Amar Diary

Author(s): Amarmuni
Publisher: Sanmati Gyan Pith Agra
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/001353/1

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amara DAyarI prakAzaka zrI sanmati jJAnapITha, AgarA .

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- amara DAyarI rASTra santa upAdhyAya kaviratna amara muni sampAdaka zAstrI vijaya muni sAhitya-ratna prakAzaka zrI sanmati jJAnapITha, AgarA

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prakAzaka : mantrI zrI sanmati jJAna pITha lohA maNDI, AgarA prathama prakAzana : amara DAyarI 15 akTUbara, 1997 mUlya : 25ru. mAtra mudraka : ravi oNphaseTa priNTarsa eNDa pablizarsa (prA.) li. 5/169/1, latA kuMja, purAnA AgarA-mathurA mArga, AgarA-2

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kavi jI kA sAmAjika kRtitva vartamAna yuga ke prajJA- skandha : zraddheya kavi zrI jI deza, kAla evaM kSetra kI apekSA se eka sImA meM rahe haiM / ve bhArata ke eka prAnta meM janme aura eka sampradAya vizeSa meM dIkSita hue / kSetra kI dRSTi se unakA zarIra bhAratIya hai aura ve bhArata meM hI raha rahe haiM / unake sAdhanA - jIvana kA udaya eka sampradAya meM huA / parantu unakI sAdhanA kA prabhAva eka rASTra aura eka prAnta ke ghere meM Abaddha nahIM rahA aura na sAmpradAyikatA kI choTI-sI kArA meM hI banda rhaa| unakA mana-mastiSka kabhI kisI dAyare meM baMdha kara nahIM rhaa| ve jaba bhI socate - vicArate haiM, bAr3e-bandiyoM se Upara uThakara socate haiN| unakA jJAna, unakA cintana, unakA upadeza aura unakA karma sImita kSetra meM hote hue bhI sasIma nahIM hai| vaha kisI prAnta, jAti yA sampradAya vizeSa ke lie nahIM, pratyuta mAnava mAtra ke hita ke lie hai| mAnava hI nahIM prANI jagata ke hita ke lie, kalyANa ke lie aura abhyudaya ke lie hai| unakA yaha vajraAghoSa rahA hai, ki prANI mAtra ke abhyudaya kI kAmanA evaM unake lie kiyA jAne vAlA prayatna hI mAnava kA apanA udaya hai| jo dUsare kA hita nahIM cAhatA, vikAsa nahIM cAhatA, abhyudaya aura usake lie prayatna bhI nahIM karatA, usakA apanA vikAsa evaM udaya bhI nahIM hotA / kavijI kA cintana kevala apane kalyANa ke lie nahIM, vizva ke hita ke lie bhI hai / ve mAnava mana ke AzA kendra haiM / mAnava jAti ke lie jyoti stambha haiM, prajJA- skandha haiM / mAnava jIvana kI vizeSatA hai, usakI manana zakti, cintana zakti / jise hama prajJA kahate haiM, jJAna kahate haiM, jyoti kahate haiN| skandha kA artha 1

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hai-samUha yA punyj| paurANika sAhitya meM skandha kA artha agni kI Urdhva . jvAlA bhI kiyA hai aura usake lie agni-skandha zabda kA ullekha kiyA hai| jisakA abhiprAya hai-agni kI uccatama jvaalaa| yahA~ prajJA-skandha kA tAtparya hai-jJAna kI, cintana kI sarvocca jvAlA yA jyoti / mAnava mana meM jJAna kI cintana kI, vicAroM kI jyoti kitanI U~cI uTha sakatI hai, aura kitanI dUra taka Aloka kI rajata razmiyoM ko phailA sakatI hai, isa bAta ko kavi jI ke jIvana meM dekha sakate haiN| unake jIvana kA hara konA jyotirmaya hai| unake AcAra pakSa ko dekhie vicAra pakSa ko dekhie, saba ora prANI jagata ke abhyudaya ke lie jyoti hai, prakAza hai| mAnava kA mAnava ke prati rahane vAlA prema, sneha evaM vizvAsa Aja kama hotA . jA rahA hai / vAtsalya kA jharanA sUkhatA jA rahA hai| AkAza aura dharatI para vijJAna kI vijaya hote hue Aja mAnava jAti kA ApasI vyavahAra ulajhana meM par3a gayA hai| ina ulajhanoM ko kaise sulajhAyA jA sakatA hai, mAnava-mAnava ke mana ke bIca par3I huI khAI ko kaise pATA jA sakatA hai aura mAnava prema, sneha evaM samanvaya ke dharAtala para puna: kaise pratiSThA prApta kara sakatA hai? isa bAta ko kavi jI ke jIvana meM, kavi jI ke vicAroM meM evaM unake sAhitya meM dekhA jA sakatA hai / ulajhana bharI paristhitiyoM ko sulajhAnA hI kavijI kA jIvana hai / ve jIvana ke prabhAta se lekara aba taka mAnava mana kI samasyAoM ko hI sulajhAte rahe haiM / jIvana kI gutthiyoM ko kholanA hI unakA kAma hai| amara DAyarI isa kA pramANa hai| sAdaMDI se lekara bhInAsara sammelana taka kA itihAsa hamAre sAmane hai| san 1952 meM sAdar3I meM sthAnakavAsI sAdhu samAja kA sammelana huA thaa| usa samaya sabhI sampradAyoM kA vilInIkaraNa karake zrI varddhamAna sthAnaka jaina zramaNasaMgha kA nirmANa kiyaa| usa samaya kaI sampradAyoM ke AcArya, upAdhyAya evaM bar3e-bar3e santa vidyamAna the| unakA apanA vyaktitva thA, parantu kavi jI kA vyaktitva hI saba para chAyA rhaa| ve sammelana ke pramukha vaktA aura saMghaTana kI kar3I bane rhe| unake athaka parizrama se eka AcArya kI yojanA saphala huii| ekatA ke mArga meM kaI ror3e Ae, aneka samasyAe~ uThIM, parantu kavi zrI jI ke

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urvara mastiSka evaM samanvayakArI vicAroM ne zaMkA-kuzaMkAoM ke sAre kuhare ko haTA diyaa| kavijI ke jIvana kI sabase bar3I vizeSatA yaha rahI hai, ki una para naye aura purAne donoM kA vizvAsa evaM niSThA rahI hai| sAdar3I ke bAda sojata sammelana ke prAMgaNa meM jaba Agama carcA kA avasara AyA, to kavi jI kA cintana mukharita ho utthaa| usa samaya kA dRzya dekhane yogya thA aura carcA sanane evaM manana karane yogya thii| kele kI sacittatA, acittatA evaM pratikramaNa tathA usameM pakkhI, cAturmAsI aura samvatsarI ko kitane logassa kA dhyAna karanA? yadi prazna sAmane the| marudharA ke mahAna santa zrI samarthamala jI mahArAja aura zraddheya kavi zrI jI mahArAja isa vicAra-carcA ke pramukha pravaktA the| zrI samarthamala jI mahArAja ko mUla Agama ke pramANoM kA Agraha thA, ve TIkA evaM granthoM ke pramANa nahIM cAhate the| astu, kavi zrI jI ne unakI canautI ko svIkAra karate hae kahA, ki maiM mUla Agama ke AdhAra para vicAra-carcA ke lie taiyAra hU~ / parantu dUsare pakSa ko bhI cAhie, ki vaha apanI bAta ko siddha karane ke lie Agama ke bAhara na jhA~ke, granthoM ke pramANoM ke galI-kUcoM ko DhU~r3hatA na phire / kele kI acittatA, parva para eka pratikramaNa ko siddha karane ke lie kavi zrI jI ne Agama ke pRSTha kholakara rakha die| parantu zrI samarthamala jI mahArAja apanI bAta para Tika nahIM ske| Agama kI akSAMza-rekhA ko ullaMghakara granthoM ke uddharaNa dene lage aura granthoM ke AdhAra para bhI ve kele kI sacittatA ko siddha nahIM kara sake / kavi jI kA Agama adhyayana kitanA gahana hai aura unakI vizleSaNa zakti kitane gajaba kI hai, yaha dekhakara sAdhu-sAdhvI stabdha raha ge| zraddheya samarthamala jI mahArAja kA bhI yaha svara mukharita ho uThA ki 'kavi jI jabare--jabaradasta haiN|' kavi jI kI samajhAne evaM vivecana karane kI zakti kA mUlyAMkana Apa isa bAta se kara sakate haiM ki jaba kavizrI jI bolane ke lie khar3e hote, to anya vaktAoM ke samaya rikta par3A sthAna darzaka sAdhu-sAdhviyoM se khacAkhaca bhara jAtA aura saba animeSa dRSTi se unakI ora dekhane lgte| . bhInAsara sammelana, jisameM zramaNa-saMgha kI naukA DagamagAne lagI thii| vighaTana ke ghanaghora bAdala umar3a-ghumar3a kara A rahe the| usa samaya bhI kavi jI ghabarAe ___ nhiiN| sammelana ke pUrva bIkAnera meM cala rahI vicAra-pariSad meM sammilita hote hI

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unakA svAgata kAphI kaTu zabdoM meM kiyA gyaa| eka santa ne, jo DaMDe ke bala para sammelana para chA jAnA cAhate the--kavi zrI jI para naye netA aura isase bhI kucha aziSTa evaM bhadde vyaMgoM kA bhI prahAra kiyA aura una para sammelana kI kAryavAhI meM gatirodha utpanna karane kA Aropa lagAyA gyaa| isameM kucha bar3e santoM kA bhI unako samarthana prApta thA, jo kavi jI ke vyaktitva ke sAmane kucha bola nahIM sakate the, parantu andara-andara jalate the| kavi jI kA samatva-yoga evaM unakI dRr3hatA usa samaya khulakara sAmane aaii| ve vyaMga-prahAroM se jarA bhI vicalita nahIM hae aura na apamAna se unakA mana hI khinna haa| vahI prasannatA unake cehare para aThakheliyA~ kara rahI thIM, jo sadA-sarvadA rahatI hai| ve satya patha para kadama bar3hAte samaya mAna-apamAna kI paravAha nahIM krte| kyoMki isa patha ke pathikoM ko sammAna ke sthAna para apamAna hI adhika milatA hai| apamAna evaM vyaMgoM se ghabarAkara unhoMne apane patha ko nahIM tyaagaa| unhoMne Adara evaM sammAna ke sAtha madhura svara meM kahA ki maiMne ApakI kAryavAhI meM koI gatirodha paidA nahIM kiyaa| gatirodha ke bIja kahA~ haiM, yaha Apa apane antara meM utara kara dekheM / maiMne to siddhAnta kI bAta kahI hai, ki nokhAmaNDI se lekara aba taka Apane jo kucha kArya kiyA hai, vaha kevala vicAra-carcA hai, usako nirNaya kA rUpa bhInAsara sammelana meM diyA jaaegaa| bhInAsara sammelana ke pUrva use nirNaya yA prastAva nahIM . kaha skte| isameM kisI ko apanA apamAna nahIM samajhanA caahie| kyoMki hamArA sammelana bhInAsara meM zurU hogA aura sAre pratinidhi vahIM apanA mata deNge| astu, usake pUrva kI gaI kAryavAhI ko prAmANika evaM nirNAyaka kaise mAnA jA sakatA hai? satya ke sAmabhe Aveza kaba taka ThaharatA, use to parAbhata honA hI thaa| kSamA yAcanA huI aura kAryavAhI Age clii| bhInAsara sammelana meM aneka ulajhaneM aaiiN| AcArya-upAcArya ke adhikAroM ke prazna ko lekara do dina taka AcArya-upAcArya ke do pramukha ziSyoM meM saMgharSa calatA rhaa| sabhI sadasya mauna bhAva se tamAzA dekhate rhe| usa samaya aisA laga rahA thA ki AcArya-upAcArya zramaNa-saMgha ke nahIM, unake do ziSyoM ke vyaktigata haiN| saMgha kI isameM koI dilacaspI na dekhakara tathA samasyA ko adhika uljhte| dekhakara kavi jI uThe aura do dina meM nahIM sulajhane vAlI ulajhanoM ko kucha minaToM meM sulajhA kara rakha diyaa|

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dhvani-vardhaka yantra kA jaba prazna AyA, to unhoMne spaSTa zabdoM meM kahA ki "jahA~ taka saiddhAntika prazna hai-- maiM vidyut ko acitta mAnatA hU~ aura isake lie koI vicAra carcA karanA cAheM, to maiM taiyAra huuN|" parantu jaba samajhaute kA mArga DhU~r3hA jAne lagA, taba Apane kahA - " jaba bijalI ko sacitta mAnane vAlA pakSa yaha kahatA hai ki hamAre pAsa Agama- pramANa hai aura acitta mAnane vAlA pakSa bhI apane pAsa Agama- pramANa hone kA dAvA karatA hai, phira hamAre zraddheya puruSa Agama-carcA se kyoM katarAte haiN| jaba pramANa haiM, to sAmane Ane cAhie / " parantu itane para bhI koI carcA ke lie taiyAra nahIM huA, to samajhaute kA mArga apanAyA gyaa| samajhaute ke mArga meM pahale naye vicAraka kucha ar3e to bAda meM purAne vicAraka kucha pIche haTane lage / samasyA sulajha nahIM skii| eka saMta ne anazana karane kI dhamakI bhI dI, phira bhI gutthi ulajhI hI rahI / anta meM kavizrI jI ne donoM pakSoM se vicAra-vimarza kiyA aura thor3e hI samaya meM rAha nikAla lI gaI / sacamuca meM kavi jI sabhI sammelanoM meM saba ke AzA kendra rahe haiN| unakI adbhuta sUjha-bUjha ne saMgha kI naiyA ko sadA surakSita rakhA hai| aneka tUphAna Ae aura aneka bAra saMgha kI naukA saMkaToM ke bha~vara meM jA pha~sI, parantu kuzala nAvika ne use hara bAra ubArA hai, bacAyA hai / isa samaya bhI saMgha saMkaTa kI paristhiti se gujara rahA hai / vighaTana kA rAhu use grasane ko taiyAra hai / jahA~-tahA~ svacchanda rUpa se sambandha viccheda kI ghaTanAe~ ghaTa rahI haiM-- jo saMgha ke lie nirAzA kA vAtAvaraNa lie hue haiM / usameM kevala kavijI hI AzA ke prakAza stambha haiM / gata varSa sammelana hone vAlA thA, parantu unakA varSAvAsa bhagavAna mahAvIra kI sAdhanA bhUmi rAjagRha meM hone ke kAraNa unakA sammelana meM ThIka samaya para pahu~canA kaThina thA aura ve sammelana ke pUrva bhUmikA zuddhi kI bhI apekSA rakhate the / ata: gata varSa use sthagita kara diyA gyaa| isa varSa AcArya zrI jI ne phAlguna zuklA tRtIyA ko ajamera meM sammelana karane kI ghoSaNA kii| zraddheya kavi zrI jI asvastha hote hue bhI pahu~cane kA saMkalpa rakhate haiN| samasta saMgha kI A~kheM bhI ApakI ora lagI huI haiN| -muni samadarzI prabhAkara

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samatva-yogI, upAdhyAya, amara muni jI mahArAja samatA sAdhanA kA prANa hai, jIvana kI jyoti hai| jisa jIvana meM samatA nahIM hai, samabhAva nahIM hai, usameM sAdhanA kI jyoti jyetita nahIM ho sktii| samabhAva kI sAdhanA ke binA sAdhaka apane sAdhya ko siddha nahIM kara sktaa| sAdhya siddhi ke lie sabase pahale zarta yaha hai ki sAdhaka apane mana para jamI huI viSamatA kI kAlikha ko dho le / apane aura parAe ke bheda kI dIvAra ko girA de / sammAna aura apamAna meM sadA eka rUpa banA rahe / zraddheya kavi zrI jI eka sAdhaka haiN| samatA unake jIvana kA mala-mantra haiN| ve pratyeka vyakti kA sammAna karate haiN| unake jIvana meM apane-parAe kA koI bheda nahIM hai, harijana-parijana kA koI jhagar3A nahIM hai| mAnavatA ke nAte mAnava saba eka haiN| astu kisI-jAti vizeSa meM janma lene ke kAraNa kisI mAnava kA anAdara karanA, usase ghRNA karanA, apanA hI anAdara karanA hai|| kavi zrI jI kI samatva-sAdhanA mahatvapUrNa hai| viSamatA kI cinagAriyA~ unako apane patha se vicalita nahIM kara sktiiN| unake jIvana meM eka-do nahIM, anekoM aise prasaMga Ae haiM, ki gAliyoM kI bauchAreM hotI rahIM aura yaha masta sAdhaka zAnta-bhAva se apane patha para bar3hatA hI rahA / AlocanAoM evaM apamAnoM ke kar3ave yUMTa pIne meM kavi jI ko sammAna kI sudhA se bhI adhika Ananda AtA hai| unakA vaha vajra AghoSa rahA hai, ki krAnti patha ke pathika ko sammAna nahIM sadA apamAna hI milA hai aura mAna evaM apamAna se Upara uThakara socane vAlA sAdhaka hI apane sAdhya ko siddha kara sakatA hai| -mantrI sanmati jJAna pIThaM, AgarA

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cintana kI cinagAriyA~ prAtaHkAla kA svarNima AbhA se Alokita samaya hai| zItala, manda, sugandha samIra baha rahA hai| prakRti nava jAgaraNa kI mAdaka a~gar3AI le rahI hai| Apa puSpArAma meM cakramaNa kara rahe haiN| jidhara dekhate haiM, udhara hI mohaka suSamA lie khilate phUla dRSTigata hote haiM, aura unakI bhInI-bhInI surabhi tana-mana ko Ananda-vibhora kara detI hai| phephar3oM meM prANavAyu kI saMjIvanI kA saMcAra hotA hai aura murajhAtI jIvana - kalikA punaH tarotAjA ho jAtI hai| sAdhaka jaba apane ArAdhya vItarAga mahApuruSoM kA smaraNa karatA hai, unake bhAva - caraNoM meM apane ko arpaNa karatA hai, unake bhavya virATa sAMdhanA - rUpa puSpodyAna meM vicaraNa karatA hai to vaha bhI ThIka aisI hI vilakSaNa AnandAnubhUti evaM nava jIvana kI prANadA-zakti kA sukhada sparza karatA hai / kabhI use satya ke virATa evaM bhavya rUpa kA darzana hotA hai, to kabhI use ahiMsA, karuNA aura vAtsalya kI. mohaka sugandha mahakatI milatI hai / avicala zraddhA, nirmala vizvAsa aura sahaja sarala bhakti bhAva kI amogha saMjIvana zakti kA AdhyAtmika jIvana meM vaha divya saMcAra hotA hai ki sAdhaka kA murajhAyA huA jIvana-puSpa punaH khila uThatA hai, mahaka uThatA hai, aura sadA sarvadA ke lie taro-tAjA ho jAtA hai 1 $?

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kSudra kucha adhika garajatA hai kSudratA adhika mukhara hotI hai aura jo jitanA mahAna hotA hai, virATa hotA hai, vaha utanA hI prazAnta mauna ! bar3appana dUsaroM ke dvArA bolI jAne vAlI vastu hai, apane dvArA bolI jAne vAlI nahIM / bharA-pUrA ghar3A nahIM chalakatA, adhUrA - AdhA ghar3A chalakatA hai / "sampUrNa- kumbho na karoti zabda, ardho ghaTo ghoSamupaiti nUnam / " agAdha jala-saMcArI matsyarAja magaramaccha apane jala-vihAra janya Ananda kA kahA~ hallA karatA hai ? parantu talaiyyA ke kIcar3a se bhare gande pAnI ko pAkara kSudra meMDhaka Tarra-Tarra kI karNa- sphoTaka dhvani se AsamAna sara para uThA letA hai / " agAdha jala-saMcArI, garva nAyAti rohitaH / pItvA bheko kardama-pAnIyaM raTaraTAyate // * ko basa eka bAta aura ! kAMsI kA pAtra bajatA hai, se ne kA nhiiN| manuSya yadi asalI sonA bananA hai, to use bajanA nahIM cAhie, TanaTanAnA nahIM cAhie / bhagavAn mahAvIra kahate haiM-- 'ajaMpire' raho / xx cAlaka acchA honA cAhie zarIra indriya aura mana ke sambandha meM do prakAra ke vicAra milate haiN| kucha loga kahate haiM- 'ye acche haiM' aura kucha loga kahate haiM- 'ye bure haiN'| kucha kA kahanA hai-- mAnava AtmA ko, ye DubAne vAle haiM, to kucha kA kahanA hai-- ye tArane vAle haiN| yahI acche-burepana kI bAta dhana-sampatti, parijana parivAra, pada-pratiSThA aura yahA~ taka ki jJAna-vijJAna ke sambandha meM bhI carcA kA viSaya banI huI hai / amara DAyarI 2

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maiM apanI bAta kaha duuN| manuSya ko prApta ye nikaTa kI yA dUra kI upalabdhiyA~ Apane Apa meM na acchI haiM, na busI haiN| inakA acchApana yA burApana mAnava kI citama paddhati para nirbhara haiM, aura nirbhara hai unake sadupayoga aura durupayoga para / kisI bhI vAhana yA hathiyAra kI acchAI, usake cAlaka kI acchAI para hI to nirbhara hai| yuga-yuga taka itihAsa sAkSI rahegA ki bhArata-pAka saMgharSa meM amarIkA ke sarvazreSTha paiMTana TaiMka aura saibarajeTa vimAnoM kI pratiSThA dhUla meM mila gaI, anAr3I pAka cAlakoM ke hAthoM se| aura sAdhAraNa kahe jAne vAle sencyuyarI TaiMka aura neTa vimAnoM ko pratiSThA ke cAra cA~da laga gae, bhAratIya cAlakoM ke kuzala kara-kamaloM se| vinoda aura vyaMgya vinoda aura vyaMgya, mAnava-hRdaya ko nirmala Ananda kI dhArA meM nahalAne kA, use sa~vArasajAne kA eka acchA halakA-phulakA sAdhana hai| vinoda se sUnA-sUnA udAsIbharA vAtAvaraNa sphUrti aura tAjagI se utphulla ho uThatA hai| jIvana kI yAtanAoM evaM kaThinatAoM meM to vinoda paryApta sahArA bana jAtA hai| duHkha kI vismRti ke lie vinoda amogha auSadha hai| parantu vinoda kevala halake darje kA ha~sanA aura kahakahA lagAnA nahIM hai| vinoda apane meM nizchala evaM nirmala honA cAhie, aura pUrvAgraha evaM vidveSa se mukta honA caahie| vinoda kI cuTakiyA~ vastuta: ve hI acchI hotI haiM, jo donoM ora ke hRdaya ko gudagudAe~, AsapAsa ko bhI khilakhilAe~ / vinoda meM bhAvanA ke sAtha viveka kA anuguMjana honA Avazyaka hai| surucitA hI vinoda kI AtmA hai| - pIche nahIM, Age dekhie atIta kA mahattva hai, isase inkAra nhiiN| use yoM hI bhulAkara nahIM rahA jA sktaa| parantu kadama-kadama para atIta kI duhAI denA, usI se cipaTe rahanA, hara . amara DAyarI

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bAta para pIche mur3akara dekhanA, apane ko khatare meM DAlanA hai| atIta kI smRti bhale hI rahe, parantu dRSTi to bhaviSya kI ora hI kendrita rahanI caahie| hama kyA the, isakI apekSA adhika mahattvapUrNa yaha dekhanA hai ki aba hameM kyA bananA hai ? __ samaya ke sAtha Age calie, Age bddh'ie| aura jaba Age bar3hanA hai, to Age dekhie / yadi manuSya kA pIche kI ora dekhanA jarUrI hotA, to A~kheM Age kI bajAya pIche hotiiN| bhUta ke paira pIche kI ora bacapana meM bhUtoM kI kahAniyA~ bar3e cAva se sunA karatA thaa| gA~va kI bUr3hI dAdiyA~, jo ar3osa-par3osa kI hotI, hama saba baccoM ko adhikatara isI taraha kI kahAniyA~ sunAyA karatI thiiN| bhUtoM ke lakSaNa batAte hae kahA jAtA thA--'unake aura yAnI paMje pIche kI ora ulaTe hote haiN|' Aja isa bAta kA punarmUlyAMkana karatA hU~ to lagatA hai ki jo loga yuga ke anukUla nirmANa kI dizA meM Age bar3hakara nayI paramparAe~ nahIM sthApita karate, pratyuta galI-sar3I arthahIna purAnI / paramparAoM kI ora hI calate rahate haiM, sacamuca ve bhUta hI haiM / ThIka hai, unake tana ke paira ulaTe nahIM haiM, parantu mana ke paira to ulaTe haiM hii|| dRSTi aura bhAvanA . jIvana-nirmANa kI dizA meM dRSTi aura bhAvanA-donoM kA hI mahattvapUrNa .. yogadAna hai| dRSTi ke binA bhAvanAe~ andhI aura gUMgI raha jAtI haiN| unameM karma ke lie ubAla aura uchAla to hotA hai, para unase mArgadarzana nahIM ho pAtA / karma kaisA hai, kaba aura kyoM kartavya hai ? isa para dRSTi hI prakAza DAlatI hai / dRSTi hI bhAvanA ko nizcita AkAra arpaNa karatI hai| bhAvanA ke binA dRSTi nirjIva aura niSANa hai / bhAvanA kA utsa hone para hI dRSTi gatimAna hotI hai, anyathA vaha paMgu hai, lUlI la~gar3I hai| amara DAyarI sa

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chipe hue satya kA udghATana karane ke lie dRSTi cAhie aura udghATita satya ko gatizIla karane ke lie bhAvanA / hRdaya aura mastiSka, donoM karma-vidyuta ke do tAra haiN| donoM ke milate hI jIvana meM karma kA prakAza jagamagAne lagatA hai| thothA canA, bAje ghanA maiM dekhatA hU~, maiM hI kyA prAya: sabhI dekhate haiM ki mUrkha apane pAMDitya kI laMbI-caur3I duhAI de rahe haiM, aura kucha AcArahIna loga utkRSTa evaM uddIpta AcAra ke lie bahuta adhika zorogula kara rahe haiN| aisA kyoM hai ? manovijJAna kA yaha suprasiddha sUtra hai ki hIna bhAvanA ke kAraNa aisA hotA hai| jisakA abhAva hotA hai, manuSya usake lie adhika pradarzana karatA hai / daridra mA~ge hue alaMkAroM se apane ahaM kI tRpti karatA hai / kurUpa kucha adhika bana Thana kara rahatA hai| nakalI sonA adhika camakatA hai| bacce ke prati mA~ se jyAdA pyAra karane kA tamAzA DAyana hI karatI hai| dharma-zIla kI apekSA zaitAna dharma-granthoM kA havAlA adhika detA phiratA hai| yaha satya Aja kA nahIM, prAcIna kAla kA hai| eka AcArya ne kahA hai : "kulaTA strI lajjA kA adhika nATaka karatI hai| khArA pAnI adhika zItala hotA hai| dhUrta vyakti jarUrata se jyAdA mIThA bolatA hai aura daMbhI evaM pAkhaNDI dharma-dhUrta AcAra-vicAra ke viveka kA adhika dikhAvA karatA hai|" kahAvata Aja bhI hai-'thothA canA bAje ghnaa|' AlocanA kA zuddha rUpa AlocanA apane meM koI burI bAta nahIM hai / AlocanA ke mUla meM yadi ghRNA nahIM hai, vyartha hI kisI ko cir3hAne kA vicAra nahIM hai, ekamAtra bhUla-sudhAra kI evaM zuddha nirmANa kI dRSTi hI hai, to vaha sAmAjika jIvana ke lie varadAna hai| AlocanA ke binA vyakti, saMsthA yA saMghaTana zithila ho jAte haiM, kartavya ke prati udAsIna ho jAte haiM / AlocanA vaha cAbuka hai, jo Alocya kI zithilatA dUra amara DAyarI - - - - -

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kara detI hai evaM kartavya ke prati sajaga aura satarka / lokatAMtrika dRSTikoNa kI mUla prakRti hI yaha hai ki matabheda aura virodha ke bAvajUda ghRNA utpanna na ho, zAlInatA aura sahiSNutA banI rahe, satya-sthiti kA alApa na ho, do-cAra doSoM kI AlocanA meM anya mahattvapUrNa sadguNoM kA upahAsa na ho| kar3ave ko kar3avA kaho, koI Apatti nahIM / parantu aisA na ho ki kar3ave ke Avega meM kahIM mIThe ko bhI kar3avA hI pracArita kiyA jaae| saMkSepa meM kahU~ to sarvottama AlocanA vahI hai, jo Alocya vyakti ko bAhara kI sataha para parivartita karane ke badale, usako andara kI gaharAI meM se parivartita kare-satyAnubhUti ke sAtha, aura vaha bhI sahaja madhuratA ke sAtha / kyA dharma buddhi-prabhAvaka nahIM hai? dharma kI ArAdhanA meM nArI jAti adhika rasa letI hai, isa para prasannatA bhI hotI hai aura glAni bhii| isI prakAra bAlaka, grAmINa janatA dharma kSetra meM adhika zraddhAlu haiM, isa para bhI prasannatA aura glAni kI ubhayamukhI pratikriyA hotI hai| aisA kyoM? prasannatA isalie ki nArI, bAlaka aura grAmINa dharmArAdhana karate haiM-yaha apane meM acchI bAta hai / glAni isalie ki ve azikSita haiM, bhadra haiM, kevala bhAvanAzIla haiM-cintaka nahIM haiM, yaha prazaMsA ke pIche sUkSma avajJA kI chAyA rahI dharmaguru kahate haiM-"basa, dharma to bahanoM meM rahA hai| puruSa to dharma se parAGmukha hote jA rahe haiN| jaba taka bacce rahate haiM, dharma kI lagana rahatI hai| bar3e hue, par3he-likhe aura basa nAstika / zaharoM meM kyA rakhA hai, dharma kA raMga to gA~voM meM dekhie|" isakA artha yaha hai ki dharma kA buddhi se vaira hai| yadi aisA hI hai, I to yaha to svayaM dharma kI parAjaya hai, hAra hai / kyA dharma ko bauddhikatA se DaranA cAhie, bhAganA cAhie? nahIM, bauddhika kSetra meM to vaha adhika Adara ke sAtha grAhya honA caahie| amara DAyarI

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sAmpradAyika abhiniveza athavA bAhyacArIya Avega ke kAraNa dharma meM yadi kucha vikRta tatva praviSTa ho gae haiM, aura unake kAraNa dharma ko bauddhika sparza se DaranA par3atA hai, to dharma guruoM ko cAhie ki nirbhayatA ke sAtha unakA parimArjana kreN| kevala bauddhika varga ko doSa dete rahane se to hAni hai, lAbha nahIM / dhana daulata pAkara bhI sevA agara kisI kI kara na sakA / dayA bhAva lA duHkhita diloM ke jakhmoM ko jo bhara na sakA / vaha nara apane jIvana meM sukha-zAnti kahA~ se pAegA ThukarAtA hai jo auroM ko, svayaM ThokareM amara DAyarI $? jaisA cintana, vaisA jIvana jo manuSya nirantara kisI guNa - vizeSa kA dhyAna karatA rahatA hai, eka dina vaha usameM A jAtA hai| ataeva tuma jisa viSaya kA dhyAna karo, vaha ucca aura uttama ho, tAki tuma bhI ucca aura uttama bana sako / Xx brahma aura mAyA jahA~ mAyA hai vahA~ brahma nahIM, aura jahA~ brahma hai, vahA~ mAyA nhiiN| yaha nahIM ho sakatA ki hRdaya meM mAyA bhI rahe aura brahma bhI rhe| jahA~ prakAza rahatA hai, andhakAra kaise raha sakatA hai? jIvana-vikAsa ke tIna sAdhana haiM--vizvAsa, vicAra aura AcAra | ina tInoM meM santulana aura samanvaya kI AvazyakatA hai } tInoM kA santulita rUpa hI vikAsa hai| khaaegaa| PS 7

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ahiMsA aura anekAnta . yadi samagra vizva kA koI eka dharma ho sakatA hai to vaha ahiMsA hI hai| prANa-prANa ke prati jo prema hai, vahI ahiMsA hai| nAstika aura svacchandavAdI vyakti bhI isa dharma ko mAnane se inkAra nahIM kara sktaa| yadi nikhila vizva kA koI eka darzana ho sakatA hai, to vaha anekAnta hI hai| vicAroM kA anAgraha hI, anekAnta hai| yaha anekAnta jaba jIvana ke dharAtala para utara AtA hai, taba samasta virodha zAnta ho jAte haiM aura saMsAra meM sarvatra zAnti ho jAtI hai| samanvaya banAma zAnti jIvana ko sundara, madhura aura rucira banAne ke lie do sAdhanoM kI AvazyakatA hai-vicAroM kA samanvaya aura vyavahAra meM zAnti / jahA~ samanvaya aura zAnti hotI hai, vahIM jIvana rUpI vRkSa aMkurita, pallavita, puSpita aura phalita hotA hai| dharma hI sarva-maMgala hai saMsAra kA pratyeka vyakti maMgala kI abhilASA karatA hai, amaMgala kI abhilASA kisI ke bhI mana meM nahIM hotii| maMgala kyA hai-- ahiMsA, saMyama aura tapa, isa trividha dharma ko maMgala kahA jAtA hai| saMta kA kRtitva saMta Adarza ghar3atA hai aura janatA ko detA hai| kahA gayA hai--saMta tapa ke dvArA samAja ko TikAe rakhate haiN| saMta ke pAsa prema kI pU~jI hai, jisake dvArA vaha jana-mana ko hara letA hai, aura prema ke sAtha samajhAkara janatA ko sanmArga para lAne kA nirantara prayatna karatA rahatA hai| amara DAyarI

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eka bAra eka saMta se pUchA gayA- "yadi tumheM koI kaSTa de, to kyA karoge? saMta ne javAba diyA-"kSamA kruuNgaa|" phira pUchA gayA-"yadi vaha tumhAre sAtha duSTatA kA vyavahAra kare, to tuma kyA karoge?" saMta kI ora se uttara milA--"phira kSamA karU~gA, phira kSamA kruuNgaa| anta taka kSamA hI karatA rahU~gA, Akhira krodha aura dveSa kSamA ke samakSa kaba taka yuddha-rata rheNge|" dArzanika kA dhairya eka dArzanika se kisI ne pUchA- "ApakA vicAra hamane nahIM samajhA, to Apa kyA kareMge?" dArzanika ne zAnta bhAva se kahA- "maiM Apako prema se smjhaauuNgaa|" jijJAsu ne kahA-"yadi Apake bAra-bAra samajhAne para bhI hama nahIM samajhe, to Apa kyA kareMge?" dArzanika ne eka madhura muskAna ke sAtha kahA-"maiM Apako taba taka samajhAtA hI rahU~gA, jaba taka Apa merI bAta ko samajha na jAe~ / kyoMki mujhe vizvAsa hai, ki prakAza ke sAmane aMdhakAra Tika nahIM sktaa|" Atma-vizvAsa eka yogI se kisI ne pUchA-"saMsAra meM bar3A kauna hai ?" yogI ne muskarAkara kahA-"eka maiM, aura dUsarA tU / para tere bAre meM mujhe phira bhI sandeha hai aura apane bAre meM mujhe pakkA nishcy|" amara DAyarI |

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sabakI cintA eka vidvAna se kisI ne kahA- Apa bekAra meM parezAna kyoM hote haiM ? Apa duniyA ko cintA chor3akara apanI cintA kiijie|" vidvAna ne gaMbhIra, sAtha hI prasanna vANI meM kahA-"sabakI cintA meM merI cintA A hI jAtI hai|" marda kahA~ ve jo nija mukha se kahate the, so karate the| apane praNa kI pUrti-hetu jo haMsate-ha~sate marate the| gAr3I ke pahie kI mAniMda puruSa vacana-cala Aja hue| subaha kahA kucha, zAma kahA kucha, TokA to nArAja hue| - - 10 amara DAyarI

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amara-DAyarI kavi zrI jI kA ciMtana evaM vizleSaNa sarvagrAhI hotA hai| unake vicAroM ke sphuliMga jaba prakaTa hote haiM to jIvana ke trikoNoM meM chipe baiThe andhakAra ko ujjvala prakAza meM badala dete haiN| unake ciMtana meM maulikatA hai, tIkhApana hai aura mAdhurya bhI hai| unake cintana sUtra jIvana ke satyoM ko chUne vAle haiM, vicAroM ko jhanajhanAne vAle haiM, aura mana ko lubhAne vAle bhI haiN| kula milAkara unake vicAra mizrI kI vaha DalI hai jo vajanadAra hote hue bhI madhura hai aura madhura hote hue bhI prahAraka hai| DAyarI likhane kI eka viziSTa zailI hai unakI apanI / kahIM cintana sUtra rUpa meM haiM to kahIM bhASya rUpa meN| kahIM unakA apanA svataMtra cintana hai, to kahIM kisI manISI ke dvArA abhivyakta cintana ko bhI uTUMkita kara zAzvata satya kA svAgata kara liyA gayA hai| kahIM-kahIM maulika cintana ko sUtra rUpa meM aMkita karate-karate, ve use kisI viziSTa caritra ke mAdhyama se bhI abhivyakta kara gae haiN| vastuta: upAdhyAya zrI jI kI dainandinI phUloM kI vaha mAlA hai, jisameM aneka vidha raMga-biraMge phUla haiM, aura hara phUla apanI eka khAsa mohaka sugandha lie hue hai|

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nayA varSa AyA, purAnA gyaa| purAne ke bhAgya meM jAnA likhA hai, vaha ajara, amara banakara saMsAra meM nahIM raha sakatA / naye ke bhAgya meM AnA likhA hai, saMsAra kI koI bhI zakti use Ane se roka nahIM sakatI / jo vyakti, samAja evaM rASTra purAne ko chor3ane kA aura naye kA svAgata karane kA sAhasa rakhate haiM, ve vizva ke itihAsa meM apanA gauravapUrNa adhyAya likhate haiN| navIna maMgalamaya haiM / * Aja kA baccA bhaviSya kA pitA hai| usake banane para bhaviSya kI prajA banatI hai, aura usake bigar3ane para bhaviSya kI prajA bigar3atI hai / * * santAna kA bananA yA bigar3anA jitanA usake pitA para nirbhara hai, usase asaMkhya guNa adhika usakI mAtA para nirbhara hai| 1 * mAtA apanI saMtAna ke bhaviSya kA nirmANa kaba se karatI hai ? eka samAjazAstrI ne kahA hai-jisa dina vaha usake garbha meM AtI hai, usI dina se / garbha se hI mAtA ke acche aura bure vicAroM kI syAhI se santAna ke saMskAroM kA lekha likhanA prArambha ho jAtA hai| mAtA ke vicAra, AcAra evaM vyavahAra hI saMtAna kI jIvana-rekhAoM kA nirmANa karatA hai| 1 ** 12 * kisI ne pUchA--bAlaka kyA hai ? uttara milA-- mAtA ke caritra kA pratibimba ! amara DAyarI

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nArI kA uddhAra mAtR zakti kA uddhAra hai, mAtR zakti kA uddhAra bhAvI prajA kA uddhAra hai, bhAvI prajA kA uddhAra pratyeka parivAra, samAja, rASTra, dharma aura saMskRti kA uddhAra hai / nArI rASTrotthAna ke mahala kI pahalI IMTa hai| ataeva nArI sudharI to saba kucha sudharA, nArI bigar3I to saba kucha bigar3A / nArI kI avahelanA, mAnavatA kI avahelanA hai / * * saMskRta kI eka sUkti-tArikA Aja cintana ke kSitija para jagamagA rahI hai / "avivekaH paramApadAM padam " - aviveka vipattiyoM kA bhaNDAra hai, jIvana ke hara eka kSetra meM viveka jarUrI hai / khAnA, pInA, bolanA, sonA, yahA~ taka ki ha~sI-majAka bhI viveka- pUrvaka hI honA caahie| aviveka naMgI talavAra hai, kabhI bhI usase vinAza kA nimaMtraNa A sakatA hai / Aja akhabAra meM eka khabara par3hI, ki sAlI ke majAka ne jIjA kI jAna le lii| madhya pradeza ke bA~rA gA~va kI ghaTanA hai| bhojana karake jIjA nIma ke nIce khATa bichAkara ArAma kara rahA thA / sAlI ne Akara eka paira meM rassI bA~dhakara use nIma ke per3a se bA~dha diyA, aura dUsare paira kI rassI bA~dha dI bhaiMsa se / aura phira sAlI ne majAka ke mUDa meM bhaiMsa ko DaMDA mArA to bhaiMsa bhAgI aura becAre jIjA kI TAMgeM cira giiN| vahIM jIvana lIlA samApta / kitanI dardanAka ghaTanA ! aviveka ne kyA se kyA kara dikhAyA ! * * jIvana jitanA dIkhatA hai utanA hI nahIM hai, vaha ananta hai / manuSya tAtkAlika kSaNika lAbha ke lie jo lobha, moha, krodha, bhaya ke cakkara meM par3atA hai, vaha apanA apaghAta karatA hai| apaghAta karane para hI apaghAtI nahIM hotA, pratyuta amara DAyarI 13

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jaba-jaba vahabhavya Adarza sonIce utaratA hai, apojIvana-stara ko nIce gisatAH haiM taba-taba vahA pratyeka kSaNAapanA apaghAta karatA hai / / eka vicAraka ne kahA hai-"zIlaM paraM bhUmaNam"_"jIkA kAH bhUSaNa zIla-sadAcAra haiN|" sAdAcAra kyA hai? kSamA, sahiSNutA, sevA aura samarpaNa ! hamAre jIvana ke ye hI to sacce zrRMgAra haiN| __ svIDana ke rAjA kI bahana yujinI ne apane hIre motI ke alaMkAra becakara garIboM ke lie eka davAkhAnA khulvaayaa| __eka dina yujinI apane davAkhAne meM gaI, usane dekhA ki eka rogI roga mukta hokara ha~satA huA apane ghara jA rahA hai| yujinI ko dekhate hI usa garIba kI A~khoM meM AdhAra ke A~sU chalaka utthe| yujinI ne mana hI mana kahA- ve hI mere hIre motI ke alaMkAra hai|" garIba ke cehare para khelatI huI prasannatA kI rekhA hamAre jIvana meM svarNarekhA bana jAtI hai, yadi usa prasannatA meM hamArI sevA kA nirmala nimitta ho to ! krodha rAkSasa se bhI bhayaMkara hai| rAkSasa to dUsaroM kA hI rakta pItA hai parantu krodha to apanA aura parAyA-donoM kA rakta pItA hai| kahate haiM, rAkSasa kI upasthiti evaM pratIti rAtri meM hotI hai, parantu krodha kI to rAtri aura dina donoM samaya hI nRtya-kriyA hotI rahatI hai| tU deha nahIM, dehAtIta AtmA hai / deha pudgala kI hai, so parAI hai / parAI vastu ko apanA mata kaha / parAI vastu ko apanA banAne kA prayatna karanA corI hai| kisI mitra ke ghara meM kucha dina ke lie Akara ThaharA hai to usa ghara ko apanA mata samajha ! sAra sa~bhAla evaM sahAnubhUti rakhanA aura bAta hai, magara apanA samajhanA bhayaMkara bhUla hai| avasara Ane para prasannatApUrvaka ghara chor3ane ko taiyAra raha, varnA beijjatI se nikalanA hogA, eka dina nikalanA to hogA hii| amara DAyarI - 14

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pA~ca bhUtoM kA zarIra terA ghara hai| kAla kI sUcanA Ane para prasannatApUrvaka unheM sauMpa de, aura paraloka kI yAtrA ke lie taiyAra raha ! suno ! maiM tumheM tapa kA eka pratyakSa camatkAra dikhAtA huuN| Aja AkAza meM bAdala maMDarAe haiN| guru gambhIra garjana karate nIla jalada kitane lubhAvane haiN| yaha ghaTA umar3a kara A rahI hai| jAnate ho, amRta samAna mIThe jala kI gAgara bhara kara kahA~ se lA rahI hai vaha ? jisa jala kI dhArA se dharatI harI-bharI ho jAtI hai, khetoM meM dhAna lahalahA uThatA hai, pyAse prANa tRpta ho jAte haiM, vaha jala zyAma ghaTA ke pAsa kahA~ se AyA hai ? dahakate jeTha ke pracaNDa sUrya kI uttapta kiraNoM ke nIce samudra ne apanA vakSaHsthala khola kara tapAyA thA, apanI bAheM phailAkara sUrya kI mamI ko, uSNatA ko apane tana meM samAyA thaa| basa, isa kaThora tapa ne hI usake khAre jala ko amRta-samAna mIThA banAyA, aura bAdaloM ko diyaa| bAdaloM ne dharatI ko diyA, aura dharatI ne tapa ke pratyakSa camatkAra kI yaha kahAnI apane nak-pallavoM ke mAdhyama se hameM sunAI hai ! darpaNa ke sAmane kyA pratibimbita hogA? jaisA dRzya sAmane aaegaa| yadi siMha AegA to vaha siMha bana jAegA, gIdar3a AegA to gIdar3a ! __ mana bhI darpaNa hai, isalie mana ke sAmane sadaiva sadAcArI mahApuruSoM ke divya svarUpa ko rkho| mahAn AtmAoM kI smRti mana ko nirmala banAe rakhane kA acUka divya maMtra hai| eka vyakti pahAr3oM kA bhramaNa karake lauTA hai, U~ce se U~ce parvata zikhara para usane car3hAI kI hai| kahatA thA ki parvata kI coTI para khar3e hokara dekhane se nIce vAle (dharatI para calane vAle) kutte aura billI jaise dikhAI dete haiN| maiMne usase pUchA, kiM kyA nIce vAloM ko bhI ve (Upara vAle) kauo aura cIla jaise nahIM dikhAI dete ? amara DAyarI 15

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1 vaha ha~sa par3A / maiMne kahA-- jaisA cazmA Upara vAle ke pAsa hai, yAda rakho, vahI cazmA nIce vAle ke pAsa bhI hai / * * eka zrAvaka hai, suzikSita hai| pUchane lagA -- jIvana meM kisa mahApuruSa kI pUjA kI jAya ? maiMne use eka kahAnI sunAI - eka vyakti ne 'lailA-majanU~' kA prema-kAvya pddh'aa| 'lailA' caritra use itanA priya va rucikara lagA ki vaha usa para mugdha ho gyaa| usane lailA kI eka bar3I tasvIra apane kamare meM TAMga lI aura pratidina usakI pUjA karane lagA ! eka dina usakA koI mitra AyA, usane yaha saba nATaka dekhA to use samajhAyA- bhAI, yadi tuma 'lailA' ko pyAra karane vAle majanU~ bananA cAhate ho, to usakI pUjA karane se kucha nahIM hogA / majanU~ ke samAna apane prema meM tIvratA jgaao| eka niSThA paidA kro| eka dina avazya hI koI 'lailA' tumhAre jIvana meM bhI upasthita ho jAegI / mahApuruSa, banane ke lie mahApuruSa kI pUjA karane kI utanI jarUrata nahIM hai, jitanI ki mahApuruSa ke caritra ko, usake guNoM ko jIvana meM prakaTa karane kI / jIvana meM apane ArAdhya mahApuruSa ke samAna hI udAtta dhyeya, aura karttavyaniSThA jagAne kI AvazyakatA hai / yAda rakho, hamArI saMskRti vyakti-pUjaka nahIM, guNa-pUjaka hai| * jo sukha-duHkha ko jAnatA hai, kintu usake sparza se mukta hai, vaha siddha hai| jo sukha-duHkha ko jAnatA hai, usakA sparza bhI karatA hai, parantu usakI vAsanA meM nahIM pha~satA, vaha saMta hai / jo sukha-duHkha ko jAnatA hai, sparza bhI karatA hai, aura usakI bhAvanA meM lIna ho jAtA hai, vaha saMsArI prANI hai 1 jo sukha-duHkha ko jAnatA bhI nahIM, usakA sparza bhI nahIM karatA, vaha jar3a hai / * 16 . amara DAyarI

