Jainism Course Part 03

Author(s): Maniprabhashreeji
Publisher: Adinath Rajendra Jain Shwetambara Pedhi
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/006049/1

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zrI vizvatAraka ratnatrayI vidhA rAjita trivarSIya jainijama khaMDa-3 khaMDa-9 khaMDa-8 khaDa-7 khaDa-6 khaMDa-pa khaMDa-4 vis-3 d khaMDa-1 khaMDa-2 vizva Alleg 48644441 - natrathA vidhA thaji sarve jIvo mokSe jAo korsa nainijama korsa lekhikA 8 sA. maNiprabhA zrI maMgala

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zrI vizvatAraka ratnatrayI vidyArAjitaM yuvati saMskAra zivira kI jhalakiyA~ mahAvIra rAjaya sana

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|| zrI mohanakheDA tIrtha maNDana AdinAthAya namaH / || zrI rAjendra-dhanacandra-bhUpendra-yatIndra-vidyAcandra sUri gurubhyo namaH II zrI viSratAraka ratnatrayI vighA rAjitaM trivarSIya jainijama korsa khaMDa 3 sa 00000 1 1 nathI 'FIDELY sarve jIvo maule jAo vidhA thIjavuM che jo korsa AzIrvAda dAtA -- pa.pU. rASTrasaMta ziromaNi gacchAdhipati vartamAnAcArya deveza zrImadvijaya hemendrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. sva. mahattarikA pU.sA. zrI lalitazrIjI ma.sA. sva. pravartinI pU.sA. zrI muktizrIjI ma.sA. pU. vAtsalya vAridhi sevAbhAvI sA. zrI saMghavaNazrIjI ma.sA. lekhikA -- sA. maNiprabhAzrIjI -- protsAhaka -- kumArapAla vI. zAha prakAzaka zrI AdinAtha rAjendra jaina zve. perI zrI mohanakheDA tIrtha, rAjagaDha (dhAra) ma.pra. A pustakanA sAkAra lekhaka tathA prakAzakane AdhIna che. @ *jale ++DhaY=r ap hp emote eine padma O naMdI

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| || zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthAya namaH | tava caraNe zaraNaM mama jenI kRpA, karUNA, AziSa, varadAna tathA vAtsalya dhArA A korsa para satata varasI rahI che. jenA puNya prabhAvatha A korsa prabhAvita che, evA vizva maMgalanA mUlAdhAra prANezvara, hRdayezvara, sarvezvara zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha prabhunA caraNomAM..... jenI kSAyika prIti bhaktie A korsane prabhuthI abheda banAvyo che, evA siddhagiri maMDana RSabhadeva bhagavAnanA caraNomAM.... - A korsane vAMcIne nirmala ArAdhanA karIne AvavAvALA bhavamAM mahAvideha kSetramAM jenI pAse jaIne cAritra grahaNa karIne mokSane prApta karavo che, evA mokSa dAtArI sImaMdhara svAmInA caraNomAM... | jenI anaMta labdhithI A korsa mokSadAyI labdhi sampanna banyo che evA parama zraddheya samarpaNanA sAgara gautama svAmInA caraNomAM.... je samavasaraNamAM prabhu mukha kamalamAM birAjita che, je jinavANInA rUpamAM prakAzita bane che, je sarva akSara, sarva varNa tathA svara mAlAnI bhagavatI mAtA che, je A korsanA pratyeka samyagujJAnamAM parivartita karI rahI che evI tIrthezvarI siddhezvarI mAtAnA caraNa kamalomAM... zatAbdi varSamAM jenI apAra kRpAthI jenA sAnidhyamAM A korsanI racanAnA suMdara manoratha utpanna thayA tathA jenA avirata AziSathI A korsanuM nirmANa thayuM. je jana-jananI AsthAnA kendra che, je A korsane vizva vyApI banAvI rahyAM che. je pU. dhanacandrasUri, pU. bhUpendrasUri, pU. yatIndrasUri, pU. vidyAcandrasUri Adi parivArathI zobhita che evA samarpita parivAranA tAta vizva pUjya prAtaH smaraNIya pU. dAdA gurudeva rAjendrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA caraNa kamalomAM.... jenI kapAvArie satata mane A korsa mATe protsAhita karyAevAvartamAna AcAryadeveza zrImad vijaya hemendra surIzvarajI ma.sA., pU. guruNIjI vidyAzrIjI ma.sA., pU. pravatinI mAnazrIjI ma.sA.. pU. mahattarikA lalitazrIjI ma.sA., pU. pravatinI muktizrIjI ma.sA., sevAbhAvI gurumaicyA saMghavaNazrIjI ma.sA.nA caraNa kamalomAM... A korsanA pratyekakhaMDa, pratyeka cepTara, pratyeka akSara ApanA, ApazrInA caraNomAM.. sAkara samarpaNama... sA. maNiprabhAzrI 5/4/2010, somavAra | bhInamAla

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AzIrvacana sAdhvIjI zrI maNIprabhAzrIjI Adi ThANA -zAtApRcchA! vizeSa:- yaha jAnakara ati prasannatA kaI ki "zrI vizvatAraka ratnatrayI vidyA zajitaM jainijamakorsa kA prakAzana ho racha hai ! kampyuTara, iMTaraneTa ke isa Adhunika evaM jAtizila yuga meM jaina saMskRti evaM isa saMskRti se juDe yUvAoM ke liye jainijma korsa saMjIvanI hai jo ki biAr3I DaI dazA evaM dizA daugo ko navajIvana pradAna kregii| saMskRtirA,AcAra-vicAra sudhara lA samyaka zrutAna ke liye ApakA jhAAva anumodanIya hai! jaina jAgati ke liye kiyA gayA ApakA zaMkhanAda prazaMsanIya hai Apake pracaMDa puruSArtha evaM parizrama kI meM anumodanA karatA hUM yaha korsa vizvavyApinale laya pAThakagaNa monavagAmI bne| isa bhAgiratha zubhakArya ke liye zubhAzirvAda pradAna karatA tappA paramAtmA se kAmanA karatA U~ ki bhaviSya meM bhI aise navIna evaM racanAtmaka kArya karake samAna ko lAbhAnvita karatI TeM! 24T1-22 jainadharma mana manakA dharma hai| cita dhAraNa kareM zraddhA se svIkAra kare aura AcaraNa meM anubhava kareM,use isa dharma kI gahanatA evaM aMbhIratA kA jJAna ho sakatA hai| zA-dveSa se mukta,sarva jIvasamatvadRSTidhArI hase arihaMta paramAtmA dvArA prarupita tvaM sthApita yaha dharmAzacanA kA suMdara ghaya hai| ke 'a' se lekara 'jJa' taka kI sArI pidhAeM isa dharmaziyo se prApta hotI hai| yUnya se jana taka kA jahaza jJAna maina dani meM upalabdha hai| usI gahana zAna sAgara me se cuna cuna kara aneka motIyoM ko mAlA meM rupAntarita kara 'jemimmakorsa' nAmaka pustakako taiyAra kiyA hai viparIsAdhvInI zrI maNiprabhAzrIjIne! jodhakAzita hokara pAThakoM sanmuzva hai| isa pustaka ke adhyayana hAza AbAlavRddhasabhIsvayaM ko svazusesamuddha kara sakate hai| jJAna prakAzame apane jIvana vikAsa ke kadama AzevadAkara vastu svakapa ko saMprApta kara sakate haiN| kAdhirajI kA prayAsa paM zrama kI anumodanA karameM unake jIvana meM sAhitya jagata meM abhAbhI bane,yaha zubhakAmanA karatA dUra vijayavAr3A 1511012010 SKEDARSHEERANAAGINE - G MAR)

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AzIrvacana mAtA - sidAyitraparipUnitAro zravamAnamane nama: zrI vima prema-bhuvanAnu-jaya-jita - ayazasasUrIzrebhya nama: viducI sAlAnA maNiprabhAzrAjI / sAdara anuvandanA- sukhazAtApRcchA... tIna bhAla - 9 vibhAA meM vyApta jainiz2ama korsa pAThakoM ke jIvana meM sabhyAsAna havaM sabhyakriyA ko varSamAna banAme meM susaphala yo saMsA paramakRpAlU paramAtmA se prArthanA.. pAThakoM se prA anurodha ki ve isa korsa ke adhyayana meM, punaravartana meM tathA pIsA meM niyamita bane rahe.... pramAda ko paravaza na bane.. prabhu ne jAna-2 mokSa: +aa hai.. isa korsa se prApta jAne ko jIvana / / meM sakriya banAkara saphala banAye. - A-et aprayazekharasuri. CONNARASIERESTERNARESHERE rAvatI vinAmI maNiprabhAbhIjI ANi sukhakAlA yaa. ApakebAnA saMskAraka nimakA jo koma prakAzita himA jA rahA hai usake prati imArI hArdika shubhkaamnaaye| vartamAna yuga meM bAla yuvA vargaayogya AcaraNAoM kA apanAkaramAnabhava ko hAra rarAese samaya meM saMskAra varkaka sAhitya kIAvazyakatA hai| maha sAhitya bAla yuvA vargako bhArga ki bneN| yahI zubhAbhilASA jayAnaMda pAnA

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AzIrvacana saMkhezvara pAca nAthAya namaH sirasAde mahAvA / namA um vijha4 ma-kuvAnImAnuM-gamamja-bita-gacchesara sImanohara zrI pledhara Ijha - 1) A.ajinasailarakI aura tu da-2 saM.2066 saptavizati gumArikA sA.zrI. matriI -BAoma. Adi yonya sAdara anuvNdn| vizeSa meM Apane sanaratna zrI kumArapAlamAI ka cana se jainazma korsa ke sAta bhAga saMzodhana hetu muse bheje the| Apane jaina-anantara varga jainadharma ke Atmahakara sarvajJakarSita sita acchI tara se sama sake isase tulsa diyA hai| mujhe ummIda hai ki nijhAtuva vaya DuM chersa sayana jIra che tapanI che - jJAna che ane' te prati vizva sAdi sujhAlaMkRtA viSinI sA- ma0 maNiprabhA-zrI) * andi kSatrIvRMda anuvaMdanA / sukhazAta/ praveka che zuru kRpAe zAtA mAMdI re. - vizva tA.27 jina zAsana nA adabhUta tatvajJAna ne sarala saddha dAyaku zelImAM - sudaMra saMskAra vakra che 2ju karIne khAla ja tho mATe jarurI kAma karIne e zAsana nI sevAnuM anumodanIma nA vI sarala bhASA tAtmajJAna nI thAya tevA sAhityanI atyaMta jarUrI mAta te pUrI darela che. nAyA sAhimanuM sarjana 62vAnI zakti tamone sada prata zA ma tela nA2Ivada che, nAzA | chi saMto dhana na >> ne na sUvane ye re'- mA5 rUna para dhyAna kare ! Apa kA yaha prayatna taba-sahI-sama se saphala homa jaba lIka ina bAtoM kA mana ke amana karake bhAvita hoNge| [Apa kI pramana- Aja kA garbhana isa deza meM kAmayAbI kI mila kare yahI zubhecchA - AcArya bhAjitarokhara rikA sAdara bhnuvNdn| tevA nuM mananIya kArya karela che. candrAna nasakat2ju rina ( mana vaMdanA ( jI na rAta ( bhArata nakAra, tA 14-1+ - 29 * sara karatuM na br/ gurU badhe na ca pa thI tAkratA mATe graMtha sarjana phare che. nigraMca paraparA mAM svahaste lakhAyelA A vA anai tu grAze. nAnubhaDA U e - durlabha ne zo dha DI nI jema sacavAyelA che. jaina saMgha jhA vaibhava thI sarvI vadhu samRddha che prabhunA upAsikA sA.zrI mahiprabhAzrIjI .. tapasva u dena mAthe UDA ==Anu che ane pha yajhana adhara leto ane padATeluM ne pragaTa karta thai .tA -sasa vithA 2 nAmanA graMtha e muM dha sana muddo gyA che. ke naI bhUla prasanna tA thaI. na svArtha bhAve mArA manIvAIne janatA sama che te bha aa lA anai lI nI sonAmAM sUrgadhu vo saMyoga racInu karavAno emane prayAsa khUba upa 24 banakhane 66vadhU jthI enanA phAra! naina saMbane prApta thAya jhona khAsA ane AdhAdA -4rma eja " svITa

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naM. 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. Telotale 8. 9. 10. 11. 12. 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. .. 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. AsAma 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. bhAratabharamAM cAlatA jainIjama korsanA senTaro temaja pratinidhionI sUcI zahera-rAjya nAma phona | mobAIla rAjasthAna Ahora AburoDa bhInamAla byAvara bADamera DuMgarapura jAlora jodhapura pAlI sAyalA udayapura vijayanagara seilas beMgalora bellerI belagAMva belagaMja bIjApura citradurgA hosmeTa maisura Andhra pradeza eluru koImbatura iroDa madurAI madurAI poMDicerI gujarAta amadAvAda navasArI surata surata surata bApA uMjhA mohA (bokAro) madhyapradeza jhAbuA mu Agara vaDatAvara bAjanA zrI dinezacaMdrajI zrI bhaMvaralAla koThArI zrI hukamarAjajI mahetA zrI dilIpa gelaDA zrI magarAja zrIzrImala zrI pavana dozI zrI vikAsa boharA kI lalIna poravAla zrI bAbulAlajI solakI zrI kIrITa gurujI zrI prakAza bolIyA zrI amaracaMdajI lIdhA zrI ramezajI harana zrI saMdIpa gurujI zrI zAMtilAla dAMvADIyA zrI anilabhAi gurujI zrImatI bhAvikA mahezajI zAha zrI hiMmatabhAI gurujI zrI manoharamalajI zrImatI anItA (rAja TreDarsa) zrI mukeza lakSmIbAI sI. jaina zrI mukezakumAra saMghavI zrI guDIyA zrI khImarAja jena zrI gurujI kizorabhAI jaina enDa kA zrI ke. saMganA zrImatI nImAbena Ara. zAha zrI ramezajI zeTha-vikAsa pepara mATe zrImatI vibhuSAbena Ara. zAha zrImatI darzanA ema. zAya zrI pravIbhAi ke. saMghavI zrI devendra pI. jena zrI hiteza roka zrI rAjubhAi e. sArka zrI saMtoSa jaina saMjaya jena zrI ajaya jena zrI paMkaja nAhara zrI maniSa kAvaDiyA 09414588347 09772092007 09460785111 09414009402 09828167478 09414685307 09414375275 09414827696 09351012207 07568430708 09414166123 0921416565 09845061920 09844540737 09448921450 08095849080 0809584908 09035068149 09448278171 09449838659 09342115050 09848338543 09443475806 09944510477 09443065530 09443065530 09443057071 09328941703 09825786190 09427127347 09909111389 09376279371 09825456980 09825129111 09825532082 09835315784 09425102275 09425033596 09926589444 09300804765 09425990962

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[11 12. 13. 14. 15. 16. 17. 18. | 19. 20. 21. 22. zrI sunila golecchA zrImatI vimalA jaina zrI devendrajI jaina zrI AzutoSa cattara zrI vinoda nAvela zrImatI mamatA koThArI zrI viveka khAbiyA zrI kuzala mUhalota zrI manoja orA zrI rAjendra daraDA zrI saMjaya jaina zrI vipIna jena zrI manoja jaina zrI nareza jaina zrI bharata koThArI zrI zailendrajI jaina zrI saMjIva jaina zrI rAjendra daraDA zrI mahAvIra jaina zrI narendra jaina zrI vinodajI jAvarA 09300612380 09425048060 O9826698695 O9755555592 O9406855055 O9826636973 09425949470 09425935156 O9425487114 09425104906 09685285333 09425725555 9425492016 O9827028711 09827023454 O9425917608 O9827288826 09425104906 09897945474 09970772100 09425490549 23. 24. 25. 26. zrImatI pAyala jaina O932513922 baDanagara devArA ghosalaDhAvalA dhAra hATapIpalIyA lAbariyA ghATa maMdasaura nalakheDA peTalAvaDa ratalAma selAnA sAvera zAjarapura Indora Indora tarAnA jAvarA ujjaina unhela jhAraDA jhAMvarA mahArASTra luNAvAlA paMjaba ludhiyAnA muMbaI zahera aMdherI bhAyakhalA borIvalI DobIvalI DoMbIvalI DobIvalI DoMbIvalI DoMbIvalI DobIvalI ghATakopara kAMdIvalI kAMdIvalI kalyANa muMbaI senTrala grAnTa roDa malADa muluMDa nAlAsopArA nAlAsopArA mIrA roDa vAlakezvara virAra zrI navanIta jaina O9417774391 | | | | 09819889126 09820844180 O9321069700 09221209194 O9322753645 9867000906 O9221487466 O9821840403 | | 10. | 11. | zrI mukezajI esa. zAha zrI jAgRti mukeza koThArI zrImatI jyotsanAbena ema. zAha zrImatI mInA paMkaja vasA zrImatI zilpA dipakabhAI saMghavI zrImatI dakSAbena pI. dhoLakiyA zrImatI nItAbena dipakabhAI lAkhAnI zrImatI bhAvanAbena dhirenakumAra zAha zrImatI haMsAbena bI. zAha zrImatI harSAbena jayezabhAI zAha zrImatI dIpA pI. bhesANa zrImatI kalpanA esa. bhaMDArI zrI dharmendrajI mahetA zrI vinezakumAra mahetA zrI rAjubhAI saMghavI zrI hIrAlAlajI jaina zrImatI rekhAbena zAha zrImAtI hInAbena pI. dhoLakiyA zrImatI pratibhA koThArI zrImatI nItAbena je. vorA zrI kamalajI zAha zrImatI IlA mehatA . 13. 14. 15. 16. O9820633304 O9076076065 O904883651 09320681060 09224699635 09869184692 09821232818 O98922789929 0997939229 0927 094225 09221885641 09967888708 (9076076065 17. 18. 19. 20. 21. 22. |

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jainAcAra - 4 pAThazALA jJAna bhava AlocanA sAdharmika bhakti Art of Living - 4 sAsu banI mA~ saMskArono pAyo sUtra tathA artha vibhAga vaMdittu sUtra Ayariya uvajajhAya sUtra zruta devatAnI stuti. aThThAIsu sUtra namoDastu vardhamAnAya . caukkasAya sUtra devasiya pratikramaNa vidhi upavAsanuM paccakkhANa kAvya-vibhAga prabhu sanmukha bolavAnI stuti caityavaMdana stuti . stavana. sajjhAya jaina ItihAsa - 4 jJAnanI AzAtanAthI baco varadatta ane guNamaMjarInI kathA mAtuSa muni . azoka rAjA sAdharmika bhaktinA dRSTAMta mahArAjA kumArapALanI sAdharmika bhakti vaDhavANanA zrAvaka anukramaNikA 1 da 10 15 23 44 55 65 68 68 68 70 71 hara 73 73 74 3333 75 83 83 85 86 87 87 88

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maMtrIzvara pethaDa sadA soma puNiyA zrAvaka jagaDuzAha mANekalAla zeTha sAdharmika bhaktIthI malyA udayanamaMtrI, kumArapALa ane hemacandrAcArya, jhAMjhaNa zeTha sAMtanuM ane jinadAsa pazcAtApa karo bhavathI taro rukmirAjA arjunamAlI baMdhaka RSi. lakSmaNA rAjakumArI tattvajJAna - 4 lavaNa samudra aDhIdvIpa manuSyaloka tathA sUryacaMdra paMkti naMdIzvara dvIpanA bAvana jinAlaya mokSa gamananI prakriyA . parabhavamAM jatA jIvanI gati . snAtrapUjA bhAvArtha jainAcAra - 5 devavaMdana guruvaMdana supAtradAna zrAvakano zrRMgAra jayaNA jIvonI jayaNAnA sUtra Art of Living - 5 tUTyo sapanAno mahela No Compititon But Solution. opanabuka parIkSA prazna patra uttara patra 2 2 4 4 4 4 4 4 OM OM OM chu ? 105 106 106 109 111 114 116 123 127 130 135 138 143 154 181 188

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pAThazALA jJAnanA upakaraNo jAja pAra karanArA pAra ramavA EntamAkAkA, kAmakazALA ja varakara jana samathamanAma mana gravmanA mANahanA vaDA rAjanana karavAmana ane nAnA nAma kamI karo ka : jAthAnA jamAnA nA na pAnAnI vaLIyA rAzinA corInI kamAna rana ja karavA karI tenI para kAma karavA RETARDE EART CHA sAdharmika bhakti

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| Huri Hu Hpo Apo .. dhanya sAdhu jIvana ! samagra jIvanamAM prabhunI zaraNAgati, darzana to prabhunuM, stavanA to prabhunI, kAnamAM zravaNa to prabhunuM, vAMcanA prabhunuM, lekhana prabhunuM, manamAM smaraNa to prabhunuM, rome romamAM spaMdana to prabhunuM, basa dareka karma prabhu mATe. pratyeka karmanA kartA prabhu, badhuM prabhunuM badhe prabhu, badhAmAM prabhu, eka kSaNa paNa prabhuno viyoga nahIM. ane satata, sarala ane sahaja rIte prabhu nizrA, prabhunA sAnidhyano sahaja yoga. svanA astitvano sarvathA vilaya ane pUrNa rUpathI prabhunI zaraNAgati. saMsAranA sarva saMbaMdho no pUrNavizrAma ane paramAtmAnA sarva saMbaMdhonI zaraNAgati bhAvathI binazaratI svIkAra ane paramAtmAmAM ja pUrNavizrAma. zAzvata tIrthAdhirAja siddhagirirAjanA pAvana caraNomAM mArI samAdhi mRtyu thaI che tathA mahAvidehamAM janma thayo che. mAtAnI sAthe huM paNa roja samavasaraNamAM prabhunI dezanA sAMbhaLu chuM. 8 varSanI uMmara thatA ja paramAtmAnI kSAyika prIti evI thAya che ke paramAtmA nA mukhanA darzana vinA kevI rIte jIvI zakAya, kevI rIte rahI zakAya. ane dezanA pUrI thatAM ja paramAtmAnI pAse jaIne sarva virati ApavA mATe vinaMtI karuM chuM. IcchakArI bhagavana pasAya karI sarvavirati daMDaka uccarAvojI... prabhu kahe che, aho ! A kevA suMdara nAnA nAnA bALako che. e sarvavirati mATe prArthanA karI rahyA che ane tyAre paramAtmA rajoharaNA pradAna karIne sarvavirati daMDaka uccarAve che. karemi bhaMte... ane jevuM ja rajoharaNa mArA hAthamAM AvyuM mArA hRdayano AnaMda zabda rupe mArA mukhathI vyakta thayo. aho ! aho ! prabhu dhanya ghaDI! dhanya divasa! dhanya bhAgyA mahA puNyodayathI, mahA sadabhAgyathI Ape apAra karuNA karI mane mahA kalyANakArI mokSanA rAjamArga rupa sarvavirati dharma pradAna karyo prabhu muja sarIkhA abujha bALaka para ApanI kevI dayA ? kevI karuNA, Apano keTalo prema ke ATaluM suMdara jIvana ApyuM. kevI nirdoSatA ke koIpaNa jIvanI hiMsA nahIM. cha:kAyanA jIvone abhayadAna. kevI niSpApatA ke jIvanamAM 18 pApasthAnakanuM nAma ja nahIM. kevI niSkAmatA ke mokSa sivAya bIjI koI IcchA ja nahIM. jagatanA sarva RNAnubaMdhano sarvathA tyAga ane eka mAtra prabhunA RNAnubaMdhamAM rahevAno amUlya avasara. koTi koTi namaskAra ho A sAdhu jIvanane...!

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"""piISITION ." pAThazALA eTale saMskAronuM maMdira. jaina kuLamAM janma levAthI tame jaina to banI gayA, paNa jaina kevA hovA joIe? enuM sAcuM zikSaNa pAThazALAthI ja prApta thAya che. vyaktinA jIvanamAM jeTalI jarUrIyAta vyavahArika zikSaNanI che, tenAthI anekagaNI AvazyaktA saMskAronuM bIjAropaNa karAvanAra dhArmika zikSaNanI paNa che. pAThazALA eTale zuM? (1) je ApaNane samyajJAna Ape che tenuM nAma pAThazALA. (2) je bALakomAM zIla rakSAnA saMskAronuM ropaNa kare che, tenuM nAma che pAThazALA. (3) je zAsana rakSA nuM baLa Ape che tenuM nAma che pAThazALA. (4) je amane khumArI, dhairya, sattva, zaurya, sAhasathI jIvavAnuM zIkhavADe che, tenuM nAma che pAThazALA. (5) je duHkhanA samayamAM samAdhi ane samAdhAnanI rAha dekhADe che, tenuM nAma che pAThazALA. vaThaerLAnuM mahattva : vartamAnanI zikSaNa paddhatithI vikRta banelA bALakonA magajane susaMskRta banAvavA mATe pAThazALA eka saMjIvanI auSadha samAna che. mA~ bALakonAM jIvana nirvAhanI ciMtA kare che, jayAre pAThazALA e che je bALakonA jIvana nirmANanI ciMtA kare che. dareka gAmaDA-zaheramAM sAdhu-sAdhvIno yoga prApta thavo nAmumakina che ane jo prApta thaI jAya to mAtra cAturmAsanA cAra mahinA mATe. ATalA ochA samayamAM jJAnanI saMpUrNa zikSA prApta karavI saMbhava nathI. evAmAM pAThazALA ja eka evuM sthAna che jyAM jaIne vyakti dareka divasa jJAna meLavI zake che. divAne saLagato rAkhavA mATe jema tela ane ghInI jarUra paDe che. tema Aje eTalI ja jarUrata che samyajJAna devAvALI pAThazALAnI. kAraNa ke bALako kAcA ghaDA jevA hoya che. e kAcA ghaDAne kuMbhAra je AkAra ApavA Icche tevo AkAra ApI zake che. paNa ghaDo pAko thaI gayA pachI jo kuMbhAra eno AkAra badalavA mAMge to te ghaDo phUTI jAya che, paNa eno AkAra parivartita thato nathI. evI ja rIte bALakonI nAnI uMmara saMskAra grahaNa karavAnI hoya che. e samaye emane jevA saMskAra ApIe, tevA saMskAromAM bALakonuM jIvana DhaLI jAya che. moTA thaI gayA pachI emanAmAM saMskAronuM ropaNa karavA jaIzuM to enI eja hAlata thaze je pAkA ghaDAnI thAya che. nAnI uMmaramAM bALakonI smaraNa zakti bahu ja teja hoya che. evA samayamAM emane pAThazALA mokalavAthI e bALako svayaMnA, parivAranA ane zAsananA bhaviSyane ujjavaLa banAvI zake che.

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samyagujJAnanA abhAvamAM choDavA lAyaka zuM che? apanAvavA lAyaka zuM che? A samaja ja hotI nathI. paNa samyagujJAnanA prakAzamAM vyakti emanA kAryanA pariNAmane jANI zake che. gurudevanI pAse jAya tyAre ane zarama na Ave ke guruvaMdana kevI rIte karavuM? prabhunI pAse jaIe eTale saMkoca na thAya ke vidhi-sahita darzana-pUjA ane caityavaMdana kevI rIte karavuM? mahAna karma nirjarA karAvavAvALI pratikramaNanI kriyA karIe tyAre A samasyA na thAya ke sAmAyika kaI rIte levAya? ane pratikramaNa kevI rIte thAya? A badhI samasyAonuM eka ja samAdhAna che pAThazALA. pAThazALA ja eka evI saMsthA che jyAM nAnAmAM nAnI vidhithI laIne moTAmAM moTI kriyAo ane anuSThAna samyam rItithI zIkhavADavAmAM Ave che. pAThazALAmAM sarakhI uMmaranA chokarA hovAthI eka-bIjAne bhaNatA joI, rAtribhojana, kaMdamUla, TI.vI, abhakSya vagere tyAga karatA joI bALakomAM paNa tyAgano utsAha sahajatAthI AvI jAya che. sAthe pAThazALAthI maLatA InAmathI bALakonI aMdara dharma karavAno vizeSa utsAha vadhI jAya che. gharamAMthI bALakone keTalAe inAma ApIe to paNa bALako eTalA khuza nathI thatA jeTalA pAThazALA ke bahArathI maLavAvALA eka nAnA inAmathI khuza thaI jAya che. AnAthI bALako roja pAThazALA javAnA AdI banI jAya che. pariNAma svarUpa jIvanamAM rahI gayelI vikRtira saMskRtimAM ane vAsanA bhAvanAmAM parivartita thaI jAya che. pUrvakAlamAM saMskArI ane zikSita mA~ ja bALakonI pAThazALA kahevAtI hatI. e emanA bALakone gAthA ApatI, dhArmika vAto karatI, mahApuruSonAM caritra saMbhaLAvatI. A pramANe e emanA bALakone apUrva saMskArI banAvatI hatI. paNa duHkhanI vAta to e che ke vartamAnanI mAtAomAM ja A saMskAra ane zikSaNa nathI rahyA to e emanA bALakone zuM saMskAra Apaze? mATe ja bALakone saMskArita karavA A pAThazALAo zaru thaI che. Aja ApaNo jaina samAja dareka kSetramAM AgaLa vadhI rahyo che paraMtu adhyayananA kSetramAM eTalo ja pAchaLa jaI rahyo che. jema mAsakSamaNa Adi tapa karavAvALA tapasvInuM sonAnI cena vagerethI bahumAna karavAmAM Ave che, charI pAlita saMgha, tIrtha yAtrA, svAmIvAtsalya, upadhAna AdimAM zrIsaMgha ArAghako ne sArI rakama ApIne khUba protsAhana Ape che. temAM be pratikramaNa, pAMca pratikramaNa,aticArAdi sUtro gokhavAvALA vidyArthiyo ne pAThazALAmAM protsAhita karavAmAM Ave to pAThazALAmAM bALakonI saMkhyA sArA pramANamAM vadhavA lAgaze. anyathA vartamAnanI pAThazALA para dhyAna ApavAmAM nahIM AvyuM to thoDA ja varSo pachI samAjamAMthI susaMskRta

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yuvA varga lupta prAya thaI jaze. e mATe zrImaMta vargane bhalAmaNa che ke bIjA kSetranI jema pAThazALAmAM paNa lakSmInuM sArA pramANamAM dAna karavuM joIe kAraNake prabhAvanA ane inAmanA AkarSaNa vinA pAThazALA cAlI nathI zakatI. zrIsaMghanA agragaNya vyakti pAThazALAmAM pratidivasa prabhAvanA, lakkI DaoN, parIkSAnA InAma, kArDa bharavAnuM inAma, tIrtha yAtrAnA rUpamAM navI-navI AvI yojanA banAvavI. jenAthI bALako TI.vI. viDiyogema, khela-kUda jevA badhAne gauNa karIne paNa pAThazALA AvavA mATe majabUra thaI jAya. AnI sAthe ja pAThazALAmAM bhaNavAvALA chokarAone skUla mATe bAra mahinAnI copaDIo, skUla bega, TiphIna baoNksa, pANInI boTala, pena, pensila, kalara baoNksa vagere badhu maphatamAM vaheMcavA. jenAthI emanAmAM pAThazALA AvavAnuM AkarSaNa jaLavAI rahe ane e samyagrajJAna prApta karI zake. sAra eTalo ja che ke zrIsaMghanA agragaNya mukhya vyaktione pAThazALAnuM mahatva samajAvIne pota-potAnA saMghomAM pAThazALAnuM nirmANa karavuM joIe. ane pAThazALA hoya to ene adhika sucAru rUpathI calAvavA mATe nIce batAvelI yojanA ane gatividhiyone amalamAM lAvavI joIe. sAthe ja potAnA bALakone pAThazALAmAM mokalI susaMskRta banAvavA. pAThaarnLI TathAvanA ane yojanA : pAThazALAnA mahattvane samajIne pAThazALAnI sthApanA ane ene sucAru rUpathI calAvavA mATe nimna yojanA karI zakAya che. sarvaprathama saMghanI sanmukha pAThazALAnA mahattvane batAvIne Arthika vyavasthA karavI. e mATe mAno jyAM 500gharanI vastI hoya, tyAM 11,001 rU. pratimAsanA lAbhArthInA rUpamAM bAra mahinAnA lAbhArthI taiyAra karavA. A lAbhArthIonA nAma jyAM pAThazALA cAlatI hoya te jagyA para sArA benara upara lakhAvIne (je pramANe maMdiramAM aSTa prakArI pUjAnA vArSika lAbhArthInA nAma lakhAya che te rIte) lagAvA. A 11,001 rU. nuM vyaya pAThazALAnA gurujInA vetanamAM, eka mahinAnA niyama kArDa bharavAvALAone InAmamAM, mAsika maukhika parIkSAnA inAmamAM kharca karI zakAya che. sAthe ja bIjI rIte vicArIe to 360 divasanI 501 rU.nI tithi lakhAvavI. A tithi koIpaNa vyakti potAnA bALakonA janmadivasa para, potAnA mAtA-pitAnI puNyatithi para, potAnI sagAInI sAlagirA vagere koI paNa suavasara nA nimitte lakhAvI zake che. sAthe ja jemano janmadivasa athavA sAlagirA hoya emanA hAthothI bALakone prabhAvanA apAvavI. e samaye pAThazALAnA chokarAe emanA ArAdhanAmaya jIvana mATe zubhakAmanA vyakta karavI. A pramANe bALakono janmadivasa vara

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manAvavA thI bALakomAM jJAnanI vizeSa vRddhi thAya che. A tithionA rUpiyAno vyaya bALakone prabhAvanA ApavAmAM ane pAThazALAnA vArSika mahotsava manAvavAmAM karI zakAya che. paseLarotI gatividheiyAM: jyAM pAThazALA na hoya tyAM nIce batAvelI navI paddhatithI pAThazALA kholavI. pAThazALAmAM ratnatrayInI ArAdhanA thAya che ane A ArAdhanAthI vizvanA jIvo mukti sukhane pAme evI bhAvanA hovAthI pAThazALAnuM "zrI vizvatAraka ratnatrayI vidyA rAjita - jaina pAThazALA" athavA bIjuM koI ucita nAma paNa rAkhI zakAya che. 0 pAThazALAno samaya bapore 3 thI 5 athavA sAMje 6 thI 8 vAgyAno rAkhavo. * pAThazALAmAM AvatA ja sauprathama vidyAgurune praNAma karavo. * pachI jJAnanA pAMca khamA. daIne Asana pAtharIne besavu. copaDIne ThavaNI para ja rAkhavI. * pAThazALAmAM pUrNatayA mauna rAkhavuM. 0 pAThazALAmAM somavArathI zukravAra sudhI gAthA yAda karAvavI ane zanivAre janarala klAsa, ravivAre snAtrapUjA vagere rAkhavI. * suda pAMcama, vada AThama, vagere parvatithinA divase pratikramaNanuM Ayojana rAkhavuM. pratikramaNamAM sUtra bolavAvALAne inAma dvArA protsAhita karavuM. dareka mahine eka maukhika parIkSA rAkhavI. jethI jeTaluM bhaNyA cho enuM punaHsvAdhyAya thaI jAya. niyama-kArDa roja bharAvavA. eka mahinAnA aMtamAM vizeSa niyama pAlana karavAvALAnuM bahumAna karavuM. 4 mahinAmAM eka likhita parIkSA rAkhavI. 4-6 mahinAmAM eka vAra vidyArthione tIrthayAtrA para laI javuM. hoLInA divase prAtaH 6.00 thI bapore 3.00 vAgyA sudhInuM vizeSa Ayojana rAkhavuM. jethI karIne koI hoLI na rame. AyojananA aMtargata prAtaH 6 vAgye snAtra pUjA, 8 thI 8.30 alpAhAra, 8.30 - 9.30 sAmAyika jemAM bhaNAvavuM. 9.30 thI 11 parIkSA, 11 thI 1ramAM koI nAnI pratiyogitA, 12 thI 1.30 sudhI bhojana, 1.30 thI 6.30 sudhI koI gema athavA pratiyogitA ra.30 thI 3.00 vAge inAma vitaraNa karIne ghare mokalavA. divALInA samaye phaTAkaDA nahIM phoDavAnA niyama-patraka banAvavA. ane phaTAkaDA nahIM phoDavAvALAnuM vizeSa bahumAna karavuM.

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paryuSaNa parvamAM pAThazALAnuM pratikramaNa alagathI Ayojita karavuM. paryuSaNa parvanA caityavaMdana, stuti, stavana vagere eka mahinA pahelAthI ja zikhAvI devA. AvI rIte bIjA parvomAM paNa karI zakAya che. * pAThazALAnA TrasTioe pratidina eka vAra pAThazALAmAM AvIne pAThazALAnI gatividhiyonuM nirIkSaNa karavuM joIe. jethI koI truTi hoya to tene zIdhra sudhArI zakAya. TrasTI mahodayano jeTalo ullAsa ane protsAhana haze teTalI ja pAThazALA AgaLa vadhaze. jJAnanI bhaktino lAbha levAno A eka aNamola avasara che. badhA vidyArthione eka samAna rAgamAM snAtrapUjA zikhavADI dara ravivAre snAtra-pUjA bhaNAvavI. ane jayAre tIrtha sthaLa upara jaIe tyAre sAmUhika snAtrapUjA bhaNAvavI. jenAthI jovAvALA, anya yAtrALuone paNa potAnA bALakone pAThazALA mokalavAnuM mana thAya. sAthe bALakone Dholaka, hArmoniyama vagere saMgIta kalA zIkhavADavI. pAThazALAmAM sUtranuM uccAraNa sahI tarIkAthI zikhavADavo. eka varSa pUruM thAya tyAre vArSikotsava rAkhavo. jemAM pAThazALAnA vidyArthio dvArA sAMskRtika kAryakramonuM Ayojana rAkhavuM tathA vidyArthione viziSTa puraskAra Apavo. * paryuSaNa parvanuM alagathI niyama-kArDa banAvavuM. jemAM ekAsaNA-biyAsaNA, cappala tyAga, aSTaprakArI pUjA, pauSadha vagere vizeSa niyama rAkhavA. pAThazALAmAM pratidivasa One Day match gema rAkhavo. eTale koI paNa niyamanuM eka divasa pAlana karavuM. e niyama pahelA divase ja borDa para lakhI levo jethI vidyArthI bIjA divase niyamanuM pAlana karI zake. jo tamArA gAmamAM koI bhaNeluM-gaNeluM hoziyAra vyakti hoya jenuM dhArmika adhyayana sAruM hoya ane je pAThazALA calAvI zake evuM hoya to tene je pagAra ApIne pAThazALA mATe nakkI karI zakAya che. sthAnika vyaktio jo pAThazALA calAve ane pagAra na le, to paNa TrasTioe vArSikotsavanA divase emanuM sAruM bahumAna avazya karavuM joIe. sthAnika vyakti pAThazALA calAve tyAre TrasTI ne A vAta khAsa dhyAna rAkhavI ke InAma AdinI badhI jimedArI e vyakti upara ja na AvI jAya. arthAt InAma vagerenI suMdara vyavasthA karIne ApavI. sAmAyika, pratikramaNanI jema ja pAThazALAmAM zrutadAna karavuM (bALakone bhaNAvavA) te paNa lAbha ja che.

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c YYYYYYYYYYYY jJAna eTale zuM? - jJAna e AtmAnuM eka vizeSa guNa che. koI paNa padArthanI jANakArI prApta thavI, ene jJAna kahevAya che. jJAnanA keTalA prakAra che? jJAnanA be prakAra che. (1) samyakajJAna-viveka sahita yathArtha vastune jANavuM. (2) mithyAjJAna-moha, rAga, dveSa, aviveka dvArA vastunI jANakArI. jJAnanA keTalA bheda che? jJAnanA pAMca bheda che. (1) matijJAna - mana ane pAMca IndriyonI sahAyatAthI thavAvALuM jJAna matijJAna. (2) zrutajJAna - je sAMbhaLavAthI thAya che. arthAt zAstra vacanathI thavAvALuM jJAna zrutajJAna. (3) avadhijJAna- indriyonI sahAyatA vagara maryAdita dravyAMdine jenAthI jANI zakAya che. e avadhijJAna che. A jJAna deva-nArakIne janmathI hoya che. manuSya, tiryaMcane labdhi hoya to ja thAya che. ahIM sudhInA traNa jJAna samyakatvane jJAna rUpamAM ane mithyAtvIne ajJAnarUpamAM pariName che. (4) manaH paryavajJAna - je jJAnathI aDhI dvIpamAM rahelA saMjJI paMcendriya jIvonA mananA bhAvone jANI zakAya che. (5) kevalajJAna - A jJAnathI traNe kALanA sarva jIvonA sarva paryAyone eka sAthe eka ja samayamAM jANI zakAya che eTale ke jemAM jagatanI eka paNa vastu ajJAta nathI rahetI, e kevalajJAna che. phalAla vAleluM kat: 1. vAcanA - nirjarA mATe yathocita sUtrane ApavuM athavA grahaNa karavuM. AnAthI jJAnAvaraNIya karmanI nirjarA thAya che. 2. pRcchanA - gurunI pAse zIkhI gayela viSayanuM ciMtana karavuM ane emAM utpanna thayelI zaMkAone jijJAsApUrvaka pUchavuM. enAthI AkAMkSA-mohanIya karmanuM kSaya thAya che. 3. parAvartanA - guruthI prApta samAdhAnathI je viSaya niHzaMka thayu hoya, ene yAda karavuM ane enuM vAraMvAra svAdhyAya karavo. enAthI vyaMjana (akSara)nI labdhi prApta thAya che.

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4. anuprekSA - niHzaMka viSayanuM ciMtana dvArA anubhava jJAna prApta karavuM. enAthI sAta karma zithila (DhIlA) bane che. 5. dharmakathA - siddha thayelA jJAnane anya lokone zikhavADIne sva-para AtmAnuM kalyANa karavuM. enAthI zAsananI prabhAvanA thAya che. jJAna kyAre bhaNavuM ? prAtaH 4 vAgye vAtAvaraNa zAMta hoya che ane rAtri vizrAmathI mastiSka paNa sphUrtivALo banI jAya che. e mATe e samaya (brahma muhUrta)mAM bhaNavAthI jaldI yAda thAya che. ane savAre bhaNavAthI e bhUlatA paNa nathI. jJAna kyAre nahIM vAMcavuM ? Avazyaka sUtra je gaNadhara bhagavaMto dvArA racita sUtra che ene kAlavelAmAM nahi bhaNavuM joIe. kAlavelA kyAre-kyAre Ave che ? kAlavelA divasamAM cAra vAra Ave che. savAre sUryodayathI 48 miniTa pahelA, bapore jyAre purimuddha Ave che enAM 24 miniTa pahelA ane 24 miniTa pachI (eTale lagabhaga 12 thI 1 vAgyA sudhI), sAMje sUryAstathI 48 miniTa tathA madhya rAtrimAM 12 thI 1 vAgyA sudhI kAlavelA hoya che. vizeSa : nimna divasomAM jJAnanI asajjhAya hoya che. caudasanA pakSmI pratikramaNa karyA pachIthI laIne bIjA divase sUryodaya sudhI. caumAsI pratikramaNa karyA pachI aDhI divasa sudhI eTale caumAsI caudasanA sAMjathI laIne vada bIjanA sUryodaya sudhI. Asoja ane caitra mAsanI olImA suda pAMcamanA bapore 12 vAgyAthI vada bIja nA sUryodaya sudhI eTale ke 12 divasa sudhI. A divaso asvAdhyAyanA divaso kahevAya che. A divasomAM stavana, stuti, sajjhAya vagere yAda karI zakAya. jJAna vAMcatI vakhate kevI rIte besavuM ? ubhaDaka Asana eTale ke be ghuMTaNonI vaccamAM be hAtha rAkhIne besavuM joIe Ane vinaya mudrA athavA yathAjAta mudrA paNa kahevAya che. A mudrAmAM athavA palAThI vALIne DAbA paganA aMgUThAne jamaNA hAthathI pakaDavo ane jamaNA paganA aMgUThAne DAbA hAthathI pakaDIne sIdhA besIne guNaguNAvatA vAMcavuM joIe. AnAthI UMgha nathI AvatI ane mana paNa sthira rahe che. sAthe jJAna ne ucca sthAna para rAkhIne vAMcavuM joIe, jenAthI jJAnanI AzAtanA na thAya. pUrva, IzAna ane uttara dizAo

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jJAnavardhaka hovAthI e dizAonI sanmukha moTuM rAkhIne vAMcavuM joIe. ane moTuM divAlanI sAme rAkhIne vAMcavAthI paNa mana ahIM-tahIM bhaTakatuM aTake che. jJAnanA keTalA AcAra che ane kayA kayA? jJAnanA 8 AcAra che. (1) kAle - je samaya vAMcavA mATe batAvyo che te samaye ja jJAna vAMcavuM. (2) vinaya - jJAna ane jJAnIno vinaya karIne vAMcavuM. eTale guru hoya to ene vaMdanAdi karavA ane jJAnane pAMca khamAsamaNA daIne vAMcavuM. (3) bahumAna - jJAna ane jJAnanA prati hRdayamAM bahumAna-ahobhAva rAkhavo. (4) upadhAna - upadhAna tapa karIne vAMcavuM. (5) aninava - jenI pAse adhyayana karyuM hoya enuM nAma chupAvIne bIjAnuM nAma nahIM batAvavuM. (6) vyaMjana - sUtronuM zuddha uccAraNa karavuM eTale ke ochA athavA vadhAre akSara nahIM bolavA. (7) artha - je sUtrano jevo artha che tevo ja artha samajavo ane kahevo. (8) tadubhaya - sUtra zuddha ane artha sahita upayogapUrvaka bolavA. , A ATha AcAronuM je pAlana kare che, e jJAnAcAranA ArAdhaka kahevAya che. emAM je doSa lAge che jemake akAla velAmAM vAMcavuM, jJAnanI AzAtanA karavI vagere aticAra kahevAya che. jJAnanI ArAdhanA kevI rIte karavI? jJAna pAMcama (kArtika suda pAMcama)nA divase upavAsa karIne 51 khamAsamaNA, 51 logassano kAussagga, 51 sAthiyA ane "OM hrIM namo nANassa" padanI 20 mALA gaNavI. dara mahinAnI suda paMcamInA divase tapanI sAthe A kriyA karavI joIe. AvI rIte 5 varSa 5 mahinA sudhI karavAthI jJAnAvaraNIya karmanA kSayanI sAthe jJAnanI ArAdhanA thAya che. upavAsanI tapasyA karavAthI karmanI vizeSa nirjarA thAya che, paraMtu upavAsa karavAnI zakti na hoya to AyaMbila ke ekAsaNAthI paNa A tapa karIne uparokta batAvelI ArAdhanA karavI joIe. * AnAthI atirikta paNa jJAnanI ArAdhanA mATe 51 athavA kama thI kama 5 khamAsamaNA, pa logassano kAussagna tathA pAMca sAthiyA ane pAMca mAlA nitya gaNavI. jJAna ane jJAnanu, pustaka, ThavaNI, mALA, pena, pensila vagere jJAnanA upakaraNonuM bahumAna karavuM. navA-navA jJAnopArjanamAM samayano sadupayoga karavo. pAThazALAmAM bALakone inAmathI protsAhita karavA. gurujInuM bahumAna karavuM. bALako

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pAThazALAmAM joDAya A hetu thI sAMskRtika progrAma rAkhavA. jainijama korsanA vidyArthI athavA pratinidhi banIne eno pracAra karavo A badhuM paNa jJAnanI ArAdhanAnI aMtargata Ave che. jJAnanI AzAtanAthI bacavuM - zAsananA koI paNa kAryakramanA pracAranuM mukhya sAdhana che patrikA. AnA mAdhyamathI loko vadhAre mAM vadhAre kAryakramamAM joDAya che. ane AnAthI zAsananI prabhAvanA thAya che. paraMtu AjakAla patrikAnuM A mukhya uddezya lupta thaIne lokaraMjananu navuM uddezya AvI gayuM che. sAmAnyathI je samAcAra 10 rU. nI patrikAmAM prasArita thaI zake che. AjakAla e ja samAcAra 100 rU. nI patrikAnA mAdhyamathI prasArita thaI rahyA che. A vAta atyaMta vicAraNIya che ke ame paramAtmAnI AjJAne kacaDIne lokone khuza karavA jevA akArya karI rahyA chIe. AnAthI keTaluM nukazAna uThAvavuM paDe che. jJAnanI AzAtanA thAya che kAraNa ke sAmAnyataH koIpaNa vyakti potAnA gharamAM patrikAno bhAra rAkhavA mATe taiyAra hoto nathI. ane e patrikAone jyAM-tyAM pheMkI de che. enAthI jJAnanI AzAtanA thAya che ane paramAtmAnI AjJA bhaMganuM paNa pApa lAge che. ane A ja rAzi jo pAThazALAmAM lagAvA mA Ave to keTalAya bALakonA jJAnopArjanano lAbha tame laI zako cho. jenAthI tamArA jJAnAvaraNIya karmono kSaya thAya che. bane tyAM sudhI patrikAmAM phoTo na chapAvavA. patrikAo athavA peparone paraThatI vakhate emAM rahelA paMcendriya jIvanA phoTo alagathI phADIne pachI paraThavA joIe. phoTo vagere hoya to tenA TukaDA na karavA. phoTo alagathI paraThavA. anyathA jJAnanI AzAtanAnI sAthe paMcendriya jIvanI hatyAnuM pApa paNa lAge che. patrikAo athavA peparsane nirjIva sthAna ane jyAM koIno paga na paDe evI jagyA para, khADAmAM paraThIne (nAMkhIne) enI upara dhULa nAkhI devI joIe. jethI koI enI upara cAlIne athavA azuci karIne AzAtanA na kare. AcArya Adi jJAnIno avinaya, AzAtanA karavAthI, akAlamAM (asamaya mAM) vAMcavAthI athavA kAlamAM (vAMcavAne mATe nirdhArita samaya para) nahi vAMcavAthI jJAnanI AzAtanA thAya che. copaDInA pAnA palaTAvA mATe, noTa vagere gaNavA mATe ane TikiTa vagere coMTADavA mATe ghUMka no upayoga na karavo.

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copaDIne ahIM-tahIM ke nIce rAkhavI nahIM. copaDIno takiyo banAvavo nahIM ane teno Teko levo nahI. copaDIne pAse rAkhIne pezAba vagere karavo nahIM. eThuM moM ane azuci avasthAmAM na bolavu. ema.sI.mAM traNa divasa sudhI copaDI ke jJAnanA upakaraNono sparza na karavo. copaDI vAMcavI nahI,ane kaMI paNa lakhavuM nahIM tathA traNa divasa saMpUrNapaNe mauna rAkhavo. pepara, patra vagerethI azuci sApha karavAthI, peparamAM khAvAthI, capala bAMdhavAthI, civaDo, namakIna, miThAI vagerenA pekeTa bAMdhIne tathA phaTAkaDA phoDatA samaye akSaravALA kAgaLane saLagAvAthI jJAnAvaraNIya karmanuM baMdha thAya che. lava sAloyanA pApa karavAno svabhAva jIvano anAdi kAlathI che ane A kAraNathI 84 lAkha yonimAM jIve bahudhA du:kha ja joyuM che. pUrvabhavanAM kaMIka puNya karmanA kAraNe ApaNane A mAnava bhava tathA jaina dharma maLyo che. jevI rIte koInA zarIramAM keMsaranI gAMTha thaI jAya, ane enI yogya cikitsA karavAmAM Ave to e dardI e rogathI mukta banI jAya che. enAthI viparIta koInA zarIramAM eka nAno kAMTo vAgI jAya ane e kAMTAne nIkALavAmAM na Ave to e nAnA kAMTAnI pIDA keTalAka divasomAM eTalI badhI vadhI jAya che ke mANasa marI paNa jAya che.eTale ke keMsara jevo moTo roga paNa sahI ilAjathI sAro thaI zake che ane eka nAno kAMTo paNa jIva ne mArI zake che. evI ja rIte jIvanamAM moTA-moTA pApa thaI gayA hoya, to paNa zuddha AlocanA dvArA jIva e pApothI mukta banI zake che. paraMtu eka nAnuM pApa paNa jo manamAM chupu rahI jAya to te AtmAnA eka-be bhava ja nahIM paraMtu bhavo-bhava bagADI de che. A bhavamAM ApaNe jevA kArya karIe chIe tevA phaLa karmasattA ApaNane AvatA bhavamAM Ape che. eTale ke A bhavamAM karelA karmo AvatA bhavamAM udayamAM Ave che. tame A bhavamAM puNya karma karyA che, to AvavAvALAM bhavamAM tamane sukha udayamAM Avaze. ane A bhavamAM Aja sudhI pApa ja karyA haze to AvavAvALA bhavamAM tamane duHkha udayamAM Avaze. jo Aja sudhI tame jIvanamAM, pApa ja karyA che, paraMtu AvavAvALAM bhavamAM e pApanAM udaya rUpa duHkha na joIe to A duHkhane nirmUlana ka2vAno eka ja upAya che "AlocanA.' 10

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jo tame AlocanA dvArA tamArA pAponuM prAyazcita na karyuM to e karma AvatA bhavamAM eTalA bhayaMkara duHkha rUpe udayamAM Avaze ke e samaye tame bacAo...bacAo. nI pukAra karazo athavA raDazo, to paNa tamAruM duHkha ochuM nahIM thAya. ataH tamane tamAro parabhava sudhAravo hoya to A ja bhavamAM potAnA pAponI AlocanA karI levI joIe. anAdikAlathI jIva pApa karavAnI vRttimAM pravRtta hovAthI enA dvArA pApa sahajatAthI thaI jAya che. pApa thaI gayA pachI tene svIkAra karI gurunI samakSa yathAvat pazcAtApa pUrvaka kahevuM ghaNuM duSkara che. athavA atyAre gurunA samakSa AlocanA karatA AMkhomAM pazcAtApanAM AMsu AvI jAya to, parabhavamAM duHkhanAM AMsU nahIM rovA paDe. * duHkhamAM rovuM, A ArtadhyAna-raudradhyAna eTale azubhadhyAna che. * pApanA pazcAtApamAM rovuM, A zubha dhyAna che. * duHkhamAM rovAthI navA pAponuM Agamana thAya che. pApanA pazcAtApamAM rovAthI aneka pAponuM nikaMdana thAya che. pasaMdagI tamArA hAthamAM che. pApa duHkhamAM parivartita thaI jAya tyAre rovuM ke pahelAM? pahelA rovuM eTale ke pazcAtApapUrvaka pApanI AlocanA karI levI. jenAthI duHkha Ave ja nahIM. kudarate amArI upara eTalI maherabAnI karI che ke pApa tarata ja duHkhamAM palaTatuM nathI jethI ene nAbuda karavAno eka cAnsa maLI jAya che. * zrIpAla rAjAe pUrvabhavamAM eka munine koDhI kahyo. paraMtu tenI zuddha AlocanA nahI karavAthI zrIpAla rAjAnA bhavamAM nAnapaNathI ja emane koDhanA rogI banavuM paDyuM. eka kheDUte soyamAM jUne parovI ane enuM prAyazcita nahIM karyuM. jenA kAraNe ene 7 bhava sudhI phAMsI upara caDhAvyo. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe tripuSTha vAsudevanA bhavamAM adhyApAlakanA kAnamAM garamAgarama sAso nakhAvyo ane enI AlocanA lIdhI nahIM. e bhava pUrNa karIne narakamAM 33 sAgaropama sudhI mahAbhayaMkara duHkhone sahana karyA. to paNa pApathI mukta thayA nahIM. tyAMthI keTalAya bhavo sudhI bhaTakatAM-bhaTakatAM 25mAM naMdanamuninA bhavamAM 11,80,645 mAsakSamaNa karyA. to paNa te pApanuM prAyazcita nathI thayuM. chelle mahAvIra svAmInA bhavamAM e karmano udaya thavA para gopAlake kAnamAM khIlA ThokyA. pApa to kAnamAM sIsA nAkhavA jeTaluM karyuM hatuM. jenA badalAmAM

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narakanI ghora yAtanA sahana karI, kaThina tapasyA Adi karI. to paNa e pApathI mukta nahIM thayA. koI jIva ati AvezamAM AvIne rasapUrvaka koI karma bAMdhI le ane AlocanA karyA vagara marI jAya to e karmane bhogavyA vagara bIjo koI cAro raheto nathI. eka divasa chokaro skUlathI ghare Avyo. ene khUba bhUkha lAgI hatI. mA~ rasoI banAvIne pANI bharavA gaI hatI. jevI mA~ ghare AvI chokarAe krodhamAM AvIne kahyuM, "kyAM phAMsIe laTakavA gaI hatI ke ATaluM moDuM thaI gayuM?" mA~ ne paNa gusso Avyo ane eNe paNa kahyuM zuM tArA hAtha kapAI gayA hatAM? ke tu khAvAnuM laIne khAI na zakyo." baMnee AlocanA karI nathI. jenA kAraNe AgaLanAM bhavamAM mA~ nA hAtha kapAyA ane chokarAne nirdoSa hovA chatAM paNa phAMsIe caDavuM paDyuM. pUrvabhavamAM AlocanA nahIM karavAthI mahAsatI sItA para asatItvanuM kalaMka lAgyuM. rAjA harizcaMdrane bAra varSa sudhI caMDAlanA ghare nokarI karavI paDI. tArA rANI upara rAkSasI hovAno Aropa Avyo ane putrano viraha sahavo paDyo. mahAsatI aMjanAsuMdarIe pUrva bhavamAM 22 ghaDI sudhI prabhunI pratimAne kacarAnA DabbAmAM chupAvIne rAkhI ane enuM prAyazcita na karyuM. jenA phala svarUpe 22 varSa sudhI patino viraha sahevo paDyo. sAthe ja kulTA thavAno kalaMka Avyo ane jaMgalamAM bhaTakavuM paDyuM. enA thI viparIta arjunamAlI, cilAtIputra jevA khUnI pApano svIkAra karIne AlocanA karIne eja bhavamAM mokSe gayA. kuberasenA-kuberadatta ane kuberadattAe saMsAranI vAsanAne khatama karIne zuddha prAyazcita laIne eja bhavamAM siddhagati prApta karI. A pramANe AlocanA nahIM karavAthI nAnA pApo paNa bahu moTA thaI jAya che ane AlocanA karavAvALA khUnI evA mahApApI paNa eja bhavamAM pAra thaI jAya che. ataH AlocanA karavI ja joIe. prAyazcita karatI vakhate prastuta pApanI sAthe-sAthe anya bhavobhavanAM pApa paNa dhovAI jAya che. AjasudhI keTalIya AtmAo AlocanA levAnA bhAva karatA-karatA, keTalAMka AlocanA levA mATe gurunI samIpa jatA-jatA, keTalAMka AlocanA karatA-karatA, keTalAMka AtmAo AlocanAne vahana karatA-karatA molamAM gayA che. ataH je bhavamAM pApa karma karyuM hoya, eja bhavamAM AlocanA thaI jAya to e karma sarvathA nirmulana thaI zake che. anyathA AgalA bhavamAM ene mAtra bhogavavA sivAya bIjo koI upAya raheto nathI.

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zAstrakAra maharSi batAve che ke jaMbUdvIpamAM meru vagere jeTalA paNa parvata che, e badhA jo sonAnA banI jAya ane jaMbUdvIpamAM jeTalI mATI che e ratna banI jAya tathA A sonAnAM ane ratnone koIpApI jIva sAta kSetromAM dAna de to paNa te eTalo zuddha nathI banI zakato. jeTalo e bhAvapUrvaka AlocanA dvArA prAyazcita laIne zuddha bane che. eTaluM ja nahIM paNa koI AtmA zuddha AlocanA karavA mATe prayatna kare ane te prAyazcita karavAnI pahelAM ja marI jAya to paNa te ArAdhaka bane che. enAthI viparIta azuddha AlocanA karavAvALA virAdhaka bane che. e mATe AlocanA zuddha karavI joIe. bhava AlocanA karavAthI thavAvALA lAbha - jema bhAra vAhaka vyakti zarIra parathI bhAra utArIne haLavo thaI jAya che. e ja rIte AlocanA dvArA pApano bhAra utaravAthI AtmA halkApaNAno anubhava kare che. AtmAmAM pApazalya dUra thaI javAthI hRdaya AnaMdavibhora thaI jAya che. saraLatA, prasannatA Adi guNa enI AtmAmAM vikasita thAya che. aticAra rUpI mela dhovAI javAthI Atma-zuddhi thaI jAya che. A mATe samyaku AlocanA abhyataratapanI aMtargata Ave che. AthI jIva tapa yukta bane che ane tIrthaMkara bhagavAnanI AjJAnuM pAlana thAya che. AlocanA kevI rIte karavI joIe? sauprathama manamAM pApo prati dhRNA utpanna karIne, karelAM pApone yAda karavA. hRdayane pazcAtApathI gadgad karIne eka paNa pApa chupAvyA vinA AlocanA lakhavAnI zaru karavI. mAtra pApone lakhI levuM eTaluM ja nahIM paraMtu je pApa pote ajJAnatAthI, jANI-joIne, pramAdathI, abhimAna thI ke azraddhAthI jevuM karyuM hoya evuM ane jeTalI vAra karyuM hoya, ene vistArathI niHsaMkoca paNe lakhavu. enI sAthe-sAthe gupta ja pApa potAnI AtmA sivAya koI na jANatuM hoya) evA pAponI vizeSa rUpathI AlocanA karavI. emAM keTalI vAra pApa karyuM hoya e phiksa yAda na Ave to aMdAjathI paNa lakhavuM. te paNa yAda na Ave to e pApano samaya lakhavo. jema ke 15 varSanI uMmara sudhI jJAna hovA chatAM athavA to ajJAnatAthI kaMdamUla khAdhA...A pAponuM tathA enA sivAya koI pApa tamane yAda hoya paNa enI AlocanA, AlocanA nI pustakamAM na ApI hoya, to e badhA pApone eka pepara para lakhIne bhava-AlocanAnI pustakanI sAthe sTepalara karI do. chelle pustakane liphAphAmAM baMdha karIne gItArtha AcAryazrI nI pAse enI AlocanA mAMgavI.

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koI paNa vyakti eka paNa pApa chupAyA vagara AlocanA lakhe che, ane ekAda pApa ene yAda nathI AvatuM ane lakhavAnuM rahI jAya to paNa enA manamAM badhA pAponA prati pazcAtApa ane zuddha AlocanA levAnA pariNAma hovAthI enuM prAyazcita thaI jAya che. Alocakane AlocanA lakhatA samaye evuM koI gaMbhIra pApa lakhavAmAM zarama Ave ke gurubhagavaMta mArA mATe zuM vicAraze? emanI dRSTimAM huM nIco paDI jaIza? emane mArA dhArmika hovA uparathI avizvAsa thaI jaze? vagere kuvicAra na karavA. kemake AlocanA dAtA gurubhagavaMtanI A vizeSatA hoya che ke halkAthI halkA pApa karavAvALAnI mATe paNa enA dilamAM karuNA ja vahetI hoya che. e jANe che ke pApa hovuM e sahaja che. paraMtu pApanI AlocanA karavAvALAM mahAna hoya che. ataH tame eka paNa vAta chupAvyA vagara jeTalI sUkSmatAthI AlocanA lakho cho eTalI adhika guru bhagavaMtanI kRpA dRSTi tamArI upara varasatI rahe che. ataH gurubhagavaMtathI kaMI paNa chupAvavuM nahIM. guru bhagavaMtathI moTApApane chupAvIne sAmAnya pAponI AlocanA karavAthI amane gurubhagavaMta para vizvAsa na hovAnuM mahApApa lAge che. noMdhaH sugamatAthI bhava-AlocanA thaI zake te mATe A pustakanI sAthe nAnakaDI bhavaAlocanA pustikA ApavAmAM Avela che. tene uparokta bhAvothI bharIne opana-buka parikSA uttarapatranI sAthe ApavI copaDInA AgaLa potAnuM nAma, saranAmuM ane uMmara spaSTa akSaromAM lakhavu ane pahelA bhava AlocanA" lIdhI hoya to te kyAre ane konI pAse lIdhI? ane enuM prAyazcita pUrNa thayuM ke nahIM? vagere paNa lakhavuM. pahelA lIdhI hoya tevI bhava AlocanAmAM yAda na AvavAthI athavA pharI yAda AvavAthI zarama vagerethI e pApanI AlocanA na karI hoya ane have yAda AvI hoya, to A pramANe batAvIne AlocanA karavI. tapasyA keTalI karI zako cho tathA dAnAdi nI keTalI zakyatA che e paNa lakhavuM. AlocanA dIdhA pachI Alocaka nIcenI gAthA bolIne micchAmi dukkaDam de athavA guru bhagavaMta gAthA saMbhaLAvIne micchAmi dukkaDa apAve. chaumalyo mUDhamaNo kittiyAmitta ca saMbhaI jIvo. je je na saMbharAmi micchAmi dukkaDa tassAnA je je maNeNa baddha jaM jaM vAeNe bhAsiyaM pAvI je je kANa karya, micchAmi dukkaDaM tassArA artha : ajJAnatA thI chabastha jIva keTalu yAda karI zake che? je-je pApo mane yAda nathI AvI rahyA. e badhAnuM paNa micchAmi dukkaDam ApuM chuM.

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je pApa manathI karyA che, je pApa vacanathI karyA che, tathA je pApa zarIrathI karyA che. A badhAne huM aMtarathI micchAmi dukkaDam ApuM chuM. (A AlocanA likhita hoya to AlocanA lakhyA pachI pote artha sahita A gAthA bolavI) ja sAdharmika bhaMLa che je pramANe chokarInI sagAI thavA mAtrathI enA patinA badhA saMbaMdhInI sAthe chokarIno saMbaMdha tarata joDAI jAya che. pachI tene patinA mammI-pappA, bhAI-bahena, kAkA-kAkI, mAmA-mAmI vagerenI sAthe alagathI saMbaMdha joDavAnI jarUra paDatI nathI. hoMziyAra chokarI enA badhA saMbaMdhione svIkArIne sevA bhaktithI badhAnA dila jItIne enA patinA hRdayamAM adUbhuta sthAna prApta karI le che. paratu je chokarI enA patinA saMbaMdhione parAyA mAne che. e jIvanabhara ghaNA prayatno pachI paNa patinA dilamAM evuM UMcuM sthAna nathI pAmI zakatI. e ja pramANe anAdikAlathI bhava aTavImAM bhaTakatA ApaNane vItarAga prabhu "svAmI"nA rUpamAM prApta thayA che. prabhune bhartAra rUpamAM svIkAra karavA mAtrathI ja prabhu sAthe joDAyelA sAdhusAdhvI, zrAvaka-zrAvikA vagerenI sAthe ApaNo saMbaMdha svataH ja joDAI jAya che. eTale ApaNe sAdharmikanI sAthe kaI rIte prema karavo e alagathI zikhavAnI jarUrata nathI paDatI. jo vyakti sAdharmikanI sAthe putravat prema nathI lAvI zakato te vyakti lAkho prayAsa karyA pachI paNa prabhune khuza rAkhI nathI zakato. samAnaH dharma yeSAM te iti sAdharmikA?" eTale ApaNA samAna dharmavALAne sAdharmika kahe che. sAdhu-sAdhvI mATe anya sAdhu-sAdhvI sAdharmika che ane zrAvaka-zrAvikAo mATe anya zrAvaka-zrAvikAo sAdharmika che. je pramANe paramAtmAe mokSa mArga dekhADIne amArI upara upakAra karyo che, evI ja rIte zrAvaka-zrAvikAo e mArga upara cAlIne ApanI upara upakAra karyo che. te A pramANe che. Aja hajAro mANaso saMghamAM AyaMbila kare che to ApaNane paNa AyaMbila karavAnI icchA thAya che ane jene pazu paNa nA khAya evA rukha-sukhA AhArane moTAmAM moTA zrImaMta paNa prasannatApUrvaka khAI zake che. je vyaktine eka divasa paNa bhojana vagara rahevuM duSkara che, tyAM zrAvaka-zrAvikAo mAsakSamaNa jevA keTalAka bhIkha tapa sahajatAthI karI le che. AnuM kAraNa zuM che? to e ja ke darekane karatAM joIne ApaNA manamAM paNa hiMmata vadhI jAya che ane utsAha AvI jAya che, je ApaNane A 15

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duSkara kArya karavAmAM saphaLa banAve che. A ja pramANe pUjA-sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, pauSadha, upadhAna, navvANu, charI pAlita saMgha ane dIkSA levI vagere sarva dharmAnuSThAnanI suvizuddha paraMparAne TakAvI rAkhavAno zreya dharma karavAvALA sAdharmikone ja jAya che. eTale A siddha thAya che ke Aje ApaNe je paNa dharma karIe chIe e sAdharmika baMdhuonA avalambanathI ja thAya che. AvA upakArI sAdharmika baMdhuonI jeTalI bhakti karIe eTalI ochI che. paryuSaNanA pAMca kartavya, vArSika 11 kartavya ane zrAvakanA 36 kartavya vageremAM sAdharmika bhaktino vidhAna karIne jJAniyoe AnuM mahattva bahu vadhAryuM che. pU. lakSmIsUrijI ma.sA.e to ahIM sudhI kahyuM che ke trAjavAnAM eka pallAmAM potAnI badhI ArAdhanA rAkho ane bIjA pallAmAM sAdharmikanI ekavAra karelI bhakti rAkho, to temAM sAdharmika bhaktinuM paDavuM ja vadhAre bhAre thaze. A badhuM jANyA pachI sAdharmika-bhakti karyA vagara zrAvakane zAMtithI uMgha kevI rIte AvI zake? sAco prabhu bhakta to e ja che je prabhunA bhaktono paNa bhakta hoya. jenA hRdayamAM sAdharmika bhakti karavAno haMmezA Adara-bahumAna bhAva uchaLato hoya che. ene eka divasa paNa sAdharmika bhakti karavAno avasara nA maLe to te divasa niSphaLa lAgavA lAge. khAsa dhyAna rAkhavu ke sAdharmika kyAreka Arthika sthitithI kamajora hoya ane tame tene Arthika sahayoga karI rahyA ho tyAre paNa tamArA dilamAM enA pratye prema ane vAtsalyanI ja bhAvanA hovI joIe. prabhuno bhakta kyAre paNa bicAro nathI hoto. tenI upara dayA nahIM apitu prema ja hovo joIe. koI pitA tenA chokarAne paisA ApatA hoya to tyAM bicArApaNAno bhAva nathI hoto. apitu vAtsalya ja uchaLatuM hoya che. Avo ja bhAva sAdharmika mATe paNa hovo joIe. pra. tamArI A vAta to sAcI che ke sAdharmika ja dharmane TakAvI rAkhe che e mATe enI ahobhAvathI bhakti karavI joIe. paraMtu dareka jaine vyakti dharma nathI karato to paNa enI bhakti karavI joIe ke nahIM? guNavAna sAdharmika nI bhakti karavAthI ApaNA aMdara paNa guNa Ave che. paraMtu mAno ke koI sAdharmika jaina hovAnA bAvajUda paNa koI kukarmanA udayathI enuM jIvana kharAba thaI gayuM hoya, te vyakti sAta vyasanamAM DubI gayo hoya to paNa ene janmathI vItarAga paramAtmA, pAMca mahAvratadhArI guru bhagavaMta ane jaina-kuLane prApta karyo che, eTale e mahAna che. vyaktino jaina kuLamAM ja utpanna thavuM e ja enI yogyatAnuM sUcaka che. eTale dharma-vihIna sAdharmikone dhikkAravAnA badale ene premathI satkAravuM ja hitAvaha che.

