Aptavani Shreni 07

Author(s): Dada Bhagwan
Publisher: Dada Bhagwan Aradhana Trust
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/030018/1

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L AptavANI zreNI-7

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dAdA bhagavAna kathita AptavANI zreNI-7 mUla gujarAtI saMkalana : DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna hindI anuvAda : mahAtmAgaNa

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prakAzaka : ajIta sI. paTela dAdA bhagavAna ArAdhanA TrasTa, 'dAdA darzana', 5, mamatApArka sosAiTI, navagujarAta kaoNleja ke pIche, usmAnapurA, ahamadAbAda - 380014, gujarAta phona - (079) 39830100 (C All Rights reserved - Deepakbhai Desai Trimandir, Simandhar City, Ahmedabad-Kalol Highway, Adalaj, Dist.-Gandhinagar-382421, Gujarat, India. No part of this book may be used or reproduced in any manner whatsoever without written permission from the holder of the copyright prathama saMskaraNa : pratiyA~ 3,000 disambara, 2013 bhAva mUlya : 'parama vinaya' aura 'maiM kucha bhI jAnatA nahIM', yaha bhAva! dravya mUlya : 100 rupaye mudraka : aMbA ophaseTa pArzvanAtha caimbarsa, naI riz2arva baiMka ke pAsa, usmAnapurA, ahamadAbAda-380 014. phona : (079) 27542964

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maMgalAcaraNa nija svabhAva se sadguru, aguru - laghu sarvajJa haiM, sUkSmatama siddha paramguru, satyam nizcaya vaMdya haiM I taiMtIsa koTi devagaNa, vizvahitArtha svAgatam, jaga kalyANaka yajJa meM maMgalamaya do AzISam / siddha svarUpI mUrtamokSa, galatI - bhUla kI mAphI do, vyavahAra meM sadbuddhi ho, nizcaya meM abhivRddhi do / XXX samarpaNa aho ! aho ! yaha akramika AptavANI, nikAle ajJAna aMdherA, teja saravANI / saMtapta hRdaya ko zAMtakara banAe AtmasanmukhI, pratyeka zabda kare sUjha UrdhvapariNAmI / vizvasanIya AtmArtha, saMsArArtha pramANI, mokSapatha para eka mAtra pathapradarzaka samajhANI / phailAe sadA vaha prakAza, aho ! upakAriNI, kholakara cakSu, he pathI ! rAstA kATa 'Thokara' - bIni / divyAtidivya AptapuruSa akrama vijJAnI, 'dAdA' zrImukha se nikalI vItarAgI vANI / aho ! jagatkalyANArtha adbhuta upahArANI, kevala kAruNyabhAva se vizvacaraNoM meM samarpANI / 3

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| trimaMtra vartamAnatIrthakara .. zrIsImaMdharasvAmI | namo arihaMtANaM namo siddhANaM namo AyariyANaM namo uvajjhAyANaM namo loe savvasAhUNaM eso paMca namukkAro, savva pAvappaNAsaNo maMgalANaM ca savvesiM, paDhamaM havai maMgalam 1 OM namo bhagavate vAsudevAya 2 OM namaH zivAya 3 jaya saccidAnaMda kAdA bhagavAnanA asIma jaya jayakAra ho,

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'dAdA bhagavAna' kauna ? jUna 1958 kI eka saMdhyA kA karIba chaha baje kA samaya, bhIr3a se bharA sUrata zahara kA relve sTezana / pleTaphArma naM. 3 kI beMca para baiThe zrI aMbAlAla mUlajIbhAI paTela rUpI dehamaMdira meM kudaratI rUpa se, akrama rUpa meM, kaI janmoM se | vyakta hone ke lie Atura 'dAdA bhagavAna' pUrNa rUpa se pragaTa hue / aura kudarata ne | sarjita kiyA adhyAtma kA adbhuta Azcarya / eka ghaNTe meM unako vizva darzana huaa| 'maiM kauna ? bhagavAna kauna ? jagata kauna calAtA hai ? karma kyA ? mukti kyA ?" | ityAdi jagata ke sAre AdhyAtmika praznoM ke saMpUrNa rahasya prakaTa hue| isa taraha kudarata ne vizva ke sanmukha eka advitIya pUrNa darzana prastuta kiyA aura usake | mAdhyama bane zrI aMbAlAla mUlajIbhAI paTela, carotara kSetra ke bhAdaraNa gA~va ke | pATIdAra, kaoNnTraikTa kA vyavasAya karane vAle, phira bhI pUrNatayA vItarAga puruSa ! unheM prApti huI, usI prakAra kevala do hI ghaMToM meM anya mumukSu janoM ko bhI ve AtmajJAna kI prApti karavAte the, unake adbhuta siddha hue jJAnaprayoga se / | use akrama mArga kahA / akrama, arthAta binA krama ke, aura krama arthAta sIr3hI dara sIr3hI, kramAnusAra Upara car3hanA / akrama arthAta liphTa mArga / zaoNrTa kaTa ! ApazrI svayaM pratyeka ko 'dAdA bhagavAna kauna ?' kA rahasya batAte hue kahate the ki " yaha dikhAI denevAle dAdA bhagavAna nahIM haiM, ve to 'e. ema. paTela' haiN| hama jJAnI puruSa haiM, aura bhItara prakaTa hue haiM, ve 'dAdA bhagavAna' haiM / dAdA bhagavAna to caudaha loka ke nAtha haiN| ve Apa meM bhI haiN| sabhI meM haiM / Apa meM avyakta rUpa meM rahe hue haiM aura 'yahA~' saMpUrNa rUpa se vyakta hue haiN| dAdA | bhagavAna ko maiM bhI namaskAra karatA hU~ / " "vyApAra meM dharma honA cAhie, dharma meM vyApAra nahIM', isa siddhAMta se unhoMne pUrA jIvana bitAyA / parama pUjya dAdAzrI gA~va-gA~va, deza-videza paribhramaNa karake mumukSu janoM ko satsaMga aura AtmajJAna kI prApti karavAte the| ApazrI ne apane jIvanakAla meM hI pUjya DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna (nIrUmA~) ko AtmajJAna prApta karavAne kI jJAnasiddhi pradAna kI thii| dAdAzrI ke dehavilaya ke bAda nIrUmA~ vaise hI mumukSujanoM ko satsaMga aura AtmajJAna kI prApti, nimitta bhAva se karavA rahI thiiN| pUjya | dIpakabhAI desAI ko dAdAzrI ne satsaMga karane kI siddhi pradAna kI thii| nIrUmA~ kI upasthiti meM hI unake AzIrvAda se pUjya dIpakabhAI deza-videzo meM kaIM | jagahoM para jAkara mumukSuoM ko AtmajJAna karavAte the, jo nIrUmA~ ke dehavilaya ke | pazcAt Aja bhI jArI hai| isa AtmajJAnaprApti ke bAda hajAroM mumukSu saMsAra meM rahate hue, jimmedAriyA~ nibhAte hue bhI mukta rahakara AtmaramaNatA kA anubhava karate haiN| 5

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AptavANiyoM ke lie parama pUjya dAdAzrI kI bhAvanA 'ye AptavANiyA~ eka se ATha chapa gaI haiN| dUsarI caudaha | taka taiyAra honevAlI haiM, caudaha bhaag| ye AptavANiyA~ hindI meM chapa jAe~ to sAre hindustAna meM phaila jaaeNgii|' - dAdAzrI parama pUjya dAdA bhagavAna (dAdAzrI) ke zrImukha se varSoM pahale nikalI yaha bhAvanA aba phalita ho rahI hai| AptavANI-7 kA hindI anuvAda Apake hAthoM meM hai| bhaviSya meM aura bhI AptavANiyoM tathA graMthoM kA hindI anuvAda upalabdha hogA, isI bhAvanA ke sAtha jaya sccidaanNd| pAThakoM se... * 'AptavANI' meM mudrita pAThyasAmagrI mUlata: gujarAtI 'AptavANI' zreNI-7 kA hindI anuvAda hai| * 'AptavANI' meM 'AtmA' zabda kA upayoga saMskRta aura gujarAtI __bhASA kI taraha pulliMga meM kiyA gayA hai| * jahA~-jahA~ 'caMdUbhAI' nAma kA prayoga kiyA gayA hai, vahA~-vahA~ ___pAThaka svayaM kA nAma samajhakara paThana kreN| * 'AptavANI' meM agara koI bAta Apa samajha na pAe~ to pratyakSa satsaMga meM padhArakara samAdhAna prApta kreN|

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nivedana AtmavijJAnI zrI aMbAlAla mUlajIbhAI paTela, jinheM loga 'dAdA bhagavAna' ke nAma se bhI jAnate haiM, unake zrImukha se adhyAtma tathA vyavahAra jJAna saMbaMdhI jo vANI nikalI, usako rikaoNrDa karake, saMkalana tathA saMpAdana karake pustakoM ke rUpa meM prakAzita kiyA jAtA haiN| jJAnIpuruSa saMpUjya dAdA bhagavAna ke zrImukha se adhyAtma tathA vyavahArajJAna saMbaMdhI vibhinna viSayoM para nikalI sarasvatI kA adbhuta saMkalana isa AptavANI meM huA hai, jo naye pAThakoM ke lie varadAnarUpa sAbita hogii| prastuta anuvAda meM yaha vizeSa dhyAna rakhA gayA hai ki vAcaka ko dAdAjI kI hI vANI sunI jA rahI hai, aisA anubhava ho, jisake kAraNa zAyada kucha jagahoM para anuvAda kI vAkya racanA hindI vyAkaraNa ke anusAra truTipUrNa laga sakatI hai, paraMtu yahA~ para Azaya ko samajhakara par3hA jAe to adhika lAbhakArI hogA / jJAnI kI vANI ko hindI bhASA meM yathArtha rUpa se anuvAdita karane kA prayatna kiyA gayA hai / prastuta pustaka meM kaIM jagahoM para koSThaka meM darzAye gae zabda yA vAkya parama pUjya dAdAzrI dvArA bole gae vAkyoM ko adhika spaSTatApUrvaka samajhAne ke lie likhe gae haiN| jaba ki kucha jagahoM para aMgrejI zabdoM ke hindI artha ke rUpa meM rakhe gae haiN| dAdAzrI ke zrImukha se nikale kucha gujarAtI zabda jyoM ke tyoM iTAliksa meM rakhe gae haiM, kyoMki una zabdoM ke lie hindI meM aisA koI zabda nahIM hai, jo usakA pUrNa artha de ske| hAlAMki una zabdoM ke samAnArthI zabda artha ke rUpa meM koSThaka meM aura pustaka ke aMta meM bhI diye gae haiM / anuvAda saMbaMdhI kamiyoM ke lie Apa se kSamAprArthI haiM / 7

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saMpAdakIya vANI sunane ke udaya to aneka Ae, lekina vaha aisI ki jo mAtra kAna yA mana ko sparza karake calI gaI / lekina hRdayasparzI vANI sunane kA saMyoga nahIM milA / aisI hRdayasparzI vANI ki jo sIdhe (aMtara meM) utarakara ajJAna mAnyatAoM ko bilkula phraikcara karake samyaka dRSTi khola de, jo niraMtara kriyAkArI banakara jJAna - ajJAna ke bheda ko prakAzamAna karatI rahe, aisI divyAtidivya adbhuta vANI to vahIM para prakaTa ho sakatI hai ki jahA~ paramAtmA saMpUrNa rUpa se, sarvAMga rUpa se prakaTa ho cuke hoM ! aisI divyAtidivya vANI kA apUrva saMyoga vartamAna meM prakaTa 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke zrImukha se upalabdha huA hai ! usa bedhaka vANI kI anubhUti pratyakSa sunanevAle ko to hotI hI hai, lekina par3hanevAle ko bhI avazya hotI hai ! jinakA darzana kevala AtmasvarUpa kA hI nahIM, lekina vyavahAra ke pratyeka kSetra meM sabhI ora se pahu~cakara, usa pratyeka kSetra ko, usa-usa vastu ko sabhI koNoM se tathA usakI sabhI avasthAoM se prakAzita kara sakatA hai tathA use 'jaisA hai vaisA' vANI dvArA batA sakatA hai ! aise 'jJAnIpuruSa' kI anubhavasahita nikalI huI vANI kA sarvajanoM ko lAbha mile, usa hetu se AptavANI zreNI - 7 meM unakI jIvana-vyavahAra se saMbaMdhita udbodhita vANI kA saMkalana kiyA gayA hai| jIvana kI sAmAnya se sAmAnya ghaTanA ko 'jJAnIpuruSa' jisa dRSTi se dekhate haiM, usakA varNana jisa sAdI - sarala bhASA meM karate haiM, una-una ghaTanAoM se saMbaMdhita vyaktiyoM ke mana-buddhi-cittaahaMkAra, vANI tathA vartana ko ve 'jaisA hai vaisA' dekhakara apane samakSa usakA hUbahU tAdRzya varNana khar3A kara dete haiM / 'bhugate usI kI bhUla, ' 'jAna-bUjhakara dhokhA khAnA, ' 'kamI nahIM, z2yAdA bhI nahIM,' 'phraikcara huA yA jur3A ? ' ' iMtaz2Ara karane ke jokhima, ' 'jagat ke prati nirdoSa dRSTi' aisI aneka maulika, svataMtra aura 'mosTa prekTikala' vyavahArika cAbiyA~ ' jJAnIpuruSa' dvArA prathama bAra jagat ko milI haiN| 8

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prastuta graMtha meM prakaTa 'jJAnIpuruSa' kI vaha hRdayasparzI vANI kA saMkalana kiyA gayA hai ki jisameM aisI kucha ghaTanAoM para vistArapUrvaka prakAza DAlA gayA hai| tAki pratyeka sujJa pAThaka ke khuda ke jIvana vyavahAra meM eka naI hI dRSTi, nayA hI darzana aura vicAraka dazA kI naI hI kar3iyA~ spaSTa hone meM sahAyaka hoM, aisA aMtara-Azaya hai| jJAnIpuruSa kI vANI udayAdhIna rUpa se, dravya-kSetra-kAla aura sAmanevAle vyakti ke bhAva ke adhIna nikalatI hai aura phira bhI jagatvyavahAra ke vAstavika niyamoM ko prakaTa karanevAlI tathA sadA ke lie avirodhAbhAsI hotI hai| sujJa pAThaka ko isa vANI meM virodhAbhAsa kI kSati bhAsita ho to vaha mAtra saMkalana ke kAraNa hI hai! - DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna ke jaya saccidAnaMda

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upodghAta jIvana kI sIdhI-sAdI hara roz2a honevAlI ghaTanAoM meM ajJAnadazA meM kisa taraha 'kaSAyoM ke visphoTa hote haiM, kaise saMyogoM meM hote haiM, unake guhya aura dikhanevAle kAraNa kyA haiM? usakA upAya kyA hai? aura aise kaSAyoM kA visphoTa ho, usa samaya kisa taraha vItarAga rahA jAe?' usakI sabhI cAbiyoM kA saMdara, sarala aura AsAnI se aMtara meM utara jAe aisI samajha saTIka udAharaNoM sahita yahA~ para prakaTa kI gaI hai| ghaTanA bhale hI bilkula sAdI ho, hamane kaI bAra anubhava kI ho yA sunI ho, lekina usa ghaTanA meM honevAlI AMtarika sUkSma prakriyAe~ khuda para aura sAmanevAle para, una sabakA sUkSmAtisUkSma vizleSaNa 'jJAnIpuruSa' ne jisa taraha se kiyA hai, vaisA kahIM bhI yA kabhI bhI nahIM dekhA gayA hogaa| are, khuda unase pratyakSa sunanevAle ko bhI alaga-alaga jagahoM para sUcita kie gae rahasya dRSTigocara hokara phira vismRta ho jAte haiN| unheM yahA~ para ekatrita karake saMkalita karane se, hara eMgala se vaha vyU poinTa spaSTa hotA hai, jisakA enalisisa sujJa pAThaka ko unake jIvana kI hara eka ghaTanA meM prakAzastaMbha jaisA bana jAegA! 1. jAgRti, jaMjAlI jIvana meM... rAta-dina isa saMsAra kI mAra khAte haiM, phira bhI saMsAra mIThA lagatA hai, yaha bhI Azcarya hI hai na! mAra khAtA hai aura bhUla jAtA hai, usakA kAraNa hai moha! moha ghera letA hai! DilivarI ke samaya striyoM ko z2abaradasta vairAgya A jAtA hai, lekina bAlaka ko dekhate hI sabakucha bhUla jAtI hai aura dUsarI saMtAna kA iMtaz2Ara karatI hai! mAyA kI mAra arthAt khuda ke svarUpa kI ajJAnatA ke kAraNa mola liyA huA saMsAra, aura usakI khAte haiM mAra! selsaTaiksa, inkamaTaiksa, kirAyA, byAja, bIvI-baccoM ke kharce, ye saba talavAreM sira para laTakI rahatI haiM, rAta-dina! phira bhI akrama vijJAna ina sabase niraMtara nirlepa rakhakara paramAnaMda meM rakhatA hai| svarUpajJAna se hI jaMjAla chUTa sakatI hai! jIvana meM 'kyA hitakArI hai aura kyA nahIM' usakA sAra nikAlanA AnA caahie| 10

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vivAha se pahale 'vivAha kA pariNAma vaidhavya' aisA lakSya meM honA hI cAhie ! donoM meM se eka ko to kabhI na kabhI vaidhavya AegA hI na? iz2z2atadAra to vaha kahalAtA hai ki jisakI sugaMdhI cAroM ora Ae! yaha to ghara para hI durgaMdha detA hai to bAhara kI kyA bAta ? nakala karanevAlA kabhI bhI rauba nahIM jamA sakatA ! bAhara jAe aura peMTa para hAtha mAratA rahatA hai ! are, koI tujhe dekhane ke lie phAlatU nahIM hai! sabhI apanI-apanI ciMtA meM par3e hue haiM ! khuda kA hita kaba hogA? auroM kA kareMge taba ! sAMsArika hita arthAt naitikatA, prAmANikatA, kaSAyoM kI naoNrmeliTI, kapaTa rahitatA / aura AtmA kA hita arthAt mokSaprApti ke pIche hI par3anA, vaha ! 2. lakSmI kI ciMtanA? ! sAmAnyataH jana samAja meM lakSmI saMbaMdhI pravartita ulTI mAnyatAe~ kahA~-kahA~, kisa prakAra se manuSya se adhogati ke bIja DalavA detI haiM, usakA suMdara citraNa 'jJAnIpuruSa' prastuta karate haiM aura 'lakSmI, vaha to bAiproDakTa hai / ' - dAdAzrI aisA kahakara lakSmI ke proDakzana meM DUbe hue logoM kI A~kheM khola dete haiM aura pUrI jiMdagI kI maz2adUrI kA eka hI vAkya meM bASpIkaraNa karavA dete haiM! itanA hI nahIM, lekina AtmA prApta kara lenA hI mena proDakzana hai, aisI samajha pakar3avA dete haiM ! lakSmI kA saMgraha karanevAloM ko lAlabattI dikhAI haiM ki isa kAla kI lakSmI kleza lAnevAlI hotI hai, usakA to kharca ho jAnA hI uttama hai| usameM bhI yadi dharma ke mArga para kharca hogI to sukha dekara jAegI aura adharma ke mArga para to roma-roma meM kATakara jaaegii| adharma se bhI, jitanI nizcita hai utanI hI lakSmI AegI aura dharma se bhI jitanI nizcita hai utanI hI lakSmI AegI, to phira adharma karake isa bhava ko aura para bhava ko kisalie bigAr3eM? 11

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lakSmI prApta karane ke lie socanA nahIM caahie| pasInA lAne ke lie koI socatA hai? aisA suMdara lekina saTIka udAharaNa 'jJAnIpuruSa' kitane suMdara prakAra se phiTa karavA dete haiM! lakSmI prApta karane meM resakorsa mukhya bhUmikA adA karatA hai, jisakA pariNAma mAtra hA~phakara mara jAne ke alAvA aura kucha bhI nahIM aataa| lakSmI ke lie, 'saMtoSa rakhanA cAhie, saMtoSa rakhanA cAhie' ke nagAr3e hara eka upadezaka bajAte haiM, lekina 'jJAnIpuruSa' to kahate haiM ki isa prakAra se saMtoSa rakhane se rahegA hI nahIM! aura vaha hamArA roz2a kA anubhava hai| itanA hI nahIM, lekina saMtoSa ke lie ekjekTa vaijJAnika rahasya khola dete haiM ki, 'saMtoSa to, jitanA jJAna ho utanI mAtrA meM svAbhAvika rUpa se saMtoSa rahegA hii| saMtoSa, vaha karane kI cIz2a nahIM hai, vaha to pariNAma hai|' -- dAdAzrI lakSmI kA dhyAna AtmadhyAna yA dharmadhyAna meM bAdhaka hotA hai| kyoMki... 'sirpha lakSmI kA dhyAna kabhI kiyA jAtA hogA? lakSmI kA dhyAna eka tarapha hai, to dUsarI tarapha dhyAna cUka jaaeNge| svataMtra dhyAna meM to lakSmI to kyA, strI kA dhyAna bhI nahIM karanA cAhie, strI kA dhyAna karegA to strI jaisA bana jAegA! lakSmI kA dhyAna karegA to caMcala ho jaaegaa| lakSmI calita aura vaha bhI calita! lakSmI to sabhI jagaha ghUmatI rahatI hai nirNtr| usI taraha vaha bhI sabhI jagaha ghUmatA rhegaa| lakSmI kA dhyAna karanA hI nahIM caahie| sabase bar3A raudradhyAna hai vaha to!' - dAdAzrI lakSmI kI ciMtanA se sUkSma stara para jo bhayaMkara pariNAma Ate haiM, ve jJAnI ke alAvA kauna spaSTa kara sakatA hai? lakSmI kI adhika AzA rakhanA arthAt sAmanevAle kI thAlI meM se nivAlA chIna lene jaisA gunAha hai, yaha jokhima kisane samajhA?

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rAta-dina logoM kI lakSmI ke prati kI bhakti para 'jJAnIpuruSa' AghAta karate hue batAte haiM ki 'to phira mahAvIra kI bhajanA baMda ho gaI aura yaha bhajanA zurU ho gaI, aisA na ? manuSya eka jagaha para bhajanA kara sakatA hai yA to paisoM kI bhajanA kara sakatA hai yA phira AtmA kii| eka vyakti kA upayoga do jagahoM para nahIM raha sktaa| do jagahoM para upayoga kaise raha sakatA hai ?" dAdAzrI eka myAna meM do talavAreM nahIM raha sktiiN| pUrI jiMdagI bhagavAna ko bhUlakara lakSmI ke pIche par3akara daur3A, girA, ThokareM khAIM, ghuTane chila gae, phira bhI daur3a jArI rakhI, lekina aMta meM milA kyA? kyA paise sAtha meM le jA sake? lakSmI sAtha meM le jA sakate, taba to seTha tIna lAkha kA karz2A karake bhI sAtha meM le jAte aura pIche se bacce cukAte rahate! aisA adbhuta udAharaNa dekara 'jJAnIpuruSa' lakSmI ke pujAriyoM ko z2abaradasta svarAghAta karate haiM! isa udAharaNa kA varNana karate hue seTha kI rUparekhA, unakI Diz2Aina, unake mana kI kaMjUsI, una sabakA varNana zabdoM dvArA karate haiM, lekina sunanevAle-par3hanevAle ke lie hUbahU citrapaTa sarjita kara dete haiM ! 'jJAnIpuruSa' kI yaha g2az2aba kI khUbI hai, jo mana kA hI nahIM lekina sAmanevAle ke citta kA bhI haraNa kara letI hai ! lakSmI ke pIche rAta-dina mehanata karanevAloM ko 'jJAnIpuruSa' eka hI vAkya meM nirasta kara dete haiM ki... 'lakSmI jI to puNyazAliyoM ke pIche ghUmatI rahatI haiM aura mehanatI loga lakSmI jI ke pIche ghUmate haiM !' - dAdAzrI arthAt saccA puNyazAlI kise kahA hai? ki jo thor3I sI mehanata kare aura Dhera sArA paisA mile ! 'jo bhoge, vaha samajhadAra kahalAtA hai, bAhara pheMka detA hai vaha pAgala kahalAtA hai aura mehanata karatA rahe vaha to maz2adUra kahalAtA hai / ' - dAdAzrI 13

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yaha kaisI saMkSipta lekina umadA paribhASAe~ haiM! lakSmI ke sparza kA niyama hai, usa niyama se bAhara lakSmI kA sparza ho hI nahIM sakatA, phira vaha kama Ae to hAya-hAya kaisI? aura adhika Ae, to chAka (unmAda) kaisA? 'apane lie to kamI na par3e aura bharamAra na ho jAe, utanA huA to bahuta ho gyaa|' - dAdAzrI lakSmI saMbaMdhita isa sUtra ko jIvana meM utArakara jagat ke sAmane prastuta kiyA gayA hai! bharamAra ke pUjaka aura kamI ke virAdhaka, donoM ko yaha sUtra bailensa meM le AtA hai! 3. ulajhana meM bhI zAMti! jaba se uThe tabhI se uljhneN| Tebala para cAya pIte samaya bhI jhaMjhaTa aura bhojana karate samaya bhI jhaMjhaTa! vyavasAya meM bhAgIdAra kI jhir3akI sahanA aura ghara para patnI kI jhir3akI khAnA! isa ulajhana meM se bAhara nikalanA ho, to 'riyala' meM AnA pdd'egaa| 'rileTiva' meM to nirI ulajhaneM hI haiM! paravazatA kisI ko bhI pasaMda nahIM hai lekina paravazatA se bAhara jA nahIM paate| roz2a vahI kI vahI koThar3I, vahI kA vahI palaMga aura vahI kA vahI takiyA! no verAiTI! saMsAra ke sAra ke rUpa meM kyA milA? sAra nikAleM to abhI hI mile, aisA hai! pU~jI ke rUpa meM kauna sA sukha milA? 4. TAlo kaMTAlA kisI bhI jagaha para bojha aura kaMTAlA nahIM Ae, vaisI AMtarika sthiti taka pahu~canA hai! upayogamaya jIvana kI sUkSmAtisUkSma jAgRti jJAnI vikasita karate haiM ki nAkhUna kATakara rAste meM DAla deM to vahA~ para asaMkhya cIMTiyA~ ikaTThI ho jAtI haiN| yadi una para kisI kA paira par3e to? usakA nimitta DAlanevAlA 14

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banatA hai! jahA~ para pariNAma kI dRSTi khulatI jAtI hai, vahA~ para AtmA prakaTa hotA jAtA hai| usameM jo pariNAma ko jAnatA hai, vaha AtmA hai| __5. ciMtA se mukti ciMtArahita kauna hai? 'merA kyA hogA?' karake apAra ciMtAe~ karatA hai! ciMtA bhejatA kauna hai? koI bhejanevAlA nahIM hai| ciMtA kA mUla kAraNa? ciMtA, vaha sabase bar3A ahaMkAra hai| 'yaha maiM calA rahA hU~, mere binA yaha nahIM hogA' aisI jise mAnyatA hai, usI ko ciMtA hotI hai| aura vahI ahaMkAra hai! jisakI ciMtA gaI use barate samAdhi! kartA saMbaMdhita karekTa jJAna yAnI 'vyavasthita kartA' hai, vaha jJAna hamezA ke lie ciMtAmukta banAtA hai| beTI kI zAdI kI ciMtA, vyApAra meM nukasAna ho taba ciMtA, bImAra hae ki ciMtA! ciMtA karane se balki aMtarAya karma Dalate haiM! jJAnIpuruSa AtmajJAna karavAte haiM, vAstava meM 'kartA kauna hai?' kartA 'vyavasthita zakti' hai, aisA samajhAte haiM, taba hamezA ke lie ciMtA calI jAtI hai| jaba ciMtA baMda ho jAe, tabhI se mokSamArga zurU huA kahA jAtA hai! isa varlDa meM kisI ko kucha bhI karane kI sattA nahIM hai, sabakucha parasattA meM hI hai| sahaja ahaMkAra se saMsAra calatA rahatA hai, lekina yaha ciMtA to vikRta ho cukA ahaMkAra hai, vaha jI jalAtA hI rahatA hai rAta-dina! pratikUla saMyoga Ane para yadi koI ciMtA kare to do nukasAna uThAtA hai aura ciMtA nahIM kare to eka hI nukasAna uThAtA hai! aura jo sirpha AtmA meM hI rahatA hai, use to kahIM bhI nukasAna hai hI nahIM! anukUla-pratikUla donoM eka samAna hI hai vahA~! 6. bhaya meM bhI nirbhayatA pUrA varlDa virodha kare, phira bhI hama aMdara se z2arA sA bhI vicalita nahIM hoM, aisA ho jAnA caahie| 15

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sAmAnya rUpa se 'maiM prayatna kara rahA hU~, koziza kara rahA huuN|' aisA galata ghusa gayA hai| jo apane Apa ho hI jAtA hai, usameM karane kA kahA~ rahA? Dara aura ghabarAhaTa to kahA~ taka rahate haiM? rAta ko z2arA sA cUhe ne khar3akhar3AyA ho to, vahA~ para 'bhUta ghusA' kahakara pUrI rAta Dara ke mAre ghabarAtA rahatA hai ! sirpha aphavAha ur3e ki bar3audA para bama giranevAlA hai, to sabhI cir3iyA~ ur3a jAtI haiM! pUrA zahara khAlI kara jAtI haiM! jo kudarata ke gesTa ke rUpa meM jIe, use kyA bhaya? kudarata z2arUrata ke mutAbika bheja hI detI hai| logoM ko kaisA lagegA?' aisA karake bhayabhIta hote rahate haiM! aisA bhaya kahIM rakhA jAtA hogA? inkamaTaiksa kI ciTThI Ae ki Dara ke mAre kA~pa uThatA hai! 'tAra lo,' sunakara kA~pa uThatA hai! nire ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna meM jItA hai! yAnI vItarAga honA hai| jo vItarAga ho jAe, usake sarva prakAra ke bhaya cale jAte haiM ! jJAnI meM bhaya kyoM nahIM hotA? jJAniyoM ko jJAna meM aisA baratatA hai ki yaha jagat bilkula karekTa hI hai, isalie! kudaratI rUpa se apane Apa buddhi kA jitanA upayoga ho utanI hI buddhi kAma kI hai, bAkI kI sArI buddhi saMtApa karavAtI hai| kisI ko hArTa aTeka AyA, aisA dekhe, tabhI se saMtApa zurU ho jAtA hai ki mujhe bhI hArTa aTeka AegA to? yaha saba atirikta buddhi ! aisI buddhi jhUThI zaMkAe~ karavAtI hai| sirpha luTere kA nAma AyA ki zaMkA meM par3a jAtA hai, luTane kI bAta to bahuta dUra rahI! yAnI kahIM bhI kisI se bhI ghabarAne jaisA nahIM hai! pUre brahmAMDa ke mAlika hama 'khuda' hI haiN| kisI kA usameM daqhala hai hI nhiiN| bhagavAna kA bhI daqhala nahIM! jo kucha acchA-burA ho rahA hai, vaha to apanA hisAba cukatA karavA rahA hai! jagat niraMtara bhayavAlA hai, lekina bhaya kise haiM? jise ajJAnatA hai use, jo zuddhAtmA ho cuke unheM bhaya kaisA? bhaya lage yA nirbhayatA rahe, donoM jAnane kI cIjeM haiN| 16

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seTha ne pacAsa haz2Ara dAna meM die, lekina phira mitra ne kahA ki, 'yahA~ kyoM die? ye to cora loga haiM, paise khA jAe~ge !' taba seTha kyA kahatA hai, 'vaha to meyara ke dabAva se die, varnA maiM to aisA hU~ ki pA~ca rupaye bhI na dU~!' yaha kriyA to uttama huI, satkArya huA lekina pichale janma ke bhAva cArja kie hue the, usake DiscArja ke rUpa meM yaha phala AyA aura dAna diyA gayA, lekina Aja nayA kyA cArja kiyA? jo bhAvanA kI ki pA~ca rupaye bhI dU~ aisA nahIM hU~, vaha cArja huA! 7. kar3hApo ajaMpo naukara se kapa-pleTa TUTa jAe~, usa ghaTanA kA varNana, usameM naukara kI vyathA, seThAnI kA Aveza, seTha kA ajaMpA (becainI, azAMti, ghabarAhaTa) yA phira kar3hApA (kur3hana, kleza) hotA hai| hara eka kI bAhya aura AMtarika avasthAoM kA ekz2ekTa 'jaisA hai vaisA' varNana 'jJAnIpuruSa' karate haiN| naukara ko DA~TanA nahIM cAhie, aisA upadeza asaMkhya bAra sunA hai, lekina vaha kAna taka hI rahatA hai, hRdaya taka pahu~catA hI nahIM / jabaki 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke vacana hRdaya taka pahu~cate haiM aura naukara ko kabhI bhI DA~TeM hI nahIM, aisI sahI samajha utpanna hotI hai / pariNAma svarUpa abhI taka naukara kA hI doSa dekhanevAle ko khuda kI bhUla dikhAI detI hai, jo ki bhagavAna kA nyAya hai! isameM naukara ko hI doSita ThaharAkara usI para AkSepa lagAte haiM, DA~Tate haiN| taba jJAnI kyA kahate haiM ki naukara seTha kA virodhI nahIM hai / usameM usakA kyA gunAha? naukara baira bA~dhakara jAe, aisI apanI vANI ke sthAna para sabase pahale kyA yaha jA~ca nahIM karanI cAhie ki, 'vaha jalA hai yA nahIM?' 'bhAI, tU jalA to nahIM na?' itane hI zabda naukara ke usa samaya ke Dara ko kitanI Azcaryajanaka rUpa se rilIz2a kara dete haiM ! aura phira yadi vaha nahIM jalA hai to ' bhAI, dhIre se calanA / ' aise sahaja rUpa se TokanA usameM kitanA adhika parivartana lAne kA sAmarthya rakhatA hai lekina yadi vahA~ kar3hApA karegA, to kyA hogA? 'jisakA kar3hApA-ajaMpA jAe, vaha bhagavAna kahalAtA hai|'- dAdAzrI 17

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yaha sIdhA-sAdA vAkya TheTha bhagavAna pada kI prApti kA mArga AsAna kara detA hai! kar3hApA aura ajaMpA ye zabda gujarAtI meM bahuta hI sAmAnya rUpa se upayoga kie jAte haiM, lekina inakI sahI aura saMpUrNa samajha jisa prakAra se parama pUjya dAdAzrI ne dI hai, vaha to adbhuta hI hai! kisI bhI jIva ko duHkha deM, to mokSa ruka jAtA hai, phira yaha naukara to manuSya rUpa meM hai, itanA hI nahIM vaha hamArA Azrita aura sevaka hai! hRdayasparzI zabdoM se naukara ke prati hamAre abhAva ko jJAnI kisa prakAra bhAva meM badala dete haiM! khuda kI kiphAyatI prakRti se ghara ke sabhI logoM ko duHkha hotA hai, aisA samajha meM Ane ke bAda 'merI kiphAyata kie bagaira ghara kaise calegA?' kA jJAna badalakara 'mana nobala rahegA tabhI saba ko sukha diyA jA sakegA,' aisA jJAna phiTa ho jAegA, tabhI ulajhaneM baMda hoMgI! saphAI ke AgrahI ko parama pUjya dAdAzrI kaisA tharmAmITara dikhAte 'saphAI isa hada taka kI eDamiTa karanI acchI hai ki phira mailA ho jAe to bhI hameM ciMtA nahIM ho|' - dAdAzrI pUrI duniyA do nukasAna uThAtI hai : eka to vastu kho dI - vaha bhautika nukasAna, aura dUsarA - kar3hApA-ajaMpA kiyA, vaha AdhyAtmika nukasAna! jabaki jJAnI eka hI nukasAna uThAte haiM, sirpha bhautika hI, ki jo anivArya rUpa se honA hI thA, vh| pyAle phUTa jAe~ taba, nae Ae~ge athavA 'acchA huA balA TalI' aisA karake jo vyakti AnaMda meM raha gayA use, ciMtA karane kI jagaha para AnaMda meM rahA, isalie puNya ba~dhatA hai! nukasAna meM bhI phAyadA karane kI kitanI suMdara kalA! kisI cIz2a kI mamatA hI usakA viyoga hone para duHkha detI hai, lekina ve pyAle jaba par3osI ke vahA~ phUTeM, taba jaisA rahatA hai, vaisA hI 18

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yadi khuda ke ghara para phUTeM taba bhI rahe to bhagavAna bana jAe! merApana chUTane ke pariNAma sarala tarIke se samajhAne kI jJAnI kI kalA to dekho! vahIM yadi pyAle phUTeM aura kar3hApA-ajaMpA ho, taba pariNAma meM kyA bhoganA par3egA? jAnavara gati! 8. sAvadhAna jIva, aMtima paloM meM maraNazaiyyA para par3e hue hoM, taba bhI assI varSa ke cAcA noMdha karate rahate haiM ki 'phalAne samadhI to tabiyata pUchane bhI nahIM Ae!' are parabhava kI gaThariyA~ sameTa na! samadhI kA kyA karanA hai abhI? marate samaya jiMdagI kA hisAba nikAlanA hai| saba ke sAtha bA~dhe hue baira-z2ahara, rAga-dveSa ke baMdhana ke pratikramaNa, hRdayapUrvaka prAyazcita karake chor3ane haiN| marane se pahale yadi sirpha eka hI ghaMTe pratikramaNa karane lage, taba bhI pUrI jiMdagI ke saba pApa dhula jAe~, aisA hai ! jiMdagI ke aMtima ghaMTe meM pUre janma kA sAra dekha lenA hotA hai aura usa sAra ke anusAra hI usakA agalA janma hotA hai| pUrI jiMdagI bhakti kI hogI to aMta samaya meM bhI bhakti hI hogI aura kaSAya kie hoMge to vahI hoMge! __svajana ke aMta samaya meM riztedAroM ko unakA khUba dhyAna rakhanA caahie| vaha khuza rahe aura bhakti meM, jJAna meM rahe, vaisA vAtAvaraNa rakhanA caahie| ina sage-saMbaMdhiyoM kA sAtha kaba taka? smazAna tk| kabIra sAhaba ne kahA hai, 'tU janmA taba loga ha~sa rahe the aura tU ro rahA thaa| aba duniyA meM Akara aisA kucha kara ki jAte samaya tU ha~se aura loga roe~!' jaba riztedAra mara jAe~, taba loga kalpAMta karate haiN| kalpAMta arthAt eka kalpa (kAlacakra) ke aMta taka bhaTakanA par3atA hai| ___ marane ke bAda loga carcAe~ bahuta karate haiN| kaise mara gae, kauna DaoNkTara the aura kyA ilAja kiyA? isake bajAya to sabase kahanA ki 'cAcA ko bukhAra AyA aura Tappa, zorTakaTa!' jitanA AyuSyakarma hotA hai, utanA hI 19

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jI pAte haiN| eka sekanDa bhI adhika nahIM jI sakate, aisA ekjekTa 'vyavasthita' hai yaha jagat ! beTA mara jAe to usake bAda rotA rahatA hai, bhUlatA nhiiN| usase kyA hogA? jo gae ve ge| rAma terI maayaa| ve vApasa nahIM mileNge| yadi beTe kI yAda Ae to usake AtmA kA kalyANa ho aisI prArthanA karanI cAhie aura usake pratikramaNa karane caahie| mRtyu ke bAda laukika vyavahAra karane ke rivAz2a haiN| laukika arthAt suparaphluasalI Amane-sAmane karane kA vyavahAra, jabaki loga use saca mAnate haiM aura duHkhI hote haiM! hindustAna meM maranevAle ko bhaya nahIM hai ki mujhe kauna kaMdhA degA! kudarata kA niyama hai ki apanI mRtyu apane hastAkSara (apanI sahamati) ke binA A hI nahIM sakatI! du:kha ke mAre aMtima ghar3I meM kabhI bhI hastAkSara kara detA hai! itanA svataMtra hai yaha jagat! / AtmahatyA se kahIM chuTakArA nahIM ho| agale sAta janma vaise hI bIteMge! khuda paramAtmA hai, use AtmahatyA kI kyA z2arUrata? lekina yaha bhAna nahIM hai, isIlie to na! 9. niSkaluSitatA vahI samAdhi saccA dharma to use kahate haiM ki jisase jIvana meM kleza nahIM rhe| kleza hI kleza meM mana-citta-ahaMkAra saba ghAyala ho jAte haiN| jisakA citta ghAyala ho cukA ho, vaha becitta ghUmatA rahatA hai| jo mana se ghAyala hai, vaha hamezA akulAyA huA hI ghUmatA rahatA hai! jaise pUrI duniyA khA nahIM jAegI use! Ahata ahaMkAravAlA vyakti Diprezana meM ho, use kucha kahA jA sakatA hai kyA? kleza mAtra nAsamajhI se utpanna hote haiM! mana ko pahale khuda bigAr3atA hai aura bAda meM kAbU meM karane jAe to kisa taraha ho pAegA? 20

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isa jagat meM sabase maha~gA yadi kucha hai to vaha hai mufta! mokSa kA bhAna to bAda meM lekina isa saMsAra ke hitAhita kA bhAna honA cAhie yA nahIM? koI na koI aisI bhUla raha jAtI hai ki jo jIvana meM kleza karavAtI hai ! peTa meM DAlane se pahale peTa ko pUcha to sahI ki tujhe z2arUrata hai yA nahIM? mAnavadharma kise kahate haiM? apane nimitta se kisI ko duHkha nahIM ho| hameM jo pasaMda nahIM hai, vaisA hama dUsaroM ko kaise de sakate haiM? hama sAmanevAle ko sukha deMge to hameM sukha milatA hI rahegA ! 10. phraikcara huA tabhI se zurUAta jur3ane kI 4 jise jagat ke loga "paira TUTa gayA, ' aisA kahate haiM, use jJAnI 'yaha to jur3a rahA hai' aisA kahate haiM / " jisa kSaNa TUTA thA, usake dUsare hI kSaNa se jur3ane kI zurUAta ho jAtI hai ! 'jaisA hai vaisA, ' dekhane kI, kaisI g2az2aba kI tIkSNa jAgRti hai jJAnI kI ! 11. pApa-puNya kI paribhASA pApa-puNya kI laMbI-laMbI, boriyatavAlI paribhASAoM kI tulanA 'jJAnIpuruSa' saMkSipta, phira bhI chU lenevAlI mArmika paribhASA batAte haiM ki, 'jIva mAtra ko kucha bhI nukasAna karanA, usase pApa baMdhate haiM aura kisI bhI jIva ko kucha bhI sukha denA, usase puNya ba~dhate haiM / ' - dAdAzrI sAmAnya rUpa se aisA mAnA jAtA hai ki anajAne meM pApa ho, usakA doSa nahIM lgtaa| usake lie jJAnI kahate haiM ki, 'anajAne meM aMgAroM para hAtha par3a jAe to jalegA yA nahIM?' buddhi ko phraikcara kara denevAlA yaha kaisA udAharaNa! 12. kartApana se hI thakAna jagat ke niyamoM meM paisoM kA lena-dena hai, jabaki kudarata ke 21

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niyama meM rAga-dveSa kA! pA~ca sau rupaye lie to utane hI vApasa deMge to chUTeMge, kudarata kA niyama aisA nahIM hai| vahA~ to rAga-dveSa ke binA nikAla hogA tabhI chUTa paaeNge| phira bhale hI sirpha pacAsa rupaye kyoM nahIM lauTAe hoM? muMbaI se bar3audA jAe~ to loga kyA kahate haiM? maiM bar3audA gayA ! are, tU gayA yA gAr3I lekara gaI? 'maiM gayA' kahegA to thakAna mahasUsa hogI aura 'gADI le gaI, maiM to Dibbe meM baiThA thA ArAma se,' to thakAna lagegI? nhiiN| yAnI yaha to sAikolojikala iphekTa hai ki 'maiM gayA' / gAr3I meM baiThe, yAnI donoM sTezanoM se mukta ! bIcavAlA kAla saMpUrNa muktakAla! usakA upayoga AtmA ke lie kara lenA hai! 13. bhogavaTA, lakSmI kA pUrI jiMdagI kamAe, ghAnI ke baila kI taraha mehanata kI, phira bhI baiMka meM kitane lAkha jamA hue? jo dhana auroM ke lie kharca huA vahI apanA aura bAkI saba praayaa| gaTara meM gayA smjho| hetu ke anusAra dAna kA phala milatA hai| kIrti, takhtI yA nAma ke lie diyA ho to vaha milegA hI, aura guptadAna, zuddha bhAvanA se mAtra auroM ko madada karane ke hetu se diyA gayA ho to vaha saccA puNya bA~dhatA hai| aura jo akartAbhAva se nikAla karane ke lie de, vaha karma se mukta ho jAtA hai! lakSmI jI mehanata se AtI haiM yA akla se? mehanata se kamA rahe hote to majadUroM ke pAsa hI khUba paisA hotA, aura munIma jI aura sI.e. to khUba aqlavAle hote haiM, lekina seTha to paise janma se hI lekara AyA hotA hai ! usane kahA~ mehanata kI yA aqla lagAI? yAnI lakSmI mAtra puNya se hI A milatI hai! lakSmI para prIti hai to bhagavAna para nahIM aura bhagavAna para prIti hai to lakSmI para nahIM, vana eTa e TAima ! 22

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lakSmI Ae to bhI ThIka aura nahIM Ae to bhI ThIka! jo sahaja prayatna se A mile, vaha kharI puNya kI lakSmI! apane hisAba ke anusAra hI lakSmI bar3hatI-ghaTatI hai! logoM kA tiraskAra yA niMdA karane se lakSmI kama ho jAtI hai| hindustAna meM tiraskAra aura niMdA kama hue haiN| logoM ko samaya hI nahIM hai yaha saba karane ke lie| '2005 meM hindustAna varlDa kA kendra bana jaaegaa|' aisA saMpUjya dAdAzrI 1942 se kahate Ae haiM! paisoM kA yA cIz2oM kA karz2a nahIM hotA, karz2a rAga-dveSa kA hotA hai| jo agale janma ke karma cArja karatA hai! isalie paise vApasa dene ke lie kabhI bhI bhAva mata bigaadd'naa| jise 'dUdha se dhokara' paise lauTAne haiM, unheM paise A mileMge aura cukatA ho jAe~ge! aisA kudarata kA niyama hai| mA~ganevAle ko vasUlI karane kA haqa hai, lekina gAlI dene kA adhikAra nahIM hai| gAliyA~ denA, dhamakAnA, vagairaha saba ekasTrA AiTama haiN| kyoMki gAliyA~ dene kI zarta samajhaute meM nahIM hotI! jIvana upayoga sahita honA cAhie, jAgRti sahita honA cAhie, tAki kisI ko hamase kiMcitmAtra du:kha aura nukasAna nahIM ho! 14. pasaMda prAkRta guNoM kI ghATa (svArtha,badaniyata) rahita prema vahI saccA prema! aura.... 'svArtha yAnI, strI para kudRSTi DAlanA aura svArtha rakhanA ve donoM eka samAna hai! jahA~ svArtha nahIM ho, vahA~ paramAtmA avazya hote haiN|' - dAdAzrI 'gAMDA ne gAma ne DAhyA ne ddaam|' pAgala ko gA~va denA par3e to dekara chUTa jAnA cAhie, aklamaMda ko to bAda meM samajhAyA jA sakatA hai| chUTane kI bhI kalA AnI caahie| vaha kalA jJAnI ke pAsa pUrNa rUpa se khilI huI hotI hai! apanI hara bAra kI saralatA ke sAmane koI hamezA Ter3hA vyavahAra hI 23

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karatA rahe, taba mana bidaka jAtA hai ki Ter3he ke sAmane Ter3he hI rahane kI z2arUrata hai| vahA~ para 'jJAnIpuruSa' sahI samajha kA prakAza dete haiM ki 'kitane hI janmoM kI kamAI ho, taba jAkara saralatA utpanna hotI hai|' vahA~ para Ter3he kA vyavahAra dekhakara apanI janmoM-janma kI AdhyAtma kI pU~jI kyA kho denI hai? aura divAliyA nikAlanA hai? TeDhe ke sAtha sarala rahanA, vaha to g2az2aba kI cIz2a hai! saMsAra meM duHkha ke mUla kAraNa kA jJAnI ne kyA zodhana kiyA? jinheM sAmanevAlA gunahagAra dikhatA hai, ve khulI A~khoM ke bAvajUda aMdhe haiN| bhagavAna kI bhASA meM koI gunahagAra hai hI nhiiN| phUla car3hAe vaha bhI aura gAliyA~ de vaha bhI! yadi koI gunahagAra dikhatA hai, to vaha khuda kI hI mithyAtva rUpI dRSTi kA roga hai| khuda ko jo kucha bhI kamI bhAsita hotI hai, vaha aMta meM to pudgala bAz2Ara kI hI hai na? 'apanI' to nahIM hai na? vizvAsaghAta, vaha bhayaMkara gunAha hai| milAvaTa karanA, aNahakka kA bhoganA, vaha saba vizvAsaghAta kahalAtA hai| chupakara gunAha karane se aMtarAya paDate haiN| khAne-pIne aura davAIyoM meM jo milAvaTa hotI hai, usase bhayaMkara gunAha lAgU hotA hai| bAkI saba jagaha calAyA jA sakatA hai, lekina yahA~ to kisI bhI paristhiti meM calAyA hI nahIM jA sktaa| jagat apanA hI pratibiMba hai| sAmanevAle ko hamase duHkha ho, to vaha apanI hI bhUla kA pariNAma hai| vahA~ hama bhUla ko khatma kareMge to hala aaegaa| usake lie kucha bhI nahIM karanA hai, lekina sahI jJAna jAnanA hai ki jo avazya hI kriyA meM phalita ho! 'hamase honevAlI koI bhI kriyA sahI hai yA galata hai,' aisI ulajhana kisane anubhava nahIM kI hogI? 'jisase khuda ko sukha ho, vaha sahI aura du:kha ho, vaha galata' aisA sAdA tharmAmITara dekara jJAnI ne anekoM kI ulajhanoM (gutthiyoM) ko kitanI saralatA se sulajhA diyA hai! khuda sarvazakti saMpanna hone ke bAvajUda, khuda se sAmanevAle ko kiMcitmAtra bhI duHkha nahIM hone de, vaha kharA balavAna ! vahA~ pratApa guNa utpanna 24

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hotA hai| jo khuda ke bala aura khuda kI sattA ke z2ora para sAmanevAle ko kucalatA rahe, vaha abalA nahIM to aura kyA hai? prakRti ke svabhAva kI ulajhana se bAhara nikalane kA mArga Aja taka kisI ne nahIM dikhaayaa| vahA~ para akrama vijJAna kyA kahatA hai ki, 'prakRti apanA svabhAva chor3egI nahIM, lekina khuda kA jJAna badala sakatA hai, aura jJAna badalane se duvidhA baMda ho jAtI hai!' - dAdAzrI 15. duHkha miTAne ke sAdhana sAmanevAle ke du:kha se duHkhI honevAloM ke sUkSma ahaMkAra ko phraikcara kara de, usake lie jJAnI aisA kahate haiM ki ___ 'tere sukha ke lie usakA du:kha miTA denA, unake sukha ke lie nhiiN|' ___- dAdAzrI du:khI vyakti dUsaroM ke du:kha kaise le sakegA? kisI kA du:kha nahIM lenA hai, oblAiz2a hI karanA hai, bs| gahare utare ve pha~sa jaaeNge| eka tarapha jJAnIpuruSa aisA samajhAte haiM ki, isa duniyA meM jo bhI kucha milatA hai (sukha-duHkha), vaha saba, jo khuda ne diyA huA hai, vahI vApasa AtA hai| nayA udhAra denA baMda ho jAegA to hisAba sApha ho jAegA aura dUsarI tarapha 'jJAnIpuruSa' aisA samajhAte haiM ki apane sapheda bAla dekhakara sAmanevAle ko cir3ha ho to, usameM apanA kyA gunAha? bhagavAna mahAvIra ko dekhakara gozAlA ko duHkha hotA thA, usameM bhagavAna mahAvIra kA kyA doSa? vaha to sAmanevAle kA mola liyA huA duHkha hai| isalie isameM.. ___"yadi Apa kartA ho, jaba taka Apako 'maiM caMdUlAla hI hU~' aisA rahe, taba taka jokhimadArI ApakI hai|" aura 'hamAre die hue duHkha' aura 'sAmanevAle dvArA mola lie hue duHkha' donoM meM bahuta pharka hai, ise samajha lenA hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' kahate haiM, 'mujhe koI duHkha nahIM detA, kyoMki hama duHkha mola nahIM lete| jo mola - dAdAzrI 25

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le use duHkha!' isa sone kI kaTArI kA upayoga karanA to saMpUrNa akartApada meM pahuMca cuke 'jJAnIpuruSa' hI jAneM! 'mujhase galata sahana nahIM hotA' kahanevAle kitane hI dekhe jAte haiN| lekina galata karanevAlA hameM hI kyoM milA? isakI koI jA~ca karatA hai? phira bhI sAmanevAle ko zAMti se samajhAyA jA sakatA hai ki aisA galata nahIM karanA caahie|' vAstava meM janasevaka to vaha hai ki jise kiMcitmAtra bhI kIrti kI, mAna kI, nAma kI, lakSmI kI yA kisI bhI cIz2a kI bhIkha nahIM ho, khuda aparigrahI hotA hai| jo saMpUrNa parigrahI hai, vaha bhalA janasevA kyA karegA? sevA karate haiM, use bhI jJAnI 'prakRti svabhAva hai, puruSArtha nahIM, prArabdha hai|' aisA kahakara sevA kI pU~jI kI kamAI ke phUle hue gubbAre kI havA nikAla dete haiM! svarUpajJAna ke bAda karuNAbhAva prakaTa hotA hai, vahI saccI cIz2a hai| jJAnIpuruSa ne jIvana kA aisA to kaisA lakSya nizcita kiyA hogA ki jisase unheM abhyudaya aura AnuSaMgika phala baratate rahate haiM? "pUrA jagat paramazAMti ko prApta kare aura kucha mokSa ko prApta kareM!" - dAdAzrI isa lakSya taka pahu~cane ke lie 'jJAnIpuruSa' rAstA batAte haiM ki isameM kucha bhI nahIM karanA hai, mAtra hetu nizcita karanA hai aura vaha hetu apane lakSya meM rahanA hI cAhie, anya kucha bhI lakSya meM nahIM rahanA caahie| 16. baoNsa-naukara kA vyavahAra apane aMDarahainDa ko DA~TanA nahIM caahie| jaba taka hama kisI ko DA~Tate raheMge, taba taka hameM DA~TanevAle mila jAe~ge! UparI ko yA anDarahainDavAle ko, kisI ko bhI hamase duHkha na ho aisA hamArA jIvana honA cAhie! jo ImAnadAra hai, usake sAtha meM aura koI nahIM to kudarata kA nyAya to hamezA hai hI! 26

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17. jeba kaTa jAe, vahA~ samAdhAna jeba kaTa gaI, vaha kudarata kA nyAya huaa| kudarata kA nyAya kyA kahatA hai ki jisakI jeba kaTI, vahI gunhgaar| 'bhugate usI kI bhuul|' isa naicarala laoN (kAnUna) kA rahasya jagat meM prathamabAra 'jJAnIpuruSa' ne hI anAvRta kiyA hai| jo itanA hI samajha legA, vaha TheTha mokSa meM jAegA! jeba kaTI vaha 'caMdUlAla' kii| AtmA ko jeba hogI, to kaTegI na? kudarata ke plAniMga meM jahA~ sAhUkAra kA sthAna hai to vahA~ para coroM kA bhI sthAna hai| ye cora, luTere to gaTara haiM, badabUdAra kAlA paisA zuddha kara denevAle gaTara haiM! gaTara nahIM hoMge to zahara kI kyA dazA hogI? isalie jo hai, jo hotA hai, vaha karekTa hI hai! cIz2oM ke upayoga ke niyama hote haiN| Aja dasa kamIz2oM kA upayoga kiyA, to Age jAkara utane hI kama upayoga kie jaaeNge| pUrI jiMdagI ke upayoga kA jitanA A~kar3A nizcita hai, utanA hI rahatA hai| phira use eka sAtha kharca karate jAo yA phira jaise-jaise z2arUrata par3e vaise-vaise kharca karate jAo! 18. krodha kI nirbalatA ke sAmane... duniyA meM koI aisA nahIM janmA ki jo krodha kara ske| krodha kiyA nahIM jAtA, krodha ho jAtA hai| yaha to, krodha ho jAne ke bAda khuda kI galatI ke bacAva ke lie aklamaMdoM ne rAstA DhU~Dha nikAlA hai ki yaha krodha to maiMne ise sIdhA karane ke lie kiyA thA, nahIM to vaha sIdhA ho sake, aisA hai hI nahIM! krodha kA zamana karane kI sahI samajha kA pRthakkaraNa jJAnI ne kitanI sUkSmatA se karake batAyA hai! kapa-pleTa phUTeM aura krodha ho jAe, usakA kyA kAraNa hai? apanA nukasAna huA isalie? naukara ko jhir3aka diyA, vaha ahaMkAra kiyaa| vicAraka to turaMta hI soca letA hai ki yadi kapapleTa phUTa gae haiM, to vAstava meM ve kisane phor3e? vaha nivArya thA yA anivArya? hamezA apane mAtahatoM ko hI DA~Tate haiN| suparavAiz2ara ko kyoM

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nahIM DA~Tate? vahA~ para kaise cupa rahate haiM ! eka to pyAle gae aura dUsarA krodha kiyA, ye do nukasAna kaise pusAe~ge? Upara se sAmanevAle ke sAtha janmojanma ke lie baira ba~dhA, vaha phAyadA! isa prakAra 'jJAnIpuruSa' ne krodha, vaha hone ke kAraNa, aura usakA upAya, saba tarapha se dekhakara hamAre samakSa prastuta kie haiM! krodha nahIM ho, usake lie 'jJAnIpuruSa' samyaka upAya samajhAte haiM ki khuda kI bhUla ko jJAnI ke satsaMga meM samajha lo to phira krodha nahIM hogaa| 'krodha baMda karo, baMda karo' aisA upadeza kitane hI kAla se mila rahA hai, jabaki vijJAna kyA kahatA hai ki krodha, vaha pariNAma hai, pariNAma kisa taraha baMda kiyA jA sakatA hai? yaha pariNAma kisa AdhAra para AtA hai, vaha jAnanA hai| khuda krodha kI saMpUrNa sTaDI kara lenI hai| kahA~-kahA~ para krodha AtA hai, kahA~-kahA~ nahIM AtA, kucha loga hamArA lAkha bhalA kareM phira bhI vahA~ para krodha Ae bagaira nahIM rahatA aura koI lAkha ulTA kare to bhI vahA~ para krodha nahIM aataa| usakA kyA kAraNa hai? jaisI jisake lie graMthi bana gaI hai, vaisI hI phUTe bagaira nahIM rhtii| to vahA~ para kyA karanA cAhie? jJAnI cAbI dete haiM ki usa vyakti ke sAtha jitane samaya taka krodha honA hai utanA hogA hI, lekina aba naye sire se usake lie mana nahIM bigar3ane denA caahie| vahA~ khuda ke hI karmoM ke udaya ko dekhakara, sAmanevAle ko nirdoSa dekhate rahanA caahie| jaba mana sudhara jAegA, taba usa para krodha nahIM hogaa| mAtra pahale ke asara dekara phira hamezA ke lie baMda ho jaaegaa| jaba dUsaroM ke doSa dekhane baMda hoMge, tabhI manacAhA pariNAma aaegaa| pariNAma ko z2arA bhI hilAe binA kAraNa kA nAza karane kA mUlabhUta mArga itanI bArIkI se jJAnI ke alAvA aura kauna batA sakatA hai? jJAnI hamameM jAgRti lA deM, usake bAda hI yaha saba sUkSmatA se dikhatA hai aura usake bAda vaha dUra hotA hai| 19. vyApAra kI ar3acaneM jo ar3acanoM ko priya banAe vaha pragati karatA hai aura ar3acana ko 28

