Chale Man ke Par

Author(s): Chandraprabhsagar
Publisher: Jityasha Foundation
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/003892/1

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mahopAdhyAya candraprabhasAgara Personal

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caleM, mana ke pAra mahopAdhyAya zrI candraprabha sAgara zrI jitayazAzrI phAuMDezana, kalakattA For Personal & Private Use Only

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caleM, mana ke pAra : zrI candraprabha prakAzaka : prakAza daphtarI zrI jitayazA zrI phAuMDezana, 9 sI. esplaneDa IsTa, kalakattA - 700069 prakAzana varSa : 1993 mUlya : 30 rupaye AvaraNa : brena DijAina & grAphika, sUrata mudraka : naI duniyA presa, indaura gaNivara zrI mahimAprabha sAgara jI kI preraNA se aMcalagacchIya sAdhvIvaryA zrI mahAprajJAzrIjI, zrI vizvadarzanAzrIjI ke varSItapa para zrImatI ratana bahina hIrajI vIrA, kaccha nivAsI / bambaI ke saujanya se prakAzita / For Personal & Private Use Only

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praveza 'caleM, mana ke pAra' mahAmanA mahopAdhyAya zrI candraprabha sAgara kA vaha sRjana hai, jo usa yAtrA ke lie saMketa de rahA hai, jahA~ eka bhavyatA hamArI pratIkSA kara rahI hai| pustaka kA pratyeka lekha, pRSTha, paMkti, zabda TheTha mana ke sAgara ko gaharAI se nihArakara likhA gayA hai / isakA lekhana vRddhatva aura siddhatva kI dizA meM eka manISI kA svastha saMketa hai | isalie ina vacana-vaktavyoM ko svarNa-sUtra kahane kI bajAya hIraka-sUtra kahanA saccAI ke jyAdA karIba hai| hIraka-sUtra sunane aura padane meM bhale hI kucha lIka se haTakara lageM, para ye bAteM hIroM kI haiM, hIroM ke pArakhiyoM ke khAtira haiN| mahopAdhyAya zrI candraprabha sAgara ve cintana-manISI haiM, jinhoMne dhyAna aura sAdhanA ke mArga meM dakSiNa kI salila-talahaTI se uttara ke hima-zikhara taka saphara kiyA hai / unhoMne caitanya ke sabhI zikhara-puruSoM kI dhyAna-vidhiyoM kA rasAsvAdana kiyA hai. yoga se paricita hue haiM. aura mana meM, mana ke pAra pahu~ce haiM / sAMpradAyika banAma vaicArika saMkIrNatAoM aura kuMThita sImAoM se haTakara zrI candraprabha sAgara ne pataMjalI, mahAvIra, buddha se lekara araviMda aura ozo taka ke antara-vicAroM ko AtmasAt kiyA hai / dhyAna kI vyAkhyA karanA to zAyada bahutoM ke lie saMbhAvita hai, lekina zrI candraprabhajI ne dhyAna ke anaMta AyAmoM kI na kevala paricarcA kI hai, apitu nijI jIvana meM pallavita evaM poSita bhI kiyA hai| unake pA~va zikhara kI ora haiM aura sira zikhara ke karIba / yaha korI kathanI nahIM hai. Amane-sAmane kI anubhUti hai| nizcita rUpa se yaha dharatI kA saubhAgya hai ki astitva ke kucha anajAne iMtajAmoM ke kAraNa bhArata kI manISA ko aura adhika sApha-sudharA karane ke lie eka manISI milA hai| inakA sAmIpya ghuTana-bharI jiMdagI meM zAMti kI talAza hai, vahIM inake sAnidhya meM dhyAna meM DUbanA, ramanA, jInA marusthala meM marUdyAna kI saMstuti evaM For Personal & Private Use Only

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anubhUti hai / deza-videza se Akara loga unase jur3a rahe haiM / apanI jijJAsAoM kI ApUrti kara rahe haiM. adhyAtma meM nae sire se praveza pA rahe haiN| sacamuca candraprabhajI kI hArdikatA kA saMsparza dUra taka asara karane lagA hai| 'caleM, mana ke pAra pustaka meM zrI candraprabhajI ne mana kI partadara-parta ughAr3ane kI koziza kI hai| mana ke vijJAna se rU-ba-rU hone ke lie tIsa nibaMdhoM kA yaha anamola saMgraha sau phIsadI upayogI hai| mana kI hara saMbhAvanA para sarvAMgINa prakAza DAlakara zrI candraprabhajI ne manuSya ke sampUrNa mastiSka kA sarvekSaNa karA diyA hai| hamArI UrjA, jo mana ke mAdhyama se sau bhAgoM meM baMTI huI hai, dhyAna kA sahArA lekara usakA ekatrIkaraNa mana-se-mukti-kI-yAtrA hai| zrI candraprabhajI dhyAna meM svayaM ramate haiM, jIte haiN| vaise to inake jIvana kA pratyeka kSaNa dhyAna meM hI hai| ve jo kucha karate haiM, dhyAna meM, dhyAna se karate haiN| lekina subaha-sA~jha jaba ve 'dhyAnastha hote haiM, aisA lagatA hai, astitva kI AbhA inakI A~khoM meM AviSTa huI hai| isa samaya kucha kSaNa pAsa baiThane para aisA ahasAsa hotA hai mAno bodhi-vihAra kI AbohavA kA anUThA tilasma Asa-pAsa hai| unakA jo kucha hai dhyAna aura mana kI ekAgratA ke natIje ke rUpa meM hai| dhyAna se saMbaMdhita unakI anekAneka pustakeM dezabhara meM, buka sTaoNloM meM upalabdha haiM, vahIM starIya saiMkar3oM patra-patrikAoM meM prakAzita lekha ghara-ghara meM dhyAna ke prati mAnasikatA banAne meM kAragara hue haiN| prastuta pustaka meM hama vAkipha hoMge apane usa mana se. jo dina-rAta UbAU paryaTana karatA rahatA hai. usa citta se jisakI vRttiyoM aura vikRtiyoM se hama parezAna haiM, apanI usa Atma-UrjA se jo zikhara kI bajAe talahaTI kI ora baha rahI hai| Akhira, hama kyA kareM - prastuta pustaka meM isI kA lekhA-jokhA hai| kRpayA pustaka ko Apa apane hI vicAra samajheM; yaha ApakI hI nidhi hai, aura yoM ise sahaja AtmasAt ho lene deN| prakAza For Personal & Private Use Only

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anukrama of taM ; 3 ; caleM, mana ke pAra astitva kI jar3oM meM ghuTana kA Atma-samarpaNa 4. Aiye, kareM jIvana-kalpa 5. yaha hai vizuddhi kA rAjamArga vartamAna kI vipazyanA cittavRttiyoM ke ArapAra 8. dRSTAbhAva : dhyAna kI AtmA 9. UrjA kA samIkaraNa 10. dastaka zUnya ke dvAra para 11. kholeM, antara ke paTa jalatI rahe mazAla vRtti : bodha aura nirodha 14. caitanya-bodha : saMsAra se punarvApasI 15. saMbodhi kA kAraNa 13. For Personal & Private Use Only

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caraiveti-caraiveti OM : maMtroM kA maMtra 16. 17. 18. sArvabhauma hai OM 19. dhyAna : svayaM ke Ara-pAra dhyAna : saMkalpa aura niSThA kI parAkASThA 20. 21. samAdhi kA praveza-dvAra 22. samAdhi ke caraNa : ekAnta, mauna aura dhyAna 23. dhyAna : prakRti aura prayoga 24. 25. zvAMsa -saMyama se brahma-vihAra 26. SaT cakroM meM nirbhaya vicaraNa 27. turyA : bheda - vijJAna kI parAkASThA 28. caleM, bandhana ke pAra 29. kareM, caitanya - darzana 30. antima caraNa - pUrNa mukti dhyAna se sadhatI zAnti, zakti, samAdhi For Personal & Private Use Only 130 138 145 152 158 164 175 184 193 201 210 220 228 233 239

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caleM, mana-ke-pAra adhyAtma zarIra, vANI aura mana kI pratidhvaniyoM ke pAra hai / zarIra aura vANI kI karmaThatA sIdhI aura sApha hai / binA paide kA loTA to mana hai / ghor3e kI taraha khuMdI - karate rahanA mana kI Adata hai / adhyAtma ke sAtha mana kA koI vinimaya - sambandha nahIM hai / adhyAtma vikalpa-mukti hai aura mana vikalpa-yukti; ataH mana kA adhyAtma ke sAtha kisI bhI prakAra lena-dena bhalA kaise ho sakatA hai ? jIvana kI sArI jIvantatA aura jiMdAdilI yathArtha ke sAkSAtkAra se jur3I hai / mana kA yathArthatA se bhalA kyA vAstA ? jaba usake hI vyaktitva kI asaliyata khatare meM hai, to sone kA samyaktva sahI-sahI kaise AMkA jA sakatA hai ? mana yAtrAlu hai / paramAtmA ko khojane kI bAta bhI vahI kahatA hai aura saMsAra kA svAda cakhane kI preraNA bhI vahI detA hai / usakA kAma hai, vyakti ko zarIra aura vicAra se haTAkara kabhI ArAma-kursI para na baiThane denA / AThoM yAma bhramara- ur3Ana bharanA yAtrAlu mana kA svabhAva hai / vaha kabhI maraghaTa kI yAtrA nahIM karatA, usakI sArI musAphirI mATI-kI- -kAyA kI jIvantatA meM hai / mana to calanI hai / buddha yA buddhimAna kahalAne vAlA manuSya mana ke Age nirA buddha hai / manuSya apane akhila jIvana kA jala mana kI calanI meM se niruddezya bahAtA rahatA hai / AzAvAda jIne kA AdhAra avazya hai, para una AzAoM kI kabra kahAM banAyI jAegI, jinake lie vyakti ne jIvana kI bajAya zmazAna kI yAtrA kI ? umare darAja mAMga kara lAye the cAra dina, do ArajU meM kaTa gaye, do iMtajAra meM / For Personal & Private Use Only - japhara

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caleM, mana-ke-pAra pravRtti jIvanaM ke lie karmaThatA kA avalamba jarUra hai; kintu nivRtti kA upasaMhAra par3hanA aparihArya hai / nivRtti isaliye ki eka dina manuSya ko saba yahIM choDa-chAr3a kara khAlisa ekAkI jAnA par3atA hai / ravAnagI kA TikaTa milane ke bAda jalAne vAlA pUrA samAja-kA-samAja hotA hai, magara sAtha jalane vAlA sAre jahAna kA eka bhI sadasya nahIM hotA / usakI citA meM rupaye-paise bhI nahIM, mAtra thor3I-sI sUkhI lakar3iyA~ hI jalatI haiM - cAra jane mili khATa uThAye, rovata le cale Dagara DagariyA / kahe 'kabIra' suno bhaI sAdho, saMga calI vaha sUkhI lakariyA / / jIvana meM ghaTita hone vAlI yaha mRtyu hakIkata nahIM, mAtra mana kI ApAdhApI kA virAma hai, usakI vyarthatA kA bodha hai / agara kisI eka janma meM AtmA, paramAtmA yA adhyAtma ko pahacAna na pAyA; parantu nire mana kA paricaya-patra bhI bArIkI se par3ha-jA~ca liyA, to bhI yaha kahA jA sakegA ki usane maMjila kI ora jAne vAlI rAha kA eka bar3A hissA pAra kara liyA / vyakti ko zarIra aura vicAra kI samajha to palle par3a jAtI hai, para vaha mana kI pU~cha ko thAma nahIM pAtA / daur3ate cora kI coTI pakar3anI bhI phAyademanda hotI hai, para pahale cora kI padacApa to sunAI de / ora-chora kA patA nahIM aura nApane baiThe haiM AsamAna ? mana to capala hai pala-pala | yadi mana svayaM hI jIvana ho, to usake pAlana ke lie ghara-bAra aura dukAnadArI kI vyavasthA kI jAnI cAhie / agara mana murdA ho, to use daphanAne ke lie sUkhI lakar3iyAM bInane meM saMkoca kaisA ? cAhe pAlanA ho yA daphanAnA, usakI vAstavikatA kA bodha honA svayaM ke prati sajagatA hai / mana kI upaja zArIrika racanA kI anokhI prastuti hai / kaI paramANuoM ke sahayoga aura sahakAra se zarIra kA DhA~cA banatA hai / mana usameM ThIka vaise hI mukhara hotA hai, jaise zarAba kI nirmiti se madahozI/nazA / jina cintakoM ne jamIna-jala, pAvaka-pavana ke samIkaraNa se upajane vAle tattva ko jIvana-tattva, Atma-tattva svIkAra kiyA, vaha vAstava meM jIvana yA Atma-tattva For Personal & Private Use Only

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caleM, mana-ke-pAra nahIM, varana manotattva hai / mana kA apanA maukhika/maulika astitva nahIM hai / vaha besira-pAMva kA tattva hai / manuSya ne mana evaM mana-ke-sAtha nAnA masIbateM pAla rakhI haiM / vaha duniyA se apanA koI pApa chipA bhI le, para mana se chipAnA usake vaza ke bAhara hai / vaha dUsaroM kI, kisI taraha apanI A~khoM meM bhI dhUla jhoMka sakatA hai, para mana sahasrAkSI hai / mana kI hajAra A~kheM haiM / usameM kucha bhI gopanIya nahIM rakhA jA sakatA / jagat kI ApAdhApI se taMga Akara manuSya cAhe jahAM palAyana kara jAe, para mana se bacakara kahAM bhAgegA ? bAhara kI ghuTana se mukta hone ke lie bAtoM-hI-bAtoM meM prayAsa ho jAte haiM, para bhItara kI ghuTana se chuTakArA pAne ke lie vaha koI bhI morcA taiyAra nahIM kara pAtA / janatA kI bhIr3a se adhika ghAtaka, vicAroM kI bhIr3a hai / vicAroM kI bhIr3a se mana kA jI lagatA bhI hai, to ghuTatA bhI hai / manuSya ko jo cintA, tanAva aura ghuTana vicAroM kI bhIr3a ke kAraNa hotI hai, vaha janatA kI bhIr3a meM nahIM hotI / janatA kI bhIr3a se bacane ke lie guphA meM ekAntavAsa ho sakatA hai; kintu vicAroM kI bhIr3a-bhar3akke se bacane ke lie duniyA meM na kahIM koI guphA hai, na ekAnta / janatA kI garada apane AjU-bAjU rahe, to koI nukasAna nahIM hai, para vicAroM kI bharamAra se ghuTana-hI-ghuTana hai / vicAroM kI ghuTana hI mAnasika tanAva kI khAsa dhamanI svAsthya-lAbha ke lie mana ko tanAva-mukta karanA jarUrI hai / svAsthya kI pUrNatA zarIra ke sAtha-sAtha mana kI tanAva-mukti se jur3I hai / tanAva-mukta puruSa svastha adhyAtma-patha kA pathika hai / jo mana kI parezAnI se jakar3A huA hai, vaha tana se tandurusta aura niroga bhale hI ho, para mAnasika rUpa se apane-Apako hara-hamezA ukhar3A-ukhar3A-sA/ucaTA-ucaTA-sA mahasUsa karatA hai| dilacaspa bAtoM meM ghar3I-do-ghar3I vaha padmAsana lagAye lagatA hai; kintu Ama taura para vaha laMgUra chApa jIvana bitAtA hai / eka ThA~va para usake pA~va Tike raheM, aisA manuSya ko apane anubhavoM kI kitAba meM par3hane meM nahIM AtA / For Personal & Private Use Only

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caleM, mana-ke-pAra ___ mana vyakta bhI rahatA hai aura avyakta bhI / mana kA avyakta rUpa hI citta hai / mana kA kAma bAharI jindagI aura taura-tarIkoM se jur3A rahatA hai / mana bhaviSya ke AkAza meM hI kUda-phA~da karatA hai, jabaki citta atIta se vartamAna kA sAkSAtkAra hai / pUrva smRtiyoM aura pUrva saMskAroM ke bIja citta kI dharatI para hI rahate haiM / pUrvajanma ke vRtAnta bhI citta kI madada se hI AtmasAt hote haiM / dhyAna kI ekAgratA jitanI gaharI hotI calI jAegI, antara ke parde para citta ke sAre saMskAra calacitra kI bhAMti sApha-sApha, dikhAI dene laga jAe~ge / svayaM ke pahale janma/jIvana kI ghaTanAoM kA darzana aura kucha nahIM, mAtra citta ke saMskAroM kA chAyAMkana hai / 'jAti-smaraNa' atIta ke prati citta kA gaharAva hai; kintu bhaviSya kA darzana citta ke jariye nahIM ho sakatA / citta bhaviSya yA vartamAna ke darzana ko atIta kI kar3I banAtA hai / bhaviSya mana kA parisara hai / mana kI ekAgratA sadha jAe, to vyakti ko apane bhaviSya ke kucha saMketa agrima prApta ho sakate haiM / ___dhyAna kA sambandha citta kI bajAya mAnasika kriyAoM se jyAdA hai; isaliye mana kI zuddhi dhyAna ke lie anivArya hai / magara dhyAna kI paripUrNatA citta ko saMskAra-zUnya karane meM hai / mana-rikta vyakti anivAryataH mukta puruSa ho jAtA hai / citta-zUnyatA se hI mana-muktatA kI anubhUti hotI hai; isalie mana-kI-zuddhi aura citta-kI-zuddhi donoM Avazyaka haiM samAdhi aura kaivalya ke dvAra para dastaka ke lie / ___ dhyAna ke kSaNoM meM jo mana kI chitarAhaTa dikhAI detI hai, usase vyakti ko na to ghabarAnA cAhie aura na hI ukhar3anA cAhie / use to usase jAganA cAhiye / parama jAgaraNa hI dhyAna-siddhi kI AdhAra zilA hai / dhyAna kI ghaTikAoM meM hone vAlI caMcalatA vyakti kI dhyAna-dazA nahIM, apitu svapna-dazA hai / caMcalatA cAhe dhyAna meM ho yA svapna ke rUpa meM nIMda meM ho, vaha phaMtAsI mana kA hI phitUra hai / __ mana dvArA kiyA jAne vAlA paryaTana svapna-dazA kA hI rUpAntaraNa hai / pharka mAtra itanA hai ki pahale meM zarIra aura mana donoM jAgrata rahate For Personal & Private Use Only

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caleM, mana ke-pAra haiM aura dUsare meM zarIra soyA rahatA hai, jabaki mana jAgrata | akelApana to dono meM hI rahatA hai / rAta ko sote samaya bhI vyakti nIMda meM nipaTa akelA hotA hai aura dhyAna meM bhI vaha korA akelA rahatA hai / cAhe zayana-kakSa meM dasoM loga soye hoM aura dhyAna kakSa meM saikar3oM loga baiThe hoM, to bhI usakA ekAkIpana to ekAntavAsI hI hotA hai / dhyAna mana kI caMcalatA meM nahIM, usakI ekAgratA yA zUnyatA meM hai / jaise svapna meM huI vicAra-yAtrA mana kI bhagadar3a hai, vaise hI padmAsana meM huI mana kI havAI ur3Ana svayaM kI baiThaka se cyuti ko cunautI hai / jaise svapna ke sAtha rAta bhara sonA, sonA nahIM hai, vaise hI mana kI bhagadar3a ke sAtha dhyAna karanA dhyAna nahIM hai / vAstava meM vyakti ko dhyAna kI ghar3iyoM meM mana se jur3anA nahIM cAhiye, balki mana ko parakhanA cAhiye / nirvicAra/ nirvikalpa sthiti banAne ke lie mana meM ubharane vAle vicAroM/vikalpoM ko taTastha hokara dekhanA acUka phAyademanda hai / ___ dhyAna kI ekAgratA akSuNNa banAye rakhane kA mUla maMtra hai 'jo hotA hai, so hone do' tuma kevala usake draSTA banakara honahAra kA nirIkSaNa karate cale jAo / yadi mana dhyAna meM nahIM TikA hai to eka bAta dupaTTe ke palle bA~dha lo ki vaha dhyAna ke samaya dhyAna se haTakara jahA~ bhI jAegA, vahA~ bhI nahIM TikegA / vaha TikAU mAla hai bhI nahIM / adhyAtma meM jIne ke lie mana kA alagAva sau Take svIkArya hai / __ mana meM jo kucha AtA hai, Ane deM / mAtra svayaM kI dostI usase na jor3eM / mana ke kahe mutAbika jIvana kI gatividhiyoM ko DhAla lenA hI adhyAtma-cyuti hai / jina logoM ne Atma-cyuti ko hU-ba-hU svIkAra kiyA hai, ve nazvara ke nAma para anazvara ko dA~va para lagA rahe haiM / mana kI saMlagnatA AkarSaNa aura vikarSaNa donoM meM hai / donoM mana ke hI pAlatU haiM / AkarSaNa rAga hai, vikarSaNa dveSa hai| mana cAhe rAga se bharA ho yA dveSa se, hai to bharA huA hI / pAtra meM pAnI dhaulA ho yA maTamailA, vaha khAlI to kahalAegA nahIM / pAtra kI svacchatA pAnI-mAtra se zUnya ho jAne meM hai / bharA mana vyakti kA zatru hai aura khAlI mana For Personal & Private Use Only

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caleM, mana-ke-pAra amRta-mitra / svayaM ko prakRti kA sirpha upakaraNa mAnane vAlA sAdhaka AhistA-AhistA mana-mukta hotA jAtA hai / vaha hara ulTI-sIdhI paristhiti meM bhI taTastha aura jAgarUka rahatA hai / vItarAgatA kA ghara mana-ke-pAra hai / adhyAtma mana kI pratyeka sImA-rekhA ke pAra hai / ___ mana ke sAtha judAI jarUrI hai / para yaha bAra-bAra duharAne kI jarUrata nahIM hai ki 'maiM mana nahIM hU~; maiM mana nahIM hU~' - yaha bhI mana kI hI khaTapaTa hai / yaha bhI eka soca hI hai / samAdhi nirvikalpa dazA meM hai / 'maiM mana nahIM hU~' - yaha to svayaM mana kA hI eka vikalpa hai| dhyAna meM huI mana kI hara soca vikalpa ko hI nimantraNa hai / 'meM manuSya hU~' yaha kahA~ kahanA/japanA par3atA hai / 'maiM deha nahIM hU~' yaha bhI bAra-bAra doharAnA deha kA bhulAvA nahIM, apitu deha kI smRti ko tarotAjA karanA hai / sAdhakoM ne 'maiM deha nahIM hU~' ise bhI kisI maMtra kI taraha apanA liyA hai / maiM aise saikar3oM sAdhakoM ke samparka meM AyA hU~, jo 'deha nahIM hU~', 'deha nahIM hU~', kahate-kahate jIvana ke sAnnidhya meM praveza kara gaye haiM, phira bhI unake deha-lagAva kA tApamAna ghaTA nahIM hai / vAstavikatA to yaha hai ki dhyAna gaharA ho jAne para dehAbhyAsa svayameva nyUnatara ho jAtA hai / kharagoza para karuNA karane vAlA hAthI tIna-tIna dina taka eka TA~ga para khar3A raha jAtA hai / use kahA~ apane-Apa se bAra-bAra bolanA par3A ki 'maiM deha nahIM hU~, mana nahIM hU~' / lakSya ko jIvana kA sarvasva mAnane vAlA apane-Apa mukta ho jAtA hai, svayaM ke lakSya se bhinna lakSyoM se / "maiM deha nahIM haiM' ko hajAroM bAra bola cukane ke bAda bhI dhyAna meM baiThA AdamI apane zarIra para macchara kI kATa bhI sahana nahIM kara pAtA / eka macchara kI kATa se baukhalAne vAle sAdhaka kI kyA koI sahiSNu-asmitA ho sakatI hai ? upasargajayI /kaSTajayI kahalAne vAlA sAdhaka macchara se bhI bidaka jAe, vaha dehAnubhUti-zUnyatA nahIM hai / jarA dekho, ghara meM khela rahe usa bacce ko / usake hAtha para paTTI baMdhI hai / hAtha para koI ghAva hai, ghAva se darda hai, para usake cehare para ubharatI muskarAhaTa ko dekhakara kyA hama yaha sambodhi prApta nahIM kara sakate ki usane deha se alaga rahakara jIne kI kalA hAsila kara lI hai ? zarIra For Personal & Private Use Only

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caleM, mana-ke-pAra meM ghAva aura vedanA hote hue bhI use bhUla baiThanA bheda-vijJAna kI hI pahala hai / rojamarrA kI jiMdagI meM bhI jaba deha-vyathA se atirikta hokara jiyA jA sakatA hai, taba kyA dhyAna kI baiThaka meM svayaM ko deha / vicAra / mana se Upara nahIM mAnA jA sakatA ? tuma samrAT ho, samrAT bana kara raho / yadi mana kI khaTapaTa aura azAMti tumhAre sira car3hI hai to tuma dara-dara bhaTakane vAle bhikhamaMge ho / eka Ama AdamI mana ke kahe meM jiye, mAnA jA sakatA hai; kintu gRha-tyAga kara sAdhu-santa banane vAlA vyakti bhI yadi zAnta citta aura mUka mana nahIM raha sakatA, to usakA gRha tyAga apane ko ThaganA hI huA / sAdhu-sAdhviyA~ kahatI haiM ki 'hama sthitaprajJa nahIM haiM' / mandira ityAdi meM dhyAna karane baiThate to haiM, kintu mana mandira se bAhara bhI bhaTakatA rahatA hai, merI samajha meM mana kI isa caMcalatA kA kAraNa saMkalpa- zaithilya hai / Aveza meM Akara yA kisI ke upadeza mAtra se prabhAvita hokara pravrajyA lene vAle samaya kI kucha sIr3hiyoM ko pAra karane ke bAda vApasa apane atIta kI ora A~kha mArane laga jAte haiM / phira saMnyAsa - jIvana svayaM kI vItarAgatA meM sajaga na raha kara mAtra kathita anuzAsana yA maryAdAoM kI aupacArikatAoM/ vyAvahArikatAoM meM hI raca-basa jAtA hai| 7 ghara chor3anA hI saMnyAsa hai, aisA nahIM hai / ghara chor3anA, veza badalanA yA akele rahanA, itane mAtra se saMnyAsa kI pUrI paribhASA nahIM ho jAtI hai / saMnyAsI to vaha hai, jisake mamatva kI mRtyu ho gayI hai / A~khoM meM dhyAna aura samAdhi ke bhAva ramane ke bAda to vyakti ke lie ghara bhI Azrama aura himAlaya ho jAtA hai; para jinakI A~khoM meM saMsAra kI khumArI hai, unake lie Azrama aura himAlaya bhI ghara aura bAjAra haiM / ghara meM rahane vAlA hI gRhastha ho, aisI bAta nahIM hai / gRhastha to vaha hai jisake mana meM ghara basA hai, parivAra racA hai, saMsAra kA tUphAM hai / sAdhu to anagAra hotA hai / anagAra yAni gRha-mukta, jisake mana se bisara cuke haiM ghara - bAra / mana se kiyA gayA abhiniSkramaNa jIvana kI apratima rAha hai / svakendra meM sthiti kA upanAma hI sAdhanA hai / vItarAgatA kI upalabdhi ke lie saMkalpa sudRr3ha hoM, to mana-mukti For Personal & Private Use Only

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caleM, mana ke pAra anivArya hai / yadi svayaM meM zaktiyoM ko jAgRta aura Amantrita karanA ho, to mana kI ekAgratA prAthamika hai / yadi manovyaktitva prakhara/prazAnta ho, to apane saprANa zarIra meM anya vyaktitva kA praveza bhI sambhava hai / kaI bAra jaba mere sAmane bar3e Ter3he-mer3he prazna A jAte haiM yA logoM dvArA hAthoM-hAtha cAhe gaye viSayoM para mujhe ghaMToM pravacana denA par3atA hai taba akasmAt jaise ziva ke sira para gaMgA utara Aye, mujha meM naye-naye tarko/vicAroM kI bAr3ha AtI huI lagatI hai / maiM svayaM daMga raha jAtA hU~ usa para jo maiM kahatA hU~ / maiM yaha to spaSTa nahIM kaha sakatA ki koI ajJAta zakti mujha meM praveza kara letI ho, para eka bAta to pakkI hai ki atirikta zakti avazya prakaTa hotI hai / maiM ise camatkAra nahIM, varan manovyaktitva kI ekAgratA kahU~gA / yadi hama apane ekAkI kSaNoM meM ekAgra mana raheM to hameM Azcarya meM DAlane vAlI kaI dhvani-pratidhvaniyA~, kahA~-kahA~ kI chAyA-praticchAyA mAnasa-paTala para AtI-jAtI lageMgI / dUsaroM ke mana kI paryAyeM yoM hamAre mana ke AIne meM ubharatI lageMgI / vAstava meM alaukika cIjoM kA sAkSAtkAra vyakti dvArA cetana mana para vijaya prApta karane ke bAda acetana mana kI A~kha khulane se hI saMbhava ho sakatA hai / jo loga mAtra bAharI siddhiyoM ko hI sarvasva samajhate haiM, ve marIcikAoM para lubhA kara mUla tattva se dUra khisakate haiM / svayaM ke sampUrNa antara-vyaktitva kA nikhAra to taba hotA hai, jaba kAmanA kI sau phIsadI kaTautI ho jAtI hai / parasoM (AbU) kI bAta hai / maiM dhyAna se uThA hI thA / sAdhaka loga merI agala-bagala upasthita hue, adhyAtma carcA ke lie / sabakI apanI-apanI sAdhanAparaka dikkateM thIM / carcA gaharI aura adhyAtma-ekAgra ho gayI / akasmAt eka sAdhikA vizAradA (mUla nAma 'vinoda' dhyAna-dIkSita nAma 'vizAradA') kI deha meM kisI anya vyaktitva ne praveza kara liyA / vizAradA kI sthiti tatkSaNa badala gayI, bar3I ajIbogarIba / maine do sAdhikAoM - pArzvadA aura yogamudrA ko saMketa kiyA / unhoMne vizAradA ko saMbhAlA / usane thor3I dera meM A~kheM kholI / usake antara-praviSTa vyaktitva ne mujhase bAtacIta kI / anta meM vaha usa zarIra se tabhI bAhara For Personal & Private Use Only

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caleM, mana-ke-pAra nikalA, jaba usakI mukti ke lie sahayogI banane hetu maiM vacanabaddha huA / vaha vyaktitva vAstava meM usake mRta bhAI candrasena kA prANatattva thA / marate samaya usake mana meM sAdhanA ke prati behada lagAva jagA thA / bArIkiyoM ko chUne ke bAda maiMne pAyA ki manovyaktitva kI ekAgratA vyakti ke sAtha kisa prakAra saMbaddha rahatI hai / sAdhanA kI zuruAta meM zaktipAta kI upayogitA hai; kintu mana se mukta hokara nirvikalpa hone ke lie zaktipAta ke bajAya svayaM kA zakti-jAgaraNa adhika zreyaskara hai / zaktipAta para calane kI maiMne bhI koziza kI, para maiMne svayaM ko usase atizIghra mukta bhI kara liyA / prApta anubhava yahI batalAtA hai ki zaktipAta se mana kevala usI ko dekhanA cAhatA hai, jo zaktipAta karatA hai / zaktipAta se jo maMjila milatI hai, vaha maMjila nahIM hotI varana eka sopAna hI hotI hai / hA~, AtmajAgrata sAdhaka kA saMsparzana aura darzana svayaM kI UrjA ke jAgaraNa meM svIkAranA cAhiye, para yaha kRpA nahIM, mAtra sahakAritA hai / yaha mAtra zAnta mana kI samadarzitA kA vitaraNa hai / asalI guru to vItarAgatA kI mastI meM jItA hai / jisake pAsa baiThane aura jIne se tumhArA mana zAnta, nirvikalpa aura nirvikAra banatA hai, vahI tumhAre lie guru hai / jise nihArane se tumhArA lakSya tumhArI AMkhoM se ojhala na ho, vahI tumhArA bhagavAn hai / 000 For Personal & Private Use Only

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astitva kI jar3oM meM nItse kA vacana hai : AdamI jhUTha ke binA jI nahIM sakatA / isa vacana kA AdhAra manovijJAna hai / patA hai vaha jhUTha kyA hai ? vaha jhUTha manuSya nahIM hai / manuSya satya hai / vaha astitva kA parama satya hai / ___astitva jaisA hai apane Apa meM pUrNa hai / asaMkhya himadhArAe~, nakSatra, tArA-maMDala aura AkAza jaise tattva astitva kI hI mukhAkRtiyA~ haiM / astitva kI pUrNatA to dekho, baccA mA~ se janma letA hai to dUdha kI vyavasthA bhI sAtha lekara AtA hai / gamale meM phUla khilane se pahale hI aMgarakSA ke lie kAMTe tainAta haiM / zItalatA aura USNatA kA saMtulana banAye rakhane ke lie sUrya aura candra nirantara gatizIla haiM / janma-maraNa kA samaya-cakra cAlU rahate hue bhI eka bhI vyakti na kama hotA hai na adhika / jitane loga janamate haiM utane hI marate bhI haiM / brahmANDa kI paripUrNatA ko cunautI nahIM dI jA sakatI / astitva pUrNa hai| saca to yaha hai ki hara vyakti apane Apa meM sampUrNa astitva hai / vaha atyanta UrjA kA svAmI hai / usakI virATatA taba apanA maulika rUpa pA letI hai, jaba vaha apane jIvana kI anavarata yAtrA ke daurAna samasta bhautika aMzoM evaM unake prati svayaM kA sammohana kSaya kara detA hai / dhyAna isameM madada karatA hai / isaliye navajIvana meM praveza karane ke lie jIvana meM chAI visaMgatiyoM ko mRtyu ke dvAra taka lAnA hogA / yaha caitanya-UrjA kI dRSTi hI martya-ke-pAra vihAra karane kI pahala hai / hameM calanA hai astitva kI TheTha jar3oM meM, usakI Atyantika gaharAiyoM meM / astitva hI hamArI samagratA hai / astitva jaisA hai, vAstavika hai / hama meM se pratyeka eka svatantra astitva hai / hara astitva kI apanI maulikatA hotI hai / pratyeka astitva itanA vyaktigata hai ki usase usake nikaTatama sage-sambandhI bhI jur3e haiM / isIlie to koI kisI kA anukaraNa nahIM karatA / eka viziSTa For Personal & Private Use Only

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astitva kI jar3oM meM patha jo eka vyakti ke lie anukUla sAbita hotA hai, anivArya nahIM ki vaha dUsare ke lie bhI sahI siddha ho / yadi aisA hotA, to na to hajAroM darzana paidA hote, na tarka-kI-talavAreM calatIM, na hI cintana ke naye-naye dvAra ughar3ate / saba eka ke pIche eka calate- bher3a-dhasAnavat / duniyA meM hajAroM darzana vikasita hue / para koI bhI darzana pUrI taraha ajeya na raha sakA / hara manuSya kA apanA vyaktigata dharma darzana hai / hameM apane hI dharma kA anusaraNa aura anumodana karanA hotA hai / vizva ke sAre dharma hamAre apane haiM, para Atma-dharma se bar3hakara duniyA kA koI dharma nahIM hai / dUsare loga hamArA mArga-darzana kara sakate haiM, para mArga-saMcAlana kA uttaradAyitva to svayaM vyakti para hai| ___ astitva jaisA hai use usI rUpa meM svIkAra karanA jIvana kA parama vijJAna hai / mAnasika tanAva evaM jIvana-bhaTakAva svayaM kI bhUmikA kI asvIkRti ke kAraNa hai / jIvana ke vartamAna ko duHkhI mAnanA aura bhaviSya ke sukha kI AzA se pratIkSA karanA aprApta ke lie prApta ko khonA hai| adhUrApana mana kI abhivyati hai / mana kA AInA AzA hai / AzA kI bar3hotarI pUrNatA ko cunautI hai / __ AzA mana ke kAraNa hai aura sapane AzA ke kAraNa / sapanoM meM jInA satya ko dulattI mAranA hai / svapna kA sukha vyakti ke muMha para tamAcA hai / sapane meM, soye-soye to bahuta pAyA, para jage to mAthA cakarAyA / hAtha lagA sirpha sUnApana, bhAvoM kA pakSAghAta, nirAzA / Akhira sapane meM milakara bhI kyA milA / sapanA dhokhA hai, bhaTakAva hai, jhUTha hai / AdamI abhyAsI hai sapanoM meM jIne kA / binA sapanoM ke jInA dubhara bana gayA hai / mana se ubharatI adRzya pukAra use citkAra ke rUpa meM sunAI detI hai / vaha karuNArdra ho jAtA hai aura apanI manotRSNA kI pUrti ke lie dina-rAta lagA rahatA hai - jAgakara bhI, sokara bhI, sapane meM bhI / sapanA sAntvanA hai aura hara sAntvanA sundara jhUTha hai | AdamI jhUTha kI Dora pakar3akara hI jindagI Age khIMcatA rahatA hai / jhUTha AdamI se itanA hilamila gayA hai ki vaha binA jhUTha ke jI nahIM pAtA / For Personal & Private Use Only

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caleM, mana-ke-pAra kahate haiM, kisI samrATa ne eka sAdhAraNa-sA kapar3A mahaMge bhAva meM kharIda liyA / mantrI ko yaha acchA na lagA / mantrI ne kahA- maiM aisA kapar3A banA sakatA hU~ jisakI prazaMsA hara samajhadAra karegA, kintu use banAne meM mahInoM lageMge aura dhanarAzi bhI anApa-zanApa kharca hogI / samrATa ne utsukatAvaza mantrI ko vaisA kapar3A banAne kI maMjUrI de dI / 12 holI kA dina / maMtrI ne kahA, janAba ! pauzAka taiyAra hai / samrATa ne socA, itanI mahaMgI pauzAka ko sabhAsadoM ke bIca hI pahanA jAye / samrATa ne apanI pahanI huI pauzAka utAra dI / mantrI naI pauzAka pahanAne lagA / hAthoM se aisA kucha kara rahA thA mAno pauzAka pahanAyI jA rahI hai, para sabhAsada daMga, acambhe meM bhI / na koI pauzAka, na kapar3A, sirpha abhinaya / mantrI ne samrATa se kahA, kyoM sabhAsadoM ! kaisI lagI yaha pauzAka ? saccAI kahane kI himmata kisI kI na huI / kauna svayaM ko mUrkha kahalAe, kyoMki samajhadAra hI isakI prazaMsA kara sakatA hai / sabane kahA, bahuta khUba, bar3I sundara, abhinava / samrATa ne kahA, tuma saba prazaMsA kara rahe ho, ataH pauzAka nizcita hI sundaratama banI hai / maiM mantrI ko inAma detA hU~, magara jaba samrATa ne AIne meM khuda ko nihArA to ...? samrATa ne kahA, yaha kyA ? mantrI bolA, gustAkhI mApha ho / yaha satya hai / nagnatA se behatara aura koI pauzAka nahIM hai| jIvana kI jyoti TikI hai satya para jhUTha para nahIM / vaha AzA para nahIM, astitva para nirbhara hai / astitva satya hai, astitva ko svIkAra karanA AstikatA hai | sapanA nAstikatA hai / sapanA astitva nahIM, sirpha jIvana meM lagate adhUrepana kI AzA hai, kalpanA hai, mana kI jamhAI hai / sapanA sudarzana hai vartamAna meM bhaviSya kA / para sapanA kabhI satya hotA hai ? patA nahIM, manuSya sapane meM kahA~-kahA~ kI dekha letA hai / jise kabhI A~khoM se dekhA bhara nahIM, use bhI dekha letA hai / eka andhA vyakti kaha rahA thA, Aja maiMne svarga dekhA / maiMne kahA, tumane bhI kyA khUba dekhA ! apane Apako dekhA nahIM aura svarga dekha cuke ho / andhA For Personal & Private Use Only

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astitva kI jar3oM meM 3 bhI kyA dUra kI dekhane lagA hai / A~kha vAle dekha na pAye aura andhA svarga dekhe / usane kahA, vaha maiMne saca meM nahIM svapna meM dekhA thA / maiMne kahA, tumheM badhAI hai / pahalI bAra sunane ko milA ki andhA bhI dekhatA hai / para itanA jarUra yAda rakhanA ki yaha dekhanA nahIM, vaMcanA hai| yaha dRSTi nahIM, yaha vikRti hai / mana agara jIvana kA pratinidhitva karegA, to aisI vikRtiyA~ janamatI raheMgI / mana kA yadi sahI upayoga kiyA jAye, to vahI vyakti ke lie yoga aura dhyAna bana jAyegA / ___ mana gulAmI ko bhI ijAta kara sakatA hai aura svataMtratA kA srota bhI ho sakatA hai / vaha saMsAra kA praveza-dvAra bhI bana jAtA hai aura nigamana-dvAra bhI / svarga ke sapane dikhAne vAlA bhI vahI hai, to naraka bhI isI ke kAraNa hai| jo mana kA mAlika bana gayA, usake mana kA antyeSTi-saMskAra ho gyaa| yadi siMha tumhArI ber3iyoM meM hai, tumheM dekhate hI usakI siTTI-piTTI guma ho jAtI hai, mimiyAne lagatA hai, to usake siMhatva kA astitva kahA~ ! isa sthiti ko mana-kI-mRtyu kaheMge / tuma duHkhI ho, mana ke varcasva ke kAraNa; tanAvagrasta ho, mana ke racanAtantra ke kAraNa / duHkhI ho, isIlie svarga ke sapane dekhate ho / svarga sukha kI AzA hai aura naraka duHkha kA bhaya / svarga aura naraka donoM mana ke vijJAna haiM / mokSa hai svarga-naraka ke pAra, satyarUpa, caitanya rUpa, Ananda rUpa / jIvana ke AdhAra svarga-naraka nahIM haiM / svarga-naraka mana kI kriyAzIlatA ke caraNa haiM / jIvana kA AdhAra svayaM vyakti kA astitva hai / jaisA hai, use aMgIkAra karo / isa aMgIkaraNa meM hI tuma parama ahobhAva se bhara jAoge / Atma-svIkRti hI utsava hai, jo bhara degA er3I se coTI taka eka abhinava muskAna/Ananda / yaha utsava UrjA-samIkaraNa kA hai / dhyAna kA yaha 'mAnatuMga' zikhara hai| jo aise utsava meM sakriya hai, vaha amIroM-kA-amIra hai / __ hara iMsAna samrATa hai, amIroM-kA-amIra hai / svAmitva kA bodha hAtha se phisala gayA, isalie garIba aura vipanna lagate ho / kyA tuma ise kama samajhate For Personal & Private Use Only

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14 caleM, mana-ke-pAra ho ki tumheM paramAtmA ne yAda kiyA hai, usakI divyatAe~ tumhAre najadIka A rahI haiM / tumhArA paramAtmA / parama rUpa tumhAre nikaTa se nikaTatama hai / tuma svayaM meM eka sRSTi ho aura sraSTA apanI sRSTi meM lagA huA hai| __ tuma eka sampUrNa astitva ho / aNu kahakara usakI avamAnanA mata karo / hara aNu apane Apa meM pUrNa hai / aNu saMsAra kI sabase choTI ikAI hai, para pratyeka ikAI AkaNTha ApUrNa hai / aNu meM hI nAgAsAkI kA itihAsa likhA hai / usakI sambhAvanA aura sAmarthya ko yoM pAMvoM se kRpayA mata tthukraao| aNu to sirpha ikAI hai / manuSya ke bhItara ananta aNuoM jaisI UrjA sambhAvita hai| bIja se baragada kA taruvara phailA hai apanI anaginata bhujAoM ke sAtha / jarA dekho eka bIja ne kitane bIja paidA kara diye haiM / agara baragada kA eka phala dekhoge to pAoge ki eka phala meM saiMkar3oM bIja chipe haiM / baragada phaloM se phalA hai| manuSya eka nahIM, ananta bIjoM kA srota hai / pahacAneM apanI zaktiyoM ko, jagAe~ khATa pe ArAma se soyI UrjA ko / __manuSya mATI kA dIyA hai / sirpha dIyA hI nahIM, jyoti-zikhA bhI hai / zarIra dIyA hai mATI kA aura AtmA hai jyoti-zikhA / jyoti ke sAkSAtkAra ke lie dIe kA mUlyAMkana avazya hai, kintu jyotivihIna dIyA manuSya ke kaMdhe para mAtra murde kI arthI hai| dIye para dRSTi kI ekAgratA Atma-pravaMcanA hai / Akhira mATI kA mola -mATI taka hI sImita hai| 'oNro' kI paribhASA to jyoti-zikhA ke pAsa hai| cetanA ke Urdhvagamana ke sAre mUlya jyoti para Tike haiM / jinake Urdhvagamana ke rAste baMda ho cuke haiM, vahAM jIvana nahIM, mAtra miTTI ke mukhauTe haiM / amRta vahAM hai, jahA~ martya ke pAra vihAra karane kI pezakaza hai / mitra ! merA nimaMtraNa usI amRta ke lie hai jahA~ samAdhi kI chA~ha meM nirdhUma prajvalita rahatI hai jIvana kI jyoti-zikhA | jarA banAo svayaM ko usa sandeza kA samrATa, jisase girA sako antara-jagat ke kArAgRha ke bandhana / 000 For Personal & Private Use Only

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ghuTana kA Atma-samarpaNa manuSya parama zreya ke prati samarpita hai / jIvana meM prApta hone vAlI hara saphalatA para use garva hai, to asaphalatA para kheda bhI / mehanata karane ke bAvajUda jaba vyakti ko asaphalatA kA sAmanA karanA par3atA hai, taba usakA apane-Apase bhI khIjhanA svAbhAvika hai / manuSya khar3A hai puruSArtha aura bhAgya ke dorAhe para | vaha sukha aura saphalatA ko bhagavAn kA amRta mAnatA hai; kintu duHkha aura asaphalatA ko vaha bhagavAn kA varadAna mAnane ke lie taiyAra nahIM hai / lar3a rahA hai vaha apane bhAgya ke sAtha, para yadi vaha bhAgya kA AtmIya bana jAe, to usake sAtha usakI lar3AI samApta ho sakatI hai / prApta kartavya meM puruSArtha kA upasaMhAra bhI bhAgyodaya hai / / manuSya sukha-suvidhAoM kA itanA cAhI hai ki hara asaphalatA/pratikUlatA usakA jInA harAma kara detI hai / jIvana kA yathArtha sukha tanAva-zUnyatA meM hai| kisI kArya meM asaphala honA pahalI parAjaya hai, magara use mana meM rahane ke lie nyautA denA dUsarI parAjaya hai | pahalI parAjaya ko bhAgya kI cunautI kahA jA sakatA hai; kintu dUsarI parAjaya prajJA-dRSTi aura jIvana-bodhi kI kamI kI dyotaka hai| yoM to vyakti AThoM yAma kucha-na-kucha socatA rahatA hai / soca cAhe cAhA ho yA anacAhA, mehamAnavAjI karavA hI jAtA hai / jIvana-darzana ke prati soca taba garbhaja hotA hai, jaba asaphalatAe~ TheTha hattantrI ko jhakajhora DAlatI hai / asaphalatA jIvanta cintana kI jananI hai / jIvana meM krAnti carama vedanA ke kSaNoM meM hI ghaTita hotI hai / jaba vyakti cAroM tarapha se asahAya, azaraNa For Personal & Private Use Only

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caleM, mana ke-pAra aura nirAdhAra khar3A ho, usa samaya thor3I-sI sUjha bhI DUbate ko tinake-kA-sahArA banatI hai / asaphalatA-para-asaphalatA pAne vAle samrATa ke lie makar3I kI solaha bAra phisalana aura AkhirI bAra ghara-jAla-kI-deharI-para dastaka saphala preraNA kA lAjavAba jIvanta sUtra siddha huA hai / __ manuSya kA prayAsa rahanA cAhie ki vaha jIvana ko bharapUra saphalatA se jiye / tanAva aura ghuTana-bharI jiMdagI jInA calate-phirate 'zava' ko kaMdhe para DhonA hai| tanAva duHkhadAyI svapna-yAtrA hai / sapanoM ke sAtha bitAyI gaI rAta mAtra samaya bitAnA hai, nIMda kI AvazyakatA ko ApUrta karanA nahIM / dhana, parivAra yA anya suvidhAe~ hote hue bhI vyakti ghuTana-bharI jindagI kyoM jiye ? dhue~-sI jindagI jIne ke bajAya dIpaka-sI jindagI jInA lAkha gunA behatara hai / dhue~-sI jindagI mauta hai / jIvana, jalanA hai animeSa dIpaka kA / manuSya vivaza hai / usakI vivazatAe~ hI use prerita karatI haiM svayaM ke lie socane ko / bhIr3a-bharI jindagI meM bhI manuSya ko apane lie socane kI kuNThita unmukta jijJAsA jAgrata hotI hai / vaha apanI mu~ha-bolI maulikatA ke astitva ko pahacAnane ke lie antaHprerita hotA hai | usakI yaha antaHpreraNA hI adhyAtma kI ora kadama bar3hAnA hai / ___ manuSya kI antara-jijJAsA yadi saghana-se-saghanatara hotI jAe, to satya kI khoja ke lie vaha na kevala cintana karatA hai, apitu apane kRtitva ko usa patha para saMyojita bhI karatA hai / vaha apane-Apase hI pUchatA hai- Akhira maiM kauna hU~, merA jIvana-srota, merI maulikatAe~ aura mere mApadaNDa kyA haiM, yaha duniyA kyA hai, aura maiM yahA~ kyoM hU~; sukha-suvidhAoM ke ambAra lagane ke bAvajUda duHkha aura tanAva ke kAraNa kyA ho sakate haiM ? ciMtana kI gaharAiyoM meM usakI jahA~ taka pahu~ca ho sakatI hai, vaha tala-sparza karane kA adamya puruSArtha karatA hai / vaha usa AkhirI sattA ko bhI khoja nikAlanA cAhatA hai, jo saMsAra-cakra kI dhurI hai | ciMtana kI isa Atyantika gaharAI kA nAma hI jIvana-samIkSA aura yoga-anuprekSA hai / For Personal & Private Use Only

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ghuTana kA Atma-samarpaNa 17 kavitAoM kI rahasyavAditA jisa sattA/zakti se jur3I hai, yogI ko usakI jhalaka apane bhItara milatI hai, jabaki kalpanA kI jamuhAI lene vAle kaviyoM ko usakA pratibimba prakRti ke sahasramukhI/sahasrabAhu rUpa meM milatA hai / usa zakti kA nAma phira AtmA deM yA paramAtmA, usase tAdAtmya kI anubhUti hI dhyAna kI snAtaka saphalatA hai| yaha sattA hI astitva kI maulikatA hai| usakA paricaya-patra kyA? yadi dhyAna se usakI upalabdhi ho jAe, to vijaya kA unmAda kaisA ? yadi hattantrI meM usakI jhaMkRti na bhI ho, to hAra kA zikavA kaisA ? hAtha meM prApta ho yA aprApta paisA to parsa meM hI hai / Akhira hai to vahI vyaSTi banAma samaSTi kA vyaktitva / eka vyakti kI ghar3I kho gayI thI, so vaha use DhU~Dhane lgaa| par3osI bhI usakI madada karane lage / sArI galI chAna lI, para ghar3I kI chA~ha bhI hAtha na lagI / DhU~Dhate-DhU~Dhate par3osI ne pUchA- 'ghar3I khoyI kahA~ thI ?' kahA- 'ghara meN| par3osI sakate meM A gayA / kahane lagA- 'yaha kaisI mUrkhatA, ghara meM khoyI ghar3I ko DhU~Dha rahe ho galI meM' ? vyakti ne kahA- 'bAta terI pate kI hai, para ghara meM a~dherA jo ThaharA / galI meM to rozanI baha rahI hai / ' ghara meM khoyI vastu ghara meM hI DhU~DhanI par3atI hai, phira cAhe ghara meM a~dherA ho, yA ujAlA / bhItara meM pAle gaye tanAva ke aMdhere se bidaka kara kahIM ora A~kha phailAnA satya kI khoja nahIM, mAtra kSitijoM meM AkAza kI sImA DhU~DhanA hai, korA bhaTakAva hai / AThoM pahara calane vAle iMsAna ko bhI yaha khabara nahIM hai vaha kahAM jA rahA hai ? usakA lakSya kyA hai, vaha lakSya-pUrti ke lie kitanA samarpita hai ? subaha se zAma kI yAtrA meM jindagI yU~ hI tamAma hotI hai / mehanata kI kulhAr3I se khAI khUba khodatA hai, para svayaM kI rAkha se hI use pATa DAlatA hai / hAtha sirpha, mATI lagatI hai, ratnoM kA saMbhAra nahIM / manuSya svayaM cetanA kI virATatA kA sUtra hai / use apanI gatimAna For Personal & Private Use Only

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caleM, mana-ke-pAra 18 cetanA kA samanvaya sthApita kara svayaM meM Ananda kA utsava manAnA cAhiye / usakA utsava mahotsava kI raMgIniyAM pAye, isakI bajAya usane svayaM ko daladala ke kagAra para lA khar3A kiyA hai / isase usakI ghuTana ghaTI nahIM hai, balkI sau gunA bar3hI hai / kahate haiM Arya vikasita sabhyatA ke pravartaka haiN| Aja... Aja AryatA svayaM praznacihna banakara upasthita hai svayaM Arya ke samakSa / guNa kA pujArI kahalAne vAlA Arya bhI beImAnI aura balAtkAra para utara Aye, to anArya kI paribhASA kyA hogI ? Ane vAle AryoM kI 'AryatA' kisI samaya itanI chichalI hogI, yaha kabhI pUrvaja anAryoM ne socA bhI na hogA / anAryoM ne khuda ko mAMjane ke lie AryoM kI saMskRti apanAyI / paristhitiyA~ cehare badalatI haiM / anArya kadama bar3hA rahA hai AryatA kI deharI kI ora, aura Arya A~kheM gar3A rahA hai anAryatA ke andhakUpa kI ora / 1 yugoM-yugoM se amRtavAhI kahI jAne vAlI gaMgA meM bhI Aja amRta kI khoja karanI par3a rahI hai / jisa gaMgA ke do cullU pAnI se sarovara pavitra ho jAte the, Aja vahI gaMgA mailI ho rahI hai / svarga se utarI usakI dUdha jaisI dhArA para itanA maila car3ha gayA hai ki usakI dhulAI ke lie dhobI -ghATa kI talAza jArI hai / eka bAta taya hai ki pAvanatAe~ kitanI bhI kuNThita ho jAe~; kintu ekAgracitta se ekaniSTha hokara koziza kI jAya to pAvanatA kI vApasI sahaja sambhava hai / merI zikAyata yAtrA se nahIM, bhaTakAva se hai / manuSya kI jindagI Thaura-Thaura ghUmane vAle baMjAre -sI hai / kevala pA~va caleM to koI zikAyata nahIM, para mana bhI calatA purjA rahe to jIvana kI ekAgra akhaNDatA la~gar3I khAyegI hI / pA~voM kA yoga aura mana kA viyoga hI saMnyAsa hai / mana kI palakoM kA na jhapakanA hI adhyAtma ke dharAtala meM dhyAna kI niSThA hai / vaha to gharabArI hI hai, jisake pA~va to eka ghara se, eka parivAra se ba~dhe haiM; para mana ghara-ghara meM gaucarI karatA phiratA hai / mana kI isa pravRtti kA nAma hI antarjagat kA dAridrya hai / pA~va to calane hI cAhiye / calate pA~va hI to karmayoga kI kathA ke For Personal & Private Use Only

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ghuTana kA Atma-samarpaNa 16 pAtra haiM / pA~va pratIka hai karmayoga kA / pA~va rukA ki paTAkSepa huA karmayoga ke nATaka kA / kyA nahIM sunA hai bacapana se- 'bahatA pAnI nirmalA, ruke to gaMdA hoya' / pAnI hai paricAyaka/rUpaka pA~va kA / mana kI vyavasthA pA~va ke karmayoga ke ThIka viparIta hai / yadi mana kA calanA hI karmayoga kahA jAya to mana se bar3A karmayogI saMsAra meM koI bhI nahIM hai / yahA~ taka ki saMsAra kI sArI yojanAoM kA vyavasthApaka bhI mana kI karmayogitA ke sAmane kubar3A lagegA / jIvana meM apekSA manokarma kI nahIM, manoyoga kI hai / manoyoga hai mana kI ekAgratA / samundara kI laharoM kI taraha chitarane vAlA mana karmayoga nahIM, varan jIvana-roga hai / tanAva aura ghuTana kA mavAda risatA hai mana ke ghAva se hI / isaliye mana roga hai aura roga-mukti jIvana-svAsthya kI anivArya zarta mana hai suvidhAvAdI/avasaravAdI / acche vicAra aura bure vicAra kI pratispardhA kA virodhI hai vaha / jo bhI cIja use apane anukUla lagegI, vaha usake sAtha rahane meM hI apanA satsaMga mAnegA / dhyAna hai vicAroM kA mauna / vicAra cAhe acche ho yA bure, tanAva kI jar3a haiM / jahAM acchAiyA~ haiM, vahA~ burAiyA~ bhI haiM, jahA~ burAiyA~ haiM, vahA~ acchAiyA~ bhI haiM / dhyAna acche-bhAva/bure-bhAva-se-mukta, mAtra svabhAva hai / __ jo vyakti mana meM hai, vaha adhArmika hai / adharma hai vibhAva-meM-ramaNa, dharma hai svabhAva-meM-caraNa / mana kI hara pariNati svabhAva ke lie cunautI hai / mana ke karmayoga ke rahate vyakti kA avasaravAda aura pAkhaNDa nAmarda nahIM ho sakatA / amana hai jIvana meM sadAbahAra camana karane kA rAja / sukha-duHkha to eka hI sikke ke do pahalU haiM, dhUpa-chAMva kA khela hai / jIvana meM jarUrata hai usa Ananda kI, jisake prAstAvika se upasaMhAra taka kahIM bhI tanAva na ho / jIvana Ananda ke lie hai / nRtya ke lie hai, puNya-kRtya ke lie hai, tanAva yA dama For Personal & Private Use Only

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20 caleM, mana-ke-pAra ghuTAne ke lie nahIM / amana-dazA meM mana kI mRtyu nahIM hotI, varan mana vilaya pA letA hai AtmA ke dharAtala para / mana kA deha se jor3a, sAre jahAna se mana kA cumbana jIvana meM saMsAra nirmANa kI AdhArazilA hai / yadi sAkSitva-kA-sarvodaya ho jAya to binA kisI nanunaca ke mana ke tAdAtmya kA nirodha ho sakatA hai / kahate haiM; jaMgala se gujarate samaya gautama kI bheMTa aMgulimAla se huI / aMgulimAla thA rakta-pipAsu hatyArA aura gautama the cetanA-ke-zikhara / aMgulimAla ne gautama ko lalakArA aura jisa pagaDaNDI para ve cala rahe the, vahIM Thaharane kA nirdeza diyA / gautama muskurAye aura calate-calate hI kahA, maiM to ThaharA huA hU~ he nirdezaka ! calanA tU baMda kara / / gautama kA vaktavya prANavanta thA, para aMgulimAla ke lie vaha ulaTabA~sI thA / calate rAhI gautama khuda ko ruke hue batA rahe the aura pahAr3I kI coTI para khar3e aMgulimAla ko calatA huA / yaha bAta to usako bAda meM samajha meM AyI ki vyakti kA calanA to vAstava meM usI dina samApta ho jAtA hai, jisa dina mana kI cAla kI baizAkhI hAtha se chUTa jAtI hai / gautama ne kahA- 'aMgulimAla ! apane mana meM bahate gaMde nAle ko dekha! mujha ruke hue ko rukane ko kyoM kaha rahA hai ? jina kRtyoM se tU jur3A hai, unheM jAga kara parakha / kitane bhayaMkara ho sakate haiM unake pariNAma ! jIvana mRtyu kI ora bar3hane ke lie nahIM; chInA-jhapaTI aura bhAga-daur3a ke lie nahIM; tanAvamukta Anandamaya mahAkaruNA ke lie hai / ' kahate haiM aMgulimAla kA dila badala gayA / vaha pharzAdhArI se kASAyadhArI bana gayA / yaha eka abhinava krAnti thI / cUMki aMgulimAla ne hajAroM logoM ke ghara ujAr3e the, kitanoM kI hatyAe~ kI, isalie Thaura-Thaura para usake duzmana the / para sAdhaka ko to mRtyu ke prati bhI mitra-bhAva rahatA hai / bhikSAcaryA ke lie nikalane para pahale hI dina logoM ne use pattharoM se mAra kara adhamarA kara diyA / jIvana kI AkhirI ghar3I meM usane gautama ko apane pAsa pAyA / vaha kRtajJa thA / mAra ke bIca bhI muskAna For Personal & Private Use Only

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ghuTana kA Atma-samarpaNa thI, usake mRtyuMjayI cehare para / gautama ne usase pUchA- 'vatsa ! terA kyA bhAva hai ? aMgulimAla ne kahA, bhante ! Thahare hue kA kyA bhAva !' gautama bole- 'putra tumheM praNAma hai| tumhArA maraNa DAkU kA nahIM, mahAmahotsava hai arihanta kA | tuma nirvANa pA rahe ho jina !' / jIvana-bhara soyI dazA meM pApa-kRtyoM kA kRtitva adA karane vAlA vyakti yadi jAga kara choTe-se-puNya-kRtya ko bhI apanI sampUrNa samagratA se kare, to nirvANa kI sambhAvanA ko nakArA nahIM jA sakatA / jAgRta avasthA meM antara kA vimocana hI dhyAna kI bhUmikA hai | dhyAna hai zivanetra / yadi yaha netra na khule, to vyaktitva sUradAsa hai| jIvana banA huA hai galAghoMTa saMgharSa / aura dhyAna hai usase mukti kA upAya / manuSya ne bhale-bure vicAroM kA pardA bunA hai aura vaha pardA hI usake lie ghuTana kA kAraNa hai / usa parde ko uThAne kA nAma hI dhyAna hai / samAdhi hai vicAroM-ke-pAra jhAMkane kI kSamatA / samAdhi hai zAnti; vicAroM kI zAnti; mana kI RSitA / isa pratikriyA evaM saMgharSa-mukta sthiti kI prApti hI jIvana meM samyak zAnti kI upalabdhi hai / dhyAna hai prasAda kA kSaNa, prasannatA kA ghUTa / yaha vaisI hI prasannatA hai, jaisI bacapana meM bacce ko hotI hai / aMgUThe ko cUsane meM, retI kA gharoMdA banAne meM, yA baTU (patthara) bInane meM bhI vaha prasanna hai / usake antarjagata meM usa sthiti meM na rahatA hai vicAra, na vicAroM kI uthala-puthala; rahatA hai sirpha prasAda/Ananda / dhyAna ghaTatA hai prasannatA ke kSaNoM meM / dhyAna sadha jAya, to vyakti rahegA, jagat bhI rahegA, uTha jAegA mAtra vicAra kA pardA donoM kI sandhi ke bIca se / 000 For Personal & Private Use Only

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Aiye, kareM jIvana-kalpa __citta paramANuoM kI DherI hai / hara manuSya kI yaha nijI sampatti hai / eka manuSya ke pAsa kahane ko to eka hI citta hotA hai; kintu usa eka meM anaginata sambhAvanAeM chipI haiM / citta kA apanA samAja hotA hai / jitanA jyAdA samparka aura jitanI kalpanA, citta kA samAja utanA hI jyAdA vistRta, isalie citta hamArA ghara nahIM hai, varan ilAkA hai / isameM kaI kaliyA~ haiM / kaI kamare haiM / isakA apanA bagIcA hai | kaI pAThazAlAeM haiM / dostoM aura duzmanoM kI bhI kamI nahIM hai| citta vyakti kI ananta kalpanAoM aura saMbhAvanAoM kA AInA hai / manuSya Amataura para sacitta hI rahatA hai / acitta dazA to jhIla-kA-zAMta honA hai / citta hI vyakti kI cala sampatti hai| yadi jIte-jI acitta/acala dazA kI anubhUti ho jAe to vaha samAdhi-ke-pAra-kI-anubhUti hai / acitta dazA meM citta ke paramANu to rahate haiM, magara paramANuoM kA saMgharSa nahIM rahatA / sarovara to jala se labAlaba rahatA hai, para havAI taraMgeM samApta ho jAtI haiM / Thahara-Thahara kara uThane vAlI vicAroM aura kalpanAoM kI taraMgeM hI citta-cAMcalya hai / jisa kSaNa vAyavI kalpanAeM jAma hoMgI, kakSa nirvAta hogA, usI kSaNa jIvana-kalpa kI saMbhAvanA mukhara ho pdd'egii| jIvana-kalpa kAyAkalpa se bahuta Upara kI sthiti hai / kAya-zuddhi, vacana-zuddhi aura manaHzuddhi kA nAma hI jIvana-kalpa hai / Atma-zuddhi jIvana kalpa kA hI zabdAntara hai / vaha vyakti jIvana-kalpa se kosoM dUra hai, jo citta-cAMcalya kA guNadharmI hai| citta ke sAtha bahanA murdApana hai| jIvantatA bahane meM nahIM, tirane/tairane For Personal & Private Use Only

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Aiye, kareM jIvana-kalpa AdamI hamezA citta ke kahe meM rahA, isIlie to use yuga-yuga bIta jAne ke bAda bhI koI maMjila nahIM milI / yahA~ maMjileM to satya ke mArga para saiMkar3oM haiM; para hara kadama para maMjila hote hue bhI eka bhI maMjila nahIM milI hai / jo bhaTakAva hai, vaha bhaTakAva-ke-nAma-para citta-kA-khela hai / citta kI ulaTabA~sI ko samajheM yahI jindagI musIbata, yahI jindagI musarrata (Ananda) / yahI jindagI hakIkata, yahI jindagI phasAnA / maiMne sunA hai; kisI ne, kisI se pUchA, bhAI kahA~ jAte ho ? usane kahA- jidhara yaha gadhA jAtA hai / AdamI gadhe para savAra thA / pUchane vAle vyakti ke bAta samajha meM na AI / jahA~ gadhA jAtA hai, vahA~ maiM jAtA hU~, to kyA gadhe se pUchA jAe ki vaha kidhara jA rahA hai ? kyA vaha javAba degA ? usane kahA- bhAI ! terI bAta samajha meM na aayii| to vo bolA- gadhA mere kAbU meM nahIM hai / maiM gadhe ke kAbU meM hU~ / maiM dAyeM calAnA cAhatA hU~ to vaha bAyeM calatA hai / maiM jaba ise bAyeM calAne kI koziza karatA hU~, to yaha dAyeM calatA hai / maiM ghara jAnA cAhatA hU~ to vaha bAjAra kI ora calatA hai / aura bAjAra kI ora ghumAtA hU~ to vaha ghara kI ora calatA hai / maiMne socA yaha to phajItI ho gayI / loga kyA samajheMge ki gadhA mere kAbU meM nahIM hai / maiM gadhe se bhI gayA-bItA hU~; isalie maiMne lagAma DhIlI chor3a dI hai / jidhara cAhe udhara yaha cale / kama-se-kama phajItI to na hogI / merI ijjata to nahIM luTegI / to usane pUchA- Akhira gadhe ne tumheM kahA~ pahu~cAyA ? bolA- subaha gA~va se zahara kI ora calA / abhI taka kahIM nahIM pahu~cA / zahara ke naraka ke pAsa khar3A hU~ | akUr3I taka pahu~cA hU~ / pUchane vAle ne Age bar3hate hue kahA- bhAI ! maiM to Age jA rahA hU~, para tU itanA jarUra soca ki tuma donoM meM gadhA kauna hai ? manuSya aisI hI jindagI jI rahA hai / phajIhata se ghabarAtA hai / jidhara For Personal & Private Use Only

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24 caleM, mana-ke-pAra citta jAtA hai, vyakti svayaM ko udhara kA rAhI banA letA hai / dizAhIna yAtrA bhalA kahA~ pahu~cAegI ? jyAdA-se-jyAdA dukAna-se-ghara aura ghara-se-dukAna / ghara-se-ghATa aura ghATa-se-ghara / jindagI kI anamola ghar3iyAM isI ke bIca bIta jAtI haiM / citta acetana hai / vyakti svayaM sacetana hai, para kyA khUba hai ki DrAivara kAra nahIM calAtA, apitu jidhara kAra jA rahI hai, udhara DrAivara hai; kyoMki breka phaila haiM / aisI dazA meM kyA kahIM kisI gantavya kI saMbhAvanA hai ? kyA kahIM koI maMjila hai ? tAba maMjila rAste meM, maMjileM thIM saiMkar3oM / hara kadama para eka maMjila thI, magara maMjila na thI / satya ke rAste para yAtrA to taba hotI hai, jaba vyakti citta se kucha Upara uThe; vaha acitta bane, acala bane / para hA~, yoga kevala acitta hone se- sadhe, aisI bAta nahIM hai / sa-cittatA bhI cetanA-ke-dvAra para dastaka bana sakatI hai| moTe taura para citta kI do hI saMbhAvanAeM haiN| yA to vaha mAra-se-kampita hotA hai, yA rAma-se-Andolita / citta, mAra aura rAma ina do meM se kisI eka ko cunatA hai / prazAnta citta honA samAdhi meM praveza karane kA dvAra hai / mAra se vAsanA ko Idhana milatA hai| rAma to mukti kI jhaMkRti hai / citta kA rAma honA usakA virAma nahIM hai / yaha usakA antima par3Ava nahIM hai / vaha to citta kI prakhara UrjA ko paramAtma-darzana kI rAha para saMyojita karanA mAtra hai| citta kA virAma damana hai aura damana bhUkampa kI pUrva saMbhAvita taiyArI hai / agara citta rAma se Andolita ho uThe to sAdhanA ko sAdhane meM aura apane antaryAmI ko pahacAnane meM citta se bar3A madadagAra anya koI nahIM hai| jIvana kI TUTI-baukhalAI TA~goM ko vahI citta baizAkhI banakara Age bar3hane meM jabaradasta madadagAra ho jAtA hai / jo naukA aba taka hameM bhaTakAye hue thI, vahI kinArA pAne meM sahAyaka ho jAtI hai / For Personal & Private Use Only

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Aiye, kareM jIvana-kalpa 25 __ agara cUka gaye rAma-se-Andolita hone se, to pha~seMge mAra ke caMgala meM / mAra agara prabhAvI ho gayA, to usakI miThAsa-cipakI churI ko cATanA par3egA / churI para lagI cAsanI ko khAnA zakkara ke nAma para jahara pInA hai / yaha amRta ke nAma para viSapAna hai / mAra to naze kI golI hai / jisane khAyI, usakI dazA bilkula hIroina-piyakkar3a kI taraha hogI / agara hIroina lI, to jIvana kI goda meM mota kA khatarA hai; agara na pI, to tar3apheMge, jhulseNge| yaha to pyAle meM ubharatA tUphAna hai / pahale samajheM rAma aura mAra ko / 'mAra' kA artha cA~TA lagAnA nahIM hai / mAra rAma kI ulTI zabda-saMyojanA hai | rAma kI saMdhi tor3o / ra, a, ma yaha rAma kA akSara-saMdhi-viccheda hai / ise palaTo / aba akSara-racanA huI ma, a, ra / ma se a kI saMdhi huI to mA banA / mA ke sAtha ra kI saMyojanA hI mAra hai / yaha bilkula rAma kA ulTA hai / ina do zabdoM ko agara dhyAna se samajha liyA, to zAstroM kI eka bar3I khepa ApakI samajha meM A gayI / mAra kAma-vAsanA kA devatA hai / kisI ko kisI ke caMgula meM pha~sA denA, yahI mAra kA kAma hai | mAra viparIta kA AkarSaNa hai / do viparIta dharmoM ko eka sUtra meM bA~dhanA hI mAra kA kRtitva hai / varNasaMkara isakA vyaktitva hai| puruSa eka dharma hai / strI dUsarA dharma hai / donoM eka-dUsare se viparIta haiM / do viparIta tattvoM kA rAgAtmaka sambandhaM hI mAra hai / vahI saMsAra hai / mAra se prabhAvita honA svayaM kA saMsAra ke prati lokArpaNa hai / aura rAma se prabhAvita honA citta kA paramAtmA ke parama patha para saMyojana hai |" __mAra aura rAma do hai / yaha eka sthAna meM nahIM raha sakate / eka siMhAsana para eka hI rAjA kI baiThaka ho sakatI hai, do kI nahIM / jahA~ rAma haiM, vahA~ mAra nahIM / jahA~ mAra hai, vahA~ rAma nahIM / bhalA rAma aura rAvaNa kabhI dono saMga-saMga rahe haiM ? rAma aura kAma donoM paraspara zAzvata viyogI kavi haiN| sambuddha logoM kI bAta chor3o, Ama AdamI to mAra ke caMgula meM hai / mAra cArvAk darzana kI buniyAda hai / AdamI cAhe jaina kula meM janmA For Personal & Private Use Only

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26 caleM, mana ke-pAra ho yA bauddha kula meM yA IsAI, pArasI, hindU kula meM bAteM siddhAntoM kI cAhe jitanI kara leM, para karma se to vaha cArvAkI hai / AtmA aura paramAtmA kI bAteM karane vAle, zarIra aura saMsAra kI nazvaratA kA bakhAna karane vAle 'khAo, piyo, mauja ur3Ao' kI umara khaiyAmI jindagI jI rahe haiM / mAra ke pIche bar3e-bar3e dhurandhara pAgala haiM / Ama AdamI to mAra ke izAre para hai hI, yaha una logoM ko bhI DigA detA hai, jinakA citta rAma se Andolita hai / le AtA hai yaha kisI apsarA ko aura use kartavya-patha para Age bar3hane se phisalA detA hai / menakA mAra kI hI to mAyA hai / ___ samajheM mAra kI rAjanIti banAma kUTanIti ko / mAra aura kucha nahIM, vyakti kI svayaM-kI-kamajorI hai / mUlataH mAra kA koI astitva nahIM hai ! yaha to vyakti kI durbalatA hai / mAra vahIM para zaitAna banatA hai, jahA~ vaha vyakti ko durbala dekhatA hai| kahate haiM 'nirbala ke bala rAma' / yaha to mAtra saMtoSa karane ke lie hai / zaitAniyata jitanI nirbala karate haiM, utanI sabala loga nahIM karate / jahA~ vyakti sabala hai, vahA~ zaitAna nahIM hai / jahA~ vyakti nirbala hai zaitAna vahIM hai / mAra vahIM hai / jo vyakti jitanA jyAdA nirbala hogA, vaha mAra se utanA hI prabhAvita hogA / saiksa yA eDsa se ve hI pIr3ita haiM, jo durbala haiM / jisane pahacAna liyA apane bala ko aura bala ke kAraNoM ko, usakA citta mAra se kabhI kampita nahIM ho sakegA / eDsa nirbalatA hai / nirbala kI sohabata se nirbalatA ko bar3hAvA milegA, sabala ke samparka meM sabalatA nikharegI / kAMca ko sUraja kI ora karake dekho, usameM bhI bijalI paidA ho jAegI / agara usake jhalke ko kisI dUsare vyakti kI A~khoM para girA do to vaha kSaNa bhara meM Andolita ho jAegA / vAstava meM sabala hone kA nAma yoga hai | sabala honA cAroM ora se saMyata honA hai aura saMyama-se-bharA jIvana astitva kI sabase bar3I upalabdhi hai / nirbala kA puruSArtha to aMdhere se lar3anA hai / use jo bhI sUjhatA hai, vaha andhe kA sUjhanA hai / kaisA vyaMgya hai yaha ki andhe ko a~dhere meM dUra kI sUjhatI hai / yaha citta rAma se Andolita hotA hai, taba nizcita hai ki mAra usake For Personal & Private Use Only

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Aiye, kareM jIvana-kalpa 27 sAmane niSprabha ho cukA hai / rAma ke sAmane mAra kI tUtI kama bajatI hai / jIvana kI gaMdha to donoM hI haiM- mAra bhI, rAma bhI / magara rAma jIvana kI sugandha hai aura mAra jIvana kI durgandha / jo durbala hai usa para mAra hAvI hai| durbala kI cetanA mAra kI katharI meM dubakI rahatI hai / sabala yogI hai aura sabala hone kI kalA kA nAma yoga hai / isalie yaha kabhI na samajhanA ki striyA~ kharAba haiM, naraka kA dvAra hai; kyoMki yaha bhUla sadiyoM sadiyoM se hotI rahI hai / puruSa ne apanI nirbalatA ko pahacAnA nahIM; isaliye usane strI ko mokSa meM bAdhA mAnA / manuSya kI isa bhUla ne nArI-jAti para bahuta bar3A apakAra kiyA hai / cAhe koI RSi ho yA zAstra, jisane bhI aisA kahane kI himmata kI usane mAnavIya kamajorI ko nahIM pahacAnA / nArI-jAti ke lie vaha eka akSamya aparAdha hai / mokSa yA sAdhanA ke lie na to kabhI puruSa bAdhaka banatA hai aura na strI / bAdhaka svayaM kI kamajorI hai, svayaM kI nirbalatA hai aura svayaM kI mAra hai / svayaM kI kamajorI chipAne ke lie yadi koI vyakti strI ke mAthe para doSa mA~Dane kA dussAhasa karatA hai, to vaha vAstava meM usI yAna meM bama-visphoTa karane kI dhamakI de rahA hai, jisameM vaha khuda car3hA-baiThA hai / mere pAsa kaI loga jo Ate haiM, dhyAna kI kalA sIkhane ke lie, samAdhi ke AkAza meM ur3ane ke lie; saba Apa bItI sunAte haiM / unakI Atma-kathA suno to bar3I ha~sI AtI hai / kala hI eka sajjana kaha rahe the ki maiMne mandira jAnA banda kara diyA / maiMne unase isakA kAraNa pUchA aura unhoMne sahI-sahI kAraNa batalA diyA / jhUTha mujhe pasaMda nahIM hai yaha bAta nahIM, AdamI svayaM jhUTha bolane kI mere sAmane Atma-pravaMcanA kara nahIM pAyegA / guru ke sAmane bhI agara tathya chipAoge to phira saccAI kA bayAna kahA~ karoge ? yahA~ to kiye kA pachatAvA honA hI cAhiye / merI dRSTi meM kanphesana (Atma-svIkRti) kA bar3A mUlya hai / jAnate haiM usa sajjana ne kyA kahA- kahane lage- mandira jAtA hU~, to jaise hI kisI sundara strI ko vahAM dekhatA hU~, merI A~kheM malina ho jAtI haiN| ekAgratA dhUmila ho par3atI hai / maiMne socA yahA~ dRSTi nirmala nahIM raha pAtI, For Personal & Private Use Only

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caleM, mana-ke-pAra isalie maiMne mandira jAnA chor3a diyA / ___maiMne kahA- vaha ApakI nAsamajhI hai / agara badalanA hI hai to apanI najaroM ko badalo / mandira jAnA banda kyoM karate ho ? apanI vRtti aura apanI kamajorI ko na pahacAna kara doSa DAla rahe ho kisI sundara strI para, bhagavAna ke mandira para / aparAdhI na strI hai na strI kA saundarya / aparAdhI tuma svayaM ho / aparAdha tumhArI svayaM kI kamajorI hai | cora svayaM ho aura doSa maMDa rahe ho anyoM para / jaba dhyAna karane baiThoge taba mana kI caMcalatA ubharatI dikhAyI degI / vAstava meM yaha mana kI caMcalatA hai hI nahIM / tuma baiThe ho ekAnta meM to mana tumheM kucha sunAnA cAhegA / vaha tumhAre svayaM kI kahAnI sunAyegA / kyA tumane kabhI apanI AtmakathA par3hI hai ? gA~dhI yA TaoNlsaTAya kI AtmakathA par3hane vAle loga kabhI akele meM jAkara baiTheM aura khuda par3heM khuda kI AtmakathA ko / janma se lekara jo bhI acchA-burA kiyA hai, usakA sArA itihAsa apane mastiSka meM smaraNa karo, usakA manana karo aura gA~dhI kI Atma-kathA kI taraha usase kucha sIkho / Azcarya hogA Apako ki gA~dhI kI AtmakathA par3hate-par3hate abhI taka jIvana meM koI krAnti na AyI / para svayaM kI AtmakathA par3hate-par3hate jindagI eka hI dina meM gA~dhI ke maMca para jA car3hI / dUsare kI AtmakathA ko sau bAra par3hane kI bajAya svayaM kI AtmakathA ko eka bAra par3hanA jyAdA behatara hotA hai / dhyAna ke samaya mana agara caMcala hotA lage, to dhyAna se bhAganA mata, apitu mana ke vyaktitva ko sAkSI bana kara dekhanA aura par3hanA / mana ke svabhAva ko aura usakI gatividhiyoM ko samajhanA; mana ko TikAne kA acUka sAdhana hai| mana kucha sunAne ko utsuka hai / vaha lAlAyita hai kucha kahane ko, para vaha sunAyegA vyakti ko ekAnta meM hI / jaba sunanA cAhoge, tabhI sunAyegA / jaba A~kheM banda hoM, hoTha cupa hoM, kAyA TikI ho, tabhI mana hamAre kAnoM meM kucha gunagunA sakatA hai / mana kI guna-gunAhaTa aura phusa-phusAhaTa ko sunane kI koziza kIjiye / For Personal & Private Use Only

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26 Aiye, kareM jIvana-kalpa mana acchI bAteM kahane ke lie kabhI nahIM AyegA / vaha svayaM nahIM sikhAyegA, apitu sIkhane ke nimitta upasthita karegA / vaha vyakti ke badakismata bane atIta se sIkhane ke lie vyakti ko prerita aura utsAhita karegA / vaha apane paoNkeTa meM dabI katarana ko dikhAyegA / svayaM ke soye puruSArtha ko jagAne ke lie mana cullU bhara pAnI chiTakegA / kabhI pUrI na hone vAlI una havAI kalpanAoM se sAkSAtkAra karavAyegA, jinakA aMkuraNa vyakti ne svayaM kiyA hai, jindagI-bhara kiyA hai; isaliye dhyAna ke samaya hone vAlI mana kI caMcalatA vAstava meM vyakti kI atRpti aura tRSNA kA chAyAMkana hai / isalie maiM kahatA hU~ ki apanI kamajorI ko samajhane kI koziza kIjiye / apanI vAsanA aura apanI seksa bhAvanA ko pahacAnane kI ceSTA kIjiye / jisa kSaNa svayaM kI durbalatA ko samajhoge, usI kSaNa citta mAra se akampita ho jAegA / usakA sArA Andolana rAma se jur3A hogA, na ki mAra se / vyakti duHkhI jaba-jaba bhI hotA hai, mAra ke kAraNa hotA hai, para aba vaha itanA abhyasta ho cukA hai ki vaha khujalI khujalAne meM sukha kI anubhUti kara rahA hai / yadi koI ise sukha kahatA bhI hai, to yaha sukha cakSuSmAna kabhI nahIM ho sakatA / yaha sukha sUradAsa hai / khujalAne se milane vAle Ananda kA anubhava to bAra-bAra smaraNa AtA hai aura phira-phira khujalAne ke lie tatpara ho jAte ho / para jarA yAda karanA usa darda ko, usa pIr3A ko, usa mavAda aura usa khUna ko, jo pariNAma hai khujalAne kA / usa rAste kyA calanA jo bar3hAye jA rahA hai andhakUpa kI ora / syAhI se kapar3e ko bhigo kara sAbuna se dhone kI apekSA to acchA to yahI hai ki use syAhI meM bhigoyA hI na jAya / gaMgA pavitra hai, ujalI hai; para tabhI taka jaba taka vaha apane svarUpa meM hai / viparIta ke sAtha usakA mela usakI pavitratA ke lie cunautI hai / citta kA pyAlA agara zAMta ho jAe to vahI samAdhi hai, agara vAsanA se prabhAvita ho jAe to usI pyAle meM tUphAna hai aura agara paramAtmA se Andolita ho jAe to usI meM AsamAna hai / 000 For Personal & Private Use Only