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eka vAta haMmezA dhyAnamAM rAkhavI joIe ke "koIne dhikkArIne jItavuM enI jagyAe prema ane vAtsalyathI hArI javuM hajAra gaNuM sAruM che."durAcArI banelA jaina sAdharmikane tame prema, Adara sahita protsAhana Apo to tenI aMdara rahelA doSa eka divasa tamArA premanA kAraNe guNamAM parivartita thaI jaze. eka sAcI ghaTanA - potAnA dhaMdhA mATe rAjakoTa jaI rahelA jaina yuvakane eka guru bhagavaMte tyAM birAjelA AcArya ma.sA.ne ApavA mATe eka patra Apyo. dharmathI anabhijJa yuvake rAjakoTa jaIne tyAM cAturmAsa hetu birAjelA AcArya bhagavaMtane praNAma karIne patra Apyo. e samaye bahAragAmathI AvelA sAdharmikane joIne tyAMnA sthAnika zrAvakanA dilamAM sAdharmika prati vAtsalya prema ubharAI Avyo. emane yuvakane emanA ghare bhojana mATe AmaMtraNa ApyuM. AgaMtuka yuvAna koI paNa prakAre AmaMtraNane svIkAravA mATe taiyAra na hato. bannenI vacce ghaNI AnAkAnI (mahemAnagIrI) cAlI. chelle AgaMtuka yuvake kahyuM ke, "tame jevo samajo cho tevo huM nathI. mArA jIvanamAM dharmanuM koI ThekANuM nathI. tame maherabAnI karIne ghare laI javAno Agraha choDI do." paraMtu zrAvake eka ja vAta karI - "tame koNa cho? kevuM jIvana jIvo cho? zuM karo cho? enAthI mane koI matalaba nathI. paraMtu tame mArA guru mahArAjane praNAma karyA che. to tame mArA sAdharmika cho. enAthI vadhAre mahatvanI vAta mArA mATe zuM hoI zake. basa, have tamAre AvavuM ja paDaze." chelle zeThanA Agrahane AgaLa hArIne AgaMtuka yuvaka temanI sAthe javA mATe taiyAra thaI gayo. ghare pahoMcIne e zrAvake enI dharmapatnIne kahyuM - "maganI dALano zIro, bhajIyA vagere bhojana taiyAra kara, mahApuNyodayathI sAdharmika bhAI ApaNA AMgaNe padhAryA che." ATaluM sAMbhaLIne AgaMtuka bhAIe kahyuM - "are bhAI tamArI dhAraNA khoTI che. tame mane choDI do. huM to pApI chuM. mAtra janmano ja jaina chuM.'paNa enI vAtane dhyAna para na laIne e zrAvake yuvakane bhojana karavA mATe besADI dIdho. tatpazcAt zrAvaka ane emanI patnI bhAva-vibhora thaIne garamA-garama zIro pIrasavA lAgyA. tathA puNyodayathI maLelA sAdharmika bhAIno pUro lAbha levA lAgyA. A badhuM joIne AgaMtuka yuvakanI AMkho chalakAI gaI ane te jora-jorathI raDavA lAgyo., yuvakane A rIte raDato joIne zrAvaka vicAramAM paDI gayA. emaNe e yuvakane rovAnuM kAraNa pUchyuM? tyAre te yuvaka bahu muzkelIthI potAnA AMsuo rokIne dhIme-dhIme bolavA lAgyo. "bhAI ! mane

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mApha karI do. huM sAta vyasanamAM Dubelo chuM. pApa nAma thI jaNAya evA dareka kAryo, meM mArA jIvanamAM karI lIdhA che. mArI A paristhitinI jANakArI tamane hovA chatAM mane tiraskAravAne badale tame bhAva-vibhora thaIne mane khAvAnuM khavaDAvo cho. paNa tame ja mane batAvo ke huM A bhojana kevI rIte karI zakuM? tamArA vAtsalyanA prabhAvathI mArA doSa Aje kaMpI uThyA che. pahelAM sauprathama tame mane sAta vyasananI jiMdagIbhara pratijJA Apo. pachI ja huM koLiyo khAI zakIza." sAce ja sAta vyasananuM jiMdagI bhara tyAga karyA pachI ja e yuvake bhojana karyuM. kalpanA karo ke e zrAvake e yuvakanA pApone dhikkAryA hota to zuM A hRdaya parivartana thavuM saMbhava hatuM? sAdharmika bhaktie eka mahAdurAcArI jIva ne paNa sAcA mArge caDhAvI dIdho, phakta enuM ja nahIM paNa tenA AkhA kuTuMbanuM kalyANa karI dIdhuM. A prasaMgathI tame samajI gayA hazo ke mAtra janmathI ja jaina evA vyaktinI karelI sAdharmikabhakti keTalI lAbhaprada banI jAya che. eTale samajavAnI vAta to e che ke sAdharmika bhakti eTale mAtra tilaka karavuM athavA paisA devA, eTaluM ja nathI paraMtu ApaNA vAtsalya ane premapUrNa vyavahArathI sAdharmikane dharmamAM joDavuM ane enAthI pApa choDAvavuM e paNa eka viziSTa prakAranI sAdharmika bhakti che. kemake A jinazAsana sAdharmikothI ja cAlI rahyuM che ane cAlaze. pachI A sAdharmika jevo paNa hoya amIra hoya ke garIba, dharmI hoya ke adharmI, vratadhArI hoya ke sAta vyasanothI bharelo, ApaNe enI upekSA na karIne bahumAna bhAvathI enI bhakti karavI joIe. jo ApaNe koI paNa sAdharmikanA doSo athavA kukarmone joIne enA pratye tiraskAra bhAva pedA karIe to enI AzAtanA karavAthI nimna doSonI saMbhAvanA thAya che. 1. ApaNe adhika dharma karIe chIe ane sAmevALI vyakti dharmI nathI. to ApaNe ene tiraskAra bhAvathI joIe to; AnAthI A sApha nakkI thAya che ke ApaNane dharma karavAno ahaMkAra che, abhimAna che. 2. AnAthI prabhunA zAsananuM gUDha marma hAthathI cAlyuM jAya che. 3. ahaMkAranA kAraNe, dharma kriyAmAM dekhAvo vadhaze. 4. bhAre pApa karmanuM baMdha thaze. 5. sAdharmikanI avahelanA karavAthI enA dharmavirodhI banavAnuM pApa ApaNA mAthe caDhaze. A doSone TALavA mATe hRdayane vizALa banAvIne sAdharmikone paNa jo ApaNe premapUrvaka hRdayamAM sthAna ApIzuM, to emanA mAM paNa zAsana prati ahobhAva jAgaze ane tame ane e baMne sulabha bodhi banazo. anyathA bhavAMtaramAM bannene jaina dharma maLavAnI saMbhAvanA nahIM rahe. ataH

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sAdharmikanA avaguNone aNadevuM karIne mAtra enA jaina hovAnI vAtane gAMTha bAMdhIne emanI bhakti karavI joIe. sAdharmika bhakti kevI rIte karavI ? * pratyeka sAdharmika vyaktinI dilathI anumodanA karavI ane emano utsAha vadhAravo. je sAdharmikone dharma karavAnI anukULatA na hoya tene anukULatA karI ApavI. jemanI sthiti kamajora hoya temanuM bahumAnapUrvaka tilaka karIne emanI Arthika sthitinuM samAdhAna thaI jAya eTaluM paryApta dhana Apo athavA eTalI zakti na hoya to yathAzakti bhakti karo. banI zake tyAM sudhI sAdharmikane gupta rItithI, emanA kahyA pahelA ja enI mAMga pUrNa karavI. A pramANe karavAthI ApavAvALAne ahaMkAra nahI Ave ane levAvALAne paNa zarma nahIM Ave. pratyeka dhanADhya vyakti jo tenA khoTA kharcA baMdha karIne e paisA sAdharmika bhaktimAM lagAvI de, to keTalAe sAdharmikonuM uddhAra thaI jaze ane bIjuM kaMI nahI paNa mAtra enA mojazokhanI dasa pratizata rakama paNa sAdharmikonI jarUriyAto pUrI karavA paryApta che. pratyeka saMghamAM A vyavasthA hovI joIe ke saMghano eka dhanADhya zrAvaka ochAmAM ochA eka sAdharmikanA gharane saMbhALavAnI javAbadArI le. jenAthI sAdharmikonA dekharekhanA praznanuM samAdhAna thaI jaze ane jinazAsananI prabhAvanAnuM puNya paNa prApta thaze. sAdharmikono lAbha levA mATe sadaiva puruSArtha karavo. haMmezA lAbha na maLato hoya to ochAmAM ocho varSamAM eka vAra to avazya zakti pramANe svAmIvAtsalya athavA tapasvionAM pAraNAno lAbha, bahAragAmathI AvavAvALA sAdharmikono lAbha athavA koI guru bhagavaMtonI sAthe AvavAvALAno lAbha levo. A paNa na thAya to svAmIvAtsalyamAM yathAzakti paisA lakhAvavA. jenAthI saraLatApUrvaka keTalAya sAdharmikonI bhaktino lAbha maLI zake. svAmIvAtsalyamAM potAnA hAthothI saMghanA zrAvakonA paga dUdhathI dhoIne tilaka karavuM. tathA hAtha joDIne bahumAnapUrvaka besADIne bhojana karAvavuM. lAbha ApavAvALA zrAvaka-zrAvikAo paNa nimna vAtonuM dhyAna rAkhe. jethI lAbhArthInI sAthe te paNa puNyanuM upArjana karI zake.

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1. svAmIvAtsalya karavAvALAnI dila kholIne prazaMsA karavI. 2. bhojanamAM koIpaNa prakAranI khAmI hoya to tenI niMdA na karavI. 3. je prasaMgane laIne svAmIvAtsalyanuM Ayojana karyuM hoya te prasaMgamAM bhAga levo. jemake poSa vada 10, kArtika pUnamanA svAmIvAtsalyano prasaMga hoya to e divasanI ArAdhanA karavI.athavA gharamAM rasoI banAvavAmAM jeTalo samaya lAge che ochAmAM ocho eTalo samaya to paramAtmAnI bhakti athavA koI paNa dhArmika kAryamAM vyatIta karavuM. sAmevALI vyakti guNavAna samajIne ApaNI bhakti karI rahyo hoya, to ApaNe paNa guNAnurAgI banavAnuM tathA guNone AtmasAt karavAno prayAsa karavo. vizeSamAM svAmIvAtsalyamAM bhojana karavAno adhikAra mAtra sAdharmika (zrAvaka-zrAvikAo)ne ja che. mATe je paNa jaina hoya te bhojanano eka paNa dANo nIce pADyA vagara thALI dhoIne pIve. nahIM to 48 miniTa pachI asaMkhya samUrchAima paMcendriya jIvonI ghora hiMsAnuM pApa lAge che. sAdharmika bhaktimAM viveka svAmIvAtsalyanA nAma upara AjakAla hoDa, ane dekhAvo vadhAre thavA lAgyo che. AvA sAdharmika bhaktimAM prAyaH paramAtmAnI AjJA gauNa thaI jAya che tathA loka-saMjJAnI pradhAnatA hoya che eTale ke lokone khuza karavAnuM tathA potAnuM nAma karavAno bhAva vadhAre hoya che. tethI prabhu AjJA ana jayaNA karatAM paNa bhakSyAbhaDhya no viveka bhUlI svAda nI pradhAnatAthI rasoI banatI hoya che. ApaNe je uddezyathI svAmIvAtsalya karAvIe chIe vastutaH ApaNA bhAvonA paramANu bhojananA mAdhyamathI sAmevALA sudhI pahoMce che. jenAthI sAmevALA vyaktine paNa enA anusAre bhAva Ave che. jo ApaNe paramAtmAnI AjJAne najara sAme rAkhIne jayaNA pUrvaka guNavAna zrAvakonI bhaktinA uddezyathI sAdharmika vAtsalya karAvIe to sAmevALAne paNa paramAtmAnA zAsana prati ahobhAva pragaTa thAya che. tathA jo tame potAnI kIrti, prazaMsA athavA nAma mATe prabhu AjJAthI nirapekSa banI mAtra svAdanI mukhyatA karazo to loko paNa enA anurUpa potAnI svAda vRttinuM poSaNa thatAM tamArI prazaMsA karaze. jenAthI svAmIvAtsalya karavAvALAnA ahaMnuM poSaNa thAya che, tathA khAvAvALAnI svAda vRttimAM AhAra saMjJAnuM poSaNa thAya che eTale ke baMnene nukasAna thAya che. A to amArA jinazAsananI balihArI che ke zAsanamAM thavAvALI nAnAmAM nAnI kriyA potAne mATe ja nahIM paNa bIjAnA puNyopArjanamAM paNa nimitta bane che. evAmAM AjakAla sAdharmika

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bhakti jevA moTA anuSThAnamAM puNyanA badale pApa karmanuM baMdha thavAnI saMbhAvanA vadhAre na thaI jAya tenuM khAsa dhyAna rAkhavuM. AjakAla svAmIvAtsalyamAM buphe-sisTama vagerenA rUpamAM ajayaNA dhIre-dhIre AvavA lAgI che. Avo sisTama lokone eThuM mukavA temaja khAtA-khAtA bolavA mATe prerita kare che. lagnaprasaMgomAM jevI rIte rAtribhojana, kaMdamULa, abhakSya, ajayaNAe ghara karI lIdhuM che. AvI rIte ApaNI bedarakArInA kAraNe evI ja hAlata svAmIvAtsalyanI thaI gaI che. eTale ke mokSamAM laI javA vALI kriyA ja durgatinA rAha para laI javA vALI banI gaI che. enA badale besADIne, kAMsAnI thALImAM Adara-bahumAnabhAvapUrvaka sAdharmika bhakti karAvAnI vyavasthA zrI saMghamAM thAya to sAmevALAnuM zAsananA prati ahobhAva to vadhe ja che. sAthe ja bIjA sAdharmikanI thALI dhoIne pItA, eThuM nahIM choDatA tathA vAto nahIM karatA sahajatAthI prerita thaze. navA jIvo paNa e mATe jayaNApUrvaka ochA paisAmAM sAdagIthI koIpaNa mahotsava karAve to paisAnI bahu vadhAre bacata thAya. sAthe ja bacelI rAzine yathAyogya sAta kSetromAM kharca karavAthI Dabala phAyado thAya, anyathA ApaNe mULa phAyadAthI ja vaMcita thaI jaIzuM. AjakAla zrI saMghanI pAse paisAnI koI kamI nathI paraMtu enA sadupayoga mATe vivekanI uNapa che. mATe jarUrata che e vivekane jAgRta karavAnI, jenAthI ApaNe vAstavika lAbhane prApta karIne zIghra mokSa mArgane prApta karI zakIzuM. jarA vicAro tabhArI pAse bheTalA upiyA hoya DAM to jeTalA navadvAra gayI to jane se bhATe tabhe taiyAra na ho to chevaTe tabhe bheTalA navadvAra gaeyA hoya jeTalA 3piyA rAjIne jADInA vadhAranA 3piyAno sanmArge sadvyaya purI ho. jemAMthI se pA viTThaltha svIkAravAnI tabhArI taiyArI jarI ? 21

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TrenanI TikiTa TrenanuM nAma Trena DrAIvara TrenanA gArDa UpaDavAnuM sTezana pahoMcavAnuM sTezana sTezananuM mApa mukhya jaMkzana pleTaphorma naMbara 0 ? sAthe zuM laIne jazo Trena kyAre upaDe ? samakita saMyama eksapresa arihaMta bhagavAna nigraMtha guru mokSanI TUra aDhIDhIpa kSetra siddhakSetra 45 lAkha yojana TUra kyAM sudhInI ? * TAIma pAsa sAthIdAra * sITa naMbara 22 manuSyabhava 15 karmabhUmi * kevaLajJAna, kevaLa darzana trIjA cothA ArAmAM taiyArI zenI? * sAvadhAnI? * rastAmAM rokANa ? pahoMcatA samaya tyAM keTaluM rokAzo ? lokAgra sudhInI svAdhyAya aSTapravacanamAtA guNasthAna 6 thI 14 (11muM varjIne) ratnatraya ArAdhanA karmabaMdhathI bacavAnI nona sTopa 1 samaya kAyama, anaMtakALa

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maMga mahimA cheriddhi-siddhi dAyaka maMtra OM hrIM namo arihaMtANaM mama Rddhi vRddhi samIhita kuru kuru svAhA pariNAma : zuddha vastra paherIne savAre tathA sAMje 32 vakhata A maMtrano jApa karavAthI sarva prakAranI Rddhi tathA siddhi prApta thAya che. che. lakSmI prApta karavAno maMtra OM hrIM namo arihaMtANaM, siddhANaM, sUrizaM, AyariyANaM, vijhAyANaM, sAhUNaM mama Rddhi vRddhi samIhita kuru kuru svAhA pariNAma : A maMtrano roja savAre, bapore tathA sAMje 32-32 vAra jApa karavAthI sarva prakAranI siddhi tathA lakSmI prApta thAya che. che. roganivAraka maMtra OM namo AmosahipattANuM, OM namo khelosahipattANuM, OM namo jallosahipattANa. OM namo viprosahipattANuM, OM namo savvosahipattANuM, OM ai hrIM klIM kla ahaMma namaH pariNAma : pratidina A maMtranI eka mALA gaNavAthI roga dUra thAya che. bimArI samaye A maMtrano khAsa prayoga karavo. checorano bhaya dUra karavAno maMtra OM hrIM namo siddhANaM, OM hrIM siddhadeva nama: pariNAma : A maMtrane sAtavAra bolIne vastranA moTA cheDAmAM. gAMTha bAMdhavI pachI koIpaNa pravAsamAM corano bhaya nahIM rahe. che. mAthAnA dukhAvAnI cikitsA OM namo paramohijihANa hAM hIM pariNAma : jeNe satata mAthAno dukhAvo thAya che teo A maMtranI dararoja eka mALA gaNe. mALA japavAnA samaye sAthe pANI rAkhavuM teNe abhimaMtrita karI pIvuM. koI bIjA rogI vyaktine paNa abhimaMtrita jaLa pIvaDAvI zako cho. kAna cikitsA OM namo asaMtohijihANa hAM hIM pariNAma :pratidina eka mALA gaNavAthI kAnanI vedanA dUra thAya che. che; netra cikitsA OM namo savvohi jiNANa hAM hIM pariNAma : pratidina eka mALA gaNavAthI netra pIDA dUra thAya che.

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c c[ VYYYYYY C''sAsa baLI ??? * jainijamanA pAchalA khaMDamAM ApaNe joyuM ke potAnA mAtA-pitAnI madada levAnI apekSAthI DaoNlIe potAnA ghare phona karavAnuM vicAryuM ane A bAju DaoNlInA bhAgI gayA pachI suSamAnuM gharethI bahAra AvavA-javAnuM baMdha thaI gayuM hatuM. emanI ijjata mATImAM maLI gaI hatI. suSamAno dikaro (DaoNlIno bhAI) prinsa have lagnane lAyaka thaI gayo hato. paraMtu DaoNlInA bhAgI javAne kAraNe koI potAnI dikarI e gharamAM ApavA mATe taiyAra na hatA. tyAre aMte suSamAe paisAnA baLe eka madhyama paraMtu sArA khAnadAnanI chokarI khuzabUnI sAthe prinsanI sagAI nakkI karI. sagAI karatAM ja suSamAe aramAnonA mahela caNavAnuM zarU karI dIdhuM. eNe vicAryuM ke je sukha mane DaoNlIthI nathI maLyuM, te sukha khuzabU mane Apaze. DaoNlI mATe mAre savAramAM uThIne cA banAvavI paDatI hatI paraMtu have vahunA AvI gayA pachI huM ArAmathI uThIza ane uThatAM ja garamA-garama cA mArI mATe taiyAra raheze. 25 varSa khAvAnuM banAvatA-banAvatA A hAtha thAkI gayA che. have A hAthone ArAma maLaze. Aditya ane prinsa to savAre 9 vAge ja ophIsa jatAM rahe che ane rAtre 9 vAge Ave che. huM ekalI ghare bora thaI jAuM chuM paraMtu have vahunA AvavAthI mAro samaya paNa sArI rIte vItI jaze. AjakAla to nokaro Ama paNa vadhAre nathI TakatA ane ghaNIvAra mAre ja gharanuM badhuM kAma karavuM paDe che, have vahunA AvavAthI nokaronI jhaMjhaTa ja maTI jaze. suSamAnA aramAnothI ajANa khuzabUe paNa keTalAka sapanA sajAvyA hatA ke sAsare gayA pachI ATalA paisAvALA gharamAM huM rANInI jema rAja karIza. mArA sArA vartanathI badhAnuM dila jItI laIza. sAsu-sasarA-pati badhAne mArA vazamAM karI laIza. mArA sAsare koIne paNa DaoNlInI yAda na Ave e mATe badhAnI sAthe dikarInA jevo vyavahAra karIza. A pramANe pota-potAnA aramAnone sajAvatA-sajAvatAM lagnano divasa paNa najIka AvI gayo. ane zubha divase zubha muhUrtamAM prinsa ane khuzabUnA lagna dhAmadhUmathI thayA. khuzabU jevI suMdara ane khAnadAnI patnIne pAmIne prinsa paNa enA nasIbane dhanya mAnavA lAgyo. lagnanA eka saptAha pachI je divase prinsanA phoI, kAkA, kAkI, mAmA-mAmI vagere vidAya thayA, e rAtre khuzabUne sUtAM-sUtAM ja eka vAgI gayo. mATe bIjA divase khuzabUne uThavAmAM moDuM thaI gayuM. paraMtu ene kAMI ciMtA nahatI kemake e to eja vicArI rahI hatI ke mammIjIne to khabara ja che ne ke kAle huM keTalI 23)

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moDI sUtI hatI. mATe moDuM uThavuM to svAbhAvika che. ane ahIM suSamA e vicArIne na uThI ke have to vahu AvI gaI che. te Aditya ane prinsane cA banAvIne ApI deze. paraMtu ophIsano samaya thatAM ja Aditya cA mATe suSamAne jagADavA Avyo. khuzabU haju sudhI sUtI che e vAta jANIne suSamAne Azcarya thayuM ane sAthe ja gusso paNa Avyo tyAre - suSamA zuM vahunA AvyA pachI paNa gharanuM kAma mAre ja karavuM paDaze? AdityaH suSamA e to tuM jANe ane te jANe mAre to mArI cA thI matalaba che. anicchAe suSamAe uThIne baMne mATe cA banAvI ApI. jyAre Aditya ane prinsa ophisa mATe nIkaLyA tyAre ja khuzabU nAhI-dhoIne bahAra AvI, enA AvatAM ja - suSamA khuzabu, have tu piyaramAM nahIM sAsare che. mATe uThavAnA samayanuM dhyAna rAkha. khuzabU mammIjI kAle moDI sUtI hatI. mATe AMkha ja na khulI. suSamA A to have rojanuM thaze. lagna thayA pachI sAsarIyAnA badhA sadasyone saMbhALavAnuM kartavya tAru che. tArI javAbadArIo have vadhI gaI che. tArA sasarAjI ane prinsa 8 vAgyA sudhI ophisa cAlyA jAya che. emanA nIkaLatA pahelA emanA cA-nAstA vagere badhA kAmanuM dhyAna tAre ja rAkhavAnuM che. mATe kAlathI uThavAnuM dhyAna rAkhaje. suSamAnA A zabdothI khuzabUnA dilane uMDo AghAta lAgyo. te koI bIjA ja sapanAmAM hatI. paraMtu suSamAnA zabdoe enA sapanAne cUra-cUra karI dIdhA. e samaye to e cupa rahI. paraMtu enA hRdayamAM suSamA pratye asadbhAvarUpI bIjanuM ropaNa thaI gayuM. A pramANe svabhAvavaza suSamA dina-ba-dina khuzabUne nAnI-nAnI vAto upara TokavA lAgI. ane eka divasa - khuzabUTa prinsa lagna pachI ApaNe hanImUna nathI gayA cAlone thoDA divasa pharIne AvIe. (prinsa A vAta potAnI mammIne pUchavA gayo.) prinsaH maoNma, huM ane khuzabUthoDA divasa mATe kyAMka pharavA javA mAMgIe chIe. suSamA nahI beTA ! tArA pappAnI tabiyata keTalI kharAba rahe che. tamArA gayA pachI ophisanAM badhA kAmano loDa emanI upara AvI jaze. eka kAma karo. tame thoDA divasa pachI jajo. prinsaH ThIka che moma prinse jaIne badhI vAta khuzabUne batAvI. vAta sAMbhaLIne khuzabUnuM mUDa opha thaI gayu. ene lAgyuM ke sAsujIne amArI khuzI pasaMda nathI. mATe emaNe AvuM karyuM che. A vAtathI khuzabUnA

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pUrvanA vicArone vadhAre baLa maLI gayuM eka divasa jyAre khuzabUnA gharethI phona Avyo ane khuzabU e samaye rasoI gharamAM hatI. phona suSamAe uThAvyo. suSamA helo, koNa? lalitAH vevANajI! huM khuzabUnI moma boluM chuM. suSamA vevANajI ! kema cho tame? (suSamAne A rIte vAto karatA joIne khuzabUne khabara paDI gaI ke phona mArI mA~ no che. ghaNA divaso pachI mA~ sAthe vAto karavA maLaze. evuM vicArIne khuzabU bahu ja khuza thaI. paraMtu thayuM kaMIka bIjuM ja). suSamAH zuM? tamAro bhatrIjo Avyo che mATe khuzabUne mokaluM. nahIM vevANajI! huM have ene nahI mokalI zakuM. mahemAnane kAraNe gharamAM bahu ja kAma che. koI viziSTa prasaMga hota to huM nA na pAData. lalitAH ThIka che, eka vAra mArI khuzabU sAthe vAta karAvI do. suSamAM e zuM che ne ke khuzabU pADozamAM gaI che e Avaze tyAre phona karAvI daIza. lalitA ThIka che! suSamAe phona mUkI dIdho paraMtu e jANatI nahatI ke A vAta khuzabUe sAMbhaLI lIdhI che. tyAMthI suSamA sIdhI potAnA rUmamAM cAlI gaI. eNe A vAtano khulAso paNa khuzabU sAthe na karyo. potAnI sAsuno A vyavahAra joIne khuzabU stabdha rahI gaI. Ama ja eka divasa - suSamAM zuM vAta che khuzabU ! Aje bajAramAM ATaluM moDuM thaI gayuM? khuzabU mammIjI! paDozanA AMTI maLI gayA hatA. emanI sAthe vAta karavA rokAI gaI hatI. suSamA khuzabU! A rIte rastA upara loko sAthe vAta karavI sArI nahI. mane A bilakula pasaMda nathI. khuzabU paNa mammIjI teo mane rastA para nahI paraMtu ApaNI bilDiMganI nIce ja maLyA hatA. suSamAH (gussAmAM AvIne) jIbha na calAva. meM eka vAra kahI dIdhuM ne vAta nahI karavAnI matalaba nahI karavAnI samajI. (potAnI bhUla na hovA chatAM paNa vAre-vAre potAnI sAsunA TokavAthI khuzabUnuM mana dhImedhIme potAnI sAsu uparathI utaravA lAgyuM. dhIme-dhIme suSamAe potAnA adhikAronA baLa para khuzabUne taMga karavAnI badhI ja hado pAra karI dIdhI. eNe khuzabUne bahAra kyAMya paNa mokalavAnuM baMdha karI dIdhuM.

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eTaluM ja nahI paNa jyAre suSamA bahAra jAya tyAre gharanA phonane loka karIne jAya, jethI khuzabU koInI paNa sAthe vAta karI na zake. khuzabUnA piyarathI paNa kyAreka phona Avato to pAse ja ubhI rahIne badhI vAto sAMbhaLatI. ene kaMI paNa parsanala vAto karavA nahI detI ane ene piyara paNa javA detI nahIM. khuzabUe A badhuM thoDA divasa to sahana karyuM. paraMtu dhIme-dhIme eNe paNa AjakAlanI vahuonI jema potAno raMga batAvavAno zarU karyuM. pahelAM to e suSamAthI DarI-DarIne rahetI hatI. paraMtu rojaroja suSamAnI Toka-TokathI eNe paNa sAmo javAba ApavAnuM zIkhI lIdhuM. eNe vicAryuM ke jo mAre A gharamAM khuzIthI rahevuM hoya to mAre sauthI pahelA prinsane mArA hAthamAM levo paDaze ema vicArIne eNe potAnA prema bharyA vyavahArathI dhIme-dhIme prinsanuM dila jItI lIdhuM. eka divasa Aditya-suSamA koI najIkanA saMbaMdhInA lagnamAM gayA hatA. e divase khuzabUne thAkane kAraNe tAva AvI gayo. rAtre jyAre prinsa ophisathI ghare Avyo tyAre khuzabUne oDhIne sUtelI joI enI pAse gayo - prinsa : are khuzabU ! tane to khUba vadhAre tAva che, maoNma-DeDa lagnamAMthI AvyA nathI ? khuzabU : nahIM ! hajI sudhI AvyA nathI ane kaMI kahIne paNa nathI gayA ke kyAre Avaze. prinsa H khuzabU maoNma-DeDa ghare nahotA. ane tane ATalo vadhAre tAva hato to mane eka phona to karavo hato ne. huM ja DaoNkTarane laIne ghare AvI jAta. khuzabU : (gussAmAM) zuM dhULa phona karuM ? tamArI maoNma bahAra jAya che, to phona loka karI de che jethI huM koInI paNa sAthe vAta na karI zakuM. prinsa : zuM ? A zuM kahI rahI che tuM ? maoNma evuM kare che, imposIbala. khuzabU H to zuM huM juThuM boluM chuM ? vizvAsa na hoya to jaIne joI lo. eTaluM ja nahIM, maoNma ghare hoyane mArA mATe koI phona Ave tyAre paNa mane phona nathI ApatA ane Ape to paNa najIphamAM ja ubhA rahe che jethI huM koI parsanala vAta na karuM. mAruM bahAra AvavA javAnuM baMdha karI dIdhuM che, tyAM sudhI ke huM piyara paNa nathI jaI zakatI. (ATaluM kahIMne khuzabU raDavA lAgI.) prinsa : khuzabU ! ATaluM badhuM thaI gayuM ane te mane kahyuM paNa nahIM ? maoNma ATalA julmo karatI rahI ane tuM cupacApa sahana karatI rahI ? basa, khuzabU ! have huM tArI AMkhomAM vadhAre AsuM nathI joI zakato. A le mAro mobAIla tuM jyAre icche, jenI sAthe vAta karavI hoya karaje. ane hAM havethI ' tAre maoNmathI DaravAnI jarUra nathI. tAre jo kyAMya javuM hoya ke kaMIpaNa joItuM hoya to mane kaheje. huM mArI rIte maoNmathI vAta karIza. 26

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(prinsanI vAta sAMbhaLIne khuzabUnA caherA upara khuzI AvI gaI) khuzabU H prinsa ! khabara che, huM savAre cha vAge uThuM chuM to sIdhI rAtre 11 vAge ArAmanI vAta Ave che. prinsa : ATaluM vaheluM tAre zuM kAma che ? ArAmathI uThavAnuM rAkha. -khuzabU : paNa prinsa jo huM nahIM uThuM to tamane cA koNa banAvIne Apaze ? eka kAma karone, tame ophisamAM cA pI lo to na cAle ? prinsa H ThIka che. mane to kAMI problama nathI. mAre to cA pIvAthI matalaba che. pachI huM ghare pIvuM ke ophisamAM. A pramANe khuzabU prinsane potAnI mA~thI viruddha bhaDakAvavAmAM saphaLa thaI gaI. jovA jaIe to AmAM khuzabUnI paNa koI bhUla nathI. mULamAM to suSamAnI TokavAnI Adatoe tathA enI zaMkita dRSTie khuzabUne A pagaluM bharavAmAM majabUra karI hatI. suSamAnI A Adato enA bhaviSyane khatarAmAM nAkhavAnuM kAma karI rahI hatI. paraMtu potAnA adhikAranA madamAM suSamA A jANI na zakI. khuzabU to A ja icchatI hatI. bIjA divase Adityae cA mATe suSamAne uThADI. DAyAbITIjha ane hArTa problamane kAraNe Aditya bahAranI cA paNa pI zakatA nahatA. gussAmAM suSamA uThI to gaI paraMtu khuzabUnA bahAra AvatAM ja enI upara varasI paDI. suSamA : (gussAmAM) khuzabU, tane keTalI vAra samajAvavuM paDaze ke have tuM koInA gharanI vahu che. khuzabU : kema mammIjI evuM meM zuM karI dIdhuM ? suSamA : zuM karI dIdhuM ? le huM ja batAvI dauM chuM. zuM A tAro uThavAno samaya che ke pachI rUmanI ghaDiyALa baMdha thaI gaI hatI ? ophisa javA vALAne cA na maLavAthI leTa thaI jAya che. mATe havethI samayasa2 uThavAnuM dhyAna rAkha. khuzabU : saoNrI mammIjI, roja 5-5 vAge uThIne huM thAkI gaI chuM ane Ama paNa prinsa to cA ophisamAM ja pIve che. to huM vagara kAraNe ATalI vahelI uThIne zuM karuM ? suSamA H khuzabU, bhalene prinsa ophisamAM cA pIto hoya paraMtu tArA sasarAjInuM zuM ? hArTa problama hovAthI teo bahAranI cA nathI pI zakatA. khuzabU : A mArI problama nathI mammIjI ! e to tame jANo ne pappA jANe. (khuzabUno Avo javAba sAMbhaLIne suSamA coMkI gaI. te AgaLa kaMI bolI na zakI. suSamAne A rIte khAmoza joIne khuzabUe paristhitino phAyado uThAvatAM kahyuM - 27

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khuzabU ane hAM mammIjI ! prinsanA moDA AvavAne kAraNe ame ghaNIvAra rAtre moDA ja jamIe chIe ke pachI bahAra jaIe chIe. mATe sAMjanuM khAvAnuM tamArA ane pappAnuM ja bane che. tethI mArAthI be-be vakhata khAvAnuM nahI bane. mATe sAruM e ja raheze ke tame, tamArA ane pappA mATe jAte ja khAvAnuM banAvI dezo. suSamA H (laDatAM) khuzabU! tuM A gharanI vahu che. vahunI hadamAM rahe. mahArANI banavAnI koziza na kara. khuzabU avAja dhImI rAkho mammIjI! huM kaMI tamArI nokarANI nathI ke tamArI AMgaLIo upara nAcatI rahuM. mArI potAnI jiMdagI che, ene huM jema icchuM tema jIvI zakuM chuM samajyA tame. (ATaluM kahIne khuzabU potAnA rUmamAM jatI rahI. khuzabUne pahelIvAra ATaluM bolatAM joIne suSamAnA Azcaryano pAra na rahyo. enA pachI to roja-baroja sAsu-vahunI vacce aNabaNa thavA lAgI. piyaramAM kyAreya paisA na joyA hovAne kAraNe karoDapati sAsariyAmAM khuzabUnA kharcA sAtamA AsamAne pahoMcavA lAgyA ane eka divasa -) suSamA ATalI taiyAra thaIne kyAM jAya che? khuzabU meM moMma ne phona karyo hato. emanI tabiyata ThIka nathI mATe huM emane maLavA jAuM chuM. suSamAH kyAMthI karyo tArI moma ne phona? khuzabU Tenzana na lo. tamArA phonathI nathI karyo. prinse mane have parsanala mobAIla ApI dIdho che. (suSamA kaMI bole te pahelA prinsa tyAM Avyo.) prinsaH are khuzabU, tuM haju sudhI taiyAra nathI thaI. jaldI kara moDuM thaI jaze. suSamA paNa prinsa gharamAM ATaluM kAma che Aje ja javuM thoDuM jarUrI che. kAle - parama divase jatA rahejo. prinsaH moMma gharanuM kAma to jiMdagIbhara cAlatuM ja raheze to zuM A kyAreya piyara nA jAya? cAla khuzabU. (ATaluM kahIne prinsa ane khuzabU tyAMthI jatA rahyA. suSamA to basa emane jotI ja rahI gaI. prinsa bolelA zabdo para to ene haju sudhI vizvAsa ja nahoto Avato. prinsa ane khuzabU bajArathI ghaNI cIjo laIne khuzabUnA piyara gayA. tyAMthI te baMne sIdhA zaoNpiMga karavA gayA. ghaNIbadhI zaoNpiMga karIne sAMje baMne ghare AvyA. bela vAgavAthI suSamAe pote daravAjo kholyo)

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suSamAH ATaluM badhuM zuM laIne AvI che? khuzabU AvatI vakhate zo-rUmamAM sArI sADIo joI to be-cAra kharIdI lIdhI. suSamA paNa khuzabU haju lagna thayAne cha mahinA paNa nathI thayA ane atyArathI zopiMga zarU thaI gaI. prinsaH maoNma, zuM tame paNa? enI pAse DhaMganI koI sADI nahatI. mATe meM ja apAvI che. suSamA paNa beTA ! hamaNAM lagnanA prasaMga upara to meM ene keTalI badhI sADIo ApI hatI. prinsaH maoNma, e badhI jUnI thaI gaI che. phezananA hisAbe cAlavuM paDe che. (potAnA dikarAne paNa potAnI viruddha sAMbhaLIne suSamAne gusso AvI gayo) suSamA potAnA gharethI to eka phUTI koDI paNa laIne nathI AvI ane ahIM AvatAM ja paisA uDAvavAnA zarU karI dIdhA. paisA zuM jhADa para uge che? khuzabU mammIjI ! mArA piyarane vacce lAvavAnI koI jarUra nathI. tamArI pAse to paisA nathI mAMgyAne. mAro pati kamAya che ne huM kharca karuM chuM. je divase e kamAvavAnuM baMdha karI deze huM tamArI pAse phUTI koDI paNa nahIM mAMgu. - suSamAe vicAryuM hatuM ke khuzabUnA AvA javAba upara prinsa jarUra ene vaDhaze. paraMtu prinsa paNa kaMI bolyA vinA khuzabUnI sAthe potAnI rUmamAM cAlyo gayo. A joIne suSamAne joradAra jhaTako lAgyo. ene potAno dikaro potAnA hAthethI jato najara Avyo. ane bIje divase to gharamAM rAmAyaNa macI gayuM. thayuM evuM ke prinsa ane khuzabU baMne bIjA divase pAchA khuzabUnA piyara gayA ane tyAMthI baMne pharavA cAlyA gayA. zokhathI khuzabU piyarathI jInsa paherIne gaI. saMjogavazAt suSamA potAnI keTalI sahelIonI sAthe e ja jagyAe AvI. ane eNe khuzabUne joI lIdhI. harI-pharIne khuzabU pAchI piyara jaIne kapaDAM badalIne sAsare AvI. khuzabUnA AvatAM ja - suSamA khuzabu, gharanI maryAdAno khyAla paNa che ke nahIM? prinsaH kema maoNma ! Aje pAchuM zuM thayuM? suSamAH lagna pachI AvA kapaDAM paherIne bahAra javuM ApaNI khAnadAnI maryAdAnI viruddha che. khuzabU maryAdA! kaI maryAdAnI vAta karI rahyA cho tame? tamane A khAnadAnI maryAdA e samaye yAda na AvI jyAre tamArI dikarI DaoNlI gharethI bhAgI gaI hatI ? jo ene paNa mArI jema maryAdA zIkhAvI hota to Aje tamAre A divasa na jovo paData.

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(avAja sAMbhaLatAM ja Aditya paNa potAnA rUmamAMthI bahAra AvI gayA. khuzabUnI vAta sAMbhaLIne suSamA raDavA lAgI.) AdityaH A zuM thaI rahyuM che? khuzabU H huM tamArI dikarInI jema laphaMgA chokarAonI sAthe gulacha uDAvavA nathI gaI. potAnA patinI sAthe ja gaI hatI, samajyA. AdityaH prinsa, ene cupa kara. prinsaH sAcuM ja to bolI rahI che. zuM khoTuM kahyuM eNe? suSamA prinsa! zarama AvavI joIe tane AvI vAta bolatAM zuM tuM bhUlI gayo ke DaoNlI tArI sagI bahena che? varaso sudhI je bahenanI sAthe tuM ramyo-kUdyo Aje AnA AvavAthI tuM e bahenane bhUlI gayo. kAlanI AvelI A, tArI bahena vize AvI vAta kare ane tuM cupacApa sAMbhaLI rahyo che. prinsa na sAMbhaLuM to bIjuM zuM karuM? kAma ja eNe evA karyA che. khuzabUH keTaluM paNa karo mammIjI ! saccAI kaDavI ja hoya che. konA-konA moDhA baMdha karAvazo tame? suSamA khabaradAra, jo AthI vadhu DaoNlInA viSayamAM kaMIpaNa kahyuM to mArAthI buruM koI nahIM hoya. e mArI dikarI che. ene jema jIvavuM che te jIvI rahI che. tAre emAM vacce bolavAnI jarUra nathI. khuzabUH e jo tamArI dikarI che to huM paNa koInI dikarI chuM. jyAre e potAnI marajaMthI potAnI jiMdagI jIvI zake che to mane paNa mArI jiMdagI sArI rIte jIvatA AvaDe che. prinsa: hAM maoNma, khuzabU bilakula ThIka kahI rahI che. A to amArI haravA-pharavAnI uMmara che, Aje to khuzabUe bahAra ja jInsa paheryuM che. kAle jo enI icchA hoya to ghare paNa paherI zake che. mATe sAruM e ja raheze ke tame loko potAnA A jUnA vicArone choDI do ke pachI potAnA mATe alaga ghara zodhI lo. nahIMtara huM tamArA lokonI vRddhAzramamAM vyavasthA karAvI lauM chuM. jo tamAre A gharamAM khuzIthI rahevuM hoya to tame tamArI jIbhane have ArAma Apo. A mArI lAsTa vorniga che. prinsanI vAta sAMbhaLIne Aditya ane suSamA to suna thaI gayA. suSamAnA aramAnono mahela eka jhaTakAmAM tUTI gayo. vRddhAzramanuM nAma sAMbhaLatAM ja suSamAnI AMkhonI sAme svayaMnA duHkhada bhaviSyanA citro taratA najara AvavA lAgyA. suSamAnA hRdayamAM eDara besI gayo ke jo sAcce prinsa , amane gharethI bahAra kADhIne vRddhAzramamAM mokalI deze to amArI zuM hAlata thaze? te asamaMjasamAM phasAI gaI hatI. e na to potAnI vahune ATalI svataMtra joI zakatI hatI ke na to potAnA dikarAne

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choDIne vRddhAzramamAM rahI zakatI hatI. DaoNlInA gayA pachI suSamAne jIvavAno ekamAtra sahAro prinsa ja hato. dareka mA~ nI jema e paNa prinsa pAse ghaDapaNamAM sahArAnI apekSA rAkhatI hatI. paraMtu potAnA dikarAne AvI rIte potAnI patnInI pAchaLa pAgala joI enI badhI AzA nirAzAmAM badalAI gaI. jo ApaNe khuzabUnI vAta karIe to bhUtakALamAM lagna pahelAM eNe evA aramAna sajAvyA hatA ke e gharamAM e eTalA premathI raheze ke gharavALAone kyAreya paNa DaoNlInI yAda suddhA nahI Ave. Ama e to A gharamAM dikarI banIne rahevAnI icchAthI ja AvI hatI. paraMtu suSamAnA vartane Aje ene jANI-joIne DaoNlInI vAta karavA ane enA viruddha bolavA mATe majabUra karI dIdhI. ahIM suSamAne have evA sahArAnI jarUra hatI ke je ene sAco rasto batAvI zake. je enI vahune samajAvIne ene vRddhAzrama javAthI bacAvI zake. evAmAM ene potAnI jUnI sahelI jayaNAnI yAda AvI ane te tarata jayaNAnA ghare pahoMcI gaI. ghaNA divaso pachI suSamAne joIne jayaNA AzcaryamAM paDI gaI - jayaNAH are suSamA tuM ! Ava-Ava, ghaNA divaso pachI AvavAnuM thayuM? kema che? suSamA ekadama ThIka chuM jayaNA! tuM kema che? jayaNA: devagurunI kRpAthI ekadama zAtAmAM chuM. Ava besa. suSamA jyAre jayaNAnA ghare AvI rahI hatI tyAre eka pala mATe to ene bahu ja saMkoca thaI rahyo hato ke e jayaNA sAthe kevI rIte vAta karaze? zuM kaheze? paraMtu jayaNAnA premabharyA vyavahArane joIne suSamAnuM dila thoDuM hajuM thaI gayuM. eTalAmAM jayaNAnI vahu divyA AvI - divyA praNAma AnTIjI, kema cho tame? (divyA aMdarathI pANI laIne AvI). divyAH A lo AnTIjI, have pahelA tame e kaho ke tame cA lezo ke zarabata? suSamAH nahI beTA, kaMI nahIM. divyA nahI AnTIjI, evuM kevI rIte thaI zake? tame ATalA divaso pachI amArA ghare AvyA cho. tamAre mArA hAthe kaMIne kaMI to levuM ja paDaze. suSamA ThIka che beTA ! tuM ATaluM kahI rahI che to aDadho kapa cA banAvI de. (thoDIvAra pachI divyA cA ane nAsto laIne AvI. ane suSamAnI AgaLa Tebala upara rAkhyo ane pote jyAM jayaNA sophA upara beThI hatI tyAM enI najIkamAM jamIna upara besI gaI.

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jevI ja divyA nIce beThI tevI ja suSamAnI AMkhomAMthI dhaDa-dhaDa AsuM vahevA lAgyA. tyAre divyA e vicArIne aMdara cAlI gaI ke jarUra AnTIjI potAnA mananI koI vAta mammIjIne kahevA AvyA haze. mATe mAre ahIM besavuM ucita nathI.) jayaNA : are suSamA ! kema raDI rahI che ? zuM vAta che ? zuM thayuM ? zuM DaoNlInI yAda AvI gaI ? suSamA H (bahu muzkelathI potAnI jAtane rokatAM) jayaNA ! huM atyAra sudhI be vAra tArA ghera samAdhAna levA AvI ane baMne vAra tArA gharanuM vAtAvaraNa joIne mArI AMkhomAM AsuMone huM rokI na zakI. jayaNA : kema suSamA, evuM zuM thayuM ? na suSamA H jayaNA pahelA huM DaoNlI mATe AvI hatI. tyAre mokSAno vinaya joIne mArI AMkhomAM AMsu AvyA hatA ane Aje divyAno vinaya joIne mane raDavuM AvI gayuM. jayaNA : suSamA ! tuM bahu ja TenzanamAM hoya evuM lAge che. dila kholIne batAva ke zuM thayuM? suSamA : jayaNA ! DaoNlInA gayA pachI mAro ekamAtra sahAro hato mAro dikaro prinsa ! keTalAya aramAno sajAvIne khUba dhUma-dhAmathI enA lagna karAvIne vahune gharamAM lAvI. paraMtu Aje mAro dikaro ane vahu mane ja gharamAMthI bahAra kADhavA mATe SaDayaMtra racI rahyA che..(ATaluM kahIne suSamAe zarUAtathI laIne prinsanI dhamakI sudhInI badhI vAto jayaNAne kahI) suSamA H jayaNA, tuM ja batAva ke zuM uNapa rAkhI che meM prinsane prema ApavAmAM ? prinsanI bhUla hovA chatAM paNa haMmezA huM DaoNlIne vaDhatI. prinsa mATe kyAreka enA pappAnI sAthe to kyAreka DaoNlInI sAthe jhaghaDo karyo. paNa kyAreya prinsane AMca paNa AvavA dIdhI nahI. eja prinsa je mArI dareka vAta mAnato hato, kyAreya mArI sAmuM paNa bolato nahato. te Aje potAnI patnInA kahyAmAM AvIne mane vRddhAzramamAM mokalavAnI vAto karI rahyo che. to vicAra e khuzabU kevI haze ? vicAryuM hatuM ke khuzabUnA AvyA pachI gharanI javAbadArIomAMthI nivRtta thaI jaIza, paraMtu A khuzabU to mane gharamAMthI ja nivRtta karavAnI rAha jue che. mAtra sAta divasomAM eNe potAno raMga batAvavAnuM zarU karI dIdhuM. have tuM ja khuzabUne kaMIka samajAva jayaNA. jayaNA : suSamA ! jo enI koI bhUla hoya, to huM ene samajAvuM ne ? jyAre enI koI bhUla ja nathI to ene kaMI kahIne zo phAyado ? suSamA H zuM ? A zuM kahe che jayaNA ? ATaluM badhuM sAMbhaLyA pachI tuM ema kahe che ke khuzabU nirdoSa che ? jayaNA DaoNlInA mAmalAmAM to huM mAnuM chuM ke mArA ja saMskAronI uNapa hatI jethI mAre AvA divaso 32

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jovA paDyA. paNa jayaNA, khuzabU to koI bIjA gharamAMthI saMskArita thaIne AvI che to zuM mArA ghare AvyA pachI enA badhA saMskAra cAlyA gayA. enI bhUlo to choDa jayaNA eNe mane vRddhAzramamAM mokalavA sudhInuM kahI dIdhuM ane ATaluM thayA pachI paNa tuM ema kahI rahI che ke bhUla enI nathI ? to zuM huM khoTI chuM ? jayaNA : hAM suSamA, tuM khoTI che. mAnyuM ke eNe paNa keTalIka bhUlo karI che, paNa e badhAnA mULamAM to tuM ja che. teM ene AvI bhUlo ka2vA majabUra karI. jo huM samajAvuM chuM. sauthI pahelI bhUla to te khuzabU pAse jAta-jAtanI apekSA rAkhIne karI che. te mane jaNAvyuM ke te keTalAka aramAno sajAvyA hatA jemake khuzabUnA AvatAM ja huM gharathI nivRtta thaI jaIza ne badhuM ja kAma vahu karI leze. paraMtu jyAre tArA aramAnone khuzabU pUrA na karI zakI tyAre te enI sAthe khoTo vyavahAra karyo. paNa te kyAreya e vAta upara dhyAna ApyuM che ke A gharamAM AvyA pahelA e kayA-kayA aramAnone sajAvIne AvI hatI ? zuM te enA sapanAone pUrA karavAnI koziza karI ? pUrA karavAnA to choDa paNa te to e jANavuM paNa jarUrI na samajyuM. suSamA H jayaNA, tuM kayA sapanAnI vAta karI rahI che ? huM kaMI samajI nahIM? jayaNA : tuM e divasanI ja vAta joI le jevI rIte te vahu pAse cA banAvavAnI apekSA rAkhI to, zuM e moDA uThyA pachI paNa tArA premanI apekSA na rAkhI zake ? eNe tane kahyuM paNa hatuM ke kAle huM bahu ja moDI sUtI hartI mATe uThavAmAM moDuM thaI gayuM. eNe tane potAnI mAnIne vicAryuM haze ke haju to huM navI-navI AvI chuM, maoNma mane kaMI nahI kahe. paraMtu te to AvatA nI sAthe ja enA upa2 kartavyono bojo nAMkhI dIdho. suSamA : jayaNA meM ene enA kartavyo batAvIne zuM khoTuM karyuM ? jayaNA H khoTuM to nathI karyuM. paNa te bahu ja utAvaLa karI dIdhI. ahIM jo thoDA samaya sudhI te mAtra ene prema Apyo hota to tAre ene A badhI vAto jaNAvavAnI jarUra ja na paData. tArA premathI e badhI vAto potAnI meLe zIkhI leta. suSamA navI vahune navajAta zizunI upamA ApI che. zuM tuM navajAta zizu pAse tarata ja cAlavAnI, bolavAnI, kAma karavAnI apekSA rAkhI zake che ? nahI ne. tuM e navajAta zizune zIkhavADIza, enuM dhyAna rAkhIza, ene prema ApIza. jo chatAM paNa e na zIkhe to tuM enI upara gusso na karIne ene haju vadhAre prema karIne vadhu zIkhavADIza. basa, A ja vAta vahu upara paNa lAgu paDe che. 20-20 varSa sudhI potAnA mAtA-pitA tathA parivArajanonA premamAM ucharelI 33

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chokarI, potAnA pUrA parivArane choDIne pArakA ghare Ave che. mAtApitAnA gharane choDIne ajANyA gharamAM rahevuM keTaluM kaThIna che? chatAM paNa chokarI ATalo moTo tyAga karIne sAsare Ave che. mATe to ene saMtAnathI paNa vadhAre prema Apavo joIe. kemake sAsarIyAmAM AvavuM e to enI mATe navo janma levA jevuM che. zarUAtamAM to vAtsalya nidhi banIne vAtsalyathI putravadhunuM nirmANa karavuM joIe. vahunA piyaranA rIti-rivAjo , khAna-pAna, rItabhAta badhu alaga hoya che ane navA parivAramAM rahevAmAM, navA rIti-rivAjone samajavAmAM, enA anusAra cAlavAmAM samaya to lAge ja che ane enI sAthe jarUrata hoya che sAsunA premanI. suSamA te ene to enA kartavyo batAvyA paNa zuM te kyAreya potAnA kartavyonI tarapha dhyAna ApyuM? suSamA jayaNA! mAruM zuM kartavya che? vahunA AvyA pachI to sAruM kartavyathI mukta thaI jAya che. tuM potAnI jAtane ja joI le, tuM keTalI phrI che. kemake tArI vahu sArI rIte potAnA kartavyonuM pAlana kare che. enA mATe te kayA kayA kartavyo nibhAvyA? jayaNAH huM tane mArA udAharaNathI ja samajAvuM chuM ke - Aja vahune ATalI yogya banAvavAmAM meM mArA kartavyonuM kaI rIte pAlana karyuM. ethI tane tArA badhA praznonuM samAdhAna maLI jaze. divyA navInavI hatI tyAre ene anukULa vAtAvaraNa banAvavA mATe huM vadhArAmAM vadhAre samaya enI pAse rahetI. ene kAma-kAja zIkhAvatI. gharanA rIti-rivAjothI paricita karAvatI, zarUAtamAM to je vastu enI priya hatI te ja gharamAM banatI, paNa sAthe ja gharanA lokonI priya vastuonI jANakArI paNa ene ApatI. kapaDAmAM enI pasaMdane haMmezA vadhAre gaNI ane gharanA lokonI je pasaMda che enI paNa ene jANa ApatI, ADoza-pADozanA loko sAthe eno paricaya karAvyo. emanA svabhAvanI jANakArI tathA emanI pAse kAma kevI rIte levuM, e viSe ene samajAvyuM. enI sahelIo ke piyarathI koIpaNa Ave to emanI pAse besavA mATe ene pUrato samaya ApatI. jethI badhA ja khuza thaIne jatA. eTaluM ja nahI lagna pachI thoDA mahinA sudhI to samaya-samaya para ene piyara mokalatI. jethI piyarathI jyAre te pAchI sAsare Ave to khuza ja rahe. e rIte enI pasaMdane anukULa mAhola ubhuM karI dIdhuM. mAro ATalo prema maLavAthI vahue paNa have potAnA kartavyone, potAnI javAbadArIone potAnI samajI. piotAnI kArya-kuzaLatAthI gharanA badhA lokonuM dila jItI lIdhuM. have potAnI jAtane e A parivAranuM mahattvapUrNa aMga samaje che. meMcha mahinA potAnA aramAno choDIne enA aramAnone mukhyatA ApI pariNAma svarUpa Aje huM ArAmathI jyAM icchuM tyAM jaI zakuM chuM, je icchuM te karI zakuM chuM.

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suSamA H .: jayaNA ! huM tArI vAta barAbara samajI nahI. chokarI 20-20 varSa sudhI piyaramAM rahIne Ave che. e to badhAne khabara ja che ke dikarIo pArakuM dhana hoya che, ane enA anusAra mA~ potAnI dikarIne saMskAra Ape che. dikarI sAsare jaze evuM vicArIne mA~ ene ghara-gRhasthInuM badhu kAma zIkhavADe che. eTale ke chokarI pUrI rIte saMskArita thaIne ja sAsare Ave che. to pachI enI pAchaLa ATalo samaya barabAda kema karavo ? zarUAtanA cha mahinA divyAnI sAthe vitAvIne tuM ghaNIbadhI dharmArAdhanA na karI zakI. potAnA ghaNAbadhAM kAryone gauNa karyA haze, mATe mAro prazna e ja che ke jyAre vahu piyarathI badhu zIkhIne ja Ave che to pachI pharI ene A badhu zIkhavavAnI zI jarUra ? jayaNA : nahI suSamA tuM jevuM vicAre che tevuM nathI. navI-navI vahu gharamAM Ave che tyAre te aMdara ne aMdara bahu DarelI rahe che. eka to navuM vAtAvaraNa, navA loko ane uparathI bhUla thavA para Thapako maLavAno, potAnI presTijha ochI thavAno ke pachI piyaranuM nAma kharAba thavAno bhaya. AvI sthitimAM sAsue premathI ene sahAnubhUti ApIne ene potAnI banAvavI joIe. suSamA ! vahu cAhe khAvAnuM banAvavAmAM keTalI paNa hoziyAra kema na hoya, sAsare AvyA pachI enA manamAM eTalo Dara hoya che ke e kaMIne kaMI gaDabaDa karI ja bese che. kAM to mIThuM ja na nAMkhe ke pachI Dabala nAkhI de. AvuM thavuM svAbhAvika che. tuM potAno bhUtakALa ja joI le. sAsare AvyA pachI tArI paNa kaMIka AvI ja hAlata hatI. evAmAM kAma to ene baMdhu AvaDe ja che eTale ke vahune kAma zIkhavADavuM e sAsunuM kartavya nathI. paraMtu prema ApIne enA bhayane dUra karIne potApaNAno ahesAsa karAvavo e sAsunuM kartavya che. enA badale te ene prema Apavo to dUra enI maheMdIno raMga uDyA pahelA ja badhA kAmano bhAra enA nAjuka khabhA upara nAMkhI dIdho. zuM te kyAreya ene premathI besADIne pUchyuM ke beTA kyAMka tane tArI mA~ nI yAda to nathI AvatIne ? evuM pUchavuM to dUra teM to ene potAnI mA~ sAthe vAta paNa karavA na dIdhI. hajI sudhI to te potAnA mAtA-pitAne bhUlI nahatI ane teM to haMmeza haMmezane mATe piyarathI eno saMbaMdha toDavAnI koziza karI. suSamA ! mAnyuM ke eNe jinsa paheryuM, paraMtu ene eTalI to zarama hatI ke te tArI sAme paherIne na AvI. tuM icchata to Aja vAta tuM ene premathI samajAvI zakatI hatI. paNa te prema ApavAnA badale ene vaDhI ane ene nIcu dekhADavA mATe tuM khoTA raste gaI ane potAnI dikarI DaoNlIno pakSa lIdho, to pachI e bicArI cupa kevI rIte rahI zake ? enA aramAna to eja rahyA haze ke huM badhAne potAnA 35

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banAvI laIza, paraMtu tAro vyavahAra haMmezA ene pArakApaNAno ahesAsa karAvato rahyo. tArA vartanathI enA manamAM phiTa thaI gayuM ke ahIM badhA pArakA che. badhA mArA duzmana che. te vyavahAra pArakA jevo rAkhyo ane apekSA potAnA vyakti karatA paNa vadhAre rAkhI. DaoNlI tArI sAthe 20 varSa sudhI rahI. paNa eNe kyAreya tane cA banAvIne ApavI to dUra pANIno glAsa paNa bharIne Apyo hato? jayAre tArI dikarI pAsethI tene koI apekSA nahatI to gharamAM AvelI tArI navI vahu pAse tuM enAthI paNa moTI apekSAo kevI rIte rAkhI zake che? ane te ene dikarInI jema prema ApavAnA badale haMmezA ene TokI, enI sAthe kharAba vyavahAra karyo, enA upara niyaMtraNa rAkhyA. A kyAMno nyAya che? suSamA: jayaNA, DaoNlInA gayA pachI mane Dara hato ke AvavAvALI vahu kyAMka prinsane bahekAvIne mArAthI dUra na karI de. DaoNlIne meM khUba prema Apyo. pariNAma, e mane ja dago ApIne cAlI gaI. mane vahune viSe paNa Aja Dara hato. mATe huM ene kyAMya bahAra mokalatI na hatI. huM ene piyara A DarathI ja nahotI mokalatI ke kyAMka potAnI mA~ nA kahyAmAM AvIne te mArA dikarAne mArAthI dUra na karI de. DaoNlI upara niyaMtraNa na rAkhyuM mATe aMtamAM mAre pastAvavuM paDyuM. mATe sAvadhAna banIne meM pahelethI ja khuzabU upara niyaMtraNa rAkhavuM zarU karyuM to meM zuM khoTuM karyuM? jayaNA suSamA ! te dikarInI jema enI upara niyaMtraNa rAkhyuM, paNa zuM dikarInI jema ene vAtsalya ApyuM? dikarI jevo prema karyo? dikarInI jema enI bhUlone mApha karavAnI koziza karI ? nahI, mAtra potAnA adhikArono upayoga karyo. paraMtu kyAreya potAnA kartavyanuM pAlana karyuM? tuM kahI rahI che ke niyaMtraNa rAkhIne meM koI bhUla ja nathI karI. are ! Aja to tArI sahuthI moTI bhUla hatI. suSamA ! niyaMtraNa bALako upara lagAvI zakAya che. vahuo upara nahI. ene to svataMtra ja rAkhavI joIe. paNa sAthe ja te kyAMka svachaMda na banI jAya. enuM pUrepUruM dhyAna rAkhavuM joIe. tuM ja batAva, prinsa jyAre nAno hato. te tArI AMgaLI choDIne pahelI vAra cAlyo tyAre tane keTalI khuzI thaI hatI. jayAre pahelI vakhata eNe tane maoNma kahIne bolAvI hatI tyAre tArI khuzIno koI pAra na hato. dhIre-dhIre e moTo thayo, potAnI jAte skUla javA lAgyo, kaoNleja gayo ane Aje potAnA paga upara ubho thaI gayo che. A pramANe jIvananI pratyeka sIDhImAM e jeTalo svataMtra thato gayo eTalI ja tane khuzI thavA lAgI. paraMtu sAthe ja te svacchedI na banI jAya enuM te pUrepuruM dhyAna rAkhyuM. ene cAlatAM zIkhavADyuM paraMtu te cAlIne kyAMka khoTA raste na jAya enuM te dhyAna rAkhyuM. te potAnI jAte skUla javA lAgyo. tyAre tane khuzI thaI paraMtu te skUlanuM nAma laIne

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kyAMya bIje to nathI jato ne? enI te sAvadhAnI rAkhI. basa A ja pramANe vahunA viSayamAM karavuM hatuM. tAre ene piyara mokalavAnI hatI paraMtu tyAMthI zIkhelI khoTI zikSA enA dilo-dimAgamAM phITa na thaI jAya enuM dhyAna tAre rAkhavAnuM hatuM. tAre ene bahAra mokalavI hatI paNa bahAra jaIne kharAba lokonI sAthe saMbaMdha to nathI karI rahI, enuM dhyAna tAre rAkhavuM joItuM hatuM. tyAre tu sAcA arthamAM sAsumAMthI mA~ banI zakata paraMtu te to enI upara badhuM ja niyaMtraNa rAkhI dIdhuM. tAro Azaya sAro hato paraMtu paddhati ekadama khoTI hatI. phaLa svarUpa tAro dikaro paNa tArA hAthamAMthI jato rahyo. suSamA sAce ja have mane mArI bhUlano ahesAsa thavA lAgyo che. have mane lAge che ke bhUla khuzabUnI nahI paNa mArI che. have huM zuM karuM? khuzabUnA dilamAM mArA pratye pArakApaNAnI bhAvanA besI gaI che. ene kevI rIte dUra karuM? jayaNA sagAI pachI ekavAra khuzabUe mane kahyuM paNa hatuM ke, "mammIjI huM tamArA gharamAM tamArI dikarI banIne rahevA mAMguM chuM. mArI koziza to eja raheze ke mArA AvyA pachI tamane kyAreya paNa DaoNlInI yAda na Ave." paraMtu mArA niyaMtraNoe enA badhA aramAnone cUra-cUra karI dIdhA. jayaNAH suSamAM tane potAnI bhUlano ahesAsa thaI gayo che eja bahu moTI vAta che. suSamA, je vyaktithI ApaNane apekSA nathI hotI e jo ApaNane thoDo prema Ape to ApaNane vadhAre AnaMda Ave che. bhAI, bahena, maoN, sahelI tyAM sudhI ke patino aDhaLaka prema meLavyA pachI paNa jo vahune sAsuno thoDo paNa prema maLI jAya to enI khuzIno pAra nathI raheto. pachI to e jyAM jAya che tyAM potAnI sAsumaoNnI ja prazaMsA kare che. evI sthitimAM dikaro paNa mA~ nA caraNomAM ja rahe che. sAsarIyAmAM vahu mATe patithI paNa vadhAre sAsu upayogI bane che. paraMtu A vAta samajavAmAM AjakAlanI sAsuo mAra khAI jAya che, sAsuo dikarI sAthe to dilathI vyavahAra kare che ane vahunI sAthe vyavahAra rAkhavAmAM dimAgano upayoga kare che. te e nathI vicAratI ke dikarIo to eka divasa ApaNane choDIne sAsare cAlI jaze ane ApaNe pUrI jiMdagI vahunI pAse ja gujAravAnI che. mATe jo teo vahunI sAthe paNa dilathI vyavahAra kare to emanuM ghara khuzIothI bharAI jaze. suSamA jayaNA ! A dila ane dimAgano vyavahAra huM kaMI samajI nahIM. jayaNAH suSamA! huM tane eka daSTAMtathI samajAvuM chuM, tane jaldI samajamAM AvI jaze. be sahelIo maLI. eke pUchyuM, "dikarAnA navA-navA lagna thayA che vahu kevI che?" vahunuM nAma sAMbhaLatAM ja cahero bagADatAM bIjI sahelIe potAnI vAta zarU karI, "he bhagavAna, koNa jANe kevA karma karyA che

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ke AvI vahu gaLe paDI che. mA~-bApe saMskAra to ApyA ja nathI. sAta vAge mahArANI uThe che ane ATha vAgyA sudhI nIce Ave che. bhagavAna jANe rUmamAM zuM kare che? pachI 8 vAge nIce AvIne sIdhI bhagavAnanA darzana karIne rasoImAM nAsto karavA jAya che. kesara-badAmavALuM dUdha ane ilAyacIvALI kaDaka cA ane nAstAmAM paNa jAta-jAtanI AITama vagara to ene cAlatuM ja nathI. tyAMthI e dharmanI pUMchaDI nAhI-dhoIne sIdhI pUjA karavA jAya che. koI ma.sA. hoya to vyAkhyAnamAM gayA vagara to e rahI ja nathI zakatI. traNa-cAra kalAka pachI e pUjAraNa ghare Ave che. ane pachI vAsaNa vagADIvagADIne batAvavAnI koziza kare che ke huM kAma karI rahI chuM. pachI thALI laIne besI jAya che. miThAI ane pharasANanI sAthe peTa bharIne khAvAnuM khAdhA pachI kone uMgha na Ave? khAdhA pachI eka kalAka sUI jAya che. ane uThatAM ja kaDaka cA pIne kAma na karavuM paDe mATe sAmAyika karavA besI jAya che. uThIne bajAramAM zAkabhAjI kharIdavA cAlI jAya che. bajAramAM kAma 10 miniTanuM paNa aDadho kalAka bahAra pharIne ArAmathI Ave che ane AvatAM ja covihAra karavA besI jAya che. pachI sAMje mane maskA mAravA AvI jAya che. kahe che, kema cho moMma, tabiyata to ThIka che ne? koIpaNa kAma hoya to mane jarUra kahejo. ane pachI pratikramaNa karIne pahoMcI jAya che mArA dikarAnI pAse. khabara nahIM zuM jAdu karI dIdho che mArA dikarA upara ke e paNa enA vakhANa ja karato phare che." tyAre pelI sahelI bolI, "are re ! A to bahu ja kharAba thayuM. AjakAla to jamAno ja kharAba che sAruM e to batAva ke tArI dikarI kema che? ene sAsare to badhu barAbara che ne?" dikarInuM nAma sAMbhaLatAM ja enA caherA upara camaka AvI gaI, e kahevA lAgI - "are ! zuM kahuM tane? bhavo-bhavanA puNyanA phaLa svarUpa AvuM sAsaruM maLyuM che. khAnadAnI parivAra, paisAvALA che mATe nokaronI koI kamI nathI. mArI dikarI ArAmathI ATha vAgyA sudhI uThe che. ane pachI bhagavAnanA darzana karI sIdhI nAsto karavA jAya che. paisAvALA che ane moTo parivAra che. mATe ilAyacIvALI cA, kesara-badAmavALuM dUdha ane be-cAra nAstA to roje bane ja che. pachI e nAhI-dhoIne maMdira jAya che. meM ene keTalA suMdara saMskAra ApyA che ke maMdira gayA vinA ane gurU mahArAjanuM pravacana sAMbhaLyA vinA to ene cena ja nathI paDatuM. mATe traNa-cAra kalAka to maMdiramAM thaI ja jAya che. tyAMthI rasoDAmAM thoDI ghaNI madada karAvIne badhA jamavA bese che. ATalo moTo parivAra badhA haLI-maLIne jamavA bese che. enI sAsu to enI upara eTalI khuza che ke keTalIya vAra to potAnA hAthe ene khavaDAve che. paisAvALA che eTale roja navA-navA miSThAna bane che. pachI bapore kaMI kAma na hovAne

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kAraNe eka-be kalAka sUI jAya che, mArI dikarInA saMskArone viSe to huM zuM kahuM? roja eka sAmAyika no eno niyama che. ane sAsare gayA pachI paNa eNe A niyamane cAlu rAkhyo che. uMghIne ukyA pachI e eka sAmAyika karI le che. sAmAyika karyA pachI mArkeTa jatI rahe che zAkabhAjI kharIdavA. tyAMthI AvIne rasoDAmAM kAma karAvIne pAchA badhA jamavA besI jAya che. rAtribhojana to eNe jiMdagImAM kyAreya karyuM ja nathI. pachI sAMje potAnI sAsunA paga dabAvavA besI jAya che. enI sAsu to enA vakhANa karatAM thAkatI nathI." bola suSamA mAruM dAMta sAMbhaLIne tane zuM mahasusa thayuM? dikarI-bahu baMnenI dainika kriyA eka jevI. paraMtu dikarI hovAthI e je kare te sAruM lAge che ane vahu hovAthI e ja kAma bilakula gamyuM nahIM. suSamA hoM! jayaNA tArI vAta sAcI che. mane khabara hatI ke DaoNlIe je karyuM te khoTuM hatuM. chatAMya meM eno pakSa lIdho. ane bicArI vahu nirdoSa hovA chatAM paNa meM enI sAthe khoTo vyavahAra karyo. meM dikarInI sAthe dilathI ane vahunI sAthe dimAgano prayoga karyo. jayaNA have huM mArI bhUla sudhAravA mAMguM chuM. tuM ja mane mArgadarzana Apa ke mAre have zuM karavuM? jayaNAH suSamA ! Aja sudhI te enI sAthe sAsu jevo vyavahAra karyo. basa ! have tuM enI sAsumA~ banI jA. dekhaje tAro vyavahAra tArI vahune paNa dikarI banAvI deze. tuM ene potAnI dikarIthI paNa vadhAre prema Apa, ene samaya-samaya para piyara mokala, pharavA mokala. e kAma karavA Ave tyAre tuM ema kahevAnuM rAkha, ""dikarI have to tArA haravA-pharavAnA divaso che. kAma to tAre jiMdagIbhara karavAnuM ja che." dikarAnI sAme potAnI vahunI enA kAmanI enI rasoInI prazaMsA kara. hAthakharcInA mATe ene AgaLathI paisA Apa, enA piyaravALA sAthe paNa sArA saMbaMdha rAkha. jo je suSamA tuM ene prema Ape ne e tane prema na Ape. e to banI ja na zake. suSamA ! "je paDAve vahunI AMkhamAMthI AMsu enuM nAma sAsu" A kahevatane potAnA jIvanamAM sArthaka na thavA deje. suSamA jayaNA ! huM tArI kahelI badhI vAtono amala karavAnI pUrI koziza karIza. jayaNA suSamA ! eka mukhya vAta. tuM tArI vahune ATalo prema ApIza to e nizcita che ke e tane gharanI badhI javAbadArIothI mukta karI deze. paraMtu eno e matalaba nathI ke tuM pharIthI kiTI pArTIomAM ane zaoNpiMgamAM lAgI jAya. suSamA ! have aTakI jA. A rIte ezoArAmanI jiMdagInuM pariNAma te sAkSAt joI lIdhuM che. kyAMka evuM na thAya ke DaoNlInI jema bhaviSyamAM tAro dikaro ane vahu paNa tArA hAthamAM na rahe. tuM sukhI banavAnI icchA rAkhe che paraMtu sukhI banavA mATe puNya joIe ane puNya prApti

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mATe dharma karavo Avazyaka che. A aNamola mAnava bhava maLyo che. haju paNa samaya che jIvanane dharmamArge lagAvIne sArthaka kara. nahIMtara kyAMka evuM na thAya ke AvatA bhavamAM tene manuSya zarIra ja na maLe mATe have dharmamaya vAtAvaraNamAM potAnuM jIvana vItAvavAnI sAthe tArI vahune paNa dharmamAM joDa. suSamA sAcuM jayaNA, Aja sudhI te mArA hita mATe je paNa kahyuM meM haMmezA enI avagaNanA ja karI che. paraMtu Aje mane evuM lAge che ke jo meM tArI vAta mAnIne dhArmika jIvana vyatIta karyuM hota ane DaoNlIne paNa saMskAra ApyA hota to mAre kyAreya paNa duHkhI na thavuM paData. AjathI tArI dareka hitazikSAne jIvanamAM utArIne potAnA jIvanane sudhAravAnI koziza karIza. jayaNA ! khabara nathI paDatI ke kayA zabdomAM tAro AbhAra vyakta karuM. jayaNA : suSamA mane tArA AbhAranI koI AvazyaktA nathI. mArA kahyA anusAra jo tuM dharmamAM joDAI jaIza to huM mAnIza ke mAruM kahevuM sArthaka thayuM. (A pramANe hitazikSA laIne suSamA potAnA ghare AvI. Aje enA caherA upara eka alaga ja prasannatA hatI tathA hRdayamAM eka anokho AnaMda hato. A AnaMda hajAro kiTI pArTIo aTeMDa karyA pachI paNa ene kyAreya mahasUsa nathI thayo. gharamAM AvIne suSamA haoNlamAM besIne vicArI rahI hatI ke huM khuzabUthI vAta karavAnI zarUAta kevI rIte karuM? ane ahIM acAnaka miksImAM caTaNI banAvatA samaye khuzabUno hAtha miksInI bleDathI kapAI javAne kAraNe lohI nIkaLavA lAgyuM. dardane kAraNe khuzabU jorathI raDavA lAgI. eka bAju hAtha kapAyAnuM darda ane bIjI bAju hamaNAM moma AvIne cIllAvaze ke joIne kAma nathI karI zakatI, e vAtano Dara khuzabUnA caherA upara sApha dekhAto hato khuzabUnA raDavAno avAja sAMbhaLIne suSamA tarata tyAM AvI) suSamAH are beTA ! tane to keTaluM lAgyuM che, keTaluM lohI nIkaLe che. uTha bahAra Ava. (ATaluM kahIne suSamA hAtha pakaDIne ene haoNlamAM lAvI ane DeTolathI enA hAthano ghA sApha karavA lAgI.) suSamA beTA ! bahuja darda thAya che ne? tuM raDa nahIM. huM hamaNAM ja DaoN.ne phona karuM chuM. (suSamAe DaoN.ne phona karIne bolAvyA ane jyAM sudhI DaoN. AvyA nahIM tyAM sudhI khuzabUnI pAse ja besI rahI. ane tene dhIraja ApatI rahI. eTalAmAM DaoN. AvI gayA ane khuzabUna ghA upara DresiMga karavA lAgyA. karI

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DaoN. juo ghA vadhAre hovAne kAraNe tathA lohI vadhAre vahI javAne kAraNe Amane dasa divasa sudhI pANImAM hAtha na nAkhavA detA, nahIMtara seTIka thavAnI pUrepUrI saMbhAvanA che ane jo sepTIka vadhI gayuM to hAtha paNa kapAvavo paDaze. (ATaluM kahIne DaoN. tyAMthI nikaLI gayA. eTalAmAM khuzabU paNa uThIne kicanamAM javA lAgI tyAre) suSamA khuzabU beTA kyAM jaI rahI che? khuzabU mammIjI e caTanI...? suSamAH are caTaNI to huM sApha karI laIza, tuM jA ArAma kara. (khuzabU tyAMthI jatI rahI. e to vicAratI hatI ke sAsumA~ Aje vahyA kema nahIM ? vaDhavAne badale Aje emanA moMDhAmAMthI AvA mIThA zabdo kevI rIte nIkaLI rahyA che? acAnaka potAnI sAsunA badalAyelA vyavahArathI enA Azcaryano pAra na rahyo. cAra divasa sudhI to suSamAe khuzabUne jarA paNa kAma karavA na dIdhuM. jo khuzabU kicanamAM AvI paNa jatI to ene premathI pAchI ArAma karavA mokalI detI. ahIM sudhI ke sAMjanuM khAvAnuM potAnA mATe alaga banAvIne pachI rAtre jyAre prinsa ghare Avato tyAre khuzabU ane prinsane mATe alagathI je khuzabUne pasaMda hoya tevuM garamAgarama khAvAnuM banAvIne ApatI.) (eka divasa khuzabUno bhAI ketana acAnaka ene maLavA Avyo.) khuzabUH are, bhAI tame ahIM kyAMthI? ketana khuzabU! pahelAM tuM e batAva ke tArI tabiyata kema che, ghA bharAI gayo ke nahIM? khuzabUH tane kevI rIte khabara paDI? ketanaH tArI sAsumA~e ja batAvyuM ane emanA ja kahevAthI huM tane levA Avyo chuM. (ketananI vAta sAMbhaLatAM ja khuzabU vicAramAM paDI gaI. eTalAmAM suSamA tyAM AvI) suSamAH are ketana beTA! tuM kyAre Avyo? Ava besa. (ATaluM kahIne suSamA ketananI mATe pANI laIne AvI. khuzabU to mAtra AMkho phADIne badhuM dekhatI ja rahI gaI.) ketana: AnTIjI ! huM khuzabUne levA mATe Avyo chuM. suSamA H are, haoN beTA ! khuzIthI laI jAva. khuzabUnI tarapha) jAo beTA be-cAra divasa rahIne Avo.