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apriya mAne usakI pragati saiMdha jAtI hai| sAmanevAlA ar3acana DAle, vahA~ para vItarAga rahakara Age calane lage to mokSa meM pahu~ca paaegaa| samatA kA sUkSma spaSTIkaraNa jJAnI dete haiN| vyavahAra ke lakSyasahita baratanevAlI samatA ahaMkAra bar3hAnevAlI hotI hai aura vaha DhITha banane meM pariNAmita hotI hai| jahA~ para AtmajJAna hai, vahIM para saccI samatA bartatI isa kaliyuga meM to jaise-jaise icchApUrti hotI jAtI hai, vaise-vaise ahaMkAra bar3hatA jAtA hai aura TakarAtA hai| icchA ke anusAra nahIM ho to ahaMkAra ThikAne rahatA hai| vyApAra meM phAyade-nukasAna ke asara meM involva ho cuke logoM ko 'jJAnIpuruSa' eka hI vAkya meM jAgRta kara dete haiM ki... 'lekina yadi nukasAna ho rahA ho to dina meM honA cAhie na? rAta ko bhI yadi nukasAna hotA ho to rAta ko to hama jAgate nahIM haiM, to rAta ko kaise nukasAna hotA hai? rthAt nukasAna ke aura phAyade ke kartA hama nahIM haiM, nahIM to rAta ko nukasAna kaise ho sakatA hai? aura rAta ko phAyadA kisa taraha hotA hai? aba, kyA aisA nahIM hotA ki mehanata karate haiM phira bhI nukasAna hotA hai?' - dAdAzrI nukasAna ke saMyogoM meM ghire hue logoM ko 'jJAnIpuruSa' suMdara mArga dikhAte haiM ki khUba mehanata karane ke bAvajUda bhI kucha nahIM ho pAtA! nukasAna adhika ho, taba saMyoga sAtha nahIM de rahe aisA karake vahA~ para adhika z2ora lagAne ke bajAya usa samaya hameM AtmA ke lie kara lenA caahie| sunAra kI naz2ara milAvaTavAle sone kI tarapha nahIM, lekina usI tarapha hotI hai ki usameM pyora sonA kitanA hai| isIlie to vaha grAhaka ko DA~TatA nahIM hai ki itanI milAvaTa kahA~ se kara lAyA? jJAnI tatvadRSTi se dekhate haiM, avasthAdRSTi se nahIM! phira jagat nirdoSa hI dikhegA na? 'jagat pUrA hI nirdoSa hai| mujhe khuda ko nirdoSa anubhava meM AtA hai, 29

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Apako vaha jaba nirdoSa anubhava meM AegA, taba Apa isa jagat se chuuttoge|' - dAdAzrI vyApAra meM gharavAloM ke sAtha ekamata hokara rahanA cAhie, lekina sAtha hI saba ko milakara taya kara lenA cAhie ki 'itanI saMpatti ikaTThI ho jAe, tabhI taka vyApAra karanA hai|' aisI limiTa banA lenI caahie| AyuSya kA ekasTenzana mila rahA ho to anlimiTeDa vyApAra karanA kAma kA, varnA isakI bhAgadaur3a meM jiMdagI khatma ho jAe to phira AtmA ke lie kaba ho pAegA? paise kamAnevAle khaTapaTa karanevAle jaldabAz2a logoM ko 'jJAnIpuruSa' usake pariNAma dikhAte haiM ki, / '1978 meM kamAne kI bahuta jaldabAjI kareM to 1988 meM apane pAsa jo saMpatti AnevAlI thI, vaha abhI 1978 meM A jAegI, uddIraNA (bhaviSya meM phala denevAle karmoM ko samaya se pahale jagAkara vartamAna meM khapAnA) ho jAegI, phira 1988 meM kyA kareMge Apa?' - dAdAzrI lokasaMjJA ke anusAra calakara loga galata karanA sIkha jAte haiN| logoM ko cAlAkI karake kamAI karate hue dekhe to khuda bhI vaha jJAna sIkhakara vaise hI karane lagatA hai| vahA~ para 'jJAnIpuruSa' bhayasignala dikhAte haiM ki, jitanA 'vyavasthita' meM hai, utanA hI tujhe milegA jabaki cAlAkI se karma baMdhege aura eka bhI paisA bar3hegA nahIM! nAsamajhI se kitanA bar3A nukasAna uThAte haiM? vyApAra meM galata karanevAle para 'jJAnIpuruSa' zAbdika prahAra karate hue samajhAte haiM, 'lekina galata karate hI kyoM ho? aisA sIkhe hI kahA~ se? koI kucha acchA sikhAe to vahA~ se acchA sIkhakara aao| yaha galata karanA kisI se sIkhe ho, isIlie to galata karanA AtA hai, nahIM to galata karanA 30

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AegA hI kaise? aba galata sIkhanA baMda kara do aura aba galatI ke sabhI kAgaz2a jalA ddaalo|' - dAdAzrI nukasAna kA asara hI nahIM ho, usake lie 'jJAnIpuruSa' suMdara cAbI dete haiN| pA~ca sau rupaye kA nukasAna ho taba, pahale se hI jo 'amAnata' nukasAna ke samaya ke lie rakhI huI ho vaha pU~jI usa khAte meM jamA kara lenI caahie| yaha kyA sthAyI bahI hai? jJAna se pahale 'unheM' vyApAra meM nukasAna huA thA, to rAta ko nIMda bhI nahIM aaii| lekina hisAba lagAyA ki isa nukasAna meM hissedAra kauna-kauna haiM? hissedAra, unake bIvI-bacce, khuda kI patnI ve sabhI haiM, aura ciMtA khuda akele hI sira para leM, aisA kaisA? aura turaMta hI ve ciMtAmukta ho gae ! jJAnI kI kaisI g2az2aba kI vicakSaNatA! vyApAra meM bhI loga coriyA~ karate the, use jAna-bUjhakara hone dete the| jise hisAba cukAne hI haiM, unake lie cora le jAe yA aura koI le jAe, donoM eka samAna hI haiM na? 20. niyama se anIti vyavahAra mArga se mokSa kI ora kramapUrvaka Age bar3hanevAloM ko 'jJAnIpuruSa' isa kAla ke anurUpa aisA mArga batAte haiM ki jo bilkula nayA hI abhigama (dRSTikoNa) hai ki, 'saMpUrNa rUpa se nIti kA pAlana kara, vaisA bhI nahIM ho sake to nIti kA niyama se pAlana kara aura vaisA bhI nahIM ho sake aura anIti kare to bhI vaha niyama meM rahakara kr| niyama hI tujhe Age le jAegA!' - dAdAzrI anIti bhI mokSa meM le jAegI, lekina niyama meM rhkr| jJAnI kI isa bAta ne to dharma meM g2az2aba kI krAMti sarjita kI hai! vyavahAra meM nIti ke AgrahI aMta meM ahaMkAra kI vikRti meM pariNAmita hokara mArga se cyuta ho jAte haiM, vahIM para niyamapUrvaka kI gaI anIti mArga meM Age le jA sakatI 31

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hai! nIti-anIti kA mahatva khatma karake niyama ko pradhAnatA dekara 'jJAnIpuruSa' ne naI rAha dikhAI hai aura usa prakAra se mokSa meM pahu~cane kI khuda, bhagavAna ke-vItarAgoM ke pratinidhi ke rUpa meM gAranTI dete haiM! anIti meM, ki jahA~ para niyama raha sake aisA hai hI nahIM, vahA~ para jo niyama rakhanA jAnatA hai, usakA mana kaise bAunDrI meM A jAtA hai ! bhUkhA rahanA AsAna hai, lekina 'tIna hI kaura khAo!' isa prakAra se kaMTrola karanA bahuta kaThina hai! vaisI kaThinatA ko jo pAra kara jAe, usakI zaktiyA~ kaisI gaz2aba kI khileMgI! niyamapUrvaka anIti ke saTIka udAharaNoM dvArA vizeSa spaSTIkaraNa de dete haiM! niyama se usakA mana baMdha jAtA hai, itanA hI nahIM, lekina nIti se jo kaifa car3ha jAtA hai vaha, 'khuda anIti kara rahA hai' aisA bhAna rahane se namratA meM rahatA hai, jisakI mokSamArga meM vizeSa rUpa se AvazyakatA hai, nIti ke bajAya! niyamapUrvaka anIti meM phira ghoTAlA nahIM karanA cAhie, utanI hI usake lie cetAvanI bhI dI hai| ghoTAlA karanevAle kI z2immedArI dAdAzrI khuda svIkAra nahIM krte| 'nIti kA pAlana nahIM ho pAtA' aisA karake anIti meM DUba rahe logoM ko dAdAzrI niyamapUrvaka anIti ke tinake se saMsAra pAra karavA dete haiM ! aisI z2immedArI, kauna legA? aura bhagavAna ke vahA~ para nIti para rAga nahIM aura anIti para dveSa nahIM hai, vahA~ to ahaMkAra karane para Apatti hai! koI bhI vastu niyamapUrvaka kI jAe, aura vaha bhI 'jJAnIpuruSa' kI AjJApUrvaka, to vaha avazya mokSa meM le jaaegii| jJAnI kI AjJA isameM mukhya bhUmikA adA karatI hai, 'jJAnIpuruSa' isa prakAra se khulAsA karate haiN| nIti kA pAlana karanevAlA jaba saMyogoM ke zikaMje meM pha~sa jAe, taba anIti karane lagatA hai aura usameM pha~sa jAtA hai, vahA~ para 'niyamapUrvaka anIti' ke isa mAdhyama dvArA Age mArga pAra kiyA jA sakatA hai| anIti meM bhI 'no negeTiva paoNlisI,' isa akrama mArga kA vijJAna to dekho! 32

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21. kalA, jAna-bUjhakara Thage jAne kI 'jJAnIpuruSa' ne jIvana meM eka sUtra saMpUrNa rUpa se AtmasAta kara liyA hotA hai, 'jAna-bUjhakara Thage jaanaa|' kaisI vizeSatA! Thagane vAle kI mehanata bekAra nahIM jAe, jJAnI usakA khyAla rakhate haiN| aura phira ThaganevAle ke sAtha kaSAya hoM usake bajAya Thage jAne para kaSAya meM se mukti kA mArga unhoMne DhU~Dha nikAlA! jo jAna-bUjhakara Thage jAte haiM, ve mokSa meM jAte haiN| brena aisA TaoNpa taka Develapa hotA hai ki suprIma korTa ke jaja ko bhI mAta de| anajAne meM to pUrI duniyA dhokhA khA hI rahI hai na? 'dhokhA nahIM khAnevAle' to kisI ko bhI mila jAe~ge, lekina 'jAna-bUjhakara dhokhA khAe' aise kahA~ se mileMge? jJAnIpuruSa ne isa jagat ko kaise svarUpa meM dekhA hogA? koI paisA har3apa jAe, vaha bhI karekTa hI hai| Apa sApha ho, to koI ApakA nAma bhI nahIM degA, aisA hai yaha jgt|' kahIM bhI ghabarAne jaisA nahIM hai| phira bhI 'merA nAma kauna degA?' aisA celenja dene jaisA nahIM hai| jagat pUrNa rUpa se nyAyasvarUpa hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' vaha hisAba nikAlakara baiThe hote sarakAra ke kAnUna ko tor3akara apane rupaye koI har3apa le jAe, lekina necara ke kAnUna kisI se kaise tor3e jA sakate haiM? necara kA kAnUna to, usa rakama ko byAja ke sAtha cukvaaegaa| eka-eka paramANu kA hisAba jahA~ para karekTa hai, vahA~ para ghabarAnA kaisA! hama yadi karekTa haiM to luTeroM ke gA~va meM se luTe binA ArapAra nikala pAe~ge, nahIM to jahA~ para hisAba hai, vahA~ para lAkha proTekzana ke bAvajUda bhI luTa jAe~ge! karjadAra ke viveka ke upadeza bahuta sune haiM, lekina vasUlanevAle ko bhI utanA hI viveka rakhanA hai, aisA 'ina' jJAnI ne hI kahA! paisoM kI qImata kI bajAya yaha adhika mahatvapUrNa hai ki mana kamaz2ora nahIM par3a jaae| vasUlanevAle ko eka suMdara cAbI dete haiN| kisI ko paisA dete samaya 33

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meM bhItara baTana dabA denA ki yaha paisA hama kAlI ciMdI meM bA~dhakara samudra DAla rahe haiM! vasUlI karanevAlA agara karz2adAra ko gAliyA~ de, to ve gAliyA~ lenadena ke vyavahAra meM 'ekasTrA AiTama' haiM / usakA hisAba kyA hai, vaha 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke alAvA kyA kisI aura ne socA? apanA bhAva zuddha hai to kitanA bhI karz2A hogA, lekina vaha cuka hI jAegA, aisA kudarata kA niyama hai / bhAva meM itanA hI honA cAhie ki jaldI se jaldI udhAra cukA dU~! 22. vasUlI kI parezAnI ina 'e. ema. paTela' ne vyApAra meM kaisA vyavahAra kiyA hai? jahA~jahA~ lenA thA vahA~ para khuda ne hI vasUlanA baMda kara diyA, tAki phira se koI mA~gane hI nahIM Ae, aura isa prakAra isa vyApAra meM se chUTe / are, unhoMne to itanI hada kara dI ki pA~ca sau rupaye kI vasUlI karane jAte hue, sAmanevAlA kahane lagA ki 'mujhe hI Apa se pA~ca sau rupaye lene haiM / ' taba unhoMne 'calo, hisAba pUrA huA' kahakara cupacApa cukA die ! 23. rukAvaTa DAlane se par3ate haiM aMtarAya kArya kI saphalatA kI icchA kauna nahIM rakhatA ? lekina usakA rahasya kyA hai? jJAnI kahate haiM, 'terA vila pAvara hogA to vaha kArya saphala hogA hii|' apanA bhAva aura duA donoM z2arUrI haiM / saMpUrNa nirIcchaka pada taka pahu~ce hue kI duA prApta ho to kyA se kyA prApta ho jAe! aMtarAya kaise par3ate haiM? khuda ke hI vicAroM se DAlI huI rukAvaToM se| vaha chUTe kisa taraha? usake pratispardhI vicAroM se - 'mujhase pahAr3a nahIM car3hA jAegA' aMdara aisA vicAra Ae, to vahA~ para car3hane meM aMtarAya par3eMge hI aura 'kyoM nahIM car3ha sakatA?' kahA to vahA~ para aMtarAya TUTeMge hii| kisI ko lAbha ho rahA ho, vahA~ para rukAvaTa DAleM to hameM lAbha ke aMtarAya Ae~ge hii| 34

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jahA~ aMtarAya karma nahIM raheM, vahA~ para pUre brahmAMDa kA vaibhava prakaTa hotA hai|'khud paramAtmA hI hai, ' 'jJAnIpuruSa' aisA spaSTa dekhate haiM lekina tujhe anubhava meM nahIM aataa| kyoMki khuda ne hI khuda ke lie aMtarAya DAle haiM, 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~' karake... / 'jJAnIpuruSa' se milane para ve aMtarAya TUTate haiM aura bhagavAna se bheMTa ho jAtI hai ! 35 -- -- jaya saccidAnaMda DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna

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anukramaNikA 1. jAgRti, jaMjAlI jIvana meM... saMsAra ke sAra rUpa meM kyA... 1 jo sugaMdha phailAe, vAstava meM... 5 jaMjAloM meM jakar3e hue jIvana! 3 nakaloM meM jAne kyA hI mAna... 7 jIvana jInA sIkho 4 samajha hitAhita kI... 2. lakSmI kI ciMtanA lakSmI kI daur3a meM, hama to... 13 bAta ko samajhanA to par3egA na! 25 ...to, AtmA kI bhajanA kaba? 14 lakSmI, dAna dene se bar3he apAra 26 saMtoSa lakSmI se rahatA hai yA... 17 puNya ke pratApa se paisA 27 jisakI mAtrA nakkI, usakI... 18 puNyazAlI to kise kaheMge? 29 lakSmI bar3hI, to kaSAya ghaTe? 19 priya cIz2a ko khulA chor3a... 30 lakSmI ke dhyAna se, jokhima... 19 saMcita kiyA huA TikA hai... 30 kI huI mehanata kaba kAma kI? 21 aisA to kyoM mAna baiThe ho? 31 kamAI-nukasAna, sattA kisakI? 21 rAjalakSmI nahIM, AtmalakSmI hI ho33 itanA paisA! lekina mauta nahIM... 22 kaisI-kaisI aTakaNe, manuSya meM! 35 jitanA smaraNa, utanA viyoga 23 kamI yA bharAva nahIM, vahI uttama!36 lakSmIvAna kI to, sugaMdhI Ae!23 noTa rahe, ginanevAle gae! 39 3. ulajhana meM bhI zAMti! ulajhanoM meM jIvana, kitanI... 41 ...phira parataMtratA AtI hI nahIM! 49 ulajhanoM kA hala, jJAnI ke... 42 nahIM to, ulajhanoM meM ulajhA jIvana!49 ulajhaneM kauna nikAla kara degA? 43 jagat kA rUpa hI ulajhana! 50 isameM paravazatA nahIM lagatI? 44 to saMsAra ke sAra ke rUpa... 51 jagat meM ulajhaneM kaba miTeMgI? 47 4. TAlo kaMTAlA! kaMTAlArahita jIvana, saMbhava hai? 52 5. ciMtA se mukti jagata meM, ciMtA kI davAI kyA..56 manuSya svabhAva ciMtA mola letA..73 jahA~ ciMtA, vahA~ para anubhUti... 58 ciMtA kA rUTa kaoNz2a? igoiz2ama 74 ciMtA jAe, tabhI se samAdhi 60 ciMtA ke pariNAma kyA? 76 beTAima kI ciMtA 61 khuda apane Apa ko pahacAno 77 parasattA ko pakar3e, vahA~ ciMtA.. 63 vyathA alaga, ciMtA alaga 79 36

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jo ciMtA miTAe, vahI mokSamArga 67 kahIM bhI bharosA hI nahIM? 79 ciMtA karane ke bajAya, dharma... 69 inake lie qImata kisakI? 80 parAe jaMjAla ki ciMtA kaba... 71 6. bhaya meM bhI nirbhayatA vANI kaThora, lekina roga... 82 karekTa ko kyA bhaya? 88 koziza-prayatna, paMgu avalaMbana 83 buddhi kA upayoga, pariNAma... 89 ghabarAhaTa kA bhaya, aba to... 84 saMyoga cukAe~ kAla, to Dara... 93 kudarata niraMtara sahAyaka, vahA~... 84 jahA~ niraMtara bhaya! vahA~... 94 ghabarAne kI bajAya, svaccha... 85 kriyA se nahIM, bhAva se bIja... 98 ...usameM posTamena kA kyA... 86 jagat meM nirbhayatA hai hI kahA~? 99 lekina itanA adhika Dara... 87 7. kar3hApA-ajaMpA 'pyAlA' karavAe kar3hApA-ajaMpA 103 naukara to nimitta, hisAba... 108 kar3hApA-ajaMpA, baMda hone para... 104 aba naukara ke sAtha... 109 kar3hApA aura ajaMpA, bhinnatA... 104 sAdhanoM kI mAtrA kitanI... 111 kar3hApA-ajaMpA kA AdhAra 105 kar3hApe-ajape ke prati nApasaMdagI...113 qImata, pyAle kI yA DA~Tane... 106 'parAyA' 'samajhe,' to samatA barate115 TokanA, lekina kisa hetu ke... 106 nAsamajhI, do nukasAna lAe! 115 naukara kahIM pyAle phor3atA... 107 pyAle phUTe, phira bhI puNya... 116 ...aura phira naukara ke... 107 bAta samajhane se, samAdhi barate 116 paryAya dekhakara nikalI huI vANI108 8. sAvadhAna jIva, aMtima paloM meM parabhava kI gaThariyA~ sameTa na! 118 ...khudA kI aisI icchA 128 aMta samaya meM svajanoM kI... 121 mRtasvajanoM se sAdho aMtara-tAra 130 gati-pariNAma kaise? 122 vyavahAra kA matalaba hI... 134 are! mauta hI ho rahI hai 123 mRtyu nizcita hai phira bhI... 138 smazAna taka kA sAtha 124 phira bhI kudarata chur3avA hI... 140 ...aisA kucha kara 126 AtmahatyA chuTakArA nahIM dilavAtI142 kalpAMta kI jokhimadArI kitanI 126 vikalpoM kI bhI z2arUrata hai 145 laukika, 'zaoNrTa' meM pUrA karo 127 9. niSkluzitatA, hI samAdhi hai samajha zamana kare kleza pariNAma 147 duHkha dhakelane aisA kesA zauka?157 ___37

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158 .. aise zaktiyA~ vyartha gaIM are! kleza karanA, vahI sukha... 159 154 ...vaha mAnavadharma kahalAtA hai 160 156 kleza huA, lekina nikAleM... 147 samajhadArI sajAe, saMsAra vyavahAra 149 kyA bhUla raha jAtI hai? are, use pUcho to sahI ! 10. phraikcara ho, tabhI se Adi jur3ane kI ! hisAba cukAte hue, svapariNati .. 162 dehopAdhi, phira bhI aMta:karaNa... 163 paira TUTA yA jur3a rahA hai? bukhAra AyA? nahIM, jA rahA hai 166 165 11. pApa-puNya 171 173 sahI dhana to sukha detA hai pApa-puNya kI yathArtha samajha pApa-puNya se mukti ... pApa ke udaya ke samaya upAya... 175 175 nahIM ho sakatA mAinasa ... usameM kisI ko doSa kaise ... aura isa taraha puNya ba~dhate haiM 176 177 177 maiM jA rahA hU~ yA gAr3I... anubhava ke bAda rahe sAvadhAnI se186 12. kartApana se hI thakAna phraikcara ke bAda, TUTatA hai yA.. 166 pharka, pariNAma meM yA... 167 TUTe-jur3e, usameM 'khuda' kauna ? 169 184 ...taba donoM siroM se mukta hue187 kI paribhASA puNya hI, mokSa taka sAtha meM 178 pApa-puNya, qImatI yA bhrAMti ? 180 jahA~ ajJAnatA, vahIM pApa... 180 puNya to, puNyAnubaMdhI hI hoM 181 .. taba to parabhava kA bhI bigar3e182 vAstavika jJAna hI ulajhana meM... 183 kamAI meM, cukatA kie jIvana 189 ...vaha dhana jamA hotA hai 190 dAna, hetu ke anusAra phala... 191 195 ... lekina takhtI meM khatma... aMta meM to dharma kA hI sAtha lakSmI, mehanata kA phala yA... lakSmI ke prati prIti ! to yaha to kaisA bhogavaTA ? sahaja prayatna se, saMdhAna milegA.. 198 196 197 13. bhogavaTA, lakSmI kA 193 194 hisAbavAlI rakama, kama... niMdA baMda hone se, lakSmI... binA 'kAraNa' ke 'klema'... 199 201 204 baMdhana, vastu kA yA rAga-dveSa kA ? 204 hisAbI baMdhana, rupaye se yA... 205 38 yaha to ekasTrA AiTama 206 dRSTi ke anusAra jIvana guz2ara...207 upayogamaya jIvana kisa prakAra ? 207

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14. pasaMda, prAkRta guNoM kI jagat saMbaMdha kI yathArthatA... 209 ...aura vItarAgoM ke sAtha... 218 ...to ahaMkAra ThikAne rahegA 210 ohoho! jJAnI kI karuNA! 220 muzkila meM lAlaca, kyoM? 211 parAye bAz2Ara meM gunahagAra kauna?221 svArthavAle prema ne, bar3hAyA saMsAra 213 saralatA, vaha to mahAna pU~jI 222 ...garz2a hai, isalie pha~sate haiM 216 prakRti nahIM badalegI, jJAna badalo223 pAgala ko gA~va de deM to... 217 vizvAsaghAta ke samAna koI... 224 15. duHkha miTAne ke sAdhana apane hI hisAba... 226 ...kalyANa kI zreNiyA~ hI bhinna234 jo mola le, use duHkha 227 aMtataH upakAra khuda para hI... 236 duHkha, khuda kA hI miTAo na! 230 yaha svArtha hai yA parArtha? 236 sevA-kusevA, prAkRta svabhAva 234 kArya kA hetu, sevA yA lakSmI?239 16. baoNsa-naukara kA vyavahAra 'svataMtra' banAe, vaha zikSaNa... 243 anDarahainDa bhI upakArI baneM 247 ukasAne meM jokhima kise? 244 UparI kaise pusAe? 248 usameM bhUla kisakI? 245 anDarahainDa ko 'Disamisa'... 249 17. jeba kaTI? vahA~ samAdhAna! jeba kaTI, vahA~ hakIkata kyA... 252 ...aura cappala corI ho... 264 kudarata kI kaisI g2az2aba kI... 256 jIvanaparyaMta, niyamabaddha 266 jeba kaTI, samAdhAna... 258 cIz2oM ke upayoga ke niyama... 266 saMsAra meM binA vajaha kahIM kucha... 260 jagat meM pola calegI hI nahIM 267 qImata darzana kI, na ki cappaloM... 264 18. krodha kI nirbalatA ke sAmane vItarAgoM kI sUkSmatA to dekho 269 samyaka upAya, jAno eka bAra 278 yaha vIkanesa hai yA parsanAliTI? 270 pariNAma to, kaoNz2ez2a badalane... 279 jagat, zIla se jItA... 273 krodha, mAtra nirbalatA hI! 281 prakRti, kaSAya se hI gUMthI huI 276 krodha kA zamana, kisa samajha se?283 19. vyApAra kI ar3acaneM ar3acaneM, karavAe~ pragati 286 hisAba kA patA calA to ciMtA...296 viSamatA meM samatA, vahI lakSya 287 phAyade-nukasAna kI sattA... 297 39

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udhArI ke dhaMdhe meM sukha kA... 287 vyApAra kI zobhA bhI naoNrmeliTI.. 300 kauna sI dRSTi se jagat dikhe... 289 samatA kA eDajasTamenTa... 303 'sunAra,' kaisI guNavAna dRSTi 290 lakSmI, sparza ke niyamAdhIna 305 yaha kaisI risarca, ki bhagavAna.. 292 jahA~ abhiprAya, vahIM upAdhi 306 avakAza, dharma ke lie hI... 292 sahI yA galata, usakA tharmAmITara..306 nukasAna batA denA, udhAra to... 293 'galata' baMda karake to dekho 307 donoM ko javAba alaga-alaga 293 phAyadA nahIM, lekina yaha to... 309 coriyA~ hone dIM, hisAba cukAe 295 hisAba se baTavArA, usameM... 310 daMDa kA bhAna ho, tabhI gunAha... 296 vyApAra, nyAya-nIti se honI... 311 20. niyama se anIti niyamapUrvaka anIti.... 313 21. kalA, jAna-bUjhakara Thage jAne kI ...vahA~ para jJAnI jAna-bUjhakara... 323 jAna-bUjhakara dhokhA.... 329 Thage gae, lekina kaSAya nahIM... 323 bhojana karake jAne do 330 kharIdadArI, lekina Thage jAkara 324 jAna-bUjhakara dhokhA khAnA 332 ...pariNAmasvarUpa vijJAna prakaTa...326 ...aura jAna-bUjhakara ThaganA... 333 ...lekina isameM hetu mokSa kA... 326 jagat meM, siddhAMta svataMtratA kA 333 ...pariNAmasvarUpa kauna sI... 329 22. vasUlI kI parezAnI aura jJAnI ne duniyA ko kaisA.. 334 lakSaNa kaise? mAnI ke! lobhIke!340 usakA hisAba kudarata cukAegI 335 jisane udhAra diyA, usI ne... 342 paisA vApasa lene meM viveka... 336 yadi vasUlI kareMge to dobArA...344 lobha bhI ArtadhyAna karavAe 338 ...taba bhI rupaye kI ciMtA 345 samajhadArI, dUsarA nukasAna nahIM...339 ...usameM apanI hI bhUla 345 23. rukAvaTa DAlane se DaleM aMtarAya upAdAna 'nizcaya' kA, AzIrvAda... 347 auroM ko rukAvaTa DAlane se 349 socane se Dale hue aMtarAya... 348 kitanI bar3I bhUla!... 351

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AptavANI zreNI - 7 [ 1 ] jAgRti, jaMjAlI jIvana meM... saMsAra ke sAra rUpa meM kyA pAyA? paravazatA nahIM lagatI ? aisA jIvana saba pasaMda hai? paravazatA lage taba kyA karate ho Apa, usa ghar3I? rAjA kA beTA ho aura jaMgala meM kho jAe, to phira bhIkha bhI mA~gegA ! ' are ! rAjA kA beTA hai, phira bhI bhIkha mA~ga rahA hai?' taba kahe, ' aura koI cArA hI nahIM na!' aisA hai yaha saMsAra ! yaha kaise pasaMda Ae? aisA saMsAra Apako kyoM pasaMda hai? aisI kucha bhAvanA hotI hai ki aba dehAdhyAsa kucha chUTe ? dehAdhyAsa chor3akara mokSa meM cale jAnA hai, aba isa saMsAra meM nahIM rahanA hai, aisI bhAvanA to hotI hai na? lekina phira manuSya vApasa bhUla jAtA hai ! mAra khAtA hai aura phira bhUla jAtA hai, vApasa mAra khAtA hai aura bhUla jAtA hai, yaha moha kahalAtA hai ! mAra khAI thI usa ghar3I taya to kiyA thA lekina phira se isa moha ne jakar3a liyA, isameM to cUsane ko kyA hai? yaha nirI gaMdagI hai, jUThana hai !

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AptavANI-7 isa saMsAra kA varNana yadi 'jJAnIpuruSa' se sune to use sunate hI pAgala ho jAe! yaha to aMdhere meM sabakucha calatA rahatA hai / phira bhI saMsAra kA doSa nahIM hai| saMsAra to becArA acchA hai, ApakI samajha hI ulTI hai| usameM yaha saMsAra kyA kare? Apa hI mAna baiThe ho ki 'maiM hI caMdUbhAI hU~, ' ' maiM hI brAhmaNa hU~' aisA saba ulTA mAna baiThe, usameM saMsAra kA kyA doSa? saMsAra meM to ye (jJAna prApta mahAtmA) sabhI rahate hI haiM na? aura maiM kyA saMsAra se bAhara nikala gayA hU~? hama bhI kahate haiM ki 'isa seTha kA maiM cAcA hU~' lekina jisa taraha Apa vaha kahate ho usa taraha se hama nahIM khte| hama vyavahAra se kahate haiM / yaha to vyavahAra se pahacAnane kA sAdhana hai / anya koI sAdhana nahIM hai| vAstava meM vaha cAcA haiM hI nhiiN| yAnI vAstava meM yadi cAcA hote na, to hameM koI cAcA banane hI nahIM detaa| yAnI vAstava meM cAcA hote hI nahIM, yaha to vyavahAra meM pahacAnane kA sAdhana hai ki ye mere cAcA haiM, ye mere mAmA haiM lekina vaha vAstavika rUpa se nahIM hai| Apako pasaMda AI ye sArI bAteM ? isa taraha mAyA kI mAra khA-khAkara dama nikala gayA / mAyA yAnI kauna? khuda ke svarUpa kI ajJAnatA, vahI mAyA / yadi yaha ajJAnatA calI jAe to saMsAra duHkhadAyI nahIM hai| saMsAra kaSTadAyI nahIM hai| saMsAra kisI bhI prakAra se bAdhaka ho sake, aisA nahIM I hai / maiM vyApAra bhI karatA hU~, mujha para selsaTaiksa kI, inkamaTaiksa kI talavAreM laTakatI haiM / koI kahegA ki, 'ye to sAdhu ho cuke haiM, aura hama to saMsArI haiM / ' to Apa aisI judAI mAnanA mt| maiM Apake jaisA hI huuN| phira bhI aise pada meM rahA jA sakatA hai, aisA Apa mujhe dekho to aisI himmata AegI ki ye saMsArI haiM to hamase bhI kyoM nahIM rahA jA sakatA? jabaki una saMnyAsiyoM ne saMsAra chor3a diyA ho to hamAre mana meM aisA lagatA hai ki, 'bhAI, inheM to inkamaTaiksa nahIM, selsaTaiksa nahIM, khAne-pIne kI koI muzkila nahIM, ve to kara sakate haiN| inake jaisA hamase nahIM

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jAgRti, jaMjAlI jIvana meM... (1) ho paaegaa|' aisA hameM eka pharka lagatA hai, lekina yahA~ para aisA pharka nahIM rhtaa| yaha to maiM rUbarU hI hU~ na? saMsAra meM kitane prakAra kI cubhana? eka hI prakAra kI cubhana kATatI hai| sabhI cubhana ekasAtha ekadama se nahIM kaatttiiN| sabhI bArI-bArI se kATatI haiN| eka kATa cuke taba phira dUsarI Akara kATatI hai, phira tIsarI Akara kATatI hai| cubhana niraMtara kATatI hI rahatI hai| sabhI ulajhe hue hoM to kyA ho sakatA hai? kATeMge to sahI na? ulajhAe~ge bhI sahI na? jaMjAloM meM jakar3e hue jIvana! __ yaha saMsAra jaMjAla chor3ane se chUTa pAe, aisA nahIM hai, yaha jJAna se chUTe, aisA hai| kitane samaya se jaMjAla se chUTane kI icchA ho rahI hai? javAnI meM to chUTane kI icchA hotI nahIM, javAnI meM to jaMjAla bar3hAne kI icchA hotI hai na? praznakartA : vaha to bur3hApe meM bhI chUTane kI icchA nahIM hotI, lekina aba ApakI tarapha se kucha prayatna hoMge to chUTa paaeNge| dAdAzrI : hA~, ThIka hai| bur3hApe meM bhI jaMjAla meM se chUTane kI icchA nahIM hotI, aisA hai| praznakartA : isameM se chUTane kA koI rAstA? dAdAzrI : isa jaMjAla meM se chUTane kA rAstA yahI hai ki 'hama kauna hai?,' vaha jJAna prApta ho jAe 'jJAnIpuruSa' se, to chUTa jAe~ge aisA hai| jaMjAla kisI ko bhI pasaMda nahIM hai| Apako pasaMda hai kyA yaha jaMjAla? praznakartA : nhiiN| dAdAzrI : bilkula nahIM? koI phUlamAlA pahanAe to? praznakartA : vaha jokhima lagatA hai|

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AptavANI-7 dAdAzrI : lekina pasaMda to hai na? jokhima to aisA hai na ki yaha saba jokhima hI hai| lekina pasaMda hai na? mIThA lagatA hai na? vAstava meM sabhI jaMjAleM pasaMda nahIM haiM, lekina yahA~ para rahane jitanA use thor3A-bahuta pasaMdIdA cAhie ki yahA~ para bailUM yA vahA~ para baiThU? yAnI jahA~ para pasaMda Ae vahA~ para baiThatA hai, usa jaisA hai! isa jaMjAla meM se kabhI chUTane kI icchA hotI hai kyA? jaMjAla pasaMda hI nahIM hai na? yaha to jaMjAla meM ghuse hue haiM! jaba taka nahIM chUTa pAe~, taba taka yaha saba khAnA-pInA, jaisA saba loga karate haiM vaisA karate rahanA hai| lekina yadi chUTane ko mila jAe, 'jJAnIpuruSa' mila jAe~ to chUTa jaaegaa| isa jaMjAla meM se chUTa jAe to paramAnaMda! mukti! manuSyoM ko ye krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha eka kSaNabhara bhI caina se nahIM baiThane dete| niraMtara chaTapaTAhaTa, chaTapaTAhaTa, chaTapaTAhaTa! aisA Apane dekhA hai? yaha machalI tar3aphar3AtI hai na? jaise pAnI se bAhara nikAlane para machalI tar3aphar3AtI hai, vaise hI ye manuSya binA bAhara nikAle hI tar3aphate haiN| ghara meM hoM taba bhI tar3aphAr3atI, oNphisa meM jAe taba bhI tar3aphAr3atI, pUre dina tar3aphar3AhaTa! aba yaha tar3aphar3AhaTa miTa jAe to kitanA AnaMda rahe? dekho, hameM tar3aphar3AhaTa miTa gaI hai to kaisI-kaisI bAteM nikalatI haiM na? pUre jagat ko tar3aphar3AhaTa, tar3aphar3AhaTa aura tar3aphar3AhaTa hI rahanevAlI hai| inheM to, yadi acchA bhojana ho, phira bhI khAte samaya bhItara tar3aphar3AhaTa baMda nahIM hotii| bolo, kisa taraha jI pAte haiM yaha bhI Azcarya hai na? jIvana jInA sIkho bar3e phleTavAle ke vahA~ para bAtharUma aura saMDAsa rUma jitane bar3e hote haiM aura bhagavAna kA jharokhA to itanA sA hI hotA hai| maMdira jitane bar3e to saMDAsa banAe! saMDAsa meM kisake darzana karane haiM? yaha to apane ko bhI zarama Ae! eka seTha ne mujhe kahA ki dekho bhagavAna ke lie yaha jharokhA hai| phira bAtharUma dikhAyA

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jAgRti, jaMjAlI jIvana meM... (1) aura tIna bar3e saMDAsa dikhAe ! mujhe phleTa dikhAne le gae the ki 'AIe, mere ghara para AIe / cAya pIkara jaaie|' to hama vahA~ gae the| jaise smazAna rUma meM baiThe hoM na, vaisA laga rahA thA, kucha ThaMDaka hI nahIM lage ! 'mere lie hitakArI kyA hai' itanA to socanA cAhie na? ki vivAha kiyA usa dina kA AnaMda yAda kareM to hitakArI hai| yA vaidhavya AyA usa dina kA zoka yAda kareM to hitakArI hai ? vivAha kiyA usa dina kA AnaMda yAda kareM to vaha apane lie hitakArI hai| vaidhavya ke zoka kA kyA karanA hai? do jana vivAha karane baiThate haiM tabhI se donoM meM se eka ko to vaidhavya bhoganA hI hai| yaha vivAha karane kA saudA hI aisA kiyA hai aura usameM phira kyA kalaha? jahA~ para saudA hI aisA ho, vahA~ para kalaha hotI hogI? donoM meM se eka vaidhavya nahIM bhogegA? jo sugaMdha phailAe, vAstava meM vahI jIvana iz2z2atadAra to kise kahate haiM ki jisakI sugaMdha aae| ye to Dha~kate phirate haiN| yoM to kAlA bAz2ArI karate haiM aura phira Dha~kate rahate haiN| jhUTha bolate haiM, luccAI karate haiM, harAmakhorI karate haiM, phira bhI Dha~kate rahate haiM / ye milAvaTa nahIM karate abhI? aura phira hama kaheM ki milAvaTa karanI cAhie yA nahIM?' to kaheMge ki, 'nahIM karanI cAhie / ' are, tU milAvaTa karake AyA hai aura phira kahatA hai ki nahIM karanI cAhie? yaha kisa prakAra kA jJAna hai ? lekina isameM usakA doSa nahIM hai, usake sAinTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDensa badale haiN| usameM usake sAmane cUr3iyA~ rakheM to vaha kyA karegA? jaise na jAne kitanI iz2z2ata calI gaI! aura ghara para patnI jhir3akatI rahatI hai| ghara para patnI jhir3akatI hai yA nahIM jhir3akatI ? jamAnA kyA aisA nahIM hai? jAnate ho, kaise jhir3akatI hai ? 'Aja khAnA nahIM dU~gI,' aisA bhI kahatI hai| vaha phira bAhara kisI se kaha

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AptavANI-7 nahIM detaa| hama kaheM ki, 'kaisI haiM, ApakI patnI?' to vaha bhAI kahegA ki, 'yaha patnI to, kitane hI puNya kie hoMge isalie mujhe milI hai' phira aisA bolatA hai ! kyoM aisA bolatA hogA? AbarU Dha~katA hai| vaha samajhatA hai ' ki koI jAna jAegA to merI AbarU calI jaaegii|' are, AbarU hai hI kahA~ ? kisakI AbarU hai ? AbarUdAra to koI dikhatA hI nahIM bAhara ! ise jIvana kaise kaheMge? jIvana kitanA suzobhita honA cAhie ! eka - eka vyakti kI sugaMdha AnI caahie| AsapAsa kIrti phailI huI ho ki kahanA par3e, 'ye seTha rahate haiM na, ve kitane suMdara, unakI bAteM kitanI acchI, unakA vyavahAra kitanA suMdara !' aisI kIrti saba ora dikhatI hai? aisI sugaMdha AtI hai logoM kI? praznakartA : kabhI-kabhAra kisI-kisI kI sugaMdha AtI hai| dAdAzrI : kisI-kisI iMsAna kI, lekina vaha bhI kitanI ? taba phira unake ghara para pUcho na, to durgaMdha mAra rahA hotA hai / bAhara sugaMdha AtI hai lekina usake ghara para pUcho taba kaheMge ki, 'usakA nAma hI mata lo| usakI to bAta hI mata krnaa|' ataH yaha sugaMdha nahIM khlaaegii| 6 hindustAna ke manuSya aise to kaise ho sakate haiM? Apako kaisA lagatA hai hindustAna kA DevelapamenTa ? sabhI DevelapamenTa meM sabase TopamosTa DevelapamenTa apane bhArata deza kA hai| yAnI ki hama loga adhyAtma meM saMpUrNa Develapa haiM lekina bhautika meM anDaraDevelapDa haiN| bhautika meM apanA saMpUrNa DevelapamenTa nahIM hai, lekina adhyAtmika meM to hama pUre DevelapDa haiN| to apanI sugaMdhI to honI cAhie yA nahIM honI cAhie? bacce ko Apa Tokate raho to baccA virodha karegA yA nahIM? manuSya to kaisA honA cAhie? sugaMdhIvAlA honA cAhie / lAipha sugaMdhIvAlI honI cAhie / sugaMdhI hogI to zobhA degA na? apane meM sugaMdhI Ae to jagat pUrA badalegA / lekina yaha to khuda meM

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jAgRti, jaMjAlI jIvana meM... (1) hI barakata nahIM hai aura logoM ko badalane nikale haiM ye loga! yaha to eka prakAra kA vyApAra lekara baiThe haiN| phira bhI, zarAba pIe, mAMsAhAra kare aura ulTe rAste para calA jAe usase to yaha acchA hai! apane hindustAna ke eka-eka manuSya meM kitanI adhika zakti hai? z2abaradasta zaktiyA~ haiM, bhItara anaMta zakti hai! lekina agara 'jJAnIpuruSa' se bheMTa ho jAe to ve zakti ko vyakta kara deNge| arthAt zakti to usameM bharI huI haiM sArI, lekina aprakaTa rahatI hai aura aise karate-karate bUr3he ho jAte haiM aura aMtima sTezana taka pahu~ca jAte haiN| aisA manuSya janma bhI dekho binA kAma ke bekAra calA jAtA hai! bahuta buddhizAlI ko bhI eka dina buddhU honA pdd'egaa| yAnI buddhi kI bhI naoNrmeliTI hI acchii| nakaloM meM jAne kyA hI mAna baiThe! nayA penTa pahanakara darpaNa meM dekhatA rahatA hai| 'are, darpaNa meM kyA dekha rahA hai?' yaha kisakI nakala kara rahA hai, vaha to dekho! adhyAtmavAle kI nakala kI yA bhautikavAle kI nakala kI? yadi bhautikavAle kI nakala karanI ho to ve aphrIkAvAle haiM, unakI kyoM nahIM karate? lekina ye to sAhaba jaise lagane ke lie nakaleM kI, lekina tujhameM barakata to hai nahIM! kisalie 'sAhaba' banane ko phiratA hai? lekina sAhaba banane ke lie aise yoM darpaNa meM dekhatA hai, bAla jamAtA rahatA hai| aura khuda mAnatA hai ki aba oNlarAiTa ho gayA huuN| phira patalUna pahanakara aise pIche hatheliyA~ mAratA rahatA hai| are, kisalie binA kAma ke mAratA rahatA hai? koI bApa bhI dekhanevAlA nahIM hai| sabhI apane-apane kAma meM par3e hue haiN| apanI-apanI ciMtA meM par3e hue haiN| tujhe dekhane ke lie kauna phAlatU hai? sabhI apanI-apanI jhaMjhaTa meM par3e hue haiN| lekina khuda apane Apako na jAne kyA hI mAna baiThA hai! mana meM mAnatA hai ki yaha tIna sau rupaye mITara kA kapar3A hai, isalie loga

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AptavANI-7 merI qImata kreNge| lekina ise dekhane ke lie bhI koI phAlatU nahIM hai na! lekina phira bhI mana meM phUlA nahIM samAtA, aura thoDA bhI ghara se bAhara jAnA ho na, to penTa badalatA rahatA hai| 'eya, dUsarI penTa lAo!' phira kahegA, 'yaha nahIM, TerelIna kI penTa laao|' ye loga kyA aise-vaise haiM?! are, kyA mAna liyA hai tUne yaha? tujhe dekhane ke lie koI bApa bhI phAlatU nhiiN| tujhameM dekhane jaisA hai hI kyA? lekina phira bhI acchI penTa pahanakara mana meM na jAne kyA mAnatA rahatA hai! aisA hai yaha jagat! isa kAla kI bAteM to haiM na, maiMne aisA eka bhI iMsAna nahIM dekhA ki jisakI bAta karekTa ho| Adhe pAgala jaise, hAphamenTala loga haiN| isIlie pahale eka bAra to, inakI bAtoM ko utarane hI mata denA, pahale jA~ca krnaa| varnA to yadi utarane doge na, to Apako iphekTa hogA, yAnI ki ye Adhe pAgala jaisoM kA kAla hai| abhI to apane ko kahane Ate haiM ki 'ApakA goDAuna jala rahA hai|' taba pUchanA cAhie ki, 'hamArA goDAuna jala rahA hai?' taba kahegA ki, 'maiM abhI dekhakara hI A rahA hU~ na!' phira ArAma se pAnI-vAnI pIkara hameM jAnA caahie| patA lagAe~ ki hakIkata meM hai kyA? aba vaha kahatA hai ki ApakA hI jala rahA hai| phira bhI hama kaheM ki 'nahIM, z2arA patA to lagAe~!' taba vahA~ jAkara dekhe to nagInabhAI kA jala rahA hotA hai, yAnI isa jagat kA kucha ThikAnA nahIM hai! kisI bhI bAta ke lie koI ThikAnevAlA AdamI maiMne dekhA hI nhiiN| aisA vicitra hai yaha kaal| manuSya becAre bidake hue ghor3oM jaise haiN| ghabarAhaTa baiTha gaI hai ki kyA hogA, kyA hogA?' terA koI bApa bhI UparI (baoNsa, variSTha mAlika) nahIM hai, vahA~ kyA ho jAegA phira? itanI himmata denevAlA koI mile, to bhI himmata A jAegI na? maiMne to kyA kahA hai ki terA UparI koI nahIM hai| tujhameM daqhala karanevAlA bhI koI nahIM hai, aura yaha paramAnenTa

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jAgRti, jaMjAlI jIvana meM... (1) bAta DisAiDeDapUrvaka kaha rahA huuN| koI bApa bhI UparI nahIM hai, Apa hI ho| UparI, Apake blaMDarsa aura misTeksa do hI haiN| blaMDarsa to, jaba 'jJAnIpuruSa' tor3a deMge to ttuutteNge| usake bAda bhUleM nikala jaaeNgii| nahIM to blaMDarsa nikala sakeM aise nahIM haiN| khuda pha~sA huA hai, vaha khuda se nikala pAe, aisA nahIM hai| samajha hitAhita kI... bhagavAna kyA kahate haiM ki merI bAta ko samajho, jise samajhane se ApakA hita hogaa| jise hitAhita kA bhAna nahIM ho, use manuSya kaheMge hI nahIM na! jo vyApArI naphA-nukasAna ko nahIM samajhatA, use vyApArI kaise kaheMge? yahA~ dukAna lagAkara baiThA hai lekina naphenukasAna ke vyApAra ko nahIM samajhe to kyA hogA? divAliyA nikAlanA par3egA! usI taraha yaha hitAhita kA bhAna arthAt jisase isa loka kA hita aura paraloka kA hita, donoM saMbhala jAe~ vaha hitAhita kA bhAna kahalAtA hai| sirpha paraloka ke hita ko saMbhAle to eka bhI nahIM saMbhala paaegaa| yaha to, pahale isa loka ke hita kI AvazyakatA hai, phira usameM paraloka kA hita samAyA huA hI hotA hai| jo isa loka meM hita karatA hai, usakA paraloka kA hita usameM samAyA huA hI hotA hai| jo khuda kA ahita hI kara rahA ho, vaha dUsaroM kA kyA hita karegA? jo khuda kA hita kareM, ve loga dUsare kA, para kA hita kara sakate haiN| ye loga to, jaise mu~ha para araMDI kA tela cupar3A ho na, aise dikhate haiN| usakA kyA kAraNa hai? 'araMDI kA tela cupar3A hai?' taba kaheMge, 'nahIM, araMDI kA tela bahuta maha~gA ho gayA hai, vaha kahA~ se cupar3eMge?' yaha to bhItara pUre dina ajapA (becainI, azAMti, ghabarAhaTa) rahA karatA hai ki aisA karU~ yA vaisA karU~? aisA karU~ yA vaisA karU~? aisA bhItara calatA rahatA hai! usase phira araMDI kA tela cupar3e bagaira mu~ha para tela dikhatA hai! are, saMDAsa jAne kI to tAqata hai nahIM! isa varlDa meM koI aisA

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10 AptavANI-7 janmA nahIM hai ki jisakI khuda kI saMDAsa jAne kI svataMtra zakti ho| are, tU kyA kara rahA hai yaha? kyoM bekAra socatA rahatA hai? socane kI koI hada hotI hogI yA nahIM hogI? davAI pIne kI hada hotI hai yA nahIM hotI? Apa se kahA ho ki isa davAI se roga miTa jAegA, lekina aisI sAta-eka davAI kI zIziyA~ pInI pdd'eNgii| to yadi Apa sabhI Doz2a eka hI dina meM pI jAo to? Doz2a to hisAba se hI lenI cAhie yA eka hI dina meM le lenI cAhie? kucha rAta ko bAraha baje taka or3hakara yojanAe~ gar3hate rahate haiN| are, kisalie yojanAe~ kara rahA hai? yaha saba tU terA khuda kA hita bigAr3a rahA hai! ina gar3hI jA cukI yojanAoM ko kisalie bigAr3a rahe ho? jo gar3hI jA cukI haiM, eksepTa ho cukI haiM, maMjUra ho cukI haiM, usameM Apa kyA karoge aba? bekAra hI kyoM aisA karate ho? khuda apanA hita bigAr3a rahe ho! ye to sabhI gar3hI jA cukI yojanAe~ haiM, inameM Apa kyoM nayA gar3ha rahe ho? yaha to Apa agale janma kA gar3ha rahe ho! kisI ke sira para ghane bAla (mAtherAna) hote haiM aura kisI ke sira para vIrAna yAnI gaMjApana A jAtA hai| mAtherAna arthAt jisake bAla mere jaise ghane hoM, vaha mAtherAnavAlA gaMjApana DhU~DhatA hai ki mujhe aisA gaMjApana kyoM nahIM AtA aura gaMjA AdamI bAla bar3hAne kI davAI sira para lagAtA hai, aisA hai yaha jagat! yAnI apane lie to jo huA vahI sahI! gaMjApana AyA to gaMjApana sahI aura rAna rahA to rAna shii| kisI kA dekhakara hameM kyA karanA hai? pahale eka-do loga mujhase kahate the ki, 'mere sira para gaMja kyoM nahIM par3atI?' maiMne kahA, 'tujhe gaMja kA kyA kAma hai?' taba kahatA hai, maiMne aisI kahAvata sunI hai ki 'zAyada hI koI nirdhana gNjaa|' jo gaMjA hai, vaha zAyada hI nirdhana hogaa| yAnI ki ye dhanavAna hone ke lie gaMjApana lAte haiM! aura gaMje loga bAla ugAne ke lie davAI lagAte rahate haiM! aisA yaha ghanacakkara hai jgt| khuda ke hitAhita kA bhAna nahIM hai| khuda ke hitAhita kA bilkula bhI bhAna nahIM

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jAgRti, jaMjAlI jIvana meM... (1) hai| sAMsArika hitAhita kA bhAna bhI kho diyA hai| sAMsArika hita kisameM hai vaha bhI patA nahIM, to phira usa mokSa ke hitAhita kA bhAna to kaise ho sakatA hai? abhI to, sAMsArika hita kA bhAna kise kaheMge? jisameM naitikatA kI kakSA ho, prAmANikatA kI kakSA ho, jisakA lobha naoNrmala ho, jisameM kapaTa nahIM ho, mAna bhI naoNrmala ho, use sAMsArika hita kA bhAna kheNge| varnA jo enaoNrmala loga haiM, unheM kahIM hita kA bhAna rahatA hogA? jo lobhAMdha ho cukA ho, vaha na jAne kisake sAtha sira TakarA de, vaha kaise kahA jA sakatA hai? jise sAMsArika hita kA bhAna ho, vaha manuSya kahalAtA hai| varnA inakA to yadi phoTo khIMceM to loga kaheMge z2arUra ki manuSya kA phoTo hai, lekina bhItara manuSya ke guNa nahIM haiN| hameM isa manuSyajanma meM kyA kAma karanA hai? taba kaheM ki mokSa hetu ke lie paryApta ho utanA, utanA hI kAma pUrA karanA hai| mokSa ke hetu ke lie jo sAdhana mila jAe~, una sAdhanoM kI ArAdhanA ke lie hI yaha manuSya deha hai| apane hindustAna ke lie itanA hI hai| bAkI dUsare loga to jo karate haiM, vahI karekTa hai| usameM unakI koI bhUla hai hI nhiiN| logoM ko to khuda ke saMpUrNa hita kI khabara hI nahIM hai| inheM to zArIrika hita kI khabara hai, bhautika hita kI khabara hai| lekina adhyAtmika hita kI unheM khabara nahIM hai isalie bhautika kA hI kArya karate haiM! A~kheM micI huI thIM tabhI taka sIdhA thaa| jAgate hI vApasa zora-zarAbA aura kalaha macA detA hai! ki 'saba Ter3hA hai, aisA hai, vaisA hai, yaha cAya ketalI meM kyoM nahIM lAe?' are chor3a na yaha saba, cAya pI na zAMti se! phira bhI kahegA, 'cAya phIkI kyoM hai?' vaha ketalI sira para mAre to phira kyA hogA? jAgA aura A~kheM khulI ki kalaha karake rakha detA hai| aisA mAla hai yA nahIM?