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yaha hai vizaddhi kA rAjamArga mAnavatA vizva kI sabase behatarIna nIti hai / yaha vizva kI A~kha hai, astitva kI AbhA hai / mAnavatA kA sammAna vizva ke lie amRta snAna hai / mAnavatA kA galA ghoMTanA vizva ko viSapAna ke lie vivaza karanA hai / vizva-zAnti kA pahalA pagathiyA mAnavatA ko antardvandva se mukta karanA hai / bhalA, dvandva kA mAnavatA se kyA sambandha ! mAnavatA ujAle kA maMcana hai; dvandva andhere kA maMthana hai / aMdhere se aMdherA paidA hotA hai aura ujAle se ujAlA / andhere se andhere ko kabhI khader3A nahIM jA sakatA / ujAle kA avataraNa hI andhere ke nirastrIkaraNa kA sAdhana hai / antardvandva mAnavatA ke lie cunautI hai / usakA adhikAra zAnti hai, dvandva nahIM / dvandva kA riztA svayaM manuSya se hai / agara citta ko hI phAi-phUr3a kara kacare kI TokarI meM pheMka diyA jAe, to antaghara meM dvandva kI gandagI kahA~ phailegI ! dvandva se chuTakArA pAne ke lie do hI vikalpa haiM- yA to citta ko mRtyu ke dastAveja par3hA diye jAyeM yA use dho-mAMjakara/jhAr3a-poMchakara/ sApha-sutharAkara sajA-dhajA liyA jAe / jIvana meM mahAzUnya aura mahAzAnti kI anubhUti ke lie ye donoM hI tarIke ananta ke varadAna haiM / citta sUkSma paramANuoM kI milI bhagata sAMThagAMTha hai / isakA khAlisa honA jIvana kA saundarya hai / gharavAra ko sajAne meM lage iMsAna dvArA hRdaya-kakSa ko nayanAbhirAma banAne ke lie saMkalpa jaganA hI granthi-zodhana kI AdhAra bhUmikA hai / tRSNA aura vAsanA ke bIca dhakke khAte rahanA to mRtyu ke dvAra For Personal & Private Use Only

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yaha hai vizuddhi kA rAjamArga 31 para jIvana kA saMsAra-bhramaNa hai / mana ke rahate tRSNA bhI janmegI aura zarIra ke rahate vAsanA bhI; kintu zarIra ko mana kI jI- hajUrI meM lagAnA aura zarIra ko mAtra zarIra ke sAtha khilavAr3a meM ulajhAnA manuSya kI sabase ochI buddhi kI pahacAna hai / Akhira zarIra aura mana ke Age bhI par3Ava kI sambhAvanAe~ haiM / gorI camar3I ke lie mana kI bA~heM phailAnA aura corI / damar3I ke pIche ImAna ko najara andAja karanA jIvana kI Antarika asabhyatA aura phUhar3apana hai / hameM to antarajagat ko phUla kI taraha khilAnA aura mahakAnA hai / manuSya kA dAyitva to dUsaroM ke jIvana meM bhI suvAsa - saMcAra kA hai, para jahA~ khuda ke pA~va daladala meM jame hoM, to vizuddhi kA mArga A~khoM se ojhala kahalAegA hI / sIkheM hama phUloM se mahakanA aura gulazana ko mahakAnA / saurabha ko jIvana-dvAra para Amantrita karane ke lie jarUrI hai citta aura citta-vRttiyoM ko pAvanatA kI kisI gaMgA meM nahalA-dhulA liyA jAe / hamAre jIvana kI hara nIti dUsaroM ke lie bhI yathArtha Adarza bane, to hI hamAre astitva kI sArthakatA hai / citta para malinatA AtI hai saMkalpa kI kamajoriyoM ke pichale daravAje se / bartana para dhUla jamanI svabhAvika hai / agara khuza mijAja ke sAtha use sApha kiyA jAe, to vizuddhikaraNa bhI AnandadAyI hogA / mu~ha laTakAe dila se citta ko kabhI Izvara kA sAmIpya nahIM dilAyA jA sakatA hai / Izvara bimba hai to aizvarya usakI AbhA / kyA rAkha jame Aine meM kisI kA ceharA jhalakegA ? bimba-darzana ke lie darpaNa-darzana kI ujjvalatA anivArya hai / Izvara utsava hai, aura utsava utsukatA se manAyA jAnA cAhie / Izvara utsava rUpa hai, rasa rUpa hai / rasamayatA hI ekAgratA kI AdhArazilA hai / eka bAta taya hai ki citta karttA nahIM hai; citta karaNa hai / citta ne na to apane para azuddhi kI mailI katharI or3hI hai aura na hI vaha zuddhi kI pezakaza karegA / Akhira vyakti ne hI usake pAtra meM jahara gholA hai| For Personal & Private Use Only

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32 caleM, mana ke-pAra aura vahI use nirviSa karane kA uttaradAyI bhI hai / zuddhi kI pahala vahI kara sakatA hai, jisane azuddhi kI bhUmikA nibhAI hai / jina sIr3hiyoM se vyakti nIce phisalatA hai, unhIM se samhalakara Upara car3hanA hogA / citta apane Apa meM eka zakti hai, aura yaha zakti cetanA ke hI badaulata hai / yadi hama citta ko hamAre antaHkaraNa ke artha meM svIkAra kara leM to vizuddhi ke dAyare sahaja aura Rju ho jAe~ge / indriyA~ apanA kAma karatI haiM, kintu indriyoM ke saMsthAna kA nirdezaka to citta hI hai / bhItara se jaise nirdeza milate haiM, indriyA~ unakA amala karatI haiM / indriyoM kI rozanI bAhara se jur3I hai / A~kha, kAna, nAka ke apane-apane kSitija haiM / zuddhi se unakA sIdhA sambandha nahIM hai / ve to cAya-kI-pyAlI ko dukAna se daphtara taka pahu~cAne vAlI nimitta mAtra haiM / isaliye citta agara zuddha ho jAe to indriyoM kI zuddhatA Apo-Apa saMbhAvita hai / Akhira caparAsI ko rizvata lene kA pATha padAdhikAriyoM se hI sIkhane ko milatA hai / antazuddhi bahizuddhi kA anivArya AdhAra hai / __ manuSya indriyoM ke jariye hI bhItara ke bhAvoM kI taraMgoM ko bAharI jagat meM mUrtarUpa detA hai, kintu usakI sampUrNa gatividhiyoM kA AdhAra-sUtra citta hI hai / isIliye yaha indriyoM kA nirdezaka hai / agara eka bAta dimAga meM ghara kara le ki citta ko indriyoM kA nirdezaka hote hue bhI AtmA ko salAmI denI hI par3atI hai / yadi draSTAbhAva jIvanta ho jAya, to citta kA saMskArajanya zoragula mandA par3a jAyegA / taTastha-puruSa ke lie citta caraNoM-kA-cAkara hai / citta kA bodha hameM isakI kriyAoM ke dvArA hotA hai / yadi vaha santapta ho jAe to zarIra kI sArI gatividhiyA~ usase prabhAvita hoMgI hI / A~kha sahI bhale hI ho, kintu darzana ke bAda hone vAle nirNaya kA nirNAyaka to bhItara virAjamAna citta hI hai / indriyoM kI gatividhiyoM kA tAra citta se jor3a diye jAne ke kAraNa hI sukha-duHkha ke bAMsoM kI jhuramuTa ke TI-bI-TI-TuTa-TuTa sunAI dete haiM / manuSya dvArA citta ke AdhIna ho jAnA hI jIvana kI sabase bar3I azuddhi hai / vo vyakti samrATa hai, jisane citta kI bAgaDora bakhUbI samhAla rakhI hai / / For Personal & Private Use Only

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yaha hai vizuddhi kA rAjamArga 33 citta vicAroM, saMskAroM, dhAraNAoM kI phasala kA bIja hai / ve cAhe acche hoM cAhe bure, mahAzUnya kI anubhUti meM ror3e hI haiM | acche-bure kA dvandva hI to tanAva kI nIMva hai / vicAroM meM vyakti ayodhyA jAe yA akUrI, bAharI rAstoM ko hI nApegA / taTasthatA AtmasAt ho jAya to vyakti na to citta ke mutAbika rahegA, na citta ke khilApha / vaha rahegA jIvana kI viparIta avasthAoM se aprabhAvita/achUtA / citta kI hU-ba-hU pahacAna ke bAda pravRtti rahatI hai / kintu vRtti nahIM / pravRtti anivAryatA hai, vRtti phisalanA hai / vRtti citta kI phudaphudAhaTa hai / citta-zUnya puruSa dvArA hone vAlI pravRtti manuSya ko kabhI bhI Ar3e hAthoM nahIM bA~dhatI / vRtti vikRta ho sakatI hai / dhyAna vikAroM se hI nahIM, vicAroM se bhI mukti kA abhiyAna hai / vicAra citta kI vAsanA hai / vAsanA prakSepaNa hai / vastu kA mUlya manuSya kI vAsanA meM hai / patthara sirpha kA~ca hI nahIM hai, hIrA bhI hai; mana kI vAsanA bujha jAe, to kaise hogA hIrA mahimAvAn aura kA~ca kA apamAna / vicAroM meM vAsanA kA baserA ho jAne ke kAraNa hI to manuSya ke prANa kisI tote meM na rahakara tijorI meM aTake par3e haiM / vAsanA meM hI to citta ko bhigoyA hai / nicor3eM jarA kasakara citta ko usakI sukAvaTa ke lie| zAzvata ke ghara meM praveza pAne ke lie vicAra-zUnyatA anivArya hai / maiM hindu, maiM musalamAna; maiM puruSa, maiM strI; maiM sukhI, maiM duHkhI; maiM tyAgI, maiM bhogI- ye saba bhItara kI vicAra rekhAeM haiM / hara rekhA darAra kI zuruAta hai aura hara darAra upadrava kI vAcaka hai / vicAra-zUnyatA/citta-vizuddhatA antara meM virAjamAna ho jAe, to upadrava ko ulTe pA~va khisakanA hI hogA / vicAra/saMskAra usa samaya jyAdA ubharate haiM, jaba koI zAnta baiThane kI ceSTA karatA hai / dhyAna zAnta citta baiThane kI hI pahala hai / dhyAna kI ghar3iyoM meM Ane vAle vicAra soye-soye dikhane vAle svapna-citroM se bhinna nahIM haiM / svapna-mukti ke lie citta kA paricaya-patra par3hanA jarUrI hai / jo citta ko parakhane kI koziza karatA hai, usake sapane lene kI Adata khUda-ba-khuda For Personal & Private Use Only

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caleM, mana-ke-pAra 34 Dhahane lagatI hai / citta hI cuppI sAdha le, to svapna- bhaTakAva kahA~ / yadyapi sapane dina bhara ke duHkhI jIvana meM dikhane vAlI rajanIgaMdhA indradhanuSI raMgIniyA~ haiM, para sapane ke laDDuoM se peTa nahIM bharatA / svapna satya nahIM, mAtra vicAroM-ke-dvandva kA sAgara kI laharoM meM najara- muhaiyyA hone vAlA pratibimba hai / dhyAna kA prabhAva mana para jama jAye, to caMcalatA himAcchAdita ho jAyegI, sthiratA A~kha khola legI / Atma-zuddhi antaryAtrA kA sadhA kadama hai| Atma-zuddhi hI jIvana-zuddhi hai / citta-zuddhi jIvanazuddhi kI anivArya zarta hai / kAyA kalpa ke pIche par3ane vAle loga jIvana-kalpa para vicAra bhI nahIM karate / zarIra, vicAra aura mana - tInoM kI zuddhi hI Atma-zuddhi kI taiyArI hai / svayaM kA pAtra maMja jAye, to hI pIyUSa -pAna kA majA hai / mAnasika ekAgratA ke lie jaladhArA, dIpa-jyoti, sUrya-kiraNa, paramAtma-pratimA, zabda-mantra vagairaha pratIka cune jAte haiM / ye Alambana sAre jahAna meM bhaTakAva se haTAva meM madadagAra haiM / paramAtmA kI parama zAMti / zakti kI sambhAvanA svayaM vyakti ke andara hai / bhItara kA dIpaka jalAne ke lie kisI prakAra ke prabandha kI jarUrata nahIM hai / vaha to jyotita hI hai / dIpaka ke irda-girda AvaraNa hai / anAvaraNa kareM dIpa kA, rozanI bahegI Ara-pAra dhyAna svayaM ko benakAba karane kA hI prayatna hai / dhyAna kI siddhi ke lie citta kI prasannatA aparihArya hai / duHkhI vyathita AdamI dhyAna meM vyathA-kathA kI hI prastAvanA likhegA / jaba svayaM ko khuza mahasUsa kareM, tabhI dhyAna ke dvAra para dastaka deM / parama prasannatA kA samaya hI dhyAna karane kA sahI samaya hai, phira cAhe vaha samaya rAta se jur3A ho yA prabhAta se / dhyAna hamAre jIvana kA amRta - mitra bana jAye, to hI dhyAna kA sahI Ananda hai / zvAMsoM kA prekSaNa, cintana kA anupazyana hI dhyAna nahIM hai; dhyAnapUrvaka khAnA, sonA, calanA, bolanA - saba dhyAna hI haiM / ekAgratA evaM zakti - ghanatva kA prayoga ho / dhyAna hamAre astitva kA aMga tabhI hai, jaba usake binA jIvana virahanI kI kavitA bana jAye / For Personal & Private Use Only

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yaha hai vizuddhi kA rAjamArga 35 citta to bhItara kA cakkA hai / Antarika ekAgratA sAdhanA ke lie usakI tejatarrAhaTa rokanI jarUrI hai / usakI chitarAtI vRttiyoM aura caMcalatA para aMkuza lagAne kA nAma hI ekAgratA hai / ekAgratA meM par3ane vAlI darAroM ko miTAne ke lie citta-zuddhi kI pahala anivArya hai / citta ke rAstoM se saMskAroM ke kaI kAravA~ gujarate haiM / saMskAra smRti-saMkara na kara pAye, yaha dhyAna rakhanA behada jarUrI hai / citta ko sApha-sutharA karane ke lie vaira kI bajAya prema ko bar3hAvA deM / svayaM ke doSoM ko yAda kara A~suoM kA dhaulA tAja na banAkara svayaM meM guNoM ko sIMcane kA dilojAna se prayAsa kareM / kaSAya, vAsanA, Dara ko bhItara na dabAkara usakA recana kareM / kisI kI nindA ke bhAva jage, to oMkAra kA nAda kareM / kisI para patthara pheMkane kI bajAya mAlA ke manake calAe~ / una nimittoM se bhI dUra raheM, jinase citta malina / vicalita ho / UrjA ko sahI dizA meM yojita kareM / citta ko sahI dizA meM lagAnA hI jIvana kA racanAtmaka evaM sRjanAtmaka upayoga hai / citta kI vizuddha sthiti meM hI AtmA kI paramAtma-zakti mukhara hotI hai / jarUrata hai prasannatApUrvaka citta ko mA~jane kI, jIvana meM sauhArda evaM saujanya ko nyautA dene kI / bAhara ghUmatI cetanA kA samIkaraNa kareM / sarvatobhAvena dhyAna meM rasamaya ho jAe~, samAdhi hameM pyAra se chAtI se lagAegI / pahale TapakeMgI samAdhi kI bU~deM, phira AegI barasAta, eka dina aisA hogA jaba DUbe mileMge samAdhi kI bAr3ha meM / kintu, dhyAna-samAdhi ke isa vRkSa kI harI chA~ha ko pAne ke lie hameM sarvaprathama citta ko usa daladala se nikAlanA hogA, jisakA sambandha asamAdhi evaM bhaTakAva se hai / antarjagat kI vikRtiyoM ko sabhyatA aura saMskRti kA pATha par3hAnA hI citta-zuddhi kA upakrama hai / hama sikhAe~ citta ko saMskRta honA / saMskRta par3hanA alaga cIja hai, para saMskRta honA vikRtiyoM se vimukta hone kA sAdhu - abhiyAna hai / nirvikAra citta hI mAnavatA ko dvandva ke zikaMjoM se mukta karane kI pRSThabhUmi hai / citta darpaNa kI bhAMti hai / isa para vikAroM / vicAroM kI dhUla jama For Personal & Private Use Only

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38 caleM, mana-ke-pAra jAtI hai / usa dhUla ko poMchanA hI jIvana meM nirmalatA kI dastaka hai / manuSya kI citta-azuddhi se pahalI muThabher3a taba hotI hai, jaba vaha bAharI cakAcauMdha ko AtmasAta karane kI koziza karatA hai / manuSya jahA~ bhI asAra meM sAra ko aura sAra meM asAra ko Aropita karatA hai, vahIM vaha andhakAra kI ora apane do kadama bar3hA baiThatA hai / jar3a ko cetana aura cetana ko jar3a mAnanA hI manuSya kA ajJAna hai / mAnanA korI bhrAnti hai / jIvana meM cAhie jJAna kI bhora | jAnanA abhinava krAnti hai | jar3a ko cetana mAnane se vaha caitanya UrjA se abhimaNDita nahIM ho jAtA / eka dUsare para kiyA jAne vAlA bhrAnta nikSepaNa hI citta para kIcar3a-kI-parata car3hanA hai| vastu, avasthA yA paristhiti meM jIvana-buddhi kA AropaNa citta kI maulika azuddhi hai / yadi manuSya padArtha aura cetanA ke bIca bhinnatA-kA-bodha kAyama rakhe, to azuddhi ko antarjagata se kosoM dUra khisakanA par3atA hai / dhyAna isa maulika bhinnatA ko darzAne vAlA viveka-darzana hai / jina logoM ko dhUmrapAna kI Adata hai, krodha yA cir3acir3Apana kA gherAva hai, bAhara ke roga ke kAraNa tanAva kA antarmana meM jabarana DerA hai, ve dhyAna kI davA kA subaha-zAma avazya sevana kareM / apanI UrjA ko kendrita kara dhyAna meM samagratA se jInA citta kI azuddhiyoM ko kAnUnana diyA jAne vAlA deza nikAlA hai / citta-zuddhi hI manuSya ke lie antar-zAnti kI AdhArazilA hai / mAnavatA ko zAnti se prema hai aura vizva ko mAnavatA se / zAnti vizva kA vyaktitva hai aura manuSya kA dharma usa vyaktitva ke lie svayaM ko sarvatobhAvena samarpita karanA hai / mAnavatA ke mUlyoM se jIvana-kI-samagratA jor3anA apane kara-kamaloM se vizva ko abhinandana-patra pradAna karanA hai / 000 For Personal & Private Use Only

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vartamAna kI vipazyanA manuSya kA mana bar3A vicitra hai / vaha yA to atIta kI ora apane kadama bar3hAtA hai yA bhaviSya kI ora apanI palakeM TimaTimAtA hai / vaha vartamAna se aparicita hai / jIvana kA sambandha atIta se bhI rahA hai aura bhaviSya se bhI ho sakatA hai / jahA~ taka jIvana kI jIvantatA kA savAla hai, usakI sampUrNatA vartamAna meM hai / jIvana pravAha hai samaya ke dharAtala para / yaha avirAma - aniruddha pravAha hai / manuSya kI vyAkulatA kA kAraNa pravAha kI aniruddhatA hI hai / kAza, mila jAye use sthita dvIpa, jahA~ vaha nirAkula Ananda meM masta raha sake / yaha nirAkulatA jIvana ke pravAha meM mahAjIvana kI bhorabharI dAstAna hai / nirvANa kA artha kisI TekarI para jAkara basanA nahIM hai, jo saMsAra ke UhApoha bhare sAgara se Upara ho / nirvANa mana kI mRtyu hai, samaya kA atikramaNa hai / samaya aura mana donoM meM bhAI-bhatIjAvAda calA karatA hai / jisakA mana miTa gayA, usa para samaya ke kAlacakra kA nukIlApana kAma nahIM detA / vyakti mana se zUnya bane / vaha use mAMjane ke cakkara meM na par3e / parimArjana bhI mana kA hI sabhya dAMvapeMca hai / mahAvIra aura buddha jaise puruSa mana-maMjana ke lie saMsAra - mukta nahIM hue, varan saMsAra aura saMnyAsa ke jAla bunane vAle mana se mukta hone ke lie vItadveSa - mArga para ArUr3ha hue / mana bhalA koI darpaNa hai, jo use rAkha yA nIbU kI khaTAI se malA jAye ! vaha padArtha hai / vaha zarIra kI sUkSma saMhitA hai / vyakti atIta ho zarIra se bhI, mana se bhI / For Personal & Private Use Only

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caleM, mana-ke-pAra mana kA parimArjana sAntvanA dene vAlI bAta hai / sAntvanA subakatoM ko bhI dI jAtI hai aura pragatizIla pratibhAoM ko bhI / para haiM to donoM hI mana kI bhaMgimA / sAntvanA dI jAtI hai dUsaroM-ke-dvArA / hamAre jIvana ke acche-bure mApadaNDa kA nirNaya hama dUsaroM kI jubAna ko sasammAna supurda kara dete haiM / kisI ke dvArA acche kahe jAne para hama svayaM ko acchA mAna lete haiM, usake dvArA kiye jAne vAle guNAnuvAda ke prati hama dhanyavAda se bhara jAte haiM, to burA kahe jAne para svayaM ko burA mAnate hue usake prati upekSA-bhAva dRr3ha kara lete haiM / bhalA, jaba sabhI loga bakarI ko kutiyA kahate haiM, to yaha kutiyA hI hogI / dUsaroM ke bAtunI sammohana meM svayaM kA viveka chor3a denA Atma-nirNaya se vaMcita honA hai / AtmanirNaya ke lie hameM vartamAna paristhiti kA jAyajA lenA hogA / Dhulamula yakIna kAma na AegA / jo hai, vahI hai; jaisA hai, apanI vAstavikatA meM hai / adhyAtma svayaM kI vAstavikatAoM se sAkSAtkAra hai / jIvana kI samagratA zAzvatatA meM hai / aho ! kaba vaha dina hogA, jaba dharatI ke loga zAzvatatA ke svapna ko satya banA pAeMge / zAzvatatA hamAre astitva se jur3I AbhA hai / yaha samaya kI pukAra nahIM hai, apitu samaya kI hAra hai / samaya kI pahAr3iyoM para zAzvatatA nahIM khilatI / zAzvatatA kA janma samaya ke kAMTe ke TUTa jAne para sambhava hai / hama pahala kareM zAzvatatA kI, mana se mukta hone kI / apane jIvana ko par3heM, nihAreM, jIvana kI asaliyata khuda-ba-khuda sAmane najara A jAegI / mujhe sunakara jagane vAlI pyAsa udhAra hai; sune, par3heM svayaM ko, tAki yAtrA zurU kara sako gahana pyAsa ke sAtha jIvana ke jalasrota ko DhU~Dhane kI / indriyajIvI hone ke kAraNa zAyada jalasrota bAhara DhU~Dha sako, kintu lauTakara svayaM meM jhAMkoge, to jalasrota svayaM meM hI ruMdhA-dabA pAoge / bAhara DhU~DhanA mana kI yAtrA hai, svayaM kA atikramaNa hai / bhItara nihAranA amana-kI-koziza hai, svayaM-kA-pratikramaNa hai / jIvana ke srota svayaM meM haiM / atIta se bhI rahe haiM, abhI bhI haiM / jo 'hai' usake 'thA' para vicAra karate rahanA anargala prayAsa hai / For Personal & Private Use Only

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vartamAna kI vipazyanA 36 jIvana kI samagratA usake 'hai' meM hone meM hai, bAki to saba 'sUne ghara ke pAhune' haiM / yaha hamArA saubhAgya hai ki dharatI para hamAre pA~va haiM / dharatI kI virATatA hamAre sAmane 'khulI hathelI' kI taraha phailI huI hai / virATatA ko dekhane kI 'darzana - kSamatA' jitanI prakhara hogI, virATatA hamAre utanI hI najadIka hogI / dharatI ke nIce pAtAla hai aura Upara AsamAna / na pAtAla kA koI anta hai, na AsamAna kA koI chora / jaba pariveza karavaTa badalatA hai, to AkAza meM bhI pAtAla kI saMbhAvanAeM bola uThatI haiM, aura pAtAla meM AkAza kI bhI / AkAza to hara astitva kA prAkkathana hai / AkAza korA hai / AkAza kA cunIMdA matalaba hai khAlIpana, bharapUra chUTa / jamIna parta-dara-parta jamI mATI hai aura AsamAna zUnya - dara - zUnya kA baserA hai / pRthvI gola gumbaja hai, pAtAla to maMgala, zani, nepacyUna grahoM meM bhI hai / vahAM bhI AkAza kI rikta saphedI hai / kyA yaha hamArI kama takadIra hai ki hameM harI-bharI jamIna bhI milI hai aura AkAza kA dhArAgara zveta chatra bhI / AMgana bhI, AMgana meM AkAza bhI / hamAre astitva kA kAravAM donoM ke madhya hai / hama dharatI ke nivAsI haiM / para jamIna ke lie kaise jhagar3e ? yadi koI isa para adhikAra jatAegA bhI, to bhI kahA~ taka ! kisa gaharAI taka adhikAra jatAe~ge ! bhUleM hama adhikAra kI bhASA, kyoMki adhikAra kI bhASA Asakti kI bhASA hai, hiMsA aura ahaMkAra kI bhASA hai / sone kI cir3iyA jaisI kiMvadantI thAtI se jur3e deza kI mATI meM adhikAra kI gandha ? adhikAra nahIM, pyAra kI bhASA meM Ae~ / hama svatantratA ke premI haiM, jamInI saMkucita adhikAroM ke nahIM / jamIna sadiyoM se rahI hai aura antarikSa bhI vahI, kintu mana kI adhikArika bhUmikA meM jIne vAle patA nahIM, aba taka kitane loga apanA dama tor3a cuke haiM / saMsAra meM eka iMca bhI jamIna aisI nahIM hai, jahA~ aba taka kama-se-kama dasa loga daphanAye na gaye hoM / isalie sArA saMsAra zmazAna aura kabristAna kA maNDapa hai / For Personal & Private Use Only

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40 caleM, mana ke pAra duniyA meM antarikSa ke bhI ba~TavAre ho cuke haiM / mahAzUnya kA bhI alaga-alaga 'vibhAga', bahuta khUba ! madhura vyaMgya ! 'nahIM hai' para bhI 'he' kI sIla ! ___yaha sArI jamIna hamAre atIta kI gavAha hai / patA nahIM, hama aba taka kitanI bAra yahA~ janma-janma kara mara-khapa cuke haiM / mRtyu hara bAra janma kA kAraNa banI aura isa sArI kAryavAhI kA aguvA hamArA mana hI rahA / jamIna kI parte jitanI gaharI, hamArA atIta bhI utanA hI umdA / AkAza jitanA phailA hai, hamArA bhaviSya bhI vaisA hI ajJeya hai, kSitija-dara-kSitija ke bAda ajJAta-hI-ajJAta / . dharatI hamArA vartamAna hai / atIta naraka hai, vartamAna brahmANDa hai aura bhaviSya svarga / kucha hone ke lie sirpha brahmANDa hai / para manuSya hai aisA, jo vartamAna para utanA vizvasta nahIM hai, jitanA atIta aura bhaviSya para, naraka aura svarga para / hai to brahmANDa bhI naraka aura svarga jaisA, kintu bicoliyA pharka yaha hai ki brahmANDa hamArI A~khoM ke sAmane hai aura naraka-svarga pITha pIche / jo vartamAna meM jItA hai, usake caraNa naraka aura svarga donoM ke pAra haiM / vaha jaisA hai, usI meM jItA hai / jo hai, usI kA svAgata-sAkSAtkAra karatA hai / vaha sirpha apane zarIra kA hI vartamAna meM * upayoga nahIM karatA, apitu mana ko bhI vartamAna para kendrita kara letA hai / vartamAna para kiyA jAne vAlA kendrIkaraNa atIta aura bhaviSya ke pecide bhaTakAva yA sunahare svapnIle vAtAyana meM jIne se jyAdA behatara hai / naraka ke bhaya se yA svarga ke lobha se jIvana-kRtya na ho, vaha ho nirbhayatA ke lie, lobha-mukti ke lie / soca vyartha hai mRta atIta kA, vyartha hai Age kA citana / jIvana to basa vartamAna hai, zreSTha isI kA abhinandana || jo loga atIta ko hI sumarate rahate haiM, ve apane ghAvoM ko kureda rahe haiM / acchA atIta bhI Akhira smRti kA gama hI hameM sauMpegA / mAthAkhorI se bacane ke lie hI to atIta ko anAdi kahA jAtA hai / sarvajJa aura sarvavettA bhI atIta ke Adima chora ko nahIM chU pAte / aura For Personal & Private Use Only

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41 vartamAna kI vipazyanA tuma ho, jo sirpha atIta ke bAre meM socate rahate ho / atIta ko agara jAnoge bhI, to bhI kitanA ! jAnakara bhI anajAna hI raha jAoge / bhaviSya atIta se kama nahIM hai / bhaviSya aksara atIta kA hI pratibimba hotA hai / bhaviSya atIta kI punarAvRtti hai, atIta kI pothI kA punarsaMskaraNa hai / phira bhI, bhaviSya ko koI nahIM jAna sakatA / bhaviSya ke lie sirpha kalpanAe~ kI jA sakatI haiM, yA adharoM ke AzvAsana diye jA sakate haiM / isa bAta se koI aparicita nahIM hai ki kalpanAe~ mana-kI-makkhiyA~ haiM aura bhinabhinAte rahanA makkhiyoM-kA-svabhAva hai / manuSya kI sthiti to isa kadara hai ki vaha sau ko pAne ke cakkara meM ninyAnaveM ko ThukarA rahA hai / hama jie~ samaya kI uThApaTaka se kucha uparata hokara / vartamAna kA draSTA jyoti bujhane se pahale usakI rozanI meM jIvana-sampadA ko DhU~Dha nikAlane meM kAmayAba ho jAtA hai / yadi hama atIta ho sakeM, na kevala atIta aura bhaviSya se, balki vartamAna se bhI, to hama vaha na raheMge, jo Amataura para janma-maraNa ke bIca dhakkA khAte jItA hai / hama zAzvata raheMge- samaya kI hara sImA ke pAra / hama zAzvata bana sakate haiM, isIlie kaha rahA haiM / hamAre pAsa. prANimAtra ke pAsa aisI kSamatA hai / bIja ! tuma phUla bana sakate ho / phUla khilegA apane nijatva se / DUbo apanI samagra nijatA meM / ___ tuma atIta kI phikra mata karo / atIta yAni jo ho cukA / dhArA baha gaI / jo ho gayA, so ho gayA / cAhe vaha acchA huA yA burA, jo golI bandUka se nikala cukI, usake bAre meM kyA socanA ! bIta gaI so bAta gaI, takadIra kA zikavA kauna kare ! jo tIra kamAM se nikala gayA, usa tIra kA pIchA kauna kare ! jo bIta gayA, so atIta hai / manISiyoM kI salAha hai- bItI tAhi bisAra de / jo ho rahA hai usakA tahedila se svAgata kareM / jo milA hai, vaha svIkArya hai / sambhavaM hai, prApta cIjeM hameM parituSTa na kara pAyeM, para For Personal & Private Use Only

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caleM, mana-ke-pAra 42 paramAtmA ke prati kRtajJatA jJApita kareM, kyoMki jo mila rahA hai, vaha bhAgya se eka rattI bhI kama nahIM mila rahA hai / sambhava hai, isase aura badatara sthiti A sakatI thI / bhaviSya kI jhalakiyoM ko bhI apanI A~khoM kI TimaTimAhaTa se dUra rakheM / jo abhI hai hI nahIM usake bAre meM 'hai' ko dA~va para kyoM lagAnA ? bhaviSya jisa rUpa meM bhI vartamAna banegA, prasannatApUrvaka usakI agavAnI kreNge| hama nihAreM bIja ko; use sIMceM; phala vahI niSpanna hogA, jo usa bIja sambhAvita hai| bIja kaisA thA, isakA paricaya hama phala se hI pA sakate haiM / isalie AkAza meM theMgale lagAnA chor3o, chalAMgeM khUba mAra lI, aba jie~ vAstavikatA meM / maiMne kahA vartamAna ke lie, kintu yaha sirpha isalie tAki vyakti una ulajhanoM se mukta ho sake, jinakA sambandha atIta aura bhaviSya se hai / vartamAna- upayoga kA matalaba yaha nahIM ki atIta aura bhaviSya Dhakosale haiM isalie khUba khAo, piyo, mauja ur3Ao / kRpayA isa mAmale meM saMyama rakheM, anyathA memanA jitanA jaldI moTA-tAjA hogA, khatarA utanA hI adhika sira para maMDarAegA / sAdhaka ke lie vaha mana hI dhyAna, yoga aura samAdhi kA dvAra banatA hai, jo sirpha vartamAna kA anupazyI hai / jisa mana kI itanI AlocanA kI gayI hai, yadi vaha vartamAna- draSTA aura vartamAna sakriya hI ho jAya, to paramAtmA kI kisI bhI sambhAvanA ko AtmasAt karane ke lie usase behatara aura koI sAdhana na banegA / mahAvIra dvArA vartamAna kI anuprekSA aura buddha dvArA usakI vipazyanA unakI manomukti ke pramukha pratimAna bane / mana yA samaya kA atikramaNa karane ke lie jo ho rahA hai, usako hone denA hai / yaha bhavitavya hai, kintu jahA~ bhavitavya ko kartRtva mAna liyA jAtA hai, vahA~ vartamAna bhI bandhana kA AdhAra bana jAtA hai / paramAtmA ko kisI kRtya yA kriyA se nahIM, varan svabhAva aura hone se pAyA jAtA hai / vaha hai, sirpha usameM honA hai / Atma-svIkRti meM hI paramAtmA kI padacApa sunAI de jAtI hai / jo hai, yadi use samagratA se DhU~DhA jAe to vaha najara sAmane hai - For Personal & Private Use Only

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vartamAna kI vipazyanA khojI hoya to turatai milihauM, pala bhara kI talAsa meM maiM to tere pAsa meM / vartamAna hai / vartamAna meM jInA yoga kA praveza-dvAra hai / yoga kA anuzAsana vartamAna meM jaganA hai / jAgRti suSupti aura svapna se behatara sthiti hai / jAgaraNa hI tUryA avasthA ke phUla khilAtA hai / mana ko jAgakara hI dekhA-parakhA jA sakatA hai / jo jagA, usakA mana so gayA / mana kA sonA mastiSka se hRdaya meM jAne kA mArga kholanA hai / yoga kI pahalI zarta mana kI aDigatA hai / manomukti yoga-praveza kA anivArya pahalU hai / mana kI sArI DigAhaTa atIta aura bhaviSya ke izAre para hai / DigatA, jhUlatA mana kabhI bhI samyak darzana kA sUtradhAra nahIM bana sakatA / vartamAna meM, prApta kSaNa meM mana kA jaganA manuSya aura AdhyAtmika samasyAoM se vimukti hai| jo Upara uTha cukA hai samaya se, vaha mana se bhI uparata ho cukA hai| mana ke pAra jAne vAlA hI caitanya-jagata ke Ananda meM nimagna hotA hai| isalie dhyAna karane se vartamAna ko apanA samajho, tAki dhyAna meM mana atIta kI phUlajhar3I na chor3e, bhaviSya ke AkAza-sumana kA jhA~sA na de / __ yadi dhyAna meM jInA cAhate ho, dhyAna karanA cAhate ho, to atIta kI smRti aura bhaviSya kI kalpanA- donoM na hoM / donoM ko lupta ho jAne do, miTa jAne do / jaba hamAre Amane-sAmane kucha na hogA- na AkarSaNa, na vikarSaNa, na koI caMcala taraMga, taba na to rahegA sAgara kI laharoM kI taraha AtA-jAtA samaya, aura na rahegI mana kI dhUmraghirI jamIna / aise kSaNoM meM jo kucha bhI hogA, vaha mAtra vyaktitva kA hogA, astitva ke lie hogA / jaba kucha bhI na hogA, tabhI hama dhyAna meM hoMge / svAgata hai isa caitanya-dazA kA, jIvana ke amRta-mahotsava kA / 000 For Personal & Private Use Only

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citta-vRttiyoM ke Ara-pAra saMsAra ke do rUpa haiM- eka citta kA saMsAra, dUsarA A~khoM kA saMsAra / citta kA saMsAra A~khoM ke saMsAra se jyAdA sUkSma, kintu vistRta hai / saMsAra ke sAre klezayukta pariNAma citta se hI jur3e haiM / isalie najara-mahaiyyA hone vAlA saMsAra vAstava meM citta ke adRzya saMsAra kA pratibimba hai / citta ke saMsAra kI paiTha itanI gaharI hai ki A~khoM kA usase koI vAstA nahIM raha pAtA / A~kha to citta kI jI-hajUrI hai / A~kha banda kara lene se bAhara kA saMsAra isake lie adRzya-sA ho jAegA, kintu citta kI ghATI para bhItara kA saMsAra to taba bhI rahegA / hA~ yadi citta kA takhtA palaTa jAye, to A~khoM ke khule rahane yA banda rahane kA koI artha aura tarka nahIM raha jAtA | bhalA kamala kI paMkhuriyoM ke khula jAne ke bAda kIcar3a se usakA kyA tuka ? citta kA saMsAra janma-janma ke ghaTanAkramoM kA kAravAM hai / A~khoM meM pratibimbita hone vAle saMsAra ko maiM pravRtti kahU~gA aura citta ke saMsAra ko vRtti / AdhyAtmika pariNAmoM ke lie pravRtti kI bajAya vRtti adhika prabhAvI hai / acchI vRtti puNya kahalAtI hai aura burI vRtti pApa / pravRtti kRtya hai / pravRtti burI hote hue bhI vRtti acchI ho sakatI hai aura pravRtti acchI hote hue bhI vRtti burI ho sakatI hai | zatru dvArA pilAye gaye jahara se yadi kisI kI jAna meM jAna A jAye, aura cikitsaka dvArA zalya-cikitsA ke vakta kisI kI jAna nikala jAye, to donoM kI manodazA kA hI mUlyAMkana karanA hogA / zatru mAranA cAhatA hai, para vaha kahegA, are ! yaha to baca gayA / cikitsaka bacAnA cAhatA hai, para vaha kahegA, oha, bicArA mara gayA / For Personal & Private Use Only

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45 citta-vRttiyoM ke Ara-pAra jIvana kA saMgIta vRtti aura pravRtti donoM ke pAra hai / duSpravRtti aparAdha hai, duSvRtti pApa hai / duSvRtti kA pariNAma svayaMbhogya hai, kintu duSpravRtti ke lie nyAyAlaya kI kAnUna-saMhitA daMDa detI hai / capata cAhe mitra kI ho yA duzmana kI, vaha capata to kahalAegI hI / mukti vRtti-pravRtti/ pApa-puNya donoM ke pAra hai| bar3I pracalita kahAvata hai- mukha meM rAma bagala meM churI, yAni pravRtti acchI, kintu vRtti burI / yadi vRtti burI hai to pravRtti acchI hote hue bhI jIvana-vijJAna kI dRSTi meM burI hI hogI / isalie pravRtti kI burAI ko haTAne se pahale vRtti meM rahane vAlI burAI ko dUra kareM / pravRtti meM lAyA jAne vAlA parivartana to mAtra baila kA khUTe badalanA hai / vaha jIvana-krAnti kA nagAr3A-vAdana nahIM hai / jIvana-krAnti to vRttiyoM meM AmUlacUla parivartana hone kI ghaTanA hai / merA jora vRttiyoM ke prati jAgane ke lie hai / pataMjali kA Ama sUtra hai- yogaH cittavRtti-nirodhaH / citta-vRttiyoM kA zAnta honA hI yoga hai / yoga vaha nirodhaka hai, jo vRttiyoM ke janma para avarodha khar3A kara detA hai / citta-kI-vRttiyA~ citta-kA-vyApAra hai / jaba taka manuSya vRttipradhAna rahegA, mAnasika vyApAra usake hara aMga se jur3A rahegA / mAnasika vyApAra hI sukha-duHkha, harSa-ghuTana ke phAyade-ghATe kA saudA taiyAra karatA hai| vaha eka meM Tika nahIM pAtA | 'tU to raMDI phire bihaMDI'- vezyA kI taraha mana kI pravRtti hai / mana kA eka meM laganA hI usakA nimajjana hai / eka pati yA eka patnI meM mana kA laganA prema hai, eka guru ke prati usakA samarpita honA zraddhA hai, aura eka paramAtmA meM DUba jAnA prArthanA hai / para mana anekatA kA dAvA karatA hai / mana ke calate manuSya jIvana-bhara mAtra mana kA hI anugamana karegA / magara eka bAta taya hai ki manuSya jIvana kA sarvasva nahIM hai / mana jIvana kI sarvasvatA kA eka anabUjhA aMga hai / mana maraNadharmA hai / mRtyuJjaya maraNadharmA tattvoM se kahA~ sambhava ! isalie eka bAta dhyAna rakheM, mAtra pravRttizUnya ho jAne se kucha na For Personal & Private Use Only

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caleM, mana-ke-pAra hogA, jaba taka vRttizUnya na banome / yadi pravRtti niruddha bhI ho gaI, to yaha jarUrI nahIM hai ki vRtti bhI samApta ho gaI / aneka loga pravRttiyoM kI ApAdhApI se taMga Akara saMnyAsa kA burakA or3ha lete haiM / ve jaMgaloM aura guphAoM meM bhI cale jAte haiM / bhIr3a se bacakara guphAoM meM cale gaye, parantu bhIr3a chor3akara bhI apane sAtha vicAroM meM bhIr3a ko sAtha lie phira rahe ho / bAjAra kI bhIr3a kA kyA ? A~kha banda kara lo, bhIr3a meM bhI ekAnta ho gayA / manuSya kI khopar3I choTI-sI hai / para isameM pUrA bAjAra basA huA hai / vicAroM kI na jAne kitanI dukAneM isameM khulI huI haiM / hara dukAna para nayA mAla hai / yadi isa bAjAra ko bArIkI se nihAroge, to cakarA uThoge | dukAnoM ko dhyAna pUrvaka dekho, na-kAmI dukAnoM ke saTara girA do / dukAnoM kI saMkhyA kama ho jAyegI / kRpayA jIvana ke gulistAM ko isa kadara barabAda na hone do / eka hI ullU kAphI hai, barabAda gulistAM karane ko / hara DAla para ullU baiThA hai, aMjAmeM gulistAM kyA hogA ? khopar3I hamane itanI bhara rakhI hai ki eka vicAra ko dUsare vicAra se milane kI phurasata nahIM / sAre vicAra eka-dUsare ke virodhI; vicAroM kI bhIr3a isa kadara kI sAMsa lenA bhI muzkila; jarA meharabAnI kara zUnya karo svayaM ko, varanA umasa aura ghuTana meM jInA muzkila ho jAegA / patA hai 'hArTa aTeka' kyoM hotA hai ? isI vaicArika ghuTana ke kAraNa, paraspara virodhI vicAroM ke bojha ke kAraNa / bojha halkA karo / yadi sthAna, pariveza yA aura kucha badalanA upayogI lage, to koI harjA nahIM, para bhItara kA bhAra nIce gira jAnA cAhie / bojhA haTanA hI mokSa hai / nirvANa pAnA nirdhAra honA hai / vRttiyoM se mukta hone ke lie mAtra vanavAsa nahIM hai, vRttiyoM kI nirarthakatA kA bodha upAdeya hai / saMnyAsa lo, para saMnyAsa kI pUrva bhUmikA to pahale taiyAra kara lo / mahAvIra ne gRhastha-varga meM eka snAtaka koTi banAI 'zrAvaka' kI / ghara meM baccA paidA huA ki hama kahane laga gaye eka For Personal & Private Use Only

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47 citta-vRttiyoM ke Ara-pAra 'zrAvaka' bar3hA / zrAvaka to jIvana-bodha ke bAda kI ghaTanA hai / loga jalasA to karate haiM zramaNatva kA, aura abhI taka 'zrAvaka' kA patA hI nahIM ! zramaNa banane se pahale sacce zrAvaka bano / mAtra janeU pahanane se brAhmaNatva AtmasAt nahIM ho jAtA / pahale srotApanna bano, phira buddhatva kI pahala prArambha hogI / __kahIM aisA na ho ki saMnyAsa lene ke bAda saMsAra ke sapane dekho / yadi aisA huA to vaha saMnyAsa nahIM, saMsAra hI hai / saMnyAsa meM saMsAra kI A~kha-micaulI Atma-pravaMcanA hai / yadi saMsArI saMnyAsa ke khvAba sajAye, to use badhAI hai, kyoMki vyakti U~ce stara ko nihAra rahA hai / para use kyA kahoge, jo zikhara-yAtrA kA AdhA rAstA taya karane ke bAda bhI Age bar3hane ke bajAya pIche lauTanA cAhatA hai tarAI meM ! jIvana kA vijJAna gaharA hai / vyakti bAhara se saMnyAsI hokara bhI bhItara se saMsArI ho sakatA hai aura bAhara se saMsArI dikhatA huA bhI antaraMga se saMnyAsa ko pallavita kara sakatA hai / jaba javAM the to na kI kadara javAnI kI / aba hue pIra to yAda apanA zabAba AtA hai / kahIM aisA na ho ki saba chor3a-chAr3a kara bhI usI ko yAda karate raho, jo chor3A hai / kisI pravRtti ko chor3anA kaThina hai, para utanA duSkara nahIM hai, jitanA chor3e hue kI pakar3a ko chor3anA / loga vivAha-maNDapa meM bhI dhUmadhAma se praveza karate haiM, to vairAgya-maNDapa meM bhI baiNDabAje ke sAtha | virakti ke bAda varSIdAna kaisA ! 'pazuoM kI citkAra sunI, saSTi ne AhvAna kiyA, jIvana meM krAnti ghaTa gaI aura ariSTanemi kA ratha giranAra (saMnyAsa) kI rAhoM para cala pdd'aa| dIkSA jIvana-krAnti kI dAstAna hai, zobhA-yAtrA nikAlane kA mahotsava nahIM / loga saMnyasta hokara bhI pUrva jIvana kA dambha bharate haiM / jo vyakti sAdhutA ke pariveza meM jIte hue yaha kahatA hai ki maiMne ghara-bAra chor3A, lAkhoM karor3oM kI jAyadAda chor3I; maiMne yaha chor3A, vaha chor3A, vaha tyAga kA bhI upabhoga kara rahA hai / kyA tuma ise chor3anA kahoge ? chor3A kahA~ ! abhI For Personal & Private Use Only

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48 caleM, mana-ke-pAra taka to pakar3e baiThe ho / tyAga kI yAda ko pakar3e baiThe ho / mUlya vastu ke saMgraha aura tyAga kA nahIM hai, usakI pakar3a kA hai / eka samrATa bhI aparigrahI ho sakatA hai aura eka bhikhArI bhI parigrahI / 'mucchA pariggaho vutto' / parigraha kA sambandha mUrchA se hai / jisake pAsa jitanA kama hogA, vaha utanA hI bar3A parigrahI / mUrchA kI dRSTi se bhikhArI se bar3A parigrahI kauna ? - pakar3a se mukta hone kA hI nAma vItarAgatA kI pahala hai | tyAga acchA hai, kintu tyAga kI smRti ko saMjonA tyAga kI acchAI se sau gunA burA hai / tyAga pravRtti hai, upabhoga bhI pravRtti hai, kintu usakI pakar3a vRtti hai / bhoga na to acche hote haiM, na bure / jaisI dRSTi/vRtti hotI hai, usake lie ve vaise hI hote haiM / isaliye pattoM kI bajAya jar3a kI ora calo, vRttizUnya bano / jo chUTa jAye, vaha chUTa hI jAegA / chor3ane ke prayAsa meM tyAga kI smRti bacI rahegI, magara jo cIja jI se haTa cukI hai, usa chUTane meM citta-ke-parde para koI prabhAva na par3egA, usakA jikra bhI na AyegA jubAM para / nadI ke kinAre kaI ghaMToM se baiThI eka mahilA ne nadI pAra karate kisI saMta se kahA, mujhe bhI jarA pAra lagA deM / santa ne yaha kahate hue inkAra kara diyA ki hama sAdhu-santa strI ko nahIM chUte / thor3I dera meM usI santa ke ziSya se jaba bur3hiyA ne nivedana kiyA, to usane mahilA kA hAtha pakar3akara nadI pAra lagA diyA / guru ne ziSya ko dekha liyA / donoM vahA~ se kAphI Age bar3ha gae / guru ne ziSya se kahA, tumane mahilA ko pAra lagAyA / strI-sparza ke lie tumheM prAyazcita karanA par3egA / ziSya ne kahA, maiMne pAra avazya lagAyA, kintu maiM to use vahIM chor3a AyA / aura Apa mana meM use yahAM taka lAe haiM / vaha santa to sirpha hAtha pakar3akara hI lAyA, acchA hotA vaha use apane kandhe para baiThAkara lAtA / kama-se-kama eka ke hI kapar3e bhIgate / guru kahate haiM strI-sparza ke lie prAyazcita ! Azcarya ! jisa sAdhaka kI najareM deha se hI Upara uTha gaI hai, usake lie kyA strI aura kyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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46 citta-vRttiyoM ke Ara-pAra puruSa ! vaha strI ko nadI pAra nahIM karA rahA, apitu 'kisI' ko pAra karA rahA hai / yadi strI bhI mAneM to hara strI mA~ hai / 'mAtRvat paradAreSu' jaisI ukti usake lie nahIM hai / usake lie to 'mAtRvat sarvadAreSu' sahI hai / kyA tIrthaMkara chA~Ta-chA~Ta kara pAra lagAte haiM ki yaha strI- vaha puruSa ? yadi kisI ko pAra lagAyA jA sakatA hai, to lagAo / strI-puruSa kA bheda to Ama AdamI ke lie nirdiSTa hai; sAdhaka to isa bheda se mukta hai / rAma ne niSkAsita kiyA, vAlmIki ne Azraya diyA, RSi ne munitva kA paricaya diyA / tuma strI ke sAtha saMsAra basAnA khataranAka samajhate ho, to mata basAo, kintu usake lie ghRNA kI kaTAreM to mata calAo / sAdhutA jIvana kI AbhA bane / sAdhutA ko antarajagat meM lAo / mana se hI niSkAsita kara do asAdhutA ko, mana kI havaza ko / hamAre lie vaha pravRtti khataranAka hotI hai, jisakA asara hamArI manovRttiyoM para par3atA hai / yadi hama pravRtti na bhI kareM, parantu vRtti para usakA chAyAMkana ho gayA, to vaha jIvana-ghAtI hai / vaha sAdhanA-mArga para svayaM ko bhale hI ArUr3ha samajha le, para damana-ke-mArga se calane vAlA pAMtha 'upazAnta-kaSAyI' hai / astitva-vizuddhi ke lie use punaH prayAsa karane hoMge / isalie jaba taka vRttiyoM ke daladala meM phaMse rahoge, taba taka jIvana kI naukA sAgara ke pAra kataI na utara pAegI / vaha to TUTegI citta ke hI kinAre-dara-kinAre se thaper3e khA-khAkara, TakarA-TakarAkara / isa taraha to maMjila ke AsapAsa cakkara kATate hue bhI maMjila se dUra bane rahoge - maMjila ko DhU~Dhate haiM, maMjila ke Asa-pAsa / kiztI DUbatI hai, sAhila ke Asa-pAsa // yadi jIvana kI UrdhvagAmI maMjiloM ko pAnA hai, to Atmabodha ke karIba AnA hogA aura Atmabodha ke lie vRtti-zUnyatA ko sAkAra karanA hogA / hameM calanA cAhie mana-ke-pAra, citta-ke-pAra / citta kI gati vRtti hai aura usakI pragati pravRtti / nivRtti vRttiyoM se rahita honA hai / For Personal & Private Use Only

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50 caleM, mana-ke-pAra vRtti-mukti hI jIvana-mokSa hai / arhat-manISA nivRtti kA pratipAdana karatI hai / zaiva ise 'turyAvasthA' kahate haiM / buddha kA zabda hai 'parAvRtti' / vRtti kI ujjvalatA hI parAvRtti hai / dhyAna ke vijJAna meM 'parA' paramasthiti kA vAcaka hai / nivRtti aura parAvRtti apane AkharI caraNa meM mahAzUnya kA rUpa dhara letI haiM / vAstava meM jahA~ mahAzUnya pragaTa hai, vahIM 'svayaM-kA-jagat' vRttiyoM kI pAradarzI jhilliyoM kA miTa jAnA hI samAdhi hai / saMnyAsa aura samAdhi meM buniyAdI bheda hai / citta kA so jAnA saMnyAsa hai, kintu citta kA zUnya ho jAnA samAdhi hai / dhyAna isa samAdhi meM praveza karavAtA hai, isalie dhyAna samAdhi kA praveza-dvAra hai / parantu dhyAna kI AkharI maMjila samAdhi hI nahIM hai / samAdhi to dhyAna kA pahalA camatkAra hai, prathama Ananda-utsava hai / samAdhi vAstava meM tUphAna-ghire sarovara kA nistaraMga honA hai / yaha Atma-jAgrati, yaha dazA samAdhi kI hai, prajJA kI hai / yaha eka prakAra kI mahAmRtyu hai / jIvana meM nayA punarjanma hai / mRtyu usI kI hotI hai, jo maraNadharmA hai / zarIra maraNadharmA hai, citta maraNadharmA hai / marane vAle mara gaye, yahI unakI samAdhi hai / samAdhi yAni ki maraNadharmA ne apanA dharma pUrA kiyA / saMnyAsI/zramaNa jIkara bhI zarIra kI dRSTi se mRta hotA hai / isalie unake antyeSTi-sthala ko 'samAdhi' kahA jAtA hai / ve mukta to jIte jI ho jAte haiM, para zarIra kA RNa cukAnA bAkI hotA hai / zarIra chUTA aura jaise jyoti AkAza kI ora uThakara kho jAtI hai, aise hI amRta-puruSa vilIna ho jAte haiM / jaba vyakti zarIra aura citta donoM ke pAra calA jAtA hai, to samAdhi se usakI bakhUbI mulAkAta hotI hai / dehAtIta aura mana-rahita sthiti hI samAdhi hai / jahA~ hamAre 'Age' bhI kucha nahIM bacatA, 'pIche' bhI kucha nahIM rahatA, tabhI samAdhi kI sambhAvanA jIvana ke himAcchAdita gaurIzaMkara se avatarita hotI hai / jahA~ kucha nahIM hai, vahIM samAdhi hai / jahA~ kucha hai, vahA~ kisI-na-kisI rUpa meM cittavRtti hI hai / nirvikalpa/vicAra-rahita dazA kA nAma samAdhi hai / For Personal & Private Use Only

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cita-vRttiyoM ke Ara-pAra 11 isalie samAdhi mahAzUnya hai, citta ke saMsAra kA samApana hai / jahA~ citta kA saMsAra bhItara kI nigAhoM se ojhala ho jAtA hai, vahIM cetanA jIvana-gagana meM apane para kholatI hai / citta ke saMsAra ke pAra hai cetanA-kA-vistAra, caitanya-vihAra / citta ke pAra honA citta kI zuddhAvasthA kI pahala hai / yahI to vaha sthiti hai jahA~ AtmajJAna ghaTita hotA hai, AtmajJAna dvAra hai paramAtmA kA / AtmajJAna ke zikhara-par3Ava para paramAtmA pragaTa hotA hai; vaha paramAtmA, jo pratyeka kA svabhAva-siddha adhikAra hai / taba vaha 'vaha' nahIM raha jAtA, jo abhI taka rahA hai / jo abhI hai, vaha to kho jAtA hai / phira to 'vaha' avatarita hotA hai, jisakI use talAza rahI / eka nayI AbhA pragaTa hotI hai, amRta-varSA hotI hai jIvana ke DAla-DAla aura pAta-pAta para / gagana garaji barasai amI, bAdala gahira gaMbhIra / cahU~ disi damakai dAminI, bhIjai dAsa kabIra / / phira to kevala jJAna yAnI kevala kA jJAna/brahmajJAna mu~ha se hI nahIM, A~khoM se bhI bolane lagatA hai / sArA AkAza amRta barasAne lagatA hai / phira tuma eka na rahoge, ananta bana jAoge / vANI bhI ananta bana jAegI, hAtha bhI ananta ho jAeMge / karuNA aura dhyAna bhI ananta ho jAegA / prakAza bahegA raga-raga se rozanadAna kI taraha / mahAzUnya meM hI mahAamRta kI varSA hotI hai / Ao, caleM cittavRttiyoM-ke-pAra / 000 For Personal & Private Use Only

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draSTA bhAva : dhyAna kI AtmA jIvana kI upalabdhi khuda jIvana ko dekhane meM hai / dekhanA darzana hai / zraddhA aura AstikatA kA bIjAMkuraNa darzana se hI sambhava hai| adarzI manuSya jIvana-bhara dharma ke dvAra para jAkara bhI nAstika raha sakatA hai / AstikatA aura nAstikatA ke kAnUna bar3e pecide haiM / bAhara se Astika najara Ane vAlA mahAnubhAva bhItara se ghora nAstika ho sakatA hai / yaha bhI mumakina hai ki bAhara kA nAstika bhItara Astika ho / maiMne AstikoM meM bhI damita nAstikatA kI ciMgAriyA~ dekhI haiM aura kathita nAstikoM meM bulanda AstikatA kA paridarzana kiyA hai / yadi veda ko mAnane vAle ko hI Astika samajhA jAye, yA mandira - maThoM meM dhoka lagAne vAle ko hI Astika kahA jAye, taba to saMsAra meM pA~ca pratizata loga hI aise haiM, jo AstikatA kI isa jimmedArI ko nibhAte hoM / aise pA~ca pratizata logoM meM ninyAnaveM pratizata loga aise haiM, jo pandraha minaTa dharmasthAnoM meM lagAte haiM, zeSa samaya duniyAdArI / dukAnadArI meM | nAstika aura Astika kI aba taka jo paribhASAe~ hotI rahI haiM, usase to dharatI meM Astika 'per3a meM eka TahanI ke barAbara' haiM / para maiMne jahA~ taka pAyA hai, usake mutAbika kathita nAstikoM meM AstikatA kI bahuta bar3I sambhAvanA hai / AstikatA kisI bhI kone se ubhara sakatI hai / machuAre machalI pakar3ane ke lie ravAnA hone se pUrva AkAza kI ora dekhakara tIna bAra bhagavAn ko yAda karate haiM / phAMsI lagAne vAle cANDAla kahate haiM, marane se pahale khudA ko yAda kara lo / vezyA ke rUpa meM gaMdI machalI kahalAye jAne ke bAvajUda usameM AstikatA kI koI kiraNa chipI mila sakatI hai / kahate haiM, eka bAra kisI maThAdhIza kI mRtyu ho gayI / jisa samaya For Personal & Private Use Only

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13 draSTA-bhAva : dhyAna kI AtmA vaha marA, ThIka usI vakta eka vezyA bhI marI / eka ke lie pUrA zahara umar3A, zobhAyAtrA nikAlI gaI / dUsare ke lie myunisipala borDa kI gAr3I AyI aura marI huI kutiyA kI taraha uThAkara le gaI / dharmarAja ke darabAra meM donoM ke lie sunavAI huI / dharmarAja ne kahA maThAdhIza ko jhADU nikAlane kA kAma sauMpA jAe aura aura vezyA ko devaloka kA Adhipatya / vezyA ne kahA- jI, kahane meM galatI huI / maiM aura Adhipatya ! jhADU nikAlane kI bhI gati mila jAe, to maiM ise ApakI kRpA mAnUMgI / mere bhAgya kahA~ ! maiMne to jindagI bhara pApa-hI-pApa kiye maThAdhIza ne kahA- dharmarAja ! tumhArA dimAga to kharAba nahIM ho gayA hai / maiM aura jhADUgirI ! vezyA aura Adhipatya ! tumase to dharatI ke loga bhI bhale haiM, jo sammAnapUrvaka merI arthI nikAla rahe haiM / kucha to nyAya kA sammAna karate ! - dharmarAja ne kahA- maThAdhIza ! dharmakSetra meM anyAya nahIM hotA / tuma maThAdhIza hote hue bhI vezyAgAmI the aura vezyA zarIra becakara bhI maThAdhIza/saMnyasta thI / ___dharmarAja kI bAta se donoM cauMke- maThAdhIza bhI, vezyA bhI / dharmarAja ne pahelI sulajhAte hue kahA- maThAdhIza ! tuma pavitra veza meM rahate hue bhI rAta-dina vezyA ke bAre meM socate rahe aura rAstA DhU~Dhate rahe ki kaise usake sAtha sahavAsa ho / vahIM vezyA svayaM ko dhikkAratI rahI aura bhagavAna se prArthanA karatI rahI ki prabho ! yaha duSkRtya tuma aura kisI se mata karavAnA / kAza maiM bhI saMnyasta ho pAtI, mIrA kI taraha tumameM samA jAtI / dharmarAja kA yaha satya-darzana hamAre lie bhI hai / kahIM aisA na ho ki hameM maThAdhIza kA sthAna mile / jIvana ke vAstavika phUla antara-dharAtala para khilate haiM / jo antar-jIvana ko jAnane ke lie, usake nirmANa aura saMskAra ke lie utsuka hai, vahI vAstava meM Astika hai / astitva kA svIkAra hI AstikatA kI pahacAna hai / For Personal & Private Use Only

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84 caleM, mana-ke-pAra Astika ke mAyane haiM zraddhA-se-bharA puruSa aura nAstika kA artha hai sandeha-se-ghirA manuSya / astitva kI paramatA ko zraddhA se to pAyA hI jAtA hai, sandeha se bhI pAyA jA sakatA hai / zarta yaha hai ki sandeha bhI samagra ho, samyak ho, jisake nirAkaraNa ke lie jIvana ko dA~va para lagA sakoM / sandeha ko zIrSAsana karAne kA ekamAtra upAya hai darzana / draSTA banakara dekhanA sandeha-nivAraNa kA AdhAra-sUtra hai / darzana se hI samajhe jA sakate haiM saMsAra-ke-sammohana, satya-ke-prakAza-srota / darzana hI vaha deharI-dIpa hai, jisase nihAra sakeM bAhara ko bhI, bhItara ko bhI / svayaM kI vAstavikatA se samAlApa yoga hai aura draSTA-bhAva yoga kA praveza-dvAra hai / dhyAna vikalpa ke hajAra jAloM se mukti kA AyAma hai aura darzana vikalpa-bodha kA bebAka adhyAya hai / draSTAbhAva hI adhyAtma kI buniyAda hai, AtmakrAnti hai, bheda-vijJAna hai / draSTA to "jo hotA hai, use dekhatA hai / magara svAgata vaha usI kA karatA hai, jo use satya ke aura samIpa le jAe / draSTA jItA hai acunAva meM / cayana mana kA karmayoga hai / draSTA cayana cunAva kI rAjanIti nahIM khelatA / vaha cayana ko bhI vikalpa hI mAnatA hai / Akhira do vikalpoM meM se kisI eka ko cunane kA vicAra bhI eka vikalpa hai / mana darjI kI dukAna hai, jahA~ vikalpoM kI katarana hara jahA~ dabI-bikharI par3I hai| __draSTA ko honA hotA hai nirvikalpa, niHsvapna / zurUAta meM to vaha sar3e-gale pattoM ko alaga karatA hai, parantu dhIre-dhIre usakI yAtrA bIja kI ora hotI hai, mUla kI ora / patte DAliyoM meM samA jAte haiM, DAliyA~ zAkhA meM, zAkhA jar3a meM aura jar3a bIja meM | bIja kA vRkSa-vistAra se vApasa bIja meM A jAnA, gaMgA kA gaMgotrI se lauTa AnA hI svarUpa-meM-vApasI hai / vApasI kI yAtrA kaThina hai, para asambhava nahIM / bahanA sarala hai, kintu tairanA kaThina / para bhujAoM kI pratiSThA bahane meM nahIM, tairane meM hai / zakti ke mUla srota tuma svayaM ho / svayaM meM sthita ho jAo- yahI zakti kA saMgaThanAtmaka rUpa hai / svapadam zaktiH - svayaM meM sthiti hI zakti hai / For Personal & Private Use Only

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55 draSTA-bhAva : dhyAna kI AtmA ____sAdhanA kI zuruAta darzana se hai / darzana hI sAra hai aura darzana hI zuruAta hai AdhyAtmika jIvana kI / kundakunda kI najaroM meM bhraSTa-puruSa vahI hai, jo darzana-se-bhraSTa hai / 'dasaNa bhaTTho bhaTTho' hI AstikatA aura nAstikatA kI kharI kasauTI hai / jaba taka satya-asatya kA bheda na jAnA, taba taka nAstika aura bheda jAnA, taba Astika / agara prabuddha honA cAhate ho, to draSTAbhAva ko AtmasAt hone do / ghara-ghara dIpaka barai, lakheM nahIM andha / lakhata-lakhata lakhi parai, kaTai jamaphanda // astitva kA Ananda bhogo / astitva ke Ananda ko bhoganA hI samAdhi-sukha hai / dIye ghara-ghara meM jala rahe haiM, bhItara dekho / jo bhItara nahIM dekhatA, vaha andhA hai / Ama logoM kI najaroM meM andhA vaha hai, jisake A~kha nahIM haiM / amRta-puruSoM kI rAya meM to bhItara na dekhanA andhApana hai / antara-darzana kA abhAva AdhyAtmika andhApana hai / 'lakhata lakhata lakhi parai'- dekhate-dekhate Akhira dekha loge / zUnya bhI dekha loge, amRta bhI dekha loge / subaha eka sAdhaka kaha rahe the- Apake pAsa Ane ke bAda aise laga rahA hai mAno maiM vikalpa-zUnya huA jA rahA hU~- vikalpadazA se mukta / aba maiM kyA karU~ ? maiMne kahA karane ko aba kyA hai, aba to sirpha hone ko hai / karanA-dharanA ho gayA, aba to honA hai, khonA hai, DUbanA hai; jo ho usako dekhanA hai / Ananda kA 'yaha' par3Ava AyA hai, to 'vaha' bhI AegA | mubAraka ho, tuma kucha ho sake / mana kI bhagadar3a tumane samajhI, hRdaya kI dhar3akana sunI; aba sunane haiM AtmA ke spandana, ahasAsa karanI hai svayaM kI jIvantatA / dhyAna sirpha yahI rakhanA hai ki bIca meM sustAnA mata, pramatta mata honA, abhI aura tala pAra karane haiM / jIvana ke kaI tala haiM aura jIvana ke prati sajaga hone vAloM ko unheM dhyAna meM lenA cAhiye / jIvana-kA-vijJAna bhI prayogoM meM vizvAsa rakhatA hai / antar-jJAna ke pratyakSa hue binA vaha sAre bharosoM ko baisAkhiyoM kA sahArA mAnatA hai / dhyAna ke vijJAna meM una taloM ko prakAzita kiyA gayA For Personal & Private Use Only

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56 caleM, mana ke pAra hai / baikharI, madhyamA, pazyanti aura parA- jIvana-vijJAna ke ye cAra zikhara haiM / jaise jamanotrI se gaMgotrI Upara aura gaMgotrI se gomukha, gomukha se kailAza Upara hai, parama hai, vaise hI haiM ye cAra tala / pahalA tala hai baikharI kA- bolane kA / AdamI khUba bolatA hai, kinta rojAnA bola-bolakara bhI vahI bolatA hai, jise vaha kaI bAra bola cukA hai / vaijJAnikoM ke mutAbika manuSya assI phIsadI vahI bolatA hai, jo bolA jA cukA hai / tuma apanI palI se prema kI jisa DhaMga se bAta karate ho, tumhArA mitra bhI apanI patnI se vaise hI yA usase milatI-julatI bAteM karatA hai / mAtA-pitA bhI vaisA hI karate the / Akhira zabda sImita haiM, lahajA badalegA, mUla meM tabdIla nahIM hogI / hara saMvAda smRti kA piSTapeSaNa hai / isa taraha AdamI 'ATe' ko hI bAra-bAra pIsatA rahatA hai / rAjanetAoM ke bhASaNa suna lo / jhUThe AzvAsana aura jozIle bhASaNa- isI meM unakI jindagI khafA hotI hai / eka maMtrI mere pAsa AyA karate the / cunAva kA mAhaula thA / eka dina zAma ke vakta thake-mAMde mere pAsa Aye / kahane lage subaha se abhI taka dasa hI mITiMga ho pAI haiM aura pA~ca dina bAda cunAva haiM / dasa jagaha bhASaNa de cukA hU~, abhI taka cAra jagaha aura sambodhana karanA hai / bolate-bolate unakA galA phaTa cukA thA / maiMne pUchA, dasa jagaha ? eka-sA hI bhASaNa dete ho yA jude-jude ? kahane lage- bhASaNa to eka hI hai, sirpha sthAna badala jAte haiM / baikharI vaktavya kI punarAvRtti hai / patA hai lokokti kaise banatI hai ? jo bAta lambe samaya se logoM kI jubAM se gujaratI hai / eka hI bAta ko saba doharA rahe haiM / isalie apanI bAta ko sAragarbhita rUpa do / utanA hI bolo, jitane se kAma cala sakatA hai / satya to yaha hai ki lambe vaktavya kI bajAya choTe vaktavya adhika prabhAvazAlI hote haiM / sAhitya-manISA kahatI hai- vAkyaM rasAtmakaM kAvyam / rasAtmaka vAkya hI kAvya hai / jo vyakti caubIsa ghaMTe meM bAraha ghaMTe mauna rakhatA hai, usakI For Personal & Private Use Only

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27 draSTayA-bhAva : dhyAna kI AtmA vANI saghana UrjA se pratiSThita hotI hai / mitabhASI ke hara vaktavya kI pratIkSA rahatI hai, usakA sammAna hotA hai / do peja ke patra kI bajAya do paMkti kA tAra adhika prabhAvI hotA hai / tAra meM hara zabda para pacAsa paise lagate haiM, isalie AdamI zabdoM kI bacata karatA hai / jitanA adhika bologe, bhItara kI UrjA utanI hI bAhara bikharegI / bolo, magara zabda-saMyama kA atikramaNa karake nahIM / dUsarA tala hai madhyamA- socane kA / bolanA aura socanA donoM meM yArAnA hai / AdamI bolatA isalie hai, kyoMki vaha socatA hai / soca hI agale kadama meM bola bana pAtA hai / soca bhI eka satya hai, eka Aloka hai / soca yadi dhyAna meM kendrIbhUta ho jAye, to satya kI eka nayI muskAna AviSkAra pAtI hai| kintu tumhArA soca tumhAre lie AviSkAra ke sthAna para tumheM ghuTana kyoM lagatA hai ? tumane soca ko vikendrita kara rakhA hai / hajAra taraha ke soca tumhAre mana meM banate-bisarate haiM / jahA~ pala-pala meM soca dhUpa-chA~ha khelate haiM, vahA~ tuma na to pUrI taraha andhakAra meM ho, aura na pUrI taraha prakAza meM / adhara meM laTakA kahalAyegA jIvana-kAadhyAtma / adhyAtma soca kA pariSkAra hai, kendrIyakaraNa hai / apane mana ke mele se svayaM ko alaga le calo, tAki bacce kI taraha tuma bhIr3a meM bhaTaka na sako / dhyAna kA kAryakSetra hai mana ko zAnta karanA / mana ko zAnta karane kA matalaba hai duniyA bhara ke bhIr3abhare vicAroM se svayaM ko mukta karanA / jIvana ke vijJAna meM mauna kA prayoga isaliye sArthaka huA / mauna rakho hoThoM kA, mana kA / dhyAna kA yaha mahabUba caraNa hai| maiM ise UrjA-samIkaraNadhyAna kahU~gA / yadi ise tuma pratidina karo, to mAnasika tanAva tumhArI dhamaniyoM meM kabhI bhI saMjIvita na ho pAegA / zAma ke vakta cale Ao ghara kI chata para, bAgAna meM, kamare meM yA aise sthAna para jahA~ sirpha tuma hI raho, ghara parivAra yA bhIr3a kA kolAhala na ho / ArAma kursI para jAkara baiTho, bar3e ArAma se, zithila-gAta | Adhe ghaMTe taka zAnta mana baiThe raho / na kucha dekhanA hai, na kucha socanA hai / basa aise raho For Personal & Private Use Only

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18 caleM, mana ke-pAra jaise rAta ko sote ho / rAta ko sote samaya zarIra sotA hai, para mana sapane ke jAla bunatA hai / yahA~ tumheM mana ko sulAnA hai hozapUrvaka rahakara / Adhe ghaMTe kI yaha zAnti bhara degI tumheM phUla-sI khilatI tAjagI se / tuma svayaM ko tanAva rahita, tarotAjA aura svastha-mana pAoge / yadi mana ke kAraNa adhika parezAna ho, to eka aura prakriyA se gujara sakate ho aura vaha hai pratikriyA-mukti / acche-bure jo bhI kArya hoM, hone deM; svayaM ko usase na jor3eM / kriyA cAlU rahe, para pratikriyA nahIM / mAnasika tanAva, Akroza aura asaMtulana kA mukhya kAraNa pratikriyA hai / yaha saMkalpa karanA hI kAphI hai ki maiM kisI bhI kriyA para apanI pratikriyA vyakta na karU~gA / dhIre-dhIre Apa pAe~ge ki bhAgya ke ulTe-sIdhe khela hone ke bAvajUda khuda zAnta ho, khuza ho / dhyAna kI yaha anivArya bhUmikA bhI hai / ___Ama taura para hamArI jindagI bolane aura socane meM hI ghisatI/sarakatI hai / AdamI jitanA bolatA hai, usase adhika vaha socatA hai / jitanA socatA hai usakA dasavA~ hissA bhI vaha bola nahIM pAtA / abhivyakti anucintana se bar3hakara nahIM ho sakatI / para hA~, jinakA mana mitabhASI ho jAtA hai, ve utanA hI bolate haiM, jitanA ve socate haiM / antaradRSTi kA dvArodghATana hone ke bAda bhI mana kA upayoga aura vANI kA vyavahAra to hotA hai, para utanA hI jitanA Avazyaka hai / tIrthaMkara, buddha yA brahmarSi loga nahIM bolate hoM, aisI bAta nahIM hai / mana aura hoTha, kaNTha, tAlU kA upayoga to ve bhI karate haiM, para tumhArI taraha nahIM, jo bolate to haiM pA~ca minaTa aura socate rahate haiM dina bhara / tuma kisI se mile, bAta kI; vaha calA gayA, pardA gira jAnA cAhiye, parantu tuma usake cale jAne ke bAvajUda usake bAre meM socate rahate ho / soca kI yaha prakriyA hI to manuSya ke lie tanAva kI AdhArazilA hai / AtmajAgRta puruSa to darpaNa kI taraha hote haiM / koI AyA darpaNa meM, usakA pratibimba banA / vaha calA gayA, bAta khatma huI / darpaNa citrAMkana nahIM karatA / vaha kemarA nahIM hai / khuda ko usameM dekhanA cAhoge, to vaha dikhAyegA / tumhArI mukhAkRti haTI ki vaha sApha-sutharA, svaccha, nirmala-pratibimba mukta / jIvana-vijJAna kA tIsarA tala hai pazyanti- darzana kA, dekhane kA / mana For Personal & Private Use Only

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draSTA-bhAva: dhyAna kI AtmA 56 ke UhApoha bhare pahalU ThaMDe ho jAne para eka aisI kSamatA mukhara / prakhara hotI hai, jise pazyanti kahA gayA hai / yaha adhyAtma - krAnti kI buniyAda hai / pazyanti meM jo dekhA jAtA hai, vaha bAharI A~khoM se nahIM, bhItarI dRSTi se, upayoga-indriya se, atIndriya se / antarjagat kA darzana atIndriya hotA hai / isIliye RSi-muni kahate haiM- hamane dekhA / mahAvIra kahate haiM maiMne dekhA, maiMne jAnA / unake to sAdhanA -sUtroM meM bhI samyagdarzana aura samyagjJAna prAthamika haiM / buddha ke zabdoM meM- piTaka - jJAna maiMne bodhi-kSaNoM meM dekhA / mUsA ko bhI kamAMDameMTsa dikhAI par3e / dekhane aura sunane meM sirpha tIna iMca kA pharka nahIM hai, pharka hai bodha kI prakharatA kA / darzana maulika jJAna kA prakAza mArga hai| zravaNa ke bAda darzana kI bhUmikA hai| zravaNa kI kasauTI darzana hI hai| 'kAnoM sunI so jhUThI, A~khoM dekhI so saccI' | sunane se to basa izArA milatA hai / pahale suno- sunane se patA calegA ki saca kyA hai, jhUTha kyA hai / phira usako dekho / A~khoM se dekha loge, to vaha zruti nahIM, vaha veda ho jAegA / vedoM ko pahale zruti kahA jAtA thA / zruti yAni sunA huA / jina puruSoM aura buddha-puruSoM ne kahA ki sunA huA satya ho sakatA hai, kintu pUrNa satya to dekhA huA hotA hai / hama jo kaha rahe haiM, use hamane dekhA, sunA nahIM / sunI huI cIja ko abhivyakti dete samaya ghaTotarI - bar3hotarI to hotI hI hai / zabdazaH kahane meM buddhi lar3akhar3AegI / jJAna zabda ke pAra bhI hai / phira kathya kI bodhagamyatA ke lie hama apanI buddhi ko bhI sahakArI saMsthA banA sakate haiM / isalie paramparA meM mor3a AyA / zruti zabda kI jagaha veda zabda prasArita huA / veda kA matalaba hai jAnA, anubhava kiyA / veda anubhava kiye hue ko kahanA hai / mahAvIra ke samarthakoM / ziSyoM ne bhI zAstra likhe, kintu unhoMne apane hara zAstra ke prArambha meM eka bAta bar3I ImAnadArI se kahI- 'suyaM me'- maiMne sunA hai / ve yaha nahIM kahate ki hamane jAnA hai, dekhA hai / ve to bebAka kahate haiMhamane sunA hai / yaha nAmumakina nahIM hai ki hamAre sunane meM, samajhane meM, sune hue ko kahane-likhane meM koI truTi na ho| isalie yadi hameM kisI dharmazAstra meM koI bAta tarkasaMgata na lage, avaijJAnika lage, to isakA doSa kisI amRta-puruSa ke matthe mata madanA | sunI huI bAtoM ko par3ha lo, phira use jA~co- parakho, For Personal & Private Use Only

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caleM, mana-ke-pAra dekho / zAstra kA jJAna parAyA hai, agara use AtmasAt na kiyA / hamArA parama satya vahI hai, jo hamane dekhA hai, samyag darzana kiyA hai / paridRSTa satya kA sandarbho se milAna karo, asaMgata lage to use haTAne meM saMkoca bhI mata karo aura saMgata lage to usa para garva karate katarAnA kyA ? nirNaya karanA hamArA adhikAra hai / nirNaya vaisA ho, jisa para kurbAna kara sako svayaM ko / Atma-nirNaya lakSya-siddhi kI pahalI saphalatA hai / kucha bAteM aisI haiM jinakA sambandha sIdhe taura para na to darzana se hai, na zravaNa se / ve sirpha paramparA bana kara calI haiM / mUla lakSya to khAI meM gira par3e haiM, lIka para calane kI vivazatA abhI bhI bacI huI hai | Aja savere kI paricarcA ko hI le lo / kucha bAteM aisI lagIM, jina para Ama AdamI ko bhI, saMgha-samAja ko bhI socanA cAhiye / jaise naMge pA~va aura naMge badana hI rahanA-calanA cAhiye, yA vikalpa svIkAra kiyA jA sakatA hai ? paidala hI calanA cAhiye, yA yAtrA-sAdhanoM kA upayoga kara sakate haiM ? ___maiMne aneka sAdhu-saMnyAsiyoM ko naMge badana zahara meM calate pAyA / Ama logoM ko acchA na lage, to dharma prabhAvanA kahA~ huI ! nagnatA unake lie hai jinakA samAja se koI sambandha nahIM hai, jaMgala meM jAkara apanA jJAna-dhyAna karate haiM / ekAntavAsa to darAja meM calA gayA aura ve samAja ke bIca jIte haiM / ve aise samAja meM nagna rahanA cAhate haiM, jahA~ kI apanI sabhyatA hai / samAja meM Ao; para kRpayA apanI nagnatA kI bajAya apanI sAdhutA ko pragaTa karo / vArANasI meM maiM gaMgAvAsI 'devariyA bAbA' se milA / ve caubIsa ghaMTe meM pAMca-dasa minaTa ke lie apanI kuTiyA se bAhara nikalate, tAki bhaktoM ko darzana mila sake / ve apanI kuTiyA meM nagna rahate the, para jaba ve Ama janatA ke sAmane Ate to sAmAjika dRSTi se kaMbala kA eka aMgochA pahana lete / aisA karane meM na to saMta kI vItarAgatA kuMThita hotI hai, na sAdhutA / naMge pA~va calo, koI harja nahIM hai / svAsthya ke lie bhI lAbhaprada hai / jahAM taka hiMsA-ahiMsA kA prazna hai, rabara kI havAI cappala yA kapar3e ke jUte pahina sakate ho / isase ahiMsA ko koI khatarA nahIM hai | zAyada isase ahiMsA ko aura bala mile / havAI cappala pA~va kI apekSA adhika narama hotI hai / For Personal & Private Use Only