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khuzabU H mammIjI ! zuM Ape bhAIne phona karIne bolAvyA che ? suSamA : hAM beTA, meM vicAryuM ke tuM ahIM rahIza to nAnuM-moTuM koIne koI kAma karatI ja rahIza. resTa maLavo muzkela che. cAra divasa piyara rahIza to ArAma maLaze ane jaldI ThIka thaI jaIza. have vadhAre na vicAra. jA tArI pekiMga kara. huM ketanane cA ApIne tane helpa karAvavA AvuM chuM. suSamA H ketana ! tuM cA-nAsto kara. huM hamaNAM AvuM chuM. (suSamA khuzabUnI pAse gaI.) suSamA H khuzabU A le tArA piyara mATe keTalIka cokleTsa ane A 5 hajAra rUpiyA tArI pAse rAkha. khuzabU H paNa mammIjI A paisAnI zuM jarUra che ? suSamA H beTA tArI pAse rAkha, kyAMka bahAra javAnuM thAya ane kaMI pasaMda Ave to kharIdI leje. A pramANe suSamAe khuzabUne piyara mokalIne dhIme-dhIme khuzabUnA manamAM potAnA mATe sAva jagAvavAnI koziza karavA lAgI. e samaya-samaya para khuzabUnI tabiyata pUchavA mATe ene phona karatI. prinsane paNa roja khuzabUne maLavA mATe mokalatI. A pramANe cAra divasa pachI saMpUrNa svastha thaIne khuzabU pAchI sAsare AvI ane AvatAM ja - prinsa H khuzabU tArI mATe eka bahu ja moTI khuzakhabarI che. khuzabU : zuM prinsa ? prinsa H A jo. (ATaluM kahIne prinse khuzabUnA hAthamAM kaMIka ApyuM.) khuzabU : Wow ! ApaNA baMne mATe maleziyA javA mATe TikiTsa e paNa pUrA 10 divasa mATe (thoDA samaya pachI) paNa zuM prinsa tame maoNmane pUchyuM ? . prinsa : are khuzabU, huM to hanImUnanI vAta ja bhUlI gayo hato. A to mA~me ja mane yAda devaDAvyuM ane maleziyA javAno AiDiyA Apyo. (A sAMbhaLIne khuzabUnA Azcaryano pAra na rahyo. prinsa ane khuzabU baMne pharavA gayA. have dhIme-dhIme khuzabUnA manamAM paNa potAnI sAsumA~ mATe prema jAgavA lAgyo. hanImUnathI ghare AvyA bAda khuzabU paNa ekadama badalAI gaI. e have suSamAne koI kAma karavA nahotI detI ane have baMne vacce saMbaMdha sArA thaI gayA. eTalAmAM eka ghaTanA banI. enA pachI to suSamA ane khuzabUnA vacce mA-dikarI jevo saMbaMdha thaI gayo. eka divasa -) 42

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prinsaH khuzabU, zuM thayuM? zuM zodhI rahI che? ATalI TenzanamAM kema dekhAya che? khuzabU prinsa ApaNA lagnamAM mammIjIe mane sAta hajAranI nathaNI ApI hatI. e malatI nathI. savArathI zodhI rahI chuM. mammIjI pUchaze to zuM javAba ApIza. (prinsa paNa enI sAthe zodhavA lAgyo. ane eTalAmAM suSamA tyAM AvI.) suSamAH are tame baMne maLIne zuM zodho cho? khuzabU : mammIjI...e...e.... prinsaH maoNma tame lagnamAM je sAta hajAranI hIrAnI nathaNI ApI hatI te maLatI nathI, lAge che ke e khovAI gaI. suSamA prinsa gADI nIkALa. (ema kahIne suSamA prinsa ane khuzabUne laIne javelarsa zaoNpamAM gaI ane khuzabUne 16 hajAranI hIrAnI nathaNI apAvI. ghare AvatAnI sAthe ja khuzabUe potAnI mAM ne phona karyo.) khuzabU helo mA~, mane tamArAthI paNa savAI mA~ maLI gaI che. have tame mArI ciMtA karatA nahI. A pramANe suSamAnA badalAyelA vyavahArathI khuzabUno paNa vyavahAra badalAI gayo. potAnI paristhitine sAkSAt badalatI joIne have suSamA samaya-samaya para jayaNAne maLatI ane enAthI upAya letI. have khuzabUne paNa avAra-navAra jayaNAne tyAM laI jatI. eka bIjAne ghare AvI rIte AvavA javAthI jayaNA ane suSamAnI sAthe-sAthe divyA ane khuzabU paNa sArI sahelI banI gaI. jayaNA ane divyA samaya-samaya para suSamA ane khuzabUne dharmamAM joDavA lAgyA. A pramANe baMne parivAronA saMbaMdho sArA thaI gayA. have suSamAnA gharamAM nitya jinapUjA, AThama-caudasa rAtribhojana tyAga, kaMdamULa tyAga, sAmAyika vagere niyamonuM pAlana zarU thaI gayuM. DaoNlInA gayA pachI eka lAMbA samaya sudhI duHkhanA vAtAvaraNamAM rahyA pachI suSamAnA jIvanamAM pharIthI khuzIo AvI gaI. sAce have suSamA DaoNlIne pUrI rIte bhUlI gaI hatI. ane A khuziomAM tyAre vadhAro thayo jayAre khuzabUe garbha dhAraNa karyo. have suSamA khuzabUnA garbhanA viSe jarA paNa lAparavAhI nathI rAkhatI. e jayaNAne pUchIne enA anusAra khuzabUne garbhanuM pAlana karAvatI. tathA khuzabU paNa potAnA bALakanA ujjavaLa bhaviSya mATe potAnI sAsumaunI dareka AjJAnuM khuzIthI pAlana karatI. pahelI vAra garbha dhAraNa karavAne kAraNe navamA mahine khuzabUnA piyaravALA ene laIne gayA. have to suSamAM haMmezA phonanI rAha jotI hatI ke kyAre phona Ave ane dAdI banyAnI khuzakhabarI maLe.

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A bAju jiMdagInA sukharUpI paDAvane joyA pachI have DaoNlInA du:khI jIvananI zarUAta thaI gaI hatI. samIranI sAthe maLIne eNe je sapanA sajAvyA hatA zarUAtanA divasomAM samIre e sapanA sAkAra karI batAvyA. paraMtu Akhare saccAI chupAtI nathI. dhIme-dhIme samIranI badhI saccAI DaoNlInI najaromAM AvavA lAgI. ane enI sAthe ja enA sapanAno mahela gabaDavA lAgyo. have zuM thAya che DaoNlInI sAthe zuM e potAnA mahelane saMbhALI zakaze ke pachI koI havAnuM jhokuM Avaze je enA mahelane tahasa-nahasa karI deze ? potAnA mahelane AdhAra ApavA mATe DaoNlIe potAnI mA~ pAse sahAyatAnI apekSAthI ene phona karavA mATe risivara uThAvyuM ane A bAju khuzakhabarI jANavA mATe utsuka banelI suSamAnA ghare paNa phonanI ghaMTaDI vAgI gaI. paNa zuM A phona khuzabUnA piyarathI ja che ke bIje kyAMkathI ? kyAMka A phona DaoNlIno to nathI ne ? zuM A phona suSamAnA caherA upara khuzI lAve che ke AMkhomAM AMsu ? zuM A phona suSamAnA bhUtakALanA duHkhone pharIthI tAjA karI de che ke enA bhaviSyane khuzIothI bharI de che ? zuM A phonathI suSamAnA sapanAno mahela tUTI jAya che ke pachI DaoNlIno. Avo joIe jainijamanA AgalA khaMDa 'tUTyo sapanAno mahela'mAM. saMskArono pAyo jainijamanA pAchalA khaMDamAM Ape joyuM ke jayaNA dvArA virAsatamAM maLelI saMskAronI dharohara mokSAnI jiMdagImAM keTalI madadagAra sAbita thaI. eja saMskAronA AdhAra upara mokSAe potAnI sAsumA~nuM dila jItIne pUrA parivAramAM prasannatAnI sAthe-sAthe dharmamaya vAtAvaraNa ubhuM karI dIdhuM. A bAju mokSAnA piyaramAM enI mA~ jayaNAe potAnA prema ane vAtsalyanA baLa upara divyAne vahumAMthI dikarI banAvI dIdhI. jayaNAnA haMsatA ramatAM parivAramAM khuzIomAM vadhAro thayo jyAre parivArajanone khabara paDI ke divyA mA~ banavAnI che. sAsare AvyA pachI dharmamaya vAtAvaraNamAM joDAvavAnA kAraNe divyA e jANatI hatI ke garbhastha zizune pUrNa rUpamAM saMskArita karavA mATe garbhAvasthAmAM ja saMskAra ApavA joIe. have garbha dhAraNa karyA pachI divyAnA manamAM e jijJAsA thaI ke jo bALaka sAme hoya to ApaNe ene saMskAra ApI zakIe chIe. paraMtu garbhastha zizune saMskAra kevI rIte ApavA ? sAthe ja potAnI naNaMda mokSAnA jIvanane joIne divyAnA manamAM paNa eja icchA hatI ke enI saMtAna paNa mokSAnI jema 44

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susaMskArita banIne sva-para kalyANa kare. potAnI A ja zaMkAo ane jijJAsAonuM samAdhAna prApta karavA mATe eka divasa - divyAH mammIjI ! jo ApanI pAse samaya hoya to mAre tamane thoDIka vAto karavI che. jayaNAH are beTA ! emAM samayanI zuM vAta che? besa ane bola zuM vAta che? divyAH mammIjI! mokSA dIdInA jIvanane joIne evo vicAra Ave che ke Ape emane kevA saMskAra ApyA haze ke Aje sAsarIyAmAM e badhAnI priya che. mammI mArI paNa e icchA che ke bhaviSyamAM mArI saMtAna paNa evI bane. mATe mArA manamAM e jijJAsA che ke garbhastha zizune saMskAra kevI rIte ApavA? jayaNAH beTA ! tArI A jijJAsA bahu ja sArI che. AjakAla to janmanA pachI paNa mAtA-pitAne saMskAra ApavAno vicAra nathI Avato ane tuM to garbhamAM rahelA bALakane saMskAra ApavAnI vAta karI rahI che. te ekadama ja sArA samaye prazna karyo che, kemake garbharUpamAM rahelA jIva para nava mAsa daramyAna mAtAnI nAnAmAM nAnI halacalano uMDo prabhAva paDe che. AnA AdhAre koI bhagavAna bane che to koI zaitAna koI sthUlibhadra ke mayaNA suMdarI bane che. to koI zAharUkha ke ezvaryA. eTale ke A vAta mAtA para ja nirbhara che ke bhaviSyamAM emano putra zuM bane? divyAH mammIjI ! jo A vAta che to mArI paNa icchA che ke mArA garbhamAM raheluM bALaka saMskAritA bane. enA mATe mAre zuM karavuM paDaze? mAre kaI-kaI vAto upara dhyAna ApavAnuM raheze? e badhuM Apa mane batAvo.' jayaNA garbhamAM vadhI rahelA bALakane saMskArita banAvavA mATe mAtAno AcAra, vicAra, vyavahAra vagere badhu sAruM hovuM joIe. kemake A badhI vAtonI asara mAtAnA garbhamAM rahelA jIva upara avyakta rUpe paDe che. mATe kahe che ke mAtA banavAvALI dareka strIne, jene enI saMtAna bahu ja priya hoya ene garbhAvasthAnA nava mahinAmAM keTalIka dhArmika temaja prAkRtika vAtonuM dhyAna rAkhavuM joIe. divyAH mammIjI ! e dhArmika vAto kaI-kaI che? jayaNAH beTA ! nava mahinA dharmamaya vAtAvaraNamAM vyatIta karavA mATe tAre nIcenA niyamonuM pAlana karavAnI koziza karavI paDaze. jemake - 1. tuM savAlAkha athavA jeTalo thaI zake teTalo namaskAra mahAmaMtrano jApa kara. 2. nitya paramAtmAnI aSTaprakArI pUjA karavI. temaja trikAla bhakti karavI. 3. samaya maLe tyAre dhArmika svAdhyAya karavo ke mahApuruSonA caritra vAMcavA. jethI tamAruM bALaka mahApuruSonI jema saMskArita bane.

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4. sAthe sAthe garIbone dAna ApavuM, atithiono satkAra karavo. 5. tuM gurujanono tathA moTAonuM pUjana-bahumAna vagere kArya karatI rahe. 6. Ama to tuM rAtribhojana vagere nathI karatI chatAM paNa A navamAsamAM to badhI sagarbhA strIoe rAtribhojana temaja kaMdamULano sarvathA tyAga karavo joIe. 7. tuM tArA svabhAvane gaMbhIra, prasannacitta, udAra, sahiSNu, pramoda vagere guNothI otaprota banAva. A badhAnI pAchaLa tArA manamAM e dRDha saMkalpa hovo joIe ke A badhA sukRtonA prabhAvathI mAruM saMtAna paramAtmA temaja gurujanono bhakta bane, jIvamAtrano mitra bane, enuM jIvana pavitra (akalaMkita) rahe. thavAvALuM saMtAna bAlikA hoya to e lajjAguNathI suzobhita bane ane jo e bALaka hoya to sarva lakSaNothI yukta vIra puruSa bane. AvA saMkalpapUrvaka karavAmAM AvelI kriyAonI eTalI tIvra ane uMDI asara bALakanI AtmA upara paDe che ke e bALaka prAyaH mahAna ja pedA thAya che. e guNono bhaMDAra bane che. enAmAM avaguNa zodhavA chatAM paNa nathI maLatA. divyA H mammIjI ! jema Ape batAvyuM che tema dharmamaya vAtAvaraNamAM huM mArA navamAsa pUrA karavAnI koziza karIza. paraMtu enA sivAya kaMI prAkRtika vAtonuM mAre dhyAna rAkhavAnuM raheze ? zuM bahAranI prakRtinI asara garbhamAM posAI rahelA bALaka upara paDe che ? jayaNA : hA~ beTA ! bahAranI prakRtinI asara paNa garbhamAM poSAI rahelA bALaka upara paDe che. prAkRtika vAtone dhyAnamAM rAkhIne prAcIna kALamAM sagarbhA strIne 1. vibhinna puSpothI bharelA bagIcAmAM besADavAmAM Ave che, jethI enuM mana prasanna rahe. temaja niraMtara hariyALIne dekhatAM rahevAthI enA saMtAnanI AMkho tejasvI bane. 2. ene dhruvatArAnA darzana karAvavAmAM AvatA hatA ke jethI enA svairyanA darzanathI bALaka dhairyavAna bane. 3. samudranI gaMbhIratAne nihAravAvALI strInuM bALaka samudranI jema gaMbhIra bane che. 4. pUnamanA cAMdane nihAravAvALI mAtAnuM bALaka svabhAvathI saumya bane che. 5. siMhanI garjanA sAMbhaLavAvALI mAtAnuM bALaka siMha jevo parAkramI ane zUravIra bane che. A pramANe bahAranI prakRtinI asara garbhamAM poSAI rahelA bALaka upara paDe che. enA sivAya eka bIjI vAtanuM tuM vizeSa dhyAna rAkhaje. divyA : zuM mammIjI ? 46

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jayaNA A navamAsa daramyAna tuM bhUlathI paNa abrahmanuM sevana na karatI. divyAH mammIjI bIjI vAto to barAbara che paNa abrahmathI garbhastha zizune zuM levAdevA? jayaNAH beTA ! A bahu ja mahattvapUrNa vAta che. paNa AjakAlanI morDana strIo upara maoNDarniTinuM evuM bhUta savAra thaI gayuM che ke te A vAtane eTalI gaMbhIratApUrvaka nathI vicAratI. paraMtu divyA ! garbhastha strI jyAre-jayAre paNa patinI sAthe abrahmanuM sevana kare che, tyAre tyAre garbhamAM rahelA bALakane hathoDInA mAra jeTalI pIDA sahana karavI paDe che. eTalA mATe to prAcInakALathI prathama prasUtinA samaye piyara mokalavAnI prathA Aje paNa cAlI Ave che. jethI sahajatAthI brahmacaryanuM pAlana thaI jAya che. jyAre ghaNA divaso pachI pati potAnI patnIne maLavA piyaramAM Ave tyAre patine joIne patnIne je AnaMda ane tAjagIno ahesAsa thAya che, te sIdho garbhastha zizumAM sthAnAMtarita thaI jAya che. kyAreka mAnI lo ke sagarbhA strI sAsare ja rahIne potAnA mAtRtvathI garbhamAM poSAI rahelA saMtAnanA poSaNa mATe potAnI pUrI zakti lagAvI rahI hoya, tyAre enA patie paNa abrahmanuM sevana karIne potAnI patnInI zakti nAza karavAnuM akArya kadApi na karavuM joIe. sAthe ja emaNe dehasaMbaMdha karatA samaye paNa pUrNa sAvadhAnI rAkhavI joIe. nahIMtara enI asara garbhastha zizu upara paDe che. divyAH mammIjI! meM kyAreya sapanAmAM paNa vicAryuM na hatuM ke AvuM akArya karavAthI mArA bALakane ATalI pIDA thaze. sAcce jUnI prathAonuM keTaluM badhuM mahattva hoya che. tame mane sahI samaya upara yogya hitazikSA ApI. huM ane mohita A vAtanuM pUrNapaNe pAlana karIzuM. (jayaNAe keTaluM vAtsalya ApyuM haze divyAne ke jIvananA A mahattvanA vaLAMkamAM divyAne koI DaoNkTaranI pAse na jatA potAnI sAsumonI pAsethI ukela levo vadhAre lAbhadAyI lAgyuM. sAthe ja divyAe paNa potAnI sAsumA~ sAthe keTalo samarpaNabharyo vyavahAra karyo haze ke aMgata jiMdagIthI joDAyelA AvA savAlono javAba ApatA paNa jayaNAne hicakicAhaTa mahasUsa na thaI.) divyA paraMtu mammIjI! Ape dehasaMbaMdha karatAM samaye je sAvadhAnInI vAta kahI che. tamArI A vAta upara mane to vizvAsa thaI gayo che, paraMtu loko A vAtane mAne e bahu ja muzkela che. mATe koI pramANa hoya to batAvo? divyA divyA! patinI sAthe dehasaMbaMdhanA kSaNomAM karelI bhUlanI keTalI uMDI asara garbhamAM poSAI rahelA bALaka upara paDe che. e prAcIna temaja vartamAnanI ghaNI ghaTanAo dvArA ApaNe joI zakIe chIe. jethI nakkI thAya che ke sagarbhA strInI nAnI bhUlano paNa garbha upara kharAba prabhAva paDe che.

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1. 5 ane guNonI aMbAra draupadI svabhAvathI krodhI kema hatI? e krodhanA bhayAnaka AvezamAM AvIne Aga jevI kema banI jatI hatI? potAnA pati yudhiSThirane vAre-vAre apazabda kema saMbhaLAvatI hatI? AnuM ekamAtra kAraNa enA pitA drupada hatA. kemake emaNe potAnA zarIranI krodhAgninI vALAne ThaMDI karyA vagara ja emanI patnInI sAthe dehasaMbaMdha karI lIdho ane eja samaye emanI patnI sagarbhA banI. pachI emaNe draupadIne janma Apyo. vIryamAM vyApta pitAno krodha emanI lADalI draupadInA roma-romamAM vyApta thaI gayo. 2. rAjA karNadeve rANI mInaladevInI sAthe dehasaMbaMdhanA kSaNomAM parastrInI sAthe kAmavAsanAnI kalpanA karI. rANIne garbha rahyo, emaNe putrane janma Apyo. e ja putra AgaLa jaIne mahAparAkramI siddharAja jayasiMha banyo. emanA parAkramanI gAthAo itihAsamAM suvarNAkSare lakhavAmAM AvI. paraMtu e rANakadevI upara kAmuka hato. pitAnI eka bhUlanA kAraNe emanA suvarNAkSare lakhelA itihAsa upara pANI pharI gayuM. have tuM ja batAva divyA AmAM doSa kono? putrano ke pitAno? 3. rakta temaja vIryanI sAthe ja mA~-bApanA saMskAra bALakomAM utare che. A vAta upara auraMgajebane pUro vizvAsa hato. enA AdhAre eka divasa rAjasabhAmAM eka ATha varSanI chokarInA pitA hovAno be vyaktioe dAvo karyo. emAMthI eka lekhaka ane bIjo sainika hato. pheMsalo karavA. mATe bAdazAhe pahelA e chokarIne talavAra uThAvavAnuM kahyuM. e koziza karatI ja rahI paraMtu uThAvI na zakI. ane jyAre ene boTalamAMthI kalamamAM zAhI bharavAnuM kahevAmAM AvyuM. tyAre eNe e kAma sahajatAthI kuzaLatA pUrvaka karI batAvyuM. A joIne auraMgajebe A chokarI lekhakanI ja che, evo pheMsalo saMbhaLAvyo. 4. vartamAnakALamAM yuropamAM ghaTelI eka ghaTanAnA anusAre deha saMbaMdhanI kSaNomAM divAla upara TAMgelI kALI halthI vyaktinuM citra dekhatI, gorI yuropiyana strInI saMtAna paNa kALI habbI jevI ja pedA thaI. bALakanA janma upara pati-patnI baMnene bahu ja Azcarya thayuM kema ke te baMne yuropiyana temaja gorI cAmaDIvALA hatA. patie patnI upara saMdeha karyo ane enI upara durAcAriNI hovAno Aropa lagAvyo. mAmalo korTa sudhI pahoMcyo. jaje baMne pakSonI vAtone dhyAnathI sAMbhaLI. e baMnenA zayanakakSanI paNa tapAsa karI. baMnenI sAthe vistArathI vAtacIta karI. vAtacIta karatI vakhate patnIe kahyuM ke roja rAtre sUtA pahelA e divAla upara TAMgelI kALA hannInI tasvIra ja enI AMkhonI sAme rahetI hatI ane sahevAsanA samaye paNa enI najara e tasvIra upara ja hatI. AnAthI jaja samajI gayA ke bALaka hakzI jevo kALo kema pedA thayo tathA strI nirdoSa sAbita thaI gaI. kahevAnuM tAtparya e che ke mAtA je vicAre che, jue che, enI asara garbha upara paDyA vagara rahetI nathI.

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divyAH mammIjI! ApanA A dRSTAMtothI mArI ja nahI paraMtu badhA lokonA manamAM rahelI zaMkAonuM samAdhAna thaI jaze. jayaNAH beTA ! A to thaI dehasaMbaMdhI vAto paNa enA sivAya paNa garbhakALamAM mAtA je paNa kArya kare che enI bALaka upara uMDI asara paDe che. 1. eka mahilA sagarbhA banI. enA gharanI sAme ja eka kasAInI dukAna hatI. e kasAI pratidina je samaye bakarAone kApato e samaye ja e mahilA ene jotI hatI. samaya pUro thatAM eNe eka bALakane janma Apyo. ATha varSanI uMmaramAM eNe potAnA skUlamAM bhaNavAvALA bALakonI sAthe jhaghaDAmAM pAMca bALakone charI bhoMkIne mArI nAkhyA. jajanI sAme ene AropI banAvIne hAjara karavAmAM Avyo. jajane bahu ja Azcarya thayuM. emaNe e bALakanA viSe sarvAgINa tapAsa zarU karI. tyAre khabara paDI ke mAtAnA garbhakALamAM mAtA dvArA jovAmAM AvelA pazuonA katalanA saMskAra garbhamAM poSAI rahelA bALaka upara paDyA ane pariNAme A krUra ghaTanA ghaTI. 2. videzamAM eka kisso banyo. sagarbhA putravadhUnI pAse enA sasarAe pAchalA varSono gharanA kharcAono hisAba mAMgyo. vahue evo koI vyavasthita hisAba-kitAba rAkhyo nahato. e asamaMjasamAM paDI gaI. eNe potAnA garbhAvasthAnA e nava mahinAne hisAba-kitAbamAM lagAvI dIdhA. pariNAmasvarUpa eNe je bALakane janma Apyo te e dezano sarvotkRSTa gaNitazAstrI banyo. divyAH mammIjI! ApanI vAtathI e to sApha sAbita thAya che ke bALakonA jIvanane bagADavAno ke saMskArita karavAno pUro zreya mAtA-pitAne jAya che. garbhakALa daramyAna mAtA jo potAnA svabhAvane sAro rAkhe tathA pitA paNa emAM potAno sahayoga Ape to bhaviSyamAM bALaka mahAna ja banaze emAM koI zaMkA nathI. jayaNA te bilakula ThIka kahyuM beTA ! ane potAnA svabhAvane sAro rAkhavA mATe to te sAMbhaLyuM ja haze "jevuM khAo anna tevuM thAya mana" mATe garbhavatIe potAnA bhojana upara sadaiva dhyAna rAkhavuM joIe. 1. vAta-vAyukAraka caNA, semInA bIja, coLA, maTha, TamATara vagere tathA ThaMDA padArtha khAvAthI prAyaH bALako kubaDA, bArmana, ThIMgaNA pedA thAya che. 2. pittakAraka tIkhA-khArA khATTA padArthonA sevanathI bALakonA netra, zarIrAdi pILA paDavAnI saMbhAvanA rahe che. 3. kaphakAraka dahIM, goLa, AIskrIma vagere padArthonA sevanathI prAyaH bALako cittakabarA ane pAMDurogavALA pedA thAya che. bhaviSyamAM emane sapheda koDha thavAnI saMbhAvanA rahe che. 4. garbhavatI strI jo vadhAre mIThAvALA khArA padArtho khAya ane AMkhomAM vizeSa kAjala lagAve to

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prAyaH enA bALako AMdhaLA, netrarogI thAya che. sAthe vadhAre ThaMDo AhAra kare to vAyuno prakopa thAya che. 5. garbhavatI strI ati garama padArthonuM sevana kare to prAyaH bALako nirbaLa pedA thAya che. divyA tyAre ja mammIjI! Apa mane khAvAnI dareka vAta upara kaMIne kaMI hidAyata ApatA raho cho. khAvA-pIvAnI A vAtonI pAchaLa ATaluM moTuM rahasya haze. e to mane Aje khabara paDI. jayaNA divyA ! A khAvA-pIvAnI vAto sivAya garbhavatIe nIcenI vAtonuM avazya dhyAna rAkhavuM joIe. 1. garbhavatI strI ghaNuM rudana na kare. rovAthI prAyaH bALakonI AMkho capaTI, vadhAre philmI gIto gAvAthI prAyaH bALako baherA, (badhira) adhika bolavAthI prAyaH bALako vAcAla ghaNI gALonI bauchAra karavAthI prAyaH bALaka durAcArI pedA thAya che. 2. garbhavatI strIonA adhika hasavAthI prAya: bALakonA hoTha temaja dAMta kALA thaI jAya che. garbhavatI strI cAMdanI (khullAsthAna)mAM suvAthI prAyaH bALako bADA (rAvaNakheDA) pedA thAya che. 3. gharavALAoe paNa garbhavatI strIone sadA prasanna rAkhavAno prayatna karavo joIe. ene vAta vAtamAM apamAnita karIne ciDAvavuM, athavA ene bhayAnaka, ciMtAjanaka zoka samAcAra nahI saMbhaLAvavA joIe. 4. garbhavatI strIe Avazyaka parizrama temaja vizrAma paNa avazya karavo joIe. pa. garbhavatInuM jo svAthya ThIka na hoya to ene DaoNkTaranI saMmati vagara koI davA na ApavI joIe. 6. garbhavatI strIe pratidina AmaLAnuM sevana karavuM joIe. emAM pravAla, vaMzalocana ane galosatva vagere meLavIne khAvAthI bhAvi saMtAnanI mastiSka zakti bahu teja thAya che. 7. garbhavatIe sUrya ke caMdra grahaNanA samaye gharethI bahAra na nIkaLavuM joIe. sAthe ja grahaNanA samaye soya, kAtara, cAku jevA zastrono upayoga na karavo joIe. vALa oLAvavA nahI ane jhADuM paNa nahI kADhavuM joIe. kemake enAthI garbha upara bahu kharAba asara thAya che. 8. vizeSa - garbhavatI strIoe potAnI icchAone atRpta na rAkhavI joIe. parivArajanoe paNa garbhiNInA manobhAvone pratyakSa athavA parokSarUpathI samajIne ene pUrNa karavAno prayatna karavo joIe. A icchAnuM bIjuM nAma che dohada. icchA apUrNa rahI javAthI saMtAna durbala hRdayI ane lAlacu pedA thAya che.

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divyAH mammIjI ! Apano AbhAra huM kayA zabdomAM vyakta karuM? mArA tathA mArA bALako mATe je hitakara ane kalyANakArI mArga Ape batAvyo che enI mATe huM haMmezA ApanI RNI rahIza. jayaNA beTA ! tuM keTalAka mahinA pachI piyara cAlI jaIza. mATe A badhu tane Aje ja batAvuM chuM ke bALakano janma thatAM ja enA kAnomAM namaskAra mahAmaMtra saMbhaLAvavAno bhUlatI nahI. divyA: zuM mammIjI navakAra? AzAtanA nahI thAya? jayaNA nahI divyA, ekavAra navakAramaMtra bolyA pachI tuM jo bIjIvAra pharIthI bole to e AzAtanA thAya. bALakanuM kalyANa icchatI mAtA ja vAstavika hoya che bIjI to svArthasAdhaka che. svArthathI prerita AvI mAtAo bALakanA caritra nirmANamAM ane muktimAM bAdhaka bane che. divyAH mammIjI ! huM eka mAM thaIne mArA bALakanA kalyANamAM bAdhaka banavA nathI mAMgatI. mATe ApanI batAvelI dareka hitazikSAno huM svIkAra karuM chuM. mammIjI, Apa mane evA AzIrvAda Apo ke huM, mAruM ane mArA bALakanuM bhaviSya suMdara banAvI zakuM. (jayaNA pAsethI AzIrvAda laIne divyA potAnI rUmamAM cAlI gaI.) (potAnI sAsumo pAsethI maLelI hitazikSA anusAra garbhanA vyavasthita paripAlana mATe | divyA have mejIna, novela vagere nathI vAMcatI, nathI ja TI.vI. dekhatI, nathI rAgavardhaka gItagAnanuM zravaNa karatI ane nathI AvezamAM AvatI. nathI patino saMga karatI ane nathI kaphakAraka - pittakAraka AhAra letI. nathI vadhAre bolatI ane nathI ja koInI niMdA karatI eTale ke divyAe badhA ja azubha kAryono tyAga karI dIdho hato. enI sAthe e nitya deva-gurune vaMdana temaja pUjana karatI, mahApuruSonA sAhityanuM vAMcana karatI, pAMca prakAranA yathA avasara dAna ApatI, vyAkhyAna zravaNa karatI, 16 prakAranI bhAvanAonuM manana karatI, sArA-sArA manoratho karatI jema ke huM cAritra laIza, dAna ApIza, maMdira banAvIza, charI pAlita saMgha kADhIza, upadhAna karAvIza. jayaNA ane mohite paNa divyAnA garbhapAlanamAM pUrNapaNe sahayoga Apyo. divyAnI dareka icchAne mohita pUrNa karato. sAthe ja parivAranA badhA sadasya divyAne haMmezA prasanna rAkhatA. sAtamAM mahine divyAnA piyaravALA ene levA AvyA. zubhamuhUrtamAM AzIrvAda ApIne jayaNAe ene piyara mokalI. dekhatAM dekhatAM ja nava mAsa paNa pUrA thaI gayA ane divyAe eka dikarIne janma Apyo. janma thatAM ja divyAe potAnI dikarIne navakAramaMtranuM zravaNa karAvyuM. divyA jANatI hatI ke navajAta zizunA janmanA cAra kalAkanI aMdara ene chAtIthI lagAvIne apAra prema ApavAmAM Ave to e bALakanA Arogya saMbaMdhI ciMtA karavAnI koI jarUra nathI paDatI. mATe eNe potAnI dikarIne chAtIthI lagAvIne

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ene bharapUra prema Apyo. putrInA janmanI khabara divyAnA sAsare ApI. tarata jayaNA potAnA pati ane putranI sAthe divyAne maLavA hospiTalamAM pahoMcI gayA. jayaNAe divyAne mAtAnA dUdhanI mahattA, samajAvatAM kahyuM jayaNAH "mAtAnA aDadhA liTara jeTalI dUdhanI tAkAta DerInA so liTara dUdhamAM paNa nathI hotI. stanapAna karAvavAvALI mAtA jo e samaye prasanna hoya to bALakanA tana ane manano vikAsa sAro thAya che. ane stanapAna karAvatA samaye mAM jo bhayaMkara krodhamAM hoya to e dUdha paNa jhera banI jAya che." mA~ nA dUdhanuM keTaluM mahattva che sAMbhaLa - mitra dezanI rANIe yuddhamAM rAjakumAranI pAse senAnI madada mAMgI. rAjakumAra rAjamAtAne A viSayamAM pUchavA Avyo. rAjamAtAe kahyuM "tuM mane pUchavA ja kema Avyo? tAre to tarata emanI madada mATe doDavuM joItuM hatuM. Avo vicAra karavAvALI rAjamAtAe udAsIbharelA svaramAM kahyuM ke "jyAre tuM nAno hato tyAre ekavAra tane huM dAsIne soMpIne huM hojamAM snAna karavA gaI. ekAeka tuM raDavA lAgyo, to dAsIe tane bhUkha lAgI che, ema samajIne potAnuM stanapAna karAvyuM. acAnaka mArI najara enI tarapha gaI. huM hojamAMthI bahAra AvI. meM tane ulTo karI tArA moDhAmAM AMgaLI nAMkhI. ane dUdhanI ulTI karAvI. paraMtu have tArI A kAyara kriyA joIne mane evuM lAge che ke kama se kama ATha-dasa TIpAM dAsInuM dUdha tArA peTamAM rahI ja gayuM haze. nahIMtara tuM AvuM kyAreya na karata." AryadezanI sannArI mAtA potAnI saMtAnane kyAreya paNa stanapAna sivAya bIjuM dUdha ApatI nahatI ane dAsI vagerenuM dUdha paNa pIvA detI na hatI. kemake AvuM karavAthI bALaka zarIrathI durbala ane manathI kaMgAla banI zake che. eTalA mATe vartamAnamAM pAzcAtya saMskRtinI AMdhaLI doDamAM doDI rahelI sarve mAtAo! potAnA dUdhanI kiMmata jANIne potAnA saMtAnane stanapAna karAvavAthI vaMcita na rAkhavI. potAnA sAsumA~ pAsethI maLelI zIkhanA anusAre divyA prasanna manathI potAnI dikarIne samaye-samaye stanapAna karAvatI. paraMtu boTalanuM dUdha kyAreya nahI pIvaDAvyuM. mokSAe potAnI bhatrIjInuM nAma "kSamA" ApyuM. moTI thatI kSamAne saMskArI banAvavA mATe divyA vizeSa sAvadhAna rahevA lAgI. potAnI putrIne saMskArI banAvavA mATe jemaNe potAnA putrane saMskAra ApavAmAM koI kamI rAkhI nahatI. evI ghaNI mahAna saMskAradAtrI mAtAone ene potAnI Adarza banAvI hatI. - atimuktaka (aImuttAmuni)nI mAtA. jemaNe cha varSanI uMmaramAM potAnA dikarAne dIkSA apAvI. jethI nava varSanI uMmaramAM dikarAne kevaLajJAna thayuM.

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devakI-jeNe potAnA gajasukumAla jevA putranI pAsethI vacana lIdhuM ke ene (davakIne) saMsAranI aMtima maoN banAvaje (eTale ke A bhavamAM ja mokSa prApta karaje.) - AryarakSitanI mAtAe bahu cAlAkIthI potAnA dikarAone sAdhu banAvyA. pachI aMtamAM potAnA patinI sAthe pote paNa dIkSA lIdhI. madAlasA, anusUyA, evI keTalIya mAtAo che. (o. sarva mAtA-pitAo jayaNA temaja divyAnI jema ja jo ApanI sarva priya vastu A jagatamAM tamArI saMtAna che, to enI AtmAmAM rahelA susaMskAronA tame hatyArA na banatA. garbhathI laIne jayAM sudhI enAmAM sAcI samaja na Ave, potAnA paga upara ubhA na thAya tyAM sudhI tame pUrI sAvadhAnI rAkhajo . jyAM sudhI e nAdAna che, enAmAM DahApaNanI dADha nathI AvI, tyAM sudhI emane tame tamArA AdhInatAmAM rAkhajo . te tamArA Azrita che. emaNe potAnuM mastaka tamArA adhikAranI sImAmAM surakSita rAkhavA mATe tamane soMpyuM che. zuM Apa emanA jIvana nirmANanA saMbaMdhanamAM upekSA karazo? zuM tame amaryAdita jIvanamAM emane kyAMka paTakI dezo? zuM tame emane ati lADapyAra karIne emanA jIvanane unnata thavAthI rokazo? tamArA khoLAmAM rahelA emanA mastaka upara zuM tame korneTanI ghAtaka chUrIthI vAra karazo? jo tamAro javAba hA mA che to sAMbhaLI lo ke Apa saMskAronA hatyArA kahevAzo. tamArI tulanAmAM e pazunI hatyA karavAvALA kasAInI koI gaNatarI nathI, kemake pazu hatyA karavAvALA vyaktithI paNa mahApuNyathI sAdhanA karavA mATe tamArA gharamAM janma levAvALAM saMtAnonA susaMskAranI hatyA ati bhISaNa ane bhayAnaka gaNavAmAM Avaze. zikSA AdamIne DaoNkTara, vakIla ke minisTara vagere banAvI zake che. jayAre saMskAra vyaktine insAna banAve che. tamArI saMtAna svAmI vivekAnaMda, zivAjI, bhagatasiMha, dharmAtmA kumArapALa, vastupALa, mayaNA, sulasA, mIrAbAI ke anupamA bane, hemacaMdrAcArya ke hIrasUrijI bane, evI tamArI koI mahattvakAMkSA che to Aje ja tamArA bALakomAM saMskAronuM bIjAropaNa karavAnuM zarU karI do. samaya pUrNa thatAM ja jayaNA e divyAne pAchI sAsare bolAvI lIdhI. divyA paNa jayaNAnI salAha laIne potAnI dikarIne sArI rIte pAlana-poSaNa karyuM. (A bAju potAnI sAsu ane naNaMdanI sAthe dikarI ane bahena jevo saMbaMdha sthApita karavAmAM kAmayAba banelI mokSAnA sAsarAnuM vAtAvaraNa vidhinA lagnanA prasaMgathI jhagamagI uThe che.

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agninI sAkSImAM lIdhelA sAta pherAnA pavitra baMdhanamAM baMdhAyelA vidhi ane dakSanA sukhamayajIvananI zarUAta thaI ane emanA sukhamAM vRddhi thaI jyAre vidhie garbha dhAraNa karyo, paraMtu emanI khuzIne kadAca koInI najara lAgI gaI. keTalAya prakAranI gerasamajo ane khoTIdhAraNAothI grasta e baMnenA manamAM saMgharSa cheDAI gayo. ane evI sthitimAM chUTAcheDA ane garbhapAtano nirNaya karI vidhi potAnA piyara khAvI gaI. have zuM khemanI vayyenA Competition nuM ardha Solution nIDajI zaze } pachI pAchI DoI anahonI ghaTanA ghaTaze. bheje chIkhe naini4manA AgaNanA khaMDa "No Compitition But Solution" Hi) AtmAne sAcavI levA tyAga mATe mana taiyAra ? rahela dhvAjAne pahoMthI potAnI taniyata che. jaoNiisamAM jayAna yA jaoNiisaranA hAthabhAM bhaya che. taniyata jathAna sehama jagaDe che jane bhAeAsa nabhAM ne sabhaeyA sevA eA DaoNTarane tAvIne se bhAMge jeTalA 3piyA AdhI he 'reDa' paDe che jane bhAeAsa bhaeyA sevA pAMya lAja paDAvI hevA taiyAra tha prazna to manabhAM se The che DaoNpTarane jane paisA sAyavavA taniyata sAyavavA bhaeyA bhaeyA oNsirane je-jAMya lAja paDAvI hevA taiyAra tha to bhAeAsa potAnA AtmabhAne sAthavI levA, ghotAnA ghghyanA obhaNa lAvone sAthavI levA bhaeyA garI bhASAsane De lijArIne pAMtha lAja piyA pAsethI jA sAthI hevA taiyAra prema nahIM thato hoya ? aMtaH bhavANa meNavI lebhe. 54

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sUtra (mane yAda karavAthI Apane ziva sukha maLaze) artha (mAro barAbara upayoga karo) kAvya vibhAga (mane yAda karI bhUlI na jatA) jAvaMta kevi sAlU...aDhAiz2esu...

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pAto nAnI paNa moTA kAmanI... AMkhonuM darda : * cAra grena (be ratI) phaTakarIne bArIka pIsIne 30 grAma gulAbajaLamAM bheLavI tenA be-be TIMpA be-traNavAra AMkhamAM nAMkhavAthI AMkhanuM darda dUra thAya che * badAmagiri, varIyALI, sAkarane sarakhA bhAge laI pIsIne bArIka cUrNa banAvI kAMcanI boTalamAM rAkhavuM. 40 divasa sudhI roja 10 grAmanI mAtrAmAM 250grAma dUdha sAthe levAthI AMkhonuM teja tathA smaraNazakti vadhe che. * triphaLAnuM cUrNa 100grAma ane varIyALI 100grAma miksa karIne savAra-sAMja 1 camacI pAnI ke ghI sAthe levAthI AMkhonuM teja vadhe che. * AMbalInA kacUkAne patthara para ghasIne AMkhanI phollI para lagADavAthI phollI maTI jAya che. ghUMTaNano dukhAvoH * methInA dANAnuM bArika cUrNa karI eka ke be camacInI mAtrAmAM pAnI ke dUdha sAthe eka-be mahinA sudhI levAthI ghUMTaNano dukhAvo dUra thAya che. * kArtika pUnamathI phAgaNa suda-14 sudhI savAre bhUkhyA peTe 3-4 akharoTa khAvAthI ghUMTaNano dukhAvo dUra thAya che. sardI ajamAne pIsI, garama karI eka kapaDAmAM bAMdhIne suMghavAthI sardI dUra thAya che. dUdhamAM kALA marIno pAuDara ane khAMDa nAkhIne pIvAthI sardI dUra thAya che. pAnImAM sUMTha nAkhIne, garama karIne pAnI pIvAthI sardI dUra thAya che. kALA marI ane zekelI haldInA pAuDarane garama dUdha sAthe levAthI sardI dUra thAya che. C

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sutra-vibhAga 1. 'vaMdittu'-sUtra (sAvaga-paDikkamaNa-sUtra) bhAvArtha : A sUtramAM samyaktva sahita zrAvakanA bAra vratanA aticAra batAvIne divasa athavA rAtrimAM lAgelA aticAronuM pratikramaNa, niMdA, garha batAvI che. pAponA pratye pazcAtApapUrvaka A sUtra bolavuM joIe. noTa H A sUtramAM jyAM A.B.C vagere lakhyuM che te e-e vratanA aticAra che. vaMdittu 'savthasiddha, sarva siddhabhagavaMtone dhammAyariye a DaisavvasAhU A tathA dharmAcAryone ane sarvasAdhuone vaMdana karIne pazrAvaka dharma saMbaMdhI aticArothI huM icchAmi paDikkamiuM, pasAvaga dhammAiArassa||1|| nivRtta thavA mAMguM chuM.||1|| bIjI-trIjI-cothI ane pAMcamI gAthAmAM sAmAnya AlocanA karavAmAM AvI che. je mArA vratanA aticAramAM ane jo me vayAIAro, 4nANe taha paZsaNe caritte A suhumo a bAyaro vA; 10taM 11niMde taM ca 1garihAmi||2|| duvihe 'pariggahammI, 4baddhamiMdiehiM 4jJAna, padarzana, cAritra temaja ca zabdathI tapa, vIrya temaja saMlekhanAnA viSayamAM nAno athavA moTo doSa lAgyo hoya 1enI huM AtmasAkSIthI nindA ane gurusAkSIthI garha karuM chuM. nokara, strI vagere sacitta ane sonuM, vastra vagere acitta A baMne prakAranA parigrahane kAraNe sAvarjo bahuvihe e AraMbhe / ane pApakArI aneka prakAranA paAraMbha, kArAvaNe a karaNe, 1paDikkame desiaM savva // 3 // bIjAnI pAse karAvavAthI temaja pote karavAthI (je aticAra lAgyA hoya) divasamA lAgelA badhA aticAronuM huM pratikramaNa karuM chuM.AgA 1aprazasta indriyo dvArA meM je 4karma bAMdhyA, 55

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pacauhiM kasAyehi appasatyeSThiA krodhAdi cAra kaSAyo dvArA je karma bAMdhyA, tharAgeNa va dosaNa va, ane rAga temaja vaiSa dvArA je karma bAMdhyA, nida maMca "gariNAmikA enI huM niMdA ane gaha karuM chuM II4lii. AgamaNe "nignamaNe, ajANapaNAthI (upayoga nahI rahevAthI) ThANe caMkamaNe "aNAbhoge. koInA baLAtkAra (dabAva)thI ane nokarI vagerenI abhioge anioge, parAdhInatAthI AvatAM, pajatAM, FubhA rahevAmAM, pharavAmAM paDikkame desi savaeN pA. divasamAM lAgelA badhA aticAronuM huM pratikramaNa karuM chuM../pI samyaktvanA aticAra AsaMkA kaMkha vigicchA, Ajina vacanamAM saMdeha, anya matanI icchA malamalina gAtra, vastravALA sAdhuo upara abhAva thavo pasaMsa taha saMthavo kuliMgIsu anya dharmanI prazaMsA karavI ane emano paricaya rAkhavo. sammattassa iAre, A pAMca "samyaktvanA aticAra che. paDikkame desi savaeN do. divasamAM lAgelA badhA aticAronuM huM pratikramaNa karuM chuM. Ill chakAya virAdhanA chakkAya samAraMbhe pRthvI vagere che:kAyanA AraMbhamAM upayare a payAvaNe a je dosA. potAnA mATe temaja bIjA mATe ane pasvapara baMne mATe attaTTA yaparaTTA, AhArAdine pakAvAthI ane bIjAnI pAse pakAvavAthI paubhayaTTo ceva te "nide LA je doSa lAgyo hoya enI huM niMdA karuM chuM.IchA, bAra vrata paMcaNaha maNuvrayANaM, pAMca aNuvratonA guNavrayANaM ca tiha maiAreA ane traNa guNavratonA sikhANaM ca bacahiM, ane cAra zikSAvratonA aticAramAM je doSa lAgyo hoya, paDikkame desie savvATA 'divasamAM lAgelA badhA aticAronuM huM pratikramaNa karuM chuM.ITA

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vaMdittasadhvasiddha zi - AcArya jome vayAIyArI arihaMtA jJAna ja cAritra 'darzana sAdhu upAdhyAya vaMdig Fvihe pariggahami AgamaNe niSNamaNe In In ME DU caMkamaNe sacitta parigraha ) F ITI ign ThANe acitta parigraha AgamaNe niSNamaNe. "sAvaje bahuvihe a AraMbhe abhioge nione paDikkame DUAREN saMkAnaMkha vigicchA mokSa deva. sAdhu pratye dveSabhAvo vicikitsA zakA bIjA dharmanI IcchA =kAkSA. bIjA darzanArthIono paricaya-prazaMsA devaloka, guru naraka

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- payAvaNe vaha aIbhAre chavicchee baMdha binapANavucchee ? payaNe chakkAyasamAraMbhe paDhame aNu_yami bIe aNuvayami nyAsApahAra kuTasAkSI kanyA-gau-bhUsyulika E taIe aNuqyami tenA haDa-uone mosuvaese phUDalehe sahasA-rahassedAre kUDatula kUDamANe A ja caBtye aNaqyamei ? tidhva-aNurAge aparigdahiA Ittara aNaMgI L vivAha Itto aNabUe paMcamami dhannA dupae cauppayammI yA valtha ruu-suvanne * a kuviaparimANe dhaNI A khita

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'paDhame aNuvyayami, *prathama aNuvratamAM zUlaga pANAivAya aviraIo sthUla prANAtipAta viramaNa = skUlahiMsAthI aTakavArupa Ayariya mampasatya, A pahelA vratamAM azubha bhAva temaja pramAdanA itya pamAya prasaMgeNaM lA. nimittathI je kaMI viparIta AcaraNa karyuM hoyaTI (te A pramANe che.) prathama aNuvratanA pAMca aticAra Avaha baMdha chavicchee, ' manuSya, pazu vagerene cAbuka vagerethI pITavA, emane sAMkaLa vagerethI bAMdhavA ane emanA nAka, kAna, pUMchaDI vagere zarIranA avayavone chedavA. adabhAre bhatta-pANa-vacchee pazu, nokara vagere upara vadhAre bojo (bhAra) nAkhavo, Eemane samaya upara khAvAnuM na ApavuM ke ochuM ApavuM. paDhamavayassaiAre, *prathama vratanA A pAMca aticAromAMthI paDikkama simaM savaM 10 divasamAM lAgelA badhA aticAronuM huM pratikramaNa karuM chuM. I1GI bIe aNuvayami, dvitIya aNuvratamAM parizUlaga abhiya vayaNaviraIo sthUla mRSAvAdanI pavirati = moTA jUThathI aTakavArupa Ayariya mampasatye A vratamAM azubhabhAva temaja pramAdanA nimittathI itya pamAya usaMgeNaM 11 je kaMI viparIta AcaraNa karyuM hoya ll11 (te A pramANe che.) dvitIya aNuvratanA pAMca aticAra sahasA rahassa dAre, AvinA vicAryuM koInI upara kalaMkAropaNa karavuM koInI gupta vAto pragaTa karavI potAnI strInI gupta vAto pragaTa karavI mosuvaese a kUDalehe A jUThI salAha ApavI ane jUTho lekha lakhavo, bIyavayassa iAre, bIjA vratanA A pAMca aticAromAMthI upaDikkame desi savaeN 1ra divasamAM lAgelA badhA aticAronuM huM pratikramaNa karuM chuM../1rA. 57)

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pataIe aNuvayami, "tRtIya aNuvratamAM (adattAdAna viramaNa vrata) zUlaga paradavya-haraNa paviraIo sthUla paridravya haraNanI pavirati =moTI corIthI aTakavArupa 1Ayariya mapUsalya. A trIjA vratamAM azubha bhAva temaja pramAdanA lanimittathI je kaMI itya pamAya prasaMgeNaM 13. viparIta AcaraNa karyuM hoyall13 (te A pramANe che.) bIjA aNuvratanA aticAra AtenAhaDappaoge, corone corI karavAnI preraNA ApavI ane emane sahayoga Apavo, tappaDiruve viruddha-gamaNe A asalI vastu batAvIne nakalI (kharAba) vastu ApavI, rAjAnA niyamonA viruddha pravRtti karavI,khoTA tola PvUDatula mUDamANe, ane khoTA pramANa dvArA lokone ThagavuM. divasamAM lAgelA paDikkame desi savaeN 14 badhA aticAronuM huM pratikramaNa karuM chuM. ll14ll cautye aNuvayami, caturtha aNuvratamAM nircA paradAra pagamaNa viraIo haMmezA mATe pArakI strInI sAthe bhogavilAsa karavAnI 'Ayariya "mampasatye, virati rupa A vratamAM "azubha bhAva temaja pramAMdanA itya pamAya prasaMgeNaM 1pa nimittathI je kaMI viparIta AcaraNa karyuM hoya upA (ta A pramANe che.) cothA aNuvratanA aticAra "aparigdahiA ittara, kuMvArI kanyA, vidhavA athavA vezyAnI sAthe bhoga karavo, keTalAka samaya mATe kharIdela strInI sAthe bhoga karavo. aNaMga vivAha tivra aNurAge sRSTi viruddha kAmakrIDA karavI, bIjAonA vivAha karAvavA, "kAmabhoganI tIvra icchA karavI. "caulyavayassa iAre; cothA vratanA A pAMca aticAromAMthI papaDikkame desie savva 1do divasamAM lAgelA badhA aticAronuM huM pratikramaNa karuM chuM. ll16ll

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itto aNuvvae 'paMcamammi, Ayariya mappasatyammi / parimANa paricchee, paintha pamAya vpasaMgeNaM / / 17 / pAMcamA aNuvratamAM parigrahanA pramANanuM ullaMghana na karavA rUpa paA vratamAM azubha bhAva temaja pramAdanA nimittathI je kaMI viparIta AcaraNa karyuM hoya / / 17 / / (te A pramANe che.) pAMcamAM vratanA aticAra AdhaNa dhanna Dkhitta-vatyu, Adhana, dhAnya-anAja, BkSetra, ghara, dukAna, norA vagere vastu ruppa-suvanne a kuvia-parimANe / cAMdI, sonu ane tAMbA, pittaLa lokhaMDa vagere dhAtunA pramANanuM Ebe pagavALA nokara vagere ane cAra pagavALA gAya, baLada, vagerenA pramANanuM ullaMghana karyuM hoya. Edupae cauppayammi ya, divasamAM lAgelA badhA aticAronuM huM pratikramaNa karuM chuM. 185 guNavrata dik parimANavrata)nA aticAra AudizA adhodizA ane ticchva dizAnA disAsu Au N Bahe a tiriaMca / pramANamAM ragamananuM ullaMghana karavAthI, vRddhi EsaI-aMtaraddhA, paDhamammi 'guNavvae paniMde / / 19 / / paDikkame desiai savva // 18 // chaThThA vrata (pahelA gamaNassa u parimANe, kSetranuM pramANa vadhArI devAthI EkSetranuM pramANa bhUlI javAthI prathama guNavratamAM lAgelA doSonI pahuM niMdA karuM chuM.||19|| sAtamAM vrata (bIjA guNavrata bhogopabhoga viramaNa vrata) nA aticAra Amajjammi a Bosammi a, pu a phale a gaMdha malle A uvabhoga paribhoge, bIammi 4guNatvae paniMde // 20 // (upabhoga : eka ja vAra upayogamAM AmadirA ane mAMsa vagere abhakSya vastuonA bhakSaNathI tathA phUla-phaLa, PsugaMdhI padArtha ane sa~puSpamAlA vagerenuM 1upabhoga, paribhoga karavAthI bIjA 4guNavratamAM lAgelA aticAronI huM niMdA karuM chuM. 520aa AvavAvALI vastuo. paribhoga H ghaNIvAra upayogamAM AvavAvALI vastuo) 59

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saccitte paDibanne, appola duppoliaM ca AhAre / tucchosahi-bhakkhaNayA, paDikkame desiaM rasavva // 21 // zrAvaka mATe mAnya paMdara karmAdAna (pApa) vALA dhaMdhA tyAjya che. iMgAlI vaNa sADI, bhADI EphoDI 2suvajjae 'karmAM / vANijyuM ceva daMta, lakkha Hrasa kesa - visa visayaM // 22 // sAtamAM vratanA aticAra pramANAdhika sacitta temaja Bsacitta-mizra vastuo vAparavAthI apakva ane Pardrapakva vastu khAvAthI, tuccha vanaspati, phaLanuM bhakSaNa karavAthI divasamAM lAgelA badhA aticAronuM huM pratikramaNa karuM chuM.||21|| evaM khu 'jaMtapillaNa karmAM nilaMchaNaM ca dava-dANuM / AajJAra karma - agni saMbaMdhI kuMbhAra, sonI vagereno kAmadhaMdho, Bvana karma - jaMgalanA ThekA levA, ene kApavA, kApavAnA dhaMdhA zaMkaTa karma - gADI, uMTa, moTara vagereno dhaMdho, bhATaka karma - ghoDA, uMTa vagere bhADe ApavAno dhaMdho, EvisphoTaka karma - kuvo, taLAva, khANa vagere khodavo - khodAvavAno dhaMdho A pAMca karma zrAvakane tyAga karavA yogya che. FvANijya karma - hAthIdAMta, chIpa, motI pramukhano dhaMdho. lAkha, goMda vagareno dhaMdho, "goLa, tela, ghI, dUdha vagere rasano dhaMdho, 'pazu, manuSya, popaTa, haMsa vagerenA keza temaja pAMkha vagereno dhaMdho, somala, aphima viSa vagere jherIlA padArtho temaja zastra vagerenA dhaMdhA zrAvakane tyAga karavA joIe.||22| A rIte yantrapIlanakarma : cakkI, carakhA, dhANI, ghaTTI, jhINa, mIla vagereno dhaMdho, nirNAMchana karma : baLada vagere pazuonA nAka, kAna vagere avayavone chedavA, davadAna karmaH ghara, jaMgala gAma vageremAM Aga lagADavAno dhaMdho 60

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rAmaNasmaupasmiA tiriaMca majjami amaMsami a sacitte paDibaddha AIskrIma mausa ap phaLa mo rAtribhojana , riMgaNA kaMdamULa makumana paMdarakamadAnA aMgArakarma vana karmI zakaTa karma bhATaka karma phoTaka karma, diMtavANijya kesara vANijya risa vANijya lakha vANijya * viSa vANijya jatapilaNa karma nilUMchaNakarmo sara-daha-talAya sosA *. davaDiMgadANI asaiporsa in

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taIami(guNavae nideva satya agni musala) jaMtaga hANavaTTaNI taNa-kaTTa vannagI maMta-mUla-bhesajja ruvo kaI saruva-rasa-gaMdhe. gaMdhe vatya AbharaNe kukuIe ahigaraNa bhoga-Airite AsaNa kaMdape. - - zikSavrata 1-sAmAyika jo NE ke

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Fsara-daha-talAya-sosa, NzoSaNa karma sarovara, kaha, moTA taLAva ane jaLAzayone asaI-posa ca vajijA ra3 sUkAvavA, asatI poSaNaH hiMsaka pazuono, vyabhicArI puruSono, kulTA temaja vezyA jevI strIonuM pAlana karavuM, A badhAno zrAvake tyAga karavo joIe. 23 AThamAM vrata (trIjA guNavaMta anartha daMDa viramaNavrata)nA aticAra 'sasthagni musala jaMtaga "zastra, agni, musala, cakkI vagere yaMtra "taNa kaTTa"maMta mUla bhesaje tRNa (jhADU vagere), "kAi, maMtra, mUlakarma ane dinne davAvie vA, auSadhio A hiMsAnA sAdhana bIjAne ApavAmAM ane paDikkame adesiaM sAro apAvavAmAM divasamAM lAgelA badhA aticAronuM huM pratikramaNa karuM chuM. ll24ll "hANavaTTaNa vannaga 'ayatanAthI snAna karavAthI, zarIrano mela utAravAthI, vilavaNe sa6-1ruva-rasa-gaMdhA vastrAdi raMgavAthI, caMdanAdinuM vilepana, zabda, rUpa, rasa temaja, gaMdhamAM Asakti athavA zveSa rAkhavAthI vatthAsaNa "AbharaNe, "vastra, Asana ane AbhUSaNomAM Asakta thavA vageremAM upaDikkame sipasavvIrapa divasamAM lAgelA badhA aticAronuM huM pratikramaNa karuM chuM. //rapAI kaMdakhe kuEIe, kAmavAsanAnakavAto karavAthI vijAtIyanI sAthe kuceSThA karavAthI, mohari ahigaraNa bhoga-airinirarthaka vacana bolavAthI hathiyAra, aujAra taiyAra karavAthI, dabhoganI vastuone jarUriyAtathI vadhAre rAkhavAthI. daDampi aNaTTAe, "anartha daMDa nAmanA trIjA guNavratamAM lAgelA A taUami guNavae niMde zaradI aticAronI huM niMdA karuM chuM. 26ll

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navamAM vrata (prathama zikSAvata sAmAyika)nA aticAra ABtivihe duppaNihANe, sAmAyikamAM "mana vacana temaja kAyAnAdupraNidhAna thI, aNavaTTANe "tahA-saI viNe; " DanAdarathI sAmAyika karavAthI sAmAyika karavAnuM bhUlI javAthI. "sAmAiya vitaha-kae, "sAmAyika vrata vidhipUrvaka nahI karavAthI, paDhame simbAvae niMde ArA prathama zikSA vratamAM lAgelA A aticAronI huM niMdA karuM chuM. //rA dasamAM vrata (bIju zikSAvata dezAvagAsika)nA aticAra AANavaNe pesavaNe, Aniyamita bhUminI bahAranI koI vastu maMgAvavAthI bahAra sad ruve a pugala-phakheve; mokalavAthI zabda dvArA upasthiti batAvavAthI rupa desAvagAsiami, batAvavAthI ane kaMkara vagere pheMkIne potAnA kAryane mATe bIe siphakhAvae niMde 28 koIne bolAvavAthI 1desAvagAsika nAmanA bIjA zikSAvratamAM lAgelA A aticAronI huM niMdA karuM chuM. l/28 agiyAramAM vrata (trIju zikSAvata pauSadha)nA aticAra AsaMthAru uccAravihi, saMthArA ane sthiDila mAtrA vagerenI bhUminuM vidhipUrvaka paDilehaNa, pramArjana nahI karavAthI mAya taha ceva bhoaNAbhoe pramAda karavAthI tathA bhojananI ciMtA karavAthI posaha vihi-vivarIe, ane pauSadhanI vidhimAM viparIta AcaraNa karavAthI "taIe sidbhAvae niMdarA trIjA zikSAvratamAM lAgelA A aticAronI huM niMdA karuM chuM. 29 bAramAM vrata (cothuM zikSA vrata atithi saMvibhAga)nA aticAra Asaccitte nikhivaNe, AApavA yogya vastune sacitta upara rAkhavAthI BpihiNe vivaesa macchare ceva, acitta vastune sacitta vastuthI DhAMkI devAthI pArakI vastune potAnI ke potAnI vastune pArakI kahevAthI irSyAdi, kaSAyapUrvaka AhArAdi vagere dAna ApavAthI ane

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ANavaNe pesavaNe ANavaNe pesavaNe saMthAruccAvihI PEVIDEN appaDilehiya-duppaDilehiya sijjA atithisaMvibhAga sadde appaDilehiya-duppaDilehiya saMthArae ihalo, puggalakakjheve paralogA ve appaDilehiya-duppaDilehiya uccAra-pAsavaNabhUmi saMsa, ihaloe paraloe aaanzienen rA WE WERE TEEN Compnzieren kAmabho

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taM pihAsapaDikramaNa jaNAvizIku gayI evoTTaviTImA cirasaMciya pAva-paNAsaNII, bhavasayasahasramahaNIe | eka karo cauvavvIsajirNaviziSmayakahAI volaMtu me diahA savajIvana 'tiryaMca tiryaMca mamamaMgalamarihaMtA siddhA, manuSya a vikalendriyaa sAduM naraka saMmmadikI devA vanaspati sujaM ca dhammo o dita samAhiM ca bohiM ca pRthvI apaAteuke

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FkAlAIkkama-dANe, gocarIno samaya vItI gayA pachI gocarI mATe AmaMtraNa caulya sikhAvae niMdA30 ApavAthI cothA zikSAvratamAM lAgelA A aticAronI huM niMdA karuM chuM. II3OI "suhiesa a duhiesu A saMyamaguNa ane vastrAdi upadhi saMpanna munivaronI tathA vyAdhithI pIDita, tapasyAthI khinna ane vastra, pAtrAdi upadhithI rahita duHkhI suvihita sAdhuonI jAme assajaesu aNukaMpA, pArthasthAdi asaMyatiyo (patita sAdhu)nI bhakti parAgaNa vadosaNa va, parAga ke dveSane vaza thaIne karI hoya. te niMde taM ca zairihAmi 31] emanI huM niMdA ane gaha karuM chuM. Il31/ "sAsu "saMvibhAgo, tapasvI, cAritrazIla ane kriyApAtra sAdhuone na kao tava caraNa karaNa-jusupha padAna ApavA yogya vastuo upasthita hovA chatAM paNa saMte phAsua padANe, "emAMthI eka bhAga na Apyo hoya to potAnA A thata niMde te cagarihAmi 3rA duSkRtyanI huM niMdA karuM chuM ane gaI karuM chuM. Il3rA saMlekhanA vratanA aticAra AIhaloe paraloe jIviane dharmanA prabhAvathI A lokamAM sukhanI icchA paralokamAM devendrAdinA vaibhava maLavAnI vAMchA anazanAdino prabhAva maraNe a AsaMsa- page; joIne jIvavAnI icchA apamAnathI gabharAIne maravAnI - icchA ane kAmabhoganI tIvra icchA. paMcaviho aIAro, "saMlekhanA vratanA pAMca aticAra pamA masja hujja maraNaMte I33 maraNanA aMtima samaya sudhI mane dhana ho. 33ll kANa kAIassa, kAyAthI lAgelA aticAra (doSo)ne kAyAnA zubhayogathI paDikkame vAIassa vAyAe, vacanathI lAgelA aticAra (doSo)ne vacananA zubha yoga thI maNasA "mANasiassa "manathI lAgelA aticAra (doSo)ne mananA zubha yogathI

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savyassa "vayAIArassa 34 badhA "vratonA aticAronuM huM pratikramaNa karuM chuM. Il34 vaMdaNa vaya simbA "vaMdana, bAravrata, grahaNa ane Asevana rupa be prakAranI gAravesu pasannA kasAya daMDesu, zikSAmAM rasa-Rddhi temaja zAtAgArava, "AhArAdi cAra guttIsu a samiisu a, saMjJA, krodhAdi cAra kaSAya ane mana, vacana, kAyArupa 10jo "aiyAro amRtaM niMde rUpA traNa daMDonA vazathI, "traNa guptiomAM ane pAMca samitiyomAM, 10je aticAra doSa lAgelA hoya emanI huM niMdA karuM chuM. //rUpA sammadikTi jIvo, samakitavaMta jIva-strI ke puruSa jaI vihu pAvaM samAyare kiMci; potAnA nirvAhanA nimittathI je paNa koI pApa vyApAra kare che. "appo si hoI baMdho, to paNa ene 'karmabaMdha 'alpa ja hoya che, kemake e jeNa rana "niddhadharsa kuNaI36"nirdaya bhAvathI atipApa vyApAra ne nathI karato ll36ll "taM pihu sapaDikkamaNuM, jemakuzaLa vaidya vyAdhi (roga)ne nAza kare che sappariAvaM sauttaraguNa ca; tevI ja rIte pratikramaNa kriyA dvArA alpa karmabaMdhaka kAryane paNa "khippa leuvasAmeI, zrAvaka upAzcAtApa ane uttaraguNanA sadAcaraNathI vAhilve susikhio vijjo II37ii "zIghra zAnta (nAza) kare che .37 jahA visaM kuTTa - gayuM, je pramANe koThagata (peTamAM gayelA) viSa (jhera)ne maMta amUla visArayA, maMtra ane jaDI-buTInA jANakAra vijjA haNaMti maMtehi, vaidya loko maMtrathI utArI de che. to te havaI "nivisAyaTI enAthI peTa 11viSarahita thAya che 38. "evuM aTTavihaM kamma, "eja pramANe jJAnAvaraNIya vagere ATha karmapI jherane rAga padosa samanji; rAga dveSathI upArjita pApane AloaMto a niMdato, suzrAvaka gurudevanA samIpa AlocanA ane niMdA karatA khikhaM "haNaI susAvao 39 jaldIthI nAza karI le che.ll39 Saa 1;

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pApa karavAvALA manuSya paNa kaya pAvo vi maNusso, paAloIa 'niMdia 'gurusagA; 11hoI airega lahuo, gurumahArAjanI pAse "pAponI AlocanA ane niMdA karIne bhAra utarI gayelA majUranI jema, oharia - bharutva bhAravaho // 40 // karmabhArathI atizaya halko 11thaI jAya che. 40 AvassaeNa eeNa, rasAvao 'jaIvi bahurao hoI; dukhkhANa maMtakiriaM; 11kAhI acireNa kAleNa II41 // jo zrAvaka aneka AraMbha, samAraMbha ane parigrahAdi Azrava vALA hoya che to paNa paA Avazyaka (pratikramaNa) kriyA dvArA e duHkhono anta (nAza) svalpa kALamAM ja 11karI le che. 41 // AloyaNA bahuvihA, na ya saMbharicA paDikkamaNa kAle; AlocanA bahu prakAranI hoya che; e badhI jAvaMti eiAi, uddhe a 4ahe a patirialoe a; savvAI tAI vaMde, 10iha 11saMto tatva saMtAI / / 44 // `pAMca aNuvrata rupa mUlaguNa ane sAta vrata rupa uttaraguNanA viSayamAM 'mUlaguNa uttaraguNe, taM niMde taM ca 11garihAmi // 42 // tassa dhammasa Devali 5nnattassa ammuDhio mi ArAhaNAe, virao mi virAhaNAe, paArAdhanA karavA mATe huM sAvadhAna (ughata) thayo chuM ane zrAvakadharmanI virAdhanAthI nivRtta (alaga) thayo chuM. tiviheNa paDiksaMto, trividhayogapUrvaka aticAro (doSa)thI nivRtta thaIne 13vaMdAmi jiNe 11cauvvIsa // 4 // 11RSabhadeva vagere covIza jInezvarone bhAvathI 13vaMdana jo pratikramaNanA samaye yAda na AvI hoya, to e badhAnI huM niMdA ane 11garhA karuM chuM. // 42 // kaivalI bhagavaMte kahelA A zrAvakadharmanI karuM chuM. // 4 // jeTalA caitya (maMdira) ane biMba urdhvaloka, adholoka ane tirAlokamAM che, tyAM rahelA e badhA jinabiMbone huM ahIyAM 11rahIne vaMdana karuM chuM. 44 65

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jAvaMta ke vi sAhU, bharahe2vaya - 4mahAvidehe a; savvasiM tesiM paNao tiviheNa patidaMDa virayANuM 45 // jeTalA paNa sAdhu bharata, airAvata ane mahAvideharupa paMdara karmabhUmimAM vidyamAna che. je patraNa khaMDothI rahita che, e badhAne trividhayogathI vaMdana karuM chuM. / / 4 / / bahu kALathI ekaThA thayelA pApone nAza karavAvALI ane lAkho bhavonA bhramaNane maTAvavAvALI evI covIsa jInezvaronA mukhethI nIkaLelI 11kathA dvArA 12mAro divasa 14vyatIta ho / / 46 / / arihaMta bhagavAna, rasiddha bhagavAna, sAdhu mahArAja zrutadharma ane saMyamadharma A badhA mArA mATe maMgalarupa ho ane mArA samyaktvanI zuddhi karo (samyakdaSTi deva) temaja mane samAdhi tathA bodhi (jinadharma) 12pradAna karo. II47aaaa niSedha karelA hiMsAjanaka pApa kAryone karavAthI sAmAyika, pUjAdi ka2vA yogya kAryo nahIM karavAthI *jinendra bhASita tattvomAM avizvAsa rAkhavAthI ane jinAgamothI viruddha prarupaNA karavAthI je pApadoSa lAgyo hoya enuM pratikramaNa karavAmAM Ave che. 485 sarva jIvone huM khamAvuM chuM, 4sarva jIva mane kSamA karo. samasta jIvonI sAthe mArI maitrI che. (badhA jIva mArA mitra che.) 11koI jIvanI sAthe 12mAro vairabhAva (duzmanAvaTa) 14nathI. II49ii evamahaM AloIa, A pramANe rahuM AlocanA karIne, niMdisa 4garahia padugaMchiaM samma / niMdA karIne, jagaha karIne ane papAponI ghRNA karIne tiviheNa paDikaMto, 1vaMdAmi jiNa 'cauvvIsa // 5 // cira saMcia pAva paNAsaNIi, *bhava pasaya sahasya mahaNIya; cauvIsa jiNa viNirgIya, 11kahAI 14volaMtu 12me diahA||46|| mama maMgala rihaMtA, siddhA sAhU `suaM ca dhammo a; samma tasaya zuddhi (sammadiTTI devA) 12diMtu 1.samAhiM ca 'bohiM ca / / 47 paDisiddhANaM karaNe, kiccANamakaraNe a paDikkamaNuM / 4asaddahaNe a tahA, vivarIa paruvaNAe a II48 / / khAmemi savva jIve, 4savva jIvA khamaMtu me | 10mittI 9me savvabhUesu, 13vera 12majha 14na 11NaI / / 49 *mana, vacana, kAyArupa pApothI nivRtta thaIne covIse tIrthaMkarone hu vaMdana karuM chuM. paoll 66

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h ra. Ayariya uvajjhAe sUtra bhAvArtha : A sUtramAM AcArya, upAdhyAya, ziSya vagerenA pratye kaSAyothI je aparAdha thayo hoya enI kSamA mAMgavAmAM AvI che. A pramANe sakala jIvarAzinA jIvone kSamA mAMgIne ene kSamA ApavAmAM AvI che. Ayariya uvajjhAe, 1AcArya raupAdhyAya ziSya, sAdharmika, kula-gaNa prati meM je koI kaSAya karyA hoya 10e badhAnI mana-vacana-kAyAthI huM 12kSamA mAMguM chuM.||1|| pUjya evA rasakala zramaNa-saMghane 4mastaka upara pahAtha joDIne badhA pAse kSamA mAMgIne khamAmi savvasse ahayaMpi // 2 // huM paNa badhAne kSamA karuM chuM // 2 // sIse 4sAhammie paphulagaNe ya / je me keI sAyA, 10savva 11tiviheNa 12khAmemi / / 1 / / rasavvasa samaNasaMghasa, bhagavao paaMjaliM karia 4sIse / sarvAM khamAvaittA pasavvasTa jIvarAsimsa bhAvao dhamma nihiya niyacitto ! evo huM sarva jIvarAzinA badhA jIvo pAse kSamA mAMgIne sarvAM khamAvaittA, khamAmi degsavvasse ahayaMpi III huM paNa badhAne kSamA karuM chuM. IIII bhAvathI dharmanA viSayamAM sthApita karyuM che citta jeNe 7. zruta devatAnI stuti bhAvArtha : pakSI pratikramaNamAM A stutino upayoga thAya che. suadevayAe karemi kAu.annatya suadevayA bhagavaI, 11nANAvaraNIya 126mmasaMghAyuM; 10tesiM 17khaveu sayayaM jesiM suasAyare bhattI / / 1 / / huM zrutadevIno kAyotsarga karUM chuM. 4he bhagavatI zrutadevI zAradA ! jeonI zrutarupI samudranA viSayamAM sadA bhakti che. teonA 11jJAnAvaraNIya 12karmanA samUhano Apa 13kSaya karo. // 1 // 67

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para 4. kSetra devatAnI stuti (puruSo mATe) daka "khittadevayAe karemi kAu.annatya huM kSetra devatAno kAyotsarga karuM chuM. kajise "khite sAhu, jenA kSetramAM sAdhugaNa desaNa nANahiM caraNasahiehi samyagadarzana "jJAna, cAritra sahita "sAhati mumbamagga mokSamArgane asAdhe che. rasA devI 5harau duriAI te kSetradevatA vighnone "dUra karo. III ( pa. aAIjesu sUtra kI bhAvArtha A sUtra vaDe aDhI dvIpamAM rahelA sarva sAdhu munirAjone vaMdanA karAya che. 'aDhAIjesu dIva samude su aDhI dvIpa samudramAM rahelA paNarasasu kammabhUmisura paMdara karmabhUmimAM rahelA jAvaMta ke vi sAhU je koI 'sAdhu barajoharaNa guccha ane pAtrA rayaharaNa guccha paDigneha dhArA 1 vagerene (dravyaliMga) 12dhAraNa karanArA //nA. paMcamahatvaya dhArA pAMca mahAvrata, aTTArasa sahassa salaMga dhArA aDhAra hajAra zIlAMga, "abbayAyAra- "carittA "akSata AcAra ane cAritra vagere (bhAvaliMga)ne te save sirasA "mANasA dhAraNa karanArA che te sarvane kAyA temaja "manathI mayUeNa vaMdAmiArA. javaMdana karuM chuM. rA. 6. namoDastu vardhamAnAya sUtra ) noTaH A sUtra mAtra puruSo mATe che. bahenoe yAda na karavuM. icchAmo aNasarphi he gurudeva! ApanI AjJAne ame svIkAra karIe chIe. janamo khamAsamaNANe kSamAzramaNone namaskAra ho, "namoDahessiddhAcAryopAdhyAya sarvasAdhubhyaH arihaMta, siddha, AcArya, upAdhyAya ane sarvasAdhuone namaskAra ho.