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jaina darzana meM mana kI apAra zakti mAnI hai| vaha bhayaMkara hai, paurANika brahmAstra se bhI bar3hakara bhayaMkara ! karma siddhAnta kA eka vivecana hai ki AtmA ke sAtha karma-baMdha kI kyA sthiti hai ? mAtra kAyayoga se mohanIya jaise karma kA baMdha utkRSTa rUpa meM eka sAgara kI sthiti kA ho sakatA hai| vacana yoga milate hI paccIsa sAgara kI sthiti kA utkRSTa baMdha ho sakatA hai| ghrANendriya arthAt nAsikA ke milane para pacAsa sAgara, aura cakSu ke milate hI sau sAgara kI sthiti bA~dhane kA sAmarthya ho jAtA hai| aura jaba asaMjJI paMcendriya kI dazA meM kAna milate haiM, to hajAra sAgara taka kA bandha ho sakatA hai| aba dekhie, yadi mana mila gayA aura utkRSTa mohanIya karma kA baMdha hone lagA to vaha lAkha, karor3a, karor3oM karor3a sAgara ko pAra kara jAtA hai| sattara koTAkoTI sAgaropama kA sarvotkRSTa mohanIya karma 'mana' milane para hI bA~dhA jA sakatA hai| __yaha hai mana kI apAra zakti ! isalie mana ko khulA chor3ane se pahale manana karo ki kahIM vaha AtmA ko kisI gahana garta meM to nahIM dhakela rahA hai? niyati ko mAnane se harSa aura zoka kA antardvandva jItA jA sakatA hai / kArya kI saphalatA kA abhimAna aura asaphalatA kA dainya bhI usase haTa sakatA hai| kintu eka jaharIlI davA kI taraha usakA upayoga bahuta sAvadhAnI se karanA caahie| niyati kA galata prayoga jIvana ko niSkriya, aura parAzrita banA detA hai; ata: vikAroM se nivRtti lAne meM hI usakA upayoga ucita hai| kauvA bar3I tejI ke sAtha pazcima se pUrva kI ora ur3atA jA rahA thaa| eka koyala ne dekhA, to sahasA pUcha hI baiThI-"cAcA ! kahA~ cala die ?" ___"pUraba ko jA rahA huuN| yahA~ ke loga acche nahIM haiM, merA rahanA dUbhara ho gayA "kyoM ?" koyala ne puuchaa| "yahA~ mere gAne para sabhI ko aitarAja hai| yahA~ ke loga saMgIta kA kucha bhI mUlya nahIM smjhte|" amara DAyarI 17

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"lekina, cAcA ! pUraba meM jAne mAtra se to tumhArI samasyA hala nahIM ho jAegI ?" .. "kyoM ?" kauve ne sAzcarya puuchaa| "isalie ki jaba taka tuma apanI AvAja nahIM badalate, pUraba vAle bhI tumhAre gAne ko isI taraha nApasaMda kreNge|" sthAna nahIM, sthiti badalane meM hI samasyA kA sahI samAdhAna hai| vaha dekho, siMha soyA hai, usakA siMhattva so gayA hai / vana ke kSudra pazu kulAMce mAra kara daur3a rahe haiN| lo, siMha jAga uThA, usakA siMhattva bhI jAga utthaa| jAgRta siMha kI garjanA se samUcA vana pradeza prakampita ho gayA, pazu-dala meM bhagadar3a maca gaI ! ___ tumhArI AtmA kA siMha soyA hai, tabhI to kAma, krodha, mada, lobha Adi vikAroM kA pazu-dala uchAleM mArakara hU-hU karane laga gayA hai / jaba vaha supta siMha jAga uThegA, to vikAroM kA pazu-dala tumhArI manobhUmi chor3akara bhAga khar3A hogaa| dharma kA dharmattva kahA~ hai ? usakA jyotirmaya teja kahA~ hai? jahA~ vyaktigata, jAtigata, samAjagata, sampradAyagata, paMthagata aura dezagata svArthoM evaM bhedoM se Upara uThakara akhaNDa mAnavatA kA maMgalamaya darzana hotA hai, vizva cetanA ke sAtha ekatA kI madhura anubhUti hotI hai ; vahA~ hai dharma kA dharmattva ! vahA~ hai dharma kA jyotirmaya teja ! eka sajjana haiM, vinaya aura viveka ke dhanI / lar3ake kI zAdI karake lauTane lage to lar3akI ke pitA ne vinamra bhAva se hAtha jor3akara nivedana kiyA-"maiM lar3akI vAlA hU~, mujha para kRpA rakhanA !" 18 amara DAyarI

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lar3ake ke pitA ne unake jur3e hue hAthoM ko apanI hatheliyoM meM Abaddha karake snehasikta zabdoM meM kahA- "jI, Apa nahIM, maiM lar3akI vAlA huuN| dekhie, lar3akI maiMne lI, aura lar3akA Apane / " * * 1 humAyU~ eka dharma premI musalamAna bAdazAha thA / usake eka antaraMga sevaka jauhara ne humAyU~ ke saMsmaraNa phArasI meM likhe haiM / unakA aMgrejI anuvAda mejara cArlsa sTuarTa ne 1904 meM prakAzita kiyaa| jauhara ne likhA hai ki eka bAra humAyU~ IrAna jA rahe the / dina bhara calane ke bAda zAma ko par3Ava DAlA to khAne ke lie kucha bhI nahIM bacA thaa| khoja karane para patA calA ki pAsa hI humAyU~ ke bhAI kAmarAna kA par3Ava hai, vahA~ se khAnA maMgA liyA jAya / khAnA AyA, mAMsa thA vaha / khAne baiThe to dhyAna AyA ki gomAMsa to nahIM hai ? pUchane para patA calA ki gomAMsa hI hai / humAyU~ ne turanta apanA hAtha khIMca liyA; aura kahA - "gomAMsa to hamAre pitA kI kabra ko jhAr3ane buhArane vAle taka ke lie anucita hai / " humAyU~ ne vaha rAta eka gilAsa zarbata pI kara kATI ! humAyU~ kI isa dRr3ha niSThA aura manobala se hamAre zAsaka varga preraNA le sakate haiM / 1 pyAsA manuSya pAnI kI khoja meM tapI huI bAlU para bhI bhaTakatA hai / ThIka yahI dazA, jJAna-pipAsu AtmA kI bhI hai / * buddhimAna catura manuSya ke hoMTha rAja-sabhA ke dvAra kI taraha haiM; ve khule nahIM ki apAra aizvarya muskurAtA sAmane AyA ! vivekahIna mUrkha manuSya kA mukha sA~pa kI bAMbI ke samAna hai, usameM aMgulI DAlI nahIM ki, durvacanoM kA kAlA nAga phuMkAra uThA ! amara DAyarI 19

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kyA sUrya kIcar3a ko sukhAkara kar3A nahIM kara detA ? kyA vaha moma ko mulAyama nahIM banA detA ? jisa prakAra eka hI sUrya paraspara virodhI do kAma karatA hai usI prakAra sAdhaka bhI apane mana ko paraspara virodhI do rUpoM meM DhAlatA hai-kaThora aura komala ! apane duHkha meM kaThora, aura dUsare ke duHkha meM komala / purAne saMta eka kahAnI sunAte haiM--kisI gar3arie ko bakariyA~ carAte hue maNi mila gii| gar3ariyA usa maNi ko, jise vaha camakIlA patthara samajhe hue thA, uchAlatA huA saMdhyA samaya ghara A rahA thA ki eka baniyA mila gyaa| vaha bolA--lA yaha patthara mujhe de| gar3arie ne eka rupayA maaNgaa| baniye ne kahA-ATha Ane, le le ! bar3hatA-bar3hatA caudaha Ane taka A gyaa| gar3arie ne nahIM diyA / baniye ne socA-Aja nahIM to kala degA, nahIM to aura kahA~ jAegA ! gar3ariyA Age cala pdd'aa| kucha hI dUra para dUsarA baniyA milaa| usane kahA-are yaha patthara to mujhe caahie| gar3ariye ne eka rupayA mA~gA / baniye ne eka ke badale do de die| pahale baniye ne dekhA to gar3ariye ko banAte hue kahA-tU to luTa gayA? mUrkha kahIM kA ! are vaha to 'maNi' thii| gar3ariye ne uttara diyA-mUrkha maiM hU~ yA tU ? tUne do Ane ke lie maNi ga~vA dii| aba pachatAne se kyA? soco, maNi milI / eka ne ajJAna se ga~vA dI, dUsare ne lobha se| mAnava-jIvana kA mahattva jo nahIM jAnate, ve ajJAna gar3arie haiN| jo jAnakara bhI viSaya tRSNA vaza use gaMvA rahe haiM, ve lobhI baniye haiN| bhaktiyoga kA eka siddhAnta hai ki kisI bhI vastu kA upayoga karane se pahale use virATa Izvara ke caraNoM meM vinamra bhAva se arpita kara diyA jAya / jahA~ taka maiM samajhatA hU~ 'virATa Izvara' kA artha kisI vizeSa sattAdhArI Izvara se nahIM, balki sarva-sAdhAraNa virATa janatA janArdana se hai| amara DAyarI 20

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apane zrama aura zakti ke dvArA yathAvasara janatA janArdana kI sevA kie binA prApta sAdhana sAmagrI kA akele upayoga karane kA adhikAra kisI ko bhI nahIM hai| sasneha evaM sAdara janatA janArdana ko arpaNa karanA hI vastuta: IzvarArpaNa hai| apane aura dUsaroM ke sukha kI AdhArazilA eka hI hai, aura vaha hai-saMyama / jitanA jitanA saMyama, utanA utanA sukha ! jitanA jitanA asaMyama, utanA utanA duHkha ! samrATa se pUchA- tumhArI zakti kyA hai? usane hAtha uThAyA--apane U~ce mahaloM, durgama durgoM aura virATa senA kI or| saMta se pUchA-tumhArI zakti kyA hai ? usane Upara hAtha uThAyA, aura vApisa mor3a liyA, apane hRdaya kI ora ! pahalA zakti ke lie bAhara kA bhikhArI hai| dUsarA zakti ke lie ekamAtra antaraMga kA svAmI hai| saMta kI tulanA sainika se kI jAtI hai; kintu sainika eka saMhAra kA pratIka hai, aura saMta uddhAra kaa| sainika apane ko homatA hai--dUsaroM (zatru) ke vinAza ke lie| saMta apane ko homatA hai--dUsaroM (vizva) ke vikAsa ke lie| sAvadhAna ! apanI jabAna para viveka kI lagAma car3hA do ! apane hoThoM para mauna kA paharA biThA do ! kahIM tumhAre zabdoM kA ghor3A hI tumheM azAnti aura kleza ke mahAgarta meM na girA de? dhyAna rkhie| amara DAyarI 21

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saccA mitra vahI graMthoM meM, jagat zreSTha kahalAyA hai| maitrI ke praNa ko jisane, 'atha' se 'iti' talaka nibhAyA hai| dugdha aura jala-sI abhinnatA, jarA duI kA nAma nhiiN| prema paMtha meM svArtha halAhala kA to kucha bhI kAma nhiiN| bhUgola ke eka vidyArthI se Aja bAta cala rahI thii| usane kahA-samudroM ne saMsAra kA vizAla bhU-bhAga vyartha hI roka rakhA hai| samudra kA pAnI bhI khArA hai, na pIne ke kAma A sakatA hai, na siMcAI ke, isIlie inheM 'lavaNAkara' kahate haiN| ___ maiMne usase kahA--'lavaNAkara' to ThIka hai, para vaha ralAkara bhI to hai ! yadi AdamI buddhi se kAma le, jAgRta hokara cale to usase lAbha bhI uThA sakatA hai| bahumUlya motiyoM kA khajAnA kahA~ milatA hai ? anupama ratnoM kA bhaMDAra kahA~ chipA hai? yaha sahI hai ki sAdhAraNa logoM ke lie to vaha 'lavaNAkara' hI hai, kintu jo parizramI haiM, sAhasa aura viveka se kAma karate haiM, unake lie vaha 'ratnAkara' bhI hai| yaha jIvana bhI samudra hai| Alasya aura buddhihInatA ke zikAra hote rahe to yaha jIvana 'lavaNAkara' ke tulya nikammA lgegaa| magara puruSArtha aura viveka se kAma liyA to vahI 'ratnAkara' ke samAna amUlya khajAne kA bhaMDAra bhI hai| dUsare ko giratA dekhakara jo apane ko saMbhAla kara cale, vaha jJAnI hai| amara DAyarI 22

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svayaM eka bAra girane ke bAda, dUsarI bAra samhalakara cale, vaha anubhavI hai| jo bAra-bAra girane para bhI unmatta banakara calatA rahe, vaha ajJAnI hai| eka sajjana apanA anubhava sunA rahe the, ki ve eka bAra tAlAba ke kinAre para Tahala rahe the| acAnaka eka baccA tAlAba ke kinAre khelatA-khelatA pA~va phisala jAne se andara gira gayA / rone cillAne lgaa| unheM dayA aaii| khuda tairanA nahIM jAnate the, kiMtu phira bhI use bacAne ke bhAvAveza meM tAlAba meM kUda pdd'e| para aba to hAlata aura burI ho gaI ? baccA to hAtha nahIM AyA, khuda DUbane lage to betahAzA hAtha paira mArakara chaTapaTAne lge| itane meM kucha loga A gaye. aura kisI tairAka ne donoM ko hI nikAla liyaa| ___ maiMne unake anubhava kA bhASya kiyA jo svayaM tairanA nahIM jAnatA hai vaha dUsare ko tirAne jAegA, to svayaM bhI DUbegA aura dUsare ko bhI Dubo degaa| isI prakAra jo svayaM nahIM sudharA hai vaha dUsaroM ko sudhArane kA prayatna karegA, to vaha svayaM bhI bigar3a jAegA aura dUsaroM ko bhI bigAr3a degaa| manuSya ke jIvana kA Ananda kyA hai ? paropakAra ! karttavya kyA hai? paropakAra ! aura dhyeya kyA hai ? paropakAra ! kucha loga kahate haiM parAe duHkha se duHkhI honA evaM parAe sukha se sukhI honA-satpuruSa kA lakSaNa hai| kintu maiM to aisA nahIM samajhatA ! mere vicAra se yaha to mAnava mAtra kA lakSaNa hai| __ apane sukha meM sukhI aura apane duHkha meM duHkhI honA, yaha to mAnava kA kyA, jAnavara kA lakSaNa hai| samanvaya, sahayoga evaM sahAnubhUti hI mAnavatA kI triveNI hai| hamAre samAja sudhAraka netAgaNa samAja-parivartana kI bAta karate haiM, aura ve cAhate haiM ki yaha ekadama se jAdU kI char3I kI taraha ho jAnA caahie| maiM nahIM amara DAyarI __23.

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samajhatA ki yaha ekadama aura eka hI vyakti ke dvArA kaise saMbhava ho sakegA? merI dRSTi meM samAja-sudhAra kI cAra bhUmikAe~ haiM, aura ve cAra zaktiyoM ke dvArA pUrNa honI cAhie pahalI bAta hai-paristhiti-parivartana, yaha kAma sarakAra dvArA ho sakatA hai| dUsarI bAta hai-- hRdaya parivartana, yaha kArya santoM dvArA ho sakatA hai| tIsarI bAta hai--vicAra-parivartana, yaha kAma vicArakoM va sAhityakAroM dvArA ho sakatA hai| cauthI bAta hai-sevA-kArya, aura yaha kAma samAja dvArA ho sakatA hai| anekAnta eka TakasAla ke samAna hai, jahA~ satya ke bhinna-bhinna khaMDa, eka sAMce meM Dhalakara pUrNa satya kA AkAra pAte haiN| ___ jo hara ghar3I dUsaroM ke avaguNa hI dekhatA rahatA hai, aura pratyeka kSaNa parAI nindA meM hI lagA rahatA hai, vaha eka prakAra kA 'blaika borDa' ko sApha karane vAlA mailA DasTara hai| AtmA eka vizva-saMsthA hai, jo loka kalyANakArI zAsana kA saMcAlana karatI hai| eka sajjana haiM, bar3e ThATha se rahate haiN| kahIM bAhara nikalate haiM to avazya eka naukara sAtha meM lekara / eka dina darzana karane ko Ae / bAta kucha cala par3I, to bole--yaha to merA naukara hai| _ maiMne socA-manuSya ko kitanA ahaMkAra hai ki vaha apane hI jaise manuSya ko apanA 'naukara' (dAsa) samajhatA hai / parantu vAstava meM manuSya, manuSya kA dAsa kabhI nahIM hotA, vaha to dhana kA dAsa huA karatA hai, kyoMki svAmI aura dAsa kI kalpanA 'dhana' ke AdhAra para hI TikI hai| - 24 amara DAyarI

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eka navayuvaka bahuta jijJAsA vRtti vAlA hai| eka dina pachA usane ki 'rAma maryAdA puruSottama hue haiM, ve saccaritratA ke eka mahAna jIvanta Adarza haiN| phira sItA kA nAma unake nAma se pUrva kyoM jor3A gayA? 'sItArAma' kI jagaha 'rAmasItA' kaheM to kyA harja hai? ___ maiMne uttara diyA-sItA kA caritra rAma se bhI adhika ujjvala hai, adhika tejasvI hai| sItA ke caritra meM sahiSNutA aura samarpaNa kA bhAva apanI carama sImA para pahuMcA hai| __rAma ke Adeza se lakSmaNa jaba sItA ko vana meM chor3akara lauTate haiM, to sItA rAma ko eka saMdeza bhejatI hai___ "mere svAmI / tumane merI koI bAta nahIM sunI / mere para lagAe Aropa ke bAre / meM mujhe pUchA taka nhiiN| kintu khaira aba merI eka antima bAta hai, aura use tuma jarUra mAnoge "bhUyo yathA me jananAntare pi tvameva bhartA, na ca viprayoga: / " 'isa janma kI taraha agale janma meM bhI tumhIM mere svAmI honA, kintu aisA viyoga mata dikhaanaa|' isa sthiti meM sAdhAraNa manuSya kyA socatA aura sItA ne kyA socA, isakI tulanA karo / avazya hI sItA ke caritra kI mahAnatA tumhArI samajha meM aaegii| * jIvana kI mahattA kyA hai ? ise tuma nahIM samajha rahe ho, isalie dara-dara kI ThokareM khAkara apanA jIvana barbAda kara rahe ho, hIre ko kaur3iyoM ke mUlya beca rahe ho| ___ tumhAre mana kA utsAha khatma ho gayA hai, isalie jIvana meM tumheM koI sukhada AzA nahIM rahI hai, aura apanA vinAza karane para tula gae ho| tuma bhUla gae, netAjI ke jIvana kI vaha preraNA, jisane unheM netAjI banAyA thaa| amara DAyarI

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san 1940 meM jaba netA jI jela se bAhara nikale to kucha bhI sahayoga nahIM pA rahe the, mana eka dama nirAzA se bhara gyaa| apane Apa ko miTA dene ke lie unhoMne anazana zurU kara diyaa| eka dina unakA eka aMgreja mitra, jo jelara thA, netAjI se bolA-"misTara bosa ! eka mare hue siMha kI apekSA, eka jIvita gadhe kI kImata jyAdA hai, yaha sIdhA sAdA satya tuma kaise bhUla jAte ho?" basa ! 'netAjI' ke siMhatva ko jagA diyA usane aura vaha siMha dahAr3a utthaa| jIvana kI mahattA kI isa mahimA para gambhIratA se vicAra kro| bA~Ta kara khAnA kisane sikhAyA? bhaya aura prema ne| lUTa kara khAnA kisane sikhAyA? bhUkha aura besabrI ne| beImAnI karanA kisane sikhAyA? Alasya aura phijUlakharcI ne| kamAkara khAnA kisane sikhAyA? ahaMkAra aura Atma-sammAna ne| samyaktvI AtmA saMsAra meM rahatA hai, para saMsAra ko apanA nahIM samajhatA ! parivAra, bhoga, sukha, duHkha sabakA anubhava karate hue bhI apane ko una sabase alaga samajhatA hai / seTha kA munIma, lAkhoM-karor3oM kA hisAba rakhatA hai, lena-dena karatA hai; kintu usa dhana ko apanA dhana nahIM smjhtaa| jisa dina usa dhana ko apanA samajhA, to samajha lo jela ke daravAje dUra nahIM haiM, hathakar3iyA~ par3ane ko AtmA jaba para ko apanA samajha letA hai, to saMsAra kI kaida meM pha~sa jAtA hai| mamatva kI hathakar3iyoM meM ba~dha jAtA hai| mauna kA kyA artha hai ? nahIM bolanA ! sAmAnya manuSya yahI artha samajhate haiN| para yaha artha galata to nahIM, adhUrA hai / mauna cAra prakAra kA hotA hai / cAroM prakAroM kA svarUpa samajha lene se mauna kA sahI aura pUrA artha samajha meM A jaaegaa| 1. vANI kA mauna--cupa rahanA, sAvadha vacana na bolnaa|| 26 amara DAyarI

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2. mana kA mauna-mana meM vikalpa na uThAnA, mana kA idhara udhara na bhttknaa| 3. kAyA kA mauna-indriyoM ko cupa-zAMta rakhanA, viSayoM meM pravRtta na krnaa| 4. AtmA kA mauna-samasta para bhAva meM mUka rahakara, AtmabhAva meM lIna rhnaa| antima mauna sarvotkRSTa hai| apanI mauna sAdhanA ko, isI ora le jAne kA prayatna honA caahie| eka sajjana haiM, kucha praur3ha ho gae haiM ! bar3e ra~gIle haiN| kabhI bana Thanakara Ate haiM to kucha mu~ha lage navayuvaka kahate haiM--jI, Apa to bur3hApe meM bhI javAnI ke raMga lA rahe haiM / aura kabhI sIdhe sAde DhaMga se hI nikala Ate haiM, to bhI unheM nahIM chor3ate-bar3e kaMjUsa haiN| apane zarIra ke lie bhI eka nayA paisA kharca nahIM krte| ___ duniyA kA yahI dastUra hai| usakA vaza cale, to vaha saMsAra meM kisI ko Tikane na de| isa sandarbha meM eka kahAnI hai, maiM kabhI-kabhI sunAyA karatA huuN| __eka vaiSNava mahAtmA tIrtha yAtrA karane ko cale / mArga meM eka rAta kahIM Thahare, sote samaya pUrva kI ora sira karake so ge| sAtha kA eka bhakta yAtrI bolA-"are ! tuma itane bar3e mahAtmA hokara bhI pazcima kI ora pA~va karake soe ho?" mahAtmA cauMka par3e, pUchA-pazcima meM kyA bAta hai? "saMta hokara itanA bhI nahIM jAnate ? pazcima meM dvArakA hai, vahA~ sAkSAt bhagavAn zrIkRSNa virAjamAna haiN|" . mahAtmA ne apanA kAna pakar3a liyaa| aba pUrva kI ora pA~va kara die, pazcima kI ora sira ! vahIM baiThA huA koI dUsarA yAtrI bola par3A-"are ! mahAtmA jI, yaha kyA karate ho? pUrva meM bhagavAn jagannAtha kA dhAma hai / pUraba meM paira kabhI nahIM karanA cAhie, pApa lagatA hai|" amara DAyarI

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aba mahAtmA ne uttara kI ora paira kara die, to tIsare ne kahA-uttara dizA meM badarInArAyaNa bhagavAna kA tIrtha hai, udhara paira nahIM karanA caahie| . ___ mahAtmA ke paira aba dakSiNa kI ora ghUma gae, to cauthe sajjana bola par3e--mahAtmA jI ! idhara to rAmezvaram hai / ___ mahAtmA har3abar3A gae / aba to zIrSAsana lagA diyA, paira Upara aura sira niice| kintu taba bhI to caina nhiiN| kahA eka yAtrI ne-"Upara AkAza meM sUrya haiM, candra haiM, aura saba deva haiN| bhagavAna viSNu baikuNTha meM virAjamAna haiN| unakI tarapha paira ! kaisA ajJAna hai?" ___ mahAtmA sIdhe khar3e ho gae, to bhI loga kahA~ cupa rahane vAle the? eka sajjana bole-nIce zeSanAga haiM / usa para bhagavAna viSNu zayana karate haiN| unakI tarapha paira karanA mahAna pAtaka hai| __ aba to mahAtmA cakarAe aura bole-tuma logoM meM se kisa-kisa kI bAta mAnU~ ! saba ora devI devatA haiM / batAo, kyA karU~ aura kyA na karUM? __ duniyA duraMgI hai| isakA samAdhAna honA asaMbhava hai| hameM apane viveka kI A~kha kholakara calanA caahie| duniyA kI bAtoM ke cakkara meM pha~sa gae to usase uddhAra honA kaThina hai| * jIva pratyeka samaya naye karma bAMdha rahA hai, aura pratyeka samaya purAne karma bhoga bhI rahA hai| bhoganA to nizcita hai, apane vaza kA nahIM, hai, vaha aTaka nahIM sktaa| paraMtu baMdhana kI kriyA, apane hAtha meM hai, use aTakAnA cAheM to aTakA sakate haiN| tU bhoga kI cintA mata kara ! kintu jo nayA baMdha prati kSaNa ho rahA hai use rokane kA prayatna kara ! mukti kA yahI 'zArTakaTa' (sIdhA) rAstA hai ! * 28 amara DAyarI

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rAjAoM kI kRpA bure kAmoM se bhI kharIdI jA sakatI hai / yaza aura padaviyA~ dhana se kharIdI jA sakatI haiN| kiMtu saccI pratiSThA aura sammAna ke lie to sevA aura sadAcAra kI pUrI kImata cukAnI par3atI hai / sadguNa ke sivA saccI pratiSThA kisameM hai ? kulInatA kA nivAsa manuSya ke hRdaya meM hai| zoka kI jar3a kahA~ hai ? AtmA kI durbalatA meN| use bala kahA~ se milatA hai ? mana kI dInatA se| usake phala kyA haiM? A~sU aura mauta ! eka dhanika hIre javAharAta aura kImatI vastrAlaMkAroM se vibhUSita hokara rAjamArga para se gujara rahA thaa| bhIr3a meM se eka vyakti ne Age bar3hakara dhanika vyakti ko usake alaMkAroM ke lie dhanyavAda diyaa| dhanika Azcarya se usakI ora dekhane laga gayA-"maiMne to tumheM kucha nahIM diyA, phira dhanyavAda dene kA artha ?" ___ "jI, Apane mujhe javAharAta dekhane kA maukA diyA, isase jyAdA Apa de bhI kyA sakate the? Apa bhI to sirpha dekhate hI haiN| kiMtu pharka itanA hI hai ki Apako inakI rakSA ke lie sadA ciMtita rahanA par3atA hai, aura maiM isa ciMtA se mukta huuN|" ___ jo manuSya dhana ko jamA karake kisI ke peTa meM nahIM, kintu apanI peTiyoM meM bharate haiM, ve isa kahAnI ke vyaMgya ko samajheM / amara DAyarI

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bAta calatI hai, to paisenjara gAr3I kI taraha aneka sTezanoM para rukatI, ThaharatI calatI hai| eka dina carcA calatI-calatI A gaI purAnI aura naI pIr3hI para ! aura vaha bhI strI jAti kI pIr3hI para ! eka ne kahA-purAnI strI momabattI kI taraha thI, khuda jalatI, para dUsaroM ko prakAza detI thii| ___ naI strI juganU kI taraha hai, jo idhara-udhara ur3atI huI apanI camaka dikhAkara samAja meM saMbhrama paidA karatI rahatI hai| upavAsa ke pAraNe meM jo Ananda AtA hai, vaha yaha prakaTa karatA hai ki viSayoM ke prati andara meM jo moha chipA hai vaha upavAsa se kama nahIM huA ! makkhana kisase nikalA? chAcha (maTThA) se ! eka bAra apanA rUpa lene ke bAda phira use chAcha meM kitanA hI DAlo, vaha chAcha nahIM bntaa| sacce sAdhaka kA jIvana aisA hI hotA hai / vaha saMsArI jIvoM meM se AtA hai, para eka bAra sAdhaka bana jAne ke bAda, phira bhale hI saMsArI jIvoM meM rahe, kintu puna: saMsArI nahIM bntaa| vRkSa kA mUla jamIna meM rahatA hai, aura zAkhAe~, patte, phUla, phala bAhara vistRta AkAza meM phaile rahate haiN| sAdhu kA vyavahAra janatA meM (samAja meM) phailA rahatA hai, kiMtu usakA mana to andara meM jJAna dhyAna kI gaharAI meM Abaddha rahatA hai| * pakSI hamezA vRkSa kI U~cAI para hI rahate haiM, kiMtu jaba unheM dAnA cuganA hotA hai to nIce jamIna para utarate haiN| sAdhu anivArya AvazyakatA kI pUrti ke lie saMsAra kI bhUmikA se sambandha jor3ate haiM, kiMtu unakA mana to sadaiva jJAna aura bhakti kI U~cAI para hI rahatA hai| * amara DAyarI

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miTTI aura lakar3I ke khilaunoM ke rUpa meM Ajakala taraha-taraha ke sundara phala aura miThAiyoM kI AkRtiyA~ dekhate haiM, para kyA unase bhUkha miTa sakatI hai ? saMsAra ke mIThe aura sundara lagane vAle paudgalika sukhoM ko bhI usI prakAra samajho ! unase mana kI paritRpti nahIM ho sakatI / * * * sAbuna jaba kapar3oM para lagatA hai, to usameM sundara jhAgoM kA gubbArA khar3A ho jAtA hai| jisameM taraha-taraha ke raMga dikhAI dete haiN| para kyA ve raMga sacce aura sthAyI haiM ? isI prakAra vAcAla AdamI bAtoM ke jhAga banAkara unameM taraha-taraha ke raMga camakA detA hai, para dUsare hI kSaNa ve samApta ho jAte haiM 1 * * bahuM suNehiM kannehiM bahuM acchIhiM picchai / naya diTThe suyaM savvaM bhikkhu akkhAumarihai / dazavaikAlika 8 / 20 sAdhaka kAnoM se bahuta kucha sunatA hai, aura A~khoM se bahuta kucha dekhatA bhI hai| kintu dekhA sunA saba kucha hI kisI ke sAmane kaha DAlanA ucita nahIM hai| x mAnava ! tere antara meM Ananda kA ananta nirjhara baha rahA hai aura tU bAhara bhaTaka rahA hai, eka-eka bU~da ke lie ! ananta - ananta janmoM se pipAsA - kula ! azAnta aura digmUr3ha banA ! kaisA hai yaha vibhrama ! ! bahirmukha cetanA bandhana hai, bandhana meM Ananda kahA~ ? antarmukha cetanA mokSa hai ! AtmabhAva kI upalabdhi, nijatva kI anubhUti ! mAnava ! apane andara meM A ! antarmukha cetanA kA mahAna prakAza prApta kara / AtmA kA ananta amRtAnanda bAhara meM nahIM, antara meM hai ! ! * amara DAyarI 31

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mRtyu bhI eka kalA hai| Apa Azcarya kareMge ki marane meM bhI kyA kalA? hA~, marane meM yadi kalA nahIM rahI to pUrA jIvana hI vyartha ho jAtA hai| itihAsa aisI ghaTanAoM se bharA hai, jinhoMne jIvana-bhara ke kartRtvoM ko mRtyu ke vyAmoha meM pha~sakara apamAnita kara diyA / aura aisI bhI ghaTanAe~ hamAre sAmane haiM jaba kisI mahAn uddezya ke lie prANotsarga karake, kisI vyakti ne samUce jIvana-bhara ke aMdhakAra ko prakAza-dIpa banA diyaa| __ isalie maiM kahatA hU~--yadi pAgala kutte kI taraha jIvana ke bhoga aura svArthoM ke pIche daur3ate-daur3ate mare to kyA mare ? / jIvana ke pavitra evaM sAtvika saMgharSoM meM jUjhate hue, anyAya aura atyAcAra kA pratirodha karate hue sva yA jana-jIvana ke kalyANa ke lie mare, to vaha kalApUrNa maranA hai| jIne kI kalA se bhI mahattvapUrNa hai marane kI kalA ! vaha mRtyu kalApUrNa mRtyu hai, jisake ujjvala prakAza-patha para marane vAlA ha~satA huA calA jAe, aura pIche vAle usakI yAda meM rote raha jaaeN| kisI mahAna dhyeya kI pUrti ke lie maranA mRtyu-kalA hai| kisI zAyara ne kahA hai kahA yaha pataMge ne zamAM pai car3hakara ajaba majA hai, marie kisI ke sara pai car3hakara! hRdaya zuddhi ke kAma meM jo hAra mAna lete haiM, unheM sacamuca mAnavIya hRdaya para vizvAsa nahIM hai| hama rAjasthAna ke usa pradeza meM eka bAra gae the jahA~ logoM ke mana meM bhUta-preta kA vizvAsa bahuta hai| loga kahate the ki andhakArAcchanna rAta ko rAste meM bhUta ghUmA karate haiM, yAtrI ko mArga ke agala-bagala meM taraha-taraha ke bhaya aura pralobhana amara DAyarI - - - - 32

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dikhAkara use rAste se bhaTakAnA cAhate haiM / yadi koI rAstA chor3a kara idhara yA udhara calA gayA to usako khatma kara DAlate haiM / parantu jo rAstA nahIM chor3atA usa para bhUta-preta kA jora nahIM calatA / sAdhaka ke lie dekheM to mAyA evaM pralobhana hI vaha mAyAvI bhUta hai, jo nAnA rUpoM se sAdhaka ko mArga-bhraSTa karanA cAhatA hai / jo sAdhaka viveka kI jyoti jalAe avicala bhAva ke sAtha apane mArga meM calatA rahatA hai, vaha usake cakkara se bacakara apane nizcita lakSya para pahu~ca sakatA hai aura jo usake mAyAvI rUpoM meM bhaTaka gayA, vaha apanA vinAza kara baiThA / * lobhI manuSya vastuoM ko andara meM kaida karake rakhatA hai| para use patA nahIM ki vaha svayaM bhI una kaidiyoM kA kaidI hai ! deha, indriyA~, dhana, mana Adi saba tumhAre kaidI haiN| aura tuma ho ki ina ke izAroM para nAca rahe ho ? kaisI viDambanA hai ? kaidiyoM ke kaidI bana gae / sukha aura svatantratA cAhate ho, to una para adhikAra rkho| unase kAma lo / svAmI banakara raho, sevaka banakara nahIM / hanumAna jI ke mandira meM eka bur3hiyA ne prasAda bA~TA / pujArI sabako prasAda bA~Ta rahA thaa| eka miThAI ke zaukIna bhakta ne apane eka hAtha meM miThAI lekara vaha hAtha pIche kara liyA, aura dUsarA hAtha Age bar3hA diyaa| pujArI ne usakI cAlAkI samajha lii| vaha miThAI binA die hI Age bar3ha gyaa| bhakta ne bar3I lAlasA se pahalA hAtha miThAI khAne ko Age kI ora kiyA to dekhA ki usa hAtha kI miThAI kuttA khA cukA thA / Akhira donoM hAtha khAlI / Agama meM jo kahA hai- "lohAo duhao bhayaM" lobha se donoM ora (donoM loka meM bhaya hotA hai / jisa hAtha meM miThAI hai, use saMgraha vRtti ke kutte khA jAte amara DAyarI 33

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haiM, aura jo hAtha lAlasA se Age bar3hA hai vaha nirAza hokara khAlI lauTa AtA hai / na idhara ke rahe, na udhara ke / isalie lAlaca meM mata pha~so / jo milA hai, use prasannatApUrvaka upayoga meM lo, aura saMtuSTa raho / * pArivArika kalaha Aja ke samAja kI vikaTa samasyA hai| jIvana ke Ananda rasa meM vaha eka jahara, ugra jahara hai ki samUcA Ananda khatma ho jAtA hai / Aja eka dhanI aura vizAla parivAra ke mukhya sadasya se bAteM cala rahI thiiN| unakI zikAyatoM kA kula yoga thA, asahiSNutA / sahanazIlatA kI kamI hI parivAra ke sukha, Ananda aura saMgaThana ke Tukar3e-Tukar3e kara rahI hai| maiMne usa mukhiyA ko eka purAnI bAta sunAI - sattarahavIM zatAbdI meM jApAna meM o-co-sAna nAma kA rAjamaMtrI ho gayA hai kahA jAtA hai-- eka hajAra se bhI adhika sadasya usake parivAra meM the, prema aura sauhArdra ke lie vaha jApAna bhara meM vikhyAta thaa| usake lie logoM meM yaha kahAvata cala par3I ki o-co sAna ke ghara kA kuttA dUsare kuttoM kI haDDiyA~ kabhI nahIM curAtA / eka bAra samrATa isa sauhArdra aura prema kA rahasya jAnane ke lie bUr3he rAja- maMtrI ke ghara para ge| samrAT ne svAgata ke bAda pUchA- maiM vaha mahAmaMtra jAnane ke lie AyA hU~, jisane isa eka hajAra se bhI adhika vyaktiyoM vAle parivAra ko aTUTa sneha sambandha meM bA~dha rakhA hai| bUr3he rAjamaMtrI ne eka kAgaja liyA, kalama uThAI, kA~pate hAthoM se eka sau zabda likhe aura phira samrATa ke sAmane rakha diyA / samrATa ne kAgaja ko par3hA, to usameM sau bAra eka hI zabda likhA thA -- sahanazIlatA ! sahanazIlatA / samrATa cakita hokara dekhatA rahA / bUr3he maMtrI ne kahA- "mahArAja ! yahI vaha mahAmaMtra hai, jisane mere parivAra ko eka dhAge meM bA~dha rakhA hai|" 34 amara DAyarI

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Aja kA samAja, bApa aura beTe, sAsa aura bahU, pati aura patnI yadi isa mahAmaMtra ko samajha leM, to aneka samasyAe~ sahaja hI sulajha jAe~ / * * * miTTI kA diyA, jo prakAza phailA rahA hai, vaha kyA hai ? tela, bAtI aura lau ! inakA yoga hI to prakAza hai ! manuSya jo aizvarya kA ambAra lagA rahA hai, vaha kyA hai ? prArabdha, pratibhA aura puruSArtha ! inakA saMyoga hI to vaibhava aura sukha kA janaka hai 1 * * manuSya ke mana kA vizvAsa itanA nAjuka hai ki yadi eka bAra TUTA ki use sadA ke lie asantoSa, nirAzA aura niSkriyatA dabA baiThatI hai / * * I tumhArA mu~ha, usa jauharI kI tijaurI hai jisameM bar3e kImatI javAharAta bhare haiM ise khulA mata chodd'o| bahuta hI jarUrata par3ane para kholo aura phira turanta banda kara do / vacana aura kAya yoga para haTha yoga cala sakatA hai, mana para nahIM ! mana ko to samajhA-bujhAkara hI abhyasta karanA pdd'egaa| usa para rAjayoga calatA hai / * vicAravAna manuSya ko apane kartavya patha ke prati bAra-bAra zaMkA evaM tarka huA karatA hai, aura usake samAdhAna meM vaha apane ko tadanurUpa DhAlatA jAtA hai / mUrkha manuSya durAgrahI hotA hai| use zaMkA evaM tarka kabhI nahIM hotaa| apane ajJAna ko chor3akara vaha saba kucha jAnatA hai / apane ko badalanA usake lie asaMbhava hai / mUrkha ke hRdaya meM vicAra kA to janma hI nahIM hotA / * * * nArI ! tumheM puruSa kI vivekazIla sahacarI ke rUpa meM niyukta kiyA gayA hai, usake vikAroM kI dAsI ke rUpa meM nahIM / amara DAyarI 35

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tumhAre astittva kI itizrI kevala usakI niHsAra vAsanAoM kI tRpti meM nahIM hai, apitu hai, usake jIvana kI kaThinAiyoM meM sahAyatA dene meM, apanI komalatA se saMtoSa dene meM aura mRdula prema bhAva se usakI ciMtAe~ miTAne meM I * * * vaha kauna bhAgyazAlinI devI hai, jo manuSya ke hRdaya para zAsana karatI hai ? jisakI A~khoM meM vinaya, viveka aura komalatA jhalakatI hai| prema barasatA hai / vinamratA, aura AjJApAlanatA jisake jIvana kA pATha hai / jisakI jihvA para amRta kA vAsa hai ! vaha apanI saMtAna ke mana para jJAna ke saMskAra DAlatI hai| apane sad- AcaraNoM ke pratibimba svarUpa unake jIvana kA nirmANa karatI hai / vaha jaise hI kartavya karma ke lie izArA karatI hai, to naukara jhaTa daur3a par3ate haiN| saMketa mAtra usakA Adeza hai| usake prema ne sabake hRdayoM ko bA~dha rakhA hai / vaha utkarSa meM ghamaMDa se phUlatI nahIM / vipatti meM apane bhAgya ke ghAvoM ko dhairya kI malahama paTTI se acchA karatI hai / usake parAmarza se pati ke kaSTa halake ho jAte haiN| pati ke sukha duHkha meM vaha hissedAra hai / * * eka nire zuSka adhyAtmavAdI sajjana kabhI-kabhI Ate haiN| eka dina carcA cala par3I, to bole - jIvana meM pApa kI taraha puNya bhI to bandhana hai, ata: vaha bhI heya hai|" maiMne kahA - " bandhana jarUra hai, kintu jaba taka jIvana meM abandhaka sthiti (caudahavA~ guNasthAna) nahIM A jAtI, puNya bandha calatA hI rahatA hai / use saMkalpapUrvaka chor3ane kI jarUrata nahIM / bole - " jaba AtmA ko bandhana kAraka hai to chor3anA hI hogA / isalie jyAdA puNya bhI nahIM karanA cAhie, usase bhI AtmA bhArI hI hotI hai / " 36 amara DAyarI

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maiMne kahA unase- "Apa to vaisI hI bAta kara rahe haiM, jaise ki kisI seTha ne naukara ko liphAphA DAlane ke lie bhejA aura kahA, zAyada vajana jyAdA hai, isalie posTa Aphisa se pUchakara aura TikaTa cipakA denaa|" naukara ne socA-"seTha nirA markha hai, itanA bhI nahIM samajhatA ki bhArI liphAphe para aura TikaTa lagAne se to vaha aura bhI bhArI hogaa|" basa, usane hoziyArI kii| jo TikaTa pahale lage the ve bhI utAra die, aura bairaMga liphAphA DAka meM DAla diyaa| yaha ThIka hai ki puNya kA bhI bhAra hai, para usake binA bairaMga liphAphe kI taraha jIvana kA kyA mUlya hogA? rasoI banAne ke lie agni jalAnI par3atI hai| yadi jala jAne ke bhaya se Aga kA pUrNa bahiSkAra kara diyA to kaise khAnA banegA? isakA upAya yahI hai ki agni jalAne kA tarIkA sIkho, aura sAvadhAnI se kAma lo| ___ AtmA kI mukti ke lie puNya ko tilAJjali dene se kAma nahIM clegaa| phira to saba satkarma hI chUTa jAe~ge, jIvana lar3akhar3A jaaegaa| isalie puNya kriyA kA rahasya samajho, usameM Asakti aura kAmanA mata rkho| jJAna aura viveka se puNya ke bandhatva kI samasyA hala kro| puNya ke do bheda samajhane ke lie eka udAharaNa hai| do dhanI vyaktiyoM ko pAgala kutte ne kATa liyaa| pAgala hokara marane kI sthiti kA dhyAna rakhate hue zIghra hI donoM ne apane vasIyatanAme likhe| eka ne likhA-pAgala kutte ke daMza kI pIr3A se marate hue logoM ko bacAne ke lie maiM yaha sampatti dAna karatA huuN| isakA upayoga pAgala kuttoM ko mArane ke lie kiyA jaay| dUsare ne likhA--isa prakAra kI pIr3A se marate hue logoM ko bacAne ke lie merI samasta sampatti kA upayoga kiyA jaay| upayoga do prakAra se honA caahie| amara DAyarI .37

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(1) isa prakAra zodha kI jAya ki pAgala kuttoM kA turanta upacAra hokara ve svastha ho skeN| (2) pAgala kutte ke kATe huoM ke upacAra ke lie turanta eka vyavasthita aspatAla kholA jaay| vasIyatanAme ko dhyAna se par3hane para Apa samajheMge ki pahalA puNya, pApAnubandhI puNya hai, aura dUsarA puNyAnubandhI puNya hai| jJAna prApta karane kI preraNA zruta jJAna se hotI hai aura sphuraNA evaM pravRtti, vIryAntarAya karma ke kSayopazama se hotI hai| kyA Apa mahAna bananA cAhate haiM? jIvana yAtrA ko saphalatApUrvaka gatizIla rakhanA cAhate haiM? yadi vAstava meM Apa cAhate haiM, to isa mahAmantra ko jIvana ke pratyeka caraNa para yAda rakhie ki-mRtyu to jIvana kA eka adhyAya mAtra hai| usake binA jIvana-grantha kI pUrNatA nahIM ho sktii| tumheM apane ucita mArga para nirantara bar3hate rahanA caahie| kartavya kA pAlana karate calo, yaza aura nAma ke pIche mata daudd'o| jAnate ho na? yaza to yathArtha (kartavya) kI chAyA hai| vaha to yathArtha ke pIche-pIche kaba se calA A rahA hai? tuma nAma ke pIche laTakate raho, yaha tumhAre lie gaurava kI bAta nhiiN| maMtrI apane sacivoM ke pIche daur3atA rahe, kyA ucita hai? .. tumhArA gaurava isI meM hai ki tuma apane kartavya-mArga para calate raho, aura nAma tumhArI talAza meM pIche-pIche daur3atA rhe| samAcAra Age bar3hate jAya~ aura khabaranavIza pIche-pIche daur3ate rheN| 38 amara DAyarI

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'cAritra' zabda ke mUla meM jAe~ to vaha 'cara' dhAtu se niSpanna huA milatA hai| 'cara' kA artha hai-'gati' / AtmA svabhAva se vibhAva meM gayA huA hai, use phira se svabhAva meM lAnA cAritra hai| 'cAritra' zabda kA prAkRta meM eka rUpa 'cayarittaM' bhI milatA hai, jisakA bhAva hai vibhAva rUpa caya se AtmA ko rikta arthAt khAlI krnaa| _ 'cAritra' kA pUrNa rUpa huA 'svabhAva meM gamana'-'vibhAva kA tyaag|' kaSAya ko kSINa karane ke do upAya haiM : pahalA upAya hai-kaSAya ke doSoM kA darzana / bhaviSya meM kaSAya ke jo azubha pariNAma Ate haiM una para cintana karanA, unheM smjhnaa| yaha upAya tIvra avazya hai, kintu sAdhAraNa AtmAoM ke lie kaThina hai| dUsarA upAya hai--kaSAya meM upayoga na jAne denA, mana ko dUsare viSayoM meM lagAe rkhnaa| yaha upAya manda hai, yaha sAdhAraNa AtmAoM ke lie bhI sarala hai| . hajAroM dharma-grantha aura lAkhoM upadeza se jo asara nahIM hotA, vaha asara kabhI-kabhI eka sacce AcaraNa se ho jAtA hai| ___ghaTanA baMgAla kI hai / mallika seTha bahuta bar3e dhArmika vyakti the| kabhI jhUTha nahIM bolate the| eka bAra apane cAra jahAjoM meM mAla bharakara samudra meM jA rahe the ki samudrI DAkU cAMciyoM ne madhyarAtri meM dhAvA bolakara jahAjoM ko lUTa liyaa| cAMciyoM ke saradAra ne pUchA-"seTha ! aba tumhAre pAsa aura kyA hai ?" "basa, aba mere pAsa aura kucha nahIM rhaa|" / cAMciye saba mAla lekara jAne kI taiyArI karane lage ki seTha kI najara aMgUThI kI tarapha gii| kama se kama dasa hajAra kI aMgUThI hogI vaha ! seTha kA mana glAni se bhara uThA-Aja anajAne meM jhUTha bola diyA ki mere pAsa kucha nahIM rahA / usane saradAra ko pukArA-"lo, yaha aMgUThI bhUla se mere pAsa raha gaI thI, lete jAo ise bhii|" saradAra ne a~gUThI hAtha meM lI, ghumA-phirAkara dekhA use / aba usake bhAva bhI phirane lage, vicAradhArA mor3a khA gaI-kahA~ yaha satyavAdI seTha ! aura kahA~ hama amara DAyarI 39

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pApI luTere !! apanA saba kucha cale jAne para bhI seTha ne apanA satya nahIM chor3A, aura kahA~ hama apane peTa ke lie mAnavatA bhI chor3a dete haiM / DAkA DAlate haiM aura hatyAe~ karate haiM? saradAra kucha dera socatA rahA, phira seTha ke caraNoM meM gira pdd'aa| sAthiyoM se kahA usane-"saba mAla lauTA do| yaha kaccA pArA hajama nahIM ho skegaa| isa satya devatA kA mAla hama nahIM pacA skeNge|" cAMciyoM ne seTha kA mAla lauTA diyA aura sAtha meM apanA yaha nIca karma bhI seTha ke caraNoM kI saugaMdha khAkara sadA-sadA ke lie tyAga diyaa| seTha ne usa samaya upadeza nahIM diyA ki yaha tumhAre pApa kA dhaMdhA hai, naraka kA mArga hai, chor3a do| kintu usake satya AcaraNa ne vaha camatkAra dikhAyA jo lAkhoM karor3oM upadezoM se bhI adhika prabhAvazAlI thaa| Aja saMsAra meM cAroM ora kalA kI carcA hai / kalAkAroM kI dhUma hai| para kyA tuma jAnate ho ki sabase bar3I kalA kyA hai? aura kauna hai sabase bar3A kalAkAra ? tumhArA apanA jIvana bhI eka kalA hai| acchI taraha se jInA, prema kA rasa . barasAte hue jInA, vizva ko apanA banAte hue aura apane ko vizva kA banAte hue jInA, yaha hai jIvana kI klaa| saMsAra kI sabase bar3I klaa| aura jo isa prakAra kA kalApUrNa jIvana jInA jAnatA hai, arthAt kalApUrNa DhaMga se jItA hai, vaha hai jIvana kA saccA kalAkAra ! saMsAra kA sabase bar3A kalAkAra / ahiMsA naukA hai / duHkha, vaira, ApattiyoM aura klezoM ke mahAsAgara ko yadi pAra karanA hai to isa naukA kI zaraNa lenI hI pdd'egii| Agama meM ahiMsA ko tIrtha mAnA hai, isalie ki mAnava jAti ko duHkhoM ke sAgara se ubArane vAlI ahiMsA 40 amara DAyarI

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jitanA bar3A cumbaka hogA, vaha utane hI bar3e lauha-khaNDa ko AkarSita kara skegaa| prema kA rUpa jitanA virATa hogA, vaha utane hI adhika jana-jIvana ko AkarSita kara skegaa| sAdhaka vaha hai, jo vajra ke samAna kaThora ho, to kusuma ke samAna komala bhI ho| siddhAnta kA prazna Ae, to vaha vajra ke samAna kaThora evaM dRr3ha rahe / sAhasa aura balidAna kI bhAvanA se sInA tanA rahe / ___ aura yadi vyAvahArika athavA vyaktigata prasaMga Ae, to puSpa ke samAna komala rhe| prema aura sahAnubhUti se muskarAtA rhe| dekha, tU apane ko parvata ke samAna sundara banAne kA prayala mata kara ! parvata dUra se bahuta sundara dikhAI detA hai; kintu samIpa Ane para vahA~ Ter3he-mer3he pattharoM aura beDaula caTTAnoM ke sivA aura kucha nahIM miltaa| mAnava ! yuga tujhe badale, isakI apekSA, kyA yaha acchA nahIM ki tU hI yuga ko badala de| yuga ko badalane vAlA 'mahAmAnava' hotA hai| yuga ke sAtha badalane vAlA-'mAnava' hotA hai| aura jo yuga ke badalane para bhI na badale, vaha 'mAnava dehadhArI pazu' hI hotA hai| eka zrAvaka haiN| prArabdha ne unako paisA to bahuta diyA hai, kintu sukha nahIM diyaa| kaI jagaha dukAneM haiM, kitane hI bhavya ba~gale haiM; kintu jaba dekho taba idhara amara DAyarI 41 .

