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So do not ever have suspicions about any one. Do not be suspicious if you come home and see your sister talking to some man. Suspicion causes the greatest of miseries and will uproot your entire Gnan and throw it out. What is , is and what is not, is not. You can ask your sister to serve you your dinner and you can separate the two in this way but you should never become suspicious. Suspicion can only make you miserable. Whatever is in vyavasthit is, and what is not, is not. Do not become suspicious.
Questioner: But is suspicion not due to the fruition of karma?
Dadashri: To have suspicions is not considered fruition of karma. Suspicion is the spoiling your inner intent; it means you are meddling and therefore it will give you misery. Never have any suspicions.
If someone is talking to your sister do not get suspicious because now you want to go to moksha, and besides nothing is going to happen outside of vyavasthit in one lifetime. It will happen regardless of whether you have awareness of Gnan or not. No change is going to occur whether you are a Gnani or agnani. So there is no reason to have suspicions.
Questioner: Because nothing is going to change.
Dadashri: Yes, nothing is going to change and there is great harm in suspicion.
Questioner: But there is no charging after this Gnan, is there?
Dadashri: There is no charging, but there is charging if you harbor such suspicions for a very prolonged time to the extent that you become shankashil obsessed with suspicion. In this state your ego has arisen to the level of a worldly being, Chandulal. You cannot have suspicions if you want moksha. Still in the absence of Self-realization, that is exactly what happens. Whereas here, you get the benefit of Gnan, you get the benefit of freedom and only that which is destined to occur, will occur. Therefore, there is no reason to have suspicions. You have to stop being suspicious. Dada has said 'no' to suspicions.
It is your own weakness
Questioner: Suspicions first hurts one's own self, does it not?