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spardhamALAya karmaNA mo vajasthAvAmoTTAya a mA ya uolAya lIlAma moDatu vardhamAnAya 2200 R bhAgaro kAma, SAya tApa!!" pArdita janDa) yeSAM vivAviyA

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namoDastu vardhamAnAya je karmavairI sAthe jitavAnI spardhA karatAM jaya dvArA spardhamAnAya karmaNA mokSa prApta karavAvALA che, tajjayAvAtamokSAya jemanuM svarUpa mithyAtviyo mATe "agamya che evA parokSaya kutIrthinA 1 zrI mahAvIra prabhune mArA namaskAra ho. //vA. yeSAM vicAra pavindarAjyA jemanA "suMdara padakamala devaracita vikasita 'kamaLanI jayAyaH kramakamalAvaliM dadhatyA zreNI para dhAraNa karavAthI jANe evuM lAge che sadezeriti "sagata prazasya ke samAnanI sAthe samAgama hovo prazaMsanIya che. kathita santu zivAya A prakAre kahelA te jinendra bhagavAna pate jinendrA ArA mokSa mATe 14ho ro kaSAya batApArdita jatu nivRti je vANIno samUha jinezvaraprabhunA karoti yo jaina mukhAstudoDyataH mukharUpI meghathI nIkaLelo kaSAya rupa "tApathI pIDita prANiyone zAnti Ape che. basa zukamAsobhava pavRSTi satribho te jayeSThamAsanI "varSA jevI che. dhAtuvRSTi mayi evI ApanI vANIno vistAra amArI vistAro girAmIyA. upara anugraha karo. Hall ' 7. zrata devatAnI stuti (strIo mATe) kamala dala vipula nayanA, kamaLa patra jevA vizALa nayanovALI, pakamala mukhI kamalA pakamaLa jevA mukhavALI, kamaLanA madhyabhAga garbha sama gaurI; jevA gaura varNavALI kamale pasthitA bhagavatI, ane "kamala upara sthita evI pUjaya dadAtuzruta-devatA siddhiApA azrutadevatA 5siddhi "pradAna karo. ///

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28. kSotra devatAnI stuti (strIo mATe) "khitadevayAe karemi kAu. annatya kSetradevatA nI ArAdhanA nA nimitte huM kAyotsarga karuM chuM. yasyAH kSetre samAzritya, jemanA kSetrano Azraya laIne sAdhuo dvArA mokSamArga sAdhubhi sAthe kriyA nI ArAdhanA karAya che, te kSetradevatA amane sadA sA kSetradevatA nitya, "sukha denArI pethAo 1. bhUyAnna "sukhadAyinI (noTaH uparokta traNe stutino upayoga tristutika matamAM nahI hovAthI tristutikavALAone kaMThastha karavAnI AvazyaktA nathI.) 9 caukasAya" mUtra hi bhAvArthaH A sUtramAM pArzvanAtha prabhunI stavanA karavAmAM AvI che. devasia pratikramaNanA. aMtamAM ane saMthArA porasI bhaNatA samaye A sUtra caityavaMdananA rUpamAM bolAya che. cIkkasAya paDimallUraNa, krodhAdi cAra kaSAyarUpI zatru yoddhAone nAza karavAvALA dujjaya mayaNa bANa musumUraNuM kaThinAIthI jItI zakelA evA kAmadevanA bANone sarasa piyaMgu ghaNu gaya gAmila, toDavAvALA, navIna priyagulatAnA jevA varNavALA, jayau pAsu ubhuvaNaraya sAmila ll hAthI samAna "gativALA traNa bhuvananA svAmi zrI pArzvanAtha prabhunI 5jaya ho I/1 jasu taNukati - kaDappa siddhiuM, jemanA zarIrano tejomaNDala manohara che sohaI phaNi-maNi kiraNA baliddha, je nAgamaNinI kiraNothI yukta che. navajalahara taDilsayalaMchila, je vastutaH "vijaLIthI yukta navIna meghathI zobhita che, "evA "so jiNa pAsa "payacchau javaMchi rA 12zrI pArzvanAtha prabhu manovAMchita phaLa pradAna karo.ro 10.

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devasia pratikramaNa vidhi prathama sAmAyika laIne ma~hapatti paDilehaNa, be vAMdaNA daIne paccakkhANa. eka khamA. caityavaMdana, jaMkiMci, namrutyuNuM, arihaMta ceiyANuM, annattha eka navakArano kAu., pahelI stuti, logassa, sarvIloe arihaMta ceiyANaM annattha. eka navakAra no kAu. bIjI stuti, pukhkharava2. suasa bhagavao karemi kAu. annattha eka navakArano kAu. trIjI stuti, siddhANaM buddhANaM. (cAra thoyavALA vaiyAvaccagarANaM, eka navakArano kAu. cothI stuti) namunthuNaM thI jayavIyarAya. (cAra thoyavALAne mAtra namunthuNaM bolavuM) eka-eka khamA. ApatA bhagavAnahaM, AcAryahaM, upAdhyAyahaM, sarvasAdhuhaM bolIne caravaLA upara hAtha rAkhIne icchA. devasia paDikkamaNe ThAuM ? icchuM savvasavi devasia. " karemibhaMte, icchAmi ThAmi. tassa uttarI. annattha. nANaMmi. sUtra na AvaDe to ATha navakArano kAu. pragaTa logassa ma~hapatti, be vAMdaNA. * icchA. devasiJa AlouM ? icchuM, sAta lAkha. pahale prANAtipAta. savvasavi. jamaNo ghUMTaNa ubho karIne eka navakA2. karemi bhaMte. icchAmi paDikkamiuM. vaMdittu. be vAMdaNA, abhuDhio, be vAMdaNA. * Ayaria uvajjhAya. karemi bhaMte. icchAmi ThAmi. tassa uttarI. annattha. be logassano kAu. pragaTa logassa. savvaloe arihaMta ceiyANuM. annattha. eka logassano kAu. pukbarava2. suasa bhagavao karemi kAu. annatya. eka logassano kAu. siddhANaM-buddhANaM (cArathoyavALA suadevayAe karemi kAu. eka navakA2 kAu. kamaladalanI stuti. khittadevayAe karemi kAu. eka navakA2no kAu. yasyA : kSetranI stuti.) ma~hapatti, be vAMdaNA, sAmAyika cauvisattho vaMdaNa paDikkamaNa kAu. paccakkhANa karyuM che jI icchAmo aNusaDhuiM namo khamAsamaNANuM tatti. puruSone namoDastu vardhamAnAya temaja strione saMsAra dAvAnala. namunthuNaM, stavana, eka eka khamA ApatAM bhagavAnahaM, AcAryahaM, upAdhyAyahaM sarvasAdhuhaM bolavu pachI aThThAIsu. icchA. devasia pAyacchitta visohaNathaM kAu. karuM ? icche devasina pAyacchitta visohaNathaM karemi kAu. annattha. cAra logassano kAu. pragaTa logassa. eka khamA.IcchA.sajjhAya saMdisAhuM ? IcchuM. eka khamA. IcchA. sajjhAya karuM ? IcchuM. eka navakAra.sajjhAya. eka navakA2. 71

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eka khamA. dukhakhaya kammakukhaya nimitte kAu. karuM ? icche duSkarmAya kammakkama nimitte karemi kAuM. annattha. saMpUrNa cAra logassano kAu. (cAra thAyavALA laghu zAMti) pragaTa logassa. * khamA. iriyAvahiya. tassa. annattha. eka logassano kAu. pragaTalogassa. caukkasAya. namutyurNa thI jyavIyarAya pachI meMhapatti paDilehaNanI vidhithI sAmAyika pAravAnI vidhi pUrI karavI. tivihAra upavAsa vaccakateNa sUre uggae abhUtakaM paccakhAi (paccakjhAmi) tivilaMpi AhAra, asaNaM, khAimaM, sAima annatthaNAbhogeNaM, sahasAgAreNe pAridrAvaNiyAgAreNaM, mahattarAgAreNaM, savvasamAhivattiyAgAreNaM, pANahAra porasI, sAporasI, sUre uggae purimuDha, avaDha, mukrisahie paccakkAI (paccakhAmi) annatthaNAbhogeNaM, sahasAgAreNaM, pacchannakAleNaM, disAmoheNaM, sAhuvayaNeNaM, mahattarAgAreNaM, savvasamAhi-vattiyAgAreNaM pANassa leveNa vA, aleveNa vA, accheNa vA, bahu leveNavA, sasitthaNa vA asitthaNa vA vosirai 7 (vosirAmi) cahAra kaant sUre uggae abhattakaM paccakhkhAI (paccakjhAmi) cavihaMpi AhAra asaNaM, pAchuM, khAimaM, sAimaM, azatthaNAbhogeNaM, sahasAgAreNaM, pAriThThAvaNiyAgAreNaM, mahattarAgAreNaM, savvasamAhivattiyAgAreNaM vosiraI (vosirAmi) noTa : be upavAsanuM paccakhkhANa levuM hoya to abhattaanA badale chaabhatta bolavuM traNa upavAsanuM paccakhkhANa levuM hoya to abhattaanA badale aDhaMbhanaM bolavuM ane AgaLa jeTalA upavAsanA paccakhANa levA hoya to tenA Dabala karIne be joDIne jeTalA bhatta bane che. e alpattaanA badale bolavuM. udAharaNa - cAra upavAsanA paccakhANa levA hoya to cAra nA Dabala = 8 + 2 eTale dazam bhatta paccakhAI (paccakakhAmi) A pramANe bolavuM. Aje tamArI patnI zuM kahe che ? Arya zinI strI potAnA patine hetI hatI " haze tebhAM calAvI laIzuM paNa vaghAre mojazokha karavA mATe paisA kamAvavA pApa nahIM karatA"... Aje tamArI patnI zuM kahe che ....??? vicArajo...

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jo traNa cayano a vibhAga rI. prabhu sanmukha bolavAnI stuti (noTa: traNa thAyavALAoe A kAvyavibhAgane kaMThastha karavo) guNIjana viSe prIti dharu, nirguNa viSe madhyasthatA, Apatti ho saMpatti ho, rAkhu hRdayamAM svasthatA | sukhamAM rahu vairAgyathI, duHkhamAM rahu samatAdharI, prabhu ATaluM janamojanama, deje mane karuNA karI II mAtA tame pitA tame, muja jIvana nA netA tame, sakhA tame bhrAtA tame, sahu jIvanA trAtA tame! caMdA tame sUraja tame, railokyanA dIpaka tame, he nAtha haiyu daI dIdhuM, have AjathI mArA tame rA nayano meM zAMti hai asIma, mudrA bhI zAMta prazAMta hai, saMsAra ke saMtApa se, prabhu dila merA azAMta hai meM parama zAMti pAne ko, prabhu zAMti ke darisana karuM, ese prabhu zrI zAMtijina ko, meM bhAva se vaMdana karuM Ilal cI sImaMdhara jina caityavaMdana dareka parama zuddha paramAtamA, parama jyoti paravIna; - parama tattva jJAtA prabhu, cidAnaMda sukhalIna.../1// vidyamAna jIna vicaratA, mahAvideha majhAra, sImaMdhara Ade sadA, vaMdu vAraMvAra...// rA. je dina dekhazuM daSTi meM, te dina dhanya gaNeza; sUri rAjendra nA saMgathI, kATIza sakala kleza....3 zrI zatruMjaya caityavaMdana siddhAcala vaMdo bhavi, siddha anaMtano ThAma; avara kSetramAM eDavo, tIrtha nahI guNadhAma...nA

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pUrva navvANu RSabhajina, AvyA tIratha eha; nema vinA sahu jinapati, pharase giri zubha neha.../rA nAma IkavIsa jape bhavi, pAme bhavano pAra; sUri rAjendra paNa lahI, mokSa zrI bharatAra...lal vAsupUjya jana caityavaMdana vAsupUjya mahArAjajI, avadhAro ama Aza; durabalane dekhI karI, biruda vicAro khAsa...//// tuja mudrA darasaNa thakI, citta pAve ati cena; mithyAmati mAne nahI, bhamaze bahu bhava lena...rA sUri vijaya rAjendrajI, saMjamanA dAtAra; pramoda ruci dhyAve sadA, mithyA dUra nivAra..//3 huM sImaMdhara jina stuti hi sImaMdhara svAmI ne vaMdana kIje, zreyAMsa kulanA dIvAjI, puMDarIka nagarI meM prabhu janma, corAsI lakSa Ayu pUrvajI; satyanI mAtA guNa maNi jANI, caudaha svapnA avalokejI, rukamaNinA pati kahalA, nija guNa se aridala rokejI.../nA/. daza kSetromeM jinavara vicare, pada kamala meM Ave devojI, namana kara guNa garimA gAve, mukhaDo joI joI dhyAvejI, samavasaraNa racanA vara chAje, jinavara pITha birAjejI, jaga januM hita madhurI dhvani, mAlakoza meM gAjejI...rA. cauvidha zrI saMgha sthApana karate, IMdrANI maMgala gAvejI, gaNanAyaka lAyaka pada sthApe, saba jIvo ke mana bhAvejI, sUri rAjendra kI vANI gUMthe, syAdvAd siddhAMta batAvejI, vidyAcaMdra yatIndra sUri se, Atama nirmala pAvejI....ll - zatruMjaya stuti kaika sakata tIrathamAM sohatuM e, siddhAcala zaNagAra to; karma kATa mugate gayAe, anaMtA anaMta aNagAra to .../III

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cauvise jInava2 taNAe, caityaIhA utaMga to; vaMdo bhaviyaNa bhAvazuM e, pAmo zIvasukha caMga to...2 dravya bhAva tIratha kahyAe, dekho jina siddhAMta to; sUri rAjendra nA sUtranee, vaMdo dharI mana khanta to...IIII zAMtinAtha jina stuti zAMti jinezvara jaga paramezvara,vizvasena rAyanaMdAjI, acirA jananI kukhathI janamyA, caMdra vadana sukha kaMdAjI jyoti jhagamaga jhagamaga dIpe, anupama rupa sohandAjI, sura kinnara mili nita vaMde, causaTha su25ti IndAjI...||1|| zAMtikara jaga zAMti prabhujI saMjama dhara vairAgIjI, kevala pAmI samavasaraNa meM baiThe, karmabhaya tyAgIjI, madhura dhvani upadeza daI prabhu, anubhava jyoti jAgIjI, parSadA dvAdaza suNatA bhavinI, bhavabhaya bhAvaTha bhAMgIjI...||2|| sUtra siddhAMta meM teha vakhANyA, solamA jina jayavaMtAjI, sametazikhara upara jaI siddhA, karI anazana guNavaMtAjI, sUrIzvara rAjendra pasAyA, bhayabhaMjana bhagavaMtAjI, nitaprati amRtamuni vaMde, TAle karma kA phaMdAjI....||3|| sImaMghara svAmI stavana (rAgaH-sonAmAM sugaMdha bhaLe ) sahu jIvAne tAravAjI, tAraNa taraNa jahAja, Apa sarupI Apa cho jI, vinaMtI tumathI Aja, sImaMdhara jina suNIye muja aradAsa....||1|| huM chu dIna dayAmaNojI, tuma cho dIna dayAla, nigoda pIDA meM sahI jI, tuma jANo niradhAra... sImaMdhara jina suNIye...||2|| janma maraNanA duHkha sahyAjI, tehano nahI che pAra, anaMta vAra mAta pitAjI, thAte na thAye AdhAra. . .sImaMdhara jina suNIye // 3 // sukha jANI je je AcaryAjI, te sahu duHkha thayA svAma, viSaya vizeSa viSa thayo jI, arati taNo... visarAma sImaMdhara jina suNIye..4 75

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have tumaco zaraNo sAhiyojI, sUri rAjendra mahArAja, bhava bhayathI uddhArajo re, tAraNa taraNa jahAja... sImaMdhara jina suNIye...pA zatruMjaya stavana (rAgaH-e mere pyAre vatana) vimalatA prasare sadA, vimalagiri ko dekhatA, malinatA dUre khase, vimalagiri ko pekhatA... pUrva navvANu samosare, rAyaNa tale prabhu AvatA, Indra caMdra nAgendra saba mila, pAya prabhu ke sevatA...//f saMgha sakala mila Ayake, Adi prabhu guNa gAvatAM, zuddha bhAvase bhakti ka2, nija karmako saMhAratA...||2|| jana mana raMjana nAtha niraMjana, bhakto gaNo ko tAratA, de darzana dAna bhAvuka jana ko, janma jarA bhaya vAratA...IIII tuma khajAne khuTa nahIM prabhu, Isa adhama ko ugAratA, tuja caraNa sevI nirbalo paNa, zivapurI ko jAvatA...||4|| vijaya rAjendra sUrIza ko, yatIndra vAcaka maMdatA, vidyAmuni zuddha bhAve, girirAja darzana pAvatA...|| zAMtinAtha bhagavAna stavana e to zAMti jiNaMda balihArI, sukhakArI re jinezvara bheTiye zAMti jina bheTyA duHkha jAve, mana vAMchita maMgala thAve, e to riddhI aciMtI pAve...||1|| jinezvara bheTiye prabhu kAussagga mudrA ThADhe, girI meru acala jima gADhe, tapa phoja karama dala kADhe.||2|| jinezvara bheTiye manavAMchita AzA pUre, koI deva aura sanUre, meM to dhyAu jiNaMda guNa pUre...III jinezvara bheTiye mana bhole jaga meM bhaTakyo, mithyAmati vegalo chaTakyo, eka dhyAna jiNaMda meM aTakyo...II4|| jinezvara bheTiye prabhu tAra tuhi baDabhAgI, aba aura kI Aza na lAgI, jina caraNa sevA meM mAMgI...||5|| jinezvara bheTiye 76

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jinarAja mere dila vasiyA, ari phoja karama dala khasIyA~, sUri rAjendra zivapada rasIyA...//6ll jinezvara bheTivera meM to buddhi rahita guNahino, prabhu caraNa sudhArasa pIno, tuma pramoda ruci pada lIno...//zA jinezvara bheTivera samakita sUcaka sAya (rAga:- prabhu pArzvanu mukhaDu jovA) samakita vinA ho bhAI, jIva le gati caumAMhi, Ima kahe jinezvara vANI, bhavi jIvadayA dila ANIjI, vina samakita taro na bhAI, jIva rule gati caumAMhi tevA samakita vinA. tapa japa kriyA sahu phoka, Ima bhASe saguru loka, tuma zaMkA karo na kAMI, jIva le gati caumAMhi //rA samakita vinA. bahu jIvadayA nitya pAlI, viNa saradhA gaI sahu khAlI, tame tajo kuguru saMga bhAI, jIva le gati caumAMhi / samakita vinA. brahmacarya bhalI vidha pAlyo, valI doSa jhUMTha piNa TAlyo, navi Atama karaNI pAI, jIva le gati caumAMhi jA samakita vinA. parigrahanI mamatA moDI, dharyA liMga anaMta koDI, piNe garaja sarI nahIM kAMI, jIva le gati caumAMhi / pIsamakita vinA. traNa kAla karI jinapUjA, tihAM bhAva thayA nahIM dUjA, piNa saradhA sAMcI na jAI,jIva rule gati caumAMhi //dI samakita vinA. bhaNyo gaNyo sahu dhUla, jima jANe palAsano phUla, e vAtamAM sUtra sakhAI,jIva le gati caumAMhi IIchA samakita vinA. Ima sUrirAjendra prakAze, bhavi samakita bhajo ullAse, jima hove siddha sagAI,jIva le gati caumAMhi ITI samakita vinA. A CYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY CK, cAra caLa AvyaTobhAga noMdhaH cAra thAyavALAe A kAvya vibhAga yAda karavo. ane AnI sAthe prabhu sanmukha bolavAnI traNa stutio pAnA naM. 73 parathI zIkhI levI.

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huM sImaMdhara svAmI caityavaMdana karI samavasaraNe birAjatA, sImaMdhara svAmI madhura dhvani die dezanA, vANI sudhA samANI../1 parSadA beThI sAMbhaLe, vANI no vistAra, sahu-sahu nA manamAM thayo, AnaMda harSa apAra...rA jAti vaira zamAvavA, prabhu atizaya adbhuta, saMzaya sarva nA TAlIne, kare bhavi ne pavitra...//all huM nirmAgI rajhaluM IhAM, zA kIdhA meM pApa, jJAna vinAnI goThaDI, kyA jaI karu vilApa...l4o mAta vinA no bAluDo athaDAto kuTAto, Avyo chuM tuja Agale, rAkho to karuM vAto...//pA. kroDa - kroDa vaMdanA mAharI e, avadhAro jinadeva, mAMgu niraMtara ApaNA, caraNa kamala nI seva...//dA - siddhAcala-caityavaMdana sonA rupA nA phUlaDe, siddhAcala vadhAvo, dhyAna dharI dAdA taNu, AnaMda mana mAM lAvuM...// 1|| pUjA e pAvana thayA, ama mana nirmala deha, racanA racu zubha bhAvathI, karu karmano cheha..rA. abhavI ne dAdA vegaLA, bhavI ne hiyaDe hajUra, tana-mana-dhyAna eka lagana thI, kIdhAM karma cakacUra...//all kAMkare-kAMkare siddha thayA, siddha anaMta nuM ThAma, zAzvata jinavara pUjatA, jIva pAme vizrAma...4 dAdA-dAdA huM karuM, dAdA vasIyA dUra, dravyathI dAdA vegaLA, bhAvathI haiDe hajura.../pI duHSama kAle pUjatA, Indra dharI bahu pyAra, te pratimA ne vaMdatA, zvAsa mAMhe sau vAra...dI suvarNa guphAe pUjatA e, ratna pratimA Indra, jyoti zu jyoti mile, pUje malI bhavi sukhakaMda....zA Rddhi siddhi ghera saMpaje, pahoMce mananI Aza, trikaraNa zuddhi pUjatA, jJAna vimala prakAza...//8

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pArzvanAtha jana caityavaMdana jaya ciMtAmaNi pArzvanAtha, jaya tribhuvana svAmI aSTa karma ripu jItIne, paMcamI gati pAmI.../1 prabhu nAme AnaMdakaMda, sukha saMpatti lahie, prabhu nAme bhava bhayataNA, pAtaka savi dahie ...rA. OM hrIM varNa joDI karI, japIe jinavara nAma, viSa amRta thaI pariName, lahie avicala ThAma...lla , sImaMthara svAmI stuti pUrvadizi uttaradizi vacamAM, IzAna khUNe abhirAmajI; puSpalavaI vijaye puMDarikagiri, nagarI uttama ThAmajI, zrI sImaMdhara jina saMprati kevalI, vicaratA jaya jayakArajI bIja taNe dina caMdrane vinavu, vaMdanA kahejo amArIjI.../1 jabUdvIpamAM cAra jinezvara, dhAtakI khaMDe AThajI; puSkara aradhe AThamanohara, eDavo siddhAMta pAThajI , paMca mahAvidehe thaIne, viharamAna jina vizajI; je ArAdhe bIja tapa sAdhe, tasa mana huI jagIzajI...rA samavasaraNe besIne vakhANI, suNI Indra-IndrANIjI zrI sImaMdhara jina pramukhanI vANI, mujha mana zravaNe suhANIjI je naranArI samakitadhArI, e vANI citta dharazejI bIja taNo mahimA sAMbhaLatA, kevala kamalA varazejI...3I. 'viharamAna jina sevAkArI, zAsana devI sArIjI; sakala saMghane AnaMdakArI, vAMchita phala dAtArIjI bIja taNo tapa je nara karaze, tehanI tu rakhavAlIjI; vIrasAgara kahe sarasvatI mAtA, dIo mujha vANI osAlIjI...4. thI rAjaya stuti karI zrI siddhAcala Adijina AvyA, pUrva navvANu vArajI; anaMtalAbha tihAM jinavara jANI, samavasaryA niradhArajI, vimalagirino mahimA moTo, siddhAcala e ThAmajI; kAMkare kAMkare anaMta siddhA, ekaso ne ATha girinAmajI...//15

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puMDarika parvata polo kahIe, ezI yojana nuM mAnajI; viza koDIzuM pAMDava sidhyA, traNa koDIzuM rAmajI, zAMba pradyumna sADI ATha koDI, sidhyA daza koDI vArIkhilla jANojI; pAMca koDizu puMDarika gaNadhara, sakala jinanI vANIjIyA...rA sakala tIratha nA e vaLI rAjA , zrI zatruMjya kahIejI; sAta chaThTha doya aTTama karIne, avicala padavI lahIejI, cha rIpAlI nI yAtrA karatA, kevala kamalA variejI; zruta siddhAMta no rAjA kahIe, tIratha hRdayamAM dharIejI.../I3 ' siddhakSetra zetruMjo kahIe, zrI Adizvara rAyajI; gaumukha ne cakrezvarI devI, seve prabhu nA pAyajI, " . zAsana devI samakitadhArI, snAtra kare saMbhAlIjI; raMgavijaya guru eNI pere bole, meru vijaya jayajayakArIjI...//4 rI pArzvanAtha stuti poSa dazama dina pAsa jinesara, janmyA vAmAmAyajI; janmamahotsava surapati kIdho, valIya vizeSe rAyajI, chappana dikumArI phularAyo, suranarakinnara gAyojI; zrI azvasena kula kamalA vataMse, bhAnuudaya sama AyojI.../1 poSa dazamIdina AMbela kariye, jima bhavasAgara tarIyejI; pAsa jiNaMdanuM dhyAna dharatA, sukRta bhaMDAra bhariyejI, RSabhAdika jinavara covIse, je sevo bhavi bhAvejI; zivaramaNI tavArI nija ghara beThA, paramapada sohAvejI...rA kevala pAmI trigaDe beThA, pAsa jinezvara tArAjI; madhura gIrAe dezanA deve, bhavijana mana sukhakArIjI, dAna-zIyala tapa bhAve Adaraze, te taraze saMsArajI; A bhava parabhava jinavara japatAM, dharma hoze AdhArajI...//all sakala divasamAM adhiko jANI, dazamI dina ArAdhojI; tevIsamo jina manamAM dhyAtA, Atama sAdhana sAdhojI, dharaNendra padmAvatI devI, sevA kare prabhu AgejI; zrI harSa vijaya guru caraNa kamalanI, rAjavijaya sevA mAMgejI...4

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sImaMghara svAmI stavana (rAgaH- siddhAcalanA vAsI) pyArA sImaMdhara svAmI, tame muktigAmI, videha vAsI, sImaMdhara ne vaMdanA amArI tane jovA talazuM mane prIta tujhazuM, videhavAsI, viharamAna ne vaMdanA amArI...||1|| mArA manamAM tAro eka jApa, toye pajave che trividha tApa, Adhi-vyAdhi vAro, upAdhi TALo, videhavAsI...||2|| mane samavasaraNe bolAvo, mIThI madhurI vANI suNAvo; moha timira bale, mithyAtva Tale, videhavAsI......IIII thAya risana tumArA pavitra, tame jaganA guru jagamitra; tame jaganA baMdhu, tamane bhAve vRMdu, videhavAsI..4 tame zreyAMsa rAya kulacaMda, satI satyakI mAtA nA naMda; tame jaga mana raMjana, Aja jJAna aMjana, videhavAsI...||5|| mahAvideha vAsI pyAro, huM to aMtarathI thayo kAlovAlo; jJAnavimala guNadhAro, A bhava pAra utAro, videhavAsI...||6|| zatruMjaya stavana (rAgaH- jiMdagI pyAra kA gIta hai...) DuMgara ThaMDo ne DuMgara zItaDo, e giri sidhyA sAdhu anaMta, DuMgara polo ne DuMgara phuTaDo, jyAM vase che sunaMdA no kaMta...||1|| pahale Are zrI puMDarIkagari, eMzI yojana nuM parimANa, bIje Are sItera yojana jANIe, trIje sATha yojana nuM mAna...rA cothe Are pacAsa yojana jANIe, pAMcame bAra yojana nuM mAna, chaDhe Are sAta hAtha jANIe, eNI pere bole zrI vardhamAna...A e giri RSabha jiNaMda samosaryA, pUrva navvANu vA2I vAra, yAtrA navvANu je jugate kare, dhana dhana tehano avatAra...||4| je nara zetruMjaya bheTyA sahI, je nara pUjyA zrI Adi jiNaMda, dAna supAtra jeNe didhA sahI, te pharI na Ave garbhAvAsa...||5|| je na2 zetruMjaya bheTyA nahI, je nara pUjyA nahI Adi jiNaMda, * dAna supAtra jeNe dIdhA nahI, tenA navI chUTe karma nA baMdha...||6| DuMgara nirakhI DuMgara je caDhe, DuMgara pharase so-so vAra, mukti sAmA je pagalA bhare, tenA navI thAya karmanA baMdha...A udayaratna kahe avasara pAmIne, yAtrA ka2ze je nara nAra... zrI zatruMjaya mahAtmya mAM kahyuM, tasa ghara hoMze maMgala mAla...||8|| 81

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pArzvanAtha jana stavana , (rAga jAda Ave morI mA....) bhavajala pAra utAra (2), zrI zaMkhezvara pArzva jinezvara mAro tuM eka AdhAra../1 kAla anaMto bhamatA-bhamatA, kyAMya na Avyo Aro, dhanya ghaDI te mArI Aje, dITho tuma dedAra...// rAI tuM vItarAgI, tu avinAzI, tu nirAbAdhI nAtha, huM rAgI chuM pApI jIvaDo, bhamato bhava apAra...3 A duniyA mAM tArA jevo, koI na tAraNahAra, vAmAM naMdana-caMdana thI, paNa zItala jenI chA~va...//4 bhavobhava tuma caraNa sevA, mAMgu chu dInadayAla, raMgavijaya kahe premazuM re, vinaMtI e avadhAra....pA. chesuMdarI tapanI sajhAya che (rAga - phUla tuhe bhejA hai khata meM..) sarasvatI svAmInI karuM supasAya, suMdarI tapa nI bhaNu sajhAya....//l. RSabhadeva taNI aMga jAta, suMdarInI sunaMdA mAta, bhavijana bhAve e tapa kIje, manuSya janmano lhAvo lIje...rA RSabhadeva jaba dIkSA lIdhI, suMdarI ne AjJA navi dIdhI, bharata jANe mujha thAse nArI, mujha prANa thakI e che pyArI...3 bharata rAya jaba pakhaMDa sAdhyo, suMdarIe tapa mAMDI ArAdhyo, sATha hajAra varSa lage sAra, AyaMbila tapa kIdho niradhAra...//4o. cauda ratana ne nava nidhAna, lAkha corAzI hAthI nuM mAna, lAkha corAzI jehane bAjI, bharata rAya AvyA gAjI....//pA bharatarAya moTA naradeva, doya sahasa yakSa kare seva, ayodhyA nayarIye bharatajI AvyA, mahIlA sarve motIDe vadhAvyA......dI A kuNa dIze durbala nArI, sahu kahe suMdarI bena tamArI, kema tume ene durbala kIdhI, mujha benaDI nI khabara na lIdhI...INA sahu kahe AyaMbila tapa kIdho, sATha hajAra varSa prasiddho, jAo benI tuma dIkSA pAlo, RSabhadeva nuM kuLa ajavALo....I8. bharatarAyanI pAmI zikSA, suMdarIe tava lIdhI dIkSA, karma khapAvI ne kevala pAmI, kAMti vijaya praName ziranAmI...lleo.

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(aaN ItihAsa) maNInI daSTirAja /sabhAmAM zIlasanI 'jannAha maMtrI upara sthira rAI - * sthira thaI gaI cha: mahInAmAM 1260 hatyA karavAvALA arjunamAlIne jina pravacananA rasika banAvavAvALA kAyotsarga karatA zeTha sudarzana. zeThanA dharma prabhAva thI arjunanA dehamAMthI bhAgato yakSa paDhi potAnI bane mana NI Niilal M kRNAla patra vAMce che. 2 -

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kSiddhinA sopAna mAravA mAMgo to. jItavA mAMgo to * khAvA mAMgo to * pIvA mAMgo to. * ApavA mAMgo to paheravA mAMgo to levA mAMgo to choDavA mAMgo to bolavA mAMgo to ja kharIdavA mAMgo to jovA mAMgo to kharAba IcchAone mAro krodha-tRSNAne jIto gurasAne khAo. Izvara bhaktino zarabata pIvo nIcI najara karI ApI pachI bhUlI jAo nekIno jAmo pahero. mAtA-pitA, gurunA AzIrvAda lo mAna, abhimAna, ghamaMDa choDo. satya, mIThA vacana bolo premabhAva ne kharIdo. potAnI burAIne juo guNIjanonA guNagAna sAMbhaLo sAdhu-saMto, abaLA, vRddho, tapasvionI sevA, vaiyAvacca karIne mAnava jIvanane saphaLa karo. karavA mAMgo to

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jJAnanI AzAtanAthI bacIe kaccha varaThA ane guNamarjarInI kathA jaMbUdvIpanA bharata kSetramAM sarvazobhA yukta padmapuranAmanuM nagara hatuM. tyAMnA rAjA ajitasena ane rANI yazomatine varadatta nAmano putra hato. jayAre e ATha varSano thayo tyAre rAjA-rANIe tene paMDitanI pAse bhaNavA mATe mokalyo. paraMtu jJAnAvaraNIya karmanA udayanA kAraNe te eka paNa akSara bhaNI zakyo nahIM. varadattakumAra jyAre yauvanAvasthAmAM Avyo tyAre tene koDha roga thayo. koDha rogathI kumAranuM zarIra beDoLa ane kutsita thaI gayuM, rAjA-rANIe ghaNA upacAra karAvyAM paNa badhuM nirarthaka gayuM, roga ocho na thayo. eja padmapura nagaramAM eka siMhadAsa nAmanA zeTha rahetA hatA. tene kapUratilakA nAmanI patnI ane guNamaMjarI nAmanI putrI hatI. enI putrI janmathI ja rogI mUMgI ane baherI hatI. mAtA-pitAe guNamaMjarInA roga ane bobaDApaNAne dUra karavA mATe aneka prayAso karyA, paNa roga gayo nahI. eka divasa e nagaranA udyAnamAM caturgAnI zrI vijayasenasUrijI padhAryA. nagaranA loko temane vaMdana karavA mATe umaTI paDyA. rAjA paNa saparivAra vaMdana karavA mATe gayA. AcAryapravare dharmadazanA ApI. dezanA pazcAt siMhadAsa zeThe ubhA thaIne jJAnI gurune pUchyuM - he bhanta ! mArI putrI guNamaMjarIe evuM kayuM nikRSTa karma bAMdhyuM jenA phaLasvarUpe ene rogI mUMgI ane baherI thavuM paDyuM ? tyAre jJAnI gurue kahyuM - he devAnupriye! A vizva aneka saMkaTo ane vipadAonuM sthAna che. A vizvamAM jIva jevuM karma bAMdhe che evuM ja phaLa bhogave che. tArI putrI paNa pUrvabhavamAM bAMdhelA karmane kAraNe rogI ane duHkhI banI che. eno pUrvabhava A pramANe che - dhAtakIkhaMDanA bharatakSetramAM kheTakapura nAmanA nagaramAM jinadeva nAmano eka vyApArI raheto hato. enI patnInuM nAma suMdarI hatuM. emane 5 putra ane putrIo hatI. jinadeve pAMca putrone adhyayana karavA mATe pAThazALA mokalyA. paraMtu e pAMce unmata thaIne ramavA-kUdavAmAM ja lIna rahetA hatA. ekavAra e bALakonA tophAnathI kaMTALIne adhyApake thoDA mAryA-pITyA. AthI e pAMce rotA rotA emanI mA~ pAse gayA. moM e mamatAvaza emanA putrone kahyuM, ke "beTA Aja pachI tamAre bhaNavA mATe javAnI jarUrata nathI. tamArA pitAnI pAse dhananI kyAM kamI che? tame loko

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gharamAM ja ArAmathI raho." A pramANe kahIne te pote pAThazALA gaI. tyAM adhyApakanI sAthe kalaha (jhaghaDo) karyo tathA copaDiyo-pATIo vagere je bhaNavAnA sAdhano hatA, te badhA agnimAM nAMkhI dIdhA. jyAre jinadevane A vAtanI khabara paDI tyAre te bahu duHkhI thayo. ene enI patnIne bahu ja samajAvI. paraMtu tenI patnI samajavAnI badale jinadeva para vadhAre krodha karavA lAgI. ahIMyA e pAMca putro moTA thayA. pAMce dekhAvamAM to suMdara ane suzIla hatA. paraMtu hatA anapaDha, mUrkha. tethI koI paNa zreSThIe emane potAnI putrI ApI nahIM. A vAta upara jinadeva ane emanI patnI suMdarInI vacce pratidivasa jhaghaDo thato hato. banne jaNa putrone anapaDha rahevAnA kAraNo eka-bIjAne batAvatAM. eka divasa banne vacce jhaghaDo bahu vadhI gayo ane gussAmAM jinadeve eka moTo paththara suMdarInA mAthAmAM mArI dIdho. enAthI suMdarInuM mAthuM phATI gayuM ane tyAM ja tenuM mRtyu thayuM. e suMdarI ja marIne tArI putrI guNamaMjarI banI che. eNe pUrvabhavamAM jJAna ane jJAnI nI AzAtanA karI hatI, jethI karIne A bhavamAM enI AvI dazA thaI che. AcArya bhagavaMtanI vANI sAMbhaLIne guNamaMjarIne tyAM ja jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM ane eNe potAnuM pUrvabhavadekhyuM. eNe IzAro karIne gurubhagavaMtane kahyuM ke tame je kIdhuM te satya ane yathArtha che. siMhadAse gurubhagavaMtane guNamaMjarInA rogane dUra karavAno upAya pUkyo. tyAre gurubhagavaMte kahyuM ke "nikAcita karmono kSaya mATe tapa amogha upAya che." emaNe guNamaMjarIne jJAna-paMcamInA tapanI vidhi batAvI. eja samaye rAjA ajitasene paNa jJAnI gurune potAnA putra varadattanA rogotpattinuM kAraNa pUchyuM. tyAre jJAnI guru e varadattano pUrvabhava saMbhaLAvyo. bharatakSetranA zrIpura nAmanA nagaramAM vasu nAmaka eka dhanADhya zeTha rahetA hatA. e zeThane vasusAra ane vasudeva nAmanA be putro hatA. munisuMdara nAmanA AcAryathI pratibodhita thaIne baMnee dIkSA lIdhI. nAno bhAI vasudeva buddhimAna hovAthI gurue emane AcAryapada para pratiSThita karyA. have vasudeva AcArya pratidivasa pAMcaso sAdhuone bhaNAvatA hatA. eka divasa vasudevAcArya madhyAhna samaye ArAma karavA jaI rahyA hatA eTalAmAM ja eka munie AvIne koI sUtra padano artha pUchyo. AcAryazrIe enuM samAdhAna karIne mokalyA ke eTalA mAM bIjA muni AvyA, bIjAnA pachI trIjA, trIjAnA pachI cothA muni AvyA. AcAryae badhAne saMtuSTa karIne mokalyA. enA pachI AcAryazrI suI gayA. haju uMgha AvI hatI ke eka kSullaka ziSyae AvIne AcAryazrInI uMdha bhaMga karI dIdhI. AvI rIte vAraMvAra uMghamAM skUlanA thavAthI AcAryazrI saMtapta thaIne vicAra karavA lAgyA ke mAro moTo bhAI vAstavamAM puNyazALI che. e zAMtipUrvaka khAI, pIne, uMghI zake che. paNa huM to mArI icchAthI uMghI paNa nathI zakato. vAstavamAM mUrkhatAe ene sukhI karyo che. huM paNa mArA bhAInI jema mUrkha hota to Aje zAMtithI uMghI zakata. 84)

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AvA vicArothI emaNe nirNaya lIdho ke Aja pachI nA huM pote bhaNIza ane nA bIjA koIne bhaNAvIza. A pramANe krodhAviSTa thayelA AcArya vasudevasUrie bAra ahorAtra mauna rAkhIne jJAna virAdhanA karI. AlocanA karyA vagara ja marIne he rAjan ! A tAro putra varadatta thayo che. Ano moTo bhAI mAnasarovaramAM haMsa thayo che. AcAryadevanI A vAta sAMbhaLIne varadattakumArane jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM ane teNe paNa potAno pUrvabhava dekhyo. rAjA ajitasene AcArya bhagavaMtane emanA putranA roga nivAraNa karavAno upAya pUchayo tyAre AcArya bhagavaMte jJAnapaMcamInI jevI vidhi guNamaMjarIne batAvI hatI, evI ja vidhi varadattane paNa batAvI. - guNamaMjarI ane varadatta baMnee bhAvapUrvaka paMcamI tapanI ArAdhanA karI. tapanA prabhAvathI baMne nirogI ane svarUpavAna banyA. prauDhAvasthAmAM ja baMnee saMyama aMgIkAra karyo ane anuttara vimAnamAM deva banyAM. tyAMthI trIjA bhavamAM kevalI banIne mokSamAM jaze. - rI bhASarSa muni che. koI AbhIra (rabArI)nA putre moTI uMmaramAM dIkSA grahaNa karI. Avazyaka sUtranA yogodrahana pazcAt uttarAdhyayanA yogoddhahananA samaye pUrve saMcita jJAnAvaraNIya karmano udaya thavAthI emane uttarAdhyayananA cothA adhyayanano eka akSara paNa yAda na thayo. bahu mehanata karI paNa niSphaLa gayA. tyAre gurudeve emane be zabdo yAda karavA mATe ApyA - mA ruSa, mA tuSa arthAt dveSa nahIM karavo, rAga nahIM karavo. A pada e yAda karavA lAgyA. paraMtu eTaluM paNa emane ThIka thI yAda na thayuM. ane mAruSa, mAnuSanA badale mASatuSa, mAtuSa yAda karavA lAgyA. AjubAjunA chokarAoe hAsya ane niMdAthI emanuM nAma ja "mAsatuSa muni' rAkhI dIdhuM. - have mApatuSa muni loko mATe hAsyaspada banI gayA. paraMtu e badhA pratye manamA samatAno bhAva rAkhIne ane potAnA pUrva saMcita karmone doSa daIne muni "mASatuSa" padane ja yAda karavA lAgyA. A pramANe bAra varSa vItI gayA. paraMtu emaNe hiMmata nA hArI ane emane prayAsa cAlu rAkhyo. ane eka divasa e padane yAda karatA-karatA muni zubha dhyAna dvArA kSapakazreNI para AruDha thayA ane lokAlokane prakAza karavAvALuM kevaLajJAnane prApta karyuM. mAtuSa muninI bAra varSanI mehanata raMga lAvI. Aja sudhI ApaNe eka sUtranI eka gAthAne yAda karavAmAM keTalI mehanata karI che. e vicAraNIya che.

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azoka rAjA pATalIputranA rAjA azokane kuNAla nAmano putra hato. sotelI mAtAnA DarathI azoka rAjAe kuNAlane nAnI umaramAM ja avanti nagarI mokalI dIdho hato. jyAre kuNAla ATha varSano thayo tyAre azoka rAjAe kuNAlanA nAme eka patra lakhyo. ''he kumAra ! tvayA'dhItavyamiti madAjJADacireNa vidheyA / '' he kumAra ! tamAre atyAre adhyayana karavuM che, A mArI AjJA che.'' A pramANeno patra lakhIne azoka rAjA koI kAryamAM vyasta thaI gayA. eja samaye kuNAlanI sotelI mA~ tyAM AvI ane teNe e patra vAMcyo. patra vAMcIne teNe vicAra karyo ke jyAM sudhI A kumAra raheze tyAM sudhI mArA putrane rAjya nahIM maLe. enA mATe mAre kaMIka karavuM paDaze. ane patramAM jyAM rAjAe 'adhItavyaM' (adhyayana karavA yogya) lakhyuM hatuM. tyAM ene enI AMkhamAM lagAvela kAjaLathI 'a' akSara upara eka mIMDu lagAvI dIdhu eTale adhItavya nA badale aMdhItavya thaI gayuM. eTale tuM AMdhaLo banavA yogya che. ane eNe e patra baMdha karIne tyAMja mukI dIdho. rAjA azoke e patra vAMcyA vinA ja avanti mokalI dIdho. kuNAle jyAre patra vAMcyo tyAre ene bahu ja duHkha lAgyuM. paraMtu teNe pitAnI AjJAne zirodhArya karIne eNe potAnA ja hAthothI garama lokhaMDano saLIyo potAnI AMkhomAM nAMkhI dIdho. have kuNAla AMdhaLo thaI gayo. aho ! mAtra eka anusvAra rUpI mAtrA vadhI javAthI arthano anartha thaI gayo. A pramANe ApaNe paNa sUtra azuddha na zIkhavuM joIe. je mAtrA jyAM hoya, eno uccAra paNa tyAM ja thavo joIe jenAthI arthano anartha nA thaI jAya. sUtra yAda karatA samaye ja akSara, pada, mAtrA, saMpadA vagere barAbara joI levA jenAthI sUtra yAda karatA samaye bhUla na thAya. mA~-bApane bhUlazo nahIM gharanuM nAma mAtRchAyA ane pitRchAyA paNa emAM mA~ bApano paDachAyo paNa na paDavA de to e makAnanuM nAma patnIchAyA rAkhavuM vadhAre ucita che. 86

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sAmaM ktinA TrAMta 1. mahArAja kumArapAlanI sArmika bhakti eka divasa eka zrAvake kalikAla sarvajJa AcArya bhagavaMta hemacaMdrAcAryane jADuM vastra vahorAvyuM. e ja vastra paherIne ekavAra e bhavya rathayAtrAmAM gayA. kumArapALe e vastromAM AcAryazrIne joyA to emanuM hRdaya du:khI thaI gayuM. e vakhate to emaNe gurudevazrIne kazuM ja nA kahyuM. paraMtu rathayAtrA pazcAt kumArapALa rAjA tarata ja upAzrayamAM AvyA ane kahyuM ''gurudeva A zuM che ? amArA jevA bhakto hovA chatAM paNa tamArA zarIra upara AvuM khAdInuM vastra ? prabhu ! loko zuM kaheze ? aDhAra dezanA rAjA kumArapALa ! ane emanA guru pAse AvA vastro ? loko mane kRSNa kaheze ane mArI TIkA karaze ? A to mArA mATe keTalI zarmanI vAta che.'' tyAre gurudeve kahyuM - ''kumArapALa ! tamane evo vicAra kema na Avyo ke mArA rAjyamAM AvA vastro vahorAvavA vALA sAdharmika bandhu potAnuM nirvAha kevI rIte karI rahyA haze ? emanI sthiti kevI haze ? tamane zarama to e vAtanI AvavI joIe ke tame ArAmathI rAja-sukha bhogavI rahyA cho ane mArA sAdharmika kaSTapUrvaka jIvana jIvI rahyA che.'' A sAMbhaLIne kumArapALe tyAM ja pratijJA lIdhI ke huM dara varSe eka karoDa sonAmahoro sAdharmika bhakti mATe kharca karIza. A pachI kumArapALa mahArAja 14 varSa sudhI jIvita rahyA ane emaNe 14 varSamAM 14 karoDa sonAmahoro sAdharmika bhakti mATe kharca karI. te nirdhana sAdharmikane ochAmAM ochI 100 sonAmahoro ApatA hatA ane sAthe ja jene jeTalI jarUrata hoya eTalI paNa ApatA hatA. eka varSa pUruM thayA pachI eka divasa sAdharmika bhaktinI dekha-rekha karavAvALA AbhaDazeThe kumArapALa rAjAne kahyuM ke ''he rAjan ! A varSanI bhaktino lAbha mane Apo. huM enA paisA rAja bhaMDAramAMthI levA mAMgato nathI.' tyAre kumArapALa rAjAe kahyuM '- nA bhAI ! AvuM nA thaI zake ! pahelAthI ja huM kRpaNa kahevAuM chuM. ane tamane lAbha ApI daIza to vadhAre kRpaNa kahevAIza. mane dhana upara rahI mUrchA utAravAno aNamola avasara prApta thayo che. tame koSAdhyakSanI pAsethI tamArI eka karoDa sonAmahoro pAchI laI lo.'' AbhaDazeThe keTalIya dalIlo karIne e lAbha levAnI koziza karI. paraMtu kumArapALe AbhaDazeThanI vinaMtIno asvIkAra karyo. A pramANe 14 varSa sudhI kumArapALa rAjAe dara varSe eka karoDa sonAmahoronI sAdharmika bhakti karI. dhanya che ! AvA mahAna sAdharmika bhakti karavAvALA rAjAne. 87

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2 2. vaDhavANanA zrAvaka vaDhavANa zahera nI vAta che. tyAMnA rahevAsI jIvadayAne potAno jIvana-prANa mAnatA hatA. eka divasa eka sAdharmika baMdhu bimAra thayA. paraMtu Arthika sthiti sArI na hovAne kAraNe te davA paNa na kharIdI zakyA. bimArInA kAraNe e sAdharmika rAtre bahu ja herAna-parezAna thaI rahyA hatA. e ja zaheranA eka nAmI zrAvakane A vAtanI khabara paDI. e divase emanuM mauna hatuM. caturAIpUrvaka saMketathI davAnA nAmanuM pepara meLavIne emaNe bajAramAMthI badhI davAo kharIdI lIdhI. ane rAtanA 11.00vAge e dhImethI garIba sAdharmikanA ghare gayA. aMdhArAmAM aMdara jaIne badhI davAo cupacApa mukIne e zrAvaka pAchA pharI rahyA hatA ke acAnaka emane koI vastunI Thokara vAgI. avAjathI tyAMnA loko sAvadhAna thaI gayA ane jora-jorathI cora-cora cillAvA lAgyA. kolAhala sAMbhaLIne Aju-bAjunA loko bhegA thaI gayA ane e zrAvakane pakaDIne cora samajIne mAravA lAgyA. zrAvaka mauna rahyA. A viSayamAM e kaMIpaNa jAhera karavA mAMgatA na hatA. lokoe emane bahu ja mAryA. to paNa temaNe moMmAthI eka zabda paNa na nIkALyo. chelle koIka samajadAra vyaktie kahyuM, "A cora nahIM hoya. kAraNa ke cora kyAreya paNa cupacApa ATalI mAra nA khAI zake, dIvo saLagAvo." dIvo lAvIne joyuM to emanA Azcaryano pAra nA rahyo. "are ! A ApaNe zuM karyuM? AvezamAM AvIne koNe mAryA? A to ApaNA zeTha che." Avu kahIne badhA loko pazcAttApa karavA lAgyA. e zrAvaka to tyAMthI cupacApa nIkaLI gayA. pachI badhAne sAcI vAtanI khabara paDI. AvA paropakArI, sAdharmika bhakti karavAvALA Aja paNa che. 2 3. maMtrIzvara pethavuM che maMtrIzvara pethaDamAMDavagaDhanA maMtrI hatA. eka varSamAM chettAlIsa maNa sonuM temanuM vetana hatuM. aDhaLaka saMpattinA mAlika pethaDa zeTha rAjasabhAmAM jatA samaye jyAre pAlakImAM besIne jatA hoya tyAre sAmethI koI sAdharmika baMdhu ne AvatA jue to pAlakImAMthI nIce utarIne sAdharmikane premathI gaLe lagAve. pachI temane AmaMtraNa Ape ke "baMdhu ghare padhAro". mAMDavagaDhanA maMtrI jyAre emaNe gaLe lagAve ane ghare AvavAnuM AmaMtraNa Ape to koNa asvIkAra kare ? pethaDa zAha svayaM rAja-darabAramAM jatA ane e sAdharmikane ghare mokalatA hatA. tyAM pethaDanI mA~ temanuM svAgata karatI. vAtacIta karIne pUchI letI hatI ke, "tame kyAMthI AvyA cho? zuM dhaMdho karo cho? tamAre kaI vastunI jarUra che?" e sAdharmikane bhaviSyamAM koI paNa vAtanI ciMtA na rahe evI paherAmaNI bheMTa ApatI hatI. AvI apUrva hatI emanI sAdharmika bhakti !

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4. sahAsoma eka nagaramAM sadAcaMda nAmanA zeTha rahetA hatA. tyAMnA bahu moTA vyApArIomAM emanI gaNatarI hatI. deza-paradezamAM emano dhaMdho cAlato hato. eka vAra samudramAM tophAna AvavAne kAraNe paradezathI AvatuM zeThanuM jahAja emAM phasAI gayuM. paraMtu haju sudhI Dubyu ke nahI enA samAcAra lokone maLyA nahotA. to paNa lokoe mAnI lIdhuM ke jahAja DubI gayuM che. A mATe teoe aphavAha phelAvI ke sadAcaMda zeThanI peDhI uThavAnI lAge che A sAMbhaLIne badhA loko potAnI jamA karAyelI 2kama zeThanI pAse levA AvyA. zeThe leNadArone zakya hatuM teTaluM ApI dIdhuM. eka divasa eka moTo vepArI tenA 1 lAkha rUpiyA levA mATe zeThane ghare Avyo. paristhiti vazAt zeThe kahyuM ''bhAI thoDA divasa rokAI jA. haju sudhI jahAjanA samAcAra AvyA nathI.' paraMtu leNadAra to mAnavA mATe taiyAra ja na thayo. sadAcaMda zeTha bahu ja parezAnImAM AvI gayA ke ''have huM zuM karuM ?'' emaNe paramAtmAnuM smaraNa karI navakAramaMtranuM dhyAna zarU karyuM. tyAre ja temane somacaMda zeThanI yAda AvI ane emaNe amadAvAda nivAsI somacaMda zeThane rotA-rotA eka kAgaLa lakhyo jemAM emaNe kAgaLa laIne AvanArane 1 lAkha rUpiyA ApavAnuM kahyuM. kAgaLa lakhatA samaye AMsunA be TIpAM kAgaLa upara paDyA. leNadAra e kAgaLa laIne somacaMda zeThane tyAM pahoMcyA ane emane kAgaLa Apyo. somacaMda zeThe sadAcaMda zeThanI mAtra khyAtI ja sAMbhaLI hatI. na to emanI vacce koI vyApArika saMbaMdha hato ane nA to koI oLakhANa. somacaMda zeThe e kAgaLane AgaLa-pAchaLa phe2vIne vAMcyo. sadAcaMda zeThanuM khAtuM to temanI copaDImAM kyAMya najara nA AvyuM. vicAra karatAkaratA e sadAcaMda zeThanA kAgaLane joI rahyA hatA ne acAnaka AMsunA TapakAthI palaLelA kAgaLa upara emanI najara paDI. eTale emane vicArI lIdhuM ke jarUra sadAcaMda zeThe paristhiti vazAt A kAgaLa lakhyo che. ane emaNe e vepArIne eka lAkha rUpiyA ApI dIdhA. emanI koI huMDI potAnA khAtAmAM lakhI nahI. kevI jvalaMta sAdharmika bhakti ! A bAju thoDA divasomAM sadAcaMda zeThanA badhA jahAja pAchA AvI gayA. vepAra vyavasthita thaI gayo. thoDA paisA kamAyA pachI sadAcaMda zeTha emanuM devuM utAravAnA uddezyathI eka lAkha rUpiyA laIne amadAvAda pahoMcyA. somacaMda zeThane maLyA pachI e bolyA - ''zeThajI A tamArA eka lAkha rUpiyA.'' somacaMda zeThe kahyuM, ''tame koNa cho ?'' tyAre e bolyA ''huM sadAcaMda zeTha chuM. keTalAka mahinA pahelA mArA kAgaLa lakhavAthI tame eka lAkha rUpiyAnI huMDI svIkArI hatI. tame e vakhate 89

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mArI sahAyatA karI enA mATe dhanyavAda ! have A rAzi svIkArIne mane RNa mukta karo.'' tyAre somacaMda zeThe bahIkhAtuM nIkALIne joyuM. paraMtu emAM emanuM nAma kyAMya nahotuM. somacaMda zeThe kahyuM, ''zeThajI mArA bahIkhAtAmAM tamAruM nAma nathI.'' sadAcaMda zeThe kahyuM ''A kevI rIte thaI zake che. tame yAda karo, eka lAkhanI rakama e koI mAmUlI vastu nathI. A rUpiyA tamArA ja che.'' somacaMda zeThe e rUpiyA svIkAryA nahI. sadAcaMda zeTha paNa e parAyA dhanane svIkAravA mATe taiyAra na thayA. baMne vacce keTalAka samaya sudhI AnAkAnI cAlI. chelle baMne maLIne eka rasto nIkALyo ke A paisAthI ApaNe 5ramAtmAnuM jinAlaya banAvI daIe. prabhuno bhakta AnA sivAya vicArI paNa zuM zake ? ane baMne maLIne girirAja upara bhavya jinAlaya banAvyuM je Aje paNa "sadA-somAnI TuMka'" nAmathI emanI yazo gAthA gAI rahyA che. be buMda AMsunI kathA juo. je vyaktine joyA nathI mAtra jemanuM nAma sAMbhaLyuM che evA somacaMda zeThane sadAcaMda zeThe rotA eka kAgaLa lakhyo ane be parokSa AMsue A kArya karyuM. AvI apUrva hatI ApaNA pUrvajonI sAdharmika bhakti, 5. puNiyA zrAvaka puNiyA zrAvaka pahelA pUnamacaMda zeThanA nAmathI prakhyAta hatA. emanA gharamAM lakSmIno sAkSAt vAsa hato. duniyAbharanAM badhA sukha enA pagamAM hatA. eka divasa emaNe prabhu vIranI dezanA sAMbhaLI ane dhananI mUrchA ane enA parigrahathI thavAvALA bhayaMkara pariNAmane jANyA. dhana A sarva anarthonI khANa che. A mATe dhananA viSayamAM kaMIka to maryAdA rAkhavI joIe. AvuM jANIne pUnamacaMda zeThe potAnA pAse rahelI apAra saMpattino sAte kSetromAM kharco karI nAkhyo. pote potAnA hAthethI kAMtelA rUne vecavAno sAmAnya dhaMdho karavAnuM cAlu karI dIdhuM ane gAmanAM cheDe eka jhuMpaDImAM rahevA mATe cAlyA gayA. emaNe parigrahanuM parimANa karI lIdhuM ane emAM ja saMtoSa mAnavA lAgyA. have e roja eTaluM ja kamAya che ke jemAM pati-patnInA eka samayanA bhojananI vyavasthA thaI jAya. eka vAra prabhu vIranI pAse emaNe sAdharmika bhaktinI mahimA sAMbhaLI. tyAre temanA hRdayamAM nitya sAdharmika bhakti karavAno bhAva jAgRta thayo. ghare AvIne emaNe A vAta potAnI patnIne kahI. patnIne paNa A satkArya gamI gayuM. paraMtu have takalIpha e ubhI thaI gaI ke sAdharmika bhakti karavA mATe paisA kyAMthI lAvavA ? haju paNa e vadhAre dhana kamAI zakatA hatA. paraMtu emane ? 90

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evo rasto joIto hato jemAM vadhAre kamAvuM paNa na paDe ane sAdharmika bhakti paNa thaI jAya. ane aMtara hRdayamAM jo sAcI bhAvanA hoya to koI paNa kArya kaThina nathI. Akhare rasto maLI gayo. puNiyAne karmapatnI nahIM paraMtu dharmapatnI maLI hatI. baMne maLIne ekAMtara upavAsa karavAno nirNaya karI lIdho. ane pratidivasa eka sAdharmikane bhojana karAvavA lAgyA. puNiyA zrAvake sAdharmikanuM mahattva keTaluM AtmasAta karyuM haze ke potAnA pratikULa sthitimAM paNa ekAMtara upavAsa karIne sAdharmika bhakti karavA lAgyA. dhanya che e puNiyA zrAvakane ! 6. jagaDuzA para rAjA varadhavala pachI emanI rAjagAdI upara vizaladeva nAmanA rAjA thayA. ekavAra emanA rAjyamAM bhayaMkara duSkALa paDyo. tyAre eja nagaranA nivAsI jagaDuzAha zeThe traNa varSa sudhI akALanA samayamAM dAnazALA calAvI. dAna ApatI vakhate jagaDuzAha pote paDadAnI pAchaLa besatA hatA. jenAthI dAna levAvALAne zarama ke saMkocanI anubhUti na thAya. vAstavamAM jamaNA hAthe je ApyuM, te DAbA hAthane khabara paNa na paDe evI rIte dAna karavuM joIe. rAjA vizaLadeva jagaDuzAhanI parIkSA karavAnA vicArathI veza badalIne jagaDuzAhanI dAnazALAmAM gayA. tyAM vizaladeva rAjAe paDadAnI bahAra ubhA rahIne potAno hAtha laMbAvyo. jagaDuzAhe hAtha joyo. emAM rahelI rekhA joIne jagaDuzAhane khabara paDI gaI ke A koI rAjAno hAtha che. emaNe vicAra karyo ke "rAjA paNa A hAlatamAM che? to temane vizeSa dAna ApavuM joIe." - jema koI vyakti 2 roTalI khAto hoya ane koI 12 roTalI khAto hoya, ane Apane baMnene eTale ke 12 + 2 = 14nA aDadhI = 7 eTale baMnene 7-7 roTalI ApIe to be roTalI khAvAvALAne ajIrNa thAya ane 12 roTalI khAvAvALo to bhUkhyo ja rahI jaze. eTale be roTalI khAvAvALAne 2 ane 12 roTalI khAvAvALAne 12 roTalI ja ApavI joIe. eTalA mATe jagaDuzAhe vizaladeva rAjAnA hAthamAM kiMmatI ratna mukyuM. vizaladeve jayAre ratna joyuM to pUchyuM "koNe A ratna kone ApyuM che". jagaDuzAhe kahyuM, "tamArA bhAgye tamane ApyuM che" AvuM sAMbhaLIne tarata ja vizaladeva rAjAe paDado haTAvyo ane jagaDuzAha zeThane joIne emane bheTI paDyA. AvA mahAna gupta dAnI hatA jagaDuzAha.