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udhara daur3ate hI rahate haiN| jaba bhI Ate haiM, kahate haiM--mahArAja ! zAnti nhiiN| apanI takalIphoM ko sunAte haiM, to maiM socatA hU~ ki dhana kI daur3a meM jo Upara kI ora dekhakara daur3atA hai, vaha kabhI sukhI nahIM ho sakatA / sukha tabhI mila sakatA hai, jaba prApta sthiti meM hI sukha bhogane kI kalA sIkha lI jAya aura vaha kalA apane se Upara vAloM ko dekhane se nahIM, apane se nIce vAloM ko dekhane se AtI hai| jarA aura gaharAI meM utareM to apane meM dekhane se AtI hai, idhara-udhara bAhara meM dekhane se nhiiN| pAtra bar3A yA padArtha ? kyA Apa nahIM dekhate ki amRta tulya dUdha bhI kharAba pAtra meM par3akara bigar3a jAtA hai? pahale apanA hRdaya pAtra zuddha karo, satpAtra bano, tabhI jJAna kA zuddha dUdha / surakSita rUpa se Tika sakegA ! - yuddha aura yuddha kA itihAsa samApta karane ke lie sabase pahalA kadama yaha hai ki manuSya kI apanI choTI-sI duniyA meM jo / pratikSaNa yuddha cala rahe haiM unheM samApta kiyA jaay| krodhI manuSya ko vinayapUrvaka uttara denA, Aga para pAnI DAlane kI taraha hai| isa se krodha kI agni zAnta hotI hai| vaha durjana se sajjana aura zatru se mitra bana jAtA hai| - - krodha kA Arambha yA to mUrkhatA se hotA hai, yA durbalatA se| kintu yAda rakhie, usakA anta sadA pazcAttApa se hI hotA hai| 42 amara DAyarI

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apanI vinoda vRtti ko itanA na bar3hA ki mana unmatta ho jAya; aura na duHkha ko itanA prabala hone de ki hRdaya hI daba jAya / * * * use mRtyu kA kyA Dara ? jisane kabhI koI burA kAma na kiyA ho| aura usake jIvana meM Ananda kyA ? jisane kabhI kisI kI bhalAI na kI ho ! burAI se bhaya, aura bhalAI se Ananda - jIvana kA yahI prazasta niyama hai / * bhaya, vipatti kA utpatti sthAna hai / kintu jisake pAsa AzAoM kA pula hai, vaha vipatti kI mahAnadI ko pAra kara jAtA hai| isa pula kA eka chora sAhasa para TikA hai, aura dUsarA puruSArtha para / tarka ko apanI samasta icchAoM ke Age calA, para use sambhAvyatA kI sImA se Age na bar3hane de / tuma dUsaroM ke doSa dekha rahe ho, yaha tumhArA adhikAra nhiiN| kisI ke ghara meM binA usakI anumati ke cale jAnA kyA ucita hai ? * * kisI kI galatiyoM ko dekha kara ha~sanA tumhArA kAma nahIM / tuma usase apanI truTiyoM ko sudhAro ! aura bhaviSya ke lie anubhava grahaNa karo / * kala jisakI jarUrata hai, usase Aja hI kAma mata lo / apane ko dUsaroM se U~cA samajhanA, aura tuccha samajhanA -- donoM hI pApa haiN| amara DAyarI 43

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suprasiddha yogI Anandaghana jI ke pAsa rasa kuppI kI zIzI lie hue eka saMnyAsI AyA aura bolA - isa rasa kI eka bU~da hajAroM lAkhoM mana lohe ko sonA banA sakatI hai| maiM Apake lie lAyA hU~ / Anandaghana jI ne pUchA- kyA isameM AtmA hai ? AtmA vAtmA kI kyA bAta karate haiM Apa ? isameM to 'siddha rasa' hai / Anandaghana jI ne oliyA lahaz2e meM hI kahA--- jisa meM AtmA nahIM vaha cIz2a mere kAma kI nahIM / saMnyAsI ne kahA- mere guru bahuta bar3e siddha puruSa haiM / unake jaisA dUsarA koI yogI Aja nahIM miltaa| maiMne tumhAre lie hI unakI sevA karake yaha cIja prApta kI hai| ise lauTAo mata, kisI bhakta kA uddhAra kara denA / Anandaghana jI ne zIzI apane hAtha meM lI, aura jora se eka patthara para paTaka dI / zIzI phUTa gaI, rasa baha gyaa| aura idhara saMnyAsI kI A~kheM bhI krodha se kucha lAla ho giiN| "yaha jar3a rasa dula gayA to tuma krodha kara rahe ho ? parantu apanA Atma - rasa kahA~ dula rahA hai ? isakA bhI kucha vicAra hai ? Atma-rasa ke Age isa rasa kI kAnI kor3I kI bhI kImata nahIM ?" " svarNa sarjaka siddha rasa prApta karane kI zakti hai Apake pAsa ? " " tumheM cAhie kyA ? " Anandaghana jI ne pAsa par3e hue zilAkhaNDa para pezAba kiyA to vaha sone kA bana gayA / saMnyAsI kA krodha havA ho gayA -- itanI mahAn zakti ! aura itanI saralatA ! na zakti kA abhimAna hai ! na pradarzana ! ! saMnyAsI Anandaghana jI ke caraNoM meM gira pdd'aa| jisane sAdhanA meM siddhi prApta kara lI hai, vaha kabhI prasiddhi kI kAmanA nahIM karatA ! jisane pUrNatA kA Ananda le liyA, vaha kSudra pradarzana se saMsAra ko lubhAnA nahIM caahtaa| * 44 amara DAyarI

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yaha dekho, candana ke pAsa meM khar3e vRkSa ! anya vRkSoM ke samAna hI haiM, kintu inameM eka ajaba sugaMdha mahaka rahI hai| __ yaha dekho, bhagavadbhakta ! dIkhane meM tumhAre jaisA hI hai, kintu isakA antara prabhu-bhakti kI sugandha se mahaka rahA hai| tarotAjA banA huA hai| bAhya rUpa ko badalane kI jarUrata nahIM antara hRdaya ko badalo ! machalI yadi yaha jAna jAe ki baMsI ke nIce kA~TA lagA huA hai, to kyA vaha use nigalegI? siMha yadi yaha jAna le ki yahA~ jAla hai, to kyA vaha usameM par3egA? para, AdamI hai ki jAna-bUjhakara bhI thor3e se lAlaca ke lie apane ko ApattiyoM meM DAla detA hai| jahA~ lobha kA rAjya hai, samajha lo ki vahA~ AtmA daridra hai| kyA sadguNa saMpatti se bhI adhika kImatI nahIM hai ? kyA aparAdha daridratA kI apekSA adhika adhama nahIM hai? nindA ko pacAnA kaThina hai, kintu usase bhI kaThina hai prazaMsA kA pacAnA ! prazaMsA ke do zabda manuSya ko AtmavismRta kara dete haiM; manuSya ke apane astitva ko bhulA dete haiN| manuSya meM yahI eka mahAn kamI hai|| eka paurANika AkhyAyikA hai| eka bAra kisI bahuta hI catura va kalAkAra manuSya ne socA ki aisA koI upAya nikAleM, ki mRtyu Ae to khAlI lauTa jAye, apane ko pahacAna na sake? bahuta hI soca-samajhakara usane apane samAna bAraha mUrtiyA~ banAI / eka jaisI thIM saba ! kucha bhI to antara nahIM ! eka dina maraNa kAla meM jaba yamadUta use amara DAyarI

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lene ko Ae, to vaha una mUrtiyoM ke bIca meM jAkara baiTha gayA / yamadUta ne bahuta bArIkI se dekhA-bhAlA, parantu asalI AdamI ko nahIM pahacAna sakA / vaha lauTa gyaa| yamarAja se usane saba bAta kahI, aura kucha tarakIba pUchakara vApisa AyA / mUrtiyoM ko dekhakara bolA- " vAha ! kyA kamAla kI caturatA hai ? aisA kalAkAra to saMsAra meM Aja taka koI nahIM huA ! kitanI sundara mUrtiyA~ banAI haiM ? parantu itanI sundara mUrtiyoM meM sirpha eka hI kamI rahI hai| kalAkAra apanA ApA bhUla gayA aura bola uThA - " vaha kyA ?" yamadUta ne use pakar3a liyA, bolA- "basa yahI kamI rahI hai|" * eka vaijJAnika ne batAyA hai ki Aja ke yuddha kA phArmUlA sirpha tIna akSaroM meM hai| vaha hai e + bI + sI (A. B. C. ) e + eTama bama - aNubama (aNuyuddha) bhayaMkara bI + baikTiriyAlojI - kITANu (kITANu yuddha) bhayaMkaratara sI + kemisTrI - rasAyana, gaisa (gaisa yuddha) bhayaMkaratama ina tIna akSaroM para saMsAra kA bhaviSya TikA hai| * * eka dina kisI ne kavIndra ravIndra se pUchA - "gurudeva, satya kyA hai ?" kavIndra ne uttara diyA - "satya ghoMsalA hai, aura satya ananta AkAza hai / " uttara para gaharAI se vicAra karane para satya kI sundara aura mArmika vyAkhyA milegI / cir3iyA ghoMsale se pyAra karatI hai / usI ne usakA nirmANa kiyA hai| jIvana ke sapane dekhe haiM / ghoMsale meM hI vaha Ananda manA rahI hai| kintu jaba pau phaTane ko hotI hai to prakAza ke darzana kara cir3iyA ghoMsale se nikala par3atI hai / ananta AkAza meM U~cI ur3AneM bharakara Ananda vibhora hotI hai / mastI se cahacahAtI hai / satya ke donoM rUpa zAzvata haiN| eka vyaSTi kA dUsarA samaSTi kA / amara DAyarI 46

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cir3iyA-saMsArI prANI hai, usane yaha ghoMsalA (saMsAra) banAyA hai| isameM apanA moha aura sneha jor3A hai| jaba taka vaha isa ghoMsale meM baiThA hai eka sImita paridhi meM, aura kSaNika bhogoM meM apane ananta rUpa ko bhulAe baiThA hai| satya kA yaha bAhya rUpa ghoMsale taka hI sImita hai| vastuta: satya to ananta hai / jaba saMsArI prANI (cir3iyA) kAla labdhi rUpI prabhAta velA ko pAtA hai, to vaha ananta satya kI khoja meM lambI ur3Ana bharatA hai| mana hI tana kA mUla hai / yahI jagata kA nirmAtA hai| tumhAre ye sUkSma zabda bhI zakti ke mahAn kendra haiN| eka gAlI dekara dekho ki kyA hAla hotA hai ? kisI kI prazaMsA meM do zabdoM kA uccAraNa karake bhI dekho kitanA Adara aura sneha milatA hai ? sundara saMkalpa kro| sundara vacana bolo| jaise tumhAre vicAra aura vacana hoMge, jIvana vaisA hI bnegaa| kSudra vicAroM ke lie mana kA dvAra banda kara, use mahAn vicAroM ke lie kholo| jaisA saMkalpa vaisA saMsAra ! yadi ghAsa phUsa terA bichaunA hai, to bekhaTake so jaa| kintu yadi gulAba kI seja para leTatA hai, to hoziyAra raha, vahA~ kA~Te bhI haiN| . ai saMsAra ke dhana-durmadAndho ! dhana saMgraha kI daur3a lagAne se pahale apane anta:karaNa se isa prazna kA uttara pUcho ki rAvaNa kI sone kI laMkA kahA~ hai ! mahamUda gajanavI kI daulata kahA~ gar3I huI hai? mahAn sikandara kI mAyA kahA~ simaTa gaI? aura vaha 'kArU~' kA khajAnA, jisakI cAbiyA~ hI kabhI cAlIsa U~ToM para ladatI thIM; kahA~ lada gayA? amara DAyarI

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tuma, aura tumhArA yaha dhana kisa kheta kI mUlI hai ? kitanI gaharI hai isakI / jar3a? soco, eka bAra phira soco ! .. kitanI sI nIMda ! aura kitanA-sA sapanA? cAra dina kI jindagI ! phira lAkhoM varSa kA saraMjAma, kisake lie hai? jahA~ sonA hai, vahA~ ronA hai| jahA~ majA hai vahA~ kaz2A (mRtyu) hai| jAgo ! uTho !! aura jIvana kI lar3AI lar3o ! duniyA ke hara maz2e para lAta mArane vAlA hI eka dina kaz2A para (mRtyu para) vijaya pA sakatA hai| saMsAra meM tIna taraha ke murde haiM;-eka prANa zUnya; dUsare jJAna zUnya, aura tIsare AcaraNa shuuny| prANa zUnya murde jalA die jAte haiM, basa bAta khatma huI / parantu jJAna zUnya aura AcaraNa zUnya murde saMsAra kI chAtI para DaMDa pela rahe haiM, jinake kAraNa saMsAra hairAna hai, parezAna hai| dekhie, yaha eka strI apanI par3ausina strI se lar3a rahI hai| galA phAr3a-phAr3a kara cillA rahI hai| isakA mu~ha vikarAla hai, A~kheM lAla haiM ! hoMTha sUja rahe haiM, zarIra tIvra vega se ka~pa rahA hai| pUre ghara ko aura par3osiyoM ko becaina kara rakhA hai| sarvatra azAnti aura jaharIlI havA chA rahI hai| vaha sAmane isakI par3osina hai, zAnti aura prema kI mUrti / usake cehare kI prasannatA aura ha~sI kI eka rekhA sAre ghara ko ha~sA rahI hai| sneha se sane hue usake zabda ghara meM saMgIta se gUMja rahe haiM / sarvatra zAnti aura Ananda hai| pahalI krodha kI prArthanA karatI hai, dUsarI prema kii| pahalI apane nikaTa vAloM ko krodha se bhajatI hai| dUsarI apane parivAra ko sneha se bhajatI hai| pahalI jahara ugalatI hai| dUsarI amRta barasAtI hai| - 48 amara DAyarI

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tumheM maiM eka aise yuvaka kI bAta kaha rahA hai, jo eka bAra kisI anAtha vidhavAzrama meM sevA ke lie prArthanA-patra lekara gyaa| praur3ha saMcAlikA ne usase pUchA "ApakA vetana kyA honA cAhie?" "jo bhI Apa de deM, maiM to sevA karane ke lie AyA hU~ !" . "patnI hai?" "hA~, magara bImAra hai, TI. bI. ho gaI thii| isalie apane pitA ke ghara para hai?" "aba usakI hAlata kaisI hai?" "patA nahIM, mujhe gae hue do varSa ho gae !" saMcAlikA ne gaMbhIra hokara kahA-"hameM ApakI sevA kI utanI jarUrata nahIM hai, jitanI ApakI bImAra patnI ko hai| jo apanI bImAra patnI kI khabara taka nahIM le sakatA, vaha ina garIba bAlAoM kI snehapUrvaka sevA karegA--isakI AzA kaise kI jA sakatI hai?" tuma apane ko bhakta kaha rahe ho na? tumhArI bhakti kA rUpa kyA hai ? kyA usameM saMtoM ke prati zraddhA hai ? prabhu ke prati samarpaNa hai ? guNI ke prati Adara hai? daridra ke prati sevA bhAva hai ? mandira yA dharma sthAna kI ora A~kha mata uThAo ! apane andara meM dekho tumhAre meM bhakti kA kauna-sA svarUpa prakaTa ho rahA hai-zraddhA, samarpaNa, guNAnurAga yA sevA? garva kyA hai? apanI zaktiyoM ko vAstavika se adhika A~kanA ! amara DAyarI

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dInatA kyA hai? apanI chipI zaktiyoM ko nahIM samajhanA ! cauthe guNasthAna meM bhakti dazA (zraddhA) kI mukhyatA hai| pA~caveM, chaThaveM guNasthAna meM vairAgya dazA kI mukhyatA hai| sAtaveM (apramatta saMyata) guNa sthAna se lekara terahaveM (kSINamoha) guNasthAna taka jJAna evaM vItarAga dazA kI mukhyatA hai / alpatama zabdoM meM guNasthAna krama kA yaha sArAMza sAdhanA kA kramabaddha vikAsa maMtra hai| "maiM kisI kA upakAra kara rahA hU~"-isa bhAvanA se mukta hokara jo upakAra karatA hai vaha uttama manuSya hai| jo upakAra-buddhi se kisI kI sahAyatA karatA hai, vaha adhama manuSya hai / jo pratyupakAra (badale) kI bhAvanA se kisI kI sahAyatA karatA hai, vaha jaghanya manuSya hai| jo sirpha apane svArtha yA nAma ke lie hI kisI kI sahAyatA karatA hai, vaha adhamAdhama manuSya hai| aura jo kisI bhI uddezya se kisI kI bhI sahAyatA nahIM karatA; vaha to manuSya nahIM, pazu ke samAna hai| vyakti nahIM, vyakti kA AcaraNa mukhya hai / kAgaja meM chapI Agama, tripiTaka yA veda kI pustaka ko bhAratIya saMskRti kI AdhArazilA nahIM mAnA jA sktaa| vAstava meM kisI bhI zAstra kI pustaka bhAratIya saMskRti kA AdhAra nahIM hai, apitu zAstra kA batAyA huA mArga hI AdhAra hai| 50 amara DAyarI

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mAtRbhUmi ke prema ke samakSa mAnava hRdaya ke sabhI prema aura AkAMkSAe~ tuccha haiM / mAtRbhUmi svarga se bhI mahAn hai| bAlmIki rAmAyaNa meM eka prakaraNa hai| laMkA vijaya ke bAda jaba rAma ne ayodhyA lauTane kI taiyArI kI, to lakSmaNa ne kahA-"yaha suvarNa nagarI laMkA chor3akara aba hama ayodhyA jAkara kyA kareMge?" isa para rAma ne gambhIra bhAva se kahA ___api svarNa mayI laMkA, na me lakSmaNa ! rocte| jananI janma bhUmizca svargAdapi griiysii| -lakSmaNa ! yaha sone kI laMkA mujhe acchI nahIM laga rahI hai / mujhe to basa apanI janmabhUmi kI yAda A rahI hai| jananI aura janma-bhUmi svarga se bhI adhika zreSTha hai, adhika mahAn hai| Apatti eka vizAla AInA hai| usameM manuSya sirpha apane ko hI nahIM pahacAnatA, balki, apane mitra aura zatru ko bhI pahacAna letA hai| saMtoM ne kahA"sAdhu bhUkhA bhAva kA, dhana kA bhUkhA nAhi dhana kA bhUkhA jo phirai, so to sAdhu nAhi vANI to anamola hai jo hI jAne bola hIrA to dAmana bikai, vANI kA nahIM mola jo kuttA dara dara phirai, dara dara dura-dura hoya eka hI dara kA ho rahe dura-dura karai na koya !" - amara DAyarI 51

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eka manISI ne, jaisA ki vaha kahatA hai, kamala se pUchA--kIcar3a ke durgandhamaya vAtAvaraNa meM raha kara bhI tuma sadA sugandhamaya kaise raha lete ho? / kamala ne uttara diyA-ThIka usI taraha, jisa taraha ki hamAre sugandhamaya vAtAvaraNa meM raha kara bhI kIcar3a durgandhamaya raha letA hai ! eka vicAraka kA kahanA hai ki maiMne AtmA se pUchA-jar3a zarIra ko dhAraNa karatI huI bhI tuma apanI cetanA ko akSuNNa kaise rakha letI ho? AtmA ne uttara diyA-ThIka usI taraha jisa taraha ki mujhe dhAraNa karatA huA bhI zarIra apanI jar3atA ko akSuNNa rakha letA hai| jinake jIvana meM samaya ke anusAra apane ko badalane kI lacaka nahIM rahatI, ve jar3a ho jAte haiN| samaya unheM uThAkara pheMka detA hai| urdU ke eka zAyara ne bahuta hI sundara bAta kahI hai __ hara muhara ne sadafa ko tor3a diyA, tU hI AmAdA-e-jahUra nhiiN| ai mere bhrAnta motI ! jarA apane Asa pAsa to dekha / dekha hara motI ne apanI sIpI ko tor3a diyA hai, aura vaha mukta ho gayA hai, sirpha eka tU hI baca gayA hai, jo apane Apa ko mukta evaM vyakta karane meM hicakicA rahA hai| * kyA tumane guru nAnaka ke jIvana kI vaha bAta sunI hai, jo unhoMne haridvAra meM gaMgAsnAna karake pitRtarpaNa karate hue aMdha-zraddhAluoM ko kahI thI? guru ne dekhA ki loga gaMgA meM snAna karate hue pUrva kI ora pAnI pheMka rahe haiM, apane mRtapUrvajoM ko pAnI dene ke lie| unhoMne bhI gaMgA meM praveza kiyA aura lage pazcima kI ora pAnI pheNkne| 52 amara DAyarI -

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snAna karane vAle bhaktoM ne bar3e acaraja se pUchA ki--guru ! yaha kyA kara rahe haiM ? nAnaka deva ne, hAthoM se pAnI pheMkanA cAlU rakhate hue uttara diyA ki maiM apane khetoM ko pAnI de rahA hU~, jo ki yahA~ se kucha hI dUra pazcima meM haiN| gaMgA-bhaktoM ne tIkhe svara meM kahA--yaha kaise saMbhava ho.sakatA hai? nAnaka deva ne kahA-jaba tumhAre dvArA diyA gayA pAnI yahA~ se lAkhoM kosa dUra mRta pUrvajoM taka pahu~ca sakatA hai, taba merA pAnI yahA~ se kucha hI dUra sthita apane khetoM taka kyoM nahIM pahu~ca sakatA? ___ bhakta loga cupa the ! guru ne eka mArmika dRSTi se dekhA tumhAre pitara isa pAnI kI aJjali se tRpta nahIM ho skeNge| unakI tRpti ke lie satkarma kI aJjali do, sevA aura prema kI aJjali do| tuma bhale hI AkAza meM rahane vAle usa Izvara kI sattA se inkAra kara sakate ho, magara usa Izvara kI sattA se inkAra nahIM kara sakate, jo jIvana ke kaNa-kaNa meM samAyA huA hai ! bAta usa vakta kI batA rahA hU~ jaba DA. rAdhAkRSNan mAsko meM bhAratIya rAjadUta ke pada para the / kremalina kI eka sabhA meM ve bhAratIya darzana para bola rahe the, kucha vidvAna va prophesarsa bhI sAmane baiThe the| DA. rAdhAkRSNan ne unase pUchA "Apa gaoNDa (Izvara) ko nahIM mAnate ?" "nahIM, hama gaoNDa ko nahIM maante|" "Apa Tutha (satya) ko mAnate haiM?" "hA~, mAnate haiM !" "Apa byUTI (saundarya) ko mAnate haiM ?" "hA~, use bhI mAnate haiN|" "Apa guDanaisa (acchAI) ko mAnate haiM ?" "hA~, use to hama mAnate hI haiN|" kremalina vAloM ne khaa| amara DAyarI

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taba DA. rAdhAkRSNan bole-"Tutha, byUTI, aura guDanaisa (satyaM, zivaM, sundaram) yahI to gaoNDa hai|" ___ yaha sunate hI saba logoM ne eka svara se kahA ki-"yaha agara gaoNDa hai, to hama bhI use mAnate haiM !" ... 'satyaM, zivaM, sundaram' jIvana kA zAzvata satya hai / isa satya se inkAra hone kA artha hogA-jIvana kI sattA se hI yAnI apanI sattA se inkAra honaa| jIvana aura jagata ke kaNa-kaNa meM, yahI satya mukharita ho rahA hai, yahI to saccA Izvara hai| tuma apane jIvana kA khAtA dekho, usakA hisAba karo ki jIvana meM kyA aura kitanA kAla sArthaka huA hai? apane, bacapana, yauvana, nidrA, niThallepana aura bImArI kA samaya usameM se nikAla do ! aura aba dekho ki sampUrNa jIvana meM, kitanA kAla vAstava meM upayogI rahA hai? - dekho, yaha tinake kI jvAlA sulagate hI bujha jAtI hai| basa, isI prakAra tumhArI bhautika Ananda kI camaka bhI kSaNa bhara meM hI calI jaaegii| semara kA raMga biraMgA phUla sAmane kI TahanI para ha~sa rahA hai ! usakI yaha nayana-mohakatA vyartha hai, kyoMki usameM sugandha nahIM hai| jo manuSya bahuta U~ce pada para biThA diyA jAtA hai, kintu usameM yogyatA nahIM hai to vaha usa sugandha-hIna phUla kI taraha nirarthaka hai / jo apanI jIbha para niyaMtraNa nahIM kara sakatA, vaha dUsaroM para kyA niyaMtraNa kara sakegA? apanI jIbha para niyaMtraNa kara, saMsAra apane Apa tere niyaMtraNa meM rahegA ! 54 amara DAyarI

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dUsaroM ko nIcA dikhAkara, U~cA honA, kyA U~cA honA hai ? tU pratispardhiyoM se zreSTha banakara hI apane ko U~cA uThAne kA prayatna kara ! yadi isa uccatA kI lar3AI meM saphalatA na bhI milI taba bhI sammAna to avazya prApta hogA hI ! yadi U~ce tarIkoM se uThane kA prayatla kiyA, to eka-na-eka dina avazya hI tU U~cA uTha sakegA ! sAdhanA ke amRta rasa meM krodha yA andhakAra kA vahI sthAna hai, jo ki halave meM kar3ave nIma kA ! dekho yaha gA~va ke ghUre para samUce gA~va kA kUr3A-kacarA ikaTThA ho rahA hai, gandagI phaila rahI hai, badabU ke mAre dama ghuTa rahA hai, aura kitane kIr3e kula-bulA rahe haiN| ___ aba udhara dekho, eka nindaka ke manarUpI ghUre para pUre gA~va ke pApoM kA kUr3A-kacarA ikaTThA ho gayA hai| usameM asad bhAvoM kI gaMdagI phaila rahI hai, durvacanoM kI durgandha mAra rahI hai aura mAtsarya tathA dveSa ke kIr3e kula-bulA rahe haiN| apane mana ko acchAiyoM kI khuzabU se bharA bagIcA nahIM banA sakate ho, to kama se kama gA~va kA ghUrA to mata bnaao| jo vAstava meM tatvajJAnI haiM, unakI bAtoM meM paraspara virodha nahIM ho sktaa| satya to eka hI hai, bhale hI vaha bhinna-bhinna vANiyoM ke mAdhyama se kitanA hI kyoM na vibhinna rUpa se abhivyakta ho| zabda-zarIra bhinna dIkhate hue bhI usakI AtmA eka hI rahatI hai| ___ jahA~ satya meM virodha lagatA ho vahA~ samajha lo satya ko prakaTa karane vAlA hI adhUrA jJAnI hai| jo bhrAnti kI bAta kara rahA hai vaha svayaM bhI jarUra bhrAnta hogaa| amara DAyarI 55

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santa dAdUdayAla ne isI bAta kA samarthana karate hue likhA hai 'je pahu~ce, te pUchie, tinakI eke bAta saba sAdhoM kA eka mata, bicake bAraha bATa / " jaba hama apane se dUra haTa jAte haiM, taba hama apanI cetanA kA hAtha chor3a kara, marIcikA kA hAtha pakar3ane ke lie bhaTakanA zurU kara dete haiN| sukhAnta (komeDI) mArga vahIM hama se chUTa jAtA hai, aura hama duHkhAnta (TrejeDI) mArga para phisalane lagate haiN| kahA jAtA hai--yaha sRSTi zabda (U~, yA DamarU dhvani) meM se utpanna huI hai, isalie ise 'zabda-prasavA' kahA gayA hai| paurANika rUpa se yaha 'zabda prasavA' ho yA na ho| kintu Aja to jarUra hI yaha 'zabda prasavA' hai / eka hI zabda meM se lAkhoM vicAra pravAha phUTa rahe haiM, aura ve vicAra hI sRSTi ke utthAna aura vinAza kA kAraNa banate haiN| ai mana ! tU tIna cIjoM para kAbU rakha ! phira saba tere kAbU meM rheNge| svabhAva para, jIbha para aura cAla-calana para / dRSTi kI carcA cala rahI thI, ki yadi dRSTi samyak hai to vaha pApazruta (asat sAhitya) ko bhI samyak zruta (satsAhitya) ke rUpa meM pariNata kara letI hai| tabhI par3osa meM eka rikArDa baja uThA "tU kauna-sI badalI meM, mere cA~da ai AjA" maiMne kahA-yaha zRMgAra rasa kI paMkti bhI hamAre meM adhyAtma kI preraNA jagA sakatI hai, yadi hama ise apane dRSTikoNa se dekheM to|" pUchA "kaise ?" amara DAyarI 56

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maiMne batAyA- badalI meM-yAne karmoM ke AvaraNa meM / mere cAMda-merI nirmala AtmA chipI hai| ai AjA-tU aba prakaTa ho jaa| samyak cetanA, upayoga zakti kahatI hai ki he Atman kisa AvaraNa meM chipA hai ? tU mere pAsa A ! yAnI zuddha jJAnopayoga meM aajaa| to bAta yaha hai ki hama pratyeka vastu ko svaccha dRSTi se dekheN| jaba nayA vicAra purAne vicAra se TakarAkara Age AtA hai, to use phalane phUlane meM bar3e saMgharSa jhelane par3ate haiN| ___ jaba purAne vicAra kA sahArA lekara nayA vicAra Age bar3hatA hai, to vaha zIghra janatA ke dila aura dimAga para chA jAtA hai| usameM naye kA svAda aura purAne kI tAkata, donoM hote haiN| naye aura purAne meM tor3ane kA nahIM, jor3ane kA bhAva honA caahie| yogiyoM kI bhASA meM nAda aura veda kA bar3A mahattva hai| antarmana kI samAdhi athavA (dhyAna) meM jo ni:zabda antarmukha dhvaniyA~ TakarAtI haiM, use nAda kahA gayA hai| yaha dhyAna kA pariNAma hai| . aura bAhya sRSTi ke nirIkSaNa se jo anubhava prApta hotA hai, vaha hai jJAna ! jJAna kA pariNAma hai ved| jJAna-prApti kI prakriyA veda hai| antara meM lIna hone kI prakriyA dhyAna hai| zuddhi ke binA saccI kalyANakArI zakti nahIM ho sakatI / zaktizAlI to DAkU bhI hotA hai, kintu usakI zakti vinAza meM lagI huI hai| amara DAyarI

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anuzAsana zikSaNa kA buniyAdI patthara hai / anuzAsanapUrNa vAtAvaraNa ke binA na koI zikSaNa diyA jA sakatA hai, aura na liyA jA sakatA hai / * cora corI karatA hai, yaha kasUra cora se jyAdA usa samAja kA hai jo cora ko corI karane kA preraka evaM poSaka vAtAvaraNa taiyAra karatA hai / cora kAnUna ke hAthoM daNDita hotA hai, aura samAja svayaM cora ke hAthoM / pahale daNDa samAja ko bhoganA par3atA hai, bAda meM svayaM cora ko / * * kahate haiM ki bAdazAha jahA~gIra ne durasA nAma ke cAraNa ko usakI vidvattA ke lie bar3A sammAna diyA thaa| durasA cA~dI kI pAlakI meM baiTha kara calatA thA aura hAtha meM eka sone kA aMkuza bhI rakhatA thA / jaba kisI ne isakA abhiprAya pUchA to durasA ne batAyA ki jo vAdavivAda meM mujhase hAra jAegA, use apanI pAlakI meM jota kara aMkuza se calAU~gA / yadi koI Apa ko jIta Ae to ? to use pAlakI meM biThAkara aMkuza bheMTa karU~gA, aura apanA guru banA lU~gA / eka bAra durasA ne santa rajjaba jI ke sAmane eka dohA par3hA"mukha akSara mukha sapta svara, mukha bhASA chattIsa etai Upara jo kathai, to jAnoM sukavIsa / " rajjaba jI ne isake uttara meM turanta yaha dohA kahA-- "mukha akSara mukha sapta svara, mukha bhASA chattIsa ete Upara ura bhajana, ana akSara jagadIsa " dohA sunate hI durasA pAlakI se utara par3A aura rajjaba jI ke caraNoM meM apanA aMkuza rakha kara unakA ziSya bana gayA / 58 amara DAyarI

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jJAna ke sAmane abhimAna nahIM Tika sktaa| jaba manuSya ko apane ajJAna kA bhAna ho jAtA hai tabhI vaha saccA jJAnI banatA hai| aura jJAna milA ki abhimAna gAyaba ! santa vinobA ne kahA hai "tumhAre ghara para AyA huA atithi samAja kA pratinidhi hai / atithi ke rUpa meM samAja tumhArI sevA mA~ga rahA hai|" .. samAja to avyakta hai, vaha 'atithi deva' ke rUpa meM hI tumhAre sAmane vyakta honA cAhatA hai| avyakta samAja kI vyakta mUrti-atithi hai| atithi kI taraha dIna duHkhI rogI kI sevA karanA bhI atithi-pUjA arthAt samAja-pUjA hai| samAja ke aMga kI sevA hai| tuma mRtyu se kyoM Darate ho? mRtyu duHkha rUpa nahIM; sukha rUpa hai / jina duHkhoM se nikaTatama sage snehI nahIM chur3A sakate una duHkhoM se mRtyu chur3A detI hai| vinobAjI kI dRSTi meM mRtyu ke duHkha vastuta: jIvana ke hI duHkha haiN| . roga, mRtyu ke kAraNa nahIM, jIvana meM asaMyama ke kAraNa hotA hai, saMpatti aura svajanoM ko chor3ane kA duHkha, mRtyu ke kAraNa nahIM, Asakti ke kAraNa hai / mRtyu ke bAda kyA hogA, yaha bhaya bhI ajJAna-janita hai| isalie mRtyu se Daro nahIM; kalAtmaka DhaMga se use svIkAra karo, vaha sukha kA kAraNa banegI ! maraNakAla ke kucha duHkha cAra prakAra ke haiM-zarIra bedanAtmaka, pApa smaraNAtmaka, suhRda mohAtmaka, aura bhAvI cintaatmk| . amara DAyarI 59

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yadi prArambha se hI satarkatA rakhI jAe, to cAra upAyoM se inakA nirAkaraNa kiyA jA sakatA hai : kaThora saMyama se, dharma AcaraNa se, niSkAma bhAva se, aura Izvara ke prati zraddhA (AtmavizvAsa) se| udyoga, prayoga aura yoga-yahI sAdhaka ke jIvana kA saMkSipta svarUpa hai| hara kisI se hala DhU~r3hane kI apekSA, hara koI apanA-apanA hala khuda DhU~Dhale to acchA hai, isameM buddhi kA vikAsa bhI hai, aura samasyA kA samAdhAna bhii| 'jina' koI vyakti vAcaka saMjJA nahIM hai| yaha to eka pada hai, jise vizva kA koI bhI vyakti prApta kara sakatA hai| __jo mana ke rAgadveSa rUpa bandhanoM se, svayaM mukta ho sakatA hai, aura dUsaroM ko mukta hone kI preraNA de sakatA hai, mukti kA sIdhA mArga batA sakatA hai, vaha AtmA 'jina' ho sakatI hai| jo vyakti choTe-choTe nagaNya pralobhanoM ke samakSa apane zubha saMkalpoM kI bali car3hA detA hai, apane nizcayoM kI hatyA kara DAlatA hai, samajha lo vaha jIvana meM kabhI koI mahatvapUrNa kArya nahIM kara sktaa| yadi kisI mahatvapUrNa dhyeya kI pUrti ke lie tumhArI mRtyu Avazyaka hai, to, mRtyu ko khela samajhakara Age bar3ha jAo ! tuma ha~so ! khUba ha~so ! mukha maNDala para muskurAhaTa kI vaha divya jyoti bikhera do ki mRtyu svayaM lajjita ho utthe| 60 amara DAyarI

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isa prakAra tuma mara kara bhI amara bana jAoge ! vaha maranA hI kyA, jo, dUsaroM ko bhI usI prakAra marane kI sahaja preraNA na de / apanI mRtyu se kartavya mArga para vaha svarNa rekhA khIMca DAlo ki Ane vAlI pIDhI usI rekhA (lakIra) ke sahAre Age bar3ha sake / * * prema aura sevA ke kSetra meM kisI prakAra kI sImA nahIM hotI / bandhana aura bheda nahIM hote / deza, jAti aura dharma kI sImA bA~dhakara usakI mahAnatA kA apamAna mata karo / usakI pavitratA ko kalaMkita mata karo / sImita sneha -- 'moha' hotA hai / asIma sneha - 'prema / ' moha aura prema kI bheda rekhA ko samajha kara kartavya kA nirNaya karo / * apasAhasa yA dussAhasa pazutA hai, satsAhasa mAnavatA / sAhasa meM jaba viveka kA puTa lagatA hai, taba vaha satyasAhasa kahalAtA hai / * * jIvana meM dhana aura vaibhava honA hI saba kucha nahIM hai| jIvana meM yadi prema kI sarasatA nahIM milI hai, to, dhana vaibhava binA namaka kI roTI kI taraha svAdahIna hai / eka bAra amerikA ke prakhyAta dhana kubera aura phorDa moTara kaMpanI ke mAlika henarI phorDa se eka jijJAsu vidyArthI ne pUchA - " Apake ghara meM aizvarya kA ambAra lagA hai, jo cAhe vaha prApta kara sakate haiM, to kyA vastutaH aba Apako jIvana meM kisI cIja kI kamI khaTakatI hai ?" phorDa ne kahA -"hA~ bhAI, zrImAn hone ke bAda mujhe eka cIja kI kamI behada khaTakatI hai / " amara DAyarI 61

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vaha kyA ? yaha ki merI premala patnI ke hAtha kI banI rasoI aba mujhe khAne ko nahIM milatI / dhana ne mAnavIya zrama kA mUlya kama kara diyA aura usake sAtha zrama meM chupA AtmIya prema bhI aba durlabha ho gayA / * bhAratIya paramparA meM atithi ko devatA ke rUpa meM mAnA hai| atithi sevA aura atithi satkAra meM atithi ke kisI bhI jAti yA kula Adi ke vizeSaNa ko nahIM dekhA jAtA, kintu Atithya grahaNa karane vAle ke ekamAtra Atma rUpa ko hI dekhA jAtA hai / mahAvIra prasAda dvivedI kA eka saMsmaraNa hai ki eka bAra unake yahA~ koI sAdhAraNa lekhaka milane ke lie AyA / dvivedI jI ne use bhojana ke lie baiThAyA aura svayaM paMkhA jhalane lage / navIna lekhaka ne zarmAkara kahA - " Apa bar3e hokara paMkhA jhaleMge to mujhase khAyA nahIM jAyagA / " dvivedI jI ne kahA - " mitra ! isa samaya to tuma mujhase bar3e ho, kyoMki tuma mere atithi ho / " * saMgraha buddhi se kiyA gayA saMgraha, saMsAra ko naraka banAtA hai| vitaraNa buddhi se kiyA saMgraha saMsAra ko svarga banAtA hai| dhana ko baTora - baTora kara saMgraha karate jAnA, eka bar3I burAI hai / aura dUsarI isase bhI bar3I burAI hai-- dhana ko bure karmoM meM kharca karanA / 'eka karailA, dUsare nIma car3hA, -- vAlI kahAvata yahA~ caritArtha hotI hai / * * 62 amara DAyarI

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daridratA meM yadi eka hI guNa, dhairya hai, to vaha manuSya ko daridratA se ubAra sakatA hai| dhanADhyatA meM yadi saMyama, dAnazIlatA, dayAlutA tathA aise hI kucha dUsare guNa nahIM haiM, to vaha dhanADhyatA manuSya ko patana ke gahare garta meM le jAtI hai| tumhArI AtmA ko jitanA sukha dUsare ko sukha pradAna karate samaya milatA hai, zAyada utanA kisI dUsare kAma meM nahIM milatA hogA? yadi yaha uttara ThIka hai, to tuma vAstava meM hI manuSya ho / tuma unnati cAhate ho? unnati ke sAdhanoM kI khoja kara rahe ho? to, lo maiM tumheM unnati kA eka svarNa-sUtra batalA rahA huuN| bAdazAha banane ke bAda kisI ne hasana se pUchA----Apake pAsa na to paryApta dhana thA aura na senA hI thI, phira Apa sulatAna kaise bana gae ?" hasana ne uttara diyA--mere pAsa to bahuta sAdhana the ! kyA ?" "mitroM ke prati saccA prema, zatru ke prati udAratA aura pratyeka manuSya ke prati sadbhAva-kyA itanI sAdhana sAmagrI sulatAna banane ke lie kAphI nahIM hai hasana kA yaha svarNa-sUtra tumhArI unnati kA sopAna bana sakatA hai| eka kavi ne sacce mitra kA lakSaNa batalAyA hai "udaya asta meM eka-sA, hai jisakA vyavahAra vahI mitra sUraja mukhI, kara sakatA hai pyAra" apane mitroM ko isa kasauTI para kasa kara dekho, aura svayaM ko bhii| * tumheM prArabdha se jo sAdhana sAmagrI prApta huI hai usakA upayoga karo, upabhoga nhiiN| . amara DAyarI 63

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upayoga meM mAtra AvazyakatA pUrti kA bhAva rahatA hai, upabhoga meM Asakti upayoga meM samAja ke hitoM kI surakSA hai, upabhoga meM sirpha vyaktigata lAlasAoM kI daur3a hai| upayoga karanA naitika hai| upabhoga karanA anaitika ! upayoga sAmAjika adhikAra hai| upabhoga samAja ke sAtha droha hai| maiM dekha rahA hU~ tumhAre jIvana ke dAmana meM duHkhoM ke kA~Te ulajha rahe haiN| isakA kAraNa kyA hai? kAraNa eka hI hai-bumhArI vilAsa pradhAna manovRtti / tuma kaba se saMgraha kI ora daur3a rahe ho / tyAga kI bAta bhI nahIM smjhte| saMgraha meM hI Ananda aura sukha milatA to saMsAra tyAgiyoM ke samakSa kabhI apanA sira nahIM jhukaataa| saMgraha sadA se vigraha ko janma detA AyA hai / sunA hai tumane usa saMnyAsI kA anubhv| eka bAra eka saMnyAsI gA~va meM se nikale / jAte hue mArga meM dekhA ki eka kuttA mu~ha meM rakta se sanI haDDI dabAe hue betahAzA daur3a rahA hai aura usake pIche pA~ca sAta kutte lapakate hue jA rahe haiN| ___ Age jisa mohalle meM vaha pahu~cA, vahA~ ke kuttoM ne bhI usake mu~ha meM haDDI dekhI aura use ghera liyaa| saba jhapaTa par3e usake Upara / daboca liyA usako, jagaha-jagaha se noMca DAlA, khUna bahane lgaa| kutte ne Akhira haDDI kA Tukar3A chor3A aura apanI jAna bacA kara bhaagaa| saMnyAsI ne vicAra kiyA-kutte ne haDDI mu~ha meM pakar3e rakhI tabhI taka dUsare kutte usakI jAna para TUTa rahe the| haDDI mu~ha se chor3I to jAna bacI / saMsAra meM jitane bhI saMgharSa haiM, lar3AiyA~ haiM, saba isI haDDI ke Tukar3e ke lie haiN| 64 amara DAyarI

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tuma dhana sampatti ke Tukar3e ko yadi akele hI khAne kI koziza karoge, taba dUsare bhI jhapaTeMge, saMgharSa hogA, lar3AiyA~ hoNgii| basa, aura kucha nahIM, Tukar3e kA moha chor3a do, saMgharSa khatma ! saMgraha meM saMgharSa hai / tyAga meM sukha hai| tyAgamaya sAdhu jIvana meM bhoga buddhi kA honA vaisA hI hai, jaisA ki la~goTI lagAkara sira para mukuTa phnnaa| satkarma karane ke bAda jIbha ko lambI na hone do| jahA~ taka ho sake, use choTI rakho, yA phira rahane hI na do| lambI jIbha apane kie satkarma kA bakhAna karatI hai, aura isa prakAra vaha apane satkarma kA galA ghoMTa detI hai| isa vaTa vRkSa ko dekho, jisakI zAkhAe~ aba AkAza ko chU rahI haiN| yaha kisI dina pRthvI ke garbha meM eka choTe se bIja ke rUpa meM mu~ha chipAye par3A thaa| - apanI vartamAna tucchatA se lajjita ho kara sadA ke lie apane ko hIna mAnane vAle isa vizAla vaTa kI ora dekheN| ___ apane virATa astitva ko samajho apane ko vistRta banAo aura mahAnatA kI ora bddh'ii| ___ ucca bhaviSya kA svapna dekhane vAle, aura usI kI ora mastaka uThA kara calane vAle mahAna hue binA raha nahIM skte| amara DAyarI

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satkArya meM kisI ko apane se Age na bar3hane de / kintu dUsaroM kI yogyatA aura guNoM se dveSa na kara, apitu svayaM apane satprayatnoM ko tIvra kara, apanI buddhi kA vikAsa kara Age bar3hanA cAhie / * * satvika IrSyA meM manuSya kI vRttiyA~ ucca hotI haiM; usameM Age bar3hane kI spardhA rahatI hai / tAmasika IrSyA meM manuSya kI vRttiyA~ nIca hotI haiM usameM barAbara ke sAthI ko pachAr3ane kA mAtsarya rahatA hai| pahalI vRtti meM mana ke utsAha aura sAhasa ke darzana hote haiN| dUsarI vRtti meM mana kI durbalatA aura hInatA para dhUrtatA kA nakAba DAla kara chipAne kA prayatna hotA hai / saMta kabIra ne eka jagaha kahA hai"moTI mAyA saba tajaiM, jhInI tajI na jAya / pIra paigambara oliyA, jhInI sabani ko khAya // * yaha jhInI mAyA kyA hai ? 'matAgraha' / saMsAra kA moha chor3a kara saMpradAya ke moha meM DUba gae ? mata aura sampradAya kA moha aMhakAra paidA karatA hai, aura vaha sUkSma ahaMkAra, saMsAra kA tyAga karane para bhI saccA tyAgI nahIM banane detA / jaina darzana ne dhana saMpatti ko sthUla parigraha (moTI mAyA) mAnA hai / aura rAgadveSa ko sUkSma parigraha (jhInI mAyA) ! sUkSma parigraha chUTanA kaThina hai / * * * jIvana ke sambandha meM bhArata aura pazcima kA cintana, kitanA bhinna hai ? isa saMdarbha meM eka videzI mahilA ke do prazna mananIya haiM / eka svisa yuvatI ne eka bAra eka bhAratIya vicAraka se pUchA - " ki Akhira yaha kaise sambhava hai ki iMDiyA ke loga eka hI sAthI ke sAtha jiMdagI gujAra dete haiM? eka hI vyakti ke sAtha rahate-rahate 'bora' nahIM ho jAte ?" 66 amara DAyarI

