla hai jo Akha ke sAmane A jAtA hai dikhAyI par3atA hai, aura phira bhI nahIM dekhate kyoMki dekhane kI koI vAsanA nahIM hai| buddhapuruSa lauTakara nahIM dekhte| tuma lauTa-lauTakara dekhate ho| tuma dekhane meM bar3e Atura ho| buddhapuruSa kI AMkheM zUnyavata hotI haiN| darpaNa kI taraha hotI haiM, koI sAmane AyA to tasvIra bana jAtI hai, koI calA gayA to tasvIra miTa jAtI hai| phira darpaNa sUnA ho gyaa| koI pakar3a nahIM hai| __'vAsanArahita puruSa ke atirikta dUsarA kauna hai jo jAnatA huA bhI nahIM jAnatA hai dekhatA huA bhI nahIM dekhatA hai aura bolatA huA bhI nahIM bolatA hai|' brUvannapi na ca buute|| isIlie to kala maiMne tumase kahA ki buddha bole cAlIsa sAla, phira bhI nahIM bole| mahAvIra ke saMbaMdha meM digaMbara jainoM kI dhAraNA bar3I adabhuta hai| para samajha nahIM pAe digaMbara jaina bhii| digaMbara jainoM kI dhAraNA hai ki mahAvIra bole nahIM, bole hI nhiiN| isalie digaMbara jainoM ke pAsa koI zAstra nahIM hai| jo zAstra haiM ve zvetAMbara jainoM ke pAsa haiN| aura digaMbara jainoM kA una zAstroM meM koI bharosA nhiiN| kyoMki ve to mahAvIra to kabhI bole hI nahIM! ye zAstra tumane banA liye| ye saba banAe hue zAstra haiM, mahAvIra to cupa rhe| bAta to bar3I saca hai ki mahAvIra kabhI nahIM bole| aura phira bhI maiM tumase kahatA hUM ki zvetAMbaroM ke jo graMtha haiM ve jhUTha nahIM haiN|

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digaMbara bAta to bilakula ThIka kaha rahe haiM ki kabhI nahIM bole, lekina basa isako unhoMne jar3atA se pakar3a liyA ki kabhI nahIM bole| ve samajhe nahIM, unheM aSTAvakra kA yaha sUtra samajhanA caahie| isameM pUre mahAvIra ke jIvana kI vyAkhyA hai| bUvannapi na ca bUte / bolakara bhI nahIM bolatA hai| nahIM bolane kI bAta to saca hai, magara isako jar3atA se mata pakar3a lenA ki mauna rahatA hai| phira tuma cUka gye| phira tuma phira purAnI duniyA meM vApasa A gaye-bolane kA matalaba bolanA aura na bolane kA matalaba na bolnaa| aisI paramadazA meM viparIta mila jAte haiN| aura viparIta viparIta nahIM raha jaate| bolakara bhI nahIM bolatA hai| aura kabhI-kabhI nahIM bolakara bhI bolatA hai| kabhI-kabhI mauna se bhI bolatA hai| aura kabhI-kabhI zabda kA upayoga karake bhI mauna rahatA hai| isa parama muktAvasthA meM jo jo viparIta hai jagata meM, jahAM-jahAM dvaMdva hai, vaha saba samAhita ho jAtA hai, zAta ho jAtA hai| 'jisakI saba bhAvoM meM zobhana, azobhana buddhi galita ho gayI hai aura jo niSkAma hai, vahI zobhAyamAna hai cAhe vaha bhikhArI ho yA bhUpati / ' bhikSurvA bhUpatirvApi yo niSkAmaH sa zobhate / bhAvegu galitA yasya zobhanAzobhanA matiH / / na to aba aisI dazA meM kucha zobhana hai, aura na kucha ashobhn| na to kucha ziSTa hai aura na kucha aziSTa hai| na zubha, na ashubh| na karane yogya, na nA karane yogy| gaye dvaMdva, gaye dvaita, gaye ve bheda purAne ki yaha burA aura yaha bhalA, saba gaye bheda, aba to abheda hI bacA aura dhyAna karanA, abheda se jo janme vahI zobhAyukta hai| aba yaha bar3I vicAraNIya bAta hai| sAdhAraNataH tuma usako zobhAyukta kahate ho jo azobhana ke viparIta hai| tuma kahate ho, kaisA zobhana vyakti hai, kyoMki azobhana isameM kucha bhI nhiiN| lekina jisameM azobhana nahIM hai, usake lie zobhAyukta bane rahane meM ceSTA karanI pdd'egii| ceSTA kA artha huA, bhItara abhI maujUda hai, abhI dabAnA par3a rahA hai| tumane dekhA, striyoM ke sAmane puruSa bAta karate haiM to jyAdA zobhana DhaMga se karate haiN| ve kahate haiM, abhI striyAM maujUda haiN| striyoM ke haTate hI azobhana zurU ho jAtA hai| azobhana to bhItara par3A hai| beTe ke sAmane bApa bar3e zobhana DhaMga se vyavahAra karatA hai| apane mitroM ke sAtha to vaisA zobhana vyavahAra nahIM krtaa| mitroM meM to jaba taka gAlI-galauja na ho, taba taka mitratA hI kahAM! gAlI-galauja se hI patA calatA hai kitanI gaharI mitratA hai| mullA nasaruddIna ne rAha para calate eka AdamI kI pITha para jora se dhaula jamAyI aura kahA, kaho caMdUlAla, kaise ho? vaha AdamI gira par3A ekadama ! usa AdamI ne uThakara kahA ki bar3e miyAM, maiM caMdUlAla nahIM hUM! aura agara hoUM bhI, to kyA isa taraha dhakkA mArA jAtA hai ! to nasaruddIna ne kahA ki tuma kauna ho rokanevAle, caMdUlAla ko maiM kitane hI jora se dhakkA mArUM! tuma bIca meM bolanevAle kauna ho? aba vaha AdamI caMdUlAla hai bhI nahIM, dhakkA bhI khA gayA, magara vaha usakA mullA nasaruddIna

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kA kahanA bhI ThIka hai ki caMdUlAla ko maiM kitane hI jora se dhakkA mArUM, purAne dosta haiM, tuma bIca meM bolanevAle kauna hote ho? dostI kA patA taba calatA hai, jaba kucha azobhana bhI cle| dostI kaisI jahAM gAlI-galauja na ho| to hama to zobhana kA artha azobhana ke viparIta karate haiN| hama kahate haiM, phalAM AdamI kitanA zobhAyukta hai| lekina aSTAvakra kahate haiM, agara azobhana pIche par3A hai, dabA hai, pragaTa ho sakatA hai kisI avasara para, dabAyA gayA hai, ceSTA se rokA gayA hai, to miTa nahIM gayA hai, usakI chAyA par3atI hI rhegii| yaha parama zobhA kI dazA nahIM hai| parama zobhA kI dazA to vaha hai, aba yAda hI nahIM AtA hai ki kyA azobhana hai, kyA zobhana hai| sahaja dazA hI parama zobhA kI dazA hai| nisarga kI dazA / svasphUrta svacchaMdatA kI dazA / ise khayAla meM lenA, sArI duniyA meM bhArata ko chor3akara - jIvana kI vyavasthA ko dvaMdva meM hI bAMTA gayA hai, svarga nrk| bhArata eka aura nayA zabda rakhatA hai, mokSa sukha-dukha, bhArata eka tIsarA zabda lAtA hai, aanNd| durjana- sajjana, bhArata eka nayA zabda lAtA hai, jIvanamukta | sAdhu- asAdhu, bhArata eka nayA zabda lAtA hai, sNt| inakA pharka samajha lenaa| sAdhu kA artha saMta nahIM hotaa| sAdhu kA artha hai, jo asAdhu ke vipriit| aura saMta kA artha hotA hai, jahAM sAdhu asAdhu donoM ke pAra ho gyaa| svarga kA artha hotA hai, narka ke viparIta, magara narka se baMdhA / svarga se narka meM girane kI suvidhA hai| giregA hI, koI bhii| isalie purAne zAstra bhI yahI kahate haiM jaba svarga meM puNya cuka jAtA hai to AdamI ko giranA par3atA hai| apratiSThA ho jAtI hai svarga se / - svarga aura narka alaga- alaga nahIM haiN| viparIta haiM, jur3e haiN| mokSa, vahAM se phira girane kA koI upAya nhiiN| vahAM se phira apratiSThA nahIM hotii| aura jahAM se apratiSThA ho hI na sakatI ho, vahIM zobhA hai| jahAM se apratiSThA ho sakatI ho, vahAM kaisI zobhA ! jahAM se giranA ho sakatA ho, vahA pahuMcane kA kyA artha! isalie sArI duniyA ke dharma dvaMdva ke pAra nahIM gaye haiN| IsAiyata, islAma, yahUdI dharma svarga aura narka kI bAta karate haiM, lekina mokSa kI koI dhAraNA nahIM hai| padArtha aura paramAtmA kI bAta karate haiM, lekina brahma kI koI dhAraNA nahIM hai| bhArata kI khoja anUThI hai| jahAM-jahAM dvaMdva hai, bhArata vahAM eka tIsarI bAta kA bhI upayoga karatA hai| kyoMki bhArata kahatA hai, dvaMdva ke pAra eka tIsarI dazA hai| jahAM na AdamI sajjana hai, na durjana, vahAM saMtatva, vahA jiivnmukti| jahAM na burA, na bhalA, vahAM jiivnmukti| bure aura bhale to eka hI sikke ke do pahalU haiN| jahAM pUrA sikkA hI choDa diyA, vahIM saralatA / 'niSkapaTa, sarala aura kRtArtha yogI ko kahAM svacchaMdatA hai, kahAM saMkoca hai aura kahAM tatva kA nizcaya hai|' kya svAcchaMdya kya saMkoca: kya vA ttvvinishcy|

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nirvyAjArjavabhUtasya caritArthasya yoginH|| aisI dazA hai yogI kI aMtima dazA jahAM itanI niSkapaTatA ho gayI ki aba bure- bhale meM bhI bheda nahIM hotaa| zabha- azabha bhI aba bhinna nahIM mAlama hote| aba AMkheM itanI svaccha ho gayIM ki kAle bAdala to uThate hI nahIM AMkhoM ke AkAza meM, sapheda bAdala bhI nahIM uThate, zubhra bAdala bhI nahIM utthte| aba hAtha meM jaMjIreM lohe kI to rahIM hI nahIM, sone kI jaMjIreM bhI nahIM rhiiN| mukti parama huI 'niSkapaTa, sarala aura kRtArtha yogI ko kahAM svacchaMdatA!' aba eka aura adabhuta bAta kahate haiM Akhira- Akhira meN| aba ye sUtra aMtima caraNa le rahe haiM aura aSTAvakra AkhirI UMcAI bhara rahe haiM! aba taka unhoMne svacchaMdatA kA hI gIta gayA, aba kahate haiM, svacchaMdatA bhI kahAM! svacchaMdatA bhI to tabhI taka hai jaba taka hameM dUsare kA aura apane kA bheda hai. phAsalA hai! maiM aura tU kA bheda hai, to parataMtratA aura svtNtrtaa| para ke adhikAra meM rahe to parataMtratA, sva ke adhikAra meM rahe to svtNtrtaa| dUsare kA chaMda gAyA to parachaMda aura apanA chaMda gunagunAyA to svcchNd| lekina aba apanA-parAyA bhI kahAM! "niSkapaTa, sarala aura kRtArtha yogI ko kahAM svacchaMdatA!' aba unhoMne aba taka kI dhAraNA ko bhI khaMDita kiyaa| yahI bhArata kI anUThI khoja hai, neti-neti| yaha bhI nahIM, yaha bhI nahIM, yaha bhI nhiiN| aMtataH sabako niSedha kara denA hai, tAki vahI baca rahe jisakA niSedha na ho ske| vahI hai parama, vahI hai sty| 'kahAM svacchaMdatA, kahAM saMkoca aura kahAM tatva kA nizcaya!' aba taka isakA kitanA gIta gaayaa|'itittv nisvai: ', 'iti nisvai: / aba taka kitanA gIta gAyA isakA ki aisA jisako nizcaya ho gayA tatva kA, vahI jnyaanii| aura aba kahate haiM kya vA ttvnishcy| aba to vaha bAta bhI gyii| jaba anizcaya gayA, nizcaya bhI gyaa| aba to tatva kA nizcaya, yaha kahanA bhI ThIka nahIM, isameM bhI saMdeha mAlUma par3atA hai| jaba koI kahatA hai maiM bilakula nizcita hUM to tuma jAnanA ki thor3A saMdeha maujUda hogA jaba koI kahatA hai ki maiM bilakula dRr3ha hUM, to usakA matalaba hai thor3A kaMpA huA hai, nahIM to kyoM kahegA! jaba tumase koI kahatA hai, mujhe tumase bahuta-bahuta prema hai, to samajhanA ki kucha kama hogA nahIM to bahuta-bahuta kyoM kahata! mujhe prema hai, itane se bAta pUrI ho jAtI hai| bahuta bahuta se kucha jur3atA thor3e hI kucha ghaTatA hai| aura jaba koI AdamI bAra-bAra kahane lage ki maiM tumase nizcita prema karatA hUM, bilakula nizcita prema karatA hUM to saMdeha uThanA svAbhAvika hai ki yaha AdamI itanI bAra kyoM kahatA hai? eka bAra kaha diyA, ThIka hai; saca to yaha hai, ho to kahanA hI nahIM pdd'taa| ho to sAre jIvana se usakI suvAsa uThatI hai, kahanA thor3e hI par3atA hai| kahanA to vahI par3atA hai jo hama jIvana se nahIM kaha paate| aba tatva kA nizcaya kahA! anizcaya gayA, nizcaya gyaa| saba jA rahA hai, khayAla rkhnaa| jaise koI gaurIzaMkara kI yAtrA para calA hai aura bojha ko kama karanA par3a rahA hai| pahale bahuta sAmAna lekara

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cale the ki yaha bhI rakha leM-TrAMjisTara reDio bhI rakha leM, porTabaeNla TelIvijana bhI rakha leM aura tharmasa bhI aura bhojana bhI aura saba sAmAna lekara cale the aura kaimarA aura yaha, aba bojha bar3hane lgaa| pahAr3a kI UMcAI uThane lagI, aba dhIre- dhIre chor3anA pdd'egaa| eka-eka cIja chor3anI pdd'egii| aba chor3o yaha TelIvijana. aba nahIM DhoyA jA sktaa| aba choDo yaha TrAMjisTara reDiyo, aba chor3o yaha kaimarA bhI aise-aise, aise-aise, zAyada aMta taka tharmasa ko bacAnA pdd'e| lekina AkhirI kSaNa meM tharmasa bhI chor3a denI pdd'egii| aba isakI bhI kyA jarUrata, ghara A gayA! aba tharmasa bhI chodd'o| ___ jaba tuma bilakula nipaTa sarala akele, nagna bace, nirvastra, kucha bhI na hAtha meM rahA, zUnya bace vahIM, vahIM hai miln| nirvyaajaarjvbhuutsy| aba jisake mana meM koI kapaTa, koI davaMdava, koI cAla, koI hisAba, koI gaNita na rahAnirvyAja, Arjava-jo sIdhI rekhA jaisA sarala ho gyaa| irachA-tirachApana na rhaa| critaarthsyyoginH| aura jisake jIvana meM aMtasa AcaraNa bana gyaa| critaarthsyyoginH| jaisA bhItara, vaisA bAhara; jaisA bAhara, vaisA bhItara; yaha bAhara- bhItara kI bAta bhI gayI, aba na kucha bAhara, na kucha bhItara, aba eka hI bcaa| maiMne sunA hai, eka jaina sAdhu ne svapna dekhaa| dekhA svapna meM ki apane hAtha meM do UMce DaMDe lekara mokSa-mahala kI UparI maMjila para car3hane kA prayAsa kara rahA hai| lekina hAra-hAra jAtA hai, gira-gira jAtA hai| bAra-bAra apanI jagaha para lauTa AtA hai| kucha samajha nahIM AtA ki ar3acana kahAM ho rahI hai, uTha kyoM nahIM pAtA Upara? taba pAsa khar3e eka bujurga kI tarapha dekhA, jo khar3e haMsa rahe haiN| ve bujurga aura jora se haMsane lage aura unhoMne kahA ki tuma yaha kara kyA rahe ho! to usa jaina-sAdhu ne kahA, mere pAsa samyaka-jJAna aura samyaka darzana ke do DaMDe haiM, maiM inake sahAre mokSa-mahala kI UparI maMjila para pahuMcanA cAhatA ho lekina na-mAlUma kyA ar3acana ho rahI hai, maiM phisala-phisala A rahA huuN| DaMDe mere pAsa haiM, car3hAI nahIM ho pA rahI hai| Apa khar3e haMsate haiM! kucha mArgadarzana deN| bajarga ne kahA, samyaka-jJAna aura samyaka-darzana ke sahAre tama apane lakSya taka na pahaMca sakoge DaMDoM ke sahAre koI itanI UMcI car3hAI hotI hai! ye tumheM car3hane kA dhokhA to de sakate haiM, lekina lakSya dilAnA inakI sAmarthya ke bAhara hai| to vaha sAdhu bolA, phira maiM kyA karUM? inheM maiMne bar3I mehanata se prApta kiyA hai| janmoM -janmoM kI khoja se| aura ye bekAra haiM, tuma kahate ho! merA sArA zrama vyartha gayA? usa bujurga ne kahA nahIM, tumhArA zrama vyartha nahIM gayA, na vyartha jAegA, lekina samyaka-jJAna aura samyaka-darzana ke ina do khar3e DaMDoM meM samyaka cAritrya kI Ar3I sIDhiyAM lagA sako to bAta ho! abhI tumane jAnA, sunA, samajhA, lekina jIyA nhiiN| aura binA jIye koI sIr3hI thor3e hI banatI hai|

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vicAra se thor3e hI koI yAtrA hotI hai| mAtra vicAra se thor3e hI koI yAtrA hotI hai, astitva honA caahie| astitvavAna honA cAhie / jo aMtasa meM hai, vaha AcaraNa meN| jo bAhara hai vaha bhItara, jo bhItara hai vaha baahr| kAza, tuma samyaka - cArivya kI Ar3I DaMDiyAM ina do DaMDoM ke bIca meM lagA sako to sIDI bana jAe ! samyaka - zAna aura samyaka darzana ke do khar3e DaMDoM meM samyaka - cArinya kI Ar3I sIr3hiyA lagAne senasainI taiyAra ho sakatI hai| aura phira eka - eka kadama uThAkara tuma usa parama maMjila ko bhI pA sakate ho| caritArthasyayoginaH / jisake jIvana meM, jisake astitva meM saralatA samAviSTa ho gayI hai| pharka samajhanA / tuma Upara se Aropita karake bhI sajjana bana sakate ho| aise hI to tumhAre saba sajjana haiN| inake astitva meM saralatA nahIM, astitva meM to bar3I jaTilatA hai| bar3I cAlabAjI hai| astitva meM to bar3A gaNita hai, hisAba hai| astitva inakA niSkapaTa nahIM hai, Arjava nahIM hai inake astitva meN| maiM eka yAtrA meM thA aura eka bar3e sTezana para eka sAdhu ko loga chor3ane aae| vaha sAdhu ne kevala TATa lapeTA huA thA| aura kucha bhI na thA, aura eka TokarI thii| TokarI meM phala ityAdi rakha gaye the log| bar3I bhIr3a AyI thI unheM bhejne| jisa kaMpArTameMTa meM maiM thA, usI meM unako bhI biThA gaye the, hama donoM hI the| jaba Trena calI aura maiM Akha baMda karake leTa rahA to una sAdhu ne jaldI se apanI TokarI dekhI, phala gine| maiM dekhatA rahA unako thor3I-thor3I khola Akha ki kyA kara rahe haiM? jaldI se phala gine / aura phaloM ke nIce noTa chipAe hue the, ve noTa bhI gine / jaba vaha noTa gina rahe the to Akha kholakara maiM baiTha gayA, unhoMne jaldI se noTa chipA lie, maiM phira leTa gyaa| jaba maiM phira leTa gayA, unhoMne samajhA ki maiM phira so gayA, taba unhoMne phira apane noTa ginane zurU kiye| maiM phira uThakara baiTha gayA, maiM kahA, Apa bephikrI se gino, kyoMki noTa ginane meM koI pApa hI nahIM hai| aura phira Apake hI gi rahe ho, koI mere to Apa gina bhI nahIM rahe ho, isameM itanI becainI kyA hai? isako chipA kyoM rahe haiM? vaha bar3e becaina ho gaye, pasInA-pasInA ho gye| TATa or3he hue haiM phira unase merI bAtacIta huii| bhopAla jAte the vh| mujhase pUchA ki yaha Trena bhopAla kaba pahuMcegI maiMne kahA yaha cha: baje pahuMcegI, Apa bilakula nizcita soe / bIca-bIca meM Apa ciMtA mata karanA, kyoMki yaha DibbA vahIM kaTa jaaegaa| maiM bhI bhopAla cala rahA hU ra to Apa ghabaDAeM nhiiN| magara bAraha baje maiMne dekhA ki vaha khir3akI se kholakara, koI sTezana AyI hai, pUcha rahe haiM ki bhopAla kitanI dUra ? unheM mujha para bharosA nahIM AyA ki yaha AdamI kucha ajIba-sA mAlUma par3atA hai| jaba maiM noTa hUM ekadama baiTha jAtA hai aura mujhe noTa nahIM ginane detaa| patA nahIM, majAka kara rahA ho, ki jhUTha kaha rahA ho, ki saca kaha rahA yaha DibbA kaTe ki na kaTe ! jaba unheM maiMne tIna baje phira eka sTezana para. to maiMne kahA dekho, na tuma khuda sote ho na mujhe sone dete ho| tuma sAdhu AdamI tuma itanI-sI bAta kA bharosA nahIM kara sakate! aura tuma do daphe pUcha bhI cuke aura logoM ne tumheM batA diyA cha

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baje, aura yaha DibbA vahIM kaTegA, tuma bAhara jAkara dekha sakate ho, isa para likhA hai ki yaha DibbA vahIM kaTegA, phira bhI tumheM bharosA nahIM AtA! phira pAMca baje se unhoMne taiyArI zurU kara dii| taiyArI dekhakara maiM bar3A hairAna huA| kyoMki koI aura koI taiyArI kare, samajha meM AtA hai| aba inake pAsa taiyArI karane ko kucha thA bhI nhiiN| eka TATa lapeTe the, eka TATa TokarI meM rakhA huA thaa| magara unako maiMne dekhA ki vaha AIne ke sAmane khar3e hokara TATa jamA rahe haiM, bAra-bAra usako dekha rahe haiM ki ThIka A gayA ki nhiiN| kyA pharka huA? TATa bAMdhane se to saralatA nahIM ho jAegI! TATa bAMdhane meM bhI jaTilatA hai| daridra ho jAne se to saralatA nahIM ho jAegI! daridratA meM bhI lobha to chipA hai| sAdhu hone se saralatA to nahIM ho jAegI! kyoMki itanA bhI bharosA nahIM hai ki itane loga kaha rahe haiM ki cha: baje pahuMcegI, to phuNcegii| itanI kyA ghabar3AhaTa! aura sAdhu idhara-udhara calA bhI gayA Age-pIche to kyA pharka par3atA hai| hai bhI kyA, na pahuMce bhopAla to kyA bigar3atA hai! itanI kyA ghabar3AhaTa hai! nahIM lekina, hisAba-kitAba hai| aura vaha jo saralatA bhI hai, TATa bAMdha jo rakhA hai, usameM bhI Ayojana hai| aba tuma pharka smjhnaa| eka strI apane sAtha baiga rakhe hotI hai, AInA rakhe hotI hai, pAuDara rakhe hotI hai, samajha meM AtI hai baat| lekina isa veniTI baiga meM aura ina sajjana ke TATa ko saMbhAlane meM kyA bheda hai? Upara se bheda bar3A dikhatA hai! saMbhAlane ko makhamala nahIM hai, lekina TATa bhI saMbhAlA jA sakatA hai| TATa kA bhI zrRMgAra ho sakatA hai| TATa ke pIche bhI viziSTa hone kI AkAMkSA ho sakatI hai| to saba vyartha ho gyaa| niSkapaTa, sarala aura kRtArtha yogii.|' saralatA sAdhI nahIM jA sakatI, ceSTita nahIM ho sakatI, saralatA to samajha se Ae to hii| isalie aSTAvakra kA pUrA jora hai bodha para, hoza pr| samajho, jAgakara jIvana ko dekho aura saralatA apane - Apa AtI hai| tuma use Ayojita mata krnaa| Ayojita saralatA saralatA nahIM raha jaatii|' AtmA meM vizrAma kara tRpta hue aura nispRha aura zokarahita puruSa ke aMtasa meM jo anubhava hotA hai use kisako aura kaise kahA jAe!' bar3A anUThA vacana hai| AtmavizrAtitRptena nirAzena gtaartinaa| aMtaryadanubhUyeta tatkartha kasya kthyte|| jo apanI AtmA meM vizrAma ko upalabdha ho gayA, jo pahuMca gayA apane bhItara jo caitanya ke kSIrasAgara meM ho gayA, viSNu banakara leTa gayA aMtasa ke kSIrasAgara meM, jo vizrAma ko upalabdha ho gayA hai| aatmvishraatitRpten| aura vahIM hai tRpti-usI vizrAMti meM, usI virAma meM; usI virAma meM hai AnaMda, pritoss|

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nirAzena gtaartinaa| aura jo aba bAhara kI saba spRhA se, saba AzAoM se mukta ho gyaa| nirAzena gatArtinA aNtrydbhuuyet| aba usake bhItara aise-aise anubhava hoMge, aise -aise anubhava ke dvAra khuleMge aisA gIta bajegA, aisA nAda utthegaa.| tatkathaM kasya kthyte| ki aba use kisase kaheM aura kaise kaheM! aba na to koI pAtra milegA use jisase kaha ske| kyoMki jo bhI pAtra ho, usako kahane kI jarUrata na hogI; jo bhI pAtra hogA, vaha tabhI pAtra hogA jaba usane bhI usa nAda ko suna liyA ho, usako kyA kahanA, vaha to punarukti hogii| aura jisane abhI usa nAda ko nahIM sunA vaha apAtra hai, usase kyA kahanA, vaha to samajhegA nhiiN| use kisako aura kaise kahA jAe! tatkartha kasya kthyte| kaho to kaise! aura kaho to kisase kaho! koI pAtra nahIM miltaa| do buddhapuruSa mileM to bolane ko kucha nahIM kyoMki donoM kA anubhava eka hai, aba bolanA kyA! do buddhapuruSa to aise hoMge jaise tumane do zuddha darpaNa, zuddhatama darpaNa eka-dUsare ke sAmane rakha diye| koI pratibiMba na bnegaa| darpaNa meM darpaNa jhalakegA, kyA pratibiMba banegA! kucha bhI pratibiMba na bnegaa| do svacchatama darpaNa agara eka-dUsare ke sAmane rakhe hoM to kucha pratibiMba nahIM bnegaa| darpaNa meM darpaNa, darpaNa meM darpaNa jhalakatA rahegA, lekina pratibiMba kucha bhI na banegA, AkRti kucha bhI na utthegii| do buddhapuruSa agara mileM, to kaha sakate haiM, lekina kahane meM koI sAra nhiiN| __ aura agara buddhapuruSa ko azAnI se milana ho jAe, to kahane meM sAra hai, lekina kaha nahIM skte| sAra to hai! kyoMki yaha ajJAnI abhI jAnatA nahIM, ise agara janAyA jA sake to zAyada isake jIvana meM aMkuraNa ho, yAtrA zurU ho, pyAsa jage, magara kaise ise janAo! kyoMki jo anubhava huA hai vaha zabdAtIta hai| jo bhItara, bhItara, bhItara jAkara jAnA hai, vaha kucha aisA hai ki aba kisI iMgita meM baMdhatA nahIM, kisI zabda meM samAtA nahIM, kisI DhaMga se use kahA nahIM jA sktaa| akathya hai| aNtrydnubhuuyet| jo bhItara jAnA hai use bAhara lAne kA upAya nhiiN| vaha bhItara kA hai aura bhItara hI hai aura bAhara nahIM aataa| bAhara lAo ki gar3abar3a ho jAtI hai| aisA samajho ki sAgara ke bhItara kitanI zAti hai, eka bhI lahara nahIM utthtii| aba usa zAti ko tuma bAhara le Ao sataha para to lahara hI lahara ho jAtI hai| yaha zAMti bAhara nahIM lAyI jA sakatI, vaha to tuma jAo sAgara kI gaharAI meM to hI jaanoge| laharoM ke jagata meM sAgara kI gaharAI ko kaise lAeM? vaha bhI lahara ho jAegI, vaha bhI bAhara bana kara bikhara jaaegii| zabda ke tala para use kaise lAeM jo zUnya meM jAnA gayA hai? jo miTakara jAnA gayA hai, jo na hokara jAnA gayA hai| jahAM saba neti neti

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karate-karate jo bodha huA aba use phira kaise bhASA aura dvaMdva ke jagata meM pragaTa kareM! to aSTAvakra kahate haiM, AtmavizrAtitRptena ho jAtA hai tRpta AtmA meM vizrAMti ko pAkara / nirAzena gatArtinA / saba saMsAra kI AzA se mukta, spRhA se mukta, zoka se rahita, para bar3I ar3acana hotI hai| eka ar3acana hotI hai jJAnI ko bhI, eka ar3acana hI hotI hai basa ki aba jo milA hai ise kaise bAMTe ? aba jo pA liyA, use kaise phailAeM? kaise nivedana kareM? jo aMdhere meM bhaTaka rahe haiM, unheM yaha prakAza kI khabara kaise pahuMcAeM? aMtaryadanubhUyeA itane bhItara kA anubhava kaise bAhara laaeN| tatkathaM kasya kathyate / kisase kaheM? ve kAna kahAM jo suneNge| ve AMkheM kahAM jo dekheMgI? ve prANa kahAM jo samajheMge? kisase kaheM? aura agara kabhI koI jAnane-samajhane vAlA mila jAe, to kahane kA koI artha nhiiN| aisI duvidhA hai paramabuddhoM kii| basa eka hI duvidhA raha jAtI hai buddhatva meM aura vaha duvidhA hai, jo milA hai use kaise bAMTe ? vaha duvidhA bhI karuNA kI duvidhA hai| Aja itanA hii|

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dinAMka 3 pharavarI, 1977; zrI ozo Azrama, pUnA / prazna sAraH pahalA prazna : mana mUrcchA hai- (pravacana - nauvAM ) maiM sAkSIbhAva ko jagAne ke lie AtmavizleSaNa, 'iMTraoNspekyAnaM karatA huuN| kyA yaha pahale kadama ke rUpa meM sahI hai ? kRpApUrvaka smjhaaeN| AtmavizleSaNa to vicAra kI prakriyA hai, aura sAkSI hai nirvicAra kI dazA / vicAra se nirvicAra ke lie koI mArga nahIM jaataa| vicAra ko chor3ane se nirvicAra kA avataraNa hotA hai| to AtmavizleSaNa to kataI sahI mArga nahIM hai, agara sAkSI bananA hai| vizleSaNa kA to artha huA, socanA / sAkSI kA artha hotA hai, binA soce dekhanA / mAtra jAgakara dekhnaa| eka vicAra uThA mana meM, vizleSaNa to tatkSaNa nirNaya letA hai- acchA hai vicAra, burA hai vicAra, karane yogya , na karane yogya hai ! isa vicAra meM paDUM ? na paDUM ? ise haTAUM, yA sajAUM, saMvArUM, siMhAsana para biThAUM? eka to vicAra uThA, utanA hI kAphI thA tumheM bhaTakAne ke lie, aba aura vicAra para vicAra utthe| tumane aura jAla bar3hA liyaa| tuma aura jaMjAla meM pdd'e| ye sIr3hI sAkSI kI ora jAne kI na huI, sAkSI se dUra jAne kI huii| tumane viparIta dizA pakar3a lii| aba tuma kyA karoge? ye jo vicAra uThe vicAra ke prati, agara inakA bhI tuma vizleSaNa karo to aura vicAra uttheNge| to vizleSaNa agara ThIka-ThIka AtyaMtika rUpa se kiyA jAe to tuma vikSipta ho jaaoge| kyoMki vizleSaNa kA to koI aMta nahIM hai| eka vicAra ko vizleSaNa karane ke lie aura vicAra cAhie, una vicAroM ko vizleSaNa karane ke lie phira aura vicAra cAhie, phira vicAra ke pIche vicAra, phira to tuma eka jaMgala khar3A kara loge vicAroM kA / aura tuma kahAM usameM kho jAoge, patA bhI na clegaa| eka hI vicAra DubAne ko kAphI hai, cunna bhara pAnI DubAne ko kAphI hai, tumane sAgara khar3A kara liyaa| tuma bhaTaka hI jAoge / AtmavizleSaNa sAkSI kA mArga nahIM hai| isalie pazcima sAkSI kI dhAraNA ko upalabdha nahIM

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kara paayaa| AtmavizleSaNa to pazcima ne bahuta kiyA hai| pazcima kI sArI vidhiyAM AtmavizleSaNa kI haiN| aura AtmavizleSaNa aura sAkSI meM maulika bheda hai| sAkSI kA artha hai, aba hama kucha na kareMge, sirpha dekheMge, mAtra dekheNge| Akha bhara hokara raha jaaeNge| Akha meM jarA-sA bhI halana-calana na hone deNge| burA hai vicAra ki bhalA hai, itanI bhI rekhA na khiiNceNge| zabha aura azabha kA bhI ciMtana na kareMge vizleSaNa to bahuta dUra uThegA vicAra to dekhate raheMge, koI nirNaya na leNge| ho, na ho; uThe, na uThe; aisA pakSapAta bhI na kreNge| sAkSI kA kyA pakSapAta! corI kA vicAra uThA to sAkSI meM aise hI tuma jAgakara dekhate rahoge jaise mokSa kA vicAra uThA, koI bheda nahIM hai| isalie to aSTAvakra bAra-bAra kahate haiM, zubha aura azubha ke pAra, zobhana-azobhana ke pAra, sAdhu- asAdhutA ke pAra, saMsAra aura mokSa ke pAra, bhoga aura yoga ke paar| vaha jo atikramaNa karanevAlI cetanA kI dazA hai, usameM koI vizleSaNa nhiiN| kyoMki vizleSaNa to mana se hotA hai| vizleSaNa kI prakriyA to mana kI hI prakriyA hai| yaha to mana kA hI khela hai| yaha to tuma mana meM aura burI taraha utarate jAoge| yaha to cUkanA hai, pahuMcanA nhiiN| maikadA hai yaha samajhabUjha ke pInA aiM riMda koI girate hue pakar3egA na bAjU terA maikadA hai yaha..... ye vicAra to zarAba kI taraha bhulA lene vAle haiN| zarAbaghara hai| mana mUrchA hai, behozI hai| maikadA hai yaha samajhabUjha ke pInA ai riMda vicAra ko jaba pIne calo to bahuta soca-samajha kr| oMTha se lagAyA ki khatarA hai| kyoMki eka vicAra ke pIche dUsarA A rahA hai| eka zrRMkhalA hai| aisI zrRMkhalA, jisakA koI aMta nhiiN| maikadA hai yaha samajhabUjha ke pInA ai riMda koI girate hue pakar3egA na bAjU terA aura agara vicAroM meM gire, to phira koI pakar3ane vAlA nahIM hai| kyoMki jo pakar3a sakatA thA, vahI gira gyaa| jo saMbhala sakatA thA, vahI gira gyaa| sAkSI hai nirvicAra dshaa| vizleSaNa nahIM, saMzleSaNa nahIM, ciMtana nahIM, manana nahIM, mAtra jaagrnn| bodha maatr| kabhI-kabhI tuma prayoga kro| kabhI-kabhI Akha baMda kara lo aura apane mana ko kaho ki tU jo cAhe kr| tujhe jo vicAra uThAne haiM, vaha utthaa| saMkoca na kara, bare - bhale kI bhI phikra mata kara, aba taka dabA dabA rahA-yaha uThA, yaha na uThA-aba tU uThA jo tujhe uThAnA hai| saba lahareM utthaa| hama to taTa para baiTha gaye, taTastha ho gye| hama to kUTastha ho gye| hama to baiThakara dekheMge terI liilaa| tU naac| hama dekheNge| mana se kaha do ki tU nAca aura bharapUra nAca aura jaisA nAcanA hai vaisA nAca-suMdara, asuMdara; zlIla, azlIla, jaisA bhI, hama dekheNge| aura tuma bar3e cakita ho jaaoge| jaise hI tuma yaha kahakara baiThoge dekhane ko, tuma pAoge mana calatA hI nahIM, sarakatA hI nhiiN| mA

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eka vicAra-taraMga nahIM utthtii| kucha kSaNoM ko to mana ekadama stabdha raha jaaegaa| tuma karake dekhanA jo maiM kaha rahA huuN| Aja hI karake dekhnaa| kucha kSaNa ko to mana bilakula stabdha raha jaaegaa| kyoMki usa ghar3I meM sAkSI bahuta saghana hogA tAjA-tAjA hogaa| sAkSI ke sAmane mana kabhI khar3A ho pAyA? sAkSI kI gairamaujUdagI mana hai| jaba sAkSI pragADha hotA hai, to mana zUnya hotA hai| jaba sAkSI soyA hotA hai, taba mana khUba khulakara khelatA hai| dekhate nahIM, subaha jaba nIMda TUTatI hai, sapanA tatkSaNa baMda ho jAtA hai| aisA thor3e hI hai ki nIMda TUTa gayI, phira sapane ko pakar3a-pakar3a kara baMda karanA par3atA hai| ki aba nIMda TUTa gayI, aba sapane __ ko kahanA par3atA hai ki aba tU baMda ho jaa| subaha nIMda TUTI, idhara nIMda TUTI udhara sapanA tirohita hone lgaa| dhueM kI rekhA kI taraha kho jAtA hai| kyA hotA hai? tuma jaage| to nIMda ke kAraNa jo bana rahA thA vaha kho gyaa| ThIka aisI hI ghaTanA aMtarjAgaraNa meM hotI hai| jaise hI tuma jAgakara baiThe, tumane kahA maiM bailUMgA, dekhUgA, sAkSI banatA hUM, vaise hI tuma pAoge mana gyaa| mana mUrchA hai| eka taraha kA sapanA hai| isIlie to aSTAvakra kahate haiM, sArA saMsAra sapanA hai| aura isa saMsAra kA mUla AdhAra tumhAre mana meM hai| tumhAre mana meM sapane kA mUla AdhAra hai| soe-soe tumane jo dekhA hai, vahI saMsAra hai| jAgakara dekhoge to paramAtmA ke atirikta aura kucha bhI nahIM hai| to baiThakara kSaNa bhara ko, saba UrjA ikaTThI karake, saMgrahIta karake, saMgaThita karake, eka pragAr3ha caitanya banakara- thor3I hI dera raha pAoge tuma utanI pragAr3hatA meM, kSaNa, do kSaNa-magara una do kSaNa meM bhI svAda A jaaegaa| jyAdA dera na TikegI yaha pragAr3hatA, kyoMki tumheM isakA abhyAsa nahIM hai, tumheM abhyAsa to sone kA hai, do kSaNa, tIna kSaNa aura tuma phira jhapakI khAne lgoge| idhara tumane jhapakI khAyI, udhara mana uThA, vicAra cle| jaise hI vicAra cale, samajha jAnA ki jhapakI khA gaye, yaha sapanA uTha aayaa| yaha sapanA pratIka hai ki tuma jhapakI khA gaye, sAkSI kho gyaa| taba phira eka jhaTakA apane ko denA aura kahanA ki ThIka, aba maiM phira baiThatA hUM, aba tU phira cl| jaba-jaba tuma saMbhalakara baiThoge taba-taba tuma pAoge mana baMda ho jAtA hai| aura jaba-jaba tuma hoza kho doge taba-taba tuma pAoge mana phira zurU ho jAtA hai| vizleSaNa kisakA karoge? sAkSI ke sAmane to mana hotA hI nahIM, vizleSaNa kisakA karegA? Tebala para marIja hI nahIM rahatA, ekadama nadArada ho jAtA hai| jaise hI sAkSI khoyA, vaise hI mriij| __ise aisA samajho, tuma jaba soe hue ho to tumhAre usa soepana kA nAma mana hai| tuma jaba jAge hue ho, taba tumhAre jAgepana kA nAma sAkSI hai| aisA samajho ki jaba tuma jAge ho, taba tuma sarjana aura jaba tuma soe ho, tuma mriij| marIja kI taraha tumhIM leTate Tebala para Aparezana kI pratIkSA karate, lekina taba sarjana nahIM rhtaa| yahAM do to haiM nhiiN| to baiThA hai marIja, leTA hai aura rAstA dekhatA hai, sarjana nahIM hai| jaba vicAra hotA hai, to draSTA nahIM hotaa| aura jaba sarjana maujUda hotA hai, draSTA hotA hai to marIja nahIM hotA, vicAra nahIM hotaa| vizleSaNa karoge kisakA? vizleSaNa to taba ho sakatA

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hai jaba draSTA aura vicAra donoM sAtha hoN| Aparezana karoge kisakA? kaise karoge? ye do to nahIM haiN| eka hI hai| to yA to mana hotA hai, yA sAkSI hotA hai| vizleSaNa zabda bar3A khataranAka hai| isakA matalaba yaha hotA hai ki tuma ho aura mana bhI hai, donoM sAtha-sAtha khar3e haiN| aisA kabhI huA nhiiN| yaha to aisA huA jaise ki ghara meM aMdherA thA, bar3A aMdherA thA aura mAlika ne apane naukara mullA nasaruddIna ko kahA ki jarA bhItara jAkara dekhakara A, aMdherA hai yA nahIM? usane kahA mAlika, jarA lAlaTena jalA lUM! to usa mAlika ne kahA ki aMdhere ko dekhane ke lie lAlaTena kI kyA jarUrata hai? kaMjUsa AdamI, usane kahA, nAhaka tela kharAba karegA, dekhakara A! para usane kahA, binA lAlaTena ke dekhUMgA kaise? lAlaTena jalA luuN| lAlaTena jalA lI, nahIM mAnA, lAlaTena jalAkara gayA dekhane-aba lAlaTena jalAkara jAoge to aMdherA kahAM milegA ! lauTakara A gyaa| bolA, mAlika, aMdherA bilakula nahIM hai| maiM bilakula dekha AyA, kone-kone meM dekha AyA, lAlaTena jalAkara dekha AyA, cUka ho nahIM sktii| lAlaTena jalAkara dekhane jAoge to aMdherA mila nahIM sktaa| isIlie to dhyAnI ko vicAra kabhI milA nhiiN| jaba dhyAna huA, jyoti jalI, vicAra nahIM / vicAra to aMdhere kI taraha haiN| jaba na rahA, jyoti na rahI, taba khUba ghanA aMdherA hai| vicAra hI vicAra haiN| to vizleSaNa meM tuma yaha mata socanA ki sAkSI paidA ho rahA hai| vizleSaNa meM to eka vicAra dUsare vicAra kI TAMga khIMca rahA hai| vaha dUsarA vicAra bhI vicAra hI hai| vizleSaNa kisakA kara rahe ho? vicAra hI vicAra ko kataranI kI taraha kATa rahA hai| tuma to maujUda nahIM ho| tuma maujUda ho jAo to vizleSaNa karane ko kucha bacatA hI nahIM / pUraba aura pazcima: kA yahI pharka hai| pazcima meM dhyAna ke nAma se jo calatA rahA hai, vaha kaMTephlezana hai| ciMtana, manana / pazcima se loga Ate haiM aura unako kaho ki dhyAna karo to ve kahate haiM, kisa para dhyAna kareM? svabhAvataH, dhyAna kA matalaba hI unake lie hotA hai-kisa pr| koI viSaya caahie| unako yaha bAta eka kadama se samajhane meM bar3I kaThina hotI hai ki dhyAna kA matalaba hI hotA hai, nirviSaya | kisa para, yaha bAta hI galata hai| jaba taka kucha maujUda hai taba taka dhyAna nhiiN| jaba kucha bhI maujUda nahIM hai, zUnyAkAra vRtti, taba dhyAna / to bajAya tuma vicAra meM ulajhane ke jAgo / mana baDA cAlAka hai| vaha kahatA hai, calo, vizleSaNa kareM; lekina vizleSaNa bhI kisa cIja kA karegA? mullA nasaruddIna ne apane beTe se kahA, philma dekhane mata jAnA, bar3I gaMdI philma lagI hai| aura gayA to ThIka na hogaa| aba yaha to ukasAvA ho gyaa| beTe ko khayAla bhI nahIM thA philma meM jAne kA, yaha bApa ne aura ukasAvA de diyaa| to vaha pahuMca gyaa| aura jaba nikala rahA thA bAhara to hai Apako kyA milA usako, kyA dekhane milA? mullA nasaruddIna bhI nikala rahA thA bAhara / to usa beTe ne kahA, are pitAjI, Apa ! nasaruddIna eka kSaNa to ThiThakA, phira usane kahA, isIlie dekhane AyA thA ki yaha baccoM ke

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dekhane lAyaka hai yA nahIM? agara ho dekhane lAyaka to tujhase kaha dUMgA ki dekha A / tuma agara vizleSaNa bhI karoge to vizleSaNa ke nAma para bhI tuma karoge kyA? vahI tasvIreM dekhoge jo tasvIreM pahale aura kisI nAma se dekhI thiiN| aba isa bahAne dekhoge ki vizleSaNa kara rahe haiN| vahI uThegI kAmavAsanA / aba tuma kAmavAsanA kI prakriyA meM utarakara karoge kyA ? hogA kyA? vahI uThegA krodha, vahI hogA lobha, aba naye nAma se vizleSaNa ! tuma DUboge unhIM gaMdagiyoM meM phira / yaha dhokhA tuma kisako de rahe ho? kAmavAsanA kA vizleSaNa karate-karate tuma kAmavAsanA se hI bhara jaaoge| kyoMki jisa bAta kA tuma bahuta vicAra karoge vahI bAta tumhAre bhItara praviSTa hotI calI jAtI hai| jisakA tuma bahuta dera sAtha-saMga karoge, usakA pariNAma hogA, usakA prabhAva hogA, usameM tuma raMga jaaoge| aura jitane raMgoge, utane socoge aura vizleSaNa karUM, aura vizleSaNa karUM; yaha vizleSaNa aisA hI hai jaise koI khAja ko khujlaae| khujalAne se khAja miTatI nahIM aura bar3hatI hai| bar3hatI hai to aura khujalAnA par3atA hai, aura khujalAnA par3atA hai to aura bar3hatI hai, aura bar3hatI hai to aura khujalAnA par3atA hai, duSTa-cakra paidA ho jAtA hai| yaha to aisA hI hai jaise koI ghAva ko bAra-bAra kureda kara dekhe ki abhI taka bharA yA nahIM? aba tuma kureda kara dekhoge to bharegA kaise ! chor3o, vicAra kA koI mUlya hI nahIM hai, do kaur3I kA hai| isakA vizleSaNa bhI kyA krnaa| kacare kA vizleSaNa bhI kyA karanA! vyartha kA vizleSaNa bhI kyA karanA ! yaha koI bar3I bahumUlya vastu thor3e hI hai, jisakA vizleSaNa karo, baiThakara hisAba-kitAba lgaao| ise ikaTThA pheMka dene jaisA hai| dhyAna kA artha hotA hai, jAna liyA isa bAta ko ki vicAra se kucha milatA nhiiN| aba aura vizleSaNa karane kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| AtmavizleSaNa kauna karegA rU abhI AtmA hai kahAM? abhI to eka vicAra dUsare vicAra ko todd'egaa| vicAra se vicAra lar3A doge tum| isase baDA kolAhala mcegaa| tuma aura bhI azAMta ho jaaoge| nahIM, isa jhaMjhaTa meM mata par3anA / bahuta bAra to yaha AtmavizleSaNa tumheM pAgala banA de sakatA hai| pUraba kucha aura bAta khojA hai, jAgo! tuma cakita hooge, jApAna meM jhena AzramoM meM pAgaloM ke ilAja ke lie sadiyoM se eka kAma upayoga meM lAyA jAtA rahA hai| aba to pazcima se bhI manasvida pahuMcate haiM adhyayana karane, kyoMki unako bharosA nahIM hotA ki yaha ho kaise sakatA hai! pazcima meM to pAgala AdamI kA manovizleSaNa varSoM taka karake bhI kucha khAsa lAbha nahIM hotaa| choTe-moTe pharka hote haiN| koI maulika pharka nahIM par3atA / eka AdamI kA manovizleSaNa tIna sAla taka huA aura tIna sAla ke bAda jaba kisI ne usase pUchA ki kaho, manovizleSaNa se kitanA lAbha huA? usane kahA, kAphI lAbha huaa| to pUchane vAle ne pUchA ki kyA zarAba pIne kI jo tumhArI vikSipta Adata thI, vaha chUTa gayI? usane kahA, Adata to nahIM chUTI, lekina aba pahale jo aparAdha - bhAva mAlUma hotA thA, vaha mAlUma nahIM hotaa| vaha aparAdhabhAva chUTa gyaa| vaha jo gilTa mAlUma hotI thI ki kucha burA kara rahe haiM, vaha bAta chUTa gayI / aura phira, eka bAta meM aura pharka par3A ki pahale maiM zarAbaghara pahuMca jAtA thA, jaba zarAbaghara baMda hotA taba bhI pahuMca

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jAtA thA, aba tabhI paha hUM jaba khulA hotA hai pahale to aisA hotA thA, ravivAra ko baMda hai taba bhI maiM pahuMca jAtA thA vaha pAgalapana aba chUTa gyaa| aba to jaba khulA hotA hai tabhI jAtA huuN| ye koI pharka hue| choTe -moTe sudhAra kho| kisI bar3e mUlya ke nhiiN| jhena AzramoM meM pAgala AdamI ko koI vizleSaNa nahIM krte| use dUra Azrama ke kone meM eka kamare meM rakha dete haiM, eka jhopar3e meM rakha dete haiN| usase koI bolatA bhI nhiiN| usa para koI jyAdA dhyAna bhI nahIM dete| kyoMki jhena phakIra kahate haiM, pAgala para jyAdA dhyAna dene se usake pAgalapana ko bhojana milatA hai| usako majA AtA hai ki itane loga dhyAna de rahe haiM! usako dhyAna dene kI jarUrata nahIM, kyoMki dhyAna bar3A sUkSma bhojana hai| ho sakatA hai vaha pAgalapana isIlie dikhalA rahA hai ki dhyAna pAne kA yahI eka upAya hai usake pAsa, aura koI upAya nhiiN| koI rAjanetA banakara dhyAna pA letA hai, koI pAgala banakara dhyAna pA letA hai, haiM saba pAgalapana kI baateN| koI dhana ikaTThA karake dhyAna pA letA hai, koI AdamI naMgA khar3A hokara, phakIra hokara dhyAna pA letA hai, lekina haiM saba pAgalapana kI baateN| dUsare se jaba taka tuma dhyAna pAne kI AkAMkSA kara rahe ho, taba taka tuma hoza meM nahIM ho| hoza vAlA AdamI dUsare se dhyAna kI AkAMkSA nahIM karatA, apane bhItara dhyAna ko jagAtA hai| pharka samajha lenaa| Amataura se tuma dUsare se dhyAna pAne kI AkAMkSA karate ho| isIlie to striyAM khar3I haiM darpaNa ke sAmane ghNttoN| mullA nasaruddIna eka dina makkhiyAM mAra rahA thA, ekadama cillAyA ki do mAdA makkhiyAM mAra DAlI aura do nara! patnI ne kahA, hada ho gayI, tumane jAnA kaise ki do makkhiyAM mAdA thIM aura do nara thIM? usane kahA ki jo nara the ve akhabAra para baiThe the aura jo mAdAeM thIM ve darpaNa para baiThI thiiN| isase sApha hai| ghaMTe bhara se dekha rahA hUM ki do makkhiyAM basa darpaNa para hI baiThI haiN| mAdA honI caahie| striyAM darpaNa ke sAmane saja rahI haiM, saMvara rahI haiM, kisalie? kisI kA dhyAna AkarSita ho jaae| aba ye bar3I ulTI bAteM haiN| khUba saja-saMvara kara nikaleMgI, AkAMkSA bhItara yahI hai acetana kI ki kisI kA dhyAna AkarSita ho| phira koI dhakkA de degA to nArAja bhI hotI haiN| aba yaha bar3I behUdI bAta hai| dhakke koI na de, koI dekhe na, to dukh| koI dekha le aura dhakkA de de, koI pIche laga jAe, to dukh| AdamI bar3A bebUjha hai| loga DhaMga-DhaMga kI vyavasthAeM juTAte haiM, kaise dhyAna AkarSita ho jaae| raoNbarTa riple amarIkA kA eka bahuta prasiddha AdamI huA usako prasiddha honA thA to usane Adhe bAla ghoTa DAle-Adhe sira ke| tIna dina ke bhItara pUre amarIkA meM usakA nAma ho gyaa| kyoMki sAre akhabAroM meM phoTo chapa gayA, akhabAra ke loga Ane lage usase pUchane ki yaha Apane kyoM kiyA? kyA bAta hai? isake pIche rAja kyA hai? usane eka sarkasa se hAthI kharIda liyA aura hAthI para baiThakara nyUyaoNrka meM ghUma gayA AdhA sira ghuTA aura hAthI para baitthaa| aura hAthI para bar3e -bar3e akSaroM meM likhA hai -raoNbarTa riple| baccA-baccA jAna gayA, ghara-ghara se loga nikalakara A gaye dekhane ki mAmalA kyA

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hai| aura usase pUchA, to usane kahA, kucha nahIM, maiM prasiddha honA cAhatA thA / aura vaha prasiddha ho gayA / aba tuma dekhate ho, mujhe bhI usakA nAma mAlUma hai| nahIM to raoNbarTa riple kA nAma mAlUma hone kA mujhe koI kAraNa nahIM hai| usane kucha aura kiyA hI nahIM sivAya iske| magara phira usane aisI kaI bAteM kIM, jaba usako eka daphA tarakIba hAtha laga gyii| to kaI bAteM kiiN| usane eka bar3A darpaNa apane sAmane bAMdha liyA aura ulTA calakara pUre amarIkA kI yAtrA kii| darpaNa sAmane, darpaNa meM dekhe pIche kA rAstA aura cale ulttaa| vaha bar3A prasiddha ho gyaa| jaba vaha marane ke karIba thA, to usane apane presa ejeMTa ko kahA- aba to usakI baDI khyAti ho gayI thI, usake pAsa presa ejeMTa aura saba vyavasthA thI aura kula kAma usakA isI taraha kA thA, kucha ulTA-sIdhA karanA - usane apane presa ejeMTa ko kahA ki khabara kara do, riple mara gayA / para usane kahA ki abhI tuma jiMdA ho| usane kahA maiM apanI akhabAra meM khabara par3hanA cAhatA hUM marane kii| mara to maiM jAUMgA, DaoNkTara kahate haiM caubIsa ghaMTe se jyAdA jI nahIM sktaa| to maiM AkhirI kAma yaha karanA cAhatA hUM ki maiM dekhanA cAhatA hUM, akhabAra mere marane ke bAda mere saMbaMdha meM kyA likheNge| prazaMsA kareMge, niMdA kareMge, eDIToriyala likhe jAeMge ki nahIM, kauna kyA kahegA? rAjanetA bolate ki nahIM, kyA hotA hai? vaha maiM dekhanA cAhatA huu| aura maiM AkhirI khabara bhI duniyA meM paidA karanA cAhatA hUM vaha maiM tumheM pIche batAUMgA tuma abhI to sUcanA kara do| akhabAroM ko khabara de dI gayI, saba akhabAra chapa gaye, phoTo chapa gaye ki riple mara gayA / aura zAma ko usane akhabAra par3he, akhabAra bar3hate hue phoTe utaravAyI - apane marane kI khabara par3hate hue raoNbarTa riple| aura usane dUsarI khabara dI ki aba dUsarI khabara de do ki raoNbarTa riple manuSya jAti kA pahalA AdamI jisane apane marane kI khabara khuda pddh'ii| par3egA bhI koI kaise! taba mraa| yaha AkhirI khabara duniyA meM chapavAkara marA / jaba barnArDa zaoN ko nobala prAija milI to usane inakAra kara diyaa| pahale to nobala prAija milI, isakI khabara chapI, sAre duniyA ke akhabAroM meN| phira usane inakAra kara diyA, isakI khabara chpii| vaha duniyA kA pahalA AdamI thA jisane nobala prAija inakAra kiyaa| aura bar3I khabara chpii| ki aisA to kabhI huA nahIM| koI nobala prAija inakAra karatA hai! aura usane jo vaktavya diyA, usameM kahA ki aba maiM kA ho gayA, jaba maiM javAna thA taba milatI to mujhe kucha sukha hotA| aba to kinhIM baccoM ko do! aba to maiM usa jagaha ke pAra A gayA, jahAM nobala prAija kA koI matalaba nahIM hotaa| yaha zAna batAyI usane ! yaha chpii| yaha to samrATa kA apamAna hai, svIDana ke samrATa kA / usakI tarapha se sammAna milatA hai nobala prAija kA, kabhI kisI ne inakAra kiyA nahIM thA, yaha pahalA hI upadrava khar3A huA| sArI duniyA se dabAva DAlA gayA, iMglaiMDa ke rAjA ne dabAva DAlA aura bar3e - bar3e rAjanetAoM ne dabAva DAlA ki svIkAra karo, yaha to apamAna hai| cAhe svIkAra karake phira tuma dAna kara denA yaha dhanarAzi | to isa bar3e dabAva meM, bar3I majabUrI meM usane svIkAra kiyA, aba akhabAroM meM khabara chapI ki

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vaha rAjI ho gayA, usane svIkAra kara liyaa| svIkAra karake usane tatkSaNa - eka hAtha se dastakhata kiyA svIkAra kA aura dUsare hAtha se dAna kara diyA, pUrI dhanarAzi, koI dasa lAkha rupaye kI dhanarAzi dAna kara dii| vaha akhabAroM meM khabara chapI ki, bar3A daanii| aura AkhirI khabara yaha chapI ki vaha dAna jisako kiyA hai, vaha saMsthA kucha aura nahIM usakI hI saMsthA hai, vaha khuda hI eka meMbara haiM usake / aise isa hAtha se dekara apane ko hI le lii| aura jaba usase pUchA gayA, yaha saba jAla kyoM kiyA? to usane kahA ki nobala prAija milatI, eka daphe chapakara bAta khatama ho jAtI, maiMne sAta daphe chapavA lii| sAta dina taka duniyA bhara kI AMkheM aTakAe rkhaa| AdamI utsuka hai ki dhyAna koI de| pAgalapana karane ko taiyAra hai| to jhena phakIra kahate haiM, pAgala ko to dhyAna denA hI mt| usako rakha dete haiM dUra eka jhopar3e meN| khAnA pahuMcA dete haiM usakI tImAradArI kara dete haiM, lekina usase koI bolatA bhI nahIM / usase kahate haiM, tIna saptAha tU zAta baiThakara dekha jo bhI hotA hai tere bhiitr| aksara aisA hotA hai ki tIna saptAha pUre hote-hote vaha AdamI DhaMga para A jAtA hai, rAste para A jAtA hai| kucha kiyA nahIM jAtA, sirpha usako chor3a diyA jAtA hai usa para hI / koI dhyAna nahIM detA, koI utsukatA nahIM letaa| tuma cakita hooge jAnakara yaha bAta ki aksara hama jaba dhyAna dete haiM logoM para to hama unakI galata AdateM majabUta karate haiN| baccA bImAra hai to bApa usake pAsa baiThatA hai Akara, mAM sira dabAtI / baccA svastha hai to na bApa usake pAsa baiThatA, na mAM usakI koI phikira letii| tuma galata kAma kara rahe ho| tuma bImArI ke sAtha bacce kA rasa jor3a rahe ho| tuma kaha rahe ho ki jaba bhI tujhe dhyAna kI jarUrata ho, bImAra par3a jAnA / tumane eka aisA rasa paidA kara diyA bImArI meM ki baccA jaba bhI anubhava karegA ki merI tarapha koI dhyAna nahIM de rahA, taba vaha bImAra ho jAegA, rugNa ho jaaegaa| sau meM nabbe pratizata bImAriyAM dhyAna ke lie paidA kI jAtI haiN| isalie tuma dekhate, patnI maje se baiThI hai, reDiyo suna rahI hai, apanA sveTara buna rahI hai aura jaise hI hArna nIce bajA ki pati A gaye ki ekadama leTa gayI, sira meM darda ho gyaa| aura tuma aisA mata socanA ki vaha banakara hI leTI hai| ho hI jAtA hai| tumase maiM yaha nahIM kaha rahA hUM ki vaha dhokhe de rahI hai| yaha usakI aba Adata ho gayI hai, pati kA jo hArna bajanA hai yaha kAphI hai siradarda ke lie / saMyoga ho gayA, donoM kA jor3a baiTha gyaa| jisako manovaijJAnika esosiezana kahate haiN| isakA saMyoga ho gyaa| aisA mata socanA ki maiM yaha kaha rahA hUM ki vaha dhokhA de rahI hai| zAyada kabhI zurU-zurU meM diyA hogA, aba to vaha bahuta gaye dinoM kI bAta ho gyii| aba to yaha Adata kA hissA ho gayI / pati ke Ate hI sira meM darda uThatA hai| kyoMki jaba sira meM darda hotA hai tabhI pati sira para hAtha rakhatA hai| nahIM kauna apanI patnI ke sira para hAtha rakhatA hai! koI dUsare kI patnI ke sira para hAtha bhalA rakha de, apanI patnI ke sira para kauna hAtha rakhatA hai! patnI jaba parezAna hotI hai, taba pati thor3I sahAnubhUti dikhAtA hai| prema to kho gayA hai, aba sahAnubhUti se hI kAma calAtA hai| patnI ko bhI aba prema to milatA nahIM, lekina sahAnubhUti kI bhikssaa| to kabhI bImAra, to kabhI siradarda, to kabhI kamara meM darda,

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kabhI yaha, kabhI vaha, vaha kucha-na-kucha lagAe rakhatI hai| tuma ise khayAla rakhanA / maiM yaha nahIM kaha rahA hUM jaba baccA bImAra ho to dhyAna mata denaa| maiM yaha kaha rahA isa bhAMti dhyAna denA ki bacce ko eka bAta sApha ho jAe ki sammAna svAsthya kA hai, bImArI kA nhiiN| usakI tImAradArI kara lenA, usakI hiphAjata kara lenA, lekina yaha bhUlakara bhI usake mana meM bhAva paidA mata hone denA ki tuma bImArI ko prema dete ho| prema to bacce ko taba denA jaba vaha haMsatA ho, muskurAtA ho, AnaMdita hotA ho| taba use gale lgaanaa| aura jaba bImAra ho, taba davA denA, bhojana denA, lekina jyAdA utsukatA mata lenaa| tuma usake jIvana meM svAsthya, AnaMda, khuzI, utsava ko bar3hAvA denaa| tuma pAoge usake jIvana meM kama se kama bImAriyAM hoMgI aura jyAdA-se-jyAdA svAsthya hogaa| tuma apanI patnI ko taba prema denA jaba vaha prasanna hai, haMsa rahI hai, AnaMdita hai, nAca rahI hai, taba prema denaa| jaba vaha udAsa par3I hai taba davA de denA, lekina usameM bahuta utsukatA mata lenaa| bImArI meM rasa lenA hI mata, anyathA bImArI bar3hatI hai| bImArI meM rasa tor3a hI denA / aura hajAroM sAla kA jhena phakIroM kA anubhava hai ki vaha pAgaloM ko bhI ThIka kara lete haiM, sirpha dhyAna httaakr| dhyAna nahIM dete| sirpha pAgala ko chor3a dete haiM usake bhAgya para, thor3I dera meM vaha khuda hI samajha jAtA hai, kyA sAra hai isa sabameM? aba tuma thor3I dera ko tuma samajho, yaha raoNbarTa riple sira ghuTA kara nikalA, agara kisI ne isa para dhyAna na diyA hotA to dubArA yaha jhaMjhaTa na krtaa| isakI jiMdagI kharAba kara dI jinhoMne dhyAna diyaa| jo bAhara nikala Ae apanI dUkAna chor3akara dekhane ka kyA mAmalA hai, unhoMne isakI jiMdagI kharAba kara dii| phira yaha jiMdagI bhara isI taraha ke kAma karatA rhaa| yahI isakI jiMdagI ho gyii| yaha bhI koI kAma hai! hAthI para baiThakara nikala gaye, yaha koI kAma hai| AInA bAMdhakara pUre mulka kI pUrI ulTI yAtrA kara lI yaha koI kAma hai| yaha koI sRjanAtmakatA hai| isase jIvana kA koI ahobhAva ho sakatA hai| nahIM, AdamI ko cukA diyaa| jinhoMne cukAyA unheM patA bhI nahIM hai| tuma jaba bhI apane vicAroM ke prati bahuta dhyAna dene lago to tuma vicAroM ko prANa dete ho, vicAroM ko bala dete ho| pUraba kahatA hai, zAta, taTastha hokara baiTha jAo, rasa hI mata lo, virasa hokara baiTha jAo, vItarAga hokara baiTha jaao| kaha do mana ko kara tujhe jo karanA hai, tU apanI udher3abuna kara jaisA tujhe karanA hai| tumane dekhA kabhI ghara meM bacce zAta baiThe apanA kAma kara rahe haiM, aura koI mehamAna Ane ko haiM aura tuma unase kaha do bhaI, mehamAna Ate haiM jarA zAMta rahanA, phira ve zAta nahIM rhte| mehamAna ghara meM AeM ki bacce bahuta upadrava karane lagate haiN| bIca-bIca meM A jAte haiM, apanI mAMga khar3I karane lagate haiM, ki bhUkha lagI hai mammI, ki aisA ho rahA hai, ki vaisA ho rahA hai, ki sira meM darda ho rahA hai| aura tuma cakita hote ho ki ye bacce jaba mehamAna Ate haiM taba kyoM itanA zoragula macAte haiM! baccoM ko eka bAta akharatI hai ki mehamAnoM para jyAdA dhyAna diyA jA rahA hai aura una para dhyAna nahIM diyA jA rahA hai| to ve bIca-bIca meM Akara dhyAna mAMga rahe haiN| ve kahate haiM, dhyAna

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hameM do / jisa cIja ko tuma dhyAna doge vaha balazAlI ho jAtI hai| dhyAna haTa jAe, nirbala ho jAtI hai, TUTa jAtI hai| to maiM to tumheM AtmavizleSaNa ko nahIM khtaa| maiM to AtmajAgaraNa ko kahatA huuN| vicAroM ko dhyAna hI mata do| agara tumane kAmavAsanA ko bahuta - bahuta vicAra kiyA, tuma pAoge ki tuma aura kAmuka ho gye| tumane agara krodha para bahuta vicAra kiyA ki kaise isase chuTakarA ho kaise isase mukti mile, kyA upAya karUM, isakA vizleSaNa karUM, kyA isakI jar3a hai, kahA yaha par3A hai, tuma dhIre- dhIre pAoge tuma isI meM ulajha gye| nahIM, tumhArA dhyAna ina kSudra bAtoM meM lagAne kA nhiiN| kSudra ko hone do, tuma apane dhyAna ko vidA kara lo| tuma dhyAna kA setu tor3a do| tuma bahuta jaldI pAoge ki mana apane- Apa- thor3I dera udher3abuna karegA aura phira pAegA ki koI dhyAna nahIM detA, kyA phAyadA hai| sAMkhya-sUtroM meM adabhuta bAta kahI hai ki yaha prakRti kI naTI taba taka nAcatI hai jaba taka tuma dhyAna dete ho| jaba dhyAna dene vAlA koI nahIM, dekhanevAlA koI nahIM rahatA to nartakI socatI hai, aba kyA sAra! darzaka jA cuke, aba kyA artha! eka sabhA meM eka rAjanetA bahuta dera taka bolatA calA gyaa| dhIre-dhIre loga haTate gaye, uThate gye| Akhira meM sirpha eka AdamI mullA nasaruddIna baiThA raha gyaa| phira bhI rAjanetA ne pIchA na chor3A, use jo kahanA thA vaha kahatA hI rhaa| aMta karake usane nasaruddIna ko kahA ki dhanyavAda nasaruddIna, maiMne to kabhI nahIM socA thA ki tumhArA mujhameM itanA lagAva hai, ki tuma aura itane prema se mujhe sunoge maiM tumhArA AbhArI huuN| varSoM ho gaye isa gAMva meM rahate, maiMne tumhArI tarapha kabhI dhyAna hI nahIM diyaa| eka tuma akele bace aura saba cale gye| nasaruddIna ne kahA phijUla kI bAtoM meM na par3o, maiM Apake bAda kA bolane vAlA hUM isalie baiThA huuN| aba baiTho aura suno mujhe| sunanevAle to jA cuke mujhe bolanA hai| maiM vaktA ko dhanyavAda dene ke lie bolanevAlA hUM, aba tuma baiTho aura suno| sunane ko maiM bhI yahAM baiThA nahIM huuN| agara nartakI dekhe ki sAre darzaka jA cuke haiM to nartana kA kyA artha raha jAegA! baMda ho jaaegaa| yaha mana kA jo nartana cala rahA hai, tuma isake jaba taka rasavibhora hokara, utsuka hokara, vizleSaka bane ho, taba taka gar3abar3a hai, taba taka jArI rhegaa| tuma muMha mor3a lo, tuma pITha kara lo, tuma mana se vimukha ho jaao| jo mana se vimukha huA, vaha AtmA ke sanmukha ho jAtA hai| jo mana kI tarapha unmukha rahA, usakI pITha AtmA kI tarapha rahatI hai| tuma pITha mana kI tarapha karo - mana ko kaho ki tujhe jo karanA hai, kr| tere karane, na karane meM kucha pharka nahIM pdd'taa| aprAsaMgika hai terA karanA, na karanA / tU kara to hameM kucha prayojana nahIM, tU na kara to hameM prayojana nhiiN| terA acchA-burA saba vyartha hai| samagrarUpeNa tU vyartha hai| hama pITha pherate haiN| isa ghar3I meM krAMti ghaTatI hai|

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dUsarA prazna : maiM brAhamaNa haM, aura zAyada yahI bhAva samarpaNa meM bAdhA bana rahA hai| jhukane kI Adata nahIM hai aura aba cAhatA hUM to bhI purAnI Adata bAdhA bana rahI hai| Apa kacha sahAyatA kreN| mAta isa bAta kI ciMtA na karegI ki tuma brAhmaNa ho ki zUdra ho| ki hiMdU ho ki musalamAna ho| ki daridra ho ki dhanI ho| mauta isa bAta kI ciMtA na karegI ki tuma kauna ho| mauta ke sAmane saba barAbara haiN| mauta ko dhyAna meM rakho to tuma bhala jAoge ki tuma brAhmaNa ho| mauta ko bhUla gaye to ye akar3e yAda rahatI haiN| mauta ko yAda rakho to tuma bhUla jAoge ki tuma dhanI ho ki garIba ho hI, mauta ko bhUla gaye to ye akar3e banI rahatI haiN| kisIke muMha se na nikalA yaha mere daphana ke vakta ki ina pe khAka na DAlo ye haiM nahAe hue / nahAe huoM para bhI khAka par3a jAtI hai| par3atI hI hai| svaccha se svaccha deha bhI kabra meM dabatI hai, dabatI hI hai| yaha svacchatA aura brAhmaNa aura zreSThatA aura aisA aura vaisA, yaha saba ahaMkAra ke Ayojana haiN| svabhAvata: agara inameM tuma bahuta grasita rahe to saMnyasta na ho skoge| bhArata kI tumane eka anUThI bAta dekhI? ki saMnyAsI ko hamane varNa-vyavasthA ke bAhara rakhA hai| saMnyasta hote se hI koI vyakti na to brAhmaNa raha jAtA hai na zUdra, na kSatriya na vaishy| saMnyAsa varNa -vyavasthA ke bAhara hai| cAhe brAhmaNa saMnyAsI ho, cAhe zadra saMnyAsI ho, saMnyAsI hote se hI varNa ke bAhara ho gayA, varNAtIta ho gyaa| varNa kA artha hotA hai, rNg| raMgoM meM ulajhe ho? rUpoM meM ulajhe ho? nAma meM ulajhe ho? to tuma saMnyasta na ho skoge| brAhmaNa to saMnyasta nahIM ho sktaa| brAhmaNa chor3akara koI saMnyasta hotA aura isa akar3a se milA kyA hai, jo isako khIMce jA rahe ho? pAyA kyA hai? brAhmaNa hone se hogA bhI kyA? brahma hone kA maukA cUka rahe brAhmaNa hone ke pIche uddAlaka ne apane beTe zvetaketu ko kahA hai ki beTe tU sirpha janma se hI brAhmaNa hokara mata raha jAnA, kyoMki hamAre ghara meM aisA kabhI nahIM huaa| 'aisA durbhAgya kabhI nahIM huaa| hamAre ghara meM loga brahma ko jAnakara brAhmaNa hote rhe| isa paraMparA ko khayAla rkhnaa| brAhmaNa paidA hokara hI apane ko brAhmaNa mata mAna lenaa| yaha bar3A sastA brAhmaNapana hai| isameM kA rakhA hai! saMyoga kI bAta hai| agara brAhmaNa ke ghara meM paidA hue aura usI vakta uThAkara rakha diyA hotA zUdra ke ghara meM to tuma samajhate

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ki tuma zUdra ho / zUdra ke ghara meM zAyada paidA hue ho aura rakha diye gaye brAhmaNa ke ghara meM to tuma samajha rahe ho ki tuma brAhmaNa ho / saMyoga kI bAta hai| saMskAra kI bAta hai - kyA tumheM sikhA diyA dUsaroM ne| dUsaroM ke sikhAe kahIM koI brAhmaNa huA hai! bar3I purAnI aura bar3I pyArI kathA hai| vizvAmitra apane ko brahma RSi ghoSita karanA cAhate the| kSatriya the| aura jaba taka vaziSTha unheM brahma-RSi svIkAra na kareM taba taka koI unako svIkAra karane ko rAjI na thA / aura vaziSTha unheM hamezA rAja-RSi kahate the, kabhI brahma - RSi nahIM kahate the| bAta bigar3atI calI gyii| phira to bAta yahAM taka bana gayI- the to kSatriya, aura isIlie to vaziSTha unheM brahma-RSi nahIM kahate the - eka dina talavAra lekara, pUrNimA ke cAMda kI rAta hai, pahuMca gaye vaziSTha ke Azrama ki Aja phaisalA hI kara leNge| yA to mujhe brahma - RSi kahe yA gardana alaga kara duuNgaa| kSatriya to kSatriya, buddhi to vahI thI talavAra vAlI / vaha lekara pahuMca gye| vahAM vaziSTha apane ziSyoM ko lekara-pUrNimA kI rAta hai - brahmacarcA ho rahI hai| vaha chipe baiThe haiM eka jhAr3I meM ki jaba maukA mile to nikalakara isakA phaisalA hI kara deN| kisI ne pUchA vaziSTha ko ki vizvAmitra itanI ceSTA kara rahe haiM aura itane sAdhupuruSa, Apa unako brahma RSi kaha kyoM nahIM dete? kyoM unheM dukha de rahe haiM? vaziSTha ne kahA ki vizvAmitra apUrva vyakti hai, anUThA vyakti hai, advitIya vyakti hai aura isIlie rukA hUM, kyoMki mujhe AzA hai vaha brahma RSi ho jaaegaa| ho jAe, tabhI kahUMM abhI kaha dUMgA to ruka jAegI baat| thor3I akar3a kSatriya kI abhI usameM zeSa raha gayI hai| abhI talavAra usake hAtha se chUTI nahIM hai| talavAra chUTa jAe to jarUra khuuNgaa| hai yogy| aura hokara rahegA yaha bhI pakkA hai| lekina pratIkSA kara rahA hUM ThIka samaya kI abhI kaha dUMgA to bAta aTaka jAegI, phira kabhI hone kA upAya na rhegaa| maiM usakA duzmana nahIM hUM / yaha bAta sunI chipe hue jhAr3I meM vizvAmitra ne bharosA na AyA ki vaziSTha aura mere prema meM itanI bAta kaha rahe haiN| pheMka dI talavAra vahIM daur3a kara vaziSTha ke paira para gira paDe / vaziSTha ne uThAyA to kahA, uTho brahmarSi! Akha se AMsU bahane lge| vizvAmitra ne kahA, aba Apa kahate brahmarSi! aba kisalie kahate haiM! mata kaheM, maiM isa yogya nahIM hUM, Apako patA nahIM hai maiM kyA karane AyA thaa| vaziSTha ne kahA, usakI phikra chor3o tuma kyA karane Ae the| tumane jo kiyA, ki tuma caraNa meM jhuka gaye, yaha jhuka jAne kI kalA hI to brAhmaNa hone kI kalA hai| aba yaha bar3I muzkila baat| isIlie to rokA thA aba taka ki kaba tuma jhuko ki tumheM kaha dUM tumhArI akar3a gayI, aba kSatriya na rhaa| aba tuma saca meM brAhmaNa hue lekina sAdhAraNataH hAlata ulTI / brAhmaNa kisI ke caraNoM meM nahIM jhukatA / yaha kathA ulTI hai| brAhmaNa kisI ke caraNoM meM jhukatA nahIM, vaha to sabako caraNoM meM jhukAtA hai| vaha to akar3A khar3A rahatA hai| brAhmaNa kI akar3a tumane dekhI? brAhmaNa se jyAdA ahaMkArI AdamI khojanA muzkila hai| kyoMki vaha apane ko sabase zreSTha mAne baiThA hai| jisane apane ko zreSTha mAna liyA hai, usake zreSTha hone ke

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dvAra baMda ho gye| jisane apane ko zreSTha mAna liyA, avaruddha ho gayI yAtrA / jIsasa ne kahA hai, dhanya haiM ve jo aMta meM khar3e haiM, kyoMki ve hI mere prabhu ke rAjya meM prathama ho jaaeNge| jo aMtima haiM ve prathama ho jAeMge aura jo prathama haiM ve aMtima ho jaaeNge| tuma kahate ho, maiM brAhmaNa huuN| agara tuma saca meM hI brAhmaNa hoM - janma se hI, jAti se hI nahIMtaba to koI harjA nahIM hai| lekina taba jhukanA tumheM bilakula sarala hogaa| taba samarpaNa tumhArA svabhAva hogaa| taba akar3a tumameM hogI hI nhiiN| agara akar3a hai, to tuma brAhmaNa nahI ho sirpha jAti se brAhmaNa ho| aura jAti ke brAhmaNatva kA kyA mUlya hai! jIvana kA brAhmaNatva caahie| prANoM meM uThe UrjA / yaha to jAtivAlI bAta to china jaaegii| yaha to mauta chIna legii| tuma apane hAtha se chor3a do to saubhAgya hai| nahIM to mauta chIna legii| kabra meM jaba par3oge, citA meM jaba jaloge, to citA kI Aga yaha pharka na karegI ki brAhmaNa ho ki zUdra / mauta koI pharka nahIM krtii| mauta to sirpha eka pharka jAnatI hai, agara tuma saca meM hI brAhmaNa ho gaye, brahma ko jAna liyA, to phira mauta tumhArI kabhI nahIM hotii| zarIra maratA hai, mana maratA hai, tuma nahIM mrte| tuma bhItara apane amRta meM thira hote ho| saMnyAsa kA itanA hI artha hai, jo mauta karegI, vaha tuma svecchA se kara do| jo mauta chIna legI, vaha tuma chor3a do| saMnyAsI pratibhAzAlI vyakti hai, dekha letA hai ki mauta to yaha karegI hI, to chIna -jhapaTa se kyA sAra, khuda hI de dete haiN| jo bAta jAnI hI hai) use chor3ane kA majA kyoM na le leN| jo denI hI par3egI, use dAna kyoM na kara deN| saMnyAsI bahuta kuzala hai| bodhapUrvaka eka bAta ko samajha letA hai ki jo mauta nahIM chInegI, vahI bacAne yogya hai| isako tuma sUtra smjho| hamezA mauta ko kasauTI banA lenA, kasa lenA, yaha bAta mauta chIna legI? agara chIna legI to tumhIM chor3a do| agara mauta ise nahIM chInegI, phira bacAo; phira yaha bacAne yogya hai| jisako tuma mauta ke pAra bhI le jA sakoge apane sAtha vahI bacAne yogya hai, kyoMki va saMpadA hai| ye brAhmaNa aura zUdra, aura hiMdU aura musalamAna aura jaina aura IsAI, ye mauta ke sAtha jAne vAle nahIM, ye saba jalakara rAkha ho jaaeNge| ye tumhArI khopar3I kI bImAriyA haiN| ye koI svastha hone ke lakSaNa nahIM haiN| purAne zAstra eka adabhuta bAta kahate haiM ki paidA to sabhI zUdra hote haiM-yaha bAta merI samajha meM AtI hai-paidA to sabhI zUdra hote haiM, koI kabhI-kabhAra brAhmaNa bana pAtA hai| brAhmaNa bhI zUdra hI paidA hote haiN| paidA to sabhI zUdra hote haiN| janma se koI brAhmaNa hotA hai! jIvana se koI brAhmaNa hotA hai| saMnyAsa brAhmaNa hone kA avasara hai| kyoMki brahma ko jAnane kA avasara hai| ajIjo sAdA hI rahane do loha - e - turbata ko hamIM nahIM to ye kyA aura nigAra kyA hogA aba kabra ko khoda rahe haiM, nakyA kara rahe haiM, suMdara banA rahe haiM, hIre-javAharAtoM se jar3a rahe haiN| hamIM nahIM to ye nakyA aura nigAra kyA hogA ajIjo sAdA hI rahane do loha-e-turbata ko

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miTTI meM khuda hI mila gaye, to aba saMgamaramara kI bhI majAra ho to kyA sAra hai! khuda hI na bace, to aba aura kucha bacane kA artha bhI kyA hotA hai! tama mauta ko sadA kasauTI smjho| jo mauta tamase na chIna sake, vahI bacAne yogya hai| jo mauta chIna le. vaha choDa dene yogya hai| mauta ko tuma aise upayoga karo jaisA tumane dekhA ho, sarApha sone ko kasane ko eka patthara rakhe rahatA hai| usa patthara para sone ko kasakara dekha letA hai -sonA hai yA nahIM? ksauttii| mauta kasauTI hai| to mauta ke patthara para hara cIja kasakara dekhate rho| tuma pAoge ki sivAya saMnyAsa ke, dhyAna ke, sAkSI ke aura kucha mauta kI parIkSA para utaratA nhiiN| vahI sirpha kharA sonA siddha hotA hai| aura taba mauta eka nayA anubhava banatI hai| taba mauta mokSa bana jAtI hai| hicakI kA tAra TUTa cukA rUha aba kahAM jaMjIra khulake gira par3I dIvAnA chUTa gayA agara tumane apane ko zarIra ke sAtha eka samajhA, mana ke sAtha eka samajhA, to tuma bhI, lagegA tumheM ki mara gye| agara tumane samajhA ki tuma zarIra aura mana ke pAra ho, sAkSI ho, to tuma pAoge. sAMsa kI jaMjIra TUTa gayI aura dIvAnA mukta ho gyaa| vaha jo bhItara chipA thA, vaha mauta se naSTa nahIM huA, mukta huA mauta taba mokSa banakara AtI hai| lekina mauta ko samajhane kI kImiyA saMnyAsa hai| usako samajhane kA rasAyana saMnyAsa hai| saMnyAsa kA itanA hI artha hotA hai -samyaka nyaas| ThIka-ThIka tyaag| kisa bAta ko ThIka-ThIka tyAga kahate haiM? jo mauta chIna legI, usake tyAga ko ThIka tyAga kahate haiN| jo mauta nahIM chInegI, usake bhoga ko ThIka bhoga kahate haiN| saMnyAsa kA artha hotA hai, ThIka-ThIka kA tyAga, ThIka -ThIka kA bhog| aura mauta kasauTI hai| aura taba ahabAba ke kAdhe se lahada meM utara Ae kisa caina se soe hue hama apane ghara Ae aura taba mauta duzmana nahIM mAlUma hotI hai| kisa caina se soe hue hama apane ghara Ae taba mauta to ghara AnA hai| apane parama vizrAma kI avasthA meM AnA hai| para usake pahale saMnyAsa kI apUrva ghaTanA se gujaranA jarUrI hai| saMnyAsa kA artha hotA hai, svecchA se varaNa kI gayI mRtyu| isalie purAne dinoM meM jaba saMnyAsa dete the, to AdamI kA sira ghoMTa dete the jaise murde kA ghoMTa dete haiN| nahA-dhokara usake kapar3e badala dete the, jaise murde ke badala dete haiN| usakA nAma badala dete the, kyoMki vaha purAnA AdamI to mara gyaa| aura pratIkarUpa meM use citA para car3hAte the| citA sajA dete the, usa para use liTA dete the, citA jalA dete the aura usako ghoSaNA kara dete the ki purAnA mara cukA, aba tU nayA hokara uTha aa| aura vaha AdamI utthtaa| phira vaha lauTakara purAne dinoM kI bAta nahIM karatA thaa| na purAne nAma kA upayoga karatA thaa| na purAne saMbaMdhoM kI bAta karatA thaa| purAnA to mara gyaa| vaha bAta samApta ho gyii| yaha naye kA AvirbhAva

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hai| saMnyAsa kA artha hai, sUlI aura punarujjIvanA purAne ko miTA denA, naye ko janmAnA | tuma kahate ho, 'maiM brAhmaNa hUM aura zAyada yahI bhAva samarpaNa meM bAdhA bana rahA hai| ' zAyada nahIM, nizcita yahI bhaav| eka to brAhmaNa ko yaha khayAla hotA hai ki maiM jAnatA hI hUM, kyoMki vaha zAstra kA jJAtA hotA hai| eka mitra mujhe patra likhate the, trivedI haiN| maiM bhUla seM kucha cUka ho gayI hogI- unako patra likhA to dvivedI likha diyaa| vaha bar3e nArAja ho gye| patra A gayA unakA ki Apane yaha kyA kiyA ! maiM trivedI hUM, tIna vedoM ke jJAtA ko Apane eka kSaNa meM do vedoM kA zAMtA banA diyA! to maiMne unheM patra likhA, usameM caturvedI likha diyaa| aba aura kyA karUM! phira unakA patra AyA ki Apa bAta kyA hai, Apa bhUla kyoM karate haiM? maiMne kahA, bhUla nahIM kara rahA, jurmAnA bhara rahA huuN| eka veda chIna liyA thA, eka jor3a diyA, lena-dena barAbara ho gyaa| brAhmaNa ko to bodha hai ki maiM jAnatA huuN| aura jJAna se bar3I akar3a kahIM koI dUsarI hotI hai ! zAna kI akar3a ke kAraNa AdamI ajJAnI raha jAtA hai| jAnanA jJAna nahIM hai, jJAna ke tyAga se jAnanA ghaTita hotA hai| jaba chUTa jAte haiM zAstra aura zabda aura raha jAtA hai mauna, nirvicAra, niHzabda; zAstra vidA ho jAte haiM, kurAna, veda, bAibila, gItA, saba vidA ho jAte haiM, bacate tuma apane zuddhatama 'caitanya meM, nirdhUma jalatI tumhArI cetanA kI zikhA, vahAM jJAna hai| jahAM saba jAnakArI se mukti ho jAtI hai vahAM jJAna hai| lekina tuma agara veda kaMThastha kare baiThe ho, to ar3acana hogI / tuma pahale se hI mAna baiThe ki mujhe patA hai| binA jAne mAna baiThe ki patA hai| to phira rukAvaTa hogii| zAyada nahIM, nizcita isI ke kAraNa samarpaNa meM bAdhA par3a rahI hai| mere pAsa jo loga Ate haiM, jinako jJAnI hone kA daMbha hai, unako sabase jyAdA ar3acana hotI hai| pazcima kA bahuta bar3A saMgItajJa huA, mojarTa / usake pAsa koI saMgIta sIkhane AtA to vaha pahale hI pUcha letA, tuma jAnate to nahIM, pahale kucha sIkhA to nahIM? agara vaha kahatA ki pahale sIkhA hai, kAphI sIkhA hai, to vaha kahatA dugunI phIsa luuNgaa| aura agara koI kahatA ki maiM bilakula nayA hUMM kucha bhI nahIM jAnatA, to vaha kahatA AdhI phIsa le luuNgaa| loga sunate to cakita hote| sIkhanevAlA kahatA hama sIkhakara Ae haiM, dasa varSa kA abhyAsa hai, hamase phIsa kama lo| hamase jyAdA lete ho? mojaeNrTa kahatA, tumhAre sAtha jyAdA mehanata hogii| tuma pahale jo jAnate ho vaha mujhe miTAnA pdd'egaa| tumhArI sleTa para kAphI likhA jA cukA hai, use sApha karanA par3egA, vaha mehanata alg| usa mehanata kI bhI phIsa lgegii| aura jo korA AyA hai, usa para to mehanata nahIM hai| usa para to sIdhA likhA jA sakatA hai| aksara mere anubhava meM yaha AyA hai, jo loga kore Ate haiM, ve bar3I zIghratA se gati karate haiM dhyAna meN| jo bhare - bharAe Ate haiM, unako bar3I ar3acana hotI hai| unake siddhAta, unakI dhAraNAeM, unake zAstra bIca meM khar3e ho jAte haiN| ve mujhe sunate hI nhiiN| maiM kucha kahatA hUM, ve kucha artha karate haiN| unake anuvAdoM meM bar3I bhUla ho jAtI hai|

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kucha dina pahale maiM eka ke krAMtikArI rAjA maheMdra pratApa ke saMsmaraNa paDha rahA thaa| nabbe sAla ke ho gaye, jhakkI kisma ke AdamI haiN| magara suMdara AdamI haiN| laMbe saMsmaraNa haiM unake nabbe sAla, aura ve bhArata ke bAhara cakkara lagAte rahe, bhArata kI AjAdI ke lie koI tIsa sAla eka-eka deza chAna ddaalaa| to sabase unake saMbaMdha rhe| lenina se, sTelina se, TrATaskI se, mAo se, hocI minha se, sabase unake saMbaMdha rhe| saba taraha ke krAMtikAriyoM se, hiTalara se| saba taraha ke logoM se unake saMbaMdha rhe| unake saMsmaraNa meM eka bAta mujhe bar3I prItikara lgii| unhoMne likhA hai ki jaba maiM rUsa gayA aura lenina se milA aura eka sabhA ko maiMne saMbodhana kiyA, to jo AdamI rUsI meM merA anuvAda karatA thaa| vaha bar3e DhaMga se anuvAda kara rahA thA aura maiM bar3A cakita ho rahA thA ki jahAM -jahAM maiM kahUM ki dharma ke binA manuSya nahIM jI sakatA, dharma manuSya ke lie anivArya hai, to loga khUba tAlI bjaae| to maiM bahuta hairAna ho rahA thA, kyoMki sunA to maiMne yaha thA ki ye kamyUnisTa, rUsI, dharma ke viparIta haiM, aura ye to ekadama tAlI bajAte haiM! vaha bar3e becaina ho gye| kyoMki jaba bhI vaha dharma kA nAma leM ekadama tAlI bje| to unhoMne bAda meM pUchA usa anuvAdaka ko ki bhaI bAta kyA thI! usane kahA, aba Apa pUchate haiM to batA detA huuN| asala meM AjJA hameM aisI hai ki jaba bhI koI dharma zabda kahe to usakA anuvAda hama karate haiM kmyuunijm| anuvAda kamyUnijma karate haiM, tuma dharma kaho isase kucha pharka nahIM pdd'taa| anuvAda meM to hama kahate haiM ki kamyUnijmA to jaba tumane kahA ki dharma manuSya kI anivAryatA hai, to hamane kahA, kamyUnijma manuSya kI anivAryatA hai, logoM ne tAlI bjaayii| aura phira hai bhI ThIka yahI anuvAda, kyoMki hamArA to dharma kamyUnijma hI hai| to aura maiMne koI pharka nahIM kiyA, Apake vyAkhyAna meM aura saba maiMne vaisA kA hI vaisA rakhA hai, sirpha dharma zabda ko jaba-jaba Apane kahA taba-taba maiMne kamyUnijma kara diyA, itanA Apa kSamA karanA, itanI majabUrI hai, isakI hameM AzA hai ki aise hI krnaa| magara yaha to saba bAta gar3abar3a hame gyii| tumhArA mana jaba anuvAda karatA hai-anuvAda tuma karate ho, jaba mujhe suna rahe ho to tuma pUre vakta anuvAda kara rahe ho tuma sIdhA thoDe hI suna rahe ho, bIca meM tumhArA mana baiThA hai, vaha anuvAda karatA jAtA hai ki dekho yaha kahA, acchA to ThIka, yaha veda meM likhA ki nahIM likhA? likhA hai to ThIka, nahIM likhA hai to ThIka nhiiN| apane kurAna se mela khAtA? khAtA hai to ThIka, nahIM khAtA hai to bAta galata hai| kurAna to galata ho hI nahIM sakatI! tumheM kurAna kA bhI patA nahIM hai ki kurAna kyA hai? jaisA tuma kurAna ko mAnate ho vaisI kurAna galata to ho hI nahIM sakatI-tuma kahIM galata ho sakate ho! ahaMkAra pakar3a kara baiThA hai ki maiM ThIka hUM, maiM to ThIka hUM hI| aba agara tumase merI bAta mela khA jAtI hai to tuma sira hilAte ho, tuma kahate ho, bilakula tthiik| magara tuma merI bAta ke lie sira nahIM hilA rahe ho, tuma yaha kaha rahe ho ki Apa ThIka hI kaha rahe hooge, kyoMki ThIka vahI kaha rahe ho jo maiM kahatA huuN| ThIka mujhase mela khA rahI hai|

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pharka smjhnaa| raskina ne kahA hai, duniyA meM do taraha ke loga haiN| eka ve jo satya ke sAtha khar3e hone ko taiyAra haiN| dUsare ve, jo sadA satya ko apane sAtha khar3A kara lete haiN| pahale loga hI satya ko khoja pAte haiM, dUsare loga kabhI nhiiN| satya ko tuma apane sAtha khar3A mata krnaa| kyoMki agara satya tumheM patA hI hotA taba to khojane kI koI jarUrata hI na thii| satya tumheM patA nahIM hai, isIlie to khoja hai| to jahAM satya ho, vahA tuma jaanaa| agara tumheM merI bAta sunanI hai, to tumheM apane mana ko eka tarapha rakhakara sunanA hogaa| svabhAvata: brAhmaNa ke pAsa kAphI bar3A mana hai| zUdra se jyAdA bar3A mana hai| zUdra kA mana to brAhmaNa ne banane hI nahIM diyA, usako veda par3hane hI nahIM diyA, rAmAyaNa par3hane nahIM dI, gItA par3hane nahIM dI, usako vaMcita kara diyaa| to zUdra kA mana to banane hI nahIM diyaa| brAhmaNa ke pAsa bar3A mn| brahma to bilakula nahIM, mana bahuta bar3A| aura vaha bahuta bar3A mana hI baadhaa| nizcita hI brAhmaNa honA bAdhA bana rahA hogaa| lekina jarUrI nahIM hai ki tuma usako bAdhA bnaao| jo bAdhA hai, usako tuma sIDI bhI banA sakate ho| rAha para eka bar3A patthara par3A hai, usako tuma rukAvaTa bhI samajha sakate ho aura ruka jAo, Thahara jAo ki aba kahAM jAeM, patthara A gayA! aura tuma patthara para car3ha bhI sakate ho| car3ha jAo, to zAyada tumheM aura dUra ke dRzya dikhAyI par3ane lgeN| tuma para nirbhara hai, patthara sIr3hiyAM bana sakate haiM, sIr3hiyAM patthara bana sakatI haiN| avarodha sahayogI ho sakate haiM, sahayoga avarodha ho sakate haiN| maiM tumase kahaMgA brAhmaNa ghara meM paidA hue ho isa avarodha ko bhI, isa bAdhA ko bhI sIDI banA lo| aba tumhAre sAmane eka cunautI hai ki brAhmaNa ghara meM to paidA ho hI gaye aba vastuta: brAhmaNa ho jaao| abhI jo jAti se hai, saMskAra se hai, use jIvaMta anubhava kyoM na banA lo| eka saubhAgya hai tumhArA ki tuma brAhmaNa ho, aba usa saubhAgya ko aura mahAsaubhAgya meM kyoM na pariNita kara lo| bAdhA kyoM banAte ho? sIr3hI bnaao| hara cIja ko sIDI banAyA jA sakatA hai| hara cIja ko sIDI banAyA jA sakatA hai| jahara amRta ho jAtA hai, samajhadAra kA hAtha honA caahie| nahIM to amRta bhI jahara ho jAtA hai| dekhate haiM, cikitsaka jahara ko bhI auSadhi banA letA hai| to brAhmaNa honA to kucha burAI nahIM hai| saubhAgya hai, dhanyabhAgI, acche ghara meM paidA hue, jahAM havA thI, Izvara kI carcA thI, zabda meM hI sahI, lekina Izvara kI kucha bhanaka to thii| dUra kI hI AvAja sahI, lekina thI to AvAja Izvara kI hii| jahAM RSiyoM ke veda aura upaniSadoM kA guMjAra thaa| bahuta purAnA ho gayA, bahuta purAnA ho gayA bahuta dhUla jama gayI lekina phira bhI pIche to satya chipA hI par3A hai| aMgAra kitanA hI daba gayA ho rAkha meM, bujha to nahIM gayA hai| rAkha kI hI pUjA cala rahI ho, phira bhI agara thor3A rAkha ko haTAoge to aMgAra mila jaaegaa| saubhAgya samajho ise| maiM jaba tumase kaha rahA hUM ki saubhAgya samajho to merI bAta ko galata mata samajha lenaa| yaha

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mata samajha lenA ki maiM yaha kaha rahA hUM ki jo zUdra ke ghara meM paidA huA usakA saubhAgya nahIM usase bhI maiM kahatA hUM, terA bhI saubhAgya hai| terA saubhAgya yaha ki bacA upadrava se paMDitoM ke| ki bacA jAla se siddhAtoM -zAstroM ke| korA-kA-korA hai, terA bar3A saubhAgya hai| tU isakA phAyadA uThA le| jaba maiM kaha rahA hUM saubhAgya to maiM tulanAtmaka rUpa se nahIM kaha rahA hUM, maiM to hara eka AdamI ko saubhAgyazAlI mAnatA huuN| jo jahAM hai, jaisA hai| kisI ne gAlI dI to saubhAgya, kyoMki usane eka avasara diyA, agara tuma krodha na karo to tumhAre jIvana meM bar3I garimA A jAe jisane svAgata kiyA tumhArA, svAgata huA to saubhAgyA kyoMki svAgata meM agara tuma ahaMkArI na bano to tumhAre jIvana meM vAstavika gaurava kA janma ho jaae| tibbata meM eka bahuta adabhuta saMta atIsA ke sUtra haiM usameM eka sUtra hai ki hara jahara ko amRta banAyA jA sakatA hai| aura hara burAI, hara kATA phUla bana sakatI hai| dRSTi para nirbhara hai| to brAhmaNa honA kucha aisA burA to nhiiN| isase ulajhana mata khar3I kro| likhate ho ki 'jhukane kI Adata nahIM hai aura aba cAhatA hUM ki jo bhI Adata bAdhA bana rahI hai isase kaise chuTakArA ho? Apa kucha prakAza ddaaleN|' jhukane kI Adata nahIM hai, to dhIre - dhIre jhukanA zurU karo tairane kI Adata nahIM to AdamI kyA karatA hai? dhIre-dhIre tairanA zurU karatA hai| pahale uthale pAnI meM tairatA, phira thor3e aura gahare meM jAtA phira aura thor3e gahare meM jAtA, phira atala meM calA jAtA, phira koI Dara nhiiN| phira kitanI hI gaharAI ho| Adata nahIM hai jhukane kI to dhIre - dhIre abhyAsa kro| jahAM se bana sake vahAM se jhuko| isa deza meM hamane aisI vyavasthA kI thI ki jhukane kI Adata banI rhe| to kucha hamane niyama banA diye the| hara beTA bApa ke caraNa chue| vaha jhukane kI Adata thii| hara bApa caraNa chUne yogya hotA nhiiN| vaha to sirpha uthale pAnI meM abhyAsa karavA rahe haiM ki cala, kucha nahIM banatA, itanA to bana sakatA hai yahI kr| hara beTA mAM ke caraNa chue| guru ke caraNa chue| jo aupacArika guru haiM unake bhI caraNa chue-gaNita jinhoMne sikhAyA., bhUgola sikhAyI, unake bhI caraNa chue| koI matalaba nahIM hai isameM lekina matalaba hai| matalaba itanA hI hai ki abhyAsa banA rhe| to kisI dina agara kinhIM aise caraNoM ke karIba Ane kA bhAgya A jAe jahAM jhukane meM artha ho, to aisA na ho ki tuma akar3e hI khar3e raha jAo Adata ke na hone se| jhukane kI aadt.| ___ to jhuko| jahAM se bana sake vahAM jhuko, jaise bana sake vaise jhuko| agara AdamiyoM ke sAmane jhukane meM ar3acana ho to hamane usakI bhI vyavasthA kI thii| pIpala kA jhADU hai, usI ke sAmane jhako devtaa| gaMgA nadI hai, usI ke sAmane jhuko| pahAr3a, usI ke sAmane jhuko| kahIM bhI jhuko abhyAsa kro| tumhArI rIr3ha thor3A jhukanA sIkha jaae| aura abhyAsa kA pariNAma kyA hotA hai? jaba tuma jhukoge, taba kisI dina jhuke meM tuma pAoge ki jo milA, vaha akaDU kara kabhI nahIM milaa| usase rasa bddh'egaa| kabhI tuma dekho, jAkara kisI vRkSa ke pAsa hI jhuka kara sira rakhakara baiTha jAo, tuma bar3e hairAna ho jAoge, apUrva zAti kA anubhava hogaa|