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AptavANI-7 jAgA tabhI se yahI kA yahI, 'cAya ketalI meM kyoM nahIM lAe?' cAya kaDaka nahIM banI! are, sIdhA rahakara pI le na cupacApa, kaDaka aura acchI kahe binA! lekina kitanI taraha kI kamiyA~ nikAlatA rahatA hai| taba phira patnI cir3ha hI jAegI na ki inheM Adata hI burI par3I huI hai, lekina mana meM samajha jAtI hai, bola nahIM paatii| mana meM kahegI ki, 'yaha mUlataH Ter3hA hI hai| zAdI karane AyA tabhI se Ter3hA hai|' aisA saba samajhatI hai| lekina mu~ha para kisa taraha bole? lekina phira vaha sImA meM na rahe to bahU lAja meM nahIM rhtii| isIlie eka dina patnI sAmane bolatI hai| subaha uThate hI kalaha karatI hai na? asala khAne-pIne kI cIjeM haiN| kisI kAla meM nahIM thIM aisI cIjeM mila rahI haiM, taba ina logoM ko bhoganA nahIM aataa| sArI samajha hI TUTa gaI hai| 'jIvana kisa taraha jIe~?' usakA kisI prakAra kA bhAna hI nahIM hai| nahIM rahA lekina phira na samajhatI hai|

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[2] lakSmI kI ciMtanA lakSmI kI daur3a meM, hama to nahIM haiM na? duniyA kA kAnUna aisA hai ki hindustAna meM jo bagaira barakata ke manuSya janma lete haiM unake vahA~ lakSmI bar3hatI jAtI hai aura jo barakatavAlA ho usake pAsa rupaye nahIM Ane detii| yAnI yaha to bagaira barakatavAle logoM ke yahA~ lakSmI ikaTThI huI hai aura Tebala para bhojana milatA hai| kaise khAnA-pInA cAhie, sirpha vahI nahIM aataa| praznakartA : jise prApta ho cukA hai, vaha adhika pAne ke lie aura jise prApta nahIM huA hai, vaha prApta karane ke lie vyagra kyoM rahate haiM? dAdAzrI : kyA prApta karane kI bAta hai isameM? praznakartA : yaha Arthika bAta hai / bhautika bAta hai / jinheM bhautika kI prApti ho cukI hai, unheM adhika prApta karane kI vyagratA rahatI hai aura jinheM prApti nahIM huI hai, ve prApta karane ke lie vyagra rahate haiM, vaha kisalie? dAdAzrI : logoM ko resakorsa meM utaranA hai| resakorsa meM jo ghor3e daur3ate haiM, unameM se kauna-se ghor3e ko inAma milatA hai? praznakartA : pahale ghor3e ko / dAdAzrI : to Apake zahara meM kauna sA ghor3A pahale naMbara

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AptavANI-7 para hai? resakorsa meM jo prathama AyA, usameM kisakA nAma hai? yAnI ki sabhI dhor3e daur3ate rahate haiM aura hA~pha-hA~phakara mara gae lekina pahalA naMbara kisI kA bhI nahIM lgtaa| aura isa duniyA meM bhI kisI kA pahalA naMbara nahIM lgaa| ye to binA bAta kI daur3a meM par3e hue haiM! ve hA~pha-hA~phakara mara jAe~ge! aura inAma to eka ko hI milegA! isalie isa daur3a meM par3ane jaisA nahIM hai| hameM hamArI ora se zAMtipUrvaka kAma karate jAnA hai| apane sabhI farje pUre karane haiM, lekina isa resakorsa meM par3ane jaisA nahIM hai| Apako isa resakorsa meM utaranA hai? praznakartA : jIvana meM Ae haiM to resakorsa meM utaranA hI par3egA na? dAdAzrI : to daur3o, kauna manA karatA hai? jitanA daur3A jA sake utanA daur3o! lekina hama Apa se kaha dete haiM ki farz2a sahI taraha se pUre karanA aura zAMtipUrvaka pUre krnaa| rAta ko gyAraha baje hama saba jagaha patA lagAne jAe~ ki loga so gae haiM yA nahIM so gae? taba agara patA cale ki loga so gae haiM to Apa bhI or3hakara so jAnA aura daur3anA baMda kara denaa| loga so gae hoM aura hama akele-akele binA kAma ke bhAga-daur3a karate raheM, vaha kaisA? yaha kyA hai? lobha nAma kA jo guNa hai, vaha satAtA hai| ...to, AtmA kI bhajanA kaba? Apako rAta-dina lakSmI ke svapna Ate haiM? praznakartA : svapna nahIM AtA lekina usa svapna kI icchA z2arUra rakhatA huuN| dAdAzrI : to koI takalIpha meM ho aura Apake pAsa sau rupaye mA~gane Ae, taba ApakI kyA dazA hogI? hAya bApa, kama ho jAe~ge to? aisA ho jAtA hai? kama karane ke lie hI to ye rupaye haiN| ye kahIM sAtha meM nahIM le jAne haiN| yadi sAtha meM

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lakSmI kI ciMtanA (2) 15 le jAne hote na, to baniye to bahuta aqlavAle loga! lekina apanI jAti meM pUchakara dekho, koI le gayA hai? mujhe lagatA hai ki aMTI meM DAlakara le jAte hoMge? yadi ye paise sAtha meM le jAe jA sakate to hama usakA dhyAna bhI kreN| lekina ve sAtha meM nahIM le jAne haiM na? praznakartA : to phira manuSya mAtra kI paise ikaTThA karane kI prabala vRtti kyoM rahatI hogI? dAdAzrI : vaha to logoM kA dekhakara karate rahate haiN| 'yaha aisA karatA hai aura maiM raha gayA' aisA use hotA rahatA hai| dUsarA, usake mana meM aisA rahatA hai ki paisA hogA to sabakucha lAyA jA sakegA, paisoM se sabakucha milatA hai| lekina dUsarA niyama vaha nahIM jAnatA ki paise kisa AdhAra para Ate haiM! jaise zarIra kI taMdurastI ho taba nIMda AtI hai, usI taraha jaba mana kI aisI taMdurastI ho to lakSmI jI AtI haiN| praznakartA : phira bhI abhI to mokSa kisI ko bhI nahIM cAhie, sirpha paisA caahie| dAdAzrI : isIlie to bhagavAna ne kahA hai na, ki ye prANiyoM kI mauta mara rahe haiN| kutte, gadhe, jisa taraha prANI marate haiM na, vaise ye loga mara jAte haiM, bemauta marate haiN| hAya paisA! hAya paisA! karate-karate marate haiM! paise kA to yAda AnA bhI bahuta bar3A jokhima hai, taba phira paise kI bhajanA karane meM kitanA adhika jokhima hogA? maiM kyA kahanA cAhatA hU~, vaha Apako samajha meM AtA hai? praznakartA : vaha samajha meM AyA, lekina usameM jokhima kyA hai vaha samajha meM nahIM aayaa| usameM to turaMta hI, tAtkAlika lAbha hotA hai na! paisA ho to sabhI cIjeM milatI haiN| ThATha-bATa, moTarabaMgalA sabakucha prApta hotA hai na? dAdAzrI : lekina kyA koI paise kI upAsanA karatA hogA?

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16 AptavANI 6 praznakartA : vahI karate haiM na? dAdAzrI : to phira mahAvIra kI upAsanA baMda ho gaI aura yaha upAsanA zurU ho gaI, aisA na ? manuSya eka hI jagaha para upAsanA kara sakatA hai, yA to paisoM kI upAsanA kara sakatA hai yA phira AtmA kii| do jagaha para eka vyakti kA upayoga nahIM raha sktaa| do jagaha para upayoga kaise rahegA? eka hI jagaha para upayoga rahatA hai, to aba kyA ho? lekina itanA acchA hai ki abhI manuSya ko paisA sAtha meM le jAne kI chUTa dI hai| vaha acchA hai na? praznakartA : paise kahA~ sAtha meM le jAte haiM? saba yahIM para rakhakara to jAte haiM, kucha bhI sAtha meM nahIM aataa| dAdAzrI : aisA ! lekina sAtha meM le jAte haiM na? nahIM, Apa vaha kalA nahIM jAnate ( !) vaha kalA to una blaDaprezaravAle ko pUchakara dekhanA ki isakI kalA kaisI hai? vaha Apa nahIM jaante| eka seTha mile the, yoM to vaise lakhapati the| mujhase paMdraha sAla bar3e, lekina mere sAtha baiThate - uThate the| usa seTha se eka dina maiMne kahA ki, 'seTha, ye bacce, saba koTa- penTa pahanakara ghUmate haiM aura Apa yaha itanI sI dhotI aura donoM ghuTaneM khule dikheM, aisA kyoM pahanate ho?' ve seTha jinAlaya meM darzana karane jAte the na, to aise khule badana dikhate the| itanI sI dhotI, jaise laMgoTI lapeTakara jA rahe hoM, aisA lagatA thA / itanA sA baniyAna aura sapheda TopI, aura daur3adhAma karate hue darzana karane jAte the| maiMne kahA ki, 'mujhe lagatA hai ki yaha saba sAtha meM le jAoge / ' taba mujhe kahane lage ki, 'nahIM le jA sakate aMbAlAlabhAI ! sAtha meM nahIM le jA skte|' maiMne kahA ki, 'Apa to aqlavAle, hama paTeloM ko to samajha nahIM hai lekina Apa to aqlavAlI kauma / kucha DhU~Dha nikAlA hogA!' to kahane lage ki, 'nahIM, kisI se bhI nahIM le jAyA jA sakatA / ' bAda meM unake beTe se pUchA ki, 'pitA jI to aisA kaha rahe the / '

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lakSmI kI ciMtanA (2) re|' mere pAsatA jI to tIna lAhI le jAyA taba vaha kahane lagA ki, 'vaha to acchA hai ki sAtha meM nahIM le jAyA jA sktaa| yadi sAtha meM le jAyA jA sakatA na, to mere pitA jI to tIna lAkha kA karja hamAre sira para rakhakara jAe~ aise haiN| mere pitA jI to bahuta pakke haiN| isalie nahIM le jAyA jA sakatA vahI acchA hai| varnA pitA jI to tIna lAkha kA karja khakara hameM bhaTakA maare|' mere pAsa to pahanane ko koTa-penTa bhI nahIM bace! sAtha meM le jAnA hotA na to hameM khAlI kara dete, aise pakke haiM!' praznakartA : karja karake bhI le jaate| dAdAzrI : paisA karja karake bhI khuda sAtha meM le jAte lekina yaha dekho vaha kahatA hai na ki, 'nahIM le jA sakate vahI acchA hai, varnA mere pitA jI to tIna lAkha kA karja chor3akara jAe~ aise haiM!' saMtoSa lakSmI se rahatA hai yA jJAna se? praznakartA : ye loga paisoM ke pIche par3e haiM, to saMtoSa kyoM nahIM rakhate? dAdAzrI : apane ko koI kahe ki saMtoSa rkhnaa| taba hama kaheM ki 'bhAI, Apa kyoM nahIM rakhate aura mujhe kaha rahe ho?' vastusthiti meM saMtoSa rakhane se rahe, aisA nahIM hai| usameM bhI kisI ke kahane se rahe, aisA nahIM hai| saMtoSa to, jitanA jJAna ho, usa anupAta meM apane Apa svAbhAvika rUpa se saMtoSa rahatA hI hai| saMtoSa karane jaisI cIz2a nahIM hai| vaha to pariNAma hai| jaisI Apane parIkSA dI hogI, vaisA pariNAma aaegaa| usI taraha jitanA jJAna hogA, pariNAma svarUpa utanA hI saMtoSa rhegaa| saMtoSa rahe usake lie to loga itanI sArI mehanata karate haiN| dekho na, saMDAsa meM bhI do kAma karate haiN| dAr3hI aura donoM karate haiM! itanA adhika lobha hotA hai! yaha to saba inDiyana paz2ala hai! isalie isa paz2ala ko

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AptavANI-7 koI solva nahIM kara sakatA hai ki aisA kyoM hotA hogA? isIlie inDiyana paz2ala kahA hai na! jisakI mAtrA nakkI, usakI ciMtanA kaisI? paise to jitane Ane hoMge utane hI aaeNge| dharma meM par3egA to bhI utane hI Ae~ge aura adharma meM par3egA to bhI utane hI aaeNge| lekina adharma meM par3egA to durupayoga hogA aura du:khI hogaa| aura dharma meM sadupayoga hogA to sukhI hogA aura mokSa meM jA pAegA, vaha alg| varnA paise to utane hI AnevAle haiN| paisoM ke lie vicAra karanA, vaha eka burI Adata hai| vaha burI Adata kaisI hai? eka manuSya ko bahuta bukhAra car3ha jAe aura hama use bhApa dekara buqhAra utaareN| bhApa dI to use pasInA bahuta A jAtA hai, aise phira ve roz2a bhApa de-dekara pasInA nikAlate rahe to, usakI sthiti kyA hogI? vaha aisA samajhegA ki isI taraha eka dina mujhe bahuta phAyadA huA thA, merA zarIra halkA ho gayA thA, to aba yaha roz2a kI Adata rakhanI hai| roz2a bhApa le aura pasInA nikAlatA rahe to kyA hogA? praznakartA : zarIra meM se sabhI pAnI nikala jaaegaa| dAdAzrI : phira lakar3I jaisA ho jAegA, jaise isa pyAz2a ko sukhAte haiM na? vaisA hI hai ye, lakSmI kI ciMtanA karanA. vaha usake jaisA hai| jaise yaha pasInA sahI mAtrA meM hI nikalatA hai, usI taraha lakSmI sahI mAtrA meM AtI hI rahatI hai| Apako apanA kAma karate jAnA hai| kAma meM gAfila mata rhnaa| lakSmI to AtI hI rhegii| lakSmI ke vicAra mata karanA ki 'itanI Ao aura utanI Ao,' yA 'phira Ae to acchA,' aisA kucha bhI nahIM socanA hai| isase to lakSmI jI ko bahuta gussA AtA hai| mujhe lakSmI jI roz2a milatI haiM, taba maiM unase pUchatA hU~ ki, 'Apa kyoM nArAz2a haiM?' taba lakSmI jI kahatI haiM ki, "ye loga aba aise ho gae

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lakSmI kI ciMtanA (2) haiM ki, 'Apako mere yahA~ se jAnA nahIM hai' aisA kahate haiN|" taba lakSmI jI kyA unake pIhara nahIM jAe~? lakSmI jI ko kyA ghara meM rokakara rakhanA cAhie? / lakSmI bar3hI, to kaSAya ghaTe? isa kaliyuga meM paisoM kA lobha karake khuda kA janma bigAr3atA hai, aura phira manuSyapana meM ArtadhyAna, raudradhyAna hote rahate haiM, to manuSyapana calA jAtA hai| bar3e-bar3e rAjya bhoga-bhogakara Ae haiN| ye kahIM bilkula bhikhArI nahIM the, lekina abhI mana bhikhArI jaisA ho gayA hai| to yaha cAhie aura vaha cAhie hotA rahatA hai| nahIM to jisakA mana tRpta ho, use kucha bhI nahIM deM, phira bhI vaha rAjasI (bar3A dilavAlA) hotA hai| paisA aisI cIz2a hai ki manuSya ko lobha kI tarapha dRSTi karavAtA hai| lakSmI to baira ko bar3hAnevAlI cIz2a hai| usase jitanA dUra rahA jA sake utanA uttama aura yadi kharca ho, to acche kAma meM kharca ho jAe to acchI bAta hai| praznakartA : abhI to paisA sastA ho gayA hai| dAdAzrI : paisA sastA huA hai| paisA sastA to manuSya sastA ho jAtA hai| paisA maha~gA ho jAe, taba manuSya maha~gA ho jAtA hai| manuSya kI qImata kaba taka? paisA maha~gA ho taba taka rahatI hai| paisA sastA ho jAe, taba manuSya kI qImata sastI ho gaI! paisA sastA ho jAe yAnI manuSya kI qImata sastI ho gaI! phira bAla kaTavAnA bhI maha~gA ho jAtA hai, sabakucha maha~gA ho jAtA hai| __ lakSmI ke dhyAna se, jokhima apAra lakSmI to hAtha kA maila hai aura maila naicaralI AegA hii| Apako isa sAla pA~ca hajAra sAta sau aura pA~ca rupaye aura tIna Ane, itanA hisAba AnevAlA hogA na, to hisAba se bAhara kabhI jAegA hI nhiiN| aura phira bhI ye jo adhika Ate hue dikhAI dete haiM, ve to jaise bulabule phUTate haiM vaise phUTa jaaeNge| lekina

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AptavANI-7 jitanA hisAba hai utanA hI rhegaa| agara AdhI patIlI dUdha ho, usake nIce lakar3I jalAI aura dUdha kI patIlI Upara rakhI to dUdha pUrI patIlI ho jAtA hai na? uphanane se pUrI patIlI bhara jAtI hai, lekina kyA vaha bharA huA TikatA hai? vaha uphanA huA TikatA nahIM hai| yAnI jitanA hisAba hai utanI hI lakSmI rhegii| yAnI ki lakSmI to apane Apa hI AtI rahatI hai| maiM jJAnI huA hU~, mujhe saMsAra saMbaMdhI vicAra hI nahIM AtA, phira bhI lakSmI AtI rahatI hai na! Apake pAsa bhI apane Apa hI AtI hai, lekina Apa kAma karane ke lie bAdhya ho| Apake lie kartavyarUpa kyA hai? varka (kAma) hai| lakSmI to bAi proDakTa hai| jaise ki 'apanA hAtha acchA rahegA yA paira acchA rahegA,' usake lie rAta-dina socanA par3atA hai kyA? nhiiN| kyoM? kyA hAtha-pairoM kI hameM z2arUrata nahIM hai? hai, lekina usake lie socanA nahIM pdd'taa| usI prakAra lakSmI ke lie bhI nahIM socanA hai| vaha bhI jaise hameM yahA~ se hAtha duHkha rahA ho to use ThIka karane ke lie socanA par3atA hai, usI prakAra lakSmI ke lie kabhI socanA par3e to vaha bhI usa samaya ke lie hI, phira socanA hI nahIM, dUsare jhaMjhaTa meM nahIM utrnaa| lakSmI ke svataMtra dhyAna meM jAnA cAhie? yadi eka tarapha lakSmI kA dhyAna hai, to dUsarI tarapha dUsarA dhyAna cUka jAte haiN| svataMtra dhyAna meM lakSmI to kyA, strI ke dhyAna meM bhI nahIM jAnA caahie| strI ke dhyAna meM jAegA to strI jaisA ho jaaegaa| lakSmI ke dhyAna meM jAegA to caMcala ho jaaegaa| lakSmI calAyamAna aura vaha bhI calAyamAna! lakSmI to saba ora ghUmatI hI rahatI hai niraMtara, usI taraha vaha bhI saba ora ghUmatA rhegaa| lakSmI kA to dhyAna hI nahIM karanA caahie| sabase bar3A raudradhyAna hai vaha to| vaha ArtadhyAna nahIM raudradhyAna hai| kyoMki khuda ke ghara para khAne-pIne kA hai, sabakucha hai lekina abhI taka adhika lakSmI jI kI AzA rakhatA hai, yAnI utanI hI dUsare ke vahA~ kamI ho jAtI hai| dUsare ke vahA~ kamI ho jAe, vaisA

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lakSmI kI ciMtanA (2) saMtulanabhaMga mata kro| nahIM to Apa gunahagAra ho| apane Apa sahaja rUpa se Ae, usake lie Apa gunahagAra nahIM ho! sahaja to pA~ca lAkha Ae~ yA pacAsa lAkha aaeN| lekina phira Ane ke bAda lakSmI jI ko rokakara nahIM rakhanA caahie| lakSmI to kyA kahatI hai? hameM rokanA mt| jitanI AI utanI de do| kI huI mehanata kaba kAma kI? praznakartA : hamAre vicAra aise haiM ki vyApAra meM itane adhika otaprota haiM ki lakSmI kA moha jAtA hI nhiiN| usImeM DUbe hue dAdAzrI : usake bAvajUda pUrNa saMtoSa bhI nahIM hotA na! paccIsa lAkha ikaTThe karU~, pacAsa lAkha ikaTThe karU~, aisA rahA karatA hai na? aisA hai, paccIsa lAkha ikaTThe karane meM maiM bhI par3A rahatA, lekina maiMne to hisAba lagAkara dekhA ki ye yahA~ para AyuSya kA eksaTenzana nahIM miltaa| hara eka cIz2a kA eksaTenzana hotA hai na? dUsarI jo muddata hotI hai na, use bar3hA dete haiM, eksaTenzana kara dete haiM, lekina AyuSya meM eksaTenzana nahIM hotA na! to phira hama kyoM parezAna hoM? sau ke badale haz2Areka varSa jInA hotA, to samajho ThIka hai ki mehanata kI huI kAma kii| yaha to kisa ghar3I haiM yA nahIM, usakA kucha ThikAnA nahIM, aura yaha saba Apa karate ho yA koI karavAtA hai? Apako kyA lagatA hai? kamAI-nukasAna, sattA kisakI? praznakartA : saba hama hI karate haiM na? koI karavAtA nahIM hai| dAdAzrI : nahIM, yaha koI aura hI karavAtA hai aura Apake mana meM bhrAMti hai ki maiM kara rahA huuN| yaha to, kisI ko rupaye dete ho, vaha bhI koI karavA rahA hai| aura nahIM dete, vaha bhI koI karavA rahA hai| biz2anesa hai, vaha bhI koI karavA rahA hai|

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AptavANI-7 nukasAna hotA hai, vaha bhI koI karavA rahA hai, phAyadA hotA hai vaha bhI koI karavA rahA hai| Apako aisA lagatA hai 'maiM kara rahA hU~' vaha igoiz2ama hai| yaha kauna karavA rahA hai? use pahacAnanA par3egA na? hama usakI pahacAna karavA dete haiN| jaba jJAna dete haiM, taba sabakucha samajhA dete haiM ki 'kauna kara rahA hai?' 22 eka svasattA hai, dUsarI parasattA hai / svasattA, ki jisameM khuda paramAtmA bana sakatA hai| jabaki paisA kamAne kI Apake hAtha meM sattA nahIM hai, vaha parasattA hai / to paise kamAnA acchA yA paramAtmA bananA acchA? paise kauna detA hai? vaha maiM jAnatA huuN| paise kamAne kI sattA yadi khuda ke hAtha meM hotI na, to jhagar3A karake bhI kahIM se bhI le aataa| lekina vaha parasattA hai / isIlie bhale hI kucha bhI karo, phira bhI kucha hogA nhiiN| eka vyakti ne pUchA ki, 'lakSmI kisa jaisI hai ?' taba maiMne kahA ki, 'nIMda jaisI / ' kucha logoM ko leTate hI turaMta nIMda A jAtI hai aura kucha logoM ko pUrI rAta karavaTeM badalate rahane para bhI nIMda nahIM AtI, aura kucha nIMda ke lie goliyA~ khAte haiN| yAnI yaha lakSmI ApakI sattA kI bAta nahIM hai, yaha parasattA hai| aura parasattA ke lie parezAna hone kI hameM kyA z2arUrata ? itanA paisA! lekina mauta nahIM sudharatI ! jaise zakkarakaMda bhaTThI meM bhunatA hai na, vaise sArI z2iMdagI ye manuSya bhuna rahe haiN| praznakartA : hA~, ghuTana meM hI jI rahe haiN| dAdAzrI : nahIM jIe~ to kyA kareM? kahA~ jAe~ ve? yaha jInA bhI anivArya hai phira aura marane kI bhI kisI ke hAtha meM sattA nahIM hai| marane jAe~ge, taba patA clegaa| pulisavAlA pakar3akara kesa karegA / jaise jela meM gae hue vyakti ko majabUrana sabakucha karanA par3atA hai na, vaise hI yaha jInA bhI anivArya hai, paisA bhI anivArya hai|

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lakSmI kI ciMtanA (2) 23 lakSmI ke lie kahIM hAya-hAya kI jAtI hogI? aura usake lie hAya-hAya karake koI saMtuSTa huA hai? isa duniyA meM kisI kA bhI pahalA naMbara AyA ho, aisA lagA? yahA~ muMbaI myunisipAliTI meM kisI kA nAma noTa kiyA gayA hai ki yaha pharsTa naMbara para AyA aura yaha sekanDa naMbara para AyA, aise nAma noTa kie gae haiM? yaha to janma letA hai, karor3oM rupaye kamAtA hai aura phira mara jAtA hai| kutte kI mauta mara jAtA hai| kutte kI mauta kisalie kahatA hU~ ki DaoNkTaroM ke pAsa jAnA par3atA hai| pahale to loga iMsAna kI mauta marate the| ve kyA kahate the ki, 'bhAI, aba mere jAne kA samaya ho gayA hai|' taba phira gharavAle dIyA karate aura Ajakala to aMtima ghar3I meM behoza ho jAtA hai| kutte bhI marate samaya behoza nahIM hote| jitanA smaraNa, utanA viyoga eka bhAI Ae the| una becAre ko vyApAra meM hara mahIne nukasAna hotA thA, ve paisoM ke lie hAya-hAya karate the| maiMne unase kahA ki paisoM kI bAta kyoM kara rahe ho? paise ko to yAda karanA hI baMda kara do| lekina taba se unake paise bar3hane lge| taba hara mahIne tIsa haz2Ara rupayoM kA phAyadA hone lgaa| nahIM to pahale bIsa hajAra rupaye kA nukasAna hotA thaa| kyoMki paisoM ko yAda karate rahate the na! paisoM ko kabhI yAda kiyA jAtA hogA? lakSmI jI to bhagavAna kI patnI kahalAtI haiN| bhalA unakA nAma lenA cAhie? lakSmIvAna kI to, sugaMdhI Ae! yadi lakSmI jI sugaMdha sahita hoM to bhagavAna ne bhI hamezA usakA svIkAra kiyA hai| muMbaI meM itane lakSmIvAna haiM lekina sugaMdha AI hai kisI kI bhI? / praznakartA : koI to hogA na?

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24 AptavANI-7 dAdAzrI : 'hogA' aisA bolanA bahuta hI jokhimavAlA hai| yA to 'nahIM' bolo yA phira 'hai' aisA bolo| 'hogA' aisA golamAla bolanA bhayaMkara jokhima hai| golamAla ke kAraNa hI to jagat aisA hai| 'jaisA hai vaisA' bolo aura patA to lagAo, aura kaha do ki 'bhAI mere dhyAna meM abhI taka aisA koI AyA nahIM hai| hameM kahane kA rAiTa kitanA hai? ki Aja taka merI jiMdagI meM bahuta ghUmA, lekina mujhe abhI taka koI aisA milA nahIM hai| varnA sugaMdhI sahita lakSmI kahIM bhI hotI hI nhiiN| abhI isa kAla meM hogI to bhI bahuta kama hogI, zAyada hI kahIM para hogii| praznakartA : sugaMdhI sahita lakSmI, 'vaha' lakSmI kaisI hotI hai? dAdAzrI : vaha lakSmI hameM bilkula bhI upAdhi (bAhara se AnevAle duHkha) nahIM krvaatii| ghara meM sau rupaye par3e hoM na, phira bhI hameM bilkula bhI upAdhi nahIM krvaatii| koI kahe ki kala se zakkara para kaMTrola AnevAlA hai, phira bhI mana meM upAdhi nahIM hogii| upAdhi nahIM, hAya-hAya nhiiN| aisA vyavahAra kitanA sugaMdhIvAlA, vANI kitanI sugaMdhIvAlI aura use paise kamAne kA vicAra taka nahIM aataa| aise puNyAnubaMdhI puNya hote haiN| puNyAnubaMdhI puNyavAlI lakSmI ho, use paise paidA karane kA vicAra hI nahIM aataa| yaha to saba pApAnubaMdhI pApa kI lakSmI hai| ise to lakSmI kahA hI nahIM jA sakatA! nire pApa ke hI vicAra Ate haiN| 'kaise jamA karU~, kaise jamA karU~?' vahI pApa hai| taba kahate haiM ki pahale z2amAne meM seTha ke vahA~ para lakSmI thI, vaha? vaha lakSmI jamA ho jAtI thI, jamA karanI nahIM par3atI thii| jabaki ina logoM ko to jamA karanI par3atI hai| vaha lakSmI to sahaja bhAva se AtI rahatI thii| khuda aisA kahatA thA ki, 'he prabhu! yaha rAjalakSmI to mujhe svapna meM bhI na aae|' phira bhI vaha AtI hI rahatI thii| kyA kahate the ki AtmalakSmI Ae, lekina yaha rAjalakSmI to hameM svapna

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lakSmI kI ciMtanA (2) meM bhI nahIM aae| phira bhI vaha AtI rahatI thI, vaha puNyAnubaMdhI punny| unake pAsa lakSmI to Dhera sArI AtI thI, Ane meM kamI nahIM rahatI thii| kabhI socate taka nahIM the, balki Uba jAte the ki aba z2arA kama Ae to acchaa| lekina phira bhI lakSmI AtI thii| aisI lakSmI Ae taba kyA karanA par3atA thA? usakA niber3A to lAnA par3atA thA na? aba niber3A lAne meM bahuta mehanata ho jAtI thii| use kyA rAste para thor3A pheMka dete ? aba vaha niber3A kaisA hotA thA ki usase lakSmI jAtI thI aura phira se bArabAra ugakara vApasa AtI thii| 25 bAta ko samajhanA to par3egA na ! abhI jo hai, vaha to lakSmI hI nahIM khlaatii| yaha to pApAnubaMdhI puNyavAlI lakSmI hai| to puNya aise bA~dhe the ki ajJAna tapa kie the, usase puNya baMdha gayA thaa| usake phalasvarUpa lakSmI aaii| yaha lakSmI manuSya ko pAgala banA detI hai| ise sukha kaheMge hI kaise ? sukha to, paisoM kA vicAra nahIM Ae, vaha sukha hai| hameM to varSa meM ekAdha dina vicAra AtA hai ki jeba meM paise haiM yA nahIM? praznakartA : bojha jaisA lagatA hai ? dAdAzrI : nahIM, bojhA to hameM nahIM hotA, lekina hameM vaisA vicAra hI nahIM AtA na ! kyoM soceM ? saba Age-pIche taiyAra hI hotA hai! jaise khAne-pIne kA Apake Tebala para AtA hai yA nahIM AtA? yA phira subaha se usake lie socakara baiThe rahate ho? mAlA pherate rahate ho ki 'khAnA banegA yA nahIM banegA ? khAne ko milegA yA nahIM milegA?' kyA aisA karate rahate ho? kyA khAne ke lie jApa nahIM karanA par3atA ? yA subaha uThate hI jApa karate ho? praznakartA : kisI ko jApa hotA bhI hogaa|

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AptavANI-7 dAdAzrI : kisI ke lie kyoM jhaMjhaTa karate ho? Apako kisI dina huA hai? 26 praznakartA nhiiN| : I dAdAzrI : nahAne ke lie garama pAnI milegA yA nahIM milegA, milegA yA nahIM milegA, aisA socate raho rAta se subaha taka, to aisA jApa karane kI z2arUrata par3atI hai? phira bhI subaha nahAne ko garama pAnI milatA hai yA nahIM milatA ? praznakartA : milatA hai / dAdAzrI : aisA hai, ki jo nesesiTI hai, vaha nesesiTI apane TAima para AtI hI hai / usakA dhyAna karane kI z2arUrata nahIM hai / isIlie to kahA hai na, ki lakSmI to hAtha kA maila hai| jaise pasInA Ae bagaira nahIM rahatA, vaise hI lakSmI bhI Ae bagaira nahIM rhtii| jaise kisI ko pasInA adhika AtA hai, usI taraha lakSmI bhI adhika AtI hai / aura jaise kisI ko pasInA kama AtA hai, usI taraha lakSmI bhI kama AtI hai| bAta to samajhanI par3egI na? lakSmI, dAna dene se bar3he apAra lakSmI to, kabhI bhI kama nahIM par3e, usakA nAma lakSmI ! phAvar3e se khoda-khodakara dharmadAna karatA rahe na, phira bhI kamI na par3e, vaha lakSmI kahalAtI hai| yaha to dharmadAna kare, to bAraha mahIne meM do dina detA hai, use lakSmI kaheMge hI nahIM / eka dAnavIra seTha the, aba dAnavIra nAma kaise par3A? ki unake vahA~ sAta pIr3hiyoM se dhana thaa| ve phAvar3e se khoda-khodakara dete hI rahate the| sAta pIr3hiyoM se dhana dete hI rahate the, phAvaDe se khodakara hI dete the| ve jo bhI Ae use, Aja phalAnA AyA ki 'merI beTI kI zAdI karavAnI hai,' to use de die| koI brAhmaNa AyA, use de diyaa| kisI ko do haz2Ara kI z2arUrata hai, use de die| sAdhusaMtoM ke lie vahA~ para jagaha banavAI thI / vahA~ para sabhI sAdhu

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lakSmI kI ciMtanA (2) saMtoM ke Thaharane kI vyavasthA, bhojana vagairaha, yAnI ki dAna to z2abaradasta cala rahA thA, isIlie dAnavIra kahalAe! hamane yaha dekhA hai saaraa| jaise-jaise hara eka ko dete jAte the, vaise-vaise dhana bar3hatA jAtA thaa| dhana kA svabhAva kaisA hai? yadi kabhI acchI jagaha para dAna meM jAe to atyadhika bar3hatA hai| aisA dhana kA svabhAva hai| aura yadi jeba kATo to Apake ghara para kucha bhI nahIM rhegaa| ina sabhI vyApAriyoM ko hama ikaTThA kareM aura pUche ki bhAI, kaisA cala rahA hai ApakA? baiMka meM do haz2Ara to hoMge na? taba kahegA ki sAhaba, bAraha mahIne meM lAkha rupaye Ae, lekina hAtha meM kucha bhI nahIM! isIlie to kahAvata par3I na ki cora kI mA~ koThI meM mu~ha DAlakara roe! koThI meM kucha hogA nahIM, to roegI hI na! lakSmI kA pravAha dAna hai aura jo saccA dAna denevAlA hai vaha kudaratI rUpa se eksaparTa hI hotA hai| iMsAna ko dekhate hI samajha jAtA hai ki 'bhaI, z2arA aise hI laga rahe haiN|' isalie unase kahatA hai ki, 'beTI kI zAdI ke lie pUre paise nahIM mileNge| tujhe jo bhI kapar3e-latte cAhie, bAkI aura kucha cAhie to le jaanaa|' aura kahegA ki beTI ko yahA~ bulA laa| vaha beTI ko kapar3e, z2evara vagairaha detA hai| riztedAroM ke vahA~ miThAI khuda ke ghara se bhijavA detA hai| usakA sArA vyavahAra saMbhAla letA hai, lekina samajha jAtA hai ki yaha TuccA AdamI hai, hAtha meM naqada dene jaisA nahIM hai| yAnI ki dAna denevAle bhI bahuta eksaparTa hote haiN| puNya ke pratApa se paisA lakSmI jI to puNyazAlI ke pIche hI ghUmatI rahatI haiN| aura mehanatI loga lakSmI jI ke pIche ghUmate haiN| isalie hameM dekha lenA cAhie ki puNya hogA to lakSmI jI pIche aaeNgii| varnA mehanata se to roTI milegI, khAnA-pInA milegA aura ekAdha beTI hogI to usakI zAdI kara skeNge| varnA puNya ke binA lakSmI nahIM miltii| paDa-late cAhA ko yahA~ bala vahA~ miThAI hai, lekina

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AptavANI-7 ataH kharI hakIkata kyA kahatI hai ki tU yadi puNyazAlI hai to bekAra hAtha-paira kisalie mAratA hai? aura tU puNyazAlI nahIM hai taba bhI bekAra hAtha-paira kisalie mAratA hai? puNyazAlI to kaisA hotA hai? ye amaladAra bhI jaba oNphisa meM se akulAkara ghara Ate haiM, taba patnI kyA kahegI ki, 'Der3ha ghaMTA leTa ho gae, kahA~ gae the?' ye dekho puNyazAlI! puNyazAlI ko aisA hotA hogA? puNyazAlI ko to havA kA eka ulTA jhoMkA bhI nahIM chU paataa| bacapana se hI vaha kvaoNliTI alaga hotI hai| apamAna kA saMyoga nahIM miltaa| jahA~ jAe vahA~ para 'Ao-Ao bhAI' isa taraha se pale-bar3he hote haiN| aura yaha to jahA~-tahA~ TakarAtA hI rahatA hai| usakA artha kyA hai? phira, jaba puNya khatma ho jAtA hai, taba the vaise ke vaise! yAnI agara tU puNyazAlI nahIM hai to pUrI rAta paTTiyA~ bA~dhakara ghUmane se bhI kyA subaha pacAsa mila jAe~ge? isalie bekAra hAtha-paira mata mAra aura jo milA hai, usameM khA-pIkara soyA raha na cupacApa! praznakartA : vaha to prArabdhavAdI huA na? dAdAzrI : nahIM, prArabdhavAdI nhiiN| tU apanI taraha se kAma kara, mehanata karake roTI khaa| bAkI dUsarI tarapha hAtha-paira kisalie mAratA rahatA hai? aise ikaTThA karU~ aura vaise ikaTThA karU~! yadi terA ghara meM mAna nahIM hai, bAhara mAna nahIM hai, to kisalie bekAra hAtha-paira mAratA hai? aura jahA~ jAe vahA~ para use 'AIe, baiThie' kahanevAle hote haiM, jo aise bahuta bar3e puNya lekara Ae hoM, unakI to bAta hI alaga hotI hai na? ye seTha pUrI jiMdagI meM paccIsa lAkha lekara Ae hote haiM, vaha paccIsa lAkha ke bAisa lAkha karatA hai, lekina baDhAtA nahIM hai| bar3hegA kaba? yadi vaha hamezA hI dharma meM rahe to| lekina yadi usameM khuda kI daqhala karane gayA to bigar3a jaaegaa| kudarata meM hAtha DAlane gayA ki bigar3a jaaegaa| lakSmI Ae, taba use vaha

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lakSmI kI ciMtanA (2) samajhatA hai ki isa retI meM se lakSmI A rahI hai| isalie vaha retI ko ghoTatA rahatA hai, lekina kucha nahIM miltaa| lakSmI to puNya kA phala hai, sirpha puNya kA hI phala hai| mehanata kA phala hotA na, taba to sArI maz2adUroM ke hAtha meM hI gaI hotii| aura aqla kA phala hotA na, to ina lohe ke vyApAriyoM jaisA aqlavAlA koI nahIM hai| to sArI lakSmI vahA~ para gaI hotii| lekina aisA nahIM hai| lakSmI to puNya kA phala hai| puNyazAlI to kise kaheMge? ___ lakSmI iMsAna ko maz2adUra banA detI hai| yadi lakSmI adhika A jAe to phira iMsAna maz2adUra jaisA bana jAtA hai| inake pAsa lakSmI adhika hai, lekina sAtha-sAtha ye dAnezvarI haiM, isalie acchA hai| nahIM to maz2adUra hI kahalAe~ge na? aura pUre dina gadhe kI taraha kAma karatA hI rahatA hai, use patnI kI nahIM paDI hotI. baccoM kI nahIM par3I hotI, kisI kI bhI nahIM par3I hotii| sirpha lakSmI kI hI par3I hotI hai| yAnI lakSmI dhIre-dhIre iMsAna ko maz2adUra banA detI hai aura phira vaha tiryaMca gati meM le jAtI hai, kyoMki pApAnubaMdhI puNya hai na! puNyAnubaMdhI puNya ho to harja nahIM hai| puNyAnubaMdhI puNya to kise kahate haiM ki pUre dina meM sirpha AdhA ghaMTA hI mehanata karanI pdd'e| vaha AdhA ghaMTA mehanata karatA hai aura sArA kAma dhIre-dhIre saralatA se calatA rahatA hai| dAnezvarI haiM, isalie ye baca gae, nahIM to bhagavAna ke vahA~ ye bhI majadUra hI mAne jaate| yaha jagat to aisA hai, ki isameM bhoganevAle bhI hote haiM aura mehanata karanevAle bhI hote haiN| sabakucha milA-julA hotA hai| mehanata karanevAle aisA samajhate haiM ki yaha 'maiM kara rahA huuN|' unameM isa bAta kA ahaMkAra hotA hai| jabaki bhoganevAle meM vaha ahaMkAra nahIM hotA, lekina use bhoktApana kA rasa milatA hai| usa mehanata karanevAle ko ahaMkAra kA garvarasa milatA hai!

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AptavANI-7 eka seTha ne mujhe kahA, 'mere ina beToM se kucha kahie na, mehanata nahIM karanI hai, ArAma se bhogate haiN|' maiMne kahA, 'kucha kahane jaisA hai hI nhiiN| ve apane khuda ke hisse kA puNya bhoga rahe haiM, usameM hama kyoM daqhala kareM?' taba usane mujhase kahA ki, 'unheM samajhadAra nahIM banAnA?' maiMne kahA ki, 'duniyA meM jo bhogatA hai, vaha samajhadAra kahalAtA hai, jo bAhara DAla de vaha pAgala kahalAtA hai aura jo mehanata karatA rahe, vaha to maz2adUra kahalAtA hai|' lekina jo mehanata karatA hai, use ahaMkAra kA rasa milatA hai na! laMbA koTa pahanakara jAtA hai isalie loga 'seTha Ae, seTha Ae' karate haiM, basa itanA hii| aura bhoganevAle ko aisI kucha seTha-veTha kI nahIM par3I hotii| hama to jitanA apanA bhogeM utanA saccA hai| __ priya cIz2a ko khulA chor3a dene se samAdhi samAdhi kaba AegI? saMsAra meM jisa para atizaya prIti hai, use khulA chor3a diyA jAe tb| saMsAra meM kisa para atizaya prIti hai? lakSmI jI pr| to use bahA do| taba kahate haiM ki bahA dete haiM taba aura adhika Ane lgii| taba maiMne kahA ki, 'adhika Ae to adhika bahA denaa|' priya cIz2a ko chor3o to samAdhi ho jAtI hai| saMcita kiyA huA TikA hai kisI kA bhI? lakSmI jI to apane Apa hI Ane ke lie baddha haiN| aura hamAre saMcaya karane se saMcita hoMgI nahIM aura Aja saMcaya karake rakheM to paccIsa sAla bAda beTI kI zAdI karate samaya, usa dina taka rahegI, usa bAta meM mAla nahIM hai aura koI aisA mAne to usa bAta meM dama nahIM hai| vaha to usa dina jo AegI vahI sahI hai, phreza honA caahie| ye jo cIMTiyA~ hotI haiM, ve subaha cAra baje se uThatI haiN| hama cAya pI rahe hoM aura zakkara kA eka kaNa gira gayA ho to lekara calI jAtI hai| 'are, tuma cIMTiyoM

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lakSmI kI ciMtanA (2) kI to beTiyA~ bhI nahIM haiN|' phira bhI lekara vahA~ para jamA karatI rahatI haiN| aura kucha nahIM krtiiN| anna ke dAne, zakkara ke dAne, sAre jamA karatI rahatI haiN| aura jaba bhUkha lage, taba vahA~ jAkara thor3A khAkara A jAtI haiM aura phira bAhara nikalakara pUrA dina yahI vyaapaar| vaha jaba bahuta jamA ho jAe na, taba cUhA cheda karake saba khA jAtA hai| aisA hai yaha jgt| isalie agara saMcaya karoge, to koI khAnevAlA mila jaaegaa| usakA phreza-phreza upayoga kro| jaise sabjIbhAjI kA saMgraha karake rakho to kyA hogA? usI taraha lakSmI jI kA phreza upayoga kro| aura lakSmI jI kA durupayoga karanA bahuta bar3A gunAha hai| aisA to kyoM mAna baiThe ho? praznakartA : lakSmI nahIM hogI to sAdhana nahIM hoMge aura sAdhana ke lie lakSmI kI z2arUrata hai, ataH lakSmI ke sAdhana ke binA hama jo jJAna lenA cAhate haiM, to vaha kaba milegA? ataH yaha lakSmI jJAna kI zAlA meM jAne kA pahalA sAdhana hai, aisA nahIM lagatA? dAdAzrI : nahIM, lakSmI bilkula bhI sAdhana nahIM hai| jJAna ke lie to nahIM, lekina vaha kisI bhI prakAra se bilkula bhI sAdhana nahIM hai| isa duniyA meM koI gairaz2arUrI cIz2a ho to vaha lakSmI hai| jo z2arUrata mahasUsa hotI hai, vaha to bhrAMti aura nAsamajhI se mAna baiThe haiN| z2arUrata kisakI hai? sabase pahale havA kI z2arUrata hai| yadi havA nahIM hogI to tU kahegA ki nahIM, havA kI z2arUrata hai, kyoMki havA ke binA mara jAte haiN| lakSmI ke bagaira maranevAle nahIM dekhe ge| yAnI yaha lakSmI z2arUrI sAdhana hai, aisA jo kahate haiM, vaha to sArI meDanesa hai| kyoMki do milavAle ko bhI lakSmI cAhie, eka milavAle ko bhI lakSmI cAhie, mila ke sekreTarI ko bhI lakSmI cAhie, mila ke maz2adUra ko bhI lakSmI caahie|

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32 AptavANI 6 uu - to phira sukhI kauna hai? ye to vidhavA bhI roe aura suhAgana bhI roe aura sAta patiyoMvAlI bhI roe / yaha vidhavA roe, to hama samajha sakate haiM ki usa strI kA pati mara gayA hai, lekina yaha suhAgana, 'tU kisalie ro rahI hai?' taba vaha kahegI, 'merA pati nAlAyaka hai' aura sAta patiyoMvAlI to ceharA hI nahIM dikhAtI ! aisI ye lakSmI kI bAteM haiN| to phira kyoM isa lakSmI ke pIche par3e ho? aise kahA~ pha~se Apa ? praznakartA : yaha puNya kI lakSmI apane pAsa AnevAlI hai yA nahIM, usake lie kucha to sahaja puruSArtha honA cAhie na? dAdAzrI : puNya kI lakSmI ke lie kaisA puruSArtha hotA hai ? aise sarala aura sahaja puruSArtha hotA hai| yaha to jo sarala aura sahaja hai, use hama nAsamajhI se kaThina banA dete haiN| praznakartA : yadi hameM aisA lage ki sahaja aura sarala nahIM hai aura kaThina hai to phira use chor3a deM? hameM aisA lage ki apanA puNya itanA adhika nahIM hai ki sarala rAste se lakSmI Ae, to phira vahA~ kyA hameM sahaja ho jAnA cAhie? dAdAzrI : nahIM, nhiiN| dhIraja rakho to saba apane Apa sarala hI nikalatA hai! lekina yaha to dhIraja nahIM rahatA aura bhAgadaur3a karake rakha detA hai aura sArA bigAr3a detA hai| praznakartA : dhIraja nahIM rahatA na, 'aisA karU~, vaisA karU~' aisA ho jAtA hai ! dAdAzrI : hA~, aisA kara DAlU~, vaisA kara DAlU~, usase sArA ulajhA detA hai| Trena pakar3anI ho, vahA~ para bhI use dhIraja nahIM rahatA, vahA~ kyA caina se cAya pItA hai? nA, use to 'gAr3I abhI AegI, gAr3I abhI AegI' usI meM hotA hai| use kaheM ki, 'bhAI, z2arA yahA~ Ao, bAtacIta karanI hai' lekina phira bhI vaha nahIM suntaa| usI taraha yaha adhIratA se 'aisA kara DAlU~, vaisA kara DAlU~'

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lakSmI kI ciMtanA (2) 33 karatA hai| phira usake kAraNa kleza aura thakAna kA anubhava karatA hai| praznakartA : aisA hai, vyApAra meM apane sira para svAbhAvika rUpa se kucha talavAreM laTakatI haiM ki inkamaTaiksa bharanA hai, selsaTaiksa bharanA hai, tanakhvAha bar3hAnI hai| to usake dabAva ke kAraNa vaha mithyA prayatna karatA hai ki aisA kara lU~ aura vaisA kara luuN| yadi use pemenTa karane hoM, to usakA rAstA to DhU~DhegA na! dAdAzrI : phira bhI kucha hogA nahIM, bekAra koziza karanevAlA vahI karatA rahatA hai| praznakartA : to phira jaisA Apane kahA vaise dhIraja rakheM, to kyA apane Apa hI vyavasthA ho sakegI? dAdAzrI : dhIraja se hI saba hogaa| zAMti se, dhIraja se saba AegA, ve ghara baiThe bulAne aaeNge| aura phira aisA nahIM hai ki hameM bAz2Ara meM DhU~DhanA pdd'e| varnA mehanata karake mara jAe, buddhi kA upayoga karake mara jAe phira bhI Aja cAra Ane bhI nahIM mileNge| aura yaha tU akelA thor3e hI ise pakar3a baiThA hai? pUrI duniyA lakSmI ke pIche par3I hai! rAjalakSmI nahIM, AtmalakSmI hI ho yaha saba DiscArja hai, ho cukA hai, use aba tU kyA karegA? yaha jo tujhe oNrDara milatA hai vaha bhI sArA puNya hai aura yadi oNrDara nahIM mileM, vaha to, jaba pApa kA udaya ho tabhI oNrDara nahIM milte| aba isameM vApasa cAlabAz2I karatA hai, jo milanevAlA hI hai usameM cAlabAz2I karatA hai, Trika Az2amAtA hai| Trika Az2amAtA hai yA nahIM Az2amAtA? bhagavAna ko kyA Trika AtI thIM? bhagavAna ne to kyA kahA ki, 'yaha rAjalakSmI mujhe svapna meM bhI na ho|' kyoMki rAja jaisI saMpatti aura ye jo dUsarI sArI saMpatti hai, usake

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34 AptavANI-7 mAlika hone jAe~ to phira mokSa meM kaise jAe~ge? ataH vaha saMpatti to svapna meM bhI nahIM ho| praznakartA : mokSa meM kyoM nahIM jAne degI? dAdAzrI : mokSa meM kaise jAne degI? ye cakravartI rAjA sArA cakravartIrAjya chor3a dene para mokSa meM jA pAte haiM, nahIM to citta usI saba meM ulajhA rhegaa| una dinoM kyA akramavijJAna thA? kramikamArga thaa| yaha to akramavijJAna hai, isalie ArAma se jJAna ko seTa karake so jAtA hai aura pUrI rAta bhItara samAdhi rahatI ca saba meM usa to akramAvArI rAta praznakartA : Apane kahA thA na, ki acche khAnadAna meM janma huA ho to sabakucha lekara hI AyA hotA hai isalie adhika jhaMjhaTa karane kI z2arUrata nahIM rahI, aisA hai na? dAdAzrI : hA~, sabakucha lekara hI AyA hotA hai, lekina vaha vyavahAra calAne jitanA hI, khuda kA sabakucha cale utanA hii| varnA karor3Adhipati to zAyada hI koI banatA hai| praznakartA : cakravartI rAjA bhI aMta meM mokSa meM jAne ko hI adhika imporTanTa mAnate the na? mahatvapUrNa to mokSa hI hai| cakravartI hone meM bhI sukha nahIM hai na? / dAdAzrI : 'mahatvapUrNa to mokSa hI hai,' unheM aisA nahIM thA, lekina vaha cakravartI kA pada unheM itanA adhika kATatA thA ki unheM hotA thA ki 'kahA~ bhAga jAU~?' isalie mokSa yAda AtA thA! koI kitanA adhika puNyazAlI ho to cakravartI banatA hai, lekina bhAva to mokSa meM jAnA hai aisA hI hotA hai| bAkI puNya to saba bhogane hI par3eMge na! praznakartA : itane sAre janmoM meM yaha saba bhogA, rAjA bane, phira bhI icchAe~ bAkI raha jAtI haiM, usakA kyA kAraNa hogA?

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lakSmI kI ciMtanA (2) dAdAzrI : bhogA huA kabhI dikhatA hai? yaha to sirpha dikhatA hai, itanA hI hai| jaba sAmane dikhatA hai taba bhoga nahIM paate| hameM pAvAgar3ha kaba taka acchA lagatA hai? ki hamane taya kiyA ki usa dina pAvAgar3ha jAnA hai, tabhI se aMdara pAvAgar3ha ke lie bahuta AkarSaNa rahatA hai| lekina jaba pAvAgar3ha jAe~ aura dekheM, taba vaha AkarSaNa TUTa jAtA hai| praznakartA : yAnI hameM abhI taka isakA TesTa nahIM milA hai? yaha jo lakSmI bhogane kA yA viSaya bhogane kA TesTa abhI taka pUrA nahIM huA hai isalie inake vicAra Ate haiM? dAdAzrI : aisA hai, pichale janma meM zrImaMta kA janma milA ho, aba zrImaMta yAnI, strI, lakSmI vagairaha sabakucha taiyAra hI hotA hai, taba mana hI mana Uba jAtA hai ki isase to kama upAdhi ho aura jIvana sAdA ho to acchaa| isalie phira vicAra bhI sAre aise hote haiM aura vApasa jaba garIbI meM janma le to use lakSmI aura viSaya, vaha saba yAda AtA rahe, vaisA mAla bharA huA rahatA kaisI-kaisI aTakaNe, manuSya meM! kisI meM viSaya kI aTakaNa (jo baMdhanarUpa ho jAe, Age nahIM bar3hane de) par3I huI hotI hai, kisI meM mAna kI aTakaNa par3I huI hotI hai, aisI taraha-taraha kI aTakaNeM par3I huI hotI haiN| kisI meM 'kahA~ se kamAU~, kahA~ se kamAU~?' aisI aTakaNa par3I huI hotI hai| yAnI isa taraha se paisoM kI aTakaNa par3I huI hotI hai, isalie subaha uThe taba se use paisoM kA dhyAna rahA karatA hai! vaha bhI bar3I aTakaNa kahalAtI hai| praznakartA : lekina paisoM ke bagaira to calatA nahIM hai na! dAdAzrI : calatA nahIM hai, lekina loga vaha nahIM jAnate ki paise kisa vajaha se Ate haiM, aura usake pIche daur3ate rahate haiN|

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AptavANI-7 paisA to pasIne kI taraha AtA hai| jisa taraha kisI ko pasInA adhika AtA hai aura kisI ko kama pasInA AtA hai aura jisa taraha pasInA hue bagaira nahIM rahatA usI taraha yaha paisA bhI AtA hI hai logoM ke pAsa! mujhe to zurU se hI paisoM kI aTakaNa hI nahIM thii| bAIsa sAla kA thA, tabhI se maiM vyApAra kara rahA thaa| phira bhI, mere ghara para jo koI bhI Ae hoM, unameM se koI mere vyApAra kI bAta jAnatA hI nahIM thaa| balki maiM hI unheM pUchatA rahatA thA ki Apa kisI parezAnI meM haiM kyA? kamI yA bharAva nahIM, vahI uttama! hamAre gA~va meM satsaMga ke lie bulAyA thA, to vahA~ para hama satsaMga kara rahe the| usa gA~va ke eka bhAI the na, ve cacere bhAI the, ve Ter3hA bolate the| aisA bole ki, 'Apa nIce dabAkara baiThe haiM, khUba moTI rakama dabAkara baiThe haiM, to aba caina se satsaMga hogA hI na!' maiM samajha gayA ki yaha cacerepana ke guNa ke kAraNa bola rahe haiM, unase sahana nahIM ho rahA thA na! phira maiMne kahA ki, 'maiM kyA dabAkara baiThA hU~, vaha Apako kaise patA cale? baiMka meM kyA hai, vaha Apako kyA patA cale?' taba kahane lage, 'are, dabAe bagaira to aise caina se satsaMga hogA hI kaise?' maiMne kahA ki, 'baiMka meM jAkara patA lagA aao|' mere yahA~ kabhI bhI kamI nahIM par3I aura bharAva bhI nahIM huaa| lAkha rupaye Ane se pahale to koI na koI bama A jAtA thA aura ve kharca ho jaate| isalie bharAva to hotA hI nahIM thA kabhI bhI aura kamI bhI nahIM par3I, bAkI kucha bhI dabAyA-kiyA nhiiN| kyoMki hamAre pAsa galata dhana AegA, tabhI to dabAe~ge na? aisA ulTA dhana hI nahIM AtA to dabAe~ kaise? aura aisA hameM cAhie bhI nhiiN| hameM to kamI nahIM par3e aura bharAva bhI nahIM ho

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lakSmI kI ciMtanA (2) 37 to bahuta ho gayA! bharAva ho to bahuta upAdhi hotI hai, phira baiMka meM rakhanA vagairaha sArI upaadhi| phira sAlA AegA ki, 'Apake pAsa to bahuta sAre rupaye haiM, to dasa-bIsa haz2Ara diijie|' phira mAmA kA beTA AegA, phira jamAI AegA ki 'mujhe lAkheka rupayA diijie|' agara bharAva ho taba kahate raheMge na? lekina bharAva hI nahIM hogA to? paisoM kA bharAva hone ke bAda logoM meM kalaha hotI hai| loga Akara mujha se kaha jAte haiM ki 'dekhie na, hamAre jamAI Ae, ve lAkha rupaye mA~ga rahe haiN| jamAI to isake lie A gae haiM, sabhI ko detA rahU~ to mere pAsa kyA rahegA?' usakI bAta bhI sahI hai| sabhI ko detA rahe to usake pAsa kucha rahegA nahIM na! yAnI ki bharAva ho gayA tabhI lene A gae na! aba vahA~ para unake sAtha jamAI jhagar3A karatA hai, gAliyA~ detA hai! taba aMta meM kahegA, 'mere pAsa adhika paise nahIM haiN| lo, ye bIsa haz2Ara le jAo aura aba vApasa mata aanaa|' are, dene the taba kalaha karake die, usake bajAya to samajhAkara dene the na! nahIM to eka bAra jhUTha bola de ki, 'ye saba loga kahate haiM ki mere pAsa dasa lAkha Ae haiM, lekina merA mana jAnatA hai ki kitane Ae haiM, muzkila se Der3ha lAkha Ae haiN|' aisA-vaisA karake jhUTha bolakara bhI jamAI ko samajhA denA cAhie, tAki lar3AI to nahIM ho, jhagar3A bhI nahIM ho lekina aisA karanA AtA nahIM hai na! aura phira vaha jamAI to lAkha ke lie pIche par3atA hai, bIsa haz2Ara nahIM letaa| yAnI ki ye rupaye adhika A jAe~ to phira bhAI ke sAtha lar3atA hai, sAle ke sAtha lar3atA hai, jamAI ke sAtha lar3atA hai| adhika rupaye A jAe~, to usakI sabhI ke sAtha lar3AI hotI hai aura nahIM hote, taba sabhI ekasAtha baiThakara khAte-pIte haiM aura maz2e karate haiN| aisA hai ina paisoM kA kaam| isalie bharAva ho jAe to vaha bhI upAdhi hai jabaki kamI nahIM par3e to bahuta ho gyaa| isa zarIra meM bhI jaba kamI par3e taba manuSya kamaz2ora ho

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38 AptavANI-7 jAtA hai aura adhikatA ho jAe taba sUjana ho jAtI hai| sUjana ho taba vaha samajhatA hai ki maiM aba moTA ho gyaa| are, yaha to sUjana car3hI hai! yAnI bharAva nahIM ho vaha uttama hai aura usake jaisA koI puNyAnubaMdhI puNya nahIM hai| mila jAe to ginane kI jhaMjhaTa hotI rahegI na! dasa haz2Ara rupaye hoM, to rupayA-rupayA karake dasa haz2Ara ginane jAe, to kaba aMta AegA? aura phira ekado kI bhUla AI to phira vApasa ginegA! acchI taraha ginane ke bAda hI sotA hai| taba eka vyakti mujhe kahatA hai ki, 'Apa kyA karate ho?' maiMne kahA ki, 'yaha to dasa haz2Ara kI bAta hai, lekina sau ke noTa ke chuTTe kisI dukAna se lene hoM, to jaba dukAnadAra sau ginakara de, taba maiM jeba meM rakha letA huuN|' kabhI dukAnadAra kahe ki, 'sAhaba, gina liijie|' maiM kahatA hU~ ki, 'Apa para mujhe bahuta vizvAsa hai|' agara ninyAnave hoMge to bhI eka rupayA to ginane kI mehanata kA jAegA, lekina vaha ginane meM TAima calA jAegA na! isalie bhale hI rupayA kama ho, lekina jhaMjhaTa nahIM na! isalie maiM kabhI bhI rupaye ginatA hI nhiiN| sau ke noTa ke sau rupaye hoM to unheM ginate-ginate to dasa minaTa cale jaaeNge| phira jIbha ko aise aMgUThA lagAtA rahatA hai! yAnI aisA karate-karate do rupaye kama hoMge to clegaa| usameM phira yadi eka-do kama hoMge na, to sau rupaye kI rez2agArI denevAle se lar3a par3egA ki 'ye Apane sau rupaye die, lekina pUre nahIM hai, isameM do kama haiN|' taba vaha kahegA ki, 'Apa vApasa giniye| bekAra kica-kica mata karo, jyAdA mAthApaccI mata karo, nahIM to lAo mere rupaye vaaps|' taba vaha vApasa nahIM detA aura vApasa ginane baiTha jAtA hai! are, lete samaya kalaha, kisI ko de taba bhI kalaha, smazAna meM jAte samaya bhI kalaha! janma huA tabhI se kalaha, kalaha aura kalaha!! AyA taba 'U~vA, U~vA' karatA hai aura jAte samaya 'DaoNkTara sAhaba, mujhe bacAie, bacAie' karegA! kaba tU bagaira kalaha ke rahA hai! terA eka dina bhI AnaMda meM nahIM bItA! phira bhI khuda paramAtmA hai| vaha bhale

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lakSmI kI ciMtanA (2) hI kalaha kare, lekina apane ko to darzana karane par3eMge na! aisA yaha jagat hai| isalie kamI nahIM par3e aura bharAva nahIM ho, to vaha sabase acchaa| eka bahana kaha rahI thIM ki, 'isa sAla itanI adhika barasAta ho rahI hai, to agale sAla kyA hogA? phira kamI par3egI!' loga kamI ke daurAna bhI AzA rakhate haiM ki isa sAla to do-tIna lAkha rupaye A jAe~ to acchaa| are, abhI ke bAda se to AnevAle sabhI varSoM meM akAla par3egA! isalie AzA mata rkhnaa| lakSmI kI barasAta eka sAtha ho gaI, aba to pA~ca varSoM taka akAla pdd'egaa| isake bajAya yadi vaha kiztoM meM Ae na, to kiztoM meM Ane denA hI ThIka hai, nahIM to pUrA dhana ekasAtha AegA to kharca ho jaaegaa| isalie ye jo kizteM rakhI haiM, vaha ThIka hai| hameM to, sAmanevAle ko saMtoSa ho vaisA karanA hai| 'vyavasthita' jitanI lakSmI bheje utanI svIkAra kara lenaa| kama Ae aura divAlI para do sau-tIna sau kama par3a jAe~ to agalI divAlI para adhika barasAta hogI, isalie usameM Apatti mata utthaanaa| ___ noTa rahe, ginanevAle gae! ___isa laukika sukha ke bajAya alaukika sukha honA cAhie ki jisa sukha meM hameM tRpti mile| ye laukika sukha to ajaMpA bar3hAte haiM blki| jisa dina pacAsa haz2Ara rupaye kI kamAI ho jAe na, to gina-ginakara hI dimAg2a sArA khAlI ho jaaegaa| dimAg2a to itanA adhika adhIratAvAlA ho jAegA ki khAnA-pInA acchA nahIM lgegaa| kyoMki mere pAsa bhI paisA AtA thA, vaha saba maiMne dekhA hai ki dimAg2a kaisA ho jAtA thA taba! inameM se kucha bhI mere anubhava se bAhara kA nahIM hai na? maiM to isa samudra meM se tairakara bAhara nikalA hU~, isalie maiM saba jAnatA hU~ ki Apako kyA hotA hogA? adhika rupaye Ae~, taba adhika akulAhaTa hotI hai, dimAg2a Dala ho jAtA hai aura kucha yAda nahIM rahatA, ajaMpA hI ajaMpA

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40 AptavANI-7 rahA karatA hai| ye to noTa ginate hI rahate haiM, lekina ve sabhI noTa yahIM ke yahIM raha gae aura ginanevAle cale gae! noTa kahate haiM ki, 'tujhe samajhanA ho to samajha lenA, 'hama raheMge aura tU jAegA!' isalie hameM z2arA sAvadhAna ho jAnA cAhie na! aura kucha nahIM, hameM unake sAtha koI baira nahIM bA~dhanA hai| paise se hama kaheM, 'Ao bhaaii|' usakI z2arUrata hai! sabhI kI z2arUrata to hai na? lekina usake pIche hI tanmayAkAra rahe! to ginanevAle gae aura paise raha gae, phira bhI ginanA par3atA hai| vaha bhI cArA hI nahIM na! zAyada hI koI seTha aisA hogA ki munIma jI se kahe ki, 'bhAI, mujhe khAte samaya parezAna mata karanA, Apa ArAma se paise ginakara tijorI meM rakhanA aura tijorI meM se le lenaa|' usameM daqhala nahIM kare aisA zAyada hI koI seTha hogaa| hindustAna meM aise do-pA~ca seTha hoMge jo nirlepa raheM! ve mere jaise!! maiM kabhI bhI paise nahIM ginatA!! yaha kyA jhaMjhaTa! ina lakSmI jI ko Aja maiMne bIsa-bIsa sAloM se hAtha meM nahIM pakar3A, tabhI itanA AnaMda rahatA hai na? jaba taka vyavahAra hai taba taka lakSmI jI kI bhI z2arUrata hai, usakI manAhI nahIM hai, lekina usameM tanmayAkAra nahIM honA caahie| tanmayAkAra to nArAyaNa meM honaa| sirpha lakSmI jI ke pIche par3eMge to nArAyaNa cir3ha jaaeNge| lakSmInArAyaNa kA to maMdira hai na! lakSmI jI kyA koI aisI-vaisI cIz2a hai? Apako kucha pasaMda AI yaha bAta?