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7. mANekalAla zeTha muMbaI nagaranA moTA vyApArI zeTha mANekalAla cunIlAlanA ghara maMdiramAM rahelI sonAnI mUrti koI zrAvake corI lIdhI. e samaye mANekalAla paNa maMdiramAM ja hatA. corI karavAvALA zrAvakane emaNe corI karatA joI lIdho hato. e mATe e jaldI maMdiranI bahAra AvI gayA ane jyAre e zrAvaka paNa maMdirathI bahAra Avyo tyAre ene bolAvIne ghare bhojana mATe AmaMtraNa ApyuM. zeThanA AmaMtraNane sAMbhaLIne cora kAMpI uThyo. paraMtu temanI pAse bIjo koI rasto nahoto e mATe e zeThanI sAthe emanA ghare cAlyo gayo. tyAM jamatA samaye zeThe ene corI karavAnuM kAraNa pUchyuM. DaratAMDaratAM e zrAvake kahyuM ke "huM jugAramAM eMzI hajAra rUpiyA hArI gayo chuM. ene cukavavA mATe meM corI karI che." zeThe e ja samaye eka lAkha rUpiyA nakada e sAdharmika bhAIne paherAmaNInA rUpamAM bheMTa ApyA. e zrAvaka rovA lAgyo. tyAre zeThe kahyuM ''bhAI rovo nahI ! tame to mane sAdharmika bhaktino lAbha Apyo che. tame to mArA upakArI cho.'' AvI hovI joIe jIvanamAM sAdharmika bhakti. 8. sAmika bhaktithI maLyA uyanamaMtrI, kumArapALa ane hemacaMdrAcArya paramAtmA mahAvIradevanA paramabhakta zreNika mahArAja paNa jeTaluM jIvadayAnuM pAlana potAnA rAjyamAM nathI karAvI zakyA enAthI paNa keTaluMya vadhAre jIvadayAnuM pAlana kalikAla sarvajJa hemacaMdrAcAryae kumArapALanA hAthe karAvyuM. AvA sarvajJa hemacaMdrAcArya ApaNane maLyA enI pAchaLa udayanamaMtrInI vicakSaNatA ane zAsana sneha hatuM. paraMtu A udayanamaMtrI ApaNane maLe enA mULamAM hasumatibahenanA hRdayamAM rahelI sAdharmika bhakti ja hatI. udA nAmano eka vaNika nirdhana banI gayo hato. garIbIthI laDatA eNe ghara choDIne bIjA nagaramAM vyApAra karavAno vicAra karI lIdho. te potAnI patnI ane chokarAone sAthe laIne traNa divasa bhUkhyA-tarasyA cAlatA-cAlatA eka nagaramAM pahoMcyA. paNa have javuM kyAM ? nA koI saMbaMdhI che ane nA koInI sAthe oLakhANa. duHkhI ane pApI jIva mATe A vizvamAM koI sahAro hoya to, te bhagavAnano ! udA paNa tenA parivArane laIne maMdiramAM pahoMcI gayo. darzanAdi karIne prabhunI stavanA karavA lAgyo. pati-patnI baMne prabhu bhaktimAM eTalA tallIna thaI gayA ke potAnI takalIpho paNa bhUlI gayA. kharAba sthitimAM beselA, prabhu bhaktimAM lIna evA kuTuMba upara e ja nagaranI zrImaMta vidhavA zrAvikA hasumatibahenanI najara paDI. 92

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eNe udAnI paristhitine jANI lIdhI. jyAre udA kuTuMba sAthe maMdiranI bahAra nIkaLyA tyAre hasumati emanI pAse gaI ane emaNe bhojananuM AmaMtraNa ApIne badhAne ghare laI AvI. satkArapUrvaka e kuTuMbanI sAdharmika bhakti karI ne emane paherAmaNI ApI. hasumatibahene pUchyuM - bhAI ! nisaMkoca thaIne mane batAvo ke tame loko A nagaramAM kyAM rahezo ane zuM karazo?" udAe javAba Apyo - "atyAre mArA hAthamAM thoDI rakama che. huM vaNika putra chuM. zuM dhaMdho karavo ane kevI rIte paisA kamAvavA enI buddhi mArI pAse che. have savAla mAtra rahevAno che. bhagavAnanI kRpAthI rahevA mATe eka chata maLI jAya to sAruM." tyAre hasumatie potAnuM eka nAnuM ghara ane rahevA mATe ApyuM. tyAre udAe Agraha karIne gharanuM bhADuM nakkI karyuM. udAnA bhAge sAtha Apyo ane vepArathI eNe sArA paisA kamAvyA. keTalAka samaya pachI eNe hasumatino ghara kharIdavAnI vAta karI. hasumati mATe to sAdharmika bhaktino sunaharo avasara hato. e mATe eNe ochA paisAmAM udAne ghara vaheMcI dIdhuM. bIjA divase udAe gharane nava nirmANa karavAnA hetuthI gharane toDAvavAnuM zarU karyuM. khodatA samaye eka sonAno caru bahAra nIkaLyo. caru. laIne udA hasumatine ghare gayo ane caru hasumatine soMpavA lAgyo. paraMtu hasumatie levAnI nA pADI. eNe kahyuM ke "meM ghara vaheMcI dIdhuM che. have A ghara upara ane caru baMne upara mArI mAlikI nathI rahI. jo A mArA kismatamAM hota to varSo thI A ghara mArI pAse ja hatuM to mane pahelAthI ja maLI jAta. paNa tamArA ghara kharIdyA pachI ja A bahAra AvyuM che. eTale A tamAruM ja che." paraMtu udAne harAma nI vastu levAnuM kyAreya pasaMda na hato. eNe siddharAja jayasiMha rAjAnA darabAramAM jaIne zikAyata karI. rAjAe baMne pakSonI vAta sAMbhaLIne carunA mAlika udAne kahyuM. A nyAya sAMbhaLIne hasumati bahuja AnaMdita thaI. paraMtu udAne A caru harAma nI vastu lAgavAthI eNe A dhanathI jinamaMdira banAvavAno nirNaya karyo. ane bIjA ja divase zikharabaMdhI jinAlaya banAvavAnuM kArya zarU thaI gayuM. carunI badhI saMpatti jinAlayamAM lagAvI dIdhI. jyAre siddharAja jayasiMhane A vAtanI khabara paDI to eNe udAnI udAratAthI prabhAvita thaIne udAne maMtrI pada upara niyukta karyo. udA have udAyana maMtrI banI gayA. e jinanA bhakta, gurunA dAsa, sAdharmikanA premI ane jina dharmanA vaphAdAra sevaka banyA. e ja samaye pUjayapAda devacandrasUrizvarajI mahArAjA e samayanA sanAtana dharmio taraphathI jaina dharma para AvI rahelA AkSepo ane AkramaNathI vyathita hatA. eka rAtre zAsanadevIe svapnamAM

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AvIne kahyuM ke "dhaMdhukAmAM cAciMga nAmanA ajaina vaNika ane pAhinI nAmanI jaina mAtAnA putra cAMgAne jaina dIkSA ApavAnI preraNA karo. tamArI badhI manovyathAno aMta A cAMgA karaze." A sva. nA anusAra sUrijI dhaMdhukA jaIne pitAnI gerahAjarImAM mAtAnI harSapUrNa saMmatithI cAMgAne vahorIne khaMbhAta AvI gayA. ghare AvIne jyAre cAciMgane A vAtanI khabara paDI tyAre te bahu ja krodhita thayo ane putrane pAcho lAvavA mATe khaMbhAta Avyo. ' sUrijIne jyAre A vAtanI khabara paDI tyAre emaNe mahAmaMtrI udAyanane badhI vAtathI avagata karAvyo. udAyana maMtrIe emane AzvAsana ApyuM ke tame ciMtA na karo. huM badhuM ja saMbhALI laIza. jevo ja cAciMga upAzraya pahoMcyo ke tarata ja udAyana maMtrInA sevake emane bhojana mATe ghare laI gayA. e samaye cAMgA maMtrIzvaranA ghare ja ramI rahyo hato. pitAne joIne cAMgA enA pitAne coMTI gayo. jAte ja udAyana maMtrIe emane bhojana karAvyuM. bhojananA pachI maMtrIzvare paherAmaNI nA rupamAM cArjiMganI AgaLa eka joDI dhotI ane traNa lAkha sonAmahora rAkhI. tatpazcAtu potAnA be yuvAna putrone paNa bolAvyA. maMtrIzvare cArjiMgane kahyuM "bhAI ! amArA samagra jaina saMghamAM atyaMta AdaraNIya evA priya gurudeva zrI devacandrasUrIjIne devInA pAsethI tamArA lADalA putra cAMgAne atibhavya bhAvanA mATe AgAhI prApta thaI che. tamAro A cAMgo amArA jina zAsananA gaganano cAMda banavAno che. mane khabara che ke Apane Apano putra bahu ja priya che. to paNa huM samasta jaina saMgha taraphathI vinaMtI karuM chuM ke, amArA gurudevazrInI icchAne tame pUrI karo. huM tamane atithi satkAramAM paherAmaNInA rUpamAM eka joDI dhotI ane traNa lAkha sonAmahoro arpaNa karuM chuM. sAthe ja mArA A be juvAna putro je vepAranA khilADI che emane paNa tamane arpaNa karuM chuM. tame mane ati harSapUrvaka tamArA lADalA putrane samarpita karo." udAyana maMtrInI vAto sAMbhaLIne cAciMga gadgad thaI gayo ane kahevA lAgyo, "maMtrIzvara basa karo, tamAre AgaLa kAMI ja kahevAnI AvazyaktA nathI. me mAro A putra tamane soMpI dIdho. mAro putra jinazAnano camakato sitAro banaze. AvuM sadbhAgya mArA raMkanI lalATa para kyAMthI...? tame khuzIthI eno svIkAra karo ane tamArA premanA pratIka rUpamAM A eka dhotInI paherAmaNI huM svIkAra karuM chuM." tatpazcAt ullAsapUrvaka cAMgAnI dIkSA thaI. emanuM "somacandra vijayajI' nAmakaraNa thayuM. A munirAja ja bhaviSyamAM kalikAla sarvajJa AcAryadava hemacandrAcArya banyA. AmanI nizrAmAM ja paramAtuM gujarezvara kumArapALa rAjAe jaina zAsanamAM amAri pravartanano DaMko vagADyo hato. A mahAna AtmAonAM milanamAM kAraNabhUta hasumatibahenanI sAdharmika bhakti ja hatI. jaina dharmanA tamAma aMgone majabUta kare che - sAdharmika bhakti. kaDaka

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phI 9.jhAMjhaNa zeTha ki jhAMjhaNa zeTha mahAna sAdharmika bhakta zeTha pethaDa zAhanA putra hatA. "bApathI beTo savAyo' A vAtane caritrArtha karavAvALI emanAM jIvananI A ghaTanA che. jhAMjhaNa zeThe karNAvatI (amadAvAda)thI charI pAlita saMgha nIkALyo. e saMghamAM aDhI lAkha yAtrALuo hatA. e samaye karNAvatImAM sAraMgadeva rAjA rAja karI rahyA hatA. emaNe jhAMjhaNa zeThane kahyuM ke "tamArA saMghamAM jeTalA paNa sukhI yAtrALuo che, emane huM bhojana mATe AmaMtraNa ApuM chuM. emane tame mArA tyAM bhojana mATe mokalo." zeThe kahyuM "mArA saMghamAM sukhI-duHkhInuM koI bhedabhAva nathI. mArA mATe badhA yAtrALuo eka samAna ja che." tyAre rAjAe kahyuM "ThIka che tame tamArA saMghanA mukhya 2-3 hajAra lokone bhojana mATe laI Avo." tyAre zeThe pratyuttaramAM kahyuM ""huM e paNa nathI karI zakato kAraNa ke mArA mATe badhA eka samAna che." ATaluM kahIne emaNe rAjAnA nimaMtraNane sAbhAra asvIkAra karI dIdhuM ane kahyuM "jo. tamArI AjJA hoya to huM pUrA gujarAtane bhojana karAvavA mAguM chuM." tyAre rAjAe hasatA hasatA kahyuM ke, "mArA jevo rAjA aDhI lAkha yAtrALuone bhojana nahIM karAvI zake ane tame pUrA gujarAtane bhojana karAvavAnI vAta karo cho. ThIka che, huM tamAruM AmaMtraNa svIkAra karuM chuM." saMgha-kArya puruM thayA pachI pUrA gujarAtane bhojana karAvavAnuM nakkI thayuM. 'rAjAe jhAMjhaNa zeThane nIcA dekhADavA mATe jora-zorathI pUrA gujarAtamAM A AmaMtraNanuM pracAra karyo eTale vadhAremAM vadhAre loko AvyA. jhAMjhaNa zeThe paNa "sera para savAzera' banIne eka divasa nahIM paraMtu pUrA divasa sudhI pUrA gujarAtane bhojana karAvyuM. pa divasa pachI jhAMjhaNa zeThe rAjAne potAnA rasoI-gharamAM AvavA mATe AmaMtraNa ApyuM. rasoI gharamAM miThAIonA DhagalA joIne sAraMgadeva rAjA Azcarya cakita thaI gayA. virATakAyavALA rAkSasanuM peTa bharAI zake teTalI miThAIo 5 divasa pachI paNa bacI hatI. addabhuta ane akalpanIya bhakti dvArA jhAMjhaNa zeThe sAdharmika bhaktino lAbha lIdho. 10. zAMta ane jinakAsa che bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInA samayamAM sAMtanu nAmano puNyazALI zrAvaka hato. enI patnInuM nAma kuMjIdevI hatuM. e ja nagaramAM jinadAsa nAmanA zeTha hatA. sAMtanu ane jinadAsa baMne saMghanA agragaNya hatA. sAMtanunA duSkarmonA udayathI lakSmIe cAre taraphathI moDhuM pheravI lIdhuM. emane dhaMdhAmAM bahu moTuM nukasAna thayuM. ahIM sudhI ke khAvA-pIvAnA mATe eka dANo paNa nasIbamAM na rahyo. eka

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vAra rAtrimAM sAMtanu potAnI patnI sAthe vicAra-vimarza karI rahyo hato, ke "have zuM karIzuM? kaMI ja samajamAM nathI AvatuM?" tyAre patnIe salAha ApI ke "eka kAma karo tame corI karo" jinadAse kahyuM "zuM" ""hAM ! huM sAcuM kahI rahI chuM. jinadAsa zeTha pratikramaNamAM temano mUlyavAna hAra utArIne rAkhe che. ene tame corI lo." A sAMbhaLIne ekavAra to sAMtanune eka jhATako lAgyo, paraMtu sAMtanune enI patnI upara pUrI zraddhA hatI. kemake kuMjIdevI svayaM zrAvikA hatI. enI pAse vItarAgano dharma hato. ene kaMIka samajI-vicArIne ja AvI salAha ApI haze. AvuM vicArIne bIjA divase sAMtanue e hAra corI karIne ghare pahoMcyo. A bAju jinadAsa zeThe hAra nA joyo to vicAra karyo ke Aje mArI pAse sAMtanu sivAya bIjuM koI vyakti nahotuM. hoya nA hoya A hAra jarUra sAMtanu e ja lIdho che." paraMtu e samaye jinadAsa kaMI paNa bolyA vagara ghare AvI gayA. e ja rAtamAM sAMtanune vicAra Avyo ke meM kyAreya jIvanamAM anIti-anyAyanuM kArya nathI karyuM. jo huM pakaDAI gayo to? mArA pUrvajoe mahenatathI kamAyelI khyAti para kalaMka lAgI jaze. emaNe emano vicAra emanI patnIne batAvyo. tyAre kuMjIdevIe dhIratApUrvaka kahyuM, "tame koIpaNa prakAranI ciMtA na karo. have A hAra tame jinadAsajInI dukAnamAM ja gIravI rAkho." sAMtanu bIjA divase DaratA hRdayathI jinadAsanI dukAna para gayA ane te hAra gIravI rAkhavAnuM kahyuM. jinadAsa zeTha sAMtanunI paristhitithI paricita hatA. chatAM emaNe ajANa banIne 5 hajAra rUpiyA ApIne hAra gIravI laI lIdho. sAMtanu duHkhI manathI ghare pahoMcyo. patnIe samajAvyA ke ""duHkhI thavAnI jarUra nathI. have A nItinA dhanathI vyApAra karo. dekhavuM che ke A nItinuM dhana zuM raMga lAve che." sAMtanue dhaMdho cAlu karyo. vepAra sAro cAlyo. thoDAka ja samayamAM pUrvavat paisA kamAvyA. paraMtu manamAM corI karavAno pazcAtApa hato. eka divasa potAnA pApano ikarAra karavAnI bhAvanAthI vyAja sahita rUpiyA laIne sAMtanu jinadAsa zeThanI pAse gayo ane kahyuM, "zeThajI! A ApanI rakama !" zeThe kahyuM, "hAM ! bhAI ApI do ane Apano hAra pAcho laI lo." e samaye sAMtanu raDI paDyo ane zeThane kahyuM zeThajI ajANa zuM kAma banI rahyA cho ? koNo hAra pAcho ApI rahyA cho?" e samaye jinadAsa zeThanI AMkhomAM paNa AMsu AvI gayA ane e bolyA "sAMtanu galatI mArI ja che. ApaNe baMnne eka ja gAdI upara beThavAvALA, TIpa vageremAM paNa eka samAna paisA lakhavAvAlA. to paNa tamArI paristhiti bagaDI ane meM dhyAna na ApyuM. gunegAra tame nathI huM chuM." ATaluM kahIne banne bheTI paDyA. A che paramAtmAnuM zAsana. AvI hoya che sAdharmika bhakti.

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ja prAcazcata chaze bhava thI vacce ja 9 { "kamarAjA' che. kSitipratiSThita nagaranA rAjAnI rukmaNI nAmanI putrI hatI. juvAnImAM eka suMdara rAjakumAranI sAthe tenA lagna karAvavAmAM AvyA. lagna sAnaMda saMpanna thayA. paraMtu karmavazAt lagnanA divase ja rukmiNInA patinuM mRtyu thaI javAthI durbhAgya vaza enI badhI khuzIo gamamAM palaTAI gaI. atyaMta zokAkula banelI rukmiNIe potAnA patinI sAthe citAmAM praveza karavAno nirNaya karI lIdho. ene A nirNaya enA pitAjIne saMbhaLAvyo. enA pitAjIe ene samajAvIne kahyuM ke, "putrI ! A jagatamAM dareka vyakti duHkhI ja che. paraMtu mahAna to te ja bane che, je duHkhono sAmano karI zake che. huM tArA duHkhone samajI zakuM chuM, paraMtu mRtyune zaraNe javuM te duHkha muktino sAco upAya nathI." rukmiNIe duHkhita avAjamAM kahyuM, "pitAjI! huM duHkhothI DarIne maravA nathI mAMgatI, paraMtu mane Dara e che ke bhara juvAnInA kAraNe A vidhavAnA vezamAM huM tamArA kuLane kalaMkita nA karI dauM." rukmaNIno vicAra sAMbhaLIne rAjAnuM hRdaya gadgad thaI gayuM, emanI AMkhomAM harSanAM AMsu AvI gayA. emaNe kahyuM, "rukmiNI ! zIla saMbaMdhI tArI sAvadhAnI sAMbhaLIne mane bahu ja khuzI thaI. paraMtu AvI kalpanAthI ApaNA mAnava jIvanane khatma karavuM ucita nathI. A amUlya mAnava bhava to sukRtothI bharavA mATe che." tyAre rukmiNIe kahyuM - "pitAjI ATaluM kahevA mAtrathI mArI samasyAnuM samAdhAna nathI thaI jatuM, mArA zIlanI rakSAnuM zuM?" tyAre rAjAe kahyuM "rukmiNI! huM tArA mATe eka alaga mahelanI vyavasthA karI daIza. tuM tyAM rahIne utkRSTa brahmacaryanuM pAlana karaje. sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonI zubha nizrAmAM rahIne dharmArAdhanA karaje. rukmiNIne pitAnI A vAta sArI lAgI. tatpazcAt e ekAMtamAM prasannatApUrvaka nirmala brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavA lAgI. thoDA samaya pachI pitAjInuM mRtyu thayuM. rAjaputra na hovAne kAraNe badhAe maLIne sarvAnumatithI utkRSTa brahmacAriNI rukmiNIno rAjyAbhiSeka karI dIdho. te samayathI e "rumi rAjA'nA nAmathI jaNAvavA lAgI. rAjA banavAnA pazcAt nirmala-brahmacaryanA kAraNathI enI kIrti dase dizAomAM vyApta thaI gaI. enA brahmacaryanA prabhAvathI rAjya vyavasthita rUpathI cAlavA lAgyuM. eka divasa rukmiNInA brahmacaryanI khyAti sAMbhaLIne "zIlasannAha' nAmano eka brahmacarya premI rAjakumAra rukti rAjAnA darzana karavA mATe padhAryA, tathA rAjasabhAmAM paradeziyonA vibhAgamAM ucita sthAna upara beThA.

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rAjasabhAmAM cArebAju najara nAkhatA rukmi rAjAnI dRSTi ane zIlasannAhanI dRSTi paraspara maLI. zIlasannAhanA rUpa ane yauvana joIne rukmi rAjAnI dRSTimAM vikAra utpanna thayo. "oha! zuM adbhuta rUpa che." rukmi rAjAnI AMkhomAM utpanna thayelo vikAra rAjakumAranI najarathI bacI nA zakyo. te tarata ja rAjasabhAmAMthI nIkaLI gayA. rAjakumAra atyaMta kheda karavA lAgyA ane potAnA rUpane dhikkArIne vicAravA lAgyA ke, "dhikkAra che mArA A rUpane jene sarvatra prakhyAta banI gayelI brahmacAriNIne paNa lubhAvI dIdho. oha! kevI bhayaMkara che A kAmavAsanA ! ATalA varSothI karelI utkRSTa brahmacaryanI sAdhanA mAtra eka dRSTimAM niSphaLa thaI gaI." vairAgya utpanna thavAthI rAjakumAre saMsArano tyAga karIne saMyama grahaNa karI lIdho. kramazaH gItArtha AcArya banyA. eka divasa vicaratAMvicaratAM kSitipratiSThita nagaramAM AcArya bhagavaMtano padArpaNa thayo. AcArya bhagavaMtanA vairAgyavardhaka upadezane sAMbhaLIne rukmirAjAnuM aMtaHkaraNa paNa vairAgya vAsita thaI gayu. emaNe AcArya bhagavaMtane hAtha joDIne nivedana karyuM ke "gurudeva ! bhavajaladhithI pAra utAravA mATe jahAja samAna cAritra jIvana mane pradAna karavAnI kRpA karIne A bhavasamudrathI mAro uddhAra karo". vizALa rAjapATano tyAga karIne sAdhvI banavAno utkRSTa vairAgya dekhIne AcArya bhagavaMte paNa anumati ApI dIdhI. paraMtu AcAryazrIe emane cAritrajIvana svIkAravA pUrve ati mahattvapUrNa bhava-AlocanA karavAnI preraNA ApI. gurudevanI AjJA prApta karIne rukti rAjAe potAnA jIvananI copaDI kholavAnI zarU karI. nAnapaNathI laIne Aja divasa sudhI jIvanarUpI copaDInA pannA khulavA lAgyA. paraMtu jevuM ja jIvananuM e pAnuM AvyuM jemAM rAjakumArane dekhIne emanuM mana vikRta thaI gayuM hatuM. tyAre ahaMkAre emanA mana upara kabdo karI lIdho. emaNe vicAryuM ke "jo meM A vAta batAvI to mArI pratiSThA nuM zuM thaze? mArI brahmacArINI padavInuM zuM thaze?" ataH emaNe e pAnAne ajANyo karIne bAkI badhI AlocanA laI lIdhI. ' AcArya bhagavaMtane to badhI vAta khabara ja hatI. ataH emaNe kahyuM "rukti yAda karo ke kaMI bAkI to nathI rahI gayuM?" rukmi rAjAe kahyuM - "nahIM gurudeva badhu ja kahI dIdhuM che.tyAre AcAryazrIe vicAryuM "atyAre bhale e AlocanA nathI karI rahyA, paraMtu dIkSA lIdhA pachI sUtronuM adhyayana karavAthI AnuM vairAgya prabala banaze. tyAre doSa saMtADavAthI thavAvALA pariNAmone samajIne pachI prAyazcita karI leze." AvuM vicArIne AcAryazrIe emane dIkSA pradAna karI. dIkSA pazcAt rukmi sAdhvIjI jJAna, dhyAna, tapa, sAdhanA dvArA potAnuM jIvana vyatIta karavA lAgI. keTalAka varSo pachI AcAryazrI potAnA jIvanano saMdhyAkAla najIka jANIne jinAjJAnusAra anazana karavAno nirNaya

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karyo tathA anazana yogya anya sAdhu-sAdhvIjIne paNa preraNA ApI. AnAthI rukti sAdhvIjIe paNa anazana karavAno vicAra karyo. anazana karavA pUrve AcAryazrIe pharI eka vAra AlocanA karavAnuM kahyuM. anazana karavAvALA badhA sAdhu-sAdhvI AcArya bhagavaMtanI pAvana nizrAmAM sUkSmatAthI svajIvananI AlocanA karavA lAgyA. rukti sAdhvIjI paNa potAnI AlocanA mA kahyuM ''eka vAra bolatA samaye muhapattino upayoga nahIM rahyo. dasa-bAra kadama iryAsamitinA pAlanathI phUMkI gaI. bagIcAmAM rahelA mohaka phUla 52 dRSTi sthira thaI gaI. pratikramaNamAM eka vAra eka kAussagga beThA-beThA karyo.'' A pramANe aneka prakAranI AlocanAo karI. paraMtu potAnA rAga-vikAravALI te dRSTinI AlocanA karI nahIM. AcAryazrIe vAraMvAra 'bIjuM kaI ? bIjuM kaI ?' evuM pUchIne emane yAda devaDAvavAnI koziza karI. paraMtu badhA prayAsa niSphaLa gayA. vAraMvAra AcAryabhagavaMtanA kahyA pachI paNa jyAre rukmi sAdhvIjI pApa svIkAra karavA mATe taiyAra na thayA. tyAre avadhijJAnI maharSi karuNArdra hRdayathI AcAryazrIe AgaLa kahyuM ''vatse ! yAda karo jyAre tame rAjA hatA tyAre ApaNA baMnenI najara maLI hatI. e samaye tamArA manamAM vikAra bhAva pedA thayo hato.'' e vakhate rukti sAdhvIne badhI jANakArI hatI ja ke brahmacarya pAlana karavAmAM meM ekavAra mAnasika bhUla karI hatI. A vAta pragaTa karavA mATe emanuM mana tathA emanI jIbha taiyAra nahotI. ataH mAyA bharelA zabdomAM emaNe kahyuM, ''nahIM gurudeva ! e vakhate mArA manamAM evo koI vicAra nahoto. meM to phakta ApanI parIkSA karavA mATe ja dekhAvo karyo hato.'' bIjA loko cAhe game te kahe paraMtu jyAM sudhI vyakti pote ja potAnA pApono svIkAra nA kare tyAM sudhI gurubhagavaMta paNa temane tArI nahI zake. A vicArIne AcArya bhagavaMte bhavitavyatA upara choDI dIdhuM. pariNAma ? ATalI bhavya sAdhanA-ArAdhanA karavAvALI AtmAne paNa eka lAkha bhava sudhI bhaTakavuM paDyuM. koI paNa vAta gurunI AgaLa kyAreya na chupAvI zuddha AlocanA levI joIe athavA karavI joIe. arjunamAlI magadha samrATa mahArAjA zreNikanI rAjadhAnI rAjagRhI nagarInI bahAra eka ramaNIya udyAna hatuM. emAM mudgarayakSanuM eka maMdira hatuM. e yakSano parama bhakta hato - arjunamAlI te roja potAnI patnI baMdhumatinI sAthe e yakSanI pUjA karato hato. eka divasa baMnne pUjA karIne AvI rahyA hatA, tyAre tyAM ubhA chaH kAmAMdha puruSonI najara baMdhumati upara paDI. naja2 paDatAnI sAthe ja emanI kAmavAsanA jAgRta thaI gaI ane te baMdhumatinI 99

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pAse gayA. arjunamAlI eka ane sAme chaH vyakti hatA. e ekalo kaMI paNa karavAnI sthitimAM nahoto. teoe maLIne arjunamAlIne staMbhathI bAMdhI dIdho ane enI sAme ja baMdhumatinI sAthe kuceSTA karavA lAgyA. A dekhIne arjunamAlI gussAmAM AvIne yakSane dhikkAravA lAgyo ke 'sAce ja tame paththaranA banelA lAgo cho. anyathA tamArA ja sthAna upara thaI rahelA anarthane kevI rIte dekhI zako cho ? Aja sudhI tamArI ATalI bhakti karI tenuM A ja phaLa ?'' saMyogavaza e deve avadhijJAnathI badhI sthiti jANI lIdhI. yakSe gusse thayelA arjunamAlInA zarIramAM praveza karyo. yakSanA baLathI arjunamAlIe badhA baMdhana toDI dIdhA ane yakSanI mUrtinA hAthathI mudgara laIne krodhAvezamAM AvIne e chaHone ane sAthe baMdhumatine paNa mArI nAMkhI. eno gusso eTalA hada sudhI vadhI gayo ke e ja vakhate pratijJA lIdhI ke ''jyAM sudhI huM eka divasamAM chaHpuruSo ane eka strIne motane ghATa nahIM utAruM tyAM sudhI cenathI besIza nahI.'' ane have e roja sAta lokone mAravA lAgyo. enAthI AkhI nagarImAM hAhAkAra macI gayo. nagaravAsI jyAM sudhI sAta lokone marI javAnI khabara sAMbhaLatA na hatA tyAM sudhI gharanI bahAra nIkaLatA na hatA. A krama cha mahinA sudhI cAlato rahyo. eka divasa prabhu mahAvIra svAmI rAjagRhI udyAnamAM padhAryA. rAjagRhI nagaranA samyaktvI zrAvaka zreSThI sudarzanane prabhudarzana karavAnI tIvra icchA thaI. badhAe nA pADI chatAMe e niDara thaIne pa2mAtmAnA darzanArthe nIkaLI paDyA. rastAmAM zikAra joIne arjunamAlI gussAthI lAla banIne ene mAravA mATe doDyo. eNe potAnI tarapha AvatA joIne zeTha tarata ja kAussagga dhyAnamAM UbhA thaI gayA ane jyAM sudhI upasarga na TaLe tyAM sudhI cAre AhArano tyAga karI dIdho. arjunamAlI emanI pAse Avyo. paraMtu zramaNopAsaka, zreSThivarya sudarzananA kAussagga dhyAnanA prabhAvathI hiMsaka yakSa arjunamAlIno deha choDIne bhAgI gayo. arjunamAlI behoza thaIne nIce paDyo. thoDA samaya pachI ene hoMza Avyo. te sudarzana zreSThInA pagamAM paDyo. ane zreSThIne pUchyuM ''tame koNa cho ? ane kyAM jAo cho ?'' tyAre zeThe javAba Apyo. ''huM prabhu vIrano zrAvaka chuM. samIpanA udyAnamAM vIra prabhu padhAryA che. huM emanA darzana mATe jaI rahyo chuM. tame paNa mArI sAthe cAlo tathA prabhu darzanathI AtmAne pAvana banAvo.'' arjunamAlIne potAnA karelA kukAryono pazcAtApa thavA lAgyo. te prabhunA darzanArthe gayo. tyAM prabhunI dezanA sAMbhaLIne emanuM aMtaHkaraNa vairAgyathI vAsita thaI gayuM. emane paramAtmAnAM caraNomAM saMyama aMgIkAra karIne eja samaye potAnA jIvanamAM karelA ghorAtighora pApone prabhu samakSa pragaTa karyA. potAnA kukAryonA prAyazcitanA rUpamAM jIvana paryaMta chaTThanA pAraNe chaThTha karavAnI pratijJA lIdhI. 100

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dIkSA pachI pAraNAnA divase jyAre arjunamAlI muni gocarI vahoravA javA lAgyA tyAre loko kahevA lAgyA ke ""A hatyAro che. Ane mArA pitAne mAryA" AvI rIte koI maoN, bhAI, bahena, putra, pati vagerenA ghAtaka batAvIne emane apamAna bharelA zabdothI dhikkAravA lAgyA. paraMtu arjunamAlI muni "A badhuM mArA karmonuM ja phaLa che." AvuM vicArIne badhuM ja samatApUrvaka sahana karavA lAgyA. A pramANe pracaMDa samatAbhAvathI badhA upasargone sahana karI-karIne emaNe chelle anazana karI sarva ghAti karmono kSaya karIne kevalajJAna prApta karyuM. cha mahinA sudhI roja sAtasAta jIvonI hatyA karavAthI cha mahinAnA 180 divasomAM kula 1260 jIvonI hatyA karI. jenA prAyazcitanA rUpamAM cha mahinA sudhI utkRSTa tapa karIne chelle kevalI banIne mokSamAM gayA. ghorathI ghora pApI paNa A bhavamAM prAyazcita karI levAthI mokSamAM jaI zake che. A mATe karelA pAponI A bhavamAM zuddha AlocanA karI levI joIe. ra baMdhaka RSi para - jitazatru rAjA ane dhAriNI rANIne baMdhaka nAmano putra hato. eka divasa dharmaghoSa muninI dezanA sAMbhaLIne emanA manamAM vairAgya utpanna thayuM. mAtA-pitAnI AjJA laIne emaNe saMyama jIvana aMgIkAra karyo. A saMsAra sAgarane asthira jANIne khaMdhaka RSi cha-aTTamAdi ugra tapanI sAthe samiti-guptinuM pAlana karatA vicArI rahyA hatA. eka divasa e emanI sAMsArika bahenanuM sasurAla je nagaramAM hatuM, e nagaramAM padhAryA. te rAjamArgathI nikaLI rahyA hatA. tyAre rAjamahelanA jharokhAmAM beThelI emanI bahenanI najara munivara upara paDI. temane jotAM ja potAnA bhAimunine oLakhI lIdhA. bhAI muninI AvI kRza-kAyA dekhIne rANIne bahu duHkha lAgyuM. ene vicAryuM "oha! huM ATalI rAjabhogamAM masta chuM ane mArA bhAInI AvI sthiti che." AvuM vicArIne rANInI AMkhomAM AMsu AvI gayA. rAjAe A AkhuM dazya joI anumAna lagAvyuM ke "jarUra A mArI rANIno koI juno premI haze." AnAthI rAjAne bahu gusso Avyo. emaNe tarata ja emanA sainikone bolAvIne kIdhuM "jAo, A muninI cAmaDI utArIne mArI sAme laI Avo." rAjasevaka AjJAnuM pAlana karavA muni pAse gayA ane emane badhI vAto jaNAvI. A sAMbhaLIne kSamAnA bhaMDAra muni AnaMda vibhora thaI gayA. potAnA karmone toDavA mATe sAmethI AvelA nimittane e eTalI sahajatAthI javA devA mAMgatA na hatAM. emaNe rAjasevakane kahyuM ke bhAI, Apa sukhapUrvaka ApanA rAjAnI AjJAnuM pAlana karo. ghaNA varSo sudhI tapa-tyAga karavAthI A kAyA kRza banI gaI che. cAmaDI utAravAmAM tamane thoDI takalIpha to thaze. paraMtu huM mArI kAyAne

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vosirAvI dauM chuM. tatpazcAt tame jevI rIte kaho te rIte huM mArI kAyAne ulaTa-palaTa karI ne paNa ApaNuM kArya pUrNa karIza. chelle huM rAjA sahita tame badhAne paNa khUba-khUba dhanyavAda ApuM chuM kAraNa tame loko mArA karmono kSaya karavAmAM mArI ATalI madada karI rahyA cho." emaNe cAra zaraNa svIkAra karyA. vizvanA badhA jIvonI sAthe kSamAyAcanA karIne potAnI kAyAne vosirAvIne baMdhaka RSi kAussagga dhyAnamAM sthira UbhA thaI gayA. anicchAthI rAjasevakoe potAnuM kArya zarU karyuM. cAmaDI utAravAnI asahya pIDAne eka tarapha mUkIne baMdhaka RSi zubha dhyAnamAM magna thaI gayA. kSapakazreNI para ArUDha thaIne potAnA ghAti karmono kSaya karyo. e ja kSaNe AyuSya karma pUruM thaI javAnA kAraNe zeSa aghAti karmono paNa kSaya karI baMdhaka muni aMtakRt kevalI banIne anaMta AnaMda vedananA sthAna rUpa siddhagatine prApta thayA. eja samaye khUnathI lathapatha emanI muhapattine mAMsanuM piMDa samajIne eka pakSI laIne uDI rahyuM hatuM. acAnaka rANI mahelamAM jyAM ubhI hatI tyAM ja enI cAMcamAMthI muhapatti nIce paDI gaI. rANIe e muhapattine oLakhI lIdhI ane tarata rAjasevakone bolAvIne badhI vAta pUchI. rAjasevakoe badhI vAta jaNAvI. enA bhAI muninI ATalI nirdayI mota sAMbhaLIne rANI behoza thaI gaI. hozamAM AvatAM ja te jora-jorathI rovA lAgI. jyAre rAjAne sAcI vAtanI jANa thaI tyAre emano paNa pazcAtApano pAra na rahyo. te muninA dehanI pAse jaIne vicAravA lAgyA ke "dhikkAra che mArA jIvanane, dhikkAra che mArI AtmAne, mahAsamatAvAna AvI munine niSkAraNa ja ATalI nirdayatApUrvaka mAravAno Adeza Apyo. he prabhu! mArI zuM gati thaze? mane kyAM sthAna maLaze?" A pramANe pazcAtApanI dhArA vahevA lAgI tathA saMsAranA svarUpane samajIne rAjA-rANI baMne saMyama aMgIkAra karyo. pote karelA pAponI AlocanA karIne te rAjA paNa potAnA karmone kSaya karI kevalI banIne mokSe gayA. dhanya che khaMdhaka RSine ! jemaNe ATalo duSkara pariSada samatAbhAvathI sahanakarIne siddhapadane prApta karyuM. dhanya che e rAjAne! jemaNe RSihatyAnA prAyazcittamAM rAjavaibhava choDIne saMyama jIvana aMgIkAra karyuM tathA kevalI banIne keTalAya jIvono kalyANa karyuM. jyAM paramAtmAe ekendriyAdi jIvonI hatyA mAM paNa mahApApa batAvyuM che. tyAM mAtra paMcendriya ja nahIM, apitu eka paMcamahAvrata dhArI muninI hatyA karavA bAvajUda,paNa rAjAe zuddha bhAvothI AlocanA karI siddhagati prApta karI lIdhI. AnAthI A siddha thAya che ke moTAmAM moTA pApanI paNa zuddha AlocanA karavA para badhA pApa dhovAI jAya che. paraMtu enAthI viparIta nAnAmAM nAnA pApane paNa jo chUpAvIe to te ati bhayaMkara pariNAma ApavAvALuM thaI jAya che. Avo e paNa joI laIe lakSmaNA sAdhvIjInA jIvana caritranA mAdhyamathI - 102)

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ii lakSmaNA rAjakumArI che A prasaMga AjathI 79 cauvIsI pahelAno che. e kALamAM lakSmaNA nAmanI eka rAjakumArI hatI. pUrva kRt pApa karmanA udayathI lagnamaMDapamAM ja patinuM mRtyu thaI gayuM. jenAthI te bALa vidhavA thaI gaI. tatpazcAtu vaidhavyanuM pAlana karatAM thoDA samaya pachI pUrNa rUpe saMsArathI virakta thaIne emane saMyama jIvanano svIkAra karyo. eka divasa lakSmaNA sAdhvIjI paramAtmAnI dezanA zravaNa karavA jaI rahyA hatA. e samaye rastAmAM keTalIka kSaNa mATe IryAsamitinuM pAlana karavAnuM bhUlI javAthI emanI najara upara gaI. tyAM temaNe eka vRkSa upara cakalA-cakalInA yugalane maithuna krIDA karatA joyuM. A kriyA joIne ja emanA manamAM halacala macI gaI. emaNe vicAryuM ke "paramAtmAe sAdhu jIvanamAM maithuna sevananI chUTa kema nathI ApI? are hAM ! have samajamAM AvyuM ke tIrthaMkara prabhu chUTa kaI rIte ApI zake ? strI veda, puruSa vedanA udayanuM duHkha to emane che ja nahI. jo paramAtmAe vedodayanA duHkhano anubhava karyo hota to te AnI chUTa jarUra Apata." bIjI ja kSaNe emano vicAra badalAI gayo. ATalA bhayaMkara kuvicAranA zrI lakSmaNA sAdhvIjIne pazcAtApa thavA lAgyo. emaNe emanA pApane dhikkArIne vicAryuM ke, "are meM A zuM vicAra karyo? bhagavAna to sarvajJa che, emane traNa mALanuM jJAna che. vedodayanI vedanAnuM sAkSAt anubhava kare ke nA kare emAM emane zuM pharka paDe ? vagara anubhavanA jJAnathI paNa te badhu ja jANe che. vedodayanA duHkhanI sAthe-sAthe emaNe e paNa joyuM che ke A vedodayanA AdhIna thavAthI jIva keTalo duHkhI thAya che? ene keTalA bhavoM sudhI bhaTakavuM paDe che? A kAraNathI apAra karuNA sAgara paramAtmAe AvI azubha kriyAnI chUTa ApI nathI." lakSmaNA sAdhvIjIne have emanA karelA kAryo para bahu ja pazcAtApa thavA lAgyo. emaNe vicAryuM ke, "meM keTalo azubha vicAra karyo che. mArI zuM gati thaze? Aje ahIMyA sAkSAt paramAtmA dezanA ApI rahyA che. huM tyAM jaIne mArI karelI bhUlanuM prAyazcita karIne mArI AtmAne punaH vizuddha karI lauM." prAyazcita levAnA vicArathI sAdhvIjIe jevo ja paga upADyo ke emanA pagamAM kAMTo vAgyo. kAMTo vAgavo eka apazukana kahevAya che. e mATe lakSmaNA sAdhvIjIno vicAra pAcho badalAI gayo. emaNe vicAryuM ke ""mArI chApa A jagatamAM mahAsatI, bALa vidhavA ane ucca zIyalavatInA rUpamAM che. ane huM mAro A vicAra badhAnI sAme pragaTa karI dauM to lokomAM mArI keTalI niMdA thaze. have huM zuM karuM? prAyazcita to karavAnuM ja che. paraMtu mane potAne Avo vicAra Avyo A batAvavAnA badale huM paramAtmAne evuM pUchuM ke koIne Avo vicAra Ave to zuM prAyazcita Ave? to mAruM kArya thaI jaze ane pachI paramAtmA je prAyazcita Apaze te huM karI laIza." Avo nirNaya karIne te dezanA

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sAMbhaLavA gayA. dezanA pachI lamaNA sAdhvIjIe potAnA pApanuM prAyazcita mAyA karIne bIjAnA nAmathI pUchyuM. trilokaguru sarvajJa paramAtmA to jANatA ja hatAM ke bIjAnA nAmathI lakSmaNA sAdhvIjI je pUchI rahI che e potAnI ja vAta che, paraMtu paramAtmA mauna rahyA. prabhue lakSmaNA sAdhvIjIne kaMI paNa pUchyuM nahIM ke AvI rIte kema pUchI rahI che? A to mAyA che." kAraNa ke paramAtmA jANatA hatA ke A jIvanI bhavitavyatA ja evI che. have koI paNa upAya dvArA kaMI paNa thavuM asaMbhava che. eTale paramAtmAe emane prAyazcita pradAna karyuM. lakSmaNA sAdhvIjIe prAyazcita to tarata ja pUruM karI dIdhuM paraMtu prAyazcita letI vakhate karelI mAyAnI AlocanA emaNe nA karI. emanI mAyAnA pApane dhovA mATe e pote manathI vadhAre thI vadhAre tapa karavA lAgI. kula pacAsa varSa sudhI emane ghora tapa karyuM. te A rIte be upavAsanA pAraNe traNa upavAsa, traNanA pAraNe cAra upavAsa, cAra upavAsanA pAraNe pAMca upavAsa A prakAranuM ugratA kula 10 varSa sudhI karyuM. pachI eka upavAsanA pAraNe be upavAsanA A tapa be varSa sudhI karyu. pAraNAmAM paNa lukhI nIvi karI. enA pachI mAtra zekeluM anAja khAIne be varSa sudhI tapa karyo. tatpazcAt mAsakSamaNanA pAraNe mAsakSamaNa 16 varSa sudhI karyo ane enA pachI satata AyaMbilanuM tapa 20varSa sudhI karyuM. AvI rIte 50varSa sudhI ghora tapa karyo pachI paNa mAyAnI AlocanA nA levAnA kAraNe pApanuM prAyazcita nA thayuM. AyuSya pUrNa karIne lakSmaNA nuM jIva vezyAnA ghare ati suMdara dAsInA rUpamAM utpanna thaI. vezyAnA gharethI bhAgIne cha mahine sudhI eka zreSThInA ghare ja rahI. zeThANIe IrSAnA kAraNe ene mArIne enA TukaDe TukaDA karIne gIdha vagere pakSIone khavaDAvI dIdhA. AnA pachI bahuja bhava bhramaNa karIne e naradeva cakravartInuM strI rana banI. tyAMthI marIne chaThThI narakamAM gaI. tyAMthI kutarAnI yonimAM utpanna thaI. anekavAra janma-maraNane prApta karIne nirdhana brAhmaNa banI. anukrame vyaMtara, pharI tyAM 7 varSa sudhI pADo banI. tyAMthI naraka gamana, manuSya-mAchalI, anArya dezamAM strI rUpamAM utpanna thaI. tyAMthI marIne chaThThI narakamAM gaI, tyAMthI koDha rogavALI manuSya banI, pachI pazu-sAMpa vagere yonimAM utpanna thaI. marIne pAMcamI narakamAM gaI. A pramANe cAra gatimAM paribhramaNa karIne lakSmaNAno jIva AvavAvALI cauvIsInA pahelA tIrthaMkara zrI padmanAbha svAmInA kALamAM koI gAmamAM kubaDI strI banaze. tyAM kaMIka puNyodayanA kAraNe zrI padmanAbha prabhunA darzana thaze. karmanA vipAkane jANIne zuddha AlocanA karIne siddha pada prApta karaze. A caritrathI e samajavA jevuM che ke lakSmaNA sAdhvIjIe AlocanA lIdhI ane prAyazcita paNa pUrNa karyuM. paraMtu AlocanA karatI vakhate karelI mAyAnI temaNe punaH AlocanA nA karI. pariNAma svarUpa emane 80cauvIsI sudhI A saMsAra sAgaramAM bhramaNa karatA karatA keTalAya duHkhone sahana karavo paDyo.

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mANo zuM doSa zuM tamArI pataMga mArA jIvananI pataMga kApaze ? zuM tamAro mAMjo mArA mRtyunI citkArathI raMgAze ? zuM tamArI majA amArA mATe motanI sajA banaze ? o bhAI ? zokha mATe krUratA ? kyAreya nahIM...? nirdoSa ! abola ! asahAya ! pazu-pakSioe tamAruM zuM bagADyuM che...? o yuvAno ! jarA ATaluM to vicAro... - phIrakI ane pataMga laIne Teresa para jatI vakhate jarA eTaluM to vicAro ke huM zikArI to nathI ne ? jevI rIte zikArI tIra-kamAna laIne jaMgalamAM zikAra karavA nIkaLe che. tevI rIte huM phIrakI ane pataMga laIne TeresA para jAu chuM. pataMga cagAvatA mArA mAMjAthI koI pakSInI gardana to nahIM kapAI jAya ne ? jo AvuM hoya to samajo ke huM paNa eka sArA kuLano zikArI chuM. pharaka mAtrA eTalo ja che ke jaMgalano zikArI potAnA peTa mATe jaMgalamAM jaIne zikAra kare che jyAre huM to mAtra mArA zokha mATe Teresa para jaI zikAra karI rahyo chuM. | he mAnava tuM mAtra eTaluM ja vicAraje ke kyAMka e pakSInA IMDA athavA baccAo paravarIza mATe mAtAnI rAha jotA to beThA nahIM hoya, athavA te pakSIe kadAca garbha dhAraNa to nahIM karyo hoya ne ? | Avo ApaNe pataMga nahIM cagAvIne abolA pakSIonI kabara khodavAnA mahApApathI bacIe...

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Do 212 lavaNa samudra D jambudvIpa A meru parvata snAtrapUjA napAna 4 4 1. 2. 3. A A B C 4 gautama dvIpa sUrya dvIpa candra dvIpa velaMdhara parvata anuvelaMdhara parvata pAtAla kaLaza havA havA-pANI mizra pANI 10,000yojana pahoLI tathA 16,000yojana uMcI jaLanI zikhA

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* tijIlAmAM hIpa-samudra ja lavaNa samaDha , jambudvIpanA cArebAju 2 lAkha yojanAno lavaNa samudra che. AnA pANIno svAda mIThA jevo khAro hovAthI AnuM nAma lavaNa samudra che. enI aMdara mukhya cAra pAtAlakaLaza che. e eka lAkha yojana uMDA temaja vacce 1 lAkha yojana vistRta che. A kaLazonA traNa bhAga che. enI nIcenA prathama bhAgamAM havA che, bIjA madhyabhAgamAM havA-pANI mizra temaja trIjA uparanA bhAgamAM mAtra pANI che. eka divasamAM be vakhata pahelA-bIjA bhAganI havA zvAsanI jema uMcI-nIcI thAya che. enAthI Akho samudra kSobhAyamAna thAya che tathA samudramAM javAra-bhATA (bharatI) Ave che. lavaNa samudranA madhyabhAgamAM 10,000 yojana pahoLI temaja 16,OOOyojana uMcI zikhA che. havAnA khaLabhaLATathI A zikhA ra gAu uMcI jAya che enAthI adhika uMcI na jAya e mATe ene 60,000devo roke che. A khaLabhaLATane kAraNe e pANI jambudvIpamAM na javA devA 42,000devo roke che. temaja 72,000devo dhAtakIkhaMDamAM pANIne javAthI roke che. 4pAtALa kaLazonI pAse 4 velaMdhara parvata che temaja vidizAmAM 4 anuvalaMdhara parvata che. A ATheya parvata upara 1-1 zAzvata caitya che. jambudvIpathI pazcimamAM 12 hajAra yojana samudramAM javAthI gautamadvIpa che. tyAM lavaNasamudranA adhiSThAyaka susthita deva rahe che. gautamadvIpanI baMne bAju ra-2 sUrya dvIpa che. A ja rIte pUrvamAM cAra candra dvIpa che. zikhAnI bIjI bAju 8-8 sUrya temaja candra dvIpa che. anya samudromAM pAtALakaLaza na hovAne kAraNe javAra bhATA nathI AvatA. jambudvIpa temaja dhAtakIkhaMDathI lavaNa samudranI zikhA tarapha 95,OOO yojana javAthI uMDANa vadhatu-vadhatu 1000 yojana temaja jalanI vRddhi 700 yojana thAya che. AnA pachI 10,000 yojananI pahoLI zikhA mULathI 17,000 tema samabhUtalAthI 16,000 yojana uMcI che. ghAtakI khaMDa tathA ardha puSkaravara dvIpaka dhAtakI khaMDa temaja ardha puSkaravara dvIpa valayAkAramAM che tathA dakSiNa temaja uttaramAM rahelA be-be iSakAra (bANanA AkAravALA) parvatathI pUrva-pazcima be bhAgomAM vibhakta che. puSkaravara dviIpanI e vizeSatA che ke e 16 lAkha yojanAno hovA chatAM paNa enA ThIka madhya bhAgamAM rahelA mAnuSottara parvatathI A dvIpa be bhAgomAM vaheMcAI jAya che. mAnuSottara parvatathI AgaLano aDadho bhAga manuSya kSetra gaNavAmAM Ave che. mATe puSkaravara dvIpanA pUrva-pazcima 8-8 lAkha yojana sudhI ja manuSya kSetra che. bAkI kSetrAdimAM manuSyonuM janma-maraNa vagere nathI hotuM.

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be dhAtakI khaMDa temaja be puSkaravara dvIpa A cAreyanuM varNana jambudvIpanI jema ja samajavuM. paraMtu pharaka eTaluM ja che ke A dIpa valayAkAra temaja jambudvIpanI apekSAthI moTA-moTA hovAthI emanA vAsakSetro temaja parvato vagere badhI vastuo kramazaH moTI-moTI temaja AkAramAM paNa thoDA pharakavALI che. aDhI dvIpanI karma tathA akarma bhUmio che jambudvIpanI koIpaNa vastune pathI guNA karavAthI aDhI dvIpanI vastu prApta thAya che. jambudvIpamAM bharata, airAvata temaja mahAvideha A traNa karmabhUmi che to aDhI dvIpamAM pa bharata, 5 airAvata temaja 5 mahAvideha kSetra hovAthI 385 = kula 15 karmabhUmi che. jambudvIpamAM 6 akarma bhUmi hovAthI aDhIdvIpamAM 6 X 5 = 30 akarmabhUmi che tathA 5 meruparvata che. manuSya loka tathA sUrya-candra paMkta zire | ticchalokamAM ekadama vacce thALInA AkArano jambudvIpa che. enA pachI badhA ja lIpasamudro valayAkAra (baMgaDInA AkAra)nA hovAthI pUrva-pazcima be bhAgomAM vibhakta che. kula aDhIdviIpa pramANa eTale ke 45 lAkha yojana vistRta evo manuSya loka che. A aDhI dvIpamAM kula 132 sUrya temaja 132 candra che. | dviIpa-samudra sUrya | candra | dviIpa-samudranuM mApa | jambudvIpa 1 lAkha yojana pUrva lavaNa samudra 2 lAkha yojana pazcima lavaNa samudra 2 lAkha yojana pUrva dhAtakI khaMDa 4 lAkha yojanA pazcima dhAtakI khaMDa 4 lAkha yojana pUrva kAlodadhi samudra 21 | 8 lAkha yojana pazcima kAlodadhi samudra || 21 8 lAkha yojana | pUrva ardha puSkaravara dvIpa 36 8 lAkha yojanA pazcima ardha puSkaravara dvIpa 36 8 lAkha yojanA 21/, dvIpa-samudra rupa manuSya kSetramAM kula | 132 | 132 4pa lAkha yojana | 21 36 36

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2 10000 co. | pahoLAI saMya.vi. lavaNa samudra lavaNa samudramAM gotIrtha ane jalavRddhino dekhAva 15 hajAra yojana aMtara 10000yo. - algJb [eg *|| -Inla] che, ke 1000 co. lavaNa samudramAM zikhAno dekhAva - 16000 yo. jaMbudvIpa lavaNa samudra ghA ta kI 15 hajAra yojana aMtara khaM S R ka

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aDhI dvIpa mahAvidaha kSetra airavata kSetra hiraNyavaMta kSetra zikharI parvata ramyak kSetra niyati harivarSa kSetra rukmi parvata | TIlA parvata mahAhimI pati himavaMta kSetra IsuDAra parvata bharata kSetra Sin SPIR Sicdef IpukAraparvata airavata kSetra Vah [ealt rukmi parvata mAnuSottarupati laghuhima parvata bharata sama himavaMta kSetra DiraNyavaMta kSetra nIlI pi ramyaka kSetra niSadha parvata mahAhimavata parvata harivarSa kSetra mahAvideha kSetra naMdIzvara dvIpa

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sUrya-candranI paMkiMta: aDhIdvIpamAM 132 sUrya ane 13ra candra sAma-sAme 66-66nI paMktimAM cAle che. lavaNa samudranA candra-sUrya udaka sphaTika ratnathI banelA che. jenAthI 16,000 yojana uMcI zikhAnI vaccethI jyAre e cAle che tyAre enA prabhAvathI pANI emane cAlavA mATe mArga Ape che. tathA e vimAnonI kAMti vagerene kSati thatI nathI. - aDhI dvIpa 66 candra 66 sUrya 66 candra kAlodadhi samudraH A samudra dhAtakI khaMDa pachI Ave che. A samudranuM pANI kALuM hovAthI enuM nAma kAlodadhi che. dhAtakI khaMDanI jagati (sImA)thI 12,000 yojana pUrva-pazcima dizAmAM javAthI gautama dvIpanA jevo ahIMnA adhiSThAyaka kAla-mahAkAla devanA sthAna che. kAlodadhinI jagatithI 12,000 yojana aMdara javAthI kAlodadhinA 42 sUrya tathA 42 candranA dvIpa che. A samudramAM pAtAla kaLaza vagere kaMIja nathI. A samudranA pANIno svAda varasAdanA pANI jevo hoya che. - manuSya lokanI bahAra asaMkhya dvIpa-samudra ki mAtra manuSyalokamAM ja manuSyonuM janma-maraNa thAya enI bahAra rucaka dvIpa sudhI cAraNa munionuM tathA vidyAdharonuM gamanAgamana che, paraMtu tyAM koInuM janma-mRtyu thatuM nathI. vyavahAra siddha, kAla, agni, candra - sUryAdinuM paribhramaNa, utpAta sUcaka gAMdharva nagara vagere padArtha aDhI dvIpanI bahAra nathI hotA. puSkaravara dvIpa pachI sAdApANIvALuM tathA 32 lAkha yojana vistAravALuM puSkaravara samudra che. enA pachInA dvIpasamudra A pramANe che.

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saMkhyA 4 5 da 7 8 2 dvIpa vAruNIvara kSIravara yojana samudra 64 lAkha vAruNIvara 256 lAkha kSIravara | dhRtavara 1024 lAkha | ikSuvara 4096 lAkha | naMdIzvara |16384 lAkha pUrva-pUrvanA samudrathI kuMDala bamaNuM ruka aruNa yojana pANIno svAda 128 lAkha dArU jevuM ilAyacI vagere sugaMdhI dravyathI mizrita 512 lAkha | dUdha jevuM ilAyacI vagere sugaMdhI dravyathI mizrita mRtavara | 2048 lAkha | ghI jevuM ilAyacI vagere sugaMdhI dravyathI mizrita ivara 8192 lAkha | isu (zeraDI)nA rasa jevu ilAyacI vagere sugaMdhI dravyathI mizrita naMdIzvara | pUrva-pUrvanA | isu (zeraDI)nA rasa jevu ilAyacI vagere sugaMdhI dravyathI mizrita dvIpathI | ikSu (zeraDI)nA rasa jevu ilAyacI vagere sugaMdhI dravyathI mizrita bamaNuM ikSu (zeraDI)nA rasa jevu ilAyacI vagere sugaMdhI dravyathI mizrita aruNa karavuM | isu (zeraDI)nA rasa jevu ilAyacI vagere sugaMdhI dravyathI mizrita 10 | kuMDala 11 |rucaka kAmalI kALa H jaMbudrIpathI asaMkhya - dvIpa samudra oLaMgyA pachI aruNavara samudra Ave che. enA vaccamAMthI ekadama kALo temaja pANInA jIvothI banelo tamaskAya nIkaLe che. je tyAMthI nIkaLIne 31/, rAja uMcA brahma devaloka sudhI pahoMce che. A jyAMthI jAya che te badhI jagyA kALI banI jAya che. bhayanA avasare devatA A jagyAomAM chupAI jAya che. brahma devalokathI pachI nIce paDato A tamaskAya ApaNA bharatakSetra vagere jagyAomAM paNa Ave che. A akAyanA jIvo che. divasamAM sUryanA tApathI sukAI javAne kAraNe A jIvo ApaNA sudhI pahoMcatA nathI paraMtu saMdhyA samaye ane rAtre A jIvonI rakSA mATe kAmaLI oDhavI joIe. duniyAmAM jeTalA paNa zubha nAma che e badhA nAmavALA asaMkhya dvIpa samudra che. aMtima pAMca dvIpa kramazaH deva,nAga,yakSa,bhUta temaja svayaMbhUramaNa nAmavALA che. A pAMca nAmavALA dvIpa samudra 1-1 ja che. aMtima svayaMbhUramaNa samudra baMne tarapha lagabhaga pA-pA rAja = kula / rAjalokamAM vyApta che. A samudra sAdA pANInA svAdavALo che. anya badhA samudronA pANIno svAda sugaMdhI dravyothI mizrita IkSurasanA jevo che. emAMthI lavaNa samudramAM utkRSTathI 500 yojanavALA, kAlodadhimAM 700 yojanavALA temaja svayaMbhUramaNa samudramAM 1000 yojanavALA matsya hoya che. A samudromAM matsya bahu ja hoya che. anya samudromAM alaga-alaga mApavALA temaja ochA matsya hoya che. svayaMbhUramaNa samudranI mAchalIo naLIyu temaja baMgaDI A be sivAya badhA AkAravALI hoya che. arihaMtanA AkAravALA matsyane joIne ghaNA matsyane jAti smaraNajJAna paNa thaI jAya che. aDhI dvIpanI bahAra keTalAka paMkhI evA che je uDatA hoya ke beThA hoya tyAre emanI pAMkho khulI ja rahe che ane keTalAka paMkhInI pAMkho uDatA ke beThA hoya tyAre baMdha ja rahe che. u52 vaimAnika devonA vimAna deva dvIpanI upa2thI zarU thaIne svayaMbhUramaNa samudranI upara sudhI rahelA che. 108

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aDhI dvIpanI bahAra bhamaro - 1 yojanAno kAnakhajUro - 3 gAuno zaMkha - 12 yojanAno hoya che. huM naMdIzvara dvIpanA bAvana jinAlaya vika AThamuM naMdIzvara dvIpa atiramaNIya che. A dvIpamAM jagyA-jagyAe pAvara vedikA, sarvaratnanA utpAda parvata, suMdara vAvaDIo, bagIcA vagere che. bAvana jina maMdira - A dviIpanI cAre dizAomAM aMjanaratnanA banelA atisuMdara 4 aMjanagiri parvata che. eka-eka aMjanagirinI cAre bAju 4-4 goLAkAravALI suMdara vAvaDIo che. A vAvaDIonA madhya bhAgamAM ulTA pyAlAnA AkAravALA sapheda varNanA sphaTika ratnanA dadhimukha parvata che. arthAt 4 x 4 = 16 dadhimukha parvata thayA. eka-eka dadhimukha parvatanI baMne bAju eka-eka ratikara parvata che. eTale ke 16 x 2 = 3ra ratikara parvata thayA. 4 aMjanagiri upara - 4 zA. jinAlaya che. 16 dadhimukha parvata upara - 16 zA. jinAlaya che. 3ra ratikara parvata upara - 32 zA. jinAlaya che. kula - para zA. jinAlaya che. tIrthakaronA kalyANakanAM divasomAM temaja zAzvatI aThThAIomAM cAre nikAyanA devanaMdIzvara dviIpamAM mahotsava kare che. temaja naMdIzvara dvIpanI cAra vidizAmAM 4-4 rAjadhAnIo che. kula 16 rAjadhAnIomAM 16 zAzvata caitya che. A rAjadhAnIo 8 saudharmendranI paTarANIonI temaja 8 izAnendranI paTarANIonI che.

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jambudvIpamAM pUrvadhAtakI khaMDamAM pazcimaghAtakI khaMDamAM be ISakAra parvata upara tiSNulokamAM zAzvata caitya = 63pa ce.' - 635 A aDhI dvIpanA caitya 635 = 1272 cai. | traNa daravAjAvALA hovAthI 120 pratimA vALA hoya che. traNa daravAjAnA 12 pratimAjI 108 pratimAjI - 635 = 1ra7ra ce. 120 pratimAjI - 2 | madhyanA pUrva puSkaravara dvIpamAM pazcima puSkaravara dvIpamAM be iSakAra parvata upara aDhIdvIpamAM kula = 3179 sai.J31794 120= 381480 pratimAjI A aDhI dvIpanI bahAra 120 pratimAvALA caitya che. 20x 120= 2400 pratimAjI mAnuSottara parvata upara cAra dizAmAM - kace. naMdIzvara dvIpamAM saudharmendra nI 8 temaja IzAnendranI 8 kula 16 IndrANInI rAjadhAnImAM - 16 ce. - 20. naMdIzvara dvIpanA - para ce. kuNDala dvIpanI 4 dizAmAM - thai. rucaka dvIpanI 4 dizAmAM - 4hai. - - 60ce. = aDhI dvIpanI bahAra A caitya 4 daravAjAvALA hovAthI 124 pratimAjIvALA che. 60x 124 = 7440 pratimAjI kula tiSNulokamAM kulacaitya 3179 kula pratimAjI 381480 2400 7440 20 60 3259 391320 lavaNa samudranA velaMdhara temaja anuvelaMdhara parvatanA zA.ce. paNa tiththulokamAM ja che, paraMtu enI ahIMyA vivakSA nathI karI.

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A utkRSTathI 170 tIrthakara che eka covIzImAM 24 tIrthakara, 12 cakravartI, baLadeva, 9 vAsudeva, temaja 9 prativAsudeva A pramANe 63 zalAkA puruSa hoya che. tathA 9nArada temaja 11 rudra paNa hoya che. cakravartIne jItavA yogya 6 khaMDavALI vijaya kula 170 che. e A pramANe che. jambudvIpanA mahAvidehanI 32 vijaya, 1 bharata temaja 1 airAvatanI = 34 vijaya pUrvadhAtakI khaMDanA mahAvidehanI 32 vijaya, 1 bharata temaja 1 airAvatanI = 34 vijaya pazcimadhAtakI khaMDanA mahAvidehanI 32 vijaya, 1 bharata temaja 1 airAvatanI = 34 vijaya pUrva puSkarAInA mahAvidehanI 32 vijaya, 1 bharata temaja 1 airAvatanI = 34 vijaya pazcima puSkarAInA mahAvidehanI 32 vijaya, 1 bharata temaja 1 airAvatanI = 34 vijaya = 170 vijaya - eka vijayamAM eka sAthe be tIrthaMkara nathI hotA. mATe jyAre A badhI vijayomAM 1-1 tIrthakara hoya che, tyAre utkRSTathI 170 tIrthaMkara eka sAthe vicaratA maLe che, te vakhate utkRSTathI kevalI bhagavaMta 9 karoDa temaja 90 abaja sAdhu bhagavaMta hoya che. vartamAnamAM pa mahAvidehanI 4-4 vijayomAM kula 5*4= 20 tIrthaMkara paramAtmA jaghanyathI vicArI rahyAM che. tathA kevalajJAnI 2 karoDa temaja 20 abaja sAdhu bhagavaMta vicarI rahyA che. cakravartI temaja vAsudeva eka sAthe eka kSetramAM hoI zakatA nathI. mATe jyAre cakravartI utkRSTa thI 150 hoya che, tyAre vAsudeva jaghanyathI 20 hoya che ane jyAre vAsudeva utkRSTathI 150 hoya che. tyAre cakravartI jaghanyathI 20hoya che. mahAvidehamAM haMmezA cotho Aro hovAthI je vijayomAM tIrthakara nathI tyAMthI paNa mokSagamana cAlu che. moTA gamananI prakriyA para * 45 lAkha yojana pramANa manuSyalokanA koIpaNa jagyAethI jIva mokSe jaI zake che. jayAMthI jIva mukta bane che te ja AkAza zreNIthI lokAgrabhAgamAM jaIne jIva anaMtakALa sudhI siddhazIlAnI upara rahe che. A siddhazIlA ThIka manuSyalokanI upara lokAgrathI 1 yojananI dUrI para che. "iSamrAmbhAra' nAmanI A siddhazIlA 45 lAkha yojanavALI temaja ardha mosaMbInA AkAra jevI goLa che. vacamAM ATha yojana jADAIvALI temaja ghaTatI-ghaTatI mAkhInA pAMkha jeTalI kinArI para patalI che. utkRSTathI 500 dhanuSanI temaja jaghanyathI 2 hAthanI kAyAvALA jIva mokSamAM jaI zake che. ApanA zarIramAM /, bhAga polANa che. mokSamAM jatI vakhate A polANa bhAga AtmapradezothI

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bharAI jAya che tethI zarIranA , bhAgamAM Atmapradeza samAI jAya che. arthAt 500 dhanuSavALA zarIranI AtmA 3331/, dhanuSa jeTalI thaI jAya che, A anizcita AkAra che. BF 0 alp iiiii DI |A-B = 45 lAkha yojana | E-F = eka rAjaloka A-C = 333 /, dhanuSa G-H 45 lAkha yojanA I-J = 8 yojana 3 gAu. 1667 dhanuSya A-G = 1 yojana K-L = 45lAkhayojana manuSya loka 2 AtmAnA urdhvagamananA hetu temaja upamA - 3 (1) pUrva prayoga hAthathI pheMkelA daDAnI jema karma mukta AtmA uMce jAya che. (2) baMdhacchada baMdhanamukta banelA kapAsanI jema karmabaMdhanathI mukta AtmA uMce jAya che. (3) asaMga mATInA lepathI mukta tuMbaDAnI jema karmamukta AtmA uMce jAya che. (4) tathAgati pariNAmaH AtmAno svabhAva urdhvagamana hovAthI AtmA uce jAya che. A cAra kAraNothI AtmA urdhvagamana kare che. eka samayamAM 7 rAjanuM aMtara kApIne lokAgra bhAga sudhI aspRzad gatithI pahoMce che. AgaLa dharmAstikAya na hovAne kAraNe lokAgra bhAgamAM sthira bane che. jema jyotamAM jyota maLe che tema eka ja sthAnamAM anaMta AtmAo rahe che. A mukta AtmA lokAjhamAM addhara rahelI che. kemake siddhazIlA to lokAgrathI 1 yojana = 8000 dhanuSa dUra - che. emAM uparanA 333 1/, dhanuSa bhAgamAM AtmA rahe che. arthAt siddhanA jIva siddhazIlAthI 3 gAu 1667 dhanuSanI dUrI para che.

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jIva prati samaya mokSamAM jaI zake che. vadhAremAM vadhAre 6 mahinAnuM aMtara thaI zake che. arthAt 6 mahinAmAM to eka jIva avazya mokSamAM jAya ja vana, nadI, meruparvata, samudra vagere aDhI dvIpanA pratyeka bhAgathI anaMta AtmAo mokSe gaI che. aDhI dvIpamAM evuM koI sthAna nathI, jyAMthI anaMta jIvo mokSe gayA na hoya. pra. lavaNa vagere samudra, vana, akarma bhUmi temaja kevalajJAna viccheda thayA pachI karmabhUmimAMthI jIva mokSe kevI rIte jaI zake che ? u. pUrvabhavanA dveSa vagerene kAraNe koI deva koI manuSyanuM ke kevalInuM saMharaNa karI ene lavaNa samudramAM ke vana vageremAM choDI de to tyAMthI paNa kevalajJAna prApta karIne jIva mokSamAM jaI zake che. Ama to AvuM kyAreka kyAreka ja bane che. paraMtu anaMtakALamAM anaMtavAra evuM banI jAya che. mATe eka-eka sthAnathI anaMta jIva mokSamAM gayA che. pra. zatruMjayanA eka-eka kAMkare anaMtajIva mokSamAM gayA che, evuM kahevAya che ane Apa to sarvasthAnathI anaMtajIva mokSamAM gayA che, evuM kaho cho to AnuM tAtparya zuM samajavuM ? u. sarvasthAnathI anaMta jIva mokSamAM gayelA ja che, chatAM paNa zatruMjaya parvatanuM evuM mahAtmya che ke anya sthaLomAMthI jeTalA mokSamAM gayelA che enAthI paNa anekaguNA vadhAre zatruMjayathI mokSamAM gayelA che. pra. niraMtara keTalA samaya sudhI keTalA jIva ekasAthe mokSamAM jaI zake che ? u. eka sAthe 1 thI 32 sudhInI saMkhyAmAMthI jo jIvamokSamAM jAya to niraMtara 8 samaya sudhI mokSamAM jaI zake che. udA. jema pUrA aDhI dvIpamAMthI kyAMyathI paNa kula maLIne mAno ke 15 jIva mokSamAM gayA to bIjA samayamAM 22, trIjA samayamAM 5, cothA samayamAM 32, pAMcavAM samayamAM 20, chaThThA samayamAM 27, AThamA samayamAM 1 jIva mokSamAM gayA. A rIte 1 thI 32 saMkhyAvALA jIva niraMtara 8 samaya sudhI mokSamAM jaI zake che. AnA pachI 1 samayanuM avazya aMtara paDaze ja eTale ke enA pachInA navamA samayamAM koIpaNa jIva mokSamAM jaze ja nahI. paraMtu dasamA samayamAM pharIthI mokSamAM jaI zake che. A rIte 33 thI 48 saMkhyAvALA jIva niraMtarathI 7 samaya sudhI mokSamAM jaI zake che. enA pachI avazya eka samayano aMtara paDaze ja tevI ja rIte 6 samaya vageremAM keTalA jIva niraMtara mokSamAM jaI zake che te nimna tAlikAthI jANI zakAya che. 113

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keTalA samaya sudhI niraMtara 8 samaya sudhI 7 samaya sudhI 6 samaya sudhI pa samaya sudhI keTalA jIva | keTalA samaya sudhI niraMtara | keTalA jIva | 1 thI 32 jIva 4 samaya sudhI 73 thI 84 jIva 33 thI 48 jIva 3 samaya sudhI 85 thI 96 jIvA 49 thI 60 jIva [2 samaya sudhI 97 thI 102 jIva 61 thI 72 jIva |1 samaya sudhI 103 thI 108 jIva 0 0 na ja - 1 samayamAM eka sAthe keTalA siddha thAya che? enuM koSTaka che utkRSTathI 500 dhanuSanI uMcAIvALA 2 | karmabhUmimAM saMkaraNathI pAMDuka vanamAMthI avasarpiNInA 1,2,3,6 ArAmAM saMkaraNathI samudramAMthI utsarpiNInA 1,2,4,5,6, ArAmAM saMkaraNathI draha ane nadIomAMthI 3 tIrtha sthApanAnI pUrve ra hAthanI uMcAIvALA 1-1 vijayamAMthI urdhvalokamAMthI [avasarpiNInA pAMcamAM ArAmAM naMdana, bhadrazAla, somanasa vanamAMthI | tIrthakara siddha pRthvI temaja apakAyamAMthI AvelA adholokanA adhogrAmathI vanaspatimAMthI AvelA tiskRlokamAMthI narakamAMthI AvelA puruSamAMthI puruSa banIne puruSamAMthI AvelA karmabhUmimAMthI puruSamAMthI strI banIne utsarpiNInA trIjA ArAmAMthI puruSamAMthI napuMsaka banIne | avasarpiNInA cothA ArAmAMthI strImAMthI puruSa banIne tIrthasthApanAnI pachI akarmabhUmimAM saMharaNathI 10 divagatimAMthI AvelA parabhavamAM jatA jIvanI gati ki jIva be gatithI parabhavamAM jAya che. (1) ajugata : maraNa sthAnanI samazreNImAM ja jo utpatti sthAna hoya to jIva eka samayamAM ja parabhavamAM pahoMcI jAya che. A rIte samazreNIthI gamana karavuM e Rjugati che.