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59 draSya-bhAva : dhyAna kI AtmA pA~va ke nIce AI cIMTI mara sakatI hai, magara havAI cappala se sambhAvanA kama hai| pada-yAtrA tyAga evaM titikSA kI pratIka hai | bhAratIya santa paidala hI hajAroM mIla kI yAtrA kara lete haiM / pada-yAtrA kA mukhya uddezya ahiMsA hai / vijJAna ke yAtrA-sAdhanoM meM alpatama hiMsA se hajAroM mIla ke patthara pAra kiye jA sakate haiM / aise yAtrA-sAdhanoM kA upayoga na ho, jise jAnavara khIMcate hoM, jina rikSoM ko AdamI khIMcate hoM / DolI para, ThelA gAr3I para baiThakara yAtrA karane kI bajAya usa sarakArI rela para yAtrA karanA behatara hai, jo sArvajanika hai / cAhe tuma baiTho yA usase dUra raho, vaha to calegI hI / yaha to sarakArI vyavasthA hai| lakar3iyA~ jalAkara pAnI garma karane kI bajAya bijalI ke hITara se garma karanA aura pacAsa AdamiyoM kI bajAya krena se gAr3I khIMcanA jaise behatara hai, vaise hI kaI tathya aise hI behatara ho sakate haiM / vijJAna ke una AviSkAroM ko svIkAra karane ke lie hameM zAnta dimAga se socanA cAhiye, jinake kAraNa hiMsA kama ho sakatI hai, ahiMsA kI asmitA bar3ha sakatI hai / ahiMsA bahuta bar3A dharma hai, hameM isake prAyogika rUpoM ko aura vikasita karanA cAhiye / paramparA meM bhI saccAI ho sakatI hai, para samaya yadi saccAI ke aura behatara hastAkSara kare, to hameM usakA svAgata karanA cAhiye, bauddhika aura vaijJAnika logoM kA to yahI nivedana hai| vijJAna bhI darzana kI hI eka kar3I hai / bAhara ke vijJAna kI taraha bhItara bhI vijJAna hai / jIvana-kA-vijJAna baikharI aura madhyamA ke uparAnta pazyanti kI haMsa-dRSTi darzAtA hai| nIra-kSIra kA viveka pazyanti se hI niSpanna hotA hai / draSTA dvArA jo AtmasAt hotA hai, vaha hai jJAna aura dekhane-kI-kriyA kA nAma hai pazyanti / jahAM yaha kahA jAtA hai 'maiM kahatA AMkhana kI dekhI, tU kahatA kAgada kI lekhI', vahA~ A~khoM se dekhane kA matalaba isI 'pazyanti' se hai, darzana se hai / darzana ke mAyane haiM drazya ne dRSya se svayaM ko alaga dekha liyA hai, paridhiyoM se virata hokara kendra ke lie saphala saphara zurU kara dI hai / Akhira draSTA hI to apane svarUpa meM sthita hotA hai- tadA draSTu: svarUpe-avasthAnam / For Personal & Private Use Only

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62 caleM, mana ke pAra draSTA-puruSa kaivalya-sthiti kA saccA pAntha hai. | use kaivalya-bodha kI zikhara U~cAiyAM AtmasAt hotI haiM / draSTA hI kholate haiM dvAra sthitaprajJA ke / isalie draSTA honA sthitaprajJa hone kI pahala hai| darzana ke pAra eka aura mAnaka sthiti hai, jise 'parA' kahA jAtA hai / yaha jIvana-vijJAna kA cauthA prayoga hai, tala hai / parA parama sthiti hai, mahAzUnya kI sthiti hai / sunane aura dekhane ke pAra kI maMjila hai / 'parA' ke pAra ghaTita hotA hai Atmabodha / ise pAMcavIM sthiti bhale hI kaha deM, para yaha sthiti-mukta ghaTanA hai / paramAtmA kA dvAra yahIM khulatA hai / paramAtmA hamArI vaiyaktika cetanA kA parama vikAsa hai| hameM calanA cAhie vikAsa ke isa zikhara para, mahotsava ke lie | cAheM to isa prakriyA se gujara sakate haiM / mitra ! sabase pahale deha-UrjA ke pAra caleM / dhyAna meM baiTha jAyeM aura svayaM ko prANa-UrjA para kendrita kareM, zvAsa leM, zvAsa chodd'eN| zvAMsa hI prANa-UrjA hai / zvAsa para svayaM ko itanA kendrita kara leM ki mAnoM hama sirpha zvAsa haiM / jaba prANa-UrjA kA bharapUra upayoga/ kendrIkaraNa/layabaddhatA ho jAe, to zarIra ko zithila chor3a deM aura parama zAnta, parama mauna meM DUbe raheM / zUnya-svarUpa sahajatayA anubhUta hogA / yadi vicAra/vikalpa Ate-jAte lageM to sajaga hokara, hozapUrvaka unheM dekheM / unakA sAtha na nibhAyeM | 'draSTuH svarUpe avasthAnam'- draSTA svarUpa meM sthita ho jAtA hai / yaha draSTA-bhAva hI citta-vRttiyoM ko zAnta karate hue mahAzUnya meM praveza kraaegaa| agale caraNoM meM hone vAlA anubhava hI Atmabodha kI dAstAna hai| isa sampUrNa parA-pariveza ke lie sarvaprathama pahala ho darzana ke lie, draSTA-svarUpa ke lie | dhyAna yahAM taka pahu~cane meM ApakA sukha-duHkha meM sAtha nibhAne vAlA zubhAkAMkSI mitra hogA / sabake bhItara virAjamAna paramAtma-jyoti ko mere praNAma haiM / svIkAra kIjiye / 000 For Personal & Private Use Only

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UrjA kA samIkaraNa jIvana hI jIvana kA sabase behatarIna mUlya hai / jIvana se bar3hakara usakA aura koI mUlya nahIM hai / jisa vyakti kI nigAheM jIvana mUlyoM para TikI haiM, vahI saMsAra kA sabase jyAdA jIvaMta puruSa hai / jIvana to vaha jIvana hai, jo mRtyu ke pAra hotA hai / hama saba logoM ke bhItara eka aisA jIvana hai, jisakI kabhI bhI mRtyu nahIM hotI / jisakI mRtyu hotI hai, usakA jIvana ke sAtha koI sambandha hI nahIM hai / jIvana kI mRtyu nahIM hotI, mRtyu to zarIra kI hotI hai, vicAroM kI hotI hai, mana kI hotI hai, aura unakI mRtyu ho bhI jAnI cAhie / yadi kisI kA zarIra mara rahA hai to gama nahIM, parantu jahA~ jIvana-mUlyoM para AghAta lagatA hai, vahIM vyakti kI bhItara se mRtyu ho jAtI hai / yadi zarIra khaNDahara ho rahA ho, yadi, vicAroM kI mRtyu ho rahI ho, mana kisI maraghaTa para jAkara zarIra kA antima saMskAra karavA rahA ho, vaha jIvana kI sabase bar3I khuzahAlI kI ghaTanA hai / jIvana to basa calatA huA pravAha hai / janma se pahaleM bhI yaha pravAha to thA aura janma ke bAda bhI yaha pravAha jArI hai / yaha pravAha to mRtyu ke bAda bhI jArI rahegA / tAlAba sikur3a sakatA hai, magara nadI nahIM / janma se pahale bhI pravAha mila rahA hai, mRtyu ke bAda bhI pravAha jArI hai / jIvana eka pravAha hai / pravAha kA nAma hI jIvana hai ve jo loga apane pravAha meM DUbanA cAhate haiM, lIna honA cAhate haiM, yA to gaMgAsAgara kI yAtrA karate haiM yA phira gaMgotrI kI / gaMgA ke bIca rahanA jIvana kI jIvantatA nahIM hai / apanI naukA yA to gaMgotrI kI ora le jAo yA phira gaMgAsAgara kI ora / gaMgotrI kI ora jAnA mahAzUnya For Personal & Private Use Only

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caleM, mana-ke-pAra kI tarapha jAnA hai / gaMgAsAgara kI ora jAnA virATatA kI ora jAnA hai / gaMgAsAgara kI ora jAnA, apane Apako phailAnA hai, apanA vistAra karanA hai / isake viparIta gaMgotrI kI tarapha jAnA, usI sthAna para jAnA hai, jahA~ se gaMgA paidA huI hai / maulikatA to gaMgotrI meM hI hai, jahA~ se gaMgA paidA huI hai aura gaMgAsAgara kI ora bar3hatI jA rahI hai / mUla to gaMgotrI hI hai, zeSa saba mUla ko hI tUla denA hai / vahA~ se kitanI dhArAeM nikalatI haiM ! eka mUla kaoNpI kI jeroksa kaoNpiyAM haiM / paoNjiTiva to aneka haiM, unakA nigeTiva eka hI hai / jindagI ke do rAste haiM, vyakti yA to apane ko bAhara kI tarapha phailA le, yA phira bhItara kI tarapha lauTA le / AdamI ke sAmane ye do hI yAtrAe~ hotI haiM / bAhara kI, phailAva kI yAtrA bhI koI khataranAka yAtrA nahIM hai / vyakti ke lie bAhara kI yAtrA bhI behatarIna ho sakatI hai aura bhItara kI yAtrA bhI ghATemaMda ho sakatI hai / yadi koI vyakti apane Apako bAhara phailAnA cAhatA hai to phailAe / sirpha parivAra aura mohalle taka hI phailAkara use rukanA nahIM cAhie / jo vyakti apane Apako parivAra aura mohalle taka hI phailAtA hai, vaha apane hAthoM se hI apane pAMvoM meM rAga kI ber3iyAM DAla rahA hai aura jo vyakti apane Apako ananta taka phailAtA calA jAtA hai, vaha paramAtmA kA ahobhAva jAna jAtA hai / aisA AdamI apane Apako ananta kI laharoM meM chor3a rahA hai aura apanA vistAra bhI kara rahA hai / vahA~ na rAga hai aura na Asakti / vahA~ kevala AtmA kI taraMgoM kA phailAva aura vistAra hai / jahA~ vyakti mana kI laharoM meM jakar3atA hai, vahIM vyakti DUbatA hai / jahA~ vyakti AtmA kI laharoM meM apanI naukA chor3atA hai, vahIM vyakti apane Apako phailAtA hai / yadi koI vyakti apanI bAhara kI yAtrA meM svayaM ko ananta taka phailAtA hai to ghATA nahIM hai / Apa to phailAte cale jAo, ananta taka, brahmANDa ke antima chora taka aura jaba bhItara lauTane kI yAtrA zurU karo to ve do-cAra kadama bhI behatarIna hI hoMge / bAhara kA phailAva ho ananta taka aura bhItara sampAdana ho zUnya taka / akele raho to dhyAna aura saMgI-sAthI hoM to pyAra / eka sAtha donoM ko sAdho, to saMsAra meM hI saMnyAsa ghaTita ho jAyegA / For Personal & Private Use Only

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UrjA kA samIkaraNa jaba pAo svayaM ko ghara meM akele, DUba jAo svayaM meM, bhUla jAo saMsAra ko, parivAra ko / svayaM meM itane DUba jAo ki mahAzUnyatA sAkAra ho jAye, mahAjIvana meM praveza ho jAye / jaba pAo kisI ko apane nikaTa, to barasAo prema kI rasadhAra, abhiSeka kara do usakA apane apanatva se, apanI sajjanatA se / yaha zuddha prema hI ahiMsA kA mUla svara hai / duniyA meM do moTI paramparAe~ haiM- dhyAna kI aura bhakti kI / koI dharma dhyAna para mahatva degA aura koI bhakti para / magara yaha paddhati dhyAna aura bhakti kA samIkaraNa hai / dhyAna aura pyAra hI mahAjIvana kI anubhUti ke mukhya AdhAra haiM / dhyAna hai bhItara kI yAtrA | bhItara kI yAtrA to bahuta hI choTI hai, koI lambI-caur3I yAtrA nahIM hai, koI hajAroM mIla kI yAtrA nahIM hai / bhItara kI yAtrA ke lie uThAe jAne vAle ye do-cAra kadama bhI behatarIna hoMge / bhItara kI sAdhanA kA eka mAtra upAya yaha hai ki jaba vyakti dhyAna meM praveza kare, to apane Apako usake lie pUrI taraha taiyAra kara le / usake lie saMkalpa kara le, binA saMkalpa dhyAna sadhatA nahIM hai / jo vyakti dhyAna meM saMkalpavAna hokara praveza karatA hai, usake lie dhyAna kI siddhi zata-pratizata hotI hai / saMkalpa kA artha hotA hai apanI sArI urjA ko kisI eka bindu para ekatra kara lenA / apane mana meM kisI bAta ko ThAna lenA saMkalpa nahIM maiM jo bAteM kahU~gA, ve lohAra vAlI haiM, sunAra vAlI bAteM maiM nahIM karU~gA / sunAra sau dina taka dhIre-dhIre vAra karatA hai aura sonA ghar3atA hai / isake viparIta lohAra eka dina kI coTa meM hI apanA kAma kara DAlatA hai / merI hathaur3I bhI lohAra vAlI hai, jo sunAra kI sau-sau coToM ke barAbara eka-eka coTa lagAtI hai / jindagI meM yA to rUpAntaraNa ho jAegA yA phira Apa mujhase chUTa jAeMge / merA prayAsa to yaha rahegA ki ApakI jindagI meM rUpAntaraNa ho jAe / aisA rUpAntaraNa, jo jindagI meM dIkSA ghaTita kara de / isalie For Personal & Private Use Only

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66 caleM, mana-ke-pAra isa lohAra ke hathaur3e ko apane bhItara taka jAne denA, kyoMki agara sunAra kI hathaur3I lAU~gA to usakA koI artha hI na hogA / sunAra kI hathaur3I to vahI kAma kara sakegI, jahA~ sone kA tAra ho / jahA~ lohe para jaMga lagA hai, vahA~ to lohAra kI hathaur3I hI kAma kara sakegI / isalie maiM sabase pahale ceSTA karU~gA ki AdamI apanI sArI UrjA, zakti eka bindu para kendrita kara le / jo vyakti apanI UrjA ko samragatA se ekatra kara jItA hai, usI vyakti kI ekAgratA sadhatI hai / usa vyakti kI jindagI meM Tukar3e-Tukar3e hone vAlI UrjA kA saMgraha hotA hai / jo citta, jo cetanA Tukar3oM meM bA~tI jA rahI hai, usakA ekIkaraNa, samIkaraNa karane kA nAma hI samAdhi hai / cetanA kA bikharAva hI mukhauToM kA nirmANa hai / jIvana ke prati ImAnadAra vaha hai, jo cetanA ko samragatA se saMjotA hai, usameM jItA hai / arhat-manISA ne eka acchA zabda diyA- pratikramaNa / isakA artha hotA hai jahA~-jahA~ cetanA jAkara jur3a rahI hai, use vahA~-vahA~ se lauTA lAnA / agara merI cetanA Apase jAkara jur3I, to maiM use vApasa bulA rahA hU~, kyoMki ghara kA rAga bulA rahA hai / yAda bulA rahI hai / ghara kI yAda hI saMkalpa-nirmANa kI AdhArazilA hai / apanI UrjA ko kendrita karanA hai to sabase upayukta sthAna hai- do A~khoM ke bIca jyoti-kendra / isa kendra meM apanI UrjA ko kendrita karo / apanI sArI UrjA kendrita karane ke bAda yadi AtmA kA spandana na ho, cetanA kI anubhUti bhI na ho to eka bAta pakkI hai ki ApakI prajJA bilkula sadha jAegI / Apake mastiSka meM prajJA pUrI taraha se khula jAegI / jo vyakti apane bhItara kI cetanA ko mastiSka meM le jAkara kendrita karatA hai, usakI prajJA pUrI khulI rahatI hai / Apa kalpanA kariye / maiM bhI choTA-sA jIva huuN| maiMne prayAsa kiyA ki maiM apane vicAroM kI, mana kI UrjA ko le jAkara kendrita kara liyA / maiM yaha kahU~gA ki Apa sirpha sAta dina hI apanI UrjA ko, cetanA-zakti ko yahA~ lAkara kendrita kara leM to sAta dina ke bhItara Apako For Personal & Private Use Only

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UrjA kA samIkaraNa cetanA ke spandana kA anubhava hone lagegA / jo cetanA zarIra meM ba~Ta rahI hai, bikhara rahI hai, use Apa eka jagaha ekatra hotA dekheMge / jaise ghar3I calatI hai, Atma-anubhavoM kA spandana bhI isI prakAra hotA hai / spandana kA anubhava bhI hogA / yaha jyoti mastiSka meM kendrita ho jAtI hai aura Atma-spandanoM kA yaha anubhava honA hI hotA hai, yadi AdamI apanI sArI UrjA, cetanA ko eka sthAna para kendrita kare / nala kI pAnI kI dhAra kisI eka sthAna para nirantara giratI rahe, to patthara para bhI gaDDhA ho jAegA / ___AdamI ne apanI UrjA ko bA~Ta diyA hai / thor3I UrjA dhana meM, to thor3I dharma meM / thor3I UrjA kamAI meM lagA dI to thor3I mandira banAne meM / AdamI ke bhItara kI nadI ko paccIsa Tukar3oM meM bA~Ta diyA gayA hai| aba vahA~ nadI kahA~ raha pAegI / vahA~ to choTe-choTe nAle bana gae haiM / hama ina sabhI nAloM ko milA deM to phira se nadI bana jAegI / nadI jahA~ eka pravAha se bahegI, vahA~ vidyuta ko, UrjA ko utpanna honA hI hai / koI aisA kAraNa nahIM hai ki vahA~ bijalI paidA na ho / Apane kabhI bijalI paidA hote dekhI hai ? kisI bA~dha para cale jAie / Apa pAeMge ki pAnI ko eka jagaha ekatra kara phira teja pravAha se use eka cakra para chor3A jAtA hai, pAnI kI dhAra nirantara usa cakra para girane se bijalI paidA hogI / jahA~ eka dhAra, eka rasa, ekAgratA hogI, vahA~ bijalI ko, UrjA ko paidA honA hI hogA / agara dhyAna meM saphalatA na mile to apanI AtmA ko TaToliegA, phira bhItara pUchanA ki kahA~ khAmI raha gaI / UrjA ko eka sthAna para le jA rahe ho to vahA~ para bhujAoM kI pratiSThA hogI, Atma-bala kA sammAna hogA / vahA~ apamAna aura phisalana kA nAmonizAna nahIM hogA / maiM to cAhatA hU~ ki vyakti apane Apako bhItara se pUrI taraha badala DAle / chiTapuTa hone vAlI bUMdAbAMdI kyA bAriza hai ? varSA utanI to honI hI cAhie, jisase phasala uga sake / vaha bAriza kisa kAma kI, jisase dharatI kI dhUla bhI gIlI nahIM hotI / For Personal & Private Use Only

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68 caleM, mana-ke-pAra eka acchA zabda hai- vrata / vrata kA matalaba hotA hai alaga ho jAnA / usa cIja se alaga ho jAnA, jisakA pariNAma saMsAra ke duHkha se jur3A ho / logoM ne vrata ko bA~Ta diyA hai / kahate haiM eka hotA hai aNuvrata aura dUsarA mahAvrata / aNuvrata kA matalaba hotA hai tyAgA bhI, bhogA bhI / bhogate samaya thor3A-sA tyAganA aNuvrata hai / mahAvrata bhoga se pUrA alagAva hai / vrata hamezA mahAvrata hI hotA hai / yadi bhogane ke bhAba zeSa haiM to vrata apane mAyane meM pUrA huA hI nahIM / vrata hai, tRSNA-se-vimukti / maiM Apase kahU~gA ki aNuvrata meM vizvAsa utanA mata karanA, jitanA mahAvrata meM / merI samajha se to aNuvrata mAtra vyakti ko phusalAnA hai / jindagI meM krAMti ghaTita honI cAhie / yA to isa pAra yA usa pAra / yA to pUrI taraha cora bano yA pUrI taraha ImAnadAra bano / yaha bIca kA kauna-sA rAstA apanAyA jA rahA hai / bAhara to AdamI ImAnadAra banA huA hai aura bhItara daravAje ke andara banda hokara ghAlamela kI jA rahI hai / AdamI kI jindagI khulI kitAba honI cAhie / hathelI kI taraha bilkula sApha aura sapATa / jo bhI hai, vaha ImAnadArI ke sAtha hai / jindagI yA to isa tarapha bar3he yA usa tarapha / bIca ke rAste para apane Apako mata DAliegA | AdamI sigareTa chor3atA hai / jarA dhyAna dIjie / eka AdamI dina meM bIsa sigareTa pItA hai / vaha kahatA hai ki Aja se maiMne pA~ca sigareTa kama kara dI hai / vaha aNuvratI ho gayA / patA nahIM aNuvrata kA usakA anuzAsana kaisA hai / pA~ca sigareTa kama kara dI, magara pandraha to pI hI rahe ho / sigareTa pIne kI tRSNA aura khumArI to abhI zeSa hai / yA to bIsa hI piyo yA phira pUrI taraha chor3a do / thor3A-thor3A karake chor3A to kyA chor3A ! thor3e kI baNiyA-buddhi lagAne kI ceSTA na karo / kaNa-kaNa se, bUMda-bUMda se ghar3A bharatA hai, yaha socA to ghar3A bharane taka jindagI hI bIta jAegI, phira bhI ghar3A bhara pAegA yA nahIM, yaha taya nahIM hai / isalie apanA ghar3A samagratA ke sAtha bhara lo / dhUmrapAna chor3anA hai to eka sAtha chor3a do| AdamI DaratA bhI hai aura pInA bhI cAhatA For Personal & Private Use Only

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66 UrjA kA samIkaraNa hai / dhUmrapAna kI cintA chor3o / dhyAna meM DUbo / vaha apane Apa chUTa jAegA / svayaM kA rasa jaga gayA, to parAyoM ke prati jur3Ava svataH kama hogA / __mere pAsa loga Ate haiM, kahate haiM 'mujhe gussA bahuta AtA hai, ise chor3ane ke lie maiM kyA karUM ?' maiM unheM rAstA batAtA hU~ ki rojAnA eka ghaNTA samagratA ke sAtha dhyAna kara liyA karo / ve pUchate haiM sAhaba ! maiM to pUcha rahA hU~ gussA kaise kama karUM aura Apa kahate haiM 'dhyAna karo' / ina donoM kA to tAlamela hI nahIM baiThatA merI samajha meM / maiM use samajhAtA hUM ki tU gusse kI mAthApaccI ko chor3a de / agara sigareTa pItA hai to usakI smRti se halkA ho jA / tU bhUla jA ki sigareTa pItA hai / tumhArA kAma sirpha yaha hai ki subaha-zAma eka-eka ghaNTA dhyAna kara lo / dhyAna kI yaha golI, jo tuma subaha loge, dina-bhara asara karegI aura zAma ko jo khurAka loge, vaha agale dina subaha taka asara karegI / tuma sAta dina taka aisA karake dekha lo, phira batAnA ki tumhArA gussA kama huA yA nahIM / merA prayAsa sirpha itanA hai ki vyakti apanI UrjA ko eka jagaha le jAkara kendrita kara le / UrjA ko sigareTa meM bA~TA, dhana meM bA~Toge / UrjA jitanI ba~TatI hai, vahA~ tRSNA kA janma hotA hai, kAmanA paidA hotI hai aura jahA~ kAmanA paidA hogI, vahA~ utanI hI mRtyu nikaTa hogI / AdamI apane bhItara kI UrjA ko ekatra karane kA prasAsa kare / aisA AdamI hI saMkalpavAna hai | AdamI saMkalpa ke sAtha kucha pA sakatA hai / isalie lar3o dhyAna se, muThabher3a dhyAna se karo / dhUmrapAna bhUla jAnA, sirpha dhyAna hI dhyAna zeSa raha jAe / lar3anA ho to dhyAna se lar3o, dhUmrapAna se kyA lar3anA / eka bAra zera aura gadhA jaMgala meM Amane-sAmane mila gae / gadhe ne kahA, 'maiM tumase yuddha karUMgA / ' zera ne kahA- 'tU mere se kyA lar3egA ?' gadhA bolA- 'jyAdA zekhI mata baghAra / merI eka lAta par3a gaI to tU kahIM-kA-kahIM pahuMca jAegA / ' zera thor3I dera taka to gadhe kI baka-baka sunatA rahA, phira eka tarapha cala diyA / aba gadhA apanI hAMkane lagA- 'maiMne zera ko bhagA diyA' / idhara zera ko rAste meM eka lomar3I For Personal & Private Use Only

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caleM, mana-ke-pAra milI / usane pUchA- 'he jaMgala ke rAjA ! tuma cAhate to gadhe ko dina meM tAre dikhA sakate the, phira tuma lauTa kyUM gae ?' zera bolA'lomar3I ! Ajakala terI buddhi ko kyA ho gayA hai ? itanI-sI bAta nahIM samajhI / daraasala maiM kisase laDUM, gadhe se, jisakA aura merA koI mukAbalA hI nahIM hai / isake bAda bhI maiM gadhe se lar3akara use harA dUM aura jIta jAUM to loga kaheMge isameM kyA bar3I bAta hai / zera aura gadhe kI lar3AI meM to zera ko hI jItanA thA / becArA gadhA usake sAmane kahA~ ThaharatA / zera ko bhI akla nahIM hai, lar3A bhI to kisase, gadhe se ? are zera kI akla kahA~ gaI ? isake alAvA mAna lo gadhe kI dulattI kahIM galata jagaha par3a gaI aura maiM hAra jAU~ to loga yahI kaheMge- zera hokara gadhe se hAra gayA / isalie apane stara se nIce ke jIvoM se kyA lar3anA, una para kyA bahAdurI dikhAnA / ' yahI pharka hai, lar3anA hai to krodha se lar3o, mAna se lar3o / jindagI kA asalI zera to yahI hai / isase lar3o / mere pAsa gadhe nahIM haiM, zera haiM / Ao zera se lar3o / maiM Apako zera se lar3anA sikhAtA hU~ / yaha mata soco ki Apake pAsa tAkata nahIM hai / Apake pAsa tAkata hai / pharka yahI hai ki Apako isa tAkata kI pahacAna nahIM hai / tAkata Apake antaramana meM chipI hai / use khojane aura pahacAnane kI jarUrata hai / eka bur3hiyA kahA karatI thI ki maiM azakta ho gaI hU~, mere pAsa tAkata nahIM hai / vaha hamezA lakar3I lekara calA karatI thI / eka rAta vaha jaba palaMga para so rahI thI / acAnaka eka sA~pa vahA~ A gayA / use dekhate hI bur3hiyA meM na jAne kahA~ se duniyA bhara kI tAkata A gaI aura vaha 'sA~pa ! sA~pa !' cillAtI palaMga se kUdakara bhAgatI calI gaI / kahA~ to vaha bur3hiyA lakar3I ke binA cala hI nahIM sakatI thI aura sA~pa ko dekhate hI usakI zakti lauTa AI / / ___ jahA~ manuSya apanI sArI UrjA ekatra kara legA, vahIM rozanI paidA ho jAegI / nae jIvana kA svAgata hogA / UrjA ko ekatra karane kA nAma hI dhyAna hai / isalie apanI sArI UrjA ko yahA~ lAkara ekatra kara lenA / isa UrjA ko phira sahI upayoga meM lenA / apane Apako bAhara For Personal & Private Use Only

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UrjA kA samIkaraNa 71 taka, anta taka phailAnA jarUra, magara pahale bhItara ko pahacAna lenA / jaba taka bhItara ko nahIM pahacAnA, taba taka rAma kI pahacAna kyA khAka hogI / pahacAnane cale ho rAma ko, paramAtmA ko / are ! apane Apako to pahacAna lo / magara aisA nahIM ho rahA hai / AdamI gadhe para savAra hai aura daur3a rahA hai / rAste meM kisI ne pUcha liyA bhAI, kahA~ jA rahe ho ? vaha bolA- 'gadhe ko DhUMr3hane jA rahA hU~ / ' rAhagIra ha~sA, bolA- bhale AdamI, gadhe para to tuma baiThe ho / are ! yaha to dhyAna hI nahIM AyA / jisa para baiThe ho, usI kI talAza meM daur3a rahe ho / vaha sampadA to tumhAre pAsa hI hai, use DhUMr3hane ke lie kahIM jAne kI jarUrata nahIM hai / eka dina, dhyAna-sAdhanA meM ruci rakhane vAle eka sajjana mere pAsa Ae / bole- 'maiM Izvara ko khoja rahA hU~ / ' mujhe unakI bAta sunakara ha~sI AI- 'Izvara ko khoja rahe ho, Izvara khoyA hI kaba thA, jo khoja rahe ho / ' jo khoyA ho, use to khojA bhI jA sakatA hai / jaba kucha khoyA hI nahIM to khojanA kyA ? use (Izvara ko) khojanA nahIM hai / vaha to tumhAre pAsa baiThA hai aura tumhArI nAdAnI para ha~sa rahA hai / use khojane kI nahIM, tumheM sirpha apanI A~kha kholane kI jarUrata hai / diyA to jalA huA hai, na usameM tela hai, na bAtI, phira bhI jala rahA hai / 'appa dIvo bhava / ' tuma aise hI dIpaka ho, A~dhI use bujhA nahIM sakatI / pahacAno usa dIpaka ko / usakI lau, rozanI bAhara nahIM A rahI hai / jina pardo ne usa rozanI ko Dhaka diyA hai, unheM haTAne kI jarUrata hai / diyA bujhA hI kaba thA, vaha to jala rahA hai yugoM-yugoM se / vaha bujha gayA to rAma nAma satta hai / bhItara kA diyA to kabhI nahIM bujhatA, vaha to sanAtana hai / hamezA se jalatA rahA hai, jala rahA hai aura jalatA rahegA | AdamI kitanA bhI puNyAtmA se puNyAtmA aura pApI se pApI bana jAe, cAhe mRtyu kI goda meM jAo yA jIvana kI kror3a meM, yaha zAzvata diyA to jalatA rahegA / use bujhAne kA koI tarIkA bhI nahIM hai / kitanA bhI pralaya ho jAe, vaha diyA bujhane vAlA nahIM hai / jarUrata hai sirpha A~kheM kholane kI : For Personal & Private Use Only

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72 caleM, mana-ke-pAra ... tero tere pAsa hai, apane mAMhI TaTola, rAI ghaTai nA tila bar3he, hari bolau hari bola / zabda bar3e sulajhe hue haiM / tumhArA tumhAre Asa-pAsa, TaTola sako svayaM meM kAza / Akhira hamArI parachAI hamAre irda-girda hI hogI, hamase sau kosa dUra nahIM / usa AdamI ko Apa kyA kaheMge jisakA parsa jeba meM hai aura usakI khoja meM AdamI jA rahA hai pulisa thAne meM / svayaM kI A~khoM kI rozanI bAhara se jur3I hai, isalie AdamI pahala bhI bAhara kI khoja meM hI kara rahA hai / bAhara kI rozanI to kisI aura kI hai, tumhArI rozanI to svayaM tumase hI jur3I hai / usakI sambhAvanA to svayaM tumameM hI hai / jaba merI sambhAvanA mujhase jur3I hai to usakI talAza kahIM aura kyoM ? hari tuma ho / jarA prema se svayaM ko pukAro to sahI / svayaM kI maulikatAoM se prema karanA hI to adhyAtma-jagata se sAkSAtkAra hai / eka bAta aura hai : kevala hari-hari kA nAma lene se bhI kAma calane vAlA nahIM hai / kahane se hari nahIM milatA, kucha karane se hari milatA hai / japa-japa karane se japa nahIM hotA, balki hone se japa hotA hai / Apako mAlUma hai ki hari kA artha kyA hotA hai ? loga socate haiM hari kA matalaba bhagavAna hogA / nahIM ! hari kA artha bhagavAna nahIM hotA / bhagavAna to Amantrita artha hai / jainI arihaMta ko pUjate haiM / samajhate haiM yaha hI bhagavAna hai / are, inake artha to bar3e vicitra haiM / hari kA artha hotA hai- haraNa karane vAlA / luTere kA kyA kAma hai har3apanA / hari kA kAma hai haraNa karanA / jo haraNa karatA hai, vahI hari hai / manuSya meM jahA~-jahA~ kamajoriyAM haiM, avaguNa haiM, unheM jo haratA hai, vaha hari hai / arihaMta kA artha hai- mArane vAlA | kise mAranA hai, kapar3e kUTegA ? zatruoM ko jItane vAlA, patA nahIM kauna-se hiTalara ko jItane nikalA hai ? kauna-se nepoliyana ko jItanA hai ? yahI to saba artha hote haiM jinakI taha meM jAne para hI pahacAna hotI hai / ye artha dabe par3e haiM andara | gaharAiyoM meM jAne para hI inakI pahacAna hogI / ina arthoM ko DhUMr3hanA par3egA / AtmavijayI arihaMta hai / vahI hamArA hari hai jo hamAre avaguNoM For Personal & Private Use Only

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UrjA kA samIkaraNa 73 ko hara le / isalie hari ke pAsa jAo to vahA~ hari-hari bolane se kucha nahIM hogA / kucha hone se hI japa hotA hai aura hari milatA hai / vyakti jahA~ kucha hotA hai, banatA hai, vahIM hari kA bodha paidA hotA hai / __ manuSya jo hari-hari bola rahA hai, vaha bAhara hI DhUMr3hanA hai / jaba hama kucha hote haiM to hari bhItara se bolatA hai / usa samaya jo Atma-sAkSAtkAra hotA hai, vahI niHzabda-kI-yAtrA hai / vahIM hari kA bodha hotA hai / vahA~ parA kI dhvani gUMjatI hai / vahA~ hari ke darzana hote haiM / paramAtmA kA sAkSAtkAra hotA hai / jo vyakti sirpha bAhara DhUMr3hane kA prayAsa karate haiM, unheM cAhie ki bAhara jAo magara pahale apane bhItara to TaTola lo / apane bhItara to DhUMr3ha lo, jahA~ tuma svayaM baiThe ho / kyoMki vaha kabhI khoyA hI nahIM, jise tuma DhUMr3ha rahe ho / vaha to pAyA huA hai / kamAne kI jarUrata nahIM hai, vaha to tumhAre hI pAsa hai / jeba meM hAtha DAlo aura nikAla lo / ApakA dhana to ApakI jeba meM hI hai / hAtha DAlo to ApakA aura na DAlo to ApakA hote hue bhI Apa phakIra hI rahe / Apa DhUMr3hate haiM mere pAsa aura maiM DhUMr3hatA hU~ Apake pAsa / AdamI yahI kara rahA hai jo cIja usake pAsa hai, usakI khoja vaha kahIM ora kara rahA hai aura isI kA nAma mRgatRSNA hai| adhika purAnI bAta nahIM hai / eka sAdhu apanI jhopar3I meM soyA thA / use sapanA AyA ki yahA~ se ThIka cAra kilomITara dUra eka nadI hai / usake kinAre eka per3a hai / usa per3a ke nIce dhana gar3A hai / dhana dekhate hI sAdhu kI A~kha khula gaI / socA sapanA hai / agale dina, tIsare dina bhI jaba vahI sapanA AyA to aba sAdhu se nahIM rahA gayA / usane socA jarUra kucha-na-kucha to hai, nahIM to roja eka hI sapanA Ane kA kyA tuka | sAdhu ravAnA huA / ThIka cAra kilomITara calane para nadI najara AI | usake pAsa per3a bhI dekhA / per3a ke nIce eka sipAhI baiThA hai / aba sAdhu parezAna ki per3a ke nIce khudAI kara dhana kaise nikAle / sipAhI ke jAne kA intajAra kara sAdhu vApasa apanI jhopar3I kI ora lauTa gayA / sAdhu dUsare dina bhI AyA aura tIsare dina bhI, magara sipAhI ko vahA~ se hilatA na dekha lauTa gayA / For Personal & Private Use Only

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74 caleM, mana-ke-pAra cAra dina bAda sAdhu udhara AyA to sipAhI ne use rokA aura kahane lagA- sAdhu mahArAja, mujhe Apase eka bAta pUchanI hai / sAdhu ne kahApUcho / sipAhI bolA- maiM tIna dina se eka sapanA dekha rahA hU~ | sAdhu bolA- maiM bhI eka sapanA dekha rahA hU~ aura use pUrA karane hI idhara A rahA hU~ / sipAhI bolA- pahale merA sapanA suno / mujhe sapanA A rahA hai ki yahA~ se cAra kilomITara dUra eka jhopar3I hai, jahA~ eka phakIra soyA hai / usake palaMga ke nIce bahuta-sA dhana gar3A hai / kahIM vo sAdhu tuma hI to nahIM ho ? sAdhu itanA sunate hI apanI jhopar3I kI ora daur3a par3A / are, dhana to mere pAsa hI thA aura maiM usakI talAza meM kahIM aura bhaTaka rahA thA / yahI ho rahA hai / sipAhI sAdhu ke pAsa dhana khoja rahA hai aura sAdhu kahIM ora dhana kI talAza kara rahA hai / yahA~ hara vyakti eka-dUsare ke bIca dhana ko, paramAtmA ko talAza rahA hai / apane bhItara dekhane kA prayAsa koI nahIM kara rahA hai / bhagavAna to kahate haiM ki apane bhItara ke dhana ko jAnanA hI dhana dekhane kA prayAsa hai aura vahI dhanavAna hai / apane dhana ko Apane bisarA diyA to samajho kaMgAla ho gae / mere pAsa Ao / yahA~ bahuta-sA dhana gar3A hai / sirpha apane Apako pahacAno ki tumhAre pAsa kitanA dhana bikharA par3A hai / ___ Atmadhana ke mukAbale duniyA kA aura koI bhI dhana nahIM hai / jarA usa vakta ko yAda karo, jisa samaya binA muhUrta ke tumhArI DolI uThA lI jaaegii| Atma-dhana vilIna ho jAegA aura duniyA kA dhana yahIM-kA-yahIM dharA raha jAegA | tuma svayaM mATI ke ho, bartana tUne sAre sone ke sajAe haiM / tU choTA-sA hai, lekina tere aramAna to AsamAna jaise haiM, para eka bAta taya hai ki jisa dina mATI mATI meM samAegI, usa dina na sonA kAma AegA aura na cA~dI kAma aaegii| duniyA kA dhana kho bhI jAye, para apanA dhana baca jAye to jAna bacI lAkhoM pAye / mUla prati apane hAtha meM ho aura usakI phoTo kaoNpI kho bhI jAe to maulikatA ko kauna-sI A~ca AtI hai / svayaM kI maulikatA kI ora A~kha uThAnA hI sambodhi hai / dhyAna svayaM kI maulikatA meM vApasI hai / dhyAna hai svayaM-meM-pratyAvartana For Personal & Private Use Only

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kI prakriyA / jo svayaM meM lauTA, vaha apane dhana se dhanavAna banA / samAdhi usa dhanavattA kA hI dUsarA nAma hai / dhyAna agara svayaM meM lavalIna hone meM sArthaka ho jAe to jIvana ke dvAra para kaivalya kI dastaka ho sakatI hai / kaivalya kA artha hai svayaM kI pahacAna / dhyAna isa sAre pariveza meM praveza karane ke lie AdhAra hai / svayaM meM praveza hI dharma hai aura dhyAna dharma kI kuMjI hai / dhyAna hI dharma kA sAra hai / yoM samajhiye ki dharma kA janma hI dhyAna hai / dhyAna kA pahalA sUtra hai svayaM ke prati jijJAsA / dUsarA sUtra hai svayaM kI svIkRti / tIsarA sUtra hai svayaM meM DubakI / duniyA meM dhyAna kI jitanI bhI paramparAe~ vikasita huI haiM, ye tIna sUtra unakA prathama adhyAya bhI haiM aura dhyAna ke sampUrNa vistAra kA upasaMhAra bhI / ___ AdamI kI jindagI aparicitoM se milane meM, do-cAra kitAboM ko par3hane meM khatma huI jA rahI hai / dUsare kI mauta Apake lie cunautI hai / jIvana bU~da-bU~da risatA jA rahA hai | jIvana miTe, usase pahale jIvana ko banA lenA cAhie, nazvaratA meM chipe zAzvatatA ko baTora lenA cAhie / Akhira jAnA akelA hai / sAre sambandhoM ko chor3akara jAnA hai / kAza! jIte-jI akelepana kA bodha pragaTa kara lo / sambandha saMsAra hai aura akelApana saMnyAsa hai / merI pukAra usI saMnyAsa ke lie hai / nirlipta kara lo svayaM ko, jala meM kamala kI taraha / dhyAna ApakI isameM madada karegA | bharapUra madada lo / sUrya tumheM khilAne ke lie AsamAna meM ubharane vAlA hai / dhyAnamaya saMkalpoM ke sAtha samarpita ho jAo apane antara-kamala ko kIcar3a se bAhara nikAlane ke lie, tAki sUraja apanI kiraNoM se khilA sake kamala kI paMkhur3iyA~ / aisA honA hI ananta-se-sAkSAtkAra hai / 000 For Personal & Private Use Only

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dastaka zUnya ke dvAra para jIvana bhASA meM nahIM, bhAva meM jIvita hai / bhAva hRdaya kI dhar3akana hai / jIvana gUMge kA bhI ho sakatA hai, kintu hRdaya-vihIna jIvana mAtra calatA-phiratA zava hai / jahA~ hRdaya nahIM, vahA~ lI-dI jAne vAlI AmantraNa patrikA nirI vyAvahArikatA hai, korI aupacArikatA hai / hRdaya bhAva-bharA hai / zabda oche ho sakate haiM / bhASA baunI jo ThaharI / hRdaya baune zarIra meM rahane vAlA virATa hai / A~sU hRdaya se Ate haiM / A~suoM ko dekhA to A~khoM se jAtA hai, kintu pahacAnA hRdaya se jAtA hai / yadi kucha hRdaya se kahA jAye to vaha jIvana kI bolatI gAthA hogI / jIvana ke zilAlekha para donoM taraha kI rekhAe~ khiMcI milatI haiMutthAna kI bhI, patana kI bhI / jIvana utthAna-patana, mIThe tIkhe anubhavoM kA lambA-caur3A itihAsa hai / jIvana ke isa itihAsa ko par3hane- nirakhane kA nAma hI svAdhyAya hai / Ao, baiTheM taru ke nIce / kahane ko gAthA jIvana kI, jIvana ke utthAna-patana kI, apanA mu~ha kholeM, jaba sArA jaga hai apanI A~kheM mIMce / ardhya bane the ye devala ke, aMka car3he the ye aMcala ke, Ao, bhUla ise A~sU se, aba nirjIva jar3oM ko sIMceM / For Personal & Private Use Only

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77 dastaka zUnya ke dvAra para bhAva-bharA ura, zabda na Ate, pahu~ca na ina taka A~sU pAte, Ao, tRNa se zuSka dharA para, artha sahita rekhAe~ khIMceM / Ao, baiThe taru ke nIce / taru ke nIce baiThane kA matalaba hai jIvana ke itihAsa ko zAnta citta se par3hanA / par3ha liyA ho to socanA aura soca liyA ho to sambodhi ko AtmasAt karanA / samAdhi ke zikhara para ArohaNa karane ke lie isa sArI prakriyA ko anubhUtijanya anivAryatA mAne / sAdhaka kI baiThaka hotI hai zikhara para zAnta citta hI usakI samAdhi kA apara nAma hai / prajJA kI A~kha soyI nahIM rahanI cAhie / vaha niSpaTala rahe, to hI kaivalya-darzana pAsa phaTakatA hai / bAhara ke lie utsukatAe~ kama rahanI cAhie / usake AcaraNa meM udAsI mukhara honI cAhie / udAsInatA vItarAgI cehare para jhalake, to hI antar kI mAdhurI kA AsvAda liyA jA sakatA hai / svayaM ke dhruva rUpa ko ujAgara karane ke lie yahI svastikara hai| udAsInatA kA matalaba hai- nirliptatA / udAsInatA kI bArIkiyoM ko apanAe~ to sAdhanA ke dvAra para sahaja dastaka hogI / udAsInatA 'chor3ane' se nahIM AtI, 'chUTane' se AtI hai / 'chor3ane' kA sambandha bAhara se hai aura 'chUTane' kA sambandha mana se hai / chor3anA chUTanA nahIM hai / para hA~, chUTa jAye to chor3ane kI mAthAkUTa nahIM karanI par3atI / udAsInatA chUTa jAne kA hI nAma hai / 'dehAnubhUti-zUnya hU~'- aisA kahane se deha-bhAva nahIM chUTegA / deha-bhAva chUTane se dehAnubhUti-zUnya svayaM bana jAeMge / dhyAna jitanA pragAr3ha hogA, udAsInatA utanI hI jIvanta hogI / svayaM kA hoza aura bAhara se behoza- yahI udAsInatA kI mUla gaharAI hai| mu~ha laTakAnA udAsInatA nahIM hai, varan zUnya ke dvAra para dastaka hai| sAdhanA kA prathama caraNa udAsInatA meM praveza hai, to antima caraNa udAsInatA kI upalabdhi hai / yaha saca hai ki vahI sAdhaka Asana para zAsana kara pAtA hai, jisane asatya ke prati udAsInatA ko AtmasAt kara For Personal & Private Use Only

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78 caleM, mana-ke-pAra liyA ho / Asana kA matalaba hai, bichAvaTa aura udAsInatA kA artha hai, aisI bichAvaTa jo saMsAra se Upara ho, aDola ho, kamala ho / jisakA Asana saMsAra se uparata hai, vahI sAdhanA kI sIr3hI para car3ha rahA hai / udAsIna honA yAnI U~cA Asana karanA - ut + Asana / udAsa honA yAnI AzA - abhilASA se Upara uThanA / Akhira udAsInatA hI to mAyAjAla se mukti kA abhiyAna hai / jIvana meM saMnyAsa aMgIkAra karane kA matalaba hai svayaM ke Asana ko mAyAjAla se mukta karanA, saMsAra ke dAvAnala se Upara karanA / saMnyAsa hai mamatva-kI- mRtyu / mAtA, pitA, bhAI, patnI, bacce- ye saba mamatva ke hI pArivArika sadasya haiM / saMnyAsa parivAra se dUrI hai / isalie eka vyakti kA saMnyAsa usase sambandhita parivAra ke bIca rezama-Dora se ba~dhe riztoM para kaiMcI calAnA hai / use jInA hotA hai zikhara para / zikhara se abhiprAya hai saMsAra se Upara / phira cAhe haldI ghATI meM talavAreM caleM yA kurUkSetra meM cakravyUha race, para sAdhaka ina sabase bekhabara hogA / vaha aprabhAvita rahegA / sAre dRzya hoMge, magara vaha dRzya kA grAhaka nahIM hogA / darzaka dekhatA hai, abhinaya nahIM karatA / vizva ko calacitra kI bhA~ti mUkadarzaka bane dekhanA hI antarjAgaraNa kI pahala hai / mana bhI apanI caMcalatA darzAtA hai, para draSTAbhAva ko makkama kara lo to mana hamArA naukara hogA / mana meM pacAsoM vicAra calate haiM / vaha ghor3e kI taraha khuMdI karegA hI / mana ke mutAbika kareMge to yaha kahA jAegA ki hama kisI aura ke kahe meM A gae / mana ke anusAra kRti kI, to hama para kesa calegA / draSTA aura dRzya meM bheda rakhA, mana se vilaga rahe, to kahA~ rahegA sajA se sambandha ! mana kA mAnanA to AsamAna meM theMgale lagAnA hai / udAsInatA ho, to darzana, gamana, sparzana hote hue bhI koI pratikriyA nahIM hogI / vaha kriyA kabhI bandhanakara nahIM hotI, jisake prati antar meM koI pratikriyA nahIM hotI hai / pratikriyA se mukta hone kA nAma hI dhyAna-siddhi hai / dhana-dharatI vagairaha ke prati AsaktimUlaka yA ghRNAmUlaka pratikriyAtmaka ravaiyA apanAne vAle hI pha~sate / kUlhate haiM / For Personal & Private Use Only

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dastaka zUnya ke dvAra para 76 kriyA gamana hai, kintu pratikriyA lur3hakanA hai / usakI dazA usa pAnI jaisI hai, jisake bhAgya meM nIce kI ora jAnA hI likhA hai / maiM ArohaNa ke lie kahU~gA, para UrdhvArohaNa kareM / yAtrA ho Upara kI ora; gaMgotrI kI ora / urdhvArohaNa kI pratIka hai jyoti / jyoti kA janma zUnya meM hai aura anta virATa meM / jyoti hamezA UcA~iyoM ko chUne kA prayAsa karatI hai aura pAnI Upara car3hAye jAne ke bAvajUda sira ke bala hI giratA hai / jyoti kA vyaktitva car3hanA hai aura pAnI kA AcaraNa lur3hakanA hai / cetanA to jyoti svarUpa hai / use vaha pAnI na samajheM jo zikhara se pAdamUla kI ora bahatA hai / bahanA murdApana hai / usane murdApana ke sAtha galabAMhI kara rakhI hai / jIvana kI jindAdilI aura jIvantatA to mAtra isI meM hai ki hama bahanA nahIM, apitu tairanA sIkheM / jo pAnI meM bahatA hai, vaha lAcAra hai / anteSTi-saMskAra ho cukA hai usake bAhubala kA / 1 eka mitra-sAdhaka apanI alamastI meM baiThA hai zikhara para, taru ke na / kahane meM bhale hI kaha deM Asana para, para vo baiThA hai apane Apa meM / bhItara kI baiThaka meM sarvekSaNa kara rahA hai svayaM kA / cAlU ho cukI hai prajJA-kI- dharA para - parikramA mandira meM lagAI jAne vAlI pherI-sI, pradikSiNA-sI / para usakA pA~va 'caraiveti-caraiveti' kA sUtradhAra nahIM hai / svayaM kucha dRzya usakI banda A~khoM meM A rahe haiM / mAnoM pAtAla - loka se koI ajanabI janama rahA hai / vaha ThaharA draSTA, Ate-jAte dRzya to usake lie ThIka vaise hI haiM, jaise bagala meM havA kA jhoMkA / pahalA dRzya : eka garbhavatI mahilA jA rahI hai aspatAla kI ora / bIca rAste meM use prasava pIr3A ghera letI hai / navajAta baccA rone lagatA hai / Akhira rote hue hI to sabhI Ate haiM / parivAra vAle Ate haiM aura jacce-bacce ko le jAte haiM / dUsarA dRzya : sAdhaka dekhatA hai eka aise vyakti ko jo khA~satA- khA~satA calA jA rahA hai / do aMguliyoM ke bIca sigareTa thamI hai / mu~ha se damaghoMTU dhuMA nikala lahA hai / chAtI jala rahI hai / khA~sI ruka nahIM rahI hai / para sigareTa aura usake dhue~ kA sammohana kahA~ chUTa pA rahA hai ! vahIM For Personal & Private Use Only

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80 caleM, mana-ke-pAra lar3akhar3AtA huA gira par3atA hai / aspatAla meM, kAnoM meM DaoNkTara ke zabda Ate haiM- 'sigareTa eka-dUje ke lie nahIM, kaiMsara ke lie / ' tIsarA dRzya : eka bUr3hA cala rahA hai / hAtha meM lAThI, jhukI gardana, Ter3hI kamara, hAMphatI sAMsa / bUr3he ne Age bar3hane ke lie isa daphA jaise hI lAThI Age rakhI, lAThI ke nIce kele kA chilakA A gayA, lAThI phisalI aura bUr3hA gira par3A / jaise-taise sambhala, khar3A huA, phira calane lagA para isa bAra kisI se Takkara laga gayI / AdamI ne kahA, bUDDhe ! andhe ho kyA ? dekhakara nahIM calate ? bUr3he ne kahA, bUr3hA huuN| merI A~kheM kamajora haiM / para tuma to javAna ho / sahI A~kheM hote hue bhI TakarAne vAlA sUradAsa hai| cauthA dRzya : vaha ananta kA yAtrI nirapekSa thA / yAtrA mauna thI. logoM kI darda bharI AvAja ke bIca / pAMtha akelA thA sAthiyoM ke kandhe para / nayana muMde the bhIr3a kI khulI A~khoM meM / svayaM er3I-se-coTI taka sajA thA, saMgI-sAthI ughAr3e the / jIvana-saMginI vidAI de cukI thI ghara kI deharI se / TikaTa mila cukA thA / zamazAna meM DerA laga gayA / saba jalA rahe the, vaha jala rahA thA / sAtha meM ve koI na jale, jinake lie usane apanA jIvana jalAyA / zmazAna ke karIba se gujarate saMta ne kahA, duniyA sarAyakhAnA hai| isameM Thahare rAhagIra ke lie A~saM ? usake lie nahIM, apane lie roo / yaha tumheM tumhArI mRtyu kI sUcanA hai / jyoti bujhe, usase pahale apanI sampadA ke 'DhUMr3hiyA' bano / yahI 'terA paMtha' hai / dRzyoM kA tAMtA khatma ho gayA / ye cAra dRzya cAra-dina kI jindagI kI phoTogrAphI hai / taruvara ke nIce baiThe sAdhaka ne sAre dRzyoM ko sAkSI banakara dekhA / A~kheM kholIM / unameM eka manda muskAna thIM / usa rahasyamayI muskAna meM anugUMja thI - ye aiza ke bande sote rahe, phira jAge bhI to kyA jAge ? sUraja kA ubharanA yAda rahA aura dina kA DhalanA bhUla gaye ? dhana, dharatI, rUpa, majA meM pha~sA/karAhatA manuSya sadA U~gha meM rahA For Personal & Private Use Only

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dastaka zUnya ke dvAra para 8 1 / pahacAnA hI nahIM kabhI apanI U~gha ko, nIMda ko / kAra calAnA to yAda rahA, para breka lagAnA bhUla baiThA / janma aura janma-divasa kI smRti banAye rakhI, para mRtyu aura mRtyu-divasa kA soca bhI paidA na huA / jIvana ke sUraja kA upayoga vahI kara sakatA hai, jo usake udaya aura asta donoM sthitiyoM ko yAda rakhatA hai / jindagI mRtyu ke karIba hotI jAtI hai / yahA~ yAtrA bhI mRtyu hai aura maMjila bhI mRtyu / mRtyu to mRtyu hai hI, para jindagI bhI mRtyu ke lie hai / janma aura jindagI yAda rahe, para mRtyu ko bisarA baiThe / agara saMsAra se kucha sIkhe ho to maranA hI hogA / mRtyu dhyAna kI pUrNatA hai, samAdhi kI pahala hai| mauta jIvana kI nahIM, citta para roja-ba-roja Ate saMskAroM kI dhUla kI karanI hai / AdamI ko roja maranA hI cAhie / hara agalA dina punarjanma hai / kala aura kala kI bAteM mara jAe~ to mAnasika aura vaicArika uThApaThaka kI pakar3a DhIlI hotI jAegI / hara agale dina Apa navajAta zizu hone cAhiye / yaha hamArA saubhAgya hai ki hameM mAtra isI janma kI bAteM yAda haiM / yaha Upara vAle kI meharabAnI hai| ki hameM pUrva janma kI bAteM yAda nahIM haiM / citta kI pakar3a usa taka nahIM hai, anyathA usa gaye / bIte atIta ko citta se haTAne meM bar3I kar3I mehanata karanI par3atI / soceM, jaba eka janma ke hI saMskAroM se zUnya hone meM itanI uThApaThaka karanI par3atI hai, to janmoM-janmoM ke citta saMskAroM kI svacchatA ke lie kitane lambe-caur3e abhiyAna calAne par3ate / atIta ke prati mUkatA aura vartamAna ke prati jAgarUkatA bhaviSya ke dvAra para sahaja dastaka hai / vartamAna kI najaroM se parakhane ke lie hI maiMne taruvara ke nIce baiThane ko sudharI salAha dI / taru jIvantatA hai, harItimA hai / patte - patte meM jIvana ke gIta haiM, tabale kI thApa bhI hai, kaNTha ke AlApa bhI haiM, nRtya-saMgIta bhI hai / taru sAdhaka hai / vaha khuda bhI sAdhaka hai / atIta kA saMnyAsI aura vartamAna kA anupazyI hai vaha / kala ko bhUla baiThA hai / vartamAna kA draSTA bana bhoga rahA hai / bhoga ho, para draSTA-bhAva sadha jAye to vaha bhoga For Personal & Private Use Only

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82 yoga kA viparIta nahIM ho sakatA / draSTA hara kriyAkalApa ke bIca taTastha rahatA hai / taru taTastha hai / taTasthatA nyAya hai / nyAyAdhIza taTasthatA kA hI paryAya hai / vaha satya ko dekhatA hai / donoM pakSoM ke prati vaha ekasama rahatA hai / vaha sabakI sunatA hai, dekhatA hai, para samarthana mAtra satya kA karatA hai / satya ke lie jAna jokhima meM DAlane vAle AkhirI dama taka jIvana -kalaza meM satya - sudhA bharate rahate haiM / caleM, mana-ke-pAra saba kucha hotA rahe, kinta usa hone meM se mAtra satya kI anumodanA ho to vahI satyArtha prakAza hai / maiM yaha na kahU~gA dekhanA chor3o, sunanA chor3o, sUMghanA chor3o / kyoMki ye kriyAe~ to usa samaya bhI cAlU rahatI haiM jaba samAdhi 'caraNa - cerI' bana jAtI hai / isalie maiM kahU~gA pakar3anA chor3o / A~kha banda bhI kara loge, kAna meM rUI DAla doge, to bhI mana dekhegA, sunegA, kahegA / usakI pahu~ca banda A~khoM meM bhI hai aura khulI A~khoM meM bhI / hamArA dAyitva mAtra itanA hI hai ki dekhanA, 'dekhanA ' hI rahe / dekhe hue ko agara citta para Amantrita / chAyAMkita kara diyA, to vaha dekhanA hamArI zAnta hotI vRttiyoM kA atikramaNa hogA / kamala kIcar3a meM rahe, rahanA bhI par3egA; para kIcar3a kamala para na car3he isake lie AThoM yAma caukasI rakhanI buddhimAnI hai / mukta baneM, mana se mukta baneM / vaha AkAza baneM, jisase saba kucha aspRzya rahatA hai / A~dhI cale yA megha garaje, dina uge yA rAta pale, para AkAza ko una saba kA kahA~ sparza ! jisameM koI sparza nahIM hotA, vaha mana-se-mukta hai / rAsa-lIlAe~ calatI raheM, to raheM, para vyakti ke citta para ve na jhalakeM / draSTAbhAva meM rahane ke bAda hone vAlI rAsa lIlA bhI svayameva udAsInatA ko bulAegI / aise hI to hotI hai yAtrA / parama-jAgaraNa parama sahakArI hai zikhara kI hameM apanI khumArI ko samajhanA cAhie / hama apanI tandrA ko pahacAneM aura jAgeM / sandiroM meM bajAye jAne vAle bar3e-bar3e ghaNToM kA yahI rahasya hai / ghaNTA bajAnA Ama hai| kyA ghaNTA bajAkara tuma apane Ane For Personal & Private Use Only zUnya se zikhara kI yAtrA ke lie /

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83 dastaka zUnya ke dvAra para kI khabara paramAtmA taka pahu~cA rahe ho yA bhagavAna ko soyA samajha jagAne kI pahala kara rahe ho ? mandira meM ghaNTA paramAtmA ke lie nahIM, apane lie bajAyA jAtA hai / usa citta ko jagAne ke lie bajAyA jAtA hai, jo sAre jahAna kI tandrA meM tallIna hai / svayaM ko jagAne ke lie ghaNTArava hai / khuda jage to khudA jagA / khudA usake lie hara-hameza soyA rahegA, jo khuda soyA hai / jAgaraNa bhagavAn kI bhagavattA ko AtmasAta karane kA pahalA caraNa bhI hai aura AkhirI bhI / dUsare ke mana kI bAtoM ko jAnane ke lie svayaM kI bhAva-urmiyoM ko dUsaroM ke hRdaya meM pratibimbita karane le lie Atma-jAgaraNa sarvopari hai / isakI sAnI kA koI vikalpa nahIM hai / jAgaraNa-samAdhi hI dhyAna-samAdhi kA praveza-dvAra hai / agara jAgaraNa jIvanta hai, to saMsAra kI hara ghaTanA khuda ko khuda ke pAsa le jAegI / khuda meM calane ke lie prerita karegI / khuda meM khuda ke calane kA nAma hI brahmacarya hai / yadi hama jAgaraNa kA dIpa jIvana kI dehalIja para rakha deM, to ujAlA bAhara bhI hogA aura bhItara bhI / phira saMsAra hamAre lie bandhana nahIM, mukti meM madadagAra hogA / janma-maraNa kI laharoM se bhare saMsAra ke samandara meM Atma-jAgrata puruSa hogA dIpa-zikhA, gati, prANa-pratiSThA / __ hama sIkheM azabda ko sunanA / azabda meM jInA hI dhyAna hai / bhIr3a-bharI duniyA meM akele hone kA majA cakheM / apanI A~khoM ko artha-bharI kareM / parama tyAga aura parama dhyAna ke patha para calane ke lie mitra bhAiyoM ko khullA nyautA hai / maiM cAhatA hU~ ki koI bhI vyakti mAnavIya dRSTi se vikalAMga na ho / jIvana kA koI bhI kSaNa darda aura duHkha se vyathita na pAe / vyaktitva ke kisI bhI aMga kA pakSAghAta na ho / jIvana mahAn upalabdhi hai / use sukha aura zAMti kI anubhUti ke For Personal & Private Use Only

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caleM, mana-ke-pAra sAtha jInA hai / jIvana kA koI bhI kSaNa arthahIna na bane / jIvana ko parama zreya ke sAtha maMjila taka le jAnA hI AdhyAtmika jIvana ko AcaraNa meM prakaTa karanA hai / yahI jIvana kA vidhAyaka inkalAba hai| svayaM kI buddhi ko jagAe~ / khuda kI buddhi susta rakheMge to merA koI prayojana nahIM hogA / zAstra hamAre lie jIvana ke anuzAstA nahIM bana pAyeMge | A~kheM hI nahIM, to AInA kisa kAma kA ? mere dila meM usake prati svAgata-bhAva rahatA hai, jisake hRdaya meM jAgaraNa-kA-svAgata hai / bhagavAn hamAre dvAra para hai, svAgata gIta gAe~, AratI utAreM / ___ mAnasa meM jAgaraNa itanA prANavanta ho jAye ki bheda-vijJAna usase judA na raha pAye, parA svayaM Aye anakSara bana, mana-kI-zUnyatA meM, samAdhi hamasaphara bana jAye, sA~soM kI hara UrdhvatA aura namratA meM / phira khuda-ba-khuda ho jAegA mana ke ananta saMsAra kA anta; hamArI hI baunI aMguliyA~ khIceMgI usa ananta kI sImA rekhA / 000 For Personal & Private Use Only

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kholeM, antara ke paTa manuSya UrjA kA saMvAhaka hai / UrjA kA trikoNAtmaka sammelana huA hai usameM / pahalI UrjA hai- deha-UrjA, dUsarI hai prANa-UrjA aura tIsarI hai Atma-UrjA / pahalI UrjA sthUla hai, dUsarI pahalI kI apekSA sUkSma hai aura tIsarI dUsarI se sUkSmatara hai / Atma-UrjA kI asmitA sarvAdhika sUkSma hai / vaha pahalI aura dUsarI UrjA se bhI adhika sazakta hai / saccAI to yaha bayAna karatI hai ki Atma-UrjA ke kAraNa hI deha-UrjA aura prANa-UrjA kA astitva hotA hai / Atma-UrjA-saMvAhI aMza na kevala manuSya-zarIra meM, balki sampUrNa brahmANDa meM parivyApta hai / deha-UrjA kA anubhava pratyeka manuSya ko hai / zarIra ke hara bhAga-vibhAga ko chUkara dekhakara jAnA-pahacAnA jA sakatA hai / manuSya deha-UrjA kA upayoga bhI kasakara karatA hai / prANa-UrjA sahajatayA gatizIla hai / jarA zvAsa-sparza kA anubhava karo / zvAMsa hI to prANa hai / koI bhI minaTa aisA nahIM hotA ki zvAMsa rukI-thamI ho | yaha UrjA kI havAI bhUmikA hai / jIvana zvAMsa UrjA kA nAma nahIM hai / jIvana to zvAsa-UrjA ke bhI pAra hai / zvA~sa to jIvana kI mAtra abhivyakti hai / yogI jIvana jIte haiM / ve zvAMsa ko roka bhI sakate haiM / prANAyAma kI prakriyA meM 'kumbhaka' zvAMsa ko rokanA hai aura Azcarya yaha hai ki zvAMsa rukane ke bAda bhI manuSya jIvita rahatA hai / yadi abhyAsa kareM, to yaha prayoga hara koI kara sakatA hai / kaI yogI, saMnyAsI, phakIra jamIna meM samAdhi le lete haiM aura kAphI samaya taka ve usameM raha lete haiM / ve vAstava meM jAna lete haiM ki jIvana kA rahasya kyA hai / For Personal & Private Use Only

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caleM, mana-ke-pAra jIvana kA asalI rahasya Atma-UrjA hai / Atma-UrjA ke bAre meM Ama AdamI bekhabara hai / hA~, vaha itanA jarUra jAnatA hai ki zarIra meM koI-na-koI aisI UrjA/zakti (Atma-UrjA) avazya hai, jisake kAraNa zarIra hai aura jisake nikala jAne ke bAda zarIra mATI kA mela banA raha jAtA hai / zvAMsa kA rukanA jIvana kA viyoga nahIM hai, kintu Atma-viyoga hone para zvAMsa nirodha avazyambhAvI hai / 86 mA~ ke garbha meM hama mAtra aNu the, usase pUrva the adRzya AtmA / AtmA aNu meM vaise hI praviSTa huI jaise kamare meM havA / dhIre-dhIre zarIra banA, indriyA~ banIM, janma huA, bar3e hue / 'pratikramaNa' jIvana ke atIta ko jhAMkanA hai / yadi pIche lauTeM to pAeMge ki ati sUkSma meM hamArI gaMgotrI hai, jahA~ se prasArita huI hai jIvana kI gaMgA / gaMgA gaMgotrI ke kAraNa hai / yadi mUla srota ruka jAe, to paMchI ur3a jAegA, piMjarA yahIM par3A raha jAegA / manuSya apane Apa meM eka sRSTi hai aura sRSTA sadA apanI sRSTi meM tallIna rahatA hai / paratantra vaha isalie hai, kyoMki usake pAsa Atma - svataMtratA kA koI nArA nahIM hai, jisake tahata vaha jIvana ke dharma- maNDapa meM jindAbAda-murdAbAda kara sake / caitanya - jagat ke lie abhIpsA jindAbAda hai, zeSa to murdAbAda ke kandhe para jindAbAda kI rAjanIti hai / manuSya ke pAsa aisI koI pyAsa dikhAI nahIM detI, jisake lie vaha jIvana ko dA~va para lagA sake / usakA sArA jora zarIra ke lie hai / A~kha na hone para vaha bhagavAn kI prArthanA karegA, kintu A~kha milane ke bAda vaha vezyA kA dvAra khaTakhaTAegA / manuSya kI nigAheM nigAhoM para nahIM, deha para kendrita haiM / vaha insAna zaitAna hai, jisakI najara mA~ ke dUdha para nahIM, nArI ke janma-sthAna para TikI rahatI hai / jisa deha ko manuSya sajA-bacAkara rakhanA cAhatA hai, vaha to roja-ba-roja jarjara huI jA rahI hai / deha mRtyu- kA ghara hai / mRtyu ke kSaNoM meM Anandaghana ke ve gIta - 'aba calo saMga hamAre kAyA'- manuSya ke lie anasune / anabUjhe rahe haiM / mahAvIra kI dhyAna-paddhati kA eka caraNa hai- kAyotsarga / yaha vAstava For Personal & Private Use Only

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kholeM, antara ke paTa 87 meM deha-rAga se Upara uThane ke lie hai / kAza, manuSya Atma-samIkaraNa ke lie jIvana kA koI saMpAdana karatA / Atma-UrjA se abhiprAya hai hamAre jIvana kI maulikatA, astitva kI vAstavikatA / adRzya yA sUkSma kahakara use najaraandAja nahIM kiyA jA sakatA / sambhava hai, kisI kI najaroM meM paramANu kA koI mUlya na ho, parantu eka paramANu meM hirozimA kI bhAgya rekhA khIMcI ho sakatI hai / sAgara ko eka bU~da meM cakhA jA sakatA hai / paramAtmA virATa hai, tuma bU~da ho / jo bU~da ko cakha letA hai, sAgara usase chipA nahIM raha pAtA / hama saghana UrjA ke dhAraka haiM / Atma-UrjA kI sazaktatA ko cunautI nahIM dI jA sakatI / usase pyAra kiyA jA sakatA hai, usameM nimagna hokara svayaM ko virATa kiyA jA sakatA hai| dUsaroM se pyAra khUba huA, cummA-cummA, tammA tammA bhI khUba gAyA - kiyA, para hara bAra pyAra pravaMcanA banA / vaha vyakti 'mahAmAnava' hai, jo svayaM se pyAra karatA hai / svayaM se pyAra karane vAlA kabhI kisI ke prati vaimanasya nahIM rakha sakatA, parantu dUsaroM se hI prema kA sambandha jor3ane vAlA kadama-dara-kadama viSANuoM se ghirA hai / mahattva jIvana- prema kA hai / kRpayA svayaM se bhI jur3eM aura Atma- ghanatva ko mUlya deM / manuSya bIja rUpa hai / bIja yadi bIja hI banA rahe, to usake astitva kA Atma-vistAra kahA~ ho pAegA ! bIja meM bhUmA sambhAvanAe~ haiM; kheda hai vaha apanI isa ojasvitA se apiricita hai / jisa dina use ahasAsa hogA svayaM kI antargarbhita sambhAvanA kA, vaha paramAtmA kI kRSi-dharA ko samarpita kara degA khuda ko, tAki apane Apako harA-bharA kara sake, bA~hoM ko bulanda joza / hoza ke sAtha phailAkara svayaM kI jIvantatA ko udghATita kara sake / bIja meM ananta kA AliMgana bharatI sambhAvanAe~ jarUra haiM, para vaha apanI sambhAvanA ko zAyada dekha nahIM pAtA / manuSya bhI bIja rUpa hai, parantu vaha apane bhItara jhAMka sakatA hai / antar-ghara meM satat jhAMkanA svayaM kI anakhilI saMbhAvanAoM kA nirIkSaNa hai / apane bhItara kI ora jhAMkanA hI to Atma-bhAvanA se sAkSAtkAra kI pahala hai / jijJAsApUrvaka bhItara jhAMkanA For Personal & Private Use Only

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caleM, mana-ke-pAra hI dhyAna hai, usameM dila bhara DUba jAnA hI yoga hai / / mere pA~va himAlaya kI tarAI para haiM, aura dRSTi parvatAdhirAja ke aSTapada se maMDita kailAza para / khiMce-khiMce Apa mujha taka A gaye haiM / kaI paricita haiM, kaI apiricita / kyA Apa taiyAra haiM antara-jhaMkana ke lie ? Azvasta raheM, maiM sahayoga karU~gA, bhItara jhAMkeM / cUMki Apa bhItara jhAMka sakate haiM, bIja svayaM kA antaHkaraNa jhAMka nahIM pAtA, isIlie jIvana-darzana kI adhika ujjavala sambhAvanAe~ Apase hI jur3I haiM / svayaM ke prati svayaM kI cetanA ko aura saMvedanazIla banAe~ / dhanyavAda hai usa bIja ko, jo Atma-sthiti se bekhabara hote hue bhI svayaM ke A~gana meM AkAza utAra letA hai / vaha manuSya nAsamajha hai, jo sakSama hote hue bhI khuda kI sakSamatA se koI sarokAra nahI rakhatA / tuma jIte ho duniyA meM, duniyA ke lie / duniyA ke lie kahanA bhI ThIka na hogA; jIte ho pA~ca-paccIsa logoM ke sAtha rAgAtmaka sambandhoM meM, sau-do-sau gaja jamIna ke mamatva-poSaNa meM / apane lie kahA~ jIte ho ! apane lie to nirantara mRtyu kI ora bar3ha rahe ho / jIvana marane ke lie nahIM, jIne ke lie hai- nijatva ke phUla ko bebAka kholane ke lie hai / hama lage haiM dUsaroM ko jAnane meM / para kyA aba taka kisI ko jAna pAye ? putra pitA taka ko nahIM jAna pAyA / kauna AdamI bhItara se kaisA hai, koI nahIM kaha sakatA / dUsaroM ko jAnA nahIM jA sakatA, magara khuda ko jAnA jA sakatA hai / cUMki svayaM ko jAnanA sambhava hai, isIlie to nivedana kara rahA hU~ / kAza, jI sakate Atma-astitva ke lie, sArA saMsAra astitva kI ujjvalatAoM se bharA hotA / phira svatantratA ke gIta kisI rASTra ke nahIM, varan khuda ke gAye jAte, prANi mAtra ke gAye jAte / jarUrata hai bodha ke rUpAntaraNa kI / ___manuSya ke pA~va haiM kArAgRha meM / sthiti itanI vicitra hai ki hamane kArAgRha ko bandhana nahIM, balki ghara mAna liyA hai / guru kA dAyitva hai piMjarA kholanA / magara musIbata to yaha hai ki yadi koI piMjare ko khole bhI, to bhI paMchI ur3ane ke lie taiyAra nahIM hai / vaha socatA hai 'kArA' hI sahI, para hai to jAnA-pahacAnA, cira-paricita / AkAza kI virATatA For Personal & Private Use Only

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kholeM, antara ke paTa ajJAta hai / AkAza ke lie madhurima saMgAna sune kAphI haiM, para kyA patA, vaha piMjare se khataranAka ho / pA~voM meM jaMjIra bhale ho, nikAsI kA dvAra banda ho, para rahane-khAne kA to prabandha hai hI, asurakSita to nahIM hai / kauna ur3e ajJAta meM, ajJeya meM ? lAkhoM meM vahI, jo virATa hone kA icchuka hai, svayaM ke paMkhoM kI kSamatA se virATatA ko AtmasAt karanA cAhatA hai / kahate haiM, eka rAhagIra kisI musAphirakhAnA meM rukA | vaha rAta ko bistara para soyA hI thA ki kamare meM TaMge piMjare se tote kI AvAja ne usakA dhyAna AkarSita kiyA / totA eka hI zabda bAra-bAra duharA rahA thA- 'svatantratA, svatantratA, svatantratA' / zAyada mAlika ne use yaha sikhAyA thA / svatantratA zabda sunate hI rAhagIra ko apanA atIta yAda ho AyA / vaha bhI to apane deza ke lie kaTaghare meM, kArAgRha meM eka hI AvAja lagAyA karatA thA- 'svatantratA, svatantratA, svatantratA' / merA rASTra AjAda huA / totA bhI AjAdI ke lie tilamilA rahA hai / patA nahIM, kisa mue ne ise kaida kara rakhA hai / use tote para tarasa AyI / usane piMjare kA dvAra khola diyA / para yaha dekhakara use Azcarya huA ki totA piMjare se bAhara nikalane kI bajAya aura bhItara sikur3akara baiTha gayA aura svatantratA kA AlApa gAye jA rahA hai / rAhagIra ne socA, zAyada totA usase bhayabhIta hai / usane piMjare meM hAtha DAlA aura bar3I kaThinAI se tote ko bAhara nikAlakara AsamAna meM ur3A diyA / vaha prasanna thA, usa bAta se ki Aja usane kisI ko svatantratA dI / vaha ArAma se soyA, usakI nIMda taba khulI, jaba usane savere tote kI AvAja sunI- svatantratA, svtntrtaa.....| usane pAyA totA piMjare meM baiThA ArAma se bhIge cane aura mircI khA rahA hai aura bIca-bIca meM uSA-gIta gA rahA hai- svatantratA, svatantratA.....| ha~sa rahe ho / are, sabakI yahI sthiti hai, aradAsa svatantratA kI karate ho aura kArya paratantratA ke / azAnti se ukatA bhI gaye ho aura use chor3anA bhI nahIM cAhate / paramAtmA ko pAnA cAhate ho, para usake lie nyauchAvara hone ko taiyAra nahIM ho / loga mere pAsa Ate haiM, kahate haiM paramAtmA ko kaise prApta kareM; mana For Personal & Private Use Only

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60 caleM, mana-ke-pAra se bar3e parezAna haiM / maiM kahatA hU~ paramAtmA kI bAta bAda meM karanA, pahale svayaM ko zAnta karo / dhyAna kI sArI vidhiyA~ paramAtmA ko pAne ke lie nahIM haiM, varan mana ko zAnta karane ke lie haiM / zAnta mana hI paramAtmA kA praveza-dvAra hai / para hama haiM aise, kucha zAnti milI ki lauTa cale / phira azAnta hue, phira mere pAsa Ae / azAnti taba taka rahegI, jaba taka hama kucha dekhanA cAhate haiM, socate haiM / nIMda lete samaya jaise hama zarIra ko zAnta karate haiM, vaise hI mana ko bhI sulA deN| mana kA sonA hI hamAre lie zAnti kA AdhArabhUta anuSThAna hai / nizcaya hI, Aja nahIM, to kala, hara vyakti astitva-bodha ke lie samarpita hogA / abhI kahA~ jI rahe ho, jarA mana se pUcho / mana mastI kA pyAsA hai / usakI sArI sakriyatA kisI-na-kisI mastI ke Alama ko TohatI hai / svarga kI talAza meM hAtha kyA Ate haiM ? kAMTe / usa svarga ko kAMTA na kahU~, to aura kyA kahU~ jise pAne ke bAda bhI kucha aura, kahIM aura pAnA cAhate ho / svarga kI saira karake bhI gara santuSTa na ho pAye to vaha svarga bhI naraka kI hI pITha hai / mana kI eka sabase bar3I kamajorI hai ki vaha aprApta ko prApta karane ke lie behatarIna preraka pravacana detA hai, kintu prApta hone para vaha jaldI usase Uba jAtA hai / isalie mana kI mastI manuSya ke lie ghuTana hai, galAghoMTa saMgharSa hai / patA nahIM, mana kahA~-kahA~ kI pherI lagAtA phiratA hai / manuSya kI nigAheM to do haiM, para mana ke pAsa hajAra A~khoM kA vizva kIrtimAna hai / sahasrAkSI hai mana / vaha paryaTana premI hai / bhaTakatA rahatA hai vaha / dina meM hI nahIM, rAta meM bhI / dina meM vaicArika vikalpoM ke rUpa meM aura rAta ko svapna ke rUpa meM / 'svapno vikalpAH ' (ziva-darzana) vikalpa hI svapna hai / svapna aura vikalpa meM koI buniyAdI bheda nahIM hai| dina meM uThane vAle vikalpa dabe hue svapna haiM aura rAta ko Ane vAle svapna vikalpoM kA havAI paridarzana hai, a-dUradarzana hai / svana-mukta honA, nirvikalpa ho jAnA, mana kI yAtrA kA virAma pAnA hI Atma-bodha kA siMha-dvAra hai| For Personal & Private Use Only

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61 kholeM, antara ke paTa vikalpa hamAre bhItara kI vRtti hai / jaba taka vRttiyoM ke pAra na caloge, taba taka jIvana kI vAstavikatA vRttiyAM hI lageMgI | 'vRtti-sArUpyam' (yoga-darzana) vaha vRtti ke anurUpa hI apanA svarUpa samajhegA / yaha Atma-pravaMcanA hai / jaba taka aisA hai, vAstavika svarUpa kA jJAna na ho pAegA / jJAna-bodha ke binA manuSya astitvagAmI nahIM, varan mana-kA-anugAmI hogA / __manuSya ke pA~va calate haiM eka dizA meM, magara 'manuAM to dahuM disi phirai' mana to dasoM dizAoM meM ghUmatA hai / vaha cakravartI hai / usakI pahu~ca cAroM ora hai / bar3I-bar3I hastiyoM ko natamastaka rahanA par3atA hai usake rAja-darabAra meM / parantu eka aisA darabAra hai, jahA~ usakA dabadabA nahIM hai, eka aisI dizA hai- gyArahavIM dizA- jahA~ vaha nahIM pahu~catA vaha darabAra vyakti ke antastala meM hai / gyArahavIM dizA svayaM vyakti ke bhItara hai / ATha dizAe~ cAroM tarapha haiM- pUrva se IzAna taka, eka Upara hai aura eka nIce, kintu gyArahavIM dizA to tuma svayaM ho / vahA~ mana kI koI gati nahIM hai / vahA~ kA praveza-dvAra hai- amana, manomukti / / eka vyakti cazmuddIna thA / usakI A~kha para cazmA lagA thA; eka cazmA hAtha meM thA / phira bhI vaha eka cazmA aura kharIda rahA thA / maiMne kAraNa pUchA, kahane lagA, eka cazmA dUra ke lie hai, eka najadIka ke lie / maiMne pUchA, aura ye tIsarA ? bolA tIsare kI jarUrata ina donoM ko talAzane ke lie / maiMne kahA, taba eka cazmA aura kharIda lo / kahane lagA- vaha kisalie ? maiMne kahA, khuda ko dekhane ke lie, vaha upanetra bhI cAhiye, jo dikhA sake tumheM mana ke pAra, nijatA ko / ___ hameM dekhanA-DhUMr3hanA cAhie vaha loka, jahA~ mana kI gati nahIM hai / jahA~ sirpha antaradRSTi evaM antaratallInatA kI gati hai / pahacAneM mana ke vyaktitva ko aura ujAgara kareM draSTA-svarUpa ko, jJAtA-svarUpa ko, sAkSI-svarUpa ko | eka bAta kA dhyAna rakheM ki mana svayaM koI UrjA nahIM hai / vaha to mazIna hai / jaba manuSya use UrjA detA hai, to vaha gatizIla hotA hai / yadi gAr3I ko dhakkA lagAnA banda kara do, to vaha ApoApa Thappa ho jAe / gAr3I ko rokanA bhI cAhate ho aura dhakkA bhI lagAtAra For Personal & Private Use Only

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62 caleM, mana-ke-pAra avirAma mAre jA rahe ho, to gAr3I bhalA rukegI kaise ? ghar3I meM jaba taka cAbI bharate rahoge, vaha Tika-Tika karatI rahegI / yadi Tika-Tika tumhArA jInA, sonA harAma kara rahI hai, to cAbI bharanI banda karo | use DhIlI chor3o / draSTA-bhAva kA sUryodaya hone do astitva ke AMgana meM / yaha ghaTanA jIvana ke dvAra para Atma-jAgaraNa kI pahala hai / hone vAlA hotA rahegA, tuma alipta rahoge / draSTA ko kaisA lepa ! jahA~ mana zAnta hogA, vahIM hRdaya meM praveza hogA, hRdayeza ke sAtha 'hathalevA' hogA / / Amataura para hara AdamI kI yaha zikAyata rahatI hai 'mana bar3A daur3atA hai' / mana to daur3egA hI, jaba taka daur3a kA sAtha nibhAoge / do pA~voM meM se kisI eka pA~va ko to roko, dUsarA svayameva ruka jAegA / gAr3I kA koI-sA eka cakkA khola do, gAr3I khuda-ba-khuda ruka jAegI, dUsare cakke ko binA khole hI / sumirana surata lagAikai, mukha te kachu na bola / bAhara ke paTa deikai, antara ke paTa khola / / loga baiThate haiM pUjA ke vakta lAuDa-spIkara lagAkara / zAyada yahI socakara ki bhagavAn taka unakI prArthanA kI AvAja pahu~ce / bhagavAn yadi AkAza meM, svarga meM yA svarga se Upara rahate haiM, taba bhI AvAja nahIM jA sakatI, cAhe lAuDa-spIkara lagA lo aura yadi paramAtmA kaNa-kaNa meM, svayaM ke pAsa hai, to vaha gUMge kI bhI prArthanA suna legA / / haridvAra meM eka Azrama meM maiM ThaharA thA / savere pA~ca baje vahA~ ke pujArI ne mandira meM baiThakara lAuDa-spIkara meM bhagavAna kI prArthanA ke stotra bolane zurU kiye / vaise bhI santa kI AvAja jora kI thI aura usameM bhI lAuDa-spIkara teja / maiMne kahA, mandira meM aura koI nahIM, Apa mana meM hI stotra-smaraNa kara leM; kahane lage, stotra to jora se hI bolane cAhie, tAki ..... / maiMne kahA, tAki bhagavAn suna sakeM / kahane lage nahIM, loga suna sakeM / pujArI bhagavAn ke lie nahIM, logoM ke lie stotra-pATha kara rahA For Personal & Private Use Only