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[3] ulajhana meM bhI zAMti ! ulajhanoM meM jIvana, kitanI muzkila? koI bAta pUcho kucha ! kaba taka isa ulajhana meM par3e rahoge ? praznakartA: abhI to koI ulajhana nahIM hai| dAdAzrI : vaha to abhI aisA laga rahA hai| varnA, bhojana ke samaya Tebala para matabheda ho jAe na, to jhaMjhaTa ho jAtI hai| bAta-bAta meM ulajhaneM hI haiM, eka-eka zabda para sirpha ulajhana hai / jitanI ulajhana nahIM lagatI, utanI bezuddhi hai, nahIM to eka kSaNabhara bhI sahana nahIM ho, aisA yaha saMsAra hai| hameM to yaha saMsAra eka kSaNa ke lie bhI sahana nahIM hotA thA / kisI rAta maiM soyA hI nahIM thA itanA adhika apAra duHkha rahatA thA ! AsapAsa ke sabhI logoM se pUcheM ki, 'ye sukhI haiM yA duHkhI?' taba sabhI kaheMge ki, 'ye to bahuta sukhI haiN|' jabaki mujhe khuda ko bahuta duHkha mahasUsa hotA thA, kyoMki ajJAnatA meM thaa| yoM hara eka bAta meM bhAna A cukA thA, lekina ajJAnatA thI / bolo, donoM tarapha kI dazA, aba kyA ho ? yahA~ ujAlA ho aura jisane aisA dekha liyA ki sA~pa ghusa gayA hai to usakI kyA dazA hogI? jisane nahIM dekhA, vaha so jAegA lekina jisane dekhA ho, vaha ? use phira nIMda hI nahIM aaegii| phira bhI isa saMsAra meM kisa taraha jIte haiM, vahI Azcarya hai ! ghara jAe~ to patnI kI jhir3akI khAnI par3atI hai, vyApAra meM

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AptavANI-7 pArTanara kI jhir3akI khAnI, inkamaTaiksa oNphisara kI jhir3akiyA~ khAnI, naukarI meM sAhaba kI jhir3akI khaanii| jahA~-tahA~ jhir3akiyA~ hI khAtA rahatA hai, phira bhI zarma taka nahIM AtI ki 'are, itanI jhir3akiyA~ khAkara jI rahA hU~, vaha kisalie jI rahA hU~?' lekina aba kahA~ jAe? phira DhITha ho jAtA hai! ulajhanoM kA hala, jJAnI ke mAdhyama se yahA~ para sabhI prazna pUche jA sakate haiN| Apako ulajhana khar3I nahIM hotI? hotI hai na? to yahA~ para usake sabhI khulAse pUche jA sakate haiM aura phira hameM ulajhaneM khar3I hI nahIM hoM, vaisI lAipha ho jAe to kitanA acchA! vaha lAipha kitanI acchI ki jisameM ulajhaneM khar3I hI nahIM hoM! praznakartA : ulajhaneM to hara eka kI lAipha meM hotI hI haiM na? dAdAzrI : nahIM, nhiiN| hamAre yahA~ para dasa haz2Ara logoM ko ulajhaneM nahIM hotiiN| hameM pichale bAIsa sAloM se eka bhI ulajhana nahIM huii| praznakartA : manuSya kI jiMdagI meM kucha na kucha ulajhaneM to hotI hI rahatI haiM na? dAdAzrI : nahIM, ulajhaneM hoM to use manuSya kaheMge hI kaise? ulajhanavAle manuSya ko manuSya kaheMge hI kaise? praznakartA : ulajhanoM meM bhI svastha mana se sukhI rahanA, aisA ho sakatA hai, lekina ulajhaneM to manuSya ko hoMgI hI na? dAdAzrI : ulajhaneM nahIM hoMgI, taba use manuSya kahA jaaegaa| hindustAna kA manuSya hai aura abhI taka ulajhana meM rahA? praznakartA : ulajhana hotI hai, lekina usameM se hameM rAstA milatA hai|

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ulajhana meM bhI zAMti ! (3) dAdAzrI : aisA hai, yaha varlDa iTaselpha hI paz2ala hai / jina logoM kI yaha paz2ala solva nahIM hotI to ve isa paz2ala meM hI Diz2olva ho cuke loga haiN| hama usa paz2ala ko solva kara dete haiM, phira vaha Diz2olva nahIM hotaa| ApakI yaha paz2ala solva karane kI icchA hai kyA? 43 pahale kabhI par3hA nahIM ho, jAnA nahIM ho, aisA yaha apUrva vijJAna hai| ataH eka ghaMTe meM sArI paz2ala solva kara detA hai| phira vApasa paz2ala khar3I hI nahIM hotI, ghaMTebhara meM aisA ilAja kara dete haiM, phira bhaya nahIM lagatA aura saMsAra calatA rahatA hai| ulajhaneM kauna nikAla kara degA? kaba taka ina ulajhanoM meM par3e rahanA hai? jahA~ dekho vahA~ ulajhaneM hI khar3I hotI rahatI haiM yA nahIM? praznakartA : dasa sAloM se isI samAdhAna kI khoja meM hU~, use khojate-khojate dAdA ke pAsa A gayA huuN| dAdAzrI : yahA~ para Ae to Apako kucha hala milegA aura ye sArI ulajhaneM calI jaaeNgii| jagat ko ulajhaneM pasaMda nahIM haiN| usameM, jisake pAsa jAe~ ve phira aura adhika ulajhana kara dete haiM, lekina usameM unakA doSa nahIM hai| hama samajhate haiM ki yahA~ para hamArI ulajhaneM kama ho jAe~gI, lekina vahIM para ulajhaneM bar3ha jAtI haiN| ataH yadi ulajhaneM yadi khatma ho jAe~ to hameM zAMti rhegii| nahIM to zAMti kaise rahegI ? rupayoM se kahIM zAMti nahIM ho paatii| striyoM se yadi zAMti milatI to cakravartiyoM kI teraha sauteraha sau rAniyA~ thIM, lekina ve bhI Ubakara jJAnI ke pAsa daur3a ge| yAnI ki lakSmI se yA strI se zAMti nahIM miltii| isake bAvajUda yaha jagat asatya bhI nahIM hai / jagat rileTiva satya hai aura AtmA riyala satya hai| yadi riyala meM A jAe~ to ulajhaneM miTa jAe~gI, varnA ulajhaneM nahIM miTeMgI aura taba taka ulajhaneM khar3I

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44 AptavANI-7 hI rheNgii| aura ulajhana meM kucha bhI ThIka se nahIM ho paataa| una ulajhanoM ke kAraNa kucha bhoga bhI nahIM pAte na! kaise bhoge? kyoMki sira para talavAra laTakI rahatI hai vahA~! praznakartA : bhaya meM rahanA par3atA hai| dAdAzrI : yaha jagat bhaya meM rahakara hI saba bhogatA hai, isake bajAya to nahIM bhoganA acchaa| isameM paravazatA nahIM lagatI? anya sabhI yoniyoM ke jIva paravaza haiM, yaha manuSya janma paravaza aura svavaza donoM haiN| jaba taka ina manuSyoM meM ajJAnatA hotI hai taba taka paravazatA aura jJAna hone ke bAda phira svavaza, khuda ke vaza meM hotA hai| anya sabhI yoniyoM meM paravazatA hI hai| paravazatA yAnI, kyA saMyogoM ke adhIna rahanA par3atA hai kabhI? ye sabhI loga saMyogoM ke adhIna hI haiN| bhojana kI thAlI mile vaha bhI saMyogoM ke adhIna aura nahAne kA pAnI mile, vaha bhI saMyogoM ke adhIna, yaha saba vyavahAra saMyogoM ke adhIna hI hai| __ abhI taka ulajhanoM meM the, nirI ulajhaneM! aura phira pise hue ko hI pIsanA, to kyA hogA? yaha to vahI kI vahI koThar3I, vahI kI vahI khaTiyA aura vahI kA vahI palaMga aura vahI kA vahI tkiyaa| aba zarma nahIM Ae? mujhe to bahuta boriyata hotI thI, vahI kamarA aura vahI palaMga dekhakara! roz2a-roz2a nayA-nayA nahIM cAhie? roz2a-roz2a vaisA nayA nahIM mila rahA ho to 'apane ghara' cale jAnA hI acchaa| apane ghara para sabhI prakAra kA vaibhava hai| apane ghara kA matalaba Apa samajhe? yadi yahA~ para saMsAra dazA meM roz2a nayA-nayA nahIM mile, verAiTI nahIM mile, to apane ghara, nahIM cale jAe~? hameM to, roz2a vahI kA vahI takiyA aura vahI kA vahI palaMga, to mujhe to boriyata hotI thii| yaha vahI kI vahI thAlI aura vahI kA vahI Asana, aura vahI kI vahI eka dina

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ulajhana meM bhI zAMti! (3) 45 khicar3I aura eka dina cAvala! are, itanA sArA taraha-taraha kA bhojana, lekina yaha to roz2a vahI kA vahI, aura 'apane ghara' meM to apAra sukha hai aura apAra sAmagriyA~ haiN| vaha sabhI sAmAna vahA~ para rakhakara yahA~ Ae, to yahA~ para roz2a vahI kI vahI koThar3I kaise pasaMda Ae? phira saMDAsa bhI badabU mAratI hai| roz2a alagaalaga ho aura AnaMda Ae to hama samajheM ki mokSa meM jAne kI kyA z2arUrata hai? lekina yaha to sAta mahala hoM aura sabhI tarahataraha ke kamare aura taraha-taraha ke palaMga hoM, phira bhI Akhira meM bhItara caina nahIM par3atA, vahA~ para pusAe hI kaise? phira arthI nikAlate haiM, taba yaha saba phraikcara ho jaaegaa| ye loga to arthI nikAle bagaira rahate hI nahIM na! ataH yadi aneka varAiTIz2a nahIM mila rahI hoM to apane ghara para cale jAnA acchaa| apane ghara para to apAra sukha hai! lekina jJAnI mileM, taba ve hameM hamAre ghara taka le jAe~ge, varnA ghara taka koI pahu~cA hI nhiiN| jJAnI puruSa khuda pahu~ca cuke haiM, isalie ve le jA sakate haiN| dekho na, Apake lie ravivAra, vaha AnaMda kA dina hai yA duHkha kA dina? praznakartA : kAma karanA par3e to duHkha kA dina lagatA hai| dAdAzrI : nahIM, lekina ravivAra kA dina duHkha kA dina hai yA AnaMda kA dina? praznakartA : vaise to AnaMda kA dina hai ki, bAhara ghUmanephirane jAne ko milatA hai, usase AnaMda rahatA hai| dAdAzrI : yAnI mukta jIvana cAhate ho? mukta jIvana kA matalaba hameM pasaMda Ae, jahA~ anukUla Ae vahA~ para jAe~-Ae~, aisA pasaMda hai na? aba kucha lar3akoM kA jIvana mukta hotA hai| hama kaheM, 'kyoM bhAI?' taba kahegA, 'bilkula bekAra huuN|' to use

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AptavANI-7 mukta jIvana kaheMge hI nahIM na ! vaha to chaha dina mehanata karake paisA kamAkara eka dina mukta jIvana rakhe, tabhI maz2A AegA! yAnI yaha to mukti pasaMda hai, yaha paravazatA pasaMda nahIM hai| Apako jagat meM ye saba paravazatA nahIM lagatI ? praznakartA : paravazatA to nibhAnI par3egI na? dAdAzrI : to kaba taka nibhAte rahoge aisA? patnI ke sAtha nibhAnA, vaha to samajho ki donoM meM se eka maregA to chUTe, lekina yaha paravazatA kaba taka nibhAte rahoge? Apa apane hospiTala meM roz2a jAte ho, vaha rAjIkhuzI se jAte ho yA paravazatA se jAte ho ? 46 praznakartA rAjIkhuzI se / dAdAzrI : kabhI paravazatA se jAnA par3atA hai? kisI kA vivAha samAroha ho taba barabasa jAnA par3atA hai ? vivAha meM aisA javAba dete ho ki, 'mere sabhI pezenTa vahA~ para baiThe hue haiM, rAha dekha rahe haiM? mujhe vahA~ jAnA hI pdd'egaa|' aise barabasa vahA~ para gae ho kyA? praznakartA : aisA zurUAta meM hotA thaa| aba nahIM hotaa| dAdAzrI : yAnI yaha saba paravazatA hai| pUrA jagat paravazatA se hI kAma kara rahA hai, svavaza se kAma nahIM kara skte| sabhI paravazatA se hI kAma kara rahe haiM, kyoMki DiscArja hai| aba usameM rAjIkhuzI se karo yA etarAz2a uThAkara karo, lekina kie binA cArA hI nhiiN| anivArya hai sbhii| Apako thor3A-bahuta bhI anivAryataH karanA par3atA hai kyA? praznakartA : DyUTI to karanI par3egI na? dAdAzrI : hA~, yAnI anivArya hai na? ulajhana nahIM ho, to samajhanA ki hama chUTa gae, phira koI gAliyA~ de, to bhI ulajhana

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ulajhana meM bhI zAMti ! ( 3 ) nahIM hogI yA jeba kATe taba bhI ulajhana nahIM hogI, mAre phira bhI ulajhana nahIM hogI, coTa nahIM lagegI aura aniphekTiva rahA jA skegaa| yaha to nirI iphekTa, iphekTa aura iphekTa / rAta ko sAr3e dasa baje kahA ho ki, 'cAcA, so jaao| aura cAcA or3hakara so gae, phira vicAra AyA ki Aja vaha enTrI karanA raha gayA, muddata to calI gaI, to phira rAta ko kitanI dera taka jagatA rahegA? ' praznakartA: pUrI rAta / dAdAzrI : lekina kyA ho sakatA hai phira ? yaha sArI paravazatA kahalAegA, becAragI kahalAegA ! pulisavAlA jhir3ake taba use becAragI samajha meM AtI hai, yA phira luTeroM kI pakar3a meM jAe, Trena khar3I rakhavAkara luTere car3ha Ae~ taba becAragI mahasUsa hotI hai, aisA hotA hai yA nahIM hotA? to yaha becAragI kaba taka pusAegI? jagat meM ulajhaneM kaba miTeMgI? 47 isa jagat meM kisI kI bhI bAta galata nahIM hotI, lekina apane-apane vyU poinTa haiN| hameM kisI kA galata dikhatA hI nahIM, lekina jaba ulajhana jAe, taba samajha jAte haiM ki yaha karekTa hai I taba taka karekTa nahIM kahate kisI ko bhI / ulajhana hamezA ke lie calI jAe, taba karekTa kahate haiM, varnA taba taka karekTa nahIM kahA jA sktaa| phira bhI kisI kA bhI galata nahIM hai, vaha usakA, hara eka kA vyU poinTa hai aura jaba tIna sau sATha vyU poinTa pUre ho jAe~ge, taba ulajhaneM jAe~gI, nahIM to ulajhaneM jAe~gI nahIM / tapa karo, japa karo, dhyAna karo, yoga karo, lekina sabhI 'karo, karo' kahate haiM, ve sabhI ulajhana meM DAlate haiN| praznakartA : ulajhana meM se kaise nikalA jA sakatA hai? dAdAzrI : yahA~ Ao to ApakI ulajhaneM nikAla deMge, dotIna dinoM taka Ao to ulajhanoM meM se bAhara nikAla deNge| ye DaoNkTara bhI oparezana karane se pahale thor3A TAima lete haiM, do dina

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AptavANI- - 7 pahale kucha julAba kI davAI dete haiM, peTa ko sApha karane ke bAda oparezana karate haiM, usI taraha hamAre yahA~ sApha karane ke bAda oparezana hogA, phira ulajhaneM nikala jAe~gI / phira hamAre kahe anusAra calegA to phira se ulajhaneM nahIM aaeNgii| varnA yaha jagat to pUrA ulajhanoM se hI bharA huA hai| bhale hI kitane bhI zAstra par3he, kucha bhI kare, phira bhI ulajhaneM jAe~gI nahIM / 48 ulajhanoM kA 'enDa' kaba AegA ? rileTiva aura riyala, ye do hI cIz2eM jagat meM haiN| oNla dIz2a rileTivz2a Ara TemparerI eDajasTamenTa aura riyala iz2a dI paramAnenTa / aba paramAnenTa bhAga kitanA aura TemparerI bhAga kitanA, unake bIca lAina oNpha DimArkezana DAla deM, to ulajhaneM baMda ho jAe~gI, nahIM to ulajhaneM baMda nahIM hoNgii| caubIsoM tIrthaMkaroM ne vaha DimArkezana lAina DAlI thI / kundakundAcArya ne yaha lAina DAlI thii| abhI apane yahA~ para DimArkezana lAina DAla dete haiM ki turaMta usakA saba ThIka ho jAtA hai| rileTiva aura riyala, ina donoM kI ulajhanoM ke bIca lAina oNpha DimArkezana DAla dete haiM ki yaha bhAga terA aura yaha parAyA bhAga hai| aba parAye bhAga ko 'merA' mata mAnanA / use aisA samajhA diyA ki usakA samAdhAna ho jAtA hai| yaha to parAyA mAla le liyA hai, usa vajaha se kahAsunI cala rahI hai / jhagar3e calate hI rahate haiN| ulajhana yAnI jhagar3e calate hI raheMge aura eka bhI khuda kI bhUla dikhegI nahIM / aise to hai pUrA hI bhUlavAlA bahIkhAtA, lekina khuda kI bhUla kyoM nahIM dikhatI? ki khuda vakIla, khuda jaja aura khuda hI abhiyukta, phira khuda gunAha meM AegA hI nahIM na? aura dUsaroM ke sabhI gunAha nikAla btaaegaa| yAnI rileTiva aura riyala kA jJAna hone ke bAda khuda kI hI bhUleM dikheMgI / jahA~ dekho vahA~ para khuda kI hI bhUleM dikheMgI aura bhUla hai hI khuda kii| khuda kI bhUloM se yaha jagat khar3A hai, yaha jagat kisI kI bhUla se nahIM khar3A hai| jaba khuda kI bhUleM khatma ho jAe~gI to phira vaha siddhagati meM hI calA jAegA !

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ulajhana meM bhI zAMti! (3) ...phira parataMtratA AtI hI nahIM! praznakartA : ulajhanoM meM se bAhara nikala cuke loga phira se ulajhana meM pha~sa sakate haiM kyA? dAdAzrI : nahIM, phira yadi khuda kI icchA ho aura pha~sanA ho, to phNsegaa| khuda kI icchA ho, to vaha bhI eka hada taka hii| bAda meM khuda usa ora ke rAste para jAtA hai, svataMtratA meM jAtA hai| usake bAda parataMtra honA cAhe, phira bhI nahIM ho sktaa| aisI sthiti utpanna ho jAtI hai| nahIM to, ulajhanoM meM ulajhA jIvana! manuSyajanma ke eka minaTa kI qImata to kahI jA sake vaisA nahIM hai, itanI adhika qImata hai| yaha hindustAna ke manuSyoM kI bAta hai| hindustAna ke logoM ko kyoM dUsaroM se alaga mAnate haiM ki, ina logoM kI bilIpha meM punarjanma A cukA hai| hindustAna ke alAvA, bAhara ke logoM kI bilIpha meM punarjanma nahIM AyA hai| isalie hindustAna ke iMsAna ke eka minaTa kI bhI bahuta qImata hai, lekina yaha to yoM hI bIta jAtA hai, pUre dina bagaira bhAna ke yoM hI bebhAnatA meM bIta jAtA hai| ApakA koI kSaNa bekAra gayA hai? praznakartA : bahuta sAre bekAra gae haiN| dAdAzrI : aisA? to kAma meM kitane Ae? kisameM kAma Ae? iMsAna pUre dina ulajhanoM meM ulajhatA rahatA hai| sAdhu-saMnyAsI sabhI ulajhe rahate haiN| bar3A rAjA ho yA vakIla ho, lekina vaha bhI ulajhA rahatA hai, jisake pAsa jAyadAda kama ho vaha kama ulajhA rahatA hai aura adhika jAyadAdA ho to adhika ulajhA rahatA hai, yAnI ki yaha pUrA saMsAra ulajhana hI hai| to isa ulajhana meM se

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50 AptavANI-7 nikaleM kaise? usake bAre meM savAla pUchakara javAba prApta kara lene cAhie aura Apako isa ulajhana meM se nikalane ke rAste DhU~Dhane caahie| jo ulajhanoM meM se nikala cuke haiM, ve hameM ulajhana meM se bAhara nikAla deMge, bAkI isa ulajhana meM se koI nikalA hI nahIM hai| vahI hameM ulajhana meM DAla detA hai na! Apako kabhI ulajhana meM se nikalane kI icchA hotI hai kyA? paisoM ke bistara banAne se bhI nIMda nahIM AtI aura usase koI sukha nahIM miltaa| kitane bhI paise hoM, taba bhI duHkha! una paisoM ko bhI phira rakhane jAnA par3atA hai, phira unheM saMbhAlanA bhI duHkha, aura kharca ho jAe~ usa ghar3I bhI duHkha, kharca karate samaya duHkha hotA rahatA hai, kamAte samaya bhI duHkha hotA rahatA hai! yAnI jahA~ para duHkha aura sirpha duHkha hI hai, janma liyA taba eka tarapha ke riztedAra the, phAdara-madara aura jaba zAdI kI taba sasura-sAsa, dAdIsAsa, mausIsAsa, ve saba mile| ye ulajhaneM kyA kama thIM, ki aura bar3hAI! jagat kA rUpa hI ulajhana! yAnI yaha ulajhana hai, usameM kucha pUchakara apanI ulajhana nikAla leM aisA rAstA DhU~Dha nikAlanA caahie| aisA pUcho ki Apake mana meM se sabhI ulajhaneM nikala jAe~, varnA yaha jagat to nirA ulajhanoMvAlA hI hai, puuraa| aura hamane kyA kahA hai ki da varlDa iz2a da paz2ala ittselph| yaha iTaselpha paz2ala huA hai| gaoNDa hez2a noTa paz2alDa disa varlDa eTa oNl| yadi bhagavAna ne paz2ala kiyA hotA na, to ye loga use pakar3akara bulavAte ki kyoM logoM ko parezAna kara rahA hai, bekAra meM? aura kahanA par3atA ki kyA yaha terI bapautI hai ki logoM kA bigAr3a rahA hai? lekina yaha kisI kI bapautI nahIM hai| yaha to hara kisI kI khuda kI saMpatti hai aura jinheM potApaNuM (maiM hU~ aura merA hai, aisA aaropnn| merApana) lagA una sabhI kI jAyadAda hai, lekina usa z2AyadAda ko bhoganA nahIM aataa|

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ulajhana meM bhI zAMti! (3) to saMsAra ke sAra ke rUpa meM kyA milA? saMsAra kA sAra nikAlA hai kyA? vyApAra kA sAra (bailensazITa) to hara sAla nikAlate ho, lekina kyA saMsAra kA sAra nikAlA hai ki 'kauna-se bahIkhAte meM nukasAna hai aura kauna se bahIkhAte meM naphA hai?' aisA Apane nahIM nikAlA? aisA hai na, yaha sAra sabase pahale nikAlanA cAhie ki bhAI, bAra-bAra isa saMsAra kA ArAdhana karate haiM, to yaha sahI hai yA galata hai? usameM phAyadA hotA hai yA nukasAna hotA hai! aisA sAra nahIM nikAlanA cAhie? maiM to anaMta janmoM se isa saMsAra kA sAra hI nikAlatA AyA thaa| kRpAludeva se kisIne pUchA ki saMsAra meM Apako Uba hotI hai kyA, sAhaba? taba ve kyA bole? ki, 'saMsAra meM Uba to... bahuta samaya se Uba gae haiN|' ve kyoM Uba gae hoMga? kyoMki sAra nikAlakara dekha liyA thaa| usI taraha kyA Apane vaisA sAra nahIM nikAlA? yAnI ki jyAdA boriyata nahIM hotI na! isalie aba sAra nikAla lenaa| kaba taka aisA aMdhera rAja calAoge? aura yaha rAja koI aMdhera rAja nahIM hai, yaha to vItarAgoM kA mata hai! Aja bhagavAna ke darzana kara Ae, to kyA ve Apake ghara para Akara helpa kareMge? ve to kahate haiM, 'terA hisAba tere saath| mujhe jitane samaya taka yAda karegA, utane samaya to tujhe zAMti rhegii| usakI gAranTI detA hU~, lekina agara mujhe bhUla jAegA to mAra khAegA!'

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[4] TAlo kaMTAlA! kaMTAlArahita jIvana, saMbhava hai? dAdAzrI : kabhI kaMTAlA-vaMTAlA AtA hai kyA? praznakartA : kaMTAlA (boriyata) to AtA hai na! jo cIz2a apriya ho, usase kaMTAlA AtA hai| dAdAzrI : vaha to nApasaMdagI utpanna hotI hai| isa jagat meM koI cIz2a priya lagAne jaisI nahIM hai, usI prakAra apriya lagAne jaisI bhI nahIM hai| apanI bhUloM ke kAraNa priya-apriya dikhatA hai| ApakA beTA hai, vaha Apako abhI priya lagatA hai| bacapana se vaha abhI taka Apako priya hI lagA hai, lekina eka dina jaba sAmane bole taba? taba apriya lagegA na? aba, vaha nahIM badalA hai, Apa badala gae ho| vaha sAmane bolatA hai, usameM vaha nahIM badalA, vaha to usakI prakRti hai, vaha to Apa hI badala gae ho| jo Apako priya lagatA thA, vaha abhI apriya kyoM laga rahA hai? Apa meM hI kucha bhUla hai! Apake igoiz2ama ko AghAta lagatA hai| Apako samajha meM AyA na? khuda kI strI bhI apriya lagane lagatI hai, sabakucha apriya lagane lagatA hai| aMta meM jo khuda kI priyAtipriya deha hai, vaha bhI apriya lagane lagatI hai| praznakartA : aise apriya laganA, vaha kyA apanI bhUla hai? dAdAzrI : haaN| kyoMki vaha priya lagatI thI, isalie apriya ho jAtI hai| priya-apriya donoM hI dvaMdva nahIM caahie| sabakucha naoNrmala

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TAlo kaMTAlA! (4) rakhanA acchaa| yaha to koI mAna deM to priya lagane lagatA hai aura apamAna kare to apriya lagane lagatA hai| jahA~ apriya lage vahA~ para dveSa hotA hai| jahA~ dveSa hotA hai vahA~ karma baMdhate haiN| jahA~ karma baMdhe, vahA~ para agalA janma milatA hai| isa prakAra ye saba muzkileM haiM isameM / praznakartA : priya-apriya, pasaMda-nApasaMda, vaha saba kisa AdhAra para khar3e haiM? 53 dAdAzrI : ve saba ajJAnatA ke kAraNa khar3e haiN| ina sabakA mUla AdhAra ajJAnatA hai aura phira vaha ajJAnatA bhI AdhArI hai| ajJAnatA ko AdhAra denevAlA koI cAhie yA nahIM cAhie? praznakartA : ajJAnatA ko AdhAra denevAlA kauna hai? dAdAzrI : vaha khuda hI, vahI ahaMkAra hai / ahaMkAra ke kAraNa khuda, ajJAna ko AdhAra detA hai ki, 'nahIM, ThIka hai, karekTa hai / ' aba jaba hama vaha ahaMkAra nikAla dete haiM, taba ajJAna nirAdhAra hokara gira par3atA hai, varnA ahaMkAra hI hara roz2a, pUre dina, ajJAna ko AdhAra detA rahatA hai I kaMTAlA (boriyata) usa zabda kA pRthakkaraNa kiyA hai ki kaMTAlA zabda kisa para se banA hogA? ye kA~TeM saba yoM hI bikhare par3e hoM, aura una para bistara bichAe~ to phira kaisI zAMti rahegI? phira kaMTAlA aaegaa| kA~Te kA bistara, usI kA nAma kaMTAlA / tujhe aise bistara para sonA pasaMda hai? aisA pasaMda hai? praznakartA: aisA kise pasaMda AegA ? dAdAzrI : pasaMda nahIM Ae to usakA upAya DhU~Dha nikAlanA pdd'egaa| kyA tUne DhU~Dha nikAlA hai? kyA DhU~DhA hai? praznakartA : vaha to apane Apa hI nikala AtA hai| dAdAzrI : to aba phira se, chaha mahIne bAda bhI kaMTAlA nahIM AegA, kyA aisA taya ho gayA hai?

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54 AptavANI-7 praznakartA : nahIM, lekina vaha to usakI kaMpanI, phrenDa sarkala para nirbhara karatA hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, lekina kaMpanI kisa para nirbhara hai? Aja kisa taraha kI kaMpanI milegI, vaha kisa para nirbhara hai? Aja maiM tujhe milanevAlA hU~, yaha kaMpanI milanevAlI hai, vaha kisa para nirbhara hai? praznakartA : yaha to jIvana kA cakra hai! dAdAzrI : hA~, lekina isa cakra ko kauna ghumAtA hai? kisalie ghumAtA hai? kisI ko aisI jagaha para kyoM paTaka detA hai aura kisI ko jeba kaTe vaisI jagaha para kyoM le jAtA hai? praznakartA : yaha saba kudaratI hai kyA? dAdAzrI : hA~, kudrt| use aMgrez2I meM kyA kahate haiM? sAinTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDensa kahate haiM, vahI isa pUre jagat ko calAtI hai| aba yadi tujhe koI aisI davAI mila jAe jisase kaMTAlA nahIM Ae, to tujhe acchA nahIM lagegA? jiMdagIbhara kaMTAlA nahIM Ae, ciMtA nahIM ho, upAdhi nahIM ho, to bahuta acchA rahegA na? praznakartA : lekina aisA hogA hI nahIM na, imposibala bAta hai| dAdAzrI : aisA hai na, ki yaha 'imposibala' zabda hai na, vaha bhI 'posibala' zabda meM se utpanna huA hai| yAnI ki 'imposibala' zabda kA janmasthAna 'posibala' zabda hai| isalie sabhI kucha saMbhava hai| abhI 'ina' sabhI ko koI ciMtA nahIM hai| 'ina' sabhI se kahA hai ki eka bhI ciMtA ho to mujha para dAvA krnaa| praznakartA : kaMTAlArahita z2iMdagI ho aura jIvana meM sukha hI mile to phira manuSya madahoza nahIM ho jAegA?

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TAlo kaMTAlA! (4) 55 dAdAzrI : nahIM, aisA hai na, yaha jo sAMsArika sukha hai vaha kalpita sukha hai, isa sukha se iMsAna madahoza ho jAtA hai| lekina jaba khuda kA saccA sukha, zAzvata sukha mile jo ki tRpti detA hai, to usase iMsAna madahoza hogA hI nhiiN| yaha to kalpita sukha se iMsAna aise madahoza ho jAtA hai| saca hI kahA hai, vaha kalpita sukha yadi hameM hamezA ke lie mila jAe to iMsAna phira madahoza ho jAegA, pAgala ho jaaegaa| kyoMki kalpita sukha hai aura kalpita sukha yadi adhika bar3ha jAe to iMsAna madahoza ho jAtA hai| isalie usake lie kaMTrola kI z2arUrata hai hii| thor3I dera mAra par3atI hai aura phira thor3I dera sukha milatA hai! ye mAra aura sukha, donoM kalpita haiN| aura yaha AtmA kA sukha, vaha zAzvata sukha hai, sthAyI sukha hai| yaha sukha Ane ke bAda jAtA nahIM hai| yaha sukha to jaba khuda ko khuda ke svarUpa kA jJAna ho jAe, khuda ke selpha kA riyalAiz2ezana ho jAe, taba utpanna hotA hai| yaha ghar3I calatI hai yA nahIM, tU aisA riyalAiz2a karake lAyA hai yA yoM hI le AyA? praznakartA : riyalAiz2a krke| dAdAzrI : hA~, to yaha saba riyalAiz2a karake lAyA hai aura khuda apane Apa ko riyalAiz2a nahIM kiyaa| loga vAipha ko bhI riyalAiz2a karake lAte haiM na? lekina khuda apane Apako riyalAiz2a kara le na! vaha nahIM karanA cAhie kyA?

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[5] ciMtA se mukti jagat meM, ciMtA kI davAI kyA hai? dAdAzrI : Apane kabhI ciMtA dekhI hai yA nahIM dekhI? praznakartA : dekhI hai n| dAdAzrI : acchI taraha se pahacAnate ho? praznakartA : ciMtA meM aura sirpha ciMtA meM hI DUbA huA huuN| dAdAzrI : ciMtA meM hI rahate ho, phira dekhane ko rahA hI kahA~? hamezA ciMtA hI hai na? praznakartA : lekina ciMtA to sabhI ko hotI hai na! dAdAzrI : to phira aisA ghara jaisA hI saMbaMdha hogA na? bArabAra Ae aura jAe, bAra-bAra Ae aura jAe, aisA saMbaMdha hai? praznakartA : nahIM, lekina yoM to mujhe ciMtA rakhanI hI nahIM hai na! dAdAzrI : vaha to, sabhI aisA hI kahate haiM ki mujhe ciMtA nahIM rakhanI hai, lekina ciMtA kisI ko bhI chor3atI nahIM hai na! vaha to rAta ko gyAraha baje bhI Akara sAtha meM hI khar3I rahatI hai aura pUre dina bhI ciMtA, ki 'aisA ho jAegA aura vaisA ho jaaegaa|' usake bAda phira mu~ha para jaise araMDI kA tela cupar3a liyA ho vaisA nahIM ho jAegA?

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ciMtA se mukti (5) praznakartA : ho jAegA na! dAdAzrI : to usakA hala to lAnA par3egA na? ina roMga bilIphoM ko kaba taka pakar3akara rakhoge? aba agara varIz2a cakhI hoM na, tabhI vAstava meM isa jagat kA svAda patA calatA hai, varnA taba taka isa jagat kA svAda samajha meM nahIM aataa| nirI varIz2a, varIja, varIz2a! jaise zakkarakaMda bhaTThI meM bhunate haiM, vaise hI jagat bhuna rahA hai! jaise machaliyA~ tela meM talI jAtI haiM vaisI chaTapaTAhaTa ho rahI hai! ise lAipha kaise kaheMge? aba jaba yaha ciMtA hotI hai, taba kauna sI davAI lagAte ho? praznakartA : zAMta nidrAdhIna ho jAe~, to ciMtAmukta huA jA skegaa| dAdAzrI : nidrAdhIna? lekina nIMda AtI hai kyA, usa ghar3I? praznakartA : vaha to thakakara nIMda A jAtI hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, mana thaka jAe to nIMda A jAtI hai| saca kaha rahe ho, galata nahIM kaha rahe ho aap| aba ciMtA pasaMda nahIM hai na? to use bhejatA kauna hai? praznakartA : bhgvaan| dAdAzrI : aisA? bhagavAna becAroM ke mA~-bApa nahIM haiM, to unheM loga bhalA-burA kahate rahate haiN| kisI ke bacce ko hama bhalAburA kaheM to usake mA~-bApa hameM chor3eMge nahIM na? lekina bhagavAna ke to mA~-bApa haiM nahIM, isalie sabhI bhagavAna ko badanAma karate haiM ki bhagavAna ne mere sAtha aisA kiyA! bhagavAna ne kyoM sabhI logoM ko ciMtA meM rakhA hogA? praznakartA : karma ke phala bhugatane ke lie| dAdAzrI : hamane jo karma kie unakA phala hameM hI bhugatanA

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AptavANI-7 hai / vaha bAta sahI hai na? to isameM phira bIca meM Izvara kI z2arUrata hI kyA hai? 58 jahA~ ciMtA, vahA~ para anubhUti kahA~ se? praznakartA : ciMtA se para hone ke lie bhagavAna ke AzIrvAda mA~gate haiM ki 'maiM isameM se kaba chUTUMgA, ' isalie ' bhagavAna - bhagavAna' karate haiN| usa mAdhyama se hama loga Age bar3hanA cAhate haiM / phira bhI abhI taka mujhe mere bhItaravAle bhagavAna kI anubhUti nahIM ho paatii| dAdAzrI : anubhUti kaise hogI ? ciMtA meM anubhUti hogI hI nahIM na! ciMtA aura anubhUti, donoM sAtha meM nahIM ho skte| ciMtA baMda hogI, taba anubhUti hogI / praznakartA : ciMtA kisa taraha miTegI? dAdAzrI : yahA~ satsaMga meM rahane se| kabhI satsaMga meM Ae ho? praznakartA: dUsarI jagaha satsaMga meM jAtA hU~, lekina yahA~ to eka-do bAra hI AyA hU~ / dAdAzrI : jisa satsaMga meM jAne se ciMtA baMda nahIM hotI to vaha satsaMga chor3a denA caahie| bAkI, satsaMga meM ciMtA baMda honI hI cAhie / praznakartA : jitanI dera vahA~ baiThe rahate haiM, utanI dera zAMti rahatI hai I dAdAzrI : nahIM, use kahIM zAMti nahIM khte| usameM zAMti nahIM hai| aisI zAMti to... hama gappa suneM taba bhI zAMti rhegii| saccI zAMti to niraMtara rahanI cAhie, jAnI hI nahIM caahie| ataH jahA~ ciMtA ho, usa prakAra ke satsaMga meM jAe~ hI kyoM? satsaMgavAloM

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ciMtA se mukti (5) se kaha denA cAhie ki, 'bhAI, hameM ciMtA hotI hai, isalie aba hama yahA~ para nahIM Ae~ge, varnA Apa kucha aisA ilAja kIjie ki ciMtA nahIM ho / ' 59 praznakartA : oNphisa meM jAU~ yA ghara AU~, phira bhI kahIM mana nahIM lgtaa| dAdAzrI : oNphisa meM to Apa naukarI ke lie jAte ho aura tanaqhvAha to cAhie na ! ghara saMsAra calAnA hai, isalie ghara nahIM chor3a denA hai, naukarI nahIM chor3a denI hai| lekina jahA~ para ciMtA nahIM miTe vaha satsaMga chor3a denaa| dUsarA nayA satsaMga DhU~DhanA, tIsare satsaMga meM jAnA / kaI taraha ke satsaMga hote haiM, lekina satsaMga se ciMtA jAnI caahie| kisI aura satsaMga meM nahIM gae? praznakartA : lekina hameM aisA kahA gayA hai ki bhagavAna Apake aMdara hI haiM, Apako zAMti aMdara se hI milegI, bAhara bhaTakanA baMda kara do I dAdAzrI : hA~, ThIka hai / praznakartA : lekina aMdara jo bhagavAna birAjamAna haiM, z2arA sA bhI anubhava nahIM hotA / unakA I dAdAzrI : ciMtA meM anubhava nahIM hotA / ciMtA hogI, to jo anubhava huA hogA vaha bhI calA jAegA / ciMtA to eka prakAra kA ahaMkAra kahalAtA hai| bhagavAna kahate haiM ki, " tU ahaMkAra karatA hai ? to hamAre pAsa se calA jA ! jise calAne kA aisA ahaMkAra ho ki 'yaha maiM calAtA hU~' vahI ciMtA karegA na?" bhagavAna para z2arA sA bhI vizvAsa nahIM ho vahI ciMtA karegA na? praznakartA : bhagavAna para to vizvAsa hai / dAdAzrI : vizvAsa ho to aisA kare hI nahIM na ! bhagavAna ke vizvAsa para chor3akara caina se or3hakara so jAegA / usakI ciMtA

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AptavANI- -7 bhalA kauna kare ? ataH bhagavAna para vizvAsa rakho / bhagavAna ApakA thor3A bahuta calAte hoMge yA nahIM? aMdara bhojana DAlane ke bAda kyA phira ciMtA karate ho? pAcaka rasa Dala gae yA nahIM, pitta Dala gayA, aisI saba ciMtAe~ nahIM karate ? ' isameM se khUna banegA yA nahIM banegA? isameM se saMDAsa banegA yA nahIM?' aisI ciMtA karate ho? yAnI calAne ke lie ye aMdara kA bahuta kucha hai, bAhara to kyA calAnA hai, ki usakI ciMtA karate ho? phira bhagavAna ko burA hI lagegA na! ahaMkAra karate ho, isalie ciMtA hotI hai / ciMtA karanevAle loga ahaMkArI kahalAte haiM / eka haphtA saba bhagavAna para chor3akara ciMtA karanA baMda kara do| phira yahA~ para kabhI bhagavAna kA sAkSAtkAra karavA deMge, taba hamezA ke lie ciMtA miTa jAegI ! ciMtA jAe, tabhI se samAdhi ciMtA nahIM ho taba sacamuca meM ulajhana gaI / ciMtA nahIM ho, varIz2a nahIM hoM aura upAdhi meM samatA rahe, upAdhi meM bhItara samAdhi rahe to samajhanA ki sacamuca meM ulajhana calI gaI / praznakartA : aisI samAdhi lAnI ho phira bhI nahIM aatii| dAdAzrI : vaha to aise lAne se nahIM AegI! 'jJAnIpuruSa' ulajhana nikAla deM, sabakucha zuddha kara deM taba niraMtara samAdhi rahegI / 60 praznakartA : kyA vaha bhI 'vyavasthita' nahIM hai ki 'ulajhana nikalegI hI nahIM?' dAdAzrI : ApakI ulajhaneM nahIM nikalatIM, vaha bhI 'vyavasthita' hI hai aura ulajhaneM nikala jAe~, vaha bhI 'vyavasthita' hI hai / isIlie maiM kahatA hU~ na, maiM to nimitta hU~, maiM kucha isakA kartA nahIM huuN| ciMtA calI jAe, usI ko samAdhi kahate haiN| usase phira kAma bhI pahale se z2yAdA hogA, kyoMki ulajhana nahIM rahIM na phira ! oNphisa meM jAkara baiThe ki kAma shuruu| ghara ke vicAra nahIM Ae~ge,

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ciMtA se mukti (5) bAhara ke vicAra nahIM Ae~ge, anya koI bhI vicAra nahIM Ae~ge aura saMpUrNa ekAgratA rhegii| 61 jisake saMsAra ke kAma bigar3ate haiM, usake lie aisA nahIM kahA jA sakatA ki 'dharma prApta kiyA / ' saMsAra kA kAma sudharanA cAhie, saMsAra sudharanA caahie| AsapAsavAle bhI kaheM ki, 'nahIM bhAI, ye bahuta acche AdamI haiN|' jabaki bhakta to bahuta bAvare hote haiM, unakA to saMsAra bhI bigar3atA hai aura dharma bhI bigar3atA hai, sabakucha bigar3a jAtA hai, aura ye to jJAnI kahalAte haiM, vyavahAra meM ekz2ekTa rahate haiN| yaha jJAna to logoM kA kAma hI nikAla degA, varnA azAMti se iMsAna ko pApa ba~dhate haiN| iMsAna ko jaba azAMti ho jAtI haiM na, taba sAmanevAle loga yadi acche hoM, phira bhI kharAba dikhAI dete haiM, lekina yadi aMdara zAMti hai to koI sAmanevAlA vyakti yadi kharAba hogA to bhI acchA lgegaa| beTAima kI ciMtA yaha to sAinsa hai, kabhI-kabhI hI akrama vijJAna nikalatA hai, akrama yAnI krama vagairaha nahIM / yaha mukhya mArga nahIM hai, yaha to pagaDaMDIvAlA rAstA hai, mukhya mArga to cala hI rahA hai na! vaha mArga abhI mUla sTeja meM nahIM hai, abhI apaseTa ho gayA hai| sabhI dharma apaseTa ho gae haiN| jaba dharma mUla sTeja meM thA taba to jainoM ke aura vaiSNavoM ke ghara bagaira ciMtA ke calate the| Ajakala to beTI tIna sAla kI ho tabhI se kahegA ki, 'dekho na, mujhe isa beTI kI zAdI karavAnI hai / ' 'are, beTI kI zAdI bIsa sAla kI umra meM hogI, lekina abhI se kisalie ciMtA karatA hai ? satraha sAla pahale zAdI kI ciMtA kara rahA hai, to marane kI ciMtA kyoM nahIM karatA?' taba kahegA ki, 'nahIM, marane kA to yAda hI mata krvaao|' taba maiMne kahA ki, 'marane kI bAta sunane meM kyA Apatti hai ? kyA Apa nahIM maranevAle?' taba kahatA hai ki, 'lekina yadi marane kA yAda karavAoge na, to Aja kA sukha calA jAegA, Aja

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AptavANI-7 kA hamArA sArA svAda bigar3a jaaegaa|' 'taba beTI kI zAdI kA kisalie yAda kara rahA hai? usase bhI terA svAda calA jAegA na? aura beTI apanI zAdI kA sabakucha lekara hI AI hai| mA~bApa to isameM nimitta hI haiN|' beTI apanI zAdI kA, sabakucha hI sAdhana lekara AI hai| baiMka bailensa, paisA vagairaha sabakucha lekara AI hai| jyAdA yA kama, jitanA bhI kharcA hogA, vaha ekz2ekTalI sabakucha lekara hI AI hai| yaha to sirpha itanA hI hai ki saba bApa ko sauMpA haA hai! isalie varIz2a karane jaisA yaha jagat hai hI nhiiN| ekjekTalI dekhane jAe~ to yaha jagat bilkula varIz2a karane jaisA hai hI nahIM, thA bhI nahIM aura hogA bhI nhiiN| beTI apanA hisAba lekara AI hai| beTI kI varIz2a Apako nahIM karanI haiN| beTI ke Apa pAlaka ho| beTI apane lie lar3akA bhI lekara AI hai| hameM kisI se kahane nahIM jAnA par3atA ki 'beTA paidA krnaa| hamArI beTI hai usake lie beTA paidA karanA,' kyA aisA kahane jAnA par3atA hai? yAnI ki saba sAmAna taiyAra lekara AI hai? jabaki bApa kahegA, 'yaha paccIsa sAla kI ho gaI, abhI taka isakA ThikAnA nahIM pdd'aa| aisA hai, vaisA hai|' vaha sAre dina gAtA rahatA hai| 'are, vahA~ para beTA sattAisa sAla kA ho gayA hai, lekina tujhe mila nahIM rahA hai, to zikAyata kyoM kara rahA hai? so jA na cupacApa! vaha beTI apanA TAimiMga vagairaha sabakucha seTa karake lAI hai|' kucha loga to abhI beTI tIna varSa kI ho tabhI se ciMtA karate haiM ki, 'jAti meM kharcA bahuta hai, kisa taraha karU~gA?' ve zikAyata karate rahate haiN| yaha to sirpha igoiz2ama karate rahate haiN| kyoM beTI kI ciMtA karatA rahatA hai? zAdI ke samaya para beTI kI zAdI ho jaaegii| saMDAsa saMDAsa ke TAima para hogI, bhUkha bhUkha ke TAima para lagegI, nIMda nIMda ke TAima para aaegii| tU kyoM kisI bhI cIz2a kI ciMtA kara rahA hai? nIMda apanA TAima lekara

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ciMtA se mukti (5) 63 AI hai, saMDAsa apanA TAima lekara AI hai, kisalie varIz2a karate ho? nIMda kA TAima hote hI apane Apa A~kheM miMca jaaeNgii| 'uThanA' bhI apanA TAima lekara AyA hai| usI taraha beTI bhI apane vivAha kA TAima lekara AI hai| vaha pahale jAegI yA hama pahale jAe~ge, hai koI usakA ThikAnA? parasattA ko pakar3e, vahA~ ciMtA hogI Apako kaisA hai? kabhI upAdhi hotI hai? ciMtA ho jAtI hai? praznakartA : hamArI isa bar3I beTI kI sagAI nahIM ho rahI hai, isalie parezAnI ho jAtI hai na! dAdAzrI : mahAvIra bhagavAna ko kyA apanI beTI kI zAdI nahIM karavAnI thI? vaha bhI bar3I ho gaI thI na? bhagavAna kyoM parezAna nahIM hote the? Apake hAtha meM ho to parezAna hovo na, lekina kyA yaha cIz2a Apake hAtha meM hai? praznakartA : nhiiN| dAdAzrI : nahIM? to parezAna kyoM hote ho? to kyA phira isa seTha ke hAtha meM hai? isa bahana ke hAtha meM hai? praznakartA : nhiiN| dAdAzrI : to kisa ke hAtha meM hai, vaha jAne binA Apa parezAna hone lago to vaha kisa jaisA hai? ki mAna lo, hama dasa loga eka ghoDAgADI meM baiThe hoM, baDI do ghoDoM kI ghoDAgADI hai| aba calAnevAlA use calA rahA hai aura Apa usameM baiThe zora macAo ki, 'eya! aise calA, eya! aise calA,' to kyA hogA? jo calA rahA hai, use dekhate raho na! 'calAnevAlA kauna hai' itanA jAna leM to hameM ciMtA nahIM hogii| usI prakAra 'yaha jagat kauna calA rahA hai' yadi vaha jAna leM to hameM ciMtA nahIM hogii| Apa

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64 AptavANI-7 rAta-dina ciMtA karatI ho? kaba taka karogI? usakA aMta kaba AegA? vaha mujhe btaao| yaha beTI to apanA lekara AI hai| kyA Apa apanA sabakucha lekara nahIM AI thIM? yaha seTha Apako mile yA nahIM mile? jaba seTha Apako mile, to isa beTI ko koI kyoM nahIM milegA? Apa z2arA to dhIraja rkho| vItarAga mArga meM ho aura isa prakAra dhIraja nahIM rakhogI to usase ArtadhyAna hogA, raudradhyAna hogaa| praznakartA : aisA nahIM hai lekina svabhAvika phikra to hogI na! dAdAzrI : vaha svabhAvika phikra, vahI ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna kahalAtA hai, bhItara AtmA ko pIr3ita kiyA hmne| dUsaroM ko pIr3A nahIM de rahI ho to ThIka hai, lekina yaha to AtmA ko pIr3ita kiyaa| isakA calAnevAlA kauna hogA? bahana, Apa to jAnatI hoMgI? ye seTha jAnate hoMge? koI calAnevAlA hogA yA Apa calAtI ho? praznakartA : koI nhiiN| dAdAzrI : kisI ke bagaira yaha kaise cala sakatA hai? koI to saMcAlaka hogA na? saMcAlaka ke binA to calegA hI nahIM na? aisA hai, ki kabhI jaba bukhAra AtA hai, taba mana meM aisA lagatA hai ki 'mujhe bukhAra AyA,' lekina 'kisane bhejA' usakA patA nahIM lgaate| isalie mana meM kyA lagatA hai ki aba bukhAra nahIM jAegA to kyA karU~gI? are bhAI AyA hai, bhejanevAle ne use bhejA hai, aura vApasa bulavA leMge, hameM phikra karanI rahI hI kahA~? hamane nahIM bulAyA hai, bhejanevAle ne bhejA hai, ve vApasa bulA leMge, yaha saba kudaratI racanA hai| agara socanA hai to hameM khAne se pahale socanA cAhie ki yaha dAla mujhe vAyu karegI yA nahIM? lekina yadi khAne ke bAda aisA soce ki 'aba mujhe kyA hogA, kyA hogA,' to usakA kyA artha hai?

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ciMtA se mukti (5) ciMtA karane se to aMtarAya karma DalatA hai balki, usase kAma laMbA ho jAtA hai| Apako koI kahe ki 'phalAnI jagaha para lar3akA hai,' to Apa prayatna karanA / bhagavAna ne ciMtA karane ko manA kiyA hai| ciMtA karane se to eka aura aMtarAya par3a jAtA hai| aura vItarAga bhagavAna ne kyA kahA hai ki, 'bhAI, Apa ciMtA kara rahe ho, to kyA Apa hI mAlika ho? Apa hI duniyA calA rahe ho?' ise isa taraha dekhane jAe~ to khuda ko saMDAsa jAne kI bhI svataMtra zakti nahIM hai, vaha to jaba baMda ho jAe taba DaoNkTara ko bulAnA par3atA hai| taba taka hameM yahI lagatA rahatA hai ki 'yaha zakti apanI hai, ' lekina vaha zakti apanI nahIM hai vaha zakti kisake adhIna hai? kyA vaha saba jAna nahIM lenA par3egA? 1 65 aisA hai, ki apane yahA~ to jaba se lar3akI sAta sAla kI ho tabhI se socane lagate haiM ki 'yaha aba bar3I ho gaI hai, yaha bar3I ho gaI!' zAdI to bIsaveM sAla meM hogI lekina tabhI se ciMtA karane lagate haiM ! beTI kI zAdI kI ciMtA kaba se zurU karanI cAhie, aisA kauna se zAstra meM likhA hai? bIsaveM sAla meM isakA vivAha honA ho to hameM kaba se ciMtA zurU karanI cAhie? dotIna sAla kI ho, taba se? praznakartA : caudaha-paMdraha sAla kI ho jAne ke bAda mA~bApa socate haiM na? dAdAzrI : nhiiN| taba bhI phira pA~ca sAla bace haiM na! una pA~ca sAloM meM ciMtA karanevAlA mara jAegA yA jisakI ciMtA kara rahe haiM vaha mara jAegA, usakA kyA ThikAnA ? pA~ca sAla bAkI haiM, to pahale se hI ciMtA kyoM karanI cAhie? praznakartA : yadi aisA hotA taba to loga kamAne hI nahIM jAe~ge aura koI ciMtA hI nahIM kregaa| dAdAzrI : nahIM / kamAne jAte haiM, vaha bhI unake hAtha meM

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66 AptavANI-7 hai hI nahIM na! ve laTTU haiN| ve saba necara ke ghumAne se ghUmate haiM aura ye aisA kahakara aMhakAra karate haiM ki, 'maiM kamAne gayA thA ! ' aura binA bAta kI ciMtA karate haiM ! phira vaha bhI dekhAdekhI se ki phalAne bhAI ko to dekho na, beTI kI zAdI karane kI kitanI ciMtA hai aura maiM ciMtA nahIM kara rahA ! usI ciMtA meM phira tarabUz2e jaisA ho jAtA hai ! aura jaba beTI kI zAdI kA samaya Ae taba cAra Ane bhI hAtha meM nahIM hote / ciMtAvAlA rupaye lAe kahA~ se? lakSmI kA svabhAva kaisA hai ki jo AnaMdI ho usI ke vahA~ lakSmI jI mukAma karatI haiM, varnA ciMtAvAle ke vahA~ mukAma nahIM krtiiN| jo AnaMdI hotA hai, jo bhagavAna ko yAda karatA hai, lakSmIjI usake vahA~ jAtI haiN| jabaki ye to beTI kI abhI se ciMtA kara rahe haiN| Apako ciMtA kaba karanI hai? ki jaba AsapAsavAle loga kahane lageM ki, 'beTI kA kucha kiyA?' taba hameM samajhanA cAhie ki aba ciMtA karane kA samaya A gayA hai aura tabhI se ciMtA karanI hai, yAnI kyA ki usake lie prayatna karane lago ! ye to AsapAsavAle koI kucha kahate nahIM aura usase pahale hI, yaha to paMdraha sAla pahale hI ciMtA karane lagatA hai ! phira usakI patnI se bhI kahatA hai ki, 'tujhe yAda rahegA ki apanI beTI bar3I ho rahI hai, usakI zAdI karanI hai?' are, aba patnI ko kisalie ciMtA karavA rahA hai? apane loga to kaise haiM ki eka sAla akAla par3A ho to dUsare sAla 'kyA hogA, aba kyA hogA, aba kyA hogA' aisA karate rahate haiN| to bhAdo ke mahIne se hI ciMtA karane lagatA hai / are, aisA kisalie kara rahA hai? vaha to jisa dina tere pAsa khAne-pIne kA khatma ho jAe aura koI iMtaz2Ama nahIM ho, usa dina ciMtA karanA na ! praznakartA : isa sAla barasAta kama huI, tabhI se logoM ne

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ciMtA se mukti (5) 67 zora macAnA zurU kara diyA ki isa sAla cAvala nahIM mileMge! dAdAzrI : are, jo zora nahIM macAte, unheM ye loga mUrakha kaheMge ki dekho na, ise samajha hI nahIM hai na! aura jo zora macAe~ unheM ye loga jAgRta kaheMge! loga aise haiM! jo ciMtA miTAe, vahI mokSamArga saMsAra meM ho aura ciMtA meM hI rahe aura vaha ciMtA nahIM miTe, to phira usake na jAne kitane hI janma bAkI raheM! kyoMki ciMtA se hI agalA janma baMdhana hotA hai| praznakartA : lekina ciMtA to hotI hI hai na, kyoMki maha~gAI abhI bahuta bar3ha gaI hai| dAdAzrI : sastA karanA kyA tere hAtha meM hogA? praznakartA : apane hAtha meM kaise ho sakatA hai? dAdAzrI : to phira usakI ciMtA Apako nahIM karanI hai| praznakartA : ciMtA baMda karane ke lie kyA karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : vaha to 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke pAsa Akara kRpA le jAnA phira ciMtA baMda ho jAegI, aura saMsAra calatA rhegaa| Apake ghara para to choTe bacce bhI ciMtA karate haiM yA Apa akele hI ciMtA karate ho? praznakartA : sabhI karate haiN| dAdAzrI : choTe bacce bhI ciMtA karate haiM? praznakartA : choTe bacce ko ciMtA kahA~ se hogI? bacce ko to koI ciMtA hI nahIM hotI na! dAdAzrI : yAnI Apa bar3I umra ke ho gae, isalie ciMtA karate ho? sahI hai?