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jitane akar3e ho, utanI azAMti hai| usI anupAta meM azAMti hai| jitane jhukoge utane zAMti kA anubhava hogaa| kisI ke caraNoM meM kabhI sira rakhakara dekhA? cAhe caraNa isa kAbila na bhI rahe hoM isakI phikira hI mata kro| mujhase kabhI kabhI loga pUchate haiM ki yaha hama kaise jAneM ki kisake caraNa lageM? kaise pakkA ho ki sadaguru hai, ki kuguru hai, ki phalAM-DhikA? maiMne kahA ki tuma isakI phikira chor3o, tumheM lenA-denA isase kyA? koI bhI ho, tuma jhukane kA majA le lo| jhukane meM asalI bAta hai, kisake sAmane jhuke yaha utanI mUlyavAna bAta nahIM hai| isalie hamane patthara kI mUrtiyAM taka maMdiroM meM banAkara rkhiiN| unhIM ke sAmane jhuka jaao| musalamAnoM ne mUrtiyAM haTA dI haiM, lekina jhukanA to nahIM haTAyA hai, namAja meM jhukate to haiN| jhukanA nahIM haTAyA jA sakatA hai, mUrti haTAyI jA sakatI hai| mUrti to gauNa thii| jhukanA nahIM haTAyA jA sakatA hai| kahIM bhI jhuko| calo, kAbA kI tarapha sira karake jhuko| tuma merI bAta khayAla meM le lenaa| jisa viSaya ke prati tuma jhukate ho usakA koI mUlya nahIM hai, mUlya tumhAre jhukane kA hai| tuma jhuke isameM mUlya hai| kyoMki jhuka kara tuma kisI dina pAoge ki apUrva zAti kI varSA ho gyii| tuma jhuke the aura kucha baha gyaa| kucha rasadhAra A gyii| kucha umaMga, jisase mana halakA ho gayA, nibojha ho gyaa| phira tuma aura- aura jhukoge| phira to jhukane kA svAda laga jaaegaa| phira to tuma jaba khar3e ho, taba bhI bhItara tuma jhuke hI rahoge tumhArA jhukanA taba sahaja svabhAva ho jaaegaa| lekina mere dekhe, asalI savAla samarpaNa, saMnyAsa aura jhukane kA nahIM hai| aura bhI asalI savAla yaha hai ki zAyada tuma abhI saMsAra se Ube nahIM, hAre nhiiN| asalI bAta vahA aTakI hogii| loga saMnyasta honA cAhate, lekina abhI saMsAra meM rasa aTakA hai| dhyAna karanA cAhate, lekina abhI lagatA vicAra meM bhI kucha bala hai, vicAra se bhI bahuta kucha milatA hai| zraddhA jagAnA cAhate, lekina tarka ko abhI saMbhAle rakhate ki zAyada kAma par3a jaae| jaba taka tarka para pUrI azraddhA na ho jAe taba taka zraddhA para zraddhA na hogii| aura jaba taka aisA sApha na dikhAyI par3a jAe ki saMsAra asAra hai, taba taka tuma saMnyAsa kI tarapha jA na skoge| to tuma to kahate ho, brAhmaNa hone kA bhAva zAyada bAdhA bana rahA hai, mere dekhe usase bhI jyAdA mahatvapUrNa bAta yaha hai ki abhI saMsAra se tuma cuke nahIM abhI phala pakA nahIM, abhI kacce ho| 1 . aise kucha badala gaye hama bemAnI aba hara mausama raMga barase yA jhar3I lage vAsaMtI jvAra jvara jage kita nahIM saraseMge aba

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sapane patajhAra ke sage sumanoM kI hAra ho gayI badazakala bahAra ho gayI aise kucha chAyA bhrama-tama dhuMdhalAyA dinakara kA krama aise kucha badala gaye hama bemAnI aba hara mausama mana jaba unmana behAla ho kaise jIvana nihAla ho sAsoM kA kAphilA luTA kyA abIra kyA gulAla ho TesU ke phUla jala rahe Aga meM palAsa Dhala rahe aise kucha Akha huI nama dRSTi-dRSTi lagatI puranama aise kucha badala gaye hama bemAnI aba hara mausama phAgunI dhamAra kyA kareM gUMjatA khumAra kyA kareM tAra-tAra azru se kasA tAna bezumAra kyA kareM mIDoM meM bharA kleza hai kevala avaroha zeSa hai aise kucha rAga gaye thama mauna huA asamaya saragama aise kucha badala gaye hama bemAnI aba hara mausama asalI bAta hai ki tumheM dikhalAyI par3a jAe ki jIvana ke saba mausama arthahIna, vyrth| taba saMnyAsa sahaja hI ghaTita hotA hai| taba upAya nahIM karanA pdd'taa| taba jhagar3anA nahIM par3atA, saMgharSa nahIM karanA pdd'taa| taba samarpaNa anAyAsa AtA hai| aura jo anAyAsa A jAe, vahI suMdara hai| jo ceSTA

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se lAyA jAe vaha suMdara nahIM hai| to maiM tumase kahUMgA jaldI na karo, ceSTA na karo, lobha na kro| abhI saMsAra meM zAyada thor3A rAga-raMga bAkI hai, use bhI dekha lo| aura usameM utara jAo, aura thor3e dina shii| samaya bahuta par3A hai| isa deza meM hamane samaya kI kamI nahIM mAnI hai| pazcima meM samaya kama hai| kyoMki eka hI jIvana hai| janma aura mRtyu, sattara sAla, saba smaapt| phira kucha nhiiN| kara lo to kara lo, gaye to gye| isa deza meM itanI kaMjUsI nahIM hai, hamane khUba laMbA samaya mAnA hai-jnm-jnm| anaMtakAla tk| koI jaldI nahIM hai| isIlie to har3abar3AhaTa nahIM hai pUraba meN| isIlie to ghar3I para itanA Agraha nahIM hai| ghar3I pUraba meM paidA hI nahIM ho sakatI thI, vaha pazcima kI paidAiza hai| ghar3I ko paidA karane ke lie IsAI cAhie, hiMdU paidA nahIM kara sakate ghdd'ii| isalie hiMdU kA koI bharosA nahIM hai| kahatA hai A jAeMge pAMca baje, patA nahIM Ae na Ae, pAMca baje Ae ki sAta baje Ae, ki kala Ae, ki Aja Ae, ki parasoM Ae, kucha pakkA nhiiN| aura tuma yaha mata samajhanA ki vaha tumheM dhokhA detA hai, use samaya kA bodha nhiiN| usakI dhArA nahIM samaya kii| vaha kahatA hai, kyA pharka par3atA hai? mere eka mitra haiM, bar3e rAjanetA haiN| Trena jAte haiM pakaDane to eka ghaMTA pahale pahuMca jAte haiN| eka daphe maiM unake ghara mehamAna aura mere sAtha unako bhI yAtrA karanI, to vaha mujhe bhI ghasITane lge| maiMne unase pUchA ki bhaI, do minaTa kA phAsalA hai yahAM se sTezana kA, abhI to ghaMTe bhara vahAM baiThakara kyA kareMge? aura maiMne kahA koI Trena pahale to Ane vAlI nahIM, dera se bhale Ae! magara ve bole ki nahIM, merI to Adata hI yahI hai| isameM nizcitatA rahatI hai| mAlUma hai ki Trena tIna baje AegI, vaha do baje mujhe jAkara sTezana para biThA diye| baiThe haiM! magara aba vaha prasanna haiN| unake ghara maiM eka daphe mehamAna thaa| rAta mujhe koI cAra baje subaha Trena pakar3anI thii| to unhoMne apane eka DrAivara ko kaha diyA ki tU yahIM so jaanaa| apane tAgevAle ko kaha diyA ki tU bhI yahIM so jaanaa| aura par3osa ke eka rikyovAle ko bhI bulavAkara kaha diyaa| aura apane eka AdamI ko bhI kaha diyA ki agara koI na Ae to tU sAmAna lekara sTezana pahuMcA denA cAhe paidala hI jAnA par3e, kyoMki unako jAnA jarUrI hai| maiMne unase pUchA ki maiM akelA AdamI aura cAra iMtajAma! unhoMne kahA, cAra meM se eka bhI A jAe mauke para to bahuta kisI kA koI pakkA bharosA thor3e hI hai yahAM! yahAM cAra iMtajAma karo to zAyada eka, vaha bhI shaayd| aura yahI huaa| eka bhI nahIM huA| jaba cAra baje maiM uThA to koI nhiiN| unako jAkara maiMne uThAyA taba vaha bhAge, dauDa- dhApa kii| DrAivara zarAba pI gyaa| vaha AyA hI nhiiN| ve khuda hI mujhe lekara sTezana phuNce| unhoMne mujhase kahA, dekhA? idhara kucha bharosA nhiiN| aura isIlie maiM eka ghaMTA pahale pahuMca jAtA hUM Trena para idhara kucha bharosA hI nhiiN| kisI bAta kA koI bharosA nhiiN| __ kAraNa hai! samaya kA bodha nhiiN| samaya kI koI jaldI nhiiN| Aja ho gayA to ThIka, kala ho gayA to ThIka, parasoM ho gayA to bhI ThIka aura nahIM huA, to bhI kucha harjA nhiiN| tuma jaldI mata kro| tuma jIvana meM jahAM ho, use ThIka se samajha lo aura jI lo| usakA svAda

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kaivA hai, dera- abera samajha meM A jaaegaa| jisa dina jIvana para tumhArI pakaDa chUTegI usa dina saMnyAsa kA janma hotA hai| phira maiM tumheM jIvana se chor3akara bhAga jAne ko to kahatA nahIM-saMnyAsa ke bAda bhI nahIM khtaa| krAMti to aMtara meM hai, bhItara kI hai| rahoge vahIM, jahAM ho| aura DhaMga se rhoge| bodhapUrvaka rhoge| jAgakara rhoge| lekina jaldI mata kro| agara kahIM kucha thor3A-bahuta rasa ulajhA raha gayA hai usakA bhI nipaTArA kara lo| usakA bhI cukatArA kara lo| AkhirI prazna : maiM sadA se ApakA virodhI thaa| lekina jabase Apake nikaTa AyA hUM, patA nahIM kyA ho gayA hai? Apa kucha naze jaise haiN| kyA pilA diyA hai? nazA utaratA nhiiN| aura aisA Dara bhI lagatA hai ki kahIM pAgala to nahIM ho jaauuNgaa| saca kahA thA tUne jAhida jahara-e-kAtila hai zarAba hama bhI kahate the yahI jaba taka bahAra AyI na thI dUra se virodhI honA bar3A AsAna hai| svAda ke bAda virodhI honA bar3A kaThina hai| isIlie aksara virodhI pAsa Ate hI nahIM, dUra hI bane rahate haiN| dUra meM virodha bar3A sugama hai| na jAnA, na dekhA, ar3acana nahIM kuch| jo suna liyA, mAna liyA, jo suna liyA, apane hisAba se baDhA liyA, ghaTA liyA, raMga -rUpa de diyaa| dUra rahakara bar3I sugamatA hai-virodha kii| pAsa rahakara virodha kaThina hai| kyoMki kitane hI tuma behoza hoo, itane behoza to nahIM ki kucha bhI samajha meM na aae| aura kitane hI tuma soe hoo, itane to soe nahIM ki jo pukAra maiM de rahA hUM vaha bilakula bhI sunAyI na pdd'e| thor3A-bahuta svara to pahuMcegA saca kahA thA tUne jAhida jahara-e-kAtila hai zarAba / hama bhI kahate the yahI jaba taka bahAra AyI na thI svAda lene ke bAda hI kucha kahanA caahie| buddhimAna AdamI dUra se koI vaktavya na degA, na pakSa meM, na vipakSa meN| buddhimAna AdamI sunI-sunAyI bAtoM para nirNaya na legaa| buddhimAna AdamI svayaM dekhegaa| dekhegA hI nahIM, svayaM anubhava kregaa| anubhava ke bAda hI vaktavya degA-pakSa meM, yA vipakSa meN| aura tabhI kisI vaktavya kA koI mUlya hai| pUchie mayakazoM se luka-e-zarAba yaha majA pAkabAja kyA jAne

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ve jo pAeMge zarAba ve hI jAneMge majA / yaha majA pAkabAja kyA jAneM jinhoMne kabhI zarAba pI hI nahIM, ve to kyA majA jAneMge! pUchanA ho to unhIM se pUchanA cAhie jinhoMne pIyA hai| saca to yaha hai, unase bhI pUchanA kyA cAhie, unake sAtha pIkara dekhanA caahie| jaisA maiM niraMtara kahatA hUM, yahAM to koziza yahI cala rahI hai ki tuma kisI taraha DUbo paramAtmA meN| tuma pIo paramAtmA kI shraab| yahAM koI siddhAta nahIM samajhAe jA rahe haiM, yahAM to satya kI zarAba DhAlI jA rahI hai| isalie himmatavaroM ke lie hI nimaMtraNa hai| kamajora aura kAyaroM kI yahAM koI jagaha nahIM hai| jinheM dharma eka aupacArikatA hai, unake lie yahAM koI sthAna nhiiN| jinake lie dharma eka jIvaMta nimaMtraNa hai, cunautI hai, basa unake lie / acchA huA ki tuma A gaye acchA huA ki isa jhaMjhaTa meM par3a gye| acchA huA ki yaha pAgalapana tumhAre sira para car3hA jA rahA hai| acchA huA ki yaha khumArI tumheM Ane lagI tujhako barabAda to honA thA baharahAla khumAra kara nA ki usane tujhe barabAda kiyA AdamI ko barabAda to honA hI hai| cAhe dhana ke pIche ho, pada ke pIche ho, barabAda to honA hI hai| agara paramAtmA ke pIche ho lie, to acchA! nAja kara nAja ki usane tujhe barabAda kiyA tujhako barabAda to honA thA baharahAla khumAra yahAM mauta to Ane ko hai ? jAne ko to saba hai hI, bacegA to kucha bhI nahIM, agara rAramAtmA ke caraNoM meM saba chor3A, agara yaha prabhu kA nazA laga jAe, agara maMdira tumhArI madhuzAlA bana jAe, to isase bar3A aura koI saubhAgya nahIM / eka dina tuma kahoge - isakA ronA nahIM hai kyoM tumane kiyA dila barabAda isakA gama hai ki bahuta dera meM barabAda kiyA eka dina jarUra tuma kahoge ki kyoM itanI dera ho gayI, kyoM itanI dera taka na AyA ! kaise itanI dera aTakA rahA! aura saba taraha kA prema eka taraha kA pAgalapana hai| aura paramAtmA kA prema to sabase bar3A pAgalapana hai| aura saba to choTe -choTe pAgala haiN| dhana ke pAgala kI kyA bisAta! lekina jo mokSa ke lie pAgala huA hai, usakA pAgalapana to anaMta hai| utanA hI anaMta jitanA mokSa hai| dhana pAnevAlA to zAyada kisI dina hagna pA bhI legA aura pAgalapana se chuTakArA ho jAegA, lekina paramAtmA ko jo pAne calA hai yaha to pA pA kara bhI cUkatA rhegaa| yaha to pA pA kara bhI phira pAegA ki aura pAne ko zeSa hai| yaha pAgalapana to chUTa jAnevAlA nahIM hai| yaha pAgalapana to anaMta hai| hamase pahale bhI muhabbata kA yahI aMjAma thA kaisa bhI nAzAda thA pharahAda bhI nAkAma thA

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aura prema to sadA se ulajhana meM rahA hai| samajhadAra jinako tuma kahate ho, tathAkathita samajhadAra, ve prema meM nahIM pdd'te| paramAtmA ke to prema kI bAta choDo, ve sAMsArika prema taka meM nahIM pdd'te| ve kisI strI ke prema meM nahIM par3ate, kisI puruSa ke prema meM nahIM paDate, kisI mitra ke prema meM nahIM pdd'te| kyoMki ve jAnate haiM, prema meM jhaMjhaTa hai| ve to prema se apanA dAmana bacAkara calate haiN| prema kI jagaha vivAha kara lete haiN| prema meM nahIM pdd'te| kyoMki prema meM khatarA hai| khatarA isa bAta kA hai ki prema ko niyaMtraNa nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| aura phira paramAtmA kA prema 'to bahuta khataranAka hai| tumane anaMta ke hAthoM meM chor3a diyA apane ko| bAgaDora usake hAthoM meM de dI, aba vahI huA sArathI tumhArA to yahAM to jo bhI maiM tumase kaha rahA hUM, vaha bahuta thoDA sA hai| vaha itanA hI hai ki tuma apane hAtha paramAtmA ke hAtha meM de do| tuma bAgaDora usake hAtha meM chor3a do, tuma kartA na rho| hamase pahale bhI muhabbata kA yahI aMjAma thA kaisa bhI nAzAda thA pharahAda bhI nAkAma thA premI to sadA se upadrava meM, ar3acana meM, jhaMjhaTa meM rhe| lekina unhoMne hI kucha pAyA bhii| jinhoMne apane ko gaMvAyA hai, unhoMne hI kucha pAyA hai| jo ibe, vahI ubre| jo majhadhAra meM kho gaye, unhIM ko kinArA milaa| AkhirI jAma meM thI bAta kyA aisI sAkI ho gayA pI ke jo khAmoza vaha khAmoza rahA aba A gaye ho to ghabaDAo mt| aba yaha pAgalapana tuma para chA rahA hai to Daro mata, himmata karo, chA jAne do| isameM bAdhA mata ddaalnaa| kyoMki bahuta haiM jo pAsa Akara bhAga jAte haiN| bhAga jAte haiM Dara ke kaarnn| lagatA hai ki khiMce jA rahe haiN| lagatA hai ki jaldI hI apane basa meM na raha jaaeNge| isake pahale ki basa kho jAe, bhAga jAte haiN| phira svabhAvata: jo mujhase bhAga jAte, unako mujhase bhAgane ke lie kaI tarka khojane par3ate, kAraNa khojane par3ate, ki kyoM chor3a Ae, kyoM bhAga aae| apane ko bhI dhokhA dene ke lie unheM kaI iMtajAma mAnasika karane par3ate hai-bauddhika-ki kyoM bhAga aae| lekina maiM jAnatA hUM bar3e-se -bar3A bhaya tumheM paidA hogA vaha yaha ki kahIM aisA na ho ki tuma isameM itane ulajha jAo ki phira isake bAhara na jA sko| AkhirI jAma meM kyA bAta thI aisI sAkI ho gayA pI ke jo khAmoza vaha khAmoza rahA yahAM pahale to pAgalapana paidA hogA-prema paidA hogA aura agara himmata rakhI aura DUbate gaye, to khAmozI paidA hogii| pAgalapana calA jAegA, saba tUphAna cale jAege aura tUphAnoM ke bAda hI jo zAti AtI hai, vahI zAti hai| pahale tUphAna AegA, phira zAti aaegii| agara tUphAna meM hI ghabar3Akara bhAga gaye, to zAti se vaMcita raha jaaoge| agara tUphAna meM Tika gaye aura tUphAna ko gujara jAne diyA to tumhArI dhUla jhar3a jaaegii| tumhArI sadiyoM kI dhUla jhar3a jaaegii| tumhArA darpaNa phira nikhara aaegaa| usa nikhare darpaNa kA nAma hI dhyAna hai| usa nikhare darpaNa meM hI jo astitva kI chavi banatI hai, usI

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kA nAma paramAtmA hai| aura usa chavi taka jAne kA jo upAya hai, vahI saMnyAsa hai| himmata kro| itanI himmata kI pAsa Ane kI to virodha chUTa gyaa| aba aura thor3e pAsa Ao ki bhaya bhI chaTa jaae| bhaya lagatA hai| purAne zAstra kahate haiM, guru to mRtyu hai| AcAryo mRtyuH| kyoMki guru ke pAsa Akara tumhArI mRtyu ghaTita hotI hai| tuma jaise the, vaise to mara jaaoge| aura tumheM jaise honA cAhie vaise tuma paidA hooge| tumhArI svataMtratA kI udaghoSaNA hogii| tuma pahalI bAra AtmavAna bnoge| eka janma to tumhArI mAM ne diyA hai| vaha zarIra kA janma hai| eka janma guru detA hai, vaha AtmA kA janma hai| mAM se paidA hote vakta bhI bar3I pIr3A hotI hai| bar3A kaSTa hotA hai| guru se phira paidA hote aura bhI bar3I pIr3A hotI hai, aura bhI bar3A kaSTa hotA hai| lekina khayAla rakhanA, adhikatara bacce jaba paidA hote haiM to unakA sira nIce kI tarapha hotA hai| aura agara koI saMbhAlanevAlI dAI pAsa na ho to baccA jamIna para giregA sira ke bala aura zAyada sadA ke lie sira kharAba ho jAegA, vikRta ho jaaegaa| kabhI-kabhI aisA hotA hai ki koI baccA sira ke bala paidA nahIM hotA, paira ke bala paidA hotA hai, paira pahale Ate haiM, para bahuta hajAra meM kabhI ekAdha| ThIka aisA hI kabhI-kabhI hajAra meM ekAdha aisA bhI hotA hai jo guru ke binA paidA ho jAtA hai| jisako guru kI koI jarUrata nahIM hotI hai| lekina hajAra meM nau sau ninyAnabe to sira ke bala paidA hote haiN| guru to dAI hai, 'middvaaiph| sukarAta ne yahI kahA hai ki maiM miDavAipha hUM dAI hAM aura jaba tuma paidA hooge, taba sira ke bala para na gira jAo kahIM, anyathA khatarA hai| aksara aisA hotA hai ki bahuta se loga guru se bacane ke lie kitAboM se vidhiyAM par3ha par3hakara kAma meM laga jAte haiM aura usakA pariNAma bhayAnaka hotA hai| jaba kabhI kitAboM se par3ha -par3hakara agara kahIM paidA ho gaye aura kitAbeM pAsa meM rahIM, to kitAbeM dAiyAM nahIM haiN| aura kitAbeM kacha bhI na kara skeNgii| agara coTa lagI koI gaharI, to kitAba kucha bhI na kara skegii| to jo loga guru ke binA isa yAtrA meM nikalate haiM, unakA saca meM hI bar3A khatarA hai| ve vastuta: pAgala ho sakate haiN| tumheM isa deza meM kaI loga mila jAeMge, jinako loga 'masta' kahate haiN| masta' ityAdi kucha bhI nahIM haiM, unakI hAlata bar3I kharAba hai| ve pAgaloM se bhI burI hAlata meM haiN| kyoMki pAgaloM kA to manovaijJAnika ilAja bhI kara sakatA hai, ina mastoM kA manovaijJAnika ilAja bhI nahIM kara sktaa| ye sAmAnya bhI na rahe aura asAmAnya bhI na ho paae| yaha saMsAra chUTa gayA aura vaha dUsarA saMsAra inake hAtha meM Ane se raha gyaa| ye bIca meM aTaka gaye, ye trizaMka ho gye| isase to behatara hai, saMsAra meM hI soe rhnaa| kahIM aisA na ho ki nIMda bhI TUTa jAe aura jAgaraNa bhI na aae| taba tuma bar3I becainI meM par3a jaaoge| to agara mere pAsa A gaye ho to aba dUra mata bane rhnaa| aura aisA koziza mata karanA ki jo -jo mile AsapAsa se bIna leM, ikaTThA kara leM aura apane-Apa kAma meM laga jaaeN| to khatarA tuma mola lete ho| tumhArI marjI! agara kucha vastuta: karanA ho to pAsa Ane kI pUrI himmata rkhnaa|

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mere hAtha meM hAtha dene kI himmata rakhanA, tAki jaba tumhArA janma ho, to tumheM koI aisI coTa na laga jAye jo saMghAtaka ho| tuma bacAe jA sko| aba A hI gaye ho to A hI jaao| yaha bhaya ityAdi chodd'o| jaisA virodha calA gayA vaisA hI bhaya bhI calA jaaegaa| tUphAna AegA, aura usake bAda hI zAti dUra se Ae the sAkI sunake mayakhAne ko hama para tarasate hI cale aphasosa paimAne ko hama agara pAsa na Ae to aisA hI hogaa| dUra se Ae the sAkI sunake mayakhAne ko hama bar3e dUra se khabara sunI thI madhuzAlA kI aura Ae the| para tarasate hI cale aphasosa paimAne ko hama lekina binA pIe jA rahe haiN| lekina tumhAre atirikta koI aura jimmevAra nahIM hai| tuma uttaradAyitva mujha para na sauMpa skoge| maiM to roja DAle jA rahA huuN| maiM to surAhI lie khar3A huuN| paimAnoM kA hisAba kahAM hai, culla se pIo, bharake piio| agara tuma khAlI hAtha gaye to tumhAre atirikta koI aura jimmevAra nahIM hai| aura isa jiMdagI meM hai bhI kyA, jisako khone se tuma itane Dara rahe ho! hai kyA tumhAre pAsa, jise bacAne ko itane Atura ho! khojatI bhautika kSitija AMkheM yahAM kabra se jyAdA na kImata tAja kI pyAra ke pukhtA dharAtala para banAye the mahala para binA AdhAra kI mInAra se Dhahate rahe kahIM ghara hai na kahIM davAra jiMdagI terA kareM kisa Thaura iMtajAra jiMdagI terA mauta ke pAsa talaka hAtha khIMcakara lAyI magara maratA na etabAra jiMdagI terA jisa jiMdagI meM sivAya mauta ke kucha nahIM ghaTatA, usa para bhI bharosA kiye cale jAte ho! aura jisa samarpaNa se mRtyu ke mAdhyama se bhI mahAjIvana ghaTatA hai, vahAM bhI Darate ho bhayabhIta hote ho, saMkoca karate ho! jiMdagI hai apane kabje meM na apane vaza meM mauta AdamI majabUra hai aura kisa kadara majabUra hai na janma tumhAre hAtha meM hai, na mauta tumhAre hAtha meM hai| sirpha eka cIja tumhAre hAtha meM hai, vaha hai smrpnn| janma ho gayA, mauta hokara rhegii| samarpaNa tuma cAho to ho sakatA hai, tuma cAho to nahIM hogaa| sirpha eka bAta ke tuma mAlika ho, vaha hai sNnyaas|

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jiMdagI hai apane kabje meM na apane vaza meM mauta AdamI majabUra hai aura kisa kadara majabUra hai nahIM, eka svataMtratA bhI hai| eka bAta hai jahAM majabUrI nahIM hai| vahI svataMtratA saMnyAsa hai| Aja itanA hii|

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dinAMka 4 pharavarI, 1977, ozo Azrama, koregAMvapArka, pUnA / sUtra: saptopi na saptau ca svammeuyi zayito na c| jAgare'pi na jAgarti dhIrastRptaH pade pade / / 27011 jJaH sacintoupi nizcintaH sendriyo'yi nirindriyaH / subudvirapi nirbuddhi sAhaMkAroghnahaMkRti / / 271 / / sukhInaca vA duHkhI na virakto na saMgavAn / mumukSurna vA mukto na kiMcinna na kiMcana / / 27211 vikSeye'pi na vikSiptaH samAdhau na samAdhimAn / jADadheupi na jaDo anyaH paMDityeupi na pNddit:|| 27311 makto yathAsthitisvasthaH kRtakartavyanirvRtaH / samaH sarvatra vaitRSNayAnna smaratyakRtaM kRtm|| 27411 na prIyate vadyamAno nidyamAno na kpyti| naivodvijati maraNe jIvane nAbhinaMdati || 27511 na dhAvati janAkIrNa nAraNyamayazAMtadhIH / yathAtathA yatratatra sama evAvatiSThate / ! 27611 cauthe kI talAza-pravacana - dasavAM isa apUrva saMvAda kA aMtima caraNa karIba Ane lgaa| aSTAvakra ke Aja ke sUtra AkhirI sUtra hoNge| bAda meM thoDe sUtra aura haiM, ve sUtra janaka ke haiN| guru ne saba kaha diyA jo kahA jA sakatA thA aura jo nahIM kahA jA sakatA thaa| jise batAyA jA sakatA thA aura jise batAne kA koI upAya nahIM thaa| usa tarapha bhI izArA kara diyA jisa tarapha izAre ho sakate the aura usa tarapha bhI izArA kara diyA jisa tarapha koI izArA na kabhI huA hai, na ho sakatA hai| Aja caramazikhara hai aSTAvakra ke vacanoM kA, AkhirI baat| aura yaha aSTAvakra kI hI AkhirI bAta nahIM, yaha samasta jJAniyoM kI AkhirI bAta hai| isake pAra bAta nahIM jaatii| isake pAra zabda aura nahIM ur3a pAte haiN| yaha unakI sImA A gyii| isake pAra bhI AkAza hai, isake pAra bhI anaMta hai-vastuta isI ke bAda hI asalI zurU hotA hai - lekina yahAM taka zabda bhI le Ate haiN| yahAM taka zabda kI savArI

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ho sakatI hai, zabda ke rathoM para baiThakara yAtrA ho sakatI hai| sUtroM ko bahuta dhyAnapUrvaka sunanA kyoMki inase UMcAI ke sUtra kabhI nahIM kahe gaye haiN| phira bAda meM jo thor3e sUtra haiM, ve to janaka kI ora se haiN| guru ne itanA diyA, itanA diyA, ve dhanyavAda-svarUpa haiN| ve AbhAra-svarUpa haiN| aura isalie bhI haiM ki janaka kaha sakeM ki maiM samajha pAyA yA nhiiN| to jo kahA hai aSTAvakra ne, usI ko bahuta saMkSipta meM sUtra meM, janaka ne phira doharA diyA hai| usa doharAne se kevala itanA batAyA hai ki jo tumane dikhAyA, vaha dekha liyA gayA hai / tumhArA zrama vyartha nahIM gyaa| tumane jo mehanata kI thI, ve bIja aMkurita hue haiN| phUla khila gaye haiN| Aja ke bAda ke sUtra to niSpattiyA haiM, sAre aSTAvakra ke vacanoM kA jo sAra - nicor3a hai| lekina Aja ke sUtra zikhara haiM, ye gaurIzaMkara haiN| pahalA sUtra- suptoupi na sumuptau ca svameupi zayito na ca / jAgareupi na jAgarti dhIrastRptaH pade pade / / 'jo suSupti meM bhI nahIM supta hai aura jo svapna meM bhI nahIM svapnAyA, aura jo jAgrata meM bhI nahIM jAyA huA hai, vaha dhIrapuruSa kSaNa- kSaNa tRpta hai|' ise samajhane ke pahale buddhapuruSoM ke manovijJAna ke cAra khaMDa samajha lene cAhie | pazcima meM to abhI do sau varSa pahale taka jo bhI manovijJAna vicAra karatA thA, usakI sImA jAgRti thii| subaha jaba Akha khulatI hai aura rAta tuma so jAte ho isake bIca hI jo ghaTatA thA, manovijJAna usI kA adhyayana karatA thaa| kisI ko yaha bhI khyAla na uThA thA ki rAta bhI, sote bhI to manuSya kA mana hI kAma kara rahA hai| vaha bhI to manovijJAna hai| aura jaba AdamI Akha kholakara dekhatA hai, taba bhI mana kA vyavahAra hai aura jaba Akha baMda karake svapna dekhatA hai, taba bhI mana kA vyavahAra hai| sigmaMDa phrAyaDa ne pazcima meM krAMti lA dii| bAta pazcima meM bar3I krAMtikArI lagI, kyoMki pUraba ke jJAna se pazcima aparicita thA, anyathA sigmaMDa phrAyaDa ne jo kahA, usakA koI bhI bar3A mUlya nahIM hai| pUraba to sadA se yahI kahatA rahA / sigmaMDa phrAyaDa ne krAMti khar3I kara dI jaba usane kahA ki manuSya ke mana kI asalI khoja to svapna meM hogI, nidrA meM hogii| kyoMki jAgaraNa meM to bar3A dhokhA hai| jAgrata meM to tuma jo dikhalAte ho, usake saca hone kI bahuta kama saMbhAvanA hai| tuma jo cehare or3ha lete ho, ve aksara jhUThe haiN| to jAgRti se to tumhAre mana kA ThIka-ThIka patA calegA nahIM, jAgRti to dhokhA paidA karatI hai| isase to jo patA calatA hai, itanA hI patA calatA hai ki aise tuma nahIM ho AdamI muskurA rahA, mitratA dikhalA rahA, aura ho sakatA hai bhItara chure para dhAra rakha rahA hai tumhAre lie| jitanI chure para dhAra rakha rahA hai, utanA hI muskurA rahA hai, tAki tumheM kahIM chure kI dhAra dikhAyI na par3a jaae| vaha muskurAhaTa AvaraNa hai| mitratA darasA rahA hai, kyoMki galA kATanA hai| utanI hI jyAdA mitratA dikhalA rahA hai, utanA hI hamajolIpana dikhalA rahA hai| cehare to bar3e jhUThe haiM!

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to phrAyaDa ne jaba yaha kahA ki agara AdamI kI asaliyata jAnanI ho to usake sapanoM meM jhAMkanA par3egA, kyoMki vahA mana nikhAlisa hai, vahA dhokhAdhar3I nahIM hai| itane kuzala bahuta kama loga sapane meM dhokhA de deN| haiM kacha log| aura kabhI-kabhI tama bhI itane kazala ho jAte ho dhokhA dene meM ki sapane meM bhI dhokhA de sakate ho, lekina bahuta kama loga haiN| sapane taka dhokhA denA muzkila ho jAtA hai| to phrAyaDa ne eka nayA adhyAya kholA ki manuSya ke mana kA vizleSaNa manuSya ke svapna kA vizleSaNa hogaa| jaba phrAyaDa ne pahalI daphe yaha bAta kahI to logoM ne bharosA na kiyaa| unhoMne kahA, hameM jAnanA hai to hamase pUcho, sapane meM kyA dekhanA hai? sapane meM kyA dharA hai! sapane meM ho kyA sakatA hai? tuma bhI sapane ko koI bahuta mUlya to dete nahIM rAta agara tumane kisI kI hatyA kara dI to subaha uThakara tuma ciMtita thor3e hI hote ho ki rAta hatyA kara dii| lekina tumane hatyA kI hai, rAta kI ki dina kI, kyA pharka par3atA hai| tuma hatyA karane ke bhAva se bhare ho, itanA to siddha hotA hai| Aja rAta meM kI hai, kala dina meM bhI kara sakate ho| vicAra to maujUda hai| bIja to maujUda hai| bIja agara maujUda hai to kabhI bhI vRkSa ho sakatA hai| kRtya bana sakatA hai vicAra, kyoMki vicAra hI to kRtya banate haiN| jo Aja kRtya ho gayA hai, vaha kala vicAra thaa| jo Aja vicAra hai, kala kRtya ho sakatA hai| isalie isake pahale ki tuma apane jIvana ke DhAMce ko badaloM, tumhAre ye svapna ke DhAMce bhI badalane caahie| kyoMki svapna tumhAre jIvana ko nirmita kara rahe haiN| svapnoM meM nakze haiM tumhAre jIvana ke| kyA tuma hone vAle ho, isakI khabareM haiN| tuma rAta kisI kI patnI ko lekara bhAga gaye sapane meM, subaha uThakara tuma parezAna nahIM hote| tuma kahate ho, sapanA thaa| lekina bhAge tuma, bhAganA tuma cAhate ho| dUsare kI patnI meM tuma utsuka ho rasa hai tumheN| zAyada dina meM tumheM yaha dikhAyI bhI nahIM pdd'taa| dina meM to tuma rAma rAma japate rahate ho, mAlA pherate rahate ho| dina meM to yaha vicAra uThegA to tuma haMsoge ki kaisA galata vicAra uTha rahA hai| dina meM to tuma aisA dikhalAte ho dUsaroM ko aura apane ko bhI ki yaha vicAra galata hai| lekina hai tumhArA! rAta sapane meM jaba uThegA, taba tuma kara gujroge| jo Aja sapane meM kiyA hai, vaha majabUta hotA jaaegaa| usakI lIka pdd'egii| sirpha eka choTA sA Adima kabIlA hai philipAinsa meM, jahAM unhoMne sapanoM ko bar3A mUlya diyA hai| aura pahalI bAta usa kabIle meM jo hotI hai, vaha subaha uThakara sapanoM kI carcA hotI hai| jaba usa kabIle kA adhyayana kiyA gayA to loga bar3e cakita hue, vaha anUThA kabIlA hai| choTA-sA kabIlA hai, Adima logoM kA hai, jaMgalI hai| magara una jaise sabhya AdamI kahIM pAe nahIM gaye aba tk| aura unakI sabhyatA kA sArA rAja yaha hai ki unhoMne apane sapanoM meM bar3I gati pAyI hai| chuTapana se, bacce paidA hue aura jaise hI baccA bolane lagA to jo pahalI bAta bacce se pUchI jAtI hai vaha yaha ki tUne rAta sapanA kyA dekhA? aura ghara ke bar3e-bUr3he usakA vizleSaNa karate haiM ki isake sapane kA artha kyA hai| dhIre-dhIre usako sapane ke mAdhyama se ve batAne lagate haiM ki tujhe yaha karanA cAhie, terA sapanA yaha kaha rahA hai|

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eka choTe bacce ne sapanA dekhA ki par3osa ke lar3ake ko eka cAMTA mAra diyaa| tuma to isako mUlya bhI na doge| tuma to hatyA karane ko bhI mUlya nahIM dete| lekina isa Adima kabIle ke loga usa bacce ko kaheMge, jAkara usa bacce se kSamA mAMgo ki bhUla ho gyii| sapane meM cAMTA mArA! to cATA mAranA tuma cAhate ho, itanA siddha huA| jAkara kSamA maaNgo| kSamA mAMgane se hI nahIM calegA, kyoMki cAMTA to laga gayA, coTa to ho gayI, kucha bheMTa bhI le jaao| kucha khilaunA le jAo, miThAI le jAo, use denA aura mAphI mAMganA aura kahanA ki bar3I bhUla ho gayI, sapane meM cAMTA mAra diyaa| choTe bacce! choTe baccoM ko to sapane aura jAgaraNa meM bahuta pharka bhI nahIM hotA| choTA baccA to rAta sapane meM khilaunA kho jAtA hai to subaha rotA hai, pUchatA hai, merA khilaunA kahAM hai? tuma samajhAte ho ki sapanA thA, pAgala! abhI bacce ko sapane aura satya meM bahuta phAsalA nahIM hai| isa bAta ko khayAla meM lenA ki bacce ko sapane aura satya meM bahuta pharka nahIM hai| saMta ko bhI sapane aura satya meM bahuta pharka nahIM raha jaataa| isIlie to saMtoM ne jagata ko mAyA kahA hai| jagata ko sapanA kahA hai| jisako tuma yathArtha kahate ho usako saMta sapanA kahate haiN| aura baccA sapane ko bhI saca mAna letA hai| saMta aura bacce meM thor3A-sA pharka hai, jarA-sA pharka hai| baccA sapane ko saca mAna letA hai| saMta sapane ko to saca mAnatA hI nahIM, saca ko bhI sapanA jAna letA hai| magara donoM meM kucha tAlamela hai| isalie jIsasa ThIka kahate haiM, mere prabhu ke rAjya meM ve hI praveza kareMge jo choTe kI bhAMti sarala haiN| isalie aSTAvakra bAra-bAra doharAte haiM, bAlavata jo ho gayA, vahI paramajJAnI hai| ye dUsare chora se bAlavata ho jAnA hai| sapanA to sapanA ho hI gayA, yaha jisako tuma jAgrata phailAva kahate yathArtha kA, vastu -jagata, yaha bhI svannavata ho gyaa| isa choTe kabIle meM baccoM ko bacapana se hI eka bAta sikhAyI jAtI hai ki sapane meM bhI bhUla ho gayI to bhUla ho gyii| aba tuma soco, jo sapane meM bhI bhUla karane meM dhIre - dhIre jAgane lagate haiM, unase

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jAgaraNa meM to kaise bhUla hogI? isalie yaha kabIlA isa pRthvI kA sabase jyAdA sabhya kabIlA hai| isa kabIle meM Aja taba koI hatyA nahIM huii| na koI corI huii| na koI AtmahatyA huii| aura isa kabIle ke itihAsa meM koI AdamI kabhI pAgala nahIM huaa| aura yaha kabIlA kabhI yuddha meM nahIM utraa| apUrva hai ghaTanA! AdamI aura yuddha na kare! AdamI aura corI na kare ! AdamI aura hatyA na kare! AdamI aura pAgala na ho! to phira AdamI karegA kyA? yahI to sAre kAma haiN| sau meM ninyAnabe to yahI kAma haiM hamAre jIvana ke| kucha thor3A-bahuta baca jAtA hai, usameM hama aura taraha se jIte haiM, anyathA yahI hamArA jIvana hai, lar3o, maaro| isa kabIle kI sabhyatA bar3I anUThI hai| aura isa kabIle ko na to kisI ne ahiMsA kI zikSA - na buddha hue na mahAvIra hue na kisI ne satya kI zikSA dI, na kisI ne dharma sikhaayaa| yaha kabIlA koI bahuta bar3A dhArmika kabIlA nahIM hai, lekina isa kabIle ke loga bar3e dhArmika haiN| pharka samajha lenA, jaba maiM kahatA hUM dhArmika nahIM haiM to merA matalaba na to paMDita, na purohita, na maMdira, isa sabakI bahuta ciMtA nahIM hai| lekina eka bar3I kImiyA pakar3a lI unhoMne, kuMjI pakar3a lI ki svapna meM rUpAMtaraNa karanA hai| jaba svapna badala jAtA hai, jaba vicAra badala jAte haiM, to kRtya badala jAte haiN| unhoMne bahuta AdhArabhUta bAta pakar3a lii| phrAyaDa ne isa sadI ko yahI AdhArabhUta bAta pazcima meM dii| jaba pazcima meM phrAyaDa ne dI to loga cakita hue| manovijJAna itanA hI kara rahA hai, manovizleSaNa itanA hI kara rahA hai, pAgala AdamI ke sapanoM kI khoja karatA hai| aura sapanoM kI khoja se pAgala AdamI ko satya kA darzana karAtA hai| jaise-jaise pAgala AdamI ko apane sapane kA bodha spaSTa hone lagatA hai, vaise-vaise usake jIvana- vyavahAra meM rUpAMtaraNa ho jAtA hai| yaha bAta krAMtikArI thI pazcima meM, lekina pUraba meM nhiiN| pUraba to sadiyoM se yaha kaha rahA hai| yaha aSTAvakra kA sUtra apUrva hai| aSTAvakra yaha kaha rahe haiM ki aisI bhI gaharI samajha hai jahAM svapna hI nahIM samajha liye jAte, suSupti bhI samajha lI jAtI hai| suSupti aura gaharI hai| pahale jAgRti - dina kA vyavasAya, AcaraNa, vyavahAra, phira svapna kA vyavasAya, AcaraNa, vyavahAra; phira isake nIce suSupti hai, jahAM svapna bhI nahIM rahA / na bAhara kI duniyA rahI na bhItara kI duniyA rahI, tuma apane meM bilakula baMda ho gye| dvAra - daravAje baMda karake tuma bIja kI taraha ho gye| koI aMkuraNa na uThA- koI vicAra nahIM, koI taraMga nhiiN| yaha suSuptiA aura isase bhI eka gaharI dazA hai jisako turIya kahA hai| jahAM tuma isa bhItara kI apUrva zAta, svAta dazA meM jAgrata ho gye| soe-soe jaga gaye, soe meM jaga gye| zarIra soyA rahA, mana soyA rahA aura caitanya jaga gyaa| isako cauthI avasthA kahA / pazcima kA manovijJAna abhI do meM ulajhA hai- pahale eka meM hI, jAgRti meM ulajhA thaa| phrAyaDa anudAna se svapna meM bhI laga gayA hai| abhI - abhI dasa varSoM meM suSupti para bhI khoja zurU huI hai| amarIkA meM dasa prayogazAlAeM kAma kara rahI haiM AdamI kI nIMda kI khoja ke lie ki AdamI kI nIMda

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meM kyA ghaTatA hai| lekina cauthe kI abhI koI bhI khabara nahIM hai| aura usI cauthe para pUraba kA sArA manovijJAna khar3A hai| cauthe taka bhI AnA par3egA pazcima ko| pahale svapnoM ko nahIM mAnate the, kyA rakhA hai svapna meM, phira svapna para bar3A mUlya huA phira suSupti kI koI ciMtA nahIM thI, phrAyaDa ne koI phikara nahIM kI nIMda kI, sirpha svapna taka rukA rahA, lekina aba manovaijJAnika nIMda meM jA rahe haiN| aura isase cauthI, turIya kA artha hotA hai - cauthI / usako nAma nahIM diyA, kyoMki vaha aba AkhirI hai, usako kyA nAma denaa| vaha to nAma ke bAhara hai| ina tIna ke jo pAra hai vaha cauthii| usa cauthI ko samajha leM to yaha sUtra samajha meM aaegaa| turIya kA artha hotA hai, itane zAta jaise gaharI nIMda meM hote haiM, aura itane jAgrata, jaise bhare jAgaraNa meM hote haiN| yaha virodha kA miln| aise jAgrata jaise bhara jAgRti meM hote haiM - kabhI-kabhI hotA hai| koI AdamI tumhArI chAtI para ekadama churA lekara A gayA, usa kSaNa meM kSaNa bhara ko tuma jAgate ho| pracaMDa jAgaraNa hotA hai| eka kSaNa ko saba taMdrA TUTa jAtI hai| cale jA rahe the rAste para apane vicAra kho ki yaha dhaMdhA kara leM, ki vaha dhaMdhA kara leM, ki itanI kamAI ho jAegI, ki aisA makAna banA leMge, ki isa lar3akI se zAdI kara leMge, aisA kucha cale jA rahe the mana meM apanA gaNita biThAte, zekhacillI , eka AdamI ekadama churA lekara A gyaa| aba churA aisI bAta hai ki tIra kI taraha tor3a degA saba sapane ke jAla ko| mauta sAmane khar3I hai, aba kahAM phurasata kisase zAdI kareM, kauna-sI dukAna kareM, kauna-sA dhaMdhA calAeM, kaise paisA kamAe, idhara mauta A gayI, ye saba bAteM ekadama bemAnI ho gyiiN| aura churA itanA pratyakSa sAmane khar3A hai ki tuma eka kSaNa ko to jAgarUka ho hI jaaoge| isalie kabhI-kabhI khatare meM jAgaraNa AtA hai| aura isIlie khatare meM rasa hai / jo loga pahAr3a para car3hane jAte haiM himAlaya, unakA rasa tuma jAnate ho kyA hai? rasa yahI hai ki kisI samaya rassI se jhUlate hue khAI khaMdaka ke Upara prANoM para saMkaTa hotA hai| jarA-sI cUka aura gye| jarA-sA paira cUkA ki sadA ke lie kho gye| eka - eka sAMsa AkhirI mAlUma hotI hai| usI kAraNa eka bar3A prakAMDa jAgaraNa paidA hotA hai| eka rs| vaha samAdhi kA rasa hai, vaha turIya kA rasa hai / thor3A-sA, jhalaka maatr| isIlie yuddha ke maidAna para loga tAje ho jAte haiN| jahAM mauta cAroM tarapha barasatI ho / isIlie loga kAra tejI se calAte haiM, eka aisI sImA A jAtI hai- sau mIla prati ghaMTe jA rahe haiM, eka sau dasa mIla, eka sau bIsa mIla, aba aisI ghar3I A gayI hai jahAM eka-eka kSaNa khataranAka hai| jarA-sI cUka aura gye| usa samaya eka pulaka se prANa bhara jAtA hai, vicAra saba baMda ho jAte haiN| itane khatare meM vicAra karane kI suvidhA kise ho sakatI hai? isIlie loga khataranAka khela khelate haiN| isIlie loga jue para dAva lagAte haiN| saba lagA diyA dAva / eka jApAnI abhinetA ne karor3oM DAlara kamAe aura jiMdagI ke aMta meM sAre rupaye le jAkara ikaTThe, eka bAra phrAMsa meM jue para dAMva para lagA diye| jarA usakI soco hAlata ! saba iktttthaa| yA isa pAra, yA usa paar| bAta aisI thI ki dUsare dina akhabAroM meM khabara chapI - kyoMki vaha hAra gayA ki usane AtmahatyA kara lii| kisI dUsare jApAnI ne AtmahatyA kara lI thI eka hoTala ke Upara se kUdakara / akhabAroM ne

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to mAna hI liyA ki yaha vahI AdamI ho sakatA hai, aura kauna kUdegA? jiMdagI bhara kI kamAI saba dAva para lagA dii| magara vaha AdamI maje se so rahA thaa| jaba usa hoTala ke mainejara ne usako jagAyA aura pUchA, Apa abhI jiMdA, akhabAroM meM to khabara chapa gayI ki Apa mara gaye! to usane kahA maiM kisa lie marUM? saca to yaha hai ki dAva para lagAkara saba kucha pahalI daphe maiMne jiMdagI kA rasa jaanaa| aisA pragAr3ha rUpa se maiM kabhI hoza se bharA huA nahIM thaa| jaba saba dAva para lagAyA - sArI jiMdagI dAva para lagA dIM-toM soca - vicAra kA maukA na rhaa| eka-eka pala aisA sarakane lagA, jaisA kabhI nahIM sarakA thaa| apanI hI sAsa kI dhar3akana sunAyI par3ane lgii| idhara yA udhara ! yA to saba gayA, yA saba dugunA ho jaaegaa| socane-vicArane kI phurasata na rhii| ThagA khar3A raha gyaa| aura phira hAra bhI gyaa| aba jaba saba hAra hI gayA to aba kyA ! isalie zAti se so gayA, aba to kucha bacA hI nahIM, bAta hI khata ho gayI, aba subaha dekheMge, jo hogA hogaa| ciMtA to taba hotI hai jaba kucha ho| do avasthAoM meM ciMtA miTatI hai - yA to saba kucha ho, yA kucha na ho| to saba kucha to sirpha paramAtmA ko hotA hai aura kucha na saMnyAsI ko hotA hai| basa do hI hAlata meM ciMtA miTatI hai| kyoMki donoM hI hAlata meM pUrNatA hotI hai| yA to saba ho, phira kyA ciMtA! isalie paramAtmA nizcita hai| yA kucha bhI na ho, phira kyA ciMtA ! ciMtA karane ko bhI kucha to caahie| aba kucha hI nahIM hai to ciMtA kaisI ! tau saMnyAsI nizcita hai| aura saMnyAsI aura paramAtmA kA kisI bar3e bhItarI dvAra para milana ho jAtA hai| kyoMki pUrNa aura zUnya milate haiN| khatare kA isIlie itanA AkarSaNa hai, kyoMki khatare meM thor3e jAgaraNa kA svAda AtA hai| ye tIna avasthAeM haiN| jisako tuma jAgaraNa kahate, isako jJAnI jAgaraNa nahIM kahate - yaha koI jAganA hai! yaha to tuma soe-soe cala rahe ho| tuma soe-soe kAma karane meM kuzala ho gaye ho| Akha khulI hai tumhArI lekina jAge tuma kahAM? kyoMki Akha to khulI hai aura bhItara hajAra-hajAra svapna cala rahe haiN| aura sapane tumhAre nahIM haiN| tuma sapanoM ke nahIM ho| sapane saba udhAra haiN| sapane saba auroM ke haiN| sapane saba kisI ne de diye haiN| sapane tuma AsapAsa se pakar3a rahe ho| tumheM isa satya kA patA nahIM hai ki sabhI vicAra jo tumhAre bhItara calate haiM, tumhAre nahIM haiN| tuma to nirvicAra ho, vicAra to tuma idhara-udhara se pakar3a lete ho| aisA bhI nahIM hai ki koI kahe taba tuma pakar3ate ho| tumhAre pAsa eka AdamI Akara baiTha gayA, usakI vicAra kI taraMgeM tumhArI khopar3I meM praviSTa hone lagatI haiN| kabhI-kabhI kisI AdamI ke pAsa baiThakara bar3e bUre vicAra Ane lagate haiN| kabhI kisI AdamI ke pAsa baiThakara bar3e acche vicAra Ane lagate haiN| isIlie to loga satsaMga meM jAne lge| sadiyoM pahale yaha bAta samajha meM A gayI ki kisI ke pAsa baiThakara zubha vicAra Ane lagate haiM, kisI ke pAsa baiThakara azubha vicAra Ane lagate haiN| aura kisI ke pAsa aisI bhI ghaTanA ghaTatI hai ki vicAra nahIM aate| jisa ke pAsa bure vicAra AeM, vaha asAdhu / jisake pAsa acche vicAra AeM, vaha sAdhu / aura jisake pAsa nirvicAra kI thor3I-sI jhalaka Ane lage, vaha saMta paramahaMsa, buddha, jin| hamane kaise pahacAnA? loga pUchate haiM ki hamane kaise pahacAnA ki koI AdamI jinatva ko upalabdha ho gayA hai? ki

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buddhatva ko upalabdha ho gayA hai? eka hI upAya hai pahacAnane kA, usake pAsa rahane lago, baso usake pAsa, ruko usake paas| agara tumheM kisI dina zAti ke tairate hue bAdala tumhAre bhItara A jAeM aura acAnaka tuma pAo ki saba vicAra kho gaye haiM, ve jo anavarata calate the, dina-rAta calate the, vaha jo tumhAre bhItara kolAhala macA hI rahatA thA, acAnaka jaise koI le gayA saba kolAhala; AyA eka bAdala aura varSA ho gayI aura tuma zItala ho gaye; AyA eka havA kA jhoMkA aura saba dhUla ur3a gayI aura tuma tAje aura naye ho gaye, jaise kucha anahonA ghaTA aura tuma sakate meM A gaye, koI vicAra na rahA, tuma nirvicAra ho gaye, jisake pAsa nirvicAra ghaTa jAe, jAnanA ki vahA buddhatva ghaTA hai| aura to koI upAya nahIM hai| jAnanA ki vahA jinatva ghaTA hai| hama pratipala dUsare ke vicAroM se prabhAvita hote haiN| aisA samajho ki jo zvAsa maiMne lI abhI, mere bhItara hai abhI, thor3I dera bAda tumhArI zvAsa ho jaaegii| aura abhI jo zvAsa tumhAre bhItara hai, thor3I dera bAda merI zvAsa ho jaaegii| hama eka-dUsare kI zvAseM le rahe na! ThIka aise hI hama eka -dUsare ke vicAra bhI pI rahe haiN| dikhAyI nahIM par3atA ki dUsare kI zvAsa tumhArI zvAsa meM gyii| tumane kabhI zAyada aisA socA bhI na ho, nahIM to ghabar3Ane bhI lago ki are, yaha duSTa baiThA hai, isakI zvAsa bhItara jA rahI hai mere, bhAgo yahAM se, kahIM isakI zvAsa kahA kA gaMdA AdamI binA nahAe-dhoe baiThA hai, isakI zvAsa mere bhItara jA rahI hai! maiM brAhmaNa, yaha zUdra; maiM nahAyA - dhoyA, pavitra, puNyAtmA, yaha pApI! magara zvAsa A-jA rahI hai| jaise zvAsa A-jA rahI adRzya, usase bhI jyAdA adRzya vicAra A-jA rhe| pratyeka vyakti eka brADakAsTiMga hai| pUra vakta pheMka rahA apane cAroM tarapha taraMgeM, sUkSma taraMgeM, aura saba AsapAsa unheM loga pakar3a rhe| tuma tabhI taraMgeM pakar3anA baMda karate ho, jaba tuma samAdhi ko upalabdha hote ho| taba tuma kisI ke bhI pAsa baiThe raho, tuma surakSitA tumhAre chidra meM kucha praveza nahIM krtaa| aura jisa dina tuma isa zogya ho jAte ho ki tumhAre bhItara dUsare kI taraMgeM praveza nahIM karatIM, usa dina tumhArA zUnya dUsaroM meM praveza karane lagatA hai| ziSya aura guru kA itanA hI artha hai| jisakI tarapha se zUnya bahane lagA, vaha guru; aura jo usa zUnya ko lene ko rAjI ho gayA jholI phailAkara, aMjulI pasArakara, vaha shissy| zUnya kA AdAna-pradAna jinake bIca hotA hai, ve hI ziSya aura guru| ye jo svapna tumhAre bhItara calate haiM, inheM tuma apane mata mAna lenaa| aura nidrA meM amita avyakta bhAvoM ke sahasroM svapna calate haiM ye sahasroM svapna jo apane nahIM haiM, ye bhI saba udhAra haiN| jarA dekho to apanI garIbI! sapane bhI apane nhiiN| jarA dekho to dInatA! dhana to apanA hai hI nahIM, pada to apanA hai hI nahIM, sapanA taka apanA nahIM! vaha bhI dUsare paidA kara dete|

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tuma isake cAho choTe-moTe prayoga kara sakate ho| tumhArI patnI so rahI ho ra cale jAnA usake pAsa, eka barapha kA Tukar3A dhIre - dhIre usake paira meM chulAnA aura phira bAda meM usase jaba vaha jAge to pUchanA ki tane kyA sapanA dekhA? vaha sapanA dekhegI ki pahADa gayI hai, barapha para cala rahI hai| isa taraha kA sapanA paidA ho jaaegaa| yA jarA Aca de denA usake paira ko to sapanA dekhegI ki calI gayI marusthala meM, ki sahArA meM pahuMca gayI ki dhUpa par3a rahI bhayaMkara, ki paira jala rahe bhayaMkara! yaha to tumane bar3A sthUla kAma kiyaa| yA takiyA rakha denA usakI chAtI pr| vaha socegI ki A gayA koI daitya, dAnava, chAtI para baiThA hai| ghabar3Ane lgegii| parezAna hone lgegii| takiyA to dUra, usake hI hAtha donoM usakI chAtI para rakha denA, to ghabar3Ane kA sapanA dekhane lgegii| yaha to maiM tumase sthUla kaha rahA hUM yaha to sthUla hai baat| sUkSma bAta bhI kara sakate ho| koI AdamI soyA ho, usake pAsa baiTha jAnA aura koI eka vicAra bahuta pragADhatA se socane lgnaa| agara koI vyakti sonevAlA tumase saMbaMdhita ho isalie maiMne kahA patnI, yA pati, yA beTA jinase tumhArA gaharA saMbaMdha ho ve jyAdA zIghratA se grahaNa karate haiN| prema ke sahAre saba taraha kI bImAriyAM eka-dUsare meM AtI-jAtI haiN| dvAra khulA rahatA hai| baiTha jAnA apanI patnI ke pAsa Akha baMda karake aura eka hI vicAra socanA-koI bhI eka vicAra, jaise eka naMgI talavAra laTakI hai| khUba pragAr3hatA se socanA ki naMgI talavAra tumheM bilakula spaSTa dikhAyI par3ane lge| aura tuma socanA ki yaha naMgI talavAra merI patnI ko bhI dikhAyI par3a rahI hai, dikhAyI par3a rahI hai| socate hI jAnA, socate hI jAnA, ghUma-ghUma kara bAra-bAra isI para A jAnA, bAra-bAra socnaa| tuma cakita ho jAoge, do -cAra daphe prayAsa karane ke bAda tuma saphala ho jaaoge| patnI jAgakara kahegI ki Aja eka ajIba sapanA AyA ki eka naMgI talavAra laTakate dekhii| isa para bahuta prayoga hue haiM aura aba to eka vaijJAnika AdhAra para yaha bAta kahI jA sakatI hai ki sapane bhI eka-dUsare meM praveza karate haiM, vicAra bhI eka-dUsare meM praveza karate haiN| eka choTA-sA prayoga tuma kara sakate ho| cale jA rahe ho tuma kisI ke pIche, usakI caithI para Akha gar3A lenA aura jora se bhItara socanA ki lauTa, lauTakara dekh| do -tIna miniTa meM vaha ekadama lauTakara dekhegA, ekadama ghabar3Akara ki kyA mAmalA hai! aura tuma dekhoge usake cehare para ki bar3I becainI hai, bAta kyA hai? kyoMki ThIka ceMthI ke pAsa vaha keMdra hai, jahAM se grahaNa kie jAte haiM vicaar| mastiSka meM jahAM se praveza hotA hai; jahAM se bar3I sugamatA se praveza hotA hai| sapane bhI apane nahIM haiN| aura tumhArI jiMdagI sivAya sapanoM ke aura kucha bhI nahIM hai| aura sapane bhI apane nahIM haiN| bace haiM khaMDahara aba to mahaja do-cAra sapanoM ke na socA isa taraha hamako karegA bedakhala koI jiMdagI ke Akhira meM pAoge ki kucha bhI nahIM bacA-asalI khaMDahara bhI nahIM bcte| bace haiM khaMDahara aba to mahaja do-cAra sapanoM ke na socA isa taraha hamako karegA bedakhala koI

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lekina koI bedakhala karatA bhI nahIM, tuma khuda hI sapanoM se ulajhe hue apane hAtha se bedakhala ho jAte ho| aura jIvana bhara hama jo bhI cAhate haiM, karate haiM, saba sapanoM kA jAla hai| aise ho jAeM, aise bana jAeM, yaha pA leM, loga aisA jAneM ki hama aise haiM, inhIM saba meM khoe-khoe eka dina kho jAte ho| aisA Dolate, DAMvADola hote, inhIM taraMgoM meM DUbe -DUbe, dhakke-mukke khAte kaba meM gira jAte ho| zyAmala yamunA se kezoM meM gaMgA karatI vAsa hai bhogI aMcala kI chAyA meM sisaka rahA saMnyAsa hai meMhAvara-mehadI, kAjala-kaMghI garva tujhe jina para bar3A muTThI bhara miTTI hI kevala ina sabakA itihAsa hai naTakhaTa laTakA nAga jise tuma bhAla biThAe ghUmatI arI, eka dina tujhako hI isa legA bhare bAjAra meM koI motI gUMtha suhAgina tU apane galahAra meM magara videzI rUpa na baMdhanevAlA hai zrRMgAra meM kitane hI sapane dekho, kitanI hI yojanAeM biThAo, kitanI hI parikalpanAeM daur3Ao, kitanA hI zrama karo, sapanoM meM koI suMdara nahIM ho pAtA aura sapanoM meM koI satya nahIM ho paataa| eka to jAgRti hai tumhArI vaha bhI sapanoM se hI bharI hai| sapane to sapane se bhare hI haiN| aura phira eka dazA hai jisakA tumheM thor3A- thor3A ehasAsa hai-suSuptiA jahAM tuma bilakula kho jaate| ina tIna meM AdamI DolatA rahatA hai| aura cauthI AdamI kI asaliyata hai| ina tIna meM hI bhaTakatA rahatA hai| ina tIna ke pIche hI dhakke khAte rahatA hai-yahAM se vhaaN| jAga gaye, phira so gaye, phira sapanA dekhA, phira jAga gaye, phira so gaye, phira sapanA dekhA, phira jAga gaye, aisA ina trikoNa meM ghUmatA rahatA hai| aura AdamI cauthA hai-turIyA'di phortha | cauthe kA artha hai, saakssii| cauthe kA artha hai, jo dekhatA sapanoM ko, jo sapanA nahIM hai| subaha uThakara tuma kahate ho, rAta eka sapanA dekhaa| to nizcita dekhane vAlA alaga rahA, anyathA kaise dekhate-subaha kaise kahate ki sapanA dekhA, kauna kahatA? aura kisI dina subaha tuma kahate ho ki rAta bar3I gaharI nIMda soe, aisI gaharI nIMda, aisI amRtamayI nIMda kabhI nahIM soe the| saba tAjA-tAjA ho gayA hai, svaccha ho gayA hai| naye ho gye| to nizcita gaharI nIMda meM bhI koI dekhatA thA ki bar3I gaharI nIMda hai| kisako yaha anubhava huA? jisako yaha sAre anubhava hote haiM, vahI tuma ho| draSTA tuma ho, sAkSI tuma ho| bhoktA bana gaye, kartA bana gaye, to kho gaye sapanoM meN| phira tuma ise jAgaraNa kaho, Akha kholakara dekhA huA sapanA kaho ki Akha baMda karake dekhA huA sapanA kaho, magara tuma jahAM bhoktA bana gaye, kartA bana gaye, vahIM tuma smRta ho gye| vahIM tuma svastha na rhe| vahAM apane keMdra para na rhe| aba isa sUtra ko samajho'jo suSupti meM bhI nahIM supta hai|'

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turIya ko jo upalabdha ho gayA, cauthI avasthA jisane pA lI, jisane apanI asalI avasthA pA lI, svabhAva pA liyA, aisA vyakti suSupti meM bhI supta nahIM hai| vaha soyA bhI hai aura jAgA bhI hai| bAhara se dekhoge to soyA hai| usake bhItara se dekho to pAoge jAgA hai| isIlie to kRSNa kahate haiM. 'yA nizA sarvabhUtAnAm tasyAm jAgarti sNymii|' saba jahAM soe, sabake lie to nizA hai, aMdherI rAta hai, vahAM bhI saMyamI jAgA huA hai| vahA bhI jAgA hai| jAgaraNa akhaMDa hai, avicchinna hai| saMyamI sotA hI nhiiN| usake bhItara eka diyA jalatA rahatA hai, gaharI se gaharI aMdherI amAvasa meM bhI usake bhItara diyA jalatA hI rahatA hai| usakA ghara rozanI se kabhI khAlI nahIM hotaa| hai to hAlata tumhArI bhI yhii| dIyA to tumhArA bhI jala rahA hai, lekina tumheM smaraNa nhiiN| tuma bhI dIye ho, vaise hI dIye jaise kRSNa, vaise hI dIye jaise buddha, vaise hI dIye jaise aSTAvakra, rattIbhara kama nahIM koI tumase rattIbhara jyAdA nahIM thA lekina tuma lauTakara dekhate hI nhiiN| bAhara ulajhe ho| aisA samajho ki koI AdamI khir3akI para khar3A, khar3A, khaDA bAhara ke dRzya meM isa taraha bhUla gayA hai, rAste para calate saba logoM ko dekhatA hai, sirpha eka kI yAda nahIM AtI, jo khir3akI para khar3A hokara dekha rahA hai| usakI bhara yAda bhUla gayI hai| aura saba yAda meM hai, apanI bhara sudha kho gayI hai| jAgRti kA artha hai, vastu jagata para dhyaan| ye vRkSa, ye parvata, ye pahAr3a, ye cAMda-sUraja, ye loga, ina para dhyaan| jAgrata-apane para dhyAna nahIM, vastuoM para dhyaan| svapna-zabdoM para dhyAna, vicAroM para dhyaan| pratIkoM, biMboM para dhyaan| kalpanAoM para dhyaan| apane para dhyAna nhiiN| suSupti na to vastueM haiM aba, na vicAra haiM, lekina phira bhI apane para dhyAna nhiiN| turIya-apane para dhyaan| ___ jAgrata, svapna, suSupti, tInoM meM eka bAta samAna hai-apane para dhyAna nhiiN| jAgrata meM vastuoM para, svapna meM kalpanAoM pa ra, suSupti meM kisI para nahIM, apane para bhI nahIM, gaira- dhyAna kI avsthaa| turIya meM apane para dhyaan| aura jaise hI turIya meM apane para dhyAna AyA, phira tuma saba kriyAoM meM hokara bhI kartA nahIM rhoge| phira tuma saba dRzyoM ko dekhakara bhI draSTA hI bane rhoge| eka kSaNa ko Atma-vismRti na hogii| ___'jo suSupti meM bhI nahIM supta hai aura jo svapna meM bhI nahIM svapnAyA hai jAgrata meM bhI nahIM jAgA huA hai, vaha dhIrapuruSa kSaNa-kSaNa tRpta hai|' aba na to sone meM sonA hai, na sapane meM sapanA hai, na jAgane meM jAganA hai, kyoMki aba to eka nayA svara usake bhItara uTha gayA hai-turIya kA, cauthe kaa| aba to hara hAlata meM vaha cauthA hai| bAhara kucha bhI hotA rahe, bhItara vaha cauthA hai| aisA huAkabIra ke jIvana meM eka anUThA ullekha hai| kabIra kI khyAti phailane lagI phailanI hI cAhie thI, aise kamala kabhI-kabhI khilate haiN| apUrva kamala khilA thaa| sugaMdha pahuMcane lagI logoM tk| lekina ar3acana thii| kabIra kA astitva paraMparAgata to nahIM thA kabhI kisI zAnI kA nahIM rhaa| paraMparA murdo kI hotI hai, jiMdA AdamiyoM kI nahIM hotii| to yaha bhI pakkA nahIM thA kabIra hiMdU haiM ki musalamAna haiN| mere saMbaMdha meM pakkA hai? ki hiMdU hUM ki musalamAna hUM? pakkA ho hI nahIM sktaa|

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asala meM aisA vyakti na to hiMdU hotA hai, na musalamAna hotA hai| phira julAhe kA kAma karate the| aura brAhmaNoM ko bar3I becainI thI kAzI ke| kyoMki loga isa julAhe kI tarapha jAne lge| brAhmaNoM ke darabAra khAlI hone lage aura loga isa julAhe kI tarapha jAne lge| aura yaha bAta to bar3I becainI kI thii| paraMparAgata dhaMdhA, pratiSThA, mAna-maryAdA, nyasta svArtha! to brAhmaNoM ne tarakIba socI, kucha upAya karanA pdd'egaa| aura jaba bhI brAhmaNoM ko koI tarakIba sUjhatI hai to do hI taraha kI sUjha sakatI hai| kyoMki do hI taraha se paraMparA baMdhI hai| yA to kabIra ke AcaraNa para kucha dhabbA par3a jAe, to eka upAya hai| AcaraNa para dhabbA DAlane kI do hI vyavasthAeM haiM- yA to kisI strI ko ulajhA do aura yA dhana-paise meM ulajhA do| basa do cIjoM meM se kucha ho jAe to kAma ho jAe / lekina dhana-paise se bhI utanI kaThinAI paidA nahIM hotI, jitanI isa deza meM strI se ho sakatI hai| kyoMki isa deza kA pUrA mana kAma-damana se bharA huA hai| isa deza kA mana strI ke prati svastha nahIM hai| atyaMta asvastha, rugNa aura bImAra hai| to eka vezyA ko paise dekara taiyAra kara liyA ki jaba kabIra sAMjha ko becane AeM apanA kapar3A bAjAra meM to tU hAtha pakar3a lenA / vezyA ko to paise mile the, koI ar3acana na thI, usako to paise se prayojana thA jaba kabIra sAMjha ko apane kapar3e becakara lauTane lage to usane bhare bAjAra meM kAzI ke unakA hAtha pakar3a liyaa| aura unase lipaTakara rone lagI aura kahane lagI, kyoM bagulA bhagata, mujhe akelI chor3akara tuma kahAM cale Ae? mere pAsa na to peTa bharane ko anna hai na tana DhaMkane ko vastra aura tumhAre jaise DhoMgI kI sarvatra pUjA ho rahI hai| aura vaha to dhAr3a mAra-mAra kara rone lagI / aura bhIr3a ikaTThI ho gyii| bhIr3a to taiyAra hI thI vaha brAhmaNa to taiyAra hI the| patthara pheMkane lage, kabIra ko gAliyAM dI jAne lgiiN| lekina vezyA bhI bahuta cauMkI aura brAhmaNa bhI bahuta cauke kabIra ne kahA to acchA kiyA, tU A gayI, itanI dera kyoM rAha dekhI? are pAgala, jaba maiM jiMdA hUM? taba to vaha jarA vezyA ghabaDAya ki yaha AdamI kyA kahU rahA hai? kyoMki vaha to saba banA-banAyA thaa| yaha to bAta aise hI karane kI thI aura kabIra ne to hAtha pakar3a liyA usakA ki aba A hI gayI hai to aba sAtha hI rheNge| aba vaha ghabaDAyI ki isa ke se aura kahA jhaMjhaTa ho gayI! aba vaha idhara-udhara dekhane lagI / to brAhmaNoM ne jinhoMne use jamAyA thA, ve bhI bhIr3a meM saraka gaye ki yaha, yaha socA hI nahIM thA, yaha bAta bhI ho sakatI hai! aura kabIra ne kahA, aba A hI gayI to ghara cala ! bhAr3a meM jAe yaha pUjA-pratiSThA, are tujhe chor3akara aisI pUjA-pratiSThA meM kyA rakhA hai ! tU itane dina kahAM rahI ! vaha aurata to socane lagI aba karanA kyA hai? isake caMgula se kaise nikalanA hai? aura vaha to usakA hAtha pakar3akara le cle| aba vaha iMkAra bhI na kara sake / vaha to le gaye use ghara apane jhopar3e para usake paira dabAne lge| usane kahA ki mahArAja, kyA kara rahe? aba mujhe aura lajjita mata kro| mujhe kSamA karo, mujhe jAne do| maiM kahAM cakkara meM par3a gayI! unhoMne kahA, aba kisI kAraNa se cakkara meM par3I, lekina tU musIbata meM to rahI hI hogI, nahIM to cAra paise ke lie koI aisI jhaMjhaTa karatA hai! aba tU phikira chodd'| khAnA banA kara usako khilAne

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baiTha gaye! vaha khA rahI aura ro rhii| vaha unake pairoM para gira par3I ki mujhe kSamA kara do, mujhase bar3I bhUla ho gayI, mujhase bhUla aisI ho gayI ki aba AtmahatyA karUM to bhI zAyada yaha na dhulegii| aba yaha jiMdagI bhara merI chAtI meM kAMTe kI taraha gar3I rhegii| cAra paise ke lie maiMne kyA kiyA ! magara brAhmaNa cupa nahIM baitthe| unhoMne dekhA ki yaha ghara le gayA isako, vezyA ko, to ve to rAjA ke pAsa bhAge cale gye| unhoMne jAkara kAzI - nareza ko kahA ki hada ho gayI, Apa bhI jAte haiM isa DhoMgI ke pAsa, vaha eka vezyA ko ghara lekara baiTha gayA hai| bulAvA bhejaa| kabIra akele nahIM Ae, usako sAtha hI lekara aae| vaha kahe bhI ki mujhe jAne deM, mujhe kahIM jAnA nahIM hai, aba vaha aura ghabaDAe ki aba yaha samrATa ke sAmane le claa| to kabIra ne kahA, tU phikara kyoM karatI hai| janama-janama ke bichar3e mila gye| vaha apanI hI lagAe jA rahe / samrATa ke darabAra meM bhI usako aMdara le gye| vahAM to vaha strI ghabar3A gayI / aura jaba samrATa dekhA ki vaha vezyA kA hAtha pakar3e cale A rahe haiM, to vaha bhI thor3A ghabaDAe / usane kahA ki Apa yaha kyA kara rahe haiM aura kisa taraha apanI pratiSThA aura yaza ko naSTa kara rahe haiM! unhoMne kahA, khAka kareM pratiSThA-yaza! isake pahale ki vaha kucha boleM, vaha strI cillAyI ki kSamA karanA, pahale mujhe bolane do| merI kucha samajha meM hI nahIM A rahA hai, maiM sirpha paise ke pIche yaha upadrava kiye hUM aura paira para kabIra ke gira par3I aura samrATa se usane kahA ki mujhe kisI taraha chuTakArA dilA do| mujhe brAhmaNoM ne ulajhA diyA hai| samrATa kabIra se pUche ki tuma kaise pAgala ho! kabIra ne kahA, aba aura kyA karane kA isameM upAya thA! aura mujhe to kucha pharka nahIM paDatA / maiM to kartA nahIM huuN| to yaha khela bhI dekhA / draSTA to draSTA hI rhegaa| bhoktA hone kA koI upAya nhiiN| yaha to maukA thA merI parIkSA kA ki kyA maiM cauthe meM raha sakatA hUM? aura maiM cauthe meM hI rhaa| aura rattI bhara cauthe se nahIM DigA / yaha eka svapna hai, isa tala para merA honA nahIM hai| yaha jo cauthA tala hai, usa cauthe tala ke lie aSTAvakra kahate haiM supto'pi na sumuptau / soe to bhI jJAnI soyA nahIM, eka dIyA jalatA, eka dIyA aharniza jalatA, akhaMDa jalatA / svapneupi zayito na c| dekhe svapna, to bhI jAnatA ki maiM dekhanevAlA hUM dekhA gayA nahIM| jAgare upi na jaagrti| jAgakara bhI jAgA huA nahIM hotA, kyoMki vaha to mahArUpa se jAgA huA hai| mahAjAgRti ko upalabdha hai, isa kSudra jAgRti se aba kucha lenA-denA nahIM hai| yaha dhokhA to aMdhoM ke lie hai| yaha dhokhA to unake lie hai jo jAge hue nahIM haiM unako lagatA hai yaha jAgRti hai| jo jAga gaye unako kisI itane bar3e zabda kA patA calatA ki yaha jAgRti to nIMda hI mAlUma hotI hai| dhIrastRpta pade pade / aura aisI jo citta kI, caitanya kI dazA hai, vaha pada-pada para paramatRpti se bharI hai| kSaNa

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kssnn| ise smjhnaa| aisA dhIrapuruSa kSaNa-kSaNa tRpta hai| kyoM? aba atRpti kA koI upAya hI na rhaa| atRpti AtI hai tAdAtmya se| yA to baMdha jAo jAgRti se, yA baMdha jAo svapna se, yA baMdha jAo suSupti se jahAM baMdhe, vahA saMkaTa hai| jahAM baMdhe, vahAM gAMTha pdd'ii| jahAM gAMTha paDI, vahA pIr3A hai| jahAM pIr3A, vahAM saMtApa, ciMtA aura sArA narka pIche calA AtA hai| gAMTha hI nahIM par3atI aise AdamI ko| vaha hara jagaha se achUtA nikala jAtA hai| __ isIlie to kabIra ne kahA hai, jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhI cdriyaa| khUba jatana kara or3hI cadariyA, jyoM kI tyoM dhari diinhii| khUba jatana kr| jatana zabda bar3A mahatvapUrNa hai, usakA matalaba hotA hai, aveyaranesa; usakA artha hotA hai, jAgRti, hoza rhe| khUba jatana se, jarA bhUla-cUka na kI, jarA nIMda na lI, jarA jhapakI na khAI, jAge -jaage| khUba jatana se or3hI re cdriyaa| aura jIvana kI cAdara ko itane jatana se or3hA ki jarA dAga na lgaa| aura jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhI cdriyaa| jaisI pAyI thI janma ke sAtha, svaccha, nirmala, kyArI, vaisI hI mRtyu ke samaya vApasa de dI, nirmala, kyArI, svcch| jaise upayoga hI na kI gyii| bhoktA na bane, kartA na bane, to jIvana kI cAdara para dAga nahIM par3ate haiN| eka hI jatana hai, sAkSI bane rhnaa| tuma maMda calo! dhvani ke khataroM bikhare maga meM tuma maMda calo! sUjhoM kA pahana kalevara-sA bikalAI kA kala jevara-sA ghula-ghula AMkhoM ke pAnI meM phira chalaka-chalaka bana chaMda calo para maMda calo! jJAnI dhIme - dhIme cltaa| kyoMki hozapUrvaka cltaa| jJAnI daur3atA nhiiN| jJAnI ke jIvana meM koI ApAdhApI nahIM hai| kahIM pahuMcanA thor3e hI hai ki daur3a kare vahAM to hai hI jahAM pahuMcanA hai| vahIM to hai, jahAM pahuMcanA hai| isalie maMda-maMda calatA, isIlie to use dhIra kahate haiN| parama dhairya hai usake jIvana meN| tuma maMda calo! dhvani ke khataroM bikhare maga meM tuma maMda calo! kahIM dauDdhApa meM, kahIM ApAdhApI meM ulajha mata jaanaa| kartA mata bana jaanaa| yahAM bar3e khatare haiN| khatare do hI haiM, kartA aura bhoktA bana jAne ke| surakSA eka hI hai-sAkSI kii| tuma maMda calo! sUjhoM kA pahana kalevara-sA

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sUjha, hoza, smjh| sUjhoM kA pahana kalevara-sA apane cAroM tarapha jAgRti kI eka cAdara or3ha lo| rozanI ko jagA lo| apane cAroM tarapha viveka, hoza, caitanya ko saMbhAla lo| sUjhoM kA pahana kalevara-sA bikalAI kA kala jevara-sA ghula-ghula AMkhoM ke pAnI meM phira chalaka -chalaka bana chaMda calo para maMda calo! aura taba tumhAre jIvana se eka chaMda chalakegA, jaba tuma maMda cloge| sUjhoM kA pahana kalevara-sA jaba tuma jatana se jioge, hozapUrvaka, sAkSI bane, turIya meM, to tumhAre jIvana meM eka chaMda kA avataraNa hogaa| usa chaMda ko hI aSTAvakra ne svacchaMdatA kahA hai| tumhAre jIvana meM eka gIta umgegaa| tumhAre jIvana meM koI vINA anAyAsa baja utthegii| binA bajAe bajane lgegii| isIlie use anAhata nAda kahA hai, kyoMki binA bajAe bajatI hai, tumheM bajAnA bhI nahIM pdd'taa| baja hI rahI hai| lekina tuma bAhara kI AvAjoM meM ulajhe, isalie bhItara kI AvAja sunAyI nahIM pdd'tii| 'jJAnI citAsahita bhI citArahita hai, idriyasahita bhI idriyarahita hai, buddhisahita bhI buddhirahita hai aura ahakArasahita bhI nirahakArI hai| jJa: saciMtoupi nizcita: sendriyoupi nirindriy| subuddhirapi nirbuddhi saahkaarounhNkRti|| kisI ne nepAla ke eka bahuta anUThesaMta zivapurI bAbA se pUchA Apa kabhI dukhI hote haiM? unhoMne kahA. dukha hotA hai| para usa AdamI ne pUchA, maiM yaha nahIM pUchatA hUM ki dukha hotA hai maiM pUchatA hUM? Apa kabhI dukhI hote haiM? unhoMne kahA. dukha hotA hai, maiM dukhI nahIM hotaa| isa pharka ko smjhnaa| dukha hotA hai, maiM dukhI nahIM hotaa| dukha honA eka bAta hai| paira meM kATA gar3egA-buddha ko gar3e ki buddha ko, isase kyA pharka par3atA hai-paira meM kATA gar3egA to pIr3A hogii| lekina buddha pIr3A meM burI taraha kho jaaegaa| vaha pIr3A hI ho jaaegaa| vaha pIr3A ke sAtha tAdAtmya kara legaa| vaha cIkhane -cillAne lgegaa| buddha ko bhI pIr3A hogI, lekina ve pIr3A ke bAhara khar3e rheNge| ve pIr3A ke sAkSI mAtra rheNge| kATe ko buddha bhI nikAleMge, lekina baahr-baahr| tumhAre ghara meM Aga laga jAegI to tumheM lagatA hai tumameM Aga laga gayI kyoMki tumane ghara ke sAtha bar3A rAga bAMdha rakhA thaa| zAnI ke ghara meM Aga laga jAegI to ghara meM Aga lgii| tuma jaba maroge, to tumheM lagegA, maiM mara rahA huuN| jJAnI bhI maratA hai, mRtyu usako bhI AtI, lekina marate kSaNa meM bhI jAnatA hai, deha jA rahI, aura deha to maiM kabhI bhI nahIM thaa| itanA phAsalA hai| itanA bhItarI bheda

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hai| 'jJAnI citAsahita bhI citArahita hai|' kabhI agara ciMtA karane kA kAraNa A jAe, to ciMtA karatA hai, lekina phira bhI kisI gahare tala meM ciMtA ke pAra khar3A rahatA hai| tuma agara use savAla de do hala karane ko to vaha hala karane kI koziza karegA, lekina usa koziza meM DUba nahIM jAtA, bhUla nahIM jAtA, bhaTaka nahIM jAtA, smRti nahIM khotii| agara eka jJAnI jaMgala meM bhaTaka jAe, to rAstA to rabrojegA na ! ciMtA to karegA ki bAeM jAUM, ki dAeM jAUM? yahAM jAne se nikala pAUMgA bAhara ki yahAM jAne se nikala pAUMgA? lekina phira bhI nizcita hogA, ciMtA meM bhI nizcita hogA / ciMtA calatI rahegI aura bhItara koI bhI DAMvADola na hogaa| akNp| 'idriyasahita bhI idriyarahita hai| ' Akhira zAna kI bhI iMdriyA haiN| Akha hai| lekina jJAnI yaha jAnatA hai ki Akha dekhatI nahIM, dekhatA koI aura hai| kAna haiN| lekina jJAnI jAnatA hai kAna sunatA nahIM, sunatA koI aura hai| to khir3akI hai, jisa para bhItara kA sunanevAlA baiThA hai| Akha to khir3akI hai, jisa para bhItara jhA vAlA baiThA hai| taba sArI iMdriyAM dvAra ho jAtI haiN| dvAra kI taraha iMdriyAM suMdara haiN| lekina jaba bhItara kA mAlika iMdriyoM meM kho jAtA hai aura jo dvAra hone cAhie, ve dIvAra ho jAtI haiM, aura jinheM gulAma honA cAhie ve siMhAsana para virAjamAna ho jAtI haiM, taba bhUla-cUka ho jAtI hai| zAnI pratyeka cIja ko usake sthAna para rakha detA hai| jo jahAM hai, vahAM hai| Akha Akha kI jagaha hai, kAna kAna kI jagaha hai| na to kAna mAlika hai, na Akha mAlika hai| mAlika bhItara baiThA hai| bhItara, bahuta gahare bhItara baiThA hai, jahAM iMdriyoM kI koI pahuMca nahIM hai| jahAM tuma Akha se dekhanA cAho to dekha na sakoge, kyoMki iMdriyoM ke pIche baiThA hai maalik| iMdriyA bAhara dekhatI haiM, mAlika bhItara hai| 'iMdriyasahita bhI iMdriyarahita hai, buddhisahita bhI buddhirahita hai| jJAnI koI buddha nahIM hai| koI mUr3ha nahIM hai| jaba jarUrata hotI hai, buddhi kA upayoga karatA hai, jaise jarUrata hotI hai to paira kA upayoga karatA hai| jaba jarUrata hotI hai, tarka kA upayoga karatA hai| jaba jarUrata hotI hai to jJAnI vivAda kara sakatA hai| vastutaH jJAnI hI vivAda kara sakatA hai| kyoMki buddhi eka upakaraNa mAtra hai| aura vaha mAlika kI taraha buddhi ko apane hAtha meM khela kI taraha, khilaune kI taraha upayoga kara letA hai| buddhi eka kaMpyUTara hai| lekina jJAnI buddhi ke sAtha apane ko tAdAtmya nahIM kiye hai| 'buddhisahita bhI buddhirahita hai aura ahakArasahita bhI nira - ahaMkArI / ' - zAnI bhI to maiM zabda kA upayoga karatA hai| zAyada ajJAnI se jyAdA balapUrvaka karatA hai| ajJAnI kyA khAka kareMge! ajJAnI to Darate-Darate karate haiM, ghabaDAe - ghabaDAe karate haiN| maiM kahate haiM to kaMpate - kaMpate kahate haiN| kRSNa ko suno. 'sarvadharmAn parityajya mAmekaM zaraNaM vj|' kahA arjuna se, chor3a-chAr3a saba bakavAsa, dharma ityAdi, merI zaraNa A / yaha koI jJAnI hI kaha sakatA hai| merI zaraNa Atra: mAmekaM

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maiM zaraNaM vj| mujhe eka kI zaraNa aa| tuma sAdhAraNataH socate ho ki jJAnI to kahegA maiM Apake paira kI dhUla, maiM to kucha bhI nhiiN| lekina jarA zAniyoM ko suno| alahillAja maMsUra kahatA hai, analahaka / khudaa| maiM bhagavAna car3ha gayA, to bhI yahI kaha rahA thaa| sUlI para car3hate vakta kisI ne pUchA ki maMsUra, aba to chor3a de yaha pAgalapana kI bAta / maMsUra haMsane lagA aura maMsUra ne kahA, maiM bola rahA hotA to chor3a bhI detA, vahI bolatA hai, maiM kyA karUM? yaha vahI kahatA hai. anlhk| yaha zabda mere nahIM haiM, yaha zabda usI ke haiN| maiM to usako samarpita, vaha jo bole vahI boluuNgaa| eka bar3I anUThI jhena kathA hai| eka jhena phakIra jaMgala se gujara rahA thaa| pAI cAna usakA nAma thaa| eka lomar3I bIca rAste para A gayI aura usane kahA ki ruke mahArAja ! phakIra bar3A hairAna huA, lomar3I bolI! lomar3I ne kahA, aisA huA koI pAMca sau sAla ho gaye maiM bhI eka dhArmika purohita thA / eka maMdira meM bar3A pujArI thaa| aura eka AdamI ne mujhase savAla pUchA ki jo loga buddhatva ko upalabdha ho jAte haiM, una para kArya kAraNa kA niyama kAma karatA hai yA nahIM? aura maiMne kahA, nhiiN| aura usakI vajaha se maiM yaha phala bhoga rahA huuN| pAMca sau sAla se lomar3I banA huuN| merA patana ho gayA / aura mujhe yaha sajA milI hai ki jaba taka maiM ThIka uttara na khoja lUM taba taka maiM isa pazubhAva se mukta na ho skuuNgaa| Apa mahAjJAnI haiM, mujhe ThIka uttara batA deN| pAI cAna ne kahA, tU bola, tU pUcha phira se pUcha / kyA prazna hai? to usa ke purohita ne jo pAMca sau sAla se lomar3I banA baiThA hai, usane kahA ki prazna yaha hai ki buddhapuruSa jo buddhatva ko upalabdha ho gaye, kyA kArya - kAraNa ke niyama ke bAhara ho jAte haiM? to pAI cAna ne kahA, kArya -kAraNa ke niyama meM ve avarodha nahIM banate / samajhanA, bar3I anUThI bAta khii| kArya-kAraNa ke niyama meM ve avarodha nahIM bnte| jo hotA hai, use hone dete haiN| na to bAdhA DAlate, na sahayoga dete, jo hotA hai, hone dete haiN| aura kathA kahatI hai ki lomar3I kA sadabhAgya huA, jyoti kI kiraNa usa para utarI, vaha phira manuSya ho gyii| isa kahAnI ko tathya kI taraha mata pakaDa lenA, yaha to eka bodhakathA hai| lomar3I aura AdamI kA savAla nahIM hai, pazubhAva aura manuSyabhAva kA savAla hai| jo vyakti galatI meM jI rahA hai, vaha pazubhAva meM jItA hai| jo samajha meM jIne lagA, usakA manuSyabhAva paidA ho gyaa| aba tuma ho, na mAlUma kitane janmoM se lomar3I bane ho / abhI pazubhAva se chuTakArA nahIM huaa| aura yaha jo vacana pAI cAna ne kahA ki kArya -kAraNa ke niyamoM meM bAdhA nahIM banatA, yahI ghaTanA jIsasa ke jIvana meM ghaTatI hai, maMsUra ke jIvana meM ghaTatI hai| isalie maMsUra kI bAta karate hue mujhe pAI cAna kI yAda A gyii| maMsUra ne kahA, maiM kyA karUM, vaha bolatA hai to bolane detA huuN| na maiM roka sakatA....... maiM hUM kauna rokane vAlA? maMsUra ko kaI maMdiroM se nikAlA gayA, kaI masjidoM se nikAlA gayA, kaI gurugRhoM se nikAlA gayA, kaI gurukuloM se nikAlA gyaa| kyoMki vaha jahAM bhI jAtA vahIM baiThakara jaba mastI AtI to vaha kahatA analahaka, analahaka / aura vaha itanI mastI meM kahatA! usakA roAM-roAM pulakita hokara kahatA,

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vaha harSonmAda se bhara jAtA! loga kahate, bhaI, yaha khataranAka AdamI hai, isako yahAM se jAne do| agara patA cala jAe, to jhaMjhaTa hogii| yaha to jhaMjhaTa meM par3egA hI kyoMki musalamAna dezoM meM yaha ghoSaNA karanA ki maiM bhagavAna haM, bar3I kaThina bAta hai| yaha to bardAzta ke bAhara hai| use jagaha -jagaha samajha gayA, loga use prema karate the| vaha aneka guruoM ke pAsa rahA-guru use prema karate the ve kahate the, pAgala, hameM bhI patA hai ki yaha bAta ThIka hai, magara kahane kI nhiiN| to maMsUra kahatA, phira tumheM patA nahIM hai| jaba patA hai ki yaha bAta ThIka hai to rokoge kaise? yahI to jIsasa ne sUlI para kahA, ki he prabhu, terI marjI pUrI ho! buddhapuruSa kArya-kAraNa ke niyamoM meM bAdhA nahIM bnte| anvrodh| jo hotA hai, hone detA hai| to kisI kSaNa meM agara jarUrata ho, to jJAnI ahaMkAra kA bhI upayoga karatA hai| aura kisI kSaNa meM jarUrata ho to vinamratA kA bhI upayoga karatA hai| lekina hara hAla, jo bhI jJAnI se hotA hai, jJAnI usake bAhara banA rahatA hai| cAhe nIMda ho, cAhe ciMtA ho, cAhe iMdriyAM hoM, cAhe buddhi-vicAra ho aura cAhe ahaMkAra ho| zAnI kisI bhI kRtya meM nahIM smaataa| isa bAta ko yAda rkhnaa| aura isalie jJAniyoM ko kRtyoM ke AdhAra se taulanA mata, kyoMki jJAnI kRtya meM nahIM smaataa| tumane agara kRtya se dekhA to tuma jJAnI ko dekha hI na pAoge| jJAnI kRtya meM samAtA nahIM, jJAnI kRtya ke pAra hai| kRtya kA koI mUlya nahIM hai| isalie kabhI jJAnI ke hAtha meM talavAra mila sakatI hai| mere pAsa jaina Ate haiM, ve kahate haiM, Apa mahAvIra ke sAtha muhammada kA nAma le dete haiM aura muhammada talavAra liye haiM! merI eka kitAba ko kisI ne jAkara kAjIsvAmI ko bheMTa kiyaa| unhoMne kitAba ulaTa-pulaTakara dekhii| unhoMne kahA, aura to saba ThIka hai, lekina isameM yaha musalamAna, pharIda kA nAma AyA, haTAo yahAM se| aura to saba ThIka hai, lekina yaha isameM musalamAna kA nAma kaise? mAMsAhArI kA nAma kaise? jaina kahate haiM, Apa kama-se -kama mahAvIra ke sAtha muhammada kA nAma to na leN| talavAra hAtha meM! kRtya se jAMcate ho tuma? tuma phira nahIM pahacAna paaoge| muhammada ke hRdaya ko dekho| tuma mahAvIra jaisI hI karuNA paaoge| asala meM usI karuNA ke kAraNa talavAra hAtha meM hai| samaya alaga hai, sthiti alaga hai, loga alaga haiM, isalie abhivyakti alaga hai| lekina bhItara kA satya to eka hI hai| jaise mahAvIra ko tuma unake kRtyoM ke bAhara pAoge, vaise hI muhammada ko bhI unake kRtyoM ke bAhara paaoge| karane se jJAnI ko socanA hI mt| kyoMki jJAnI jItA jAnane meM, karane meM nhiiN| isalie karane se socanA hI mt| nahIM to tuma jJAniyoM meM bar3I muzkila meM par3a jAoge mahAvIra ne kapar3e pheMka diye| aba tuma kisI dUsare ko pUcho musalamAna ko pUcho, IsAI ko pUcho! vaha kahegA, yaha jarA aziSTatA hai| lekina kRtya meM mata khojnaa| kRSNa to yuddha meM utara gaye, itanA bar3A yuddha karavA diyaa| kRtya se mata socnaa| kRtya kA koI mUlya hI nahIM hai, kyoMki jJAnI kRtya ke bAhara hai| asala meM jisane aisA jAnA ki maiM kartA nahIM hUM,

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vahI to jJAnI hai| 'jJAnI na sukhI hai aura na dukhI, na virakta hai aura na saMgavAna hai; na mumukSu hai, na mukta hai, na kucha hai aura na nA -kucha hai; na yaha hai aura na vaha hai|' na sukhI na ca vA duHkhI na virakto na sNgvaan| na mumukSurna vA mukto na kicina ca kiNcn|| 'na kucha hai aura na nA-kucha hai|' na to tuma aisA kaha sakate-aisA hai aura na aisA kaha sakate ki aisA nahIM hai| yaha to kRtyoM kA vibhAjana hogaa| jAnI na sukhI, na dukhii| kyoMki sukha-dukha bhI bhoktA banane se hote haiN| tumane kisI anubhava se apane ko jor3a liyA-lagAva se jor3a liyA to sukha, na jur3anA cAhA thA aura jor3anA par3A to dukha-lekina jor3a hara hAlata meM ghaTatA hai| jJAnI apane ko tor3a liyA hai| jo hotA, hotA; jo nahIM hotA, nahIM hotaa| ___ 'na virakta hai, na saMgavAna hai|' jJAnI na to kisI ke sAtha hai aura na alaga hai| jJAnI bhIr3a meM bhI akelA hai| aura akele meM bhI sArA astitva usameM samAyA huA hai| 'na mumukSu hai, na mukta hai|' na to khoja rahA hai, na yaha kaha sakatA ki khoja liyaa| kyoMki jaba tuma jAnoge taba tuma pAoge jo tumane pAyA use kabhI khoyA hI nahIM thaa| isalie khoja liyA, yaha bAta phijUla hai| na to jJAnI khoja rahA hai aura na yaha kaha sakatA hai ki maiMne khoja liyaa| jJAnI to itanA hI kaha sakatA hai ki jo thA, hai| jo thA, sadA thaa| maiM bhUla gayA thA kabhI, phira kabhI maiM jAga gayA aura maiMne dekha liyA, magara khoyA kabhI bhI nahIM thaa| 'na kucha hai, na yaha, na vh|' jJAnI ke lie koI paribhASA meM bAMdhanA saMbhava nahIM hai| 'dhanyapuruSa vikSepa meM bhI vikSipta nahIM haiM, samAdhi meM bhI samAdhimAna nahIM haiM, jar3atA meM bhI jar3a nahIM haiM aura pAMDitya meM bhI paMDita nahIM haiN| vikSepeupi na vikSipta: samAdhau na samAdhimAna jADadheupi na jaDo dhanya: pAMDityeupi na pNdditH|| isalie kabhI agara tumheM jJAnI paMDita jaisA mAlUma par3e to paMDita mata soca lenaa| kyoMki jJAnI kabhI paMDita nahIM hai| pAMDitya kA upayoga kara sakatA, lekina paMDita nahIM hotaa| aura kabhI tumheM jJAnI jar3abharata kI taraha mila jAe, to bhI tuma jar3a mata samajha lenaa| jaDUtA bhI ghaTa rahI to ghaTa rhii| lekina zAnI pIche pAra khaDA hai| eka sUtra maulika yAda rakhanA, jJAnI hara sthiti meM bAhara hai| aMgrejI meM samAdhi ke lie jo zabda hai vaha bar3A pyArA hai, vaha hai iksttaisii| iksaTaisI zabda kA artha hotA hai, jo bAhara khar3A hai| yaha bar3A adabhuta zabda hai| jinhoMne gar3hA hogA, bar3e socakara gar3hA

