Book Title: Tarak Tattvagyan
Author(s): Meghdarshanvijay
Publisher: Akhil Bharatiya Sanskrutirakshak Dal
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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ | tAraka tattvajJAna jana jJAna bhaMDAra ma cauda rAjaloka nila siyohAna = | ---- -5 ana ta2 - - gavaeNyaka ----9 geyeyaka dajI beDAvAlA bhavana sAbaramatI, amadAvAda-5 he, kilbiSika lokrAMtika Urdhva -----paMkalbiSika ( kilbinika enA cara-pripara jAtaka / baMtara bhavanapati - dvIpa-amuka 'na26 1 na2ka 2 hata adho loka mana 26 3 ' ' ra naraka che 2 3 basanA 5 6 7. - meghadarzana vijaya Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ & dvajJAna 00 lekhaka70 pU. paM. zrI candrazekhara vi. ma. sAhebanA ziSya munizrI meghadarzanavijayajI ma. sAheba, prakAzaka * akhila bhAratIya saMskRti rakSaka daLa surata. l -on Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prAptisthAna 00 akhila bhAratIya saMskRti rakSaka daLa caMdanabena kezavalAla saMskRtibhavana gopIpurA, subhASacoka, surata. phona naM. 439 337. amadAvAda, kamala prakAzana TrasTa 2777, nizApoLa, jhaverIvADa, rIlIpha roDa, amadAvAda - 1. phona naM. 535 58 23, 535 6033 -- -muMbai vardhamAna saMskRtidhAma 6, avaMtikAbAI gokhale sTrITa, operA hAusa, muMbaI- 400004. phona naM. 388 76 37. -vaDAdarAdharmendrabhAI esa. zAha 17324, cittakhAna galI, 1le mALe, Thakkara bilDIMga pAse, geMDIgeTa roDa, vaDodarA - 17 phona : 43 84 94. prathama saMskaraNa : vi. saM. 2054 nakala : 3000 mUlya : 30 rU. Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A prakAzakIya ghUghavATa karI rahyo che jinAgamarUpI mahAsAgara tenA peTALamAM che suMdara majAnA dedIpyamAna tattvajJAna rUpI motIo. mAnavajIvanane saphaLa banAvavA mATe atyaMta jarUrI A tattvajJAna rUpI motIone ghera ghera pahoMcADavA mATe pUjyapAda paM. zrI caMdrazekharavijayajI ma.sA.nI preraNA ane pUjya munizrI meghadarzanavijayajI ma. sAhebanA mArgadarzana pramANe ame ghera beThAM tattvajJAna" mAsikanuM Ayojana zarU karela che. amArI dhAraNA karatAM paNa amane ghaNo vadhAro rIsaponsa maLyo. pUjayazrI dvArA atyaMta saraLa bhASAmAM pIrasAtAM tattvajJAnanAM gahana viSayonuM jJAna meLavIne aneka AtmAonuM jIvanaparivartana thayuM. vAcakoe ja "ghera beThA tattvajJAna" no eTalo badho pracAra karyo ke jethI tenA junA aMkonI puSkaLa mAMgaNIo thavA lAgI. aMko khalAsa thaI javA chatAM ya mAMgaNIo cAlu rahetAM, pahelAM traNa varSanA aMkomAM AvelA viSayone judA judA pustaka rUpe pragaTa karavAno amAre nirNaya karavo paDyo. aneka prakAranI yukti-prayukti-daSTAMto vagere dvArA AtmAnI sAbitI, jIvonA 563 bhedonuM vivaraNa, jIva-ajIva-puNya ane pApatattvanI vigatavAra chaNAvaTa, ane puNya-pApanA anubaMdhanI viziSTa mAhitI tAraka tattvajJAna' vibhAgamAM pUjya munizrI meghadarzana vi.ma.sAheba potAnI saraLa bhASAmAM rajU karatAM hatA. prathama traNa varSanA aMkomAM nava tattvomAMthI (1) jIva (2) ajIva (3) puNya ane (4) pApatattva sudhInI vAto AvarI levAI hatI; je "tAraka tattvajJAna" nAmanA A pustaka rUpe pUjayazrInI AziSa tathA saMmatithI sakaLa saMghanA caraNomAM rajU karavA bhAgyazALI banyA chIe. have pachI bAkI rahelAM pAMca tattvonuM saraLabhASAmAM lakhANa karIne pUjyazrI amane Ape tevI vinaMti karIe chIe, jethI "tAraka tattvajJAna bhAga-2" rUpe ame tene pragaTa karI zakIe. amane AzA che ke A pustikA vAMcanAranA jIvanamAM viziSTa prakAranuM parivartana AvyA vinA nahi rahe. karmanuM kamyuTara", "sUtronA artha ane rahasyo" tathA "zrAvaka jana to tene re kahIe" nAmanI traNa pustikAo paNa pragaTa thaI rahI che. li. saMcAlaka, saMskRtibhavana, surata. Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ and 74 LLLLLLL kyAM zuM vAMcazo ? Eu 1. | sarvotkRSTa jaina dharma 2. ! zuM AtmA che? | kezIgaNadhAra-pradeza rAjAno saMvAda 4. | judI judI rIte Atmasiddhi jIva tattva 6. | jIvana jIvavA mATe jarUrI zakti ajANI A duniyA! ajANyuM A vizva ! 8. | pApa karo to jAva pAtALamAM! 9. | devalokanI duniyA 10. | anekamAMthI eka 11: ajIva tattva 12. | pudgalAstikAya 13. kALa 14. ] puNyatattva { 15.| pApatattva 16. baMdha-anubaMdha 86 10% 107 113 1 27 138 ] 145 Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ( sarvIkRSTa dharma ) sAMbhaLyuM che ke, thoDAka varSo pahelAM InDonezIyA dezamAM sarva dharma pariSada bharAI hatI. te pariSadanA ejanDAno mukhya muddo e hato ke, "which is the most practical and most scientific religion in the world? samagra vizvamAM sauthI vadhAre prayogAtmaka (vyavahAruM) ane vaijJAnika dharma kyo? ghaNA divaso sudhI judA judA dharmanA tattvaciMtakoe A bAbatamAM vicAraNA karI. judA judA dharmazAstrono temaNe judA judA aneka dRSTikoNathI abhyAsa karyo. paraspara vicAra vimarza karyo. ane chelle temaNe potAno nirNaya jAhera karatAM jaNAvyuM 3, Jainism is the most practical and most scientific religion in the world. samagra vizvamAM sauthI vadhAre prayogAtmaka vyavahAru ane vaijJAnika dharma je koI hoya to te jaina dharma che. ApaNe badhA mahApuNyazALI chIe ke ApaNane Avo zreSTha dharma janmathI prApta thayo che. vizvanA tattvaciMtako jenA vakhANa karatAM thAkatA nathI, te jainadharmane prApta karyA pachI ApaNA hRdayamAM paNa gaurava pedA thavuM joIe. maLelA jaina dharmanI vizeSatAone jIvanamAM apanAvavAno prayatna karavAno ullAsa pedA thavo joIe. vizvanA moTA bhAganA dharmo jaNAve che ke hiMsA na karavI joIe, asatya na bolavuM joIe, corI na karavI joIe, maithuna na sevavuM joIe, parigraha na rAkhavo joIe. khuba ja suMdara majAnI A pAMca vAto che. have A pAMceya vAtone jIvanamAM zI rIte apanAvI zakAya? teno barobara amala kaI rIte karI zakAya? te amala karavAmAM AvatI muzkelIono upAya zo? tevA savAlono javAba koI dharma pAse nathI. badhA dharmo Adarzo jaNAve che, paNa te Adarzone amala karavAnuM sacoTa mArgadarzana ApatAM nathI. pachI teno amala zI rIte thaI zake? paNa ApaNane jANIne Azcarya sAthe AnaMda thaze ke ApaNane maLelA jaina dharmanA zAstromAM mAtra A pAMca Adarzone ja nathI jaNAvyA, paNa teno vyavasthita amala karavAnuM suMdara sacoTa mArgadarzana paNa vigatavAra ApavAmAM AvyuM che. koI kahe ke mAre A pAMceya Adarzone kAyama mATe A mAnavajIvanamAM caritArtha karavA che to huM zuM karuM? che koI upAya? jaina dharma kaheze ke dikSA laIne sAdhujIvana svIkArI le. kAyama mATe hiMsA, jUTha, corI, maithuna, parigraha vinAnuM jIvana tuM jIvI zakaze. ApaNo dharma to vyavahAruM che. amala thaI zake tevo che. bIjA koI dharme evI jIvanapaddhati haju sudhI jaNAvela nathI ke je jIvavAthI A pAMceya pApono saMpUrNa tyAga Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ thaI zake !!! paNa koI kahe ke, kAyama mATe to huM A pApono tyAga karI zakuM tema nathI. zuM koI evI jIvanapaddhati che ke jenA dvArA A pAMceya pApono saMpUrNa tyAga huM maryAdita divaso-kalAko mATe karI zakuM? anya dharmo pAse Ano paNa koI upAya nathI. teo pApono tyAga karavAnuM jaNAve che paNa tyAga karIne zI rIte jIvana jIvavuM te batADI zakatA nathI. jainadharma kahe che ke jo tArI tAkAta sAdhujIvana svIkAravAnI-pALavAnI na hoya to tuM tArI anukULatA mujaba pauSadhavrata svIkAra. je divase tuM pauSadhanuM jIvana jIvIza te divase A pAMce ya pApono tyAga ApoApa thaI jaze. ' are ! tArI pAse AkhA divasanI ya anukULatA na hoya toya tuM A pAMce pApo vinAnA jIvananI thoDA samaya mATe paNa anubhUti karI zake che. amArI pAse to amArA siddhAntono amala karAvavAnI vyavahArika prakriyAo paNa che. mAtra 48 miniTanuM sAmAyika kara ne ! 48 miniTa sudhI badhA pApo baMdha thaI jaze. pAyAnA pAMce siddhAMtono amala thaI jaze. teTalo samaya pAMce pApomAMthI chUTakAro maLI jaze ! ApaNane keTalo badho vyavahAruM, amalamAM mUkI zakAya tevo dharma maLyo che, te vAta have barobara samajAI gaI haze. mahAnuM vaijJAnika sara jagadIzacandra bojhe to thoDA varSo pahelAM vanaspatimAM jIva che, tevuM sAbita karyuM. to zuM te pahelAM vanaspatimAM jIva nahoto? hato to kharo; paNa vaijJAnikone khabara nahotI. paraMtu ApaNane jANIne kadAca navAI lAgaze ke 2pa00 varSa pahelAM thayelAM bhagavAna mahAvIradeve paNa vanaspatimAM jIva che, tevuM jaNAvela. are ! temanI pahelAM thayelAM anaMtAnaMta tIrthakaroe paNa te vAta jaNAvela che. jaina dharmanI tamAma vAto vaijJAnika che. so TacanA sonA jevI che. jaina dharmamAM be sUrya, be candra, dharmAstikAya, cho Aro, pRthvI-vanaspatimAM jIva vagere je je vAto Ave che temAMnI ghaNI badhI vAto AjanA vijJAne paNa sAbIta karI che, ane jo vijJAna satyanuM anveSI haze, to bhAvinA kALamAM teNe jainadharmanI tamAma vAto svIkAryA vinA nahi ja cAle; te nakkI che. AvA mahAna jaina dharmane jANyA pachI, jeo janmathI jainadharma pAmyA nathI, teo jainadharmamAM janma levAnuM Icche che. te mATe teo talase che. mahAtmA gAMdhIjInA putra devadAsagAMdhIe mahAna tattvaciMtaka barnADazone savAla pUchAvela ke, "tame punarjanmamAM mAno cho ke nahi? jo mAnatA ho to AvatAbhavamAM tame kyAM janma levAne Iccho cho ?" ApaNane saune AnaMda thAya tevo temano javAba hato. temaNe patranA javAbamAM jaNAvela ke, "huM punarjanmamAM mAnu chuM. ane jo kharekhara punarjanma hoya to mArI IcchA Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahIMthI marIne AvatA bhavamAM hindustAnamAM jaina kuTuMbamAM janma levAnI che!" devadAsagAMdhIne A javAbathI Azcarya thayuM haze. kAraNa ke vizvamAM vikaselA aneka dezo che. RddhisamRddhi ane samajaNamAM AgaLa vadhelo kahevAtA ghaNA dezo che. te badhAne choDIne barnADazonI IcchA hindustAnamAM janma levAnI thaI. vaLI hindustAnamAM ya aneka dharmonA prajAjano rahe che, tyAM kyAMya nahi ne jaina kuTuMbamAM ja janma levAnI temaNe bhAvanA vyakta karI !!! devadAsagAMdhIe potAnA Azcaryane zamAvavA pharI savAla pUchAvyo ke, "zA mATe tame bIje kyAMya nahine hindustAnamAM jainakuTuMbamAM janma levAne Iccho cho? barnADazoe javAbamAM jaNAvyuM ke, "vizvamAM dharmo to ghaNA che, paraMtu dareka dharme bhagavAna banavAnI monopolI koIne koI vyaktine ApI dIdhI che. te ja vyakti bhagavAna. bAkInA jIvo temanA anuyAyI banI zake, temanA bhakta banI zake paNa bhagavAna to kadI banI na zake. vizvamAM ekamAtra jainadharma ja evo che ke jeNe bhagavAna banavAnI monopolI koI eka vyaktine ApI nathI. jainadharmanA mata pramANe je jIvo potAnA rAga-dveSa vagere AMtara zatruone khatama karI nAkhe, te badhA jIvo bhagavAna banI zake che. mAre bhagavAna banavuM che. tethI jainakuTuMbamAM janma levAnI mArI bhAvanA che!" hindustAnamAM janmyA pachI paradezanA guNagAna gAnArA ane paradeza javAnI tamannA rAkhanArAone lapaDAka mArato A javAba che. vaLI jainadharmane pAmyA pachI paNa jainadharmanI mahattA nahi samajelA lokone mATe A javAba sarcalAITa samAna che. bhAIo ! ADA avaLA na thAo. game tyAM na rakhaDo. ApaNane je mahAna jainadharma maLyo che, tenI kadara karatAM zIkho. tenI vAtone zAMtithI samajo. samaya kADhIne paNa paramAtmAnA tAraka tattvajJAnane sparze. jIvana unnata banaze. karmo dUra thavA lAgaze. pApo dhovAvA lAgaze. AtmA pAvana banaze. manamAM prasannatA ubharAze. jIvanamAM zAMti maLaze. maraNamAM samAdhi sAMpaDaze, paraloke sadgati prApta thaze. paraMparAe paramagati-mokSagatinA zAzvata sukhonuM bhAjana banIzuM. traNa lokanA nAtha devAdhideva paramAtmA mahAvIradeva aSADha suda-6 nA dine mAtAnI kukSImAM padhAryA. caitra suda-terasanA pavitra dine temaNe janma lIdho. kArataka vada-10 nA dine dIkSAjIvana svIkArIne teo sAdhanAmAM lIna banI gayA. potAnI jAtane khoLavA jANe ke jagatamAMthI khovAI gayA. jaMgalomAM gayA, sAme cAlIne kaSTo sahavA anAyadezomAM gayA. je je upasargo-pariSaho AvyA tene samatAthI sahana karyA. sADA bAra varSa daramyAna zera sAdhanA karI. sADA agyAra varSathI vadhAre to covihAra upavAsa karyA. prAya: jamIna upara teo palAMThIvALIne te samaya daramyAna kadI na beThAM. khAsa kAraNa-prasaMgo sivAya prAyaH mauna rahyA. vaLI A sADA bAra varSanA sAdhanAkALamAM pUrI 48 miniTa jeTaluM paNa uMdhyA nahi. AvI apramattasAdhanA dvArA Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aMdaranA zatruo-rAga dveSa-moha vagerene khatama karIne vaizAkha sudI-dazamIe teo RjuvAlikA nadInA kinAre kevaLajJAna-kevaLadarzana pAmyA. paramAtmA vItarAga banyA, sarvajJa banyA, sarvadarzI banyA. vizvanI sacarAcara sRSTinuM satata darzana karavA lAgyA. kevaLajJAnanA prakAzamAM paramAtmAe vizvanA jIvonA kalyANanI keDIo joI. mokSa apAvanArI pagadaMDIo joI. sadgatimAM laI janArI jIvanapaddhatio joI vizvanA jIvone te keDIo-pagadaMDIo-jIvanapaddhatio temaNe batADI. vaLI naraka vagere durgatimAM laI janArA pApo joyA. mananI prasannatA ane jIvananI samAdhine khatama karI denArA doSo joyA. anaMtakALa sudhI saMsAramAM rakhaDAvanArI vAsanAo joI. temaNe je joyuM, te vizvanA jIvone batADyuM. potAnA jIvanane pAyamAla karanArA A pApo ane doSothI aTakIne AtmAnuM urdhIkaraNa karanArA mArganuM zaraNuM levAno temaNe upadeza Apyo; je dharma tarIke prasiddhi pAmyo. paramAtmAe vizvanA je padArthone joyA, jANyA, teno nava vibhAgomAM samAveza thAya che. te nava vibhAgo nava tattva tarIke oLakhAya che. A navatattvonA nAma A pramANe che : (1) jIva (2) ajIva (3) puNya (4) pApa (5) Azrava (6) saMvara (7) nirjarA (8) baMdha ane (9) mokSa. paramAtmA A navatattvonA upadeza hovAthI paramAtmAnA nava aMge pUjA karavAmAM Ave che. paramAtmAe A nava tattvonI vizvanA jIvone samajaNa ApI. nava tattvone samajIne jIvo choDavA jevuM choDI zake AcaravA jevuM AcarI zake ane e rIte potAnA kAyamI sukhane pAmI zake. paramAtmAnA A tattvajJAnane jANIne, teno yathAyogya amala karIne Aja sudhImAM aneka AtmAo A saMsAra rUpI samudrane tarI gayA, AtmAnuM kalyANa karI gayA. AvA tAraka tattvajJAnane have ApaNe paNa jANavuM che, samajavuM che, ane teno yathAyogya amala karIne taravuM paNa che. AjanuM vijJAna ane tenA dvArA zodhAyelA sAdhano ApaNane sAcuM sukha, jIvananI zAMti ke mananI prasannatA ApI zake tema nathI, kAraNa ke vijJAnanI zodho AtmA AdhArita nathI, paNa dunyavI padArthone AdhIna che. jyAre paramAtmAnuM A tattvajJAna vizvanA jIvonuM sAcA arthamAM kalyANa karavA samartha haiM, vAstavika sukhane ApanAruM che, jIvanane zAMtithI bharI denAruM ane manane prasannatAthI ubharAvI denAruM che, kAraNa ke teno pAyo AtmA che. ' ApaNI duniyAnA keTalAka loko AtmAne ja mAnatA nathI. keTalAka loko AtmAne mAne che to tene zarIrathI judo nathI mAnatA paNa zarIrane ja AtmA mAne che, paraMtu temanI te mAnyatA barAbara nathI. AtmAne mAnIe chIe tevuM kahenArA ApaNI jIvanapaddhati jotAM kyAreka zaMkA paDe che ke zuM hakIkatamAM ApaNe zarIrathI judA AtmAne mAnIe chIe kharA ? tethI AtmA che, te zarIrathI taddana judo che. te vAta have ApaNe paNa saraLa bhASAmAM dAkhalA-dalIlothI samajavAno prayatna karIe. Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zuM AnA che 9 AndrapradezanA eka gAmaDAmAM ramaNa nAmano bALaka ramato hato. thoDIvAra pahelAM ja gharamAMthI pitAnI rajA laIne te ramavA nIkaLyo hato. ane acAnaka pitAjI mRtyu pAmyA. eka pachI eka vyakti ramaNanA ghare pitAnI aMtimakriyA mATe AvI rahI che. bahAra ramatAM ramaNane potAnA gharamAM aneka vyaktione pravezatI joI navAI lAgI. te paNa gharamAM pahoMcyo. moTA bhAIe kahyuM, "ramaNa ! bApA gayA." ramaNa camakyo. bApA kyAM gayA? gharanA aMdaranA rUmamAM jaIne joyuM to bApAnuM zaba paDayuM hatuM. nAnakaDo ramaNa badhAne kahe che ke, "bApA gayA nathI. bApA to A raho. mane kema khoTuM khoTuM kaho cho ke bApA gayA !" jene jene te pUche che te badhA pAsethI eka ja javAba maLe che ke, bApA gayA. have bApA ahIM nathI.' che tene bApAnuM zarIra dekhAya che. suMdara majAnI be AMkho dekhAya che. aNIyALuM nAka tathA lAMbI garadana dekhAya che. tene samajAtuM nathI ke bApAnuM zarIra ahIM ja paDayuM hovA chatAM ya loko "bApA gayA" tevuM zA mATe bole che ? - teNe bApAnA zarIrane dhArI dhArIne jovAnuM zarU karyuM. bApA hasatA kema nathI? AMkhethI jotA kema nahi hoya? bApA hAlatAM - cAlatAM ke casakatAM paNa kema nathI? te UMDA vicAramAM garakAva thaI gayo. have tene eka ja vAta zodhavAnI raDha lAgI ke "bApA gayA" eTale zuM gayuM? te tyAMthI bhAgyo. doDayo... ane pahoMcyo tiruvannAmalaI. tyAMnA maMdiramAM rAtre ghusyo. bhoMyarAmAM besIne ciMtana karI rahyo che ke, "bApA gayA eTale zuM gayuM ?" . rAtre lAla kIDIo nIkaLI, tenA zarIrane caTakA bharI bharIne Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pholI nAMkhyuM. chatAM te citanamAM garakAva che. TUMka samayamAM zarIra lohI luhANa thaI gayuM. paNa sAdhanA kadI niSphaLa jatI nathI. tene javAba jaDI gayo ke bApA gayA eTale zuM gayuM ? ciMtananA aMte tene spaSTa samajaNa prApta thaI ke bApA gayA eTale bApAnuM zarIra gayuM ema nahi, paNa bApAno AtmA gayo. bApA gayA tyAre paNa bApAnuM zarIra to gharamAM ja paDI rahyuM hatuM. bApAno AtmA cAlyo gayo hovAthI ja loko kahetA hatA ke bApA gayA. Ama bApAno AtmA ane bApAnuM zarIra baMne judA che. zarIra pote ja AtmA nathI paNa zarIrathI sAva judo ja AtmA che. zarIra to chedAya, bhedAya, baLAya tevI nAzavaMta vastu che, jayAre AtmA to na chedAya, na bhedAya, na baLAya tevI avinAzI vastu che. ane A samajaNe te bALa veMkaTa ramaNane avinAzI AtmAnI zodha karavAnI preraNA karI. veMkaTa ramaNa sAdhanA karIne ramaNa maharSi banyA. ' zabdakoza zuM kahe che ? zarIra ane AtmA e paryAyavAcI (samAnArthI zabdo nathI, te ja zarIra ane AtmA judA che tenI moTI sAbitI che. ' zabdakozane kholIne jozo to jaNAze ke zarIranA paryAyavAcI zabdonA lisTamAM "deha', "kalevara' vagere zabdo che paNa "AtmA' zabda che ja nahi. te ja rIte, AtmAnA paryAyavAcI zabdonA lisTamAM "cetana', jIva' vigere zabdo jovA maLaze paNa "zarIra' zabda kadI jovA nahi maLe. te ja batAve che ke zarIra ane AtmA baMne eka nathI paNa baMne ekabIjAthI sAva ja judA che. siMhanA nAmonA lisTamAM kadI hAthInA bIjA nAmo jovA maLe kharA? athavA to hAthInA nAmonA lisTamAM kadI siMhanuM nAma jovA maLe kharuM ? kadI na maLe. kema ke siMha e siMha ja che. ane hAthI e hAthI che. siMha ane hAthI baMne kadI eka nathI. te ja rIte zarIra ane AtmA be judA che. mATe ja beyanA bIjA nAmonA lisTa paNa judA che. Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ane 'mAruM' eTale zuM "Aje mAruM zarIra khUba thAkI gayuM che, tethI huM khUba du:khI chuM.'' evuM vAkya A duniyAmAM kyAMka, kyAreka sAMbhaLavA maLe che ne ? to A vAkyamAM - 'huM' eTale koNa ? ane 'mAruM' zarIra eTale 'konuM' zarIra ? kahevuM ja paDaze ke A vAkyamAM huM eTale AtmA. ane mAruM zarIra eTale AtmAnuM zarIra. 'mAruM pustaka phATI gayuM,' ema bolavAmAM jema huM ane mAruM pustaka baMne judA mAnIe chIe, tema 'mAruM zarIra thAkI gayuM' ema bolIe tyAM huM (AtmA) ane mAruM zarIra judA che tema mAnyA vinA zI rIte cAlaze ? bhUtakALane yAda koNa kare ? ApaNe bALapaNamAM je ramato ramatAM hatA, te zuM have yuvAna vayamAM paNa ApaNane yAda nathI AvatI ? to A vAto kone yAda AvI ? bALapaNanuM zarIra to kyAranuM ya badalAI gayuM che. have to navuM yuvA zarIra prApta thayuM che. ja jo zarIra te ja AtmA hota to ramata ramanAra zarIra have nAza pAmI gayuM hovAthI te ramatanI yAda yuvAnImAM AvI zake ja zI rIte ? paNa yAda to Ave ja che. tethI nakkI thAya che ke te ramato ramanAra bALa-zarIramAM je AtmA hato; te ja AtmA bALa-zarIra nAza pAmavA chatAM ya hAlanA yuvA-zarIramAM che ja, ane te AtmA ja have bAlyakALamAM ramelI ramatane yAda kare che. Ama bAlyavayanuM zarIra ane AtmA baMne judA hatA; te nakkI thayuM. maDadA ane jIvaMta mANasamAM zuM pharaka ? maDadA ane jIvaMta mANasane bAju-bAjumAM suvADatAM baMnemAM kAMIka taphAvata to dekhAya ja che. jIvaMta vyaktimAM evI koI cIja che ke je cIja maDadAmAM nathI. maDadAmAM khUTatI A cIja bIjI koI nahi paNa AtmA che. koIka kahe ke, jIvaMta zarIramAMthI eka jAtanI zakti nIkaLI gaI, athavA to Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eka prakArano vAyu nIkaLI gayo mATe te jIvaMta zarIra maDaduM thaI gayuM, to te jIvaMta za2I2mAMthI je koI zakti ke vAyu nIkaLI gayo tenuM ja nAma AtmA. zarIramAMthI nIkaLI gayelI vastune zakti kaho ke vAyu kaho, game te kaho. ApaNe tene AtmA kahIe chIe. vijJAna aMtima satya nathI AjanuM vijJAna bhale ne AtmAne mAnatuM na hoya ! vijJAna kAMI dharmazAstra nathI ane vaijJAniko kAMI bhagavAna nathI ke emanuM mAneluM ja ApaNe mAnavuM ane emanuM nahi mAneluM ApaNe nahi mAnavuM ? e ja loko (sara jemsa jImsa vagere) kahe che ke, amArI badhI vAto prayogomAM che. tame koI ene aMtima satya mAnI letA nahi ! to pachI ApaNe e vaijJAniko upara evI aMdhazraddhA mUkI devAnI zI jarUra che ? chatAMya judI judI dalIlothI tathA vaijJAnika draSTikoNathI ApaNe have pachI AtmAnI sAbitIo joIzuM. 'ahIM nathI' eTale ja 'kyAMka che !' siddhacakra pUjanamAM jaI rahelA ramaNabhAIe samrATa epArTamenTanA trIje mALe rahetAM pinAkInabhAIne bUma mArI, 'pinAkIna ! o pinAkIna !' bUma sAMbhaLIne pinAkInabhAInI putrIe bAlkanImAM AvIne kahyuM ke, 'aMkala ! pappA nathI.' zuM vAta kare che beTA ! pappA nathI ? zuM thayuM ? hamaNA thoDI vAra pahelA to mArI sAthe phona upara vAta karI hatI. eTalIvAramAM zuM thaI gayuM ?' - ramaNabhAIe ekaja zvAsamAM pUchI lIdhuM. 'sorI aMkala ! kAMIka gerasamaja thaI lAge che. pappA nathI eTale pappA A duniyA choDIne gayA ema nahi. muMbaIthI mAmAno lAITanIMga kola AvatAM pappA thoDIvAra pahelA ja muMbaI gayA che. tethI pappA hAla gharamAM nathI.' uparokta vArtAlApamAM spaSTapaNe jaNAya che ke, 'pappA nathI' teno artha pappA duniyAmAM paNa kyAM ya nathI tevo to na ja karAya. 'pappA nathI,' no artha pappA gharamAM nathI, athavA dukAnamAM nathI. paNa A duniyAmAM kyAMka ne kyAMka to che ja. barAbara ne ? *** Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ basa te ja rIte, jayAre koI bole ke "AtmA nathI tyAre teno artha evo kadI paNa na karAya ke AtmA jevI koI cIja A duniyAmAM che ja nahi. parantu teno artha e thayo ke A maDadAmAM (zarIramAM) hAla AtmA nathI, paNa AtmA anya ko'ka ne ko'ka sthAne to che ja. "A maDadAmAM (zarIramAM) AtmA nathI' e pramANenuM A duniyAmAM bolAtuM vAkya pote ja AtmA jevI koIka svataMtra cIja che, tenI moTI sAbitI che. jagatamAM je cIja kyAMka ne kyAMka hoya ja; te ja cIja mATe duniyAmAM bolAya che ke amuka jagyAe e cIja nathI. parantu je cIja kyAMya na hoya te cIja mATe A cIja ahIM nathI, tevuM kadI bolAtuM nathI. jaMgalamAM vAgha che mATe ja gharamAM vAgha nathI ema bolI zakAya che. jo duniyAmAM kyAMya vAgha na hoya to mArA gharamAM vAgha nathI tevuM kadI paNa bolI zakAta kharuM ? mArA bagIcAmAM gulAba nathI, caMpo nathI, mogaro nathI tevuM bolI zakAya che, kema ke duniyAmAM kyAMka ne kyAMka A badhAM phUlo che ja. paNa mArA bagIcAmAM AkAzaphUla nathI, tevuM koI bolatuM nathI kAraNa ke tevI vastu A duniyAmAM che ja nahi. Ama maDadA sivAyanA zarIramAM AtmA che ja, mATe ja bolI zakAya che ke maDadAmAM AtmA nathI. (zuM dekhAya te ja mAnavuM ? vihAra karatAM karatAM yuvAna jJAnI munirAja eka gAmamAM pahoMcyA. temanI vidvattA ane mIThAsa bharelI tejasvI vANIne sAMbhaLIne temanI kIrti samagra nagaramAM phelAI gaI. temanI pravacana sabhAmAM mAtra vRddho ke nivRtto ja nahi. paNa yuvAno ya samayasara hAjara thavA lAgyA. are ! UMcAmAM UMcuM vyAvahArika zikSaNa lenAro varga paNa Avato hato. "AtmA, AtmA' zabda anekavAra sAMbhaLIne ekaLAI UThelA eka berIsTarathI Aje pravacana sabhAmAM na rahevAyuM. bedhaDaka UbhA thaIne, teNe yuvAnamunine pUchayuM ke huM to je dekhAya tene ja mAnuM chuM. na dekhAya tene zI rIte manAya ? vAraMvAra tame "Anma AtmA kahyA karo cho, to te AtmA tame kaho tethI zuM amAre mAnI levAno ? AtmA hoya to mane batADo ne ? Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ te yuvAna munirAje saumya bhASAmAM kahyuM ke - bhAgyazALI ! dekhAya te ja mAnavuM ane na dekhAya te na ja mAnavuM, tevI pratijJA karavA zuM tame taiyAra cho? berIsTara : hA ! temAM zuM vAMdho ? na dekhAya tevI cIjane ame kadI mAnatA ja nathI ne ? munirAja : zAbAza ! to to tamane AtmAnuM darzana karAvavAmAM mane anukULatA raheze. Atmadarzana e khUba ja UMcI cIja che. te koI mAmUlI vyaktine na karAvAya. te to buddhizALI vyaktine ja karAvAya. to bhAgyazALI ! pahelAM mane e jaNAvo ke tame buddhizALI to kharA ne ? berIsTara : oNphakorsa ! huM berIsTara emane ema thoDo banyo hoIza ? mArA tamAma mitro mane buddhizALI mAne ja che. munirAja : to mane jarA tamArI buddhi hatheLImAM laIne batADone? jevA tame mane hatheLImAM buddhi batADazo ke tarata ja huM paNa tamane hAthamAM AtmAne batADIza. pelo berIsTara to A sAMbhaLIne stabdha thaI gayo. kApo to ya lohI na nIkaLe tevI tenI sthiti thaI. kAraNa ke buddhi na dekhADI zake to tenAmAM buddhi ja nathI tema sAbita thaI jAya parantu jaina zAsanane pAmelA A mahAtmAe atyaMta saumya bhASAmAM te berIsTarane kahyuM ke - bhAgyazALI! buddhi tame hatheLImAM na batADI zako tethI tamArAmAM buddhi nathI, tema na manAya. buddhi e hatheLImAM dekhADI zakAya tevI cIja ja nathI. chatAM buddhi tamArAmAM che ja. tame buddhizALI cho ja. tamArI berIsTara tarIkenI khyAti, tamArA kAryo vagere tamArAmAM rahelI buddhinuM badhAne anumAna karAve che. Ama, buddhi dekhAtI na hovA chatAM anumAnathI manAya che, te ja rIte AtmA paNa dekhAto na hovA chatAM anumAnathI te mAnI zakAya che. maDadAmAM sukha-du:khanA saMvedana kema nathI thatAM ? kAraNa ke temAM AtmA nathI. jIvatA mANasanA zarIramAM sukha-du:khanA saMvedano thAya che, mATe jIvatA mANasanA zarIramAM AtmA hovo joIe tema anumAna karI zakAya che. roDa upara saDasaDATa gADI pasAra thaI gaI. ApaNe temAM beThela DrAIvarane joyo ja nathI, chatAM ya gADInI gati uparathI ApaNe gADImAM DrAIvara hovo ja joIe tevuM anumAna kyAM nathI karatA ? karIe ja chIe ne ! che te ja ra ja 10 ja ke ja che ke je Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Ama, AtmA na dekhAto hovA chatAM ya bAhya kAryo u52thI AtmAnuM anumAna karI zakAya che. jJAnI mahAtmAnI uparokta vAta sAMbhaLatAM ja berIsTara bhAInA manamAM ghUsI gayelI 'dekhAya te ja mAnavuM' evI mAnyattA sadA mATe dUra thaI gaI. temaNe te mahAtmAnuM kAyama mATe zaraNuM svIkArI lIdhuM. potAnI bhramaNAne bhAMgavA badala pUjyazrIno jAhe2mAM AbhAra mAnyo. sabhAmAM rahelA anya buddhijIvI vargane dhyAnamAM rAkhIne te jJAnI mahAtmAe potAnI vAta AgaLa calAvI. juo bhAgyazALIo ! dekhAya te ja mAnavuM tevuM kahezo to ApaNe ghaNuM ghaNuM khoTuM mAnavuM paDaze ! sUrya ApaNane ahIMthI chAbaDI jeTalo ja dekhAya che to zuM tame sUryane chAbaDI jeTalo ja mAnazo ? relvenA be pATA pAse UbhA rahIne joIe to AgaLa jatAM te be pATA bhegA thaI jatAM hoya tema ApaNI AMkhe dekhAya che. to zuM kharekhara te be pATA AgaLa bhegA thAya che, tevuM manAya kharuM ? ApaNe dUra dUra najara karIe to ApaNI AMkhe ApaNane dharatI ane AkAza bhegA thatAM dekhAya che. to zuM kharekhara te vAta sAcI che ? ApaNI sAme rahelI divAla pAchaLanuM ApaNane ApaNI AMkhe kAMIpaNa dekhAtuM nathI. to zuM divAla pAchaLa kAMI che ja nahi tevuM mAnavAnuM ? 15mA mALanI bAlkanImAM UbhelA sADA pAMca phUTanI UMcAIvALA ramaNabhAI nIcethI sADAcAra phUTanI UMcAIvALA dekhAya che. tethI zuM temane sADA pAMca phUTa UMcAInA nahi mAnavAnA ? jene AMkhe pILiyo thayo che, tene sapheda zaMkha paNa pILo dekhAya che; jo AMkhethI dekhAya te ja mAnavAnuM kahezo to sapheda zaMkhane paNa pILo ja mAnavo paDaze ! AthI have nakkI thayuM ke cIja jevI dekhAya tevI ja mAnavI athavA cIja jo dekhAya to ja mAnavI; te vAta barAbara nathI. mahArAjazrIe potAnI vAtA AgaLa calAvI. ekavAra mArA peTamAM sakhata pIDA upaDI. sAmAnya gharagaththu upacAra karavA chatAM ya te du:khAvo dUra na thayo. chevaTe zrAvakonA atiAgrahane vaza thaIne DaoNkaTara sAhebane bolAvavA paDayA. zarIrane tapAsIne DaoNkaTara sAhebe davA lakhI ApI. eka sAdhune, saMsAranI tamAma sukha-samRddhine choDIne, yuvAnavayanA 1 1 Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mojazokhane phagAvI daIne nirarthaka kaSTamaya jIvana jIvatAM jo Ine DaoNkaTarane dayA upajI. temaNe mane pUchayuM ke, - " "zA mATe A zarIrane vAra kAraNe zokho cho? mojamajA karavAnA A jIvanane ane A yauvanane barabAda zA mATe karo cho ?" meM kahyuM ke - "AtmAnA kalyANa mATe huM sAdhanA karI rahyo chuM. mArA mAnavajIvanane saphaLa banAvavAno mAro prayatna che...' haju vadhu bolavA jAuM tyAM ja bolatA aTakAvIne teo mane kahevA lAgyA - "AtmA jevI koI cIja che ja nahi ne ? vagara phogaTanA tame kaSTa karI rahyA cho ! jagatanA lokone bhaDakAvI nAkhavA AtmA, teno paraloka, svarga, naraka, mokSa vagerenI vAto upajAvI kADhI hoya tema tamane nathI lAgatuM ? AtmA jevI cIja hoya to te dekhAya kema nahi ? koI vaijJAnike haju sudhI prayogazALAmAM mAIkroskopathI AtmAne joyo hoya tevuM sAMbhaLavA koIne kadI ya maLyuM nathI !' meM kahyuM - "DaoNkaTara ! tame kadI ya kerIno rasa pIdho che kharo ?'' DaoNkaTara : ""jI hA, paNa tenuM hAla zuM kAma che ? atyAre kAMI unALo nathI ke huM tamane lAvIne ApI zakuM ?' te rasa tamane svAdamAM kevo lAgyo hato ?" DaoNkaTara : ""khUba ja mITho " ema ! kerInA rasamAM mIThAza hatI tema zuM tame kharekhara mAno cho?" DaoNkaTara: ""jI hA. temAM pUchavAnuM ja zuM? A vAta karatAM ya mane te mIThAza mANavAnuM mana thaI jAya che !'' "zAbAza ! to DaoNkaTara ! tame kerInA rasanI te mIThAzane kadI paNa tamArI AMkhe joyelI kharI ?" DaoNkaTara : ""nA.'' "na dekhAI to ya mAno cho ke temAM mIThAza hatI ?' DaoNkaTara sAheba vicAramAM paDI gayA. meM mArI vAta AgaLa calAvI : "juo DaoNkaTara ! tame kadI ya koI oDIyo keseTa sAMbhaLI che? are ! javA do e vAta ! tamane mArA zabdo to atyAre saMbhaLAI ja rahyA che ne ?" DaoNkaTara : ""jI hA ! kema Ama pUcho cho ? zuM mArA kAnamAM ApazrIne koI kacAsa lAge che ?' "nA, DaoNkaTara ! jarAya nahi. tamArA kAna to sAjA saravA lAge ! Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che. paNa mArA zabdo tamane saMbhaLAI rahyA che; tema tame jo mAno cho, to mAre eTaluM ja pUchavAnuM che ke mArA zabdone tame AMkhe joyA kharA? jo nA, to pachI te zabdone zI rIte mAnazo ? ane zabdo ja jo nathI to tame sAMbhaLyA kevI rIte ? DaoNkaTara : ""ApazrInI vAta vicAravA jevI che." kyAreka lagnaprasaMge gayA ho tyAre tyAM AvelA lokoe vastro upara chAMTelA attara seMTanI sugaMdha tame suMdhI che kharI? athavA unALAnA samaye garamIthI parezAna thayA cho? ziyALAmAM kaDakaDatI ThaMDImAM TharI gayA cho ? DaoNkaTara : ""uparanI badhI vAto kyAreka ne kyAreka to mArA jIva mAM banI ja che, paNa Apa zuM kahevA mAMgo cho ?' DokaTara : ""tame mArI vAta na samajI zakyA ? huM e kahevA mAMgu chuM ke A sugaMdha ke durgadha, ThaMDI ke garamI, mIThAza ke tIkhAza vagerene kAI kadI AMkhathI joI zakatuM nathI. chatAM ya A badhI cIjo ne zA mATe mAno cho ? jo dekhAya te ja mAnavuM ane AMkhe na dekhAya te na ja mAnavuM, tevo niyama banAvazo to A ThaMDI-garamI vagere kAMI paNa mAnI nahi zakAya..." anubhavAya te ja mAnavAnuM ? DaoNkaTara : ""gurujI ! Apa khUba ja buddhizALI cho. Ape evI jaDabesalAka dalIla karI che ke jenA kAraNe AMkhe dekhAya te ja mAnavuM DhavI vAta huM sadA mATe mArA magajamAMthI dUra karI dauM chuM. mArI ajJAnatA upara ja mane hasavuM Ave che. paNa mArA manamAM have e savAla upasthita ya che ke bhale mIThAza, tIkhAza, zabda, ThaMDI, garamI, sugaMdha-durgadha vagere Akha vaDe joI zakAtA na hoya paNa koIne koI IndriyathI teno anubhava to thAya ja che ne ? juo ! zabda kAnathI saMbhaLAya che, sugaMdha-durgadha nAkathI pakaDAya che, mIThAza-tIkhAzanI jANa jIbhathI thAya che, ThaMDI-garamInI cAmaDIne khabara paDe che paNa AtmAnI jANa to koI ja IndriyathI nathI thatI. uparanI badhI cIjono anubhava koIne koI IndriyathI to thAya ja che. mATe ame tene mAnIe paNa AtmAno anubhava to koI ja IndriyathI koIne paNa thato nathI. pachI tene zI rIte manAya ? ' DaoNkaTara sAhebanI A tINa dalIla sAMbhaLIne mane paNa AnaMda thayo. temanI jijJAsAvRttine saMtoSavA meM temane kahyuM - DaoNkaTara sAheba ! tame hamaNA mane davA lakhI ApI te uparathI huM Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAnI lauM ke, 'mane peTamAM duHkhAvo thayo hato; te vAta tame paNa svIkAro ja cho.' kema barAbara ne ? DaoNkaTara : 'sAheba ! emAM pUchavAnuM ja zuM hoya ?' 'to sAMbhaLo DaoNkaTara ! mArA peTamAM thatA du:khAvAne tame AMkhethI joyo ? kAnethI sAMbhaLyo ? nAkathI sUMghyo? jIbhathI cAkhyo ? cAmaDIthI sparSo ? jo pAMcamAMthI eka paNa IndriyathI tame na anubhavyo hoya to mArA peTamAM du:khAvo thayo hato ema tame kema mAnI lIdhuM ? ane mane davA kema lakhI ApI ? DaoNkaTara : sAheba ! tame saMta cho ! tamArA upara thoDo avizvAsa rakhAya ? tame mane khoTI vAta zA mATe karo ?' to pachI DaoNkaTara ! AtmA che tevuM paNa huM ja kahuM chuM ne ? zA mATe huM khoTuM kahuM ? AtmA che tevI mArI vAtamAM tamane avizvAsa zA mATe ? chatAM ya tamane eka vAta pUchuM ! tamane koI divasa mAthAno du:khAvo thayo che ke nahi ?' DaoNkaTara : 'hA... ekavAra nahi paNa ghaNI vAra.' to pachI mane tame e jaNAvo ke tamane thayelA mAthAnA duHkhAvAne tame joyo ? sAMbhaLyo ? sUMdhyo ? cAkhyo ? aDayA ? jo nA, to pachI tamane ghaNIvAra mAthuM duHkhavA AvyuM che tema kema kaho cho ? mane lAge che ke kharekhara tamane mAthAno duHkhAvo kadI nahi thayo hoya! khoTo bhrama haze.' DaoNkaTara : nA.. nA.. mahArAjazrI ! huM zuM eTalo badho mUrkha chuM ke mane du:khAvAno bhrama thai jAya ? meM sAcesAca e du:khAvAnI tIvra pIDAnI lAgaNIne anubhavI che, tenuM zuM ? zAbAza, DaoNkaTara sAheba, zAbAza ! jema koipaNa indriyathI du:kha dekhAyuM, saMbhALAyuM, sUMdhAyuM, cakhAyuM ke sparzAyuM nahi chatAM jo anubhavAyuM to tame te duHkhanuM astitva svIkAryuM to pachI je AtmA dekhAto, saMbhaLAto, sUMdhAto, cakhAto ke sparzato na hovA chatAM ya sukha-duHkhanI lAgaNIothI anubhavAya che te AtmAnA astitvane kema na svIkArAya ? A vAta sAMbhaLatAM ja pelA DaoNkaTara sAheba sadA mATenA sAcA jaina banI gayA. temane AtmA che te vAtanI sacoTa pratIti thai gai. mahArAjazrInI A vAta sAMbhaLatAM ja, pravacanasabhAmAM beThelA aneka buddhijIvI vyakitaonA mananI zaMkAo dUra thai. 'Atmatattva' mAnavAnuM temaNe nakkI karyuM. 14 Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - -- - 'DegaNadhA2 - be pradezarAjAno laMvAda traNa lokanA nAtha, devAdhideva zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra gAmegAma vicaratA vicaratA AmalakappA nAmanI nagarI tarapha padhAryA. nagarInI bahAra izAnakhUNAmAM AvelA aMbAlavana nAmanA caityamAM azokavRkSa nIce paramAtmAe dezanA pharamAvI. te vakhate saudharma devalokanA sUryAbha nAmanA deve avadhijJAnathI paramAtmA mahAvIradevane joyA. tenI romarAjI bhakitabhAvathI vikasvara thaI. tyAM bhakitabhAvathI stavanA karyA pachI aneka deva-devIothI parivarelo te sUryAbhadeva paramAtmA mahAvIradeva pAse Avyo. traNa pradakSiNA ApIne prabhune vaMdanA karavA lAgyo. prabhuvIre suMdara dharmadezanA ApI. dharmadezanAnA aMte sUryAbhadeve paramAtmAne savAla pUchayA ke, "he bhagavaMta! huM bhavya chuM ke abhavya ? mithyAdRSTi chuM ke samyagdaSTi? saMsAramAM mAre maryAdita samaya rakhaDavAnuM che ke anaMtakALa? mane bodhinI prApti thavI sahelI che ke muzkela? huM ArAdhaka chuM ke virAdhaka? mokSamAM jatAM pahelA haju mAre keTalA zarIra levAnA che ? vagere paramAtmAe kahyuM ke, "he sUryAbha ! tuM bhavya che. samyagdaSTi che. tAre saMsAramAM maryAdita samaya rahevAnuM che. te sulabhabodhi che, ArAdhaka che. pachInA bhave mokSe janAro che." bhagavAnano javAba sAMbhaLIne sUryAbhadeva ati AnaMdita banyo. pachI prabhu taraphanI bhakitane vaza thaine teNe 32 prakAranA divya nATako karyA. pachI prabhune vaMdanA karIne te sUryAbhadeva potAnA sthAne gayo. tenA gayA bAda, gautama svAmIe paramAtmA mahAvIradevane A sUryAbhadeva aMge aneka savAlo karyA. jenA anusaMdhAnamAM prabhuvIre sUryAbhadevano nIce pramANeno pUrvabhava jaNAvyo. jaMbUdIpanA bharatakSetramAM ke kaya dezanI zvetAmbI nagarImAM pradezI Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nAmano rAjA hato. te khUba pApI, dUra, ane atyaMta adharmI hato. tene sUryakAntA nAmanI rANI hatI. ekavAra pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanI paraMparAnA cAra jJAnanA svAmI kezIzramaNa nagarInA bahAranA udhAnamAM padhAryA. nagaranA aneka loko temanI pAse dharmadezanA sAMbhaLavA AvyA. rAjA pradezI paNa bahArathI thAkIne, ArAma karavA te ja udyAnamAM Avyo. moTI sabhAmAM vacce besIne moTA avAje, upadeza ApatA kezIzramaNane joIne rAjAnA manamAM thayuM ke, "jaDa loko ja jaDanI upAsanA kare che. muMDa loko ja muMDanI upAsanA kare che. ajJAnI loko ja ajJAnInI upAsanA kare che. A koI jaDa, muMDa, ajJAnI mANasa moTI mAnavamedanI vacce beTho beTho jora jorathI barADA pADe che ! mane ya sukhe ArAma karavA deto nathI... vagere.... teNe potAnA sAthIne potAnA manamAM AvelA vicAro kahA . sArathIe kahyuM ke, he svAmI ! A to pArzvaprabhunI paraMparAnA, cAra jJAnanA svAmI kezIzramaNa che. rAjAne kutUhala jAgyuM. teo temanI pAse pahoMcyA ane pUchayuM. "he bhaMte ! zuM tame viziSTajJAna dharAvo cho ? zramaNe kahyuM, "he pradezI ! mane joine zuM tamane evo vicAra Avelo ke A jaDa loko pelA moTA jaDanI upAsanA kare che ane A mArA udyAnamAM barADA pADIne mane ya sukhe ArAma karavA detA nathI! vagere... potAnA manamAM AvelA vicArone sAMbhaLIne rAjA Azcarya pAmyo. bhate ! Ape kevI rIte jANyuM ?" tenAthI ekAeka pUchAI gayuM. zramaNe kahAM : matijJAna, zrutajJAna, avadhijJAna, mana:paryavajJAna ane kevaLajJAna, ema pAMca prakAranA jJAna che. mane haju kevaLajJAna thayuM nathI. paNa cAra jJAna thayA che. cothA mana:paryavajJAnathI huM tArA mananA vicAro jANI zakayo chuM. ke zIzramaNanI pratibhAthI aMjAi gayelo rAjA pradezI tyAM ja besI gayo. potAnA mananI ghaNA samayanI- mUMjhavaNono ukela ahIM maLaze tevuM tene lAgyuM. teNe pUchayuM : "he bhaMte ! tamArA jevA sAdhuo -jIva judo che ane Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zarIra juduM che'- tevuM mAne che. paNa hakIkatamAM je jIva che te ja zarIra che. ane je zarIra che te ja jIva che. tevuM huM mAnuM chuM. kezIsvAmI : nA pradezI ! tArI samaja barAbara nathI. hakIkatamAM jIva ane zarIra baMne eka nahi paNa judA che. dAdA narakamAMthI kahevA kema na AvyA ? pradezI : jIva ane zarIra eka ja che, paNa judA nathI, tevuM mAnavA pAchaLa mArI pAse aneka yukita che. juo sAMbhaLo : mArA je dAdA hatA, te khUba ja pApITha, krUra ane hiMsaka hatA. samagra dezamAM teo atyAcAra gujAratA hatA. jo jIva ane zarIra judA hoya to teo marIne tamArA mata pramANe to narakamAM gayA hovA joIe ! mArA dAdAno huM atyaMta vahAlo pautra chuM. temane mArI upara apAra heta hatuM. huM temanA mATe sarvasva hato. jo teo narakamAM gayA hoya to, mArA pratyenA ati vahAlanA kAraNe teo cokkasa mane kahevA AvyA hota ke, "he pautra ! atipApa karavAnA kAraNe huM narakamAM pahoMcyo chuM. bhayaMkara duHkhone bhogavI bhogavIne kaMTALI gayo chuM. tane khAsa cetavuM chuM ke tuM have kadI pApa karato nahi. prAmANikapaNe prajAnuM pAlana karaje. nahi to pApa karavAnA kAraNe tAre paNa narakamAM AvIne mArA jevA asahRA duHkho sahana karavA paDaze. he bhagavaMta ! mArA dAdA jo upara pramANe kahevA AvyA hota to huM jIva ane zarIra judA che, tevuM mAnata. paNa haju sudhI to temaNe mane A vAta kayAre ya jaNAvI nathI. huM ema mAnuM chuM ke jIva ane zarIra eka ja hovAthI, zarIra baLI jatAM jIvano paNa nAza thaI ja gayo che. narakamAM koI gayuM ja nathI. Ama zarIra karatAM judo jIva ja na hovAthI zI rIte te mane kahevA Ave ke tuM pApa karIza nahi. kezIsvAmI : he pradezI ! tArI dalIla meM sAMbhaLI. have tuM mArI vAta sAMbhaLa. rUpa rUpanI aMbAra evI tArI priyatamA sUryakAntA rANIne tuM parapurUSa sAthe anicchanIya kArya karatI jue to tuM te kAmIpurUSane zuM daMDa kare ? pradezI : he svAmI ! huM tenA hAtha-paga kApI nAMkhe. are ! tene ka ha ha ha ha ha ha 17 haja ja che te eka Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zULIe caDAvI dauM athavA to tarata ja eka ghA mArIne tenA kaTakA karI nAMkhuM. kezIsvAmI : he pradezI ! kadAca te kAmI mANasa tane kAkaludI bharIne kahe ke-he svAmI ! mArI bhUla thai che. Apane je sajA ka2vI hoya te karo paNa mane thoDo samaya Apo. huM mArA mitro-svajano vagerene kahIne AvuM ke he mAnavo ! kAmAsakitane vaza thaine mArAthI sUryakAntArANI sAthe anicchanIya kArya thaI gayuM. tethI maraNanI A sakhata sajA pAmyo chuM. mATe tame bhUlacUke paNa AvA pApAcaraNo na sevajo, nahi to tamane paNa mArI jema phAMsInI sajA thaze. he pradezI ! te kAmI mANasanuM AvuM kAkaludIbharyu vacana sAMbhaLIne tuM tene sajA karatAM thoDoka samaya aTakI jAya kharo ? pradezI : he bhagavaMta ! e to na ja bane. Avo bhayaMkara aparAdha karanArane eka kSaNa paNa jIvato zI rIte rahevA devAya ? huM to tene tarata ja mArI nAMkhuM. ghaDIbhara paNa ene enA ghare na javA dauM. kezIsvAmI : basa.... to pachI pradezI ! maLI gayo tArA praznano javAba ! narakamAM gayelA tArA dAdAne game teTalI icchA hoya ke huM mAnavalokamAM jaine, mArA vhAlA pautra pradezIne jaNAvuM ke tuM mArA jevA pApo na karato. nahi to tAre paNa narakamAM AvavuM paDaze... vagere. paNa tyAM rahelA paramAdhAmI devo tene tyAMthI ahIM AvavA detA ja nathI ne ! pelo kAmI purUSa-tane parAdhIna hovAthI-potAnA svajanone samAcAra ApavA na jai zake tema tArA dAdA paNa tyAM narakamAM parAdhInapaNe duHkho bhogavI rahyA che. tethI tane kahevA kevI rIte AvI zake ? narakamAM paDatA bhayaMkara du:khothI vihvaLa banato narakano jIva pote zuM karavuM ne zuM na karavuM ? tenI mUMjhavaNa anubhavato hoya che. tethI ahIM nathI Avato. vaLI narakamAM rahelA kaThora paramAdhAmI devo te nA2ka jIvane kSaNabhara paNa chUTo rahevA detA nathI. satata tene satAvyA kare che.trAsa ApyA kare che. tethI paNa te ahIM AvI zakato nathI. nArakImAM bhogavavA yogya tenuM vedanIyakarma haju pUrNa bhogavAi gayuM nathI. mATe paNa te na AvI zake. ane narakagatinuM AyuSya pUrNa thayA vinA koi AtmA narakamAMthI bahAra nIkaLI zakato nathI. tArA dAdAnuM nArakaAyuSya haju pUrNa na thayuM hovAthI 18 Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ teo icche to ya uparokata kAraNosara tane kahevA AvI zakatA nathI. tethI narakamAM gayelA dAdA kahevA AvyA nathI mATe zarIra ane jIva eka ja che, tevuM na manAya. paNa zarIra ane jIva judA ja mAnavA joie . dAdImA svargamAMthI kahevA kema na AvyA ? pradezI : huM jIva ane zarIrane eka mAnuM chuM, tenuM bIjuM paNa eka kAraNa che. sAMbhaLo : .. mArA dAdImA atyaMta dharmISTha hatA. teo roja bhagavAnanI bhakita karatA. Akho divasa dharmanI ArAdhanAmAM gALatA. tapa-tyAga-dAna vagere dharmone to temaNe AtmasAt karyA hatA. tamArA mata pramANe to marIne teo devalokamAM deva banyA hovA joie . huM temane paNa khUba vahAlo hato. huM atyAre khUba ja pApI jIvana jIvuM chuM. to temaNe AvIne mane kema na kahyuM ke, he pradezI ! dharmArAdhanA karavAthI huM deva banyo chuM. svarganA sukho bhogavuM chuM. tuM paNa pApa baMdha karIne dharmanuM sevana kara. jenAthI tane paNa svarganA sukho maLe . mane lAge che ke jIva zarIra karatAM judo che ja nahi, tethI temanA zarIranA baLavA sAthe temano jIva paNa baLI gayo. tethI devalokamAM koi gayuM ja nathI ke je mane kahevA mATe Ave ! jo jIva ane zarIra judA hota to devalokamAM gayelA mArA dAdImAno deva banelo jIva cokkasa mane kahevA Avata. paNa Avyo nathI tethI jIva ane zarIra judA nathI. kezIsvAmI : he pradezI ! ema samaja ke prabhunI bhakti karavA tuM snAna karIne bahAra nIkaLyo che. prabhu pUjA mATe suMdara vastro teM dhAraNa karyA che. hAthamAM pUjAnA upakaraNo laIne devAlaya tarapha javA tuM paga upADe che. te samaye saMDAsamAM rahelo koIka mANasa tane ema kahe ke, 'he svAmI ! tame A saMDAsamAM Avo. beso. jarA A sthAnanI paNa mulAkAta lo. thoDI vAra ahIM sUI jaIne ArAma karo. to he pradezI ! tuM tenI vAtano amala kare kharo ? pradezI : svAmI ! kevI vAta karo cho ? huM tenI vAta paNa na sAMbhaLuM ne ! snAna karIne pavitra thayA bAda, saMDAsa jevA ati gaMdakI bharapUra sthAnamAM huM te vaLI jato hoIza? kezIsvAmI : basa te ja rIte svargamAM gayelI tArI dAdI gaMdakI 19 Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bharapUra manuSyalokamAM tene kahevA mATe Ave nahi. devalokanI aMdara sukho nI relamachela che. te sukhomAM lapeTAyelA te mane kadIka tane AvIne kahevAnI IcchA thAya to paNa, manuSyalokamAM rahelA durgadhane kAraNe Ave nahi. svargamAM navo utpanna thayelo deva manuSyalokamAM AvavAne Icche to paNa cAra kAraNosara AvI zakato nathI : (1) devalokamAM eTalA badhA bhautika sukho che ke te deva temAM ja mazagula banI jAya che. pachI tene mAnavIya sukho mAM rasa raheto nathI. mATe te ahIM Avato nathI. (2) devalokamAM gayA pachI mAnavo sAtheno prema saMbaMdha tUTI gayo hoya che. deva-devIo sAthe navo prema saMbaMdha zarU thayo hoya che. tethI te ahIM Avato nathI. (3) kadAca te manuSyanA saMbaMdhane yAda karIne AvavAnuM mana kare to paNa devalokanA divya sukho taraphanA AkarSaNane kAraNe "hamaNA jauM chuM, abaghaDI jAuM chuM' e pramANe vicAre che. paNa pachI jayAre te manuSyalokamAM Ave tyAre tenA te saMbaMdhIo marI gayA hoya che kAraNa ke devanI ghaDI eTale ApaNA hajAro varSa ! tethI te je thoDIvAramAM nIce AvavA mAMge teTalIvAramAM to ahIM ApaNI keTalIya peDhI pUrI thaI gaI hoya che. tethI te potAnA saMbaMdhIne maLI zakato nathI. (4) manuSyalokamAM mAthAne phADI nAMkhe tevI puSkaLa gaMdakI che. tenI durgadha eTalI badhI tIvra hoya che ke devo te durgadhane sahana karI zakatA nathI. Ama, tArI dAdImAM deva banI hoya ane tene AvavAnI IcchA hoya to paNa uparokta kAraNasara AvI zakI na hoya. tethI jIva ane zarIra judA che, tema ja tAre mAnavuM joIe. jIva bahAra nIkaLyo zI rIte ?) pradezI : svAmIjI ! tame tarkathI vAta karo, te ThIka chepaNa mArI vAta to anubhavasiddha che. meM prayogo karIne khAtarI karI che ke jIva zarIrathI judo che ja nahi. eka vakhata maMtrI-senAdhipati vagerethI vIMTaLAyelo huM rAjasabhAmAM rAjasihAsana upara beTho hato. te vakhate mArA koTavALo eka corane pakaDIne Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ lAvyA. tenA gunAnI sajA mAre dehAntadaMDanI karavAnI hatI. jIva ane zarIra eka che ke judA, tenI khAtarI karavAnuM mane mana thayuM. tethI meM te corane jIvato ne jIvato lokhaMDanI moTI kuMbhamAM pUrAvaDAvyo. pachI tenI upara lokhaMDanuM moTuM DhAMkaNa phITophITa baMdha karAvyuM. loDhA ane zIzAnA rasathI cAre bAju reNa karAvyo. kyAMya nAnuM chidra paNa na rahevA dIdhuM. pachI mArA ativizvAsu sainikone khullI talavAre AjubAju cokI karavA kahyuM. aMdarathI kAMIpaNa bahAra nIkaLe tevI vyavasthA hatI ja nahi, chatAM ya kAMI nIkaLe to tene pakaDavAnI kaDaka sUcanA meM sainikone ApI. keTalAka divaso pasAra thaI gayA pachI meM jAte mArI najaronajara te kuMbhIne kholAvarAvI. joyuM to aMdara pUrAyelo cora marI gayo hato. jo jIva ane zarIra judA hoya, ane tenA zarIramAMthI jIva bahAra nIkaLI gayo hoya to kuMbhIne kyAMka to kANuM paDavuM joIe ne ? paNa tapAsa karI to kuMbhInI upara DhAMkaNa barAbara baMdha hatuM. reNa paNa barAbara hato. kuMbhamAM kyAMya rAInA dANA jeTaluM paNa kANuM nahotuM. huM to ema mAnuM chuM ke jIva ane zarIra eka ja che. jIva kyAMya bahAra nIkaLyo ja nathI. paNa zarIra akriya banatAM jIva paNa akriya banyo che. tethI halana-calana jaNAtuM nathI. chevaTe jIva ane zarIra to eka ja che ne ! mArI vAta upara have to Apane vizvAsa beTho ne ? kezIsvAmI: sAMbhaLa pradeza! duniyAmAM to AvA aneka anubhavo thAya che. eka moTo oraDo hoya. upara ghummaTa hoya. cAre bAjunI divAla lIMpelI hoya. koI mANasa moTuM nagAruM laIne te oraDAmAM jAya. pachI bAraNA sajajaDa baMdha karI de. kyAMya nAnuM sarakhuM paNa kANuM ke tirADa na rahe tenI kALajI kare. pachI jo rajo rathI nagAruM vagADe to teno avAja bahAra saMbhaLAya ke na saMbhaLAya ? pradezI : saMbhaLAya to kharo ja ne ! kezIsvAmI : paNa te oraDIne chidra to che nahi. jarA sarakhI ya jagyA nathI. to pachI avAja nIkaLyo kevI rIte ? jo kANuM ke tirADa na hovA chatAM ya avAja bahAra nIkaLI zakyo to pachI avAja karatAM to jIvanI tAkAta anaMtagaNI vadhAre che. te kema na nIkaLI zake ? Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pRthvInI, makAnanI, parvatanI, samudranI, duniyAnI koIpaNa ghana ke pravAhI vastunI ArapAra pasAra thaI javAnuM sAmarthya jIvamAM che. duniyAmAM game tyAM tene pUravAmAM Ave, jo temAMthI nIkaLavAno avasara thayo hoya to te nIkaLI ja javAno. corane te kuMbhamAM pUrAvaDAvyo. paNa teno nIkaLavAno samaya Avyo tyAre chidra pAyA vinA te kuMbhImAMthI bahAra nIkaLI gayo. ane jIva vinAnuM tenuM zarIra tyAM paDI rahyuM. mATe tAre have mAnavuM ja joIe ke jIva ane zarIra judA che. jIva aMdara pravezyo zI rIte ? pradezI : ekavAra meM eka corane tenA gunA badala mArI nAMkhyo. pachI marelA te coranA zarIrane lokhaMDanI kuMbhamAM pUryuM. uparanI bAju DhAMkaNa phITa karIne reNa karyuM. khullI talavAra sAthe sainikono pahero bharAvyo. keTalAka divasa pachI meM kuMbhI kholAvI to te coranA zarIramAM aneka kIDA khadabadatA hatA. e kuMbhamAM rAInA dANA jeTaluM paNa kANuM to hatuM nahi. to pachI jIva aMdara pravezyo kevI rIte ? huM to ema mAnuM chuM ke jIva ane zarIra eka ja che. tethI niSkriya banelA coranA jIva rUpa zarIrane meM kuMbhamAM pUreluM te zarIra pote ja aneka jIvaDA rUpe pariNAma pAmyuM. Ama, bahArathI navA jIvone AvavAnI jarUra ja na rahI. jo zarIra ane jIva judA hoya to bahArathI pravezatA jIvone mArA vizvAsapAtra sainikoe joyA hovA joIe ne ? paNa jovAyA ja nathI, tethI jIva ane zarIra eka ja che. kezIsvAmI : pradezI ! teM koIvAra dhameluM (garama dhagadhagatuM) lokhaMDa joyuM che ? athavA lokhaMDane dhamAvyuM (garama dhagadhagatuM karyuM che ? pradezI : hA svAmIjI ! lokhaMDane dhagadhagatuM joyuM che, ane meM jAte paNa dhamAveluM che. A kezIsvAmI : loDhuM pahelA kALumeMza hatuM. tene dhamAvatA te lAlacoLa banI jAya che. jANe ke te lokhaMDa sAkSAt agnimaya banI jAya che. barAbara ne ? pradezI : svAmIjI ! ApanI vAta barAbara che. paNa Ama kahIne Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Apa zuM kahevA mAMgo cho ? te na samajAyuM. kezIsvAmI : mAro savAla e che ke te nakkara lokhaMDamAM lAlacoLa agni pravezyo kevI rIte ? te nakkara lokhaMDamAM zuM rAI jevaDuM ya kANuM hatuM kharuM ? te lokhaMDa ane agni eka che, tevuM to tuM nahi ja kahI zake. jo nakkara lokhaMDamAM eka paNa kANuM na hovA chatAM ya te lokhaMDathI judo evo agni temAM pravezI zake ane lokhaMDane agnimaya banAvI zake to pachI acittva zaktino svAmI jIva pote, eka paNa kANA vinAnI lokhaMDanI kuMbhImAM kema na pravezI zake ? potAnAthI judA evA pudgala svarUpa zarIramAM kema na rahI zake ? jaDa evA zarIrane paNa caitanyamaya kema na jaNAvI zake ? te kuMbhImAM je jIvaDAo joyA, te badhA jIvo bahArathI navA aMda2 pravezyA che. paNa teo arUpI hovAthI tArA sainiko vaDe joI zakAyA nathI. Ama, za2I2 ane jIva judA che, te vAta tAre mAnavI ja joIe . zuM zarIramAM jIva che ? na pradezI : paNa svAmI ! ekavAra jyAre eka corane mArI pAse lAvavAmAM Avyo tyAre tenAmAM zarIrathI judo jIva karyo che ? te jANavA meM tene cAre bAjuthI bArIkAIthI tapAsyo . jayAre mane kyAMya zarIra karatAM judo koI jIva na dekhAyo tyAre meM tenA be kaTakA karyA. te vakhate temAMthI bahAra nIkaLatA koI jIvane to meM na joyo, paNa te be kaTakAne jhINavaTathI tapAsavA chatAM ya temAM paNa jIva na dekhAyo. pharI tenA kaTakA karyA ane jIvanI tapAsa karI, paNa jIva to dekhAyo ja nahine ! A rIte meM kaTakAo karavAnuM ane tapAsavAnuM cAluM rAkhyuM. chevaTe to meM tenA 2AI rAI jeTalA TukaDA karI dIdhA. to ya mane kyAMya tenA zarIra karatAM judA jIvanA darzana na thayA, mATe mArAmAM A mAnyatA ekadama phIkSa thaI gaI che ke zarIra karatAM judo koI jIva nathI. jo judo jIva hota to kyAreka to koI kaTakAmAM dekhAta ne? kezIsvAmI : he pradezI ! tuM pelA kaThiyArAnI vAta nathI jANato ? tArI A vAta sAMbhaLyA pachI mane thAya che ke tArAmAM ane pelA kaThiyArAmAM pharaka zuM rahyo ? pradezI : e phaThiyAro koNa hato ? teNe zuM karyuM hatuM ? mane kaThiyArA 23 Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAthe kema sarakhAvo cho ? kezIsvAmI : ekavAra keTalAka kaThiyArAo lAkaDAM levA jaMgalamAM gayA. AgaLa vadhatAM madhyAhna samaye potAnAmAMnA eka kaThiyArAne tyAM ja rokI bAkInA kaThiyArAo lAkaDA levA aMdaranA jaMgalamAM gayA. jatI vakhate sIdhuM-sAmAna ane dIvAvALA phAnasane te kaThiyArAne ApIne kahyuM ke, A dIvAnA agninI madadathI cUlo banAvI rasoI karIne taiyAra rAkhaje. kadAca koI kAraNe dIvo olavAI jAya to tuM lAkaDAmAMthI agni laIne paNa rasoI to banAvaje ja. ame lAkaDAno bhAro laIne AvIe chIe. pachI ApaNe sAthe jamIzuM. pelA kaThiyArAe badhuM sIdhuM-sAmAna taiyAra karIne, cUlo saLagAvavAnI zarUAta karI. paNa te daramyAna pavanathI dIvo to olavAI gayo hato. have zuM karavuM ? cUlo saLagAvyA vinA to rasoI zI rIte thAya ? kaThiyAro mUMjhavaNamAM paDyo. tyAM tene potAnA sAthIdAronI vAta yAda AvI. kadAca koI kAraNe dIvo olavAI jAya to tuM lAkaDAmAMthI agni laIne paNa rasoI to banAvaje ja." teNe tarata ja eka lAkaDuM laIne temAM agni zodhavAnuM zarU karyuM. cAre bAju pheravI pheravIne joyuM paNa agni to kyAMya na dekhAyo ! pachI teNe kuhADAthI lAkaDAnA be cIrIyA karyA. chatAM temAM ya tene agni na dekhAyo. pharI TUkaDA karIne tapAsa karI, to ya niSphaLatA maLI !! pachI to teNe te lAkaDAnA rAI rAI jevaDA TUkaDA karyA. paNa kyAM ya tene agninuM nAmanizAna paNa na jaNAyuM !!! Akhare, thAkI kaMTALIne lAcAra banelo te lamaNe hAtha daIne ciMtAtura thaIne beTho. sAthIdArone AvavAno samaya thaI gayo che. chatAM ya haju huM rasoI banAvI zakyo nathI. tevo aphasosa karato te samaya pasAra karI rahyo hato. thoDA samaya pachI tenA sAthIdAro lAkaDAno bhAro laIne tyAM AvyA, thAkyA hatA. bhUkhyA hatA, parasevAthI rebajheba paNa thayA hatA. AvIne tarata bhojana mAMgyuM... paNa pelo kaThiyAro to dIna mukhe raDavA lAgyo. eka jaNe pUchyuM, "are raDe che kema? zuM haju te rasoI banAvI nathI? kaThiyArAe kahyuM "bhAIo ! tethI ja raDuM . zuM karuM? te mane Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samajAtuM nathI. tamArA gayA pachI, sIdhuM sAmAna goThavIne jayAM cUlo peTAvavAno prayatna karuM, tyAM joyuM to dIvo olavAI gayo hato. tamArA kahevA pramANe lAkaDAmAMthI agni meLavavA meM lAkaDAne cAre bAjuthI khUba tapAsyuM. lAkaDAne cIrI, tenA nAnA nAnA kaTakA karIne paNa khUba bArIkAIthI tapAsyuM. paNa kyAM ya agni to zuM, agnino nAno taNakho paNa jovA na maLyo ! tethI agni vinA huM rasoI banAvuM zI rIte ? thAkelA tamane bhojana samayasara nathI ApI zakyo te badala khUba duHkhI chuM. have bolo, raDuM nahi to huM karuM paNa zuM ? pachI, te sAthIdAromAMthI ja eka mANase badhAne kahyuM ke, "ciMtA na karo. tame badhA snAna-pUjana karIne taiyAra thAo, huM hamaNAM ja lAkaDAmAMthI agni kADhIne rasoI taiyAra karuM chuM." pachI te puruSe kuhADAnI madadathI lAkaDAmAMthI ghaNayuM zara banAvyuM ane e zarane araNI sAthe ghasyuM. eTale temAMthI agni utpanna thayo. tenA vaDe cUlo peTAvIne teNe rasoI karI. badhA taiyAra thaIne AvyA eTale badhAne premathI bhAvapUrvaka jamADyA. he pradeza ! lAkaDAmAM bhale pelA kaThiyArAne agni dekhAyo nahi, paNa hato to kharo ne ? te agni prApta karavAnI rItathI te ajJAta hato. mATe teNe te rIta ajamAvavAnA badale lAkaDAnA TUkaDe TUkaDA karIne agni zodhavAno bAliza prayatna karyo. tema pradezI ! coranA zarIramAM jIva to hato ja. dareka jIvaMta zarIramAM te zarIra karatAM judo ja jIva hoya che. paNa te jIvane jovAnI rIta tuM jANato na hovAthI te pelA coranA zarIranA TUkaDe TUkaDA karIne jIvane zodhavAno bAliza prayatna karyo. pelA kaThiyArAne, lAkaDAnA ghaNA TUkaDA karavA chatAM ya agni na maLyo tethI lAkaDA karatAM judo lAkaDAmAM agni nathI, tema jo na kahevAya to zarIranA ghaNA TUkaDAo karavA chatAM ya temAM tane jIva na dekhAyo teTalA mArAthI zarIra karatAM judo ja jIva zarIramAM nathI, tevuM zI rIte kahevAya ? mATe he pradezI ! have to tuM zarIrathI jIva judo che, te vAtane svIkAra. ane jo haju A vAta svIkAravAnI tArI taiyArI na hoya to mAre tane pelA kaThiyArA sAthe na sarakhAvavo joIe ? Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zarIrathI judA jIvane zI rIte joI zakAya ? pradezI : ApanI eka pachI eka dalIla sAMbhaLIne huM kharekhara vicAramAM paDI gayo chuM. mAre kAMI pelA kaThiyArA jevA mUrkha nathI banavuM. paNa Apa buddhizALI cho, jJAnI cho, to zuM kRpA karIne mane zarIrathI judA evA te jIvane batAvI na zako ? haju to rAjA pradezI pote kezI svAmIne uparokta prazna vinaMtInI bhASAmAM karI rahyo che, tyAM ja jorathI pavana vAvA lAgyo. AjubAjunA vRkSonA pAMdaDA halavA lAgyA. taNakhalA kaMpAyamAna thayA. cakora, vicakSaNa, mahAjJAnI te kezI svAmIe A avasarano lAbha UThAvatA pradezIne pUchyuM, he pradezI ! atyAre tuM pAMdaDA, taNakhalA, vRkSanI DALIo vagerene halatI jue che ne ? pradezI : jI hA ! svAmI..... paNa te kAMI jIva thoDA che ? Apa zuM kahevA mAMgo cho ? kezIsvAmI : A pAMdaDA vagerene atyAre koNa halAvI rahyuM che ? tArA sainiko ? tuM ? koI devo ? koI vidyAdhara ? bola to kharo.... A badhAne koNa halAvatuM haze ? pradezI : svAmI ! AmAM pUchavA jevuM zuM che ? A pAMdaDA vagerene koI rAjA, huM, deva ke vidyAdhara nathI halAvatA. nAnA chokarAne pUchazo to te paNa kaheze ke vAyu (pavana) A pAMdaDA vagerene halAve che. kezIsvAmI : barAbara che tArI vAta. paNa huM tane e pUchavA mAMguM chuM ke je vAyu A pAMdaDA vagerene hamaNAM halAve che, te vAyu tane dekhAya che ? tuM te vAyune batAvI zake ? pradezI : nA, svAmI ! A vAyune huM mArI AMkhathI joI zakato nathI ke bIjA koIne batAvI paNa zakato nathI, hA ! huM hAlatA pAMdaDA vagerene joI ke batADI zakuM, paNa te pAMdaDA vagerene halAvanAra vAyune to joI ke batADI zakuM ja nahi. kezIsvAmI : he pradezI ! jo aneka guNadharmovALA vAyune paNa tuM joI ke batADI zakato nathI to arUpI evA jIvane huM zI rIte tane batADI zakuM ? chatAM ya kevaLajJAnI bhagavaMto to pote sAkSAt A jIvane jue che. ane teoe joIne ja kahyuM che ke te jIva zarIra karatAM judo che. 26 Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jema lAkaDAmAM rahelo agni-prakriyA kathvI dvArA joI zakAya che, tema tuM, huM ke vizvano koIpaNa jIva AtmAmAM rahelA saMga DhaMgane khatama karavAnI sAdhanA karIne kevaLajJAnane prApta kare to te paNa potAnA jIvane ane vizvanA sarva jIvone pratyakSapaNe joI zake che tethI have kadAgraha choDIne, jIva jevI ke svataM. vaMstu che, ane te zarIrathI judI che, te vAtane svIkAra. " (badhA jIvo sarakhA ja hoya ?) pradezI to svAmI ! zuM hAthI ane kaMthavAno jIva eka sarakho ja che? kezIsvAmI : hA ! e baMnenA jIva eka sarakhA ja che. eTaluM ja nahi vizvamAM jeTalA jIvo che, te darekanA zarIro bhale nAnA-moTA hoya paNa te badhAnI aMdara rahelo AtmA to badhAno sarakho ja che. pradezI : kaMthavAnuM zarIra nAnuM che, te kriyA ochI kare che. teno khorAka, viSThA, zvAsAdi prakriyA vagere badhuM ja thoDuM thoDuM che. jayAre hAthInuM zarIra moTuM che. kriyA vadhAre kare che. tenA khorAka vagere paNa vadhAre che. to pachI kaMthavA ane hAthInA jIvane sarakho zI rIte mAnI zakAya? kezIsvAmI : AtmAno svabhAva saMkoca-vikAsazIla che. arthAt AtmA pote saMkocAI zake che. ane avasare te vistaraNa paNa pAmI zake che. jayAre kaMthavA jevA zarIramAM hoya tyAre te saMkocAIne teTalo bane, jayAre te hAthInA zarIramAM pahoMce tyAre vistarIne te teTalo thAya. paNa hakIkatamAM to te sarakho ja che. eka nAnI rUmamAM dIvaDo mUkyo hoya to nAnA rUmamAM te dIvAno prakAza phelAya. moTA rUmamAM te ja dIvaDo mUkavAmAM Ave to moTo rUma te dIvAnA prakAzathI bharAya. ane moTA sabhAkhaMDamAM te dIvo mUkIe to te moTo sabhAkhaMDa paNa tenA prakAzathI bharAyelo jaNAya. nAnA rUmamAM, moTA. rUmamAM ke moTA sabhAkhaMDamAM dIvo to eno e ja che, teno prakAza paNa teno te ja che. paNa jema tene rahevAnuM sthAna moTuM moTuM thayuM, tema tema te vadhAre phelAto gayo. ane nAnuM nAnuM karatA jaIe tema tema te ochA vistAramAM raheto jAya. basa, A dIvAnA prakAza jevo ja jIva che. tene rahevAnuM sthAna zarIra kaMthavA jevuM nAnuM nAnuM hoya to te saMkocAIne te zarIra jeTalo Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ thayelo jaNAya. ane jayAre tenuM zarIra hAthI jeTaluM moTuM thatuM jAya tyAre te vistarIne te hAthInA zarIra jeTalo thayo jaNAya. paNa hakIkatamAM to kaMthavA ke hAthInA zarIramAM rahelo jIva to ekasarakho ja che. mAtra badalAtA zarIranA AdhAre te saMkocAya ke vistare che. Ama jIva ane zarIra judA che, te vAta have tAre hRdayathI mAnavI joIe. 'bApanA kuve DUbI na marAya ! pradezI: Apa kRpALunI badhI vAto sAcI to lAge che parantu mAtra mArA dAdA ja nahi, mArA pitA paNa jIva ane zarIrane eka ja mAnatA hatA. mArA keTalAka mitro paNa jIvane zarIrathI judo mAnatA nathI. to zuM ghaNA varSothI-bApadAdAthI-je mAnyatA meM manamAM UbhI karI te mAre choDI devI ? mane lAge che ke mArI kuLa paraMparAthI cAlI AvatI "jIva ane zarIra e ka che' tevI vAta mArAthI choDI na zakAya. (vaijJAnikonI vAta huM mAnuM chuM. ane vaijJAniko-AtmA-dekhAto nathI mATe-mAnatA nathI. to huM vaijJAnikonI te "AtmA nathI' vAtane zI rIte choDI zakuM? AvuM vicAranArAe have pachInA kezIsvAmIno javAba barAbara mananapUrvaka vAMcavA jevo che.) kezIsvAmI : bApanA kUve DUbI na marAya ! mArI kuLa paraMparAthI A mAnyatA AvI che, mATe huM choDI nA zake tevI tArI vAta sAMbhaLatA mane pelo loDhAno bhAro na choDatA puruSanI vArtA yAda Ave che. mane lAge che ke tAre paNa pachIthI te kadAgrahI puruSanI jema pastAvAno vakhata Avaze. pradezI : he gurubhagavaMta! loDhAno bhAro nahi choDanAra te kadAgrahI puruSa koNa hato ? ane teNe zA mATe pAchaLathI pastAvuM paDyuM ? kezIsvAmI : dhanane prApta karavAnI IcchAvALA keTalAka vepArIo puSkaLa kariyANAM bharIne dUranA deza tarapha AgaLa vadhyA. rastAmAM moTuM jaMgala AvyuM. dhananI kAmanAe temanAmAM hiMmata pedA karI. teo jaMgalamAM paNa nirbhayatAthI AgaLa vadhavA lAgyA. AgaLa jatAM moTI khANa dekhAI. najIka jaIne joyuM to temAM puSkaLa lokhaMDa hatuM. lokhaMDa joIne AnaMdita banelA teoe potAnI IcchA ane zakti pramANe lokhaMDanA bhArA banAvIne sAthe laI lIdhA ane AgaLa cAlyA. Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AgaLa vadhatAM, rastAmAM sIsAnI moTI khANa temanA jovAmAM AvI. lokhaMDa karatAM sIsuM vadhu kiMmatI che. tethI cAlo lokhaMDane paDatuM mUkIne ApaNe sIsAnA bhArA banAvIne laIe. e pramANe vicAra karIne te vepArIoe potAnA lokhaMDanA bhArA tyAM ja paDatA mUkIne navA sIsAnA bhArA taiyAra karyA. paNa temAMno eka vepArI mUDhanI jema eka ja Ubho rahyo. teNe na to lokhaMDano bhAro nIce mUkayo ke na to sIsAno navo bhAro taiyAra karyo ! sahavartI vepArIo tene kahe che ke, alyA ! AvI mUrkhAmI kema kare che? jaladIthI lokhaMDano bhAro pheMkI de ane sIsAno bhAro laI le. moDuM thAya che. vagere vAkyo vaDe pelA vepArIne khUba ja samajAvyo paNa te vepArI to anya vepArIone kahevA lAgyo ke, he mitro ! tame paNa kevI vAta karo cho? keTale dUrathI tene UMcakIne huM lAvyo chuM. vaLI keTalI badhI majabUtAIthI meM tene bAMdhyo che. mArI A badhI mahenata zuM mAre nakAmI karI nAMkhavI ? mATe mAruM mana have A lokhaMDanA bhArAne choDavAnuM nathI. tethI tame badhAe bhale lokhaMDanA bhArAne choDavAnuM mUrkhAmIbharyuM kArya karyuM ! paNa huM to tevuM bhUkhamIbharyuM kAma karavA mAMgato ja nathI. huM kAMI tamArI jema lokhaMDanA bhArAne choDIne sIsAno bhAro levAno nathI ! badhA teno kadAgraha joIne AgaLa vadhyA. rastAmAM tAMbAnI khANo AvI. badhAe sIsAno bhAro pheMkIne, tAMbAno bhAro banAvyo. paNa palA kadAgrahI vepArIe to lokhaMDano bhAro ja UMcakI rAkhyo. pachI to rastAmAM AgaLa vadhatAM cAMdInI, sonAnI ane je le ratnonI khANa AvI. badhA vepArIoe tAMbAno bhAro pheMkI cAMdIno, pachI cAMdIno pheMkI sonAno ane chelle sonAno bhAro pheMkI ratnono bhAro sAthe lIdho. jema jema temane vadhu ne vadhu mUlyavAna vastuo maLatI gaI, tema tema teo e pUrve lIdhelI ochA-ochA mUlyavALI vastuone choDI dIdhI, paNa pelA kadAgrahI vepArIe to TheTha sudhI pote pUrve pakaDelo lokhaMDano bhAro na ja choDyo. ' chevaTe ratnonA bhArA laIne, potAnA nagaramAM teo pAchA pharyA. ratno vecIne teoe puSkaLa dhana prApta karyuM. tenA vaDe sAta mALanA mahelo baMdhAvyA. dAsa-dAsI pazuo vasAvyA. ane atyaMta vaibhavI ThAThamATha sAthe jIvana vItAvavA lAgyA. Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paNa pelo kadAgrahI vepArI to lokhaMDanA bhArAne UMcakIne lAvyo hato. teNe lokhaMDanA bhArAne vecatAM alpamUlya meLavyuM. tethI te kAMI anya vepArIo jevo vaibhavI ThAThamATha pAmI na zakyo. pariNAme, pelA vepArIone vaibhavanI relamachela vacce devaloka jevA sukhone anubhavatA jo Ine potAnI jAta upara te dhikkAra varasAvavA lAgyo ke, dhikkAra che mane ! huM ja kamanasIba chuM. mAruM puNya ja ochuM. mArA mitra vepArIonI vAta meM na mAnI. jo temanA kahyA pramANe lokhaMDanA bhArAne choDIne vadhune vadhu mUlyavALA bhArA lIdhA hota to mArI A dazA Aje na hota ! huM paNa temanA jevo vaibhava mANI zakata. paNa mArA durAgraha mane duHkhI karyo. mane Aje pastAvAno samaya Avyo....' he pradezI ! tuM paNa tAro A durAgraha nahi choDe to tAre paNa A lokhaMDanA bhArAvALA kadAgrahI vepArInI jema pastAvAno avasara Avaze. kezIsvAmInI A vAta sAMbhaLIne rAjA pradezIne have sAcuM bhAna AvyuM. potAnA kadAgrahane teNe choDI dIdho. UbhA thaIne vinayapUrvaka vaMdana karIne kahyuM ke, "he svAmI ! Aje mAro tamAma pUrvagraha huM choDI dauM chuM. mane Apa jinezvara paramAtmAe kahelo dharma saMbhaLAvo. rAjAnI sAcI jijJAsA jANIne kezIsvAmIe tene zrAvakadharma samajAvyo. bIjA dine potAnA samagra parivArane laIne, koNikanI jema moTA ADaMbarapUrvaka te kezIsvAmI pAse Avyo. vaMdanAdine karIne, gaIkAle pote karelA avinaya badala teNe vAraMvAra kSamA yAcI. pachI to te pradeza rAjA custa zramaNopAsaka banyo. dharmadhyAnamAM lIna rahevA lAgyo. have tene saMsAranA viSayasukhAdimAM Asakti rahI nathI. paNa A saMsAranuM svarUpa ja vicitra che. sagA badhA svArthanA sAthI che. jayAM sudhI potAno svArtha sacavAya tyAM sudhI bhAIbApA kare... ane jayAre lAge ke have sAmenI vyakti pAsethI koI svArtha sadhAya tema nathI, tyAre te sago paNa duzmana jevo lAge. rANI sUryakAntAne potAno pati rAjA pradezI prANathI paNa priya hato. tenA khAtara te potAnI jAtanuM paNa balidAna ApavA taiyAra rahetI. paNa jayArathI rAjA pradeza viSayAdithI vimukha banavA lAgyo, Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tyArathI have svArtha na sadhAvAnA kAraNe rANI sUryakAntAne te kAMTAnI jema khUMcavA lAgyo. potAno prANapriya pati have tene khArojhera lAge che. duzmana jevo bhAse che. ane eka divasa rANI sUryakAntAe potAnA patine bhojanamAM jhera ApI dIdhuM. samagra zarIramAM jhera prasaratAM asahya-akathya vedanA rAjAnA zarIramAM pedA thaI. potAnI rANI sUryakAntAeM jhera ApyuM che, te samajatA tene jarA ya vAra na lAgI. chatAM ya have dharmane samaje tevo A dharmAtmA hato. kezIsvAmInA satsaMgano prabhAva tenA samagra Atmapradeze vyApelo hato. tethI teNe manamAM jarA paNa dveSa na karyo. pauSadhazALAmAM jaI, cAre AhArano tyAga karIne, arihaMtAdi cAranuM zaraNa svIkArI, pote svIkArelA vrata-niyamone yAda karIne, zarIrAdi sarva upadhine vosIrAvI, potAnA duSkRtonI niMdA ane sukRtonI anumodanA karato, dharmadhyAnamAM lIna banelo te pradezI rAjA AyuSya pUrNa thatAM mRtyu pAmIne pahelA saudharma devalokamAM sUryAbha nAmanA vimAnamAM cAra palyopamanA AyuSyavALo deva banyo. prabhu mahAvIra deva potAnI vAta AgaLa calAvatA kahyuM, ''he gautama ! te pradezI rAjA sUryAbhadeva banyA pachI, Aje mane vAMdavA Avyo. ane bhaktithI teNe 32 nATako karyA. gautama svAmI : he bhagavaMta ! te sUryAbhadeva potAnuM cAra palyopamanuM AyuSya pUrNa thatAM tyAMthI kyAM janma leze ? he gautama ! te sUryAbhadeva potAnuM AyuSya pUrNa thatAM, mahAvideha kSetramAM dhanADhaya kuLamAM janma leze. tenA garbhamAM AvyAthI mAtA-pitA dharmamAM vadhAre dRDha pratijJAvALA banyA hovAthI tenuM nAma dRDhapratijJa paDaze, yauvanakALamAM paNa te kAmabhogothI jarA paNa lepAze nahi, kintu dIkSA laI, kevaLajJAna pAmI mokSapadanA bhoktA banaze. Atma svarUpamAM ramaNa karaze . prabhuvIre, sUryAbhadeva saMbaMdhita gautamasvAmI vaDe pUchAyelA praznanA javAbamAM sUryAbhadevano pUrvabhava ane pachIno bhava jaNAvyo. temAM pUrvabhavanA varNanamAM kezIsvAmI ane pradezI rAjAnA vArtAlApa dvArA zarIrathI judA AtmatattvanI tArkika siddhi paNa karI ApI. 31 Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAM judI judI rIte Atmasiddhi) ' jIva nIkaLyo eTale zuM ? | ramaNa bhAIzeTha acAnaka bimAra paDyA. phemIlI DokaTarane bolAvavAmAM AvyA. teo e yogya TrITamenTa zarU karI... paNa zarIra to vadhune vadhu lathaDavA lAgyuM. keza gaMbhIra banavA lAgyo... chevaTe zaheranI mukhya hospiTalamAM temanI bharatI karavAmAM AvI. sagAM-snehIjano AvI rahyA che... khabara pUchI rahyA che. antima avasthA najIka AvatI jaNAya che. khorAka laI zakAto nathI. gaLe lagADela naLIthI pravAhI apAI rahyuM che. zvAsa rUMdhAya che. nAkamAM naLI bharAvI okasIjana upara rAkhela che. glakaoNjhanA bATalA caDhAvavAnuM paNa cAlu che. bIjI paNa aneka naLIo zarIranA judA judA bhAgo sAthe joDavI paDI che. ' DaoNkaTaroe hAtha UMce karatAM, badhe sIrIyasanA samAcAra tArathI mokalAvAI gayA che. hospiTalanI beDa upara ramaNakAkA jIvana-maraNa vacce jholA khAI rahyA che. aMtima ghaDIo gaNAI rahI che. sagAM-snehIjano AjubAju vIMTaLAI vaLyAM che. paraspara vArtAlApa saMbhaLAI rahyo che. jo, hamaNA saheja mAthuM halyuM ! jIva che... haju che.... jo saheja AMkhanI pAMpaNa halatI dekhAya che... hajI jIva che...nA, gayo nathI... aMdara jIva muMjhAto hoya ema lAge che.. bahu rIbAI rahyA che zeTha... haju dIkaro mayUra dilhIthI Avyo nahi... kyAre Avaze ? dIkarAne jovA jIva muMjhAto lAge che... vagere.. tyAM to mayura AvI pahoMcyo... badhAe tarata ja zeThanA palaMga pAse tene AvavA dIdho. ko'ka bolyuM, kAkA! lo tamAro dIkaro samayasara AvI gayo... are mayUra ! jaladI Ava... jaladI tArA bApujI sAthe vAta karI le.. haju jIva che. dIkaro najIkamAM Avyo... bApujIe AMkha kholI. dIkarA tarapha najara nAMkhI. ane temaNe saMtoSapUrvaka chello zvAsa choDyo... badhAe poka mUkI. maraNottara kriyA pUrNa thaI. mayUranA zokano koI pAra nahoto. chatAM tene eka vAtano saMtoSa hato. te bolato hato ke sAruM thayuM ke bApujIno Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jIva nIkaLe te pahelAM ja huM AvI gayo. nasIbadAra ke bApujIe chelle chelle mane amIdraSTie joyo. kharekhara huM nasIbadAra ke chellI ghaDIe bApujI sAthe mAre mulAkAta thaI gaI vagere. upara jaNAvela prasaMga saMsAramAM anekavAra banyA kare che. ane kono te anubhava paNa che. hospiTala ke ghera, ko'kanA maraNa pUrvanI AvI keTalIka paLo vyatIta thatI hoya che, jemAM upara jaNAvyA pramANenI vAtacItano vyavahAra thato hoya che. jemAM "hajI jIva che, jIva haju gayo nathI' vagere vAkyo ane kavAra saMbhaLAya che. A jIva zabda AtmA sivAya anya kone jaNAve che ? zuM maraNa vakhate bolAtuM "jIva nIkaLI gayo' evuM vAkya pote ja AtmAnI sAbitI nathI? zarIra gayuM.. haju zarIra che... haju zarIra gayuM nathI... evA vAkyo to koI ja bolatuM nathI. kAraNa ke zarIra to tyAM paDeluM ja che. tene to have smazAnamAM laI jaIne bALavAnuM che. paNa have jIva nathI. te kyAMka cAlyo gayo che. zarIra pahelA jIvavALuM hatuM. have jIva vinAnuM banI gayuM che. jIvavALuM hatuM tyAM sudhI kArya karatuM hatuM. have jIva na hovAthI badhAM kAryo baMdha thaI gayA che. barAbara ne ? AnI sAthe to nAstikane paNa virodha nahi hoya. A jIva zabda jenA mATe vaparAyo che, te ja AtmA che tema mAnavuM joIe. ' anubhava koNa kare che ? jema koI AlizAna makAna hoya to, te makAnano koI mAlika paNa hoya. makAna ane teno mAlika baMne eka to hoI zake ja nahi. makAna e mAlika nathI, ane je mAlika che, te pote makAna nathI. vaLI makAnamAlikanA A makAnamAM bArI-bAraNA paNa rahevAnA ja. bArI-bAraNAM vinAnA makAnamAM rahevAnuM mana kone thAya ? makAnamAlika kyAreka dakSiNa taraphanI bArI e Ubho rahIne dariyAkinAro jovAno to kyAreka pazcimanI bArImAMthI sUryAstanuM suMdara dRzya paNa nihALavAno. A dariyAnuM ke sUryAstanuM dRzya bhale bArI dvArA jovAtuM hoya paNa tene jo nAra to makAnamAlika ja che; paNa A dazyone jonAra tarIke bArIne to na ja kahI zakAya ne ! basa, te ja rIte ApaNuM je A zarIra che, te makAna che. ane AMkha, kAna, nAka vagere je Indriyo che, te A zarIra rUpI makAnanI bArIo che. te Indriyo rUpI bArI dvArA, zarIra rUpI makAnamAM rahelo ApaNo ke sara ka a 33 . Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmA rUpI makAnamAlika bahAranI cIjo no anubhava kare che. jema makAnamAlika ane bArIo judA che, tema AtmA ane Indriyo paNa judA che. jema makAnamAlika ane makAna judA che tema AtmA ane zarIra paNa judA che; tema mAnavuM joIe. bArIo dvArA dazyone nihALanAra jema bArI ke makAna nathI, paNa temanAthI judo koI makAnamAlika che, teMma IndriyothI bAhya cIjono anubhava karanAra Indriyo ke zarIra nahi, paNa temanAthI judI koIka cIja che. jenuM nAma che AtmA. Adeza koNa Ape che ? rastAmAMthI pasAra thatA hatA. AMgaNAmAM DosImA maracAM khAMDatA hatA. maracAnA kaNIyA uDyA. pavana te maracAnA kaNIyAne kheMcI lAvyo. ApaNI AMkhamAM maracAnA kaNIyA paDyA. tarata ja AMkhamAM pIDA thaI. hAthathI na rahevAyuM. te UMco thayo. AMkhane masaLavA lAgyo. kaNIyAne kADhavAno prayatna zarU thayo. na nIkaLyA... page dizA badalI, bAjunA gharanA daravAje pahoMcyA . . . jIbhe pANI mAgyuM. hAthanI hatheLIthI AMkhamAM pANInI chAlako mArI.... kaNIyA nIkaLyA. AMkhane rAhata thaI.. rastAmAM AgaLa vadhyA. uparokta prasaMgamAM hAtha UMco karavAno Adeza koNe Apyo ? hAtha AMkha pAse ja kema gayo ? pagane bAjunA ghara tarapha javAnuM koNe kahyuM ? jIbhane pANI mAgavAnuM koNe kahyuM ? chAlaka mAravAnuM hAthane koNe kahyuM? A badhA nirNayo lenAra ane te nirNaya anusAra Adezo ApanAra koNa ? pagane kAMTo vAgyo. te vakhate pagane UMco thavAno Adeza koNa Ape che ? kAMTo kADhavAno nirNaya koNa kare che ? te kADhI nAMkhavA mATe hAthane Adeza karanAra koNa ? jo A nirNayo karanAra ane Adeza ApanAra magaja che tema kahezo to te magaja to maDadAmAM paNa che. to maDadAnA pagamAM ApaNe kAMTo bhoM kIe to tyAM kema te Adezo magaja ApatuM nathI ? mATe mAnavuM ja joIe ke A badhA Adezo ane nirNayo pAchaLa AtmA ja kAraNa che. te ja rIte paraspara virodhI vicAro cAlatAM hoya tyAre te tamAma vicAronuM niyaMtraNa karIne eka ja nirNaya levAya che, te nirNaya lenAra AtmA che. Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (prathama stanapAna vagere zI rIte ? bALaka janmyA pachI stanapAna kare che. te bALakane stanapAna karavAnuM koNe zIkhavyuM? stanapAna karavAthI bhUkhanuM duHkha dUra thaze mATe tuM stanapAna kara, tevI samajaNa koNe ApI ? A bhavamAM to tevuM zIkhavanAra koI che ja nahi. tethI mAnavuM ja paDe ke A bALake pUrvabhavomAM stanapAna kareluM che. tyAMnA te saMskAra tenA AtmAmAM paDelA che. je saMskAra atyAre jAgrata thatAM te jAte ja stanapAna karavA lAgyo che. jo AtmA jevI cIja na hota to bALaka prathama stanapAna zI rIte karata ? jo AtmA ane zarIra eka ja hoya to pUrvabhavamAM stanapAna karanAra zarIra to baLI gayuM che. te zarIrano nAza thatAM ja pUrvabhavanA stanapAnanA saMskAro paNa nAza pAmI gayA. A bhavamAM to navuM ja zarIra che. temAM to pUrvabhavanA stanapAnanA saMskAra paDyA ja nathI, paNa bALaka prathama stanapAna to kare ja che. mATe mAnavuM ja paDe ke pUrvabhavanA zarIramAM stanapAna vakhate je AtmA hato, te ja AtmA stanapAnanA saMskAra laIne A bhavanA zarIramAM che. ane tenA ja kAraNe bALaka prathama stanapAna kare che. te ja rIte jeNe kAMI ja tevuM lAgyuM - sAMbhaLyuM ke joyuM nathI tevI vyaktine yuvAnavaya thatAM ja kAmavAsanAnA saMskAro jAgrata thatAM dekhAya che. te AtmAne mAnIe to ja saMgata bane. A bhavaHA zarIre bhale teno anubhava na karyo hoya parantu A bhavanA zarIramAM rahelA AtmAe pUrvabhavamAM te anubhavo karyA ja che. te vakhate paDelA saMskAro yuvAnavaya thatAM jAgrata thAya che. ' ApaNe nAnA hatA tyAre varasAdamAM nahAvA nIkaLatA hatA te yAda Ave che ne ? A yAda kone AvI? ApaNuM bALapaNanuM zarIra to kyAranuM ya badalAI gayuM che. have jo zarIra pote ja AtmA hoya eTale ke zarIra sivAya judo koI AtmA na hoya to, bALapaNanuM zarAra atyAre na hovAthI ApaNane bALapaNa nI vAto yAda rahI zakata nahi. paNa ApaNane to bALapaNanI ghaNI vAto yAda Ave che. mATe ja nakkI thAya che ke bALapaNanuM zarIra bhale badalAI gayuM, atyAre yuvAnInuM zarIra bhale hoya, kAle pAchuM zarIra badalAI jAya;? to paNa A badhAM zarIromAM evI koIka eka cIja cokkasa che ja ke je judA judA zarIrothI anubhavAyelI cIjone yAda rAkhe che. badhAM zarIramAM rahetI e je cIja che, ja 35 che Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tenuM nAma che AtmA. na hoya teno bhrama paNa na thAya rAtrinA aMdhakAramAM be mitro jaI rahyA hatA, tyAM acAnaka eka mitre cIsa pADI. sApa... sApa...sApa. bIjo mitra pUche che H kyAM che sApa ? pahelo mitra : kema ? jo pelo rahyo... bIjo mitra : alyA ! barAbara jo to kharo. A kAMI sApa nathI. A to doraDuM che. hAthamAM doraDuM pakaDIne teNe pahelA mitrane batAvyuM. pahelA mitrane paNa te vAta sAcI lAgI. teNe svIkAra karyo ke kharekhara A doraDuM ja che, paNa mane A doraDAmAM sApano bhrama thayo hato. mitrane doraDAmAM sApano bhrama thayo paNa DIDthano bhrama kema na thayo ? mekSano bhrama kema na thayo ? DIDtha ke mekSa nAmanI koI cIja ja ApaNe jANatA nathI mATe DIstha ke mekSano bhrama na thAya. sApane jANIe chIe mATe sApano bhrama thAya. Ama, je cIjano ApaNane bhrama thato hoya te cIja A duniyAmAM kyAMka ne kyAMka hoya ja; ane je cIja A duniyAmAM kyAMya na hoya te cIjano bhrama paNa na ja thAya. zarIramAM AtmAno paNa bhrama to thAya ja che. te bhrama ja batAve che ke AtmA jevI cIja A vizvamAM che ja. sAdhana ane sAdhanano upayoga karanAra judA hoya huM AMkha vaDe jouM chuM. huM kAna vaDe sAMbhaLuM chuM, huM jIbha vaDe cAkhuM chuM, huM nAka vaDe sUMghuM chuM; evI pratIti ApaNane saune thAya che. A pratIti jaNAve che ke AMkha pote jotI nathI paNa AMkha sivAyanI anya koI 'huM' nAmanI vyakti AMkha vaDe jue che. kAna pote sAMbhaLatA nathI paNa anya vyakti kAna vaDe sAMbhaLe che. Ama, AMkha, kAna, nAka, jIbha karatAM judI koI eka vyakti che; je jovA - sAMbhaLavA - sUMghavA - cAkhavAnuM kAma kare che. A 'hu' eTale koNa ? AtmA ja ke bIjuM kAMI ? AMkha, kAna, nAka, jIbha vage2e pote ja jovA vagere kArya kare che, tema to na ja kahI zakAya. kAraNa ke jo AMkha ja jotI hoya ane huM evo AtmA hoya ja nahi to 25 varSanI uMmare AMkhe je joyuM hatuM, te ja dRzya 36 Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AMdhaLA thayA pachI 70 varSanI uMmare kone yAda AvyuM ? jo nAra AMkha to hAjara che ja nahi ! hakIkatamAM jovAnuM kArya, AtmA ja kare che. AMkha to je vAnuM sAdhana hatuM. te jatI rahevA chatAMya, jonAra evo AtmA to 70 varSanI uMmare hAjara che. ane te AtmA ja pote bhUtakALamAM AMkha vaDe joyelA prasaMgone yAda kare che. (ajIva eTale zuM ? zabdakozamAM "ajIva' zabda Apelo che. te ajIva zabdano prayoga to nAstika - Astika badhA ja karatA jovA maLe che. ahIM ajIva eTale zuM ? je jIva nahi te ja ajIva ke bIjuM kAMI ? paththara, makAna, Tebala, ghaDo, jaga, thALI vagerene ApaNe ajIva tarIke oLakhIe chIe. parantu mANasa, bakarA ke ghoDAne koI kadI ya ajIva kahetuM nathI. tethI ema mAnI zakAya ke saMsAranA lagabhaga badhAne khabara che ke jIva kone kahevAya ne ajIva kone kahevAya ! A ajIva zabdathI je jIva nahi te ajIva evo je artha samajAya che, tyAM jIva eTale zuM ? AtmA ja ke bIjuM kAMI ? Ama, duniyAmAM bhASAkIya vyavahAramAM vaparAtA jIva - ajIva vagere zabdo paNa AtmAnI ja siddhi kare che. 'jaDano virodhI zabda kayo ? duniyAmAM dareka zabdonA virodhI zabdo jovA maLe che. jema ke sukha - duHkha, rAga - dveSa, aMta - anaMta vagere... tema jaDa zabdano virodhI zabda paNa hovo joIe. te che cetana zabda. jema ghaDo zabdathI ApaNane ghaDA nAmanI vastunuM jJAna thAya che, tema cetana zabdathI paNa koI vastunuM jJAna thavuM ja joIe. cetana zabdathI AtmA nAmanA padArthanuM jJAna thAya che. Ama, je jaDa zabdano prayoga thAya che, tenAthI ja jaDanA virodhI cetana zabdathI oLakhAtA AtmAnI paNa siddhi thaI ja jAya che. (badhI bhASAnA prayogo zuM kahe che ?) samagra jagatane AMdhaLuM karanAro mo rAjAno maMtra che : huM ane Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAruM. A baMne zabdo duniyAnI dareka bhASAmAM che. ane mAruM. A baMne zabdo vAraMvAra ApaNA vyavahAramAM AvyA kare che. te zabdo ApaNe kyAre ane kevI rIte vAparIe chIe; te have vicArIe. - huM gADI, huM makAna, huM kapaDAM, huM zarIra, huM paiso vagere.. kyAre ya bolIe chIe kharA? nA, duniyAmAM koIpaNa bhASA bolanAra vyakti uparokta rIte nathI bolato. dareka jaNa mArI gADI, mAruM makAna, mArAM kapaDAM, mAruM zarIra, mAro paiso vagere ja bole che ane e ja barAbara che. jo A rIte duniyAnA tamAma padArtho sAthe mAruM zabda vaparAto hoya to "huM' zabda konA mATe vaparAya ? DaoNkaTara pAse jaIe to paNa huM zarIra du:khe che, huM mAthuM duHkhe che, huM AMkha du:khe che, huM peTa duHkhe che tevuM kadI bolatA nathI. te badhA sthAne paNa "mArA" zabdano prayoga ja thAya che. jema ke mAruM zarIra duHkhe che, mAruM mAthuM duHkhe che, mArI AMkha duHkhe che, mAruM peTa du:khe che vagere. Ama, bAhA padArtho mATe mArA' zabda vaparAya che, paNa "huM" zabda vaparAto nathI. to huM zabda konA mATe vaparAya che ? evA praznano javAba che AtmA mATe. huM eTale AtmA. huM AvuM chuM, huM vAMcuM chuM vagere vAkya prayogomAM huM rAbdathI AtmA samajAya che, paNa huM zabdathI AtmA sivAya kAMI samajAtuM nathI. Ama vyavahAramAM vaparAtAM "" zabdathI paNa AtmAnI siddhi thAya che. (huM koNa chuM ? pAzcAtya tattvajJAnI dArzanika Imenyuala kAnTa eka vakhata savAre pharavA nIkaLyA. cAlatA cAlatA temanA hAthamAM rahelI lAkaDI sAmethI AvatA ko'ka sajajanane lAgI gaI. te sajajana gusse thaI gayA. kAnTane pUche che, tame koNa cho ?' kAnTa sAme pUche che : sara ! Ape zuM pUchyuM ? sajajana : huM pUchuM chuM ke, tame koNa cho ? kAje vinaMtinI bhASAmAM kahyuM. "Sir! if you could answer that same question for me, I would give you my half kingdom.' - sAheba ! je prazna tame mane pUchayo che, te praznano javAba jo Apa mane ApI zakatA ho to huM mAruM aDadhuM rAjaya (aDadhI milakata) ApI Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ devA taiyAra chuM. gusse bharAyelA sajajana kAnTanA ane sIne AzcaryamAM mukAI gayA ane zAMtithI kahevA lAgyA, 'ma ke evuM khilo cho? tame koNa cho ? praznanA javAbamAM tamAre tamAre jei oi vuiM che. AmAM zuM muzkela che ?" kAnTa : "huM koNa chuM ?' e praznanTavAba ka varSothI zodhuM chuM parantu mApha karajo , mane haju sudhI teno saMtoSakAraka evAba maLyo nathI. huM te ja savAla tamane pUchuM to tame mane zuM javAba Apazo ? A sAMbhaLIne sajajana vicAramAM paDI gayA. temaNe kahyuM, "zuM tame koI dArzanika ke tattvajJAnI cho?' ke jethI sAmAnya vAtamAMthI moTuM tattva zodhI rahyA cho ! basa ! ApaNe paNa A ja karavAnuM che. huM koNa chuM ? e praznano javAba sAco meLavI laIe to ApaNe tattvajJAnI banI zakIe. ' sauthI ajJAnI koNa ? vizvanA eka mahAna vaijJAnikane enA ziSyo e pUchayuM, "Sir ! Which will be our further new research ? (sAheba ! ApaNI navI zodha kaI haze ?) sults : First I will think over it for three days, and then I will give you answer. (traNa divasa vicAra karIne pachI huM tamane javAba ApIza) ziSyo : 0. K. Sir. (sAruM) traNa divasa khUba ja ciMtana karyA pachI vaijJAnike kahyuM. "To know ownself will be our last new research. To know myself means WHO AM |! ApaNI jAtane ApaNe oLakhavI te chelluM navuM rIsarca haze. bhautika jaDa vijJAnanuM badhuM ja jANavA chatAM jo huM mArI jAtane ja nathI jANato ke huM koNa chuM? to kadAca samasta vizvane jANavA chatAM huM A vizvamAM sauthI moTo ajJAnI TharIza. mArI jAta eTale mAro AtmA. lAgaNI kone thAya ? huM eTale AtmA, je rAga kare che. purA - patnI upara prema kare che. ko'ka vyaktine duzamana samajIne tenI upara ja kare che. huM sukhI chuM ke huM ra ra ra ra ra 39 Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ duHkhI chuM, tevI anubhUti kare che. je potAnA vicAro rajU kare che. jenAmAM lAgaNIo utpanna thAya che. - bhUkha lAge tyAre bhojana upara Adara karanAra ane ThAMsIne peTa bharyA pachI miSTAnna bhojanano paNa tiraskAra karanAra bIjuM koI nahi paNa AtmA ja che. (vaijJAniko paNa AtmAne mAne che !) A AtmA nAmanA tattvano svIkAra to have vaijJAniko paNa karavA lAgyA che. ghaNI zodhakhoLa, ghaNA rUpiyAno kharca ane ghaNA kalAkonI saM mahenata karyA pachI vaijJAnikone je tattva mAnavAnI IcchA thavA lAgI, te tattva Aryadeza ane jainakuLa pAmavA mAtrathI ApaNane jANavA maLI gayuM che. ApaNe koI ja paiso ke samaya tene jANavA mATe kharcavo paDato nathI, temAM jo koI upakAra hoya to te jaina zAsanano che. A rahyAM keTalAka vaijJAnikonA A aMge maMtavyo. E = MC2 samIkaraNanI jagatane bheTa ApanAra mahAna vaijJAnika AlbarTa AInasTAIna kahe che, "huM jANuM chuM ke samagra prakRtimAM cetanA tattva kAma karI rahyuM che, 'I believe that intelligence is manifested in our nature. sara e. esa. eDiMgTana kahe che ke, "koI ajJAta zakti kAma rahI che. ApaNe jANatA nathI ke te zuM che? huM caitanyane mukhya mAnuM chuM ane bhautika padArthane gauNa mAnuM chuM. jarIpurANo nAstikavAda have cAlyo gayo che. dharma e AtmA ane manano viSaya che. ane te koIpaNa prakAre dUra karI zakAya tema nathI." Something unknown is doing. we do not know that I regard consciousness as fundamental. I regard matter as derivative form consciousness. The old atheism is gone. Religion belongs to the realm of the spirit and mind and cannot be shaken. dha greTa DijhAIna' nAmanA pustakamAM duniyAnA mahAna gaNAtA vaijJAnikoe potAnA sAmuhika abhiprAyo ApyA che. temAM spaSTarUpe e vicAra rajU karavAmAM Avyo che ke, "A vizva ema ne ema kAMI banI gayuM nathI. enI pAchaLa koI cetanA zakti kAma karI rahI che.' Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sara olivara loja kahe che : eka evo samaya avazya Avaze jayAre vijJAna dvArA ajJAta viSayanuM anveSaNa thaze. vizvanuM-ApaNe jevuM mAnIe chIe tenA karatAM ghaNuM adhika to-AdhyAtmika astitva che. vastusthiti to e che ke ApaNe te AdhyAtmika jagatanI madhyamAM chIe ane e bhautika jagatathI para chIe. AvA to bIjA ghaNA vaijJAnikonA maMtavyo rajU karI zakAya tema che. cetana, caitanya ke ajJAta tattva jevA zabdo vaDe teo AtmAno svIkAra kare che. A badhAM maMtavyothI ema lAge che ke vijJAna potAnA vikAsanI sAthe have AtmavAdI paNa banatuM jAya che. phIniksa (erIjhonA)nI eka khANa nA mAlika jemsa kIDanI ke jeo 1951mAM mRtyu pAmyA che, temaNe potAnA mRtyu pUrve karelA vIlamAM jaNAvyuM che ke, "mRtyu samaye mAnava zarIramAMthI AtmA nIkaLI jAya che." e vAtano - AtmAnA svataMtra astitvanI vAtano - je koI vaijJAnika purAvo Ape tene be lAkha DolaranuM InAma ApavuM. tamane jANIne navAI lAgaze ke amerikAnI ATha saMsthAoe A InAma mATe potAnI umedavArI noMdhAvI che ane erIjhonA rAjayanI sarvocca korTamAM AtmAnA astitva saMbaMdhamAM potAnA purAvAo rajU karyA che. Ama, have AtmA nAmanA tattvano sarvatra svIkAra thavA lAgyo che. (vazIkaraNathI Atmasiddhi elekajhAnDara kenane vazIkaraNa (Hypnotism)nA prayogo dvArA pUrvajanmanI siddhi karI che. eNe 1383 prayogo karyA che, ane chellAmAM chellA gaNAtA chaThThA naMbaranA sauthI UMDA vazIkaraNa (Deepest hypnotism) thI e AtmAo pAse temanA potAnA pUrvajanmonI smRti karAvI che. emaNe "dhI pAvara vidhIna' nAmanuM aMgrejImAM eka pustaka lakhyuM che. A pustakanA soLamAM prakaraNamAM vazIkaraNa vidyAthI punarjanmanI siddhi karatI mAhitIo ApI che. temaNe tyAM bahu spaSTa zabdamAM kahyuM che ke, "eka samaya evo hato jayAre ghaNAM varSo sudhI punarjanmano siddhAMta mArA mATe eka bhayaMkara svapra samo hato. te vakhate huM A siddhAMtane toDI pADavA mATe satata prayatnazIla hato. huM to vazIkaraNavidyAno niSNAta (hypnotist) hato eTale avAranavAra aneka vyaktio upara vazIkaraNavidyAnA prayogo karato ane teone ghaNI ghaNI vAto pUchato. Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jayAre jayAre paNa temAMnuM koIpaNa mane punarjanmanA astitvanI vAta karatuM tyAre huM sakhata rIte temanI vAtone vakhoDI nAkhato, paNa aphasosa ! jayAre ghaNA badhAe e ja vAtanuM punaruccAraNa karyuM tyAre to mAre paNa mAnavuM ja paDavuM ke punarjanma jevI koI vastu jarUra astitva dharAve che." jemaNe A prayogo karyA che teo bahu spaSTa zabdomAM kahe che ke, "vartamAnakALamAM jIvana jIvato koIpaNa mAnava potAnA A jIvanamAM je kAMI sukha ke duHkhano anubhava kare che tenA kAraNo hakIkatamAM to tenA pUrvajanmomAM ja paDelAM hoya che. vazIkaraNavidyAnA sAdhako kahe che ke pUrvanA dezonA ciMtako karma' jevI eka vastu mAnIne janmAMtaranA kAraNo ane vartamAna janmanA sukha-sukhAdi kAryo vaccenI khUTatI kaDI joDI Ape che." eka mANasa hato. te koI divasa liphTa'mAM Utarato nahi, kema ke tene paDI javAno khUba bhaya hato. eka vakhata eka himoTeisTanI pAse gayo. potAnI saghaLI vAta karI. tapAsa karatAM A jIvanamAM to tevA bhayanuM koI kAraNa na jaNAyuM. tarata tene suvaDAvI devAmAM Avyo ane UMDuM vazIkaraNa (deepest hypnotism) karavAmAM AvyuM. te vakhate te mANase potAne "cAInIjha janarala' tarIke oLakhAvyo ane teNe kahyuM ke, huM khUba UMcA makAna uparathI akasmAtuM paDI gayo ane mArI khoparI phATI gaI. mAruM mRtyu thayuM." tyAra bAda tene Tebala uparathI uThADI mUkavAmAM Avyo, ane hiproTisTe tene badhI vAta jaNAvatAM kahyuM ke, "je akasmAt thayo te vakhate tamArA magajamAM uparathI nIce paDavAnA bhayanI lAgaNIo sarvatra prasarI gaI. e saMskAro Aje paNa "liphaTamAM" nIce UtaravA jatAM jAgRta thaI jAya che. Avo ja bIjo eka kisso banyo che. eka bAI hatI te pANIthI khUba ja gabharAtI hatI. kadI paNa nadI, taLAva, samudra vagere pAse jatI nahi. A bAI paNa eka hiproTisTa'nI pAse gaI. potAnI bhayagranthinI vAta karI. vartamAna jIvanamAM AvA bhayanuM koI kAraNa na maLatAM tenI upara paNa pUrvajanmanI smRti tAjI karatuM UMDuM hiproTijhama lAgu karavAmAM AvyuM. e vAta jANIne tamane Azcarya thaze ke e prayogathI eno eka evo pUrvajanma pakaDAyo, jemAM te strIno AtmA rAmadezamAM puruSa gulAma tarIke hato. (A uparathI jainadarzananI e vAta siddha thAya che ke puruSa marIne strI thaI zake che. strI marIne puruSa thaI zake che.) tyAM tenA koI aparAdhane kAraNe tene page sAMkaLo bAMdhIne pANImAM utArIne gUMgaLAvIne mArI nAkhavAmAM Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Avyo hato. A uparathI hiTisTe evuM tAravaNa kADhayuM ke e guMgaLAmaNa vakhate pANInA bhayanA je saMskAra AtmAmAM jAma thaI gayA hatA te atyAranA tenA strI-jIvanamAM jAgRta thaIne tene pANIthI Dara pedA karAvI rahyAA che. A rIte pUrvajanmanI smRtio karAvIne vartamAna jIvananI aneka samasyAo ukelavAnuM kAma AjanA himoTisTa - vaijJAniko karI rahyA che. khera, A uparathI pUrvajanma ane punarjanmanI akArya siddhi thaI jAya che, e ja nityAtmavAdI jainadArzaniko mATe khUba ja gauravabharI bInA che. je vAta jainadarzaniko e Thera Thera kahI che, e pUrvajanmAdinI vAta upara Aja sudhI kadI paNa jevo UhApoha thayo nathI tevo UhApoha have thaI rahyo che. dareka buddhimAna mAnava A viSayamAM mAthuM mAravA tatpara bane che. AtmA che ke nahi ? A jIvananI pachI bIjuM kAMI che ke nahi ? jo tema na thatuM hoya to mRtyu pachI zuM thAya che? AtmAno ahIM ja sarvathA vinAza thaI jAya che ? vagere vagere prazno Aje to cAre bAju jo razorathI UThI rahyA che. ane e to apUrva AnaMdanI bInA che ke A prazrono je kAMI uttara prApta thaI rahyo che te jainadArzanikonA vidhAnone lagabhaga saMpUrNa maLato Ave che. e vakhate aMtara pukAra karI UThe che ke koI paNa jAtanA prayogo vinA, nAnakaDI paNa prayogazALA vinA e bhagavaMtoe AtmAnI pUrvajanma vagere vAtone zI rIte kahI haze ? jarUra te sarvajJa ja hovA joie. sivAya teo A gUDhAtigUDha rahasyamayI vAtone vArtAnI jema sahajabhAve kahI zake ja nahi. (jAtismaraNa jJAnathI AtmAnI siddhi sArI smaraNazakita e AtmAnI mahAmUlI mUDI che. parantu jayAre A zakita pUrvabhavonI purANI vAto upara jAmI gayelA viskRtinA tharone ukelI nAkhe che tyAre pUrvabhavamAM anubhavelI keTalIka bAbatonuM e AtmAne smaraNa thavA lAge che, jene jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM kahevAya che. je anubhave te ja smare; jene je vAtano anubhava ja nahi tene te vAtanuM smaraNa paNa nahi. rameze khAdhelI kerInuM smaraNa aMge ane kadApi na thAya. maMgeze joyelI krikeTa-mecanuM smaraNa ramezane kadApi na thAya. Aja kAla to chAzavAre ne chAzavAre pUrvabhavonI smRti thayAnA kissAo dezamAM ane paradezamAM banatA ja rahe che. ja che # # # # # 43 4 Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A uparathI eka vAta phalita thAya che ke A jIvanano ApaNo deha; e ja AtmA nathI. jo tema hoya to pUrvajIvanano deha to baLI gayo. eTale AtmA ja baLI gayo ema kahevAya. have teNe e jIvanamAM je anubhava karyo hato tenuM A jIvanamAM navA deharUpI AtmAne zI rIte smaraNa thAya ? ane jo pUrvajIvananA anubhavonuM A jIvanamAM smaraNa thAya che e nakkara hakIkata hoya to anubhava karanAra ane smaraNa pAmanAra-bayane eka ja vyakita mAnavI joie. eTale have be jIvananA be dehane be judA AtmA tarIke ApaNe na ja mAnI zakIe.paratu e banne dehamAM rahelA eka ja AtmAne mAnavo joIe. jeNe pUrvanA dehamAM rahIne je anubhaveluM tenuM A navA dehamAM rahIne smaraNa karyuM. Ama dehathI tadana svatA ane nitya evuM atmadravya ApaNe mAnavuM ja rahyuM. jaina cAritragranthomAM to evA hajAro kathAnako che jemAM jAtismRtinI vAto Ave che. vaLI vaidika dharmazAstromAM paNa eka bhavanA sArAM-narasAM kAryonA bIjA bhavamAM phaLo maLavAnI vAto Ave che. A viSayamAM jainazAstrakAro kahe che ke AvuM pUrvabhavanuM smaraNa tene ja thaI zake che; jenA amuka prakAranA matijJAnane DhAMkI rAkhatA karmonA AvaraNane dhakko lAge che. pUrvabhavanuM smaraNAtmaka jJAna e matijJAnano prakAra che. enI uparanuM karmAvaraNa khase to tarata ja pUrvabhavanuM smaraNa thAya. have A vijJAnanI duniyAmAM paNa AtmAno vicAra ane tenA punarjanmAdinI mAnyatAo svIkArAtI jAya che. e bicArA kare ya zuM ? jayAM Dagale ne pagale-emanI buddhi kAma na kare tevA jAtismaraNAdinA kissA banatA ja jAya tyAM e zuM kare ? bhale ne bAibala ane kurAna punarjanmanI mAnyatAne na svIkAratA hoya, paNa hAthakaMkaNane ArasInI jarUra kyAM che ? pratyakSa pramANane koI paDakArI zake tema nathI. eTale ja A viSayamAM paddhatisaranuM saMzodhana karavA mATe keTalAMka varSothI bhAratIya vaijJAnikonI madada laIne bhArata sarakAre jayapuramAM AvelI rAjasthAna yunivarsiTImAM perAsAyakolojI vibhAga zarU karyo che. tyAM punarjanmanI mAhitIo upara saMzodhanAtmaka rIte abhyAsa thaI rahyo che. DaoN. eca. ema. benarajI A viSayamAM saMzodhana karI rahRAA che. Aja sudhImAM temaNe evA lagabhaga 500 kissAo tapAsyA che jemAM te vyakitane. punarjanmanI smRti thaI hoya. samasta vizvamAM AvA kissAo banyA che Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ane DaoN. benarajI tyAM doDI jaIne mAhitI meLavI cUkyA che, je nAnA keTalAka kissAo vicArIe. bALaka karImaullAha : bhAratanuM vibhAjana thayA pachInI A vAta che. uttara bhAratanA bArelA' zaheranI A ghaTanA che. zrI hasamataalI ansArI nAmanA eka zikSaka IkarAmaalI nAmanA eka jamInadArane tyAM emanA bALakane bhaNAvavA jatA hatA. eka vAra hasamataalI potAnA pAMca varSanA bALakane paNa sAthe laI gayA. bALakanuM nAma hatuM. karImaullAha. jamInadArane ghera AvatAM ja chokaro to rAjI rAjI thaI gayo. e sIdho jamInadAranA gharamAM pesI "yo ane jANe potAnuM ja makAna hoya tevI rIte badhe pharavA lAgyo. tyAM jamInadAranI vidhavA putrI phAtimAne joi. tarata ja te doDayo ane teNIno hAtha pakaDI laIne bolyo, "are, phAtImA ! tuM to mArI bIbI che. tuM ahIM kema cAlI AvI ?" ajANyA bALakanA mukhethI potAnuM nAma sAMbhaLIne phAtimA to sajjaDa thaI gaI. thoDI vAre karImaullAha pUrvajanmanI patnI phAtImAnA oraDAmAM jaIne potAnI rojanI besavAnI khurazI upara besI gayo. phAtImAnA pitAne "abbAina, abbAjAna' kahIne saMbodhavA lAgyo. phAtImA pAna banAvavA lAgI tyAre teNe paNa kahyuM, "mAre pAna khAvuM che. mAruM pAna banAvatAM to tane AvaDe ja che ne ?' phAtimA Azcaryavadane A chokarAne joI rahI. ene e vAtanI yAda hatI ke teno pati phATaka pAMca varSe pUrva ja mRtyu pAmyo hato ane A bALaka paNa pAMca varSanuM hatuM. A vAto jANatAM ja paDozIo bhegA thaI gayA. pachI te chokarAe pUrvajanmanA saMbaMdhanI aneka vAto karI. emAMnI keTalIka vAto to evI paNa hatI ke je mAtra phAtImAM ane teno pati phAruka ja jANatAM hoya. te chokarAe badhAne kahyuM ke, "meM pAkistAnamAM vasatA mArA bhAIne cha hajAra rUpiyA beMkamAM jamA karAvavA ApyA hatA. mAro bhAI lAhoramAM vepAra kare che. mAro vicAra paNa tyAM ja javAno hato. e vicAra meM koIne jaNAvyo na hato. Aje ja tamane jaNAvuM chuM. mArA eka bhAInuM nAma umara-Adila che. mArA sasarAne tyAM baMdUkanI corI thaI hatI.' A badhuM sAMbhaLIne badhA cakita thaI gayA kemake A vAta tadana sAcI hatI. phAtImA kahe che ke, "punarjanmamAM huM mAnatI nathI paNa jyAre mArI AMkha sAme huM A badhuM joI rahI chuM tyAre huM have teno inkAra karI zakatI nathI." Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prasaMga bIjo : zeTha kRSNagopAla : barelInA kAyastha sajajana zrI badAmIlAla sakasenAne tyAM sunIla nAmano cAra varSano putra hato. cAra varSe paNa jayAre e bolatAM na zIkhyo eTale mAtA-pitA tene bahero ane mUMgo samajavA lAgyAM. eka vAra pitAe sunIlane koI kAma soMpyuM. teNe tarata kahyuM, "mArA nokarane bolAvo, huM kAma nahi karuM!" sunIlane ekAeka A rIte bolato sAMbhaLIne sahu Azcarya sAthe AnaMda pAmI gayA. paNa sAthe e vizeSa kutUhala paNa thayuM ke gharamAM eka paNa nokara na hovA chatAM sunIle nokaranI zI rIte vAta karI ? jayAre tene bhaNavAnI vAta karI tyAre paNa teNe jaNAvyuM ke, "huM mArI potAnI ja nizALamAM bhaNIza.' pitAe gussAmAM kahyuM, 'tArA bApanI paNa nizALa kyAM che ? huM to garIba chuM ane sAdhAraNa nokarI karuM chuM." sunIla tarata bolyo, "tamArI nizALa na hoya to kAMI nahi paNa mArI potAnI nizALa badAyumAM che. huM sunIla nathI paNa badAyunA jANItA dhanavAna zeTha zrI kRSNagopAla chuM. mArI be nizALo ane zrIkRSNa inTara kaoNleja che, tyAM prinsipAla DaoN. pAThaka che." A badhI vAta sAMbhaLIne tenA pitA khUba Azcarya pAmyA. temaNe svajana-saMbaMdhIone bolAvyA. gAmano keTaloka adhikArI varga paNa bolAvyo. temanI samakSa pharI sunIle badhI vAta karI. tyArabAda be traNa labdhapratiSTha gRhasthonI sAthe sunIlane badAyu laI javAmAM Avyo. kaoNleja pAse AvatAM ja sunIla aMdara doDI gayo ane prinsipAlanI khurazI upara pAThakane badale bIjA koIne jotAM ja te hebatAI gayo. teNe kahyuM, "A prinsipAla nathI.' sunIlanA pitAe te bhAine pUchayuM ke, zrI pAThaka kyAM che?' tyAre te navA prinsipAle kahyuM ke, "huM to be varSathI ja ahIM niyukata thayo chuM. mArA pahelAM prinsipAla pAThaka hatA. temaNe A kolejamAM 31 varSa sudhI kAma karyuM hatuM. A kaoNlejanA saMsthApaka zeTha zrIkRSNa gopAla yuvAnImAM ja hArTapheila thayA hatA. teo saMtAnahIna hovAthI temanA patnIe eka chokaro dattaka lIdho che je vahIvaTa saMbhALe che.' tyAra pachI bALakane pahelA prinsipAlanA ghera laI javAmAM Avyo. prinsipAlane jotAM ja sunIla te mane vaLagI paDayo. pachI kaoNlejanI vyavasthA ane pherabadalInI bAbatamAM Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ moDhethI A badhI vAto sAMbhaLIne loko daMga thai gayA. pachI bALakane tenI pUrvajanmanI patnI pAse lai javAmAM Avyo. tyAM bALake patnI, sagAMo ane nokarone oLakhI kADhayA. be varSa pahelAM ja mRtyu pAmelA DrAivara vaphAtanI bAbatamAM paNa jhINI pUchaparacha karI. (-janazakita dainika) moTAmAM moTI bahumati dharAvatA vizvanA be dharmonA pratipAdaka graMtho-kurAna ane bAibala-nI zraddhAne paNa punarjanmanA kissAonI pasAra thatI vaNajhAre halabalAvI mUkI che te vakhate bhagavAn jinezvaronAM Agamapravacano paripUrNa satya svarUpamAM bahAra Ave che. moTAmAM moTI kamanasIbInI vAta to e che ke, ApaNe ja ApaNI jAtane 'zakorUM laine bhIkha mAMgavA yogya' mAnI lIdhI che. jAjaramAna mahAsaMskRtinI zrImaMtAi vArasAmAM maLI hovA chatAM mahAsatyanA pratipAdaka zAstro ApaNI ja pAse hovA chatAM; jIvananA pAyAnA prazno jevA sukhaduHkhanuM maulika tattvajJAna ApaNA jIvanamAM vaNAyeluM hovA chatAM pazcimanA dezonI aMdhabhakitae ApaNane dIna, hIna ane kSINa banAvyA. aphasosa ! ApaNe duniyAne oLakhI paNa jAtane ja vIsarI gayA. khera. hajI jAgIe, moDuM to thayuM ja che chatAM 'ghaNuM badhuM moDuM nathI thayuM' ema samajIne beThA thai jaie. vaMdana ho AtmAnI amaratAne. vaMdana ho; pUrvajanma ane punarjanmanI satyatAne ramatavAtamAM samajAvI detAM paramAtmA mahAvIradevanA jinAgamone, pUrvajanma ane punarjanmanI adbhuta vAto vicAratAM ApaNA aMtaramAM eka vAta to have jaDabesalAka jaDAi javI joie ke 'AtmA' e svatantra hasti dharAvatuM eka adbhuta tattva che. A vAta koi paNa saMyogamAM koi paNa dIlathI paDakArI zakAya tema nathI. ghara gharamAM tattvajJAnano prakAza phelAvatuM ghera beThAM tattvajJAna (mAsika) dara mahIne ghera beThAM jina zAsananA tattvajJAnane saraLa bhASAmAM samajAvatAM A mAsikanA grAhaka Aje ja bano. tri vArSika lavAjama rUA. 150. lavAjama bharavAnuM sthaLa : caM.ke. saMskRti bhavana, gopIpurA subhASacoka, surata 47 Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 5 ya ata 'jIvone jANIe - pApothI aTakIe traNa lokanA nAtha devAdhideva paramAtmA mahAvIradeva 42 varSanI uMmare kevaLajJAna pAmyA. 42 thI 7ra varSanA jIvanakALa daramyAna vizvanA jIvone sAco kalyANakArI mArga batAvyo. Aso vada-amAvasyAnA teo sarvakarmone khapAvIne mokSamAM padhAryA. temano AtmA siddha thayo. sarvadoSo ane karmothI mukta banyo. AtmAnuM sAcuM sukha teo kAyama mATe pAmyA. have temaNe kadI ya janma levAno nahi. zarIrane dhAraNa karavAnuM nahi. rogothI pIDAvAnuM nahi. mota meLavavAnuM nahi. sadA mATe potAnAmAM masta rahevAnuM. AvI abhUta avasthA temaNe prApta karI lIdhI. teo siddha bhagavaMta banyA. temanA AtmAmAM anaMtajJAna hoya. anaMta vIrya hoya. koIpaNa pIDA vinAnA kAyamI sukhano anubhava hoya. rAga-dveSa temane kadIyana satAve. janma-jIvana-maraNanI ghaTamALathI sadA ya alipta hoya. zarIra ja na hoya, tethI zarIrane kAraNe pedA thatAM koIpaNa duHkha na hoya. teo mukta AtmA kahevAya. ApaNe je AtmatattvanI siddhi karI, te AtmA tamAma karma vinAno hoya, tamAma doSarahita hoya, sarva vAsanAvimukta hoya tyAre mukta AtmA kahevAya; siddha AtmA kahevAya. ApaNI duniyAmAM sauthI upara siddhazIlA nAmanuM sthAna Avela che, tyAM kAyama mATe potAnA AnaMdanI mastI mANatA hoya. atyArasudhImAM anaMtA AtmAo A siddhigatine (siddhazIlA = mokSa sthAnane) pAmyA che. paraMtu je AtmAo tamAma karmothI mukta banI zakyA nathI teo A saMsAramAM rajhaLe che. karmo temane du:khI paNa banAve che ne pApI paNa banAve che. temane zarIra ApIne rogothI pIDe che to janma-jIvana-maraNanI ghaTamALamAM phasAve che. AvA karma sahitanA AtmAne jIva tarIke oLakhavAmAM Ave che. sAmAnyathI to zarIramAM rahelA zarIrathI judA AtmAnI ke molamAM pahoMcI gayelAM zarIra vinAnA AtmAnI jyAre vAta karavI hoya tyAre AtmA zabda vaparAya che, jyAre zarIra sahitanA AtmAnI vAta karavAnI hoya tyAre jIva zabda vaparAya che, paraMtu ahIM jIva tattvanA vicAramAM ApaNe Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMsArI zarIradhArI AtmA ke mokSamAM gayelA muktAtmA mATe paNa jIva zabda vAparIzuM. jIva mATe prANI, cetana vagere zabdo paNa vaparAya che. je jIve che, te jIva. je cetanA (jJAnAdi) ne dhAraNa kare te cetana. je prANone dhAraNa kare te prANI. A duniyAmAM makAna, pharnIcara, sTezanarI vagere je je ajIva padArtho che, temanAmAM cetanA nathI, mATe te cetana na kahevAya. teo prANone dhAraNa karatA nathI mATe prANI na kahevAya. teonuM koI jIvana nathI mATe jIva na kahevAya. teo jaDa, nirjIva, ajIva, pudgala vagere zabdothI oLakhAya che. temano samAveza A jIvatattvamAM thato nathI. prANa : prANa be prakAranA che. (1) dravya prANa (2) bhAvaprANa (1) dravya prANa H je zarIra sAthe saMkaLAyela hoya te dravyaprANa kahevAya. te dasa che. pAMca Indriya+3 baLa+zvAsozvAsa ane AyuSya. (pAMca Indriyo H sparzanendriya (cAmaDI), rasanendriya (jIbha), ghrANendriya (nAka), cakSurindriya (AMkha) ane zrotrendriya (kAna); traNa baLa : manabaLa, vacanabaLa ane kAyabaLa.) (2) bhAva prANa H je AtmA sAthe saMkaLAyela hoya te bhAvaprANa kahevAya. jJAna, darzana, cAritra vagere bhAvaprANa che. je AtmAo mokSamAM pahoMcyA che, temane zarIra ja nathI. tethI zarIra sAthe saMkaLAyelA dravyaprANo paNa nathI. temane to mAtra bhAvaprANo ja hoya. bhAvaprANo paNa temane na hoya tevuM to kyAre ya na bane. jene bhAvaprANo paNa na hoya te jaDa kahevAya. te AtmA ja na hoya. saMsArI jIvone to bhAvaprANa ane dravyaprANa; baMne hoI zake che. bhAvaprANo to sadA mATe AtmA sAthe joDAyelA ja rahe che, paNa dravya prANo AtmA sAthe joDAyelA hoya ke joDAyelA na paNa hoya. jyAM sudhI A dravya prANo AtmA sAthe joDAyelA hoya che, tyAM sudhI te jIvanuM jIvana kahevAya che. jyAre te dravyaprANo jIvathI chUTAM paDe che, tyAre tenuM mRtyuM thayeluM gaNAya che. pharI jyAre dravyaprANo sAthe te joDAya che, tyAre tenI utpatti ke janma kahevAya che. AtmA to kyAre ya janmato nathI ke kyAre ya marato nathI. te to anAdikALathI che. zAzvata che. tenA vaLI janama-maraNa zAnA ? paNa kIDInA AtmAthI tenA dravyaprANo chUTA paDe tyAre 'kIDI marI gaI' tevo ApaNe vyavahAra karIe chIe. dravyaprANo ane bhAvaprANo, baMne-jene hoya te saMsArI jIva kahevAya. teo deva-manuSya-tiryaMca ane na2ka; e cAre gatimAM rajhaLatAM rahe che. vAraMvAra dravyamANo 49 Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAthe joDAvA dvArA janma le che to keTaloka samaya jIvana pasAra karIne te dravyaprANothI chUTA paDIne mare che. Ama, dravyaprANonA saMyoga-viyoga dvArA janma-maraNa cAlyA kare che. janma-maraNa vacceno samaya paNa saMsAramAM roga, ghaDapaNa vagere aneka duHkhone sahana karavAmAM pasAra thAya che. A janma, roga-ghaDapaNAdi duHkhamaya jIvana ane motanI ghaTamALamAMthI kAyama mATe mukta thavuM hoya to dravyaprANothI ja kAyama mATe chUTakAro laI levo joIe. tema thatAM pachI kyAreya dravyaprANo sAthe joDAvAnuM nahi mATe janma nahi, joDAvAnuM ja nahi mATe pharI chUTavAnuM paNa nahi; mATe mota paNa nahi; janma ane maraNa nahi, mATe te be vaccenuM duHkhamaya-pApamaya jIvana paNa nahi. Ama, janma-jIvana-maraNanI ghaTamALa kAyama mATe dUra thaI jAya. te dravyaprANothI kAyama mATeno chUTakAro teno ja thAya ke jeo mokSamAM jAya. sarva karmothI mukta bane. mATe jo ApaNe A saMsArathI kaMTALI gayA hoIe, janma-jIvana-maraNano ApaNane bhaya lAgyo hoya to jaldIthI jaldI mokSa meLavavAno prayatna karavo joIe. te mokSa meLavavA badhA jIvone jANavA joIe. te tamAma jIvo pratye karuNA vahAvavI joIe. koIpaNa jIvanI hiMsA na thaI jAya, koIpaNa jIvane jarAka paNa trAsa, pIDA ke vedanA na pahoce, mAnasika durbhAva paNa koIjIva pratye na thaI jAya tenI pUrNa kALajI rAkhavI joIe. hato nAnakaDo eka bALaka ! nAma enuM aImutto. gautamasvAmI gocarI vahoravA padhAryA, bhAvavibhora banIne vahorAvyuM. vaLAvavA gayo. dIkSA levAnI IcchA thaI. bhagavAna mahAvIradevanI dezanA sAMbhaLIne mana majabUta thayuM. mAtAnI rajA mAMgI. dharmane pAmelI mAtAe tene kahyuM ke "beTA! dIkSA AtmAnA kalyANa mATe levAnI che. mokSa meLavavA levAnI che. dIkSAmAM kAMI pApa na karAya. kadAca bhUla thaI jAya to tenuM tAre prAyazcitta karavAnuM. ATaluM nakkI karIne dIkSA le." mAtAnA aMtaranA AzIrvAda laIne nAnakaDAaImuttAe dIkSA lIdhI. ekavAra bahArathI pAchA pharatAM rastAmAM nAnA chokarAone pANImAM thoDI tarAvatAM joyAM. bALasahaja svabhAvathI temane paNa hoDI tarAvavAnuM mana thayuM. paNa hoDI to pAse hatI nahi ! zuM karavuM? pAse rahelI pAtarI temaNe pANImAM hoDI rUpe tarAvavA mUkI, pAtarI pANImAM taravA lAgI. bALamuninA AnaMdano pAra nathI. "mArI hoDI sauthI AgaLa-mArI hoDI sauthI AgaLa" ema bolIne nAce che. tyAM to vaDila munivaro AvI pahoMcyA. "are bALamuni ! tame A zuM karo Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cho? kAcApANInA eka TIpAmAM asaMkhyAtA jIvo che. te badhAno kaccaraghANa vaLI jAya. ararara! ATaluM badhuM pApa karAya? keTalA badhA jIvonI hiMsA thaI gaI." bALamunine pazcAttApa thayo. ekavAra IriyAvahI sUtrathI pratikramaNa karatAM, potAnAthI thaI gayelAM A pApa badala teo pastAvo karavA lAgyA. dhyAnanI dhArAmAM caDI gayA. ghAtakarmo khapAvIne kevaLajJAna pAmyA. aneka jIvone pratibodha pamADIne chelle mokSe gayA. A bALamuni aImuttAjI dvArA kAcApANInA jIvonI hiMsA thaI gaI kAraNa ke te vakhate temane khyAla nahoto ke kAcApANImAM jIvo che. te marI jAya. mATe mAre nAvaDI na tarAvAya. jo temane khyAla hota to teo tema na karata. pApa karatAM te bacI zake ke jene khyAla hoya ke jIva kone kahevAya ne kone na kahevAya? kayo padArtha jaDa che ne kayo padArtha cetana che! tethI jeNe paNa jIvonI rakSA karavI hoya teNe sau prathama jIvonuM jJAna meLavI levuM joIe. zAstramAM kahyuM che ke je jIvone jANato nathI, je ajIvone jANato nathI, te saMyamane zI rIte pALI zake? je jIvone paNa sArI rIte jANe che, je ajIvone jaDa padArthane) paNa sArI rIte jANe che, te saMyamane sArI rIte pALI zake. ane saMyamane je sArI rIte pALI zake te mokSane meLavI zake. mATe mokSa meLavavA jIvonuM jJAna meLavavuM atyaMta jarUrI che. paNa atyaMta kamanasIbInI vAta che ke potAnA mAmA-mAsI-phoI-phuA vagere svajanone tathA potAnA pADozIone nAmathI jANanArA ghaNA loko, jemanI sAthe kharekhara maitrI jagAvavAnI che, te vizvanA jIvone barobara jANatAM ke oLakhatAM nathI. A to kema cAle? je jIvonI ApaNe rakSA karavAnI che, je jIvonI jarA ya hiMsA na thaI jAya tenI ApaNe satata kALajI karavAnI che, te saMsArI jIvonA judA judA pa63 prakAro zAstromAM batADavAmAM AvyA che. temAMnA keTalAka jIvonI jo ke kAyAthI hiMsA na thaI zakatI hovA chatAM ya manathI to hiMsA thaI zake che. tethI tene paNa nivAravAno prayatna karavAno che. jIva chatAM ya dekhAve jaDa!) ApaNI AsapAsa keTalAka jIvo evA che ke jeo nathI halana-calana karatA ja 51 2 Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ke nathI koI pravRtti karatA! ghaNAne to teo jaDapadArtho ja lAge che. paraMtu hakIkatamAM te jaDapadArtho nathI paNa sAkSAt jIvo che. jo ApaNe tene jIvatarIke na jANIe to tenI rakSA zI rIte karI zakIzuM? AvA jIvone jaina dharmanA tattvajJAnanI paribhASAmAM sthAvara jIvo kahevAmAM Ave che. bilADI, uMdara, vAMdA, mAMkaDa, mAMkhI macchara, jU, bhamarA, mANasa, vAgha, siMha vagere potAnI IcchA pramANe halana-calana karI zake che, temane trasajIvo kahevAmAM Ave che, jyAre ThaMDI-garamI vagerethI trAsa pAmavA chatAM ya potAnI IcchAthI jeo halana-calana karI zakatA nathI, te paththara, pANI, agni, pavana, vanaspati vagerene sthAvara jIvo kahevAmAM Ave che. trasa jIvo satata halanacalana kare ja; tevo niyama nathI. potAnI IcchA hoya to halanacalana kare ne IcchA na hoya to halana-calana na karatAM sthira paNa rahe. sthAvara jIvo to potAnI IcchAthI paNa halana-calana na ja karI zake. kyAreka koI tenI pAse halanacalana karAvaDAve tevuM bane kharuM. - TUMkamAM, potAnI IcchA pramANe jeo hAlI cAlI zake te trasa jIvo kahevAya paNa potAnI IcchA pramANe jeo hAlI-cAlI na zake te sthAvarajIvo kahevAya. ApaNe je pa63 prakAranA jIvone oLakhavA che temAM 541 prakAranA trasa jIvo che, jayAre 22 prakAranA sthAvara jIvo che. A sthAvara jIvone jIbha, nAka, AMkha ke kAna hotA nathI paNa mAtra sparza anubhavavAnI zaktivALI sparzanendriya rUpa eka ja Indriya hoya che, mATe teo ekendriya tarIke paNa oLakhAya che, potAnI IcchAthI halana-calana nahi karI zakanArA A sthAvarajIvonA mukhyatve pAMca peTAbhedo che: (1) pRthvIkAya (2) apakAya (3) teukAya (4) vAyukAya ane (5) vanaspatikAya. (1) pRthvIkAya? ApaNe mATI, retI paththara, kAMkarA, sonuM, cAMdI, tAMbu, pittaLa, kAMsu, mIThuM, sphaTIka, hIrA, mANeka, motI vagere je padArtho joIe chIe te - pRthvIkAya jIvonA zarIro che. tenA ekeka kaNIyAmAM asaMkhyAtA asaMkhyAtA AtmAo hoya che. jo temAM rahelo AtmA bIjA bhavamAM cAlyo gayo na hoya to te sacitta kahevAya. teno upayoga karavAthI te tamAma jIvonI virAdhanA karavAnuM pApa lAge. sUryano sakhata tApa paDavAthI cAlavAnA rastA uparanI retI acitta (jIva vinAnI) hoI zake, paNa khADo khodIne nIcethI je mATI kADhavAmAM Ave te sacitta kahevAya, teno upayoga karavAthI jIvonI hiMsA thAya. ghaNA loko pRthvIkAyane jIva rUpe nathI mAnatA, paNa temanI te mAnyatA barobara Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nathI. amerIkana TAImsamAM thoDA vakhata pahelAM lekha Avelo, "The earth, that grows." pRthvI ke je uge che. arthApRthvI jIva che. khANomAMthI Arasa vagere kADhavAmAM Ave to paNa pAcho navo Arasa pedA thaI jAya che. kAraNa ke temAM jIva che, je navI utpatti kare che. IMTanA nibhADAvALAe ekavAra kahela ke, "ame IMTo banAvavA khodI khodIne mATI lAvIe chIe. taLAva jevo khADo thaI jAya che. paNa bIjuM varasa AvatAM pahelAM te jagyA pAchI samathaLa thaI jAya che. bIjA varase pharI tyAMthI mATI lAvIne amAruM kAma AgaLa calAvIe chIe." A mATImAM paNa jIva hovAthI navI navI mATI pedA thaI jAya che. pRthvIkAya jIva che, evuM jANyA pachI tenI virAdhanA na thaI jAya tenI kALajI rAkhavI joIe. kAcuM mIThuM pRthvIkAya che, teno tyAga karI devo joIe. jarUra paDe to balavaNano upayoga karI zakAya. te ja rIte khADA khodavA, khodelI mATI upara cAlavuM vagereno paNa tyAga karI devo joIe. (2) apakAyA kUvA, taLAva, nadI, vAva, sarovara, samudra vagerenuM pANI varasAdanuM pANI, barapha, karAM, dhummasa vagere apUkAyajIvonA zarIro che. pANInA ekeka TIpAmAM asaMkhyAtA jIvo che. vaijJAnikone sUkSmadarzaka yaMtramAM je 36450jIvo dekhAya che, te to pANImAM paDelAM hAlatA-cAlatA-uDatA trasajIvo che; paNa pANInuM TIpuM pote asaMkhyAtA jIvonA asaMkhyAtA zarIro rUpa che. Ama, kAcA pANIno upayoga karavAthI hajAro trasa jIvo sahita asaMkhyAtA jIvono kaccaraghANa bolAI jAya che. mATe DAhyA ane samaju mANase kAcApANIno sadaMtara tyAga karI devo joIe. jIvana jIvavA mATe pANInI jarUra paDe ja che to ukALeluM pANI ja pIvuM paNa kAcuM pANI to nahi ja; tevo nirNaya karI devo joIe. vAsaNa-kapaDAM-hAthapaga dhovAmAM paNa ochAmAM ocho pANIno upayoga thAya tenI kALajI rAkhavI joIe. jo ghInI jema pANI vaparAya to ghaNI hiMsAmAMthI aTakI javAya. pUrve to panIhArIe gAmanI bahAra jaIne, kUvAmAMthI pANI kheMcIne mAthe beDA UMcakIne gharamAM lAvavuM paDatuM hatuM. tethI pANIno khoTo durupayoga thato aTakato hato ane ghaNA jIvone abhayadAna maLatuM hatuM paNa Aje to ghare ghare naLa AvI gayA. dareka rUmamAM, rasoDAmAM, saMDAsamAM, bAtharUmamAM..Thera Thera naLa goThavIne gharamAM talakhAnA UbhA karyA. dhaDa dhaDa pANI vahyA kare. jarUra karatAM ghaNuM vadhAre pANI vaparAya. are jarUra na hoya to ya naLamAMthI pANI vahyA kare. keTalI badhI hiMsA. pratyeka TIpe asaMkhyAtA jIvono saMhAra ! anaMtAnaMta karmadaliko AtmAne coTe. pariNAme duHkhonA rIjharvezana Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ thAmra, hRdayamAM kaThoratA pedA thAya. jenA hRdayamAM thoDIka paNa karUNA hoya te A jIvono saMhAra zI rIte joI zake? te to eka kSaNa paNa saMsAramAM zI rIte rahI zake? zuM dIkSA laIne sAdhu na banI jAya ke jethI kadI ya kAcApANInI hiMsA teNe karavI na paDe! pelA arNikAputra AcArya! varasAdamAM gocarI laIne AvanArane pUchyuM ke ATalA badhA varasAdamAM gocarI ? ATalI badhI virAdhanA kema?" jayAM acitta (jIva vinAnuM) pANI paDatuM hatuM tyAMthI gocarI lAvavAmAM AvI che." paNa tamane zI rIte khabara paDI ke ahIM pANI acitta che? zuM kAMI jJAna thayuM che?" hAjI! ApanI kRpAthI!" "he! kayuM jJAna? pratipAtI ke apratipAtI?" (pratipAtI eTale AvyA pachI cAlyuM paNa jAya. apratipAtI eTale AvyA pachI kyAreya na jAya te-kevaLajJAna) ohoho! Apa to kevaLajJAnI mahAtmA cho ! mane kSamA karo. have mane e jaNAvo ke mane kevaLajJAna kyAre thaze ?" gaMgAnadI pAra utaratAM tamane kevaLajJAna thaze.'' "mAre to jaldIthI jaldI mokSa joIe, kevaLajJAna joIe, have to gocarI paNa pachI ! kayA divase kevaLajJAna thaze? te jJAnIe nathI kahyuM. temaNe to kahyuM che ke gaMgAnadI pAra utaratA kevaLajJAna thaze, to huM have vilaMba zA mATe karuM ? hamaNAM ja gaMgAnadIne pAra utaruM" ema vicArIne temaNe to gocarI vAparavAnuM mulatavI rAkhIne gaMgAnadI tarapha prayANa karyuM. pUrvanA vairathI kheMcAyelI devIe adhavacce nAvaDI AvatAM, temane trIzuLamAM UMcakyA. mAMsanA locA nIkaLavA lAgyA. lohInI zera uDI, lohInA TIpAM nIce rahelAM gaMgAnadInA pANImAM paDavA lAgyA. tyAre paNa A arNikAputra AcArya potAne thaI rahelI vedanAnI ciMtA nathI karatAM paNa kAcApANInA jIvonI karUNA citave che. ararara! maratAM maratAM paNa huM keTalA badhA jIvone mArato jAuM chuM ! mArA garama lohIthI A ThaMDA kAcApANInA jIvone keTalo badho trAsa thaze" vagere.. bIjA jIvonI karUNAnI bhAvanA dvArA teo dhyAnanI dhArAmAM caDyA. kSapakazreNI maMDAI. ghAtakarmo khapAvIne kevaLajJAna pAmyA. AyuSya paNa pUrNa thatAM mokSe sidhAvyA. Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kAcApANInA jIvonI virAdhanA nahi karavAno temano uttamabhAva temane kevaLajJAna apAvI zakyo, te jANIne paNa kAcApANInI virAdhanA baMdha karI devI joIe ke zakyataH ochI karI devI joIe. thamsa apa, pepsIkolA vagere ThaMDApINA, sarabata, baraphagoLA, baraphavALI vastuo vageremAM paNa kAcApANInA asaMkhyAtAjIvonI virAdhanA che. tethI te badhI vastuono tyAga karI devo joIe. roja ukALeluM pANI pIvAno nirNaya karavo joIe. kAcApANImAM asaMkhyAtA jIvonA janma-maraNanI ghaTamALa satata cAlyA kare che. tene ukALavAmAM Ave to te vakhate temAM rahelAM asaMkhyAtA jIvo baLIne khAkha thaI jAya che, paNa pachI-ziyALAmAM cAra prahara, unALAmAM pAMca prahara tathA comAsAmAM traNa prahara sudhI-temAM satata janma-maraNanI ghaTamALa cAlatI nathI. tethI tenA karatAM asaMkhyAtaguNA asaMkhyAtA jIvone ukALeluM pANI pIvAthI abhayadAna maLI jAya che. dhAro ke pANI ukALatI vakhate asaMkhyAtA=1000 jIvo jo baLIne marI gayA hoya to jo pANI na ukALata to samaye-samaye asaMkhyAtA-asaMkhyAtA eTale ke 1000-1000 jIvo maryA karata. Ama thatAM, jeTalo samaya vAparavAnI buddhithI rAkhela hoya teTalo samaya sudhI dara samaye-samaye asaMkhyAtA asaMkhyAtA (asatkalpanAe 1000-1000) jIvonA motamAM nimitta banavAnuM pApa lAgyA karata. ukALeluM pANI pIvAthI te tamAma pApa lAgatuM bacI gayuM. vaLI pANI ukALanAranA manamAM pANInA jIvone mArI nAMkhavAnI buddhi nathI paNa saMbhavita asaMkhyAta-asaMkhyAta jIvone bacAvavAnI buddhi che. tethI teNe jIvone mAryA na gaNAya paNa bacAvyA gaNAya. AMgaNAmAM besIne ghauM cALatI bahene dUra rahelAM eka khADAmAM potAnA bALakane utarI gayelo jANyo. UbhI thaIne doDI. jue che to khADAmAM rahelAM bALakane DaMkha mAravA sApa tenI najIka AvI rahyo che. jo te strI pAchaLanA bhAgamAM rahelI sIDIthI utarIne bALakane levA jAya to teTalA samayamAM sApa tene DaMkha mArI ja de. tethI te srIe khADAnI bALaka taraphanI dhAra pAse UbhA rahIne bALakane hAtha UMco karavA kahyuM. potAnA hAthathI bALakanA hAthane pakaDIne kheMcIne tarata bahAra kADhyo. tema karavAthI bALakanuM zarIra khADAnI kharabacaDI dhArane ghasAyuM. tene ujharaDA paDyA. lohI nIkaLyuM. bALaka raDavA lAgyo. A strIe bALakane bacAvyo ke bALakane lohI kADhIne herAna karyo ? e savAlano javAba badhA ema ja Apaze ke bhale ujharaDA paDyA hoya ne lohI nIkaLyuM 55 Page #61 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hoya, chatAM ya te strIe bALakane bacAvyo ja gaNAya. herAna karyo na gaNAya. kAraNa ke tenI IcchA to bALakane bacAvavAnI ja hatI. jo anya upAya hota to te bALakane ujharaDA paNa paDavA na deta. paNa anya upAya na hovAthI nAchUTake ujharaDA pADIne paNa teNe bALakane bacAvavo paDyo che. barobara ne? basa, A ja vAta ukALelA pANInI bAbatamAM lAgu paDe che. jo pANI vinA jIvI zakAtuM hoya to pANIne ukALavAnI paNa jarUra nathI. kAyama mATe covihAra upavAsa karo ne? ukALeluM pANI pAvAnI paNa temane vAta nathI. paNa jayAre pANI vinA jIvAtuM nathI, jIvavAno anya upAya nathI, nAchUTake pANI pIvuM ja paDe tema che to ema kahevAnuM mana thAya che ke kAcuM pANI to na ja pIvo. jema bALakane bacAvavA jatAM ujharaDA paDyA paNa te vinA chUTako nahoto, tema bIjA asaMkhyAta asaMkhyAtA jIvone bacAvavA jatAM asaMkhyAtA jIvo baLI jAya che, te vAta sAcI paNa te bALavA mATe baLAtA nathI paNa asaMkhyataguNA asaMkhyAtA jIvone bacAvavA mATenAchUTake karavuM paDe che. tethI bALakane kheMcIne bahAra kADhanArI strI, bALakane ujharaDA pADavA chatAM prazaMsAne pAtra che, tema ukALeluM pANI pInAra paNa anumodanAne pAtra che; kAraNake strInI IcchA jema bALakane bacAvavAnI che, tema ukALeluM pANI pInAranI bhAvanA paNa asaMkhyAtaguNA asaMkhyAtA jIvone bacAvavAnI che, mAravAnI jarA ya nahi. tethI have anya koIpaNa dalIla karyA vinA kAyama mATe ukALeluM pANI pIvAnuM zarU karI devuM joIe. (3) teukAya teukAya tejaskAya agnikAya. agni, vIjaLI, dIvo, lAITa, aMgArA, vagere asaMkhyAtA teukAya jIvonA zarIro che. tenI virAdhanA na thAya tenI kALajI rAkhavI joIe.. pUjanIya sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto lAITa ke culAnA upayoga vinA AkhI jIMdagI pasAra kare ja che ne? temane jo najaramAM rAkhavAmAM Ave to jarUra karatAM vadhAre lAITano je upayoga thAya che, te to kamasekama aTakI ja jAya. je rUmamAM koI na hoya te rUmamAM nakAmI lAITa baLatI na hoya. jemAM IlekTrIsITIno upayoga thato hoya teno binajarUrI bephAma upayoga thato to aTakI ja jAya. mAtra A vAtane lakSamAM lAvavAnI jarUra che. hRdayane komaLa banAvavAnI jarUra che. yAda che ne pelA gajasukumAlamuninI vAta ! dIkSA laIne prathama dine ja smazAnamAM dhyAna dharavA gayA. somIla sasarAe temanA mAthe mATInI pALa bAMdhIne vacce kheranA dhagadhagatA aMgArA bharyA. mAthuM saLagI rahyuM che, chatAMya munivara to aDaga Page #62 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che. jarA ya hAlatA paNa nathI. aMgAro nIce paDatAM, agnikAyanI virAdhanA na thaI jAya mATesto, AvelA upasargane samatAthI sahana kare che. are ! motane ghATa utAranAra sasarA pratye paNa jarA ya dhikkAra ke tiraskAra nahi ! je agninA jIvone na dhikkArI zake te mAnavane zI rIte tiraskArI zake? 'mArA sasarAe to mane mokSanI pAdhaDI bAMdhI ApI.' vicAratAM dhyAnanI dhArAmAM AgaLa vadhyA. kevaLajJAna ane mokSa teo pAmI gayA. (4) vAyukAya : jorathI phuMkAtA vaMToLIyA, vAvAjhoDA ke maMda maMda vAI rahelo pavana vagere vAyukAya jIvonA zarIro che. te vAyukAyanI virAdhanA na thAya te mATe to sAdhu bhagavaMto ke sAmAyika pauSadhamAM rahelAM zrAvako paMkhAno upayoga karatA nathI. devanAranA katalakhAnAne aTakAvavAnI tAkAta na hoya to gharamAM rahelAM katalakhAnAne to baMdha karo ! paMkho e traNa pAMkhaDAvALuM katalakhAnuM che, jenAM dvArA asaMkhyAtA vAyukAyajIvono saMhAra thAya che. kyAreka to cakalI vagere pakSIo paNa tenI aDapheTamAM AvI jaIne maraNane zaraNa thAya che. baLabaLatA vaizAkha mAsanA dhora tApamAM ya gurubhagavaMto paMkhA vinA jIvana prasannatApUrvaka pasAra kare ja che ne ? temane najaramAM lAvIzuM to A hiMsAthI aTakavuM muzkela nahi bane. chevaTe jarUra na hoya tyAre paNa paMkhAno je bephAma upayoga cAlu hoya che, te to aTakAvavo joIe ne ? ziyALAcomAsAmAM to paMkhAno tyAga karavo joIe ne ? (5) vanaspatikAya : cIku, kerI, pIpaLo, lImaDo, baTAkA, kAMdA vagere tamAma vanaspatiomAM jIva che tevuM to have sara jagadIzacandra bojhe paNa jaNAvyuM che paNa kaI kaI vanaspatimAM keTalAM keTalAM jIvo che ? te to sarvajJa bhagavaMto sivAya anya koNa potAnI jAte jaNAvI zake ? sarvajJa bhagavaMtonI apekSAe bicArA bojha sAhebanuM jJAna keTaluM ? sarvajJa bhagavaMto jaNAve che ke A vizvamAM vanaspati be prakAranI che. keTalIka vanaspatinA eka zarIramAM eka jIva hoya che to keTalIka vanaspatinA eka zarIramAM paNa anaMtA jIvo hoya che ! (a) pratyeka vanaspatikAya : jenA eka zarIramAM eka ja jIva hoya te pratyeka kahevAya. AMbA, lImaDA, pIpaLA, maga, ghauM vageremAM eka zarIramAM eka ja jIva hoya che. jeTalA pAMdaDA, te darekamAM potapotAno eka ja jIva, je phaLa hoya temAM phaLano potAno eka ja jIva. bIjamAM bIjano eka jIva, thaDamAM thaDano eka jIva, Ama eka zarIramAM eka jIva hovAthI teo pratyeka vanaspatikAya tarIke oLakhAya che. 17 Page #63 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ keTalIka dharmazALAomAM spezyala rUma paNa hoya che ne komana hola paNa hoya che. eka rUmamAM eka ja phemIlI utare te spezyala rUma kahevAya jayAre eka ja holamAM ekI sAthe ghaNA phemIlI rahI zake tene komana hola kahevAya che. tema ahIM paNa eka zarIramAM eka ja jIva rahe to te pratyeka kahevAya paraMtu eka ja zarIramAM anaMtAjIvo sAthe rahe to te zarIra ghaNA jIvo mATe komana sAdhAraNa hovAthI te jIva sAdhAraNa kahevAya. vanaspatikAya sivAyanA tamAma jIvo to eka zarIramAM eka jIva tarIke ja rahe che, mATe badhA pratyeka che, jyAre vanaspatikAyamAM keTalAka jIvo eka zarIramAM eka jIva rUpe rahe che, te pratyeka vanaspatikAya tarIke oLakhAya che, to keTalAka prakAranA jIvo ekI sAthe anaMtA bhegA thaIne eka ja komana zarIramAM rahe che, teo sAdhAraNa vanaspatikAya tarIke oLakhAya che. (ba) sAdhAraNa vanaspatikAya : baTAkA, kAMdA, lasaNa, zakkarIyA, gAjara, Adu, mULA, bITa, vagere kaMdamULo sAdhAraNa vanaspatikAya che. soyanI uparanA TocanA bhAgamAM baTAkAno jeTalo bhAga rahe, te paNa asaMkhyAtA zarIrono samUha che. temAMnA dareka zarIramAM anaMtA-anaMtA jIvo ekI sAthe rahelAM che. sAthe janme che, sAthe mare che, sAthe zvAsa le che. temanI badhI kriyAo sAmudAyika che. asaMkhyAta eTale abajonA abajo karatAM ya ghaNI badhI moTI rakama. paNa anaMta eTale asaMkhyAta karatAMya ghaNI badhI moTI rakama, kAcA pANI vageremAM asaMkhyAtA jIvonI hiMsA che, jayAre baTAkA vagere sAdhAraNa vanaspatikAyanA bhojanamAM to anaMtAjIvonI hiMsA che. tethI kaMdamULano (sAdhAraNa vanaspatikAyano) to sadA mATe tyAga ja karI devo joIe. ATalI nAnI jagyAmAM anaMtA jIvo zI rIte rahe? tevI zaMkA na karavI. kapyuTaranI nAnI phUlopImAM keTalA badhA DeTA samAya che ? memarImAM keTaluM badhuM sTora thAya che? je makAnamAM ra5 balbano prakAza hoya te gharamAM chokarInA hAthamAM rahelI soyanA agrabhAga upara 25 balbamAMthI kayA balbano prakAza na hoya? badhA balbano prakAza hoya ja ne? te rIte dhAro ke anaMtA balbano prakAza te rUmamAM hoya to soyanA uparanA bhAgamAM anaMtA balbono prakAza paNa rahI ja jAya ne? jo soyanA agrabhAga upara anaMtA balbono prakAza rahI zake to soyanA agrabhAga upara anaMtA jIvo kema na rahI zake ? ApaNA paramAtmA to sarvajJa hatA, kevaLajJAnI hatA, temaNe potAnA jJAnanA Page #64 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prakAzamAM A anaMtAjIvone khadabadatA joyA che. mATe tenI hiMsAthI aTakavA kaMdamULa khAvAno niSedha karyo che. paramAtmAnI te vAtane tarkanA jore, zradhdhAthI svIkArIne kAyama mATe kaMdamULano tyAga karI devo joIe. pRthvIkAya, apUkAya, teukAya, vAyukAya ane sAdhAraNa vanaspatikAya; e pAMca prakAranA jIvo; dareka be be prakAranA che. temAMnA keTalAka jIvonA eka-be-traNacAra-saMkhyAtA ke asaMkhyAtA zarIro bhegA thAya to paNa joI ke anubhavI zakAtA nathI, teo sUkSama kahevAya che, jayAre keTalAka jIvonA eka-be-traNa-saMkhyAtA ke asaMkhyAtA zarIro bhegA thAya to joI ke anubhavI zakAya che; teo bAdara kahevAya che. jayAre pratyeka vanaspatikAyanuM eka zarIra paNa joI ke anubhavI zakAya che, mATe te bAdara ja che; paNa sUkSma nathI. - sUkSmajIvo A vizvamAM Thera Thera ThAMsIne bharelAM che. ApaNe bhale tene joI ke anubhavI zakatA na hoIe paNa kevaLajJAnIne to teo paNa dekhAya ja che. te jIvonI ApaNe kAyAthI to hiMsA karI zakatA nathI paNa manathI mAravAnI buddhi karIe to ApaNane temanI hiMsAno doSa lAgI zake che. te na lAge tenI kALajI karavI. Ama, pratyeka vanaspatikAya pote mAtra bAdara ja hovAthI ane te sivAyanA pAMce ya prakAranA sthAvarajIvo sUkSma ane bAdara; ema be-be prakAranA hovAthI 1+(5*2)=1+13=11 prakAra thayA. vAyukAya AMkhathI dekhAtAM na hovA chatAM ya cAmaDIthI anubhavI to zakAya che ja. tethI teno paNa bAdara bheda che. cha ; 5 sthAvara jIvonA agiyAra bheda, bAdara pRthvIkAya. sUkSma pRthvIkAya bAdara apukAya sUrama apakAya bAdara teukAya sUkSma teukAya bAdara vAyukAya. sUkSma vAyukAya bAdara pratyeka vanaspatikAya sUkSma sAdhAraNa vanaspatikAya. che ? : < ! cha ? [1 ] bAra sAdhAraNa va Im Page #65 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vana vavA bhATe zaharI zanti pati rAjagRhImAM jIvarAja zeTha rahetA hatA. temaNe eka kArakhAnuM kholyuM. te mATe paradezathI cha mazIna maMgAvyAM. 1. magaphaLImAMthI sIMga ane photarAM judA karavAnuM. 2. sIMgamAMthI sIMgatela banAvavAnuM. 3. banelA sIMgatelane zuddha karavAnuM. 4-pa-6. te telanI sahAyathI judI judI vastuo banAvavAnuM. A cha e mazIno sAthe ja phiTa karavAnuM zarU karyuM. chatAM phiTa thavAnuM kArya pUruM thatAM darekane judo judo samaya lAgyo. kAraNa ke cha e mazIno sarakhAM nahotAM. mazIno phiTa thatAM ja zeThane jiMdagIbharanuM sukha thaI gayuM. kema ke A cha e mazIno have potAnuM kArya kare ja jaze. hA ! kArakhAnuM ja zeTha baMdha karI de to vAta judI ! jIvarAja zeThanuM kArakhAnuM A mazInothI mabalakha kamANI karatuM hatuM. tethI anya vepArIonI paNa AvA mazIno lAvavAnI IcchA thaI. paNa te kharIdavA joIe puSkaLa dhana, badhA pAse te kAMI thoDuM hoya? jenI zakti hatI teo to cha mazIna laI AvyA. bAkInA paNa potAnI zakti pramANe traNa, cAra ke pAMca mazIna lAvIne tenI sahAyathI kamAIne potAnuM jIvana sukhapUrvaka pasAra karavA lAgyA. jIvarAja zeTha te bIjuM koI nahIM paNa ApaNo jIva che ane tenuM kArakhAnuM te ApaNuM jIvana che. kArakhAnuM jema mazIna vinA na cAle tema ApaNuM jIvana paNa amuka prakAranI zakti vinA na jIvI zakAya. te zaktine jJAnI puruSo paryApti kahe che. jIvana jIvavA mATenI zaktio (paryApti) cha che, je nIce pramANe che: 1. AhAra paryAptiH khAdhelA khorAkamAMthI (AhAramAMthI) rasa ane kacarAne chUTo pADanArI zaktine AhAra paryApti kahevAya. 2. zarIraparyApti chUTA paDelA te rasamAMthI ApaNA zarIrane banAvanArI zaktine zarIra paryApti kahevAya. - 3. Indriya paryAmi banelA te zarIranA AMkha-kAna-nAka vageremAM jovA kalaranA nAma Page #66 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAMbhaLavA-sUMghavAnI kSamatA pedA karanArI zaktine Indriya,paryAmi kahevAya. 4. zvAsozvAsa paryAti : je zakti vaDe ApaNe zvAsa laI zakIe ane ucchvAsa bahAra kADhI zakIe, te zaktine zvAsozvAsa paryApti kahevAya. 5. bhASA paryAsi H je zakti vaDe ApaNe bolavA mATeno jarUrI kAco mAla laIne bolI zakIe, te zaktine bhASA-paryApti kahevAya. 6. mana:paryAti : je zakti vaDe ApaNe vicAra karavA mATeno kAco mAla laIne vicAra karIe, te zaktine manaH paryAmi kahevAya. uparokta cha prakAranI paryAptio che. paryApti eTale ja jIvana jIvavA mATenI jarUrI zakti. pr jema jIvarAja zeThanA chae mazIno phiTa karavAnuM kArya eka sAthe ja zarU thayuM, paNa phiTa thavAnuM kArya pUruM thatAM judo judo samaya lAgyo. tema dareka jIva utpanna karAMnI sAthe ja ekasAthe potAne jarUrI badhI ja paryAtio (jIvana jIvavA mATenI jarUrI zaktio) utpanna karavAnuM kArya zarU kare che. paNa te jarUrI badhI ja paryAtio ekasAthe ja pUrNa thaI jatI nathI. temane (paryAptione) pUrNa thatAM judo judo samaya lAge che. ja temAM ya deva-nArakone (vaikriya zarIra hovAthI) je judo judo samaya lAge che, tenA karatAM manuSyo ane tiryaMcone (audArika zarIra hovAthI) judo ja samaya lAge che, je nIce pramANe che : krama 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. paryAsi AhAra paryApti zarIra paryApti Indriya paryApti zvAsocchvAsa paryApti bhASA paryAti manaH paryAmi deva-nArako prathama samaye tyAra pachI eka aMtarmuhUrte pachI eka samaye pachI eka samaye pachI eka samaye pachI eka samaye 61 manuSya-tiryaMco prathama samaye tyAra pachI eka aMtarmuhUrve pUrNa kare pachI eka aMtarmuhUrte. pachI eka aMtarmuhUrte, pachI eka aMtarmuhUrte. pachI eka aMtarmuhUrte. Page #67 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ muhUrta eTale 48 miniTa, aMtarmuhUrta eTale 48 miniTa karatAM ocho kALa. (aMtara=aMdara. muhUrtanI aMdarano kALa te aMtarmuhUrta.) AMkhanA eka palakArAmAM asaMkhyAtA samayo pasAra thaI jAya che. tevA be thI nava samayane jaghanya (nAnAmAM nAnuM) aMtarmuhUrta kahevAya che. jyAre 48 miniTamAM eka samaya ocho hoya teTalA kALane utkRSTa (moTAmAM moTuM) aMtarmuhUrta kahevAmAM Ave che. jayanya ane utkRSTa vaccenA kALane madhyama aMtarmuhUrta kahevAmAM Ave che. A cha e cha paryAtrio mAtra eka aMtarmuhUrtamAM ja pUrNa thaI jAya ! paNa maLelI te zaktino vaparAza to jIva jyAM sudhI mare nahIM tyAM sudhI cAlu ja rahe. eTale ke A cha e cha prakAranA zaktio jyAM sudhI jIvanuM AyuSya pUrNa na thAya tyAM sudhI potAnuM kArya cAlu rAkhe che. jema badhA vepArIo cha e cha mazIna kharIdI zakatA nathI, tema badhA ja jIvone cha paryAtio (= zaktio) prApta thatI nathI. jemanuM puNya sauthI vadhAre che te paMcendriya (pAMca IndriyovALA) jIvone cha paryAtrio hoya. jemanuM puNya tethI ochuM che te vikalendriya jIvone pahelI pAMca paryAptio hoya. ane jemanuM puNya sauthI ochuM che te ekendriya (sthAvara) jIvone to mAtra pahelI cAra paryAptio ja hoya. (vikalendriya eTale beIndriya, teIndriya ane carindriya jIvo arthAt be, traNa ane cAra IndriyovALA jIvo) je jIvo potAnI paryAptio pUrI karyA pachI ja maravAnA hoya temane labdhi paryAptA jIvo kahevAya. je jIvo potAnI paryAtrio pUrI karyA pahelAM ja maravAnA hoya temane labdhi aparyAptA jIvo kahevAya. mitro ! tame agiyAra sthAvara jIvone to have oLakho cho ! te sthAvara jIvone mAtra cAmaDI eTale ke sparzenendriya ja hoya che, mATe temane ekendriya jIvo paNa kahevAya che. te agiyAra prakAranA sthAvara jIvomAMnA keTalAka potAnA puNya pramANenI pahelI cAra paryAptio maratAM pahelAM pUrI karavAnA ja che, mATe teo labdhi paryAmA jIvo kahevAya. jyAre keTalAka pUrI nathI karavAnA, temane labdhi aparyAptA jIvo kahevAya. Ama, A agiyAre sthAvara jIvonA labdhi paryAptA ane labdhi aparyAptA prakAro gaNatAM ekendriya (sthAvara) jIvonA nIce pramANe bAvIsa bhedo thayA. 6 ra Page #68 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sthAvara (ekendriya) jIvonA bAvIsa bheda ) - - - - -- - - 1. paryAptA bAdara pRthvIkAya 12. aparyApta bAdara pRthvIkAya 2. paryAptA bAdara apakAya 13. aparyApyA bAda akAya 3. paryApta bAda teukAya 14. aparyApyA bAda teukAya 4. paryApyA bAda vAyukAya 15. aparyApyA bAda vAyukAya pa. paryApyA bAda pratyeka vanaspatikAya | 16, aparyApyA bAda pratyeka vanaspatikAya 6. paryApyA bAda sAdhAraNa vanaspatikAya ? 