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AptavANI-7 praznakartA : z2immedArI hai, isalie ciMtA hotI hai na! dAdAzrI : Apake sira para kyA z2immedArI hai ? agara Apa z2immedAra ho to beTA bImAra - vImAra hogA hI nahIM na! praznakartA : ghara meM jo bar3e-bUr3he haiM, unheM to ciMtA hogI 68 na? dAdAzrI : sArI ciMtA nAsamajhI se hotI hai / maz2adUra ciMtA nahIM karate aura seTha loga ciMtA karate haiN| eka bhI maz2adUra ciMtA nahIM karatA, kyoMki maz2adUra U~cI gati meM jAnevAle haiM aura seTha nIcI gati meM jAnevAle haiN| ciMtA se nIcI gati hotI hai, isalie ciMtA nahIM honI cAhie / ciMtA se kucha bar3ha jAtA hai kyA? praznakartA : nahIM bddh'taa| dAdAzrI : nahIM bar3hatA? to phira vaha galata vyApAra kauna kare? yadi ciMtA se bar3ha jAtA ho, taba vaha krnaa| Apako ciMtA kA zauka hai ? praznakartA: nhiiN| zAMti cAhie / dAdAzrI : ciMtA to agni kahalAtI hai| aisA hogA aura vaisA hogA ! ciMtA, vaha to ahaMkAra hai! kisI kAla meM jaba jaina banane kA maukA milatA hai aura taba ciMtA meM rahe to manuSyapana bhI calA jaaegaa| kitanA bar3A jokhima hai? yadi Apako zAMti cAhie to hamezA ke lie ciMtA baMda kara duuN| jaba se ciMtA baMda ho, tabhI se vItarAga bhagavAna kA mokSamArga kahalAtA hai ! vItarAga bhagavAna ke jo darzana kare taba se hI ciMtA baMda ho jAnI cAhie, lekina darzana karanA bhI nahIM aataa| praznakartA : Apake sAmane to hama bAlaka haiN| dAdAzrI : hA~, isIlie to kaha rahA hU~ ki darzana karanA

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ciMtA se mukti (5) bhI nahIM aataa| darzana karanA to, 'jJAnIpuruSa' sikhAte haiM ki 'isa taraha darzana karanA' taba jAkara kAma hotA hai| isa ciMtA meM to agni jalatI rahatI hai| zakkarakaMdI dekhI hai? jisa taraha bhaTThI meM rakhane se zakkarakaMda bhuna jAte haiM, usake jaisA hotA hai! itanI acchI sabjI-bhAjI le AtA haiM, lAkara khAtA hai aura ciMtA karatA hai, apane paisoM se kapar3e pahanakara ciMtA karatA hai| behada ciMtA hai Apako to| kisI dina kleza-kalaha ho jAtI hai na? praznakartA : bhale hI kitane hI AnaMda meM baiThe hoM, lekina kucha aisA zabda nikala jAtA hai aura usase kleza khar3A ho jAtA hai dAdAzrI : usa ghar3I daravAz2A baMda karake kleza karate ho praznakartA : kabhI bhI daravAz2A baMda karake kleza nahIM krte| dAdAzrI : to daravAz2A khule rakhakara karate ho? taba to phira sabhI loga jAna jAe~ge! sahI to kaba kahalAegA ki mahIne meM ekAdha dina z2arA kleza ho jAe, roz2a-roz2a kleza nahIM ho| hameM pasaMda nahIM ho phira bhI aisA hotA hai na? to phira vaha kauna karatA hogA? jo Apako pasaMda nahIM haiM, vahI zabda nikala jAte haiN| sabhI kA kAraNa ajJAnatA hai| ajJAnatA jAe to zAMti ho jaaegii| ajJAnatA nikAlanI hai Apako? ciMtA jAe aura kleza baMda ho jAe, aisA Apako karanA hai? ciMtA karane ke bajAya, dharma meM mor3o praznakartA : ghara ke jo mukhya loga hoM, unheM jo ciMtA rahatI hai, vaha kisa taraha dUra karanI cAhie?

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70 AptavANI-7 dAdAzrI : kRSNa bhagavAna ne kyA kahA hai ki 'jIva tU zIda ne zocanA kare, kRSNa ne karavU hoya te kre|' aisA par3hane meM AyA hai? praznakartA : merA aisA mAnanA hai ki iMsAna ko zrama to karanA hI cAhie, dekhabhAla to karanI hI caahie| dAdAzrI : zrama to z2abaradasta karo, zrama to Apa pA~ca baje uThakara karate raho; lekina ciMtA-varIz2a karane kI Apako kyA z2arUrata hai? praznakartA : ghara meM cAlIsa loga haiM na, isalie ciMtA to rahegI hI na? dAdAzrI : nahIM, lekina kyA yaha Apa calAte ho? kRSNa bhagavAna kyA kahate haiM ki mujhe calAne do na! Apa kyoM jhaMjhaTa kara rahe ho? praznakartA : aisA hai, ghara meM mujhe hI sArI mehanata karanI par3atI hai, bacce kucha nahIM krte| hama baccoM ko zrama karanA sikhalAe~ to ve ThIka se caleMge, lekina ve loga kucha bhI zrama nahIM karate, kucha bhI kAma nahIM krte| jo bhI kaheM, usase ulTA calate haiN| dAdAzrI : aisA hai, Apako lagatA hai ki isa bAra ke baccoM kI ciMtA Apako karanI cAhie, lekina pichale janma ke bacce the unakA kyA kiyA? hara eka janma meM bacce chor3a-chor3akara Ae haiM, jo janma pAyA, usa janma meM bacce chor3a-chor3akara hI AyA hai| ve bhI choTe-choTe, itane-itane, bhaTaka jAe~ aise rakhakara AyA hai| vahA~ se nikalanA bilkula bhI pasaMda nahIM thA phira bhI vahA~ se A gayA aura bAda meM bhUla gayA aura vApasa isa janma ke dUsare bacce! ataH baccoM ke lie kyoM kalaha karate ho? dharma ke rAste para mor3a do unheM, acche bana jaaeNge|

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ciMtA se mukti ( 5 ) 71 parAe jaMjAla ki ciMtA kaba taka? eka mere jAna-pahacAnavAle vyakti the dUsare zahara meM / unake yahA~ para rukA thaa| unhoMne mujha se kahA ki, 'mere jIjA jI kI tabiyata abhI bahuta bigar3a cukI hai| z2arA sIriyasa haiM / isalie mujhe to pUre dina caina hI nahIM pdd'taa| parasoM hI unakI tabiyata pUchakara vahA~ se vApasa AyA hU~, ' vaha aise ciMtA - varIz2a kara rahA thaa| usakI yaha bAta sunakara mujhe bhI ciMtA hone lagI, kyoMki usakI bahana kama umra kI thIM aura usa samaya mujhe 'jJAna' nahIM huA thaa| rAta ko gyAraha baja gae aura bAteM karate-karate vaha bhAI to kharrATe lene lagA ! aura usake jIjA jI kI ciMtA meM mujhe pUrI rAta nIMda nahIM AI ! yaha duniyA aisI hai ? usake jIjA ke lie maiM jAga rahA hU~, maiM parezAna ho rahA hU~ aura yaha kharrATe le rahA hai! phira maiMne khuda apane se kahA, 'maiM kahA~ aise bevakUfa banA?" jisakA jIjA bImAra thA vaha so gayA aura maiMne bAta sunI to mujha para asara ho gayA ! yaha to hama hI bevakUfa haiM ! tabhI se maiM duniyA ko pahacAnane lagA ki duniyA kyA hai? phira maiM samajha gayA ki yaha jagat ghoTAlA hai| hama logoM ko isa taraha se rahanA cAhie ki hameM karma nahIM bNdhe| isa duniyA se dUra rahanA cAhie / aise karma bA~dhe hue the, isIlie to ye loga mile haiN| ye apane ghara para kauna ikaTThe hue haiM? jinake sAtha karma ke hisAba baMdhe hue haiM, ve hI saba loga ikaTThe hue haiM aura phira ve hameM bA~dhakara mArate bhI haiM ! hamane pakkA kiyA ho ki mujhe isake sAtha bolanA hI nahIM hai, phira bhI sAmanevAlA mu~ha meM u~galI DAlakara bulavAtA rahatA hai / are, u~galiyA~ DAlakara kisalie bulavA rahA hai? ise kahate baira / saba pUrva ke baira ! Apane aisA baira kahIM para dekhA hai kyA? praznakartA : sabhI jagaha yahI dikhatA hai na!

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AptavANI-7 dAdAzrI : isalie maiM kaha rahA hU~ na, ki vahA~ se haTa jAo aura mere pAsa aao| maiMne jo yaha prApta kiyA hai vaha Apako de duuN| ApakA kAma ho jAegA aura chuTakArA ho jaaegaa| varnA chuTakArA hogA nhiiN| 72 hama kisI kA doSa nahIM nikAlate / lekina noTa karate haiM ki dekho yaha duniyA kyA hai? saba taraha se yaha duniyA maiMne dekhI huI hai, bahuta prakAra se dekhI huI hai| kucha loga to vyApAra kI ciMtA karate hI rahate haiM, ve loga ciMtA kyoM karate haiM? mana meM aisA lagatA hai ki, 'maiM hI calA rahA hU~' isalie ciMtA hotI hai| ' ise calAnevAlA kauna hai' aisA koI sAdhAraNa bhI, kisI bhI prakAra kA avalaMbana nahIM letaa| bhale hI, tU jJAna nahIM jAnatA, lekina kisI bhI prakAra kA dUsarA koI avalaMbana to le, kyoMki tujhe aisA kucha anubhava ho cukA hai ki tU nahIM calA rahA hai| ciMtA, vaha sabase bar3A igoiz2ama hai| yaha choTI sI bAta Apako batA detA hU~, yaha sUkSma bAta Apako batA detA hU~ ki 'isa varlDa meM koI bhI iMsAna aisA nahIM janmA hai ki jisakI khuda kI saMDAsa jAne kI bhI svataMtra zakti ho !' to phira ina logoM ko igoiz2ama karane kA kyA artha hai ? yaha koI aura hI zakti kAma kara rahI hai| aba vaha zakti apanI nahIM hai, vaha parazakti hai aura svazakti ko jAnatA nahIM, isalie khuda bhI parazakti ke adhIna hai, aura sirpha adhIna hI nahIM, lekina parAdhIna bhI hai, pUrA jIvana hI parAdhIna hai| khuda kI sattA meM nahIM hai, vaisI kalpanA mata krnaa| pichale janma kI do-tIna choTI beTiyA~ thIM, beTe the, una saba ko itaneitane choTe-choTe rakhakara Ae the, to una sabakI kucha ciMtA karate ho ? kyoM? aura yoM marate samaya to bahuta ciMtA hotI hai na, ki choTI beTI kA kyA hogA? lekina yahA~ para phira se nayA janma letA hai, taba pahale kI koI ciMtA rahatI hI nahIM na! ciTThI

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ciMtA se mukti (5) 73 patrI kucha bhI nahIM! ataH yaha saba parasattA hai, usameM hAtha hI mata ddaalnaa| isalie jo kucha ho rahA hai, vaha 'vyavasthita' meM ho to bhale ho aura nahIM ho taba bhI bhale hI nahIM ho| ___ manuSya svabhAva ciMtA mola letA hai ciMtA, vaha to kAma ko nukasAna pahu~cAtI hai| 'terI jo ciMtA' hai vaha kAma ko sau pratizata ke badale sattara pratizata kara detI hai| ciMtA kAma ko obsTrakTa karatI hai| yadi ciMtA nahIM hogI to bahuta suMdara phala aaegaa| ciMtA karane jaisA yaha jagat hai hI nhiiN| isa jagat meM ciMtA karanA, vaha besTa phUlizanesa hai| ciMtA karane ke lie yaha jagat hai hI nahIM, yaha iTaselpha kriyezana hai| bhagavAna ne yaha kriyezana nahIM kiyA hai| isalie yaha kriyezana ciMtA karane ke lie nahIM hai| sirpha ye manuSya hI ciMtA karate haiM, aura koI jIva ciMtA nahIM krte| bAkI kI cauryAsI lAkha yoniyA~ haiM, lekina koI ciMtAvarIz2a nahIM krtaa| ye manuSya nAma ke jIva bahuta aklamaMda hai, ve hI pUre dina ciMtA meM pakate rahate haiM! bhagavAna ne kyA kahA hai ki, "prApta ko bhogo, aprApta kI ciMtA mata kro|' yAnI kyA ki jo prApta hai use bhogo na! aba kisI ke tIna rUmavAle makAna ko, kucha bhI karake sarakAra tInoM hI rUma le le, to phira vaha kyA kahegA, 'sAhaba, eka rUma de do to bhI bahuta ho gyaa|' are, tU kahatA thA na, ki 'mujhe to cAra rUma cAhie?' aba aisA kyoM kaha rahA hai ki eka rUma se 'calegA?' lekina aisA hI hai, manuSya kA svabhAva hI aisA hai| paccIsa sAla kI umra se hI maiMne khojabIna kI thI ki manuSyoM kA svabhAva aisA hI hai| isalie sabhI loga jisa rAste isa taraha jA rahe haiM na, usa rAste para maiM nahIM jAtA thaa| maiM zorTakaTa pahacAna letA thaa| ye loga to Age cAra bher3eM calIM to unake

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74 AptavANI-7 pIche pUrA jhuMDa calatA hI rahatA hai! kitanA Ter3hA rAstA hai, aisA dekhate-karate nahIM haiN| yaha to sarakAra ne niyama banAe, isalie sIdhe rAste bnvaae| par3he-likhe hue logoM ne sIdhe rAste banavAe, nahIM to pahale to eka mIla taka jAne ke lie tIna mIla kA ulTA rAstA banAnA par3atA thaa| aise saba rAste huA karate the| aba bhogane kA tarIkA aisA nahIM hai ki sAmanevAle ko haTA do| sAmanevAle ko sukha ho aisA kucha kro| apane saMparka meM AnevAle, paricaya meM AnevAloM ko sabhI ko kisa taraha sukha ho, apane grAhaka ko kisa taraha sukha ho, aisA kucha kro| pahale to par3osI ke sAtha bhalAI karanI hai| yaha to jagat hai, isalie eka tarapha aisA kahate haiM ki, 'ciMtA se caturAI ghaTe, ghaTe rUpa, guNa, jnyaan|' aura dUsarI tarapha kahate haiM ki, 'jo ciMtA nahIM kare vaha khara kahalAtA hai, gadhA kahalAtA hai| yAnI jagat donoM tarapha se mAratA hai, ataH ve kyA kahanA cAhate haiM ki kama Tu da noNrml| aba dhyAna rakhane aura ciMtA karane meM bahuta pharka hai| dhyAna rakhanA, vaha jAgRti hai aura ciMtA yAnI jI jalAte rhnaa| ciMtA kA rUTa kaoNz2a? igoiz2ama jI jalatA rahe vaisI ciMtA to kAma kI hI nahIM! jo zarIra ko nukasAna pahu~cAe aura apane pAsa jo cIz2a AnevAlI thI, usameM bhI phira rUkAvaTa ddaale| ciMtA se hI aise saMyoga khar3e ho jAte haiN| aise kucha vicAra karane haiM ki hita kyA hai, ahita kyA hai, lekina ciMtA karane kA kyA matalaba hai? use igoiz2ama kahA hai| vaisA igoiz2ama nahIM honA caahie| 'maiM kucha hU~ aura maiM hI calA rahA hU~' usase use ciMtA hotI hai aura 'maiM hoU~gA tabhI isa kesa kA nikAla hogaa|' isase ciMtA hotI hai| ataH igoiz2amavAle bhAga kA oNparezana kara denA cAhie, usake bAda jo vicAra rahe, bhale

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ciMtA se mukti (5) yA bure, usameM harja nhiiN| ve phira bhItara khUna nahIM jalAte, varnA yaha ciMtA to khUna jalAtI hai, mana jalAtI hai| jaba ciMtA ho rahI ho na, usa ghar3I agara baccA kucha kahane Ae to usa para bhI ugra ho jAtA hai, yAnI ki hara prakAra se nukasAna karatI hai| yaha ahaMkAra aisI cIz2a hai ki paisA ho yA paisA nahIM ho, lekina yadi koI kahe ki, 'isa caMdUbhAI ne merA sabakucha bigAr3a diyA,' taba bhI behada ciMtA aura behada upAdhi! aura jagat to aisA hai ki hamane nahIM bigAr3A ho, phira bhI kahatA hI hai na? praznakartA : ciMtA, vaha ahaMkAra kI nizAnI hai, ise thor3A samajhAne kI vinatI hai| dAdAzrI : ciMtA, vaha ahaMkAra kI nizAnI kisalie kahalAtI hai ki use mana meM aisA lagatA hai ki, 'maiM hI yaha calA rahA hU~,' isalie use ciMtA hotI hai| ise calAnevAlA 'maiM hI hU~,' isalie use 'isa beTI kA kyA hogA? isa beTe kA kyA hogA? isa taraha kAma pUrA nahIM hogA to kyA hogA?' vaha ciMtA khuda ke sira para letA hai| khuda apane Apako kartA mAnatA hai ki 'maiM hI mAlika hU~ aura maiM hI kara rahA hU~,' lekina vaha khuda kartA hai nahIM aura bekAra kI ciMtAe~ mola letA hai| kartA kauna hai? ye saMyoga kartA haiN| ye sabhI saMyoga, sAinTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDensa ikaTThe hoM tabhI karma ho sake, aisA hai| to apane hAtha meM sattA nahIM hai| hameM saMyogoM ko dekhate rahanA hai ki saMyoga kaise haiM! saMyoga ikaTThe ho jAe~, taba kAma ho hI jAtA hai| koI vyakti mArca mahIne meM barasAta kI AzA rakhe to vaha galata kahalAegA, aura jUna kI paMdraha tArIkha huI ki ve saMyoga ikaTThe ho jAe~ge, kAla kA saMyoga ikaTThA ho jAe, lekina agara bAdala kA saMyoga nahIM mile to bAdala ke binA barasAta kaise hogI? lekina bAdala A gae, kAla paka gayA, phira bijaliyA~ camakI, dUsare eviDensa mila gae to barasAta hogI hii| yAnI saMyoga milane

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76 AptavANI-7 caahie| iMsAna saMyogoM ke adhIna hai, lekina khuda aisA mAnatA hai ki 'maiM kucha kara rahA hU~,' lekina vaha jo kartA hai vaha bhI saMyogoM ke adhIna hai| eka bhI saMyoga kama par3A, to usase vaha kArya nahIM ho skegaa| koI eka vyakti hai, vaha sAmAyika karatA hai to dUsare logoM se kyA kahatA hai ki, 'maiM roz2a cAra sAmAyika karatA hU~, yaha vyakti to eka hI sAmAyika karatA hai|' usase patA cala jAtA hai ki isa vyakti ko sAmAyika karane kA igoiz2ama hai, isalie dUsaroM ke doSa nikAla rahA hai, 'vaha eka hI karatA hai aura maiM cAra karatA huuN|' phira do-cAra dinoM bAda hama vApasa usake pAsa jAe~ ki, 'bhAI, kyoM Aja sAmAyika nahIM kara rahe ho?' taba kahegA ki, 'paira jakar3a gae hai|' taba hama pUche ki, 'bhAI, paira sAmAyika kara rahe the yA Apa kara rahe the? paira yadi sAmAyika kara rahe hote to Apane jo kahA vaha galata kahA thaa|' yAnI yaha to paira ThikAne para hone cAhie, mana ThikAne para honA cAhie, buddhi ThikAne para honI cAhie, jaba sabhI saMyoga ThIka hoMge taba sAmAyika hogI, aura ahaMkAra bhI ThikAne para rahanA caahie| ahaMkAra bhI usa ghar3I ThikAne para na ho to kArya nahIM hogA, yAnI jaba yaha sabakucha sAtha meM hogA taba kArya hogaa| ciMtA ke pariNAma kyA? isa saMsAra meM bAi proDakTa kA ahaMkAra hotA hI hai aura vaha sahaja ahaMkAra hai, jisase saMsAra AsAnI se cala sakatA hai, aisA hai| jabaki vahA~ para ahaMkAra kA pUrA kArakhAnA hI lagAyA aura ahaMkAra kA bahuta vistAra kiyA, aura usakA itanA vistAra kiyA ki usase ciMtAoM kA aMta nahIM rahA! ahaMkAra kA hI vistAra karate rhe| sahaja ahaMkAra se, naoNrmala ahaMkAra se saMsAra cala sakatA hai, lekina vahA~ para ahaMkAra kA vistAra karake phira cAcA itanI umra meM bhI kahate haiM ki, 'mujhe ciMtA ho rahI hai|' vaha jo ciMtA

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ciMtA se mukti (5) 77 hotI hai usakA phala kyA hai? Age jAkara jAnavara gati milegI, isalie sAvadhAna, abhI sAvadhAna hone jaisA hai| manuSya yoni meM ho taba taka sAvadhAna ho jAo, varnA yadi ciMtA hogI to usase phira jAnavara gati kA phala milegaa| ciMtA, vaha pyora igoiz2ama hai| ye jAnavara koI ciMtA nahIM karate aura ina manuSyoM ko ciMtA? ohoho! anaMta jAnavara haiM, kisI ko ciMtA nahIM hai aura sirpha ye manuSya hI aise mUrkha hai ki pUre dina ciMtA meM sikate rahate haiN| praznakartA : jAnavara se bhI gae-bIte haiM na ye? dAdAzrI : jAnavara to bahuta acche haiN| jAnavaroM ko bhagavAna ne Azrita kahA hai| isa jagat meM yadi koI nirAzrita hai to sirpha ye manuSya hI haiM aura unameM bhI sirpha hindustAna ke hI manuSya sau pratizata nirAzrita haiN| phira inheM duHkha raheMge hI na? ki jise kisI prakAra kA AsarA hI nahIM! jaba kamAe taba kahegA ki, 'maiMne kmaayaa|' aura nukasAna huA taba kahegA ki, 'bhagavAna ne nukasAna karavAyA,' balki bhagavAna ko bhalA-burA kahatA hai| bhagavAna ke guNagAna karanA to kahA~ rahA, lekina bhagavAna ko bhalA-burA kahane ko taiyAra! ikalautA beTA mara jAe taba kahatA hai, 'bhagavAna ne maaraa|' aura beTA janmA taba per3e bA~Tate hue kahatA hai ki, 'mere ghara beTA huA hai, do mana per3e bA~TeMge!' yaha igoiz2ama hI hai na? yadi bhagavAna kI bhakti karanI ho to bhagavAna ke guNagAna ThIka taraha se gAne cAhie yA nahIM? __ khuda apane Apa ko pahacAno bAta ko sirpha samajhanA hI hai, Apa bhI paramAtmA ho| bhagavAna hI ho, phira kisalie varIz2a karanI? ciMtA kisalie karate ho? yaha jagat eka kSaNa bhara bhI ciMtA karane jaisA nahIM hai| aba, vaha sephasAir3a nahIM raha sakegI, kyoMki jo sephasAiDa naicarala thI use

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78 AptavANI-7 Apane ulajhA diyA aura aba bhAgakara kyA karanA cAhate ho? bhagor3A vRtti nahIM honI caahie| ulajhaneM Ae~ to sAmanA kro| praznakartA : yadi hama sAmanA kareM, usakA avarodha kareM, pratikAra kareM to usase ahaMkAra bar3hatA hai| dAdAzrI : ciMtA karane ke bajAya sAmanA karanA acchaa| ciMtA ke ahaMkAra ke bajAya sAmanA karane kA ahaMkAra choTA hai| bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki, 'jahA~ sAmanA karanA ho vahA~ para karanA, lekina ciMtA mata krnaa|' jo ciMtA kare usake lie do daMDa! rAta ko sabhI kahate haiM ki, 'gyAraha baja gae haiM, Apa aba so jaao|' sardI ke dina haiM aura Apa maccharadAnI ke aMdara ghusa gae, gyAraha baje haiM, ghara ke sabhI loga so gae haiN| maccharadAnI meM jAne ke bAda Apako yAda AtA hai ki, eka AdamI kA tIna haz2Ara kA bila bAkI hai aura usakI muddata nikala gaI hai| to kahate ho, 'Aja hastAkSara karavA lie hote to muddata mila jAtI, lekina Aja hastAkSara nahIM krvaae|' phira yadi pUrI rAta vaha calatA rahe, to kyA rAta ko hI hastAkSara ho sakate haiM? nahIM ho sakate na? to ArAma se so jAe~ to apanA kyA bigar3egA? bhagavAna kahate haiM ki ciMtA karanevAle ke lie do daMDa haiM aura ciMtA nahIM karanevAle ke lie eka daMDa hai| aTThAraha varSa kA ekalautA javAna beTA mara jAe to usake bAda jitanI ciMtA karate haiM, jitanA du:kha manAte haiM, sira phor3ate haiM, aura jo kucha bhI karate haiM, unako do daMDa haiM aura jo ye saba nahIM karate, unake lie eka hI daMDa hai| beTA mara gayA, utanA hI daMDa hai aura sira phor3A, vaha atirikta daMDa hai| hama aise do taraha ke daMDa meM kabhI bhI nahIM aate| isalie maiMne ina logoM se kahA hai ki, "pA~ca haz2Ara rupaye kI jeba kaTa jAe taba 'vyavasthita' kahakara Age nikala jAnA aura caina se ghara cale jaanaa|" yaha eka daMDa to apanA khuda kA hI hisAba hai| isalie

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ciMtA se mukti (5) ghabarAne kA koI kAraNa nahIM hai| isalie maiMne 'vyavasthita' kahA hai, ekjekTa 'vyavasthita' hai| isalie, jo ho cukA hai use to ThIka hai, karekTa hai, aisA hI khnaa| vyathA alaga, ciMtA alaga praznakartA : ciMtA, vaha ahaMkAra hai, taba phira jo vyathita hai vaha ciMtA kare to usameM ahaMkAra zAyada na bhI ho aura sirpha vyathA ho to? dAdAzrI : vyathA alaga hai| vyathA, vaha alaga cIz2a hai aura ciMtA vaha bhI alaga hai| ciMtA yAnI bhaviSya kI sabhI yojanA karatA hai aura vyathita honA, vaha to usakA koI obasTrakzana (rukAvaTa) hai, isalie vyathita ho gayA hai| vyathita kaba hotA hai? use koI rukAvaTa A jAe tb| yAnI vyathita hone meM harja nahIM hai, vyathita to bar3e-bar3e saMta puruSa bhI ho jAte haiN| praznakartA : to ciMtA ke sAtha ahaMkAra kisa taraha hai? dAdAzrI : 'maiM nahIM hoU~gA to nahIM calegA,' use aisA lagatA hai| 'yaha maiM hI kara rahA hU~, maiM nahIM karU~gA to nahIM hogaa| aba yaha ho sakegA? subaha kyA hogA?' aise karake ciMtA karatA hai| kahIM bhI bharosA hI nahIM? apane hindustAna ke loga to itane adhika ciMtAvAle haiM ki ye sUryanArAyaNa yadi eka dina kI chuTTI le leM aura aisA kaheM ki 'phira kabhI chuTTI nahIM lU~gA' to ve yadi chuTTI le leM to dUsare dina loga zaMkA kareMge ki kala sUryanArAyaNa Ae~ge yA nahIM Ae~ge, subaha hogI yA nahIM hogI? yAnI necara para bhI bharosA nahIM hai, khuda apane Apa para bhI bharosA nahIM hai, bhagavAna para bhI bharosA nahIM hai| kisI cIz2a para bharosA nahIM, khuda kI vAipha para bhI bharosA nahIM! ahamadAbAda ke eka seTha kI vAipha ko yAtrA meM

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80 AptavANI-7 jAne ke lie bIsa haz2Ara rupaye kI z2arUrata thI, to sAta sAla taka apanI patnI se kahatA rahatA hai ki 'abhI suvidhA nahIM hai, suvidhA nahIM hai|' ApakI samajha meM AyA na? khuda apane Apa se bhI kapaTa hai, yAnI kahA~ para yaha kapaTa nahIM karatA? isalie kabIra sAhaba ne saca kaha diyA ki, "maiM jAnU~ hari dUra hai, hari hRdaya mAMhI, ADI trATI kapaTa kI, tAse disata naahiiN|" bhItara khuda ne kapaTa kA paradA rakhA huA hai| usake bAvajUda bhI bhagavAna pAsa meM dikhane lge| vaha paradA hai phira bhI z2arA jAlI meM se dikhane lage to mana meM zarma Ane lagI ki bhagavAna dekha leNge| isalie parade para DAmara lagavAyA, hara sAla do-do bAra DAmara lgvaayaa| yaha paradA jAna-bUjhakara khuda ne hI khar3A kiyA hai| inake lie qImata kisakI? kala eka bUr3he cAcA Ae the, ve mere pairoM meM girakara khUba roe! maiMne pUchA, 'kyA duHkha hai Apako?' taba kahA, 'mere z2evara corI ho gae, mila hI nahIM rahe, aba vApasa kaba Ae~ge?' taba maiMne use kahA, 've jevara kyA Apa sAtha meM le jAnevAle the?' taba kahA, 'nahIM, ve sAtha meM nahIM le jA sakate, lekina mere z2evara corI ho gae na, ve vApasa kaba mileMge?' maiMne kahA, 'Apake cale jAne ke bAda mileMge!' z2evara corI ho gae usake lie itanI hAya, hAya, hAya! are, jo calA gayA usakI ciMtA karanI hI nahIM hotii| zAyada kabhI Age kI ciMtA, bhaviSya kI ciMtA kare, vaha to hama samajhate haiM ki buddhizAlI iMsAna ko ciMtA to hogI hI, lekina gayA usakI bhI ciMtA? apane deza meM aisI ciMtA hotI hai, ghar3Ibhara pahale jo ho cukA hai usakI kyA ciMtA? jisakA upAya nahIM hai, usakI kyA ciMtA? koI bhI buddhizAlI samajha jAegA ki aba upAya nahIM rahA, isalie usakI ciMtA nahIM karanI hai|

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ciMtA se mukti (5) ve cAcA ro rahe the, lekina maiMne unheM do minaTa meM hI palaTa ddaalaa| phira to 'dAdA bhagavAna nA asIma jaya jayakAra ho' bolane lage ! ve Aja subaha meM bhI vahA~ raNachor3a jI ke maMdira meM mila gae, taba bola uThe, 'dAdA bhagavAna!' maiMne kahA, 'hA~, vahI / ' phira bole, 'pUrI rAta maiMne to ApakA hI nAma liyA !' inheM to isa ora mor3o to idhara, inheM aisA kucha bhI nhiiN| praznakartA Apane unase kyA kahA thA? : 81 dAdAzrI : maiMne kahA thA, 've z2evara vApasa nahIM mileMge, kisI aura tarIke se z2evara mileNge|' praznakartA : Apa mile, isakA matalaba bahuta bar3A z2evara hI mila gayA na ! dAdAzrI : hA~, yaha to Azcarya hai! lekina unheM yaha kaise samajha meM Ae ? unake lie to una z2evaroM ke sAmane isakI qImata hI nahIM hai na! are, jaba unheM cAya pInI ho taba unase maiM kahU~ ki, 'maiM hU~ na, tumheM cAya kA kyA karanA hai?' taba ve kaheMge, 'mujhe cAya ke binA caina nahIM par3atA, Apa hoM yA na hoM!' inake lie qImata kisa cIz2a kI ? jisakI icchA hai usakI /

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[6] bhaya meM bhI nirbhayatA vANI kaThora, lekina roga nikAle aisA jIvana kisa kAma kA hai phira? lAipha to, lAipha honI cAhie yA nahIM? pUrA brahmAMDa virodha kare taba bhI Apako ghabarAhaTa nahIM ho, vaisA honA cAhie yA nahIM honA cAhie? tere pAsa sabhI sAmAna hai| jitanA sAmAna mere pAsa hai, utanA sabhI sAmAna tere pAsa bhI hai, lekina tujhe kisI ne vaha dikhAyA nahIM hai, isalie vaha sArA mAla bhItara vaise hI AvaraNa meM par3A huA hai| mere jaisA koI jJAnI mile taba phira se anAvRta kara degA, 'le, tU terA khaa| maiM nimitta huuN|' yadi khuda kA 'sAmAna' bhoga rahA ho to bhI ThIka hai, lekina yaha to parAyoM se AzA rakhatA hai ki ye kucha deM to acchaa| are, vaha khuda hI logoM se kucha AzA rakhatA hai, vaha tujhe kyA degA? aura tUne aisA koI nAmavara dekhA hai ki jisase AzA rakhI jA sake? aura bahuta mA~geM, taba zarma ke mAre pA~ca lAkha degA bhI shii| lekina taba bhItara mAna kI bhIkha rahatI hai, kIrti kI bhIkha rahatI hai, nAma kA lAlaca rahatA hai! merI bAta komala nahIM hai na? jarA kaThora lagatI hai na? praznakartA : jo komala ho, vaha kAma kI hI nhiiN| dAdAzrI : merI bAta z2arA kaThora hai, lekina bhItara julAba karake sArA roga nikAla degii| nirA roga hI bharA huA hai! aura phira kisI saMta puruSa ke pAsa jAo taba ve kaheMge, 'Ao bhAI,

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bhaya meM bhI nirbhayatA (6) Ao seTha, Ao aao|' ve makkhana lagAte rahate haiN| are, use kyoM makkhana lagA rahA hai? vApasa ulTI paTarI para car3hA detA hai! are, sIdhA rAstA batA deM to Age koI rAstA DhU~DhegA? lekina yaha to makkhana lagAtA rahatA hai! Apako makkhana pasaMda hai yA nahIM? praznakartA : nahIM psNd| dAdAzrI : aisA! lekina loga makkhana lagAte haiM na ki, 'bhAnjA AyA! Ao Ao!' are, usase apane kyA dina badaleMge? zukravAra jAtA nahIM aura zanivAra AtA nahIM, evarI De phrAiDe! jaba jAo taba phrAiDe aura zanivAra AtA nhiiN| ApakA zukravAra badalanA to cAhie na?! koziza-prayatna, paMgu avalaMbana yAnI 'hama kauna hai?' vaha jAnanA to par3egA yA nahIM jAnanA par3egA? praznakartA : jAnanA pdd'egaa| dAdAzrI : tUne jAnA? praznakartA : vaha jAnane kA prayatna kara rahA huuN| dAdAzrI : vApasa prayatna? prayatna se to saMDAsa bhI nahIM utrtii| prayatna to ho jAtA hai| jo apane Apa ho jAe, vaha prayatna! __ ye do vAkya saMsAra meM galata ghusa gae haiN| yA to kahegA ki 'prayatna kara rahA hU~,' nahIM to kahegA ki 'koziza kara rahA huuN|' are, kisa cIz2a ke lie koziza karate rahate ho? jo apane Apa ho jAtA hai, use kisalie karate rahanA? abhI sA~pa jA rahA ho aura nahIM dekhA, lekina ekadama kisI kI naz2ara usa para par3e ki turaMta kUdegA na? isa taraha kUdegA ki sA~pa ko chUe nahIM,

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84 AptavANI-7 aise kuudegaa| usa ghar3I koziza nahIM karatA na? prayatna bhI bhUla jAtA hai na? usa ghar3I apanI zakti kAma nahIM karatI, usa ghar3I ahaMkAra bhI kAma nahIM krtaa| usa ghar3I koI aura hI zakti kAma karatI hai! aura yadi khuda kara rahA ho to sA~pa ke Upara hI gira jAe, vaha ghabarAkara sA~pa para hI gira par3e! - ghabarAhaTa kA bhaya, aba to TAlo __'phekTa' vastu nahIM jAnanI cAhie? kaba taka ye laukika bAteM jAnoge? alaukika ko jAne binA chuTakArA nahIM ho pAegA, bhaya nahIM jAegA! pichale dina bhUta kI bAta sunI ho yA kitAba meM par3hane meM AI ho aura rAta ko phira akele sonA ho aura pAsa ke rUma meM pyAlA jarA khar3ake, bhale hI cUhe ne khar3akAyA ho, lekina bhItara kyA hotA hai? 'bhUta ghusa gyaa|' taba aMdara bhI bhUta ghusa jAtA hai| rAta ko bAraha baje se bhUta ghusa jAe to, jaba taka subaha sAta baje aMdara rasoI meM jAkara khuda nahIM dekha le taba taka bhaya aura ghabarAhaTa! phira agara yahA~ sune ki bar3audA para bama giranevAlA hai, to usase pahale to aMdara ghabarAhaTa, ghabarAhaTa, ghabarAhaTa ho jAegI! are, kahanevAlA kyA trikAlajJAnI hai? aura vaha bama hameM chU sake, aisI usakI haisiyata hai? aisA hai, ki apane pratApa se vaha bama eka haz2Ara mIla dUra jAkara giregA! apane pratApa se vaha bama bhI kA~pegA! lekina yaha to cir3iyA kI taraha phar3aphar3AtA hai! aura yadi hisAba hai to kudarata ke Age kucha bhI nahIM clegaa| hisAba to cukAnA hI hai na? jaba se deha dhAraNa kI hai, tabhI se sAre hisAba cukAne to par3eMge na? kudarata niraMtara sahAyaka, vahA~ Dara kisalie? cAroM tarapha se zAMti ho, bhaya nahIM lage to phira jhaMjhaTa hI nahIM rahA na? phira kucha rahA hI nahIM na! Apa to kudarata ke

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bhaya meM bhI nirbhayatA (6) 85 gesTa ho, lekina Apa gesTa banakara kyA karate ho? ki Apake gesTarUma meM baiThe nahIM rahate, lekina rasoIghara meM jAkara kar3hI hilAne jAte ho| kyA gesTa ko rasoI meM jAnA cAhie? Apa nahIM, pUrI duniyA aisA hI karatI hai| gesTa banakara gesTa hone kA bhAna hI nahIM hai| yadi Apa gesTa kI taraha ho to Apako bhaya nahIM, kucha bhI nhiiN| lekina gesTa bananA nahIM aayaa| jahA~ Apa baiThe ho, vahA~ para havA-pAnI mila jAte haiM yA nahIM milate? aura abhI taka khAnepIne kA milA hai yA nahIM milA? kapar3e-latte nahIM mile hoMge? sabakucha milA hai| lekina sirpha bhaya se, krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha se agalA janma bA~dhA hai, nahIM to isa jagat meM bhaya jaisI cIz2a hai hI nhiiN| isa varlDa meM bhI bhaya jaisI cIz2a hotI hI nhiiN| kyoMki kudarata ke gesTa ko kisakA bhaya? eka rAjA kA gesTa ho to use bhaya nahIM rahatA, to Apa saba to necara ke gesTa ho, to Apako kisakA bhaya lagatA hai? ApakI z2arUrata kI sabhI cIjeM necara Apako saplAI karatI haiN| kitanI suMdara dazA meM rakhatI hai, phira bhI kitanA bhaya lagatA hai! sabakucha milA hai, nahIM tA sI cIz2a hotI gesTa ho yaha mana jhUTha-mUTha meM hI DarAtA rahatA hai| are, apanI mRtyu bhI dikhAtA hai na, ki 'mara gayA to kyA hogA?' use kahanA ki, 'aise DarA kyoM rahA hai? logoM kI terahI nahIM kI? maiM terI terahI karU~gA,' taba vaha cupa ho jaaegaa| ina logoM ne to aisA dekhA hI nahIM hai aura isalie jaba dekhate haiM to Dara jAte haiM! ghabarAne kI bajAya, svaccha raho 'logoM ko kaisA lagegA?' aisA bhaya lagatA rahatA hai| aise bhaya ko rUma kirAye para dene ke bajAya hameM khAlI rakhanA caahie| usa rUma ko sApha karate rahanA acchaa| bhaya ko to kirAye para denA hI nahIM caahie| 'logoM ko kaisA lagegA?' isa bhaya ko kahA~

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86 AptavANI-7 kamarA kirAye para deM? phira vaha hamezA sAtha meM baiThe-baiThe DarAtA rahegA, isake bajAya use kirAye para denA hI nhiiN| hameM apanA rUma sApha rakhanA hai| jo vicAra duniyA meM TIkA kI zreNI meM AtA hai, aisA vicAra Ate hI use zuddha kara DAlo, dhokara sApha kara DAlo! loga rUma nahIM dhote? use kyA kahate haiM? poMchA lagAnA kahate haiM na? to hameM poMchA lagA denA caahie| subaha eka poMchA lagA denA, dopahara meM eka poMchA lagA denA aura rAta ko sone se pahale eka bAra poMchA lagA denaa| aura jaba adhika kharAba vicAra A jAe to poMchA lagA denaa| kharAba vicAra Ae~ge to sahI, kyoMki mAla bharA huA hai isalie Ae~ge, lekina hameM to pochA lagA denA hai| yAnI bhaya ko kamarA kirAye para nahIM deNge| aura aMta meM usakA nAma kyA hai? bhaya! usa bagaira dAr3hIvAle AdamI ko rUma kirAye para kyoM deM? bidakA huA ghor3A ho aura usake pairoM ke pAsa koI paTAkhA phor3e to usakI kyA dazA hogI? are, gAr3I bhI ulaTa degaa| aisI ina logoM kI dazA ho gaI hai| isalie 'jJAnIpuruSa' kahate haiM na, ki 'bhAI, Apako aisA nahIM kahanA cAhie ki 'sAhaba, maiM kara luuNgaa'|' aisA kahanA ki, 'sAhaba, Apa hI kara diijie|' kyoMki maiM jAnatA hU~ ki Apa se yaha nahIM ho pAegA, kyoMki Darapoka ho| rAta ko posTamena Ae ki 'tAra hai,' yaha sunate hI, 'kyA ho gayA? kyA hai?' are, usameM kyA honA hai bhalA? lekina 'tAra hai' aisA kahe to usase cauMkakara ghabarA jAtA hai! aba, kabhI inkamaTaiksa kA patra bhI A sakatA hai ki, 'bhAI, ApakA riphanDa kyoM nahIM le jaate|' aisA A sakatA hai yA nahIM AtA? lekina inkamaTaiksa kA patra dekhe ki ghabarA jAtA hai| ...usameM posTamena kA kyA gunAha? yahA~ to kitane prakAra kI ciMtAe~, upAdhiyA~, bhaya, bhaya aura

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bhaya meM bhI nirbhayatA (6) 87 bhaya! cehare aise dikhate haiM jaise ki araMDI kA tela pI liyA ho| 'inkamaTaiksa kI ciTThI hai' isa prakAra inkamaTaiksavAle vyakti ko dekhate hI ghabarAtA hai ki 'aba yaha kahA~ se AyA?' vaha aisA samajhatA hai ki aba inkamaTaiksavAlA AyA hai, to kucha na kucha laphaDA lAyA hogA! lekina jaba patra khole taba aMdara riphanDa AyA hotA hai! bekAra hI aise kitane ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna karatA hai! aura phira khuda hI ba~dhatA hai! 'vyavasthita' meM jo hogA vaha AegA, lekina usameM dhyAna kyoM bigAr3atA hai! aba, jo vaha patra lekara AtA hai, vaha bhI vItarAga hai| yaha posTamena jo patra lekara AtA hai, vaha vivAha kA nimaMtraNa ho to bhI de jAtA hai, mRtyu kA patra ho to bhI de jAtA hai, vItarAga hai becArA! vaha to naukarI kara rahA hai| use kyA lenA-denA? lekina yaha use bhI gAliyA~ detA hai| sabakucha khuda kI hI z2immedArI para karatA hai na! lekina itanA adhika Dara kisalie? mujhe khuda ko hI aisA lagatA thA ki yaha bidake hue ghor3e jaisA kyoM laga rahA hai ! kisI ke pAsa koI jAyadAda nahIM, lekina phira bhI bidake hue ghor3e jaisI sthiti ki 'aisA ho jAegA aura vaisA ho jAegA,' inkamaTaiksavAlA AegA aura phalAnA aaegaa| vaha kyA karegA Akara? kyoM Darate ho aise? yaha dIvAra gira jAegI to kyA hogA? yadi giranevAlI hai aura u~galI itanI kucalI jAnevAlI hogI to kucalI jAegI, pUrA hAtha kucalA jAnA hogA to utanA kucalA jaaegaa| hameM jAnanA hai ki 'kyA kucala gayA aura kitanA kucala gayA!' aura kyA karanA hai? itanA kucala jAegA to utanA hama jaaneNge| jitanA hisAba hogA utanA hI yaha dIvAra kucalegI, nahIM to dIvAra ke basa meM nahIM hai ki hameM chU sake! yaha giregI, phalAnA giregA, yaha sleba giregA, kucha bhI nahIM girA hai|

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AptavANI-7 maiM bhI ghabarAtA thaa| phira maiMne patA lagAyA ki kucha bhI girA hI nahIM, maiM binA bAta ke ghabarA rahA thaa| phira maiMne aMbAlAlabhAI se kahA, aMdara bhagavAna se nahIM, isa aMbAlAlabhAI se ki, 'kabhI kucha bhI nahIM girA hai, bekAra hI kyoM ghabarAte rahate ho? abhI taka ghabarAe ho, usameM kucha girA?' taba kahA ki, 'nahIM, kucha bhI girA to nahIM hai|' taba maiMne kahA ki, 'to binA bAta ke kyoM ghabarAte rahate ho? kucha bhI nahIM giregA, Apa khuda hI bhagavAna ho, bekAra hI 'hAya, hAya, aisA hogA yA vaisA hogA,' aisA kisalie karate ho? na to Apako beTe haiM, na hI beTiyA~, to phira kyoM itanI hAya-hAya karate ho? yadi beTe-beTiyA~ hote to ApakI kyA dazA hotI? nahIM haiM, phira bhI itanI hAyahAya hai! na to Apako paise cAhie, na hI Apako ghara cAhie, na hI Apako gAr3I-moTara cAhie, to phira kisalie aise Darate rahate ho ki inkamaTaiksavAlA A jAegA aura phalAnA A jAegA? giregI to yaha dIvAra giregI na? aura kyA honevAlA hai! aba se aisA mata bolanA, 'yaha giranevAlA hai|' z2arA sA bhI ghabarAne kI z2arUrata hI kyA hai?! karekTa ko kyA bhaya? vItarAga ho jAoge to bhaya jAegA, nahIM to jagat meM bhaya lagatA hI rhegaa| sabhI ko bhaya lagatA hai| kisIne naI sAinTiphika khoja kI huI ho, rAta ko apane pAsavAle rUma meM vaha saba acchI taraha jamAkara rakha Ae aura vaha yaMtra yadi vicitra zabda kare to lagatA hai ki bhUta AyA, to pUrI rAta nIMda nahIM aatii| itanI adhika ghabarAhaTa, bhaya rahA karatA hai| aba kaba taka yaha saba pusAegA? aba rAta ko aMdhere meM jA rahe hoM aura koI vyakti yoM hI sAmane se A rahA ho to mana meM aisA lagatA hai ki yaha AdamI lUTa legaa| Apako aise vicAra nahIM Ate na? praznakartA : abhI to maMjila bahuta dUra hai|

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bhaya meM bhI nirbhayatA (6) 89 dAdAzrI : dUra hai, aisA Apa kaise jAnate ho? praznakartA : jaba taka bhaya lagatA hai, taba taka to pakkA hI hai na ki maMjila bahuta dUra hai / dAdAzrI : nahIM, lekina vaha bhaya koI nikAla de to? ApakA kisIne nikAla diyA hai? lekina aura kisI bhI prakAra se vaha bhaya nahIM jaaegaa| vaha to jaba 'jJAnIpuruSa' yA unake bhItara jo AtmA prakaTa ho cukA hai, jo paramAtmA prakaTa ho cuke haiM, unakI sIdhI kRpA utare tabhI bhaya jaaegaa| hameM kyoM bhaya nahIM hai? kyoMki hamArA bilkula karekTa hai| karekTa ko kyA bhaya? jisakA bilkula karekTa hai, use jagat meM kyA bhaya hai? bhaya to kise rahatA hai ki jisake bhItara golamAla ho use bhaya rahatA hai, nahIM to isa jagat meM kyA bhaya hai? I pUre dina ghabarAhaTa, ghabarAhaTa, ghabarAhaTa ! na jAne kyA ho jAegA! kyA ho jAegA? phalAnI jagaha para hullar3a ho rahA hai ! bekAra hI ghabarAtA rahatA hai| are, tU yahA~ bhojana karane baiThA hai, khA le na caina se! to kahegA, 'nahIM, lekina vahA~ para hullar3a huA hai na!' yAnI ye loga jo sukha hai, prApta sukha hai, vaha bhI nahIM bhogate / jo sukha prApta huA hai, kyA vaha nahIM bhoganA cAhie? ve prApta ko nahIM bhogate aura aprApta kI ciMtA karate haiN| yaha sArI thyorI hI roMga hai| bhagavAna ne pahale se hI kahA hai ki 'prApta ko bhogo aura aprApta kI ciMtA mata kro|' aprApta Apake hAtha meM nahIM hai| Apako jaba prApta ho jAe, hAtha meM Ae taba usa cIz2a ko bhognaa| jo aprApta hai, vaha cIz2a hAtha meM nahIM hai| buddhi kA upayoga, pariNAma svarUpa dakhalaMdAjI hI ! dAdAzrI : hama kar3hI banAe~, usameM buddhi kA upayoga kareM to kyA hogA?

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90 AptavANI 6 uu - praznakartA : kar3hI bigar3a jAegI / dAdAzrI : kyoM? buddhi bhI prakAza hai na? yAnI buddhi apane Apa kudaratI rUpa se jitanI upayoga meM AtI hai utanI buddhi hI kAma kI hai, bAkI jo z2arUrata se z2yAdA buddhi hai vaha parezAna - parezAna kara detI hai, aura yadi buddhi kA upayoga karanA hI ho to sabhI jagaha karo na! ye loga pAnI pIte haiM, ve kyA buddhipUrvaka pIte hoMge? buddhipUrvaka yAnI kyA? 'isa pAnI meM kucha gira gayA hogA,' aisA saba dekhatA yA socatA hai? vahA~ para aisI buddhi kA upayoga karate haiM kyA? praznakartA : nahIM, daadaa| dAdAzrI : to phira, jaba bhojana karate haiM, vaha buddhipUrvaka karate hoMge na? ki dAla banAte samaya kyA gira gayA hogA ! Upara se chipakalI ne bITa kara dI hogI, vaha aMdara gira gaI hogI, aisA socate haiM? yAnI yadi buddhi kA upayoga kareM to na to khA sakate haiM na hI pI sakate haiN| isa hoTalavAle ke vahA~ jAkara bhI khA Ate haiM, vahA~ bhI buddhi kA upayoga nahIM karate / yadi buddhi kA upayoga kareM to ? to phira vaha khAyA kaise jAegA? isalie buddhi kA upayoga kahA~ taka karanA cAhie, hameM usakA DisIz2ana kara lenA caahie| praznakartA : isa buddhi kA upayoga kisa taraha karanA, kahA~ karanA, kahA~ para nahIM karanA, sAmAnya logoM ko vaha aise patA nahIM calegA na? dAdAzrI : lekina itane hisse meM upayoga nahIM karate to kucha nukasAna huA hai kyA ina logoM ko? praznakartA : nahIM huA / dAdAzrI : yadi buddhi kA upayoga kiyA hotA to adhika

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bhaya meM bhI nirbhayatA (6) 91 nukasAna hotA / isalie jahA~-jahA~ para buddhi kA upayoga hotA hai na, vahA~-vahA~ vaha nirA khoTa kA hI vyApAra hai aura jahA~ z2arUrata ho, vahA~ para usakI hada meM upayoga ho hI jAtA hai| vahA~ para buddhi apane Apa kudaratI rUpa se hI joinTa ho cukI hai, aMta:karaNa meM vaha tAlamela sahita joinTa ho cukI hai| usameM hama eksesa buddhi kA payoga karate haiM, usase yaha saba jhaMjhaTa khar3A huA hai prabhuzrI ne kRpAludeva ko patra likhA thA ki 'mujhe aisA lagatA hai ki aba deha chUTa jAegI, ataH mujhe Apake darzana kaba hoMge ?' taba kRpAludeva ne patra likhA 'aisA kisa vajaha se lagatA hai ki ApakI deha chUTa jAegI' taba kahA ki, 'merA nAma lallUbhAI hai aura yahA~ para eka vyakti jo darzana ke lie Ate the unakA nAma bhI lallUbhAI hai| ve lallUbhAI do-tIna dina bImAra hue aura mara gae aura maiM to eka mahIne se bImAra huuN| merI aura unakI rAzi eka hI hai|' aba yaha unhoMne buddhi kA upayoga kiyaa| taba kRpAludeva ne unheM likhA ki, 'marane kA bhaya mata rkhnaa'| aisA likhA tAki phira vahA~ para unakI buddhi ThikAne rhe| koI kahe yA phira DaoNkTara kahe ki, 'koI harja nahIM / ' taba buddhi ThikAne rahatI hai| to kyA DaoNkTara jo kahatA hai vaha cIz2a sahI hI hai? vaha bhI aMdAja se hI bolatA hai na? lekina jisa taraha DaoNkTara kA kahA huA sahI mAnatA hai vaise hI Apako khuda apane Apa ko sahI mAnane jaisA nahIM lagatA? to phira DaoNkTara ke kahe bagaira tU hI pakkA kara na, ki 'koI parezAnI nhiiN| mujhe kucha bhI nahIM honevAlA / ' aura agara parezAnI AegI, to vaha chor3egI nahIM / isalie parezAna hone kI z2arUrata hI kahA~ rahI ? bhaya rakhane kA kAraNa hI kahA~ rahA? adhikatara to, iMsAna zaMkA se hI mara jAtA hai, zaMkA hI iMsAna ko mAra DAlatI hai I praznakartA : bImAra par3a jAe, to use ilAja to karavAnA hI par3egA na?