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hogaa| yaha samAdhi se bhI jyAdA suMdara zabda hai| isakA artha hai, jo bAhara khar3A hai| jo kisI bhI cIja meM kabhI bhItara nahIM hai| tuma jahAM use pAo, sadA bAhara paaoge| vaha hara cIja ke bAhara ho jAtA hai| koI cIja use bAMdha nahIM paatii| aura koI cIja usakI sImA nahIM bana paatii| aura koI cIja usakI paribhASA nahIM hai| 'muktapuruSa saba sthiti meM svastha hai kiye hue aura karane yogya karma meM saMtoSavAna hai sarvatra samAna hai, aura tRSNA ke abhAva meM kiye aura anakiye karma ko smaraNa nahIM karatA hai / ' mukto yathAsthitisvastha kRtakartavyanirvRtaH / samaH sarvatra vaitRSNayAvra smaratyakRtaM kRtam / / mukto yathAsthitisvastha ....... / jaisI sthiti hai, jo hai, jaisA hai, vaisA hI prasanna hai / rattI bhara anyathA kI mAMga nahIM hai| aura kisI taraha ho, aisA koI vicAra hI nahIM hai| jahAM vicAra uThA anyathA kA, vahIM vAsanA jagI, tRSNA uThI, ciMtA uThI, phira tuma bhttke| yathAsthiti svasthaH / amIrI to amIrI, garIbI to garIbI / mahala to mahala, jhopar3A to jhopar3A / sukha to sukha, dukha to dukha / sammAna to sammAna, apamAna to apamAna / jaisA hai| dvAra para bhikSA mAMgane gayA / dvAra kholA / vaha parivAra buddha eka bauddha kathA hai| eka bauddha bhikSu roja bhikSA mAMgane AtA vaizAlI meM, rAjadhAnI meN| eka ghara jo bar3e abhijAtya kA ghara thA, bar3e kulIna parivAra kA ghara thA, usake dvAra para dastaka dI, ati suMdara hIre-javAharAtoM se ladI eka strI ne kA virodhI thaa| to vaha strI nArAja ho gayI, usane kahA, dubArA kabhI yahAM mata AnA / bhikSu ne kahA, to bhikSApAtra khAlI jAe to vaha krodha meM A gayI, to usane uThAkara eka kacare kI TokarI usake bhikSApAtra meM aura bhikSu ke Upara pheMka dii| sArA kacarA usake Upara gira gayA, bhikSApAtra kacare se bhara gyaa| jaisA buddha kI AjJA thI ki jaba koI tumheM kucha bhI bheMTa de to dhanyavAda dekara Age bar3ha jAnA / to usane jhukakara dhanyavAda diyA / rAhagIra eka khar3A yaha saba dekha rahA thaa| usane bhikSu se pUchA ki yaha kyA pAgalapana hai? tuma kisa bAta ke lie sira jhukAe, aura kisa bAta ke lie dhanyavAda diyA? to bhikSu ne kahA, usane kucha to diyaa| kama-se-kama denA to aayaa| kacarA sahI, magara uThAnA kacare kI TokarI ko, DAlanA, itanA zrama kiyaa| dhanyavAda! kucha to diyaa| apamAna sahI, magara dene kI kRpA to kii| yathAsthitisvasthaH / jo ho, usameM svastha, prsnn| aise vyakti ke jIvana meM azAMti kaise hogI? aura phira aise vyakti ko jo kiyA, nahIM kiyA, jo huA, nahIM huA, usakI yAda nahIM AtI, jo honA cAhie, jo karanA cAhie, usakI yojanA nahIM banatI; na koI atIta, na koI bhaviSya, aisA vyakti vartamAna meM jItA, tathAtA meN| yaha kSaNa paryApta hai| yaha kSaNa kAphI se jyAdA hai|

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'muktapuruSa na stuti kiye jAne para prasanna hotA hai aura na niMdita hone para kruddha hotA hai| vaha mRtyu meM udvigna hotA hai, na jIvana meM harSita hotA hai / ' na prIyate vadyamAno nidadyamAno na kupyati / naivodvijati maraNe jIvane nAbhinaMdati / / nahIM mRtyu meM use koI virodha hai, na jIvana meM koI Agraha / hara cIja ke bAhara khar3A dekhatA / jIvana meM jIvana ke bAhara, mRtyu meM mRtyu ke bAhara / stuti jaba kI jAtI, taba suna letaa| niMdA jaba kI jAtI, taba suna letaa| niMdA bhI tuma karate tuma jAno, stuti bhI tuma karate tuma jAno na niMdA use DaMvA pAtI, DulA pAtI, kupita kara pAtI na stuti use praphullita kara pAtI / udvignatA calI gayI, jo bAhara khar3A hone kA rAja sIkha gayA / khayAla karanA, harSa bhI eka taraha kI udvignatA hai aura viSAda bhI eka taraha kI udvignatA hai| eka taraha kA jvr| tuma harSa meM bhI to bahuta jyAdA kaMpita ho jAte ho| lATarI mila gayI, hRdaya itane jora se dhar3akane lagatA hai, kitanoM kA to hArTaphela isIlie ho jAtA hai| ekadama saphalatA mila gyii| saphalatA bar3I ciMtA le AtI hai| amarIkA meM cikitsaka kahate haiM ki jo AdamI cAlIsa sAla kI umra taka hArTa aTaika se bImAra na ho, vaha AdamI samajho ki asaphala ho gyaa| saphala AdamI to ho hI jAtA hai, cAlIsa - paiMtAlIsa ke bIca kahIM na kahIM hArTa aTaika ke cakkara meM A hI jAtA hai| saphala AdamI ko AnA hI pddegaa| saphala AdamI aura karegA kyA? jaba saphalatA milegI to dhakke to lageMge hRdaya ko| praphullatA to DAMvADola kregii| saphala AdamI ko agara alsara na hoM peTa meM to samajhanA, kyA khAka saphalatA? to bekAra hI jIvana gaMvAyA! alsara kI ginatI se to patA calatA hai ki kitanI saphalatA ? alsara se tuma baiMka baileMsa kA patA lagA sakate ho| alsara se patA cala jAtA hai ki DipTI minisTara, ki minisTara, ki kebineTa meM ho, yahAM ki dillI meM kahAM ? alsara se patA cala jAtA hai| udvignatA / eka taraha kA jvr| jhNjhaavaat| dukha bhI lAte haiM jhaMjhAvAta, sukha bhI lAte haiN| aura bar3I hairAnI kI bAta hai, dukha itane jhaMjhAvAta nahIM lAte haiM jitane sukha lAte haiN| tuma dukhI AdamI ko kabhI bhI itanA parezAna na paaoge| sukhI AdamI tumheM jyAdA parezAna mileMge| isalie amarIkA meM jitanI parezAnI, duniyA meM kahIM bhI nhiiN| aura amarIkana jaba bhArata Ate haiM to bar3e prabhAvita hote haiM isa bAta se ki kucha bhI nahIM hai logoM ke pAsa, jhopar3e ke sAmane baiThe haiM aura aise prasanna haiM ! deveza kI mAM iMglaiMDa se AyI / jaba usane-bUr3hI mahilA - jaba earaporTa se utarakara aura usane dekhe baMbaI ke jhopaDupaTTe aura gaMdagI, to vaha bharosA hI nahIM kara sakI ki yaha bIsavIM sadI hai| aura bhI camatkAra to taba huA jaba naMga dhaDaMga baiThe bacce usane prasanna dekhe| aura jaba usane eka bilakula gaMdI dhotI pahane hue, cIthar3A dhotI pahane hue eka strI ko eka jhopajhaTTe se bAhara Ate hue dekhA aura usakI cAla aise jaise koI rAnI cala rahI hai| to vaha bharosA na kara sakI / pazcima se samRddha loga jaba pUraba Ate haiM aura daridra logoM ko dekhate haiM aura phira bhI dekhate

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haiM eka taraha kI tRpti, to unako bharosA nahIM AtA ki mAmalA kyA hai! itanI daridratA meM tRpti ho kaise sakatI hai? lekina isake pIche manovaijJAnika kAraNa haiN| dukhI AdamI hArTa aTaika se parezAna hotA hI nhiiN| dukhI AdamI ko alsara hote hI nhiiN| dukha meM itanI uttejanA nahIM hai jitanI sukha meM hai| tuma jitane sukha meM DAMvADola ho jAte ho, utane dukha meM thor3e hI DAMvADola hote ho| sukhI hI DAMvADola hotA hai, dukhI DAMvADola nahIM hotaa| sukhI hI ciMtita hotA hai| __tumane purANa par3he haiM? tumane sadA par3hA hogA ki jaba bhI koI RSi-muni apanI tapazcaryA kI UMcAI para Ane lagatA hai, to iMdra kA siMhAsana Dolane lagatA hai| lekina tumane kabhI aisA sunA hai ki naraka meM jo baiThe haiM yamadevatA, unakA siMhAsana kisI bhI kahAnI meM DolA? vaha DolatA hI nhiiN| vaha baiThe apane bhaiMse para ArAma kara rahe haiN| ye RSi-muni lAkha kareM, kucha jo karanA hai karate raho, unakA kyA bigAr3a loge! vaha apane maje se baiThe haiN| magara iMdra kA siMhAsana Dolane lagatA hai| yA iMdirA kA, magara DolatA hai| isase kucha pharka nahIM pdd'taa| cale RSi-muni, koI jayaprakAza, lekara apanA trizUla ityAdi, upadrava khar3Akara deM! siMhAsana Dolane lagatA hai| lekina siMhAsana hI DolatA hai| garIba kA hai hI kyA? ilAoge kyA? binA hI siMhAsana ke jamIna para baiThe haiM, kyA khAka ilAoge? chIna kyA loge? jhopar3apaTTe vAle se tuma kyA chIna sakate ho? maiM par3ha rahA thA eka aphrIkI kahAnI ki eka garIba aurata, usakA choTA baccA, sardI ke dina aura usake pAsa kapar3e uDAne ko nahIM to usane kucha bhI, lakar3I ke TukaDe, cidiyA, kAgaja, akhabAra, ina sabakA khUba pUra banA liyA aura usako usameM DhAMpa detI thii| vaha beTA masta so jaataa| eka rAta usa beTe ne kahA, mA, jarA una garIboM kI to soco jinake pAsa lakar3I ke ye Tukar3e, akhabAra aura ye cidiyA nahIM hoMgI, ve becAre kaise sote hoMge! vaha maje se rAta nIMda letA hai| vaha soca rahA hai yaha bar3I amIrI hai| jarA unakI to soco, vaha kahane lagA, jinake pAsa lar3akI ke Tukar3e aura ye cIjeM nahIM hoMgI, ve kaise sote hoMge! dukha itanA nahIM DAMvADola karatA jitanA sukha kara jAtA hai| isIlie samasta sAdhakoM ne dukha ko to varaNa kara liyA hai, sukha ko chor3a diyA hai| kyoMki unhoMne dekhA ki dukha itanA dukhI nahIM krtaa| aMtataH dukha sukha se AtA hai| tapa kA itanA hI artha hai, tapazcaryA kA itanA hI artha hai ki sukha meM se to kucha tuma pA sakate ho, isakI AzA hI mata rakhanA, hau, dukha meM se kucha pAyA jA sakatA hai| dukha meM se kucha pAyA jA sakatA hai, yahI tapa kA artha hai| sukha meM se kucha bhI nahIM pAyA jA sakatA, sukha bilakula bAMjha hai| lekina paramajJAna kI avasthA to vahI hai jahAM na sukha sukhI karatA hai, na dukha dukhI karatA hai| koI cIja DulAtI nahIM, AdamI apane svayaM meM thira hai| 'zAMta buddhivAlA puruSa na logoM se bhare nagara kI ora bhAgatA hai aura na vana kI ora hI vaha sabhI sthiti aura sabhI sthAna meM samabhAva se hI sthita rahatA hai|' na dhAvati janAkIrNa naarnnymupshaaNtdhiiH| yathAtathA yatratatra sama evaavtisstthte||

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na dhAvati janAkIrNa.....| jo vyakti jJAna ko upalabdha huA sAkSI ko upalabdha huA, turIya kA jisane svAda liyA, aba vaha bhIr3a kI tarapha nahIM bhaagtaa| bhIr3a meM kyA rasa! dUsare meM to tabhI taka rasa mAlUma hotA hai jaba taka apanA rasa nahIM ckhaa| ise yAda rkhnaa| dUsare meM to tabhI taka svAda mAlUma hotA hai jaba taka svayaM kA svAda nahIM liyaa| dUsare meM to hama apane ko DubAte hI isIlie haiM ki apane meM DubAnA AtA nhiiN| akele baiThane meM hameM kucha rasa hI nahIM aataa| akelA AdamI baiThA hai to kahatA hai, bar3I Uba lagatI hai| caleM, kahIM jAeM, kisI se mileM -jule| jinase tuma milane jA rahe ho unako bhI akele meM Uba laga rahI hai| ve bhI utsuka haiM ki koI unako mile| aba do ubAnevAle AdamI mila gaye eka-dUsare ko| aba ye socate haiM, bar3A sukha hogA! ye ho kaise sakatA hai, gaNita to thoDA smjho| eka ubA rahA thA apane ko, dUsarA ubA rahA thA apane ko, aba eka-dUsare ko ubaake| guNanaphala ho jaaegaa| dugunA nahIM, kaI gunA ho jAegA maamlaa| magara loga cale! kyoMki loga svAta meM rasa nahIM le paate| apanA svAda hI nahIM jaante| apanA chaMda hI aparicita hai| bhItara kI vINA meM koI svara nahIM uThatA mAlUma hotaa| bhItara saba khAlI-khAlI, rikta-rikta marusthala jaisaa| cale, kahIM se rasa mile, kahIM rasadhAra bahe, thor3e prasanna hoN| to klaba banAte, samUha banAte, nAcaghara jAte, sinemA meM baiTha jAte, reDiyo khola lete, akhabAra par3hate, lekina kahIM apane ko bhulAo! kisI meM apane ko DubAo! akelepana meM bar3I becainI hai| khyAla rakhanA, jo jahAM hai, jaisA hai, agara vahIM sukhI nahIM hai to phira kahIM bhI sukhI nahIM ho sktaa| aura jo jahAM hai, jaisA hai, vahIM sukhI hai, vaha kahIM bhI sukhI ho sakatA hai| isakA matalaba yaha bhI mata samajha lenA ki jJAnI bhIr3a se bhAgatA hai| isalie aSTAvakra kahate, 'zAta buddhivAlA puruSa na logoM se bhare nagara kI ora bhAgatA hai aura na vana kI ora hii|' kyoMki vaha bhI phira dUsarA upadrava ho gyaa| kucha loga haiM jo kahate haiM, bhIr3a meM nahIM jAeMge, bhIr3a meM acchA nahIM lagatA, hama to jaMgala cale! hama to svAta ke vAsI haiN| magara yaha bAta bhI baMdhana ho gyii| aba tumheM dUsare kI maujUdagI meM azAMti hone lgii| pahale dUsare kI maujUdagI meM AnaMda hotA thA, aba dukha hone lgaa| magara hara hAlata meM najara dUsare para rhii| pahale dUsare: kI tarapha bhAgate the, aba dUsare se bhAgane lage, magara najara dUsare para rhii| aba bhI apane para AnA nahIM huA| apane para vahI AdamI AtA hai, jo na dUsare kI tarapha bhAgatA hai, na dUsare se bhAgatA hai| na to bhAgo strI kI tarapha, na strI se bhaago| na bhAgo dhana kI tarapha, na dhana ko chor3akara bhaago| na bhAgo puruSoM kI tarapha na puruSoM ko bhAgo chodd'kr| bhAgo hI mt| jahAM ho, jaise ho, vahIM paramAtmA pUrA kA pUrA u bhAga kara kahAM jA rahe! kyA tuma socate ho paramAtmA kahIM aura thor3A jyAdA hai? tuma socate ho pUnA meM kama aura prayAga meM thor3A jyAdA hai? to tuma pAgala ho| tumako agara hiMdustAna ke saba pAgala dekhane hoM, to abhI tumheM kuMbha ke mele meM mila jaaeNge| karIba-karIba pacAsa paraseMTa pAgala vahA maujUda haiN| tIrtha kI tarapha jA rahe ho tra: tIrtha kA artha hI itanA

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hotA hai, jo jahAM hai vahIM jise rasa A gyaa| jaisA hai vaise meM rasa A gyaa| vahI vyakti tIrtha ho gyaa| tIrtha saganoM meM thor3e hI hote haiM, vyaktiyoM kI AtmAoM meM hote haiN| tIrtha AMtarika ghaTanA hai| aura jo vyakti tIrtha bana gayA, vahI tIrthaMkara hai| 'vaha sabhI sthiti aura sabhI sthAna meM samabhAva se hI sthita rahatA hai|' riMda jo jarpha uThA leM vahI kUjA bana jAe jisa jagaha baiTha ke pI leM vahIM mayakhAnA bane pInevAle to vahI haiM ki jo pyAlI uThA leM vahI madhu bana jaae| jo pyAlI uThA leM, unake chUne se surA bana jaae| jahAM baiThakara pI leM, vahIM mayakhAnA bne| riMda jo jarpha uThA leM vahI kUjA bana jAe jisa jagaha baiTha ke pI leM vahIM mayakhAnA bane jo jahAM hai, jaisA hai, usameM hI rasa A jAe, to mukti AyI, mokSa aayaa| anyathA ko chodd'o| anya hone kI daur3a chodd'o| kisI aura jagaha kahIM svarga hai, aisI bhrAMti chodd'o| isI bhrAMti ke kAraNa tumheM dikhAyI nahIM par3a rahA hai| kyoMki tuma kahIM aura dekha rahe ho, dUra tumhArI AMkheM ulajhI haiM tAroM para, cAMda-tAroM para aura paramAtmA bahuta pAsa hai| paramAtmA vahIM baiThA hai jahAM tum| paramAtmA usI jagaha maujUda hai jahAM tumA tumameM aura paramAtmA meM rattI bhara phAsalA nahIM hai| isalie yAtrA to karanI hI nahIM hai| tIrthayAtrA saba yAtrAoM se mukta ho jAne kA nAma hai| kahate haiM, phakIra bAyajIda ko dharma se bAhara nikAla diyA gayA thA, kyoMki usane eka kuphra kI bAta kii| baiThA thA eka vRkSa ke nIce aura kucha loga haja kI yAtrA ko jA rahe the aura usane kahA ki pAgalo, kahAM jA rahe ho, haja yahAM baiThA hai? aura unameM se kucha loga ruka gye| aura unhoMne dekhA bAta to saca thii| aisA sauMdarya, aisA prasAda, aisA mAdhurya unhoMne kabhI dekhA na thaa| ve Thage khar3e raha gye| to bAyajIda ne kahA, aba khar3e kyA ho, parikramA kro| to unhoMne usakI parikramA kii| usake hAtha ye, jaisA loga kAbA kA patthara cUmate haiN| aba usane kahA, aba ghara lauTa jaao| aura dubArA agara phira haja karanA ho, to mere pAsa bhI Ane kI jarUrata nahIM, apanI hI parikramA kara lenaa| yaha to maiMne tumheM eka pATha pddh'aayaa| isa pATha ko mata pakar3a lenA jora se, nahIM to maiM mara jAUMgA to tuma isa jhADU ke cakkara lgaaoge| aise hI to loga upadrava kara rahe haiN| abhI taka kAbA ke patthara kA cakkara lagAyA jA rahA hai| parikramAeM kara rahe haiN| cale kAzI, cale giranAra, cale jeruuslm| kahIM jAnA hai! sadA mana meM eka bhrAMti hai ki sukha kahIM aura barasa rahA hai, basa tumheM chor3akara barasa rahA hai| jaise tuma para koI bhagavAna vizeSa iMtajAma kiyA hai ki tuma para bhara na brse| aura kahIM brse| aura jerUsalama meM jo rahate haiM unakA tumheM patA hai, kAzI meM jo rahate haiM unakA tumheM patA hai, unheM kucha milA? vahAM bhI nahIM barasa rahA hai| agara Akha nahIM khulI hai to kahIM bhI nahIM barasa rahA hai aura agara Akha khulI hai to kahIM bhI barasa rahA hai| riMda jo jarpha uThA leM vahIM kUjA bana jAe

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jisa jagaha baiTha ke pI leM vahIM mayakhAnA bane aise piyakkar3a bno| aise pInevAle bano / madhuzAlAeM khojanA baMda kro| jahAM baiTha jAo vahIM madhuzAlA bne| sAdhAraNa jala bhI pI lo to amRta ho jAe, aise bno| aura aise banane kI kalA sAkSI hone kI kalA hai| Aja itanA hii|

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svAnubhava aura AcaraNa eka hI ghaTanA-(pravacana-gyAharavAM) dinAMka 5 pharavarI, 1977; zrI ozo Azrama, puunaa| pahalA prazna : 'aba maiM nAvyo bahuta gopAla, bhakta aisA gAtA hai| kyA bhakta kI bhAMti jJAnI bhI gAtA hai? anivArya hai| nRtya anivArya hai| kyoMki aMtima pariNati meM utsava hogA hii| agara aMtima pariNati meM utsava na ho to phira utsava kaba hogA? gIta aura nRtya to kevala utsava ke sUcaka haiN| jaba vasaMta AegA aura vRkSa apane pUre ubhAra para hogA, to phUla khileNge| gaMdha bhI bikhregii| aura jaba dIpa jalegA to jyoti bhI jhregii| gIta to anivArya hai| yaha dUsarI bAta hai ki kauna kaisA gAe, kaise gAe? bhakta apane DhaMga se gAtA, jJAnI apane DhaMga se gaataa| bhakta kA gIta pragaTa hai, itanI kA gIta apragaTa hai| bhakta paridhi para nAcatA, jJAnI keMdra pr| bhakta kA gIta aura utsava aise hai jaise mukta hAsa, koI khilakhilA kara haMsa par3A, juhU ke phUla jhara gye| jJAnI kA gIta aisA hai-maMda-maMda muskaan| bahuta gaura se dekhoge to pahacAna paaoge| aisI moTI-moTI najara se dekhA to cUka jaaoge| bArIka, sUkSma kAraNa haiM bheda ke| bhakta bhI pahuMcatA hai usI maMjila para jahAM jJAnI pahuMcatA hai lekina alaga-alaga haiM unake maarg| bhakta paramAtmA se apane ko jor3atA, itanA jor3atA, itanA jor3atA ki bhakta bacatA nhiiN| bhakta apane maiM ko tU ke caraNoM meM samarpita krtaa| bhakta kI AMkha tU para lagI hai, bhakta kI AMkha bAhara lagI hai| bhakta bAhara dekha rahA hai| bhakta ko bhItara dekhane kI ciMtA nahIM hai| bhItara kA dekhanA ghaTegA, lekina bAhara dekhane kI aMtima phalazruti meN| isalie bhakta vRkSoM ko dekhatA, cAMda-tAroM ko dekhatA, nadI-pahAr3oM ko dekhatA, kyoMki sabhI meM usI paramAtmA kI jhalaka hai| isalie bhakta patthara ko bhI pUja letaa| kyoMki sArA astitva usakA hai| bhakta apane maiM ko DubAtA aura tU ko bar3A krtaa| eka aisI ghar3I AtI, jaba maiM zUnya ho jAtA hai aura tU hI bacatA hai| taba bhakta nAcatA hai| lekina usI ghar3I meM eka krAMtikArI ghaTanA aura ghaTatI hai jo ki parama ghaTanA hai| jaba maiM bilakula zUnya ho jAtA hai to tU bhI bacegA nahIM, baca nahIM sktaa| tU ko bacane ke lie bhI maiM kI thor3I na bahuta maujUdagI Avazyaka hai| maiM ke binA kaisA tU? bhakta ke binA kaisA bhagavAna! bAyajIda ne kahA hai, mujhe tumhArI jarUrata hai, sc| tumheM bhI merI jarUrata hai| ikahArTa ne kahA

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hai, na maiM tumhAre binA ho sakatA, na tuma mere binA ho skte| ThIka kahA hai, kyoMki maiM ke binA tU nahIM ho sktaa| aura tU ke binA bhI maiM nahIM ho sktaa| to bhakta maiM ko DubAtA hai| eka aisI ghar3I AtI hai, bhakta sau pratizata thA, ghaTate ghaTate ghaTate ghaTate zUnya pratizata ho jAtA hai| roja-roja paramAtmA bar3hane lagatA hai- eka pratizata, pacAsa pratizata, sattara pratizata, nabbe, ninyAnabe pratizata- ninyAnabe pratizata paramAtmA hotA hai, bhakta eka pratizata, taba taka donoM hote haiN| jaise hI bhakta zUnya huA aura paramAtmA pUrNa huA bhakta bhI gayA bhagavAna bhI gyaa| prema galI ati sIkarI tAmeM do na samAe! yaha to saca hai| kabIra ThIka kahate haiM ki prema kI galI ati saMkarI hai, usameM do nahIM samAte / maiM kahatA hUM prema kI galI itanI saMkarI hai ki usameM eka bhI nahIM samAtA kyoMki jahAM eka samA gayA, vahAM do bhI samA sakate haiN| eka bhI nahIM samAe to hI do nahIM smaate| eka kA bhI kyA artha hogA agara do na bceN| do ke binA eka nahIM ho sakatA hai| do hoM to hI eka meM kucha artha hai / dvaita ho to advaita meM artha hai| lekina bhakta kI AMkha bahirmukhI hai| bhakta jo hai bahirmukhI hai| isalie pUjA karatA, arcana karatA, dIpa jalAtA, nAcatA, gIta gAtA, mUrti sjaataa| bAhara hai usakA bhagavAna / aura svayaM ko DubA hai| isalie bhakta ke jIvana meM jaba mahotsava ghaTatA hai to vaha nAcatA / pada ghuMgharU bAMdha mIrA nAca re| vaha magana hokara nAcatA / saba vismaraNa karake nAcatA / madamasta hokara nAcatA / jJAnI ke jIvana meM ghaTanA ghaTatI hai yahI, zUnya kI, yA pUrNa kI, lekina dUsare DhaMga se ghaTatI hai| jJAnI tU se apane ko mukta karatA hai| isIlie to mahAvIra kahate haiM, kaisA paramAtmA ! koI paramAtmA nahIM hai| appA so paramappA / AtmA hI paramAtmA hai| aura kaisA paramAtmA ! maiM hI apane paripUrNa zuddhatA meM paramAtmA huuN| isalie jJAnI kahatA hai : ahaM brahmAsmi / anlhk| mujhase alaga aura kauna ? to jJAnI tU ko ghaTAtA jAtA hai, ghaTAtA jAtA hai, ghaTAtA jAtA hai, eka aisI ghar3I AtI hai ki tU bilakula zUnya ho jAtA hai, maiM hI bctaa| lekina taba maiM na baca skegaa| maiM ko bacAne ke lie tU thor3A caahie| jisa dina maiM akelA bacA aura tU zUnya ho gayA, usI kSaNa maiM bhI tirohita ho jAtA hai| ve donoM sAtha hI calate haiN| aura jaba maiM tirohita hotA hai to eka apUrva utsava kA janma hotA hai| lekina jJAnI nAcegA nhiiN| yaha utsava itane bhItara ghaTatA hai aura jJAnI aMtarmukhI hai| ye do hI to prakAra haiM manuSya kI cetanA ke| bahirmukhatA, aMtarmukhatA / yA to bhItara calo yA bAhara jaao| kisI bhI dizA meM itane cale jAo ki baco na, pahuMca jAoge| agara calate hI gaye ha aura apane ko khote cale gaye, to bhI pahuMca jAoge calate hI gaye bhItara aura eka aisI ghar3I A gayI ki apane ko kho diyA, to bhI pahuMca jAoge kisa dizA meM cale, bheda nahIM par3atA, kyoMki sabhI dizAoM meM paramAtmA hai| bAhara bhI vahI hai, bhItara bhI vahI hai| bAhara aura bhItara kAmacalAU zabda haiN| vahI hai| bAhara bhI usameM hai, bhItara bhI usameM hai, aisA kahanA jyAdA ucita hai| bAhara - bhItara usake hI do pahalU haiN|

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bhakta kA nRtya to paridhi para ghaTatA hai, jJAnI kA nRtya keMdra pr| isalie jJAnI ke nRtya ko zAyada tuma dekha na paao| buddha baiThe haiM bodhivRkSa ke nIce, kisI ne dekhA nahIM nAcate, maiM tumase kahatA hUM nAca rahe haiM| bharosA karo, nAca rhe| kyoMki nRtya to anivArya hai| gA rahe / yadyapi yaha gIta aisA hai ki jaba taka tumane bhI isa taraha na gAyA ho, tuma pahacAna na sakoge, yaha bhASA anerI hai| hAM, mIrA nAcegI to tuma bhI dekha loge, hAlAMki tuma mIrA kI bhAMti nAce nahIM ho| lekina mIrA kA nRtya deha para ho rahA hai| deha kI bhASA tuma jAnate ho| yadyapi mIrA kA nRtya bhI tuma na samajhoge, mIrA ke parivAra ke loga bhI na samajhe / parivAra ke logoM ne kahA, yaha kyA loka-lAja kho dI ! yaha koI DhaMga hai! vezyAeM nAcatI haiM aisA, AvArA aurateM nAcatI haiM aisA, rAjaghara kI kulIna rAnI aura aise sar3akoM para nAce! ve bhI na smjhe| lekina itanA samajha gaye ki mIrA nAca rahI hai| kA artha to samajhe, nAca dikhAyI pdd'aa| nAca kA artha unhoMne apanI hI dRSTi se liyA, jaisA nAca ve dekhate rahe the| ye mIrA ke ghara ke loga rAjagharAne ke loga the, vezyAoM ko nacAte rahe hoMge darabAroM meM, usa bAta ko samajhate the| unhoMne kahA, yaha kyA huA, mIrA vezyA jaisI nAce! bhejaa| nAca dikhAyI par3a gayA, nAca kA artha cUka gyaa| para nAca dikhAyI par3a gyaa| jJAna to nAca dikhAyI par3egA, artha kI to bAta hI kahAM hai! artha to bhakta kA bhI dikhAyI nahIM pdd'taa| to buddha tumheM baiThe dikhAyI par3ate haiN| jisa dina tuma parama zAta hooge, dhyAna meM r3aboge, usa dina tumheM buddha kI gunagunAhaTa bhI sunAyI par3egI anAhata nAda vahAM ho rahA hai| aisA nAda ho rahA hai jise karane ke lie koI upAya nahIM karane hote, apane se ho rahA hai| oMkAra gaja rahA hai| jhena phakIra kahate haiM, eka hAtha kI tAlI baja rahI hai| kama se kama tAlI bajAne ko do hAthoM kI jarUrata hotI hai, jhena phakIra kahate haiM, aba eka hAtha kI tAlI baja rahI hai| aba aisI tAlI baja rahI hai jo bajAnI nahIM par3atI, apane se baja rahI hai| ho hI rahA hai| ise aisA kaheM to jyAdA acchA hogA, astitva nRtya hai, astitva gIta hai, astitva utsava hai| utsava ho hI rahA hai, tuma sirpha aMdhe ho| tumhArI AMkha para paTTI baMdhI hai| tumheM dikhAyI nahIM par3a rahA hai| isase tuma cUke jA rahe ho| bhakta prema kI AMkheM khola letA hai, jJAnI dhyAna kI AMkheM khola letA hai| ye do zabda alagaalaga mAlUma par3ate haiM, kyoMki alaga-alaga mArgoM ke haiM, lekina aMtima pariNAma sadA eka hai| miTTI bhI haMsatI hai, aisA sunakara maiM haMsatA thA pahale phUloM kA parivAra dekhakara aba vizvAsa huA hai mujhako kitanI kaliyoM kI AMkhoM meM gUMja rahI khuzabU kI gItA

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kitane phUloM ke oMThoM para likhI huI raMgoM kI kavitA khuzabU ke hastAkSara karatI Dola rahIM titalI-bAlAeM sona juhI ke kAnoM meM kucha kahatI bhaMvaroM kI mAlAeM vAsaMtI cUMghaTa ke bhItara chipe hue haiM madhu ke pyAle mAno rezama ko bastI meM khulI par3I hoM madhuzAlAeM miTTI bhI haMsatI hai, aisA sunakara maiM haMsatA thA pahale phUloM kA parivAra dekhakara aba vizvAsa huA hai mujhako tuma jarA dekho, utsava hI ho rahA hai| astitva bar3e gahare rAsa meM saMlagna hai| rasoM vai sH| paramAtmA rasa hI rasa hai| astitva meM pIr3A kahIM hai nhiiN| pIr3A AdamI kA sajana hai| pIr3A AdamI kI cUka hai| astitva meM mRtyu hotI hI nhiiN| yahAM jIvana kA virATa vistAra hai| astitva meM mRtyu kabhI ghaTatI hI nhiiN| mRtyu AdamI kA AviSkAra hai| AdamI ne ahaMkAra AviSkAra kara liyA, aba ahaMkArI kI mRtyu hotI hai, kyoMki AdamI jo bhI AviSkAra karegA, vaha mittegaa| AdamI kI banAyI cIja amara kaise ho sakatI hai! AdamI kI banAyI cIja maraNadharmA hogii| jo bhI banAyA jAtA hai, vaha mittegaa| jo anabanA hai, vahI nahIM mittegaa| jo kabhI nahIM janmA hai, usI kI mRtyu nahIM hogii| jisakA janma hogA, usakI to mRtyu hogii| dekho, makAna banAte ho, makAna giregaa| kitanA majabUta banAo, pharka nahIM pdd'taa| do dina bAda giregA, cAra dina bAda giregA, ki hajAra sAla bAda giregaa| lekina dekhate ho, reta ke eka choTe-se kaNa ko miTAne kA koI upAya nahIM hai| vaijJAnika kahate haiM, nahIM miTAyA jA sktaa| lAkha upAya karo, eka choTe-se reta ke kaNa ko miTA nahIM skte| mAmalA kyA hai? hama mahala banAte haiM, miTa jAte haiN| reta kA kaNa bhI nahIM miTatA! kyoMki reta kA kaNa banAyA nahIM gayA hai| jo cIja banAyI gayI hai, vaha mittegii| jo hai sadA se, vahI sadA hogii| nirmita naSTa hotA hai| ajanmA zAzvata hai| AdamI kucha cIjeM banA letA hai, to miTa jAtI haiN| miTatI haiM to ghabar3AhaTa hotI hai| miTane kI AzaMkA se mana bahuta ciMtAtura ho jAtA hai| jo bhI nirmita hai, jaaegaa| buddha ne kahA hai, saba saMghAta bikhreNge| lekina astitva to kabhI nahIM mitttaa| to apane bhItara usako khoja lo jo kabhI nahIM miTatA, to tuma dhyAnI ho gaye, jJAnI ho gye|

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bAhara use khoja lo jo kabhI nahIM miTatA to tuma bhakta ho gye| aura tumhArI jaisI mauja ho| donoM rAstoM se loga pahuMca gaye haiN| mIrA bhI aura mahAvIra bhii| isameM tuma ciMtA meM mata par3anA bahuta ki kisa rAste jaaeN| kahIM aisA na ho ki tuma khar3e-khar3e yahI ciMtA karate raho kisa rAste jAeM aura kisI rAste para na jaao| calo, jo rAstA tumheM rucikara lage usa para cala jaao| aura eka bAta khayAla rakhanA, jaba eka rAste para cala jAo to dUsare kI bhASA bilakula bhUla jaanaa| nahIM to tuma bar3e asta-vyasta ho jaaoge| kyoMki donoM kI bhASA bar3I alaga hai| bar3I viparIta hai| aura agara tuma donoM kI bhASAoM ko eka sAtha yAda rakhe, to tuma digbhrama meM pdd'oge| tumhAre bhItara bar3I ghaTAeM ghira jaaeNgii| khulA AkAza samApta ho jaaegaa| pahuMcane kI jagaha tuma vikSipta ho jAoge vimukta to nahIM, vikSipta ho jaaoge| aisI bhUla mata krnaa| agara tumheM bhakta kI bAta prItikara lagatI ho, nArada ke sUtra iba jAte hoM hRdaya meM, gadagada kara jAte hoM, to bAta khatama ho gyii| chor3o jJAniyoM ko, jAne do unheM jahAM jAnA hai| tuma cala par3o, nArada kI nAva meM baiTha jaao| agara yaha bAta tumheM na jaMcatI ho, buddha, mahAvIra aura pataMjali, aSTAvakra, unakI bAta tumheM DulA jAtI ho, bhItara ahobhAva se bhara detI ho, ekadama jaise koI khir3akI khula jAtI ho bhItara, havA kA eka jhoMkA A jAtA ho, ki A gayIM sUraja kI kiraNeM aura tumheM eka sparza hotA ho ki hI, yahI hai ThIka, yahI bAta, khA jAtI ho mela, dhar3aka jAtA ho hRdaya, to chor3o nArada ko, mIrA ko, tuma cala par3o aSTAvakra ke saath| calane se koI pahuMcatA hai socane se koI nahIM pahuMcatA hai| bahuta socate mata raho, clo| dUsarA prazna : Apane kahA ki AtmajJAnI hai bhI nahIM aura nahIM bhI nahIM hai| Apake vaktavya meM to yaha baMdha gayI bAta, lekina merI samajha meM nahIM baMdhatI| kRpAkara kucha aura smjhaaeN| bAta to sIdhI-sarala hai| lekina cUMki virodhAbhAsI hai, isalie buddhi kI pakar3a meM nahIM aatii| buddhi kI pakar3a meM virodhAbhAsa nahIM aataa| kyoMki buddhi ne eka niyama svIkAra kara liyA hai ki jahAM virodha ho, vahAM satya nahIM ho sktaa| yaha arastu kA nyAyazAstra hai| yaha samasta jagata kA tarkazAstra hai| virodha satya nahIM ho sktaa| svabhAvata: jaise koI kahe ki kamare meM kursI hai bhI aura nahIM bhI hai| to tuma kahoge, yaha bAta to kucha gar3abar3a hai| yA to kI hai, yA nahIM hai| donoM bAteM kaise sAtha ho sakatI haiN| yaha bAta to virodhAbhAsI hai, sva-virodhI hai|

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to tarkazAstra kA eka maulika AdhAra hai ki jahAM sva-virodha ho, vahAM satya nahIM ho sktaa| aba yA to koI AdamI javAna hai yA bUr3hA hai| yA to koI AdamI jiMdA hai yA murdA hai| aba tuma kaho ki yaha AdamI jiMdA bhI hai aura murdA bhI hai! to tarka kahegA ki kahIM kucha bhUla ho rahI hai| koI eka bAta galata hogii| donoM to sAtha-sAtha sahI nahIM ho sktiiN| yugapata, eka sAtha kaise sahI ho sakatI 'haiN| ki tuma kaho, eka AdamI cora bhI hai aura saMta bhii| yaha kaise hogA! isalie tarka kA eka niyama hai, ki jahAM sva-virodha, vahAM bAta galata hai| eka mukadamA adAlata meM calatA thA aura jo majisTreTa thA, vaha abhI-abhI kAnUna par3hakara AyA thA, nayA-nayA, kAnUna aura tarka meM niSNAta thaa| hatyA ho gayI thii| aura eka gavAha ne jo vaktavya diyA usameM usane kahA ki hatyA jaba huI to ghara ke bhItara huI dIvAloM ke bhItara huI aura dUsare gavAhI ne usI kSaNa khar3e hokara kahA ki nahIM, hatyA khule AkAza ke nIce huI majisTreTa ne kahA, tuma donoM sahI nahIM ho sakate, tumameM koI eka jarUra jhUTha bola rahA hai| lekina eka tIsare AdamI ne khar3e hokara kahA ki nahIM, koI jhUTha nahIM bola rahA hai, makAna ke bhitara hatyA huI aura khule AkAza ke nIce huI kyoMki chappara abhI par3A nahIM thaa| nayA-nayA makAna bana rahA thaa| dIvAleM bhara uThI thiiN| Upara se jo virodhAbhAsI dikhAyI par3atA hai, usakI bhI saMbhAvanA ho sakatI hai| jIvana tarka se bar3A hai| jaise, yaha aSTAvakra kA sUtra ki AtmajJAnI hai bhI nahIM aura nahIM bhI nahIM hai| smjho| AtmajJAnI nahIM hai, kyoMki paramAtmA hai, AtmajJAnI ne to apane ko zUnya kara liyaa| astitva hai, apanI maiM kI dhAraNA to usane girA dI, isa artha meM AtmajJAnI nahIM hai| usakI koI maiM kI dhAraNA to bacI nahIM, aba vaha ghoSaNA nahIM kara sakatA ki maiM hUM paramAtmA hai| tuma dhyAna rakhanA, jaise ki upaniSadoM kA vacana ' ahaM brahmAsmi', jaba tuma isakA anuvAda karate ho aura tuma isakA artha karate ho, to jarA-sA pharka ho jAtA hai| lekina pharka bar3A hai| itanA bar3A pharka ki jamIna aura AsamAna alaga ho jAte haiN| tuma jaba isako par3hate ho ki maiM brahma hUM to tuma samajhate ho maiM brahma huuN| tumhArA jora maiM para hotA hai| brahma tumhArI chAyA bana jAtA hai| brahma tumhArI lNgottii| tuma saja-banakara khar3e ho jAte ho| jaba AtmajJAnI kahatA hai, maiM brahma hUM, to vaha yaha kaha rahA hai-brahma hai, maiM kahAM? maiM nahIM hUM? brahma hI hai| aura cUMki vahI hai, isalie maiM bhI brahma huuN| maiM vaha pIche rakha rahA hai, brahma ko Age rakha rahA hai| jaba aSTAvakra kahate haiM, AtmajJAnI nahIM hai, to usakA artha yaha-usake pAsa koI asmitA koI ahaMkAra nahIM hai| lekina yaha AdhA vaktavya hai| AdhA unhoMne tatkSaNa jor3a diyA kyoMki khatarA hai| AdamI bar3A khataranAka prANI hai| samajha ke mAmale meM usase nAsamajhI hone kI jyAdA AzA hai| agara tuma kaho ki AtmajJAnI nahIM hai, itanA vinamra hai, itanA nirahaMkArI hai, to hamAre ahaMkAra itane bar3e haiM ki hama kaheMge, acchA, to hama bhI AtmajJAnI ho gaye-hama bhI kahate haiM ki maiM bhI nahIM huuN| tuma kaha sakate ho ki maiM bhI nahIM hUM aura tumhArI AMkha meM hone kA dAvA ho sakatA hai| jaba tuma kahate jaba

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ho, maiM kucha bhI nahIM hUM taba bhI tuma davA kara rahe ho ki maiM kucha hUM, dekho, bilakula nA kucha ho gayA! tuma jaba kahate ho, maiM nahIM hUM taba bhI tuma kahate ho maiM huuN| tumane eka nayI tarakIba khoja lii| jhena phakIra bokoja kA eka ziSya dhyAna kara rahA hai| vaha roja dhyAna karatA hai, roja sabaha garu ke pAsa Akara nivedana karatA hai, kyA anubhava huA aura guru use bhagA detA hai usI vakta, vaha kahatA hai ki ye chor3o, phAlatU bAteM mata lAo yhaaN| kabhI lAtA hai ki kuMDalinI jaga gayI aura guru kahatA hai, bhAga yahAM se! phijUla kI bAteM na lA yahAM, jaba taka zUnya na ghaTe taba taka phijUla kI bAteM na laa| magara vaha phira AtA hai, phira AtA hai ki Aja hRdayakamala khula gayA aura vaha guru to DaMDA uThA letA hai| kabhI vaha kahatA hai ki sahasrAra khula gayA aura guru usako dhakke dekara bAhara nikAla detA hai aura kahatA hai, jaba taka zUnya na khule, taba taka tU A hI mt| phira mahInoM bIta gye| phira eka dina vaha AyA hai, aba bar3A AnaMdita hai, caraNoM meM par3a gayA, usane kahA ki Aja vaha le AyA hUM jisakI Apa itane dina se mujhase apekSA karate the, AzA karate the| Aja Apa nizcita prasanna hoNge| Aja maiM zUnya hokara A gayA huuN| guru ne to DaMDA uThAkara usake sira para mAra diyA, usane kahA, zUnya ko bAhara pheMkakara aa| vaha kahane lagA, aba to maiM zUnya hokara A gayA, aba bhI haTAte haiM! to unhoMne kahA abhI jaba tU dAvA karatA hai ki maiM zUnya ho gayA, to dAvedAra kauna hai? yaha nayA dAvA hai, ahaMkAra kI nayI zakla hai| yaha nayA mukhauTA hai| zUnya to koI tabhI hotA hai jaba zUnya bhI pheMka AtA hai| taba kahane ko kucha bhI nahIM bctaa| parama zUnya to vahI hai jo yaha bhI nahIM kaha sakatA ki maiM zUnya huuN| kahane kI kahAM guMjAiza hai! kahA ki galata huaa| kahA ki dAvA huaa| yahI artha hai aSTAvakra ke isa vacana kA AtmajJAnI hai bhI nhiiN| ahaMkAra to gayA, isalie yaha kahanA to ThIka nahIM ki AtmajJAnI hai| nahIM hai| aura nahIM bhI nahIM hai| kayoMki AtmajJAnI yaha hI kaha sakatA ki maiM zUnya ho gayA, nira- ahaMkArI ho gyaa| AtmajJAnI kucha bhI nahIM kaha sktaa| kyoMki kahane meM to phira ho jaaegaa| udaghoSaNAeM to sabhI ahaMkAra kI haiN| vinamratA kI udaghoSaNA bhii| zUnya hone kI udaghoSaNA bhii| isalie bAta to bahuta sIdhI-sarala hai-AtmajJAnI na to hai, na nahIM hai| nahIM hai, aisI ghoSaNA bhI nahIM kara sakatA hai, isalie nahIM hai bhI nahIM hai| yaha sIdhe vyAvahArika tarka meM virodha mAlUma par3atA hai, lekina jIvana ke paramatarka meM kahIM koI virodha nahIM hai| tIsarA prazna : maiM lauTa-lauTakara atIta kI aura dekhatA rahatA huuN| yaha vyartha hai, phira bhI Adata chUTatI nhiiN| isakA kyA kAraNa ho sakatA hai?

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pahalI to bAta, vyartha hotA to Adata jAtI / tumhAre lie vyartha nahIM hai| chUTa jinake lie vyartha hai unakI to Adata chUTa gyii| tuma aisA samajho ki kacaDe ko saMbhAlakara tijor3I meM rakha rahe ho aura maiM tumheM pakar3a lUM aura kahUM ki yaha kyA kara rahe ho? to tuma kaho, mAlUma to hai ki yaha kacar3A hai, lekina Adata nahIM chUTatI / aisA hogA ? jAnate hue kacaDA tijorI meM rakhoge saMbhAla kara ? kacaDA jAnate hue rakhoge saMbhAla kara ? thor3I bhUla ho rahI hai| buddhapuruSa kahate haiM, kacaDA hai| tumane unakI bAta suna lI, saMkocavaza unakI bAta iMkAra bhI nahIM krte| buddhapuruSa kahate haiM, ThIka hI kahate hoMge, saba zAstra kahate haiM, to ThIka hI kahate hoMge; kacaDA hai| lekina tuma jAnate ho ki bAta ThIka hai nahIM, hai to hIrA javAharAta! aba tumhAre bhItara eka dvaMdva paidA huaa| eka tumhArA jAnanA hai aura eka buddhapuruSoM se sunI huI bAta hai svabhAvataH aMtima pariNAma meM tuma jItoge, buddhapuruSa nahIM jiiteNge| kyoMki tumhAre bhItara tumhIM gahare meM ho, buddhapuruSa to Upara-Upara haiN| Upara-Upara se kahate ho, saba kacaDA hai| aura bhItara - bhItara jAnate ho ki kahAM ye buddhapuruSa, buddhaoM kI bAtoM meM mata par3a jaanaa| de mata baiThanA kahIM! saMbhAla kara rakha lo| tumhArI duvidhA yaha hai ki na tuma buddhapuruSoM ko iMkAra kara pAte itanA bhI sAhasa nahIM, itanI bhI himmata nhiiN| zAyada kisI gahare tala para tumheM yaha bhI samajha meM AtA hai ki ve ThIka hI kaha rahe haiM, kyoMki ThIka to ve kaha hI rahe haiN| isalie tuma kitane hI aMdhere meM dabe ho lekina phira bhI kahIM bhanaka par3atI hai ki kucha bAta to ThIka mAlUma par3atI hai| phira cAhe bAta ThIka na bhI mAlUma par3atI ho, vAsanAoM meM citta DUbA hai| to bhI buddhapuruSoM kI zAMti unakA AnaMda unakA rasa dekhakara tumheM lagatA hai, agara ye galata kahate hote to inake jIvana meM galata kA pariNAma honA cAhie thaa| pariNAma to sahI ke dikhAyI par3a rahe haiN| aura vRkSa to phala se jAnA jAtA na! to buddhapuruSoM meM jaba tuma AnaMda ke phala lage dekhate ho, saccidAnaMda ke jharane bahate dekhate ho, to tumheM lagatA hai, ThIka to vahI kahate hoNge| hama kaise ThIka ho sakate haiM? kyoMki sivAya jahara ke kucha hAtha lagatA nahIM / sivAya jarka ke kahIM pahuMcanA hotA nahIM / hIre-javAharAta agara hamAre saca hote to hama svarga meM hote haiM to hama narka meM / yaha ThIka hI kahate hoNge| yaha bAta bhI kucha jaMcatI lagatI hai| aura phira bhI tumhArA apanA jo anubhava nahIM hai - yaha buddhapuruSoM kA anubhava tumhArI apanI pratIti to nahIM hai tuma ise mAna kaise lo! tuma vizvAsa kara lete ho| basa vizvAsa se aDacana khaDI hotI hai| yaha anubhava bananA caahie| tuma mAnane kI jaldI mata kro| tumheM jo kacaDA nahI dikhAyI par3atA, tuma kaho, abhI mujhe dikhAyI nahIM pdd'taa| Apa kahate haiM, ThIka hI kahate hoMge, koI kAraNa nahIM ki Apako galata kahUM kyoMki Apa jo jAnate haiM maiM nahIM jAnatA; Apa kahate haiM, ThIka hI kahate hoMge, lekina jahAM taka merI samajha abhI kAma karatI hai vahA taka mujhe ye hIre-javAharAta mAlUma par3ate haiN| itanI ImAnadArI agara tuma barato to jaldI hI tumhAre jIvana meM krAMti ho jAegI / udhAra jJAna ko apanA mata smjho| bAsI bAtoM

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ko apanA mata smjho| aba tuma kahate ho, maiM lauTa-lauTakara atIta kI ora dekhatA rahatA huuN| yaha vyartha hai, phira bhI AdatI chUTatI nhiiN| vyartha hotA to chUTa hI jaatii| maiM kahatA hUM vyartha hai yaha bAta ThIka hai| merI chUTa gyii| vyartha kA bodha aura Adata kA chUTanA sAtha-sAtha ghaTate haiN| vyartha kA bodha ho jAe, Adata na chUTe, aisA kabhI huA hI nhiiN| yaha to aise hI huA ki maiM tumase kahUM yaha daravAjA hai isase nikala jAo, tuma kaho ki mAlUma hai daravAjA yaha hai, lekina nikalUMgA to maiM dIvAla se, purAnI Adata! hAlAMki sira TakarAtA hai, sira meM darda hotA hai, sira khula jAtA hai, gira par3atA hUM pachAr3a khAkara lekina kyA karUM! mAlUma hai ki yaha dIvAla hai aura yaha bhI mAlUma hai ki isase TakarAne se pIr3A hogI, nikalanA ho nahIM sakatA, lekina purAnI Adata! kyA tuma aisA kahoge? agara tuma aisA kaho, to do meM se kucha eka hI bAta saca ho sakatI hai| yA to tumheM daravAjA dikhAyI nahIM par3atA kahAM hai, yA tumheM dIvAla meM hI daravAjA dikhAyI par3atA hai| lAkha buddha-mahAvIra, kRSNa-krAisTa cillAte raheM ki daravAjA yahAM hai, tuma lagAe kyU khar3e dIvAla ke sAmane! tuma vahIM se nikloge| vahAM sArI bhIr3a bhI khaDI hai| daravAje para to kabhI koI ikkA-dukkA AdamI nikalatA dikhAyI par3atA hai, loga to dIvAloM se TakarA rahe haiN| to pahalI bAta to smaraNa karo ki yaha tumhArI samajha nahIM hai| aura dUsare kI samajha se jIne kI koziza karoge to bahuta muzkila meM pdd'oge| yaha aisA hI hai jaise koI dUsare kI AMkha se dekhane kI koziza kre| eka AdamI aMdhA ho gyaa| cikitsakoM ne bahuta kahA ilAja karavA lo, AMkha abhI ThIka ho sakatI hai| lekina usane kahA, maiM assI sAla kA ho gayA aura aba AMkha kA ilAja karavA kara bhI kyA karanA! sAla-do sAla kI bAta hai| Aja gayA, kala gayA aura phira AMkhoM kI koI kamI hai mere ghara meM! merI patnI kI AMkheM, mere ATha beTe haiM unakI solaha AMkheM, merI ATha bahueM haiM unakI solaha AMkheM, aisA solaha-solaha battIsa aura do cauMtIsa AMkheM mere ghara meM haiN| na huIM do AMkheM to kyA pharka par3atA hai! bAta to bar3e artha kI kaha rahA thA buDDA, lekina usI rAta jhaMjhaTa ho gyii| ghara meM Aga laga gyii| ve cauMtIsa AMkheM ekadama bAhara nikala gyiiN| aura ve do AMkheM jo aMdhI thIM, buDDA bhItara raha gyaa| taba use yAda AyA ki apanI hI AMkha ho to samaya para kAma par3atI hai| bAhara pahuMcakara jarUra patnI cillAne lagI, bacAo merA pati bhItara raha gayA, lekina jaba lapaTeM uTha rahI thIM taba to ve bhAga khar3I huI taba to apanI hI yAda rhii| itane saMkaTa meM kahAM pati, kahAM patnI! itane sakaTa meM AdamI apane ko bacA le, vahI bahutA bahueM bhI rone lagI beTe bhI cillAne lage, bAhara bhIr3a ikaTThI ho gayI, lekina koI bhItara Ane kI himmata na kare aura kA dvAra-daravAjoM se TakarA-TakarAkara jalane lgaa| nikalane kI koziza karate -karate mara gyaa| AMkha apanI ho to hI kAma AtI hai| merI AMkha tumhAre kAma na aaegii| hI, agara bAtacIta karanI ho, soca-vicAra karanA ho to kAma A jaaegii| lekina jaba jiMdagI meM Aga lagegI, jaba jarUrata

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par3egI, taba tuma acAnaka pAoge ve kAma nahIM aatiiN| apanI hI AMkha ThIka karanI jarUrI hai| buddha ne AkhirI vacana apane vidA ke samaya meM kahA, ' appa dIpo bhv|' apane dIye khuda bno| kyoMki jaba baddha marane lage aura ziSya rone lage to baddha ne kahA tama kyoM rote ho? to unhoMne kahA, Apa cale aba hamArA kyA hogA gra buddha ne kahA, mere hone se tumhArA kyA huA thA? maiM thA to kyA huA? maiM jA rahA hUM to kyA kho rahA hai aba itanI hI bAta khayAla rakho, jo maiMne jiMdagI bhara tumase kahI ki apanI AMkheM khoja lo| aba taka to tumane nahIM sunI, aba suna lo! kyoMki aba maiM jA rahA hUM, aba kahanevAlA bhI jA rahA hai| aba maiM tumase lauTa-lauTakara nahIM kahUMgA apanI AMkheM khoja lo| aba tumheM pakkA patA clegaa| agara abhI tuma mere pIche saraka saraka kara calate rahe, tumheM yaha bhrAMti rahI ki jaise tumhAre pAsa AMkheM haiM, aba mere jAne para tumheM asaliyata patA cala jaaegii| jiMdagI kI dIvAleM jagaha-jagaha tumheM rukAvaTa ddaaleNgii| jagaha-jagaha tuma gaDDoM meM giroge| aba to apanI AMkha khoja lo| to pahalI bAta, tumane zAstra paDha liye haiM, zAstAoM ko suna liyA, suMdara vacana kaMThastha kara liye, lekina yaha tumhArA anubhava nahIM hai| dUsarI bAta, AdamI atIta kI ora dekhatA hai, usake pIche mahatvapUrNa kAraNa haiN| bacce bhaviSya kI ora dekhate haiM, javAna vartamAna kI ora dekhate haiM, ke atIta kI ora dekhate haiN| jisa dina tuma atIta kI ora dekhane lago, samajhanA ki ke hone lge| baccoM kA lakSaNa hai, bhaviSya kI ora dekhnaa| baccoM kA koI atIta to hotA hI nahIM, dekheMge bhI to kyA khAka dekheNge| pIche to kucha hai nhiiN| jo kucha hai, Age hai| abhI jiMdagI honI hai| abhI huI to nhiiN| abhI koI kahAnI to nahIM, bacce se kaho ki tumhArI AtmakathA likhI to kyA khAka likhegA! vaha kahegA, AtmakathA yAnI kyA? abhI kucha huA hI nahIM to kathA kahAM se! abhI koI ghaTanA hI kahAM ghaTI! javAna AdamI vartamAna meM dekhtaa| javAnI aisA madamasta karatI hai ki kahIM aura kahA dekhe! abhI to bhoga lo, kala bacA na bcaa| kA AdamI pIche kI tarapha dekhane lagatA hai, kyoMki aba Age to mauta hai aura kucha bhI nahIM, aNdheraa| pIche bahuta kucha huA hai AtmakathA hai, bar3I ghaTanAeM ghaTI haiM-rAga-raMga bhI the, sukha-dukha the, laMbI yAtrA hai| vaha pIche kA mArga lauTa-lauTa kara dekhane lagatA hai| to pahalI bAta tumase kahanA cAhatA hUM agara lauTa lauTa kara atIta kI ora dekhane lage ho to tuma ke ho rahe ho| yaha vArddhakva kA anivArya lakSaNa hai| bUr3hA AdamI zarIra se nahIM hotA, bUr3hA AdamI citta se hotA hai| aura citta kA yaha lakSaNa hai, jaba AdamI kA hone lagatA hai to pIche dekhatA hai| ke baiThe -baiThe pIche kI smRtiyoM meM Dabe rahate haiN| jo-jo unhoMne kiyA, jo-jo huaa| aura jo -jo kiyA usako khUba baDhA-bar3hAkara dekhate haiM, aisA bhI nahIM ki kucha utanA hI dekhate haiM jitanA huA aba jaba dekha hI rahe haiM aura akele hI dekha rahe haiM aura apanI hI philma hai aura apanA hI pardA hai aura apane hI darzaka haiM, phira kyA kaMjUsI karanI! khUba bar3hA-bar3hAkara dekhate haiN| aura usameM DUbate haiN| mauta karIba Ane lagI, aba tumhAre pAsa jiMdagI ke nAma para sirpha purAnI smRtiyoM kA Dhera raha gayA hai| aura tumhAre pAsa aba eka hI upAya mAlUma hotA hai jiMdA bane rahane kA ki isako pakar3a

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lo, jo calA gayA isako pakar3e raho / prANahIna pAdapa se lipaTa gayI latA atIta se kitanI Agata ko mamatA sUkhe vRkSa se bhI latA lipaTI rahatI hai| sahArA! aba aura koI sahArA to dikhAyI nahIM par3atA / Age to sirpha aMdhakAra hai| bhItara aMdhakAra hai| aba to eka hI rozana bAta mAlUma par3atI hai, yaha atIta kI lakIra jisa para tuma gujara Ae, yaha rAstA jo bIta cukA, jo aba kabhI hogA nahIM, jo ho cukaa| aba inhIM saMjoyI smRtiyoM ke phUloM ko, sUkhe phUloM ko sajAkara baiThe ho| inhIM ko pakar3e ho / prANahIna pAdapa se lipaTa gayI latA atIta se kitanI Agata ko mamatA murdA hai yaha saba, lAza hai yaha saba / kabhI-kabhI aisA ho jAtA hai, baMdariyA apane bacce ko lekara ghUmatI rahatI hai, chAtI se lagA / baccA mara jAtA hai to bhI ghUmatI rahatI hai| kucha dina laga jAte haiM jaba baccA sar3a jAtA hai aura bAsa uThane lagatI hai, taba chor3atI hai ghabar3Akara / nahIM to murdA hI ko laTakAe rakhatI hai! purAnI Adata / atIta to murdA hai, jA cukA ho cukaa| dhUla hai| rAkha hai, aMgArA to bujha cukaa| aba isa rAkha ko mata seje raho, mata sajAe rho| isa rAkha meM ulajhe rahe, to Age dekhane ke lie jo AMkha cAhie, jo ki bar3I jarUrI hai, kyoMki mauta sAmane A rahI hai, dekhane kA maukA A rahA hai| yaha bar3A aMdherA utaranevAlA hai, bar3I AMkhoM kI jarUrata pdd'egii| aba yaha samaya mata khoo purAnI smRtiyoM meN| aba to jarA Age - abhI Age dekhane kA kucha artha hai| bacce to Age dekhate haiM, vaha svAbhAvika hai, usakA koI mUlya nahIM hai| javAna vartamAna meM dekhate haiM, vaha svAbhAvika, usakA bhI koI mUlya nahIM hai| ke pIche dekhate haiM, vaha svabhAvika, usakA bhI koI mUlya nahIM hai| aba tuma smjho| agara koI baccA pIche dekhane lage to krAMti ghaTa jAtI hai| isalie kathA kahatI hai ki lAotsu kA paidA huA kyoMki vaha pIche dekhatA huA paidA huA kucha bacce paidA hote haiM jo pIche dekhate paidA hote haiN| aise hI baccoM ne to duniyA ko yaha khayAla diyA ki aneka- aneka janma haiM piiche| jo bacce pIche dekhate paidA hote haiM, vahI to khabara lAte haiM isa duniyA meM ki pahale aura bhI janma hue haiN| hama ye nahIM haiM, AgaMtuka nahIM haiM, bahuta purAne haiM praaciin| jinako pichale janmoM kI smRti raha jAtI hai, ve bacce pIche dekhate paidA hote haiN| jo baccA pIche dekhatA paidA hotA hai, anUThA hai| jo javAna Age-pIche dekhane meM samartha hotA hai, vaha anUThA hai| kyoMki javAna to sirpha kSaNa ko dekhatA hai| jo hai abhI kara lo, gujara lo, jo hogA hogA, dekhA jaaegaa| javAna to vartamAna meM aMdhA hotA

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hai| jo javAna Age-pIche dekhane lage, usake jIvana meM viveka kA janma hotA hai| aura jo kA Age dekhane lage, vaha mRtyu ke pAra ho jAtA hai, amRta ko pA letA hai| dekhane kI kSamatA to vahI hai, dizA bdlo| bur3hApe meM bacce jaise ho jaao| yahI to jIsasa kahate haiM ki jo baccoM jaise haiM ve upalabdha ho jAeMge prabhu ko| yahI to aSTAvakra kahate haiM, bAlavata ho jaao| kyA matalaba hai? yaha bAlavata zabda ke itane matalaba haiM ki jisakA hisAba nahIM / una bahuta matalaboM meM eka matalaba yaha bhI hai- alaga -- alaga bAra maiM alaga- alaga matalaba tumase kahatA hUM, kyoMki vaha saba matalaba isa choTe se zabda meM samAe haiM / yaha bhI matalaba hai - bacce jaise ho jaao| agara koI kA bacce jaisA ho jAe to usakA artha huA, kA Age dekhane lgaa| pIchA to gayA, gayA so gyaa| bisara ! so bisarA, aba usako kyA sameTanA ? aba vaha Age dekhane lgaa| agara koI kA bacce - jaisA Age dekhane lage to mauta ke pAra dekha legA, amRta ko upalabdha ho jaaegaa| agara koI baccA ke jaisA pIche dekhane lage to vaha janma ke pAra dekha legA / aura atIta janmoM kI smRti ko upalabdha ho jaaegaa| agara koI javAna Age-pIche dekha le to vAsanA - mukta ho jAegA, saMnyasta ho jaaegaa| Age-pIche dekha le to pAegA, kyA rakhA hai? na pIche kucha thA - jaba tuma choTe bacce the to vAsanA kA kyA mUlya thA? mahatvAkAMkSA kA kyA mUlya thA? dhana kA kyA mUlya thA? pada-pratiSThA kA kyA mUlya thA? agara javAna pIche dekha le aura Age dekha le - eka dina phira kucha mUlya na raha jAegA, phira mauta AegI saba poMcha jAegI-na pahale kucha mUlya thA, na Age kucha mUlya hai, to abhI mUlya kaise ho sakatA hai! to dhokhA ho rahA hai| krAMti ghaTatI hai jaba tuma sAmAnya se haTakara kucha karane meM saphala ho jAte ho| rUpa DhalA rasa bahA saMga lagA raMga rahA saba Dhala jAtA hai, saba naSTa ho jAtA hai, lekina raMga lagA raha jAtA hai| jaise bagIce se gujare, bagIcA to gujara gayA lekina vastroM meM thor3I bagIce kI sugaMdha aTakI raha jAtI hai| aisI smRtiyAM haiN| khilaune TUTate haiM, marate nahIM mAM ne kahA, para bAlaka rotA rahA bacce kA to khilaunA bhI TUTa jAe to vaha rotA hai| jaise koI mRtyu ghaTa gyii| bacce kA khilaunA TUTa jAe to rotA hai, aura jJAnI vastutaH mauta ghaTa jAe, khuda bhI mara jAe to bhI nahIM rotA hai, AMkha para AMsU nahIM Ate haiN| bacce ko khilaune meM bhI lagatA hai mauta ghaTa gayI aura jJAnI ko vAstavika mauta meM bhI lagatA hai-mauta kaise ghaTa sakatI hai ! rati

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bhogI kI mati yogI kI gati vahI hai UrjA, alaga- alaga to nhiiN| rati-yaha jo kAma hai, mana kI vAsanA hai| bhogI kI mati-isI kAmanA meM bhogI kA mana DUbatA rahatA hai| ibakiyAM lagAtA rahatA hai| aba jo tuma kara bhI nahIM sakate, usakI kalpanA meM Dabe ho| jo ho bhI nahIM sakatA, usakI yojanA banA rahe ho| zekhacillIpana chodd'o| rati bhogI kI mati yogI kI gati aura yogI yaha samajhakara ki jo huA vaha bhI vyartha thA, sapane jaisA AyA aura gayA, aba usameM kyA rakhA! jaba thA taba bhI sapanA thA, samajhadAra ko| aura nAsamajha ko, jaba nahIM hai taba bhI saca mAlUma ho rahA hai| to jisa rati meM bhogI iba jAtA, baMdha jAtA, usI rati ko samajhakara yogI gatimAna ho jaataa| rati virati bane yahI kAmya, AvRtti bane, yaha kAmanA aura phira-phira vahI kara lUM jo kiyA, aisI AvRtti kI AkAMkSA kA nAma hI kAmanA hai| jo eka bAra kara liyA, ThIka se kara liyA, dekha liyA, samajha liyA, usase sadA ke lie mukti ho jAnI caahie| lekina phira-phira karUM, isakA matalaba hai ki ThIka se kiyA nhiiN| to maiM tamase kahatA haM ke tama ho gaye hooge lekinatama ThIka se javAna na rhe| tamane jo kiyA vaha ThIka se na kiyaa| adhUrA-adhUrA kiyaa| aTakA- aTakA raha gyaa| apUrNa raha gyaa| mana use pUrA karane ke lie Atura hai| isalie aba kalpanA meM pUrA kara rahA hai| jise tuma kara rahe ho use ThIka se kara lo| yaha merI buniyAdI dhAraNAoM meM eka dhAraNA hai ki tuma jo kara rahe ho use ThIka se kara lo, jaldabAjI kucha bhI nahIM hai, phala pakegA to giregaa| tuma kacce girAne kI ceSTA mata kro| aba aisA lagatA hai ki jinhoMne pUchA hai, dhArmika AdamI mAlUma hote haiN| to jaba javAna rahe to jo bhUla-cUke karanI thIM kyoMki karane se hI koI unase pAra hotA hai vaha nahIM kara paae| javAnI meM zAstra par3hate rahe hoMge, maMdira meM baiThe rahe hoNge| aba bur3hApe meM jaba UrjA calI gayI, jIvana kSINa hone lagA aura ghabar3AhaTa pakar3ane lagI ki mauta ke padacApa sunAyI par3ane lage, to aba bAra-bAra khayAla A rahA hogA ki jo nahIM kara pAe, vaha kara hI lete| patA nahIM mauta ke bAda bacate ki nahIM bcte| aba kalpanA meM hisAba cala rahA hai| AdamI rotA hI rhtaa| karatA hai taba rotA hai, phira jaba karane ke dina cale jAte haiM taba rotA hai| manovaijJAnika kahate haiM ki loga kisa-kisa bhAMti apane ko dhokhA dete haiM, Azcarya hotA hai dekhkr|

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tumane khayAla kiyA, sabhI loga kahate haiM ki bacapana bar3A suMdara thaa| ve bacapana ke dina! magara bacapana suMdara? baccoM se pUcho, to bacce bahuta jaldI bar3e hone meM utsuka haiM bacce cAhate haiM, kaise bar3e ho jaaeN| kaba chuTakArA mile isa bacapana se| kyoMki baccoM ko anubhava hotA hai ki bacapana sivAya damana ke, parataMtratA ke aura kyA hai? choTA baccA mAM se kahatA hai, jarA bAhara ho AUM 1: mAM kahatI hai, nahIM bAhara mata jaanaa| koI bar3I bAta nahIM pUchI thI, bAhara dhUpa nikalI hai, sUraja nikalA hai, titaliyAM ur3a rahI haiM, bacce khela rahe, vaha bAhara jAnA cAhatA hai, mAM kahatI hai nhiiN| itanI bhI svataMtratA nahIM! baccA sonA nahIM cAhatA abhI aura mAM kahatI hai, so jAo kyoMki ghara meM mehamAna Ae hue haiN| aba nIMda A nahIM rahI hai, usako jabaradastI bistara meM dabA diyA gayA hai| subaha jaba vaha uThanA nahIM cAhatA aura nIMda A rahI hai, taba use khIMcA jA rahA hai| skUla kauna baccA jAnA cAhatA hai! use bhejA jA rahA hai| aura tuma isako kahate ho ki bacapana ke dina bar3e suMdara the baccoM se pUcho! bacce jaldI baDe honA cAhate haiM, kaise bar3e ho jAeM! eka choTe bacce ko usakI mAM pAlaka kI sabjI khilA rahI hai| aura vaha baccA ro rahA hai| aura usakI AMkha meM AMsU baha rahe haiM aura vaha kaha rahA hai ki bhagavAna ne pAlaka meM hI kyoM saba viTAmina rakhe! AisakrIma meM rakhatA to kyA koI kharAbI thI? jaba viTAmina hI rakhane the to AisakrIma meM rakha detaa| magara usakI mAM kaha rahI hai, beTA, khA to tU majabUta ho jaaegaa| to vaha kaha rahA hai, ThIka hai, | letA haM isIlie khA rahA haiM ki majabata ho jAUtAki koI majhe phira pAlaka na khilA ske| itanA majabUta honA hai ki pAlaka koI phira na khilA sake dubaaraa| ___ bacce to kisI taraha chuTakArA pAnA cAhate haiM, kaise chuTakArA ho isa kArAgRha se| lekina bar3e yahI bacce kahane lagate haiM ki bacapana ke dina bar3e suMdara the| ho kyA jAtA hai? AdamI apane ko dhokhA detA hai| jo hai, vaha to suMdara nahIM hai| to kahIM sAMtvanA to caahie| to do hI taraha kI sAMtvanAeM haiM AdamI ko-yA to pIche kaho ki suMdara thA, yA kaho Age suMdara ho jaaegaa| Aja to sadA asuMdara hai| abhI to dukha hI dukha hai| to kahIM to sukha caahie| jhUThA hI sahI, magara kucha to khyAla rahe ki hamane bhI sukha paayaa| to pIche sukha thA, bacapana meM sukha thA, Age sukha hai| duniyA meM do hI taraha ke loga haiN| aura do hI taraha ke dharma haiN| aura do hI taraha kI samAja-vicAra kI paraMparAeM haiN| hiMdU jaina, bauddha, ve saba kahate haiM ki svarNayuga bIta cukA, satayuga bIta cukA, pahale ho cukA, aba nahIM honevAlA, aba to dukha hI dukha hai| kamyUnijama, phAsijama, isa taraha kI dhAraNAeM kahatI haiM, satayuga Ane vAlA hai, honevAlA hai, abhI huA nhiiN| hiMdU kahate haiM, rAmarAjya ho cukaa| kamyUnisTa kahate haiM, rAmarAjya hone vAlA hai| acchI duniyA AnevAlI hai, uTopiyA abhI hogaa| basa yaha do hI taraha kI dhAraNAeM haiN| hiMdU? jaina, bauddha ke haiN| bar3I purAnI dhAraNAeM haiM, ye kI ho gayIM, ye pIche dekhatI haiN| kamyUnijama abhI baccA hai, abhI bhaviSya meM dekha rahA hai| magara donoM eka se bhrAMta haiN| kyoMki kahIM bhI tuma apane sukha ko rakha lo atIta meM yA bhaviSya meM tuma dhokhA de rahe ho| jIvana meM jo kar3avAhaTa hai, usase baco

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mata, use bhogo, usake prati jaago| jo Aja hai, use bhara najara dekho na to pIche apane mana ko bharamAo, Age apane mana ko bharamAo / mana ko bharamAo hI mt| sAMtvanAeM mata khojo / satya ko dekho| kyoMki satya se hI sukha janma sakatA hai, sAMtvanAoM se nahIM / bIta gaye pyAre ratanAre dina bIta gaye rIta gaye AMkhoM ke khAre china rIta gaye aruNA adharoM ke ma se cuMbana mor3a diyA pAla kAjala kI DorI se baMdhI-baMdhI machalI ne chor3a diyA tAla dvAre para bahare harakAre bina gIta gaye bIta gaye pyAre ratanAre dina bIta gaye rIta gaye AMkhoM ke khAre china rIta gaye loga ro rahe haiN| saba bIta gyaa| sukha bItA, zAMti bItI, sauMdarya bItA, svAsthya bItA, saba biitaa| mata isameM par3e rho| tuma kahate ho, yaha vyartha hai: maiM tumase kahatA hUM, jAno yaha vyartha hai| yaha zakti mata khoo| yahI zakti dhyAna bana sakatI hai| yahI UrjA jo tuma AMkha baMda karake atIta ke sapanoM meM lagA rahe ho, yahI zakti nirvicAra bana sakatI hai| yahI zakti prArthanA - pUjA bana sakatI hai| yA to ise prArthanA banAo, yA ise dhyAna bnaao| kyoMki prArthanA aura dhyAna se hI tuma use pAoge jo sukha hai, jo mahAsukha hai| aura kisI taraha kisI AdamI ne kabhI sukha na pAyA hai, na pA sakatA hai| lekina kucha bhI tuma karo, UrjA to vyaya hotI hai, zakti to naSTa hotI hai| aura yaha bar3I vyartha kI bAta hai| baiThe haiM, soca rahe haiN| yaha vyartha kI bAta hai, lekina tumheM abhI dikhAyI nahIM par3I isalie Adata chUTatI nahIM hai| mere kahane se mata mAna lenA ki vyartha kI hai, tuma khuda kI soco, khuda hI dhyAna karo, khuda hI vimarza kro| yaha vyartha to hai hI, isase sAra kyA hai? jo kabhI huA thA, usako lekara kyoM baiThe ho ? usakI kyoM rAzi lagA rahe ho? aba to dohara bhI nahIM sakatA, phira to ho bhI nahIM sakatA, jo gayA gyaa| isa jagata meM kucha bhI punarukta nahIM hotaa| samaya lauTakara AtA nahIM / aba kyoM baiThe ho? aba yaha hisAba-kitAba baMda karo, yaha bahI-khAte jlaao|

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ThIka-ThIka vyakti agara jIe to roja-roja apane atIta se mukta hotA jAtA hai| atIta kI dhUla ko citta ke darpaNa para jamane mata do, nahIM to darpaNa meM darpaNapana na raha jaaegaa| dhUla hI dhUla jama jaaegii| dhUla ko jhAr3a do, tAki darpaNa svaccha ho jaae| usI svaccha darpaNa meM to satya kA pratibiMba milane vAlA hai| Adata TUTatI nahIM, tuma kahate ho| Adata ko samajho bajAya tor3ane kI ceSTA ke| koI Adata tor3ane se nahIM TUTatI hai, samajhane se TUTatI hai| koI sigareTa pItA hai, vaha kahatA hai, Adata chor3anI hai| Adata chor3ane kA savAla nahIM hai, yaha samajho ki yaha vyartha hai| ise phcaano| isa para dhyAna kro| mere pAsa koI AtA hai sigareTa pIne vAlA, vaha kahatA hai, chor3anI hai, bahuta koziza kara cukA bIsa sAla ho gaye, kaI daphe chor3I bhI, ekAdha dina, do dina bahuta khIMca pAtA hUM phira nahIM hotA aura vaha do dina itane kaSTa meM bItate haiM ki phira aisA lagatA hai ki itane kaSTa meM jIne kA to koI sAra hI nahIM hai| isase to pI hI lo| calo ThIka hai, TI. bI hogI, kaiMsara hogA, jaba hogA hogA, abhI to koI huA nahIM jA rahA hai| to maiM unase kahatA hUM tuma chor3ane kI ceSTA mata karo koI Adata chor3ane se nahIM chUTatI, tuma Adata ko smjho| maiM unase kahatA hUM, jaba tuma sigareTa pIo to bar3e dhyAnapUrvaka piio| jaldabAjI na karo, bahuta AhistA se paikeTa se nikAlo, eka daphe ThoMkate ho to sAta daphe ThoMko use mAcisa kI DibbI para, aura bar3e dhIre - dhIre ThoMkoM, bar3e rasa lekara ThoMko, ise pUjA kA kRtya samajho, ise jaldI mata kro| phira AhistA se muMha para lagAo, AInA rakhakara baiTho, usameM dekho kyA kara rahe ho, phira mAcisa jalAo, phira dhIre-dhIre dhuMA khIMco, phira dekho bhItara ki kyA ho rahA hai-dhuMA bhItara le gaye, AnaMda A rahA hai ki nahIM A rahA hai, saccidAnaMda kI barasA ho rahI hai ki nahIM ho rahI hai| isako pahacAnane kI koziza kro| Adata chor3ane kA kyA savAla hai! kahAM majA A rahA hai, kisa vakta majA AtA hai, dhuMA kahAM hotA hai taba kuMDalinI jAgatI hai, kaba sahastradala kamala khilate haiM, kaba, kahAM hRdaya ke dvAra meM gudagudI hotI hai, jarA dekhate rho| phira dhueM ko bAhara nikAlo, darpaNa meM dekho aura soco| dina meM tIna daphe pIte ho, cha: daphe piio| aura cha: daphe yaha pUrA kA pUrA upakrama karo tuma dhIre - dhIre pAoge ki tumheM apanI mUr3hatA dikhAyI par3ane lgii| tuma bahuta jar3abuddhi mAlUma pddoge| yaha tuma kara kyA rahe ho? aura tuma yaha bhI bar3e cakita hokara hairAna hooge ki AnaMda kahIM bhI milatA nahIM, kisI sthiti meM nahIM miltaa| na oMTha para lagAne se, na dhueM ko bhItara lene se| kabhI-kabhI khAsI jarUra AtI hai, kabhI-kabhI AMkha meM AMsU bhI A jAte haiM, kabhI-kabhI kapha aura balagama paidA hotA hai aura to kucha hotA nhiiN| ise tuma dekho| __ tumhArI gar3abar3a kyA hai? tuma ise chor3anA cAhate ho! kyoMki koI kahatA hai TI. bI ho jAegI, kyoMki koI kahatA hai kaiMsara ho jaaegaa| kaiMsara aura TI bI hone ke Dara se tuma nahIM chor3ane vAle ho| amarIkA meM unhoMne paikeTa para likhanA zurU kara diyA ki sarakAra ne taya kiyA hai ki sigareTa pInA svAsthya ke lie hAnikara hai| pahale to logoM ne socA ki isako Dibbe para likheMge sigareTa ke to

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sigareTa kI bikrI baMda ho jaaegii| tIna-cAra saptAha bikrI kama bhI huii| phira bikrI vaisI kI vaisI ho gyii| aba loga usase bhI AdI ho gye| ThIka hai| tuma bilakula likha do ki sigareTa se maranA bhI ho jAegA to bhI koI khAsa pharka nahIM pdd'egaa| balki zAyada kaI loga jo ki marane ko utsuka hoM aura jyAdA pIne lageM ki calo ThIka hai| jIne meM rasa hI kisako hai! jIne meM mila kyA rahA hai! jIne meM aisA kauna-sA utsava ghaTa rahA hai ki tuma marane se kisI ko irA sako! mullA nasaruddIna zarAba pItA hai| eka DAkTara ne usase kahA ki aba tuma baMda kara do bar3e miyAM, anyathA maroge! to usane kahA ki Apa mujhe pakkA kaha sakate haiM ki agara maiM zarAba pInA baMda kara dUM to kabhI na marUMgA? yaha to hama bhI nahIM kaha sakate! to usane kahA, jaba zarAba pIne vAle bhI marate haiM, na pIne vAle bhI marate haiM, to pharka kyA hai? aura phira maiM tumase eka bAta kahatA hUM ki maiMne jyAdA ke zarAbI dekhe haiM bajAya ke DAkTaroM ke| yaha bAta bhI saca hai| tuma jAkara khoja kara lo| tumhe ke DAkTara zAyada hI mileM ki sau sAla ke ddaakttr| sau sAla kA zarAbI mila sakatA hai| to nasaruddIna ne kahA phira aise jaba maranA hI hai, to pI-pIkara mareMge, phira sAra kyA hai, jaba sabhI mara jAeMge, acche aura bure bhii| nahIM, yaha bAtoM se koI chor3atA nhiiN| AdateM aise nahIM bdltiiN| ye saba jhUThI bAteM haiN| tuma to Adata ko dekho| duniyA kI mata suno kauna kyA kahatA hai, Adata ko hI dekho| Adata meM hI utarakara dekho ki maiM kyoM pI rahA hUM? agara tuma koI bhI kAraNa na pAoge to tumheM apanI mUr3hatA dikhAyI par3anI zurU ho jaaegii| eka yuvaka sigareTa pItA hai| usane mujhase puuchaa| to maiMne kahA, tU aisA dhyAna kr| aura mujhe Akara batA ki tU isa sAre dhyAna ke bAda kyA natIjA letA hai, yaha kyoM tere bhItara hai? usane bahuta-koI pAMca-cha: saptAha-jaisA maiMne kahA, vaisA hI kiyA, phira to vaha ghabar3Ane bhI lgaa| kyoMki yaha to bilakula pAgalapana hai! tuma binA jAne kiye jAte ho, binA dhyAna kiye jAte ho, saba calatA hai! lekina jaba tuma hozapUrvaka karate ho 9.| to usane mujhe kahA ki mujhe aisA lagatA hai ki yaha Adata merI bacapana se par3a gayI kyoMki maiM aMgUThA pItA thaa| aura dera taka aMgUThA pItA rahA aura jabaradastI karake mujhase aMgUThA chur3avAyA gayA aura kucha-na-kucha mujhe muMha meM DAlanA cAhie, vaha aMgUThe kI hI mujhe yAda AtI hai bAra-bAra jaba maiM dhyAna karatA huuN| Apa kahate haiM dhyAna karo, to maiM kara rahA hUM AInA rakhakara, mujhe yaha bAta khayAla meM AnI zurU huI, acetana se yaha bAta mere uThI ki aMgUThA pIne kI vajaha se| to maiMne kahA basa, aba tujhe sUtra mila gayA aba tU Aja se aMgUThA pii| usane kahA, Apa kyA kahate haiM, loga kyA kaheMge! logoM kI phikira chodd'| logoM ke kahane se lenA-denA kyA hai! nirNaya tere aura paramAtmA ke bIca honA hai, logoM aura tere bIca nhiiN| usane kahA, kyA usase sigareTa chUTa jAegI? maiMne kahA, maiM kucha kahatA nahIM, pahale tU aMgUThA pInA zurU kr| lekina usane eka saptAha aMgUThA pIA aura sigareTa chUTa gyii| aba usane kahA, rAha eka aura

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jhaMjhaTa aba Apane pakar3A dI, aba yaha aMgUThA! sigareTa to kama-se-kama aisI thI thor3I sAmAnya thI, aba yaha aMgUThA agara maiM kahIM vakta-bevakta pIne laga kisI ke sAmane, to isa umra meM jaMcegA nhiiN| sigareTa paripUraka hai, adhika logoM ko aMgUThA pIne kI Adata thii| yA, mAM kA stana jaldI chur3A liyA gayA hai| jaba vaha chor3anA nahIM cAhate the| aura sigareTa meM thor3A mAM ke stana kA saMbaMdha bar3A gaharA hai| sigareTa kA jo dhuMA hai, garma dhuMA, vaha mAM ke garma dUdha kI smRti ko jagAtA hai| aura kucha bhI nahIM hai sigareTa meN| vaha jo garma dhuMA hai, vaha garma dUdha kI dhAra kI bar3I dUra kI dhvani hai| aura sigareTa ko muMha meM rakha liyA to jaise stana ko muMha meM rakha liyaa| bacapana meM stana jaldI chur3A diyA gayA hai, yA aMgUThA pInA jaldI chur3A diyA gayA hai| aMgUThA bhI stana kA paripUraka hai| baccA kyA kare, jaba vaha stana muMha meM cAhatA hai, mAM dene ko rAjI nahIM to aMgUThA de letA hai| koI paripUraka to khojanA hI pdd'egaa| koI sajjITyUTa to karanA hI par3atA hai| aba jaba yaha vyakti sigareTa kI Adata para dhyAna karanA zurU kiyA, taba ise yaha saba bAta dikhAyI par3anI zurU huii| maiMne kahA, tU phikara chor3a, tU aMgUThe ko pI hI le dila bharakarA aura aba tU aMgUThe para dhyAna karanA zurU kr| sigareTa chor3anA kaThina thA, kyoMki sigareTa se nikoTina khUna meM jAtA hai aura nikoTina zarIra kI Adata bana jAtI hai| aMgUThA chor3anA sarala huA eka daphA sigareTa gayI, usakI jagaha aMgUThA AyA-aMgUThe meM koI jahara nahIM hai, koI nikoTina nahIM hai| saca to yaha hai, koI aMgUThA pIe to usako kabhI anAdara mata krnaa| sigareTa kI apratiSThA honI cAhie, aMgUThA to bilakula hI nirdoSa hai| aura apanA hI aMgUThA pI rahe haiM, kisI dUsare kA bhI nahIM pI rahe haiN| itanI svataMtratA to manuSya ko honI hI caahie| vaha gayA, aMgUThA pInA gayA, kyoMki usameM to koI jar3atA hai hI nhiiN| vaha to bAta khatama ho gayI, eka daphA bodha ho gayA, bAta khatama ho gyii| tuma Adata chor3ane meM utanI utsukatA mata lo jitanI Adata ko samajhane meM| kyoMki samajha se hI Adata chUTatI hai| cauthA prazna : mana aura vicAra meM kyA pharka hai? kala Apane kahA ki vicAra se hI kRtya banate haiM aura Apa yaha bhI kahate haiM ki saba kucha ghaTita hotA hai| to isa hone aura vaicArika kRtya meM -vicAra se ghaTita honevAle kRtya meM kyA aMtara hai? samajhAne kI anakaMpA kreN| mana aura vicAra meM kyA pharka hai? vicAra taraMga hai, mana sAre taraMgoM kA jodd'| vicAra ghaTaka

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hai, mana sAre vicAroM kA saMgrahIta prvaah| aisA hI, jaise koI pUche ki jaMgala aura vRkSa meM kyA bheda hai? to hama kaheMge, sAre vRkSoM kA jor3a jaMgala hai| agara tuma eka-eka vRkSa ko alaga karate jAo to aisA nahIM hai ki jaba tuma saba vakSa alaga kara loge to pIche jaMgala bcegaa| kucha bhI nahIM bcegaa| bar3I purAnI bauddha kathA hai| miliMda nAma ke yUnAnI senApati ne bauddha bhikSu nAgasena kA nimaMtraNa kiyA hai, rAjadarabAra meN| aura vaha bar3I utsukatA se pratIkSA kara rahA hai ki nAgasena aae| aura nAgasena aayaa| use ratha bhejA thA, vaha ratha para baiThakara aayaa| aura jaba nAgasena utarA-toM nAgasena kI dezanAoM meM sabase bar3I dezanA thI vaha yahI thI ki manuSya hai nahIM, kevala jor3a hai-utarate se hI, nAgasena jaba utarA aura miliMda ne usakA svAgata kiyA to miliMda ne kahA, bhikSu nAgasena, hama ApakA svAgata karate haiM, Apa rAjamahala meM pdhaareN| to nAgasena ne kahA, maiM A to gayA hUM, lekina yaha nivedana kara dUM ki maiM hUM nahIM| nAgasena sirpha eka nAma mAtra hai, jaise jNgl| kucha cIjoM kA jodd'| zarIra, vicAra, AdateM, saMskAra, ina sabakA jodd'| maiM hUM nhiiN| miliMda to yUnAnI thA mInAMDara usakA yUnAnI nAma hai, miliMda bhAratIya naam| sikaMdara jina senApatiyoM ko bhArata chor3a gayA thA, usameM se eka senaapti| yUnAnI to arastU ke anuyAyI haiM tarka para unakA bar3A bharosA hai| usane kahA, yaha kyA phijUla kI bAta karate haiM ki Apa A gaye aura haiM bhI nhiiN| haiM bhI nahIM to Ae kaise? haiM bhI nahIM to AyA kauna? magara nAgasena to bar3A adabhuta vyakti thaa| usane kahA ki aisA kareM, bhItara hama pIche jAeMge, yaha nirNaya pahale ho le| yaha ratha hai? miliMda ne kahA, ratha hai| to usane kahA, naukaroM ko AjJA deM ghor3e alaga kara leN| ghor3e alaga kara liye gye| usane pUchA, aba bhI ratha hai? miliMda ne kahA, aba bhI ratha hai| usane kahA, aba cakke bhI alaga kara leN| cakke bhI alaga hue taba miliMda thor3A ciMtita huA| usane pUchA, aba bhI ratha hai? usane kahA, aba hai to magara aba hAlata kharAba huI jA rahI hai ratha kI aba yaha nAma ko hI ratha hai| aba aura cIjeM nikAla lI to saba gar3abar3a ho jaaegaa| to usane kahA, maiM jaba saba cIjeM nikAla lUMgA to pIche ratha bacegA? miliMda ko bAta samajha meM aayii| ratha to kevala jor3a hai| aura nAgasena ne kahA, tU bola, ratha AyA ki nhiiN| aura ratha hai yA nahIM? maiM tujhase kahatA hUM, ratha AyA bhI aura ratha hai bhI nhiiN| ratha kevala jor3a hai| saMjJA maatr| mana kevala jor3a mAtra hai| mana kucha hai nahI ratha-pahiye alaga kara lo, ghor3e alaga kara lo, dhurI alaga kara lo, asthipaMjara tor3akara alaga - alaga kara lo, to pIche kucha bacatA nhiiN| tuma pUchate ho, mana aura vicAra meM kyA pharka hai? basa vahI pharka hai jo jaMgala aura vRkSa meN| vRkSoM jaise haiM vicaar| aura vRkSoM kA jo saMgrahIta jamaghaTa hai, usakA nAma mana hai| isIlie to hama kahate haiM, jo vyakti dhIre - dhIre vicAroM kA tyAga karatA jAe, nirvicAra hotA jAe, aMtima ghar3I meM a-mana kI dazA ko upalabdha ho jAtA hai, no maaiNdd| 'aura kala Apane kahA ki vicAra se hI kRtya banate haiN|' nizcita hii| vicAra bIja hai| vicAra AdhA kRtya hai| tumhAre bhItara eka vicAra uThA, karane kI

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bhAvanA hI to vicAra hai| tumane socA ki eka bar3A makAna bnaaeN| abhI yaha vicAra hai, lekina yaha vicAra ke pIche agara tuma par3a jAo, to bar3A makAna bnegaa| tumane abhI socA ki isa AdamI ko mAra DAleM, yaha abhI vicAra hai, lekina agara yaha bAra-bAra punarukta hotA rahe aura tumhAre bhItara jar3IbhUta hotA jAe, to eka na eka dina isameM aMkura nikleNge| tuma isa AdamI ko mAra ddaaloge| daoNstaoNvaskI kI prasiddha kahAnI hai. krAima eMDa pnishmeNtt| usameM eka yuvaka hai, jo eka kI aurata ke ghara ke sAmane rahatA hai| vaha kI aurata bahuta kI hai| aura gAMva kI sabase bar3I dhanI hai| aura gAMva meM sAre logoM ko cUsa rakhA hai| giravI rakhane kA kAma karatI hai| use dikhAyI bhI nahIM par3atA, assI sAla kI ho gayI hai| vaha yuvaka sAmane hI rahatA hai, vaha kaI daphe aise hI baiThe-baiThe socatA hai ki yaha kI mara kyoM nahIM jAtI hai! isake hone se jarUrata bhI kyA hai! aba isake hone se sAra bhI kyA hai! na isake koI Age, na koI piiche| yaha kyoM gAMva bhara kI jAna liye le rahI hai! aura gAMva bhara usase parezAna hai| isalie yaha vicAra bilakula svAbhAvika hai| kaI daphe usake mana meM vicAra uThatA hai, ki vidyArthI bhUkhe mara rahe haiM, phIsa cukAne ke paise nahIM haiM aura yaha kI dhana ikaTThA karatI jA rahI hai, kisake lie? yaha sArA gAMva saMpanna ho sakatA hai agara yaha mara jaae| isako koI mAra kyoM nahIM DAlatA! yaha saba vicAra haiN| phira parIkSA ke dina karIba Ate haiM aura usako phIsa bharanI hai aura paise usake pAsa nahIM haiM, to use apanI ghar3I rakhane giravI isa kI ke pAsa jAnA par3atA hai| aisA vaha koI do sAla se bAra-bAra socatA thA ki isako koI mAra kyoM nahIM DAlatA! kabhI aisA nahIM thA ki usane socA thA ki maiM mAra ddaaluuN| aisA kabhI nahIM socA thaa| lekina do sAla kA anavarata krama-rasarI Avata jAta hai sila para par3ata nijJAna-vaha socatA hI rahA, socatA hI rhaa| yaha vicAra majabUta hotA calA gyaa| vaha gayA, isa kI ko-sAMjha kA samaya hai-usane ghar3I jAkara dii| to vaha bUr3hI bahuta kI hai bar3I muzkila se khar3I ho sakI, khir3akI ke pAsa jAkara-AMkheM kamajora haiM-rozanI meM vaha ghaDI dekhane lagI ki hai bhI rakhane yogya ki nahIM? aura tabhI na mAlUma kyA huA isa yuvaka ko rosakolini ko, usakA nAma hai-usane acAnaka jhapaTakara pIche se usakI gardana dabA dii| jaba usane gardana dabAyI taba use samajha meM khuda bhI nahIM AyA ki maiM yaha kyA kara rahA hUM, basa yaha ho gyaa| aura vaha aurata to marI hI thI hI kAphI kI thI-usake dabAte hI mara gayI, usane eka cIkha bhI na nikaalii| aba vaha ghbdd'aayaa| vaha gira pdd'ii| vaha itanA ghabar3A gayA, yaha usane kabhI cAhA nahIM thaa| vaha mAranA cAhatA bhI nahIM thaa| para vicAra agara bahuta dina pIche par3A rahe, to dhIre- dhIre tumhArI deha meM praviSTa ho jAtA hai| yaha vicAra ne yAMtrika rUpa se strI ko mAra ddaalaa| para cIkha bhI nahIM nikalI, vaha cupacApa utarakara apane kamare meM calA gayA, apane ghr| kisI ko patA bhI nahIM calA rAta bhara, subaha patA calA logoM ko ki bur3hiyA mara gyii| taba pulisa ne khojabIna karanI zurU kii| koI upAya bhI nahIM thA, koI soca bhI nahIM sakatA thA isa yuvaka ko ki yaha maaregaa| yaha to eka sIdhA-sAdA vidayArthI thA, isa para to koI savAla bhI nahIM thaa| magara yaha ghabar3Ane lgaa|

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aba isako dUsarI ghabar3AhaTa pakar3anI zurU huI ki maiM pakar3A jaauuNgaa| aba mujhe sajA hogii| aba maiM jela meM DAlA jAUMgA, aba merI jiMdagI barabAda huii| mahInA bItA, do mahInA bItA, basa vaha apane kamare meM par3A par3A yahI socatA hai| rAste para koI nikalatA hai, pulisa ke jUte kI caramarAhaTa aura vaha samajhA ki A gaye ! kisI ne daravAje para dastaka dI - posTamaina hai - aura vaha samajhA ki A gaye, basa, vaha taiyAra ho jAtA hai ki aba gaye! tIna mahIne bIta gaye aura kucha bhI nahIM huaa| lekina yaha vicAra aba usake bhItara ghUma rahA hai ki pakar3e gae, pakar3e gaye, pakar3e gye| eka dina acAnaka--yaha hAlata itanI vikRta ho gayI usakI - ki jAkara usane, pulisa sTezana jAkara samarpaNa kara diyA ki maiMne hatyA kI hai, mujhe pakar3ate kyoM nahIM? aba maiM kaba taka isako bardAzta karUM? maiM pAgala huA jA rahA hUM pulisa iMspekTara use samajhAne lagA ki terA dimAga kharAba ho gayA hai, tU kyoM hatyA karegA? tujhe hama jAnate haiN| bhAga jA, terA dimAga kharAba ho gayA hai! par3hAI-likhAI jyAdA kara lI, jyAdA jaga gayA rAta meM, terI AMkheM kucha soyA nahIM ThIka se, ThIka se so ! vaha usako bheja detA hai ghara vApisa, magara vaha lauTa - lauTa kara A jAtA hai| vaha kahatA ki maiMne mArA hai, Apa mAnate kyoM nahIM? aba to use bar3I becainI hone lagI ki kisI taraha use sajA mila jAe to aparAdha se chuTakArA ho| aisA AdamI ulajhatA hai| vicAra kRtya bana jAte haiN| isalie mahAvIra, buddha jaise ciMtakoM ne yaha kahA hai ki agara vicAra meM bhI koI burA karma karo, to soca-samajha lenA! yaha mata socanA ki sirpha vicAra hai| sirpha vicAra jaisI koI cIja hI nahIM hai| kyoMki hara vicAra eka lakIra chor3a jAtA hai| phira jo vicAra Aja kiyA, vaha kala bhI hogA, parasoM bhI hogaa| dhIre - dhIre aura sahajatA se hone lgegaa| eka dina acAnaka tuma pAoge ki kRtya bana gyaa| vicAra kI rekhA hI gaharI hote-hote kRtya bana jAtI hai, karma bana jAtI hai| isalie jise kRtya ke jagata se mukta honA ho, use vicAra ke jagata se hI mukta honA hotA hai| sirpha nirvicAra vyakti hI karma ke jAla se mukta hotA hai| isIlie to hamane nirvicAratA ko karma ke jAla se mukta hone kA AdhAra maanaa| tuma karma se mukta na ho sakoge, jaba taka tuma dhyAna meM itane gahare na ho jAo ki vicAra uThane baMda ho jaaeN| kRSNa ne gItA meM kahA ki agara tuma bhItara zUnya ho aura karma karo to koI pApa nahIM lgtaa| aura tuma karma na bhI karo aura bhItara vicAra jalate raheM, to pApa ho gyaa| kRtya kA utanA mUlya nahIM hai, jitanA vicAra kaa| kyoMki kRtya to vicAra ke pIche AtA hai| gauNa hai, chAyA hai, pariNAma hai| 'Apa yaha bhI kahate haiM ki saba kucha ghaTita hotA hai, to isa hone aura vaicArika kRtya meM - vicAra se ghaTita honevAle kRtya meM kyA aMtara hai?' itanA hI aMtara hai ki jaba taka tuma vicAra karake ghaTita karate ho kucha, taba tuma kartA banate ho|

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maiMne kiyaa| jisa dina tuma vicAra nahIM karate, tuma vicAra chor3a hI dete ho, zUnya ho jAte ho, bAMsa kI poMgarI ho jAte ho, usa dina jo hotA hai vaha astitva kara rahA hai, tuma nahIM kara rahe ho| phira tumhArA kRtya to hotA hai, lekina tumhAre kAraNa nahIM hotaa| tama nimittamAtra, upkrnnmaatr|| yaha jo upakaraNamAtra hone kI dazA hai, yahI jIvanamukta kI dazA hai| aSTAvakra kahate haiM, jJAnI bhI karma karatA aura karma karate hue bhI nahIM krtaa| dekhatA aura nahIM dekhtaa| bolatA aura nahIM boltaa| kyA matalaba huA? itanA hI matalaba huA ki jJAnI apanI tarapha se kucha ceTA nahIM karatA, jo astitva cAhatA hai, ho jAne detA hai| jJAnI astitva ke mArga meM avarodha nahIM banatA, bs| usakA samarpaNa samagra hai| na vaha apanI tarapha se karatA hai aura na apanI tarapha se rokatA hai| jo hotA hai, hone detA hai| prbhu-mrjii| agara bhakta huA to kahegA, prabhu -mrjii| agara dhyAnI huA, to kahegA, samasta kA pravAha, tAo, tthaataa| ye nAma ke hI bheda haiN| pAMcavAM prazna : maiM bUr3hA huA jA rahA hUM phira bhI saMnyAsa kA sAhasa nahIM juTA pAtA hUM? aba kyA karUM? mana meM khojo| bur3hApA zarIra para A gayA hogA, mana abhI bhI rAga-raMga meM ulajhA hogaa| zarIra jarAjIrNa ho gayA hogA, mana abhI bhI nahIM jAgA hai| mana abhI bhI soyA hai| abhAvatulya o, pyAra kI tilisma upalabdhiyo yahAM hUM maiM yahAM phira mujhe khojo mere gAte hue irAdoM meM manAo merI AzAoM ko manAo ki abhI na rUThe abhI bahuta kucha hai jiMdagI ke vAdoM meM Akhira taka AdamI socatA calA jAtA hai, abhI kucha aura bhoga leM, abhI kucha aura bhoga leN| abhI bahuta kucha hai