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dUsarI bAta, jisa para ki usane Azcarya vyakta kiyA, yaha thI ki--"pitA kI marjI se vivAha sUtra meM baMdha jAte the, aura jIvana bhara eka-dUsare ke sAtha rahate the..... ? kaise rahate the? ____ bhAratIya jIvana ke lie jo bAteM sahaja dharma kI taraha bana gaI haiM, pazcima vAle usa para Azcaryacakita hote haiN| satya kA upadeza dene se kalyANa nahIM hotA, satya kA AcaraNa karane se hI kalyANa hotA hai| zAstra kI carcA karane vAlA to zAstrI hotA hai, AcaraNa karane vAlA hI sAdhu hotA hai| zAstra aura dharma kI carcA se Aja taka kisI kA kalyANa nahIM huaa| saMta tukArAma ne kahA-"bolAMcI ca kar3I bolAMcA ca bhAta jevonI yA tRpta koNa jhAlA?" bolane kI kar3hI aura bolane kA bhAta khA kara kabhI koI tRpta huA hai? dharma, manuSya meM rahe hue brahmatva ko jagAtA hai| zikSA; manuSya meM hI rahI huI pUrNatA kA vikAsa karatI hai| nadI jitanI gaharI hotI hai, utanA hI zora kama karatI hai| manuSya kI vidvatA jitanI gaharI hotI hai, vaha utanA hI kama bolatA hai| sadA prasanna rahane kA eka svarNa sUtra hai, aura vaha yaha hai ki apane para saba kA adhikAra hai, kintu apanA adhikAra Izvara ke sivAya kisI para nahIM hai|" yaha vicAra yadi mana meM sthira kara liyA jAe to basa jIvana meM sadA hI bahAra rahegI, mana sadA prasanna rhegaa| amara DAyarI 67

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par3hate-par3hate svAmI vivekAnanda ke eka vizleSaNa para dRSTi aTaka gii| kSatriya aura brAhmaNa manovRtti kA vizleSaNa karate hue svAmI jI ne likhA hai__ "upaniSad kisane likhe the? rAma kauna the? kRSNa kauna the? buddha aura mahAvIra kauna the? jaba kabhI kSatriyoM ne upadeza diyA to unhoMne binA kisI bhedabhAva ke sabhI ko dharma kA adhikAra diyA hai| ___ aura jaba-jaba brAhmaNoM ne kucha likhA hai, to auroM ko saba prakAra ke adhikAroM se vaMcita karane kI ceSTA kI hai|" yadi saMsAra ke sabhI manuSya apane-apane bhAgya para bharosA kara ke baiTha jAyeM, to binA kisI aNubama ke hI usakA vinAza ho sakatA hai| bhAgya aura puruSArtha kA prayoga samajha kara kro| kartavya ke Adi meM puruSArtha ko jor3o, aura anta meM bhAgya ko / 'karanA' tumhArA dharma hai / yadi saphala ho gae to usakA zreya bhAgya ko dekara ahaMkAra se baca sakate ho| yadi asaphala hue to usakA bhI kAraNa kucha hada taka bhAgya ko mAnakara dInatA janita saMtApa se chuTakArA pA sakate ho| tuma jIvana meM isalie nirAza na hoo ki "tumhArA jIvana pAnI ke bulabule kI taraha kSaNika hai|" itane mUlyavAna jIvana kI itanI kama kImata AMka kara unnati ke prayatnoM se vimukha ho jAnA nirI-puruSArthahInatA hI nahIM, balki mAnava buddhi kA upahAsa bhI hai| - 68 amara DAyarI

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saMpatti kA artha kyA hai, jAnate ho? saMskRta vyAkaraNa ke anusAra usakI vyAkhyA yoM hai "samyak pratipatti: saMpatti:" jo sahI tarIkoM se prApta kI jAtI hai, vaha saMpatti hai| jisa arthArjana meM galata, anyAyayukta aura vikRta tarIke apanAye jAte hoM, use to 'saMpatti' nahIM, kiMtu 'vipatti' kahanA caahie| saMpatti samajhadAra manuSya kI sevikA hai| parantu mUrkha ke lie vaha jAlima hai / samajhadAra usakA upayoga karatA hai, jabaki mUrkha svayaM usake upayoga meM AtA rahatA hai| nAdAna se prazaMsA pAne kI apekSA samajhadAra se nindA pAnA kahIM adhika ThIka hai| nAdAna kI prazaMsA gumarAha kara detI hai, jabaki samajhadAra kI nindA tumheM mArga dikhaaegii| jise tU apanA mitra banAnA cAhatA hai, use apane upakAroM se na bA~dha ! upakAroM meM dabI huI mitratA, kabhI apanA saccA rUpa prakaTa nahIM kara sktii| abhimAna tarka ke mArga meM eka balA hai| bhUleM usakI sAyA meM palatI rahatI haiN| ajJAna usakA saccA mitra hai| * jo AvazyakatA se pahale hI rotA hai, use AvazyakatA se adhika ronA par3atA hai| amara DAyarI |

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kyA tuma ise ahiMsA yA dayA kahate ho ki sera khUna nikAlA aura AdhA chaTAMka vApasa DAla diyA? chaTAMka khUna nikAla kara do bUMda vApasa lauTA diyA? lenA adhika aura denA kama, yaha ahiMsA nahIM, zoSaNa hai| ahiMsA hai-kama se kama lenA, aura adhika se adhika denA ! zrama ko pradhAna, aura pUMjI ko gauNa mAne binA, bhUmaNDala para kahIM bhI zAnti saMbhava nahIM hai| phUla ke sAtha kA~Te kA bhI apanA mahattva hai| phUla khilane aura mahakane ke lie hai, to kA~TA phUla ke saMrakSaNa ke lie hai| 'sarvatra samadarzana' kA amara siddhAnta mAnava samAja ke saMkucita dRSTikoNa ko virATa banAtA hai| use karuNA ke amRta rasa se labAlaba bhara detA hai| _ 'sarvatra samadarzana' kA siddhAnta 'sarvatra samavartana' kA upadeza kabhI nahIM karatA hai| yAda rakho, vartana meM yogyatA kA mApadaNDa yadi sAmane nahIM rakhA to artha kA .. anartha ho jAegA ! gAya aura gadhI kA yathAkAla ucita poSaNa evaM saMvardhana karate hue bhI yaha mata bhUlo ki gAya duhane ke lie hai, aura gadhI lAdane ke lie hai| .. donoM ke jIvana kA mUlya (mahattva) samAna samajho, kintu upayoga usakA apanI-apanI yogyatA ke anusAra karo ! jIvana kA yaha saMtulita dRSTikoNa hai| yaha dekho, eka pASANa khaNDa hai| isameM bhI gaharI zAnti hai, samadarzitA bhI hai| kisI se kucha bhI apekSA nahIM / ise koI bhI bhalA burA dRzya prabhAvita nahIM kara sakatA hai| amara DAyarI 70

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kintu pASANa khaNDa kI vaha zAnti, mRta zAnti hai, mRtasamadarzitA hai / tuma ananta zakti saMpanna caitanya deva ho, tumheM yaha jar3a zAnti, evaM jar3a samadarzitA nahIM caahie| tuma usa jIvita zAnti aura jIvita samadarzitA ke upAsaka ho, jisameM sarvatra sva-para- kalyANa kA svara mukharita ho rahA hai, vikAsa kA abhiyAna cala rahA hai / * niSkapaTa manuSya kI jihvA kA mUla hRdaya meM hotA hai| jo usake hRdaya meM hai, vahI usakI jIbha para rahatA hai / * kartavya - bhAvanA kI kamI, Aja kI saba samasyAoM kI jar3a hai / Aja kA karmacArI varga subhUma rAjA kI senA kI taraha socatA hai, vaisA hI AcaraNa kara rahA hai, aura kartavya kI pAlakI gaDDhe meM jAkara gira rahI hai / paurANika AkhyAyikA hai ki subhUma eka cakravartI rAjA thaa| usake pAsa pA~ca sau aMgarakSaka subhaTa the, bar3e hI bahAdura / eka bAra rAjA ghUmane ke lie jaMgala meM niklaa| rAjA pAlakI meM savAra thA aura subhaTa pAlakI uThAe Age bar3ha rahe the / " itane subhaTa eka sAtha pAlakI uThAe cala hI rahe haiN| maiM jarA idhara-udhara kaMdhoM ko ArAma de lU~" - eka subhaTa ne socA ! "itane eka sAtha cala rahe haiM, yadi eka maiM nahIM hoU~ taba bhI to kAma cala sakatA hai " - dUsare subhaTa ne vicAra kiyA / * tIsare, cauthe, pA~caveM aura yoM eka-eka karake sabhI ne eka sAtha mana meM nizcaya kiyA ki 'mere eka ke haTa jAne se to pAlakI girane se rahI, kyoM na thor3A-sA ArAma kara liyA jAya ?" aura taba sabhI ne eka hI samaya pAlakI ke nIce se apanA-apanA kaMdhA haTAyA ki pAlakI auMdhI ho gaI, rAjA eka gahare gaDDhe meM gira pdd'aa| amara DAyarI 71

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Aja kA manuSya kartavya aura ImAnadArI ko dUsare ke bharose para chor3akara svayaM usase baca nikalatA hai, yaha socakara ki sabhI to ThIka hai, mere eka se kyA hone jAne vAlA hai ? "vyakti meM samAja kI saMpUrNatA nihita hai / vyakti TUTA to samAja TUTA " - yaha samajhakara apane kartavya kA ImAnadArI se pAlana karo / * * * dekho, ye malina vastra haiN| dhobI ke hAthoM patthara para pachAr3a khA rahe haiM ? yaha malina mana hai, viSayoM se pachAr3a khAkara kaSTa pA rahA hai I zuddha vastra ko piTane kA bhaya nhiiN| svaccha mana ko koI kaSTa nahIM / * * khAlI ghar3A jala para tairatA hai, bharA DUba jAtA hai / mana ke ghar3e meM ahaMkAra kA jala bharA ki vaha DUba gayA, saMsAra sAgara meM / * * jisa bartana meM chAcha rakhI hai, usameM dUdha bharane se pahale use acchI taraha sApha kara DAlo / vikalpoM kI chAcha meM jJAna kA dUdha Tika nahIM sakatA / gAlI dene vAle ke antara meM, pahale gAlI praveza karatI hai, phira jIbha para AtI hai aura isake bAda mukha dvArA bAhara nikalatI hai / mana, vacana aura karma tInoM dUSita hone se hI gAlI dI jAtI hai| * apane galle yA tijorI meM koI bhI AdamI sar3aka yA galI para ke gande cithar3e uThAkara nahIM bharatA ! to phira apane mana aura mastiSka meM duniyA~ bhara ke gande vicAroM ko kyoM jamA kara rahe ho ? 72 amara DAyarI

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upAdAna aura nimitta meM kyA antara hai? nimitta kArya kI pUrti hone para pRthaka, naSTa yA anupayogI ho jAtA hai, jaba ki upAdAna kAraNa kArya meM abheda bhAva se antarnihita rahatA hai| isalie nimitta kaisA bhI rahe, kintu upAdAna ko zuddha rkho| dhArmika kriyAe~ kisalie kI jAtI haiM? antarmukha vRtti kA abhyAsa karane ke lie ! eka sA~pa para hajAroM cITiyA~ cipaTI huI thiiN| ziSya ne pUchA-"gurudeva ! yaha kyA hai ?" guru ne gaMbhIratA se uttara diyA-"kuguru ke rUpa meM hajAroM ziSyoM ko isane bhaTakAyA thaa| aba ve ziSya gurujI ko kacoTa rahe haiN| dharma, pracAra se nahIM, AcAra se phailatA hai| saMskAra se sthira hotA hai aura vicAra se zuddha hotA hai| rAgAdyaduSTaM hRdayaM, raagdussttaa'nRtaadinaa| hiMsAdi-rahita: kAya: kezavArAdhanatrayam / / rAgadveSa rahita hRdaya, satya vacana, aura pavitra karma Izvara kI saccI ArAdhanA hai| satpuruSa ke svabhAva meM ye tIna bAteM sahaja rUpa meM milatI haiM 1. saba kucha luTa jAne para bhI mana udAra rahatA hai| amara DAyarI 73

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2. vipattiyA~ sira para ma~DarAne para bhI mana sthira rahatA hai / 3. mRtyu kI ghar3I Ane para bhI dhairya akhaNDita rahatA hai / * * Asakti aura azakti meM kyA antara hai ? sirpha eka mAtrA kA / pahalA mAnasika roga hai, * zArIrika / * bhoga se tRpti nahIM, Asakti bar3hatI hai / bhoktA cAhatA hai- " adhika zakti ho to aura adhika bhoga karU~ / " * dUsarA isa prakAra adhika zakti, adhika bhoga, phira adhika atRpti aura anta meM, adhika duHkha / yahI hai bhoga kA vAstavika rUpa / * zarIra kI khurAka anna hai, jIvana kI khurAka zAstra- zravaNa / zAstra - zravaNa, vaha mazAla hai, jo jIvana meM ajJAna kA aMdhakAra miTAkara prakAza phailAtI hai / zAstra- zravaNa se jIvana ke dAga usI prakAra dikhAI dete haiM, jisa prakAra darpaNa meM mu~ha ke dAga ! anna cabAne se pacatA hai, zAstra zravaNa-manana karane se jIvana meM oja bharatA hai / yaha nahIM ki dhArmika vyakti ke hRdaya meM hI dharma kI lau jalA karatI hai / kabhI-kabhI aisA bhI hotA hai ki jIvana-bhara aMdhakAra meM rahane vAle hRdaya meM bhI akasmAt vaha vicitra lau jala uThatI hai ki saMsAra usake prakAza ko cakita hokara dekhatA rahatA hai, usako bhI, aura apane ko bhI ! kucha varSa pahale kveTA meM bhUkampa huA thaa| hajAroM AdamI mara gae, hajAroM hI anAtha hoM gae, apaMga aura nirAdhAra ho ge| hRdaya meM ka~paka~pI paidA karane vAlA dRzya ! bar3A hI vIbhatsa aura bar3A hI karuNa ! 74 amara DAyarI

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aura tabhI logoM ne dekhA ki eka phaizanebala rUpa kI rAnI zRMgAra se ladI taruNa nArI hAtha meM makhamalI pAkeTa lie una apaMgoM ke bIca ghUma rahI hai| bar3e prema se pIr3itoM kI pUchatAcha karatI hai aura kisI ko dasa kA to kisI ko pA~ca kA noTa detI huI Age jA rahI hai| koI nAma ThAma pUche to A~kheM jhukAkara cupacApa Age bar3ha jAtI hai| . na koI vijJApana, na koI phoTo ! na AtmakhyAti kI kAmanA ! loga cakita hokara isa vicitra nArI ko dekha rahe the ki vaha tanmayatA se apanA kAma karatI huI Age calI gii| jaba patA calA to dekhane vAle aura sunane vAle cakita raha gae ki vaha nArI aura koI nahIM, haidarAbAda (siMdha) kI ikabAla vezyA thii| kabhI-kabhI sabhI ke hRdaya meM basane vAlA rAma aise vyaktiyoM ke hRdaya meM bhI jaga jAtA hai ki saMsAra dekhatA raha jAtA hai| jIvana ananta hai / mRtyu isakA anta nahIM kara sakatI / Daro mata ! phira mRtyu kA artha kyA? __ mRtyu sirpha tumhAre eka prayatna kA anta karatI hai, aura vaha prayatna phira kahIM, kisI rUpa meM prArambha ho jAtA hai| mRtyu sirpha rUpAntara hai| jIvana usameM banI rahane vAlI kar3I hai| tuma dUsaroM ke doSa batAkara svayaM nirdoSa banane kA prayatna mata kro| kIcar3a aura kUr3A apane para DAlakara apane ko sApha-sutharA samajhanA pahale darje kI bevakUphI hai| eka aMgrejI kahAvata hai--'ThaMDe pairoM koI svarga meM nahIM jaataa|' isakA tAtparya hai ki satkarma karate samaya mana meM utsAha tathA dRr3hatA kI Aga jalatI rahanI amara DAyarI - - - - - 75

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cAhie / DhIle mana, aura ronI sUrata banAkara satkarma karanA, nahIM karane se bhI burA hai| jIvana meM utsAha aura dhairya kI Aga ThaMDI na hone do, phira svarga dUra nahIM hai| eka bhAI ne eka bAra kahA ki amuka vyakti kahate haiM ki kavi jI to isa saMsAra ko svarga banAne kI bAta karate haiN| yaha siddhAnta-viruddha hai, sAdhutva ke viparIta hai| maiMne kahA-bhAI ! ve isa saMsAra ko svarga nahIM banAnA cAhate haiM to kyA naraka banAnA cAhate haiM? kyA naraka banAnA siddhAnta aura sAdhutva ke anukUla hai ? jaba taka hamArA AcaraNa isa saMsAra ko svarga nahIM banA letA, taba taka Age (paraloka) ke svarga kA svapna kevala divA-svapna hai aura kucha nhiiN| - dhana daulata pAkara bhI sevA agara kisI kI kara na skaa| dayA bhAva lA duHkhita diloM kejakhmoM ko jo bhara na skaa| vaha nara apane jIvana meM, sukha zAnti kahA~ se pAegA? ThukarAtA hai jo auroM ko, svayaM ThokareM khaaegaa| --upAdhyAya amara muni - 76 amara DAyarI

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sajjana kI saMgati sirpha isalie mata karo ki vahA~ jJAna kI prApti hogI / jJAna to pustakoM se bhI mila sakatA hai| lekina jo cIja pustaka se nahIM mila sakatI, vaha sajjana kI saMgati se mila jAtI hai / aura vaha hai- jJAna kA AcaraNa / jJAna kA AcaraNa jIvana meM kaise hotA hai, isakI preraNA ke lie satsaMga meM jAo ! tumheM vAtAvaraNa milegA, vicAra milegA, AcAra milegaa| kula milAkara, jIne kI kalA milegii| * dharma to eka prANa vAyu ke samAna hai| vaha saba ke lie jitanA Avazyaka hai, utanA hI saba ke lie samAna lAbhadAyI hai / vizuddha prANa vAyu ke lie zuddha unmukta sthAna meM jAnA jarUrI hai / usI prakAra dharma kA vizuddha rUpa pAne ke lie bhI pavitra evaM unmukta (bhedabhAva rahita) vicAra jarUrI hai / * bhUta saMsAra meM kahA~ rahate haiM ? jaMgaloM meM, pahAr3oM meM, pahAr3oM kI nirjana guphAoM meM, aMdhakAra meM yA jhAr3iyoM meM ? nahIM vahA~ koI bhUta nahIM rahatA / phira bhUta kahA~ rahatA hai ? tumhAre mana kA pardA haTAkara dekho ! usI ke bhItara vaha baiThA hai-- kabhI krodha ke rUpa meM, kabhI avizvAsa yA bahama ke rUpa meM, kabhI ahaMkAra yA lobha ke rUpa meM vaha prakaTa hotA hai / vaha mAyAvI hai, kSaNa-kSaNa meM rUpa badalatA rahatA hai, aura isIlie tuma abhI taka use pahacAna nahIM pAe ho ? * amara DAyarI 77

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jIvana kI car3hAI meM tuma parivAra aura samAja ke kartavyoM evaM jimmedAriyoM kA bojha lekara car3ha rahe ho, to car3ho ! kintu usa bojha ko apanI pITha para rakho, chAtI para nahIM ! pITha para vajana lekara calane vAlA dhIre-dhIre maMjila taka pahu~ca jAtA hai, kiMtu chAtI para vajana le liyA to? eka kadama calanA to bar3I bAta hai, vahIM dama tor3a doge ! uttaradAyitvoM ko niSkAma bhAva se uThA rahe ho, to vaha bojha pITha para hai| kintu usameM kisI prakAra kA kSudra svArtha ghusa gayA, to vaha bojha tumhArI chAtI para car3ha jaaegaa| parvata kI gahana ghATI meM eka phUla ha~sa rahA thaa| madhura saurabha se AsapAsa kA vAyumaNDala mahaka-mahaka kara rahA thaa| bhramara-bAlAe~ guMjAra karatI huI maMDarA rahI thiiN| __ eka sahRdaya kavi ne dekhA, to pUcha baiThA-isa vijana, gahana ghATI meM kisane nimaMtraNa diyA thA ina bhramara-bAlAoM ko?" tabhI guMjAra karatI huI eka bhramara-bAlA bola uThI-"guNoM ke kadaradAna binA bulAe hI Ate haiN|" manuSya ! tU kAma kara, kAmanA mata kara ! kAma (kArya) manuSya ko Upara uThAtA hai, kintu kAmanA nIce girA detI hai| agara tuma phUla kI taraha ha~sanA-khilanA jAnate ho, sadguNoM kI sugandha se vAtAvaraNa ko mahakAnA jAnate ho, to prazaMsA karane vAloM aura pratiSThA dene vAloM kI TolI apane Apa tumhAre irda-girda jamA ho jaaegii| duniyA kadaradAna hai, magara kAbile kadra bhI to milanA caahie| - 78 amara DAyarI

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AcArahIna pANDitya ghuna lagI lakar3I ke samAna andara se khokhalA hotA hai / rogana kI pAliza lakar3I ko camakA sakatI hai, kintu usake andara zakti to nahIM DAla sakatI ? * zabdoM kI apekSA karma adhika jora se bolate haiM / upadezaka ! tuma cupa ho jAo ! apane AcaraNa ko bolane do| yaha upadeza kA yuga nahIM, AcaraNa kA yuga hai 1 * brahmacarya jIvana kA agni tatva hai, tejas evaM ojas / usakA prakAza aura usakI prabhA svayaM ke jIvana ko hI nahIM balki saMsAra ko bhI prakAzamAna banA detI hai / * I sacce saMta kA jIvana beparavAhI, bephikrI aura auliyApana lie hotA hai usameM dikhAvaTa yA nakala nahIM hotii| darzaka para vaha apanI sahajatA aura sAdagI kI acUka chApa DAlatA hai, jo kisI pracAra yA pustaka se nahIM DAlI jA sakatI / jUnAgar3ha meM eka bAra kisI ne navAba sAhaba ke kAna bhare ki yaha sahajAnaMda svAmI nirA pAkhaMDI hai / navAba ne kahA- kisI dina maiM dekhUMgA aura kucha hI samaya bAda svAmI sahajAnaMda jI jUnAgar3ha aae| bhaktoM ne bar3I dhUma-dhAma se hAthI para savArI nikAlI / savArI zahara ke madhya meM pahu~ca rahI thI ki kisI bhakta ne eka cIbhar3A( tarabUja ) bheMTa kiyA / svAmIjI ne bar3e prema se svIkAra kiyA aura hAthI para baiThe-baiThe hI khAne laga ge| amara DAyarI 79

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savArI rAja mahaloM ke nIce se gujara rahI thI ki cugalakhoroM ne yaha avasara dekhA aura svAmI jI kI ora aMgulI kA izArA karate hue bAdazAha se kahA-"hajUra vaha jo hAthI para baiThA huA cIbhar3A khA rahA hai, vahI hai shjaanNd|" navAba gaMbhIratA se svAmIjI kI ora dekhate rahe / kucha dera bAda bole-"yaha to saccA auliyA lagatA hai| auliyA ke sivAya kauna hAthI para car3hakara rAste ke bIca cIbhar3A khA sakatA hai?" saba kA mu~ha jamIna kI ora jhuka gyaa| jIvana meM svAbhAvikatA aura beparavAhI kitanI vilakSaNa thI? kisI dharma ko isalie bar3A mata samajho ki vaha rAjAoM aura yuvarAjAoM ne calAyA hai| bar3e-bar3e samrAToM ne svIkAra kiyA hai| cUMki bar3e kahe jAne vAloM meM adhikatara AdhyAtmika anubhava kA abhAva-sA hI hotA hai| bhakti kA artha, dAsatA yA gulAmI nahIM hai| bhakti kA artha hai, apane ArAdhya ke sAtha ekatA aura abhedatA kI anubhuuti| jaba yaha anubhUti jagatI hai, tabhI saccI bhakti prakaTa hotI hai / vastu ke saMgraha se sukha nahIM mila sakatA, sukha to apanI AvazyakatA ko kama karane se hI mila sakatA hai| _yUnAna ke prasiddha dArzanika saMta sukarAta ke bAre meM kahA jAtA hai ki eka bAra unakA eka dhanI mitra unheM bar3I vizAla dukAna para le gyaa| vahA~ sundara-sundara vastue~ bar3e AkarSaka evaM mohaka DhaMga se sajAI huI thiiN| vahA~ kI vyavasthA hI kucha aisI thI ki grAhaka dekhate hI kharIdane ke lie lalacA utthtaa| 80 amara DAyarI

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pUrI dukAna dekha lene ke bAda mitra ne sukarAta se pUchA - " kaho ! kaisI lagI ? " / " sukarAta ne kahA- " yaha dukAna dekha kara mujhe bahuta hI Ananda huA mitra ne phira pUchA - "kauna-kauna sI cIjeM khAsa taura se pasaMda par3I ?" "inameM se kisI eka cIja kI bhI mujhe AvazyakatA nahIM hai / " " yaha kaise ho sakatA hai ? jaba acchI cIja dekha kara khuzI huI hai to use lenA bhI caahie|" sukarAta ne uttara diyA- " samajho, hama kisI davA kI dukAna para gae hoM, vahA~ bar3hiyA se bar3hiyA davA hotI hai; kintu apane ko inameM se kisI bhI davA kI jarUrata nahIM hai, yaha jAna kara hameM Ananda hotA hai yA nahIM ? isI prakAra isa dukAna meM se mujhe kisI vastu kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai - isa vicAra se mujhe utanA hI Ananda huA hai / " AvazyakatA ko eka bImArI samajhakara vastu ko davA ke rUpa meM upayoga karanA hI jIvana meM zAnti kA mahAna sUtra hai / * Aja ke dina pratijJA karo ki "hamAre deza meM jo rUkhA sUkhA, pAva yA AdhA pAva milegA vahI khAe~ge, aura jo hamAre deza meM banegA usI kA upayoga kreNge|" yadi bAhara se ma~gAe jAne vAle anna, vastra ke binA hameM bhUkhA naMgA rahanA par3e, to vahI hamArI zAna hogii| yadi bhUkha ke kAraNa maranA bhI par3e to mareMge / kintu videzoM se bhIkha mA~ga kara liyA huA anna khAkara, paramukhApekSI bana kara jInA hameM kataI maMjUra nahIM hogaa|" tuma kaise svatantra ho, jo dUsaroM kI roTI para jIte ho ? Aja apane zrama aura saMyama se svatantratA kI rakSA karane kA saMkalpa karo / amara DAyarI 81

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saMta tukArAma ne namratA ko sabase bar3I vIratA batAyA hai| unhoMne kahA hai"namra jhAlA bhUtA teNeM, koMDile anaMtA heM ci zUratvA ce aMga" jo prANI mAtra ke prati namra ho jAtA hai, vaha saba ko apane vaza meM (baMdI) kara letA hai, yahI to usakI vIratA hai / saMsAra ko apanA baMdI banAnA, yaha vIra kA lakSaNa hai saMsAra ko apane samakSa jhukA lenA, yaha namratA kA sahaja guNa hai I * * * bali rAjA ne vAmana ke Age mastaka jhukA kara apane dvAra para dvArapAla ke rUpa meM (pAtAla meM hote hue bhI) bhagavAna ko aTakA liyA, kyA yaha kisI anya zakti se sambhava thA ? yaha zakti sirpha namratA, yA samarpaNa meM hI hai / * vrata aura mata meM antara hai / eka vicAra hai, dUsarA sAdhanA kI paddhati / vrata ke binA mata kA koI mahattva nahIM, jaise ki prANa ke binA deha kA / * prema detA hI rahatA hai, mA~gatA nhiiN| jo mA~gatA hai vaha prema nahIM hotA, mamatA hotI hai / mamatA-yAne merA pana, mAlikI yA svAmitva kI bhAvanA / prema se isakA kyA sambandha ? mamatA duHkha kA kAraNa hai / prema meM sukha hI sukha hai / 1 * kyA tuma jAnate ho ki prakRti ne svarNa ko pRthvI ke peTa meM kyoM chupAkara rakhA hai ? 82 * amara DAyarI

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aura phUloM ko khule upavana meM, DAliyoM para kyoM khilA diyA? svarNa kI mohakatA manuSya ke duHkha kA kAraNa hai| aura phUloM kI mohakatA, manuSya ke Ananda kA kaarnn| jIvana kA dhyeya tyAga hai, bhoga nahIM; zreya hai, preya nahIM; vairAgya hai, vilAsa nahI; prema hai, prahAra nhiiN| jisa prakAra dharatI ke nIce sAgara baha rahe haiM, pahAr3a kI caTTAna ke nIce mIThe jharane baha rahe haiM, usI prakAra krUra manuSya ke antara mana meM bhI mAnavatA kA amRtastrota baha rahA hai / kyA mAlUma, kaba phUTa pdd'e| manuSya, tU apane andara kI ananta zakti ko jAgRta kara, sArA bhUmaNDala tere eka kadama kI sImA meM samA jaaegaa| ghRNA ko prema meM, dveSa ko maitrI meM, aMdhakAra ko prakAza meM, mRtyu ko jIvana meM, aura naraka ko svarga meM badalane kI kSamatA tere andara meM hI hai / AvazyakatA hai prasupta zakti ko jAgRta karane kii| gulAba ke do paudhe kisI sarovara ke kinAre para zaizava kI pahalI aMgar3AI bhara kara muskarA rahe the| __ eka samrATa ne una sukumAra evaM sundara paudhoM ko dekhA, aura eka paudhA uThAkara apane mahaloM meM zayana kakSa ke sAmane rakhavA diyaa| prAta: uThate hI samrATa paudhe ke nikaTa Akara pahalA sUtra bolatA-"duSTa ko duSTatA se jItanA cAhie, anyathA vaha tumhAre astitva ko hI miTA ddaalegaa|" usI dina se paudhe ne apanI surakSA ke lie kA~Te paidA kie, jo usakI ora bar3hane vAle hAthoM meM cubhane lge| amara DAyarI 83

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gulAba kA dUsarA paudhA eka santa ne uThAkara apanI parNa kuTI ke sAmane lagA diyaa| prAtaH sUrya darzana karake saMta gulAba ke paudhe ke nikaTa Akara bolatA - " dUsaroM kI bhalAI ke lie apane ko miTA do| isI meM jIvana kI sArthakatA hai|" usI dina se paudhe para gulAba kA pahalA phUla khilA, pavana ke caraNoM para car3hakara dUra-dUra taka apanI surabhi bA~Tane nikala par3A, vaha ! jisane tor3A vahI madhura sugandha se pulakita ho utthaa| Aja gulAba kA~ToM ke lie nahIM, kintu madhura sugandha ke lie vizvavikhyAta hai / * * tuma cAhe adhyAtma patha ke sAdhaka ho, yA samAja ke kAryakartA, apanA jIvana itanA halkA aura sAdA rakho ki vaha na to parivAra yA samAja para bhAra bana kara par3e, aura na hI usakI camaka-damaka se kisI kI A~kheM cu~dhiyA~ jAe~ / * ahiMsA, aparigraha kI mAtA hai / jisa ahiMsA kI sAdhanA se aparigraha bhAva kA janma nahIM hotA, janatA kA zoSaNa banda nahIM hotA, vaha ahiMsA vandhyA hai / isa prakAra kI niSprANa aura vandhyA ahiMsA se janatA kA kalyANa nahIM ho sakatA / * * Asa-pAsa meM bikharI huI janatA ke prati yadi tumhAre mana meM kucha bhI dayA yA ahiMsA kI bhAvanA jagI hai, to sabase pahalA kArya yaha karo ki tuma apane Apako 'sameTa' lo | jitane aMza meM janatA kA zoSaNa kama hogA, utane hI aMza meM usake sukha phala-phUla sakeMge 1 84 amara DAyarI

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prema kyA hai ? prema hRdaya kI vaha taraMga haiM, jo zatru kI zatrutA kA maila dhokara use mitratA kI ujjvalatA pradAna karatI hai / prema, akhila vizva ko apanI sahaja mamatA se AplAvita kara detA hai / prema mahAna hai, kintu usako mukta mana se luTAne vAlA aura bhI mahAn hai / * * * ke saMsAra meM koI bhI vyakti itanA dhanavAna athavA mahAna nahIM hai ki muskAna binA apanA kAma calA sake ! aura na hI koI vyakti itanA nirdhana athavA tuccha hai ki jise muskAna sampanna na banA sake / * * duniyA meM do hI tAkata haiM- eka talavAra aura dUsarI kalama / parantu talavAra hamezA kalama se zikasta khAtI AI hai| I dArzaniko ! bhUkha, garIbI aura abhAva ke adhyAyoM se bharI huI isa bhUkhI janatA kI pustaka ko bhI par3ho / Izvara aura jagat kI ulajhana ko sulajhAne se pahale isa pustaka kI pahelI ko bhI sulajhAne kA prayatna karo ! * * talavAra manuSya ke zarIra ko jhukA sakatI hai, mana ko nahIM / mana ko jhukAnA ho, to prema kA brahmAstra utthaao| prema kA brahmAstra ajeya hai, acUka hai 1 * jo Ana lo, aura yadi vaha satya para AdhArita hai, to usa para ar3e rahanA hI tumhArI zAna hai| amara DAyarI * 85

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naraka kahA~ hai? jahA~ krodha, dveSa, vaira, ghRNA aura IrSyA kI vaitaraNI bahatI ho| svarga kahA~ hai? jahA~ prema, sneha, sahAnubhUti, samavedanA aura sadbhAvanA kI amRtamayI-gaMgA bahatI ho ! hajAroM varSoM se asatya ke bhUse ne satya ke zuddha anna ko Dhaka rakhA hai| bhUse ko haTAkara hI anna khAyA jAtA hai ! asatya ko haTAkara hI satya ko parakhA jAtA hai ! bhArata kA nAgarika, tabhI bhArata ko svarga-bhUmi banA sakegA, jaba ki vaha yaha praNa karegA ki vaha jisa dina kamAegA, usI dina khaaegaa| aura jaba khAegA, taba kisI ko khilAkara hI khaaegaa| jIvana kI yathArthatA se dUra haTakara mAtra kalpanA ke svapnila saMsAra meM vicaraNa karanA, dArzanikatA nahIM hai| dArzanikatA vaha hai jisake sakSma evaM virATa cintana meM jIvana kI yathArthatA kA spandana ho| jIvana aura jagata ke mUlabhUta praznoM kA vAstavika samAdhAna ho| pratihiMsA kI preraNA ke mUla meM krodha hai| vaha patana kA mArga hai| jo tumheM U~cA aura mahAna banAtI hai, vaha hai upekSA ! pratihiMsA kI bhAvanA kA janma kAyaratA se hotA hai| 86 amara DAyarI

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kisI kI hatyA karanA, sAvadhAnI kA kAma bhale hI ho, para sAhasa kA kAma to hai hI nahIM ! sabase bar3I vijaya vaha hai, jise manuSya apane Upara prApta kare / dUsaroM para vijaya, vijaya nahIM, krUratA hai| koI bhI manuSya ekadama 'mahAna' nahIM bana jAtA / paristhitiyA~ kisI ko bar3A banA sakatI haiM, magara mahAn nahIM banA sktiiN| mahAnatA ke saMskAra jisameM hote haiM, vahI 'mahAna' banatA hai| aura ve saMskAra jIvana ke udaya kAla se hI vikasita hone prArambha ho jAte haiN| __gopAla kRSNa gokhale kI eka ghaTanA kabhI-kabhI maiM sunAyA karatA hU~ ki unake jIvana meM mahAnatA ke saMskAra kitane gahare the| eka bAra adhyApaka ne vidyArthiyoM se pUchA "yadi tumheM kahIM eka hIrA par3A mila jAe to tuma kyA karoge?" / eka ne kahA--"maiM use becakara kAra khriiduuNgaa|" dUsare ne kahA--"maiM bahuta bar3A ba~galA banA lU~gA, aura ArAma kruuNgaa|" tIsare ne apane pitA ko de DAlane kI bAta khii| adhyApaka ke mana ko vidyArthiyoM kI manovRtti se saMtoSa nahIM huaa| vaha eka-eka vidyArthI se yaha prazna pUchatA gayA / anta meM eka vidyArthI se pUchA gayA, to usane uttara diyA-"maiM sabase pahale usake mAlika kA patA lgaauuNgaa|" , _ "samajha lo, usake mAlika kA patA nahIM lagA to?" " to maiM use beca DAlU~gA, aura jo rupayA milegA usakA AdhA garIboM ko bA~Ta dU~gA, aura AdhA kisI sevA phaMDa meM jamA karA duuNgaa|" adhyApaka ne vidyArthI kI pITha thpthpaaii| ye saMskAra hI Age jAkara use mahAna satyavAdI aura deza bhakta 'gopAla kRSNa gokhale' ke rUpa meM camakA ske| amara DAyarI 87

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AkAza ke caMcala nakSatroM aura jamIna ke antastala kI halacaloM ko dekhane vAlA Aja kA vijJAna premI mAnava, apane par3ausI kI giratI huI jhoMpar3I ko nahIM dekha pA rahA hai| isase bar3hakara vijJAna kI kyA viDambanA ho sakatI hai ?" * * * pahAr3a kI gaharI kandarA meM gulAba kA eka phUla khilA huA thA / maiMne pUchA - "phUla ! tU yahA~ kisalie mahaka rahA hai ? yahA~ para na koI tumhArI sukumAra suSamA ko dekhakara ullasita hone vAlA hai, aura na madhura parimala evaM parAga kA AsvAda lekara koI vAha ! vAha ! ! kahane vAlA hI hai / " phUla ne uttara diyA - "maiM isalie nahIM mahakatA ki mujhe koI dekhe, yA sugandha lekara vAha ! vAha ! ! kahe / merA to apanA sahaja svabhAva hI hai- khilanA, mahakanA, saurabha bikheranA !" maiMne socA, kyA hamArA jIvana bhI kabhI isa siddhAnta se kRtArtha hogA ? * * santa se pUchA, kisI ne- "tumhArA zAstra kyA hai ? kisa bhASA meM hai ?" aura anuyAyI kauna hai ? santa ne uttara diyA- " cintana aura vicAra merA zAstra hai| AcAra usakI bhASA hai / usako par3he aura usa para cale vahI merA anuyAyI hai|" * vIratA aura kAyaratA meM kyA bheda hai ? eka kadama kA ! jahA~ vIra kA kadama sadA Age kI ora bar3hatA hai, vahA~ kAyara kA kadama pIche kI ora mur3atA hai I vIra marakara apane pIche Adarza kA ujjvala prakAza chor3a jAtA hai lekina kAyara kutte kI mauta maratA hai aura apane pIche chor3a jAtA hai andhakAra, kevala andhakAra ! saMsAra meM manuSyoM kI kitanI jAtiyA~ haiM ? na ananta ! na asaMkhya ! na hajAroM aura na saikar3oM ! sirpha cAra jAti ke manuSya isa saMsAra meM nivAsa karate haiM / 88 amara DAyarI

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1. eka vaha, jo saMsAra se letA hI rahatA hai, detA kucha nhiiN| 2. dUsarA vaha, jo jitanA letA hai, utanA detA bhI rahatA hai| 3. tIsarA vaha, jo letA hai usase jyAdA detA hai| 4. cauthA vaha, jo letA kucha nahIM, detA hI detA hai| apanA samasta jIvana saMsAra kI sevA meM arpita kara detA hai| adhyAtma ke kSetra meM vyakti kA koI mahattva nahIM hai, cAhe vaha kisI nAmarUpa meM ho| vahA~ mahattva hai kevala dharma kA, sirpha sadAcaraNa kaa| __tathAgata buddha apane vyaktitva kI apekSA dharma ko adhika mahattva dete the| yaha bAta bhikSu vakkali aura unake bIca hue saMvAda se prakaTa hotI hai / bhikSu vakkali jaba eka bAra bImAra par3e to unhoMne bhagavAna buddha ke darzana kI icchA prakaTa kii| bhikSu kI icchA ko pUrNa karane ke lie tathAgata svayaM unake pAsa gae aura dharmopadeza diyA-"vakkali ! merI isa gaMdI kAyA ko dekhane meM tujhe kyA lAbha hai ? vakkali ! jo dharma ko dekhatA hai, vaha mujhe dekhatA hai, jo mujhe dekhatA hai vaha dharma ko dekhatA hai|" vakkali ko sambodhita karake diyA gayA yaha upadeza, hameM dharma kI sarvocca sattA kI ora dekhane kA iMgita karatA hai| jyotiSa zAstra ke anusAra pratiSThA kA devatA sUrya hai| jisakA sUrya graha balavAna hotA hai vaha pratiSThita aura prabhAvazAlI hotA hai| jIvana zAstra ke anusAra yadi isakI vyAkhyA kareM to yoM kara sakate haiM ki pratiSThA prApta karane ke lie pratApavAna bano, sUrya kI taraha akelA calanA sIkho, aura vipattiyoM ke andhakAra ke sAtha saMgharSarata raho ! SC amara DAyarI 89

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isa saMsAra meM nakalI sikkA nahIM, asalI sikkA calatA hai / satya usI ko prApta hotA hai jo satya kI anubhUti karatA hai / aura satya kI yathArtha abhivyakti bhI vahI kara sakatA hai, jo usakI anubhUti kara cukA ho / anubhUti pUrNa abhivyakti mArmika hotI hai| dUsaroM kI anubhUti bhI tabhI prApta ho sakatI hai jaba vyakti jIvana ke utAra-car3hAva meM gaharA paiThatA hai| eka assI varSa ke svastha pAdarI ne apane svastha evaM prasanna jIvana kA mUla maMtra ina cAra vAkyoM meM batAyA hai "AdhA khAo, dugunA pAnI pIo, tIna gunI nIMda lo; aura cAra gune hNso|" dIrSa jIvana ke lie utAvalApana zatru hai| vizAla AkAMkSAe~ thakAvaTa haiM, Alasya aura nikammApana bImArI hai| eka bAra svAmI vivekAnanda kAzI meM eka rAste se jA rahe the| rAstA aisA thA ki eka ora tAlAba aura dUsarI ora U~cI dIvAra, dUra taka donoM barAbara jA rahe the| rAste meM baMdara bhI bahuta the| yoM bhI kAzI ke baMdara bar3e DhITha aura bhayAnaka adhika hote haiM / baMdaroM ke mana meM jAne kyA AyA ki ve idhara-udhara se daur3akara svAmIjI kA rAstA rokane lage aura eka bhayaMkara aMdAja se cIkhane lge| ve bAra-bAra nikaTa Akara svAmIjI ke pA~voM ko kATane kA prayatna bhI karane lage / svAmIjI ne apane ko bacAne ke lie daur3anA zurU kiyA, to baMdara bhI unake pIche-pIche daur3ane lge| jitanI tejI se svAmIjI daur3ate utanI hI tejI se bandara bhI daur3ane lge| Akhira unase chuTakArA pAnA asaMbhava-sA dIkhane lgaa| amara DAyarI 90

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svAmIjI kI yaha ghabarAI huI avasthA dekhakara dUra se eka aparicita AvAja AI--"bandaroM kA sAmanA karo, pITha dikhAkara daur3o nahIM, DaTakara mukAbalA kro|" svAmI vivekAnanda jyoMhI mu~ha phera kara bandaroM ke sAmane DaTa kara khar3e hue ki bandara ThiThaka kara pIche haTa gae aura anta meM bhAga ge| isa ghaTanA se svAmI vivekAnanda ko jIvana bhara ke lie sunahalA upadeza milA, aura vaha yaha ki saMsAra meM jo kucha bhayAnaka hai aura khataranAka hai, usake sAmane DaTakara khar3e ho jaao| vIratA se usakA mukAbalA kro| kevala yahI upAya hai vipattiyoM se chuTakArA pAne kA, aura una para vijayI hone kaa| sAmane eka vizAla vRkSa lahalahA rahA hai| maiM socatA hU~-vRkSa kA yaha virATa vaibhava kisa mUlAdhAra para khar3A hai ? ___ vRkSa kA mUla AdhAra hai, ve jar3eM, jo pRthvI ke garbha meM bahuta gaharI calI gaI haiM / ve pRthvI se rasa letI haiM, aura vRkSa ko arpaNa kara detI haiN| jar3oM ne vRkSa ko majabUtI ke sAtha pakar3a rakhA hai / havA ke teja jhoMkoM se girane hI nahIM detiiN|| vRkSa kA hara pattA, hara phUla aura hala phala, unakI ora AbhAra se sira jhukA rahA hai| hara naI koMpala jar3oM ko praNAma karake apanA AbhAra prakaTa kara rahI hai| kintu dekho ! kitanI vinamra aura lajjAzIla haiM ve jar3eM ! pRthvI ke andara kisa prakAra zarmAI huI sI mu~ha chipAe baiThI haiM? samAja-sevA karane vAle hI samAja-vRkSa kI gaharI jar3eM haiM, aura samAja kA hara vyakti eka pattA hai, phUla hai, aura phala hai| samAja kA gaurava, samRddhi aura unnati unhIM prasiddhi se dUra raha kara cupacApa samAja kA poSaNa karane vAlI jar3oM para TikA hai| amara DAyarI 91

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yadi Apako svayaM para vizvAsa hai, to AlocanAoM kI paravAha kie binA apanA kAma karate jaaie| makAna ko DhahAne vAlA majadUra hotA hai, aura banAne vAlA kArIgara / majadUra jur3I huI IMToM aura pattharoM ko tor3a kara girA rahA hai| kArIgara IMToM aura pattharoM ko milAkara jor3a rahA hai, vaha banA rahA hai| jIvana meM vidhvaMsa, tor3a-phor3a karane vAlA majadUra hai, aura use banAne vAlA, jor3a-tor3a karake nirmANa karane vAlA kArIgara hai| yuvaka ! tumhAre sAmane Aja na koI makasada hai, na koI maMjila; isIlie tumhArA joza ThaMDA par3a gayA hai| DhIla dekara bacce pataMga ko Upara, Upara car3hAte jA rahe haiN| pataMga bAjI kA Ananda vahI le rahA hai jisake pAsa DhIla dene ke lie bharapUra Dora hai| jIvana ke pataMga ko sneha kI DhIla do, vaha Upara ur3atA jaaegaa| yadi jIvana kI pataMga bAjI kA Ananda lenA hai to sneha kI Dora ikaTThI kro| prANa yA praNa? prANa dekara praNa kI rakSA, yA praNa dekara prANa kI rakSA-? isa prazna kA uttara abhI vANI se mata do, samaya Ane para kartavya se denA / zahada kI makkhI do kAma karatI hai, miThAsa bhI detI hai, aura prakAza bhii| vaha vibhinna raMga aura vibhinna jAti ke phUloM se rasa ekatra kara ke madhu ke rUpa meM miThAsa detI hai| 92 amara DAyarI

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aura chatte ke moma se banI momabattI ke rUpa meM vyakta hokara vaha prakAza bhI detI hai| sAdhaka madhumakkhI ke samAna hai| vaha vibhinna paramparAoM aura vibhinna zAstroM kA rasa lekara madhu ke rUpa meM samAja ko bodha kA miThAsa detA hai aura apane jIvana ke satkarmoM dvArA samAja ko prakAza bhI detA hai| * * * vijaya prApta karane ke lie sAdhana-sampannatA kI, utanI jarUrata nahIM, jitanI kI dRr3ha saMkalpa kI hai / jisake pAsa saMkalpa kA bala hai, usake pAsa sAdhana A hI juTate haiM / * zarama hai bar3I, lakSya se phira gae ho, mahAvIra - Adarza se gira gae ho| bhalA putra ve jaga meM kaise bar3e hoM, pitA ke zubhAdarza se jo gira gae hoN| 'amara-mAdhurI' se nayA varSa, nayI umaMga aura nayA utsAha lekara AyA hai| bhaviSya kI sundara yojanAe~ evaM ujjvala sambhAvanAe~ isake garbha meM chipI haiM, ataH zubhasaMkalpa kI lau prajjvalita karo aura bhaviSya ko sukhada sundara evaM maMgalamaya banAne ke lie udyata ho jAo / * $? Aja deza meM dveSa, ghRNA aura bheda-bhAva kI jaharIlI havAe~ cala rahI haiM, vAtAvaraNa viSAkta ho rahA hai| zAsana ghRNA, dveSa aura bheda paidA karane vAle tatvoM para pratibandha lagAne kA jI tor3a prayatna kara rahA hai, kintu phira bhI ve tatva adhika sakriya ho rahe haiM / amara DAyarI 93