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AptavANI-7 dAdAzrI : ilAja karavAnA par3egA yA nahIM karavAnA par3egA, aise nA yA hA~ hama nahIM khte| maiM aisA kaha rahA hU~ ki bhItara aMta:karaNa meM jo vicAra Ae~, 'vyavasthita' jaisA karavAe usa anusAra karanA, lekina ye zaMkAe~ mata rkhnaa| kisI bhI prakAra kI zaMkA mata rkhnaa| ilAja krvaanaa| bhItara vicAra Ae ki, 'calo, DaoNkTara ke vahA~,' to DaoNkTara ke vahA~ jaanaa| DaoNkTara kI davAI bhI lenaa| lekina agara DaoNkTara kahe ki, 'ApakA prezara bahuta bar3ha gayA hai|' to vaha hameM apane aMdara noTa nahIM karanA hai, use aMdara likhakara nahIM rakhanA hai| samajhanA ki bhAI, DaoNkTara ne aisA kahA hai aura bhItara zaMkA ho jAe to DaoNkTara se pUchanA cAhie ki, 'Apake ghara para kabhI koI vyakti maratA nahIM hai na? to maiM ApakA zabda maanuuNgaa|' taba DaoNkTara hI kahegA ki, 'nahIM, mere yahA~ bhI mara gae haiM!' to phira usameM zaMkA rakhane se kyA milegA? DaoNkTara ke vahA~ bhI mara jAte haiM na! ataH hameM sAdhAraNa rUpa se DaoNkTara se ilAja karavAnA. lekina zaMkA mata rkhnaa| DaoNkTara to kyA karate haiM? ve becAre cetAvanI dete haiM ki 'bahuta prezara hai to Apa isa taraha se rahanA,' to hameM usa taraha se rahanA cAhie, lekina zaMkA mata rakhanA ki mujhe bahuta blaDa prezara hai| aba kyA hogA? loga zaMkA se hI mara jAte haiN| yadi DaoNkTara ne aisA nahIM kahA hotA ki 'prezara hai' to calatA rhtaa| paMdraha sAloM taka kucha bhI nahIM hotaa| aura 'prezara hai' aisA patA calA ki phira bigdd'aa| phira Diprezana AtA hai aura mana para sAikolojikala iphekTa rahA karatA hai| DaoNkTara jo kahatA hai, vaha to use bhItara se jo preraNA hotI hai, vahI kahatA hai| vaha galata nahIM kahatA hai| usakA mAnanA bhI sahI aura davAI bhI lenA, lekina kisI prakAra kI zaMkA mata rakhanA, kyoMki, yaha sArI sattA kyA kisI ke hAtha meM hai? / praznakartA : nahIM, aisI sattA kisI ke hAtha meM nahIM hai| dAdAzrI : to zaMkA kisalie? yahA~ se hama dUsare zahara

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bhaya meM bhI nirbhayatA (6) jA rahe hoM aura koI kahe ki, 'yahA~ phalAnI jagaha para, Ajakala to loga lUTane lage haiN|' to hama tabhI se zaMkA karane lageM to kyA hogA? yaha jJAna sunA tabhI se zaMkA hone lage, to kyA hogA? yadi apane pAsa dasa-paMdraha haz2Ara rupayoM ke jevarAta hoM to phira mana meM zaMkA hotI hai| abhI taka luTeroM ko dekhA nahIM, abhI taka luTA bhI nahIM, lekina usase pahale hI luTa jAtA hai, ghaTanA hone se pahale hI luTa jAtA hai! saMyoga cukAe~ kAla, to Dara kaisA? hama yAtrA para gae the| ar3atIsa logoM ko lekara basa meM saba jagaha gae the| to eka zahara meM gae the| aba usa zahara meM pulisavAloM ne basa roka dii| hamane pUchA ki, 'kyoM, kyA hai?' taba kahA ki, 'yahA~ se Age nahIM jAnA hai|' maiMne kahA ki, 'lekina kAraNa kyA hai? hama yAtrA para nikale haiN|' taba unhoMne kahA ki, 'nahIM, Age nahIM jAnA hai kyoMki Age isa rAste para lUTa hotI hai| yaha cAlIsa mIla kA jo rAstA hai, to bAra-bAra yahA~ para lUTa hotI hI rahatI hai| isalie rAta ko nahIM jAne deNge|' maiMne kahA ki, 'to dina meM kyA corI nahIM hotI?' taba unhoMne kahA ki, 'dina meM bhI coriyA~ to hotI haiN|' taba maiMne kahA ki, 'to aba hama kaba jAe~? rAta ko jAe~ yA dina meM jAe~?' phira maiMne pulisavAle se kahA ki, 'hameM jAne dIjie, hameM koI parezAnI nahIM hai, hamArI z2immedArI para jAne diijie|' taba pulisavAle ne kahA ki, 'to Apa jAie, lekina ina do pulisavAloM ko sAtha le jAnA pdd'egaa|' taba maiMne kahA ki, 'bhAI, biThA do|' to baMdUka sahita do pulisavAloM ko basa meM bitthaayaa| lekina rAstA pAra kara liyaa| kucha bhI nahIM huaa| yAnI koI bApa bhI chUe aisA nahIM hai| isa jagat meM Darane kI z2arUrata hai hI nhiiN| ve luTere to rAta ke eka baje taka baiThe rahe hoMge, phira kaheMge ki, 'Aja koI zikAra nahIM mila rahA hai|' aura ve cale jAte haiN| ve pA~ca minaTa pahale hI

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AptavANI-7 gae hoM aura apanI basa vahA~ se nikala jAtI hai ! ve dekheM aura kaheMge bhI sahI ki, 'are, pA~ca minaTa iMtaz2Ara kiyA hotA to zikAra aise hAtha meM se nahIM gayA hotA?' 94 isa prakAra yoM kisI ko kucha bhI karane kI sattA hai hI nhiiN| isa duniyA meM ghabarAne kI koI z2arUrata hI nahIM hai| Apa mAlika hI ho| khuda apane Apake Apa mAlika hI ho aura ye jo Apako ar3acaneM ( parezAnI, muzkileM) AtI haiM, vaha sArA ApakA hI hisAba hai| Apane jo ulajhAyA hai, usa ulajhana kA phala AyA hai| Apane ulajhAyA ho to usakA phala AegA yA nahIM AegA? phira usameM aura kisI kA kyA gunAha? ataH hameM vaha phala zAMtipUrvaka bhoga lenA cAhie aura phira se aise nahIM ulajhAe~, utanA dekha lenA caahie| varnA apane meM kisI kI daqhala nahIM hai, bhagavAna kI bhI daqhala nahIM hai| jebakatare kI bhI daqhala nahIM hai| jo jeba kATatA hai, vaha to apanA hisAba cukA rahA hai / basa Age calI gaI aura zAyada agara luTere mileM bhI to vaha to hisAba hogA to mileMge, varnA kisa taraha mileMge? phira bhI uddhata bhI nahIM ho jAnA caahie| aba zAyada vaha pulisavAlA kahe aura sabhI mahAtmA bhI kaheM taba maiM akelA aisA nahIM kahU~gA ki, 'abhI hI clo|' maiM, 'sabhI eviDensa kyA haiM' vaha dekha lU~gA / yadi sabhI kaheM ki, 'nahIM jAnA hai|' taba maiM kahU~gA ki, 'hA~ ThIka hai, jAnA mulatavI karo / ' kisI jagaha para pakar3a nahIM pakar3anI cAhie / jahA~ niraMtara bhaya! vahA~ nirbhayakSetra kauna sA ? yaha jagat bhaya rakhane jaisA hai hI nahIM, bilkula nirbhaya hokara ghUmane jaisA hai aura jo loga bhaya rakhate haiM na, unheM to saMpUrNa jAgRti rahatI hai, unheM yaha jagat niraMtara pratikSaNa bhayavAlA hI dikhatA hai| hameM to eka bhI kSaNa nirbhayatAvAlI nahIM dikhatI, aisA niraMtara bhayavAlA jagat hai| lekina vaha bhaya kisalie? Apa caMdUbhAI ho

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bhaya meM bhI nirbhayatA (6) 95 to bhaya hai aura Apa zuddhAtmA bana gae to bhaya kisakA? varnA jagat pratikSaNa bhayavAlA hai| ye loga to jAgRta nahIM haiM, isalie bhaya nahIM lgtaa| loga to caina se aise ghUmate haiM na! ve kisa AdhAra para aise bephikra hokara ghUmate haiM? lekina usakA bhI bhAna nahIM hai! nahIM to jagat pratikSaNa bhayavAlA hai| eka kSaNa bhI aisA nahIM hai ki nirbhayatA rhe| praznakartA : Apa jisa bhaya kI bAta kara rahe haiM, vaha kauna sA bhaya hai? dAdAzrI : eka kSaNa bhI nirbhayatA rahe aisI jagaha hI nahIM hai yaha! abhI agara kahIM se cakravAta Ae aura saba tahasa-nahasa kara DAle, usakA kucha kaha nahIM skte| yahA~ se bAhara nikale to kaba kucale jAoge, vaha kahA nahIM jA sakatA, rAta ko so gae hoM aura kaba kyA kATegA, vaha kahA nahIM jA sktaa| ghara gae aura pAnI pIyA, pAnI meM na jAne kyA girA hogA, vaha kaha nahIM skte| ataH jagat pratikSaNa bhayavAlA hai, nirbhaya rahA jA sake, aisI koI jagaha hai hI nhiiN| yaha to ajAgRti ke kAraNa loga ghUmate haiM, vivAha karate haiM, vyApAra karate haiN| ajAgRti hai, isIlie cala rahA hai, jAgRti meM aisA nahIM calegA! eka phArma suparinTenDenTa the, unhoMne mujhase kahA ki, 'dAdA, isa 'vyavasthita' ko kisa taraha mAneM? aisI aMdhazraddhA kyoM rakheM?' maiMne kahA ki, 'yaha vyavasthita aMdhazraddhA nahIM hai, saccI zraddhA hai|' aba unhoMne jJAna nahIM liyA thA, isalie unheM aMdhazraddhA hI lagegA na! phira eka dina unake phArma para gayA, taba maiMne pUchA ki, 'aMdhazraddhA aura saccI zraddhA ke bAre meM Apa jAnate ho?' taba unhoMne kahA ki, 'maiM aMdhazraddhA rakhatA hI nhiiN|' maiMne kahA ki, 'pUrA jagat hI aMdhazraddhA meM jI rahA hai|' taba kahA ki, 'merI kauna sI aMdhazraddhA hai, btaaie|' maiMne kahA ki, 'btaauuNgaa|' inheM pratyakSa udAharaNa deM, taba kAma kaa| aise buddhi se socane ko kaheM to phiTa nahIM hogaa|

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96 AptavANI-7 phArma meM sAtha meM le gae, vahA~ para bagIcA dikhAyA, phala ke bagIce dikhaae| phira vahA~ se sau eka phuTa ke eriyA meM ghAsa ugI huI thI, usa ghAsa ko pAra karake dUsarI tarapha jAnA thaa| aba vaha ghAsa to itanI-itanI do-do phuTa kI ho gaI thii| isalie unhoMne kyA kiyA? ki kUda-kUdakara calane lge| tIna-tIna, cAra-cAra phuTa kI chalA~ga lagAkara calane lge| aura maiM sIdhI taraha se apane hisAba se claa| maiM kahA~ aisI chalA~geM lagAU~? bAhara nikalane ke bAda maiMne unase kahA ki, 'Apa to bahuta aMdhazraddhAlu iMsAna ho!' taba unhoMne kahA, 'aisA kaise? kahA~ aMdhazraddhA dekhI?' taba maiMne kahA ki, 'yaha Apa kUda-kUdakara paira rakha rahe the, vaha kisa AdhAra para?' 'are, kisI jagaha para sA~pa yA kucha hotA to?' 'jahA~ ApakA paira par3a rahA thA, vahA~ sA~pa hai hI nahIM aisA vizvAsa Apako kaise huA?' taba kahA ki, 'aisA vizvAsa to nahIM thaa|' taba maiMne kahA ki, 'isI ko aMdhazraddhA kahate haiN| isameM maiM apanI taraha rauba se calA hI na! mujhe aisI aMdhazraddhA hai hI nahIM, mujhe zraddhA hI hai| Apa kUdate ho, ApakI vaha aMdhazraddhA ApakI samajha meM AI yA nahIM? pA~ca phuTa dUra se chalA~ga lagAI, lekina jahA~ paira rakhate ho, vaha kisa AdhAra para? rAta ko a~dherA ho gayA ho, phArma se vApasa lauTate samaya, binA lAiTa ke Age calate haiM, vaha kisa AdhAra para? kahIM koI sA~pa A jAegA to kyA hogA, usakA kyA bharosA?' yaha 'jJAna' milane se pahale logoM ko aneka prakAra ke bhaya se saMtApa rahA karatA hai ki, 'aisA ho jAegA, vaisA ho jaaegaa|' are bhAI, aisA bhI nahIM hogA aura vaisA bhI nahIM hogaa| khApIkara caina se so jA na! ghara para khAne-pIne kA hai, phira kyA cAhie? kala kI ciMtA Aja nahIM karanI hai, abhI khA-pIkara so jA aura thor3A bhagavAna kA nAma le aura yadi zuddhAtmA prApta kiyA ho to 'zuddhAtmA, zuddhAtmA' kara! jagat bhaya rakhane jaisA hai hI nahIM aura jahA~ para niraMtara

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bhaya meM bhI nirbhayatA (6) 97 bhayavAlA jagat hai, usameM Apa kyA bhaya rakhoge? yadi Apa apane svarUpa meM raho to Apako bhaya rahegA hI nhiiN| yaha deha ApakI sattA meM nahIM hai| parAI sattA meM hama mAthApaccI kareM to usakA kyA artha? 'jJAna' lene se pahale inkamaTaiksa kA patra Ae aura bhItara likhA ho ki, 'Apane aisA kiyA hai isalie Apako itanA daMDa diyA jAegA,' taba Apako bhaya ghusa jAtA hai ki 'yaha daMDa degA, yaha daMDa degA!' vaha bhaya to dopahara ko bhojana karate samaya nikala jAegA na? bhojana karate samaya caina se khAne ke lie kyA karate ho? kapar3e badalakara, paMkhA calAkara caina se Tebala para khAnA khAne baiThate haiM, taba kyA usa bhaya ko bAhara rakha dete ho? sAtha meM hI rakhate ho na! yAnI kitanI-kitanI kasauTiyoM ke bIca meM jIva jI rahA hai! bhojana acchA ho, lekina usa becAre ko TesTa nahIM aataa| bacce to caina se cakhate haiM, kyoMki unhoMne bhaya dekhA hI nhiiN| bacce meM buddhi nahIM hai| buddhi nahIM hai, to phira hai koI jhaMjhaTa? vaha bhI rone ke TAima para rotA hai, ha~sane ke TAima para ha~satA hai, aura koI jhaMjhaTa nahIM hai na! unheM to 'varka vhAila yU varka, ple vhAila yU ple, deTa iz2a da ve| TU bI haipI enDa ge,' isa taraha vaha ha~sane ke TAima para ha~satA hai aura rone ke TAima para rotA hai aura kUdane ke TAima para kUdatA hai| aura yaha buddhivAlA to ha~sane ke TAima para rotA hai| rone ke TAima para to rotA hI hai, lekina ha~sane ke TAima para bhI roe bagaira nahIM rahatA, kyoMki mana meM vApasa vaha bhaya rahA hI karatA hai| eka cIz2a paira meM ghusa jAe, to hameM bAra-bAra cubhatI hI rahatI hai, usI taraha vaha bhaya cubhatA rahatA hai| maiM bhI vyApArI hU~ na, isalie aisA patra Ae taba maiM par3hakara samajha letA hU~ ki yaha bhaya signala hai aura eka tarapha rakha detA hU~! bhaya ko jAnanA hotA hai aura nirbhayatA ko bhI jAnanA hotA hai| ye saba jAnane kI cIjeM haiM, alamArI meM sahejakara rakhane kI eka bhI cIz2a nahIM hai!

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98 AptavANI-7 jaMgala meM luTere mila jAe~ aura lUTa leM to ronA nahIM hai, Age pragati ke lie 'aba kyA karanA cAhie?' usa bAre meM socnaa| 'aba Age kyA karanA cAhie?' soce to bhagavAna usakI saba taraha se sahAyatA karate haiM, lekina vahA~ para 'merA kyA hogA?' pUrI rAta aise roe to? vahIM para jaMgala meM hI rotA rahe to use kauna cAya pilAegA? isake bajAya to calane laga na, Age cAya pilAnevAle mila Ae~ge, khilAnevAle mila Ae~ge, sabakucha mila aaegaa| bhagavAna ke ghara para koI kamI nahIM hai| luTere to bahuta mileMge, aise eka nahIM aneka mileNge| ataH yadi luTa jAe to Age bar3hane lgnaa| luTane para ronA-dhonA macAe to kucha nahIM hogaa| pUrA jagat luTA huA hI hai, lUTanevAle unheM mila hI Ate haiN| aura phira vaha hisAba hai| pichale hisAba ke bagaira koI lUTa nahIM paaegaa| pichale hisAba ke binA koI bhI vyakti hameM nahIM lUTa sktaa| kriyA se nahIM, bhAva se bIja Dalate haiM iMsAna abhI jhUTha bolatA huA dikhAI detA hai, lekina koI iMsAna Aja jhUTha bola hI nahIM sakatA, yA phira aisI luccAI kara hI nahIM sakatA, corI kara hI nahIM sakatA, usakI zurUAta Aja nahIM huI hai, vaha pahale ho cukA hai| Aja usakI zurUAta nahIM dikhAI degii| jisa kI corI kI zurUAta huI hogI, vaha yahA~ para naz2ara nahIM aaegii| Aja vaha sAhUkAra dikhegaa| dikhane meM hamezA sAhUkAra dikhegA, lekina usake aMdara corI ke bIja Dala rahe hote haiN| usakA hameM patA nahIM calatA, lekina jaba vaha vRkSa ke rUpa meM ugegA taba hameM yahA~ para dikhegaa| jaba vRkSa rUpI ho jAegA, taba loga kaheMge ki 'yaha Aja coriyA~ kara rahA hai|' lekina vAstava meM to vaha na jAne kaba se hI thaa| praznakartA : koI isa janma meM naI kriyA nahIM kara sakatA? dAdAzrI : aise dikhane meM naI kriyA nahIM kara sakatA, lekina aMdara cala rahI hotI haiN|

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bhaya meM bhI nirbhayatA (6) praznakartA : maiM abhI kucha acchA karU~, sevA karU~, to vaha saba purAnA hI hai? dAdAzrI : purAnA hI hai, nayA to kucha hotA hI nhiiN| nayA aMdara hotA rahatA hai ki jo Apako patA nahIM cltaa| aMdara naye bIja Dalate rahate haiM, vaha cArja hotA rahatA hai, usakA patA nahIM calatA, lekina yaha jo DiscArja hotA hai, utanA hI Apako patA calatA hai| eka vyakti acchA kAma karate the, unheM pacAsa haz2Ara rupaye dharma meM dAna dene ko khaa| hama loga yahA~ para baiThe ho aura aisI bAta kI to unhoMne kahA, 'maiM pacAsa haz2Ara rupaye duuNgaa|' phira ve apane ghara ge| paDosI ne pUchA ki, 'Apane pacAsa hajAra rupaye dAna meM die?' taba ve kahane lage ki, 'maiM hU~ aisA to hU~ nahIM, lekina ina bhAI ke dabAva ke kAraNa maiMne die haiN|' __ aba pUrvajanma meM dAna dene ke bhAva kie the to Aja dAna diyA gayA, lekina abhI bIja Dala rahA hai ki, 'maiM kisI ko hU~ aisA hU~ hI nhiiN|' yAnI le lU~ aisA hU~! to logoM kA le lene kA bIja Dala rahA hai| yAnI ki dAna dene ke bAvajUda bhI ulTA bIja DAlA! jagat meM nirbhayatA hai hI kahA~? bhaya kyoM laganA cAhie? tujhe kucha bhaya nahIM lagatA? praznakartA : nahIM, z2arA sA bhI bhaya nahIM lgtaa| dAdAzrI : lo, yaha aisA kaha rahA hai ki bhaya nahIM lagatA! yaha to patnI z2arA nIce gaI ho, to bhI bhaya lagatA rahatA hai ki kyA hogA? phira bhI mujhe kaha rahA hai ki, 'bhaya nahIM lagatA!' sA~pa paMdraha phuTa dUra ho, aura vahIM se dekhe taba bhI bhaya lagatA hai, taba to kA~pa uThatA hai! aura kahatA hai ki, 'mujhe bhaya nahIM lagatA!'

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AptavANI-7 yaha pUrA jagat to bhayavAlA hai! sA~pa kA bhaya, bAgha kA bhaya, are inkamaTaiksavAle kA bhI bhaya lagatA hai, aisA bhaya lagatA hai yA nahIM lagatA? mujhe lagatA hai ki tU 'bhaya' ko pahacAnatA hI nahIM hai? tujhe kyA aisA lagA ki maiM sage 'bhAI' kI bAta kara rahA hU~? 100 yaha to bhaya kA saMgrahasthAna hai / vicArazIla ko to pratikSaNa bhaya dikhatA hai| jo jAgRta nahIM hai use kaise bhaya dikhegA? kisI ko pulisavAle ke prati prIti nahIM hotI, dekhe tabhI se 'yaha kahA~ se AyA?' kahegA, aura bhagavA kapar3A pahanakara bAbA AyA to kahegA ki, 'AIe mahArAja !' lekina pulisavAle ko dekhA ki ghabarAhaTa ho jAtI hai| saMsAra kA yaha svarUpa hameM kama umra se hI dikhatA thA, bhayaMkara vikarAlatA! pratikSaNa bhayavAlA, pratikSaNa duHkhavAlA, pratikSaNa upAdhivAlA!! ataH phira kisI jagaha para hameM mUrchA hI nahIM hotI thI aura kisI jagaha para TesTa hI nahIM AtA thA na ! arthI kaba nikala jAe, usakA kyA ThikAnA ? lekina yaha to kyA hotA hai? jo bhaya bharA huA hai, vahI bhaya use dikhatA hai| jo bhaya nahIM bharA, vaha nahIM dikhtaa| pA~ca loga yahA~ se a~dhere meM jaMgala meM jA rahe hoM, to eka ko aisA bhaya ho ki 'abhI zera dahAr3egA, abhI zera dahAr3egA / ' dUsare ko, 'sA~pa kATa khAegA to ?' aisA bhaya ho / tIsare ko mana meM aisA hotA hai ki, 'luTere mila jAe~ge aura mAreMge to?' yAnI sabhI ke bhaya alaga-alaga hote haiM, jisane jisa prakAra kA bhaya bharA hogA, use vahIM bhaya dikhegA, dUsare nahIM dikheNge| yAnI bAta meM koI mAla nahIM hai / kucha logoM ko to, pUre dina moTaroM meM ghUmate haiM, lekina aisA vicAra hI nahIM AtA ki 'maiM TakarA jAU~gA,' kyoMki vaha mAla hI nahIM bharA hai na! aura yadi vaha mAla bharA huA hogA

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bhaya meM bhI nirbhayatA (6) to DrAivara DrAiviMga kara hI nahIM skeNge| TakarA hI jAe~ge ! yAnI jo mAla nahIM bharA hai, usake vicAra taka nahIM aate| kucha logoM ko to, rAta ko ekAMta meM akele hoM, phira bhI bhaya nahIM lagatA aura kisI ko to akelA par3A ki bhUta yAda AtA rahatA hai| TekanikalI zodha (vizleSaNa) kareM, taba bhI samajha meM A jAegA ki bhare hue bhaya ke hI vicAra Ate haiM / 101 ye strI-puruSa vivAha karate haiM, lekina vaisA mAla nahIM bharA ki, 'vaidhavya AegA to kyA hogA?' isalie unheM aisA vicAra bhI nahIM AtA ki vaidhavya AegA to kyA hogA? vAstava meM to vaidhavya kisI ko hI AtA hai| khAsa karake aisA hotA nahIM lekina aMta meM to vaidhavya hI hai na! lekina vaisA bhaya hI nahIM lagatA na! aura aisA to kyA vivAha kiyA, ki phira se vidhavA honA bAkI rahA? vivAha ke samaya to ThATha - vATa hote haiM aura maMDapa vagairaha saba hotA hai| lekina yaha maMDapa roz2a-roz2a nahIM hotaa| vaha to jisa dina vivAha kiyA sirpha usI dina maMDapa aura vaha bhI kirAye kA lAkara banAte haiM na! ye bacce loga guDDe-gur3iyA kI zAdI nahIM karate? prasAda bhI bA~Tate haiN| isake bAvajUda bhI yaha 'ilyUjana' nahIM hai aura haTAne se haTe aisA hai bhI nahIM / tujhe bhaya lagatA hai kyA? bAgha A jAe to? vaha to nimitta ke binA patA nahIM calegA na? aisA hai na, ki vartamAna bhaya to lagatA hI hai| usa bhaya ke paramANu nahIM hote to isa roDa para se gAya-bhaiMse uThatI hI nahIM aura yaha vyavahAra calatA hI nahIM aura vaha roDa bhI nahIM calatI / horna bajAte rahate to bhI gAyeM uThatI hI nahIM, baiThI hI rhtiiN| lekina jAnavaroM meM vaha bhaya saMjJA hotI hai na aura isIlie to choTA sA pillA ho to vaha bhI gAr3I dekhakara uThakara calatA banatA hai, bhayasaMjJA use uThAtI hai ! I gAyeM - bhaiMseM, rAste para se bhaya kI z2arUrata hai yA nahIM? ye khar3I hI nahIM hoMgI aura ve kaheMgI, 'jAo, Apa se jo ho sake

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102 AptavANI-7 vaha kara lo|' ye cir3iyA bhI nahIM ur3eMgI, lekina nahIM, bhaya se gAyeM-bhaiMse rAste para se uThakara calane lagatI haiN| yAnI yaha jagat bhaya se hI cala rahA hai, ina manuSyoM ko bhI bhaya kI z2arUrata hai| jo loga 'jJAnIpuruSa' se mileM aura 'jJAnIpuruSa' ko aisA lage ki ise bhaya kI z2arUrata nahIM hai to ve bhaya nikAla dete haiM aura phira pAsa kara dete haiN| varnA ye to abhI phela hue haiN| jise bhaya hai, ve phela hue haiN| bhaya jAe to kAma hogA, nahIM to calegA hI nahIM na!

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[7] kar3hApA-ajaMpA 'pyAlA' karavAe kar3hApA-ajaMpA! mokSa kA mArga itanA sarala nahIM hai| yaha to yahA~ para sarala mArga khula gayA hai, vahA~ apanA kAma nikAla lenA hai| sarala mArga aura vaha bhI ciMtA rahita! varnA kar3hApA-ajaMpA sabhI ko hote haiN| sattara sAla kA vyakti bhI, yadi do pyAle phUTa gae ho aura AvAz2a sune to bolegA, 'are, yaha kyA phUTA?' do pyAloM meM to jaise AtmA phUTa gayA ho na, aisA hotA hai aura pUrA hI jagat aisA karatA hai na? aba, isameM kauna phor3atA hai? vaha jAnatA nahIM aura 'naukara ne hI phor3e' aisA kahatA hai| are, naukara to phor3atA hogA? naukara kahIM apanA virodhI nahIM hai| aba, naukara kA gunAha nahIM hai, lekina phira bhI ye loga aisA bolate rahate haiM na ki 'naukara hI phor3ate haiM'! bahuta dinoM taka aisA ho to naukara phira eka dina cAkU mArakara calA jAtA hai| taba phira loga zora macAte haiM ki 'aba to naukara mAra DAlate haiM!' mAreM nahIM to kyA kareM? Apa use roz2a mArate rahate ho to phira eka dina vaha pUrA mAra detA hai! isalie 'naukara ke sAtha kaise bartAva karanA cAhie' use vaha samajhanA nahIM par3egA? | naukara ke hAtha meM se girakara pyAle phUTa jAe to hameM use aise kahanA cAhie ki, 'bhAI, garamAgarama cAya tere paira para gira gaI, to tU jala to nahIM gayA na?' taba use kitanA acchA lagegA? usake ghara para bhI koI aisA AzvAsana nahIM de vaisA AzvAsana

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AptavANI 104 denA, to naukara ke mana meM kitanA acchA lagegA? naukara bhI AtmA hI hai na? lekina pUre dina seThAnI kica-kica karatI hai aura phira eka dina seThAnI ko cAkU mArakara naukara calA jAtA hai / Apake vahA~ para kabhI pyAle phUTe the yA nahIM ? phira kar3hApA - ajaMpA ho jAtA thA na? 6 uu -- kar3hApA - ajaMpA, baMda hone para bhagavAna pada yaha kar3hApA - ajaMpA baMda ho jAe na, to vaha iMsAna kyA kahalAegA? vaha iMsAna bhagavAna khlaaegaa| kyoMki loga kyA kahate haiM ki manuSya kar3hApe - ajaMpe rahita ho hI nahIM sktaa| kisI ke pyAle phUTa jAe~ aura kar3hApA - ajaMpA ho, aura kisI kA pena kho jAe taba kar3hApA-ajaMpA hotA hai| kisI kI gAr3I usake DrAivara ne z2arA kharAba kara dI ho to use kar3hApA - ajaMpA ho jAtA hai| kucha na kucha kar3hApA - ajaMpA hue bagaira rahatA hI nhiiN| kisI kA DAiniMga Tebala kisI ne bigAr3a diyA ho to use kar3hApA - ajaMpA ho jAtA hai| pUre dina kar3hApA - ajaMpA hI karatA rahatA hai| jisakA kar3hApA-ajaMpA gayA, use jagat bhagavAna hI kahatA hai ! kar3hApA aura ajaMpA, bhinnatA kyA ? Apa donoM ko pahacAnate ho yA eka ko pahacAnate ho? praznakartA : donoM ko pahacAnatA huuN| dAdAzrI : aisA ! ina donoM meM se bar3A bhAI kauna hai ? praznakartA : kar3hApA ( kur3hana, kleza) hI bar3A hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, kar3hApA bar3A aura bholA hai / aura ajaMpA to choTA aura kapaTI hai / ataH jaba koI kar3hApA kare taba loga bhI kaheMge ki, 'bhAI, do pyAle phUTa gae usameM itanA kar3hApA kyoM kara rahe ho?' gharavAle bhI kaheMge ki, 'bhale hI phUTa gae, Apa baiTho na caina se, z2arA zAMti rakho na !' kar3hApA bholA hai na, isalie

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kar3hApA-ajaMpA (7) 105 loga jAna jAte haiM aura ajaMpA to aMdara hotA hai| kucha seTha to isalie kar3hApA nahIM karate ki iz2z2ata nahIM jAe, lekina aMdara ajaMpA kapaTI aura choTA hai isalie agale janma ke lie kramabaddha hisAba bA~dha detA hai, yAnI ye hastAkSara karavA dete haiM saba / jise kar3hApA hotA hai use bhItara ajaMpA hotA hI hai| lekina yadi sirpha ajaMpA hI ho to vaha bahuta adhika jokhimI hotA hai| lekina jaba kar3hApA aura ajaMpA donoM sAtha meM hoM, taba kar3hApA adhika khA jAtA hai, isalie ajaMpA ko bahuta kama hissA milatA hai| lekina ye seTha kar3hApA nahIM karate, sirpha ajaMpA hI karate rahate haiN| seTha samajhate haiM ki ye saba loga merI kamaz2orI jAna jAe~ge / isalie seThaloga bAharI taura para kar3hApA nahIM karate, aMdara hI aMdara ajaMpA karate rahate haiM ki 'ye pyAle phor3a ddaale| abhI ye saba baiThe haiM, ye cale jAe~ge taba naukara ko do tamAce mAra dU~gA / ise to aba nikAla denA hai|' aMdara aisA hI karatA rahatA hai| yAnI jisakA kar3hApA-ajaMpA calA jAe, use to bhagavAna hI kaheMge / aba kisalie itanA bar3A pada kahA hogA ? kyoMki koI bhI iMsAna kar3hApA-ajaMpA rahita nahIM hotaa| isalie kar3hApA - ajaMpA, basa itanA hI zabda jisameM se nikala gayA, vaha bhagavAna khlaaegaa| vaha bhagavAna apanA tharmAmITara ! kar3hApA - ajaMpA kA AdhAra praznakartA : mAno ki kar3hApA - ajaMpA calA jAe, phira vApasa AtA hai kyA? dAdAzrI : nahIM aataa| Apako lAnA hai? praznakartA : nhiiN| dAdAzrI : logoM ko kar3hApA - ajaMpA karanA acchA lagatA hogA? mana meM samajhate z2arUra haiM ki, 'kyA kareM aba ? usa becAre naukara se phUTa ge| mujhe kar3hApA - ajaMpA huA, yaha saba galata ho rahA

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106 AptavANI-7 hai, aisA nahIM honA caahie|' phira mana meM aise pachatAtA bhI hai, sabakucha karatA hai, lekina vApasa phira se jaba aisA ho jAe, taba vaise kA vaisA hii| kyoMki usake pAsa jJAna prakAza nahIM hai na! ghora a~dherA hai| a~dhere meM to jamAI TakarAe taba bhI kahegA ki, 'luTerA ttkraayaa|' aura luTerA TakarAe to kahegA, 'jamAI ttkraayaa|' yAnI ki aisA hai! praznakartA : kar3hApA-ajaMpA kA AdhAra to ajJAna hI hai na? dAdAzrI : ajJAna hii| a~dhere ke kAraNa hI vaha luTere ko jamAI mAnatA hai, taba vaha ajJAna nahIM to aura kyA? a~dhere meM luTerA TakarA jAe to kahegA, 'mere jamAI Ae lagate haiM,' isI taraha yaha bhI a~dhere kA DisIz2ana kahalAtA hai| a~dhere meM kauna kaha sakatA hai ki yaha jamAI hI hai yA yaha luTerA hI hai? a~dhere meM jamAI ko kaheMge ki 'luTerA TakarA gyaa|' aisA ulTA-sIdhA ho jAtA hai| loga kyA aisA nahIM samajhate ki 'yaha kucha galata hai?' sabakucha samajhate haiM, lekina bhItara a~dherA ho to kyA kareM? qImata, pyAle kI yA DA~Tane kI? bar3e mila mAlika bhI, yadi naukara kabhI dasa kapa-pleTa lekara A rahA ho aura Tre hAtha meM se gira jAe, taba bhI usakA AtmA phUTa jAtA hai| are, cAra-cAra miloM ke mAlika ho aura kaise ho? aise to kaise ho ki isa pyAle meM hI AtmA A gayA? cAra miloM kA mAlika, to kyA tU garIba hai? TokanA, lekina kisa hetu ke lie? jJAnIpuruSa to kyA kahate haiM? pahale to use pUchege ki, 'bhAI, kahIM tU jalA to nahIM na?' phira kaheMge ki, 'z2arA saMbhAlakara cale to acchA hai|' yAnI jJAnI to saba kahate haiM, lekina vItarAgatA se| anubhava jJAnI to bhale hI kitanA bhI kaheM, kareM, phira bhI khuda vItarAgatA meM rahate haiN| zAyada mu~ha para DA~Ta bhI deM, lekina

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kar3hApA-ajaMpA (7) 107 phira bhI khuda vItarAgatA meM rahate haiN| DA~TanA vagairaha saba samaya ke adhIna hotA hai kyoMki yadi vaisA nahIM kareM to vaha vyakti kisI naye hI prakAra ke ulTe rAste para calA jAe, aisA ho sakatA hai| isalie donoM z2immedAriyA~ saMbhAlanI hai| sAmanevAlA vyakti hamAre nimitta se ulTA nahIM cale aura kAma bhI calane denA hai| naukara kahIM pyAle phor3atA hogA? yaha to pUrA dina kar3hApA-ajaMpA, kar3hApA-ajaMpA, eka pyAlA phUTa jAe na, taba bhI zora aura kalaha kara detA hai! hama isa bacce se pUche ki, 'bhAI, yaha pyAlA phUTa gayA to tU kyoM kucha nahIM kaha rahA?' taba vaha kahegA ki, 'mujhe kyA?' to vaha to jJAnI kahalAegA, ajJAnI jJAnI! kisalie? ye loga naukara ko DA~Ta rahe haiM, vaha baccA kyA aisA nahIM samajhatA? vaha dekhatA rahatA hai ki 'ye kyoM DA~Ta rahe haiM? yaha naukara to acchA hai aura isa becAre ko ye loga DA~Ta rahe haiM!' varnA, pyAlA to yaha choTA baccA bhI nahIM phodd'taa| isa choTe bacce se kaheM ki, 'jA beTA, ye pyAle bAhara pheMka aa|' to nahIM pheNkegaa| kaI bAra maiM bar3audA jAtA hU~ na, taba maiM bacce se kahatA hU~ ki, 'ye dAdA ke bUTa haiM na, ye bAhara pheMka de|' taba vaha kaMdhe ucakAtA hai| vaha samajhatA hai ki ye nahIM pheMkane caahie| aba yadi choTA baccA bhI nahIM phor3atA, to itanA bar3A naukara to kyoM phor3egA? phira bhI seThAnI DA~TatI rahatI hai to naukara mana meM samajha jAtA hai ki 'yaha karkazA hai|' apane sAthavAle dUsare naukara se kahatA bhI hai ki 'merI seThAnI to karkazA hai!' ...aura phira naukara ke abhiprAya kaise! hamAre eka pArTanara the, ve bahuta saqhta the| taba maiMne unase kahA ki, 'apane naukara se pUcho to sahI ki 'bhAI, Aja maiM tumheM daMDa nahIM dUMgA, nukasAna nahIM pahu~cAU~gA, lekina apane dila

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108 AptavANI-7 se mujhe kaho ki, mujhe pIche se kyA upanAma diyA hai?' to naukaroM ne alaga-alaga nAma batA die| kisIne TuccA kahA, kisIne luccA nAma diyA, sabhI ne apane-apane nAma batA die| taba maiMne kahA ki, 'tere pITha pIche kaise nAma rakhe haiM!' loga nAma rakhate haiM. aura phira naukara ne seThAnI ke lie bhI nAma rakhA hotA hai ki 'yaha karkazA hai|' paryAya dekhakara nikalI huI vANI itanA choTA baccA ho na, vaha bhI jAna-bUjhakara pyAlA nahIM phodd'taa| hama kaheM, 'phor3a de|' taba bhI nahIM phodd'egaa| lekina agara usake hAtha se phUTa jAe to vaha ciMtA-viMtA kucha nahIM krtaa| agara usake mA~-bApa TeDhe hoM to vaha ro z2arUra uThegA ki 'ye DA~TeMge aba!' praznakartA : Apa jAnate haiM yaha saba? dAdAzrI : aisA hai, isa jJAna meM hameM sabakucha dikhatA hai| sabhI paryAya hameM patA calate haiN| hara eka paudgalika paryAya jo kucha bhI hai na, ve saba hameM sUkSma rUpa se dikhate haiM, isalie hama Apako javAba de sakate haiN| naukara to nimitta, hisAba khuda kA hI __pyAle phUTa jAe~, taba bhI kar3hApA hotA hai| naukara ko gAliyA~ detA hai ki, 'tere hAtha TUTe hue haiM, tere aise TUTe hue haiN|' usa ghar3I yadi aisA soce ki, 'maiM isakI jagaha para hoU~ to merI kyA dazA hogI? mujhe kitanA du:kha hogA?' koI aisA socatA hai? naukara ke mana meM kyA hotA hai ki, 'yaha seTha mujhe binA bAta ke DA~Ta rahA hai, merA gunAha nahIM hai| maiM to naukara hU~ aura naukarI kara rahA hU~, isalie mujhe DA~Ta rahA hai|' becAre ko aisA hotA hai| ataH aise nAsamajhI se amIra loga garIboM ko duHkha de dete

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kar3hApA-ajaMpA (7) haiM, varnA naukara kahIM pyAle phor3atA hogA? yadi naukara pyAle phor3a sakatA to roz2a hI phor3atA / jaba usase hAtha meM nahIM pakar3A jAe, tabhI TUTegA na? isa varlDa meM koI cIz2a koI phor3atA hI nahIM, yaha to saba ApakA hI hisAba cuka rahA hai| usameM naukara to becArA nimitta bana jAtA hai| lekina naukara ke hAtha se pyAle phUTate hI seThAnI zora macA detI hai aura yadi seTha baiThe hue hoM na, to ve bhI akulAte (gussA, cir3ha) rahate haiM / are, eka bhAgIdAra akulAe to bahuta ho gayA, eka ko hI akulAne do na! sabhI bhAgIdAroM ke akulAne kA kAraNa kyA hai? kaMpanI meM eka bhAgIdAra akulAe ki bahuta ho gayA ! bhale hI eka kA bigula baje ! lekina sabhI ke bigula sAtha meM kyoM bajAe~ ? saba kyoM bajAte hoMge? icchA nahIM ho taba bhI baja jAtA hai, kyoMki ajJAna use jor3a detA hai na! aura jaba sabhI bigula bajane lageM, taba vaha naukara to kA~pa jAtA hai! jaba sabhI ghera lete haiM taba vaha baccI hotI hai na, vaha bhI kica-kica karatI huI AtI hai ki, 'are, isa bevakUpha ko to mArane jaisA hai|' taba phira naukara kI kyA dazA hogI ? aba naukara ke sAtha, kisa taraha vyavahAra kareM? mokSa meM nahIM jAnA ho, lekina yahA~ para to ThaMDaka honI cAhie na ? bhItara ajaMpA nahIM ho, utanA to samajhanA par3egA na? pyAlA phUTa jAe aura kar3hApA - ajaMpA kareM, to vaha apanI hI bhUla hai na? yA pyAle kI bhUla hai ? praznakartA : apanI hI bhUla hai| dAdAzrI : yAnI sirpha seTha akele hI ajaMpA nahIM karate, seThAnI bhI bhItara ajaMpA karatI rahatI haiN| vaha akelA ajaMpA kara rahA hai, usameM Apa kyoM bhAgIdArI kara rahI ho? lekina usameM bhI pArTanarazipa ! ve donoM pArTanara haiM isameM bhI ! taba naukara becArA akelA pha~sa jAtA hai| aba maiM kyA kahatA hU~ ki 'agara Apa 109

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110 AptavANI-7 isa naukara kI jagaha para hoM to ApakA nyAya kaisA rahegA?' phira naukara ko gAliyA~ dIM, to vaha ghora anyAya nahIM hai ? inDiyana philaoNsaphi kyA aisI hotI hogI? vAstava meM to hameM itanA adhika nobala rahanA cAhie ki... yadi hama vahA~ para hoMge to kyA kareMge ki naukara ke hAtha meM se Tre gira jAe aura pyAle phUTa jAe~, to pahale to hama naukara se pUcheMge ki, 'bhAI, tU jalA to nahIM na? bhale hI pyAle phUTa gae, ve to dUsare A jAe~ge lekina tU nahIM jalA na?' pahale aisA pUchanA par3egA, kyoMki khUba jala gayA ho aura hama kucha boleM to vaha galata khlaaegaa| agara nahIM jalA ho to phira dUsarI bAta karanA ki, 'bhAI, z2arA dhIre se AhistAAhistA Ae to aisI parezAnI nahIM hogI / ' phira aise kahanA pdd'egaa| aisA nahIM kahA to vaha bhI gunAha kahalAegA, kyoMki sAvadhAna karane ke lie aise TokanA to par3egA, lekina isa taraha mata TokanA ki, 'tere hAtha TUTe hue haiM, tU aisA hai, vaisA hai|' aise mata ttoknaa| use to TokanA bhI nahIM kahA jAegA, hiMsA kahA jaaegaa| naukara becArA bhI aisI hI AzA rakhatA hai ki abhI mujhe aisA kaheMge, 'tere hAtha TUTe hue haiM, ' isIlie bhItara kA~pa rahA hotA hai ki, 4 aba kyA kaheMge? seTha-seThAnI aba kyA kaheMge?' vaha naukara mana meM samajhatA hai ki ye seTha aura seThAnI donoM hI cIte jaise haiN| jaise cIte dahAr3ate haiM, vaise hI ye dhaadd'eNge| aMdara vaha isa taraha se DaratA hai| aba usa seTha ko maiM samajhAtA hU~ ki, 'seTha, Apa usakI jagaha para hote to kyA hotA?' aisA soco to shii| vaise to Apa puNyazAlI ho, ata: usakI jagaha para Apa nahIM Aoge, lekina tU tere baoNsa ke hAtha meM isI taraha A jAegA, isalie sAvadhAna rhnaa|' jisakA tU baoNsa hai, usa para aise pAvara kA upayoga karanA ki jaba terA baoNsa vaise hI pAvara kA upayoga tujha para kare, usa samaya terI kasauTI nahIM ho ! baoNsa to sabhI ke hote hI haiM na? mere jaisA ho, usake baoNsa nahIM haiM, lekina aura sabhI ke to baoNsa hoMge hI na! jise anDarahainDa kA zauka hai yA jise aisA

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kar3hApA-ajaMpA (7) rahe mere nIce eka to cAhie, usake baoNsa to hoMge hii| hameM anDarahainDa kA zauka nahIM hai, isIlie koI baoNsa hI nahIM hai| 111 kaisA anyAya kahalAegA? 'ghora anyAya kiyA' kahalAegA! aise to bhayaMkara doSa kie haiM! khuda ko patA bhI nahIM calatA ki 'maiMne yaha doSa kiyA hai|' naukara ke sAtha aisA bartAva karane ke bAda, aisA doSa ho gayA hai, aisA bhI patA nahIM calatA / 'naukara hI galata hai, use nikAla denA hai,' aisA kahatA hai aura isalie khuda ko ye sabhI ar3acaneM haiN| isIlie mokSa nahIM milatA, varnA yadi mokSa ke nyAya ko samajhe na, to saMpUrNa mokSa mile, aisA hai| saMsAra kA nyAya, vaha nyAya nahIM hai| bhagavAna kA nyAya, vaha nyAya hai| bhagavAna kA nyAya kyA hai ki jitane bhI dehadhArI jIva haiM, phira per3a ho yA cAhe jo ho, lekina jIvita haiM / jIvita haiM, aisA kaise patA calegA, ki yadi per3a ko kATa deM to usakA lAvaNya calA jAegA, yAnI jitane bhI lAvaNyavAle jIva haiM, unake bhItara bhagavAna baiThe haiN| isalie agara unheM kiMcitmAtra bhI du:kha ho to, vaha saba anyAya kahA jAegA / sAdhanoM kI mAtrA kitanI honI cAhie? ahamadAbAda ke seThoM kI do mile haiM, phira bhI unakI becainI kA to yahA~ para varNana nahIM kiyA jA sakatA, aisA hai / do-do mile haiM, phira bhI vaha kaba phela ho jAe, vaha kahA nahIM jA sktaa| yoM to skUla meM acchI taraha pAsa hote the, lekina yahA~ para kaba phela ho jAe~, vaha kahA nahIM jA sakatA, kyoMki usane 'besTa phUlizanesa' zurU kara dI hai| 'DisonesTI ija da besTa phUlizanesa / ' isa phUlizanesa kI to hada hogI na? ki 'besTa' taka pahu~canA hai? to Aja besTa phUlizanesa taka pahu~ca gae! aura hama, vahA~ para bar3e-bar3e baMgale hote haiM na, una baMgaloM meM hama saphAI dekhate haiM na? usI taraha ke ye bar3e-bar3e makAna hote haiM / ve kitanI

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112 AptavANI-7 usa jalana ke upaDamiTa nahIM karanI yAda mailI ho bacce para la DAleM?' taba para bahe hI maMjila ke, to jaise-jaise U~ce car3he, vaise-vaise saphAI bar3hatI hai| aura jitanI saphAI bar3hatI hai, utanI hI jalana bar3hatI hai| phira usa jalana ke upAya meM brAMDI aura dUsare sabhI upAya karatA hai| to kyA saphAI eDamiTa nahIM karanI cAhie? nahIM, saphAI eDamiTa itanI hI karanI acchI ki jo yadi mailI ho jAe, phira bhI hameM ciMtA nahIM ho| baccA usa saphAI ko bigAr3a de, taba bhI usa bacce para gussA nahIM honA pdd'e| yaha to kahegA ki, 'yaha purAnA sophAseTa badala DAleM?' taba maiMne kahA ki, 'nahIM, use rahane do na!' kyoMki choTA baccA usa para bleDa se cIrA lagA degA to bhI Apako parezAnI nahIM hogii| balki use kahanA, 'le dasarA cIrA lgaa|' isase Apako nirbhayatA rhegii| hameM sAdhana aise rakhane cAhie ki jo sAdhana hameM bhaya nahIM karavAe~, nahIM to phira kRpAludeva ne gAyA hai, vaisA hogA ki, 'sahu sAdhana baMdhana thayAM rahyo na koI upAya, sat sAdhana samajyo nahIM tyAM baMdhana zuM jAya?' yAnI ye sAdhana hI baMdhana bana gae haiN| isake bAvajUda kucha sAdhana aise hote haiM ki jo Avazyaka haiN| una sAdhanoM ko haTAnA nhiiN| kyoMki ve avazya hone hI cAhie, lekina unakI mAtrA hameM samajha lenI caahie| baMgalA kitanA bar3A banavAnA cAhie, usakI koI limiTa to hogI na yA nahIM hogI? apane pAsa pA~ca araba rupaye haiM lekina baMgalA kitanA bar3A banAnA cAhie, usakI limiTa honI cAhie yA analimiTeDa honA cAhie? kisI kA anlimiTeDa baMgalA dekhA hai Apane? nhiiN| hogA, kisI kA to hogA na? anlimiTeDa kisI kA hotA nahIM hai na! hoTala bhI anlimiTeDa nahIM hotI, usakI bhI limiTa rakhI hotI hai, lekina baMgale limiTeDa nahIM bnte| merA kahanA hai ki isameM kyoM anlimiTeDa banate ho? kyoMki vahI phira khuda ke lie parezAnI bana jAegI, bacce ne thor3A bhI bigAr3A ki usa para cir3hatA rahegA aura bacce ko mAratA rahegA!

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kar3hApA-ajaMpA (7) kar3hApe - ajaMpe ke prati nApasaMdagI, vaha bhI jAgRti ! bar3e-bar3e seThoM se maiM pUchatA hU~ ki, 'seTha, Apa yaha maha~ge naye kapa-pleTa lAe ho aura naukara unameM cAya lekara A rahA ho, Tre meM chaha kapa aura chaha pleTa lekara A rahA ho aura naukara ke hAtha se vaha Tre gira jAe, to Apa para koI asara hogA?' taba kahate haiM ki, 'are, bahuta hogA, aise ajaMpA ho jaaegaa|' taba maiMne kahA ki, 'kyA Apa isa ajaMpe ke lie koI davAI nahIM cupar3ate?' taba kahate haiM ki, 'usakI davAI hotI hI nahIM hai na !' maiMne kahA ki, 'to phira Apa kisa AdhAra para jIte ho? koI AdhAra nahIM hai? jIvana kA bhI AdhAra cAhie yA nahIM cAhie?' Apake pyAle phUTa jAe~, taba kyA karoge Apa? praznakartA : kucha bhI nahIM hogA / dAdAzrI : kyA bAta karate ho? aise pacAsI kA udhAra to ho cukA, aba aura paMdraha sAla AnevAle haiM, to sau pUre hoMge phira ? phira / 113 praznakartA : bhale hI hoM, 'yaha' pyAlA bhI phUTanA hI hai dAdAzrI : aisA ! deha ko pyAlA kaha rahe ho? taba ThIka ! ise jJAna kahate haiM! ve seTha to kaheMge, 'isakI davAI hI nahIM hai ! ' to bhAI, terI kyA dazA hogI ? phira se yadi Apako ajaMpA ho to acchA lagegA? praznakartA: nahIM lagegA / dAdAzrI : aba loga kahate haiM, 'Apa jijJAsu kyoM nahIM banate ?' are, mujhe jijJAsu banakara kyA karanA hai? jise yaha ajaMpA pasaMda nahIM hai, vahI jijJAsu pada hai / jijJAsu to ve loga banate haiM ki jinheM ajaMpA pasaMda hai ! mujhe ajaMpA pasaMda nahIM hai, to aba mujhe

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114 AptavANI-7 jijJAsu kyoM bananA hai? jise yaha ajaMpA pasaMda nahIM hai, vahI iTaselpha use mokSa meM le jaaegaa| koI kahegA ki, logoM ko bhI ajaMpA to pasaMda nahIM hai na? nahIM, vaha to yadi unase pUche na, to kaheMge ki, 'vaha saba to cAhie hI na, yaha bhI hotA hai aura vaha bhI hotA hai|' use aisA nahIM lagatA ki yaha galata kiyA hai| praznakartA : ajaMpA mokSa meM kaise le jAtA hai? yadi ajaMpA nahIM rahe to? dAdAzrI : yadi yaha ajaMpA nahIM rahe to 'usameM aisA sukha hai' aura ajaMpA rahe to 'usameM aisA duHkha hai,' aisA use jJAna baratatA hai, isa vajaha se use vaha jo jAgRti baratatI hai ki 'ajaMpA nahIM honA caahie| yaha galata hai' vahI jAgRti use mokSa meM le jaaegii| manuSya ko ajaMpA kaise sahana ho? yaha ajaMpA pasaMda to nahIM hai, phira bhI loga kyA kahate haiM ki, 'lekina saMsAra meM to yahI rahatA hai na!' yadi aisA hI ho, to phira jIne kA artha hI kyA hai? to mIniMgalesa hai| aura ajaMpe ke sAtha tUne kyA sukha bhogA? Upara talavAreM hoM aura aisA bhaya rahe ki ve gira jAe~gI, to tUne khAyA kaise? vo janaka rAjA ne eka muni ko bhojana karavAyA thA na, isa taraha Upara ghaMTa bA~dhA thA, ve tapasvI bhole AdamI the to jaba rAjA ne pUchA ki, 'pakaur3iyA~ kaisI thI? zrIkhaMDa kaisA thA?' taba ve to bhole AdamI, to kaha diyA ki, 'rAjA, maiM to Upara se ghaMTa giregA, usI bhaya meM rhaa| maiM khA rahA thA, lekina merA citta to usa ghaMTa meM hI thA, isalie maiM kucha nahIM jAnatA ki TesTa kaisA thA!' rAjA ne pUchA ki, 'Apane khAyA to hai na?' taba muni ne kahA, 'hA~, khAyA to hai|' 'to vaha TesTa se khAyA?' taba bole, 'nahIM, vaha maiM nahIM jaantaa|' taba rAjA ne kahA ki, 'aisA TesTI thA, phira bhI Apako TesTa ke bAre meM kucha patA nahIM calA, kyoMki ApakA citta ghaMTa meM thaa| usI taraha hama ina rAniyoM ke gale meM aise hAtha DAle rahate haiM, phira bhI hamArA citta bhagavAna meM rahatA hai!'

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kar3hApA-ajaMpA (7) 115 'parAyA' 'samajhe,' to samatA barate pUrI bAta samajhe to hala AegA, nahIM to isakA hala nahIM AegA va kaoNz2ez2a aura iphekTa, iphekTa aura kaoNz2ez2a, kaoNz2ez2a aura iphekTa calate rheNge| aura roz2a kahIM ajaMpA nahIM hotaa| yaha to pAsa meM kisI aura ke kamare meM se pyAle phUTane kI AvAz2a Ae to koI upAdhi nahIM hai, lekina apane kamare meM se pyAle phUTane kI AvAz2a Ae, to ajaMpA ho jAegA na? kisalie? kyA kAraNa hogA? praznakartA : apanI cIz2a ke prati moha hai, aura par3osI ke vahA~ kA sAmAna apanA nahIM lgtaa| dAdAzrI : aisA hai, yaha moha nahIM hai, mamatA hai ki 'yaha merA nukasAna ho gayA, dasa-paMdraha rupaye ke pyAle khatma ho gae!' aura par3osI ke vahA~, 'usakA gayA isameM mujhe kyA?' jabaki khuda ke ghara para phUTa jAe~ to usa para asara hotA hai| aba khuda ke ghara para phUTe hoM, lekina usa para aisA asara ho jaise par3osI ke ghara para phUTa gae hoM to vaha bhagavAna bana jAe! lekina loga to bahuta pakke haiM na! par3osI ke ghara para phUTeM, usakA asara nahIM hone dete aura khuda ke ghara para phUTa jAe~, tabhI usakA asara hotA hai, aise pakke na! lekina taba vaha mUrkha bana jAtA hai! isa duniyA meM jo loga pakke kahe gae, ve hI bhagavAna ke vahA~ mUrkha bne| isa duniyA meM jo bhole kahalAe, ve bhagavAna ke vahA~ sacce mAne gae! aura yahA~ para jo pakke rahe, ve bhagavAna ke vahA~ mAre hI gae samajho! aisI bAta kahatA hU~, to sunanA acchA lagatA hai na? yA phira ApakA samaya bigar3a rahA hai? nAsamajhI, do nukasAna lAe! praznakartA : nA, naa| yaha saba bAteM to samajhane jaisI haiN| dAdAzrI : yAnI yaha jo mamatA hai, vahI saba jhaMjhaTa karavAtI

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116 AptavANI-7 hai| aura phira hisAba lagAtA hai, 'kitane lAyA thA, usake bAda kitane phUTe, Aja kitane phUTe!' aba isakA riphanDa kyA turaMta hI mila jAegA use? kyoM ciMtAe~ kI, ajaMpA kiyA to usakA phala nahIM milegA? pyAle phUTa jAne ke bAda Apa ciMtA karate ho to, vaha puruSArtha kiyA, to kyA usakA phala nahIM milegA? usakA phala milegA, jAnavara gati meM jAne ko milegA , yAnI eka to pyAle phor3e aura jAnavara gati meM jAne kI taiyArI kii| eka nukasAna meM se do nukasAna uThAtA hai| isa duniyA meM eka nukasAna meM se do nukasAna kauna nahIM uThAtA hogA? praznakartA : samajha nahIM ho to eka nukasAna meM se do nukasAna uThAegA hI na! dAdAzrI : hA~, yAnI pyAle bhI gae aura ciMtA kI, vaha puruSArtha bhI bekAra gayA! pyAle phUTe, phira bhI puNya bA~dhA! koI kahe ki, 'hameM jJAna nahIM milA, samakita nahIM huA to maiM kyA karU~? mujhe dUsarA nukasAna nahIM uThAnA hai!' to maiM use kaha dU~gA ki, "eka maMtra sIkha jAo, ki jaba pyAle phUTa jAe~ taba bolanA ki, 'bhalA huA chUTA jNjaal| aba naye pyAle laauuNgaa|" to usase puNya baMdhegA, kyoMki ciMtA karane kI jagaha para usane AnaMda kiyA, isalie puNya bNdhegaa| itanA z2arA A jAe na, to bhI bahuta ho gayA! hameM bacapana se aisI samajha thI, kabhI ciMtA kI hI nahIM, kucha ho jAe taba usa ghar3I aisA kucha aMdara A hI jAtA thaa| aise sikhAne se nahIM AtA thA, lekina turaMta hI hAz2ira javAba saba A hI jAtA thaa| bAta samajhane se, samAdhi barate yAnI upAdhi meM bhI samAdhi rahe, taba kahA jAegA ki 'jJAnIpuruSa' kI bAta samajha gyaa| jaba upAdhi nahIM ho, taba to

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kar3hApA-ajaMpA (7) 117 kutte ko bhI samAdhi rahatI hai| vaha pUriyA~ khAkara so jAtA hai to pUrI rAta samAdhi hI rahegI na! jise upAdhi meM samAdhi rahe, vaha iMsAna kahalAtA hai| kar3hApA-ajaMpA logoM ke lie duHkhadAyI nahIM hai? praznakartA : lekina use duHkha mAnoge to du:kha rhegaa| dAdAzrI : nahIM, lekina jaisA mAne vaisA rahatA nahIM hai na! duHkha mAneM to du:kha hai, vaha bAta to sabhI jAnate haiM lekina jagat meM yadi sabhI aisA hI mAneM taba to koI duHkha mAnegA hI nahIM na! kaI loga duHkha hai, aisA mAnane ko taiyAra hI nahIM hote, phira bhI duHkha nahIM miTate na!