17. aparyApyA bAda sAdhAraNa vanaspatikAya 7. paryApta sUkSma pRthvIkAya 18. aparyAptA sUkSma pRthvIkAya 19 aparyApta sUkSma apUkAya 18. paryApta sUkSma akAya 9. paryAptA sUkSma teukAya 20. aparyAptA sUma teukAya + nanana - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - 10. paryAmAM sUma vAyukAya 21. aparyApta sUkSma vAyukAya 11. paryAptA sUkSma sAdhAraNa vanaspatikAya 22. aparyAptAsUkSmasAdhAraNavanaspatikAya beIndriya jIvo zrIpatabhAInA gharamAM lagnano prasaMga najIka Avato hato. badhAnA haiye harSa mAto nahoto. temAM ya AvatIkAle to jamAIrAjane jamavA teDavAnA hatA. kAle zuM rasoI banAvavI? tenI Aje carcA cAlatI hatI. mIThAI tarIke jamAIrAjane je atyaMta priya vAnagI hatI, te zikhaMDa banAvavAnuM nakkI thayuM. bajAramAM vecAto maLato zIkhaMDa to zI rIte vaparAya? temAM to tevA ja kalaranA puSkaLa jIvo khadabadatA hoya che ! vaLI dahIM paNa ghaNA divasanuM vAsI hoya ! tethI bajAramAM maLatAM taiyAra zIkhaMDanA badale ghare ja zikhaMDa banAvavAnuM nakkI karyuM. zikhaMDanI sAthe pUrI to hoya ja. paNa pharasANa ane zA mAM zuM zuM navuM? tenI vicAraNA cAlI. ja ja ra ra ja 63 che che . Page #69 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ koI kahe, "maganI dALa, coLInuM zAka tathA khamaNa DhokaLA rAkho." koI kahe, "maganI dALa to joIe ja. paNa gavAranuM zAka ne maganI dALanA garamAgarama bhajIyA rAkho. sAthe kaDhI-bhAta ne pApaDapaNa kharA ho!" pharasANamAM, koI kahe keLAvaDA joIe to koI kahe kaTaleza joIe. badhA potapotAnI bhAvatI cIjanuM nAma daI rahyA hatA, paNa gharamAM rahelA dAdImA kAMI bolatA nahotA. jayAre zrIpatabhAIe Agraha karIne potAnI bAne kahyuM, bA! tuM kema mauna che? tuM kema kAMI bolatI nathI?" tyAre, dAdImA bolyA, "tame badhAe bhegA maLIne zikhaMDa banAvavAnuM nakkI karyuM che, tethI huM mauna chuM." paNa kema bA! zikhaMDamAM vAMdho zuM che? ApaNe kyAM bajAramAMthI lAvavAnA chIe? jAte ghare ja banAvavAnA chIe." "bajAranI vastu nahi lAvavAnI tamArA badhAnI bhAvanA to sArI che. mane AnaMda thayo. paNa tamane e vAtanI khabara che ke zikhaMDa ane maganI dALa, vAsaNamAM, hAthamAM ke moDhAmAM bhegA thAya to zuM thAya?" nAnakaDo mehula bolI UThyo, "he dAdImA ! kahone zuM thAya? amArI skUlamAM to evuM zIkhave che ke hAIDrojananA be aNu ane oksijanano eka aNu bhegA thAya to tarata ja rAsAyaNika prakriyA thaIne temAMthI pANI bane!paNa zIkhaMDane maganI dALa bhegA thAya to zuM bane? te to khabara ja nathI!" Akho divasa TI.vI. joyA karo, skUle jAo, Tyuzana jAo ne lezana karyA karo, tethI khabara na paDe. have jarA roja pAThazALA paNa jatA thAo. to badhI khabara paDI jaze. ApaNA bhagavAne jJAnathI joIne ApaNane kahyuM che ke eka paNa vAra garama karyo vinAnA (kAcAM) dUdha ke dahIM jo kaThoLa sAthe; vAsaNamAM jamIna para-hAthamAM ke moDhAmAM bhegA thAya to temAM tarata ja asaMkhyAtA beIndriya jIvo utpanna thaI jAya che. kAcA gorasa (dUdha-dahIM-chAza va.) ane kaThoLanA saMyojanane vidaLa kahevAmAM Ave che. tenuM bhojana karavAmAM asaMkhyAtA beIndriya jIvonI hiMsA thAya che, tethI vidaLa na vaparAya. dahIMne garama karyA vinA ja zikhaMDa banAvAya ne? garama karIe to temAMthI zikhaMDa ja banI na zake. A kAcA dahIMnA zikhaMDanI sAthe maganI dALa, khamaNa, gavAraphaLI, coLAphaLI, maganI dALanA bhajIyA, keLAvaDAM, kaTaleza, pApaDa, caNAnA loTavALI ke methInA vaghAravALI kaDhI vagere koIpaNa vastu kyAM ya paNa bhegI thAya ke Page #70 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tarata ja temAM asaMkhyAtA beIndriya jIvo utpanna thaI jAya. mATe zikhaMDanI sAthe kaThoLano jemAM upayoga thayo hoya tevI koIpaNa vastu vAparI zakAya nahi. have tame samajyA ne ke huM kema bolatI nahotI !'' * ''to zuM bA ! jainothI kyAre ya zikhaMDa khavAya ja nahi ?'' ''duniyAmAM khAvAnI ghaNI badhI vastuo che. eka zikhaMDano tyAga karI daIe to emAM zuM vAMdho ? chatAM ya jo zikhaMDa khAvo ja hoya to vidaLa na thAya tenI pUrNa kALajI rAkhavI joIe. tethI tame badhAe jaNAvelI vastuo to zikhaMDanI sAthe na banAvAya. TIMDoLA, kAkaDI, dUdhI ke kAcA keLAnuM zAka; cokhAnA DhokaLA ke keLAnI vephara, caNAnA ATAnA badale cokhAno ATo nAMkhIne banAvelI methInA vadhAra vinAnI kaDhI, bhAta vagere hoya to vidaLa na thAya. vaLI badhI vastuo banAvatAM, jamatAM, pIrasatAM ke chelle sAphasUphI karatAM kyAMya dahIM ane kaThoLanA aMzo bhegA na thAya tenI pUrepUrI kALajI rakhAya to zikhaMDa khAvAmAM vAMdho na Ave. bAkI jokhama pUrepUruM che. ApaNA TesTamAM asaMkhyAtA jIvono kaccaraghANa thAya te to zI rIte cAle ?'' dAdImAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne zikhaMDane ja kensala karI devAno nirNaya levAI gayo. have beIndriya jIvonI utpatti karAvanAra vidaLa thavAnI zakyatA nahotI mATe dAdImA khuza thaI gayA. A beIndriya jIvo potAnI IcchA mujaba halana-calana karI zake che, tethI trasa che. temanAmAM sparzane pArakhavAnI ane rasano svAda ka2vAnI zakti hovAthI teo sparzanendriya ane rasanendriya, ema be Indriyo dharAvanArA jIvo che. zaMkha, koDA, chIpalA, aLasIyA, karamIyA, vAsIbhojanamAM thatAM lALIyA jIvo vagere beIndriya jIvo che. teone moTAbhAge paga hotA nathI. A beIndriya jIvone jANI laIne, temanI hiMsAthI aTakavAnI kALajI levI joIe. peTamAM pedA thatAM karamIyA marI jAya tevI davA na levI joIe. paga nIce aLasIyA cagadAI na jAya te mATe prayatna karavo joIe. pAuM, breDa, DabalaroTI, senDavIca vageremAM beIndriya jIvo khadabadatAM hoya che, teno tyAga karavo joIe. sUryAsta thatAM pahelAM AjanA rAMdhelA vadhelA bhojana vaDe anukaMpA karavI joIe paNa rAta vaTAvIne tene vAsI na banavA devuM joIe. teIndriya jIvo : je jIvone sparzanendriya ane rasanendriya uparAMta ghrANendriya (gaMdha pArakhavAnI zakti) paNa che kintu A traNa Indriyo sivAyanI cakSurindriya (AMkha) ane zrotrendriya (kAna) nathI; te traNa IndriyovALA jIvo teIndriya tarIke oLakhAya 5 Page #71 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che. A jIvone prAyaH cAra, che ke vadhAre pago hoya che athavA moDhA AgaLa be vALa hoya che. kIDI, maMkoDA, IyaLa, jU, dhanerA, kaMthavA, udhaI, kAnakhajUrA vagere teIndriya jIvo che. temanI rakSA karavAno prayatna karavo joIe. aDhAra dezamAM amArInuM pravartana karAvanAra kumArapALa mahArAjAnuM nAma to jANo ja cho ne? tenA rAjyamAM koI ju ne mArI zakato nahoto. eka zeThIyAe jU mArI to tenuM tamAma dhana laIne kumArapALe "maikAvihAra' nAmanA jinAlayanuM sarjana karAvyuM hatuM. mAthAmAM kyAreka thatI lIkha ane jUnI hiMsA nathI karatA ne? jAtane DhaMDhoLIne A prazna pUchI levA jevo che ! eka bALaka hAthamAM kAMsakI ane herakaTIMga salunamAMthI thoDA vALa laIne Avyo. koIke tene pUchyuM, are! gAMDo thaI gayo che ke zuM? koInA kapAyelA vALa tuM gharamAM kema laI Avyo? teNe javAba Apyo, "mArA mAthAmAM puSkaLa "ju thaI gaI che. jo huM te "ju ne kADhIne game tyAM mUkuM to bicArI taraphaDIne marI jAya. mAthAmAM jo rahevA dauM to jamatI vakhate bhojanamAM paDIne peTamAM jAya. marI jAya. mAthuM khaMjavALyA karuM to ya marI jAya." tethI Aje herakaTIMga salunamAMthI A vALa laI Avyo chuM. kAMsakIthI "ju kADhI kADhIne A vALamAM mUkIza. koIno paga na Ave tevI jagyAe A vALane rAkhIza. "junuM jeTaluM AyuSya haze teTalo samaya A vALamAM te jIvaze. mArAthI jo duHkha sahana nathI thatuM to A "june zI rIte karAya? tene to A vALamAM tenuM bhojana maLyA karaze. ane mAthuM khaMjavALavA dvArA thatI temanI virAdhanAnA pApamAMthI huM paNa chUTI jaIza." jUne paNa na maravA devA mATenI A bALakanI kevI sarasa majAnI kALajI che! kumArapALa mahArAjAe pauSadha karyo hato. te daramyAna eka maMkoDo temanA zarIra para caDyo. AgaLa vadhatAM vadhatAM sAthaLa upara coMTI gayo. prayatna karavA chatAM ya dUra thato nathI. jo tene dUra karavo hoya to tenA paga tUTyA vinA na rahe. paNa A to hatA jIvadayA pratipAlaka kumArapALa mahArAjA. jarUra paDe to mota vadhAvI levAnI taiyArI, paNa niraparAdhI jIvone trAsa devAnI jarA ya taiyArI nahi. temaNe to maMkoDA sahita cAmaDIne kApIne paNa maMkoDAnI rakSA karI. mane yAda Ave che dharmaruci aNagAra! nAgazrIe temane kaDavI tuMbaDInuM zAka vahorAvI dIdhuM. tenI bhayaMkara durgadhane jANIne gurue temane nadI kinAre retImAM paraThavavA jaNAvyuM. gayA nadI kinAre; pAtra nIce mUkyuM. ekAda chAMTo paDyo. je kIDI AvI, te coTIne tyAM ja marI gaI. Page #72 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ararara! A badhuM paraThavatAM sudhImAM to keTalI badhI kIDIo marI jaze? nA, mArA jIvana 6 hajAronA jIvana barabAda na karAya. A kIDIone bacAvavA prANa ApavAnI paNa mArI taiyArI che, paNa huM temane maratI to na ja joI zakuM." kSaNabhara vicArIne, teo te kIDIone bacAvavA jAte ja tuMbaDInuM kaDavuM jhera zAka khAI gayA! A badhA udAharaNo jANIne ApaNe paNa kIDI, dhanerA, mAMkaDa vagere jIvonI hiMsA na thaI jAya tenI pUrepUrI kALajI levAnI che. manamAM kadAca savAla thaze ke kIDI jo teIndriya hoya to tene AMkha na hovA chatAM dUra paDelA sAkaranA TUkaDA pAse te kevI rIte jAya che? mAMkaDane AMkha na hovA chatAM ya rAtrInA aMdhArAnI tene zI rIte khabara paDe che? te rAtre ja kema nIkaLe? aMdhArAmAM ja kema nIkaLe? ajavALuM thatAM te saMtAI jAya che, to ajavALAnI tene khabara zI rIte paDe? A te Indriya jIvone AMkha hotI ja nathI. tethI kIDI nathI sAkarane joI zakatI ke mAMkaDa nathI aMdhArA ke ajavALAne joI zaktAM. paraMtu teIndriya jIvonI dhrANendriya (gaMdha pArakhavAnI zakti) sateja hoya che. tethI sAkaranI gaMdha AvatAM ja kIDIo te dizAmAM AgaLa vadhe che. aMdhAranI paNa viziSTa prakAranI gaMdha hoya che. tenA AdhAre mAMkaDane aMdhAruM thayAno khyAla Ave che ane caTakA bharavA bahAra nIkaLe che. ajavALuM thatAM, aMdhArAnI gaMdha dUra thaI jAya che. tethI bacavA mATe te kyAMka saMtAI jAya che! caurindriya jIvo jemane zrotrendriya kAna) na hoya, paNa te sivAyanI cakSu (AMkha) sahitanI cAreya Indriyo hoya te caurindriya jIvo kahevAya. vIMchI, mAkhI, bhamarI, bhamarA, macchara vagere caurindriya jIvo che. sAmAnyataH jene che ke ATha paga hoya ane mAthA upara zIMgaDA jevA be vALa hoya te caurindriya jIva hoya. eka saMnyAsI taLAvamAM snAna karatA hatA, tyAre vIMchI temanA hAtha upara DaMkha mArIne pANImAM paDyo. hAthamAM sakhata vedanA thatI hatI, chatAM ya saMnyAsIe te vIMchIne laIne kinAre mUkyo. vIMchI kha mArIne pAcho pANImAM paDyo. saMnyAsI jANatA hatA ke pANImAM vIMchI marI javAno che. te mare nahi tethI pharI vIMchIne laIne temaNe tene kinAre mUkyo. pharI vIMchI DaMkha mArIne pANImAM paDyo. jyAre tene bacAvavA saMnyAsI prayatna karatA hatA, tyAre koIke pUchayuM, are ! maravA do ne ene ! tamane DaMkha mAre che to ya tene bacAvavA bahAra kADho cho? saMnyAsIe javAba Apyo. vIMchIno svabhAva che DaMkha devAno, mAro svabhAva che jIvone bacAvavAno. jo vIMchI potAno svabhAva choDavA taiyAra na hoya to mAre mAro svabhAva zI rIte choDAya ? satata apakAra karI rahelAM upara paNa upakArano dhodha Page #73 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ varasAvIne ya jIvarakSA karavAnI saMnyAsInI A vAtane jANIne koIpaNa jIvanI hiMsA na thaI jAya tenI kALajI rAkhavI. kula Indriyo to pAMca che. (1) sparzanendriya. (2) rasanendriya, (3) ghrANendriya (4) kurindriya ane (5) zrotrendriya. A pAMce pAMca Indriyo beIndriya, Indriya ke cauridrayajIvomAMthI koIneya nathI, temaneto pAMcathI ochI Indriyo che. tethI A beIndriya, teIndriya ane caurindriya jIvo vikasendriya (vikala=ochI, vilendriya ochI IndriyovALA) jIvo tarIke oLakhAya che. jo ke ekendriya jIvone paNa pAMcathI ochI (eka ja) Indriya hoya che, chatAM temano samAveza sthAvara jIvomAM thaI gayo hovAthI ane ahIM trasa jIvonI vAta hovAthI teo viklendriya tarIke gaNAtA nathI. A viklendriya jIvone AhAra, zarIra, Indriya ane zvAsozvAsa paryApti uparAMta pAMcamI bhASAparyApti paNa hoya che, kAraNake temane rasanendriya hoya che, je bolavAmAM paNa upayogI bane che. A pAMce ya paryAptio tamAma viklendriya jIvo pUrNa kare ja; tevo niyama nathI. tethI je vizlendriya jIvo potAne yogya A pAMce ya paryAtio pUrNa karyA pahelAM ja marI javAnA hoya teo labdhi aparyAptA kahevAya; paNa jemaNe pAMce ya patio pUrI karI hoya ke kadAca na paNa karI hoya; chatAM ya pAMce ya paryAddhio pUrNa karyA pachI ja maravAnA hoya, teo labdhi paryAptA kahevAya. beIndriya, Indriya ane caurijiyanA A rIte paryAptA-aparyAptA; be-be bheda gaNatAM viklendriya jIvonA cha bheda thAya. ( viklendriya jIvonA cha bheda ) T (1) paryAptA beIndriya (3) paryApA teIndriya (pa) paryAptA caurindriya (2) aparyApA beIndriya (4) aparyAptA teIndriya (6) aparyAptA caurindriya paMcendriya jIvo paramAtmA mahAvIradeva potAnA sAdhanAkALa daramyAna jaMgalamAM jatAM hatA, tyAre loko aTakAvatAM hatA. bhagavaMta ! A raste na jazo. kAraNa ke A jaMgalamAM eka jherI nAga vase che. tenI AMkhamAM ya kAtila jhera che. sUryanI sAme najara karIne jenI sAme jue te baLIne bhasmIbhUta thaI jAya che. atyAra sudhImAM teNe ghaNAnA jAna lIdhA. Page #74 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ are ! mAnavo, pazuo ane paMkhIone to teNe nathI choDyA, paNa jhADane ya nathI choDyA ! badhA jhADanA pAMdaDA bALI nAMkhyA. have to sama khAvA pUratAM baLelAM ThuMThA UbhA che. he devArya ! Apane paNa te nahi choDe. mATe Apa A raste AgaLa na vadho." paNa paramAtmAnA romaromamAM to karUNA ubharatI hatI. jANe ke bhUlA paDelAM jIvane sAco mArga batADavo hato. AvatA upasargone sahIne potAnA karmono paNa bhukko bolAvavo hato. paramAtmA to te raste AgaLa vadhyA. mAnavanI gaMdha AvatAM ja pelo bhorIMga nAga bhaDakyo. sUrya sAme joIne najara pheMkI bhagavAna tarapha; paNa pariNAma kAMI na AvyuM, kuMphADA mAryA. kAMI asara na thaI. samaje che zuM enA manamAM ? DaMkha mArIne tene khatama karuM. doDato pAse jaIne DaMkha daIne tarata khasI gayo. kAraNake vizvAsa hato ke DaMkha lAgatAM ja te nIce paDaze. nA, mAre tenI nIce cagadAI maravuM nathI. paNa Azcarya! dUra jaIne jue che to, mahAvIra nIce to nathI paDyA paNa temanA pagamAMthI lohInA badale dUdha nIkaLI rahyuM che. are! A zuM? te vicAravA lAgyo. loDhuM barobara garama thayuM hatuM. A samaye ja ghA mAravAmAM yogya ghATa ghaDAya tema hato. bhagavAnanA mukhamAMthI zabdo sarI paDyA, "bujajha bujajha caMDakoziyA." A zabdo sAMbhaLatAM ja te camakyo, vicAramAM paDI gayo, pUrvabhavo najaramAM AvyA. sAdhunA bhAvamAM sAmAnya krodha karyo to te krodhanA pariNAme have sApano bhava maLyo. sAdhujIvananI ArAdhanAnA prabhAve Aje sAmethI bhagavAna AvIne UbhA che. karyo potAnA krodha badala pastAvo. zAMta thayo. upazAMta thayo. potAnI najarathI bIjA jIvo marI na jAya mATe daramAM moTuM nAMkhIne anazana svIkAryuM. koIe patharA mAryA, koIe ghI nAMkhyuM. kIDIoe AvIne zarIrane cAlaNI jevuM karI nAMkhyuM. paNa koI pratye tiraskAra nathI. koI pratye dveSa nathI. samatArasamAM lIna che. bhagavAnanI amInajara tenI para paDI rahI che. zubhabhAvamAM mRtyu pAmIne AThamA devalokamAM deva thayo. paMcendriya tiryaMca marIne vadhumAM vadhu AThamA devaloka sudhI jaI zake. tethI vadhAre teno vikAsa te bhavamAM nathI. A caMDakoziyo nAga paMcendriya tiryaMca hato. paramAtmAnA prabhAve, potAnA krodhane zAMta karIne teNe potAnA tiryaMca bhavano UMcAmAM UMco vikAsa sAdhI lIdho. caMDakoziyA nAgane pAMce pAMca Indriyo hatI; chatAM te mAnava ke deva nahoto ke nahoto nArakano jIva, te to tiryaMcagatino jIva hato, tiryaMcagati ja ekamAtra evI gati che ke jemAM eka, be, traNa, cAra ane pAMca IndriyovALA jIvo maLI zake. bAkInI Page #75 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ deva-naraka ane manuSyagatimAM to pAMce pAMca IndriyovALA paMcendriya jIvo ja hoya. pRthvI-pANI-agni-vAyu-vanaspati vagere ekendriya jIvono samAveza paNa tiryaMcagatimAM ja thAya che, temanA 22 bhedo joyA. tiryaMcagatimAM rahelA beIndriyateIndriya-caurindriya jIvonA kula cha bheda paNa vicAryA. have tiryaMcagatimAM rahelAM paMcendriya jIvonA bhedo vicArIe. tamAma paMcendriya tiryaMca jIvo A dharatI upara ja rahe ; tevuM nathI. koIka pANImAM rahe che to koIka AkAzamAM uDe che. temanI te te vizeSatAone dhyAnamAM laIne temanA mukhyatve traNa prakAra thAya. (1) jaLacara jaLa = pANImAM rahenArA magara, mAchalAM, kAcabA vagere. (2) khecara: kha = AkAzamAM uDanArA koyala, popaTa, kabUtara vagere. (3) sthaLacara sthaLa = jamIna upara cAlanArA gAya, sApa, noLIyo, vagere. A sthaLacara jIvonA paNa temanI cAlavAnI vizeSatAo dhyAnamAM laIne traNa bheda paDe che. je A pramANe che. (a) catuSpada sthaLacara : catuSpada = cAra pagavALA gAya, bhesa, kUtaro, va. (ba) bhujaparisarpa sthaLacara : bhujA = hAtha vaDe cAlanArA vAMdaro, uMdara, khIsakolI, noLIyo vagere. (ka) uraparisarpa sthaLacaraH ura = chAtI vaDe sarakIne cAlanArA sApa, ajagara vagere A badhA paNa ApaNA jevA jIvo che. temane herAna na karAya. temanA pratye karUNA ciMtavAya. ApaNA AryadizamAM kutarAne roTalo ApavAnI ne gAyane ghAsa niravAnI vAta karUNAguNanA vikAsa mATe hatI. kUtarI viyAya tyAre bALako ghera ghera pharIne tenA bhojananI vyavasthA karatA hatA. gAyane khaNavuM hoya to tenI upara kothaLo nAMkhatA. ghare gAya rAkhIne mAtra tenuM dUdha ke vAcharaDAnI ja prApti nahotI karAtI paNa gharanA tamAma sabhyomAM karUNAnA guNane pedA karAvAto. A gAyane paMpALanAro ne ghAsa nIranAro chokaro, tenAthI dA thatAM karUNAnA guNanA prabhAve mAtA-pitAnI sAme nahoto thato. temane gharaDAgharamAM mUkato nahoto ke nahoto temanI sAme keza mAMDato. chellA zvAsa sudhI te potAnA gharaDA mAtA-pitAnI kALajI karato. je gAya ane kUtarAne paNa sAcave te zuM mAta-pitAne na sAcave? paNa gharamAMthI gAya gaIne mArutI AvI, tyArathI dazA pharI gaI che. mArutI nathI dUdha ApatI ke nathI navI mArutIne janama ApatI ! tenI mAvajata karanArAne kaThoratAnI bakSIsa Ape che, te naphAmAM. pachI gharaDAghara bharAvA lAge temAM zI navAI? ja ra ja che 70 che Page #76 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jaLacara, khecara, catuSpada, bhujaparisarpa ane u25risarpa; A pAMce ya prakAranA paMcendriya tiryaMco paNa dareka be-be prakAranA hovAthI dasa prakAra thAya che. (1) garbhaja H nara ane mAdAno saMyoga thavAthI jemanI utpatti thAya teo garbhaja kahevAya che. (2) saMmUcchima : jemane utpanna karavA mATe nara ane mAdAnA saMyoganIM jarA ya jarUra hotI nathI. temane utpanna thavA mATe jarUrI vAtAvaraNa jo pedA thAya to mAtA-pitA vinA paNa teo pedA thaI jAya che. ApaNe comAsAmAM joIe chIe ke jyAM ekAda deDako paNa nahoto tyAM varasAda paDatAMnI sAthe DhagalAbaMdha deDakAo DrAuM DrAuM karatAM pedA thaI gayelA jaNAya che. mAtA-pitA vinA A deDakA acAnaka kyAMthI AvI gayA? pUrve marI gayelAM deDakAonA zarIrano pAvaDara jyAM paDelo hoya, tyAM pANI paDatAnI sAthe, benuM mizraNa thavAthI evuM vAtAvaraNa pedA thAya che ke te nara-mAdAnA saMyoga vinAja-are ! ekapaNa deDakAnI tyAM hAjarI na hoya to ya-temAM deDakAo pedA thaI jAya che. te saMmUcchima deDakA kahevAya. hamaNAM hamaNAM jANavA maLyuM che ke je jamInanI phaLadrupatA khalAsa thaI gaI hoya che, te jamInamAM unALAmAM moTA khADA khodAya che. temAM jhIMgA nAmanI mAchalIno pAvaDara nAMkhavAmAM Ave che, jene teo bIyAraNa kahe che, varasAda varasatAM te pAvaDara ane pANIno saMyoga evuM vAtAvaraNa pedA kare che ke jenA kAraNe puSkaLa pramANamAM saMmucchima mAchalIo pedA thaI jAya che, jene teo dariyAI phruTa tarIke oLakhAve che. are ! A phruTa nathI paNa paMcendriya tiryaMcajIva che. teno bhojanAdimAM kadI ya upayoga na karAya. A mAchalIno ATo karIne tenA biskITa banavA lAgyA che. kyAMka kyAMka to ghauMnA ATAmAM mAchalIno ATo mIkSa karIne tenI roTalI paNa banavA lAgI che. bhUlathI paNa ApaNA peTamAM A padArtho cAlyA na jAya te mATe jAgrata banavuM jarUrI che. ekendriya, beIndriya, teIndriya ke carindriya jIvone pedA thavA mAtApitAnI jarUra paDatI ja nathI. teo badhA saMmUkima che, paNa garbhaja nathI. khAMDanA DabAmAM kAMI ja na hoya ne acAnaka Dhagalo kIDIo jovA maLe ! koNe tene pedA karI ? tenA mAtA-pitA to hatA janahi. saMmUcchima hovAthI anukULa vAtAvaraNa maLatAM pedA thaI gaI. rasoDAnuM nIcenuM kabATa kholo ne DhagalAbaMdha vAMdA acAnaka dekhAya ! jIvAtanuM nAmonizAna na hoya ne lAITa thatAM ja tenI AsapAsa puSkaLa jIvAto dekhAya ! chANanA podalAmAM acAnaka puSkaLa kIDAo khadabadatAM ubharAya. A badhAne pedA karavA koI 71 Page #77 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAtA-pitAnI jarUra nathI, kAraNake caurindriya sudhInA badhA ja jIvo saMmUchima che, paraMtu paMcendriya tiryaMcamAM keTalAkane pedA thavA mAtA-pitAnA saMyoganI jarUra paDe che; jeo garbhaja kahevAya che; jyAre keTalAkane pedA thavA mAtA-pitAnI jarUra paDatI nathI; teo saMpUmi tarIke oLakhAya che. mana na hovAthI saMmUmi pace-tiryaMcone pAMca paryAtio hoya che, jyAre garbhaja paMce-tiryaMcone chaechaparyAdhio hoya che. saMbhUmi jIvone mana hotuM nathI. tethI teo asaMjJI paNa kahevAya che. Ama, garbhaja ane saMmUcchima, be prakAro gaNatAM paMcendriya tiryaMcanA dasa bheda thayA. teo badhA ja potAne yogya badhI paryAddhio pUrI kare ja; tevo niyama nathI. jeo potAne yogya badhI paryAmio pUrI karyA pachI ja maravAnA hoya teo labdhi paryApta kahevAya ane jeo potAne yogya badhI paryAdhio pUrI karyA pahelAM ja marI javAnA hoya teo labdhi aparyAptA kahevAya. Ama A dase bhedanA paryAyA-aparyAptA prakAro vicAratAM, paMcendriya tiryaMcanA kula 20bheda thayA; je A pramANe che. 'paMcendriya tiryaMconA 20 bheda, - -- ---- -- {1, paryAptA garbhaja jaLacara 11. aparyApA garbhaja jaLacara 2. paryAptA garbhaja khecara 12. aparyAptA garbhaja khecara 3. paryApta garbhaja catuSpada 13. aparyAptA garbhaja catuSpada 4. paryAptA garbhaja bhujaparisarpa 14. aparyApA garbhaja bhujaparisarpa pa. paryApta garbhaja uraparisarpa . 15. aparyAptA garbhaja uraparisarpa 6. paryAptA saMmUcchima jaLacara 16. aparyAptA saMmU7ima jaLacara che. paryAptA saMmUcchima khecara 17. aparyAptA saMmUchima khecara . paryAptA saMmUcchima catuSpada 18. aparyAptA saMmUchima catuSpada ha. paryAptA saMmUchima bhujaparisarSa 19, aparyAptA saMmU7ima bhujaparisarpa 10. paryAptA saMmUcchika uraparisarpa | 20. aparyApta saMmUcchima uraparisarpa | tiryaMcagatinA ekendriya jIvo sthAvara che jayAre beIndriyathI paMcendriya sudhInA jIvo trasa che. chatAM ya temanI hAlata to juo ! ekathI mAMDIne pAMca pAMca Indriyo Page #78 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hovA chatAM ya keTalI badhI parAdhInatA che! bicArAM doraDAthI baMdhAya che, haLamAM joDAya che, vajana uMcakavuM paDe che, lAkaDIonA mAra khAvA paDe che, bhukhyA-tarasyA rahevuM paDe che, IcchA pramANe to kAMI ja maLatuM nathI. cAbUka-haMTara vagerenA phaTakA sahavA paDe che. pAMjarAmAM pUrAvuM paDe che ! sarakasanA khela karavA paDe che. svamAna to kyAM ya sacavAtuM nathI. potAnuM dhAryuM kAMI ja karI zakatA nathI. svataMtratA temanI pAse nathI. teo to che parAdhIna !!! pUrvabhavamAM kadAca teoe bIjA jIvone khUba trAsa Apyo haze, mAMkaDone bALyA haze, kIDIone paga nIce cagadI haze, DI.DI.TI. vagere davAo chaMTAvIne maccharone mAryA haze. vidaLanA sevana karyA haze. deDakA-vAMdA-aLasIyAM cIryA haze, zAkanI sAthe IyaLane vadhArI haze. uMdaraDAne pUMchaDIthI pakaDIne bhamAvIne pheMkyAM haze. cAbUkonA mAra mAryo haze. AvA AvA to jAtajAtanA trAsa ApyA haze! ApaNe jo parAdhIna na banavuM hoya to tiryaMcagatinA 48 bhedanA koIpaNa jIvanI koIpaNa prakAranI virAdhanA na thaI jAya tenI kALajI rAkhavI. 'tiryaMcagatinA jIvonA 48 bhedo sthAvaro : 22. | viklendriya jIvo: 6. | paMcendriya tiryaMco : 20. 'tamArA gharanA ratatate 'samAjanuM ghareNuM banAvavuM che ? to have... bilakula vilaMba karyA vinA te ratanane 'tapovana rUpI beMkamAM prakhala pharI che. dUSaNo ane pradUSaNothI mukta ane deva-gurunA saMgathI yukta ahIMnuM vAtAvaraNa jarUra thoDA varSomAM tamArA ratanane ghareNuM banAvI tamane saprema pAchuM soMpI deze. ja che ka ka aa 73 para Page #79 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ( ajANI A duniyA ! ajANyuM A vizva ! ) (cauda rAjaloka) paga para paga caDhAvIne eka sAdhaka sAdhanA karI rahyA hatA. be bAhu UMcA karyA hatA. sUrya sAme dRSTi lagAvI hatI. dhyAnamAM teo lIna hatA. bAjumAMthI pasAra thatAM mahArAjA zreNike A dhyAnamagna prasannacaMdra rAjarSine joyAM. te guNAnurAgI hato. bIjAnI suMdara vAto joI-jANIne tene haiyAmAM apUrva AnaMda thato hato. teNe bhagavAna pAse jaIne pUchyuM ke, "he bhagavaMta! rastAmAM je sAdhaka munivarane meM joyA, teo hamaNAM mare to kyAM jAya?" zreNika mahArAjAnI AgaLa cAlatAM durmukha nAmanA dUtanA mukhe, potAnA putra rAjAnI sAme baLavo karanAra maMtrInI vAta sAMbhaLIne prasannacaMdra rAjarSinI dhyAnanI dhArA palaTAI gaI hatI. zarIra sAdhanAmAM hatuM, mana yuddhanA medAnamAM pahoMcyuM hatuM. mAro-kApo, mAro-kAponA nAda cAlatAM hatA. tIvra raudradhyAnamAM te munivara te vakhate pahoMcI gayA hatA. tethI bhagavAne javAba Apyo, "hamaNAM mare to sAtamI narake jAya." ane A sAMbhaLIne zreNika camakyA. sAMbhaLavAmAM ke samajavAmAM potAnI kAMI bhUla to nathI thaI ne? tenI khAtarI karavA temaNe pharIthI potAno savAla doharAvyo ! ane Azcarya! "mAro-kAponuM yuddha karatAM prasannacaMdra pAse anya koI hathIyAra sAbUta na rahetAM mAravA mATe mAthA uparano mugaTalevA hAthe mastake aDADyo, tyAM mAthe muMDana jaNAyuM. potAnI sAdhutA najaramAM AvI. pazcAtApano pAvaka dAvAnaLa pragaTyo. dhyAnanI dhArA badalAI. karmo khapavA lAgyA. jANe ke daLIyA vIkharAvA lAgyA. 7mI, chaThThI, pAMcamI, cothI, trIjI, bIjI, pahelI naraka ! are ! A zuM? pahelA-bIjAtrIjA... dasamAM.. bAramA devalokamAM. are ! sarvArthasiddha vimAnamAM laI janArA daLIyA kheMcAvA lAgyA. bhagavAne javAba Apyo, ""hamaNAM mare to sarvArthasiddha vimAnamAM jAya.' eka ja savAlanA be javAba zI rIte? zuM bhagavAna bolIne pharI gayA? nA bhagavAna pharI gayA ema nA kahevAya. paristhiti badalAya to javAba paNa badalAya. paristhiti badalAvA chatAM ya jeno javAba na badalAya te kyAM to jIddI hoya athavA mUrkha hoya. tamAma paristhitimAM badhI bAbatomAM sadA eka ja javAba na hoya. paramAtmA paNa jagasthitine AdhIna che. paristhiti badalAtAM temano paNa javAba badalAyo. Page #80 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ |3|3||6|2 kAra . 6 4 Urdhva 3 2 adhA loka 1 www cauda rAjaloka vyaMtara bhavanapati sidhdha ni liyA bun me OHO ----- --- 5 anuvA hasa~ve " manamAM savAlo pedA thAya che : A sAta naraka kyAM AvI ? sarvArthasiddha vimAna kyAM AvyuM ? mokSa paNa kyAM che ? atyAranI zodhAyelI duniyAmAM amerIkA ne razIyAnA nAma saMbhaLAya che paNa devaloka ke narakanI to vAta ja AvatI nathI ! asa nADI kyAMthI Ave ? kAraNa ke AjanA vaijJAnikone samagra sRSTinuM jJAna ja kyAM che? kolaMbase amerIkA deza zodhyo te pahelAM zuM amerIkA deza hato ja niha ? svAskoDI gAmA bhAratamAM Avyo, te pahelAM zuM bhArata dezanuM astittva ja nahotuM ? vaijJAnikonuM jJAna adhUruM che. teo saMzodhano kare che kharA, paraMtu, haju sudhI badhuM to jANI zakyA nathI ja, jayAre ApaNane maLelAM traNa lokanA nAtha devAdhideva paramAtmA sarvajJa hatA. traNe lokanuM, traNe kALanuM jJAna temane hatuM. temaNe temanA jJAnamAM joIne samagra vizvanuM je svarUpa jaNAvyuM che, temAM devaloka ane nArakanI duniyAnI paNa vAta che. temaNe jaNAvela vizvanA abajamA bhAga jeTalI paNa duniyA AjanA vaijJAniko zodhI zakyA nathI ! uparanA citra pramANe samagra vizva cauda-rAjaloka svarUpa che. keDa upara be hAtha rAkhIne, be pagane zakyataH pahoLAM karIne, phUMdaDI pharatAM mANasanA jevo teno AkAra che. temAM mokSa, svarga, naraka ane ApaNA mAnavono vistAra paNa AvI jAya che. 75 paNa bhagavAnanI vANI paNa pAchaLa rahI gaI. te vakhate devaduMdubhI vAgavA lAgI, kAraNa ke prasannacaMdra . rASie to sarvArthasiddha vimAnanA daLIyAne paNa dUra * viSika karI dIdhA hatA ! teo to cAre stkee ya ghAtI karmo khapAvIne kevaLajJAna pAmI gayA hatA. TUMka samayamAM bAkInA cAra aghAtI karmoM khapAvIne mokSamAM philmanira DiAivika cara-sthira jyoi dIpa samU avakA narakura naraka ra. kapa 01255 padhAravAnA hatA. 239 Page #81 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ApaNI duniyAmAM mITara, phuTa, kIlomITara, mAIla vagere mApa che, tema rAjaloka e paNa eka prakAranuM mApa che. 1 lAkha yojanAnA vistAravALA jaMbUdvIpane je jhaDapa vaDe eka capaTImAM 21 vAra pradakSiNA ApI zakAya, te jhaDapathI doDato AvIne koI devalokhaMDanA moTA goLAne pheke, to te goLo cha mahInAmAM jeTaluM aMtara pasAra kare, tene eka rAjaloka kahevAya, AvA cauda rAjalokamAM samagra duniyA-samagra vizva-samAI jAya che. tenA nIcenA sAta rAjalokanA bhAgane adholoka kahevAya che, jemAM sAta nArako AvelI che. tenA uparanA bhAgane urdhvaloka kahevAya che, jemAM svarganA vimAno AvelAM che. sauthI upara TocanA bhAge mokSatrasiddhazIlA AvelI che. ratnaprabhA nAmanI pahelI naraka pRthvInI upara atyAranI mAnavaduniyA vase che. te pRthvI nAraMgI jevI goLa nathI paNa thALI jevI goLa che. vaLI te sthira che. tenA barobara madhyabhAgamAM eka lAkha yojana UMco meruparvata Avelo che, jenI AsapAsa sUrya, candra, maMgaLa-vagere graho, nakSatro, tArA vagere phare che, jenA kAraNe divasa, rAta, Rtuo vagere thAya che. A meruparvatanI sapATIthI 900 yojana upara ane 900 yojana nIce sudhInA 1800 yojana pramANa eka rAjaloka laMbAI-pahoLAIvALA vistArane tioloka kahevAya che. ratnaprabhA pRthvI upara sauthI vacce, meruparvatanI AsapAsa 1 lAkha yojananA vistAravALo jebUdvIpa Avelo che. AjanI zodhAyelI duniyA A jaMbUdIpanA hajAramAM bhAga karatAM ya nAnI che ! tene pharato cAre bAjU be-be lAkha yojana pahoLAIvALo. lavaNasamudra che. tene pharatAM cAre bAju cAra-cAra lAkha yojana vistAravALo dhAtakIkhaMDa che. tene pharato cAre bAju ATha-ATha lAkha yojana vistAravALo kAlodadhisamudra che. tene pharato cAre bAjUsoLa soLa lAkha yojana vistAravALo puSkaravaradvIpa Avelo che. A rIte pUrva pUrva karatAM Dabala-Dabala vistAravALA samudra-dvIpa-samudra-dvIpa-samudra.... asaMkhyAtA AvelA che. sauthI chelle svayaMbhUramaNa samudra Avelo che. 16-16 lAkha vistAravALA puSkaravaradvIpanI barobara madhyabhAgamAM, goLAkAra pharato mAnuSottara parvata Avelo che. A parvatanI aMdaranA bhAgamAM rahelA jaMbUdvIpa, dhAtakIkhaMDatathA aDadho puSkaravaradvIpa maLIne aDhIdvIpamAM ja manuSyono vasavATa che. A mAnuSottara parvatanI pele pAra deva vagerenI sahAyathI manuSyo jaI zake paNa tyAM temanA janma ke maraNa kadI thaI zake nahi. tethI mAnuSottaraparvatanI aMdara rahelAM aDhIdvIpanA 45lAkha yojanAnA vistAramAM ja manuSyo vasatA hovAthI temanuSyaloka tarIke paNa prasiddha che. (juo citra-pAnA naM. 77 para) Page #82 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nicchalAka (madhya loka)) avAjamaNa samA varamaNa kI alokAphAza AlokANa puvArI. yojas sabhya asaMkhyAta thayo alokAkAza alohANA uparanA citramAM je 1-2-4 vagere AMkaDA batAvyAM che. teTalA lAkhayojanano vistAra te te dvIpa ke samudrano jANavo. chelle svayaMbhUramaNa samudra pachI khulluM AkAza, Ave che, te alokAkAza che. manuSyalokamAMthI mokSa thAya. manuSyalokanI bahArathI koIno ya kadIya mokSa na thAya. je AtmA sarva karmo khapAvIne zuddha bane, te tyAMthI ja sIdhI rekhAmAM upara jaIne siddhazIlAmAM sadA mATe vAsa kare. tethI manuSyaloka 45 lAkha yojana pramANa hovAthI siddhazIlA (mokSa) paNa 45 lAkha yojana pramANa che. ' Page #83 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aDhI dvIpa. (manuSkalAka) iR aBI kIpa, CO) bAvonara parvata che a TI dvIpa zikharI pati(). hiraNyavaMta trita zrI parvata5). ayakatri para nIlavaMta parvatIjI bata autott svata - ~*~: - meru parvata laI To jA jA. (i pAta (8 .pI . yA devo 1 hotAM. paravara hIpa' 7 - karo . : tiSaya parvata che. harivarSa (3) makSahiMmavaMta parvata) himavaMta leba2) laghuhimayaMta pala01), bharata ma 1. rAma parvata gaMgA dai vasati zikhA asaMs ta6 satI chelo svayaM uparanA citramAM jozo to judA judA cha parvatoe jebUdvIpanA sAta vibhAga pADyA che, te sAta kSetro tarIke oLakhAya che. dakSiNathI uttaramAM (citramAM nIcethI upara) jatAM anukrame (1) ladhu himavaMta (2) mahAhimavaMta (3) niSadha, (4) nilavaMta (5) rukti ane (6) zikharI parvata AvelAM che. tenA kAraNe (1) bharata kSetra (2) himavata kSetra (3) harivarSa kSetra (4) mahAvideha kSetra (5) ramya kSetra, (6) hiraNyavaMtakSetra ane (7) airAvata kSetra; evA jaMbUdvIpanA sAta vibhAgo thayA che. vaLI vaccenA mahAvidehakSetrane jozo to tenI madhyamAM rahelA meruparvatanI upara ane nIce anukrame (8) uttara kurukSetra ane (9) devakurukSetra AvelAM che. Page #84 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A nakSetromAM manuSyo vase che. paraMtu temAMnA (1) bharatakSetra, (2) airAvata kSetra ane (3) mahAvidehakSetranA manuSyomAM ja asi (zastro), masI (vyApAra-vANIjya) ane kRSi (khetI) rUpI karmathI vyavahAra cAle che. mATe A traNa kSetrone karmabhUmi kahevAya che. bAkInA cha kSetromAM A asi, masI ane kRSino vyavahAra nahovAthI te akarmabhUmi tarIke oLakhAya che. Ama, jaMbUdvIpamAM traNa karmabhUmi che ane cha akarmabhUmi che. dharma paNa karmabhUmimAM hoya. sAdhu-sAdhvI, zrAvaka-zrAvakA paNa karmabhUmimAM hoya. tIrthakara bhagavaMto karmabhUmimAM ja vicaratAM hoya. mokSanI prApti paNa sAmAnyathI karmabhUmimAMthI thAya. (saMharaNa vagerethI akarmabhUmimAMthI paNa thAya.) akarmabhUmimAM AmAMnuM kAMIpaNa na hoya. * akarmabhUmimAM sadA yugaliko hoya. bALaka ane bALakInuM joDaluM sAthe janme. sAthe moTA thAya. yauvanavaya pAmatAM temanI vacce pati-patnI jevo vyavahAra cAle. AyuSyanA cha mahInA bAkI hoya tyAre eka bALaka-bALIkAnA yugalane janma Ape. temaNe tyAM nokarI-dhaMdhA nahi karavAnA. dasa prakAranA kalpavRkSo tyAM hoya. je temanI dareka IcchAo pUrNa kare. khAvA-pIvA-paheravA-oDhavAnI tamAma sAmagrIo kalpavRkSo pAsethI temane prApta thAya. tethI asi-masI-kRSikarma karavAnI temane jarUra paDatI nathI. temane mamatA-krodha-mAna-mAyA-kAmavAsanA vagere khUba ja alpapramANamAM hoya. zarIramAM roga-ghaDapaNa kadI na Ave. aMte chIMka ke bagAsA jevI sAmAnya pIDA bhogavatAM mRtyu pAme. marIne devalokamAM ja utpanna thAya. jabUdvIpamAM jaNAvelA parvato tathA kSetro, te ja nAmathI Dabala-Dabala saMkhyAmAM dhAtakIkhaMDa tathA puSkaravaradvIpa (aDadhA) mAM AvelAM che. tethI dhAtakIkhaMDa ane puSkaravaradvIpa (aDadho); darekamAM cha-cha karmabhUmi ane bAra-bAra akarmabhUmi AvelI che. tethI badhuM maLIne nIce jaNAvyA pramANe paMdara karmabhUmi ane trIsa akarmabhUmi thAya. kSetro jaMbudvIpamAM dhAtakIkhaMDamAM puSkaravAlIpa ahIdIpamAM kula kula 5 1. bharatakSetra ra. airAvatakSetra 3. mahAvideha kSetra | kula karmabhUmi kula 5 | kula pa ! 1 3 * kula 15 Page #85 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kula 5 kSetro jaMbUtIpamAM ghAtakIkhaMDamAM puSkaravaradvIpamAM aDhI dvIpamAM 1. himavaMta kSetra kula 5 2. harivarSa kSetra kula 5 3. uttarakurukSetra 4. devaku kSetra | kula 5 5. ramyapha kSetra | 6. hiraNyavaMta kSetra kula akarmabhUmi 12 kula 30 dhAtakIkhaMDa kula 5 kula 5 uttara LISakAra parvata pUrva dhAtakI khaMDa 9 pazcima dhAtakI khaMDa uttarakure airAvata kSetra ma . hiraNayavaMta kSetra { ramya kSatra ja hiraNyavaMta kSetra 1 uttara videha lavaNa eka 21 setra RUN jaMbu TIpa merU parvata | harivarSa Btra prA videha harivarSa kSetra ke deva himavaMta kSetra himavata che ! dakSiNa pukAra parvata Page #86 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'puSkaravara dvIpa mAnaSottara parvata * uttara pukAra parvata ravata mAre bAhA puSkarAI jAya wdh hiraNyavaMta kSetra hiraNyavaMta kSetra, ramyakSetra kAlosisa ramaNa kSetra : dhAtakI lava samI mavA videha nibu dIpa mahA videha kSetra | harivarSa kSetra harivarSa ''himavaMta kSetra himavata kSetra bharata kSetra bharata kSetra pukAra parvata dakSiNa pAnA naM. 80upara pa6 aMtarlIpa citramAM jozo to khyAla Avaze ke bharatakSetra ane airAvatakSetra pAse rahelAM laghu himavaMta parvata tathA zikharI parvatanA be cheDAo baMne tarapha lavaNasamudramAM jAya che. te cAre cheDAonA upara ane nIce; ema be-be phAMTA paDe che, jene dADhA kahevAya che. A AThe dADhA upara sAta-sAta dvIpo AvelAM che. tethI kula pa6 dvIpo thayA. pANInI aMdara A dvIpo rahelAM hovAthI aMtarlIpo kahevAya che. A pa6 aMtardhvapomAM paNa manuSyo vase che. teo paNa yugalika che. Page #87 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (pa6 aMtadvIpa tra la va Na 6, zi) zrI pa bharata kSetra Ama cauda rAjalokamAM mAtra aDhIdIpanA manuSyakSetramAM AvelA A 15 karmabhUmi-30 akarmabhUmi-56 aMtardIpa maLIne 101 kSetromAM ja manuSyono vAsa che, te sivAya kyAMya manuSyo vasatA nathI. A manuSyo paNa be prakAranA che. (1) garbhaja ane saMmUcchima. ApaNI AMkhe ApaNane je manuSyo dekhAya che, te badhA garbhaja che. mAtA ane pitAnA saMyogathI temanI utpatti thAya che. paNa ApaNI AMkhathI na dekhAya tevA saMmUchima manuSyo paNa A 101 kSetromAM hoya che. Page #88 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ApaNe jaMbUdvapanA bharatakSetranA dakSiNabhAgamAM rahIe chIe. sImaMdharasvAmI vagere cAra tIrthakara bhagavaMto ApaNA jaMbUdvIpanA mahAvideha kSetramAM hAla vicArI rahyA che. aDhIdvIpamAM kula pAMca mahAvidehakSetro che; te have tame jANo cho. te darekamAM hAla cAra-cAra bhagavAna vicarI rahyA hovAthI atyAre kula vIsa tIrthaMkara bhagavAna A pRthvI upara vicArI rahyA che. teo vicarI rahyA hovAthI temane viharamAna tIrthakara kahevAya che. bhale hAla bharata ke airAvatakSetramAMthI mokSamAM na jaI zakAtuM hoya, paNa mahAvidehakSetramAMthI to mokSamAM jaI zakAya che. vahelAmAM vaheluM ApaNe paNa navamAM varSe tyAMthI mokSamAM jaI zakIe. paNa te mATe marIne mahAvidehamAM janmavuM paDe. tyAM ATha varSanI umare dIkSA laIne navamA varSe kevaLajJAna pAmIe to jarUra prANapyAro mokSa ApaNane maLI jAya. paNa mahAvidehamAM ema kAMI thoDo janma maLI jAya? te mATe to paramAtmAnI bhAvavibhora banIne bhakti karavI joIe. temanI bhAvanAmAM ekAkAra banIne gAvuM 'tame mahAvideha jaIne kahejo cAMdalIyA ! sImaMdhara teDAM mokale !!!" kema thAya A pApa ? mitro! hoya mANasa ane chatAMya ApaNane na dekhAya tevuM bane kharuM? hA! adazya thavAnI vidyA hoya ke allAuddInano jAduI cirAga hoya to mANasa na paNa dekhAya. paNa... tevuM kazuM ja pAse na hoya; chatAM na dekhAya tevA AzcaryakArI mANaso ApaNI duniyAmAM ja vase che! temanuM nAma che saMmUchima manuSyo! temane ApaNI jema ja be hAtha, be paga, mAthuM, kAna, AMkha, nAka, jIbha vagere badhuM ja che. chatAM dekhAtA nathI. ApaNI buddhi ApaNI pAse hovA chatAM paNa ApaNane kyAM dekhAya che? manuSyonA je ekaso eka kSetro ApaNe vicArI gayA, te darekamAM A saMpUmi manuSyo utpanna thaI zake che. tethI temanA ekaso eka kSetranA ekaso eka prakAra che. temanuM AyuSya mAtra eka aMtarmuhUrtanuM ja hoya che ane teo paryAyio pUrNa karyA pahelAM ja marI jAya che. tethI saMmuricchama manuSyo aparyApta ja che. paryApta nathI. mAtra. saMmu7ima manuSyone ja nahIM paNa tamAma saMmUcchima jIvone asaMzI kahevAya che. Ama 101 kSetramAM A saMmUchima manuSyo utpanna thatA hovAthI te 101 prakAranA gaNAya che. Page #89 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ApaNA badhAno samAveza kAMI saMmUcchima manuSyomAM na thAya ! ApaNe garbhaja manuSya kahevAIe. kAraNa ke ApaNe janmatA pahelAM mAtAnA garbhamAM rahIne pachI janmyA hatA. karmasattAne koInI ya zarama naDatI nathI. koIne 50 varSanI uMmare upADe to koIne 16 varSanI yuvAnavaye paNa mRtyunA mukhamAM homI de, to vaLI koIne to sAta ja divasanuM AyuSya anubhavAvI paraloka ravAnA karAvI de ! are ! mAtAnA garbhamAM AvyAne haju to aMtarmuhUrta mAMDa pUrNa thayuM hoya tyAM ja motano koraDo jhIMkI de . haju to cha paryAmi paNa pUrNa na karI hoya ane paraloka javuM paDe to te manuSyane paryAptA to kahevAya ja zI rIte ? teo aparyAmAM garbhaja manuSya kahevAya. paNa jeoe paryApta pUrNa karI dIdhI che ke pUrNa karyA pachI ja maravAnA che teo paryAmA garbhaja manuSya kahevAya. ApaNA badhAno samAveza paryApta garbhaja manuSyamAM thAya. Ama, garbhaja manuSyonA paryAptA ane aparyAptA, ema be prakAra thAya. A baMne prakAranA garbhaja manuSyo pUrve jaNAvelA 101 kSetromAM thAya che. tethI 24 101 = 202 bheda garbhaja manuSyonA thayA. temAM saMmUrcicchama manuSyonA 101 bheda umeratAM manuSyonA kula bheda 303 thAya che. A saMpUrcicchama manuSyo, garbhaja manuSyonI cauda prakAranI azucimaya (kharAba) vastuomAM utpanna thAya che. garbhaja manuSyothI chuTA paDI gayAne jene aDatAlIsa miniTa thaI gaI che, tevA viSTA, mUtra, baLakhA (phUMka), nAkanuM zleSma, vamana (ulaTI), puruM, lohI, vIrya, nagaranI khALa, mRtakanA klevaro ane sarva azucisthAnamAM eka sAthe asaMkhyAtA saMmUcchima manuSyo utpanna thaI jAya che. teonI hiMsAnuM pApa ApaNAthI zuM thAya ? ApaNane koI mAre to ApaNane kevuM thAya ? tevuM ja tamane paNa thAya. mATe to ''kema thAya A pApa ?'' evo bhAva gurubhagavaMtonI pratyeka kriyAmAMthI nIkaLato jovA maLe che. lAvo tyAre, tamane paNa te gurubhagavaMtonA jIvanamAMthI tamAre karavA yogya bAbato jaNAvuM, tame paNa yathAzakti te bAbatone tamArA jIvanamAM lAvavA prayatna karajo. eThuM mUkavuM nahIM. thALI dhoIne pIdhA pachI rUmAlathI lUchI levI. eThAM glAsathI pANI levuM nahIM. glAsane rUmAlathI lUchI levo. bAtharUma-saMDAsano upayoga na karatAM bahAra javuM. parasevAvALA kapaDA aDatAlIsa miniTamAM sUkAI jAya tema sUkavI devA. kAnano mela, nAkanuM zleSma, moDhAnuM thUMka, AMkhanA pIyA, nakhano mela, lohI, paruM, ulaTI vagerene aDatAlIsa miniTa thAya te pahelAM ja retInI sAthe meLavI devuM. khAvApIvAnI vastune aDatAM pahelAM hAtha dhoIne lUchI levA. pATo choDyA pachI te pATAne ke rUne paNa retI sAthe masaLI levA. 84 k Page #90 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mitro ! tamAre sukhI banavuM che ? sukhI to tyAre ja thavAya ke jayAre ApaNe bIjAne sukhI karIe. badhA ja jIvo jIvavAne Icche che. maravAnuM to koI ja nathI cAhatuM. tethI sukhI banavA mATe A jIvone bacAvavA zakya teTalI vadhAre kALajI avazya karajo. A jIvone bacAvavA tamAre nathI zarIre ghasAvAnuM ke nathI koI tyAga karavAno ! tamArI badhI ja IcchAo sAcavIne paNa tame A jIvone bacAvI zako cho. paNa mitro ! kadAca jAte marIne paNa bIjAne jIvADavAno prasaMga hoya to tyAre paNa bIjAne jIvADavA jAte maravAnuM prathama pasaMda karajo. ApaNe ''jIvo ane jIvavA do'' ne nathI mAnatA. ApaNo to jIvanamaMtra che. 'marIne paNa bIjAne jIvADo !' jo pAmavI hoya jIvanamAM, mokSanI ArAdhanA ! to choDI do jIvanamAMthI, saMmUcchimanI virAdhanA! T |_ DENEMEDEN |}]} * 85 ' Page #91 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (pApa karo to jAva pAtALamAM ) pApa madhyalokamAM rahelA manuSyanA 303 bheda ane tiryaMconA 48 bhedo ApaNe vicAryA.cAlo have adholoka ane urdhvalokamAM rahelA narakagati ane devagatinA jIvono paNa vicAra karIe. / saMsArI jIvonI cAra gati che : (1) narakagati (2) tiryaMcagati (3) manuSyagati; ane (4) devagati. A cAra gatimAMthI naraka ane tiryaMcagati kharAba gati che; jyAre manuSyagati ane devagati sArI gati che. paNa sauthI zreSTha gati to mokSagati ja che. cAra gatimAMthI game te gatimAM jaIe to paNa te bhavapUrNa karyA pachI pAchA koIne koI gatimAM bhaTakavuM ja paDe. jyAM ApaNI IcchA javAnI na hoya tevI gatimAM IcchA vinA janma levo paDe. pApa bharelA ne duHkha bharelA jIvana jIvavA paDe ane rIbAmaNathI bharapUra mota svIkAravA paDe. jyAre mokSagati e evI gati che ke jayAM gayA pachI pharI koI ja gatimAM javuM na paDe. sadA tyAMne tyAM ja bharapUra AnaMdamAM rahevAnuM. pachI koI gatimAM janma nahi; mATe maravAnuM duHkha paNa nahi. pApamaya jIvana nahi ke rogamaya - ghaDapaNamaya zarIra paNa nahi ! mATe ja mokSagati e sarvazreSTha gati che. temAM javAno ja puruSArtha A durlabha mAnavabhavamAM karavo joIe. paNa narakamAM javuM paDe tevuM to kAMI ja na karAya. mitro ! unALAnA vaizAkha mahInAnA dhomadhakhatA bhara bapore, dhagadhagatA saLagatA kolasAnI pathArI karIne, jo tame suvADo to te garamIne paNa atyaMta ThaMDI samajIne, ghasaghasATa sUI jAya tevA jIvo paNa A duniyAmAM vase che. tenI tamane jANa che? ziyALAnI mahAmAsanI kaDakaDatI ThaMDImAM, himAlayanA baraphanI lAdIonI pathArI banAvIne suvADo to jANe ke DanalopanI gAdImAM sUI gayA chIe tema ghasaghasATa sUI janArA jIvo paNa A duniyAmAM vase che, tenI paNa zuM tamane jANa che? te jIvo che : pote karelA pApakarmonI sajA bhogavavA mATe atyaMta duHkhathI rIbAtA narakanA jIvo! AjanA zodhAyelA 7khaMDo rUpa ja samagra duniyA nathI. haju to vaijJAnikoe ghaNuM zodhavAnuM bAkI che. samagra vizva to cauda rAjalokamaya che. pUrve jaNAvyuM tema 14 rAjalokano AkAra, potAnA be pagone zakya teTalA pahoLA karIne, kamare hAtha rAkhIne Page #92 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ adholAka ELITE vyatara bhavajApati 'taSa samaka . it , | 0 | adho loka | varakara naka 3 | naraka worowe NOM VODOWWANGAT | erritories/it i , W WWPOWAWww. | aubritiravratri / WTWO PIANINAWNWAMALYOAY r uits arti, MALUMINIMALILANOVNOomELLOTAALVOMWA trI . phudaDI pharatAM manuSya jevo che. te manuSyanA pahoLA rahelA be paga vacceno bhAga apolokane jaNAve che. (adho=nIceno loka te adholoka) peTano bhAga madhyalokane jaNAve che. ane peTa uparano je bhAga che te udghalokane jaNAve che. (urdhva--uparano lokate urdhvaloka) A adholokamAM narako AvelI che. temAM pApI jIvo #:- para-sthira jyotiSa potAnA pAponI sajA rUpe duHkho anubhave che. - A nArako be - cAra nathI; paNa sAta che. adholoka sAta rAjalokano che. eka rAjalokamAM kAraka 5 eka nAraka, ema sAta rAjalokamAM raka, sAta nArakabhUmio AvelI che. te kAMI AkAzamAM jAdunA khelanI jema addhara laTakatI nathI ! paNe te * darakenI nIce jADuM pANInuM ghara (ghanodadhi) AveluM che. te ghanodadhinI nIce jADuM pavananuM thara (ghanavAta) AveluM che. ghanavAtanI nIce pAtaLuM pavananuM thara (tanavAta) AveluM che. Ama dareka narakapRthvInI nIce anukrame ghanodadhi, ghanavAta ane tanavAta AvelA che. te nArako jANe ke UMdhI karelI eka nAnI chatrI hoya, tenI nIce UMdhI vALelI moTI chatrI hoya, ema nIce-nIce thoDI thoDI vadhAre moTI chatrIo goThavelI hoya tevI lAge che. teonA nAma tathA guNa uparathI paDelA gotranA nAma nIce pramANe che: nAma gotra nAma guNa 1. \, ghammA ratnaprabhA jemAM ratno ghaNAM hoya. vaMzA zarkarAmabhA jemAM kAMkarAM ghaNAM hoya. selA vAlukAprabhA jemAM retI ghaNI hoya. aMjanA paMkaprabhA jemAM kAdava ghaNo hoya. riNA dhUmaprabhA jemAM dhumADo ghaNo hoya. jemAM aMdhAruM ghaNuM hoya, | 7. | mAghavatI | mahAtamaprabhA ! jemAM ghora aMdhAruM hoya. 6. | maghA tama:prabhA Page #93 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nArakanA jIvone kevA-duHkho paDe che, tenAthI tame kyAM ajANa cho? bicArA pote karelA pAponA kAraNe khUba duHkhI che. evI sakhata ThaMDI ane garamI sahana karavI paDe che ke tenI sAme ApaNI ahIMnI ThaMDI-garamI to kAMI visAtamAM nahIM ! bhUkha paNa kakaDIne evI lAge ke game teTaluM khAya to paNa dharAya nahIM! sekaMDe sekaMDe tarasa lAgyA ja kare ! A duniyAnA badhA dariyA ane badhI nadIonuM pANI pI jAya ne to paNa temanI tarasa na chIpe ! janmathI ja jANe ke khasa na thaI hoya tema satata khaMjavALa AvyA ja kare ! ane eTalA badhA parAdhIna ne! ke dhArelA kAma to kyAreya paNa na karI zake! mAtra eka-be divasa ja nahIM paNa AkhI jiMdagI sudhI temane vara-tAva rahyA ja kare ! ane peTamAM sakhata dAha-baLatarA to cAlu ja hoya! uMdara kevo bilADIthI gabharAto bhAgato phare ! tema teo paNa satata bhayathI dhrujatAM ja hoya ! ane hasavAnuM to temane svapramAM paNa na hoya. satata teo zokamAM ja hoya che. te sivAya paNa teo eka bIjAne zastro mAre che ane nAnA jIvaDAo banAvIne ekabIjAnI upara nAkhe che. pahelI traNa nArakamAM to paramAdhAmI devo paNa khUba bhayaMkara trAsa-pIDA te jIvone Ape che. dhagadhagatA sIsAno rasa pAya che. karavatathI kApe che. temanA zarIranA rAI rAI jevaDA TukaDA kare che. chatAM teo maratAM nathI. duHkho eTalA badhA che ke maravAnI vAraMvAra IcchA thAya che. paNa temanuM ochAmAM ochuM paNa AyuSyadasa hajAra varSanuM che ane vadhAremAM vadhAre AyuSya che; tetrIsa sAgaropamanuM ? sAgaropama eTale abajo varSathI paNa ghaNA badhA vadhAre varSo ! bicArAM tyAM sudhI duHkhI duHkhIne duHkhI ja thayA kare che. mammaNa zeTha, cakravartI brahmadatta, kAlasaurika kasAI vagere sAtamI narake gayA che. tyAM bhayaMkara duHkho teo anubhavI rahyA che. hasatAM hasatAM bAMdhelA pApo, tyAM game teTaluM raDe to ya chUTatA nathI. mATe jIvanamAM pApa na baMdhAya tenI paLe paLe kALajI rAkhavI joIe. potAnA pitA zreNikarAjAne jelamAM pUrIne roja 100 - 100 haTaranA phaTakA mAranAra putra koNika atyAre tenA pAponuM phaLa chaThThI narakamAM bhogavI rahyo che. rAvaNa ane lakSmaNa hAla cothI narakamAM karUNa aMjAma potAnA pApono anubhavI rahyA che. pApa kahe che ke, "huMto chApare caDIne paNa pokArIza. duniyAnA koI mANasane - tame thApa khavaDAvI zako, paNa mane kadI nahi! duniyAnuM kayUTara kadAca bhUla karI bese te bane, paNa mArA gaNitamAM kadI bhUla na thAya ! huM to kahuM chuM ke pApa karo to jAva pAtALamAM - jAva narakamAM ! "meM paramAtmA mahAvIradevane emaNe 18mA bhavamAM karelA pApanA badale 19mA bhavamAM 7mI narakamAM mokalyA hatAM. are ! bIjI vAra temane cothI narakamAM paNa ja che 88 che ja che ke Page #94 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mokalyA hatA.' zrI kRSNa mahArAjAe paNa 7mI naraka yogya karma bAdhyuM hatuM. paNa nemInAtha bhagavAnanA 18000 sAdhuone evA bhAvathI vaMdana karyA ke jethI temanI cAra naraka tuTI gaI. hAla trIjI narakamAM teo duHkha anubhave che. paNa tyAMthI nIkaLIne AvatI covIsImAM teo amamanAtha nAmanA tIrthaMkara bhagavAna thavAnA che. ane pelA zreNika mahArAjA ! je paramAtmA mahAvIradevanA paramabhakta hatA. ane AvatI covIsImAM padmanAbhasvAmI nAmanA pahelA bhagavAna thavAnA che, teo hAla to pahoMcI gayA che pahelI narakamAM ! paramAtmA maLyA pahelA zikAra karavA gayelA tyAre eka ja tIrathI haraNIne tenA garbha sAthe ja vIMdhI kADhI hatI. ane pachI mUche vaLa dIdhelA ke, ''che mArA jevo koI bANAvaLI ! eka tIre beno zikAra !'' pApa karyA pachI pApanI puSkaLa prazaMsA karI to narakamAM javAnuM pApa nikAcIta thaI gayuM. teone pahelI nArakamAM 8 4000 varSa sudhI rahevuM paDaze. tyAra pachI ApaNA A bharatakSetramAM pahelA bhagavAna thaze. narakamAM ochAmAM ochuM AyuSya dasa hajAra varSanuM to hoya ja, ane sAtamI narakamAM sauthI vadhAre 33 sAgaropamanuM AyuSya hoya. te pahelA maravA mAMge to ya marI *na zake ! teNe badhA duHkho bhogavavA ja paDe. rAtribhojana ane kaMdamULabhakSaNanA pApo rAcImAcIne jeNe karyAM che, te haju to haoNspiTalamAM maraNapathArIe poDhelo tenA svajanone dekhAya che. nAkamAM rUnA pUmaDA ane kapALa para ghInA lacakA mUkAI rahyA che. DaoNkTaro masAja karI rahyA che. haju jIva che ke nahi ? tenI cakAsaNI thaI rahI che. tyAM pelA bhAIno AtamarAma-pUrve narakanuM AyuSya bAMdhyuM hovAthI-kSaNamAM pahoMcI gayo che narakamAM... kerosInanI garaNI to tame joI che ne ? basa tevI garaNI jevI tyAM kuMbhI hoya che. temAM te utpanna thAya te vakhate te nArakane zarIra maLe atyaMta bibhatsa...! jotAM ya cItarI caDe tevuM !!! mAMsanA locA rUpa ! tyAM rahelA paramAdhAmI devo, te mAMsanA locAnA TUkaDe TUkaDA karIne, garaNInI (kuMbhInI) nIcenI sAMkaDI naLImAMthI bahAra kADhe, tenuM nAma nA2kano janma ! amuka narakomAM garaNIo (nA2kone utpanna thavAnuM sthAna kuMbhIo) khUba garama hoya ane temAMthI nIkaLyA pachI nArakone rahevAnuM sthAna khUba ja ThaMDuM hoya. to koIka nArakamAM kuMbhIo atyaMta ThaMDI hoya paNa temane rahevAnuM sthAna khUba ja garama hoya. tethI temane sahana khUba karavuM paDe. utpanna thayA pachI A nAzkanA jIvone jarA ya sukha nathI. satata samaye samaye bhayaMkara duHkhonA anubhavo temaNe karavA paDe che. 89 Page #95 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * paramAdhAmI devo tene AkAzamAM UchALe che ane pachI potAnA bhAlA upara temano keca karI le che. bhAlAthI zarIra vIdhAtA lohInI zero UDe che. bhayaMkara pIDA thAya che. zarIra pAchuM coMTIne akhaMDa thaI jAya che. be pagone kheMcIne temanA be cIrA karI nAMkhe che. karavatathI UbhA UbhA vadhere che. tAvaDImAM maLe che. bhaThThImAM zeke che vagere vagere rIte khUba duHkha Ape che. jema verAyelo pAro pAcho bhego thaI jAya tema TUkaDe TUkaDAmAM vaheMcAI gayeluM zarIra pAchuM akhaMDa thaI jAya che. maravA mAMge to ya teo marI zakatA nathI. vaLI paramAdhAmI devo temane vAraMvAra pUrvabhavamAM karelA pApo yAda karAve che. nArakanA jIvane pApo yAda AvatAM te mAphI mAMge to paNa te devo choDe nahi. khUba khUba herAna kare. ""dukAne puSkaLa gharAkI hatI tyAre te tarasyAne mAMgavA chatAM ya pANI nahotuM ApyuM ne ? le have pANI pI." ema kahIne dhagadhagato sIsAno rasa pAya. strImAM Asakta bananArane dhagadhagatI lokhaMDanI putaLI sAthe parANe AliMgana karAve. - jenAmAM AvA duHkho sahana karavAnI tAkAta na hoya teNe pApo nahi