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ghRNA dveSa ke ina bAhya tatvoM para pratibaMdha lagAne mAtra se samasyA kA sahI samAdhAna nahIM ho sktaa| jaba taka una sAmAjika aura mAnasika vyavasthAoM aura kAraNoM ko nahIM miTAyA jAtA, jinake kAraNa manuSya ke hRdaya meM bhaya, ghRNA, dveSa aura bheda ke viSaile aMkura paidA ho rahe haiM, samasyA kA sthAyI hala nahIM ho skegaa| maiM dekhatA hU~-baccoM ke komala hRdaya meM prArambha se hI eka dUsare varga aura jAti ke prati ghRNA aura dveSa ke saMskAra bhare jA rahe haiN| ___ maiM hairAna hU~--ina amRta ke sundara ghar3oM meM yaha ghora halAhala kyoM bharA jA rahA hai? kyA ve nahIM jAnate ki "yaha bhayaMkara viSa sabase pahale unhIM ko mAregA, jo Aja use baccoM ke kacce aura kore dila-dimAga meM bhara rahe haiN|" bhAratIya saMskRti-eka vividharaMgI vastra hai| vaha aneka raMga-biraMge dhAgoM se banA huA 'devadUSya' hai| __yadi pratyeka dhAgA vastra kI banAvaTa meM apanA mahattva samajha le, aura usake tAne-bAne meM saMlagna rahane kA gaurava anubhava karane laga jAya, to phira koI bhI zakti saMskRti ke isa 'devadUSya' ko vikhaNDita aura vibhAjita nahIM kara sktii| isa jagata kI tIna avasthAe~ haiN| jo avasthA prArabdha se prApta ho gaI hai usI avasthA meM rote-bilabilAte par3e rahanA, nirupAya aura nirutsAha hokara karavaTeM badalate rahanA "pazutva" hai| jo avasthA prApta ho gaI hai, usameM jo azubha aura asundara hai use chor3akara nirantara zubha aura sundara kI ora bar3hate rahane kA prayatna karanA--'manuSyatva' hai| amara DAyarI 94 |

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zubha azubha ke prabhAvoM aura pratikriyAoM se aspRSTa rahakara saba avasthAoM meM sarvadA Anandamaya hokara rahanA - 'Izvaratva' haiM / tuma soco, vartamAna meM kisa avasthA se gujara rahe ho, aura kauna sI avasthA prApta karanI hai ? * * kabhI-kabhI vicAra AtA hai " kyA saMvidhAna" ke jariye se deza meM samAjavAda A sakatA hai ? 'zAsana tantra' kI suI - manuSya - manuSya ke hRdayoM ko jor3akara eka kara sakatI hai ? zakti aura sattA - jana-jana ke bIca sadbhAvanA sthApita karane meM samartha ho sakatI haiM ? cintana manana kI lambI ghATiyoM ko pAra karane ke bAda bhI inake uttara meM 'nakArAtmaka dhvani' lauTakara AI hai-- nahIM ! nahIM ! aura nahIM ! samAjavAda, sahakAritA aura sadbhAvanA Upara se nahIM thope jA skte| inakA pravAha jIvana ke bhItara se nikalakara bAhara kI ora bahanA cAhie / samAjavAda ke lie sahakAritA Avazyaka hai, aura sahakAritA ke lie sadbhAvanA !! * eka gvAlA (caravAhA) bAr3e meM jamA hue pazuoM ko lakar3I ke DaMDe se hAMka kara le jA rahA hai / aura idhara dekhie - eka netA bhIr3a meM jamA hue manuSyoM ko apanI buddhi ke DaMDe se hAMkatA le jA rahA hai / bhIr3a meM buddhi nahIM hotI, isalie vahA~ para bhI 'pazutva' hI rahatA hai / * kyA anekAntavAda, satya aura ahiMsA se bhinna koI tIsarA siddhAnta hai ? amara DAyarI 95

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mere vicAra meM--cintana karane kI vizuddha prakriyA--'satya-rUpa anekAnta hai' aura jIvana jIne kI vizuddha paddhati-ahiMsAtmaka anekAnta hai| isI vicAra ke sandarbha meM gAMdhIjI kA yaha cintana hamAre lie manana karane yogya hai-"merA anekAntavAda, satya aura ahiMsA, ina yugala siddhAntoM kA hI pariNAma hai|" maharSi vyAsa ne mahAbhArata ke upakrama meM usakI mUla bhAvanA vyakta karate hue likhA hai lokayAtrArthameveha dharmapravacanaM kRtm| ____ ahiMsA sAdhuhiMseti, zreyAn dharmaparigrahaH / / ---saMsAra meM dharma kA pratipAdana jIvana nirvAha ke lie hI kiyA gayA hai| ahiMsA acchI hai yA hiMsA, yaha nirNaya bhI isI AdhAra para kiyA jAyegA ki Apa kaisA jIvana pasaMda karate haiM? yadi acchA aura sukhI jIvana cAhate haiM to phira dharma kA hI pAlana karanA caahie| isI bhAvanA kI abhivyakti AcArya bhadrabAhu ne yoM kI hai "aMgANaM kiM sAro? AyAro !" -aMga (bhagavad vANI) kA sAra kyA hai ? usakA mUla abhiprAya kyA hai ? AcAra ! jIvana jIne kI kuzala paddhati ! kisI kI bhalAI kI bhAvanA se bhI nindAtmaka aura kaTu vacana kA prayoga mata kro| kisI garIba kA cUlhA jalAne ke lie bhI kyA koI aMgAre ko hathelI meM rakha kara detA hai? __ jaina vidvAna paM. AzAdharajI ne dharmAtmA ke caudaha lakSaNa batalAe haiM, unameM pahalA lakSaNa haiM-'nyAyopAttadhanopArjanam' (sA. dha 1/111) nyAya se arjita dhana kA upayoga karane vAlA dharmAtmA hai| amara DAyarI 96

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jaba taka arthArjana ke tarIke zuddha aura nItiyukta nahIM hote, taba taka dharma kI hajAra pustakeM bhI jIvana meM pavitratA nahIM lA sakatIM ! gaMgA-snAna aura tIrtha-yAtrA bhI usake kaluSa ko nahIM dho sktii| __ smRtikAra manu ne sarvaprathama samAja aura dharma kI isa rIr3ha ko svastha rakhane para bala diyA hai "yo'rthazucirhi sa zucirna mRdvAri zuciH zuciH / " sabase bar3I-zuddhi (pavitratA) artha-zuddhi hai / miTTI aura pAnI ke dvArA prApta hone vAlI zuddhi koI zuddhi nahIM hai| guru ziSyoM ko nahIM khojatA, apitu vahI ziSyoM dvArA khojA jAtA hai| saMskRta kI prAcIna sUkti ke anusAra "nahi ratnamanviSyati, mRgyate hI tat" rala jauharI ko nahIM khojatA, jauharI hI use khojatA hai| ___ para Aja ke guru ziSyoM ko khoja rahe haiM, ratna pAnevAle lene vAloM kI talAza meM bhaTaka rahe haiN| Aja zakti aura jJAna alaga-alaga kendroM meM ba~Te hue haiN| eka kendra para rAjanIti aura vijJAna khar3A hai aura dUsare kendra para dharma aura darzana / jaba taka rAjanIti aura vijJAna ko dharma aura darzana se saMcAlita nahIM kiyA jAegA, taba taka mAnavajAti ke kalyANa kI AzA nahIM kI jA sktii| yUnAna ke prasiddha dArzanika pleTo se jaba pUchA gayA ki "zAsaka ko dArzanika honA Avazyaka hai yA rAjanItijJa? to usane bar3e joradAra zabdoM meM kahA-"jaba taka tatvajJAna aura rAjanIti kA eka hI vyakti meM milana nahIM hotA, taba taka mAnavajAti sukha aura saMtoSa kI sAMsa nahIM le skegii|" amara DAyarI 97

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manuSya pApa kyoM karatA hai? isakA uttara saMskRta ke eka vicAraka ne diyA hai-sarvArambhAstaNDulA: prasthamUlA:-saba kAma muTThI bhara anAja ke lie hote haiN| manuSya ko jaba bhUkha satAtI hai to vaha use zAnta karane ke lie pApa, adharma saba kucha karane lagatA -'bubhukSita: kiM na karoti pApaM, kSINA narA niSkaruNA bhvNti|' para vAstava meM kyA peTa kI bhUkha itanI bar3I hai ki usake lie hI yaha saba kucha karanA hotA hai ? vaha vikaTa avazya hotI hai, kintu virATa nahIM hotI, bahuta hI sImita hotI hai| ___ manuSya ke peTa kA gaDDhA-jise saMskRta meM udaradarI kahate haiM, bahuta choTA hai, sImita hai, kiMtu mana kA gaDDA--manodarI-udaradarI se bahuta bar3A hai, asIma hai aura usI ko bharane ke lie adhikAMza pApa hote haiN| para Azcarya yaha hai ki pApa karake bhI Aja taka koI usa gaDDhe ko bhara nahIM paayaa| * prasiddha santa DAyojinIja ne eka bAra udaradarI ko bharane meM saMlagna manuSyoM ko lakSya karake kahA thA-"jina gharoM meM sAmagrI bharI hotI hai, unameM cUhe bhare ho sakate haiN| usI taraha jo loga bahuta khAte haiM ve rogoM se bhare ho sakate haiN|" tathAgata buddha ne adhika aura bAra-bAra khAne vAle ko rogI kahA hai| bhojana karane vAloM kI tIna zreNiyA~ batAI gaI haiM 1. eka bAra-(kSudhA zAnti ke lie) khAne vaale-yogii| . 2. do bAra (kSudhA va svAda ke lie) khAne vaale--bhogii| 3. bAra-bAra (binA kisI viveka ke) khAne vAle rogI yA pazu / 98 amara DAyarI

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yogI arthAt saMyata AtmA sAdhaka kA lakSaNa tIrthaMkara mahAvIra ne yahI batAyA hai - " appapiNDAsi pANAsi, appaMbhAsejja sNje| " sAdhaka ko kama khAnA cAhie, aura kama bolanA cAhie / * * loga pUchate haiM, AtmA hai to dikhAI kyoM nahIM detA ? para yaha batalAie - AtmA ko dekhane ke lie Apake pAsa dRSTi kauna-sI hai ? A~kheM kaisI haiM ? bAhara kI A~kheM to maiTara haiM, pudgalI haiM, mUrta haiN| maiTara se maiTara hI grahaNa hotA hai, bhautika sAdhana se abhautika vastu kaise dikhAI de sakatI hai ? deha se dehAtIta - adehI kabhI spRSTa ho sakatA hai ? bhagavAn mahAvIra ke samakSa jaba gaNadhara gautama ne yahI prazna upasthita kiyA, to samAdhAna kI bhASA meM mahAvIra ne kahA - "no indiyagejjha amuttabhAvA - AtmA amUrta hai, vaha mUrta A~khoM se grahaNa nahIM ho sakatI 1 * AtmA ko dekhane ke lie jJAna kI divya-dRSTi cAhie / nirmala jJAna aura anubhUti se hI usakI sattA ko dekhA jA sakatA hai / x jo manuSya apane duHkha se Apa ghabarAtA hai, vaha kabhI koI sAhasapUrNa kArya nahIM kara sakatA / * * svAtmapIr3A kI bhAvanA se buddhi kuMThita hotI hai, bauddhika kuMThA Atma- zraddhA kI hatyA karatI hai / jise apane Apa para zraddhA, vizvAsa nahIM, vaha apane hAthoM apanA vinAza kara letA hai / * amara DAyarI 99 .

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manovijJAna ke anusAra--manuSya Atma-hatyA kI ora taba prerita hotA hai jaba vaha Atma-niyaMtraNa kI zakti kho detA hai| jo apane mAnasika Avega evaM udvega para niyantraNa rakha sakatA hai, vaha kisI bhI vikaTa paristhiti kA mukAbalA karane meM samartha rahatA hai| dhana, bala aura buddhi jahA~ hAra jAte haiM, vahA~ sirpha Atma zraddhA hI manuSya ko sahArA dekara saMkaToM se ubAra sakatI hai| jo dUsaroM kI hAni karake bhI apanA lAbha karanA cAhatA hai--vaha nikRSTa koTi kA manuSya hai| jo apanA lAbha kare, kiMtu dUsare ko hAni na pahu~cAe, vaha manuSya madhyama koTi meM AtA hai| ___jo apane lAbha se dUsaroM ko bhI lAbha pahuMcAne kA prayala karatA rahe, vaha uttama manuSya hai| kArya karane kI ye tIna paddhatiyA~ haiN| yadi Apa tIsarI paddhati ko na apanA sakeM, to kama se kama pahalI paddhati ko bhI mata apnaaie| bhautika AkAMkSA manuSya ko bhaTakAtI hai| vaha apane ahaM aura mamatva kI pUrti meM sukha kI anubhUti karake mana ko zAnta karane kI ceSTA karatA hai| kiMtu yaha zAnti aura sukhAnubhUti vaisI hI hai-jaise zarIra ko khujalAkara khAja kA rogI kucha kSaNa ke lie zAnti anubhava karatA hai| jJAnI aura ajJAnI meM kyA antara hai ? donoM hI deha meM samAna haiM, anya bAharI antara bhI kucha vizeSa nahIM, jo donoM meM bheda kara sake? jJAnI-mana, indriya aura deha Adi ke dvArA karma karatA bhI apane ko kartRttva ke ahaMkAra se nirlipta rakhatA hai, vaha kartA huA bhI akartApana kI anubhUti karatA hai| - 100. amara DAyarI

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ajJAnI sirpha karmoM kA kartA hI nahIM, kintu jo kucha nahIM karatA hai, una karmoM kA bhI apane ko nimitta mAnakara mithyA garva karatA rahatA hai / * * * akarmaNyatA jIvana ko tejohIna kara detI hai| niSkriya aura niThalle vyakti kA jIvana aisA sunasAna lagatA hai jaisA ki manuSyoM se rahita sUnA ghara ho / * * bhagavAna mahAvIra ne sAdhaka ko kartavya aura karmaNyatA kI ora utprerita karate hue kahA hai-kiriyaM royae dhIro-- kriyA - arthAt karmaNyatA meM rasa lete raho / apanA satkartavya karo, aura use dilacaspI - rucipUrvaka karo / * * eka bhAratIya tattvadraSTA ne to jIvana kI karmaNyatA ko hI teja mAnA hai / jo niSkriya baiThA-baiThA anna khAtA hai, vaha anna nahIM, kiMtu pApa khAtA hai-- pApo nRSadvaro jana: (aitareya brAhmaNa) / kAma se jI curAne kI vRtti AtmaghAtI vRtti hai / zrI premacaMda ne eka kahAnI meM do aise vyaktiyoM kA citra upasthita kiyA hai-- jo haTTe-kaTTe samartha hote hue bhI jIvana bhara daridratA aura bhukhamarI ke cakra meM pisate rhe| unameM se eka pitA thA, jo eka dina kAma karatA to tIna dina ArAma karatA, aura dUsarA thA putra, jo eka ghaNTA kAma karake do ghaMTA taka cilama pItA rhtaa| gAMva bhara meM loga unakI kAma se jI curAne kI Adata ko jAnate the aura isalie koI unheM kAma para nahIM letA thA / idhara pitA putra kI yaha zikAyata thI ki gAMva meM unheM kahIM kAma-rujagAra nahIM milatA / aura isI zikAyata kI kudana lie ve janma bhara dAne-dAne ko tarasate rhe| jIvana meM eka dina bhI unhoMne peTa bhara anna nahIM pAyA, kyoMki jIvana meM eka dina bhI unhoMne niSThApUrvaka zrama nahIM kiyA / lakSmI usI ke pAsa AtI hai jo niSThApUrvaka zrama karatA hai - nAnAzrAntasya zrIrasti -- jo zrama nahIM karatA, use lakSmI prApta nahIM hotI / * amara DAyarI 101

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manuSya kI pragati kA itihAsa hI zramaniSThA kA itihAsa hai| vijJAna kA camatkAra vastuta: manuSya kI kriyAzIlatA kA hI camatkAra hai| tathAgata buddha ne eka bAra aise bhikSu ko dekhA, jo dharma kI bar3I-bar3I bAteM kara rahA thA, logoM ko ikaTThA karake upadeza de rahA thA, kiMtu vaha svayaM ke jIvana meM zIla aura sadAcAra se zUnya thaa| tathAgata ne kahA-"bhikkhu ! kyA koI gvAlA, jo janapada kI gAyoM ko ginatA rahatA hai, kabhI unakA svAmI kahalA sakatA hai?" ___ "nahIM, bhante ! gopa (gvAlA) janapada kI gAyoM kI saMbhAla rakhane vAlA pAsa hai, vaha go-svAmI nahIM ho sktaa|" ___ tathAgata ne gambhIra hokara kahA-"bhikSu ! jo zramaNa sirpha dharma saMhitAoM ke pATha ginatA rahatA hai, vaha kabhI dharmaphala kA svAmI nahIM ho sakatA hai; dharma ko jihvA se nahIM, jIvana se vyakta kro| eka bAra eka AcArya ke pAsa do ziSya Ae ! praNAmapUrvaka nivedana kiyA- bhagavan ! hamArA adhyayana kAla samApta ho rahA hai, aba hameM apane kSetra kA cunAva karanA hai, hameM kyA honA cAhie, kyA bananA cAhie?" AcArya apane donoM vidvAna ziSyoM ko sAtha lie ghUmate hue eka udyAna meM phuNce| eka choTI-sI sunahalI pAMkhoM vAlI madhumakkhI phUloM ke Asa-pAsa maMDarA rahI thI, usakI gunagunAhaTa se AcArya aura ziSyoM kA dhyAna usI para kendrita ho gayA ! kucha hI kSaNa bAda gunagunAhaTa banda ho gaI aura madhumakkhI phUloM para cupacApa baiThI rasapAna kara rahI thii| - AcArya ne ziSyoM kI ora prazna bharI dRSTi se dekhA-"bhadra ! kyA dekha rahe ho?" . pahale ziSya ne kahA-"gurudeva ! satya kI jijJAsA meM halacala hotI hai, kiMtu satya kI anubhUti mauna hotI hai|" - 102 amara DAyarI ,

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dUsare ziSya ne kahA- 'bhagavan ! jaba taka sattA kA rasa prApta nahIM hotA, buddhi jAgrata rahatI hai, krAnti meM tIvratA rahatI hai / para sattA kA rasa milate hI buddhi para nazA chA jAtA hai, cintana mUka ho jAtA hai, krAnti daba jAtI haiM / " guru ne prasannatApUrvaka donoM ziSyoM ke kaMdhoM para hAtha rkhaa| pahale se kahA- 'bhadra ! jAo, darzana kI gutthiyA~ sulajhAo ! tuma dArzanika ho / ' 'aura tuma apanI vyAvahArika buddhi se janatA para zAsana kro| tumhArI rAjanIti se deza ko lAbha hogaa|" AcArya ne dvitIya ziSya ko AzIrvAda diyA / 6 amara DAyarI - parigraha aura parigrahavAda meM antara hai / parigraha utanA hAnikara nahIM jitanA ki parigrahavAda hai / yadi parigraha ke mUla meM zrama hai, vyakti kA apanA puruSArtha hai, nyAyanIti hai, to vaha parigraha samAja kalyANa ke lie bhI upayogI ho sakatA hai, kintu parigrahavAda meM Asakti kA svara chipA hai| usake mUla meM zoSaNa hai, utpIr3ana hai, anyAya hai, atyAcAra hai / yaha svayaM vyakti ke lie bhI ghAtaka hai, aura samAja evaM rASTra ke lie bhii| Aja jo samAja meM zoSaka aura zoSita, svAmI aura sevaka, amIra aura garIba ke Atyantika vibheda kI vaira aura virodha kI jo dIvAreM khar3I haiN| ye kisane khar3I kI haiM ? parigrahavAda ne khar3I kI haiN| , * * * prema alaga cIja hai, bhautika zakti aura bala alaga cIja hai; bhautika zakti ke prayoga meM manuSya kA ahaM bolatA hai, darpa gU~jatA hai aura prema meM vinaya evaM nirabhimAnitA mukharita hotI hai| prema amara hai, vaha kabhI kisI se naSTa nahIM kiyA jA sakatA / kintu zakti apane se bar3I zakti se naSTa ho jAtI hai| mahAtmA IsA isI sandarbha meM kabhI kahA thA- tU apanI talavAra myAna meM rakha le, kyoMki jo talavAra ke bala para Age bar3hate haiM, ve talavAra se hI naSTa bhI ho jAte haiM / xXxx $? 103

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jo samAja atIta jIvI hai, ekamAtra atIta ke Upara hI jIvana dhAraNa karatA hai, mRta vigata para hI A~kheM bichAe baiThA hai, vaha kabhI pragati nahIM kara sakatA / A~kheM mastaka meM Age kI ora lagI haiM, isakA artha hai- hama vartamAna meM se bhaviSya kI ora dekheM, sundara bhaviSya ke nirmANa kI yojanAe~ vicAreM / yadi atIta darzana hI prakRti ko abhISTa hotA, to A~kheM mastaka ke pRSTha bhAga meM pIche kI ora lagI hotIM / kiMvadantI hai ki manuSya ke caraNa Age kI ora hote haiM, to bhUta-pretoM ke caraNa pIche kI ora mur3e hote haiN| kyA hai, kyA nahIM; yaha mImAMsA yahA~ nahIM karanI hai / isakA artha yahA~ abhI itanA hI lenA hai ki jina ke cintana, manana aura karma atIta kI parikalpanAoM ke AdhAra para nizcita hote haiM, ve Age nahIM bar3ha sakate, pIche kI ora hI lauTate haiN| unake bhAgya meM pragati nahIM, apragati evaM avagati hI hotI hai / neharU jI ne kabhI kahA thA-- atIta mahAn hai / atIta ke gaurava se bar3hakara bahumUlya vastu aura kucha nahIM hai| kintu jaba taba kevala usI atIta ke gaurava para nirbhara rahane se bar3hakara khataranAka cIja bhI aura kucha nahIM hai / * * * Aja ke bAlaka aura bAlikAe~, Aja ke yuvaka aura yuvatiyA~ kisI bhI samAja evaM rASTra ke Ane vAle kala (bhaviSya) ke pratinidhi haiN| Ane vAlA kala sundara hogA yA asundara, yaha unakI yogyatA para nirbhara hai / kala ke nirmAtA Aja apane ko kala ke yogya banAe~ / mana, vANI, karma kI prabuddhatA hI sRjanAtmaka pravRtti kA mUla tatva hai / * zakti hI vibhUti kA mUla hai| koI bhI samAja tathA rASTra apanI Antarika evaM bAhya zakti se pragati kara sakatA hai, Age bar3ha sakatA hai| zaktizUnya ziva bhI zava ho jAtA hai / zava arthAt niSprANa, nisteja, nizceSTa ! * * * 104 amara DAyarI

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bhArata kI saMskRti sadA gatizIla rahI hai, vaha kabhI bhI sthitizIla nahIM rhii| yaha bhAratIya saMskRti kI pravahaNazIlatA hI hai, jisane apane meM anekAneka vibhinna prakRti kI saMskRtiyoM ko bhI AtmasAt kara liyA hai, aura phira bhI vaha apane mUla svarUpa ko jyoM kA tyoM banAye hue hai / apanA maulika zreSThatva usakA kSINa nahIM huA hai| __ bhAratIya saMskRti gaMgA kI vegavatI nirmala dhArA hai, gaMgA meM jo bhI nadI yA nAlA milA, gaMgA ho gyaa| anekoM ko ekatva pradAna karane kI adbhuta kSamatA hai bhArata kI sAMskRtika paramparA meN| jIvana kA Adarza kSudra nahIM; virATa hotA hai-talaiyA nahIM, sAgara hotA hai| talaiyA ke bhAgya meM dina-pratidina sUkha-sUkha kara kSINa honA badA hai| talaiyA kabhI amara nahIM raha sktii| sAgara vastuta: sAgara hai / ananta atIta se vaha garja rahA hai, kabhI thaka kara soyA nahIM hai, marA nahIM hai / virATa na kabhI thakatA hai, na sotA hai, aura na maratA hI hai / kSudra nahIM; virATa bano-talaiyA nahIM, sAgara bno| vistAra bar3e mahatva kI vastu hai| hara koI vistAra pAnA cAhatA hai, prasAra aura pracAra pAnA cAhatA hai / parantu vistAra kI eka samasyA hai, vaha yaha hai ki vistAra kisa dazA meM ho ! kyoMki prAya: vastue~ dizAhIna vistAra prakriyA meM eka nizcita sImA ke bAda apane parimANa aura prakAra donoM hI guNoM ko kho detI hai| ata: vistAra kI dizA kA nirdhAraNa avazya honA caahie| jIvana saMgharSa hai, saMgrAma hai| jIvana ko kadama-kadama para tUphAnoM-jhaMjhAvAtoM kA sAmanA karanA par3atA hai, parvata jaisI bAdhAoM se Takkara lenI par3atI hai, nukIle kAMToM kI rAha para calanA hotA hai| jIvana mahakate komala paSyoM kI seja nahIM hai| jIvana zUlI kA patha hai, usa para vahI AdamI cala sakatA hai, jisakA dila khilAr3I kA-sA hotA hai| khela meM hAra-jIta hotI hai, kintu khela sikhalAtA hai amara DAyarI 105

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ki hAra meM bhI jaya kA ghoSa kSINa nahIM hone denA hai| yadi kisI ko saMgharSarata saMsAra meM Age bar3hanA hai, to usake lie Avazyaka hai ki vaha khilAr3I bane ! * * * bhAratIya adhyAtma dRSTi bAhara ke AvaraNoM taka hI Abaddha ho jAne vAlI dRSTi nahIM hai / vaha eka pAradarzI divya dRSTi hai, jo deza-videza, jAtapAMta, spRzyAspRzya, U~ca-nIca, pApa-puNya Adi virodhI dvandvoM ke Ara-pAra mAnava hRdaya kI nirmalatA ke darzana karatI hai / vaha rAvaNa meM bhI andara gaharAI meM chipe hue rAma ko dekha letI hai / mAnava hI kyoM, bhUtamAtra meM bhagavAna kA, eka divya samAnatA kA darzana adhyAtma dRSTi kI vizeSatA hai, jisakI tulanA idhara-udhara anyatra kahIM ho nahIM sakatI / * bhagavAn mahAvIra ne kahA-- sAdhaka ko mAtrajJa honA caahie| vaha sAdhaka hI kyA, jise mAtrA kA, sImA kA koI parijJAna na ho ! tapa ho, tyAga ho, AcAra ho, vicAra ho, kucha bhI ho, nirantara lakSya meM rakho ki vaha kitanA honA cAhie ! kitanA, bhUle ki sarvanAza ! * * vaidya auSadhi jAnatA hai, kintu yadi vaha auSadhi ( davA) kI mAtrA nahIM jAnatA hai to vaha rogI ko jIvana degA yA maraNa ? mAtrA se idhara yA udhara diyA gayA amRta bhI viSa ho jAtA hai| aura ThIka mAtrA meM diyA gayA viSa bhI amRta kA kAma karatA hai / isI saMdarbha meM sAdhaka ke lie AcArya umAsvAti ne kahA hai-- 'zaktitastyAgatapasI' apanI zakti ke anusAra hI tapa aura tyAga apanAnA cAhie / zakti ke anusAra ThIka mAtrA meM tapa aura tyAga svIkAra karane vAlA tIrthaMkara hotA hai, anya nahIM / * * satkarma ke lie, gurujanoM kI ora se AjJA kI apekSA, AzIrvAda kI adhika jarUrata hai / AjJA nahIM milatI hai, to anujJA to kabhI-na-kabhI milegI 106 amara DAyarI

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hI-Aja nahIM to kala ! kala nahIM to parasoM / rAma ko vanavAsa ke lie pitA kI ora se kahA~ AjJA milI thI? tathAgata buddha ko mahAbhiniSkramaNa ke lie pitA kA kaba Adeza milA thA? AjJA kA prazna mukhya nahIM hai, mukhya prazna hai AzIrvAda kaa| hara putra ko aura hara putrI ko, hara ziSya ko aura hara ziSyA ko garujanoM kI ora se AzIrvAda avazya milanA caahie| AjJA paristhiti para nirbhara hai, kabhI nahIM bhI mila sakatI hai| aura jo satkarma ke lie samaya para antarhadaya se AzIrvAda nahIM de sakatA, vaha gurujana nahIM, kucha aura hogA? satkarma svayaM hI eka AzIrvAda hai / sevA ke sambandha meM eka prazna kiyA jAtA hai ki sevA kisakI kareM aura kisakI nahIM? maiM pUchatA hU~-pAnI kisako pilAnA cAhie? ApakA uttara hogA pyAse ko / basa, isI se sevA kA prazna bhI hala ho jAtA hai| sevA usakI karanI cAhie, jise sevA kI jarUrata hai|| ___ zarAba pIkara gandI nAlI ke kIcar3a meM behoza par3e hue ko bhI sahRdaya bhAva se uThAnA cAhie, yaha sevA hai| pApI se pApI rogI kI bhI sAra sa~bhAla karanI cAhie, yaha sevA hai / avaidha santAna ko janma dene vAlI vyabhicAraNI strI kI bhI prasUtigRha Adi meM yogya dekhabhAla rakhanI cAhie, yaha sevA hai| sevA pApI yA puNyAtmA kI bhASA meM nahIM socatI / vaha socatI hai-karuNA kI bhASA meM, antara kI sahaja karuNA sevA kA mUla srota hai| AdhyAtmikatA bhUloM ko pahacAnane kI aura pahacAna kara unheM sApha karane kI . eka adbhuta yukti hai, zakti hai| . saMpUrNatA arthAt pUrNa pavitratA sAdhanApatha kA dhruvatArA hai / dUra taka, bahuta dUra taka calane para bhI vaha dUra hI dUra dikhAI detA hai| parantu isase klAnta, miza amara DAyarI 107

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yA hatAza hokara baiTha jAnA ThIka nahIM hai / pUrNa pavitratA kA dhyeya rakha kara satata calate rahanA hI sAdhaka kA parama kartavya hai / jo calatA hai, vaha eka-na-eka dina maMjila para pahu~catA hI hai / dera sabera kA prazna mukhya nahIM, mukhya prazna hai-pahu~cane kA ! 'mArgastho naavsiidti|' eka dUsare kI unnati meM, pragati meM sahayoga dene ke lie apane ko homa denA hI, bhAratIya saMskRti kA pramukha sandeza hai| jo paraspara eka dUsare ko bhAvita karate haiM, sammAnita karate haiM, sahayoga pradAna karate haiM, ve deva haiM, ve hI parama zreya ko prApta hote haiM / 'parasparaM bhAvayanta: zreya: paramavApsyatha / ' parAdhInatA kI manodazA hara strI puruSa ke lie tyAjya hai| parAdhInatA kI manaHsthiti mAnava ko bhikhArI banA sakatI hai| samrATa nahIM; prerita kartA banA sakatI hai, svatantra kartA nhiiN| bhagavAna mahAvIra ne sAdhaka ke lie pratidina azaraNa bhAvanA bhAne kA upadeza diyA hai| usakA yaha artha nahIM; jaisA ki samajhA jA rahA hai ki "hAya maiM marA ! merA koI sahArA nhiiN| maiM azaraNa hU~, anAtha huuN|" azaraNa bhAvanA kA artha hai-sAdhaka tU svayaM apanA zaraNa hai| dUsare kisI bAhya zaraNa kI tujhe kyA apekSA hai ? tU kyoM kAtara-dRSTi se kisI anya se zaraNa mA~gatA hai| jo kucha karanA hai vaha svayaM kara ! tU svayaM apanA nirmAtA hai, tujhe dUsarA kauna uThAegA? tU khuda uTha, daur3a lagA, aura apane nirdhArita lakSya ko prApta kara ! jainadarzana ko to Izvara kI bhI dInatApUrNa paramukhApekSitA sahya nahIM hai| rASTra kI svatantratA kA artha saba kI andha-samAnatA nahIM hai, apitu apanI-apanI unmati evaM pragati ke lie samAna suvidhA kA honA hai, pragatipatha kI bAdhAoM kA dUra honA hai| svatantra rASTra meM pratyeka vyakti abhyudaya ke lie svatantra hai, bandhana mukta hai| jo jaisA jitanA karanA cAhe, kara sakatA hai, koI 108 amara DAyarI

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bandhana nahIM / bandhana hI nahIM, vaisA karane ke lie use ucita sahayoga evaM suvidhA bhI milatI hai| AvazyakatA antar ko jagAne kI, karmazakti ko kriyAzIla karane kI hai| manuSya ko jo bhI buddhi, zarIrazakti evaM saMpatti milI hai, vaha kevala apane lie hI nahIM hai| usameM Asa-pAsa kI sarvasAdhAraNa janatA kA bhI apanA eka bhAga hai| ata: vaha bhAga jana samAja ko milanA caahie| jo nijI sampatti mAnakara ukta saba zaktiyoM ko kevala apane lie hI dabAe baiThA hai, vaha samAja kA cora hai| maharSi nArada ne usI ke lie kahA hai-'sa steno dnnddmhrti|' sahRdayabhAva se sukha-duHkha kA paraspara ba~TavArA bikhare hue vizva ko sAmUhika kuTumba kI dizA meM pragati detA hai| eka parivAra arthAt eka sukha, eka duHkha / eka ha~se to saba ha~seM, eka roye to saba royeN| akhaNDatA, abhinnatA hI parivAra kI paribhASA hai| Aja rAjya dharma nirapekSa hokara cala rahA hai, para dharma, rAjanIti kA puchallA pakar3e hue usake pIche-pIche calane kI ceSTA kara rahA hai| jo dharma rAjasattA kA mArga-darzaka thA, vaha usakA anugamana karane vAlA bana gayA hai| aura kyA yaha parivartana spaSTa nahIM batA rahA hai ki. dhArmikoM kA teja kSINa ho rahA hai aura ve apane nisteja vyaktitva se dharma ko bhI lAMchita kara rahe bhakta ne pUchA-"bhagavan ! tuma kina bAtoM se prasanna hote ho?" bhagavAn ne uttara diyA- 'maiM cAra bAtoM se prasanna hotA huuN| 1. apane se bar3oM ke prati sahanazIla hone se, 2. apane se choToM ke prati dayA karane se, 3. apane samAna puruSoM ke sAtha mitratA karane se, aura 4. samasta prANiyoM ko samAna dRSTi se dekhane se| amara DAyarI 109

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yaha dekho, eka pASANakhaNDa par3A hai, isameM bhI gaharI zAnti hai, samadarzitA bhI hai, kisI se kucha bhI apekSA nahIM, ise koI bhI bhalA-burA dRzya prabhAvita nahIM kara sakatA, koI bhI anukUla-pratikUla vAtAvaraNa usako caMcala nahIM banA sktaa| kyA pASANa khaNDa kI yaha zAnti saccI zAnti hai? kyA yaha jIvita zAnti hai? nahIM ! vaha zAnti nahIM, niSkriyatA hai, jar3atA hai| vaha jar3a zAnti hai, jar3a samadarzitA hai| ___ tuma ananta zakti sampanna caitanya deva ho, tumheM yaha jar3a zAnti, jar3a samadarzitA nahIM caahie| tumhArA dhyeya vaha jIvita zAnti evaM jIvaMta samadarzitA hai, jisameM vizva ke maMgala evaM kalyANa kA svara mukharita ho rahA hai, vikAsa kA abhiyAna cala rahA hai| __110 110 amara DAyarI

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vicAra ke Aloka meM mana aura mastiSka kA milana jaina-dharma mana aura mastiSka kA milana karatA hai, vaha jJAna aura kriyA ko-arthAt viveka aura utsAha ko jIvana ratha ke do cakra mAnatA hai| jJAna se mArga milatA hai, kriyA se gati / __jaba taka jIvana meM jJAna aura kriyA kA samyak samanvaya nahIM ho pAtA, vaha jIvana, vaha jJAna, vaha kriyA bhaTakate rahate haiM / jJAna gati-zUnya aura sAdhanA viveka zUnya rahatA hai| eka dina bhAratIya sAdhaka ne hRdaya ko buddhi se aura buddhi ko hRdaya se bA~dha rakhA thaa| usake jIvana meM camaka thI, tejasvitA thii| jJAna prANavaMta thA aura sAdhanA jyotirmaya thii| vartamAna meM sthiti kucha gar3abar3A rahI hai| bhAvanAzIla sAdhaka kriyA-kANDa ke pravAha meM baha rahA hai, binA soce-samajhe aMdhere meM bhAga rahA hai| mandiroM meM pUjA kI ghaMTiyA~ baja rahI haiM, stotroM kI dhvaniyA~ vAyu-maNDala meM gUMja rahI haiM, upAzraya aura dharma-sthAnakoM meM sAmAyika-saMvara kI bharamAra hai, dayA-poSadha Adi kI cahala-pahala hai; kintu jaba taka usameM prANa nahIM jaga rahe haiM, cetanA vikasita nahIM ho rahI hai, jJAna aura viveka kA prakAza nahIM jagamagA rahA hai, taba taka vaha telI ke baila kI taraha cakkara lagAne ke sivAya aura kisI mahatva kA nahIM hai| idhara paryuSaNa meM dayA hotI hai aura dayA vAloM ke lie rAtabhara bhaTTiyA~ jalAI jAtI haiN| udhara bhar3abhaMje kI bhAr3a aura halavAI kI bhaTTiyA~ banda karAne kA prayala cAlU hai| yadi Aja caturdazI hai, to bahaneM ghara meM buhArI dene kA, kacarA sApha amara DAyarI 111 -

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karane kA tyAga karatI haiM, kintu ve yaha nahIM samajha pAtI ki kacarA jamA hone se jIva-jantuoM kI utpatti bar3hegI yA ghaTego, usase hiMsA kama hogI yA adhika ? gandI nAliyA~ agara eka dina nahIM dhoI gaIM, to usase jIvoM kI utpatti adhika hogI / ahiMsA nahIM kahatI ki kacarA sApha na kareM, gandI nAliyA~ na dhoe~, vaha to kahatI hai ki gandagI paidA hI mata kro| ___ vAstava meM Aja viveka kI A~kha banda ho gaI hai, aura isIlie sAdhanA kI tejasvitA khatma ho cukI hai / AvazyakatA hai, sAdhanA meM viveka jage, aura jJAna meM gati Ae / isa prakAra mana aura mastiSka kA milana kiyA jAe, hRdaya aura . buddhi ko eka sUtra meM piroyA jaae| khaNDita mAnava ___ kucha manuSya apane Apa meM banda haiM, sImita haiN| unakI dRSTi zarIra kI nanhI-sI kAla-koTharI meM banda hai| apane ghere se bAhara jhA~kane kI kSamatA bhI Aja usameM nahIM rahI hai / vaha apane bhoga-vilAsa, Amoda-pramoda meM hI magana hai / apanI sukha-suvidhA ke lie vaha samAja kA zoSaNa karate haiM, rAjya kI corI karate haiM, garIboM kA galA ghoMTate haiM, apane lie, sirpha apane ArAma aura nAma ke lie| dRSTi kA yaha atyanta sImita dAyarA hai| ___ kucha manuSya parivAra ke saMkIrNa ghere meM jakar3e hue haiN| unheM apanI cintA hai, apane parivAra kI cintA hai| "hama piyA, hamArA baila piyA aura kuA~ Dhaha par3e"--isI guruDama ke dIkSita cele haiM / parivAra ke sAmane na nyAya kA mUlya hai, na yogyatA kA koI mApadaNDa hai| bhAI-bhatIjAvAda hI unakA ekavAda hai, bAkI saba vivAda mAnate haiM / aise vyakti samAja aura rASTra kI nIMva ko kATate haiN| yaha saMkucitatA kI dUsarI gherAbaMdI hai| __kucha manuSya jAtivAda kI kArA meM bandI haiN| apanI jAti ke sivAya sabhI ko nimna aura asaMskRta mAnate haiN| zreSThatA kA kSetra unakI virAsata hai| brAhmaNa ke cauke meM yadi brAhmaNetara A gayA, to vaha saba bhojana-ojana apavitra ho gyaa| yaha saba manuSya ke lie hI hai, bhale hI kuttA, billI aura cuhiyA kitane 112 amara DAyarI

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hI cakkara kATa jAe~, caukA azuddha nahIM hotaa| vaizya aura zUdra bhI to apanI-apanI jAtiyoM kI cakabaMdI banA rahe haiN| apanI jAti-birAdarI kA yadi koI ummIdavAra.hai, to basa voTa to use hI jAe~ge, bhale hI usameM koI yogyatA na ho, kintu apanI birAdarI kA hai| ___ kucha manuSya paMthavAda, saMpradAyavAda ke tahakhAnoM meM banda haiN| ve dharma aura saMpradAya ke nAma para jihAda karate haiM, khUna se khelate haiM / saMpradAyavAda ke jahara se samUcI mAnava jAti ko dagdha kara rahe haiN| dharma aura paMtha jo prema kA dvAra thA, use bheda kI dIvAra banA rahe haiN| ___ isa prakAra Aja manuSya-manuSya ke bIca aneka dIvAreM khar3I haiM, bhAI-bhAI apane alaga ghere meM banda khar3A hai| samUcI mAnava jAti khaNDita aura vibhakta ho rahI hai| virAT sAgara se bichur3a kara jaise hara bUMda apanA alaga astitva kAyama karanA cAhatI hai| jaba taka saMsAra ke aMcala se yaha vyaktivAda, parivAravAda, jAtivAda aura paMthavAda kI kArA nahIM TUTatI, mAnava jAti sukha aura zAnti se nahIM raha sktii| zikAyata hai __ jaba kisI pArivArika jIvana ko dekhatA hU~, to vahA~ bhI bhaya kA vAtAvaraNa milatA hai| parivAra kA hara eka sadasya AtaMkita aura AzaMkita hai, eka-dUsare se zikAyata karatA hai| sAsa ko bahU se zikAyata hai-bahU AjJA kA pAlana nahIM karatI, mu~ha tor3a javAba detI hai, aura mere lar3ake ko sadA mere viruddha bahakAtI hai| ___ dukha-darda ke A~suoM se bhIgI bahU kI A~kheM sAsa ke prati zikAyata karatI haiM-usane eka kSaNa bhI caina nahIM lene diyA, vaha mujha para aura mere mA~-bApa para vyaMgya kasatI rahatI hai| isI taraha pitA putra kI, aura putra pitA kI zikAyata karatA hai| sAmAjika kSetra meM bhI yaha roga bahuta vyApaka hai| purAnI pIr3hI ko nayI paudha se hamezA zikAyata rahI hai-Aja ke par3he-likhe chokare unheM Adara kI dRSTi se amara DAyarI 113.