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E3 kholeM, antara ke paTa hai / loga jAna leM ki pujArI ne stotra-pATha kara liyA hai, tAki pujArI kI dAna-dakSiNA meM suvidhA rahe / prArthanA jora se bhagavAn ko pukAranA nahIM hai | prArthanA to paramAtma-smRti hai, ahobhAva hai / hama mandira isalie jAte haiM, kyoMki vahA~ jAne se zAMti milatI hai / para jahA~ kolAhala-hI-kolAhala ho rahA ho, vahA~ zAMti kahA~ ! mandira jAo, maunapUrvaka, paramAtmA-kI-smRti-se-bhare / kAvya-pATha bahuta ho gaye, aba khuda kAvya bano / aba to mauna sAdho, mana-kA-mauna, vRttiyoM-kA-mauna / eka aisI gahana cuppI antarmana meM utarane do, tAki suna sako antarAtmA kA vaMzI-rava, pahacAna sako paramAtmA kA madhurima svara / AtmA aura paramAtmA ke bola itane dhIme haiM ki unheM sunane aura pahacAnane ke lie AdamI ko gahana cupa honA hogA / itanA zAnta honA hogA, jitanA ye himAlaya hai, devadAra ke vRkSa haiM / parama mauna parama svarUpa ke paricaya kI pUrva bhUmikA hai / 000 For Personal & Private Use Only

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jalatI rahe mazAla vizva sAgara kI taraha virAT hai / isameM bhinna-bhinna rUpa vAle vyakti haiM / eka rUpa ke do vyakti nahIM hote haiM / pratyeka vyakti advitIya hai / yadyapi karor3oM logoM kI A~kha nAka, mu~ha, kAna, hAtha, paira Adi saba samAna haiM / para. samAna hote hue bhI hamazakla koI bhI nahIM hai / kucha-na-kucha badalAva jarUra mila jAegA / kabhI-kabhI jur3ave logoM meM thor3I ekarUpatA najara AtI hai, phira bhI gaura se dekhane para donoM meM bheda spaSTa ho jAtA hai / 'gineja buka oNpha rikArDas' meM jur3ave baccoM kA jo vizva-rikArDa A~kA gayA hai, vaha hai eka sAtha eka mA~ ke peTa se chaha baccoM kA janamanA / gaharAI se dekhate haiM to chaha-ke-chaha baccoM meM bheda kI rekhAe~ zIze kI taraha sApha-sApha jhalakatI dikhAI detI haiM / jaba rUpa kI yaha bAta, to vANI aura karma meM to aura jyAdA bhinnatA hogI / itanI bhinnatA hogI, mAno bIca meM lakSmaNa-rekhAe~ khIMcI hoM / murge kI kukaDu-kU ko sunakara Apa yaha pahacAna nahIM sakate ki yaha kisa murge kI AvAja hai / kisI DAla para do koyaleM baiThI hoM, aura unameM eka kUka uThe, to kyA Apa pahacAna legeM ki yaha kisa koyala kI AvAja hai ? lekina vyakti isakA apavAda hai / prakRti ne yaha vikalpa banAyA hai / jaba rikArDa bajatA hai, to Apa kaha uThate haiM yaha to latA kI AvAja hai ki mukeza yA kizora ke bola haiM / AvAja to AvAja hai / paira kI dhvani sunate hI Apa samajha jAte haiM ki yaha amuka AdamI hai / daravAje kI khaTakhaTAhaTa sunakara bhI Apa pahacAna jAte haiM ki kauna khaTakhaTA rahA hai / manuSya ke rUpa aura guNa-dharma meM buniyAdI pharka hai / phalasvarUpa vyakti kA vyaktitva bhI vizeSatA liye hotA hai / pratyeka vyakti kA apanA vyaktitva hotA hai / manuSya kA vyaktitva sthAyI nahIM hotA / prayAsa se usameM vikAsa For Personal & Private Use Only

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65 jalatI rahe mazAla aura hrAsa ke jvArabhATe ubharate rahate haiM / vyakti pratikSaNa bigar3atA aura banatA hai / hara kSaNa vaha maratA hai aura jItA hai / vyakti ke vinAza hone ke bAda bhI vyaktitva kA vinAza nahIM hotA / vyakti to pAnI kA bulabulA hai, para vyaktitva sAgara kI laharoM kI taraha anantatA-athAhatA ko apane A~cala meM sameTe rahatA hai / vyakti ko apane vyaktitva ke vikAsa ke lie bahuta kucha Ahuti denI par3atI hai / vyaktitva-nirmANa kA kArya manuSya ke lie atizaya Ter3hI khIra hai / prakRti ne to manuSya ko chor3akara dUsare prANiyoM ko jaisA-jisako cAhA, vaisA vyaktitva de diyA / zera ko hiMsaka banA diyA, gAya ko zAkAhArI banA diyA / magara manuSya ko kucha nahIM banAyA / usane usI para chor3a diyA ki jaisA tumheM bananA pasanda ho, svayaM ko vaisA hI banA lo / eka cUhe ke bacce ko nadI kI dhArA meM DAla dIjie yA kutte ko tAlAba meM pheMka dIjie, to vaha apane Apa tairakara bAhara nikala AyegA / use kisI ne tairanA nahIM sikhAyA / para manuSya ke bacce kI bAta to chor3a dIjie, naujavAna ko bhI yadi tairanA na sikhAyA jAye, to vaha nadI kI dhAra meM girane se DUbegA hI, ubaregA nahIM / jo loga tairAka nahIM haiM, unheM pAnI dekhate hI Dara lagegA / koI pAnI meM dhakkA bhI de de to use nAnI yAda A jAtI hai / mujhe yAda hai ki eka naujavAna palaMga para leTe-leTe hAtha-paira mAra rahA thA / jaba kisI ne pUchA ki bhaiyA ! yaha kyA kara rahe ho ? to usane batAyA yAra ! tairAkI sIkha rahA hU~ / pUchanevAle ne phira pUchA ki yahI bAta hai to nadI kinAre kyoM nahIM cale jAte ? ghara meM bistara para hAtha-paira calAkara tairAkI sIkhoge ? kyA Apa jAnate haiM ki usane kyA uttara diyA / usane kahA ki nahIM, maiM nadI kinAre jAne se DaratA hU~ / kahIM DUba gayA to ! saca pUchiye to usakA yaha uttara manuSya kI prakRti ko hI ujAgara karatA hai / prakRti ne manuSya ko buddhi dekara usake sAre guNa-dharma chIna liye haiM / use apanI buddhi se hI acchAI aura burAI kI kasAvaTa karanI hogI / prakRti basa saMketa mAtra detI hai, izAre karatI hai / For Personal & Private Use Only

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66 caleM, mana-ke-pAra hara cIja kI tIna avasthAe~ hotI haiM- prakRti, vikRti aura saMskRti / Apa eka cAvala ko lIjiye / bAjAra meM vaha jisa rUpa meM milatA hai, usakI vaha avasthA usakI prakRti hai / yaha avasthA use prakRti se milatI hai / Apa use apane upayoga ke lie apane ghara lAte haiM / apane upayoga ke lie use haMDI meM pakAte haiM / jaba vaha paka jAtA hai usameM acche saMskAra A jAte haiM, to cAvala kI yaha avasthA usakI saMskRti hai / isa saMskRti ko lAne ke lie manuSya ko zrama karanA par3atA hai / thor3A-sA bhI dhyAna Diga jAye, to cAvala jala sakatA hai yA adhika galakara apanA astitva hI miTA detA hai / isa taraha usameM aneka vikRtiyA~ A sakatI haiM / vastu meM vikRtiyoM ke Ane ke aneka praveza-dvAra haiM / vaha kIr3oM kA zikAra ho sakatA hai, sar3a sakatA hai, gala sakatA hai, jala sakatA hai, aura miTTI bhI bana sakatA hai / miTTI ke Dhele bar3e hatyAre haiM / ve sabako nigalane ke lie sadA mu~ha khole rahate haiM / / manuSya bhI ina tInoM dAyaroM se bAhara nahIM hai / kabhI prakRti, to kabhI vikRti, to kabhI saMskRti ke utarate-car3hate sopAnoM para apane caraNa rakhatA hai / manuSya svabhAva se hI vikRti-premI hotA hai / use gandI bAtoM aura bure karmoM meM bar3A majA AtA hai / acche zabda aura acche karma use sIkhane par3ate haiM / sIkhate samaya usakA mana UbatA hai, ucaTatA hai, bhAgatA hai / bar3I dekha-rekha aura bar3e zrama ke bAda acchAiyA~ usake vyaktitva meM pratiSThita hotI haiM / sabhI cAhate haiM ki samAja meM hama acche kahalAyeM, saba hamArA sammAna kareM, sabhI hameM satyavAdI harizcandra mAne / kintu aisA hotA nahIM hai / acchA bananA yA acchA kahalAnA bAta-kI-bAta meM nahIM hotA / samAja itanA buddha nahIM hai / samAja to jisako jisa rUpa meM dekhatA hai, usakA usI rUpa meM mUlyAMkana karatA hai / acche banane ke lie hameM apane viSapAyI vyaktitva ko talAka denA hogA aura amRtavAhI vyaktitva ko apanA jIvana-sAthI banAnA hogA / thAmanI hogI hameM apane vyaktitva kI jyotirmaya mazAla ko, jisakI AbhA meM hI hama apane madhura aura divya svarUpa ko pA sakate haiM / vyakti eka mazAla hai / usa mazAla kI Aga hI vyaktitva hai / For Personal & Private Use Only

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jalatI rahe mazAla 67 yadi Aga bujha gaI to mazAla eka lakar3I kA DaMDA mAtra raha jAegI / mazAla kI upayogitA usakI Aga aura rozanI ke kAraNa hI hai / vyakti kI jyotirmayatA bhI usake vyaktitva para hI TikI hai / binA vyaktitva kA vyakti niSprANa hai, nisteja hai, calatA-phiratA zava hai / vyaktitva vaiyaktika jIvana kA eka Adarza hai / vaha DIMga hA~kanA nahIM hai, saundarya kA pradarzana nahIM hai; vaha to yathArtha kI jIvana meM jhaMkRti hai / mahAn vyakti ve mAne jAte haiM jo mahAn vyaktitva ke svAmI hote haiM / vyakti ke kRtitva kI samIkSA bhI usake vyaktitva ke AIne se hI hotI hai / saMsAra kisI vyakti ko Adara bhI detA hai, to usake vyaktitva ke kAraNa hI hai / usake lie vyakti nahIM, vyakti kA vyaktitva mukhya hotA hai / vyakti to rAma aura rAvaNa donoM hI the / mahAvIra aura gozAlaka bhI vyakti the / gAMdhI aura hiTalara bhI vyakti hI the / para unake vyaktitva ne unakI sattA ko alaga-alaga mukhauTA pahanA diyA / vyaktitva jIvana kI AbhA hai / bar3I-bar3I mahimAe~ bharI huI haiM ismeN| antara-zaktiyoM kA udreka hai yaha / yadi vyaktitva UrdhvagAmI bana jAe to vaha rAma rUpa hai / yadi vaha adhogAmI bana jAe to rAvaNa ke kartRtva Ate haiN| saMsAra kA itihAsa bahuta lambA-caur3A hai / patA nahIM, Aja taka kitane vyaktitva ubhare haiM aura kitane DUbe haiM / ubharane vAle vyaktitva sadiyoM ke bAda bhI ubhare hue hI haiM / ubharane vAle vyaktitvoM kI saMkhyA koI bahuta jyAdA nahIM hai / mAnava-mana kA yaha eka svabhAva hai ki usameM acchAI kama aura burAI jyAdA hotI hai / isalie acche loga kama hote haiM aura bure loga jyAdA / rAma, kRSNa, mahAvIra, gautama aura IsA jaise vyaktitva koI bahuta jyAdA nahIM hue haiM / rAvaNa, kaMsa, zizupAla, oraMgajeba, caMgeja khA~, nAdirazAha aura hiTalara jaise logoM kI saMkhyA ginane jAo to sImA bhI nahIM AegI / kyA hama aise vyaktitva para kabhI garva kara sakate haiM, jisane jindagI-bhara vinAza-lIlAe~ racI, saMsAra meM pralaya macAyA, zAnti aura sukhada jIvana ko dara-dara kA bhikhArI banAyA ? mAnava-jAti una vyaktiyoM ko kabhI bhI mApha nahIM karegI / una logoM kI marmAntaka tabAhiyoM kA lekhA-jokhA eka do nahIM, saikar3oM granthoM meM bhI nahIM For Personal & Private Use Only

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caleM, mana-ke-pAra samA sakatA / una adhogAmI vyaktiyoM kA eka-eka kadama vinAza kA svatantra koza hai, enasAiklopIDiyA hai / vyakti to hama sabhI haiM / hamArA sabakA apanA-apanA vyaktitva hai / hameM apane vyaktitva kI ImAnadArI se kasAvaTa karanI hogI / hameM gaharAI se yaha socanA par3egA ki vaha vinAza ke kagAra para hai yA vikAsa ke sopAna para / hamArA vyaktitva hamAre lie bhArabhUta banA hai yA usakI koI arthavattA bhI hai / mujhe to vizva ke vyaktitva kA globa kAphI ghisA-piTA lagatA hai / usake raMga ur3ate hue lagate haiM / globa to hai, para Atma-nirbhara nahIM hai, dIyA to hai, para jyotirmaya nahIM hai / yAtrA to hai, para sahI dizA meM nahIM hai / Aja vyaktitva ho gayA hai vipathagAmI / vizva meM Aye ho, to ise aura raMgo se bharo / phUloM se labAlaba kara do yahAM kA upavana / hameM vyaktitva-vikAsa ke lie DhU~r3hanA hai aisA mArga, jisase hama lakSya taka pahu~ca sakate haiM / jIvana itanA bojhila banatA jA rahA hai ki dabadabA aura trAhi-trAhi mahasUsa hotI hai / vyaktitva kI AbhA dhuMdhalI hotI jA rahI hai / jaise rAma aura mahAvIra ne apane vyaktitva ko sajAyA, sa~vArA, nikhArA, vaise hI hamAre bhI kadama bar3hAe~ / unhoMne apane vyaktitva kI mazAla se jaise janamAnasa ko ujalA kiyA, vaise hI hama bhI kareM / jahara kA pAna karate-karate to kaI janma bIta gaye, aba pInA hai amRta ko, amaratva ko, jyotirmayatA ko / hama samajheM phArmUle ko / yadi hama apane vyaktitva ke taruvara kA siMcana nahIM kareMge, to vaha lUMTha bana jAyegA, asthi-kaMkAla mAtra raha jAyegA / manuSya ko apane vyaktitva kA vikAsa karanA par3atA hai / usakA vikAsa apane-Apa nahIM hotA, jaisA ghAsa-phUsa kA hotA hai / prakRti aura manuSya meM yahI buniyAdI bheda hai / prakRti kA vikAsa hotA hai aura manuSya ko apanA vikAsa karanA par3atA hai / DArvina ke siddhAnta manuSya para kabhI lAgU nahIM ho sakate / prakRti kA jo vikAsa hotA hai, vaha svabhAvatayA ho jAtA hai / manuSya kA jo vikAsa hotA hai, usameM puruSArtha ke svara sunAI dete haiM / isalie manuSya dvArA jo hotA hai, vaha vikAsa nahIM, varana krAnti hai / hameM karanI hai jIvana ke raga-raga meM krAnti, mahAkrAnti / For Personal & Private Use Only

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jalatI rahe mazAla 66 jo vyakti apane vyaktitva ko bhAramukta aura svastha karanA cAhatA hai, use apane vyaktitva ke vikAsa ke lie kucha karanA hogA / karane ke lie joza jarUrI hai, magara soDAvATarI uphAna bharA joza kAma nahIM degA / samudra kI laharoM kI taraha nirantara joza rahegA, tabhI vyaktitva-vikAsa ho skegaa| hama saba vyakti haiM / vyaktitva hamArI cA~danI hai / hameM apane vyaktitva ke vikAsa evaM svAtantrya meM kisI taraha kA na to zaka rahanA cAhie aura na kisI taraha kA Dara / niHsaMzayazIlatA aura nirbhayatA vyaktitva-vikAsa kI pahalI sIr3hI hai / vyaktitva-vikAsa ke lie vyakti ko nirantara karmayogI bananA par3egA / usakA kAma karma karanA hai, usake phala kI AzA sa~joe rahanA nahIM hai / svArtha evaM cAha kI cAya-kI-lata chor3ane se hI vyaktitva meM loka-kalyANI srota ubhareMge / vyaktitva ke vikAsa ke lie hameM na to apanI DIMgeM hA~kanI cAhiye aura na hI apanI bhalAI karane vAle ke sAtha burAI karanI cAhiye / yadi svayaM se koI aparAdha ho jAye, yA khuda kI koI kamI ho to use dUsaroM ke samakSa rakha deM, kintu auroM kI burAiyoM kA DhiMDhorA na pITeM / jo vyakti auroM ko eka aMgulI dikhAtA hai, to usakI svayaM kI ora tIna aMguliyA~ Ae~gI / dUsaroM ke doSa-darzana se apane vyaktitva ko lAbha nahIM hai / para yadi koI vyakti apane ujjvalaM vyaktitva se patha-cyuta hotA huA lage to hameM use samajhAnA cAhiye, girate hue ko uThAnA cAhiye / vyakti ko cAhiye ki vaha kisI se ghRNA na kare / mAnavatA ke prati usake mana meM sammAna rahanA cAhiye / bImAroM kI sevA karane meM aura duHkhiyoM ko sukha dene meM use Ananda mahasUsa karanA cAhiye / hamArA vyaktitva hamAre jIvana kI bahumUlya sampatti hai / ise hama hI upArjita kara sakate haiM / yaha kAma kisI pratinidhi ke hAthoM nahIM ho sakatA / hamAre mana meM apane vyaktitva ke prati AsthA honI cAhiye / hameM apane kRtitva ko kisI kI gulAmI meM nahIM rakhanA hai / yadi koI aisI bAta bhI kahe to hameM usake prati apanA svAbhimAna jAgarUka rakhanA cAhiye / koI hameM kitanA bhI bar3A lAlaca de, para jaba hamAre lie hamArA vyaktitva hI sarvocca mUlyavAn hogA, tabhI hamArA vyaktitva saMsAra ke lie For Personal & Private Use Only

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caleM, mana-ke-pAra 100 Adarza bana pAegA / __ hamAre mana meM sabake prati bhAIcAre kA, prema kA vyavahAra honA cAhiye / yadi hama sabase vaisA riztA jor3a sakeM jo gAya aura bachar3e ke bIca rahatA hai, to hamAre vyaktitva meM kAmadhenu apanA amRta dUhegI / kevala apane hI vyaktitva ke prati nahIM, apitu sAre samAja evaM vizva ke prati bhI gaura rakhanA cAhiye / jisase sUrajamukhI phUla kI taraha hamArA vyaktitva bhI khilA-khilA, mahakA-mahakA rahe, isI meM hamAre vyaktitva kI vizeSatA hai / __hamArA vyaktitva aisA bana jAye ki anAyAsa prabhAvanA ho / hamAre pahu~cate hI sArA vAtAvaraNa saMgItamaya bana jAye / jhUmane laga jAye per3oM kI pattiyA~, baja uThe prema kI pAyajebeM / hameM apane vyaktitva ko itanA prabhAvaka banA lenA cAhiye ki hamAre binA samAja svayaM ko rItA samajhe / hameM kUpa-maNDUkatA se bAhara AnA par3egA / pArivArikatA kA kuA hI sarvasva nahIM hai / vaise kue to duniyA meM kadama-kadama para haiM / kadama rakheM kue~ ke bAhara to patA lagegA ki aura bhI kahIM saMgIta umar3atA hai, vyaktitva ko ujAgara karane ke aura bhI pagathiye haiM / bhagavAn mahAvIra una pagathiyoM ko guNasthAna-sopAna kahate haiM / pagathiye bhI aise haiM jo brahmANDa ke cAroM konoM meM haiM / ye khuda ko Upara car3hAe~ge, para khudI kA khAtmA kara deMge / usameM svArtha kI dIvAreM TUTa jAeMgI, moha kI mInAreM Dhaha jaaeNgii| yadi kucha rahegA to vaha hai khuda kA vyaktitva, jisameM jagatI rahegI nidhUma jyoti / sAmAnyatayA duniyA meM jar3a vyaktitva adhika hote haiM / ve itane mUr3ha hote haiM, mUrkhatA ke gulAma hote haiM, ki ve gobara ke gaNeza bane raha jAte haiM / gobara-gaNeza yAnI jar3a buddhi, mahAmUrkha / aise loga apane vyaktitva ke vikAsa ke bAre meM pahala nahIM karate / / bahuta se vyakti aise hote haiM, jo apane vyaktitva ko U~cA uThAne ke lie, use evaresTa taka car3hAne ke lie mehanata kaI bAra karate haiM, para unheM saphalatA nahIM mila pAtI hai / yaha rAstA to sacamuca kAI-bharA hai, phisalana-bharA hai / vyaktitva-vikAsa ke yAtrI prAyaH Dhulamula yakIna vAle hote haiM / ve vyaktitva ko vikasita karane ke lie kadama to maMjila kI ora bar3hAte haiM, For Personal & Private Use Only

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jalatI rahe mazAla 101 para unheM maMjila ke prati zaka rahatA hai / isalie ve vApasa tIsarI sIr3hI se nIce lauTa jAte haiM / jabaki apane vyaktitva ko sahI mAyane meM vyaktitva kA rUpa tabhI diyA jA sakatA hai jaba vyakti apane vyaktitva kI ujjvalatA ke prati lagnazIla hogA / vyaktitva ke vikAsa kI bhUmikA para ArohaNa karane ke lie yaha cauthA darjA hai / aise loga kucha karate-dharate dikhAI nahIM dete / ve mAtra apane antara-vyaktitva ke patthara ko Thokate-pITate rahate haiM / use IzvarIya mUrti banAne kI AzAoM ko saMjoe rahate haiM / para mAtra laganazIla hone se bhI kucha nahIM hogA / use kartavyazIla bhI bananA par3egA / vyaktitva-vikAsa kI pA~cavIM sIr3hI para paira rakhate hI vyakti karmayogI bana jAtA hai / kartavyazIla aura karmayogI ho jAne se use pUrva kI kakSAe~ kIcar3a sanI lagatI haiM / vaha jAna jAtA hai ki jaba maiM pUrva kakSAoM meM thA to khArA jala pItA thA / aba mujhe mIThA jala mila rahA hai to khAre jala kA sevana karanA bevakUphI nahIM to aura kyA hai ? vyaktitva kI isa pA~cavI kakSA meM par3hanevAlA svayaM ko to saMskRta banAne meM lagA hI rahatA hai, / dUsaroM ko Age bar3hAne aura saccAI ko kAyama karane meM bhI vaha apanA zaktiyoM ko samAyojita kara letA hai / usake kadama ur3Ana bharane lagate haiM mahakate badarI-vana kI ora / Age usakI yAtrA to hotI hai, para yAtrA karate-karate parizrAnta bhI to ho jAtA hai / maMjileM apanI jagaha hotI haiM, rAste apanI jagaha rahate haiM, agara kadama hI sAtha na deMge to musAphira becArA kyA kyA karegA ? isalie vizrAma ke lie isa chaThe mIla ke patthara ke pAsa eka vizrAma-gRha hai, ArAmagRha hai / yahA~ rukakara AdamI thor3A dama bharatA hai / caina kI sA~sa letA hai, para yahA~ rahakara AdamI pUrI taraha rukatA nahIM hai / vaha Age kI yAtrA ke lie sAmagrI sa~jotA-sameTatA hai / vizrAma-gRha to mAtra rAta bitAne kA ArAmagAha hai / sAtavIM kakSA yAnI sUryodaya / prabhAtakAlIna sAta baje ke TaMkAre / aba vyakti svayaM ko punaH tandurusta samajhatA hai / apramatta vega se usake For Personal & Private Use Only

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102 caleM, mana-ke-pAra kadama Age-se-Age bar3hate haiM / vaha bhAraNDa pakSI kI taraha jAgaruka rahatA hai / apane vyaktitva ko pragati ke patha para Age-se-Age bar3hAne ke lie usake kArya bemisAla ho jAte haiM / usakA kRrtRtva kamAla kA bana jAtA hai / isa darje meM pahu~cane vAle logoM kA darjA kAphI U~cA hotA hai / ve phira sahI arthoM meM vI. AI. pI. ho jAte haiM / unheM khAsa zabdoM meM 'verI imporTenTa parsana' kaha sakate haiM / isa dazA meM vyaktitva itanA prabhAvazAlI ho jAtA hai ki usakI raga-raga se ujjvalatA kI kiraNeM phUTane lagatI haiM / jaise sUrya kI kiraNoM se phUla khila jAte haiM vaise hI usake samparka se duniyA kI murajhAyI kaliyA~ kilakAriyA~ mArane lagatI haiM / usake pAsa baiThane mAtra se hI vyakti ke mana-kI-vINA saMgIta jhaMkRta karane ke lie macalane lagatI hai / yaha sopAna vAstava meM vyaktitva ke pariveza meM eka mahAn krAnti hai / aba taka hamane sAta sopAnoM ke saMgamaramarI sauMdarya kA rasAsvAdana kiyA / aba hama car3heMge svarNima himAcchAdita buddhatva kI ora, vyaktitva ke carama lakSya kI ora / aba taka kI yAtrA se, vyaktitva kI AbhA AThaveM darje se gujarane se hI mukharita hotI hai | vyakti ko yahA~ Antarika zaktiyoM kA patA lagane lagatA hai / usakA ceharA murajhAyA huA nahIM hotA haiM usake cehare para hamezA rAma-sI muskAna rahatI hai / koI unheM takalIpha bhI de de, per3a para auMdhe mu~ha bhI laTakA de, to bhI una para asara nahIM hotA / unakA vyaktitva AtmadarzI bana jAtA hai / AtmadarzI jaba samadarzI bana jAye, to usake vyaktitva meM cAra-cA~da laga jAte haiM / nauveM maMca meM ahama-saMgharSa nahIM rahatA / ve bAhubalI kI taraha mana meM rahane vAlI aMhakAra kI ber3iyoM ko pahacAna lete haiM / vyakti samadarzI kA vyaktitva tabhI pA sakatA hai, jaba AdamI aMhakAra ke madamAte hAthI se nIce utaregA / ahaM ke hAthI para car3he-car3he kyA vyaktitva meM pUrNatA A sakatI hai ? bAhubalI ne saMyama liyA, ghora tapasyA meM lIna ho gaye / para ghora tapasyA karane mAtra se vyaktitva para AnevAlI dhuMdhalAhaTa samApta nahIM ho jAtI / vyaktitva pUrNatA ke lie tabhI saphala bana pAtA hai, jaba vaha For Personal & Private Use Only

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jalatI rahe mazAla .. .. 103 103 vyaktitva-vikAsa kI isa nauvIM kakSA meM manana karatA hai / samadarzI banakara vyaktitva ko nikhAratA hai / bAhubalI kA vyaktitva pUrNatA kaise pAtA, mana meM aham aura kuMThA kI granthiyA~ jo aTakI thIM / bAhubalI kI bahineM brAhmI aura sundarI unake pAsa jAtI haiM / ve bolIM, bhAI! hAthI se nIte utaro, apane pairoM para khar3e hoo / bAhubalI bahinoM kI AvAja sunakara cauMka gaye / socA, are ! maiM aura hAthI para car3hA huA ? unake vyaktitva kI naukA ko gaharA dhakkA lagA / unhoMne svayaM ko aMhakAra ke madamAte hAthI para baiThA pAyA / jaise hI samadarzitA ubharI, thor3I hI dera meM unhoMne svayaM ke vyaktitva ko sampUrNa pAyA / dasaveM ghara kA jo loga daravAjA khaTakhaTAte haiM, usameM praveza kara lete haiM, saMsAra usa ora umar3atA hai / isa gRha-svAmI ke darzanamAtra se logoM ko khuzI hotI hai / gyArahavIM sIr3hI bahuta khataranAka hai / aisA samajhiye, isa sIr3hI para kele ke chilake par3e haiM / paira rakhA ki phisalA / yaha kAma karatI haidamita krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha kI cANDAla-caukar3I / yaha dabI huI mAyA hamAre mu~ha paraM thappar3a lagAtI hai / isalie vyaktitva-vikAsa kI pagaDaMDI para calane vAle vyakti ko gyArahavIM sIr3hI para paira nahIM rakhanA cAhiye / ise phA~dakara Age bar3hanA hai, para phA~da bhI vahI sakatA hai, jisane cAMDAla-caukar3I ko kabhI pAsa nahIM phaTakane diyA / bArahaveM sthAna meM usI kA Asana laga sakatA hai, jisane svArtha kI rattI-rattI bhasmIbhUta kara DAlI / usakA vyaktitva phira khuda ke lie hI nahIM, apitu duniyA ke lie varadAyI bana jAtA hai / yahA~ vyakti vyakti hI nahIM rahatA, vaha mahApuruSa bana jAtA hai / antar-vyaktitva meM chipI IzvarIya zaktiyA~ jaga jAtI haiM / 'tA te mAnI khudAya dara khvAbasta, to na mAnI cu o zanada bedAra'- yadi vyakti maiM-maiM karegA, taba taka Izvara hamameM soyA rahatA hai / jaba maiM-maiM chUTa jAegI, to bhItara kA Izvara jAga jAegA / For Personal & Private Use Only

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104 caleM, mana ke-pAra yAnI vyaktitva-vikAsa kI, pUrNatA kI deharI para kadama rakha degA / yaha sthAna hamAre vyaktitva kI paripakva avasthA hai / yahA~ khatarA nahIM hai, antara-tRpti hai / Ananda kA sAgara hiloreM lene lagatA hai / saMsAra para karuNA kI amI-dhArA usase barasane lagatI hai / vyaktitva ke terahaveM maMca para pahu~cane vAle bhAgyazAlI haiM / yaha vyaktitva kI sarvoccatA hai, jIvana-muktatA hai / prakAza ke AvaraNoM kA chinna-bhinna honA hai / isase U~cA vyaktitva mAnava dvArA sambhava nahIM hai / ve jo kucha bhI kahate haiM, unake vyaktitva kI vaha vizva para kRpA hai / usakI bAteM saccI hotI haiM, sIdhI hotI haiM, para painApana apUrva hotA hai / jaise hI, jaba bhI vaha vyakti kahIM se gujaregA, to sArA samA hI badala jAyegA | unake vyaktitva ke gulAbI phUloM se sArA vAtAvaraNa surabhita ho jAtA hai / caudahavIM sIr3hI maMjila ko chuI huI hai / yAtrI kI yAtrA pUrI ho jAtI hai, use gaMtavya mila jAtA hai / usakA vyaktitva siddha bana jAtA hai / vizva usakI caraNa-dhUli ko pAkara svayaM ko kRtArtha samajhatA hai / samarpita ho jAte haiM unake caraNoM para anaginata zraddhA-puruSa / isa taraha jo vyakti janamoM-janamoM se viSapAyI hotA hai, vahI amRtapAyI bana jAtA hai / kudarata usake vyaktitva ke lakSakoNoM ke hara eka kone meM sUraja sAkAra kara detI hai / aise vyaktitva hI banate haiM avatAra, Izvara, tIrthaMkara, buddha / kAza ! hamArA vyaktitva bhI jyotirmAna hokara itanA yogya bana jAye / 000 For Personal & Private Use Only

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vRtti : bodha aura nirodha citta jIvana kI sUkSma saMhitA hai / yaha zarIra kI antara-racanA hai / isakA nirmANa paramANuoM ke jariye huA hai / isalie citta vAstava meM paramANuoM kI DherI hai / jitane paramANu, utane hI citta ke abhivyakta rUpa / paramANuoM kA kyA, suI kI noka meM anaginata paramANu samA sakate haiM / isa hisAba se citta ke paramANu ananta haiM / registAna ke retI-TIloM kI taraha yaha saTA-bikharA par3A hai / registAna kA hara kaNa TIle kI talahaTI para bhI svatantra hai aura usake zikhara para bhI / citta ke sAre paramANu eka-jaise hI hoM, yaha koI anivArya nahIM hai / citta ke hajAra jAla haiM / samAna aura samAnAntara- donoM sambhAvanAoM ko yaha apane garbha-gRha meM sameTe rakha sakatA hai / dekha nahIM rahe ho, jIvana kitane virodhAbhAsoM se bharA hai / aura una sAre virodhAbhAsoM kA sammelana svayaM hamArA citta hai / hamAre hisse ke, saba khvAba baMTate jAte haiM / vo dina bhI kaTa gaye, ye dina bhI kaTate jAte haiM / citta ke dvArA kI jAne vAlI hara pahala naye nirmANa kA saMkalpa hai; kintu usakA pratyeka nirmANa svayaM usI ke lie cunautI hai / Akhira jIvana ke caurAhe para eka hI mArga se yAtrA kI jA sakatI hai, para manuSya ke lie sabase bar3I jIvanta samasyA yahI hai ki vaha caurAhe ke cAroM mArgoM ko mApa lenA cAhatA hai / natIjatana usakA hara nirNaya sandeha ke galiyAroM meM abhizapta hokara bhaTakatA rahatA hai / ___ maiM dharma ko jIvana kI cikitsA aura jIvana kA svAsthya svIkAra karatA hU~ / jIvana kI jIvantatA mAtra zarIra kI nIrogatA meM nahIM hai, varan citta kI svasthatA meM hai / jIvana korA zarIra nahIM hai / vaha zarIra aura For Personal & Private Use Only

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106 citta kA milApa hai / usake pAra bhI hai AdhAra hai, jahA~ se jIvana ke sAre ghaTakoM ko hai / caleM, mana-ke-pAra / caitanya - gaMgotrI hI to vaha UrjA kI tAjA dhAra milatI dharma kA artha kisI ke sAmane kevala matthA TekanA nahIM hai, varan jIvana kI dhArA ko ba~Tane bikharane se rokanA hai / dharma yoga hai / aura paMtajali kI bhASA meM nirodha yoga kI pahala hai / 'yogazcittavRtti nirodhaH' / maiM dharma kI paribhASA sirpha nirodha taka hI nahIM joDUMgA kyoMki dharma yoga hai aura yoga nirodha se bhI behatara hai / yoga hameM jor3atA hai, eka dhArA se, jIvana kI dhArA se / yoga na kevala citta kI vRttiyoM se hameM nivRtta karatA hai varan caitanya - jagat kI ora pravRtta bhI karatA hai / caitanya - prema hI to ahiMsA kI asmitA hai / caitanya kA AhvAna ho sakatA hai / caitanya se prema ho sakatA hai / prema to hamezA acchA hI hotA hai / khatarA to taba paidA hotA hai jaba prema sirpha zarIra-kA- zarIra-ke-sAtha hotA hai / yaha caitanya - prema nahIM hai / yaha to bhoga-prema hai aura hara bhoga-prema jIvana para mana evaM vRttiyoM kA prabhutva hai / caitanya-jagat se pyAra karane vAle ke lie na karuNA hai, na vAtsalya / usake lie to sirpha prema aura maitrI hI hai / karuNA hama taba kareMge jaba apane se jyAdA kisI ko karuNAzIla mAneMge / vAtsalya kI bAriza hamAre dvArA taba hogI jaba dUsaroM ko svayaM se choTA mAneMge / kyA kabhI socA ki mahAvIra jaise buddha puruSa bhI apane ziSyoM ko namaskAra karate the ? mahAvIra kI 'Namo titthassa' zabdAvalI kI mUla asmitA yahI hai / namaskAra choTe kada, bar3e kada, choTI umra, bar3I umra se jur3A nahIM hotA / namaskAra kA sambandha to caitanya- asmitA se hai / jIvita ko namaskAra kiyA jAtA hai aura mRta ko daphanAyA jAtA hai / jise hama kSudra samajhate haiM, caitanya-puruSa kI dRSTi meM unameM bhI ve hI virATa sambhAvanAeM haiM, jo svayaM usameM gulAba ke phUla kI paMkhur3iyoM kI taraha khilI haiM / una sambhAvanAoM ko mere bhI praNAma haiM / aura maiM yaha kahanA cAhU~gA ki ve virATa sambhAvanAe~ hama saba se For Personal & Private Use Only

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vRtti : bodha aura nirodha 107 jur3I haiM / jaba taka AtmasAt na ho jAyeM taba taka sirpha vANI-vilAsa lagatI hai / abhivyakti balavatI to taba hotI hai, jaba vaha anubhUti ke sAMce se Dhalakara gujaratI hai / abhyAsa se saba kucha sahaja hotA hai, agara bAhara meM rAhoM ko talAzatI A~kheM jarA bhItara mur3a jAyeM, to jIvana ke devadAra vRkSoM para bar3I AsAnI se car3ha sakoge aura svayaM kI sambhAvanAoM ko sAkAra bhI kara sakoge / jIvana ke bAharI dAyaroM meM Ananda ko DhUMDhatI nigAhoM ko thor3A samajhAo | AkarSaNa aura vikarSaNa se thor3A Upara uTho aura sAdho svayaM ko prayatnapUrvaka 'abhyAsavairAgyAbhyAM tannirodhaH' / citta kI vRttiyoM kA virodha abhyAsa aura vairAgya se sampanna hotA hai / yadi jIvana ke antara-vizva kA globa bar3I bArIkI se par3hanA hai to citta-vRttiyoM ke kohare ke dhuMdhalepana ko pahale sApha karanA hogA / hama dekhanA to cAhate haiM himAlaya ke ina barphIle parvatoM ko, para ye jo koharA chAyA hai, vAtAvaraNa meM jo osa ghirI hai, to kahA~ se dikhAI deMge ve / anumAna se agara halkI-sI jhalaka bhI pA lo, to bAta alaga hai / patte kI bAta to kohare ke haTane para hI nirbhara hai; isalie sabase pahale hama samajheM kohare ko, kohare ke kAraNoM ko, citta ko, citta kI vRttiyoM ko / citta ke TIle isI himAlaya kI taraha lambe-caur3e aura bikhare-base haiM / citta ke dharAtala para usake apane samAja haiM, vidyAlaya haiM, kheta-khalihAna haiM, pahAr3I rAste haiM / usakA apanA AkAza hai aura apanA rasAtala hai / vahA~ vasanta ke raMga bhI haiM aura patajhar3a ke patra-jhare vRkSa-kaMkAla bhI / citta kI apanI sambhAvanAeM hotI haiM / Akhira sabakA lekhA-jokhA do TUka zabdoM meM to nahIM kiyA jA sakatA / jahAM varNana aura vizleSaNa karate hue AdamI thaka jAtA hai, vahA~ sImA para ananta zabda ubharane lagatA hai / isalie yahI kahanA behatara hogA ki citta kI vRttiyA~ ananta haiM yAnI itanI haiM jinheM na ginA jA sakatA hai, aura na mApA jA sakatA hai / para hA~, agara dhyAna do to cInhA avazya jAtA hai / himAlaya meM baiThe haiM hama, para kudarata ke raMga kitane tabdIla hote jA rahe haiM / kudarata ke sau rUpa dina-bhara meM dikhAI dete haiM / citta ke bhI aise hI khela hote haiM / mahAvIra ne citta-vRttiyoM ko samajhane ke lie eka For Personal & Private Use Only

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108 caleM, mana-ke-pAra mAkUla udAharaNa darasAyA hai / ve kahate haiM ki chaha rAhagIra kisI pahAr3I rAste se gujara rahe the / unheM bhUkha lagI / unhoMne dUra se eka vRkSa dekhA, jo phaloM se ladA huA thA / usameM se eka rAhagIra ne socA ki isa per3a ko jar3a se ukhAr3a diyA jAe tAki phala tor3ane ke lie per3a para car3hane kI jarUrata hI nahIM rahe / bhara-peTa phala khAU~gA aura Age calate samaya apanA jholA bhI bhara lU~gA / dUsare rAhagIra ke mana meM tanA kATane kA vikalpa banA / tIsare ne zAkhA kATane kI socI / cauthe ne DAlI aura pA~cave ne phala tor3ane kA vicAra kiyA; parantu sAtha cala rahe chaThe rAhagIra ne socA, per3a harA-bharA hai aura phaloM se ladA hai / phala per3a kI sampatti hai / use bhI jIne kA adhikAra hai / mujhe bhUkha lagI hai, jarUra per3a ke nIce kucha-na-kucha phala per3a se gire/par3e mila jAeMge / maiM unheM khAU~gA aura paritRpta hokara Age kI yAtrA karU~gA / __ mahAvIra kI yaha kathA pratIkAtmaka hai / ve ina chaha rAhagIroM ke mAdhyama se manuSya kI chaha cittavRttiyA~ samajhAne kI koziza karate haiM / unake anusAra jo AdamI kisI ko jar3a se ukhAr3ane kI socatA hai, vaha kaluSita hai / usakI antaravRttiyA~ kAlI-kalUTI haiM / tanA kATane kI socane vAlA iMsAna jar3a vAle kI apekSA kucha kama kaluSita hai / yoM samajhiye, vaha nIle raMga kA hai / zAkhA tor3ane kI socane vAlA nIle se kucha ThIka hai | samajhane ke liye usakA raMga AkAzI yA kabUtarI hai| DAlI ke vikalpa vAlA ina tInoM kI apekSA kucha tejasvI hai| usakA raMga Dhalate sUraja kI taraha hai / phala ke vikalpa vAlA hoThoM ke muskurAte gulAbI raMga jaisA hai / vahIM chaThA rAhagIra jo vRttiyoM se svastha hai, kisI ko sukha dete hue svayaM ko sukhI mahasUsa karatA hai, satvayogI hai / kisI ke phaloM ko chInanA atikramaNa hai / astitva kI pUrti ke lie vRkSa svayaM phala detA hai / aise vRtti-svastha logoM ke citta ke AkAza meM pUrNimA-sA cA~da khilA rahatA hai / jisakA antaHkaraNa sApha-sutharA aura svaccha hai, vaha utanA hI amala-dhavala hai, jitanA yaha himAlaya / vRtti kA yaha ArohaNa aura avarohaNa mahAvIra kI bhASA meM lezyA hai / vRtti ke ye chaH pratIka vAstava meM lezyA ke chaH sopAna haiM / yoga jise SaTcakra kahatA hai, arhat use SaTlezyA kahate haiM / ina cha: lezyAoM For Personal & Private Use Only

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vRtti : bodha aura nirodha 106 aura chaH cakroM ko hama SaT zarIra bhI kaha sakate haiM / AbhAcakra (oNro) kI ujjvalatA aura kaluSatA isI lezyA-zuddhi para nirbhara hai / vRtti ujjvala bhI kyoM na ho, Akhira hai to vRtti hI / jise cintakoM ne nivRtti kahA hai, vaha koI sAmAnya vRtti se pare honA nahIM hai / nivRtti sahI arthoM meM tabhI jIvana kI krAntikArI cetanA bana pAtI hai, jaba vyakti amala-dhavala, zukla-vRtti se bhI cAra kadama Age bar3ha jAtA hai / Atma-bodha aura Atma-sarvajJatA vRtti-se-mukta hone para hI pallavita hote haiM / kucha vRttiyA~ zubha hotI haiM aura kucha azubha / azubha se zubha bhalI hai, kintu zuddhatA to azubha aura zubha donoM ke pAra hai / pAMvoM kI jaMjIreM lohe kI hoM, baradAsta ke bAhara hai| sone kI jaMjIreM suhAyeMgI jarUra, kintu bAMdhakara to ve bhI rakheMgI / sone aura lohe kA bheda to mAtra mUlyAMkana kA dRSTibheda hai / AkAza meM ur3Ana to tabhI ho pAegI, jaba paMchI piMjare ke sIMkhacoM se mukta hogA / vRttiyAM kliSTa bhI ho sakatI haiM aura akliSTa bhI / akliSTa vRttiyoM kI rozanI kliSTa vRttiyoM ke aMdhakAra ko jIvana ke jaMga-maidAna se khader3ane ke lie hai / dUra kareM akleza se kleza ko, zubha se azubha ko, sat se asat ko / mRtyormA amRtaM gamaya- he prabho ! le calo hameM martya se amartya kI ora, amRta kI ora / hama apanI vRttiyoM kA bodha pratyakSa pramANoM se bhI kara sakate haiM, anumAnoM se bhI kara sakate haiM aura sadguru ke amRta vacanoM se bhI / rAga kliSTa hai aura vairAgya akliSTa; kintu vItarAgatA rAga va virAga donoM kA atikramaNa hai / saMsAra meM svayaM kI saMlagnatA va gatividhiyoM ke kAraNa hama mAnasika tanAva ko pratyakSataH jhelate haiM, kintu samAdhi ko duHkha se atIta hone kA AdhAra mAna sakate haiM / yadi vyakti ajJAna meM dizAe~ bhUla cukA hai to sadguru hI usake jIvana kA sahI mArga-darzana kara sakatA hai / jahA~ sadguru-kA-bANa kisI vyakti ke hRdaya ko bIMdhatA hai to bhItara kI sArI roma-rAji pulakita ho jAtI hai / rozanI kI bauchAreM barasane lagatI haiM / jIvana kA colA candana ke kezariyA phuhAroM se bhIga jAtA hai / For Personal & Private Use Only

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110 caleM, mana-ke-pAra gUMgA huA bAvarA, baharA huA kAna / - pAMvA taiM paMgula bhayA, sadguru mAryA bANa // sadguru to bANa liye khar3A hai / usakA to prayAsa yahI hai ki usakA jJAna kA bANa kisI ke hRdaya ko bIMdhe / vaha bANa chor3atA to kaiyoM para hai, para biMdhate to sau meM do hI haiM / tuma bANa ko dekhate hI yA to svayaM ko patthara-hRdaya banA lete ho yA dubakakara lakSya se svayaM ko khisakA lete ho / ullU apanI AMkhoM ko khulA bhI rakhanA cAhatA hai aura svayaM ko rozanI meM bhI le jAnA cAhatA hai / yadi bidaka jAe to koI Azcarya kI bAta nahIM hai / mahAjyoti ko AtmasAt bhI karanA cAhate ho aura vahAM jAte hue kaTe aMga kI taraha bhaya ke mAre kA~pa bhI rahe ho / _ 'maiM kahatA surajhAvana hArI, tU rAkhyo arujhAI re / ' sadguru to samAdhAna kI bAta kaha rahA hai aura tuma use ulajhana samajha rahe ho / 'maiM kahatA tU jAgata rahiyo, tU rahatA hai soI re / ' sadguru to Atma-jAgRti ke gIta sunA rahA hai aura tuma ho aise jo gIta ko lorI mAna rahe ho / khATa ke palane meM lalA kI taraha besudha so rahe ho / jarA jAgo, mitra ! jarA saMbhalo / jaba taka svayaM kucha na ho jAo, taba taka vahI hone do jo sadguru cAhatA hai / __ vRtti kA eka aura sthUla rUpa hai, jise viparyaya kahA jAtA hai / viparyaya ajJAna hai / jo jaisA hai, usake bilkula viparIta mAna lenA viparyaya hai / jaise sIpa meM cAMdI kA ahasAsa hotA hai / sA~pa rassI kI bhA~ti dikhAI detA hai / yaha mithyA jJAna hai, avidyA hai, mAyA hai / rassI ko sarpa mAnoge to yaha ajJAna utanA khataranAka nahIM hogA, jitanA sAMpa ko rassI mAnakara pakar3a lenA / viparyaya kalaSTa vRtti hai / yadi pratyakSa pramANa ke AsAra upalabdha ho jAyeM to bodhi ke dvAra udghATita ho sakate haiM / citta kI eka sabase bhaMyakara aura khatare se ghirI vRtti hai vikalpa / vikalpa zabda-kA-anuyAyI hotA hai / vAstava meM jisakA viSaya hI nahIM hai vahI vikalpa hai / zabda ke AdhAra para padArtha kI kalpanA karane vAlI jo citta-vRtti hai, vaha vikalpa vRtti hai / vikalpa hI svapna banate haiN| jinakA na koI tIra hai, For Personal & Private Use Only

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vRtti : bodha aura nirodha 111 na tukkA; koI ora hai, na chora, use dimAga meM calate rahane dete ho to manuSya ke lie azAMti aura baicenI bharA kolAhala hai / AdamI sirpha rAta meM hI sapane nahIM dekhatA, dina meM bhI svapna-bharI pahAr3I pagaDaMDiyoM para vicaratA hai / dina meM svapna vikalpa bana jAte haiM aura rAta meM vahI vikalpa svapna ke paMkha pahana lete haiM / svapna to dina meM bhI le rahe ho, para A~kheM rojamarrA kI jindagI meM isa taraha lagI haiM ki ve svapna nahIM dekha pAtIM / ve svapna dabe-hue svapna haiM / rAta ko jaba khATa para ArAma se sote ho taba ve phurasata ke kSaNoM meM svapna kI sAkAratA le lete haiM / yahI kAraNa hai ki vRttiyoM meM pramukha vRtti vikalpa hI mAnI jAtI hai / jo nirvikalpa ho gayA vaha sirpha vikalpoM se hI mukta nahIM huA, apitu vRtti-yAtrA se hI zUnya ho gAyA; kyoMki Akhira cAhe pramANa-vRtti ho yA viparyaya saba vikalpa hI haiM / viparyaya-vRtti meM vidyamAna vastu ke svarUpa kA viparIta jJAna hotA hai aura vikalpa-vRtti meM vastu kA to kahIM koI atA-patA hI nahIM hotA / sirpha zAbdika kalpanA ke tAne-bAne gUMthe jAte haiM / kaisA madhura vyaMgya hai ki nagnatA ke lie bhI carkhe para rUI kAtI jA rahI hai / vikalpa kevala saMsAra ke hI nahIM hote, saMnyAsa ke bhI hote haiM / kaI bAra loga mujhe kahate haiM ki hameM dhyAna meM Aja amuka tIrtha yA tIrtha-kI-mUrti ke darzana hue / yaha dhyAna kI prAthamika upalabdhi hai, para AkhirI upalabdhi nahIM / yaha akliSTa vikalpa kI abhivyakti hai / dhyAna meM koI bhagavAna yA devI-devatA kI mUrti dikhAI detI ho to yaha vahI dekha rahe ho, jise pahale dekha cuke ho / dhyAna meM yadi kucha pragaTa hotA hai to vaha mUrti ke rUpa meM nahIM, apitu bhagavattA ke rUpa meM AtmasAt hotA hai / dhyAna kI maMjila ke karIba pahu~cate-pahu~cate to sAdhaka guru, graMtha aura mUrtitInoM ke pAra calA jAtA hai / jaba cetanA svayaM hI paramAtma-svarUpa bana rahI ho, to vaha mandira-masjida kI A~kha-micaulI nahIM khelegA / usa deharI para jo hogA, vAstavika hogA / jaisA hogA, jIvanta hogA / phira havA For Personal & Private Use Only

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112 caleM, mana-ke-pAra ke kAraNa per3a ke pate nahIM jhUmeMge varan apanI jIvantatA ke kAraNa jhUmeMge / apane banAye yA kirAye para liye hue udhAra khAte ke vikalpoM se Upara uThe / jitanA dekhA aura jitanA jAnA, usakA sAgara-maMthana kareM aura phira sAra ko gahI raheM aura thothA ko phUMka mAreM / citta kI eka aura kahI jA sakane vAlI vRtti hai, aura vaha hai mUrchA / pataMjali jise nidrA kahate haiM, vahI mUrchA hai / mUrchA behozI hai / behozI meM kiyA gayA puNya bhI pApa kA kAraNa bana sakatA hai aura hozapUrvaka kiyA gayA pApa bhI puNya kI bhUmikA kA nirmANa kara sakatA hai / prazna na to pApa kA hai, na puNya kA / mahattva sirpha hoza aura jAgarUkatA kA hai / jahAM jAgarUkatA hai, vahAM caitanya kI pahala hai / yaha jAgarUkatA hI 'yatanA' hai, yahI viveka hai aura yahI sambodhi hai / jAgRti dharma hai aura nidrA adharma / dhArmika jage; kyoMki usakA jaganA hI zreyaskara hai / bhagavAna adharmiyoM ko sadA soye rakhe, kyoMki isI meM vizva kA kalyANa hai / jisa dina adhArmika jagA, usa dina khudA kI nIMda bhI harAma ho jAegI aura yaha kahate hue khuda vidhAtA ko dharatI para AnA hogA yadA-yadA hi dharmasya, glAnirbhavati bhArata / abhyutthAnamadharmasya, tadAtmAnaM sRjAmyaham // isalie Atma-jAgaraNa hI dharma kA prAstAvika hai aura yahI dhyAna-yoga kA upasaMhAra bhI / jahAM samrATa bharata aura nareza janaka jaisI anAsakti tathA antarjAgarUkatA hai, vahA~ gRhastha-jIvana meM bhI sanyAsa ke zikhara caraNa-cere bana jAte haiM / citta kI eka aura vRtti hai smRti / yahI to vaha vRtti hai, jisake kAraNa jIvana kA adhyAtma peMDulama kI taraha adhara meM laTakA rahatA hai / jIvana vartamAna hai, para jo loga jIvana ko smRti ke kaTaghare meM khar3A rakhate haiM, ve yA to atIta ke andhe kUpa meM gire raha kara kAle pAnI meM gala-sar3a jAte haiM aura yA phira bhaviSya ke antarikSa meM kalpanAoM ke dhakke ke kAraNa anaruke cakkara lagAte rahate haiM / zAzvatatA to na kevala atIta aura bhaviSya se apanA alaga astitva For Personal & Private Use Only

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vRtti : bodha aura nirodha 113 rakhatI hai, apitu vartamAna kI cugalakhorI se bhI mukta hai / atIta, vartamAna yA bhaviSya jaise zabda zAzvatatA ke zabda koSa meM nahIM Ate / usake sAtha na kabhI 'thA' kA prayoga hotA hai aura na kabhI 'gA' kA / usake lie to sirpha 'hai' kA prayoga hotA hai / atIta meM bhI aura bhaviSya meM bhI / citta kI vRttiyA~ caMcala haiM / lakSmI kI taraha nahIM, apitu lakSmI se bhI jyAdA caMcala haiM / mausama kI taraha nahIM, apitu mausama se bhI bar3hakara / tuma dekha rahe ho sAgara kI taraMgeM aura maiM dekha rahA hU~ havA kI lahareM, para kabhI-kabhI aisA lagatA hai ki citta kA azva havA se bhI jyAdA khU~dI karatA hai / 'abhyAsavairAgyAbhyAM tannirodhaH / ' kintu abhyAsa aura vairAgya se citta kI vRttiyoM kA nirodha saMbhava hai / citta kI sthiratA ke lie prayatna karanA abhyAsa hai tathA dekhe aura sune hue viSayoM kA upabhoktA hone ke bajAya dRSTA ho jAnA, unheM pAne kI AzA aura smRti se rahita ho jAnA vairAgya hai / jahA~ vairAgya hai aura abhyAsa bhI hai, vahA~ yoga ke antara-dvAra svataH ughar3ane lagate haiM / Aiye vahA~ taka caleM, kyoMki vahA~ hamArI pratIkSA hai / For Personal & Private Use Only 0

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caitanya-bodha : saMsAra se punarvApasI jIvana-gaMgA kI pahalI dhArA bar3I bArIka hai / yadi hama jIvana kI yAtrA ko gaharAI pUrvaka nihAreM, to jIvana kA bodha AtmasAta ho sakatA hai / adhyAtma kI pyAsa jIvana ke sarvekSaNa se hI jagatI hai / pyAsa kI lau jitanI tIvra hogI, atikramaNa pratikramaNa meM rUpAntarita hotA jAegA / jIvana ke ghere meM do dizAe~ najara muhaiyyA hotI haiN| unameM eka to hai AkramaNa aura dUsarI hai pratikramaNa | donoM eka-dUsare ke viparIta haiMpUrva pazcima kI taraha / atikramaNa kI bhASA AkramaNa ke kaNTha se hI niSpanna hotI hai / AkramaNa pauruSa kA saMgharSa hai / atikramaNa AkramaNa kI khataranAka vyUha-racanA hai / hamArI jIvantatA aura sambodhi, maryAdA aura aucitya saba ko lAMgha jAtA hai atikramaNa / atikramaNa balAt ceSTA hai, jyAdatI hai / pratikramaNa joza kI bhASA nahIM hai; hoza kI paribhASA hai / isameM jora-jabarana kucha bhI nahIM hotA / isameM sirpha namana hotA hai, samarpaNa hotA hai / pratikramaNa citta-ke-cakra-kA-atikramaNa hai, caitanya-bodha hai, saMsAra-se-punarvApasI hai / jIvana ke ulajhe makar3I-jAla se mukta hone kA AdhAra hai pratikramaNa | citta-vRttiyoM kA jahA~-jahA~ se nAtA jur3A hai, use bisarA kara khuda ke lie aMgar3AI lenA hai / paMchI kA nIr3a kI ora lauTa AnA hI to pratikramaNa-kI-pagaDaNDI-se-vApasI hai / _svayaM ke jIvana ko zAnta citta se nihAranA dhyAna kI prathama aura anivArya zarta hai / jo jIvana kI bArIkiyoM se vAkifa nahIM hai, vaha sirpha dhyAna meM hI nahIM, jIvana ke kisI bhI kSetra meM saphalatA nahIM kamA pAtA / kRpayA nihAro For Personal & Private Use Only

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caitanya-bodha : saMsAra se punarvApasI jIvana ke usa mUla srota ko, jahA~ se jIvana kI dhArA bahI hai / - apane zaizava kI ora apanI dRSTi daur3Ao / hama bacce rahe, lekina bacce se pahale kyA the ? usase pahale mA~ ke garbha meM the / jIvana-nirmANa kI eka nau-mAsI yAtrA vahA~ pUrI kI hai hamane / usa yAtrA kA prasthAna - bindu kyA hai ? yUM to koI bhI svIkAra nahIM kara sakatA ki sAgara sarvaprathama sirpha eka bU~da rahA / sAgara bUMda kA hI vistAra hai / jaba jIvana ke nAbhi-srota ko DhU~Dhoge, to hama svayaM ko eka aNu kA vistAra r3I pAe~ge / aNu prakRti kI pahalI aura sabase choTI ikAI hai / hamArA zarIra usI eka aNu kA pallavana hai / Akhira hara baragada kA bhaviSya bIja meM hI samAhita hotA hai / 115 bIja mUla hai aura baragada usakA tUla / aba bAta ko tUla mata do, mUla para lauTa Ao / mUla kA pahalA aMza aNu hai, para jIvana-kI-saMhitA aNu ke pAra bhI jhA~kane ke lie prerita karatI hai / aNu ke pahale hama eka adRzya AtmA rahe haiM / adRzya AtmA ne aNu meM praveza kiyA aura bIja baragada banane ke lie gatizIla huA / aNu kI vikAsa-yAtrA usakI vibhu-yAtrA hai / vaha vibhu bhI hai, mUla rUpa meM aNu bhI / isa taraha jIvana ke mUla srota do tattvoM meM sAMyogika haiM- eka hai AtmA aura dUsarA hai aNu / najara muhaiyyA hone vAlA jIvana usI AtmA aura aNu kA 'karmI sammelana' hai / AtmA puruSa hai, aNu prakRti / hara manuSya arddhanArIzvara hai / usameM pauruSa bhI hai, straiNa - guNa bhI hai / 'zaMkara' kA AdhA zarIra ziva banAma puruSa kA hai aura pArvatI banAma strI / prakRti kA hai / zaMkara ke dvibhAgI deha-citra isI artha ke pratIka haiM / AtmA aura aNu, puruSa aura prakRti- donoM meM pharka samajha lenA hI bheda - vijJAna hai / bheda-vijJAna donoM ke bIca vibhAjaka rekhA khIMcatA hai / prakRti ke guNoM meM Ananda kI kiraNa DhUMDhanA 'mRga-tRSNA' hai / 'mRga' tRSNA kA AdhAra hai / kiraNa ko jala srota mAna, per3a kI chA~ha ko taraiyA mAnanA, kastUrI ko dizAoM meM DhUMDhanA - mRga ke ye kartRtva hI to tRSNA ke vyaktitva For Personal & Private Use Only

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116 caleM, mana-ke-pAra haiM / isake calate to bhagavat - puruSa bhI cakkara khA jAte haiM aura nakalI svarNa mRga ke pIche asalI sItA ko kho baiThate haiM / akla to taba AtI hai, jaba tRSNA dulattI mArakara sAta samundara pAra pahu~ca jAtI hai / bheda-vijJAna tRSNA aura mUrcchA kA bodha hai / AvAja sunakara yA pAnI ke chIMTe khAkara jaganA bhalI bAta hai, para ve loga 'sammUrchima' - pragAr3ha mUrcchita haiM, jo samundara meM girakara yA Aga ke ghara meM hokara bhI yaha kahate haiM- thor3A aura U~gha lene do bhAI, itanI bhI kyA jaldI hai ! tRSNA 'tRSNA-bodha' se hI jarjara hotI hai / vairAgya prakRti-kI- guNadharmA lie prakRti kI hara abhivyakti 'para' tRSNA ke sarvathA samApta ho jAne ko caitanya - krAnti hai / tRSNA se Upara uThanA hai / AtmA ke hai aura yoga-darzana prakRti ke guNoM meM 'para- vairAgya' kahatA hai / 'para- vairAgya' eka santa- mahilA huI haiM- vicakSaNazrI / vaha sAdhutA ke arthoM meM sau TaMca kharI utarI / usa sAdhvI ko kaiMsara kI vyAdhi ne gherA, auroM kI apekSA usakI vyAdhi kucha adhika hI bhayaMkara rahI / para usake cehare para samAdhi muskurAyA karatI / DAkTara cakita the, vaha dehAtIta thI / sahiSNu rahI ho, aisI bAta bhI nahIM hai / vyAdhi ke asara se, darda kI anubhUti se Upara uThA liyA thA usane apane Apako / prakRti se svayaM kI alaga asmitA mAnane-jAnane vAlA na kevala deha se, mana se bhI mukta ho jAtA hai / phUla khilatA hai apanI nijatA se / nijatva ke prati abhiruci hI bheda-vijJAna kI nIMva hai, para vairAgya kI buniyAda hai / para vairAgya hamezA puruSa ke jJAna se, AtmA ke bodha se sAkAra hotA hai- tatparaM puruSakhyAteH guNavaitRSNyam / sAdhaka ko jaba para-vairAgya kI prApti ho jAtI hai, taba vaha apane svabhAva-siddha adhikAroM meM ramaNa karatA hai / vaha padArtha se hI uparata ho jAtA hai / sirpha saMsAra ke hI padArtha nahIM, vaha svayaM se jur3e padArthoM se bhI Upara uTha jAtA hai / prakRti jo aNu banakara usake sAtha jur3I thI, usake sAtha usakA lagAva TUTa jAtA hai / donoM ke bheda - vijJAna kI pra kA nAma hI 'virAma pratyaya' hai / jar3a aura caitanya - donoM ke bIca virAma For Personal & Private Use Only

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917 caitanya-bodha : saMsAra se punarvApasI hone kI pratIti hI 'virAma-pratyaya hai / isa bhUmikA meM citta kA saMskAra bilkula sAmAnya rahatA hai, nA-ke-barAbara / jaba isa pratIti kA abhyAsa-krama bhI banda ho jAtA hai, taba citta darpaNa-sA sApha-svaccha ho jAtA hai / taba vRttiyoM kA sarvathA abhAva ho jAtA hai / yaha mukta-dazA hai / sambhava hai, isa dazA meM AtmA zarIra meM rahe, para vaha rahanA sirpha sAMyogika hai / jIvana meM kucha karja aise hote haiM, jisakA nAtA zarIra ke sAtha hotA hai / jaba karja cuka jAte haiM, to vaha padArtha aura paramANu ke hara dabAva se mukta ho jAtI hai / yaha kaivalya-dazA hai / paMtajali ne ise hI nirbIja-samAdhi kahA hai / eka jIvana-mukti hai aura eka videha-mukti / mahAvIra ke anusAra sambuddha-puruSa kA kaivalya-dazA meM pravAsa karanA 'saMyogI kevalI' avasthA hai / Atma-tattva/puruSa ke zarIra ko bhI keMculI kI taraha chor3a denA usakI 'ayogI kevalI' avasthA hai / jaina loga jise 'Namo siddhANaM' kahate haiM, isI samaya sAkAra hotI hai vaha vandanIya siddhAvasthA / siddhatva kI isa zikhara-yAtrA kI tarAI bheda-vijJAna hI hai / jahA~ AtmA aura pudgala kA antara AtmasAt hotA hai, vahIM jIvana meM AtmajJAna kI pahalI kiraNa phUTatI hai / yahI to vaha caraNa hai, jise vizuddha samyak darzana aura samyaktva kahA jAtA hai / saMnyAsa-kI-krAnti isI bodha-prakriyA se apanA maulika sambandha rakhatI hai / jaba taka AtmajJAna ghaTita nahIM hotA, taba taka kiye jAne vAle hara vidhi-vidhAna rAkha kI DherI para kiyA jAne vAlA vilepana hai / Anandaghana abhivyakti ko krAntikArI mor3a dete hue kahate haiM- 'AtamajJAnI zramaNa kahAve, bIjA to dravyaliMgI re' / aura maiM nahIM cAhatA ki hama sirpha coge badala leM aura bhItara se, jaise the vaise hI bane raheM / ThANa ko badalane se jidaMgI nahIM badalA karatI, magara jahA~ jindagI meM hI caitanya-krAnti ghaTa jAtI hai, vahA~ ThANoM kA koI mUlya nahIM raha jAtA / bheda-vijJAna Aga hai / agara sacamuca kucha honA/kara-gujaranA cAhate ho, to isa Aga ko apane hAthoM meM thAmo aura jalA DAlo AtmA aura For Personal & Private Use Only

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caleM, mana-ke-pAra 118 pudgala ke advaita ko, puruSa aura prakRti ke ekatva ko, jar3a aura cetana ke rAgAtmaka sAhacarya ko / tuma siddhoM jaise ho, siddhoM ke vaMzaja ho, svayaM para garva karo / hamArI to sirpha AtmA hai, zeSa saba parAye haiM / AtmA kA artha hI hotA hai apanA / AtmA ke atirikta jitane bhI sambandha aura samparka sUtra haiM, hamAre lie to ve saba-ke-saba vijAtIya haiM / vijAtiyoM ke sAtha rahoge ? baiThoge ? jiyoge ? vijAtiyoM se virAga hI bhalA / merA to sirpha maiM hU~, mere sivA merA koI nahIM / Akhira mauta ke vakta kauna kisakA hotA hai| kyA dAdA ke lie ho pAye ? kyA par3ausI ke sAtha jA pAye ? bhale hI tuma satI hone kA dambha bhara lo, para AtmahatyA karake bhI tuma asat se sat na ho pAye / mRtyu to kasauTI hai isa tathya ko parakhane kI ki kauna apanA hai, kauna parAyA / sukha ko bA~Takara bhogA jAtA hai, magara duHkha bhogane ke lie to manuSya akelA hai, nipaTa akelA | mauta-kI-DolI akele ke lie hI AtI hai, para jisane isa vijJAna ko AtmasAt kara liyA ki mere atirikta merA koI aura nahIM hai, vaha amRta-puruSa hai / usake lie mauta apanI marajI se nahIM AtI / vizuddha AtmajJAnI ko icchA-mRtyu kA varadAna prApta huA rahatA hai / vaha tabhI maratA hai, jaba vaha maranA cAhatA hai / yadi bheda-vijJAna kI jyoti ko apane mana-mandira meM jagAnA cAhate ho, to yaha svIkAra karo ki merA to sirpha maiM huuN| mere alAvA merA aura koI nahIM hai / yaha caitanya-bodha kA AdhAra-sUtra hai / yaha merApana na rAga hai, na mamatva / yaha merApana 'maiM' kA parama saubhAgya hai / yaha to caitanya-dazA meM praveza hai / maiM mere alAvA kisI ko bhI merA mAnUMgA, to yaha merA saMsAra kA bhAva-saphara hogA / basa, caitanya hI merA hai, yaha bodha hI to jIvana meM saMnyAsa kA padArpaNa hai / ___saMnyAsa jIvana kI eka praur3ha krAnti hai / saMnyAsa jIvana meM sahI rUpa meM to tabhI ghaTita hotA hai, jaba saMsAra pUrI taraha asAra lagatA hai / yadi koI apanI patnI ko chor3akara munitva bhI aMgIkAra kara le aura use palI kI yAda For Personal & Private Use Only

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caitanya-bodha : saMsAra se punarvApasI 99 Aye, to saMsAra usake saMnyAsa kI parachAI banakara usake sAtha AyA kahalAyegA / saMnyAsa dene-dilAne kI prathA itanI Ama ho gaI hai ki Atma-jJAna kA to kahIM koI patA hI nahIM hai aura sAdhu-saMnyAsiyoM ke Tole dara-dara dikhAI dete haiM / jisa dukAna para eka bhikhArI bhIkha mA~ga rahA hai, vahIM tuma sAdhu-saMnyAsiyoM ko hAtha phailAte dekhoge / buddha ne jisa artha meM 'bhikSu' zabda kA prayoga kiyA, logoM ne usakA huliyA hI badala DAlA hai / do dina pUrva svITjaralaiNDa se Aye eka jor3e ne mujhe bhArata-yAtrA kA anubhava batAyA / unhoMne kahA ki hama sadguru kI talAza meM bhArata Ae / adhyAtma ke prati pyAsa jagI / hama sabase pahale vArANasI pahu~ce / jisa hoTala meM hama Thahare, vahAM hamane sAdhu ko jisa DhaMga se mAMgate pAyA, hama tulanA na kara pAye sAdhu aura bhikhArI ke bIca / taba hamane jAnA ki bhArata meM guru kI talAza kitanI kaThina hai, jo sahI arthoM meM sadguru ho, jIvana ko adhyAtma se pratyakSa jor3a sake / sAdhutA jIvana kI mahAna sampadA hai / use roTI ke do Tukar3oM ke lie kalaMkita na kiyA jAnA cAhiye / peTa ke lie sAdhu mata bano / peTa ke lie zrama kiyA jAnA cAhie / mAMgane se lajAnA bhalA / jaba sAMsArikatA ke bhaure kI koI bhI bhinabhinAhaTa kAnoM ko na sunAI de, taba hI saMnyAsa-ke-dvAra para kadama rakhanA behatara hai / maiM nahIM cAhatA ki hama na ghara ke raheM, na ghATa ke / saMsAra meM rahakara hama saMsArI kahalAe~ge, lekina saMnyAsa meM yadi saMsAra kI padacApa sunane meM rasa leMge aura usake bAda bhI saMnyAsI bane raheMge, to na to hama pUrI taraha saMsArI ho pAye aura na hI saMnyAsI / __saMnyAsa to caitanya-krAnti hai / yaha koI aisI cIja nahIM hai ki kisI ke upadeza se maraghaTI vairAgya jaga gayA aura vyakti jholI-DaMDA lekara nikala par3e / na roTI ke lobha se liyA gayA saMnyAsa 'saMnyAsa' hai aura na hI kisI kI A~khoM kI zarma se / saMnyAsa to bodha-kI-krAnti hai, AdhyAtmika hone kA prayAsa hai, caitanya ko AhvAna hai, apane-Apa meM honA hai aura apane atirikta jo bhI hai, jitane bhI haiM, use khonA hai / For Personal & Private Use Only

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120 caleM, mana-ke-pAra saMnyAsa-ke-dvAra para kadama rakhane se pahale itanA to bodha ho hI jAnA cAhiye, jisase vyakti apanI tRSNA ko samajha sake, mUrchA se A~kha khola sake / ThIka hai, saMnyAsa 'caraiveti-caraiveti' kA AcaraNa hai, para calegA vahI jo sone se dhApa gayA, jagakara uTha baiThA hai / saMnyAsa dene ke bAda kisI kI mUrchA tur3avAne kA prayAsa bar3A khataranAka hai / __ bhagavAna buddha ke choTe bhAI kA nAma thA nanda / vivAha donoM ne kiyA / nanda kA mana to saundarya-premI thA, kintu siddhArtha ne mokSa-mArga meM apanA mana lagAyA / eka dina rAta ke samaya apanI patnI ko soye hue chor3akara siddhArtha vana meM calA gayA / siddhArtha kI yaha cUka bhI rahI aura karuNA bhI / siddhArtha ne tapasyA kI aura bodhi-lAbha prApta kiyA / siddhArtha dharma kA upadeza dene ke lie gaye, kintu unakA upadeza sunane ke lie nanda na AyA / vaha mahala meM apanI patnI ke sAtha vihAra kara rahA thA / eka bAra nanda premavaza patnI-kA-zRMgAra karane lagA / usI samaya siddhArtha bhikSA ke lie usake ghara Aye / nanda kA dhyAna usa ora na gayA aura siddhArtha bhikSA pAye binA hI lauTa gaye / eka paricArikA ne siddhArtha ke vApasa lauTane kI sUcanA nanda ko dI / nanda ne apanI patnI se kahA ki maiM guru ko praNAma karane ke lie jA rahA hU~ / patnI ke zarIra para Alepana kiyA huA thA / usane pyAra se kahA ki Apa jAyeM, magara merA yaha gIlA Alepana sUkhe, usase pahale hI lauTa AyeM / praNAma karate vakta siddhArtha ne nanda ko apanA bhikSA-pAtra thamA diyA / nanda ne bhikSA-pAtra pakar3a to liyA, vaha zarma ke mAre unake sAtha bhI cala par3A, lekina raha-rahakara apanI patnI aura usake nivedana kI yAda Ane lagI / siddhArtha ne use upadeza diyA aura use bhikSu banA DAlA / nanda saMkocavaza manA na kara sakA / nanda kA mana bhItara se ro rahA thA / Akhira isane sAhasa karake aisA karane se manA kara diyA, para siddhArtha ne A~kha dikhAte hue kucha kaThora bhASA meM kahA, 'maiM tumhArA bar3A bhAI hU~ / maiMne pravrajyA le lI aura tuma abhI bhI saMsAra meM ho / ' nanda ghabarAyA / vaha kucha na bola pAyA / vaha chaTapaTA rahA thA, kintu usakA muMDana kara diyA gayA, bhikSu ke kASAya-vastra pahanA diye gaye / For Personal & Private Use Only

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caitanya-bodha : saMsAra se punarvApasI 121 nanda buddha ke vihAra-kSetra meM rahA, unake sAtha rahA, para use zAnti na milI / vaha vilApa karane lagA- jo apanI rotI huI patnI ko chor3akara bhI tapa kara sakatA hai, vaha kaThora hai / maiM to, eka ora patnI kA rAga aura dUsarI ora buddha kI lajjA- do pAToM ke bIca meM pisA jA rahA hU~ | calate samaya merI patnI ne A~khoM meM A~sU bharakara kahA thA- Alepana sUkhane se pahale vApasa cale AnA / maiM patnI ke usa bhAvavihvala vacanoM ko Aja bhI nahIM bhUla pAyA / nanda ne bhikSu ko dekhakara kahA- ye jo caTTAna para Asana jamAye hue bhikSu dhyAna meM baiThe haiM, kyA inake mana meM kAma nahIM hai ? kAma to naisargika hai / jaba devatA aura RSi-muni bhI kAma ke bANa se ghAyala hue haiM, phira maiM to sAmAnya iMsAna hU~ / maiM ghara lauTa jAU~gA / jisakA mana caMcala hai, vaha siddha kaise bana sakatA hai ? usameM jyoti kahA~ ! yadyapi nanda ne Akhira bheda-vijJAna AtmasAt kara liyA thA, siddhArtha kI bhI isameM bhUmikA rahI hogI, kintu jIvana kA madhyAhna vaha jisa DhaMga se ghuTa-ghuTa kara jiyA, use na to pravrajyA kahA jA sakatA hai aura na saMnyAsa / saMnyAsa ke bAda bodha-rUpAntaraNa kA krama nahIM hai, varana saMnyAsa ho bodha-pUrvaka / A~khoM kI zarma se kisI ko saMnyAsI bane rahane ke lie majabUra rakhanA bodhapUrvaka pahala nahIM kahI jA sakatI / loga to jAke samundara ko jalA Aye haiM maiM jise phUMka kara AyA, vo merA ghara nikalA / koI kucha bhI kare, para tuma apane kadama tabhI bar3hAnA jaba saMnyAsa hRdaya kI dhar3akana bana jAye, jInA bhI saMnyAsa bana jAye / saMnyAsa koI svayaM ko kaSTa denA nahIM hai / saMnyAsa to svayaM kA bodha pAnA hai / Atma-bodha se bar3hakara koI bhI tapa nahIM hai / bodha hI kAphI hai bheda-vijJAna kA / jar3a to jar3a banA rahegA, cetana cetana meM samA gayA- yahI usakI punarvApasI hai aura yahI usakA pratikramaNa / 000 For Personal & Private Use Only

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saMbodhi kA kAraNa jindagI meM jindagI se bar3hakara koI mUlyavAna cIja nahIM hai / jIvana kI sArI virATatA ke guNa jindagI se hI jur3e haiM | atIta ho yA bhaviSya, hamAre jIvana se hI jur3e hue haiM / naraka se svarga taka ke sAre tAne-bAne jindagI se hI saTe haiM / jIvana kA artha- janma se mRtyu ke bIca kA vistAra hI nahIM hai, balki jIvana vaha hai jo mRtyu ke pAra bhI jIvita hai / mRtyu kA kisI bhI deharI se svAgata ho, vaha cAhe jisa rUpa meM hamAre sAmane Ae, jIvana kA sambandha to janma se pahale bhI thA aura mRtyu ke bAda bhI rahegA / 'jIvana' kI kabhI mRtyu nahIM hotI / mRtyu to rUpa aura cole kI hotI hai / vaha to parivartana kI dAstAna hai / koI sAdhaka zikhara taka kI yAtrA kara le, siddhatva kI bhI yAtrA karale taba bhI jIvana to siddhatva ke zikhara para hI rahatA hai / siddhi pAne kA artha kevala itanA hI hai / mukti pAne kA artha yahI hai ki jindagI janma aura mRtyu kI dhUpa-chA~ha se mukta ho gaI / dhUpa-chA~ha ke khela se, durgandha aura sugandha ke vAtAvaraNa ke bIca se vyakti ko jahA~ mukti mila jAtI hai, vahIM vyakti kI jindagI meM usa 'jindagI' kA nivAsa ho jAtA hai jise martya ke pAre amartya/amRta kA vihAra kaheMge / vahA~ kevala pApa hI nahIM, puNya se bhI mukti mila jAtI hai / vahA~ jindagI ke madhurima gIta hameM sunAI dene lagate haiN| jIvana kI sAdhanA aura sAdhu-karma yahI hai ki AdamI puNyAtIta ho jAe | jo dharma hameM pApa se hI nahIM, puNya se bhI bAhara le jAe, vahI hamAre lie sAdhaka aura siddhi kA karma hai | jIvana meM jo choTI-choTI ghaTanAe~ ghaTatI haiM, unase bhI asIma ke saMketa pA lenA vyakti kI sabase bar3I buddhimAnI hai | buddhimattA kI pahacAna bhI yahI hai ki jo kSudra meM bhI virATa kI chAMha dekha le | For Personal & Private Use Only

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saMbodhi kA kAraNa 123 jIvana to choTI-choTI ghaTanAoM se hI paravAna car3hatA hai / jIvana kI prayogazAlA meM hone vAle AviSkAra; pAe jAne vAle anubhava hI to jindagI ke pATha haiM, upalabdhi haiM / upalabdhi to tabhI bana pAtI hai, jaba hama jIvana meM pAe jAne vAle anubhava baToreM / unheM gUMtheM, unakI mAlA banAe~ / anubhava to hara AdamI baToratA hai, kintu anubhava pAne ke bAda bhI usa AdamI ke anubhava bikhare hI rahate haiM, jo unakI mAlA nahIM banA pAtA / aise AdamI se usake jIvana kA nicor3a pUcho, to vaha ekAeka uttara nahIM de pAegA / AdamI kI umra cAhe paccIsa ho yA pacAsa / yahA~ umra kA to mahattva hI nahIM hai / anubhava kA nicor3a kyA hai ? isakA javAba dene meM bahuta samaya laga jAyegA use / anubhava to sabhI baTorate haiM / buddhimAna to vaha hai jo anubhavoM ko kisI sUtra meM piroe / anubhava phUloM kI taraha hote haiM / bagIce meM Apa gae / vibhinna taraha ke phUla haiM / ina phUloM ko ekatra kara liyA to mAlA bana gaI / jindagI ke bagIce meM bhI hajAroM taraha ke phUla khilate haiM / inheM ekatra nahIM karoge, to par3e-par3e sUkha jAe~ge / anubhavoM kA sampAdana aura samIkaraNa vAstava meM bikhare phUloM kA hAra banAnA hai / AdamI ke anubhava 'sambodhi kA kAraNa' isaliye nahIM bana pAte, kyoMki AdamI eka dizA meM una anubhavoM ko jagA nahIM pAtA / kisI eka dhAge meM unheM piroyA nahIM / isaliye ve anubhava khAlI hI rahe / unakA upayoga nahIM ho pAyA / / AdamI tIna taraha ke hote haiM / pahale to ve jo anubhava to karate haiM, magara na to una anubhavoM se kucha sIkhate haiM aura na hI anubhava baTorate haiM / aise loga anubhava pAne ke bAda bhI kore hI raha jAte haiM / buddhi to sabake pAsa hotI hai, magara virale hI hote haiM, jo usakA upayoga karate haiM / vyakti eka to vaha hai jo buddhimAna hai / dUsarA vaha- jisake pAsa buddhi to hai, magara vaha usakA upayoga nahIM karatA / / maiM rojAnA subaha dekhatA hU~ 'cauka' (jodhapura) meM, eka AdamI roja subaha do ghaNTe taka bhASaNa detA hai / vaha prophesara aura paNDita se bhI For Personal & Private Use Only

