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I-ness: Supreme Soul
Oneness with the whole universe
Here there is oneness abheda bhav. You and I are all one. I do not feel separate from anyone of you. And even with the fifty thousand people here there is no sense of separation judai. Neither is there any separation judai with the rest of the world. You are the one who has the judai separation.
So to begin with, I remain one abheda with all these fifty thousand mahatmas here, and secondarily I remain one with the whole world. I do not have any judai with anyone anywhere. Therefore, this is the primary oneness and the other is a secondary oneness. I do not want anything else. I do not have any buddhi intellect and that is why I feel oneness with everyone. I feel like everything is mine. Separation happens in the presence of intellect buddhi, so how can there be any separation when there is no intellect? Intellect creates bheda separation, it shows 'this is mine and that is yours" and that is the separation. How can this division 'yours' and 'mine' exist when there is no intellect? This divisive intellect bheda buddhi that has arisen is the one that shows, 'I am separate from this person."
Questioner: The moment one becomes separate alag, one feels the separation judai, no?