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nahIM dekhate, purAne rIti-rivAjoM ko nahIM mAnate aura hara bAta meM apanI TA~ga ar3Ate haiM / nayI paudha ko bhI zikAyata hai - bujurga hameM bar3hane se rokate haiM, ve hamAre mastiSka ko unhIM sar3I-galI paramparAoM se jakar3a kara rakhanA cAhate haiM / unameM svayaM sAhasa nahIM aura hamAre sAhasika kAryoM ko pasanda bhI nahIM karate / rAjanIti ke kaNa-kaNa meM bhI yahI viSa ghulA huA hai| janatA sarakAra kI AlocanA karatI hai-- sattArUr3ha zAsaka ImAnadArI se apanA dAyitva nahIM nibhA rahe haiM, ve apanA ghara bharane kA prayatna karate haiM, janatA kI takalIphoM se unheM koI vAstA nahIM hai, sirpha cunAva ke samaya ve janatA ke sevaka haiM, aura bAda meM zAsaka / udhara zAsaka dala bhI yahI svara AlApa rahA hai-- janatA sahayoga nahIM karatI, bhraSTAcAra aura lAla phItAzAhI miTAnA janatA kA hI kAma hai, vaha apanI jimmedArI nahIM samajha rahI hai / isI prakAra dukAnadAra ko grAhaka se aura grAhaka ko dukAnadAra se, majadUra - mAlika, seTha-munIma aura chAtra- zikSaka-- sabhI eka dUsare se zikAyata karate haiM / majA to yaha hai ki apanI zikAyata para kisI kA dhyAna hI nahIM hai / eka ora alpa dRSTi kA roga hai, jahA~ vyakti apane ghere se bAhara nikala kara nahIM socatA, vahA~ dUsarI ora itanI dUra dRSTi kA roga bhI bar3ha gayA hai ki vyakti ko apanA kucha bhI dikhAI nahIM detA / svArtha ke samaya sirpha vaha apane taka dekhatA hai aura burAI ke samaya sirpha dUsarI tarapha, aura jaba taka dRSTi kI yaha bImArI rahegI, zikAyata kA roga miTa nahIM sakatA / jisakA jUtA, usakA hIrA ! mugala yuga kI eka ghaTanA hai, dillI kA bAdazAha hAra gayA, kohenUra vijetA ke hAtha meM jA pahu~cA / vijetA ne garvasphIta netroM se nihArA- kohenUra hIre kI kImata kyA hai ? parAjita bAdazAha ne prazna ko duharAte hue kahA - kohenUra kI ? aura phira dhIre se uttara dete hue kahA -- eka jUtA ! 114 amara DAyarI

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vijetA isa gUDhArtha ko nahIM samajha sakA, usane Azcarya bhare svara meM pUchA-~-isakA matalaba? parAjita bAdazAha ne vyaMgya kI bhASA meM uttara diyA--isakA artha spaSTa hai---"jisakA jUtA, usakA hIrA / " eka dina mere pUrvajoM ne kSatriya rAjAoM ke hAtha se apane jUte ke bala para ise chInA thaa| Aja mere jUte se tumhAre jUte meM adhika tAkata hai, isalie yaha hIrA tumhAre hAtha meM hai| aura jaba tumhAre jUte se bhI adhika tAkatavara koI dUsarA jUtA AegA to usa samaya yaha hIrA usake hAtha meM hogaa|" bAdazAha isa karAre vyaMgya se zarmindA ho gyaa| svArtha kA vistAra : paramArtha eka mahAn AcArya ne kahA hai __ ahaMtA-mamatA-tyAgaH, kartu-yadi na shkyte| ahaMtA-mamatA-bhAva: sarvatraiva vidhiiytaam|| pahalI bAta hai-apane ahaMkAra aura mamattva kA tyAga kara do, maiM aura merepana ko samApta kara do| aba yadi ahaM itanA urjasvita hai, mamakAra itanA gaharA hai ki use nahIM chor3a sakate, to phira aisA karo ki usa ahaM ko, usa mamattva ko vistRta banA do| jo ahaM apane "maiM" ke ghere meM banda hai, jo mamakAra "merA" kI cAharadIvArI meM ghuTa rahA hai, use parivAra, gA~va, samAja, rASTra aura vizva meM phailA do / jo tumhArA doSa thA, vaha guNa bana jaaegaa| ___ lAla yA nIlA raMga jaba gAr3hA hotA hai, piMDIbhUta hotA hai, to vaha kAlI jhA~I dene lagatA hai, A~khoM ko cuMdhiyAne lagatA hai, lekina jaba use phailA diyA jAtA hai, to vaha halakA hokara bar3A hI suhAvanA dIkhane lagatA hai| yahI bAta. svArtha ke sambandha meM hai| yadi apane svArthoM kA tyAga nahIM kara sakate, to phira usameM sabakA svArtha dekho| apanI bhalAI kI bAta hI nahIM, sabakI bhalAI kI bAta soco| vizvAtmA ke sAtha aikyAnubhUti kro| 'apane' kSudra ghere se nikAla kara use vizva ke raMgamaMca para phailA do, ahaMkAra aura mamakAra kA yaha phailAva usake jahara ko miTAkara amRta banA detA hai, svArtha kA yaha vistAra hI paramArtha bana jAtA hai| amara DAyarI 115

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tapasyA saudA nahIM hai tyAga aura tapasyA kA yaha artha nahIM hai ki upavAsa ke pahale aura dUsare dina ke dhAraNe-pAraNe meM milane vAle prakAma rasa kI madhura kalpanAoM se mana ko gudagudAyA jaae| yadi khAne-pIne ke lie hI tapasyA kI jAtI hai, to yaha kAma to usake binA bhI ho sakatA hai| ___ hajAroM lAkhoM kA dAna karane vAle yadi isa bhAvanA se karate haiM ki ve isa loka meM yazasvI aura paraloka meM zAlibhadra ke samAna RddhizAlI baneMge, to maiM kahatA hU~, ve dhokhe meM haiN| yadi koI palI kA tyAga karake isalie brahmacArI banatA hai ki yahA~ para vaha brahmacArI banakara pUjA bhI jAe, aura svarga meM apsarAe~, devAMganAe~ usakI pratIkSA meM phUla mAlAe~ lie khar3I raheM, to merA nivedana hai ki ve brahmacArI jI jarA soca leM / ___ jaina dharma ne tyAga, tapasyA aura dAna ko saudA nahIM mAnA hai / yahA~ kA yoga, bhoga ke lie nahIM, kintu ayoga ke lie hai / mukti, mukti ke lie nahIM, kintu vimukti ke lie hai| isa viSaya meM saudebAjI karane vAle na idhara ke rahe na udhara ke rahe na khudA hI milA na visAle sanama / bhagavAn mahAvIra kI bhASA meM--"no havvAe, no paaraae|" na isa jIvana meM hI kucha sukha bhoga sakeMge, aura na agale jIvana meN| . ___ isalie tyAga niSkAma honA caahie| mukti ke lie honA cAhie aura usa .. mukti kI paribhASA honI cAhie-vAsanAoM se mukti, kaSAyoM se mukti, rUr3ha paramparAoM se mukti aura sarva vibhAvoM se mukti !! apanA sudhAra : manuSya kI durbalatA samajhie yA kucha Adata samajhie ki vaha hamezA dUsaroM kI cintA karatA hai / saMskRta kI eka sUkti hai "gireho dRzyo na ca padatalasyeti viditm|' 116 amara DAyarI

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pahAr3a jalatA dikhAI detA hai, kintu pairoM ke nIce lagI Aga nahIM dikha paatii| vaha bar3I-bar3I bAteM banAtA hai, duniyA~ ke kalyANa aura sudhAra kI yojanA banAtA hai, kintu apane kalyANa-sudhAra kI bAta socane taka kI phursata use nahIM hai| - eka loka kathA hai eka AdamI jhAr3A-phUMkI kA kAma karatA thaa| eka rAta itane jora kI varSA AI ki jhoMpar3I meM cAroM ora se pAnI Tapakane lagA / strI-bacce saba parezAna ho gae / strI ne use chappara ThIka karane ke lie bahuta kucha kahA, usane subaha usakI marammata karane kA AzvAsana diyA, kintu subaha huA aura bhUla gyaa| patnI se isa bAta para hamezA takarAra hone lagI, rAta ko dina meM karane kA vAdA karatA, aura dina huA ki Alasa kara jaataa| eka dina jhAr3a-phUMka karatA huA yaha maMtra uccAra rahA thaa| "AkAza bA~dhU pAtAla bA~dhU, bA~dhU jala kI khaaii| itanA kAma nahIM karU~ to, hanumAna jI kI duhaaii||" strI ne usakI yaha DIMga sanI to vaha garmA uThI, pIche se pITha para eka dhosa jamAyA aura garja par3I ki yahA~ to duniyA bhara ko bA~dha rahA hai, parantu itane dina hue ghara kA eka TUTA huA chappara bhI tere se nahIM ba~dha rahA hai| lagatA hai Aja hama saba kI yahI sthiti ho rahI hai| svarga-naraka kI bAteM, samAja aura rASTra ke sudhAra kI yojanAe~ banAte jA rahe haiM, lekina apane Apa ko nahIM sudhAra rahe haiN| jaina-dharma kA hRdaya : jaina dharma ne vyakti ko mahatva diyA hai, deza aura kAla ko bhI mahatva diyA __ hai, kintu usane jisa sarvopari satya ko mahatva diyA hai, vaha hai guNa-zakti / vaha vyaktivAdI nahIM hai, kintu zaktivAdI-guNavAdI hai| jisa vyakti meM AtmA kI zaktiyoM kA vikasita svarUpa darzana hotA hai, vaha usI zakti maMDita vyakti-vyaktitva ko mahatva detA hai| - amara DAyarI 117

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deha, deza, kAla aura paristhitiyA~ hamezA badalate rahate haiN| cU~ki yaha jar3a haiM, inako mahatva dene kA artha hotA hai, jar3a ko mahatva, jar3a pUjA / jaina dharma sadA hI cetana pUjaka rahA hai| vaha vibhu kI pUjA karatA hai, vaibhava kI nhiiN| __tIrthaGkaroM ke zarIra, saMhanana, atizaya Adi kI carcA AtI hai, aura vaha bahutoM ko AkRSTa bhI karatI hai, kintu maiM pUchatA hU~ ki vaha sva-pariNati hai, yA para-pariNati? bAta jarA gaharI hai, kintu samajhane kI hai| tIrthaGkoM ke aizvarya kA varNana jinattva kA varNana nahIM hai, AtmA kI sva-pariNati kA aMkana nahIM hai| yaha zabda mere nahIM, kintu eka variSTha jainAcArya ke haiM devAgama - nabhoyAnaM cAmarAdi - vibhUtayaH / mAyAviSvapi dRzyante nAtastvamasi no mahAn / / AcArya samantabhadra prabho ! maiM tumhAre caraNoM meM isalie nata mastaka nahIM ho rahA hU~ ki tumhAre pAsa deva Ate haiM, dundubhi-nAda hotA hai, chatra-cAbhara Adi aSTa prAtihArya tumhAre sAtha-sAtha rahate haiM, phUloM kI varSA hotI hai, aura tuma svarNa kamaloM para paira rakhakara gamana karate ho, yaha saba nATaka to eka indrajAliyA, eka mAyAvI jAdUgara bhI kara sakatA hai| AcArya ne Age kahA hai ki tumhArI jo mahattA hai, vaha to isa bAra meM hai ki aizvarya aura vibhUtiyoM ke isa kIcar3a meM bhI tuma nirlepa rahate ho| tumane jina Atma-zaktiyoM ko prabuddha kiyA hai, eka jyoti jalAI hai, jaba maiM usa ananta zakti kA darzana karatA hU~, to tumhAre caraNoM meM apane Apa sira jhuka jAtA hai| - AcArya ne isa prazasti meM jaina-darzana kA hRdaya rakha diyA hai| vaha Izvara ko bAharI aizvarya meM dabAnA nahIM cAhatA, kintu usake Antarika aizvarya ko ubhAra kara dekhanA cAhatA hai / isa dRSTi se jaina-dharma vyakti-pUjaka nahIM, kintu vaha sadA se guNa-pUjaka rahA hai| amara DAyarI 118

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baccoM sI nAdAnagI ? napharata se napharata milatI hai, prema nahIM milatA / krodha se krodha hI milatA hai, zAnti va sneha nahIM miltaa| DhAI hajAra varSa pahale kA yaha udghoSa Aja kA manuSya sunakara bhI anasunA kara rahA hai| Aja yuddha kI Aga jalA kara zAnti kI zItalatA pAne kA sapanA dekhA jAtA hai / manuSya burAI karake usakA pariNAma bhalAI meM cAhatA hai| bacce jaisI isa abodhatA para sayAne logoM ko ha~sI AtI hai / eka baccA jeTha kI dupaharI meM khelatA huA ghara AyA / aura zarIra para se sAre vastra utAra kara dhUpa meM khar3A ho gyaa| mAtA ne pUchA- beTA ! dhUpa meM kyA kara rahA hai ? bacce ne kahA- kucha nahIM, jarA pasInA sukhA rahA hU~ / mA~ ne ha~sa kara kahA--beTA ! kyA kabhI dhUpa meM pasInA sUkhatA hai ? kyoM nahIM mA~ ? jaba gIle vastra dhUpa meM sUkha jAte haiM, taba pasIne se bhIgA huA zarIra kyoM nahIM sUkhegA ? nAdAna bacce kI bAta para Apa loga ha~sa rahe haiM, kintu vahI bhUla Apa loga to nahIM kara rahe haiM ? kyA Apa vaira ko vaira se zAnta karanA cAhate haiM ? kAma se kAma ko bujhAnA cAhate haiM? yadi hA~, to phira vahI nAdAnagI hai / isalie bhagavAna mahAvIra ne kahA hai uvasameNa haNe kohaM mANaM maddavayA jiNe / mAyA majjava-bhAveNa lohaM saMtosao jiNe // krodha ko zAnti se, ahaMkAra ko namratA se, kapaTa ko saralatA se aura lobha ko saMtoSa se jIto / yahI sukha aura zAnti kA mArga hai / 1 zAsana kA udbhava yaha bAta sUrya ke ujAle kI taraha spaSTa hai ki zAsanataMtra ke nIce abhAva, saMgharSa, dvandva evaM AkramaNa chipe rahe haiN| manuSya kI durbalatA, asmitA aura AkrAmaka bhAvanAoM ne hI use janma diyA hai / amara DAyarI 119

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jaina AgamoM meM yaugalika yuga kA varNana AtA hai, unameM koI netA, zAsana nahIM hotA thA, saba svataMtra aura apane jIvana ko vyavasthA ke anusAra svata: saMcAlana karate the| kintu jaba AvazyakatAe~ bar3hIM, vastuoM kA abhAva huA, taba saMgharSa aura dvandva ne janma liyA, AkrAmaka vRttiyA~ jagIM, sabala nirbala ko dabAne lgaa| unhIM paristhitiyoM meM zAsana-taMtra kA udbhava huaa| hamAre yahA~ devatAoM kA varNana kiyA gayA hai, bArahaveM devaloka ke Upara sabhI deva ahamindra hote haiM, unameM koI choTA-bar3A, svAmI-sevaka nahIM hotaa| isa varNana se yaha dhvanita hotA hai ki mAnava jaba jIvana kI U~cAI para pahu~ca jAtA hai, to usake lie niyaMtraNa aura zAsana kI AvazyakatA nahIM raha jaatii| jinakalpI aura sthavirakalpI kI vyavasthA se bhI yaha prakaTa hotA hai, ki jinakalpI jo svayaM apane jAgRta viveka se calatA hai, usake lie kisI zAsana kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai, kintu sthavirakalpI-jisake ki jIvana meM kucha durbalatAe~, pramAda haiM, usake lie saMgha vyavasthA kI gaI hai| saMskRta kI eka sUkti hai - sarvo daNDena jito lokaH / saMsAra DaMDe se jItA jA sakatA hai, kintu merA vicAra hai ki yaha DaMDA manuSya ke lie nahIM, kintu manuSya ke rUpa meM jo pazutA dhUma rahI hai, usake lie hai| pazu ko bAr3e meM banda karanA hai, taba bhI DaMDA cAhie, bAr3e se bAhara nikAla kara carAne ke lie jaMgala meM le jAnA hai, taba bhI DaMDA caahie| pazu ke dAe~-bAe~, Age-pIche, cAroM tarapha DaMDA ghUmatA rahatA hai / lekina manuSya ke lie yaha nahIM ho sktaa| usakA taMtra Upara se nahIM lAdA jAnA cAhie, kintu bhItara se, hRdaya se hI udbhUta honA caahie| Aja zAsana-mukti, taMtra-mukti kA jo vicAra panapa rahA hai, vaha vAstava meM hI mAnavatA kA mahatvapUrNa darzana hai| ina vicAroM kA yaha artha nahIM hai ki hama saba zAsana mukta hokara uchRGkhala bhAva svacchanda vihAra karane lge| zAsana honA cAhie, jarUra honA cAhie kintu vaha zAsana 'para' kA nahIM, 'sva' kA hI honA cAhie, darzana kI bhASA meM AtmAnuzAsana honA caahie| vaha antara se udbhUta honA cAhie / 120 amara DAyarI

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Aja manuSya bahirdRSTi hokara cala rahA hai, vaha apanI bhUloM, galatiyoM aura doSoM se A~kha-micaunI kara rahA hai| dUsaroM ke jIvana meM chidra dekhatA hai, doSa DhU~r3hatA hai| ___ jaba jIvana meM antardRSTi AtI hai, to Ananda AtA hai, ujjvalatA AtI hai| vaha apane antara meM bha mahAvIra kA darzana karatA hai caubIsI kA, nahIM-nahIM ananta caubIsI kA darzana karatA hai / deva, guru-dharma ko bhI apane hI antara meM dekhatA hai / vaha jyoM-jyoM Atma sAgara kI atala gaharAI meM utaratA hai, tyoM-tyoM naye-naye ratna pAtA hai| hRdaya ko jitanA mA~jatA hai, utanA hI pavitra hotA hai| .. vaha jaba bAhara kI ora jhA~katA hai, to use saMsAra meM doSa hI doSa najara Ate haiM, aura vaha jina doSoM ko dUsaroM meM dekhatA hai, eka dina svayaM bhI unakA zikAra ho jAtA hai| ! jIvana eka darpaNa hai| darpaNa ke sAmane jaisA bimba AtA hai, usakA pratibimba darpaNa meM avazya par3atA hai / jaba Apa dUsaroM ke doSoM kA darzana kareMge, ciMtana aura smaraNa kareMge to unakA pratibimba Apake mano rUpa darpaNa para avazya citrita hotA rhegaa| prakArAntara se ve hI doSa cupacApa Apake jIvana meM aMkurita ho jaaeNge| isIlie bha. mahAvIra kA yaha amara-sUtra hameM sarvadA smaraNa rakhanA cAhie saMpikkhae appagamappaeNaM sadA apane se apanA nirIkSaNa karate. rahanA caahie| dRSTi ko mUMda kara antardRSTi se dekhanA cAhie / AtmA kA ananta sauMdarya dikhAI pdd'egaa| dharma kI sArthakatA __vaha dharma kyA, jo jIvana ke kaNa-kaNa meM na rama sake? vaha dharma kyA jo parivAra, samAja aura rASTra ko jIne kI kalA nahIM sikhA sake? jaina-dharma ne batAyA hai ki dharma vaha hai jo jIvana ke hara kSetra ko pavitra kara de| dharma vaha sugaMdha hai jisako jahA~ bhI rakho, mahaka degaa| jIvana kI hara sA~sa aura dhar3akana meM mukharita hogaa| amara DAyarI 121

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Aja dharma kA rUpa yahI bana gayA hai ki dharma sthAna meM ghusane para usakI phaTI-purAnI cAdara oDhalI jAe hai, aura usase nikalate hI utAra kara rakha dI jaae| ___ eka bImAra aspatAla meM bharatI huA, davA lene para svastha ho gayA aura DAkTara ne chuTTI de dii| jyoM hI aspatAla ke daravAje se bAhara kadama rakhA ki puna: bImAra ho gyaa| aba hAlAta yaha ho gaI ki aspatAla meM jitane dina rahe taba taka ArAma ! aura jaba-jaba svastha hokara bAhara nikalatA hai to bImAra ! to kyA yaha jIvana aspatAla meM hI par3e-par3e jindagI gujArane ke lie hai ? usa jIvana meM ha~sI aura Ananda nahIM A sktaa| yahI hAlata Aja hamAre dhArmikoM kI ho rahI hai| jaba taka dharma sthAna meM haiM taba taka, dayA, samatA, aparigraha Adi kI bar3I U~cI-U~cI bAteM batAI jAtI haiN| prANI mAtra ke sAtha maitrI kI prArthanA kI jAtI hai kintu jyoMhI dharma sthAna se bAhara nikale ki krodha, abhimAna ghRNA kI bImArI A gheratI hai| IrSyA aura droha kI jalana paidA ho jAtI hai| ___ to yaha bhArI bImArI hai, isa prakAra kI dharma sAdhanA se jIvana meM Ananda aura ullAsa nahIM camaka sktaa| dharma kI sAdhanA taba saphala hogI, jIvana kA pratyeka konA usakI suvAsa se sugandhita hogA, jIvana ke hara kSetra meM usa dharma kI chApa hogii| dharma kI paribhASA ___ AcArya kundakunda se pUchA gayA--'dharma kyA hai ?' bar3e sahaja DhaMga se unhoMne batAyA-'vatthu sahAvo dhammo-vastu kA apanA svabhAva, nija guNa-dharma hai| * agni kA svabhAva teja hai, agni kisI bhI sthAna meM jalAe~, kisI samaya meM jalAe~ usameM se teja prasphurita hogA hii| sthAna yA kAla usake svabhAva ko badala nahIM skte| vaha cAhe brAhmaNa ke ghara meM jale cAhe zUdra ke ghara meM, cAhe tIrtha sthAna para jale cAhe ghara meM, cAhe vivAha maMDapa meM jale cAhe zmazAna meM, cAhe dina meM jala yA rAta meM-usakA svabhAva kabhI bhI kSINa yA naSTa nahIM ho sktaa| wamerarya - - - -- - - - 122 amara DAyarI

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AbhaprAya yaha huA ki jo sadA, sarvatra sahaja bhAva se pravAhazIla rahe vaha dharma hai| AtmA kA apanA dharma kyA hai ? prazna ho sakatA hai| vahI bAta yahA~ duharAnI hogI, svabhAva meM rhnaa| __ prazna aba Age bar3hatA hai-svabhAva kyA hai ? svabhAva vaha hai, jo kabhI badale nhiiN| dUsare zabdoM meM jisake lie kisI kAraNa kI jarUrata na ho| yaha prazna nahIM ho sakatA ki agni garma kyoM hai ? - yadi maiM Apase premapUrvaka bAta karatA hU~ to Apa nahIM pUchege ki premapUrvaka kyoM bola rahe ho? kintu maiM krodha meM Akara jhagar3A karatA rahA to Apa jarUra pUchege ki mahArAja ! kyA bAta huI ? kisalie jhagar3a rahe ho? yadi maiM cupacApa zAnti se baiThA hU~ to Apa nahIM kaheMge ki mahArAja, zAnta kyoM baiThe ho| kintu yadi bolatA hU~, lar3AI karatA hU~ to jarUra usakA kAraNa pUchA jaaegaa| _isase yaha spaSTa ho jAtA hai ki zAnti svabhAva hai, usake lie kisI kAraNa kI jarUrata nhiiN| azAnti, vigraha yaha vibhAva hai, vibhAva ke lie jarUra koI kAraNa bnegaa| AtmA jaba taka svabhAva meM rahatA hai, dharma hai| agni jaba taka garma rahatI hai agni hai, kintu jaba vaha vibhAva meM A jAtI hai to adharma meM praveza kara jAtI hai, agni para pAnI yA anya kucha padArtha DAlakara zAnta kara diyA jAtA hai to vaha agni nahIM rhtii| vaha bhasma yA koyalA bana jAtI hai| isalie AcArya ne dharma kI paribhASA kI hai--"vastu kA svabhAva hI dharma duharA vyaktitva eka lar3ake ko skUla meM par3hAyA gayA--pRthvI ghUmatI hai, sUrya sthira hai| lar3akA ghara para pahu~cA to pitA ne pUchA--Aja kyA pATha par3hA hai ? . lar3ake ne kahA-pRthvI ghUmatI hai, sUrya sthira hai| pitA ne eka pata jamAte hue kahA-mUrkha ! kucha nahIM jAnatA, 'pRthvI ghUmatI hai, sUrya sthira hai'-yaha galata bAta hai / satya yaha hai ki-sUrya ghUmatA hai, pRthvI sthira hai| amara DAyarI 123

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agale dina lar3akA skUla pahu~cA aura adhyApaka ne kala kA pATha pUchA to usane batAyA ki-sUrya ghUmatA hai, pRthvI sthira hai| yaha sunate hI mAsTara ne eka tamAcA lagA diyA ki-mUrkha ! choTA-sA pATha bhI yAda nahIM rahA-bolo-pRthvI ghUmatI hai, sUrya sthira hai| . donoM jagaha tamAce par3ane lage to bAlaka asamaMjasa meM par3a gyaa| Akhira usane apanA eka nayA siddhAnta hI banA ddaalaa| __kucha dinoM bAda skUla meM insapaikTara AyA aura parIkSA ke praznoM meM usa lar3ake se yahI prazna pUcha liyA-batAo ! pRthvI aura sUrya donoM meM se kauna ghUmatA hai ? lar3ake ne uttara diyA-skUla meM pRthvI ghUmatI hai, sUrya sthira hai, aura ghara para sUrya ghUmatA hai, pRthvI sthira hai|| insapaikTara ha~sA, sAtha meM cakarAyA bhI; yaha kyA mAmalA hai ? lar3ake ne samajhAyA-ghara meM to yaha kahane para piTAI hotI hai ki-pRthvI ghUmatI hai, sUrya sthira hai, aura yaha kahane para skUla meM marammata hotI hai-sUrya ghUmatA hai, pRthvI sthira hai| Apako bhI ha~sI A rahI hai, kintu batAiye ki becArA bAlaka kyA kare, vaha skUla aura ghara ke do pAToM ke bIca pisA jA rahA hai| samAja aura rASTra ke jIvana meM Aja yaha duharA vyaktitva bana rahA hai| pitA apane lar3akoM se kahatA hai-kabhI jhUTha mata bolo, kintu unhIM ke sAmane vaha bar3I lambI caur3I jhUTha hA~katA hai / adhyApaka sikhAtA hai-bIr3I-sigareTa mata pIo, kintu yaha pATha paDhAte hue vaha mu~ha se sigareTa kA dhuMA nikAla rahA hai| Adarza aura vyavahAra kI isa bheda-rekhA ne Aja jIvana ko bA~Ta diyA hai, alaga-alaga kara diyA hai, aura isalie jIvana meM ulajhaneM, saMgharSa aura azAnti hai / jaba jIvana ke isa duharApana ko miTAkara ekatA lAe~ge, tabhI jIvana meM zAnti aaegii| netA : eka Izvara Rgveda meM eka puruSa sUkta hai, bhASyakAra sAyaNa ne to use dUsare rUpa meM rakhA hai, kintu hama use netA kA jIvana-darzana mAnate haiN| sUkta hai - 12A amara DAyarI

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sahastra-zIrSA puruSaH sahasrAkSaH shsrpaat| sa bhUmi sarvata: spRSTvA sa tiSThat dazAMgulam / / vaha mahApuruSa hai (Izvara hai), jisake hajAra sira haiM, hajAra netra haiM, aura hajAra paira hai / vaha sAre bhUmaNDala ko chUkara bhI usase dasa aMgula bAhara hai| netA vahI hotA hai, jisake hajAra sira hote haiM, jo vahasoce to hajAroM sira bhI vahI socane lage, vahI hala-cala hara eka mana meM khar3akhar3Ane lage, vahI tAra hara mastiSka meM jhanajhanAne lge| jo vicAroM kA ekIkaraNa kara sakatA hai, vaha saccA netA hai| netA ke hajAra A~kheM hotI haiM, vaha jisa dRSTikoNa se dekhe, hajAroM usI dRSTikoNa se dekhane lgeN| use jo dikhAI de, hajAroM ko vahI dikhAI de, hajAroM usake dRSTikoNa apanAne lageM to samajhanA cAhie usameM netRtva bola rahA hai| __ usake hajAra paira hote haiM, jisa rAha para usake kadama bar3he, hajAroM kadama usake pIche calane ko taiyAra ho jAte haiM, usakA mArga hajAroM kA mArga hotA hai| jo sabako sAtha lekara cala sake usakA netRtva tejasvI hotA hai| . netA sAre bhUmaNDala ko chU jAtA hai / jo gA~va kA netA hai vaha sAre gA~va ko chUtA hai / jo samAja kA netA hai, vaha samUce samAja ko chUtA hai; aura jo rASTra kA netA hai, vaha samagra rASTra ko chU letA hai| ___ vaha netA usase daza aMgula bAhara-dUra rahatA hai, vaha jisa gA~va, samAja aura rASTra kI samRddhi ke lie apane ko khapAtA hai, jIvana homatA hai, vaha usake vaibhava aura samaddhi se dasa aMgula dUra rahatA hai, usameM lipta nahIM hotaa| dasa aMgula se yaha bhI abhiprAya hai--pA~ca karmendriyoM aura pA~ca jJAnendriyoM ke sukha, vaibhava se dUra rhnaa| Aja hameM aise mahAn netA kI jarUrata hai, jo samAja aura rASTra meM caitanya bhara sakatA hai, usakA nirmANa kara sakatA hai / eka mahAn Adarza kI ora use le jA sakatA hai| amara DAyarI 125

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Apa bhalA, jaga bhalA eka purAnI sUkti calI AI hai "yAdRzI dRSTi stAdRzI sRSTi: " A~kha para yadi kAlA cazmA car3hA hai, to TInopAla se dhule hue sapheda kapar3e bhI use kAle dikhAI deMge, haMsa aura bagale kI sRSTi bhI usake sAmane kAlI aura maTamailI hogI, kyoMki usakI dRSTi para kAlA AvaraNa jo hai / dRSTi yadi sApha hai to hara eka cIja ko sApha aura vAstavika rUpa meM dekha sakeMge / mujhe eka kahAnI yAda A rahI hai gA~va kA eka bUr3hA netA, gA~va ke naujavAnoM ke sAtha khetoM meM baiThA kucha carcA kara rahA thA ki eka musAphira udhara se nikalA aura pUchA- re buDDhe ! yaha gA~va kaisA hai ? - buDDhe ne usakI akar3ana dekhI, uttara diyA - bhaI, gA~va to jaisA hotA hai, vaisA hI hai, IMTa-patthara aura lakar3I bagairaha se banA huA hai| musAphira ne kahA- yaha to dikhAI de rahA hai, maiM pUchatA hU~- gA~va ke loga kaise haiM ? buDDhe ne jarA saMjIdagI se pUchA- jisa gA~va se tuma A rahe ho, vaha gA~va kaisA hai ? musAphira ne kahA- mata pUcho ! vaha to pApiyoM aura rAkSasoM kA gA~va hai, saba mere duzmana haiM, saba kI A~khoM se Aga barasatI hai, maiM to bamuzkila jAna bacAkara AyA hU~, bhagavAna kare isa gA~va meM bhUkaMpa Ae, bijalI gire aura sArA gA~va dhvasta ho jAe / bUr3he mukhiyA ne kahA- bhaiyA ! hamArA gA~va to usase bhI burA hai, jindagI kI khaira cAhate ho to gA~va ke bAhara se hI gujara jAo, gA~va meM cale gae to patA nahIM baca sakoge bhI yA nahIM / musAphira gujara gyaa| sAtha ke naujavAnoM ke khUna meM garmI A gaI, yaha bUr3hA to vidrohI jAna par3atA hai| bAhara vAloM ke sAmane gA~va kI itanI burAI karatA hai, 126 amara DAyarI

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aura hamAre sAmane gA~va kI unnati kI bAteM ! lekina bAbA ke sAmane pUchane kA sAhasa kisI ne nahIM kiyaa| ___ kucha dera meM eka dUsarA musAphira AyA. namaskAra karake usane bhI vahI bAta pUchI, aura bUr3he ne bhI vahI uttara diyaa| ___ musAphira ne kahA-maiM yaha jAnanA cAhatA hU~ ki isa gA~va ke rahane vAle kaise haiM? bUr3he mukhiyA ne pUchA-tuma jisa gA~va se A rahe ho vaha gA~va kaisA hai? ... musAphira ne batAyA ki vaha gA~va to svarga hai, vahA~ rahane vAle sabhI devatA haiM, prema aura sahayoga kA srota baha rahA hai, kintu maiM to bhAgya kA mArA rojI kI talAza meM idhara A gyaa| acche dina Ae to jaldI hI apane phale-phUle gA~va ko lauTa jaauuNgaa| bUr3he ne kahA- bhaiyA ! hamArA gA~va to usase bahuta acchA hai, yahA~ para saba sukhI va prasanna haiM, calo tuma bhI yahA~ raho, tumhArI rojI aura roTI kA savAla bhI gA~va jarUra hala kara degaa| musAphira calA gyaa| naujavAnoM ke mana meM aba kutUhala utthaa| Akhira sAhasa karake pUchA-bAbA ! yaha kyA masalA hai ? pahale jisa gA~va ko rAkSasoM kA gA~va batalA rahe the, aba use hI svarga bhUmi batalA rahe ho, hama ApakI yaha bAta samajhe nahIM ! ___ mukhiyA ne kahA-pahalA AdamI Aga kI cinagArI thA, jalatI huI bher3a thA, vaha bher3a jahA~ bhI jAegI saba jagaha Aga lgaaegii| vaha jahA~ para pIr3hiyoM se rahatA AyA hai, vahA~ para eka bhI snehI va mitra nahIM banA sakA, to tumhAre gA~va meM Akara kaise tumheM mitra banA legA? jo ghRNA aura dveSa kA putalA hai, usake lie sabhI jagaha ghRNA aura dveSa phailA milegA, aise AdamI ko ghara meM, par3ausa meM yA gA~va meM rakhanA koI pasaMda karegA? nahIM ! isalie maiMne use yahA~ nahIM rakhanA caahaa| -to dUsare AdamI ko rahane ke lie kyoM kahA? amara DAyarI 127

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vaha insAna hai, insAnoM ke bIca raha sakatA hai, usake hRdaya meM apane gA~va ke prati, par3osI ke prati prema va sneha hai, vaha jahA~ bhI rahegA, prema, sneha va sahayoga kA vAtAvaraNa banA legA / vaha Adata kA mArA nahIM, paristhiti kA mArA hai / paristhiti acchI hone para vaha gA~va ke lie bahuta bhalA kara sakatA hai| aise AdamiyoM se gA~va kI zobhA hai / naujavAnoM kA samAdhAna ho gyaa| aura mai samajhatA hU~ sabhI kA samAdhAna ho gyaa| yaha jIvana kA darzana hai, manuSya Apa bhalA hotA hai to usake lie saMsAra bhI bhalA hai, usake lie sarvatra sukha aura zAnti hai| yadi ApakI dRSTi meM acchAI hai, Apake mana meM prema hai, to jagata meM Apake lie sarvatra acchAiyA~ haiM, prema hai / do akla kI kamI tIna prakAra ke manuSya batAe gae haiM, eka ve jo svata: hI sAdhanA kI ora pravRtta ho jaae| jIvana meM jaba jisa prakAra kA avasara Ae usI ke anurUpa dAna, zIla Adi satpravattiyoM kA AcaraNa karane laga jAe~ / jala-srota kI bhA~ti svataH pravahamAna rhe| vaha prathama koTi kA sAdhaka hai| madhyama zreNI kA puruSa dUsare se preraNA pAkara dAna, zIla, tapa aura tyAga kA AcaraNa karatA hai / jharanA svataH pravAhita hotA hai, kintu kue~ ko khodanA par3atA hai| jamIna meM kucha gaharA khodane para jala kA srota nikala AtA hai| pahale pravRtta hote haiM, dUsare prerita hote haiM 1 tIsarI koTi kA puruSa na pravRtta hotA hai, na prerita ! ve andhe hAthI kI taraha krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha evaM vAsanA ke andhakAra meM idhara-udhara bhaTakate rahate haiM, na unameM apanI buddhi hotI hai, aura na ve dUsare kI buddhi kA upayoga hI karate haiM / eka rAjA ne apane mantriyoM ko Adeza diyA ki merI kanyA ke lie aisA vara DhU~r3ho jisameM sau taraha kI akla ho / mantrI talAza karane lge| bar3e-bar3e rAjakumAroM se bheMTa kI, kintu eka sAtha sau taraha kI akla kisI bhI rAjakumAra meM nahIM milI / saba nirAza hokara lauTa aae| eka vRddhi mantrI AyA aura usane kahA mahArAja ! sau akla to kisI bhI rAjakumAra meM nahIM milI parantu maiMne eka 128 amara DAyarI

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rAjakumAra ko dekhA hai jisameM 98 akla haiM / rAjA ne prasanna hokara kahA, khaira do hI to kama haiM, koI bAta nahIM kAma cala sakatA hai| kintu do akla kauna-sI nahIM haiM ? mantrI ne kahA-usa rAjakumAra meM eka to apanI akla nahIM hai, dUsarI, dUsare kI akla mAnatA nahIM hai| ina do bAtoM ko kamI hai, bAkI saba ThIka hai| rAjA ne sira pITa kara kahA-jisa manuSya meM ina do akla kI kamI hai, vaha manuSya kisa kAma kA? hA~ to jisa puruSa meM svata: sanmArga para calane kI buddha nahIM, aura na dUsare kI preraNA se calatA hI ho vaha manuSya kisI kAma kA nhiiN| vaha jIvana ko saphala nahIM banA sktaa| sAdhanA ke tIna rUpa sAdhanA-dUdha, pAnI, jahara __ bhArata ke manISiyoM ne sAdhanA ke tIna rUpa batAe haiM-jo sAdhaka sAdhanA karatA hai, parantu usakA pradarzana nahIM karatA, usakI yaha sAdhanA 'dUdha' hai| yadi usameM itanI zakti nahIM hai ki vaha sAdhanA ko andara hajama kara jAe, vaha sAthiyoM va mitroM ke sAmane use prakaTa karatA hai vaha sAdhanA 'dUdha' se 'pAnI' bana jAtI hai, usameM dUdha jitanI zakti to nahIM rahI, kintu phira bhI pAnI sUkhe gale ko to tara kara skegaa| parantu jaba sAdhaka sAdhanA se pahale hI Dhola pITanA zurU kara detA hai| jaba sAdhanA calatI hai to usakA pradarzana aura vijJApana karanA zarU kara detA hai, to usakI vaha sAdhanA na 'dUdha' rahI aura na 'pAnI', vaha to jahara bana gii| navanIta thA to amRta, parantu jaba use kA~se ke bartana meM adhika mathA to vaha 'jahara' bana gyaa| vastu aura bhAvanA bAkule : bera : chilake: bhAratIya vicAra meM vastu kA mahatva nahIM hai, bhAvanA kA mahatva hai| prema aura niSThApUrvaka kiyA gayA thor3A-sA kArya usa vizAla kArya se zreSTha hai jisameM sirpha ADaMbara aura pradarzana kiyA jAtA hai| hamArA kA~TA hamezA hI hRdaya kI ora jhukatA hai, dikhAve kI ora nhiiN| - - amara DAyarI 129 .

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bhagavAna mahAvIra ne aneka pAraNe kie, bar3e-bar3e seTha-sAhUkAra aura samrAToM ke mahaloM aura rAjabhavanoM meM unheM bahuta hI acche bhojana mile hoMge, kintu una khIra aura miSThAnnoM kI Aja kahIM carcA nahIM hai, kintu candanA ke bAkule Aja bhI yAda kie jAte haiM, hara gA~va aura hara ghara meM usakI kahAniyA~ sunI jAtI haiN| usameM jo pavitra bhAvanA, zraddhA-bhakti kA camatkAra thA, vahI usa candana bAlA ke bAkuloM ko ajara-amara banA gyaa| rAmAyaNa ke pRSTha ulaTie rAma ke vizAla aizvarya kA varNana milegaa| kintu jaba bhojana kI carcA AI to bhIlanI ke jhUThe beroM ko hI mahatva milA / rAma ne aneka samrAToM ke rAjabhavanoM meM zreSTha pakavAna khAe hoNge| kintu itihAsa ne unheM bhulA diyA, aura bhIlanI ke jhUThe bera bhaktoM, kaviyoM aura lekhakoM kI kalama kI noka para car3hakara madhura bana gae, ajara-amara ho ge| ___ mahAbhArata ko jarA dekhie, karmayogI zrIkRSNa ne duryodhana ke mevA-miSThAnna ko Thukara diyA aura vidurajI kI kuTiyA meM jAkara kele ke chilake khaae| una chilakoM meM jo miThAsa thA vaha duryodhana ke pakavAnoM meM kahA~ ! prema, sneha evaM Adara kI jo madhurimA vahA~ milI, vahI Aja vidura ke chilakoM ko amara banA gii| ____ bhagavAna mahAvIra ke aneka pAraNoM meM se candanA ke bAkule kA pAraNA Aja bhI jyotirmaya hai| rAma ke anya bhojanoM para itihAsa mauna hai, kintu bhIlanI ke jhUThe bera Aja bhI rAmAyaNa meM camaka rahe haiM zrIkRSNa ne samrAToM ke rAjabhavanoM meM aneka bhojana kie hoMge, kintu vidura kI zAka-bhAjI hI Aja bhaktoM kI jabAna para car3hI hai "duryodhana kI mevA tyAgI, zAka vidura ghara khaayo|" bhAratIya saMskRti ke ina tInoM udArahaNoM meM eka hI bAta duharAI gaI hai aura vaha hai-vastu kI jagaha bhAvanA kA mahatva / prema aura zraddhA kI apara vijaya ! parva kA artha hama loga parva manAte haiM, aura bahuta jyAdA manAte haiM / yo parva-tyauhAra jindagI meM jindAdilI aura ullAsa ke pratIka hote haiM, kintu unake pIche rahA huA abhiprAya bhI hameM samajhanA caahie| 130 amara DAyarI

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'parva' zabda kA artha hotA hai, 'paurI' / bA~sa meM do gA~ThoM ke madhya meM jo bhAga hotA hai, use paurI kahate haiM / yo parva ke kaI artha hote haiN| eka bAra kAlidAsa ko samasyA dI gaI ki bhArataM cekSu daNDaM-sindhu mindaMca varNaya mahAbhArata, IkSu-daNDa, sAgara aura candramA--ina cAroM kA eka hI zloka meM varNana karo / kAlidAsa ne tatkAla uttara diyA pada mekena vakSyAmi prati parva rsodym| eka zloka kI kyA jarUrata hai, sirpha eka pada meM hI kaha detA hU~--- -'prati parva rasodayam'mahAbhArata ko par3hate jAie, jyoM-jyoM 'parva' par3heMge, rasa kI vRddhi (Ananda) hotI jaaegii| ganne ko jyoM-jyoM kATie, hara 'paurI' para rasa kA AsvAda milegaa| sAgara meM bhI hara parva (par3avA) para jala kI vRddhi hotI hai aura candramA kI kalA bhI pratyeka par3avA ke bAda bar3hatI hai| to isa prakAra parva ke aneka artha hote haiM, kintu saba meM jo mUla bAta rahI hai--'prati parva rsodym|' ____ yaha parva ke UrdhvagAmI vikAsa ko dhvanita karatI hai / hara parva nae vikAsa kA dvAra kholatA hai| ___ parva manAne kA abhiprAya hai-jIvana ko UrdhvagAmI bnaanaa| pratyeka parva vikAsa aura ullAsa kA dvAra kholatA jAe-tabhI jIvana meM paryoM kI sArthakatA hai| zreSThatA kA mAnadaNDa bhagavAna mahAvIra se eka bAra pUchA gayA---gRhastha jIvana zreSTha hai yA sAdhu jIvana ? bhagavAn ne kahA-yaha jIvana kA kSetra hai, isakI nApa-tola veza-bhUSA para nahIM, jIvana kI paraNati para AdhArita hai| kisI-kisI sad gRhastha kA jIvana santa jIvana se bhI zreSTha aura pavitra ho sakatA hai| "santi egehi bhikkhuhi gAratyA sNjmuttraa|" amara DAyarI 131

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pavitratA kA mAnadaNDa usakA veza nahIM hai, kintu usake jIvana kI bhUmikA hai| usameM tyAga, saccAI aura niSThA kA camatkAra hai yA nahIM? yadi sAdhu kA veza pahana lene ke bAda bhI usameM niSThA, tyAga aura vairAgya kA abhAva hai to vaha sAdhu kA veza sirpha AtmapravaMcanA hai / lAkhoM-karor3oM aise veza pahanane vAle naraka meM cale ge| aura gRhastha ke jIvana meM bhI yadi tyAga, sadAcAra aura satyaniSThA hai to vaha binA veza ke bhI sAdha hai, vaha vana meM rahe yA bhavana meM, mukta ho sakatA hai / jaise bharata zIzamahala meM baiThe-baiThe hI kevalajJAnI bana ge| jaina dharma ne zreSThatA kA mAnadaNDa, antara-AtmA kI pavitratA ko mAnA hai, veza aura pada ko nhiiN| parigraha kyA ? ___ bhagavAna mahAvIra se pUchA gayA-parigraha kyA hai? unhoMne yahI kahA ki-putra parivAra, dhana-sampatti Adi parigraha haiM yA jamIna, hAthI-ghor3e parigraha haiM, cU~ki nizcaya naya kI dRSTi se yaha saba to jar3a yA cetana svatantra vastu haiM, parigraha kA jo jahara hai, vaha to apane andara meM hai aura vaha hai-mamatva ! isIlie unhoMne batAyA mucchA pariggaho vutto arthAt-mUrchA parigraha hai, Asakti parigraha hai| eka ciU~TI jisake pAsa sirpha nanhA-sA zarIra hai, na ghara hai, na parivAra hai, na vastra hai, na khAne kA saMgraha hai, yadi vastu kI dRSTi se dekhA jAya to vaha bahuta bar3I aparigrahI hai| aura eka cakravartI jisake pAsa vizAla sAmrAjya hai, hajAroM rAniyA~ haiM, aneka bhaNDAra bhare hue haiM, vaha bahuta bar3A parigrahI hai| kintu maiM kaha cukA hU~ jaina-dharma vastuvAdI hai hI nahIM, vaha bhAvanAvAdI hai| ciU~TI bhI apanI daihika mamatA meM usI prakAra pha~sI hai, jisa prakAra cakravartI apane sAmrAjya meM, isa dRSTi se donoM hI parigrahI haiM, mUrchA yA mamatA bhAva donoM meM hI vidyamAna hai| sarvasva luTAkara bhI, sAdhu banakara bhI yadi koI mamatva kA tyAga nahIM karatA hai, to vaha aparigrahI nahIM ho sktaa| jaba 'merApana' kI bhAvanA kA visarjana kiyA jAegA, vastu kI Asakti miTAI jAegI tabhI parigraha kA tyAga ho skegaa| amara DAyarI 132

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vivAha aura brahmacarya __ brahmacarya kI carcA meM bahuta bAra yaha prazna uThA hai ki vivAha aura brahmacarya ke sambandha meM Apake vicAra kyA haiM? yU~ to maiM aparigrahavAdI ThaharA, vicAra bhI to 'mere' nahIM haiM, vicAroM kA parigraha bhI nahIM rakhanA cAhie, kintu phira bhI zAstroM ke ciMtana-manana ke AdhAra para kucha samajha sakatA hU~ to vaha yaha kahane kI ijAjata detA hai ki yadi vivAha ko ImAnadArI aura javAbadArI ke sAtha svIkAra kiyA gayA hai, to vaha bhI brahmacarya kI sAdhanA kA eka rUpa hai| 'vivAha' zabda kA artha hai-vizeSa rUpa se vahana krnaa| eka-dasare ke uttaradAyitva ko jimmedArI kI bhAvanA se vahana karanA--vivAha kI zarta hai| jIvana meM jo saMgharSa, kaSTa aura jhaMjhAvAta Adi haiM unameM eka-dUsare kA sahayoga karake kartavya patha para bar3hate calanA-vivAha kA ekarUpa hai| vivAha vidhi meM eka maMtroccAra kiyA jAtA hai samAnIva AkUtiH samApano hRdayAniva: hamAre vicAra samAna hoM, hamAre hRdaya jala kI taraha eka rasa hoM-isa pratijJA ko jIvana bhara nibhAnA, prema aura sahayoga ke AdhAra para jIvana ko UrdhvagAmI banAnA-vivAha kA uddezya hotA hai| ___ maiM kahanA cAhU~gA aisA vaivAhika jIvana 'caturbhuja' (paramezvara) kA jIvana hai, usameM jahara to eka bUMda ke barAbara hai, aura tyAga kI mAtrA samudra ke barAbara hai| -- jahA~ vivAha jaisI koI cIja nahIM, vahA~ vAsanA kI lahara samudra kI taraha laharAtI hai| kintu manuSya vivAha karake usa laharAte hue sAgara ko pyAle meM banda kara detA hai| isa dRSTi se maiM vivAha ko brahmacarya kI ora jAne vAlI aneka pagaDaMDiyoM meM se eka bar3I pagaDaMDI mAnatA huuN| kaba khAe~ ! kaise khAe~? ___ eka bAra pUchA gayA ki ghara meM jaba bhojana bane to pahale kisakA nambara AnA cAhie? kauna pahale khAe? bhAratIya saMskRti meM isa sambandha meM jo vicAra die amara DAyarI 133

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haiM--ve ye haiM ki pahale ve bAla-gopAla bhojana karane ke adhikArI haiM, jo choTI-choTI ikanniyoM, duanniyoM ke rUpa meM ghara meM ghUma rahI haiM, aura jinheM eka dina rupayA bananA hai| vaha cAhe munnA ho yA munnI, usa parivAra aura ghara meM donoM kA barAbara adhikAra hai / isake bAda dUsarA nambara AtA hai bar3e-buDDhoM kA jo ghara meM dAdA-dAdI, mAtA-pitA ke rUpa meM baiThe haiM, yA koI ghara meM bImAra baiThA ho to usakA nambara AtA hai| isake bAda ghara ke una bhAI aura bahanoM, strI aura puruSoM kA nambara AtA hai, jo pUrNa svastha haiM, ghara ke sadasya haiM, aura jo kamAte bhI haiM, parizrama bhI karate haiM, .. aura kisI bhI prakAra se ghara kI abhivRddhi yA unnati evaM avanati ke hissedAra sabase pIche nambara AtA hai, ghara kI usa mAlakina kA jo ghara kA saMcAlana karatI hai, parivAra kI vyavasthA rakhatI hai ki isa mandira meM koI devatA binA bhoga lage to nahIM rahA hai| purAne jamAne meM yaha mAnyatA thI ki yadi ghara meM kAI bhUkhA sotA hai to usakA pApa ghara ke mAlika ko lagatA hai| ___ bhArata kI saMskRti meM hamezA se yahI bAta sikhAI jAtI rahI hai ki bA~Takara khAo, khilAkara khaao| karmayogI zrI kRSNa ne kahA aghaM sa kevalaM bhuMkte ya: pacatyAtma kAraNAt "jo kevala apane lie hI pakAtA, dUsaroM ko usameM se prema pUrvaqa hissA nahIM detA--vaha roTI nahIM khAtA balki pApa khAtA hai / vaha peTa meM bhojana nahIM DAlatA balki pApa ur3elatA hai|" bhagavAn mahAvIra ne bAra-bAra udghoSa kiyA chaMdiya sAhammiyANa bhuje asaMvibhAgI nahu tassa mukkho' "sAthiyoM meM bA~Takara khaao| binA bA~Takara akelA khAne vAlA mokSa nahIM jA sktaa|" chA 134 amara DAyarI

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bhAratIya saMskRti kA yaha nAda hamAre bhojana ke eka pahalU para acchA prakAza DAlatA hai / ghara, parivAra aura samAja kI paramparA meM prema aura sauhArda kI eka dhArA bhojana ke mAdhyama se sadA bahatI rahI hai, aura vaha yahI hai ki dUsaroM ko nimantrita karake khAe, khilAkara khAe aura bA~Takara khAe / mana ke bhikhArI eka bhikhArI jo jIvana bhara phUTe ThIkare meM bhIkha mA~gatA rahA, saubhAgyavaza eka dina rAjA banA diyA gyaa| jaba vaha rAjasI ThATa-bATa meM sone ke siMhAsana para baiThA to mantrI usake sanmukha upasthita huA, aura koI AjJA mA~gane lagA / bhikhArI kA mana kAMpa gayA aura bola bhI na sakA / kucha kSaNa senApati apane sainika lihAje se Akara namaskAra karake Adeza kI pratIkSA karane lagA, vaha to apanI pUrva sthiti yAda karake ronI sI sUrata banA kara baiThA rhaa| jaba vaha mantrI aura senApati se kucha bhI bAta na kara sakA aura hIna bhAvanAoM ke kAraNa bilkula mAyUsa banA baiThA rahA to anya darabArI loga use mUrkha samajhakara ha~sI-majAka karane lge| bhikhArI unakI ha~sI dekhakara sone ke siMhAsana para baiThA huA bhI mana hI mana rone laga gayA ki saba sevaka usakI majAka ur3A rahe haiM / bhikhArI kI isa bAta para Apako ha~sI AtI hogI, kintu yahI sthiti Aja hama sabakI ho rahI hai| hama loga mAnava janma rUpI rAjagaddI para Akara baiTha to gae haiM, lekina usa rAjya kA Ananda aura ullAsa, gaurava aura sAmarthya hamane nahIM jAnA hai, hama apane mana rUpa mantrI ko Adeza dene meM asamartha pAte haiM, indriyA~ rUpa senApati aura karmacAriyoM ke sAmane apane Apako hIna samajhate haiM, aura isa prakAra mana aura indriyA~ jo vAstava meM hamAre dAsa haiM, hama unase Darate haiM, unake prabhAva meM baha rahe haiM aura unheM apane Adeza para nahIM calA rahe haiM / mana kA yaha bhikhArIpana jaba taka nahIM miTegA, hama rAjA banakara bhI rAjA hone kA Ananda nahIM uThA sakeMge, aura yoM hI rote-bilakhate raheMge / amara DAyarI 135

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dharma kA praveza-dvAra ___ agara saMsAra meM koI aisA dharma hai, jo vyakti ke kisI bhI prakAra ke ahaM ko svIkAra karatA ho aura use prazraya detA ho to usa dharma ke sambandha meM merA vinamra mata hai ki vaha dharma, dharma kI maryAdA meM Ane yogya nahIM hai / 'ahaM' kA vilaya karane se hI dharma ke dvAra para praveza pAyA jA sakatA hai / jAti, dhana, sattA Adi kA 'ahaM' dharma kI caukhaTa para paira bhI nahIM rakha sktaa| isa sambandha meM jaina dharma ne eka mahatvapUrNa sandeza diyA hai sakkhaM khu dIsai tavo viseso na dIsai jAI visesa koii| vizva meM tapasyA aura sAdhanA kA mUlya A~kA jAtA hai, jAti kA kucha bhI mUlya nahIM hai| jaina dharma ke dvAra para yaha nahIM pUchA jAtA ki tuma siMhAsana para baiThane vAle ho, yA sar3aka para jhADU dene vaale| usake dvAra para bar3e-bar3e rAjakumAra bhI Ae, to harikezI jaise aMtyaja bhI / usake tapovana meM indrabhUti gautama jaise agnihotrI Ae to arjuna mAlI jaise zUdra jAti ke sAdhaka bhI; aura sabhI ne sAdhanA kI lau lagAI / usake dvAra meM praveza pAne vAle se sirpha eka hI prazna pUchA jAtA hai-bhadra ! kyA tuma apane jIvana kA nirmANa karanA cAhate ho? apane antara meM dabI par3I ananta zaktiyoM ko camakAnA cAhate ho? yadi hA~, to tumhAre lie jaina dharma-sAdhanA kA mandira khulA hai, tumheM koI bhI zakti niSedha nahIM kara sakatI ! __ jaina dharma ke eka AcArya ne isa sambandha meM eka bar3I hI bhAvapUrNa bAta kahI hai annona deza jAyA, annenAgAra budd'iddhysriiraa| je jiNa-dhamma pavvannA savve te bandhavA bhaNiyA / / cAhe kisI bhI deza meM janmA ho, kisI bhI dharatI kI goda meM khelA ho-jo jaina dharma kI sAdhanA meM pravrajita ho gayA-vaha saba bhAI hai, saba samAna hai| 136 amara DAyarI - -