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124 caleM, mana-ke-pAra acchA bhASaNa detA hai, magara usakA koI matalaba nahIM hai / kyoMki use patA hI nahIM hai ki vaha kyA bola rahA hai / buddhi kA prayoga to pAgala bhI karatA hai magara usakA sahI upayoga tabhI kahalAegA jaba buddhi sahI mArga para calegI / isa mAyane meM to hama saba buddha hI kahalAe~ge, kyoMki buddhi kA upayoga kiyA, anubhava bhI khUba baTore magara Aja hamase koI yadi jIvana kA upasaMhAra pUcha le to hama bagaleM jhAMkane lageMge / ___ jIvana meM choTI-choTI ghaTanAeM to khUba ghaTatI haiM, para Atma-sambuddha vahI hai jo choTI-choTI ghaTanAoM se bhI virATa tattva ke Atma-sUtra pA letA hai / jarA kalpanA kareM- jina-jina sAdhakoM ko bodha kI prApti sambodhi kI anubhUti huI ve kaise rahe hoMge ? jo kAma koI buddha-puruSa na kara sakA hogA, vahI kAma jIvana meM ghaTane vAlI choTI-sI ghaTanA kara jAtI hai / yahI to jIvana kI vizeSatA hai / jIvana ke cAroM tarapha satya bikhare par3e haiM / veda likhe hue haiM / jIvana ko samajhane ke lie kisI veda yA upaniSad ko par3hane kI . bajAya kevala ThIka-ThIka dekhane kI Adata DAla leM / jIvana meM ghaTane vAlI ghaTanAoM ko samajhane kI Adata jarUrI hai / jise mahAvIra samyak dRSTi kahate haiM, buddha samyak smRti kahate haiM, vahI to maulika cIja hai / ThIka-ThIka dekhane kI Adata bana jAe to sAgara ke pAsa jAne kI jarUrata hI nahIM hai / hara bUMda meM sAgara ke darzana hoMge / jIvana meM hone vAlI ghaTanAoM se, jIvana meM pAe jAne vAle anubhavoM se vaha vyakti bUMda meM bhI apane pAsa sAgara pAegA / apane cAroM ora veda likhA huA pAegA / vaha vyakti satya ke phUloM ko apane cAroM ora bikharA huA pAegA / satya kI sAdhanA ke lie, jIvana kI mukti ke lie kahIM jAne kI jarUrata nahIM hai / kahIM jAkara padmAsana lagAne kI bhI jarUrata nahIM hai / sAMsoM ko rokakara tapasyA karane kI bhI jarUrata nahIM hai / samAdhi kA matalaba yaha kabhI nahIM hai ki kahIM para jAkara pA~ca-pA~ca ghaNTe A~kha banda karake baiTha jAe~ / sAIberiyA meM sapheda bhAlU hote haiM / ve duniyA meM Azcarya gine jAte For Personal & Private Use Only

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saMbodhi kA kAraNa 125 haiM / jaba barpha par3atI hai, to ve bhAlU jamIna ke nIce cale jAte haiM / unake cAroM tarapha barpha-hI-barpha DhaMka jAtI hai / ve bhAlU chaH-cha: mahIne apanI sA~seM roke rakhate haiM / pazuoM meM yaha sarvAdhika gahana prANAyAma hai, gahana samAdhi hai / lekina maiM ise samAdhi nahIM kahU~gA, kyoMki chaH mAha taka sA~seM rokanA hI samAdhi hai, to ve bhAlU sabase bar3e samAdhistha siddha kahalAe~ge / - Apane dekhA hogA tAlAba meM jaba pAnI kama ho jAtA hai to meMDhaka apane biloM meM cale jAte haiM aura jaba taka bAriza nahIM hotI, na to sA~sa lete haiM na hI bhojana karate haiM / eka dubakI huI cetanA lie jamIna meM dabe par3e rahate haiN| jaise hI varSA hotI hai, unakI Tarra-Tarra sunAI dene lagatI hai| ve cAra mahIne jamIna meM dabe rahe, magara vaha samAdhi nahIM hai / samAdhi kA artha hai Apa hozapUrvaka apane zarIra ke kendra meM virAjamAna ho jAo / yaha mata samajhanA ki samAdhi Ane se koI devatA Apake pAsa Ae~ge / ApakI AratI utAreMge / samAdhi kA artha hai Apa kitane hoza meM haiM kitane bhItara virAjamAna haiM / kevala bAharI AvaraNa ko raMganA samAdhi nahIM hai / asalI samAdhi to taba hogI jaba apane mana ko raMga loge / 'mana na raMgA, raMgA re jogI kapar3A' agara bhItara se raMga cuke ho to 'bAhara' gauNa ho jAtA hai / asalI cIja to bhItara se raMganA hai / AdamI bhItara se tabhI raMga pAtA hai jaba vaha jIvana meM ghaTane vAle choTe-choTe anubhavoM se kucha sIkhatA aura samajhatA calA jAe / eka sAdhaka hue haiM- 'cvAna sUM' / eka bAra apane ziSyoM ke sAtha cvAna sUM kahIM jA rahe the / rAste meM zmazAna par3A / cvAna sU ko Thokara lagI / nIce jhuka kara dekhA to vaha kisI kI khopar3I thI / unhoMne khopar3I ko dekhA aura muskarA die / unhoMne jhukakara khopar3I ko uThAyA, use cUmA aura ravAnA ho ge| unake ziSya hairAna ! gurujI ko yaha kyA ho gayA / maraghaTa meM par3I haDDI kyoM uThAI / eka ziSya ne himmata kI / pUchA, yaha kyA mAjarA hai, Apane khopar3I ko praNAma kiyA ? cvAna sUM ne pahale to muskurAyA, phira bolane lage, jaba mujhe Thokara For Personal & Private Use Only

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126 caleM, mana-ke-pAra lagI to tatkAla isa khopar3I para najara par3I aura mere antarmana meM jhaMkAra huI / mujhe vicAra AyA ki 'cvAna sUM ! terI khopar3I kI bhI yahI hAlata hone vAlI hai' / yaha khopar3I bhI kisI sAdhAraNa AdamI kI hotI to aura bAta thI, magara yaha khopar3I isa deza ke samrATa kI hai / jaba eka samrATa kI khopar3I ko Ama AdamI Thokara mAra sakatA hai, to jarA soco apanI svayaM kI khopar3I kA kyA hasra hogA / maiMne isalie ise praNAma kiyA ki 'cvAna suM ! terI bhI hAlata yahI hone vAlI hai' isa khopar3I ne mujhe yaha ahasAsa karAyA hai / ___ kahate haiM cvAna sUM ne usa khopar3I ko usa dina ke bAda hamezA apane pAsa rakhA / loga pUchate to ve kahate- 'yaha khopar3I merI guru hai / ' isa khopar3I ko dekhatA hU~ to mujhe yaha bodha hotA hai ki merI hAlata bhI eka dina aisI hone vAlI hai / isane mujhe preraNA dI hai / isalie yaha merI yaha ghaTanA to kevala pratIka hai / asala meM maiM kahanA yaha cAhatA hU~ ki jIvana meM jo kucha ghaTatA hai, AdamI usase sIkhe / AdamI apane hI nahIM, dUsaroM ke anubhava se bhI sIkhe / eka AdamI to vaha hotA hai jo apane anubhava bekAra jAne detA hai / dUsarA aisA hai jo unheM baToratA hai / usakI mAlA banAtA hai / tIsarA, vaha jo buddhi se kAma karatA hai / maiM aise AdamI ko prajJAvAna mAnatA hU~, jo buddhi se bhI pAra calatA hai / asala meM phUloM ko baToranA jarUrI hai / usakI mAlA banAnI hai / phUla to murajhAne vAle haiM / prajJAvAna to vaha hai jo murajhAne se pahale unakI mAlA banA letA hai / phUla murajhAne se pahale hI vaha sAra-tattva ko pA letA hai / phUloM kA sAra to itra hai / jisane itra baTora liyA, usane jJAna pA liyA / jisane kevala phUla hI baTore, vaha andhere meM hI rahA / usane sAra to chor3a hI diyA / anubhava baToranA hI kAphI nahIM hai, sAra tattva bhI baToranA hai / jisane sAra pA liyA, usane jIvana kA vAstavika mUlya AtmasAt kara liyA / duniyA bhara kA svAdhyAya-adhyayana karane ke bAda, pANDitya pAne ke bAda bhI lagatA hai ki jIvana meM maulikatA yahI hai ki AdamI apane cAroM tarapha bikhare satyoM ko bhI samajhe / bhagavAna to pukAreMge / raNabherI to For Personal & Private Use Only

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saMbodhi kA kAraNa 127 baja uThegI, magara usa raNabherI ko vahI samajha sakegA, jo sAra tattva ko pAne kI, guNa- grAhakatA kI haisiyata rakhatA hogA / 'vajrajrekha' ke bAre meM prasiddha hai ki vaha kAphI balavAna hAthI thA / sau vIra yoddhA bhI usake Age nahIM Tika sakate the / vaha kauzala nareza kA hAthI thA / aneka yuddhoM meM usane kauzala dikhAyA thA / eka sImA ke bAda to sabhI bUr3he hote haiM / kisI bUr3he vyakti ko lAThI kA sahArA lekara calate dekhakara usa para ha~sanA mata / kisI kI arthI dekhakara dayA mata khAnA / apane bhItara jAganA hai / zAma Dhala gaI hai / nIMda pUrI ho gaI hai / eka dina to aisA bhI AegA, jaba jIvana ke cAroM ora andhakAra chA jAegA / jise Apa mauta kahate haiM / vaha yahI andhakAra hai / yaha andhakAra roja-ba-roja AtA hai aura eka dina AdamI mahAandhakAra meM DUba jAtA hai / vaha hAthI bhI aba bUr3hA ho calA thA / usakI hAlata dekhakara hara AdamI socane lagA ki aba yaha bUr3hA ho gayA hai| usa hAthI ke prati saba logoM ke mana meM sammAna thA / vaha hAthI bhI bar3A jIvaTa vAlA thA / eka dina vajrarekha ghUmate-ghUmate zahara ke bAhara eka tAlAba ke kinAre pahu~ca gayA / tAlAba meM pAnI kAphI kama ho gayA thA aura daladala - sA bana gayA thA / bur3hApe ke kAraNa hAthI kI A~kheM bhI kamajora ho cukI thIM / usane pAnI pIne ke lie kadama Age bar3hAe to daladala meM phaMsa gayA / aba vaha daladala se nikalane kA jitanA prayAsa karatA, utanA hI aura andara dhaMsatA jAtA / loga ekatra hone lage / use bAhara nikAlane ke kaI prayAsa kiye gaye, magara saphalatA nahIM milI / kauzala - nareza bhI vahA~ pahu~ca gaye aura bharI A~khoM se hAthI ko maratA dekhane lage / usa balavAna hAthI kA aisA anta unheM acchA nahIM laga rahA thA / ekAeka unheM apane purAne mahAvata kI yAda AI / zAyada vaha koI rAstA sujhA de / mahAvata AyA / hAthI ko dekha muskurAyA, bolA- 'Apa loga isa hAthI ko nahIM jAnate' / usane tatkAla Adeza diyA ki raNabherI bajAI jAe / idhara raNabherI bajI, udhara hAthI ke bejAna zarIra meM halacala macI / hAthI ne apanI sArI zakti ekatra kI aura daladala se bAhara nikala AyA / For Personal & Private Use Only

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128 caleM, mana-ke-pAra mahAvIra ise sambodhi kahate haiM / buddha smRti kahate haiM / yahA~ smRti hI Atma-smRti bana jAtI hai / raNabherI satsaMga kA kAma kara jAtI hai / jahA~ sambodhi, vahIM anubhava kA sAra mila gayA samajho / Atma-smaraNa kI raNabherI bajate hI satsaMga kI raNabherI bhI bajane lagatI hai / vyakti apane Apako pahacAna letA hai / eka raNabherI kI AvAja sunakara hAthI bAhara nikala AyA thA / raNabherI to bajA rahA hU~ / magara tuma abhI taka sahI yoddhA hI nahIM bana pAe ho / isalie tuma raNabherI nahIM samajha pAoge, tuma bhagavAna ko kaise pAoge / jo AdamI bhagavAna ko pAne ke bAda bhI usakI bhagavattA kA anubhava nahIM karatA, vaha rasa se achUtA hai / apane Apako sambhAlo / koI kitanA bhI balavAna ho usakA antima natIjA to yahI hone vAlA hai / isalie smRti ko jIvita karo / raNabherI baja rahI hai, satsaMga kI raNabherI / use samajhane kI ceSTA karo / apane Apako pUcho maiM kauna hU~ ? kahA~ se AyA hU~, merA kyA hogA ? jIvana kA mUla uddezya kyA hai ? ye prazna kabhI ekAnta meM apane Apase pUcho / jIvana kA anubhava kyA baTorA ? sAra kyA hai ? paidA hue vaise hI mara gaye, to duniyA meM Ane kA aucitya kyA rahA ? jindagI saritA hai / bahatI jA rahI hai / bahate-bahate sAgara meM mila jAegI / vilIna hone se pUrva apane Apako pahacAna lo / merA svarUpa kyA thA ? kahA~ se AyA ? mujhe kisase sambandha rakhanA hai ? kisase pratikAra karanA hai ? - ye kore prazna nahIM haiM, svayaM ke prati jijJAsA hai / apane Apase yaha pUchanA ki 'maiM kauna hU~' mana kA adhyAtma-meM-vilaya hai / maiM kauna hU~, maiM kauna hU~, maiM kauna hU~- apane Apa se hI yaha pUchatAcha karanI hai / maiM kauna hU~ isakA uttara koI guru na de pAegA / 'maiM' hI batA pAtA hai 'maiM' kA uttara / isa prazna ko, isa jijJAsA ko apanA mantra banA lo aura mantra ko apane antaraMga meM gahare taka utarane do / aisA nahIM ki eka sau ATha bAra gunA/japA ki mAlAoM kI dasa-bIsa kI ginatI meM laga gaye / aura mantra to zAbdika hote haiM, parantu yaha mantra to jJAnaparaka hai / eka For Personal & Private Use Only

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saMbodhi kA kAraNa 126 gahare bodha meM utaranA hai / zUnya avatarita hogA aura jIvana ke antara - jharokhoM se samAdhAna kI kiraNa phUTegI, jisake prakAza meM jAneMge 'maiM' ko, apane-Apako, astitva-kI- asmitA ko / jo maiM ko jAnane meM lagA hai, vaha para kA viyogI hai / apane Apako chor3akara zeSa sAre usake lie parAye ho jAte haiM / guru, grantha, mUrti aura dharma bhI / yahAM taka ki apanI deha use apane se alaga mahasUsa hone laga jAtI hai| jIvana ke dharAtala para koI anukUla ho yA pratikUla, sAdhaka zoka-rahita aura jyotirmaya pravRttiyoM meM hI ruci letA hai / usake jIvana-dvAra para dastaka sabhI taraha kI hotI hai, magara apane antara- gRha meM vaha unhIM ko praviSTa hone detA hai, jinase usakI nirliptatA aura jyotirmayatA ko khatarA na pahu~ce, varan aura sahayoga / bar3hAvA mile / paMtajali kahate haiM- 'vizokA vA jyotiSmatI'- mana ko sthita karane ke lie yaha bhI eka rAjamArga hai ki vyakti zoka-rahita aura prakAzamaya pravRttiyoM meM lagA rahe aura unhIM kA anubhava kare / yaha anubhUti mana ko sthira aura nirmala karegI / maiM kauna hU~- yaha jijJAsA prakAzamaya pravRtti kI prAthamika pahala hai / mUla bAta to yahI hai ki apane Apa meM DUbo / yaha soco ki jIvana kA mUla srota kyA hai ? isI se samyak dRSTi paidA hogI / samyak darzana paidA karane kA aura koI upAya nahIM hai / ika sAdhe saba sadhe / For Personal & Private Use Only 000

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caraiveti-caraiveti cetanA ke kaI caraNa haiM / kucha aise, jo so rahe haiM / kucha aise haiM, jo jage haiM / kucha uTha baiThe haiM / kucha aise haiM, jo cala par3e haiM / jo so rahA hai, vaha kali hai / nidrA se uTha baiThane vAlA dvApara hai / uTha kara khar3A ho jAne vAlA tretA hai, lekina jo cala par3atA hai, vaha kRta hai, sat hai, svarNa-puruSa hai / caraiveti-caraiveti- isalie calate raho, nirantara sakriya raho / kaliH zayAnobhavati, saMjihAnastu dvAparaH / uttiSThanetA bhavati, kRtaM saMpadyate caran / jo so rahA hai, vaha kali hai / sone kA artha hai mUrchA meM par3e rahanA / kali kA sambandha bure samaya se nahIM hai, mUrchita mAnasikatA se hai / kaliyuga Aja bhI hai, hajAroM varSa pUrva bhI thA / manuSya ke mana para jaba taka mUrchA kA koharA chAyA rahegA, taba taka vaha kali hI rahegA, kaliyuga meM hI jItA rahegA | atIta ke itihAsa meM abhI taka aisA maukA nahIM AyA, jaba sabake lie kaliyuga ho yA sabake lie satayuga / kaliyuga aba bhI hai, taba bhI thA / satayuga- taba bhI thA, aba bhI hai / vizva ke globa para raMga karane kI darakAra hai, para vaha kabhI raMgA huA thA, phira raMga ur3a gayA, isalie nahIM / raMga kabhI pUrA huA hI nahIM, to usake ur3ane, ghisane yA purAnA par3ane kA savAla hI kahA~ AtA hai / samaya ke hara dharAtala para kali aura svarNa hote rahe haiM / jo mUrchA-mukta hue, jAge, bar3he, caitanya kendrita hue, ve svarNa-puruSa hue / mUrchA aura muktidonoM kI sambhAvanA sadA-sadaiva rahI hai aura rahegI bhI | RSabha, ziva aura manu For Personal & Private Use Only

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caraiveti-caraiveti 131 ke samaya bhI loga mUrchA meM auMdhe soye par3e the / mahAvIra va buddha ke samaya meM bhI sAre logoM kI mUrchA nahIM TUTI thI / mUrchA to Aja bhI hai / mUrchA TUTanA hI caitanya-jagata-ke-dvAroM-kA-udghATana hai | kali aura kRta- ye vAstava meM samaya ke caraNa nahIM haiM / ye caraNa to cetanA ke haiN| jinhoMne apane samaya ko tretA aura sat kahA, unhoMne koI galata nahIM kahA / kyoMki unake lie to ve svayaM kRta the, to unakA yuga unake lie kRta-yuga hI hogaa| yaha AdhAra to jIvana-dRSTi ke mUlyAMkana para hai| yaha deza bhI kabhI sone-kI-cir3iyA, ratnoM-kI-khAna kahalAyA karatA thA / patA nahIM vaha sone kI cir3iyA kaba rahA ! jisa deza meM naramegha-yajJa hote the, striyoM ko bAjAra-kI-caukhaTa para sare-Ama becA jAtA thA, garIboM ko gulAma bane rahane para majabUra honA par3atA thA, vahA~ svarNa-yuga AyA hI kaba ? yuga kA Adarza to aba AegA / dekha nahIM rahe ho yuddha ke khilApha bolate logoM ko, mRtyu-daNDa ke virodha meM ubharate svaroM ko / aba to gulAmoM ko bhI svatantratA ke dina dekhane ko mila rahe haiM / nArI-kalyANa varSa manAe jA rahe haiM / para taba ? jahA~ daridratA aura gulAmI carama sImA para ho, vahAM apane Apako sone-kI-cir3iyA kahanA mAtra apane khUna risate ghAvoM ko mATI se r3hakanA hai| acche-bure, soye-jAge loga to samaya ke hara dharAtala para hote rahate haiM / yadi tuma bhI apanI nIMda ko jhAr3a do, A~kha khola lo, to tuma bhI kali se dvApara bana jAoge / uTha baiTho to tretA aura cala par3o to svarNa/kRta / amRta-puruSa vaha hai, jo pahu~ca cukA hai| kahate haiM zrIkRSNa ne kali-damana kiyA / kali vAstava meM pratIka hai nidrA kA / patA nahIM kitane loga kali kI pU~cha kI capeTa meM A jAte haiM / kintu ve loga amRta-puruSa kahalAte haiM, jo usakI pUMcha se usake nathUnoM ko bIMdha DAlate haiM / jo kali kI pU~cha ke nIce dabe par3e haiM, ve mUrchA meM adhamare par3e haiM, aura ve dabe par3e haiM kali ke bhAra se / jo mUrchA se jagakara caitanya-jIvana kI ora cala par3e haiM, ve kali ke zISa para haiM, kali unake pA~va tale / aise puruSa satayuga meM jIte haiM aura mahA-mAnava kI saMjJA pAkara amRta-puruSa ho jAte haiM / jaise kRSNa kali ko bIdhaMkara usake sira para nRtya karate haiM, aisA hI jIvana meM Ananda-utsava hotA hai / jo 'caraiveti-caraiveti' ko tahedila se svIkAra kara letA hai, vahI svarNima For Personal & Private Use Only

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caleM, mana-ke-pAra 132 savere kA sAkSAtkAra karatA hai / apanI khoja jArI rakho / pahAr3oM ke pAra bhI pahAr3a sambhAvita hai | maMjila gaMtavyapUrNa yAtrA hai / Akhira usa bindu taka pahu~ca jAoge, jo jIvana kA mUla saMcAra kendra hai / Ama-AdamI ausatana mUrcchita hai / murcchA jitanI pragAr3ha hogI, dharma kA mAdhurya utanA hI phIkA lagegA, jitanA bukhAra meM mIThA / ve loga mUrcchita haiM, jo nahIM jAnate ki ve kauna haiM, kyoM haiM, kisalie haiM ? kahA~ se Aye haiM, kahA~ jA rahe haiM, unakA svabhAva kyA hai ? jinheM yaha saba jAnane ke lie abhIpsA nahIM hai, ve mUrcchita haiM / svayaM ke bAre meM kauna jAnanA cAhatA hai ? logoM ne jJAna kA sambandha to dUsaroM ke sAtha jor3a rakhA hai / hara vyakti dUsaroM ko jAnanA cAhatA hai / bhale hI koI santuSTa ho jAye ki maiMne amuka-amuka ko jAna liyA hai, usakA jJAna dizAbhUlA hai / mukhauToM ko pahacAnane meM hI jaba muzkila ho rahI hai, to jIvana kA antaHsthala jAnanA to bahuta dUra kI bAta hai / karIba do hajAra varSa purAnI eka bahumUlya pustaka hai ' AyAro' / yaha zAstroM kA - zAstra hai / isakI zuruAta hI mUrcchA-bodha aura jAgaraNa- sandeza se huI hai / mUrcchita usI ko batAyA gayA hai, jo nahIM jAnatA ki maiM kahA~ se AyA hU~, mujhe kahA~ jAnA hai, merA svabhAva, merA jIvana-srota kyA hai ! apane prayatnoM se yA kisI sadguru ke satat samparka se yaha mUrcchA tor3I jA sakatI hai / mUrcchA kA TUTanA hI jAganA hai / dhyAna mUrcchA se apanI A~kha kholane ke lie hai / kisI sadguru ke prayAsa se yA jIvana meM lagane vAle kisI AghAta se mUrcchA TUTa jAye, to alaga bAta hai, kintu apane prayAsoM se mUrcchA ko tor3ane ke lie dhyAna sabase behatarIna kAragara upAya hai / tuma mUrchita ho yA jAgRta, isa cintA ko chor3a do / sirpha dhyAna meM DUbo / dhyAna mUrcchA se jAgaraNa kI krAnti hai / dhyAna meM gotAkhorI karane vAlA hI mUrcchA ko samajhatA hai / mUrcchA ke calate hI to manuSya ne apanI khopar3I ko kUr3AdAna banA rakhA hai / mastiSka kacarA ekatra karane kI peTI nahIM hai / vaha buddhi aura jJAna kA AdhAra hai / sat aura asat, martya aura amartya ke bIca bheda samajhane ke lie hai yaha / patha aura vipatha kA nirNaya isI ke jariye hotA For Personal & Private Use Only

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caraiveti-careveti 133 hai, tAki jIvana meM 'kabhI patajhar3a aura kabhI basanta' kI bajAya sadAbahAra Rtu banI rahe / dhyAna Aga hai, khopar3I meM bhare kacare ko rAkha karane ke lie | manuSya mUrchita isaliye banA rahatA hai, kyoMki use lagatA hai ki usakI tRSNA una logoM se paritRpta ho rahI hai, jinako usane apanA mAna rakhA hai / vaha mUrchita sirpha una logoM ke prati hI nahIM hai / vaha una binduoM para bhI mUrchita hai, jo kabhI ho cuke; unake prati bhI jo kabhI hoMge / jo 'thA' meM jItA hai, jo 'nahIM hai' meM jiegA, vaha rItA hI maregA / atIta 'thA', bhaviSya 'hogA' / jo ho cukA, vaha abhI nahIM hai; aura jo hogA, vaha bhI abhI nahIM hai aura loga pisa rahe haiM, bIte-anabIte ke do pAToM-ke-bIca meM / atIta kI smRti satAye jA rahI hai, to bhaviSya kI vAsanA/kalpanA Akula-vyAkula kara rahI hai / manuSya apane hI hAthoM se apane adhikAroM kA atikramaNa kara rahA hai / atIta bhI sapanA hai aura bhaviSya bhI sapanA hai / eka vaha sapanA hai, jise kabhI dekhA aura dUsarA vaha sapanA hai, jo abhI taka AyA nahIM hai / jo ina donoM sthitiyoM se A~kha haTA letA hai, vaha tretA-puruSa hai / yaha jAgaraNa hai / jAgaraNa kA AdhyAtmika nAma saMnyAsa hai, munitva kA Ayojana hai / para manuSya hai aisA, jo nakalI svarNa-mRga ke pIche jIvana kI saccAI ko kho rahA hai / mRga sUrya-kiraNa ko jala kA srota samajhakara daur3e to bAta samajha meM AtI hai / mRga becArA abodha prANI hai, kintu mRga se bhI jyAdA abodha to dopAyA manuSya hai, jo use svarNa-mRga mAnakara usake pIche apanA tIra-kamAna lekara nikalA hai / jo hai hI nahIM, usake pIche kyA laganA ! jo hai, usake lie apane puruSArtha kA upayoga karo / jo hai, vaha 'hai' meM hai, svayaM meM hai / kastUrI kuNDala basai- svayaM ke hI nAbhi-kendra meM samAyI huI hai vaha kastUrI, jisake calate saurabha tumheM nimaMtraNa de rahI hai 1 manuSya hai aisA, jo apane vyaktitva kA upayoga 'abhI' ke lie nahIM kara rahA hai / vaha apanI icchA-zakti ko bacAye rakhanA cAhatA hai- kabhI aura ke lie, kisI aura ke lie, kahIM aura ke lie / eka sarda mausama aura Age Ane vAlA hai, Aga apane sIne meM kucha dabI bhI rahane do / For Personal & Private Use Only

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134 caleM, mana-ke-pAra zakti udyama ke lie hai / 'udyamo bhairavaH'- 'udyama' hI bhairava hai / bhairava pratIka hai brahma kA, caitanya-krAnti kA / udyama U~cA yama hai / udyama ho mUrchA-ke-kArAgRha se bAhara nikalane kA / udyama ho zraddhA, sAmarthya, smRti aura samAdhi prajJA kA / udyama jitanA tIvratama/pavitratama hogA, siddhi utanI hI karIba hotI jAegI / udyama koI cullU bhara pAnI meM DUbanA nahIM hai / samagratA se kiyA jAne vAlA AdhyAtmika prayAsa hI udyama hai / vega jitanA tIvra hogA, gaMgA gaMgAsAgara-kI-nikaTatA utanI hI jaldI pAegI / pravAha yadi tIvratama hai, to vaha sirpha nirjhara hI nahIM hai, varan vidyuta utpAdana kA kAraNa bhI hai / sUrya svayaM meM Aga kA golA hai / vaha apanI kiraNoM ko bikhera rahA hai / agara vaha apanI samagra kiraNoM ko apane meM sameTa le to jarA kalpanA karo ki usakI zakti usase kitanI gunI ho jAegI !.jaba do bAdala paraspara TakarAte haiM, to apanI samagratA ke sAtha TakarAte haiM / unake saMvega bar3e tIvra hote haiM / ____ 'tIvra-saMvegAnAm AsannaH' jinake Asana kI gati tIvra hai, unakI samAdhi/siddhi zIghra sadhatI hai / cAhe jaisI saghana ghaTA ho, nizA kA cAhe jaisA timira DaTA ho, kintu dharatI aura AsamAna ko jyotita karane ke lie vidyuta kI eka camaka hI kAphI hai| sirpha zarta yahI hai ki vaha samagra ho, tIvratama ho, paripUrNa ho / vAstava meM udyama aura prayatna hI jIvana kI jIvantatA hai / mana bar3A AlasI hai / use sIr3hI hI maMjila lagatI hai / jaba taka paMkhoM ko havA meM na khole, taba taka paMchI ke lie AkAza jIvana kA utsava-sthala nahIM, apitu mRtyu-kA-khatarA dikhAyI detA hai / para AkAza meM ur3ane kA khatarA to mola lenA hI hogA, tabhI paMkhoM-kI-sArthakatA hai / eka bAra aisA hI huA / kisI pakSI-daMpati ke eka baccA paidA huA / usake paMkha bhI laga Aye, para vaha ur3anA nahIM cAhatA thA / usake mAtA-pitA ne use AkAza meM ur3ane ke lie prerita bhI khUba kiyA, para vaha to AkAza ko dekhate hI Dara ke mAre apanI A~kheM mUMda letA / apane nIr3a ko aura majabUtI se pakar3a letA / Akhira For Personal & Private Use Only

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caraiveti-caraiveti 135 usake mAtA-pitA ne eka yojanA banAyI aura bacce ko ghoMsale se dhakkA de mArA / per3a kI TahanI se vaha jamIna para gire, usase pahale hI patA nahIM kaise, usake paMkha svataH hI khula gaye / jamIna taka pahu~cA bhI, lekina eka pala jamIna para Thahare binA, paMkhoM ko phar3aphar3AtA huA vApasa apane ghoMsale meM pahu~ca gayA / baccA kA~pa rahA thA, para daMpati prasanna thI / unhoMne use apanI goda meM uThA liyA aura pyAra se apane A~cala meM sameTa liyA / yadi mana kI mAnate rahoge, to ghoMsale se Age na bar3ha pAoge / mana ko bujhAo/samajhAo / jIvana kA antarmArga ajJAta hai, kintu ajJeya nahIM / jJAta se ajJAta meM ur3Ana bharane meM Dara jarUra lagegA, para jisane sIkha liyA- 'caraiveti-caraiveti' kA karmayoga-sUtra, vaha apane prayAsa ko pramAda kI sIr3hiyoM para nahIM baiThane degA / sIr3hI para baiThanA to ThaharanA hai / jIvana ThaharanA nahIM hai, balki calate rahanA hai / ThaharanA to jIvantatA para cUnA potanA hai / jIvana to zrama hai / isalie zrama meM apanI samagratA lagAo / vizrAma jIvana kI bhASA nahIM hai / vizrAma to mRtyu kA nAma hai / calanA hI to dharma hai / jo ruka gayA, vaha dhArmika nahIM, apitu adhArmika hai / karma karanA hamArA kartavya hai, adhikAra hai / phala kI cintA mata karo, kyoMki sahI karma kA phala kabhI galata nahIM ho sakatA / 'karmaNyevAdhikAraste mA phaleSu kadAcanaH'- yaha udghoSa zrIkRSNa kA hai / Anandaghana ne kRSNa kI paribhASA dI hai- 'kara se karma kAnha kahiye' jo karma karatA hai, vaha kRSNa hai / karmayoga hI jIvana ke sarvodaya kI prAthamika bhUmikA hai / mahAvIra apane ziSyoM se yahI to bAta kahate haiM ki tuma calo / 'uTThie No pamAyae' uTho, pramAda mata karo / utthita hone ke bAda pramAda karanA apauruSa hai, dabbUpana hai / isalie uTho, jAgo; satata jAgrata raho / pramAda tumhArA dharma nahIM hai / do kadama Age rakho / phajA nIlI-nIlI havA meM surUra / Thaharate nahIM AziyAM meM tayUra || For Personal & Private Use Only

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136 caleM, mana ke pAra - agara jIvana kA kucha bodha huA hai, yA bodha pAne ke lie koI antarabhAva jagA ho, to bar3ho / jinake paMkha laga Ae haiM, ve Age Ae~ aura ajJAta meM chalAMga lagAkara use jJAta kareM / jahA~ ho, vahA~ bera khaTe haiM / Age bar3ho mahakate badarIvana meM / 'vailI oNpha phlAvarsa' meM ApakI pratIkSA hai / __ calatI kA nAma gAr3I hai, khar3I kA nAma khaTArA- calo to hI kRtArtha hooge / apanA hoza, apanA bodha, apanA joza- tInoM ko eka karo / virATa ko pAne ke lie virATa udyama meM saMlagna ho jAo / sAdhanA koI makkhI ur3AnA nahIM hai / vaha to hamArA nirNaya hai / hamArI abhIpsA kI pUrti ke lie mAdhyama hai sAdhanA / 'saDana enAlAiTameMTa' samAdhi aura siddhi tatkAla ho sakatI hai / jarUrata hai U~ce saMkalpa kI, saMlagnatA kI / mUrchA kI nIMda bar3I gaharI hai / jaba taka samagratA se satata na jur3oge, taba taka yaha nIMda kSaNabhaMgura hone vAlI nahIM hai / prayAsa ho paripUrNa / kunakune prayAsoM se UrdhvArohaNa/vASpIkaraNa nahIM ho sakatA / kisI ne kahA paramAtmA sabakI rakSA karatA hai / usakI bAta samrATa ko na gamI / samrATa ne use bA~dhakara barphIlI nadI meM khar3A kara diyA / samrATa ne to socA ki zAyada vaha barpha meM jamakara mara gayA hogA, kintu vaha yogI samrATa ke sAmane dUsare dina bhalA caMgA khar3A thA / pUchatAcha karane para eka sainika-praharI ne kahA- yaha rAta bhara nadI meM khar3A usa dIye ko nihAratA rahA, jo Apake mahala meM jala rahA thA / samrATa ne kahA, yaha dhokhA hai / tuma dIye ke tApa ke sahAre nadI meM rahe / yogI samrATa ke tarka para muskurAyA / usane thor3e dinoM bAda samrATa ko dAvata dI / samrATa subaha gyAraha baje hI bhojana ke lie pahu~ca gayA / santa ne batAyA, bhojana taiyAra ho rahA hai, parantu dopahara hone taka bhI bhojana na milA / samrATa ne pUchA, kyA bAta hai ? abhI taka bhojana nahIM pakA ? santa ne kahA, paka rahA hai / Akhira sAMjha hone ko A gayI / samrATa becaina ho uThA / bhUkha ke mAre bar3I dayanIya dazA ho gayI thI usakI / vaha jaba bhI bhojana ke lie pUche, santa kI eka hI bAta sunane ko milatI- 'paka rahA hai mahArAja ! bahuta jaldI paka jAegA' / For Personal & Private Use Only

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caraiveti-caraiveti 137 bhojana kiye bagaira lauTanA bhI rAjA ko na jacA / anta meM rAjA kA dhIraja TUTa gayA / vaha usake rasoIghara meM gayA, kyoMki khAnA pakAne meM itanI dera to laga hI nahIM sakatI thI / rAjA dekhatA kyA hai ki cUlhe para bar3A bhArI patIlA rakhA hai aura usameM cAvala bharA hai, magara cUlhe meM Aga kA eka aMgArA bhI nahIM / samrATa bolA, mUrkha ! yaha tU kyA kara rahA hai ? yoM yaha cAvala kaise pakegA ? santa ne kahA- usI dIye kI Aga se hama cAvala pakA rahe haiM, jisake tApa se hama usa rAta baca gaye the, mahala ke dIye se / kahIM yahI durdazA to hamArI nahIM hai ki sAdhaka aura sAdhya meM itanI dUrI banI huI hai, jitanI patIle aura mahala ke dIye meM hai, tabelA to car3hA rakhA hai mana kA, itanA bar3A, aura Aga kA kahIM koI patA hI nahIM hai / yadi hai bhI to eka-do aMgAre | Aga prabhAvI ho, pUrI ho / jaise sArI saritAe~ sAgara meM jAkara samA jAtI haiM; vaise hI jaba sArI icchAe~ usa parama tattva kI khoja meM, upAsanA meM samarpita hoMgI, to samAdhi aura paramAtmA ke dvAra usI vakta khula jAe~ge / UrjA kI, Aga kI saghanatA se hI pAnI ubalegA, bhApa kI taraha Urdhvagamana karegA / jo calatA hai, anavarata calatA hai, vahI gaMgotrI se gaMgAsAgara taka kI yAtrA pUrI karatA hai / phira 'bUMda' nahIM rahatI / vaha sAgara ho jAtI hai / jyoti parama jyoti meM zAzvata samAdhistha ho jAtI hai / cetanA ke hara caraNa pUre ho jAte haiM / vaha caitanya-puruSa ho jAtA hai / calane vAlA kRta hai, sat hai, svarNa hai aura pAra pahu~cAne vAlA amRta hai, amara hai, prakAza-se-sarAbora hai / 000 For Personal & Private Use Only

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OM : mantroM kA - mantra 'tasya vAcakaH praNavaH'- 'praNava' Izvara kA vAcaka hai / praNava kA artha hai OM / OM dhvani-vijJAna kI parA-dhvani hai / brahmANDa kA sampUrNa saMkoca aura vistAra dhvani se hI sampAdita huA hai / santa-manISI loga dhvani ko hI vizva kI prathama asmitA mAnate haiM / vaijJAnikoM ke anusAra saMsAra kI mUla UrjA vidyuta rahI hai, kintu RSi-maharSiyoM ne dhvani ko mUla UrjA mAnA hai / vaijJAnika vidyuta ko pahalA caraNa mAnate haiM aura dhvani ko dUsarA / jabaki manISI santoM ne dhvani ko pahalA caraNa mAnA hai aura vidyuta ko agalA / dhvani se hI vidyuta paidA hotI hai / vaijJAnikoM aura tattva - manISiyoM meM dhvani aura vidyuta ko lekara thor3A-bahuta matabheda ho sakatA hai, kintu donoM hI pakSa isa bAta para sahamata haiM ki ye UrjA ke aguvA caraNa haiM / bAibila meM 'dhvani' banAma 'sabada' ko hI pahale-pahala mAnA hai| yIzU kahate haiM zurU meM 'sabada' hI thA - 'ina da biganiMga deyara vAja varDa' / prArambha meM sirpha zabda thA / 'oNnalI di varDa egjisTeDa eNDa nathiMga elsa' / zurU meM kevala zabda hI thA / zabda ke atirikta aura kucha nahIM thA / isalie hamArI sAdhanA hameM usa zabda kI ora le jAtI hai, jo hama sabase pahale thA / isalie jisane eka zabda ke sampUrNa antaraMga ko jAna liyA, usane samagra jJAna ko AtmasAt kara liyA / 'zabda' kA artha vaha nahIM hai, jo hama apane hoThoM se bolate haiM / zabda kA sambandha hindI-aMgrejI ke akSaroM se nahIM hai / eka zabda to vaha hotA hai, jisakA uccAraNa manuSya karatA hai aura eka zabda vaha hai, jisase manuSya svayaM uccArita huA hai / zabda se hI vidyuta banI aura vidyuta se For Personal & Private Use Only

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OM : mantroM kA mantra 136 hI manuSyatA ke caraNa bar3he / jaba manuSya vApasa apane zabda para lauTa AyegA, to usakI manuSyatA bhagavattA kA rUpa aMgIkAra kara legI / / ___eka bAta taya hai ki dhvani meM UrjA samAyI huI hai / yadi dhvani kI zakti kA prayoga kiyA jAye, to hama sardI meM bhI garmI kA ahasAsa kara sakate haiM / himAlaya kI pahAr3iyoM meM rahane vAle naMge bAbA loga dhvani ke parA-vijJAna se paricita haiM / Ama AdamI kA to garmiyoM ke mausama meM bhI himAlaya meM rahanA kaThina hotA hai / vahIM ye santa-yogI loga bhayaMkara barphIlI sardI meM bhI sahaja bhAva se rahate haiM aura vaha bhI pUrI taraha nagna / kaiyoM ne vastra bhI pahana rakhe haiM, to vaha sirpha aMga Dhakane jitane haiM / nizcita taura para unhoMne dhvani se uccatApa paidA karane kI prakriyA kA AviSkAra kara liyA hai / ve apane zvAsozvAsa meM hI dhvani kA eka gahanatama maMthana karate haiM / yoga-mArga meM jisa prANAyAma ko adhika mahatva diyA gayA hai, yadi hama samagra aura prakhara ho jAyeM to sardI ke mausama meM bhI zarIra se pasInA cUne lagatA hai| zarIra meM bhI eka tApamAna hotA hai / zvAsa meM bhI USNatA hotI hai / yadi ThiThurate hue donoM hAthoM ko milAkara jora se malA jAye to hAtha meM bhI garmAhaTa A jAtI hai / aise hI zvAsa ko bhI tIvra gati ke sAtha liyA-chor3A jAye, to zarIra meM Aga paidA ho jAtI hai / tibbatiyana bauddha bhikSu barphIle mausama meM bhI zarIra se pasInA nikAla lete haiM / isake lie ve ucca dhvani-uccAra kA prayoga karate haiM, unakA eka prasiddha maMtra hai- "OM maNi padmehum" / ve ise bar3e jora se raTate haiM aura bar3e tIvragAmI vega ke sAtha / nizcita taura para aisA karane se zarIra meM garmI paidA hogI / USNatA ke sampAdana kA kArya mantra nahIM karatA; zabda yA mantra ko doharAne kI tvarA aura tIvratA karatI hai / mantra itanI tIvratA pakar3a letA hai, mAno ovaralepiMga ho / mantroccAra meM sandhi aMza-bhara bhI na rahe / aisI sthiti ho jAye jaise do kilomITara daur3ane ke bAda hotI hai / hA~phane laga jAye vaha / eka santa hue sahajAnandaghana / ve yogI the / sardI ke mausama meM ve bIkAnera ke registAnI TIloM para sAdhanA kiyA karate / andhakAra-se-bharI For Personal & Private Use Only

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140 caleM, mana-ke-pAra rAteM, himavAta-piTI bAlU, zarIra para mAtra eka laMgoTI aura khulA AkAza, ThiThuratI havAe~ / Ama AdamI to do kambala or3ha kara bhI sahana nahIM kara pAtA, kintu logoM ne unheM taba bhI pasIne se tarabatara pAyA / unase pacAsa kadama dUra baiThA AdamI bhI unake antaH stala meM gUMjatI dhvani aura sAMsa kI tIvratA kA ahasAsa kara sakatA thA / yadi eka hI dhvani kA nirantara uccAra karate cale jAo, to tApa paidA hogA - hI hogA / tAnasena ke bAre meM hama jAnate haiM ki jaba vaha malhAra rAga cher3atA to jaMgala ke jAnavara usake pAsa cale Ate / Azcarya to yaha hai ki zera aura hirana - donoM eka hI maMca para Akara use sunane lagate / kahate haiM ki tAnasena ke dIpa-rAga se mahala ke dIye jala uThate the / yaha dhvani kI eka siddhahasta parAkASThA hai / hAla hI, mAsko meM manocikitsakoM kA eka sammelana huA / jisameM gaharI chAnabIna ke bAda yaha nirNaya liyA gayA ki kucha saMgIta aise hote haiM, jo vyAdhi-nirodhaka zakti paidA karate haiM / kucheka viziSTa lokagIta bhI aise hote haiM, jo pazuoM ke Arogya ke lie lAbhadAyI siddha ho sakate haiM / mAnasika ekalayatA prApta karane meM bhI saMgIta kAragara sAbita huA hai / jApAna kA yoSihikohiTo bhI apanI tIvra dhvani ke lie kAphI carcita hai / kahA jAtA hai ki jaba vaha apane mu~ha se AvAja nikAlatA hai, to tIvra gati se calane vAlI relagAr3I kI AvAja bhI usake sAmane mandI par3a jAtI hai / logoM kA dAvA hai ki usakI AvAja relagAr3I kI AvAja se bhI pandraha gunI jora kI hotI hai / sainikoM kI pareDa dekhI hogI Apane / sau sainikoM ke pA~va eka sAtha uThate haiM aura eka sAtha hI nIce girate haiM / yaha jUtoM kI dhvani kA anuzAsana hai / sau sipAhiyoM ke pAMvoM kI eka AvAja topa ke gole ke barAbara kahI jAtI hai / dhvani kI uccatA se to kAnoM ke parde phaTa sakate haiM, AdamI pAgala taka ho sakatA hai / yahA~ taka ki mRtyu bhI ho jAtI hai / amerikA aura kaI pradezoM meM isIlie paoNpa saMgIta bajAne para pAMbadI lagA dI gaI hai / 1 For Personal & Private Use Only

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OM : mantroM kA-mantra 141 loga usake kaiseTsa sunane se bhI Darane lage haiM / paoNpa saikar3oM logoM kI mRtyu kA kAraNa banA hai / mojalTa ke saMgItoM meM eka saMgIta hai "nAintha siNphonii"| usa para bhI roka lagA dI gaI hai / vastutaH dhvani meM UrjA kI eka vizeSa sambhAvanA hai / yoga-manISA ke anusAra to dhvani praNava hai, aura praNava Izvara kA vAcaka hai / dhvani zAbdika hai, azAbdika bhI / sabada sabada bahu antarA, sAra sabada cita deya / jo sabade sAhaba milai, soI sabada gahi leya / 'sabada' aura zabda' meM bahuta antara hai / jo zabda hama uccArate haiM ve to bola-cAla ke haiM / una zabdoM se bhagavattA nahIM milA karatI / jinheM hama zabda kahate haiM, unase to hameM Upara uThanA hogA / usa parAzabda kA zravaNa to bhItara kI niHzabda-yAtrA se sambhAvita hai / vaha zabda abhI bhI hai| hamAre bhItara use sunA jA sakatA hai| vaha zabda 'OM' hai / OM hamArI cetanA ke antasthala meM kendrita hai / kyoMki OM paramAtmA kA vAcaka hai aura paramAtmA hamArA hamAre bhItara hai / to nizcita taura para OM bhI hamAre bhItara hai / isakI anugUMja sunAyI de sakatI hai / yaha mUla dhvani hai, na kevala hamArI varan sampUrNa jagat kI bhI / vicAroM se jitane zAnta banoge, usakI anugUMja utanI hI sApha sunAI degI / parama zAnti meM hI parama astitva rahatA hai / citta kI parama zAnti meM zabda dhvanita nahIM hote / vahA~ to hamArA astitva hI dhvanita hone lagatA hai / usa dhvanyAvasthA kA nAma hI 'OM' hai / yaha vaha kSaNa hai jaba gaMgotrI gaMgA meM samA jAtI hai / "surata samAnI sabada meM"- jaba hamArI sArI smRti isa mUla zabda meM samA jAtI hai, to vyakti kAla-mukta puruSa ho jAtA hai / amRta barasane lagatA hai / vINA nahIM hotI, taba bhI saMgIta sunAyI detA hai / yaha parA-saMgIta hI kisI ko Agama ke rUpa meM sunAyI diyA, kisI ko veda-upaniSada ke rUpa meM, kisI ko kurAna, bAibila yA piTaka ke rUpa meM / yaha saMgIta hamArI cetanA kI mUla dhvani hai / hara vyakti eka svatantra cetanA hai| isalie sabake saMgIta apane-apane DhaMga ke hote haiM / hama se bhI aisA hI For Personal & Private Use Only

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142 caleM, mana ke-pAra anUThA-nirAlA saMgIta paidA ho sakatA hai / jahA~ bajegI anahada kI bA~surI / 'anahada bAjata bA~suriyA'- vaha vaMzI-rava sunAyI detA hai, jise anAhata kahA gayA hai / jaba japa aura ajapA-japa donoM ke pAra caloge, tabhI anAhata sAkAra hogA / anAhata kA artha hotA hai, jo binA bajAye baje / do hoThoM se to hara koI AvAja kara sakatA hai / khojo vaha sthAna, jahA~ binA adharoM ke bhI AvAja hotI hai / do hAthoM se to baccA bhI tAlI bajA legA / sAdhanA to usa sthAna ko DhU~r3hane kA nAma hai, jahA~ eka hAtha se tAlI bajatI hai / vaha sthAna Atma-tIrtha hai / vaha anugUMja AtmA kI jhaMkAra hai / agara hama vicAroM aura zabdoM se hI bhare rahe, to usa parA-jhaMkAra se koSoM dUra raha jAyeMge / manuSya janma se mRtyu taka mAtra zabdoM kI hI yAtrA karatA hai / zabda hI kabhI ahaMkAra kA kAraNa bana jAte haiM, to kabhI krodha ke / kisI ne acche zabda kaha diye to tuma muskarA uThe aura bure kaha diye to apane ko apamAnita mahasUsa karane lage / zabdoM ne hI aMhakAra ko banAyA aura zabdoM ne hI krodha ko / dekhA nahIM, AdamI zabdoM ke mAyA-jAla ke kitanA pIche par3A hai ! subaha se zAma taka vaha zabdoM ke dAyare meM phalatA-phisalatA rahatA hai / Akhira dUsaroM ke zabdoM se milegA kyA ? sammAna mila jAyegA, prazastiyA~ mila jAeMgI, prazaMsA mila jAyegI / mAtra zabda-vyavasthA ko vyakti ne apanA sammAna aura svAbhimAna mAna liyA hai / yaha prazaMsA nahIM, mAtra chalAvA hai / apane Apako mAtra zabdoM se bharanA hai / 'sudhA' kaha rahI thI ki maiMne akhabAra par3hanA chor3a diyA, kyoMki akhabAra par3hanA to svayaM ko zabdoM se bharanA hai / dhanyavAda / antaryAtrA to niHzabdatA se prArambha hotI hai / logoM meM akhabAra par3hane kI Adata itanI Ama ho gaI hai ki unheM sone se pahale to jAsUsI upanyAsa cAhiye aura subaha jagakara baiThate hI rAjanIti kI karatUtoM ko batAne vAlA akhabAra cAhiye / kyA hameM jAsUsI karanI hai yA rAjanIti ke dAva-peMca lar3ane haiM ? Azcarya to taba hotA hai jaba santa-mahAtmA aura sAdhu-muni loMga bhI For Personal & Private Use Only

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103 OM : mantroM kA mantra akhabAroM ko par3hane meM rojAnA apane do-cAra ghaNTe barabAda karate haiM / akhabAra rAjanIti-kI-zataraMja mAtra bana gayA hai / patA nahIM, unhoMne saMnyAsa niHzabda aura nirvikalpa hone ke lie liyA hai, yA apane antarjagata ko zabdavettA aura vicAraka banAne ke lie / dharmazAstra par3hate to bAta jacatI bhI / mujhe bar3A tAjjuba hotA hai jaba maiM kisI santa-muni ko mahaja vyAkaraNa ke sUtra raTate hue dekhatA hU~ / vaha muni jIvana ke dasa-bAraha sAla to saMskRta ke vyAkaraNa sUtroM ko raTane aura sIkhane meM lagA letA hai / are bhAI ! tumheM to muni bananA hai, paNDita nahIM / paNDita to prophesara bahuta haiM, kintu ve prophesara muni nahIM haiM / santatva to jIvana kI samrATatA hai, svayaM ke ahobhAva meM DUbanA hai / maiMne pAyA hai, eka sATha varSa ke vRddha vyakti ne sanyAMsa liyA aura dUsare dina hI usake guru ne use pANinI kA vyAkaraNa pakar3A diyA / aba bicArA vaha bUr3hA santa subaha-zAma 'aiuN, Rluk' jaise sUtroM ko raTa rahA hai / mRtyu usake sAmane khar3I hai / kyA ve bhASA-par3hAU sUtra use bacA pAeMge, DUbate ke lie tinakA kA sahArA bana jAeMge ? AcArya zaMkara kahate haiM bhaja goviMdam, bhaja goviMdam, bhaja goviMdam mUDhamate / samprApte sannihite kAle, nahi nahi rakSati DuM-karaNe / / mAtra zabdoM ke bhAra se apane ko mata bharo / anAhata nAda to niHzabdatA ko, pahalI zarta mAnatA hai / yadi zabda ko hI sAdhanA hai, to usa zabda ko pakar3o jisase saba prakaTa hue haiM sAdhau sabada sAdhanA kIjai / jehi sabada te pragaTa bhaye saba, soI sabada gahi lIjai / / usI parama zabda ko pakar3o, OM ko hI sAdho / OM ko hI japo / OM kI hI pratidhvani suno / OM meM hI rasa lo / OM meM bar3A AkarSaNa hai / 'raso vai saH' vaha rasa rUpa hai / paramAtmA rasa rUpa hai / 'OM' paramAtmA hai, usameM DUbo / roma-roma se usI kA rasa piyo / 'OM' dhyAna kI maulika dhvani hai | 'OM' kA dhyAna hama cAra caraNoM meM pUrA kara sakate haiM / ina cAra caraNoM kA kula samaya paitAlIsa minaTa For Personal & Private Use Only

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144 caleM, mana-ke-pAra honA cAhiye / pahalA, dUsarA aura tIsarA caraNa dasa-dasa minaTa kA hai aura antima caraNa pandraha minaTa kA / dhyAna-yoga ke pahale caraNa meM OM kA pATha karo / usakA lambA uccAraNa karo yAni usakA jora se raTana karo / dUsare caraNa meM hoThoM ko banda kara lo aura bhItara usakI anugUMja karo / jaise bhaure kI gUMja hotI hai / vaisI hI OM kI gUMja karo | tIsare caraNa meM manomana 'OM' kA smaraNa karo / zvAMsa kI dhArA ke sAtha 'OM' ko jor3a lo / tallInatA itanI ho jAye ki zvAMsa hI 'OM' bana jAya / cauthe caraNa meM bilkula zAnta baiTha jAo / ___pahalA caraNa pATha hai, dUsarA caraNa jApa hai, tIsarA caraNa ajapA hai aura cauthA caraNa anAhata hai / cauthe caraNa meM pUrI taraha zAnta baiThanA hai, smRti se bhI mukta hokara / isa zAnti ke kSaNoM meM hI anAhata kI sambhAvanA dastaka degI / ___ 'OM' paramAtmA kA hI dyotaka hai / isalie isameM raco | yaha mahAmantra hai / sAre mantroM-kA-bIja hai yaha / hara mantra kisI-na-kisI rUpa meM isI se jur3A hai / isalie OM mantra, mantroM kI AtmA hai, yoga kI jar3a hai / eka per3a meM patte hajAroM ho sakate haiM, para jar3a to eka hI hotI hai / jisane jar3a ko pakar3a liyA, usane jar3a se jur3I hara sambhAvanA ko AtmasAt kara liyA / 'OM' kAlAtIta hai, arthAtIta hai, vyAkhyAtIta hai / paramAtmA bhI isI meM samAyA huA hai aura yaha paramAtmA meM samAyA huA hai / IsAiyoM kA AmIna 'OM' hI hai / jainoM ne 'OM' meM paMca parameSThi kA nivAsa mAnA hai / hinduoM ne brahmA, viSNu aura maheza kA saMgama mAnA hai ise / paramAtmA meM DUbane vAle 'OM' meM DUbeM / OM se hI astitva dhvanita hotA hai / 'OM' se hI paramAtmA astitva meM ghaTita hotA hai / 'OM zAnti' - isake Age aura koI caraNa nahIM hai / 000 For Personal & Private Use Only

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sArvabhauma hai OM 'OM' kI dhvani-saMhitA atyanta sUkSma hai| yaha akhaNDa zabda hai / isake khaNDa aura vibhAga karane ke prayAsa to kie gaye haiM; kintu isase 'OM' kI akhaNDatA ko koI coTa nahIM pahu~catI hai / hA~, yadi 'OM' ko khaNDita na kiyA jAtA, to zAyada vizva ke sAre dharmoM kA eka hI matra aura eka hI pratIka hotA- 'OM' / OM' ke mukhyataH tIna khaNDa kiye gaye haiM, 'a', 'u', 'ma'- yAnI 'e', 'yU', 'ema' / saMskRta se niSpanna sabhI bhASAoM kA prathama svara 'a' hai / 'a' Azcarya kA dyotaka hai / jaba koI vyakti bolate-bolate aTaka jAtA hai, to usake mu~ha se aTakAhaTa ke rUpa meM 'a'-hI nikalatA hai | Ananda ke kSaNoM meM bhI kaNTha-yantra se 'a' hI niSpanna hotA hai / 'a' to Adi dhvani hai / 'a' se pUrva koI bhI varNa hoThoM se nikala nahIM sakatA / yadi kisI varNa se 'a' kA lopa kara diyA jAye, to vaha varNa se sIdhA vyaMjana bana jAegA / sampUrNa bhASA-tantra kI baisAkhI 'a' hI hai / isalie 'OM' kA prathama svara 'a' ko mAnanA bhASA ke sampUrNa racanA-tantra ko 'OM' se anusyUta svIkAra karanA hai / kahate haiM jaba pANinI ne ziva kA DamarU-nAda sunA, to usake nAda meM pANinI ko caudaha sUtra sunAyI diye | sAre sUtroM kA ziromaNi 'a' banA / 'a' ke haTate hI zabda kI pUrNatA ko laMgar3I khAnI par3atI hai / 'a' kI Adima parAkASThA ko svIkAra karane ke kAraNa hI zramaNa-paramparA ne apane dharma-cakra-pravartakoM ko tIrthaMkara kahane ke bajAya arhat aura arihanta kahanA jyAdA ucita mAnA / ve tIrthaMkara kI vandana-virudAvalI gAte haiM, taba prArambha 'Namo arihaMtANaM' se karate haiM / yadi ve 'Namo titthayarANaM' kaheM to kaha sakate haiM, parantu ve 'OM' se haTanA nahIM caahte| kyoMki 'OM' kA 'a' For Personal & Private Use Only

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146 caleM, mana-ke-pAra zramaNa-paramparA ke anusAra arihanta kA vAcaka hai / isalie 'OM' arhat-manISA kA mUla pratIka hai| 'a' prathama svara hai, to 'u' hindI ke anusAra to chaThA akSara hai aura saMskRta ke anusAra 'u' tIsarA svara bhI hai aura pAMcavAM svara bhI hai / 'u' svara UrdhvagAmI hotA hai / 'u' TheTha nAbhi se nipajatA hai / 'u' kA kAma hai mAnasika vedanA aura vyathA ko vyakti se alaga karanA / sampUrNa 'OM' meM 'u' hI aisA varNa hai, jisake uccAraNa se zarIra ke sAre avayava prabhAvita aura spandita hote haiM / yadi koI vyakti mAnasika tanAva se ghira jAye, to usase mukti ke lie vaha 'u' kA jora-jora se uccAra kare / 'u' ko vaha isa prakAra bole ki mAno vaha siMhanAda kara rahA ho / yaha prayoga vyakti ko Azcaryacakita kara DAlegA / zarIra pasInA-pasInA hone lagegA / jaba 'u'', 'u'' karate thakakara cUra ho jAo to zAnta ho jAnA / pahale dasa minaTa taka to bolanA aura agale dasa minaTa taka zAnta par3e rahanA / ___ 'u' kA yaha vedanA-mukti hetu kiyA jAne vAlA mantrayoga hai, dhyAna kA eka mArga hai / eka nayI tAjagI degI yaha prakriyA / zarIra ko tandurusta va mana ko svastha pAoge / 'OM' kA antima varNa 'm' vyaJjana-varga kA AkhirI sopAna hai / jo 'a' se cAlU huA, 'u' kI UMcAiyoM ko chuA aura 'ma' taka pahu~cA, usane maMjila pA lI / 'a' se 'ma' kI yAtrA 'OM' kI yAtrA hai / aura 'OM' kI yAtrA paramAtmA kI yAtrA hai / paramAtmA 'OM' se kabhI alaga nahIM ho sakatA / 'OM' meM hI samAyA huA hai paramAtmA / brahma-bIja hai yaha / 'OM' se hI nikalI hai sAre mahApuruSoM aura dharma-pravartakoM kI razmiyAM / bhUmA hone kA artha hI yahI hai ki vyakti ne virATatA ko prApta kara liyA / eka bAta taya hai ki 'OM' sabase virATa hai / 'OM' se adhika virATa nahIM huA jA sakatA / isalie jo 'OM' ho gayA, vaha arihanta ho gayA / 'OM' honA hI 'hari OM' honA hai / 'OM' se hI yAtrA kI zuruAta hai aura 'OM' se hI usakA samApana / binA 'OM' kI sAdhanA apaMga hai| 'OM' aura 'svastika' kA bar3A gaharA sambandha hai / 'OM' yadi bhArata kI For Personal & Private Use Only

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sArvabhauma hai OM 147 1 AvAja hai to 'svastika' usakI asmitA / 'svastika' karma-yoga kA paricAyaka hai / eka dRSTi se to svastika karma-yoga ke pratIka mAne jAne vAle sudarzana cakra se bhI uttama hai / 'cakra' saMhAra kara sakatA hai, kintu svastika kA kAma nirmANa karanA hI hai / 'svastika' meM cAra dizAeM haiM, yAnI svastika kA kAma huA hara dizA meM vyakti ko Age bar3hane dene kI preraNA denA / svastika mahA pratIka hai bhAratIyatA kA, karmaThatA kA, jAgarUkatA kA / usake pAsa tiraskAra nahIM choTe logoM ke prati, mAtra karuNA hai / vaha unakA saMhAra nahIM karatA, varan unakA sudhAra karatA hai / jo acche haiM, ve Age bar3heM aura jo bure haiM, ve sudhareM / magara ve bhI Age bar3heM; jo acchAI ke mArga para sakriya haiM / isalie 'svastika' jIvana-jAgaraNa aura karmayoga kA mahAn sandeza - vAhaka hai / 'svastika' ke alaga-alaga koNoM se jur3I rekhAeM alaga-alaga dharmoM kA bhI pratinidhitva karatI haiM / mArga / rekhAeM cAhe jisa dizA se AyeM, kintu hara rekhA kendra taka pahu~catI haiM / 'OM' 'svastika' kA kendra hai / cAhe jisa mArga se calo yA jisa paMtha kA anugamana karo, cAhe svayaM ke bala para calo aura cAhe kisI ke sahAre / saba kI gantavya - pUrNa yAtrA brahma svarUpa om para kendrita hai aura vahA~ taka jAnA aura le jAnA hI adhyAtma kA uddezya hai / 'OM' ko hama mAtra zabda na kaha kara jIvana kI sampUrNa abhivyaMjanA hI kaheMge / 'OM' ko hamane zabda mAnA, isIlie 'a' 'u' 'ma' ke rUpa meM 'om' ke alaga-alaga vibhAga khole / 'OM' to jIvana kI antarpratiSThA hai / zabda ko jIvana se alaga kiyA jA sakatA hai, lekina jIvana ko jIvana se alaga nahIM kiyA jA sakatA / 'OM' to gUMge meM bhI pratiSThita hai aura bahare meM bhI / 'OM' to paMcama svara hai / isakI karuNA ke dvAra khulane para gUMgA gUMgA nahIM raha jAtA / baharA baharA nahIM raha pAtA / usakA hRdaya hI abhivyakta ho uThatA hai / hRdaya bolatA hai 'OM' / hoThoM se 'OM' bolanA to abhivyakti kI ekAgratA aura mAnasika UhApoha para coTa hai| 'OM' kA prabala dAvedAra to vaha jisakA hRdaya khula gayA hai / hRdaya se umar3ane vAlA 'OM' to amRta kA nirjhara hai / Ananda se bhigo detA hai vaha, nihAla ho jAtA hai usakA roma-roma / 'eka oMkAra satanAma ' - parama satya kA nAma to eka hI hai / caitanya aura Ananda saccidAnanda ke satya se hI jur3e hue haiM / sat kA sIdhA sambandha For Personal & Private Use Only

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caleM, mana-ke-pAra 148 Atma-astitva aura paramAtma-sampadA se hai / ___ 'OM' ke tIna varNa- a, u, ma trideva- brahmA, viSNu, maheza haiM / inhIM tIna vargoM kA pratIka banA hai ziva-zakti kA trizUla / AdinAtha ke a se om kI zurUAta hai aura mahAvIra ke ma para 'om' kA upasaMhAra / cAhe jitane avatAra, buddha-puruSa aura tIrthaMkara kyoM na hote raheM, saba OM-hI-OM hote raheMge / saMsAra ke kisI bhI kone meM cale jAo, 'OM' kA pUrNa yA apabhraMza mila hI jAyegA / binA 'om' ke hara dharma adhUrA hai / dharma jIvana kA svabhAva hai, sAMsoM meM ramane vAlA vyaktitva haiM aura 'OM' astitva kI parama upaja aura carama jhaMkRti hai| ____ om jahA~ bhI gayA, jisa bhI rUpa meM bhI gayA, sabakA ArAdhya aura mantroM kA tAja banakara rahA / yadi bhAratavAsiyoM ko apane adhyAtma kA eka hI pratIka vizva ke sAmane peza karanA ho, to 'svastika' aura usake nAbhi-sthala meM 'om' ko darzAnA cAhiye / aba to IsAiyata bhI om ko svIkAra karane laga gayI hai / ve mAnane laga gaye haiM ki unakA 'AmIna' uccAraNa vAstava meM 'om' kA hI apabhraMza yA parivartita rUpa hai / jaba maiMne kaI 'coM' para kraoNsa ke bIca 'om' ko pratiSThita dekhA, to mujhe lagA ki IsAiyoM kA yaha pratIka adhyAtma aura karma-yoga kA saMgama hai / 'om' bhArata se yahUdI deza pahu~cate-pahu~cate 'AmIna' ho gayA aura 'svastika' 'kraoNsa' / 'krAsa' svastika kA hI parivartita rUpa hai / Akhira svastika ne kitanI lambI-caur3I yAtrA kI / yAtrA meM vaha ghisA bhI, kaTA bhI aura jo rUpa bacA use hama Aja kraoNsa ke rUpa meM dekha rahe haiM / svastika kevala karma-yoga kA hI paricAyaka nahIM hai, varan svAsthya kA bhI pratIka hai / 'varlDa hailtha oNrgenAijezana' ne 'reDakraoNsa' kA cihna svAsthya evaM cikitsA ke pratIka ke rUpa meM mAnA hai / usakI 'svastika' se bar3I samAnatA hai / reDakraoNsa kA sambandha mAtra svAsthya-sevA se hai; jabaki svastika kA sambandha jIvana kI samagratA se hai / 'svastika' gati hai aura 'om' zAnti / vikAsa aura Ananda donoM k sandezadhArI hai yaha / 'svastika' krAsa banA to 'om' kA bhI svarUpa badalA / For Personal & Private Use Only

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sArvabhauma hai OM 146 'om' kevala zabda nahIM hai / zabda-ke-rUpa meM use likhA bhI nahIM jAtA / 'oma' to citra hai / niHzabda kI yAtrA meM zabda chUTa jAtA hai aura citra ubhara AtA hai / isalie hama 'om' na likha kara 'OM' likhate haiM / yaha 'OM' likhane meM abhyAsa aisA ho gayA hai ki vaha hameM citra ke bajAya zabda hI lagane laga gayA hai aura kisI citra ko banAne ke lie tUlikA cAhie para 'OM' to kathanI aura lekhanI ke sAtha itanA jur3a gayA hai ki usakA citra kalama se hI pUrA ho jAtA hai / eka baccA bhI citra banA sakatA hai 'OM' kA / jo 'a' likha sakatA hai, vaha 'OM' bhI likha sakatA hai / 'OM' citra-rUpa meM rahA / jaisalamera ke prAcya bhaNDAroM meM kaI citra 'OM' ke vibhinna rUpoM meM upalabdha haiM / 'OM' zabda-rUpa meM bhI rahA / 'OM' kA islAma se bhI sambandha hai / 'om' kA 'a' 'allAha' bana gayA aura 'OM' ke sira para darzAyA jAne vAlA rUpa islAma kA ardhacandra bana gayA / islAma meM Adhe cA~da kI bar3I ibAdata aura ijjata hai / AdhA cA~da 'OM' kA Upara kA hissA hai / 'OM' itanA ghisa gayA ki usakA ardhacandra-rUpa hI baca pAyA / cA~da kA AdhA rUpa islAma kA dharma-pratIka hai / isa sambandha meM eka mahatvapUrNa tathya yaha bhI hai ki jaina-dharma meM to nirvANadhAma kA rUpa hI ardhacandrAkAra mAnA hai / yahA~ ise siddhazilA kahA jAtA hai / siddhazilA saMsAra se Upara hai / 'OM' para aMkita kiyA jAne vAlA candrAkAra 'OM' kA Urdhva-pratiSThita rUpa hai / ardhacandra to siddhazilA kA dyotaka hai aura usake andara diyA jAne vAlA bindu siddha evaM mukta AtmAoM kA pratIka hai / "giraha hamArA sunna meM anahada meM vizrAma' / '0' zUnya hI siddhatva kA ghara hai / binA AdhAra ke bhI vaha ghara TikA hai / siddhazilA ko lokAkAza ke UparI aura akhirI chora para mAnanA na kevala zUnya meM siddhatva kI abhivyakti hai, apitu antarikSa aura antarikSa-ke-pAra avasthiti ko svIkRti bhI hai / / ghara bane zUnya meM aura vizrAma ho anahada meM, oMkArezvara meM / ___tataH pratyakcetanA adhigamaH api antarAya-abhAvazca'- paMtajalI 'OM' ko hI vaha prabala sAdhanA mAnate haiM jisase antarAya TUTate haiM aura cetanA kA For Personal & Private Use Only

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caleM, mana-ke-pAra 150 jJAna hotA hai / antarAya kA artha hotA hai bAdhA / antarAya to pardA hai / cetanA-jagat ke irda-girda patA nahIM kitanI parateM/parde haiM / hara antarAya citta kA vikSepa hai / vikSipta manuSya antaryAtrA meM dilacaspI nahIM le pAtA / vyAdhi, akarmaNyatA, saMzaya, pramAda, Alasya, avirati/Asakti, bhrAnti, lakSya kI aprApti aura asthiratA- ye pramukha antarAya aura citta-vikSepa haiM / 'OM' meM vaha zakti evaM kSamatA hai ki vaha hara bAdhA ko kamajora karatA hai, use jIvana-patha se haTane ko majabUra karatA hai zarIra kA rugNa rahanA svAbhAvika hai, kintu niroga honA camatkAra hai| 'OM' manovaijJAnika dhvanyAtmaka cikitsA hai / 'OM' ko yadi hama prakharatA ke sAtha AtmasAt hone deM to jaise zarIra se pasInA bAhara nikala AtA hai vaise hI roga bhI zarIra se dUra haTa jAte haiM / zarIra ko saMyamita rakhanA aura saMyamita AhAra grahaNa karanA 'OM' kI vyAdhi-mukti prakiyA ko aura bala denA hai| 'OM' meM thira hone vAlA svAsthya lAbha aura apramattatA to kyA Atma-sthiratA/sthitaprajJatA ko upalabdha kara letA hai / 'OM' to anamola zabda hai / hIroM ke dAma hote haiM, 'OM' hara mola se Upara hai| sabada barAbara dhana nahIM, jo koI jAne bola / hIrA to dAmoM mile, sabadahiM mola na tola // - kabIra 'om' to parA-dhvani hai, bhASA-jagata kA sUkSma vijJAna hai / 'OM' ko hI apanI dhvani banane do aura usI kI pratidhvani svayaM para barasane do / 'om' kI pratidhvani jaba svayaM hama para hI lauTa kara AyegI, to usakI prabhAvakatA kevala kAnoM se hI nahIM, roma-roma se hamAre bhItara praveza karegI / hara roma kAna bana jAegA aura eka grAhaka kI taraha grahaNa karegA / kAna grAhaka hai / A~kha kA kAma ghUranA hai, jabaki kAna kA varaNa karanA / zravaNa kA upayoga karane vAlA zrAvaka hai aura mahAvIra kI manISA meM 'zrAvaka' honA jIvana ke rASTra-dvAra para pahalI AdhyAtmika krAnti hai| 'om' se bar3hakara zravaNa kyA hogA ! bar3A madhura hai 'OM' | rasa hai, mAdhurI se sarAbora / 'OM' kA vijJAna bhI madhura hai, kintu 'OM' kA artha nahIM nikAlA jA sakatA / artha to zabdoM ke hote haiM / 'OM' ko pratIka banAyA jA sakatA For Personal & Private Use Only

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sArvabhauma hai OM 111 hai / use kahane aura sunane meM DUbA jA sakatA hai, parantu artha kI sImAoM meM usako nahIM lAyA jA sakatA hai / 'OM' arthoM se Upara hai, arthAtIta hai / isalie 'om' meM sirpha jiyA jA sakatA hai / jo mu~ha se bolane, mana se bolane, antastala se bolane laga jAtA hai, usakI cakra-saMdhAna kI yAtrA pUrI ho jAtI hai / usakA vizrAma to phira anahada meM hotA hai, sahasrAra meM, brahmarandhra meM / pahale pahala to 'om' ko bolA jAtA hai, sunA jAtA hai, kintu siddhatva ke karIba sirpha anubhUti kI jAtI hai, ahasAsa meM sunA jAtA hai / binA bole bhI sunA jAtA hai / yaha kama dilacaspa bAta nahIM hai ki bhagavAna ko dekhA nahIM jA sakatA, varan sunA jA sakatA hai / bhagavAna kI abhivyakti 'OM' ke rUpa meM hotI hai / 'OM' ko dekhoge kaise ? use to sunoge hI / dRSTA hone kA artha kevala dekhanA nahIM hai / jo dikhAyI de rahA hai, usase haTanA hai / jaba dikhanA banda ho gayA, tabhI hakIkata meM sunanA prArambha huA aura yaha zravaNa taba purajora hotA hai, sAdhaka sAtaveM zarIra meM apane kadama pAtA hai / yaha parAkASThA hai / ____ 'OM' se sAdhya kI khoja prArambha karo / sambhava hai pahale hama lar3akhar3AyeMge, tutalAyeMge, loga majAka bhI ur3AyeMge, para ghabarAnA mata | yadi bhayabhIta ho gaye, to kaise daur3a pAoge kisI pratiyogitA meM / koI mAgha, yA maiksamUlara kaise paidA hogA ? Akhira bIja bote hI to baragada nahIM banatA / mAlI kA kAma sIMcanA hai, phala to taba paidA hoMge jaba Rtu AyegI / Rtu jyAdA dUra nahIM hai / kisI kI Rtu to cetanA ke dvAra para ATha varSa kI umra meM bhI A jAtI hai, to kisI ko assI varSa taka bhI intajAra karanA par3atA hai | Rtu to parvata ke pIche khar3I hai, hama usake pAsa kaba pahu~cate haiM, saba kucha hamArI taiyArI para, saMlagnatA aura samagratA para nirbhara hai / 000 For Personal & Private Use Only

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dhyAna : svayaM ke Ara-pAra dhyAna svayaM kI maulikatAoM ko pahacAnane kI prakriyA hai / dhyAna kA sambandha mana, vacana aura zarIra ke vyApAroM ke niyaMtraNa se hai / AtmA kA na kabhI hAsa hotA hai, na hI vikAsa | saMkoca aura vistAra to dIvAra ke AkAra-prakAra meM hotA hai, rozanI ke phailAva kI dUrI / najadIkI meM hotA hai; kintu rozanI meM nahIM / AtmA to caitanya-jyoti hai / paratoM se ruMdhI par3I hai AmA / choTe kakSa meM dIpa kI rozanI baunI lagatI hai, vahIM mahala meM bhUmA / sUraja meM kahA~ pharka AtA hai rozanI kI nigAhoM se; kintu eka choTe-se bAdala kA paradA usakI sArI ujjvalatAoM ko apanI kAkha meM dabA letA hai / dhyAna sUraja kI rozanI ko pAnA nahIM hai varan AvaraNoM kA ughAr3anA hai / srota prakaTa karane ke liye jarUrata hai caTTAnoM ko haTAne kI / isalie dhyAna svayaM ko benakAba karane kA abhiyAna hai | dhyAna hai mahAzUnya meM praveza karane ke lie, chilakoM ko utArane ke lie / vyakti ko apanI jindagI meM kamala kI paMkhur3iyoM kI taraha jInA hotA hai / saMsAra meM rahanA khataroM ko bulAvA nahIM hai | Akhira aisA koI Thaura bhI to nahIM hai, jo saMsAra se judA-bichur3A ho / mitra samajhate haiM ki guphA kA jIvana hI saMnyAsa hai / guphA ke phAyade jarUra haiM, para guphA kI sattA saMsAra kI samagratA se alaga-thalaga nahIM hai / Ama AdamI ke lie yaha saMbhava bhI nahIM hai ki vaha ghara-bAra se nAka-bhoM sikor3akara guphAvAsI bana jAe / vaha dhyAna Ter3hI khIra hai, jise sAdhane ke lie vyakti sirpha guphAvAsI hI ho / dhyAna to jIvana kI parachAI hai / apanI chAyA ko chor3akara AdamI kahA~ bhAga sakegA ? apanI chAyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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dhyAna : svayaM ke Ara-pAra 153 ko talavAra se kATa bhI kaise pAegA ? Dara hai ki manuSya kahIM apanI chAyA ko kATane ke cakkara meM apane pA~voM para ghAva na kara le / dhyAna to jIvana ko kamala kI taraha nirlipta karanA hai / apanI kisI bhI paMkhuDI ko kIcar3a se na saTane denA hI jIvana meM Atma- jAgaraNa-kI-pahala hai / pramAda to hRdaya meM saMsAra ko basAnA hai / jindagI ke kAravA~ meM kitane hI hamasaphara bana jAte haiM aura kitanoM ke lie viraha kI kavitAe~ raca jAtI haiM / isa gujarane aura bichur3ane ke bIca hone vAle bhAvoM ko svayaM ke citta para chAyAMkita na karane kA nAma hI sAdhanA hai / dhyAna sirpha una logoM ke lie nahIM hai, jinake jIvana kA vRSabha bUr3hA ho cukA hai / dhyAna ke lie cAhiye UrjA / yauvana UrjA kA - janaka hai dhyAna aura yauvana kA jigarI saMbaMdha hai / jo apanI javAnI kA hAtha dhyAna ke hAtha se milA letA hai, usake sAmane saMsAra kA hara tUphAM parAsta hai / tanAva ke bIja javAnI meM hI bue jAte haiM / zaizava tanAva-ke-pAra hai / dhyAna manuSya ko bujurga nahIM banAtA hai / dhyAna svayaM kI zaizava - meM vApasI hai / paramAtmA zizu ke jyAdA pAsa hai / use behada prema hai baccoM se / jIvana ko sadaiva zizu kI taraha nirmala, nizchala aura sarala banAye rakhane kA upanAma hI sahaja-yoga hai / yaha vaha yoga hai, jise sAdhane ke liye duniyA-bhara ke yogoM kI pagaDaMDiyA~ haiM / sahajayoga ko sAdhane ke lie manuSya svayaM ko dUsare ke prabhAvoM se mukta kare / maiM dUsaroM ko prabhAvita karU~- yaha tRSNA hI saMsAra kI nIMva ko aura cUnA- simenTa pilAtI hai / prabhAva sahajatA se kilakAriyA~ bhare to hI vaha TikAU bana pAtA hai / Upara se lAdA gayA prabhAva antaraMga kI abhivyakti nahIM, varan ohade yA paise kA pratApa hai / prabhAva mana kI tRSNA hai aura svabhAva tRSNA kA abhAva hai| dhyAna mana se Upara uThane kI behatarIna kalA hai / Atma jAgaraNa mana se Upara uThanA hai, vicAra se Upara uThanA hai, zarIra se Upara uThanA hai / caitanya-darzana For Personal & Private Use Only

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caleM, mana-ke-pAra 154 sabake pAra hai- mana ke, vacana ke, zarIra ke / zarIra AtmA ke lie hai, aisA nahIM / AtmA kI upasthiti ke kAraNa zarIra nahIM hai, apitu AtmA kI upasthiti videha ke nimitta hai / jahA~ deha kI svastha anubhUti hai, vahA~ svAsthya nahIM hai / asalI svAsthya-lAbha to vahA~ hai, jahA~ deha-ke-anubhava kI koI guMjAiza hI nahIM hai / mitra-sAdhaka mujhase mazavirA karate haiM caitanya-darzana ke lie, ananta kI anubhUti ke lie / merI salAha rahatI hai svayaM ko Upara uThAne kI / pAtra kI camaka jarUra pAnA cAhate ho, kintu isake lie pahale use mAMjane kI pahala kI jAnI cAhiye / svayaM ko jyotita dekhane kA ekamAtra upAya yahI hai ki apane Apako videha meM, nirvacana meM, amana meM jhAMko / pAradarzI hue bagaira svayaM taka na pahu~ca sakoge / mujhe bhI jAnanA cAho, to deha ke-pAra dekho / kyoMki meM deha nahIM huuN| maiM deha meM hU~, para deha nahIM hU~ / svayaM ko bhI aise hI dekho deha-ke-paradoM-ke-pAra / videha kI anubhUti ghara ke daravAje kA vaha cheda hai, jisase antara-jIvana ke kakSa meM sajI maulikatAoM ko najara muhaiyA kiyA jA sakatA hai / zarIra jar3a hai aura dhyAna ke lie jar3a ke prati hone vAle tAdAtmya kI antyeSTi anivArya hai / mana meM zabdoM kI bhArI bhIr3a aura bhArI kolAhala hai / jo apane mana se Upara uTha jAtA hai, vaha sabake mana se Upara uTha jAtA hai / mana kA pAradarzI sirpha svayaM ko hI zarIra, vacana aura mana se alaga nahIM dekhatA, varan dUsaroM ke jIvana kA bhI Atma-dRSTi se mUlyAkaMna karatA hai / antara kI isa vaijJAnika pahala kA nAma hI bheda-vijJAna hai / ___ dhyAna hamArI A~kha hai / jisakI hathelI se dhyAna chUTa gayA, usakA jIvana ikAra-rahita 'ziva' hai / jisakI A~kha hI phUTa gaI hai, usa becAre ko to andhA kahanA hI par3atA hai, para bar3A andhA to vaha hai, jisane dhyAna kI A~kha meM lAparavAhI se suI cubhA dI hai / Aja subaha kI bAta hai / eka sajjana mere pAsa Aye / kahane lage, maiM bIsa sAla se dhyAna karatA hU~ vaha bhI rojAnA cAra-pA~ca ghaNTe / mere gurujI ne mujhe dhyAna sikhAyA hai / maiMne pUchA, vaha kaise ? usane jhaTa se padmAsana lagAyA aura svayaM ko akampa/aDola banA liyA / maiMne kahA, For Personal & Private Use Only