karavAno saMkalpa karavo joIe. te mATe sAdhujIvana svIkAravuM joIe. paNa jo sAdhu jIvana svIkArI zakAya tema na hoya to chevaTe bAvratadhArI zrAvaka banavuM joIe. pApo karavA ja nahi - karavA paDe to ochAmAM ochA pApo duHkhAtA dile - veTha vALIne... karavA. ane pachI tenuM prAyazcitta levuM joIe. A paramAdhAmI devone pApIone pApanI sajA phaTakAravAnuM kAma koI Izvare soMpyuM nathI. paNa jema ApaNI duniyAmAM paNa keTalAka mANasone bIjAne satAvavAmAM majA Ave che. tema devonI duniyAmAM paNa bhavanapati kakSAmAM evA keTalAka devo che ke jemane A nArakanA jIvone trAsa ApavAmAM AnaMda Ave che parama atyaMta, adharma karavAmAM je devone AnaMda Ave che te, paramAdhArmika-paramAdhAmI devo kahevAya. teo narakanA jIvone je trAsa Ape che, tenuM pApa temane paNa baMdhAya ja che ane te pApakarmanA udaye temaNe paNa duHkho bhogavavA ja paDe. ApaNe je jaMbUdvIpamAM rahIe chIe, tenI cAre bAju be lAkha yojana vistAravALo lavaNa-samudra (lavaNa=bAruM mIThuM, khArA pANIvALo samudra) Avelo che. - paramAdhAmI devo potAnuM AyuSya pUrNa thatAM A lavaNasamudramAM aMDagaulika manuSya tarIke utpanna thAya che. temanA zarIranA aMDakozamAM evI goLI hoya che ke, jo koI manuSya te goLIne meLavIne, tene dorImAM parovIne, kAna upara lagADIne samudramAM UMDe sudhI DUbakI lagAve to te goLInA prabhAve tene koIpaNa jaLajaMtu karaDe nahi ane UMDA pANImAM paNa prakAza phelAya. badhuM ja spaSTa dekhAya. ane te mANasa DUbI na jAya Page #96 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paNa dariyAmAMthI ratno laIne ja bahAra Ave. aMDagaulika manuSyanI A goLI meLavavA mATe khUba ja buddhipUrvaka prayatna karavo paDe che. kAraNake A aMDagaulika manuSyo pakaDAvA sahelA nathI. temane mAryA vinA to goLI meLavI zakAya ja nahi. tethI ratnadvIpanA 100-200 mANaso, daLavAnI ghaMTI sAthe laIne, nAvaDAmAM besIne lavaNasamudramAM AgaLa vadhe che. mAMsanA locA vagerene ghaMTInA nIcenA paDa upara goThavI de. upaluM paDa sAIDamAM mUkIne tenI pAchaLa mANaso saMtAI jAya. vacce pANImAM paNa mAMsanA TUkaDAo nAMkhatA nAMkhatA AgaLa vadhe. aMDagaulika manuSyo mAMsa vagerethI lalacAIne, pANImAM paDelA mAMsane khAtAM khAtAM chevaTe vahANamAM Ave. ghaMTInA paDa upara besIne tyAM paDelA mAMsAdine paNa ArAmathI khAya. khAvAmAM jyAre teo tallIna bane tyAre tarata ja pelA manuSyo jorathI ghaMTInuM upaluM paDa upara goThavI de. ane badhA bhegA thaIne tene pIsavAnuM zarU kare. gha222...dha222...dha222...ghaMTI lagAtAra cha mahinA sudhI calAve tyAre mAMDa mAMDa te aMDagaulika manuSyo cIsAcIsa karatAM mRtyuM pAme. cha mahinA sudhI temane dhaMTImAM pIsAvAnuM duHkha sahana karavuM paDe. ane aMte rIbAIne maravuM paDe kemake teoe pUrvanA paramAdhAmI tarIkenA bhavomAM narakanA jIvone puSkaLa-trAsa Apyo hato ne ? temanuM mRtyu thatAM te vepArIo tenA zarIramAMthI goLI kADhIne laI jAya ane tenA dvArA puSkaLa ratno meLave. paNa paramAdhAmIone tenA pApanI kAMI ATalI ja sajA nathI ! aMDagaulika tarIke bhayaMkara ribAmaNa anubhavyA pachI paNa teoe marIne pAchuM narakamAM javuM paDe che. jyAM bIjA paramAdhAmI devo temane trAsa Ape che. duniyAno A sanAtana niyama che ke je Apo te maLe. paramAdhAmI deve narakanA jIvone du:kha ApyuM to temane duHkha ja maLe, kAMI sukha na maLe. * ApaNane jo duHkha gamatuM na hoya to ApaNe paNa bIjAne duHkha ApavAnuM baMdha karavuM joIe. jo ApaNane sukha gamatuM hoya to bIjA jIvone paNa avazya sukha ApavuM joIe. 1: bhojana joIe che : bIjAne bhojana Apo. ThaMDI dUra karavI che : bIjAnI ThaMDI dUra karo. duHkha dUra karavuM che H bIjAnA duHkha dUra karo. sukha joIe che : bIjAne sukha Apo. mRtyu joItuM nathI : bIjA jIvone mAro nahi. jIvana joIe che : bIjAne jIvana Apo. to cAlo mitro ! AjathI ja uparanI vAtano amala karavAno nizcaya karIe, narakanA jIvo ochAmAM ochuM dasa hajAra varSa jIvatA hovAthI teo potAne yogya badhI paryAptio pUrNa karyA pachI ja mare. tethI sAte narakanA tamAma jIvo labdhi paryAptA ja hoya. paNa labdhi aparyApta hoya nahi. kemake svayogya paryApti pUrNa karyA 91 Page #97 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vinA je maravAnA hoya te ja labdhi aparyApta hoya. jyAre nAraka jIvo to pahelA aMtarmuhUrtamAM ja badhI paryApti pUrI karI ja le che. chatAM mitro! tamane eka navI vAta jaNAvuM. koI bALakanI dIkSA levAnI nakkI hoya, chatAM te bALaka jyAM sudhI dIkSA na le, tyAM sudhI to te saMsArI ja kahevAya. ane dIkSA lIdhA pachI te ja bALaka have bALasAdhu kahevAya. te ja rIte je jIvone badhI paryAyio pUrI karIne pachI ja maravAnuM hoya tevA badhA jIvo labdhi paryAptA kahevAya. paNa jyAM sudhI paryAddhio pUrI na kare tyAM sudhI teo karaNa aparyAptA kahevAya. ane paryAyio pUrI karyA pachI to te ja jIvo karaNa paryAptA kahevAya. tame jANo cho ke tiryaMcagati ane manuSyagatinA jIvo labdhi paryAptA ane labdhi aparyApA ema be - be prakAranA che tethI temAMnA badhA ja labdhi paryApta jIvo to karaNa paryAptA ane karaNa aparyAptA; ema be be prakAranA che. paNa temAMnA labdhi aparyApta jIvo to paryAddhio pUrI karyA pahelAM ja marI javAnA che ne? tethI teo to karaNa aparyApta hoya. karaNa paryAptA na hoya. ApaNe sAta narakanA jIvonI vAta karavI che. teo utpanna thaIne mAtra eka ja aMtarmuhUrtamAM potAnI badhI paryAdhio pUrI karI de che; tethI teo labdhi paryAptA ja kahevAya. paNa jeonI paryAddhio hajI pUrI nathI thaI; tevA sAta nArakanA jIvone karaNa aparyAptA kahevAya. jyAre jemanI paryAddhio pUrI thaI gaI che, tevA sAta nArakanA jIvone karaNa paryAptA kahevAya. Ama, sAta aparyAptA ane sAta paryAptA; ema nAraka jIvonA kula cauda bheda thAya. A saMsAramAM ghaNA bhayaMkara pApo karanArA jIvone AvA cauda prakAranA nAraka jIvo banavuM paDe che. ane nArakamAM AvA bhayaMkara duHkho bhogavavA paDe che. mitro ! "eka lApho mAravAnI sajA ane pAMcaso haMTara mAravAnI sajA A be sajAmAMthI tamane kaI sajAmAM ochuM duHkha thAya? eka lAphAnI jane? tema svecchAe karAtAM sAmAyika-pratikramaNa-pauSadha-pUjA vagere duHkhadAyaka nathI. chatAM tamane temAM kaSTa lAgatuM hoya to te lAphAnI sajA jevA che. je tamane pAMcaso haMTaranA phaTakArUpa nArakonA duHkhanI sajAmAMthI bacAve che. bacavuM che ne nArakanA duHkhomAMthI? to dharma karI bacAvI lo AtmAne pApomAMthI! ra ja ha 92 ja Page #98 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 9 devalokanI duniyA A covIsInA trIjA tIrthaMkaradeva zrI saMbhavanAtha svAmIjInA zAsanakALanI A vAta che. koI kevaLajJAnI bhagavaMtanI dezanAthI nAnakaDo bALaka virakta banyo. teNe dIkSA levA mATe utAvaLa karI. pitA pAse te aMge jida karI. pitAe mahotsava karIne dIkSA ApavAnuM dIkarAne kahyuM. paNa dIkaro jhaTapaTa dIkSA levA utsuka banyo. chevaTe pitAe kevalI bhagavaMtane vAta karI. bhagavaMte kahyuM, vilaMba na karo... bhale dIkSA turata apAya. ane tarataja dIkSA vidhi zarU thaI. ogho apAtAnI sAthe bALaka nAcavA lAgyo. nAcatA nAcatA te bALaka paDI gayo. tatkALa tenuM mRtyu thaI gayuM. AthI pitAne sakhata AghAta lAgyo. kevaLajJAnI bhagavaMte AzvAsana ApatAM kahyuM, 'Aja kAraNe meM mahotsava karavA jeTalo paNa vilaMba karavAnI nA kahI hatI. e AtmA enuM kalyANa sAdhI gayo che.' eja vakhate AkAzamAMthI eka devAtmA utarI Avyo. kevaLajJAnI bhagavaMtane teNe vaMdana karyuM. bhagavaMte pitAne kahyuM, ''A ja tamArA suputrano AtmA ! have to devAtmA banI gayo che.' pitAne saMtoSa thayo. dIkSAprasaMge zubhabhAva hovAthI te deva banyo. pApa karavAthI jo durgA mAM javuM paDe to dharmArAdhanA karavAthI devalokamAM paNa jaI zakAya. A devone kAMI ApaNI jema mAtAnA garbhamAM nava mahinA UMdhA matake laTakavAnuM nathI hotuM, tyAM to hoya che devazayyA. odho laIne nAcatA munivara kALadharma pAmatAM, temanuM zarIra haju to mRtyulokamAM paDyuM che ane AtmA pahoMcI gayo che svargamAM. devazayyA upara paDelI cAdara ekadama halavA lAge che ane jANe ke 32 varSanI vayano yuvAna na hoya, tevo te deva pragaTa thAya che. A ja temano janma. na koI pIDA ke na koI trAsa, Avo suMdara janma ahIM che. A devonA mukhyatve cAra prakAra che H (1) bhavanapati (2) vyaMtara (3) jyotiSka ane (4) vaimAnika, vartamAna jagatamAM jema UMcAI dariyAI sapATIthI (sI - levalathI) mApavAmAM Ave che, tema ApaNA zAstromAM UMcAI samabhUtalA (meruparvatanI sapATI)thI jaNAvavAmAM Aveche. 93 Page #99 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ meru parvatanI A samabhUtalAthI upara ane nIce 900- 900 yojana sudhI tistRloka madhyaloka che. uparanA 900yojanathI uparanA bhAgane urdhva (uparano) loka kahevAya che. ane nIcenA 900yojanathI nIcenA bhAgane adholoka kahevAya che. vaccenA 9OO+900=1800 yojananA vistArane tirthAloka = madhyaloka kahevAya che. narakanA jIvo to nIcenA apolokamAM AvelA che. manuSyo ane paMce. tiryaMco madhyalokamAM AvelA che. paNa devo mAtra urdhvalokamAM ja nathI AvelA. teo to traNe lokamAM judA judA sthAne AvelA che. cAra prakAranA devomAM bhavanapati devo adholokamAM che, vyaMtara ane jyotiSudevo madhyalokamAM che. jayAre vaimAnika devo urdhvalokamAM rahe che. ((1) bhavanapati devo pahelI narakanA jIvone rahevAnA sthAnane ratnaprabhA pRthvI kahevAya che. tenI sapATI upara ApaNe badhA vasIe chIe. te ratnaprabhA pRthvI 1,80,000yojana jADI che. tenA upara nIcenA ekeka hajAra yojana choDIne vaccenA 1,78,000yojanamAM teTalI UMcAIvALA, 2pamALanA bilDiMganI kalpanA karo. (juo citra-pAnA naM.95) te bilDiMganA 1,3,5,7,9,11,13,15,17,19,21,23 ane 25 (ekI saMkhyAnA) naMbaranA mALamAM pahelI narakanA jIvo rahe che. tyAM teo utpanna thAya che. ane pote karelA pApone bhogavatAM duHkhamaya jIvana pasAra kare che. vaccenA je ra-4-6 ... 24 naMbaranA mALa che, temAM 2 ane 24 naMbaranA mALano bhAga khAlI che. arthAt tyAM deva ke nAraka nathI. vaccenA 4-6-8-10-1214-16-18-20 ane 22 naMbaranA mALanI jagyAe A bhavanapati devonA nivAsasthAno che. A bhavanapati devo dasa prakAranA che. jeo upara jaNAvelA vibhAgomAM kamazaH rahe che. teo 1. asurakumAra 2. nAgakumAra 3. suvarNakumAra 4. vidyuta kumAra 5. agnikumAra 6. udadhikumAra 7, dvIpakumAra 8. dipha kumAra 9. vAyukumAra ane 10. meghakumAra, evA nAmathI prasiddha che. dase dasa prakAranA bhavanapati devonA kula sAta karoDa botteralAkha bhavano AvelAM che. te dareka bhavanamAM zAzvatA jinezvara bhagavaMtonuM ekeka jinAlaya AveluM che te sAta karoDa botera lAkha jinAlayomAM birAjamAna paramAtmAne ApaNe sakalatIrtha sUtra dvArA roja savAre rAI pratikramaNamAM vaMdanA karIe chIe. dareka bhavanapati nikAyamAM uttara ane dakSiNa dizAne AzrayIne be be vibhAga che. te darekamAM ekeka Indra che. tethI 10 bhavanapatimAM kula 20 vibhAga thatAM, bhavanapatidevonA 20 Indro che. Page #100 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nAraka -- -- * * * * * * * * * * * * * . . -- -- --- - .. e prata----- ekalAkha eMzI hajAranuM prathama narakanuM jADuM thara (uMcAI) AkAza ratnaprabhA pRthvI uparanA eka hajAra yojana pri-1 aMtara-1 prata2-2 T aMtara-2 nitakumAranA bhavano pratara- nAraka aMtara-3 vAyukumAranA bhavano nAraka aMtara-4 dizikumAranA bhavano nAraka. aMtara-5 udadhikumAranA bhavano mitara-6 - nAraka I aMtara-6 dvipakumAranA bhavano huM prata2-7 nAraka aMtara-7 agnikumAranA bhavano prata2-8 nAraka aMtara-8 vidyutakumAranA bhavano prata2-9 nAraka aMtara-9 suvarNakumAranA bhavano pratara-10 nAraka | aMtara-10 nAgakumAranA bhavano pratara-11 nAraka aMta2-11 asurakumAranA bhavano - ...-- ..- prata-12 .... . nAraka aMtara-12 nAraka pratara-13 nIcenA eka hajAra yojanA dhanodadhi dhanavAta tanavAta. - asaMkhya yojana pramANe AkAza --> | | - -- * * __ AkAza Page #101 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paramAtmA pArzvanAtha bhagavAne gRhasthapaNAmAM kamaTha pAsethI je sarpane navakAra dvArA ugAryo hato, te sarpano jIva A ja bhavanapatinA nAgakumArono Indra dharaNendra banyo che; je pArzvanAtha bhagavAnano adhiSThAyaka deva che. A bhavanapati devo hase che, rame che, killola kare che. chelabaTAu kumAra jevA che. paramAdhAmI devo jema ApaNe tyAM keTalAka manuSyo vicitra svabhAvavALA jovA maLe che, jeone pazu-paMkhIone herAna karavAno, trAsa ApavAno zokha hoya che. tema A bhavanapatinA asurakumAra nikAyanA keTalAka devo paNa vicitra svabhAvavALA che. teone nArakanA jIvone trAsa ApavAmAM AnaMda Ave che. narakanA jIvane trAsa ApavA dvArA teo khUba (parama) pApa (adharma) kare che, mATe teo paramAdhArmika = paramAdhAmI devo tarIke prasiddha che. A paramAdhAmI devo judI judI paMdara rIte narakanA jIvone trAsa Ape che. judI judI rIte trAsa ApanArA judA judA devo hoya che. tethI A paramAdhAmI devo paNa trAsa devAnA prakArathI paMdara prakAranA che. A paramAdhAmI devo narakanA jIvone trAsa ApavA dvArA puSkaLa pApa bAMdhe che. bIjAne duHkha Ape che, mATe bIjA bhavamAM aMDagaulika manuSyo banIne puSkaLa duHkha meLave che. je Apo te ja maLe te niyama che. tethI ApaNe jo duHkha na joItuM hoya to kadI paNa koIne ya duHkha na ApavuM joIe. Ama, dasa prakAranA asurakumAra vagere ane aMdara prakAranA paramAdhAmI maLIne bhavanapati devo kula pacIsa prakAranA gaNAya che. (2vyaMtara devo manuSyothI vi = cAlI gayuM che (vigata) aMtara jemanuM teo vyaMtara devo. manuSyothI khUba ja najIka A devo che. cakravartI vagerenI sevAmAM moTA bhAge A ja devo khaDepage hAjara hoya che. A vyaMtaronA eka peTA prakArane vANavyaMtara kahevAya che. teo to ApaNI khUba ja najIka che. ApaNe je ratnaprabhA pRthvInI sapATI upara rahIe chIe, tenA vaccenA 1,78,000 yojanamAM nAraka tathA bhavanapati devo rahe che, te ApaNe joyuM. have uparanA je eka hajAra yojana che tenA upara nIcenA so-so yojana choDI daIe to vaccenA je 800 yojanano vibhAga rahe, temAM A vyaMtara devo rahe che. temanA judA judA ATha prakAra che. 1OO yo . " ratnaprabhA pRthvInA 800yo. vyaMtara devo uparanA 1000 yojana 100ryo. * 1 kalAka ja Page #102 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vANavyaMtara devo sauthI uparano je, so yojanano vibhAga ApaNe choDI dIdho, tenA upara nIcenA dasa dasa yojana choDIne vaccenA 80 yojananA vibhAgamAM ATha prakAranA vANavyaMtara devo rahe che. vANavyaMtara devo ratnaprabhA pRthvInA 80yo. uparanA 100 yojana 10yAM. hAla - - Ama ApaNI sapATIthI dasa yojana nIce jaIe, eTale pachInA 80 yojanamAM vANavyatara devonuM nivAsasthAna che. tenI nIce dasa yojana choDyA pachInA 800yojanamAM vyataMra devonA nagaro AvelA che. tenI nIce 100yojana choDI dIdhA bAda je 1,78,000 yojana Ave temAM pahelI narakanA jIvo ane pacIsa prakAranA bhavanapati devo AvelA che. tenI nIcenA chellA eka hajAra yojanamAM kAMI nathI. Ama, 1,80,000 yojana jADI A ratnaprabhA pRthvI thaI. tiryarjubhakadevo: traNa lokanA nAtha, devAdhideva paramAtmA mahAvIradevano AtmA jayAre trizalA kSatriyANInI kukSimAM padhAryo, tyArathI ja siddhArtha mahArAjAnuM rAjabhavana dhanadhAnya, vastra, suvarNa, ratna, rajata, sainya vagere aneka cIja vastuothI UbharAvavA lAgyuM. badhuM vadhatuM hatuM mATe to mAtA-pitAe temanuM nAma vardhamAna vadhatuM) pADavAnuM nakkI karyuM hatuM. siddhArtharAjAnA rAjabhavanamAM A vRddhi koNe karI? paramAtmAnA pracaMDa puNya kheMcAyelA A vyaMtaranikAyanA keTalAka devo A vRddhi kare che. paramAtmAnA jayAre jayAre pAraNAM thAya tyAre paNa jaghanyathI sADAbAra lAkha ane utkRSTathI sADAbAra karoDa saunaiyAnI vRSTi A devo kare che. janma mahotsava varasIdAna, pAraNAM vagere prasaMge vyataranikAyanA je devo A dhana-dhAnya sonaiyA vagerenI vRddhi-vRSTi karavAnuM kArya kare che, teo tiryajuMbhaka devo kahevAya che. teo dhana, dhAnya, vastra vagere dasa prakAranI vastuo varasAvatAM hovAthI dasa prakAranA che. A tirphIlokamAM AvelA vaitADhya parvata upara paNa A devo AvIne vase che. mATe tiryarjubhaka kahevAya che. Ama ATha vyatara, ATha vANavyaMtara ane dasa tiryagurjubhaka maLIne vyataranA kula ra6 prakAra gaNAya che. ATha prakAranA vyaMtara ane ATha prakAranA vANavyaMtaronA uttara ane dakSiNa dizAnA vibhAgomAM ekeka Indra hoya che. tethI temAM kula 16 - 16 = 3ra Indro che. Page #103 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A vyaMtaronA asaMkhyAtA nagaro che. temAM zAzvatA jinanA caityo che. te darekane ApaNe vaMdanA karIe. - namo jiNANuM. (3) jyotiSka devo mitro ! tame pharatI hospiTala, pharatI hoTela to joI haze, paNa pharatA ghara joyA che kharA ? A vizvamAM keTalAka devo evA che ke jemanA rahevAnA gharo sadA pharyA kare che. teo jayotiSka devo kahevAya che. tame AgiyAne joyo che? te UDato hoya to ya prakAza verato jAya ! basa ! tevI ja A jayotiSka devonA gharo (vimAno) che. je vizvamAM prakAza veryA ja kare che. jyoti=prakAza veratA hovAthI te devo jayotiSka devo tarIke oLakhAya che. sUrya, candra, graha, nakSatra ane tArA; ema pAMca prakAranA A jayotiSka devo che. ApaNane AkAzamAM je sUrya-caMdra vagere dekhAya che, te pote kAMI devo nathI. . te to sUrya, caMdra vagere devonA vimAno che. ApaNe je jaMbUdvIpamAM rahIe chIe, te jaMbUdvIpamAM kula be sUryavimAno ane be caMdravimAno che. dareka caMdravimAnanI sAthe 88 grahavimAno, 27 nakSatra vimAno ane ghaNA tArA vimAno che. te dareka vimAnomAM te te nAmanA devo vase che. rUpiyAno sikko thALI jevo sapATa che ne? paNa jo tene jamIna para Ubho rAkhIne, eka AMgaLIthI ghasarako ApIne pheravavAmAM Ave to te kevo lAge ? daDA jevo goLane? basa, te ja rIte ApaNe je pRthvI upara rahIe chIe te pRthvI paNa hakIkatamAM nAraMgI ke daDA jevI goLa nathI paNa thALI jevI sapATa che. vaLI ApaNI A pRthvI pharatI nathI, paNa sthira che. ApaNI A pRthvI barAbara madhyabhAgamAM eka lAkha yojana UMco meparvata Avelo che. tenI sapATIne samabhUtaLA kahevAya che. te samabhUtalAthI 700 yojana UMcAIe, meru parvatanI cAre bAju tArAnAM vimAno goLa-goLa kare che. 800 yojananI UMcAIe rahIne sUryanAM vimAna, 880 yo, UMce rahIne caMdranA vimAno, 884. UMce rahIne nakSatranAM vimAno ane 900yo. sudhInI UMcAIe rahIne grahonAM vimAno meru parvatanI cAre bAju satata goLagoLa pharyA ja kare che. ane tenAM kAraNe divasa - rAta, ziyALo - unALo comAsu vagere thayA kare che. vaijJAniko paNa have to kahI rahyA che ke, ""je sUrya gaI kAle dekhAyo hato te sUrya Aje dekhAto nathI. te AvatIkAle dekhAze. paramadivase dekhAyelo sUrya ja Aje dekhAya che. Ama kula be sUrya che. ane caMdra haju sudhI be ja dekhAya che paNa cAra hovAnI zakyatA che." ApaNe vaijJAnikone kahI zakIe ke caMdra be ja che. mATe tame game teTalI mahenata karo to tamane cAra caMdra dekhAvAnA ja nathI. tame to bIjA sUryane have jANyo, Page #104 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ amArA paramAtmA mahAvIradeve to ra5ra4 varSa pUrve ja amane jaMbUDhIpamAM be sUrya ane be caMdra che, tema jaNAvyuM che. are.. bhUtakALamAM thayelA anaMtA tIrthakaroe anaMtakALa pUrve A vAta jaNAvI dIdhI che. vijJAna to prayogo karI karIne satya meLavavA prayatna kare. chatAM ya tene aMtima satya maLe ja tevo niyama nathI, jayAre paramAtmA to yoga dvArA satyo meLave. ane te anacelejebala-aMtimasatya ja hoya. to pachI have te paramAtmAnI vAta AMkha mIMcIne zuM svIkArI levI na joIe? jaMbudvIpamAM bhale be caMdra, be sUrya che. paNa aDhI dvIpamAM kula 132 caMdra ane 132 sUrya che. te dareka potAnA parivAra sAthe meruparvatanI AsapAsa pharyA kare che. mATe teo cara (asthira=hAlatA cAlatA) kahevAya che. aDhIdvIpanI bahAra bIjA asaMkhyAtA dviIpa-samudro hovAthI asaMkhyAtA caMdra sUrya vagere che. paNa teo pharatA nathI paNa sthira che. mATe teo acara kahevAya che. aDhI dvIpamAM ja sUrya caMdra karatA hovAthI rAtri-divasa vagere samaya vyavahAra che. aDhI dvIpanI bahAra to sthira sUrya-caMdra hovAthI tyAM haMmezA divasa ja hoya. Ama, cara (asthira) ane acara (sthira) ema be be prakAranA sUrya-caMdragraha-nakSatra-tArA hovAthI rax5=10 prakAranA jayotiSka devo thayA. A jyotiSka devo samabhUlAthI 790thI 900 yojana sudhInA 110 yojanamAM che. tethI teo tiraskRlokamAM gaNAya. A jayotiSka devomAM sUrya ane caMdra; e be Indro che. A devo game tyAM javuM hoya to navuM vimAna banAvIne, temAM besIne jAya che. te vakhate paNa temanAM mULa vimAno to AkAzamAM pharatA ja rahe che. jethI divasa-rAta ane Rtuno vyavahAra cAlu rahe che. paNa paramAtmA mahAvIradevanA samavasaraNamAM A sUrya-caMdra, potAnA mULavimAna sAthe ja AvI gayA hatA. te A eka Azcarya banI gayuM jANavuM. jyotiSka devonA vimAnomAM paNa zAzvata jinAlayo che. jene roja vaMdanA karavI joIe. mitro ! tamArAmAMthI ghaNA suda bIjanA dine caMdranA darzana karatA haze ! kAraNa ke caMdranA vimAnamAM jayAM zAzvata jinanA jinAlayo che, te bhAga ApaNane bIjanA caMdranA rUpe dekhAya che, tevuM sAMbhaLavA maLe che. bIjanA dine tyAM rahelA RSabha-caMdrAnavAriSaNa ane vardhamAnasvAmI nAmanA cAre jinane avazya vaMdanA karavI. lilk) . 99999999 Page #105 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ === = = anekamAMthI eka L[phaTofjAra 13 | | | vimAnika devo vimAnamAM utpanna thanArA devo te vaimAnika devo. meruparvatanI samabhUtalAthI 900 yojana upara jaIe eTale tirthAloka pUrNa thAya ane urdhvaloka zarU thAya. A urdhvalokamAM vaimAnika devo vase che. bAra devaloka grahonA vimAnothI ghaNA UMce jaIe tyAre eka rAjaloka pUrNa thAya. pachI tarata pahelA-bIjA devalokanA vimAno bAju-bAjumAM AvelA che. te baMnenI upara te ja rIte bAju-bAjumAM trIjA-cothA devalokanAM vimAno AvelA che. tenI upara-upara kramazaH pAMcamA-chaThThA-sAtamA ane AThamA devalokanA vimAno AvelA che. tenI upara bAju-bAjumAM navamA-dasamA devalokanA vimAno che. ane tenI upara te ja rIte bAju-bAjumAM 11-12 devalokanA vimAno AvelA che. te vimAnomAM je devo utpanna thAya che, rahe che, sukha anubhave che; te badhA vaimAnika devo kahevAya che. urdhvaloka A bAre devalokanA nAma siddha + sidhdha dizA anukrame (1) saudharma (2) IzAna (3) Ty.. ravi sanakumAra (4) mahendra (5) brahmaloka (6) lAtaka (7) mahAzukra (8) sahastrAra (9) Anata (10) prANata (11) AraNa kabapi ane, (12) ayyata devaloka che. dareka ' | ja |......... botidevalokamAM sakalatIrthamAM jaNAvyA pramANe batrIsa lAkha vagere vimAno che. jemAM ---Dividhi rahelA zAzvatA jinAlayamAM rahetA zAzvatA 10 | T ...kilbirika bhagavaMtane vaMdanA karIe. A bAra devalokamAMthI ekathIAi devaloka sudhI darekamAM ekeka Indra che; jayAre 9-10 devalokano eka ane 1112 devalokano eka Indra che. mATe vaimAnikamAM kula 10 Indro che. nava lokAntika devo: tIrthaMkara paramAtmAne dIkSA levAnuM eka varSa bAkI hoya tyAre nava lokAMtika devo AvIne paramAtmAne "jaya jaya naMdA, jaya jaya bhaddA' kahIne saMsAra samudramAM DUbatA jIvone tAranAruM zAsana nAmanuM nAvaDuM taratuM mUkavA vinaMti kare che. tarata ja Page #106 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paramAtmA varasIdAna ApavAno prAraMbha kare che. 3,88,80,00000 sonaiyAnuM paramAtmA dAna kare che. ane pachI paramAtmA dIkSA le che. jo lokAMtika devo vinaMtI kare to ja bhagavAna dIkSA le, nahi to na le; tevuM nathI. paNa jema jamAIrAja ghare AvavAnuM nakkI hoya; tame sTezane levA jAva ke na jAva, to ya ghare AvavAnA ja hoya chatAM ya temane levA javAno eka vyavahAra che, tema paramAtmA svayaM bodha pAmIne dIkSA svIkAravAnA hovA chatAM ya lokAntika devono A eka AcAra che ke paramAtmAne temanI dIkSAnA eka varSa pahelA uparokta vinaMtI karavI. A devone have pachI saMsAramAM eka-be bhava ja karavAnA bAkI hovAthI teo loka saMsAra) nA aMte AvI gayA kahevAya; mATe temane lokAntika devo kahevAya che. teo nava prakAranA che. pAMcamA brahmaloka nAmanA devalokanI jamaNI bAju AvelA ariSTa nAmanA pratara upara temanA vimAno AvelAM che. traNa kilbiSika devo pelA kumAranaMdI sonInI to khabara che ne? pAMcaso pAMcaso strIone paraNavA chatAMya e dharAyo nahoto. devAMganAonA rUpadarzane te lapaTAyo hato. hAsA ane prahAsA nAmanI devIonA kahevAthI, temane meLavavA te jIvato baLI maryo. ane devalokamAM deva paNa banyo. paNa aphasosa ! e laTakI paDyo ! enA lamaNe DholI tarIkenI sarvisa TIcANI. dharatInI strIo gumAvI beTho ane AkAzanI apsarAo paNa hAtha na lAgI ! bhUtakALano te zrImaMta have DholI banavA taiyAra zuM thAya? Dhola gaLAmAM nAMkhI vagADavA taiyAra na thayo to Dhola sAmethI gaLAmAM AvIne vaLagyuM. vagADyA sivAya chUTako teno thAya tema nahoto. bicAro Dhola vagADato vagADato dinarAta pasAra kare, aMdara vAsanAothI * jalyA kare. AmathI tema athaDAyA kare. paNa bhAgya tenuM haju jAgatuM haze. jethI koka di mitradeva maLI gayo. eNe Ane samajAvyo. bhAI! devIonA darzana rahevA de, tene badale have devAdhidevanA darzana kara. tethI tArA cittamAM zAMti thaze. azAMti dUra thaze. prabhunA darzane kharekhara tene zAMti maLI. tenuM jIvana ugarI gayuM. A kumAranaMdI sonI kilbiSika devalokamAM utpanna thayo hato, mATe parANe tenA gaLAmAM Dholaka AvI jatuM hatuM. jema ApaNI duniyAmAM vAgharI caMDAla vagere jevA halakA mAnavo vase che, tema devalokanI duniyAmAM paNa tevA halakA kAma karanArA halakA devo che. te devo kilbiSika deva tarIke oLakhAya che. pahelA-bIjA devaloka nIce, trIjA devaloka nIce ane chaThThA devaloka nIce; ema traNe sthaLe kilbiSika devone rahevA mATenAM vimAno che. Page #107 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ApaNI duniyAmAM rAjA-maMtrI-senAdhipati vage2e kalpa (vyavasthA) jovA ke sAMbhaLavA maLe che, tema keTalAka devalokamAM paNa Indra (rAjA), sAmAnika, (salAhakAra), anikAdhipati (senAdhipati), trAyasi~zaka, (maMtrI), lokapALa (koTavALa) vagere kalpo (vyavasthAo) jovA maLe che. AvI kalpa-vyavasthA je je devomAM hoya te devo kalpopapanna devo kahevAya che. bAra devaloka, nava lokAntika ane traNa kilbiSikamAM AvI vyavasthA che. mATe tyAM utpanna thanArA 24 prakAranA devone kalpopapanna devo kahevAmAM Ave che. nava traiveyaka - pAMca anuttaranuM citra 11 E .... ... ... vara 10 siddhazIlA-mokSasthAna sarvArthasiddha vimAna pAMca anuttara navagreveka bAro devaloka nava praiveyaka : mitro ! keDe hAtha rAkhIne, paga pahoLA karIne UbhelA manuSyanI AkRtivALA cauda rAjalokane pharI ApaNe naja2 samakSa lAvIe. temAM bAra devalokanI uparanA bhAgamAM, mANasano gaLAno je bhAga che, tyAM uparA uparI vimAno AvelAM che. te grIvA-DokanA sthAne AvelAM hovAthI traiveyaka devonAM vimAno kahevAya che. te nava prakAranAM che. abhavya jIvo kadI paNa mokSamAM jaI zake nahi. chatAMya teo svarganI lAlace paNa jo aNizuddha kriyAtmaka sAdhujIvana ArAdhe to vadhumAM vadhu A navamA naMbaranA traiveyakamAM deva 102 Page #108 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ banI zake che. paNa tethI UMce to teo kadI paNa jaI zake nahi. A nava grevayakamAM paNa IndrasAmAnika vagere kalpa nathI. tethI ahIM vasanArA devo kalpAtIta devo kahevAya che. A nava raiveyakamAM kula 318 vimAno AvelAM che. darekamAM jinezvara bhagavaMtanA jinAlayo AvelAM che. temane ApaNe vaMdanA karIe. pAMca anuttara : navaraiveyakanI upara cAre dizAmAM vijaya, vaijayaMta, jayaMta ane aparAjita nAmanA ekeka vimAna AvelAM che ane madhyanA bhAgamAM sarvArthasiddha nAmanuM eka lAkha yojana vistAravALuM vimAna AveluM che. vijayAdi vimAnamAM utpanna thanArA devone have saMkhyAtA ja bhava karavAnA bAkI hoya che jayAre sarvArthasiddha vimAnamAM janAra deva pachIthI eka vAra ja mAnavabhava laIne nize mokSe jAya che. teo ekAvanArI hoya che. A pAMce vimAnone anuttara vimAna kahevAya che. kAraNa ke AnI uttaramAM = pachI have eka paNa vimAna nathI. sarvArthasiddha vimAnanI bAra yojana upara siddhazIlA (mokSa) AvelI che. jemAM anaMtA siddha bhagavaMto zAzvatakALa mATe anaMta AnaMdamAM lIna che. pAMce anuttaravAsI devo samyaktva hoya che. temanAmAM paNa Indra-sAmAnika vagere vyavasthA = kalpa nathI. Ama navaraiveyakanA ane pAMca anuttaranAdeva IndrAdi kalpathI rahita hovAthI kalpAtIta devo kahevAya che. bhavanapati, vyaMtara ane jyotiSka devo to badhA kalpopapanna ja che. paNa vaimAnikamAM bAra devaloka + nava lokAMtika + traNa kilbiSika, e covIsa prakAranA devo paNa kalpapapanna che; jyAre navaraiveyaka ane pAMca anuttara; e cauda prakAranA devo kalpAtIta che. Ama, covIsa kalpapapanna ane cauda kalpAtIta maLIne vaimAnika devonA ADatrIsa bhedo thayA. mitro ! bhalene A devone vimAnamAM rahevAnuM maLatuM hoya! bhalene temanI mojaDI ratnonI banelI hoya! teo jAta jAtanAM rUpo banAvI zakatA hoya te ya zuM thayuM? teomAM game teTalI zakti hovA chatAMya teomAMno moTo bhAga (mithyASTi devono) sukhI to nathI, nathI ne nathI ja. teone ekabIjAnI IrSyA satAvatI hoya che. teo ekabIjAnI devIone upADI jatAM hoya che. mArAmArI kare che. devI marI jatAM jhUrI jhUrIne raDe che. vaLI, je devo samyagdaSTi che. teo ya kAMI sukhI nathI emane to mAnavabhava pAmavAnI ja bhAvanA hoya che. devalokamAM to muni-jIvana che ja nahi. eTale tenA Page #109 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ viyoganI temane pIDA rahetI hoya che. AthI teo puSkaLa bhogasAmagrI vacce ya udAsInapaNe rahe che. mitro! have tame sArI rIte samajI gayA hazo ke A duniyAmAM mokSanA jIva jevo koI sukhI nahIM. ane zArIrika rIte narakanA jIva jevo koI du:khI nahIM. tevo mahAduHkhI nArakIno jIva paNa sukhI thaI jAya che; bhagavAnanuM kalyANaka thatAM ane.. ...janma kalyANake to cosaThaIndro.prabhujIno janma mahotsava ujavavA. pahoMcI jAya che girirAja meru upara ! te cosaTha Indrone tame jANo cho? te che - (64 Indro) dasa bhavanapati devoH darekanA be - be Indro ATha vyaMtara devo darekanA be-be Indro ATha vANavyaMtara devo darekanA be-be Indro jyotiSka devomAM mAtra be ja Indro sUrya ane caMdra eka thI ATha devalokanA darekano 1-1 Indra navamA-dasamA devalokano eka Indra ane agiyAramA-bAramA devalokano eka Indra 20 Indro 16 Indro ] 16 Indro - ra Indro 8 Indro 2 Indro ( kula : 64 Indro A cosaTha IndronI sAthe teonA parivAranA agaNita devo paNa prabhuno janma mahotsava vagere ujave che. te devonA prakAro to tame zIkhI ja gayA cho ne ? cAlo, pharI yAda karI laIe. devonA bhedo bhavanapati : dasa asurakumArAdi + paMdara paramAdhAmI vyaMtaraH ATha vyaMtara + ATha vANavyaMtara + dasa tiryagarjubhaka jyotiSka : sUrya-candra graha-nakSatra-tArA, pAMca cara + pAMca acara + 10 | vaimAnika kalpopapanna covIsa + kalpAtIta cauda kula : 99 - 99 paryAptA + 99 aparyAptA = kula 198 che che je che te che ke 104 ja che je che te che ke je Page #110 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ narakanA jIvonI jema devonuM paNa vadhAremAM vadhAre AyuSya tetrIsa sAgaropamanuM hoya che, jyAre ochAmAM ochuM daza hajAra varSanuM hoya che. paryAddhio pUrI karyA pahelAM to teo maratAM ja na hovAthI badhA devo labdhi paryAptA hoya che. paNa... paryAddhio pUrI thatAM judo judo samaya lAge che. tethI A navvANuM prakAranA devo paNa jyAM sudhI maryAddhio pUrI na kare tyAM sudhI karaNa aparyAptA ane pUrI karI de pachI karaNa paryAptA kahevAya che. Ama, karaNa aparyAptA navvANuM prakAranA devo ane karaNa paryApta navvANuM prakAranA devo maLIne devonA kula ekasoaThThANuM bhedo thAya; te to have tame samajI ja gayA hazo. cAlo mitro ! tamane navuM kAMI jaNAvuM te pahelA atyAra sudhI tame je kAMI vAMcI gayA, tenuM punarAvartana karI laIe. 'saMsArI jIvonA pa63 bheda 198 14 devagatinA - 198 bheda narakagatinA - 14 bheda manuSyagatinA -303 bheda (202 garbhaja + 101 saMmUrsikama manuSyonA) | | tiryaMcagatinA - 48 bheda 303 48 kula | pa63 mitro ! ApaNo AtmA to eka che. te eka siddha bhagavAna thavA sarjAyelo che. paNa pelA karmo jayAM sudhI ene vaLagIne paDyAM che tyAM sudhI tene eka thavA ja nathI detA ! AtmA che svataMtra ! chatAM karmoe tene bicAro banAvI cAre gatimAM rakhaDAvI ekamAMthI banAvI dIdho che aneka! coryAsI lAkha yonimAM bhaTakAvI eka evA AtmAne pAMcaso tresaTha prakAranA jIva rUpe banAvI de che. mokSamAM javuM hoya to pAchA anekamAMthI eka banavuM paDaze. pArakI paMcAta choDI devI paDaze. potAnA AtmAnA guNo pragaTa karavA bhagavAne batAvela dharmanI ArAdhanAmAM sakhata prayatna karavo paDaze. sarva jIvo sAthe snehano saMbaMdha bAMdhavo paDaze. te mATe AjathI ja nIcenI vAtono amala zarU karI devo joIe. * jemano tamArA karatAM vadhAre vikAsa thato hoya, temanI IrSyA kadI na karajo. temanA guNonI khUba khUba prazaMsA karajo . (pramodabhAva) * upara pAMcaso tresaTha jIvonA bhedo jaNAvyA. te dareka jIvonI sAthe 105 Page #111 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ maitrIbhAva rAkhajo , kyAreya koInI niMdA na karajo. (maitrIbhAva) * je jIvo tamane duHkhI jaNAya, teonI vahAre dhAjo. teonA du:khe tame paNa duHkhI banI jaja , tamAruM haiyuM teo pratye sadAya karuNAthI bhInuM rAkhajo . (karuNAbhAva) * ane je jIvo pApa khUba karatAM hoya, tame samajAvo chatAM ya sudharatAM na hoya; temanA pratye dhikkAra ke tiraskAra to kadI paNa na karatA. (mAdhyacyabhAva) jo ATaluM karazo ne... to anekamAMthI eka banatA jarAya vAra nahIM lAge. anekamAMthI eka banavA mATenI bhUmikA A ja che ke maitrI, pramoda, karuNA ane mAdhyacyabhAvathI AtmAne khUba bhAvita karavo. A saMsArI jIvonA 563 bhedone judA judA 14 bhedomAM paNa goThavavAmAM Ave che. jIvonA cauda bheda - - - - - - -| * * * * 1. aparyAptA sUkSma ekendriya aparyApyA bAda ekendriya 3. | aparyAptA beIndriya 4. aparyApA teIndriya 5. aparyAptA caurindriya aparyApta asaMjJI paMcendriya 7. aparyAptA saMjJI paMcendriya 8. ! paryApta sUkSma ekendriya 9, paryApta badara ekendriya 10. paryAptA be Indriya ( 11. paryAtA te Indriya 12. paryAptA caurindriya 13. paryAptA asaMjJI paMcendriya ' 14. paryAptA saMjJI paMcendriya ... ..... . . * AryAvartanI mokSapradhAna saMskRtinI jayota ghara gharamAM pragaTAvavA mathatuM mAsika muktidUta cittaka paM. candrazekhara vijayajI Aje ja grAhaka bano. trivArSika lavAjama rUA.100 AjIvana sabhya rU.500 106 Page #112 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1 1 ajIva tattva A duniyAmAM ApaNe cAre bAju najara karIe to ApaNane aneka cIjo dekhAya che. jema ke makAna, hoTala, TI.vI., kUtarA, vAsaNa, mANasa, bilADI, vIDIyo, Tebala, khurazI, vAMdaro, kIDI, vAMdo, baraphI, peMDA vagere... A badhI vastuonuM jhINavaTabharyuM nirIkSaNa karIzuM to ApaNane khyAla Avaze ke AmAMthI keTalIka vastumAM AtmA nathI. AmAMthI kUtarA, mANasa, bilADI, vAMdaro, kIDI, vAMdA vageremAM AtmA che, jyAre te sivAyanI upara jaNAvelI vastuomAM AtmA nathI. ApaNA zarIranI aMdara zarIrathI tana judo AtmA che, paNa zarIra pote AtmA nathI. te zarIra pote to jaDa che. AtmAne cetana kahevAya che. je cIjo AtmArUpa nathI, cetanarUpa nathI, te tamAma cIjone jaDa kahevAya che. Ama, A duniyAmAM be ja prakAranI cIjo che : (1) cetana ane (2) jaDa. emAMthI ApaNe cetana=jIva tattvanI vicAraNA karI, have jaDa tattvanI vicAraNA karIe. te jaDatattvane ajIvatattva paNa kahevAmAM Ave che. samagra vizvamAM jaDa vastuo aneka che. tenuM lIsTa banAvI na zakAya. chatAMya ekasarakhA svabhAvane dhyAnamAM rAkhIne te ajIvatattvanA mukhyatve pAMca vibhAga pADavAmAM AvyA che. (1) dharmAstikAya (2) adharmAstikAya (3) AkAzAstikAya (4) pudgalAstikAya ane (5) kALa, Ama, A jagatamAM pAMca jaDadravya ane eka AtmArUpa cetana dravya che. tethI A jagatane SaDUdravyAtmaka paNa kahevAya che. A cha dravyanA svarUpane samajavuM atyaMta jarUrI che. (1) dharmAstikAya ApaNI pRthvIthI sUrya to ghaNo dUra che. tenA kiraNane pRthvI u52 AvatAM ghaNAM prakAzavarSo lAge che. te sUryakiraNo A pRthvI upara konI sahAyathI Ave che ? 103 Page #113 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAchalI taLAvamAM potAnI zakitathI ja tare che. jenAmAM taravAnI zakita nathI tevI gAya kAMI pANImAM tarI zakatI nathI. parantu taLAvamAM pANI ja na hoya to mAchalI tarI zake kharI ? mAchalImAM taravAnI zakita che, te vAta kabUla; paNa sAthe sAthe taravA mATe mAchalIne pANInI sahAyanI paNa teTalI ja jarUra che te vAta paNa teTalI ja mahattvanI che. 8-10 DabbA kheMcIne temAM beThelA musApharone amadAvAdathI muMbaI pahoMcADavAnI zakita eNnjinamAM che, te vAta kabUla paNa pATA (Tresa) ja na hoya to ? pATAmAM kAMI TreInane doDAvavAnI tAkAta nathI, te tAkAta to enjinamAM ja che; parantu pATA te enjinane sahAya to cokkasa kare ja che. tema, A duniyAmAM je koI jaDa ke cetana padArtho che, temanAmAM eka sthAnathI bIjA sthAne javAnI zakita hovA chatAM ya jo temane eka jaDapadArthanI sahAya na maLe to teo jaI zakatA nathI. mAchalIne jema taravAmAM pANInI sahAyanI jarUra che, enjinane Trena doDAvavAmAM jema pATAnI sahAyanI jarUra che, tema duniyAnA tamAma jaDa-cetanA padArthone eka jagyAthI bIjI jagyAe javAmAM koI padArthanI sahAyanI jarUra che. te padArthane zAstramAM dharmAstikAyanA nAmathI oLakhavAmAM Avyo che. sUryanAM kiraNone paNa A dharatI upara AvavA A dharmAstikAya nAmanA padArthanI sahAya levI paDe che. jema relavenA pATA jaDa che, tema A dharmAstikAya paNa jaDa che. vaLI A dharmAstikAya to arUpI che. ApaNI AMkhothI to te joI paNa zakAtuM nathI. parantu jo te na hoya to ApaNe eka DagaluM paNa bharI zakIe nahi. have to vaijJAniko paNa A dharmAstikAyane "Ithara' zabdathI svIkAratA hoya tema lAge che. A dharmAstikAya cauda rAjalokamAM phelAyela che. cauda rAjalokamAM eka paNa pradeza evo nathI ke jayAM A dharmAstikAya na hoya. vaLI A dharmAstikAya eka ja akhaMDa dravya che. tenA TukaDA thaI zakatA nathI. cauda rAjalokamAM patharAyeluM hovAthI dharmAstikAyano AkAra (saMsthAna) paNa cauda rAjaloka jevo ja che. A dharmAstikAyano svabhAva jaDa ane cetana padArthone jo gati karavI hoya to temAM sahAyaka banavAno che. gati karavAnI zakti kAMI dharmAstikAmAM nathI. te zakti to jaDa ane che ke ka ra ra 108 che Page #114 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cetana padArthomAM ja che. paNa jo te jaDa ane cetana padArthone gati karavI hoya to A dharmAstikAya dravya temane sahAya karavAnuM kAma kare che. ((2) adhamAstikAya A duniyAmAM cAre bAju najara karIe to keTalAka padArtho gatizIla dekhAya che to keTalAka sthira dekhAya che. dharmAstikAya to badhAne gatimAM ja sahAya kare che, paNa gati karatAM te padArthone sthira karavAmAM sahAya koNa kare ? A vizvamAM rahelA cetana padArtho ane jaDa padArthone eka sthAnakethI bIjA sthAne gati karavAmAM sahAya karanAruM dharmAstikAya nAmanuM eka jaDadravya jema che, tema jaDa ane cetana padArthone sthira rahevAmAM sahAya karanAruM paNa eka bIjuM jaDadravya che. jenuM nAma che : adharmAstikAya. vaizAkha mAsanA dhomadhakhatA tApamAM koI mANasa AgaLa vadhI rahyo che. khUba thAkI gayo che. pasInAnA relA nItarI rahyA che. UbhA rahIne thAka khAvAnI IcchA che. UbhA rahevAnI tenAmAM zakti paNa che. parantu te UbhA rahevAnI hiMmata karato nathI. kAraNa ke nIce dharatI tape che ane upara AkAzamAMthI sUrya puSkaLa tApa jhIMkI rahyo che. te rAha jue che koka chAparAnI; koIka vRkSanI, koIka makAna ". jo mAthe chAMyo ApanAra kAMIka maLI jAya to Ubho rahuM. ane thoDuMka AgaLa vadhatAM tenI najare eka vaDalo Avyo. "hAza' karIne tenI nIce te beTho. gati karI rahelo te mAnava thoDAka samaya mATe vaDalA nIce sthira thayo. vaDalo na Avyo tyAM sudhI te sthira nahoto thato ane vaDalo AvatAM ja te sthira thayo; tenuM zuM kAraNa ? vaDalo AvyA pahelAM tenAmAM sthira thavAnI tAkAta nahotI; tevuM to na kahI zakAya. tethI mAnavuM ja rahyuM ke vaDalAe tene sthira rAkhyo nathI, sthira to teNe ja rahevuM hatuM. paNa vaDalAe tene sthira rahevAmAM sahAya karI. jo vaDalo na Avyo hota to kadAca te haju ya AgaLa vadhata. barobara ne ? basa ! jema mANasane potAne sthira thavuM che, chatAM sthira thavAmAM vaDalAdi koI vastunI sahAyanI apekSA rahe che, tema jIva ane jaDane Page #115 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ potAnI zaktithI ja sthira rahevuM hovA chatAM te sthiratA mATe A adharmAstikAya nAmanA dravyanI sahAyanI jarUra che. Ama, dharmAstikAyanuM kArya jo jIva ane jaDane gati karavAmAM sahAya karavAnuM che; to adharmAstikAyanuM kArya jIva ane jaDane sthira rahevAmAM sahAya karavAnuM che. dharmAstikAyanI jema A adharmAstikAya paNa eka akhaMDa dravya che. tenA TukaDA paDI zakatA nathI. cauda rAjalokamAM prasarIne te rahyuM che. tenAmAM nathI rUpa ke nathI rasa, nathI gaMdha ke nathI sparza. te to che arUpI; AMkhathI na joI zakAya tevuM. chatAMya sthiratA prApta karavAmAM jIva ane jaDane sahAya karyA ja kare che. ahIM eka vAta dhyAnamAM rAkhavI ke koIpaNa jIva ke jaDa padArthane - dharmAstikAya gati karavAnI pharaja pADatuM nathI ke adharmAstikAya temane sthira rAkhavAnI pharaja pADatuM nathI. paratu jyAre jIva ke jaDa padArthane gati karavI hoya tyAre gati karavAmAM dharmAstikAya sahAya kare che ane sthira rahevuM hoya tyAre temane sthira rahevAmAM adhamastikAya sahAya kare che. dharmAstikAyanI jema adhamastikAya paNa cauda rAjalokamAM che, paNa cauda rAjalokanI bahAra kyAMya nathI. manuSyabhava prApta karIne ApaNA AtmAno puruSArtha eka mAtra mokSane prApta karavAno hovo joIe. te mokSane prApta karAvanArI je koI sAdhanAo hoya temAM ApaNe dattacitta banavuM joIe. AvI bhavyatama sAdhanAnA pratApe jayAre AtmA sarva karmothI mukta thAya che tyAre te mokSAmAM jAya che. mokSa ApaNA manuSyalokathI sAta rAjaloka upara che. karma rUpI bhArathI rahita thavAnA kAraNe haLavo banelo AtmA svAbhAvika rIte sIdhI lITImAM upara gati kare che. upara javAmAM dhamastikAya tene sahAya kare che. paNa upara gati karatAM karatAM jayAM cauda rAjalokanI Toca Ave che tyAM pahoMcelo AtmA have AgaLa gati karI zakato nathI. kAraNa ke gati karavAmAM sahAya karanAruM A dharmAstikAya dravya cauda rAjaMlokamAM ja che paNa cauda rAjalokanI bahAra nathI. atyaMta zuddha banelo AtmA upara jatAM jatAM, Page #116 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ chelle jayAMthI vadhu AgaLa jaI zakato nathI, te ja mokSa che. have AgaLa dharmAstikAya na hovAthI AtmA ahIM sthira thaI jAya che. tene sthira thavAmAM tyAM raheluM adharmAstikAya sahAya kare che. zuddha AtmAno svabhAva upara ja javAno hovAthI, mokSamAMthI nIce Avato nathI. hA, je AtmA zuddha nathI thayo, paNa karyo vaLagelA hovAne kAraNe bhAre banelo che, te AtmA mRtyu pAmIne TheTha nIce sAtamI naraka sudhI paNa jAya che. tuMbaDuM taLAvamAM nAMkho to te upalI sapATI upara ja tare. tene pANImAM game teTalI vAra DUbADo to ya pharI pAchuM te upalI sapATI upara AvI ja jAya, parantu, jo upara mATIno lepa lagAvIne te tuMbaDAne vajanadAra banAvyuM hoya to te tuMbaDuM taravAne badale pANImAM DUbI ja jAya. DUbatA evA tuMbaDA upara rahelo mATIno lepa pANInA kAraNe dhIme dhIme dUra thatAM jayAre badho ja dUra thaI jAya tyAre ApaNe koIpaNa prayatna na karIe to ya te tuMbaDuM pAchuM upara AvavA lAge ane taravA lAge. barobara ne ? basa, te ja rIte, karmonA bhArathI bhAre banelo tuMbaDA jevo ApaNo AtmA judI judI sAMsArika gatiomAM DULyA kare che. paNa jayAre dharma ArAdhanAnA prabhAve mATInA lepa jevo karmono lepa dUra thAya che tyAM ja AtmA potAnA svabhAvathI ja sIdho upara javA lAge che. AgaLa dharmAstikAya na hovAthI cauda rAjalokanA sauthI uparanA cheDe sthira thaI jAya che. ((3) AkAzAstikAya :) jaDa ane cetana padArtho jyAM gati ke sthiratA kare che, tenuM nAma AkAzAstikAya che. (ApaNe vyavahAramAM jene AkAza tarIke oLakhIe chIe.) A AkAzAstikAya nAmano padArtha mAtra cauda rAjalokamAM che; tevuM nahi. te jema cauda rAjalokamAM che, tema cauda rAjalokanI bahAra paNa che. sarvatra phelAyelo A jaDapadArtha che. parantu A AkAzAstikAya nAmanA eka akhaMDa padArthanA jeTalA bhAgamAM dharmAstikAya, adhamastikAya vagere padArtho rahelA che, teTalA bhAgane lo kAkoza kahevAya che. tenA cauda bhAga pADyA hovAthI te "cauda rAjaloka' nAmathI paNa prasiddha che. ja ke je che ke 111 che Page #117 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A AkAzAstikAya padArthanA je bhAgamAM dharmAstikAya, adharmAstikAya vagere padArtho rahyA nathI. te bhAgane alokAkAza kahevAya che. A alokAkAza anaMta che. teno koI cheDo che ja nahi. lokAkAza (cauda rAjaloka) karatAM ya te anaMtagaNuM moTuM che. A alokAkAzamAM dharmAstikAya ke adharmAstikAya na hovAthI koIpaNa AtmA ke ApaNI najare dekhAtI koI vastuo che ja nahi. kAraNa ke tyAM gati ke sthiratAmAM teone sahAya koNa kare ? A AkAzAstikAyane paNa rUpa, rasa gaMdha ke sparza nathI. te arUpI che. jo jIva ke jaDa padArthane gati ke sthiratA karavI hoya to temane te mATe avakAza (jagyA) ApavAno AkAzAstikAyano svabhAva che. dravya kSetra padArtha dharmAstikAya 1 |cauda rAjaloka adharmAstikAya 1 cauda rAjaloka AkAzAstikAya 1 lokAlAMka kALa anAdi-arUpI anaMta anAdi- arUpI anaMta bhAva anAdi-arUpI anaMta pU. paM. zrI candrazekhara vi.ma.sAhebanA pustakono Akho seTa ghara-gharamAM vasAvI lA 112 svabhAva gatimAM sahAya sthitimAM sahAya jagyA ApavAno Aja sudhI A pustakoe seMkaDo yuvAnonA ane yuvatIonA jIvanonA parivartano karyAM che ApanA gharamAM A seTa paDyo haze to kyAreka koInuM paNa jIvana prakAza .. prakAzanI bUmo pADatuM aMdhakAramAMthI sadA chUTakAro pAmI jaze. nAnakaDuM mUlya ane jIvana-parivartanano amUlya lAbha. Page #118 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 312 pudgalAstikAya ghare mahemAna AvyA che. mITho AvakAra ApyA bAda temanA mATe bAbA pAse cA maMgAvI. bAbo kapa-rakAbImAM cA laIne AvI rahyo che. acAnaka tenA hAthamAMthI kapa paDI gayo, phUTI gayo. tevA samaye tamArI zuM hAlata thAya ? dhAro ke agatyanA kAgaLonI eka phAIla tamArA Tebala upara paDI che. lAITa jatAM mINabattIno prakAza phelAI rahyo che. tyAM ja ramatI ramatI tamArI bebIno hAtha acAnaka mINabattIne lAgatA te mINabattI paDI gaI, tamArA atyaMta agatyanA kAgaLone Aga lAgatAM te saLagI gayA. te samaye zuM thAya ? ghaNA samayathI tamArI patnI jenA mATe vAraMvAra kahyA karatI hatI, te leTesTa suMdara ghaDiyALa kharIdIne Aje tame laI AvyA. tamArI ghaNI Avaka tame tenI pAchaLa kharcI che. ane ghaDiyALa dekhatA ja gAMDIghelI banelI tamArI prANapyArI patnI hAthamAM laIne te ghaDiyALane joI rahI che. ane dhAro ke ghaDiyALa tenA hAthamAMthI chaTakI. nIce paDI. tUTI gaI. te vakhate zuM thAya ? upara jaNAvyA tevA aneka prasaMgo jIvanamAM jyAre bane tyAre samAdhi Take che ? mukhanA bhAvo vikRta thatA nathI ne ? gusso to Avato ja nathI ne ? moDhAmAMthI Thapako devAnA zabdo sarI paDatA nathI ne? ke pachI A badhA karatAM kaMIka viparIta paristhitinuM sarjana thAya che ? 