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-X ~X { 1. Rjugati 2. eka samayanI vigraha gati 3. be samayanI vigraha gati 4. traNa samayanI vigraha gati 5. cAra samayanI vigraha gati (ra) vigraha gati : jyAre maraNa sthAnanI apekSA janmasthAna anya zreNImAM hoya, tyAre jIvane vacce vaLAMka levo paDe che. AnupUrvI karmano udaya jIvane vaLAMka levAmAM sahAyaka bane che. A vigrahagati jaghanyathI 1 samayanI temaja utkRSTathI cAra samayanI hoya che. (1) eka samayanI vigraha gati : trasa nADImAM rahelo jIva prathama samayamAM prathama vaLAMka laIne bIjA samayamAM koIpaNa dizAmAM utpanna thAya che. (2) be samayanI vigraha gati : pahelA samayamAM trasa nADInA bahAranI dizAmAMthI aMdara Ave che. ahIM prathama vaLAMka laIne bIjA samaya urdhvalokamAM jAya che. tyAM dvitIya vaLAMka laIne trasa nADInI bahAra koIpaNa dizAmAM trIjA samayamAM utpanna thAya che. AnI vacce eka samaya mATe jIva aNAhArI rahe che. (3) traNa samayanI vigraha gatiH adholokanI vidizAmAMthI prathama samayamAM dizAmAM Ave che. bIjA samayamAM prathama vaLAMka laIne trasa nADImAM Ave che. trIjA samayamAM vaLAMka laIne upara jAya che. cothA samayamAM trIjo vaLAMka laIne trasa nADInI bahAra koIpaNa dizAmAM utpanna thAya che. AnI vacce jIva be samaya mATe aNAhArI rahe che. 115 (4) cAra samayanI vigrahagRta : pahelA samayamAM adholokanI vidizAmAMthI jIva adholokanI dizAmAM Ave che. bIjA samayamAM vaLAMka laIne trasanADImAM Ave che. trIjA samayamAM vaLAMka laIne urdhvalokamAM jAya che. cothA samayamAM vaLAMka laIne trasanADInI bahAra koIpaNa dizAmAM

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jAya che. ane pAMcamA samayamAM vaLAMka laIne vidizAmAM utpanna thAya che. AnI vacce jIva 3 samaya mATe aNAhArI rahe che. A rIte jIva vigrahagatimAM vaccenA samayomAM aNAhArI rahe che. prathama samaya maraNa sthAnathI AhAra laIne nIkaLe che temaja aMtima samaye jyAM utpanna thAya che tyAM AhAra karI le che. mATe vaccenA samayamAM ja aNAhArI rahe che. pahelA samayamAM to koIpaNa jIva RjugatithI ja jAya che, bIjA samayathI vigrahagati thAya che. RjugativALA jIvanuM parabhavanuM AyuSya prathama samayathI ja zarU thaI jAya che. vigrahagativALA jIvanuM parabhavanuM AyuSya bIjA samayathI zarU thAya che. AvI vigrahagatimAM jIva anaMtavAra aNAhArI bane che. chatAM paNa jIvanuM kalyANa nathI thayuM. mATe ApaNe bhagavAnanI pAse aNAhArI pada evuM mAMgavuM joIe ke je AvyA pachI jAya nahIM. arthAt zAzvata aNAhArI pada (mokSa) mAMgavuM joIe. snAtrapUjA bhAvArtha sarasa zAMti sudhArasa..: zAMtinAtha bhagavAnane bhAvabharyuM namana karI je rIte devoe meruparvata upara bhagavAnanA snAtra mahotsavanA samayamAM kusumAMjali karI hatI. ahIM e kusumAMjalinuM saMkSipta varNana karavAmAM AvyuM che. A krama AdinAtha, zAMtinAtha, neminAtha, pArzvaprabhu, vIraprabhu, cavIsijana, vIsa viharamAna bhagavAna temaja sarva jinezvaronI devo dvArA karavAmAM AvelI kusumAMjalinuM prAkRta duhAthI smaraNa karatA DhALa dvArA e kusumAMjalinuM ahIMnA bhakto dvArA anukaraNa ka2vAmAM Ave che. tyAra pachI bhagavAnane pradakSiNApUrvaka caityavaMdana karIne paramAtmAnA janma kalyANakanI sahetuka vidhi zarU thAya che. sayala jinezvara pAya namI... sarvaprathama prabhu anAdi mithyAtvane dUra karIne samyaktva prApta kare che. enA pachI saMyamane grahaNa karIne sarva jIvonA kalyANanI utkRSTa bhAvanA dvArA tIrthaMkara nAmakarmanuM upArjana kare che. tyAMthI vaccamAM eka devano bhava karIne, tyAMthI cyavIne paMdara karmabhUminA 170 vijayamAMthI koIpaNa vijayamAM rAjAnI paTarANInI kukSimAM mati, zruta temaja avadhi A traNa jJAna sahita utpanna thAya che. ahIyAM upamA ApI che - jema haMsa mAnasarovaramAM ja rahe che, tevI ja rIte prabhu paNa paTarANInI kukSimAM ja Ave che. bhagavAnanA prabhAvathI prabhunI mAtA 14 mahAna svapra jue che. te A pramANe che. 1. hAthI, 2. vRSabha, 3. kesarI siMha, 4. lakSmI devI, 5. raMgabiraMgI 116

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phUlonI be mALA, 6. pUrNacandra, 7. udaya thato tejasvI sUrya, 8. vizAla dhvaja, 9. pUrNa kaLaza, 10. padmasarovara, 11. kSIra samudra, 12. vimAna, 13. ratnonI rAzI, 14. dhUma rahita agni zikhA, ATalA bhavya tathA spaSTa sapanAo joIne mAtA atizaya harSita thaI jAya che. prabhunI mAtA rAtre ja rAjAnI pAse jaIne svapna saMbhaLAvIne arthane grahaNa kare che. rAjA kahe che 'tuM tIrthaMkara putrane janma ApIza, jene traNa bhuvana namaskAra karaze." A sAMbhaLIne mAtA harSita thAya che. garbhanA prabhAvathI vizvamAM mithyAtvanuM jora ghaTI jAya che. sarva jIva sukhano anubhava kare che. mAtA AnaMda ane dharmapUrvaka rAtri vyatIta kare che. ahIM paramAtmAnuM cyavana thatAM ja Indra mahArAjAnuM paNa siMhAsana calAyamAna thAya che. potAnA avadhijJAnathI tAraka tIrthaMkara prabhunuM cyavana jANIne teo atyadhika AnaMdavibhora thaI jAya che. trilokInAtha taraNatAraNa jahAja prabhunI stuti karavA mATe bahu ja ahobhAvapUrvaka siMhAsanathI sAta-ATha pagalAM AgaLa AvIne zakrastava (namutthaNa) sUtra dvArA prabhunI stuti - stavanA kare che. zubha lagna jina janamiyA......... jyAre badhA graha ucca sthAnamAM hoya che, evI zubha ghaDImAM bhagavAnano janma thAya che. bhagavAnanA pAMceya kalyANakathI nArakImAM paNa kSaNa-mAtra mATe sukhanI lahera phelAI jAya che. arthAt bIje to avazya sukha phelAya ja che. . prabhunA janmathI saMpUrNa pRthvI nAcI uThe che. prakRti pUrNa kalAothI khIlI uThe che. paMkhIo khuzIthI evo kalarava kare che ke mAno prabhunA janmotsavanA maMgala gIto gAI rahyA hoya, maMda-maMda pavana prabhu janmanI sUcanA pRthvI upara phelAI rahyA hoya evI rIte vahe che. cha Rtuo jANe prabhu janmotsava manAvavA mATe AvI hoya, evuM suMdara vAtAvaraNa sarjana kare che. badhA vRkSa, phaLa, phUla, latAo, prabhu janmano AnaMda vyakta karavA mATe khIlI uThe che. AkhI sRSTi eka upavananI jema mahekavA lAge che. prabhunA janmanA samaye sRSTinuM varNana karatI stavananI paMktio - maMda pavana ane Rtu manohArI, khile puSpa, phaLa ane latAri, sRSTi sakala lAge eka upavana, prakRti manohAra re...." bhagavAnanA vAMceya kalyANakamAM sAte narake thato prakAza prathama narakamAM - tejasvI sUrya samAna bIjI narakamAM AcchAdita (vAdaLothI DhaMkAyelA) sUryasamAna trIjI narakamAM tejasvI candra samAna cothI narakamAM AcchAdita candra samAna

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pAMcamI narakamAM graha samAna chaThThI narakamAM nakSatra samAna sAtamI narakamAM tArA samAna chappana dikkumArI kRta janma mahotsava sAMbhaLo kaLaza jina prabhuno janma thatAM ja 56 dikumArIkAonuM Asana calAyamAna thAya che. A devIo kuMvArI hoya che. aneka anya devionI svAminI che. gajadaMta parvata temaja rucaka dIpanA parvata upara emano vAsa sthAna che. avadhijJAnathI prabhunA janmane jANIne ati prasanna thatI prabhunA janma sthAne Ave che. temaja saMpUrNa sUtikA karma karIne khuzI manAve che. emanuM kArya ane sthAna - pa6 dikakumArikAonuM sthAna saMkhyA kArya 4 gajadaMtanA nIce adholokanI sUtikA gRha banAve che temaja bhUmizuddhi kare che. meru parvata upara urdhvalokanI sugaMdhI jaLanuM chaMTakAva kare che. dakSiNa rucakanI kaLaza bharIne dhAraNa kare che. pUrva cakanI darpaNa dhAraNa kare che. uttara cakanI cAmara dhAraNa kare che. pazcima rucakanI paMkho kare che. adhobhAga rucakanI rakSA poTalI bAMdhe che. vidizA sUcakanI dipaka grahaNa kare che. pa6 dikumArikAo svakArya karyA pachI traNa kadalI gRha (keLAnA pattAothI ghara) banAve che. emAMthI prathama gharamAM prabhu tathA prabhunI mAtAne pIThI coLe che. bIjAmAM snAna karAve che. trIjAmAM vastrAlaMkAra paherAvIne puSpothI pUjA kare che. temaja najara na lAge mATe araNInA kASThane jalAvIne enI rAkhanI poTalI prabhune bAMdhIne prabhu tathA mAtAne zayyA upara padharAve che. pachI mAtA ane prabhune namaskAra karIne mAtAne kahe che ke "tamAro putra amane ati priya che. temaja jyAM sudhI meru, sUrya ane candra che tyAM sudhI Apano putra ciraMjIvI bane." AvA AziSa ApIne bhagavAnanA guNagAna gAtI-gAtI potAnA sthAne jAya che.

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jina janmayAjI. e samaye 64 indronA siMhAsana kampAyamAna thAya che. avadhijJAnathI indra prabhunA janmane jANe che. avadhijJAnathI bhagavAnanA janmane jANIne badhA indra pota-potAnA adhikAravALA badhA vimAnomAM saMbhaLAya evo moTo sughoSA ghaMTa vagaDAve che. A ghaMTa-nAdathI badhA vimAnonI nAnInAnI ghaMTaDIo vAgavA lAge che. A ghaMTaDIonA nAdamAM prabhuno meru parvata upara janma mahotsava karavA javAnI ghoSaNA thAya che. tethI badhA devI-devatA meru parvatanI tarapha gamana kare che. A ghaMTanI madhura dhvanithI badhAne ahanaMdano anubhava thAya che. dizinAyakajIH Akho aDhI dvIpa 5 sItA ane 5 sItAdA nadIonA kAraNe dakSiNArdha temaja uttarArdha A be bhAgomAM vaheMcAI jAya che. jyAre uttarArdhanI 85 vijayomAM prabhuno janma thAya che. tyAre te dizAnA nAyaka IzAnendrajanma mahotsavanA adhikArI bane che ane jyAre dakSiNArdhanI 85 vijayomAM prabhuno janma thAya che tyAre te dizAnA nAyaka saudharmendra prabhunA janmAbhiSekanA adhikArI bane che. ema sAMbhaLIjI: sughoSA vagere ghaMTanA avAjane sAMbhaLIne badhA deva meruparvatanI tarapha jAya che temaja bharatakSetramAM bhagavAnano janma thayo che, AthI saudharmendra potAnA parivAranI sAthe pAlaka vimAnamAM besIne bharatakSetramAM AvavA mATe nIkaLe che. sarvaprathama devalokathI ravAnA thaIne asaMkhya yojana tirjI Ave che. pachI asaMkhya yojana nIce javAthI naMdIzvara dvIpa Ave che. tyAM 1 lAkha yojananA "pAlaka vimAna"no saMkoca kare che ane saMkoca karatAM-karatAM prabhunA janma sthAne Ave che. tyAM AvIne prabhu tathA mAtAne vaMdana karIne temaja vadhAmaNI detA kahe che ke "he ratnakukSi dhAriNI mAtA ! huM zakra nAmano saudharmendra ApanA putrano suMdara janma mahotsava karIza." A rIte kahIne mAtAnI pAse prabhunA pratibiMbane sthApita karI mAtAne avasthApiNI nidrA Ape che. pachI keTalAka deva-devI sAthe hovA chatAM paNa bhaktinA atirekathI svayaM pAMca vaikriya rU5 banAve che. ekathI bhagavAnane karasaMpuTamAM grahaNa kare che, ekathI chatra dhAraNa kare che ekathI AgaLa vaja uchALe che ane be rUpathI cAmara vaje che. A rIte bhagavAnane laIne saudharmendra meru parvata upara Ave che. e samaye anya deva-devIo paNa harSathI nAca-gAna karatAM karatAM prabhunI sAthe meruparvata upara Ave che. meru uparajI... meru parvatanA pAMDuka vanamAM cAre dizAomAM cAra-cAra moTI zilAo che. emAMthI saudharmendra prabhune dakSiNanI atipAMDukaMbalA zilA upara rahelA siMhAsana upara abhiSeka mATe laIne Ave che. eTalAmAM bIjA 63 Indra paNa tyAM pahoMcI jAya che. malyA causaTha surapati...

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64 indronI gaNanA 10 bhavanapatinA dakSiNa temaja uttara dizAnA maLIne 20 indra 8 vyaMtaranA dakSiNa temaja uttara dizAnA maLIne 16 indra 8 vANavyaMtaranA dakSiNa temaja uttara dizAnA maLIne 16 indra asaMkhya caMdrane malAvIne 1 gaNavAthI 1 candra indra asaMkhya sUryane malAvIne 1 gaNavAthI 1 sUrya indra 12 devalokamAMthI navamA - dasamA temaja agiyAramA-bAramA devalokanI vaccamAM 1-1 indra hovAthI 12 devalokanA kula 10 indra kula 64 indra sura sAMbhaLIne saMcariyA.... 64 indramAM sahuthI moTA acyatendra hovAthI emanI AjJAthI badhA deva mAgadha, varadAma vagere tIrthonA, padmadraha vagere drahonA, gaMgA vagere nadInA temaja kSIrasamudra vagere samudramAMthI pANInA kaLaza bharIne lAve che temaja bhadrazAla, naMdanavana vagere sthAnothI auSadhio temaja phUlanA thALa bharIne lAve che. dhUpadAnI vagere upakaraNa je-je siddhAMtamAM batAvyA che, te badhA laIne zIgha meru parvata upara Ave che. prabhune joIne harSita banelA badhA kalazAdika sAmagrI indranI sAme rAkhe che. ane svayaM bhagavAnanA guNa-gAna gAvA lAge che. ATha jAtinA kaLaza sonAno cAMdIno 1-1 jAtinA kaLaza 8-8 hajAra hoya che. ratnono 8 X 8000 = 64000 kaLaza sonA rupA ane ratnano sonA ane rUpAno A kaLaza 25 yojana lAMbA hoya che. sonA ane ratnano temaja enI nAla 1 yojanAnI hoya che. rUpA ane ratnano mATIno 8 jAtinA kaLaza 20)

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' 0 ja nA La jo - bhagavAnanA abhiSekano adhikAra Atama bhakti malyA keIdevA.. meruparvata upara keTalAya deva koI potAnI bhaktithI, koI mitranI preraNAthI, koI strInI preraNAthI, koI kula dharmano vicAra karI temaja koI dharmadivanI mitratAthI snAtra mahotsavamAM Ave che. tyAM cAreya nikAyanA deva ekatrita thAya che. saudharmendra prabhune khoLAmAM laIne bese che. pachI acyatendranA AdezathI abhiSeka zarU thAya che. 1-1 abhiSekamAM 64,000 kaLazono adhikAra che. kula abhiSeka 250 che. mATe 64000 x 250 = 1 kroDa 60 lAkha kaLazothI abhiSeka thAya che. ra50 abhiSeka A pramANe che - sUrya-candra sivAyanA 6ra indronA badhA nikAyanA lokapAla devonA maLIne aDhI dvIpanA candranA aDhI dvIpanA sUryanA guru sthAnika devonA sAmAnika devonA senApati devonA aMgarakSaka devonA traNa parSadA (bAhya, atyaMtara temaja madhyama sabhA)nA paracuraNa (prakIrNaka) devonA saudharmendranI 8 indrANIonA izAnendranI 8 indrANIonA asurendra (bhavanapati nikAya)nI indrANIonA nAgendra(bhavanapati nikAya)nI indrANIonA jyotiSanI indrANIonA vyaMtaranI IndrANIonA 25O abhiSeka - - - - - deg che ja ja

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250 mAMthI 204 devatA saMbaMdhI temaja 46 indrANI saMbaMdhI abhiSeka che. prathama 249 abhiSeka thaI gayA pachI izAnendra saudharmendrane kahe che ke ''prabhujIne kSaNa bhara mATe mane Apo.'' e samaye izAnendranA khoLAmAM prabhune besADIne saudharmendra bhaktithI vRSabhanuM (baLada) rUpa dhAraNa karIne zIMgaDAmAM kaLazanuM pANI bharIne 250 mo abhiSeka kare che. indra prabhunI sAme vRSabhanuM rUpa dhAraNa karIne prabhunI AgaLa svayaMne pazutulya batAve che. prabhunA kalyANakanA samayamAM viziSTa prakAranuM vizvamaMgala thAya che. AratI temaja maMgaladIpaka karI punaH prabhuno jayajayakAra ane bherI-bhuMgala temaja tALIo vagADatAM-vagADatAM prabhune hAthamAM laIne prabhunA ghare AvIne mAtAne putra arpaNa kare che. pachI mAtAne kahe che ke ''he mAtA ! A prabhu ApanA putra che temaja amArA jevA sevakanA svAmI che. tyAre saudharmendra ramyA vagere pAMca indrANIone prabhunA lAlana-pAlana mATe dhAva-mAtAnA rUpamAM sthApita kare che. tyAM batrIsa kroDa sonA, maNi-mANeka ratna vagerenI vRSTi kare che. temaja harSanA atirekamAM naMdIzvara dvIpamAM aThThAI mahotsava karI potAnA nivAsasthAne cAlyA jAya che. tyAM bhagavAna kyAre dIkSA leze ane kevaLajJAna prApta karaze, enI pratikSA karatAM haMmezA prabhunA guNagAna karatA rahe che. tapAgacchanA nAyaka siMha sUrIzvarajInA moTA ziSya panyAsa satyavijayajI thayA. emanA ziSya kapUravijayajI, emanA ziSya kSamAvijayajI, emanA ziSya yazovijayajI, emanA ziSya zubhavijayajI, ane emanA ziSya paM. vIravijayajIe A jina-janma mahotsava gAyo che. utkRSTathI 170bhagavAna vicaraNa karatAM maLe che. vartamAnamAM vIsa viharamAna che. bhUtakALa temaja bhaviSyamAM aneka tIrthaMkara thayA che temaja thaze. e badhA tIrthaMkara paramAtmAno janma kalyANaka gAya che te tathA kartA zrI vIravijayajI mahArAja AnaMdamaMgala yukta ati sukhane pAme che ane pratyeka gharamAM harSanI vadhAmaNI thAya che. vINelA motI 'ApavuM' tenuM nAma dAna nahi, 'choDavuM' tenuM nAma dAna. ghananA mamatva sAthe nAmanuM mamatva paNa chUTe e sAcuM dAna. dhana chUTI jAya, paraMtu 'meM choDayuM che' e na chUTe to ? nAma mATe dAna ApavuM te dAnanuM ajIrNa che. dAna karavAthI dharma na thAya, dAna pace to gharma thAya. 122

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ja bhAva ramAtmA nA nava aMga pa1 MLA viza he prabhu! ApanA cyavana, janma, dIkSA, kevalajJAna ane nirvANa kalyANake jagatanA jIvonA mithyAtva, avirati, pramAda, kaSAya, yoga ane Azrava kSaya karatA ApaNA caraNa kamala jaya pAmo.... he paramAtmA ! dIkSA kalyANake kAyotsarge anaMta karmonI nirjarA karatA ApanA jAnu kamala jaya pAmo... he paramAtmA ! dIkSA kalyANake dAnanI dhArA ane paMcamuThThI loca karatA ApanA karakamala jayapAmo... he paramAtmA ! dhyAnamAM sthira thaI ekAkAra thaI kaSAyone dUra karanArA ApanA khaMdha kamala jaya pAmo... he paramAtmA ! anaMta AnaMda svarUpa jyAMthI vahetI siddharasa dhArA jagatanA jIvone guNa zreNI, kSapakazreNI, kevaLajJAna ane nirvANa Ape te ApanA sahastra kamala thI zobhatI zira zikhA jaya pAmo... he paramAtmA ! anaMta puNyanidhAna, mahApuNyanidhAna, anaMta puNyarAzi, he puruSAdANI tIrthakara nAma karma, he jagatamAM sarvoparI uttama sthApanA nikSepa kevalajJAna kAya rupI vizvanuM mahAmaMgala karatI ApanA AjJA cakramAM opatI zrI tIrthakara nAma karma dhArA thI yukta Apano bhAla tilaka jaya pAmo... he paramAtmA ! bhavya jIvone bhava sAgarathI pAra utAranAra, sakala jIva rAzi mAtrane hitakArI, dAvAnaLa rupa kaSAyane zAMta karavA mATe puSparAvarta megha samAna, pApa mala, karma malane dhonArI dezanA denAra kaMTha kamala jaya pAmo. he paramAtmA ! anAhata cakre rAga dveSano sarvathA kSaya thAya che evA ApanA hRdaya kamala jaya pAmo... he paramAtmA! jyAMthI kSapaka zreNIno maMDANa thAya che evA ApanA nAbhi kamala jaya pAmo...

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devavaMdana pra. devavaMdana eTale zuM ? u. jemAM pAMca daMDaka, praNidhAna sUtra, caityavaMdana, stuti, stavana dvArA viziSTa prakArathI prabhune vaMdanA karavAmAM Ave che. ene devavaMdana kahe che. pra. daMDaka eTale zuM ? te kayA kayA che ? u. ati gahana arthathI yukta temaja vAraMvAra upayogamAM AvavAvALA mukhya sUtrone zAstramAM daMDaka kahevAmAM Ave che. tathA je daMDanI jema saraLatAthI, yathokta mudrAthI, askhalita rUpe bolavAmAM Ave che, tene daMDaka kahevAya che. te pAMca daMDaka A pramANe che. (1) namrutyuNaM (2) arihaMta ceIyANuM (3) logassa (4) pukhkhara-vara-dIvaDhe (5) siddhANaMbuddhANaM. praNidhAnanA traNa sUtro kayA kayA che ? u. jAvaMti ceIyAI, jAvaMta ke vi sAhU, jaya vIyarAya . devavaMdana nA sUtro kevA bhAvathI bolavA, tathA tenI sAthe caityavaMdana, stuti (joDA) temaja stavanano zuM saMbaMdha che ? u.devavaMdana nA sUtro prAkRta bhASAmAM gaNadhara racita temaja rahasyothI bharapUra hoya che. mATe sUtronI zuddhi temaja chaMdane dhyAnamAM rAkhIne bahumAna temaja ahobhAva pUrvaka bolavuM joIe, jenAthI viziSTa karmanirjarA thAya che. tathA caityavaMdana-stuti-stavana hindI gujarAtI Adi loka bhASAmAM hovAthI vyakti rAgamAM gAIne potAnA hRdayane gad-gad banAvI zake che. caityavaMdanamAM prabhuno alpAkSarI paricaya athavA vaMdanA hoya che. temaja jaMkiMcimAM traNeya lokanA sarva tIrthanI prAkRta bhASAmAM vaMdanA karI che. pachI namrutyurNa temaja arihaMta ceiyANaMmAM prastuta jinanI prAkRtamAM guNagAna karI prastuta bhagavAnanI prathama thoya hoya che. logassamAM covIza jinanI prAkRtamAM nAmastavanAnI pachI dvitIya covIza jinanI thoya, puSnara-varadIvaamAM zrutajJAnanI prAkRtamAM mahimA batAvIne tRtIya AgamanI thoya bolavAthI bhAvomAM vizeSa vRddhi thAya che. pachI anaMta siddha bhagavaMta vagerene vaMdanA karatA siddhANaM buddhANaM sUtra prAkRta bhASAmAM bolAya che. (cAra thoyavALA vaiyAvaccagarANaM sUtranA pachI cothI zAsana devanI stuti bole che.) 123

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tyArapachI namutthaNe thI prabhu stavanA, jAvaMtithI caityo ane jAvaMtathI sAdhu bhagavaMta Adi ne vaMdanA karI prabhunA guNone vividha stavanothI gAIne AtmA tRptino anubhava kare che. temaja aMtamAM jaya-viyarAya sUtramAM prabhuthI bhavanistAra mATe vividha prArthanA temaja samAdhi maraNanI yAcanA ane zaraNAgatithI devavaMdananI pUrNAhUti thAya che. pra. devavaMdanamAM prabhu vaMdanAnI zuM vizeSatA che? u. devavaMdanamAM prabhunI cAra nikSepAthI tathA ratnatrayI, tattvanayI, dvividha tIrtha vagerethI viMdanA thAya che. cAra nikSepathI vaMdanA kevI rIte thAya che? u. 1. nAma nikSepa - logassamAM 24 tIrthaMkara prabhunI nAmathI stuti thavAthI A nAmanipAthI vaMdanA thaI. 2. sthApanA nikSepa - jaMkiMci, logassa temaja jAvaMti ceIyAI - AmAM prabhunI pratimAne vaMdanA karI che. A sthApanA nikSepAthI vaMdanA thaI. 3. dravya nikSepa - "je a aIyA siddhAthI. "tiviheNa vaMdAmi sudhI bhUta temaja bhAvinA tIrthaMkara prabhunI vaMdanA hovAthI A dravya nipAthI vaMdanA thaI. 4. bhAva nikSepa - namuskurNa sUtramAM prAraMbhathI "namo jiNANa sudhI sAkSAt vicaravAvALA tIrthaMkara prabhunI 33 vizeSaNo dvArA stuti karI che. A bhAva nikSepAthI vaMdanA thaI. pra. ratnatrayIne vaMdanA kevI rIte thAya che? u. darzana - logassa, siddhANaM-buddhANaM thI darzana padane vaMdaNA thAya che. jJAna - puSkara-vara-dIvaDhe thI jJAnapadane vaMdaNA thAya che. cAritra - jAvaMta ke vi sAhU thI cAritrapadane vaMdaNA thAya che. A sUtromAM prabhunA ratnatrayI guNonI stavanA karavAmAM AvI che. pra. tattvatrayIne vaMdanA kevI rIte thAya che? u. deva - namuskurNa anelogassamAM prabhune vaMdanA karavAmAM Ave che. guru - jAvaMta ke vi sAhUmAM sAdhune vaMdanA karavAmAM Ave che. dharma- puSpara-vara-dIvaDhamAM zrutadharma temaja cAritra dharmanI stuti karavAmAM Ave che. * pra. trividha tIrtha svarUpa prabhune vaMdanA kayA kayA sUtrothI thAya che? u. jaMgama tIrtha - jAvaMta ke vi sAhU (sAdhu-sAdhvI jaMgama tIrtha kahevAya che.)

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sthAvara tIrtha - jaMkiMci, jAvaMti ceiyAI, arihaMta ceiyANuM, (prabhunA maMdira vagere sthAvara tIrtha che.) pra. traNa prakAranA caityavaMdana batAvo? u. 1. jaghanya - jemAM eka namutthaNe Ave, te jaghanya caityavaMdana che. 2. madhyama-jemAM be namutthaNuM ane eka stutino joDo Ave, ene madhyama caityavaMdana kahevAya che. 3. utkRSTa - jemAM pAMca namutthaNe ane be stutinA joDA Ave, ene utkRSTa caityavaMdana (devavaMdana) kahevAya che. pra. pada temaja saMpadAno artha samajAvo. u. padaH sUtramAM je vibhakti sahita zabda hoya che. tene pada kahe. pratyeka pada pachI alpavirAma hoya che. saMpadA keTalAka pada maLIne athavA ekaluM pada jyAre pUrNa artha batAve che, e padonA samUhane saMpadA kahe che. jema vAkya pUruM thAya tyAre virAma levAmAM Ave che, tevI ja rIte saMpadA pUrNa thAya tyAre paNa pUrNavirAma levAmAM Ave che. (sUtra vibhAgamAM badhA sUtra alpavirAma temaja pUrNavirAma, pada-saMpadAnA anusAra ApavAmAM AvyA che. enuM dhyAna rAkhIne sUtronuM uccAraNa karavuM joIe.) pra. caityavaMdana bhASyanA AdhAra para pada, saMpadA temaja akSaranI gaNanA batAvo? u. | krama | sUtranA nAma |padonI saMkhyA, saMpadAnI saMkhyA kula akSara) 1. | navakAra 09 | 8 | 68 2. | 'icchAmi khamAsamaNo 28 | 3. | iriyAvahiye (tasauttarI sahita) | 32 4. | namutthaNe 33 297 5. | arihaMta ceiyANa (annattha sahita) 43 229 6. | logassa ' . 28 28 260 | 7. | pukhara-vara-dIvaDhe 16 16 216 8. | siddhANaM-buddhANaM 20 198 19. | jAvaMti ceiyAi 35 | 10. jAvaMta ke vi sAhU ' 11. jaya vIyarAya O 199 muluNa , 20 38 79

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pra. stavana kevI rIte bolavA joIe ? u. gaMbhIra temaja mahAna arthavALA pUrvAcAryonA racAyelA stavana madhura svaramAM bolavA joIe. pra. pratikramaNa karavAvALA zrAvakane eka divasamAM keTalA caityavaMdana karavA joIe ? u. pratikramaNa karavAvALA zrAvakane eka divasamAM 7 caityavaMdana karavA joIe, je A pramANe che. savAranA pratikramaNamAM : 2 (1 jagaciMtAmaNi temaja 1 saMsAra dAvAnala athavA vizALalocanano) trikALa maMdiramAM : 3 caityavaMdana : sAMjanA pratikramaNamAM : 2 (1 sAMjanA pratikramaNamAM, saMsAradAvAnalano ane 1 aMtamAM caukkasAyanuM) pra. devavaMdana karavAno samaya kayo che ? u. kAlaveLAmAM trikALa devavaMdana karavAnuM vidhAna che. pra. koI tapa na karyuM hoya to devavaMdana karI zakAya ? u. hA. da22oja trikALa devavaMdana karavuM ja joIe. samayano abhAva hoya to caityavaMdana paNa karI zakAya. kyAreka bahu tarasa lAgI hoya ne porasIthI pANI pIdhu hoya ke ekAsaNuM karI lIdhu hoya to bIjuM devavaMdana karavuM ke nahIM? u. porasIthI pANI pIdhuM hoya ke ekAsaNuM karI lIdhuM hoya, chatAM paNa baporanI kAlaveLAmAM devavaMdana karavuM ucita che, jethI vidhi adhUrI na rahe. pra. guru pratimAnI samakSa devavaMdana karI zakAya ? u. na karI zakAya. paraMtu guru mUrtine sthApanAcAryajI samajIne karI zakAya. pra. ratnakaNikA potAnuM hoya tejAya nahi, ane jAya te potAnuM nahi, A gaNita agaNita saMkalezothI ugArI leze. 126

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thac I ii ii pra. guruvaMdananA keTalA prakAra che ane kayA kayA che? u. guruvaMdananA traNa prakAra che. 1. pheTA vaMdanaH mastaka jhukAvIne sAdhu-sAdhvIne mayUeNa vaMdAmi' kahevuM. 2. thobha vaMdanaH be khamAsamaNa, icchakAra, abhuDhio pUrvaka sAdhu-sAdhvIjIne vaMdana karavA. puruSa sAdhuone temaja bahenoe sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtane A vaMdana karavA. 3. dvAdazAvarta vaMdanaH be vAMdaNA pUrvaka padavI-dharane A vaMdana karavAmAM Ave che. pra. kayA sAdhu vaMdanIya che? u. pAMca prakAranA sAdhu vaMdanIya che. 1. AcAryaH gaNanA nAyaka temaja arthanI vAcanA devAvALA. 2. upAdhyAyaH gaNanA nAyaka thavAne lAyaka (yuvarAja samAna) temaja sUtranI vAcanAdevAvALA 3. pravartaka sAdhu bhagavaMtone kriyAmAM pravartAvavAvALA. 4. sthaviraH patita pariNAmI sAdhune upadezAdithI mArgamAM sthira karavAvALA 5. ratnAdhikaH jJAna, darzana, cAritramAM je adhika che. gRhasthanI apekSAthI badhA sAdhu ratnAdhika ja che. emane vaMdana karavAthI karmonI nirjarA thAya che. pra. guru mahArAjane vaMdana kyAre karI zakAya nahIM? u. 1. jyAre guru bhagavaMta dharmakAryanI ciMtAmAM vyAkuLa hoya. ra. parAbhukha (ulTA) beThelA hoya. 3. nidrA vagere pramAdamAM hoya. 4. AhAra-vihAra-nihAra (spaMDila, mAtaru) karI rahyA hoya ke karavAnI icchAvALA hoya, tyAre vaMdana na karavuM joIe. pra. guru bhagavaMta kaI avasthAmAM hoya tyAre vaMdana karavuM joIe? u. 1. guru bhagavaMta jyAre prazAMta (avyagra) cittavALA hoya. 2. potAnA Asana upara vyavasthita beThelA hoya. 3. upazAMta (krodhAdi rahita) hoya.

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4. vaMdana karavAvALAne dharmalAbha vagere kahevAne mATe udyata hoya, e samaye gurunI AjJA laIne vaMdana karavuM joIe. pra. vaMdana keTalI vakhata ane kevI rIte karavuM joIe? u. divasamAM traNa vakhata vidhithI guruvaMdana karavuM joIe temaja rAtre guruvaMdana vidhithI vaMdana na karatAM mAtra caraNasparza karIne ke hAtha joDIne trikALa vaMdanA kahevI joIe. pra. vaMdana karavAnA nimitta kayA kayA che? u. vaMdana karavAnA ATha nimitta che. 1. pratikramaNaH pratikramaNamAM AvazyakanA pahelA je vAMdaNA ApavAmAM Ave che. 2. svAdhyAyaH bhaNatA ke vAcanA letA pahelA je vaMdana karavAmAM Ave che. 3. kAussagga: upadhAna vageremAM eka tapamAMthI bIjA tapamAM praveza karavA mATe je vaMdana karavAmAM Ave che. 4. aparAdha aparAdhanI kSamApanA mATe je vaMdana karavAmAM Ave che. 5. prAhuNAH navA AvelA sAdhune je vaMdana karavAmAM Ave che. 6. AlocanAH pAponI AlocanA karavAnA AzayathI je vaMdana karavAmAM Ave che. 7. saMvaraH paccakakhANa levA mATe je vaMdana karavAmAM Ave che. 8. uttamArtha: anazana tathA saMlekhaNA aMgIkAra karavA mATe je vaMdana karavAmAM Ave che. guruvaMdana karatI vakhate keTalA doSa TALavA joIe? emAMthI keTalAka doSa batAvo. u. guruvaMdana karatI vakhate 32 doSo TALavA joIe. keTalAka doSo A pramANe H vAMdaNAnA 25 AvazyakanuM barAbara dhyAna na rAkhIne jema-tema vaMdana karavA, guru pratye roSa vagere rAkhIne mAtra vaMdana karavA paDe eTalA mATe karavA, anAdarathI karavA A badhA doSa che. pra. doSarahita guruvaMdanathI zuM lAbha thAya che? u. doSarahita guruvaMdana karavAthI cha guNanI prApti thAya che. ' (1) vinaya (2) ahaMkArano nAza (3) gurunI pUjA (4) jinAjJAnuM pAlana (5) zratadharmanI ArAdhanA (6) pracura karmanI nirjarA dvArA mokSanI prApti thAya che. pra. gurunA abhAvamAM emanI sthApanA kevI rIte karavI joIe? u. sthApanA be prakAranI hoya che. pra.

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1. sadbhUta sthApanAH lAkaDI, pustaka, citramAM gurunA jevo AkAra banAvIne emAM gurunI sthApanA karavI te. 2. asabhUta sthApanA akSa (ariyA), varATaka (koDA) tathA jJAna-darzana-cAritranA upakaraNa vageremAM guruno AkAra nahI hovA chatAM paNa emAM gurunI sthApanA karavI te. vaLI A sthApanA be prakAranI hoya che. 1. Indara sthApanA : uparokta baMne sthApanAne mAtra sAmAyika vagere letI vakhate navakAra, paMciMdiyathI sthApanA karavI. 2. yAvaskathita sthApanAH uparokta baMne sthApanAmAM gurunA 36 guNonI vidhipUrvaka sthApanA karavI. A prakAranI vidhithI sthApita karyA pachI kriyA karatI vakhate sthApanAcAryajInI sAme navakAra-paMciMdiyathI pharIthI sthApanA karavAnI jarUrata rahetI nathI. pra. gurunA abhAvamAM emanI sthApanA karavAnI zuM jarUra che? u. gurunA abhAvamAM emanI sthApanA karavAthI guru sAkSAt ApaNane Adeza ApI rahyA hoya, evo bhAva pedA thAya che. temaja emanI nizrAmAM dharmAnuSThAna karavAthI anuSThAna sArthaka thAya che. gurunA abhAvamAM kareluM anuSThAna phaladAyI nathI banatuM. jema paramAtmAnA abhAvamAM emanA bimbanI sthApanA karIne sevApUjAno lAbha laIe chIe. tevI ja rIte gurunI sthApanA karavAthI ApaNe vaMdanAdino lAbha laI zakIe chIe. pra. guruthI keTalI dUrI para rahevuM joIe? zrAvaka temaja sAdhune guruthI 31/, hAtha dUra rahevuM joIe. zrAvaka temaja sAdhune sAdhvIjIthI 13 hAtha dUra rahevuM joIe. zrAvikA temaja sAdhvIjIne sAdhubhagavaMtathI 13 hAtha dUra rahevuM joIe. zrAvikA temaja sAdhvIjIne sAdhvIjI (guru)thI 31/, hAtha dUra rahevuM joIe. pra. gurunI 33 AzAtanAmAM keTalIka AzAtanA batAvo? u. gurunI AgaLa, pAse ke pAchaLa atyaMta najIka ubhA rahevuM, besavuM ke cAlavuM. gurune gocarI na batAvavI, emanA bolAvavA chatAya uThIne na javuM, emanI vastune paga lagAvavo, emanI bhUla kADhavI, gurune ke sthApanA (eTale ke phoTo vagere) ne paga lagADavo, thUka lagAvavo, emanI AjJAnuM ullaMghana karavuM, sthApanAcAryajIne pADavA, toDavA vagere. pra. guruvaMdana karatA samaye hRdaya kevuM hovuM joIe? u. guruvaMdana karatA vakhate gurunA mahAna guNone najara samakSa rAkhIne, emanA pratye hRdayamAM

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ahobhAva rAkhI ne temaja koI doSa ke ahaMkAranuM sevana na thaI jAya eno pUro khyAla rAkhIne 25 AvazyakanuM puruM pAlana karIne guruvaMdana karavuM joIe. pra. dvAdazAvarta vaMdana karavAthI zuM lAbha thAya che? u. 84 hajAra dAnazALA baMdhAvavAthI jeTalo lAbha thAya che teTaluM puNya gurune sAmuhika dvAdazAvata vaMdana karavAthI thAya che. ITIbI- gaLA pra. supAtradAna eTale zuM? u. zrAvaka dharmamAM dAna dharmanuM agragaNya sthAna che. dAnamAM paNa supAtra dAna sarvazreSTha che. supAtra cAra prakAranA che. (1) arihaMta-ratnapAtra (2) gaNadhara-suvarNa pAtra (3) guru (sAdhu-sAdhvI)rajata pAtra temaja (4) sAdharmika-kAMsya pAtra. A cAramAMthI sAdhu-sAdhvIjIne dAna devAnI viziSTa vidhi hovAthI sAmAnyatayA gocarI vahorAvavAnA arthamAM supAtra dAna zabda prasiddha banI gayo che. sAdhu-sAdhvIne AhAra ApavAthI emanA saMyama jIvanamAM sahAyaka banI zakAya che. emanI saMyama ArAdhanAno ApaNane lAbha maLe che. jIvanamAM dhana-dhAnya, bhoga sAmagrI vagere maLavuM saraLa che. paraMtu mahAna puNyodaya vinA niHspRhI evA sAdhu saMtono samAgama thavo ati durlabha che. mATe jyAre gAmamAM sAdhu sAdhvIjI bhagavaMta birAjamAna hoya tyAre dararoja khUba ja utkRSTa bhAvathI emane gocarI mATe nimaMtraNa ApavuM joIe. gocarI vahorAvatA nIcenA doSone TALavAno upayoga karavo joIe. gocarInA samaye gharanA pagathiyA temaja gharanuM AMgaNuM kAcApANIthI bhInuM na hoya e vAtano upayoga rAkhavo. gharamAM potA mATe banI rahelA bhojanane sAdhu-sAdhvInA uddezyathI banAvIne duSita nahIM karavuM. emanA uddezyathI banAvIne vahorAvavAthI zrAvaka ane sAdhu baMne pApanA bhAgIdAra bane che. tethI potA mATe banAvelA bhojanane uttama bhAvothI sAdhu-sAdhvI bhagavaMtone vahorAvavAthI uttama phaLa maLe che. paricita ke aparicita badhA sAdhu-sAdhvIne samAnabhAvathI vahorAvavuM, emanI bhakti karavI. - gurumahArAjane AvatAM joI lAITa, paMkhA, TI.vI. gesa vagere baMdha hoya to cAlu temaja cAlu hoya to baMdha na karavA joIe.

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guru mahArAjane AvatAM joIne kAcA pANIno loTo, kAcA pANInI bAlTI tathA lIlotarI vagere emanA nimittathI eka jagyAethI bIjI jagyAe na rAkhavI. temaja e badhAno sparza paNa na karavo. nahIMtara sacittanA saMghaTTAno doSa lAge che. phrIjha kholIne kazuM kADhavuM nahIM. acitta phUTa vagere temaja dUdha vagerene kAcA pANInA mATalA athavA phrIjha upara na rAkhavuM. ma.sA.ne vahorAvavA mATe kAcA pANIthI hAtha dhovA nahI. tathA vahorAvyA pachI paNa kAcA pANIthI hAtha dhovA na joIe. kukarane gesathI nIce utAryA pachI enI nIce raheluM pANI rAkhI levuM. pachI jo hAtha acitta vastuthI kharAba thAya ane dhovAnI jarUra hoya, to e pANI acitta hovAthI enAthI hAtha dhoIne vahorAvI zakIe chIe. ane vahorAvyA pachI paNa hAtha vagere e kukaranA pANIthI dhoI zakIe chIe. . aDadhI kAcI-pAkI sIjelI kAkaDI TIMDoLA, bhIMDA, vagere ma.sA. mATe akathya che. phUTa vagere sacitta vastune sudhAryA pachI 48 miniTathaI ke nahI eno upayoga rAkhIne vahorAvavuM. vahorAvatA samaye dUdha-ghI vagerenA chAMTA nIce nahI paDavA joIe. chAMTA paDavA para chardita doSa lAge che. mATe pahelA Thosa (kaThaNa) vastu vahorAvyA pachI tarala vastu vahorAvavI joIe. jo pahelA ja chAMTA paDI jAya to ma.sA. kaMIpaNa vahoryA vagara ja cAlyA jAya. - chardita doSathI bacavA mATe pAtrA rAkhavAnI jagyAe thALI ke pATiyu vagere lagAvavAmAM Ave che. jethI jamIna para koI chAMTA na paDe. pachI e thALIno upayoga khAvA mATe karI levo joIe. chata doSa para daSTAMtaH ekavAra sAdhu bhagavaMta gocarI vahoravA mATe gayA. zrAvakanA hAthe dUdhano chAMTo jamIna para paDI gayo, jethI ma.sA. vagara vahorve ja pAchA pharI gayA. sAme maMtrI jharokhAmAMthI A joI rahyA hatA. emaNe vicAra karyo ke eka chAMTo paDavAthI zo doSa lAge che? eTalAmAM to dUdhathI kIDIo AvI, kIDIonI pAchaLa mAkhIo, enI pAchaLa garoLI, bilADI, kutaro, kutarAno mAlika Avyo, aMtamAM kutarAnA mAlikonI vacce ghamAsANa yuddha thayuM. ethI maMtrI samajI gayA eka chAMTAnI pAchaLa keTalI virAdhanA thaI zake che. jaina dharmanI sUkSmatAne jotA emaNe jaina dharma aMgIkAra karyo. gocarImAM upayoga rAkhavA saMbaMdhI keTalIka vAto: 1. sAdhu bhagavaMtone zuddha temaja nirdoSa AhAra pANIno lAbha maLe e hetuthI zrAvaka-zrAvikAe jyAre sAdhu-saMta gAmamAM hoya tyAre kAcu pANI, sacitta temaja rAtribhojanano tyAga karavo joIe.

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gocarInA samayane dhyAnamAM rAkhatAM e samaya anusAra potAno paNa AhAra-pANIno samaya banAvI levo joIe. sAMje cauvihAra ke tivihAra avazya karavo joIe. paraMtu e badhAmAM guru bhagavaMtano uddezya na Ave e vAtano pUrepUro khyAla rAkhavo joIe. AvuM karavAthI sAdhu-saMta padhAre to emane nirdoSa AhAra-pANI vahorAvavAno uttama lAbha maLe che. ane na paNa padhAre to zrAvakane prAsuka anna-jaLa vAparavAthI lAbha ja che. dRSTAMtaH eka vAra vihAra karatAM ame vaDagAMva AvyA. pratyeka gharamAM acitta phUTa vagere joIne amane Azcarya thayuM. zaMkA thavAthI ame Ta vagere na vahoryuM. tyAre emaNe kahyuM. "jyAre paNa ma.sA. amArA gAmamAM padhAre che tyAre AkhuM gAma nirdoSa gocarI vahorAvavAno lAbha levA mATe potAnA mATe je paNa phUTa vAparavAnA hoya che te sacitta nathI vAparatA ane kAcA pANIno paNa tyAga kare che. sAthe ja cauvihAra paNa karIe chIe." potAnA gharamAM paNa AvI vyavasthA karavI, e vivekanI vAta che. 2. sAdhu bimAra, vRddha, bAla, tapasvI hoya athavA vihAramAM avyavasthA vagere viziSTa kAraNa AvI javAthI sAdhu bhagavaMtane je vastunI AvazyaktA hoya, upayogavaMta zrAvake e samaye e vAtano upayoga rAkhavo joIe. athavA koI mahAtmA emane upayoga (kaMIka banAvavAnuM kahe to) Ape, to bahu utkRSTa bhAvathI emane e vastune vahorAvavI joIe. emAM paNa lAbha ja che. 3. zrAvakane sAdhu-sAdhvInA mAtA-pitA kahevAmAM Ave che. emanI saMyama ArAdhanAnuM dhyAna rAkhavuM e zrAvakanI pharaja che. na to emanA saMyamane zithila banavA de, na to saMyamane murajhAvA de. paraMtu je rIte sAdhu vadhAremAM vadhAre saMyamI banI rahe, e rIte emane saMyamanA upakaraNAdinI anukULatA karI ApavAnuM vidhAna che. 4. sthApanA kulaH udAra vRttivALA ane vizALa parivAravALA ghare sAdhu bhagavaMtone je vastu jyAre paNa joIe tyAre maLI jAya. jayAM cAra-pAMca vAra javA chatAM paNa zrAvaka manamAM abhAva na lAvIne bhAvapUrvaka vahorAvatAM rahe, evA gharone sthApanA kula kahe che. jo ke sAdhu bhagavaMta AcAryAdinA mATe ke viziSTa kAraNathI ja AvA gharethI gocarI lAve che. 5. je ghara upAzrayanI najIka che temaja je gAmathI sAdhu-sAdhvI bhagavaMtono vihAra vadhAre thAya che emaNe vizeSa utsAha temaja viveka rAkhavo joIe. emanA mATe badhA prakAranA sukRto karatA supAtra dAnano lAbha vizeSa banI jAya che. kyAMka ghara ochA hoya ke potAnuM ghara najIka hoya to zrAvakane utkRSTa bhAvathI ja lAbha levo joIe. paraMtu manamAM durbhAva nahI karavo joIe. sAdhusaMtone zAtA malavAthI emanA aMtaranA AziSa prApta thAya che. 6. jayAre paNa mahAtmA AMgaNAmAM padhAre te samaye ati AnaMdita thaIne emane padhAravAnuM AmaMtraNa ApavuM joIe. gharanA badhA sadasyoe ubhA thaIne emano vinaya karavo joIe. paraMtu

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nAnA ke moTA guru bhagavaMtanI upekSA karIne TI.vI. jovAmAM, samAcAra patra vAMcavAmAM, vAto karavA vageremAM vyasta rahe to AzAtanAno doSa lAge che. vahorAvavAno lAbha badhAe levo joIe. guru bhagavaMtane vahorAvavAnAM saMskAra bALakone paNa ApavA joIe. 7. ghaNIvAra ajJAnI loko ma.sA.no avAja sAMbhaLIne potAnA gharamAM sAdhunA nimitte AraMbha karIne khiciyA, pApaDa zeke che. e ucita nathI. ghaNA loko potAnA mATe banI rahelI rasoI, dUdha vagerene ma.sA.no udezya banAvIne doSita banAvI de che. kuzaLa zrAvaka-zrAvikAone niyama (1)nA anusAra upayoga rAkhavo joIe. 8. gAmamAM AyaMbila khAtu na hoya ane ma.sA.ne AyaMbila hoya to ma.sA.ne mATe alaga banAvavAnI jarUra hotI nathI. ApaNA gharamAM je paNa banI rahyuM hoya, emAMthI ja upayogapUrvaka lukhkha kADhI levuM joIe athavA ma.sA.ne vahorAvA pahelA vaghAra ApavuM nahIM. badhI athavA thoDI roTalIo lukhI ja rAkhavI joIe. temaja e divase gharanA badhA ke keTalAka sadasyoe lukhI roTalI khAIne sAdhu bhagavaMtone nirdoSa gocarI vahorAvavAno lAbha levo joIe. 9. vahorAvatA samaye sau prathama uttama dravyone batAvavA joIe. pachI sAmAnya dravya batAvavAnuM vidhAna che. nahIMtara pahelA ma.sA. sAmAnya dravya vahorI le to vizeSa dravyonA lAbhathI vaMcita rahI javAya che. 10. kyAreka ma.sA. padhAryA hoya ane ApanA ghare rasoI na banI hoya, to daravAjAthI ja ma.sA.ne "rasoI nathI banI" Ama kahIne pAchA nahI mokalavA. paraMtu emane bahumAnapUrvaka AmaMtraNa ApIne ghI, goLa, dUdha, sAkara, khAkharA, sUMTha, gaMThoDA, miThAI vagere je paNa vastu gharamAM hoya teno lAbha ApavAnI vinaMtI karavI joIe. 11. jyAre paNa ma.sA. padhAre, tyAre emanuM bhaktipUrvaka svAgata karavuM joIe temaja vahorAvyA pachI samayAnusAra pAchA vaLAvavA javuM joIe. ochAmAM ochuM potAnA gharanI bahAra sudhI to vaLAvavA javuM ja joIe. ma.sA. gAmamAM ajANa hoya to emane Aju-bAjunA badhA ghara batAvavA joIe. 12. ma.sA.ne vahorAvavAno Agraha karavo ucita che, paraMtu eTalo Agraha paNa na karavo joIe ke emane takalIpha uThAvavI paDe. mATe viveka rAkhavo.

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13. jayAre paNa gharethI gADI laIne bahAragAma ke tIrthayAtrA para javA mATe nIkaLI rahyA hoya, tyAre ma.sA.ne rastAmAM juo tyAre avazya gADI rokIne emane gocarI, davA vagere koIpaNa kAma-kAja mATe pUchavuM joIe. rastAmAM koIpaNa takalIpha vageremAM paNa tame sahAyaka banI zako cho. jarUra paDe to potAnuM kAma gauNa karIne paNa ma.sA.nuM koI kAma hoya to e karavAthI khUba lAbha maLe che. 14. bALakone bALapaNathI ja ma.sA.ne gocarI mATe bolAvavA mokalavA joIe. enAthI bALapaNamAM ja emanAmAM AvA saMskAra paDe che. rAjakoTamAM eka 6 varSano chokaro ma.sA.ne gocarI mATe bolAvavA Avyo. mahArAja sAhebe enA ghare AvavAnI nA pADI. eTale e khUba Agraha karavA lAgyo. ma.sA.nA pAtarA pakaDI lIdhA. ma.sAhebe kahyuM tuM ATalo Agraha kaeNma kare che? tyAre eNe kahyuM ma.sAheba jo huM Apane gocarIne mATe bolAvavA AvuM, to mArI mammI mane 3 rUpiyA Ape che. ane jo Apane sAthe laI jAuM to mArI mammI mane 6 rUpiyA Ape che. dRSTAMta eka vakhata mA~ e chokarAne ma.sA.ne gocarI mATe bolAvavA mokalyo. chokaro upAzrayamAM Avyo. ane ma.sA.ne gocarI mATe padhAravAnuM kahyuM. ma.sAhebe kahyuM ke "gocarIvALA ma.sA. to nIkaLI gayA che." tyAre chokarAe kahyuM ke "to pachI ApanI sAthe je sAdharmika che emane bhojana mATe mokalI do.' ma.sAhebe kahyuM "teo paNa cAlyA gayA che.' pachI chokarAe ma.sAhebane kahyuM to pachI DoLI uThAvavAvALA vagere ApanI sAthe je paNa puruSa ke strI hoya emane mokalI do." ma.sAhebe kahyuM teo paNa cAlyA gayA che." A sAMbhaLIne chokaro udAsa thaI gayo. eTalAmAM eNe tyAM eka kUtaro joyo ane khuza thatAM pUchyuM ma.sA. "A kUtaro Apano che?' ma.sAhebe kahyuM ke "amAro nathI paNa amArI sAthe vihAramAM cAle che. to eNe kahyuM, "A kUtarAne to mokalI ja do." ma.sAhebe kahyuM Avato hoya to laI jA." te kUtarAnI pAse jaIne eNe cAlavAnuM kahevA lAgyo. paraMtu kUtaro na gayo, tyAre ma.sAhebe kahyuM - "bhAI e kahevAthI cAlavAno nathI. enA mATe to khAvAnuM ahIMyA lAvavuM paDaze. tarata te chokaro hasato hasato gayo ane thoDIka ja vAramAM 10-15 peMDA laI Avyo. bahu premathI e kUtarAne khavaDAvavA lAgyo. ma.sA. to jotAM ja rahI gayA. ma.sAhebe kahyuM "A to kUtaro che, enA mATe roTalI lAvI hota to paNa cAlata." tyAre chokarAe kahyuM. "mArI mammIe kahyuM che ke ma.sA.nI sAthe cAlavAvALA kUtarAno paNa lAbha ApaNA bhAgyamAM kyAMthI? mATe ene paNa bahuM AdarathI peTa bharIne miThAI ja khavaDAvavI joIe." AvA bhAva pratyeka zrAvaka zrAvikAnA dilamAM hovA joIe.

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bhAvano gAra caNA gatot NG BUS ECI 1. gaLaNuM : pANI gaLavA mATe suyogya kapaDuM. 2. sAvaraNI : gharano kacaro kADhavA mATe mulAyama sparzavALI sAvaraNI (jhADu). 3. pUMjaNI : sukomaLa ghAsathI banAvelI mulAyama sparzavALI nAnI pIMchI. 4. caravaLo : sAmAyika, pratikramaNamAM uThatA-beThatAM pUjavA - prArthanA mATe jarUrI upakaraNa 5. morapIMchI : moranA pIMchAne bAMdhIne banAveluM upakaraNa (pustaka, phoTA vagerene pUjavAnuM uttama sAdhana). 6. chAlaNI : anAja, loTa, masAlA vagere chAnavA mATenI alaga-alaga chAlaNI. 7. caMdaravo ? rasoI banAvatA samaye chata uparathI koI jIva-jaMtu na paDe, e mATe rasoIgharamAM upara bAMdhavAnuM kapaDuM. jIvonI jayAjI jaDIbuTTo 1. moranA pIMchA ' : moranA pIMchA rAkhavAthI ke halAvavAthI sAMpa tathA garoLI bhAgI jAya che. 2. kALA marI : kesaranI DabbImAM kALA marInA dANA nAMkhavAthI bhejane kAraNe emAM thatI jIvotpatti aTakI jAya che. 3. DAmaranI goLI (kamphara): kapaDAM, pustakonI bega, kabATa vageremAM DAmaranI goLI rAkhavAthI jIvonI utpatti thatI nathI. 4. pAro : anAjamAM pArAnI goLI nAkhavAthI anAja saDatuM nathI, tathA jIvotpatti paNa thatI nathI. 5. eraMDiyAnuM tela : ghauM, cokhA, masAlA vagerene A tela lagAvavAthI jIva thatA nathI. tathA enI vAsathI kIDIo dUra thAya che. 6. ghoDAvaja : pustakonA kabATamAM ghoDAvaja rAkhavAthI jIvotpatti thatI nathI. 7. tamAku : kapaDAM athavA pustakonA kabATamAM tamAkunA pAna rAkhavAthI jIvotpatti thatI nathI. 8. cuno : ukALelA pANImAM cuno nAkhavAthI e pANI 72 kalAka sudhI acitta rahe che. cUno copaDavAthI divAlo upara jIva-jaMtuo jaldIthI AvatA nathI.

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9. DAmara : DAmaranI upara nigodanI utpatti hotI nathI. enAthI udhaInI utpatti paNa aTakI jAya che. 10. kerosIna H zarIra upara kerosIna lagAvavAthI macchara karaDatA nathI. jamIna upara kerosInavALuM potuM karavAthI kIDIo AvatI nathI. 11. rAkha ? kIDIonI lAInanI Aju-bAju rAkha nAkhavAthI te jatI rahe che. anAjamAM rAkha nAMkhIne DabbAmAM rAkhavAthI anAja saDatuM nathI.. 12. kapUra : kapUranI goLInI gaMdhathI uMdara dUra bhAge che. tathA tenuM AvavuM-javuM-doDavuM ochuM thaI jAya che. kapUrano pAuDara Asa-pAsa nAkhI devAthI kIDIyo cAlI jAya che. 13. gaMdhArohaNa : lAkaDAnA kabATamAM A rAkhavAthI jiMgura (vAMdA)nI utpatti thatI nathI. 14. kaMku kaMku nAkhavAthI kIDIo dUra thaI jAya che. 15. haLadara : haLadara nAkhavAthI kIDIo jatI rahe che. 16. geru : lAla raMgano cuno (ge) divAla upara copaDavAthI udhaI thatI nathI. 17. raMga-vArniza-paoNlizaH lAkaDA upara nigoda ane jIvotpattine rokavA mATe dvinodane soLo varSARtumAM gharanA kampAunDamAM, jUnI divAlomAM ane chata upara lIlI, kALI, bhUrI vagere keTalAya raMgonI sevALa (lIla) jAmI jAya che. ene nigoda kahe che. baTATA vagere kaMdamULanI jema ja nigoda paNa anaMtakAya che. enA eka sUkSmakaNamAM paNa anaMtajIva hoya che. enI upara cAlavAthI Azaro laIne besavAthI, enI upara vAhana calAvavAthI athavA enI upara koI vastu rAkhavAthI ke pANI nAkhavAthI nigodanA anaMtajIvonI hiMsA thAya che. baTATA vagere anaMtakAya che. jyAre ene khAvuM mahApApa che to anaMtakAya evI nigodane ApaNe paga nIce kevI rIte kacaDI zakIe? eigodaLI rakSA karo 1. je jagyA vadhAre samaya sudhI bhInI rahe che, tyAM nigodanI utpatti thAya che. bAtharUma paNa jo Akho divasa bhInuM rahe to emAM paNa nigodanI utpatti thAya che. mATe gharanI koIpaNa jagyA vadhAre samaya sudhI bhInI na rahe, tenI sAvadhAnI rAkhavI.

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2. nIce joIne cAlavuM joIe. rastAmAM kyAM paNa nigoda jAmI hoya to eka bAju pharIne jyAM svaccha jagyA hoya tyAMthI cAlavuM. 3. makAnanA kampAunDamAM cAlavAnA rastA upara nigoda utpanna na thAya, e mATe varasAdanI Rtu zarU thAya enA pahelA ja nIcenA upAya karI zakIe chIe. a) nigoda na thAya evI mATIne pAtharI devI athavA evuM phalorIMga karI devuM. ba) DAmara athavA sapheda raMganA oIla penTano paTTo lagAvavo. 4. ekavAra jo nigoda thaI jAya to enI upara mATI nahIM nAkhavI, na sApha karavI ke na ukheDavI joIe ane na to kalara ke DAmarano paTTo lagAvavo joIe. svAbhAvika rIte e sukAI na jAya, tyAM sudhI enI upara kAMI nahI karavuM joIe. 5. lAkaDAnI upara raMga, vArniza, paoNlIza karavAthI nigodanI utpatti thatI nathI. phUga (Fungus) ne maLato. 1. vAsI padArtha vagere upara sapheda raMganI phUga dekhAya che A comAsAmAM vizeSa thAya che. miThAI, khAkharA, pApaDa, vaDI ane anya khAdya padArtha, davAnI goLIo upara, sAbu upara, cAmaDAnA paTTA upara, pustakanA pUMThA upara, tathA anya vastu upara bhInApaNAne kAraNe rAtorAta sapheda phUga jAmI jAya che. phUga thayA pachI e khAdya padArtha abhakSya banI jAya che. e vastuno sparza karavo athavA ahIM-tahIM rAkhavuM paNa niSedha che. phUganI rakSA karo. khAdyapadArthone TAITa DhAMkaNAvALA DabbAmAM rAkhavA. DabbAmAMthI vastu letI vakhate hAtha thoDo paNa bhIno na hoya, tenuM dhyAna rAkhavuM ane banI zake to camacIno upayoga karavo. DabbAnuM DhAMkaNuM barAbara baMdha karavuM. je vastu upara phaMga jAmI hoya ene alaga ja rAkhavI. ane ene koI sparza na kare. enuM dhyAna rAkhavuM. - murabbo vagerenI cAsaNI traNatAra vALI na hovAne kAraNe kAcI rahevAthI phUga thaI jAya che. * garama-garama miThAIne DabbAmAM baMdha karavAthI phUga utpanna thaI zake che. buMdImAM cAsaNI jo kAcI rahI gaI hoya to paNa phUga thaI jAya che.

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jAvonI jayaNAnA sUtra oDomasanI vAsavALuM kapaDuM DhAMkI devAthI DabbAmAM AvelI kIDIo jatI rahe che. pANImAM paDI gayelI kIDIo marelI lAge che. paraMtu halkA hAthe pANImAMthI kADhIne ene unI kapaDAmAM rAkhavAthI athavA e pANIne gaLaNAthI gaLavAthI badhI kIDIo e gaLaNA upara AvI jAya che temaja e gaLaNAne nIcovyA vagara ema ja sUkavavAthI kIDIo pa-7 miniTamAM cAlavA lAge che. lImaDAnA pAMdaDAnuM dhUpa karavAthI macchara dUra bhAgI jAya che. lImaDAnuM tela zarIra para lagAvavAthI macchara karaDatA nathI. sAbu ke sarphanA pANImAM palALelA kapaDAnI bAlTIne DhAMkIne rAkhavI jethI emAM mAkhIo na paDe. gharamAM mIThAnA pANIthI potuM karavAthI mAkhIo nathI AvatI. je palaMgamAM mAMkaNa utpanna thayA hoya te palaMgano upayoga keTalAka divaso mATe pUrNapaNe baMdha karI devo. jethI te potAnI meLe cAlyA jaze. devIkA mahAdevaA proDakaTsa mumbaInI banAvelI davA gharamAM lagAvavAthI kokaroca nathI thatA. ane jo hoya to te cAlyA jAya che paNa maratAM nathI. A davA nIcenA saranAme upalabdha che. husena manora, naM. 43 bamanajI peTITa roDa, pArasI janarala hospITalanI galI, kempasa kornara, muMbaI-36 pustaka, pharnicara ke divAla upara udhaI thaI jAya to khUba jayaNApUrvaka ene laIne vRkSanI chAyAmAM athavA vRkSanI bakholamAM rAkhavI. je jagyA upara udhaI utpanna thaI hatI, tyAM kerosInanuM potu lagAvavAthI udhaI pharIthI nahI thAya. sApha karyA vinA ja anAjane daLavAthI aneka nirdoSa jIva anAjanI sAthe ja daLAI jAya che. mATe anAjane cALIne temaja vINIne ja daLAvavuM joIe. - zAka-bhAjI sArI rIte sudhAryA vagara pakAvavAthI emAM rahelI IyaLo marI jAya che. vAlora, vaTANA, bhIMDA, zimalA mIrca, kArelAM, kobIja vageremAM iyaLanI vadhAre saMbhAvanA rahe che. mATe A vastuone sudhAratI vakhate vizeSa sAvadhAnI rAkhavI joIe. kobIjamAM beindriya jIva sUkSma ane vadhAre hoya che. tathA chidromAM bharelA hoya che. mATe teno upayoga karavo nahIM. kyAreka-kyAreka emAM nAnA-nAnA sAMpa paNa chupAyelA hoya che. bhIMDAne goLAkAra na sudhAravA, ene ubhA (laMbAImAM) ja sudhAravA. sudhAratA samaye halakA hAthe cAkuthI cIro lagAvo pachI AMgaLIthI pahoLI karI jhINavaTapUrvaka jovuM.

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methInI bhAjImAM bahu ja nAnI (sUkSma) kesarI raMganI iyaLo hoya che. chAlaNIthI chALavAthI enI jayaNA karI zakAya che. gesa-sTovano upayoga karavA pahelA ene pUMjaNIthI pUMjI levo. garama pANImAM ThaMDA pANIne bheguM karavuM nahI. phaTAkaDA kyAreya phoDavA nahI. ghAsa upara cAlavuM nahI. vanaspatinA pattA vagere toDavA nahI. garbhapAta karAvavo nahI ane AvI hiMsaka salAha ApavI nahIM ane AvI kupravRttionuM davAkhAnuM paNa calAvavuM nahI. rasoI banAvatA pahelA loTa-dhAnya vagerene chALaNIthI chALIne joyA pachI upayogamAM levuM. parvatithi ane 6 aThThAIonA divasomAM anAja pIsAvavuM nahI. khAlI vAsaNa vagerene ulTA ke ubhA rAkhavA jethI emAM jIva-jaMtu paDe to gabharAI na jAya. * Tebala, palaMga vagere koI sAmAna jamInathI ghasaDIne na kheMcatAM uMcakIne rAkhavuM. kabATa, bega, DabbA vagere aDadhA khullAM na rAkhavA, ene barAbara baMdha karavA. kIDIo nIkaLe to e jagyAnI Aju-bAju rAkha ke cuno chAMTI devo, jethI kIDIo jatI raheze. haratAM-pharatAM e vAtano khyAla rAkhavo ke kyAMya koI kIDI paga nIce dabAIne marI na jAya. lAla raMganA bora, maracAM vageremAM e ja raMganAM bahu ja jIvo hovAnI saMbhAvanA che. mATe coksAIpUrvaka upayogamAM levuM. rasoIgharamAM lAITane cUlAnI upara na rAkhavI. lAITanI Asa-pAsa uDatA jIvo cUlA upara tathA tapelImAM paDIne marI jAya che. dahIM-chAsane be rAta pachI upayogamAM na levuM. vAsI mAvAnI miThAIno upayoga na karavo. tAjo mAvo paNa jo pUrNa rIte sekIne lAla na karyo hoya to e paNa bIjA divase vAsI banI jAya che. sapheda mAvo eka rAtanA uparAMta vAsI thAya che. madha-mAkhaNa vagere abhakSya che. ene khAvAthI puSkaLa vikalendriya jIvonuM bhakSaNa temaja hiMsA thAya che. mATe eno tyAga karavo. zarIranA khullA bhAgamAM jo khujalI Ave to, khaNyA pahelA jovuM, ke koI jIva to beTho nathI ne. pITha vagere jyAM dRSTi na pahoMce tyAM rUmAla phe2vI levo. 139

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kapaDAM dhoyA pahelAM AgaLa-pAchaLa, ulTA karIne enuM barAbara nirIkSaNa karavuM. koIpaNa moTA ke nAnA vAsaNamAM pANI, khAdyapadArtha vagere lIdhA pahelA joI levo ke vAsaNanA koI khUNAmAM koI sUkSma jaMtu to nathI ne ? daravAjA-bArIne kholatAM baMdha karatAM pahelA khakhaDAvavo jethI jo garoLI vagere beThelI hoya to avAja sAMbhaLatAM ja khasI jaze. bArI vagere kholatAM ke baMdha karatAM pahelA barAbara joI levI ke kyAMka koI jaMtu to nathI ne ? cA nI pattIne gaLaNIthI gALIne upayoga karavo. cAturmAsa ane bhInA vAtAvaraNamAM nAnA jIvo hovAnI saMbhAvanA rahe che. varSA RtumAM TyubalAITa upara nAnI phudI (pataMgIyA) jevA puSkaLa jIva moTA pramANamAM utpanna thAya che. savAre kacarAmAM A badhA jIvonA klevara ekaThAM thaI jAya che. ene rokavA mATe TyubalAITanI sAthe lImaDAnA jhADanI nAnI DALI bAMdhI devI. zaheromAM ghare kerIno rasa kADhavAnI prathA ghaTatI jAya che. kAraNa e che ke e bajAramAM taiyAra maLe che. paNa eno upayoga karavo anucita che kemake e rAtre paNa nIkALelo hoI zake che. tathA emAM kAcu dUdha paNa bheLavAya che. jethI dALa vagere kaThoLanI sAthe khAvAthI dvidaLa thavAnI saMbhAvanA rahe che. kerInA rasamAM kAcu dUdha bheLavavuM joIe nahI temaja bajArano kerIno rasa paNa upayogamAM levo na joIe. sAMjanI rasoI thaI gayA pachI, barnara upara kapaDuM bAMdhIne DhAMkI devuM. jethI barnaranA chidromAM jIva jAya nahIM. ane savAre pUMjaNIthI gesane pUMjI levuM. bisalarI vagere minarala voTara, aLagaNa hovAthI pIvo nahI ane pIvaDAvavo paNa nahIM. emAM pANInA jIvonI virAdhanA thAya che. pahelA divasanuM gaLeluM pANI jo bIjA divase upayoga karavo hoya to gaLIne ja upayogamAM levuM. pauAmAM puSkaLa jIvAta hovAthI eno upayoga karavA pahelA chALaNIthI chALIne nirIkSaNa karI levuM. lIMbunA phUla (lIMbunA satta) mahAhiMsaka hovAthI eno upayoga karavo nahi. miThAInI upara jo kesaranuM pANI chAMTeluM hoya to e miThAI bIjA divase vAsI banI jAya che. methI vagere bhAjInA nIcenA 2-3 pattA anaMtakAyamAM gaNAya che. mATe ene choDI devAya che. pauMA-mamarA-sIMgadANAM tathA drAkSa vagerene chALIne-vINIne ja upayogamAM levuM. 140

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AkhA kAjUno upayoga karavo nahIM kAraNa ke kAjUnA aMdaranI polANa (chidra)mAM iyaLa (laTa) hovAnI saMbhAvanA rahe che mATe kAjUnA be TukaDA karIne, barAbara joIne ja upayoga karavo. gharamAM jo koI mATalA vadhAre hoya to enA mukha upara kapaDuM bAMdhIne rAkhavuM, nahIMtara emAM karoLIyAnA jALa thavAnI saMbhAvanA che. eka mATalAmAM roja pANI bharavAthI emAM lIla thavAnI saMbhAvanA che mATe dara 3-4 divasamAM mATalAne badalatAM rahevuM. tathA pahelA upayoga karelA mATalAne sArI rIte sUkAvI levo. glAsamAM pANI pIdhA pachI, ene lUMchI levo. eMTho glAsa mATalAmAM nAkhavAthI badhA pANImAM samUrchima jIva utpanna thaI jAya che. pANI levA mATe eka alaga vAsaNa (loTo-jaga) rAkhavAthI samUrchima jIvonI virAdhanAthI bacI zakAya che. saLagAvavA mATe sUkI lAkaDI-kolasA vagereno upayoga karyA pahelA pramArjanA (pUMjIne) karIne jamIna upara ThokIne joI lo ke koI jIva to nathI ne ? Aje chALelo loTa Aje ja upayogamAM lo, AgalA divase upayoga karavo hoya to pharIthI chALavo joIe. Ajano gUMdelo loTa bIjA divase vAsI banI jAya che. chUMdAnI baraNInA mukha upara eraMDiyAnuM tela lagADI devAthI kIDIo nathI AvatI. vicArArtha - je vakhate vagara lAITa ke paMkhAnuM kAma ochuM hoya to gharamAM ke rUmamAM praveza karatAM ja hAthono durupayoga svIca 52 ka2vo nahi. Good Thoughts Remember the Past only if it gives Peace and Pleasure otherwise forget it. 2. Destroy Ego and Control Anger God never closes a door without opening a window. He always gives something better when he takes something away. 1. 3. 141

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banne sthitimAM majhA ja majhA vizANa vanarAthI viMTaNAyelI TeDarI udhara roDa jAvAna rahetA hatA. sAta sATha vidyArthIne lagAvatA hatA. vidyArthI jo 4 bhaMgalabhAMthI sUDA lAuDA vIzI lAvI raso rIne dhAne bhADatA hatA. kheDa hivasa lAganAra choDarAkhose khAvIne sabhAyAra sAdhyA De, 'guDcha, guDcha ! sAtasATha gAya jyAMthI istI istI khAvI garcha che.' gurubhuje dhuM, 'lale! tyAM? she? jAMdhIne chAMyaDo DarI dho, bhAtAbha 'suje suje tyAM rahI zaDe' te prabhAeo chAyo 'ryo, gAyo nirAMte rahevA lAgI, hUdha bhaNavA lAgyu, ghhIM ghI thavA lAgyA, jadho parivAra mAmA jAvI gayo. hivaso sujabhAM vitatA hatA. tyAM se na choDarAjo leNA thane khAvyA. gurune hevA lAgyA, 'gu, gubhu ! je jadhI gAyo DyAMDa yAlI garcha !' guhyuM 'thAlo sAi thayuM gojara sAi DavuM bhaTayuM' lAtA vidyArthI jo dhuM 'gAyo khAvI tyAre khAye dhuMDe gorasa bhaNaze jane jeno mAlika se jadhI gAyone laI gayo to khAye dhuMDe gojara sAI vuM bhaTayuM, to janne avasthAmAM sAdhane sAiM? hejAya che ?' gurubhuje dhuM 'hA, lAtarano sAra 4 khA che ne. nabhara jevI TevA bhaya he sAra hoya te 4 nabhare yaDhe, jane bhe bhuje temAMthI sAruM zodhI DATe. khAparAne sAiMbhevA ? sAMja bhaNI che. tethI sArthatA temAM che. bhevaM to sAiMna bhevu' 142

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Art of Living tUTyo sapanAno mahala thI No Competition But Solution

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S Seas DISSIP buddhivardhaka maMtra OM namo arihaMtANaM vada vada vAgavAdinI svAhA maMtra saMkhyA : pratidina 1 mALA. pariNAma savAlAkha jApa karI maMtra siddha karavo. smaraNa zakti vadhe che. sarpa AdinuM jhera utAravAno maMtra OM haoN hI huM huM huM huM hA namo siddhANaM virSa nirviSI bhavatu phaTa guru mukhethI maMtra grahaNa karI Ano prayoga karavAthI sarpa AdinuM jhera utare che. 2. svapna mAM javAba prApta karavAno maMtra OM hI ahaM svI svAhA. pariNAma : kapALa para caMdananuM tilaka karI A maMtrano 108 vAra jApa karI sUI jAo. rAtre svapnamAM zubhAzubha javAba maLe che. jo A rAtre svapna na Ave to traNa divasa A prayoga cAlu rAkhavo. che. saMghanI rakSA karavAno maMtra OM namo arihaMtANaM dhaNu dhaNu mahAdhaNu mahAdhaNu svAhA pariNAma : yAtrA mATe saMgha nIkALyo hoya ane corono upadrava thavAnI. saMbhAvanA hoya tyAre A maMtra lalATa pradezamAM dhyAna dharavAthI corono upadrava dUra thAya che. che. sarva kArya siddhi maMtra OM hrIM ahaM zrI klI ble ahaM namaH pariNAma : A maMtrano satata jApa karavAthI sarva kArya siddha thAya che.