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dhyAna : svayaM ke Ara-pAra 155 agara ApakA citra khIMcA jAya to lAjavAba hogA / kintu vaha dhyAna kaisA jo vyakti ko patthara kI mUrti mAtra banA de / jhijhake / maiMne kahA, pahalI bAta; dhyAna karate bIsa sAla ho gaye, kintu dhyAna huA hI nahIM / karanA abhyAsa hai / bIsa sAla taka par3hane ke bAvajUda chAtra hI raha gaye, guru na bana pAye / dUsarI bAta dhyAna ghaMToM ke dAyare meM nahIM AtA / cAra-pA~ca ghaMToM taka jo dhyAna karate haiM, vaha bhItara kA utsava banakara nahIM, varan bAhara se bhItara lAdate ho / dhyAna to AThoM pahara ho / jaba bhI koI pUche, tuma kyA kara rahe ho; uttara AnA cAhie- dhyAna meM hU~ / padmAsana, zvAMsa prekSA, jyoti - kendra meM citta-sthiratA, do ghaMTe kI baiThaka - yaha saba to subaha-zAma lI jAne vAlI davA kI golI mAtra hai, tAki usakI taraMga dina-bhara / rAta-bhara rahe / mujhe dhyAna se ujjvalatAe~ milI haiM; para maiM usa dhyAna meM DUbA rahatA hU~, jo mujhe murajhAe nahIM, hulasAe / dhyAna sirpha zarIra ko akar3a kara baiThanA nahIM hai, zvAsa para najara kI TakaTakI bA~dhanA nahIM hai / dhyAna rojamarrA kI jindagI se judA nahIM hai / daphtara meM kAma karanA, dukAna meM kapar3A nApanA, ghara meM rasoI banAnA sabameM ekAgratA ke gIta sunAI dete haiM / dhyAna ekAgratA kI nirmiti hai / jahA~ ekAgratA vahA~ dhyAna aura jahA~ dhyAna vahA~ jIvana kI pahacAna / jo dhyAna se cUkA vaha jIvana se cUkA, jo dhyAna se jur3A vaha jIvana se jur3A / dhyAna jIvana kI samagra ekAgratA hai / jiyo | jIvana jIne ke lie hai / jIvana janma aura mRtyu ke bIca sirpha TahalanA nahIM hai, jIvana Ananda ke lie hai, utsava ke lie hai / jIvana sirpha gati ke lie hI nahIM hai, gIta ke lie bhI hai / usameM saMgIta bharo; antara- zaktiyoM ko tanAvamukta karo / khAo magara dhyAna pUrvaka; piyo, magara dhyAna ke sAtha; mauja ur3Ao magara dhyAna ko AtmasAt kara / jIvana kI hara pravRtti meM sajagatA aura nirliptatA kA vAkya vinyAsa karanA apane hI hAthoM se apanA veda racanA hai / dhyAnapUrvaka calanA, dhyAnapUrvaka baiThanA, dhyAnapUrvaka sonA, dhyAnapUrvaka khAnA, dhyAnapUrvaka bolanA samAdhi kI maMjila kI ora For Personal & Private Use Only

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caleM, mana-ke-pAra 156 kadama-dara-kadama bar3hAnA hai / / __ adhikAMza sAdhakoM kI yaha samasyA rahatI hai ki vaha dhyAna ke prati abhiruci hone ke bAvajUda samAja/saMsAra ko chor3a nahIM pAte / merI samajha se chor3anA Atyantika anivArya nahIM hai / chUTa jAe to koI nukasAna nahIM hai / na chUTe to parezAna hone kI bhI jarUrata nahIM hai| Akhira yaha parezAnI bhI eka salaune DhaMga kA tanAva hI hai / dhyAna to hara tanAva ke pAra hai / tanAva se atimukta karanA hI dhyAna-kA-dAyitva hai / tRpti' (mUla nAma : TrADila oNTo, dhyAna-dIkSita nAma : tRpti; barlina, vesTa jarmanI) bhI isI tanAva meM ulajhI / mahAvIra ko par3hA to mahAvIra se prabhAvita avazya huI; vaha socatI hai ki maiM mahAvIra ke dhyAna-mArga para to calU~, kintu samAja se alaga-thalaga hokara nahIM / ___ maiM to kahU~gA tRpti samajhI nahIM / mahAvIra vidroha ke sUtradhAra nahIM, bodha ke sUtradhAra haiM / mahAvIra khUba rahe, so jaMgaloM meM rame aura jaba sAdhanA sadha gaI to zaharoM meM lauTa Aye / mahAvIra bana sako to acchA hI hai, para hara AdamI mahAvIra kI taraha jaMgaloM meM jAkara nahIM raha sakatA / agara hara AdamI jaMgaloM kI tarapha kadama bar3hA le to jaMgala bhI zahara kA bAnA or3ha leMge / sthAna badala jAe~ge, vastu-sthiti ke bUMghaTa nahIM ughar3eMge / sthAna-parivartana mAtra se to zahara jaMgala bana jAe~ge aura jaMgala zahara / sthAna ke badalane mAtra se AdamI nahIM badala jAtA / mukhauToM ke badalAva se svabhAva meM badalAva kahA~ AtA hai ! mAMsAhAra chor3ane se hiMsA maratI nahIM hai, kintu hiMsA ko mana se deza nikAlA diye jAne ke bAda mAMsAhAra ko chUTanA hI par3atA hai / isalie bhItara ke parivartana meM apanA vizvAsa-prastAva pArita karo / kyA nahIM sunA hai tumane ki 'mana caMgA to kaThautI meM gaMgA ?' agara antaraMga ko na badala pAye to sArA badalAva gIdar3a dvArA hiraNa kI khAla or3hanA hai / svayaM ko antara-jagata meM nirviSa kie binA kiyA gayA AcaraNa bicchu kA tArkika saMvAda hai / ___ dhyAna svayaM ko dekhanA hai, svayaM ke dvArA dekhanA hai, svayaM meM dekhanA hai / isalie dhyAna pUre taura para apane Apako hara koNa se Upara uThAkara For Personal & Private Use Only

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dhyAna : svayaM ke Ara-pAra 157 dekhane kI kalA hai / jahA~ zarIra, vacana aura mana kA anta A jAtA hai vahIM yAtrA prArambha hotI hai, ananta kI / DUbeM hama svayaM meM, tAki ubhara par3e nayanoM meM nayanAbhirAma antaryAmI / nimaMtraNa hai sAre jahAna ko ananta kA, ananta-kI-laharoM meM / ananta kA nimaMtraNa cUkane jaisA nahIM hai / svayaM ko Ara-pAra dekho / zarIra, mana, vacana jIvana kI upalabdhi avazya hai, para vaha mATI ke dIye se jyAdA nahIM hai / usa dIye se Upara bhI apanI najareM uThAyeM, jahA~ lau mATI ke dIye ko prakAza meM bhigo rahI hai / jyoti kA AkAza kI ora uThanA hI cetanA-kA- UrdhvArohaNa hai / jyoti kI pahacAna se bar3hakara jIvana kA koI behatarIna mUlya nahIM hai / martya meM amartya kI pahacAna hI amRta-snAna hai / For Personal & Private Use Only 20

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dhyAna : saMkalpa aura niSThA kI parAkASThA satya ke phUla jIvana ke Dagara-Dagara para khile hue haiM / phUla bar3e behatarIna haiM / unakA gulAbI saundarya lAjavAba hai / ye phUla adRzya hoM, aisI bAta nahIM hai / phUla dRzya haiM / inheM dekhane kI sUkSma dRSTi kI jarUrata hai / dhyAnapUrvaka dekhate rahanA satya ke phUla ko pahacAnane kI dUrabIna hai / satya eka hai, parantu usake rUpa ananta haiM / isalie satya bhI ananta hai / jIvana aura jIvana-pariveza ko dhyAnapUrvaka dekhanA aura par3hanA hI satya kI ekatA banAma anantatA ko AtmasAt karanA hai / satya prakAza hai / kintu sUraja yA diye kI taraha nahIM / satya to prAntiyoM ke andhakAra ko dUra dhakelane vAlI rozanI hai / vaha svayaM bhI jyotirmaya hai / use bhI jyotirmaya kara detA hai, jo usako upalabdha karatA hai / Atma-jyotirmayatA se abhiprAya hai vizvAsa-kI-aTalatA, sandeha-kI-unmUlanatA, prApti-kI prasannatA / satya jJAna hai / satya prApti kA matalaba hai satya ko jAna lenA / svayaM ko jAna lenA to satya hai hI, usako bhI jAna lenA satya kI pahala hai, jisameM satya kI sambhAvanA hai / satya ko satya rUpa jAna lenA hI satya nahIM hai / asatya ko asatya rUpa jAna lenA bhI satya hai / vAstava meM satya paidA tabhI hotA hai, jaba asatya ko jAna liyA jAtA hai / satya ko laMgar3I to taba khAnI par3atI hai, jaba galata ko sahI mAna liyA jAtA hai aura sahI ko galata | galata ko sahI mAnanA aura sahI ko galata mAnanA For Personal & Private Use Only

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dhyAna : saMkalpa aura niSThA kI parAkASThA 116 satya zAnti hai / azAnti ko mana se bisAra denA hI jIvana meM zAnti kA abhyudaya hai / azAnti kA mUla kAraNa hamAre mana kI UhApoha hai / mana se mukta hone kA artha hai, mana kA zAnta ho jAnA / isalie zAnti vAstava meM mana-kI-anupasthiti hai / mana kI raudratA ke rahate zAnti kahA~ ? zAnti kI zuklatA kahA~ ? raudratA azubha hai aura zuklatA zubha / dhyAna raudratA se alagAva hai, zuklatA meM praveza hai / jo mana vyakti ke niyantraNa se bAhara hai, vaha raudra hai / mana kA niyantraNa honA hI zukla dhyAna hai / mana jitanA sutharA hogA, dhyAna utanA hI sApha-svaccha hogA, zAnti utanI hI harI-bharI hogI / ___ manuSya svayaM satya hai / satya kI prApti ke mArga anaginata haiM / auroM kI bAta na bhI uThAe~, manuSya yadi manuSya ko bhI jAna-samajha le, taba bhI usakI upalabdhi ochI nahIM kahalAegI / manuSya ne manuSya ko jAnA, manuSya ne manuSya ko pAyA, yaha vAstava meM satya ko jAnanA aura pAnA hai / manuSya ko jAnane kA matalaba hai apane Apako jAnanA / Atma-jJAna isI kA dUsarA nAma hai / kaivalya aura sambodhi isI ke zikhara haiM / Atma-jJAna se bar3hakara satya-jJAna kA koI dUsarA himAyatI rUpa nahIM ho sakatA / manuSya vicAra-pradhAna bhI hai aura bhAva-pradhAna bhI / vaha bahirmukhI bhI hai aura antarmukhI bhI / bahirmukhI ke lie antara-yAtrA behada kaThina hai / antarmukhI ke lie bahiryAtrA pahAr3I pagaDaNDiyoM para calanA hai / vicAra-pradhAna vyakti jJAnI hai, aura bhAva-pradhAna premI / jJAnI dhyAna ko apanI nAva banAtA hai aura premI prArthanA ko / dhyAna bhI eka mArga hai aura prArthanA bhI eka mArga hai / dhyAna alaga DhaMga kI naukA hai aura prArthanA alaga DhaMga kI / dhyAnI bhI pAra lagatA hai aura premI bhI / mahAvIra aura buddha jaise loga dhyAna se pAra lage, yIzU aura mIrA jaise prema ke mArga se / prArthanA kA artha hI prema hotA hai / vaha prArthanA kevala zabda-jAla hai, jo prema-rahita hai / paramAtmA chandoM aura alaMkAroM se bharI prArthanAoM ko For Personal & Private Use Only

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160 caleM, mana-ke-pAra pasaMda nahIM karate / unakI pasaMdagI to prema hai / prema paramAtmA kA hRdaya hai / gUMgA prArthanA bola nahIM sakatA, lekina vaha prArthanA kara sakatA hai / bolanA yadi prema-pUrvaka ho, to ve bola kevala vAk-paTu prArthanA nahIM raha jAte, ve paramAtmA kI A~khoM kA koiyA bana jAte haiM / prema bhI mArga hai, dhyAna bhI mArga hai / saca to yaha hai ki dhyAna prema se alaga nahIM hai aura prema dhyAna se judA nahIM hai / dhyAna kA antara-vyaktitva prema bana jAtA hai, aura prema dhyAna kA burkA pahana letA hai / isalie dhyAna prema hai aura prema dhyAna / mArga cAhe jo apanAyA jAye, maMjila ke karIba pahu~cate-pahu~cate sAre mArga eka ho jAte haiM / mArga to AdamI kI suvidhA ke anusAra banAye jAte haiM / AdamI bhI bhalA eka jaise kahA~ hote haiM / koI moTA hai, koI patalA; koI lambA hai, to koI baunA; koI tArkika hai, to koI yAjJika; koI paNDita hai to koI pujArI / jaba AdamI hI eka nahIM hai to mArga eka kaise hogA ! mArga ananta haiM / jisakI jaisI ruci ho, vaise mArga para apane kadama bar3hAeM / sAre mArga dhyAna ke hI rUpa haiM / upAsanA bhI dhyAna hai, jJAna-svAdhyAya bhI dhyAna hai, karma aura bhakti bhI dhyAna hai / antarAya, citta-vikSepa, duHkhadaura se manuSya ko dUra rakhane ke lie hI dhyAna hai / 'tatpratiSedhArthaM ekatattvAbhyAsaH' / dhyAna eka tattva kA abhyAsa hai / jaba citta kI vRttiyA~ kisI eka hI vRtti meM jAkara vilIna ho jAtI haiM- jaise nadiyA~ sAgara meM samA jAtI haiM- to vRttiyoM kI UhApoha-avasthA tirohita ho jAtI hai / eka kA smaraNa, eka ke atirikta sabakA vismaraNa yaha lakSyonmukha satya kI upalabdhi kA mArga hai / svayaM ko kendrita karo kisI eka tattva para, cAhe vaha Izvara-kI-upAsanA ho, 'OM' para dhyAna-kA-kendrIkaraNa ho, vItarAga ke Adarza kA pallavana ho, yA aura koI mArga ho; mArga mAtra maMjila taka pahu~cane kA mAdhyama hai / maMjila citta-kI-zuddhAvasthA hai, mana kA-mauna hai, vikalpoM-ke-jukAma-se-mukti hai / kisa prakriyA se parama avasthA ko upalabdha karate ho, yaha bAta mAmUlI hai / yAtrA hI mahattvapUrNa hai / cikitsA-paddhati para adhika mata ulajho / jisase svastha ho sako, vahI tumhAre lie sahI hai / For Personal & Private Use Only

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dhyAna : saMkalpa aura niSThA kI parAkASThA 161 apane Apako jamAne se itanA Upara uThA lo ki jamAne kA koI bhI durvyavahAra hama para asara na kara sake / burA burAI kara rahA hai, kahIM hama to usake sAtha bure nahIM ho gaye haiM / eka prasiddha dArzanika hue haiM dekArta / eka bAra kisI ne unase durvyavahAra kiyA, para dekArta ne use kucha na kahA / isa para eka mitra kahane lage, tumheM usase badalA lenA cAhie thA / usakA salUka bahuta burA thA / dekArta naramI se bole- jaba koI hamase burA vyavahAra kare to apanI AtmA ko usa UMcAI para le jAnA cAhie, jahA~ koI durvyavahAra use chU na sake / dhyAna usa U~cAI ko pAne kA rAjamArga hai / AtmA vaha tattva hai, jisa para hameM apanA dhyAna kendrita karanA hai / dhyAna ke lie kisI Asana yA A~khoM para paTTI bA~dhane kI jarUrata nahIM hotI / dhyAna ke liye cAhie sirpha saMkalpa / saMkalpa jitanA paripUrNa aura ullAsa bharA hogA, dhyAna hamArA utanA hI sakriya hogA / Atma-saMkalpa aura Atma-nirNaya hI dhyAna kA saMvidhAna-sUtra hai / hameM apanI UrjA ko eka bindu para kendrita karanA cAhie / kendra kI yAtrA ke lie hameM paridhi kA moha tajanA hI hogA / UrjA jitanI kendrita hogI, zakti utanI hI saghana banegI / UrjA kA bikharAva to citta kI vikSiptatA hai / isalie apanA dhyAna apanI hI UrjA para kendrita karo / mahAvIra aura buddha ne dhyAna kI vidhi batAyI hai / 'anuprekSA' mahAvIra kI dhyAna-vidhi kA nAma hai aura 'vipazyanA' buddha kI dhyAna-vidhi kA / anuprekSA aura vipazyamA donoM do nAma hote hue bhI samAnAntara nahIM haiM / anuprekSA kA artha hai andara dekhanA / antardarzana hI anuprekSA hai / vipazyanA bhI isI artha kI paryAya hai / DhAI hajAra varSoM ke bAda bhI isa dhyAna-vidhi kI mahimA aura garimA meM thor3A-sA bhI hrAsa nahIM huA hai / Aja bhI manuSya kI antarayAtrA meM anuprekSA aura vipazyanA arthapUrNa hai, upayogI hai / hama baiTha jAyeM / A~kheM banda kareM / zarIra aura mana ko tanAva na For Personal & Private Use Only

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caleM, mana-ke-pAra 162 deM / apane dhyAna ko zvAsa para kendrita kareM / zvAsa kI yAtrA meM hama nAka ke Upara donoM bhauMhoM ke bIca vizeSa dhyAna deM / yaha eka tattva para apanA dhyAna kendrita karane kI prakriyA hai / sambhava hai dhyAna meM vicAra bhI uTheM, dhyAna kahIM ora calA jAye, kintu isase ghabarAne kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai / use dekha leM, suna leM aura phira dhyAna ko zvAsa-kI-yAtrA ke sAtha jor3a deM / ____ vidhi to aura bhI koI svIkArI jA sakatI hai / mahattva isa bAta kA hai ki hama apane lakSya para kisa tattva ke sAtha jur3ate haiM / tvarA se jInA hI dhyAna hai / jIvana ke nATaka kA kaba paTAkSepa ho jAye, isakA koI bharosA nahIM hai / pA~voM meM mRtyu kA kA~TA kabhI bhI gar3a sakatA hai / kucha ho, isase pahale satya ko samajha lenA cAhie / jIvana se bar3ha kara aura satya kyA hogA / jIvana satya hai; jhUTha to mRtyu hai / jIvana jIne vAlA mRtyu ko bhI jItA hai / mRtyu se DaranA hamArI hAra hai / jIvana to mRtyu-ke-pAra bhI hai / samaya para zAzvatatA ke hastAkSara vahI kara sakatA hai, jo jIvana aura mRtyu ke Ara-pAra jhAMkatA hai / antara-draSTA jIvana-sraSTA hai / jIvana bikherane/miTAne ke lie nahIM hai; jIne aura kendrita karane ke lie hai / hamAre pAsa DheroM sampadAe~ haiM / zarIra bhI hamArI sampadA hai / zarIra ke hara aMga kA mUlya hai / vicAra bhI hamArI sampadA hai / jIvana ke sAre mUlya usI se jur3e haiM / sampadAe~ surakSA cAhatI haiM, svasthatA cAhatI haiM, tarotAjagI cAhatI haiM / jaise kachuA apane aMgoM ko apane meM sameTe rakhatA hai, vaise hI to Atma-niyantraNa-kA-zAstra hai / jo Atma-niyantrita hai, anuzAsita hai, use kaisA khatarA aura kaisA bhaya ! vyakti hI svAmI hotA hai apanI sampadAoM kA / tero tere pAsa hai, apane mAMhIM TaTola / rAI ghaTe na tila bar3he, hari bolau hari bola // tumhArI sampadA tumhAre pAsa hai / khojanA bhI kyA, sirpha TaTolanA For Personal & Private Use Only

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dhyAna : saMkalpa aura nichA kI parAkASa 163 aura pahacAnanA hai / duniyAdArI ke raMga meM itane raca-basa gaye ho ki Aja svayaM kI sampadA ko bhI khojane kI jarUrata A par3I hai / Izvara kI saMmbhAvanA bhI hamAre jIvana se jur3I hai / isalie Izvara kI upAsanA bhI apanI hI upAsanA hai / svayaM ko TaTolanA Izvara ko hI TaTolanA hai / ___hari bolau hari bola'- usakI smRti hI usakI prApti kA nuskhA hai / hari kA artha hotA hai harane vAlA / tuma use yAda karo, vaha tumheM yAda karegA | bhale hI andherA ho, para TaTolane para vaha mila hI jAyegA / kyoMki hama se alaga nahIM hai hamArI sampadA / yadi usane eka bAra bhI hAtha thAma liyA, hamArA samarpaNa svIkAra kara liyA, hamAre paramAtma-saMkalpa ko sarvatobhAvena mAna liyA, to usase galabAMhI kala kI pratIkSA nahIM karegI / jise hama hAtha samajha rahe haiM, vaha hAtha nahIM, vaha pArasa hai / phira hama vaha na rahegeM jo abhI haiM / hAtha yadi pArasa thAme to lohA lohA kaise raha pAyegA ! hama svarNa-puruSa ho sakate haiM, usakA hAtha hamArI ora bar3hA huA hai / AvazyakatA hai apanA hAtha bar3hAne kI, apane saMkalpa aura apane niSThA-mUlyoM kI / 000 For Personal & Private Use Only

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samAdhi kA praveza-dvAra manuSya-jIvana kA phUla kudarata kI kisI mahat anukampA se khilatA hai / bar3e zrama aura bar3e bhAgya se isa phUla kI paMkhuriyA~ khilA karatI haiM | jarA dekho usa phUla ko / roma-roma muskurA rahA hai usakA | thor3A apane cehare ko dekhakara yaha patA lagAo ki hamArA mu~ha laTakA huA hai yA muskurAtA huA / cehare kI banAvaTI ha~sI para vizvAsa mata karanA / yaha muskurAhaTa to udhAra hai, dUsaroM ke sukha-duHkha meM zarIka hone kI cikanI-cupar3I sAntvanA hai / bAta hRdaya kI muskurAhaTa kI hai / bAhara se khuza dikhAI dene vAlA AdamI bhItara se A~suoM kI taraiyA se bharA ho sakatA hai / bAhara se to kisI ke lie zoka vyakta kara rahe ho aura bhItara se bar3e prasanna ho ki 'calo, eka to balA TalI' / kaI bAra bhItara duHkha-darda kA lAvA ubalatA rahatA hai aura cehare para tumheM vaha bhAva-bhaMgimA darzAnI par3atI hai mAno tuma-sA koI aura prasanna-badana nahIM hai / yadi aisA hai to yaha jIvana ke sAtha anyAya hai | jaba zoka ho to vizuddha rUpa se zoka hI ho aura jaba prasannatA ho to bAhara-bhItara ekarUpatA ho / kahIM aisA to nahIM hai ki jIvana ke sAtha bhI hama sarakArI-buddhi yA vyavasAyI-buddhi lagA rahe hoM ? jIvana koI rizvata nahIM hai aura na hI koI jAyadAda kI bar3hotarI / jIvana to basa jIvana hai / ___manuSya apane pUre jIvana meM svayaM-kA-saMrakSaNa nahIM karatA, balki svayaM ko becatA hai / Akhira svayaM ko becakara kyA pA rahe ho ? vaha saba kucha, jo jIvana aura mRtyu kI kasauTI meM nirmUlya hai / yadi khuda ko beca-becakara khuda ko bhI bhara lete to bAta kA bataMgar3a na hotA / para vaha apane ko kahA~ bhara rahA hai ! vaha to tijorI ko bharatA hai / apane cAroM For Personal & Private Use Only

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samAdhi kA praveza dvAra 161 ora mAla-sAmAna kA Dhera lagA rahe ho aura svayaM bilkula khAlI par3e ho / antataH natIjA yaha hogA ki mAla yahIM par3A raha jAegA aura mAlika luTa jAegA / usa piMjare kA kyA mola jisakA paMchI ur3a jAye ! kahate haiM kisI AdamI ke pAsa kaI taraha ke pazu-pakSI the / jaba usane sunA ki hajarata mUsA pazu-pakSiyoM kI bhASA samajhate haiM to vaha mUsA ke pAsa gayA / usane mUsA se pazu-pakSiyoM kI bhASA sIkhanI cAhI, para mUsA ne manA kara diyA / AdamI apanI jida para ar3A rahA aura haTha karake usane mUsA se bhASA sIkha lI / taba se vaha AdamI apane pazu-pakSiyoM kI bAteM jaba-taba sunA karatA / eka dina murge ne kutte se kahA ki mAlika kA ghor3A bahuta jaldI hI marane vAlA hai / AdamI ne jaba yaha sunA to vaha khuza huA / usane apanA ghor3A beca diyA aura hone vAlI hAni se baca gayA / thor3e dina bAda usane murge ko kutte se yaha kahate sunA ki mAlika kA khaccara zIghra hI mara jAegA / mAlika ne khaccara ko bhI beca diyA / eka dina murge ne gulAma ke marane kI bAta kutte ko kahI, to mAlika ne use bhI beca diyA / vaha prasanna thA ki usane pazu-pakSiyoM kI bhASA sIkhakara kitanA-kitanA phala prApta kiyA / anta meM eka dina murge ne kutte se kahA ki do dina bAda apane mAlika kI mRtyu hone vAlI hai / yaha sunakara vaha ghabarAyA aura bhaya ke mAre kAMpane lagA / vaha daur3A-daur3A gayA mUsA ke pAsa, pUchA ki aba maiM kyA karU~ ? mUsA ne kahA- karanA kyA hai ? jAo aura apane ko beca DAlo / 'kyA ?' 'hA~, ThIka vaise hI jaise tumane ghor3e, khaccara aura gulAma ko becaa|' kyA becoge svayaM ko ? kitane meM becoge ? kisake lie becoge ? tumheM to Aga lagI jA rahI hai / jindagI na to becane ke lie hai, na badale meM kucha pAne ke lie / meharabAnI kara apane lie jarA soco ki jIvana kyA hai, aura jIne ke uddezya kyA haiM / For Personal & Private Use Only

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caleM, mana-ke-pAra apane irda-girda dekhatA hU~ ki hara koI janma letA hai, palatA hai, bar3hatA hai, saMgharSa karatA hai, aiza-ArAma, mauja-mastI karatA hai aura phira apane banAye-basAye saMsAra ko chor3akara eka dina mara jAtA hai / yaha eka baMdhI - baMdhAI lIka dikhAI detI hai / loga isI lIka para calate haiM / koI ArAma se gujara rahA hai, to koI kaThinAI se / aba savAla yaha hai ki kyA yahI jIvana hai / yadi hai, to jAnavara aura iMsAna meM koI bicauliyA pharka nahIM hai ? aura yadi yaha jIvana nahIM, to phira vAstava meM jIvana kyA hai ? jIne ke uddezya kyA hote haiM ? maiM isa prazna ko mAtra prazna nahIM kahU~gA / maiM ise jIvana ke prati eka saghana jijJAsA kahU~gA / mana meM aise prazna ubharane bhI koI sAmAnya bAta nahIM hai / yaha pahelI nahIM, jIvana ke prati jAgane kI pahala hai / jaba taka yaha hakIkata meM na hogI, taba taka jIvana meM kisI bhI prakAra kA rUpAntaraNa ghaTita hI na ho pAegA / 166 jIvana meM krAnti upadezoM se nahIM, jijJAsA aura abhIpsA se ghaTita hotI hai / jIvana meM lagane vAlI coToM aura ThokaroM se bhI agara insAna kucha na sIkha sake, na jaga sake, to vaha jIvana ke prati lAparavAha kahalAegA / kyA use tuma jiMdA kahoge ? vaha to calatA-phiratA murdA hai / jahA~ jIvana ke parisara meM coTa lagatI hai, vahA~ AdamI usakA hara hAla meM samAdhAna pAnA cAhatA hai / vaha prazna use becaina kara detA hai / duniyA meM AtmadAha aura AtmaghAta kI ghaTanAeM aise mAnasika praznoM ke kAraNa huI haiM / jindagI sabhI jI rahe haiM / koI nadI ke kinAre baiThA pAnI kA kalakala ninAda suna rahA hai / koI bA~surI ke suroM meM khoyA hai / koI caravAhA banA pahAr3oM meM bher3a-bakariyoM ko hA~ka rahA hai / koI bhIr3a se bacakara nikalanA cAhatA hai / kahIM loga dina bhara mehanata karate haiM aura rAta ko zarAba kI madahozI meM par3e rahate haiM / koI rAta ko juAghara meM dikhAI detA hai, to kahIM loga phuTapAtha para par3e mileMge / unake agala-bagala zahara kI gaMdagI par3I hai, macchara bhina- bhinA rahe haiM, para ve ina sabase bekhabara samrATa se bhI behatara nIMda so rahe haiM / Akhira z2indagI kyA hai; kyA yahI z2indagI hai ? For Personal & Private Use Only

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samAdhi kA praveza dvAra 167 hara manuSya janma ke sAtha eka ghere meM jItA hai / use banA-banAyA gherA milatA hai, cora hai to corI kA aura vyavasAyI hai to vyavasAya kA / hara vyakti kA gherA baMdhI-baMdhAyI lIka kI taraha hai / lIka tor3o aura naye nIr3a kA nirmANa karo / agara ghere meM hI jioge to tumheM apanI z2indagI meM vahI virAsata meM milegA, jisameM tuma bar3e hue ho / virAsata to parAzraya hai / jo ho rahA hai, bapautI ke kAraNa ho rahA hai / hamArI maulika kSamatA aura sambhAvanA to rAkha kI derI ke nIce dabI par3I hai / hama apanA eka nayA rUpa le sakate haiM / eka naI paramparA banA sakate haiM / apanI kSamatAoM kA galA mata ghoTo / kSamatAeM jIvanta haiM aura unakI jIvantatA kA jIne meM bharapUra upayoga karo / Akhira cakravyUha ko to bhedanA hI hogA / saMgharSa karanA hai, mauta se ghabarAnA nahIM hai / abhimanyu kI mRtyu ko hama mRtyu nahIM kaha sakate / vaha to duniyA ke lie Az2AdI-kA-paigAma hai / kucha nayA hone ke lie kucha purAne ko chor3anA hI hogA / jarUrata hai sirpha sAhasa kI, bulaMda hausale kI / jo gherA hameM banA-banAyA milA hai virAsata ke rUpa meM, usase cipake rahanA to adhyAtma kI bhASA meM rAga hai / kevala liphAphoM ko cipakAne kA kAma hI karoge yA unheM khologe bhI ? khuda ke dvArA jaisA bhI hogA, jo bhI hogA, vaha hameM aura Age bar3hane ke lie prerita karegA / Akhira apane banAye pada-cinhoM ko dekhane kA majA hI kucha aura hotA hai / yaha majA Ananda hai / yaha Ananda sirpha usI vyakti se jur3a sakatA hai, jo Atma-kendrita ho gayA hai / Atma-kendrIkaraNa kA nAma hI nijatva aura buddhatva kA sarvodaya hai aura usakA vikendrIkaraNa saMsAra-ke-ghere-kA-nirmANa / buddhatva kA bodha jIvana kI mahAna upalabdhi hai, jIvana kI gahana-se-gahana aura U~cI-se-U~cI sambhAvanAoM kA AviSkAra hai / jJAna-bodha sirpha saccAI ke Aloka kA darzana hI nahIM karAtA, varan svayaM vyakti ko rozana aura jyotirmaya kara detA hai / yaha vyakti kI arhata-avasthA hai / yaha parA-pahu~ca hai | yahA~ taka pahu~cane ke lie do taraha ke vyakti hote haiM / eka to ve, jinameM janmajAta yaha pratibhA hotI hai / For Personal & Private Use Only

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168 caleM, mana-ke-pAra dUsare ve hote haiM, jinheM yaha pratimA banAnI hotI hai / jo janmajAta pratibhA-sampanna hote haiM, ve vAstava meM pUrva-janma ke saMskAroM kA pariNAma haiM / haribhadra ne use kula-yogI kahA hai aura paMtajali ne 'bhavapratyaya' / bhavapratyayo videha-prakRtilayAnAm' / "bhava-pratyaya' ve loga haiM, jo pUrva janma meM videha-avasthA taka pahu~ca cuke the, kintu kaivalya-prApti se pahale hI cala base / hAlAMki purAnI dharma-kitAboM meM to aise logoM ke lie 'yoga-bhraSTa' kahA gayA hai, para maiM isa galatI ko na doharAUMgA / vyakti yoga-bhraSTa to taba hotA hai, jaba vaha yoga ke mArga se skhalita ho jAtA hai, phisala jAtA hai jaise menakA se vizvAmitra / mRtyu hone se yoga-bhraSTa nahIM hotA / mRtyu to jIvana kA sirpha par3Ava hai / eka zarIra chUTA to dUsare se yAtrA cAlU ho gayI / eka cappala ghisa gaI to dUsarI pahana lI / isase yoga ke sAtatya meM par3Ava ke sivAya aura koI buniyAdI asara nahIM par3a sakatA / zaMkarAcArya kI to yuvAvasthA meM hI mRtyu ho gaI thI / unhoMne jo pAyA aura jo ucArA, vaha vAstava meM unake pUrva-janma ke yoga-pravAha ke sAtatya kA pratiphala thA / naciketA yamarAja ke pAsa jAkara bhI vApasa lauTa AyA / yaha eka choTe bacce kA 'bhava-pratyaya' hai / mahAvIra ke ziSya 'atimukta' ne mAtra dasa varSa kI umra meM amRta-pada prApta kara liyA thA / pratibhA kA saMskAra-sAtatya kaba apanA amRta-puSpa khilA detA hai, isakA koI mApaka-yantra nahIM hai / jinake jIvana meM pUrva janma ke pravAha ke sAtatya ke kAraNa kucha hotA hai, unakI bAta alaga hai / unakA dIyA to taiyAra hai, basa jyoti kI yAda AnI cAhiye / Ama AdamI ko to jyoti kI khoja karanI hogI, ciMgArI ko DhUMr3hanA hogA, samarpita hokara, saMkalpapUrvaka, eka smRtilaya hokara, eka hozapUrvaka / dUsare sAdhakoM kA yoga zraddhA, vIrya, smRti, samAdhi aura prajJA siddha hotA hai aura vaha bhI kramazaH- 'zraddhA-vIrya-smRti-samAdhi-prajJApUrvakam itareSAm' / sAdhanA ke ye caraNa bahuta sAre lagate haiM, para ye vAstava meM eka hI haiM yA eka-jaise haiM / zabdoM kA thor3A pharka hai / zAbdika arthoM meM bhI kucha bheda ho sakatA hai, para samAdhi kA mArga svayaM samAdhi hI hai, isake lie hameM zrama kucha nahIM karanA hai / AvazyakatA hai mAtra dhyAna kI / For Personal & Private Use Only

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samAdhi kA praveza-dvAra 166 dhyAna meM saba kucha A jAte haiM, zraddhA bhI, smRti bhI, saMkalpa bhI, prajJA bhI / alaga-alaga zabda to isalie parose gaye haiM, tAki bArIkI ko alaga-alaga DhaMgoM se dekha sako, jAna sako / vaise mUlataH to dhyAna kI jarUrata hai; mana ko kendrita karane kI jarUrata hai / jahA~ mana TikA, usake prati zraddhA bhI hogI, usake lie vIrya/puruSArtha bhI hogA, usakI smRti/yAda bhI AegI / samAdhistha/nimagna bhI rahoge / buddhi se usakA riztA bhI hogA / siddhatva to sabakA saMgama hai, kintu saboM kA lakSya aura AdhAra to eka hI hai / amRta sabase jur3A huA hai aura amRta hI sabakA pariNAma hai / zraddhA kA sambandha hRdaya se hai / vIrya arthAt sAmarthya kA sambandha zarIra se hai | smRti kA sambandha mana se hai aura samAdhi-prajJA kA mastiSka se, nirmala buddhi se / gItA ke zloka bhI isa tathya kI puSTi kareMge / Agama aura piTaka bhI yahI kaheMge / majahaboM aura zAstroM kI anekatA ko dekhakara mArga ko aneka mata mAna lenA / jIvana kA dvAra to vahI hai aura saba le jAnA cAhate bhI haiM usI dvAra para / zabdoM aura abhivyaktiyoM kA vibheda koI artha nahIM rakhatA / mUlya to jIvana kA hai, jIvana kI parama jIvantatA AtmasAt karane kA hai / zraddhA kA artha hai samarpaNa / zraddhA vaha bhAvanA hai, jisameM hRdaya kI naukA calatI hai / samarpaNa ho- na sirpha sAdhya ke prati, varan sAdhana ke prati bhI / zraddhA hI to ziSyatva kI sahI pahacAna hai / ziSya agara sahI hai, to sadguru cAhe usase saiMkar3oM kosa dUra bhI kyoM na ho, use AnA hI par3egA / zraddhA siddhAntoM kA DhiMDhorA pITanA nahIM hai / isase to zraddhA ko ulTA kheda hotA hai / zraddhA to taraMga hai, jIvana kA AbhAmaNDala hai / zraddhA na kevala ziSya ko taMragita karegI, varan jo bhI usake samparka meM AegA, vaha bhI zraddhA ke prakAza se bharegA / zraddhA suSupti hai / nIMda Ate hI AdamI duniyA se bekhabara ho jAtA hai / use mitra kI to cintA rahatI hI nahIM hai, zatru kI bhI vaha cintA nahIM karatA / nIMda bar3I mIThI hotI hai / zraddhA nIMda hai / nIMda se behatara miThAsa aura kahA~, jisameM AdamI sukha-duHkha, bhUkha-pyAsa, amIrI-garIbI, saba bhUla jAtA hai, For Personal & Private Use Only

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caleM, mana-ke-pAra 170 sAre bhedabhAva bhUla jAtA hai| zraddhA nIMda kI taraha mIThI hai / jisake prati zraddhA ho gaI, usake lie to usase bar3hakara aura koI nahIM hai / zraddhA prema hai, para prema hote hue bhI prema se bar3hakara hai / prema to pati-patnI ke bIca bhI hotA hai / prema zArIrika bhI ho sakatA hai | zraddhA vizuddha prema hai / zraddhA kA zarIra se koI sambandha nahIM hotA / zraddhA hRdaya kI abhivyakti hai, hRdaya kI pyAsa hai / zraddhA meM nikalane vAle A~sU korA pAnI nahIM hai, vaha hRdaya kI - aMjurI hai / zraddhA aura samarpaNa kI sabase jyAdA mAtrA striyoM meM hotI hai / striyA~ dhyAna ke mArga para jaldI gati kara sakatI haiN| puruSa kI yAtrA buddhi se hotI hai, para striyoM kI zraddhA se / eka vaijJAnika hai, dUsarA hArdika / dhyAna vijJAna kA nahIM, hRdaya kA mArga hai / dharma hRdaya kA pravAha hai aura zraddhA usakA mUla strota hai / jarA mana TaTolo- abhI zraddhA kahA~ hai ? abhI to pU~jI ke prati, pada ke prati, pratiSThA ke prati hai / pU~jI ke pichalaggU bane ho; vaha to yahIM par3I raha jAegI - jaba haMsA ur3a jAegA / pU~jI jIvana-yApana ke lie hai / vaha vyakti nAsamajha hai, jo jIvana ko pU~jI ke lie kharca kara rahA hai / pU~jI se itanA cipakA hai ki eka dvAra para kisI ke pairoM kI AhaTa sunAI dI / usane apanA cazmA ThIka tarIke se lagAte hue pUchA, kauna hai ? Agantuka ne kahA, terI mauta / vyakti ne kahA, taba koI harz2A nahIM, maiMne socA kahIM inkamaTaiksa vAle to nahIM A gaye / tuma A gaye, calegA, ve nahIM Ane cAhiye / abhI tumhArI zraddhA jIvana ke prati nahIM, pU~jI ke prati hai / tumheM cintA Ayakara vAloM kI hai, mRtyu kI nahIM / asalI pU~jI to jIvana hai, paramAtmA hai / use bacAo / use baTorI / yA phira samarpita ho pada ke prati / pada sapheda jhUTha hai / sAre pada kursiyoM ke haiM / kursI bar3I laga gayI, tuma bar3e lagane laga gaye / eka bAta dhyAna rakhiye ki isase mAtra kursI bar3I huI hai, vyakti bar3A na huA For Personal & Private Use Only

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samAdhi kA praveza-dvAra 171 dhana se pratiSThA nahIM milegI, khuzAmadI karane vAle mila jAeMge / pada mila jAegA, para pada se nIce utare to ? phira kauna pUchatA hai / asalI pratiSThA to bhItara hai / jisake hRdaya meM paramAtmA pratiSThita ho jAtA hai, vaha amRda-pada kA svAmI hai / zraddhA isI antara-pratiSThA kI pahala hai / / sAdhanA-patha kA dUsarA sopAna hai vIrya / vIrya zakti kA pratIka hai, saMkalpa aura sAmarthya kA paricAyaka hai / yahA~ vIrya kA sambandha zarIra ke zukrANuoM se nahIM hai / yaha Atma-UrjA kI bAta hai, manosaMkalpa kI carcA hai / brahmacarya usI Atma-UrjA kA pratinidhitva karatA hai| logoM ne brahmacarya ko na bhogane ke sAtha jor3A hai / bhoga se brahmacarya kA koI sIdhA sambandha nahIM hai / aise kaI loga mileMge, jinhoMne kabhI sahavAsa na kiyA ho, para itane mAtra se ve brahmacArI nahIM ho gaye / ve to abhogI hue / brahmacarya abhoga nahIM hai / brahmacarya caryA hai / khuda meM calanA hI brahmacarya hai / brahmacarya vAstava meM brahma-vihAra hai / abhogI rukA huA hai / brahmacArI karma-yoga aura brahmayoga kA saMvAhaka hai / vaha bhItara DUbatA hai / vaha apane vIrya/UrjA ko pUrNa satya kI prApti meM lagAtA hai / usane vIrya rokA nahIM, apitu usakA jIvana-vikAsa ke lie upayoga kiyA / bhogI use zarIra ke bAhara nikAla kara usakI sAravattA va mUlyavattA ko asAra va nirmUlya kara detA hai / abhogI ise bhItara dabA letA hai / brahmacArI usakI zakti ko UrdhvagAmI banA letA hai / jise hama kuNDalinI-kA-U/rohaNa kahate haiM, vaha dUsare arthoM meM isI zakti kI zikhara-yAtrA hai / sAdhanA ke U~ce zikharoM ko chUne ke lie hameM sAmarthya to juTAnA hogA / asamartha vyakti jIvana-kA-kAravA~ maMjila taka nahIM le jA sakatA / yadi sIr3hiyoM ko pAra karanA hai, to pA~voM kI majabUtI to cAhiye hI / binA sAmarthya ke to AdamI ko sIr3hI hI maMjila lagatI hai / zarIra bhI svastha ho, mana bhI tandurasta ho, tabhI to saphara AsAnI se hogA / saMgharSa to yahA~ bhI karanA hogA / nadiyA ke bahate pAnI ke sAtha bahanA ho to bAta alaga hai / yahA~ bahanA nahIM hai, yahA~ to tairanA hai / kiztI ko kinAre para nahIM rakhanA hai / ise to bha~vara ke khataroM se gujaranA hai, kahIM aisA na ho ki kartavya-patha para kadama uThAne ke bAda hama phisala par3eM / For Personal & Private Use Only

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172 caleM, mana-ke-pAra kahIM aisA na ho ki zarIra kI kAma-Aga hameM jhulasA de, mana-kI-tRSNA hameM tor3a de / sAdhanA ke mArga meM mahAvIra ne zarIra kI svasthatA, mana kI aDigatA aura vAtAvaraNa kI anukUlatA ko anivArya mAnA hai / sAdhanA-patha kA tIsarA caraNa hai smRti / yaha mahattvapUrNa caraNa hai / yadi smRti hai to zraddhA apane Apa hai / samAdhi bhI parachAI kI taraha sAtha-sAtha A jAegI / loga jo mAlAe~ ginate haiM, mantroM kA jApa karate haiM, vaha vAstava meM smRti ko hI paripakva aura sazakta banAne ke lie hai / smRti kI saghanatA ke lie hI mantroM kA vidhAna huA / saMsAra ke sapanoM ko kama karane ke lie maMtra-yoga mahattvapUrNa bhUmikA nibhA sakatA hai / yadi hama hare-hare, rAma-rAma yA arham-buddham kA nirbAdha satat smaraNa karate cale jAyeM to saMsAra se anivAryataH anAsakta ho jAeMge / phira bhItara meM svapna nahIM, varan jAgaraNa hogA / tulasI aura sUra ne isIlie to nAma-smaraNa para jora diyA / yadi zvAMsozvAMsa ke sAtha smRti jur3a jAye to rAta meM, nIMda meM bhI japa/ajapA anAyAsa cAlU rahegA / yadi koI dUsarA hameM dekhegA to bar3A stambhita raha jAegA / hama nIMda meM raheMge, lekina japa jAgA huA hogA / smRti to dhuna hai / parIkSA ke dinoM meM baccoM ko kaisI dhuna savAra hotI hai ! khAne ko usane khA bhI liyA, sone ko usane so bhI liyA, para usake dhyAna kI samagratA to kevala par3hAI se hI jur3I rahatI hai / natIjatana vaha khAte vakta bhI par3ha rahA hai aura sote vakta bhI / aisI hI smRti jaba paramAtmA kI hogI to tuma paramAtmA ko pAne meM bahuta jalda saphalatA pAoge / paramAtmA kI smRti se bharA huA hRdaya hI to prArthanA hai / paramAtmA kI pUjA se matalaba hai, usake ahobhAva se sarAbora / paramAtma-stuti jisa kSaNa ho, vahI tumhAre lie brahma-muhUrta hai aura jahA~ ho, vahIM mandira hai / ye kSaNa cUkane jaise nahIM hote / brahma muhUrta caubIsa ghaNToM meM kabhI bhI sAkAra ho sakatA hai / mandira kahIM bhI mUrta rUpa le sakatA hai / mUlya hamArI smRti kA hai, prArthanA kA hai / For Personal & Private Use Only

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samAdhi kA praveza-dvAra 173 kahate haiM sUradAsa A~khoM se andhe the / unakI bhakti duniyA ke lie preraNA hai / andhA AdamI agara dhyAna aura smRti ke mArgoM se gujara jAye, to usake hRdaya kI A~kheM khula sakatI haiM / eka dina sUra rAste para calate-calate gaDDhe meM gira gaye / thor3I hI dera meM unhoMne pAyA ki koI caravAhA gaDDhe ke pAsa Akara kaha rahA hai'bAbA ! merA hAtha pakar3akara bAhara A jAo' / caravAhe ne sUra ko bAhara nikAlA / sUra ne usakA hAtha majabUtI se pakar3a liyA / caravAhe ne kahAmerA hAtha chor3o / sUra ! mujhe apanI gAyeM carAnI haiM / para sUra ne kahAmaiM tumhArA hAtha nahIM choDUMgA / tuma to mere kAnhA-kanhaiyA ho / magara usane kahA ki nahIM, maiM to sirpha caravAhA hU~ / tumheM gaDDhe meM par3A dekhA to bAhara nikAla diyA aura yaha kahakara usane sUra se apanA hAtha chur3AyA aura bhAga gayA / sUra ne kahA hAtha chur3Akara jAta ho, nirbala jAnake mohe / hRdaya se jaba jAo to, sabala maiM jAnUM tohe / prArthanA kA sambandha to hRdaya se hai / hRdaya kI naukA ke sahAre hI paramAtmA ke usa pAra ko pAyA jA sakatA hai / kabIra ne, Anandaghana ne smRti ko surati kahA hai / surati kA vAstavika artha smRti hI hai / kabIra jaisA gRhasthayogI to surati ko hI paramAtma-prApti kA amogha aura acUka upAya batAte haiM / kabIra ne jApa kA virodha kiyA, mAlA-maNiyoM kA bhI virodha kiyA, maMdira-mUrti se bhI ve kaTe / para ve agara kisI para pUrI taraha DaTe rahe to vaha mAtra surati hai, smRti hai / unakI dRSTi meM to smRti anahada se bhI parA-sthiti hai jApa marai ajapA marai, anahada bhI mari jAya / surati samAni sabada meM, tAhi kAla nahIM khAya / / mRtyuMjaya to sirpha usI samagra kI smRti hI hai / smRti agara samyak ho, samagra ho to vahI samAdhi kA siMha-dvAra bana jAtI hai / sAdhanA kA eka aura pagathiyA hai samAdhi / samAdhi ko hama Ama For Personal & Private Use Only

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174 caleM, mana ke-pAra taura para sAdhanA kI maMjila mAnate haiM / kintu vaha maMjila nahIM hai / samAdhi to rAstoM-kA-rAstA hai, samAdhAnoM-kA-samAdhAna hai / maMjila to kaivalya hai, amRta-pada hai / samAdhi zAnta manaHsthiti kA nAma hai / mana kI uthala-puthala asamAdhi hai aura mana ke sarovara kA zAnta/nistaraMga honA samAdhi hai / citta kA sApha-sutharA va svaccha zIze jaisA honA samAdhi hI hai / samAdhi meM praveza karanA ho to pahale smRti se gujaro, dhyAna meM baiTha jAo, prabhu kA smaraNa karo, usakI surati ke raMga meM bhIgo aura phira zAnta ho jAo / yahI to vaha prakriyA hai jo hameM smRti meM aura smRti se samAdhi meM le jAtI hai / magara sAdhanA kA yaha jIvanta-patha prajJApUrvaka ho / yadi prajJA nahIM, to zraddhA andha-zraddhA bana sakatI hai, saMkalpa bhrAnti ke andhe galiyAre meM le jA sakatA hai, smRti jIvana se ghRNA kI ora le jA sakatI hai aura samAdhi behozI bana sakatI hai / isalie jo kucha ho, prajJApUrvaka ho / prajJA kA artha hai bodha, hoza | sAdhanA ke dUsare caraNa ke kAraNa hama joza meM bhI A sakate haiM / magara vaha joza kisa kAma kA, jisameM hoza na ho / prajJA koI pANDitya nahIM hai, vaha to viveka-buddhi hai, samajha kI krAnti hai / prajJApUrvaka calane vAlA sAdhaka na kabhI phisala sakatA hai aura na kabhI cyuta ho sakatA hai / vaha jo karegA, jitanA karegA, usase vaha parituSTa/paritRpta hI hogA / jitanA huA, utanA pAyA / dIpa jala rahe haiM Dagara-Dagara para / jitanA Age bar3hoge rozanI kA paimAnA utanA hI bar3hegA / sirpha jyoti-darzana hI nahIM hogA, manuSya svayaM jyotirmaya ho jAyegA / phira to vaha aisA prakAza-puMja hogA, jo yuga-yugoM taka jyotirmaya rahegA aura duniyA usake prakAza meM calegI / aura bhI logoM ko isa ujjvala mArga para calane kI preraNA milegI, usI jyoti ke sahAre / 000 For Personal & Private Use Only

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samAdhi ke caraNa : ekAnta, mauna aura dhyAna bahuta purAnI bAta hai / mahAvIra ne eka bAra apane pradhAna ziSya gautama ko apane pAsa bulAyA / mahAvIra ne gautama se kahA- " mere priya ziSya ! maiM jAnatA hUM ki tuma mujhe bahuta pyAra karate ho / tumheM yadi trailokya kI sampati aura mahAvIra ke caraNa meM se cunAva karanA par3e to tuma nizcita rUpa se mahAvIra ke caraNoM kI pUjA- arcanA pahale loge / maiM yaha nahIM kahUMgA ki tuma mujhase pyAra na karo / maiM to yaha kahUMgA ki tuma jitanA pyAra mujhase karate ho, apane Apa se bhI utanA hI pyAra karo / apane Apako aMgIkAra karanA hI AstikatA hai / " mahAvIra ne gautama ko samajhAyA ki 'mere pyAra ke pIche tuma apane Apako mata jhuThalAo / merA pyAra tumhAre kalyANa meM sahAyaka jarUra hogA / duniyA ke rAga se haTane ke lie merA rAga madadagAra jarUra hogA, magara eka bAta jarUra dhyAna meM rakhanA ki merA 'rAga' bhI Akhira hai to 'rAga' hI / isalie jAo, pahale apanI jindagI ko 'jindagI' banA lo| isase pahale ki mRtyu Akara tumhArA AliMgana kare, tuma apane jIvana kI sampadA DhUMDha lo / jIvana ke juhI ke phUla sUkha jAe, usase pahale hI unakA sArthaka upayoga kara DAlo / Aja tumhAre sAmane jinezvara khar3e haiM / unake rahate bhI yadi tuma apanA kalyANa nahIM kara sake to tumhAre jaisA abhAgA koI aura nahIM hogA / ' Ama AdamI kI yahI Adata hai jaba jIvanta mahApuruSa, tIrthakara, sadpuruSa use milate haiM to vaha soyA rahatA hai aura jaba ve cale jAte haiN| to unakI mUrtiyAM banAkara unakI pUjA karatA hai / Aja tuma mujhase kucha pA nahIM sakate aura jaba maiM calA jAUMgA to merI mUrtiyAM banAkara unheM For Personal & Private Use Only

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176 caleM, mana-ke-pAra pUjate phiroge | Aja tumhAre sAmane jina hai / Ane vAle samaya meM loga kaheMge ki hameM koI jina, sadpuruSa dikhAI nahIM detA / jo dikhAI dete haiM, vaha bhI eka mata nahIM haiM / Aja tumheM eka mata ke sadpuruSa mile haiM, to apanA bhaviSya saMvAra lo / mere jIte jI samAdhi pA lo / dIye kI maujUdagI meM agara dIyA na jalAyA to kaba jalAoge ? maiM bhI Apase yahI kahUMgA ki jindagI kA koI bharosA nahIM hai / vaha to bItatI jA rahI hai / usakA bItanA hamAre lie cunautI hai | AdamI pacAsa varSa gujArane ke bAda bhI socatA hai ki jindagI abhI bAkI hai / vaha yaha nahIM socatA ki merA Ane vAlA kala kauna-sA bhaviSya lekara AegA / merA kala vartamAna banegA yA mere lie kAla banegA, isa bAta kA bharosA nahIM hai / isalie maiM to yahI kahUMgA ki jindagI ko jitanA DubA sakate ho DubA lo / DUbanA hI ubaranA hai / tala taka DUbanA satahI rahasyoM ko jAnanA hai / mRtyu hamAre pAsa Ae, usase pahale mRtyu ko mAra girAnA hai / amaratA kI meMhadI isa taraha racA lenA ki sirpha kesariyA-hI-kesariyA ho jAe / meMhadI racane para bhI na to haritimA najara Ae aura na lAla raMga, vahAM to eka hI raMga najara AegA aura vaha raMga hogA 'kesariyA' / eka aisA raMga apane Upara car3hA lo ki lagAo to meMhadI, magara raMga koI tIsarA hI nikala kara Ae / sAdhanA karoge, dhyAna karoge, lekina pariNAma 'samAdhi' hogA / samAdhi parama cIja hai / jIvana kI parama zAzvata dharohara hai / jisa AdamI ne samAdhi pA lI aura DUba gayA, usane jindagI meM upalabdhi hI pAI hai / hara jindagI mRtyu kI 'kyU' meM khar3I hai / isa 'kyU' meM kaba kisakA nambara A jAe isakA patA nahIM hai / hamArA nambara Ae usase pahale hameM mRtyu kI katAra se bAhara nikala jAnA hai aura amaratA ko AtmasAta kara lenA hai / kyoMki samAdhi rAstoM kA rAstA hai, samAdhAna hai / samAdhi ke bAda kucha bhI pAnA zeSa nahIM raha jAtA / samAdhi kA nAma hI mahAjIvana, nirvANa aura jIvana-makti hai / mahAvIra samAdhi ko apanI bhASA meM mokSa kahate haiM, aura buddha use nirvANa kahate haiM / For Personal & Private Use Only

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samAdhi ke caraNa : ekAnta, mauna aura dhyAna 177 jise samAdhi kahA jAe, nirvANa kahA jAe, use maiM mahAjIvana kahatA hUM / eka aisA jIvana, jo janma se pahale bhI jIvana ho, janma ke bAda bhI jIvana ho aura mRtyu ke bAda bhI jIvana raha jAe / jo sadA thA, hai aura rahegA, usI kA nAma mahAjIvana hai / samAdhi to pariNAma hai, mArga nahIM / usakA phala hai jo usa samAdhi meM praveza karanA cAhate haiM / __maiMne isa mArga ko gaharAI se parakhA to usake kucha caraNoM ko pAyA / maiMne anubhava kiyA hai ki yadi koI vyakti samAdhi ke mArga para bar3hanA cAhatA hai, to usake bhI kucha caraNa hote haiM / samAdhi ke mArgoM ko maiMne tIna caraNoM meM jAnA hai / samAdhi pAne ke ve hI caraNa mahattvapUrNa sUtra haiM / ina caraNoM ko apane bhItara utarane do / ye tIna caraNa haiM : ekAnta, mauna va dhyAna / yahI tIna caraNa haiM / ina caraNoM ke pAra aura koI caraNa nahIM hai / sAre rAste inhIM tIna rAstoM meM mila jAte haiM / ekAnta kA upayoga hai dUsaroM ko bhUlane ke lie / mauna hai vANI kA sambandha tor3ane ke lie aura dhyAna kA upayoga hai apane vicAroM ke visarjana ke lie / vyakti jahAM dUsare ko bhUlA vahIM ekAnta aura jahAM vANI kA sambandha TUTa gayA vahIM mauna aura jahAM bhItara se vicAroM kA visarjana ho vahIM dhyAna sadha gyaa| 'maiM eka hUM'- isa astitva kA bodha karAne ke lie ekAnta upayogI hai / vyakti kahIM kamare meM baiTha jAe, isI kA nAma ekAnta nahIM hai / vyakti ko jaba 'eka' kA bodha ho jAe vahIM ekAnta hotA hai / janatA kI bhIr3a khataranAka hotI hai / lekina isa bhIr3a se bacane ke aneka sAdhana haiM jaMgala haiM, haoNla haiM, kamare haiM, magara vicAroM kI bhIr3a se bacane ke lie koI guphA nahIM hai / AdamI guphA meM jAkara baiTha gayA magara vicAroM kI bhIr3a vahAM bhI usakA pIchA nahIM chor3atI / vahAM AdamI zahara meM hI baiThA hai / __ bhIr3a se mukti pAne kA eka mAtra upAya ekAnta hai / 'maiM eka hUM' jitane bhI saMgI-sAthI haiM, saba koI aura haiM / agara Apa yaha kaho ki ye merI patnI hai, ye merA pati hai / magara kyA Apa jisa pati patnI ke lie apane Apa ko kurbAna kara rahe haiM vaha kyA Apa kaheMge, usI anusAra For Personal & Private Use Only

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caleM, mana ke-pAra 178 kAma karane kA dAvA karate haiM ? vaha kAma kareMge, jo Apa kaheMge ? __ manuSya ko lagatA hai ki merI patnI mujhase khuza hai, merA pati mujhase khuza hai, magara agale pala hI kaisA vAtAvaraNa banane vAlA hai yaha Apa nahIM batA sakate / jaba maiM ghara AyA thA palI khuza thI / thor3I dera bAhara calA gayA aura vApasa AyA to vaisI hI khuza milegI, yaha nahIM kahA jA sakatA | Apa apanI patnI ke bAre meM yaha bhaviSyavANI nahIM kara sakate ki agalA minaTa kaisA hogA aura kyA hogA / koI bhI strI apane pati ke bAre meM aisI bhaviSyavANI nahIM kara sakatI / jaba yaha nahIM ho sakatA to phira kaisA rAga, kaisI Asakti ? dUsaroM ko chor3o, AdamI svayaM apane bAre meM bhI yaha dAvA nahIM kara sakatA ki mere AgAmI do minaTa kaise bItane vAle haiM / do vyakti eka dUsare ke gahare mitra the, magara na jAne kyA bAta huI ki Apasa meM eka dUsare ke khUna ke pyAse ho ge| jo AdamI apane para bhI vizvAsa nahIM kara pAyA hai, vaha bhalA dUsaroM ke bAre meM kyA bhaviSyavANI karegA / kisa cIja para itanA gumAna kara rahe ho ? yahA~ koI bhI cIja sthira nahIM hai / hara cIja anitya hai / jo patnI abhI khuza hai, agale pala nArAja ho sakatI hai / jindagI meM yahA~ hara kSaNa saphalatA aura viphalatA milatI hai / saphalatA mile to garva mata karanA aura viphalatA mile to dimAga meM tanAva mata lAnA / vyakti kI sabase bar3I samAdhi yahI hai ki jindagI meM jahA~ ye donoM Ae~ vahA~ apane Apako sama banAe rakhanA / rassI para karataba karate dikhAte naTa ko Apane dekhA hogA / hAtha meM bAMsa lie vaha donoM tarapha kA saMtulana banAe usa rassI para calatA calA jAtA hai / dAe~-bAe~ meM se eka tarapha kA bhI saMtulana bigar3A nahIM ki vaha dhar3Ama se jamIna para A giratA hai / yahI to sahaja samAdhi hai ki donoM tarapha kA saMtulana banAe rakhA jAe / sukha-duHkha, rAga-virAga, zatru-mitra, kaisI bhI sthiti ho, saMtulana jarUrI hai / pakSI ur3a rahA hai / donoM paMkha salAmata haiM to vaha ur3a pAegA / eka paMkha bhI yadi TUTa jAe to vaha tatkAla nIce A giregA / samAdhi kA sUtra yahI hai jindagI ke hara pala ko itane saMtulana ke sAtha bitAyA jAe ki kaba Aphata Ae aura kaba khuzI kA pala Ae, patA hI na cala pAe / For Personal & Private Use Only

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samAdhi ke caraNa : ekAnta, mauna aura dhyAna 176 __ maiM Apako eka ghaTanA sunAtA hUM / isa ghaTanA se mere svayaM ke jIvana meM krAMtikArI parivartana AyA / eka samrATa ke mana meM icchA paidA huI ki duniyA meM jitane bhI dharma haiM, unake bAre meM jAnUM / samrATa ThaharA / sAre dharmoM ke grantha par3hane kA samaya kahA~ se milatA / samrATa ne paMDitoM, maulaviyoM va anya dharmoM ke pramukhoM ko bulAyA aura unase kahA ki jo jisa dharma ke bAre meM adhyayana rakhatA ho, niSNAta ho, vaha usa dharma kA sAra mujhe eka-eka paMkti meM likhakara de de, tAki maiM una dharmoM ke bAre meM jAna sakU / hara dharma ke paMDita va jJAnI ne apane-apane dharma kA sAra likhakara de diyA, magara samrATa ke mana meM koI bhI bAta nahIM utarI / eka dina samrATa ne sunA ki gA~va ke bAhara koI aisA saMnyAsI AyA hai jo ekAMta meM jItA hai / vaha kisI se kucha bolatA nahIM hai / parama dhyAna meM hI apanA jIvana vyatIta kara rahA hai / vaha kisI prakAra kA upadeza nahIM detA / kisI se nahIM bolatA | samrATa ne socA aise saMnyAsI ke pAsa calA jAe / ho sakatA hai, vaha koI sUtra de de / samrATa usa saMnyAsI ke pAsa pahu~cA aura kahA, phakIra ! maiM koI gura jAnanA cAhatA hU~ tAki sAre dharmoM kA sAra samajha sakU aura jo merI jindagI ke lie kAmayAba sUtra bana sake / Apa mujhe aisA hI maMtra dIjie / __phakIra ne samrATa kI manaHsthiti samajhI aura use kahA ki mere guru ne marate samaya mujhe eka tAbIja diyA thA / yaha tAbIja merI bA~ha para hamezA baMdhA rahatA hai / mere guru ne mujhe kahA thA ki usa tAbIja meM eka maMtra hai, jisa para sAre dharmoM kA sAra eka paMkti meM likhA hai / mere guru ne yaha bhI kahA thA ki isa tAbIja ko tabhI kholanA jaba tuma apane Apa ko cAroM tarapha se asahAya mahasUsa karo, sAre rAste banda ho jAeM / mere sAmane abhI taka aisI sthiti nahIM AI, isalie maiMne isa tAbIja ko nahIM kholA hai / maiM yaha tAbIja tumheM detA hUM, magara zarta yAda rakhanA / isa tAbIja ko taba hI kholanA jaba sAre rAste banda ho jAeM aura tuma apane Apa ko besahArA pAo / hakIkata meM jisa samaya AdamI jIvana kI AkhirI vedanA ko samajhatA hai tabhI usakA veda paidA hotA hai / vedoM ko kevala par3hane aura unheM kaNThastha karane For Personal & Private Use Only

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180 caleM, mana-ke-pAra se koI matalaba nahIM hai / yaha to sirpha raTana hogI / jindagI kA asalI veda to tabhI paidA hotA hai jaba vyakti apane cAroM tarapha vedanA mahasUsa karatA hai / isalie jIvana kA prasAda kabhI sukha kI ghar3iyoM meM nahIM milatA | jIvana kA prasAda hamezA duHkha kI ghar3iyoM meM milatA hai / maiM to bhagavAna se hamezA yahI prArthanA karatA hU~ ki mujhe hamezA eka-na-eka Aphata diye rahanA, tAki maiM jIvana meM vedanA kA anubhava karatA rahU~ / vedanA ke una kSaNoM meM hI maiM jIvana kA asalI anubhava prApta kara sakU~gA / apane draSTA aura sAkSI bhAva ko pAU~gA / duHkha kI ghar3iyoM meM bhI zAMta rahanA asalI Ananda ko pragaTa karane kA AdhAra hai / ___ vyakti ke cAroM tarapha sukha-hI-sukha hai, Ananda-hI-Ananda hai to kucha nahIM hogA / phakIra ne apanI bAta jArI rakhate hue kahA ki yaha tAbIja taba hI kholanA jaba cAroM tarapha se duHkha ke bAdala ghira Ae~ aura tuma nirAza ho jAo, koI rAstA na bace / phakIra ne samrATa ko tAbIja de diyA / aba rAjA ko jaba-taba usa tAbIja kI yAda A jAtI aura usameM baMdhA maMtra kholakara par3hane kI vaha icchA karatA, magara sAtha hI use phakIra kI zarta bhI yAda ho AtI / kAphI dina bIta gae / rAjA tAbIja ko bhUla gayA / duryoga se par3ausI deza ke rAjA ne usa rAjA para hamalA kara diyA / rAjA bahAdurI se lar3A, magara hAra gayA aura apane ghor3e para jAna bacAkara bhAgA / duzmana ke sipAhI bhI usake pIche apane ghor3e daur3A rahe the / unake ghor3oM kI TApoM se rAjA DaratA-DaratA bhAgA jA rahA thA / Akhira rAjA aisI jagaha pahu~ca gayA jahA~ se Age rAstA banda thA / usane socA ki aba kyA hogA ? aba to mAre gae / duzmana ke sipAhI apane ghor3oM para usakI tarapha bar3hate cale A rahe the / __ acAnaka rAjA kA hAtha apanI bAMha para gayA aura tAbIja yAda A gayA / phakIra ne kahA thA ki jaba apane Apako cAroM tarapha se. asahAya mahasUsa karo taba isa tAbIja ko kholakara usameM likhA maMtra par3hanA / rAjA ne turanta tAbIja kholA aura usameM rakhA maMtra nikAlakara par3hA / usa kAgaja para likhA thA- 'yaha bhI bIta jAegA' / rAjA ko yaha par3hate hI ekAnta naI zakti prApta ho gaI aura usane pAyA ki duzmana ke sipAhI ke ghor3oM kI TApeM bhI aba sunAI nahIM de rahI haiM / rAjA ne aba caina kI sAMsa lI aura socA ki maiM rAjA thA vaha samaya bhI nahIM rahA aura aba rAjA nahIM hU~ | yaha samaya bhI nahIM rahegA For Personal & Private Use Only

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samAdhi ke caraNa : ekAnta, mauna aura dhyAna 181 Aphata kI yaha ghar3I bhI bIta jAegI / yaha socakara rAjA ko naI zakti milI aura usane apanI bikharI sainya-zakti ko dubArA ekatra kiyA / par3ausI rAjA para hamalA kiyA aura apanA khoyA rAja-pATa punaH hAsila kiyA / nae muhUrta meM utsava ke bIca rAjA kA rAjyAbhiSeka ho rahA thA, to use acAnaka usa maMtra kI yAda AI aura vaha udAsa ho gayA / usakA ceharA murajhA gayA / darabAra meM baiThe logoM ne pUchA ki ApakA rAjyAbhiSeka ho rahA hai aura Apa haiM ki udAsa khar3e haiM / isakA kyA rahasya hai ? rAjA ne kahA ki yaha jindagI kA eka aisA sUtra hai, aisA anubhava hai, jise maiMne vedanA-ke-kSaNoM meM pahacAnA hai / saba kucha bIta jAne vAlA hai / jo Aja hai vaha kala nahIM rahegA aura jo kala hogA vaha parasoM nahIM rahegA / jIvana-mRtyu saba bIta hI to rahe haiM / kucha bhI rahane vAlA nahIM hai / koI cIja TikAU nahIM hai / sirpha vaha cIja hai jise hama astitva kA bodha kaha sakate haiM / bodha isa bAta kA ki 'maiM' jIvana ke bAda bhI zAzvata rahatA hai / yahI tattva manuSya ko samAdhi kA anubhava karavA sakatA hai / yaha tattva vyakti ko jIvana ke AkhirI kSaNoM meM anubhUti karAegA ki kaisI bhI ghar3I A jAe, apanA saMtulana banAe rakhanA / jIvana kI dhArA bahuta bArIka hai, thor3A-sA saMtulana bigar3A ki dhar3Ama se nIce A giroge / kahate haiM ki sAdhu kA jIvana talavAra kI dhAra para calane jaisA hai| maiM kahUMgA ki gRhastha kA jIvana talavAra kI dhAra para calane jaisA hai / eka tarapha samAdhi rakho aura dUsarI tarapha talavAra kI dhAra para bhI calo / jIvana talavAra kI dhAra para calane jaisA hI hai / maiM to yaha kahUMgA ki bhUla jAo talavAra ko, dhAra ko bhI / yaha samajho ki nRtya karanA hai / jindagI talavAra kI dhAra hai aura isa para nRtya karanA hai kyoMki jindagI nRtya ke lie hI hai / Ananda ke lie hai / tumheM rassI ke sahAre calakara apanI jindagI ko pAra lagAnA hai / samAdhi isI kA nAma hai / thor3A-sA saMtulana bigar3A ki asamAdhi paidA ho jAegI / dUsaroM ko bhUlanA hai ekAnta meM Ane ke lie; nIce ke jo tIna cakra haiM unase chuTTI pAnI hai / isake bAda hI Upara ke tIna cakroM meM praveza For Personal & Private Use Only

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182 caleM, mana-ke-pAra kara pAoge / vyakti kA pahalA cakra hai usakA zarIra, vAsanA / dUsarA cakra hai kaSAya-tantra / tIsare kA svabhAva hai rAga dveSa / ina tInoM cakroM ko pAra kara jaba vyakti cauthe cakra meM praveza karatA hai vahAM se ulaTI yAtrA zurU ho jAtI hai / cauthe cakra meM pahale cakra kI vAsanA jo strI yA puruSa rUpa se jur3I thI, chUTa jAegI / cauthe cakra meM, jo manocakra aura hRdaya cakra hai, vaha AtmA se jur3atA hai, vaha vyakti ke Atma-tattva se jur3egA aura pAMcaveM cakra, meM AdamI niSkAma aura nirvicAritA meM praveza karegA / vyakti jahA~ apane pA~caveM cakra, kaNTha-cakra, meM praveza karatA hai vahIM kSamA aura ahiMsA paidA hotI hai / usa samaya vyakti chaThe cakra kI ora agrasara hotA hai aura AjJA-cakra meM praveza karatA hai / isa cakra kA svabhAva vItarAgatA kA hai aura jaba vyakti apane sahasrakamala meM, brahmANDa meM, UparI loka meM praveza karatA hai, vahIM mokSa aura nirvANa hotA hai / vahIM vyakti ko kaivalya Akara cUmatA hai aura parama jJAna usakA AliMgana karatA hai / isa parama sthiti ko pAne ke lie pahalA sAdhana ekAnta, dUsarA mauna aura tIsarA dhyAna hai / yahI samAdhi ke tIna caraNa haiN| Apa cupacApa baiThe haiM / acche laga rahe haiN| Apa sabhI bar3e haiM magara cUMki Apa cupacApa baiThe haiM, isalie bacce najara A rahe haiM / baccA acchA kyoM lagatA hai ? kyoMki vaha pApa se pare hotA hai aura kama bolatA hai / do sAla kA baccA bar3A salonA lagatA hai / do dina kA baccA aura jyAdA salonA lagegA / isIlie maiM kahatA hUM ki yahA~ baiThe sabhI loga bacce haiM kyoMki cupacApa baiThe haiM / baccA paidA hotA hai usa samaya bolanA nahIM jAnatA / bolanA to vaha bAda meM sIkhatA hai / hamArA svabhAva to mauna hI hai / usameM DUbo / itanA DUba jAo ki bolanA na raha jAe / vANI se hamArA sambandha hI TUTa jAe / AdamI bolatA kyUM hai ? dUsaroM ko prasanna karane ke lie| isalie maiMne kahA samAdhi kA pahalA patha ekAnta hai, dUsare se dUra hue / dUsarA mauna hai, tAki hamAre vicAra zAMta ho jAeM / AdamI bolane meM ImAnadAra nahIM hotA, magara mauna meM ImAnadAra hotA hai / bolanA jhUTha ho For Personal & Private Use Only

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samAdhi ke caraNa : ekAnta, mauna aura dhyAna 183 sakatA hai, magara mauna to hamezA satya hI hotA hai / sArI beImAnI bolane ke sAtha hI AI hai / vyakti apane meM tallIna rahatA hai vahA~ bhItara kacarA nahIM bhara pAtA / jo AdamI jhUTha bolatA hai vaha dUsaroM ke dimAga meM apane dimAga kA kacarA bharatA hai / Apake ghara meM koI kacarA DAla jAe to Apa pasanda kareMge ? jaba koI vyakti apanI khopar3I kA kacarA ApakI khopar3I meM DAlatA hai to vaha Apako suhAtA hai / yaha bhI to Apake ghara meM kacarA DAlane jaisA hI huA / jarA jAgo ! sajaga bano / vaha kacarA lenA hai yA nahIM / apane Apa ko mauna meM ramAnA hai yA nahIM / AdamI zabdoM se garIba hai magara mauna se dhanI hai / use bolanA to bahuta AtA hai / isIlie to netAoM kA bahuta svAgata hotA hai / ve bahuta bolate haiM / merI samajha meM jo AdamI jitanA adhika bolatA hai vaha sAdhanA ke dRSTikoNa se utanA hI pichar3A huA hai / yadi AdamI kama bolane kA abhyAsa kare, to usake jIvana kI AdhI musIbateM to aise hI kama ho jAeM / bolanA UrjA kA pragaTana hai aura mauna UrjA kA saMkalana evaM sampAdana / ___ dhyAna UrjA kA ArohaNa hai / manuSya UrjA hai / UrjA usakA vyaktitva hai / binA UrjA ke vaha zava hai | dhyAna apanI UrjA se apanI maitrI hai / UrjA se UrjA kA gharSaNa krodha hai aura UrjA se UrjA kA AkarSaNa vAsanA hai / dhyAna UrjA se svayaM kA yoga hai / UrjA kA na damana karo aura na gharSaNa / UrjA kA UrjA rUpa rahanA hI usakI pUrNatA hai / ekAnta antaryAtrA kI taiyArI hai, mauna bhIr3a meM bhI akele rahane kA AdhAra hai aura dhyAna antaratallInatA, antaralayabaddhatA / ye tIna caraNa haiM samAdhi ke lie / samAdhi hai ahobhAva; zabdAtIta Ananda-utsava / nimantraNa hai usI utsava ke lie / Ao aura DUbo svayaM ke ahobhAva meM, ahorUpa meM, samAdhi meM / 000 For Personal & Private Use Only

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dhyAna : prakRti aura prayoga jIvana saMgIta hai, visaMgIta bhI; utsava hai, ghuTana bhI / ghara meM mA~ kI goda meM muskurAte aura kilakArI bharate bacce ke cehare para mukhara hai jIvana kA saMgIta, parama tRpti kA utsava / saMgIta paidA karane kI kalA A jAye to jIvana svarga-utsava kI ora abhimukha ho sakatA hai / Ama AdamI ke lie to jIvana saMgIta-kA-viparyaya aura duHkha-kA-daladala hai / jIvana ke prati saMkucita aura mRta dRSTi hI Atma-hatyA kI prerikA banatI hai / usake lie Atma-hatyA asambhava hai, jo jIvana kI prasannatA aura sahajatA meM sarAbora hai / manuSya janma se jIvana kI yAtrA prArambha karatA hai / vaha jIne meM jI to rahA hai, kintu jIvana ke pATha kahA~ par3ha pAtA hai / usake dastAveja kadama-kadama para rakhe par3e haiM, unheM AtmasAt karanA jIvana ke rahasya-darzana kA udghATana hai, Thokara lagane se pahale samhala jAne kI bhUmikA hai / AdamI pisa rahA hai aharniza cakkI meM / dina kI jAgarUkatA dukAna-daphtara meM pUrI hotI hai aura rAta kI velA khATa para khurrATe meM / jIvana kI rAha para calate sabhI haiM, parantu jIvana kA jIvanta sAra virale hI baTora pAte haiM / loga rote haiM maraghaTa kI yAtrA meM, usakI A~kheM bhIgI haiM (diyA kabIrA roya) jana-jIvana ke visaMgIta se, 'do pATana ke bIca meM' / duHkha se gaira-duHkha meM aura gaira-duHkha se duHkha meM, svapra se gaira-svapna meM aura gaira-svapna se svapna meM- isa saMgharSa-laya meM hI vyakti do mu~hA mAnava banA huA hai / raMge hue mukhauTe pahanane kA aba to vaha itanA abhyasta ho gayA hai ki pAuDara lipasTika kI parata-dara-parata ke nIce dabA maila dhone kI yAda bhI nahIM AtI / mukhauTe rojamarrA kI jindagI se bharapUra jur3a gaye haiM / apanA maulika ceharA to patA nahIM kahA~ chipA par3A hai / hameM DhUMr3hanA For Personal & Private Use Only

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dhyAna : prakRti aura prayoga 181 hai vaha ceharA, jo janma se pahale thA, vaha ceharA jo mRtyu ke bAda bhI salAmata rahegA / yadi jIvana meM hamane usa cehare ko khoja nikAlA, to anityatA ke itihAsa meM zAzvatatA kI yaha anUThI pahala kahalAegI / mRtyu jaba bhI Ae, usakA muskurAte hue mana se svAgata ho / mRtyu hamArA janma-siddha/janmanA-prApta adhikAra hai / para yaha kaisA Azcarya ! anityatA ke A~cala meM palane vAlI jindagI anityatA kA bhI bodha nahIM juTA pAtI / buddhatva kI prAthamika pahala anityatA ke bodha se prArambha hotI hai / manuSya ko mRtyu se bhaya bhale hI lage para jaba taka jIvana hai, usakI jIvantatA kA sampAdana evaM saMrakSaNa hamArA dAyitva hai / manuSya saMgharSazIla hai, saMvedanazIla bhI, kintu zAnti usakA prathama aura antima lakSya hai / caina kI bA~surI ke svara usakI jIvana-ArAdhanA hai / tana kI svacchatA, bhavana kI pUrNatA, bhojana kI pauSTikatA aura dhana kI samucitatA vAMchanIya hai, parantu jIvananiSTha mUlya inase atirikta bhI haiM / / ____ loga dhana saMgraha karate haiM, makAna banAte haiM, parivAra poSate haiM, mana kI caMcalatA samajhate haiM, para isa sampUrNa vAtAvaraNa kA koI AdhAra/kartA/sAkSI bhI hai / hara vyakti usa UrjA kA saMvAhaka hai / jIvana kI sArI saMbhAvanAe~ bIja rUpa meM usI se jur3I haiM / vaha baragada kA vRkSa kitanA phalA-phUlA hai / Dhera sArI zAkhAoM se usakA khUna-kA-riztA hai, zItalatA aura AtmIyatA kA vistAra bhI khUba kiyA hai, bharApUrA parivAra hai usakA, para patA hai yaha saba bIja kA phala/phailAva hai / baragada ladA hai pattoM/phaloM se / hara phala eka hI bIja kA pariNAma hai, para pratyeka phala meM saikar3oM bIja haiM / baragada kA bIja aba bhI bIja rUpa meM hai / anaginata bIja usase phaile, para antataH vaha bIja hI hai / jo prathama thA, vahI antima hai / maiM apane usa mitra ko kaise bhUla sakatA hU~, jo janma ke samaya akelA thA; khUba phalA-phUlA, prema kA prasAra kiyA aura marate vakta nipaTa-nirapekSa thA / bIja ne svayaM ko bIja rUpa na mAnA, yahI usakI kendra-cyuti aura bodha-zUnyatA thI / vRkSa dvArA bIja kA smaraNa na kevala samyaktava aura For Personal & Private Use Only

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186 sambodhi kI AdhArazilA hai, apitu mUla kI ora - vApasI bhI hai / caleM, mana-ke-pAra bIja mUla kA pratIka hai aura vRkSa tUla kA / jaise bAta kA bataMgar3a, bIja kA baragada hotA hai, vaise hI mUla kA tUla hotA hai / mUla kA matalaba hai kendra aura tUla kA artha hai vistAra / tUla kA mUla kI ora mur3anA pratikramaNa hai, jabaki mUla kA tUla pakar3anA atikramaNa / atikramaNa ke vAtAvaraNa meM jIne vAle ke lie pratikramaNa kA prayoga / bodha jIvana ke dvAra para eka sahI pahala hai / bIja-bodha kI ghaTanA vAstava meM sambodhi hai / sambodhi ke mAyane haiM bodha pAnA, buddha honA gautama buddha hue / bodha pAyA, isalie buddha kahalAe / buddha hara koI ho sakatA hai / bodha kI samyak samagratA hI buddha-svarUpa kI buniyAda hai / bodha kI pUrva sIr3hI hai jijJAsA aura bodha hI vyakti ko satya kA sAnnidhya aura sAmIpya detA hai / binA bodha ke abodha-dazA meM kiyA gayA vizvAsa andha-vyavasthA kA nirmANa hai / vaha vizvAsa avizvAsa se badatara hai, jo bAhara se niSThA kI prArthanA duharAtA hai aura bhItara garbha meM saMdeha ko pAlatA hai / binA jijJAsA aura bodha ke kiyA gayA vizvAsa upacArataH vyakti ko Astika banA detA hai, kintu nAstikatA usake antaHkaraNa meM sAkAra rahatI hai / nAstikatA aura AstikatA ke saMdigdha kagAra para khar3A AdamI 'abhavya' hai / isalie jijJAsA se bodha, bodha se vizvAsa aura vizvAsa se upalabdhiyaha krama jIvana meM nUtana evaM samyak patha kA prArambha hai / sIdhe vizvAsa kI bajAya jijJAsA evaM manana kA mArga udghATita karanA satya kI ora do sahI kadama bar3hAnA hai / hara AviSkAra kI prathama bhUmikA eka mAtra jijJAsA rahI hai / binA jijJAsA ke manuSya bhItara se korA aura ajJAnI banA rahegA / maiM jijJAsA kA himAyatI hU~ / jijJAsA evaM bodha se hone vAlA vizvAsa zraddhA hai / vizvAsa bauddhika cIja hai, jabaki zraddhA kA sambandha hRdaya se hai / isalie sIdhe vizvAsa mata karo / kyoMki vizvAsa do hI tarIkoM se dimAga meM ghara karatA hai- yA to paramparAgata yA Aropita / For Personal & Private Use Only