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maiM mAnatA hU~ ki vyaktigata 'ahaM' ke vilaya kA yaha mahatvapUrNa sandeza jaina dharma kA hI nahIM, kintu dharma mAtra kA sandeza hai / tapasyA kA uddezya 'tapasyA ke lie tapasyA' aura 'tapa ke lie tapa' yaha jaina dharma kI dhAraNA nahIM hai| jaina sAdhanA kA viveka isameM hai ki tapasyA -- eka sAdhana hai aura usakA prayoga vikAroM ko zAnta karane ke lie kiyA jAtA hai| agara tapasyA se abhimAna, krodha aura lobha ko zAnta nahIM kiyA jA rahA hai to usa vyartha ke deha-daNDa se kyA lAbha? tapasyA se yadi krodha kI agni aura adhika bhar3akatI hai, abhimAna kI mAtrA teja hotI hai, vAsanA kA vega prabala hotA hai to usa sthiti meM jaina darzana tapasyA kI apekSA pArane ko adhika mahatva detA hai / bhagavAna mahAvIra ne chaha mAsa kI tapasyA kI, aura jaba pArane kI AvazyakatA huI to vaha bhI kiyA / jaina dharma tapasyA aura pAranA (khAnA) ke pIche gumarAha hone vAle sAdhakoM ko prakAza dikhAtA hai ki-sAdhanA ke kSetra meM Ae ho to viveka ko jagAo ! mana ke vikAroM ko dUra karane ke lie jaba jisa kriyA kI AvazyakatA ho vahI kriyA kro| isI lie jaina dharma ne tapasyA ko sirpha 'nirAhAra' na mAnakara usako bAraha prakAroM meM vibhakta kara diyA hai / jaba jisakI AvazyakatA ho, usI kA anuSThAna karo / vikAroM kA sarpa jaina AcAryoM ne zarIra ke sAtha zatrutA bartane kI bAta kabhI nahIM kahI hai / vahA~ to kevala vikAroM ke sAtha lar3ane kI bAta kahI gaI hai| maiM mAnatA hU~ kabhI-kabhI sAdhanoM ke bIca yaha zarIra dhokhA de jAtA hai| yaha zarIra to sirpha sarpa ke bila ke samAna hai, jisakI gaharAI meM vikAroM kA sarpa zaraNa letA hai / sA~pa ko mArane ke lie bA~bI bila para soTe barasAne se koI phAyadA nahIM hai| yaha zarIra to aneka bAra kATA gayA hai| jalAyA gayA hai, aura miTTI banA hai| magara jaba taka amara DAyarI 137

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vikAroM kA sarpa marA nahIM, vaha eka bila ko badala kara dUsare bila meM ghusa gayA / taba taka nirbhaya nahIM ho skte| jaina sAdhanA kA lakSya yahI hai ki usa sarpa ko maaro| tumheM sarpa se khatarA hai bila se nahIM / saccA so merA maiM Apase phira kahatA hU~ ki Apa kisI bhI paMtha meM raheM, kisI bhI guru kI mAlA phereM aura kisI bhI sampradAya ke niyamoM kA pAlana kareM, kintu Apa ina panthoM aura sampradAyoM kI dama ghoTane vAlI dIvAroM se apanI gardana ko jarA Upara uThAkara bAhara ke svaccha aura unmukta vAtAvaraNa meM bhI sA~sa leM / yadi Apako akhaNDa satya kA darzana karanA hai to sampradAya aura paMtha kI ulajhana se dimAga ko sApha karie / dRSTi para Agraha kA jo cazmA car3hA hai use utAra kara A~kha ko sApha kiijie| jarA socie - jaba satya ko himAlaya se bhI U~cA, aura mahAsamudra se bhI adhika gaharA batAyA gayA haiM" gambhIrataraM mahAsamudAo" -prazna vyAkaraNa to aisA satya paMthoM aura sampradAyoM kI kSudra dIvAroM meM kisa prakAra banda ho sakatA hai / bhagavAn buddha ne eka bAra vRkSa ke sUkhe patte muTThI meM bharakara Ananda se pUchA- Ananda ! kyA isa vRkSa ke patte itane hI haiM ? Ananda nahIM bhante ! aura bhI haiN| buddha ne phira muThThI bharI aura phira pUchA to Ananda ne vahI uttara diyA - bhante ! aura bhI haiN| buddha ne kahA- Ananda ! tuma ThIka samajhe ho / isI prakAra samajho ki satya jitanA maiMne batalAyA hai, utanA hI nahIM hai| isake atirikta aura bhI hai, aura vaha ananta hai / 138 amara DAyarI

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hA~, to vaha ananta satya grantha aura paMtha kI gherebandI meM kaise samA sakatA hai ? / satya ke jijJAsu kA nArA "yanmama tat satyam" (jo merA hai, mere guru kA hai vahI satya hai)--yaha kabhI nahIM hotaa| satya kI / upAsanA kA svara to yahI honA caahie| "yad satyaM tanmama (jo satya hai, vahI merA hai) yahI nirmala dRSTi hameM satya kA sampUrNa darzana karA sakatI hai| eka ko jAne saba jAne jaina darzana ne eka bAta kahI hai- . - "je eMga jANai se savvaM jANai" jisane eka ko jAnA usane sabako jAnA, jisane eka kA darzana kara liyA usane samUce vizva kA darzana kara liyaa| isa sambandha meM vaidika paramparA ke eka RSi ne bahuta hI gambhIra prazna kiyA hai "kasmin vijJAte sarvamidaM vijJAtaM bhavati?" 'kisa eka ko jAnane para yaha saba jAnA jA sakatA hai?' isa prazna kA samAdhAna bhI vahIM de diyA gayA hai ___ "Atmani vijJAte sarvamidaM vijJAtaM bhavati" 'eka AtmA ko jAna lene para yaha saba jAnA jA sakatA hai| AtmA vaha parama guhya tatva hai jisako upananiSad neadRSTo dRSTA -i. upaniSad 3/7/13 (adRzya rahakara dekhane vAlA) kahA hai / jaina darzana kI bhASA meM vahaamara DAyarI 139

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"no indriya gejjhA amutta bhAva / " indriyoM se nahIM dikhAI dene vAlI amUta zakti hai / usI ko jAnanA sabase pramukha mahatva kI bAta hai / yadi isako jAna liyA to sabako jAna liyA / Apako grahaNa lagA hai prANa kyA hai ? yaha eka lambA prazna hai| magara lAkhoM-karor3oM bhAva parAyaNa loga sUrya aura candra ko rAhu ke caMgula se mukta karAne ke lie hajAroM varSoM se mAlA pherate rahe haiM, dAna karate rahe haiN| kabhI-kabhI mere mana meM prazna uThatA hai ki karor3oM mIla kI dUrI para sthita sUrya aura candra kI mukti ke lie jaba manuSya yahA~ . pRthvItala para baiThakara dayA kI bhAvanA apane mana meM jagAtA hai aura sUrya-candra kI mukti ke lie mAlA pheratA hai to vahI manuSya apanI isa AtmA ko jo sUrya aura candra se bhI adhika mahAn hai, jisakA samujjvala prakAza karor3oM sUrya candra se bhI adhika hai aura jo usake sabase adhika nikaTa meM hai- mukta karane kA prayatna kyoM nahIM karatA ? sambhava hai Apane kabhI socA hI nahIM hogA ki isa AtmA ko bhI grahaNa lagA hai kyA ? to Aja se samajha liijie| isakI mukti ke lie kucha na kucha prayatna prArambha kara dIjie / jaina darzana ne batAyA hai- -AtmA ko karma kA rAhu lagA hai| vedAnta kahatA hai - AtmA ko mAyA kA rAhu lagA hai aura buddha ne kahA hai ki AtmA ko vAsanA kA rAhu lagA hai| sabakA matalaba eka hI hai ki AtmA ko 'rAhu' lagA hai aura usakI mukti ke lie bhI Apako prayatna karanA hai / AtmA para jo kaSAya, vikAra hai, ajJAna aura moha hai vahI to 'rAhu' hai jisane usake ananta prakAza aura amita zakti ko chipA rakhA hai / usI rAhu se AtmA ko mukta karanA hai / peTa mAlagodAma nahIM hai eka vicAraka ne kahA hai- kucha logoM ko bhojana khA jAtA hai, aura kucha loga bhojana ko khAte haiN| 140 amara DAyarI

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mujhe isa para eka udAharaNa yAda AtA hai-- eka sajjana ko nimantraNa milA ki amuka dina hamAre ghara para khAnA khAne AnA, ve sajjana do dina pahale hI usakI taiyArI meM upavAsa karane lage / aba samaya para khAne ko gae to itanA DaTakara khAyA ki uThanA bhI muzkila ho gayA, peTa ko mAlagodAma kI taraha khUba DaTakara bhara liyaa| bar3I muzkila se ghara pahu~ce to bAhara se hI putravadhU ko AvAja lagAI-arI ! khaTiyA DAla do, aba khar3A nahIM rahA jAtA / putravadhU ne khaTiyA DAlate hue kahA- yaha koI khAnA thor3A hI hai, isameM kyA zekhI hai ? khAnA to mere pitAjI khAte the, so jahA~ khAnA khAte vahIM para jama jAte, khaTiyA meM DAla kara unheM ghara para lAte / hA~, to sAhaba aisA bhojana manuSyoM ko khAtA hai, bhojana se unakA mA~sa jarUra bar3hatA hai, kintu Ayu aura bala nahIM bar3hatA, ulaTA bhojana unako khAtA hai / mahAtmA buddha ne kahA hai " " adhika bhojana karane vAle baila ke samAna hote haiM, bhojana se unakA mA~sa jarUra bar3hatA hai kintu buddhi nahIM bar3hatI / " bhojana karanA ho to manuSya ke DhaMga se karanA cAhie, svAda meM barbAda nahIM honA cAhie / bhojana kA uddezya hai- Ayu, bala, teja aura buddhi ko kAyama rakhanA aura bar3hAnA / vaha bhojana jaba sirpha peTa ko mAlagodAma kI taraha bharanA hI ho jAtA hai, taba vaha AdamI ko khAtA hai, aneka bImAriyoM ko janma detA hai, svAsthya, AyuSya aura oja kA nAza karane vAlA hotA hai / isIlie manusmRti meM kahA hai -- " anArogya manAyuSyamasvargyaM cAtibhojanAt" " ati bhojana se AyuSya, Arogya, aura svarga bhI hAtha se nikala jAtA hai / " isalie bhojana ko khAne kA DhaMga sIkhanA caahie| bhagavAna mahAvIra ne bAra-bAra kahA hai -- amara DAyarI appabhAsI miyAsaNe, appapiNDAsI pANAsI / " kama bole, kama khAe, kama khAnA, kama pInA / " 141

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yaha saba upadeza svAsthya aura Arogya kI hI dRSTi se nahIM balki adhyAtma kI dRSTi se bhI Avazyaka hai| ahiMsA aura mAnavatA ___ maiM ahiMsA ko mAnavatA kahatA hU~ aura mAnavatA ko ahiNsaa| Apa agara jIvana ke kSetra meM ThIka DhaMga se vicAra kareM to maiM kahU~gA ki manuSya kI jo zuddha mAnavatA hai vaha komalatA kI bhitti para hI TikI huI hai, aura komalatA manuSya ke AdhAra para khar3I hai| hama ina donoM ko alaga-alaga karake nahIM cala sakate / jaba kabhI isa deza meM yaha vicAra jIvana meM mizrita ho jAegA, taba mAnavatA ke kalyANa ke lie hameM upadeza karanA nahIM pdd'egaa| zAnti, samRddhi aura prema kI AkAMkSAe~ svata: saphala hoMgI, usa dina mAnavatA muskarA utthegii| jIvana kI tripuTI nayI pIr3hI ke paharedAroM aura naye jamAne ke sUtradhAroM ko yaha bAta samajha lenI cAhie ki unheM jIvana meM devatrayI kA rUpa bananA par3egA / samAja, rASTra aura dharma kI jo sar3I-galI, jIrNa-zIrNa mAnyatAe~ haiM, niSprANa paramparAe~ haiM, unheM ukhAr3a pheMkanA hogA, unake vidhvaMza ke lie mahAdeva (rudra) kA rUpa dhAraNa karanA pdd'egaa| aura jo isake sAtha nayA sarjana, nayA nirmANa hone vAlA hai, usake lie unheM brahmA banakara khar3A honA hogaa| isI ke sAtha jo jIvana, parivAra, samAja, rASTra aura dharma ke lie hitakara haiM, jisameM prANa haiM, tejasvitA hai, usa tattva kI rakSA ke lie viSNu kA virATa rUpa dhAraNa karanA hogA / brahmA, viSNu aura maheza ke rUpa meM jIvana kI yaha devatrayI hai--utpAda, vyaya aura dhrauvya kI paramparA meM yuvaka zakti ko apane jIvana ko DhAlanA hogaa| nirmANa, saMrakSaNa aura vinAza kI yaha tripuTI jIvana ko nayI zakti aura tejasvitA degI, Ane vAlI pIr3hI isake lie apane Apako taiyAra kara leN| sudhAra aura uddhAra sudhAra aura uddhAra meM eka antara hai, saMzodhana aura nirmANa meM bheda hai / krAnti aura vikAsa meM pharka hai / kucha loga sudhAra cAhate haiM aura kucha loga uddhAra, kucha 142 amara DAyarI

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saMzodhana cAhate haiM aura kucha nirmANa, kucha krAnti cAhate haiM aura kucha vikAsa / jIvana meM donoM hI Avazyaka haiM, kintu donoM kI hI kucha sImAe~ haiM, jinheM samajha lenA jarUrI hai| ___ eka kapar3A hai, usakA eka kinArA phaTa gayA to use jor3a lete haiM, vaha mailA ho gayA to use dho lete haiM, isa taraha usakA sudhAra kara liyA, kintu vaha phaTate-phaTate itanA phaTa gayA ki aba kapar3A nahIM rahakara cIthar3A bana gayA to phira usako pheMkakara nayA kapar3A hI lenA par3egA, dhote-dhote vaha itanA gala gayA ki aba dhote-nicor3ate hI car-car karatA hai to usako chor3anA hI hogaa| yadi usa phaTe-purAne cithar3e ko hI Apa gale meM DAlakara phireMge to duniyA Apako buddhimAna nahIM kahegI, mUrkha aura daridra btaaegii| __eka purAnA makAna hai, kahIM se TUTa-phUTa huI to sImeMTa lagA diyA, IMTa-patthara lagAkara ThIka kara diyaa| kucha samaya taka to Apa sudhAra karate raheM, lekina jaba makAna isa hAlata meM pahu~ca gayA ki vaha kisI bhI dina girakara khaNDahara bana sakatA hai, aura dasa-bIsa prANiyoM kI jindagI le sakatA hai to ApakI samajhadArI usI meM hotI hai ki use girAkara nayA makAna banavA liyA jaae| jaba nayA kapar3A kharIdanA par3atA hai, nayA nirmANa karanA par3atA hai taba nayA vAtAvaraNa, nayI paristhitiyA~ aura nayI rUparekhA sAmane AtI hai, use hama uddhAra kahate haiN| yahI bAta parivAra, samAja, rASTra aura dharma kI hai, jaba taka sudhAra sambhava haA---karate rahe, lekina jaba sthiti yahA~ taka pahu~ca gaI ki isa vyavasthA aura paramparA ke mahala ko khaMDahara hone se bacAne ke lie use girAkara nayA mahala khar3A karane meM hI buddhimAnI hai, taba hama use uddhAra, nirmANa aura krAnti kahate haiN| sudhAra aura uddhAra kI ina sImAoM ko samajhane meM hamane viveka se kAma nahIM liyA to sambhava hai, Ane vAle jamAne ke sAtha hameM TakarAnA pdd'egaa| jIvanI-zakti manuSya auSadhi Adi prayogoM dvArA apanA zarIra-bala cAhe jitanA bar3hAle, kintu jaba usameM manobala nahIM hotA, prANa-zakti nahIM hotI, ojasa nahIM hotA, amara DAyarI 143

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to vaha zarIra bala sirpha bhAra bar3hAne vAlA hI hotA hai, tejas aura varcasva nahIM bar3hAtA / gaNadhara gautama bha. mahAvIra se eka prazna pUchate haiM- bhagavan ! do manuSya barAbara balavAna dIkhate haiM, haTTe-kaTTe lagate haiM, unakI mA~sa-peziyA~ majabUta haiM, haDDiyA~ sudRr3ha dikhAI par3atI haiM, kintu jaba paraspara lar3ate haiM to eka hAra jAtA hai aura eka jIta jAtA hai, kabhI-kabhI kamajora aura durbala dikhAI dene vAlA moTe-tAje sudRr3ha zarIra vAle ko pachAr3a detA hai, isakA kyA kAraNa hai ? gautama kA yaha prazna bhagavatI sUtra meM AyA hai| bhagavAna mahAvIra uttara dete haiM-- gautama ! tuma mA~sa-piNDa aura haDDiyoM ke DhA~ce ko dekhakara aisA socate ho, kintu jisake andara vIryazakti, utsAha aura oja hotA hai, prANa balavAna hote haiM, vahI vijayI hotA hai " savIrie parAyaNai, avIrie parAjayaI / " vIryazakti vAlA jItatA hai, aura nirvIya hAra jAtA hai cU~ki manuSya kI zakti kA mUla srota yahI hai| use hI jIvanI-zakti mAnA hai| isIlie vIrya kI rakSA ko jIvana aura prANa rakSA mAnA hai / ziva aura zava mujhe kahanA hai ki jindA aura murdA AdamI meM jo antara hai, vaha yahI hai ki jindA AdamI svayaM calatA hai, jIvana ke kSetra meM vaha kabhI pichar3atA nahIM, saMgharSoM aura vipattiyoM se TakarAkara bhI vaha nirAza nahIM hotA, balki Age se Age bar3hatA jAtA hai| isake viparIta murdA AdamI ( hatotsAha ) preraNA pAkara bhI uThatA hI nahIM, use jabaradastI se ghasITA jAtA hai, use dUsarA kahIM ghasITa kara bhale hI le jAe, para vaha apane Apa nahIM cala sakatA, isa prakAra jIvita manuSya lar3atA hai, aura murdA sar3atA hai / jaba taka usameM utsAha hai, zakti hai, taba taka vaha 'ziva' hai, mahAn hai, samartha hai, aura jaba zakti nahIM rahatI, utsAha khatma ho jAtA hai to vaha ziva 'zava' bana jAtA hai| ziva aura zava meM 'ikAra' arthAt zakti kA hI antara hai / 144 amara DAyarI

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Aja rASTra aura samAja ko una manuSyoM kI jarUrata hai jo 'ziva' haiM zakti aura utsAha sampanna haiM, rASTra para Aja una zavoM (lAzoM) kA bhAra nahIM sahA jA sakatA jinameM deza, dharma aura samAja ke lie kucha bhI karane kI zakti nahIM hai| mana kA andhakAra zAstroM kA jJAna kitanA hI kyoM na ho, para usake nIce bhI andhakAra calatA rahatA hai, veza-bhUSA, paramparA aura dharmaguruoM kI chAyA meM bhI vaha andhakAra palatA rahA hai, jaba taka Atmadarzana aura viveka kI kiraNe mana meM praveza nahIM kara pAtIM, vaha andhakAra TUTa nahIM sktaa| usa andhakAra meM calate hue sabhI eka dUsare ko cora, mUrkha, mithyAtvI aura duSTa ke rUpa meM samajhate rahate haiN| kalpanA kIjie gahare andhakAra meM kisI ghara meM cora ghusa gayA ho, usakI khar3akhar3AhaTa sunakara ghara ke mAlika jaga par3e aura 'cora-cora' kA zora macAkara sabhI ko jagA de, zora sunakara cora kisI kone meM dubaka kara baiTha gayA ho, aura ghara vAle cora kI talAza meM eka dUsare se bhir3a par3eM, eka-dUsare ko cora samajhakara lAThiyA~ barasAne laga jAe~, usa andhakAra meM unheM patA bhI nahIM calatA ki kauna apanA hai, kauna parAyA? kauna cora hai, aura kauna cora ko pakar3ane AyA hai| __yahI dazA hama sabakI hai| jaba mana meM andhakAra bharA rahatA hai to apane-parAe aura cora-sAhUkAra kA bheda nahIM kara pAte, aura yoM hI eka-dUsare se bhir3ate rahate haiN| eka-dUsare ko gAliyA~ dete rahate haiN| ___ Aja sampradAyoM, paramparAoM aura veza-bhUSA meM jo paraspara vigraha aura dvandva cala rahA hai usakA mUla kAraNa yahI mana kA andhakAra hai, mana ke andhakAra meM bhaTakate hue hama eka-dUsare para Aja lAThiyA~ barasA rahe haiM, unheM ajJAnI, mUrkha aura mithyAtvI batalA rahe haiN| jindA manuSya kI nizAnI ___ jaba maiM logoM se yaha zikAyata sunatA hU~ ki kyA kareM, paristhitiyA~ pratikUla haiM, nahIM to hama bhI kucha karate / taba mujhe sacamuca bar3A tAjjuba hotA hai| maiM socatA hU~ ve jindA bhI haiM yA nahIM ? unameM jIvana kI Aga hai bhI yA nahIM? ve amara DAyarI 145

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jIvana bhara yU~ hI paristhitiyoM kA ronA rote-rote eka dina yahA~ se kUca kara jaaeNge| vAstava meM manuSya apanI bujadilI aura akarmaNyatA ko chipAkara duniyA kI najaroM se, aura apane ApakI najaroM se bacane ke lie usa para paristhitiyoM kA labAdA DAlane kI ceSTA karatA hai| __Apa sahI mAnie anukUla pravAha, vAtAvaraNa aura paristhitiyoM kA intajAra to murde kiyA karate haiM; jIvita yA jAnadAra AdamI nhiiN| baliSTha aura jIvaTa vAlA nAvika dhAra yA bahAva ke viparIta bhI apanI nAva ko khetA huA calA jAtA hai| vaha saMsAra meM bher3a-bakariyoM kI ginatI meM nahIM kintu manuSyoM kI ginatI meM AtA hai| bhagavAn mahAvIra ne kahA hai___aNusoo ya saMsAro, paDisoo tassa uttaare|" -dazavaikAlika pravAha ke pIche-pIche to saMsAra calatA hI hai| kintu saccA vIra vaha hai, jo pratisrota meM cale, jidhara usakI gati hotI hai, usI tarapha kinArA mila jAtA hai jidhara usake caraNa bar3hate haiM, usI ora mArga bana jAtA hai| __ "bar3ha jAte jaba caraNa, svayaM patha bana jAtA hai cala par3atI saba nAva kinArA mila jAtA hai|" vAstava meM jindA manuSya kI yahI nizAnI hai| bhUla siddhAnta na bane / kabhI-kabhI mana meM eka bAta AtI rahatI hai ki galatI honA, galata vicAra svIkAra kara lenA AsAna hai, kintu dhIre-dhIre vaha galatI svabhAva yA Adata bana jAtI hai, aura vaha galata vicAra siddhAnta bana jAtA hai, phira vaha chUTanA bar3A muzkila ho jAtA hai, aura usakA burA pariNAma vyakti va samAja ko bhugatanA hI par3atA hai| eka dina eka bhAI (zrAvaka) ke yahA~ mujhe jAnA par3A, vaha bImAra thA, aura yU~ mara-mara kara jI rahA thaa| usakI patnI ne kahA inheM sA~sa kI bImArI hai, magara 146 amara DAyarI

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tambAkU nahIM chor3ate, jaba bhI tambAkU pI lete haiM hAlata bigar3a jAtI hai / patnI kI bAta kA usane uttara diyA-mahArAja ! aba to masAna (zmazAna) meM hI chuuttegii| maiMne kahA-tuma to khUba joza ke sAtha bhagavAna mahAvIra kI jaya bolate the jindagI bhara mahAvIra kA nAma raTane para bhI itanI vIratA nahIM AI ki eka burI Adata ko jAnate hue bhI nahIM chor3a sakate? ___ yaha eka tambAkU kI hI bAta nahIM hai, manuSya hajAroM prakAra kI tambAkuoM ke ghere meM pha~sA huA hai, galata vicAra, galata paramparA aura galata AcAra kI tambAkU ne use isa prakAra jakar3a rakhA hai ki jAnate hue bhI ki yaha bAta kabhI bhUla se svIkAra karalI thI, magara asatya hai, use chor3a nahIM sakate, chor3ane kI bAta dUra rahI use asatya karane kA sAhasa bhI nahIM kara paate|| __yaha hAlata sirpha sAdhAraNa manuSyoM kI hI nahIM kintu bar3e-bar3e dharmaguruoM aura AcAryoM kI bhI hai| pahalI bAta to yaha hai ki ve galata vicAra ko siddhAnta ke rUpa meM mAna baiThate haiM, usakA Agraha unake dimAga meM jar3eM jamA letA hai aura phira usa Agraha ke kAraNa aneka vigraha paidA hote haiN| saubhAgya vazaM unameM naye vicAra kI koI kiraNa phUTa par3atI hai, satya kI jijJAsA jaga uThatI hai aura ve galata ko galata samajha lete haiM, phira bhI usako galata kahane kA sAhasa nahIM karate / ve socate haiM bAta to ThIka hai, magara aba aisA kaheMge to janatA kyA socegI? maiM unase pUchatA hU~ ki kyA ApakI dRSTi meM satya kA kucha bhI mUlya nahIM, sirpha janatA kI rAya kA hI mUlya hai ? yAnI apanI pratiSThA kA mUlya hai| isa prakAra dharma guruoM aura AcAryoM kI mAnasika durbalatA ke kAraNa kabhI-kabhI samAja ko asatya kA jaharIlA cU~Ta bhI pInA par3atA hai| jahA~ asatya kI pUjA hotI hai, vaha samAja kabhI bhI uTha nahIM sakatA, usa para hamezA murdanI chAI rahatI hai| ___ isalie satya premI bandhuoM se merA eka nivedana hai ki ve galata AcaraNa ko kabhI svabhAva na banane deM, aura galata vicAra ko kabhI siddhAnta na banane deN| yadi durbhAgya vaza aisA ho gayA ho, to use ukhAr3a pheMkane kA sAhasa kreN| amara DAyarI 147

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do pA~kheM AcArya bhadrabAhu ne eka bAta kahI hai__ mokSa kI ora ur3a calane ke lie jIvana meM AcAra aura vicAra kI donoM pA~khoM kI AvazyakatA hai| yahI bAta hArIta smRtikAra ne kahI hai yathAnnaM madhu saMyuktaM madhu vAnnena saMyutam ubhAbhyAmapi pakSAbhyAM yathA vai pakSiNAM gati: 7 / 10 tathaiva jJAna karmAbhyAM prApya te brahma shaashvtm-7|11 mIThe se yukta anna aura anna se yukta mIThA-susvAda hotA hai| donoM paMkhoM se hI pakSI AkAza meM ur3a sakatA hai usI prakAra jJAna aura karma se brahma kI prApti hotI hai| ___ manuSya ko jIvana meM hamezA dvitva kI jarUrata par3I hai| nara aura nArI do hI haiM, zarIra meM do paira haiM, do hI hAtha haiM, do A~kha aura do kAna haiN| do ke binA jIvana kA saMtulana hI bigar3a jAtA hai / jisa gAr3I kA eka hI cakra ho to usase yAtrA nahIM kI jA sktii| nahu egeNa cakkeNa rahaM payAI" isIlie bhagavAna mahAvIra ne udghoSa kiyA kucha loga jo pAgala dArzanikoM kI bhA~ti phirate haiM, pukArate haiM-suyaM seyaM-jJAna hI zreSTha hai, ve kabhI kalyANa nahIM kara skte| __ aura jo kevala kriyAkANDoM ke cakravyUha meM phaMse rahate haiM-ya: kriyAvAna, sa paNDita:- ke sUtra vAcaka haiM ve bhI saMsAra meM ThokareM khAte rahe haiM / unakA-solaM seyaM-kriyA hI zreSTha hai-kA nArA unakI naiyA ko pAra nahIM lagA skaa| jIvana kI gAr3I ko calAne ke lie AcAra aura vicAra kA saMtulana Avazyaka hai / ye donoM pA~kheM ThIka hoMgI tabhI jIvana kI ananta AkAza meM gati kI jA skegii| - - - 148 amara DAyarI

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vaha pragati-durgati hai vizva itihAsa ke pannoM para aisI dhUmila tasvIreM Aja bhI spaSTa dIkha rahI haiM jo apanI vicArahInatA ke kAraNa jIvana kI a~dherI galiyoM meM ThokareM khAte phire haiM / ve yahI samajhate rahe haiM ki hama pragati patha para bar3ha rahe haiM, kintu vAstava meM unako na mArga kA jJAna thA, na maMjila kA / isalie sirpha apane ghere ke irda-girda hI unakA yaha caMkramaNa hotA rahA / una vicArahIna pragativAdiyoM kI sthiti telI ke usa baila ke samAna thI, jo dina bhara dhAnI ke cAroM ora cakkara lagAtA rahA- jaba zAma huI, thaka kara cUra-cUra ho gayA to socA Aja 25-50 mIla kI maMjila taya kara lI hai, magara jaba A~khoM para se paTTI haTAI gaI to dekhA ki vaha to mAlika ke usI ghara aura usI A~gana meM khar3A hai jahA~ subaha yAtrA zurU karane ke lie khar3A huA thA / "jyoM telI ke baila ko ghara kI kosa pacAsa " yaha duHkhada sthiti Aja bhI hamAre samakSa cala rahI hai aura bahuta se pragativAdI isI cakkara meM pha~se hue haiN| ve bar3hanA cAhate haiM kintu sahI jJAna na hone se bhaTaka jAte haiM / unakI pragati -- durgati kA kAraNa bana jAtI hai / isIlie Aja se hajAroM varSa pahale bhagavAn mahAvIra ne yaha ghoSita kiyA thA-- paDhamaM nANaM tao dayA- pahale mana ko jJAna ke prakAza se Alokita karo, to tumhArA mArga prakAzamaya banegA aura kinArA nikaTa AtA dikhAI degA / vicAra phUla ho, caTTAna nahIM yaha sahI hai ki vicAroM kI viSamatA rahatI hai, vicitratA bhI rahatI hai, kintu mAtra vicAroM meM hI viSamatA rahatI ho to koI khatarA nahIM, vaha puSpa kI taraha halkI-phulkI bhArahIna saurabha se madamAtI ho ! kintu vicAroM kA vaiSamya jaba 'vAda' kA cogA pahana kara jama jAtA hai aura caTTAna kI taraha Thosa bana jAtA hai to vaha TakarAhaTa paidA karatA hai, aura rAhagIroM ke sira phur3avAne bhI laga jAtA hai| ataH vicAroM kI dvaidhatA ko caTTAnoM kI taraha alaga-alaga khar3A na karake raMga-biraMge phUloM ko sajAnA cAhie, tAki unase saMsAra ko ullAsa, sphUrti aura Ananda milatA rahe / amara DAyarI 149

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cetana mastI kucha loga bhaMga ko 'siddhi' nAma se pukArate haiM, unakA kahanA hai ki bhaMga ke pIne para mastI A jAtI hai, aura vaha mastI hameM paramAtma bhAva kI AnandAnubhUti karA detI hai / vAstava meM yaha suSuptAvasthA yA naze kI behozI saccI mastI nahIM hai, mastI vaha hai, jo chAe to aisI ki phira utare hI nahIM / hameM mastI cAhie kintu vaha mastI bhaMga, zarAba yA kisI vyAmohaka tattva kI nahIM cAhie / mastI vaha cAhie jisameM apane hI antara meM DUbakara lIna ho jAe, nija svarUpa kI mastI caahie| jisameM akSaya Ananda kI satata anubhUti ho / hameM vahI cetana mastI cAhie, jIvita mastI cAhie, jar3a suSupta murdA mastI nahIM cAhie / samavAda bhArata ke prAcIna darzanoM aura vizeSa rUpa se yogadarzana meM 'yama' kA varNana AtA hai| jaina sAdhanA-paddhati meM usase pahale 'sama zabda kA prayoga kiyA gayA hai / 'yama' kI dhvani vastu-tyAga kI ora prerita karatI hai, kintu 'sama' kA nAda mana kI pavitratA aura zItalatA ko sphurita karatA hai| jaina sAdhanA 'yamavAda' kI sAdhanA nahIM, kintu 'sama' - 'samyakvAda' kI sAdhanA hai| usane tyAga se pahale tyAga ke prati samyak buddhi (samyak darzana) ko mAnA hai| prAcIna AcArya 'yoga nigraho guptiH' kahate the, kintu AcArya umAsvati ne isa paribhASA sUtra ko yoM kara diyA-- - 'samyak yoga - nigrahaH - guptiH - jo ThIka vicAra aura viveka pUrvaka yoga kA nigraha kiyA jAtA hai, vahI gupti hai| yoga nigraha kA mahatva bhI tabhI hai, jaba usameM viveka aura samatA ho, nahIM to vaha mAtra deha-daNDa hotA hai I ahiMsA kI sampUrNatA eka bAta mana meM AtI hai ki ahiMsA aura dayA kI jo bAteM aura saMdeza die jAte haiM, ve jo jaina-loga hajAroM varSoM se sunate A rahe haiM, aura dayA aura ahiMsA amara DAyarI 150 '

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kA kArya kara bhI rahe haiN| kintu bakaroM aura kabUtaroM Adi ko mArane vAloM se chur3Ane bhara se hI to ahiMsA kI sampUrNatA nahIM ho jaatii| yaha kArya ThIka hai, kintu yahIM taka ulajhe rahanA acchA nahIM hai| jaba taka mArane vAle kI vRtti nahIM badalatI, taba taka marane vAle to unake hAtha lagate hI raheMge, eka se chur3A diyA to dUsarA khar3A ho jAegA / ahiMsA kI sampUrNatA usameM hai ki mArane kI vRtti badala dI jAya / isa sambandha meM mAravAr3a meM jo khaTIka jAti ko ahiMsA aura dayA kA sandeza dekara unheM ahiMsaka samAja-racanA ke aMga banAe jA rahe haiM, vaha bahuta mahatvapUrNa kArya hai / vAstava meM mArane kI vRtti khatma hue binA ahiMsA kA vistAra kaThina hai / hiMsaka vRtta ko miTAnA ahiMsA kA sabase zreSTha pracAra hai| Aga bujhAne vAle ___ eka bAra mujhe eka sarvadharma-sammelana meM bhAga lene ke lie nimantrita kiyA gyaa| kAryakartAoM ne nirNAyaka ke Asana para bhI mujhe biThA diyaa| maiMne vahA~ para dekhA ki dharma-guruoM kA acchA-khAsA banA huA thA vaha sammelana / unameM se pratyeka vyakti yaha kahakara ki---hama yaha kara sakate haiM, hama vaha kara sakate haiM, cupa hotA gyaa| sabhA kA samAropa karate hue maiMne kahA-kisI vyakti kA makAna jala rahA hai aura kaI ToliyA~ vahA~ para AjAyeM, eka TolI kahe yaha Aga hama bujhA sakate haiM aura isa para dUsarI kahe-nahIM, yaha Aga bujhAne kI sabase acchI tarakIba hamAre pAsa hai, aura sabhI ToliyA~ isI prakAra kahatI huI paraspara lar3a par3eM aura Aga na bujhAe~, isa taraha usa becAre kA ghara to rAkha kA Dhera bana jaaegaa| ___ kyA Aja bhArata hI nahIM, kintu saMsAra bhara ke dhArmikoM ke bIca kucha aisA hI to nahIM ho rahA hai? hara dhArmika apane dharma-devatA aura dharma-granthoM kI mAtra prazasti karake hI saMtuSTa nahIM ho jAtA hai, apitu dUsare ke dharma devatA aura dharma-granthoM ke prati ghRNA aura galata phahamI. bhI phailAne laga jAtA hai / isa prakAra Aga bujhAne kI bAta karane vAle Aga lagAne vAle bana jAte haiM, aura unakI lagAI Aga meM saMsAra tabAha ho rahA hai ! amara DAyarI 151

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mAtRbhUmi kA prema bhAratavarSa kI miTTI meM yaha viziSTatA rahI hai ki vaha mAtA aura mAtR-bhUmi ko svarga se bhI adhika pyAra karatI hai| yahA~ mAtRbhUmi kI miTTI ko candana mAnakara tilaka kiyA jAtA hai / pAnI ko gaMgA jala mAnakara pUjA jAtA hai aura mAtRbhUmi ke hara vRkSa ko bhAI kI taraha pyAra kiyA jAtA hai / jodhapura ke mahArAja yazavantasiMha jI ekabAra jaba yuddha kI icchA se kAbula kI ora jA rahe the, mArga meM eka TIle para harebhare phoga ke paudhe ko dekhakara prasannatA se phUla uThe, ghor3e se nIce utara kara use sage bhAI kI taraha AliMgana meM kasa liyA aura bhAva bhare zabdoM meM kahane lage "suNare dezI rUMkhaja, mhe paradezI loga / mhoMne akabara teDiyA, tUM kita Ayo phoga / / "hama to dillIzvara kI AjJA se idhara A gae, kintu tuma yahA~ kaise A gae ?" isa prakAra mAtR-bhUmi ke per3a-paudhoM aura hara vastu ko unhoMne bar3e prema, sneha aura zraddhA kI dRSTi se dekhA hai aura usake lie hara prakAra kA balidAna kiyA hai / dharma kA devatA mandiroM aura dharma - sthAnoM meM jaba bhaktoM kI jamA bhIr3a aura unakA bhajana-pUjana kA bar3A samAroha dekhatA hU~, to mana meM AtA hai ki ye loga kitane bar3e dharmAtmA hoMge, jo sardI-garmI aura bhIr3a-bhAr3a kI paravAha kie binA bhakti kara raheM haiM / kintu jaba unheM hI ghara aura dukAna para kalaha, beImAnI aura atyAcAra karate dekhatA hU~ to mana sihara uThatA hai aura socatA hU~ ki inhIM logoM saMsAra ko dharma kA virodhI banAyA hai, inhIM logoM ne dharma ke prati dveSa aura ghRNA ke bhAva phailAe haiN| yaha bAta dina ke ujAle kI taraha spaSTa mAna lIjie ki jaba taka dharma kA devatA jIvana ke mandira meM nahIM bolatA - taba taka mandira, masjida, sthAnaka aura amara DAyarI 152

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kisI bhI pratIka kI pUjA, satsaMga kevala jar3a-pUjA hai / jar3a-zraddhA hai / jisa dina jIvana meM dharma prakaTa hogA usI dina dharma kI saccI pUjA hogii| TreDa mArka ___ eka dina eka vicAravAn saMta se kisI ne pUchA-ApakA zAstra kyA hai? paMtha kyA hai? ___ saMta kucha dera mauna rahA phira ha~sA aura bolA-jo kucha hU~ so maiM hI hU~, maiM hI merA graMtha hUM, maiM hI merA paMtha hU~ aura maiM hI merA saMta hU~ / yAne mere bhItara kA 'saMta' hI merA graMtha aura paMtha hai| __usa saMta ke zabdoM se yaha spaSTa hai ki manuSya kA vicAra aura AcaraNa yaha jAhira kara dete haiM ki vaha kisa patha kA pathika hai / jisa prakAra hamAre bhAratavarSa meM alaga-alaga saMpradAyoM ke tilaka, jaTA, daMDa Adi aneka 'TreDamArka' hote haiM, jise dekhate hI pahacAna liyA jAe ki yaha kisa paMtha va saMpradAya kA mAnane vAlA hai, usI prakAra 'saMta' kA sabase bar3A 'TreDa mArka' usakA AcAra aura vicAra hI hotA hai| nyAya kI bhASA meM yahI usakA lakSaNa' hai| zikSA kA tarIkA __ ajJAna manuSya bhUla karatA hai, bhUla karanA svabhAva nahIM kintu sahaja jarUra hai| parantu jo svayaM ko jJAnavAn mAnatA hai usakA yaha jJAna ThIka nahIM ki vaha dUsaroM kI bhUloM para ha~se, nindA aura ghRNA phailAe / bhUla jatAne meM bhI avahelanA aura AtmA ko kucalanA nahIM cAhie / usakI AtmA ko bar3e halke aura madhura DhaMga se sahalA kara jAgRta karanA cAhie tAki vaha zikSA kI tAjI havA se nayI tAjagI aura nayA jIvana pAkara khila sake, mahaka ske| upAdAna kI zuddhi sAdhanA kI dRSTi se upAdAna kA zubha honA anivArya hai / yadi upAdAna (mUla AtmA) zubha hai to azubha nimitta milane para bhI vaha lakSya-bhraSTa nahIM hotA, kintu usa azubha se bhI zubha kI ora bar3hatA jAtA hai / jaise gaja sukumAla ko somila - amara DAyarI 153

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kA, aura sudarzana ko abhayA rAnI kA azubha nimitta milA, kintu usa vAtAvaraNa aura paristhiti meM bhI ve niraMtara zubha kI ora bar3hate rhe| ___ yadi upAdAna hI azubha ho to kitane hI zubha nimitta mila jAe~, vaha sAdhanA kI ora bar3ha nahIM sktaa| gozAlaka aura jamAli ko bha. mahAvIra kA nimitta milA / rAjA udayana ko mArane ke lie ratnasAra bhaTTa sAdhu bana kara bAhara varSa taka adhyayana aura zAstrAbhyAsa karatA rahA--nimitta zubha hone para bhI huA kucha nahIM, cU~ki upAdAnamUla sattA hI azubha jo thii| isalie AtmA kI pavitratA pahalI bAta hai| sAdhanoM kI pavitratA se pahale sAdhaka kI AtmA nirmala aura pavitra honI anivArya hai| tabhI sAdhanA kI saphalatA ho sakatI hai| samatA kI sAdhanA jagata-jAhnavI ke kUla para khar3A koI manuSya usakI zItala laharoM se Ananda ullAsa manAtA hai, to koI vyAkula bhI ho uThatA hai| vizva ke vAyu-maNDala meM anukUlatA aura pratikUlatA kA srota hamArI apanI paristhitiyoM ke anusAra banatA hai| eka hI cIja do bhinna vyaktiyoM ke lie bhinna rUpa meM AtI hai, isameM vastu kA doSa nahIM, kintu hamArI bhAvanA aura unase banI paristhitiyoM kI sApekSatA hI isake lie uttaradAyI hotI hai| kisI vyakti ke do lar3akiyA~ thIM-eka mAlI ko byAhI huI thI aura dUsarI dhobI ko / eka bAra usane apanI eka lar3akI se kuzala samAcAra pUchA to usane batAyA, saba kucha to ThIka hai lekina varSA nahIM hai, bAga sUkhA jA rahA hai, Apa bhakti bahuta karate haiM, ata: eka mAlA varSA ke lie merI ora se bhI phera liyA kreN| dUsarI lar3akI se pUchA to batAyA-yU~ to saba acchA hI hai| kapar3e dhulane ko Ae haiM, varSA na Ae, kar3I dhUpa par3e to acchA hai-Apa bhI bhagavAna se yahI prArthanA krie| pitA ke lie sAsyA yaha hai ki vaha kisakI bhalAI ke lie mAlA phere ? jisase eka kI bhalAI hai usI se dUsare kI burAI bhI hai| anukUlatA aura amara DAyarI 154

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pratikUlatA kA ye dvandva sirpha eka vyakti ke lie hI nahIM kintu jagata ke pratyeka dehadhArI ke samakSa hai / jo bAta eka ke lie anukUla hotI hai vahI anya ke lie pratikUla bana jAtI hai / isakA uttaradAyitva hamArI bhAvanAoM para hai| donoM hI paristhitiyoM meM bhAvanAoM ko vikRta hone se bacAnA-samatA kI sAdhanA hai| bar3A bhAI yA choTA bhAI? eka prazna hai ki bar3A bhAI bananA acchA, yA choTA bhAI ? uttara yaha hai ki eka bAta-bhAI bananA acchA hai, usameM bar3apana yA chuTapana kI bhAvanA nahIM AnI caahie| ___ dUsarI bAta-yadi avasthA yA pada kI dRSTi se choTe-bar3e kA bheda karanA par3e to sirpha kAlpanika honA cAhie, vaha bheda-rekhA sirpha miTTI kI rekhA ke samAna honI cAhie, patthara kI darAra ke samAna nahIM / aba yadi bar3A bananA ho to usake sAmane rAma kA Adarza ho / rAma ne lakSmaNa aura apane bIca kabhI bhI choTe-bar3e kI bheda-rekhA nahIM khIMcI, donoM ke hRdaya samAna the| samAnIva AkUti: samApano hRdayAni va yadi choTA bhAI bananA ho to balabhadra (balarAma) aura zrIkRSNa kA udAharaNa samakSa hai| zrIkRSNa ne choTe hokara bhI jo kiyA vaha mahAn aura adbhuta thaa| donoM hI Adarza hamAre samakSa maujUda haiN| bar3e bhAI ke bhI uttaradAyitva bahuta bar3e haiM, aura choTe bhAI ke bhI bahuta kartavya hai / jisa mArga para calanA ho, usI Adarza ko cunakara cleN| mauna vrata ___ eka vicAra hai ki 'mauna vrata' kA kyA abhiprAya hai? sAdhAraNa bhASA meM kaha diyA jAtA hai ki na bolane kA nAma 'mauna' hai| kintu sAttvika dRSTi se bAta kucha dUsarI hI hai| na bolanA 'mUkatA' hai, 'mauna vrata' nahIM hai / mauna vrata meM eka vizeSa prakAra kA saMkalpa jAgrata honA cAhie, usake pIche vicAra aura viveka honA caahie| 'mauna' kiyA, kintu usa mauna se mAnasika vikalpoM kI kamI huI yA * nahIM? yadi vikalpoM kI kamI huI, aura usameM samyak jJAna aura samyak vicAra amara DAyarI 155

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haiM to vaha mauna-vrata sahI hai, anyathA vaha vANI kA abhAva hai| usa sthiti meM pRthvI bhI mauna par3I rahatI hai, pahAr3a bhI mauna haiM, nidrA yA behozI meM soyA AdamI bhI mauna rahatA hai, gUMgA AdamI bhI mauna rahatA hai| kintu vaha mauna-vrata nahIM hai| jaina kauna? eka prazna bahudhA uThatA hai ki 'jaina evaM 'jina' meM kyA antara hai ? aura inakA kyA artha hai ? isa sambandha meM vicAra yaha hai ki mithyAtva, kaSAya Adi bhAvoM ke vijetA ko 'jina' kahA gayA hai, aura usa 'jina bhAva' kI ArAdhanA karane vAlA 'jaina' hai / jaina na koI jAti hai aura na koI bAnA hai| vaha to jinatva kI sAdhanA hai| jisa AtmA meM jitane aMza meM jinatva jAgRta huA vaha utane aMza meM jaina hai / aisI bAta nahIM hai ki jina bhAva' sirpha 13veM yA 14 veM guNasthAna meM pahu~cane para hI hotA hai| sva ke bodha hone para aura AtmA kI zakti para vizvAsa jAgRta hone para vaha caturtha guNasthAna se hI prArambha ho jAtA hai| zraddhA, vizvAsa aura Atma-jJAna ke lie puruSArtha kI yahI pahalI maMjila bhI jinatva kI maMjila hai, aura isa para Ane vAlA hara AtmA 'jaina' hai| eka jhaTakA hai rAmAyaNa ke eka kathAnaka ke anusAra hanumAna jaisA vIra meghanAda ke nAgapAza (brahma pAza) meM ba~dha jAtA hai, rAvaNa use aneka jalIkaTI sunAtA hai, aura taba hanumAna eka jhaTakA lagAkara nAgapAza ko tor3akara mukta ho jAtA hai| nAgapAza kI ajeya zakti ke sambandha meM hanumAna ke mana meM saMskAra jame the, usake sAmane use apanI zakti tuccha lagI isalie vaha ba~dha gayA, kintu jaba use apanI zakti para bharosA AyA-AtmA meM sAhasa kA srota umar3A to eka hI jhaTake meM nAgapAza ke Tukar3e-Tukar3e kara ddaale| ___ yaha sthiti rAmAyaNa ke eka hanumAna kI nahIM, kintu pratyeka AtmA kI hai| pratyeka AtmA eka hanumAna hai, aura vaha mAyA, prakRti yA karmoM ke nAgapAza meM ba~dhA hai| jaba taka vaha baMdhana kI zakti ke samakSa apane ko hIna samajhatA hai taba taka usakA kaidI banA rahatA hai| kintu jisa dina usane apanI ananta zakti para amara DAyarI 156