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[8] sAvadhAna jIva, aMtima paloM meM parabhava kI gaThariyA~ sameTa na! eka assI sAla ke cAcA the, unheM aspatAla meM bhartI kiyA thaa| maiM jAnatA thA ki ye do-cAra dina meM jAnevAle haiM yahA~ se, phira bhI mujhase kahane lage ki, 've maganabhAI to mujhase yahA~ milane bhI nahIM aae|' hamane batAyA ki, 'maganabhAI to A ge|' to kahane lage ki, 'usa nagInadAsa kA kyA?' yAnI ki bistara meM par3epar3e noMdha (dveSasahita laMbe samaya taka yAda rakhanA) karate rahate the ki kauna-kauna milane aayaa| are, apane zarIra kA dhyAna rakha na, aba do-cAra dinoM meM to jAnA hai| pahale tU apanI gaThariyA~ saMbhAla, terI yahA~ se le jAne kI gaThariyA~ to jamA kr| ye nagInadAsa nahIM Ae to usakA kyA karanA hai? lekina phira ve cAcA aisI noMdha karate rahate haiM ki, 'mujhase kauna-kauna milane AyA?' are, tujhase milane Ae usase tujhe kyA phAyadA? ve milane ke bAda vApasa bAhara jAkara kyA kaheMge? ki, 'aba ye cAcA to cale, aba do dina ke mehamAna haiM!' ye loga kaise AzIrvAda dekara jAte haiM ki 'ye aba gae'! yAnI ki milane AnevAle aisA kahate haiN| ye tujhase milane Ae usase kyA phAyadA huA? isake bajAya nahIM Ae~ to acchA hai na, tAki aise AzIrvAda to nahIM deM? milane AnevAle bAhara jAkara kyA kahate haiM ki, 'aba, dIye meM tela khatma ho gayA hai aura aba to bAtI hI jala rahI hai|' jabaki cAcA kyA kahate haiM ki, 've nagInabhAI milane nahIM Ae!' jagat kI

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sAvadhAna jIva, aMtima paloM meM (8) 119 vAsanA kitanI hai! aba ye mamatA chUTa jAe to niber3A A jAe, lekina jaba taka mamatA nahIM chUTegI taba taka to pyAlA phUTate hI kAna lagAkara sunatA hai| are, AdhI nIMda meM ho taba bhI kahegA ki, 'kyA phUTA aMdara?' yoM cAra dina bAda jAnevAle hoM, phira bhI Aja kalaha karate haiM! are, jAne kA samaya A gayA hai to tere gaTharI-bistara bA~dha! tere sAtha jAne ke lie rAhakharca nahIM cAhie? lekina itanI samajha hotI to yaha saba kalaha karatA hI nahIM na! lekina samajha nahIM hai isalie isa jaMjAla meM hI pha~satA rahatA hai vApasa! loga to, jaba koI bImAra par3a jAe, taba loga usase milane jAte haiN| aba, isa deha meM bImArI huI ho, usakI vedanA ho aura phira vApasa loga javAba pUchane Ae~, usakI muzkila haiM! kucha logoM ko to tabhI saMtoSa hotA hai jaba sabhI milane aaeN| balki kucha to aisA kahate haiM ki, 'navanItabhAI mujhase milane nahIM Ae the|' kucha logoM ko to tabhI saMtoSa hotA hai jaba sabhI milane Ae~, ve loga alaga haiM aura kucha ko bA~darezana hotA hai, vo loga alg| hameM aisA hotA hai ki kisI ko takalIpha nahIM par3e isalie kisI ko jAnane hI na dU~, jabaki loga to mRtyuzaiyyA para par3e hue hoM, phira bhI 've nagInabhAI mujhase milane nahIM Ae' aisI noMdha rakhate haiN| kyoMki ahaMkAra hai na! AtmA aura ahaMkAra donoM alaga cIjeM haiN| ahaMkAra, vaha roMga bilIpha se utpanna ho cukI cIz2a hai| khuda ke svarUpa kA bhAna nahIM hone se 'maiM yaha hU~, maiM yaha hU~,' aisA sirpha iphekTa hI hai| aba vaha ahaMkAra jo khar3A ho cukA hai, phira kaise chUTa sakatA hai? jAne kA samaya huA taba bhI kaheMge ki, 'phalAne bhAI mujhase milane nahIM aae|' usakI noMdha rakhatA hai| aba isakA to kaise pAra Ae? aura jo milane Ate haiM, ve bAhara nikalakara kyA kahate haiM ki, 'aba ye eka-do dina ke mehamAna haiN|' unake AtmA ko hI dekhane meM phAyadA hai| bAkI kA sArA pAgalapana dekhane jaisA nahIM hai|' pAgalapana meM kyA kaha de,

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120 AptavANI-7 vaha kahA nahIM jA sktaa| yaha to, sirpha ye loga (mahAtmA) prArthanA karate haiN| bAharavAle kahIM prArthanA karate haiM? bAharavAle to 'aba umra ho gaI hai, isalie aba ThikAnA nahIM' aisA kahate haiN| ve to aisA bhI kahate haiM aura vaisA bhI kahate haiN| usameM unakA kyA doSa? jagat vyavahAra hai na! ve to kucha bhI kaha sakate haiN| praznakartA : manuSya jaba aMtima ghar3I meM ho, taba use kyAkyA vicAra Ate haiM? kyA-kyA dikhatA hai? dAdAzrI : marate samaya pUrI jiMdagI kA sAra dekhatA hai, bahiyA~ nahIM pddh'taa| bahiyA~ yAnI bahIkhAte nahIM aura hara roz2a kA hisAba bhI nhiiN| ve donoM nahIM pddh'taa| una donoM ko par3hane meM to bahuta TAima lagegA aura yaha to eka ghaMTe meM pUrA kara denA par3atA hai| sAra, pUrI jiMdagI kA sAra aMtima ghaMTe meM dekha letA hai aura usa sAra ke anusAra usakA agalA janma hotA hai| yadi pUrI jiMdagI meM bhakti kA sAra acchA ho, satsaMga kA sAra acchA ho, to vaha sAra bar3A ho to aMtima ghaMTe meM citta jyAdA se jyAdA usI meM rhegaa| viSayoM kA sAra bar3A ho to marate samaya usakA citta viSaya meM hI jaaegaa| kisI ko beTe-beTI para moha ho to aMtima ghar3I meM citta usI meM rhegaa| eka seTha kI mRtyu kA samaya A gayA, ve hara prakAra se amIra the| beTe bhI caar-paaNc| unhoMne kahA, 'pitA jI aba navakAra maMtra bolie|' taba pitA jI ne kahA ki, 'ye beaqla haiN| are, kyA maiM nahIM jAnatA ki yaha bolanA hai? maiM apane Apa boluuNgaa| tU vApasa mujhe bAra-bAra kaha rahA hai?' to beTe bhI samajha gae ki pitA jI kA citta abhI kahIM ora bhaTaka rahA hai| phira sabhI beToM ne sAra nikAlA ki kisameM bhaTaka rahA hai| hameM paisoM kA duHkha nahIM hai, aura koI ar3acana nahIM hai, lekina tIna beTiyoM kI zAdI karanI thI unameM se eka choTI beTI raha gaI thii| to seTha kA citta choTI beTI meM thA ki merI isa beTI kI zAdI

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sAvadhAna jIva, aMtima paloM meM (8) 121 karanI raha gaI, to aba isakA kyA hogA? beTe vaha samajha gae, isalie choTI bahana ko khuda ko bhejA, vaha kahane lagI, 'pApA jI, merI koI ciMtA mata karanA, Apa aba navakAra maMtra bolie|' taba pApA jI ne usase to kucha nahIM kahA, lekina mana meM aisA samajhe ki, 'abhI to yaha baccI hai na, yaha kyA samajhegI?' are, jAne kA samaya huA to sIdhA raha na! abhI ghaMTe-do ghaMTe meM jAnA hai, to beTI jo kaha rahI hai vaha kara na! navakAra maMtra bolane laga na! lekina kyA ho? navakAra kaise bole? kyoMki usake karma use sIdhA nahIM rahane dete, usake karma usa ghar3I ghera lete haiM! ataH abhI jo kucha kara rahe haiM, vaha mRtyu ke samaya eka guMThANe (48 minaTa) taka Akara khar3A rhegaa| apane Apa hI Akara khar3A rhegaa| jo-jo pUrI jiMdagI kiyA hai usakA sAra usa samaya Akara khar3A rhegaa| abhI jo hAz2ira hai, vahI mRtyu ke samaya haaj'ir| abhI saMsAra hAz2ira hai to mRtyu ke samaya bhI saMsAra hAz2ira, abhI zuddhAtmA hAz2ira hai to mRtyu ke samaya bhI zuddhAtmA haaj'ir| yAnI mRtyu ke samaya pUrI jiMdagI kA phala AtA hai, kucha bhI karanA nahIM pdd'taa| hameM khuda yAda nahIM rakhanA hai, vaha to apane Apa hI pariNAma aaegaa| jaise abhI parIkSA deM aura phira riz2alTa AtA haiM na, usake jaisA hai| manuSyajIvana kI qImata kaba patA calatI hai? aMtima ghaMTe meN| taba, 'yaha raha gayA hai, yaha kara lU~, vaha raha gayA hai,' aisA hotA rahatA hai, taba samajha meM AtA hai ki manuSya janma kI bahuta qImata hai! aMta samaya meM svajanoM kI dekhabhAla praznakartA : kisI svajana kA aMta samaya naz2adIka AyA ho, to unake prati AsapAsa ke sage-saMbaMdhiyoM kA baratAva kaisA honA cAhie?

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122 AptavANI-7 dAdAzrI : jinakA aMta samaya naz2adIka AyA ho, unheM to bahuta saMbhAlanA caahie| unakA pratyeka bola saMbhAlanA caahie| unheM nakAranA nahIM caahie| sabhI ko unheM khuza rakhanA cAhie aura ve ulTA boleM taba bhI Apako 'eksepTa' karanA cAhie ki 'ApakA sahI hai!' ve kaheM, 'dUdha laao|' to turaMta dUdha lA denaa| taba ve kaheM, 'yaha to pAnIvAlA hai, dUsarA lA do|' to turaMta dUsarA dUdha garama karake le aaeN| phira kahanA ki, 'yaha zuddha aura acchA hai|' yAnI unheM jaisA anukUla Ae vaisA karanA caahie| aisA saba bolanA caahie| praznakartA : yAnI isameM sahI-galata kA jhaMjhaTa nahIM karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : yaha, sahI-galata to duniyA meM hotA hI nahIM hai| unheM pasaMda AyA ki basa, usI taraha saba karate rahanA caahie| unheM anukUla Ae usa taraha se vyavahAra karanA caahie| choTe bacce ke sAtha hama kisa taraha bartAva karate haiM? baccA kA~ca kA pyAlA phor3a de to kyA hama use DA~Tate haiM? do sAla kA baccA ho use kucha kahate haiM ki kyoM phor3a diyA tUne yA aisA kucha? jisa taraha bacce ke sAtha bartAva karate haiM, usI taraha unake sAtha bartAva karanA caahie| ye to mara jAne ke bAda una para phUla car3hAte haiN| are, marane ke bAda kyoM phUla car3hA rahe ho? are, jaba vaha jIvita hai, taba phUla car3hAo na! kyoMki bhItara bhagavAna haiM, bhItara AtmA baiThA huA hai| lekina jIte jI to kabhI bhI koI phUla nahIM car3hAtA na? isI ko dUSamakAla kahate haiM! hitAhita kA bhAna yA khuda kA hita kisameM hai aura ahita kisameM hai, manuSya meM isakA bhAna hI khatma ho jAe, use kahate haiM dUSamakAla! gati-pariNAma kaise? praznakartA : hArTa phela ho jAe, vaha to Upara pahu~ca jAtA hai, lekina z2arA zAMti se Upara jAe, aisA koI rAstA hai?

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sAvadhAna jIva, aMtima paloM meM (8) dAdAzrI : ye saba pahu~ca jAte haiM, ve kisake ghara jAte hoMge ? praznakartA : kahA~ jAte hoMge, vaha kise khabara ? lekina zAMti se jAnA cAhie / 123 dAdAzrI : aisA hai, ki yahA~ marate samaya duHkha rahe to vahA~ to janma lete hI eka ghaMTA bhI duHkha rahita nahIM biitegaa| vaha marate samaya du:khI thA, usake bAda mara gayA yAnI ki duHkha usakA calA nahIM gayA, duHkha to vaha sAtha meM le gayA / duHkha to deha kA gayA ki deha chUTa gaI, lekina usase kahIM chuTakArA nahIM ho jAtA, bhaTakate rahanA par3atA hai| are! mauta hI ho rahI hai -kAla loga to zora macAte haiM / are, karma badala rahe haiM, tU kyoM zora macA rahA hai? badalegA kauna? karma badaleMge / dravya - kSetra-va bhAva sabakucha badalate hI rahate haiM, usameM khuda zora macAtA haiM ki, 'merA yaha thA aura merA yaha calA gayA, merA yaha raha gayA, ' binA bAta ke zora macAtA hai ! yaha jagat niraMtara badalatA rahatA hai| isa zarIra meM, bAhara saba ora, vyApAra meM aura dUsarI sabhI jagahoM para niraMtara badalAva hotA hI rhegaa| yaha zarIra bhI pratikSaNa mara rahA hai, lekina logoM ko kyA, kyA kucha patA haiM ? lekina loga to, jaba lakar3I ke do Tukar3e ho jAe~ aura nIce gira jAe~, taba kahate haiM ki, 'kaTa gayA / ' are, yaha kaTa hI rahA thaa| yaha ArI cala hI rahI thI / ArI lagAI tabhI se hama nahIM kahate ki yaha lakar3I do Tukar3oM meM kaTa rahI hai? usI prakAra janma se yaha ArI cala hI rahI hai| janma se lekara jaba mRtyu hotI hai, taba do Tukar3e alaga ho jAte haiN| garbha meM ArI nahIM calatI, lekina janma lete hI ArI calanI zurU ho jAtI hai| phira DaoNkTara kaheMge, ' bhAI cale gae haiN|' ataH taba hameM aisA kahanA cAhie ki 'do Tukar3e alaga ho ge|' jaba taka ve Tukar3e alaga

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124 AptavANI-7 nahIM hote, taba taka to kucha bhI nhiiN| aura do Tukar3e ho gae to kahegA, 'kaTa gyaa|' lekina bhAI, yaha to kaTa hI rahA thaa| usI taraha ina logoM meM bhI yaha saba kaTa hI rahA hai| phira bhI hai kisI ko koI Dara? lekina jaba alaga ho jAegA, usa dina Dara lagegA! smazAna taka kA sAtha yaha takiyA hotA hai, to usakI khola badalatI rahatI hai, lekina takiyA vahI kA vhii| khola phaTa jAtI hai aura badalatI rahatI hai, usI prakAra yaha khola bhI badalatI rhegii| praznakartA : to phira laMbe jIvana kI apekSA kisalie rakhate hoMge? dAdAzrI : vahI bhrAMti hai na! praznakartA : to phira ghara ke loga Apa se kahate haiM ki, ve bhAI bahuta 'siriyasa' haiM, z2arA vidhi kara lIjie, vaha bhI bhrAMti hI hai na? dAdAzrI : vaha bhI bhrAMti hI hai, lekina aisA hai na, kucha to vyavahAra se karanA par3atA hai aura vaisA nahIM kaheMge to ve bhAI kyA kaheMge ghara ke saba logoM se ki, 'Apane kucha kiyA nahIM, Apako merI par3I hI nahIM hai|' aura aisA-vaisA kheNge| yAnI aise, vidhi karavAnI par3atI hai| varnA yaha jagat polampola hai| phira bhI vyavahAra se nahIM bole to usake mana meM duHkha hogA, lekina smazAna meM usake sAtha jAkara koI bhI citA meM nahIM girA hai| ghara ke sabhI loga vApasa Ate haiN| sabhI samajhadAra haiN| usakI mA~ ho to vaha bhI rotIrotI vApasa AtI hai| praznakartA : phira usake nAma se chAtI kUTatI hai ki kucha

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sAvadhAna jIva, aMtima paloM meM (8) 125 bhI rakhakara nahIM gae aura do lAkha rupaye rakhakara gae hoM to kucha nahIM boltii| dAdAzrI : hA~, aisA hai| ye to nahIM rakha gayA isalie rote haiM ki, 'maratA gayA aura mAratA gyaa|' aMdara-aMdara aisA bhI bolate haiM! 'kucha bhI chor3akara nahIM gayA aura hameM mAratA gayA!' aba usane nahIM rakhA, usameM usakI patnI kA nasIba kharAba thA isalie nahIM rakhA, lekina mRta vyakti ke lie gAliyA~ khAnA likhA thA to itanI-itanI sunAte haiM! bar3I-bar3I gAliyA~! phira vApasa loga bhI Akara pUchate haiM ki, 'Apake pati kucha rakhakara nahIM gae?' taba vApasa aisA kahatI hai ki, 'nahIM-nahIM, sabakucha rakhakara gae haiN| aise to khAne-pIne kA sabhI kucha hai|' aba saba ke sAmane bAhara aisA bolatI hai aura mana meM alaga bolatI hai! kyA hakIkata hai isake pIche? aba loga jaba smazAna meM jAte haiM to vApasa nahIM Ate na? yA ve sabhI vApasa Ate haiM? yAnI yaha to eka prakAra kA phaz2ItA hai! aura nahIM roe to bhI duHkha aura roe to bhI duHkha! bahuta roe taba loga kahate haiM ki, 'logoM ke vahA~ nahIM mara jAte ki Apa itanA ro rahe ho? kaise ghanacakkara ho?' aura nahIM roe to kaheMge ki, 'Apa patthara jaise ho, hRdaya patthara jaisA hai ApakA!' yAnI kisa ora caleM, vahI muzkila! 'sabakucha tarIke se honA cAhie,' aisA kheNge| vahA~ para smazAna meM jalAe~ge bhI sahI aura pAsa ke hoTala meM baiThe-baiThe cAya-nAztA bhI kreNge| isa taraha nAztA karate haiM na loga? praznakartA : are, nAztA lekara hI jAte haiM na! dAdAzrI : aisA! kyA bAta kara rahe ho? yAnI yaha jagat to sArA aisA hai! aise jagat meM kisa taraha rAsa Ae?

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126 AptavANI-7 ....aisA kucha kara kabIra sAhaba ne aisA kahA hai ki, 'jaba terA janma huA taba tU ro rahA thA aura loga ha~sa rahe the|' sabhI ko AnaMda hotA hai, per3e le Ate haiM aura logoM ko per3e bA~Tate haiM, aura loga per3e khAte haiM! sahI kahate haiM na, kabIra sAhaba? kyoMki jaba tU ro rahA thA taba kisIne aisA nahIM kahA ki, 'yaha baccA becArA ro rahA hai, abhI yaha saba kucha samaya ke lie rahane do,' phira kabIra sAhaba kyA kahate haiM ki, 'aba duniyA meM Akara aisA kucha kara ki marate samaya tU ha~se aura loga roe~!' aisA kaise ho sakegA? praznakartA : acche karma kie hoMge to aisA hogaa| dAdAzrI : hA~, logoM ke prati bahuta acche karma kie hoMge to logoM ke mana meM aisA hogA ki, 'arere! inake AdhAra para to hama jI rahe the, AnaMda bhoga rahe the|' isIlie to phira loga rote haiN| jinakA AdhAra calA jAe ve saba rote haiM aura jAnevAlA jAnatA hai ki merA jIvana saMtoSapUrvaka bItA hai| unheM behada saMtoSa rahatA hai, isalie ha~sate-ha~sate jAte haiM! kalpAMta kI jokhimadArI kitanI? praznakartA : 'vyavasthita' kI bAta kI, to vaha 'vyavasthita' kauna sI zakti hai? dAdAzrI : vaha 'sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDensa' hai| use hama gujarAtI meM 'vyavasthita zakti' kahate haiM aura vaha niraMtara jagat ko 'vyavasthita' hI rakhatI hai, avyavasthita hone hI nahIM detii| ekalautA beTA mara jAe, taba bhI 'vyavasthita' ke hisAba se hI hotA hai, lekina yaha to apane lobha ke kAraNa, apane svArtha ke kAraNa rotA hai| ataH use avyavasthita mAnatA hai| jeba kaTa jAe, vaha bhI 'vyavasthita' hI hai, lekina phira svArtha ke kAraNa, lobha

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sAvadhAna jIva, aMtima paloM meM (8) 127 ke kAraNa zora macAtA hai, nahIM to rone se kahIM vApasa AegA kyA? bahuta rone se kyA beTA vApasa A jAegA? kyoM? chaha mahInoM taka rotA rahe to? praznakartA : taba bhI nahIM aaegaa| dAdAzrI : phira bhI logoM ko kalpAMta karate hue dekhA hai na? ise kalpAMta kyoM kahate hoMge? 'kalpa' ke aMta taka bhttkeNge| eka bAra aisA kalpAMta kiyA to 'kalpa' ke aMta taka bhaTakanA par3egA, eka pUre 'kalpa' ke aMta taka bhaTakanA par3egA! __ laukika, 'zaoNrTa' meM pUrA karo bUr3he cAcA bImAra hoM aura Apane DaoNkTara ko bulAyA, sabhI ilAja karavAyA, phira bhI cala bse| phira zoka pradarzita karanevAle hote haiM na, ve AzvAsana dene Ate haiN| phira pUchate haiM, 'kyA ho gayA thA cAcA ko?' taba Apa kaho ki asala meM maleriyA jaisA lagatA thA, para phira DaoNkTara ne batAyA ki yaha to jarA phlU jaisA hai!' ve pUchege ki kisa DaoNkTara ko bulAyA thA? Apa kaho ki phalA~ ko| taba kaheMge, 'ApameM akkala nahIM hai| usa DaoNkTara ko bulAne kI z2arUrata thii|' phira dUsarA Akara Apako DA~TegA, 'aisA karanA cAhie na! aisI bevakUphI kI bAta karate ho?' yAnI sArA dina loga DA~Tate hI rahate haiM! isalie ye loga to ulaTe car3ha baiThate haiM, ApakI saralatA kA lAbha uThAte haiN| isalie maiM Apako samajhAtA hU~ ki loga jaba dUsare dina pUchane Ae~ to Apako kyA kahanA cAhie ki bhAI, cAcA ko z2arA buqhAra AyA aura Tappa ho gae, aura kucha huA nahIM thaa|' to loga Age pUchanA baMda kara deNge| Apa kucha samajhadArIvAlA bologe to sIdhA rahegA, nahIM to Apa aise vistArapUrvaka kahane jAoge to loga ulajhA deMge aura Apako noca khaaeNge| isake bajAya, 'bukhAra AyA aura Tapa' kahA ki pUrA niber3A A gayA!

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128 AptavANI-7 ...khudA kI aisI icchA praznakartA : koI bAlaka janma lete hI turaMta mara jAtA hai, to kyA usakA sirpha utanA hI lenA-denA thA? / dAdAzrI : jisakA mA~-bApa ke sAtha rAga-dveSa kA jitanA hisAba hotA hai utanA pUrA ho jAe, taba vaha mA~-bApa ko rulAkara calA jAtA hai, khUba rulAtA hai, sira bhI phur3avAtA hai, phira DaoNkTara ke pAsa jAkara davAI ke paise kharca karavAtA hai| sabakucha karavAkara baccA calA jAtA hai! yaha apane bar3audA meM zukkaravArI hai, yaha Apa jAnate ho na? to isa zukkaravArI meM se loga bhaiMsA lAte haiM, vaha hara prakAra se jA~ca-par3atAla karake udhara se bhaiMsa kharIdakara lAtA hai| sabhI dalAloM se pUchatA hai ki, 'kaisI laga rahI hai?' taba sabhI dalAla kahate haiM ki, 'bahuta acchI haiN|' vaha bhaiMsa ko ghara le jAkara bA~dha detA hai| tIna dinoM bAda vaha mara jAtI hai| are, yaha kyA thA? yaha to mAlika ko paise dilavAkara gaI, nahIM to usI ke vahA~ nahIM mara jAtI? aisA hotA hai na? ye saba hisAba cukAne haiN| baccA janma lekara turaMta hI mara jAtA hai, vaha saba ko rulAkara jAtA hai| sabhI ko phira aisA hotA hai ki 'isake bajAya janma na letA to acchA thaa|' aura jo kucha pUchanA ho vaha puucho| allAha ke pAsa pahu~cane meM yadi koI ar3acana Ae, to vaha hamase puucho| hama ApakI vaha rukAvaTa dUra kara deNge| praznakartA : mere beTe kI durghaTanA meM mRtyu ho gaI, to usa durghaTanA kA kAraNa kyA thA? dAdAzrI : isa jagat meM jo kucha A~khoM se dekhA jAtA hai, kAna se sunA jAtA hai, vaha saba 'rileTiva karekTa' hai, bilkula saca nahIM hai vaha bAta! yaha deha bhI apanI nahIM hai to beTA apanA

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sAvadhAna jIva, aMtima paloM meM (8) kaise ho sakegA? yaha to vyavahAra se, lokavyavahAra se apanA beTA mAnA jAtA hai| vAstava meM vaha apanA beTA nahIM hai| vAstava meM to yaha deha bhI apanI nahIM hai| yAnI ki jo apane pAsa rahe, utanA hI apanA aura bAkI kA saba parAyA hai| isalie yadi beTe ko khuda kA beTA mAnate rahoge to parezAnI hogI aura azAMti hogI ! vaha beTA aba gayA, khudA kI icchA yahI hai to use aba 'leTa go' kara lo| 129 praznakartA: vaha to ThIka hai, allAha kI amAnata apane pAsa thI, vaha le lI! dAdAzrI : hA~, basa / yaha pUrA bAg2a allAha kA hI hai / praznakartA : usakI mRtyu isa prakAra se huI, to kyA ve hamAre kukarma hoMge? dAdAzrI : hA~, beTe ke bhI kukarma aura Apake bhI kukarma / acche karma hoM to usakA badalA acchA milatA hai| praznakartA : kyA hama apanA doSa DhU~Dha sakate haiM ki isa prakAra kA kukarma huA thA? dAdAzrI : hA~, vaha saba patA cala sakatA hai, usake lie satsaMga meM baiThanA par3egA / yaha allAha kA bAg2a hai / Apa bhI allAha ke bAg2a meM ho aura beTA bhI allAha ke bAg2a meM hai / allAha kI maraz2I ke anusAra saba calatA rahatA hai, usase saMtuSTa rahanA hai / allAha jisameM rAz2I, usameM hama loga bhI rAz2I ! basa, khuza ho jAnA hai ! praznakartA : taba to phira koI prazna hI nahIM rahatA / dAdAzrI : allAha ne kyA kahA hai ki, 'Apa calAnevAle ho to Apa ciMtA karo, lekina calAnA mujhe hai to Apa kyoM ciMtA

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130 AptavANI-7 kara rahe ho?' isalie agara ciMtA karate ho to allAha ke gunahagAra bana rahe ho| praznakartA : yAnI jo allAha haiM, aura unakI allAhI meM hameM daqhala nahIM karanI cAhie, aisA? dAdAzrI : daqhala to nahIM, lekina ciMtA bhI nahIM karanI caahie| hama ciMtA kareM to allAha nAkhuza ho jAte haiN| praznakartA : jo savAla paidA hote haiM, unake javAba to cAhie na? dAdAzrI : jo savAla paidA hotA hai, usakA javAba itanA hI hai ki allAha kahate haiM ki, 'hai merA, aura tU kisalie ciMtA kara rahA hai?' ciMtA nahIM karanI hai| hameM unakI sevA karanI cAhie, ilAja karavAnA cAhie, aMta taka usake lie prayatna karanA caahie| hama prayatna karane ke adhikArI hai, hameM ciMtA karane kA adhikAra nahIM hai| mRtasvajanoM se sAdho aMtara-tAra beTe ke mara jAne ke bAda usakI ciMtA karane se use du:kha hotA hai| loga ajJAnatA se aisA saba karate haiM, isalie Apako 'jaisA hai vaisA' jAnakara zAMtipUrvaka rahanA caahie| bekAra jhaMjhaTa karane kA kyA matalaba hai phira? jahA~ kabhI koI koI beTA nahIM marA ho, aisA ghara kahIM bhI hogA hI nahIM! ye to saMsAra ke RNAnubaMdha haiM, lena-dena kA hisAba haiN| hamAre yahA~ bhI beTA-beTI the, lekina ve mara ge| mehamAna Ae the, ve mehamAna cale ge| vaha apanA sAmAna hai hI kahA~? kyA hameM bhI nahIM jAnA hai? hameM bhI jAnA hai vahA~, yaha kyA tUfAna hai phira? yAnI jo jIvita haiM use zAMti do| gayA vaha to gayA, use yAda karanA bhI chor3a do| jo yahA~ jIvita haiM, jitane Azrita haiM unheM zAMti do| utanA apanA farz2a

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sAvadhAna jIva, aMtima paloM meM (8) 131 hai| yaha to jo jA cuke haiM unheM yAda kara rahe ho aura inheM zAMti nahIM de sakate, yaha kaisA? isa taraha farz2a cUka jAte ho saaraa| Apako aisA lagatA hai kyA? gayA vaha to gyaa| jeba meM se lAkha rupaye gira gae aura phira nahIM mile to kyA karanA cAhie? sira phor3anA cAhie? praznakartA : bhUla jAnA caahie| dAdAzrI : hA~, ataH yaha saba nAsamajhI hai| kisI bhI taraha se bApa-beTe haiM hI nhiiN| beTA mare to ciMtA karane jaisA hai hI nhiiN| vAstava meM yadi ciMtA karanI ho jagat meM to mA~-bApa mareM, tabhI mana meM ciMtA honI caahie| beTA mara jAe, to beTe kA aura apanA kyA lenA-denA? mA~-bApa ne to apane Upara upakAra kiyA thA, mA~ ne to hameM peTa meM nau mahIne rakhA aura phira pAla-posakara bar3A kiyaa| pitA jI ne par3hane ke lie phIsa dI hai aura sabakucha diyA hai| kucha ehasAna mAnane jaisA ho to mA~-bApa kA hai| beTe se kyA lenA-denA? beTA to z2AyadAda lekara gAliyA~ degaa| ataH, beTe ke sAtha saMbaMdha rakhanA, lekina mara jAe to isa taraha mana meM du:kha mata mnaanaa| Apako kaisI laga rahI hai merI bAta? yaha apane hAtha kA khela nahIM hai aura usa becAre ko vahA~ duHkha hotA hai| yadi hama yahA~ para du:khI hote haiM to usakA asara use vahA~ para pahu~catA hai| to use bhI sukhI nahIM rahane dete aura hama bhI sukhI nahIM rhte| isI vajaha se zAstrakAroM ne kahA hai ki, 'jAne ke bAda duHkhI mata honaa|' isalie logoM ne kyA kahA ki garur3a purANa rakho, phalAnA rakho, pUjA karo aura mana meM se bhUla jaao| Apane aisA kucha kiyA thA? phira bhI nahIM bhUle? praznakartA : lekina use bhUla nahIM paataa| bApa aura beTe ke bIca vyavahAra aisA thA ki acchA cala rahA thA, isalie vaha bhulAyA jA sake aisA nahIM hai|

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132 AptavANI-7 dAdAzrI : hA~, bhulAyA jA sake aisA nahIM hai| lekina Apa nahIM bhUloge to Apako usakA du:kha rahegA aura use vahA~ para du:kha hogaa| aisA apane mana meM usake lie du:kha manAnA, vaha eka bApa ke taura para Apake lie kAma kA nahIM hai| praznakartA : use kisa taraha du:kha hogA? dAdAzrI : Apa yahA~ para duHkha manAoge to usakA asara vahA~ pahu~ce bagaira rahegA hI nhiiN| isa jagat meM to sabakucha phona kI taraha hai, TelIviz2ana jaisA hai yaha jagat aura hama yahA~ para upAdhi kareM to vaha vApasa A jAegA kyA? praznakartA : nhiiN| dAdAzrI : kisI bhI taraha se nahIM AegA? praznakartA : nhiiN| dAdAzrI : duHkhI raheM to vaha use pahu~catA hai aura usake nAma para hama dharma bhakti kareM to vaha bhI use pahu~catI hai aura use zAMti hotI hai| use zAMti pahu~cAne kI bAta Apako kaisI lagatI hai? aura use zAMti paha~cAnA ApakA farz2a hai na? isalie aisA kucha karo na ki use acchA lge| eka dina skUla ke baccoM ko z2arA per3e khilA do, aisA kucha kro| praznakartA : vaha saba kiyA! dAdAzrI : hA~, lekina aisA bAra-bAra kro| jaba bhI thor3I suvidhA ho, taba pA~ca-pacAsa kA aisA kucha kAma karo tAki use phuNce| praznakartA : ina bhAIsAhaba ko beTe ke mara jAne kA jo duHkha ho rahA hai na, lekina mujhe khuda ko aisA anubhava huA hai ki mA~-bApa ke guz2ara jAne ke bAda mujhe ve kabhI bhI yAda hI use zAMti hotI hai| zAMti pahu~cAnA ApakA mana skUla ke

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sAvadhAna jIva, aMtima paloM meM (8) 133 nahIM aae| unake marane ke pA~ca-sAta dinoM bAda se kabhI yAda taka nahIM AI, vaha kisalie? dAdAzrI : ApakA itanA acchA hai, aura mA~-bApa bhI itane puNyazAlI haiN| yadi Apako yAda AtI to unheM duHkha hotaa| Apako merI bAta samajha meM A rahI hai na? isalie jaba bhI yAda Ae na, taba itanA bolanA ki, 'he bhagavAna, yaha beTA Apako sauMpA hai!' taba usakA niber3A aaegaa| ___ yAnI ki beTe ko yAda karake usake AtmA kA kalyANa ho aisA mana meM bolate rahanA, A~khoM meM pAnI mata Ane denaa| Apa to jaina thyorIvAle vyakti hoN| Apa to jAnate ho ki AtmA ke jAne ke bAda aisI bhAvanA karanI cAhie ki, 'unake AtmA kA kalyANa ho| he kRpAludeva, unake AtmA kA kalyANa kIjie!' usake bajAya yadi Apa mana meM DhIle par3a jAo, to vaha pusAegA hI nhiiN| apane hI khuda ke svajana ko du:kha meM DAleM, vaha apanA kAma nahIM hai| Apa to samajhadAra, vicArazIla, saMskArI loga ho, isalie jaba-jaba yAda Ae taba aisA bolanA ki, 'unake AtmA kA kalyANa ho! he vItarAga bhagavAna, unake AtmA kA kalyANa kIjie!' itanA bolate rhnaa| jaba bhI Apako beTe kI yAda Ae, taba usake AtmA kA kalyANa ho, aisA khnaa| 'kRpAludeva' kA nAma lenaa| 'dAdA bhagavAna' kahoge to bhI kAma hogA, kyoMki 'dAdA bhagavAna' aura 'kRpAludeva' Atma svarUpa se eka hI haiN| deha se alaga dikhate haiM, A~khoM se alaga dikhate haiM lekina 'vastu' ke rUpa meM eka hI haiN| yAnI mahAvIra bhagavAna kA nAma loge taba bhI vahI hai| usake AtmA kA kalyANa ho, niraMtara aisI hI bhAvanA krnaa| jinake sAtha Apa niraMtara rahe, sAtha meM khAyA-pIyA, to usakA kisa prakAra se kalyANa ho Apako aisI bhAvanA karanI caahie| hama loga auroM ke lie

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134 AptavANI-7 acchI bhAvanA karate haiM, to apane khuda ke ghara ke vyakti, unake lie kyA kucha nahIM kareMge? apane yahA~ eka bhAI Ae the, unakA ekalautA beTA thA vaha mara gyaa| maiMne use pUchA, 'beTe ke ghara para beTA hai yA nahIM?' taba kahane lage, 'hai na, abhI choTA hai, lekina yaha merA beTA to mara gayA na!' taba maiMne kahA, 'Apa yahA~ se dUsare bhava meM jAoge to vahA~ sAtha meM kyA AegA?' taba kahane lage, 'vahA~ to sabakucha bhUla jaaeNge|' yAnI beTA gayA usakI ciMtA nahIM hai| yaha to nahIM bhUlane kI vajaha se hI jhaMjhaTa hai! phira maiMne kahA ki, 'maiM Apako bhulavA dUM?' taba kahA, 'hA~, bhulavA diijie|' taba maiMne use jJAna diyA, phira vaha bhUla gyaa| phira usase kahA ki, 'aba yAda karake dekho|' to bhI yAda nahIM aayaa| isalie, 'dAdA bhagavAna Apako sauMpA' aisA bolnaa| Apako vizvAsa hai yA nahIM? sau pratizata vizvAsa hai yA thor3A kaccA hai? dAdA ko sauMpa denA na, pUrA hala A jAegA! vyavahAra kA matalaba hI laukika beTA mara jAe to bApa rone lagatA hai| lar3ake ke mAmA se, usake cAcA se, una sabase pUche ki, 'Apa kyoM nahIM ro rahe haiM?' taba kaheMge, 'aise rone se kucha hogA kyA? jo janma letA hai, vaha maratA hI hai na!' dekho na, ye loga kucha 'vyavasthita' ko nahIM jAnate? lekina Apako to vaha svArtha hai ki merA beTA bar3A hotA to mujhe lAbha hotA, vaha saba svArtha hai| dUsare loga rone nahIM lagate na? praznakartA : aba, yadi nahIM roe~ to samAja meM loga vApasa aisA kaheMge ki ise to kucha mahasUsa hI nahIM hotaa| dAdAzrI : hA~, aisA bhI bolate haiN| samAja ke loga to donoM

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sAvadhAna jIva, aMtima paloM meM (8) 135 tarapha kA bolate haiN| yadi soe~, to kaheMge ki, 'DhoMgarA (AlasI) kI taraha so rahA hai|' aura bhAgadaur3a kareM taba kaheMge ki, 'pUre dina bhAgadaur3a karatA rahatA hai, kutte kI taraha bhaTakatA rahatA hai|' taba hameM kisa ora rahanA? yAnI samAja kI bAta para itanA adhika dhyAna nahIM denA cAhie, vyavahArika rUpa se dhyAna denA caahie| apane lie jitanA hitakArI ho utanI bAta para dhyAna denA cAhie, dUsarI sabhI bAtoM para dhyAna nahIM denA caahie| isa taraha dhyAna dene lageM taba to aMta hI nahIM AegA na? samAja ke mana meM aisA hotA hai ki yaha patthara jaise hRdaya kA hai, to Apa bAtharUma meM jAkara A~kha meM pAnI cupar3akara A jaanaa| kyoMki yaha to laukika hai| loga bhI nahIM kahate ki, 'laukika meM AnA'? laukika arthAt bnaavttii| laukika kA artha hI banAvaTI, jhUThA! riztedAra chAtI kUTate haiM, usI taraha yaha bhI chAtI kUTatA hai, lekina chAtI ko tor3a nahIM ddaaltaa| aise hAtha para hAtha ThokatA hai| dekho vAstava meM laukika karatA hai na? aura saba apanA-apanA yAda karake rote haiN| kisI kA choTA bhAI mara gayA vaha use yAda karatA hai, strI apane pati ko yAda karake rotI hai! aba isa nAsamajhI kA aMta kaba AegA? ye gAya-bhaiMseM kahIM rotI nahIM hai| unake bhI beTe mara jAte haiM, beTiyA~ mara jAtI haiM lekina ve rote nahIM na! lekina ye to sudhara gae haiM, isalie jyAdA rote haiN| gAya-bhaiMsoM meM kahIM ronAdhonA hotA hai ki, 'merI beTI mara gaI yA merA beTA mara gayA?' merA kahanA hai ki kisI ke marane ke bAda yadi Aja Apa rooge, to zarta rakho ki, 'bhAI, maiM tIna sAloM taka rotA hI rahU~gA; usake bAda ronA baMda kruuNgaa|' aisI koI zarta rkho| 'egrImenTa' kro| jaba striyA~ bhI rone Ae~ to unheM kahate haiM ki, 'zarta lagAkara phira roo ki tIna sAloM taka roeNge|' lekina yaha to paMdraha dinoM bAda kucha bhI nahIM! aura phira balki acchI sAr3I pahanakara ha~sa

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136 AptavANI-7 ha~sakara zAdiyoM meM bhI jAtI haiM! isakA kyA kAraNa hai? abhAnatA hai| aba aise abhAna ke sAtha hama kahA~ rone baiThe? hameM to vahA~ para basa nATaka karanA par3atA hai| vahA~ para hama kahIM ha~sa nahIM skte| ha~seM to mUrkha kahalAe~ge, lekina dikhAvA to karanA par3egA na? nATaka meM jaise abhinaya karate haiM, vaisA abhinaya karanA pdd'egaa| A~khoM meM se pAnI nahIM A rahA ho to bAtharUma meM jAkara z2arA pAnIvAlI A~kheM karake AnA; lekina Apa to bhAI nAjuka haiM, isalie bahuta huaa| thor3A kahate hI A~kha meM se pAnI nikalane lgaa| isa jagat kA sArA khokhalApana maiM dekha cukA hU~, kyoMki maiM saccA puruSa thaa| mujhe aisA laukika rAsa nahIM AtA thaa| aisA laukika to rAsa AtA hogA? ronA matalaba ronA hI AnA cAhie, lekina phira maiMne dekhA ki yaha jagat ghoTAlevAlA hai| kyA yaha vyApAra sahI hai? Apako kaisA lagatA hai? lekina phira yaha jhUThA bhI nahIM hai| yaha to laukika hai| hameM bhI vaisA laukika hI karanA hai| laukika yAnI jaisA vyavahAra loga apane sAtha kareM, vaisA hI hameM bhI karanA caahie| Apako aisA laukika acchA lagatA hai? hama jaba chAtI kUTate haiM to halke hAtha se karate haiM, nahIM to coTa lagegI na? lekina loga kaheMge ki hamane chAtI piittii| yAnI aisA hai yaha vyvhaar| ye loga ronA-dhonA karate haiM, chAtI kUTate haiM, usa ghar3I yadi hama unheM dekhane jAe~, to aise kUTate haiN| hameM aisA lagatA hai ki yaha abhI chAtI tor3a degA, lekina nahIM tor3atA, bahuta pakke loga haiM! isI ko laukika kahate haiM na? unameM yadi koI kaccA ho to mArA hI jaaegaa| lekina laukika meM to dUsare dina use sikhAnevAle koI guru mila jAe~ge ki 'aisA to kahIM karanA cAhie? dekha, isa taraha karanA cAhie!' tAki vaha phira se vaisI bhUla nahIM kre| yAnI chAtI para aise mArate z2arUra hai, hameM aisA dikhatA hai, lekina coTa nahIM lagatI use| laukika yAnI vyvhaar| saba rote

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sAvadhAna jIva, aMtima paloM meM (8) haiM to hameM bhI ronA cAhie / lekina roe bagaira ronA hai, ronA nahIM hai| isa laukika meM bAkI saba samajha meM AtA hai, lekina isameM samajha meM nahIM AtA / isameM sacamuca meM rote haiM ! 137 isameM bhI vyavahAra, vyavahAra meM hai aura kevala, kevala meM hai| sabane apanA-apanA bA~Ta liyA / phira jhagar3A hI nahIM na ! yaha to, bA~TA nahIM hai usake jhagar3e haiM na ! jahA~ apanA nahIM hai, vahA~ loga pakar3akara baiThe haiM, lekina becAre ko samajha meM nahIM AtA aura pakar3a letA hai, usake kAraNa mAra khAtA hai| aura phira se bhAra uThAtA hai aura mAra khAtA hai, vaha alg| are, tere sira para bojha nahIM hai, yaha bhAra to sArA ghor3e para hI jA rahA hai! lekina phira bhI sira para lekara ghUmatA rahatA hai, aisA hai yaha jagat / aisA hai na, ki vyavahAra sArA dikhAvaTI hai aura nizcaya vAstavika hai| aba dikhAvaTI rakama ko kyA hama khatma kara sakate haiM? aise dikhAvaTI rakama khatma nahIM kara dete na? lekina isameM to dikhAvaTI ko khatma kara diyA, jahA~ usa dikhAvaTI ko hI sahI mAna liyA hai ! yAnI bAta ko samajhane kI z2arUrata hai I jaba hamAre bar3e bhAI guz2ara gae, usa samaya hamArI bhAbhI umra meM choTI thiiN| taba jo koI AtA, vaha unheM rulAtA, jo koI AtA vaha unheM rulAtA ! taba mujhe huA ki ye bhAbhI adhika 'sensiTiva' haiM, to ye loga ina becArI ko mAra DAleMge ! isalie phira maiMne bA se kahA ki, 'logoM se Apa aisA kahanA ki Apako merI bahU ke sAtha mere beTe se saMbaMdhita koI bAtacIta nahIM karanI hai|' are, yaha kyA tUfAna ? are, iMsAna hokara baMdara ke ghAva jaisA karate ho? Apa se to baMdara acche ! baMdara to ghAva ko bar3A kara-karake mAra DAlate haiM! Apa kaha-kahakara vaisA hI kara rahe ho| to Apa meM aura baMdara meM pharka kyA rahA? logoM ko rulAne ke lie Ate ho yA ha~sAne ke lie Ate ho? ye to AzvAsana dene jAnA hai, usake bajAya becAre ko mAra hI DAlate

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138 AptavANI-7 haiM ! lekina jagat kA niyama aisA hai ki AzvAsana denevAlA vyakti yadi khuda hI duHkhI ho, to kyA AzvAsana degA? vaha to vahI degA jo usake pAsa hai| isalie Ajakala loga du:khI haiM na! ataH hameM sAmanevAle se aisA kahanA cAhie ki koI vyakti sukhI ho, aMtara ke sukhavAlA ho to yahA~ padhAranA, nahIM to yahA~ para mata padhAranA aura ghara baiThe AzvAsana patra likha denaa| bekAra hI ina bhUtoM kA yahA~ para kyA karanA hai? bhUta to Akara balki becAre ko rulAte haiN| apane vahA~ para 'kANa kAr3ho (kisI mRtyu para ronA-dhonA karanA), laukika karo' kahate haiN| 'kANa karo, moMkANa kro|' vaha kisalie? ki aisA karake sabakucha ThaMDA kara do| ye ro rahe haiM, to unakI sArI bhAvanAe~ nikala jAne do, kheNge| A~sU nahIM nikaleMge to iMsAna pAgala ho jAegA, isalie rone denA par3atA hai| rone meM bhI obsTrakTa nahIM karanA cAhie aura ha~sane meM bhI obsTrakTa nahIM karanA cAhie, nahIM to iMsAna pAgala ho jaaegaa| apane yahA~ para jo hotA hai vaha ThIka hI hotA hai, phira bhI aba apane yahA~ cillAkara ronA-dhonA vagairaha saba baMda ho gayA hai| loga samajha gae ki ina bAtoM meM koI sAra nahIM hai| aura memasAhaba bhI samajha gaIM ki, 'chor3o na, jo gae ve thor3e hI vApasa Ae~ge? lekina baiMka meM tIsa haz2Ara rakhakara gae haiM na!' yAnI ki ye saba svArtha ke saMbaMdha haiN| inameM kucha hI jagahoM para aMdara acchI bhAvanAe~ hoMgI, lekina bahuta kama jagaha pr| mUla saMskAra bahuta kama jagaha para bace hoMge; bAkI to sabakucha svArtha meM, matalaba aura matalaba meM hI ghusa gayA hai| mRtyu nizcita hai phira bhI... praznakartA : ghara meM koI mara jAe to usake bAda sira muMDavAte haiN| usakA koI kAraNa hogA na? dAdAzrI : gA~vavAloM ko kaise patA calegA ki inake pitA

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sAvadhAna jIva, aMtima paloM meM (8) jI mara gae haiM? isalie vaha sira muMDavA detA hai, mUMcha nikalavA detA hai, tAki loga jAna jAe~ ki inake ghara meM kisI kI mRtyu huI hai, isalie phira 'cala mere sAtha zAdI meM' aisI-vaisI bAteM nahIM kreN| ye to hindustAna ke rivAz2a haiN| kisI na kisI Azaya ke binA to hoMge hI nahIM na! usane sira muMDavAyA ho, phira kyA koI pachegA ki, 'tere pitA jI kI tabiyata kaisI hai?' nahIM, kyoMki sira muMDavA liyA to phira samajha jAte haiN| kucha pahacAnane kA sAdhana to cAhie yA nahIM cAhie? praznakartA : isa hisAba se to jaina dharma meM aisA koI jhaMjhaTa nahIM hai| dAdAzrI : dharma kA aura usakA kyA lenA-denA? ye mUche phreMcakaTa rakhanI yA pUrI nikalavA denI, usakA aura dharma kA koI lenA-denA nahIM hai| praznakartA : arthI nikAlane ke bAda rAma kA nAma yA jaya jinendra kyoM bolate haiM? dAdAzrI : taba phira kyA boleM? nAma to calA gyaa| usakA kucha acchA ho isalie jaya jinendra bolate haiM yA rAma kA nAma bolate haiM ki 'rAma bolo bhAI rAma!' logoM kA rivAz2a to aisA hai ki mara jAne ke bAda pUjA karate haiM, aise haiM loga! vaha jaba jIvita thA, taba agara khicar3I meM ghI mA~ge to kaheMge, 'ghI mA~ga rahe ho? abhI isa bur3hApe meM?' aura mara jAne ke bAda 'pharsTaklAsa' bArahavA~ karate haiM! vaha jIte jI, yadi rAma kA nAma le, taba ghara ke loga parezAna kareMge, kaheMge ki, 'jAo, uThakara cupacApa cInI lekara aao| yahA~ kyA rAma-rAma kara rahe ho?' yAnI rAma kI bhakti nahIM karane dete, aura jaba marane kA samaya Ae to aMtima ghaMTe meM, aMtima gu~ThANA ho aura pUre kaSAyoM ne ghera liyA ho, taba loga kAna meM cillAte haiM ki, 'bolo, rAma bolo,' are aba kahA~ se bolegA vaha? are, binA bAta use kisalie parezAna kara rahe

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140 AptavANI-7 ho? usa becAre ko usa ghar3I bahuta kharAba lagatA hai| aMdara behada du:kha hotA hai| aMdara aisA 'lAuDa spIkara' jaisA lagatA hai aura jIva Dara jAtA hai! are, mata bolanA, marane to do use acchI taraha, lekina ye loga use ThIka se marane bhI nahIM dete| gADI meM se utarate samaya hama use kaheM ki, 'kaise ho? maz2e meM ho? tabiyata acchI hai?' to balki poTalI maaregaa| are, utarane de na! hamAre phAdara kI tabiyata acchI nahIM thI, isalie hamAre bar3e bhAI maNibhAI ne mujhase kahA ki, 'tU kAma para raha, maiM phAdara kI tabiyata pUchakara AtA huuN|' phira ve bhAdaraNa cale ge| thor3I dera bAda phira mujhe yoM hI vicAra AyA ki, 'maiMne to saba ko kAma sauMpa diyA hai| lAo na maiM bhI tabiyata pUchakara aauuN|' usake bAda maiM to cala par3A aura gAr3I meM baiTha gyaa| rAste meM maNibhAI mila gae, ve borasada se A rahe the| unhoMne mujhase pUchA ki, 'are, tU A gayA?' maiMne kahA, 'hA~, mujhe bhItara se vicAra AyA ki jaauuN| to maiM sabhI ko kAma sauMpakara A gayA huuN|' taba unhoMne mujhase kahA, 'to aba tU ghara jA aura maiM aba vApasa kAma para jAtA huuN|' maiM pitA jI ke pAsa AyA to unhoMne usI rAta jAne kI taiyArI kara dii| taba taka ve ruke hue the| yAnI jisake ka~dhe para car3hanA ho usI ke ka~dhe para car3hakara jAte haiN| phira bhI kudarata chur3avA hI detI hai itanA acchA hai ki hindustAna deza meM maranevAle ko yaha bhaya nahIM hai ki kauna utthaaegaa| itanA acchA hai, nahIM to unheM uThAe kauna? ye aise-aise kArya karanevAle, to unheM uThAe kauna? lekina nahIM, unheM bhI uThAnevAle mila Ate haiN| maranevAle ko bhaya nahIM rahatA ki kauna uThAegA, kyoMki maranevAlA jAnatA hai ki Apa nahIM uThAoge to ApakI hI havA bigar3egI aura Apako hI nukasAna hogaa| isalie Apa apane Apa hI sApha karo, hama to 'yaha' jAyadAda chor3akara cale jaaeNge| ye to, jAyadAda chor3eM aise nahIM haiM,

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sAvadhAna jIva, aMtima paloM meM (8) 141 kudarata chur3avA detI hai| praznakartA : jIva ko zarIra ke prati mAyA hai na? dAdAzrI : zarIra ke prati mAyA nahIM, use yaha dUsarI mAyA hai| ina A~khoM se sabakucha dikhatA hai| yaha merA beTA, yaha mere beTe kA bettaa| usakI bahuta mAyA hai| aura use beTe kA beTA dikhe, 'beTA, yahA~ A, yahA~ A,' karatA hai| jaba taka use A~khoM se dikhatA hai, taba taka yaha saba bahuta acchA lagatA hai| hama kaheM ki, 'cAcA, abhI bhI mAyA nahIM jA rahI?' taba kaheMge ki, 'nahIM bhAI, abhI to jaba taka A~khoM se dikha rahA hai, taba taka acchA hai|' hama kaheM, 'cAcA, ye paira TUTa gae haiM, hAtha TUTa gae haiM, khAyA nahIM jAtA, phira bhI?' taba cAcA kahate haiM, 'nahIM, abhI jaba taka A~khoM se dikha rahA hai, taba taka acchA hai!' jAne kI icchA kisI ko nahIM hotii| lekina kudarata kA niyama aisA hai ki kisI bhI iMsAna ko yahA~ se le jAyA nahIM jA sakatA, maranevAle ke hastAkSara ke binA use yahA~ se nahIM le jAyA jA sktaa| loga hastAkSara karate hoMge kyA? aisA kahate haiM na ki, 'bhagavAna, yahA~ se calA jAU~ to acchaa|' aba vaha aisA kyoM bolatA hai? vaha Apa jAnate ho? bhItara koI aisA duHkha hone lage, to phira duHkha ke mAre bolatA hai ki, 'aba yaha deha chUTe to acchaa|' usa ghar3I hastAkSara kara detA hai aura vApasa subaha jaba ThIka ho jAtA hai taba hama kaheM ki, 'cAcA, rAta ko to Apa kaha rahe the na ki yahA~ se calA jAU~ to acchaa|' taba ve kahate haiM ki, 'nahIM, lekina aba acchA hai|' dekho! rAta ko hastAkSara kara die aura subaha phira palaTa gae na cAcA? jaba hastAkSara kara die tabhI se maiM samajha gayA ki inakA aba dasa yA paMdraha dinoM kA hI mukAma hai| hastAkSara ke binA to kisI ko bhI nahIM le jA skte| ye jitane jIva mare haiM na ve sabhI hastAkSara sahita marate haiN| varnA ye loga to dAvA kareMge

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142 AptavANI-7 ki, 'mere hastAkSara ke binA Apa kyoM le gae?' ye loga bAda meM arz2I nahIM dete ? aura yaha sarakAra bhI kahatI hai, 'hastAkSara ke binA kisI ko kucha becanA - karanA nahIM, yadi becoge to ApakI z2immedArI / ' hastAkSara kara de to koI kucha nahIM kaha sktaa| varnA hastAkSara ke binA to ye loga Ter3hA boleMge kyoMki mUlataH svabhAva to Ter3hA hI hai na! pUrA jagat svataMtra hai, koI bhI vyakti parataMtra nahIM hai| yaha jo parataMtratA hai, vaha khuda kI bhUloM kA pariNAma hai / blaMDarsa enDa mistteks| una donoM se hI baMdhe hue ho, varnA aura koI bA~dha sake, aisA nahIM hai, kyoMki koI kisI kA UparI hai hI nahIM, aisA svataMtra hai yaha jagat ! merA bhI koI UparI nahIM hai na! aura mujhe to anubhava meM bartatA hai ki merA koI UparI nahIM hai| aura ApakA bhI koI UparI nahIM hai| ApakA UparI kauna ? Apake blaMDarsa aura ApakI bhUleM / AtmahatyA chuTakArA nahIM dilavAtI praznakartA : mujhe AtmahatyA karane ke khUba vicAra Ate haiM, to kyA karU~? dAdAzrI : Apa kyoM AtmahatyA karo ? praznakartA : zraddhA nahIM baiThatI / dAdAzrI : kisa para? praznakartA : koI sajjana yA Apake jaise koI rAstA batAe~ to zraddhA nahIM baiThatI / dAdAzrI : acchA! roz2a kyA khAtA hai? praznakartA : roTI aura sabz2I |

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sAvadhAna jIva, aMtima paloM meM (8) 143 dAdAzrI : vaha pasaMda hai yA jalebI-laDDU cAhie? tU zAdIzudA hai? to kyA patnI tujhe DA~TatI nahIM hai? to phira tujhe kyA duHkha A par3A hai ki AtmahatyA karanI hai? praznakartA : sAmAjika aura Arthika, do hI duHkha haiN| tabiyata acchI nahIM rhtii| dAdAzrI : bacce haiM yA nahIM? praznakartA : bacce haiN| dAdAzrI : ve bacce jaba bar3e hoMge taba terI sevA kareMge, jiMdA raha na cupacApa! vahA~ para kucha nahIM milegA, vahA~ to ve preta bhI becAre bahuta duHkhI ho gae haiM! mujhe milate haiM kucha preta, jinhoMne AtmahatyA kI thI! becAroM kA zarIra nahIM hotA, bhUkha lage taba unheM kisI ke zarIra meM ghusa jAnA par3atA hai| yahA~ to caina se khAnA, pInA aura patnI ke sAtha ghUmanA na! praznakartA : lekina khAne-pIne ke lie Arthika paristhiti bhI cAhie na? dAdAzrI : are, z2arA mehanata kr| Aja tujhe pUrA rAstA batA deNge| phira dhIre-dhIre terA sabhI kucha sudhara jaaegaa| ekadama se nahIM sudharegA, lekina sudhregaa| praznakartA : dAdA, aisA sunA hai ki AtmahatyA ke bAda sAta janmoM taka vaisA hI hotA hai| yaha bAta saca hai? dAdAzrI : jo saMskAra par3ate haiM, ve sAta-ATha janmoM ke bAda jAte haiM, yAnI aisA koI galata saMskAra mata par3ane denaa| galata saMskAroM se dUra bhaagnaa| hA~, yahA~ cAhe jitanA duHkha ho, use sahana kara lenA, lekina golI mata maarnaa| AtmahatyA mata krnaa| bar3audA zahara meM Aja se kucha sAla pahale sabhI se kaha diyA thA ki AtmahatyA karane kA mana ho, taba mujhe yAda karanA aura mere pAsa

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144 AptavANI-7 aanaa| aise loga hote haiM na, jokhimavAle loga, unase kaha rakhA thaa| ve phira mere pAsa Ate the aura unheM samajhA detA thaa| dUsare dina se AtmahatyA ke vicAra baMda ho jAte the| 1951 ke bAda sabhI ko khabara de dI ki jisa kisI ko AtmahatyA karanI ho to mujhase milakara jAe aura phira kre| koI Ae ki mujhe AtmahatyA karanI hai, to use maiM samajhA detA hU~, AsapAsa ke 'kaoNz2ez2a,' 'sarkala' AtmahatyA karane jaisA hai yA nahIM, sabakucha use samajhA detA hU~ aura use vApasa mor3a letA huuN| yaha to binA bAta ke| kisalie AtmahatyA karanI hai? AtmahatyA kyoM karanI hai? tU khuda hI bhagavAna hai| binA bAta tujhe AtmahatyA karane kI z2arUrata hI kyA hai? lekina dekho na kisIne aisA kahA hI nahIM na! yaha, jaisA maiM kaha rahA hU~, vaisA kisIne use kahA hI nahIM, lekina vAstava meM hakIkata aisI hI hai na! praznakartA : koI vyakti AtmahatyA kare to usakI kyA gati hotI hai? bhUtapreta banatA hai? dAdAzrI : AtmahatyA karane se to preta banate haiM aura preta banakara to bhaTakanA pdd'egaa| AtmahatyA karake balki parezAniyA~ mola letA hai| eka bAra AtmahatyA kare to usake bAda kitane hI janmoM taka usake pratispaMdana Ate rahate haiM! aura ye jo AtmahatyA karate haiM na ve koI naye loga nahIM haiM, pichale janma meM AtmahatyA kI huI hotI hai usake pratispaMdana ke kAraNa karate haiN| Aja AtmahatyA karate haiM, vaha to pahale kI huI AtmahatyA ke karma kA phala AtA hai| isalie khuda apane Apa hI AtmahatyA karatA hai| aise pratispaMdana Dale hue hote haiM ki vaha vaisA hI karatA huA AtA hai| isalie khuda apane Apa hI AtmahatyA karatA hai aura AtmahatyA ke bAda avagativAlA jIva bhI bana sakatA hai| avagativAlA jIva arthAt binA deha ke bhaTakatA hai| bhUta bananA AsAna nahIM hai| bhUta to devagati kA avatAra hai, vaha AsAna cIz2a nahIM hai| bhUta to,

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sAvadhAna jIva, aMtima paloM meM (8) agara yahA~ para kaThora tapa kie hoM, ajJAna tapa kie hoM taba bhUta banatA hai, jabaki preta alaga cIz2a hai / 145 hara eka ke lie sabase priya cIz2a kyA hai? khuda kI jAna priya hai| mAna se bhI adhika jAna priya hai| mAna kI bhI nahIM par3I, krodha kI bhI nahIM par3I, lobha kI bhI nahIM pdd'ii| khuda kA jIva priya hai, phira bhI dekho na, loga AtmahatyA karate haiM na! jIva priya hai phira bhI loga AtmahatyA nahIM karate? AtmahatyA kyoM karate hoMge? unheM kyA jAna pyArI nahIM hogI? ghara ke sabhI loga kahate haiM ki, 'AtmahatyA meM mata par3anA, bahana zAMti rakho, jAo so jAo caina se,' phira bhI uThakara pichalI khir3akI se vaha bahana bhAga gaI, use samajhAte rahe phira bhI ! aura jAkara sUrasAgara (bar3audA kA eka tAlAba) meM kUda gaI, usake bAda zora macAne lagI ki, 'mujhe bacAo, mujhe bcaao|' kyA tujhe pahale se manA nahIM kiyA thA, to phira kyoM kUdI ? aura phira aba, 'bacAo' karake cillA rahI hai| aMdara kUdane kA janUna car3hA thA, kUdane se vaha utara gyaa| ye bolate rahate haiM na ki, 'mujhe mara jAnA hai, mara jAnA hai,' usase 'sAyakolojikala iphekTa' ho jAtA hai, bAda meM vaha 'iphekTa' nahIM utaratA / vaha to sUrasAgara meM kUdane ke bAda bhAna hotA hai, taba kahegI, 'bacAo, bacAo / ' vikalpoM kI bhI z2arUrata hai praznakartA : AtmahatyA ke vicAra kyoM Ate hoMge? dAdAzrI : vaha to aMdara vikalpa khatma ho jAte haiM, isalie / yaha to, vikalpa ke AdhAra para jI pAte haiM / vikalpa khatma ho jAe~, bAda meM aba kyA karanA, usakA kucha 'darzana' nahIM dikhtaa| isalie phira AtmahatyA karane ke bAre meM socatA hai| yAnI ye vikalpa bhI kAma ke hI haiM / sahaja rUpa se vicAra baMda ho jAe~, taba ye saba U~ce vicAra Ate

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146 AptavANI-7 haiN| jaba vikalpa baMda ho jAe~, taba sahaja rUpa se jo vicAra A rahe the. ve bhI baMda ho jAte haiN| ghora a~dherA ho jAtA hai, phira kucha bhI dikhAI nahIM detA! saMkalpa arthAt 'merA' aura vikalpa arthAt 'maiM,' jaba ve donoM baMda ho jAe~, taba mara jAne ke vicAra Ate haiN| apane yahA~ para eka baniye Ate the, unheM bahuta ciMtA hotI rahatI thii| isalie kisIne sikhAyA ki Apa nakkI karo ki, 'yaha merA nahIM hai, yaha merA nahIM hai,' to sabakucha chUTa jAegA! vaha baniyA becArA 'merA nahIM hai, merA nahIM hai' karate-karate pAgala jaisA ho gayA! are, terA kyA hai vaha jAne binA tU khar3A kahA~ rahegA? yAnI terA kyA hai, vaha jAna le eka baar| bAkI, yoM to kahIM mamatA chaTatI hogI? aba ye roz2a kahatI haiM ki, 'yaha DaoNkTara mere pati nahIM haiM, yaha beTA merA nahIM hai, yaha baMgalA merA nahIM hai|' aba ise jJAna to nahIM milA thaa| yadi usase pahale, 'mere nahIM hai, mere nahIM hai' kahe to dimAg2a pAgala ho jaaegaa| to 'merA' kyA hai aura 'maiM AtmA hU~' aisA saba jise patA cala gayA hai, usake bAda 'yaha merA nahIM hai' bole to clegaa| yaha to, pahale khuda kA to ThikAnA nahIM aura bolate raheM, isalie ye loga mara jAte haiM na! jaba 'maiM' aura 'merA', donoM nahIM dikhate, taba phira AtmahatyA karake mara jAtA hai! 'hama' usake sira para hAtha rakhakara, AzIrvAda dekara mazIna zurU kara dete haiM, bola ki, 'maiM cora hU~, maiM cora hU~ aura corI karanA merA dhaMdhA hai, corI karanA vaha merA dhaMdhA hai|' phira usakA zurU ho jAtA hai, usake bAda vaha jIvita rahatA hai| kucha bhI karake jIvita raha na, yahA~! jaba pulisa pakar3egI, taba tujhe dUsare vicAra Ae~ge ki, 'aba phira kabhI corI nahIM karanI hai,' lekina yadi sAmane phuTabaoNla pheMkoge tabhI sAmanevAlA vApasa pheMkegA na! lekina hama yadi phuTabaoNla pheMke hI nahIM, taba phira sAmane se kauna pheMkegA?