70 thI 80 varSanuM maLyuM che ApaNane A mAnavajIvana. svajano sAthe gayA bhavamAM koI saMbaMdha hato ke nahi ? te jANatA nathI, ane AvatA bhavamAM pAcho saMbaMdha cAlu raheze ke kema ? temAM pUrI zaMkA che tyAre A jIvananI pratyeka paLa zA mATe prasannatAmAM pasAra na karavI ? nAnI nAnI bAbatamAM zA kAje akaLAI javuM ? mukha uparanI mastIne purabahAramAM kema khIlavA na devI ? akaLAI javAya tevA prasaMgomAM paNa prasannatA sAcavavI hoya, mukha uparanI mastI sadA TakAvI rAkhavI hoya, jIvanamAM duHkho AvavA chatAMya du:khI na banavuM hoya; tamAma paristhitimAM AnaMdamaya rahevuM hoya to jainazAsananA tattvajJAnane samajI samajIne jIvanamAM pacAvavuM joIe. 113 Page #119 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jo ApaNe jIva ane ajIva tattvonuM svarUpa barobara samajI laIe to koIpaNa paristhitimAM ApaNI prasannatA naMdavAya nahi. AtmA amara che. te chedAto nathI, bhedAto nathI, marato nathI, baLato nathI, khatama thato nathI tevI jene jANa che; teno ekano eka juvAnajodha dIkaro mRtyu pAme to paNa te akaLAto nathI. chAtI phATa rUdana karato nathI, becenI ke udvignatA tenA jIvanamAM AvatI nathI kAraNa ke dIkarAnA AtmAnuM mRtyu kadI thatuM nathI; tenI tene pAkI samajaNa che. te ja rIte ajIvatattvamAMnA pulAstikAyanA svarUpanI samajaNa jenI pAse AvI jAya, tene pUrve jaNAvelA eka paNa prasaMgamAM akaLAmaNa thAya ja nahi. ApaNI najare ApaNane je je jaDa padArtho dekhAya che te tamAma pudgala che. pu = pUraNa. gala = galana. jemAM pUraNa ane galana thayA kare tenuM nAma pugala. jemAM vadhAro ke ghaTADo thayA kare, jenAmAM pheraphAra thayA kare, je saDe, paDe, khare, nAza pAme te pagala. te vinAzI che. te kAyama nahi TakanAruM che. jene pagalanA uparokta svarUpanuM jJAna che, te vyaktinA dIkarAthI kapa-rakAbI phUTI jAya to tene trAsa nahi thAya. te manamAM vicArI leze ke AmAM kAMI navuM thayuM ja nathI. pudgale potAno nAza pAmavAno svabhAva batADyo. "saDana-paDana-vidhvaMsana' e pudgalanA svabhAva ja che ne ? agatyanA kAgaLo baLI gayA ke kiMmatI ghaDiyALa tUTI gaI. makAnane Aga lAgI ke dUdha phATI gayuM, bhojana bagaDI gayuM ke kAca phUTI gayo, tamAma paristhitimAM yugalanA nAzavaMta, vinAzI, parivartanazIla svarUpane najaramAM lAvIne, tatvajJAnI vyakti mananuM samAdhAna karI ja leze. pariNAme bihAmaNI paristhiti paNa tene mATe sohAmaNI ja raheze. moDhA upara sustI AvavAnA badale te AtmamastImAM masta raheze. tenuM mukha karamAvAnA badale pUrabahAra khIleluM raheze. becenI-udvignatA to jo vA nahi maLe paNa aphATa prasannatA tenA mukha upara prasaratI haze. A prabhAva che te tattvajJAnI vyaktie jIvanamAM pacAvelAM jainazAsananA tattvajJAnano. A vizvamAM rahelAM cha dravyomAM "AtmA' e cetanatattva che. te sivAyanA pAMca jaDa tattvo che. temAM (1) dharmAstikAya (2) adharmAstikAya, (3) AkAzAstikAya pachI naMbara Ave che : A pagalAstikAyano. Page #120 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ thALI, vATakI, glAsa, beTa, bola, bhojana vagere je kAMI ApaNI najare caDe che te badhuM ja 5gala che. ApaNA AtmA karatAM tadana juduM te jaDatattva che. parantu A jaDatattvamAM mohAIne ApaNA dvArA Dagalene pagale aneka pApo thaI rahyAM che. savArathI mAMDIne rAtri sudhI, ApaNe je kAMI pApo karIe chIe te badhA ApaNA zarIra mATe ja ne ? jo zarIra ja na hoya to koI pApo karavAnI jarUra UbhI thAya kharI ? A zarIra e mArI potAnI vastu nathI. huM to AtmA chuM. zuddha cetana dravya chuM. avinAzI tattva chuM. kAyama TakavAno chuM. kadI maravAno nathI, paNa A zarIra je pudgala che; mArA svabhAvathI viparIta svabhAvavALuM vinAzI dravya che. tenI sAthe mArA AtmAne kAMI lAgatuM vaLagatuM nathI. A vAta ApaNane jo barobara samajAI jAya to A zarIranI khAtara thatAM tamAma pApo upara Aje ja pUrNavirAma mUkavAnA ApaNA prayatno zarU thayA vinA na rahe. A pudgala dravyamAM rUpa paNa che ne rasa paNa che. gaMdha paNa che ne sparza paNa che. vaLI te satata parivartanazIla che. aneka rUpone dhAraNa karanAra bahurUpI jevuM cheA pudgaladravya. ghAsa (vanaspatinA zarIra)nA rUpe raheluM A pudgala dravya jo gAyanA peTamAM pahoMce to keTalAka kalAko pachI te dUdhanuM rUpa dhAraNa kare che. meLavaNa temAM umerAtAM te dahIMnuM svarUpa svIkAre che. mAkhaNamAM pheravAI jaIne ghInuM rUpa paNa te pAme che. ane temAMthI mIThAI rUpe banIne mAnavanA zarIramAM pahoMcIne vijhA rUpane paNa te prApta kare che. ane viSThA rUpe thayeluM te khAtaramAM rUpAntara pAmIne, pharI koka ghAsa (vanaspati)nA zarIrapaNAne te dhAraNa kare che. ghAsamAMthI pAchuM pharI ghAsa banyuM te daramyAna te pudgalanA raMga keTalA palaTAyA ? tenA svAdamAM paNa judI judI avasthAmAM kevA dharakhama pheraphAra thayA? ghaDIkamAM te sugaMdhIdAra avasthA pAmyuM to kyAreka te bhayaMkara durgadha phelAvanAra banyuM. kyAreka te lIsuM banyuM to kyAreka teNe barachaTapaNuM svIkAryuM. kyAreka te ThaMDuM banyuM to kyAreka te garama banyuM; kyAreka te cIkAza bharapura hatuM. to kyAreka te rUkSapaNAne pAmeluM hatuM. AvAM aneka parivartano temAM AvyA ja karyo. ane haju ya aneka parivartano temAM AvyA ja karaze. jayAre sarva padUgalanA rUpa-raMga rasa, gaMdha, sparza svabhAve ja parivartanazIla che ke je che te ja che je 115 ja ja che je ja che ja Page #121 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che tyAre tenA sArAM rUpa-raMgane joIne lalacAvAnuM zA mATe? sAro svAda jANIne lAlasA karIne pApa zA mATe bAMdhavAnA? tenI sugaMdhane joIne mohAvAnuM zA mATe? strInuM zarIra paNa che to pudgala ja ne ? tenI gulAbI mohaka cAmaDI joIne have tattvajJAnIne AkarSaNa pedA thAya ja zI rIte ? tenA suko maLa sparzane pAmavAno talasATa pedA thAya ja kema ? kAraNa ke tene to strInA zarIramAM ya pudgalanA palaTAtAM svarUpo ja dekhAtAM hoya. mAtra strInA zarIranI ja vAta nahi, duniyAnA tamAma paulika padArthomAM tenuM mana virakta ja rahetuM hoya. kyAMya tenuM AkarSaNa na hoya. te sadA sthitaprajJa raheto hoya. te khAvAmAM, pIvAmAM, paheravAmAM, oDhavAmAM aneka pagalono bhogavaTo karato hoya; jarUra pUrato upayoga paNa karato hoya, paraMtu teno lAlacuM to te kadI na bane. saba pudgalakI bAjI A samaye mane yAda Ave che pelA subuddhimaMtrInI; ke jemane pugalanA A svarUpanuM jJAna keTaluM badhuM sacoTa thaI gayuM hatuM. eka nagaramAM rAjA suMdara rIte rAjaya karato hato. tene subuddhi nAmano atyaMta cakora, samaju, zANo ane jainazAsananA tattvajJAnane pAmelo maMtrI hato. bhAre kuzaLatAthI vAta karIne rAjAnuM hita sAdhavAmAM A maMtrI khUba ja pAko hato. potAnA janmadine jamavA mATe rAjAe subuddhi sahita aneka snehIMsvajanone nimaMtraNa pAThavyuM. jamatI vakhate maMtrI sivAyanA tamAma loko judI judI vAnagIonI bharapeTa prazaMsA karI rahyAM che. parantu maMtrI to sthitaprajJanI jema mAtra bhojana karI rahyA che. eka paNa vAnagI mATe sArA ke narasA zabdo temanA mukhamAMthI nIkaLatA nathI. maMtrInI A udAsInatA rAjAthI sahana na thaI. temaNe maMtrInI pAse AjanA bhojana aMge abhiprAya mAMgyo. ThAvakA mukhe maMtrI bolyA, "rAjanuM ! ghaNI uttama vAnagIonI apekSAe A vAnagIo halakI gaNAya ane halakI kakSAnI vAnagIonI apekSAe A vAnagIo khUba ja suMdara gaNAya !' Avo vicitra javAba sAMbhaLIne rAjAne maMtrI upara khUba cIDa Page #122 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ caDI. te bolyA, "maMtrIne to mAtra rAjayanA kAmakAjamAM ja khabara paDe. te sivAyanI vAtamAM zuM samajaNa paDe? bhojana aMgeno abhiprAya mAMgIne meM ja bhUla karI che." maMtrI to mUMgA moMDhe A vAta sAMbhaLI rahyAM. tyArabAda ekavAra rAjA ane maMtrI baMne ghoDA upara besIne pharavA nIkaLyA. nagaranAM nAke AkhA gAmanI badhI khALonuM pANI bheguM thayuM hovAthI ati bhayAnaka durgandha tyAM chUTatI hatI. rAjAe to tarata khissAmAMthI rUmAla kADhIne moM upara dAbI dIdho; paNa maMtrIe tevuM kazuM na karyuM. rAjAe maMtrIne savAla karyo, "zuM tamane A durgandha jarAya sparzatI nathI? tame kevA mANasa cho ! tamAruM nAka paNa kevuM vilakSaNa che?" maMtrIe kahyuM, "mane to A badhAmAM kazuM vizeSa lAgatuM nathI. je che te badhuM barobara che." rAjAe kahyuM, "tame subuddhi nathI paNa subuddha cho. IndriyonA bhogonA viSayamAM tame kharekhara sAva jaDa ane gamAra cho." maMtrIe nAnakaDuM smita karyuM. paNa Aje maMtrIe manamAM gAMTha vALI ke, "rAjAne koIka bodha to Apavo ja joIe. nahi to AvA viSayomAM ja tenuM tana, mana ane jIvana khatama thaI jaze." maMtrIe ghare gayA bAda eka ghaDo bharIne te ja gaMduM pANI mANasa pAse maMgAvI lIdhuM. enI vAsa mAthe toDI nAkhe teTalI bhayaMkara hatI. A pANInA zuddhikaraNa mATe vividha tabakke maMtrIe prayoga zarU karyo. sahu prathama teNe te ghaDAnI nIce ane tenI nIce ema karIne ATha ghaDA goThavyA. pahelA ghaDAnuM e gaMdu ane gaMdhAtuM pANI TapakI TapakIne bIjA ghaDAmAM, bIjAnuM trIjA ghaDAmAM; ema chelle AThamA ghaDAmAM badhuM pANI pahoMcyuM. A rIte pANIne zuddha karyuM. tyAra bAda temAM katakacUrNa nAkhIne teno rahyosahyo paNa sUkSma mela taLIe besADIne pANI gALI lIdhuM. tyAra bAda vividha upAyo karIne tene atyanta suvAsita banAvyuM. pachI eka divasa maMtrIe rAjAne potAne ghera bhojana mATe nimaMtraNa ApyuM. rAjA saparivAra AvyA. vAnagIo pIrasAI; te pANI bharIne darekanI pAse glAsa mukAyo. cAre bAjuthI eTalI badhI suvAsa AvavA lAgI ke rAjAe tenA udgamasthaLanI aTakaLo karI paNa ekeya kalpanA sAcI na paDI. teNe maMtrIne pUchayuM tyAre maMtrIe pANImAMthI suvAsa AvatI jaNAvI. Page #123 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rAjAe kahyuM, "maMtrIzvara ! jo tamArI pAse ATaluM badhuM suvAsita, koI kUvAnuM pANI che to zA mATe tame te pANI roja mAre tyAM mokalatA nathI ? "rAjana ! mArI pAse evo koI kUvo nathI ke TAMkuM nathI. nadInuM koI jharaNuM mArA khyAlamAM nathI, jenuM A pANI hoya." maMtrIe vAta karI. to pachI A pANI AvyuM kyAMthI ?' rAjAe pUchayuM. rAjana ! jo Apa mane abhayavacana Apo to badhI vAta karuM." maMtrIe vinaMti karI. rAjAe te mAnya rAkhatAM maMtrIe gaMdhAyelA pANInI vAta karI. rAjA to te vAta mAnI zakyo ja nahi ke ati gaMduM ane gaMdhAyeluM pANI keTalAka su-Ayojita prayatnothI ATaluM badhuM suvAsita ane suMdara banI jAya ! paNa anta to teNe te vAtano svIkAra karavo ja paDyo. maMtrIe kahyuM, "rAjana ! koI paNa padArtha sAro lAge ke kharAba? e ApaNA mana upara avalaMbe che. sAkara tenI te ja che. paNa mANasane te mIThI lAge che to gadheDAne te ja sAkara kaDavI lAge che. . saMsArI jIvone je strI suMdara jaNAya che te ja strI sAdhu-saMtone gaMdakIthI UbharAyelI gaTara samAna badasurata lAge che. Ama, duniyAnI dareka vastu koIka apekSAe sArI lAge che, to koIka apekSAe kokane kharAba paNa lAge che. mATe ja ApanA janmadine goThavAyelA bhojana samAraMbhamAM meM bhojanane sApekSa rIte sAruM-kharAba baMne kahela. rAjanuM ! bIjI mahattvanI bAbata e che ke dareka jaDa vastu asalamAM pudgaladravya rUpa che. judI judI avasthAmAM te pudgala dravya sAruM ke kharAba ApaNane lAge che. Ama, sArA ke kharAba jaNAtA te te vastunA bhAvo to te pudgala dravyanA kSaNajIvI paryAyo che. te kAMI kAyama TakatAM nathI. kSaNamAM tadana viparItapaNAne paNa dhAraNa kare che. pANI asalamAM gaMduya nathI ke sAruMya nathI. pANI e mAtra pANI (pudgala) che. parantu kyAreka teno gaMdo paryAya bane che to kyAreka prayatna karAtA te ja pANI suvAsita paryAyane dhAraNa kare che. ApaNe jo mAtra paryAyone ja najaramAM lAvIe to sArA paryAyane jotAM rAga ke rati thAya; kharAba paryAyane jotAM arati ke dveSa thAya. Ama paryAyonA darzane rAga-dveSa ke rati-aratinA phaMdAmAM phasAIne. Page #124 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kALAM karmo bAMdhI durgatimAM javAnuM nakkI thAya. tenA badale jo ApaNe mAtra dravyane (pudgalane) ja joIe, tenA paryAyo tarapha upekSA karIe, to rati ke ati, rAga ke dveSa nahi thAya. pariNAme jIvana barabAda thatuM ugarI jAya.' maMtrInI A bodhavANI sAMbhaLIne rAjAne pudgaladravyanA parivartanazIla svarUpanuM bhAna thayuM. pudgaladravya pratyenuM AkarSaNa nAza pAmyuM. pariNAme saMsAranA sarva pudgaladravyo pratye vairAgya pedA thayo. potAnA avinAzI Atama dravyanI khojamAM te sAvadhAna banyo. zabda ' paramapitA paramAtmA mahAvIradeve kArataka vada dazamanA dine dIkSA lIdhI. upasargone samatAbhAve teoe sahana karyAM. 12] varSa sudhI dho2 sAdhanA karI. prAyaH jamIna upara palAMThI vALIne teo na beThAM, sADA agiyAravarSathI paNa vadhAre temaNe covihAra upavAsa karyAM. prAyaH teo mauna rahyA. parantu A sAdhanAkALa daramyAna eka vA2 5ramAtmA evAM viziSTa vacano bolyA hatA ke je sAMbhaLavAthI saMsAramAM bhUlA paDIne bhaTakatA eka AtmAe sAcA mArgane pAmIne AtmakalyANa tarapha doTa mUkI hatI. mahAbhayaMkara jaMgalamAM lokonI nA chatAM paramAtmA gayA. prabhu.to karuNAno mahAsAgara ! temanA romaromamAM vizvanA sarva jIvone tArI devAnI bhAvanA ! sAme vALo bhalene potAnuM kuMDALuM game teTaluM sAMkaDuM karato hoya. huM to mArA taraphathI premakuMDALuM moTuM ne moTuM, moTuM ne moTuM, eTaluM badhuM moTuM karIza ke jethI teNe paNa eka di' mArA premanA kuMDALAmAM samAvuM ja paDaze . mArA premakuMDALAmAM koInI bAdabAkI nathI. vairanI Aga okanArAne huM to premanuM pANI ja pAIza. krodhanA jheranI sAme mArA kSamAnA amRtano ja vijaya thaze. ane maitrInA phuvArA vaDe premanA pavitra nIrano chaMTakAva karatAM A paramAtmA pahoMcyA te jaMgalamAM. jyAM pelo krodhanI Aga okavA taiyAra thaIne sajja hato caMDakoziyo nAga. jeNe koIne choDyA nahotA. mAnava ke pazu-paMkhInI vAta javA do, vanaspatine paNa potAnI dRSTimAMthI jhera choDIne jeNe bALI nAMkhI hatI. krodhanA zastranA jore potAnAmAM ja masta banelA te sarpe vedhaka draSTi 119 Page #125 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pheMkI, kAMI na thayuM. AMkhathI jhera okyuM, dharAra niSphaLatA maLI. najIka AvIne DaMkha mAya... potAnI tamAma dhAraNA khoTI paDI. lohInA badale dUdhanI dhArA nIkaLI. ' are bhAi ! eka mAtAne paNa jo potAnA bALaka pratye vAtsalya UbharAya che, to tenA stanamAMthI dUdhanI dhArA chUTe che, to A to vizvanA sarva jIvonI mAtA che. tenA roma romamAM vizvanA sarva jIvo rUpI potAnAM bALako pratye vAtsalya UbharAI rahyuM che. pachI tenA zarIranA tamAma aMgamAMthI dUdha kema na UbharAya? paNa sarvatra lohIne nihALanAra Aje dUdhane joine camakayo....ane prabhuvIranA mukhamAMthI zabdo sarI paDayA, - "bujha bujajha caMDakoziyA !" "he caMDakoziyA ! tuM bodha pAma, tuM bodha pAmI ane A zabdoe kamAla karI. prabhunI karuNA A zabdo dvArA ciMDakauzikane sparzI. tenA jIvananuM parivartana thayuM. mahAbhayaMkara krodhI sAkSAt kSamAno avatAra banyo. AThamA devaloka pahoMcIne chelle mokSe paNa te pahoMcaze. . prabhuvIranA zabdomAM kevI ajabanI hatI tAkAta. paNa A zabdo e zI cIja che? prabhuvIra cetana hatA. temanAmAM caitanya UbharAtuM hatuM ane temanA te caitanyathI zabdo jANe ke jIvaMta banyA hatA. parantu hakIkatamAM zabdo kAMI cetana nathI, te to jaDa che. teno samAveza thAya che pudgala nAmanA dravyamAM. zabdo vinAzI che. teo utpanna thAya che ane nAza paNa pAme che. A zabdo rUpI dravya che. tenAmAM paNa varNa, gaMdha, rasa, sparza vagere che. paNa ApaNAthI te joI zakAtA nathI. "pramANanayatattvAvalaMkAra' nAmanA jainazAstramAM ati pautika va: vAkaya Ave che. akAra vagere zabdo e paugalika che. arthAtu pudgala che. A vAkya vAMcIne jainonA kaTTara virodhI eka brAhmaNa paMDitanA jIvananuM parivartana thaI gayuM hatuM. teone jaina dharma, tenA zAstra ane tenA praNetA tIrthaMkara paramAtmAo pratye bhArobhAra bahumAna pedA thaI gayuM hatuM. jaina dharma sivAyanA tamAma dharmo zabdone pudgala dravya rUpa mAnatA nathI. naiyAyiko vagere to zabdane AkAzano guNa mAne che. guNa kadI pakaDAya nahi. guNanI oLakhANa karavI hoya to te guNa che i I u ra ra ra ra 120 ke eka ja che e ja che Page #126 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jenAmAM rahyo hoya tenI ja oLakhANa karavI paDe. cAritraguNanI pUjA karavI hoya to zI rIte thAya? te kAMI thoDo pakaDI zakAya? te to erUpI che. te cAritraguNanI pUjA karavI hoya to te cAritraguNanA dhAraka cAritradhara muninI ja pUjA karavI joie. have jo zabdane guNa mAnIe to tene paNa arUpI mAnavo paDe. tene na pakaDI zakAya tevo mAnavo paDe. paNa zabdanI judI judI asaro je anubhavAtI hatI, tenAthI zabdane arUpI mAnavAmAM vAMdho Avato hato. jyAre te vidvAna paMDite jaina zAstranuM vAkya vAMcyuM tyAre te nAcavA lAgyA. kAraNa ke jaina dharme zabdane pudgala dravya rUpe mAnyuM che. eTale ke tene pakaDI zakAya tevo rUpI mAnyo che. ane tema mAnavAthI tamAma vAMdhAo dUra thaI jatAM hatA. Aje paNa reDiyo, TI. vI. oDiyo keseTa, Teliphona vagere vaijJAnika sAdhano e zabdane spaSTa paNe pakaDrayo ja che. ane te rIte jaina dharmanI "zabda e pudgala dravya che paNa guNa nathI' tevI vAta so TakA sAcI che tema siddha karyuM che. ApaNA paramAtmA sarvajJa hatA, je vastu jevI che, tenuM te ja rIte varNana karanArA hatA. temAM have saheja paNa zaMkA zI rIte rahe ? anya dharmanA praNetAo paNa je satyone jaNAvI zakayA nathI, je satyone sAbita karavA mATe vaijJAnikone prayogazALAmAM aneka mAnava kalAko veDaphIne abajo rUpiyAnA kharca karavA paDe che, chatAM paNa jeo meLavI zakatA nathI te satyo paramAtmAe potAnI yoga sAdhanA dvArA eka paNa paisAnA kharca vinA jANIne jagatanI sAme rajU karyA che. kevA bhAgyazALI ApaNe badhA chIe ke ApaNane AvA sarvajJa paramAtmA ane tenA satyabharapUra zAstro ane temanuM sarvajIvahitakara zAsana prApta thayuM che ! pelA vidvAn paMDita to jainazAstranI vAto vAMcIne eTalA badhA AnaMdathI gAMDA banI gayA ke vAta na pUcho. grantha mAthe laIne nAcavA lAgyA. paNa khUba duHkhanI vAta che ke ApaNane gaLathUthImAM AvAM adbhuta zAsana, zAstra ane sarvajJa bhagavaMta maLyA hovA chatAM ApaNe tenI kadara karI zakatA nathI. tenuM mahattva samajI zakatA nathI. ane artha-kAmamAM pAgala banIne kiMmatI samaya veDaphI rahyAM chIe. have jAgIe. roja ochAmAM ocho aDadho kalAka paNa jaina dharmanA siddhAntone samajavA mATe kADhIe. ' Page #127 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (aMdhakAra zabda jema pudgala dravya che, tema ApaNane je aMdhakAra dekhAya che, te paNa pugala dravya che. prakAzanI gerahAjarInuM ja nAma aMdhakAra, te vAta barobara nathI. prakAza jema eka svataMtra cIja che, tema aMdhakAra e paNa eka svataMtra cIja che, te pudgala dravya che. tenAmAM paNa rUpa-rasa-gaMdha-sparza che. ApaNe jANIe chIe ke rAtre sutA hoIe tyAre keTalIka vAra mAMkaDa nIkaLe che. te lohI pIvA lAge che. te mAMkaDa divasa daramyAna chUpAIne besI rahe che, paNa karaDavA bahAra nIkaLatA nathI. ane jyAre pharI rAta paDe tyAre pharI karaDavA nIkaLe. A mAMkaDa to te indriya che. tene AMkho che ja nahi. tene kAMI dekhAtuM nathI. to tene khabara kevI rIte paDe ke rAtrI thaI che, aMdhAruM phelAyuM che, have nIkaLIza to koI mane joI ke pakaDI nahi zake. mATe lAva have huM bahAra nIkaLuM ! aMdhakAra e paNa eka pudgaladravya che. tenAmAM rUpa, rasa, gaMdha, sparza vagere che. rAtri thatA te aMdhakAranA pagalo phelAtAM tenI gaMdha te indriya evA mAMkaDanI ghrANendriya (nAka) sudhI pahoMce che. aMdhakAranI viziSTa prakAranI gaMdhano anubhava thatAM ja, mAMkaDane khabara paDI jAya che ke aMdhakAra thaI gayo che. TapoTapa bahAra nIkaLIne lohI cusavAnuM kArya teo zarU karI de che. Ama, zabdanI jema aMdhakAra paNa pudgala che, tema nakkI thayuM. udyota zaradapUrNimAnI rAtrie AkAzamAM candra soLe kaLAe purabahAramAM khIle che. tenI cAMdanI dharatI upara prasare che. candranI saumyatA ane zItaLatAno suMdara anubhava te vakhate lokone thAya che. kAraNake te vakhate candranA ThaMDAM vimAnomAMthI atyaMta ThaMDA kiraNo nIkaLe che jene udyota tarIke oLakhavAmAM Ave che. candrakAnta maNi vagere ratnonA ThaMDAM kiraNo paNa udyota che. candrano A udyota paNa pudgaladravya rUpa che. te kiraNone rUpa, rasa, gaMdha, sparza vagere badhuM hoya che. jemAMnAM zIta (ThaMDA) sparzano to ApaNe sau anubhava karIe ja chIe, candranI zItala cAMdanImAM rAtre dUdha-pauA khAvAno ke copATIe pharavA jaIne ghArIno ke anya cIja khAvAno kAryakrama goThavavo # # # # # # # 122 che Page #128 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jarAya ucita nathI. rAtribhojanatyAga karavAnI paramAtmAnI AjJAnuM ughADechoga apamAna che. niSpharatAbharyuM khUna che. rAtribhojana narakano nezanala hAive che, te vAta kadI visaravI nahi. pramA savAra-sAMjanI veLAe sUryanAM kiraNo sIdhA to ApaNI upara AvatA nathI, paNa tenA prakAzanI prabhA cAre bAju vistarelI ApaNe anubhavIe chIe. oraDAmAM lAITano prakAza phelAyelo hoya tyAre tenI bahAranA bhAgamAM lAITano DAyarekaTa prakAza na jato hovA chatAM ya tenI prabhA phelAyelI jaNAya che. A prabhA paNa eka prakAranA pagaladravya rUpa che. tenAmAM rahelA bhAsvara zukala rU5nA kAraNe ApaNe prakAzano anubhava karI zakIe chIe. Ata5 sUryanAM kiraNo sIdhA ja ApaNI upara paDe to ApaNane sakha garamIno anubhava thAya che. A sUryanuM vimAna ThaMDuM che. paNa temAMthI nIkaLatAM kiraNo garama che. jema ThaMDA padArthamAMthI nIkaLelA ThaMDA kiraNo udyota tarIke oLakhAya che tema ThaMDA padArthamAMthI nIkaLatAM garama kiraNo Atapa tarIke oLakhavAmAM Ave che. A garama kiraNo svarUpa Apa paNa - rUpa, rasa, gaMdha, sparzayukta hovAthI - pudgaladravya che. chAyA bhUtakALamAM jyAre ghaDiyAnI zodha nahotI thaI tyAre loko paDachAyAnA AdhAre sAco samaya kahI zakatA hatA. A paDachAyo paNa pudgaladravya che kAraNa ke te rUpI che, te pakaDAya che, tene jhIlI zakAya che. - AjanI phoTogrAphInI tathA muvInI zodha chAyAne pudgaladravya tarIke sAbita kare che. koIpaNa prANI ke padArthamAMthI orA = chAyAnAM pudgalo satata bahAra pheMkAya che, jene kemerAmAM jhaDapI levAmAM Ave che. jene phoTAmAM ke muvImAM nihALI zakAya che. jo chAyA e pudgaladravya na hota to kadI paNa koIpaNa padArthano phoTo ke muvI laI zakAta nahi. zabda, aMdhakAra, udyota, prabhA, Atapa ane chAyA e pudgaladravyanAM Page #129 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vizeSa lakSaNo che. A cha lakSaNo dareka pudgaladravyamAM hoya ja tevuM nathI. paNa chamAMthI koIpaNa lakSaNa jayAM jaNAya te pudgaladravya ja hoya te nakkI che. paNa tamAme tamAma pudgala dravyomAM je avazya hoya ja che, te cAra lakSaNone pudgalanAM sAmAnya lakSaNo tarIke zAstromAM jaNAvavAmAM AvyAM che : (1) rUpa (2) rasa (3) gaMdha ane (4) sparza. . A pudgala dravya rUpI che. eTale ke tenAmAM varNa (rUpa), gaMdha, rasa ane sparza hoya che. A cAre tenAM sAmAnya lakSaNo che. pagaladravyamAM lAla, lIlo, pILo, sapheda ane kALo, e pAMca varNa che. surabhI (sugaMdha) ane durabhI (durgadha); ema be prakAranI gaMdha che. khATo, tIkho, tUro, kaDavo ane mITho; ema pAMca prakAranA rasa che, lIsokharabacaDo, cIkaNo, sUko, bhAre-halako, ThaMDo-garama; ema ATha prakAranA je sparza che, temAMnA keTalAka sparza hoya che. Tebala, khurazI, makAna, pena vagere sarve pugaladravyo che. tenA TUkaDA karIe, te TukaDAnA TukaDA karIe. thayelA te TukaDAonA pAchA TukaDA karIe. A rIte nAnA nAnA TukaDA karatAM karatAM chelle je nAno TukaDo thAya te paramANu kahevAya. A paramANunA pharI kadI paNa TukaDA thaI zake nahi. atyAranA vaijJAnikoe je aNu zodhyo che, te kAMI nAnAmAM nAno bhAga nathI, tenA to haju anaMta TukaDA thaI zake tema che. tevA anaMta TukaDA karatAM je nAnAmAM nAno TukaDo thAya te parama sauthI nAno) aNu eTale ke paramANu kahevAya. A paramANu ApaNI AMkhe joI zakAto nathI. te atizaya sUkSma che. chatAM tenI tAkAta gajabanI che. cauda rAjalokanA eka cheDethI bIje cheDe te mAtra eka ja samayamAM pahoMcI zake che. A paramANuo vastu thI chUTA paDyA na hoya paNa vastunI aMdara ja rahelA hoya tyAre tene pradeza kahevAya che. ApaNane je Tebala, khurazI, pena vagere dekhAya che. tenA aMnatA nAnA TukaDA thaI zakatA hovAthI anaMta paramANuothI baneluM che, tema kahevAya paNa te anaMta paramANuo atyAre Tebala, khurazI, pena vagerenI aMdara ja rahelAM che paNa chuTA paDelAM nathI, tethI te aMnatA paramANuone pradeza kahevAya che. Ama, vastuthI chUTA paDelA avibhAjaya (jenA be bhAga na thaI zake tevA) aMzane paramANu kahevAya, paNa vastumAM rahelA tenA avibhAjaya aMzane pradeza kahevAya. AvA pradezonA jaththA rUpa Tebala, khurazI vagere vastuone skaMdha Page #130 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kahevAmAM Ave che. te skaMdhamAM rahelAM tenA nAnA bhAgane deza kahevAmAM Ave che. baMdIno lADavo to joyo che ne ? ghaNI badhI buMdI bhegI thaIne A lADavo banyo che. te lADavAne skaMdha kahevAya. A lADavAmAM rahelAM tenA judA judA bhAgane deza kahevAya. A lADavAmAM rahelI dareka buMdIne (hakIkatamAM tenA avibhAjaya nAnAmAM nAnA bhAgane) pradeza kahevAya. paNa jo te buMdI (pradeza) lADavAthI chUTI paDI jAya to tene paramANu kahevAya. skaMdha = vastuno Akho bhAga, dA.ta., buMdIno Akho lADu deza = vastumAM joDAyelo vastuno amuka bhAga. dA.ta., buMdInA lADavAmAM rahelo teno bhAga. pradeza = vastumAM rahelo teno avibhAjaya aMza. dA.ta., buMdInA lADavAmAM rahelo buMdIno kaNa. paramANu = vastumAMthI chUTo paDelo teno avibhAjaya aMza. dA.ta., lADavAthI chUTo paDelo buMdIno kaNa. - ahIM eka vAta dhyAnamAM rAkhavI ke skaMdhamAM rahelA tenA bhAgane deza kahevAya che, paNa jo te deza (bhAga) skaMdhathI chUTo paDI jAya to te have deza na kahevAya paNa svataMtra skaMdha kahevAya. lADavAthI chUTo paDI gayelo aDadho lADu deza na kahevAtA skaMdha kahevAya. ApaNe pUrve jo I gayA ke dhamastikAya, adharmAstikAya, AkAzAstikAya ane AtmA e akhaMDa dravyo che. tenA TukaDA chUTA paDI zakatA nathI. mATe temanA paramANu hotA nathI. paNa temanAthI chUTA hi paDatAM temanA avibhAjya aMzo to che ja, jene temanA pradeza kahevAmAM Ave che. AtmA (jIvAstikAya), dharmAstikAya, ane ardhamAstikAyanA asaMkhyAtA avibhAjya aMzo che; mATe A traNe ya dravyone asaMkhyAta pradezI (pradezavALA), skaMdha kahevAya che. jayAre AkAzAstikAyamAM anaMtA pradezo che, mATe te anaMtapradezI DhaMdha kahevAya. AkAzAstikAyanA asaMkhyAtapradeza jeTalA dezamAM dharmAstikAya ane adharmAstikAya che; teTalA dezane lokAkAza kahevAya che. ane bAkInA anaMtapradezI dezamAM dharmAstikAya, adhamastikAya, jIvAstikAya ke pudgalAstikAya nathI, tethI tene alokAkAza kahevAya che. asti = pradeza, kAya = samUha. Page #131 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ astikAya = pradezono samUha. jIvAstikAya, dharmAstikAya, adharmAstikAya, AkAzAstikAya, pagalAstikAya vagere pradezonA samUharUpa hovAthI astikAya kahevAya che. A pAMce astikAyarUpa hovAthI A vizvane paMcAstikAyamaya kahevAya che. pudgala dravyo anaMtA che. te dareka pudgala dravyamAM kAMI anaMtA ke asaMkhyAtA pradezo nathI. koI pudgaladravyamAM eka, be, traNa ke saMkhyAtA pradezo hoya che to ko'ka pudgala dravyamAM asaMkhyAta ke anaMtA pradezo paNa hoya che. A pudgala dravyanA avibhAjya aMzo chUTA paDI zake che. mATe tenA paramANuo hoya che. ghaDiyALa-pena-makAna vagere pudgalaskaMdho che. tenI sAthe joDAyelA kAMTo, DAyala, DhAMkaNa, sTIla, bArI vagere tenA avayavo te deza che. tenAmAM rahelAM tenA avibhAjaya aMzo te pradezo che. ane chUTA paDelA avibhAjaya aMzo te pudgalanA paramANu che. Ama pudgaladravyanA (1) skaMdha (2) deza (3) pradeza ane (4) paramANu cAre prakAro maLe che. jayAre dharmAstikAya, adhamastikAya AkAzAstikAya ane jIvAstikAyanA (1) aMdha (2) deza ane (3) pradeza ema traNa prakAra maLe che. parantu kALa nAmanuM chaThThuM eka dravya A vizvamAM che ke je pradezonA samUha rUpa nathI. mATe te astikAya rUpa paNa nathI. te eka prakAranuM che tethI ajIva dravyonA kula 14 peTAbhedo thAya. ajIvanA cauda bhedo ------------- dhamastikAya | 3 adharmAstikAya | 3 AkAzAstikAya 3 4 pudgalAstikAya skaMdha-deza-pradeza skaMdha-deza-pradeza skaMdha-deza-pradeza skaMdha-deza-pradeza-paramANu ! : kula : 14 Page #132 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1 3 ((kALa kALa ajIva dravya che. te arUpI che. arthAt tene koI varNa (rUpa), baMdha, rasa ke sparza nathI. tene ApaNe AMkhe joI zakatA nathI. chatAM te mUkapaNe ApaNane aneka rIte sahAya kare che. nAnAne moTuM kare che A kALadravya. navAne jUnuM kare che A kALadravya. ke kALadravya Ama to vartamAna eka samaya rUpa che, paNa aneka samaya rUpa nathI, mATe to tene apradezI kahIne teno astikAya tarIke svIkAra karAyo nathI. Ama, jIvAstikAya, dharmAstikAya, adharmAstikAya, AkAzAstikAya, dUgalAstikAya ane kALa e cha dravyomAM jIvAstikAya e cetanadravya che, bAkInA pAMce ya dravyo jaDa che. kALadravya apradeza che, bAkInA pAMce ya pradezanA samUha rUpa hovAthI bastikAya rUpa che. mAtra pudgala dravya ja varNa, gaMdha, rasa, sparzavALuM hovAthI rUpI che. bAkInA pAMce ya dravyo arUpI che. AMkhanA eka palakArAmAM asaMkhyAtA samaya vItI jAya che. nizcayanayathI kALa vartamAna eka samaya rUpa hovAthI eka ja samayano apradezI) kahevAya che paNa vyavahAranayathI te aneka samayano mAnavAmAM bAvyo che. atyAra sudhI 1 sekaMDane ochAmAM ochA samaya tarIke svIkAravAmAM bAvatI hatI paNa have to evI ghaDiyALo zodhAI che ke je sekaMDanA dasa hajAramA bhAgane paNa batADe che, te jaNAve che ke eka sekaMDanA dasa hajAra bhAga paNa thaI zake che. jaina zAstro to kahe che ke eka sekaMDanA dasa hajAra nahi, paNa asaMkhyAtA bhAgo thaI zake che. jene samaya kahevAmAM Ave che. samaya eTale kALano avibhAjaya aMza. jenA have be bhAga na thaI zake tevo kALano nAnAmAM nAno bhAga. i 127 - Page #133 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kamaLanI eka hajAra pAMkhaDIo bhegI karIe. pachI koI tene soyathI vadhe to A eka hajAra pAMkhaDIone soyathI vIMdhAtA keTalo samaya lAgyo? eka sekaMDa karatAM ya ocho lAge ne ? paNa bhAI ! pahelI pAMkhaDI vIMdhAyA vinA bIjI pAMkhaDI vIMdhAya kharI ? te vIMdhAyA vinA trIjI pAMkhaDI vIMdhAya kharI ? dareka pAMkhaDIne vIMdhatA ekeka samaya lAgyo tema kahIe toya eka sekaMDamAM hajAro samaya thayA tema mAnavuM paDe ne ! hAthamAM jIrNa thaI gayeluM dhotiyuM laIne tenA be bhAga karIe to kSaNavAramAM thaI jAya che ne ! paNa pahelo tAMtaNo tUTyA vinA bIjo tAMtaNo tUTe kharo? teTalA bhAgamAM to lAkho tAMtaNA haze. jo sekaMDanA somAM bhAgamAM dhotiyuM cIrAyuM to teno matalaba to ema thayo ne ke sekaMDanA somAM bhAgamAM lAkho tAMtaNA tUTyA ! jo dareka tAMtaNAne tUTatA eka samaya gaNIe to ya sekaMDanA somA bhAgamAM lAkho samaya vItI gayA, tema mAnavuM paDe. ' are bhAI ! bhAratamAM beThAM beThAM osTreliyA ke nyujhIlenDamAM ramAtI krikeTameca TI.vI. upara tame joI zako cho ne? je vakhate tyAM ramAya tyAre ja tamane dekhAya che ne ? paNa bhAI ! te ramAtI ramatanA dazyo upagraha sudhI pahoMcIne pAchA tamArA TI.vI. sudhI pahoMcatA samaya na lAge ? chatAM ApaNane to samayonuM jarA ya aMtara paDyuM jaNAtuM nathI, kAraNake samaya e khUba ja sUkSma che. AMkhanA palakArAmAM AvA to asaMkhyAtA samaya vItI jAya che. ApaNA AtmAne eka bhavamAMthI bIjA bhavamAM jatA AvA ekathI pAMca ja sUkSma samaya lAge che. tethI vadhAre nahi. ATalA ochA kALamAM ApaNo AtmA bIjA bhavamAM pahoMcIne tyAMnuM navuM jIvana jIvavAnuM zarU karI de che. je samaye jIva navo janma le che, te ja samaye te bhojana levAnuM zarU karI de che. basa ! ApaNA AtmAnI A ja moTI bhUla che. khAvAnI kAramI lAlasAne vaza thayelo A Atama jayAM navA jIvanamAM khAvAnI pahelI bhUla kare che, tyAM ja sajA rUpe tene lamaNe zarIra ThokAya che. lIdhelA Page #134 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ khorAkathI tene zarIra banAvavuM paDe che. ane pachI banAvela te zarIranA lAlana-pAlana ane poSaNa mATe tene aDhAre ya pApo karavA paDe che. pariNAme durgatimAM bhamavuM paDe che. jo zarIra ja na hoya to saMsAra Ubho rahe kharo ? zarIra to A saMsArano - aDhAre ya pApono pAyo che. A zarIra vaLagyuM che ApaNane ApaNI pahelA samaye AhAra karavAnI bhUlanA kAraNe ! A to "paDhavA gayA namAjha ane majIda koTe vaLagI" tevo ghATa thayo ! mATe ja khAvA-pIvAnI kAramI Asaktione toDavAno A bhavamAM abhyAsa karavo joIe. vAraMvAra tapa karavo joIe. tapa karavAnI sAthe AhArasaMjJAne toDavAnuM lakSa paNa rAkhavuM joIe. AvA atyaMta sUkSma asaMkhyAtA samayo bhegA thAya tene eka AvalikA kahevAya. koIpaNa saMsArIjIva janma lIdhA pachI ochAmAM ochuM AvI 256 AvalikA to jIve ja. te pahelAM to koInuM yaM mota na thAya. A 2pa6 AvalikA e nAnAmAM nAnA bhavanuM mApa hovAthI eka kSullaka (nAno) bhava tarIke paNa pracalita che. sazakta yuvAnanA eka zvAsozvAsamAM AvA sADA sattara (17) kSullaka-bhava pasAra thaI jAya che. ApaNane je lIla-phaMga vagere dekhAya che temAM rahelA jIvonuM AyuSya sAmAnyataH kSullakabhava jeTaluM hoya che. ApaNA eka zvAsozvAsa daramyAna te AtmAoe 17 vAra janma-maraNa karIne aDhAramI vAra janma laI lIdho hoya che. AvA to anaMtA bhavo temanA nigoda avasthAmAM ja vItI jatAM hoya che. 48 miniTamAM sAmAnyataH 3773 zvAsozvAsa thatAM hovAthI nigodanA jIvone (3773 x 17) 65536 kSullakabhava thaI jAya che. 48 miniTa daramyAna 1,67, 77, 216 AvalikA pasAra thAya che. jemAM dareka bhAva 256 AvalikA pramANa hovAthI 65536 kSullakabhavo nigodanA jIvonA pUrA thaI jAya che. ja ja ra ja je 129 Page #135 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kALanuM koSTaka sUkSmamAM sUkSma avibhAjaya kALa = 1 samaya. asaMkhyAtA samaya = 1 AvalikA. 256 AvalikA = 1 kSullakabhava. lagabhaga 17 kSullakabhava = 1 zvAsozvAsa, 1,67,77, 216 avalikA | = 48 miniTa athavA 6papa36 kSullakabhava athavA 1 mUhUrta | athavA 3773 zvAsozvAsa athavA 2 ghaDI 15 muhUrta = 1 divasa 1 rAta 30 muhUrta = 1 ahorAtra (24 kalAka) 15 ahorAtra = 1 pakhavADiyuM. ra pakhavADiyA = 1 mahino 2 mahinA= 1 Rtu 3 Rtu (cha mahinA) = 1 dakSiNAyana ke 1 uttarAyana 2 ayana = 12 mahinA = 1 varSa pa varSa - 1 yuga 20 yuga = 1 zatAbdi. 84 lAkha varSa = 1 pUvaga 84 lAkha pUrvAga ke 70,560 abaja varSa = 1 pUrva asaMkhya varSa = 1 palyopama. 10 koDAkoDI palyopama = 1 sAgaropama 10 koDAkoDI sAgaropama = 1 avasarpiNI = 1 utsarpiNI 20 koDAkoDI sAgaropama = 1 kALacakra anaMtA kALacakra = 1 pudgalaparAvartakALa anaMtA pagalaparAvartakALa = bhUtakALa anaMtapagalaparAvarta kALa = bhaviSyakALa. vartamAna eka samaya = vartamAnakALa. bhUtakALa + vartamAnakALa + bhaviSyakALa = saMpUrNa kALa. eka pUrvanA 70,560 abaja varSa thAya. A covIsInA pahelA bhagavaMta zrI RSabhadeva svAmInuM AyuSya AvA 84 lAkha pUrvanuM hatuM. ja che ke ja che ke je 130 ki ja che ke A ja ja Page #136 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eTale ke 70560 abaja X 84 lAkha varSanuM hatuM. teo zAzvatagirirAja zrI zatruMjayatIrthanI yAtrAe 99 pUrva vAra padhAryA hatA. eTale ke 99 x 70560 abaja varSa vAra teo zatruMjaya tIrthAdhirAja upara padhAryA hatA. tenI yAdamAM Aje paNa pratIka rUpe zatruMjaya girirAjanI navvANuM yAtrA karavAnI paraMparA cAle che. AjanA vijJAnanA yugamAM kapyuTara paNa je AMkaDA na batADI zake te AMkaDA ane tenI gaNatarI jaina zAstroe batADI che. 140 mIMDAMvALI zIrSapahelIkA sudhInI saMkhyAo jaina zAstromAM jovA maLe che. tyArapachInI gaNatarI mATe jainazAstromAM palyopama, sAgaropama vagere zabdonA prayogo karavAmAM AvyA che. tenuM pramANa AMkaDAo dvArA jaNAvI zakAtuM nathI. (palyopama : palya = pavAlo | kUvo. upamA - sarakhAmaNI. pavAlAnI upamAthI je pramANa jaNAvavAmAM Ave che te palya + upamA = palyopama kahevAya che. pavAlAnI upamA A pramANe che. dhAro ke eka yojana (cAra gAu, hAlanA lagabhaga 13 ki.mITara) lAMbo, eka yojana pahoLo ane eka yojana UMDo khADo (pavAlo) khodIne temAM sAta divasanA janmelA yugalika bALakanA sukomaLa pAtaLA, bArika vALanA asaMkhya TukaDA karIne bharavAmAM Ave (AvuM koIe karyuM nathI, karatuM nathI ke karavAnuM nathI. A to mAtra kalpanA che. te paNa evA khIcokhIca dAbI dAbIne bharavAnA ke jethI temAM pANInuM TIpuM paNa pravezI na zake. tenI upara rolara pheravIne tene saghana karavAnuM. nAnakaDA chidra (kANA) jeTalI paNa jagyA nahi rAkhavAnI. pachI dara so so varSe temAMthI eka-eka vALano TukaDo kADhavAno. A rIte karatAM A pavAlAne (khADAne) saMpUrNa khAlI thatAM jeTalA varSo lAge teTalA kALane eka palyopama kahevAmAM Ave che. eka sAmAyika karavAthI, 92, 19, 25,925 palyopama jeTaluM devalokanuM sukha maLe teTaluM zatAvedanIya baMdhAya che. tyAM palyopama eTale upara jaNAvela asaMkhyAtA varSo jANavA. sAgaropama sAgara = dariyo. dariyAnI upamA (sarakhAmaNI)thI jANI zakAya teTalA varSonA kALane sAgaropama tarIke oLakhavAmAM Ave che. 131 Page #137 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pUrve je palyopamanI vAta jaNAvI, tevA eka karoDa palyopamane dasa karoDa palyopama sAthe guNatAM (1 karoDa palyo x 10 karoDa =) 10 koDAkoDI palyopama javAba Ave; tene eka sAgaropama kahevAya. Ama, 1 sAgaropamamAM to asaMkhyAtA varSo pasAra thaI jAya. deva ane nArakanuM vadhumAM vadhu AyuSya 33 sAgaropama che. teTalA kALa sudhI te AtmA tyAMthI bahAra nIkaLI zakato nathI tene teTalo kALa tyAM ja pasAra karavo paDe che. AvA dasa koDAkoDI sAgaropama (10 karoDa x 1 karoDa kALacaka 12 ArAnuM kALacaka utsarpiNI kALa avasarpiNI kALa 10 ko. ko.sAgaropama - 10ke. ke. sAgaropama T1lo ArA Dho ArA zo Aro suSama suSama/ rejo , WAR nApamo Aro dvata che 4 koDAkoDI/ 3IDAddha sanmAgaropama , sAgaropama/ 3 kaDAcheDI.jajara Aro /. sAgaropama/ koDAkI (4tho Aro traNama duSama dasa karo, , 3jo , . sAgaropama / 2 kIlaDI , garo masurA suSama che 2 Aro garopamAM kIDI. 00 varSa ma-malahoma = asaMkhya varSa pasAgaropamamAM sh | 4tho che 1 3jo , jagaropama' ja thAya ra his Home Se MA: Ashooes) (9le we mae. 5mAM Arca (cle e" 11 He pha5 6 sAgaropama)nA kALane eka utsarpiNI ke eka avasarpiNI tarIke oLakhavAmAM Ave che. je darekamAM cha-cha ArA hoya che. Page #138 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eka avasarpiNI ane eka utsarpiNI bhegI thatAM bAra ArAnuM 20 koDAkoDI sAgaropama pramANa kALacakra thAya che. sAyakala, rIkSA, skUTara vagerenuM paiDuM to joyuM che ne ? te eka goLAkAra cakra che. tenI barobara vacce dharI hoya che. jenI AjubAju kula 12 saLiyA dekhAya che. jenI vacce bAra khAnA taiyAra thayelAM jaNAya che.. basa AvuM ja cakra kALacakra tarIke jainazAsanamAM prasiddha che. bhUtakALamAM AvAM ghaNAM kALacakro pasAra thaI gayA ane bhaviSyamAM paNa ghaNAM kALacakro pasAra thaze. vartamAnamAM paNa eka kALacakra pasAra thaI rahyuM che. - tenA bAra khAnAM te bAra vibhAgo che je ArA tarIke prasiddha che. jemAnAM prathama cha ArA avasarpiNI kALa tarIke ane pachInA cha ArA utsarpiNI kALa tarIke oLakhAya che. 20 koDAkoDI sAgaropama kALa pasAra thAya tyAre eka kALacakra pUrNa thayuM gaNAya. tethI eka avasarpiNI kALa ke : eka utsarpiNI kALa 10 koDAkoDI sAgaropamano gaNAya. jethI baMne bhegA thatAM eka kALacakra pUrNa thAya. avasarpiNI kALa jemAM badhuM ghaTatuM jAya, utaratuM jAya, halakuM thatuM jAya te kALanuM nAma avasarpiNI kALa. - AyuSya, UMcAI, dharatInI mIThAza, sukha vageremAM je kALamAM uttarottara ghaTADo thato hoya te kALa avasarpiNI kALa kahevAya. tenAthI viparIta kALa te utsarpiNI kALa. eTale ke je kALamAM AyuSya, UMcAI, dharatInI mIThAza, sukha vagere uttarottara vadhatuM jAya te kALane utsarpiNI kALa kahevAya. atyAre avasarpiNI kALa cAlI rahI che. kAraNa ke uttarottara badhuM ghaTatuM jAya che. . A utsarpiNI kALa ane avasarpiNI kALanA darekanA cha-cha vibhAgo che. je pahelA, bIjA, trIjA, cothA, pAMcamAM ane chaThThA ArA tarIke prasiddha che. hAla avasarpiNI kALano pAMcamo Aro cAle che jeno kula samaya 21000 varSa che. have tenAM lagabhaga sADA aDhAra hajAra varSa bAkI che. teTalo samaya pasAra thayA bAda chaThTho Aro zarU thaze. prabhuvIra' nirvANa pAmyA pachI traNa varSa ane sADA ATha mahInA Page #139 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (89 pakhavADiyA) pasAra thayA tyAre cotho Aro pUrNa thayo. ane pAMcamA ArAnI zarUAta thaI, je hAla cAlI rahyo che. avasarpiNIkALanA cha ArAmAMnA pahelA ArAnuM nAma che suSamasuSama, A ArAmAM sukha-sukha ne sukha hoya. manuSyonuM AyuSya traNa palyopama hoya. UMcAI 3 gAu hoya. dara traNa divase eka ja vAra bhUkha lAge, ane te paNa mAtra tuveranA dANA jeTalA khorAkathI zAnta thaI jAya. A prathama Aro cAra koDAkoDI sAgaropama kALano hoya che. te pUrNa thatAM bIjo Aro zarU thAya che. A bIjA ArAnuM nAma che sukhama. A ArAmAM puSkaLa sukha hoya che. avasarpiNIkALa hovAnA kAraNe badhuM ghaTatuM hovAthI A ArAmAM AyuSya be palyopama ane UMcAI 2 gAu hoya che. dara be divase ekavAra temane bhUkha lAge che. je bora jeTalo khorAka levAthI zAnta thaI jAya che. A bIjo Aro traNa koDAkoDI sAgaropama kALano hoya che. te pUrNa thatAM trIjo Aro suSama-duHkhama nAmano zarU thAya che je be koDAkoDI sAgaropamano hoya che. jemAM vadhAre sukha ane ochuM duHkha hoya che. mAnavonuM AyuSya ghaTatAM ghaTatAM eka palyopamanuM ane UMcAI eka gAu jeTalI hoya che. dara eka divasa pasAra thaye bhUkha lAge che, je AmaLA jeTalo AhAra karavAthI zAnta thAya che. A traNe ArAnA kALane yugalikakALa kahevAya che. kAraNa ke temAM (puruSa-strInuM) yugala sAthe janme che - jIve che ane mare che. bALaka - bALakI rUpe temano janma thAya che. janmatAM pIDA anubhavavI paDatI nathI. dasa prakAranAM kalpavRkSo pAsethI Icchita cIjavastuo prApta thAya che. te meLavavA koI mahenata karavI paDatI nathI. nokarI-dhaMdhA hotA nathI. potAnuM pUrNa AyuSya sukha-AnaMdamAM vyatIta karavAnuM hoya che. tyAM zeTha-nokara, rAjA-raMka, zrImaMta-garIba vage2e bhedabhAvo hotA nathI. badhAM sukhamaya jIvana jIve che. tyAM khetI paNa nathI. pazuo paNa potAnI rIte svataMtra hoya che. hAthI-ghoDA-gadheDA-baLada vagere pazuone mAnavo dvA2A baMdhana ke bhAravahana karavAnA upayogamAM levAtAM nathI. yauvanakALamAM AvatAM, sAthe janmelAM te baMne pati-patnI rUpe jIvana jIve che. teo khUba ja ochA kaSAyavALAM ane alpa mamatvavALAM sama 134 Page #140 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hoya che. svabhAve ja zAnta hoya che. jIvanamAM pApAcAra khAsa hotA nathI. ' vaLI A yugalikakALamAM dharma paNa hoto nathI. tIrthaMkara bhagavaMte te kALamAM zAsanasthApanA karI nathI. tethI pUjA- sAmAyika pratikramaNAdi ke anya koI kriyAkAMDa te kALamAM koI karatuM nathI. . AyuSya pUrNa thavAnA cha mahInA bAkI hoya tyAre teo eka yugalane janma Ape che. 1lAM ArAmAM 49 divasa, bIjA ArAmAM 64 divasa ane trIjA ArAmAM 89 divasa te navA janmela yugalanuM pAlanapoSaNa karavuM paDe che. teTalo samaya pasAra thatAM te yugalo potapotanI rIte sakSama banI jAya che. A yugalone zarIramAM kadI paNa koipaNa prakAranA rogAdi thatA nathI. ApaNane chIMka, bagAsuM ke khAMsI khAtI vakhate pIDA thatI nathI tema mRtyu vakhate temane pIDA hotI nathI. jIvanamAM pApAcAra khAsa na hovAnA kAraNe A tamAma yugaliko marIne devalokamAM jAya che. A avasarpiNI kALa hovAthI paDato kALa che. dhIme dhIme pRthvInI mIThAza ghaTatI jAya che. kalpavRkSa phaLa ApatAM baMdha thAya che. lokomAM paNa kaSAyAdi vadhatAM jAya che. tethI A trIjA ArAnA chellA eka palyopamano AThamo bhAga bAkI rahe tyAre kulakara vyavasthA zarU thAya che, arthAt loko potAnA eka movaDIne nIme che, je kulakara tarIke oLakhAya che. A avasarpiNImAM sau prathama vimalavAhana' nAmanA kulakara thayA. jeno vaMzamAM chellA kulakara tarIke nAbhI kulakara (RSabhadeva bhagavAnanA pitA) thayA. jayAre A trIjA ArAnA 84 lAkha pUrva ne 89 pakhavADiyAM (1 pUrva=70560 abaja varSo bAkI hoya tyAre prathama tIrthakara bhagavaMtano janma thAya che. te nyAye nAbhIrAjAne tyAM RSabhadeva bhagavAnano janma thayo. teonuM 84 lAkha pUrvanuM AyuSya hatuM. . teo sau prathama rAjA banyA. strIonI 64 kaLA ane purUSonI 72 kaLA temaNe batAvI. yugalika kALa khalAsa thayo hovAthI sAmAjika vyavasthAo temaNe niyata karI. pachI dIkSA svIkArIne A avasarpiNI kALanA prathama sAdhu teo banyA. kevaLajJAna pAmIne prathama bhagavAna paNa teo banyA. Page #141 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAtA marudevAne jJAnanI ane mokSalakSmInI bheTa teoe ApI. aneka jIvone sAco rAha cIMdhavA jainazAsanane prakAzita karyuM. chelle teo mokSe sidhAvyA. teonA mokSa-gamana pachI 89 pakhavADiyAM (3 varSa 8 mahInA) pasAra thayA tyAre trIjo Aro pUrNa thayo ane cothA ArAnI zarUAta thaI. samagra avasarpiNImAM 24 tIrthaMkara paramAtmA thAya che. temAMnA prathama tIrthaMkara trIjA ArAmAM thAya che, jemanuM nirvANa thayA bAda 89 pakhavADiyAM pUrNa thatAM trIjo Aro pUrNa thAya che. bAkInA bIjAthI covIsamA sudhInA 23 tIrthaMkara paramAtmAo cothA ArAmAM thAya che. chellA covIsamA bhagavAnanuM nirvANa thayA bAda 89 pakhavADiyAM pUrNa thatAM cotho Aro pUrNa thAya che. je ma avasarpiNIkALamAM 24 bhagavAna thAya che, tema utsarpiNIkALamAM paNa 24 bhagavAna thAya che. paNa temAM trIjA ArAnI zarUAtanA 89 pakhavADiyAM pasAra thAya tyAre pahelA bhagavAnano janma thAya che. trIjA ArAmAM ekathI trevIsa bhagavAna thAya che. ane cothA ArAnA zarUAtanA 89 pakhavADiyA pasAra thAya tyAre chellA covIsamAM bhagavAnano janma thAya che. Ama avasarpiNImAM trIjA ArAmAM eka ane cothA ArAmAM bAkInA trevIsa bhagavAna thAya che jayAre utsarpiNImAM trIjA ArAmAM 23 ane cothA ArAmAM chellA eka bhagavAna thAya che. avasarpiNInA cauthA ArAnuM nAma duHkhama-suSama che. A ArAmAM du:kha ghaNuM ane sukha thoDuM che. trIjA ArAnA aMtima bhAgamAM zarU thayelo mokSamArga A cothA ArAmAM paNa cAlu rahe che. bAkInA trevIsa bhagavaMto A ArAmAM tIrthasthApana karIne mArga batAvatA rahe che. manuSyonuM AyuSya vadhumAM vadhu eka kroDapUrva varSa hoya che. UMcAi 500 dhanuSa (1 dhanuSa = cAra hAtha) hoya che. bhUkha aniyata samaye lAge che, ane AhAranuM pramANa paNa koI niyata nathI. trIjA ArAnA aMtima bhAgathI AraMbhIne A ArAmAM paNa jIvo jema mokSe jaI zake che, tema marIne 7mI naraka sudhI paNa jaI zake che. pAMce gatimAM (cAragati + mokSa) javAnA daravAjA A ArAmAM khullA hoya che. A avasarpiNIkALano kula samaya je dasa koDAkoDI sAgaropamano che, temAMthI pahelA bIjA-trIjA ArAnA 4+ 3+ ra = nava koDAkoDI Page #142 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAgaropama thaI gayA. bAkI rahelA eka koDAkoDI sAgaropamamAMthI pAMcamA ArAnAM 21000 varSa ane chaThThA ArAnA 21000 varSa bAkI rAkhatAM je (42000 varSa ochA evA eka koDAkoDI sAgaropamano) kALa bacyo, te cothA ArAno samaya jANavo. teTalo samaya pasAra thatAM cotho Aro pUrNa thAya. A avasarpiNInA chellA bhagavAna prabhu mahAvIra mokSe gayA pachI 89 pakhavADiyAM pasAra thatAM A du:khama nAmano pAMcamo Aro zarU thayela che, jemAM AyuSya vadhumAM vadhu sAmAnyataH 130 varSanuM ane UMcAI sAta hAthanI gaNI zakAya. bhUkha aniyata samaye lAge ane bhojananuM pramANa paNa aniyata hoya che. A pAMcamA ArAnA aMta samaya sudhI dharma raheze. cothA ArAmAM janmelA sAdhanA karIne pAMcamA ArAmAM mokSe jaI zake che, paNa pAMcamA ArAmAM janmelA mATe mokSa-mArga baMdha che. A avasarpiNImAM RSabhadeva bhagavAnanA mAtA marudevA sau prathama moko gayAM. temaNe mokAnA daravAjA bharatakSetro mATe ughADayA. je daravAjA prabhuvIranA paMcama gaNadhara sudharmAsvAmInA ziSya jaMbUsvAmI mokSe jatAM baMdha thayA. A avasarpiNI kALanA sauthI chellA mokSe janArA je bUsvAmI thayA. A paMcama ArAmAM puSkaLa duHkha hoya. te 21000 varSa sudhI Takaze. chelle vimalavAhana nAmano rAjA thaze. je aMtima yugapradhAna dupasahasUrijInI preraNAthI zatranuM jaya girirAjano chello sattaramo uddhAra karAvaze. . dharmAstikAya, adharmAstikAya, AkAzAstikAya, pugalAstikAya ane kALa e pAMca ajIva mAMthI dharmAstikAya, adhamastikAya, ane AkAzAstikAya, darekanA (1) skaMdha, (ra) deza ane (3) pradeza - ema traNa traNa bheda hovAMthI 9 bheda thayAM. temAM pagalAstikAyanA (1) skaMdha (2) deza (3) pradeza ane (4) paramANu e cAra bheda umeratAM 13 bheda thayA. kALanA pradeza na hoya. tethI tenA skaMdha-deza-pradeza jevA bhedo nathI. ajIvadravyonA uparokata 13 bhedamAM kALane umeratAM ajIvadravyonA kula 14 bheda thayA. i 137 che ke je ja che Page #143 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 14 puNyatattva jIva mAtrane sukha game che, duHkhanI kalpanA karatAM te tINI cIsa pADI UThe che. to manamAM savAla thAya che ke A sukha je ApaNane darekane atyaMta pasaMda che, te sukha Ave che kyAMthI? zuM sukha ApaNane ApaNA puruSArthathI maLe che? jo hA, to manamAM prazno UThe che ke DigrIo pAmelA bekAra kema phare che ? buddhimAna mANaso lokapriya kema banatA nathI ? sAva abhaNa mANasa abajopati zI rIte bane che ? sArI paNa vAta karanAro lokomAM kema vagovAya che ? dardIne jIvADavAno satata puruSArtha DaoNkaTaro karatA hovA chatAM daradI marI kema jAya che ? ane sAtamA mALethI gabaDI paDanAro maravAne badale jIvato rahe che tenuM zuM kAraNa ? je pramANe puruSArtha karavAmAM Avyo hoya tenA karatAM sAva viparIta phaLa AvatuM ghaNIvAra dekhAya che. temAM zuM kAraNa ? A kAraNanuM nAma che puNyakarma ane pApakarma. jIvanamAM je kAMi sukha Ave che te puNyakarmanA udayathI Ave che ane je kAMi duHkha Ave che, te pApakarmanA udayathI. jenuM puNya jora mAre che tenA badhA ja avaLA pAsAM savaLAM thAya che ane jeno pApodaya jora mArato hoya che te game teTaluM vicArIne DagaluM bhare toya niSphaLatA sivAya kAMi ja sAMpaDatuM nathI. A duniyAmAM bhale evuM manAtuM hoya ke jenI pAse dhana che, tenI pAse badhuM ja che. paNa nA, A mAnyatA jarA ya sAcI nathI. duniyAmAM bhale yaza-kIrti, mAna, sanmAna, dhananA kAraNe ko'kane maLI jatAM dekhAtAM hoya paNa ghaNI vastuo A vizvamAM evI che ke je kadI paNa paisAthI maLI zakatI nathI. tenA mATe to puNya ja joie . (are ! paiso paNa puNya vinA kyAM maLe che.? tethI je kAMi cIjo paisAthI maLatI hoya te paNa hakIkatamAM to paisAne lAvanAra puNyathI ja maLI gaNAya ne ?) mastaka upara paherAtI TopI ke sApho bhale paisAthI maLato hoya paNa te TopI ke sApho jayAM 5he2vAnAM che te mAthuM kAMi paisAthI thoDuM maLe ? 