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tUTaco sapanAno mahela na jainijamanA pAchaLanA khaMDamAM ApaNe joyuM ke suSamAnA ghare phonanI ghaMTaDI vAgI. suSamAnuM puNya prabaLa hatuM ane enA khuzInA divaso hatA mATe phona khuzabUnA piyarathI ja hato. suSamAnI khuzIno pAra nahoto jyAre ene potAnA dAdI banyAnI khabara maLI. A bAju kaMIka samajIvicArIne potAnI mA~ ne potAnI duHkhada paristhiti batAvavA mATe DaoNlIe phona to upADyo paraMtu acAnaka suSamAnA aMtima zabda ene yAda AvyA ke ''dikarI jo tuM Aja potAnA ghare na AvI to tArA mATe A gharanA daravAjA haMmeza mATe baMdha thaI jaze.'' A yAda AvatAM ja DaoNlIe tarata ja phona mUkI dIdho. enuM svAbhimAna bolI uThyuM '' huM e gharamAM kevI rIte phona karI zakuM ? jenAthI meM haMmeza mATe saMbaMdha toDI dIdho che.'' eNe vicAryuM ke thoDA divasomAM badhuM sAruM thaI jaze. paNa paristhiti to hadathI bahAra bagaDavA lAgI ane eka divasa DaoNlI rasoI gharamAM zAka banAvI rahI hatI tyAre samIre maraghI lAvIne DaoNlInI sAme mUkI dIdhI. DaoNlI : samI2 ! A zuM laIne AvyA cho ane ene ahIM kema mUkI che ? samIra H AMdhaLI thaI gaI che ke zuM ? jotI nathI maraghI che. DaoNlI : samIra ! tame zarAba pIne AvyA cho ? eTale ke tame zarAba paNa pIo cho. samIra H zarAba paNa pIuM chuM, jugAra paNa ramuM chuM. tArA badhA paisA paNa huM jugAramAM hArI gayo. ane : have tArA hAthethI pakAvelI A maraghI paNa khAIza. ane tane paNa khavaDAvIza. bola, zuM karIza ? DaoNlI : bahu thayuM samIra ! bardAza karavAnI paNa eka hada hoya che. huM kaMI tArA hAthanuM ramakaDuM nathI ke jyAre mana thayuM ramI lIdhuM ane jyAre mana thayuM choDI dIdhuM. mArI hAjarImAM A gharamAM maraghI nahI pakAvAya. tamAre khAvI hoya to kyAMka bahAra jaIne khAI lo. samIra : eja to huM tane paNa batAvavA mAguM chuM ke bardAza karavAnI paNa hada hoya che. mArI ammI tane kyAM sudhI sahana karaze ? huM to bahAra jaIne khAI laIza paNa ammInuM zuM ? mATe Aje tuM A maraghI pakAvIne ammIne khavaDAva. (ATaluM kahIne samIre jabarajastI DaoNlInA hAthamAM charI pakaDAvIne enA hAthathI maraghI kapAve che.) DaoNlI : (2DatAM) samIra ! plIjha samIra plIjha A zuM karo cho ? plIjha mane choDo samIra... (DaoNlIe samI2thI potAno hAtha choDAvavAnI bahu koziza karI, paNa e samIranI AgaLa hArI gaI. ane samIre enA hAthe maraghI kapAvI dIdhI. gussAmAM DaoNlIe samIranA hAthathI potAno hAtha choDAvIne samIrane eka joradAra thappaDa mArI) 143

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DaoNlIH tArI hiMmata kevI rIte thaI...samIra.... (DaoNlI potAnI vAta pUrI kare enAthI pahelA ja samIre ene joradAra dhakko mAryo ane e paDI gaI. paDatAM ja DaoNlInA peTamAM darda zarU thaI gayuM, e dardane kAraNe e jora-jorathI raDavA lAgI) DaoNlI: samIra...plIjha samIra mane DaoN.nI pAse laI jAo! samIra, mane bahu darda thAya che. (enA dardanI paravA karyA vinA nazAmAM cUra samIre ene be-cAra lAta mArI ane kahyuM...) samIra zaTa eNpu! mArA badhA aramAno upara pANI pheravI dIdhuM te ! meM vicAryuM hatuM ke tArI sAthe lagna karIza to mAre majA ja majA. tArA piyarathI paisA AvatA raheze ane huM ArAmathI jIMdagI vitAvIza. paNa te to mArI jIMdagI barbAda karI dIdhI. (A pramANe nazAmAM samIre potAnI badhI hakIkata kahI dIdhI. dardane kAraNe DaoNlI behoza thaI gaI. kaMI anahonI na thaI jAya e DarathI samIra ene hospiTala laI gayo. paNa moDuM thaI javAne kAraNe enuM bALaka bacI zakyuM nahI. bicArI DaoNlI pote to kyAreya mA~ no prema meLavI zakI nahI ane jyAre eNe potAne maoN no prema ApavAno moko maLyo to kudarate e moko paNa enAthI chInavI lIdho. mA~-bApano prema na maLatAM DaoNlIe vicAryuM ke samIra mane A jagatanI badhI khuzIo Apaze. ane enI sahAre huM potAnuM jIvana vitAvIza. paNa jyAre samIre paNa emane dago ApI dIdho tyAre enI pAse eno eka mAtra sahAro hato enA peTa mA palI rahyuM bALaka. paraMtu samIre enI pAsethI e sahAro paNa haMmeza-haMmezanI mATe chInavI lIdho. have enI kismatamAM su vahAvAnI sivAya kAMI nahotuM. zabAnA ane samIra to DaoNlI pAse enI tabiyata viSe pUchavA paNa na AvyA. DaoNlI ekalI hospiTalamAM paDI rahI. ene koI pANI pIvaDAvavAvALuM paNa na hatuM. beDa uparathI uThI na zakavAnA kAraNe kalAka be kalAke koI narsa Ave to pANI pIvaDAvatI nahItara ema ja tarasI rahetI. AvI hAlatamAM DaoNlIne potAnuM ghara ane mammI-pappAnI bahu ja yAda AvI. ene lAgyuM ke jayAre e potAnA gharamAM hatI tyAre enuM thoDupaNa mAthuM dukhatuM to mA~ potAnA khoLAmAM enuM mAthuM rAkhIne dabAvatI. ane Aje enI AvI hAlatamAM ene koI pANI pIvaDAvavA vALuM paNa nathI. ene potAnA karyA para bahu ja pastAvo thavA lAgyo. eNe manamAM ne manamAM nirNaya karyo ke e potAnA bhUlanI mAphI potAnA mammI-pappA pAse mAMgaze ane potAnA upara vItelI badhI vAto emane batAvI daIza. ene vizvAsa hato ke enI AvI hAlata joIne enA mammI-pappA jarUra ene " potAnI pAse bolAvI leze. DaoNlIe vicAryuM ke phona kyAMthI karuM? eTalAmAM enI najara najIkanA Tebala upara paDelA samIranA mobAIla upara paDI eNe hiMmata karIne potAnA ghare naMbara lagAvyo.

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phona suSamAe upADyo. mahinAo pachI potAnI mA~ no avAja sAMbhaLIne DaoNlI phonamAM ja jo2jorathI raDavA lAgI. suSamA H helo ! koNa bolI rahyuM che ? DaoNlI : (raDatA-) maoNma huM DaoNlI ! suSamA : DaoNlI tuM, Aje ahIM phona kema karyo ? DaoNlI : maoNma ! plIjha mane ahIMthI laI jAo huM A narakamAM have vadhAre nathI rahI zakatI mammI ! tame jema kahezo tema karIza. jo A narakamAMthI na nIkaLI to huM ghuMTAI-ghuMTAIne marI jaIza. ahIMyA mAruM koI nathI. samIrane ane enI mA~ ne mArAthI nahI mArA paisAthI prema hato. ane jyAre mArA lAvelA badhA paisA khatama thaI gayA tyAre emaNe mane dara-dara bhaTakavA mATe majabUra karI dIdhI. (DaoNlIe raDatAM raDatAM potAnA upara vItelI badhI ghaTanA potAnI mammIne saMbhaLAvI dIdhI. ane aMtamAM -) DaoNlI : maoNma ! plIjha, eka vAra mane mApha karI do. mane ahIMthI laI jAo maoNma (kevI sthiti thaI gaI che DaoNlInI. eka vakhata evo hato ke jyAre DaoNlIe potAnA gharane naraka kahIne samIrane tyAMthI bhagAvIne laI javA mATe kahyuM hatuM. ane Aje eja DaoNlI samIranA gharane na2ka kahIne potAnI mammIne ahIMthI laI javA mATe vinaMtI karI rahI che. DaoNlInI badhI vAto sAMbhaLatAM ja suSamAnI AMkhomAMthI AMsunI dhArA vahevA lAgI. eNe raDatAM-raDatAM kahyuM-) suSamA : DaoNlI ! AvuM pagaluM bharatAM pahelAM meM tane lAkha vakhata nA pADI hatI. paNa teM amArI vAta na sAMbhaLI. DaoNlI, je divase tuM A gharethI bhAgI gaI hatI. te divasathI tuM amArA mATe marI gaI hatI. e to sAruM thayuM ke te mane ja phona lagAvyo. jo tArA pappAne lagAvyo hota to emane bIjI vakhata hArTaeTeka AvI jAta. tArA mATe A gharanA daravAjA haMmeza-haMmezanI mATe baMdha thaI gayA che. saoNrI huM tArI koI paNa madada nahI karI zakuM. DaoNlI : plIjha maoNma ! phona na mUkatA. saoNrI maoNma ! mArI bhUla thaI gaI. havethI kyAreya AvuM nahIM karuM, mane mApha karI do maoNma ! plIjha mane ahIMthI laI jAo. plIjha...(DaoNlI raDavA lAgI ane raDatAM raDatAM) maoNma !. Akhare Apa paNa eka mA~ cho Apa ATalA kaThora dila na banI zako. (DaoNlIne raDatI joIne suSamAnuM dila pIgaLI gayuM.) suSamA : DaoNlI ! tuM raDa nahIM, huM tArA pappAne vAta karIza. (suSamA sAthe vAta karyA pachI DaoNlInuM dila thoDuM habhuM thaI gayuM. ane e maoNmanA AvavAnI rAha jovA lAgI ke kyAre maoNma mane levA Ave ane kyAre huM mArA ghare jAuM? ahI bapore jamavAnA samaye Aditya ghare AvyA. suSamAe DaoNlInI badhI paristhiti Adityane batAvI ane sAthe ja 145

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DaoNlIne ghare laI AvavAnI potAnI icchA paNa batAvI. suSamAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne ekavAra to AdityanI AMkhomAM paNa AsuM AvI gayA. paraMtu jyAre suSamAe ene ghare lAvavAnI vAta karI tyAre Adityane gusso AvI gayo ane jorathI....) Aditya: khabaradAra suSamA ! jene mATe ApaNe potAnI badhI khuzIone choDI hatI, eja DaoNlI mane motanA mukhamAM choDIne cAlI gaI. eka musalamAna chokarAnI sAthe bhAgIne jatI vakhate ene eTalo paNa khyAla na Avyo ke enA mAM-bApanI samAjamAM keTalI ijjata che. teo mArA gayA pachI lokone potAnuM moTuM kevI rIte batAvaze? suSamA havethI jo te DaoNlIne A gharamAM lAvavAnI vAta karI ke enI sAthe phona para vAta karI ke maLavAnI koziza karI to mAruM mareluM moTuM joIza. (ATaluM kahetAM ja AdityanI chAtImAM jorathI jhATako lAgyo, ane enI chAtImAM darda thavA lAgyuM. AdityanI AvI hAlata joIne suSamAe vicAryuM ke DaoNlInuM nAma levAthI emanI A hAlata thaI che to DaoNlI ghare Avaze tyAre emanuM zuM thaze? A vicArIne ja suSamAe DaoNlIne ghare lAvavAno vicAra choDI dIdho. paraMtu Akhare mA~ nuM dila hatuM mATe te Adityane kahyA vinA ja DaoNlIne maLavA hospiTala cAlI gaI. e samaye DaoNlI sUtelI hatI. suSamA enI pAse gaI. DaoNlInI AvI hAlata joIne suSamAnI AMkhomAM AMsu AvI gayA. jevo suSamAe potAno vAtsalya bharyo hAtha DaoNlInA mAthA upara pheravyo tarata ja DaoNlI jAgI gaI. potAnI maoNma ne potAnI pAse joIne DaoNlInI AMkhomAM AMsu AvI gayA. eNe potAnI maoNma no hAtha pakaDI lIdho ane raDatAM-raDatAM.... DaoNlIH mane khabara hatI maoNma ke Apa mane levA Avazo. (bicArI suSamA ! potAnI dikarInA A praznano javAba ane Adityano pheMsalo kevI rIte saMbhaLAvatI?) DaoNlIH maoNma! kaMIka bolone tame cupa kema ubhA cho? suSamA mane mApha karI de beTA ! tArA pappAe tane svIkAravAnI nA pADI dIdhI che. (ane AvuM kahIne Aditya sAthe thayelI badhI vAta suSamAe DaoNlIne batAvI dIdhI. A sAMbhaLatAM ja DaoNlInA aramAna tUTIne cakanAcUra thaI gayA. eNe vicAryuM hatuM ke have ene pharIthI pAchA e narakamAM nahI javuM paDe. ArAmathI potAnA ghare jaIza ane pharIthI navI jIMdagI zarU karIza. potAnuM navuM kerIyara banAvIza. paraMtu DaoNlInA bhAgyamAM to kaMIka bIjuM ja lakhyuM hatuM. DaoNlIe potAnI mA~ pAse bahu ja prArthanA karI paraMtu Akhare suSamA paNa zuM kare ?) suSamAH DaoNlI tArA gayA pachI amAruM gharathI bahAra nIkaLavuM muzkela thaI gayuM hatuM ane uparathI tArI vAta tArA pappAne batAvI tyArathI emanuM B.P normala thatuM ja nathI, Akhare teo paNa to eka bApa che. tuM emanI hAlata joIza to tuM khuda potAnI jAtane dhikkArIza. kadAca tane ghare pAchA lAvyA pachI

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samAjamAM thavAvALI badanAmIthI to teo jIvI paNa na zake. batAva DaoNlI tuM mArI jagyAe hota to zuM karata? (ATaluM kahIne suSamAnI AMkhothI AMsu AvI gayA, DaoNlI paNa raDavA lAgI.) suSamA DaoNlI ! tArA pappAe potAnI kasama ApI che mATe tuM have kyAreya ghara para phona nahIM karatI. tArA pappA ja mAro ekamAtra sahAro che. jo emane kaMIka thaI gayuM to huM zuM karIza? (ATaluM kahIne suSamAe thoDAka paisA DaoNlIne ApyA ane potAnA ghare pAchI pharI suSamAnA gayA pachI DaoNlIne ekalavAyu lAgavA lAgyuM. jIvanamAM pahelIvAra ene potAnI bhUla upara pastAvo thaI rahyo hato. eNe vicAra karyo ke jyAre huM gharamAM hatI tyAre paNa meM potAnA vyavahArathI mAtApitAne duHkhI karyA, jyAre gharethI bhAgI tyAre paNa emane duHkha ApyuM ane Aje mAruM du:khI jIvana emane raDAve che." AvuM vicArIne teNe nirNaya karyo ke ""have jIvanamAM cAhe maravAnI paristhiti AvI jAya to paNa huM e vAta potAnA ghare nahIM karIza." Already mArA mAtA-pitA mArA kAraNe ghaNuM badhuM sahana karI cUkyA che. basa have emane mArA taraphathI koI vAtanI takalIpha nahI thAya" potAnI mA~ e ApelA paisAthI DaoNlI potAnuM hospiTalanuM bila cukavIne samIranA ghare cAlI gaI. DaoNlIne acAnaka ghare AvelI joIne samIra cakarAI gayo.) samIraH DaoNlI! tuM ahIM kevI rIte AvI? tAruM hospiTalanuM bila koNe cUkavyuM? DaoNlI samIra ! tame to mane tyAM maravA mATe choDI dIdhI hatI ane Ama paNa tamArI ane ammInI bahu ja icchA hatI ne, ke huM mArA piyarathI paisA maMgAvuM, to sAMbhaLa! me mArI mammIne paisA mATe phona karyo hato. paNa maoNme mane paisA ApavAnI sApha nA pADI dIdhI. ane emaNe mane e paNa kahyuM ke mAro e gharathI koI saMbaMdha nathI. paraMtu jyAre meM potAnI AkhI paristhiti batAvI tyAre emaNe potAnA DrAIvaranA hAthe paisA mokalAvIne mAruM hospiTalanuM bila cUkavI dIdhuM. (ATaluM kahetAM ja DaoNlInI AMkho bharAI gaI.) samIraH DaoNlI! te to AvatAMnI sAthe ja potAno DhoMga zarU karI dIdho. paira have mArI vAta dhyAnathI sAMbhaLI le tuM cAhe vezyA banI jA ke nokarI kara, mAre enAthI koI matalaba nathI. mAre to mAtra paisAthI ja matalaba che samajI.. DaoNlIH (coMkIne) samIra ! A tame zuM bolo cho? kAza A badhuM huM pahelA samajI gaI hota ke tame mArI sAthe nahI mArA paisA sAthe lagna karyA che. samIra tuM je paNa samaje DaoNlI ! paNa A mahinAnI chellI tArIkha sudhI tAro mahinAno pagAra mArA hAthamAM AvI javo joIe. nahItara pariNAma bahu ja kharAba haze, A mAro AkharI pheMsalo che.

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(bicArI DaoNlI, ene pahelA je pagaluM bharyuM hatuM Aja eja pagaluM enI tarapha AvIne ubhuM rahyuM. je mA~nA AMsune pahelA eNe DhoMganuM nAma ApyuM hatuM. pariNAma svarupa Aje enA ja AMsune DhoMga kahevAmAM Ave che) samIrano pheMsalo sAMbhaLI DaoNlIe potAnA mananI sAthe eka samajUtI karI lIdhI. eNe vicAryuM ke Ama paNa enA gharanA daravAjA enI mATe have baMdha thaI gayA che, mATe e raDe ke hase ene rahevAnuM to samIranI sAthe ja che, to samIranI vAtane mAnIne enI sAthe hasatA khelatA kema na rahevuM Ama paNa DaoNlIne potAnuM keriyara banAvavAno zokha to pahelethI hato ja. have samIranI sahamati hovAthI ene potAnA keriyarane saphaLa banAvavAno eka moko maLyo. Ama paNa DaoNlI duniyAnI sAme AvavA mAMgatI hatI. duniyAmAM potAnuM nAma karavA icchatI hatI. A moko ene pahelA nathI malyo to hamaNA ja sahI eNe hasatAM-hasatAM samIranA pheMsalAne svIkArI lIdho. sAthe ja gharanA vAtAvaraNathI e eTalI taMga AvI gaI hatI ke ene zAMti joItI hatI. e haravA-pharavA mAMgatI hatI. mATe eNe vicAryuM ke nokarI karavAthI ja enI badhI icchAo pUrI thaI zakaze. ane nokarIno pagAra samIranA hAthomAM ApavAthI banI zake che ke enA ane samIranA saMbaMdha pharIthI sudharI jAya. basa Aja AzAmAM DaoNlIe potAno paga gharathI bahAra rAkhyo, paNa ene khabara nahotI ke ene uThAveluM A pagaluM ene kyAM laI jaze ! have DaoNlI nokarInI zodhamAM roja ghumavA lAgI. paraMtu ene kyAMya nokarI seTa thaI nahI. Akhare eka phezana DijhAInanI varlDa phemasa kaMpanImAM e inTaravyu ApI rahI hatI tyAre...). mi. jaoNna (kaMpanInA mAlika) : DaoNlI ! Ama to kaMpanInI nAnI-moTI posTane mATe mArA menejara ja InTaravyu le che paNa hAlamAM InTaravyu cAlI rahyo che mArI pI.e.nI mATe huM vicAruM chuM ke tame enI mATe barAbara cho. jo ke tame mArI parsanala asisTaMTa banavAnA cho to mane thoDI jANakArI tamArI aMgata jiMdagInA viSayamAM paNa hovI joIe. zuM tame paraNelA cho? DaoNlI : hAM mi. jana: tamArA patinuM nAma zuM che? ane teo zuM vepAra kare che? DaoNlI: sara, samIrakhAna, mi. janaH (thoDA coMkIne) zuM? samIra khAna ane DaoNlI? DaoNlI: hAM sara ! ame lavamereja karyA che. hAlamAM samIra paNa nokarInI zodhamAM che. mi. jaoNnaH ThIka che DaoNlI ! tame mArI parsanala asisTaMTa mATe select thayA cho. DaoNlIH sara ! mAro pagAra?

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mi. jaoNna DaoNlI ! tame potAnI selerInI bilakula ciMtA na karo. Ama to mArA menejaranI selerI paNa dara mahinAnI mAtra 8000 rU. che, paraMtu tame mArA parsanala asisTaMTa cho mATe tamArI selerI 10,000 rU. dareka mahinAnI raheze, ThIka che? DaoNlIH yasa sara ! theMkyu so maca mi. jaoNna to kAle ThIka ATha vAge AvI jajo. (ane DaoNlI tyAMthI nIkaLI gaI. 10,000nI selerI sAMbhaLatAM ja DaoNlI bahu ja khuza thaI gaI, eNe badhI vAta samIrane batAvI. A sAMbhaLIne samIra paNa bahu ja khuza thaI gayo. bIjA divase, pahelI vakhata ophisamAM pagalu rAkhavAne kAraNe DaoNlI bahu ja khuza hatI. ophisanA badhA lokoe enuM svAgata karyuM. mi. jone DaoNlIne badhAno paricaya karAvIne ophisanuM badhuM kAma ene samajAvyuM. DaoNlIne eka parsanala kebIna ApavAmAM AvyuM. ophisanA lokono sAro vartAva joIne DaoNlInuM mana ophisamAM lAgI gayuM. A rIte DaoNlIno pahelo divasa bahuM ja sAro gayo. dhIme-dhIme DaoNlI ophisanA kAmamAM eTalI vyasta thaI gaI ke e potAnA bhUtakALanA du:kha bharyA jIvanane bhUlavA lAgI.) . (mahino pUro thatAM ja samIra DaoNlInI pAsethI enI selerI laI leto hato eka vAra ) DaoNlIH samIra mAre thoDA rUpiyA joIe che. samIraH hamaNAM 6 divasa pahelAM ja tane 300 rU ApyA hatA enuM zuM karyuM? DaoNlI samIra zuM tame mArI pAse eka-eka paisAno hisAba mAMgazo? samIraH hAM, ane tAre Apavo paNa paDaze. DaoNlIH ophisa eTalI. dUra che ke AvavA-javA mATe TeksIno kharca thAya che ane temane to khabara ja che AjakAla moMghavArI keTalI badhI vadhI gaI che. samIra e ja to tane batAvavA mAMguM chuM ke AjakAla moMghavArI vadhI gaI che. mATe potAnA kharcA ochA kara. AvavA-javA mATe TeksInI zuM jarUra che, basa paNa jAya ja che ne. tAruM kAma paNa thaI jaze ane paisA paNa bacI jaze. DaoNlI paNa samIra ! sAMje ophisathI AvavAmAM moDuM thAya che, ane tyAre Bus mAM AvavuM Risky hoya che. ' samIraH A badhI tArI gerasamaja che, kaMI thatuM nathI. badhA nokarI karavAvALA jAya ja che ne, tuM kaI Special che? DaoNlIH paraMtu samIra A 10,000 rU. jAya kyAM che? samIraH jIbha na calAva. 10,000 rUpiyA kyAM jAya che huM tane e batAvavI jarUrI nathI samajato. (A sAMbhaLI DaoNlIne gusso AvI gayo.)

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DaoNlI : mane paNa khabara paDavI joIe ke kyAMka mArI mahenatanI kamANI zarAbanA aDDA para to nathI uDAvAtI ne ? samIra : vAha ! thoDA paisA zuM kamAvavA lAgI AsamAnamAM uDavA lAgI che. ene mahenatanI kamANI kahe che. tyAM mahenata kare che ke kaMIka bIjuM. e to allAha ja jANe ane jo huM tArA paisAne jugAramAM hAruM ke zarAbamAM vahAvuM tuM mAru zuM karI zake che ? eka kAma karIe tane paisAnI vadhAre jarUra hoya to tArA gharethI maMgAvI lauM. pachI ArAmathI raheje. ATaluM kahIne samIra mobAIla kADhIne DaoNlInA ghare kola karavA lAgyo. gussAmAM AvIne DaoNlIe samIrano mobAIla kheMcIne pheMkI dIdho. DaoNlI : khabaradAra jo mArA ghare phona lagAvyo che to, tamAre jo ... (DaoNlI AgaLa kaMI bole e pahelA ja samIre gussAmAM ene be thappaDa lagAvI ane potAno belTa kADhIne DaoNlIne mAravA lAgyo.) samIra : tArI hiMmata kevI rIte thaI mAro mobAIla pheMkavAnI ? bahAra paga zuM mUkyo, jabAna kAtaranI jema cAlavA lAgI che. kAna kholIne sAMbhaLI le ahIM rahevuM hoya to ochA paisAmAM jIvatA zIkhIjA. mahArANI banIne jIvavAnI potAnI Adata choDI de ane jo A Adata na chUTatI hoya to potAnA piyarathI paisA maMgAvI le samajI ? (ATaluM kahIne DaoNlIne raDatI mukIne samIra tyAMthI cAlI gayo. bicArI DaoNlI Aje jAnavaronI jema pITAyA pachI paNa A~khomAMthI AMsu vahAvyA sivAya kaMI karI zakatI na hatI. kyAM potAnA gharamAM mahArANI jevuM jIvana hatuM jyAM te eka glAsa pANI paNa pote bharatI nahotI. ane kyAM A nokaro jevuM jIvana jyAM Akho divasa mahenata karyA pachI paNa thappaDa ja khAvA maLe che. DaoNlInA sonerI sapanAo upara pANI pharI gayuM. enuM jIvana narakathI paNa badatara banI gayuM hatuM. vicAryuM hatuM ke nokarI karyA pachI badhuM ja barAbara thaI jaze. paNa jo kismatamAM raDavAnuM ja lakhyuM hoya to e keTalI paNa mahenata kema na kare enA hoTho upara haMsI kema AvI zake che ? Ama jovA jaIe to emAM kismatano paNa zuM doSa ? potAnI kismatane khoTA raste lAvavAvALI to e pote ja hatI. ATalI mAra khAdhA pachI DaoNlIne eTaluM darda thavA lAgyuM ke e tyAMthI uThI ja na zakI. bahu muzkelathI potAnA baoNsa ne phona karIne eka divasanI rajA mAMgI lIdhI. paNa DaoNlInA jIvanamAM ATalethI paNa zAMti kyAM hatI. sAMje jevI te khAvAnuM khAvA mATe beThI tyAre...) na zabAnA H samIra ! Aje jo mArI badhI sahelIo keTalI ArAmathI hare-phare che. rojabaroja ApaNA ghare Ave-jAya che. mane cAra saptAha thaI gayA che A gharamAMthI bahAra paga paNa nathI mUkyo. zuM A 150

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ghaDapaNamAM paNa mAre kAma karatAM karatAM ja maravuM paDaze ? mahArANIe jyArathI ophisa javAnuM zarU karyuM che, tyArathI gharanA kAmamAM hAtha paNa nathI lagAvyo. ophisa jAya che to zuM ApaNI upara ehasAna kare che ? kahI de ene maphatanI roTalIo khAvA mATe nahI maLe. pahelA gharanuM kAma karo pachI ophisa jAo. Ama paNa ophisa to ATha vAge che. cAra vAge uThaze to kAma thaI jaze, Ama paNa ophisamAM khurazI upara besavA sivAya bIju kAma paNa zuM che. samIra H DaoNlI ! teM sAMbhaLI ja lIdhuM haze. (DaoNlI zuM kare ? e gharamAM enuM cAlatuM ja kyAM hatuM. vadhAre kaMIka bole to samIra be thappaDa mArato. AvuM kaMI na thAya mATe DaoNlIe cupacApa zabAnAnI vAta mAnI lIdhI. have DaoNlI savAre cAra vAge uThIne gharanuM badhuM kAma patAvIne ophIse jatI ane AkhA divasanI thAkelI jyAre e sAMje ghare jatI tyAre paNa enA nasIbamAM mAtra kAma ja hatuM. A pramANe kAma karIne ophIsa javuM ane ghare AvIne pAchuM kAma karavuM, A DaoNlIno rojano krama banI gayo hato. e to mAtra zabAnA ane samIranI AMgaLIo para nAcavAvALI kaTapUtaLI banI gaI hatI. basa jema teo kahetA tema te nAcatI ane jo jarA paNa bagAvata karatI to ene lAto ane thappaDonI sivAya bIjuM kaMI maLatuM nahatuM. e divasa pachI to have avAranavAra samIra ane zabAnAnA Order thI Non-veg pakAvavuM paDatuM. eTaluM ja nahI kyAreka samIranI baheno AvatI to teo paNa jANIbujhIne eja cIjonI mAMgaNI karatI. DaoNlI kAMpatA hAthe ane raDatA dilathI badhAnI icchAo purI karatI. je divase DaoNlI Non-veg pakAvatI enA pachI cAra divasa sudhI e khAvAnuM khAI zakatI na hatI. paraMtu Akhare zuM kare, gaLAmAM ghaMTI je bAMdhI hatI. to e vAgaze to kharI ja.... "je je paNa gaI bhAgIne, Thokaro khAya che, potAnI bhUla upara raDI raDIne AMsu vahAve che. eka ja kicanamAM maraghInI sAthe zAka pakAve che, thaI bhayAnaka bhUla vicArIne have pastAve che.'' basa AvuM ja kaMIka thaI rahyuM hatuM DaoNlInI sAthe vadhAre kAma hovAne kAraNe eka divasa thAkIne DaoNlI potAnA kebinamAM Tebala upara mAthuM rAkhIne sUtI hatI. e samaye mi.jaoNna koI kAmasara DaoNlInA kebinamAM AvyA. DaoNlIne sUtelI joIne teo pAchA potAnI kebinamAM AvI gayA. ane thoDIvAra pachI potAnA kebinathI DaoNlIne phona karIne potAnA kebinamAM bolAvI. DaoNlI : tame mane bolAvI sara ! mi. jaoNna H hAM DaoNlI ! zuM vAta che ? Aje tuM kaMIka vadhAre ja thAkelI che. kAma bahu vadhAre che zuM ? huM tamArA kebinamAM Avyo hato. tane sUtelI joIne mane tane jagADavAnuM ucita na lAgyuM. zuM thayuM ? 151

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DaoNlIH kaMI nahI sara! e to ema ja uMgha AvI gaI. kaMI kAma hatuM? mi. janaH hAM Avo beso, huM tamane mi. zarmAnI badhI DijhAIna batAvI dauM chuM. (DaoNlI tyAM besI gaI ane mi.jaoNna ene samajAvavA lAgyA. paNa DaoNlInuM dhyAna bIje kyAMka hatuM tyAre) mi. janaH DaoNlI ! meM tamane hamaNA zuM batAvyuM? DaoNlIH oha sorI sara ! ezlI mAruM dhyAna bIje kyAMka hatuM. (mi. jona potAnI khurazImAMthI uThIne DaoNlInI pAsenI khurazI upara AvIne besI gayA.) mi. jaoNna DaoNlI! mane khoTo na samajatI, paNa have huM eka baoNsa (sara) nahI paNa eka dosta banIne tane pUchuM chuM, zuM tu potAnI philiMgsa mane kahI zakIza? huM tane haMmezA udAsa jouM chuM. jo tuM icche to mane kahIne potAnuM dila halka karI zake che. (jonanA hamadardI bharelA zabdo sAMbhaLIne DaoNlInI AMkhomAM pANI AvI gayA. ane eNe zarUAtathI laIne aMta sudhInI badhI vAto mi. jaoNnane batAvI dIdhI.) mi. jo tamAruM raDavuM sAcuM che DaoNlI. samIrane AvuM na karavuM hatuM. eNe tane dago Apyo che. tamArI sAthe bahu khoTuM thayuM. DaoNlI choDone sara ! A vAtone. Apa mi. zarmAnA viSayamAM zuM vAta karI rahyA hatA? ekavAra pharIthI samajAvI do. (ane baMne kAmamAM lAgI gayA.) (be divasa pachI DaoNlI ATha vAge ophisanuM kAma patAvIne ophIsathI nIkaLI gaI. paNa basanI rAha jotI e nava vAgyA sudhI basa sTopa upara ja ubhI hatI. e samaye mi.jaoNna paNa ophisanuM kAma patAvIne eja rastethI potAnI kAramAM jatI vakhate DaoNlIne basa mATe rAha jotI joI lIdhI. bIjA divase ) mi. jana DaoNlI ! kAle tame ghare keTalA vAge pahoMcyA? kAle nava vAgyA sudhI to meM tamane basa sTopa upara joyA hatA. DaoNlI sara ! e kAle basa na malI mATe moDuM thaI gayuM hatuM. mi. janaH ATalI moDI rAtre basanI rAha kema jue che? TeksImAM jatA rahevuM. DaoNlIH sara ! have tamArAthI zuM chupAvuM? mArI AkhI selerI to samIra laI le che. roja basamAM javAAvavAnuM bhADuM mane ApI de che. have 7 rU. mAM TeksInuM bhADuM kyAMthI lAvuM? mi. jaoNna oha zITa DaoNlI ! tAre ekavAra to mane kahevuM joItuM hatuM. huM tArI kaMIka madada karata. A le 1000 rU. ene tuM potAnI kebinanA lokaapamAM ja rAkhaje. ane jyAre icchA thAya tyAre kharca karaje. ane hA, AjathI tAre basa sTopa upara basanI mATe veTa karavAnI koI jarUra nathI. huM tane

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mArI kAramAM choDI daIza. Ama paNa tAruM ghara mArA rastAmAM ja Ave che. DaoNlI : oha ! theMksa a loTa sara mi. jaoNnaH DaoNlI ! plIjha tuM mane sa2 na kahe. have ApaNe dosta chIe. tuM mane jaoNna bolAvIza to mane vadhAre sAruM lAgaze. DaoNlI : o.ke. jaoNna (A pramANe jaoNna thoDAka rUpiyA ApIne, be-cAra mIThI vAto karIne, hamadardI batAvIne bholI-bhALI DaoNlIne potAnI jALamAM phasAvavA lAgyo. ekavAra Thokara khAdhA pachI paNa DaoNlI pAchI e ja bhUla pharIthI karI besI. pahelA paNa gharamAM prema na maLavAnA kAraNe DaoNlIe samIranA premane sarvasva mAnyuM; ane Aja sudhI pastAI rahI hatI. ane have samIrathI prema na maLavAne kA2Ne jaoNnanI jUThI dostI upara bharoso karI besI. joIe A bharoso have DaoNlIne kyAM sudhI laI jAya che ? jaoNnanI cAlAkIthI ajANa DaoNlI ene potAno phrenDa mAnavA lAgI. e potAnA gharanA badhA problamsa jAnane batAvatI. jaoNna ene helpa karato ane A bAju DaoNlI, jaoNnane potAno sahuthI najIkano dosta mAnavA lAgI. jaoNne DaoNlIne ophisa varka mATe eka mobAIla gIphTa ApI dIdho. ophisanI chuTTInA divase jyAre jaoNna ghare bora thato to e kalAko sudhI DaoNlIthI phona upara ophisanA kAmanuM bahAnuM banAvIne vAto karato. have DaoNlI roja jaoNnanI sAthe enI kArathI ja ghare AvatI. kyAreka kyAreka DaoNlI ane jaoNna potAnuM Tiphina paNa sAthe maLIne khAI letA. kyAMka koI sArI philma lAgI hoya ke koI sArA pArkamAM javAnuM hoya to baMne sAthe ja jatA. kyAreka ophisamAM vadhAre kAma hoya to jaoNna DaoNlInI rAha joto. eka divasa badhA varkarsa pota-potAnuM kAma karIne 8 vAge ghare jatA rahyA. varka vadhAre hovAthI DaoNlI ophisamAM ekalI ja kAma karI rahI hatI. tyAre jaoNna potAnA phrenDanA janmadivasanI pArTImAMthI sIdho ophise Avyo. jyAre ene khabara paDI ke Aje DaoNlI ophisamAM ekalI che. tyAre e sIdho DaoNlInA kebinamAM jato rahyo. e samaye DaoNlI potAnA kebinamAM phAIla joI rahI hatI. jaoNna potAnA phrenDanI pArTImAM zarAba pIne Avyo hovAthI nazAmAM cakacUra hato. e DaoNlInI pAse jaIne pAchaLathI sIdho enA gaLe lAgI gayo. acAnaka koIkane Avelo joIne DaoNlI gabharAI gaI. eNe pAchaLa pharIne joyuM, to jAna ne joIne e Azcaryacakita thaI gaI. potAnI jAtane jaoNnathI choDAvIne DaoNlI UbhI thaI gaI ane jaoNnane....) DaoNlI : A zuM karI rahyA cho sara ? jaoNna H o DaoNlI ! kama ona leTsa enjoya. : DaoNlI : sara ! Apa nazAmAM cho mATe Apane khabara nathI ke Apa zuM bolI rahyA cho ? 153

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jaoNnaH kamaoNna DaoNlI ! AjasudhI ATaluM bahAra pharyA, pizcara jovA gayA. koIpaNa jagyAe ekAMta na maLyuM. Aje jayAre cAnsa hAthamAM Avyo che to ene kema choDe che? (ane jaoNne DaoNlIno hAtha pakaDI lIdho.) DaoNlIH (gabharAIne) sara ! sAthe pharavAno matalaba e nathI hoto je Apa samajI rahyA cho. huM tamane mAro eka sAro dosta mAnuM chuM. basa jana: DaoNlI! tuM mArAthI dUra kema bhAge che... mArI sAthe rahIza to ezo ArAma karIza. AjasudhI je khuzIo samIre tane nathI ApI e badhI khuzIo huM tane ApIza. ane A tArI javAnI, ATaluM suMdara rUpa, A uMmara kaMI kAma karavAnI thoDI hoya che. ezo ArAma karavAnI hoya che. mojamastI karavAnI hoya che. ATaluM kahIne e DaoNlInI vadhAre najIka jaIne ene pakaDavAnI koziza karavA lAgyo. zuM thaze DaoNlInI sAthe ? zuM e jaoNnanI caMgulamAMthI bacI zakaze? ke pachI enA jIvanamAM pAchI koI anahonI ghaTanA ghaTaze? ane ahIM DaoNlInA gharamAM jayaNAthI maLelA samAdhAnathI khuzabU ane suSamAnA jIvanamAM madhuratA AvI gaI. sAthe ja suSamAno parivAra paNa dhIme-dhIme dharmamAM juDavA lAgyo. paraMtu haju sudhI suSamA ema.sI.nuM pUrNapaNe pAlana karatI nahotI ane Aja saMskAra khuzabUmAM paNa AvavA lAgyA. jayaNAne A vAta bahu khaTakatI hatI. zuM jayaNA emane ema.sI.nA pAlananuM mahattvane samajAvI zakaze? zuM e baMnene pavitratAnA A gUDha rahasyane samajAvIne ene AcaraNamAM lAvI zakaze? eNe samajAvavA mATe jayaNA zuM kare che? Avo joIe jainijamanA AgaLanA khaMDa "pavitratAnuM rahasya"mAM.... No Competition But Solution jainijamanA pAchaLanA khaMDamAM ApaNe joyuM ke premamaya vyavahArathI mokSAe kevI rIte potAnA gharamAM khuzIo lAvI. dharmamaya jIvana vyatIta karatA ane parivAranI sAthe hasatAM-hasatAM 9 mahinA sudhI garbhanuM sucAru rUpathI pAlana karIne eNe eka dikarAne janma Apyo. dikarAno janma thatAM ja eNe ene navakAra maMtra saMbhaLAvyo ane enI sArI paravariza mATe satata jAgRtI rAkhI. prabhu vIranA batAvelA mArge cAlI zake e bhAvathI mokSAe enuM nAma "samakita" rAkhyuM. mokSA svayaM potAnA jIvanamAM saMskAro ane paravarizanA suMdara pariNAmano anubhava karI cukI hatI. mATe potAnA anubhavonA AdhAre eNe samakitane saMskAra ApavAmAM koI kamI nahI rAkhI.

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mokSAnI naNaMda vidhi phezana DijhAIna korsanA aMtima varSamAM pahoMcI. eka divasa enI kaoNlejamAM prekTikala kompiTIzana hatuM. jemAM bhAratabharanA phezana DijhAInaroe bhAga lIdho. kompITIzananA AdhAre koIpaNa ekane besTa nezanala phezana DijhAInara eNvorDa' maLavAnI ghoSaNA thaI hatI. vidhi koIpaNa rIte semI phAInalamAM to pAsa thaI gaI. paNa ene sTrITa vorniMga ApavAmAM AvI ke jo A vakhate eNe sArI prastuti nahI ApI, to ene bahAra kADhavAmAM Avaze. mATe vidhi rAta -divasa potAnI DijhAInane kAmiyAba banAvavA mATe mahenata karavA lAgI. eka divasa mokSA vidhinA rUmamAM kaoNphI ApavA gaI ane... mokSA : vidhi ! A lo tamArI kaoNphI ! zuM vAta che vidhi ! Aje tame bahu TenzanamAM lAgo cho ? vidhi : hAM bhAbhI ! nezanala prekTikala kompiTIzanano aMtima paDAva najIka AvI rahyo che. semI phAInalamAM paNa mane vorniMga maLI gaI che, mArI badhI phrenDsa Select thaI gaI che. meM A DijhAIna banAvI che, paNa A DijhAIna jyAre mane ja pasaMda nathI AvI, to jaja ne zuM pasaMda Avaze ? mane nathI lAgatuM ke AnA sahAre huM phAInalamAM jItI jaIza. magaja kAma ja nathI karatuM ke zuM karuM ? mokSA : cAla ThIka che, vidhi ! pahelA A kaoNphI pI lo. tame phreza thaI jazo. (mokSA kaoNphI ApIne tyAMthI sIdhI potAnA rUmamAM rahelA lepaTopa para DijhAIna banAvIne vidhinI pAse AvI.) mokSA : vidhi ! jo, tamane A DijhAIna kevI lAgI ? (DijhAIna jotAM ja vidhinI AMkhomAM camaka AvI gaI.) vidhi : vAha bhAbhI ! bahuM ja sArI che tame A kyAMthI lAvyA ? mokSA H A ja nahI, AnAthI paNa sArI DijhAIna ApaNe baMne besIe to maLIne banAvI zakIe chIe. vidhi : Ano matalaba, A DijhAIna tame banAvI che. greTa bhAbhI ! mokSA H cAlo vidhi ! Apane banne maLIne kAMI navuM banAvIe. (banne te ja vakhate DijhAIna banAvavA besI gaI. have mokSA paNa anukUlatA anusAra gharanuM kAma nipaTAvIne bAkI nA samayamAM vidhinI madada karatI. rAtrimAM paNa banne moDA sudhI besIne kAma karatA) mokSA H ruko vidhi ! AmAM A kalara na nAkha. A bahuM ja vadhAre lAITa che, eka kAma kara. bebI-pIMka kalara nAkhI de Ama paNa AjakAla A kalaranI phezana che. (thoDI ja vAramAM baMne maLIne sArI-sArI DijhAInsa banAvI.) 155

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mokSA : vidhi ! tamArI maoNDalarano skIna kalara kayo che ? jo e sAMvalI che to enI upara haLavo raMga sAro lAgaze, ane jo e gorI che to A gaharo raMga enI upara sAro lAgaze. vidhiH are hA bhAbhI ! meM to kyAreya A vicAryuM ja nahatuM ke Dresano kalara maoNDalaranA skIna kalara para AdhArita hoya che. (baMne mana lagAvIne kAma karavA lAgyA ane aMtamAM emanI DijhAIna taiyAra thaI gaI. have vidhine paNa mokSAnI jarUriyAta mahasUsa thavA lAgI. e potAnA mananI dareka vAta mokSAne karatI hatI. Akhare phAInalano divasa AvI gayo. pratiyogitAmAM vidhinI DijhAIna badhAnA dhyAnanuM kendra banI gaI ane vidhi 'besTa nezanala phezana DijhAInara' banI gaI. ghare AvatAM ja... vidhi : bhAbhI ! A juo. mokSA : vAha vidhi ! keTalI sarasa TrophI che. Akhare tuM pratiyogitAmAM jItI ja gaI. vidhi : huM nahI bhAbhI ! ApaNe jItI gayA. khUba khUba dhanyavAda bhAbhI ! tame mArI ATalI madada na karI hota to kadAca ja huM A pratiyogitA jItI zakata. (A pramANe A pratiyogitAnA mAdhyamathI vidhi mokSAnI bahu najIka AvI gaI ane potAnI kaoNlejanA sivAya paNa jyAre paNa kaMI kAma hoya to e mokSAnI madada letI hatI. eTaluM ja nahI gharanA kAmamAM paNa e mokSAne bahu madada karavA lAgI. mokSA paNa samaya-samaye enI sAthe sArI vAto karavA lAgI, bhUla thAya to samajAvatI, dhArmika vAtAvaraNamAM joDatI hatI. vidhi ane mokSA have naNaMda-bhAbhI karatA paNa sahelIo jevI banI gaI hatI. AnI vacce vidhinA mATe sArA-sArA riztA AvavA lAgyA. sAruM khAnadAna, sAro chokaro, sArA parivArane joIne enA mAtA-pitAe vidhinI sagAI 'dakSa'nI sAthe karI lIdhI. 'dakSa' mokSAnA pitarAI kAkAno dikaro hato. mATe mokSA paNa dakSanA svabhAvathI sArI rIte paricita hatI. thoDAka ja divasomAM lagnanI tArIkha nakkI thaI gaI. mokSAe vidhine sAsare kevo vyavahAra karavo joIe e viSayamAM samaya-samaya upara batAvatI. jotajotAmAM vidhinA lagnano divasa najIka AvI gayo ane vidhi haMmezA mATe e gharathI pArakI thaI gaI. lagna pachI vidhi potAnA patinI sAthe thoDA divasa mATe pharavA gaI. harI-pharIne AvyA pachI thoDAka divaso sudhI vidhie potAnA sAsu-sasarAnI sAthe sAruM vartana karyuM paraMtu sahanazIlatAnI uNapa temaja sAsu-sasarAnA niyaMtraNothI vidhino svabhAva bagaDato gayo. gharamAM avAra-navAra jhaghaDA thavA lAgyA. A jhaghaDAothI dakSanI hAlata paNa kharAba thatI gaI. e na to potAnI patnIno pakSa laI zakato hato ane na potAnI mA~ no. jethI vidhi ane dakSanI vacce paNa avAranavAra mana-muTAva thaI jato. 156

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sAsare gayA pachI paNa vidhi ghaNIvAra kiTI pArTImAM jatI hatI. enA sAsu-sasarAne A bilakula pasaMda nahotuM. paNa teo vidhithI DaratAM hatAM mATe teo ene kaMIpaNa kahetA na hatA. eka divasa vidhinI sAsu zAradAnI tabiyata ThIka na hatI, chatAM paNa vidhi potAnI sAsune gharamAM ekalI choDIne pArTImAM jatI rahI. ghare AvatAM-AvatAM rAtre 9 vAgI gayA jevI e ghare pahoMcI tyAre vidhinA sasarAjI) sudhIraH vahu! ATalI rAta thaI gaI, kyAMthI AvI rahI cho? kaMI kahIne paNa nahotI gaI? vidhiH hAM, hAM, khabara ja hatI mane, mArA AvatAnI sAthe mArI upara Aropa lagAvavAnuM zarU thaI jaze. sudhIra paNa beTA ! huM to eja pUchato hato ke ATaluM moDuM thaI gayuM, tuM kyAM hatI? vidhiH e ja to, AvatAnI sAthe ja mArI pUchaparacha zarU karI lIdhI. kyAMthI AvuM chuM, kyAM jAuM chuM badhAno hisAba ApuM tamane? sudhIra: paNa beTA ! huM to eTalA mATe pUchI rahyo hato ke Aje tArI sAsumA~ nI tabiyata vadhAre kharAba hatI. jo tAre kyAMya javuM hatuM, to mane kahI dIdhuM hota to huM ophisathI jaldI AvI jAta. vidhiH sAsumaoNnI tabiyata to avAranavAra kharAba thAya che. eno matalaba e thoDo che ke huM bahAra AvavA javAnuM ja choDI dauM. Ama paNa Aje mArI bahu imporTanTa pArTI hatI. ane mAruM tyAM javuM jarUrI hatuM. (vahuonuM kartavya hoya che ke te sAsu-sasarAnI sevA kare, paraMtu vidhi potAnA A kartavyane kartavya nahI mAnIne ene bhArarUpa samajatI hatI. ene potAnA sAsu-sasarAnI sevAthI vadhAre bahAra haravA-pharavAmAM dilacaspI hatI. sAsu-sasarA ene boja lAgatA hatA. mATe e potAnA sAsusasarAthI alaga thavA mAMgatI hatI. dakSane potAnA mAtA-pitAnA pratye bahu ja ahobhAva ane AdarabhAva hato. mATe vidhi potAnuM kArya saphaLa karavA mATe avAranavAra nAnI-nAnI vAto upara jhaghaDA ane nATaka ubhA karI detI hatI. jethI dakSa taMga AvIne potAnA mAtA-pitAne potAnAthI alaga karI de athavA svayaM potAnA mAtA-pitAthI alaga thaI jAya.) (eTalAmAM dakSa ophisathI Avyo ane vidhi dakSanA AvatAnI sAthe ja jora-jorathI raDavAnuM nATaka karavA lAgI.) vidhiH he bhagavAna! mArI to kismata ja phUTelI che. mArI kismatamAM to badhAnA maheNAM ja sAMbhaLavAnuM lakhyuM che. dakSaH are ! A zuM haMgAmo thaI rahyo che? tuM kema raDe che? pitAjI, A badhuM zuM thaI rahyuM che? kaMIka to batAvo.

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sudhIra : beTA ! huM batAvuM chuM. vidhi : tame zuM batAvazo ? huM batAvuM chuM juone, tamane to khabara ja che ne ke mArA mAtA-pitAe mane keTalA premathI pALI-poSIne moTI karI che. ame cAre bhAI-bahena kyAM AvatAM jatAM hatA, kyAreya kaMIpaNa pUchyuM nathI. amArI dareka icchA pUrI karI.. dakSa : vidhi A phAlatuM vAto sivAya paNa kaMIka batAvIza. vidhi : (gussAmAM) batAvuM ja to chuM, tamane to khabara ja che ne ke AjakAla huM aThavADiyAmAM be-traNa vakhata ja kiTI pArTImAM jAuM chuM. ane Aje mAruM kiTI-pArTImAM javuM jarUrI hatuM. basa mane AvavAmAM thoDuM moDuM zuM thaI gayuM, mArA upara Aropono varasAda zarU karI dIdho. kaheze ja ne Akhare pArakA gharanI chuM te. (ane jo2-jo2thI raDavA lAgI.) na (bicArA sasarAjI vidhinI khoTI dalIlonI AgaLa potAnI saccAIne paNa rajU na karI zakyA. dakSanI hAlata to ghaMTImAM pIsAtA dANA jevI thaI gaI. eka bAju kUvo hato to bIjI bAju khADo. nA to potAnA pitAjIne kaMI kahI zakato hato ane nA to potAnI patnIne. vidhinI vAta sAMbhaLIne dakSa kaMTALIne tyAMthI cAlyo gayo. A pramANe sAsu-sasarAthI alaga thavA mATe vidhi dakSanA ghare AvatAM ja roja-baroja navA-navA jhaghaDA e rIte raDI-2DIne rajU karatI ke dakSa paNa potAnA mAtA-pitAthI alaga thavAne mATe majabUra thaI jAya. jo koI jhaghaDo na thAya to rAtre dakSane AkhA divasanI hisTrI saMbhaLAvatI. ophisamAM grAhaka sAthe mAthAkUTI karI dakSa thAkelo-pAkelo e AzAe ghare Avato ke gharamAM ene zAMti maLaze. paraMtu vidhie to AvIne enA jIvananI zAMti ja chInavI lIdhI hatI. Akhare rojarojanA TenzanathI dakSa pUrI rIte thAkI gayo hato. ane have to e paNa e ja vicArato hato ke kAM to vidhi mane choDIne cAlI jAya kAM to mammI-pappA sAce ja koIe ThIka kahyuM che ke, AjakAla dikarA, dikarA nahI, paraMtu bApa banIne janma le che ane vahu vahu banIne nahI paNa sAsu banIne gharamAM praveza kare che. vidhie paNa kaMIka AvuM ja karyuM ekavAra divase jhaghaDAno koI moko na maLavAthI rAtre dakSa thAkelo-pAkelo ghare Avyo tyAre AvatAM ja vidhie rAmakahANI zarU karI dIdhI.) vidhi : AvI gayA tame. : dakSa : AvI to gayo, paNa Aje tuM ATalI gussAmAM kema che ? vidhi : gusso na karuM to zuM karuM ? tame to Akho divasa ophisamAM raho cho. ane ahIMyAM tamArA buDhA mAtA-pitAnA tANA mAre ekalIne ja sAMbhaLavA paDe che. tamane jo mArI ciMtA hota to kyAranIya mane ahIMthI laI gayA hota ? dakSa H paraMtu Aje zuM thayu; e to batAva. 158

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vidhi : khabara che, tamArI mammI, pappAne kahI rahI hatI ke vahu bahu ja moDethI uThe che Aje vahue gussAmAM zAkamAM mIThuM vadhAre nAMkhI dIdhuM. vahu piyara jaIne ApaNI niMdA kare che. mahArANI banIne AvI hoya evo vyavahAra kare che. tamArA mammI-pappA Aju-bAjunA lokone mArI vAto karatA phare che. jenA kA2Ne mAre bAhara AvavA-javAnuM ja baMdha thaI gayuM che. gharamAM AmanA tANA sAMbhaLo ane bahAra jAo to lokonA. tame ja batAvo zuM huM eTalI kharAba chuM ? tame kazuM bolatA kema nathI ? (dakSa zuM kare, konA pakSamAM bole, AvA samayamAM ene mauna rahevuM ja vadhAre zreSTha lAgyuM. kemake ene khabara hatI ke je hada sudhI vidhi vadhArIne batAvI rahI che. enA mAtA-pitA evA nathI. paraMtu vidhinI AgaLa dakSanI eka paNa cAlatI nahotI ! eka divasa vRddhAvasthAne kA2Ne dakSanA pitAjIne dAMtamAM darda thavA lAgyuM. teo DaoN.ne batAvavA gayA. DaoN. emanI dADha kharAba hovAne kAraNe kADhI dIdhI ane emane garama-garama sIro khAvAnI salAha ApI. dakSanI mammInI tabiyata kharAba hovAnA kAraNe teo sUI rahyA hatA. sudhIra vidhithI eTalo Darato hato ke e vidhine sIro banAvavA vize kaMI kahI zakyA nahI. mATe emaNe dakSane vAta karI.) sudhIraH beTA ! Aje DaoNkTare dADha kADhI che mATe mane zIro khAvAnuM kahyuM che. tArI mammInI tabiyata ThIka nathI mATe tuM jarA vidhine kahe ke e zIro banAvI de. (dakSa vidhine kahevA mATe potAnA rUmamAM gayo.) dakSa : vidhi Aje pappAe dADha kaDhAvI che, mATe pappA mATe thoDo zIro banAvI de. vidhi : are ! ATalI uMmara thaI gaI haju sudhI zIro khAvAno zokha nathI gayo. zIro mAMgatA pahelA jarA uMmarano to khyAla karyo hota. Ama paNa baLadanI jema khAI-pIne ATalA haTTA-kaTTA thaI gayA che. have vadhAre zIro khAze to hAthI jevA thaI jaze. emane kahI do ke have A badhuM khAvAnuM choDI de. jo khAvuM ja hoya to mammIne kahI do ke rasoDAmAM jaIne banAvI le. pachI pote paNa khAya ane tamArA bApane paNa khavaDAve huM cAlI zopIMga karavA. Ama paNa mAre bahuM ja kAma che. dipAvalInA divaso najIka AvI rahyA che ane mArI badhI zopiMga paNa bAkI che. (vidhinI badhI vAto holamAM beThelA enA sAsu-sasarAe sAMbhaLI lIdhI. hArTa-eTeka AvI jAya evA vidhinA zabdo sAMbhaLIne baMnenA AMkhomAMthI AMsunI dhArA vahevA lAgI. jevo ja dakSa potAnI rUmamAMthI bahAra Avyo ane holamAM potAnA mA-bApane raDatA joIne ene sthitine samajatAM vAra na lAgI ke mammI-pappAe vidhinI badhI vAto sAMbhaLI lIdhI che. dakSane jotAM ja....) sudhIra H beTA dakSa ! mane khabara che ke tArI sthiti kevI che ? tuM paNa ene kazuM nathI kahI zakato. beTA ! 159

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A roja-rojanI khaTa-paTathI sAruM che ke ame loko tArAthI alaga thaI jaIe. jethI cainathI be vakhatanI roTalI tane paNa nasIbamAM thaze ane amane paNa. dakSa : pappA ! A tame zuM kahI rahyA cho ? zAradA H beTA ! e ThIka kahI rahyA che. jo ame loko tamArI pAse rahIzuM to jhaghaDA divase ne divase vadhatA jaze. AnAthI sAruM ame kyAMka dUra cAlyA jaIe. jethI kama-thI-kama prema to raheze. dakSa : nahI mA~ ! huM tamane gharathI alaga nahIM karuM. alaga thavuM haze to vidhi thaze. e A gharamAM navI AvI che. sudhIra H AvuM thatuM haze beTA ! tuM ArAmathI enI sAthe rahIne tArI jIMdagI vitAva. Ama paNa ame vadhAre dUra thoDA jaIe chIe. A zaheramAM ja to chIe. AvatAM-jatAM rahIzuM. beTA ! ethI tuM paNa khuza rahIza ne ame paNa. (pitAjInI vAta sAMbhaLIne dakSa mAnyo nahI. tyAre mAtA-pitAe ene bahu samajAvyo. ane sAthe ja ahI rahevAthI bhaviSyamAM AvavAvALA duHkhada pariNAmothI avagata karAvyA tyAre) dakSa H mammI pappA jo tamArI Aja icchA che to, mArI paNa eka zarata che. sudhIra H kevI zarata beTA ? : dakSa : tame loko alaga thavA mAMgo cho to ThIka che. paraMtu huM tamane dUra na mokalI zakuM mATe tame loko gharanI pAchaLavALA koTejamAM ja raho. huM tamArA rahevAno badho iMtajAma karI daIza. sudhIra H ThIka che beTA ! jevI tArI icchA (A pramANe potAnA mAtA-pitAne jarApaNa takalIpha na thAya e pramANe dakSe.e koTejamAM badhI vyavasthA karI lIdhI. enA mAtA-pitAne jevI sukha ane zAMti vidhinI sAthe rahetAM maLI na hatI enAthI ghaNI vadhAre sArI suvidhA dakSe potAnA mAtA-pitAne mATe koTejamAM karI dIdhI. vidhinA bajArathI AvatAM ja dakSe vidhine e samAcAra ApyA ke, mammI-pappA have alaga rahevA jAya che. tyAre vidhinI khuzIno koI pAra na rahyo. Akhare ene je svataMtratA joItI hatI. te ene malI ja gaI. AjakAlanA vAtAvaraNane jovA jaIe to vahuo sAsare AvyA pachI potAnI sAsumA~ mA haMmezA sAsunuM ja rUpa jue che, paraMtu emanAmAM kyAreya mA~ nA darzana nathI karatI. Ane kAraNe e ATalI nirdayI banIne emanA ekamAtra AdhAra emanA putrane emanAthI alaga karavAmAM jarAya paNa hicakicAtI nathI. gharamAM AvavAvALI vahu mATe, patinA pachI koI sahuthI vadhAre najIka hoya jene e potAnI vAta batAvI zake to e hoya che sAsu. pati to savAre ja ophisa ke dukAna jatA rahe 160

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che. tyAre sAsu ja che ke je emanI sAthe rahe che. paraMtu vidhie potAnA khoTA vyavahAra dvArA potAnA devatA tulya sAsu-sasarAno sahAro gumAvI dIdho hato.. A pramANe zubha divasa joIne sudhIra ane zAradA e gharathI alaga thaI gayA. dakSa ophisa gayA pahelA ane ophisathI AvyA pachI sauthI pahelA potAnA mAtA-pitAne maLavA jato. emane koIpaNa prakAranI koI takalIpha na thAya enuM puruM dhyAna rAkhato hato. potAnA mammI-pappAne mATe te haMmezA phaLa-miThAI laI jato hato. sAsu-sasarAnA alaga thaI gayA pachI to vidhi eka AjhAda paMkhI banI gaI hatI. have e manamAnyA DhaMgathI khAI-pI zakatI hatI, harI-pharI zakatI hatI. mATe ene jhaghaDA karavAnI koI taka ja nahotI maLatI hatI. zarUAtanA thoDAka divasa to e dakSanI sAthe sAro vyavahAra karatI hatI, kema ke e dakSane batAvavA mAMgatI hatI ke pahelA enA mAtApitAne kAraNe ja eno vartAva eTalo kharAba banyo hato. paNa Akhira hAthI ne nAjuka baMdhanothI bAMdhIe to e kyAM sudhI Takaze. evI ja rIte dhIme-dhIme vidhino svabhAva ubharavA lAgyo. vidhi bALapaNamAM bhAI sAthe jhaghaDI, skUla gaI tyAre potAnI sahelIo sAthe jhaghaDI. kaoNleja gayA pachI bhAbhInI sAthe jhaghaDI ane sAsarIyAmAM AvyA pachI potAnA sAsu-sasarAthI jhaghaDIne emane alaga mokalI dIdhA. AvA jhaghaDALu svabhAvane e kyAM sudhI chupAvI zakatI hatI. te potAno ahaM tUTavAthI dakSa paNa have nAnI-nAnI vAtomAM gusse thavA lAgyo. A rIte baMnemAM mana-muTAva vadhavA lAgyo. evAmAM eka divasa vidhine khuza karavA mATe dakSa vidhinA manapasaMda hIronA philmanI TIkITa lAvI ane sAthe ja hoTalamAM ja DInara karavAno vicAra karyo. tyAre - dakSa vidhi ! Aje rAtre 6 thI 9nI TikITa lAvI che. sAthe ja rAtre bhojana ApaNe tArI manapasaMda hoTala tAjamAM ja karIzuM. tuM ThIka 5.45 vAge sinemA holanI sAme mekaDonalanI kenTInamAM mArI rAha joje. vidhiH dakSa ! philma ane e paNa Aje eka vAra nakkI karatAM pahelA mane pUchavuM to hatuM ke huM phrI chuM ke nahIM? Aje to mAre bahuM ja imporTanTa kiTI pArTImAM javAnuM hatuM. khabara che emAM Aje mArI phorenanI paNa badhI sahelIo AvavAnI hatI ane A plAna ame eka mahinA pahelAM ja banAvyo hato. have huM emane zuM javAba ApIza? dakSaH kamaoNna vidhi ! tu roje to kiTI pArTImAM jAya che, eka divasa nahI jAya to zuM pharaka paDI jaze? tArI sahelIone pachI kyAre malI le che. plIjha tAro plAna pachI kyAreka banAvI leje. (dakSa ophisa jato rahyo) vidhi: ThIka che dakSa ! tame ATalI jIda karo cho to huM kiTI pArTI kensala karuM chuM. (eNe potAnI sahelIone phona lagAvyo) 161)

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vidhiH helo sujI! zuM kare che? sujI : are vidhi ! basa pArTI mATe taiyAra thaI rahI hatI. tane to khabara ja che ne ke, mane taiyAra thavAmAM keTalo samaya lAge che. vidhiH paNa sujI eka takalIpha che. ApaNe AjanI pArTI kensala karavI paDaze. sujI zuM? pArTI kensala karavI paDaze? kema, zuM thayuM tArA sAsu-sasarAnI tabiyata bahu vadhAre kharAba thaI gaI che ke zuM? vidhi are yAra ! emanI tabiyata kharAba hota to huM kaMI paNa karIne AvI jAta, paNa Aje takalIpha mArA patinI che. sujI zuM? zuM thayuM tArA patine? vidhi thayuM kazuM nathI. e to evuM che ne ke emaNe Aje ja philmanI TikITa lAvI che ane hoTalamAM Dinara levAno plAna banAvyo che. tane to khabara ja che ne vadhAre miTIMgamAM vyasta hovAne kAraNe mArA pati keTalA ochA bahAra pharavA mATe Ave che mATe huM temane nA nathI kahI zakatI. Sorry huM nahI AvI zakuM. sujI huM samajI zakuM chuM tArI takalIpha vidhi ! paNa tArA vinA pArTImAM paNa majA nahI Ave. ane Ama paNa Aje pArTImAM jeTalA progrAma thavAnA hatA, e badhAne tuM ja saMbhALavAnI hatI. tuM ja nahIM Ave to koNa saMbhALaze? cAla, kaMI vAMdho nahI. huM badhAne phona karIne batAvI dauM chuM ke AjanI pArTI kensala karIne kAle rAkhI che. vidhiH theMksa sujI. (dakSa ophIsa cAlyo gayo ane vidhi taiyAra thaIne sAMje ThIka sADA-pAMca vAge kenTInamAM pahoMcI gaI.) vidhiH zuM vAta che dakSa haju sudhI nathI AvyA? kyAMka bhUlI to nathI gayAne. nahI, nahI, AvatAM ja haze. huM ja thoDI vahelI AvI gaI chuM. (ahIM ophIsanuM kAma vadhAre hovAne kAraNe dakSane ophIsamAM ja cha vAgI gayA. ane jevo e nIkaLavAnI taiyArImAM hato, eTalAmAM....) menejara: are sara ! Apa kyAMya jaI rahyA cho? dakSa hAM ! Aje mArI patnInI sAthe bahAra javAno plAna che e mArI rAha jotI haze. menejaraH sara ! tame kadAca bhUlI gayA cho ke Aje tamArI videzI klAITsanI sAthe imporTanTa miTiMga che, badhA loko miTiMga holamAM AvI gayA che. mAtra tamArI ja rAha jovAya che.

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dakSa : are ! huM to bhUlI ja gayo hato. have vidhine meseja koNa karaze ? tuM eka kAma kara mArA mobAIlathI mArI patnInA mobAIla upara meseja karI deje ke bahu ja jarUrI miTIMga hovAne kAraNe huM nahI AvI zakuM. ane phona ahI kebInamAM mukIne tuM paNa badhI phAIla laIne haoNlamAM AvI jaje. menejara H o.ke. sara ! (vidhine jevo ja meseja maLyo eNe tarata ja dakSane mobAIla para kola karyo. paNa phona upADavAvALuM koI na hatuM. gussAmAM vidhi ghare AvIne khAdhA vinA ja sUI gaI. dakSa miTIMga pachI potAnA mammI-pApAne maLIne ghare Avyo ane AvatAM ja) na dakSa H mane mApha karaje vidhi ! acAnaka eka jarUrI miTIMga hovAne kAraNe huM na AvI zakyo. cAla ! have jaldIthI khAvAnuM lagAvI le. bahu ja joranI bhUkha lAgI che. vidhi : (gussAmAM) tamAre jo AvavuM ja nahatuM, to pahelAM ja kahI devuM hatuM, huM mArI kiTI pArTI to kensala na karata. (thAkelo dakSa paNa A sAMbhaLI gusse thaI gayo.) dakSa H kamaoNna vidhi ! saoNrI kahuM chuM ne ! acAnaka jarUrI miTIMga AvI gaI to na AvI zakyo, thoDuM samaja. tuM mArI problama nahI samajaze to koNa samajaze ? vidhi : acAnaka miTIMga AvI gaI to kensala paNa karI zakatA hatA ne. tamArI miTIMga jarUrI che ane mArI kiTI pArTInI koI kiMmata nahI ? tamArI pAchaLa huM pAgalonI jema tyAM kenTInamAM besI rahI, khabara che loko mane kevA ghurI-ghurIne joI rahyA hatA. dakSa : vidhi meM meseja to mokalAvyo ja hato ne thoDIvAra tyAM besI rahI to zuM thaI gayuM. nAnI vAtane moTI karavAnI Adata paDI gaI che tArI. eTale ja to mammI pappA paNa cAlyA gayA. vidhi : hAM hAM badhI kharAba Adato to mArAmAM ja che ne. mArI ja bhUla thaI gaI ke meM tamArI pAchaLa potAnI ATalI jarUrI pArTI kensala karI lIdhI. paNa tamane to mAtra tamArI presTijanI ja paDI che. mArA mATe eka miTIMga nathI choDI zakatA hatA tame ? dakSa : vidhi ! tuM kaMIka vadhAre ja bolI rahI che. miTIMga, miTIMga hoya che ane pArTI pArTI. tuM mArI miTIMgane tArI phAlatu pArTI sAthe tulanA na kara. vidhiH mArI pArTIne phAlatu kahevAvALA tame koNa cho ? vadhAre huM nahI tame bolI rahyA cho, e to huM chuM ke je tamArA svabhAvane atyAra sudhI calAvI rahI chuM, mArA uparanI AvI hota to khabara paDI jAta. dakSa : hAM, ThIka ja kahI rahI che tuM ! enA karatAM to sAruM thAta ke meM koI gaMvArathI lagna karyA hota vadhAre kaMI nahI paNa sArI rIte to raheta ane be samayanuM khAvAnuM to nasIbamAM hota. A rIte bhUkhyuM to na rahevuM paData. 163

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(ATaluM kahetAM ja dakSa rUmamAMthI takiyo laIne haoNlamAM jaIne bhUkhyo ja sUI gayo. vidhi paNa gussAmAM AvIne rUmamAM sUI gaI. A ghaTanA pachI vidhi ane dakSanI vacce cAra divasa sudhI koI vAtacIta na thaI. keTalAka divasa pachI vidhino janmadivasa Avyo. tyAre bagaDI gayelA saMbaMdhone sudhAravAnI icchAthI dakSa vidhine mATe eka sonAnI aMguThI, enA manapasaMda kalaranI sADI ane sAthe ja bajAramAMthI keka ane AIskrIma paNa laIne Avyo. vidhine to eTalI paNa apekSA nahatI ke dakSa ene janma divasa upara viza paNa karaze. paNa dakSa dvArA lAvavAmAM AvelA ATalA badhA gIphaTa joIne vidhi bahu khuza thaI gaI ane janmadivasanA nimitte enA jIvanamAM paNa pAchI khuzIo AvavA lAgI. A khuzIomAM vadhAre vadhAro to tyAre thayo jyAre vidhine DaoN. pAsethI samAcAra maLyA ke e mA~ banavAnI che. ethI dakSa ane enA mAtA-pitA paNa bahu khuza thaI gayA. A vAtane vItye haju eka mahino paNa nathI thayo ke emanA hasatA-ramatA jIvanamAM koInI najara lAgI gaI. eka divasa - dakSa vidhi ! A phAIlsa te ThIka karI che? vidhiH hAM, bahu ja asta-vyasta paDI hatI. to meM ThIka karI lIdhI. dakSaH emAM bahuM ja imporTanTa pepara hato. te kyAM che? vidhiH dakSa ! meM thoDo kaMI lIdho che. ahIyAM ja paDyo haze. dakSaH (thoDoka gussAmAM) vidhi ! be kalAkathI huM zodhI rahyo chuM, paNa mane maLyo nathI. koNe kahyuM hatuM tane mArI vastuone hAtha lagAvavAnuM? Aje jo e pepara khovAI gayuM to khabara che tane ke mane keTaluM nukazAna thaze? vidhiH dakSa ! tame to evI rIte bolI rahyA cho ke huM tamArI cIjone kyAreya hAtha ja nathI lagADatI. ane jo potAnI vastuono eTalo badho khyAla hoya to pote ja thoDuM vyavasthita rAkhavAnuM karo. jethI mAre hAtha lagADavAnI jarUra ja na paDe. ane Ama paNa Aja sudhI evI tamArI kaI vastu che, je tamAre zodhavI paDI che? Aje eka pepara zuM khovAI gayuM AkhuM ghara mAthe laI lIdhuM che. dakSa cUpa rahe vidhi ! tArI A bakavAsa baMdha kara. ane pepara zodha. (dakSa ane vidhi baMne pepara zodhavA lAgyA, ane zodhatAM zodhatAM dakSa manamAM ne manamAM bolavA lAgyo, khabara nahIM kyAM mUkyo che, maLato ja nathI.) vidhiH basa-basa! have manamAM ne manamAM mane gALo ApavAnuM baMdha karo. dakSaH tArA A zaMkALu svabhAvane kAraNe ja to mammI pappAnI AvI sthiti che ke ghara hovA chatAM paNa emane kaoNTejamAM jaIne rahevuM paDe che.