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jiMdagI ke vAdoM meN| abhI udAsa hone kI kyA jarUrata? abhI nirAza hone kI kyA jarUrata / abhI to mare nahIM! abhI to jiMdA haiN| to jiMdA haiM to aura thor3A bhoga leN| abhI bhoga artha rakhatA hai| abhI bhoga se rasa jur3A hai| isalie tuma kahate ho, maiM bUr3hA huA jA rahA hUM phira bhI saMnyAsa kA sAhasa nahIM juTA pAtA hUM yaha prazna sAhasa kA nhiiN| tuma zarIra se ke hue jA rahe ho mana, mana abhI kA nahIM / mullA nasaruddIna eka rAha se jA rahA hai aura eka suMdara yuvatI ko dekhakara apanA mArga mor3a diyA, usI ke pIche calane lgaa| bhIr3a bhAr3a dekhakara use dhakkA mAra diyaa| usa strI ne kahA ki thor3A khayAla to karo, saba bAla sapheda ho gaye! mullA ne kahA, bAla bhale sapheda ho gaye hoM, dila abhI bhI kAlA hai| hone se, zarIra ke tala para kucha bhI nahIM hotaa| ye to dhUpa meM paka gaye bAla, inameM koI anubhava kI saMpadA nahIM hai| jaba anubhava kI saMpadA hotI hai, to AdamI vRddha hotA hai| sirpha kA hone se kucha phAyadA nahIM, vRddha ! isalie pUraba meM hama ke ko bar3A samAdara dete the| vaha hara ke ko nahIM hai, bujurga ko| bujurga zabda 'Adara kA ho gyaa| vRddha pUjya ho gyaa| kAraNa? dekha lI jiMdagI usane aura dekhakara pAyA ki vahA kucha bhI nahIM hai| dekhakara vyartha pAyA, jiMdagI kA sapanA usakA TUTa gyaa| aba AMkhoM meM usake koI sapanA nahIM hai| aba jiMdagI se usake koI saMbaMdha nahIM raha gye| aba vaha jAnatA hai, saba vyartha hai| tuma ke hue jA rahe ho phira bhI saMnyAsa kA sAhasa nahIM juTA pAte, kyoMki bhItara abhI bhI saMsAra basA hai| jiMdagI hAtha se chUTI jA rahI hai, lekina tuma chor3ane ko abhI utsuka nahIM ho, tuma abhI pakar3anA cAhate ho| mauta Akara chIna legI, lekina tuma apane hAtha se chor3ane ko rAjI nahIM ho| saMnyAsa kA kyA artha hai ? saMnyAsa kA artha hai, mauta ko pahacAna lenA / saMnyAsa kA artha hai, mauta kI parakha ho jaanaa| saMnyAsa kA sirpha itanA hI artha hai ki jo mauta mujhase chIna legI, yaha kAma mauta ko kyoM karane dUM maiM hI kara duuN| yaha maiM hI chor3a detA huuN| mauta chInegI, yaha chInA-jhapaTI kyoM karavAnI? yaha azobhana kRtya kyoM karavAnA ? ise prasAdapUrNa DhaMga se kyoM na kara deM, hamIM de dete haiN| saMnyAsa kA itanA hI artha hai ki tuma usa sabako chor3a dete ho jo mauta tumase chIna letI hai, sirpha usako bacA lete ho jo mauta nahIM chIna skegii| taba mauta tumhAre sAmane dIna-hIna khar3I ho jAtI hai| taba mauta tumase kucha bhI nahIM le sktii| isalie saMnyAsI maratA nahIM, sirpha saMsArI maratA hai| saMnyAsI to isa chudra jIvana se aura virATa jIvana meM praveza karatA hai| sirpha saMsArI maratA hai, saMnyAsI nahIM maratA / isalie hama isa deza meM saMnyAsI kI kabra ko samAdhi kahate haiM, kabra nahIM khte| sAdhAraNa AdamI kI kaba ko samAdhi nahIM khte| vaha to abhI saMsAra calA rahA hogA - kahIM aura calA rahA hogaa| yahAM marA to kahIM aura paidA huaa| saMnyAsI kI mRtyu samAdhi hai| kyoMki vaha svecchA se mara gayA, usane saba chor3a diyaa| aura jaba maiM tumase kahatA hUM chor3a do to merA matalaba yaha nahIM hai ki tuma bhAga jAo / merA matalaba hai, bhItara se pakar3a chUTa jaae|

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raho jahAM ho, jaise ho, basa bhItara koI pakar3a na raha jAe / maiM nahIM pichalI abhI jhaMkAra bhUlA maiM nahIM pahale dinoM kA pyAra bhUlA goda meM le moda se mujhako laso to Aja mana-vINA priye phira se kaso to mana bhUlatA hI nhiiN| phira-phira javAna hotA rahatA hai| phira-phira lauTakara taraMgeM uThatI rahatI haiN| phira-phira purAne rAga-raMga dekha lene kA mana hone lagatA hai| abhI taka DhUMDhatI hai urvarA suragaMdha phUloM meM sahakara TUTakara bItI adhUrI bAta kAnoM kI abhI taka hai curAtI AMkha jaise cAMdanI bhU se abhI taka Ar3a jyoM kI tyoM sitAroM ke macAnoM se nahIM base hue haiM rUpa ke pagacihna kuMjoM meM havAoM para khiMce haiM mugdha palakoM ke jhuke sAye samaya ke gAla para sUkhI nahIM vizvAsa kI bUMdeM abhI taka zUnyatA kA vakSa sAMsoM se dhar3aka jAe lauTa-lauTakara phira hRdaya dhar3aka jAtA hai vAsanA se / phira rasa meM rasa mAlUma hone lagatA hai| phira sapane sajIva ho jAte haiN| tuma ke ho gaye ho, sapane abhI bUr3he nahIM hue tuma ke ho gaye ho, zarIra kA patajhara A gayA, lekina mana abhI bhI vasaMta manA rahA hai| mana abhI bhI vahIM aTakA hai| zarIra kI mauta karIba Ane lagI- bur3hApe kA kyA artha hotA hai? zarIra kI mauta karIba Ane lgii| saMnyAsa kyA artha hotA hai? mana kI bhI mauta karIba bulA lii| zarIra kI mauta apane Apa AtI hai, mana kI mauta apane-Apa nahIM aatii| saMnyAsa ThIka-ThIka arthoM meM AtmahatyA hai| tuma jaba kahate ho kisI AdamI ne AtmahatyA kara lI, taba tuma ThIka nahIM kahate ho, kyoMki vaha zarIra ko hI mAratA hai, A ko kyA mAregA! saMnyAsI AtmaghAta karatA hai| AtmaghAta kA artha hai, maiM ko mAra DAlatA hai| maiM ke bhAva ko mAra DAlatA hai| mana ko hI mAra DAlatA hai| yaha jo mana kI mauta hai, vahI saMnyAsa hai| - aura sAhasa to jarUrI hai| apanI svayaM kI mRtyu kI tarapha jAne ke lie, binA sAhasa ke kaise jA sakoge? lekina sAhasa sahaja A jAtA hai| eka bAra yaha dikhAyI par3a jAe ki yahAM kucha bhI nahIM hai| ibrAhima eka samrATa huaa| eka rAta usane dekhA ki usake chappara para koI cala rahA hai, to usane jora se AvAja dI ki kauna hai? to usa AdamI ne kahA, soo zAMti se, gar3abar3a na karo, merA UMTa kho gayA hai, use khojatA huuN| vaha to samajhA ki koI pAgala AdamI chappara para car3ha gayA hai- UMTa khojane, chappara para! UMTa kahIM chapparoM para khote haiM! vaha uThA, usane apane sainika daur3Ae, lekina vaha AdamI bhAga cukA thaa| lekina usakI bAta usake mana meM gUMjatI rhii| subaha uThA, phira bhI bAra-bAra yAda AtA rahA, yaha AdamI kaisA hai! UMTa, rAjamahala kI chappara

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para khojane car3ha gyaa| aura UMTa ! magara usakI AvAja meM kucha zAlInatA thii| aura usakI AvAja meM kucha bala thaa| usakI AvAja meM kucha thA jo pAgala kI AvAja meM nahIM hotaa| jo kabhI-kabhI kisI pahuMce puruSa kI AvAja meM hotA hai to rasa bhI mAlUma huA, utsukatA bhI jgii| socane bhI lagA ki isa AdamI kA patA lagA le, lekina patA nahIM lgaa| para dUsare dina jaba darabAra lagA to koI AdamI Akara dvArapAla se lar3ane lgaa| AvAja sunAyI par3I to pahacAna gayA, vahI AvAja / ibrAhima bhAgA AyA bAhara aura usane kahA, isa AdamI ko bhItara Ane do| jaddojahada isa bAta kI ho rahI thI ki vaha AdamI-sva bhikhArI, phakIra, para bar3A alamasta - vaha kaha rahA thA ki isa sarAya meM mujhe Thahara jAne do| aura paharedAra kaha rahA thA, yaha sarAya nahIM hai, rAjA kA mahala, rAjA kA nivAsa-sthAna hai, tuma pAgala to nahIM ho gaye ho! aura vaha kaha rahA thA ki maiM tumase kahatA hUM yaha sarAya hai, mujhe Thahara jAne do, yaha phijUla kI bAteM choDo, kauna rAjA, kisakA mahala ! do dina kA vAsa hai, Aja Ae, kala gaye, yaha saba sarAya haiM, mujhe Thahara jAne do| yaha to usakI AvAja ibrAhima ne sunI to vahI AvAja thii| to vaha bhAgA aayaa| usane kahA, isa AdamI ko bhItara A do, isakI maiM talAza kara rahA huuN| aura ibrAhima ne kahA ki tuma mujhe bolo tuma yaha kyA kaha rahe ho! isako tuma sarAya kahate ho| yaha samrATa kA apamAna hai| yaha merA mahala hai| vaha AdamI haMsane lgaa| usane kahA, maiM pahale bhI AyA thA, taba eka dUsarA AdamI kahatA thA ki yaha usakA mahala hai| usane kahA, vaha mere pitA jI the| para maiM usake pahale bhI AyA thA, vaha phakIra bolA, aura taba eka tIsarA AdamI thA aura vaha kahatA thA ki yaha merA mahala hai| aura maiM hamezA se kaha rahA hUM, yaha eka sarAya hai| ibrAhima ne kahA, vaha mere pitA ke pitA the| to usane kahA, aba to smjho| eka AdamI dAvA karatA thA, merA mahala, vaha gyaa| dUsarA dAvA karane lagA, merA mahala, vaha gyaa| aba tuma A gye| kitanI dera tuma rahoge? maiM phira AUMgA, aura kisI cauthe ko pAUMgA, yaha jhaMjhaTa kaba taka calegI? isalie maiM kahatA hUM yaha sarAya hai, yahAM loga Thaharate aura cale jAte, rAtabhara kA baserA hai, subaha pakSI ur3a jAte, mujhe bhI Thahara jAne do| tuma bhI Thahare ho, kyoM mAlika banate ho? kahate haiM, ibrAhima ko aisA bodha huA, isa AdamI kI AvAja, isa AdamI kA bala, isa AdamI kI coTa se ki usane usa AdamI ko kahA ki tuma Thaharo, maiM jAtA huuN| jaba yaha sarAya hI hai to tuma Thaharo maje se, lekina maiM calA aura ibrAhima ne mahala chor3a diyA ! aura jaba bhI koI ibrAhima se pUchatA bAda meM ki tumane yaha kiyA kyA? usane kahA, bAta samajha meM A gayI / hai to bAta sc| kitane loga isa mahala meM Thahara cuke A cuke, jA cuke, maiM bhI calA jaauuNgaa| jaba jAnA hI hai to kyA dAvA! chor3a diyaa| aura ibrAhima kahatA ki jisa dina se maiMne vaha sarAya chor3I, mujhe merA ghara mila gyaa| maiMne jAna liyA, apanA asalI nivAsa sthAna pA liyaa| saMnyAsa sAhasa to hai| lekina itanA kaThina nahIM jaisA tuma socate ho| samajha meM A jAe to bar3A srl| itanA hI tumase kaha rahA hUM yaha saMsAra sarAya hai aura maiM to tumase yaha bhI nahIM kahatA

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ki tuma isako chor3akara cale jaao| aSTAvakra bhI nahIM khte| agara maiM hotA usa phakIra kI jagaha, yA aSTAvakra hote, to ibrAhima se kahate ki basa, aba kahA jAtA hai? jaba sarAya hI hai to jAnA bhI kyA! are, maje se raha, sirpha sarAya jAna, bAta khatma ho gyii| jAnA kahAM hai! jo terA nahIM hai, use chor3a kara kaise jA sakatA hai! chor3akara jAne meM bhI to mere kA bhAva hai| bAta khatama ho gyii| itanI-sI bAta samajha meM A gayI ki apanA ghara nahIM hai, sarAya hai, saMnyAsa ho gyaa| apanI patnI nahIM hai, apanA beTA nahIM hai| kisI se kahane kI bhI jarUrata nahIM hai, kucha baiDa-bAje bajAne kI jarUrata bhI nahIM hai, koI zobhAyAtrA nikAlane kI bhI jarUrata nahIM hai ki dIkSA le rahe haiN| ho gayI bAta, samajha meM A gyii| isIlie to maiM saMnyAsa itanI saralatA se de detA huuN| yaha bhI nahIM pUchatA ki saMbhAla sakoge? saMbhAlanA kyA hai? yahAM saMbhAlane yogya kucha hai hI nhiiN| yaha bhI nahIM pUchatA ki anuzAsana rakha sakoge? kyA khAka anuzAsana! yaha sapane kI duniyA meM kaisA anuzAsana? yaha bhI nahIM kahatA ki patnI-baccoM kA kyA karoge? itanA hI ki tumheM bodha ho jAe ki yahAM merA terA kucha bhI nahIM hai| jisakA hai, usakA hai| usake hama bhI, usakA sb| itanI-sI bAta ho jAe, saMnyAsa ho gyaa| aura agara tuma merA saMnyAsa bhI lene kI himmata nahIM juTA pAte to tuma aura kisI taraha kA saMnyAsa to kaise le paaoge| vaha to bar3e upadrava ke haiN| yaha to bar3I sugama aura sahaja bAta hai| para maiM tumase kahatA hUM ki loga purAne DhaMga kA saMnyAsa lene kI himmata AsAnI se juTA lete haiM kyoMki usameM ahaMkAra ko pratiSThA hai, suvidhA hai| saMnyAsI ho gaye, jaina muni ho gaye, ratha nikalA, julUsa nikalA, dIkSA huI loga caraNa chUne lage, usameM ahaMkAra ko majA hai, kartavya kA bhAva hai| yahAM to kucha bhI nahIM hai| yahAM to loga samajheMge pAgala ho gye| loga hNseNge| loga kaheMge, tumhArA dimAga bhI kharAba ho gyaa| tuma bhI bAtoM meM par3a gye| are, tumhArA nahIM socate the ki tuma jaisA buddhimAna AdamI aura aisI bAtoM meM par3a jaae| agara tuma purAne DhaMga kA saMnyAsa loge to buddha ho to buddhimAna samajhe jaaoge| agara merA saMnyAsa liyA, buddhimAna hue to buddha samajhe jAoge isalie ar3acana hotI hai| bAta to merI bilakula sarala hai| sAhasa kyA cAhie? koI bar3A kAma karane ko kaha bhI to nahIM rhaa| koI himAlaya thor3e hI car3hanA hai| koI cAMda-tAroM para thor3e hI jAnA hai| jarA-sA bodha, jarA-sI bodha kI cAbI, jarA-sI ghUmatI hai ki tAlA khula jAtA hai| yaha tAle para koI hathaur3e thor3e hI paTakane haiM purAne saMnyAsI hathaur3e paTaka rahe haiN| maiM kahatA hUM jarA-sI cAbI hai isakI, hathaur3e paTakane kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| aura jaldI karo, kyoMki kala kA kyA bharosA! isa kSaNa ke bAda kA kSaNa AegA, nahIM AegA kauna va kaha sktaa| bIta calI saMdhyA kI belaa| dhuMdhalI pratipala par3ane vAlI eka rekha meM simaTI lAlI

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kahatI hai samApta hotA hai sataraMge bAdala kA melaa| bIta calI saMdhyA kI belaa| aMtarikSa meM Akula, Atura kabhI idhara ur3a, kabhI udhara ur3a paMtha nIr3a kA khoja rahA hai pichar3A paMchI eka akelaa| bIta calI saMdhyA kI belaa| kahatI hai samApta hotA hai sataraMge bAdala kA melaa| paMtha nIr3a kA khoja rahA hai pichar3A paMchI eka akelaa| bIta calI saMdhyA kI belaa| eka-eka pala sAMjha karIba AtI jAtI hai, sUraja DUbatA jAtA hai| jitanI dera karoge, utanI kaThinAI ho jAegI, utanA aMdherA ho jaaegaa| nIr3a kA patha khojanA kaThina ho jaaegaa| thor3I rozanI zeSa hai, taba upAya kara lo| thor3A bala zeSa hai, taba upAya kara lo| thor3A jIvana zeSa hai, taba khoja lo mNdir| taba thor3I pUjA, taba thor3A dhyAna kara lo| aura na juTA pAo sAhasa to maiM tumase kahatA hUM binA sAhasa juTAe utara jAo kyoMki kahIM vaha bhI eka bahAnA na ho ki jaba sAhasa juTegA, tb| ki jaba pUrA sAhasa juTegA tb| utara hI jaao| saba bhayoM ke baavjuud| saba taraha ke Dara haiM, ThIka, utara hI jaao| jiMdagI meM hajAra kAma tumane kiye haiM binA sAhasa juttaae| vivAha kiyA thA taba sAhasa juTAyA thA? utara gaye, ki ThIka hai, jo hogA dekheNge| aura jo dekhA, aba dubArA sAhasa na kara skoge| kisa bAta ke lie tuma sAhasa juTA pAe? yahAM saba to anajAnA hai, saba to aparicita hai| aparicita meM hI utaranA par3atA hai| jAnA-mAnA to kucha bhI nahIM hai| nakze kahAM haiM? mArgadarzaka kahAM haiM? jiMdagI koI piTI-piTAyI lakIreM thor3e hI hai| yahAM pratipala jAnA par3atA ajJAta meM, aparicita meN| aise hI saMnyAsa meM bhI cale jaao| janma liyA thA taba socA thA ki utareM ki na utareM? maroge, taba koI tumase pUchegA bhI to nahIM ki maranA hai ki nahIM? janma ho gayA, mRtyu ho gayI, prema ho gayA, vivAha ho gayA, hAre, jIte, saphala- asaphala hue, saba kara liyA, sAhasa kahAM hai? jaise yaha saba ho gayA, aise hI dhyAna aura prArthanA ko bhI ho jAne do| aise hI saMnyAsa ko bhI ho jAne do| kahIM aisA na ho ki sAhasa kI bAta uThAkara tuma sirpha apane lie eka ar3acana khar3I

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kara rahe ho ki jaba sAhasa hogA, tb| parasoM eka yuvatI ne saMnyAsa liyaa| mahIne bhara se Akara rukI hai, bAra-bAra Akara kahatI hai ki mujhe lenA hai, lekina pUrA mana nahIM ho pA rahA hai| to maiMne kahA ki yaha pUrA mana to kabhI kira kA nahIM huA| pUrA mana to taba hogA, jaba tU pUrI jaagegii| abhI to pUrA mana ho nahIM sktaa| abhI to ikyAvana pratizata bhI ho rahA ho aura unacAsa pratizata na ho rahA ho, to le le| itanA hI pharka ho agara, eka-do pratizata kaa| ikyAvana pratizata mana kahatA hai, lenA; aura unacAsa pratizata mana kahatA hai, nahIM lenA, to le le| kyoMki nahIM liyA to unacAsa pratizata mana kA sAtha diyaa| nirNaya to kucha karanA hI pdd'egaa| tuma thor3A soco! jaba tuma kahate ho, saMnyAsa abhI kaise leM, pUrA nirNaya nahIM hai, to saMnyAsa na lene kA nirNaya kara rahe ho| nirNaya to kara hI rahe ho| na lene kA nirNaya pUrA hai? to jyAdA-se-jyAdA bAta pratizata kI ho sakatI hai| agara Adhe mana se jyAdA lene ke lie taiyAra ho, to le lo| agara Adhe mana se kama taiyAra ho, to chor3o, yaha phikara chodd'o| magara do meM se kucha nipaTArA kara lo| aise bIca meM mata aTake rho| na ghara ke na ghATa ke| isase tumhArA na to citta saMsAra meM lagegA aura na citta saMnyAsa meM lgegaa| saMsAra meM rahoge, saMnyAsa kI socoge; saMnyAsa meM utara nahIM pAte, to saba duvidhA banI rhegii| DAMvADola rhoge| sva-citta ho jaao| yA to taya kara lo ki nahIM lenA hai| magara vaha bhI hozapUrvaka taya kara lo| phira bAta hI chor3a do| yA taya kara lo ki lenA hai| sAhasa ityAdi kA bahuta vicAra mata kro| eka kinAre rakho sAhasa, bhaya, surakSA, asurakSA kI saba dhaarnnaaeN| aura khayAla rakho ki kucha cIjeM haiM jo lekara hI anubhava hotI haiM, binA liye anubhava nahIM hotii| usa yuvatI ko jaba maiMne kahA ki agara tujhe tairanA sIkhanA hai to pAnI meM utaranA hI par3egA kyoMki tairanA sIkhane kA koI aura upAya nhiiN| gadde-takiye lagAkara tU tairanA nahIM sIkha skegii| hI, yaha bAta saca hai ki thor3e uthale pAnI meM utaro pahale, phira aura thor3e gahare meM, phira aura thor3e gahare meN| saMnyAsa kI jo dhAraNA maiMne tumheM dI hai, isase jyAdA aura kinAre kI dhAraNA kyA ho sakatI hai! isase aura uthalA pAnI kyA ho sakatA hai! basa, gale-gale pAnI meM utro| vahA hAtha-paira calAnA sIkha lo| eka daphA hAtha-paira calAnA A gayA to aura gahare meM, aura gahare meN| usa yuvatI ne eka kSaNa socA aura phira usane kahA ki ThIka! letI hUM Dara hai, ira ke bAvajUda letI huuN| aise hI ghaTatA hai| aura yaha buddhi kA hI lakSaNa hai| sirpha jo jar3abuddhi haiM, ve ciMtA ityAdi nahIM krte| jar3abuddhi ko kahA saMnyAsa lenA hai, ve kahate haiM, acchI bAta hai| magara ye ve hI loga haiM, jinake jIvana meM kisI taraha kA caitanya nahIM hai| yaha koI bahuta guNavattA kI bAta nahIM hai| inase koI kahegA chor3anA hai, to ye kaheMge, acchI bAta hai| na inako lene kA kucha matalaba hai, na chor3ane kA kucha matalaba hai| inake jIvana meM koI mUlya nahIM hai jisakA ye nirdhAraNa karate hoN| inakA jIvana mUlyahIna hai| to ise koI ciMtA bhI mata samajho ki bar3e vicAra uThate haiM, saMdeha uThate haiM; svAbhAvika hai| buddhimAna AdamI ko uThate hI haiN| lekina buddhimAna AdamI ina sabake bAvajUda bhI yAtrA para nikalatA hai|

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AkhirI prazna : Apase milakara lagatA hai ki jisakI sadA se khoja thI, vaha mila gayA hai| kyA hamArA aura ApakA pichale janmoM kA kucha saMbaMdha hai? aura aba kucha karane ko bhI nahIM sUjhatA hai| phira buddhi meM taraha-taraha ke bhaya bhI sira uThAte haiM ki kahIM Apa cale to na jAeMge, bichur3a to na jAeMge? aba siddhAMto meM sira mata mAro ki pahale kabhI milanA huA thA ki nahIM huA thA agara abhI milanA ho gayA hai, to isa milana kA pUrA svAda le lo| aba ina gutthiyoM ko mata sulajhAo ki pahale milanA huA thA ki nahIM huA thA isameM samaya bhI kharAba mata kro| pahale kA kyA mUlya hai? magara mana aisA hI socatA hai. pahale milanA huA thA ki nahIM ? aura yaha bhI socatA hai ki Age kahIM bichur3anA to nahIM ho jAegA? bhaviSya aura atIta meM hI DolatA rahatA hai| abhI maiM yahAM, tuma yahAM, thor3I dera ko hama usa mastI meM DUba jAeM jo astitva kI mastI hai, jo maiM tumheM denA cAhatA huuN| thor3I dera ko atIta aura bhaviSya bhuulo| thor3I dera ko isI kSaNa ko saba kucha ho jAne do| junUM ke mazarabe - raMgI ko ikhtiyAra karo khirada ke jAmA - e - kohanA ko tAra-tAra karo mile haiM rUThe hue dosta garmajozI se salonI ruta ke lie zukre - kardagAra karo junU ke mazarabe - raMgI ko ikhtiyAra karo jiMdagI kA jo madamAtA, masta unmAda, raMgoM se bharA huA tora-tarIkA hai. / junU ke mazaraberaMgI ko ikhtiyAra karo yaha jo phUloM, pakSiyoM kI gunagunAhaTa kA jharanoM ke zora kA, samudra kI laharoM kA, AkAza ke cAMda-tAroM kA jo unmatta utsava hai, jIvana kA yaha jo DhaMga hai, ise ikhtiyAra karo / junUM ke mazarabe - lI ko ikhtiyAra karo khirada ke jAmA-e-kohanA ko tAra-tAra karo yaha buddhi kI bakavAsa ko tor3o, tAra-tAra ukhAr3a kara alaga kara do| khirada ke jAmA-e-kohanA ko tAra-tAra karo mile haiM rUThe hue dosta garmajozI se

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jaise bichar3e hue do dosta mila jAte haiN| to phira thor3e hI phikra karate atIta kI yA bhaviSya kii| mile haiM rUThe hue dosta garmajozI se salonI ruta ke lie zukre -kardagAra karo to isa adabhuta Rtu ke lie, isa kSaNa ke lie paramAtmA kA dhanyavAda kro| chor3o yaha phikr| bahuta bAra prazna Ate haiM tumhAre ki kyA hama pahale bhI sAtha the abhI sAtha nahIM ho pA rahe, aura pahale bhI sAtha the isakI ciMtA meM par3e ho! the bhI sAtha to kyA sAra? nahIM the sAtha to kyA pharka? abhI sAtha ho lo, yaha jo do kSaNa hamAre hAtha meM haiM, sAtha-sAtha cala lo| isa kSaNa ekAtma sadha jAne do| junUM ke mazarabe -raMgI ko ikhtiyAra karo khirada ke jAmA-e-kohanA ko tAra-tAra karo mata lAo buddhi kI ina bAtoM ko bIca meN| mastI hI meM pAye dila hastI kA irphAna khvAba meM jaise jAe mila anadekhA bhagavAna jahAM mastI hai, vahAM maMdira hai| aura mastI to sadA abhI aura yahAM hotI hai, atIta aura bhaviSya meM nhiiN| mastI hI meM pAye dila hastI kA irphAna aura jahAM tuma DUba jAte kisI mastI meM, vahIM astitva ke saMdeza milane zurU hote haiN| khvAba meM jaise jAe mila anadekhA bhagavAna aura mastI meM hI pahalI daphA anadekhA dikhAyI par3atA, adRzya dRzya hotA hai| basa gayI mana meM tere mastamilana kI khuzabU mere ehasAsa pe chAyA rahA terA jAdU jhUmatA phiratA rahA terI madhura yAdoM meM mujha pe eka naze kA Alama rahA bejAmo -subU agara tuma jarA maukA do mujhe, utarane do tumhAre hRdaya meM, to binA pIe tuma para zarAba hAvI ho jaae| jhUmatA phiratA rahA terI madhura yAdoM meM mujha pe eka naze kA Alama rahA bejAmo-subU binA pIe eka zarAba tuma para hAvI ho jaae| basa gayI mana meM tere mastamilana kI khuzabU mere ehasAsa pe chAyA rahA terA jAdU mata soca-vicAra meM par3o, mata siddhAta bIca meM lAo, mere aura tumhAre bIca siddhAta na hoM, zAstra na hoM; mere aura tumhAre bIca koI dhAraNA, koI tarka na hoM; mere aura tumhAre bIca kucha bhI na ho, eka zUnya kA setu bana jAe, to chaMda uThe, to gIta jge| aura usI mastI meM zAyada tumheM pahalI daphe anubhava

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ho jIvana ke parama satya kaa| jIvana utsava hai aura utsava meM hI hama jAna pAte haiM ki jIvana kyA hai| Aja itanA hii|

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pahuMcanA ho to rUko-pravacana-bAharavAM dinAMka 6 pharavarI, 1977, ozo Azrama, puunaa| janama uvAca: tattvavijJAnasaMdaMzamAdAya hdyodraat| nAnAvidhaparAmarzazalyoddhAraH kRto myaa|| 277 / / kva dharma: kva ca vA kAmaH kva cArtha kva vivekitaa| kva davaita kva ca vAudavaitaM svamahistri sthitastha me|| 278 / / kva bhUtaM kva bhaviSyadvA vartamAnamayi kva vaa|| kva ztoH kva ca vA nitya svamahimi sthitastha me|| 27911 kva cAtmA kva ca vAnAtmA kva zabhaM kyAzabhaM tthaa| kva ciMtA kva ca vAciMtA svamahimi sthitastha me|| 280 / / kva svanaH kva saSaptirvA kva ca jAgaraNa tthaa| kva turIya bhayaM vApi svamahithyi sthitastha me|| 281 / / kva dUra kva samIpaM vA bAhya kyAbhyaMtaraM kva vaa| kva sthyUM kva ca vA blU svamahimi sthitastha me|| 282 / / kva mRtyujArvitaM vara kva lokA: kyAstha kva laukikm| kva laya: kva samAdhirvA svamahimi sthitastha me|| 283 / / ala trivargakathayA yogastha kthyaadhylm| arla vijJAnakathayA vizrAMtastha mmaatmni|| 284 / / jidagI dulhana hai eka rAta kI koI nahIM maMjila hai jisake ahivAta kI mAMga bharI zAma ko bahAroM ne seja sajI rAta cAMda-tAroM ne bhora huI meMhadI chuTI hAtha kI

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jiMdagI dulhana hai eka rAta kI hara hai dUra, patA piyA kA na gAMva kahIM na par3Ava koI kahIM nahIM chAMva jAe kidhara DolI bArAta kI jiMdagI dulhana hai eka rAta kI binA tela bAtI jale umra kA diyA bIca dhAra chor3a gayA nirdayI piyA AMkha banI badalI barasAta kI jiMdagI dulhana hai eka rAta kI para isa eka rAta ke lie hama bar3A jaMjAla phailA lete haiN| isa eka rAta ke lie hama bar3A saMsAra nirmita kara lete haiN| jo kSaNabhaMgura hai, usake lie hama zAzvata ko gaMvA dete haiN| jo asAra hai, usake lie sAra ko kho dete haiN| idhara kaMkar3a-patthara bInate rahate haiM, vahAM jIvana ke hIre rikta hote cale jAte haiN| jor3a lete haiM kUr3A-karakaTa marate-marate taka, lekina jIvana gaMvA dete haiN| kahA hai jIsasa ne, tU sArI pRthvI bhI jIta le aura agara apane ko gaMvA diyA, to isa pAne kA sAra kyA hai? aSTAvakra ne jo sUtra janaka ko diye, ve jAgaraNa ke apUrva sUtra haiN| koI samajha le to basa jAga gyaa| janaka jaisA ziSya pAnA bhI bahuta muzkila hai, durlabha hai| aSTAvakra jaisA guru to durlabha hotA hai, janaka jaisA ziSya bhI bahuta durlabha hai| aura aSTAvakra aura janaka jaise guru-ziSya kA milana pahale kabhI huA, ullekha nhiiN| bAda meM bhI kabhI huA, aisA ullekha nhiiN| zAyada dubArA yaha bAta ghaTI hI nhiiN| karIba-karIba asaMbhava lagatA hai dubArA ghaTanA / jaisA guru, vaisA ziSya / ThIka do svaccha darpaNa eka-dUsare ke sAmane rakhe haiN| aSTAvakra ne apanI sArI bAta kaha dii| uMDela diyA apane pUre hRdaya ko| jo kahA jA sakatA thA, kaha diyaa| jo nahIM kahA jA sakatA thA, use bhI kahane kI koziza kii| janaka isa pUrI apUrva varSA ke bAda dhanyavAda de rahe haiN| guru ko dhanyavAda kaise diyA jAe? eka hI dhanyavAda ho sakatA hai ki guru ne jo kahA, vaha vyartha nahIM gayA, samajha liyA gyaa| guru se uRNa hone kA koI aura to upAya nahIM hai| eka hI mArga hai dhanyavAda kA AbhAra kA ki jo varSA huI, vyartha nahIM gayI, mere hRdaya kI jhIla meM bhara gayI hai| tumane jo zrama kiyA, vaha nAhaka nahIM huaa| tumane jo motI bikhere, vaha mUr3hoM ke sAmane nahIM pheNke| ve parakha liye gaye haiN| saMbhAla liye gaye haiN| unheM maiMne apane hRdaya meM saMjo liyA hai| ve mere prANoM ke aMga ho gaye haiN| isa bAta ke sUcana ke lie janaka aMtima saMvAda kA samAropa karate haiN|

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ThIka bhI hai, isa saMvAda kA prAraMbha bhI janaka se huA thA aura aMta bhI janaka para ho| jizAsA janaka ne kI thI ki he prabhu, mujhe jIvana kA sAra kyA hai, satya kyA hai, vaha btaaeN| aMta bhI janaka para hI honA caahie| jo pUchA thA, mila gyaa| jitanA pUchA thA, usase jyAdA mila gyaa| jo jAnanA cAhA thA, vaha janA diyA gayA hai| aura jisakA svapna meM bhI janaka ko smaraNa na hogA, suSupti meM bhI jisakI taraMga kabhI na uThI hogI, vaha saba bhI uMDela diyA gyaa| kyoMki guru jaba detA hai, to hisAba se nahIM detaa| ziSya ke mAMgane kI sImA hogI, guru ke dene kI kyA sImA hai! ziSya ke prazna kI sImA hogI, guru kA uttara asIma hai| aura jaba taka asIma uttara na mile, taba taka sImita praznoM ke bhI hala nahIM hote haiN| sImita prazna bhI asIma uttara se hala hotA hai| thor3A-sA pUchA thA janaka ne, aSTAvakra ne khUba diyA hai| do bUMda se tRpti ho jAtI janaka kI, aisA usakA prazna thA, aSTAvakra ne sAgara uMDela diyA hai| isa bAta ko bhI samajha lenA ki yaha jIvana kA eka parama AdhArabhUta niyama hai ki paramAtmA ke isa jagata meM kaMjUsI nahIM hai, kRpaNatA nahIM hai| jahAM eka bIja se kAma cala jAe, vahAM dekhate haiM, vRkSa para karor3a bIja lagate haiN| jahAM eka phUla se kAma cala jAe, vahAM karor3a phUla khilate haiN| jahAM eka tArA kAphI ho, vahA araboM-kharaboM tAre haiN| jIvana kA eka AdhArabhUta niyama hai, kaMjUsI nahIM hai| vaibhava hai, mahimA hai| isIlie to hama paramAtmA ko Izvara kahate haiN| Izvara kA artha hotA hai, aishvryvaan| jarUrata para samApta nahIM hai, jarUrata se jyAdA hai, to aishvry| jaba hama kahate haiM kisI vyakti ke pAsa aizvarya hai, to isakA matalaba yaha hotA hai ki AvazyakatA se jyAdA hai| AvazyakatA pUrI ho jAye to koI aizvarya nahIM hotaa| itanA ho ki tumhArI samajha meM na par3e ki aba kyA kareM, AvazyakatAeM saba kabhI kI pUrI ho gayIM, aba yaha jo pAsa meM hai isakA kyA upayoga ho, taba aizvarya hai| isa artha meM to zAyada koI AdamI kabhI Izvara nahIM hotA hai| Izvara hI basa Izvara hai| parama aizvarya hai| kahIM jarA bhI kRpaNatA nhiiN| aura jaba kisI AtmA kA isa parama aizvarya se mela ho jAtA hai, to isa parama aizvarya kI dhvani usa AtmA meM bhI jhalakatI hai| aSTAvakra ne uMDela diyaa| tumheM kaI bAra lagA hogA, itanA aSTAvakra kyoM kaha rahe haiM, yaha to bAta jarA meM ho sakatI thii| lekina jo jarA meM ho sakatA hai, usako bhI paramAtmA bahuta rUpoM meM karatA hai| jo saMkSipta meM ho sakatA hai, usako bhI virATa karatA hai| vistAra detA hai| brahma zabda kA artha hotA hai, vistaar| jo vistIrNa hotA calA jAtA hai| brahmacarcA bhI brahma jaisI hai| patte para patte nikalate Ate haiN| zAkhAoM meM prazAkhAeM nikalatI AtI haiN| prazna to bIja jaisA thA, uttara vRkSa jaisA hai| honA bhI aisA hI caahie| aba isa parama saubhAgya ke lie janaka dhanyavAda kara rahe haiN| dhanyavAda zabda ThIka nhiiN| dhanyavAda zabda se kAma na clegaa| dhanyavAda zabda bahuta aupacArika hogaa| isalie kaise dhanyavAda deM! to eka hI upAya hai ki guru ke sAmane yaha nivedana kara deM ki jo tumane kahA, vaha vyartha nahIM gyaa| tumhArA zrama sArthaka huA hai| tumhArA zrama sRjanAtmaka huA hai| maiM bhara gayA huuN| yaha sugaMdha uThe janaka se ki

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aSTAvakra ke nAsApuTa sugaMdha se bhara jaaeN| vaha jo dhvani, jo gIta unhoMne bhejA thA, lauTakara A jaae| aura ve samajheM ki janaka kA hRdaya bhI gaja gayA hai, pratidhvanita ho uThA hai| isalie yaha aMtima caraNa meM janaka nivedana karate haiN| janaka nivedana karate haiM kucha aisI bAteM bhI, jo aSTAvakra ne chor3a diiN| yaha bhI samajha lene jaisA hai isake pahale ki hama sUtra meM jaaeN| koI bhI sadaguru ziSya kI parIkSA ke lie eka hI upAya rakhatA hai-vaha saba kaha detA hai, lekina kahIM kucha ekAdha-do mudde kI bAteM chor3a jAtA hai| agara ziSya unheM pUrA kara de, to samajho ki smjhaa| agara utanA hI doharA de jitanA guru ne kahA, to samajho ki totAraTata hai| samajha AyI nhiiN| vaha jo khAlI jagaha hai, vaha parIkSA hai| itanA saba kahA, lekina ekAdha-doM biMdu para thor3I-sI jagaha khAlI chor3a dii| agara samajha meM A jAegA ziSya ko, to vaha una khAlI jagahoM ko bhara degaa| jo guru ne nahIM kahA thA, sirpha izArA karake chor3a diyA thA, zuruAta kI thI, pUrNatA nahIM kI thI, vaktavya kI sirpha jhalaka dI thI, lekina vaktavya pUrA kA pUrA Thosa nahIM thA agara ziSya samajha gayA hai to jo Thosa nahIM thA vaha Thosa ho jaaegaa| jo adhUrA thA vaha pUrA kara diyA jaaegaa| ziSya agara guru ke khAlI chor3e gaye rikta sthAnoM ko bhara de, to hI samajho ki smjhaa| agara utanA hI doharA de jitanA guru ne kahA, to yaha to tote bhI kara sakate haiM, yaha to yAMtrika hogaa| isalie ekAdha-do bAteM aSTAvakra chor3a gaye haiN| buddha ne bhI vaha kiyA hai| samasta guruoM ne vahI kiyA hai, ekAdha do bAta chor3a deNge| jo nahIM samajhA hai, vaha unako to pUrA kara hI nahIM sktaa| asaMbhava hai| isakA koI upAya hI nahIM ki vaha unheM pUrA kara sake| isako kisI bhI cAlabAjI se pUrA nahIM kiyA jA sakatA, kisI bhI bauddhika vyavasthA se pUrA nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| anubhava hI bhara sakatA hai una rikta sthAnoM ko| aura janaka ne unako bhara diyaa| vahI dhanyavAda hai| eka aura bAta, aSTAvakra ke ina sAre sUtroM kA sAra -nicor3a hai -shrvnnmaatrenn| janaka ne kucha kiyA nahIM hai, sirpha sunA hai| na to koI sAdhanA kI, na koI yoga sAdhA, na koI japa-tapa kiyA, na yajJa-havana, na pUjA-pATha, na taMtra, na maMtra, na yaMtra, kucha bhI nahIM kiyA hai| sirpha sunA hai| sirpha sunakara hI jAga gye| sirpha sunakara hI ho gayA shrvnnmaatrenn| aSTAvakra kahate haiM ki agara tumane ThIka se suna liyA to kucha aura karanA jarUrI nahIM karanA par3atA hai, kyoMki tuma ThIka se nahIM sunatetuma kucha kA kucha suna lete ho| kucha chor3a dete ho, kucha jor3a lete ho; kucha sunate ho kucha artha nikAla lete ho, anartha kara dete ho| isalie phira kucha karanA par3atA hai| kRtya jo hai, vaha zravaNa kI kamI ke kAraNa hotA hai, nahIM to sunanA kAphI hai| jitanI pragAr3hatA se sunoge, utanI hI tvarA se ghaTanA ghaTa jaaegii| derI agara hotI hai, to samajhanA ki sunane meM kucha kamI ho rahI hai| aisA mata socanA ki suna to liyA, samajha to liyA, aba kareMge to phala hogaa| vahIM beImAnI kara rahe ho tum| vahAM tuma apane ko phira dhokhA de rahe ho| aba tuma kaha rahe ho ki aba karane kI bAta hai, sunane kI bAta to ho gyii| mere pAsa eka sarvodayI netA Ate haiN| ke haiM, jiMdagI bhara sevA kI hai, bhale AdamI haiN| eka-do

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ziviroM meM aae| phira mujhe milane aae| maiMne pUchA ki aba dikhAyI nahIM par3ate? to unhoMne kahA, aba kyA karUM Akara? Apako sunA, samajhA, aba jaba taka usako kara na lUM taba taka Ane se kyA ? aba karane meM lagA jaba ho jAegA.. to maiMne unase kahA, phira sunA hI nahIM, samajhA hI nahIM / suna liyA, samajha liyA, karane ko nahIM bacanA caahie| karane kI bAta hI gar3abar3a hai| maiMne tumase kahA, yaha dIvAla hai, yaha daravAjA hai, tumane suna liyA, samajha liyA, aba karane ko kyA hai? jaba nikalanA ho, daravAje se nikala jAnA, dIvAla se mata niklnaa| aba tuma kahate ho, abhyAsa kreNge| abhyAsa kareMge ki yaha dIvAla hai, abhyAsa kareMge ki yaha daravAjA hai, jaba abhyAsa khUba ho jAegA taba nikleNge| abhyAsa dhokhA hai| yaha sArasUtra hai aSTAvakra kA / aSTAvakra abhyAsa - virodhI haiN| ve kahate haiM, abhyAsamAtra, sAdhanAmAtra dhokhA hai| tumane karane kI bAta uThAyI to eka bAta pakkI ho gayI ki tumane sunA nahIM aura aba tuma tarakIbeM nikAla rahe ho| aba tuma apane ahaMkAra ko samajhA rahe ho, ki suna to maiMne liyaa| dhokhA tuma de rahe ho, sunA tumane nhiiN| suna to liyA, tuma kaha rahe ho, aba kreNge| karane se hI hogA na! sunane se kyA hotA hai? lekina satya kI mahimA yahI hai ki suna liyA to ho gyaa| satya koI sAdhAraNa ghaTanA thor3e hI hai| tumhAre kRtya para thor3e hI nirbhara hai satyA tumhAre karane se satya thor3e hI paidA hotA hai| satya to hai, tumhArI AMkha ke sAmane khar3A hai, tumhAre hRdaya meM dhar3aka rahA hai, karanA kyA hai? eka huMkAra meM, eka udaghoSa meM smaraNa A sakatA hai| zravaNamAtreNa / lekina AdamI bar3I tarakIbeM nikAlatA hai| vaha socatA hai bar3I dUra hai maMjila, paramAtmA to bahuta dUra hai, caleMge, khojeMge, bhaTakeMge, janama-janama lageMge, acche karma kareMge, bure karmoM ko chor3eMge, bure kiye huoM ko acchoM se kATeMge, aisA dhIre- dhIre samhAlate - samhAlate puNya kI saMpadA, eka dina phuNceNge| nahIM, tuma phira na pahuMca sakoge tuma khuda use dUra kiye de rahe ho jo pAsa hai| maiMne to socA thA apanI sArI umara tujhe de dUMgA itanI dUra magara thI maMjila calate -calate zAma ho gayI nikalA to maiM thA gudar3I meM lAla chipAe barana-barana ke kucha saMga khele the bacapana ke kucha saMga soye the yauvana ke kucha para rIjha gayI thIM kaliyAM kucha para jhUma gayI thIM galiyAM kucha the ratna amola hRdaya ke kucha the naulakha hAra nayana ke

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kiMtu ThagaurI DAla gayI kucha aisI patha kI bhUlabhulaiyA janama-janama kI jamA kho gayI juga juga nIMda harAma ho gayI maiMne to socA thA apanI sArI umara tujhe de dUMgA itanI dUra magara thI maMjila calate-calate zAma ho gayI maMjila dUra nahIM hai| maMjila tumhAre samAne hai| calate-calate zAma ho gayI cale to cuuke| calane kA matalaba hI yaha hai ki tumane maMjila dUra mAna lii| calakara to hama dUrI para pahuMcate haiN| jo nikaTa se bhI nikaTatama hai... muhammada ne kahA ki jo tumhArI gardana meM dhar3akatI huI phar3akatI prANa kI nasa hai usase bhI jo jyAdA karIba hai| upaniSada kahate haiM, pAsa se bhI jo jyAdA pAsa hai| jo tumhAre meM virAjamAna hai| tumameM aura jisameM iMca bhara kI dUrI nahIM hai| calate-calate zAma ho gayI tuma cale, to bhttke| tuma cale, to cuuke| pahuMcanA ho to ruko pahuMcanA ho to calanA mata hilanA bhI mt| pahuMcanA ho to jahAM khar3e ho vahIM mUrtivata ho jaanaa| gati se nahIM pahuMcatA koI satya taka kyoMki satya koI gaMtavya nahIM hai| satya kI koI yAtrA nahIM hotI, kyoMki satya dUra nahIM hai| satya satya tumhArI sattA kA nAma hai| satya tumhArA astitva hai| isalie aSTAvakra kahate haiM, shrvnnmaatrenn| agara janaka aba kahe ki prabhu, suna lI ApakI bAta, aba karUMgA, to aSTAvakra apanA sira ThoMka lete| lekina janaka ne yaha bAta hI nahIM khii| janaka ne to dhanyavAda diyA, apanA vaktavya diyaa| janaka ne kyA kahA? janaka ne kahA tatvavijJAna saMdazamAdAya hRdyodraat| nAnAvidhaparAmarzazalyoddhAra kRto myaa|| 'maiMne Apake tattvajJAna rUpI sasI ko lekara hRdaya aura udara se aneka taraha ke vicAra rUpI vANa ko nikAla diyA hai|' bAta khatama hI kara dii| janaka ne kahA ki zalyakriyA ho gyii.| shlyoddhaar:| cikitsA ho cukii| Apane jo zabda kahe, ve zastra bana gye| aura zAstra jaba taka zastra na bana jAeM taba taka vyartha haiN| Apane jo zabda kahe ve zastra bana gaye aura unhoMne mere peTa aura mere hRdaya meM jo-jo rugNa vicAra par3e the, una sabako nikAlakara bAhara pheMka diyaa| bAta khatama ho gyii| ttvvijnyaanaay|

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vaha jo Apane satya kI nidarzanA kI, vaha jo tattva kA izArA kiyA, vaha to sasI bana gayI, usane to mere bhItara se saba khIMca liyA jahara, usane to saba kATe nikAla liye| yaha bAta khayAla rakhanA ki do zabdoM kA upayoga karate haiM jnk-hRdyodraat| hRdaya aura peTa se| udara aura hRdaya se| yaha bAta bar3I mahatvapUrNa hai| yaha pAMca hajAra sAla purAnI bAta hai| aba kahIM jAkara pazcima meM manovijJAna isa bAta ko samajha pA rahA hai ki manuSya jo bhI damana karatA hai, vicAroM kA, vAsanAoM kA, vRttiyoM kA, vaha saba damita vRttiyAM peTa meM ikaTThI ho jAtI haiN| yaha to abhI navInatama khoja hai, idhara pichale bIsa varSoM meM huI hai| lekina yaha sUtra pAMca hajAra sAla purAnA hai| udara? tuma bhI thor3e cauMke hooge ki agara kahate ki mere mastiSka se sAre vicAra nikAla liye haiM, to bAta jyAdA tarkasaMgata mAlUma pdd'tii| lekina kahate haiM janaka, mere udara se, mere peTa se| yaha bAta hI jarA behUdI lagatI hai ki peTa se! peTa meM kyA vicAra rakhe haiM? lekina Adhunika manovijJAna bhI isase sahamata hai| aMgrejI meM to jo zabdAvalI hai, loga kahate haiM na ki isa bAta ko peTa meM na le sakUgA, 'Ai vila nATa bI ebala TU sTamaka itt|' isako udarastha na kara skuuNgaa| yaha bAta mahatvapUrNa hai| hama jo bhI dabAte haiM vaha peTa meM calA jAtA hai| isIlie ciMtita AdamI ke peTa maiM alsara ho jAte haiN| ciMtA ke vANa alsara bana jAte haiN| sira meM nahIM hote alsara, mastiSka meM nahIM hote alsara, tumane dekhA? hone cAhie mastiSka meM lekina hote peTa meN| kRpaNa AdamI kabjiyata se bhara jAtA hai| vaha jo kaMjUsI hai, vaha peTa meM utara jAtI hai| kaMjUsa AdamI aura kabjiyata kA zikAra na ho, baDA muzkila hai| kyoMki vaha jo hara cIja ko kaMjUsI se dekhane kI Adata hai, vaha dhIre- dhIre udarastha ho jAtI hai| phira peTa mala ko bhI pakar3ane lagatA hai, usako bhI chor3atA nhiiN| saba cIjeM pakar3anI haiM to mala ko bhI pakar3anA hai| hamAre citta ke jitane roga haiM, saba aMtataH girate jAte haiM, peTa meM ikaTThe hote jAte haiN| asala meM peTa hI ekamAtra khAlI jagaha hai jahAM cIjeM ikaTThI ho sakatI haiN| isalie udara janaka kahate haiN| ki jitane - jitane upadrava maiMne apane peTa meM ikaTThe kara rakhe the, Apake tatvavijJAna kI saMsI se khIMca hI liye aapne| khIMcane ko kucha bacA nahIM hai| merA peTa halkA ho gayA hai| merA peTa nirbhAra ho gayA hai| eka baat| dUsarI bAta kahI ki aura hRdaya se| mastiSka kI to bAta hI nahIM uThAyI hai| isakA kAraNa hai| tIna tala haiM hamAre jIvana ke| eka hai zarIra kA tala, eka mana kA tala aura eka hai AtmA kA tl| pUrvIya anusaMdhAnakartAoM ne anubhava kiyA ki zarIra ke tala para jo bhI dabAyA jAtA vaha peTa meM calA jAtA hai| citta ke tala para, mana ke tala para jo bhI dabAyA jAtA hai, vaha hRdaya meM avaruddha ho jAtA hai| aura AtmA ke tala para to damana ho hI nahIM sktaa| aura AtmA kA sthAna hai mastiSka ke aMtastala hsraar| to yaha tIna sthAna haiN| peTa meM zarIra kA jor3a hai| hRdaya meM mana kA jor3a hai| aura sahasrAra meM AtmA kA jor3a hai| agara zarIra aura mana kI gAMTha khula jAe, kucha bhI dabA huA na raha jAe, to jo UrjA peTa

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meM aTakI hai, jo UrjA hRdaya meM ulajhI hai, vaha mukta ho jAtI hai| vaha mukta huI UrjA vaha jo kamala kA phUla tumhAre mastiSka meM pratIkSA kara rahA hai janmoM-janmoM se, use UrjA mila jAe to vaha khila jaae| UrjA ke milate hI vaha khila jAtA hai| vahI mukti hai| agara baMdhana kahIM hai to peTa aura hRdaya meM hai| agara tumane kucha bhI dabAyA hai, to yA to vaha peTa meM par3a gayA hogA yA hRdaya meM par3a gayA hogaa| adhikatara to peTa meM par3atA, kyoMki citta kA dabAne yogya logoM ke pAsa kucha hotA hI nhiiN| jaise samajho, tumane agara kAmavAsanA dabAyI to peTa meM par3a jaaegii| tumane krodha dabAyA, to peTa meM par3a jaaegaa| tumane IrSyA, ghRNA, hiMsA dabAyI, to peTa meM par3a jaaegii| yaha saba zarIra ke tala kI ghaTanAeM haiM, bar3I chndr| pahale tala kI ghaTanAeM haiN| kisa AdamI ne agara prema dabAyA, to hRdaya meM pdd'egaa| gIta dabAyA to hRdaya meM pdd'egaa| saMgIta dabAyA to hRdaya meM pdd'egaa| karuNA dabAyI-pharka samajha lenA, krodha dabAyA to peTa meM par3atA hai, karuNA dabAyI to hRdaya meM par3atI hai| uThI thI karuNA, dene kA mana ho gayA thA ki de deM aura dabA lI, to hRdaya avaruddha ho jaaegaa| uThA thA krodha aura dabA liyA cha, to peTa avaruddha ho jaaegaa| krodha nIce tala kI bAta hai, karuNA jarA UMce tala kI bAta hai| hama to adhikatara sau meM nabbe mauke para bilakula nIce tala para jIte haiN| isalie hamArA upadrava .saba peTa meM hotA hai| aura phira peTa kI vikRtiyAM hajAra taraha kI bAdhAeM, vyAdhiyAM paidA karatI haiN| zarIra ke tala para jo bImAriyAM paidA hotI haiM, unameM bhI sattara pratizata to peTa meM dabAe gaye mAnasika vikAroM kA hI hAtha hotA hai| yoga meM bar3I prakriyAeM haiM peTa ko zuddha karane kii| lekina ve to laMbI prakriyAeM haiN| aura phira bhI kisI yogI kA koI chuTakArA hotA dikhatA hai, aisA bahuta kaThina hotA hai| laMbI yAtrA hai| janmoM-janmoM taka yoga ke dvArA koI peTa kA zodhana karatA rahatA hai, taba kahIM kucha hala ho pAtA hai| lekina janaka kahate haiM ki Apane to apane zabdoM ke vANoM se mere bhItara cubhe vANoM ko nikAla liyaa| maiM khAlI ho gyaa| maiM rikta ho gyaa| maiM halkA ho gyaa| maiM svastha ho gayA huuN| 'hRdaya aura udara se aneka taraha ke vicAra rUpI vANa ko nikAla diyA hai|' nAnAvidha praamrsh| yaha bhI zabda samajhane jaisA hai| tumhArI jiMdagI meM itanI salAha dI haiM logoM ne tumheM unhI salAhoM ke kAraNa tuma jhaMjhaTa meM par3e ho| nAnAvidha praamrsh| jo dekho vahI salAha de rahA hai, jisako kucha patA nahIM vaha bhI salAha de rahA hai| salAha daine meM loga bar3e bejor3a haiN| tuma kisI se bhI salAha mAMgo, vaha yaha to kahegA hI nahIM ki bhaI, isakA mujhe anubhava nahIM hai| yaha to kabhI kahegA hI nahIM ki isa saMbaMdha meM maiM kucha nahIM kaha sktaa| tuma krodhI se krodhI AdamI se salAha mAMgo ki krodha ke saMbaMdha meM kyA karUM, to tumheM salAha degA ki kyA kro| zarAbI bhI tumheM salAha degA ki zarAba kaise chodd'o| cora tumheM corI ke viparIta salAha de sakatA hai|

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zAyada degA hii| kyoMki usI salAha dene ke AdhAra se vaha tumhAre mana meM eka pratimA paidA karegA ki kama se kama yaha AdamI cora to nahIM ho sakatA, jo corI ke khilApha salAha de rahA hai| beImAna ImAnadArI kI bAteM kregaa| jinako kucha bhI patA nahIM hai, ve parama satya kI bAteM kreNge| kitAboM se udhAra le liyA hogaa| zabdajAla sIkha liyA hogA / usI ko dUsaroM para pheMke jAte haiN| buddha ne kahA hai, agara duniyA meM itanI bhI niSThA A jAe ki AdamI vahI kahe jitanA jAnatA hai, to duniyA meM se AdhA aMdhakAra dUra ho jaae| lekina loga jo nahIM jAnate vaha bhI kahe cale jAte haiN| eka jaina muni ke sAtha mujhe eka daphe bolane kA maukA AyA| unhoMne AtmajJAna para eka ghaMTA vyAkhyAna diyaa| sunakara to mujhe lagA ki unako kucha bhI patA nahIM hai| vaha jo bhI kaha rahe haiM, saba udhAra hai, saba bAsA hai| jaba maiMne yaha kahA to vaha bar3e becaina ho gye| magara AdamI bhale the| cupa rahe unhoMne kucha vivAda khar3A na kiyaa| sAMjha eka AdamI ko mere pAsa bhejA ki maiMne dina bhara socA Apane jo kahA aura mujhe lagatA hai ki ThIka hai, mujhe patA nahIM hai| maiM cAhatA hUM, Apase miluuN| to maiMne kahA, maiM aauuNgaa| itanA bhalA AdamI cAhe, to use yahAM mere pAsa Ane kI jarUrata nahIM, maiM A jaauuNgaa| to maiM gayA, vahAM dasa-bIsa loga ikaTThe ho gaye the| logoM ko khabara mila gyii| to jaina - muni ki maiM ekAMta meM bAta karanA cAhatA huuN| maiMne kahA, aba itanI himmata to karo! ImAnadArI hai, to itanI himmata aura inake hI sAmane kro| ghabar3AnA kyA hai? yahI na, ina logoM ko patA cala jAegA Apa abhI AtmajJAnI nahIM haiN| cala jAne do ptaa| yaha bhI AtmajJAna kI yAtrA para pahalA kadama hogaa| sattara sAla ApakI umra huI maiMne unase kahA, Apa kahate haiM koI pacAsa sAla ho gaye Apako saMnyAsa liye, bIsa sAla ke javAna the taba saMnyAsa liyA, ApakI bar3I khayAti hai, hajAroM Apake ziSya haiM jo Apa kaha rahe haiM usameM se kucha bhI Apako patA nahIM hai, kyoM kaha rahe haiM? unhoMne kabhI socA hI nahIM thaa| unhoMne kahA, maiMne kabhI isa taraha socA hI nhiiN| Aja Apa pUchate haiM to bar3A kiMkartavyavimUr3ha ho gayA hUM yaha maiMne kabhI socA hI nahIM ki kyoM kaha rahA huuN| kaha rahA hUM? yaha behozI meM calatA rahA hai| saMnyasta huA thA, zAstra par3hane zurU kiye, zAstra par3hane se zurU huA, loga pUchane Ane lage, maiM salAha dene lagA, yaha to bhUla hI gaye ki ye pacAsa sAla kaise bIta gaye isI salAha meN| aura jo salAheM maiMne dI haiM, unakA mujhe kucha patA nhiiN| duniyA meM itanA parAmarza hai, itanI salAheM dI jA rahI haiM, unakI vajaha se bar3I kIcar3a tumhAre peTa meM macI huI hai| nAnAvidhaparAmarza | yaha jo na mAlUma kitane-kitane taraha ke parAmarza, mata-matAMtara, siddhAta, zAstra logoM ne samajhA diye haiM, una sabako Apane khIMca liyaa| Apane merI zalya cikitsA kara dI, sarjarI kara dI, janaka khaa| maiM mukta huA 1 Apane kATa liyaa| 'apanI mahimA meM sthita hue mujhako kahAM dharma hai kahA kAma hai, kahAM artha: kahAM dvaita aura kahAM advaita?

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aura aba, aba jaba jAgakara maiM apane ko dekhatA hUM to pAtA hUM - kva dharmaH kva ca vA kAmaH kva cArtha kva vivekitA / kva dvaita kva ca vAuvaitaM svamahimni sthitasya meM / / aba jaba jAgakara dekhatA hUM to eka hI bAta dikhAyI par3atI hai apanI mahimA ke siMhAsana para virAjamAna huuN| kucha karane ko nahIM hai| apane gaurava meM pratiSThita ho gayA huuN| svamahimA ko upalabdha kara diyA Apane mujhe| sirpha kahakara, sirpha hilAkara sirpha AvAja dekara jIsasa ke jIvana meM ullekha hai ki unakA eka bhakta lajArasa mara gyaa| vaha bAhara the gAMva ke / lajArasa kI bahanoM ne khabara bhejI ki lajArasa mara gayA, Apa jaldI aaeN| ve Aye to bhI cAra dina laga gye| taba taka to lAza ko saMbhAlakara rakhA unhoMne - sva kaba meM rakha diyA thaa| eka guphA meM chipA dI thI lAza | jaba jIsasa Ae to ve donoM bahaneM merI aura mArthA rone lagIM aura unhoMne kahA ki aba to kyA ho sakegA ! aba to badabU bhI Ane lgii| jIsasa ne kahA, tuma phikira chodd'o| agara maiM pukArUMgA to lajArasa sunegaa| kisI ko bharosA na thaa| para bhIr3a ikaTThI ho gyii| jaba ve gaye usa guphA ke dvAra para aura unhoMne jora se AvAja dI ki lajArasa bAhara A! to kahate haiM, lajArasa apanI arthI se uThA, calakara bAhara A gyaa| aura jaba bAhara A gayA to loga ghabar3A gaye, loga bhAgane lge| jIsasa ne kahA, bhAgo mt| maiMne tumase kahA thA na, agara maiM pukArUMgA to vaha sunegA ! kyoMki vaha mujhe suna hI cukA hai| aura jaba usane jiMdA rahate hue merI AvAja suna lI to koI kAraNa nahIM hai ki murdA rahate merI AvAja kyoM na sunegA! tuma na mujhe jiMdA rahakara sune ho, na tuma mujhe murdA rahakara suna pAoge -tuma jiMdA meM bhI nahIM suna pAe to tuma murdA meM kaise sunoge? aisI ghaTanA ghaTI ho, na ghaTI ho, ye ghaTanAeM pratIka ghaTanAeM haiN| lekina bAta to saca hai, guru jaba pukAratA hai ziSya ko ki lajArasa uTha, bAhara A, to lajArasa uThakara bAhara A jAtA hai / shrvnnmaatrenn| phira nA-nuca nahIM karatA hai| phira yaha nahIM kahatA hai ki abhI kaise AUM, abhI to aMdherA hai, abhI to rAta bahuta hai, abhI thor3I dera aura so lene deM, ki maiM to marA par3A hUM -lajArasa ne yaha bhI na kahA ki yaha koI vakta kI bAta hai, maiM idhara marA par3A hUM, idhara kaba meM rakhane kI merI taiyArI cala rahI hai - jaba lajArasa bAhara AyA to usake Upara kaphana baMdhA thA - usane yaha bhI na kahA ki aba kaphana meM baMdhe se to mata uThAo, loga kyA kaheMge! kucha to aupacArikatA barato / niyama bilakula to mata tor3o, maryAdA to rkho| maiM idhara marA par3A hUM, arthI para kasA par3A hUM, tuma bulAte ho? nahIM, A gayA / sunanA A jAe ! to agara tuma gaura se dekho to tuma bhI arthI para rakhe ho| yaha zarIra jisako tuma apanA kaha rahe ho, arthI se jyAdA nahIM hai| aura jinako tuma vastra kaha rahe ho, yaha kaphanI se jyAdA nahIM haiN| isIlie to phakIra ke vastra ko kaphanI kahate haiN| kaphana se banAyA kaphanI hai to kaphanI hI / kaphana kaho, kaphanI kaho, kyA pharka par3atA hai? isa zarIra para jo bhI vastra par3e haiM, sabhI kaphanI haiN| aura yaha

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zarIra khuda to tumhArI arthI hai| isI para car3he - car3he to tuma mauta kI tarapha jA rahe ho| yahI zarIra to tumheM eka dina le jAegA citA pr| isa murdA zarIra ke bhItara tuma jIvita par3e ho, magara tumheM sunanA nahIM aayaa| janaka ne AvAja suna lii| usane kahA ki dhanya hai! maiM kina zabdoM meM dhanyavAda dUM? 'apanI mahimA meM sthita hue mujhko| ' eka kSaNa meM tumane mujhe merI mahimA meM sthita kara diyaa| aisA nahIM ki tumane mujhe rAstA batAyA ki kaise mahimA meM sthita ho jaauuN| tumane rAstA nahIM diyA, tumane mArga nahIM diyA, tumane maMjila de dii| aba kaisA dharma ? aba kaisA artha ? aba kaisA kAma ? kahAM dvaita hai? kahAM advaita hai ? cakitabhAva se yaha cakitabhAva ke udaghoSaNa haiM - isalie bAra-bAra yaha zabda aaegaa| kva dharmaH / kahA hai dharma? kva ca vA kAma: ? kahAM gayI vAsanAeM ? kahAM gayIM mahatvAkAMkSAeM? kva cArtha? kahAM gayI artha kI prabala daur3a ? ApAdhApI ra itanA kamA lUM ra aisA kamA lUM ra yaha ho jAUM, isa pada para baiTha jaauuN| itanA hI nahIM kva vivekitA ? jisa viveka ko bahuta mUlya detA thA, vicAra ko samajha ko, vaha samajha bhI aba kisI kAma kI na rhii| vaha samajha bhI aMdhe ke hAtha kI lakar3I thii| AMkha khula gayI, lakar3I kI kyA jarUrata rhii| hiMdU zAstra kahate haiM, 'uttIrNe tu yate pAre naukAyA kiM pryojnm|' jaba pAra ho gaye nadI, taba phira naukA kI kyA jarUrata? aMdhA AdamI lakar3I kA sahArA lekara TaTola-TaTolakara calatA hai| laMgar3A AdamI baisAkhI ke sahAre calatA hai| jIsasa ke jIvana meM eka ullekha hai, eka laMgar3A AyA jo baisAkhI para calatA aayaa| aura kahate haiM, jIsasa ne use chuA aura laMgar3A svastha ho gyaa| jaba vaha jAne lagA to bhI vaha apanI baisAkhI sAtha le jAne lagA, to jIsasa ne kahA, are pAgala, baisAkhI to chor3a ! aba yaha baisAkhI kahAM le jA rahA hai? loga hNseNge| purAnI Adata / na- mAlUma kitane varSoM se baisAkhI lekara calatA thA, Aja ThIka bhI ho gayA to bhI baisAkhI liye jA rahA hai| janaka kahane lage-kahAM baisAkhiyA! ye saba jo 'kva dharma: ?' dharma kI kyA jarUrata hai duniyA meM? lAotsu ne kahA hai, eka samaya aisA thA jaba loga dhArmika the, itane dhArmika the ki dharma kA kisI ko patA hI na thaa| jaba adharma hotA hai, taba dharma kA patA hotA hai| lAotsu kahatA hai, jaba loga adhArmika ho gaye, taba dharma paidA huaa| taba dharmaguru Ae / eka hiMdU saMnyAsI mere ghara mehamAna the aura mujhase kahane lage, yaha bhArata - bhUmi bar3I dhArmika

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hai! maiMne kahA, kucha zarma karo, saMkoca khaao| vaha kahane lage, kyA matalaba ApakA? saMkoca, zarma? saba tIrthakara, saba avatAra, saba buddhapuruSa yahIM paidA hue haiM maiMne kahA ki phira bhI maiM tumase kahatA hUM ki saMkoca khaao| DUba maro culla bhara pAnI meN| unhoMne kahA, ApakA matalaba kyA hai? merI kucha samajha meM nahIM aataa| yaha to mahimA kI bAta hai| ____ maiMne kahA, mahimA kI bAta nahIM hai| tumase jyAdA adhArmika koI nahIM hogA, taba to itane dharmaguru, avatAra, tIrthaMkara, inako paidA honA pdd'aa| jisa ghara meM roja DAkTara AeM, usakA matalaba koI bar3I mahimA kI bAta hai! ki saba bar3e -bar3e DAkTara roja hamAre yahAM Ate haiM, dekho kAreM khar3I rahatI haiM DAkTaroM kI! aisA koI dina nahIM jAtA jisa dina DAkTara na Ate hoN| hamAre ghara kI mahimA! loga kaheMge, yaha mahimA kI bAta nahIM, tuma bImAra ho| ghara to vaha mahimAvAna hai jahAM DAkTaroM kI koI jarUrata nhiiN| jahAM DAkTara Ate hI nhiiN| jahAM davA kI botala AyI hI nhiiN| ___ lAotsu yahI kahatA hai| lAotsu kahatA hai, dhanya ve loga the jaba dharma kA kisI ko patA hI nahIM thA ki dharma kyA hotA hai! dharma kA patA to tabhI hotA hai jaba adharma ho jAtA hai| adharma ke ilAja ke lie dharma kI botala lAnI par3atI hai, davA lAnI par3atI hai| adharma phaila jAtA hai to dharmaguru hotA hai| duniyA meM agara phira kabhI dharma hogA to dharmaguru pahalI cIja hogI jo vidA ho jaaegii| dharmaguru kI kyA jarUrata! svAsthya ho to cikitsaka kI kyA jarUrata? loga ImAnadAra hoM to sikhAnA thoDe hI par3e ki ImAnadArI se jiio| aura tuma lAkha sikhAo, kyA hotA hai! eka IsAI phakIra ravivAra ko carca meM bolatA thA aura usane kahA, agale ravivAra ko satya ke Upara maiM vyAkhyAna dUMgA, lekina sabase merI prArthanA hai ki lyUka kA ar3asaThavAM adhyAya par3hakara aanaa| aura jaba vaha bolane khar3A huA dUsare ravivAra ko to usane khaDe hokara kahA ki bhAiyo, jina logoM ne lyUka kA aDusaThavAM adhyAya par3ha liyA ho, ve saba hAtha uThA deN| eka ko chor3akara saba logoM ne hAtha uThA diye| usa phakIra kI AMkhoM se AMsU girane lge| usane kahA, aba satya para bolane se kyA sAra hai? kyoMki lyUka kA ar3asaThavAM adhyAya hai hI nahIM, tuma par3hoge kaise! kisI ne bAibila thor3e hI uThAyI, kisI ne kholI thor3e hii| kauna ina paMcAyatoM meM par3atA hai! aba satya para, usane kahA, kyA khAka bolUM? aba asala para hI bolanA ThIka hai| magara phira bhI dhanyabhAga ki kama se kama eka AdamI to hAtha nahIM utthaayaa| vaha AdamI khaDA huA, usane kahA ki maiM jarA kama sunatA hUM, Apane kyA pUchA? Apa usa ar3asaThaveM adhyAya ke saMbaMdha meM to nahIM pUcha rahe haiM? vaha to maiM par3hA huuN| satya kI carcA calatI hai, jo asatya meM niSNAta haiM unako samajhAyA jAtA hai| ahiMsA kI bAta uThatI hai, kyoMki loga hiMsA meM DUbe haiN| loga beImAna haiM, ImAnadArI samajhAnI par3atI hai| loga pApI haiM, isalie puNya kA guNagAna gAnA par3atA hai| anyathA inakI kyA jarUrata! yaha parama avasthA hai svamahimA kii| kahane lage janakasvamahimni sthitasya meN| yaha apanI mahimA meM mujhe virAjamAna kara diyaa| eka cuTakI bajA dI aura mujhe merI mahimA

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meM virAjamAna kara diyaa| aba maiM cauMkakara dekhatA hUM ki aba dharma kI kahA jarUrata hai dharma kyA hai yahI merI samajha meM aba na aaegaa| dharma kI to taba jarUrata hotI hai jaba adharma hotA hai| aura kAma kI kyA jarUrata? kyoMki kAmavAsanA to tabhI paidA hotI hai jaba taka tumheM apanI mahimA kA svAda nahIM pA hai, taba taka tuma dUsare ke pIche jA rahe ho| kAma kA artha, kisI aura se mila jAegA sukh| pakar3e kisI kA AMcala cale jA rhe| kisI kA pallU pakar3e ho ki zAyada isase sukha mila jAe, zAyada usase sukha mila jaae| kAma kA artha hai, bhikhaariipn| koI de degA sukha, koI strI, koI puruss| koI priyajana sukha de degA-beTA, beTI, pati, patnI, koI sukha de degaa| dUsare se kAza sukha milatA hotA to sabhI ko mila gayA hotaa| sukha milatA svayaM se| svayaM kI mahimA meM virAjamAna hone se| janaka ne kahA ki dhanya hai, mujhe biThA diyA mere siMhAsana pr| aba merI samajha meM yaha nahIM AtA ki loga kAmavAsanA se bharate kyoM haiM? jinako svayaM kA svAda A gayA, jisane bhItara kI rati jAna lI-Atmarati, jisane aMtarsaMbhoga jAna liyA, jo apane se hI mila gayA, aba usako aura koI rati, aura koI rasa, kisI aura ke Age bhikSApAtra phailAne kI jarUrata na rhii| aba to use bharosA bhI na AegA ki loga kaise pAgala haiM, jo tumhAre bhItara hai tuma usake lie bAhara hAtha phailAe khar3e ho! jisake jharane tumhAre bhItara baha rahe haiM, tuma usake lie bhikSApAtra liye dara-dara ghUma rahe ho, dvAra-dvAra dhakke khA rahe ho aura jagaha-jagaha kahA jA rahA hai, Age bddh'o| kyoMki tuma jinake pAsa socate ho hai, unake pAsa bhI kahAM hai! vaha kisI dUsare ke sAmane hAtha phailAe khaDe haiN| eka bhikhamaMgA eka mAravADI kI dUkAna ke sAmane bhIkha mAMga rahA thaa| usane jora se kahA ki mAlika kucha mila jaae| usa mAravAr3I ne kahA, ghara meM koI bhI nahIM hai| vaha bhikhamaMgA bhI jiddI thA, usane kahA ki hama kisI ko thor3e hI mAMga rahe haiN| ki tumhArI patnI ko mAMga rahe haiM ki tumhAre beTe ko mAMga rahe haiM, are bhIkha mAMga rahe haiM! koI na ho na ho! kucha mila jaae| mAravAr3I bhI koI aise bhikhamaMgoM se hAra jAeM to kabhI ke khatma hI ho jaate| mAravAr3I ne kahA ki na koI ghara meM hai, na kucha dene ko ghara meM hai, apanA rAstA lo, Age bddh'ii| to bhikhamaMgA bhI hadda thA, usane kahA, to phira bhItara baiThe tuma kyA kara rahe ho? tuma bhI mere sAtha ho lo| jo milegA, AdhA-AdhA bAMTa kara khA leNge| are, jaba kucha hai hI nahIM, to bhItara kyA kara rahe ho? magara hAlata yahI hai, jinake sAmane tuma mAMgane gaye ho unake pAsa bhI kucha nahIM hai| kisake pAsa kucha hai? saba tarapha tumheM udAsa, murdA cehare dikhAyI pdd'eNge| bujhI AMkheM, bujhe hRdaya, bujhe praann| rAkha hI rAkha! koI phUla khilate dikhAyI nahIM pdd'te| na koI vINA bajatI hai, na koI paayl| koI nRtya nahIM, koI gIta nhiiN| binA gIta aura nRtya ke janme tuma kaise jAna pAoge ki paramAtmA hai? paramAtmA koI tarka thor3e hI hai, koI siddhAta thor3e hI hai| paramAtmA to unakI samajha meM AtA hai, jinake bhItara gIta janmatA hai| svayaM kI mahimA meM jo pratiSThita ho jAte haiN| jo masta ho jAte haiM, jo apanI hI zarAba meM Dola jAte haiN| vahI kaha pAte haiM ki paramAtmA hai| jo jAna pAte haiM ki maiM hUM, vahI kaha pAte haiM ki paramAtmA hai| jinhoMne svayaM ko bhI nahIM jAnA, ve kyA paramAtmA ko jaaneNge| aura jinhoMne svayaM

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kI mahimA ko nahIM jAnA, ve paramAtmA kI isa virATa mahimA se kaise paricita hoNge| thor3A isa choTe -se bhItara ke dIye se paricita ho lo, to tuma mahAsUryoM ke rAja se paricita ho gye| kyoMki prakAza choTA ho ki bar3A, usakA niyama eka hai| choTe-se dIye meM bhI jo prakAza jalatA hai, vaha mahAsUryoM ke prakAza se bhinna nahIM hai| bilakula eka hai, vahI hai| para dIye se to thor3I dostI banA lo| phira suryoM se dostI banA lenaa| abhI to ghara meM dIyA rakhA hai aura tuma aMdhere meM TaTola rahe ho, dUsaroM ke ghara ke sAmane dhakke khA rahe ho| 'kahAM kAma hai? kahAM artha hai? kahAM dvaita, kahAM advaita?' ise thor3A smjhnaa| AdamI meM kAma kI vAsanA paidA hotI, kyoMki use sva-rasa nahIM milaa| isalie para-rasa kA bhAva paidA hotA hai| aura AdamI meM artha kI vAsanA paidA hotI hai, ki dhana ho, pada ho, pratiSThA ho, kyoMki bhItara use hInatA ko bodha hotA hai| manasvida usase rAjI haiN| manovaizAnika kahate haiM ki jo loga hInatA kI graMthi, inaphIriAriTI kApleksa se pIr3ita haiM, vahI loga dhana ke pIche, pada ke pIche dIvAne hote haiN| aisA to rAjanItijJa tuma pA hI nahIM sakate jo hInatA kI graMthi se pIr3ita na ho| nahIM to kauna ciMtA karegA kursiyoM para car3hane kI ! aura itanI mAra-kuTauvala ke bAda! sau sau jUte khAeM tamAzA ghusakara dekheN| kucha bhI ho jAe, kitane hI jUte paDe, tamAzA unheM ghusakara hI dekhanA hai| cAhe tamAzA vahAM kucha ho bhI nahIM / cAhe tamAzA yahI ho jo unako jUte par3a rahe haiM, isakI hI bhIr3a lagI ho / magara kahIM na kahIM pada para honA hai| dhana kI DherI para baiThanA hai| kyoM? bhItara to koI jarA-sA bhI mahimA kA bodha nahIM hotaa| zAyada bAhara se thoDI akar3a juTA leM, dhana ke sahAre thor3I ghoSaNA kara sakeM ki maiM bhI kucha huuN| mahAvIra aura buddha agara rAjasiMhAsanoM se utara gaye to tuma galata mata samajha lenA| aksara galata samajhA gayA hai| aksara yahI samajhA gayA hai ki ve rAjasiMhAsana se utara gye| maiM tumase ka aura bAta kahanA cAhatA hUM - ve asalI siMhAsana para car3ha gaye, isalie jhUThe siMhAsana se utaranA par3A hai| pahale lakaDI-pattharoM ke siMhAsanoM para baiThe the, aba unheM hIre-javAharAtoM ke siMhAsana mila gaye, ve kyoM baiTheM? hAlAMki tumheM nahIM dikhAyI par3e hIre-javAharAta ke siMhAsana, kyoMki tuma aMdhe ho aura tumhArI AMkhoM ko hIre-javAharAta dikhAyI par3ane baMda ho gaye haiN| tuma kaMkar3a-pattharoM ke saudAgara ho / tumheM vyartha kI cIjeM dikhAyI par3atI haiM, sArthaka cUka jAtA hai| mahAvIra aura buddha asalI siMhAsana para baiTha gaye, isalie phira nakalI siMhAsana se utaranA hI par3A, do-do para to baiThA nahIM jA sktaa| do siMhAsana para to koI bhI nahIM baiTha sktaa| eka rAjanetA mullA nasaruddIna ko milane aayaa| to mullA nasaruddIna apanI kursI para baiThA hai, usane kahA, kahie, kaise Ae? rAjanetA ko baDA burA lagA, kyoMki mullA ne yaha bhI nahIM kahA ki baitthiye| usane kahA, tuma jAnate nahIM ho maiM kauna hUM? pArliyAmeMTa kA meMbara huuN| saMsada sadasya huuN| to mullA ne kahA, acchI bAta hai, to kursI para baitthiye| usane kahA, tumheM yaha bhI patA nahIM hai ki jaldI hI maiM minisTara ho jAnevAlA huuN| to mullA ne kahA, to phira aisA kariye do kursI para baiTha jAiye aba

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aura kyA kareM! magara do kursiyoM para koI baiTha kaise sakatA hai! nahIM, do siMhAsana para baiThane kA koI upAya nahIM hai| isalie eka siMhAsana khAlI kara diyaa| tumane yahI dekhA hai, jaina-zAstroM meM basa isI kA varNana hai; jo siMhAsana chor3a diyA usakA varNana hai, isalie ye zAstra aMdhoM ne likhe hoNge| tyAga kA varNana hai, jo paramabhoga upalabdha huA usakI koI bAta hI nahIM ho rahI hai| to aisA lagatA hai, aisI bhrAMti paidA hotI hai ki mahAvIra tyAgI the| maiM tumase kahatA hUM, paramabhogI the| tyAga? samajhadAra tyAga karegA? tyAga kA artha hI kyA hotA hai? agara kaur3iyA chor3a dI aura hIre saMbhAla liye to isako tyAga kahoge! vyartha chor3a diyA, sArthaka ko pakar3a liyA, isako tyAga kahoge? asalI sAmrAjya sthApita ho gayA, nakalI sAmrAjya chor3a diyA, isako tyAga kahoge? nahIM, yaha tyAga nahIM, tyAgI tuma ho| asalI chor3e, nakalI pakar3e baiThe ho, tyAgI tuma ho| tumhAre mahAtyAga kI jitanI prazaMsA ho utanI kama hai| tuma kucha aise tyAgI ho ki jisakA hisAba nhiiN| agara sonA aura miTTI rakhI ho, tuma tatkAla miTTI pakar3a lete ho, tuma chor3ate hI nahIM mittttii| tumheM miTTI hI sonA dikhAyI par3atI hai, aura sonA miTTI dikhAyI par3atA hai| aura tumane hI mahAvIra aura buddha kI kathAeM likhI haiN| tumane saba gar3abar3a kiyaa| tumane isa taraha siddha karane kI koziza kI to jaina-zAstroM meM likhA hai, itane ghor3e chor3e, itane hAthI chor3e, itane ratha-saMkhyA bar3I karate cale jAte haiN| na itane ghor3e the, na itane ratha the| ho bhI nahIM sakate, kyoMki mahAvIra kA rAjya bar3A choTA thaa| eka tahasIla se jyAdA bar3A nahIM thaa| tahasIladAra kI haisiyata se jyAdA bar3I haisiyata ho nahIM sktii| jaba mahAvIra ne rAjya chor3A taba isa deza meM koI do hajAra rAjya the| Tukar3oM -Tukar3oM meM baMTA thaa| choTe -choTe rAjya the| jaise abhI bhI the| dasa-bIsa gAMva kisI ke pAsa haiM, vaha raajaa| itane ghor3e-hAthI jisane likhe haiM jaina -zAstroM meM, inako to khar3e karane kI bhI jagaha nahIM thI unake rAjya meN| ___ magara AdateM hamArI kharAba haiN| kurukSetra meM yuddha huA aTThAraha akSauhiNI senA! vaha jagaha itanI nahIM hai| vahA agara aTThAraha akSauhiNI senA khar3I karo to khar3I hI nahIM ho sakatI hai, lar3ane kI to bAta hI aura hai| lar3ane ke lie thoDI-bahuta jagaha to caahie| bilakula ghasamakaza khar3A kara do unako -to bhI khar3e nahIM ho sakate -magara phira hAtha bhI nahIM hilegA, ratha vagairaha calAnA aura ghor3e vagairaha daur3AnA, yaha asaMbhava hai| magara saMkhyA bar3I karane kA eka moha hotA hai| vaha hama pAgala haiM, hama saMkhyA para bharosA karate haiN| hamArI AdateM aisI haiN| tumhArI jeba meM pAMca rupaye par3e hoM, to tuma isa taraha dikhalAne kI koziza karate ho, pacAsa par3e haiN| kyoMki hamAre mana meM eka hI mUlya hai -dhana kaa| to mahAvIra ne tyAga kiyA-choTA-moTA dhana tyAga kiyA to choTA-moTA tyAga ho jaaegaa| hama jAnate eka hI upAya haiM, tyAga ko bhI tolanA ho to dhana ke tarAjU para hI tolate haiN| to khUba tyAga dikhAte haiM -itanA-itanA thA, vaha saba chor3A! dekho, kitanA mahAna tyAga! lekina maiM tumase kahatA hUM, asalI bAta tuma cUke jA rahe ho| jo pAyA, usakI bAta kro| kyoMki pAne ke lie chodd'aa| saca to yaha hai, pAkara chodd'aa| idhara mila gayA, aba udhara kacare ko kauna saMbhAlatA hai! kahane lage janaka, 'apanI mahimA meM sthita hue mujhako kahAM dharma, kahAM kAma, kahAM artha? aura

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kahAM dvaita, kahAM advaita?' nahIM, aba na to yaha kaha sakatA hUM eka hai na yaha kaha sakatA hUM do hai| siddhAtoM kI saba bAta kavAsa ho gyii| Apane saba siddhAta majhase nikAla liye| aba to majhe satya meM chor3a diyaa| satya to basa hai| usake saMbaMdha meM jyAdA nahIM kahA jA sktaa| jaisA hai, hai| eka hai, do hai, choTA hai, bar3A hai, lAla hai, pIlA hai, harA-kAlA hai, kucha bhI nahIM kahA jA sktaa| koI vyAkhyA, koI paribhASA, koI nirvacana nahIM ho sktaa| na to kaha sakate do hai aura na kaha sakate eka hai| basa itanA kaha sakate haiM, hai| aura khUba hai, bharapUra hai| honA mAtra kahA jA sakatA hai| 'nitya apanI mahimA meM sthita hue mujhako kahAM bhUta hai kahA bhaviSya hai, athavA kahAM vartatAna bhI hai, athavA kahAM deza bhI hai?' kva bhUtaM kva bhaviSyadavA vartamAnamapi kva vaa| kva deza: kva ca vA nityaM svamahimni sthitasya me| smjhnaa| 'nitya apanI mahimA meM sthita hue......|' nitya ko smjho| nityatA, iTarniTI, ise smjho| sAdhAraNata: hama jIte haiM samaya meN| aura jo samAdhistha huA vaha jItA hai nityatA meN| samaya meM nhiiN| pharka kyA hai? samaya badalatA hai, nityatA nitya hai, badalatI nhiiN| isIlie to nitya nAma diyA hai| samaya anitya hai| AyA, gyaa| A bhI nahIM pAyA ki gyaa| abhI subaha huI, abhI dopahara hone lagI, abhI dopahara ho hI rahI thI ki sAMjha A gayI, ki rAta A gayI, ki phira subaha ho gayI-AyA aura gyaa| AnA aura jAnA, AvAgamana hai smy| prvaah| laharoM kI trh| mana to jItA hai samaya meN| aura agara tumheM svayaM ko jAnanA hai to samaya ke pAra haTanA pdd'e| samaya kA vibhAjana hai. bhUta-jo jA cukA, kabhI thA, aba nahIM hai| bhaviSya-jo kabhI hogA, abhI huA nahIM hai| aura donoM ke bIca meM vartamAna kA choTA-sA kssnn| vaha bhI bar3A kaMpatA huA kSaNa hai| vartamAna kA artha huA bhaviSya bhUta ho rahA hai| vartamAna kA kyA artha hotA hai? itanA hI artha hotA hai ki jo nahIM thA, phira nahIM ho rahA hai| eka nahIM se dUsarI nahIM meM jAte hue jo thor3I sI dera lagatI hai kSaNa bhara ko, usako hama vartamAna kahate haiN| abhI nau bajakara pAMca minaTa hue haiM yaha jo sekeMr3a hai, maiM bola bhI nahIM pAyA aura gyaa| sekeMDa kahane meM jitanI dera lagatI hai? vaha jyAdA hai, sekeMDa usase jaldI bIta gayA hai| A bhI nahIM pAtA, eka kSaNa pahale bhaviSya meM thA-taba bhI nahIM thA, aura eka kSaNa bAda phira atIta meM ho gayA-phira nahIM ho gayA, eka nahIM se dUsarI nahIM meM calA gayA, aura jarA-sI dera ko iAlaka mArA, palaka mArA, isIlie to pala kahate haiN| patna isIlie kahate haiM use ki pala basa gyaa| eka jhalaka dI aura gyaa| yaha samaya kI tIna sthitiyAM haiM- bhUta to hai hI nahIM, bhaviSya to hai hI nahIM aura vartamAna bhI kyA khAka hai? jarA-sA hai| na hone ke barAbara hai| ina tInoM ke pAra jo hai, usakA nAma nity|

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'nitya apanI mahimA meM sthita hue mujhako vahAM bhUta hai, kahA bhaviSya hai aura kahAM vartamAna bhI hai?' aba tuma thor3A socanA, sAdhAraNata: kahA jAtA hai, vartamAna meM jiio| maiM bhI tumase kahatA hUM ki vartamAna meM jiio| -kyoMki isase pAra kI bAta to tumhArI abhI samajha meM na A skegii| kRSNamUrti bhI tumase kahate haiM, vartamAna meM jiio| lekina vartamAna meM kaise jIoge? bhaviSya hai, kAphI bar3A hai, abhI huA nahIM hai magara vistAra hai bhaviSya kaa| agara hAtha-paira mAranA cAho to mAra sakate ho, thor3A jI sakate ho| isIlie to loga bhaviSya meM jIte haiM, vartamAna meM nahIM jiite| kyoMki thor3I suvidhA to cAhie calane -phirane kii| yA atIta meM jIte haiM, kyoMki atIta bhI laMbA hai| jo ho gayA, usakI bhI dhArA hai| vartamAna meM kaise jIo, yaha to eka kSaNa AyA aura gyaa| lekina kahate haiM tumase hama vartamAna meM jIne ko, kyoMki yaha pahalA kadama hai nitya meM utarane kaa| vartamAna ke kSaNa meM nitya aura samaya kA milana hotA hai| jara-sI dera ko nityatA samaya meM jhAMkatI hai, utanI dera ko samaya satya ho jAtA isako ThIka se smjhnaa| samaya to jhUTha hai| eka jhUTha bhaviSya, dUsarA jhUTha atiit| aura donoM ke bIca meM jo thor3A-sA saca mAlUma hotA hai, vaha bhI samaya ke kAraNa saca nahIM hai, vaha nitya usameM jhalaka mAratA hai| vartamAna kA artha huA jahAM samaya aura zAzvata kA thor3I dera ko milana hotA hai| zAzvata ke prakAza meM vartamAna kA kSaNa camaka uThatA hai, eka kSaNa ko, phira bhAgA, gyaa| isa zAzvatatA meM utarane ke lie vartamAna meM jIne kI bAta kahI jAtI hai, lekina vaha sirpha kAmacalAU hai| jaba tuma utarane lagoge vartamAna meM to tuma bahuta jaldI pA jAoge ki vartamAna meM utarane kA asalI matalaba yaha hai ki vartamAna ke bhI pAra utara jAnA, samaya ke pAra utara jaanaa| na raha jAe atIta, na bhaviSya, na vrtmaan| yaha kAla kI dhArA na raha jaae| isake pIche chipA hai a-kaal| vaha jo pIche chipA hai isa dhArA ke aura jisakI rozanI ke kAraNa, jisakI pulaka ke kAraNa jisake prANa ke kAraNa thor3I dera ko vartamAna jIvita ho jAtA hai, usa jIvaMta meM utara jAnA, usakA nAma hai nitya, ittrnittii|| aba aisA samajho ki ye merI tIna aMguliyAM tumhAre sAmane haiN| eka kA nAma bhaviSya, eka kA nAma vartamAna, eka kA nAma atiit| lekina tIna aMguliyoM ke bIca meM tumheM do khAlI jagaha bhI dikhAyI par3a rahI haiN| vartamAna, atIta, bhaviSya, inake bIca meM jo do khAlI jagaha haiM, unhIM khAlI jagahoM meM utarakara nityatA kA anubhava hotA hai| samaya ke do kSaNa ke bIca meM jo a- kSaNa hotA hai, jo no momeMTa hotA vahI nityatA kA hai| eka kSaNa gayA, dUsarA A rahA hai, ina donoM ke bIca meM jo thor3A-sA aMtarAla hai, iMTaravala hai, rikta jagaha hai, zUnya hai, usI meM zAzvata kA nivAsa hai| 'nitya apanI mahimA meM sthita hue mujhako kahAM bhUta kahAM bhaviSya, kahAM vartamAna aura kahAM deza?' AiMsTIna ne to abhI isa sadI meM jAkara yaha patA lagAyA ki samaya aura deza eka hI ghaTanA

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ke pahalU haiN| samaya aura deza, TAima aura spesa alaga-alaga cIjeM nahIM haiM, donoM jur3e haiN| yaha aSTAvakra kI gItA meM, janaka ke isa vacana meM jor3a hai| yaha Akasmika nahIM hai ki eka sAtha kahA kva deza:.....| kva bhUtaM kva bhaviSyadvA vartamAnamapi kva vA kva deshH| na bhUta, na bhaviSya, na vartamAna, aura koI deza bhI nahIM, koI 'spesa' bhI nhiiN| yaha donoM eka sUtra meM kahe, bAta jAhira hai ki donoM kA saMbaMdha smaraNa meM hogaa| donoM kA saMbaMdha anubhava meM hogaa| deza aura kAla eka hI ghaTanA ke do pahalU haiN| AiMsTIna ne to eka alaga hI zabda banA liyA, spesiyoTAima; alaga- alaga jisameM na kahanA pdd'e| kyoMki donoM ikaTThe haiN| samaya ko AiMsTIna ne kahA, spesa kA hI cauthA aayaam| samaya aura deza eka-sAtha haiN| jaise hI samaya gayA vaise hI deza calA jAtA hai| kaThina hogA samajhanA, kyoMki buddhi to samaya aura deza meM jItI hai| buddhi ke pAra eka aisI jagaha hai, jahAM jagaha bhI miTa jAtI hai| isalie tuma agara mujhase pUcho ki AtmA kisa jagaha hai to maiM uttara na de skNgaa| kisI ne kabhI uttara nahIM diyA, kyoMki AtmA jagaha ke bAhara hai| zarIra kisa jagaha hai, batAyA jA sakatA hai| pUnA meM hai, ki kalakattA meM hai, ki nyUyArka meM hai| akSAMza-dezAMza para kahAM hai, to nakze para batAyA jA sakatA hai ki itane akSAMza, itane dezAMza para hai| abhI tuma yahAM baiThe ho, kauna kahAM baiThA hai, batAyA jA sakatA hai| lekina AtmA kahAM hai, uttara nahIM diyA jA sktaa| loga pUchate haiM, AtmA kahAM hai, hRdaya meM hai nAbhi meM hai, mastiSka meM hai, kahAM hai? tuma jaba prazna pUchate ho, tumheM patA nahIM hai ki tuma eka galata prazna pUcha rahe ho jisakA koI uttara nahIM ho sakatA hai| AtmA sthAna ke bAhara hai| tuma pUcho, AtmA kaba hai? subaha cha: baje hai, ki dopahara bAraha baje hai, ki zAma tIna baje hai, AtmA kaba hai? bhaviSya meM, vartamAna meM, atIta meM? nahIM, AtmA ke lie phira bhI uttara nahIM diyA jA sakatA hai, AtmA samaya aura sthAna ke bAhara hai| samaya aura sthAna AtmA meM haiM, AtmA samaya aura sthAna meM nahIM hai| AtmA ne sabako gherA hai| usa AtmA meM saba zUnya ho jAtA hai| janaka ne kahA, ApakI kRpA se maiM vahAM hUM jahAM mere mana meM ye prazna uTha rahe haiM jijJAsA uTha rahI hai ki kahAM gayA samaya, kahAM gayA vartamAna, kahAM gayA atIta, kahAM gayA bhaviSya? aura deza bhI kho gayA hai| maiM zUnya meM khar3A huuN| aura parama mahimA meM virAjamAna huuN| nityaM svamahimni sthitasya meN| aura zAzvata rUpa se sthira ho gayA huuN| isameM kucha badalAhaTa bhI nahIM ho rahI hai, kucha A nahIM rahA hai, kucha jA nahIM rahA hai| jo hai, jaisA hai, vaisA hI ThaharA hai| akaMpa, nisskNp| yaha jIvana kI parama anubhUti hai| 'apanI mahimA meM sthita hue mujhako kahAM AtmA hai aura kahAM anAtmA hai? athavA kahAM acitA hai, kahAM ciMtA hai? aba aura eka apUrva sUtra ve jor3ate haiN| hiMdU jaina kahate haiM, AtmA-usa parama satya kA naam|

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bauddha usa parama satya ko nAma dete haiM, anAtmA / aSTAvakra donoM ke pAra cale jAte haiN| aSTAvakra kA ziSya janaka ghoSaNA karatA hai, aba na koI AtmA hai, na koI anaatmaa| na to koI maiM, na koI pr| aba to yaha bhI nahIM kaha sakatA ki maiM huuN| aura yaha bhI nahIM kaha sakatA ki maiM nahIM huuN| kucha aisI yI ghaTanA ghaTa rahI hai ki kisI zabda meM nahIM baMdhatI hai| koI abhivyakti aba sArthaka nahIM hai| kva ca AtmA kva ca vAnAtmA kva zubhaM kyAzubhaM tathA / kva ciMtA kva ca vAcitA svamahimni sthitasya me| apanI mahimA meM baiThA, na koI ciMtA pakar3atI hai, aura aisA bhI nahIM kaha sakatA ki acitA kI avasthA hai| aisA bhI nahIM kaha sakatA ki ciMtA maujUda nahIM hai| na to ciMtA maujUda hai, na gaira-maujUda hai| ciMtA aura acitA donoM eka-sAtha tirohita ho gayI haiN| na yaha kaha sakatA hUM ki maiM AtmA hUM, na yaha kaha sakatA hUM ki maiM anAtmA hUMM donoM zabda adhUre haiM, pUre-pUre nahIM / aura ghaTanA itanI bar3I hai ki aura koI zabda ise kaha nahIM paataa| aba na kucha zubha hai aura na kucha azubha / na koI puNya, na koI paap| na koI svarga, na koI nrk| na koI sukha, na dukha / gaye saba dvaMdva, gaye saba dvaita / ' apanI mahimA meM sthita hue mujhako kahAM svapna, kahAM suSupti kahAM jAgrata aura sunanA'kahAM turIya?' yaha sUtra chor3a diyA thA aSTAvakra ne| kahA thA, na svapna, na jAgRti, na suSuptiA ina tInoM ke pAra jo hai, turiiy| lekina janaka kahate haiM, aba turIya bhI kahAM cauthe ko to hama tabhI gina sakate haiM jaba tIna hoN| tIna ke bAda hI cauthA arthavAna ho sakatA hai| jaba tIna hI gaye to apane sAtha cauthe ko bhI le gaye, turIya ko bhI le gye| saMkhyA hI gyii| saMkhyAtIta meM praveza huaa| yaha maiMne kahA ki thor3I-sI bAta jaise chor3a dI thI aSTAvakra ne, usako janaka pUrA kara dete haiN| ve yogya utarate haiM kasauTI pr| ve apane guru ko kaha rahe haiM ki Apa mujhe dhokhA mata do| jaba tIna cale gaye to cauthA kaise bacegA? maiM tumase kahatA hUM, cauthA bhI gyaa| gaNanA mAtra gyii| kva svapna) - kva sumuptirvA kva ca jAgaraNa tathA / kva turIya bhayaM vApi svamahimni sthitasya meM / / aura bar3I anUThI bAta kahate haiN| svapna gayA, jAgaraNa gayA, nidrA gayI, turIya bhI gyii| aura saba bhaya gyaa| acAnaka bhaya ko kyoM jor3a dete haiM? bhaya se isakA kyA lenA-denA hai? gaharA saMbaMdha hai| ye saba taraMgeM bhaya kI hI haiN| ye sonA aura jAganA aura svapna aura turIya, ye saba bhaya kI taraMgeM haiN| gahare vizleSaNa para pAyA jAtA hai ki bhaya hI mana hai| jaba taka tuma bhayabhIta ho, taba taka mana hai| jaba bhaya gayA, mana gyaa| jahAM bhaya na rahA, mana na rhaa| aura jahAM mana na rahA, vahAM saba gaNanA gyii| yaha gaNanA karanevAlA hisAba - kitAba lagAnevAlA mana hai| tumane dekhA kabhI? jitane tuma bhayabhIta hote ho utanA hI hisAba-kitAba lagAte ho| mere gAMva meM mere sAmane eka sunAra rahatA hai| usakI bar3I musIbata hai| vaha tAlA lagAegA, phira dekhegA hilAkara phira do kadama calA jAegA, phira lauTakara AegA, phira tAlA hilAkA aura gAMva bhara