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dhyAna : prakRti aura prayoga 187 paramparAgata prApta cIja svayaM kI upaja nahIM hai aura Aropita cIja kisI ke dvArA jabaradastI thopanA hai / phUla khilatA hai sahajatayA, naisargika / kisI tathya ko jAne binA vizvAsa karanA galata hai, to avizvAsa karanA bhI anucita hai / jise jAnA nahIM usake prati vizvAsa na karanA sAmAnyataH buddhimAnI hai, parantu khoja-khabara kiye banA avizvAsa karanA lAparavAhI hai / Akhira usa vizvAsa kI kImata kitanI ho sakatI hai, jise banAe aura saMjoe rakhane meM vyakti ko umra/AdhI-umra kurbAna karanI par3atI hai, kintu kisI eka Thokara se vyakti ke sampUrNa vizvAsa ko lakavA mAra jAtA hai / hara insAna apanI jindagI meM anekAneka logoM ke prati vizvAsa karatA hai, magara duniyA meM vizvAsaghAta adhikatara ve hI karate haiM, jinake prati vizvAsa kiyA jAtA hai / isalie jIvana kI AdhArazilA hameM usa dharAtala para rakhanI cAhie, jisakI jA~ca-parakha hama kara cuke haiM / dhyAna usI dharAtala-kI-kasauTI hai / dhyAna mRtyu nahIM, jIvana kI samagratA meM praveza hai / vaha UrjA ko zUnya nahIM karatA, varan use sau gunA bar3hAtA hai / sacamuca dhyAna satya ke prati jijJAsA hai, usakI prApti ke lie taiyArI hai, usakI samagratA meM sarAbora rahane kA sarovara hai / maiMne mAnA ki zarIra satya hai, vicAra bhI satya hai, mana bhI satya hai / ina satyoM ke hameM er3I-se-coTI taka Dhera sAre anubhava bhI haiM / magara isa nagara-kA-maraghaTa ina satyoM kI satyatA para praznacinha lagAtA hai / vaha eka naI jijJAsA aura eka naI utsukatA jagAtA hai / vaha kahatA hai ve satya to usa satya ke sAmane nire baune haiM, jisakI vajaha se ye satya-rUpa laga rahe haiM / merA nivedana hai usa satya ke lie jahA~ eka samagratA virAjamAna hai, usa satya ke lie jo hara asatya kA mUka darzaka hai / usa yathArtha taka do kadama bar3hAne ko bhI hamane ceSTA na kI, jo mana aura tana kI hara chiyA-chI kA gavAha banA rahA / Akhira vahI to jIvana kI nIMva hai / usake prati jagane vAlI jijJAsA jitanI gahanatama hogI, antara-kI-pyAsa utanI hI bhUmA rUpa hotI jAegI / dhyAna kA kArya-kSetra hai usa pyAsa kI mazAla ko nintara jalAye rakhanA, bujhane na denA / pakar3a jitanI gaharI hogI, kozizeM For Personal & Private Use Only

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caleM, mana-ke-pAra 188 utanI hI kAmayAba hoMgI / yoga ke praveza-dvAra para usa samagratA kA hI AhvAna hai / cehare para muhaiyA hone vAlI muskAna usa samagratA kI bolatI jubAna hai / jIvana kI samagratA UrjA kI pragAr3hatA hai / vaha insAna murdA hai, jo UrjA-krAnti se mukha mor3a letA hai / UrjA AdhAra hai hara gatividhi kA / vizva meM UrjA kabhI nadArada nahIM ho sakatI / sarjana hI kyoM, pralaya bhI binA UrjA ke saMbhAvita nahIM hai / UrjA sAre brahmANDa meM hai / jahA~ UrjA nahIM, vahA~ loka nahIM / __bahuta sArI pavitra kitAbeM kahatI haiM ki 'vizva kA pravartaka Izvara hai' / vizva ke aizvarya ko nakArA nahIM jA sakatA / vizva abhinava sundara hai / saundarya kI upAsanA honI cAhiye / jo vizva ke saundarya kI rakSA karate haiM, usake prati prehila nigAheM rakhatA hai, vaha vAstava meM Izvara ke pUjA-bhAva se bharA huA hai / vaha vyakti Izvara kA sabase bar3A gunahagAra hai, jo vizva-ke-vaibhava para kAratUsa calAtA hai, usakI samagratA ko chalanI karatA hai, khUna ke bhadde dhabbe lagAtA hai, balAt dabocatA hai / vizva prema karane jaisA hai / maitrI aura prema kA vistAra hI dharma hai / dharma ne sabako dhAraNa karane kI RcAe~ racI haiM / parivAra ko dhAraNa karanA manuSya kI jimmedArI hai, parantu mAnavatA kA takAjA kucha aura hI hai| vaha kevala kitAboM meM likhI rahane vAlI cIja nahIM hai / jindagI meM usako DhAla lenA hI dharma-kA-AcaraNa hai / una logoM ke prati merA mana abhibhUta hai, jo anya logoM kI khAtira jIvana-mUlyoM kA sammAna karate haiM / yaha kArya-kSetra manuSya kA dhArmika aura maulika vyaktitva hai / vaise hara vyakti meM paramAtmA kI saMbhAvanA hai / ise Apa ArSa-vacana samajheM / ArSa-vacana kA matalaba hai jo hara yuga meM siddha hotA rahA hai / jise siddha karane kI jarUrata hI na par3e, vahI ArSa-vacana hai / paramAtmA kI saMbhAvanA tabhI se ubharI huI hai, jabase vyakti kI jIvana-darzana ko samajhane kI jijJAsA jagI / paramAtmA Atma-pragati kA vAcaka hai / manuSya kA parama vikAsa hI paramAtmA kI artha-dhvani hai / isa artha meM hara insAna paramAtmA For Personal & Private Use Only

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dhyAna : prakRti aura prayoga 186 hai; agara nahIM hai to ho sakatA hai / vaiyaktika cetanA kA paramarUpa se khilanA hI paramAtmA hai / hara vyakti paramAtmA hone kI ora gatizIla hai / vyakti hI kyoM, pazu-prANI bhI, yahA~ taka ki per3a-paudhe aura pahAr3a bhI isa ora bar3ha rahe haiM, dera-sabera sabhI paramAtmA hoMge / vaha dina sabase jyAdA saubhAgyazAlI aura dharatI ko svarga banAne vAlA hogA, jaba brahmANDa kI sakala samagratA paramAtma-svarUpa hogI / yaha vaha dina hogA jaba koI vyakti kIcar3a ko bhI chuegA to sonA bana jAegA / vartamAna meM to, kSamA karane jaisA hai / Aja to koI sone ko bhI chUtA hai to vaha kIcar3a bana jAtA hai / manuSya ke prayAsa svarNimatA kI ora hone cAhiye / vaha andhakAra meM bhale hI khar3A ho, kintu prakAza ke lie use nirantara khoja aura prayAsa karane cAhiye / dhyAna usa parama saMbhAvanA ko nimaMtraNa hai / yaha paramAtma-svarUpa ke lie hai, svayaM kI asmitA kI surakSA ke lie hai / DUbeM hama dhyAna meM / dhyAna meM A~sU baheM, bahane deM / yaha Antarika ghuTana ko bAhara nikAla degA / prakAza ubhare, svAgata kareM | yaha hameM naI UrjA se bhara degA / nizcayataH dhyAna ke prayoga vizva ko eka naI UrjA aura naI dizA de sakatA hai / manuSya buddhijIvI hai / prayoga para use sakriya rahanA cAhiye / prayoga vijJAna kA sRjanadharmI kadama hai aura dhyAna prayoga-patha kA pravartaka hai / dhyAna kA sambandha anubhava se hai aura anubhava prayoga kA paryAya hai / prayoga aura anubhava eka hI hai / anubhava Antarika prayogazAlA kA prayoga hai aura prayoga bAharI prayogazAlA kA anubhava hai / dhyAna anubhUti ke jagat meM AtaMrika prayoga hai| dhyAna pratyeka ko karanA cAhiye / dhyAna se mAnasika ghuTana to TalatI hI hai, naI sphUrti aura naI UrjA se bhI sAkSAtkAra hotA hai / UrjA manuSya kI caitanya-zakti hai / dhyAna usa UrjA kA sampAdana hai / ___ dhyAna sirpha antaryAtrA hI nahIM hai, varan antar kI svacchatA evaM pradUSaNa-mukti ke lie sArthaka abhiyAna bhI hai / acchAiyoM ke prati vyakti kI ruci bar3hatI hai / burAiyA~ usase binA kisI prayAsa ke chUTa jAtI haiM / For Personal & Private Use Only

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caleM, mana-ke-pAra 950 jaba manocetanA svayaM se hI abhimukha ho jAegI, to burAiyoM ke prati rahane vAlA bhAva svayameva samApta ho jAegA / jaba vyakti bhItara se parama mauna ho to mahatvAkAMkSA to dUra, AkAMkSA bhI meMDhaka-muhara Tarra-Tarra nahIM karegI / dhyAna hai Antarika anuzAsana kI vyavasthA kA nirmANa / manuSya kI cetanA sAre jahAna meM bhaTakatI hai| use kendra ke siMhAsana para baiThAnA hI AMtarika anuzAsana hai / binA AtmAnuzAsana ke anyAya, arAjakatA, hiMsA jaisI duSpravRttiyA~ jar3a se ukhar3a nahIM sakatIM / dhyAna use prArambhika sopAnoM para hI eka bhItarI anuzAsana ko janma dene laga jAtA hai / yadi Atma- kendrIkaraNa pUrA ho jAe to vaha vAstava caitanyajagat kA mahotsava hai / zurUAta meM vyakti ko dhyAna karanA par3atA hai, kintu bAda meM dhyAna meM hotA hai / karanA prayAsa hai, honA anAyAsa, sahajatA hai, prakRti hai / kucha hone ke lie kucha karanA par3atA hai / pahale pahala to prayAsapUrvaka kAra calAnI sIkhanI par3atI hai, kintu calAne meM avirata rahane para use sahajataH calAyA jA sakatA hai / dhyAna kI siddhi bhI aisA hI prayAsa hai / jitanA isase jur3eMge, isakI pragAr3hatA utanI hI gaharI hotI jAegI / phira to aise lagegA jaise dhyAna koI yoga-sAdhanA nahIM, apitu jIvana kA aMga hai, merI parachAI - jaisA hai / cUMki dhyAna kA sambandha jIvana se hai, isalie yaha samaya-nirapekSa hai| samaya kI koI pAbaMdI isake lie nahIM hai / phira bhI subaha-zAma donoM samaya dhyAna kara lenA cAhiye / sUryodaya kA samaya jIvana kI paMkhuriyoM ko UrjA - pUrita karane meM sahayoga detA hai / hara sUryodaya eka nayA zaizava hai / subaha meM kiyA jAne vAlA dhyAna svayaM kI soyI UrjA ko jagAne aura naI UrjA ko ekatrita karane ke lie hai / jabaki saMdhyAkAla meM kiyA jAne vAlA dhyAna bikharI UrjA ke sampAdana ke lie hai / sUrya prakAza kA pratinidhi hai / UrjA kI samagratA ke sAtha vaha udita hotA hai / yaha prakRti kI ora se mAnava ko jAgaraNa kA AhvAna hai / yogAsana kI kriyA-prakriyAoM meM sUrya-snAna kA isIlie mahattva hai / sUrya kI ugatI pAradarzI kiraNoM ko apane badana para par3ane denA hI For Personal & Private Use Only

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dhyAna : prakRti aura prayoga 161 sUrya-srAna hai / UrjA zakti hai aura sUrya ke sAtha mAnavIya-zakti kA behada saMtulana hai / isaliye maiM yaha salAha dUMgA ki sUraja kI ugatI rozanI kA bharapUra upayoga kiyA jAye / / dhyAna bhIr3a ke kolAhala se sAdhaka ko Upara uThAte hue Atma-ekatva meM pratiSThita karatA hai / isalie dhyAna Atma-ekatva kI ekAgratA hai / vaha akele bhI kiyA jA sakatA hai aura auroM ke sAtha bhI / dhyAna ke samaya vyakti ke cAroM tarapha eka vizeSa prakAra kI tareMge ubharatI heM / ise AbhAmaMDala bhI kahA jA sakatA hai / yaha UrjA kA spandana hai, eka maMDala hai, Avartana hai / yadi hamAre sAtha aura kaI loga dhyAna meM baiThe to hameM isa para Apatti nahIM karanI cAhiye, apitu isa sAmUhika dhyAna-maMca kA svAgata karanA cAhiye / yadi kaI loga eka sAtha baiThakara dhyAna karate haiM to AbhAmaMDala kI ye taraMgeM aura pragAr3ha-prabhAvI ho sakatI haiM / isase bAhara kA vAtAvaraNa bhI hamAre liye anukUla bana sakatA hai / zauca-snAna se nivRta ho jAyeM, yogAsana kara sakeM to jyAdA acchA hai / isase eka nayI sphUrti prApta ho jAtI hai / sahaja Asana meM baiTha jAyeM, kamara ko sIdhI rakheM / prathama caraNa meM deha-UrjA ko sthita karanA par3atA hai / isake lie hama OM kA udghoSa kareM / ise bAra-bAra doharAyeM aura isa para dhyAna kareM / svayaM ko, svayaM kI UrjA ko lalATa para, donoM bhauMhoM ke bIca yA hRdaya ke madhya bhAga meM kendrita karane kA prayAsa kareM / dUsare caraNa meM mana-kI-kriyAzIlatA-se-mukta honA par3atA hai / isake lie hama sAMsa kA sahArA le sakate haiM / pahale gahare, phira teja aura bAda meM sahaja sAMsoM meM praveza kareM / sAMsoM kI pUrvApara tIvratA taba taka ho, jaba taka hama thaka na jAyeM / sAMseM calatI raheMgI, hama sthita ho jAyeM draSTA-svarUpa meM; bhUla jAyeM apane zarIra ko, apane mana ko / yaha vismaraNa hI hameM eka alakha zAMti aura zUnyatA meM praveza karAyegA / ___ tIsare caraNa meM astitva-vihAra hotA hai / eka aisI gaharAI meM praveza hotA hai, jo anubhava se bhI do kadama Age hai / hameM samarasa honA hotA For Personal & Private Use Only

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162 caleM, mana ke pAra hai apanI UrjA ke sAtha, caitanya-zakti ke sAtha / yahA~ jaba zarIra aura mana ke pAra cale jAte haiM, to jIvana kI eka gahana prazAntatA ubharatI hai / sahakArI bana jAyeM jo kucha usa samaya ghaTita ho rahA hai / isa samaya hama apane antarjagat meM jahA~ bhI haiM, jo bhI ho rahA hai, apanI vAstavikatA se sAkSAtkAra hai / yaha caraNa vAstava meM sambodhi se samAdhi kI U~cAiyoM ko jIvana meM vikasita karatA hai / yaha sthiti jIvana kA parama puNya-kRtya hai / hama mara cuke haiM eka parama bhAva se, parama tRpti se, parama UrjA se, parama saMgIta se / sAkSAtkAra huA hai jIvana ke antar vaiziSTya se, Atma-vaibhava se / Apa pramudita hue, Ananda-magna / dhanyavAda dIjie svayaM kI dhanyatA para, kRtapuNyatA para / pratIkSA hai jIvana meM aise hI sUryodaya kI, pratidina / jIvana ke isa utsava meM sarIka hone ke lie nyautA hai prabhAta kA; maMgala kAmanA ke sAtha / 000 For Personal & Private Use Only

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dhyAna se sadhatI zAnti, zakti, samAdhi pau janma hai, prabhAta bacapana hai, dopahara javAnI hai, sandhyA bur3hApA hai, rAta mRtyu hai / jIvana eka binA rukI yAtrA hai / pUrva meM ugA sUraja pazcima kI ora kadama-para-kadama bar3hAtA hai / hara koI jIvana meM kucha-na-kucha kamAtA hai, paidA karatA hai / bA~jha abhAgA mAnA jAtA hai / bAhara kA kamAyA-jamAyA yahIM dharA raha jAtA hai / apane bhItarI jIvana meM kucha paidA kiye binA cale jAnA I svayaM kA bA~jhapana nahIM to aura kyA hai ? rAta jIvana-kahAnI kA virAma hai / sandhyA A rahI hai / kAla upahAsa kare, usase pahale sandhyA ko sArthaka kara lenA sapheda bAla vAloM kI anubhava-praur3hatA haiM / jindagI bahuta bIta cukI hai / zeSa bacI thor3I jindagI ke lie bhI A~kha khula jAye, to lAkhoM pAye / yaha jarUrI nahIM hai ki jo kAma pUrI jindagI meM nahIM hotA, vaha thor3e samaya meM nahIM ho sakatA / vidyArthI sAla bhara mehanata kahA~ karatA hai ! parIkSA kI ghar3I jyoM-jyoM karIba AtI hai, mAnasikatA usake mutAbika taiyAra hotI calI jAtI hai / parIkSA ke dinoM meM samaya kama para lagana adhika hotI hai / yaha lagana hI saphalatA kI buniyAda hai / 1 vyakti ko apane samaya kI dUsare sabhI kAmoM se thor3I-thor3I kaTautI karanI cAhiye aura ghar3I - do-ghar3I kA samaya dhyAna meM lagAnA cAhiye / antarzaktiyoM ke sampAdana evaM jAgaraNa ke lie rAta ko sote samaya aura subaha uThate samaya dhyAna meM svayaM ko sakriya avazya kara lenA cAhiye / ghar3I bhara kiye gae dhyAna kA prabhAva caubIsa ghar3iyoM taka taraMgita rahatA hai / davA kI eka golI bhI dina bhara svAsthya kI lahareM phailA sakatI haiM dhyAna kA raMga car3ha gayA, vaha utaranA sahaja nahIM hai| samundara ke pAnI ko pIne kI cAha kauna karegA ! / jise eka bAra dUdha pIne ke bAda For Personal & Private Use Only

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caleM, mana-ke-pAra dhyAna isa dharatI para svarNima sUryodaya hai / dhyAna hameM sikhAtA hai ghara Ane kI bAta, nIr3a meM lauTane kI prakriyA | 164 citta paramANuoM-kI-DherI hai / paramANu jIvana-jIvI nahIM hote / dhyAna citta ko caitanya banAne kI guMjAiza hai / loga samajhate haiM ki dhyAna mRtyu hai, vaha hameM apanI cittavRttiyoM ko rokanA sikhAtA hai / jabaki aisA nahIM hai / dhyAna se bar3hakara koI jIvana nahIM hai / vaha hameM rukanA yA rokanA nahIM sikhAtA, varan lauTanA sikhAtA hai / vaha to yaha prazikSaNa detA hai ki isameM gati karo / jitanI teja raphtAra pakar3a sako, utanI teja pakar3a lo / jaba svayaM meM samA jAoge, to sthitaprajJa bana jAoge / jahA~ abhI hama jAnA cAhate haiM, vahA~ gaye binA hI saba kucha jAna leMge / usakI AtmA meM pratibimbita hogA sArA saMsAra / parachAI par3egI saMsAra ke hara kriyA-kalApa kI usake ghara meM par3e AIne meM / yaha asalI jIvana hai / yaha vaha jIvana hai, jisameM daur3a-dhUpa, daMge-phasAda, AtaMka - ugravAda kI lUe~ nahIM calatIM / yahA~ to hotI hai zAnti, parama zAnti, sadAbahAra / i mana sakriya hai / dhyAna mana kI sakriyatA ko har3apatA nahIM hai / use niSkraya karake zava nahIM banAtA, balki cetanA ke vibhinna AyAmoM para use vikasita karatA calatA hai / jisa mana ke kamala kI paMkhur3iyA~ abhI kIcar3a se kucha-kucha chU rahI haiM, dhyAna unheM kIcar3a se nirlipta karatA hai / sUraja kI taraha ugakara use apane sahaja svarUpa meM khilA detA hai / yAnI use vAstavikatA kA saurabha de detA hai / yaha prakriyA niSkriyatA aura jar3atA pradAna karane kI nahIM hai / yaha to vikAsazIlatA kA paricaya detI hai / nAbhi meM kuNDalinI soyI hai / use jAgRta kara dhyAna cakroM kA bhedana karavAtA hai / jaba vyakti dhyAna ke dvArA cakroM kA bhedana karatA hai, to vaha nIce se Upara kI yAtrA karatA hai / yaha UrdhvArohaNa hai, evaresTa kI car3hAI hai / SaDcakroM kA bhedana vAstava meM SaDlezyAoM kA bhedana hai / ina cakroM ke pAra hai vItarAgatA, jahA~ sAdhaka ko sunAI detA hai, brahmanAda, kaivalya-kA- - madhurimasaMgIta | dhyAna vastutaH Atma-zakti kI baiTarI ko cArja karane kA rAjamArga For Personal & Private Use Only

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dhyAna se sadhatI zAnti, zakti, samAdhi 161 hai / aba yaha hama para nirbhara hai ki hama usa baiTarI ko kaba cAlU kareM, kaba usakA upayoga kareM aura usakI zaktiyoM kA lAbha leM / Aja na kevala bAharI khatare bar3he haiM, varan bhItarI khatare bhI bahuta bar3ha-car3ha gaye haiM / saccAI to yaha hai ki bhItara bAhara se bhI jyAdA khatare bar3he haiM / isalie Aja samasyAoM kI paheliyoM ko sulajhAne ke lie dhyAna acUka hai / hameM adhika samaya na mile, to dara-roja subaha caubIsa minaTa dhyAna avazya kareM / zatrupakSa kI bAteM chor3ane kI ceSTA kareM aura apane ghara meM sajI cIjoM kA Ananda leM / ghara lauTane kA rasa paidA hote hI mana-kI-ekAgratA sadhegI / rasa jaganA jarUrI hai / 'raso vai saH' vaha rasa rUpa hai / apanA ghara tabhI acchA lagegA, jaba isake prati rasamayatA jagegI / rasamayatA mana kI ekAgratA kI nIMva hai / pie~ hama rasamayatA ke pyAle-para-pyAle, jisase saphala ho sake dhyAna, pA sakeM hama dhyAna ke jariye apane ghara ko, lakSya ko, maMjila ko / svayaM kI ekarasatA hI samAdhi hai / rasamayatA kA hI dUsarA nAma ekAgratA hai / mana kI caMcalatA rasamayatA kA abhAva hai / jaise pake hue bAla eka lambe jIvana-kI-dAstAna hai, vaise hI rasa kI paripakvatA dhyAna kI maMjI huI kahAnI hai / ___ vyakti kA dhyAna ke binA koI astitva nahIM hai / dhyAna eka vyabhicArI kA bhI ho sakatA hai / vAsanA aura vAsanA se sambandhita binduoM para vaha ekAgracitta rahatA hai / para yaha dhyAna azubha hai / vaha isalie, kyoMki yaha dhyAna uttejanA, vikSobha evaM Akroza ko janma detA hai / vaha himAlaya-kA-zikhara nahIM, apitu sar3aka-kA-sAMDa hai / ___jo svayaM ko svayaM kI najaroM meM Atma-tRpta aura AhlAda-pUrNa kara de, vahI dhyAna zubha hai / vaha bAharI saMgharSa se palAyana nahIM hai / dhyAna zakti bhI detA hai aura zAnti bhI / zakti puruSArtha ko protsAhana hai aura zAnti usakI maMjila | subaha ke samaya kiyA jAne vAlA dhyAna zakti ke dvAra para dastaka hai aura saMdhyA samaya kiyA jAne vAlA dhyAna zAnti kI Dyor3hI para / subaha to rAta bhara soyI-leTI UrjA kA jAgaraNa hai / jabaki sandhyA dina bhara mehanata-majadUrI kara thakI-mAMdI cetanA kI pahacAna hai | subaha arthAt samyak bahAva aura saMdhyA For Personal & Private Use Only

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166 caleM, mana-ke-pAra arthAt samyak dhyAna / subaha/zakti kuNDalinI se cetanA-ke-UrdhvArohaNa-kI-yAtrA kI zurUAta hai / sandhyA/zAnti usa yAtrA-yajJa kI pUrNAhuti hai / zakti-jAgaraNa ke lie padmAsana, siddhAsana, prANAyAma bhI sahAyaka-salAhakAra haiM aura zAnti-abhyudaya ke lie zavAsana, sukhAsana bhI acche sAjhedAra haiM / AsanapUrvaka dhyAna svAsthya lAbha kI pahala hai / dhyAna ke lie zarIra kA svastha rahanA aparihArya hai / Asana isIlie kiye jAte haiM / Asana kA sambandha dhyAna se nahIM, apitu zarIra se hai / Asana eka taraha se vyAyAma ke lie haiM / bhUkha lage, jImA huA pace, zarIra-zuddhi ho, yahI Asana kI antarkathA hai / dhyAna zarIra-zuddhi nahIM, balki citta-zuddhi hai / dhyAna ke lie to vahI Asana sarvopari hai, jisa para hama do-tIna ghaMTe jamakara baiTha sakeM / svastha mana ke maMca para adhyAtma ke Asana kI bichAvaTa hotI hai| AdhyAtmika svAsthya ke lie mana kI nirogatA Avazyaka hai aura mana kI nirogatA ke lie kaSAyoM-kA-upavAsa upAdeya hai / viSayoM-se-svayaM-kInivRtti hI upavAsa kA sUtrapAta hai / kSamA, namratA aura saMtoSa ke dvArA mana ko svAsthya-lAbha pradAna kiyA jA sakatA hai / samAdhi svAsthya kA vipakSa nahIM hai / yaha zarIra ko ekatrita UrjA dekara svAsthya-lAbha kI dizA meM sahAyikA banatI hai / sAMsoM para saMyama karanA, citta ke bikharAva ko rokanA aura indriyoM kI anargalatA para er3I denA- yahI to samAdhi ke khAsa setu haiM aura Ayu-vardhana tathA jIvana-poSaNa ke lie bhI yahI majabUta sahAre haiN| ___ Asana zarIra kA ekAnta karmayoga hai / yaha zarIra ko zrama kA abhyAsI banAye rakhane kA dattacitra upakrama hai / jo tanmayatApUrvaka kAma karatA hai, vaha kaI taraha ke sAdhanoM ko sAdha letA hai / adhyAtma kA artha yaha nahIM hotA hai ki saba kAma chor3a-chAr3a do / kAma se jI-curAnA adhyAtma nahIM hai, apitu kAma ko tanmayatA evaM jAgarUkatApUrvaka karanA adhyAtma-kI-jIvanta-anumodanA hai / niSkriyatA adhyAtma kI paricaya-pustikA banI bhI kaba ! adhyAtma kA praveza-dvAra to apramattatA hai / pramAda chor3a kara dilojAna se kAma karate rahanA isa karma-bhUmi kA mahAn 'udyoga' hai / For Personal & Private Use Only

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167 dhyAna se sadhatI zAnti, zakti, samAdhi udyoga arthAt ud + yoga > U~cA yoga / udyoga kI buniyAda zrama hai aura zrama karanA U~cA yoga hai / agara zrama ThIka hai, to udyoga karanA kahA~ pApa hai ! yaha to jIvana kI sAdhanA kA eka jarUratamanda pahalU hai / apanI mehanata-kI-roTI-khAnA apane pauruSa-kA-pasInA nikAlanA nahIM hai, varan pasIne ke nAma para usakA upayoga karate hue, use jaMga lagane se dUra rakhanA hai / __ apane hAthoM se tanmayatApUrvaka zrama karanA pApoM-se-mukti pAne kA AsAna tarIkA hai / dUsaroM dvArA koI kAma karAne kI bajAya svayaM karanA adhika zreyaskara hai / khAte-pIte, uThate-baiThate, sote-jAgate hara samaya hoza rakhanA svayaM ko gRhastha-santa ke Asana para jamAnA hai / dhyAna-yoga kI yahI vyAvahArikatA hai / dina saMsAra hai; rAta usase A~kha mUMdanA hai / dina meM apanI vRtti phailAo, tAki jIvana kI gatividhiyA~ Thappa na ho jAe~ aura sA~jha par3ate-par3ate sUryakiraNoM kI taraha unakA saMvaraNa kara lo / yahI citta kA phailAva aura saMkoca hai / yadi rAta ko svapra-mukta nidrA bhI lI, to bhI vaha citta-kI-ekAgratA hI hai| dhyAna kA kAma svapna-mukta/nirvikalpa citta kA prabandha hai | jaba kisI Asana para baiThe binA hI, binA prayAsa kiye dhyAna ho jAye, to hI vaha jIvana kA iMkalAba hai / jaba dhyAna abhyAsa aura siddhAMta se Upara jIvana kA abhinna aMga bana jAye, tabhI vaha antarmana meM paramAtmA ke adhiSThAna kA nimitta banatA hai | __svayaM-ke-dvArA svayaM ko svayaM meM dekhane kI prakriyA svaccha dhyAna hai| svayaM se mulAkAta ho jAne kA nAma hI Atmayoga hai| dhyAna hai antaryAtrA / vaha bhItara kA bodha karAtA hai / mana kA hara saMvega vaha sunAtA hai / dhyAna ke samaya mana kA bhaTakAva phisalana nahIM hai, apitu antaraMga meM dabe-jame vicAroM-kA-pratibimba hai / dhyAna agara Upara-Upara hogA, to vaha Upara-Upara ke vicAra jatalAegA; yadi gaharA hogA, to gaharAI se sAkSAtkAra karavAegA / jo yaha kahate haiM ki dhyAna ke samaya hamArA mana TikatA nahIM, ve dhyAna nahIM karate, varan dhyAna ke nAma para aupacArikatA nibhA rahe haiM / dhyAna jyoM-jyoM gaharA hotA jAegA, tyoM-tyoM vicAra bhI gahare hote jAe~ge / ve bar3e pake hue aura sadhe hue phala hoMge / samAdhi-ke-kSaNoM meM Ane vAle vicAra Atma-jJAna kI jhaMkAra hai / samAdhimaya jIvana meM ubhare For Personal & Private Use Only

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168 vicAra svayaM kI bhAgavat abhivyakti hai / samAdhi samAdhAnoM-kA-kendra hai / samAdhAna to hajAroM kisma ke hote haiM, para samAdhi samAdhAnoM-kA-samAdhAna hai / yaha uttaroM kA - uttara/ anuttara hai / bhalA, jo jagamahAhaTa sUraja meM hai, vaha graha-tAroM meM kahA~ se ho sakatI hai ? usakI ujiyAlI ko bAdala DhAMka nahIM sakatA / isalie samAdhi antara-vyaktitva ke vikAsa kI samagratA hai / dhyAna isameM madadagAra hai / acetana mana ko rAhata denA dhyAna kI praphullatA hai / rojamarrA kI tanAva bharI jindagI meM bhI svastha mAnasikatA tathA praphullatA ko aMkurita karanA dhyAna kI maulika dena hai / caleM, mana-ke-pAra dhyAna aura samAdhi koI camatkAra nahIM hai / yaha citta ke sAtha ekAgratA tathA vAstavikatA kI dostI hai / camatkAra mAyAjAla bhI ho sakatA hai, para samAdhi bAjIgarI aura madArIgirI nahIM ho sakatI camatkAra hara AdamI nahIM kara sakatA, para samAdhi hara AdamI pA sakatA hai tandrA TUTI ki samAdhi kI deharI para pA~va rakhA / / kisI ne mujhase pUchA ki mandira meM ghaNTA kyoM bajAyA jAtA hai ? kyA bhagavAna ko jagAne ke lie ? maiMne kahA, nahIM / mandira meM ghaNTA bajAyA jAtA hai apane Apako jagAne ke lie, svayaM ko tandrA se ubArane ke lie| tAki duniyA-jahAna ke bikharAva aura bhaTakAva ko rokakara mandira meM ekAgracitta ho sake, mandira hamArI zraddhA kA ghara hai / vaha hamAre citta kI eka ujjvala bhAva- dazA hai / jahA~ citta zAMti aura samAdhi kA AliMgana kare, vahI mandira hai / ghaNTA bhItara ke lie jAga ghar3I hai / use sunakara yadi khuda jaga gaye, to khudA jagA hai / khuda bhI na jage, to khudA ko kyA jagAoge ! vaha jAgRta ke lie jAgRta aura supta ke lie supta / lupta hai / dhyAna hameM bhItara meM AThoM pahara jagAe rakhatA hai / vAsanA kI tandrA dhyAna -praharI ko Andolita nahIM kara sakatI / insAna jakar3A hai vAsanA ke paMjoM meM / usakI jar3eM gaharAI taka haiM / mana meM jitanI gaharI vAsanA hai, utanI hI gaharI mukti kI bhAvanA hogI, tabhI punarjanma kI jar3a ukhar3a sakatI hai / jIvana kA phUla soye-soye na murajhA jAye, isake lie sAvaceta rahanA jIvana- karttavya For Personal & Private Use Only

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dhyAna se sadhatI zAnti, zakti, samAdhi 166 hai / prApta kSaNa ko behozI meM bhulA baiThanA vartamAna ko ThukarAnA hai / vartamAna kA anupazyI hI atIta ke nAma para bhaviSya kA sahI itihAsa likha pAtA hai / vartamAna se haTakara kevala bhUta-bhaviSya ke bIca jIvana ko paiMDulama kI taraha calAne vAlA adhara meM hai / vartamAna jIvana kI maulikatA hai / vaha deha nahIM, vaha prANa hai| kajjala / dhavala deha ke bhItara pAlakhI mAre jamA hai eka jIvana-sAdhaka / use pahacAnanA hI jIvana kI saccAiyoM ko bhoganA hai / vahA~ bina bAdala barasAta hotI hai, bina TakarAhaTa bijalI camakatI hai / mUka hai vahA~ bhASA / bhASaNa / anubhava ke jharane meM AvAja nahIM, mAtra amRta snAna hotA hai / samAdhi usa jIvana-sAdhaka se sAkSAtkAra hai / yaha sthiti pAne ke lie hameM pAra karane hoMge samAdhi-ke-caraNoM ko / samAdhi mArga nahIM; samAdhi lakSya hai, maMjila hai / samAdhi ke tIna caraNa haiM- ekAnta, mauna aura dhyAna / ekAnta saMsAra se dUrI hai, mauna abhivyakti se mukti hai aura dhyAna vicAroM se nivRtti hai / ghara-bhara ke sabhI sadasya apane - apane kAma se bAhara gaye hue haiM / hama ghara meM akele haiM / yaha hamAre lie ekAMta kA avasara hai / kucha samaya ke lie ghara bhI guphA kA - ekAMtavAsa kA majA de sakatA hai / abhivyakti rukI, to dostI-duzmanI ke samAjika rizte adhUre / thame raha gaye / bhalA, gUMgoM kA koI samAja / sambandha hotA hai / jaba kisI se kucha bolanA hI nahIM hai, to vicAra kyoM / kaise taraMgita hoMge / nirvicAra dhyAna hI samAdhi kA praveza dvAra hai / vyakti rAta-bhara to mauna kA sAdhaka banatA hI hai, kintu vaha soyesoye / dina meM nIMda nahIM hotI, jAga hotI hai, para mana bar3abolA rahatA hai / adhyAtma meM praveza ke lie ekAMta upayogI hai aura mauna bhIr3a meM bhI akele rahane kI kalA hai / jIvana meM mauna apanA lene se vyAvahArika jhagar3e tathA musIbateM bhI kama ho jAe~gI / mauna vicAroM kI zakti kA hrAsa nahIM; varan usakA samIkaraNa hai / bhASA AMtarika UrjA ko bAhara nikAla detI hai, kintu mauna UrjA-saMcaya kA mAdhyama hai / bahirjagata se antarjagata meM praveza ke lie mauna dvAra hai / svayaM kI naI zaktiyoM kA AvirbhAva karane ke lie mauna prAthamika bhUmikA hai / isalie mauna For Personal & Private Use Only

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200 caleM, mana-ke-pAra apane Apa meM eka dhyAna-sAdhanA hai| yaha vANI-saMyama kA praharI hai. zakti-saMcaya karane vAlA bhaNDAra hai, satya ko akSuNNa banAe rakhane vAlA mantra hai / jisane mana, vacana aura kAyA ke dvAra banda kara lie haiM, vahI satya kA pAradarzI aura medhAvI sAdhaka hai / use ina dvAroM para apramatta caukasI karanI hotI hai / usakI A~khoM kI putaliyA~ antarjagata ke praveza-dvAra para TikI rahatI haiM / bahirjagata ke atithi isI dvAra se praveza karate haiN| ayogya/anacAhe atithi dvAra khaTakhaTAte jarUra haiM, kintu vaha tamAma dastakoM ke uttara nahIM detA, mAtra saccAI kI dastaka sunatA hai / vaha unhIM logoM kI agavAnI karatA hai, jisase usake antar-jagata kA sammAna aura gaurava-vardhana ho / samAdhi bhItara kI alamastI hai / cehare para dikhAI dene vAlI caitanya-kI-prasannatA meM ise nihArA jA sakatA hai / yaha kisI sthAna-vizeSa kI mahalanumA sonaiyA saMracanA nahIM hai, na hI kahIM kA ThANApati/sthAnApati honA hai, varan antaraMga kI khulI A~khoM meM anokhe Ananda-kI-khumAra hai / vaha hAra meM bhI muskurAhaTa hai, mATI meM bhI mahala kI jamAvaTa hai / samAdhi zUnya meM virATa hone kI pahala hai / vAsanA-bharI pyAsI A~khoM meM zalAI ghoMpane se samAdhi rozana nahIM hotI, apitu bhItara se siyAsI AsamAna kI sArI badaliyA~ aura dhuMdha haTane ke bAda kiraNa banakara ubharatI hai / samAdhi to sthiti hai / vahA~ vRtti kahA~ ! pravRtti kI sambhAvanA se nakArA nahIM jA sakatA / vRtti kA sambandha to citta ke sAtha hai, jabaki samAdhi kA darzana citta ke parde ko phAr3a dene ke bAda hotA hai / cetanA kA vihAra to citta ke hara vikalpa ke pAra hai / samAdhi meM jIne vAlA sau phIsadI a-citta hotA hai, magara acetana nahIM / cetanA to vahA~ harI-bharI rahatI hai / cetanA kI hara sambhAvanA samAdhi kI sandhi se pravartita hotI hai / use yaha smaraNa nahIM karanA par3atA ki maiM kauna hU~ / usake to sAre prazna DUba jAte haiM / jo hotA hai, vaha mAtra uttaroM-ke-padacinhoM kA anusaraNa hotA hai / 000 For Personal & Private Use Only

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zvAMsa-saMyama se brahma-vihAra jIvana kI vyavasthAe~ banAe rakhane ke lie manuSya ne AyAma khar3e kiye haiM / zUdra, vaizya, kSatriya, brAhmaNa- ye saba manuSya dvArA banAye gae sopAna hI haiM / koI vyakti brAhmaNa-kula meM janma lene se brAhmaNa aura zUdra-kula meM janma lene se zUdra nahIM ho jAtA / mujhe mAnava se bahuta pyAra hai / bhale hI usane brAhmaNa kula meM janma liyA ho, yA zUdra kula meM / AdamI ko usake janma ke kAraNa bAMTA nahIM jA sakatA / zUdra-kula meM utpanna honA napharata kA AdhAra nahIM hai aura brAhmaNa-kula meM utpanna honA pUjanIya nahIM hai | AdamI to zUdra-kula meM paidA hokara brAhmaNa ho sakatA hai aura brAhmaNa-kula meM paidA hokara zUdra ho sakatA hai / isalie AdamI ko janma ke AdhAra para bAMTa DAlane kI ceSTA mata kariegA / merI samajha se to hara AdamI zUdra hI paidA hotA hai / brAhmaNatva to prApta karanA par3atA hai / brAhmaNa-kula meM paidA hone vAlA bhI zUdra tathA zUdra-kula meM paidA hone vAlA bhI zUdra ke rUpa meM hI janmA hai| saca to yaha hai ki vyakti janma se kucha nahIM hotA | use brAhmaNa kahanA bhI aparAdha hai aura zUdra kahanA bhI / maiM jisa vyakti ko brAhmaNa aura zUdra socatA hU~, usa soca ke sAre AdhAra aura mApadaNDa jIvana ke sAtha jur3eM haiM, janma ke sAtha nahIM / hamAre zarIra ke cAra pramukha AdhAra haiM / pahalA AdhAra- zarIra, dUsarAmana, tIsarA- AtmA aura cauthA AdhAra hai : paramAtmA / jo vyakti deha-bhAva meM jItA hai, vaha zUdra hai / mana-bhAva meM jInevAlA vaizya, AtmA-bhAva meM jInevAlA kSatriya aura paramAtmA-bhAva meM jInevAlA brAhmaNa hai / AdamI deha lekara paidA hotA hai aura deha-bhAva meM jItA calA jAtA hai / isalie AdamI kA adhikAMza jIvana zUdra ke rUpa meM hI bItatA For Personal & Private Use Only

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202 caleM, mana ke-pAra hai / jo vyakti yaha socatA hai ki 'maiM deha hU~', vaha zUdra hI hai / vaha cAhe jaina ho, bauddha yA koI aura, vaha zUdra hI hai / 'maiM deha rUpa hU~, apanI deha ko dhotA hU~, saMvAratA hU~', yaha bhAva jaba taka banA rahegA, AdamI zUdra hI rahegA / vyakti deha ke kAraNa, jar3a ke kAraNa apane bhItara mamatva kA AropaNa karatA hai, mahAvIra kI bhASA meM usa AropaNa kA nAma hI mithyAtva hai aura zaMkara kI bhASA meM vahI mAyA hai / saMsAra kI bAta to dUra, eka Ama AdamI ke jIvana kI zurUAta bhI mAyA aura mithyAtva se nahIM ho sakatI / avidyA aura ajJAna se nahIM ho sakatI / usakI zurUAta samyaktva aura jJAna se hotI hai / purAnI bAta hai / bAdazAha ibrAhima ke mahala ke nIce eka phakIra pahu~cA aura vahA~ khar3e caukIdAra se kahA- mujhe isa 'sarAya' meM ThaharanA hai / caukIdAra ha~sA, 'tumhArA dimAga to ThikAne para hai / yaha mahala hai, sarAya nahIM / ' phakIra ar3a gayA ki vaha to isa sarAya meM hI ThaharegA / bAdazAha saMyoga se usa samaya ThIka caukIdAra aura phakIra ke Upara, eka jharokhe meM baiThA donoM kA vArtAlApa suna rahA thA / usane phakIra ko andara bulAyA aura pUchA- 'tuma isa mahala ko kisa AdhAra para sarAya kahate ho, jo yahA~ Thaharane kI jida kara rahe ho / ' phakIra ne isa prazna kA javAba dene ke bajAya bAdazAha se ulTA prazna pUcha liyA- 'tumase pahale isa mahala meM kauna rahatA thA ?' bAdazAha bolA 'mujhase pahale yahA~ mere pitA rahate the / ' phakIra ne phira pUchA- 'tumhAre pitA se pahale yahA~ kauna rahatA thA ?' bAdazAha bolA, 'mere pitA-ke-pitA' / 'aura unase pahale ?' phakIra ne phira prazna kara DAlA / isa bAra bAdazAha bolA- 'usase pahale unake pitA-ke-pitA rahate the / ' aba phakIra bolA ki jaba itane loga Ae, yahA~ rahe aura cale gae to yaha sarAya hI to huI / Aja tuma ho, kala tumhArA putra yahA~ rahegA / yaha to sarAya hI hai / bAdazAha nirutara ho gayA, bolA'phakIra ! sacamuca tUne mujhe batA diyA ki yaha sarAya hai / aba mujhe bhI yahA~ nahIM rahanA hai / ' usane jAnA svayaM ko aura yahIM se zurUAta ho gaI brAhmaNatva kI / brAhmaNa jarA apane Apa ko TaToleM ki ve kitane brAhmaNa haiM ? janma ke For Personal & Private Use Only

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zvAMsa-saMyama se brahma-1 ya-vihAra 203 AdhAra para jIvana ke mApadaNDoM ko khar3A mata kariegA, kyoMki jIvana ke mApadaNDa jIvana ke AdhAra para banate haiM, unheM janma se mata toliegA / janma se hara AdamI zUdra hotA hai / maiM to yaha kahU~gA ki janma se hI AdamI zUdra nahIM hotA, kyoMki zUdra vaha hai jo zarIra-bhAva se jItA hai / Apa rojAnA nahAte haiM, cehare ko sApha karate haiM dAr3hI banAte haiM, Aine meM dekhate haiM / kitanI ajIba bAta ! AInA (deha) hI Aine meM dekha rahA hai / nahA cuke ho, magara kAlA dAga aba bhI lagA hai / jindagI bhara nahAte rahoge taba bhI yaha kAlA dAga nahIM chUTegA / AkhI umara lagAya lIdhI laksa reksonA sAbU | phera bhI kALo ro kALo reyagyo jagajIvana rAma bAbU / bAhara kA kAlApana to phira bhI utara jAegA, andara kA kyA karoge ? Apa koyale ko sapheda karane cale haiM, bhalA yaha bhI sambhava hai ? andhakAra dUra karanA hai to diyA jalAo, rozanI ho jaaegii| magara deha ke kAlepana ko kaise miTAoge ? deha ke prati rahane vAlA bhAva hI zUdratA kA udaya kara baiThatA hai / deha ke prati Asakti hI vyakti kA zUdratva hai / striyoM ko mAsika dharma hotA hai / jAnate haiM kyoM hotA hai ? kyoMki striyoM meM deha ke prati pragAr3ha Asakti hotI hai / yahIM se mAsika dharma kI zurUAta hotI hai / jo strI deha meM rahate hue bhI dehAtIta avasthA meM apane Apako mahasUsa karatI hai, usakA mAsika dharma samApta ho jAtA hai / deha ke prati rAgAtmakatA hI sAre duHkhoM kI jar3a hai / I deha ke prati rAgAtmakatA ke kAraNa mAsika dharma hotA hai aura mana ke prati rAgAtmakatA hone ke kAraNa pAgalapana / Apane pAgala dekhe hoMge / Apane pAyA hogA ki sau pAgala meM se ninyAnaveM puruSa hote haiM to eka strI pAgala najara AtI hai / yahI kAraNa hai / rAgAtmakatA use chor3atI nahIM hai / isase Upara uThane kI jarUrata hai / jo vyakti zUdra se Upara uThatA hai, vaha vaizya bana jAtA hai / vaizya - mana- kA pratinidhi hai / vaizya kA kAma yahI rahatA hai yahA~ se mAla maMgAnA hai, vahA~ bhejanA hai / vaha godAma bharatA calA jAtA hai / mana kA bhI yahI svabhAva hai / hamezA 'aura' kI cAha For Personal & Private Use Only

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caleM, mana-ke-pAra 204 karatA hai / isalie jo mana ke svabhAva meM jItA hai, vaha vaizya banA rahatA hai, bhale hI vaha kisI bhI kula meM janmA ho / asala meM to vaha vaizya hI hai / mana kI mAMga zarIra kI mAMga se jyAdA hotI hai / mana kA peTa hI nahIM hotA, isalie vaha kabhI bharatA bhI nahIM hai / roTI kapar3e kI cAha kI bhI eka sImA hai, magara mana kI nIyata kabhI nahIM bharatI / mana asImita hai / mana kI sImA hara sAgara ke pAra hai / mana ke karmayoga ke sAmane Izvara bhI baunA najara AtA hai / mana kI gati jaisI Izvara kI bhI gati nahIM hogI / mana kI tRSNA itanI virATa hai ki Izvara bhI usake sAmane baunA najara Ane lagatA hai / kitanA bhI mila jAe, phira bhI mana kahegA 'aura' / mana kI paribhASA bhI yahI hai suvaNNa-rUpassa u pavvayA bhave, siyA hu kelAsasamA asaMkhayA / narassa luddhassa na tehi kiMci, icchA hu AgAsasamA aNaMtiyA / yadi manuSya ko sone-cA~dI ke kailAza parvata bhI mila jAeM to bhI vaha tRSNA ke lobha meM phaMse AdamI ke lie kucha bhI nahIM haiM / isalie jo vyakti mana meM jItA hai, vaha vaizya hai / apane kAMTe ko eka sthAna para TikAo / yaha aisA reDiyo hai jisameM eka hI sthAna para saMgIta sunAI detA hai / agara kAMTA idhara-udhara ghUmegA to kyA koI saMgIta suna pAoge ? sAdhanA kI pahalI zurUAta yahIM se hotI hai / mana ko eka jagaha kendrita karo aura kAMTe ko eka jagaha TikAo, tAki koI saMgIta sunAI de sake / kisI bA~surI yA vINA ke svara sunAI deM / reDiyo para kAMTA vividha bhAratI sTezana ke bindu para lagA hai| Der3ha se DhAI baje taka gIta A rahe haiM / usake bAda dUsarA kAryakrama AyA / Akhira dera rAta usa bindu para AvAja baMda ho gaI / isI prakAra samaya samApta hone para Apako bhI lagegA ki samaya-sImA samApta hone para Apane eka anirvacanIya zAMti ke kSetra meM praveza kiyA, mahAzUnya meM praveza kiyA / vahA~ vicAra samApta ho jAte haiM, sirpha raha jAtI hai zAMti / vahA~ hotA hai mahAzUnya kA avatAra / aise meM kucha bhI nahIM rahatA aura saba kucha 'milanA' zurU hotA hai / udayapura kI bAta hai / eka patrakAra mere pAsa AyA karatA thA / For Personal & Private Use Only

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zvAMsa-saMyama se brahma-vihAra 205 vaha eka dainika samAcAra patra meM upasampAdaka thA / usake mana meM dhyAna sAdhanA ke prati bahuta lagAva thA / eka dina vaha bolA ki jaba dhyAna-sAdhanA karane baiThatA hU~ to mere mana meM taraha-taraha ke vicAra uThate haiM / maiM zAMta citta raha hI nahIM pAtA huuN| koI upAya batAiye / maiM to parezAna ho gayA hU~ / mana para jitanA niyaMtraNa karane kA prayAsa karatA hU~, yaha utanI hI tejI se daur3ane lagatA hai / maiMne usake aMtaraMga kA adhyayana kiyA / use kahA ki ThIka hai, tuma Aja se eka kAma karo / jaba zAma ko dhyAna karane baiTho to jo vicAra tumhAre mana meM Ae~, unheM Ane denA / tuma eka patrakAra kI haisiyata se kAma karanA / mAna lenA ki tunheM riporTiMga ke lie kahIM bhejA gayA hai aura netA bhASaNa de rahA hai / tuma una vicAroM ko apanI DAyarI meM utArate cale jAnA / vaha bolA- isase kyA hogA ? maiMne use kahA- tuma karake dekho, zeSa mujha para chor3a do / vaha calA gayA aura usane mere kahe anusAra hI kiyA / dUsare dina mere pAsa AyA to maiMne pUchA- likha lAe ? bolA- 'jI hA~ !' maiMne kahA- ImAnadArI se likhA hai nA ? usane 'hA~' meM sira hilAyA / maiMne use kahA- 'aba tuma pandraha dina taka aisA hI karo / ' eka pakhavAr3e bAda jaba vaha mere pAsa AyA to usakI DAyarI bhara cukI thii| maiMne DAyarI le lI aura use phira se niyamita dhyAna karane ko kaha diyA / karIba eka pakhavAr3e ke bAda maiMne usa DAyarI meM likhI sAmagrI ko TAipa karavAyA aura usI patrakAra ke akhabAra meM, prakAzita karane ke noTa ke sAtha bheja diyA / usane jaba ve TaMkita pRSTha par3he to daur3A-daur3A mere pAsa AyA aura bolA'mahArAjazrI ! Apa to kAphI jAnakAra aura vidvAna haiM / Apane yaha kyA Ula-jalUla likhA hai aura ise mere akhabAra meM prakAzanArtha bheja rahe haiM ? ___maiMne kahA ki tujhe yaha bodha Aja huA hai ki ye bAteM Ula-jalUla haiM / bhAI ! ye merI nahIM, dhyAna-sAdhanA ke daurAna tumhAre dimAga meM Ane vAlI bAteM haiM / inheM jarA ekAnta meM jAkara par3ho / yaha tumhArI AtmakathA hai / gAMdhI aura TAlasTAya kI AtmakathA bhale hI tuma pacAsa bAra par3ha cuke ho, magara apanI AtmakathA ko nahIM par3hA / apane bhItara kI AtmakathA ko par3ha lenA, gA~dhI kI AtmakathA ko pacAsa bAra par3ha lene se jyAdA zreSTha hai / For Personal & Private Use Only

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206 caleM, mana-ke-pAra apanI AtmakathA par3hoge to apane sAre nirarthaka vicAra kho jAe~ge aura khuda para hI gussA AegA / AdamI jaba apane Apa para krodha kara letA hai tabhI kSamA-kI-dhArA paidA hotI hai / isake abhAva meM sArI kSamAe~ aupacArikatA hI hotI haiM / kSamA vahIM asalI srota banakara ubharatI hai, jahA~ vyakti apane para krodha karatA hai / vyakti apanI laghutA ko svIkAra kara letA hai, tabhI nirmala hotA calA jAtA hai / mana meM Akhira kitane vicAra Ate haiM / koI saikar3oM taraha ke vicAra to nahIM Ate / dhyAna karane baiTho to- pAMca, dasa, bIsa taraha ke vicAra Ae~ge / daraasala bhItara kA rAstA hai nA, vaha vicAra-kA-galiyArA hai / usakA rAstA taya hai / vicAra bhI una tayazudA rAstoM para calatA hai / Apane dekhA hogA samIpavartI gAMva se koI kisAna apanI bailagAr3I lekara zahara kI ora nikalatA hai, to sar3aka para Akara baila kI lagAma DhIlI chor3a detA hai / baila apane tayazudA rAste para calatA calA jAtA hai / mana bhI aisA hI hai / ghara se dukAna gayA, dukAna se baiMka gayA, baiMka se phira dukAna, phira maMdira calA gayA / maMdira se vApasa ghara calA AyA / basa gine-cune taya ThikAnoM para gayA aura lauTa AyA / use jAne do aura tuma dRSTA-bhAva se, sAkSI-bhAva se, use dekhane-parakhane kA prayatna karo / aisA karake mana kI taraMgeM apane Apa ekAgra hone lageMgI / vahA~ mana ke bAda jo citta kA kendra hai, vaha apanI paratoM ko ubhAratA calA jAegA / jarA gaura kariegA, mana aura citta meM antara hai / mana vaha hai jo hamezA bhaviSya ke dvAra para dastaka detA hai aura citta vaha hai jo atIta ke dvAra para apane pA~va rakhe rahatA hai / isalie mana kabhI atIta meM nahIM jAtA aura citta kabhI bhaviSya meM nahIM jhAMkatA / vaha atIta meM hI jItA hai / pUrva janma kA smaraNa vyakti ko citta dvArA hI hotA hai / mana to sirpha eka taraMga hai, jo vartamAna meM jItA hai aura bhaviSya kI socatA rahatA hai / vaha paramANu kI DherI hai / isake viparIta citta para parateM jamI haiM / citta saMskAra hai, mAnyatAe~ haiM / pUrva mAnyatAoM para reta (samaya) kI parateM jamatI calI jAtI haiM / ina paratoM ko jaise-jaise utArate cale jAe~ge svayaM ko saMskAra zUnya aura mAnyatA-zUnya karate cale jAe~ge, isake sAtha-sAtha hI citta se mukti milatI calI jAegI / pyAja ke chilake utArate cale jAo, For Personal & Private Use Only

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zvAMsa- saMyama se brahma-vihAra pIche zeSa rahegA zUnya / jise vicAra kahA gayA hai, mana kahA gayA hai, Aja kA manovijJAna use 'kAMziyasa' tathA 'anakAMziyasa mAiMDa' kahatA hai / zarIra ko ekAgra banAnA ho to usake lie 'haThayoga' hai, lekina vicAroM kI ekAgratA ke lie 'maMtrayoga' kA sahArA lenA jarUrI hai / dhyAna ke samaya jisa vyakti ke mana meM vicAroM kA bavaNDara uThatA ho, vaha zAMta bhAva se apane Apako ekAgra karane kA prayAsa kare / isake bAda prANAyAma ke sAtha sAMsa andara le tathA sAMsoM kI prekSA kare, anuprekSA kare / sAMsa lene aura chor3ane ke sAtha hI 'o3m' maMtra ko apanAe~ / isase eka aisI laya paidA hogI, aisI rAga nipajegI ki Apako lagegA ki sAre vicAra kho gae haiM / o3m ko apanI sAMsoM meM itanA ramA lenA ki sirpha o3m hI raha jAe / aisA lage ki 'o3m' ko hI andara khIMca rahe ho aura 'o3m' hI bAhara nikAla rahe ho / aisA karane se eka saMgIta paidA hogA, aisI jhaMkAra paidA hogI, jo Apako vicAra se deha se, ekadama alaga kara degI / Apa apane ko mana se alaga samajheMge / 'prANAyAma' prANa ke vibhinna tattvoM ko alaga-alaga DibbiyoM meM le jAkara rakhanA hai, tAki vaha prANa hameM bhItara se jAgrata aura spandita kara sake / moTe taura para hama do-tIna taraha ke prANAyAma kara leM to bhI kAphI hai| anuloma-viloma, dIrgha zvAsa, saumya bhastrikA, kapAla - bhastrikA | 207 ina tIna-cAra meM se koI bhI prANAyAma kara leM to hama pAeMge ki bhItara kI gaMdagI kA virecana zurU ho gayA / apane Apako zUnya meM pAoge tathA zarIra halkA hotA calA jAegA aura tanAva mukta ho jAoge / prANAyAma kara lo to apanI sAMsoM meM arddha zvAsa-prazvAsa ke sAtha o'm kI layabaddhatA ko bhI jor3a lenA / Apako lagegA ki Apa niHzabdatA meM zabda jor3a rahe haiM / usa samaya 'o'm' kI anugUMja hogI / usI kA nAma Atma-anubhUti aura Atma-spandanoM kA sAkSAtkAra hai / vahIM para sadhatI hai mana kI ekAgratA / vAstava meM dhyAna yoga kA mUla uddezya jIvana ko usakI jIvantatA se saMyojita rakhanA hai | dhyAna kA lakSya vyakti ko mRtyu kI ora bar3hAnA nahIM hai, For Personal & Private Use Only

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208 caleM, mana-ke-pAra varana jIvana kI ora lauTAnA hai / jIvana ke sAmane jIvana se bar3hakara aura koI upalabdhi nahIM hai / sambhAvanAeM marane se nahIM ubharatIM, kisI bhI sambhAvanA ko janma dene ke lie jIvana anivArya hai | jo cIja jIvana se sambhava hai, vaha mauta se kahA~ ! yadi maiMne prANAyAma karane ke lie kahA to prANAyAma ko mAtra zArIrika parizrama mata samajha lenA, prANAyAma dhyAna kI eka bhUmikA hai / dhyAna kevala manoyoga se hI nahIM kiyA jAtA, apitu kAya-yoga se bhI kiyA jAtA hai / kAya-yoga kA matalaba zarIra ke prati Asakti nahIM hai, apitu dhyAna ke lie zarIra ko prastuta karanA hai / hameM zarIra ko sUkAnA nahIM hai; zarIra ko to sadaiva taiyAra rakhanA hai, Atma-sAdhanA ke lie / bar3A acchA sUtra hai- 'zarIramAdyaM khalu dharma sAdhanam' / dharma meM praveza karane kA dvAra hI zarIra hai / aura prANAyAma dhyAna ke lie zarIra ko pUrI taraha se niSThAvAna aura eka laya banAtA hai / prANAyAma kA mukhya sambandha sAMsa se hai| sAMsa yAni jIvana kI zurUAta, jIvana kI AdhArazilA / koI baccA gUMgA paidA ho sakatA hai, paMgu bhI janma sakatA hai, janmAndha bhI ho sakatA hai; kintu koI bhI binA sAMsa ke jindagI nahIM pA sakatA / sAMsa kI kriyA vAstava meM jIvana-kI-prakriyA hai / isalie eka acche jIvana ke lie jaise zarIra-saMyama jarUrI hai vaise hI zvAMsa-saMyama bhI anivArya hai / prANAyAma zvAMsa-saMyama kI vidhA hai / zvAMsa lene, rokane aura chor3ane kI kriyA hI prANAyAma hai / zvAMsa kA lenA pUraka hai, bhItara rakhanA kumbhaka aura chor3anA recaka hai / prANAyAma kI ye tInoM vidhAeM hara AdamI se jur3I haiM / na kevala AdamI se, balki astitva mAtra se / jisakA sAMsa jitanI manda gati se calatA hai, usakA AyuSya utanA hI adhika hotA hai / Apane kutte ko sAMsa lete hue dekhA hai / kitanI teja gati se sAMsa letA hai / vaha eka minaTa meM karIba tIsa sAMsa letA hai| kharagoza usase bhI jyAdA letA hai| kharagoza prati minaTa ar3atIsa sAMseM letA hai / jisa jantu kI zvAMsa saMkhyA jitanI jyAdA, usakI umra meM utanI kaTautI hotI hai / kharagoza anumAnataH ATha sAla jItA hai, kuttA teraha-caudaha sAla / DArvina kahatA hai AdamI baMdara se paidA huA, para For Personal & Private Use Only

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zvAMsa-saMyama se brahma-vihAra 206 kyA Apane kabhI AdamI kI zvAMsa-saMkhyA aura bandara kI zvAMsa-saMkhyA para dhyAna diyA ? AdamI eka minaTa meM caudaha-pandraha zvAMsa letA hai to bandara usase dugunI / bandara eka minaTa meM battIsa se paiMtIsa sAMsa letA hai / zvAMsa para yadi niyaMtraNa ho jAe to jIvana ke AyAma vikasita kiye jA sakate haiM | saMyama ke lie kachue kA udAharaNa bahuta prasiddha hai / eka kachuA karIba Der3ha sau sAla jItA hai / patA hai isakA rAja kyA hai ? isakA rAja hai manda zvAMsa / manda zvAMsa kA matalaba hai Ahiste-Ahiste lambe-lambe zvAMsa | zvAMsa ko eka aisI gati mila jAtI hai ki zvAMsa kI anubhUti bhI nahIM hotI ki vaha lI jA rahI hai yA nhiiN| __ kachuA eka minaTa meM sirpha pA~ca-chaH zvAMsa letA hai / prANAyAma kI asmitA kachue kI cetanA se bar3I samatA rakhatI hai / zvAMsa-saMyama deha-saMyama kA bhI poSaka hai / zvAMsa ke vega para niyaMtraNa karake vyakti apane kaSAya ke vega ko bhI bar3I AsAnI se kama kara sakatA hai / yaha yoga-kA-anuzAsana hai / prANAyAma se sampUrNa nAr3I-cakroM meM, snAyuoM meM, cetanA kA, jIvanta saMcAra hotA hai / kArya-zakti bar3hatI hai / maiMne to yahA~ taka pAyA hai ki vyakti ke jJAna-tantu bhI isase pariSkRta aura pallavita hote haiM / eka vyakti kI zikAyata thI ki usake mana meM bAra-bAra Atma-hatyA ke bhAva paidA hote the / maine use prANAyAma sahita dhyAna kI salAha dI / pariNAma yaha AyA ki Atma-hatyA ke bhAva Atma-bodha meM rUpAntarita ho gaye aura samAdhi kI pyAsa jaga gii| zarIra ho zAnta, zvAMsoM meM mandatA, vicAroM meM o3m kI layabaddhatAbrahma-vihAra kI pahala hai| jhAMko, jarA apanI antara kI A~khoM meM; sambhAvanAe~ svAgata ko Atura haiM / vaha andara virAjamAna svAmI tumheM pukAra rahA hai / usakI pukAra suna lenA hI sambodhi-se-sAkSAtkAra hai / 000 For Personal & Private Use Only

Page #219
SaT cakroM meM nirbhaya vicaraNa DArvina kI eka bahuta bar3I khoja mAnI jAtI hai| usane kahA thA, manuSya bandara se paidA huA hai / AdamI bandara kI hI sudharI huI acchI nasla hai / DArvina ke anusAra to AdamI paidA hI bandara se huA hai / isake viparIta bhAratIya tattva-cintaka kahate haiM ki manuSya apanI jindagI meM jo bure kArya karatA hai, usake natIje ke rUpa meM agale janma meM bandara ke rUpa meM paidA hotA hai / isa manISA ko samajhiegA / DArvina ne khojA ki bandara se AdamI paidA huA, jabaki bhAratIya tattva-cintakoM ne kahA ki AdamI bandara se paidA hotA hai / AdamI hI apane karmoM ke anusAra agale janma meM kIr3e-makor3e, bandara, gadahA Adi rUpa meM paidA hotA hai / agara isa janma meM acchA karma kiyA to devatA aura bure karma kie to naraka, pazu-pakSI, jAnavara banoge / DArvina apanI jagaha ThIka hai aura bhAratIya tattva-ciMtaka apanI jagaha / ____ maiM DArvina se do kadama Age rakhane kI koziza karUMgA / merI samajha se DArvina aura bhAratIya tattva-cintaka apanI bAta ko ThIka taraha se nahIM kaha pAe / AdamI se na bandara paidA hotA hai aura na hI bandara se AdamI | AdamI svayaM bandara hI hai / bAhara ke AkAra-prakAra aura lakSaNa ko dekhakara jAnavara va AdamI meM khAsa antara nahIM kiyA jA sakatA / aphalAtUna ne to kahA bhI hai 'maina ija TU legsa enimala vidAuTa phIdarsa' ('Man is two legs animal without feathers'), manuSya do TAMga vAlA binA paMkhoM kA jAnavara hai / AdamI bhI AkhirakAra jAnavara hI hai / koI caupAyA, to koI dopAyA / yaha jarUrI nahIM hai ki isa jindagI meM bure karma karoge to agalI For Personal & Private Use Only

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SaT cakroM meM nirbhaya vicaraNa 211 jindagI meM durgati hogI / acche aura bure karma ke pratiphala svarUpa sadgati aura durgati isI janma meM ho jAtI hai / manuSya apane Apako TaTole to vaha jAna jAegA ki vaha kIr3A-makor3A hai yA bandara, AdamI hai yA deva / marane ke bAda bandara honA alaga bAta hai / mujhe to lagatA hai ki AdamI abhI to bandara hai| DArvina ne kahA, bandara se AdamI paidA huA / are ! AdamI paidA kahA~ huA, abhI to kAphI sAdhanA hai, AdamI banane ke lie / paidA to vaha bandara ke rUpa meM hI huA hai / vyakti jaba vyakti bana jAtA hai to usake karane ke lie kucha bacatA hI nahIM hai / Apa jarA sAkSI-bhAva se, draSTA-bhAva se apane kendra-bhAva meM sArI jAgarUkatA ko kendrita kIjie / Apako lagegA ki merA aMtarmana to abhI bandara hI hai / AdamI to abhI bhI paidA nahIM huA hai / AdamI ke rUpa meM bandara jindA baiThA hai / manuSya jaba svayaM ke bhItara dekhegA to pAegA ki manuSya 'manuSya' nahIM bana pAyA, abhI to bandara hI hai / bandara rUpI yaha mana kabhI isa per3a para, to kabhI usa per3a para, kabhI nIce to kabhI zikhara para A jAtA hai, magara usakI uchala-kUda, tar3aka-bhar3aka jArI hai / svarga-naraka manovijJAna hai, mana kI dena hai / mana ke rahate svarga-naraka ke vikalpa ubharate raheMge / mokSa mana ke pAra hai, svarga-naraka ke pAra hai / jIvana hI svarga-naraka hai / mokSa pA lenA jIvana kI samagra saphalatA hai / svarga aura naraka kI sambhAvanA jIvana se atirikta nahIM hai / yaha mata sociye ki marane ke bAda Apa kIr3e-makor3e baneMge / jo vyakti mAyA-moha meM phaMsA huA hai, vaha abhI bhI kIr3A-makor3A hI hai / jisa prakAra kIr3A kIcar3a meM paidA hotA hai aura vahIM jIvana pUrA kara dama tor3a detA hai, mAyA-moha meM phaMsA AdamI bhI usI kIr3e ke samAna hai / vaha AdamI bana hI nahIM pAyA hai / isase jyAdA durgati aura nArakIya avasthA kyA hogI ? eka putra ne pitA se pUchA 'maiM DAkTarI kI par3hAI karanA cAhatA hU~ / mujhe salAha dIjie ki maiM kAnoM kA DAkTara banUM yA dAMtoM kA ? For Personal & Private Use Only

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212 caleM, mana-ke-pAra pitA ne kahA 'isameM duvidhA kI kyA bAta hai, dAMtoM kA DAkTara bano / dAMta battIsa hote haiM, isalie isameM jyAdA phAyadA hotA hai / kAna to do hI hote haiN|' kalpanA kareM hama, ki hama kisa taraha ke kIr3e-makor3e haiM / AdamI AdamI bana jAe, isI meM usakI pUrNatA hai / manuSya yaha soce ki AdamI maregA aura usake bAda karmoM ke hisAba se usakI durgati hogI to vaha galata soca rahA hai / merI samajha meM to aise hama apane vartamAna jIvana kA sahI upayoga nahIM kara pAeMge / hamane yaha mAna liyA ki bandara se AdamI paidA hotA hai aura AdamI hI paidA ho gayA to zeSa kyA rahA ? paidA karanA hai AdamI ko bhItara se bhI aura bAhara se bhI / jindagI meM jahA~ deharI kA diyA jala jAtA hai, 'bAhara' va 'bhItara' donoM pakSa ujjvala ho jAte haiM, vahIM manuSyatva-kA-AviSkAra hotA hai / sAdhanA, dhyAna aura samAdhi kA sArA sambandha vyakti ke aMtarmana se jur3A huA hai / manuSya kA sArA nAtA bhItara se jur3A hotA hai / yahI kAraNa hai ki manuSya bhItara se pApa karatA calA jAtA hai / zarIra dvArA jo kriyA hotI hai, galata kArya hote haiM, ve pApa nahIM aparAdha hote haiM aura mana ke dvArA galata socI jAne vAlI bAteM pApa hotI haiM / pApa aura aparAdha meM bhArI pharka hai / pApa kA sambandha mana se hai aura aparAdha kA zarIra se / maiMne mana meM socA ki Apake thappar3a lagAUM / lagAyA to nahIM, magara socA, isalie yaha pApa ho gayA aura yadi maiM Apake thappar3a mAra dUM to yahA~ aparAdha ho gayA / mana meM acchA socanA puNya hai aura burA socanA pApa hai / zarIra dvArA acchA karma to satkarma hai aura burA karma aparAdha hai / isIlie kAnUna pApa kI nahIM, aparAdha kI sajA detA hai / dharma, dhyAna ye saba pApa kI sajA dete haiN| inake lie aparAdha kA koI mUlya nahIM hai / bhagavAna ne bhItara ke jagata se jur3ane ke lie bhItara ke cakroM kA bayAna kiyA / ye bahuta hI bArIka haiM / ____ hama andara kI vRttiyoM ko nirmala se nirmalatama karate cale jAeM to kuNDalinI kA UvArohaNa anAyAsa hI ho jAegA, kyoMki kuNDalinI aura For Personal & Private Use Only

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SaT cakroM meM nirbhaya vicaraNa 213 kucha nahIM, isa dravya-zarIra ke bhItara rahane vAlA bhAva-zarIra hI hai / manuSya ke pAsa chaha cakra haiM / aba hama dhyAna kI gaharAiyoM ko chUne kA prayAsa kareMge, jisase AdamI AdamI raha jAtA hai aura usake bhItara kA bandara mara jAtA hai / yaha apane kamala kI paMkhuriyoM ko kholane jaisA hai / manuSya ke zarIra ke bhItara chaha cakra haiM / inheM samajhane se pahale jarA yaha samajhie ki manuSya ke zarIra meM nau dvAra haiM / ye nava dvAra haiM : do AMkheM, do kAna, nAka ke do cheda, mu~ha, mala-dvAra aura mUtra-dvAra / manuSya apane zarIra kA sArA maila inhIM dvAroM se bAhara nikAlatA hai / jaina maMdira jAte haiM to uccAraNa karate haiM 'nissiihi'-'nissiihi'| isakA artha hai jo hamAre mana meM maila bharA thA, use nau dvAroM se bAhala nikAla Ae haiM / isakA mUla artha hai : mAnasika virecana / apane bhItara kI mAyA, kaSAya-taMtra ko bAhara ulIca DAlo / naukA meM pAnI bharatA calA jAegA to DUbanA bhI avazyambhAvI ho jAegA | vaha naukA hameM taba hI bacA sakatI hai, jaba usake cheda baMda kareM tathA usameM bhara gayA pAnI ulIca DAleM / naudvAroM ko samajhane ke bAda jarA gaharAI meM utarie / manuSya ke zarIra meM chaha cakra haiM : pahalA hai- mUlAdhAra, dUsarAsvAdhiSThAna, tIsarA- maNipura, cauthA- hRdaya-cakra, pAMcavAM- vizuddhi-cakra tathA aMtima cakra hai AjJA kendra/bhAva kendra / ina chahoM ke pAra hai sahasrAra / manuSya ke zarIra meM sabase nIce, jo janana-indriya hai, usake nIce tathA mala-dvAra ke Upara kA sthAna kuNDalinI zakti kA sthAna hai / isase Age hai svAdhiSThAna yAni hamArA peDU / phira nAbhi hRdaya, kaNTha aura chaThA sthAna hai AjJA-cakra lalATa para, ziva ke tIsare netra kA sthAna hI AjJA cakra hai / inheM pAra karane para AtA hai sahasrAra / yaha manuSya ke mastiSka ke ThIka bIca meM hai / zikhA kA sthAna hI sahasrAra hai / / sarvaprathama, sabase nIce jo tattva hai, vaha hai pRthvI / usase Upara jala, agni, vAyu, AkAza aura usase Upara AjJA cakra hai / yahA~ vyakti ke sAre tattva Akara kendrita ho jAte haiM / AjJA-cakra ko pAra karane ke bAda vyakti apane sahasrAra meM praveza karatA hai / kuNDalinI sabase nIce hotI For Personal & Private Use Only

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214 caleM, mana-ke-pAra hai / isakA AkAra bilkula vaisA hotA hai jaisA kisI sapere kI TokarI meM kuNDalI mAra kara baiThe sAMpa kA hotA hai / kuNDalinI bhI isI prakAra soI rahatI hai / isake alAvA ir3A, piMgalA aura suSumnA nAr3I bhI hotI hai / suSumnA to kuNDalinI se AjJA-cakra kI ora sIdhI hai, halkI-sI Ter3hI bhI hai / ir3A aura piMgalA Ter3hI hI haiM / ir3A aura piMgalA kA sambandha nIce kuNDalinI aura Upara AjJA-cakra se jur3A hai / tInoM nAr3iyAM yahA~ samApta ho jAtI haiM / ir3A pIle raMga kI hai to piMgalA halkI lAla aura suSumnA gaharI lAla / ina tInoM ko jaba manuSya mastiSka ke kendra meM lAkara kendrita karatA hai to vahA~ OM kA nAda gUMjatA hai / yaha anugUMja hI brahma nAda hai / yahA~ vyakti jo anubhUti karatA hai, usa anubhUti kA nAma hI 'jJAna' hai / yaha anubhUti jyoti-kendra para hotI hai / jo vyakti apanI kuNDalinI ko jagAnA cAhatA hai, vaha apanI sArI UrjA ko isa bhAva-kendra para lAkara ekatra kara le / jahA~ cetanA, mana, vacana kI sArI kriyAeM aura zaktiyAM isa bhAva kendra para kendrita hoMgI, vahAM se kuNDalinI ko jhaTakA lagegA aura vaha jAgrata hone lagegI / manuSya kramAnusAra cale / pahale cakra ke bAda, dUsare aura dUsare ke bAda tIsare cakra ko pAra kare / gaharAI se dekhA jAe to pahale tIna cakra to hamezA jAgrata hI rahate haiM / pahale cakra se kuNDalinI pAra laga jAe to dhokhA mata khAnA ki maiMne sAdhanA meM saphalatA prApta kara lI / yaha saphalatA nahIM hai / yahA~ mAta milI hai tumheM / abhI to andara kI duSpravRttiyAM jaganI zurU huI haiM / zurU ke tIna cakroM meM to vyakti apane bhItara rAkha ke nIce dabI AMca ko prakaTa karane kA prayAsa karatA hai / isalie pahale tIna cakra bAdhaka hI haiM / saccI sAdhanA tabhI prArambha hotI hai, jaba cauthe cakra meM praveza hotA hai / ___ kahA jAtA hai ki bhagavAna hRdaya meM basatA hai / yahI to cauthA cakra hai | AtmA kI pahalI anubhUti hI isa cakra meM hotI hai / manuSya jaise-jaise eka-eka cakra ko pAra karatA calA jAegA, usakI vizuddhatA bhI bar3hatI calI jAegI / Aie ! ina cakroM ko aba hama Ama jIvana se jor3ane kA prayAsa For Personal & Private Use Only

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SaT cakroM meM nirbhaya vicaraNa 215 kareM / vyakti jaba cauthe cakra meM praveza karatA hai to usakA tIsarA netra khulatA hai / yoga meM jise tIsarA netra kahA hai, use ziva-netra bhI kahA gayA hai / yahAM mahAvIra kI bhASA meM zukla lezyA kA udghATana hotA hai / vyakti jyoM-jyoM apane Apako Upara car3hAne kA prayAsa karatA hai, usakI anubhUti gaharI hotI calI jAtI hai aura usakI nirmalatA bhI bar3hatI calI jAtI hai / isake bAda manuSya saphalatA ke sopAna car3hatA calA jAtA hai| __ pratyeka vyakti ke pAsa eka aisI zakti hai, jo yA to bAhara nikalegI yA bhItara kI ora UrdhvArohaNa karegI / eka bAra ise UrdhvArohaNa kara lene deM, cetanA ko Upara car3ha jAne deM / ise Apa isa taraha samajheM / pAnI kA svabhAva hai bahanA / nIce kI ora lur3hakanA / use kitanA bhI Upara car3hA lIjie, Akhira to vaha nIce hI AegA / usakI prakRti hI aisI hai, kintu yadi use Upara le jAkara TaMkI meM baMda kara deM, to vaha ruka jAegA / isI prakAra tIna cakroM ke bAda hama apane bhItara kI UrjA ko, jala-saritA ko cauthe cakra meM praveza karA deM to vaha UrjA Upara jAne kA apanA mArga svayaM prazasta kara legI / isI kA nAma hai : cetanA-kA-UrdhvArohaNa, aura isI kA nAma hai caitanya-kA-vicaraNa / mahAvIra ne apane jIvana meM kucha bodha-kathAeM kahI haiM / mahAvIra to mauna ke abhyAsI the, bhItara kA Ananda ve cupa rahakara hI mahasUsa karate the / ve cupa bhI khUba rahe to bole bhI khUba | unhoMne sAdhu ko kitanA acchA nAma diyA- 'muni' / isakA artha hotA hai 'mauna' / mana se mauna, vahI 'muni' / to mahAvIra ne eka bAra bodhakathA kahI- eka bAra chaha pathika eka jaMgala se gujara rahe the / Apa chahoM cakroM ko isa rUpa meM bhI samajhiegA / calate-calate pathika thaka gae / ekAeka unheM eka bar3A-sA per3a najara AyA jisa para Ama lage the / unheM bhUkha lagI hI thI / eka pathika ne per3a dekhA to usane mana meM socA 'bar3I jora kI bhUkha lagI hai / maiM isa per3a ko jar3a se ukhAr3a dUMgA tAki bhara peTa Ama khA saku~ / ' dUsare ne socA- isake tane kATa DAlUM, tIsare ne socA- isakI zAkhAeM kATa dUM, cauthe ne usa per3a kI upazAkhA kATane kI socI / pAMcaveM ne socA ki maiM isa per3a ke phala tor3akara khA lUMgA / chaThA pathika inase For Personal & Private Use Only

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216 caleM, mana ke-pAra alaga hI soca rahA thA / vaha mana meM soca rahA thA ki per3a ke nIce yadi kucha Ama gire hue mila gae to khA lUMgA / mahAvIra kI bodhakathA to yahA~ samApta ho jAtI hai / na to kisI ne per3a ukhAr3A, na kisI ne tanA tor3A, na kisI ne Ama khAyA, magara apanI-apanI sImA meM eka-eka cakra to pUrA kara hI liyA / jo AdamI yaha soca rahA thA ki 'Ama ke nIce gire phala khA lUMgA / ' mahAvIra kI bhASA meM isane bhAva-zarIra ke AjJA-cakra kA sparza kiyA hai / jo pathika per3a ko jar3a se kATane kI soca rahA hai, vaha mUlAdhAra meM hI aTakA hai / mahAvIra ne mUlAdhAra ko nAma diyA 'kRSNa lezyA' aura AjJA-cakra ko kahA 'zukla lezyA' / mahAvIra ke anusAra AdamI kRSNa lezyA se zukla lezyA kI ora yAtrA karatA hai | vaha zukla lezyA ko bhI pAra kara jAe to vahA~ use sahasrAra ke darzana hoMge aura jaba vaha sahasrAra ko pAtA hai to isakA artha hai ki usane vItarAgatA ko AtmasAt kara liyA / usake bhItara na badI hotI hai aura na sudI- vaha donoM ke pAra hotA hai / mahAvIra ne tIna-tIna lezyAeM batAI : kRSNa, nIla aura kApota tathA teja, padma evaM zukla / inameM kRSNa se kApota azubha lezyAe~ haiM aura teja se zukla taka zubha lezyAeM haiM / isI prakAra mUlAdhAra, svAdhiSThAna tathA nAbhi yaha tInoM azubha cakra haiM | isake viparIta hRdaya, kaNTha aura mastiSka/AjJA cakra- ye zubha cakra haiM / manuSya jaba 'azubha' ko chor3atA hai to 'zubha' ko pAtA hai / magara yaha aMta nahIM hai / yaha maMjila se sAkSAtkAra nahIM hai / azubha chUTa jAe, phira zubha ko bhI chor3anA hai / aMdhakAra kI yAtrA se mukti pAne ke lie zukla pakSa kI yAtrA karanI hogI / magara bAda meM isase bhI mukta honA hogA / kyoMki vahA~ mana, vacana Adi kI pravRtti abhI zeSa hai / hameM to raMgoM ke pAra honA hai / cAhe ve baiMganI hoM, nIle hoM, kAle hoM yA anya koI / pRthvI kA raMga maTamailA hai / yahI mUlAdhAra kA bhI raMga hai aura yahI kRSNa lezyA kA | vyakti jaba zukla lezyA kA dhyAna karatA hai, to vahA~ kevala zveta raMga raha jAtA hai / anya sabhI raMga usameM samA jAte haiM / sahasrAra kA raMga harA hotA hai / kabhI anubhava karanA cAho to kara sakate ho / For Personal & Private Use Only

