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Dadashri: Yes, otherwise they will never arise. There is nothing if you pratice the five Agnas. Any deficiency in practicing the Agnas will give rise to those things. Thousands of people who practice these Agnas live in internal and external harmony samadhi.
The world remains suspicionless where suspicion is needed
There is only one place where there is a need for suspicion and that is to question yourself 'Am I really Chandulal?' that is the only suspicion you need to continue to have. That is not suicide.
Questioner: Suspicion on, 'I am Chandulal'...
Dadashri: Then your work is done. Nobody has this suspicion, even when I ask them repeatedly. They just tell me, 'I am Chandulal'. This suspicion, never arises, does it?
When I keep stirring the issue, the suspicion arises and he starts to think, 'What Dada is saying is correct; there is some truth in it. Otherwise, one will never begin to have suspicions about one's real identity.
Questioner: Is that suspicion necessary to arise before one can progress further?
Dadashri: No, not like that. These words are specifically for that suspicion; the words "Am I Chandulal?' is helpful to him. All other suspicions is suicide. If the suspicion, 'Am I really Chandulal? and am I really a son? Am I really a father? like the world says I am?' arises, then it is worth it.
So which suspicion is worth having? Suspicion related to the self, 'Is this the atma or that the atma?' Until one realizes the Atma- the Self, one will continue to have suspicions, just as the world does.
All accusations are made because of the belief 'I am decidedly (nischaya thi) Chandulal. I am truly Chandulal.' But now the suspicion arisen on that , no? A real doubt (vahem) has arisen in this matter, has it not? That suspicion will attain your work of Self-realisation. No one becomes suspicious like this even when one tries to.