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usako staataa| rAste para mila gayA, koI kaha detA hai, are, tAlA ThIka se dekha liyA hai ki nahIM? to pahale to vaha kahatA hai, dekha liyA hai, mujhe parezAna karane kI jarUrata nahIM hai| lekina do kadama jAkara usako zaMkA paidA ho jAtI hai ki patA nahIM yaha AdamI ThIka kaha rahA ho! to vaha phira lauTakara, Adhe bAjAra se lauTakara calA AegA, phira tAlA hilAkara dekhegaa| maiM use baiThA dekhatA rahatA thA, maiMne usase kahA ki mAmalA kyA hai? usane kahA, yaha patA nahIM mujhe kyoM Adata par3a gayI hai? maiMne kahA, yaha tAle kA savAla nahIM hai, tere bhItara kahIM bhaya hogaa| tAle meM kyA rakhA hai, tere bhItara kahIM bhaya hogaa| kucha. bhaya hai| tUne kucha chipA rakhA hai ghara meM ki koI corI calA jAe, yA kyA ho jAe! isa gAMva meM itane paisevAle loga haiM, koI tAlA nahIM hilAtA, eka tU hai -terI koI hAlata bhI acchI nahIM hai, dina bhara bamuzkila mehanata karake rupaye -do rupaye kamA pAtA hai -tU chipAe kyA hai? vaha thor3A ghbdd'aayaa| vaha kahane lagA, Apako patA kaise calA? maiMne kahA, patA kA savAla hI nahIM hai, isameM patA calane kI kyA bAta hai, terA bhaya batA rahA hai ki kucha chipA baiThA hai| aura terA yaha tAlA nahIM chUTegA, kyoMki tujhe loga itanA satAte haiN| vaha nadI meM nahIM rahA hai, aura bIca meM kaha do jarA ki are, sonI jI! tAlA! aba vaha, pahale to vaha gAlI degA, nArAja hogA ki nahIMne bhI nahIM dete phurasata se, magara vaha eka minaTa se jyAdA nahI ruka sakatA hai pAnI meM, vaha nikalA, bhAgA, vaha tAlA! usakA lAkha loga samajhA cuke haiM ki tU tAlA hilAnA chor3a isameM kucha sAra nahIM hai, eka daphe dekha liyA, hilA liyA, bahuta ho gyaa| aura jaba maiMne usako kahA ki tAlA asalI savAla nahIM hai, tU socatA hai ki tAle se terI ulajhana hai, yaha bAta galata hai, kucha aura mAmalA hai| bhaya hai kuch| usa dina se usane tAlA hilAnA chor3a diyaa| maiMne usase pUchA ki mAmalA kyA hai? gAMva bar3A cakita huA| kyoMki loga usase kaheM, sonI jI, tAlA! vaha kahe ki tumhI hilA lenaa| jA rahe ho usI tarapha, jarA hilA lenaa| loga bar3e cauMke ki huA kyA? mAmalA kyA hai? mAmalA kucha bhI na thaa| bar3I choTI-sI bAta thii| eka bhaya thA usake mana meM, paise usane gar3A rakhe the| vaha unhIM meM ulajhA huA thaa| maiMne usase kahA, tU paise nikAla le, kucha baiMka meM jamA kara A| kucha jyAdA paise bhI nahIM the -jyAdA -kama kA kahAM hisAba hai, AdamI eka paise ko lekara bhayabhIta ho sakatA hai| bhaya ho, to hajAra kaMpana uThate haiN| kahIM aisA to nahIM ho jAegA, kahIM vaisA to nahIM ho jaaegaa| kahIM koI nikAla to nahIM legaa| bhaya ho to mana kaMpatA hai| kaMpatA hai to iMtajAma karanA par3atA hai kaipane se rukane kaa| lekina jahAM bhaya gayA, vahA saba kaMpana calA jAtA hai| bhaya kyA hai? bhaya eka hai ki mauta hogii| aura to koI khAsa bhaya nahIM hai| maranA par3egA, yaha bhaya hai| jaba taka tumheM lagatA hai ki maranA par3egA, maranA hogA, mauta AegI, taba taka tuma kaMpate rhto| kaMpana se phira saba paidA hotA hai, laharoM para lahareM uThatI haiM-jAgane kI, sone kI, sapane kI, nIMda kI, turIya kii| lekina jisa dina tumane yaha svIkAra kara liyA ki jo hai, vaha kaise mregaa| aura jo nahIM hai, vaha bacane se bhI kaise bcegaa| maiM to marUMgA, ahaMkAra kI taraha marUMgA hI, kyoMki ahaMkAra zAzvata

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nahIM ho sakatA, banAvaTI hai| lekina maiM rahUMgA zAzvata meM zAzvata kI tarahA vaha mujhase bhI pahale thA, vaha mere bAda bhI rhegaa| jo mere janma ke pahale thA, vaha mere janma ke bAda bhI rhegaa| jo janma ke kAraNa nirmita huA hai, mauta ke sAtha samApta ho jaaegaa| jaise hI tumheM bodha honA zurU hotA hai tuma ahaMkAra nahIM ho, tumhArA maiM bhAva giratA hai, vaise hI mRtyu- bhAva gira jAtA hai| mRtyu jahAM girA, vahA saba girA / bhaya girA, mana girA / mana girA ki tuma jage / aura usa jAgaraNa meM jana kahate haiM ki na to svapna hai, na suSupti, na jAgaraNa / itanA to kyA, turIya bhI kahAM hai? isakA bhI mujhe patA nahIM calatA hai| - - bhAva isa AkhirI vaktavya se ki turIya bhI nahIM hai, janaka ne kaha diyA, sAkSIbhAva paripUrNa ho gyaa| pUrNa ho gyaa| 'apanI mahimA meM sthita hue mujhako kahAM dUra aura vahAM samIpa ? kahAM bAhya aura kahAM aMtasa hai ? kahAM sthUla, kahAM sUkSma hai?' kva dUra kva samIpa vA bAhaya kyAbhyaMtaraM kva vA / kva sthUla kva ca vA sUkSma svamahimni sthitasya me! apane meM A gayA, apane ghara A gayA, apane keMdra para baiTha gyaa| aba kauna dUra, kauna pAsa ! dUra aura pAsa kA to matalaba hI hotA hai, anya hai| aba to maiM baiTha gayA apane meM aura pAyA ki maiM sarva meM baiThA huuN| sva meM baiThakara pAyA ki sarva ho gayA huuN| aba koI dUra nahIM, koI pAsa nahIM, kyoMki koI dUsarA hai hI nhiiN| ananyabhAva paidA huA hai| maiM hI huuN| 'apanI mahimA meM sthita hue mujhako kahAM mRtyu hai athavA kahAM jIvana ? kahAM loka, kahAM laukika vyavahAra ? kahAM laya aura kahAM samAdhi?' kva mRtyujArvitaM vA kva lokA: kyAsya kva laukikam / kva layaH kva samAdhirvA svamahimni sthitasya me / apane meM virAjamAna hokara aba na to kisI meM laya honA hai, na kahIM samAdhi lagAnI hai / kyoMki koI hai hI nahIM jisameM laya honA ho| koI hai hI nahIM jisameM samAdhistha honA ho / na to kucha loka hai, na kucha paraloka hai| ye sAre dvaMdva gye| ye sAre vibhAjana gye| saba vibhAjana bhaya ke haiN| mRtyu ke kAraNa saba vibhAjana haiN| aba to jIvana bhI nahIM hai, mRtyu bhI nahIM hai| aura aMtima sUtra Aja kA 'AtmA meM vizrAMta hue mujhako dharma artha aura kAma kI kathA alam hai, yoga kI kathA alam hai aura vijJAna kI kathA bhI alam hai|' ala trivargakathayA yogasya kathayApyalam / arla vijJAnakathayA vizrAMtasya mamAtmani / / alam zabda kA artha hotA hai, ho gayI bAta, pUrNa ho gyii| A gayA pUrNa virAma | di eMDa' / alam kA artha hotA hai, AkhirI bAta A gayI, AtyaMtika / yahAM kahAnI pUrI hotI hai, alam kA artha hotA

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hai| ityalam-di eNdd| AtmA meM vizrAMta hue mujhako aba na to dharma kI kathA meM koI ruci hai na artha kI kathA meM kucha ruci hai, na kAma kI kathA meM kucha ruci hai| jo AdamI kAma kI kathA meM ruci letA hai, vaha batAtA hai ki usakA zarIra abhI kAmAtura hai| jo AdamI dhana kI kathA meM ruci letA hai, vaha batAtA hai ki usakA mana abhI dhanAtura hai| aura jo AdamI dharma kI kathA meM ruci letA hai, usakA mana batAtA ki usake prANa mokSa pAne ke lie, paramAtmA pAne ke lie utsuka haiM, jijJAsu haiN| janaka kahate haiM, maiMne pA liyaa| tumane kahA aura maiMne pA liyaa| tumane pukArA aura maiMne suna liyaa| tumane cunautI dI aura maiM jAga gyaa| ala trivargakathayA.....| artha, kAma, mokSa, dharma ityAdi kI saba kathAeM samApta ho gyiiN| maiM pUrNa huA ala vijJAnakathayA vizrAMtasya mmaatmni| yoga kI kathA bhI aba vyartha hai aura vijJAna kI bhii| vijJAna kA artha hotA hai, bAhara kA yog| yoga kA artha hotA hai, bhItara kA vijnyaan| aba to bAhara- bhItara kA bheda nahIM rahA, isalie saba bAteM vyartha ho gyiiN| aba zabda kA koI prayojana nahIM hai| zabda kA kAma pUrA ho gyaa| eka kATA laga jAtA hai paira meM, tuma dUsare kATe se usa kATe ko nikAla lete| aba to donoM kATe bekAra ho gye| aba tuma donoM ko pheMka dete ho| janaka yaha kaha rahe haiM ki maiMne zabdoM ke bahuta-bahuta kATe janmoM-janmoM meM lagA rakhe the, sadaguru kI kRpA se, tumhAre zabdoM se tumane mere kATe nikAla liye aba to tumhAre zabdoM kI bhI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| aba to bAta hI khatama ho gyii| alm| A gayA aNt| vaha mauje -havAdisa kA thaper3A na rahA kaztI vaha huI garka to ber3A na rahA sAre jhagar3e the jiMdagAnI ke ' anIsa' jaba hama na rahe to kucha bakher3A na rahA alm| hari oma ttst| Aja itanA hii|

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dinAMka 7 pharavarI, 1977; zrI ozo Azrama, pUnA / pahalA prazna : paramAtmA anumAna nahIM, anubhava hai - pravacana - taiharavAM maiM kabhI jIvana ke zikhara para anubhava karatA huuN| aisA lagatA hai ki saba kucha jIvana kA saba rahasya pAyA huA hI hai| lekina phira kinhIM kSaNoM meM bahuta ghanI udAsI aura asahAyatA bhI anubhava karatA hUM - merI vAstavika samasyA kyA hai, yaha merI pakar3a meM nahIM AtA hai| zikhara jaba taka hai, taba taka ghATiyAM bhI hoNgii| zikhara kI AkAMkSA jaba taka hai, taba taka ghATiyoM kA viSAda bhI jhelanA hogaa| sukha ko jisane mAMgA, usane dukha ko bhI sAtha meM hI mAMga liyA / aura sukha jaba AyA to usakI chAyA kI taraha dukha bhI bhItara A gyaa| hama sukha ke nAma to badala lete haiM, lekina sukha se hamArI mukti nahIM ho pAtI| aura jo sukha se mukta nahIM, vaha dukha se mukta nahIM hogA / aSTAvakra kI pUrI upadezanA eka hI bAta kI hai. dvaMdva se mukta ho jaao| jo nidvaMdva huA, vahI phuNcaa| jisa zikhara ko tuma socate ho pahuMca gaye, vaha pahuMcane kI bhrAMti hai| kyoMki pahuMcane kA koI zikhara nahIM hotA pahuMcanA to bar3I samabhUmi hai na UMcAI hai vahA, na nIcAI hai vahA / pahuMcanA to aise hI hai jaise tarAjU tula gayA donoM palar3e ThIka samatula ho gye| bIca kA kATA Thahara gayA / yA jaise ghar3I kA peMDulama bAeM gayA, dAeM gayA, to calatA rhegaa| leki bIca meM ruka gayA, na bAeM, na dAeM, ThIka madhya meM, to ghar3I ruka gyii| jahAM na sukha hai, na dukha, donoM ke bIca meM Thahara gaye, vahIM chuTakArA hai, vahIM mukti hai| anyathA mana naye-naye khela raca letA hai| dhana pAnA, dhyAna pAnA, saMsAra meM saphalatA pAnI, ki dharma meM saphalatA paanii| lekina jaba taka saphalatA kA mana hai aura jaba taka sukha kI khoja hai taba taka tuma dukha pAte hI rhoge| kyoMki hara dina meM rAta sammilita hai| aura phUloM ke sAtha kATe uga Ate haiN| phUla kATo se alaga nahIM aura rAta dina se alaga nahIM / chor3anA ho to donoM chor3anA / eka ko tuma na chor3a paaoge| eka ko hama saba chor3ane kI koziza kara rahe haiN| hamArI saba kI ceSTA yahI hai ki rAta samApta ho jAe, dina hI dina ho| aisA nahIM hogA / saMsAra dvaMdva se banA hai| hI, agara tuma dvaMdva ke bAhara saraka jAo, atikramaNa ho jAe, tuma donoM ke sAkSI ho jaao| aba samajho phrk|

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tuma kahate ho, 'kabhI-kabhI zikhara para hotA huuN|' jaba tuma zikhara para hote ho, kucha zAMti milatI hai, kucha AnaMda milatA, kucha pulaka samAtI, utsava hotA bhItara, taba tama usa utsava ke sAtha tAdAtmya kara lete ho| taba tama socate ho, maiM utsv| taba tuma socate ho, maiM aanNd| basa vahIM cUka ho gyii| sAkSI bane rhii| hone do zikhara, uThane do zikhara, gaurIzaMkara banane do, ur3A UMcAI A jAe, lekina tuma dekhate raho dUra khar3e, jur3a mata jAo, yaha mata kaho ki maiM aanNd| itanA hI kaho, AnaMda ko dekha rahA hUM, AnaMda ho rahA hai, maiM dekhanevAlA, maiM AnaMda nhiiN| phira thor3I dera meM tuma pAoge ki zikhara gayA aura ghATI aayii| dina gayA, rAta aayii| taba bhI jAnate raho ki maiM viSAda nhiiN| dekhatA hUM viSAda hai dukha hai, pIr3A hai, maiM dUra khar3A drssttaamaatr| sukha ko bhI dekho, dukha ko bhI dekho| jaba tuma dekhanevAle ho jAoge to kaisA zikhara, kaisI ghATI! phira kaisI vijaya aura kaisI hAra! nahIM to mana nayI-nayI cAleM calatA hai| nAzAda kise kahate haiM aura zAda kise majabUra kise kahate haiM AjAda kise eka dila hai ki sau bheSa badalatA hai 'phirAka' barabAda kise kahate haiM AbAda kise eka dila hai ki sau bheSa badalatA hai 'phirAka-sva hI mana hai, nayI-nayI bhaMgimAoM meM pragaTa hotA hai| kabhI zikhara para, kabhI ghATI meN| jo zikhara para, vahI ghATI meN| vaha kucha bhinna nahIM hai| tuma jaba zikhara para apane ko anubhava karate ho taba bar3e prabhAvita ho jAte ho ki ahA, pahuMca gaye basa jahAM tumane kahA ahA, pahuMca gaye, vahIM se utAra zurU ho gayA, ginatI zurU ho gyii| kaho hI mata ki ahA, pahuMca gaye to phira tuma kabhI cUka na skoge| pakar3o mata, to kucha chur3AyA na jaaegaa| dUra khar3e taTastha dekhate rho| aba dubArA jaba sukha kI yaha ghar3I Ae aura dhyAna rakhanA, zurU karanA sukha kI ghar3I se| dukha kI ghar3I se zurU mata krnaa| dukha kI ghar3I se to tuma zurU karanA caahoge| tuma kahoge, to phira ThIka, aba jaba ghATI AegI aura viSAda gheregA aura aMdherI rAta pakar3a legI, taba maiM kahUMga maiM drssttaa| maiM dUra khdd'aa| dukha meM to sabhI dUra khar3e honA cAhate haiM, vaha koI bar3I kuzalatA kI bAta nhiiN| dukha meM kauna jur3anA cAhatA hai! dukha meM to tumhArA mana hI tumase kahatA hai ki haTa jaao| nahIM, dukha se zurU mata krnaa| dukha meM to zurU kiyA to koI sAra na hogaa| jaba sukha kI ghar3I Ae aura saba tarapha kamala khila jAeM aura cAMda Upara khilA ho aura saba tarapha rasa hI rasa bahatA ho, taba eka chalAMga lagAkara bAhara ho jAnA-kahanA, maiM sukha nahIM, maiM sirpha draSTA huuN| agara tuma sukha meM jIte, to dukha meM bhI jIta jaaoge| agara tumane dukha se koziza zurU kI, to tuma kabhI na jiitoge| kyoMki dukha se to sahaja hI mana alaga honA cAhatA hai| usameM kucha sAdhanA nahIM hai| usameM kucha jatana nahIM hai| koI guNavattA nahIM hai| kAMTe se kauna nahIM chUTanA cAhatA! kAMTA

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cubha jAtA hai to sabhI kATe ko pheMkanA cAhate haiN| majA to taba hai jaba tuma phUla ko pheMka do| aura jisane phUla ko pheMka diyA, usake jIvana se kAMTe samApta ho jAte haiN| nahIM to tuma ulajhe hI rhoge| jaba ghATI meM rahoge, taba zikhara kI AkAMkSA staaegii| jaba zikhara para rahoge, taba ghATI kA bhaya pakar3egA ki phira AtI hogI ghATI, phira hogI raat| yaha sUraja UgA, yaha dopaharI ho gayI, yaha sAMjha hone lagI, rAta AtI hI hogii| na tuma zikhara para zAMta ho sakate ho, kyoMki zikhara para tumheM yAda AtI hI rahegI ghATI kii| saphala AdamI kahAM AnaMdita ho pAtA hai! irA rahatA hai-aba viphalatA lagI, aba viphalatA lagI, kitanI dera aura saphala raha pAUMgA? irA rahatA hai, kahIM kho to na jaaegaa| aura jisakA bhaya hai ki kho to na jAegA, usakA sukha kaise ho sakatA hai? vaha sukha dhokhA- dhokhA hai| hirsa aura havase-hayAte-phAnI na gayI isa dila se havAe-kAmarAnI na gayI hai saMge-majAra para tirA nAma ravI marakara bhI umIda-e-jidagAnI na gayI nazvara jIvana kI lAlasA nahIM gayI hirsa aura havase-hayAte-phAnI na gayI jo china jAtA hai kSaNa bhara meM, phira hama use mAMgane lagate haiN| kabhI yaha nahIM socate ki jo kSaNa meM china gayA, phira bhI mila jAegA to phira kSaNa meM china jaaegaa| usakA honA hI kSaNabhaMgura hai| hirsa aura havase-hayAte-phAnI na gayI isa dila se havAe-kAmarAnI na gayI aura kitanI hAre tumane uThAyIM, phira bhI vijaya kI AkAMkSA nahIM jaatii| vijaya kI utkaMThA mana ko pakar3e hI hue hai| phira jIta leN| na jIta pAe saMsAra meM, to paramAtmA ke jagata meM jIta leN| nahIM banA pAe yahAM svarga, to vahA svarga mila jaae| dhana nahIM kA, puNya jur3A leN| dhana nahIM jur3A, dhyAna jur3A leN| magara jIta kara dikhalA deN| isa dila se havAe-kAmarAnI na gayI yaha utkaMThA vijaya kI, yaha marate dama taka nahIM chor3atI hai| hai saMge-majAra para terA nAma ravI aba to kaba para nAma bhI likha gyaa| kaba meM daba gye| marakara bhI umIda-e-jidagAnI na gayI lekina kaba meM dabe -dabe bhI tuma phira jiMdagI kI ummIda karate rahoge, phira mile jIvana, phira ho jnm| mare to jIvana kI AkAMkSA, aura jIe tuma kaba ThIka se| jIe to mauta kA Dara to pakar3e hI rhaa| kadama-kadama para mauta ghabaDAtI rahI ki aba hogI, ki taba hogii| ki jarUra honevAlI hai, yaha

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Aja eka mara gayA, kala dUsarA mara gayA, kyU meM khar3e haiM, kyU choTA hotA jAtA, hama Age sarakate jAte, roja mauta karIba AtI jaatii| jiMdA haiM, to marane kA bhy| mara gaye, to phira jIvana kI aakaaNkssaa| aisA yaha dvaMdva kA cakkara hai| isako isa deza ke logoM ne saMsAra-cakra kahA hai| saMsAra-cakra kA artha hai, jo hai usase viparIta pakar3e rahatA hai| tuma jo hai use dekhane lago, to dhIre - dhIre vaha bhI chUTegA, viparIta bhI chUTa jAtA hai| _aba dubArA jaba tumheM sukha kA kSaNa Ae, himmata karanA-bar3I himmata kI jarUrata hai| sukha ke kSaNa meM jAgane ke lie bar3I himmata kI jarUrata hai| kyoMki sukha ke kSaNa meM to AdamI sonA cAhatA hai| sukha ke kSaNa meM to socatA hai, bamuzkila se to sukha milA aura aba yahAM sAkSI banakara aura naSTa karanA! kisI taraha milA, bhoga lo| purAnI Adata, purAnA saMskAra tAdAtmya kara lene kA phira tumheM pakar3egA, himmata rkhnaa| rakkhA hai kisI kI Asa rahane hI meM kyA rakkhA hai kisI ke pAsa rahane hI meM kyA Adata-sI par3a gayI hai zAyada varanA rakkhA hai 'phirAka' udAsa rahane hI meM kyA eka Adata, eka saMskAra, anyathA rakkhA kyA hai udAsa rahane meM! aura rakkhA kyA hai praphulla hone meM! na udAsI meM kucha hai, na praphullatA meM kucha hai| donoM hI sthiti meM tama apane ko aura donoM hI sthiti meM tuma rikta hote, cukte| hara ghar3I, cAhe sukha ho cAhe dukha, eka hI cIja pAne yogya hai aura vaha hai saakssiibhaav| jAgo aura dekho| jor3o mata apane ko| agara tumane bAhara kI cIjoM se apane ko na jor3A, to tuma bhItara ke jagata meM jur3a jAoge, usI kA nAma yoga hai| bAhara se jor3A, bhItara se TUTa jAoge, usI kA nAma viraha hai| apane se TUTa gaye, viraha; apane se jur3a gaye, yog| dUsarA prazna : paramAtmA kI paribhASA kyA hai? paramAtmA kI pratimA kaisI hai? paribhASA jisakI ho sake, vaha paramAtmA nhiiN| ise tuma paramAtmA kI paribhASA smjho| jisakI paribhASA ho sake, Dephinizana ho sake, vaha paramAtmA nhiiN| kyoMki paribhASA kA artha hI hotA hai, jisake cAroM tarapha hamane rekhA khIMca dii| to paribhASA sImita kI ho sakatI hai, paribhASA asIma kI nahIM ho sktii| to jo bhI hama kaheMge, choTA hogaa| jo bhI hama kaheMge, jhUTha hogaa| isalie lAotsu ne kahA hai, satya ke saMbaMdha meM kucha kahA ki satya asatya ho jAtA hai| kahate

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se hI asatya ho jAtA hai| kyoMki zabda bar3e sImita haiM, satya bar3A virATa hai| jaise muTThI meM koI AkAza bAMdhane ko khe| muTThI meM bhI AkAza ho sakatA hai, muTThI agara khulI ho| muTThI agara baMda ho to AkAza kho jAtA hai| paribhASA to baMda muTThI hai| isalie paribhASA to nahIM ho sakatI, izAre ho sakate haiN| izArA khulI muTThI hai| kucha baMdhA huA nahIM hai sirpha izArA hai| iMgita ho sakate haiM, paribhASA nahIM ho sktii| aura paramAtmA kI pratimA pUchate ho kaisI hai? saba pratimAeM usakI haiN| jo bhI tumane dekhA hai, usI kI pratimA hai| usake atirikta koI aura hai nhiiN| anaMta- anaMta usakI pratimAeM haiN| phira bhI kisI pratimA meM vaha cuka nahIM gayA hai| saba rUpa usake haiN| aura saba rUpa usake isIlie ho sakate haiM ki vaha svayaM arUpa hai| arUpa ke hI saba rUpa ho sakate haiN| kitanI lahareM sAgara meM uThatI haiN| sabhI lahareM sAgara kI haiN| choTI lahara, bar3I lahara, jhAgavAlI lahara, gairajhAgavAlI lahara, pracaMDa tUphAna kI taraha AtI huI lahara ki DubA de naukAoM ko sabhI lahareM usakI haiM, sabhI rUpa usake haiM, eka hI sAgara ke / lekina sAgara arUpa hai| jisane pUchA hai, vaha bhI paramAtmA kA eka rUpa hai, vaha bhI eka pratimA hai| jaba tuma darpaNa ke sAmane subaha khar3e hokara darpaNa dekhate ho, to jisako tuma dekhate ho vaha bhI paramAtmA hai| maMdira meM rakhI grataiyAM hI paramAtmA nahIM haiM, rAha ke kinAre anagar3ha jo patthara par3e haiM, ve bhI paramAtmA haiN| kyoMki paramAtmA ke sivA kucha aura hai nhiiN| paramAtmA zabda kA eka hI artha hotA hai, astitv| paramAtmA zabda ke kAraNa dhokhe meM mata par3a jAnA, isakA matalaba vyakti nahIM hotaa| isakA matalaba hotA hai, yaha jo virATa UrjA hai jagata kI, yaha jo astitvavAna UrjA hai, yahI / socatA hUM jaba kabhI saMsAra yaha AyA kahAM se cakita merI buddhi kucha bhI na kaha pAtI aura taba kahatA hRdaya anumAna to hotA yahI hai ghaTa agara hai to kahIM ghaTakAra bhI hogA lekina jisane bhI yaha paMktiyAM likhIM use paramAtmA kA koI patA nahIM hai| paramAtmA kA anumAna nahIM hotA, paramAtmA koI inaphareMsa nahIM hai| adhikatara tumane yahI bAteM sunI hoMgI ye bAteM bacakAnI haiN| loga kahate haiM aura taba kahatA hRdaya anumAna to hotA yahI hai ghaTa agara hai to kahIM ghaTakAra bhI hogA agara ghar3A hai, to ghar3e ko banAnevAlA bhI koI hogaa| lekina taba to bar3I jhaMjhaTa khar3I hogii| phira ghaTakAra hai, to ghaTakAra ko banAnevAlA kauna hogA! yaha bAta kucha jyAdA dUra na jaaegii| dUra jAtI nahIM / anumAna se paramAtmA kA koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| anubhava se anumAna to saba kalpita hai| anumA to hamArI majabUrI hai, kyoMki hameM lagatA hai, itanA bar3A virATa hai to koI calAnevAlA hogA! magara yaha hamArI buddhi kA anumAna hai| aura buddhi kA anumAna kyA! kyA khabara lAegA paramAtmA kii| yaha

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to aisA hai jaise koI cammaca se sAgara ko ulIcane calA / paramAtmA anumAna nahIM hai, tarka nahIM hai, siddhAta nahIM hai, anubhava hai| anubhava kA artha hotA hai, jo apane ko pighalAkA / aura taba aisA patA nahIM calegA ki ghaTa hai to ghaTakAra bhI hogA, taba to tuma jAnoge ki ghaTa aura ghaTakAra do nahIM haiM, eka hI haiN| paramAtmA aura usakI kRti do nahIM haiM / sraSTA aura sRSTi do nahIM haiM / ' tumhAre mana meM paramAtmA ke saMbaMdha meM jo dhAraNA banA dI gayI hai vaha aisI hai ki dUra kahIM AkAza meM koI baiThA svarga ke siMhAsana pr| isalie tuma pAsa nahIM dekhate, tuma dUra dekhate ho| tuma ina pAsa khar3e vRkSoM meM nahIM dekhate, caTTAnoM meM nahIM dekhate, tuma dUra khojate ho cAMda-tAroM ke pAra / aura paramAtmA pAsa hai| pAsa se bhI pAsa hai| tuma apanI patnI meM nahIM dekhate, tuma apane pati meM nahIM dekhate, na apane beTe meM dekhate ho| tuma dekhate ho rAma meM, kRSNa meM, buddha meM, mahAvIra meM - bar3e duur| veda meM, kurAna meM, gItA meM, bAibila meN| tuma apane hastAkSaroM meM nahIM dekhte| tumhArI patnI ne tumheM jo prema-patra likhA hai usameM nahIM dekhate, veda meN| tumhAre beTe ne tutalAkara tumase jo kahA hai usameM nahIM, kRSNa ke vacanoM meN| tuma dUra dekhate ho, isalie cUkate ho| aura paramAtmA pAsa hai| paramAtmA tumhAre beTe meM tutalA rahA hai| tumhAre beTe meM calane kI koziza kara rahA hai| vRkSoM meM harA hai, pakSiyoM meM gunagunA rahA hai| havA ke jhoMkoM meM adRzya hai| jo tumhAre cAroM tarapha ghirA huA hai vaha paramAtmA ke atirikta aura koI bhI nahIM hai| tuma kahIM bhI jhuko, usI ke caraNoM para tumhAre hAtha par3ate haiN| tuma kahIM bhI AMkha uThAo, usI kA darzana / isalie tuma isa taraha mata pUcho, anyathA tumhArI jiMdagI aise hI gujara jAegI| kahIM prazna meM bhUla hai| aphasosa hamArI umra rote gujarI nita dila se gubAre - gama hI dhote gujarI dekhA na kabhI khvAba meM apanA yUsupha hara caMda tamAma umra sote gujarI agara tumane pAsa nahIM dekhA to tuma sote-sote hI jiMdagI gujAra doge, yUsupha tumheM dikhAyI na par3egA, vaha pyArA tumheM dikhAyI na pdd'egaa| vaha pyArA tumheM chU rahA hai| jaba tuma zvAsa bhItara lete ho taba vahI pyArA tumhAre bhItara gyaa| jaba tumane pAnI pIyA to vahI pyArA tumhAre kaMTha meM gyaa| aura tumhAre kaMTha meM jo tRpti kA bhAva jagA, vaha bhI usI pyAre ke kaMTha meM jaga rahA hai| usake atirikta koI bhI nahIM hai| paribhASA mata pUcho, izAre puucho| aisA mata kaho ki maiM batA dUM kahAM hai paramAtmA, kyA hai usakI pratimA? masjida meM hai ki maMdira meM ki gurudvAre meM? saba jagaha hai| aura jisane dekhane kI koziza kI eka hI jagaha, vaha cUka gyaa| jisane kahA maMdira meM hI hai, vaha AdamI naastik| jisane kahA masjida meM hI hai, vaha AdamI nAstika / aura jisane kahA carca meM hI hai, vaha AdamI naastik| jisane kahA jIsasa ke sivAya kisI meM nahIM, vaha AdamI nAstika | aura

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jisane kahA kRSNa ke sivAya kisI meM nahIM, vaha AdamI bhI naastik| jisane bhI paramAtmA ko sImA dI, vaha paramAtmA kA dushmn| jisane paramAtmA ko mukti dI... tuma mukta honA cAhate ho, kama se kama paramAtmA ko to mukta kro| tuma to mukta ho hI nahIM, paramAtmA taka ko baMdhanoM meM DAlA hai| jAnA jAtA hai paramAtmA nikaTa meM aura nikaTa ko pahacAnane kA mArga prema hai| anumAna nahIM, tarka nhiiN| jaba tumhArA hRdaya gIta gunagunAtA hai jaba tumhArA hRdaya gadagada hotA hai prema ke bhAva meM, taba tuma paramAtmA kA anubhava karate ho| paramAtmA anumAna nahIM, prema kI pratIti hai| Tera rahI priyA tuma kahAM? kisakI yaha chAha aura kisake ye gIta re sihara rahA jiyA tuma kahAM? kisake ye kAMTe haiM kisake ye pAta re bihara rahA hiyA - tuma kahA guma birama gaye piyA tuma kahAM? jaba tuma premI kI taraha pukaaroge| paribhASA, paramAtmA kI ! paribhASAeM gaNita meM hotI haiN| yUklir3a se pUcho to jyAmitI kI saba paribhASAeM batA detA hai| paribhASAeM AdamI kI banAyI huI haiN| tumhAre bhItara kucha aisA hai jo tumhArA banAyA huA nahIM usase hI paramAtmA ko khojo| tumhAre bhItara prema hai jo tumhArA banAyA huA nahIM tumane eka bAta dekhI? AdamI saba banA le, prema nahIM banA paataa| maMdira banA lo, masjida banA lo, bar3e maMdira banAo, bar3I masjida banAo, lekina agara koI tumase kahe ki prema banAo, to tuma kahate ho, bar3I muzkila, ho to ho, nahIM ho to nahIM ho / lAkha koI kahe ki isI AdamI se prema karo, tuma kahoge, magara kareM kaise! ho to ho, na ho to na ho / hotA hai to hotA hai, nahIM hotA to nahIM hotA / AdamI ke hAtha meM kahAM? karo, to paramAtmA taka pahuMca jAoge| jo AdamI ke hAtha meM nahIM hai, usI para savArI maMdira tumane banA liye, vaha AdamI ke hAtha meM hai| suMdara maMdira banA liye| pratimAeM tumane banA lIM, vaha AdamI ke hAtha meM haiN| suMdara pratimAeM banA liiN| lekina jo bhI AdamI ke dvArA nirmita hai usase paramAtmA kI koI pahacAna na ho skegii| tuma apane bhItara usako khojo jo tumhAre banAne meM nahIM aataa| usI sUtra ko pkdd'o|

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dekho, tarka sikhAyA jA sakatA hai, prema sikhAyA nahIM jA sktaa| tarka ke skUla haiM, kAleja haiM, vizvavidyAlaya haiM, tuma jAkara tarka par3ha sakate ho| tarka na AtA ho to abhyAsa kara sakate ho| lekina prema kA koI vidayAlaya nahIM hai, koI vidayApITha nahIM hai| prema ko koI sikhA nahIM sktaa| ___eka AdamI ne rAmAnuja se jAkara kahA ki mujhe paramAtmA kA mArga batA deN| basa mere jIvana meM eka hI cIja pAne kI hai, vaha paramAtmA pAnA hai, saba kucha dAva para lagAne ko taiyAra huuN| rAmAnuja ne kahA, mere bhAI, eka bAta pUchatA hUM tumane kabhI kisI ko prema kiyA usa AdamI ne kahA, isa jhaMjhaTa meM maiM kabhI par3A hI nahIM, maiM dhArmika AdamI hUM, maiM bacapana se hI dhArmika huuN| mujhe pahale hI se paramAtmA ko pAnA hai| prema ityAdi ke cakkara meM maiM par3A nhiiN| rAmAnuja bahuta udAsa ho gaye aura rAmAnuja ne kahA ki phira bhI tuma khojo, zAyada kisI mitra se kiyA ho| kisI se to kiyA hogA! mAM se kiyA ho, pitA se kiyA ho, bhAI-bahana se kiyA ho, kabhI tumhAre jIvana meM prema kI pulaka uThI ki nahIM? vaha AdamI bar3A nArAja ho gyaa| usane kahA, maiM paramAtmA kI pUchatA hUM, tuma prema kI bAteM uThAte ho| maiM paramAtmA kA khojI hUM, prema se kyA lenA-denA! prema kA cakkara hI to paramAtmA taka nahIM jAne detaa| to rAmAnuja kI AMkhoM meM, kahate haiM, AMsU A gye| aura unhoMne kahA, phira maiM tumhArA kucha bhI sahayoga na kara paauuNgaa| phira maiM asamartha huuN| vaha AdamI kahane lagA, lekina tumhArI asamarthatA kyA hai? itane tumhAre ziSya haiM, itane loga tumhAre davArA prabhu kI tarapha jA rahe haiM, mujhe hI kyoM tuma chor3ate ho? mujhameM aisI kauna-sI apAtratA hai| maiM brahmacarya kA pAlana kiyA hUM sAtvika bhojana karatA hUM, kisI taraha kI sAsArika jhaMjhaTa meM nahIM par3A hUM tuma mujhe chor3a kyoM rahe ho merI apAtratA kahAM hai, btaao| rAmAnuja ne kahA, tumane saba kiyA hogA, usase pAtratA nahIM banatI, vaha tumhArA kiyA huA hai| sirpha eka cIja se pAtratA banatI hai, prem| aura tuma kahate ho tumane prema jAnA hI nahIM, aba jisane prema nahIM jAnA usako maiM mArga kaise batAUM? kyoMki prema hI mArga hai| tumane thor3A-sA jAnA hotA, to rAstA khulatA thaa| cAhe kisI ke, strI ke prema meM par3a gaye hote, koI harjA nahIM, hai to bhanaka usI bar3e prema kii| chudra meM uThI hai, lekina hai to virATa kI hii| jaba tuma kisI strI ko saca meM hI prema karate ho, to strI strI nahIM raha jaatii| usake bhItara kucha divyatA kA AvirbhAva ho jAtA hai| jaba tuma kisI puruSa ko prema karate ho to vaha puruSa puruSottama ho jAtA hai| kama se kama tumhAre prema ke kSaNoM meM to puruSottama ho jAtA hai| una kSaNoM meM to tuma use sAdhAraNa vyakti nahIM mAnate, vaha asAdhAraNa ho jAtA hai| dediipymaan| usake bhItara eka prabhA pragaTa ho jAtI hai| mAnA ki yaha paramAtmA ko pAne kA baDe dUra kA rAstA huA, lekina basa yahI rAstA hai| yaha prema abhI prArthanA nahIM hai, lekina saMbhAvanA hai| hIrA ho to nikhArA jA sakatA hai, sakatA hai| hIrA ho hI nahIM to kyA tarAziegA? kyA nikhAriegA? sonA ho, kitanA hI miTTI meM dabA ho, kitanA hI kUr3e -karakaTa se milA ho, zuddha kiyA jA sakatA hai| jaba tumhArA azuddha prema zuddha ho jAtA hai to prArthanA bana jAtA hai| prArthanA meM hI paribhASA hai|

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tere jamAla kI tasvIra khIMca dUM lekina jabAM meM AMkha nahIM AMkha me jabA~ nahIM hotA hai rAje-izka,- o - muhabbata inhIM se phAza AMkheM jabAM nahIM haiM magara bejabA nahIM samajho - tere jamAla kI tasvIra khIMca dUM lekina jabAM meM AMkha nahIM AMkha meM jabAM nahIM terI pratimA to banA dUM ra terI AkRti to nirmita kara dUM ra terI paribhASA to kara dUM ra lekina virATa hai terA yaha ruup| AMkha se dekha letA hUM, jabAna se kahanA cAhatA hUM, basa muzkila ho jAtI hai-AMkha meM jabAna nhiiN| AMkha se dekha letA hUM tujhe lekina AMkha ke pAsa kahane kI jabAna nahIM hai| jabAna se kahanA cAhatA hUM - jabAM meM AMkha nahI - aura jabAna ne dekhA nahIM hai| AMkha ne dekhA hai aura jabAna kahanA cAhatI hai, muzkila ho jAtI hai| kaise kahUM? isalie tuma mujhase pUchate ho paribhASA ? maiM kahatA hUM, merI AMkha meM dekha lenaa| AMkha ne dekhA hai use, jabAna ne use dekhA nhiiN| jabAna kaha sakatI hai, lekina jo bhI kahegI vaha anumAna hogaa| hotA hai rAje - izka- o - muhabbata inhIM se phAza AMkha ke dvArA hI prema ke rahasya kA pardA uThatA hai| agara tumheM premI ko pahacAnanA hai, jarA usakI AMkha meM jhAMkanA / usakI AMkha meM tumheM eka khumAra milegA| usakI AMkha meM eka mastI milegii| usa mastI se hI tumheM usake prema kA darzana hogaa| hotA hai rAje - izka - o - muhabbata inhIM se phAza AMkheM jabAM nahIM haiM magara bejabAM nahIM bar3I madhura bAta hai| AMkhoM ke pAsa jabAna to nahIM hai, yaha bAta saca hai, lekina yaha kahanA bhI ThIka nahIM ki AMkheM bejabAM haiN| agara koI dekhanevAlA ho to AMkhoM se saMdeza mila jAtA hai| paribhASA zAbdika hogii| kitanI to paribhASAeM kI gayI haiM paramAtmA kI, tuma unheM kaMThastha kara le sakate ho, para kucha hala na hogaa| jAnA par3e, anubhava meM jAnA pdd'e| aura jisa dina tuma anubhava meM jAnA zurU karoge, usa dina tuma pAoge ki usake atirikta aura koI milatA hI nhiiN| gulazana meM phirUM ki saira saharA dekhUM yA mAdano - koho - dasto - dariyA dekhUM hara jI terI kudarata ke haiM lAkhoM jalye herA hUM ki do AMkhoM se kyA-kyA dekhUM jisa dina thor3A anubhava hogA usa dina tuma pAoge, hara tarapha usI ke hajAroM - hajAra utsava ho haiM hara jAM terI kudarata ke haiM lAkhoM jalve

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hai hUM ki do AMkhoM se kyA-kyA dekhUM taba to hajAra AMkheM bhI hoM to bhI tRpti na hogii| kyoMki paramAtmA itanA virATa hai / saba tarapha usI kA nRtya cala rahA hai| aura tuma pUchate ho, paramAtmA kI paribhASA kyA hai? aura paramAtmA hI hai saba trph| aura tuma pUchate ho, paramAtmA kI pratimA kyA hai? aura usake atirikta aura kisI kI pratimA nahIM hai| eka kA hI khela hai| lekina tumhAre prazna ko maiM smjhaa| tumhArA prazna na to paramAtmA kI paribhASA se saMbaMdhita hai, na paramAtmA kI pratimA se tumhArA prazna asala meM yaha kaha rahA hai ki tumhAre pAsa AMkheM nahIM haiM, tuma aMdhe ho, tumhArI AMkheM baMda haiM, yA tuma soe ho| agara koI AdamI pUchane lage ki sUraja kI paribhASA kyA hai, to kyA samajhoge? aura koI AdamI pUchane lage ki sUraja kahAM hai? aura sUraja nikalA hai cAroM tarapha usakI rozanI barasatI hai! aura koI AdamI dhUpa meM khar3A hai aura pUchane lage ki sUraja kI paribhASA, sUraja kahAM hai, koI mujhe paribhASA de de, to hama kyA samajheMge? hama samajheMge, yA to isa AdamI kI AMkheM baMda haiM, yA aMdhA hai| sUraja anubhava hai, paribhASA to nhiiN| prakAza kI koI paribhASA nahIM hai, jAnA ho to jAnA, nahIM jAnA to nahIM jAnA / to abhI eka bAta jAnanA ki paramAtmA abhI jAnA nahIM hai| aura paribhASAoM ko pakar3akara mata soca lenA ki jAna liyA, yA jAnanA ho gyaa| jAnanA ho to prema meM calanA pdd'e| paribhASA mata pUcho prema kA patA puucho| paribhASA paMDita banA degI aura sadA-sadA ke lie bhaTaka jaaoge| maiM tumase phira-phira kahatA hUM, pApI bhI pahuMca jAte haiM lekina paMDita nahIM pahuMcate isase saMbaMdhita eka prazna aura hai Apa prema ko prArthanA kahate haiM, prema ko hI paramAtmA kahate haiM, kyoM? aisA hai, islie| kyoM kA savAla nhiiN| aisA hai| sacAI hai| tumhAre jIvana meM jo thoDI-bahuta sugaMdha kabhI prema kI uThI ho, to jAnanA vahIM se dvAra maMdira kA khulegaa| usa daravAje ko baMda mata kara denA, tumhAre sAdhu - saMta cAhe tumase kucha bhI kheN| usa daravAje ko baMda kara diyA to tuma phira bhttkoge| bhaTakate rahoge / aura tumheM paramAtmA kI koI khabara na milegii| paramAtmA kI jo pahalI pulaka hai, usakA nAma hI prema hai| paramAtmA kA jo pahalA anubhava hai - paramAtmA zabda bhI usa anubhava meM nahIM AtA - usI kA nAma prema hai| phira prema hI pavitra hokara prArthanA banatA hai, phira prArthanA pavitra hokara paramAtmA bana jAtI hai| ye prema ke hI caraNa haiN| yaha prema kI hI sIDI hai| kAma isa sIr3hI kA sabase nIce kA sopAna hai aura rAma isa sIDI kA sabase Upara kA sopAna hai| magara sIDI eka hai - kAma se rAma / kAma usI kA hai- dhUla dhUsarita / rAma bhI vahI hai - saba dhUla poMcha dI gayI, jhAr3a dI gayI - svaccha, tAjA / dhara liye pyAse adhara para Aha ke sAgara pyAsa pUrI isa marusthala kI nahIM hotI pIliyA isa umra ne vaha prema - gaMgAjala

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aba ise icchA kisI jala kI' nahIM hotI tuma jo prema ke mArga se khoja rahe ho, vaha paramAtmA ko hI khoja rahe ho, nAma tumane kucha bhI diyA ho| isIlie to sAdhAraNata: prema tapta nahIM karatA, aura atapta kara jAtA hai| kauna pati kisa patnI se tRpta huA hai! yA kauna patnI kisa pati se tRpta huI hai! yA kauna mAM kisa beTe se tRpta huI hai! kauna mitra kisa mitra se tRpta hai! kAraNa puucho| kyA kAraNa hai? saMsAra meM sabhI loga prema karate haiM aura atRpti kA hI anubhava hotA hai| kahIM tRpti nahIM hotii| kyoMki prema kI jo khoja hai, vaha paramAtmA se hI tRpta ho sakatI hai| tumane kisI ko prema kiyA, prema karate hI tumhArI jo AkAMkSA hotI hai gahare meM vaha yaha hotI hai ki yaha vyakti paramAtmA jaisA ho| vaha siddha nahIM hotA paramAtmA jaisA, isalie atRpti raha jAtI hai| besvAda ho jAtA hai mana, tikta ho jAtA hai| tuma jaba kisI vyakti ko prema karate ho to tumane dekhA ki tumhArI AkAMkSA hotI hai, isase suMdara aura koI na ho, isase zreSTha koI aura na ho, isase satyatara koI aura na ho| tumane paramAtmA kI mAMga kara lii| tumane satyam zivam sauMdaryam ko mAMga liyaa| aura nizcita hI koI vyakti isa kasauTI para kharA nahIM utaratA, to dhIre - dhIre premI hatAza ho jAtA hai| vaha kahatA hai ki nahIM, galata jagaha mAMga liyaa| amRta pIne gaye the aura jo pIA to patA calatA hai ki amRta to kucha bhI nahIM hai, jahara siddha hotA hai| phira mana ucATa ho jAtA hai| phira bhAgA- bhAgA, phira kahIM aura, kisI aura jagaha, kisI aura prema meM par3a jAe, vahAM khoja leM-aisA janmoM-janmoM taka mana kA pakSI ur3atA hai| naye -naye sthAnoM para baiThatA hai| eka sUphI phakIra ko eka samrATa milane aayaa| samrATa bahuta dina se utsukathA milane ko isa phakIra se| aura kaI bAra saMdezA bhI bhejA thA ki tuma aao| lekina phakIra kahatA hai ki milane ko agara tuma utsuka ho to tumhI Ao mere Ane se cUka ho jaaegii| Ane ko maiM A sakatA hUM lekina sAra na hogaa| kyoMki jijJAsu jaba AtA hai to usake Ane meM hI jijJAsA saghana hotI hai, pragaTa hotI hai| tuma itanA to mUlya cukAo to aMtataH samrATa ko AnA pdd'aa| vaha jaba AyA to phakIra kI jhopaDI para phakIra nahIM thA, usakI patnI thii| usane kahA, Apa baiTheM, Apa virAje, maiM unheM bulA lAtI hUM, ve pIche kheta para kAma karane gaye haiN| to samrATa ne kahA ki ThIka hai, tuma bulA lAo: samrATa vahIM Tahalane lgaa| usakI patnI ne phira kahA ki Apa Ae, hamAre dhanyabhAga! para baiThe to| usane eka phaTI-purAnI darI bichA dI ki Apa virAje! lekina samrATa ne kahA ki maiM TahalUMgA, tU bulA lA pati ko ____ vaha bar3I dukhI hokara pati ke pAsa gayI, usane pati ko rAste para kahA ki samrATa kucha ajIba hai ra maiMne bAra-bAra kahA ki baiThe, virAje, darI bhI bichA dI, magara vaha baiThatA nhiiN| phakIra haMsane lgaa| usane kahA ki vaha darI usake baiThane yogya nhiiN| usake baiThane yogya jagaha hogI tabhI baitthegaa| tumane bahuta jagaha mana ke paMchI ko biThAne kI koziza kI vaha baiTha nahIM paayaa| prema kA pakSI

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bahuta sthAnoM para baiThA, baiTha nahIM pAyA, uTha uTha AtA hai| usake yogya jagaha nahIM miltii| usake yogya jagaha to paramAtmA hI hai| jaba bhI tuma prema meM par3e tuma paramAtmA ke hI prema meM par3e lekina zAyada tumane jyAdA kI mAMga kara lI bahuta thor3e se aba kisI strI se yA kisI puruSa se tuma parama sauMdarya kI mAMga karo to bhUla ho jaaegii| yA parama satya kI, yA parama zreyasa kii| parama kI mAMga to paramAtmA se hI ho sakatI hai| tumane idhara-udhara mAga kI to mAMga pUrI na hogI to tuma atRpta ho jaaoge| to besvAda ho jAegA mana, kaDuvA ho jAegA, tikta ho jaaegaa| phira tuma premapAtra badalate rhoge| hama isIlie to kabhI prema meM tRpta nahIM ho paate| prema tRpta hotA hai| prema bhI baiThatA hai siMhAsana para para apane siMhAsana para / dhara liye pyAse adhara para Aha ke sAgara sAgara bhI tuma pI jAo - pyAsa lagI ho aura AdamI sAgara meM ho, to jala jaisA hI to lagatA hai sAgara kA jala, lekina usake pIne se pyAsa bujhatI nahIM, pyAsa bar3hatI hai| bhUlakara sAgara kA pAnI mata pI lenaa| sAgara kA pAnI pIne se pyAsa bujhatI nahIM, bar3hatI hai| aura sAgara ke pAnI ke binA A jiMdA raha sakatA hai, sAgara kA pAnI pIA to maregA, nizcita mauta ho jAegI / aura sAgara kA pAnI pAnI jaisA lagatA hai| sirpha dikhAyI par3atA hai pAnI jaisA, pAnI nahIM hai| sAgara kA pAnI bhI pAnI na sakatA hai lekina bahuta taraha kI zuddhiyoM se gujaregA tabA abhI jaisA hai, abhI to bahuta khataranAka hai| dhara liye pyAse adhara para Aha ke sAgara pyAsa pUrI isa marusthala kI nahIM hotI pIliyA isa umra ne vaha prema - gaMgAjala aba ise icchA kisI jala kI nahIM hotI aura eka bAra tumheM prema kA vAstavika artha samajha meM A jAe, anubhava meM A jAe, eka bAra prArthanA kA svAda A jAe pIliyA isa umra ne vaha prema - gaMgAjala phira tumheM kisI aura pAnI kI jarUrata na raha jaaegii| jIsasa ke jIvana meM ullekha hai, ve eka kueM ke pAsa gye| thake -mAMde haiM, rAha se yAtrA karake A rahe haiM, dUra se yAtrA karake A rahe haiN| kueM para pAnI bharatI eka strI ko unhoMne kahA ki mujhe pAnI pilA de| lekina usa strI ne kahA ki maiM thor3I ochI jAti kI hUM, zAyada Apa pIche pachatAeM ki merA pAnI pI liyaa| jIsasa ne kahA, tU phikara chor3a, tU mujhe pAnI pilA de| aura phira maiM tujhe aisA pAnI pilA sakatA hUM - merA pAnI - ki terI pyAsa sadA-sadA ke lie bujha jaae| tere pAnI se to kSaNa bhara ko merI pyAsa bujhegI, lekina mere pAnI se terI pyAsa sadA ko bujha sakatI hai| jIsasa jisa pAnI kI bAta kara rahe haiM usI ko maiM prema kahatA huuN| prANa kA yaha dIpa jalane ke lie hai pyAra se aMtara pighalane ke lie hai

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bana akiMcana pAMvar3e palakeM bichAe kAna apanA dhyAna AhaTa para lagAe pulakamaya hara aMga hone ko samarpaNa Apa manabhAvana karo pAvana vacana-mana jaise hI tuma thor3e-se prema kI sIr3hiyAM utare, prema kA pATha par3he, DhAI Akhara prema kA par3he, thor3e se prema meM rasalIna hue, thor3e-thor3e prArthanApUrNa kadamoM se astitva kI tarapha bar3he, thor3e prArthanApUrNa hRdaya se astitva ke maMdira kI sAMkala khaTakhaTAyI, to tuma pAoge ki aba taka tumane jo nahIM pAyA thA aura bahuta dvAra khaTakhaTAe the vaha milane lgaa| yaha saMsAra prema ko sIkhane kA hI eka vidayAlaya hai| yahAM tuma aura kucha bhI sIkha lo, kAma na aaegaa| agara tumane prema sIkha liyA to bs| prema se merA kyA artha hai? prema ke tIna rUpa samajhane caahie| eka to prema kA rUpa hai, kaam| kAma prema kA nimnatama rUpa hai| deha se deha kI aakaaNkssaa| zarIra se zarIra kA miln| hai to milana, magara atyaMta sthUla kA sthUla se| padArtha kA padArtha se| isameM koI bahuta virATa nahIM ghaTa sakatA| phira prema kA dUsarA rUpa hai, jise hama prema kahate haiN| mana se mana kA miln| Upara thor3A huA| vicAra kI taraMgoM kA jisase mela khA jaae| tumhArI anubhUti aura jisakI anubhUti sAtha-sAtha, saMga-saMga calane lge| do vyaktiyoM kA hRdaya sAtha-sAtha dhar3akane lge| deheM do hoM, hRdaya eka ho jAe, to prem| vaha bhI abhI aMtima rUpa nahIM hai| aMtima rUpa ko maiM nAma detA praarthnaa| vaha hai AtmA kA AtmA se miln| zarIra se zarIra-kAma, mana se mana-prema, AtmA se aatmaa-praarthnaa| ___kAma ke tala para zoSaNa cltaa| tuma dUsare kA zoSaNa karate, dUsarA tumhArA zoSaNa karatA hai| kAma ke tala para tuma dUsare kA upayoga sAdhana kI taraha krte| prema ke tala para tuma dUsare ke lie sAdhana bana jaate| kAma ke tala para tuma dUsare kA upayoga sAdhana kI taraha karate ho| pati patnI kA upayoga kara rahA hai eka sAdhana kI trh| beTA bApa kA upayoga kara rahA hai eka sAdhana kI trh| tumhAre hita meM hai, isalie tuma prema karate ho| prema jaise rizvata hai, zoSaNa kI vyavasthA hai| mana ke tala para tuma sAdhana bana jaate| tuma jisase prema karate, ma usake lie sAdhana bana jAte, vaha sAdhya bana jaataa| AtmA ke tala para na tuma sAdhana raha jAte, na dUsarA sAdhana raha jaataa| dUrI hI miTa jAtI, kauna sAdhana, kauna sAdhya! nizcita rUpa se eka ho jaate| aisA samajho ki do dIyoM ko hama karIba rakha deM, to kaam| donoM dIyoM ke tela ko milA deM, to prem| aura donoM dIyoM kI jyoti, prakAza eka-dUsare meM lIna ho jAe, to praarthnaa| do dIyA ko kitanA hI pAsa rakho, dUrI rhegii| saTAkara rakha do phira bhI dUrI rhegii| usase ekAtma nahIM ho sktaa| lekina tumane dekhA, do dIyoM kA prakAza TakarAtA bhI nahIM- agara tuma eka kamare meM do dIye jalA do, to khaTarapaTara bhI nahIM hotii| tuma do dIyoM kA tela eka-dUsare meM milAoge to thor3I AvAja hogI, thor3A zoragula mcegaa| lekina do dIyoM kA prakAza jaba eka-dUsare meM lIna ho jAtA hai to kucha patA nahIM cltaa|

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dIye do hoMge lekina unakI rozanI to bilakula eka ho jAtI hai| bilakula eka ho jAtI hai| maiMne sunA hai, eka samrATa ke tIna beTe the aura vaha cAhatA thA ki apane kisI beTe ko cuna le jo usake rAjya kA mAlika ho| samrATa kA ho gayA thaa| to usane phakIra se salAha lii| phakIra ne kahA, inako hajAra-hajAra rupaye de do.. ..tInoM beToM ke tIna mahala the....usane kahA, yaha hajAra-hajAra rupaye lo aura isa taraha se kucha cIja kharIdo ki tumhArA pUrA mahala bhara jAe magara hajAra rupaye se jyAdA kharca nahIM krnaa| isase tumhArI kuzalatA kA patA calegA 1 jo jIta jAegA, vahI isa rAjya kA mAlika hogaa| pahale beTe ne bahuta socA ki hajAra rupaye meM itanA bar3A mahala sivAya kUr3A-karakaTa ke aura to kucha mila hI nahIM sktaa| hajAra rupayA to Dhone meM hI laga jAegA kUr3A-karakaTa jaba pUrA mahala bharanA hai| to vaha to gayA, to usane jAkara jahAM mmunisipalaTI kacarA pheMkatI hogI gAMva bhara kA, vahAM se saba bailagAr3iyoM meM bharavA- bharavA kara mahala meM pUrA kacarA bhara diyaa| kyoMki isase aura to sastI koI cIja ho nahIM sakatI thI-muphta thA-sirpha Dhone kA kharca thaa| Dhone meM hI hajAra rupaye kharca ho gye| mahala bhara diyA usne| bhayaMkara badabU uThane lgii| rAha se logoM ne calanA baMda kara diyaa| usake mahala ke AsapAsa loga na jaate| vaha bhI apane bApa se prArthanA karane lagA ki aba jaldI hI vaha parIkSA ho jAe, kyoMki maiM bhI marA jA rahA huuN| tumane kahAM kA upadrava karavA diyA hai! dUsare beTe na bahuta socaa| usane kahA ki kUr3A-karakaTa se ghara ko bharanA to apAtratA kA lakSaNa hogaa| to kyA karanA? kaise ghara ko bhreN| ghara to bharanA cAhie phUloM se, kUr3e se to nhiiN| to usane phUla khriide| lekina hajAra meM kitane kharIda sakatA thA! mahala bar3A thaa| bharane kI to bAta dUra rahI, aise chiTakA diye sAre mahala meM phuul| tIsare beTe ne kucha bhI upAya na kiyaa| jisa dina bApa AyA taba taka usane kucha bhI na kiyA thaa| aura gAMva bhara meM ciMtA phailane lagI ki yaha tIsarA beTA hAra jAegA, kucha kara kyoM nahIM rahA hai? baiThA kyoM hai? tIsare dina usane to dIye jalAe, ghI ke dIye jalAe sAre mahala meN| bApa phakIra ko lekara aayaa| phakIra ne pahale beTe ko kahA ki isane bAta to pUrI kara dI, ghara to bhara diyA, lekina jisa cIja se bhara diyA usase sirpha ayogyatA siddha hotI hai| isane gaNita to pUrA kara diyA, lekina samajha isake pAsa nahIM hai| tarka to isane pUrA kara diyA ki ghara bhara diyA, lekina jisa cIja se bharA hai isakA isane koI vicAra na kiyaa| isa vyakti ke jIvana meM gaNita to hai, guNa nahIM hai| tarka to hai, bodha nahIM hai| yaMtravata hai isakI buddhi| isako rAjya denA ThIka nhiiN| ve dUsare vyakti ke pAsa phuNce| usane mahala meM phUla rakhe the, lekina phUla saba murajhA gaye the| kaI dina ho gaye the, sar3ane lage the| unase durgaMdha uThane lagI thii| aura mahala bharA bhI nahIM thaa| to phakIra ne kahA, yaha pahale se behatara hai, isake pAsa thor3I guNa-buddhi hai| phUla lAyA, lekina isake pAsa dUradRSTi nahIM hai ki ye phUla sar3a jaaeNge| phUla to tabhI suMdara jaba taaje| saca to yaha, phUla to vRkSa para hI suMdara hote haiM, tor3e ki mare, ki unakA sar3anA zurU huaa| isane soca-vicAra to thoDA kiyA, lekina gaNita

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isakA kamajora hai| dUradRSTi nahIM hai aura gaNita bhI kamajora hai-makAna pUrA bharA bhI nahIM hai| pahale kA gaNita majabUta hai, guNa kA koI bodha nahIM hai| ise guNa kA bodha hai, gaNita kamajora hai aura dUradRSTi bilakula nahIM hai| yaha khataranAka hai, isako bhaviSya kA patA nahIM rhegaa| yaha rAjya ko khatare meM DAla sakatA hai| ve tIsare beTe ke pAsa gye| rAjA to thor3A ciMtita hone lagA ki agara aisA mAmalA huA tInoM baiTe kahIM ayogya siddha kara diye isa phakIra ne to phira maiM kyA karUMgA! tIsare beTe ke mahala meM jAkara rAjA to khar3A ho gayA, usakI to samajha meM na AyA, mahala pUrA khAlI thA, usane kahA, yaha kyA mAmalA hai? tumane pratiyogitA meM bhAga nahIM liyA? beTe ne kahA, maiMne bhAga liyA, jarA gaura se dekheN| bolA ki maiM dekha liyA hUM, rAjA, tumhArI samajha meM na aaegaa| isane mahala bhara diyA-rozanI se bhara diyA hai| eka-eka kone -kAtara meM rozanI hai| koI jagaha khAlI nahIM hai| mahala to bhara hI diyA hai, mahala ke bAhara taka rozanI pahuMca rahI hai| bagIcA bhI bharA hai, rAha bhI bharI hai| isa beTe ke pAsa gaNita bhI hai, guNabodha bhI hai, bhaviSya-dRSTi bhI hai| isane pahale se kucha nahIM kiyaa| abhI hama Ae-abhI hama A hI rahe the rAste para ki taba isane dIye jalavA diye| isake pAsa samaya kI bhI samajha hai| hajAroM dIye jalAe the usane-hajAra rupaye meM khUba dIye jala gaye the| aura ghI ke jalAe the| dIye to bahuta the, lekina rozanI eka thii| aura usa phakIra ne kahA, isa beTe meM thor3A adavaita kA bodha bhI hai| itane dIye, lekina rozanI ek| isane eka se hI bhara diyA hai pUre mahala ko| yaha beTA yogya hai| kAma hai do zarIroM kA milnaa| aura aMta meM kacarA hI siddha hotA hai, durgaMdha paidA hotI hai| kAma se kaba sugaMdha uThI! kAma se viSAda hotA hai| pazcAttApa hotA hai| kAma Aja nahIM kala sar3AMdha dene lagatA hai| prema kAma se behatara hai| thor3e phUla haiM prema meM, kUr3A-kacarA nahIM hai| lekina mana ke phUla kitanI dera jIeMge? mana svayaM kSaNabhaMgura hai| mana koI Tikane vAlA to nhiiN| zAzvata aura nitya se mana kA koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| to Aja phUla, kala murajhA jAte haiN| tumane dekhA, pazcima meM jahAM loga prema ko bahuta mUlya dete haiM pUraba se jyAdA mUlya dete haiM-vahAM bar3I ar3acana hai| vivAha murajhA murajhA jAtA hai| talAka ho -ho jAte haiN| pUraba meM loga vivAha ko mUlya dete haiM, prema ko mUlya nahIM dete, to vivAha sthAyI hotA hai| vivAha pahale tala para hai, vaha do zarIroM kA milana hai| na to puruSa se pUchA jAtA hai, na strI ne pUchA jAtA hai, mAM-bApa taya karate haiN| paMDita, purohita, jyotiSI taya karate haiN| dhana-paisA hai yA nahIM, kulIna parivAra hai yA nahIM, svAsthya ThIka hai yA nahIM, par3hAI-likhAI ThIka huI yA nahIM, pratiSThA kaisI hai, dukAna kaisI calatI hai, saba bAteM socakara taya karate haiN| prema bhara ke bAbata nahIM socte| graha-nakSatra bhI socate haiM -bar3I dUra kI socate haiM, pAsa kI bilakula nahIM socte| prema ke saMbaMdha meM koI mAmalA, bAta hI nahIM uThAte ki isa lar3ake ko lar3akI se prema hai? lar3ake ko lar3akI se ki lar3akI ko lar3ake se, kisI se prema hai? prema kI bAta hI nahIM utthaate| kyoMki pUraba eka bAta samajha gayA, prema kA mAmalA bar3A khataranAka hai| kyoMki phira vivAha thira nahIM ho paataa|

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prema hai mana kI bAta, mana athira hai| zarIra kama se kama thor3A thira hai, TikatA hai-sattara sAla to TikatA hai! thor3e -bahuta pharka hote rahate haiM, lekina aise TikatA hai| mana to ghar3I bhara meM badala jAtA hai| abhI jisa strI ke lie jAna dene ko taiyAra the, kSaNa bhara bAda bAta khatama ho gyii| isalie pazcima meM vivAha astavyasta ho gayA, parivAra DAMvADola ho gyaa| logoM ne prema ko mUlya diyA hai| loga kahate haiM, prema hogA to saath| pUraba meM loga kahate haiM, apanI patnI ke sivAya kisI strI se koI saMbaMdha banAyA, to paap| pazcima meM loga kahane lage haiM, jisase prema nahIM usake sAtha koI saMbaMdha banAyA to pApa-phira cAhe vaha tumhArI patnI hI kyoM na ho| agara usase prema nahIM hai to usake sAtha sonA pApa hai| aura jisase prema hai, vaha cAhe tumhArI patnI na bhI ho, usake sAtha sonA puNya hai| yaha bar3I dUsarI nIti hai| pUraba kI nIti zarIra ke tala para khar3I hai, pazcima kI nIti mana ke tala para, lekina pUraba kI nIti jyAdA cirasthAyI hai| vaha jo pahalA AdamI thA, jisane kacare se bhara liyA thA mahala ko, usakA kacarA bahuta cirasthAyI hai| dUsare ne phUla se bharA thA, ve bar3e kSaNabhaMgura haiN| asala meM jitanI suMdara cIja ho, utanI jaldI kumhalA jAtI hai| patthara to vahIM par3e raheMge, phUla subaha khile sAMjha gira jaaeNge| vivAha patthara jaisA hai| prema -vivAha phUla jaisA hai| lekina khatarA bhI hai, thira nahIM ho paaegaa| isalie pazcima kI pUrI vyavasthA DAMvADola ho gayI hai| pUraba thira hai| sadiyAM bIta gayIM, manu mahArAja se lekara aba taka saba thiratA hai| pazcima meM kucha bhI thira nahIM hai, saba DAMvADola hai| jitane loga vivAha karate haiM, unameM se Adhe loga tIna sAla ke bhItara talAka de deNge| aba aisA AdamI to khojanA hI muzkila hai jo eka hI patnI ke sAtha Tika rahA hai| patniyAM na mAlUma kitane patiyoM ke pAsa gayI haiM, pati na mAlUma kitanI patniyoM ke pAsa gaye haiM, baccoM kI bhIr3a bar3hatI jAtI hai, taya bhI karanA muzkila ho jAtA hai, kauna kisakA baccA maiMne sanA. eka patnI apane pati se kaha rahI thI ki dekho / rukAvaTa DAlo. tamhAre bacce aura mere bacce milakara hamAre baccoM ko pITa rahe haiN| kucha bacce pati ke haiM jo vaha dUsarI patniyoM se lAyA hai| kucha patnI ke haiM jo vaha kinhIM dUsare patiyoM se lAyI hai| kucha ina donoM ke bIca meN| to vaha kaha rahI hai, tumhAre bacce mere baccoM se milakara hamAre baccoM ko pITa rahe haiM, inako roko| rukAvaTa ddaalo| pazcima meM saba astavyasta huA hai| phira aura eka Upara kI bAta hai : AtmA ke milana kii| vahAM prArthanA paidA hotI hai| vaisA prema mIrA ne 'jAnA, ki caitanya ne, ki rAdhA ne| vaisA prema bhaktoM ne jaanaa| uThanA cAhie usI taka prema, jahAM do prakAza kI taraha milana ho jAe, koI saMgharSaNa na ho| milana zAta, sahaja ho| aura jaba tuma kisI eka vyakti se bhI AtmA ke tala para mila jAoge, to tumheM patA calegA jaba eka se milane meM itanA AnaMda hai, to phira sarva se mila jAne meM kitanA AnaMda na hogA! phira to tuma gaNita ko svayaM hI phailA loge| tuma kahoge, jaba eka vyakti ke prANoM se prANa milA lene meM itane sukha kA saurabha,

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itanA svarga, to phira kA kaMjUsI karanI hai! phira kyoM na vRkSoM se, cAMda-tAroM se, pahAr3a-pattharoM se, nadI-nAloM se, sabase kyoM na milA leM apane prANa ko? to eka vyakti se bhI prema agara ThIka se ho jAe, to jharokhA paramAtmA kA khulatA hai| phira vahIM se chalAMga laga jAtI hai| yaha kisakA tabastuma hai phijI meM sAkI yaha kisakI javAnI hai ghaTA meM sAkI yaha kauna bajA rahA hai zIrIM barabata bhIgI huI bAriza kI havA meM sAkI phira prema se bhare hue AdamI ko hara jagaha usakI hI pagadhvani sunAyI par3atI hai| ghaTAoM meM, bijaliyoM meM, saba jagaha usake hI ara bajate mAlUma hote haiN| yaha kisakA tabasthUma hai phijI meM sAkI phira havA kA jhoMkA bhI Ae to usI kI khabara AtI hai| usI ke saMdeza, usI kI paatii| yaha kisakI javAnI hai ghaTA meM sAkI phira ghaTA ghumar3akara uThe to bhI vahI utthtaa| saba aMgar3AiyA uskii| saba phUla usake, saba patte uske| yaha kauna bajA rahA hai zIrI barabata phira jo bhI saMgIta gaja rahA hai isa astitva meM, usI kA hai| vahI bajA rahA hai| yaha bAMsurI usakI, yaha veNu uskii| bhIgI huI bAriza kI havA meM sAkI aura phira bhIgI huI vA hai bAriza kI to bhI usake hI sparza kA patA calatA, usake hI hone kI gaMdha aatii| pRthvI se aura AkAza se usake hI hone kI khabara aatii| hara ghar3I meM, sote-jAgate, uThate -baiThate vahI ghere rahatA hai| lekina paribhASA isa tatva kI nahIM ho sktii| prema meM anubhava ho sakatA hai| paribhASA mata mAMgo, prema maaNgo| paribhASA ke kUr3A-karakaTa ko lekara kyA karoge? bojha bar3ha jAegA buddhi kA, nirbhAra na ho skoge| prema mAMgo ki paMkha baneM, prema mAgo ki ur3a sko| mere sAkI zarAbe -sAphI denA ho jisase gunAha kI talAphI denA utare na khumAra jiMdagI bhara jisakA aisI denA aura itanI kAphI denA mAMgo, prema kI shraab| utare na khumAra jiMdagI bhara jisakA aisA nazA mAMgo jo phira utare n| car3he to car3he, utare n|

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aisI denA aura itanI kAphI denA mAMgo prema, mata mAMgo pribhaassaa| aura jisa dina tumhAre pAsa prema hai, usa dina tumhAre pAsa saba hai| jaba taka tamhAre pAsa prema nahIM, saba bhI ho to kucha bhI nahIM hai| cAhe barase jeTha aMgAre yA patajhara hara phUla utAre agara havA meM pyAra ghulA hai hara mausama sukha kA mausama hai jisake pAsa zabda haiM jitane utanA usase artha dUra hai| paTa cUMghaTa kA nahIM, rUpa to AtmA kA jalatA kapUra hai duniyA kyA hai eka vahama hai zabanama meM motI hone kA aura jiMdagAnI hai jaise pItala para pAnI sone kA kiMtu pyAra yadi sAtha saphara meM to sacamuca isa mRtyu-nagara meM zAma subaha kI eka kasama hai maraNa madya kA nayA janama hai cAhe barase jeTha aMgAre yA patajhara hara phUla utAre agara havA meM pyAra ghulA hai hara mausama sukha kA mausama hai idhara pyAra kI vINA kA bajanA zurU ho jAe, phira vasaMta hI vasaMta hai| usI vasaMta meM usa prabhu kI pahacAna AtI hai| jisake pAsa zabda haiM jitane

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isalie paribhASA mata mAMgo, siddhAta - zAstra mata mAMgo ! jisake pAsa zabda haiM jitane utanA usase artha dUra hai zabdoM kA bahuta samUha saMgraha mata kara lo| usase pAMDitya to banegA, pratibhA na jgegii| paTa ghUMghaTa kA nahIM, rUpa to AtmA kA jalatA kapUra hai duniyA kyA hai eka vahama hai zabanama meM motI hone kA yahI to maiM tumase kaha rahA itanI dera se ki jahAM-jahAM tumane abhI prema dekhA hai, vahA zabanama meM motI dekha liyA hai| khoja to paramAtmA kI hI cala rahI hai| khoja to motI kI hI cala rahI hai| lekina subaha kI dhUpa meM kabhI dekhA ? ghAsa para phailI huI osa kI bUMdeM motiyoM jaisI mAlUma par3atI haiN| subaha kI dhUpa meM motiyoM ko bhI jheMpA deM motiyoM ko bhI zarmA deN| dUra se hI lekina pAsa gaye to osa kI bUMda osa kI bUMda hai, motI nahIM hai| duniyA kyA hai eka vahama hai zabanama meM motI hone kA aura jiMdagAnI hai jaise pItala para pAnI sone kA jiMdagI ko thor3A gaura se dekho| to yaha Upara-Upara jo pItala ke Upara car3hA huA sone kA pAnI hai, yaha utara jaae| jarA pAsa aao| jiMdagI ko jarA hoza se dekho, to jo bUMdeM zabanama kI haiM, ve motI na mAlUma hoN| to tumhArI khoja dhIre- dhIre saba tarapha se paramAtmA kI tarapha jAne lgegii| usakI hI khoja hai jo zAzvata hai| usakI hI khoja hai jo sanAtana hai| usakI hI khoja hai jo amRta hai| to paramAtmA kyA hai? paramAtmA amRta kI pyAsa hai| paramAtmA kyA hai? paramAtmA tumhAre bhItara sanAtana kI khoja hai| zAzvata kI khoja hai| paramAtmA kI pratimA kyA hai? yaha jo gaveSaNA meM Atura, jijJAsA aura mumukSA se bharA huA khojI hai isI meM paramAtmA kI pratimA hai| kahIM aura nahIM, pattharoM meM nahIM, maMdira kI mUrtiyoM meM nhiiN| isa pujArI meM, jo paramAtmA kI pUjA meM lagA hai| khoja rahA hai jagaha-jagaha, arcanA apanI car3hA rahA hai| hara jagaha se jisakI ceSTA cala rahI hai ki paramAtmA ko pahacAna luuN| isameM hI usakI pratimA hai| kabIra ne kahA hai, bhakta meM bhagavAna hai| mahavIra ne kahA hai, appA so paramappA / vaha jo AtmA hai, usI meM paramAtmA hai| paramAtmA koI vastu nahIM hai jise tuma kisI dina dekha loge| tumhAre hI bhItara jisa dina prema kI aisI ghaTA uThegI ki bezarta tuma isa sAre astitva ko prema kara pAoge, isa astitva se tumhAre citta kA koI virodha, koI saMgharSa na raha jAegA, isa astitva se jisa dina tumhArA sahayoga paripUrNatA

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se sadha jAegA, jisa dina eka saMvAda hogA tumhAre aura astitva ke bIca, usI dina tuma jAnoge paramAtmA kyA hai| tuma bhI paramAtmA ho aura zeSa saba bhI paramAtmA hai| isa naze kI tarapha clo| isa prema ke sAgara meM DubakI lgaao| yAro khatA muApha merI maiM naze meM hUM sAgara meM maya hai maya meM nazA maiM naze meM hUM bhakta to eka naze meM jItA hai| paramAtmA nazA hai| paMDita ke lie paramAtmA eka siddhAta hai, bakavAsa-korI bkvaas| Astika aura nAstika ke cakkara meM mata par3anA ki paramAtmA hai yA nhiiN| yaha vyartha ke logoM ko chor3a do, jinake pAsa kucha aura karane ko nhiiN| ve hone na hone kA vivAda karate raheM, anumAna lagAte rheN| agara tumhAre jIvana kA ThIka-ThIka sadupayoga tumheM kara lenA hai, to tuma prema meM utro| agara tuma pAo ki prema meM utaranA kaThina hai, to dhyAna meM utro| dhyAna bhI eka dUsarA mArga hai usI tarapha Ane kaa| jo prema karane meM apane ko asamartha pAte haiM, unake lie dhyAna mArga hai| jo prema meM apane ko samartha pAeM, unheM phira kisI ciMtA meM par3ane kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| cauthA prazna : mRtyu kA bar3A bhaya hai| kyA isase chUTane kA koI upAya hai? matyu to usI dina ho gayI jisa dina tuma jnme| aba chUTane kA koI upAya nhiiN| jisa dina paidA hue usI dina maranA zurU ho gyaa| aba eka kadama uThA liyA, aba dUsarA to uThAnA hI pdd'egaa| jaise ki pratyaMcA se tIra nikala gayA to aba lauTAne kA kyA upAya hai! janma ho gayA, to aba mauta se bacane kA koI upAya nhiiN| jisa dina tumhArI yaha bAta samajha meM A jAegI ki mauta to honI hI hai, sunizcita honI hai-aura saba anizcita hai, mauta hI nizcita hai -usI dina bhaya samApta ho jaaegaa| jo honA hI hai, usakA kyA bhaya! jo hokara hI rahanI hai, usakA kyA bhaya! jisako TAlA hI nahIM jA sakatA, usakA kyA bhaya! jisako anyathA kiyA hI nahIM jA sakatA, usakA kyA bhaya! AzaMkA hai tumheM jisa durghaTanA kI ghaTa cukI hai vaha pahale hI bhItara kevala AegA tairakara

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gata Agata kI sataha para ho cukA hai pahale hI kaam| mara gaye tuma usI dina jisa dina tuma jnme| jisa dina tumane sAMsa lI, usI dina sAsa chUTane kA upAya ho gyaa| aba sAMsa kisI bhI dina chuuttegii| tuma sadA na raha skoge| isalie isa bhaya ko samajhane kI koziza karo, bacane kI AzA mata kro| bacane ko to koI nahIM baca paayaa| kitane logoM ne kitane upAya kiye bacane ke| nAdirazAha itanA bar3A lar3AkA thA, khUMkhvAra, hajAroM logoM kI hatyAeM kIM, magara khuda kI mauta se DaratA thaa| bhArI r3ara thA use| dUsare kI mauta to koI bAta hI na thii| kahate haiM, eka rAta eka vezyA usake zivira meM nAca karane AyI aura jaba lauTane lagI to rAta dera ho gayI, do baja gaye aura vaha r3arane lgii| usane kahA, rAste meM aMdherA hai aura merA gAMva dUra hai, maiM kaise jAUM? to nAdirazAha ne kahA ki tU phikra mata kara, tU koI sAdhAraNa vyakti ke darabAra meM nAcane AI hai? usane apane sainikoM ko kahA ki rAste meM jitane gAMva haiM, saba meM Aga lagA do, tAki yaha vezyA apane gAMva taka rozanI meM jA ske| pAMca-sAta gAMvoM meM Aga lagavA dI, gAvoM ke sote loga jala gye| lekina rAste para rozanI karavA dii| dUsare kI mauta to jaise khilavAr3a thI, lekina khuda kI mauta kI baDI ghabar3AhaTa thii| itanA ghabar3AyA rahatA thA mauta se ki rAta bhI ThIka se so nahIM sakatA thA / aura isI ghabar3AhaTa meM mauta huii| jaba hiMdustAna se vApisa lauTa rahA thA aura eka rAta eka zivira meM taMbU ke bhItara soyA thA, to rAta meM eka DAkU ghusa gayA aNdr| vaha kisI kI jAna lene ko utsuka na thA, vaha to kucha sAmAna curAne ko utsuka thaa| lekina usakI maujUdagI aura ghabar3AhaTa meM ghor3e hinahinAne lage aura sainika bhAgane lge| kucha ghabar3AhaTa aisI phaila gayI aMdherI rAta meM ki loga samajhe ki bahuta duzmana haiM, ki nAdirazAha ghabar3Akara bAhara bhaagaa| taMbU kI rassI se paira phaMsa gayA, to vaha samajhA ki kisI ne paira pakar3a liyaa| aura usI ghabar3AhaTa meM usakI hRdaya kI dhar3akana baMda ho gayI, vaha gira pdd'aa| koI ne pakar3A nahIM, kisI mArA nahIM, kisI kucha kiyA nahIM, sirpha paira phaMsa gayA taMbU kI rassI meM, vaha samajhA ki gaye jAna se ! usI ghabar3AhaTa meM mraa| AdamI bacane ke kitane upAya kare ! manovaijJAnika kahate haiM ki dUsaroM ko mArane kI utsukatA unhIM logoM meM hotI hai, jo apane ko bacAne ke lie baDe Atura hote haiN| jinako yaha khayAla hotA hai ki hama jiMdagI to nahIM banA sakate, lekina kama-se-kama logoM ko mAra to sakate haiN| mRtyu to kara sakate haiM dUsaroM kii| dUsaroM ko mArane se aisA lagatA hai ki hama zAyada mRtyu ke mAlika ho gye| dekho, kitane loga mAra ddaale| mRtyu hamAre kabje meM hai| isase eka bhrAMti paidA hotI hai ki zAyada mRtyu hameM kSamA kara degii| nahIM, na dhana se jAtI hai, na pada se jAtI hai, na zakti se jAtI hai, koI upAya mRtyu se bacane kA nahIM hai| tuma pUchate ho, mRtyu kA bar3A bhaya hai, kyA isase chUTane kA koI upAya hai? chUTane kA upAya karate rahoge, bhaya bar3hatA jaaegaa| tuma chUTane kA upAya karoge, mauta roja karIba

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A rahI hai| kyoMki bur3hApA roja karIba A rahA hai| tuma jitane hI upAya karoge utane hI ghabar3Ate jaaoge| mujhase tumane pUchA hai agara aura merI bAta agara samajha sako to maiM tumase kahUMgA mauta ko svIkAra kara lo chUTane kI bAta chodd'o| jo honA hai, honA hai| use tuma svIkAra kara lo| use tuma itane aMtaratama se svIkAra kara lo ki usake prati virodha na raha jaae| vahIM bhaya samApta ho jaaegaa| mRtyu se to nahIM chUTA jA sakatA, lekina mRtyu ke bhaya se chuTakArA ho sakatA hai| mRtyu to hogI, lekina bhaya Avazyaka nahIM hai| bhaya tumane paidA kiyA hai| vRkSa to bhayabhIta nahIM haiM, mauta unakI bhI hogii| kyoMki unake pAsa soca-vicAra kI buddhi nahIM hai| pazu to ciMtA meM nahIM baiThe haiM, udAsa nahIM baiThe haiM ki mauta ho jAegI, mauta unakI bhI hogii| mauta to svAbhAvika hai| vRkSa, pazu, pakSI, AdamI, sabhI mreNge| lekina sirpha AdamI bhayabhIta hai| kyoMki AdamI socatA ki kisI taraha bacane kA upAya ho jaae| koI rAstA nikala aae| tuma jaba taka bacanA cAhoge taba taka bhayabhIta rhoge| tumhAre bacane kI AkAMkSA se hI bhaya paidA ho rahA hai| svIkAra kara lo ! mauta hai, honI hai| to jaba honI hai ho jaaegii| aura harjA kyA hai? janma ke pahale tuma nahIM the, koI takalIpha thI ? kabhI isa taraha soco, janma ke pahale to tuma nahIM the, koI takalIpha thI? mauta ke bAda tuma phira nahIM ho jAoge, takalIpha kyA honI ! jaise janma ke pahale the, vaise hI mauta ke bAda phira ho jAoge / jo janma ke pahale hAlata thI, vahI mauta ke bAda hAlata ho jaaegii| jaba taka tumane pahalI sAMsa na lI thI, taba taka kA tumheM kucha yAda hai? koI parezAnI hai? koI jhaMjhaTa ! aise hI jaba AkhirI sAMsa chUTa jAegI, usake bAda bhI kyA jhaMjhaTa, kyA parezAnI! sukarAta maratA thA, kisI ne pUchA ki ghabar3A nahIM rahe Apa traH sukarAta ne kahA, ghabar3AnA kyA hai ? yA to jaisA Astika kahate haiM, AtmA amara hai, to ghabar3Ane kI koI jarUrata hI nahIM ! AtmA amara hai to kyA ghabar3AnA ! yA jaisA ki nAstika kahate haiM, ki AtmA mara jAtI hai, to bhI bAta khatama ho gyii| jaba khatama hI ho gaye to ghabar3AnA kisakA ! ghabaDAkA kauna? bace hI nahIM, to na rahA bAMsa na bajegI baaNsurii| to sukarAta ne kahA donoM hAlata meM donoM meM se koI ThIka hogA, aura to koI upAya nahIM hai, yA to Astika ThIka, yA nAstika tthiik| Astika ThIka, to amara haiM, bAta khatama huI ciMtA kyA karanI naH nAstika ThIka to bAta khatama hI ho jAnI hai, ciMtA kisako karanI hai, kisakI karanI hai ? sukarAta ne kahA, isalie hama nizcita haiN| jo bhI hogA, ThIka hai| tuma bacane kI koziza na kro| mauta to hogI / lekina tumase maiM kahanA cAhatA hUM, mauta tumhA nahIM hogii| tumhArA janma hI nahIM huA to tumhArI mauta kaise hogI zarIra kA janma huA hai, zarIra kI mauta hogii| tumhArA caitanya ajanmA hai aura amRtadharmA hai| tumhArI ulajhana sArI yaha hai ki tumane zarIra ko apanA honA samajha liyA hai| mauta asalI savAla nahIM hai| asalI savAla ki zarIra ko samajha liyA hai, yaha maiM huuN| nIrava kI arcA rava se jIvana kI carcA zava se

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jaise koI zoragula se AzA kara rahA hai zAMti kii| aise koI zava se bAteM kara rahA hai jIvana kii| nIrava kI arcA rava se jIvana kI carcA zava se isa murde ko tuma jIvita samajhe ho isIlie ar3acana ho rahI hai| murdA to murdA hai| abhI bhI marA huA hai| roja mara rahA hai| tumheM khayAla nahIM hai, kyoMki tuma khayAla denA nahIM cAhate, tuma Darate ho| ye tumhAre sira meM bAla Ugate, dAr3hI meM bAla Ugate, yaha kabhI tumane khayAla kiyA, inako tuma kATate ho, darda nahIM hotaa| yaha tumhAre zarIra kA murdA hissA hai jo zarIra bAhara pheMka rahA hai| nAkhUna kATate ho, darda nahIM hotaa| yaha jiMdA hissA nahIM hai| mala-mUtra roja bAhara jA rahA hai, yaha saba marA huA hissA hai| zarIra meM se roja mara rahA hai kucha, tuma roja bhojana lekara nayA jIvana thor3A sA DAlate ho| thor3I dera jIvana sarakatA hai| phira roja murdA kucha hissA nikala jAtA hai| vaijJAnika kahate haiM, sAta sAla meM AdamI kA pUrA zarIra mara jAtA hai, phira dUsarA shriir| sattara sAla kI umra meM dasa bAra zarIra mara jAtA hai| pUrA-kA-pUrA badala jAtA hai, eka-eka kaNa badala jAtA hai| kucha nahIM bacatA purAnA, saba nayA hotA rahatA hai| zarIra to roja mara rahA hai| zarIra kI to prakriyA mRtyu hai| isa zarIra ke pAra eka caitanya kI dazA hai, magara usakA tumheM kucha patA nhiiN| tuma vahI ho aura tumheM usakA patA nhiiN| tumheM AtmasmaraNa nhiiN| yaha mata pUcho ki mauta ke lie hama kyA kareM? itanA hI pUcho ki hamAre bhItara zarIra ke pAra jo hai, use jAnane ke lie kyA kareM? mRtyu se bacane kI mata pUcho, dhyAna meM jAgane kI puucho| agara tumheM itanA patA cala jAe ki maiM bhItara caitanya hUM to phira zarIra ThIka hai, tumhArA AvAsa hai| ghara ko apanA honA mata samajha lo| aura jaise hI tumheM yaha bAta samajha meM AnI zurU ho jAegI, tumhAre bhItara apUrva krAMti ghaTita hogii| nara! bana nArAyaNa svara! bana rAmAyaNa aura taba tuma acAnaka pAoge, tumhAre bhItara jo tumane nara kI taraha jAnA thA, vaha nArAyaNa hai| aura jo tumane svara kI taraha jAnA thA, vaha rAmAyaNa hai| zarIra to miTTI hai| miTTI se banA hai, miTTI meM vidA ho jaaegaa| miTTI nIrava miTTI kalarava miTTI kaTa bhava miTTI cira nava miTTI se banatA hai, miTTI meM giratA hai, phira uThatA hai, phira giratA hai| yaha saba sRjana miTTI kA hai| yaha saba khela miTTI kA hai| tuma isa miTTI ke dIye ko apanA honA mata samajha lo| isa miTTI ke dIye meM jo tela bharA hai, vaha tumhArA mana hai| use bhI tuma apanA honA mata samajha lo| usa tela

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meM jo bAtI par3I hai, bAtI para jo jyoti jala rahI hai, vahI jyoti tuma ho| mAnA ki dIye aura tela ke binA jyoti tirohita ho jAtI hai, lekina dIyA aura tela hI jyoti nahIM hai| jyoti pragaTa hone ke lie dIye aura tela kI jarUrata hotI hai| tumhAre pragaTa hone ke lie zarIra aura mana kI jarUrata hotI hai| ye Avazyaka haiM tumhArI abhivyakti ke lie, tumhAre astitva ke lie Avazyaka nahIM haiN| tumhArA astitva inase pAra hai| usa pAra kA tumheM bodha hone lage, to mRtyu se koI bhaya na raha jaaegaa| taba tuma jAnoge, mRtyu hotI hI nhiiN| zarIra ke tala para mRtyu sunizcita hai, AtmA ke tala para mRtyu na kabhI huI hai, na ho sakatI hai| itanA hI tuma pahacAna lo ki tuma AtmA ho| tiphlI dekhI zabAba dekhA hamane hastI ko havA beAba dekhA hamane jaba AMkha huI baMda to ukadA yaha khulA jo kucha bhI dekhA so khvAba dekhA hamane abhI tuma jise jiMdagI samajha rahe ho vaha sapane se jyAdA nhiiN| jaba AMkha huI baMda to ukadA yaha khulA marate vakta tuma jAnoge, jaba AMkha saca meM baMda hogI taba yaha rAja khulegAjo kucha bhI dekhA so khvAba dekhA hamane jiMdagI jisako samajhate the, vaha sapanA siddha huI aura isa jiMdagI ke bhItara jo satya chipA thA, sapane meM itane ulajhe rahe ki satya ko kabhI dekhA nhiiN| kucha pada aura nasIhata ne bhI tAmIra na kI duniyA ke kisI kAma meM tAkhIra na kI dina rAta yahIM ke sAja aura sAmI meM rahe jAnA hai kahAM kucha isakI tadabIra na kI phira bhttkoge| mauta se mata ghabar3Ao, agara tumhAre jIvana meM saca meM hI samajhane kI koI AkAMkSA hai to itanI bAta samajha lo ki yaha jise tuma jiMdagI samajha rahe ho dina rAta yahIM ke sAja aura sAmI meM rahe yaha bhrAMti hai, mauta isI ko chIna legii| dhana chIna legI, pada chIna legI, nAma chIna legI, yaza chIna legii| agara tumane nAma, pada, yaza, dhana ko hI samajhA ki merA honA hai, to tuma mare, to ghabar3AnA tumhArA svAbhAvika hai| isake pAra bhI tuma ho| pada ke pAra, pratiSThA ke pAra, nAma-yaza ke pAra, dhana-daulata ke pAra tumhArA kucha honA hai| use thoDA pahacAna lo, usakA thor3A anubhava kara lo, mauta use naSTa na kara paaegii| jisane svayaM ko jAnA, mauta usake sAmane hAra jAtI hai| aura mauta jaldI A rahI hai| tuma kaha rahe ho, isase bacane kA koI upAya hai? maiM to sArI ceSTA yaha kara rahA hUM ki tumheM samajha meM A

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jAe ki mauta jaldI-jaldI kadama bar3hAe tumhArI tarapha calI A rahI hai| tuma kaha rahe ho ki mujhe rAstA batA deM ki mauta se bacane kA koI upAya / tuma socate ho, maiM koI tumheM tAbIja - gaDA de dUM ki tuma baca jAo mauta se / jaba taka kucha apanI kahUM sunUM jaga ke mana kI taba taka le DolI dvAra vidA - kSaNa A pahuMcA phUTe bhI to the bola na svAMsa kvAMrI ke gItoM vAlA ikatArA girakara TUTa gayA ho bhI na sakA thA paricaya dRga kA darpaNa se kAjala AMsU banakara chalakA aura chUTa gayA itanI jaldI saba ho jaaegaa| jyAdA dera nahIM lgegii| jaba taka kucha apanI kahUM sunUM jaga ke mana kI taba taka le DolI dvAra vidA - kSaNa A pahuMcA kaha bhI na pAoge apane mana kI suna bhI na pAoge apane mana kI aura pAoge ki A gayI DolI / arthI uThane lagI, baMdhane lagI / phUTe bhI to the bola na svAMsa kvAMrI ke gItoM vAlA ikatArA girakara TUTa gayA ikatArA baja bhI kahAM pAtA aura TUTa jAtA hai| kahAM kauna kaha pAtA hai jo kahanA thA ! kahAM kauna ho pAtA hai jo honA thA ! ho bhI na sakA thA paricaya dRga kA darpaNa se AMkha abhI darpaNa se mila bhI na pAyI thI kAjala AMsU banakara chalakA aura chUTa gayA mauta to jaldI bar3hI AtI hai| aura kisI bhI kSaNa dvAra para dastaka de degii| kSaNa bhara pahale bhI khabara na degI ki AtI huuN| mauta to atithi hai| tArIkha, tithi batA kara na AegI, basa A jaaegii| eka kSaNa phurasata na degii| tuma kahoge, sAja-sAmAna bAMdha lUM ra mitra - priyajanoM se kSamA mAMga lUM ra mila lUM jula lUM itanA maukA bhI na degii| jaldI karo, isake pahale ki mauta A jAe, tuma apane bhItara ke amRta ko pahacAna lo / to maiM to cAhatA hUM ki tumheM mauta ke prati aura sajaga karUM maiM to cAhatA hUM ki tumheM aura kaMpA dUM-tumhArI jar3eM hila jAeM- tuma cAhate ho ki maiM tumheM nIMda meM sulA dUM? koI rAstA batA dUM? koI tarakIba de dUM ki jisase mauta se bacAva ho jaae| mauta se bacakara karoge bhI kyA ? abhI kara kyA rahe ho jiMdA rahakara, yahI karoge na bacakara ! isako kitane dina taka karate rahane kA mana hai? sattara sAla se mana nahIM cukatA? sAta sau sAla karoge, yahI? hada ho gayI bAta!