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SaT cakroM meM nirbhaya vicaraNa 217 apanI A~khoM ke bIca putaliyoM ko nAka ke agra bhAga para TikAiegA / Apako eka apUrva, adbhuta AbhAmaMDala najara AegA / isakI zurUAta nAbhi-cakra se hI ho jAtI hai, magara pUrNatA jJAna-cakra se prArambha hotI hai / vyakti jyoM-jyoM apane Apako nirmala se nirmalatara karatA calA jAtA hai, usakA AbhAmaMDala bhI zanaiH zanaiH prakaTa hone lagatA hai / soviyata saMgha ne phoTogrAphI ke kSetra meM eka AviSkAra kiyA hai / isakA nAma unhoMne diyA hai kiraliyAna / AbhA maMDala ko dekhane kA yaha bhI eka tarIkA hai / isameM sabhI raMga sApha-sApha najara A jAte haiM / isI prakAra jaba sAdhaka AjJA-cakra meM praveza karatA hai, to sirpha sapheda raMga najara AtA hai / lekina kyA Apa jAnate haiM ki duniyA~ ke jitane bhI raMga haiM, ve sapheda raMga meM se hI nikale haiM aura usI meM samAviSTa haiM ? ise Apa pratyakSa anubhava kara sakate haiM / sUrya kA prakAza sapheda hotA hai / magara varSA hone ke turanta bAda jaba osa va varSA ke choTe kaNoM para yaha prakAza par3atA hai to sAta raMgoM kA AkarSaka indradhanuSa najara Ane lagatA hai / isI prakAra prijma ke eka Tukar3e se sUrya kI kiraNeM gujArieApa isake pratibimba meM kaI raMga nikalate dekheMge / jo loga yaha socate haiM ki per3a se nIce gire phala khAkara hI kAma calA leMge, mahAvIra kI bhASA meM ve zakla lezyA meM praveza kara rahe haiM, AjJA-cakra meM praveza kI taiyArI kara rahe haiM / isake viparIta phala ke lie jo vyakti per3a ko hI kATane lagA hai, vaha mUrchita avasthA meM hai aura Atma-pravaMcanA meM lagA hai / jahA~ rAga, mUrchA hotI hai, vahA~ vyakti yahI socatA hai ki sAmane vAle kI jar3a ko kATa DAlUM / per3a to eka pratIka hai / AdamI dUsare AdamI ke pA~va hI kATa DAlanA cAhatA hai / agara dUsare kA divAlA nikalatA hai to vaha bahuta hI prasanna hotA hai / yaha socakara ki 'calo eka aura gayA', vaha apane mana ko jhUThI dilAsA detA hai / AdamI yahI karatA calA jAtA hai aura usakA yaha kRtya rukA nahIM hai, jArI hai / AdamI cAhatA hai dUsare ko kATUM, ukhAr3a pheMkU / For Personal & Private Use Only

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218 caleM, mana-kepAra Apako eka udAharaNa detA hU~ / use Apa anubhava bhI kara sakate haiM / Apa eka per3a ke pAsa jAkara mana meM vicAra kareM 'ise kATa DAlUM', Apa pAe~ge ki per3a meM Apake socane mAtra se prakampana huA hai / Akhira kyoM na ho, vaha bhI eka jIva hai / Apa kisI phUla kI sundaratA ko dekhate rahie, magara jaise hI Apa mana meM yaha vicAra kareMge ki 'isa phUla ko tor3a lUM' vaha pUrA paudhA saMvedanazIla ho jAegA / pattiyA~ apane Apa murajhAne lageMgI / jina logoM ne DArvina aura basu ko gaharAI se par3hA hai, ve ise samajha sakate haiM ki agara Apa kevala mana meM socate haiM to ApakA vaha soca bhI vanaspati ko prakampita kara DAlegA / jaba maiM tamilanADU kI yAtrA para thA, to eka bAra maiMne dekhA ki sar3aka para kucha giddha kisI mare hue pazu ko noMca rahe haiM / hama kAphI dUra the / itane meM hamAre pIche se do lar3ake daur3ate hue Ae / unhoMne eka giddha ko pakar3a liyA / una lar3akoM ne usa giddha kI gardana maror3I, usake paMkha tor3e aura usakA mAMsa kaccA hI cabAne lage / yadyapi eka giddha kI yaha hAlata dekhakara anya giddhoM ko ur3a jAnA thA, magara ve nahIM ur3e, balki unakI hAlata hatprANa jaisI ho gaI / ve yaha bhUla gae ki hameM to ur3a jAnA cAhie, nahIM to hamArA nambara bhI A sakatA hai / yahI sthiti hai jo dUsaroM ko ukhAr3anA cAhatA hai vaha apane Apa meM kRSNa lezyA bA~dha rahA hai / mUlAdhAra meM hI par3A hai / usakI kuNDalinI jagatI jarUra hai, magara use usakA lAbha mila nahIM pAtA / kuNDalinI kA jAgaraNa tabhI upayogI samajhanA jaba vaha hRdaya-cakra meM praveza kara le / prANAyAma, yoga, zvAMsa-prekSA dvArA, bhAvoM ke kendrIkaraNa dvArA kuNDalinI ko jagA lo, taba bhI eka dhyAna jarUra rakhanA ki AjJA-cakra meM praveza ho jAe / raMgoM se pAra ho jAe~ / raMga Akhira haiM kyA ? raMga kA artha hotA hai rAga- aura raMgoM se alaga honA hai- virAga / sahasrAra meM praveza kA bhI artha yahI hai / raMga vyakti kA AbhAmaMDala hai / yaha mata samajhanA ki AbhAmaMDala hamezA ujalA hI rahatA hai / vyakti jina bhAvoM meM jItA hai, jina cakroM ko chUtA hai, jina lezyAoM kA sparza karatA hai; usake AbhAmaMDala kA raMga For Personal & Private Use Only

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SaT cakroM meM nirbhaya vicaraNa 216 bhI usI ke anurUpa hotA hai / AbhAmaMDala nIlA ho sakatA hai to pIlA bhI / rAta sokara jaba subaha uTho to apane zarIra ke irda-girda dhyAnapUrvaka dekhanA, lagegA kAlimA, maTamailApana dhuMe jaisA, aMdhere jaisA / jo vyakti apane lezyA kendroM aura bhAva-kendroM para jitanA jAgarUka hogA, use apane AbhA-maMDala ke raMga utane sApha najara AeMge / tumhAre AmA-maMDala ko tumhI dekha pAoge, kintu jahA~ AmA-maMDala apanI ujjvalatAoM ko parAkASThA se chU legA, vahA~ vaha dUsaroM kI najaroM meM bhI A jAegA / santoM ke citroM ko to Apane dekhA hI hai / kyA kabhI socA hai unake sira ke pRSTha bhAga meM dikhAI dene vAlA golAkAra kyA hai ? vAstava meM kuNDalinI ke, caitanya-zakti ke parama UrdhArohaNa kI dAstAna hai / hameM calanA hai raMgoM kI ujjvalatA meM / phira raMgoM ke pAra, vItarAgatA meM, antara kI zAnta jhIla meM / hara jIvana tInoM lokoM kA pratibimba hai / svayaM ke Aine meM nihAra sakate ho, loka kI sambhAvanA ko / nAbhi ke nIce kA bhAga adho-loka hai / nAbhi kA sthAna madhya-loka hai aura Urdhva-loka nAbhi se Upara hai / madhya loka meM hama jIvita haiM / yAtrA kareM Urdhva loka kI / adharma se pAra caleM, dharma ke mArga para; kintu jahA~ Atma-pUrNatA kI anubhUti meM DUboge, vahA~ jIvana-mukti kI belA meM dharma bhI chUTa jAegA / Akhira dharma bhI eka mArga hai aura jIvana-mukti mArga kI maMjila hai | zubha se azubha ko cIro, magara zuddhatva kI bhUmikA meM azubha to chUTegA hI, zubha bhI apane Apa pIche haTa jAegA / dhyAna dhyeya nahIM hai; dhyeya kA praveza-dvAra hai / dhyeya ke mahala meM jaba praveza karoge to dhyAna bhI apane Apa svayaM se alaga ho jAegA / yAtrA zurU kareM, svayaM ke dvArA svayaM meM, svayaM ke Urdhva loka meM, jIvana kI virATatA meM / 000 For Personal & Private Use Only

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turyA : bheda-vijJAna kI parAkASThA mahAvIra kA vaktavya hai ki manuSya aneka cittavAna hai / citta kI anekatA ko jAnanA mahAvIra kI atyanta manovaijJAnika khoja hai / citta koSAgAra hai / saMskAroM aura smRtiyoM kI parta-dara-parta jamI hai vahA~ / vizva ke globa jaisA hI globa hai usakA / saMsAra eka hai, parantu deza aneka haiM / vizva ke nakze meM iMca-iMca para alaga-alaga rASTroM kA gavAha dene vAlI rekhAe~ khIMcI huI haiM / citta kA nakzA, vizva ke nakze se bhI adhika vistRta hai / vartamAna hI nahIM, atIta kA samUcA itihAsa citta ke paTala para dabA - ubharA rahatA hai / citta kA apanA samAja aura saMsAra hotA hai / isakI apanI santAneM aura pAThazAlAe~ hotI haiM / nyAyAlaya aura kArAgRha bhI isake nijI hote haiM / yadi janmAntara ke atIta ko na bhI uThAyA jAye, sirpha vartamAna ke hI panne palaTe jAyeM, taba bhI citta ke vizvakoza kI moTAI ko cunautI nahIM dI jA sakatI / 'citta' to pustakAlaya hai / pustakAlaya to eka hai, para darAjeM kaI / eka darAja meM saikar3oM pustakeM aura eka pustaka meM saikar3oM panne / pustakeM darAjoM meM darja haiM aura darAjeM pustakAlaya meM / jIvana aura pariveza ke DheroM sUtra isI tarIke se citta se jur3e hue rahate haiM / jitanoM se mile, jitanoM ko jAnA, citta ke utane hI paramANu sakriya hue| paramANuoM kA kyA, ve saMkhyAtIta / asaMkhya haiM / manuSya kA citta vikIrNa hai / registAna ke TIloM kI taraha hai vaha / Upara se bar3A suhAvanA, para haritimA ke nAma para bilkula phassa / registAna kI retI vikIrNa hI huA karatI hai / jaba taka usakA sahI For Personal & Private Use Only

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turyA : bheda-vijJAna kI parAkASThA 221 saMyojana na kiyA jAye, taba taka vaha havAI jhoMkoM ke sAtha ghara-ghATa ke bIca jhakha mAratI rahatI hai / jindagI aise hI to tamAma hotI hai / jindagI pUrI bIta jAtI hai / sAra kyA hAtha lagatA hai jhakha mArane ke sivA ! citta kI anekatA kA artha hai, vRttiyoM evaM pravRttiyoM kI bahulatA / vRtti-bahulatA hI citta kA bikharAva hai / citta hamAre zarIra kI sabase sUkSmatama kintu prabala UrjA hai / 'jAti-smaraNa' kA artha hai citta kA bArikI se vAcana / UrjA bikharAva ke lie nahIM hotI, upayoga aura saMyojana ke lie hotI hai / jo citta Aja bhaTaka rahA hai, yadi use samyak dizA meM mor3a diyA jAye, to citta kI prakharatA hamAre jIvana ke UrdhvArohaNa meM sarvAdhika sahakArI bana sakatI hai / yoga kA artha aura uddezya citta ke bikharAva ko rokanA hai / citta ke samIkaraNa kA upanAma hI yoga hai / hameM dhyAna-yoga se prema karanA cAhie, kyoMki hama UrjA ke saMvAhaka haiM / hameM UrjA kA svAmI honA hai, usakA gulAma nahIM / citta hamArA aMga hai / hama citta ke Azrita nahIM / yahI to vyakti kI parataMtratA hai ki vaha 'parAzrita' ke Azrita ho gayA / svapna kI ur3AnoM ke jariye nIMda kI khumAriyoM meM citta AThoM pahara vyasta hai aura manuSya hai aisA, jisane apanI sampUrNa samagratA usI kI pichalaggU banA dI hai / yaha prazna hara eka ke lie cintanIya hai ki manuSya citta kA anuyAyI bane yA citta manuSya kA / sambodhi kA matalaba hai, citta kA bodha prApta karanA / Atma-jJAna ke lie citta kA bodha anivArya pahalU hai / citta ko ekAgra/ekIkRta kiyA jAnA cAhie / ekAgratA se hI bhItara kI prakharatA aura tejasvitA AtmasAt hotI hai / sAmAnya taura para citta kI sambodhi ke lie hameM citta kI do vRttiyoM ke prati sajaga honA cAhie- eka to svapna aura dUsarI nidrA / sajagatA hI svapna aura nidrA kI bodhi evaM mukti kI AdhAra-zilA hai / sajagatA jAgaraNa hai aura jAgaraNa citta kI eka vRtti hai / manuSya jitanA adhika soyA, utanA hI zmazAna meM rahA / sapanoM meM jitanI rAteM bitAyIM, usane For Personal & Private Use Only

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333 caleM, mana-ke-pAra utanA hI bhava-bhramaNa kiyA, pretAtmA kI taraha havA meM bhaTakA / jo jitanA jAgA, astitva ko utanA hI AtmasAta kiyA / Atma-jAgaraNa svapna aura nidrA ke jJAna se avatarita hotA hai / citta kI sthiratA ke lie yoga ne jo mArga cane, unameM yaha bhI eka hai'svapna nidrA jJAnAlambanam vA' > svapra aura nidrA ke jJAna ke sahAre bhI citta kI sthiratA aura svacchatA upalabdha hotI hai / svapna svayaM meM eka jhUTha hai / satya to yaha hai ki sapanoM se bar3A jhUTha aura koI nahIM hai / para maje.kI bAta yaha hai ki manuSya jitanA svapna meM hotA hai utanA kahIM bhI aura kabhI bhI nahIM / svapna manuSya kI abhivyakta vAsanA hai / jo citta meM dabA huA hai, sapane meM vahI sAkAra hotA hai / svapna citta-sAkSAtkAra hai, damita kI abhivyakti hai / svapna meM jo dekhA jAye, citta meM usakI sambhAvanA na ho yaha nAmumakina hai / khulI A~khoM meM to jubAna bolatI hai aura banda A~khoM meM vRtti/vAsanA / eka bhUkhA AdamI bhagavAna kA sapanA nahIM dekha sakatA / bhUkhe kA hara svapna bhojana aura pakavAna se jur3A rahatA hai / dina meM duSpUra rahane vAlI tRSNA rAta ko sapane meM gale taka peTa bhara letI hai / dhanavAna ko dhana-surakSA kI cintA rahatI hai, isalie vaha coroM ke sapane dekhatA hai| pati ke sapane meM kabhI khuda kI patnI nahIM AtI / kabhI par3osina AtI hai, to kabhI aura koI / svapna damita se rU-ba-rU hai / jisane mana meM kucha dabAyA nahIM, use sapane kabhI nahIM A sakate / __ manuSya bImAra rahatA hai, sirpha tana se hI nahIM mana se bhI / yadi mana asvastha hai to zarIra kI svasthatA apane Apa niDhAla ho jAyegI / eka svastha zarIra kI parikalpanA ke lie mana kI svasthatA anivArya haiM / vyakti ko mAnasika bImAriyoM se mukta karane ke lie mana kA adhyayana Avazyaka hai aura mana kI nabja pakar3ane ke lie svapna se bar3hiyA koI acUka sAdhana nahIM / svapna mana kI abhivyakti hai / mana kI isa samaya kyA sthiti hai, usake antarbhAva kyA haiM, yaha jAnane ke lie hama yaha dekheM ki hama svapna meM kyA dekha rahe haiM / For Personal & Private Use Only

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turyA : bheda-vijJAna kI parAkASThA 223 kahate haiM mana se burA na socA jAye / kisI ko cAMTA lagAnA galata hai, parantu yahI nahIM mana meM cAMTA lagAne kA bhAva lAnA hI galata hai / maiM to yoM kahU~gA ki svapna meM bhI kisI ko cA~TA lagAnA, aparAdha kA bIja bonA hai / yadi svapna meM kisI ko cA~TA lagA diyA to eka bAta taya hai| ki bIja kA aMkuraNa to ho gayA hai, sambhava hai kAMTe laga Ane meM kucha samaya lage / baccA mana meM kyA socatA hai, yaha jAnane ke lie hara roja usase yaha pUcho ki Aja tumane kyA sapanA dekhA / bacapana se hI hara bacce ke svapna kA adhyayana kiyA jAnA cAhie / na kevala adhyayana balki svapna ke saMketoM ke anusAra jIvana ko bhI DhAlA jAnA cAhie / yadi baccA kahe ki usane sapane meM par3ausa ke bacce ko thappar3a mArA hai, to isakA artha yaha huA ki usake bhItara mArane kI vAsanA chipI huI hai hama cAhate haiM ki baccA bar3A hokara saumya, suzIla aura sarala baneM, to hameM bacapana se hI usake prati caukannA rahanA hogA / hama apane bacce ko par3ausa ke lar3ake ke pAsa bhejeM aura bacce se kaheM ki jAo, usase kSamA mA~go / usase kaho ki maiMne tumheM cAMTA mArA, sapane meM hI sahI, para mujhase bhUla ho gaI / / yaha prakriyA citta-zuddhi kI hai / bure saMskAra kahIM citta meM damita na ho jAyeM, jar3a na pakar3a leM, isaliye citta zuddhi aura usakI nirmalatA ke upAya kiye jAne cAhie / svapna-vRtti kI agalI kar3I hai nidrA / svapna kA sambandha to atIta aura bhaviSya se hai, jabaki nIMda kA sambandha vartamAna se hai / vartamAna atIta aura bhaviSya ke do kinAroM ko eka-dUsare se milAne kA setu hai / jAgaraNa vartamAna ke banate-bigar3ate rUpa meM dhruvatA va zAzvatatA kI khoja kA abhiyAna / jAgrata - puruSa vaha hai jo svayaM hai / samaya kI cakkI calatI rahatI hai ko kIla / kendra para kendrita kara letA hai / mahAvIra ne ise samyak darzana kahA hai / UrjA kA kendrIkaraNa aura sAkSitva kA sarvodaya hI samyak darzana hai / For Personal & Private Use Only

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caleM, mana-ke-pAra 224 samaya kI dhArA meM atIta aura bhaviSya se vartamAna para kendrIkaraNa behatara hai, parantu manuSya ke lie to Atma-zreyaskara khuda-meM-khuda-kA-jaganA hI hai / sapane se nIMda bhalI aura nIMda se jAgRti / svapna bhaTakAva hai aura nIMda mUrchA / nIMda zarIra kI AvazyakatA hai, parantu yahAM nIMda kA sambandha zarIra se nahIM, varan mana kI mUrchA se hai / mUrchA hI nidrA hai / nidrA ke jJAna kA artha hai- mUrchA kA jJAna / mUrchA ko samajhanA hI mUrchA se chUTane kA AdhAra hai| jAgRti, svapna aura suSupti tInoM alaga-alaga haiM / tInoM ke alagAva kA bodha jIvana meM jJAna kI krAMti hai / adhyAtma kI zuruAta jAgRti se hotI hai aura usakI pUrNatA suSupti meM / hama jise jAganA kahate haiM, vaha to Upara-Upara hai / rAta ko soye the aura subaha A~kheM kholIM, yaha nIMda se uThanA to zArIrika ghaTanA huI / isa jAgaraNa se bAhara kA jagata to dikhAI degA, parantu bhItara ke jagata kA kahIM koI darzana na hogA / saMsAra ko dekhanA A~khoM kA jAgaraNa hai aura AtmA ko pahacAnanA antar ke upayoga kA jAgaraNa hai / abhI taka manuSya ko yaha jJAna kahAM hai ki maiM kauna hU~ / use bAhara kI to sArI vastue~ aura halacala dikhAI par3atI hai, para yaha kahA~ dikhAI detA hai ki maiM kauna hU~ / suI to khoI par3I hai ghAsa ke Dhera meM / AtmA kA kahIM koI atA-patA nahIM / hamane to rAta ko sonA suSupti mAna liyA aura subaha nIMda se uThanA jAgRti / jAgRti meM bAhara ke jagata kA hI mUlya banA rahatA hai / suSupti sonA hai / sone meM na to bAhara ke jagata kA mahatva hai aura na antara-jagata kA / soyA AdamI jIvita murdA hai / sone ke bAda hoza kahAM rahatA hai / bhItara aura bAhara kA nijatva aura paratva kA sonA to gahana andhakAra meM praveza hai / svapna bAhara aura bhItara donoM se hI alaga yAtrA hai / svapna meM antarjagata se sambandha kA to koI savAla hI nahIM uThatA / svapna meM to hotI haiM ve bAteM, jinakA mana para saMsAra kA pratibimba banA hai / cA~da nahIM For Personal & Private Use Only

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turyA : bheda-vijJAna kI parAkASThA 225 hotA pAnI meM, cA~da kI jhalaka hotI hai / svapna meM ve tairate rahate haiM, jo hamane jAgakara saMsAra se liye haiM / svapna vAstava meM pratibimboM kA jJAna hai / jAgRti pratibimboM ke AdhAroM kA jJAna hai / suSupti jJAna - zUnya hai / hama na jAgRta haiM, na svapna aura na suSupta / hamArA vyaktitva tInoM se alaga hai / jAgRti, svapna aura suSupti to zarIra aura citta ke bIca calane vAlA gRha-yuddha hai / AtmA kA gRha-yuddha se bhalA kyA sambandha ? vaha na karttA hai, na bhoktA / vaha mAtra sAkSI hai / sAkSI ko karttA banA lenA hI mAyA aura mithyAtva hai / jo sone, jagane aura bhaTakane se atikramaNa kara letA hai, usakI avasthA parama hai / ise turyA avasthA kahate haiM / turyA - avasthA parama jJAna hai / parama jJAna ke mAyane haiM sthira - prajJatA / turyA meM praveza andhakAra se mukti hai, prakAza meM praviSTi hai / yahI vaha avasthA hai, jise zaMkara ne zivatva kahA hai / jinezvara kA jinatva aura buddha kA buddhatva yahI hai / ravIndra ke zabdoM meM jahA~ citta bhaya-zUnya, jahA~ sira unnata jJAna mukta; prAcIra gRhoM ke, akSata vasudhA kA jahA~ na karake khaNDa - vibhAjana dina-rAta banAte choTe-choTe A~gana / prati hRdaya - utsa se vAkya ucchvasita hote hoM jahA~, jahA~ ki ajasra karma ke sote / avyAhata dizA-dizA, deza-deza bahate caritArtha sahasroM-vidha hote rahate / turyA aisI hI avasthA hai parama vikAsamayI, prakAzamayI / turyA vaha avasthA hai, jahA~ dRzya bhI rahatA hai aura draSTA bhI / sirpha kho jAtI hai bIca kI mAyA / TUTa jAtA hai donoM kA sambandha-yojaka tAdAtmya / turyAM kI prApti ke lie sabase kAragara upAya hai- bheda - vijJAna | bheda - vijJAna For Personal & Private Use Only

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caleM, mana-ke-pAra 226 mahAvIra kI dena hai / satya to yaha hai ki mahAvIra ke sampUrNa tattva-darzana ko eka mAtra isI zabda se vyAkhyAyita kiyA jA sakatA hai / bheda-vijJAna kA artha hai, svayaM ko citta se alaga mAnanA; jAgRti, svapna aura suSupti se alaga mAnanA; saMsAra, saMsAra ke pratibimba aura zArIrika tandrA se alaga mAnanA / 1 abhI to saba eka-dUsare se ghule-mile haiM, race-base haiM / jage haiM to jur3e haiM; so rahe haiM to sapanoM meM taira rahe haiM / jabaki hamArA svabhAva na to sonA hai, na sapane dekhanA / jo ekarasatA hai, vaha tAdAtmya ke kAraNa hai / na tuma jhUThe ho, na tumhArA par3ausI; na saMsAra jhUThA hai, na cA~da-sitAre / jhUThA hai tAdAtmya, sambandhoM-kA-AropaNa, ArohaNa aura avarohaNa | tAdAtmya hI duHkha kA kAraNa hai / duHkhI hone para rote ho aura sukhI hone para khuza najara Ate ho / jabaki satya to yaha hai ki tuma sukha aura duHkha donoM se alaga ho / maiM alaga hU~, yaha bodha hI to bheda - vijJAna kA mUla phArmUlA hai / krodha hai to krodha se, lobha hai to lobha se, coTa hai to coTa se, bhUkha hai to bhUkha se, apane Apako alaga jAno / yadi krodha Aye to krodha ko dekho aura yaha anubhava karo ki krodha karane vAlA maiM nahIM hU~ / maiM to krodha kI ciMgArI uThane se pahale bhI thA / usake bujha jAne ke bAda bhI maiM to rahegA / krodha to kSaNika hai, maiM krodha nahIM hU~ / coTa lagane para yaha ahasAsa na kareM ki mujhe coTa lagI hai / coTa to zarIra ko lagI hai aura maiM zarIra se bhinna hU~ / saccAI to yaha hai ki agara bheda-vijJAna sadha jAye, to coTa aura darda kI anubhUti bar3I kSINa hogI. atyanta sAmAnya, nyUnatama / zarIra ke prati jitanA lagAva hogA, zArIrika vedanA hameM utanI hI vyathita karegI / pariNAma jo honA hogA, so to hogA / bheda-vijJAna pariNAma se pUrva hone vAlI cIkha - cillAhaTa ko nahIM hone detA / darda aura duHkha ke bIca bhI cehare para ubharane vAlI muskAna cetanA kI prakAzamAn dazA hai / asAdhya rogiyoM ke lie to yaha pIr3A se pare hone kA acUka sAdhana hai / bhUkha lagane para bhojana avazya kareM, parantu isa samajha ke sAtha ki For Personal & Private Use Only

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turyA : bheda-vijJAna kI parAkASThA 227 bhUkha zarIra kA svabhAva hai / bhojana maiM nahIM kara rahA hU~, zarIra ko karavA rahA hU~ / vAsanA bhI uThe, to jAno vAsanA zarIra kI upaja hai / maiM vAsanA-grasta nahIM hU~ / deha kA bhAna bhUlane se zAnti aura sphUrti donoM kA anubhava hotA hai / zarIra ko jo cAhiye, use dIjiye / garmI lage to havA kI suvidhA dIjiye / maila car3he to use nahalAiye / bhUkha lage, to khilAiye, para isa smRti ke sAtha ki yaha saba maiM nahIM hU~ / jaba taka zarIra mere sAtha hai, use usakI suvidhAe~ deMge / maiM kauna hU~- maiM isase alaga hU~ / alagAva - bodha kI yaha prakriyA bheda - vijJAna hai / dhyAna aura adhyAtma ko jIvana meM ghaTita karane ke lie yaha parama vijJAna hai / sarvaprathama dina meM yaha vijJAna AtmasAt kareM / dina kA artha hai vaha samaya jaba A~kheM khulI raheM; AdamI jagA rahe / sAre kAma jAgakara hI kiye jAte haiM / isalie jAgane se hI turyA kI zuruAta hai / hama jo bhI kareM, jo bhI dekheM, jise bhI chue~, saba karate hue bhI svayaM ko sabase alaga jAneM / aisA lage mAno yaha dekhanA, karanA aura chUnA mahaja eka sapanA hai / saMsAra eka sapanA hai / sapane ko sapanA mAnanA Atma- jAgarUkatA ko protsAhana hai / dhIre-dhIre, rAta ko bhI jo sapane Ate haiM, unake prati bhI jAgarUkatA bar3hegI / sapanA jaise hI TUTe, usakI asaliyata ko pahacAnane kI koziza karo, usakA samyak nirIkSaNa karo / citta kI ekAgratA banegI / zUnya ubharegA / usameM utaro / zUnya ko dekho, zUnya- draSTA bano / Apa pAoge ki sapanA kho gayA / suSupti meM jAgarUkatA / sajagatA / sacetanatA avatarita ho gaI / jahAna kI nigAhoM meM hama soye haiM, para gItA kahegI yogI suSupti ke mandira meM jAgA hai / jAgrata - suSupti kA nAma hI samAdhi hai aura svayaM ko jJeya se bhinna jJAtA mAtra jAna lenA AtmajJAna hai; yaha turyAvasthA hai, jahA~ sAdhaka dikhane meM Ama AdamI jaisA hI hotA hai / para bar3A bhinnajJAtA - mAtra/sAkSI - mAtra; buddhi se pare, tarka se pare, siddhatva vare / For Personal & Private Use Only

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caleM, bandhana-ke-pAra eka phakIra thA / bar3A auliyA / usake cehare para hamezA eka rahasya bharI muskAna rahatI thI / usakI eka Adata thI corI karane kI / coriyAM bhI vaha koI hajAroM-lAkhoM kI nahIM karatA thA / vaha corI karatA ghise-piTe jhADU kI, adhajalI lakar3iyoM kI, mATI ke ThIkaroM kI / vaha aba taka kaI bAra jela kI havA khA cukA thA, phira bhI usakI corI kI Teva na gayI / loga usakA sammAna bhI karate the / eka acaurya-saMta dvArA hone vAlI coriyA~ bhI unake lie pahelI bana gaI / eka dina phakIra ke kisI hamadarda ne usase kahA, mahArAja ! ApakA bAra-bAra corI karanA aura jela jAnA mujhe acchA nahIM lagatA / Apako jina cIjoM kI jarUrata ho, mujhe kaheM / maiM unakI pUrti karU~gA / magara meharabAnI kara Apa corI na kareM / ____ phakIra ha~sA eka rahasyamaya ThahAke ke sAtha / phakIra ne kahA ki yaha sambhava nahIM hai ki maiM corI na karU~ / hamadarda ne pUchA Akhira kyoM ? phakIra ne gambhIra hokara kahA, isalie tAki maiM kArAgRhoM meM jA sakU~ / mujhe cIjoM kI AvazyakatA hai, isalie maiM corI nahIM karatA / maiM to kArAgRhoM meM jAne ke lie corI karatA hU~ / vahA~ hajAroM bandI haiM / maiM unheM usa sandeza kA samrATa banAnA cAhatA hU~, jisase ve girA sakeM apane bandhana, bhItara ke bandhana / ___ maiM bhI AnA cAhatA hU~ Apake kArAgRha meM / yahAM sabhI Abaddha haiM / sabhI kI granthiyA~ haiM / kyA Apa mujhe anumati deMge apane kArAgRha meM Ane kI ? sIkhacoM ko chUne kI ? For Personal & Private Use Only

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caleM, bandhana-ke-pAra 226 sArA saMsAra kArAgRha hai / AdamI isa kArAgRha meM jaMjIroM se jakar3A hai, ber3iyoM se baMdhA hai / manuSya kI nIMda itanI gaharI hai ki vaha apane bandhanoM ko bandhana nahIM mAna rahA hai / ghara kI to yAda AtI hI nahIM hai / kArAgRha ko hI ghara mAna baiThA hai / dekha nahIM rahe ho kaidiyoM ko ? jinhoMne kArAgRha ke prakoSThoM ko bhI phUloM aura citroM se sajA rakhA hai / kArAgRha se mukta to vahI ho sakatA hai, jo kArAgRha ko kArAgRha mAne / bandhana ko Ananda mAnane vAlA vyakti prabuddha nahIM, varana, piMjare kA paMchI hai / mukti ke gIta to taba kahIM se sunAyI dete haiM, jaba sIkhacoM ko Atma- svatantratA kA bAdhaka aura bandhana mAnA jAtA hai / una logoM ko kyA kaheMge, jinheM bIsa varSa jela meM hI rahane ke bAda jaba mukta kiyA jAtA hai, to ve ulTA jela meM hI rahanA cAhate haiM / jo prema ghara ke prati honA cAhie thA, vaha kArAgRha ke prati ho gayA / jo apanA sampUrNa dhyAna apanI svatantratA para kendrita karatA hai, vahI AjAdI ke saMdeza kA mAlika hai / bandhana usI ke girate haiM / vinirmukta vahI hotA hai / aise hI loga kahalAte haiM- nirgantha aura nirbandha / svatantratA ke lie zrama to sabhI kara sakate haiM, jarUrata hai usa sambodhi kI, jo samajhA sake hameM bandhanoM ko / rAjA udAyana ne caNDapradyota se yuddha kiyA / caNDapradyota hAra gayA / use bandI banA liyA gayA / vaha jaMjIroM se jakar3a liyA gayA udAyana kI yaha vizeSatA ki usane pradyota ko una jaMjIroM se bA~dhA thA, jo sone kI thii| bhale hI udAyana ko isa bAta kI prasannatA ho ki usane sone kI jaMjIroM se bA~dha kara pradyota ko kucha sammAna diyA hai / para jisane bandhana ko bandhana mAna liyA, cAhe vaha lohe kI jaMjIra kA ho yA sone kI, vaha usase mukta honA hI cAhegA / rAjA kabhI bandI nahIM hotA hai aura jo bandI hotA hai vaha svayaM ko kabhI samrATa nahIM samajha pAtA / samrATa to vaha hai jo svatantra hai, svayaM ke sandezoM kA svAmI hai / hara manuSya samrATa hai, yadi nahIM hai to ho sakatA hai / hara koI For Personal & Private Use Only

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caleM, mana-ke-pAra 230 samrATa bane, yahI to merA prayAsa hai / hara vyakti ko cAhie ki vaha apane bandhanoM ko samajhe aura phira unheM girAye / bandhana ko samajha jAne vAlA hI bandhana-mukti ke lie apane prayAsoM ke paMkha kholatA hai / bandhana yadi lohe aura sone kI jaMjIroM ke hote, to zAyada hama unheM bahuta jaldI dekha-samajha lete / bandhana to bhItara ke haiM / bhItara ke bandhanoM ko samajhane ke lie bhItara kI hI dRSTi caahie| yaha prajJA-krAnti hai, caitanya-sphUrti hai / / indriyA~ bAhara ke bandhanoM ko dekhatI haiM, samajhatI haiM / indriya-saMlagnatA se do iMca Age bar3ho / tabhI samajha pAoge apane bandhanoM ko / antaryAtrA bhAvanAtmaka saphara hai / antaryAtrA ke lie atIndriya honA anivArya hai / jarA eka vihaMgama dRSTi to daur3Ao bandhanoM para, bandhanoM-para-car3he-bandhanoM para / ginanA muzkila hogA una bandhanoM ko / ghAsa ke Dhera meM dabI-gumI suI ko DhU~DhanA kaThina jarUra hogA, para asambhava nahIM / makAna tuma para Dhaha gayA, isakA matalaba yaha to nahIM ki tuma makAna se gAyaba ho gaye / malabe meM kahIM pha~se ho tuma / svayaM ke sAmarthya se yadi bAhara nikala Ao to balihArI hai / nahIM to sahayoga lo, jIvana ke lie, Atma-svatantratA ke lie / __jahAja bhaTaka jarUra gayA, magara vo dekho bar3I dUrI para koI mazAla jala rahI hai / rozanI kI mazAla banakara, le calo svayaM ko usI prakAza-pu~ja kI ora / mana ke sAgara meM hamane jIvana kI naiyA utAra rakhI hai / nAvika tuma svayaM ho / antar-bodhi aura antar-dRSTi kI patavAreM apane hAtha meM thAmo / jo mazAla dikhAyI de rahI hai vahI hai tumhArI pragati, vahI hai tumhArI pratiSThA / bha~vara-jAla ko dekhakara ghabarAo mata, ghar3iyAla/magaramaccha se kA~po mata / mauta bhale hI sAmane khar3I ho, para roo mata / ghar3iyAlI A~sU girAne se kucha nahIM hogA / jIvana ke lie kucha karanA hogA / jo bidaka gayA, vaha khatma ho gayA aura jo cala par3A sAhasapUrvaka, usane jinatva aura buddhatva kI jokhima bharI yAtrA pUrI kara lI / hameM calanA hai piMjare se bAhara AkAza meM, nIr3a se virATa meM, rAma se virAga meM aura virAga se For Personal & Private Use Only

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caleM, bandhana-ke-pAra 231 vItarAga meM / svayaM ke rAgAtmaka bandhanoM ko samajho aura apane citta ko jIvana ke vItarAga - vijJAna para dhyAnastha karo / paMtajali kahate haiM- 'vItarAga viSayam vA cittam' / vaha citta meM sthira ho jAtA hai, jo vItarAga ko apanA viSaya banAtA hai / manuSya kA mandira banA rahanA cAhie svayaM ke lie / manuSya ke mandira gire aura rAga-dveSa ke khaNDahara ubhare, yaha to jIvana ke naitika mUlyoM aura AdhyAtmika mApadaNDoM se palAyana hai / manuSya, bhagavAna kA mandira hai / yaha kisI se cipakane va TUTane ke lie nahIM hai / yaha to paramAtmA ke basane ke lie hai, paramAtmA bane rahane ke lie hai / rAga kA artha hai cipakanA - coMTanA, jaise cIcar3a gAya ke thanoM se coMTatA hai / rAga prema nahIM hai / rAga aura prema meM pharka hai prema coMTanA nahIM hai, do phUloM kA paraspara milanA hai / apane mana-ke-paMjoM se kisI se coTa jAnA rAga hai / dveSa TUTanA hai, na kevala TUTanA varan baukhalAnA bhI hai / rAga khataranAka hai para dveSa khauphanAka hai / dveSa ke bajAya rAga se mukta honA sarala hai / rAga vItarAgatA meM badale, yaha koI jarUrI nahIM hai / rAga kA vilaya dveSa meM hotA hai / dveSa se rAga samApta nahIM hotA, varan rAga dveSa kI parachAI bana jAtA hai / virAga rAga ke viparIta hai / virAga rAga se mukta honA nahIM hai / vairAgI rAga ke viparIta to ho jAtA hai, kintu bodhapUrvaka nahIM, dveSapUrvaka / cAhe kisI se rAga karo yA kisI se dveSa, bandhana kI ber3iyA~ to donoM meM hI hoMgI / citta vRttiyoM se Upara uThane ke lie na to rAga se dveSa ho aura na hI dveSa se rAga ho / vItarAga na to rAga se dveSa karatA hai aura na dveSa se rAga / vItarAga to jIvana kI parAkASThA hai / virAga, rAga aura vItarAga donoM ke bIca kA paiMDulama hai / vItarAga hone kA artha hai rAga se Upara uThanA / rAga ke viparIta honA alaga bAta hai, kintu rAga se Upara uTha jAnA dveSa se bhI mukta ho jAnA hai / isalie na to kisI se coMTo aura na hI kisI se vaimanasya rakho / Upara uThanA hI zikhara yAtrA hai / pattiyA~ For Personal & Private Use Only

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caleM, mana-ke-pAra 232 raheM to raheM, kA~Te raheM to raheM, unase jhagar3A kaisA ? phUla kA kAma kevala khuda ko khilAnA hai / kA~ToM kI hI khabara rakhoge, to kA~ToM se hI biMdha jAoge / phUla khilatA hai nijatA se, nijatva ke bodha se, svayaM ke sarvodaya se / Upara uTho aura khilo / dhyAna kendrita ho vItarAga para / citta kI sthiratA ke lie vItarAga behatarIna viSaya hai / zramaNa paramparA ne to apanA ArAdhya usI ko cunA hai, jo vItarAga hai / vaha to tIrthaMkaratva aura siddhatva kI anivArya zarta mAnatA hai vItarAgatA ko / usake anusAra vaha hara vyakti amRta- puruSa haiM jo vItarAga hai / vItarAgatA kA devadAra vRkSa ghara meM bhI khilA sakate ho aura sAdhu-saMnyAsiyoM kI taraha gRha-mukta hokara bhI / vItarAga hone kI pahala vahI kara sakatA hai, jisane jIvana ke dvAra para mRtyu ko pala-prati- pala utarate hue dekha liyA hai, jIvana ke cAroM ora lage duHkha-darda ke ghere ko samajha liyA hai / mRtyu kA darzana hI jIvana meM saMnyAsa kI krAnti hai / Age kadama tabhI bar3hAnA, jaba svayaM ko kA~ToM meM pAo / yaha bodha hI zUnya meM chalAMga bharane ke lie behada hogA ki ghara meM Aga lagI hai aura maiM lapaToM kI vyUha meM pha~sA hU~ / Aga meM ho to Aga se bAhara kUdo / bAhara sAvana hai / barasAtI rima-jhima hai / surakSA kA dharAtala hai / saba haiM tumhAre sAtha, para tuma apane phUla ko unase Upara le uTho / pariveza khataranAka nahIM hotA / khataranAka pariveza meM svayaM kA praveza hotA hai / saMsAra meM rahanA burA nahIM hai| burA to hai svayaM meM saMsAra ko basA lenA / pAnI meM rahane ke kAraNa kamala kI AlocanA nahIM kI jA sakatI / kamala kA saurabha aura saundarya to taba dhUla-dhusarita hotA hai, jaba kIcar3a usa para car3ha AtA hai / vItarAga ko apanA viSaya banA lene vAlA citta rAga-dveSa ke kardama se uparata ho jAtA hai / baneM vItarAga, ArAdhya ho vItarAga / For Personal & Private Use Only 0

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kareM, caitanya-darzana karma kA AdhAra vicAra hai aura vicAra kA janma-sthAna mana hai / phasala aMkuraNa ke kAraNa hai aura akuMraNa bIja ke kAraNa / tInoM paraspara sage-sambandhI haiM / pragAr3hatA itanI hai ki tIna meM se kisI eka meM hone vAlI halacala zeSa ko bhI prabhAvita karatI hai / mana, vacana, zarIra jar3a bhale hI hoM, para cetanA kA sArA vyavasAya ina tInoM kI vyUha racanA ke antargata hai / citta cetanA kA hI stara hai / yoM samajhiye ki citta vaha kAravAM hai, jisameM acche-bure ke dosta - duzmana saMga-saMga calate haiN| acche-bure ke bIca hone vAlA kalaha hI mAnasika tanAva hai| dhyAna hai citta-kA- anuzAstA / binA isa aMkuza ke citta kA hAthI kAbU se bAhara hai / mAnasika svAsthya to citta ke acche-bure saMkalpoM ke niyaMtraNa se hI sambhava hai / vicAra mana kI sUkSma taraMga hai / karma aura kucha nahIM hai, mana kI sUkSma taraMgoM kA abhivyakti hai / lakavA khAye mana kA karma kahA~ ! vicAroM kI taraMgoM kI pravAha mana ke tantra para nirbhara hai / bAhara se samparka kA Idhana na mile, to mana kA mauna honA naisargika hai / binA tela-peTrola ke kaise cala pAyegA vAhana / Idhana kI kaTautI aura bar3hotarI para hI vAhana kI cAla hai / mana kA paricaya maiM bhaviSya kI kalpanA se karAU~gA / citta mana se alaga astitva hai / citta hai atIta kA khaNDahara aura mana hai bhaviSya kI kalpanA / vartamAna atIta aura bhaviSya ke prAstAvika tathA upasaMhAra ke bIca kA phailAva hai / dRSTi cAhe atIta meM jAe yA bhaviSya meM, sAdhaka For Personal & Private Use Only

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234 caleM, mana-ke-pAra sAdhya se phisalA hI kahalAegA / atIta citta hai aura bhaviSya mana / vartamAna hai- atIta aura bhaviSya ke madhyavartI mArga para padacApa / vartamAna vyaktitva hai / vartamAna atIta bane, bhaviSya vartamAna ke dvAra para dastaka de, usase pahale vartamAna zAzvata ke lie pahala kara le / merA vizvAsa vartamAna hai, vartamAna meM hai / vartamAna meM kaisI sustI ! nIMda lene ke lie manA kahA~ hai / para nIMda Aja hI lenI kyA jarUrI hai ? nIMda kala lenI hai, Aja to jAganA hai - pIle par3a rahe patte ko / Aja kI jAgRti Ane vAle kala ke lie sukhada nIMda hai / samAdhi usa nIMda kA hI to apara nAma hai / samAdhi kI pahalI sIr3hI sambodhi hai / samajha ke sAtha hone vAlI jAgarUkatA hI sambodhi kI paribhASA hai / atIta ko par3hanA samajha hai aura bhaviSya ko citta para saMskAra kI parata ke rUpa meM na jamane denA jAgarUkatA hai / samajha kA nAtA mastiSka se hai, jabaki saMskAra kA sambandha citta se hai / saMskAra vicAroM kI lahara hai | saMskAroM kA kAphilA banatA/bar3hatA hai cetanA kI bAharI saira se / vicAroM kA sarovara zAMta soyA rahe, to acchA hI hai / usameM pheMkA gayA choTA-sA kaMkara mAtra eka hI lahara kA kAraNa nahIM banatA, apitu vaha AMdolita karatA hai sampUrNa sarovara ko, sarovara kI TheTha AkhirI bUMda ko / sArA-kA-sArA laharoM se taraMgita aura vicalita ho uThatA hai / isalie manuSya ko vicAroM se vaise hI nikala jAnA cAhiye jaise jaMgala se relagAr3I nikalA karatI hai / vaha mitra guphA meM jAkara baiThA hai / kyA yaha palAyana hai ? palAyana bhagor3e karate haiM / guphA krAMti kI pratIka hai / antararASTra kI svatantratA ke lie vaha yojanA-kakSa hai / guphAvAsa cetanA kI vApasI kA abhiyAna hai / mana zAMta aura akampa ho jAye, to zahara bhI mahAguphA meM praveza hai / AInoM meM phira khuda ke cehare kI jhalaka to mukhara hotI hai, para khatma ho For Personal & Private Use Only

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235 jAtI hai pratibimboM meM bimba ko dekhane kI bhAvadhArA / mana vicAroM kI taraMgoM se zarIra ko karma karane ke lie prerita kare, usase pahale usakI dizA mor3a denI cAhiye / pratyAhAra hI prANAyAma se phailatI prANa-zakti ko vApasa lauTAtA hai / prANAyAma se prANoM kA vistAra hotA hai| aura pratyAhAra se mUla srota kI ora vApasI / kareM, caitanya-darzana bAhara kI ora zvAMsa chor3anA prANAyAma hai, bhItara kI ora zvAMsa lenA pratyAhAra hai / prANAyAma aura pratyAhAra kI isa layabaddhatA kA nAma hI jIvana hai / yadi yahI prakriyA cetanA se jur3a jAye, to ananta ujjvala sambhAvanAe~ sAkAra ho sakatI haiM / vyakti svayaM ko bAhara le jAe ananta taka aura bhItara le jAe zUnya taka / mahAjIvana kI bhagavat sampadA bhItara kI zUnyatA aura bAhara kI pUrNatA meM hai / pahala ke lie jarUrata hai prANa-zaktiyoM kI, bhItara meM baiThaka banAne kI / antarazaktiyoM ko sthitaprajJa banAne kA nAma hI kumbhaka hai / caitanya-zikhara kI yaha yAtrA hamAre vyaktitva ke kriyA- tantroM kA sammAna hai / zarIra, mana, vicAra, citta yA mastiSka sabakI dhamaniyoM meM Akhira maulikatA kisakI hai, mUlataH andara kauna hai, kisakA pravAha hai, isake prati jijJAsA honI cAhiye / jisane yaha jAnane kI ceSTA kI ki merA jIvana-srota kyA hai, maiM kauna hU~, vaha sambodhi- mArga kA pAtra hai / jijJAsA sambodhi kI sahelI hai / samAdhi to vahA~ hai, jisakI svayaM ko jAnane kI ceSTAe~ saphalatA kA pramANa-patra le cukI haiM / samAdhi vaha taTa hai, jise pAne ke lie kaI tUphAnoM se lar3anA par3a sakatA hai / jo tUphAna se jUjhane ke lie hara sambhava prastuta hai, usake lie hara lahara sAgara kA kinArA hai / samAdhi kA sAgara jIvana se judA nahIM hai / jIvana aura samAdhi ke bIca kucha ghar3iyoM / arasoM kA viraha ho sakatA hai, kintu zAzvata viraha ke padacApa sunAI nahIM de sakate / yadi manuSya kRtasaMkalpa ho aura apane saMkalpoM ke lie sarvatobhAvena samarpita ho, to samAdhi kA naukA-vihAra bhaMvara ke tUphAnI gaDDhoM meM bhI behicaka hotA hai / For Personal & Private Use Only

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caleM, mana-ke-pAra mujhe to Akhira vo pAnA hai jo hakIkata meM 'maiM' hU~ / usa 'maiM' kI upalabdhi ho to mahAjIvana ke dvAra kA udghATana hai / yadi maiM kI upalabdhi meM mRtyu bhI ho jAe, to vaha mere dvArA mere hI lie hone vAlI zahAdata hai / arihaMta merI hI parAkASThA hai aura arihaMta kI mRtyu, mRtyu nahIM, varan mahAjIvana kA mahA mahotsava hai / maiM aisI hI majAra kA diyA jalA rahA hU~, jo jIvana ko mRtyu-mukta rozanI de / hameM pAra honA hai hara ghere se, hara sImA se, hara parde se / Akhira asIma sImA ke pAra hI mila sakatA hai / sImAoM ke pAra calane ke lie svayaM ko diyA jAne vAlA protsAhana hI jIvana kA saMnyAsa hai / yadi phailAnA ho tumheM apane Apako, to hAtha ko le jAo ananta taka / yadi vistAra se Uba gaye ho to lauTA lAo svayaM ko jIvana ke mahAzUnya meM; basA hai jo zarIra ke pAra, vicAra-ke-pAra, mana ke pAra / 236 zarIra kA tAdAtamya TUTanA hI videha anubhUti hai / vicAroM dvArA maunavrata lenA hI jIvana meM munitva kA Ayojana hai / mana ke pAra calanA hI antarAtmA meM ArohaNa ke lie 'siganala ' pAnA hai / 'maiM' to mana se bhI do kadama Age hai| mujhe to abhI taka pAra karanI hai kaI sIr3hiyA~ / Atma-srota saMdhA par3A hai mana, vacana aura zarIra ke tAdAtmya kI kAlI caTTAnoM se / caTTAnoM ko haTAnA hI srota ke vimocana kA AdhAra hai / saundarya-darzana ke lie pardoM aura ghUMghaToM kA ughAr3anA anivArya hai / zarIra ko apane anuzAsana meM rakhane ke lie haTha yoga hai aura mana kI vaicArika phudaphudI para niyaMtraNa pAne ke lie maMtrayoga hai / jinakA zarIra para niyaMtraNa hai aura vicAroM para anuzAsana hai, ve binA Asana aura maMtra - sAdhanA ke bhI yogI haiM / satya to yaha hai ki jIvana ke bAharI aura bhItarI pariveza para niyaMtraNa karanA hI jIvana-yoga se mulAkAta hai / jIvana yoga hara yoga se U~cA hai / rAja-yoga jIvana-yoga se do iMca Upara nahIM hai / jIvana-yoga ko sAdhane ke lie rAja-yoga hai / vipazyanA yA prekSA bhI jIvana-yoga ke lie hai / For Personal & Private Use Only

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237 kareM, caitanya-darzana __ jIvana-yoga kA matalaba hai usa tattva se milana jo sirpha vyakti ke jIte-jI hI jIvita nahIM rahatA hai, apitu mRtyu ke bAda bhI jisakA antyeSTi-saMskAra nahIM kiyA jA sakatA / vaha Atma-tattva hI jIvana-yoga kA AdhAra hai / mRtyu satya nahIM, mRtyu eka jhUTha hai / usakI pahu~ca coloM ke parivartana taka sImita hai / maiM to pAra hU~ mRtyu kI hara paiTha ke / zarIra, vicAra aura mana padArtha haiM, jabaki AtmA UrjA / apanI UrjA ko apane lie samagratA se upayoga karanA hI antara-yAtrA hai / isa yAtrA kI zurUAta hai apane Apa se | mitra ! jarA pUcho svayaM se "maiM kauna hU~' ? __maiM kauna hU~- yaha maMtra nahIM hai, yaha jijJAsA hai / maiM ahaMkAra kA pratIka nahIM hai, balki maiM usa saMbhAvanA ko saMbodhana hai, jisakI maulikatA jIvana ke nakhazikha taka jur3I hai / jIvana kI ekAgratA apanI samagratA ke kandhe para maiM se hI phalI-phUlI hai / maiM aMhakAra kA rUpa taba letA hai, jaba usakA poSaNa jIvana ke bAharI pariveza se hotA hai / jahA~ bhASA antar-jIvana se maiM kI paribhASA pUchatI hai, vahA~ to ulTA ahaMkAra dulattI mAra khA baiThatA hai; kintu jahA~ ahaMkAra kA mastaka jhukatA hai, vahIM svayaM se svayaM kI maulikatA pUchane kA bhAva janmatA hai / 'maiM' pAra hai- mere zarIra se, mere vicAra se, mere mana se / antara meM ArohaNa mana, vacana aura zarIra kI hara gatividhi ke pAra hai, isalie apane Apase yaha pUchanA maiM kauna hU~ / hRttaMtrI ke tAra-tAra meM 'maiM kauna hU~' ke mArke kA saMgIta tvarA se jhaMkRta karanA aham se janme 'maiM' ko khulI coTa hai / yaha coTa jIvana ke maulika 'maiM' kI khoja kA prayAsa hai / apane Apa se pUchA jAne vAlA yaha prazna caitanya-darzana ke liye apanI jijJAsA ko prakaTa karatA hai / jIvana kI dehalIja para Atma-jAgaraNa kA praharI caubIsa ghaNTe lagAnA jarUrI hai / sAdhanA jIvana se alaga-thalaga nahIM hai / jIvana jIvantatA kA paricaya-patra hai aura jIvantatA jAgaraNa kI sagI bahina hai / jAgaraNa aura jIvantatA kI ApasapUrI kA vyavahAra binA kisI nanunaca ke nibhAnA hI hotA hai / sone kA jAgaraNa se kaisA saMbaMdha ? duzmana ko to dUra se hI salAmI For Personal & Private Use Only

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238 caleM, mana-ke-pAra acchI hai| zarIra ke dvArA lI jAne vAlI nIMda to zarIra kA bhojana hai. kintu antaHkaraNa dvArA lI jAne vAlI ubAsiyA~ pramattatA kI pRSThabhUmi hai / samAdhi to jAgatI huI nIMda kA nAma hai / samAdhi eka aisI nimagnatA hai, jisameM jagI huI nIMda ke sivA kucha bhI nahIM bacatA / samAdhi ko jIvana kI parachAI banAne ke lie hameM jAgarUkatA ke sAtha sama ko jIvana kA hRdaya banAnA hogA / sama kI jarUrata hai jIvana meM Ane vAlI pratikUla paristhitiyoM meM svayaM ko anudvigna aura asantulita hone se rokane ke lie / sama kA upayoga hai santulana ke lie / jIvana kI jamIna kAphI ubar3a-khAbar3a hai / ror3oM aura bhAToM kI kilebandI yahA~ kadama-kadama para hai / jIvana ke mArga para avarodhaka cihna Ane nAmumakina nahIM hai, kintu una avarodhoM se vicalita hue binA lakSya kI ora bar3hate calanA Atma-saMkalpoM ke lie sAhasapUrvaka saMgharSa karanA hai / jIvana meM Ane vAlI hara saphalatA aura asaphalatA, anukUlatA aura pratikUlatA kI dAyIM-bAyIM dizAoM meM svayaM kA antar-saMtulana banAye rakhanA hI samAdhi kI vyAvahArikatA hai / kyA tumane nahIM dekhA hai bAMsa se baMdhI rassiyoM para nAca karate kisI kalAkAra ko ? dAyeM-bAyeM ke bIca saMtulana hI jIvana ke rassI-nRtya kA AdhAra hai / __isalie sama ko jIvana kA abhinna aMga banAne vAlA hI tanAva-mukta zAMti-sAmrAjya meM praveza pAne kA adhikArI hai / Akhira samAdhi bhI sama kA hI vistAra hai / saMvara bhI sama se hI banA hai / samyaktva aura sambodhi bhI sama kI godI meM hI kilakAriyA~ bharate haiM / mana, vacana aura kAyA kI hara pravRtti ke madhya yadi sama ko hI madhyavartI banA diyA jAe, to bhautikatA bhI AdhyAtmikatA meM lIla jAegI / mana, vacana, kAyA aura karma kA antarAtmA se jagane vAlA pyAra hI caitanya-darzana kI prAthamika bhUmikA hai / 000 For Personal & Private Use Only

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antima caraNa pUrNa mukti - yoga hamAre jIvana kI asmitA hai / isa bAta para hamArA dhyAna kendrita ho yA na ho, parantu yoga kA viraha jIvana ke A~gana meM sambhava nahIM hai / jagata cAhe bhItara kA ho yA bAhara kA, sAre Ayojana yoga ke kAraNa haiM / astitva kA hara aMza yogI hai / yoga kA artha hai, jur3anA 1 bahirjagata se jur3anA bhI yoga hai aura antarjagata se jur3anA bhI / bahirjagata se matalaba usa jagata se hai- jisake sAtha hamAre apane banAye hue sambandha haiM / antarjagata kA artha zarIra ke bhItarI bhAga se nahIM hai / jahA~ taka zarIra kA sambandha hai, vaha bhItarI rUpa ko dhAraNa karake bhI bahirjagata kA hI antaHpura kahalAegA / zarIra, bahirjagata kI dena hai / mAtA-pitA se zarIra prApta huA, isalie zarIra antarjagata nahIM hai / vacana aura mana bhI antarjagata nahIM kahalAeMge / mahAvIra ne use bahirAtmA kahA hai- jo mana, vacana aura zarIra ke pariveza meM jItA hai / mahAvIra kA mAnanA hai ki paramAtmA kA dhyAna tabhI ho sakatA hai, jaba vyakti mana, vacana aura kAyA ke bahirAtmapana se Upara UThakara antarAtmA ke gantavya kA saccA musAphira hai / manuSya banAma AtmA ke tIna rUpa haiM- bahirAtmA, antarAtmA aura paramAtmA / bahirAtmA bAhya jagata kA yoga hai / antarAtmA antarjagata kA yoga hai / paramAtmA yoga-mukti hai / vahA~ bhItara aura bAhara ke bheda nahIM raha jAte / jo bhItara bhI paramAtmA ko nihAre aura bAhara bhI cAroM ora paramAtmA hI paramAtmA ko najara muhaiyA kare, vahI paramAtma- pada para pratiSThita hai / vaha aisA dIyA hai, jo deharI para virAjamAna hai / rozanI kI barasAta, For Personal & Private Use Only

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240 caleM, mana-ke-pAra vaha bAhara bhI vaisI hI karegA jaisI bhItara / isalie paramAtmA parama vikAsa hai- antaHbAhya kA / antarjagata kI maulika asmitA, vicAra aura mana se bhI savA kadama Age hai / mana zarIra hai / mAtra deha hI zarIra nahIM hai| hamAre vicAra aura hamArA mana bhI zarIra ke hI dAyare meM Ate haiN| deha sthUla zarIra hai / vicAra deha se sUkSma hai / mana zarIra kA sabase sUkSmatama rUpa hai / zarIra to paramANuoM kA, paMcabhUtoM kA mizrita saMgaThita, sampAdita rUpa hai / mana zarIra kI pAramANavika zakti hai / jaise-jaise zarIra kA vikAsa hotA hai, umra kA takAjA mana para bhI lAgU hotA hai / . mana, vacana aura zarIra hI bahirjagata ke yoga ke AdhAra haiM / yadi inheM samyaka dizA de dI jAye, to ye antaryoga meM bhI sahAyaka kI bhUmikA adA kara sakate haiM / adhyAtma kI bhASA meM antaryoga ke lie dehAtIta zabda kA ullekha kiyA jAtA hai / dehAtIta kA artha deha kI sthUlatA se Upara uThanA nahIM hai / sAdhaka ko uparata honA hotA hai, deha se bhI aura mana se bhI / Akhira mana bhI deha hai aura vicAra bhI / dehAtIta kaivalya-dazA hai / vahI vyakti dehAtIta hai, jo hai manAtIta, vacanAtIta, kAyAtIta / dehAtIta anivAryataH kAlAtIta hotA hai / dehAtIta kA sambandha hotA hai AtmA se aura kAla kA sambandha hotA hai deha se / kAla AtmA ko kuNThita nahIM kara sakatA / kAla kA dharma parivartana hai aura parivartana ke sAre mApadaNDa deha se jur3e hote haiM / jo deha se Upara uTha gayA, vaha kAla se bhI Upara ho gayA / isalie dehAtIta-puruSa yuga-puruSa nahIM hotA / vaha hotA hai- amara puruSa, mRtyuMjaya, amRta-puruSa / yadyapi bahirjagata se hone vAlA saMyoga yoga kI hI pRSThabhUmi hai, parantu vaha yoga kAlAtIta aura aparivartanazIla nahIM hai / jisakI deha gaI, usakA jaga gayA, deha jaga se milI aura jaga meM samA gayI / deha meM pravAsa karane vAlA 'maiM' to deha ke sAtha nahIM marA / maiM to kAlamukta hai aura deha kAlagrasta / zarIra aura jagat ke sAtha hone vAlA yoga Aropita hai / dhruvatA ke gIta aise yoga meM jhaMkRta nahIM hote / sAtha to Akhira vaha rahatA For Personal & Private Use Only

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241 antima caraNa - pUrNa mukti hai, jo janma se pahale bhI jIvita thA aura mRtyu ke bAda bhI saMjIvita rahegA / jIvana meM vibhinna bhUmikAoM ko dekhate hue, yoga bhI kaI sAMcoM meM DhalA huA najara AtA hai / bahiryoga, antaryoga aura paramayoga, yoga ke hI pratimAna haiM / bahiryoga bAhara ke jagata se jur3anA hai / antaryoga bhItara kI ora baiThaka lagAnA hai / paramayoga bhItara aura bAhara donoM ko hI bhUla jAnA hai, apane Apako paramAtmA meM DhUMDhanA/nihAranA hai / yaha yoga kI parAkASThA hai / mujhe yaha sthiti bahuta pyArI hai / parantu yahA~ se Age bhI eka aura sthiti kI sambhAvanA hai, maiM use yoga na kahakara 'ayoga' kahU~gA / ayoga meM sAre yoga pIche dhakiyA jAte haiM / saMsAra aura zarIra kA hI nahIM, paramAtmA ke pyAra kA bhI yahA~ viyoga ho jAtA hai / paramayoga paramAtmA se pyAra hai, parantu ayoga svayaM paramAtmA ho jAnA hai / yaha vizuddha kaivalya-dazA hai / kaivalya kA artha hai kevalatA / yaha vaha parAsthiti hai, jahA~ 'maiM' to chUTa hI jAtA hai, hU~' bhI pIche raha jAtA hai / yahA~ rahatI hai, astitva-kI-vizuddhatA, khuda-kI-khAlisatA / / kaivalya-sthiti ke lie eka aura pracalita zabda hai sarvajJatA / sarvajJatA kA artha hotA hai svayaM kI sarvasattA kA jJAna / yadyapi sarvajJatA aura kaivalya donoM eka hI ghaTanA ke eka nAma kahe jAte haiM, para mujhe kaivalya sarvajJatA se bhI UMcI cIja lagatI hai / jJAna cAhe svayaM kA hI kyoM na ho, jJAna kI anubhUti ke lie mana kA saMvedanazIla honA anivArya hai / isalie sarvajJatA antara-yoga aura parama yoga ho sakatA hai, parantu ayoga kA vizuddha rUpa to kaivalya kI hI upaja hai / samAdhi to sarvajJatA bhI hai aura kaivalya bhI / sarvajJatA kI sthiti sabIja samAdhi hai aura kaivalya nirbIja samAdhi hai / sabIja samAdhi meM smRti se viyoga nahIM hotA, smRti kA zuddhikaraNa hotA hai / mana kI caMcalatA samApta ho jAtI hai, parantu jarUrata par3ane para mana kA bhI upayoga kiyA jAtA hai / vicAra mauna ho jAte haiM, kintu AvazyakatA par3ane para hoThoM se abhivyakti sambhAvita rahatI hai / sarvajJatA For Personal & Private Use Only

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242 caleM, mana-ke-pAra banAma sabIja samAdhi meM zarIra, vicAra aura mana tInoM hI bane to rahate haiM, TUTa jAtA hai sirpha tInoM kA lagAva | buddhi kA bhI upayoga hotA hai / yaha vaha buddhi nahIM hai, jisake khAte meM sumarane-bisarane kI nItiyA~ darja hoM / buddhi prajJA bana jAtI hai- savitarka, samprajJAta, sAnanda, sadAbahAra / vahA~ hotI hai prajJA RtambharA, yAni pUrI taraha vikasita/prakAzita- 'RtambharA tatra prajJA' / kaivalya sabase mukti hai, sAre sambandhoM se chuTakArA hai / kaivalya vaha samAdhi hai, jisameM vRkSa to rahatA hI nahIM hai, bIja bhI kho jAtA hai / isalie kaivalya vAstava meM nirbIja samAdhi hai / kaivalya to adhyAtma-prasAda hai / astitva kA sabase bar3A saubhAgya hai / kaivalya vaha sthiti hai, jisake Age aura koI gantavya nahIM bacatA / jahA~ jAkara sAre caraNa ruka jAte haiM, buddhi apane hathiyAra DAla detI hai, tarka tejahIna ho jAte haiM, mana kI citA bujha jAtI hai / jahA~ sabakA nirodha ho jAtA hai, sirpha svayaM kI maulikatA bacI rahatI hai, kRSNa kI bhASA meM vaha Izvara-prApti hai, mahAvIra ke zabdoM meM vaha mokSa hai / buddha use nirvANa kahate haiM aura paMtajali use nirbIja samAdhi / ye sAre sambodhana ghumA-phirAkara usI eka svarUpa ke upanAma haiM, jise maiMne 'kaivalya' kahA hai, pUrNa mukti / 000 For Personal & Private Use Only

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jitayazA phAuMDezana kA upalabdha sAhitya (mAtra lAgata mUlya para) phAuMDezana kA sAhitya sadAcAra evaM sadvicAra kA pravartana karatA hai / isa paripatra meM jor3A gayA sAhitya alaukika hai, jIvanta hai / isa jIvanta sAhitya ko Apa svayaM saMgrahIta kara sakate haiM, mitroM ko upahAra ke rUpa meM de sakate haiM / ina anamola pustakoM ke pracAra/prasAra ke lie Apa sasneha AmaMtrita haiM / dhyAna/adhyAtma/cintana appa dIvo bhavaH mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara zrI candraprabha ke anamola vacanoM kA saMkalana; jIvana, jagat aura adhyAtma ke vibhinna AyAmoM ko ujAgara karatA cintana koSa / pRSTha 112, mUlya 15/caleM, mana ke pAra : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara vizva-stara para prazaMsita grantha, jisameM darazAye gaye haiM manuSya ke antar-jagat ke paridRzya; sakriya evaM tanAva-rahita jIvana prazasta karane vAlA eka manovaijJAnika yugIna grantha / pRSTha 300, mUlya 30/vyaktitva-vikAsa : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara hamArA vyaktitva hI hamArI pahacAna hai, tathya ko ujAgara karane vAlI pustaka, jo bacapana se pacapana kI hara umra vAloM ke lie upayogI / eka bAla-manovaijJAnika prakAzana / pRSTha 112, mUlya 10/saMsAra aura samAdhi : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara saMsAra para itanA khUbasUrata prastutIkaraNa pahalI bAra / saMsAra kI kSaNabhaMguratA meM zAzvatatA kI pahala | yaha kitAba batAtI hai ki saMsAra meM rahanA burA nahIM hai / apane dila meM saMsAra ko basA lenA vaisA hI ahitakara hai, jaise kamala para kIcar3a kA cddh'naa| pRSTha 168, mUlya 15/saMbhAvanAoM se sAkSAtkAra : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara astitva kI anaMta saMbhAvanAoM se sIdhA saMvAda | pRSTha 92, mUlya 10/jyoti jale bina bAtI : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara dhyAna-sAdhakoM ke lie sabase mahattvapUrNa pustaka, jisameM hai dhyAna-yoga kI hara bArIkI kA manovaijJAnika digdarzana / pRSTha 108, mUlya 10/AMgana meM AkAza : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara tIsa pravacanoM kA anUThA AdhyAtmika saMkalana, jo Ama AdamI ko bhI prabuddha karatA hai aura jor3atA hai use astitva kI satyatA se | pRSTha 200, mUlya 20/jIvana-yAtrA : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara suprasiddha pravacanakAra zrI candraprabha ke mAnaka pravacanoM kA anokhA saMkalana / jIvana [1] For Personal & Private Use Only

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ke hara kSitija meM kadama-kadama para rAha dikhAne vAlA yAtrA-stambha / maulika jagat meM jIne vAloM ke lie vizeSa upayogI | pRSTha 386, mUlya 50/prema ke vaza meM hai bhagavAna : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara eka pyArI pustaka, jise par3he binA manuSya kA prema adhUrA hai | pRSTha 48, mUlya 3/jita dekhU tita tUM : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara Izvara-praNidhAna para anupameya pustikA / astitva ke pratyeka aNu meM paramAtma-zakti ko upajAne kA zlAghanIya prayatna / pRSTha 32, mUlya 2/caleM, bandhana ke pAra : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara bandhana-mukti ke lie krAntikArI sandeza | pravacanoM meM hai bandhana kI pahacAna aura mukti kA nidAna | Ama nAgarika ke lie upyogii| pRSTha 32, mUlya 2/vahI kahatA hU~ : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara adhyAtma ke upadeSTA lalitaprabhajI ke dainika samAcAra-patroM meM prakAzita starIya pravacanAMzoM kA saMkalana, lokopayogI prakAzana / pRSTha 32, mUlya 2/zivo'ham : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara dhyAna kI U~cAiyoM ko AtmasAt karane ke lie eka tanAva-mukta svastha mArgadarzana / jIvana-kalpa ke lie eka behatarIna pustaka / pRSTha 100,mUlya 10/virATa saca kI khoja meM : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara satya kI ananta saMbhAvanAoM ko darzAne vAlA eka jyotirmaya ciMtana | pRSTha 64, mUlya 6/Atma-darzana : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara samasta sAdhakoM kI sAdhanA kA sAra hai Atma-darzana | akhila bhAratIya vidvat pariSada kI prazasta prakAzana-prastuti / pRSTha 40, mUlya 2/tuma mukta ho, atimukta : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara samasta vizva ke lie navasRjana kA mAhvAna / Atma-krAnti ke amRtasUtra / pRSTha 100, mUlya 7/roma-roma rasa pIje : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara jIvana ke hara kadama para mArga darzAte cintana-sUtroM kA behatarIna dastAveja | thor3e zabda, anamola vicAra / pRSTha 88, mUlya 10/dhyAna : kyoM aura kaise : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara hamAre sAmAjika jIvana meM dhyAna kI kyA jarUrata hai, dhyAna kA tarIkA kyA ho sakatA hai, isa sambandha meM sIdhI aura svaccha rAha dikhAtI eka zAlIna pustaka / pRSTha 86, mUlya 10/prema aura zAMti : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara mana kI zAnti evaM sukha kI upalabdhi ke lie eka prajJA-manISI dvArA mArgadarzana | kama patroM meM jyAdA sAmagrI / pRSTha 32, mUlya 2/[2] For Personal & Private Use Only

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mahaka uThe jIvana-badarIvana : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara vyaktitva ke nirmANa evaM samAja ke vikAsa ke lie buniyAdI bAtoM kA khulAsA / par3hiye jIvana ko camana karane ke lie| pRSTha 32, mUlya 2/tIrtha aura mandira : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara tIrtha aura maMdira kevala zraddhAsthala haiM yA aura bhI kucha ? jAnakArI ke lie par3hiye yahI pustaka / pRSTha 32, mUlya 2/amRta-saMdeza : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara sadguru zrI candraprabha ke amRta-saMdezoM kA sAra-saMkalana / pRSTha 56, mUlya 3/pyAle meM tUphAna : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara insAniyata evaM samAja meM AI kamiyoM kI ora izArA, Ama AdamI se lekara sampUrNa vizva ke dila meM bhar3akate tUphAna kA bebAka Akalana; sabhI lekha starIya aura anivAryataH paThanIya / pRSTha 90, mUlya 10/payurSaNa-pravacana : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara payurSaNa-mahAparva ke pravacanoM ko ghara-ghara pahu~cAne ke lie eka pyArA prakAzana; bhASA sarala, prastuti manovaijJAnika / parne kalpasUtra ko apanI bhASA meM / pRSTha 120, mUlya 10/dhyAna : prayoga aura pariNAma : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara dhyAna ke vibhinna pahaluoM para jIvanta vivecana / bhagavAna mahAvIra kI nijI sAdhanA-paddhati kA spaSTIkaraNa | pRSTha 112, mUlya 10/lAITa-TU-lAITa : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara dhyAna meM abhirucizIla logoM ke lie 'mAila-sTaoNna / vizva ke dUra-darAja taka phailI dhyaan-pustikaa| pRSTha 92, mUlya 10/da prijaviMga oNpha lAipha : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara mAnava-cetanA ke vikAsa ke hara saMbhava pahalU para prakAza | pRSTha 100, mUlya 10/ Agama/zodha/koza AyAra-suttaM : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara eka Adarza dharma-grantha kA mUla evaM hindI anuvAda ke sAtha abhinava prakAzana, jo sadvicAra ke sUtroM meM sadAcAra kA pravartana karatA hai / zuddha mUlAnugAmI anuvAda chAtroM ke lie vizeSa upayogI / grantha kA phailAva sImita, kintu prastutIkaraNa sarvocca | vijJAna evaM cintana ke kSetra meM eka khoja | pRSTha 260, mUlya 30/samavAya-suttaM : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara vizvavidyAlaya-pAThyakrama ke stara para taiyAra kiyA gayA jaina-Agama samavAyAMga kA sIdhA-sapATa mUlAnugAmI anuvAda / pRSTha 318, mUlya 30/kharataragaccha kA AdikAlIna itihAsa : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara jaina dharma kI krAMtikArI paraMparA kA dastAveja; kharataragaccha dvArA vicAra-zudi evaM [3] For Personal & Private Use Only

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AcAra-zuddhi ke lie kI gaI pahala kA aitihAsika vivaraNa / kharataragaccha mahAsaMgha, dillI kA paThanIya prakAzana | pRSTha 260, mUlya 30/candraprabha : jIvana aura sAhitya : DaoN. nAgendra mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara jI kI sAhityika sevAoM kA vistRta lekhA-jokhA | eka samIkSAtmaka adhyayana / pRSTha 160, mUlya 15/upAdhyAya devacandra : jIvana, sAhitya aura vicAra : maho. lalitaprabha sAgara mahAn tattvavid upAdhyAya zrImad devacandra ke vyaktitva evaM kRtitva ke vibhitra pahaluoM para prazasta prakAza DAlane vAlA eka zodha prabandha / pRSTha 320, mUlya 50/hindI sUkti-sandarbha koza : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara hindI ke suvistRta sAhitya se sUktiyoM kA sasandarbha saMkalana; bhAratIya santoM evaM manISiyoM ke cintana evaM vaktavyoM kA sAragarbhita sampAdana; Ama pAThakoM ke alAvA lekhakoM ke lie khAsa kAragara; eka AvazyakatA kI vaijJAnika ApUrti / do bhAgoM meN| pRSTha 750, mUlya 100/paMca saMdeza : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara pustaka meM hai ahiMsA, satya, asteya, brahmacarya aura aparigraha para kAlajayI sUktiyoM kA anUThA sampAdana / pRSTha 32, mUlya 2/ santa-vANI mahAjIvana kI khoja : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara AcArya kundakunda, yogIrAja AnaMdaghana evaM zrImad rAjacandra jaise amRta-puruSoM ke cune hue adhyAtma-padoM para bebAka khulAsA | ghara-ghara paThanIya pravacana-saMgraha / hara mumukSu evaM sAdhaka ke lie upayogI / pRSTha 148, mUlya 10/bUjho nAma hamArA : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara yogIrAja AnaMdaghana ke padoM para kiyA gayA manovaijJAnika vivecana, jo pAThaka kA maulika vyaktitva se paricaya karavAtA hai| pRSTha 68, mUlya 4/deha meM dehAtIta : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara prasiddha adhyAtmavettA AcArya kundakunda kI Ter3hI gAthAoM para sIdhA saMvAda | viziSTa pravacana / pRSTha 72, mUlya 5/bhagavattA phailI saba ora : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara AcArya kundakunda ke aSTapAhur3a granya se lI gaI ATha gAthAoM para bar3I mArmika udbhAvanA / ise tanmayatApUrvaka par3hane se jIvana-krAMti aura caitanya-ArohaNa bahuta kucha sambhava / pRSTha 100, mUlya 10/sahaja mile avinAzI : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara pataMjali ke pramukha yoga-sUtroM para punarprakAza; yoga kI eka anUThI pustaka / pRSTha 92, mUlya 10/ [4] For Personal & Private Use Only

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aMtara ke paTa khola : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara pataMjali ke dasa sUtroM para punarprakAza; yoga kI anUThI pustaka / pRSTha 112, mUlya 7/haMsA to motI cUgai : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara bhagavAna mahAvIra ke kucha adhyAtma-sUtroM para sAmayika pravacana / pRSTha 88, mUlya 10/ kathA-kahAnI silasilA : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara kahAnI-jagata kI aneka AjAda vAradAteM, pazopeza meM par3e iMsAna ke vikalpa ko talAzatI dAstAna / bAlamana, yuvApIr3hI, praur3ha bujurgoM ke antarmana ko samAna rUpa se chUne vAlI kahAniyoM kA saMkalana / pRSTha 110, mUlya 10/saMsAra meM samAdhi : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara samAdhi ke phUla saMsAra meM kaise khila sakate haiM, sacce ghaTanAkramoM ke dvArA usI kA sahaja vinyAsa | hara kauma ke lie zAnti aura samAdhi kA saMdeza / pRSTha 120, mUlya 10/lokapriya kahAniyA~ : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara jaina saMskRti ko ujAgara karane vAlI suprasiddha kathA-kahAniyoM kA sAra-saMkSepa / sahaja bhASA meM jainatva kI dhar3akana / pRSTha 48, mUlya 3/saMta harikezabala : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara aspRzyatA nivAraNa ke lie bolatI eka raMgIna kahAnI / baccoM ke lie sau phIsadI upyogii| pRSTha 24, mUlya 4/dAdA datta guru : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara pahale dAdA gurudeva AcArya jinadattasUri kI sarvaprathama prakAzita citra-kathA; jJAnavardhaka, rocaka bhii| pRSTha 24, mUlya 4/satya, saundarya aura hama : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara sundara, sarasa prasaMga, jinameM saccAI bhI hai aura yuga kI pahacAna bhI / pRSTha 32, mUlya 2/ghaTa-ghaTa dIpa jale : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara rASTrIya patrikAoM meM prakAzita candraprabhajI kI una kahAniyoM kA saMkalana, jinameM jIvana-dIpa kI AtmA hara zabda meM phaila rahI hai| pRSTha 32, mUlya 2/kucha kaliyA~, kucha phUla : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara saMsAra ke vibhitra konoM meM hue sadgurUoM kI una ghaTanAoM kA lekhana, jinameM chipe haiM jIvana-krAnti aura vizva-zAnti ke sandeza / / pRSTha 32, mUlya 2/ kAvya-kavitA bimba-pratibimba : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara jIvana kI udher3abuna ko prastuta karane vAlI eka sazakta praur3ha kAvya-kRti / satya ke saMgAna kA abhinava prayatna / pRSTha 84, mUlya 7/[5] For Personal & Private Use Only

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chAyAtapa : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara adRzya priyatama kI kalpanA kI raMgIna bArIkiyoM kA manojJa citraNa | rahasyamayI chAyAvAdI kavitAoM kA eka aura abhinava prastutikaraNa | pRSTha 108, mUlya 20 / jina - zAsana : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara eka anUThI kAvyakRti, jisameM hai sampUrNa jaina zAsana kA mArga-darzana | kAvya- zailI meM jainatva ko samagratA se prastuta karane vAlA eka mAtra sampUrNa prayAsa / pRSTha 80, mUlya 3/ adhara meM laTakA adhyAtma : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara dila kI gaharAiyoM ko chU jAne vAlI eka viziSTa kAvyakRti / par3hie, mastiSka ke parimArjana evaM jIvana ke samyak saMskAra ke lie / pRSTha 152, mUlya 7/ gIta - bhajana - stotra * prArthanA : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara caubIsa tIrthaMkaroM kI bhakti - vandanA; naI layoM meM rasa- bhAvoM kI abhivyakti / pratyeka tIrthaMkara ke nAma svataMtra prArthanA aura bhajana / pRSTha 52, mUlya 5/ mahAn jaina stotra : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara atyanta prabhAvazAlI evaM camatkArI jaina stotroM kA vizAla saMgraha / zraddhAMjali : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara bhajanoM aura gItoM kA sampUrNa saMgraha / prabhAta vandanA evaM bhajana-saMdhyA meM nitya upayogI / pRSTha 32, mUlya 2/ pRSTha 120, mUlya 10/ jaina bhajana : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara lokapriya tarjoM para nirmita bhAvapUrNa gIta- bhajana / choTI, kintu pyArI pustaka / pRSTha 48, mUlya 2/ rajisTrI cArja eka pustaka para 8/-, sampUrNa seTa DAka vyaya se mukta / dhanarAzi zrI jitayazAzrI phAuMDezana (SRI JIT YASHA SHREE FOUNDATION) kalakattA ke nAma para baiMka DrAphTa yA manIArDara dvArA bhejeM / Aja hI likheM aura apanA oNrDara bhejeM / - :::: samparka sUtra zrI jitayazA zrI phAuMDezana 9 sI, esplaneDa ro IsTa, ( rUma naM. 28) kalakattA dUrabhASa : 20-8725/350-0414 [ 6 ] For Personal & Private Use Only * 700 069

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