138 Page #144 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pagamAM paherAtI caMpala bhale paisAthI meLavI zakAtI hoya paNa te caMpala jene paherAvavAnI che, te paga paisAthI maLI zake kharA ? cazmA paisAthI maLyAM paNa cazmA paheranArI AMkha zenAthI maLI? bhojana, pathArI ke sukhanAM sAdhano kadAca paisAthI maLyAM hoya to ya bhUkha, UMgha ane zAMti to puNyathI ja maLe ne ! DAIniMga Tebala upara gulAbajAMbu, baraphI, peMDA, malAIkophatA goThavAyA hoya paNa peTamAM bhUkha ja na lAgI hoya to te suMdara bhojananI paNa zI kiMmata ? sUvA mATe DanalopanI gAdI taiyAra hoya ke gulAbanI pAMkhaDIonI pathArI taiyAra karAvI hoya paNa AMkhamAM UMgha ja na Ave to te suMdara pathArIno zo matalaba? TIvI, vIDIyo, phrIjha, erakanDIzanara, mArutI vagere sukhanI sAmagrIono cAre bAju khaDakalo karI dIdho hoya paNa tenI vacce gherAyelI vyakitanA jIvanamAM zAnti jo zodhI ya na jaDatI hoya to A sAmagrIono zo artha? tethI have nAstike paNa svIkAravI paDe tevI vAta e che ke puNya vinA kAMI thatuM nathI. paisA vinA ghaNuM maLI zake, puruSArtha vinA ghaNI siddhio sAMpaDI zake paNa puNya vinA kazuMya nA maLe. ApaNA gaLAmAM annanaLI ane zvAsanaLI baMne AvelI che. bhUlamAM paNa jo dANo annanaLIne badale zvAsanaLImAM jaIne phasAI jAya ke hRdayamAM lohInI dhamanImAM jato rahe to sAMbhaLavA pramANe te jIva 10-15 miniTamAM taraphaDiyAM khAIne marI jAya, bephAmapaNe moMmAM DUcA mArIne khAnArA AjanA ghaNA mAnavo 5060-70-80 varSa sudhI haju ArAmathI jIvI rahyA hoya, to temanA te jIvanakALa daramyAna ekAdavAra paNa annano dANo A rIte zvAsanaLImAM nahi javAnuM zuM kAraNa? zuM teoe zvAsanaLInA nAke koI pagAradAra paheregIra goThavyo che ke je zvAsanaLImAM jatA dANAne rokato hoya ? ke pachI temaNe zuM te mATe anya koI sabaLa puruSArtha Adaryo che? nA, AvuM to koIe ya kyAMya karyuM hoya tevuM mAnI zakAya tema nathI, to ApaNe saue ekamate mAnavuM ja rahyuM ke AnI pAchaLa pracaMDa puNyodaya kAraNa che. 3 14 15 Page #145 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vartamAnakALamAM ghaNA sukhI jIvo bhoga-vilAsamAM cakacUra jaNAya che. bharapUra vilAsI jIvana teo jIve che. maryAdAone to temaNe taiilAMjali ApelI jaNAya che. bhojana bAbatamAM AyurvedanA ekapaNa niyamonuM ajANatAM ya pAlana karatA keTalAka jaNAtA nathI. brahmacarya bAbatamAM paNa maryAdA sAcavatA. nathI. tevA khAvA-pIvAnA laMpaTa ane kAmI jIvonuM jIvana AyurvedanI mAnyatA anusAra kadI lAMbu hoI zake nahi. kadAca te vyakita lAMbu jIve to paNa tenuM zarIra nirogI na hoI zake. Ama chatAM ya jo AyurvedanA bhojana ane brahmacarya saMbaMdhita niyamone vyavasthita rIte nahi pALanArAomAMthI keTalAkanuM jIvana dIrgha ane nirogI jaNAtuM hoya to temAM tenA puNyakarmane kAraNa mAnavuM ja rahyuM. jenuM puNya jora mAre che, teno atyaMta viSama sthitimAM koI vALa paNa vAMko karI zakatuM nathI. humAyunI pAchaLa duzamano paDyA. tarata bhAgI chUTavA sivAya humAyu pAse koI rasto nahoto. jAnanA jokhame paNa humAyunI IcchA eka ja mahinAnI uMmaranA potAnA putra akabarane bacAvavAnI hatI. nAnakaDA bALa akabarane kamare bAMdhIne ghoDA upara besI humAyu nAsI chUTayo. duzmanoe teno pIcho pakaDyo. pAchaLathI bANanI varSA zarU karI. humAyue jhaDapa vadhArI. game te kSaNe pAchaLathI AvanAruM bANa akabarane yamasadana pahoMcADI de tevI zakyatA hatI. bANanI varSA tIvra banI. chatAM humAyu akabarane hemakhema laIne, surakSita killAmAM pravezI gayo. koDIbaMdha bANo humAyune khabhA upara vAgyAM paNa bALa akabarane eka paNa bANa na vAgyuM AnuM ja nAma akabaranuM puNya ! - rAvaNanI bahena zUrpaNakhAno dIkaro zabUka! candrahAsa kha ga prApta karavA bAra varSa ne sAta divasanI sAdhanA karavA jaMgalamAM gayo. 1 2 varSane 4 dina sudhI UMdhA mastake laTakIne ghora sAdhanA karI. talavAra AkAzamAM ghaNI nIce paNa AvI, chatAM ya te talavAra saMbUkane to na ja maLI. are ! talavAra maLavAnI vAta to dUra raho, tene mota maLyuM ! banyuM evuM ke rAma-lakSmaNa-sItAjI te ja jaMgalamAM AvyAM hatAM. talavAra dekhAtAM ja lakSmaNajIe chalAMga lagAvI ane vagara sAdhanAe te talavAra temanA hAthamAM AvI gaI. talavAra kevI pANIdAra che, te jovA vanaspatinI jhADImAM talavAra pheravatA tenI pAchaLa sAdhanA karatA zaMbUkanuM Page #146 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mastaka kapAI gayuM. ahIM lakSmaNajIne vagara sAdhanAe talavAra maLI temAM temanA puNya sivAya kayo puruSArtha kAma karato hato ? rAmacandrajInA pitA dazarathane potAnI mAtra eka ja mahinAnI uMmare rAjagAdI maLI gaI hatI. temAM puNya sivAya kone kAraNa kahI zakAze ? puNya jora mAre to badhI vAte lIlAlahera thAya paNa jo puNya paravArI jAya to badhI vAte hAhAkAra thayA vinA na rahe ! mahArANA pratApanuM puNya ekavAra paravAryuM. jaMgalamAM temaNe nAsabhAga karavI paDI. sarNa bhUkha lAgavA chatAMya ane kone bhojanathI narI denArane bhUkhyA TaLavaLavA sivAya rasto nahoto. chevaTe ko'ka pAsethI mAMDa roTalo maLyo. patnI ane dIkarAne ApyA bAda potAnA bhAge Avelo TukaDo jayAM khAvA jAya che tyAM ja cIlajhaDape AvIne bAjapakSI te TukaDAne jhuMTavI gayuM ! puNya paravAre pachI AvuM ja bane ne ! AvatI covIsImAM prathama tIrthakara thanArA magadhanA nAtha mahArAjA zreNikane vRddhAvasthAmAM jelamAM purAIne roja mIThA pAyelA haMTaranA so so phaTakA khAvA paDyA temAM paravArI gayeluM temanuM puNya paNa javAbadAra nathI ? amerikAno abajopati ekavAra potAnI milakatanI sAcI mAnatI meLavavA sTroMgarUmamAM pahoMcyo. kAgaLa-pena laIne hisAba mAMDavAno cAlu hato ne AMTaoNmeTika svIcanA kAraNe sTroMgarUmanuM bAraNuM ApameLe baMdha thaI gayuM ! cAvI bhUlamAM bahAra ja rahI gaI hatI !! cAra kalAka pasAra thayA bAda bahAra nIkaLavA prayatna karyo tyAre khyAla Avyo ke daravAjo baMdha che ne cAvI bahAra che ! have zuM karavuM ? bAraNuM kholAvavA ghaNI bUmo pADI paNa puNyanA udaye prApta thayelI samRddhinA jore voTarapUra, za kapUra, sAunDaprUpha, phAyaraprUpha banAvelA A sTroMgarUmanI bahAra teno avAja pahoMcI zake tema nahoto. rAta paDI gaI. atyaMta tarasyo thayo.mota najIka dekhAvA lAgyuM. bAjumAM rahelA kAgaLa upara teNe lakhyuM ke, "jo A paLe mane koI aDadho - glAsa pANI Ape to huM tene mArI aDadhI saMpatti ApI dauM." paNa tenI te bhAvanA adhUrI ja rahI gaI. paLavAramAM mota tene bharakhI gayuM ! puNya paravAre pachI zuM na thAya ? puNyanI vAta ja ajaba - gajabanI che. tenI hAjarImAM aneka Page #147 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samRddhio caraNomAM ALoTI zake ane jo tenI gerahAjarI thAya to AvelI aneka samRdghio hAthatALI daIne chaTakI jAya . dharmathI sukha male ane pApathI duHkha maLe.(sukhaM dharmAt, duHkha pApAt teno artha e che ke dharma karavAthI puNya baMdhAya.pachI jayAre te puNyakarmano udaya thAya tyAre sukhanI sAmagrIo prApta thAya. adharma ka2vAthI pApakarma baMdhAya. jyAre te pApano udaya thAya tyAre du:khanI sAmagrIo AvIne UbhI rahe. A duniyAmAM sAco dharma karanArA jIvonI paNa kayAreka sAva kaphoDI hAlata jaNAya che to kyAMka bhayaMkara pApI jIvana jIvanArA mAphIyA-guMDA loko paNa bindAstapaNe A duniyAmAM phare che ane karoDo rUpiyAnuM vilAsI jIvana jIve che. tenuM kAraNa paNa e ja che ke te dharmIjanone hAla pUrve bAMdhelA pApakarmono udaya cAle che. jayAre te adharmI mAphIyA lokone hAla pUrve bAMdhelA puNyakarmono udaya cAle che. dharmIne paNa jayAre karelA dharmathI baMdhAyelA puNyano udaya thaze tyAre tenA jIvananI ronaka koi judI ja haze; jayAre te adharmIonA adharmanA prabhAve baMdhAyelAM pApakarmono temane udaya thaze tyAre te karoDapatio paNa rAtorAta roDapati banI gayA vinA kadAca nahi rahe ! saMsArI jIvone to A puNyakarmanA udayanI Dagale ne pagale jarUra paDavAnI. jeo sAdhu banI gayA che; temanI vAta nyArI che. teonI kakSA eTalI UMcI che ke temane mana pApakarma e jo lokhaMDanI beDI che to puNyakarma e sonAnI beDI che. baMne mokSamAM javAmAM aTakAyata kare che. mATe sAdhuonI UMcI kakSAmAM bhale puNyakarma IcchAtuM na hoya to ya jemanI kakSA tevI UMcI nathI, temaNe temanI bALakakSAmAM puNya paNa meLavavuM jarUrI che. puNyakarmanA udaye je dharmasAmagrI maLe tenA dvA2A dharma thAya. tethI pApakarmo dUra ThelAya.jo puNya na hoya to mAnavajIvana, Aryadeza, pAMca indriyathI yukata za2I2, suMdara dharmISTha mAtA-pitAnA kuLamAM janma, najIkamAM jinAlaya, sadgurUnI prApti; kalyANamitrano yoga vagere zI rIte maLe ? ane jo uparokata dharmasAmagrIo na maLI hoya to pApa, pApa tarIkesamajAze zI rIte ? ane jo pApane pApa tarIke samajayuM ja nahi hoya to te chUTaze kevI rIte ? puNyanA udaye jema saMsAranI sAmagrIo maLe che, tema dharmanI sAmagrIo paNa puNyanA udayathI ja maLe che. 142 Page #148 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mALavAnA rAjA prajApALe potAnI baMne dIkarIone savAla pUchayo ke, puNyathI zuM maLe? surasuMdarI kahe che ke puNayathI rUpa, yauvana, dhana, saMpatti, vagere maLe. mayaNAsuMdarI kuhe che ke puNyathI zIlayukata zarIra vagere dharmasAmagrIo maLe che. jJAnamAM baMnenI vAta sAcI jaNAya che, chatAM surasuMdarInI draSTi barobara na gaNAya. tenI najara bhogasAmagrI tarapha hatI, te ThIka na gaNAya. mayaNAsuMdarInI najara AtmA tarapha hatI mATe teno javAba yogya gaNAya. UMcI kakSAnA dharmI AtmAone dharma karavA mATe dharmasAmagrInI ja jarUra che, paNa alpasattvI AtmAone dharma karavA mATe kayAreka sAMsArika sAmagrI - dhana, anukULa strI, nirogI zarIra vagerenI paNa jarUra paDe che. jo te sAmagrIo temane anukULa na maLI hoya to teo sAmAyika, pratikramaNAdi dharma paNa ullAsathI ArAdhI zakatA nathI. AvI dharma karavA mATe jarUrI sAMsArika sAmagrI ke dharma sAmagrI puNyathI maLe che, mATe tevA jIvone mATe puNya khUba ja jarUrI cIja banI rahe che. * A puNyakarma paNa be prakAranAM che. (1) mAraka ane (2) tAraka. AmAM je mAraka kakSAnuM puNya che, (jene zAstrIya paribhASAmAM pApAnubaMdhI puNya kahevAya che.) te puNya meLavavA jevuM nathI. paNa je tAraka puNya che (jene zAstrIya bhASAmAM puNyAnubaMdhI puNya kahevAya che) te meLavavA ja satata prayatna karavA jevo che. - puNyakarma bAMdhavAnA nava kAraNo che. (1) annadAna (2) pANInuM dAna (3) vaccadAna (4) sthAnadAna (5) zayyAdAna (6) sArA vicAro karavA (7) sArAM vacano bolavAM (8) kAyAthI sArAM kAryo karavAM ane (9) deva-gurUne vinaya bahumAnapUrvaka vaMdanapUjana karavAM. azadAna vagere jene karAya te vyakti jeTalI nabaLI teTaluM puNya nabaLuM baMdhAya. te pAtra jeTaluM UMcuM teTaluM puNya UMcuM baMdhAya. tethI ja uttama koTinA puNyanA cAhakoe mAnavatAnA kAryo karavAnI sAthe arihaMtAdinI bhaktimAM vizeSa lIna banavuM joIe. paramAtmabhakitamAM sarvasva nyocchAvara karatAM kAcI sekaMDanI vAra na lagADavI. je koI dharmakriyAo che te karavAthI puNya baMdhAya che. te vakhate te dharmakriyAo prati Adara-bahumAna joie. dhikkAra ane durbhAva hoya to na ja ja ja ja 143 je je je ja je ja che Page #149 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cAle. manano thoDoka paNa sabhAva je dharmakriyAo pratye che, te dharmakriyAthI puNya baMdhAya che. paNa jo te dharmakriyAmAM mokSanuM uttama lakSa AvI jAya to te tAraka 5Naya pedA karI de. te puNyathI mokSane jaldI meLavAvI zake tevo mAnavabhava maLI jAya. ApaNe anaMtI vAra mAnavabhava meLavyo paNa mokSa na thayo. mokSa to mAnavabhavamAM ja thAya, paNa te mATe UMcI kvaoNlITIno mAnavabhava jo ie. tevo UMcI kvaoNlIMTIno mAnavabhava meLavavA UMcI kvaoNlITInuM puNya joIe. kUtarAM, bilADAM, jhADa vagerenA bhavomAM parANe paNa duHkho bhogavIne, takalIphone sahana karIne, dhArmika kriyAo karyA vinA paNa sahana karavA rUpa dharma karIne je puNya bAMdhyuM hoya te halakI kvaoNlITInuM mAraka puNya kahevAya. tenAthI je mAnavabhavo maLe te mokSa na apAvI zake. paNa tAraka puNyathI je UMcI kvolITIno mAnavabhava maLe te mokSa apAvI zake. AvuM tAraka (UMcI kvaoNlITInuM puNya bAMdhatI vakhate te AtmAne kAM to mokSanuM uttama lakSa hoya athavA mokSanuM kadAca lakSa na hoya to ya te vakhate te jIva badalAnI koIpaNa apekSA vinA parArthanuM kArya karato hoya. meghakumAra pUrvabhavamAM hAthI hato. jaMgalamAM dava lAgatAM pote banAvelA mAMDalAmAM teNe badhA jIvone Azraya Apyo hato. paga khaMjavALavA UMce karelA paga nIce sasaluM AvIne besatAM, tene AnaMda thayo hato. sasalAne bacAvavA paga adhdhara ja rAkhyo. pariNAme tenuM chelle mota paNa thayuM. chatAM, badalAnI AzA vinA karelA A parArthanA kAryamAM tene puSkaLa AnaMda hato. te vakhate teNe AvuM UMcI kvaoNlITInuM (tAraka) puNya bAMdhyuM hatuM. , je tAraka puNyanA prabhAve mRtyu pAmelo te hAthI magadhanA nAtha mahArAjA zreNikanA putra tarIke mAnavabhava pAmyo. paramAtmA mahAvIradevano tene yoga thayo. temanuM ziSyatva pAmavAnuM sadbhAgya sAMpaDayuM. are ! dIkSAnI pahelI rAte ghare javAno vicAra Avyo to sAkSAt paramAtmA mahAvIradeva tenA jIvanarathanA sArathI banyA. khADe jatA tenA rathane prabhu vIre ThekANe lAvIne mokSamArge saDasaDATa doDato karI dIdho. A badho prabhAva che tAraka puNyano! Ama, jema mokSalakSathI tAraka puNya baMdhAya tema svArthavihoNA mAnavatAlakSI kAryothI paNa tAraka puNya baMdhAI zake che. AvA tArakapuNyanA udaye bhautika sAmagrI to maLe che, paNa sAthe sAthe te sAmagrIonA bhogavaTAmAM anAsakita paNa pedA thAya che; jarUrI dharmasAmagrIo paNa prApta thAya che ane tenA dvArA paraMparAe mokSanI paNa prApti thAya che. zika eka ja ke eka ja che 144 ra ra ra ra rara Page #150 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1pa pApatA saMsAranA koI jIvane du:kha gamatuM nathI. badhAne sukha ja joie che. duHkhanA vicAra mAtrathI saMsArI jIva bhaDakI UThe che. enAthI lezamAtra du:kha khamAtuM nathI. svapramAM paNa duHkhanI kalpanAthI te cIsa pADI UThe che. savArathI mAMDIne sAMja sudhI, are janmathI mAMDIne mota sudhI satata tenA prayatno duHkhathI bacavAnA che. chatAM duHkho jANe ke teno pIcho choDatAM na hoya tema tene vaLagIne ja rahelAM jovA maLe che. koI kahe che ke huM duHkhI chuM. kAraNa ke mArI Avaka-jAvakanA be cheDA kadI bhegA thatA nathI. sadA paisAnI kheMca rahe che, are ! kyAreka to betraNa divasa bhUkhe sUvuM paDe che !! bIjo kahe che ke khAvAnI to koI ciMtA nathI. bhagavAnanI maherabAnI che. tethI sAruM kamAI lauM chuM. paNa ahIM roTalo maLavA chatAM oTalo maLato nathI. ghara nathI tethI takalIpha che. tenA kAraNe manane zAMti nathI. trIjo kahe che ke mane nathI naDatI bekArI ke nathI naDatI moMghavArI ! khAvA-pIvAnuM paNa pUratuM maLI rahe che. rahevA mATe suMdara ghara paNa potAnuM che. chatAM huM du:khI chuM. kAraNa ? ghara che paNa gharavALI maLI nathI. uMmara vadhatI jAya che, paNa yogya pAtra maLatuM nathI. khUba duHkhI chuM. zuM karuM ? samajAtuM nathI ! vaLI ko'ka kahe che ke mane nathI savAla roTalAno ke nathI savAla oTalAno ! sArI kamANI che, suMdara phaleTa maLyo che mane ! TI. vI., vIDiyo, phrIjha vagere sAdhanothI huM sajaja chuM chatAM ya duHkhI chuM !!! sAMbhaLyuM hatuM ke svarga ane naraka jevAM sthAno che. dharma karavAthI svarga maLe che ne pApa karavAthI naraka maLe che. paNa huM A badhI vAto mAnato nahoto. mane te vakhate A badhuM haMbaga lAgatuM hatuM. paNa Aje mane lAge che ke upara svarga ke nIce naraka to meM joyela nathI, parantu A duniyAmAM ja mane to svarga ane narakano sAkSAt anubhava thAya che !! savAre taiyAra thaIne ATha vAge mArA phaleTamAMthI bahAra nIkaLuM chuM ne svargano anubhava zarU thAya che. liphaTamena salAma bharIne bega hAthamAMthI Page #151 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ laI laIne mane nIce pahoMcADe che. zaoNphara AvIne salAma bharIne, mArutino daravAjo kholIne aMdara besADe che. ane pachI khuzanumA vAtAvaraNa vacce, suMdara myujhikanA zravaNa sAthe mArI gADI saDasaDATa ophisa tarapha AgaLa vadhe che. ophisa AvatAM ja, gADI UbhI rahe che. pahelAM zaoNphara, pachI liphaTamena ane tyArabAda ophisano yuna salAma bharavA pUrvaka bega laIne mane TheTha ophisanI kebina sudhI pahoMcADe che. AkhA divasa daramyAna aneka moTI vyakitao maLavA Ave che. mAna-sanmAna puSkaLa maLe che. aneka phona Ave che. ane konI judA judA prasaMgomAM pramukha, atithivizeSa tarIke padhAravAnI vinaMtIo Ave che. jANe ke ema lAge che ke mArA jevo sukhI mANasa svargano deva paNa nahi hoya. bela vagADatAM ja yuna satata sevAmAM hAjara !!! rAtre nava vAge pAcho anekonI salAmI jhIlato, mArutimAM pahoMce chuM ghare. ahIM sudhI to Dagale ne pagale satata ane svargano anubhava thayA kare che. paNa jayAM gharano daravAjo khUle che, tyAM ja narakano anubhava zarU thAya che ! kALI-kajiyALI patnI tenI kacakaca zarU kare che, mArA mATe zuM lAvyA ? gharamAM gaeNsa nathI ! lagnamAM javAnuM che to sADInuM zuM thayuM? vagere tenI kacakaca zarU thaI jAya che. thAkIne AvelA patinI AgatA-svAgatA karavAnI vAta to dUra rahI, garama pANIthI snAna karAvavAnI ke premALa zabdothI tenA thAkane dUra karavAnuM to dUra rahyuM, ahIM to karkaza zabdonA eNTamabomba phoDavAnI ja vAta che. have tame ja kaho ! AnA karatAM vadhu kayuM duHkha narakamAM paDatuM haze ? mArI kajiyALI patnIe A saMsAramAM mane evo du:khI du:khI karI dIdho che ke jenA kAraNe tenI hAjarImAM mArAM bAkInA badhAM sukhoya saLagIne sApha thaI jAya che. kyAre chUTIza huM A duHkhamAMthI ?" to vaLI ko'ka kahe che ke, ""mane nathI roTalAnuM ke oTalAnuM duHkha ke nathI koi kajiyALI patnIno trAsa ! suMdara, kAgarI, premALa mane patnI maLI che, parantu lagna thayAne paMdara varSa thayAM chatAMya haju pAraNe jhUlanAro koI Avyo nathI. have tame ja kaho, zuM karavAnuM A maLelA paisAnuM? mane to A dhana ne A baMgalo, A TIvI ne A mAruti, khAvA dhase che ! AnA karatAM jhUMpaDAmAM rahenAro, nAnA be dIkarAone ramADanArAno Page #152 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ janama maLyo hota to cAlata !!! have to A jiMdagIthI trAsI gayo chuM. kyAre dIkaro prApta thaze ?' tyAM koika bahenano avAja Ave che ke, "are! zuM karavA mane herAna karavA pedA thayA cho? tobA tamArA jevA dIkarAothI. AnA karatAM to mArA peTe patharA pedA thayo hota to kapaDAM dhovA to kAma lAgata. ghaDapaNamAM mArA paga na dabAvo to kAMI nahi, paNa gaLacI to nahi dabAvatA ! tame to gaLacI dabAvanArA pAkayA cho. zI rIte chUTAze tamArA trAsamAMthI ? koIne chokarA nathI tenuM duHkha che to koIne je chokarA maLyA che, te AjJAMkita nathI teno trAsa che! sukha to kyAM ya dekhAtuM nathI !!! rAtrInA be vAge, acAnaka ciMtAthI UMgha UDI javAnA kAraNe vAto karI rahelAM A proDha vayanA dhaNI-dhaNIyANIne to jarA sAMbhaLo : zuM karuM samajAtuM nathI? jayAM jyAM prayatna karuM chuM, tyAM tyAM niSphaLatA ja maLe che. jANuM chuM ke yuvAna dIkarI eTale sApano bhAro ! yogya vaya thatAM paraNAvI ja devI joIe. paNa dIkarI 32-34 varSanI thaI. haju ThekANuM paDatuM nathI. dIkarI ya pUrvabhavamAM kevA karmo karIne AvI che ke teno hAtha pakaDavA ya koI taiyAra nathI !! ne ApaNAMya pApo to kharAM ja ne, ke teno janma ApaNA tyAM thayo ! tenA kAraNe ApaNe zAMtithI sUI paNa zakatAM nathI ! have to jaldIthI dIkarInuM koI ThekANuM paDI jAya to sAruM. citA dUra thatAM kAMIka dharmasAdhanA to karIe." Ama, koIne khAvAnA sAMsA che to koIne makAnano savAla che, koine patnI maLatI ja nathI to koine kajiyALI patnI maLyAno trAsa che. ko'ka dIkarA na hovAnA kAraNe duHkhI che to koI tophAnI dIkarAnA kAraNe herAna-parezAna thAya che; to dIkarI moTI thavA chatAM, tenuM vevizALa thatuM nathI, tenI ciMtA ko'kanI nIMdane harAma kare che. A ane AvAM bIjAM aneka duHkhothI prajA bhIMsAI rahI che. manamAM savAla thAya ke A duHkho Ave che kyAMthI ? A badhAM du:khonuM mULa zuM che ? kajiyALI patnInA kAraNe ko'ka du:khI che, tema jarUra kahI zakAya, paNa ghaNAne patnIo sArI maLI ne tene ja patnI kajiyALI kema maLI ? dIkaro avaLacaMDo hovAthI je du:khI che, tenA duHkhamAM bhale kAraNa che ke je che che ke je 147 - je eka ja Page #153 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tarIke ApaNe te avaLacaMDA dIkarAne gaNIe, paNa Avo avaLacaMDo dIkaro temanA tyAM ja kema janmyo ? temanA tyAM sAro, AjJAMkita dIkaro kema na janmyo ? kupathya levAthI peTamAM duHkhAvI thayo eTale ema jarUra kahI zakAya ke A peTamAM duHkhAvo kupathyanA kAraNe pro. paNa vaLI savAla e Ubho thAya ke AnA karatAM ya vadhAre pramANamAM kupathya karanArA lokone kyAreya peTamA dukhavA nathI AvyuM tenuM zuM ? have du:khAvAnA kAraNa tarIke mAtra kupathyane zI rIte gaNI zakAya ? duniyAmAM je je duHkho Ave che, tenA kAraNa tarIke ApaNe bhale bahAranI koipaNa cIja, vastu ke prANIne gaNatA hoie, paNa te badhAM to mAtra nimitta che. hakIkatamAM to te vyakitanA pApakarmano udaya thAya to ja tenA jIvanamAM duHkha Ave. bAkI pApakarmano udaya na thAya to game tevuM viparIta jIvana jIve to ya te du:khI na thaI zake. teno avaLo puruSArtha paNa savaLo thaI jAya. tenA jIvanamAM duHkha pravezI ja na zake. Ama, du:kho pApakarmanA udaye Ave che, tema nakkI thayuM, mATe to zrIpALane dhavala zeThe dariyAmAM mArI nAMkhavA pheMkI dIdho, to magaramacche tene potAnI pITha upara laine pele pAra pahoMcADyo ane tyAM tene sAmethI rAjapATa maLyuM !!! tenA pApakarmano udaya nahoto tethI maravAnA badale tene rAjA tarIkenuM jIvana maLyuM ! ApaNane duHkho jarAya gamatAM nathI ane A duHkho pApakarmanA udaya vinA AvI zakatAM nathI, tethI jo duHkho joItA na hoya to ApaNe pApakarmo bAMdhavAM ja na joie ema nakkI thayuM. jo pApakarmo bAMdhazuM ja nahi, to te udayamAM nahi AvI zake. ane jo te pApakarmo udayamAM nahi Ave to ApaNe du:khI paNa nahi ja thaIe. mATe jeNe paNa duHkha na joitAM hoya teNe jIvanamAM pApakarmo baMdhAi na jAya tenI paLe paLe jAgRti rAkhavI joie . jenAthI nakAdi gatimAM AvanArA bhayaMkara duHkho khamI zakAya tema hoya teNe ja tevAM pApo karavAM. parantu jenAthI tAva utArato DaoNkaTaranA iMjekazananI soyano godo paNa khamI zakAya tema na hoya teNe to manamAM ya pApa na karavuM joie. jeonI guMDA sAthe laDavAnI, temanI jema gALAgALI karavAnI tevaDa na hoya temanAthI guMDA sAthe kadI paNa bagADAya nahi; tema jenAmAM 148 Page #154 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ du:kha khamavAnI tAkAta na hoya tenAthI kadIya pApa karAya nahi. karmo be prakAranAM che. (1) puNyakarma ane (2) pApakarma, puNyakarmanA udaye jIvanamAM sukha Ave che, to pApakarmanA udaye jIvanamAM du:kha Ave che. tethI jene sukha joItAM hoya teNe puNyakarma karavAmAM lIna banavuM joIe ane jene duHkha na gamatAM hoya teNe pApakarma svapnamAM paNa na thaI jAya tenI jAgrati rAkhavI joie. jIvanamAM Aja sudhI je mAtra du:kha pratye tiraskAra che, duHkha pratye veSa che, te have duHkhanA badale pApa pratye pedA thavo joIe. kAraNa ke, hakIkatamAM duHkha kharAba nathI paNa duHkhane lAvanAra je pApa che te kharAba che. tethI duHkha khamAtuM na hoya to paNa duHkhane dUra karavAnA prayatna karavAne badale te du:khane ya lAvanAruM je che, te pApane khatama karavAnA, navuM na bAMdhavAnA prayatnamAM lAgI javuM joie. ' je mAtra duHkhothI gabharAya che, Dare che, mAtra tene dUra karavAnA prayatno kare che paNa duHkhone lAvanArA pApone dUra karavAno prayatna karato nathI, te to pelA kUtarA jevo gaNAya ke je kUtaro potAne lAgelA paththarane ja karaDavA lAgI jAya che, paNa paththarane mAranArA mANasanI sAme najara paNa karato nathI ! nA, kUtarA jevA nahi ; siMha jevA banavuM joIe. je siMha potAne koIe mArelI goLIne bacakA bharavA lAgato nathI, paNa te goLInA mAranAra tarapha karaDI najara kare che; garjanA kare che ane jarUra paDe to chalAMga lagAvI tene bhoMya bhego kare che. ApaNI najara kyAM che ? paththara tarapha ke paththara mAranAra tarapha ? goLI tarapha ke goLI mAranAra tarapha? duHkho tarapha ke duHkho lAvanAra pApo tarapha ? have ApaNI najara satata duHkhane lAvanArA pApo tarapha karaDI thavI jo ie, yAda rAkhIe ke: je duHkhane ja dhikkAre che, te nAstika che. je pApakarmane dhikkAre che, te Astika che. ane je pApakarmone baMdhAvanArA kAma-krodha-niMdA-rAga vagere doSone dhikkAre che, te dharmI che. jo Astika banavuM hoya, nAstika maTavuM hoya to ya pApakarmo pratye lAla najara karyA vinA cAle tema nathI. jo kharekhara duHkha upara dveSa Page #155 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ thato hoya to tene lAvanAra pApapravRttio u52 ane te pApapravRttionA kAraNarUpa mAnasika pApavRttio upara paNa dveSa thavo joie. pApakarmo upara tIvra dhikkAra lAvavA mATe satata paralokano vicAra karavo joie. ApaNe badhAe eka divasa maravAnuM che, te to khyAlamAM che ja ne ?ke pachI ApaNe amarapaTo laine AvyA chIe ! ko'ke sAcuM kahyuM che ke, 'mANasa khAya che tyAre jANe evI rIte khAya che ke jANe bIjo TUMka AvavAno ja nathI! ane je rIte jIve che te jotAM ema lAge che ke jANe te kadI maravAno ja nathI !!!'' ' jo ApaNe eka divasa maravAnuM hoya ane maryA pachI pharIthI janma levAno hoya to gaMbhIra savAla e che ke jayAM janma levAnI ApaNane icchA che, tyAM janma maLaze ke nahi ? What next ? maryA pachI zuM ? A eka khUba gaMbhIra ane mahattvano savAla che. je prazno AMkha mIMcAtAMnI sAthe marI javAnA che, tenI ciMtA karavAno zo artha ! paNa AMkha mIMcAtAM ja, - kyAM navo janma levo ? evo je prazna Ubho thavAno che, tenI ciMtA karavI jarUrI che. chAtI upara hAtha mUkIne ApaNe kahI zakIe kharA ke, 'ahIMthI marIne jyAM janma levAnI amArI icchA che, tyAM amane janma maLe tevA AcAra, uccAra ane mananA vicAra amArA che ja. amane jarAya paralokanI ciMtA have satAve tema nathI ? jo AvuM kahI zakavAnI hiMmata ApaNI na hoya to AjathI ja jAgrata banIe. paralokane najara sAme roja rAkhIe. ane te pramANe ApaNA AcAra vicAra ane uccAramAM dharakhama pheraphAra karI daie. jenI najara paraloka tarapha thai jAya, tenA jIvanamAM Dagale ne pagale pApau pratyeno bhaya DokayA vinA na rahe; kAraNa ke sAmAnya rIte A bhavamAM bAMdhelA pApakarmo paralokamAM udayamAM AvIne kAtila du:kho detAM hoya che.. tethI to A Aryadezano kaDiyo makAna banAvato kharo,paNa tenI pahelI iMTa pote kadI na mUkato.! te zeThane kaheto ke, "he mArA zeTha ! pahelI IMTa tame mUko, huM to nahi ja mUkuM, kAraNa ke banelA A makAnamAM tame hajAro pA5 ka2vAnA. nA bApu nA ! mAre te pApo na khape hoM ! jo huM pahelI IMTa mUkuM to badhAM pApo mArA mAthe lAge hoM, ne to pachI mArA bhavobhava bagaDI jAya. A to peTane khAtara makAna bAMdhavAno dhaMdho karavo 150 1 Page #156 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paDe che; bAkI to e ya na karuM to bApu ! paNa have pahelI iMTa to no ja mUkuM. je pahelI iMTa mUke tene badhAM pApo lAge. mAre pApa nathI lagADavA hoM bApu ! lo tyAre mUko tame pahelI iMTa !" kaDiyAnA zabdomAMya paralokanA vicAre pApano bhaya kevo dekhAI rahyo che. tevuM ja AryastrIne hatuM. te potAnA dIkarA-vahunI lagna pachInI pahelI rAtanI pathArI nahotI karatI ! (AkhI jiMdagI abrahmanAM pApa tamAre karavAM ne tenI zarUAta huM karavuM? nA e pApa to mArAthI kadI na bane evA vicArathI sto!). DosImA potAnI chellI uMmaramAM ghaMTInA paDane derAsara pAse oTalA tarIke upayogamAM Ave te rIte mUkI AvatI. kema ke, "A ghaMTIthI AkhI jIMdagI anAja pIlavAnuM pApa to meM karyuM, paNa mArA maryA pachI ya mArA gharanA loko koNa jANe keTalAMya varSo sudhI anAja pIlIne mArI vasAvelI A ghaMTIthI pApa kayAM ja karaze. nA, tenA karatAM maMdira pAse mUkI dauM. aneka bhAviko tenA dvArA maMdiramAM bhagavAnanAM darzana karaze to mane puNya baMdhAze." Avo pApabhayano ane puNyaprAptino vicAra tene ghaMTInuM paDa maMdira pAse mUkavA preraNA karato hato. kAlasaurika kasAIno dIkaro sulasa ! pitAnA maraNa pachI, pitAno kasAI tarIkeno dhaMdho saMbhALavA gharanA badhAe samajAvyo. paNa tyAre abhayakumAranA satsaMganA pratApe paraloka tarapha najara jenI pahoMcI che, te sulase pApanA bhaye bApadAdAnI paraMparAthI cAlyo Avato kasAIno dhaMdho eka ja jhATake choDI dIdho ! (kevI Azcarya ane du:khanI vAta che ke potAnA bApa-dAdAnI paraMparAthI maLelA ochA hiMsaka dhaMdhAne choDIne Aje aneka dhanalaMpaTa jIvo, jemAM puSkaLa pANI-agni-vAyunI hiMsA cAle che, tevI aneka kaMpanIonA zerano ullAsabhera dhaMdho karIne DhagalAbaMdha pAponA poTalA bAMdhI potAnA paralokane bagADavAnA mUrakha dhaMdhA karI rahyA che!) eka rAjAne AMkhamAM asahya pIDA pedA thaI. koI davA kAragata nathI nivaDatI. aMte eka vaidarAjanI davAthI rAjAnI AMkhe sAruM thayuM. te davA banAvavAnI rIta pUchatAM jayAre rAjA ne jANavA maLyuM ke kabUtarane mArIne tenA lohImAM te davA banAvavAmAM AvI hatI, tyAre potAnAthI ajANatAM ya thaI gayelA A pApanA tIvra AghAtathI teNe dhagadhagato Page #157 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sIsAno rasa laIne jIvana TuMkAvI dIdhuM. teno vaMza sIsodIyA vaMza tarIke oLakhAyo. karoDonI sAhyabImAM ALoTatAM tAmalI zrImaMtanI AMkho eka madhyarAtrIe acAnaka khUlI gaI. DhagalAbaMdha zrImaMtAI vacce paNa tene potAno paraloka yAda Avyo. maryA pachI zuM ? tenI vicAraNAe tenA Atamane DhaMDhoLI dIdho. paralokanA sukhanI salAmatI karavA savAre ja teNe saMnyAsano mArga svIkArI lIdho ! eka kumArikA kanyAne rivAja pramANe lagna pahelAM sAsare jamavA javAno avasara Avyo. tyAM rasoI mATe vaparAzamAM levAtAM chANA teNe joyA. kutUhalathI eka chANuM hAthamAM laIne toDayuM. to temAMthI kIDo nIkaLyo ! tenAthI manomana ja bolAi gayuM "hAya ! ahIM saMsAramAM roja rasoI karavA jatAM AgamAM keTalA badhA jIvo bhaDathuM thaI javAnA. bIcArA jIvatAM ja zekAI javAnA! nA... nA... mArAthI A pApo na ja thaI zake. nA, mAre mArA paralokane bagADavo nathI....... ne teNe tarata ja lagna na karavAno nirNaya jAhera karI dIdho. TUMka samayamAM ja te jainazAsananI jIvapAlaka sAdhvI banI gaI. A saMsAramAM Dagale ne pagale pApa karyA vinA jIvana jIvavuM ja muzkela che. tethI jene pApano bhaya vAstavika lAgI gayo che, te AtmA to saMsArano tyAga karIne sAdhu banyA vinA rahI ja na zake. A saMsAramAM savArathI mAMDIne rAtrI sudhI satata pApo ja karavAnA. kAcApANInA eka TIpAMmAM asaMkhyAtA jIvo che, e jANyA pachI paNa pANIno upayoga karyA vinA saMsAramAM na cAle. agni ane vAyunA jIvono paNa lAITa-paMkhA vagere dvArA cikkAra nAza karavo paDe. je AtmA atyaMta krUra ane niSThura bane te ja A saMsAramAM rahI zake. bAkI jenuM hRdaya saheja paNa komaLa hoya te jIva eka kSaNa paNa have A saMsAramAM na ja rahI zake. koIpaNa gItArtha - saMvigna gurudevane zodhIne temanA caraNomAM potAnA jIvanane samarpita kare tyAre ja tene zAMti vaLe. parantu keTalIka vAra evuM bane che ke sAdhu banavAnI pUrepUrI bhAvanA hovA chatAM, pApo na ja karavA hovA chatAM, pUrvanA koI nikAcita karmanA udaye te AtmAne saMsAramAM rahevuM ja paDe, AvI paDelI javAbadArI nibhAvavI ja paDe, ane tethI tene je pApo karavA paDe temAM tenuM mana to raDatuM ja hoya. koI karmanA udaye tenAthI pApa thaI jAya to te potAnAthI thaI gayelAM te Page #158 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApo badala codhAra AMsue raDato hoya. manuSyabhava prApta karIne je AtmA thoDoka paNa dharma samajayo che, tene e vAta barobara samajAI gaI hoya ke Aloka ke paralokamAM sukhI thavuM hoya to paNa dharma ja karavo joIe. paNa pApa to karAya ja nahi. pApathI to duHkha ja maLe. badhAM duHkhonuM mULa to hiMsAdi pApakarmo ja che. AvA jIvone jyAre nAchUTake pApa karavAno avasara Ave tyAre pApa karatAM pahelAM ja teo dhrUjatA hoya che. pahelethI ja sAdhu banI jaIne bacI jAya che. kadAca sAdhu na banI zakAya to aneka niyamo laIne pAponA bane teTalA daravAjA baMdha karI detAM hoya che. pApa karavuM na paDe, karavuM paDe to temAM zI rIte ghaTADo thAya tenI satata kALajI rAkhatAM hoya che. je thoDuM ghaNuM paNa pApa nAchUTake karavuM ja paDe to te pApa karavAnA avasare paNa temanuM mana raDatuM hoya che. bhayaMkara trAsadAyaka sthitine teo aMdara anubhavatA hoya che. ane pApa karI dIdhA bAda to temanI hAlata vadhAre kaphoDI banI jAya che. temanuM mana satata temane potAne ja karaDyA kare che. "he jIvaDA ! teM A pApa zA mATe karyuM? ATaluM na karyuM hota to zuM vAMdho hato ? have paralokamAM A pApanA aMjAma kevA Avaze ? tuM te duHkhone sahI zakIza? jA, jadI jA, gurudeva pAse jaIne tenuM prAyazcita karI de. karelAM tamAma pApono ekarAra karI le, pharIthI A bhUlo na thAya tenI kALajI leje." pelo rAvaNa ! bhale kAmavAsanAthI prerAIne sItAjIne laI Avyo paNa potAnAthI thatAM A pApo badala dhrusake dhrusake raDato hato. khethI codhAra AMsunI dhAra vahAvato hato. potAnA mahelamAM rAkhelA gRhamaMdiramAM potAnI kAmavAsanAne khatama karavAnI AjIjIbharI kAkalUdI karato hato. mahAbhAratakAra lakhe che ke maraNanA samaya sudhI bhISma pitAmahane e vAta khUba ja DaMkhatI hatI ke, "dropadInA vastrAharaNa vakhate mauna rahevAnuM pApa pote kema karyuM ?" dharmI AtmA pApanA nAme satata phaphaDato hoya. alhAbAdanA myujhiyamamAM eka rakAbI che. te pUrve ko'ka rajavADAnA rAjavI pAse hatI. jo jheravALI koI cIja rAjAne mArI nAMkhavA ko'ke ApI hoya to te rakAbI, potAnAmAM te jherI cIja AvatAM ja taDa taDa avAja karatI. tethI rAjA bhojana karato nahi. pariNAme motathI UgarI jato. basadharmI AtmAnuM mana A rakAbI jevuM hoya. jayAM koIka pApa Page #159 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ karavAno avasara Ave tyAM te tataDavA lAge. tethI durgatinA motathI bacI javAya. paNa tethI UlTe jo pApa karatI vakhate temAM masta banAya, rAcImArIne te pApa karAya to te pApa vadhu majabUta banI jAya. te evuM ugra bane ke kadAca tarata ja potAno bhayAnaka paraco batAvI de. koIpaNa saMsArI jIvanI IcchA A bhavamAM nathI duHkhane meLavavAnI ke parabhavamAM durgatimAM javAnI! chatAM tenI upara kyAreka duHkhonA dAvAnaLo jhIMkAya che to kyAreka baLAtkAre ghasaDAIne paNa tene durgatimAM cAlyA javuM paDe che tenuM kAraNa tenAM pApakarmono udaya che. (aDhAra pApasthAnako.) A pApakarmo aDhAra prakAre baMdhAI zake che. te aDhAra prakAro aDhAra pApasthAnako tarIke pracalita che. temAMnA koIpaNa sthAnano sahAro AtmA le eTale tarata pApakamAM tene baMdhAya. mATe A aDhAre pApasthAnakomAMthI koIpaNa pApasthAnanuM sevana na thaI jAya tenI paLe paLe kALajI levI joIe. ((1) hiMsA : hiMsA karatI vakhate je nirdayatA, krUratA, kaThoratA AtmAmAM pedA thAya che, te DhagalAbaMdha pApakarmo baMdhAvI de che. enA udaye jIva upara DhagalAbaMdha du:kho na Ave to thAya zuM ? ApaNe ApaNA AtmAmAM komaLa pariNAma pedA karavAnA che. koInAya pratye kaThoravA na jAge te mATe AjathI ja-sau prathama gharanA sabhyothIjAgrati rAkhavAnuM zarU karavA jevuM che. (2) asuya : jUThuM bolAya nahi. hita, mita ane priya vacana bolavuM joIe. sAmAnyataH koI pratyenA dveSa ke rAga vinA jUTha bolI zakAtuM nathI. rAga ane dveSa to sarvadu:khonuM mULa che. ApaNAthI bolAtA jUThanA kAraNe aneka vyaktione parezAnI anubhavavI paDe che. tethI jUTha kadI paNa bolavuM nahi. (3) corI corIne to samAje paNa pApa tarIke svIkArI che. mAlikanI rajA vinA koIpaNa vastu levI te corI gaNAya. corI na karavAnuM mahAvrata svIkAryuM hovAthI, sAdhu bhagavaMto rastAmAMthI taNakhaluM levuM hoya to ya (tenA mAlikanI rajA levA) "aNajANaha jasugraho" bolyA vinA letAM nathI. zAstromAM to cAra prakAranI corI jaNAvela che, (a) svAmInI ja ja che ja je je je 154 ja che je Page #160 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (ba) jIvanI (ka) bhagavAnanI ane (Da) gurunI. (a) svAmInI corI : je vastunA je mAlika hoya tenI rajA na le to svAmInI corIno doSa lAge. kerInA mAlikanI jANa vinA koI kerI laI le to svAmIcorI gaNAya. duniyAmAM A svAmInI corIno ja corI tarIke hAla vyavahAra cAlato dekhAya che. (ba) jIvacorI : kerInA mAlikanI rajA laIne bhale karI lIdhI. paNa te kerI to temAM rahelA jIvanuM zarIra che. kerInA zarIra upara duniyAnA koI dukAnadAra mANasanI mAlikI gaNAya ke kerInA potAnA jIvanI mAlikI gaNAya ? tethI kerIno sAco mAlika, teno kabajo dharAvanAra mANasa na gaNAya paNa teno jIva gaNAya. tenI rajA kyAM lIdhI che ? tethI kharIdIne meLavelI kerI hoya to ya tenA jIvanI rajA lIdhelI na hovAthI, temAM jIvacorIno doSa lAge. e kerImAMthI rasa kAr3hayA pachI 48 miniTa pasAra thayA bAda sAdhuo paNa vahore che. kerInA TukaDA paNa 48 miniTa pachI vahore che. to temane jIvacorIno doSa na lAge ? tevo savAla ApaNA manamAM kadAca pedA thaze. hakIkatamAM A jIva-corIno doSa na lagADavA mATe ja, gRhasthoe potAnA mATe taiyAra karelA rasa ke TukaDAne 48 miniTa pasAra thayA bAda ja sAdhu-sAdhvIjIo vahore che. koIpaNa jIva pote potAnuM zarIra ApI devA taiyAra na hoya te sahaja che. tethI tenI pAsethI rajA zI rIte meLavAya ? paNa gRhastho potAnA mATe je kerIno rasa ke TukaDA taiyAra kare che, temAM 48 miniTa bAda jIva ja hoto nathI. tethI te kesa ke TukaDAnA mAlika have jeNe kerI kharIdI hoya te gRhastha sivAya anya koI hotuM nathI. te gRhastha pote ja vahorAve che. tethI mAlikanI rajA maLI gaI hovAthI te vahoravAmAM have corIno doSa lAgato nathI. (ka) bhagavAnanI corI : bhagavAne jeno niSedha karyo hoya te karIe to bhagavAnanI corI karyAno doSa lAge. tethI bhagavAnanI AjJA viruddha kAMIpaNa karavuM joIe nahi. bhagavAnanI AjJA viruddhanI koIpaNa cIja tenA mAlikanI rajA laIne meLave to tyAM svAmIcorI ke jIvacorIno doSa na hoya to ya bhagavAnanI corIno doSa to lAge. (Da) gurunI corI : gurune pUchyA vinA, jANa karyA vinA, je che je che te che ke je 155 2 ja che ke A ja Page #161 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kAMI karAya temAM gurunI corIno doSa lAge. bhagavAnanI AjJAne mAnya hoya tevuM, gRhasthanI mAlikInuM, tenI rajApUrvaka, jIva vinAnuM banI gayeluM vahorIne paNa jo gurune batADyA vinA vApare to sAdhune gurunI corIno doSa lAge. bhale ahIM bhagavAnanI, svAmInI ke jIvanI corIno doSa nathI, paNa gurune aMdhArAmAM rAkhyA hovAthI gurunI corI karyAno doSa to lAge. mATe ja sAdhu-sAdhvIjIne mATe koIpaNa kArya gurune pUchayA vinA karavAno niSedha karavAmAM Avyo che. A cAre prakAranI corImAMthI bacavAno yathAzakya prayatna gaMbhIra banIne karavo joIe. (4) maithuna brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavuM joIe. tenAthI anaMta zaktinuM jAgaraNa thAya che. paNa maithunanA sevanamAM to eka ja vakhatamAM nava lAkha garbhaja paMcendriya jIvonI hiMsA thAya che. bIjA paNa asaMkhyAtA vikasendriyAdi jIvono kaccaraghANa bolAI jAya che. kSaNanA kahevAtA sukhamAM, maNanuM pApa baMdhAya che, ane tenA udaye jANe ke TanabaMdha duHkho AvIne UbhA rahe che. A pApa dvArA bIjAne janma ApavAmAM nimitta banAya che. je bIjAnA janmamAM nimitta bane che, tenA navA janmo nakkI thAya, tenA te te navAM jIvanonA navAM moto paNa nakkI thAya ja. kAraNa ke mota e to sajA che. sajA to gunAnI ja hoya ne? je janma levAno guno kare tene ja motanI sajA hoya. je janma levAno guno karato nathI, tenuM mota kadI thatuM nathI. tethI jo motanA duHkhamAMthI bacavuM hoya to janma levAnuM baMdha karavuM ja joIe. ane jo janma levAnuM baMdha karavuM hoya to bIjAne janma ApavAmAM nimitta banatAM aTakavuM ja joIe. je Apo te maLe. sukha Apo to sukha maLe, du:kha Apo to du:kha maLe. mota Apo to mota maLe, tema janma Apo to janma maLe. ane janma maLe to mota paNa maLe ja, janma maLe to ja jIvanamAM du:kho paNa Ave. mATe jenI IcchA du:kho meLavavAnI na hoya, rogaghaDapaNa ke motano jene Dara lAgato hoya teNe janma ApavAnuM ja baMdha karI devA brahmacaryavrata svIkArI levuM joIe. sAdhujIvana brahmacaryanI ArAdhanA mATe che, to gRhasthajIvana kAMI bephAma jIvavA mATe nathI. te to brahmacaryanI tAlIma mATenuM jIvana che. saMpUrNa brahmacarya pAlana karavAnI zakti na Ave teNe ya comAsAnA cAra mahinA, cha aThThAI, bAra tithi, dasa tithi ke chevaTe pAMca tithi brahmacarya Page #162 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pAlana karavAno niyama levo joIe. tema karavAthI AtmAmAM viziSTa tattva pedA thaze. paNa jo tevA koI niyama karavAne badale aniyaMtrita jIvana jIvavAmAM Ave to pAponA poTalA bAMdhavAnuM kArakhAnuM sadA cAlu raheze te kadI na bhUlavuM. (pa) parigraha : potAnI mAlikInI cIjono samAveza parigrahamAM thAya. dhanAdi sAmagrI pratyenI kALI mUccha durgatimAM laI gayA vinA na rahe. parigraha eka evo graha che ke jeNe traNe jagatane viDabita karyuM che. rAhu ane ketunI mAThI najara karatAM ya vadhAre bhayaMkara phaLa batADanArI A parigrahanI asara che. bheguM karavAnI manovRtti raudradhyAnane pedA kare che, je AtmAne sIdhuM narakamAM laI javA samartha che. parigrahanI lezyAthI pelo mammaNazeTha marIne sAtamI narake cAlyo gayo. bheguM karavAmAM koI vizeSatA nathI. jo koI vizeSatA, bahAdurI ke zUravIratA hoya to te tyAga karavAmAM che. bheguM karanAra samudra dharatI upara sthAna dharAve che jayAre pANInI ane te dvArA jIvananI lahANI karanAra vAdaLa AkAzamAM UMce zobhA pAme che. mAtra dhana-dhAnyAdi pratyenI mUccharUpa parigraha ja pApo baMdhAve che ema nahi, potAnI mAnyatA ke vicAronI paNa mUccha parigraha svarUpa banIne anaMtA pApakarmo baMdhAve che; AtmAne durgatimAM jhIMkI de che. mATe koI mAnyatA vageremAM kadAgraha-pakkaDa na AvI jAya tenI paNa satata kALajI rAkhavI joIe. khoTI pakkaDa to kyAMya na jo Ie. hRdaya udAra ane viDaLa joIe. mAdhyacyabhAva vinA tavane pAmI zakAya nahi. mATe manamAM ghUsI gayelA vicAronA parigrahane paNa tyAgavA udyamI banavuM joIe. (6) krodha : AtmAnA guNone kSaNamAM bALI nAMkhavAnI tAkAta A krodha rUpI agnimAM che. pUrvakaTavarSanA ugra tapane paNa A krodhe bhasmIbhUta karatAM kAcI sekaMDanI vAra lagADI nathI. kodhI svabhAva rAkhavo eTale hatheLImAM kALA bhoriMga nAgane ramADavo, kyo DAhyo mANasa AvI hiMmata kare ? tethI paDI gayelA krodhI svabhAvamAM pheraphAra karavAno prayatna zarU karavo joIe. sApa ane vIMchInA bhAvamAM krodhanA saMskAra jAlIma karyo. vAgha ane siMhanA bhavamAM krUratAnA kusaMskAra majabUta karyo. kUtarA-mUMDanA avatAramAM khAvAnA saMskAra majabUta karyA. judA judA bhAvomAM majabUta karelA krodhanA, krUratAnA, khAvAnA, kAmanA, ahaMkAranA kusaMskAro jo mAnavabhavamAM khatama nahi karIe Page #163 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ to kyA bhavamAM tene khatama karI zakaze mATe DAhyA banIne, maLelA mAnavabhavamAM, A krodhAdi kusaMskArone khatama karavAno saMkalpa karIe. jeTalo bhaya lAge ApaNane sApano, tethIya vizeSa bhaya pedA karIe krodhano, ane te rIte krodhane sadaMtara dezavaTo ApIne tenAthI baMdhAtAM pApothI aTakavAno prayatna karIe, temAM ApaNuM kalyANa che. (7) mAna jayAM aMhakAra Ave tyAM kyA doSo na Ave ? te prazna che. ahaMkAra sarva doSono betAja bAdazAha che. potAnI prajAne laIne te Ave che. ahaMkAra jene Avyo, tenuM patana sAmAnyataH dUra na hoI zake. ahaMkAra jayAM hoya tyAM paramAtmA rahI zakatA nathI. mATe to tene khatama karavA namaskArabhAvanI sAdhanA karavAnI che. viSayo pratye vairAgyabhAva jAgavo sahelo che, paNa prApta thayelI zakti ke guNo pratye vairAgya pedA thavo muzkela che. tevA samaye A ahaMkAra nAmano doSa te AtmAnuM patana karAvavA acAnaka darzana daI de che. kAmanA gharamAM jaIne kAmanuM khUna karanAra sthUlabhadrajI upara paNa A ahaMkAradoSe kevuM AkramaNa karI dIdhuM hatuM ke jenA kAraNe samagra saMghe hajAro varSo sudhI cAra pUrvAne (arthathI) gumAvavA paDyA. tethI ahaMkAra rUpa pApasthAnakane barAbara oLakhI laIne, teno paDachAyo paNa na paDe tenI jAgRti rAkhavAnuM zarU karIe. (8) mAyA jene oLakhavAmAM khUba ja muzkelI paDe, tenuM nAma mAyA ! te jaldI pakaDAya ja nahi. A mAyA doSanA kAraNe AtmA mAtrA bIjAnI sAthe ja chetarapiMDI kare che, e ma nahi. potAnI jAta sAthe paNa te chetarapiMDI karI de che. mAyA eTale kapaTa. mAyA eTale chetarapiMDI. mAyA eTale bahAra judune aMdara juduM. A mAyA nAmano doSa khUba ja kAtila che. bhayaMkara che. jIvo upara te vAraMvAra humalo kare che. AtmAnuM adha:patana kare che. ApaNe taTasthatAthI ApaNI jAtanuM ja nirIkSaNa karIe ke ApaNane kharekhara sArA banavAnI IcchA che ke ApaNe sArA chIe tevuM duniyAne dekhADavAnI IcchA che ? je hakIkatamAM sAro bane che, te vyakti sahaja rIte duniyAmAM sArA tarIkenI prasiddhi pAme ja che. chatAMya moTA bhAganA mAnavonI sArA banavA karatAM ya pote sAro che tevuM duniyAne dekhADavAnI IcchA hoya che. je ja ja e ja che 158 ka ka ja che je che ke je Page #164 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pote sArA banavuM nathI. bephAma jIvana jIvavuM che. goThavelI jIvanapaddhatimAM koI pheraphAra karavo nathI. anIti, dagAbAjI, anAcAra vagere cAlu rAkhavA che. ane duniyAmAM sArA mANasa tarIkenI prasiddhi joIe che. te mATe te je kAMI kare te badhuM mAyA sivAya zuM kahevAya ? tethI sau prathama ApaNe hakIkatamAM sArA banavA mATeno prayatna karavo joIe. te mATe bIjAnA mATe ghasAtA zIkhavuM joIe. svArthIpaNAnuM visarjana karavuM joIe. te mATe dharmArAdhanA vadhAravI joIe. paramAtmAnI bhAva vibhora banIne, doSonI nAbUdI mATenI kAkalUdIpUrvakanI bhakti karavI joIe. A rIte sArA banavA mATe prayatno karavA joIe. paNa jyAM sudhI hakIkatamAM sArA na banIe tyAM sudhI hRdayanA nikhAlasa banavuM joIe. mukhamAMthI saraLatAbharyA zabdo nIkaLavA joIe. ramInI ramata jevuM khullekhulluM jIvana jIvavuM joIe. daMbha-pAkhaMDane hajAro yojana dUra rAkhavA joIe. jo nikhAlasabharyuM jIvana jIvavAmAM nahi Ave to A mAyA nAmanI DAkaNa ApaNI upara humalo karyA vinA nahi rahe. ApaNA AtmaguNono ToTo pIsavA te thanaganI rahI che. A mAyA DAkaNe lakSmaNAsAdhvIjI upara evo humalo karyo ke jenA kAraNe 50 varSa sudhI ugra tapa tapavA chatAM ya teo zuddhi na pAmI zakyA. are ! temano saMsAra khUba vadhI gayo. pelA rUmirAjA ! dIkSA laI aneka sAdhvIjIonA gurusAdhvI pade birAjyA. chatAM ya chellA samaye prAyazcitta mATe AlocanA karatI vakhate A mAyA DAkaNe temanI upara humalo karyo to temaneya ghaNA bhavo A saMsAramAM rakhaDavuM paDyuM. tapa-japa-saMyamanI sAdhanAne Aga cAMpavAnuM kAma A mAyAe karyuM. mahAsaMyamI aSADhAbhUti munivare lADavA meLavavA mATe mAyAno Azraya lIdho to teo saMyamajIvanane hArI gayA. pAkkA saMsArI banavuM paDyuM. upakAra mAno gurudevano ke jemaNe sAdhujIvana choDavAnA samaye ApelI hitazikSAnA kAraNe aSADhAbhUtimAM parivartana AvyuM. jenA jore te ja bhAvamAM kevaLajJAna pAmIne mokSe gayA. paNa mallinAtha bhagavAnanA AtmAe pUrvanA trIjA bhavamAM A mAyAno sahAro lIdho to tenuM je pariNAma AvyuM, tenAthI koNa ajANa che? tIrthakara to sadA yaM puruSadehe ja hoya ne ? parantu anaMtakALamAM na bane tevuM mallinAtha bhagavAnanA jIvanamAM banyuM. karelI mAyAnA pariNAme temane A ja sa 159 hA hA hA re Page #165 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tIrthakara tarIkenA bhavamAM paNa strIno deha dhAraNa karavo paDayo. mallikumArI tarIke strInA dehe temano uchera thayo. mAyA karavAthI strIno avatAra levAnuM nakkI thAya che. are ! mAyA to tiryaMcagatinuM AyuSya baMdhAve che. mAyA karavAthI kUtarA - bilADAnA avatAra levA paDe che. are ! mAyA karavAthI A bhavamAMya mitratAno nAza thAya che. mitravartuLamAM ApaNA viSe zaMkA pedA thAya che. temane ApaNAmAMthI vizvAsa UThI jAya che. pariNAme ekalavAyuM jIvana jIvavAnI paristhiti paNa kyAreka pedA thAya che. anekonI vacce vasavA chatAM huMpha koInIya maLatI na hoya tevI dazAmAM jIvavuM paDe che. te jIvana paNa maraMNa karatAMya vadhAre akAruM lAge che. mATe kadIya A mAyA nAmanuM pApasthAnaka sevAI na jAya tenI kALajI rAkhIe. (9) lobha : sarva pAponuM mULa lobha che. badhA pApono bApa jo koI hoya to te lobha che. jenA jIvanamAM lobha Avyo; tenA jIvanamAM kyA pApo nathI AvatA ? te prazna che ! bhagavAna banavA sudhInI UMcI kakSAe pahoMcI rahelA AtmAone paNa A lobha doSa pachADe che. krodha, mAna, mAyAne khatama karavA chatAMya lobha khatama thato nathI. zAstrIyabhASA pramANe navamA guNasthAnakanA aMte krodhAdi traNa kaSAyono saMpUrNa nAza thavA chatAMya lobha to saMpUrNa nAza pAmyA vinAno ja rahe che. te to dazamA guNasthAnake nAza pAme. keTalI badhI tAkAta A lobha rUpI kAtila doSanI ! ke jeno nAza karavA mATe AtmAe TheTha sudhI mahenata karavI paDe ! A lobha nAmano doSa DAyAbITIsanA roga karatAM ya vadhAre bhayaMkara che ! jema DAyAbITIsa jene thayo hoya te vyaktine bAkInA rogo maTe nahi. ghA upara rujha Ave nahi. DAyAbITIsane kaMTrolamAM lAvyA sivAya koI oNparezanAdi thaI zake nahi. tema A lobha nAmanA doSane kaMTrolamAM lAvyA sivAya anya doSonuM oNparezana na thaI zake. dUra thayelA te doSo pAchA AvIne UbhA rahe. ApaNe zarIra upara je kAramI Asakti anubhavIe chIe, te paNa zuM A lobha nAmanAM doSanA prabhAve nathI? vAsaNamAM jayAM sudhI khaTAza jAmelI hoya tyAM sudhI, temAM game teTaluM dUdha bharavAmAM Ave to te phATI ja jAya, paNa dUdha rUpe TakI na zake. tema lobhadorUpI khaTAzathI yukta AtmA rUpI vAsaNamAM game teTaluM guNa Page #166 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rUpI dUdha nAMkhavAmAM Ave to paNa te na Take. khatama ja thaI jAya. jIvanamAM khIlavavA che ne guNo ! khIlatA te guNone AtmAmAM TakAvavA che ne ? to lobha rUpI khaTAzane AtmA rUpI vAsaNamAMthI Aje ja dUra karIe. te mATe saMtoSanuM zaraNuM svIkArIe. "saMtoSI nara sadA sukhI" kahevatane AtmasAt karIe. zarIra ane AtmAnuM bhedajJAna sAdhIe. anitya-anyatva-azaraNAdi bhAvanAothI ApaNA AtmAne bhAvita banAvIe, ane e rIte A lobha doSa upara vaLatuM AkramaNa karIe. tenA upara vijayavAvaTo pharakAvIne AtmAnA guNone pedA karIe. (10) rAga : vastu-pratyenI mamatA te rAga. mamatva kyAMya na joIe. te mamatA aneka pApakarmone AtmAmAM kheMcI lAvyA vinA rahetI nathI. rAga koIpaNa parapadArtho pratye karavo ja nahi. chatAM ya jo rAga karyA vinA rahI zakAtuM na hoya to dharmatattvo pratye rAga karavo. kAMTAthI kAMTo TaLe" te nyAye dharmatattvo pratyenA rAgathI sAMsArika padArtho taraphano rAga dUra thaze. ane pachI eka divasa dharmatattva pratyeno rAga paNa ekAeka dUra thaI jaze. paramapada prApta thaI jaze. : (11) kaMpa : aprIti te . koI jIva pratye aprIti pedA na thavI joIe. sarva jIvo pratye hRdayamAM bhArobhAra maitrIbhAva ubharAvo joIe. paNa A dveSa nAmano doSa maitrIbhAvane toDavAnuM kAma kare che. hRdayamAM jIvAdi pratye aNagamAno - tiraskArano bhAva pedA kare che. tenAthI puSkaLa pApakarmo baMdhAya che. mATe A pApasthAnakethI dUra rahevuM. . jayAM rAga hoya tyAM Aga jAge. jayAM rAga hoya tyAM ja pedA thayA vinA na rahe. jene ghaDiyALamAM rAga che, tene ghaDiyALa toDanAra upara dveSa jAgyA vinA nahi rahe. mATe bane jo nAbUda karavo hoya to rAgane dUra karavo ja rahyo. manuM kAraNa rAga che. kAraNa dUra thayA pachI kArya pedA na thaI zake. . A rAga ane dveSa jayAM sudhI AtmAne vaLagelA che, tyAM sudhI saMsAramAM paribhramaNa che. mokSa lAkho yojana dUra che. mokSa meLavavo hoya to A rAga ane dveSane khatama karavA saghaLo puruSArtha Adaravo joIe. (12) kalaha : kalaha = kajIyo, kyAreya koInI sAthe kajIyo - kaMkAsa na karAya. tema karavAthI lokomAM mAnahAni thAya che. apayaza maLe che. niMdAnA pAtra banavuM paDe che. kyAreka jAna gumAvavA sudhInI paristhiti pedA thAya che. che eka ja vAra che ke je 161 2 3 4 ra ja sa ha Page #167 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kalahanA kAraNe koIke jhera ghoLyA che to koIke gaLe TuMpo dIdho che. koIke TreIna nIce jhaMpalAvyuM che. to koIke kerosIna chAMTIne jIvana pUruM karyuM che! Aje sAsu-vahunA, derANI-jeThANInA, pitA-putranA jhagaDAo ghera ghera jovA maLe che, jo gharanA sabhyo samajaNanA gharamAM praveze to ja A jhagaDAono aMta AvI zake. gharanA badhA sabhyo jo bIjAnuM sahana karavAnuM ane bIjAne sahAyaka banavAnuM nakkI karI de to jhagaDA kyAMya UbhA na rahe anyathA kalaha dvArA puSkaLa karmabaMdha thato ja rahevAno. jJAnIoe emane ema thoDuM tene pApasthAnaka kahyuM haze ! 