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bharosA kara liyA, antara kA vizvAsa jaga gayA to phira eka jhaTakA bhara dene kI jarUrata hai, mukti kA ananta AkAza usake lie khulA par3A hai| sarva-bhogyA vasundharA .. eka bAra AgarA ke Arya samAja bhavana meM sarva-dharma sammelana kA Ayojana kiyA gyaa| merA anubhava to yaha hai ki bahudhA sarvadharma sammelana ke maMca para sarvadharma khaNDana kA hI abhinaya kiyA jAtA hai / dharma vAle apane dharma kI prazaMsA ke sAtha hI dUsare dharma kA khaNDana bhI kara jAte haiN| ___ hA~ to, maiM kaha rahA thA ki usa sarvadharma sammelana meM mujhe bhI bhASaNa dene ke lie nimantrita kiyA gyaa| maiM jisa sthAna para baiThakara bhASaNa kara rahA thA usake sAmane dIvAra para likhA thA-"vIra-bhogyA vasundharA"-isakA artha hai, jo vIra hai-zaktizAlI hai, vahI saMsAra ke aizvarya kA upabhoga kara sakatA hai| maine bhASaNa prArambha karate hue kahA-yadi eka zabda meM jaina dharma kA nicor3a kahU~, to vaha zabda yaha hai ki-jahA~ 'vIra' zabda hai, use nikAla kara usI sthAna para 'sarva' zabda rakha diyA jaae| jaina dharma kA udghoSa hai ki vizva meM jo aizvarya hai, sukha-sAdhana hai, use bhogane kA sabako samAna adhikAra hai| 'vIra' zabda talavAra ko uttejanA detA hai, jisakI lAThI usakI bhaiMsa-isa siddhAnta kA poSaka hai| kintu merA kahanA hai ki isa siddhAnta meM kauna-sI bar3I bAta hai ? duniyA ke saba prANI jAnate haiM-jaMgala kA khUkhAra zera bhI isa siddhAnta ko jAnatA hai, samudra meM rahane vAlA maccha tathA AkAza meM ur3ane vAlA pakSI bhI ise jAnatA hai| yaha matsya galAgala nyAya to sarvatra cala hI rahA hai| phira 'vIra-bhogyA vasundharA' meM dharma kA kyA sandeza rahA / dharma saMsAra ke paTAkSepa para ekAdhipatya jamAnA nahIM sikhAtA, vaha sikhAtA hai prApta padArthoM ko saba meM bA~Ta kara unakA upayoga karanA, tathA saba prANiyoM kA poSaNa karanA / jaina dharma kA svara amara DAyarI ___157

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poSaNa kA svara hai, samatA kA svara hai, isalie usakA udghoSa hai-sarva bhogyA vsundhraa| daNDa : banAma prAyazcitta jaina dharma daNDa meM vizvAsa nahIM krtaa| Apa kaheMge ki usameM bhI to daNDa-vyavasthA hai ! kintu merA namra vicAra hai ki usakA hRdaya samajhane vAlA yaha jAnatA hai ki vahA~ jo prAyazcita vidhAna hai, usakI rUparekhA kyA hai ? daNDa aura prAyazcita meM mahAn antara hai / daNDa diyA jAtA hai, aura prAyazcita kiyA jAtA ___daNDa aparAdhI para lAdA jAtA hai, usakA hRdaya svayaM ko doSI nahIM mAnatA hai, phira bhI kAnUna jo lUlA hotA hai, sirpha gavAha aura sabUta ke sahAre calatA hai, use daNDita karatA hai, daNDa thopa detA hai| prAyazcitta meM aparAdha kI svIkRti hotI hai, aparAdha para glAni hotI hai, aura puna: na karane kA saMkalpa hotA hai| jaina dharma meM AcArya yA zAsaka kA kAma itanA hI hai ki use A~kha de deM, vaha A~kha; jisase vyakti apane aparAdha ko dekha ske| vaha rozanI jisake prakAza meM aparAdhI apanI bhUloM kA vizleSaNa kara sake / jaba usakA antarmana jAgRta ho jAtA hai, taba svayaM yA AcArya ke samakSa va apanI bhUloM para, apane aparAdha para, pazcAttApa karatA hai, usakI vizuddhi karatA hai, aura puna: na karane kA saMkalpa letA hai| ___ isa prakAra daNDa aura prAyazcita kI pRSThabhUmi kA antara hameM samajha lenA caahie| kAma kA tarIkA eka bAlaka se pUchA gayA jisa kAma ko tumhAre mAtA-pitA alaga-alaga kareM to eka ghaNTe meM kara sakate haiM, yadi usI kAma ko donoM milakara kareM to kitanI dera meM kara leMge? - 158 amara DAyarI

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bAlaka ne kahA- do ghaNTe meM / yaha kaise ? eka ghaNTe meM pUrA hone vAlA kAma to donoM ke milane se AdhA ghaNTA meM hI ho jAnA cAhie / bAlaka ne uttara diyA- vastutaH kAma to AdhA ghaNTe meM hI pUrA ho jAegA, kintu usa kAma ko prArambha karane se pahale jo kahA-sunI aura vAda-vivAda hogA, eka-Der3ha ghaNTe kA samaya to usI meM laga jaaegaa| bAlaka kA yaha uttara majAka laga sakatA hai, kintu yaha majAka Aja hara ghara meM ho rahA hai; hamAre sAmane kAma karane kI kaThinAI nahIM hai, kintu kaThinAI yahI hai ki hama saba eka mata nahIM ho pAte / sAmAnya - sI bAta para bhI itane mata-bheda, itanI bahasa bAjI ki kAma eka kone meM par3A rahatA hai, aura pUrA samaya aura zakti vAda-vivAda meM hI barbAda ho jAtA hai / kAma karane kA tarIkA yaha hai ki jo kAma karanA hai, usake viSaya meM zIghra hI nirNaya karale, aura pUrI zakti ke sAtha usameM juTa jaaeN| kAma meM bekAma kI bAteM na kareM, kintu paraspara sahayogI banakara caleM / tola nahIM, mola 1 jaina- darzana kI eka vizeSatA yaha hai ki vaha hara vastu ko bar3I painI dRSTi se dekhatA hai| vaha vastu ke AkAra, saMkhyA, yA nAma-tola para nahIM calatA, kintu usake mola para vizvAsa karatA hai| nApa-tola meM eka patthara bhI kAphI lambA-caur3A aura bhArI-bharakama ho sakatA hai, phira bhI vaha prakAzamAna choTe se hIre kI barAbarI nahIM kara sakatA / tola kI dRSTi se patthara bar3A hotA hai, kintu mola kI dRSTi se hIre kA hI mUlya adhika hotA hai / jaina-dharma Apa se yaha nahIM pUchatA ki Apane kitanA dAna diyA, kitanI sAmAyika kI yA kitanA tapa kiyA hai ? vaha to usakA mola-mUlyAMkana karatA amara DAyarI 159

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hai, dAna meM mamatva kA bojha kitanA halkA huA? sAmAyika meM samabhAva kitanA jagA aura tapasyA meM kaSAya kitanI manda par3I? yadi usa sAdhanA meM mola hai, teja hai, oja hai to vaha jIvana ko nayA mor3a de sakegI, alasAe prANoM meM nayI sphUrti, nayI cetanA phUMka skegii| anyathA saMkhyA se kucha nahIM hogaa| aMgrejI meM kvAliTI (Quality) kahate haiM vahI jaina-dharma kA mApadaNDa hai, vaha kvAnTiTI (Quantity) kabhI nahIM dekhtaa| bhagavAna mahAvIra ne zreNika ko batAyA ki tumhAre itane bar3e sAmrAjya se bhI adhika mUlyavAna hai puniyA zrAvaka kI eka. sAmAyika / eka sAmAyika kA mUlya-karor3oM sAmrAjya se bhI adhika hai| cU~ki usameM samatA kA teja jagA hai / oja nikharA hai| parigraha : cetana aura jar3a ___mujhe apanI yAtrA kA eka prasaMga yAda A rahA hai| hama kucha santa vihAra karate hue cala rahe the, pahAr3I rAstA thaa| sAtha meM eka vRddha santa the, jinakI sAdhanA tIsa varSa kI thI aura garva ke sAtha ve apanI sAdhanA ke rocaka saMsmaraNa sunAte jAte the ki maiMne apanI jindagI ke kisa prakAra kaThinAiyoM ke durgama pahAr3a lA~ghe haiM, kitane tapa kie haiM ! vAtAvaraNa Ananda meM bhIgA bhIgA thA ki yakAyaka unakA eka ziSya paira phisalane se gira par3A, usake hAtha meM pAnI se bharA jo pAtra thA, vaha bhI TUTa gyaa| guru jI kA krodha jAga uThA, ziSya para lage barasane-nAlAyaka ! dekhakara nahIM calatA, bilkula nayA pAtra phor3a diyaa| aba dUsarA nayA pAtra yahA~ kahA~ milegA? kaisA mUrkha aura lAparavAha hai ! merA dimAga sanna raha gayA, tIsa varSa kI kaThora sAdhanA kI bAta karane vAlA sAdhaka bhI isa prakAra jar3a vastuoM ke mamatva se ba~dhA hai ki vaha thor3A-sA nukasAna ho jAne para ApA bhUla jAtA hai| vaha cetana, jisake paira meM cauTa AI, jise darda huA usakI koI cintA nahIM, cintA hai usa jar3a pAtra kI / 160 amara DAyarI

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yahI sthiti Aja pUre samAja kI hai, jar3a kA mahatva bar3ha rahA hai, cetana kA mahatva kama ho rahA hai| yU~ hamAre paripArzva meM donoM prakAra ke parigraha haiM, cetana aura jar3a ! kintu yahA~ jar3a kA savAla AtA hai, hama cetana ko ThukarA dete haiM, - pitA kA sambandha paise ke sAmane daba jAtA hai| maitrI aura riztedArI svArtha se TakarAne para cUra-cUra ho jAtI hai / bhAI-bhAI meM vigraha hote haiM, patnI se sambandha viccheda hote haiM-- sirpha jar3a kI mamatA ke kAraNa ! mAtA jIvana kI isa viloma gati ko badalanA hogA, jar3a parigraha se vairAgya lekara cetana ko mahatva denA hogaa| hA~, yU~ to Akhira cetana-parigraha se bhI mukta honA hai, lekina usase pahalI bhUmikA hai-- jar3a kI mamatA se mukta honA / laMkA kitanI dUra hai..... ? eka AcArya ne rAma ke jIvana kA varNana karate hue kahA hai- rAvaNa sItA ko curAkara le gayA aura rAma usakI khoja karate-karate vAnaravaMzI rAjA sugrIva se mile, to rAma ko mAlUma huA ki rAvaNa, sItA ko curAkara laMkA meM le gayA hai / rAma ne vAnara senA se pUchA laMkA yahA~ se kitanI dUra hai ? senA meM jAmavanta nAma kA eka vRddha senApati thA, zarIra se vaha jarjarita thA, kintu usake prANoM meM jIvaTa thA, Azcarya kI mudrA meM prazna ko doharAte hue usane kahA - kyA pUchA Apane ? laMkA kitanI dUra hai ? aura phira ha~sate hue uttara diyA - laMkA itanI dUra hai ki eka-do varSa yA sau-pacAsa varSa to kyA, hajAra-hajAra varSa bhI pUre ho jAe~ taba bhI vahA~ taka pahu~ca nahIM sakate ! aura laMkA itanI nikaTa bhI hai ki eka kadama uThAyA aura dUsarA kadama dharA ki laMkA ke siMha dvAra para ! rAma kucha samajha nahIM pAe, unhoMne phira pUchA ki tumhArI isa pahelI kA gUDhArtha kyA hai ? amara DAyarI 161

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jAmavanta ne apanI bAta ko spaSTa karate hue kahA--jisa manuSya ke jIvana meM utsAha nahIM hai, zakti aura sphUrti nahIM hai, vaha vyakti hajAroM-hajAra varSa bitA dene para bhI laMkA nahIM pahu~ca sakatA / parantu jisake bAhu meM bala hai, pairoM meM zakti hai, mana meM utsAha hai aura jIvana meM teja hai vaha kucha hI kSaNoM meM laMkA kI dUrI to kyA, sasAgarA pRthvI ko bhI eka chora se dUsare chora taka nApa sakatA hai| Apa yaha mata pUchie ki laMkA kitanI dUra hai; balki yaha pUchie ki hamAre andara kitanA utsAha hai, kitanA sAhasa aura kitanA teja hai ! jAmavanta ne rAma ke samakSa jIvana ke jisa sanAtana satya ko ughAr3a kara rakhA, vaha Aja bhI hamAre sAmane spaSTa hai--kisI kaThinatama kArya ko sAdhate hue kArya kI duSkaratA kiMvA usakI vizAlatA ko nahIM dekhanA cAhie, kintu apanA utsAha va sAhasa dekhanA caahie| yadi Apake mana meM sAhasa kA srota baha rahA hai, teja aura bala hai to nizcita hI Apa usa duSkara kArya ko sukara kara leNge| saphalatA Apake hAthoM meM hogii| icchA-yoga kI sAdhanA jaina dharma kI sAdhanA icchA-yoga kI sAdhanA hai...sahaja yoga kI sAdhanA hai| jisaH sAdhanA meM bala-prayoga ho, vaha sAdhanA nirjIva bana jAtI hai| sAdhanA ke mahApatha para agrasara hone vAlA sAdhaka apanI zakti ke anurUpa hI pragati kara sakatA hai| sAdhanA kI jAtI hai, lAdI nahIM jA sktii| saMsAra meM jaina dha ahiMsA kA, zAnti kA, prema kA aura maitrI kA amara sandeza lekara AyA hai| usakA vizvAsa va meM hai, talavAra meM nhiiN| usakA dharma AdhyAtmikatA meM hai, bhautikatA meM nahIM / sAdhanA kA maulika AdhAra yahA~ bhAvanA hai| zraddhA hai| Agraha aura balAtkAra ko yahA~ praveza nahIM hai / jaba sAdhaka jAga uThe, tabhI se usakA saberA samajhA jAtA hai / sUrya-razmiyoM ke saMsparza se kamala -... -.- ... - : - - 16217 amara DAyarI

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khila uThate haiN| ziSya ke prasupta mAnava ko guru jAgRta karatA hai, calanA usakA apanA kAma hai| __ Agama-vAGmaya kA gambhIratA se parizIlana karane vAle manISI isa tathya ko bhalI-bhA~ti jAnate haiM ki parama prabhu mahAvIra pratyeka sAdhaka ko eka hI mUlamaMtra dete haiM, ki "jahA suhaM devANupiyA mA paDibaMdhaM kareha deva ballabha manuSya ! jisameM tujhe sukha ho, jisameM tujhe zAnti ho, usI sAdhanA meM tU rama jaa| parantu eka zarta jarUra hai,-"jisa kalyANa-patha para calane kA tU nizcaya kara cukA hai, usa para calane meM vilamba mata kara, pramAda na kr|" ___ isakA tAtparya itanA hI hai, ki jaina dharma kI sAdhanA ke mUla meM kisI prakAra kA balaprayoga nahIM hai, balAtkAra se yahA~ sAdhanA nahIM karAI jAtI hai| sAdhaka apane Apa meM svatantra hai / usa para kisI prakAra kA Agraha aura dabAva nahIM hai| bhaya aura pralobhana ko bhI yahA~ avakAza nahIM hai| sahaja-bhAva se jo ho sake, vahI acchI sAdhanA hai| AtmakalyANa kI bhAvanA lekara Ane vAle sAdhakoM meM ve bhI the jo apane jIvana kI sandhyA meM lar3akhar3Ate cala rahe the, ve bhI the, jo apane jIvana ke vasanta meM aThakhelI kara cala rahe the, aura ve bhI the jo apane gulAbI jIvana meM abhI praveza hI kara pAe the| kintu bhagavAn ne sabako icchA-yoga kI hI dezanA dI-"jahA suhaM devANuppiyAjitanA cala sakate ho calo, bar3ha sakate ho, bddh'o| __ atimukta kumAra AyA, to kahA-A tU bhI cala / meSakumAra AyA, to kahA--A aura calA cala / indrabhUti AyA aura harikezI AyA-sabako bar3he calo kI amRtamayI preraNA dii| candanabAlA AI to usakA bhI svAgata / rAha sabakI eka hai, parantu gati meM sabake antara hai| koI tIvra gati se calA, koI manda gati se| gati saba meM ho / mandatA aura tIvratA zakti para AdhArita hai, yahI icchAyoga hai, yahI icchA-dharma hai, yahI sahaja-yoga kI sAdhanA hai| amara DAyarI 163 -

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gAthApati Ananda aayaa| kahA-bhaMte ! zramaNa bana sakane kI kSamatA mujha meM nahIM hai / mahAprabhu ne amRtamayI vANI meM kahA-"jahA suhaM / " zramaNa na sahI, . zrAvaka hI bno| samrAT zreNika aayaa| kahA-bhaMte ! maiM zrAvaka bhI nahIM bana sktaa| yahA~ para bhI vahI icchA-yoga AyA-"jahA suhaM |shraavk nahIM bana sakate, to samyagdRSTi hI bno| jitanI zakti hai, utanA hI clo| mahAmegha barasatA hai aura jitanA pAtra hotA hai, vaisA aura utanA hI jala prApta ho jAtA hai| __ jaina dharma eka vizAla aura virATa dharma hai| yaha manuSya kI AtmA ko sAtha lekara calatA hai| yaha kisI para balAtkAra nahIM karatA / sAdhanA meM mukhya tatva sahaja bhAva aura anta:karaNa kI sphUrti hai / apanI icchA se aura svata: sphUrti se jo dharma kiyA jAtA hai, vastuta: vahI saccA dharma hai, zeSa dharmAbhAsa mAtra hotA hai| jaina dharma meM kisI bhI sAdhaka se yaha nahIM pUchA jAtA ki tUne kitanA kiyA hai| vahA~ to yahI pUchA jAtA hai, ki tUne kaise kiyA hai ? sAmAyika, pauSadha yA navakArasI karate samaya tU zubha saMkalpoM meM, zuddha bhAvoM ke pravAha meM bahatA rahA hai yA nahIM? yadi tere antara meM zAnti nahIM rahI, to vaha kriyA kevala kleza utpanna karegI-usase dharma nahIM hogaa| kyoMki "yasmAt kriyA: pratiphalanti na bhAva-zUnyAH / __ jaina dharma kI sAdhanA kA dUsarA pahalU yaha hai ki manuSya apanI zakti kA gopana kabhI na kare / jitanI zakti hai, usako chupAne kI ceSTA mata kro| zakti kA durupayoga karanA yadi pApa hai, to usakA upabhoga na karanA bhI pApoM kA pApa hai-mahApApa hai| apanI zakti ke anurUpa japa, tapa aura tyAga jitanA kara sakate ho, avazya hI kro| eka AcArya ke zabdoM meM hameM yaha kahanA hI hogA "jaM sakkai taM kIrai jaMca ne sakkai tassa saddahaNaM / sadahamANo jIvo, pAvai ajarAmaraM ThANaM / " 164 amara DAyarI

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"jisa satkarma ko tuma kara sakate ho, use avazya kro| jisako karane kI zakti na ho, usa para zraddhA rakho, karane kI bhAvanA rkho| apanI zakti ke tola ke mola ko kabhI na bhuulo|" ___ AcArAMga meM sAdhaka ko lakSya karake kahA gayA hai-"jAe saddhAe tikkhaMtA tameva annupaaliyaa| sAdhako ! tuma sAdhanA ke jisa mahAmArga para A pahu~ce ho, apanI icchA se,-usakA vaphAdArI ke sAtha pAlana kro| zrAvaka ho, to zrAvaka dharma kA aura zramaNa ho, to zramaNa dharma kA zraddhA aura niSThA ke sAtha pAlana kro| sAdhanA ke patha para zUnya mana se kabhI mata clo| sadA mana ko tejasvI rkho| sphUrti aura utsAha rkho| kitanA cale ho, isakI ora dhyAna mata do| dekhanA yaha hai, ki kaisA cale haiN| citramuni ne cakravartI brahmadatta ko kahA thA--"rAjan, tuma zramaNatva dhAraNa nahIM kara sakate, koI cintA kI bAta nahIM / tuma zrAvaka bhI nahIM bana sakate, na shii| parantu itanA to karo ki anArya karma mata kro| karanA ho, to Arya karma hI kro|" ___isase bar3hakara icchA-yoga aura kyA hogA? isase adhika sarala aura sahaja sAdhanA aura kyA hogI? jaina dharma kA yaha icchA-yoga mAnava-samAja ke kalyANa ke lie sadA dvAra khole khar3A hai| isa meM praveza karane ke lie dhana, vaibhava aura prabhutva kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai / deza, jAti aura kula kA bandhana bhI nahIM hai| AvazyakatA hai, kevala apane soe hue mana ko jagAne kI, aura apanI zakti ko tola lene kii| ___Aja ke azAnta mAnava ko jaba kabhI zAnti aura sukha kI jarUrata hogI, to use isa sahaja dharma icchAyoga kI sAdhanA karanI hI hogii| saMskRti kA svarUpa Aja cAroM ora saMskRti kI carcA hai / sabhA meM, sammelana meM aura utsava meM, sarvatra hI Aja saMskRti kA bola-bAlA hai| sAmAnya zikSita vyakti se lekara amara DAyarI 165

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viziSTa vidvAn taka Aja saMskRti para bolate haiM, saMskRti para likhate haiN| parantu saMskRti kI paribhASA Aja taka bhI sthira nahIM ho sakI hai| saMskRti kyA hai ? vidvAnoM ne vibhinna paddhatiyoM se isa para vicAra kiyA hai ? Aja bhI vicAra cala hI rahA hai, saMskRti kI saritA ke pravAha ko bA~dhane kA prayatna to bahuta kiyA gayA haiM, para usameM saphalatA nahIM mila sakI hai| bhArata ke prAcIna sAhitya meM dharma, darzana aura kalA kI carcA to bahuta hai, para saMskRti meM sarvatra saMskRti hI mukhara ho rahI hai| usane apane Apa meM dharma, darzana aura kalA tInoM ko sameTa liyA hai| saMskRti meM kyA nahIM hai ? usameM AcAra kI pavitratA hai, vicAra kI gambhIratA hai aura kalA kI priyatA evaM sundaratA hai / apanI isI artha-vyavasthA ke AdhAra para saMskRti ne dharma, darzana, kalA- tInoM ko AtmasAta kara liyA hai| jahA~ saMskRti hai, vahA~ dharma hogA hI / jahA~ saMskRti hai, vahA~ darzana hogA hii| jahA~ saMskRti hai, vahA~ kalA hogI hI / bhArata ke adhyAtma sAhitya meM saMskRti se bar3hakara anya koI zabda vyApaka, vizAla aura bahu artha kA abhivyaJjaka nahIM hai / kucha vidvAna saMskRti ke paryAyavAcI rUpa meM saMskAra, pariSkAra aura sudhAra, zabda kA prayoga karate haiM, parantu yaha ucita nahIM hai| saMskRti kI uccatA, gambhIratA aura pavitratA ko dhAraNa karane kI sAmarthya ina tInoM zabdoM meM se kisI meM bhI nahIM hai| adhika se adhika khIMcAtAnI karake saMskAra, pariSkAra evaM sudhAra zabda se AcAra kA grahaNa to kadAcit kiyA bhI jA sake, parantu vicAra aura kalA kI abhivyakti ina zabdoM se kathamapi nahIM ho sktii| saMskRti zabda se dharma, darzana aura kalA- tInoM kI abhivyakti kI jA sakatI hai| saMskRti eka bahatI dhArA hai| jisa prakAra saritA kA prANa tatva hai, usakA pravAha / ThIka usI prakAra saMskRti kA prANa tatva bhI usakA satata pravAha hai| saMskRti kA artha hai-- nirantara vikAsa kI ora bar3hanA / saMskRti vicAra, Adarza, bhAvanA evaM saMskAra pravAha kA vaha saMghaTita evaM sthira saMsthAna hai, jo mAnava ko amara DAyarI 166

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apane pUrvajoM se sahaja hI adhigata ho jAtA hai / vyApaka artha meM saMskRti ko bhautika aura AdhyAtmika-do bhAgoM meM bA~TA jA sakatA hai| bhautika saMskRti ko sabhyatA bhI kahate haiM / isameM bhavana, yAna, yantra Adi vaha samasta bhautika sAmagrI A jAtI hai, jisakA samAja ne apane zrama se nirmANa kiyA hai| kalA kA sambandha - isI bhautika saMskRti se hai| AdhyAtmika saMskRti meM AcAra, vicAra aura vijJAna kA samAveza kiyA jAtA hai| saMskRti kA artha- saMskAra bhI kiyA jAtA hai| saMskAra do prakAra ke haiM- eka vaiyaktika, jisameM manuSya apane guNa se, apanI ziSTatA se camakatA hai| dUsarA sAmUhika, jo samAja meM samAja virodhI AcAra kA pratikAra karatA hai| samAna AcAra, samAna vicAra, samAna vizvAsa, samAna bhASA aura samAna jIvana kI paddhati saMskRti ko ekatA pradAna karatI hai / saMskRti, mAnava ke bhUta, vartamAna aura bhAvI jIvana kA sarvAMgINa citraNa hai / jIvana jIne kI kalA athavA paddhati ko saMskRti kahate haiN| saMskRti AkAza meM nahIM, isI dharatI para rahatI hai| vaha kalpanA mAtra nahIM hai| jIvana kA Thosa satya hai, jIvana kA prANabhUta tatva hai / mAnavI jIvana ke nAnA vizva rUpoM kA samudAya hI saMskRti hai / saMskRti meM vikAsa aura parivartana sadA hotA AyA hai| jitanA bhI jIvana kA satyaM zivaM sundaraM hai, usakA sarjana manuSya ke mana, prANa aura deha ke prabala evaM dIrghakAlIna prayatnoM ke phalasvarUpa huA hai| manuSya jIvana jAma nahIM hotA, pIr3hI-dara-pIr3hI Age bar3hatA hai| dharma, darzana, sAhitya aura kalA--ye saba manuSya jIvana ke vikAsa ke suphala haiN| isa dRSTi se saMskRti mAnavI jIvana ke prayatna kI utpatti hai / saMskRti meM jaba niSThA pakkI hotI hai, to mana kI paridhi bhI vistRta ho jAtI hai / udAratA kA bhaMDAra bhara jAtA hai| ataH saMskRti jIvana ke lie parama Avazyaka hai| saMskRti rAjanIti aura arthazAstra -- donoM ko apane meM pacAkara vistRta evaM virATa manastatva ko janma detI hai / saMskRti jIvana ke vRkSa kA saMvardhana karane vAlA rasa hai / rAjanIti aura arthazAstra kevala patha kI -- amara DAyarI 167

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sAdhanA hai / saMskRti usa patha kA sAdhya hai| vyakti, samAja aura rASTra kA saMvardhana binA saMskRti ke nahIM ho sktaa| __saMskRti manuSya kI vividha sAdhanAoM kI sarvazreSTha tathA sarvajyeSTha pariNati kahI jA sakatI hai| saMskRti eka avirodhI tatva hai| vaha samasta virodhoM meM sAmaJjasya sthApita karatI hai| nAnA prakAra kI dharma-sAdhanA, kalAtmaka prayatna, bhoga-mUlaka anubhUti aura apanI tarka-mUlaka kalpanA zakti se manuSya usa mahAn satya ke vyApaka tathA paripUrNa svarUpa ko adhigata karatA jA rahA hai, jise saMskRti kahate haiN| saMskRti kI sarva sammata paribhASA abhI taka nahIM bana sakI hai| pratyeka vyakti apanI ruci aura vicAra ke anusAra isakA artha kara letA hai| saMskRti kA artha hai-manuSya kI jaya-yAtrA / manuSya apanI sAdhanA ke bala para vikRti se saMskRti aura saMskRti se prakRti kI ora nirantara gatizIla rahatA hai| jIvana meM vikRti hai, isalie saMskRti kI AvazyakatA hai| parantu saMskRti ko pAkara hI manuSya kI jaya-yAtrA parisamApta nahIM ho jAtI / use Age bar3hakara pragati ko, apane svabhAva ko prApta karanA hogaa| yahA~ saMskRti kA artha hai-Atma zodhana / saMskRti ke ye vividha rUpa aura nAnA artha Aja ke sAhitya meM upalabdha hote haiN| saMskRti eka vizAla mahAsAgara hai| bhArata kI saMskRti bhAratIya saMskRti kI vizeSatA usake AcAra bhUta svatantra cintana meM, satya kI zodha meM aura udAra vyavahAra meM rahI hai / yuddha jaise dAruNa avasara para bhI yahA~ ke cintakoM ne zAnti kI sIkha dI hai / vaira ke badale prema, krUratA ke badale mRdutA aura hiMsA ke badale ahiMsA dI hai| bhAratIya saMskRti kI antarAtmA hai-virodha meM bhI vinoda, vividhatA meM bhI samanvaya buddhi, sAmaJjasyapUrNa dRSTikoNa / bhAratIya saMskRti hRdaya aura buddhi kI pUjA karane vAlI udAra bhAvanA aura vimala parijJAna ke bhoga ke jIvana meM sarasatA aura madhuratA barasAne vAlI hai| yaha saMskRti jJAna 168 amara DAyarI

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kA karma ke sAtha aura karma kA jJAna ke sAtha mela baiThAkara saMsAra meM madhuratA kA pracAra tathA sarasatA kA prasAra karane vAlI hai| bhAratIya saMskRti kA artha hai-vizvAsa, vicAra aura AcAra kI jItI-jAgatI mahimA / bhArata kI saMskRti kA artha hai-sneha, sahAnubhUti aura shyog| isa saMskRti kA saMlakSya hai-sAnta se ananta kI ora jAnA, aMdhakAra se prakAza kI ora jAnA, bheda se abheda kI ora jAnA, kIcar3a se kamala kI ora jAnA / asundara se sundara kI ora jAnA, virodha se viveka kI ora jaanaa| bhArata kI saMskRti kA artha hai-rAma kI pavitra maryAdA, kRSNa kA tejasvI karmayoga, mahAvIra kI sarvakSemakarI ahiMsA evaM virodhoM kA samanvaya bhUmi anekAnta, buddha kI madhura-karuNA evaM vivekayukta vairAgya aura gA~dhI kI dharmAnuprANita rAjanIti evaM satya kA pryog| ata: bhAratIya saMskRti ke sUtradhAra hai--rAma, kRSNa, mahAvIra, buddha aura gaaNdhii| strota eka, dhArA anekaH / bhArata kI saMskRti kA mUla strota hai--"dayatAM, dIyatAM, damyatAm / " isa eka hI sUtra meM samagra bhArata kI saMskRti kA nisyanda A gayA hai| jahA~ dayA, dAna aura damana hai, vahIM para bhArata kI saMskRti kI mUla AtmA hai / yaha saMskRti bhArata ke jana-jana kI aura bhArata ke mana-mana kI saMskRti hai| bhArata kI saMskRti kA mUla strota hai--dayA, dAna aura damana / prANa-prANa ke prati dayA karo, mukta-bhAva se dAna karo aura apane vicAroM kA damana kro| bhArata ke jana-jana ke mana-mana meM dayA, dAna evaM damana ramA hai, pacA hai / vedoM ne isI ko gAyA, piTakoM ne isI ko dhyAyA aura AgamoM ne isI ko jana-jIvana ke kaNa-kaNa meM rmaayaa| krUratA se manuSya ko sukha nahIM milA, taba dayA jAgI / saMgraha meM manuSya ko zAnti nahIM milI, taba dAna AyA aura bhoga meM manuSya ko caina nahIM milA, taba damana aayaa| vikRta jIvana ko saMskRta banAne ke lie bhAratIya saMskRti ke bhaNDAra meM dayA, dAna aura damana se bar3hakara anya dharohara nahIM hai, anya sampatti nahIM hai| apane amara DAyarI 169

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strota rUpa meM bhArata kI saMskRti eka hokara bhI dhArA rUpa meM aneka hai / veda mArga se bahane vAlI dhArA, vaidika saMskRti hai / piTaka mArga se bahane vAlI dhArA, bauddha saMskRti hai| Agama mArga se bahane vAlI dhArA, jaina saMskRti hai| bhArata kI saMskRti mUla meM eka hokara bhI veda, buddha aura jina rUpa meM vaha tri-dhArAoM meM pravAhita hai / veda dAna kA, buddha dayA kA, aura jina damana kA pratIka hai| apane manovikAroM ko damita karane vAlA vijetA hotA hai, jinezvara hotA hai| jinezvara deva kI saMskRti hI vastuta: vijetA kI saMskRti hai| zakti kA strota : brahmacarya jIvana meM zakti-saMcaya karanA caahie| zakti se siddhi milatI hai / kamajora AdamI na saMsAra ko sAdha sakatA hai, na mokSa ko| Apa kaheMge, adhyAtmavAda kI bAta karate-karate Apane bhautikavAda kI bAta kaha dI, kintu Apa sahI mAnie jaina-dharma jitanA adhyAtmavAdI hai, yahA~ Akara vaha utanA hI bhautikavAdI bana gayA hai| usane siddhi kI ora prasthAna kiyA to 999 bAteM AtmA kI kahI haiM, kintu eka bAta bilkula zarIra ke lie kahI hai aura vaha yaha hai ki mokSa ke lie saba kucha taiyAra hone para bhI yadi zarIra kA saMhanana 'vajaRSabhanArAca' nahIM hai to use mukti nahIM mila sktii| __ jaina dharma ne kahA hai-baunA aura kurUpa vyakti mukti meM jA sakatA hai, lUlA aura laMgar3A vyakti mukti meM jA sakatA hai, kintu jisakI racanA hI kamajora hai, saMhanana kharAba hai vaha mokSa ke lie itanA bar3A saMkalpa aura parAkrama nahIM kara sakatA, isalie usane zarIra kI zakti ko eka bahuta bar3I aura Avazyaka zakti mAnA hai| usa zakti-saMcaya kA mukhya sAdhana brahmacarya mAnA gayA hai| jIvana meM brahmacarya kI sabase bar3I upayogitA yahI hai ki vaha zakti kA akSaya bhaMDAra hai| jisa bIvana meM zakti hai, bala hai. oja hai, parAkrama hai, vaha jIvana hai| bha. mahAvIra ne kahA hai amara DAyarI 170

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savIrie parAyaNa, avIrie parAjayai / - bhagavatI vIryavAna vijayI hotA hai, nirvIya parAsta hotA hai / vaha jIvana meM lar3akhar3A jAtA hai, saMgharSoM aura tUphAnoM meM ukhar3a jAtA hai / kaThopaniSad meM yahI bAta kahI hai nAyamAtmA bala hInena labhyaH / jo zarIra nirbala aura asamartha hai, use AtmA ke darzana nahIM ho sakate / isalie bhArata ke pratyeka darzana, aura pratyeka vicAraka ne brahmacarya ko Avazyaka batAyA hai-- jindagI jIne ke lie bhI aura jindagI saphala banAne ke lie bhI / vikAroM kA rIcha prArambha meM mana vikAroM kI ora daur3atA hai, unakI mohakatA aura sarasatA ke lie, kintu bAda meM vikAroM ke caMgula meM isa prakAra pha~sa jAtA hai ki unheM chor3anA cAhate hue bhI nahIM chodd'taa| aisA lagatA hai ki aba vikAra, ahaMkAra yA vAsanA usa para chA gae haiN| kisI sAmAnya vyakti ko hajAroM AdamiyoM kI sabhA meM phUlamAlA pahanA kara kursI para biThAyA jAtA hai, to prArambha meM lagatA hai vaha usa sanmAna se dabakara vinamra ho rahA hai, kintu bAda meM hotA kyA hai ki kursI kA ahaMkAra usa para chA jAtA hai, pahale vaha kursI para baiThA thA, aba kursI usa para baiTha gaI hai| jaba vikAra sAmane Ate haiM to mana meM eka pralobhana va AkarSaNa jagatA hai, vaha usa ora bar3hatA hai, aura dhIre-dhIre vikAroM se isa prakAra ba~dha jAtA hai ki duHkha pAte hue bhI unase mukta nahIM ho sakatA, taba ve vikAra use nahIM chor3ate / eka purAnI kathA hai-- eka guru aura eka ziSya prAtaH kAla nadI meM snAna karane ko gae / acAnaka guru kI dRSTi eka kAlI cIja para gaI, jo nadI meM bahatI jA rahI thI / guru ne ziSya se kahA- dekha, vaha kisI kA kambala bahA jA rahA hai, use pakar3a le / amara DAyarI 171

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ziSya ne kahA-mahArAja ! vaha mujha se to nahIM pakar3A jaaygaa| guru ne phaTakArA-~mUrkha ! itanA haTTA-kaTTA hai, aura kambala bhI nahIM pakar3A jA sakatA, acchA maiM jAtA huuN| guru ne chalAMga mArI, use pakar3A to vaha kambala nahIM, rIcha thaa| guru ne jyoM hI use pakar3A, usane guru ko pakar3a liyaa| aba guru apanA piNDa chur3Ane ke lie chaTapaTAne lge| ziSya ko sApha dikha nahIM rahA thA, usane dUra se AvAja lagAI-gurujI kambala chor3a do, rahane bhI do aura kahIM se mA~ga leNge| ___ guru ne kahA-maiM to kambala ko chor3anA cAhatA hU~, kintu kambala hI mujhe nahIM chor3a rahA hai| yahI hAlata manuSya (AtmA kI) kI ho rahI hai| vikAroM meM gaharA pha~sa jAne ke bAda vaha unase chuTakArA pAne ke lie chaTapaTAtA hai, kintu taba taka vikAroM kA rIcha use pakar3a letA hai, aura phira chur3Ae bhI nahIM chUTa paataa| . jyotiSa kA cakkara manuSya kA apane Apa para se vizvAsa uThatA jA rahA hai| vaha bAteM to karatA hai ki sRSTi kA vahI sabase zaktizAlI jIva hai, usase bar3A saMsAra meM anya koI nahIM hai, kintu thor3I-sI halkI bImArI AI ki bhAgatA hai pIra-paigambaroM ke dvAra para, bhUta-pretoM ke Dore karavAtA hai, yA kisI tilakadhArI jyotiSI ko graha dikhAne daur3atA hai| mAMgalika vacana sunakara bAhara nikale aura billI rAha kATa gaI to basa jIvana kI gati avaruddha / kisI zubha kArya ke lie cale, aura yadi kisI ne chIMka diyA, yA kutte ne kAna phar3aphar3A diyA to basa, saba zubha saMkalpa vilIna ho ge| kyA billI, kutte yA chIMka meM itanI tAkata hai ki usake sAmane Apake mAMgalika stotra, zubha saMkalpa aura Atma-vizvAsa havA ho jAe~? yadi koI gadhA dAe~-bAe~ nikala gayA to basa ApakA bhAgya hI badala gyaa| amara DAyarI 172

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maiM nahIM samajha pAyA ki ApakA jIvana kyA, billI kuttoM yA gadhoM ke hAtha meM hai yA AkAza ke graha-nakSatroM se saMcAlita ho rahA hai ? eka parivAra meM bahuta intajAra ke bAda lar3akA huaa| ghara meM harSa chA gayA, bAje bajane lage, gItoM kI dhvaniyA~ vAyu-maMDala meM gUMjane lagI, badhAiyA~ Ane lgii| parantu vaha pitA jyoM hI jyotiSI jI ko graha dikhAne pahu~cA, usake cahare kA raMga ur3a gayA / jyotiSI ne batalAyA -- aura to saba ThIka hai, bAlaka kI jIvana rekhA para mRtyu yoga par3A hai, yadi vaha solaha varSa ko pAra kara jAe, taba to ThIka hai, anyathA jIvita rahanA kaThina hai|' yaha vAkya sunate hI sannATA chA gayA, usakA Ananda-ullAsa gAyaba ho gayA / eka dina vaha bhAI darzana karane AyA, to maiMne pUchA- 'kyA bAta hai, udAsI kyoM hai ?' ukta bhAI ne sArI kathA kaha sunaaii| maiMne kahA-- 'kauna kaha sakatA hai ki bhaviSya meM kyA hogA, saba AyuSkarma kA khela hai, kintu tuma kyA solaha varSa taka aise hI rote-rote isakA pAlana-poSaNa karoge ? isake viSaya meM jaba bhI socoge, kyA mauta ko sAmane rakha kara hI socoge ?' hA~, to maiM kaha rahA thA-- jyotiSa aura zakuna jIvana meM Ananda to kama paidA karate haiM, gar3abar3Ate adhika haiN| manuSya bhI jhaTa se unake cakkara meM A jAtA hai aura AtmavizvAsa kho baiThatA hai| jaba taka vaha apane Apa para vizvAsa karake nahIM calegA, apanI takadIra ko muTThI meM lekara nahIM calegA, taba taka usake jIvana meM vyavasthA, Ananda aura ullAsa nahIM AegA / mahAvIra kA sandeza zramaNa-saMskRti ke amara devatA bhagavAna mahAvIra kA sandeza hai ki krodha ko kSamA se jIto, abhimAna ko namratA se jIto, mAyA ko saralatA se jIto, aura lobha ko santoSa se jIto / jaba hamArA prema vidveSa para vijaya prApta kara sake, hamArA anurodha virodha ko jIta sake, aura sAdhutA ko jhukA sake, tabhI isa dharma ke sacce anuyAyI, sacce mAnava bana skeNge| amara DAyarI 173

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zramaNa-saMskRti zramaNa-saMskRti kI gambhIra vANI hajAroM varSoM se jana-mana meM gU~jatI A rahI hai ki yaha anamola mAnava-jIvana bhautika jagat kI a~dherI galiyoM meM bhaTakane ke lie nahIM hai, bhoga-vilAsa kI gandI nAliyoM meM kIr3oM kI taraha kulabulAne ke lie nahIM hai / mAnava ! tere jIvana kA lakSya tU hai, terI mAnavatA hai| vaha mAnavatA, jo himAlaya kI bulanda coTiyoM se bhI U~cI tathA mahAn hai / kyA tU isa kSaNabhaMgura saMsAra kI putraiSaNA, vittaiSaNA aura lokaiSaNA kI bhUlI- bhaTakI, Ter3I-mer3hI pagaDaMDiyoM para hI cakkara kATatA rahegA ? nahIM, tU to usa maMjila kA yAtrI hai, jahA~ Age aura calanA zeSa hI nahIM raha jAtA " isa jIvana kA lakSya nahIM hai, zrAnti-bhavana meM Tika rahanA, kintu pahu~canA usa sImA taka, jisake Age rAha nhiiN|" mahAn saMskRti ------ Aja saba ora apanI-apanI saMskRti aura sabhyatA kI sarvazreSThatA ke jayaghoSa kie jA rahe haiN| mAnava saMsAra saMskRtiyoM kI madhura kalpanAoM meM eka prakAra se pAgala ho uThA hai| vibhinna saMskRtiyoM evaM sabhyatAoM meM paraspara rassA-kazI ho rahI hai| kintu kauna saMskRti zreSTha hai, isake lie eka mAtra eka hI prazna kAphI hai| yadi usakA uttara ImAnadArI se de diyA jAya to / yaha prazna hai ki kyA ApakI saMskRti meM bahujana hitAya bahujana sukhAya kI mUla bhAvanA vikasita ho rahI hai, vyakti svapoSaNavRtti se vizva-poSaNa kI manobhUmikA para utara rahA hai, nirAzA ke andhakAra meM zubhAzA kI kiraNeM jagamagAtI A rahI hai, prANimAtra ke bhautika evaM AdhyAtmika jIvana ke nimna dharAtala ko U~cA uThAne ke lie kucha-na-kucha satprayatna hotA rahA hai ? yadi Apake pAsa isa prazna kA uttara sacce hRdaya se "hA~" meM hai, to ApakI saMskRti niHsandeha zreSTha hai| vaha svayaM hI vizva saMskRti kA gaurava prApta karane ke yogya hai| jisake Adarza virAT evaM mahAn ho, jo jIvana ke kSetra meM vyApaka evaM udAra dRSTikoNa kA samarthana karatI ho, 174 amara DAyarI

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jisameM mAnavatA kA UrdhvamukhI vikAsa apanI carama sImA ko sajIvatA ke sAtha sparza kara sakatA ho, vahI vizvajanIya saMskRti, vizva-saMskRti ke svarNa siMhAsana para virAjamAna ho sakatI hai| zramaNa-saMskRti kA Adarza zramaNa-saMskRti kA yaha amara Adarza hai ki jo sukha dUsaroM ko dene meM hai, vaha lene meM nhiiN| jo tyAga meM hai, vaha bhoga meM nhiiN| zramaNa-saMskRti aura pApI zramaNa-saMskRti dAnava ko mAnava ke rUpa meM badala dene kI pavitra zakti meM vizvAsa rakhatI hai| usakA Adarza saMhAra nahIM, sudhAra hai| usakI bhASA meM daNDa kA artha badalanA nahIM, uddhAra hai / jisa daNDa ke pIche aparAdhI ke prati dayA na ho, sudhAra kI bhAvanA na ho, kevala badale kI krUra manovRtti ho, vaha daNDa pApa hai, svayaM eka aparAdha hai| vastra yadi malina ho jAe, to kyA use naSTa kara diyA jAe? maile vastra ko sApha kiyA jAtA hai, aura pahanane ke yogya banA liyA jAtA hai| manuSya bhI aparAdha ke dvArA mailA ho jAtA hai| ata: use bhI sasneha dhokara sApha karo, aura zuddha mAnava banA kara jana-sevA ke kSetra meM kAma Ane yogya bnaao| zramaNa-saMskRti aparAdhI ke prati adhika dayAlutA kA vyavahAra karatI hai, usI prakAra, jisa prakAra ki rogI ke prati kiyA jAtA hai| aparAdha bhI eka mAnasika roga hI hai, ata: tadartha daNDa ke rUpa meM aparAdhI ke lie sudhAra cAhie, saMhAra nhiiN| mAnava aura adRzya zakti manuSya jIvana meM kisI adRzya zakti kA hAtha nahIM hai| manuSya kisI ke hAtha kA khilaunA nahIM hai| vaha apane Apa meM eka svatantra virAT zakti hai| vaha apane Apa ko badala sakatA hai, samAja ko badala sakatA hai, rASTra ko badala sakatA hai| aura to kyA, vizva ko badala sakatA hai| naraka, ko svarga banA denA manuSya ke lie eka sAdhAraNa-sA khela hai| amara DAyarI - 175

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sAmyavAda aura zramaNa-saMskRti maiM sAmyavAda se DaratA nahIM huuN| merA dharma zramaNa-saMskRti kA dharma hai, aura usakA mUlAdhAra aparigraha hai, jo sAmyavAda kA hI dUsarA nAma hai| zramaNa-saMskRti kA Adarza hai, kama-se-kama lenA aura badale meM adhika-se-adhika denaa| apanI icchAoM, AvazyakatAoM kA kSetra kama karanA, AvazyakatA se adhika vastuoM kA saMgraha na rakhanA, apane samAna hI apitu apane se adhika dUsaroM kI bhUkha aura nagnatA kA dhyAna rakhanA, jIvana kA mahatva apane lie nahIM, kintu dUsaroM ke lie samajhanA, yaha hai zramaNa-saMskRti ke aparigrahavAda kI mUla bhaavnaa| __ "jIo aura jIne do" yaha svara hai, jo zramaNa-saMskRti ke itihAsa meM lAkhoM varSoM se mukharita hotA AyA hai / Aja ke sAmyavAda kA bhI to yahI svara hai / hA~, Aja ke sAmyavAda ke svara meM hiMsA, ghRNA, balAtkAra aura varga-saMgharSa ke bhISaNa cItkAra evaM hAhAkAra bhI sammilita ho gae haiM ! hamArA kartavya hai ki hama cItkAra aura hAhAkAra kI pazu-bhAvanA ko dUra karake pArasparika sahayoga, maitrI, prema ke bala para mAnava-bhAvanA kA madhura ghoSa mukharita kreN| Aja ke sAmyavAda meM jahA~ bhogavAda kA svara uTha rahA hai, vahA~ hameM tyAgavAda kA svara cher3anA hogA, aura yahI hogA--sAmyavAda kA bhAratIya saMskaraNa / 176 amara DAyarI

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parameSThi-vandanA namaskAra ho arihantoM ko, rAga-dveSa ripu-saMhArI / namaskAra ho zrI siddhoM ko, ajara amara nita avikaarii|| namaskAra ho AcAryoM ko, saMgha-ziromaNi AcArI / namaskAra ho upAdhyAyoM ko, akSaya zrutanidhi ke dhaarii|| * namaskAra ho sAdhu sabhI ko, jaga meM jaga-mamatA mArI / tyAga diye vairAgya-bhAva se, bhoga-bhAva saba saMsArI // pAMca padoM ko namaskAra yaha, naSTa kare kalimala bhArI / maMgala-mUla akhila maMgalamaya, pApa-bhIru janatA tArI // -upAdhyAya zrI amaramuni mudraka ravi oNphaseTa priNTarsa eNDa pablizarsa (prA.) li. 5/166/1, latA kuMja, purAnA AgarA-mathurA mArga, AgarA-2 www.jainelibrary.o