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maiMne sunA hai ki sikaMdara apanI yAtrAoM meM eka aisI jagaha pahuMcA jahAM use patA calA ki eka jharane ke pAsa eka aisA jaladhAra hai ki agara usakA koI pAnI pI le to amara ho jAtA hai| to vaha gayA, usa jaladhAra kI khoja kiyaa| jaba vaha pahuMcA jaladhAra ke pAsa bar3A AnaMdita ho gyaa| aisA sphaTika svaccha jala usane kabhI dekhA na thaa| aura culla bharane ko hI thA ki eka kauvA baiThA thA vahAM eka zAkha para, usane kahA, ruka sikaMdara! pIche pchtaaegaa| pahale merI bAta suna le| sikaMdara bahuta hairAna huA eka to yaha camatkAra ki isa pAnI ko pIkara AdamI amara ho jAtA hai| aura yaha eka camatkAra ki yaha kauvA bolatA hai| usane pUchA ki kyA kahanA hai tujhe? kauve ne kahA, kahanA mujhe yaha hai ki maiMne bhI yaha pAnI pIA-maiM koI choTA-moTA kauvA nahIM hUM jaisA tU sikaMdara hai AdamiyoM meM aisA maiM bhI eka sikaMdara hUM kauvoM meM isI kI khoja maiMne sAre jIvana lagAyI aura maiMne yaha jharanA pA liyA aura maiM yaha pAnI pI cukaa| aba maiM tar3apha rahA huuN| hajAroM sAla se jiMdA hUM maratA nhiiN| aba mara sakatA nhiiN| pahAr3a se giratA hUM, patthara para sira paTakatA hUM, jahara pItA hUM maratA nhiiN| aura aba jiMdagI meM kucha sAra nahIM hai-vahI-vahI kaba taka doharAe calA jAUM? aba dekha liyA sb| isalie tujhase kahatA hUM pahale soca le| phira mara na skegaa| phira terI marjI! maiM isIlie yahAM baiThA hUM ki aba aura dUsare koI nAsamajha yaha galatI na kara leM jo maiMne kii| aura kahate haiM, sikaMdara thor3I dera socA aura phira cupacApa saraka aayaa| usane phira usa jharane kA pAnI pIA nhiiN| yaha kahAnI to kahAnI hai| lekina bAta bar3I saca hai| tuma pI sakoge? agara usa jharane ke pAsa pahuMca jAo yaha bAta tumheM khayAla meM na AegI ki phira pIkara karoge kyA? phira maranA asaMbhava ho jaaegaa| nahIM, isa jiMdagI kA sArA khela mauta meM samAyA hai| isa jiMdagI kA sArA rasa hI mauta ke kAraNa hai| aura mauta jarUrI hai| tuma mauta se baco mt| tuma mauta ko jhuThalAo mata, tuma apane mana ko bahalA mata, tuma ' ko svIkAra kro| Age pIche eka divasa AnA hI hogA tere davAre isIlie jIvana bhara maiMne nahIM geha para diye kivADe lekara koI karja sIsa tere gokula jAnA na ucita thA yahI soca sau-sau hAthoM se bAMTe jaga ko cAMda-sitAre lekina isa saMnyAsIpana kA phala yaha sirpha milA duniyA se

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AMsU taka saba rehana ho gaye arthI taka nIlAma ho gayI maiMne to socA thA apanI sArI umara tujhe de dUMgA itanI dUra magara thI maMjila calate -calate zAma ho gayI yahAM to saba luTa jaaegaa| AMsU taka saba rehana ho gaye arthI taka nIlAma ho gayI yahAM to saba cuka jaaegaa| yahAM to saba chUTa jaaegaa| arthI taka nIlAma ho gayI yahAM to kucha bacegA nhiiN| isalie maiM tumheM sAMtvanA nahIM detA / maiM tumheM jhakajhoranA cAhatA huuN| maiM to tumhArI sAMtvanAeM chIna lenA cAhatA huuN| maiM to tumase kahatA hUM, mauta nizcita hai| mauta honevAlI hai| mauta kala hogii| Ane vAle kSaNa meM ho sakatI hai| baco mata, svIkAra kro| aura jitanI dera kSaNa bace haiM, inako tuma jIvana kI talAza meM lagA do| aMtasa - jIvana kI talAza meM vahA hai kiraNa amRta kI, zAzvata kii| aura vaha tumhArI kiraNa hai| mila sakatI, tuma usake mAlika ho| tumane dAvA nahIM kiyA hai dAvA karo! ghoSaNA kro| zarIra se apane ko thor3A haTAo, caitanya meM thor3e jayoM / hari oma ttst| Aja itanA hii|

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dinAMka 8 pharavarI, 1977; zrI ozo Azrama, pUnA / janamauvAca: siddhi ke bhI pAra siddhi hai - ( pravacana - cauhadavAM) kva bhUtAni kva deho vA kveMdriyANi kva vA manaH / kva zUnyaM kva va nairAzyaM matasvarUpe niraMjane / / 28511 kva zAstra kyAtmavijJAnaM kva vA nirviSayaM manaH / kva tRptiH kva vitRSNatva gatadvaMdvastha me sdaa|| 28611 ra vidyA kva na vAvidyA kyAhaM kyedaM mama kva vA / kva badhaH kva ca vA mokSaH svarUpastha kva rUpitA / / 28711 kva prArabdhAni karmANi jIvanamaktirayi kva jA / kva tadvidehakaivalya nirvizeSastha sarvadA / / 28811 kvakartA vA bhoktA nikiyaM skaraNaM kva vA / kyAparandhaM phalaM vA kva nisvabhAvastha me sadA / / 28911 kva lokaH kva mumumurvA kva yogI jJAnavAn kva vA / kva baddhaH kva va vA muktaH svasvarUyedhhamadvaye / / 29011 kva sRSTiH kva va saMhAraH kva sAvyaM kva ca sAdhanam / kva sAdhakaH kva siddhirvA svsvruuye'hmdvye|| 291 / / azru se merI nahIM pahacAna thI kucha darda se paricaya tumhIM ne to karAyA chU diyA tumane hRdaya kI dhar3akanoM ko gIta kA aMkura tumhIM ne to ugAyA mUka mana ko svara diye haiM basa tumhIM ne umra bhara ehasAna bhUlUMgA nahIM maiM maiM na pAtA sIkha yaha bhASA nayana kI

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tuma na milate umra merI vyartha hotI sAMsa DhotI zava vivaza apanA svayaM hI aura merI jiMdagI kisa artha hotI prANa ko vizvAsa sauMpA basa tumhIM ne umra bhara ehasAna bhUlUMgA nahIM maiM tuma mile ho kyA mujhe sAthI saphara meM rAha se kucha moha jaisA ho gayA hai eka sUnApana ki jo mana ko ise thA rAha meM girakara kahIM vaha kho gayA hai zoka ko utsava kiyA hai basa tumhIM ne umra bhara ehasAna bhUlUMgA nahIM maiM yaha hRdaya pAhana banA rahatA sadA hI saca kahUM yadi jiMdagI meM tuma na milate yUM na phira madhumAsa merA mitra hotA aura adharoM para na yaha phira phUla khilate bhagna maMdira phira banAyA basa tumhIM ne umra bhara ehasAna bhUlUMgA nahIM maiM tIrtha sA mana kara diyA hai basa tumhIM ne umra bhara ehasAna bhUlUMgA nahIM maiM ziSya kI bar3I asamarthatA hai dhanyavAda dene meM / kina zabdoM meM bAMdhe dhanyavAda? kyoMki zabda guru ke hI diye hue haiN| mUka hI nivedana ho sakatA hai| lekina phira bhI kahane kA kucha mana hotA hai| bina kahe bhI rahA nahIM jaataa| bhI maiM to eka hI upAya hai ki guru kI pratidhvani gaMje / jo guru ne kahA hai, ziSya use apane prANoM gujaae| jo guru ne bajAyA hai, ziSya kI prANa- vINA para bhI baje / yahI dhanyavAda hogA, yahI AbhAra hogaa| guru se uRNa hone kA koI upAya nahIM hai| buddha se unake ziSyoM ne pUchA hai ki itanA Apane diyA hai, hama kabhI uRNa honA cAheM to kaise? hama cukA kaise pAeMge? hama kRtajJatA kaise jJApana kareM? to buddha ne kahA, eka hI kAma hai, eka hI saMbhAvanA hai ki jo maiMne tumheM diyA hai, jAo aura dUsaroM ko do| baaNtto| yahI eka upAya hai- jo sugaMdha guru se milI hai, vaha bAMTa dI jaae| ina aMtima sUtroM meM janaka usI apUrva bhAvadazA ko abhivyakta kara rahe haiN| aura isa abhivyakti meM sArA saMvAda saMkSipta hokara A gayA hai| yaha sAra - nicor3a hai| agara ye aMtima sUtra baca jAeM aura

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pUrI mahAgItA kho jAe, to kucha hAni na hogii| janaka ne ThIka-ThIka saMkSipta kara diyA hai| jaise bIja se vRkSa hotA aura phira vRkSa meM bIja laga jAte haiM, aisI eka choTI-sI jijJAsA janaka ne uThAyI thIbIja kI taraha thI jijJAsA - aSTAvakra ne usakA vRkSa kiyA, aba janaka phira use bIja kiye de rahe haiN| phira saMkSipta kiye de rahe haiN| phira sUtra meM bAMdhe de rahe haiN| unakI ar3acana samajhI jA sakatI hai| unakI becainI bhI samajhI jA sakatI hai| kucha bhI dekara dhanyavAda ho nahIM sktaa| jIva bhara kA subarana dekara bhI karatA mana de dUM kucha aura abhI tana aMgIkAra karo mana-dhana svIkAra karo lobha-moha - bhrama lekara prANa nirvikAra karo prati pala prati yAma dUM savere dUM zAma dUM jaba taka pUjA - prasamana dekara bhI karatA mana de dUM kucha aura abhI bhakti-bhAva arjana lo zakti sAdha sarjana lo arpita hai aMtartama ahaM kA visarjana lo janma lo maraNa le lo svapna - jAgaraNa le lo cira saMcita zrama sAdhana dekara bhI karatA mana de dUM kucha aura abhI yaha nAma tumhArA ho dhana-dhAma tumhArA ho

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mAtra karma mere hoM pariNAma tumhArA ho uMgaliyAM sumaranI hoM sAMseM anusaraNI hoM zAzvata svara Atma-sumana dekara bhI karatA mana de dUM kucha aura abhI isa pIr3A ko smjhnaa| to hI ina sUtroM meM praveza ho skegaa| aura aisA mata socanA ki ye sUtra mAtra punarukti haiN| punarukti dikhAyI par3ate haiM, kyoMki jo aSTAvakra ne kahA hai, eka artha meM vahI janaka kaha rahe haiM, lekina punarukti nahIM haiN| kyoMki aSTAvakra ne jo kahA thA, janaka use sirpha tote kI bhAMti agara doharAte to punarukti hai| vaha janaka ke jIvana kA aMtaHprakAza bana gayA hai| aba vaha jo kaha rahe hai, apane prANoM kA hI bola hai| ziSya jaba guru kI vANI ko apanA jIvaMta anubhava banA letA hai, taba punarukti nahIM hai| yadayapi zabda vahI hoMge, punarukti nahIM hogii| ina zabdoM ko phira se jIvita hone kA avasara mila gyaa| ziSya meM jAkara ye punarujjIvita hue haiN| vahI haiM, phira bhI vahI nahIM haiN| aisA ullekha hai eka jhena phakIra ke jIvana meM ki vaha apane guru ke pAsa thA aura guru ne use koI dhyAna ke lie eka samasyA dI thI, koAna diyA thaa| vaha usa para vicAra karatA hai, manana karatA hai ciMtana karatA hai| koAna thA ki eka hAtha kI tAlI kaise bajatI hai? eka hAtha kI tAlI bajatI nhiiN| jitanI dhvaniyAM hama jAnate haiM, unameM se koI bhI eka hAtha kI tAlI hai nhiiN| do kA saMgharSaNa ho to hI AvAja hotI hai| dhvani hamArI jAnakArI meM jitanI haiM, saba saMgharSaNa se hotI haiN| aura jo dhvani saMgharSaNa se hotI hai, vaha saMgharSa hI hai| hiMsAtmaka hai| aura jo dhvani saMgharSa se paidA hotI hai, zAzvata nahIM ho sktii| jo kabhI paidA huI kabhI naSTa ho jaaegii| jhena phakIroM kA yaha dhyAna kA sUtra ki eka hAtha kI tAlI khojo, isakA artha hotA hai, eka aisI dhvani ko khoja lo jo baja hI rahI hai, sanAtana se, prAraMbha se, aMta taka, sadA bajatI rhegii| jo na kabhI miTatI hai, na kabhI paidA hotI hai| jisako bhAratIya rahasyavAdI anAhata nAda kahate haiN| Ahata nAda kA artha hotA hai, Takkara se; anAhata nAda kA artha hotA hai, binA Takkara ke| to ziSya khojatA hai, dhyAna karatA hai, roja-roja uttara lAtA hai| mahInoM bIta jAte haiM, thaka jAtA hai, phira kisI anubhavI dUsare sAdhaka se pUchatA hai ki maiM kyA karUM, mahIne bIta gaye, varSa bIta jA rahe, maiM guru ko kaise uttara dUM? to usa anubhavI ziSya ne kahA ki varSoM mujhe bhI lage the aura jaba-jaba maiM uttara le gayA, taba-taba maiM galata pAyA gyaa| phira eka dina mujhe anubhava huA ki isakA koI uttara nahIM ho sakatA mujhe svayaM hI eka hAtha kI tAlI banakara jAnA par3egA, vahI uttara hogaa| taba maiM paripUrNa zAta aura zUnya

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hokara, nirvicAra hokara-mere bhItara koI AvAja na rahI, koI taraMga na rahI-guru ke caraNoM meM jAkara jhukA aura unhoMne kahA ki aba ThIka hai, tU le AyA uttara! jaba maiM koI uttara na le gayA thA aura sirpha zUnya bhAva se unake caraNoM meM jhukA thA taba unhoMne kahA, le AyA uttara! to terI sAdhanA pUrI huI to usa yuvaka ne kahA, aisA mujhe pahale kyoM na kahA, yaha maiM kara letaa| vaha dUsare dina subaha pahuMca gayA snAna- dhyAna krke| cupa jAkara caraNoM meM guru ke jhuka gayA lekina guru yaha dekhakara haMsane lgaa| aura guru ne kahA, pAgala, udhArI se kAma nahIM cltaa| usane kahA, lekina maiM ThIka vaisA hI jhuka rahA hUM bilakula cupa eka zabda bhI nahIM bolA huuN| guru ne kahA, phira bhI udhArI se kAma nahIM cltaa| vaha jaba AyA thA, zUnya thA, tU sirpha zUnya kA AbhAsa lekara AyA hai| tU ceSTA karake, Upara se mauna hokara AyA hai, bhItara to lAkha -lAkha zabdoM ke jAla bune jA rahe haiN| bhItara to vicAroM kI taraMgoM para taraMgeM cala rahI haiN| abhI jaba ta jhakA, taba bhI tere mana meM yaha vicAra cala rahA thA ki dekheM, aba guru svIkAra karate haiM ki nahIM? phira mahInoM taka ziSya vidA ho gyaa| jaba saca meM hI zUnya ho gayA to phira aayaa| aba bhI saba vaisA hI thA-bAhara to kucha bheda na thA-phira jhukaa| aura guru kI caraNasevA meM jo eka ziSya rahatA thA, usane vaha ghaTanA bhI dekhI thI jaba yaha jhukA thA, yaha ghaTanA bhI dekhii| aura guru ne kahA, ThIka, aba ThIka! to le AyA, uttara tujhe mila gayA! vaha jo caraNasevA meM rata thA, usane pUchA ki maiM koI pharka nahIM dekhatA hUM, taba bhI yaha aise hI jhukA thA, aba bhI vaise hI jhuka rahA hai, taba bhI aisA hI zAta thA, aba bhI aisA hI zAta hai, taba Apane kahA ki udhAra, bAsA uttara kAma na AegA; aba kahate haiM, le AyA! maiM kucha pharka nahIM dekhatA huuN| guru ne kahA, pharka bAhara nahIM hai, pharka bhItara hai| janaka jo kaha rahe haiM, Upara se samajhoge to lagegA vahI doharA rahe haiM jo aSTAvakra ne kahA, jarUrata kyA hai? aba saba usako punarukta karane kA kyA prayojana ho sakatA hai? lekina agara bhItara dekhoge to pAoge, aSTAvakra ne jo kahA thA, vaha phira se jIvita huA hai| janaka ne apanI AtmA usameM DAla dii| aba ye janaka ke hI svara haiN| inako aba aSTAvakra ke mata maannaa| aba ye janaka kI apanI nijavANI hai| aisA nahIM hai ki aSTAvakra ko soca-socakara janaka doharA rahe haiN| jo janaka kI samajha paidA huI hai, usa samajha kA hI sAra-nicor3a ina sUtroM meM hai| pahalA sUtra kva bhUtAni kva deho vA kyedriyANi kva vA mnH| kva zUnyaM kva ca nairAzya mansparUpe nirNjne|| 'mere niraMjana svarUpa meM kahAM paMcabhUta haiM, kahA deha hai, kahAM iMdriyAM haiM, athavA kahAM mana hai? kahAM zUnya hai aura kahAM AkAza kA abhAva hai?' cakita bhAva se jo kahA hai aSTAvakra ne usakI coTa aisI pragAr3ha par3I hai ki jaise koI nIMda se

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jAga gayA ho, yA jaise aMdhere meM acAnaka bijalI kauMdha gayI ho, yA aMdhe ko acAnaka AMkha mila gayI ho, yA bahare ko kAna mila gaye hoM, yA murdA jI uThA ho, itanI Akasmika ghaTanA ghaTI hai-cakita, vibhor| ye sAre vacana atyaMta Azcarya se bhare hue haiN| 'mere niraMjana svarUpa meN......|' matsvarUpe nirNjne| niraMjana zabda bar3A bahumUlya hai| niraMjana kA artha hotA hai, jisa para koI aMjana na car3ha sake, jisa para koI lepa na car3ha ske| kamala kA pattA, kahate haiM, niraMjana hai| pAnI meM hotA hai, pAnI kI bUMda bhI par3I hotI hai to bhI pAnI kamala ke patte ko chUtA nhiiN| patte para par3I bUMda bhI alaga hI hotI hai| pattA alaga hotA hai| chUnA nahIM hotA, sparza nahIM hotaa| kitane hI pAsa rahe, pattA niraMjana hai| matsvarUpe nirNjne| janaka ne kahA, Aja dekha rahA hUM ki maiM zarIra ke pAsa to hUM lekina zarIra kabhI nahIM huA matsvarUpe nirNjne| mana. ke pAsa to hUM -itane pAsa khar3A hUM, saTA -saTAyA khaDA hUM lekina kabhI mana nahIM huaa| karma hue, maiM pAsa hI khar3A thA aura kabhI kartA nahIM huA| bhoga cale, maiM pAsa hI khar3A thA aura kabhI bhoktA nahIM huA| bhoga kI chAyA bhI banatI rahI, jaise darpaNa para chAyA banatI hai, tuma darpaNa ke sAmane Ae to ceharA banatA hai| lekina darpaNa para koI lepa nahIM car3hatA, tuma cale gaye, chAyA bhI gyii| yahI to pharka hai darpaNa meM aura kaimare kI pleTa meN| kaimare kI pleTa meM bhI citra banatA hai lekina lepana hotA hai| tuma to cale gaye, lekina citra aTakA raha gyaa| darpaNa para lepana nahIM hotA, citra banatA hai aura baha jAtA hai| sAkSIbhAva darpaNa kI taraha hai, kaimare kI pleTa kI taraha nhiiN| ajJAnI kaimare kI pleTa kI taraha hai| jo dekha liyA, usase pakar3a jAtA hai| kisI ne bIsa sAla pahale gAlI dI thI, aba bhI tumhAre mana meM gaMjI calI jA rahI hai| aba bhI tuma use doharA rhe| aba bhI tuma use kureda-kureda kara dekha lete ho, bAra -bAra pIr3A ko phira anubhava karane lagate ho| zAyada pacAsa sAla pahale kisI ne sammAna kiyA thA, vaha dina Aja bhI bhUle - bhUle nahI bhUlatA| lepana ho gyaa| sArA atIta tumhAre mana kI pleTa para car3ha baiThA hai| kharoceM-hI-kharoceM laga gayI haiN| saba taraha se tuma lipta ho gaye ho| janaka ne kahA- makvarUpe niraMjane-mere isa niraMjana rUpa ko dekhakara cakita ahobhAva se maiM khar3A huuN| bharosA nahIM AtA! itanA kiyA aura mujhase kucha bhI nahIM huA itane dukha-sukha jhele aura maiM achUtA rahA huuN| dhana rahA, daulata rahI, garIbI rahI, bacapana thA, javAnI thI, bur3hApA thA, na-mAlUma kitanI dehoM meM gayA-kabhI pazu thA, kabhI pakSI thA, kabhI AdamI huA kabhI patthara thA-kitanI dehoM se gujarA, kitane rUpa dhare, lekina phira bhI maiM niraMjana kA niraMjana rhaa| 'mere niraMjana svarUpa meM kahAM paMcabhUta haiM!' yaha jo pAMca bhUtoM kA bar3A virATa khela cala rahA hai, yaha mujhase bAhara hai, yaha mujhase alaga hai| isakA mujhameM kahIM bhI praveza nahIM hai| praveza ho hI nahIM sakatA, merA svarUpa aisA hai| tuma jala ko jala

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meM milAo to mila jAtA hai| tuma jala ko tela meM milAo to nahIM milatA hai| tumane agara tela bharI kaTorI meM jala DAla diyA to pAsa-pAsa ho jAegA, jala aura tela bahuta pAsa-pAsa ho jAegA, donoM kI sImAeM karIba -karIba eka hotI huI mAlUma par3egI, phira bhI jala aura tela alaga-alaga bane rahate haiN| aisA hI caitanya padArtha se alaga-alaga banA rhtaa| kitanA hI mela ho jAe, lepa nahIM hotaa| matsvarUpe nirNjne| 'kahAM deha hai aura kahAM iMdriyAM haiM?' janaka kaha rahe haiM, khar3A hUM AMkha ke pIche, lekina maiM AMkha nhiiN| dekhanevAlI AMkha nahIM hai, AMkha to kevala jharokhA hai, khir3akI hai, vAtAyana hai, jisa para khar3e hokara koI dekha rahA hai| sunanevAlA kAna nahIM hai, kAna to jharokhA hai, jisake pAsa khar3e hokara koI suna rahA hai| jaba maiM apane hAtha se tumheM chUUM, to hAtha asalI chUnevAlA nahIM hai| nahIM to murdA hAtha bhI chU sakatA thaa| murdA AMkha bhI tumhArI tarapha dekha sakatI hai, lekina phira bhI dekha nahIM pAegI, kyoMki pIche jo khar3A thA vaha vidA ho gayA hai| asalI UrjA jA cukii| vaha jo asalI UrjA hai, vaha niraMjana hai| 'aura aba kahAM iMdriyA, kahAM mana, kahAM zUnya?' aura apUrva bAta kahate haiM ki mana to maiM hUM hI nahIM samAdhi meM jo zUnya kA anubhava hotA hai, vaha bhI maiM nahIM huuN| kyoMki koI anubhava maiM nahIM huuN| ise thor3A samajhanA, thor3A bArIka hai| jo bhI tumheM anubhava meM A jAtA hai, usase tuma alaga ho gye| ise sUtra smjho| ise aMtarjIvana kA gaNita smjho| jo tumhAre anubhava meM A gayA vaha tuma na rhe| jo tumane dekha liyA, tuma usase alaga ho gye| jo dRzya bana gayA, vaha draSTA na rhaa| to tumane agara dekhA ki bhItara khUba prakAza ho rahA hai, to usa prakAza se tuma alaga ho gaye, tuma dekhanevAle ho| tumane bhItara dekhA ki khUba amRta kI dhAra baha rahI hai, tuma isa amRta se bhI alaga ho gye| tuma dekhanevAle ho| tumane bhItara dekhA, saba zUnya ho gayA na koI vicAra, na koI taraMga, na koI bhAva, anaMta zAMti virAjamAna ho gayI, to tuma isa zAMti se bhI alaga ho gye| tuma to isa zAMti ko jAnane vAle ho| isalie na to maiM mana hUM, na zUnya hUM; sabhI cIjeM jo jAnI jAtI haiM, unase maiM alaga ho gyaa| maiM AkAza bhI nahIM hU~ aura AkAza kA abhAva bhI nahIM hAM matsvarUpe nirNjne| maiM to niraMjana huuN| 'sadA vaMdvarahita mujhako kahAM zAstra, kahAM Atma-vijJAna hai, kahA viSayarahita mana hai, kahAM tRpti hai aura kahAM tRSNA kA abhAva hai?' kva zAstraM kvAtmavijJAna kva vA nirviSaya mnH| kva tRptiH kva vitRSNatvaM gatadvaMdvasya me sadA! gatadavaMdavasya me sdaa|

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maiM sabhI davaMdava ke paar| jahAM-jahAM do haiM, vahA-vahAM maiM nhiiN| ise smjhnaa| hamAre jIvana meM jo bhI anubhava haiM, saba do ke| isalie jahAM-jahAM do hoM, vahAM samajha lenA ki tuma nahIM ho, vaha tumhArA svarUpa nhiiN| matsvarUpe nirNjne| vaha tumhArA vAstavika svarUpa nhiiN| jaise, jahAM-jahAM dukha hai, vahAM-vahAM sukha hai| jahAM-jahAM dina, vahAM-vahAM raat| jahAM-jahAM jIvana, vahAM -vahAM maut| jahA~-jahAM puruSa, vahAM-vahAM strii| jahAM-jahAM strI, vahA -vahA puruss| jahAM zAMti, vahAM ashaaNti| jahAM bacapana, vahAM buddh'aapaa| jahAM bananA, vahAM mittnaa| jahAM sRjana, vahAM vidhvNs| to jahAM -jahAM do ho jAeM, vahAM -vahA tumhArA niraMjana svarUpa nahIM hai| ina do meM se tuma eka ko cuna lete ho| jaise koI kahatA hai, maiM puruSa hUM, isane eka cuna liyaa| koI kahatA hai, maiM strI hUM, usane bhI eka cuna liyaa| buddha se kisI ne pUchA hai ki buddhatva ke bAda Apa puruSa haiM yA strI buddha ne kahA, aba maiM cunAva nahIM karatA huuN| basa itanA kahA ki aba maiM cunAva ke bAhara huuN| aba na maiM strI hUM, na puruSa huuN| aba maiM basa huuN| ve cunAva bhI tAdAtmya the| una cunAvoM ke mAdhyama se bhI -lepa ho jAtA thaa| tuma javAna ho yA ke? agara cuna liyA, to gire| agara acunAva meM khar3e rahe, cunA hI nahIM tuma kabhI jarA isa para soco| yaha tumhAre kitane karIba hai bAta lekina phira bhI tuma cUkate ho kabhI AMkha baMda karake tumane socA ki maiM javAna hUM yA kA? ho sakatA hai tuma javAna ho, ho sakatA hai tuma ke ho, kabhI AMkha baMda karake socA ki maiM javAna hUM yA kA? tuma bhItara bar3e usameM par3a jAoge ki maiM javAna yA kA! deha cAhe bUDhI ho gayI ho, to bhI bhItara bUDhepana kA kabhI anubhava hotA hai? deha cAhe javAna ho, isase kyA pharka par3atA hai? tuma jaba bacce the taba bhI tuma bhItara aisA hI anubhava karate the jaisA javAnI meM anubhava karate ho, jaisA bur3hApe meM anubhava karoge bhItara koI aMtara nahIM pdd'taa| saba rUpAMtaraNa bAhara hote rahate haiN| deha badalatI rahatI hai, bhItara to arUpa hai| bhItara to zAzvata hai| bhItara to nitya hai| tuma bAhara se socate, maiM puruSa, maiM strI, kabhI bhItara bhI jhAMka kara dekhA ki vahAM maiM kauna hUM? strI-puruSa kA bheda to zarIra para hai, zArIrika hai| caitanya to strI-puruSa nahIM ho sktaa| caitanya para to koI strI-puruSa ke bheda ke lakSaNa nahIM ho skte| sAkSI to basa sAkSI hai| na puruSa, na strii| eka vRddha jaina ne mujhase pUchA kyoMki jaina mAnate haiM, strI kA mokSa nahIM ho sakatA, strI-paryAya se mokSa nahIM ho sakatA, puruSa to honA hI pdd'egaa| puruSoM ne zAstra race, to puruSoM ne sabhI jagaha striyoM ko nIce rkhaa| striyoM ko Upara rakhane kI himmata, apane sAtha rakhane kI himmata puruSa nahIM kara paae| to usa jaina ne pUchA ki Apa kyA kahate haiM? strI kA mokSa ho sakatA hai yA nahIM? maiMne kahA, jahAM mokSa hotA hai vahA na koI strI hotI hai na koI puruSa hotA hai| jaba taka koI strI hai aura jaba taka koI puruSa hai, taba taka mokSa nhiiN| to na to strI kA mokSa hotA hai, na puruSa kA mokSa hotA hai| yaha bAta galata hI tuma kahate ho ki puruSa kA mokSa hotA hai| mokSa to acunAva meM hotA hai| mokSa to sAkSIbhAva meM hotA hai|

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matsvarUpe niraMjane / jahAM koI aMjana nahIM raha jAtA hai, koI lepa nahIM raha jAtA hai| jahAM tumane bhItara kI usa aMtarvastu ko pahacAna liyA jo na strI, na puruSa, na javAna, na kI; na gorI, na kAlI, na hiMdU na musalamAna | sadA dvaMdvarahita mujhameM kahAM zAstra haiM?' sAre zAstra mana meM haiM, buddhi meM haiN| kyoMki 'sAre zabda buddhi meM haiN| to zAstra kahAM ho sakate haiM! mujhameM koI zAstra nhiiN| kurAna mAnate ho ki purAna mAnate ho, veda mAnate ho ki bAibila mAnate ho, saba mana kA hI khela hai| jahAM taka zabda jAte haiM, vahAM taka mana hai| jahAM zabda nahIM jAte, kevala nizabdatA jAtI hai, vahIM se tuma zurU hue| jahAM taka zabda haiM, vahAM taka lepa, vahA taka tuma niraMjana nhiiN| zabdoM kaisA pakar3A hai! kisI se pUcho, Apa kauna haiM? vaha kahate haiM, maiM musalamAna hUM, maiM hiMdU hUM maiM jaina, maiM bauddha, maiM iisaaii| zabdoM ne kaisA pakar3A hai! kauna IsAI hai, kauna hiMdU hai, kauna musalamAna hai! baccA jaba paidA hotA hai to na hiMdU hotA hai, na musalamAna hotA hai, na IsAI hotA hai| hama use sikhAte, saMskArita karate, use saba bhAMti pilAte ghoMTa - ghoMTa kara jisa dina se hama usako apane hAtha meM pAte haiM, usI dina se hiMdU yA musalamAna banAne meM laga jAte haiN| nizcita hI niraMtara ke saMskAra se eka dina vaha bhI doharAne lagatA hai, maiM hiMdU / mAnane lagatA hai, maiM hiMdU / tumane usa vyakti ko bar3A saMkIrNa kara diyaa| AtmA kahAM hiMdU kahAM musalamAna! maMdira-masjida saba sImAeM haiM, AtmA asiim| AtmA kA koI zAstra nhiiN| AtmA ke pAsa koI zabda nhiiN| AtmA niHzabda hai, nirvicAra hai, nirvikAra hai / matsvarUpe niraMjane gatadvaMdvasya me sadA / jahAM taka zabda jAte haiM, vahA taka dvaMdva hai| tuma aisA koI zabda nahIM khoja sakate jisakA viparIta zabda na ho| zabda to dvaMdva se hI bharA hai| tumane kahA kisI ko suMdara to tumheM kisI ko asuMdara kahanA hI pdd'egaa| tuma yaha to na kara sakoge ki tuma kaho ki mujhe sabhI suMdara dikhAyI par3ate haiN| agara sabhI suMdara dikhAyI par3ate haiM to suMdara zabda kA koI artha nahIM rahA, arthahIna ho gyaa| tumheM asuMdara dikhAyI par3atA ho, to hI suMdara dikhAyI par3a sakatA hai| kurUpa ko binA svIkAra kiye suMdara kA koI bodha nahIM ho sktaa| tumane kahA, yaha AdamI mahAtmA hai, tuma cakkara meM par3a gye| kyoMki mahAtmA kahane kA matalaba hI yaha huA ki tuma kisI ko hIna - AtmA kahoge / binA hIna - AtmA kahe tuma kisI ko mahAtmA nahIM kaha skte| mahAtmA kA to matalaba hI huA ki tumane zreSTha kisI ko| to tumane kisI ko azreSTha kaha diyaa| bheda paidA ho gyaa| acchA kahA, burA ho gyaa| acche meM burA samAyA hai| ye eka hI sikke ke do pahalU haiN| sabhI zabda dvaMdvagrasta haiN| zabda ke bhItara dvaMdva se pAra hone kA koI upAya nahIM / tuma yaha kaha sakoge ki mujhe to sabhI meM bhagavAna dikhAyI par3atA hai| agara sabhI meM bhagavAna dikhAyI par3atA hai to koI bAta hI kahane kI na rhii| jaba taka tumheM kinhIM meM zaitAna dikhAyI par3atA hai tabhI ta kisI meM bhagavAna dikhAyI par3a sakatA hai| nahIM to koI artha hI nahIM rahA, bAta hI vyartha ho gyii| agara

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tuma kahate ho, maiM to hara sthiti meM sukhI hUM, to isa bAta ke kahane meM koI bhI artha na rahA / yaha vyartha ho gyii| tuma kinhIM sthitiyoM meM jarUra dukhI hote hooge, tabhI kahate ho hara sthiti meM sukhI huuN| tadvaMdvasya me sadA / janaka kahate haiM, maiM dvaMdva ke bAhara hUM - gatadvaMdvasya paar| jahAM taka dvaMdva hai, vahAM taka maiM nhiiN| jahAM dvaMdva nahIM, vahAM maiM huuN| phira vahAM na koI zAstra hai, na Atma-vijJAna hai| na viSaya rahita mana hai| vahA tRpti bhI kahAM, kyoMki vahAM tRSNA bhI nahIM hai| jaba taka tRSNA hai taba taka tRpti hai| jaba koI AdamI kahatA hai ki maiM to bar3A saMtuSTa hUM, mere mana meM asaMtoSa rahA hI nahIM, to samajhanA ki asaMtoSa kahIM-na-kahIM hogaa| nahIM to tRpti kA anubhava kaise hotA ? pyAsa na ho to tRpti kA anubhava nahIM hogaa| bhUkha na ho to tRpti kA anubhava na hogaa| sAre anubhava apane viparIta ko apane sAtha hI khIMca lAte haiN| isalie maiMne kala tumase kahA ki agara tumhAre jIvana meM sukha ke zikhara anubhava hote haiM, to dhyAna rakhanA, dukha kI ghATiyAM bhI pAsa hI haiN| tuma unameM giroge, baca na skoge| kRSNamUrti kI dezanA meM eka zabda baDA bahumUlya hai cvaisalaisanesa, vikalparahitatA, cunaavrhittaa| cunanA hI nhiiN| agara tuma itanA hI kara lo ki khar3e dekhate raho aura cunAva na karo-nako suMdara, na kaho asuMdara, na kaho apanA, na kaho parAyA, na kaho prItikara, na aprItikara, na pAsa rakhanA cAho, na dUra haTAnA cAho to usI cunAvarahitatA meM tuma mukta ho gye| 'svarUpa ko kahAM rUpitA hai, kahAM vidyA hai, kahAM avidyA hai, kahAM maiM hai, athavA kahAM yaha, kahAM merA hai; kahAM baMdha hai, kahAM mokSa hai?' kva vidyA kva ca vAuvidyA kyAhaM kyedaM mana kva vA / kva baMdhaH kva ca vA mokSaH svarUpasya kva rUpitA / / svarUpasya kva rUpitA 'svarUpa ko kahAM rUpitA hai?" zabda kA upayoga to karanA par3a rahA hai, niHzabda ko batAne ke lie| isalie zabda kI sImA ko dhyAna rkhnaa| isalie jitanA bahumUlya vacana hogA utanA virodhAbhAsI hogaa| jaise, svarUpa ko kahAM rUpitA? sva-rUpa, aura phira kahate haiM kahAM rUpitA? svarUpa ko kahAM rUpa? svarUpa zabda meM hI rUpa hai| lekina majabUrI hai| AdamI ke pAsa jitane zabda haiM, sabhI dvaMdva meM bhare haiN| isalie gatadvaMdva ke lie eka hI upAya hai pragaTa karane kA ki hama viparIta zabdoM kA sAtha-sAtha upayoga kreN| upaniSada kahate haiM, paramAtmA dUra se bhI dUra aura pAsa se bhI paas| bAta ThIka nahIM mAlUma par3atI tarkayukta nahIM hai| yA to dUra hai to dUra hai, yA pAsa hai to pAsa hai| yaha kyA bAta huI ki dUra se bhI dUra pAsa se bhI pAsa! lekina majabUrI hai| majabUrI yaha hai-dUra kaheM to cUka ho jAtI hai, pAsa kaheM to cUka ho jAtI hai| kyoMki jisako pAsa kahA, pAsa kahane meM hI dUra ho gyaa| pAsa meM hI dUrI chipI hai| jisako tuma pAsa kahate ho, yaha bhI dUrI ko hI nApane kA eka DhaMga hai| koI mere pAsa baiThA hai cAra phITa dUrI para, koI cha: phITa dUrI

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para koI dasa phITa dUrI para, koI dasa mIla dUrI para aura koI dasa prakAza-varSa dUrI pr| ye sirpha dUriyAM hI haiM sb| jo cAra phITa pAsa baiThA hai, vaha bhI to cAra phITa dUra baiThA hai| cAhe cAra phITa pAsa kaho, cAhe cAra phITa dUra kaho, kyA pharka par3atA hai, donoM meM eka hI matalaba hai| hara pAsa meM dUrI chipI hai| hara dUrI meM pAsa chipA hai| bhASA meM bar3I kaThinAI hai| bhASA to sApekSa hai| tuma kahate ho, pAnI tthNddaa| yA kahate ho, pAnI grm| kahate vakta aisA lagatA hai ki tuma koI bar3e bahumUlya tathya kaha rahe ho yaha tathya nahIM hai| kyoMki kisa pAnI ko tuma ThaMDA kahate ho? kisa pAnI ko tuma garma kahate ho? maiM eka yAtrI kA jIvana par3ha rahA thaa| vaha sAiberiyA kI yAtrA ko gayA thaa| aura aisA huA ki rAstA bhaTaka gyaa| cAroM tarapha sapheda hI sapheda brph| aura rAstA bhUla gyaa| aura jisa Dere para lauTanA thA usa para na lauTa skaa| aura sAMjha ho gayI aura rAta hone lagI aura bhayaMkara srdii| khUna jamane lgaa| vaha ghbdd'aayaa| baca na sakegA agara yaha rAta nahIM pahuMca pAyA Dere pr| bhAga-daur3a kI, yahAM bhAgA, vahA bhaagaa| eka dUsare kisI gAMva meM pahuMca gayA, jahAM do -cAra-cha: IgalU the -sAiberiyana eskimo ke mkaan| vaha to barpha ke hI bane hote haiN| barpha ko hI jamAkara IgalU banA lete haiN| vaha kaMpa rahA hai| aura vaha Dara rahA hai ki mauta pkkii| magara yaha IgalU mila gayA to calo ThIka, kucha sahArA mila jaaegaa| vaha bhItara pahuMcA, IgalU ke mAlika ne kahA ki ghabar3Ao mata, baiTho, vizrAma kro| lekina vaha IgalU kA mAlika bilakula ughAr3A baiThA hai! usako koI sardI-vardI kA patA nahIM hai| aura ye kaMpA jA rahA hai aura dAMta khaTakhaTA rahe haiM aura bola bhI nahIM sakatA ThIka se| jaba IgalU kA mAlika sone jAne lagA to usane eka patalA-sA kaMbala isako lAkara diyA ki zAyada rAta thoDI sardI par3e, to tuma or3ha lenaa| zAyada! rAta meM agara sardI par3e! kabhI-kabhI rAta sarda ho jAtI hai| to kyA sardI hai aura kyA garmI hai? sApekSa hai| jo cIja tamheM garma mAlama paDatI hai, kisI ko sarda mAlUma par3a sakatI hai| kisI ko sarda mAlUma par3atI hai, tumheM garma mAlUma par3atI hai| aura kabhI-kabhI to aisA ho sakatA hai ki tuma eka bAlTI meM pAnI bhara kara rakha lo, eka hAtha ko barpha kI zilA para rakha lo, eka hAtha ko sTova para garama karate raho aura phira donoM hAthoM ko usa pAnI kI bAlTI meM ibA do, eka hAtha kahegA pAnI garma hai aura eka hAtha kahegA pAnI ThaMDA hai| tumheM donoM anubhava eka sAtha hoMge ki pAnI ThaMDA, pAnI grm| sApekSa hai| jo hAtha tumane barpha para rakhA hai, vaha hAtha kahegA, pAnI grm| kyoMki pAnI usa hAtha se jyAdA garma hai| jo hAtha tumane sTova para garamA liyA hai, vaha hAtha kahegA, pAnI bahuta ThaMDA| kyoMki pAnI usa hAtha se ThaMDA hai| tumhAre donoM hAtha pAnI bilakula eka hI hai, sAmane eka hI bAlTI meM bharA hai| kyA pAsa hai, kyA dUra hai! zabda kA upayoga dhyAnapUrvaka krnaa| isalie sAre dharmazAstra aura sAre dharmazAstAoM ne zabda kA viparIta upayoga kiyA hai-eka hI sAtha viparIta-sirpha itanA batAne ko ki tuma dhyAna rakhanA, zabda ke davaMdava meM na ulajha jaanaa| isalie hama donoM ko lar3A dete haiN| donoM ko lar3Akara donoM mara jAte

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haiM, donoM gira jAte haiN| jo zeSa raha jAe vahI saca hai| 'svarUpa meM kahA rUpitA?" aba yaha bar3A beka vacana ho gyaa| ulaTabAMsI ho gyii| 'svarUpa meM kahAM rUpitA?" svarUpa kA matalaba hI yaha hotA hai ki svayaM kA rUpa aura usameM jor3a diyA- 'kahAM rUpitA?' svarUpa meM kahA rUpa, kaisA rUpa, bAta pUrI ho gyii| itanA hI kaha rahe haiM janaka ki tumhArA jo aMtara hai, vahA koI rUpa nahIM hai, vahA koI AkAra nahIM, vahAM koI AkRti nhiiN| asala meM yaha bhI kahanA ki jo tumhArA aMtaratama hai, ThIka nahIM hai, kyoMki jo tumhArA aMtaratama hai, vahAM bAhara aura bhItara bhI kucha nhiiN| jo tumhArI vAstavika sattA hai, vahI to sabakI bhI hai| vahAM to saba eka haiN| vahAM alagaalaga koI bhI nahIM hai| svarUpasya kva rUpitA / aura aisI parama arUpa dazA meM kaisI to vidyA aura kaisI avidyA? vidyA kA artha hai, jo hama sIkhate haiN| saba sikhAvana mana meM raha jAtI hai, isase bhItara nahIM jaatii| isalie tumhAre mana ko agara coTa laga jAe, to tumhArI sikhAvana bhUla jaaegii| mere eka mitra DAkTara haiN| Trena se gira pdd'e| coTa khA gye| coTa kucha aisI lagI sira meM, Upara to koI ghAva nahIM banA lekina bhItara unakI smRti naSTa ho gayI / bacapana se mere sAtha, bacapana se mere sAtha par3he, khele-kuude| jaba mujhe khabara milI aura maiM gayA gAMva unako dekhane to ve mujhe pahacAna bhI nahIM ske| ve mujhe aise dekhate rhe| unakI AMkhoM meM koI pratyabhijJA na huI / koI pahacAna na banI maiMne unake pitA se pUchA, unake pitA rone lge| ve kahane lage ki kisI ko nahIM pahacAnatA, na pitA ko, na mAM ko, na patnI ko, na apane beTe ko / kisI ko nahIM phcaantaa| garIba parivAra hai| baDI muzkila se unako par3hA-likhAkara DAkTara banAyA thA, vaha saba DAkTarI dhula gyii| AdamiyoM ko nahIM pahacAnate ! to vaha jo jAnate the, jo sIkhA thA, jo vidyA adhyayana kI thI-hoziyAra DAkTara the- vaha saba samApta ho gyii| kucha yAda hI nahIM AtA unheM ki kabhI unhoMne dhIre jaise choTA baccA sIkhatA - kucha par3hA ki likhaa| tIna sAla to aisI hI hAlata rhii| phira dhIre hai, puna: unhoMne saba siikhaa| aba kisI taraha kAmacalAU ho gaye haiN| lekina ilAja karavAne to unake pAsa koI nahIM aataa| kauna unase ilAja karavAe, loga saMdigdha ho gaye haiN| inakA aba kucha bharosA nahIM rhaa| kucha-kucha smRti lauTa AyI hai, lekina saba TUTI-phUTI hai| jisako hama vidyA kahate haiM, vaha to sIkhI huI bAta hai| vaha to chInI jA sakatI hai| aba to brena-vAza ke bahuta upAya duniyA meM calate haiN| rUsa meM aba vaha agara koI AdamI kamyUnijma-virodhI hai to usakI hatyA nahIM krte| hatyA karanA bahuta purAnA prAthamika, bahuta Adima upAya ho gyaa| aba to vaha sirpha usake mastiSka meM vidyuta kI dhArAeM daur3A dete haiN| itane jora se vidyuta kI dhArAeM daur3A dete haiM ki usakI smRti saba naSTa ho jAtI hai| jaba usakI smRti naSTa ho jAtI hai, to kahAM

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kA virodha! kaisA kamyUnijma, kaisA kamyUnijma kA virodha! vaha AdamI bilakula phira khAlI ho gayA, usakI sleTa poMcha dii| phira usako jo sikhAnA ho, sikhaao| aba usako kamyUnijma sikhAnA ho, kamyUnijma sikhA do / khataranAka aujAra AdamI ke hAtha laga gaye haiN| sarakAroM ke hAtha meM bar3I khataranAka zaktiyAM A gayI haiN| virodhI ko mArane kI bhI jarUrata na rahI, yaha to aura bhI mArane se bhI burA mAranA huA mAra DAlate to AdamI kama se kama gaurava se to maratA / usakA mastiSka poMcha diyaa| isa mastiSka poMchane kI sthiti se sirpha eka AdamI baca sakatA hai, vahI, jo dhyAna ko upalabdha ho gayA ho| tuma usakA mastiSka poMcha DAlo, kucha pharka na par3egA, kyoMki vaha pahale se hI jAna rahA hai ki maiM mastiSka nahIM huuN| agara aSTAvakra kA mastiSka poMcho, to nahIM puchegaa| tuma mastiSka poMcha DAloge, kucha pharka na pdd'egaa| aSTAvakra kI garimA jarA bhI khaMDita na hogI / isalie maiM kahatA hU ki dhyAna ke sUtra jitane jaldI sArI duniyA meM phailAe jA sakeM phailA diye jAne cAhie, kyoMki sarakAroM ke hAtha meM khataranAka aujAra laga gaye haiN| AdamI kI svataMtratA itane khatare meM kabhI bhI nahIM thI jitanI aba hai| kisI bhI AdamI kA mastiSka bar3I AsAnI se poMcha DAlA jA sakatA hai| agara tumhAre pAsa dhyAna kA sUtra ho aura tuma sAkSI bana sako to tumheM koI sarakAra naSTa na kara skegii| magara sAkSI to bahuta kama haiM, loga to kartA aura bhoktA bane haiN| logoM to apane mana ko hI saba samajha liyA hai| 'svarUpa ko kahA rUpitA hai, kahAM vidyA hai?' eka aisA tala apane bhItara pAo jahAM tuma apanI jAnakAriyoM se jyAdA pAra, Upara, bar3e ho| jahAM tuma jAnakArI hI nahIM ho, jAnane vAle ho / tumase koI pUchatA hai, Apa kauna ? kahate haiM, iMjIniyara / kahate, ddaakttr| magara yaha to tumhArA honA nahIM hai, yaha to tumhArI vidyA hai, yaha tumhArA jAnanA hai| iMjIniyara honA tumhArA astitva nahIM hai| aura na DAkTara honA tumhArA astitva hai| yaha to tumane vidyA ke sAtha apanA tAdAtmya kara liyA, AiDeMTiTI kara lii| yaha to tumane bar3A galata jor3a bAMdha liyaa| yaha to gAMTha burI hai aura mahaMgI par3a sakatI hai| sAkSI ho| 'kaisI vidyA aura kaisI avidyA?' isalie eka bAta khayAla rakhanA, sAkSI hone ke lie koI bahuta bar3A vidvAna aura paMDita honA Avazyaka nahIM hai| tuma jahAM ho, vahIM se sAkSI ho sakate ho| loga mujhase kabhI pUchate haiM Akara ki binA zAstra par3he, binA zAstra ko samajhe, binA niSNAta hue vidyA meM koI kaise dhyAna ko upalabdha ho jAegA? yaha to bar3I kaThina bAta hai| isakI koI kaThinAI jaisI bAta hI nahIM hai| tuma baDe buddhimAna ho, bahuta zAstroM ke jJAtA ho, isase kucha pharka nahIM par3atA / yA tuma bilakula nahIM zAstra ke jJAtA ho, tumheM bhASA bhI nahIM AtI, to bhI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| sAkSI hone kA matalaba hai, tuma jo bhI karate ho, usameM apane ko joDo mt| samajho / eka AdamI khetI-bAr3I karatA hai| vaha khetI-bAr3I karate karate sAkSI ho sakatA hai|

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sirpha itanA hI dhyAna rakhe ki yaha jo hala-baksara calA rahA hai, yaha maiM nahIM hUM, yaha maiM dekhanevAlA maatr| zarIra se hala-baksara cala rahA hai, mana se yojanA banAyI jA rahI hai, maiM dekhanevAlA huuN| yA ki tuma veda par3ha rahe ho, eka hI bAta hai| yA ki jUte banA rahe ho, camAra ho, yA ki mUrti gar3ha rahe ho, mUrtikAra ho, koI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| tuma kyA kara rahe ho, isase koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| tuma jo bhI kara rahe ho usake prati jAgakara agara sAkSI ho jAo, to tuma sAkSI ke parama jagata meM praveza kara jaaoge| isalie gorA kumhAra bhI jJAna ko upalabdha ho gayA, kAzI ke paMDita rAjI nahIM hote| kyoMki kAzI ke paMDita kahate haiM ki gorA kumhAra, ghar3e banAte -banAte aura jAna ko upalabdha ho gayA! kabIra, kapar3e banate-banate! yaha kabIra julAhA aura jJAna ko upalabdha ho gayA! kAzI ke paMDita rAjI nahIM hote| ki raidAsa camAra, jUte banAte -banAte aura jJAna ko upalabdha ho gayA! nahIM yaha bAta a~catI nhiiN| kAzI kA paMDita socatA hai ki jaba taka koI pAMDitya ko upalabdha na ho, bar3I-bar3I upAdhiyAM na hoM, taba taka koI jJAna ko kaise upalabdha hogA? svAmI rAmatIrtha amarIkA se bhArata vApasa lautte| amarIkA meM to unheM bar3I khyAti milii| isa lihAja se amarIkA sarala hai| amarIkA zAyada akelA mulka hai manuSya jAti ke itihAsa meM jahAM paMDita kA koI bahuta mUlya nahIM hai| vyAvahArika AdamI kA mUlya hai| paMDita kA itanA koI mUlya nahIM hai| amarIkA meM tumheM aise prophesara mila jAeMge jinake pAsa koI DigrI nahIM hai aura yUnivarsiTI meM par3hAte haiN| yaha bar3A kaThina mAmalA hai| bhArata meM tumako koI aisA prophesara nahIM mila sakatA jisake pAsa DigrI na ho aura yUnivarsiTI meM par3hAtA ho| DigrI to honI cAhiye cAhe gadhA DigrIdhArI ho vaha yUnivarsiTI meM prophesara ho jaaegaa| tuma cakita hooge, kabIradAsajI ko par3hAnevAle prophesara haiM, kabIradAsajI agara A jAeM to unako prophesarI nahIM mila sktii| kabIradAsa ko yUnivarsiTI meM par3hAte haiM, kabIradAsa para thIsisa likhI jAtI hai, kabIradAsa para thIsisa likhanevAle DAkTara ho jAte, prophesara ho jAte, kabIradAsajI agara A jAeM to yUnivarsiTI kamIzana unase pUchegA ki DigrI kahAM hai guma sirpha amarIkA meM kabIradAsa ko bhI prophesarI mila sakatI hai| amarIkA kI pakar3a vyAvahArika hai| amarIkA meM aise bahuta se kavi prophesara haiM, jinake pAsa koI DigrI nahIM hai| lekina DigrI kyA karoge? jo AdamI kavitA ko janma de sakA hai, jisakI kavitA par3hAne ko saikaDoM varSa prophesara saMlagna raheMge, tuma usako prophesarI nahIM de sakate? usako apanI kavitA samajhAne kA maukA nahIM de sakate? amarIkA meM aise loga iMjIniyara haiM, jinake pAsa koI DigrI nhiiN| lekina anubhava hai, amarIkA anUThA hai isa lihAja se| amarIkA kI pakar3a bahuta vyAvahArika hai| kyoMki amarIkA vyavasAyI deza hai| vyavasAyI kI pakar3a vyAvahArika hotI hai, praikttikl| vyavasAyI hamezA vyAvahArika hotA hai| usakI najara isa para hotI hai ki pariNAma kisase Ate haiM? / rAmatIrtha amarIkA meM rahe to logoM ne khUba unheM Adara diyaa| kyoMki bAta itanI pratyakSa thI! aba yaha pUchane kI jarUrata thor3e hI thI rAmatIrtha se ki tumane kitane zAstra par3he haiM? tuma veda jAnate

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ki nahIM? yaha rAmatIrtha kI maujUdagI veda kI maujUdagI thii| yaha vANI veda kI vANI thii| ina AMkhoM meM sAgara laharA rahA thaa| yaha rAmatIrtha kI mastI kAphI thI prmaann| lekina yaha bAta kAzI meM nahIM clegii| jaba rAmatIrtha vApasa lauTe to ve kAzI gye| aura kAzI meM bar3I unheM hairAnI huI kyoMki jaba ve kAzI meM hai aura usane kahA, rukiye! saMskRta AtI hai gura rAmatIrtha ko saMskRta AtI nahIM thI, ve to phArasI ke vidavAna the| lAhaura meM par3he, lAhaura ke pAsa hI paidA hue, urdU jAnate the, phArasI jAnate the| aura gaNita ke prophesara the| saMskRta se to kucha lenA hI denA nahIM thaa| cauMkakara rAmatIrtha raha gye| aura usa AdamI ne kahA, mahArAja, pahale saMskRta to paDho! veda kA kucha patA nahIM hai aura brahmajJAna bakhAna rahe ho! yaha brahmajJAna kisI kAma kA nahIM hai| yaha saba bAtacIta hai, jaba taka zAstra kA samarthana nahIM hai| rAmatIrtha dikhAyI nahIM par3ate! rAmatIrtha sAmane baiThe haiN| isase jyAdA masta AdamI ina sau varSoM meM bhArata meM dUsarA nahIM huaa| isase jyAdA sUphiyAnA, isase jyAdA maulika, isase jyAdA paramAtmA ke nikaTa muzkila se koI AdamI hotA hai| magara nahIM, paMDitoM ko yaha bAta na dikhii| sabhA ukhar3a gayI, loga uTha gaye, logoM ne kahA ki chor3o, jAne do, kyA rakhA hai! saMskRta taka to AtI nahIM! eka pardA par3a gayA AMkha pr| koI prayojana nahIM hai saMskRta ke jAnane se| musalamAna hone ke lie arabI jAnanA Avazyaka nahIM hai| na hiMdutva ke sAra ko samajhane ke lie saMskRta jAnanA jarUrI hai| aura na yahUdI hone ke lie hilU jAnanA jarUrI hai| satya ko jAnanA jarUrI hai| aura satya to bhItara par3A hai| to sirpha jAganA jarUrI hai| jo bhItara par3A hai use AMkha kholakara dekha lenA Avazyaka hai, bs| 'kahAM vidayA, kahAM avidayA, kahAM maiM hai, athavA kahAM yaha, kahAM merA, kahAM baMdha hai, aura kahAM mokSa?' baMdhana aura mokSa bhI davaMdava ke hI jagata ke hisse haiN| svarUpasya kva rUpitA? yahAM to koI baMdhana, koI mokSa, koI rUpa nahIM banatA, koI AkRti nahIM bntii| muktapuruSa itanA bhI nahIM kahegA ki maiM mukta huuN| kyoMki na to maiM bacA, na mukti bcii| aisA hI samajho ki eka AdamI jelakhAne se chUTatA hai| bIsa sAla kArAgRha meM rahA, hathakar3iyoM meM jakar3A rhaa| chUTA Aja, to chUTate hI se mukti lagatI hai| tumheM to mukti nahIM lagatI tuma sar3aka para cale jA rahe ho, usI sar3aka para jahAM vaha kArAgRha se chUTatA hai eka AdamI-jela ke daravAje para lAkara jelara use vidA karatA hai aura kahatA hai, dhanyabhAgI ki tuma jIvita nikala Ae, bIsa sAla laMbA vakta thA, prabhu tumhArI rakSA kare, dubArA mata A jaanaa| vaha AdamI cauMkakara apane ko khar3A khulI havA meM dekhatA hai, sUraja kI rozanI, pakSI ur3ate hue, loga jAte hue bIsa sAla kArAgRha meM baMda thA, aMdherI koThariyAM, sIMkace, sirpha saMtariyo ke pairoM ke jUtoM kI AvAja ke sivAya koI aura saMgIta nahIM sunA, Aja acAnaka phira se bIsa sAla ke bAda jIvana kA rUpa-raMga, yaha sataraMgA jIvana, ye phUla, ye pakSI, cauMkakara khar3A raha jAtA hai| paramamukti kA anubhava hotA hai| lekina tuma bhI vahIM jA rahe rAste

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para, tumheM kucha anubhava nahIM hotaa| mukti ke anubhava kA artha itanA hI hai ki vaha jaMjIroM kA hI anubhava hai| jaMjIra baMdhI rahI to mukti kA anubhava hotA hai| to jaba koI vyakti pahale pahale mukta hotA hogA, to zAyada kSaNa bhara ko mukti kA anubhava hotA ho, lekina phira to patA calatA hai kaisI mukti, kaisA baMdhana? donoM gye| baMdhana ke sAtha mukti bhI gyii| jAnI hI caahie| dukha ke sAtha sukha bhI gyaa| jAnA hI caahie| azAMti ke sAtha zAMti bhI gyii| jAnA hI caahie| aba to jo bacA- gaMtadavaMdavasya me sadA-aba to vahI bacA jo vaMdva ke atIta hai| 'dharmAdharmarahita mujhako kahAM prArabdhakarma haiM, athavA kahAM jIvana mukti hai aura kahAM vaha videha kaivalya hI hai!' kva prAravyAni karmANi jIvanamuktirapi kva vaa| kva tadavideha kaivalya nirvizeSasya srvdaa|| 'maiM to nirvizeSa huuN.....|' nirvizeSasya sarvadA! janaka kahate haiM, mere Upara aba koI vizeSaNa nahIM lgtaa| nirvizeSasya srvdaa| na to hiMdU na musalamAna, na IsAI; na brAhmaNa, na zUdra; na strI, na puruSa; na jAnI, na ajJAnI; na baMda, na mukta, mujha para koI vizeSaNa nahIM lgtaa| aba to maiM basa huuN| honA zuddha hai, sImA ke pAra hai| honA paribhASA ke bAhara hai| aba mujha para koI paribhASA nahIM lgtii| nirvizeSasya srvdaa| isa nirvizeSa zabda ko samajhanA, isake do artha haiN| eka to vizeSaNarahita, ki aba koI bhI vizeSaNa sArthaka nahIM rhaa| jyAdA kyA kaheM -janaka kahate haiM-itanA hI kahanA kAphI hai ki koI vizeSaNa aba mujha para nahIM lgtaa| na choTA, na bar3A; na dhanI, na garIba, na tyAgI, na bhogI; na kartA, na akartA, koI vizeSaNa nahIM lagatA, eka baat| aura nirvizeSasya kA eka aura artha hai ki aba maiM jarA bhI viziSTa nhiiN| vaha bAta bhI khayAla meM lenaa| aba maiM koI khAsa AdamI nahIM huuN| aba maiM jarA bhI viziSTa nhiiN| viziSTa hone kA moha to ahaMkAra kA hI moha hai| hamAre sabake mana kI icchA eka hI rahatI hai ki maiM viziSTa, maiM kucha khaas| hama hajAra taraha se jIvana meM eka hI to upAya karate haiM ki kisI taraha siddha ho jAe ki maiM kucha viziSTa, maiM koI sAdhAraNa AdamI nahIM hUM, maiM asAdhAraNa huuN| koI dhana kamAkara siddha karatA hai ki maiM asAdhAraNa hUM -koI raoNkaphelara, koI mArgana, koI enDU kAranegI siddha karatA hai ki maiM viziSTa hUM dekho kitanA mere pAsa dhana hai tumhAre pAsa kyA hai? koI siddha karatA hai bar3A paMDita hokara ki maiM cAroM vedoM kA jJAtA, dekho| tumhAre pAsa kyA hai? koI siddha karatA bar3A tyAgI hokara ki dekho, maiMne dhana-daulata chor3a dI, makAna chor3a diyA, patnI-bacce chor3a diye, dekho nagna khar3A

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hUM rAste para-sarvatyAgI-tumane kyA chor3A! yaha hamArI saba viziSTatA kI daur3e haiN| aura viziSTatA kI daur3a kA eka hI artha hai ki hameM abhI apanA kucha bhI patA nahIM claa| abhI hama vizeSaNa talAza rahe haiN| abhI hama ceSTA kara rahe haiM daniyA ko dikhAne kI ki hama kauna haiN| jisane svayaM ko jAna liyA. usakI saba ceSTA samApta ho jAtI hai ki maiM kauna huuN| jisane svayaM ko jAna liyA, usane to jAna liyA ki sArA astitva hI viziSTa hai, yahAM viziSTa hone kI daur3a pAgalapana hai| yahAM sabhI kucha asAmAnya hai, kyoMki sabhI kucha prabhu se paripUrita hai| janaka kahate haiM, 'aura kahAM vaha videha kaivalya hI?' janaka ke saMbaMdha meM eka vizeSaNa upayoga kiyA jAtA hai ki vaha videha kaivalya ko upalabdha ho gaye the| kahate haiM na, rAjA janaka videha the| videha kA matalaba ki deha meM rahate -rahate deha ke jo pAra thA use unhoMne jAna liyA thaa| videha kA artha, saMsAra meM rahate -rahate ve mokSa ko upalabdha ho gaye the| lekina janaka kahate haiM ' 'aura kahAM vaha videha kaivalya hI!' jisakI loga carcA karate haiM ki janaka ko mila gayA, videha kaivalya, vaha bhI kahAM hai! aba kucha bhI nahIM hai| mahAzUnya hai| zUnya bhI jaba na raha jAe to usakA nAma hai mhaashuuny| 'sadA svabhAvarahita mujhako kahAM kartApana hai aura kahAM bhoktApana hai? athavA kahAM niSkiyatA hai aura kahAM sphuraNa hai? athavA kahAM pratyakSa jJAna hai aura kahAM usakA phala hai?' kva kartA kva ca vA bhoktA niSkiyaM sphUraNaM kva vaa| kvAparokSaM phalaM vA kva nisvabhAvasya me sdaa|| smjheN| 'sadA svabhAvarahita mujhako kahAM kartApana hai?' kva nisvabhAvasya me sdaa| phira virodhAbhAsa hai| svabhAva aura usameM aura eka niSedha lagA diyaa-niHsvbhaav| jaba tuma svayaM ko jAnoge to eka anUThI bAta jAnoge ki vahA~ sva jaisA kucha bhI nahIM hai| svayaM ko jAnakara pAoge ki sva to gyaa| vaha sva bhI para ke sAtha hI jur3A thaa| jaba tuma bilakula akele raha jAoge to akele bhI na rahoge, kyoMki akelApana bhI bhIr3a kI tulanA meM thaa| smjho| jaba tuma bAjAra meM ho, bhIr3a meM ho| phira tuma cale himAlaya ke eka zikhara para baiTha gye| tuma kahate ho, bar3A AnaMda, akele baiThe, koI bhIr3a-bhAr3a nhiiN| lekina tumhAre akelepana kI paribhASA bhIr3a-bhAr3a se AtI hai| maiM kucha mitroM ko lekara kazmIra meM thaa| jisa bajare para hama ruke the| usa bajare kA jo mAlika thA, vaha dhIre - dhIre mere prema meM par3a gyaa| jaba hama Ane lage, vaha rone lgaa| to maiMne usase pUchA ki bAta kyA hai? to usane kahA, bAbA, basa eka daphe baMbaI dikhalA do| tU baMbaI dekhakara kyA karegA, yaha baMbaI ke saba loga mere sAtha yahAM haiN| ye baMbaI se chUTanA cAhate haiN| usane kahA ki nahIM bAbA, ho

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gayI jiMdagI isI Dala jhIla para marate-marate, eka daphA baMbaI dikhA do| use Dala jhIla para laga rahA hai ki isase jyAdA aura vyartha kAma kyA hogA ? use yaha bhI samajha meM nahIM A rahA hai ki Dala jhIla meM usakI naukA para jo mehamAna hote adhikatara baMbaI ke hI hote haiN| baMbaI se ghabar3AyA huA AdamI kazmIra bhAgatA hai| kazmIra se ghabar3AyA huA AdamI baMbaI AnA cAhatA hai| tumheM Dala jhIla para zAMti mAlUma par3atI hai| Dala jhIla para jo raha rahA hai use sUnApana mAlUma par3atA hai| pharka samajha * lenaa| tumhArI zAMti kI paribhASA tumhArI baMbaI kI bhIr3a se AtI hai| jaba baMbaI kA AdamI jAkara jhIla para baiTha jAtA hai to kahatA hai, ahA hA! magara yaha hai abhI bhI baMbaI meM hI, kyoMki yaha jo ahA hA rahA hai, yaha baMbaI kI hI tulanA meM A rahA hai, nahIM to ahA jaisA kucha bhI nahIM hai| vaha bagala meM isake vahIM baiThA huA mAjhI machalI mAra rahA hai ki naukA khe rahA hai, usako kucha ahAhA nahIM ho rahA hai| usake mana meM koI bhAva nahIM utthtaa| vaha kisI taraha calA rahA hai, makkhiyAM mAra rahA hai| vaha kahatA hai, kyA karo kahIM aura jAne kA upAya nahIM, baMbaI apane bhAgya meM nahIM, yahIM gujAra deMge! makkhiyAM mAra rahe haiM! use Dala jhIla para makkhiyAM mArane jaisA lagatA hai| tuma jaba bhIr3a se bhAgate ho to akelepana kA anubhava hotA hai| akelApana bhIr3a kI hI pratIti hai| jisa dina tuma saca meM hI akele ho jAoge, usa dina na to bhIr3a rahegI, na akelApana rhegaa| kaisA akelApana, kaisI bhIr3a, donoM gye| vaha to eka hI sikke ke do pahalU the, pUrA sikkA calA gyaa| jisa dina tuma svayaM para Aoge, svayaM ko bhI na paaoge| na sva, na pr| 'sadA svabhAvarahita mujhako - nisvabhAvasya me sadA - kahAM kartApana hai, kahAM bhoktApana hai, kahAM niSkiyatA, kahAM sphuraNa hai?" phira eka sUtra jo maiMne tumheM pIche kahA ki kucha biMdu aSTAvakra ne chor3a diye haiM, unako pUrA karane ke lie rakhA hai| janaka unako pUrA kare, to hI samajho ki janaka samajhA hai| eka sUtra thaa-turiiy| aSTAvakra ne kahIM bhI yaha nahIM kahA ki turIya ke bhI pAra ho jaaoge| janaka ne kahA ki turIya ke bhI pAra ho gyaa| agara sirpha doharAtA hotA to utanA hI kahatA jitanA aSTAvakra ne kahA thaa| eka kadama aSTAvakra ne chor3a diyA thaa| agara anubhava hogA to vaha kadama bhI usako dikhAyI par3a jaaegaa| yaha dUsarA sUtra - sphuraNa / aSTAvakra kA sUtra thA. svasphuraNa, svacchaMda - apane svayaM kI sphuraNA se jo jiie| vahI satya ko pA gayA hai| jo dUsare ke udhAra se nahIM jItA, jo dUsare ke Adeza se nahIM jItA, jo dUsare kA aMdhAnukaraNa nahIM karatA, jo svayaM se hI sphUrti letA hai, spAMTeniTI se jItA hai, vahI / janaka kahate haiM, 'kahAM sphuraNa?' kva kartA kva ca vA bhoktA niSkiyaM sphuraNa kva vA / kahAM kA sphuraNa, kaisI bAteM lagAe haiM! yahAM koI sphuraNa nahIM ho rahA hai| jaba sArI vAsanA calI gayI, sArI tRSNA calI gayI, AkAMkSAe calI gayIM, sphuraNa kaisA? jaba sArI kiyA calI gayI, sphuraNa kaisA? jaba parataMtratA calI gayI to svacchaMdatA kaisI? donoM gaye, donoM sAtha -sAtha gaye gatadvaMdvasya me sdaa|

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maiM to dvaMdva ke pAra virAjamAna huuN| yaha sphuraNa bhI gyaa| aSTAvakra apUrva AnaMda ko upalabdha hue hoMge jaba unakA ziSya kahane lagA, sphuraNa bhI gayA svacchaMdatA bhI gayI, svataMtratA bhI gyii| ye bhI saba parataMtratA kI hI bhASAeM haiN| ' athavA kahAM pratyakSa jJAna hai?' aSTAvakra ne jora diyA hai, apanA hI jJAna honA caahie| zAstra kA jJAna to parokSa hai| buddha ko huA thA, patA nahIM, ThIka huA, galata huA, dhokhA diyA, ki kalpanA kara lI, ki khuda dhokhA khA gaye, kauna jAne! tumheM to nahIM huA maiM kucha kahatA hUM mujhe huA huA yA nahIM huA tuma kaise taya karoge? aMdhere meM TaTolanA hogaa| jaba taka tumheM pratyakSa jJAna na ho jAe, tuma jaba taka na jAna lo, taba taka koI jAnane meM artha nahIM hai| aisA aSTAvakra ne kahA / aisA sabhI sadaguru kahate rahe haiM ki pratyakSa jAno, apanI AMkha se jAno, apanA hI anubhava ho| janaka kahane lage, kahAM kA pratyakSa jJAna aura kahAM usakA phala ! kucha bhI nahIM / aSTAvakra khUba AnaMdita hue hoMge yahI bAta saca hai| jahAM parokSa gayA, vahA pratyakSa bhI gyaa| yaha saba dvaMdva hI haiM, eka hI sAtha baMdhe haiN| ye alaga- alaga nahIM hote haiN| ' apane svarUpa meM advaya mujhako kahAM loka hai, kahAM mumukSu hai athavA kahAM yogI hai, kahAM jJAnavAna hai athavA kahAM baddha hai aura kahAM mukta hai? " kva lokaH kva mumukSurvA kva yogI jJAnavAna kva vA / kva baddhaH kva ca vA muktaH svasvarUpe'hamadvaye / / 'apane svarUpa meM advaya mujhako / ' khyAla rakhanA, niraMtara isa deza ke siddhoM ne, saMtoM ne advaya kA upayoga kiyA hai, eka kA nahIM / jaba ve eka kahanA cAhate haiM to advaya zabda kA upayoga karate haiM, bahuta socakarA advaya kA artha hotA hai, do nhiiN| sIdhI-sIdhI bAta kaha dete, kAna ko itanA ulTA laMbA cakkara lagAkara kyoM pakar3anA, kaha dete eka, mujha eka ko| lekina nahIM, aisA bhArata ke satapuruSa nahIM kahate mujhe eka ko| kyoMki eka ke sAtha do kA bodha A jAtA hai| eka to banatA hI taba hai jaba do hoN| pazcima meM bahuta se gaNitajJoM ne bahuta taraha kI ceSTAeM kI haiM sAmAnya rUpa se to gaNita meM dasa aMka hote haiM - eka se lekara dasa taka / aura phira ina dasa hI ke AdhAra para sArA gaNita kA vistAra hotA hai| phira to punarukti hai| phira gyAraha bAraha, teraha aura phira karor3oM taka, araboM-kharaboM, zaMkha - mahAzaMkha taka usI kI punarukti hai, lekina mUla AMkar3e to dasa haiN| yaha dasa kA janma bar3A avaijJAnika hai| yaha dasa paidA hue AdamI kI dasa aMguliyoM ke kAraNa, kyoMki AdamI ne ginatI sabase pahale aMguliyoM para zurU kii| taba koI gaNita to na thA - aba bhI gAMva kA grAmINa aMguliyoM para ginatA hai| cUMki dasa aMguliyAM, sArI duniyA meM sabhI AdamiyoM kI dasa aMguliyAM haiM, isalie sArI duniyA meM jitane gaNita paidA hue sabakA mUla aMka dasa hai| lekina yaha koI bar3I gaNita kI to bAta na thI, yaha to saMyoga kI bAta thI ki AdamI kI

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dasa aMguliyAM haiN| isa para koI dasa AMkaDe honA jarUrI nhiiN| to phira gaNitajJoM ne bahuta koziza kI ki itane AMkar3oM se kama se kAma cala ske| to lIvanisa bar3A dArzanika aura gaNitajJa huA, usane tIna AMkar3e liye stha, do, tiin| phira tIna ke bAda cAra nahIM AtA, tIna ke bAda dasa AtA hai| tIna mUla AMkar3e, usane kahA tIna se kAma cala jaaegaa| usako tIna kA khyAla AyA IsAI 'TriniTI' se ki jIsasa kahate haiM, mUlarUpa se tIna haiN| vaisA hiMdU bhI kahate haiN-trimuurti| mUla rUpa se tIna haiN| aura vaisA vaijJAnika bhI kahate haiM-ilekTrAna, proTAna, cchaan| padArtha kA tIna khaMr3a hai mUla| to usane socA ki tIna paryApta honA caahie| jaba tIna kA hI sArA jagata vistAra hai to tIna se hI gaNita kA bhI vistAra ho jAnA caahie| to eka, do, tiin| tIna ke bAda AtA hai dasa; phira gyAraha, bAraha, teraha, phira teraha ke bAda AtA hai biis| isa taraha saMkhyA calatI hai| usane kAma calA liyA tIna Akar3oM se| aura vijJAna to hamezA socatA hai, jitane se kama se kAma cala jAe utanA acchaa| phira AiMsTIna ne socA ki tIna kI itanI koI jarUrata nahIM mAlUma pdd'tii| do se kAma cala sakatA hai| kyoMki sArA jagata vaMdva hai-dduaalittii| aMdherA aura ujelA, subaha aura zAma, janma aura mRtyu, sArA jagata dvaMdva hai| strI-puruSa, RNa- dhana, sArA jagata vaMdva hai| to do se kAma cala jAnA cAhie, to usane do se hI kAma claayaa| eka aura do| phira A jAtI hai punarukti eka, do kii| tIna nahIM aataa| eka aura do ke bAda A jAtA hai ds| AiMsTIna ne do se kAma calA liyaa| phira bahutoM ne koziza kI hai ki isase bhI kama ho sake, lekina isase kaise kama ho, isase kama nahIM ho sktaa| eka se akele kAma nahIM cala sktaa| eka se gaNita nahIM bntaa| do to anivArya haiN| bhAratIya saMtoM ko yaha bAta sadA se khayAla meM rahI ki jahAM tumane eka kahA, vaha do to A hI jAegA, eka to bana hI nahIM sakatA; eka akelA ho hI nahIM sakatA, usake lie hone ke lie dUsare kA honA bilakula jarUrI hai| isalie ve kabhI nahIM kahate ki mujhe eka ko, ve kahate haiM, mujha advaya ko| ve kahate haiM, merI jo sattA hai vahA do nahIM haiM, aba tuma samajha lenA ishaaraa| magara vaha izArA hai| spaSTa nahIM kahate ki vahAM eka hai| itanA hI kahate haiM ki do nahIM hai| dvaMdva vahAM samApta ho gayA hai| vaMdva ke vahAM hama pAra cale gaye haiN| do ke atIta ho gaye haiM, duI miTa gayI hai| svsvruupetthhmdvye| 'apane svarUpa meM, apane advaya svarUpa meM na mujhe koI loka hai, na koI mumukSA hai, na koI yoga hai, na koI jJAna hai, kahAM baddha, kahA mukta?' na maiM baddha hUM? na maiM mukta hUM, na maiM amukta, na jJAnI, na ajnyaanii| saba vizeSaNa kho gaye haiN| yaha nivedana kara rahe haiM janaka apane guru ke sAmane ki tumane mujhe jagAyA hai| tumane jo jAga mur3Ae dI, usase mujhe aisA huA hai| yaha ziSya apane hRdaya ko kholakara rakha rahA hai jo use huA hai| aura zravaNamAtreNa huA hai| janaka ko sirpha aSTAvakra ko suna-sunakara aisA huA hai| janaka apratima pAtra haiN| isase zreSTha koI pAtra nahIM hotA, jise sunakara hI satya kA anubhava ho jaae| aura aisA anubhava ki jo -jo kamiyAM guru ne chor3a dI thIM-jAnakara chor3a dI thIM-unako vaha pUrA kara skaa| unako pUrA

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bhara laayaa| pazcima meM eka bahuta bar3A citrakAra huA haidorek| usake pAsa saikar3oM ziSya citrakalA sIkhane Ate the| usakI parIkSA kA DhaMga bar3A anUThA thaa| aise hI rahA hogA jaisA aSTAvakra kaa| doreka apane ziSyoM kI parIkSA aise letA thA ki vaha khuda eka citra banAtA aura usameM kahIM koI aisI bArIka kamI chor3a detA, jisako usakI haisiyata kA citrakAra hI pahacAna sakatA hai| bAkI ko to kamI dikhAyI par3a hI nahIM sktii| aura vaha apane ziSyoM ko kahatA ki agara isameM tumheM koI kamI dikhatI ho to use pUrA kara do| jo ziSya pUrA kara detA use kabhI-kabhI to aisA hotA ki bruza kI jarA-sI eka lakIra, aura usane chor3a dI hai, ki jarA-sA eka cihna, aura dekhane para kisI ko bhI samajha meM nahIM AegA ki koI kamI chUTa gayI hai, koI kamI chUTa gayI hai| usake citra sarvAMga suMdara citra hote the, vaha anUThA kalAkAra thaa| jiMdagI meM hajAroM logoM ne usase sIkhA citra banAnA, lekina do -cAra hI uttIrNa hue kyoMki pahale to jo dekhatA vaha kaha detA ki isameM koI kamI nahIM hai, ghaMToM dekhatA aura kahatA isameM kamI hai hI nhiiN| isameM koI kamI nahIM hai| kabhI-kabhI koI yaha socakara ki guru kahate haiM, kamI honI cAhie, to khojabIna kara kucha kamI khoja letA jo kamI thI hI nhiiN| to vaha kucha upAya karatA to citra aura bigar3a jaataa| kabhI-kabhI aisA hotA ki koI ziSya pahacAna pAtA kahAM kamI hai| jo usa kamI ko pahacAna letA usako doreka uttIrNa kara detaa| mujhe lagatA hai, parIkSA kA ThIka upAya usane khojA thaa| vaha kamI, doreka kI cittadazA hI jisa ziSya meM A gayI ho, usI ko dikhAyI par3a sakatI thii| aura kisI ko nahIM dikhAyI par3a sakatI thii| jo doreka ke sAtha itanA AtmalIna ho gayA hai, jo aba ziSya nahIM rahA hai, vastuta: guru hI ho gayA hai| tuma agale sUtra meM paaoge| agale sUtra meM janaka kahate haiM, aura aba kaisA guru, kaisA ziSya! vaha aMtima satra hai| aura janaka usakI pAtratA ghoSita kara rahe haiN| unhoMne bhara diye chidra jo-jo choDa diye the| chidra bar3e bArIka the| agara koI nakala kara rahA hotA to DaratA ki guru ke khilApha bole ki jhaMjhaTa ho jaaegii| sphuraNa bhI nahIM, pratyakSa jJAna bhI nahIM, jJAna kA koI phala bhI nahIM, na koI mukti hai, na koI mokSa hai, na koI baddha -hai, na koI baMdhana hai| na saMsAra, na nirvaann| 'apane svarUpa meM adavaya mujhako kahAM sRSTi hai aura kahAM saMhAra hai, kahAM sAdhya hai, kahA sAdhana hai athavA kahAM sAdhaka hai aura kahA siddhi hai?' kva sRSTi: kva ca saMhAra: kva sAdhya kva ca saadhnm| kva sAdhaka: kva siddhirvA svsvruupetthhmdvye|| maiM apane advaya rUpa meM khar3e hokara dekha rahA huuN| nivedana karatA hUM, janaka kahane lage, mujhe kSamA kareM lekina merA nivedana yaha hai ki yahAM, isa advaya dazA meM na to mujhe koI sRSTi dikhAyI par3atI hai aura na koI prly| na to kabhI kucha banAyA gayA hai aura na kabhI kucha miTAyA jAtA hai, jo hai, hai| jo nahIM hai, nahIM hai| na koI banAne vAlA hai, kyoMki koI cIja banAyI hI nahIM gayI hai kabhI-sraSTA kaisA, sRSTi hI kabhI nahIM huii| aura na koI saMhArakartA hai| ye tumhAre brahmA, viSNu, maheza saMbhAlakara

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rakho, mujhe dhokhA mata do| na sRSTi hai, na sraSTA, to brahmA kaise ? sRSTi nahIM to saMbhAlanevAlA kauna ? aura saMhAra nahIM hotA to kauna ziva hai? koI nahIM hai| jo hai, advaya eka usa jagaha maiM khar3A hokara kaha rahA hUM ki yahAM kucha bhI nahIM hai saba sapanA hai, aura taba taka dikhAyI par3atA hai jaba taka tumane apane ko jagAyA nhiiN| saba nIMda meM dekhI gayI bAteM haiN| saba svapna meM dekhe gaye khyAla haiN| 'kauna sAdhya hai aura kahAM sAdhana, athavA kahA sAdhaka aura kahAM siddhi ?' yaha AkhirI bAta mAlUma hotI hai kahA siddhi ? aba tuma samajho, siddhi kA lakSaNa hI yahI hai| siddha hone kA artha hI hai ki jahAM siddhi bhI vyartha ho jaae| jo siddhi meM ulajha gayA, vaha siddha hote-hote cUka gyaa| pataMjali ne pUrA eka adhyAya likhA hai yogasUtroM meM siddhiyoM kaa| sirpha yaha batAne ko ki jAgarUka rahanA, aisI-aisI ghaTanAeM ghaTeMgI, ulajha mata jaanaa| nahIM to saMsAra se bace, to phira svarga meM ulajha gye| bAhara se bace to bhItara ulajha gye| bAhara kA upadrava kisI taraha gayA to bhItara ke upadrava meM lIna ho gye| bAhara kA jAdU TUTA to bhItara kA jAdU pakar3a liyA, lekina jAdU jArI rahA, nIMda na khulii| siddha vahI hai jisake bhItara aba koI siddhi bhI nahIM rhii| jo itanA sarala ho gayA hai| yaha paramasiddhi kI avasthA hai| aisA vyakti to havA kA jhoMkA hai| jala kI dhAra hai| pAnI kI lahara hai| itanA hI sarala hai| saralatA siddhi hai| zUnyatA siddhi hai| siddhi ke bhI pAra ho jAnA siddhi hai| kala kisI kA prazna thaa| uttara maiMne nahIM diyA, Aja ke lie chor3a rakhA thaa| pUchA hai, siddha kauna ? jo asaMga vaha abhaMga jo akelA hai, jo itanA akelA hai ki aba akelApana bhI na bacA, usI ko kahate asaMga aura jo asaMga hai, vaha abhaMga hai| usakA aba khaMr3ana nahIM ho sakatA hai| usake aba Tukar3e nahIM ho sakate haiN| maiM, tU yaha, vaha, saba Tukar3e samApta ho gye| jo asaMga vaha abhaMga aura aisI abhaMga dazA ko siddha kahA hai| mahArASTra meM siddhoM ke vacana, bahuta se vacana abhaMga kahalAte haiN| ve isIlie abhaMga kahalAte haiN| ve eka aisI citta kI dazA se paidA hue haiM jahAM koI vibhAjana nahIM rhaa| aMgrejI meM jo zabda hai inaDivIjuala, vaha ThIka zabda hai abhaMga ke lie| inaDivIjuala kA artha hotA hai, jisake vibhAjana na ho skeN| avibhAjya jo hai, khaMr3a na ho skeN| jisake khaMr3a ho jAeM, vaha bhIr3a, vaha abhI vyakti nhiiN| siddhi kI jo paramadazA hai, vaha abhaMga hone kI dazA hai| advaya, do nahIM bace, itanA bhI khaMr3a nahIM rahA ki do bceN| aneka kI to bAta hI chor3a do, do bhI nahIM bace / apanA apane meM bo aMta: jaga

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bAhara so siddha kI yaha dazA hai| apanA apane meM bo aba koI dUsarA to hai nhiiN| apanA apane meM bo khuda hI bIja hai, khuda hI kheta hai, khuda hI kisAna hai, khuda hI phasala hai, khuda hI kaattegaa| basa apanA hI apanA bcaa| apanA apane meM bo aMta: jaga bAhara so aura jo bhItara hai, vahI aba bAhara hai| jo bAhara hai, vahI bhItara hai| bAhara bhItara bhI gyaa| abhNg| aba na kucha bAhara hai, na bhItara hai| niyati nirapekSa hai bhrama hai virodhAbhAsa tama-vibhA dvaya se mukta hai mahAkAza niyati nirapekSa hai to jaba taka sApekSa ho -ThaMDA aura garama, sukha aura dukha ye saba sApekSa bAteM haiN| jo tumheM sukha hai, dUsare ko dukha ho sakatA hai| aisA eka bAra huA ki maiM eka rAjamahala meM mehamAna huA mere sAtha eka mitra bhI vahAM mehamAna hue mitra phakkar3a phakIra haiN| aura rAjamahala meM hone kA unheM kabhI maukA AyA nahIM thaa| jisa rAjA ke hama mehamAna the, usane jo zreSThatama unake ghara meM suvidhA thI vaha hamAre lie juTAyI thii| suMdaratama jo kakSa thA, usameM hameM ThaharAyA thaa| lekina rAta maiMne dekhA ki mitra karavaTa badalate haiM, unheM nIMda nahIM aatii| maiMne unase pUchA ki bAta kyA hai? tuma itanI karavaTa badalate ho! to unhoMne kahA ki mujhe nIMda nahIM AtI, agara Apa AjJA deM to maiM pharza para so jaauuN| to maiMne kahA, tumheM bistara para koI takalIpha hai? bole, bahuta takalIpha ho rahI hai, kyoMki yaha itanA sukhada hai, itanA gudagudA aura itanA mulAyama aise bistara para maiM kabhI soyA nahIM, mujhe bar3A dukha ho rahA hai, mujhe nIce so jAne deN| vaha nIce so gye| pAMca minaTa bAda maiMne dekhA vo gharrATe le rahe haiN| subaha maiMne apane mejabAna ko kahA ki Apane inako bar3A dukha diyaa| kahane lage, dukha? Apa kaisI bAta karate haiM! mujhase kyA

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bhUla huI hai kyA dukha huA, Apa btaaeN| maiMne kahA, dukha yaha huA ki Apane inako itanA iMtajAma kara diyA, itanA suMdara bistara de diyA ki yaha bicAre rAta adhiA rAta taka to karavaTa badalate rahe, agara maiM na pUchatA to zAyada yaha rAta bhara aise hI par3e rhte| inako aisA bhI lagA ki nIce soU to azobhana mAlUma hogaa| loga soceMge, kaisA aziSTa, isako sonA bhI nahIM aataa| aura unhoMne kiyA jaise hI subaha maiM uThA, unhoMne jaldI se uThakara, vApisa bistara para baiTha gaye ve| maiMne kahA, kapoM? unhoMne kahA, aise koI dekha le aura kahe ki nIce soe! to kyA samajheMge ki isa AdamI ko bistara para sone kI bhI tamIja nhiiN| lekina unhoMne kahA, maiM bhI kyA karUM, jamIna para hI sone kI Adata hai| to jo kisI ko sukha ho, kisI ko dukha ho sakatA hai| saapekss| jo ThaMDA, vaha kisI ko garama laga sakatA hai| jo kisI ko suMdara lagatA hai vaha kisI ko asuMdara laga sakatA hai| jo tumheM Aja suMdara lagatA hai, kala asuMdara laga sakatA hai| roja to tumheM yaha anubhava hotA hai| eka strI ke prema meM par3a gaye, vaha bilakula suMdara lagatI thI, devI lagatI thii| Aja prema samApta ho gayA, vaha nazA utara gayA, vaha khumArI calI gayI, aba vaha kurUpa lagatI hai, beDhaba lagatI hai| Aja tumheM bharosA nahIM AtA ki kabhI isa strI meM maiMne sauMdarya kaise dekha liyA thA! saapekss| niyati nirapekSa hai lekina jo satya hai, vaha nirapekSa hai| jitanA sApekSa hai, vaha satya nhiiN| jahAM taka sApekSa hai, vahAM taka satya nahIM, vahA taka manuSya ke mata haiM, satya nhiiN| mAnyatAeM, dhaarnnaaeN| bhrama hai virodhAbhAsa aura jahAM -jahAM tumheM virodha dikhAyI par3atA hai, jAnanA vahAM-vahAM bhrama hai| kyoMki yahAM saba virodha jur3e haiM, alaga nahIM haiN| tumheM lagatA hai ki sukha aura dukha virodhii| galatI bAta hai| donoM jur3e haiN| pArTanara haiM, sAjhedAra haiN| eka hI unakI dukAna hai| jarA bhI alaga nahIM haiN| eka mara jAe, dUsarA mara jAtA hai| jIvana-mRtyU, tumheM lagate haiM virodhAbhAsa, virodhI nhiiN| mRtyu ke kAraNa jIvana hai, jIvana ke kAraNa mRtyu hai, donoM jur3e haiN| bhrama hai virodhAbhAsa niyati nirapekSa hai tama -vibhA dvaya se aura aMdhere aura prakAza ke dvaMdva se mukta hai mahAkAza vaha jo siddha kA mahAkAza hai, vaha dvaMdva se mukta hai| svasvarUpeThahamadvaye-vahAM koI do nahIM hai| jo de vyartha ko artha vahI siddha vahI samartha tuma to abhI artha ko bhI -vyartha kiye de rahe ho| artha kA bhI anartha kiye de rahe ho| itanA

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bahumUlya jIvana milA hai aura aisA gaMvA rahe ho| aisA bahumUlya ratana sA jIvana milA hai, kaur3iyoM meM luTA rahe ho| tuma to abhI artha kA anartha kiye de rahe ho| jo de vyartha ko artha vahI siddha vahI samartha jo jIvana kI vyarthatA meM se bhI sArthaka ko khoja le, jo isa kUr3e-karakaTa meM hIre ko pahacAna le, jo isa laharoM ke jAla meM sAgara meM ibakI lagA le, jo sapanoM meM na khoe aura satya ko pakar3a le| lahara nigor3I dina bhara daur3I mAMgA motI lAyI kaur3I tumhArA jIvana aisA hai lahara nigor3I dina bhara daur3I mAMgA motI lAyI kaur3I daur3ate to jiMdagI bhara ho, dina bIta jAtA hai daur3ate -daur3ate, lAte kyA ho? sAMjha ghara kyA lAte ho? kaur3iyA liye cale Ate ho| udAsa, thake, Asuo ke sivAya tumhAre jIvana kI koI phalazruti nahIM hai| siddha vahI jo isI kSaNa, yahIM hIrA le aayaa| isI kSaNa DubakI lagAyI aura motI le aayaa| abhI aura yahIM jisane apane sukha, parama, mahAsukha ko udaghoSita kara diyaa| lekina tumheM kaThinAI hotI hai, tuma to isa AnaMda kI khabara ko sunakara bhI becaina hone lagate ho| kyoM? maiM niyati ke vyaMgya se ghAyala huA hU aura tumako gIta gAne kI lagI hai! tuma to siddhoM se nArAja hue ho tuma to buddhoM se nArAja hue ho tumane to unase jA-jAkara bAra-bAra kahA - maiM niyati ke vyaMgya se ghAyala huA hUM aura tumako gIta gAne kI lagI hai! isa taraha kI coTa kucha mana para huI hai ghAva gaharA, khUna para bahatA nahIM hai mana bahuta samajhA rahA AghAta saha jA kiMtu tana kamajora yaha sahatA nahIM hai

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bijaliyoM ne vakSa merA chU liyA hai aura tumako muskurAne kI lagI hai ! karma kI pUjA adhUrI hI par3I hai aura tumako rasa bahAne kI lagI hai ! dvAra kI sAMkala bajAe jA rahA dukha aura tumako madhu pilAne kI lagI hai ! lekina, maiM tumase kahanA cAhatA hUM, tumhAre dukha kalpita haiN| tumhAre dukha tumhAre hI mana - nirmita haiN| na- mAlUma kitane hajAroM logoM ke dukha-sukha maiM sunatA hUM, aura maiM cakita hotA hUM ki loga kitane gahare na so rahe hoMge! unheM yaha bhI nahIM dikhAyI par3atA ki dukha unakA bilakula kalpita hai| bilakula jhUThA hai| aba taka maiMne aisA AdamI nahIM pAyA jisakA koI dukha vAstavika ho / jo saca meM dayA kA pAtra ho| haMsI ke pAtra haiM, dayA ke pAtra nahIM haiN| yadyapi maiM bhI haMsatA nahIM, kyoMki tumheM aura coTa lgegii| maiM gaMbhIratA se tumhArI bAteM sunatA hU~ tumhAre dukha meM aisA dikhAtA hUM ki maiM bhI sammilita hUM sahAnubhUti dikhAtA hUM tumhArI pITha thapathapAtA hUM kyoMki tuma abhI na samajha skoge| abhI tuma dukha meM aise DUbe ho ki tumheM laga rahA hai ki yahI sacAI hai| tumhAre saba dukha jhUThe haiN| isalie buddhapuruSoM para tuma nArAja hue to kucha Azcarya nahIM hai svAbhAvika hai| kyoMki ve eka aisI jagata kI bAta kara rahe haiM jisase tumhArI koI bhI pahacAna nahIM divasa unIMde unmana bIte rAta jAgaraNa ke praNa jIte kyoM Agamana gamana bana jAtA kyoM saMhAra sRjana bana jAtA maraNa janama yA janama maraNa hai kahIM na koI nirAkaraNa hai jJAna gumAna zeSa ho jAte Adi aMta ko sIte -sIte pala meM dhUpa banI kyoM chAyA mAyA rUpa rUparata mAyA jala maiM upala upala meM jala hai jIva jIva meM jagata samAyA sari meM lahara lahara meM dhArA dhAra - dhAra meM jIvana sArA -

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bUMda - bUMda meM bharane vAle bhare - pure sAgara kyoM rIte kuzala-kSema hI kahate sunate cale gaye saba kyUM sira sunate brahma satya to jaga mithyA kyoM ravikara kyoM svapnAbara bunate tama meM kiraNa kiraNa tama kArA jIta jIta kyoM jIvana hArA hIrA janama gaMvAyA yoM hI rote - gAte, khAte - pIte jJAna gumAna zeSa ho jAte Adi aMta ko sIte -sIte kahIM koI nirAkaraNa nahIM dikhAyI pdd'taa| jIvana kI cAdara ke Adi- aMta sIte -sIte hI sArA jIvana bIta jAtA hai| dhana, pada, jJAna ke saba gumAna vyartha ho jaate| hIrA janama gaMvAyA yoM hI aura yaha hIre -sA janma aise hI kho jAtA hai| to tumheM bar3I hairAnI hotI hai jaba tuma amRta, advaita, AnaMda, saccidAnaMda ke gIta sunate ho, to tumheM lagatA hai kahAM kI bAteM ho rahI haiM! hama yahAM dukha meM par3e-dukha sAkala bajA rahA hai-tumheM rasa bahAne kI par3I hai! tumheM madhu pilAne kI par3I hai! tumheM gIta gAne kI par3I hai! lekina phira bhI maiM tumase kahatA hUM, agara tuma suna sako aura tuma thor3A apane dukha kI isa gaTharI ko utArakara thor3A sA bhI, eka kSaNa ko bhI isa mahotsava meM sammilita ho sako, jisakA nimaMtraNa siddhapuruSoM ne tumheM diyA hai to tuma bhI hNsoge| yaha gaTharI utArate se hI tumheM dikhAyI par3a jAegI ki jhUTha thI, apanI hI banAyI thii| tuma bhI AMcala gIlA kara lo aba rUThe raho na phAguna meM cargo para thApa par3A gaharI, saba phar3aka uThe Dhapa-Dhapa Dholaka khar3ake mRdaMga jhamakI jhAMjheM paga thiraka uThe nainA apalaka lo hor3a lagI dekhA -dekho

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dhuMgharU pAyala kI runajhuna meM kumakuma abIra ke megha ur3e khilatA palAza phAguna gAo aise meM mana mAre na raho kucha rasa meM ibo, utara Ao Ao, zAmila ho jAo mausama ke pUjana - arcana meM tuma bhI AMcala gIlA kara lo aba rUThe raho na phAguna meM yaha jo aSTAvakra aura janaka kA saMvAda maiMne tumase kahanA cAhA hai, isI AzA meM ki tuma bhI thor3e isa phAguna ke rasa meM DUba sko| eka bUMda bhI tumhAre hAtha laga jAe to sAgara dUra nhiiN| eka kiraNa bhI hAtha laga jAe to sUraja dUra nhiiN| tuma bhI AMcala gIlA kara lo aba rUThe raho na phAguna meM cargo para thApa paDI gaharI, saba phar3aka uThe Dhapa-Dhapa Dholaka khar3ake mRdaMga jhamakI jhAMDrAeM paga thiraka uThe nainA apalaka lo hor3a lagI dekho -dekho ghugharU pAyala kI runajhuna meM kumakuma abIra ke megha uDe khilatA palAza phAguna gAo aise meM mana mAre na raho kucha rasa meM ibo, utara Ao Ao, zAmila ho jAo mausama ke pUjana- arcana meM tuma bhI AMcala gIlA kara lo aba rUThe raho na phAguna meM yaha jo mahA amRta kA saMdeza hai ra ise thor3A ckho| cakhate hI artha khulegaa| tuma pUchate ho-siddha kauna? siddha hue binA patA na calegA| aura siddha tuma isI kSaNa ho sakate ho| kyoMki siddha hone ke lie na kisI sAdhana kI jarUrata hai, na kisI sAdhya kii| siddha honA tumhArA svabhAva hai| tuma svarUpa se siddha ho| tumhArA mokSa tumhAre bhItara hai| tuma samrATa ho| na mAlUma kisa apazaguna meM tumane apane

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ko bhikhArI mAna liyA hai| na mAlUma kisa pAgalapana meM tuma bhIkha mAMge cale jA rahe ho| chor3o isa sapane ko, thoDe jAgo aura siddha kA artha tumheM patA clegaa| siddha kA artha hai, aisI caitanya kI dazA jahAM aba pAne ko kucha bhI na rhaa| jo pAnA thA, pA liyaa| jo honA thA, ho liye| tRpti kI aisI paramadazA jahAM tRSNA to hai hI nahIM, tRpti bhI nahIM hai| hari oM tatsat! Aja itanA hii|

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saralatama ghaTanA: paramAtmA-pravacana-paMdrahavAM dinAMka 9 pharavarI, 1977, ozo Azrama, puunaa| pahalA prazna : mahAgItA kI isa aMtima praznottarI meM kRpA karake zravaNamAtra se hone vAlI tatkAla-saMbodhi, sar3ana enalAiTenameMTa kA rAja phira se kaha deN| isa mahAghaTanA ke lie pUrvabhUmikA ke rUpa meM kyA taiyArI jarUrI hai? kyA binA kisI bhI prakAra kI pratyakSa yA apratyakSa taiyArI ke tatkAla-saMbodhi ghaTanA saMbhava phira se pUchate ho| eka hI bAta roja kahI jA rahI hai| eka hI bAta ko anaMta bAra doharAyA jA rahA hai| phira pUchane se na suna pAoge| itane bAra doharAkara samajha meM nahIM aataa| eka hI bAra kahe jAne se samajha meM A sakatI hai| bAta itanI sarala hai| isalie prazna bAta ke doharAne kA nahIM hai, prazna tumhArI mUrchA kA hai| tuma itane soe ho, kitanI hI bAra doharAo, koI aMtara na pdd'egaa| zAyada bahuta bAra doharAne se tuma samajho ki koI lorI gA rahA hai aura tuma aura gaharI nIMda meM so jaao| aneka bAra doharAne kA pariNAma jAgaraNa nahIM hotaa| phira pUchate ho ki zravaNamAtra se hone vAlI tatkAla saMbodhi kA rAja kyA hai? rAja hotA to zravaNamAtra se kabhI saMbodhi upalabdha nahIM ho sakatI thii| agara koI rAja hotA, koI sIkreTa hotA, agara koI bAta chupI hotI, to khojanI pdd'tii| ceSTA karanI pdd'tii| zravaNamAtra se jo saMbodhi ghaTita hotI hai, usakA artha hI itanA hai ki rAja kucha bhI nahIM hai| paramAtmA pragaTa hai, chipA nhiiN| paramAtmA maujUda hai, paryoM meM nhiiN| paramAtmA AMkha ke sAmane khar3A hai, paramAtmA AMkha ke pIche khar3A hai| paramAtmA ne hI tumheM saba ora se gherA hai| paramAtmA ke atirikta aura kucha hai hI nhiiN| rAja kahAM hai? jinhoMne samajhA ki paramAtmA rAja hai, ve cuuke| phira ve paramAtmA ko khojane meM lgeNge| aura jo itanA maujUda hai ki usake atirikta kucha maujUda nahIM use tumane khojA ki cuuke| khojane meM hI cUka ho gyii| jaise ki bhara dopaharI meM koI rozanI khojane lage, to tuma kyA kahoge, isako milegI rozanI? cAroM tarapha dhUpa barasa rahI hai, yaha dhUpa meM hI khar3A hai aura kahatA hai, maiM rozanI ko khojanA cAhatA huuN| rozanI kahAM hai, isa bAta kA rAja kyA hai? isake pUchane meM hI bhrAMti hai| isake pUchane meM hI cUka huI jA rahI hai|

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rAja to paMDitoM ne khar3e kiye haiM, paramAtmA bahuta pragaTa hai| paMDitoM kA sArA vyavasAya isa bAta para nirbhara karatA hai ki ulajhA deN| nahIM to bAta sulajhegI kaise phira ? ulajhI ho bAta to paMDita kI jarUrata hai| sulajhI hI ho, to paMDita kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| zravaNamAtra se upalabdha ho sakatA hai satya, isakA matalaba yahI huA ki kisI ko bIca meM lene kI jarUrata nahIM hai| kisI kA hAtha pakar3ane taka kI bhI jarUrata nahIM hai| kisI kA anusaraNa karane kI bhI jarUrata nahIM hai| kyoMki kahIM jAnA nahIM hai, tuma satya meM ho| sirpha jAganA hai| AMkha kholakara dekhanA hai, bharI dopaharI hai aura sUraja saba tarapha barasa rahA hai| tuma AMkha baMda kiye khar3e ho, pUchate ho, sUraja ke hone kA rAja kyA? rozanI ko kahAM khojeM? isakI kuMjI kahAM hai? aba baMda AdamI ke hAtha meM agara kuMjI bhI ho sUraja ko pAne kI, to bhI kyA hogA? asalI bAta hI cUka gye| tuma pUchate ho, rAja kyA? rAja hotA, to sunanemAtra se satya upalabdha nahIM ho sktaa| aSTAvakra kI pUrI dezanA yahI hai ki sirpha sunanemAtra se| kyoM aisA kahA hai? isalie aisA kahA hai ki tumane satya ko khoyA nahIM hai| aisA samajho ki koI samrATa hai aura so gayA aura sote meM sapanA dekhatA hai ki bhikhArI ho gayA huuN| aura koI unheM jagAkara uThA detA hai aura kahatA hai, jAgane bhara se bAta samApta ho jaaegii| samrATa to tuma ho, bhikhArI kA sapanA dekha rahe ho| to ghar3I kA alArma kAphI hai / zravaNamAtreNa hI, agara tuma bhikhArI hI ho, to phira samrATa nahIM ho sakate sunane mAtra se| lAkha koI doharAe ki tuma samrATa ho, tuma to jAnate ho, tuma bhikhArI ho / to tuma bAra-bAra pUchate ho ki koI rAja hogA samrATa hone kA! aSTAvakra kaha rahe haiM, samrATa tuma ho| bhikhArI kaise ho gaye ho, yaha camatkAra hai| saMpatti tumhAre pAsa hai, eka kSaNa ko bhI usase tumhArA saMbaMdha nahIM chUTA hai, chUTa jAtA to tuma ho hI nahIM sakate the| aisA hI samajho ki jaise vRkSa khar3A hai| agara jar3oM se saMbaMdha TUTa jAe to vRkSa ho hI nahIM sakatA / bhalA vRkSa ko jar3eM dikhAyI par3I hoN| jar3eM to chipI haiM pRthvI ke gahana aMdhakAra meN| vRkSa to agara jhAMkakara bhI nIce dekhe to jar3eM dikhAyI merI jar3oM ko maiM kaise khojUM ra kaise pahacAnUM ki mere pAsa hI, nahIM to tU ho hI nahIM sakatA thaa| nahIM pdd'egii| aura vRkSa agara pUchane lage ki jar3eM haiM, to tuma kyA kahoge ki jar3eM to haiM tuma bolate ho to paramAtmA bolatA, tuma zvAsa lete to paramAtmA zvAsa letA, tuma calate ho to paramAtmA calatA hai| tumane prazna pUchA, yaha paramAtmA ne hI puuchaa| yaha prazna paramAtmA kI hI gahanatA se A rahA hai| yaha jAgane ke hI mArga para eka izArA hai| paramAtmA tumhAre bhItara jAganA cAhatA hai| tuma tarakIba khoja rahe ho, tarakIba khojakara tuma TAloge kala para ki tarakIba to kahIM Aja hala nahIM hotii| agara bAta chipI hai to samaya lagegA khojane meM, samaya vyatIta hogA, kala hogI, parasoM hogI, agale janma meM hogI / aSTAvakra kahate haiM, abhI ho sakatI hai, yahIM ho sakatI hai, isI kSaNa ho sakatI hai, eka kSaNa bhI gaMvAne kI jarUrata nhiiN| rAja bilakula nahIM hai| aSTAvakra kI vANI meM koI bhI rAja nahIM hai| koI bhI ijoTerika, koI gupta chipAva nahIM hai|

