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Dadashri: When one loses the ten thousand rupees in the deal, there is moha behind it. One loss happened, it is gone. Now why are you doubling it? There was only one loss written in your effect karma. But why did you take another loss? Is it better to incur one or two losses? Just one, but every one incurs two losses. Thus one binds similar karma for the next life.
Why should there be even a moment of udvega? Udvega binds many karmas. Since the moment of this Gnan, 'we' have not experienced even a moment of emotional agitation udvega.
Vega (motion), Aavega (emotion) and udvega ( emotional
agitation)
Questioner: Please explain vega, aavega and udvega?
Dadashri: Vega (motion) is a natural phenomenon and aavega is unnatural. When one becomes the 'doer'(I am Chandulal), one becomes emotional aavega. Emotional agitation udvega happens even when one does not want it to. Emotional agitation udvega happens against one's wishes and it is strong enough to crack open one's head! The head will feel as if it is going to explode! Even the Gnani is subject to vega, however He does not have aavega and absolutely no udvega.
As long as one is a doer, there is no telling when it will give rise to emotional agitation udvega. Yes, once doership leaves, emotional agitation udvega will leave for sure. Nevertheless, udvega is still a result of karmic account. When the sense of doership is broken, the effect of emotional agitation udvega will not manifest as udvega. It will express in some other form as a minor entanglement or suffocation.
One man tells me, 'Dada, I feel as if my head is going to explode.' That verily is emotional agitation udvega . What can one do? But you silly man, does the head ever explode? The skull is not likely to crack even with a hammer but just look at the difficulties of an udvega. It can be such that it will break open your the blood vessels in the head. Emotional agitation udvega takes place even when one does not want it because as long as one is a doer aavega, udvega is bound to occur. After attaining our Gnan, doership ceases and therefore udvega will not occur.