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vidhiH hAM, badhI bhUla to mArI ja che. tamane potAnA mAtA-pitAnI bhUla to dekhAtI ja nathI. potAnA mAtA-pitAnA bhakta ja rahyA. dakSaH zam apa vidhi ! tArI jabAnane kAbumAM rAkha. ahIyAM AvyA pachI te mammI-pappAne mAtra duHkha ja ApyuM che. ane eTaluM ja nahIM mArA paNa kAna bharI-bharIne mane paNa emanI viruddha bhaDakAvyo che. nAnI-nAnI vAtone pahADa jeTalI karavI to koI tArI pAse zIkhe. avAra-navAra kiTI pArTImAM javuM, zopiMga karavA javuM, paisA to jANe jhADa upara uge che. potAnI bhUlone to tArAthI svIkAra thatI nathI, ane mArAthI e divase nAnI bhUla zuM thaI gaI, teM miTIMganI vAtane laIne keTaluM moTuM mahAbhArata ubhuM karI dIdhuM hatuM. vidhiH basa A pahelAnI kahANI baMdha karo. tame, tamArA mA~-bApa, tamAruM AkhuM khAnadAna to jANe dUdhamAM dhoyeluM che. doSI to huM ekalI ja chuM. (gussAmAM dakSe vidhine eka thappaDa mArIne ) dakSa khabaradAra vidhi mArA khAnadAna sudhI javAnI koI jarUra nathI. pahelA potAnuM jo. vidhiH tame mane thappaDa mArI. basa have huM tamArI sAthe eka paLa paNa nathI rahI zakatI. huM jAuM chuM mArA ghare. dakSaH khuzIthI. (eka peparanA jhaghaDAmAM be dilonI darAra eTalI vadhI gaI ke vidhi rIsAIne potAnA piyara jatI rahI. piyara AvyA pachI vidhine potAnA gharamAM vItelI eka paNa ghaTanA koIne batAvI nahI. cArapAMca divasa Ama ja gujarI gayA. ane pachI eka divasa vidhi mokSAnI rUmamAM gaI) vidhiH bhAbhI ! mAre tamArI sAthe vAta karavI che. (e samaye suzIlA paNa koI kAma mATe mokSAnA rUmamAM AvI rahI hatI. bahArathI vidhi ane mokSAne vAto karatA sAMbhaLI suzIlA tyAM rokAI gaI ane bahArathI ja baMnenI vAto sAMbhaLavA lAgI.) mokSA ane vidhi ! Ava-Ava besa bola zuM vAta che? vidhiH bhAbhI ! mAre garbhapAta karAvavA javuM che. mokSAH (khuza thatAM) zuM tuM mA~ banavAnI che? A to khuzInI vAta che. te haju sudhI koIne kaMI batAvyuM kema nahI, ane A tuM garbhapAtanI vAta kema kare che? vidhiH dhIme bhAbhI ! plIjha huM koIne batAvavA nathI mAMgatI kemake mAre A bALaka nathI joItuM. mokSA vidhi tuM garbhapAta karAvavA kema mAMge che? e to huM tane pachI pUchIza paNa zuM tane e khabara che ke garbhapAta eTale zuM? emAM keTaluM pApa che.

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paheluM aThavADiyuM, vidhiH pApa ! kaI vastunuM bhAbhI ! haju sudhI to garbha rahyAne eka mahino ja to vItyo che. Ama paNa zarUAtanA mahinAomAM jIva kyAM hoya che? bIjuM aThavADiyuM mokSAH garbhamAM jIva nathI hoto e tane koNe kahyuM _? are ! jIvanA garbhamAM AvavAthI ja to garbha // rahe che. garbhadhAraNanA pahelA divasathI ja emAM vikAsa zarU thaI jAya che. 6 prathama temaja bIjA aThavADiyAmAM mAtAnA dvArA grahaNa karelA bhojanathI e - trIjuM aThavADiyuM | jIvanuM pAlana poSaNa thAya che. trIjA aThavADiyAmAM jIva-AMkha, karoDarajju, mastaka, phephasAM, peTa, cothuM aThavADiyuM jigara temaja gudAno AkAra dhAraNa kare che. cothA aThavADiyAmAM mastakano AkAra pUro thaI jAya che. karoDarajjunA hADakA AkAra dhAraNa karI le che. suSumnA banI jAya che. hAtha-paga AkAra levA lAge che ane jANe che pAMcamA aThavADiyAmAM chAtI ane peTa AkAra dhAraNa karI ekabIjAthI alaga thaI jAya che. mAthA upara ja AMkha, AMkha upara lensa ane dRSTi paTala taiyAra thaI jAya che. kAna, hAthapAMcamuM aThavADiyuM paganI AMgaLIo taiyAra thavA lAge che. chaThThA temaja sAtamA aThavADiyAmAM bALakanA badhA aMgo AkAra laI le che. AkhuM / chaThuM - sAtamuM aThavADiyuM mAthuM ane jIbha taiyAra thaI jAya che. AThamA - aThavADiyAmAM bALakanA hAtha-paganI badhI AMgaLIo pUrI rIte vikasita thaI jAya che. A aThavADiyAmAM aMgUThAnI chApa taiyAra thAya che je 80 varSanA AyuSya sudhI ema ja rahe che. AThamuM aThavADiyuM | agiyAramAM ane bAramA aThavADiyAmAM snAyu temaja mAMsapeziyonI racanA pUrI thaI jAya, agiyAra-bAramuM aThavADiyuM che. hAtha-paga hAlavA-DolavA lAge che. | AMgaLIomAMthI nakha nIkaLavAnA zarU thaI jAya che. bALakanuM vajana lagabhaga eka ausa jeTaluM thaI jAya che. traNa mAsanI avadhimAM bALakanuM saMpUrNa gaThana thaI jAya che. pachI kramazaH vikAsa thavAnI ja vAra hoya che. A rIte vicAra, vidhi ! eka ELECTRICAL MPULSES FROM THE BRAIN DETECTED ALL SYSTEMS ARE GO! BABY CAN CLUTCH THINGS TINE FOR ME TO SET GOING SOON with MANOS THE CHILD CAN FEEL PAN

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aThavADiyAnuM bALaka jyAre ATalo vikAsa karI zake che to tArI kukSImAM to eka mahinAnuM bALaka che. ApaNA jaina zAsanamAM to ekendriya jIvanI hatyAmAM paNa pApa batAvyuM che to eka paMcendriya jIva emAM paNa eka nAnA bALakanI hiMsAmAM keTaluM pApa haze ? e paNa eka mA~ thaIne tuM svayaM kevI rIte A kArya karAvI zake che ? jarA vicAra vidhi ! vidhi : paNa bhAbhI... mokSA : paNa zuM vidhi ? tuM jANe che garbhapAta kendramAM keTalA nRzaMza upAyathI garbhamAM rahelA bALakane bahAra kADhIne ene pheMkI devAmAM Ave che. vidhi : kevo upAya bhAbhI ? :: mokSA : vidhi eborzana karavAnA cAra prakAra che. sauthI pahelI paddhati che. DI.ena.sI.oparezana. DaoNkTarI sAdhanonA dvArA sagarbhA strInA garbhAzayanuM mukha pahoLuM karavAmAM Ave che. pachI sAdhanomAMthI eka cAku athavA kAtara jevA hathiyArane aMdara nAMkhIne jIvita bALakane vIMdhavAmAM Ave che. garbhamAM taDapatuM bALaka raktaraMjita thaIne asahya vedanAthI potAno prANa choDI de che. pachI camacI jevA sAdhanathI bALakanA TukaDe-TukaDA bahAra nIkALavAmAM Ave che. zAMta baneluM mastiSka, rakta raMjita banelA AMtaraDA, bahAra paDelI AMkho, haju sudhI duniyAmAM jeNe pahelo zvAsa paNa nathI lIdho evA phephasA, nAnuM sarakhuM hRdaya, hAtha ane paga vagere avayavone bahAra kADhIne jaladIthI bAlTImAM pheMkavAmAM Ave che. vidhi ! bIjI hoya che zoSaNa paddhati - jemAM garbhAzayamAM eka pahoLI naLIno agrabhAga ghusADavAmAM Ave che, e naLInI sAthe eka paMpa joDAyelo hoya che. naLInA bIjA bhAgathI eka moTI boTala joDAyelI hoya che. naLInA agrabhAgane garbhAzayamAM vyavasthita karyA pachI paMpane cAlu karavAthI garbhamAM raheluM bALaka peTamAM TakarAya che. TakarAvathI ene uMDo ghA lAge che. ane bALakanA komaLa aMganA TukaDeTukaDA thaIne bahAra AvI jAya che. ane jo koI jIva atyaMta baliSTha hoya to e AkhuM ne AkhuM jIvita bahAra AvI jAya che tyAre baMdha boTalamAM jorathI TakarAIne potAnA prANa choDI de che. A paddhatithI to kyAreka kyAreka AkhuM ne AkhuM garbhAzaya ja bahAra AvI jAya che. jethI strIne kamaradarda vagere aneka 167

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prakAranI bimArIo AjIvana bhogavavI paDe che. vidhi : bApa re bApa bhAbhI ! mArAthI nahI sAMbhaLI zakAya. mokSA : vidhi A to kaMI nathI. trIjI ane cothI paddhati sAMbhaLIza to kAMpI jaIza. trIjI paddhati hoya che hisTeroTomI (nAnuM sIjerIyana) emAM peTa cIrIne sagarbhA strInA AMtaraDAne bahAra nIkALIne garbhAzayane kholIne jIvita bALaka bahAra kADhavAmAM Ave che, pachI ene bAlTImAM pheMkI devAmAM Ave che. hAtha-paga halAvato raDato asahAya bALaka bAlTImAM ja marI jAya che. keTalIka vAra koI bALaka jaldI nathI marI zakato ane ahIM oparezana thiyeTaramAM navA kesane praveza ApavAno hoya che. mATe e bAlTImAM rahelA bALakane tIkSNa hathiyArothI vIMdhI devAmAM Ave che. athavA anya prahArathI ene naSTa karavAmAM Ave che. ane cothI paddhati hoya che jherIlI kSAra paddhati - eka lAMbu temaja tIkSNa soya garbhAzayamAM bhoMkavAmAM Ave che. emAM picakArIthI atyaMta kSAra pANI choDavAmAM Ave che. cAre bAju bharelA kSAranA pANImAMthI garbhAzayamAMnuM bALaka thoDuM kSAra jaLa pI le che, e ja samaye bALakane hicakIo AvavA lAge che. viSa-bhakSaNavALA manuSyanI jema e cAre bAju taDape che. kSAranI dAhakatAne kAraNe enI cAmaDI zyAma thaI jAya che ane aMtamAM gabharAIne e bALaka garbhamAM ja marI jAya che. enA pachI ene bahAra kADhI devAmAM D Ave che. keTalIya vAra utAvaLamAM kADhavAthI e bALaka thoDuMka jIvita paNa hoya che ane bahA2 kADhyA pachI to thoDI ja vAramAM potAnA prANa choDI de che. have batAva vidhi A cAra paddhatiomAMthI kaI paddhati tArA garbhamAM raheluM komaLa bALaka sahana karI zakaze ? vidhi : (raDatAM) plIjha bhAbhI basa karo. A badhuM sAMbhaLIne huM to zuM duniyAnI koIpaNa mA~ potAnA bALakanI hatyA karAvavA parla senTaramAM nahI jAya. paNa tame ja batAvo ke chUTAcheDA pachI huM A bALakanuM karIza zuM ? mokSA : zuM chuTAcheDA ? A zuM kahI rahI che ? jarA vicArIne bola. vidhi : hAM bhAbhI ! huM dakSathI chUTAcheDA levA mAMgu chuM. A mAro AkharI pheMsalo che. meM potAnA 168

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bhaviSyanA viSe vicArI lIdhuM che. huM koInI upara boja banIne nathI jIvavA mAMgatI. huM eka phezanaDijhAInara chuM. jo huM icchuM to mane sArI nokarI maLI zake che. A rIte potAnA paga upara ubhI thaIne huM potAnuM peTa to bharI ja zakuM chuM. paNa have prazna Ave che A bALakano. mokSA: vidhi ! ahIM koInA upara boja banavAno ke peTa bharavAno savAla nathI. ahIM savAla che tArI ane dakSanI jIMdagIno ane tArA bALakano pahelA magajane zAMta kara ane batAva ke thayuM zuM? vidhiH bhAbhI ! dakSanA jhaghaDALu svabhAvane kAraNe huM eTalI parezAna thaI gaI chuM ke manamAM vicAra Ave che ke AtmahatyA karI potAnuM jIvana ja samApta karI lau. ke dakSathI chUTAcheDA laIne emanAthI haMmezA mATe alaga thaI jAuM. mokSA vidhi! sauthI moTI bhUla to te tArA sAsu-sasarAthI alaga thaIne karI che. kayA kAraNavaza te A badhuM karyuM ane alaga thavA mATe te tArA sAsu-sasarAnI sAthe kevuM vartana karyuM enI badhI jANakArI dakSe mane ApI dIdhI che. tuM dakSane khoTo samajhIza nahIM, eNe to tArI bhalAI mATe ja A badhu kahyuM che vidhi e divase phona upara dakSanuM chelluM vAkya mane haju paNa yAda che. eNe mane kahyuM hatuM ke "mokSA dIdI huM vidhine bahu ja prema karuM chuM ane enI bhalAI mATe huM ene khoTA raste javAthI rokavA mAguM chuM. plIjha mokSA dIdI mArI madada karo." vidhiH bhAbhI ! huM svIkAra karuM chuM ke meM je karyuM e khoTuM karyuM paNa tame ja batAvo huM zuM karuM? AjanA jamAnAmAM koIneya paNa saMyukta kuTuMbamAM rahevAnuM pasaMda nathI AvatuM. mane paNa kaMIka AvuM ja mahasUsa thayuM. emanI dakhalaaMdAjIne kAraNe huM taMga AvI gaI hatI. e gharamAM hoya to huM kyAMya paNa svataMtratAthI harI-pharI zakatI nahotI. potAnI sahelIonI sAthe kiTI pArTI ke zaoNpiMga kyAMya paNa nahotI jaI zakatI. mane emanI upasthiti bahu ja khaTakatI hatI. mATe meM emanAthI alaga thavAno nirNaya lIdho. ane alaga thavA mATe mane je lAgyuM meM karyuM. mokSA vidhi! e ja to tAro vicAra khoTo che. te e gharamAM dikarI banIne potAnI manamAnI karavA cAhI. e vAta sAcI che ke sAsarIyAmAM dikarI banIne rahevuM joIe. paraMtu te dikarI banIne dikarInA adhikArone svIkAra karI lIdhA. paNa mAtA-pitAnI sevArupa dikarInA kartavyone te svIkAra na karyo. sAMbhaLa mArI sahelI nirmaLAnI ja vAta tane saMbhaLAvuM. nirmaLAnA lagnanA divase enA sasarAjInI tabiyata kharAba thaI gaI. rAtre nirmaLAnA pati nikhilanI icchA potAnA pitAjInI pAse sUvAnI hatI. paNa ene Dara hato ke kyAMka nirmaLAnuM dila tUTI na jAya. eTalAmAM nikhilanA mananI paristhitine jANIne nirmaLAe kahyuM "nikhila ! pappAnI tabiyata kharAba che. ane have asvasthatA hovAne

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kAraNe emanI tabiyatano koI bharoso nathI. Akho divasa to kaMI nahI ApaNe sAthe ja hoIe chIe paNa rAtre emane koI vastunI jarUra paDe to? mATe meM vicAryuM che ke, jyAM sudhI pitAjInI tabiyata ThIka na thaI jAya tyAM sudhI ApaNe brahmacarya vratanuM pAlana karI pitAjInI pAse sUI jaIzu." nirmaLAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne nikhilanI AMkhomAM AMsu AvI gayA. e kazuM bolI na zakyo. vidhi ! AgaLanA jIvanamAM nirmaLAne potAnA patino keTalo prema ane potAnA sasarAnA keTalA AzIrvAda maLyA haze e kahevAnI jarUra nathI. vidhi vicAra, potAnA kartavyane nibhAvavA mATe jo nirmaLAe keTaluM moTuM balidAna ApI dIdhuM. to zuM tuM potAnA sAsu-sasarAnI sevA mATe kiTI pArTI vagere nAnInAnI vastuonuM balidAna na ApI zake. jo tuM paNa potAnA kartavyonuM pAlana karata to kadAca potAnA sAsu-sasarA ane dakSanA hRdayathI dUra na thAta. saMyukta kuTuMbathI alaga thaIne te je takalIpho potAnA hAthe ubhI karI che tenAthI paNa bacI jAta. vidhiH kevI takalIpho bhAbhI? mokSAH eka takalIpha to tuM pratyakSa ja joI rahI che ke dakSathI jhaghaDavAne kAraNe tAruM mana haMmezA ciMtita rahe che. ane bIju jenuM samAdhAna tuM mArI pAse levA AvI che. vidhiH bhAbhI A takalIpha kaMI saMyukta kuTuMbathI alaga thavAne kAraNe thoDIne thaI che. mokSA vidhi ! tuM kadAca haju sudhI mArA kahevAno Azaya nathI samajI zakI. jo, potAnA sAsusasarAthI alaga thavAnuM je nukasAna thayuM che Aje e nukasAna tArI samajanI bahAra che. jo e nukasAna tane khabara hota to tuM kyAreya AvuM khoTuM pagaluM na bharata. cAla huM ja batAvuM chuM ke te zuM khoyuM ane zuM meLavyuM? (evuM kahIne jainijamanA trIjA khaMDamAM jayaNAe je hitazikSA mokSAne ApI hatI e ja hitazikSA mokSA paNa vidhine Ape che. hitazikSA sAMbhaLIne -). vidhiH (raDatAM) sAce have mane potAnA karyA upara bahu ja pastAvo thaI rahyo che. bhAbhI have to huM potAnI bhUlonI mAphI mAMgavAne paNa lAyaka nathI rahI. mammI-pappAthI alaga thayA pachI Aja sudhI huM temane maLavA paNa nathI gaI. meM potAnA paga upara kuhADI mAravA jevuM kAma karyuM che. huM emanI pAse kayA moDhe mAphI mAgIza? mokSAH kaMI vAMdho nahI. jyAre jAgo tyAre savAra. tane potAnA karyA upara pastAvo thaI rahyo che e ja bahu moTI vAta che vidhi: paNa bhAbhI ! mArA ane dakSanI vacce je TakarAva che, ene sulajAvyA vinA, mammI pappAne paNa bolAvIne zuM phAyado? bhAbhI! lagnanA pahelA mArA ane dakSanA saMbaMdha keTalA sArA hatA e to

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tame jANo ja cho. mAtra mArI ja nahI paNa lagabhaga badhA daMpationI A samasyA che. paNa prazna to e che ke sagAInA samayamAM rahelo prema lagna pachI kema ghaTI jAya che ? lagnanA pahelAM to saMbaMdha mAtra vAto sudhI ja rahe che. paraMtu lagna pachI to sAthe-sAthe rahIe chIe, ekabIjAnA upayogI bane che, eka-bIjAnuM ghara parivAra saMbhALIe chIe. to pachI prema vadhavAne badale ghaTe kema che ? navI dulhananA hAthamAMthI maheMdIno raMga utaryA pahelA ekabIjAnA premano raMga utaravA lAge che. AvuM ja kaMIka meM potAnA jIvanamAM paNa anubhava karyo che. bhAbhI A badhAnI pAchaLa zuM rahasya che ? mokSA H vidhi ! tAro prazna paNa chagana ane lIlInA jIvananA anurUpa che. huM tane eka bahu ja rocaka kahANI saMbhaLAvuM chuM. chagana ane lIlIne ekabIjA sAthe prema thaI gayo. baMne bagIcAmAM pharavA gayA. bagIcAnA sohAmaNA vAtAvaraNanI baMne majA laI rahyA hatA. eTalAmAM chagane rastAmAM kAMTA joyA tyAre eNe kahyuM, ''are, lIlI ubhI rahe ! A kAMTA tane kyAMka lAgI na jAya." evuM kahIne chagane pote e kAMTA haTAvyA. samaya vyatIta thayo ane e baMnenA lagna thayA. keTalAka divaso pachI te pAchA eja bagIcAmAM pharavA gayA. pharatAM-pharatAM pAchA eja kAMTAvALA raste pahoMcI gayA. tyAre chagane kahyuM. ''lIlI dhyAna rAkhaje AgaLa kAMTA che.'' keTalAka varSo pachI lIlI mA~ banI ane bALakanI sAthe te loko pharIthI eja bagIcAmAM eja rastethI nIkaLyA. acAnaka kAMTo lIlInA pagane cUbhyo AthI e cIllAI, tyAre gussAmAM AvIne chagane kahyuM. ''AMdhaLI che, dekhatI nathI ke zuM ?'' A kahANI bhalene hAsyAspada che paraMtu enI pAchaLa bahu moTuM rahasya chupAyeluM che. ane te e che ke lagnanA pahelA prema kalaraphUla hoya che. lagna pachI bleka enDa vhAITa ane bALaka thayA pachI to pikcara ja nathI rahetuM. vidhi : bhAbhI ! tame je vAto batAvI te so TakA sAcI che. paraMtu A badhAnI pAchaLa rahasya zuM che ? ane A samasyAone kevI rIte ukelI zakAya ? mokSA : dhIraja rAkha batAvuM chuM jo vidhi ! Ama to samasyAnA ghaNAya kAraNa che paraMtu emAM mukhya kAraNa che kompiTIzana, ahaM tathA bhUla jovAnI dRSTi. vidhi ! pahelAMnA jamAnAmAM chUTAcheDAnA keso nahIvat hatA. te have dhIme-dhIme e hada sudhI vadhI gayA che ke maheMdIno raMga na utare enA pahelA to chUTAcheDA thaI jAya che. enuM eka kAraNa che paraspara kompiTIzananI bhAvanA pahelA puruSanA kAryakSetra alaga hatA ane strInuM kAryakSetra alaga hatuM. lagabhaga puruSa bahAranA kAma saMbhALatA hatA. pachI e bahAranuM koIpaNa kAma hoya cAhe e dhaMdho karavAnuM hoya ke dhAnya kharIdavAnuM hoya, cAhe ghareNAM kharIdavAnuM hoya ke zAkabhAjI lAvavI hoya, badhuM puruSa ja karatA hatA, tyAre strIo ghara saMbhALatI hatI. 171

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paraMtu AjanI bhaNelI-gaNelI strIe puruSanA dareka kSetramAM pagapasArI lIdhA che, pachI e krikeTanuM khela hoya ke phUTabolano, cAhe e ema.bI.e no korsa hoya ke ema-kaoNmano cAhe e iMjiniyarIMganuM kAma hoya ke DaoNkTarInuM, cAhe e kamyuTara klAsa hoya ke DrAiviMga klAsa, cAhe e pAyaleTanI sITa hoya ke pArliyAmenTanI, cAhe lokasabhAnI hoya ke vidhAna sabhAnI, dareka kSetramAM strIoe potAnA kadama rAkhI lIdhA che. AjanI bhaNelI-gaNelI strI svataMtra banI gaI che. e potAnI jAtane puruSathI ochI nathI samajatI. puruSanI sAthe Takkara levI enA DAbA hAthano khela banI gayo che, paraMtu puruSanA kAryo jyArathI strIe zarU karI lIdhA che tyArathI duniyAmAM eka navo ja visphoTa thaI gayo che. ane A visphoTanA zikAra banyA che yuvA-daMpati. kompiTIzananI A bhAvanA emanA jIvanane tahasa-nahasa karI nAkhe che. vidhiH (vaccamAM ja) paraMtu bhAbhI ! amArI vacce manamuTAvano jyAre paNa prasaMga banyo tyAre ane Aje paNa jyAM sudhI huM mAnuM chuM, tyAM sudhI na to mArA manamAM kompiTIzananI koI bhAvanA hatI. ane nA to dakSanA manamAM, to pachI amArA jhaghaDA chUTAcheDA sudhI kevI rIte pahoMcI gayA? mokSA vidhi ! tuM potAnI jAtane ja joI le, teM mane e ja kahyuM hatuM ke huM eka phezana DijhAInara chuM. nokarI karIne potAnI page ubhI thaI zakuM chuM. eTale tArA manamAM e bhAvanA che ke huM paNa dakSathI kaMI ochI nathI. eTale jo dakSa tArI icchAnI viruddha thoDuM paNa kaMIka kare to tAro ahaM bolI uThe che ke mAre enI koI jarUriyAta nathI. ane enA pachI to jIvanamAM tanAva thavo svAbhAvika che. mATe enAthI e nizcita thAya che ke tuM paNa A spardhAnI bimArIthI grasta che. bAkI kSetromAM spardhA hAnikAraka nathI, paraMtu strI-puruSanI vacce spardhAnI bhAvanAne kAraNe ahaMkAra jAgRta thAya che. jethI strI-puruSanA tathA puruSa strInA kAma karavA mATe taiyAra thaI jAya che. AnAthI paraspara sahayoganI bhAvanAno nAza thAya che ane pariNAma jIvanamAM duHkha. pratispardhAnI vicAradhArAvALA ja A strI-puruSa AgaLa jaIne lagnanA pavitra baMdhanamAM baMdhAya che. ane tyAM jo thoDo paNa vicAra bheda thaI jAya to sIdho ahaMkAra TakarAya che. svataMtra banIne nArI eka jhATakAmAM potAnA jIvanasAthIne chUTAcheDA ApI de che. AkhuM jIvana pati vagara vyatIta karavA mATe taiyAra thaI jAya che. vidhiH bhAbhI! Aje mane khabara paDI ke mArI gerasamaje ja Aja mane A raste lAvIne ubhI karI che. jene huM mAro adhikAra samajatI hatI Aje mane khabara paDI ke e vAstavamAM adhikAra nahI paraMtu mAro aham hato. bhAbhI tame bilakula sAcuM kahyuM. mArI mana-sthiti paNa kaMIka AvI ja che, huM paNa potAnA ahaMne kAraNe dakSane nIco dekhAvavA icchuM chuM ene batAvavA mAMguM chuM ke enA sahArA vagara

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huM ArAmathI jIvI zakuM chuM. paraMtu Aje mAro A ahaM mArI AMsuonuM kAraNa banI gayo. bhAbhI ! tame A ahaMne toDavAnuM samAdhAna batAvo. mokSA H vidhi sAmAnya rIte puruSa svabhAvathI ahaMkArI hoya che, tathA strIomAM sahanazIlatA temaja prema sahajarUpathI hoya che. enuM kAraNa e hoya che ke puruSa dimAgathI jIve che ane strIo dilathI. paraMtu AjanI paristhiti to AnAthI viparIta thaI gaI che. strIo have dilane choDIne dimAgamAM jatI rahI che ane jyAM be dimAga hoya tyAM TakarAva thavo, vicArabheda thavo svAbhAvika che. strIomAM e tAkAta hoya che ke e potAnA dilathI puruSanA dimAgane pIgaLAvI zake che. puruSonA ahaMnI sAme e cupa rahIne pachI premathI puruSanA ahaM ane krodhane ThaMDo karI zake che. A kaLA, kauzalya strIomAM sahaja hoya che. A kaLAnA baLe pahelAnA jamAnAnI strIo potAnA patinA dimAga upara rAja karatI hatI. ethI chUTAcheDA jevI koI vAta thI ja na hatI. paraMtu vartamAnamAM dimAganA AdhAre eTale ke potAnA ahaMkAranA AdhAre jIvavAvALI strIonuM dimAga ja chUTAcheDA levA mATe prerita kare che. dila to bicAruM chUTAcheDAnA pachI paNa taDape ja che. vidhi ! huM tane ja pUchuM chuM tuM sAcesAcuM batAvaje ke potAnA ahaMkAranA baLe tuM chUTAcheDA levA mATe Atura thaI gaI che. paNa zuM tAruM dila enA mATe taiyAra che ? zuM aMdarathI tuM AnI mATe khuza che ? (mokSAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne vidhinI AMkho bharAI gaI.) vidhi : bhAbhI ! sAcuM kahuM to tamArI vAta ekadama sAcI che, dila to satata dakSa pAse samAdhAna ja mAMge che. paNa mArA potAnA ja ahaMkAre mArA dilane dabAvIne rAkhI lIdhuM che. bhale ne huM chUTAcheDA levA mATe taiyAra chuM paraMtu dakSanI jarUriyAta, enI gerahAjarI mane dareka jagyAe mahasUsa thaI rahI che. kaMI khabara nathI paDatI, potAnA dilane sAtha ApuM ke dimAgane ? mokSA : vidhi ! sIdhI sI vAta che. jo tuM dimAgano sAtha ApIne chUTAcheDA levAnuM maMjUra kare che to, chUTAcheDA pachI khuzIo to tArA jIvanamAM haMmeza-haMmezane mATe vidAya laI leze. pachI tuM zuM samAjamAM e sthAna prApta karI zakIza je sthAna dakSanI sAthe rahIne teM prApta karyuM che ? vicAra vidhi ke tu rastethI gujarI rahI che ane loko ema kahe ke AnA chuTAcheDA thayelA che to zuM tuM lokonA evA tANA sAMbhaLavA mATe taiyAra che ? chUTAcheDA pachI tuM bhalene potAnI mahenatathI koI sArApada upara besI paNa jaIza, paraMtu koInI patnI, koInI vahu tathA koInI mA~ banavAno haka tArI pAsethI haMmeza mATe chInavAI jaze, tyAM sudhI ke tuM tArA mA-bApanI dikarI paNa nahI rahI zake. vicAra vidhi ! saMgharSa to tAre baMne bAju sahana karavAno ja che. have pheMsalo tArA hAthamAM che ke dimAga mATe dakSa pAse chUTAcheDA laIne kAM to samAjanA tANAM sAMbhaLa athavA dilanI vAta mAnIne dakSanI sAthe thavAvALA saMgharSone paNa premathI ukelavAnI koziza kara. 173

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vidhiH tame to mArA dilane jhaMjhoLI dIdhu, bhAbhI ! samAjanA sAme tamArA dvArA batAvelo bhayaMkara saMgharSa karavA mATe huM kyAreya taiyAra nathI. bhAbhI ! have huM dakSanI sAthe chUTAcheDA nahI paNa samajUtI karavA mAMguM chuM. tame mane e batAvo ke jo AjathI huM kompiTIzana temaja ahaMnI bhAvanAne choDI dauM to zuM mArA ane dakSanA vacce thavAvALA taNAva haMmezA mATe baMdha thaI jaze, zuM ame sukhethI jIvI zakIzuM? mokSA nahIM vidhi! meM pahelAM ja kahyuM hatuM ke kompiTIzananI bhAvanAnI sAthe-sAthe ahaM ane bhUla jovAnI dRSTi paNa jhaghaDAnI nAnI cinagArIne dAvAnala banAvavAmAM peTrolanuM kAma kare che. vidhi e kevI rIte bhAbhI? mokSAH huM sIdhA poiMTa upara AvuM chuM. lagna pachI pati-patnI ekabIjAnA mATe bahu upayogI bane che, jema patinA gharane saMbhALavuM, gharamAM AvavAvALA mahemAnonuM svAgata karavuM, patinI dareka icchA pUrI karavI. chatAM paNa mAnI lo ke jo patnIthI cA phIkI banI jAya ke evI koIpaNa nAnImoTI bhUla thaI jAya to A badhA prasaMgonI patinA dimAgamAM TeparekorDiMga thatI rahe che. pachI jayAre paNa koI bhUla thaI jAya tyAre TepanA plenuM baTana dabAI jAya che ane pahelAthI Tepa zarU thaI jAya che. evAmAM sahanazIlatAnI kamI ne lIdhe patnI paNa patinA bhUlonI potAnI keseTa zarU karI le che. vidhiH bhAbhI! tame je kahyuM teno meM sAkSAta potAnA jIvanamAM anubhava paNa karyo che. dakSe mane dareka prakAranI khuzI ApI paNa e divase pizcara jovA javAnI enI eka bhUla, Ama to e paNa vAstavika bhUla nahatI. chatAM paNa huM AjasudhI ene gAI rahI chuM. AvI to keTalIya vAto che bhAbhI ! have A doSa dRSTine badalavA mATe huM zuM karuM? manane kevI rIte samajAvuM? bhAbhI sAmevALo bhUla kare to ene kahyA vinA paNa nathI rahI zakAtuM. enA mATe zo upAya karuM? mokSA jo AIno ane kemero bane ja dazyane potAnAmAM pratibiMbita kare che. paraMtu pharaka eTalo ja che ke AIno sAmethI dazya haTatAM ja pUrvavat thaI jAya che. paraMtu kemero eka vakhata je dezyane potAnI rIlamAM phITa karI le che, pachI cAhe e dazya tyAMthI dUra paNa thaI jAya to paNa e phoTAmAM potAnuM astitva banAvI rAkhe che. ThIka e ja pramANe ApaNuM dila paNa be prakAranuM hoya che. kAM to AInA jevuM kAM to kemerA jevuM. jo dilamAM prasaMga pUro thatAM ja bhUlanuM dazya khatama thaI jAya to e dila AInA jevuM che, temaja je dilamAM prasaMga vItyA pachI paNa bhUlano phoTo kAyama rahe to samajI levuM ke ApaNuM dila kemerA jevuM che. jo dilane kemerAnI jema banAvyuM to bIjAnI bhUla tArA dilamAM kAMTAnI jema cUbhatI raheze, je tane zAMtithI jIvavA nahI de. AnAthI ulaTuM jo potAnA dilane AInA jevuM banAvIza to samasyAo tArAthI so pagalAM dUra bhAgaze.

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vidhi : bhAbhI ! huM mArA manane AIno banAvavAnI pUrI koziza karIza, paraMtu chatAM paNa jo mane dakSanA doSa dekhAvavA lAgyA to zuM karavuM ? mokSA : vidhi ! sAmevALAno doSa dekhAya to tarata ja emanA guNone sAme lAvaje. AvuM karatI vakhate kyAreka mana na mAne chatAM paNa mana mArIne tAre A kArya karavuM paDaze. A pramANe guNarupI puSponI suvAsathI tamAru jIvana bAga maheMkI uThaze. huM tane eka dRSTAMta batAvuM chuM. jethI mArI vAta tArA dimAgamAM ekadama phITa thaI jaze. eka rabArI potAnI patnInI sAthe baLadagADAmAM ghI vecavA gayo. nizcita jagyAe pahoMcIne rabAraNa ghInA maTakA rabArIne ApI rahI hatI ane rabArI ene nIce rAkhI rahyo hato. ekAeka ghInuM eka maTakuM paDI gayuM ane badhuM ghI DhoLAI gayuM. A jotAM ja rabArI gussAmAM lAlacoLa thaIne bolyo ''jarUra koI yuvakane jotI haze. jethI mAre maTaku pakaDyA pahelAM ja te choDI dIdhuM.'' tyAre enI patnI paNa gussAmAM bolI ''tamArI najara paNa koI yuvatI upara ja haze, jethI tame ghaDo vyavasthita na pakaDyo.'' vAta vadhI gaI ane jhaghaDo karatAM-karatAM kyAM sAMja thaI gaI enI khabara ja na paDI. A jhaghaDAmAM DholAI gayeluM ghI kutarAo cATI gayA ane bAkI rahelA ghInA ghaDA paNa vecavAnuM bhUlI gayA. badhA rabArI ghI vecIne cAlyA gayA hatA. mAtra e baMne sAMja sudhI aMdara aMdara jhaghaDI rahyA hatA. jyAre emane sAMja thayAno ahesAsa thayo tyAre ghI vecyA vinA ja baMne daMpati potAnA gAmamAM javA lAgyA. tyAre aMdhArAmAM coroe vadheluM ghI paNa corI lIdhuM. Avo ja kisso bIjA eka rabArI yuvakanI sAthe banyo. ghI DhaLatAM ja patnI bolI - 'are mApha karajo. tamArA maTakuM pakaDyAnA pahelAM ja meM maTakuM choDI dIdhuM.' eTale pati bolyo - ''nahInahI - teM to barAbara ja ApyuM hatuM. meM ja dhyAnathI na pakaDyuM.' ane banne nIce utarI banI zake eTaluM DhoLAyeluM ghI paNa bacAvI lIdhuM. ghInA anya maTakA paNa vecIne khuzI-khuzI ghare gayA. basa AvuM ja ApaNA jIvanamAM paNa thAya che je daMpati ekabIjAmAM bhUla jue che teo AvezamAM AvIne aMdaroaMdara jhaghaDe che. enA badale daMpati ApasamAM potAnI bhUla svIkAra karI le to - e gharanuM vAtAvaraNa kevuM haze te kaMhevAnI jarUra nathI. kadAca have tuM mArA kahevAno Azaya samajI gaI haze. vidhi : to pachI Ano matalaba e thayo ke dakSa cAhe game teTalI paNa bhUla kare, kevI paNa bhUla kare mAre ene najara aMdAja karatAM ja rahevAnuM, enI bhUlo upara dhyAna ja nahI ApavAnuM. bhAbhI ! sAsuvahunA saMbaMdhomAM tirADa hoya to vahune ja sudhAravI joIe kemake e kAcA ghaDAnI jema hoya che. A vAta to barAbara che. paraMtu jyAre pati-patnInI vAta Ave che. tyAM paNa sudharavA mATe patnIne ja AgaLa karavAmAM Ave e kyAMno nyAya che ? pati-patnI jemanI vaya samAna hoya che, ekabIjAne 175

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samajavAnI zakti hoya che to jo patine khuza karavAnuM thoDuM kartavya mAruM che to zuM mane khuza karavA mATe dakSanuM koI kartavya nathI ? ene sudharavAnI koI AvazyaktA nathI ? mokSA H dakSano svabhAva sudharavo joIe, manathI A khoTA vicArone haMmezA mATe daphanAvI de ane manamAM e vAtane AtmasAta karI lo ke dakSanA svabhAvane mAre vinamratAthI svIkAra karI levAno che. tu e to jANatI ja haze ke dareka gAmamAM samAja vyavasthAne sArI rIte calAvavA mATe e gAmamAM maMdiranI sAthe eka smazAnanI AvazyaktA hoya che. ThIka evI ja rIte potAnA jIvanane sArI rIte calAvavA mATe dareka vyaktinA manamAM eka maMdiranI sAthe eka kabrastAna paNa hovuM joIe. jethI hRdayamAM rahelA maMdiramAM e svajanonA guNonI pratiSThA karI zake temaja kabrastAnamAM emanA bhUlone daphanAvI zake. vidhi ! AvI ja rIte tuM paNa potAnA manamAM eka maMdira banAva jemAM tu dakSanA guNo, emanA upakAronI pratiSThA karI zake. ane sAthe ja eka kabrastAna paNa banAva, jemAM tuM dakSanI bhUlone paNa daphanAvI zake. vidhi : ThIka che bhAbhI, huM tamArA kahyA mujaba manamAM eka kabrastAna banAvI laIza. jemAM huM dakSanI bhUlone daphanAvI zakuM, paraMtu mAro prazna to tyAMne tyAM ja rahI gayo. zuM sudharavA mATe mAre ja AgaLa AvavuM paDaze, mAre ja sahana karavuM paDaze ? mokSA : ahaMkAre tArA dilo-dimAga upara aDDo jamAvI lIdho che, vidhi ! tALI baMne hAthothI ja paDe che. have DAbo hAtha pahelo uThe ke jamaNo, enAthI koI pharaka nathI paDato. ApaNe to mAtra tALI bajAvavAthI ja matalaba che. e ja pramANe tane to potAno saMsAra sukhI banAvavAthI ja matalaba che. pachI sahana karavAnI ke prema karavAnI zarUAta tuM kare ke dakSa, enAthI koI pharaka nathI paDato. tuM sahanazIla bana ane prema Apa, enAthI sAmevALo vyakti na pIgaLe evuM thaI ja na zake. ane vidhi ! teM to e sAMbhaLyuM ja haze ke nArI sahanazIlatAnI mUrti che, zuM te kyAreya e sAMbhaLyuM che ke puruSa sahanazIlatAnI mUrti che ? nahI ne. sRSTie paNa je guNathI nArIne vibhUSita karI che, e guNanI puruSa pAse apekSA rAkhIne koI phAyado nathI. tuM paNa sahanazIlatAne potAnA jIvanamAM utArIne nArI nAmane sArthaka kara. jo dakSanI bhUla haze to huM ene jarUra batAvIza. Ama paNa vidhi ! jyAre tuM ane dakSa jhaghaDatAM hoya tyAre koI to evI vAta haze ke koIka to evA zabdo haze jeno upayoga gussAmAM tuM ane dakSa vAraMvAra karatA hazo. vidhi : bhAbhI ! koI gALI-galoca ke apazabdono upayoga to amArI vacce nathI thato. hA ! paraMtu eTaluM jarUra kahuM chuM ke ''A to huM chuM je saMbhALI rahI chuM jo koI bIjI patnI maLI hota to khabara paData ke patnI zuM balA hoya che.'' ane dakSa paNa kyAM cupa rahe che mArI vAta sAMbhaLIne teo paNa kahe 176

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che. "hAM, hAM sAcuM kahyuM te, tArAthI sAruM to koI gaMvArathI lagna karyA hota to vadhAre nahI paNa be TaMkanuM bhojana to banAvIne ApatI." mokSA basa A tArI kamajorI che. vidhi ! tuM dakSanI sAthe zAMtithI rahevA mAMge che to have pachI jyAre jhaghaDo thAya tyAre tuM mArI A salAhano upayoga karaje. jyAre paNa tamArI vacce jhaghaDo thAya tyAre, A to tame cho je mane saMbhALI rahyA cho, kyAMka bIje gaI hota to kyAranIya dhakkA mArIne gharamAMthI bahAra kADhI dIdhI hota." ema bolaje AnAthI tArI aDadhI samasyAonuM samAdhAna thaI jaze. vidhiH nahI bhAbhI! e mArAthI nahI thAya. mokSA vidhi! A tAre karavuM ja paDaze. meM tane pahelAM ja kahyuM hatuM ke tuM sAmevALA vyaktine prema Apa ane badalAmAM tane prema na maLe e to banI ja na zake. tuM ekavAra mArI salAha mujaba cAlIne jo ke tArA gharamAM keTaluM parivartana Ave che. chatAM paNa jo mArI salAhathI tArA jIvanamAM koI parivartana nA Ave to huM pote ja tane chUTAcheDA levAmAM madada karIza. vidhiH ThIka che bhAbhI ! huM tamArA kahyA anusAra karIza. paraMtu huM ghare jAuM kevI rIte? huM to dakSathI jhaghaDo karIne AvI chuM. mokSAH (vacamAM ja...) vidhi tuM enuM Tenzana na le. huM dakSa sAthe vAta karI laIza. (vidhi ane mokSAnI badhI vAto suzIlAe sAMbhaLI lIdhI. vidhinA nIkaLatAM ja suzIlA rUmamAM AvI ane..) suzIlA (mokSAnA mAthA upara hAtha pheravatAM) beTA! pahelAM meM tane samajavAmAM bahu moTI bhUla karI. paNa tuM to mArA gharanI rozanI che je potAnA ja nahI, paNa bIjAnA gharone paNa rozana kare che. AvI vahu zodhavAthI paNa nahI male. (mokSAe dakSane phona karyo ane kahyuM -) mokSAH dakSa ! vidhine meM sArI rIte samajAvI che, paNa sAthe ja tArA sahayoganI paNa jarUra che. vidhinI badhI vAta sAMbhaLIne mane lAgyuM ke 70% bhUla enI che to 30% tuM paNa khoTo che. mATe sudharavAnI AvazyaktA tAre paNa che. tamArA baMnenA jhaghaDAnuM kAraNa che tamArA baMneno ahaM. dakSa mokSA dIdI, huM dareka rIte sudharavA mATe taiyAra chuM. basa mAre to eTaluM ja joIe che ke mArA ane vidhinA saMbaMdha sArA thaI jAya. huM vidhine e badhI khuzIo ApavA mAguM chuM jenI e hakadAra che. mokSAH dakSa ! tAro sAro vyavahAra ja tane ane vidhine khuza rAkhI zake che. tuM vidhine kyAMya haravApharavA na laI jA, paraMtu divasamAM ekavAra ene kahI de ke ""vidhi sAce ja tuM bahu sArI che. mArA gharane keTalI sarasa rIte saMbhALe che yA kyAreka ene eka glAsa pANI lAvIne Apa ane ema kahe ke "vidhi gharanuM ATaluM badhuM kAma karIne tuM thAkI gaI hoIza. le besa, pANI pIle." mAtra tArA A prema bharelA zabdothI vidhine e badhI khuzIo malI jaze ke tuM ene ApavA mAMge che.

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dakSa theMksa dIdI ! huM A badhI vAtonuM dhyAna rAkhIza. (ane sAthe ja mokSAe dakSane garbhAvasthAmAM ene kaI rIte khuza rAkhavI, enI dareka icchA pUrI karavI vagerenA viSe paNa batAvyuM. dakSa paNa samajadAra hato, mATe badhA manamuTAvone bhUlIne e vidhine levA Avyo ane vidhi paNa khuzI-khuzIthI enI sAthe cAlI gaI. ATha-dasa divasa to Ama ja hasatAM-ramatAM gujarI gayA. eka divasa vidhie cA mAM bhUlathI Dabala sAkara nAkhI dIdhI, ane eja divasa ophisathI thAkelo AvavAne kAraNe dakSa pahelethI ja gussAmAM hato. cAno ghUMTaDo letAM ja 7) dakSaH he bhagavAna ! tArAthI sAruM to koI gaMvArathI lagna karyA hota to DhaMganuM khAvAnuM nahIM, paNa DhaMganI cA to pIvaDAvatI. (vidhine paNa A vAta upara gusso Avyo. paNa saMyogavazAt ene potAnI bhAbhInI hitazikSA yAda AvI gaI ane eNe potAnA gussAne kaMTrola karIne -). vidhi: ThIka ja kahyuM tame, eka tame ja cho je mane saMbhALI rahyA cho. kyAMka bIje gaI hota to kyAranIya dhakkA mArIne bahAra kADhI dIdhI hota. (vidhinA A anapekSita javAbane sAMbhaLIne dakSanA Azcaryano pAra rahyo nahIM.) . dakSa: A tu zuM bolI rahI che? vidhiH hAM, ane huM mAnuM paNa chuM. (ATaluM kahetAM ja vidhi raDI paDI) dakSaH are vidhi, tuM raDe che? vidhi ! huM nahIM, tuM che je mArA jevA kharAba svabhAvavALAne saMbhALI rahI che, koI bIjI hota to mArAthI kaMTALIne kyAranI piyara jatI rahI hota. (ATaluM kahIne dakSa paNa raDI paDyo. pachI dakSa ane vidhi baMne potAnA karyA upara mAphI mAMgI. ane sAMje mokSAe vidhine phona karyo.) vidhiH theMksa bhAbhI ! tamArI ApelI salAhathI Aje eka ja divasamAM amArA gharamAM parivartana AvI gayuM. amArA jIvanamAM khuzIo ja khuzIo AvI gaI. (ATaluM kahIne vidhie AkhI ghaTanA batAvI. ane AgaLa paNa mokSAe ApelI hitazikSAnuM pUrNapaNe pAlana karavAno vAyado karyo. eTaluM ja nahI e divasathI vidhi roja potAnA sAsu-sasarAne maLavA jatI ane emanI tabiyata emanI jarUriyAtonuM paNa dhyAna rAkhatI vidhimAM AvelA parivartanathI enA sAsu-sasarA paNa bahu khuza thaI gayA. A rIte hasatAM-ramatAM vidhi navamA mahine pahelI DilIvarI mATe potAnA piyara gaI. dakSa paNa ene anukULatA pramANe maLavA Avato. samaya vItatAM vidhie eka dikarIne janma Apyo. dikarInuM nAma "kRpA' rAkhyuM. be mahinA pachI vidhi pharIthI potAnA sAsare AvI. ane ahI mokSAe paNa garbha dhAraNa karyo. nava mahinA vItyA pachI eNe paNa eka dikarIne

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janma Apyo. enuM nAma 'mukti' rAkhyuM. A rIte samakita, mukti, ane kRpA traNeya potAnA mAtApitA pAsethI maLelA saMskAro ane paravarIzathI moTA thavA lAgyA. dekhatAM ja dekhatAM dakSa ane vidhinA premamAM ucharelI kRpA cAra varSanI thaI gaI. eka divasa vidhi ane dakSa kRpAne meLAmAM laI gayA. meLAnI bhIDamAM kRpA kyAMka khovAI gaI. dakSa ane vidhi AkhA meLAmAM zodhavA lAgyA. be kalAkanI zodha pachI paNa kRpA na maLI. ethI vidhinI hAlata raDIraDIne jIvatI lAza jevI thaI gaI. enI bagaDatI hAlata joIne dakSa ene samajAvIne ghare laI Avyo. ane potAnA mammI pappAne paNa bolAvyA. sudhIra ane zAradA vidhine sAttvanA ApIne zAMta karavAnI koziza karavA lAgyA. ane dakSa kRpAnI zodhamAM polisa sTezana rIporTa lakhAvavA gayo. dakSanA ghare AvatAM ja-) vidhi : zuM thayuM dakSa ! kRpA maLI, kyAM che e ? dakSa H vidhi ! Tenzana na le. polisa sTezanamAM rIporTa lakhAvI che, badhA zodhI rahyA che. zAradA H hAM beTA ! tuM raDI-2DIne tAruM zarIra kharAba na kara bhagavAnane prArthanA karo - badhuM ja ThIka thaI jaze. (A pramANe e rAta to TenzanamAM raDavAmAM ja vItI gaI, bIjA divase savAre sAta vAgye phonanI ghaMTaDI vAgI.) polisa H helo mi. dakSa tamArI dikarI kRpA maLI gaI che. tame polisa sTezana AvIne laI jAva. (phona mUkatAM ja....) dakSa : vidhi ! vidhi ! sAMbhaLa kRpA maLI gaI che. vidhi : (bhAgatI bhAgatI) zuM kyAM che kRpA ? dakSa : are zAMti rAkha, hamaNAM hamaNAM polisa sTezanathI phona Avyo ke kRpA maLI gaI che. mammIpappA, vidhi ! cAlo ApaNe badhA kRpAne levA jaIe. (cAreya gADImAM besIne polisa sTezana pahoMcI gayA. polisa sTezananI bahAra ja vidhi kRpAne vaLagIne raDavA lAgI.) vidhi : (kRpAnA mAthA upara hAtha pheravatAM) beTA ! kyAM cAlI gaI hatI tuM ? he bhagavAna ! tAro lAkhalAkha upakAra che, je mArI dikarI sahI salAmata maLI gaI...beTA ! tane kyAMya vAgyuM to nathI ne ? (ane A bAju sudhIra ane dakSa polisa inspeTakaTaranI sAthe) sudhIra H inspekTara sAheba ! bahu - bahu dhanyavAda, tame kRpAne zodhavAmAM amArI ATalI badhI madada karI. zuM ame kRpAne ghare laI jaI zakIe ? polisa : hAM kema nahI ? basa A kAnUnI kAgaLa upara Signature karIne tame kRpAne laI jaI zako cho. 179

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(sAIna karIne pAMceya pAchA ghare AvyA, gharanI bahAra AvatAM ja) zAradAH cAla vidhi, have ame jaIe chIe, kRpAnuM dhyAna rAkhaje. kRpA beTA. kyAMya jatI nahI. (AvuM kahIne zAradA ane sudhIra tyAMthI nIkaLatAM ja hatA ke ) vidhi eka miniTa mammIjI ! tame kyAM javAnI vAta karo cho? zAradA: beTA ! amArA ghare vidhiH (potAnA ghara tarapha izAro karatAM) mammI A ghara tamAruM ja to che.... (vidhinI vAta sAMbhaLIne badhA coMkI gayA. tyAre vidhi raDavA lAgI, badhA vicAramAM paDI gayA ke Akhare vidhine thayuM zuM? tyAre ) vidhiH (raDatI-raDatI) hAM mammIjI ! A tamAruM ja ghara che. AjathI tame ane pappAjI A ja gharamAM rahezo. mammIjI mArA vartanane kAraNe tame loko ghara choDavA mATe majabUra thaI gayA hatA. paraMtu Aje huM potAnA badhA khoTA vartananI mAphI mAMguM chuM. mammIjI ! Aje mane khabara paDI gaI ke jyAre bALaka mA~ thI alaga thAya che, tyAre mA~ nI zuM hAlata thAya che. kRpA mArAthI 24 kalAka alaga thaI to huM jIvatI lAza jevI banI gaI. paraMtu meM to tamane tamArA dikarAthI potAnA svArtha mATe ATalA divaso sudhI dUra rAkhavAnuM pApa karyuM che. huM to kRpAnI sAthe mAtra cAra varSathI chuM, ane Aje enA guma thavAthI mArI AvI hAlata thaI gaI che, to 25-25 varSa sudhI je dakSa tamArI sAthe rahyA che, enA dUra thavAthI tamArI kevI hAlata thaI haze? mammIjI mane mArA karyA upara pastAvo thaI rahyo che. have tame ane pappAjI haMmeza haMmezane mATe amArI sAthe ja rahezo. mammI-pappA plIjha mane mApha karI do. (ATaluM kahIne vidhi, zAradA ane sudhIranA pagamAM paDIne raDavA lAgI. dakSe vidhine uThAvI ane tra) dakSa vidhi ! tane pastAvo thayo e ja moTI vAta che. have mammI-pappA ApaNane choDIne kyAMya nahI jAya, (dakSa sudhIranI tarapha dekhatAM) hAM ne pappA? (zuM kahe sudhIra ane zAradA Akhare bALakonA AgrahathI jhUkavuM ja paDyuM. AnA pachI vidhinA parivAramAM vidhinA jIvanamAM keTalI khuzIo AvI haze e kahevAnI jarUra nathI.) A pramANe vidhinA khuzahAla jIvanane joIne mokSA ane eno parivAra paNa bahu khuza hato. paraMtu emanA parivAranI A khuzI jaldI ja gama ane AMkhonAM AMsuomAM badalAI gaI, jyAre mokSAnA diyara vinaye potAnI patnI sAthe gharathI alaga thavAnuM pagaluM bharI lIdhuM. have zuM mokSA vinayane mAtA-pitAnA pratye enA kartavyane samajAvIne ene pharIthI ghare lAvavAmAM kAmiyAba thaI zake che ke pachI prazAMta ane suzIlAnuM A saMyukta kuTuMba tUTIne vikharAI jAya che. zuM A tophAna thamI jaze? zuM A tophAna mokSAnA parivAranI khuzIone chInavI leze. Avo joIe jainijamanA BA10LMHL 243 "Duties towards Parents'Hi

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|| zrI mohanakheDA tIrtha marIna AdinAthAya namaH | zrI vizvatAraka ratnatrayI vidhA rAjita / zrI rAjendra-dhana-bhUpendra-tIndra-vidhAyandra sUri gurubhyAM nama: I trivarSIya jainijama korsa khaMDa 3 lekhikA opana-buka parIkSA patra | sA. zrI maNiprabhAzrIjI ma.sA. Total 140 Marks noMdha: nAma, saranAmuM Adi bharIne javAba lakhavAnuM prAraMbha karavuM. 2. badhA praznonA uttara, uttara patramAM ja lakhavA. 3. uttara svayaM potAnI mahenatathI pustakamAMthI zodhI kADho. 4. potAnA zrAvakapaNAnI rakSA mATe nakala mAravAnI corInA pApathI baco. 5. javAba cokhkhA akSarothI lakho tathA pustakanI phAInala parIkSA samaye uttara patranI sAthe saMlagna karI do. 12 Marks pra.A rikta sthAnonI pUrti karo. (FI in the blanks):1. kSAyika prItithI.................... nA guNo pragaTe che. 2. pUrvakALamAM saMskArI ane zikSita mA~ ja bALakonI............ kahevAtI hatI. 3. kumArapALa rAjA eka varSamAM.............: sonAmahoro sAdharmika bhakti mATe kharca karatA hatAM. 4. ...........sUtramAM cAritra dharmanI stuti karavAmAM AvI che. 5. kuMDala dvIpa.................. yojana vistAravALuM che. 6. DaoNlI to mAtra zabAnA ane samIranI AMgaLIo para nAcavAvALI ....banI gaI hatI. 7. jo tamane tamAro .................. sudhAravo hoya to A ja bhavamAM pAponI zuddha AlocanA karI levI joIe. 8. sAsuo dikarI sAthe to dilathI vyavahAra kare che ane vahuonI sAthe vyavahAra karavAmAM. no upayoga kare che. * 9. paTarANInI kukSine.............nI upamA ApI che. 10. aDadhI kAcI-pAkI kAkaDI ma.sA. mATe ............. che. 11. rakta temaja vIryanI sAthe ja mA~-bApanA ................ bALakomAM utare che. 12. urdhvalokamAM meruparvata.................. yojana che. pra.B kAunsamAM Apela javAbamAMthI sAcA javAba zodhI khAlI jagyA pUro 12 Marks (bhAvanA, vihAyogati, 2/3 lAkha, Indra, samatA, sAdhu-sAdhvI, 56 dikkumArI, AnupUrvI, saMskRti, vAtsalya, padavIdhara, 20000, paraspara sahayoga, sarvajJa, 1lAkha, madha-mAkhaNa, sahanazIlatA, vyaMjana, pAMca lAkha, IrSA, cAritra) 1. jhAMjhaNa zeThe karNAvatIthI charIpAlita saMgha nikALyo e saMghamAM............. yAtrALuo hatA. 2. jIvanamAM rahelI vAsanA................mAM parivartita thaI jAya che.

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3. .................. karmano udaya jIvane vigrahagatimAM vaLAMka levAmAM sahAyaka bane che. 4. ................ khAvAthI puSkaLa vikalendriya jIvonI hiMsA thAya che. 5. strIomAM ...................... temaja prema sahajarUpathI hoya che. 6. prabhuno janma thatAM ja pahelA................nuM Asana calAyamAna thAya che. 7. paramAtmAnI kRpAthI ja................ dazA prApta thAya che. 8. dvAdazAvarta vaMdanathI...............ne vaMdana karavAmAM Ave che. 9. sadAcaMda zeThe somacaMda zeThane tyAM AvelAne........... rUpiyA ApavAnuM kahyuM. 10. vAraMvAra svAdhyAya karavAthI.............nI labdhi prApta thAya che. 11. ahaMkAra jAgRta thAya tyAre .................nI bhAvanAno nAza thAya che. 12. zuruAtamAM to vAtsalyanidhi banIne..................thI pUtravadhUnuM nirmANa karavuM joIe. 12 Marks pra.9 mane oLakho. (Who am I):1. mArAmAM bahu ja nAnI kesarI raMganI IyaLa hoya che. 2. meM mAro lADalo putra tamane soMpI dIdho. 3. sAMje sUryAstathI 48 miniTa sudhI huM rahuM chuM. 4. mane savAre cAvIne khAvAthI zarIra balavAna bane che. 5. huM ane vAsudeva eka sAthe eka kSetramAM hoI zakatA nathI. 6. meM badhAne pArTI kensala thavAnA samAcAra ApyA. 7. upasarga TaLe nahIM tyAM sudhI meM cAre AhArano tyAga karI dIdho. 8. mArI utpatti gharamAM vadhAre samaya sudhI bhInI rahelI jagyAe hoya che. 9. mArA pitAnA krodhe mane paNa krodhI banAvI dIdhI. 10. huM meLAmAM khovAI gaI. 11. mArA dvArA jIva pApothI mukta banI zake che. 12. mArA hAthanI maheMdIno raMga uDyA pahelA ja mArA para kartavyano bojo nAMkhI dIdho.

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pra.D eka zabdamAM javAba Apo : 1. baTATA-kaMdamULanI jema nigoda paNa zuM che ? 2. pAhinI devI kayA gAmanA hatAM ? 3. duHkhanA samayamAM samAdhi ane samAdhAnanI rAha koNa dekhADe che ? kAlodadhi samudranuM mApa keTaluM che ? 5. chaH varSanI uMmaramAM koNe dIkSA aMgIkAra karI hatI ? 6. vahu mATe sAsarAmAM 5ti pachI vadhAre koNa hoya che ? 7. jJAna, darzana, cAritramAM je adhika hoya tene zuM kahevAya ? 8. soyamAM hU~ ne parovavAthI kone 7 bhava sudhI phAMsI para caDhavuM paDyuM hatuM ? khAvA jevuM zuM che ? 9. 10. prathama samaya maraNa sthAnathI zuM laIne nIkaLe che ? 11. viveka sahita yathArtha vastune jANavuM e zuM che ? 12. pUnamanA cAMdane nihALavAvALI mAtAnuM bALaka zuM bane che ? 4. pra.E sudhArIne lakho : - 1. sAco prabhu bhakta to e ja che je prabhunA bhaktano paNa sAdharmika hoya che (.......) 2. navI vahune kAcA ghaDAnI upamA ApI che (.......) 3. aDhI dvIpanA caitya traNa daravAjAvALA hovAthI 108 pratimAvALA hoya che (.......) 4. divyAe potAnA adhikAroMthI gharanA badhA lokonuM dila jItI lIdhuM (.......) 5. siddhazIlA ardha candranA AkAra jevI goLa che (.......) 6. 12 Marks 12 Marks krodha nA kAraNe dharma kriyAmAM dekhAvo vadhaze (.......) 7. guru bhagavaMta jyAre pa2Anmukha beThelA hoya tyAre vaMdana karI zakAya .......) 8. je jIvono mArA para upakAra che e badhAno pa2mAtmA sAthe prema baMdhAya (.......) 9. DaoNlI varlDa phemasa InTIrIyara Dekorezana kaMpanImAM InTaravyu ApavA gaI (.......) 10. supAtra dAna vinA niHspRhI evA sAdhu saMtono samAgama thavo ati durlabha che (.......) 11. jo dilane magajanI jema banAvazo to bIjAnI bhUla dilamAM kAMTAnI jema cubhaze (.......) 12. pethaDa zAha pahelA pUnamacaMda zeThanA nAmathI prakhyAta hatAM (.......) 183

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12 Marks pra.F javAba Apo 1. bhava AlocanA karavAthI zuM lAbha thAya? 2. baMdhaka RSi koNa hatA ane kevI rIte emanuM mRtyu thayuM? 3. traNa prakAranA caityavaMdana batAvo. 4. mokSAe vidhine ahaM kevI rIte toDavuM e uparazuM samAdhAna ApyuM? 5. naMdIzvara dvipanA caitya ane pratimAonI saMkhyA batAvo. 6. nava mahinA dharmamaya vAtAvaraNamAM vyatIta karavA mATe garbhavatI strIe zuM karavuM joIe? pra.G nIcenI paMktio pustakanA kayA pAnA para che ane kaI lAInamAM che te batAvo. 12 Marks dA.ta. A kevA suMdara nAnA-nAnA bALako che? pAnA naM lAIna naM. 1. temaja emanI nizrAmAM dharmAnuSThAna karavAthI sArthaka thAya che. ja.: cepTara peja * 12 2. emane cAra zaraNa svIkAra karyA. 3. A paisAthI ApaNe paramAtmAnuM jinAlaya banAvI daIe. 4. prabhune joIne harSita banelA badhA kalazAdika sAmagrI IndranI sAme rAkhe che. 5. A jinazAsana sAdharmikothI ja cAlI rahyuM che ane cAlaze. 6. potAnI kismatane khoTA raste calAvavALI to e pote ja hatI. 7. jethI badhA ja khuza thaIne jatA. 8. sau prathama manamAM pApo prati dhRNA utpanna karIne karelA pApone yAda karavA. 9 lAkaDAnI upara vArniza, raMga, polIza karavAthI nigodanI utpatti thatI nathI. 10. bIje divase to gharamAM rAmAyaNa macI gaI. 11. siddhanA jIva siddhazIlAthI 3 gAu 1667 dhanuSyanI dUrI para che. 12. ene sudhAravAnI koI AvazyakatA nathI? pra.bArAkhaDI thI zuru thanArA javAbonA praznono krama khovAI gayo che. prathama akSaranA anusAra prazna zodhI teno javAba lakho 12 Marks dA.ta. pAMca daMDakamAMthI eka namutthaNe 1. jJAnano eka prakAra.............. 2. eka peparanA..............mAM be dilonI darAra vadhI gaI.

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3.siMhadAsanI patnInuM nAma zuM hatuM konI kriyA joIne lakSmaNA sAdhvIjI vicalita thayAM thI zikhA uMcI jAya che. 4. 5. 6. 7. vahorAvatA DhaLI jAya e............ doSa che 8. . DaoNlInuM jIvana evuM hatuM ke jyAM Akho divasa mahenata karyA pachI.. 9. garbhavatI strIe.. 10. havAnA.. vizaladeva rAjAe konI parIkSA karI ? 11. 12. choDavA mAMgo to kha. ga.. gha. ca. che.. vAtAvaraNamAM 9 mAsa pUrNa karavA joIe. dvArA sUtra racita hovAthI kAlaveLAmAM nahI bhaNavuM joIe. mAM 16 zAzvata jinAlaya che: choDo. ja. ... ta... 2.. da.. dha.. na.. ja khAvA maLatI hatI pra.| koSTakamAM chuTA chavAyelA akSaro paDyA che emane ADA, avaLA, ubhA, sutA kevI rIte paNa goThavI nIcenA praznonA javAba lakho. 14 Marks ga la Nu zrA ka Ni zre jArA vidyA pU mInita ciM ph bha ha ja mIkti bha ke mi dha sA|jJA To|pra cA va|va sikSa To|tna|tra yI rsa korA mo nA ro |ghaM de na ya ya ro nimna 6 naM ji5 kSa ya Taka 5 ja kSa sTe 2 za sAdI jama sthA 2 a zA nA ni|vi jarA hi|TI vizva maMgala dho ju 5 da |mA| 2 |rA| ja |mpI ke | 2 |va lA|jai grA ana|dma kSa sA|STha ddha kaoN sa2 vi baM dhuma ti haiM mA saM ma| Dha|pu si nAtA vraja sule|x| da rve nI ve Ni pra trica tha ma ta ya zipa moza gA bhi ga bhA zrI vAviza 5 u yA rtha rA dama caM zi vaM 185

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$ dA.ta.: jJAna prAptino eka prakAra- vAcanA 1. meM 11,80, 645 mAsakSamaNa karyA.. 2. mAro putra jinazAsanano camakato sitAro banaze, A koNe kahyuM hatuM.. 3. muphTara yakSanA parama bhaktanI patnInuM nAma zuM che.. 4. eka sAthe 20 manuSya kyAMthI mokSamAM jaI zake che ..... eka samudranuM nAma................. 6. milanadevInA putranuM nAma.. ................... 7. vaMdana karavAnuM eka nimitta...................... che. 8. yazovijayajInA gurunuM nAma..................... che. 9. zuM thayA pachI khAdya padArtha abhakSya banI jAya che........... 10. dampati jIvanamAM samasyAonuM mukhya kAraNa ..................... che. 11. garbhapAtanI eka paddhati......................... che. 12. amAro eka ja abhiSeka hoya che. 13. .................nI madhura dhvanithI badhAne AnaMdano anubhava thAya che. 14. prabhunA kalyANakanA samayamAM viziSTa prakAranuM .............. thAya che. pra. sUtra-artha - kAvya vibhAga a) gAthA lakho 1. bAra vratane batAvatI gAthA lakho. 2 sakala zrI saMghathI kSamA mAMgatI gAthA lakho. 3. pAMcamAM vratanA aticArane batAvatI gAthA lakho. b) artha lakho 1. caraNasahiehi 2. niddhadharsa 3. sukhadAyinI 4. saI-aMtaraddhA 5. paDigruha 6. mosuvaese 7. taDillaya laMchiG 8. khamAvaIttA ........ 6 Marks 7 Marks

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2 Marks c) vidhi lakho 1. vaMditu thI laIne siddhANaM-buddhANaM sudhInI devasia pratikramaNanI vidhi lakho 1 Marks pra.K kAvya vibhAga a) stuti lakho 1. caMdA tame................... mArA tame! b) caityavaMdana lakho. 4% Marks 1. vidyamAna................... vAraMvAra (athavA) huM nirbhAgI................ vilApa 2. nAma.................. bharatAra (athavA) abhavI ne............... cakacUra 3. vAsupUjaya................ khAsa (athavA) jaya................... pAmI ! c) stuti (thoya) lakho 412 Marks samavasaraNa. ................. gAjejI (athavA) paMca.. .............jagIzajI. 2. dravya.................. khanta to (athavA) vimalagiri.............. girinAmajI. 3. jyoti.................. IndAjI (athavA) sakaLa.................. sAdhojI. d) stavana lakho. 3 Marks 1. sukha......... visarAma (athavA) thAya.................. bhAve vaMduM 2. saMgha ................... saMhAratA (athavA) DuMgaranirakhI .............. baMdhA e) sajhAya lakho. 1. parigrahanI ....... dUjA (athavA) sahu kahe.............. ajavALo m e)* 2 Marks bhava AlocanAnuM pustaka bharIne uttarapatranI sAthe ApavuM pharajiyAta che. gItArtha AcArya bhagavaMta pAse enI AlocanA maMgAvIne punaH tamane parata ApavAmAM Avaze.

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| zrI mohanakheDA tIrtha mAna AdinAthAya nama: ||. / zrI rAjendra-dhana-bhUpendracatIndra-vighAcandra suri gurubhyo nama: // lekhikA sA. zrI maNiprabhAzrIjI ma.sA. zrI vizvatAraka ratnatrayI vidhA rAjitaM pA thI sanamana-paramatIna-vidhAna mUri gukhya namaH sivaSaya nijama korsa khaMDa 3 Apana-buka parIkSA patra ToTala - 140 mArkasa vidyArthInuM nAma. umara. _rola naM. vidyArthInuM saranAmuM tathA phona naM. - mULa vatana seMTaranuM nAma tathA saranAmuMpra.A: khAlI jagyA pUro pra.B: pasaMda karo ha --- ba ja 2 1 -------- orinomeaw 0 1 . 1 * * 12 12 pra.cH mane oLakho pra.DH eka zabdamAM javAba Apo che ke huM 1 1 0 0 0 0 0 0 che ? 8 6 0 0 0 0 88)

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pra.E : sudhArIne lakho 1 2 3 4 5 da pra.F: javAba Apo 1 2 3 5 da 4 189 Ass. 10 11 12

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pra.9H nIcenI paMktio pustakanA kayA pAnA para ane kaI lAIna para AvI che te batAvo. pAnA naM. pAnA naM. lAIna naM. lAIna naM. kAyA 10 ************ pAlAAAAAAA "" ********** 11 12 ******* pra.HH bArAkhaDIthI zaru thanArA javAbonA praznono krama khovAI gayo che prathama akSaranA anusAra prazna zodhIne emano javAba lakho * 6 = Saa na mulyurNa pra. koSTakamAM chuTA chavAyelA akSaro paDyA che temane ADA, avaLA, UbhA, sutA koIpaNa rIte goThavIne nIcenA praznonA javAba lakho. gila zrA ka Ni zre jA rA vidyA | mIni te ciMbha haja |mIkti bha| kamidha sAjA Toma cAvIva siTina trayI|sakorAmo gha|| nayAya ronimuna dIna ji 5 | |5|| |2| sAdI jamasthA nA ni vija rAti/TI| vizvamaMgala damA rAjapI kAra valA je kSa sA iddha kisa 2 |vi badhI mati mi Dhapu |sinatA vraja sule prada Ni prakriezva ma ta ya zi pAmoza bhAzrIvA/vi za 59 yArtharAdImaca zi = $ $ $ $ $ $ | g|| $ $ $

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zI b) caityavaMdana lakho a) stuti lakho pra.KH kAvya vibhAga """"""""""""""""""""""""" my c) vidhi lakho >> yh my bh b) artha lakho """""""""""""""""""""" h h m a) gAthA lakho pra..: sUtra-artha + kAvya vibhAga

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e) sajhAya lakho * - va) stavana lakho ..................... """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" "" " " * * * - c) stuti (thoya) lakho * *

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#x zrI vizvatAraka ratnatrayI vidyArAjitaM yuvati saMskAra zivira kI jhalakiyA~

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snAna karatA pahelA prabhune prArthanA he prabhu bhale huM snAna karuM paNa astAna rupa sAdhupaNu ja satya che enI mane kadI vismRta ne thAya! mArA stanamAM apakAyAdi je jIvonI virAdhanA thaI hoya tenI kSamA mAMgu chuM. e jIvono zIgha mokSa thAya. ochAmAM ochA pANIthI AvazyakaII pUrva rupa ja snAna karuM. cokhA ane suMdara dekhAvavAno mAro dehAdhyAsavirAma pAmo. dehanI A dravya zuddhi mane niraMtara AtmazuddhinuM lakSa karAvI ApakazreNI maMgAvI mArA sarva karma malano kSaya karAvI mane siddhasvarupanI prApti karAve. ane e mATe "siddha svarupI aMga pakhAlI, Atama nirmala hoya sukumAlI" eTale siddhi svarupI prabhune pakhAlI huM mArI vAstavikazuddhi karuM. vhAlA prabhu bhale roja huM navA navA vastro paheru paNa prabhuno Apelo zramaNasuMdara veSa ja satya che enI mane kadI vismRti thAya. mArA vastro banAvavAmAM je je jIvonI virAdhanA thaI hoya tenI kSamA mAMgu chuM. mArI veSabhUSA dekhavAnI nimitta thI je jIvoe azubha karmo bAMdhyA hoya tenI kSamA mAMgu chuM. suMdara dekhAvAno mAro dehAdhyAsano ahaMkAra pudgalano ArmAta bhAva virAma pAmo. zIghAtizIgha mane zramaNa suMdara veSamale, je kSapakazreNI maMgAvI mArAarupI siddhasvarupanImane prAptikarAve. namocArittasma!!! jainamuM grAphIksa amadAvada use7436, 98euda gha1730 |