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sIdhI-sIdhI bAta hai| bAta itanI hai ki tuma paramAtmA ho| tuma paramAtmA hokara hI ho sakate ho| isalie sunanemAtra se ghaTanA ghaTa jaaegii| phira tama pachate ho ki isa mahAghaTanA ke lie pUrvabhamikA ke rUpa meM kyA taiyArI jarUrI hai? tama mAnoge nahIM? binA bhamikA taiyAra kiye tama mAnoge nahIM? aura bhamikA kI taiyArI hI to kara rahe ho janmoM -janmoM se| bhUmikA taiyAra kahA ho pAtI hai? bhUmikA anAvazyaka hai| bhUmikA ko taiyAra karane meM hI tuma khoe jA rahe ho| tuma usa bAta kI taiyArI kara rahe ho jo maujUda hI hai| tuma usa bAta ko lAne kI koziza kara rahe ho, jo AyI hI haI hai| jisako jInA zurU karanA hai. use tuma khoja rahe ho| jo thAlI sAmane rakhI hai aura bhojana zurU karanA hai, usake lie tuma bAjAroM-bAjAroM meM bhaTaka rahe ho| pAkazAstroM meM khoja kara rahe ho| bhojana taiyAra hai, bhojana sAmane rakhA hai, kucha bhI nahIM karanA hai, lekina tumhArA mana mAnane ko rAjI nahIM hotaa| kAraNa kyA hai? aisA prazna kyUM uThatA hai? pUchA hai svAmI yoga cenmaya ne| aisA prazna kyUM uThatA hai? aisA prazna isalie uThatA hai ki tumako zravaNamAtra se satya kA bodha nahIM hotaa| to tuma socate ho mana meM ki jarUra kahIM koI rAja hogaa| kahIM koI pUrvazraimakA hogI jo mujhase nahIM ho pA rahI hai| nahIM to mujhe sunanemAtra se kyoM nahIM huA to aba apane ahaMkAra ko bacAne ke lie tuma tarakIbeM khojate ho| tuma socate ho, koI pUrvabhUmikA honI cAhie, koI chipI bAta honI caahie| janaka ne kucha taiyArI kI hogI pahale aura maiMne nahIM kI, itanA hI pharka hai| pharka taiyArI kA nahIM hai, pharka hoza kA hai| janaka ne hozapUrvaka sunA tuma behozI meM suna rahe ho| janaka ne AMkha kholakara dekhA, tuma AMkha baMda karake dekhane kI koziza kara rahe ho| pharka taiyArI kA nahIM hai, AMkha tumhAre pAsa utanI hI hai jitanI janaka ke paas| palaka uThAo, taiyArI kI bAta mata puucho| taiyArI kI bAta pUchI to tuma phira prayAsa meM cale gye| phira anAyAsa saMbodhi na ghaTa skegii| 'isa mahAghaTanA ke.....|' tuma isako mahAghaTanA kyoM kahate ho? isase jyAdA sIdhI-sAdhI ghaTanA kyA hogI? jo hai, usako jAnane se sIdhA-sAdhA kyA hogA? isako mahAghaTanA kyoM kahate ho? mahAghaTanA kahane ke pIche kAraNa hai| mahAghaTanA kahakara tuma kahoge, agara abhI nahIM ghaTa rahI to hamArA koI kasUra thor3e hI hai, ghaTanA itanI mahAna hai! hote -hote hogii| karate -karate ghttegii| zrama kareMge, janama-janama daur3eMge-caleMge taba maMjila aaegii| ghaTanA hI itanI mahAna hai!! isase tumheM dohare lAbha haiM, mahAghaTanA kahane se| eka to Aja nahIM hotI, to tumheM pIr3A nahIM hotii| tuma kahate ho, Aja ho hI nahIM sktii| to kala taka sone kI suvidhA mila jAtI hai| kala hogI taba dekheNge| kala bhI tuma isako mahAghaTanA kahoge, parasoM para TAla doge| mahAghaTanA koI aise thoDe hI ghaTatI hai! janama-janama zrama karate haiM taba ghaTatI hai| janmoM -janmoM ke zrama kA phala hotI hai| aise thoDe hI ghaTatI hai! mahAghaTanA kahakara tumane eka tarakIba khoja lI Upara se to aisA lagatA hai ki mahAghaTanA kahakara tumane bar3I prazaMsA kii| lekina yaha bAta nahIM hai, prazaMsA nahIM hai yaha, yaha to isa ghaTanA kA apamAna

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ho gyaa| pUrA aSTAvakra kA sArasUtra itanA hai ki yaha ghaTanA bar3I-sahaja, svAbhAvika, ati sAdhAraNa hai| paramAtmA se sAdhAraNa isa saMsAra meM aura kucha bhI nahIM hai| kyoMki paramAtmA sAre astitva kI zvAsa hai| aura kyA isase sAdhAraNa hogA? jharane meM jharanA hai, vakSa meM vakSa hai, pakSI meM pakSI hai manuSya meM manuSya hai-strI meM strI, puruSa meM puruSa, bacce meM baccA, ke meM bUr3hA paramAtmA to saba para phailA huA svAda hai| pApI meM paramAtmA pApI hai aura puNyAtmA meM paramAtmA puNyAtmA hai| narka meM paramAtmA nArakIya aura svarga meM svargIya hai| aura kyA sAdhAraNa bAta hogI? chadratama meM vahI virAjamAna hai aura virATatama meM vahI virAjamAna hai| aNu se aNu meM bhI vahI aura anaMta se anaMta meM bhI vahI paramAtmA se jyAdA sAdhAraNa aura kyA bAta hogI, kyoMki paramAtmA sArvabhauma hai| nirvizeSa hai| yahI to aSTAvakra ne kala kahA-nirvizeSa, koI vizeSaNa nahIM hai| koI viziSTatA nahIM hai| lekina hama paramAtmA ko Upara rakhanA cAhate haiM sabase UMcI ciij| usI duniyA kI zrRMkhalA meM jahAM dhana, pada, pratiSThA, ina sabake bAda, sabake Upara paramAtmA hai| isa taraha hama socate haiM hama paramAtmA kA bar3A Adara kara rahe haiN| hama paramAtmA ke sAtha dhokhA kara rahe haiN| mahAghaTanA mata kaho! yaha ghaTanA bar3I sAdhAraNa hai| aura yaha ghaTanA aisI hai ki ghaTane vAlI nahIM hai, ghaTa cukI hai| tuma cAhe jAgo aura cAhe tuma na jAgo, paramAtmA tumhAre bhItara virAjamAna hai| tuma cAhe mAno, cAhe na mAno, aMgIkAra karo, na aMgIkAra karo, paramAtmA tumhAre bhItara maujUda hai| tumhArI maujadagI usakI hI maujadagI kI chAyA hai| prchaaii| vahI hai, tama to kevala parachAI ho| jaise AdamI dhUpa meM calatA hai to chAyA bntii| aise paramAtmA ke calane se aneka-aneka rUpa bnte| rUpa to parachAIM hai| arUpa kI parachAIM hai ruup| nirAkAra kI parachAIM hai aakaar| zUnya kI parachAI hai shbd| zAMti kI parachAI hai sNgiit| mUla dikhAyI nahIM par3a rahA hai, tuma chAyA meM ulajha gaye ho| jarA jAgakara, cauMkakara, hilakara dekho, tuma pAoge tuma mUla ho| to mahAghaTanA to kaho mt| mahAghaTanA kahane meM hI tumane tarakIba banA lI phira taiyArI karanI par3egI, mahAghaTanA koI aise thor3e hI ghaTa jaaegii| yama, niyama, Asana, prANAyAma ., pratyAhAra aura hajAra-hajAra taraha ke vyAyAma, phira dhAraNA, dhyAna, phira samAdhi, aisA aSTAga yoga sAdhate -sAdhate janama -janama biiteNge| yahI to pharka hai pataMjali aura aSTAvakra kaa| pataMjali meM kama hai-sAdho, dhIre - dhiire| isalie to pataMjali kA khUba prabhAva pdd'aa| sabhI ko bAta jNcii| aSTAvakra kA koI bahuta prabhAva nahIM pddaa| bAta itanI sarala thI ki ahakAriyoM ko nahIM jaMca sakatI thii| smjhnaa| aSTAvakra kI bAta ahaMkArI ko nahIM jaMca sktii| kyoMki ahaMkArI kahatA hai, sarala hai! to sarala meM to usakA rasa hI nahIM hotaa| gaurIzaMkara para car3hane meM usako rasa hotA hai| aba koI pUnA kI TekarI para car3hane meM kyA rasa hai! tuma pUnA kI TekarI para par3ha jAo aura jhaMDA lagA Ao aura kaho akhabAra vAloM se ki chApo merI khabara, pUnA kI TekarI para maiM car3ha gayA aura jhaMDA bhI maiM lagA AyA, hilerI car3ha gayA gaurIzaMkara para to kyoM khabara chApI, maiMne bhI vahI kiyA! to loga haMseMge, loga kaheMge, isa TekarI para koI bhI car3ha jAtA, TekarI para car3hane meM kucha rakhA nahIM! gaurIzaMkara para car3hI to kucha bAta ja

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hai| vaha mahAghaTanA hai| yaha to koI ghaTanA hI nahIM hai| yaha to bacce caDha jAte haiN| isameM kyA sAra hai ? to AdamI nayI-nayI tarakIbeM khojatA hai / hilerI jisa rAste se car3hA thA, usa rAste se bhI koI kabhI pahuMcA nahIM thA gaurIzaMkara taka vaha pahuMca gayA jisa dina vaha pahuMca gayA, usI dina se pahAr3a caDhanevAloM ne dUsarA rAstA khojanA zurU kara diyA, jo usase bhI kaThina hai| aba unhoMne car3hAI kara lii| aba ve pahuMca gaye kaThina rAste se jisase hilerI bhI nahIM pahuMcA thaa| pahuMce vahIM, lekina aba unakI bar3I prazaMsA ho rahI hai| kyoMki unhoMne aura bhI kaThina mArga cunA jisase koI kabhI nahIM pahuMcA-hilerI bhI rahIM phuNcaa| jaldI hI koI aura tIsarA mArga khoja legaa| phira hilerI caTu-caDhakara pahuMcA thA, koI pAgala ho sakatA hai ghasiTa - ghasiTa kara gaurIzaMkara para car3ha jaae| kyoMki ghasiTa kara koI bhI nahIM cddh'aa| yA ho sakatA hai koI yogI zIrSAsana kara le aura car3hane lage sira ke bala / ahaMkAra ko hamezA kaThina meM rasa hai| jitanA kaThina ho, utanA rasa hai / paramAtmA sarala hai, to ahaMkAriyoM ko to rasa hI na raha jaaegaa| paramAtmA kaThina hai, to ahaMkArI utsuka hai| kaThina meM bar3A AkarSaNa hai, cuMbaka hai| isalie maiM tumase kahatA hUM ki tuma maMdira-masjidoM meM, gurudvAroM meM, tIrthoM meM jina sAdhu - saMnyAsiyoM ko pAoge, jarA gaura se dekhanA, unameM sau meM se tuma ninyAnabe ko mahAahaMkArI paaoge| kyoMki ve paramAtmA ko khojane cale haiN| tumhArI tarapha ve dekhate haiM ki tuma kiidd'e-mkodd'e| kyA kara rahe ho para dukAnadArI kara rahe ho, naukarI kara rahe daphtara meM, khetI -bAr3I kara rahe - kIr3e makor3e ! paramAtmA ko khojo, dekho hamArI tarapha, hama kucha kara rahe haiM! tuma kyA kara rahe ho? tuma to pazu ho, tuma to manuSya bhI nhiiN| kyoM? kyoMki tuma sarala ko khoja rahe ho| ve kaThina ko khoja rahe haiN| aura maiM tumase kahatA hUM, sarala ko khojane meM jo laga gayA, vahI saMnyAsI hai| jisane kaThina ko khojane kA moha chor3a diyaa| yahI tyAga hai| kaThina kA tyAga tyAga hai, kyoMki kaThina ke tyAga ke sAtha hI ahaMkAra gira jAtA hai| usakI lAza ho jAtI hai| binA kaThina ke ahaMkAra jI hI nahIM sktaa| kaThina kI baisAkhI lekara hI ahaMkAra calatA hai| sarala ke sAtha ahaMkAra kI koI gati nahIM hai| itanA sarala hai paramAtmA ki kucha karane kA upAya nahIM huA hI huA hai isIlie to aSTAvakra kahate haiM, kartA hone se nahIM paaoge| sirpha sAkSI hone se| maujUda hai, tuma jarA baiThakara, zAta bhAva se, AMkha kholakara dekha to lo / kahAM daur3e cale jAte ho? kisa aap| dhApI meM lage ho?' - mahAghaTanA mata kho| mahAghaTanA kahakara tumane pUrvabhUmikA banA lI, pUrvabhUmikAoM ke lie isa mahAghaTanA ke lie pUrvabhUmikA ke rUpa meM kyA taiyArI jarUrI hai?' agara taiyArI jarUrI hai, to aSTAvakra galata ho gye| agara pUrvabhUmikA jarUrI hai, to aSTAvakra galata ho gye| bhUmikA kI koI AvazyakatA hI nahIM hai| tuma vahIM khar3e ho, sIr3hI lagAnI nahIM hai| tuma vahIM khar3e ho| tuma jahAM khar3e ho, vahIM paramAtmA hai / yaha itanA krAMtikArI udaghoSa hai ki paramAtmA sarala hai, sugama hai, milA hI huA hai| magara tumhArI ar3acana bhI maiM samajhatA / jaba tuma yaha bAta sunate ho to tuma kahate ho ki hogA,

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magara hameM mila kyoM nahIM rahA hai? hameM nahIM mila rahA hai to jarUra koI tarakIba hogI jo chipAyI jA rahI hai, batAyI nahIM jA rhii| koI tarakIba hogI, koI kuMjI hogI, koI sIr3hI hogI jo hama nahIM lagA rahe haiM, nahIM to hamako mila kyoM nahIM rhaa| tuma eka bAta nahIM dekhanA cAhate ki tuma AMkha baMda kiye baiThe ho| tuma aMdhe bane baiThe ho| tuma soe ho| tuma mUrcchita ho| yaha bAta tuma svIkAra nahIM karanA caahte| tuma yaha bAta svIkAra karo ki maiM mUrchita hUM to ahaMkAra ko pIr3A hotI hai| koI sIr3hI hogI, jo mujhe nahIM milI hai, hogI kahIM, khoja lUMgA mujhameM koI kamI nahIM hai, sIr3hI kI kamI hai| maiM to ThIka hI huuN| kucha logoM ko sIr3hI mila gayI, mujhe nahIM milI hai, basa itanA hI pharka hai| janaka meM aura tumameM sIDI kA pharka hai, tuma socate ho| sIr3hI to bAhara kI bAta huii| paristhiti kA pharka hai, tuma socate ho| tuma agara garIba ke ghara meM paidA hue ho aura agara amIra ke ghara meM koI paidA hokara jJAnavAna ho jAe to tuma kahoge, kyA kareM, hama garIba ke ghara meM paidA hue isalie jJAnavAna hone kI suvidhA nahIM milI; vaise to hama bhI jJAnavAna ho sakate the, magara yaha suvidhA nahIM milii| tumane suvidhA para bAta TAla dii| tumane sIdhI bAta na lI ki mujhameM koI kamI ho sakatI hai| sabhI dhaniyoM ke ghara meM to jJAnavAna paidA nahIM hote! aura sabhI garIba bhI jJAnahIna nahIM raha jaate| lekina tumane bAta TAla dii| tumane dekhA, jaba bhI koI AdamI saphala ho jAtA hai, tuma koI-na-koI bahAne khojate ho ki saphala kyoM ho gyaa| tuma patA lagAte ho ki rizvata de dI hogii| ki riztedAra minisTrI meM hoNge| jaba tuma saphala hote ho, taba tuma kabhI yaha bAta nahIM patA lagAte ki maiMne kisako rizvata dI aura kauna merA riztedAra minisTrI meM hai! jaba tuma saphala hote ho taba tuma saphala hote ho| jaba dUsarA saphala hotA hai, to saba bhAI - bhatIjA bAda hai| jaba dUsarA saphala hotA hai, to rizvata khilA dii| eka mahilA mere pAsa AyI, usakA beTA tIsarI bAra phela ho gayA parIkSA meN| to vaha kahane lagI ki Apa kucha kriye| kyA karanA hai? kahane lagI ki ye saba zikSaka isake pIche par3e haiN| zikSaka isake pIche par3e haiM! ve isako pAsa hI nahIM hone dete| aura bhAI-bhatIjAvAda cala rahA hai| apane apanoM ko pAsa kara rahe haiN| aura rizvatakhorI cala rahI hai aura hamAre pAsa to dene ko kucha hai nhiiN| vaha strI mujhase kahane lagI ki pratibhA kA to koI mUlya hI nahIM hai| vaha beTA maiM jAnatA hUM ki unakI pratibhA kaisI hai! magara tIna-cAra sAla dhakke khAte -khAte Akhira vaha bhI maiTrika pAsa ho gyaa| jaba vaha pAsa ho gayA, to maiMne usase pUchA, kaho, kisako rizvata khilAyI? kauna bhAI-bhatIjAvAda kA mAnanevAlA mila gayA? usane kahA, kaisI bAteM kara rahe Apa, vaha lar3akA to pratibhAzAlI hai hI, cAra-pAMca sAla usako bhaTakAyA ina logoM ne| vaha to kabhI kA pAsa ho jaataa| aba nahIM koI bhAI - bhatIjAvAda hai! aba koI zikSaka kisI taraha kI rizvata nahIM le rahA hai! tuma khayAla krnaa| janaka ko ho gayA sunakara, tumheM nahIM ho rahA sunakara to eka hI bAta ho sakatI hai, jarUra koI tarakIba hogii| yA to janaka ne pahale kucha taiyArI kI hai, kucha iMtajAma kara liyA hai ki sunate se hI jAga gye| hamameM aura janaka meM pharka kyA hai? hama kyoM nahIM jAga rahe? pharka

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itanA hI hai ki tuma suna hI nahIM rhe| janaka ne sunA aura jAga gye| tuma suna hI nahIM rhe| zAyada kAraNa yaha hogA ki tuma jAgane ke lie itane utsuka ho ki tuma suna hI nahIM rahe jaba maiM tumase bola rahA hUM taba bhI tuma apanA gaNita biThAte rahate ho - isameM kyA-kyA karane jaisA hai? tuma socate rahate bhItara - bhItara ki hI, yaha bAta ThIka hai, noTa kara lo, yAda karake rakha lo, isako karake dekheNge| tuma jaba suna rahe ho taba suna nahIM rahe taba bhI tuma gaNita biThA rahe ho| tabhI tuma cUkate cale jA rahe ho| janaka ne sirpha sunaa| usane koI gaNita na bitthaayaa| usane aise sunA jaise koI pakSiyoM ke gIta ko sunatA hai| usane aise sunA jaise koI saMgIta ko sunatA hai| tuma jaba saMgIta ko sunate ho taba tuma kyA sunate ho? na to koI artha lagAte, na vyAkhyA karate, na kahate ki hI, isase maiM rAjI hUM isase maiM rAjI nahIM hUM; yaha mere mana ke anukUla, yaha mere mana ke anukUla nahIM, yaha mere zAstra ke anusAra, yaha mere zAstra ke anusAra nahIM, saMgIta sunate vakta tuma lavalIna ho jAte ho| tuma yaha socate nhiiN| saMgIta koI siddhAta to nahIM hai| saMgIta to eka taraMga hai, eka rasa kI dhAra hai| janaka ne aise sunA jaise koI saMgIta ko sunatA hai| tuma aise sunate ho jaise koI vijJAna ko suna rahA ho| to hisAba lagAte rahate ho| tumhAre sunane meM bhara bhUla hai| koI pUrvabhUmikA kI taiyArI nahIM hai| na koI jarUrata hai| tumhAre sunane meM bhUla hai, tuma suna nahIM rhe| sunate vakta tumhAre mana meM hajAra-hajAra vicAra cala rahe haiM, yojanAeM cala rahI haiN| tuma kahIM pahuMcane ko Atura ho tuma kucha hone ke lie utsuka ho| to jo AdamI bhI kucha banane ke lie, hone ke lie Atura hai, vaha aSTAvakra kI bAta na suna paaegaa| kyoMki aSTAvakra kaha rahe haiM, kucha hone ko nahIM hai, kucha jAne ko nahIM hai, kahIM pahuMcanA nahIM hai| koI maMjila nahIM hai| tuma jahAM ho, basa yahI jagaha hai| kahIM aura koI jagaha nahIM hai| isI kSaNa meM zAta, mauna jAga jAo, tRpti barasa utthegii| 'kyA binA kisI bhI prakAra kI pratyakSa yA apratyakSa taiyArI ke tatkAla saMbodhi ghaTanA saMbhava hai ? ' tumhArA mana kaise-kaise gaNita biThAe calA jAtA hai| 'kyA binA kisI bhI prakAra kI koI-na-koI to tarakIba hogI, jo tumase chipAyI jA rahI hai| jisake kAraNa tuma jJAna ko upalabdha nahIM ho rahe ho| 'kyA binA kisI bhI prakAra kI inhIM bAtoM ke kAraNa tumheM una logoM kI bAteM ThIka lagatI haiM jo tumheM taiyArI batAte haiN| vaha kahate haiM, dekho, pahale AcaraNa sudhaaro| bAta jaMcatI hai ki AcaraNa na sudhAreMge to bhagavAna kaise milegA? jaise bhagavAna ke milane se AcaraNa ke sudhArane kA koI bhI saMbaMdha ho sakatA hai! yaha to aise hI huA ki tuma saMgIta sunane jAo aura tumheM saMgIta meM rasa na Ae to koI kahe pahale AcaraNa sudhAro / pahale jAkara AcaraNa ThIka karake Ao, taba saMgIta samajha meM aaegaa| jaise ki AcaraNa se saMgIta ke samajhane kA koI bhI saMbaMdha ho, koI bhI lena-dena ho !

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yaha bAta jarUra saca hai ki paramAtmA ko jAnane se AcaraNa sudhara jAtA hai, lekina AcaraNa sudharane se paramAtmA ke milane kA koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| yaha bAta jarUra saca hai ki agara koI vyakti saMgIta meM rasapUrNa ho jAe, to usake jIvana meM krAMti ghaTita hotI hai, saba badalatA hai, kyoMki saMgIta itanI bar3I mahAkrAMti hai| agara tuma saMgIta ko sunane-samajhane meM samartha ho gaye, to tumhAre jIvana meM rUpAMtaraNa hone zurU hoNge| tumhArA krodha tirohita hone lgegaa| kyoMki jo saMgIta meM DUbA, aba krodha meM na DUba sakegA, kyoMki krodha to visaMgIta hai| jo saMgIta meM DUbA, aba dhana meM ise bahuta rasa na aaegaa| kyoMki dhana to zoragula kI duniyA kI cIja hai| jo saMgIta meM DUbA, aba ise zAMti meM rasa aaegaa| kyoMki saMgIta karatA hI kyA hai? jaba tuma saMgIta ko sunate ho taba tumhArI vicAra kI taraMgeM so jAtI haiM aura bhItara eka zAta AkAza - jarA bhI meghAcchanna nahIM, saba megha, saba bAdala cale gaye - eka zUnya nIlAkAza phaila jAtA hai| jaba tumheM zAMti kA rasa saMgIta se milegA, to tuma dhIre- dhIre pAoge ki zAMti aura saMgIta meM eka anivArya saMbaMdha hai| jaba tuma zAta ho jAoge, tabhI saMgIta bahane lgegaa| phira to jarUrata bhI nahIM hai ki kisI vINAvAdaka ko khojo| jahAM zAta hue, vahIM vINA bhItara kI bajane lgegii| saca to yahI hai ki bAhara kI vINA meM asalI saMgIta nahIM hai, bAhara kI vINA sunate-sunate tumheM bhItara kI vINA sunAyI par3a jAtI hai, saMgIta vahIM hai| bAhara kI vINA to kevala nimittamAtra hai| 'kyA binA kisI prakAra kI phira mana vakAlata karatA hai, na hogA pratyakSa, to koI apratyakSa taiyArI hogii| sIdhI-sIdhI Upara se na dikhAyI par3atI hogI to chipI-chipI koI taiyArI hogii| magara koI pratyakSa yA apratyakSa taiyArI ke binA kyA tatkAla - saMbodhi ghaTanA saMbhava hai? vahI to aSTAvakra kA pUrA kA pUrA upadeza hai| saMbhava nahIM hai, basa vahI kevala saMbhava hai| aura kisI taraha saMbodhi ghaTatI hI nhiiN| jo hajAroM taraha ke upAya karane ke bAda bhI kisI dina saMbodhi ko pahuMcate haiM, usa dina pAte haiM ki yaha to kabhI bhI ghaTa sakatI thI agara suna liyA hotaa| sunA nahIM, to nahIM ghttii| maiMne tumheM bAra-bAra kahA hai ki buddha kahate haiM, eka to aisA ghoDA hotA hai ki mAro - mAro to muzkila se calatA hai| dUsarA aisA ghor3A hotA hai ki kor3A phaTakAse mArane kI jarUrata nahIM par3atI- aura calatA hai| aura tIsarA aisA ghor3A hotA hai ki kor3A phaTakArane kI bhI jarUrata nahIM hotI, sirpha kor3e kI maujUdagI ho to calatA hai| aura cauthA aisA bhI ghor3A hotA hai ki maujUdagI bhI usake lie apamAnajanaka ho jAegI, kor3e kI chAyA kAphI hai| saMbhAvanA kAphI hai| maiM eka pAgala ke saMbaMdha meM paDha rahA thaa| vaha AdamI eka lekhaka thaa| bar3A lekhaka thA aura pAgala ho gyaa| pAgalakhAne meM baMda rahA, koI tIna sAla ilAja calA, lekina koI AsAra na dikhAyI par3ate the| tIna sAla ke bAda acAnaka usane kahA ki kAgaja-kalama lAo, mere mana meM likhane kA bhAva ho rahA hai| to usake cikitsaka bahuta prasanna hue unhoMne socA ki kucha hoza ise vApisa A rahA hai| yaha lauTa rahA hai| aba isako agara itanA bhI khayAla A gayA ki maiM lekhaka hUM aura mujhe kucha likhanA

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hai, to aba isake svastha hone kI saMbhAvanA hai| vaha to lekara kAgaja-kalama baiTha gyaa| cikitsaka to bar3e prasanna hue kyoMki aba usane saba jo pAgalapana thA saba chor3a diyaa| zoragula macAtA thA, nAcatA -kUdatA thA, cIkhatA-cillAtA thA, saba baMda ho gyaa| vaha to basa subaha se uThe to apane kAgaja-kamala lekara likhane meM laga jaae| usane pAMca sau peja likha ddaale| aura ina dinoM meM -mahInoM taka yaha kAma jArI rahA-vaha bilakula zAta ho gyaa| cikitsakoM ne to samajhA ki yaha AdamI aba ThIka ho gayA, isakA koI pAgalapana zeSa nahIM rhaa| jaba kitAba pUrI ho gayI to usa pAgala ne apane pramukha cikitsaka ko kahA ki Apa merA upanyAsa par3hanA cAheMge? jarUra, usane khaa| vaha dekhanA bhI cAhatA thA ki kyA likhA hai| zurU kiyA usane pddh'naa| pahalI lakIra thI ki eka senApati chalAMga lagAkara apane ghoDe para car3hA aura bolA-cala beTA, cala beTA, cala beTA! aura phira pAMca sau peja taka yahI thA-cala beTA, cala beTA! vaha to ghabar3A gayA, panne ulTe, magara cala beTA! pAMca sau peja! vaha bhAgA huA AyA usane kahA ki yaha mAmalA kyA hai, yaha kisa prakAra kA upanyAsa hai? usane kahA, kyA kaho, ghor3A jiddI, karo kyA! ghor3A cale hI nhiiN| senApati kahatA rahA-cala bettaa| Akhira maiM bhI thaka gayA to maiMne phira upanyAsa samApta kara diyaa| to kucha aise ghor3e bhI haiM ki pAMca sau peja taka bhI agara tuma cala beTA, cala beTA kaho, na cleN| na to koI pratyakSa taiyArI kI jarUrata hai, na koI apratyakSa taiyArI kI jarUrata hai| sirpha bodha, sirpha samajha mAtra kAphI hai| aura jinhoMne bahuta zrama se pAyA hai unhoMne bhI pAne ke bAda pAyA ki yaha to binA zrama ke mila sakatA thA, hamane zrama vyartha hI kiyaa| isakA koI saMbaMdha zrama se hai hI nhiiN| buddha ko jaba milA aura jaba logoM ne pUchA ki Apako kaise milA to buddha ne kahA, mata puucho| kyoMki jo maiMne kiyA, usase milA hI nhiiN| yaha to mujhe binA kiye bhI mila sakatA thaa| lekina cUka hotI rahI, kyoMki maiM khojatA rhaa| khojane kI vajaha se cUkatA rhaa| jisa dina maiMne khoja chor3a dI aura bodhi tale, bodhivRkSa ke nIce baiTha gayA, saba khoja chor3akara, usI kSaNa ho gyaa| jaba buddha vApisa apane ghara Ae bAraha varSa ke bAda to unakI patnI ne pUchA ki maiM eka hI prazna pUchanA cAhatI hUM aura Apa sacAI se javAba de denA| jo Apako mahala ke bAhara jAkara milA jaMgala meM, kyA yahIM nahIM mila sakatA thA agara Apa yahIM rahe hote to? agara ghara meM hI bane rahate to mila sakatA thA yA nahIM? buddha ne kahA, mila sakatA thaa| yaha samajhane kI bAta hai ki buddha ne kahA, yahAM bhI mila sakatA thaa| jAnA anivArya nahIM thaa| gayA, yaha dUsarI bAta hai| gayA, vaha merI bhUla thii| kyoMki paramAtmA agara kahIM mila sakatA hai to yahAM bhI mila sakatA hai| koI khAsa vaTavRkSa ke nIce hI thoDe paramAtmA basatA hai| jhopaDe meM hI thoDe basatA hai, jaMgala meM hI thor3e basatA hai| aisI koI jagaha kahAM hai jahAM paramAtmA na ho? aisI koI jagaha hai, jahAM paramAtmA na ho guma to phira sabhI jagaha mila sakatA haiN| aisA samajho ki milA hI huA hai| aSTAvakra kA sAra yahI hai ki paramAtmA tumhArA svabhAva hai| tumhAre svayaM kA chaMda, tumhAre bhItara

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uThane vAlA gIta, tumhArI sugaMdhA sUphiyoM meM eka kahAnI hai, eka phakIra ne svapna meM dekhA ki paramAtmA usake sAmane khar3A hai aura usase kaha rahA hai ki terI prArthanAeM pahuMca gayIM terI arcanAeM pahuMca gayIM terI upAsanAeM pahuMca gayIM, tU mAMga le kyA mAMganA hai| le yaha talavAra letA hai? usa phakIra ne kahA, talavAra kA maiM kyA karUMgA prabhu? para paramAtmA ne kahA, yaha talavAra aisI talavAra hai ki tU sAre saMsAra ko jIta sakatA hai| isa talavAra kA guNa yaha hai ki jIta sunizcita hai| soca le| vaha phakIra kahane lagA, mere pAsa jyAdA nahIM hai, thoDA hai, lekina vaha kAphI takalIpha de rahA hai, Apa kyoM mere pIche par3e haiM? aise hI parezAna hUM, aura sArI duniyA kA upadrava maiM kyoM lUM? talavAra Apa apanI khuda hI rakho, mujhe nahIM caahie| to paramAtmA ne apanI aMgUThI use nikAla kara dI aura kahA ki dekha, yaha hIrA dekhatA hai, yaha saMsAra kA sabase bar3A hIrA hai, yaha tere pAsa hogA to tU sabase bar3A dhanI ho jAegA, yaha le le| usane kahA, yaha maiM kyA karUMgA na: hIre ko khAUMgA ki pIyUMgA ki pahanUMgA ki kyA karUMgA? patthara dekara mujhe Apa ulajhAe mt| kisako dhokhA dene cale haiM? maiM koI baccA nahIM huuN| umara aise hI nahIM gaMvAyI hai, yaha bAla aise hI dhUpa meM sapheda nahIM hue haiM kisako dhokhA dene cale haiM? / to paramAtmA ne kahA, kyA tujhe phira cAhie? yaha mere pIche apsarA khar3I hai, svarNa kI isakI deha hai aura yaha sadA yuvA rahegI, kabhI kI na hogI, ise le le| usane kahA, jinakI deha svarNa kI nahIM hai aura jo Aja nahIM kala kI ho jAeMgI aura mara jAeMgI, jo kSaNabhaMgura haiM, unase hI kAphI pIr3A milatI hai, yaha sadA ke lie upadrava ho jaaegaa| kSaNabhaMgura se to chuTakArA bhI ho jAtA hai ki calo, kabhI to aMta A jAegA, isakA to aMta hI na aaegaa| Apa kahate haiM, merI prArthanAeM pahuMca gayIM Apa mujha para nArAja haiM yA kyA bAta hai, mujhe kyoM jhaMjhaTa meM DAlanA cAhate haiM? mujha garIba AdamI ko chodd'o| isase to behatara ki agara yahI prArthanAoM kA phala hotA ho to maiM prArthanAeM karanA baMda kara duuN| to paramAtmA ne kahA, phira tU kyA cAhatA hai? kucha bhI mAMga le, kyoMki binA mAMge to tujhe na jAne duuNgaa| to paramAtmA ke pAsa eka choTA-sA paudhA gulAba kA rakhA thA, usane kahA, yaha mujhe de deN| to paramAtmA ne kahA, ise tU kyA karegA? yaha phUla subaha khilegA, sAMjha murajhA jaaegaa| to usane kahA, isase mujhe jIvana kI khabara milatI rahegI, ki subaha khilA, sAMjha murajhA gyaa| aura isakI sugaMdha mujhe yAda dilAtI rahegI ki aisI hI sugaMdha maiM bhI apane bhItara chipAe hUM, he prabhu, kaba pragaTa hogI? isake sauMdarya se mujhe eka khayAla AtA rahegA ki jaba phUla itanA suMdara hai, to manuSya kI AtmA kitanI suMdara na hogI! kaba mujhe usakA darzana hogA? __ paramAtmA tumhArI sugaMdha hai, jaise gulAba kI sugaMdhA paramAtmA koI vastu nahIM hai jise tuma khojane jAte ho, paramAtmA tumhArI sugaMdha hai| jaba tuma zAta hokara apane nAsApuToM ko usakI tarapha unmukha karate ho, jaba tuma apanI AMkheM bhItara mor3ate ho, jaba tuma apane hAtha bhItara phailAte ho, taba tuma acAnaka pAte ho ki mila gayA, mila gyaa| aura taba tuma aisA nahIM pAte ki tumheM jo milA hai usase tuma alaga ho, taba tuma aisA hI pAte ho ki apane se milana ho gyaa-aatm-miln|

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nahIM, koI taiyArI nahIM hai| na pratyakSa, na aprtykss| dUsarA prazna : aSTAvakra kI pUrI saMhitA meM kahIM bhI prema kA jikra nahIM hai| lekina ApakI mahAgItA meM sAkSI ke sAtha sadA prema kI dhArA bahatI milegii| aisA kyoM? kyA sAkSI aura prema ke bIca koI AMtarika saMbaMdha hai? nizcita hii| prema hai sAkSI kA sNgiit| prema hai sAkSI kI suvaas| jaba koI sAkSI ho jAtA hai to hI prema jharatA hai| nizcita hI aSTAvakra ne isa prema kI koI bAta nahIM kii-jaankr| yaha jAnakara ki tuma jise prema kahate ho, kahIM tuma bhUla se usI ko na samajha lo| isalie aSTAvakra ne sAkSI kI bAta kahI, prema kI bAta chor3a dii| bIja kI bAta kahI, vRkSa kI bAta kahI, phala kI bAta chor3a dI-phala to aaegaa| tuma bIja boo, vRkSa saMbhAlo, pAnI do, bAgavAnI karate raho, phala to aaegaa| jaba AegA taba A jAegA, usakI kyA bAta karanI hai| isalie jAnakara aSTAvakra ne prema kI bAta chor3a dii| kyoMki prema kI bAta karane kA eka khatarA sadA se hai aura vaha khatarA yaha hai ki tuma bhI prema karate ho, aisA tuma mAnate ho| tumane bhI eka taraha kA prema jAnA hai, prema zabda se kahIM tuma yaha na samajha lo ki tumhArA prema aura aSTAvakra kA prema eka hI hai| isa khatare se bacane ke lie aSTAvakra ne prema kI bAta nahIM kii| jAnakara chor3a dii| maiM jAnakara nahIM chor3a rahA huuN| kyoM? kyoMki eka dUsarA khatarA ho gayA hai| vaha khatarA yaha huA ki caMki aSTAvakra ne prema kI bAta nahIM kI, na mAlama kitane loga khaDe ho gaye jinhoMne samajhA ki prema pApa hai| na-mAlUma kitane loga khar3e ho gaye jinhoMne kahA ki jisako sAkSI honA hai, usako to prema ko jar3amUla se kATa DAlanA hogaa| yaha dUsarI bhrAMti ho gyii| aSTAvakra ne eka bhrAMti bacAyI thI ki kahIM tuma tumhAre kAmavAsanA se bhare hue prema ko prema na samajha lo, to dUsarI bhAMti ho gyii| AdamI kucha aisA hai ki kueM se bacAo to khAI meM giregaa| magara giregaa| binA gire na rhegaa| eka bhAMti se bacAo dUsarI bhrAMti banA legaa| kyoMki binA bhrAMti ke AdamI rahanA hI nahIM caahtaa| bhrAMti meM use sukha hai| to saMsArI kahIM bhaTaka na jAe, vaha yaha na samajha le ki merA prema hI vaha prema hai jisakI aSTAvakra bAta kara rahe haiM, aisI bhrAMti na ho, aSTAvakra prema ke saMbaMdha meM nahIM bole| lekina aSTAvakra ko yaha khayAla na rahA ki isa saMsAra meM saMnyAsI bhI haiM, jo anukaraNa karane meM lage haiN| jo nakalacI haiM, kArbana kApI haiN| unhoMne dekhA ki sAkSI meM to prema kI bAta hI nahIM, to prema ko jar3amUla se kATa do| premazUnya ho jAo taba sAkSI ho skoge| yaha aura bhI khataranAka bhrAMti hai, isalie maiM jAnakara prema ko jor3a rahA huuN| mere dekhe pahalA khatarA itanA burA nahIM hai| kyoMki tuma jise prema kahate ho, mAnA ki vaha pUrA-pUrA

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prema nahIM hai, lekina kucha jhalaka usameM usa prema kI bhI hai jisakI sAkSI kI sthiti meM aMtima rUpa se prasphuTanA hotI hai| jo vikasita hotA hai AkhirI kSaNa meM usakI kucha jhalaka tumhAre prema meM bhI hai| mAnA ki miTTI aura kamala meM kyA jor3a hai, lekina jaba kamala khilatA hai to miTTI ke rasa se hI khilatA hai| aise kamala aura miTTI ko, donoM ko rakhakara dekho to kucha bhI samajha meM nahIM AtA ki inameM kyA saMbaMdha ho sakatA hai! lekina saba kamala miTTI se hI khilate haiM, binA miTTI ke na khila skeNge| phira bhI miTTI kamala nahIM hai| aura dhyAna rahe ki miTTI meM kamala chipA par3A hai| pracchanna hai| gupta hai| pragaTa hogaa| tuma jise kAmavAsanA kahate ho, usameM paramAtmA kA kamala chipA par3A hai| miTTI hai, kIcar3a hai tumhArI kAmavAsanA, bilakula kIcar3a hai, badabU uTha rahI usase, lekina maiM jAnatA hUM ki usI se kamala bhI khilegaa| to aSTAvakra ne eka bhUla se bacAnA cAhA ki kahIM tuma kIcar3a ko hI kamala na samajha kara pUjA karane lago-bar3I unakI anukaMpA thI - lekina taba kucha loga paidA hue unhoMne kahA ki kIcar3a to kala hai hI nahIM isalie kIcar3a se chuTakArA kara lo| kIcar3a se chuTakArA kara liyA, kamala nahIM khilA, kyoMki kIcar3a ke binA kamala khilatA nhiiN| vaha dUsarI galatI ho gayI jo bar3I galatI hai| pahalI galatI se jyAdA bar3I galatI hai| kyoMki pahalI galatI vAlA to zAyada kabhI na kabhI kamala taka pahuMca jAtA - kIcar3a to thI, saMbhAvanA to thI, kIcar3a meM chipA huA kamala kA rUpa to thA; pragaTa nahIM thA, apragaTa thA, dhuMdhalA - dhuMdhalA thA, thA to khoja letA, TaTola letA-lekina jisa vyakti ne prema kI dhArA sukhA dI, kIcar3a se chuTakArA pA liyA, usake jIvana meM to kamala kI koI saMbhAvanA na rhii| pahale ke jIvana meM saMbhAvanA thI, dUsare ke jIvana meM saMbhAvanA na rhii| sAkSI kA phala prema hai| maiM tumheM donoM ko sAtha - sAtha denA cAhatA huuN| maiM tumheM yAda dilAnA cAhatA hUM ki tumhArA prema prema nahIM hai, aura abhI prema ko yAtrA lenI hai| tumhAre prema ko abhI aura vikAsa lenA hai, tumhAre prema se abhI aura aura phUla khilane haiM, tuma apane prema para ruka mata jaanaa| lekina tumase maiM yaha bhI kahanA cAhatA hUM ki tumhAre prema ko kATa bhI mata DAlanA kyoMki vaha jo honevAlA hai, isameM hI chipA hai| vaha vRkSa isI bIja meM chipA hai| bIja meM vRkSa ke darzana kisako hote haiM? tumheM bhI nahIM hote apane prema meM paramAtmA ke drshn| lekina jaba tumheM paramAtmA ke darzana hoMge, taba tuma pahacAna loge ki are, jisako maiM prema kahatA thA usameM bhI dhuMdhalI - dhuMdhalI chAyA yahI thii| jaba tumane apanI patnI ko prema kiyA hai, yA apane beTe ko, yA apane pati ko, yA apane mitra ko, taba tumane eka dhuMdhalI chAyA paramAtmA kI dekhii| bar3I dhuMdhalI chAyA, bahuta dhuMA hai aura bIca kI jyoti dikhAyI nahIM par3atI, khoyI khoyI sI hai| lekina kitanA hI dhuMA hoM - lekina purAne tarkazAstra ke graMtha kahate haiM, jahAM jahAM dhuMA vahAM-vahAM atA- to hI dhuMA ho, dhueM se eka to pakkI bAta hotI hai sabUta ki Aga hogii| binA Aga ke dhuMA to nahIM ho sktaa| yaha tumane khayAla kiyA, Aga ho sakatI hai binA dhueM ke - itanA prajvalita aMgArA ho sakatA hai ki dhuMA na hoM-atA ho sakatI hai binA dhueM ke dhuMA nahIM ho sakatA binA Aga ke| to jahAM jahAM

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dhuMA vahA- vahAM aag| jahAM jahAM kAma vahAM - vahA rAma / tumhAre jIvana meM bar3A dhuMA hai, maanaa| lekina isI dhueM meM kahIM Aga chipI paDI hai| isa dhueM ko izArA smjho| isa dhueM ko iMgita smjho| isa dhueM kA sahArA pakar3akara Aga ko khoja lo| isalie maiM sAkSI kI bAta karatA hUM aura prema kii| maiM donoM kI sAtha - sAtha bAta karatA huuN| tumheM donoM hI bAtoM ke prati sajaga rahanA hai - sAkSI ko jagAnA hai aura prema ko bacAnA hai| agara prema ko khokara sAkSI bacA liyA to tuma rUkhe - sUkhe murdA ho jaaoge| tumhArI zAMti maraghaTa kI hogI, jIvaMta na hogii| aura tumhArA jIvana kA satya bar3A murdA, sUkhA - sAkhA hogA / usameM rasadhAra na bhegii| tumhArA jIvana kA satya marusthala jaisA hogA / usameM koI phUla na khileNge| tumhArI vINA TUTa jaaegii| bhalA tuma zAta ho jAo, lekina tumhArI zAMti meM koI saMgIta kA avataraNa na hogaa| yaha pAnA na huA, cUkanA ho gyaa| saMsAra meM cUke, aba saMnyAsa meM cuuke| tuma cUkate hI rhe| isalie maiM kahatA hUM, tuma donoM ko saMbhAla lenA / prema ko khonA mata aura sAkSI ko saMbhAlanA / sAkSI aura prema sAtha - sAtha saMtulita hote cale jAeM to tumhAre jIvana meM samAdhi phalegI aura aisI samAdhi jo marusthala kI na hogI, jisameM hajAroM kamala khileNge| aisI zAMti jo maraghaTa kI na hogI, jIvaMta, pulakita, AnaMdita / eka aisA zUnya jo pUrNa se bharA hogA / phira cAhe tuma sAkSI ke mArga se calo-sAkSI kA mArga yAnI dhyAnI kA mArga, prema kA mArga yAnI bhakti kA mArga-cAhe tuma kisI bhI mArga se calo, dUsare ko bilakula chor3a mata denA, bhUla mata jaanaa| prema ke mArga para sAkSI ko chAyA kI taraha maujUda rahane denaa| dhyAna ke mArga para prema ko chAyA kI taraha maujUda rahane denA / masalaka jo alaga alaga najara Ate haiM yaha dekhakara rAhagIra ghabarAte haiN| rAste kA phakata phera hai rAharau Akhira maMjila pe pahuMcate haiM to mila jAte haiM rAste ke hI pharka haiN| jaba yAtrI maMjila para pahuMcate haiM to saba rAste mila jAte haiN| rAste kA phakata phera hai rAharau Akhira maMjila pe pahuMcate haiM to mila jAte haiM masalaka jo alaga- alaga najara Ate haiM yaha dekhakara rAhagIra ghabarAte haiM tuma ghabar3Ao mt| aba taka aisA hI huA hai| jinhoMne bhakti kI bAta kI, unhoMne dhyAna kI bAta na kI / ve Dare ki kahIM dhyAna ke kAraNa bhakti meM bAdhA na par3a jaae| jinhoMne dhyAna kI bAta kI unhoMne bhakti kI bAta na kI, ve Dare ki kahIM bhakti ke kAraNa dhyAna meM bAdhA na par3a jaae| maiM tumase jo kaha rahA hUM isase jyAdA sAhasapUrNa vaktavya pahale nahIM diyAgayA hai| sabhI vaktavya adhUre the| maiM tumheM pUrI-pUrI bAta kaha rahA huuN| nizcita pUrI bAta kahane kA matalaba hotA hai, donoM virodhI

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bAtoM ko sAtha-sAtha kahanA hogaa| kisI ne dina kI bAta kI thI, kisI ne rAta kI bAta kI thI, maiM dina aura rAta kI ikaTThI bAta kara rahA huuN| kyoMki mere lie donoM saMyukta haiN| kisI ne nAcane kI bAta kI thI, kisI ne zAta baiTha jAne kI bAta kI thI, maiM kahatA na ho aura tumhArI zAMti kyA khAka agara nAca na ske| kisI , maiM tumase kahatA hUM, saMsAra meM rahate saMnyAsI ho jAnA aura saMnyAsI hokara ghabar3AnA mata, saMnyAsI kyA DaregA saMsAra se! saMsAra meM rahanA aura saMsAra meM rahanA bhI mata, yahI merI saMnyAsI kI paribhASA hai| maiM sAre virodhoM ko jor3a denA cAhatA huuN| tumhArA nAca hI kyA agara usameM zAMti ne saMsAra kI bAta kI, kisI ne saMnyAsa phira, tumhAre jIvana kI jo asalI UrjA hai, vaha UrjA prema kI hai| jaise koI dIye ko jalAtA hai, to jyoti| jyoti to sAkSI kI hai| lekina tela bharate haiM na, tela ko isIlie hama sneha kahate haiM - sneha yAnI prema | kahate haiM, dIyA jalatA hai, lekina dIye ko kabhI jalatA dekhA hai? jalatA prema hai, jalatA tela hai, jalatA sneha hai| kahate to ho dIyA jalatA hai, lekina dIyA kabhI jalatA hai! jalatA to prema hai| prema hI jalakara jyoti banatA hai| prema kI UrjA hI sAkSI banatI hai| prema hI jaba prajvalita ho jAtA hai to sAkSI kI taraha pragaTa hotA hai| dIpa nahIM, sneha sadA jalatA hai miTTI ke sIsa sAja saurabha Aloka chatra gUMtha hRdaya hAra madhya kirana kusuma jyoti patra vRkSa nahIM, bIja phalatA hai dIpa nahIM, sneha sadA jalatA hai janma-maraNa do Daga dhara nApa sakala bhuvana loka patha kA pAtheya liye nayana dvaya harSa - zoka rUpa nahIM, re arUpa calatA hai dIpa nahIM, sneha sadA jalatA hai prema kI itanI bAta kahatA hUM kyoMki prema hI vaha UrjA hai jo sAkSI bnegii| sAkSI kI itanI bAta karatA hUM kyoMki sAkSI kI jyoti tumhAre jIvana ko Alokita karegI tumhArA jIvana usa dina paripUrNa hogA, samagra hogA, jisa dina bhItara sAkSI kA dIyA jalatA hogA aura jIvana se rasa kI, prema kI dhAra bahatI hogii| tuma TUTa na jAo anyoM se, prema tumheM bAMdhe rahe hajAra hajAra saMbaMdhoM meM, aura tuma itane saMbaMdhoM meM na kho jAo ki apane se TUTa jAo, sAkSI tumheM jagAe rahe svayaM kI jyoti

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meM -sAkSI tumheM svayaM banAe rakhe aura prema tumheM dUsaroM se jor3e rakhe, to tumane jIvana kA saMtulana pA liyaa| to tumane saMyama pA liyaa| saMyama mere lie artha rakhatA hai saMtulana kA bhogI ko maiM saMyamI nahIM kahatA aura tyAgI ko bhI saMyamI nahIM khtaa| bhogI eka taraha kA asaMyama kara rahA hai- bhoga kI tarapha atizaya jhuka gayA hai| aura tyAgI dUsare taraha kA asaMyama kara rahA hai---tyAga kI tarapha atizaya se jhuka gayA hai| tyAga aura bhoga ke madhya meM, jahAM virodhoM kA milana hotA hai, jahAM divasa - rAtri milate haiM, vahIM saMyama hai| nizcita hI jaba maiM prema kI bAta karatA hUM to tumhAre prema kI bAta nahIM kara rahA hUM, mere prema kI bAta kara rahA huuN| use yAda rakhanA, vaha bhUla na jaae| tumhAre prema meM to sivAya kATo ke tumane kucha bhI pAyA nahIM hai| IrSyA, jalana aura ghRNA aura dveSa, spardhA, saMgharSa, kalaha / tumhAre prema kA svAda to bar3A kaDuvA hai| tumhAre prema kI bAta nahIM kara rahA huuN| aura tumhAre prema meM to eka anivArya bA hai ki mUrcchA / tumhArA prema to binA mUrcchita hue ho hI nahIM sakatA mere pAsa loga Ate haiM, ve kahate haiM ki aba hama kyA kareM? agara hama dhyAna meM bahuta DUbate haiM, to hamArA prema TUTatA hai| jo prema dhyAna meM DUbane se TUTa jAtA ho, vaha prema nahIM hai, vaha mUrcchA thI / jo prema dhyAna meM DUbane se bar3hatA ho, vahI prema hai| vaha prema kI kasauTI hai- jo dhyAna kI kasauTI para kasa jaae| dhyAna jise tor3a na pAe, vahI prema hai, bar3hAe, vahI prema hai| kyA kabhI tuma jAna pAe jIta kyA hai hAra kyA hai isa jarA-sI jiMdagI meM jiMdagI kA sAra kyA hai mila gaye jIvana Dagara para manacale anajAna sAthI de diyA aMtara unhIM ko bana gaye ve pUjya pAthI prIti kara lI para na jAnA prIti kA AdhAra kyA hai kyA kabhI tuma jAna pAe jIta kyA hai hAra kyA hai bhUla nija maMjila gaye tuma paga unhIM ke saMga bar3hAe aura unakI arcanA meM rAta-dina tUne lagAe sneha kI saugAta sArI una sabhI ne lUTa khAyI pyAra kA dekara bhulAvA rAha bhI terI bhulAyI svapna taka meM yaha na socA zAMti kA AgAra kyA hai kyA kabhI tuma jAna pAe jIta kyA hai hAra kyA hai prIti kara lI para na jAnA prIti kA AdhAra kyA hai

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prIti kA AdhAra hai, hosh| binA hoza ke prIti ho to bhaTakAkI / baMdhana bana jaaegii| hoza ke sAtha prIti ho to mukti bana jaaegii| phuNcaaegii| lekina sAdhAraNata: tuma pAoge, jaba hoza sAdha to prIti TUTI, prIti sAdhoge to hoza ttuuttaa| to na to tumhArA hoza saccA hai, na tumhArI prIti saccI prIti saccI ho, to hoza ke viparIta nahIM hotii| prIti saccI ho to hoza ko bar3hAtI hai| hoza saccA ho to prIti se kaise TUTa sakatA hai? majabUta hotA hai, saghana hotA hai| lekina hama bar3e kacce ghar3e haiN| jarA-sI varSA hotI hai, miTTI baha jAtI hai| hoza kI varSA ho gayI, prIti kA ghar3A TUTa gyaa| prIti kI varSA ho gayI, hoza kA ghar3A TUTa gyaa| hama bar3e kacce haiN| isa kaccepana kA AdhAra eka hI bAta hai - soyA - soyApana kara to rahe haiM bahuta kucha lekina pakkA kucha sApha nahIM kyoM kara to rahe haiM, yaha bhI pakkA patA nahIM ki bhItara kauna karane vAlA, karane ke pIche kauna baiThA hai? kara to bahuta rahe haiM, ho to rahA bahuta vyavasAya, jIvana meM jAla cala rahA hai, lekina kabhI kSaNabhara ruka kara bhI nahIM socA, kyoM? kisalie? abhI apane se koI pahacAna nahIM huii| apane se pahacAna ho jAe to tuma pAoge ki prema aura sAkSI, dhyAna aura prema, bhakti aura jJAna eka hI UrjA ke do pahalU haiN| eka-sAtha donoM Ate haiN| agara tuma prema ko sAdho, to yaha samajhanA ki prema agara pakkA aura asalI ho to sAkSI apane-Apa aaegaa| AnA hI pdd'egaa| agara tuma sAkSI ko sAdho aura tumhArA hoza asalI ho to prema aaegaa| AnA hI paDegA / to ise aisA samajho - sAkSI kI sAdhanA karate samaya agara prema na AtA ho to samajhanA ki kahIM bhUla ho rahI hai sAkSI kI sAdhanA meN| nahIM to prema AnA hI cAhie, vaha pariNAma hai| yaha bhI kyA huA, phasala to boyI aura phala Ae hI nahIM! phala to Ane hI caahie| aura agara tuma prema karo aura sAkSI na Ae, to samajha lenA ki kahIM phira cUka ho rahI hai| ina donoM ko khyAla meM rakhanA / aura donoM kA agara dhIre - dhIre saMyama saMtulita ho jAe to tumhAre jIvana meM vaha apUrva ghaTanA ghaTegI jisako mokSa kaho, nirvANa kaho, turIya kaho, yA jo bhI nAma tumheM prItikara lagatA ho vahI de do| tIsarA prazna : saMnyAsa jaba se liyA hai, bhItara zAMti hai para bAhara bar3I uthala-puthala maca gayI hai| maiM to caina meM hUM? para dUsare baDe becaina ho rahe haiN| maiM kyA karUM? aisA svAbhAvika hai| jaba eka vyakti saMnyAsa letA hai, to usase jur3e hue jo saikar3oM vyakti the, unake jIvana meM uthala-puthala mcegii| tumhAre saMnyAsa kA artha yaha huA ki tuma bdle| to una saba ne tumase aba taka jo saMbaMdha banAe the, vaha sabhI saMbaMdha unheM badalane pdd'eNge| aura koI jhaMjhaTa nahIM

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lenA cAhatA badalane kii| eka mahilA ne mujhase Akara pUchA ki agara maiM dhyAna karane lagU to mere aura mere pati ke bIca koI jhaMjhaTa to nahIM hogI ? isake pahale ki maiM koI uttara dUM ra usane khuda hI kahA ki yaha prazna bar3A mUr3hatApUrNa hai, kyoMki dhyAna se kyoM koI jhaMjhaTa hogI? maiMne usase kahA, tU galata hai, terA prazna to ThIka hai, terA jo dUsarA jo tUne khuda uttara de diyA hai, vaha galata hai| dhyAna se jhaMjhaTa hogii| vaha kahane lagI, kaise? Akhira dhyAna se to maiM aura zAta ho jAUMgI, to jhaMjhaTa kaise hogii| maiMne kahA, savAla zAta aura azAMta hone kA nahIM hai| tere pati tere sAtha bIsa varSa se raha rahe haiM, eka DhaMga se donoM ke bIca eka taraha kA samajhautA ho gayA hai - bIsa sAla meM ho cuke saba kalaha, upadrava, jhagar3e-jhAMse, krodha ityAdi, eka taraha kA sAmaMjasya baiTha gyaa| eka samajhautA ho gyaa| aba tU dhyAna karegI, isakA matalaba huA ki tere bhItara aba parivartana hoMge, isakA matalaba huA ki pati ko phira se a, ba, sa se zurU karanA pdd'egaa| isakA to ThIka-ThIka matalaba yaha huA ki jaise pati ne phira se dubArA zAdI kI aura dUsarI aurata se kAma - saMbaMdha bnaayaa| aba to ye saba phira badalanA pdd'egaa| phira bhI usakI samajha meM nahIM aayaa| maiMne usase kahA, aisA samajha, tU eka sAta dina ke lie prayoga kara le| yaha jhUThA hI rahegA prayoga, lekina tujhe akala A jaaegii| usane kahA, maiM kyA karUM? maiMne usase kahA, pati nArAja hoM to tU muskurAte rhnaa| jhUTha hI hogA yaha muskurAnA abhI, kyoMki bhItara se vaha tere muskurAhaTa na AegI, lekina dhyAnI ko to aatii| abhI jhUTha hI hogA, lekina prayoga karake dekha le| sAta dina bAda usane kahA ki Apa ThIka kahate haiM, pati to ekadama pAgala hue jA rahe haiN| ve nArAja hote haiM, maiM muskurAtI hUM to ve kahate haiM, tujhe ho kyA gayA hai, terA dimAga ThIka hai? vaha kahate haiM, isase behatara thA ki tU kalaha karatI thii| tumhArI patnI jaba tuma gAlI do aura haMse, to tumheM jyAdA coTa lgegii| hAM, gAlI de de to kyA coTa lagatI hai? patniyAM gAlI detI haiN| haMse, to usakA matalaba huA ki tuma bar3e chudra ho gaye gAlI de to tumhAre samatula hai| tumane gAlI dI usane gAlI dI, nipaTArA ho gayA, donoM saMgI-sAthI haiN| haMse, to vaha to Upara baiTha gayI, kahIM AkAza meM, aura tuma nIce kIr3e-makor3e kI taraha sarakane lge| yaha bardAzta ke bAhara hai| pati paramAtmA hai aura yaha dekhe, nahIM ho sakatA! to dhyAna, maiMne usase kahA, aba tU soca le dhyAna- abhI to yaha jhUThI muskurAhaTa thI- dhyAna ke bAda koI nArAja hogA to asalI muskurAhaTa AegI, yaha dekhakara ki yaha vyartha kI bAta, yaha bacakAnApana! lekina pati yaha bardAzta na kara sakeMge ki tU unase jyAdA praur3ha ho jaae| Aja to tU kAmAtura hotI hai, prema bar3hegA jarUra dhyAna ke bAda, lekina kAma kama hogA- abhI prema to bilakula nahIM hai, kAma hai - sArA saMtulana ttuuttegaa| dhyAna ke bAda prema to bar3hegA lekina kAma kama hogA, aura pati nArAja hoNge| kyoMki pati tujhe patnI banAe hI isIlie the ki tU unakI kAma kI tRpti karate rahanA / acAnaka saba saMtulana bigar3a jaaegaa| pati kI kAmavAsanA tujhe vyartha mAlUma hone lagegI aura unako

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yaha dekhakara ki aba tU unakI kAmavAsanA meM bahuta sahayogI nahIM hai atyaMta krodha Ane lgegaa| tU soca le| saMnyAsa tuma socate ho tumane liyaa| lekina tuma jur3e ho bahuta logoM se, una saba ko badalAhaTa karanI pdd'egii| usa badalAhaTa meM unako parezAnI hogI-saMnyAsa to tumane liyA aura badalAhaTa unako karanA par3e! yaha jhaMjhaTa! agara itanI himmata unameM hotI to ve hI saMnyAsa na le lete? badalane kI hI to himmata nahIM hai logoM meM, nahIM to khuda hI saMnyAsa le lete| tumhAre lie kyoM baiThe rahate ki tuma saMnyAsa lo! ve tumase pahale le lete| badalanA nahIM caahte| badalane meM ar3acana hai| AdamI ne eka DhAMcA banA liyA hotA hai, usa DhAMce meM gAr3I calatI hai, eka lIka hotI hai, calatA rahatA hai-lakIra kA phkiir| saba vyavasthita ho gayA, eka taraha kI caina mAlUma hotI hai| tuma cakita hooge yaha jAnakara ki AdamI apane dukhoM se bhI dhIre - dhIre samajhautA kara letA hai| unako bhI badalanA nahIM caahtaa| unako badalane se bhI jhaMjhaTa AtI hai| kyoMki jaba bhI badalAhaTa karo to phira se saba jIvana kI saMracanA karanI hotI hai| itanI himmata bahuta kama logoM meM hotI hai| aba kauna phira se a, ba, sa se zurU kare! isIlie to jaise -jaise umra bar3hatI jAtI hai, logoM kI sIkhane kI kSamatA kama hotI jAtI hai| choTe bacce bar3I jaldI sIkhate haiN| abhI unhoMne kucha vyavasthA jamAyI nahIM hai, sIkhane meM kucha harjA choTe bacce kisI bhI nayI bhASA ko jaldI sIkha lete haiN| lekina jaise tamane eka bhASA sIkha lI, phira dUsarI bhASA sIkhanA bahuta muzkila ho jAtA hai| kyoMki vaha pahalI sIkhI huI bhASA bIca-bIca meM bAdhA DAlatI hai| jaba tumane eka kAma sIkha liyA to phira dUsarA kAma sIkhane kI himmata nahIM raha jaatii| phira aisA lagatA hai ki patA nahIM dUsare kAma meM saphala hue, na hue| to tumane saMnyAsa liyA, tumhAre bhItara zAMti AyI, bAhara uthala-puthala ho rahI hai, yaha bilakula svAbhAvika hai| lekina isameM tuma ciMtita mata hoo| yaha unakI samasyA hai| yaha tumhArI samasyA nahIM hai| aba agara tuma yaha soco ki tuma tabhI saMnyAsa loge jaba kisI ke jIvana meM tumhAre kAraNa koI uthala-puthala na AegI, to tuma kabhI saMnyAsa na loge| taba to tuma kabhI badala hI na skoge| taba to tuma aise hI sar3ate rhoge| yaha unakI samasyA hai, isameM tuma ciMtA na lo| tuma to dekhakara aura cakita hoo, hairAna hoo ki Azcarya, saMnyAsa maiMne liyA hai, parezAna dUsare loga ho rahe haiN| unake bhI tumane tAra jhanajhanA diye| phira aura bhI kAraNa haiN| samajhautA hI nahIM TUTatA, samasyA nayI vyavasthA ke kAraNa hI nahIM AtI, tumhAre saMnyAsa ke kAraNa coTa bhI lagatI hai| unake ahaMkAra ko bhI coTa lagatI hai ki are, hama pIche raha gaye, tuma Age nikala gaye! yaha tumane himmata kaise kI? tumane apane-Apako samajhA kyA hai? ve siddha karanA cAhate haiM ki tuma ajJAnI ho, pAgala ho isalie nahIM ki tuma pAgala ho, balki isalie ki isI taraha ve apane ko bacA sakate haiN| yaha surakSA kA upAya hai| siddha agara ho jAe ki tuma pAgala ho gaye, to

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unakA mana tRpta ho jAegA ki hama pAgala nahIM haiM, yaha AdamI pAgala ho gyaa| aura svabhAvataH ve siddha kara sakate haiM, kyoMki bhIr3a unakI hai, tuma akele ho| tuma jyAdA nahIM ho, ve jyAdA haiN| aura isa duniyA meM to jo jyAdA hai, vahI saca hai| sacAI kA aura to yahAM koI upAya nahIM hai| bhIr3a jo kaha de, vahI saca hai| aura bhIr3a ko saca se kyA lenA-denA hai! bhIr3a ko hI saca patA hotA to phira buddha ko, mahAvIra ko jaMgala nahIM bhAganA par3atA / tuma jarA socanA, buddha aura mahAvIra jaMgala kyoM bhAge? adhikatara loga socate haiM, jaMgala kI zAMti ke lie bhaage| galata bhIr3a ke upadrava ke kAraNa bhaage| tuma socate ho, jaMgala kI zAMti ke lie bhAge, to tuma bilakula galata socate ho| bhAge bhIr3a kI azAMti ke kAraNa, upadrava ke kaarnn| kyoMki inhIM ke bIca rahakara aura badalanA, ye jyAdA jhaMjhaTeM khar3I kreNge| isase jaMgala behatara hai, koI jhaMjhaTa to nahIM ddaalegaa| maiMne apane saMnyAsI ko jyAdA cunautI kA upAya diyA hai| maiM kahatA hUM, jaMgala mata bhAgoM / yaha bar3I sI bAta huI, jaMgala bhAga gye| sahIM ghaTane do ghaTanA / sArI musIbateM yahIM jhelo| ye sArI cunautiyoM ko yahIM svIkAra kro| phira, tuma mere prema meM par3a gaye, yahI saMnyAsa hai| nizcita tumhArI patnI isase prasanna nahIM hogI, tumhAre pati isase prasanna nahIM hoNge| eka mahilA mere pAsa AtI hai, vaha kahatI hai ki maiM saMnyAsa lenA cAhatI hUM, lekina mere pati kahate haiM, AtmahatyA kara leMge agara usane saMnyAsa liyaa| AtmahatyA ! maiMne kahA, kyoM? vaha kahatI hai ki mere pati kahate haiM, maiM terA pati hUM to tujhe jo bhI pUchanA hai mujhase pUchA kauna-sI cIja hai jo maiM nahIM jAnatA hUM? aura vaha patnI kahatI hai ki aba yaha baDe maje kI bAta hai ! vaha merI kitAba nahIM rakhane dete ghara meM, kitAba pheMka dete haiN| vaha kahate haiM, jo bhI pUchanA hai.. maiM terA pati hUM ki koI aura terA pati hai? to saMnyAsa, to vaha kahate haiM, maiM AtmahatyA kara lUMgA, vaha to merA bar3A apamAna ho jAegA ki merI patnI aura kisI aura se dIkSA le! jaise ki pati se dIkSA lene kA koI niyama ho, koI zAstrIya niyama ho! lekina pati saba taraha kI mAlakiyata cAhatA hai| patnI nArAja ho jAtI hai| patniyAM mere pAsa AtI haiM ki jaba se Apa hamAre pati ke jIvana meM Ae bar3I khalala ho gyii| hama to bAteM kara rahe haiM, vaha ApakA Tepa lagAye suna rahe haiN| aisA jI hotA hai ki Tepa tor3akara pheMka deN| hama to kucha kahanA cAhate haiM, sukha-dukha ronA cAhate haiM, vaha kitAba par3ha rahe haiM! ye kitAbeM zatru mAlUma par3ane lgeNgii| tumane dekhA hogA na, patniyAM kitAbeM chIna letI haiM- akhabAra chIna letI haiM, kitAboM kI to chodd'o| tuma akhabAra par3ha rahe ho baiThe aura patnI Akara jhapaTTA mAra detI hai akhabAra pr| kyoMki akhabAra se bhI IrSyA hone lagatI hai ki maiM maujUda aura mere rahate tuma akhabAra dekha rahe, mujhako dekho| jarA-jarA sI, choTI-choTI cIjoM meM pratispardhA aura IrSyA kA janma hone lagatA hai| to yaha bar3I ghaTanA hai, tumane saba dAva para lagA diyA, mere sAtha ho liye| nizcita hI tumhAre

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ghara meM thor3I ar3acaneM AegI, patnI nArAja hogI, pati nArAja hogaa| beTe ciMtita hoMge ki DaiDI ko kyA ho gayA? bacce skUla meM jAeMge, dUsare bacce unheM pUchege, tumhAre DaiDI ko kyA ho gayA? dimAga kharAba ho gayA? geruve kapaDe kyoM pahana liye, yaha mAlA kyoM laTakA lI? ilAja kyoM nahIM karavAte? manocikitsaka ko kyoM nahIM dikhalAte? yaha hogaa| yaha bilakula svAbhAvika hai| jabase tumase pyAra huA hai duzmana saba saMsAra huA hai galI-galI detI hai gAlI hara vAtAyana vyaMgya sunAtA hara koI aba patha para calate aMgulI se mujhako dikhalAtA mujhako aparAdhI ThaharAyA prIti-ratana kA cora batAyA mere apanoM kA bhI mujhase badalA-sA vyavahAra huA hai jabase tumase pyAra huA hai duzmana saba saMsAra huA hai aisI khabara sunI hai jabase sArA madhubana rUTha gayA hai muMha bole kA nAtA thA kucha aba to vaha bhI TUTa gayA hai DAlI-DAlI mujhe cir3hAtI kyArI -kyArI dhUla uDAtI kalI-kalI kATA bana baiThI phUla -phUla aMgAra huA hai mere apanoM kA bhI mujhase badalA-sA vyavahAra huA hai jabase tumase pyAra huA hai duzmana saba saMsAra huA hai

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aisA hogaa| aisA svAbhAvika hai| ise svIkAra kro| yaha sAdhanA ke mArga kI anivArya kar3I hai| aisA na ho to Azcarya hai ! aisA hotA hai to kyA Azcarya? ThIka hI ho rahA hai| tuma isase udvigna mata honA, na parezAna honA, na isake kAraNa kisI taraha kI ciMtA lenA aura na upAya karanA ki ina saba logoM kA mana zAta ho jaae| upAya hI mata karanA, anyathA ve aura azAta hote jaaeNge| tuma jitanA upAya karoge, ve utanI ceSTA kareMge tumhAre upAya tor3a dene ke| tuma to upekSA rkhnaa| jyAdA dera na calegA yaha updrv| jaldI hI loga tumheM bhUla jaaeNge| ve kaheMge, ThIka hai, aba koI gayA to gayA / AdamI mara jAtA hai to use bhUla jAte haiN| tuma to sirpha saMnyAsI hue ho loga bhUla jAeMge, ve kaheMge ki ThIka hai..| mere bacapana meM mujhe koI rasa na thA ki bAjAra jAUM, ki kisI ke ghara jAUM, ki kisI ke bhoja meM jAUM, ki kisI ke ghara zAdI meM jaauuN| mere ghara ke loga svabhAvataH parezAna hote the| ve mujhe le jAnA caahte| ve mujhe ghsiittte| maiM kahatA, ThIka hai, ghasITate ho to calatA huuN| lekina vahAM jAkara khar3A ho jaataa| loga pUchane lagate, kyA bAta hai? phira ghara ke loga mere samajha gaye ki isako le jAnA ThIka nahIM, aura ulTI jhaMjhaTa khar3I hotI hai| yaha vahA khar3A ho jAtA hai, yA baiTha jAtA hai, to loga pUchane lagate haiM, isako kyA ho gayA hai, kyA gar3abar3a hai? ve mujhe le jAnA chor3a diye| pahale mujhe bhejate the isI khyAla se, dayAvaza, ki bAjAra jAe, kucha sabjI kharIda lAe, kucha sAmAna cAhie to le Ae, nahIM to yaha jiMdagI sIkhegA kaba aura kaise? musIbata thI ki maiM agara bAjAra jAUM aura unhoMne kahA mujhase ki jAo, ajavAina kharIda lAnA, to mujhe ajavAina bhUla jaae| bhejA ajavAina kharIdane, kharIda kara le AUM ilaaycii| ve loga sira ThoMka leM! yAda karate hue jAUM rAste bhara ki ajavAina ajavAina, ajavAina. aba koI AdamI rAste meM mila gayA, unhoMne kahA, kahAM jA rahe ho, utane meM vaha ajavAina gar3abar3a ho jAe! phira ghara lauTakara AnA pdd'e| dhIre- dhIre unhoMne mujhe bhejanA baMda kara diyaa| yA mujhe lene sAmAna bhejeM - to mujhe koI rasa hI nahIM thA usa bAta meM, maiM usa jhaMjhaTa meM par3anA bhI nahIM cAhatA thaa| jaise ve mujhe bhejeM, jAo kele kharIda laao| to maiM jAUM, kele ke dUkAnadAra se pUchUM - sabase kImatI aura acche kele kauna-se haiM? aba ve dUkAnadAra saba jAnate the mujhe ki yaha.. ve rahI se rahI saDe --gale kele mujhe pakar3A deM ki ye sabase jyAdA kImatI, maiM kahUM, basa ThIka hai| maiM eka daphA kele kharIdakara ghara lAyA, merI buA ne mujhe bhejA thA ki kele kharIda lAo to kele kharIda lAyA, usase maiMne pUchA ki sabase acche jo hoM aura sabase jyAdA dAmavAle, to usane bilakula sar3e gale kele aura sabase jyAdA dAmavAle de diye| maiM ghara lAyA to merI buA ne sira para hAtha mAra liyA aura kahA ki inako jAkara par3osa meM eka bhikhArina hai usako de aao| ThIka hai, maiM gayA bhikhArina ko, bhikhArina mujhase bolI- pheMka do kUr3e meN| idhara kabhI isa taraha kI cIja mata laanaa| maiMne kahA, ThIka hai| maiM kUr3e meM pheMka aayaa| dhIre- dhIre ghara ke loga samajha gaye ki yaha.. aura mujhe pahale hI se pakkA patA thA ki Akhira meM mujhe kyA karanA hai - kucha nahIM karanA hai - to abhyAsa bhI kyoM karanA ? na karane

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hI kA abhyAsa kara rahA thaa| phira to aisI bAta A gayI ki maiM ghara meM baiThA rahatA- merI mAM mere sAmane baiThI hai aura vaha kahe, yahAM koI dikhAyI nahIM par3atA, kisI ko sabjI lene bhejanA hai| aura maiM sAmane baiThA hUM! vaha kaheM - yahAM koI dikhAyI nahIM pdd'taa| maiM kahUM, dikhAyI to mujhe bhI koI nahIM par3a rahA hai| ghara meM kuttA ghusa jAe, maiM baiThA hUM, aura merI mAM kahe ki ghara meM koI hai hI nahIM, vo kuttA ghusa gayA hai| aura maiM sAmane baiThA hUM! dhIre dhIre loga svIkAra kara liye| kyA kareMge? eka sImA hotI hai, thor3e dina taka khIMcAtAnI kii| idhara le gaye, udhara le gaye, bhejA, eka sImA hotI hai| tuma saMnyasta ho gaye, aba tuma apane bhAva meM rmo| loga aisA kaheMge, vaisA kaheMge, yahAM khIMceMge, vahAM khIMceMge, koI jhagar3A - jhAMsA bhI mata khar3A karanA aura unheM samajhAne kI koI ceSTA bhI mata karanA / tumhAre samajhAne se ve samajheMge bhI nhiiN| jo tumhAre bhItara huA hai tuma usa rasa meM bo| tuma apanI mastI meM masta rho| jaldI hI tuma pAoge ki jo vyaMga kasate the, ve tumameM utsuka hone lage haiN| jo kala haMsate the, ve bhI tumhAre pAsa Akara baiThane lage haiN| jo kala kahate the tumhArA dimAga kharAba ho gayA, ve bhI tumase salAha lene lgeNge| ve kaheMge ki tuma bar3e zAta ho gye| kaise hue pU kyA huA purAnI taraha kI ciMtAeM tumhAre cehare para nahIM dikhAyI pdd'tii| AMkhoM meM bar3I zAMti kI jhalaka A gayI, eka prasAda paidA 'huA, kyA huA? lekina tuma samajhAne kI koziza mata krnaa| tuma apanI mastI meM jIo aba agara unako ciMtA lenI hai tumhArI mastI se, to yaha unakA nirNaya hai| koI kisI ko ciMtA lene se nahIM roka sktaa| - hI, agara tuma unakI ciMtA ke kAraNa ciMtita ho gaye, to tumheM ve nukasAna pahuMcA deMge a unheM aisA lagA ki tuma unako rAjI karane meM utsuka ho - ki nahIM, tumane jo kiyA vaha ThIka hai aura ve galata hai-to tuma vyartha ke vivAda meM par3oge / aura dhyAna rakhanA, kucha bAteM aisI haiM jo vivAda se siddha nahIM hotiiN| saMnyAsa aisI hI bAta hai| tuma to yahI kaha denA ki yahI samajho ki maiM pAgala ho gayA huuN| ise svIkAra hI kara lenA / unako kahane ke lie bhI kyoM chor3ate ho, khuda hI kaha denA ki merA saba gayA, pAgala ho gayA huuN| lekina masta hUM apanI mastI meM aura pAgalapana mujhe rAsa A rahA hai aura mujhe sukha mila rahA hai, mujhe kSamA kara do| tuma apanI samajhadArI meM ThIka, maiM apanI nAsamajhadArI tthiik| dhIre-dhIre ve tumase rAjI ho jaaeNge| aura dhIre dhIre tuma pAoge, tumhArI zAMti kA, tumhAre mauna kA, tumhArI mastI kA pariNAma hone lagA hai| unameM ulajho mt| - agara akelA hotA maiM to zAyada kucha pahale A jAtA lekina pIche lagA huA thA saMbaMdhoM kA laMbA tAMtA kucha to thI jaMjIra pAMva kI

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kucha thI kaThina car3hAI maga kI kucha roke thA tana kA riztA kucha Toke thA mana kA nAtA isIlie ho gayI dera kara denA mApha vivazatA merI dharatI sArI mara jAegI agara kSamA niSkAma ho gayI maiMne to socA thA apanI sArI umara tujhe de dUMgA itanI dUra magara thI maMjila calate calate zAma ho gayI aisA na ho ki paramAtmA ke sAmane tumheM karuNA kI bhIkha mAMganI pdd'e| aisA na ho ki tumheM kahanA par3e ki ruka gayA, kyoMki itane riztedAra the, ruka gayA, kyoMki patnI-bacce the, ruka gayA, kyoMki itanI ulajhaneM thiiN| aisA na ho ki kahanA par3e ki kSamA karo, karuNA brsaao| nahIM, paramAtmA ke davAra para karuNA kI bhIkha mAMgate mata jaanaa| AnaMda-ullAsa se jAnA, utsava | jaanaa| kSamA yAcanA mAMgate mata jAnA, dhanyavAda dete jaanaa| aura isakA eka hI upAya hai ki isa jagata meM itane jo saMbaMdhoM kA nAtA hai, isa saba saMbaMdhoM ke nAte ko jo-jo kartavya hai pUrA karo; patnI hai, kartavya hai, pUrA karo, beTe haiM, unakA kartavya pUrA karo, nAtA-riztA hai, unakA kartavya hai, pUrA karo, basa kartavya bhara pUrA kara do-isameM jyAdA ulajho mt| jitanA jarUrI hai utanA kara do aura bAhara rahe aao| jarUrata se jyAdA apane ko udvigna mata kara lo| raho bAjAra meM aura raho bAjAra ke baahr| raho bhIr3a meM aura raho bhIr3a ke baahr| dhIre - dhIre tuma pAoge, jisa bhIr3a ne tumhArA apamAna kiyA, vahI bhIr3a tumhArA sammAna karane lgii| magara maiM isalie nahIM kaha rahA hUM yaha ki bhIr3a tumhArA sammAna kare aisI tumhAre mana kI cAha honI caahie| nahIM, taba to cUka ho gyii| bhIr3a se kyA lenA-denA, apamAna kare ki sammAna kare, saba barAbara hai| dUsare se kyA lenA-denA! apanI khoja para jise jAnA hai, use dUsare se thor3A to zithila honA hI pdd'egaa| apanI khoja para jise jAnA hai, use bAhara se thor3I AMkha to mor3anI hI pdd'egii| bhItara jise calanA hai, use bAhara ke rAstoM kI bhAga-daur3a to kSINa karanI hI pddegii| kyoMki vahI UrjA to bhItara jAegI jo bAhara daur3a rahI thii| jaba maiM kahatA hUM ki jo tumhArA apamAna karate haiM eka dina sammAna kareMge, to maiM yaha sirpha tathya kI bAta kaha rahA hUM _ aisA hotA hai| yaha nahIM kaha rahA hUM ki tuma isIlie kucha karo tAki loga tumhArA sammAna karo taba to tuma kabhI usa avasthA meM na pahuMcoge jahAM sammAna sahaja ghaTatA hai| jisane tumhArA apamAna kiyA hai, vaha usakI mauja hai| use jo ThIka lagA, usane kiyaa| jisane

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tumhArA sammAna kiyA hai, usakI mauj| use jo ThIka lagA usane kiyaa| jo usake pAsa thA, usane diyaa| tuma apamAna aura sammAna donoM ko eka hI dhanyavAda ke bhAva se svIkAra kara lenA, donoM kA AbhAra pragaTa kara denA aura AMkha mUMdakara bhItara ibakI lagA lenaa| AkhirI prazna : dukha hI dukha hai, sukha ke svapna meM bhI darzana nahIM, phira bhI jAga nahIM AtI hai, jAgaraNa kA koI anubhava nahIM hotA hai| dUkha hI dukha hai, aisA tumhArA anubhava hai, yA tumane kisI kI bAta sunakara pakar3a lI? jarA bhI sukha nahIM hai, aisA tumhArA anubhava hai, yA tumane buddhapuruSoM ke vacana kaMThastha kara liye? mujhe lagatA hai, tumane buddhapuruSoM ke vacana kaMThastha kara liye haiN| kyoMki tumhArA hI anubhava ho to jAgaraNa AnA hI caahie| anivArya hai| agara paira meM kATA gar3A hai, to pIr3A hogI hii| agara dukha hai aisA tumhArA anubhava hai, to jAgaraNa AegA hii| dukha jagAtA hai, dukha mAMjatA hai, nikhAratA hai| dukha kA mUlya hI yahI hai| loga mujhase pUchate haiM, saMsAra meM paramAtmA ne itanA dukha kyoM diyA hai? maiM unase kahatA hUM, thor3A soco, itanA dukha hai phira bhI tuma nahIM jAgate, agara dukha na hotA taba to phira koI AzA hI nahIM thii| itane dukha ke bAvajUda nahIM jAgate! dukha jagAne kA upAya hai| itanI pIr3A hai phira bhI tuma soe cale jAte ho| sukha kI AzA nahIM ttuutttii| aisA lagatA hai Aja nahIM hai sukha, kala hogaa| abhI nahIM huA abhI hogaa| Aja taka hAre, sadA thoDe hI hArate rheNge| aura mana to kahe calA jAtA hai, aura, thor3A aura ruka jAo, thor3A aura dekha lo, kauna jAne karIba hI AtI ho khadAna sukha kii| aba taka khodA aura kahIM do -cAra kudAlI aura calAne kI dera thI ki pahuMca jAte khadAna para thor3A aura khoda lo| aura, aura, mana kahe calA jAtA hai| aura hai maMtra mana kaa| bhauMhoM para khiMcane do ratanAre bAna abhI aura abhI aur| sura- dhana ko sarasA o AMcala ke deza sapanoM ko barasA o nabha ke pariveza saMyama se mata bAMdho darzana ke prANa

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abhI calane do daura ! abhI aura abhI aura / -kana ko mahakA o mATI ke gIta jIvana ko dahakAoM sumanoM ke adharoM ko karane do chaka kara madhupAna kahIM saurabha ke Thaura ! abhI aura abhI aura / tana-mana ko pukAra uge rAgoM ke chora prIti kalaza dulakA o vaMzI ke pora kuMjoM meM chir3ane do bhramaroM kI dharo svara ke sira maura ! abhI aura abhI aura ! bhauMhoM para khiMcane do ratanAre bAna abhI aura abhI aura ! mana kahe calA jAtA - abhI aura, jarA aura eka pyAlI aura pI leM, eka AliMgana aura kara leM, eka cuMbana aura, thor3A samaya hai, kauna jAne jo aba taka nahIM milA mila jaae| aise AzA ke sahAre AdamI khiMcatA calA jAtA hai| umara khaiyAma kA eka gIta hai, jisameM vaha kahatA hai maiMne paMDitoM se pUchA, maulaviyoM se pUchA, jJAniyoM se pUchA, bar3e - bar3e AcAryoM se pUchA ki AdamI itane dukha ke bAvajUda bhI jIe kaise jAtA hai? lekina unameM se kisI ne koI uttara na diyA / aura maiM jisa dvAra se bhItara gayA, usI dvAra se bAhara AyA-khAlI kA khAlI, vaisA kA vaisA / phira ghabar3Akara maiMne eka dina AkAza se pUchA ki he AkAza! tUne to saba dekhA, araboM araboM logoM kA jIvana, araboM- araboM logoM kI AzAeM, sapane, unakA TUTanA, unakA kabroM meM giranA; icchAoM ke iMdradhanuSa, unakA TUTanA, dhUla meM ruMdha jAnA, tUne to saba dekhA, tU to saba dekha rahA hai anaMtakAla se, tU mujhe kaha de - itanA dukha hai, AdamI jIe kaise jAtA hai? aura AkAza ne kahA AzA ke sahAre / AzA ! manuSya ke jIvana kI sArI mUrcchA kA sUtra hai AzA abhI aura thor3A aura jarA aura / - tuma kahate ho ki jIvana meM dukha hai| tumheM nahIM dikhAyI pdd'aa| aura tuma kahate ho, yaha sukha to kabhI milA nahIM sapane meM bhI / maanaa| kisako milA ! kisI ko bhI nahIM milA, lekina abhI bhI tuma sapanA dekha rahe ho ki zAyada kala mile| sapane meM bhI sukha nahIM milatA, lekina sukha kA sapanA hama dekhe cale jAte haiN| jaba tumhArA sukha kA bhrama TUTa jAegA-sukha mila hI nahIM sakatA, sukha kA koI

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saMbaMdha hI nahIM hai bAhara ke jagata se, sukha milatA hai unheM jo bhItara jAte haiM, sukha milatA hai unheM jo svayaM meM Ate haiM, sukha milatA hai unheM jo sAkSI ho jAte hai to usI kSaNa ghaTanA ghaTa jaaegii| tuma pUchate ho, jAgaraNa kyoM nahIM AtA? kyoMki tumane dukha ke vANa ko ThIka se chidane nahIM diyaa| tumane bahuta tarakIbeM banA lI haiM dukha ke vANa ko jhelane ke lie koI AdamI dukhI hotA hai, vaha kahatA hai, pichale janmoM ke karmoM ke kAraNa dukhI ho rahA hUM -khUba tarakIba nikAla lI sAMtvanA kii| pichale janmoM ke kAraNa dukhI ho rahA huuN| aba kucha kiyA nahIM jA sakatA, bAta khatama ho gayI, aba to honA hI pdd'egaa| tumane eka tarakIba nikAla lii| koI AdamI kahatA hai, isalie dukhI ho rahA hUM ki abhI mere pAsa dhana nahIM hai, jaba hogA taba sukhI ho jaauuNgaa| koI kahatA hai, abhI isalie sukhI nahIM hUM ki suMdara patnI nahIM hai hogI to ho jaauuNgaa| ki beTA nahIM hai, hogA to sukhI ho jaauuNgaa| tuma dekhate nahIM ki hajAroM logoM ke pAsa beTe haiM aura ve sukhI nahIM haiM! tuma kaise bhrama pAlate ho? hajAroM logaM ke pAsa dhana hai aura ve sukhI nahIM aura tuma kahate ho, mere pAsa hogA to maiM ho jaauuNgaa| hajAroM loga pada para haiM aura sukhI nahIM, phira bhI tuma dekhate nhiiN| tuma kahate ho, maiM hoUMgA to sukhI ho jAUMgA, hameM hajAroM se kyA lenA-denA! merA to honA pakkA hai| maiM apavAda hUM, aisI tumhArI bhrAMti hai| nahIM koI apavAda hai| jIvana meM bAhara se sukha milA nahIM kisI ko, dukha hI milA hai| bAhara jo bhI milatA hai dukha hai| bAhara se jo milatA hai, usI kA nAma dukha hai| aura bhItara se jo bahatA hai, usI kA nAma sukha hai| isalie jAga nahIM ho rhii| tuma dukhoM ko samajhAe jAte ho aura tuma sukha kI AzA bAMdhe cale jAte ho| tuma kahate ho, hogaa| kabhI na kabhI hogaa| kisI na kisI taraha upAya kara leNge| chInA-jhapaTI, corI karanI par3egI corI kara leMge, lekina kara leMge, hogaa| tuma reta se tela nicor3ane kI ceSTA meM lage ho| tuma yaha dekha hI nahIM rahe ki Aja taka saMsAra meM koI bhI reta se tela nahIM nicor3a pAyA hai| Aja taka saMsAra meM koI bhI bAhara se sukhI nahIM ho pAyA-sikaMdara hoM, ki nepoliyana ho, ki bar3e dhanapati hoM, saba khAlI hAtha Ate aura khAlI hAtha jaate| hAM, kucha loga jIvana meM mahAAnaMda ko upalabdha hue haiM-koI aSTAvakra, koI buddha, koI kRSNa, koI krAisTa, koI muhmmd| kucha thor3e -se ine -gine loga, jarA unakI tarapha dekho| una sabakA eka hI kAraNa hai sukha kA ki ve saba bhItara kI tarapha mur3a gye| sukha cAhate ho? kucha burI bAta nahIM caahte| galata dizA meM cAha rahe ho, isIlie bhaTaka rahe ho| dukha mila rahA hai? niyama se mila rahA hai| dIvAla se nikalanA cAhoge, sira TakarAegA, khopar3I phUTegI, dukha milegaa| daravAje se niklo| aura daravAjA bhItara kI tarapha hai, dIvAla bAhara kI trph| maiMne sunA hai, yUnAna meM eka bahuta adabhutasaMnyAsI huA DAyojanIjA vaha naMgA hI rahatA thA, aura bar3A masta AdamI thaa| sikaMdara ko bhI usase IrSyA ho gayI thii| sikaMdara usase milane bhI gayA thaa| aura jaba usane DAyojanIja ko dekhA thA to usakA dila dhar3akakara raha gayA thaa| usane DAyaujanIja se kahA thA, agara dubArA mujhe janma lenA par3A to paramAtmA se kahUMgA aba kI bAra sikaMdara mata banAo,

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DAyojanIja banA do| Azcarya, tumhAre pAsa kucha bhI nahIM hai, tuma itane masta! DAyojanIja ne kahA isIlie ki kucha nahIM hai, isIlie mst| ciMtA nahIM, phikira nhiiN| eka cIja thI mere pAsa, taba taka thor3I ciMtA thii| sikaMdara ne pUchA, vaha kyA cIja thI? usane kahA ki maiM saba to chor3a diyA thA, kapar3e -latte bhI chor3a diye, naMgA ho gayA thA, lekina eka pAtra apane hAtha meM rakhatA thA jala ityAdi pIne ko| phira eka dina maiM nadI para gayA pAnI pIne ko, mujhase pIche eka kuttA pahuMcA bhAgA huA aura mujhase pahale pAnI pIkara cala pdd'aa| maiMne kahA, hadda ho gayI! maiM apanA vaha pAtra hI ghisatA rhaa| pAtra saphAI karUM, phira pAnI bharUM, phira piiuuN| maiMne kahA, bhAr3a meM jAe yaha pAtra, yaha kuttA mujhase bar3A saMnyAsI hai| maiMne vaha pAtra bhI chor3a diyA aura kutte ko guru banA liyaa| agara tuma usa kutte se milanA cAho, DAyojanIja ne kahA, vaha pAsa hI rahatA hai| donoM sAtha hI rahate the| eka kacarAghara jahAM loga kacarA pheMkate haiM, usakA TIna kA poMgarA jisameM kacarA pheMkate haiM, usako uThA lAyA thA vaha, usa poMgare ko nadI ke kinAre rakha liyA thA, usI meM kuttA rahatA, usI meM vaha bhI rhtaa| vaha kahatA, merA guru hai| kyoMki isane hI mujhe sikhAyA ki are, yaha pAtra kAhe ke lie Dho rahA huuN| sikaMdara se usane kahA, eka cIja thI, usakI vajaha se mujhe ciMtA hotI thI, kabhI-kabhI rAta meM bhI hAtha se TaTolakara dekha letA ki pAtra koI le to nahIM gyaa| jaba se vaha gayA, saba ciMtA gyii| taba se to maiM samrATa ho gayA huuN| taba se masta hI masta hUM! sikaMdara ne usase kahA, maiM khaza haA milakarA maiM tumhAre lie kucha kara sakU? mujhe kaho to mujhe khuzI hogii| usane kahA, Apa jarA haTakara khar3e ho jAeM, kyoMki dhUpa roka rahe haiM-subaha kA vakta aura vaha dhUpa le rahA thA basa itanA, aura to Apase kyA cAhie! aura Apake pAsa hai kyA jo tuma mujhe de sakate ho? aura yAda rakhanA, kisI kI dhUpa rokakara khar3e mata honaa| agara itanA hI tuma kara sako to kAphI hai| tumase khatarA hai, tuma kaI logoM kI dhUpa chIna loge| yaha phauja-phATA lekara jA kahAM rahe ho? kisakI dhUpa chInane kA irAdA hai? mujha garIba kI dhUpa, maiM majA kara rahA thA apanA yahAM, nadI ke kinAre reta meM leTA thA, subaha kI dhUpa le rahA thA tuma Akara khar3e ho gye| aura mujhase kaha rahe, kyA cAhie! sikaMdara ne kahA ki jA rahA hUM vizva kI vijaya ke lie| lekina aMtima lakSya merA bhI yahI hai jo tumhArA hai-zAta honA, vizrAma krnaa| DAyojanIja khUba khilakhilAkara haMsane lgaa| usane kahA to phira itanI yAtrA kI kyA jarUrata hai, mujhe dekhate nahIM? zAta hUM aura vizrAma kara rahA ho tuma bhI karo vizrAma, yaha nadI kA kinArA kAphI bar3A hai, hama donoM ke lie kAphI hai| aura bhI koI loga AeM, unake lie bhI kAphI hai| yahAM kucha ar3acana nahIM hai| sikaMdara ne kahA, abhI na kara skuuNgaa| to DAyojana ne kahA, phira kabhI na kara sakoge, jo abhI kara sakatA hai vahI kara sakatA hai| ___isalie maiM tumase kahatA hUM ki jo ho sakatA hai abhI ho sakatA hai-zravaNamAtreNa-kala para chor3A, chuuttaa| na karanA ho mata karo, magara yaha to mata kaho ki kala kreNge| na karanA ho to yahI kaho ki nahIM karanA hai| nahIM karanA hai, nahIM karane kI icchA hai, to kama se kama ImAnadArI to hogii| yaha beImAnI

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mata karo ki kala kareMge, kyoMki kala kauna kara pAyA? na karane kI yaha tarakIba hai kala kareMge, kala kreNge| kala para TAlanA na karane kI vyavasthA hai| jo honA hai, Aja ho sakatA hai, abhI ho sakatA hai, yahIM ho sakatA hai| tuma jaise ho, jahAM ho, vahIM vaise hI apane bhItara ibakI le lo| usa ibakI meM hI paramAtmA kA milana hai| kUla baiTha nada samIpa baTora mata zaMkha-sIpa tumane khUba zaMkha sIpa baTora liye haiN| aba jarA baittho| kUla baiTha aba kinAre baiTha jaao| nada samIpa yaha jo saMsAra kI bahatI huI dhArA hai, isake kinAre baiTha rho| baTora mata zaMkha-sIpa aba bahuta baTora lie zaMkha-sIpa, aba jarA kinAre baiTha raho-kUTastha ho jaao| sAkSI bno| yoga aatm-sNbhog| bhoga deh-sNbhog| aba thor3A apanA bhoga kro| aba thor3A apanA svAda lo| dUsaroM kA svAda lete khUba bhaTake tikta huA muMha kar3avAhaTa se bhara gyaa| aba thor3I rasadhAra bahane do| apane prANoM ke gIta ko gUMjane do, uThane do yaha svayaM kA chNd| thor3A-sA agara tuma bhItara kI tarapha cala par3o, eka kiraNa pakar3a lo hoza kI to sUraja taka pahuMca jaao| mATI bIja ugAtI paripATI doharAtI mATI bIja bnaatii| prabhu kA pada pA jaatii| basado hI taraha ke loga hai, duniyA meM eka paripATI doharAne vaale| mATI bIja ugAtI

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CI paripATI doharAtI mATI bIja banAtI prabhu kA para pA jaatii| tuma kaba taka doharAte rahoge yaha jar3a yaMtravata jIvana? kucha banAo, kucha sRjana kro| aura eka hI cIja sabase pahale sRjana karane kI hai aura vaha hai svayaM ke sRjana kii| aura vahAM sRjana jaisA bhI kyA hai, pardA httaanaa| Atma-sRjana kA artha itanA hI hotA hai-aatm-aavisskaar| apane ko ughAr3a lenA hai| aura tuma thor3e bhItara calo to tuma acAnaka pAoge ki paramAtmA hajAra-hajAra kadamoM se tumhArI tarapha cala pdd'aa| tuma eka kadama uThAo, vaha hajAra kadama uThAtA hai| tumheM thor3e use khojanA hai| vaha bhI tumheM khoja rahA hai| merA to jIvana marUthala hai jaba tuma Ao to sAvana hai aisA rUThA madhumAsa ki phira Ane kA nAma nahIM letA aisA bhaTakA hai pyAsA mana kSaNa bhara vizrAma nahIM letA merA to lakSya adekhA hai| tuma sAtha calo to darzana ho aba tuma na tumhArI AhaTa kucha zakunoM kI ghar3iyAM bIta calIM tyauhAra praNaya kA sUnA hai phulajhar3iyAM haiM saba rIta calI merA to yajJa adhUrA hai tuma sAtha raho to pUjana ho ulajhI alakeM bhIgI palakeM ho baiThA hai paricaya merA zaMkA se dekha rahA hai jaga kSaNa - kSaNa jIvana abhinaya

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merA merI to sAdheM zApita haiM jaba tuma chU do to pAvana ho jaba tuma vINA ke tAra kaso yaha gAyaka mana gaMdharva bane tuma hI yadi sAtha raho to phira hara pala jIvana kA parva bane hara Aha madhuratama gAyana ho hara AMsU phira madhu kA kaNa ho hAtha meM hAtha paramAtmA ke, vaha tumhAre bhItara taiyAra hai| apanI vINA usako sauMpa do| yahI aSTAvakra kA samagra saMdeza hai| sAkSI bana raho, kartA nahIM, bhoktA nhiiN| aura jo paramAtmA karanA cAhatA hai, tuma nimittamAtra ho jaao| hone do, tuma havA ke jhoMke ho jAo, ki sUkhe patte, jahAM le jAe, cala pdd'o| jaba tuma vINA ke tAra kaso yaha gAyaka mana gaMdharva bane tuma hI yadi sAtha raho to phira hara pala jIvana kA parva bane hara Aha madhuratama gAyana ho hara AMsU phira madhu kA kaNa ho merI to sAdheM zApita haiM jaba tuma chU do to pAvana ho merA to yajJa adhUrA hai tuma sAtha raho to pUjana ho merA to lakSya adekhA hai tuma sAtha calo to darzana ho merA to jIvana maruthala hai jaba tuma Ao to sAvana ho yaha ho sakatA hai| yaha abhI ho sakatA hai / zravaNamAtreNa / hari oma tatsat! Aja itanA hii|