13) abhyAkhyAna H abhyAkhyAna ALa AkSepa. koInI upara koIpaNa prakArano AkSepa karavo ucita nathI. dhaNIvAra vAtavAtamAM ApaNe koInI paNa upara AkSepa karI daIe chIe. pUrI tapAsa karyA vinA, pUrI khAtarI meLavyA vinA, aDadhuM-paDadhuM sAMbhaLIne bIjA upara ALa daIe chIe. A jarAya ucita nathI. tema karavAthI anyabhavamAM tevA kharekhara ApaNane banavuM paDe che. game tenA mATe 'are o aMdhA !, bahero che ke zuM ? are laMgaDA ! harAmakhora ! vagere zabdo vAparatA hajAro vAra vicAra karavAnI jarUra che. ApaNA taraphathI tevA ALa apAyA chatAM, jo te kharekhara tevo na hoya to tevo banI jato nathI. paNa bhAvimAM ApaNe tevAM banavuM paDe che. = ane jo te kharekhara tevo hoya to ya ApaNe tevuM bolavAnI jarUra zI che ? ApaNe tevuM nahi bolIe toya te kAMI tevo maTI javAno nathI. ko'ka pAsethI aDadhI-paDadhI vAto sAMbhaLIne keTalAka loko potAnI prANa pyArI patnI upara paNa kulaTAnuM ALa caDAvatA aTakatA nathI. jIvatIjAgatI ne pavitra strIne mota karatAMya vadhAre bhUMDI hAlatamAM jIvADe che. patinA manamAM ghUsI gayelA vahemanuM koI auSadha paNa nathI hotuM ke tenI patnInA jIvanane mIThuM banAve ! pelA pavanaMjaye aMjanAnI vAtone barobara vicArI nahi to aMjanAnuM jIvana kevuM bheMkAra banI gayuM. mA karatAM vadhAre premALa sAsue paNa adhakacarI vAta sAMbhaLIne tenI upara kulaTA tarIkenuM ALa caDAvyuM to aMte temane kevo pastAvAno vakhata Avyo! ajaina rAmAyaNanA prasaMga pramANe rAmacandrajIe dhobInA vacanathI sItAne kyAM jaMgalamAM mokalI nahotI dIdhI ! kulaTAnA ALane dUra karavA 162 Page #168 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mahAsatI sItAe paNa chevaTe divyamAMthI pasAra to thavuM ja paDyuM ! ApaNA mukhamAMthI anAyAse nIkaLI jatAM AkSepAtmaka zabdo anekonA jIvana sAthe ceDA karanArA bane che, te vAta kadI na bhUlIe. ane tethI kyAreya sAcuM ke khoTuM, koIpaNa prakAranuM ALa koIne ya na devAI jAya tenI kALajI laIe. anyathA pApo baMdhAyA vinA nahi rahe. (14) pezUnya : paizUnya = cADI - cugalI. sAcI ke khoTI koInI ya cADI cugalI na bharIye. sahaja rIte paNa kahI devAtI koInI vAtathI te vyaktine bhayaMka2 nukazAna pedA thatuM hoya che. eka niyama badhAe banAvI devA jevo che ke je bAbata mArA potAnA adhikAranI nathI, te bAbatamAM mAre mAthuM mAravuM nathI. adhikAra vinAnI ceSTA karavAthI ja ghaNI viparIta paristhitio pedA thatI hoya che. cADI - cugalI bharavAthI, koIkanI gupta vAto pragaTa thavAthI, tenuM mota thavAnI zakyatAo pedA thAya che. mATe AvA pApasthAnothI sadA dUra rahevuM. (15) rati- ati rati=khuzInI lAgaNI, arati=nArAjagInI lAgaNI. ApaNane savArathI sAMja sudhI je zabdo sAMbhaLavA maLe che, temAM gamA-aNagamAno je bhAva thAya che te rati-ati che. bhojananA padArtho bhAvatA hoya to je AnaMda Ave che te rita che paNa vadhu paDatAM khArA ke tIkhA padArtho hovAnA kAraNe mAnasika je saMtApa thAya che, te ati che. te ja rIte sAruM jovA maLatAM AnaMda ane viparIta jovA maLatAM je du:kha thAya che, sArA sparze sukhanI ane kharabacaDA vagere sparze je aNagamatI lAgaNI thAya che te rati-atine jaNAve che. A rati-ati paNa pApanuM sthAna che. hakIkatamAM to sArA ke narasAM, je kAMI zabda, rUpa, rasa, gaMdha ke sparzano anubhava thAya temAM udAsInabhAva joIe. tenA badale jo AnaMda ke khedanI lAgaNI rUpa ratiarita thAya to pApakarma baMdhAyA vinA zI rIte rahe? (16) pa2parivAda 52 = bIjAno parivAda = apalApa / niMdA. kadIpaNa koInI ya niMdA karavI nahi. jJAnIo pharamAve che ke IrSyA karavAthI puNya baLIne khAkha thaI jAya to niMdA karavAthI DhagalAbaMdha pApo baMdhAya. IrSyA karavAthI jo puNya baLI jaze to sukhI zI rIte thazo ? 163 Page #169 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ niMdA karavAthI jo puSkaLa pApo baMdhAze to du:khI thatAM zI rIte aTakI zakAze ? kema ke puNyathI sukha maLe che ne pApothI du:kha maLe che te sanAtana niyama che. niMdA karavAthI doSadRSTi pedA thAya che. bIjAnA doSo joyA karavAnuM mana thAya che. pariNAme te doSo ApaNAmAM moDA-vahelA AvyA vinA rahetA nathI. ApaNe dasa vyaktinA ekeka doSane joIne niMdA karIe to te darekamAM to ekeka doSa ja rahyo paNa ApaNAmAM to dasa doSo AvIne rahyA. have vadhAre kharAba koNa ? jenA ApaNe doSo joyA te vyaktio ke tenA doSone joIne dasa doSovALA thayelA ApaNe jo niMdA karavI ja hoya to ApaNI potAnI niMdA pharavI. paNa bIjAnI niMdA na karavI. niMdA karavAthI naraka vagere gatimAM avatAro maLe che. sAdhu-sAdhvInI niMdA to svapramAM ya na ka2vI. temanI niMdA karavAthI je kALuM pApa baMdhAya che, temAMthI chUTavuM khUba ja muzkela bane che. prabhuvI2nI sAme tejolezyA pheMkanAra gozAlaka bhaviSyamAM jyAre kevaLajJAna pAmaze, tyAre kevaLajJAnI te munivara potAnI prathama dezanAmAM pha2mAvavAnA che ke kadIpaNa koIe gurubhagavaMtanI niMdA karavI nahi. meM pUrve mArA guru prabhuvIranI niMdA karI to mAre anaMtA bhavo saMsAramAM bhaTakavuM paDayuM che... vagere... mATe kyAMreya koIpaNa sAdhu ke sAdhvIjInI niMdA na thaI jAya tenI satata kALajI rAkhavA jevI che. (17) mAyA-mRSAvAdaH mRkhAvAda = mAyA pUrvakanuM jUTha bolavuM te. = asatya kathana, mAyA-mRSAvAda mAyA pote jema bhayaMkara che tema jUTha bolavuM teya pApasthAnaka che. paNa jyAre A be pApasthAnako bhegA thAya che. tyAre temanI tAkAta ghaNI vadhI jAya che. mAyA pUrvaka bolAtuM jUTha AtmA upara pApakarmono puSkaLa boja vadhAre che, jIvanane pAyamAla kare che. Aloka-paraloka ubhayane barabAda kare che. mATe tenAthI dUra rahevAmAM ja sAra che. (18) mithyAtvazalya sAreya pApono bApa jo koI hoya to A aDhAramuM pApa che. jo A mithyAtva nAmanuM aDhAramuM pApa na hoya to bAkInA sattareya pApo bhegA 16 4 Page #170 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ thaIne AtmAnuM teTaluM nukazAna karI zakatA nathI ke jeTaluM nukazAna A mithyAtva nAmanuM eka ja pApa kare che. mithyAtva eTale sAcAmAM khoTAnI buddhi ane khoTAmAM sAcAnI buddhi. je vastu jevI hoya tene tevI mAnavI te samakti. A samakitane AvatuM aTakAve te mithyAtva. hakIkatamAM saMsAra bihAmaNo che. duHkha rUpI phaLa ApanAro che. are... duHkhonI paraMparAne vadhAranAro che. chatAM saMsArane sohAmaNo mAnavo, sukhamaya mAnavo, sukhI banAvanAra mAnavo te viparIta buddhi che, tenuM nAma mithyAtva. je strI maLa-mUtranI kyArI che, azucIno bhaMDAra che. jenA zarIranA kAnamAM mela, AMkhamAM pIyA, nAkamAM seDA, jIbha upara chArI, dAMta upara pILAza, moDhAmAM gaLaphAM, aMdara lohI-mAMsa-hADapIMjara, viSThA ane mUtra bharelA che. te zarIrane uparanI gorI cAmaDI mArAthI sAruM mAnavuM, sohAmaNuM mAnavuM, te keTaluM ucita che ? AvA apavitratAthI kharaDAyelA strI-puruSanA zarIranI asAratAne najaramAM lAvyA vinA tene sAra rUpa mAnavuM te kyA sajajanane zobhe ? vastunA pUrNa svarUpanuM darzana karavuM te samyakatva che, jyAre vastunuM adhUruM darzana karavuM te mithyAtva che. adhUruM darzana karavAthI rAga jAge che, mamatA pedA thAya che, saMsAranI vRddhi thAya che. jayAre pUrNadarzana karavAthI virAga jAgyA vinA raheto nathI. samatAnuM pragaTIkaraNa thAya che. saMsAra kapAya che. mokSa prati prayANa thAya che. - strInI gorI gorI cAmaDInuM darzana te adhUruM darzana che. tenAthI vikAro jAge che. AtmAnuM adha:patana thAya che. paNa gorI gorI cAmaDInA darzananI sAthe tenI pAchaLa chUpAyelI gaMdakInuM darzana karavA rUpa pUrNadarzana karavAmAM Ave tyAre virAga jAgyA vinA na rahe. AvuM pUrNadarzana karanAra vyakti prAya: strImAM Asakta banI zake nahi. kerInuM adhUruM darzana karIe to ja temAM rAga thAya, tenA rasanA sabaDakA levAnuM mana thAya. AdrA najIkamAM Ave eTale kerIno tyAga karavAno rAsa zarU thAya, paNa kerInA rasanI mIThAzanuM ke mAtra tenA suMdara raMganuM darzana karavuM te kerInuM pUrNadarzana thoDuM che? pUrNadarzana karyuM tyAre kahevAya ke jayAre te kerInA rasanA ATha-dasa kalAka pachI thanArA maLanuM paNa darzana karIe. Page #171 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dasa miniTa pachI thatI vomITamAM kerInA rasanI durgadha prasaratAM ane jugupsA pedA karatA paryAyanuM paNa darzana karIe. je vyaktine A viSThA ke vomITa rUpa kerInA rasanA paryAyonuM paNa darzana thAya te vyaktine kerInA rasamAM have Asakti zI rIte pedA thaI zake ? : saMsAranuM paNa jo adhUruM darzana karavAmAM Ave to ja te sohAmaNo lAge. paNa jo cAre gatinuM paribhramaNa, temAM paDatAM duHkho, parasparanA svArthabharyA saMbaMdho, dagA-phaTakA-prapaMco vagerenuM paNa jo darzana karavAmAM . Ave to A saMsAra asAra lAgyA vinA na rahe. koIpaNa samaju ane DAhyA mANasane A saMsAramAM ekapaNa kSaNa rahevuM game nahi. parantu Aje saMsAramAM aneka jIvo mastIthI rahe che, saMsArane mITho madhUro mAne che, te temanuM mithyAtva che. ' A mithyAtva nAmanuM pApa zalya samAna che. zalya eTale kAMTo. pagamAM ghUsI gayelo kAMTo jo bahAra kADhavAmAM na Ave to sepTIka thAya. vadhu upekSA karAya to dhanUra thAya. chevaTe mota paNa thaI jAya. tema A mithyAtva rUpI zalyane jo AtmAmAMthI bahAra kADhavAmAM na Ave teM AtmAne du:khamaya saMsAramAM bhaTakavuM paDe. durgatiomAM TIcAvuM paDe. paNa jema kAMTo nIkaLI jAya to pagamAM svasthatA Ave che. saDasaDATa mArga upara prayANa thAya che. ane Icchita sthAne pahoMcI zakAya che. tema ja A mithyAtva nAmano ghaMTo (zalya) AtmAmAMthI nIkaLI jAya to AtmA svastha bane. caritra mArge saDasaDATa prayANa kare. ane Icchita evA mokSa pahoMcyA vinA na rahe. paramAtmAe kahelI vAtomAM azraddhA karavAthI A mithyAtva pedA thAya che. mATe paramAtmAnI koIpaNa vAtamAM kadIya azraddhA na karavI. * prANAtipAtathI mithyAtvazalya sudhInA aDhAra pApasthAnako ApaNe vicAryA. A aDhAra pApasthAnakothI pApakarmono baMdha thAya che. je pApakamano udaya thatAM AtmA upara jAlima duHkho tuTI paDe che. jo duHkho sahana karavAnI tevaDa na hoya to kadI paNa A aDhAramAMnA eke ya pApasthAnakano Azaro nathI levo tema nakkI karavuM joIe. te mATe sAdhujIvana svIkAryA sivAya nahi cAle. Page #172 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 16 baMdha - anubaMdha pApakarmonA udayathI jo jIvanamAM du:kha Ave che to puNyakarmonA udayathI jIvanamAM sukha Ave che. sAmAnyataH lokone du:kha gamatuM nathI, sukha khUba ja game che. duHkhanivAraNa ane sukhaprAptinI lokone puSkaLa jhaMkhanA che. parantu eka vAta magajamAM barobara phITa karI devA jevI che ke maLelA mAnavajIvananI kiMmata duHkhanivAraNa karatAMya durjanatA nivAraNamAM che ane sukhaprApti karatAMya sajajanatAnI prAptimAM che. je mAnavanA jIvanamAM duHkho na hoya paNa durjanatA ThAMsI ThAMsIne bharelI hoya, tevA durjananI zI kiMmata? duryodhana pAse hastinApuranuM rAjapATa hatuM. mahAzrImaMta te hato. chatAMya tenA guNagAna koI gAtuM nathI. kAraNa ke te durjana hato. tenAthI urdu, narasiMha mahetA vagerene ghaNA duHkho AvyA. paNa temAMya temanI sajajanatA pArAvAra TakI rahI. pariNAme temane Aje ya ghaNA yAda kare che. Ama kiMmata duHkhanivAraNanI nahi; durjanatAnivAraNanI che. sukha prAptinI nahi, sajajanatA prAptinI che. duHkhanivAraNa to pApa dUra thavAthI thAya paNa durjanatAnivAraNa zI rIte thAya ? sukha prApti to puNyanA udaye thAya paNa sajajanatAnI prApti zI rIte thAya ? duHkhane lAvanAra jo pApakarmano baMdha che, to durjanatAne pedA karanAra pApakarmano anubaMdha che. sukhanI prApti karAvanAra jo puNyakarmano baMdha che, to sajajanatAnI prApti karAvanAra puNyakarmono anubaMdha che. mATe ja baMdha karatAM ya anubaMdhanuM jinazAsanamAM vizeSa mahattva che. anubaMdha eTale AtmAno jhoka (TreDa) AtmAnuM valaNa, AtmAnI tAsIra. manano vicAra hoya che. vacana ane kAyAnuM vartana hoya che. ja eka ja che je sara 167 Page #173 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmAmAM valaNa hoya che. mana-vacana ane kAyA e AtmAnA gharanI vastu nathI. karmanA kAraNe teno AtmA sAthe saMbaMdha thAya che. hakIkatamAM A mana-vacana-kAyA karatAM AtmA judo che. ane tethI ja ghaNIvAra mana-vacana-kAyAnA vicAravartana karatAM ya AtmAnuM valaNa juduM hoI zake che. mana-vacana-kAyAnA vicAra-vartana dvArA puNyakarma ke pApakarmano baMdha thAya che, jayAre AtmAnA valaNa dvArA puNya ke pApano anubaMdha nakkI thAya che. bhagavAnanI bhakti karI rahelI vyaktinuM mana jayAre paramAtmabhaktinA vicAromAM lIna banyuM hoya, vacanathI paramAtmAnA guNagAna gavAtA hoya ane kAyAthI paNa te bhaktimAM parovAI gayo hoya tyAre paNa tenA AtmAnuM valaNa saMsAra tarapha hoya; tevuM zuM na banI zake ? te vakhate saMsAranuM koIka sukha meLavavAnI kAramI Asakti tenA aMtarAtmAmAM dharabAyelI - hoI zake che. tethI te vakhate tenA mana-vacana-kAyA zubha hovA chatAMya tenA AtmAnuM valaNa kharAba che. (1) mana - vacana - kAyAdinA vicAra - vartanAdi sArA hoya ane te vakhate AtmAnuM valaNa paNa jo sAruM hoya to baMdha ane anubaMdha, baMne puNyanA thAya. tene puNyAnubaMdhI puNya baMdhAyuM kahevAya. tethI uchuM (2) jo mana-vacana-kAyAnA vicAra-vartanAdi kharAba hovA sAthe AtmAnuM valaNa paNa te vakhate kharAba hoya to baMdha ane anubaMdha, baMne pApanA thAya. tyAre pApAnubaMdhI pApa baMdhAyuM gaNAya. (3) parantu jo mana-vacana-kAyAdinA vicAra-vartanAdi sArAM hovA chatAM ya AtmAnuM valaNa te vakhate jo kharAba hoya to puNyano baMdha thavA chatAM ya anubaMdha to pApano paDe. te vakhate pApAnubaMdhI puNya baMdhAyuM gaNAya. (4) paNa mana-vacana-kAyAdinA vicAra-vartana kharAba hovA chatAM ya AtmAnuM valaNa te vakhate jo sAruM hoya to pApano baMdha thavA chatAM ya anubaMdha to puNyano paDe. te vakhate puNyAnubaMdhI pApa baMdhAyuM kahevAya. Ama have cAra prakAranA karmo thayA gaNAya. (1) puNyAnubaMdhI puNya : tAraka : zAlibhadrane. (2) pApAnubaMdhI pApa : mAraka : kAlasaurika kasAIne. (3)- pAMpAnubaMdhI puNya : mAraka : mammaNane. (4) puNyAnubaMdhI pApa : tAraka : puNiyAne. Page #174 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ puNyanA udaye sukha maLe ane pApanA udaye dukha maLe, parantu puNyanA anubaMdhanA kAraNe sajjanatA maLe. arthAt maLelA sukhamAM anAsakti ane maLelA duHkhamAM adInatA maLe. pApanA anubaMdhathI durjanatA maLe arthAt maLelA sukhamAM Asakti pedA thAya to maLelA duHkhamAM dInatA pedA thAya. zAlibhadra pUrvanA saMgama tarIkenA bhavamAM uchaLatA bhAvothI khIranuM dAna karavAthI puNyAnubaMdhI puNya bAMdhyuM hatuM. ' puNyanA udaye zAlibhadranA bhavamAM tene aDhaLaka saMpatti prApta thaI. devalokamAM rahelA pitAdeva roja 99-99 peTIo pahoMcADatA hatA. AvI doma doma sAhyabImAM paNa zAlibhadra anAsakta hatA. virAgI hatA, kAraNa ke puNyanA udayanI sAthe puNyano anubaMdha paNa joDAyelo hato. A anubaMdha tene mAtra sajjana banAvIne na aTakAvyo. TheTha saMtakakSAe pahoMcADyo. zreNika rAjA mAthe che jANIne eka ja dhaDAke sarva saMpattine choDIne teo jainasAdhu banI gayA. chelle anazana karyuM. ane pelo kAlasaurika kasAI ! rojanA 500-500 pADAno vadha karanAro. jIvanamAM na sukhI ke na sAro. saMnipAtanA rogathI pIDAI pIDAIne maraNane zaraNa thayo ane pahoMcI gayo sAtamI narake. kAraNake tene pApAnubaMdhI pApano udaya hato. pApanA udaye tene duHkhI karyo to pApanA anubaMdhe tene sAro na thavA dIdho ! : mahAzrImaMta hato te mammaNa zeTha! jenI milkatanI sAme mahArAjA zreNikanI samagra samRddhinI kAMI kiMmata nahotI. tevo dhanavAna A mammaNa , marIne sAtamI nArake cAlyo gayo, kAraNa ke zrImaMtAInI sAthe sajajanatA, tenI na TakI. tene pApAnubaMdhI puNyanA udaye saMpatti prApta thayelI, jeNe tene sAro na rahevA dIdho. pUrvabhavamAM jaina sAdhune sihakesarIyA lADavA vahorAvyA, ane tethI bhAre puNyabaMdha paNa karyo. supAtradAnathI viziSTa puNyabaMdha thayA vinA na rahe. mATe to roja sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtane bhAvathI bolAvIne vahorAvavuM joIe. temanA pAtramAM jayAM sudhI potAnuM bhojana na paDe, tyAM sudhI cena na paDavuM joIe. vahorAvyA pachI upayogamAM levAtA bhojanane ja amRtabhojana kahevAya ne ? lADavo vahorAvI to dIdho, paNa pachI tenA AtmAmAM vahorAvavA badala bhAre pazcAtApa thayo. teNe pApAnubaMdha taiyAra karyA. pariNAme puNyanA Page #175 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ udaye samRddhi puSkaLa maLavA chatAM pApanA anubaMdhe temAM kAramI Asakti pedA karI. tene anAsakta ke virAgI na banavA dIdho. raudradhyAnamAM marIne 7mI narake teNe javuM paDyuM. jyAre pelo puNIyo ! hAthe karIne jhUMpaDAmAM rahevA cAlI gayelo ! ane tethI lokadiSTae tene sukhI na kahI zakAya. teNe pApano udaya jAte Ubho karelo. paNa te pApanA udayanI sAthe puNyano anubaMdha paNa kevo suMdara joDAyelo. masta samAdhimaya sAmAyika te karI zakato hato. A cAre prakAranA karmonA udayavALA jIvone samajavA zAstrakAroe cAra mAkhInA udAharaNo Apela che. 1. sAkara upara beThelI mAkhI H "sAruM khAIne ArAmathI UMDI jAya. puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanA udayavALA zAlibhadrAdi jIvo : jeo samRddhi pAmIne, temAM anAsakta hovAthI kSaNamAM tyAgI banI zake. 2. lIMTamAM beThelI mAkhI : na sAruM khAvAnuM maLyuM ane coMTIne marI gaI ! pApAnubaMdhI pApanA udayavALA kAlasaurikAdi jIvo. jeo na sukha meLavI zakyA ke na sArA banI zakyA. marIne durgatimAM cAlyA gayA. 3. madhamAM beThelI mAkhI : sAruM khAdhuM paNa coMTIne marI gaI : pApAnubaMdhI puNyanA udayavALA mammaNa vagere jIvo. jeo sukha pAmyA paNa temAM Asakta banIne durgatimAM cAlyA gayA. 4. paththara beThelI mAkhI H sAruM khAdhuM nahi paNa jIvatI UDI gaI.puNyAnubaMdhI pApanA udayavALA puNiyA vagere jIvo. jeoe kahevAtA bhautika sukhane bhale na bhogavyuM, paNa sajjanatA-anAsakti-saMtoSa vage2e dvArA sadgati nakkI karI. mammaNazeThane puNyodayavALA = sukhI kahevAya, paNa te lokadaSTithI, bAkI to te khUba ja dhanamUrchAne kAraNe du:khI hato. puNiyo zrAvaka pApodayavALo : duHkhI kahevAya, te bAhyadRSTithI, bAkI aMtaranuM sukha to tenI pAse ajoDa hatuM. puNyano udaya cAlato hovA chatAM ya jo te pApanA anubaMdhathI yukta hoya to tevA jIvo puNyanA udaye maLelAM bhogasukhomAM pAgala banatAM hoya che. potAnA sAna-bhAna lagabhaga gumAvatA hoya che. ane ethI durgati tarapha prayANa karatAM hoya che. pApakarmano udaya thAya tyAre bahu bahu to sukhano nAza thAya, paNa 170 Page #176 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jo pApAnubaMdhano udaya thAya to sadbuddhino nAza thAya. jenI buddhi bhraSTa thaI, tenuM jIvana bhraSTa thatAM keTalo samaya lAge ? AthI ja baMdha karatAM ya anubaMdha e gaMbhIra vastu che. puNyakarmano jo baMdha karyo hoya to te jayAre udayamAM Ave tyAre jIvane sukhI banAve. pApakarmano jo baMdha karyo hoya to te jayAre udayamAM Ave tyAre jIvane duHkhI banAve paNa sukha ane duHkha karatAM ya vadhAre gaMbhIra to sArApaNuM ane kharAbapaNuM che. je sArApaNuM puNyanA anubaMdhathI ane kharAbapaNuM pApanA anubaMdhathI prApta thAya che. paisAthI caMpala ke cazmA maLe paNa te jyAM paherAya che te paga ke AMkha to puNyathI ja maLe, ane te pagamAM sanmArgagamananI zakti ke AMkhamAM nirvikArabhAva to puNyAnubaMdhathI ja maLe. jema AMkha vinAnA mANasane cazmA nakAmA che, tema nirvikArabhAva vinAnI AMkho paNa nakAmI che. jo A vAta manamAM barobara besI jaze to puNyAnubaMdhanuM mahattva puNyabaMdha karatAM paNa keTaluM badhuM vadhAre che e samajAI jaze . paisAthI biyAraNa kharIdAya. puruSArthe khetI thAya. paNa puNyabaMdhano udaya thAya to ja varasAda Ave tathA sAro pAka pedA thAya. ane jo puNyanA anubaMdhano udaya thAya to ja te pedA thayelA pAkanI Avakano upabhoga karavAmAM bephAma na banAya. anAsakta yogI banAya. Ama, baMdhathI sukhI ke du:khI thavAya che paNa anubaMdhathI sArA ke kharAba thavAya che, ema nakkI thayuM. ane tethI ja paLe paLe thatAM pApa ke puNyanA baMdha karatAM pApa ke puNyanA anubaMdha tarapha vizeSa jAgrati rAkhavI jarUrI che. jo bhoganI ke dharmanI sAmagrIo ApanArA puNyane pedA karavuM hoya to dharmakriyAo karavI ja joIe . paNa jo e puNya tAraka bAMdhavuM hoya arthAt puNyAnubaMdhI puNya bAMdhavuM hoya to te te dharmakriyAnI pAchaLa ApaNo uddeza mokSa pAmavAno hovo joIe athavA to ApaNI pravRtti atyanta zuddha (niHsvArthabhAvanI) evI parArtharasika hovI joIe. kAraNa ke puNyanA anubaMdhane taiyAra karavAnA upAyo mokSalakSa tathA niHsvArthabhAve thatuM parArthakaraNa che. meghakumAranA pUrvabhavIya hAthI jIvane mokSanuM lakSa jarAya nahotuM. mokSa zabdanuM ya jJAna nahotuM. paNa niHsvArthabhAve teNe sasalAnI dayA karI to 171 Page #177 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ teNe evuM suMdara puNyAnubaMdhI puNya bAMdhyuM ke jenA prabhAve te zreNika mahArAjAnA meghakumAra nAmanA putra tarIkeno mAnavabhava pAmyo, eTaluM ja nahi paNa prabhu mahAvIra devano te ziSya banI zakyo. kaTokaTInA samaye prabhuvIra pote ja tenA saMyama rathanA sArathi banyA. puNayanA anubaMdhane taiyAra karavAnA upAyo jema mokSalakSa, niHsvArthabhAve thatuM parArthakaraNa vagere che, tema pApanA anubaMdhane taiyAra karavAmAM niSpharatA, virAdhakabhAvo, aprAyazcittano adhyavasAya vagere kAraNo che. ' sAmayika nAmanA munivare potAnI saMsArI patnInI sAthe dIkSA svIkArI hatI. eka vAra eka gAmamAM potAnA pUrvanA saMsArI patnI evA sAdhvIjIne jotAM manomana kAmavikAra jAgyo. parantu te pApanuM temaNe prAyazcita na ryuM. lAge che ke tenA kAraNe taiyAra thayelA pApAnubaMdhe temane AdrakumAra tarIke anArya dezamAM dhakelI dIdhA ! jayAM dharmanuM nAmanizAna paNa na maLe !!! - sukumAlika sAdhvIe guvaMjJAno nidhuratApUrvaka droha karyo. gurunI nA hovA chatAM, niSpharatApUrvaka AtApanA levA gaI. tenI te niSkara pariNatIe jANe ke AtmAmAM evo pApAnubaMdha taiyAra karyo ke jenA kAraNe tenA draupadI tarIkenA bhavamAM tene pAMca puruSo prati vikArabhAva pedA thayo. pAMce ya pAMDavo tenA pati banyA. ItihAsamAM A ghaTanA abhUtapUrva gaNAI ! uparokta vAto jANyA pachI, have kyAreya pApAnubaMdha taiyAra na thaI jAya ane puNyAnubaMdha joradAra taiyAra thaI jAya tenI prati paLe kALajI levAnuM nakkI karavuM paDaze. kema ke jo bhUlamAM ya pApAnubaMdha taiyAra thaI gayo to kadAca puNyanA udaye sukhI banIzuM to ya te pApAnubaMdha te sukhamAM Asakta banAvyA vinA nahi rahe. te Asakti puSkaLa pApo baMdhAvIne ApaNI bhavaparaMparAne vadhArI deze. te na thavA devA puNyAnubaMdha taiyAra thAya tevA prayatno karavA paDaze. tema thatAM AgAmI bhavonAM puNyanA udaye sukhI thavAnI sAthe, te puNyanA anubaMdhanA kAraNe ApaNe virAgI paNa rahI zakIzuM. kadAca pApanA udaye du:khI thayA hoIzuM to ya A puNyano anubaMdha ApaNane te duHkhamAM dIna nahi banAve. ApaNI samAdhine TakAvI rAkhaze. baMdha karatAM paNa anubaMdhanI mahattA jANyA pachI ApaNA jIvanamAM hAla puNyanA anubaMdhano udaya che ke pApanA anubaMdhano? tenI paNa ApaNe cakAsaNI karI levI joIe. ane te cakAsaNI karatAM ApaNane khyAla Ave ke jo puNyAnubaMdha Page #178 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jora mAre che, to te puNyAnubaMdha vadhune vadhu majabUta thAya tevI pravRtti karavI joIe. paNa durbhAgye jo pApanA anubaMdhano udaya jaNAya to te pApanA anubaMdhane khatama karavA prayatna karavo joIe. te pApanA anubaMdhane puNyanA anubaMdhamAM TrAnsaphara karavA prayatna karavo joIe. nIce jaNAvela lakSaNovALA je jIvo hoya temane prAyaH puNyanA anubaMdhano udaya che tema sAmAnyataH kahI zakAya ? (1) puNyAnubaMdhanA udayavALA jIvo bhogasukhone bhogave to ya, te bhogasukho temane sArA lAge to ya te jIvo te bhogasukhone aMtarathI sArA mAnatA na hoya. * kerIno rasa gaLyo hoya to A jIvanI jIbhane te kerIno rasa gaLyo ja lAge, sAro ja lAge, paNa kAMI kaDavo to na ja lAge.. parantu A jIva hRdayathI to kerInA rasane khAvA jevo, rAga karavA jevo to na ja mAne. Ama, AvA jIvone bhogasukho anubhavamAM sArAM lAgatAM hovA chatAM, teo bhogasukhone sArA to na ja mAne. ane jeo bhogasukhone aMtarathI sArA na mAne temanI durgati paNa na thAya. AvA jIvo aMtarathI sukhane sAruM mAnatA na hovAthI ja sArA tarIkenuM jIvana jIvI zake che. kAraNa ke sAmAnyataH evo niyama che ke jeo aMtarathI bhogasukhone sArA mATe teo prAya: sArA hoya nahi; jo sArA hoya to lAMbA samaya sudhI sArA rahI zake nahi. te ja rIte jeo saMsAranA bhogasukhone aMtarathI kharAba mAnatA hoya te jIvo kadI paNa kharAba hoI zake nahi. kadAca kharAba hoya to paNa lAMbA samaya sudhI kharAba rahI zake nahi. puNiyo zrAvaka bhogasukhone kharAba mAnato hato mATe ja te kharAba banI zakyo nahi. tethI to bhUlamAM AvI gayeluM pADozInuM chANuM gharamAM rAkhavA mATe te dharAra lAcAra hato ! jayAre koNika rAjayasukhane sAruM mAnato hato mATe te sAro rahI zakyo nahi. potAnA sagA pitA rAjA zreNikane jelamAM pUrIne roja 100100 haMTara mAravAnuM krUra kArya karI zakyo ! (2) puNyanA anubaMdhanA udayavALA jIvone pUrvanA puNyanA udaye prApta thayelI sattA, saMpatti, rUpa, baLa, vidvattA vagere zaktionuM suMdara pAcana paNa thAya che. A jIvo maLelI zaktiomAM sAmAnyataH chakI jatAM nathI. A Page #179 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zaktionuM temane ajIrNa thatuM nathI. balle teo A zaktiono sanmArge upayoga karIne vizeSa puNyavAna banatA hoya che. vaLI kyAreka pApakarmanA yoge temanI A zaktio chInavAI jAya to teo dIna ke rAMkaDA banatA nathI. parantu tevA samaye teo vizeSa dharmavAnuM banatA jaNAya che. aMjanA-sItA vagere upara duHkhanA DuMgarA tUTI paDyA to ya tevA samaye teo dIna-banavAnA badale dharmamaya ja banyA hatA ne? aneka labdhio . pedA thavA chatAM ya sanata rAjarSinA ke AnaMdaghanajInA jIvanamAM kevI nirahaMkAritA dekhAtI hatI ! (3) puNyanA anubaMdhanA udayavALA jIvone IndriyonA tuccha bhogasukhomAM ke te bhogasukhone prApta karAvanAra sAmagrIo rUpI adhikaraNamAM prAyaH rasa hoto nathI. AMdhaLuM anukaraNa karavAnI to temane prAyaH IcchA ja thatI nathI. teone to rasa hoya che potAnA aMtaHkaraNanI zuddhimAM. ane tethI ja jayAre viparIta pravRtti karavI paDe tyAre temanuM mana raDatuM hoya che. (4) puNyanA anubaMdhanA udayavALA jIvone deva-gurunI bhakti karavA dvArA svaccha buddhi prApta thatI hoya che. AvI buddhinA prabhAve prAyaH temanuM magaja baraphathI paNa vizeSa ThaMDuM ane temanuM hRdaya mAkhaNathI ya vadhAre komaLa rahetuM hoya che. kadAca kaThora ke garama thaI javAya to paNa teno temane trAsa raheto hoya che. ' (5) puNyanA anubaMdhano udaya jIvonI daSTimAM dharamULa parivartana lAvI de che. tenI najara zarIra taraphathI UThIne AtmA tarapha jAya che. A lokanI ciMtA-phikara thavAnA badale have paralokanI phikara zarU thAya che. svArthI raheNIkaraNI dUra karIne te parArtharasika banavA lAge che. paramapada tene pyAro lAgavA mAMDe che. (6) puNyanA anubaMdhano satata udaya cAlato hoya tevA AtmAonuM jIvana prAyaH janmathI zuddha hoya che. athavA AvA jIvothI kadAca pApa thaI jAya to teo te pApanI zuddhi karyA vinA rahI zakatA nathI. Ama, teo kAM janmazuddha hoya che kAM pApazuddha hoya che. vaLI Dagale ne pagale AvA jIvomAM jAgrati dekhAtI hoya che. pApano Dara temane satata satAvato hoya che. chatAM pApa thaI jAya to prAyazcitta karavA teo doDI gayA vinA rahetA nathI. , AvA puNyanA anubaMdhanA udayavALA jIvomAM zAlibhadra, pethaDazA, Page #180 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMprati, kumArapALa, jagaDUzA vagerene gaNI zakAya ke jemanA suMdara jIvananI suvAsa Aje paNa jinazAsananA gaganamAM phelAI rahI che. paNa bIjA ghaNAya jIvo evA hoya che ke jemane puNyano udaya hovAthI sukhanI relamachela prApta thavA chatAMya pApanA cAlI rahelA anubaMdhanA kAraNe teonI mana:sthiti khUba ja vilakSaNa che. (1) AvA pApAnubaMdhI puNyanA udayavALA jIvo saMsAranuM bhogasukha madhathI ya vadhAre mIThuM mAne che. tethI teone puNyanA udaye je sukho maLe che, temAM teo bephAma bane che. rAcI-mAcIne te sukhane teo anubhave che. te vakhate du:kha thavAnI vAta to dUra raho, bhAre mastIthI bhogasukhane lUMTavAnI mahenata teo kare che. ema kahevAya che ke lIMbaDo to kaDavo vakha che. paNa jene jhera caDayuM hoya tene kaDavo lImaDo ya mITho lAge. te tene mITho mAnavA ya lAge. basa te ja rIte jene mohanuM jhera caDayuM che, tevA jIvo saMsAranA bhogasukho vipAkAdinA kAraNe kaTu hoya chatAMya mIThA madha mAnavA lAge che. te sukho meLavavA badhA duHkhone sahana karavA taiyAra thAya che. badhA pApo paNa karavA taiyAra hoya che. (2) pApAnubaMdhI puNyanA udayavALA jIvomAM prAya: sukha-duHkhane pacAvavAnI zakita hotI nathI. tenA jIvanamAM jayAre duHkho Ave che tyAre te dIna banI jato hoya che. asamAdhimAM paTakAI jAya che. hAyavoya karIne durgatimAM javAnuM nakkI kare che. puNyanA udaye te sukhI bane to ya te sukhamAM te chakI jato hoya che. temAM Asakata bane che. AvA jIvo prAyaH karIne sukhane saMyoge pApI banatA hoya che, to jayAre sukhano viyoga thAya tyAre pAgala banI jatAM hoya che. . " (3) pApAnubaMdhanA udayavALA jIvone prAya AMdhaLuM anukaraNa karavAmAM khUba rasa hoya che. te dekhAdekhImAM rAcatA hoya che. temane adhikaraNo (pApanA sAdhano) pratye AkarSaNa hoya che. pAMca indriyonA viSayo tarapha te jaladIthI kheMcAI jato hoya che. tene aMtaHkaraNanI zuddhi pAmavAnI icchA paNa thatI nathI. are! aMta:karaNanI azuddhithI te kayAreka upakaraNane ya adhikaraNa banAvavAnI bAliza ceSTA karI deto hoya che. (4) pApano anubaMdha buddhine bhraSTa karavAnuM kArya kare che. ane Page #181 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jenI buddhi bhraSTa thAya tenuM jIvana paNa bhraSTa thayA vinA na rahe. pariNAme tenuM magaja agni karatAMya vadhAre garama banI jatuM hoya che. to mana paththarathI ya vadhAre kaThora banavA lAge che. sAmAnyataH te jIvo pratye narama ke komaLa banI zakato nathI. (5) paramapada ke paraloka tarapha prAyaH tenI najara jatI nathI. vAraMvAra tenI najara mAtra Aloka tarapha rahetI hoya che. AtmabhAnane badale dehabhAnamAM te masta raheto hoya che. parArtha to lAkho yojana dUra rahe che. ane svArthamAM te cakacUra banato hoya che. (6) AvA jIvane buddhi ane jIvana bhraSTa banavAthI zuddhinI to IcchA tha thatI nathI. azuddhithI bharapUra tenuM jIvana bane che. te nathI janmazuddha rahI zakato ke nathI pApazuddha banI zakato. pApa thavA chatAM ya teno trAsa prAya: tene thato nathI. vartamAnakAlina ApaNI AMtarika manaHsthitine cakAsIne ApaNe nakkI karavuM joIe ke hAla ApaNane puNyano anubaMdha udayamAM che ke pApano anubaMdha? jo pApano anubaMdha udayamAM hoya to tene toDI nAMkhavAno, tene nabaLA pADavAno prayatna Aje ja zarU karavo joIe. vaLI je puNyanA anubaMdha hoya temane vadhu majabUta banAvavAnA prayatna karavA joie. upadezapada graMthamAM pU. haribhadrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja jaNAve che ke, "mAnavajIvana pAmIne sauthI prathama kArya pUrvanA nabaLA puNyAnubaMdhane tagaDA karI levAnuM ane pUrvanA tagaDA pApAnubaMdhane nabaLA karI devAnuM karI levuM joie. ' jo puNyAnubaMdhone tagaDA karavAmAM Avaze to jamAnAvAdanA jherI pavano vacce paNa jIvane dharma karavAmAM prAya:takalIpho UbhI nahi thAya. ane pApAnubaMdho jIvane dharma mArgamAMthI pachADavAmAM niSphaLa thayA vinA nahi rahe. paNa jo puNyAnubaMdhane tagaDA karavAmAM nahi Ave to te nabaLA puNyAnubaMdha zI rIte jherI nimitto vacce jIvane dharmamAM sahAyaka banI zakaze? te ja rIte jo pApanubaMdhane nabaLA pADIzuM nahi to te pApAnubaMdha dharma karatI vakhate ya ApaNane kadAca pachADyA vinA raheze nahi. . . tethI pApanA anubaMdhane toDavAnuM ane puNyanA anubaMdhane joDavAnuMtagaDA banAvavAnuM khUba jarUrI che. te mATeno upAya zrI paMcasUtrakAre paMcasUtranA Page #182 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prathamasUtramAM jaNAvyo che. pitAnI sAthe koIka vAtamAM aNabanAva thatAM te rAjakumAra pahoMcyo jaMgalamAM. banyo coraluMTArAno saradAra. tenI talavArano ghA kadI khAlI na jato. dRDha rIte karAto prahAra sAmevALAne khatama karyA vinA na raheto ane tethI te dRDhaprahArI tarIke prakhyAta thayo . eka vAra teNe brAhmaNanA gharane lUMTavAno prayatna karyo, pratikAra karatAM brAhmaNa upara talavArano mAryo ghA ane bicAro brAhmaNa taraphaDIyAM khAIne DhaLI paDayo ! vacce bolatI brAhmaNInA zabdo tenAthI sahana na thayA. garbhavatI strInI paNa A deDhaprahArIne zarama na AvI. mAryo ghA. peTa cirAI gayuM. vIMdhAI gayelo mAsUma garbha ane tINI cIsa pADatI strI, baMne tyAM ja maraNane zaraNa thayAM. tyAMthI nAsIne bhAgavAno prayatna kare che to daravAje UbhelI gAya gabharAI jaIne bhAMbharavA lAgI to talavArano ghA karI tene ya yamasadanamAM mokalI dIdhI. Ama brahmahatyA, strI hatyA, bhruNa (garbha) hatyA ane gau (gAya) hatyA; cAra cAra hatyA karIne nAsI chUTelo dRDhaprahArI AgaLa ne AgaLa vadhe che, paNa kyAMya te prasannatAne pAmI zakato nathI. vAraMvAra tenI najara samakSa pote karelI karapINa hatyAnuM dRzya taravare che. satsaMga maLatAM ja jIvanaparivartana thayuM. sarvaviratijIvana teNe svIkAryuM. dhyAna - sAdhanAmAM laoNna banIne UbhA che. jIvana jenuM pApanA anubaMdhe khataranAka baneluM te have tevA kharAba anubaMdhone toDavAnI sAdhanAmAM jANe ke lAgI gayo che. pApanA anubaMdhone toDavAno ane puNyanA anubaMdhane majabUta banAvavAno saraLa rasto che - duSkRtagahaM. jIvananAM sevAyelAM pApo pratyeno tIvra pazcAttApa. vizvanA jIvo sAthe hArdika kSamApanA. satata 'khAmemi savva jIve' ane 'micchAmi dukkaDam'nuM raTaNa. kAryotsarga dhyAnamAM lIna banyA che A dRDhaprahA2I munivara ! jayAM sudhI koI vyakti mane mArAM pApo yAda karAve tyAM sudhI gocarIpANI vaho2vAM mArI 177 Page #183 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nahi. upavAsa karavA. kevo kaThina saMkalpa ! roja ko'ka ne koka vyakti kAMIka bhUla/pApa yAda karAve che. roja upavAsa thatA jAya che. manamAM pazcAttApa pApa badala joradAra cAluM che. A pazcAttApe pApo ja na dhoyAM, pAponA anubaMdhone paNa toDIne khatama karyA. pariNAme daDhaprahArI mAtra cha ja mahinAnI sAdhanA dvArA AtmakalyANa sAdhI gayA. anubaMdhane toDavAno saraLa rasto che : satata "khAmemi' ane "micchAmi' karatA raho. khAmemi eTale huM sarva jIvone khamAvuM chuM. micchAmi eTale mArAM badhAM pApo nAza pAmo. khAmemi : jIva mAtra pratye kaTuM pariNAma pedA karIne je kAtila anubaMdho taiyAra karyA che, tene khatama karavA ApaNe sarva jIvo sAthe satata khAmemi, bhAvapUrvaka khAmemi, hArdika rIte khAmemi karatAM ja rahevuM joIe. temAMya jemanI sAthe moTo saMgharSa ke saMkaleza thayo hoya temanI sAthe to vizeSataH khAmemi karavuM joIe. caMdanabALAjI, mRgAvatIjI, caMDarudrAcArya ziSya, caMDarudrAcArya vagere khAmemi'nI sAdhanA dvArA vItarAga banI zakyA hatA, te vAta kadI bhUlAvI na joIe. micchAmi : te ja rIte, potAnA jIvanamAM je je pApo sevAyAM che, tenA badala vAraMvAra "micchAmi' karatA rahevuM joIe. mahArAjAdhirAja rAvaNa satata potAnA AtmA pAse "micchAmi' karyA karatA hatA. potAnI IcchA na hovA chatAMya vilakSaNa karmasattA tenI pAse bhayaMkara kArya karavAnI pharaja pADatI hatI tyAre te pApano vicAra karatAM ja teo mUjI UThatAM hatA. roja bapore sItA mahAsatInA caraNe potAnI IcchA pUrNa karavA kAkalUdIbharI AjIjI karanAro A rAvaNa rAtre potAnA ghara - derAsaramAM rahelA munisuvratasvAmI paramAtmAnA caraNe dhrusake dhrusake raDato hato, ane pratijJAbhaMga na thaI jAya te mATenI zakti mAMgato hato. tenA pApa pratyenA A dhikkAre tenAmAM evI zaktinuM AdhAna karyuM hatuM ke jenAthI teNe sItAjI upara kadI ya baLAtkAra karyo nahi. tenA hRdayamAM rahelA A micchAminA ajapAjapanA kAraNe ja, pote karelI bhaktinA badalAmAM, vAlImuni sahitanA aSTApada parvatane Page #184 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ UMcakIne pheMkI devAthI lAgelA pApamAMthI muktine IcchI hatI. - satyanI mahAkAmI hovA chatAM ya tenA hRyamAM pApo pratyenuM " micchAmi' evuM cAlyA karatuM ke jenA prabhAve bhAvimAM te tIrthakara banavAnA che. rahanemIjIne rAjImatI sAdhvIjI pratye vikArabhAvo pedA thayA, aghaTita mAgaNI karatA zabdo mukhamAMthI sarI paDayA, chatAM ya teo te bhavamAM mokSa pAmI zakayA, temAM "micchAmi' no ja phALo hato ne ? siMhaguphAvAsI munivara, zelakamuni, naMdISeNa, vagere pharIthI UMcuM jIvana meLavI zakayA, tenA mULamAM A "micchAmi'no mahAmaMtra kAraNabhUta hato. vaMdAmi jema vizvanA sarvajIvo pratye satata khAmemi karatA rahevAthI ane potAnI jAte levAyelAM pApo badala micchAmi karatA rahevAthI pApanA anubaMdho tUTe che, tema jeone have kadIya khAmemi ke micchAmi karavAnI jarUra nathI tevA paramAtmatattva rUpa uttamottama AtmAone vAraMvAra vaMdAmi karavAthI ya pAponA anubaMdho tUTe che. eTaluM ja nahi, vaMdAminA bhAvathI pUrve taiyAra karelA nabaLA puNyanA anubaMdho paNa tagaDA bane che, majabUta bane che. . mAtra paramAtmAne ja vaMdAma nathI karavAnuM. tamAme tamAma AtmAonA, jinazAsanane mAnya tamAma sukRto-sadguNone najaramAM lAvIne tene hArdika rIte vaMdAmi karatA rahevAnuM che. saMta sUradAsa, mIrAbAI, narasiMha mahetA, pAtaMjalI vagere mArgAnusArI kakSAnA jIvomAM paNa je suMdara aMzo sukRtanA jaNAya che, tene paNa bhAvapUrvaka vaMdAma karavAnuM. te rIte temane te sukRtAM zonI bhAvapUrvaka anumodanA karavAnI. te anumodanA karatI vakhate potAnI khAmIone najaramAM lAvavAnI. temanI khUbIone biradAvavAnI.vAha kevI kamAla ! adbhuta enuM jIvana ! huM kevo adhamAdhama ! mAruM zuM thAze? e kevo mahAna ! ane huM kevo pAmara ! A rIte manomana bhAva bhavAya, temanI bhavyatA najaramAM lAvIne anumodanA karAya to ghaNuM kAma thaI jAya. balarAmamuni to taryA, paNa anumodanA karanAra - haraNIyo paNa vaMdAmi'nA prabhAve pazumAMthI deva banI gayo ! AtmAnA sarva rogono nAza karavAno, bhAva-Arogya prApta karavAno koI amogha upAya hoya to te A khAmemitrika (khAmemi-micchAmi-vaMdAmi) che. sArI cittazAnti prApta karAvavAnI tAkAta khAmemitrika rUpI A triphaLAcUrNamAM che. tenAthI jIvo pratyeno kaTubhAva, rAgAdi pariNatio Page #185 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ane ahaMkArano nAza thAya che. A traNa bhAvo nAza karyA vinA kadI ya koIno mokSa thayo nathI, thato nathI, thaze nahi. khAmemi-jIvo pratyeno kaTubhAva dUra kare che. "micchAmi' rAgAdi paraNationo nAza kare che. jyAre bhAvathI vaMdAmi karanAra ahaMkArabhAvano nAza karanAro banI gayo hoya che. khAmemiTika mAtra cittazAnti nahi, sIdhuM kevaLajJAna ane vItarAgadazA tarapha tIvra gamana zarU karAve che. mohanIya karma ane tenA kAtila saMskAro upara sIdho humalo kare che. je khAmemi kare che, te duzmanane ya dosta banAvI de che. teNe duzamanane khatama karavAnI jarUra rahetI nathI, kAraNa ke teNe duzmanAvaTane ja khatama karI dIdhI hovAthI have teno koI duzmana ja raheto nathI. tenAmAM pUrNapaNe maitribhAva vikase che. je micchAmi kare che, te potAnA doSonuM pUrNapaNe darzana karI cUkyo hoya che. A svadoSadarzana thavAnA kAraNe te bIjAne tiraskArI zakato nathI. potAnI jAta tene sadA zUnya bhAse che. pariNAme tenA ahaMkAranuM visarjana thAya che, tethI te pUrNa AtmAone vaMdarAma karyA vinA rahI zakato nathI. ane potAnI jAtane "zUnya' svIkArIne karAtI bhAvabharI vaMdanA eka divasa tamAma azubha anubaMdhone toDIne potAne pUrNa banAvyA vinA rahetI nathI. Ama, khAmemitrikanuM roja sevana karanAra pUrNa bane che, siddha bane che. bhagavAna bane che. maraNanI chellI kSaNomAM navakAra sAMbhaLavA maLe to uttama, paNa kadAca te ya sAMbhaLavA na maLe to chevaTe jo A khAmemitrikanuM raTaNa paNa maLI jAya to mRtyu dhanya banI jAya. are ! mAtra " micchAmi-micchAmi' bolatAM prANa jAya to ya beDo pAra. tethI ApaNe have A trikane jIvana banAvIe teno satata ajapAjapa zarUM karIe. jethI azubha-anu baMdho nAza pAme. maratI vakhate ya tenuM raTaNa thAya. mRtyu mahotsava bane. paraloka sudharI jAya. paraMparAe paramapada prApta thaI jAya. to cAlo... AjathI "khAmemi-micchAmi-vaMdAmi', "khAmemimicchAmi-vaMdAmi satata raTayA karIe ne mAnavajIvanane saphaLa banAvIe. Page #186 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI AzApurA pUjyapAda munizrI meghadarzana vi. ma. | likhita saMyojita sAhitya nAbha lekhaka : jaina dharmano maulika pAThyakrama - 1. zA. vimaLAbee hirAjaina sosAyA jaina dharmano maulika pAThyakrama - 2. samAdhi paMcaka samAdhi sopAna. parvAdhirAja. jaina dharmano maulika pAkya krama - pravezikA. jaina dharmano maulika pAThaya krama - pradIpikA jaina dharmano maulika pAkya krama - prabodhikA jJAnadIpaka pragaTAvo bhAga - 1 10.. cAlo cAlo siddhagiri jaIe re. 11. jJAnadIpaka pragaTAvo. bhAga - 2. prabhumilana. jJAnadIpaka pragaTAvo. bhAga - 3, zrAvakajana to tene re kahIe.. 15, tAraka tattvajJAna 16. karmanuM kamyuTara (presamAM) 17. sUtronA artha ane rahasyo. (presamAM) 14