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dinAMka 10 pharavarI, 1977; ozo Azrama, koregAMva pArka, pUnA / janamauvAca: anubhava hI bharosA- pravacana - sauhalavAM kva pramAtA pramANaM vA kva prameya kva ca prmaa| kva na kiMcita kvA na kiMcidvA sarvadA vimalasya me|| 292 / / kva vikSepaH kva caikAgrayaM kva nirbodha kva mUDhutA / kva harSaH kva viSAdo vA sarvadA niskiyastha me / / 29311 kva caiSa vyavahAro vA kva ca sA paramArthatA / kva sUkhaM kva ca vA duHkhaM nirvimarzastha me sadA / / 29411 kva mAyA kva na saMsAraH kva prItirvirati kva ca vA / kva jIvaH kva ca tadbrahma sarvadA vimalasya me|| 29511 kva pravRttirnivRttirvA kva muktiH kva va baMdhanam / kUTasthanirvibhAgastha svasthastha mama sarvadA / / 29611 kyoyadeza: kva vA zAstra kva ziSyaH kva va vA gtth| kva cAsti puruSArtho vA nirupAdhe zivastha me 11 29711 kva cAsti kva ca vA nAsti kyAsti caikaM kva va dvayam / bahu nAtra kimaktena kiMcinnotiSThate mm|| 29811 vahI hai marakaje -kAbA vahI hai rAhe - butakhAnA? jahAM dIvAne do milakara sanama kI bAta karate haiM aSTAvakra aura janaka, do dIvAnoM kI bAta hamane sunI / unakI carcA ne eka apUrva tIrtha kA nirmANa kiyaa| usameM hamane bahuta DubakiyAM lgaayiiN| agara dhula gaye, agara svaccha ho gaye, to sArA guNa gaMgA kA hai| agara na dhule, asvaccha ke asvaccha raha gaye, to sArA doSa apanA hai| agara aise sunA jaise

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baharA AdamI sune aura aise dekhA jaise aMdhA AdamI dekhe, to tuma gaMgA ke kinAre Akara bhI asvaccha raha jaaoge| tIrtha para pahuMcakara bhI tIrtha taka pahuMcanA na ho pAegA yaha eka apUrva yAtrA thii| eka dRSTi se bahuta laMbI mahInoM -mahInoM taka isameM hamane ibakiyAM lgaayiiN| eka dRSTi se bar3I chottii-shrvnnmaatrenn| eka zabda bhI kAna meM par3a gayA ho to jagAne ke lie pryaapt| itane -itane DhaMga se aSTAvakra aura janaka ne vahI-vahI bAta kahI, zAyada eka bAra cUko to dUsarI bAra ho jAe, dUsarI bAra cUko to tIsarI bAra ho jaae| nayI-nayI bAteM nahIM kahI haiM, naye-naye DhaMga se bhale kahI hoN| maulika bAta eka thI ki kisI bhAMti davaMdava ke pAra ho jAo, davaMdavAtIta ho jAo, to mahAsukha kI varSA ho jaae| mahAsukha kI varSA ho hI rahI hai, tuma vaMdva ke kAraNa usase vaMcita raha jAte ho| sukha barasa rahA hai, tumhArI gagarI phUTI hai| to tuma bhara nahIM paate| tuma kahate ho, sukha kSaNabhaMgura hai| gagarI phUTI ho to pAnI kSaNa bhara hI TikatA hai| doSa pAnI kA nahIM hai, doSa gagarI kA hai| gagarI na phUTI ho, to pAnI sadA ke lie Tika jaae| amRta barasa rahA hai, eka kSaNa ko bhI usakI rasadhAra rukatI nahIM, akhaMr3a hai usakI rasadhAra, lekina hama vaMdva meM ulajhe haiM to cUka jAte haiN| eka tarapha dardIlA mAtama eka tarapha tyauhAra hai| vidhanA ke basa isI khela meM yaha miTTI lAcAra hai eka tarapha vIrAna sisakatA eka tarapha amarAiyAM eka tarapha arthI uThatI hai eka tarapha zahanAiyAM eka tarapha kaMgana jhar3ate haiM eka tarapha siMgAra hai vidhanA ke basa isI khela meM yaha miTTI lAcAra hai luTatA kabhI parAga pavana meM kahIM citA kI rAkha hai kiraNa jAduI khar3I kahIM para kahIM vitapta salAkha hai eka tarapha hai phUla seja para eka tarapha aMgAra hai vidhanA ke basa isI khela meM yaha miTTI lAcAra hai RNa para hai astitva hamArA umra sUda meM jA rahI jaba saba hisAba denA hogA ghar3I nikaTa vaha A rahI hAya hamArI deha sAMsa kyA saba kA sabhI udhAra hai vidhanA ke basa isI khela meM yaha miTTI lAcAra hai dukha hI dukha jyAdA hai jaga meM sukha ke kSaNa to alpa haiM sau AMsU para eka haMsI yaha vidhanA kA saMkalpa hai

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usa anajAna khilAr3I kA to bahuta niThura khilavAra hai vidhanA ke basa isI khela meM yaha miTTI lAcAra hai yaha jo do meM baMTA honA hai, isako tuma vidhi para mata ttaalo| tumhAre gAyaka, tumhAre vicAraka, tumheM sAMtvanA dene vAle loga ise TAlate haiM ki yaha vidhi kA khela hai| yaha vidhi kA khela nhiiN| samajho! yaha tumhArA hI banAyA huA jAla hai| koI tumheM bAMTa nahIM rahA hai, tumane baMTane kA nirNaya kara liyA hai| tuma hI uttaradAyI ho, koI aura nhiiN| isIlie to aSTAvakra kahate haiM ki shrvnnmaatrenn| smjho| agara kisI aura ne tumhAre jIvana ko khaMDa-khaMDa kiyA ho, to tuma akhaMDa na kara skoge| jaba koI aura khaMDa-khaMDa karatA hai to taba hI hogA akhaMDa jaba vahI akhaMDa karegA, tumhAre kiye kyA hogA? kisI ne tumheM gAlI dI aura tuma kahate ho ki maiM isalie dukhI ho rahA hUM ki usane gAlI dii| taba to tuma apane dukha ke mAlika na rhe| jaba vaha gAlI denA baMda karegA to zAyada tuma dukhI na hoo| lekina vaha gAlI denA baMda karegA, yaha tumhAre hAtha meM nhiiN| lekina kisI ne gAlI dI aura tuma dukhI na hue, yA dukhI hue to bhI tumane jAnA ki yaha dukhI honA merA hI nirNaya hai-gAlI Ae aura jAe aura maiM binA dukhI hue bhI raha sakatA hUM asparzita to tuma mAlika ho gye| aba dUsare ke hAtha meM kuMjI na rahI tumhAre jIvana kI| nahIM, vidhi para mata ttaalo| bAta to saca hai ki jIvana do meM baMTA hai, lekina tumane bAMTA hai, kisI bhAgya ne nhiiN| bAMTane kI tarakIba ko pahacAna lo to tuma anabaMTe ho jaao| aura tuma anabaMTe ho jAo to vahI to sAre yoga kA lakSya hai| sAre adhyAtma kI aakaaNkssaa| eka ho jAo, advaya ho jAo, do na raha jAeM, rAta aura dina do na raheM, jIvana aura mRtyu do na raheM, sukha aura dukha do na raheM, ina donoM meM tumheM samabhAva A jAe, tuma ina donoM meM eka ko hI dekhane meM samartha ho jaao| yaha ho sakatA hai| thor3e sAkSI banane kI bAta hai| sukha ko bhI dekho aura dekhate kSaNa meM sirpha dekhane vAle raho, ulajha mata jAo, tAdAtmya mata kara lo, aisA mata kaho ki maiM sukhI hUM, itanA hI kaho ki sukha hotA hai aura maiM dekha rahA hUM aura maiM dekha rahA hUM aura maiM dekha rahA huuN| tumhArA dekhanA achUtA khar3A rahe, kartA na bane, bhoktA na bne| dukha Ae, taba bhI dekho-dukha hai, dekha rahA huuN| kATe cubhe ki phUla mileM, dekhate rhii| dhIre - dhIre apane ko draSTA meM thira kara lo| dhIre - dhIre apane keMdra para khaDe ho jaao| koI bhI Ae tumhArI aMtarzikhA kaMpita na ho, tuma akaMpa ho jaao| usa akaMpatA meM jo anubhava hogA, vahI satya hai| use koI brahma kahatA hai, koI nirvANa, koI mokss| lekina usa akaMpa dazA meM jo jAnA jAtA hai, vahI jAnane yogya hai, vahI saccidAnaMda hai| ____ isa laMbI tIrthayAtrA meM janaka kI jijJAsA ke kAraNa, mumukSA ke kAraNa aSTAvakra kI anukaMpA karuNA ke kAraNa khUba rasa bhaa| eka ne dUsare para rasa uliicaa| tuma agara thor3e bhI sajaga ho to kucha bUMdeM tumhAre hAtha jarUra par3a gayI hoNgii| kala kisI ne eka prazna pUchA thA ki aSTAvakra kI bAta sunane mAtra se janaka ko jJAna ho gayA

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aura aba to aSTAvakra kI mahAgItA pUrI hone A rahI, yahAM kitane logoM ko jJAna huA? eka bAta pakkI hai ki jisane pUchA, usako nahIM huaa| aura use honA muzkila hai, kyoMki usakI najara dUsaroM para lagI hai| agara tuma mujhase pUchate ho ki kitanoM ko jJAna huA agara tuma merI tarapha se pUchate ho, to maiM to yahI kahUMgA ki yahAM koI ajJAnI hai hI nahIM kabhI koI ajJAnI huA hI nahIM yahI to aSTAvakra kA mUla saMdeza hai| ajJAnI tumane mAnA hai, tuma ho nhiiN| to jJAnI hone kI ceSTA meM hI tumhArA ajJAna hI bacA rahatA hai| jJAnI hone kI ceSTA nahIM karanI hai, sirpha yaha satya jAnanA hai ki jJAna tumhArA svabhAva hai, caitanya tumhArA svabhAva hai| tuma jJAnI ho| ajJAnI hone kA na koI upAya hai na koI vidhi hai| ajJAnI honA saMbhava nahIM hai, lAkha upAya karo to bhI tuma ajJAnI nahIM ho skte| tumhAre bhItara jJAna kA aMgArA dagdha jalatA hI rahatA hai| kitanI hI rAkha meM DhaMka jAe, bujhatA nhiiN| aura rAkha meM rakhA kyA hai? eka phUMka mAro ki ur3a jaae| shrvnnmaatrenn|| sadaguru kA itanA hI to kAma hai ki eka phUMka mAre tumhArI rAkha haTa jaae| lekina agara tumane jida hI kara rakhI ho ki tuma aMgAre ko svIkAra hI na karoge, to tumhArI marjI! tumhArI marjI ke khilApha tumheM koI jagA nahIM sktaa| aura tuma jAganA cAho to gaharI se gaharI nIMda se bhI tuma jAga sakate ho| manovaijJAnika kahate haiM ki nIMda meM bhI tuma nirNaya lete ho ki kaba jAganA aura kaba nahIM jaagnaa| tuma cakita hooge yaha bAta jAnakara, nIMda meM bhI tumhArA nirNaya kAma karatA hai| dekhA tumane, eka mAM usakA choTA baccA usake pAsa soyA ho, choTe bacce kI sAMsa meM jarA gharagharAhaTa ho jAe, jarA-sI usakI nIMda khula jAtI hai| aura AkAza meM bAdala gar3agar3Ate raheM aura usakI nIMda nahIM khultii| mAmalA kyA hai? zAyada kyA sunanA aura kyA nahIM sunanA isakI bhI nIMda meM vyavasthA hai| tuma isakA bhItara nirNaya kara rahe ho kyA sunanA, kyA nahIM sunnaa| ___ yahAM itane loga baiThe ho, tuma saba yahAM so jAo Aja rAta aura koI Akara jora se pukAre ! rAma kahAM hai? to saba soe raheMge, kisI ko sunAyI na par3egA, lekina jisakA nAma rAma hai use sunAyI par3a jaaegaa| vaha kahegA, kauna bhAI AdhI rAta jagAne A gayA? saba soe the, kisI ko sunAyI nahIM par3anA cAhie yA sabhI ko sunAyI par3anA cAhie lekina rAma ko sunAyI par3a gyaa| rAma ne nirNaya rakhA hai apane bhItara ki agara koI 'rAma' nAma le, yaha merA nAma hai, to maiM sunuuNgaa| kisI aura kA nAma le to maiM nahIM sunuuNgaa| kisI ke aura ke nAma saM mujhe kyA lenA-denA! nIMda meM bhI koI nirNaya kara rahA hai ki jAga yA na jAga? jAgane yogya bAta hai, yA jAgane yogya bAta nahIM hai? to tumhAre nirNaya ke khilApha to tumheM koI bhI nahIM jagA sktaa| tuma agara mana meM to cAhate ho ki subaha pAMca baje uThanA nahIM hai, bar3I sardI hai, lekina patnI pIche par3I hai ki calanA hai maMdira, jaldI calanA hai, to tuma alArma bhara dete ho bemana se- bharate vakta bhI tuma jAnate ho ki uThane kI icchA to nahIM hai-tuma subaha alArma sunoge nhiiN| alArma bajegA, tuma sunoge ki maMdira meM ghaMTiyAM baja rahI haiM aura tuma maMdira meM pahuMca gaye sapanA dekhoge| tuma alArma kI ghaMTI ko maMdira kI ghaMTI banA loge

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aura eka sapane meM DUba jAoge aura tuma kahoge acchA huA Agaye, calo maMdira A gaye, patnI kI bar3I icchA thI, bAta bhI pUrI ho gyii| aura tuma soe bhI rhe| aisA bhI ho jAtA hai ki nIMda meM hI AdamI hAtha uThAkara alArma ghar3I baMda kara detA hai aura subaha kahatA hai ki huA kyA mujhe uThanA thA, ghar3I bajI kyoM nahIM? nIMda meM bhI tumhArA nirNaya hI kAma karatA hai| jise tuma apanA jIvana kaha rahe ho, yaha jJAniyoM kI dRSTi se eka AdhyAtmika nidrA hai| tuma jAganA cAho, to koI bhI bahAnA kAphI hai| eka sUkhe patte kA giranA vRkSa se kAphI hai| usase tumheM apanI mauta kI yAda A jaaegii| yAda A jAegI ki eka dina apane ko bhI gira jAnA hogaa| utanA jagAne ke lie kAphI hai| aura agara tumane nirNaya kiyA hai na jAgane kA, to aSTAvakra tumhAre dvAra para duduMbhI pITate raheM, kucha bhI na hogaa| tuma sunoge aura anasunA kara doge| jina mitra ne pUchA hai ki yaha to yAtrA kA aMtima dina A gayA, kitane loga yahAM jJAna ko upalabdha hue? pahalI to bAta dUsare ke saMbaMdha meM pUchanA hI ajJAna kA sabUta hai| phira, koI upAya nahIM hai ki dUsarA jJAna ko upalabdha huA yA nahIM, ise tuma kaise jAno / pUchanevAle ne yaha bhI kahA hai ki agara hameM patA cala jAe kitane loga upalabdha hue to isase hameM bharosA AegA / aSTAvakra jJAna ko upalabdha hue, isase tumheM bharosA nahIM AyA, kRSNa jJAna ko upalabdha hue isase tumheM bharosA nahIM AyA, buddha jJAna ko upalabdha hue isase tumheM bharosA nahIM AyA, rAma, kabIra, nAka, muhammada pharIda, inase tumheM bharosA nahIM AyA aura cUhar3amala - phUhaDmala jJAna ko upalabdha ho jAeMge to tumheM bharosA A jAegA ? tuma kRSNa se bhI pUchate rahe buddha se bhI pUchate rahe ki kaise hama mAneM ki Apako ho gayA hai? aura maiM yaha bhI nahIM kahatA ki tumhArA pUchanA akAraNa hai| asala meM dUsare kA jJAna dikhegA kaise ? aMdhe AdamI ko kaise samajha meM AegA ki dUsare kI AMkha ThIka ho gayI hai? mujhe kho| aMdhA AdamI kahegA, jaba taka mujhe dikhAyI nahIM par3atA, yaha bhI dikhAyI kaise par3egA ki dUsare kI AMkha ThIka ho gayI hai? bahare ko kaise patA calegA ki dUsare ko sunAyI par3ane lagA hai? yaha to sunAyI par3e to hI sunAyI paDegA, dikhAyI par3e to hI dikhAyI par3egA / yaha tuma phikara mata karo ki dUsaroM ko jJAna upalabdha ho jAegA to tumheM bharosA A jaaegaa| bharosA to tumheM tabhI AegA jaba tumheM upalabdha hogaa| isalie maiM tumase kahatA hUM, tuma bharose kI pratIkSA mata karo ki pahale bharosA AegA taba hama jJAna kI tarapha jaaeNge| taba to tuma kabhI bhI na jaaoge| kyoMki jJAna meM jo gayA, use bharosA AtA hai, anubhava se bharosA AtA hai, aura to koI upAya nahIM hai| aura jisako tuma bharosA kahate ho, vaha dhokhA hai, thothA hai| vizvAsa hai, bharosA nahIM / AsthA nahIM, zraddhA nhiiN| mAna lete ho ki huA hogA! mAna lete ho ki kauna jhaMjhaTa kre| mAna lete . ho ki kauna vivAda meM pdd'e| yA ki mAna lete ho kyoMki bhItara vAsanA hai ki kabhI hamako bhI ho,

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isalie mAna lete haiM ki auroM ko bhI huA hogA yA hotA hogaa| magara bharosA A nahIM sktaa| kaise AegA? jisa AdamI ne madhu kA svAda nahIM liyA, lAkha loga kahate raheM ki bahuta mIThA hai, bar3A svAdiSTa hai use kaise bharosA AegA? aura jo AdamI madhu ko lene gayA thA aura ulTA, madhu to milA nahIM madhumakkhiyoM ne cItha DAlA, usako tuma bharosA dilavAoge ki madhu bar3A mIThA hai? vaha kahegA, kSamA karau, aba aura na ulajhAo, eka daphA jhaMjhaTa meM par3a gayA to sArA zarIra sUja gayA thA, dinoM taka ghara bistara meM par3A rahA, mujhe to eka hI anubhava AtA hai ki bar3A kar3avA hai| madhu kA svAda to madhumakkhI ke DaMka kA svAda hI use mAlUma hogaa| lAkha koI tumase kahe ki mujhe paramAtmA kA darzana ho rahA hai, tuma kahoge, hameM to kaMkar3a-patthara vRkSa ityAdi dikhAyI par3ate haiM, paramAtmA dikhAyI nahIM pdd'taa| tumheM vahI dikhAyI par3egA jitanA tuma dekha sakate ho| dUsare kI to ciMtA hI mata kro| apanI ciMtA karo, tumheM huA yA nahIM? zAyada bAta kucha aura hai, tuma kaha kucha aura rahe ho| tumhAre bhItara yaha bAta khala rahI hai ki mujhe huA nahIM agara yaha pakkA ho jAe ki kisI ko bhI nahIM huA to nizcitatA ho| ki koI hama hI akele nahIM kho rahe haiM, sabhI kho rahe haiN| mullA nasaruddIna ke ghara meM Aga laga gyii| sArA paDosa jala gyaa| maiMne usase pUchA ki nasaruddIna bar3A burA huaa| usane kahA, kucha khAsa burA nahIM huA maiMne kahA, mAmalA kyA hai? usane kahA, apanA kyA jalA, par3osiyoM kA dekho! apane pAsa thA hI kyA? jhopar3A thA, jala gyaa| par3osiyoM ke mahala jala gaye! Aja hI to majA AyA ki apane pAsa jhopar3A thA, acchA huA| sadA to yaha pIr3A rahatI thI ki inake pAsa mahala hai aura apane pAsa jhopar3A hai, Aja sukha milA ki apane pAsa jhopar3A aura inake pAsa mahala! jalA taba patA calA, ki bar3A majA AyA! prabhu kI bar3I kRpA hai| AdamI dUsare se socatA hai| tumheM patA cala jAe ki kisI ko nahIM ho rahA hai, tuma nizcita ho gye| roja tuma akhabAra paDha lete ho, dekhate ho kitanI jagaha DAke par3e, kitane loga mAre gaye, kitanA yuddha huA kitanI coriyAM huIM kitane loga beImAnI kara rahe haiM, kitane loga patniyoM ko le bhAge kisI kI, tuma kahate ho-hama hI bhle| karate haiM thor3A-bahuta, magara itanA thor3e hI! citta meM bar3I zAMti milatI hai, sAMtvanA hotI hai| tuma kaha to yaha rahe ho ki patA cala jAe ki dUsaroM ko huA to AsthA Ae bharosA aae| nahIM, tuma yaha jAnanA cAhate ho ki kisI ko na huA ho, kahIM bhUla-cUka se kisI ko ho na gayA ho| kisI ko bhI nahIM huA hai to nizcita hokara phira cAdara or3ha kara so jAeM ki koI hama hI nahIM bhaTaka rahe haiM, sArI duniyA bhaTaka rahI hai| kucha ar3acana nahIM hai| tuma agara mujhase pUchate ho to maiM kahatA hUM ki sabako ho gayA hai sabako thA hI-aura sabase merA matalaba yaha nahIM hai ki jo yahAM haiM -kahIM bhI jo haiN| paramAtmA sabako milI huI saMpadA hai| tuma pahacAno yA na pahacAno, tuma upayoga karo na upayoga karo, tuma para nirbhara hai| tumhAre bhItara hIrA par3A hai, TaTolo, na TaTolo-bahuta janmoM taka na TaTolA to zAyada bhUla bhI jAo magara isase bhI kucha pharka

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nahIM pdd'taa| maiM tumase eka choTI sI kahAnI kahanA cAhatA: eka bAdazAha ne apane darabArI masakhare ko khuza hokara puraskAra meM eka ghor3A diyA ghor3A bar3A mariyala aura kamajora thaa| cala bhI sakegA, yaha bhI saMdigdha thaa| masakharA to masakharA ThaharA, usane samrATa se to kucha na kahA, chalAMga mArakara ghor3e para savAra ho gayA aura eka ora calane kI koziza karane lagA yA ghoDe ko calAne kI koziza karane lgaa| bAdazAha ne AvAja dekara pUchA, bar3e miyAM, kahAM cala diye? usane kahA, hujUra jumme kI namAja par3hane jA rahA huuN| para samrATa ne kahA, Aja to somavAra hai| usane kahA, yaha ghor3A jumme taka bhI pahuMca jAe masjida to bahuta hai abhI se cale to hI pahuMca paaeNge| aura masjida do kadama para hai| ghor3oM ghor3oM kI bAta hai| kauna pahuMcA nahIM pahuMcA isakI phikira chodd'o| ghor3oM ghor3oM kI bAta hai| masjida do kadama para thI, maiM tumase kahatA hUM, do kadama para bhI nahIM hai| aSTAvakra kaha rahe haiM ki tumhAre bhItara hai| aura kala pahuMcoge aisA bhI nahIM hai ghaDI bhara bAda pahuMcoge aisA bhI nahIM hai tatkSaNa, isI kSaNa, jaise bijalI kauMdha jAe aise krAMti hotI hai| AMkha baMda karake tuma agara bhItara dekho to abhI pahuMca gaye isI kSaNa pahuMca gye| kala para TAlane kA prazna hI nahIM hai| janaka ko huA tumheM ho sakatA hai, kyoMki janaka se rattI bhara bhI tumameM kamI nahIM hai| mujhe huA tumheM ho sakatA hai, kyoMki mujhase rattI bhara bhI tumameM kamI nahIM hai| aura agara nahIM ho rahA hai, to yAda rakhanA, tumane kahIM gahare meM nirNaya kara rakhA hai ki abhI hone nahIM denA hai| zAyada na hone meM tumhArA kucha nyasta svArtha hai| zAyada na hone meM tuma abhI socate ho, thor3A aura rasa le leM, thor3A aura TaTola leM, zAyada saMsAra meM kucha ho, yaha to phira kabhI bhI kara leNge| loga mere pAsa Ate haiM, kahate haiM, abhI to jiMdagI paDI hai| dhyAna karanA jarUra hai, lekina Akhira meM kara leNge| abhI ke thor3e hI ho gaye, jaba bUDhe ho jAeMge taba kara leNge| aura kA AdamI kabhI bUr3hA nahIM hotaa| bUr3he -se -bUDhe ko pUcho, to vaha bhI abhI soca rahA hai ki abhI to dina par3e haiN| marate dama taka AdamI socatA hai, abhI to dina haiM, abhI kara leNge| paramAtmA ko TAlatA jAtA hai, aura saba kara letA hai| jo na karane jaisA hai, kara letA hai, jo karane jaisA hai, use TAlatA jAtA hai| yaha tumhArA nirNaya hai| tuma mAlika ho| pAnA cAho to abhI pA sakate ho, na pAnA cAho to tumheM koI denevAlA nahIM hai| janaka pA sakA, kyoMki koI ar3acana na ddaalii| sIdhA upalabdha ho gyaa| aSTAvakra ne kahA aura usane suna liyaa| sunane meM aura aSTAvakra ke kahane meM janaka ne koI vyAkhyA na kii| usane aisA nahIM socA, kala kareMge, usane aisA nahIM socA ki patA nahIM ThIka ho yA na ho, usane aisA bhI nahIM socA ki yaha ho bhI sakatA hai! yaha saMbhava bhI hai! anUThA prema rahA hogA janaka ko| usake bhItara aSTAvakra ke prati apUrva bhAva kA janma huA hogA aSTAvakra kI maujUdagI paryApta pramANa rahI hogii| aura usane koI pramANa na maaNgaa| yahI to artha hai ziSya hone kaa| guru kI maujUdagI pramANa ho, aura koI pramANa na mAMgA jaae| agara tumane aura koI pramANa mAMgA, to tuma ziSya nahIM ho, vidayArthI ho sakate ho|

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ziSya kA itanA hI artha hai ki tuma pramANa ho| tumhArI maujUdagI pramANa hai| tumheM ho gayA, A gayA / tumane kahA, bAta ho gayI / hama pUrI taraha suna lete, hama rattI bhara isameM idhara-udhara DAvADola na hoNge| lekina kucha kahA jAtA hai, kucha tuma suna lete ho| tuma jo sunanA cAhate ho, vahI suna lete ho| aisA huA sar3aka durghaTanA meM caMdUlAla ko ghAtaka coTeM aayiiN| eka kAra vAle ne unheM apanI kAra meM DAlA aura pAsa hI ke eka nirjana se sthAna para chor3akara Age bar3ha gyaa| eka to coTeM khAyA huA AdamI, jaba isa kAra vAle ne unheM apanI kAra meM DAlA, to vaha thor3I himmata bar3hI usakI aura jaba svAta sthAna meM inheM chor3a kara Age bar3ha gayA to caMdUlAla bhI bahuta cakita huA ki mAmalA hai! bolane taka kI himmata na thI, jIvana-UrjA bilakula kSINa ho gayI, khUna bahuta baha gyaa| chAnabIna ke daurAna adAlata meM usa AdamI ko bhI bulAyA gayA, vaha AdamI thA mullA nsruddiin| majisTreTa ne usase pUchA ki bar3e miyAM, jaba tumhAre pAsa itanA samaya nahIM thA ki ghAyala ko aspatAla taka le jA sakate, to use eka nirjana sthAna taka lAkara chor3ane kA kyA Azaya thA? mullA nasaruddIna ne kahA, hujUra vajaha yaha thI ki ghaTanAsthala ke sAmane lage borDa para merI najara par3I to usa para likhA thA, mauta ko sar3aka se dUra rkhiye| to maiMne kahA, jo mujhase bana sake vaha karanA caahie| yaha A marane ko thA aura sar3aka para mauta hotI, yaha socakara maiMne mauta ko sar3aka se dUra rakha diyaa| svAta sthAna para chor3akara maiM apane ghara gyaa| ghaMTA bhara lagA hujUra sar3akoM para aise - aise borDa lage haiM! AdamI vahI par3ha letA hai jo par3hanA cAhatA hai| AdamI apane ko par3ha letA hai, AdamI apane ko suna letA hai, AdamI apanI vyAkhyA nikAla letA hai| tuma jaba suna rahe ho, suna kahAM rahe ho! aura hajAra kAma kara rahe ho / mana meM na mAlUma kitane vicAra cala rahe haiN| una vicAroM kI taraMgoM ko pAra karake maiM tumase jo kaha rahA vaha pahuMca pAegA? tuma pahuMcane nahIM dete tuma hajAra-hajAra bIca meM parde khar3e kiye ho, unase chana-chana kara jaba kisI taraha bAta pahuMcatI hai to itanI badala jAtI hai ki kisI kAma kI nahIM raha jaatii| usase koI krAMti nahIM ghtttii| davA itane jala meM mila jAtI hai ki usakA sArA asara kho jAtA hai| sunane kA artha hai- jaba aSTAvakra kahate haiM, zravaNamAtreNa, to unakA artha hai-aise suno jaise tumhAre bhItara eka bhI pardA nahIM hai, hRdaya ko kholakara suno| jaisA pyAsA pAnI ko pItA hai aisA guru ko pI jaao| to ghaTanA ghaTatI hai| aura taba janaka jaisI ghaTanA ghaTa jAtI hai| Aja janaka kA aMtima sUtra hai / isa aMtima sUtra meM janaka AkhirI UMcAI lete haiN| ziSya jisa AkhirI UMcAI taka pahuMca sakatA hai, jahAM pahuMcakara ziSya ziSya nahIM raha jAtA aura guru meM lIna ho jAtA hai| jo bhI vaha kaha rahe haiM, vaha vahI hai jo aSTAvakra ne kahA thA, phira bhI punarukti nahIM hai| to vahI rahe haiM jo aSTAvakra ne kahA thA, lekina apane prANoM meM use punarujjIvana diyA hai| una zabdoM meM apane prANa DAla diye haiN| vaha jo guru kA hai, vaha guru ko hI de rahe haiM, kucha nayA nahIM hai, lekina murdA nahIM de rahe haiM, use jIvaMta karake de rahe haiN| aisA hI samajho ki eka premI apanI preyasI ko garbhiSTa kara detA hai| to premI se navajIvana kA

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aMkura preyasI meM jAtA hai| phira preyasI nau mahIne ke bAda usI aMkura ko naye-naye jIvana, nayI-nayI mahimA se bharakara vApisa lauTAtI hai| premI pahacAna bhI na sakegA, yaha vahI bIja hai jo premI ne diyA vaha bIja to baDA choTA thaa| aura vaha bIja to koI bahata jIvaMta na thA apane- Apa rahatA to ghaDI-do -ghaDI meM mara jaataa| do ghaMTe se jyAdA nahIM jI sakatA thaa| vIrya - aNu do ghaMTe se jyAdA nahIM jI sktaa| bar3I choTI-sI usakI jIvana-lIlA hai| aura bar3I dhImI-sI UrjA hai, jarA-sI UrjA hai| jarA-sI UrjA dI thI, preyasI ne use saMbhAlA, vaha jarA-sI UrjA virATa UrjA bnii| eka naye bacce, eka naye atithi kA Agamana ho gyaa| aura jaba premI apane bacce ko dekhatA hai to bharosA bhI nahIM kara sakatA ki yaha baccA kisI dina mere hI bhItara se eka bIja ke rUpa meM gayA thaa| vahI hai, aura phira bhI vahI nahIM hai| vahI hai, bahuta hokara vahI hai| vahI hai, aura virATa hokara vahI hai| preyasI ne vahI kA vahI nahIM lauTA diyA hai| eka samrATa apane beToM meM taya karanA cAhatA thA, kisako rAjya kA mAlika bnaauuN| to usane apane beToM ko eka-eka bore phUloM ke bIja diye aura kahA, tuma saMbhAla kara rakhanA, maiM tIrthayAtrA ko jA rahA hUM? varSa lageM, do varSa lageM, jaba lauTUMgA taba ye bIja maiM tumase vApisa cAhatA hI saMbhAla kara rakhanA, isa para tumhArA bhAgya nirbhara hai| kyoMki jo vyakti ina bIjoM ko ThIka se, samyakarUpeNa lauTA degA, vahI mere rAjya kA mAlika hogaa| tInoM beTe bar3e vicAra kiye, bar3e hisAba lgaaye| eka beTe ne socA ki kahIM kho jAeM, kahIM guma jAeM, corI cale jAeM, kucha ho jAeM, jhaMjhaTa ho jAe, to rAjya gaMvA baittheNgaa| to usane tijor3I meM bIja baMda karake khUba bar3e tAle lagAkara kuMjiyAM saMbhAlakara rakha lIM| hoziyArI to dikhAyI, lekina kaI daphA hoziyArI bar3I mUrkhatApUrNa ho jAtI hai| aba bIja tijoDiyo meM baMda nahIM kiye jaate| bIja sar3a gaye jaba taka bApa aayaa| jaba nikAlA to vahAM se badabU niklii| bIja to nikale nahIM, rAkha kA Dhera niklaa| aura sar3Adha aura baas| jo phUla bana sakate the vaha durgaMdha bana gaye, jo sugaMdha bana sakate the vaha durgaMdha bana gye| eka artha meM lar3ake ne bacAyA, lekina akala na thI, samajha na thii| dUsare lar3ake ne socA ki yaha jhaMjhaTa kA kAma hai bIjoM ko ghara meM rakhanA, patA nahIM kaba lauTe kaba na lauTe, inako bAjAra meM beca do, paisA saMbhAlakara rakha lo| jaba bApa AegA, bAjAra se phira bIja kharIdakara de deNge| yaha dUsare se thor3I jyAdA buddhimAnI thI, lekina phira bhI bahuta buddhimAnI na thI bIja to usane beca diye, paise saMbhAlakara rakha lie| paise saMbhAlakara rakhanA sadA AsAna hai| isalie to loga paise ko itanA saMbhAlakara rakhate haiN| aura saba beca dete haiM, paise ko saMbhAlakara rakha lete haiN| kyoMki paise meM sabhI kucha saMcita hai| jaba maukA hogA, kharIda leMge, phira kharIda leNge| tumhArI jeba meM eka rupayA par3A hai, bahuta sI cIjeM par3I haiN| abhI cAho to eka AdamI Akara sira para mAliza kare, vaha bhI tumhArI jeba meM par3A hai| abhI cAho to eka gilAsa dUdha A jAe, vaha bhI tumhArI jeba meM par3A hai| hajAra kAma ho sakate haiM eka rupaye se| saba vikalpa maujUda haiN| aba itanI cIjeM agara tuma jeba meM rakhakara calo to bar3I muzkila hogI ki eka caMpIvAle ko bhI jeba meM rakha haiM,

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matA hA dUdha kI botala bhI idhara hI, bahuta muzkila ho jAegI cala na pAoge, jiMdagI dUbhara ho jaaegii| eka rupayA par3A hai, usameM kaI cIjeM par3I haiM, jaba jaisI jarUrata huI upayoga kara liyaa| caupATI pahuMca gaye caMpI karavA lii| ki dUdha pI liyaa| ki garIba ko dAna de diyaa| kucha bhI ho sakatA hai| rupaye meM hajAra vikalpa kI saMbhAvanA hai| rupaye meM bar3I svataMtratA hai| to usane socA ki bIja kabhI bhI kharIda leMge, bIja kI kyA dikkata hai! rupaye saMbhAlakara rakha lie| lekina bApa jaba AyA to vaha bhAgA baajaar| bApa ne kahA ki nahIM, jo maiMne diye the vahI vApisa caahie| yaha to zarta hI thI ki jo diye the vahI vaapis| yaha to bAta hI na thI ki tU inako becegA khriidegaa| yaha to tUne merI amAnata ko surakSita na rkhaa| tIsare beTe ne socA ki bIja koI vastu thor3e hI hai, bIja to saMbhAvanA hai| smjho| bIja koI vastu nahIM hai, bIja to eka prakriyA hai| bIja to eka saMbhAvanA hai, phUla hone kI eka yAtrA hai| bIja to eka tIrthayAtrA hai, eka proNses| bIja koI cIja nahIM hai| kaMkar3a eka cIja hai, kyoMki kaMkar3a na bar3hatA, na bar3A hotA, na kucha ho sakatA, jo honA thA ho cukA hai| kaMkar3a murdA hai, bIja jIvaMta hai| jIvana kI prakriyA hai| usane socA, jIvana kI prakriyAoM ko tijoDiyoM meM baMda nahIM kiyA jAtA, anyathA ve mara jAtI haiN| aura jIvanoM ko becA nahIM jaataa| becane meM to bar3I nirdayatA hai| to kyA kiyA jAe? to usane jAkara bagIce meM bIja bo diye| jaba bApa tIna sAla bAda lauTA, to eka bore kI bAta hajAroM bore bIja the! aura jaba bApa ko le jAkara usane dikhAyA aura usane kahA ki ye rahe Apake bIja, to bApa ne kahA, maiM khuza huuN| kyoMki agara bIja diye jAeM to usakA artha hI yaha hai ki unako baDhAkara lauttaanaa| bIja kA artha hI yaha hai ki bar3A karake lauttaanaa| tU mere rAjya kA mAlika hai| tere hAtha meM rAjya dUMgA to bar3hegA, phailegaa| pahale ke hAtha meM tijor3I meM baMda hogA, mara jaaegaa| dUsare ke hAtha meM bika jaaegaa| tere hAtha meM bar3hegA, samRddha hogA, vistIrNa hogA, bar3A hogaa| tU mAlika| tU prakriyA ko smjhaa| aSTAvakra ne jo bIja diye haiM janaka ko, janaka ne unako janma de diyaa| bIja anUThe the aura anUThA unase janma huA khayAla karanA, tuma bar3e ajIba ho, tuma kabhI vyartha ke bIjoM ko to khUba saMbhAla lete ho aura sArthaka bIjoM ko chor3ate cale jAte ho| eka AdamI rAha se jA rahA hai aura gAlI de detA hai, tuma gAlI ko saMbhAla kara rakha lete ho, jaise koI mahAmaMtra hai| isako tuma varSoM saMbhAlakara rkhoge| isako bIsa sAla bIta jAeMge to bhI tuma tAjA rkhoge| harI rahegI yaha baat| bIsa sAla ke bAda bhI yaha AdamI dikhegA to gAlI phira jiMdA ho jaaegii| phira marane -mArane kA mana hone lgegaa| ghAva ko tuma bharane na doge, udher3ate rhoge| ghAva meM mavAda par3atI hI rhegii| ghAva sar3atA rhegaa| nAsUra banatA rhegaa| gAlI ko to aisA saMbhAlakara rakha lete ho, lekina agara aSTAvakra jaisA koI vacana dene vAlA mile, pahale to tuma sunate hI nahIM, suna bhI lo to bhUla jAte ho| bIsa sAla kI bAta pUcha rahe ho,

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do ghaMTe bAda tuma vahI na kaha sakoge jo kahA gayA hai| hI, gAlI tuma bIsa sAla bAda bhI vaisI kI vaisI doharA doge, usameM tumhArI kuzalatA bar3I hai| phira tuma jo saMbhAlate ho, usI se tumhArA janma hotA hai, vahIM tuma banate ho| to agara jIvana ke aMta meM tuma kurUpa ho jAte ho, jIvana ke aMta meM agara tuma beDhaMge ho jAte ho, vyartha ho jAte ho, to kucha Azcarya to nahIM hai| maiMne sunA hai ki mullA nasaruddIna ne zAdI kii| to usako baccA nahIM hotA thaa| to DAkTaroM ne kahA ki Aparezana karavA leM aura baMdara kI graMthi lagAnI pdd'egii| to mullA ne kahA, kucha bhI ho, baccA honA caahie| baMdara kI graMthi lagavA lii| phira bar3A khuza huA aura bar3I miThAiyAM bAMTI kyoMki patnI garbhavatI ho gyii| aura bar3e baiDaMbAje bjvaae| phira nau mahIne bhI pUre ho gye| phira patnI aspatAla meM bhartI huii| mullA daravAje para khar3A AturatA se pratIkSA kara rahA hai, usakA dila dhar3aka rahA hai| DAkTara bAhara AyA, to usane pUchA ki DAkTara sAhaba, lar3akA huA ki lar3akI? usane kahA, bhaI, Thaharo jarA! jo bhI huA hai chalAMga mAra kara sIliMga phaina para car3ha gayA hai| utare to patA lagAeM ki lar3akA hai ki ldd'kii| aba baMdara kI graMthi lagavAoge, to tuma aura jyAdA AzA kara bhI nahIM sakate! tumhAre jIvana meM agara sirpha roga hI roga hAtha meM AtA hai aura tumhAre jIvana meM agara durgaMdha hI durgaMdha milatI hai aura dukha hI dukha milatA hai to kucha Azcarya nahIM hai, sIdhA-sAdhA gaNita hai| tuma galata bIjoM ko ikaTThA karate ho| tuma ghAsa-pAta to ikaTThA kara lete ho, phUloM ko naSTa kara dete ho| janaka ne phUloM ko saMbhAla liyaa| bar3I apUrva sugaMdha paidA huI usI sugaMdha ke Aja aMtima sUtra haiN| pahalA sUtra kva pramAtA pramANaM vA kva prameyaM kva ca prmaa| kva kiMcit kva na kicidavA sarvadA vimalasya me|| 'sarvadA vimalarUpa mujhako kahAM pramAtA hai aura kahAM pramANa hai? kahAM prameya hai aura kahAM pramA hai? kahAM kiMcita hai aura kahAM akicita hai?' pramAtA kA artha hotA hai-jJAtA pramANa kA artha hotA hai -jJAna ke sAdhana, jinase jJAna utpanna hotA, prameya kA artha hotA hai jo jAnA jAe, jJeya, pramA kA artha hotA hai -jnyaan| janaka kaha rahe haiM ki aba na to mujhe kucha jJAna jaisA hai, na mere bhItara jJAtA jaisA kucha bacA, na kucha jJeya zeSa rahA, na jJAna ke kucha sAdhana bce| ye sAre bheda to ajJAna ke haiN| aba tuma samajhanA, yaha bar3I krAMtikArI bAta hai| agara tuma paMDitoM se pUcho to ve kaheMge, ye bheda jJAna ke haiN| pramAtA, pramANa, prameya, prmaa| pramA kA artha hotA hai-jnyaan| prAmANika jJAna kA nAma prmaa| jisase pramA siddha ho, vaha prmaann| jisake Upara siddha ho, vaha prmaataa| jisake saMbaMdha meM siddha ho, vaha prmey| yaha to jJAna kA vibhAjana hai, isako to pUrA-pUrA ipesTomolAjI, jJAnamImAMsA kahate haiN| aura janaka kaha rahe haiM, aba yaha kucha bhI nahIM bce| na koI jAnane vAlA hai, na kucha jAnA jaanevaalaa| do to gaye, to aba kaisA sabjekTa, kaisA AbjekTa! aba kaisA jJAtA aura kaisA jnyey| aba kauna draSTA aura kaisA darzana! do to rahe nhiiN| yaha to do hoM to

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ye bAteM ghaTa sakatI haiN| jaba eka hI bacA to kauna jAne, kisako jAne, kaise jAne, kyA jAne / jJAna kI aMtima ghaDI meM jJAna bhI samApta ho jAtA hai, yaha isa sUtra kA mUla hai| isalie to sukarAta ne aMtima kSaNoM meM kahA, maiM kucha bhI nahIM jAnatA huuN| upaniSada kahate haiM jo kahe maiM jAnatA hUM, jAna lenA ki nahIM jaantaa| aura jo kahe ki maiM nahIM jAnatA hUM pakar3a lenA usakA pIchA, vahAM kucha hai| use kucha milA hai| lAotsu ne kahA hai, satya ko maiM na kahUMgA, kyoMki kahA ki cUka ho jaaegii| satya kahate hI jhUTha ho jAtA hai| kyoMki kahane meM dAvA ho jAtA hai, ka vAlA A jAtA hai| to maiM satya ko na kahUMgA maiM cupa hI rhuuNgaa| maiM mauna hI rhuuNgaa| tuma mere mauna se hI samajha lo to tthiik| parama sadaguru huA riNjhaaii| usase eka samrATa ne pUchA hai ki mujhe kucha mArga batA deN| kaise pahuMcUM satya taka? to rijhAI cupa baiThA rahA, dekhatA rahA, dekhatA rahA samrATa ko samrATa jarA becaina ho gayA / usane kahA, mahAnubhAva, kyA Apane sunA nahIM maiMne kyA pUchA rama maiMne pUchA ki satya ko pAne kA koI mArga batA deN| phira bhI rijhAI cupa rahA / samrATa ne apane vajIra se kahA ki yaha sajjana sunate haiM ki nahIM ? kAna vagairaha kharAba to nahIM haiN| vajIra ne kahA ki nahIM, koI kAna kharAba nahIM hai, vaha barAbara suna rahe haiM, uttara bhI de rahe haiN| samrATa ne kahA, yaha kaisA uttara huA? rijhAI ne kahA ki tumane bAta hI aisI pUchI hai ki usakA uttara cupa rahakara hI ho sakatA hai| samrATa ne kahA, maiM na samajhaMgA, yaha bAta maiM na smjhNgaa| cupa rahI sUcanA mere pakar3a meM na AegI, tuma kucha bolo| to rijhAIne, reta para baiThA thA, sAmane hI lakar3I uThAkara likha diyA, dhyaan| samrATa ne kahA ki kucha aura thor3A vistAra kro| dhyAna, basa itanA kaha diyA kAma ho jAegA? to riMjhAI ne dubArA likha diyA aura bar3e akSaroM meM- dhyaan| samrATa ne kahA ki ApakA dimAga ThIka hai? maiM pUchatA hUM, thor3A vistAra kro| to riMjhAI ne bahuta bar3e -bar3e akSaroM meM likha diyA - dhyaan| aura jaba samrATa ne kahA ki nahIM, merI samajha meM itane se na AegA / to rijhAI ne kahA- tuma kyA merI badanAmI karavAkara rahoge? aba maiM jyAdA bolA to phaMsa jaauuNgaa| itanA hI kAphI ho gayA phaMsane ke lie| cupa thA, taba taka satya ke bilakula nikaTa thA, jo kaha rahA thA cupa se, vaha bilakula satya thaa| phira jaba dhyAna likhA to kucha to asatya ho gyaa| jaba aura bar3A likhA to aura asatya ho gyaa| jaba aura bar3e meM likhanA par3A to aura asatya ho gyaa| aba agara maiM bolA, aura vistAra kiyA, to muzkila ho jaaegii| buddha bole haiM, aSTAvakra bole haiM, lekina dhyAna rakhanA- unake bolane kI sArI ceSTA aise hI hai jaise paira meM eka kATA lagA ho to dUsare kATe se nikAla denaa| dUsare kATe kA koI mUlya nahIM hai, basa pahalA kATA nikala gayA ki dUsarA bhI pahale hI jaisA vyartha hai| donoM ko pheMka denA hai| aisA nahIM hai ki dUsare ko saMbhAlakara rakha leMge chAtI meM, maMdira banAeMge dUsare ke lie, pUjA kareMge ki yaha kA baDA adabhuta hai, isane kAMTe se bcaayaa| dUsarA bhI kATA hai| zabda se zabda ko nikAla lenA hai, tAki pIche niHzabda raha jaae| janaka kahate haiM, aba na koI jAnanevAlA, na kucha jAnA jAnevAlA, na koI pramANa, na koI

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prmaa| jJAna gyaa| jaba jJAna calA jAe, tabhI jJAna hai| aba smjho| sAdhAraNa hAlata to aisI hai ki jJAna to bilakula nahIM, lekina dAvA hara eka ko hai ki hama jAnate haiN| tumheM aisA AdamI milegA jo kahe ki maiM nahIM jAnatA? mUr3ha se mUr3ha bhI yahI kahegA, maiM jAnatA huuN| jAnane kA dAvA kauna chor3atA hai! tuma jaba nahIM bhI jAnate taba bhI tuma jAnane kA dAvA karate ho| koI tumase pUchatA hai, Izvara hai? tumheM jarA-sA bhI patA nahIM hai, tumheM jarA bhI khabara nahIM hai, tuma kahate ho-hA, hai| tuma marane-mArane ko taiyAra ho jAte ho, usa para jisakA tumheM kucha bhI patA nahIM hai| tumane kabhI socA tuma kyA kaha rahe ho? mere gAMva meM eka vaidayarAja the| unakA mere ghara se lagAMva thA bahuta, aura aksara maiM unake vahAM jaataa| unako rasa thA upaniSada, veda par3hane meN| aura ve sadA zikSA dete rahate ki saca bolo, saca bolo| maiMne unase pUchA eka dina, Izvara hai? maiM unase dAdA kahatA, maiMne kahA-dAdA, Izvara hai? unhoMne kahA, hai| maiMne kahA, saca bola rahe haiM? ve thor3e ghbddaae| ImAnadAra AdamI the| choTe bacce ko bhI dhokhA nahIM de ske| unhoMne kahA, to phira maiM jarA socuuNgaa| maiMne kahA, socanA kyA hai? yA to Apako patA hai, yA Apako patA nahIM hai| isameM socanA kyA hai? patA ho to kaha deM ki patA hai, maiM mAna luuNgaa| patA na ho to kaha deM ki patA nahIM hai| to unhoMne kahA, jhUTha tujhase nahIM bola sakU~gA mujhe patA to nahIM hai| to phira maiMne kahA, aba do meM se kucha eka taya kara leM, yA to yaha saca bolanA cAhie yaha bAta Apa baMda kara deN| Apa niraMtara upadeza de rahe haiM ki saca bolanA caahie| aura yA phira saca bolanA zurU kreN| jaba maiM calane lagA, unhoMne kahA, suna! jo maiMne tujhase kahA, kisI aura ko mata btaanaa| kyoMki unakI sArI pratiSThA isa para thii| gAMva bhara unako mAnatA, Adara detA ki ve jAnI haiN| kisI aura se mata kahanA! maiMne kahA, yaha kisa prakAra kA saca huA? agara Apako patA nahIM, to kaha deM, kama-se-kama saca hI ke to pIche cleN| saca ke pIche calanevAlA zAyada kabhI paramAtmA taka pahuMca jaae| lekina jhUTha paramAtmA ke saMbaMdha meM jo bola rahA hai, vaha to kaise kahIM pahuMcegA kama-se-kama itanI sacAI to ho| lekina bahuta kaThina hai| agara tumase koI pUche to uttara diye binA nahIM rahA jaataa| eka bar3I uttejanA uThatI hai ki uttara denA hI hai, kyoMki nahIM to loga samajheMge ki tuma jAnate hI nahIM ho| aura dhyAna rakhanA, ajJAnI dAvA karatA hai jJAna kA aura jJAnI koI dAvA nahIM krtaa| ajJAnI hI dAvA karatA hai| jJAnI kA dAvA nahIM hai, jJAnI dAvedAra nahIM hai| __ isalie buddha cupa raha gye| jaba logoM ne pUchA, Izvara hai? to buddha cupa raha gaye| hiMdustAna ke paMDitoM ne yaha ghoSaNA kI ki buddha ko patA nahIM hai, isalie cupa haiN| hiMdustAna ke paMDitoM ne buddha ke dharma ko ukhAr3akara pheMka diyA, brAhmaNoM ne Tikane na diyaa| kyoMki unake lie eka bar3I sahUliyata kI bAta mila gyii| lekina unako par3hanA cAhie aSTAvakra ko, sunanA cAhie janaka ke vacana| unheM apane upaniSadoM meM hI khoja karanI caahie| buddha jo vyavahAra kara rahe the cupa rahakara, vaha zuddhatama upaniSada

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kA vyavahAra hai| unhoMne nahIM uttara diyA, kyoMki buddha ne jAnA, jo bhI uttara diyA jAegA, galata hogaa| uttara mAtra meM yaha dAvA A jAegA ki maiM jAnatA hUM -hI kahUM, yA na khuuN| maiM kahAM? jAnanA hAM? jAnane ko zeSa kyA? aisI parama zUnyatA kI jo dazA hai| aura taba janaka kahate haiM, kahAM kiMcita aura kahAM akicita! aba aisA bhI nahIM hai ki thoDA jAnatA hUM aura thor3A nahIM jAnatA kahAM kiMcita, kahAM akicita? isa bAta ko bhI smjhnaa| tuma kaI daphA kisI se kahate ho ki mujhe tumase bahuta prema hai tumane zAyada kabhI vicAra nahIM kiyaa| prema bhI bahuta aura thor3A ho sakatA hai? prema hotA hai yA nahIM hotA, yaha bAta samajha meM AtI hai, lekina thor3A aura jyAdA kaise hotA hai ? prema thor3A aura jyAdA kaise ho sakatA hai? zAyada tumane bahuta soca-vicAra kara nahIM bAta khii| zAyada tumane bahuta hozapUrvaka nahIM kahI yaha to aise hI huA ki koI AdamI eka lakIra khIMca de aura kahe ki yaha AdhA vartula hai| AdhA vartula nahIM hotA, vartula to taba hotA hai, taba pUrA hI hotA hai| agara AdhA hai vartula to vartula nahIM hai, lakIra hI hai| kucha aura hogA, vartula nahIM hai| zUnya AdhA thor3e hI hotA hai| kama-jyAdA thor3e hI hotA hai| pUrNa bhI kama -jyAdA thor3e hI hotA hai, pUrNa hI hotA hai| jIvana meM jo parama mUlya haiM, unake khaMr3a nahIM hote| isalie janaka kahate haiM, kahAM kiMcita aura kahAM akicita? aba na to maiM yaha kaha sakatA hUM ki maiMne thor3A pAyA, na maiM yaha kaha sakatA hUM ki maiMne jyAdA pAyA tulanA, sApekSatAeM, mAtrAeM, saba kho gyiiN| eka guNAtmaka rUpAtaraNa huA eka krAMti huii| purAnA saba gayA, usase jarA bhI saMbaMdha nahIM rhaa| aura jo nayA huA hai, vaha itanA nayA hai ki usako purAnI bhASA meM DhAlA nahIM jA sktaa| purAne aura naye meM sAre saMbaMdha vicchinna ho gaye haiN| sAtatya TUTa gayA hai| eka hI baca rahatA hai| isalie jJAna ke, davaita ke saba saMbaMdha vilIna ho jAte haiN| jhukA hara mAtha hai taba taka tumhArA sAtha hai jaba taka siddhi ho tuma zakti bhI ho tyAga bhI Asakti bhI ho vaMdanA ho vaMdya bhI ho gIta ho tuma gadya bhI ho abhaya hUM sIsa para mere tumhArA hAtha hai jaba taka gAna ho tuma geya bhI ho

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prANa ho tuma preya bhI ho siddhi ho tuma sAdhanA bhI jJAna ho tuma jJeya bhI ho rAga ho tuma rAginI bhI divasa ho tuma yAminI bhI kyoM irUM maiM ghana timira se kRpA kA prAta hai jaba taka dhyAna ho dhyAtavya bhI ho karma ho kartavya bhI ho tumhIM meM saba samAhita hai caraNa ho gaMtavya bhI ho dAna ho tuma yAcanA bhI tRpti ho tuma kAmanA bhI amara bana kara rahUMgA maiM tumhArA gAta hai jaba taka eka hI baca rhtaa| bhakta usa eka ko kahatA hai, bhagavAna / premI usa eka ko kahatA hai, paramAtmA / jJAnI usa eka ko kahatA hai, zUnya, pUrNa, satya / janaka kI bhASA jJAnI kI bhASA hai, yaha jo maiMne gIta kahA yaha bhakta kI bhASA hai| bhakta apane ko DubA detA, paramAtmA ko bacA letA / jJAnI svarUpa ko bacA letA aura saba DubA detaa| isalie ina vacanoM se ghabar3AnA mata, kyoMki ye jJAnI ke vacana haiN| inameM dhIre - dhIre paramAtmA bhI kho jAegA / aura aMtima bar3I meM guru bhI kho jaaegaa| raha jAegA zuddha cinmAtra / magara yaha vahI dazA hai jisako bhakta bhagavAna kI avasthA kahatA hai, bhagavattA kahatA hai| 'sarvadA kriyArahita mujhako kahIM na vikSepa hai aura kahIM na ekAgratA hai| kahAM bodha hai aura kahAM mUr3hatA hai, kahAM harSa aura kahAM viSAda / ' kva vikSepaH kva caikAgrayaM kva nirbodhaH kva muuddh'taa| kva harSaH kva viSAdo vA sarvadA niSkiyasya me / / maiM sadA kriyArahita hUM, mujha kriyArahita meM aba koI bhI kriyA nahIM hai- ekAgratA taka kI kriyA nahIM hai-to jJAna kaise ho? mujha niktiya meM aba koI vikSepa nahIM hai, koI vicAra nahIM hai, koI taraMga nahIM hai, to bodha kaise ho? magara dhyAna rakhanA, janaka kaha rahe haiM ki na to maiM jJAnI hUM aura na maiM mUr3ha huuN| kyoMki mUr3ha aura jJAnI honA eka sAtha calate haiN| ajJAnI honA aura jJAnI honA eka sAtha calate haiN| isalie jahAM sukarAta ne kahA hai ki maiM ajJAnI hUM, vahAM janaka kA vacana eka kadama aura Upara jAtA hai| pahale sukarAta mAnatA thA, maiM jJAnI hUM phira usane mAnA ki maiM ajJAnI hUM yaha pahale se to

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Upara gayI bAta, lekina janaka eka kadama aura Upara jAte haiN| vaha kahate haiM, maiM ajJAnI hUM yaha bhI kaise kahUM? jAnane ko kucha nahIM bacA to na jAnane ko bhI kucha nahIM bcaa| jAna aura ajJAna eka hI sikke ke do pahalU haiN| isalie na to maiM kaha sakatA hUM ki maiM bodha ko upalabdha huA na maiM kaha sakatA hUM maiM mUr3ha hAM donoM gaye, do gye| jo bacA hai vaha nirvizeSa hai, vizeSaNazUnya hai, nirAkAra hai| aba usake Upara koI bhI nAma nahIM thopA jA sktaa| aba use koI rUpa nahIM diyA jA sktaa| aba usakA koI bhI klAsIphikezana, kisI bhI koTi meM use rakhane kA upAya nahIM hai| 'sarvadA nirvicAra rUpa mujhako kahAM yaha vyavahAra hai aura kahAM vaha paramArthatA hai, athavA kahAM sukha hai, kahAM dukha hai?' kva caiSa vyavahAro vA kva ca sA prmaarthtaa| kva sukhaM kva ca vA duHkhaM nirvimarzasya me ydaa| 'mujha nirvicAra rUpa meN.| nirvimarzasya me sdaa| jahAM koI vicAra aura vimarza nahIM uThatA, jahAM saba zUnya aura zAta huA hai, jahAM jhIla para eka bhI taraMga nahIM rahI-jhIla bilakula vizrAMta ho gayI, zAta ho gayI-apane meM lIna baiThA hUM, aisI isa zUnya kI dazA meM jisako jhena phakIra no -mAiDa kahate haiM, cittamukti kI dazA, jisako kabIra ne a-manI dazA kahA hai, nAnaka ne unmanI dazA kahA hai, mana se mukta ho gayI jo dshaa| jaba taka mana hai taba taka taraMga hai| mana eka taraha kI taraMgAyita avasthA hai| mana kA artha hai, jhIla para bahuta lahareM uTha rahI haiN| na-mana kA artha hai, saba lahareM zAMta ho gayA, jhIla bilakula darpaNa kI taraha mauna ho gayI, jarA bhI taraMga nahIM hotii| sataha kaMpatI hI nhiiN| akaMpa ho gii| aisI jo merI nirvicAra rUpa dazA hai, isameM kahAM vyavahAra aura kahAM paramArtha? smjhnaa| vyavahAra aura paramArtha zabda dArzanikoM ke zabda haiM, pAribhASika zabda haiN| dArzanika kahate haiM, jagata vyavahAra rUpa se satya hai aura paramArtha rUpa se asatya hai| paramAtmA paramArtha rUpa se satya hai aura vyavahAra rUpa se asatya hai| yaha dArzanika tarakIba hai, jisase do viparIta ko milAne kI ceSTA kI jAtI hai| jaise pazcima meM eka vicAraka huA brkle| usane ghoSaNA kI-ThIka zaMkara jaisI ghoSaNA kI ki jagata mAyA hai| vastuoM kA koI astitva nahIM hai| vicAra hI kA astitva hai, vastu kA koI astitva nahIM hai| vaha DAkTara jAnasana ke sAtha ghUmane gayA thA, rAste para usane unase kahA ki maiM eka kitAba prakAzita rahA hUM usameM maiMne siddha kiyA hai ki vastuoM kA koI astitva nahIM hai, kevala vicAra kA astitva hai| DAkTara jAnasana jiddI kisma kA AdamI thA, usane eka patthara uThAkara aura barkale ke paira para de maaraa| lahUluhAna ho gayA paira khUna bahane lagA aura barkale use pakar3akara baiTha gyaa| jAnasana haMsane lagA, usane kahA, vastuoM kA koI astitva nahIM hai, to isa patthara ke kAraNa coTa kaise lagI? khUna kaise bahA? barkale koI uttara na de skaa|

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barkale ne pazcima meM nayI-nayI yaha bAta kahI thI, use pUraba kA kucha patA nahIM thA, pUraba meM yaha bahuta purAnI bAta hai isake uttara bahuta khoja lie gaye haiN| bauddha bhI aisA hI kahate haiM ki jagata satya nahIM hai jaisA zaMkara kahate haiN| vastutaH zaMkara jo kahate haiM, vaha pracchanna rUpa se bauddhoM kI hI bAta hai usameM kucha nayA nahIM hai| aisA kahA jAtA hai ki eka bauddha bhikSu ko eka samrATa ne pakar3a liyA aura usane kahA ki maiMne sunA hai ki tuma kahate ho jagata asatya hai, siddha karanA hogA / usane kahA ki siddha kara detA huuN| usane bar3e tarka diye| aura jagata ko asatya siddha kiyA jA sakatA hai| samajho ki tuma yahAM mere sAmane baiThe ho, kaise siddha kareM ki tuma asatya ho! usa dArzanika ne kahA ki rAta sapane meM bhI maiM dekhatA hUM ki loga sAmane baiThe haiN| subaha jAgakara pAtA hUM ki nahIM haiM to abhI bhI kyA pakkA hai ki loga baiThe hI hoM? abhI bhI kyA pakkA hai ki subaha jAgakara maiM nahIM pAUMgA ki asatya nahIM hai! ccAMgtsu ne kahA hai, rAta maiMne sapanA dekhA ki maiM titalI ho gyaa| phira subaha uThakara maiM bar3A ciMtana karane lagA, vicAra karane lagA ki yaha to bar3I ulajhana ho gayI! agara ccAMgtsu rAta meM titalI ho sakatA hai to titalI so gayI ho aura sapanA dekhatI ho ki ccAMgtsu ho gayI hai! yaha bhI ho sakatA hai| phira koI kabhI apane se bAhara to gayA nahIM- maiM apane bhItara baiThA hUM, tuma apane bhItara baiThe ho| tumheM to maiMne kabhI dekhA nahIM, mere bhItara mastiSka meM kucha pratibiMba banate haiM unhIM ko dekhatA huuN| ve pratibiMba saca bhI ho sakate haiM, jhUTha bhI ho sakate haiN| sapane meM bhI bana jAte haiN| dhrI-DAyameMzanala philma dekhate ho? jaba pahalI daphA thI DAyameMzanala philma laMdana meM calI, to eka ghur3asavAra AtA hai daur3atA huA aura eka bhAlA pheMkatA hai| vaha pahalI thI DAyameMzanala philma thI, loga ekadama jhuka gaye - vaha jo hAla meM baiThe hue loga the bhAle ko nikalane ke lie unhoMne jagaha de dI, ekadama donoM tarapha jhuka gye| kyoMki bhAlA kahIM chida jAe ! taba unako khayAla AyA ki are, hama philma dekha rahe haiM, jhukane kI kyA jarUrata thI? lekina cUka ho gyii| vaha bhAlA jo nahIM thA, bilakula laga gayA ki jaise hai| usa dArzanika ne bar3e tarka diye aura samrATa ne kahA, saba ThIka hai, lekina samrATa bhI DAkTara jAnasana jaisA rahA hogA, usane kahA, apanA pAgala hAthI le aao| usake pAsa eka pAgala hAthI thA, vaha pAgala hAthI le AyA gyaa| usane pAgala hAthI chur3avA diyA isa dArzanika ke pIche, bhikSu ke piiche| bhikSu bhAgA, cillAe aura vaha pAgala hAthI usake pIche ciMghAr3e aura bhAge / aura bar3A zoragula maca gyaa| aura rAjA ke mahala ke Ayana meM hajAroM kI bhIr3a ikaTThI ho gayI aura rAjA chata para khar3e hokara dekha rahA hai aura haMsa rahA hai| aura vaha usase kahane lagA, aba bolo, agara saba asatya hai, to yaha hAthI bhI asatya hai, itane ro - cillA kyoM rahe ho? vaha kahane lagA, mujhe bacAo, phira pIche bAta kareMge, pahale to isa hAthI se bcaao| hAthI ne use apanI sUMr3a meM lapeTa liyA, bamuzkila use vaha kaipa rahA hai, ro rahA hai| chur3AyA gyaa| chur3Akara jaba use lAyA gayA aura samrATa ne kahA, aba bolo! usane kahA, mahArAja! merA ronA, merA cillAnA, saba asatya hai| mAyA maatr| ApakA mujha para dayA karanA, mujhe bacA lenA, hAthI kA

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mujhe pakar3anA, phira mahAvata kA mujhe chur3A denA, saba asatya hai| barkale ko yaha patA nahIM thA, kyoMki vahA nayI-nayI bAta vaha kaha rahA thA, bhArata meM to bahuta purAne dina se loga kaha rahe haiN| lekina jo asatya kahA jAtA hai, mAyA kahI jAtI hai, vaha bhI hai to| kisI taraha hai, sapane hI sahI, sapane jaise hI sahI, magara sapanA bhI to hai| to isa sapane ko kahate haiM-vyAvahArika sty| AbhAsa hotA hai, vastuta: nahIM hai| aura paramAtmA ko kahate haiM, AbhAsa bhI nahIM hotA usakA aura vastuta: jaba koI samAdhi meM jAgegA taba paramAtmA ko jAnegA aura saMsAra kho jaaegaa| jaise roja to hotA hai-roja rAta tuma sote ho, ye pahAr3a-patthara, vRkSa, pazu -pakSI, pati, patnI, beTe, saba kho jAte haiN| inakA koI astitva nahIM raha jaataa| aura sapane meM naye beTe aura nayI patniyAM aura naye makAna aura naye kAma zurU ho jAte haiN| unakA astitva ho jAtA hai| subaha jAgakara phira unakA astitva kho jAtA hai| phira purAnI patnI, makAna, dvAra-daravAjA, -saba A jAtA hai| dhyAnI kahate haiM ki aisA hI eka jAgaraNa samAdhi meM ghaTita hotA hai jaba saba vicAra zAMta ho jAte haiM-parama jaagrnn| usa jAgaraNa meM yaha jagata jo abhI dikhAyI par3a rahA hai, asatya mAlUma hone lagatA hai-AbhAsa mAtra, pratIti mAtra, svpnvt| aura paramAtmA satya mAlUma hone lagatA hai, jisakA ki pahale AbhAsa bhI nahIM hotA thaa| lekina janaka kI bAta isase bhI Upara jAtI hai| vaha kahate haiM, kyA vyavahAra aura kyA paramArtha! na saMsAra bacA hai, na mokSa bacA hai| asatya to gayA hI gayA, usake sAtha-sAtha satya bhI jA cukA hai| satya aura asatya eka hI tarAjU ke do palar3e the| ve bhinna-bhinna nahIM the| jaba jhUTha hI gayA to saca kaise bacegA? ise kabhI tumane socA? rAvaNa ko haTA do, to rAmAyaNa kharAba ho jAegI, baca nahIM sktii| akele rAma se nahIM clegii| ki tuma calA loge? rAvaNa ko kATa do bilakula rAmAyaNa se, phira banAo rAmAyaNa! yA kabhI rAmalIlA karo, rAvaNa ko haTA do, basa binA hI rAvaNa ke calane do rAmalIlA, tuma pAoge, calatI hI nhiiN| thor3e rAma uchaleMge -kUdeMge, kareMge kyA? idhara-udhara jAeMge, kareMge kyA? rAvaNa ke binA nahIM calatI hai| aura rAma ko haTA lo to rAvaNa bhI vyartha ho jAtA hai| sAtha-sAtha unakI sArthakatA hai| zubha aura azubha sAtha-sAtha jur3e haiN| saca aura jhUTha sAtha -sAtha jur3e haiN| suMdara- asuMdara sAtha-sAtha jur3e haiN| eka hI sAtha unakI sArthakatA hai| lAotsu ne kahA hai, jaba taka duniyA meM sAdhu haiM taba taka asAdhu bhI rheNge| bAta ThIka kahI hai| jisa dina asAdhu miTeMge, usa dina sAdhuoM ko bhI miTa jAnA hogaa| honI cAhie eka aisI duniyA jahAM na sAdhu hoM na asAdhu hoM vahAM jIvana sarala hogaa| vahA jIvana parama nisarga ko upalabdha hogaa| vahAM jIvana meM tathAtA hogI, Rta hogaa| na koI sAdhu na koI asaadhu| na koI rAma, na koI raavnn| isako khayAla kro| tumhAre sAdhu asAdhuoM ko miTAne meM lage rahate haiM ki jo bhI asAdhu Ae usako sAdhu bnaao| para unako patA nahIM ki asAdhu agara miTa jAeM to sAdhu bhI na baceMge| vaha AtmahatyA

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meM lage haiN| bure AdamI ke sahAre hI bhalA AdamI jI rahA hai| durjana ke sahAre hI sajjana kI ijjata hai| ve jo loga kArAgRha meM baMda haiM unake kAraNa tuma kArAgRha ke bAhara ho / nahIM to tuma bAhara kahAM? ve jo loga pAgala haiM, unake kAraNa tuma svastha ho| jo ke haiM, unake kAraNa tuma javAna ho| anyathA tuma na rhoge| dvaita jaba jAtA hai to pUrA calA jAtA hai| to janaka kI bAta bar3I mahatvapUrNa hai| janaka kahate haiM, aisA nahIM hai ki jaba vyavahAra-satya calA jAegA to paramArtha - satya hogaa| vyavahAra gayA to paramArtha bhI gayA, saMsAra gayA to satya bhI gayA / phira jo zeSa raha jAtA hai, usake lie koI zabda nahIM hai| 'sarvadA vimala rUpa mujhako kahAM mAyA hai aura kahAM saMsAra hai, kahAM prIti hai, kahAM virati hai, kahAM jIva hai, kahAM brahma hai?' sunate haiM yaha apUrva ghoSaNA ki na AtmA na brahma, kahAM jIvana kahAM brahma? kva mAyA kva ca saMsAraH kva prItirvirati kva ca vA / kva jIvaH kva ca tadbrahma sarvadA vimalasya me / / 'mujha sarvAMgazuddha nirmala ho gaye meM aba kahAM AtmA hai, kahAM paramAtmA hai, kahAM jIva, kahAM brahma?' isa saMbaMdha meM eka bAta aura khayAla meM le lenA / guru-ziSya ke niSedha ke pahale janaka paramAtmA aura AtmA kA niSedha kara dete haiN| abhI guru-ziSya kA niSedha nahIM kiyA, vaha Age ke sUtra meM - karIba-karIba aMtima caraNa meM - guru-ziSya kA niSedha hotA hai| tumane kabIra kA vacana sunA hai, maiMne bahuta bAra usakI bAta kI hai- guru goviMda doI khar3e kAke lAgU pAya, balihArI guru Apane goviMda diyo btaay| guru goviMda donoM khar3e haiM aba, kisake caraNa chuUM? aura kabIra kahate haiM ki guru, tumhArI balihArI ki tumane izArA kara diyA goviMda kI taraphA bahutoM ne socA hai ki isakA artha yaha huA ki kabIra ne goviMda ke paira chue balihArI guru Apane goviMda diyo btaay| bahutoM ne isakA yahI artha kiyA hai ki guru ne kaha diyA ki mere nahIM, goviMda ke paira chuo| maiM tumase kahatA hUM, yahAM taka to bAta ThIka hai ki guru ne kahA, mere nahIM goviMda ke paira chuo / magara chue kabIra ne guru ke hI paira, kyoMki balihArI zabda para dhyAna do| ve yaha kaha rahe haiM ki aba to kaise goviMda ke paira chuo| aba to tumhAre paira chuuuNgaa| kyoMki - balihArI guru Apane goviMda diyo btaay| tumane goviMda kI tarapha izArA kara diyA, isalie dhanyavAda tumhIM ko denA hogaa| tumane goviMda kI tarapha hAtha uThA diyA, isalie dhanyavAda tumhIM ko denA pddegaa| tumane goviMda taka pahuMcA diyA, isalie dhanyavAda tumhIM ko denA hogaa| merI dRSTi meM kabIra ne guru ke paira chue| isalie guru ke paira chue ki guru ne goviMda ko batA diyaa| balihArI! isa sUtra ke sAtha Aja tuma yaha bhI samajha lo ki janaka niSedha karate cala rahe haiN| sArI cIjeM niSiddha hotI calI jA rahI haiN| parama advaita kI ghoSaNA ho rahI hai| jahAM eka aura eka aura bilakula eka bacegA--ekarasatA bacegI - vahA isake pahale ki vaha guru-ziSya kA niSedha kareM, vaha Atma aura paramAtmA kA niSedha kara dete haiN| sAdhAraNataH tarkayukta yaha hotA ki pahale guru-ziSya kA niSedha

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ho, aMtima ghar3I meM paramAtmA aura AtmA kA niSedha ho| nahIM, janaka pahale kahate haiM__ kva jIva: kva ca tadbrahma sarvadA vimalasya me|| majha nirmala ho gaye meM, majha zaddha-zAta ho gaye meM, majha zanya ho gaye meM na koI AtmA hai, na prmaatmaa| isake bAda aMtima caraNa meM, AkhirI sUtra meM jAkara vaha kaheMge ki aba koI ziSya nahIM, koI guru nhiiN| jisake jIvana meM paramAtmA aura AtmA kA bheda gira gayA, usI ke jIvana meM guru-ziSya kA bheda giratA hai, usake pahale nhiiN| ahaMkAra to bahuta daphe cAhatA hai ki guru-ziSya kA bheda jaldI girA deN| ahaMkAra to pahale banAnA hI nahIM cAhatA bhed| ahaMkAra to kahatA hai, ziSya banane kI jarUrata kyA hai? asala meM ahaMkAra to guru bananA cAhatA hai, ziSya bananA hI nahIM caahtaa| agara ziSya bhI banatA hai to isI AzA meM banatA hai ki calo, zAyada yahI rAstA hai guru banane kaa| phira jaldI hotI hai ki kisa taraha yaha bAta khatama ho jAe, kyoMki yaha pIr3A detI hai| lekina yaha bAta taba khatama hotI hai jaba tumhAre jIvana meM vaha parama ghar3I A jAtI hai jahAM paramAtmA aura AtmA kA bheda bhI gira jAtA hai| usake bAda hii| guru aura ziSya ke saMbaMdha se yAtrA zurU hotI hai satya kI aura guru-ziSya ke saMbaMdha ke samApta hone para yAtrA bhI samApta hotI hai satya kii| jo prAraMbha hai, vahI aMta hai| jahAM srota hai, vahIM gaMtavya hai| kahAM prIti, kahAM virati?' apanA kucha hai hI nahIM, kisako apanA kaheM, kisako parAyA kaheM? kisako pakar3e, kise chor3e? kisakA bhoga kareM, kisakA tyAga kareM? apane se atirikta yahAM kucha hai hI nhiiN| na ghara merA na ghara terA duniyA to basa raina baserA kabhI eka sI dazA na rahatI puravA banakara pachuvA bahatI RtueM AtI jAtI rahatI deha meha zItAtapa sahatI kahIM dhUpa to kahIM chAha hai zvAsa pathika kI kaThina rAha hai maMjila sirpha use hI milatI jo tira jAtA agama aMdherA na ghara merA na ghara terA duniyA to basa raina baserA hAni-lAbha sukha-dukha parimita hai

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vijaya-parAjaya bhI sImita hai yaza-apayaza vidhi ke hAthoM meM jIvana-maraNa sabhI nizcita hai vahI banAtA vahI miTAtA vahI bar3hAtA vahI ghaTAtA rItI rekhA meM gati bharatA bar3A kuzala hai sRSTi citerA maMjila sirpha use hI milatI jo tira jAtA agama aMdherA na ghara merA na ghara terA duniyA to basa raina baserA yahAM kucha na apanA, na kucha auroM kaa| saba uskaa| saba eka kaa| yaha maiM -tU kA bheda kalpita aaropit| jahAM maiM aura tU kA bheda gira jAtA aura usakA anubhava hotA jo maiM meM bhI maujUda hai, tU meM bhI maujUda hai, phira na kucha prIti hai, na kucha virati hai, phira na hI koI jIva hai, na koI brahma hai| kyoMki jIva aura brahma kA saMbaMdha bhI do kA saMbaMdha hai| aura jaba taka do hai taba taka ajJAna hai| tuma aisA samajha lenA, vaita yAnI aMdhakAra, advaita yAnI prkaash| 'sarvadA svastha, kUTastha aura akhaMDa rUpa mujhako kahAM pravRtti hai aura kahAM nivRtti hai; kahAM mukti hai, kahAM baMdha hai?' kva pravRttinivRttirvA kva mukti: kva ca bNdhnm| kUTasthanirvibhAgasya svasthasya mama srvdaa|| maiM sadA svayaM meM sthita, kUTastha, maiM sadA nirvibhAgasya -koI vibhAjana maiM nahIM, koI khaMr3a maiM nahIM-na pravRtti hai koI, na nivRtti hai; na kisI se lagAMva, na durAva, gaye saba davaMdava ke jaal| itanA bhI ki na kucha baMdhana, na kucha mukti-tabhI mukti| ise tuma smjhnaa| yaha apUrva ghoSaNA hai| isakA artha hai ki agara tuma ThIka se samajho to galatI kabhI huI hI nahIM hai| galatI ho hI nahIM sktii| galatI hone kA upAya hI nahIM hai| agara tuma ThIka se samajho to pApa kabhI huA nahIM pApa ho hI nahIM sktaa| pApa hone kA upAya nahIM hai| aura na puNya ho sakatA hai| aura na puNya kabhI kiyA gayA hai| pApa ho ki puNya, bhUla ho ki ThIka, donoM meM kartAbhAva hai| aura tumane kabhI kucha nahIM kiyA hai| tuma sadA ekarasa, akartA, sAkSI ho| sirpha dekhanevAle ho| tumane dekhA ki corI ho rahI hai aura kabhI tumane dekhA ki dAna de rahe ho magara donoM hAlata meM tuma draSTA ho| na tumane corI kI hai, na tumane dAna diyA hai| dAna bhI huA hai, corI bhI huI hai, saca! para tumane na dAna diyA hai, na corI kI hai| isako khayAla meM le lenaa| sAdhAraNata: dhArmika guru logoM ko samajhAte haiM corI choDo, dAna kro|

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vaha sAdhAraNa dharma hai| yaha asAdhAraNa dharma hai| yaha dharma kI Atyatika ghoSaNA hai| tuma corI bhI chor3o, tuma dAna bhI chor3o, tuma kartA honA chor3o / na tuma pApI bano, na puNyAtmA / tuma kartA na raho, tuma sAkSI ho jaao| aba tuma smjhnaa| agara koI pApI puNyAtmA bananA cAhe to bar3I kaThinAI hai| pahale to pApa itanI AsAnI se chUTatA nahIM, itanI AsAnI se koI Adata nahIM jAtI / janmoM-janmoM meM banAya hai, lAkha -lAkha upAya karo, nahIM jAtI / tuma jarA soco, choTI-moTI AdateM nahIM chUTatI / kisI AdamI ko pAna cabAne kI Adata hai, vaho nahIM chUTatI aura kyA tuma khAka chor3oge! kisI ko tamAkhU.... / eka sajjana mere pAsa Ate the, baMgAlI sajjana / yUinavarsiTI me prophesara the| vaha mujhase pUchate ki yaha pApa kaise chUTe, vaha pApa kaise ? uTe, aura jaba bhI vaha Ate to 'nAsa' apanI nAka meM bharate rhte| baiThe rahate, thor3I- thor3I dera meM 'nAsa'! maiMne unase kahA ki pApa ityAdi ko to chor3o, pahale tuma yaha 'nAsa' to chodd'o| unhoMne kahA, yaha na chuuttegii| yaha bahuta mukSekala hai, isake binA to maiM jI hI nahIM sktaa| maiMne kahA, maiM jI rahA hUM, sArI duniyA jI rahI hai isake binaa| tuma 'nAsa' kai binA na jI sakoge! unhoMne kahA, nahIM jI sktaa| isase hI to 'mujhe tAkata banI rahatI hai, nahIM to saba DhIlA - DAlA ho jAtA hai, saba susta ho jAtA hai| le lI iTakara 'nAsa A gayI acchI chIMka, tAje hAM gye| to jIvana meM tAjago mAlUma par3atI hai| yaha nahIM chUTegI, yaha to bAta hI mata utthaanaa| maiMne kahA ki agara yaha nahIM chUTanA, to kyA chUTanA hai ! AdateM nahIM chUTatI sAdhAraNa, to janmoM-janmoM ko AdateM kaise chUTegI ? pApa nahIM chUTa sktaa| aura agara koI pApI kisI taraha pApa ko chor3ane kA upAya bhI kare, to pApa pIche ke daravAjoM se praveza kara jAtA hai| aisA bhI ho sakatA hai ki tuma calo dAna kareM, puNya kareM, magara tuma puNya karoge kahAM se? tuma aura corI karane lagoge | dekhate nahIM roja ? jo dAna dete haiM vaha dAna dete hI taba haiM, jaba vaha dasa hajAra dete haiM agara vaha dasa lAkha kA iMtajAma kara lete haiM, taba dasa hajAra dete haiN| dete hI taba haiM jaba nikAlane kA iMtajAma ho jAtA hai| jaba vaha dekha lete haiM ki koI harjA nahI, saudA karane jaisA hai| to abhI cunAva A rahA hai to vaha pArTiyoM ko dAna deNge| deza ke hita meM dAna dete haiN| koI lokataMtra ke hita meM dAna degA, koI samAjavAda ke hita meM dAna degaa| saca to yaha hai ki jo hoziyAra haiM ve donoM ko dAna deNge| samAjavAdiyoM ko bhI aura lokataMtriyoM ko bhI, kyoMki patA nahIM kauna A jAe ! hoziyAra to donoM nAva para savAra rahatA hai| ki iMdirA hoM ki morArajI, donoM ko dAna degaa| jo A jaae| mere eka mitra haiM, jyotiSI haiN| jyotiSa unakA calatA-karatA nhiiN| AdamI bhale haiM ora jhUTha bhI nahIM bola pAte haiM, islie| jyotiSa to dhaMdhA hI jhUTha kA hai| usameM agara saca ityAdi bole to vaha calegA hI nhiiN| vaha to jhUTha kA hI mAmalA hai| vaha to sArA kAma hI pUrA beImAnI kA hai| to vaha mujhase kahane lage ki kyA karUM, kucha sarTiphikeTa bhI nahIM hai mere pAsa ki kisI to maiMne kahA, tuma eka kAma kro| rASTrapati kA cunAva ho rahA thaa| maiMne kahA, tuma cale jAo aura do AdamI khar3e

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haiM, tuma donoM ko jAkara kaha Ao ki ApakI jIta bilakula nizcita hai, likhakara de sakatA huuN| tuma likhakara hI de aanaa| unhoMne kahA, phira pIche phaMseMge! maiMne kahA, tuma phikra chodd'o| eka hI jItegA, donoM to jItanevAle nahIM haiN| jo hArA usakI tuma phikara hI chor3a denaa| aura vaha koI tumhAre pIche mukadame thor3e hI calAegA kauna phikra karatA hai! yahI huaa| vaha donoM rASTrapatiyoM ko jAkara de aae| eka jIta gyaa| jo jIta gayA, usake pAsa vaha pahuMca gaye bAda meM vaha bar3A prasanna, usane phoTo bhI sAtha utaravAe, phira sarTiphikeTa bhI likhakara diyaa| tabase unakA jyotiSa bahuta cala rahA hai| jaba rASTrapati taka kI ghoSaNA kara dI! to hoziyAra donoM nAva para savAra ho jAte haiN| vaha donoM ko dAna de deNge| jo bhI AegA kala tAkata meM, dasa hajAra diyA to dasa lAkha nikala leNge| lAiseMsa hai aura hajAra upAya haiN| cora agara de. to bhI corI kA iMtajAma pahale kara letA hai| ahaMkArI agara vinamra bhI bane, to vinamratA meM bhI ahaMkAra ko hI poSita kara letA hai| bhAgane kA itanA sugama upAya nahIM hai| pApa se puNya meM jAne kA koI upAya nahIM hai| pApI aura puNyAtmA eka hI khela ke hissedAra haiM, sAjhIdAra haiN| parama dharma kahatA hai, akartA bhAva-na puNya, na paap| donoM maiMne nahIM kiye| aura agara donoM hue, to paramAtmA jaane| vaha parama UrjA jaane| yahI to kRSNa se nikalA arjuna ke lie gItA meM ki tU nimittamAtra ho jaa| upkrnnmaatr| jo ho, hone de| jaisA ho, vaisA hI hone de| tU apane ko bIca meM mata laa| vahI aSTAvakra kA sUtra hai -kahAM prIti, kahAM virati; kahAM jIva, kahAM brahma? sarvadA svastha, kUTastha, akhaMr3a rUpa mujhako kahAM pravRtti hai, kahAM nivRtti hai, kahAM mukti hai, kahAM baMdha hai? 'upAdhirahita zivarUpa mujhako kahAM upadeza hai athavA kahAM zAstra hai rama kahA ziSya hai aura kahA guru hai aura kahAM puruSArtha hai?' yaha zikhara ke bilakula karIba Ane go| kyopadeza kva vA zAstraM kva ziSyaH kva ca A guruH| kva cAsti puruSArtho vA nirupAdhe zivasya meN|| maiM nirupAdhi meM Thahara gyaa| na aisA ha na vaisA hAM maiM neti neti meM pahuca gayA na sAdhu, na asAdhu, na pApI, na puNyAtmA; na burA, na bhalA; na AtmA, na brahma, maiM aisI upAdhirahita dazA meM A gayA huuN| aba yahAM mere Upara koI bhI vaktavya lAgU nahIM hotaa| 'upAdhirahita zivarUpa mujhako kahA upadeza?' aba kisase to maiM upadeza lUM aura kisako maiM upadeza dUM? upadeza meM to svIkAra kara lI gayI bAta ki do hone caahie| guru-ziSya tabhI to bana sakate haiM na, jaba do ho| koI kahe, koI sune, koI de, koI le| janaka kahate haiM, aba kaisA upadeza? na to maiM le sakatA upadeza, kyoMki dUsarA koI hai nahIM jisase le lUM aura na maiM de sakatA, kyoMki dUsarA koI hai nahIM jisako maiM de duuN| yaha parama ghar3I A rahI, yaha parama saubhAgya kA kSaNa hai jaba koI vyakti aisI dazA meM AtA hai jahAM upadeza denA-lenA bhI saMbhava nhiiN|

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'mujhako kahAM upadeza hai athavA kahAM zAstra hai?' aura jaba upadeza hI na ho to zAstra nahIM bntaa| zAstra to upadeza kA hI saMgrahIta rUpa hai| phira koI veda, kurAna, bAibila, gItA kucha artha nahIM rkhte| 'phira kahAM ziSya, kahAM guru?' jaba upadeza hI nahIM ho sakatA to kauna hogA guru aura kauna hogA ziSya? ' aura kh| puruSArtha hai tra: ' phira na kucha pAne ko bacA to puruSArtha kA bhI koI savAla nahIM hai| smjho| janaka bola to rahe haiN| yaha vacana to bola hI rahe haiN| aSTAvakra ne itanA laMbA upadeza bhI diyA hai aura janaka bhI kucha kaMjUsI nahIM kara rahe haiM bolane meN| phira bhI vaha kahate haiM, kahAM upadeza? to bAta kucha samajha lenI caahie| buddhapuruSa bolate haiM, aisA kahanA ThIka nahIM, buddhapuruSoM se bolA jAtA hai aisA kahanA ThIka hai| phUla khilate haiM jaise, sugaMdha jharatI hai jaise, bAdala umar3a-ghumar3a kara Ate haiM jaise, aura varSA hotI hai jaise, dIyA jalatA hai to prakAza jharatA hai jaise, aise buddhatva se rozanI jharatI hai, sugaMdha jharatI hai| magara upadeza dene kI AkAMkSA nahIM hai| isalie buddha ne cAlIsa sAla bolane ke bAda kahA hai ki maiM kabhI bhI nahIM bolaa| maiM bolA hI nhiiN| kaThina ho jAtI hai baat| kyoMki buddha ke vacana itane haiM, saikar3oM zAstra nirmita hue jitane vacana buddha ke haiM utane kisI ke bhI nahIM haiN| bAibila aura kurAna saba bahuta choTI-choTI kitAbeM raha jAtI haiN| buddha ke agara sAre vacana saMgrahIta hote haiM to pUrA eka pustakAlaya nirmita hotA hai eka pUrA enasAiklopIDiyA-itanA bole haiM aura Akhira meM kahate haiM ki maiM bolA nhiiN| bAta phira bhI ThIka kahate haiN| bole nahIM, kyoMki bolanA kisase, dasarA koI hai nhiiN| lekina kabhI-kabhI tumane aisI ghar3I jAnI hai, jaba tuma akele baiThe ho aura gIta gunagunAte ho? taba tuma kisI ko kaha nahIM rahe, apanI mauja meM kaha rahe ho| buddha se vacana nikale haiM, jhare haiM, jaise jharanoM se jala baha rahA hai, jaise vRkSoM se phUla nikala rahe haiM, ThIka aise| jaise pakSI gIta gunagunA rahe haiM, ThIka aise| isameM kucha ceSTA nahIM hai, prayojana nahIM hai| yaha bilakula svAbhAvika hai| dIyA jala jAegA to rozanI niklegii| aura phUla khilegA to gaMdha bhI udd'egii| aise hI buddha se vacana ur3e haiN| __ThIka vahI janaka kaha rahe haiM, kahA upadeza, kahAM zAstra? kahAM ziSya, kahAM guru? kaisA puruSArtha? aura aMtima sUtra kva cAsti kva ca va nAsti kyAsti caika kva ca dvym| bahu nAtra kimuktena kiMcitrottiSThate mn|| 'kahAM asti hai, kahAM nAsti hai, athavA kahAM eka hai aura kahAM do haiM? isameM bahuta kahane se kyA prayojana, mujhako to kucha bhI nahIM prakAza karatA hai|' yaha AkhirI baat|

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guru -ziSya ke gira jAne ke bAda kucha bacA nahIM girane ko| sirpha eka choTA-sA vaktavya. bahu nAtra kimukten| aba kyA kahUM? aba kahane ko kucha bhI nahIM hai| na to kucha hai aura na kucha nahIM hai| na AstikatA kA kucha artha hai, na nAstikatA kaa| na asti kA koI artha hai, na nAsti kaa| kva cAsti kva ca va nAsti kyAsti caikaM kva ca dvym| aba taka kahA ki eka hai, eka hai, advaya hai, advaita hai, aba kahA ki aba eka bhI kahanA vyartha aura do bhI kahanA vyrth| gayIM saba ve bAteM, gayA saba vaha gnnit| aura aba kucha kahane jaisA nahIM hai| kiMcinnottiSThate mm| yaha vacana bar3A adabhuta hai| isakA artha hotA hai -kucha bhI nahIM uThatA aba mujhmeN| kiMcitrottiSThate mm| koI lahara nahIM utthtii| koI taraMga nahIM uThatI, saba zUnya huA, yA saba pUrNa huA adhUre meM uThAva hai| pUre meM kaisA uThAva! adhUre meM gati hai, pUre meM kaisI gati! AdhI gAgara AvAja karatI hai, adhabharI gAgara AvAja karatI hai| pUrI bharI gAgara AvAja nahIM karatI yA pUrI khAlI gAgara AvAja nahIM krtii| jahAM pUrNatA hai, vahAM AvAja nahIM, vahAM zUnya hai| vahAM zUnya kA parama saMgIta hai| jahAM adhUrApana hai, vahAM AvAja hai| kicinnottiSThate mm| aba mujhameM kucha bhI nahIM uTha rahA hai| saba parama vizrAMti ko upalabdha ho gayA hai| aisI ghar3I tumhAre jIvana meM bhI A sakatI hai| tumhAre sahayoga kI jarUrata hai| aisA parama bhAva tumhArA bhI ho sakatA hai, tuma para hI nirbhara hai| eka choTI-sI kahAnI kahUMgA eka saMta thA, bahuta vRddha aura bahuta prasiddha dUra-dUra se loga jijJAsA lekara Ate, lekina vaha sadA cupa hI rhtaa| hA, kabhI-kabhI apane DaMDe se vaha reta para jarUra kucha likha detA thaa| koI bahuta pUchatA, koI bahuta hI jijJAsA uThAtA to likha detA-saMtoSI sukhI; bhAgo mata, jAgo; soca mata, kho; miTa aura pA, isa taraha ke choTe -choTe vcn| jijJAsuoM ko isase tRpti na hotI, aura pyAsa baDha jaatii| ve zAstrIya nirvacana cAhate the| ve vistArapUrNa uttara cAhate the| aura unakI samajha meM na AtA thA ki yaha parama saMta buddhatva ko upalabdha hokara bhI unake praznoM kA uttara sIdhe-sIdhe kyoM nahIM detaa| yaha bhI kyA bAta hai ki reta para DaMDe se ulaTabAsiyA likhanA! hama pUchate haiM, sIdhA-sIdhA samajhA do| ve cAhate the ki jaise aura mahAtmA japa -tapa, yajJa -yAza, maMtra -taMtra, vidhi-vidhAna dete the, vaha bhI de| lekina vaha muskAtA, cupa rahatA, jyAdA se jyAdA phira koI use khodatA-bidIratA to vaha phira likha detA-saMtoSI sadA sukhI, bhAgo mata, jAgo, basa usake baMdhe -baMdhAye zabda the| bar3e -bar3e paMDita Ae aura thaka gaye aura hAra gaye aura udAsa hokara cale gaye, koI use bolane ko rAjI na kara skaa| koI use jyAdA vistAra meM jAne ko bhI rAjI na kara skaa| lekina eka bAta thI ki usake pAsa kucha thA, aisI pratIti sabhI ko hotii| usake pAsa eka

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daidIpya pratibhA thii| usake cAroM tarapha eka prakAza thA, eka apUrva zAMti thii| usake pAsa eka ThaMDI, zItala lahara thI, jo chuutii| paMDitoM taka ko ehasAsa hotA, kyoMki paMDita to sabase aMdhe loga haiM isa pRthvI pr| unako bhI lagatA ki kucha hai, koI cuNbk| dUra-dUra kAzI se Ate, para phira udAsa lauTate, kyoMki vaha jyAdA kucha bolatA n| lekina eka dina aisA huA, eka yuvaka AyA aura bajAya isake ki vaha kucha pUche usane ke ke hAtha se DaMDA chIna liyaa| usakI AMkhoM meM kutUhala bhI nahIM thA, usake cehare para jijJAsA bhI nahIM thI, usake sira para pAMDitya kA bojha bhI nahIM thA, vaha bar3A bholA-bhAlA yuvaka thA, bar3A shaat| eka gaharI mumukSA thii| jIvana ko dAva para lagAne kI AkAMkSA thii| khojI thaa| usane DaMDA hAtha meM le liyA aura usane bhI mauna kA vrata liyA thA, vaha mauna hI rahatA thA, usane DaMDe se reta para likhA-ApakI jyoti mere aMdhere ko kaise dUra karegI? usane reta para likhaa| saMta ne uttara meM reta para likhA-kaisA aMdherA, aMdherA hai kahAM? kyA tuma aMdhere meM khoe ho? yaha pahalA maukA thA ki saMta ne itanI bAta likhii| bhIr3a ikaTThI ho gayI pR gAMva bhara meM khabara pahuMca gayI ki koI AdamI AyA hai jisane soe saMta ko jagA liyA mAlUma hotA hai| usane kucha likhA hai jaisA kabhI nahIM likhA thaa| usane likhA hai, kaisA aMdherA? aMdherA hai kahAM? kyA tuma aMdhere meM khoe ho? vaha yuvaka thor3A ThiThakA aura usane phira likhA-kyA kho jAnA vastuta: kho jAnA hai? kyA kho jAnA mArga se vastuta: smRta ho jAnA hai? saMta ne yuvaka kI AMkhoM meM jhAMkA, anaMta prema aura karuNA aura AzISa se aura phira reta para likhA-nahIM, kho jAnA bhI kho jAnA nahIM, basa vismRtimaatr| yAda bhara kho gayI hai aura kucha kho nahIM gayA hai| kho jAnA bhI kho jAnA nahIM hai, basa vismRti| aba taka to darzakoM kI bar3I bhIr3a ikaTThI ho gayI thii| yaha uttara par3ha kara bhIr3a meM haMsI kA phavvArA phUTa pdd'aa| aura saMta ne jo likhA thA use tabdhaNa poMcha DAlA aura puna: likhA-kauna sI icchA tumheM yahAM le AyI hai, yuvaka? DaMDA satata hAtha badalatA rhaa| yuvaka ne likhA-icchA? icchAeM? nahIM merI koI icchA zeSa nahIM hai| aisA sunate hI saMta uThakara khar3A ho gayA, dAyAM paira uThAkara bhUmi para tIna bAra thApa dI, phira AMkheM kaMda karake sAMsa ko rokakara mUrtivata khar3A ho gyaa| sannATA chA gyaa| bhIr3a bhI gratAvata ho gayI, yuvaka bhI kucha samajhA nahIM, isa para yuvaka bhUla gayA ki usane mauna kA vrata liyA hai aura bola uThA. yaha Apane kyA kiyA aura kyoM kiyA? saMta haMsA' aura usane puna: reta para likhA-kutUhala icchA kA hI eka rUpa hai| isa para yuvaka cAkha uThA maiMne sunA hai ki eka aisA mahAmaMtra hai jisake uccAra mAtra se vyakti vizva ke sAtha eka ho jAtA hai, brahma ke sAtha eka ho jAtA hai, maiM usI maMtra kI khoja meM AyA huuN| jyAdA mujhe kahanA nhiiN| aura mujhe patA hai ki vaha maMtra Apa hai-maiM dekha rahA hUM, usakI dhvani mujhe sunAyI par3a rahI hai| saMta ne zIghratA se likhaa-ttvmsi| vaha tU hI hai| vaha maMtra tU hI hai| aura kyA tU eka kSaNa ko bhI brahma se bhinna huA hai? aura taba usa ke saMta ne acAnaka DaMDA uThAyA aura usa yuvaka ke sira para de maaraa| yuvaka kI AMkhoM ke sAmane tAre ghUma gye| lekina vaha kisI anirvacanIya samAdhi meM bhI

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iba gyaa| usakI AMkhoM se avirala AnaMda ke AMsU bahane lge| pala para pala bIte, ghaDiyAM bItI, dina bItA, dina bIte, vaha yuvaka apUrva AnaMda meM DUbA rahA to DUbA hI rhaa| aura taba tIsare dina ke saMta ne na-mAlUma kisa anirvacanIya kSaNa meM bhUla gayA ki mauna kA vrata liyA hai, mauna Ta gayA ke saMta kA aura usane kahA. so aMtataH tuma ghara vApisa A hI gaye! so aMtataH tuma ghara vApisa A hI gaye? para yuvaka bolA nahIM aura binA bole hI anaMta kRtajJatA se ke kI AMkhoM meM dekhatA rahA aura taba usane DaMDA uThAkara reta para likhA -kevala smRti lauTa AyI, kauna gayA thA, kauna lauTA? sirpha smRti lauTa aayii| basa itanA hI sArasUtra hai aSTAvakra aura janaka ke isa parama saMvAda kA, itanA hI-smRti lauTa aayii| vahI hai marakaje -kAbA vahI hai rAhe -butakhAnA jahAM dIvAne do milakara sanama kI bAta karate haiM ina do dIvAnoM kI bAta tumane sunii| prabhu kare tumheM bhI dIvAnA banAye tumhAre jIvana meM bhI vaha apUrva amRta brse| aura dera jarA bhI nahIM hai, basa smRti kI bAta hai| hari -oma ttst| Aja itanA hii| (aSTAvakra: gItA-samApta)