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[9] niSkluzitatA, hI samAdhi hai samajha zamana kare kleza pariNAma logoM ke ghara para kleza nahIM hoM, jIvana klezita nahIM rahe, aisA hI dharma batAnA hai| abhI to yaha dharma apaseTa ho gayA hai, isalie ye loga klezita jIvana jI rahe haiN| nahIM to kyA ye jaina aura vaiSNava gunahagAra haiM? aisA nahIM hai| phira bhI kyoM itanI sArI ciMtAe~ haiM? kyoMki pUrA jIvana hI klezita hai| pUrA dharma hI aisA thA, vaha abhI isa taraha ulaTa gayA hai| isalie jo aise ulaTa cukA hai, use phira se vApasa yoM ulaTa duuNgaa| bahuta hI AsAnI se jIvana klezarahita ho jAe, aisA hai! aura ina logoM ko bagaira mehanata kA dharma duuNgaa| inake mu~ha para to araMDI kA tela cupar3A huA hai, inase kyA mehanata karavAe~? bAhara logoM ke mu~ha para araMDI kA tela nahIM dikhatA? mu~ha para araMDI kA tela cupar3akara ghUmate haiM? usakA kyA kAraNa hai? ina logoM se mehanata karavAne jaisA nahIM hai, tapatyAga karavAne jaisA nahIM hai, duHkhI hI haiM becaare| phira kaheMge, 'phalAnA khAnA chor3a do|' are, sirpha vahI eka cIz2a to bhAtI hai becAre ko, use kyoM chur3avA rahA hai? use tyAga karavAne jaisA to hai hI nhiiN| use sukha hI nahIM hai kisI prakAra kA! karuNA Ae aisA ho gayA hai! hameM jaba aisA saba dikhatA hai taba hameM karuNA AtI hai, ki inameM se, ina duHkhoM meM se ina logoM ko mukti mile| kleza huA, lekina nikAleM kisa taraha? isa saMsAra meM loga, hindustAna kI striyA~ aura puruSa dina

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AptavANI-7 148 kaise bitA rahe haiM, vaha bhI Azcarya hai na! kitanI sArI muzkiloM meM se guz2ara jAte haiM, phira bhI zAma ko sabhI ko zAMta karake, itane jhagar3e kA nipaTArA karake phira mA~ so jAtI hai, lekina jaba taka ghara meM se kleza nahIM jAtA taba taka bhagavAna kA vAsa nahIM rhtaa| jaba taka ghara meM kleza ho, taba taka ghara meM bhagavAna nahIM aate| aba kleza to kisI ko bhI nahIM karanA hotA, lekina ho jAtA hai| usakA kyA kareM? kleza to kisI ko bhI nahIM karanA hotA na? lekina apane Apa kleza ho jAtA hai, to kyA kareM? kleza kA matalaba Apa samajhe? Apa akele svataMtra rahate ho yA phaimilI ke sAtha ho ? praznakartA : bhAI-bahana, madara - phAdara sabhI ke sAtha rahatA huuN| dAdAzrI : ghara meM, isa vAtAvaraNa meM kabhI kisI dina kleza ho jAtA hogA na? praznakartA : kabhI-kabhAra ho jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : phira kauna nikAla detA hai usa vAtAvaraNa meM se? vaha kleza kA vAtAravaNa ghara meM pUrI rAta vaise kA vaisA rahatA hai yA nikAla dete ho? praznakartA : nikAla dete haiM / dAdAzrI : kisa taraha nikAlate ho? lakar3I mArakara ? ina logoM ko kleza kA vAtAvaraNa nikAlane kI icchA hai, lekina kisase nikAleM ? praznakartA: kleza bhUla jAe~ aura AnaMda kA vAtAvaraNa banAe~ / dAdAzrI : aisA hai, pUrI lAipha phraikcara ho cukI hai, mAinDa phraikcara ho gae haiM, buddhi phraikcara ho gaI hai, aise z2amAne meM loga kyA DhU~Dhate haiM? isalie aba phira se mAinDa kI maz2abUtI honI caahie| mAinDa kI maz2abUtI kaba hogI? jaba 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke darzana

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niSkluzitatA, hI samAdhi hai (9) 149 kre| sirpha darzana se hI mAinDa kI maz2abUtI ho jAtI hai| ye kyA eka hI prakAra ke tube haiM? kitane prakAra ke tube haiN| jitane tube utanI mti| tuMDe-tuMDe matirbhinnA! use tuMDa to kaba taka kahA jAtA thA ki jaba taka utanI to satarkatA thI ki ghara meM kleza ko ghusane nahIM detA thA, taba taka ve tuMDa kahalAte the! abhI to kleza ko ghusane dete haiM itane bhole haiM, isalie tube khlaae| abhI to kleza ghusa jAtA hai yA nahIM? kaI bAr3a lagAne para bhI ghusa jAtA hai na? Aqhira meM nAlI ke rAste se bhI kleza ghusa jAtA hai| daravAje baMda karake rakhatA hai, phira kuMDI lagA detA hai ki ghaMTI bajegI tabhI daravAz2A khulegA, lekina phira bhI nAlI ke rAste se bhI kleza ghusa jAtA hai| kisalie tuMbA kahA hai? ki ghara kA khAte haiM, ghara ke kapar3e pahanate haiM, sabhI kahIM coriyA~ nahIM karate aura phira kleza karate haiN| ghara meM utpAdana hotA hai aura ghara meM hI upayoga karate haiN| loga aise ho gae haiM! aba kleza se ghAyala loga, ve mana se ghAyala ho cuke haiN| mana se ghAyala ho cuke haiM, citta se ghAyala ho cuke haiM, ahaMkAra se ghAyala ho cuke haiM! inake ahaMkAra hI ghAyala ho cuke haiM, unheM kyA DA~TanA? inheM DA~To to Apake bola bekAra jaaeNge| kucha citta se ghAyala ho cuke haiM ve becitta kI taraha hI ghUmate rahate haiN| kucha kA mana ghAyala ho gayA ho to ve pUre dina akulAyA huA hI ghUmatA rahatA hai| jaise pUrI duniyA kI agni use khA jAne ke lie nahIM A gaI ho? samajhadArI sajAe, saMsAra vyavahAra vAstava meM to isa duniyA meM kleza jaisI cIz2a hai hI kahA~? kleza yAnI naasmjhii| jahA~-jahA~ para samajhadArI nahIM hai vahA~ kleza hai aura jahA~-jahA~ para samajhadArI nahIM hai vahA~ duHkha hai| duHkha jaisI bhI koI cIz2a hai hI nhiiN| duHkha, vaha to samajhadArI ke abhAva kA duHkha hai|

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150 AptavANI-7 praznakartA : kleza kI vajaha se iMsAna kI vRtti thor3I vairAgya kI ora jAtI hai| dAdAzrI : kleza ke kAraNa jo vairAgya utpanna huA hai na, vaha vairAgya to iMsAna ko saMsAra meM aura adhika gaharAI meM le jAtA hai| usake bajAya to vaha vairAgya nahIM Ae to acchaa| vairAgya to samajhadArI sahita honA caahie| samajhadArI sahita vairAgya kAma kA hai| varnA ye dUsare saba vairAgya to kAma ke haiM hI nhiiN| loga sAinAiDa kisalie pIte hoMge? vairAgya AtA hai usI se na? khuda apane Apa para se vizvAsa khatma ho jAe, taba phira poijana DhU~DhatA hai na? kisI jAnavara kA khuda apane Apa para se vizvAsa khatma nahIM hotaa| ina manuSyoM ke sivA anya jAtiyoM ko khuda para vizvAsa khatma nahIM hotaa| sirpha manuSya hI bilkula pAmara jIva hai, buddhi kA upayoga karate haiM isalie pAmara haiN| inheM bhagavAna ne nirAzrita kahA hai, dUsare sabhI Azrita haiN| Azrita ko bhaya nahIM hotaa| kaue vagairaha sabhI pakSiyoM ko hai koI duHkha? jo jaMgala meM ghUmate haiM, siyAra, vagairaha una sabhI ko bhI koI duHkha nahIM hai| sirpha jinhoMne ina iMsAnoM kI saMgata kI, ye kutte, gAya, vagairaha ve sabhI duHkhI hote haiN| varnA, ye iMsAna to mUla rUpa se duHkhI haiM aura jo unakI saMgata meM Ate haiM, ve saba bhI duHkhI ho jAte haiN| manuSya nAsamajhI kI vajaha se du:khI haiM, samajha lene gayA isalie du:khI hai| yadi samajha lene nahIM gayA hotA to yaha nAsamajhI khar3I nahIM hotii| ye sabhI duHkha nAsamajhI kA pariNAma hai| khuda mana meM aisA mAnatA hai ki, 'maiMne yaha samajha liyA, yaha samajha liyaa|' are, kyA samajha liyA? samajhA phira bhI patnI ke sAtha jhagar3A to miTatA nhiiN| kabhI patnI ke sAtha jhagar3A ho jAe to usakA bhI tujhe nikAla karanA nahIM aataa| paMdraha dinoM taka to mu~ha car3he rahate haiN| kahegA, 'kisa taraha nikAla (nipaTArA) karU~?' jaba taka use patnI ke sAtha hue jhagar3e kA nikAla karanA bhI

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niSkluzitatA, hI samAdhi hai (9) 151 nahIM AtA, taba taka vaha dharma meM kyA samajhegA? par3osI ke sAtha jhagar3A hone para nikAla karanA nahIM Ae, to vaha kisa kAma kA? jhagar3e kA nikAla karanA to AnA cAhie na? itane bar3e-bar3e jaja hote haiM, ve sAta sAla kI saz2A kara dete haiN| bAda meM ve jaja mujhe mile the| ghara para unakA patnI ke sAtha kucha jhagar3A ho jAe to vaha kesa abhI taka penDiMga hI hotA hai| maiMne kahA ki, 'isa kesa kA pahale hala lAo na! usa sarakArI kesa kA to harja nahIM hai|' lekina isameM kisa taraha hala lAe? use samajha hI nahIM hai na! patnI ke sAtha jhagar3A ho to kisa taraha hala lAnA, usakI samajha nahIM hai na! manuSya samajhatA nahIM hai ki isakA nikAla kisa taraha karanA hai? taba TAima usakA nikAla kara detA hai| varnA khuda apane Apa, abhI ke abhI, turaMta hI eDajasTa kara lenA cAhie, vaisI samajha to ina logoM meM nahIM hai| praznakartA : bAta ko saMbhAlanA bhI nahIM aataa| dAdAzrI : nahIM, lekina jahA~ patA hI nahIM calatA, vahA~ para saMbhAlegA kisa taraha? phira TAima usakA nikAla kara detA hai| Akhira meM TAima to hara eka cIz2a ko khatma kara detA hai| samajhadArI to aisI honI cAhie na, ki yaha gar3abar3a ho gaI hai to usakA hala kyA lAe~? aisA kyoM honA cAhie? ye sabhI jAnavara saMsAra calA rahe haiN| kyA unake patnI-bacce nahIM haiM? unakI bhI patnI hai, bacce haiM, sabhI haiN| aMDoM ko itanI acchI taraha sete haiN| aMDe dene se pahale ghoMsalA taiyAra kara lete haiN| kyA unameM yaha samajha nahIM hai? aura ye samajha ke bore! aqla ke bore!! jaba inheM aMDe dene hote haiM taba aspatAla DhU~Dhate rahate haiN| are, ghoMsalA banA na! lekina ye aqla ke bore aspatAla DhU~Dhate haiM aura jAnavara becAre aMDe rakhane se pahale jAna jAte haiM ki hameM aMDe dene haiM, isalie hameM ghoMsalA banAnA caahie| aMDe meM se bacce hote haiM, phira ghoMsalA tor3a deM to unheM harja nahIM hai, lekina use aMDe kA turaMta

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152 AptavANI-7 patA cala jAtA hai, jabaki isa dUSamakAla meM aqla ke bore bana gae haiM! aqla kA borA to kise kahate haiM? ki aMdara bharI huI hai kama aqla aura Upara likhA hai aqla / mAla nikAlane para sArI kamaaqlI nikala AtI hai| nahIM to duniyA meM manuSyoM ko kahIM duHkha hote hoMge ? tU manuSya banA hai aura yadi manuSya meM bhI du:kha mila rahA hai, to tU manuSya kahalAegA hI kaise ? yadi jAnavaroM ko duHkha nahIM hai, to manuSya ko duHkha kyoM rahanA cAhie? tU terI bAunDrI nahIM samajhatA, terI kAbiliyata kyA hai vaha nahIM samajhatA aura logoM ke kahe anusAra dekha-dekhakara calatA rahatA hai aura Amane-sAmane nakaleM karatA hai| nakala to baMdara karate haiN| manuSya nakala nahIM karate haiM, asala karate haiN| khuda kI samajha se asala karate haiM ki merI haisiyata kitanI ? mujhe cAra sau rupaye tanakhvAha milatI hai, jabaki par3osI kI haisiyata kitanI hai ? to kahe, 'mahIne meM dasa haz2Ara kamAtA hai|' isalie hama usakI bAta ko yahA~ para ghusane hI nahIM deN| hama nahIM samajha jAe~ ki yahA~ yadi hamArI dRSTi badala jAegI to roga ghusa jAegA? isalie ghara meM strI se, baccoM se kaha denA cAhie ki, 'bhAI, apanI AmadanI itanI hai| isalie ina logoM kI dRSTi se apanA levala mata bnaanaa|' yAnI ki sabakucha samajhanA par3egA na? yaha to khuda ke ahita meM cala rahA hai ki par3osI sophA le Ae, taba ghara meM patnI kyA kahatI hai ki, 'hama bhI sophA laaeN|' are, patnI to kahegI ki sophA lAo, lekina patnI ko pUchoge nahIM ki, 'tujhe merI arthI nikAlanI hai yA kyA?' lekina patnI ko samajhAnA nahIM AtA becAre ko, ki patnI ko kisa taraha samajhAU~ aura phira patnI kI Adata bigAr3atA hai| kyoMki pati honA hI nahIM aayaa| aise phira patnI ko bigAr3atA hai aura apane khuda ke mana ko bhI ina logoM ne bigAr3A hai| khuda hI mana ko bigAr3atA hai aura phira kahegA ki, 'merA mana merI sunatA nahIM hai|' yaha to tUne bigAr3A hai| khuda apane Apa bigAr3A hai| aisA to kaisA ki

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niSkluzitatA, hI samAdhi hai (9) 153 terA mana tere kAbU meM hI nahIM? usakA kyA, koI kAraNa hogA na? use bigAr3A kisane? bacce ko to mAno na ki par3osI ne bigAr3A! par3osI bacce ko bulAkara kaheMge ki, 'tere pitA jI vAstava meM aise haiN|' usake pitA kA ulTA bolate haiM isalie phira bacce ko par3osI acche lagate haiN| vaha samajhatA hai ki ye cAcA bahuta acche haiN| lekina cAcA baccoM ko bigAr3a rahA hotA hai| yAnI baccoM ko to koI dUsarA AdamI bigAr3a sakatA hai, lekina apane mana ko kauna bigAr3atA hai? yaha to, aisA bhAna hI nahIM hai ki aisA karU~gA to mana bigar3a jAegA yA sIdhA calegA? yaha to kyA kahegA ki muphta meM mila rahA hai na, hevamora AiskrIma muphta meM mila rahI hai na? calo!! are, muphta meM mila rahA hai, lekina usameM terA mana bigar3a jAtA hai n| jaba vaha muphta kA calA jAegA, phira terI kyA dazA hogI? kucha logoM ko to agara muphta meM mile na, to brAMDI kA caskA laga jAtA hai| pahale muphta meM zurU karatA hai aura phira lata laga jAtI hai| isalie pahale to logoM ko samajhanA cAhie ki isa saMsAra meM kucha bhI muphta meM lene jaisA hai hI nhiiN| sabase maha~gI cIz2a isa duniyA meM koI ho to vaha 'muphta' hai| isalie muphta ko kabhI bhI chUnA mt| maha~gI se maha~gI, bahuta hI jokhimavAlI aisI maha~gI cIz2a ko apane yahA~ nahIM ghusane denA caahie| muphta to bahuta bar3I jokhimadArI hai aura ye loga to muphta ko saudA mAna baiThe haiM aura phira khuda apane Apa ko aqlavAlA kahate haiN| saba ko kahatA phiregA ki, 'hamane koI paisevaise kharca nahIM kie, ye to mere dostoM ne hI kharce haiM!' are, tU mara rahA hai| lekina usakA use bhAna hI nahIM na! Aja manuSyoM ko kisI bhI prakAra kA bhAna hI nahIM rhaa| mokSa kA bhAna nahIM rahA, usameM to harja nahIM hai| mokSa kA bhAna to nahIM hotA, pahale se hI nahIM thA, lekina saMsAra meM hitAhita kA bhAna cAhie yA nahIM cAhie? saMsAra meM merA kisa taraha se hita hogA kisa taraha ahita hogA, itanA bhAna to honA cAhie yA nahIM?

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154 AptavANI-7 pahale patnI ko roz2a, 'cala sinemA dekhane, cala sinemA dekhne|' phira sinemA meM jAtA hai| phira patnI thor3I parIkSA karatI hai aura kahatI hai ki, 'isa bacce ko maiM nahIM uThA sktii|' taba vaha kahegA, 'lA, maiM uThA duuN|' phira eka-do dosta maz2Aka ur3AnevAle mila jAe~ge, ve kaheMge ki, 'are, tere sAtha yaha patnI hai, vaha to yoM hI ghUma rahI hai aura bacce ko tU uThAkara ghUma rahA hai?' taba phira mana meM zarama AtI hai| taba phira patnI se kahegA, 'are, tU uThA le ab|' are, tujhe use sinemA dikhAne kI kyA z2arUrata thI? agara patnI bahuta kahe, to vaha to kahegI, lekina Apako samajhanA cAhie ki Apa pha~sa gae ho, to aba usakA hala laao| patnI bahuta kahe na, to usakA hala lAnA, lekina usase aisA mata kahanA ki, 'cala sinemA dekhne|' 'cala, cala' nahIM karanA caahie| yaha to vivAha ke samaya bhI saudebAjI karatA hai na! isake bajAya vaha dukAna lagAe hI nahIM to kyA burA hai? binA dukAna ke par3e rahanA acchaa| aisI dukAna zurU karake phira pha~sa jAte haiM! ise manuSyatva kaise kahA jAegA? manuSyatva to use kahate haiM ki jaise bAraha mahInoM meM dIvAlI eka hI bAra AtI hai| lekina lAbhapA~cama taka usake pratispaMdana rahate haiM, usI taraha bahuta huA to pUre sAla meM pA~ca dina aisI Aphata Ae aura bAkI ke dina sAmAnya rUpa se acchI taraha biiteN| lekina yaha to roz2a Aphata, bagaira Aphata ke to koI dina hI nahIM hai! kyA bhUla raha jAtI hai? saMbhAlakara rakhane ke malTiplikezana se to pUrA jagat bhaTaka rahA hai| saMbhAlakara rakhane kI to z2arUrata hI nahIM hai na! saMbhAlakara nahIM rakhanI hai| saMbhAlakara nahIM rakhane kA bhAgAkAra karane kI bhI z2arUrata nahIM hai| saMbhAlakara rakhane kA malTiplikezana karane kI z2arUrata nahIM hai aura saMbhAlakara nahIM rakhane kA bhAgAkAra karane

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niSkluzitatA, hI samAdhi hai (9) 155 kI bhI z2arUrata nahIM hai| yaha to pUre dina saMbhAlane meM aura saMbhAlane meM, saMbhAlane meM aura saMbhAlane meM! phira bhI kucha nahIM milatA aura na hI koI barakata AtI hai! itanA sArA khAnA-pInA, itanI kamAI hone ke bAvajUda bhI koI sukhI nahIM hai? yaha kisa prakAra kA?! vyavahAra meM aisA niSkleza to honA cAhie na? vyavahAra thor3e hI kahIM klezavAlA hai? vyavahAra to niSkleza hI hai, sirpha use jIvana jInA nahIM aataa| isalie use kleza utpanna ho jAtA klezavAle jIvana ko manuSyajIvana kaha hI nahIM sakate! kyoMki koI jAnavara taka kleza nahIM krtaa| ina jAnavaroM ko bhItara duHkha Ae aura vedanA ho taba A~khoM meM se pAnI Tapaka jAtA hai, rote z2arUra haiM, lekina manuSya ke alAvA koI kleza karatA hI nhiiN| manuSyoM meM kahIM kleza hotA hogA? phira bhI koI aisI bhUla raha jAtI hai ki jisase kleza utpanna ho jAtA hai| kucha bhUla raha jAtI hai na! bhagavAna ne kahA thA ki kleza nikAla dene ke lie kahIM jJAna kI z2arUrata nahIM hai, buddhi kI z2arUrata hai| buddhi to acchI taraha se prakAzamAna ho sake aisI hai, usase sArA kleza nirmUla ho sakatA hai| lekina dekho na, kleza ke to pUre kArakhAne khole haiM! aba eksporTa bhI kahA~ kare? phaoNrinavAloM ko pUchavAe~ to kaheMge, 'hamAre yahA~ bahuta kucha hai, lekina phira bhI sone ke lie goliyA~ khAnI paDatI hai| bIsa-bIsa goliyA~ khAte haiM taba kahIM jAkara nIMda AtI hai|' pUre varlDa kA sonA, varlDa kI lakSmI unake pAsa hai, phira bhI golI khAnI par3atI hai! phira bhI use nIMda nahIM kaha skte| nIMda to kise kahate haiM? ki jo sahaja svabhAvI ho| yaha to inheM jar3a banA diyA hai| jaise davAI lagAkara sunna kara dete haiM na? aise sunna kara dete haiN| are, sunna karane ke bajAya aise hI khulI A~khoM se par3A raha na! bahuta huA to basa jAgaraNa hogA na? to sunna hone ke bajAya yaha kyA burA hai? kahIM sunna to huA jAtA hogA?

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156 AptavANI-7 are, use pUcho to sahI! jo hAtha meM AyA use peTa meM DAla diyaa| aisA to hotA hogA? eka vyakti to sera bhara AIskrIma khA gayA thaa| are bhItara pUcha to shii| bhItara pUchanA nahIM cAhie ki, 'bhAI, Apa kaise pacAoge? pacAnA ho to bhItara ddaaluuN|' ye to pUchate-karate nahIM haiM na! aba kyoMki vaha Aja nahIM marA, isalie loga kyA samajhate haiM ki, 'koI harja nahIM hai| dekho na, paca gayA na!' are, aMdara roga ghusa gayA! vaha roga aMdara jame bagaira rahegA nhiiN| Aja marA nahIM hai, lekina sau pratizata roga ho gayA hotA to vaha mara jaataa| kucha pratizata kama raha gae isalie bhItara raha gyaa| phira ye kensara kI gA~The nikalatI haiM na? ye kensara kI sArI bImArI hai na? vaha isI vajaha se hai| pUche-kare binA aMdara roz2a DAlatA rahatA hai, DAlatA rahatA hai! jaise ki yaha koI kArakhAnA na ho! maiM agAsa se borasada jA rahA thA, to maiM eka ghor3AgAr3I meM baitthaa| tIna loga baiThe the aura cauthA maiM baiTha gyaa| maiMne ghoDAgAr3IvAle se kahA, 'aba cAra paisenjara ho gae, aba tU gAr3I calA!' usane kahA, 'hA cAcA, calAtA huuN|' bIca rAste meM do paisenjaroM ne aise-aise hAtha dikhAe, to usane to gAr3I khar3I rakha dii| dUsare do janoM ko bitthaayaa| taba bhI maiM kucha nahIM bolaa| thor3I dUra gae to dUsare do loga aise-aise hAtha dikhAne lge| taba usane gAr3I khar3I rakha dI aura paisenjara ko 'baiThanA ho to baiTho,' aisA khaa| are, ghor3e se pUcha to sahI ki tU khIMca sakegA? use pUchatAkaratA nahIM aura paisenjara ko biThAtA hI rahatA hai| tU to kaisA AdamI hai? taba vaha kahatA hai ki 'cAcA, ghor3e ko acchI taraha khilAU~gA!' lekina becAre ghor3e se pUchatA nahIM hai aura khIMca-khIMcakara ghor3e kA dama nikala jAtA hai| usI taraha ye loga bhI pUche-kare bagaira bhItara khAnA DAla dete haiN| ye to kucha pUchate nahIM aura aMdhAdhuMdha DAlate rahate haiN| ghor3e ko pUchanA nahIM cAhie ki, 'do loga jyAdA

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niSkluzitatA, hI samAdhi hai ( 9 ) hai, aMdara biThAU~ yA nahIM?' ye to adhika logoM ko biThA letA hai aura ghor3e ko yoM bekAra hI hA~katA rahatA hai aura phira Upara se cAbuka mAratA hai ! taba ghor3A bhI pichale paira tAMge meM mAratA hai dhar3Aka se / ghor3A kyoM mAratA hai? kyoMki bhItara se vaha parezAna ho jAtA hai ki, 'yaha kaisA nAlAyaka seTha hai? ! kaisA hai?' vaha ghor3A kyA kahatA hai ki, 'tere yahA~ pha~sa gayA hU~, tere jaisA mAlika milA to maiM pha~sa gayA hU~ !' use acchA ghor3AgAr3IvAlA milanA cAhie na! becAre ghor3e ko bhI mahAdu:kha hai na! isIlie yaha saMsAra paravaza hai na! 157 duHkha dhakelane aisA kesA zauka ? eka vyakti se maiMne pUchA ki, 'ye seTha loga DrAivara ko pIche kyoM biThAte haiM? DrAivara ko tanakhvAha dete haiM / aura seTha kI jagaha para DrAivara ko biThAte haiM?' taba kahatA hai ki, 'seTha logoM ko zauka hai!' maiMne kahA ki, 'DrAivara banane kA zauka hai? seTha logoM ko kahIM zauka hotA hogA? isakA kahIM zauka hotA hogA?' yadi koI maz2adUra jaisA usase kucala jAe to usakI jokhimadArI gAr3I calAnevAle kii| aisA zauka to kahIM hotA hogA? phira maiMne DhU~Dha nikAlA ki seTha ko kyA hotA hai? pUre dina mazInarI baMda nahIM hotI aura moTara calAne baiThe to calAte samaya Age-Age dekhanA par3atA hai na? isalie ekAgratA rakhanI par3atI hai| taba dUsarA sabakucha baMda ho jAtA hai| gAr3I calAne baiThe utane samaya taka mazInarI baMda rahatI hai, nahIM to yaha mazInarI ghar3Ibhara bhI baMda nahIM rahatI / bhItara ThaMDaka nahIM rahatI, isalie ye loga DrAiviMga karate haiN| kyA ho aba! lekina phira (lapaTuM par3a gayA hai) Adata par3a gaI hai, mazIna phira se calane lagatI hai| I vaha lapaTuM yAnI ki yadi hamane botala ke aMdara tela DAlakara Upara kaoNrka lagAyA lekina botala z2arA Ar3I ho, usase pahale to kaoNrka bAhara nikala jAtA hai| apane Apa hI bAhara nikala jAtA

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158 AptavANI-7 hai, usI taraha inakA lapaTuM par3a jAtA hai| ye patnI-pati ke saMbaMdha meM bhI kucha logoM kA lapaTuM par3a jAtA hai ne? phira jaba vaha patnI se daba jAe, to phira hameM kyA kahanA par3atA hai ki, 'kaoNrka ko jarA velDiMga karavAkara moTA kara na?' tAki phira vaha apane Apa nikala na jAe! ...aise zaktiyA~ vyartha gaIM praznakartA : lekina logoM ko to jaba taka patnI ke sAtha abolA (rUThakara bAtacIta karanA baMda kara denA) nahIM ho, taba taka z2iMdagI meM maz2A nahIM aataa| dAdAzrI : hA~! vo abolA hotA hai phira use maz2A AtA hai! kyoMki jaise yaha kuttA hai, jaba vaha haDDI cUsatA hai, aba dekhane jAe~ to haDDI ko hama dhoe~ to z2arA sA bhI khUna nahIM nikalegA, lekina vaha kuttA use jaise-jaise dabAtA jAtA hai, vaise vaise usameM se khUna nikalatA rahatA hai| aba khUna khuda ke jabar3e meM se nikalatA hai, lekina vaha samajhatA hai ki haDDI meM se niklaa| isa taraha saMsAra calatA rahatA hai! aMdhA bune aura bachar3A cabAe, aisA saMsAra hai| aMdhA aise DorI bunatA rahatA hai, Age-Age bunatA rahatA hai aura pIche DorI par3I hotI hai use bachar3A cabAtA jAtA hai| usI taraha ajJAnI kI sabhI kriyAe~ bekAra jAtI haiM aura phira marane ke bAda agalA bhava bigAr3e to manuSya janma bhI nahIM milatA! aMdhA samajhatA hai ki ohoho! pacAsa phuTa kI DorI bana gaI hai lekina lene jAe taba kahegA, 'ye kyA ho gayA?' are, vaha bachar3A saba cabA gayA! isa taraha bacapana se loga paisA kamAte rahate haiM, lekina baiMka meM dekhane jAe~ to kaheMge, 'do haz2Ara hI par3e hai|' aura pUrA dina hAya-hAya, hAya-hAya, pUrA dina kalaha, kleza aura jhagar3e! aba anaMta zaktiyA~ haiN| jaisA Apa bhItara socate ho vaisA hI bAhara ho jAe

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niSkluzitatA, hI samAdhi hai (9) 159 itanI sArI zaktiyA~ haiN| lekina inase to, vicAra to kyA, lekina mehanata karake karane jAe~ taba bhI bAhara nahIM ho paataa| taba bolo, manuSyoM ne kitanA divAlA nikAla diyA hai! are! kleza karanA, vahI sukha mAnyatA? ina baMgaloM meM bhI sukha nahIM milA! itane bar3e-bar3e baMgale!! dekho, baMgaloM meM ujAlA kitanA, lAla-hare ujAle haiN| sTenalesa sTIla kI thAliyA~ kitanI haiM, lekina sukha nahIM milaa| pUre dina dhamAcaukar3I, dhamAcaukar3I...! ye kaue~, cir3iyA~ sabhI ghoMsaloM meM jAkara, milakara baiThate haiM, aura ye manuSya hI haiM jo kabhI bhI mila-julakara nahIM baiThate! abhI bhI Tebala para lar3a rahe hoMge, kyoMki yaha jAti pahale se hI sIdhI nahIM hai| satyuga meM bhI sIdhI nahIM thI, to kaliyuga meM, abhI dUSamakAla meM kahA~ se sIdhI hogI? yaha jAti hI ahaMkArI hai na! ye gAya-bhaiMsa sabhI 'regyulara' haiM, unheM kucha bhI parezAnI nahIM hotii| kyoMki ve sabhI Azrita haiN| sirpha manuSya hI nirAzrita hai| isalie ye sabhI manuSya ciMtA karate haiN| bAkI varlDa meM dUsare sabhI jAnavara yA koI devalokavAsI ciMtA nahIM karate, sirpha ye manuSya hI ciMtA karate haiN| itane acche baMgale meM rahate haiM phira bhI behada ciNtaa| aba khAte samaya bhI dukAna yAda AtI rahatI hai ki, 'dukAna kI khir3akI khulI raha gaI, usase paisA vasUlanA raha gayA!' yahA~ para khAte-khAte ciMtA karatA rahatA hai ki jaise abhI hI nahIM pahu~ca jAnevAlA ho!' are, rakha na eka ora! khA to le cupacApa!! lekina sIdhI taraha se khAnA bhI nahIM khaataa| khir3akI khulI raha gaI isalie aMdara cir3hA huA rahatA hai| isalie phira bahAnA nikAlakara patnI ke sAtha jhagar3A zurU kara detA hai| are, tU cir3hA huA hai kisI aura para, aura patnI para kyoM gussA nikAla rahA hai? isalie apane yahA~ kavi gAte haiM ki 'kamaz2ora pati patnI ke sAmane bhaadur|' aura kahA~ bahAdura banegA? bAhara bahAdura banane jAe to koI mAregA! isalie ghara para bahAdura!

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160 AptavANI-7 hameM kyA yaha saba zobhA detA hai? apane hindustAna ke manuSya, ekaeka manuSya meM z2abaradasta zakti haiM! lekina kitanA ulTA upayoga ho rahA hai! isameM unakA bhI doSa nahIM hai| unheM ulTA jJAna milA hai isalie ulTe cala rahe haiN| yadi sIdhA jJAna diyA jAe to sIdhe caleM, aise haiN| Apako yaha sIdhA jJAna milane ke bAda ApakI kitanI zakti bar3ha gaI! darzana aura sUjha bahuta bar3ha jAte haiM !! ...vaha mAnavadharma kahalAtA hai praznakartA : isameM mAnavadharma kyA hai? dAdAzrI : kisI manuSya ko hamAre nimitta se duHkha na ho, anya jIvoM kI bAta to jAne do, lekina sirpha manuSyoM ko saMbhAla leM ki 'mere nimitta se inheM duHkha honA hI nahIM cAhie,' to vaha mAnava dharma hai| vAstava meM mAnava dharma kise kahA jAtA hai? yadi Apa seTha haiM aura naukara ko bahuta dhamakA rahe haiM, usa samaya Apako aisA vicAra AnA cAhie ki, 'agara maiM naukara hotA to kyA hotA?' itanA vicAra Ae to phira Apa use maryAdA meM rahakara dhamakAe~ge, z2yAdA nahIM kheNge| yadi Apa kisI kA nukasAna kara rahe hoM to usa samaya Apako yaha vicAra AnA cAhie ki 'maiM sAmanevAle kA nukasAna kara rahA hU~, lekina agara koI merA nukasAna kare to kyA hogA?' phira kisI ke paMdraha haz2Ara rupaye, sau-sau rupayoM ke noToM kA eka baMDala hameM rAste meM mile, taba hamAre mana meM yaha vicAra AnA cAhie ki 'yadi mere itane rupaye kho jAe~ to mujhe kitanA duHkha hogA, to phira jisake ye rupaye haiM use kitanA du:kha ho rahA hogA?' isalie hameM aqhabAra meM vijJApana denA cAhie, ki isa vijJApana kA kharca dekara, sabUta dekara ApakA baMDala le jaaie| basa, isa taraha mAnavatA samajhanI hai| kyoMki jaise hameM duHkha hotA hai vaise

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niSkluzitatA, hI samAdhi hai (9) hI sAmanevAle ko bhI duHkha hotA hogA, aisA to hama samajha sakate haiM na? pratyeka bAta meM isI prakAra Apako aise vicAra Ane caahie| lekina Ajakala to yaha mAnavatA vismRta ho gaI hai, guma ho gaI hai na! isI ke ye duHkha haiM sAre ! loga to sirpha apane svArtha meM hI par3e haiN| vaha mAnavatA nahIM kahalAtI / 161 phira mAnavatA se bhI Age, aisA 'supara hyUmana' kise kaheMge? Apa dasa bAra kisI vyakti kA nukasAna karo, phira bhI, jaba Apako z2arUrata ho to usa samaya vaha vyakti ApakI helpa kare ! Apa phira se usakA nukasAna karo, phira bhI, jaba Apako kAma ho to usa ghar3I vaha ApakI helpa kare / usakA svabhAva hI helpa karane kA hai| taba samajha jAnA hai ki yaha vyakti 'supara hyUmana' hai / aise loga to kabhI-kabhAra hI hote haiN| abhI to aise loga milate hI nahIM na! kyoMki lAkha logoM meM ekAdha aisA hotA hai, aisA anupAta ho gayA hai| praznakartA : hama jAnate haiM ki kisI kA dila nahIM dukhe isa prakAra se jInA hai, mAnavatA ke ve sabhI dharma jAnate haiM / dAdAzrI : ye saba to mAnavatA ke dharma haiM, lekina yadi svAbhAvika dharma jAna leM to phira hamezA sukha brtegaa| mAnava dharma meM kaisA hai ? hama sAmanevAle ko sukha deM to hameM sukha milatA rhe| yadi hama sukha dene kA vyavahAra rakheM to vyavahAra meM hameM sukha prApta hogA aura duHkha dene kA vyavahAra rakheM to vyavahAra meM duHkha prApta hogaa| isalie yadi sukha cAhie to vyavahAra meM sabhI ko sukha do aura duHkha cAhie to duHkha do| praznakartA : sabhI ko sukha pahu~cAne kI zakti prApta ho, aisI prArthanA karanI cAhie na ? dAdAzrI : hA~, aisI prArthanA kara sakate haiM na !

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[10] phraikcara ho, tabhI se Adi jur3ane kI! hisAba cukAte hue, svapariNati na cuke sirpha 'jJAnIpuruSa' ko hI kisI UparI (baoNsa, variSTha mAlika) kI z2arUrata nahIM hai| usakA kyA kAraNa hai? unameM svacchaMda hai hI nhiiN| niraMtara svapariNati meM rahate haiN| isalie unheM kisI UparI kI z2arUrata nahIM hai| iMsAna ko UparI kI z2arUrata kaba taka hai? jaba taka usase bhUla ho, taba taka UparI kI z2arUrata hai| jaba bhUla nahIM rahe usake bAda UparI nahIM rhtaa| isa 'aMbAlAla' kI bhUla huI hogI, lekina jJAnI ke rUpa meM hamArI bhUla nahIM hotii| yaha jo paira TUTa gayA hai, vaha aMbAlAla kI bhUla kA pariNAma hai, hamAre isa jJAna ke pariNAmasvarUpa nhiiN| jabaki loga aisA kahate haiM ki, 'Apako aisA kaise ho sakatA hai?' maiMne kahA ki, 'sabakucha ho sakatA hai| lekina yaha aMbAlAla kA pariNAma hai, bhagavAna kA pariNAma nahIM hai yaha, aura bhagavAna ko aisA hotA bhI nhiiN|' kRSNa bhagavAna bhI aise so rahe the, taba unheM paira para bANa lagA thaa| kRSNa bhagavAna vAsudeva bhagavAna the, yaha pariNAma alaga hai aura tIra lagA vaha pariNAma alaga hai| donoM pariNAma alaga haiN| loga usa para se pariNAma samajhane kI bhUla kara baiThate haiN| kRSNa bhagavAna, ve to bhagavAna hI haiN| bhale hI tIra lagA yA bhale hI kucha bhI huA ho, lekina ve bhagavAna hI haiN| kyoMki ve svapariNati meM the aura naiSThika brahmacArI the!

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phraikcara ho, tabhI se Adi jur3ane kI! (10) 163 ataH yaha jagat, yaha kudarata eka minaTa ke lie bhI nyAya se bAhara nahIM gaI hai| isalie kucha bhI huA ki hama to turaMta hI samajha jAte haiM ki yaha huA vaha nyAyasvarUpa hai, isalie kisI para Aropa lagAne jaisA hai hI nhiiN| dhakkA lagAnevAle ko dekhA ho, phira bhI Aropa lagAne jaisA nahIM hai| mAranevAlA to becArA nimitta hai, usameM kudarata nyAya hI kara rahI hai| jaba merA paira TUTA taba maiMne dekhA ki na to cakkara AyA, na hI mujhe kucha huA, taba phira yaha girAyA kisane? to aise dekhA taba to dikhA ki ohoho! samajha gayA, yaha to hisAba cukAyA hai| koI hisAba kisI ko chor3atA nahIM hai na! praznakartA : kisI se dhakkA laga gayA aura use pUrva kA hisAba hogA aisA kahe, to vaha eka prakAra kA dilAsA nahIM hai? dAdAzrI : nahIM, vaha hakIkata meM hai| phira bhI loga isakA lAbha dilAse ke rUpa meM lete haiN| praznakartA : to yaha cIz2a hakIkata hai? dAdAzrI : hA~, hakIkata meM hai! Apako maiM sAdI bhASA meM samajhAtA huuN| jaise Apa kisI ko dhaula mAro, vaise hI maiMne bhI mArA hai| sirpha itanA hI ki Apa Thokate hI rahate ho, jabaki maiMne merI taraha se halke se lagAyA thaa| pUrvabhava meM jo dhaula mArI thIM ve halkI mArI thIM, isalie hameM usa dhaula kA phala milatA z2arUra hai, lekina vaha halkA hotA hai isalie vaha saralatA se ThIka ho jAtA hai| use ThIka hone ke lie ucca nimitta mila jAte haiM, aura ulajhana meM DAlanevAle nimitta nahIM milte| ataH jo javAba para se rakama DhU~Dha nikAle, usakI to bAta hI alaga na! dehopAdhi, phira bhI aMtaHkaraNa kI samatA hamArA mana anaMta janmoM se gar3hA huA hI hai| bAhara cAhe

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164 AptavANI-7 jo ho, lekina hamArA mana gar3hA huA hai| aba, abhI yaha paira TUTA aura usake upacAra meM yadi mana ko koI du:kha ho jAe to vaha mana ke DevelapamenTa ko todd'egaa| isalie phira hamane dUsare upacAroM ke lie manA kara diyA aura yaha bhI kahA thA ki yaha zIzI (behozI kI davAI) hameM mata suuNghaanaa| kyoMki hamArA jo mana hai usane to ina pichale bIsa varSoM meM eka sekanDa bhI kabhI Diprezana dekhA hI nahIM, aura bilkula eliveTa bhI nahIM huA aura ye gira par3A, phira bhI kabhI bhI, eka kSaNa ke lie bhI AnaMda nahIM gayA praznakartA : yaha to zarIra hai aura vaha to mana hai| dAdAzrI : nhiiN| yaha zarIra hai phira bhI yaha paira TUTe to bhItara vedanA honI cAhie, usa vedanA se jo takalIpha hotI hai, baiThane kI prakriyA, usameM jo kucha duHkha honA cAhie thA, lekina vaha duHkha nahIM huaa| abhI saMDAsa jAnA par3atA hai, aisI saba kriyAe~ hotI haiM, phira bhI zarIra para koI asara nahIM hotaa| baiThakara uThatA hU~ phira bhI asara nahIM hotA, eka minaTa ke lie bhI asara nahIM hotaa| ApakA bhI yaha zarIra judA hai, lekina abhI taka judApana kA vaisA ekjekTa anubhava nahIM huA hai na! judA hai, pratyakSa judA dikhatA hai| ye saba bAteM bhI sahI haiM, lekina jaba taka zarIra cipakA huA hai taba taka vedanA utpanna kie bagaira rahegA nhiiN| mana-buddhicitta aura ahaMkAra itane suMdara Develapa ho cuke haiM ki ve bIsa sAla se hile taka nahIM, Dipresa nahIM huA, nA hI eliveTa huaa| Apako samajha meM AyA na? yAnI ki hamArA mana kitanA adhika Develapa ho cukA hai, citta kitanA suMdara Develapa ho cukA hai, ahaMkAra kitanA adhika aise Develapa ho cukA hai! aba aisA suMdara Develapa ho cukA ho vahA~ para isa paira ko jor3ane ke lie vaha zIzI sUMghAne kA samaya Ae, to aisI sthUla cIz2a ke lie mujhe, mere aMdara mana-buddhi-citta-ahaMkAra jo itane Develapa ho cuke haiM, ve bigar3a

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phraikcara ho, tabhI se Adi jur3ane kI! (10) 165 jAe~ge na! aura yaha paira choTA ho jAe to bhI mujhe harja nahIM, mujhe calane kI bahuta z2arUrata nahIM pdd'tii| aisA hai na, hameM kahIM ise jiMdA rakhane kI icchA bhI nahIM hai| hameM to, yaha deha rahe yA na rahe, usakI bhI kucha nahIM par3I hai| maranA hai aisA bhI nahIM hai, jInA hai aisA bhI nahIM hai| apane Apa hI deha jaba chUTegA to chUTa jAegA yahA~ se! loga to kisalie yaha saba karate haiM? ki z2yAdA jIne ke lie sabhI matalabI-prapaMca karate haiM ki, 'DaoNkTara sAhaba mujhe aisA karo, mujhe acchA karo, mujhe bcaao|' hameM to, jo sahaja rUpa se ho jAe na, vaha acchaa| ye sabhI DaoNkTara yahA~ para Akara yaha saba kara jAte haiN| DaoNkTara kI aisI icchA z2arUra hai ki inheM yahA~ se 'jAne' nahIM denA hai, abhI bhI pA~ca-dasa sAla aura raheM to acchaa| jagat ke kAma aaeNge| isalie ye sabhI DaoNkTara sahArA denA cAhate haiN| bAkI, aba cauhattara varSa to ho gae! paira TUTA yA jur3a rahA hai? jaba merA yaha paira TUTA, taba jagat ke loga ise 'paira TUTa gayA' aisA kahate haiN| taba maiM kyA kahatA hU~ ki, 'nahIM, yaha paira to jur3a rahA hai|' paira TUTA thA, vaha to bahuta pahale TUTA thA! yaha kucha nayA nahIM hai| loga mujhe kahate haiM, 'Apake paira meM phraikcara ho gayA?' are, nahIM, jo TUTA thA, vaha to usa dina TUTA thA, aba to yaha jur3a rahA hai| abhI yaha rUpaka meM AyA hai, vaha to jur3ane kI zurUAta huI hai aura yaha jo phraikcara huA vaha to saMdhisthAna hai| kisakA saMdhisthAna? jur3ane kA sNdhisthaan| phraikcara huA usI minaTa se aMdara jur3anA zurU ho gyaa| rUpaka meM TUTe, tabhI se jur3ane kI zurUAta ho jAtI hai aura vAstava meM phraikcara kauna-se minaTa se honA zurU huA thA, vaha bhI hama jAnate haiN| isa bAta meM jagat gaharA nahIM utara sakatA na! 'jur3ane kI zurUAta' ko hI loga kahate haiM ki, 'yaha phraikcara huaa|' jabaki hama kahate haiM ki, 'are, yaha to jur3anA zurU huA hai, use kisalie phraikcara

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AptavANI-7 huA kaha rahA hai?' aba to jur3ane kI biginiMga huii| aba yaha to kansTrakTiva hai| bukhAra AyA? nahIM, jA rahA hai bukhAra jaba se prakaTa hotA hai, tabhI se jAne kI zurUAta ho jAtI hai| jabaki loga kahate haiM ki 'bukhAra AyA hai|' lekina bukhAra kauna se dina AtA hai? usakA logoM ko patA hI nahIM cltaa| yaha to bukhAra Ane kI kriyA to ho cukI hai| jaba se Apane galata khAnA zurU kiyA na, tabhI se vaha kriyA zurU ho gaI thii| aba bukhAra nikalane kI vyavasthA huI hai aura vaha bukhAra jaba jAtA hai taba patA calatA hai| yaha bukhAra vAstava meM to jA rahA hai| jaba se jAne kI zurUAta hotI hai taba se nirjarA ( DiscArja) hotI hai| jaba DiscArja hone kI zurUAta hotI hai taba loga use 'bukhAra AyA' kahate haiM / phira kaheMge ki, 'sAhaba, merA bukhAra baMda kara diijie|' are, yaha to bukhAra nikalane kI zurUAta ho gaI hai, lekina logoM ko yaha bAta samajha meM nahIM AtI na ! kyoMki sabhI loga kartAbhAva meM par3e hue haiN| 166 yAnI ki jo bigar3A hai, vaha to na jAne kaba se bigar3a rahA thA, lekina yaha to aba sudharane lagA hai / sudharane lagA taba se DaoNkTara mila jAtA hai, hathiyAra mila jAte haiM, davAIyA~ mila jAtI haiM, to vaha sudharane kI zurUAta ho gii| phraikcara ke bAda, TUTatA hai yA jur3atA hai? pahale jo kArya kiye the, jo bhAvanAe~ kI thIM, usakA phala hai yaha to / vaha DiscArja ho rahA hai / praznakartA : 'yaha paira pahale se TUTA huA thA, abhI nayA nahIM TUTA hai' vaha smjhaaie| dAdAzrI : kisa taraha phraikcara huA vaha, isa taraha jur3A,

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phraikcara ho, tabhI se Adi jur3ane kI! (10) 167 ThIka huA, nimitta kauna hai? vaha saba vahI kA vahI hai| yAnI nayA nahIM hai kucha bhii| phraikcara huA, use loga kyA kahate haiM? gira gayA aura laga gii| DaoNkTara bhI kyA kahate haiM? praznakartA : phraikcara ho gyaa| dAdAzrI : hA~, aura bhagavAna kI bhASA meM vaha kyA hai? jur3ane kI zurUAta huI hai| aba ise loga 'phraikcara huA' aisA kahate haiN| aba phraikcara ke ThIka hone kI zurUAta ko loga 'phraikcara huA' aisA kahate haiN| phraikcara to ho cukA thA phle| yaha to jaba phraikcara hotA hai, usI minaTa se kucha aMtarAla para nahIM, lekina usI sekanDa se jur3ane kI zurUAta ho jAtI hai| Apako samajha meM AyA? jur3ane kI zurUAta ho jAtI hogI na? praznakartA : samajha meM nahIM aayaa| dAdAzrI : phraikcara hone ke bAda phira se phraikcara nahIM hotA na? praznakartA : nahIM, phraikcara to eka hI bAra hotA hai na! dAdAzrI : phira jur3atA hogA yA phira se phraikcara ho rahA hogA? praznakartA : phira se phraikcara nahIM hotA, vaha phira jur3atA hI hai| dAdAzrI : tabhI se, usI minaTa se jur3ane lagatA hai| Apako vaha samajha meM AyA? pharka, pariNAma meM yA bhogavaTe meM? praznakartA : yaha bAta to ThIka se samajha meM AI, lekina ye TUTane ke jo kAraNa haiM, kaoNz2ez2a haiM, ve kisI bhI prakAra se nirmUla ho sakate haiM kyA?

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168 AptavANI-7 dAdAzrI : ve kAraNa khatma nahIM ho sakate, lekina hama para una kAraNoM kA kama asara ho, vaisA kiyA jA sakatA hai| praznakartA : kAraNa acche haiM yA bure, jo kucha bhI bhUtakAla meM hamane DAle hoM yA bune hoM, ve rUpaka meM Ane se pahale nirmUla ho sakate haiM kyA? dAdAzrI : nahIM, ve to usI bhAva se rheNge| hA~, sirpha hama itanA kara sakate haiM ki, holI ke pAsa jAe~ to hameM garmI bahata lagatI hai| phira bhI holI to usI bhAva se rahegI, lekina agara hama kucha cupar3akara gae hoM to bahuta garmI nahIM lgegii| varnA holI usI bhAva se rhegii| yAnI holI apanA bhAva chor3egI nhiiN| praznakartA : holI apanA bhAva chor3a de, to vaha holI kahalAegI hI nhiiN| dAdAzrI : vaha phira holI kahalAegI hI nahIM aura jagat para phira asara hI nahIM ddaalegii| taba to loga samajheMge ki rAstA mila gayA, bhagavAna kI z2arUrata hI kyA hai? lekina usa upAya kA patA cale, aisA nahIM hai| to hama bhItara kucha aisA karake holI ke pAsa jAe~ to asara nahIM ho, aisA hotA hai yA nahIM hotA? ye mUsalAdhAra barasAta ho rahI ho, lekina agara hama eka chAtA le jAe~, to bhItara hameM pAnI kA eka chIMTA bhI nahIM chuegaa| yAnI ki barasAta baMda nahIM hogii| loga eviDensa baMda karane jAte haiM, vaha baMda nahIM hogaa| yadi aisA hotA, taba to phira loga pUrA jagat hI khatma kara dete na! isa prakAra do IMTeM nikala sakeM, taba to phira loga sabakucha hI tor3a ddaaleNge| lekina isameM se eka bhI IMTa hila nahIM sktii| nahIM to ye sAre baniye kyA aise-vaise haiM? sabhI IMTeM nikAlakara beca khAe~ge, lekina eka bhI eviDensa AgepIche nahIM ho sktaa| yAnI apane ye sAre saMyoga bhI aise haiN| isalie hama to isa taraha kucha pahanakara jAte haiM, idhara-udhara se

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phraikcara ho, tabhI se Adi jur3ane kI! (10) 169 hokara nikala jAte haiM, TAima guz2Ara dete haiM, tAki bahuta ghuTana na rhe| TUTe-jur3e, usameM 'khuda' kauna? loga to, jaba aMdara garmI lagatI hai taba kyA kahate haiM? ki, 'mujhe bukhAra A gyaa|' gharavAloM se kahegA ki, 'tharmAmITara laao|' phira nApakara kahatA hai, 'yaha to 101 DigrI bukhAra car3hA hai|' DaoNkTara AtA hai, vaha bhI kahatA hai ki, 'bukhAra car3hA hai' aura bhagavAna kI bhASA meM bukhAra utara rahA hai| bukhAra kI zurUAta nahIM huI, bukhAra kA vinAza ho rahA hai| aba yaha bAta logoM kI samajha meM nahIM AtI na! vikRta AhAra zurU kiyA na, tabhI se hama nahIM samajha jAe~ ki ye bukhAra ke kAraNoM kA hI sevana kara rahA hai! tabhI se bukhAra car3hane kI zurUAta kahI jaaegii| phira jaba bukhAra car3hatA hai, usa samaya to vaha bukhAra utarane kA kAraNa hai, vaha to aMdara bukhAra utAra rahA hai| praznakartA : aba bukhAra jaba apane Apa jA rahA ho, taba use nikAlane kI mehanata karate haiN| usakA kyA pariNAma AtA hai? dAdAzrI : nahIM, vaha mehanata bhI eka nimitta hai| praznakartA : jo svAbhAvika ho rahA hai, usameM daqhala karate haiM na? dAdAzrI : nahIM, ve daqhala to nahIM karate, vaha bhI svabhAvika hI ho rahA hai| bhItara usakI z2arUrata hogI to helpa hogI, lekina loga z2arUrata se z2yAdA kara dete haiN| maiM jo bola rahA hU~ na, vaisA maiM pahale se hI mAnatA thaa| abhI yadi bukhAra car3ha gayA hai, to vaha to A hI cukA thaa| vaha bukhAra pahale se hI A cukA thaa| usameM nayA kyA kahA? aura yaha to aba utara rahA hai!

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170 AptavANI-7 yaha duHkha aisI cIz2a hai ki tU jahA~ jAegA vahA~ sAtha meM AegA, isalie yahIM se duHkha se nivRtta ho jaa| hameM yahA~ para sauMpa de aura niber3A lA de| varnA yadi duHkha se bhAgA, to tU jahA~ jAegA vahA~ para duHkha sAtha meM aaegaa| hA~, ataH yahIM para hisAba cukA denA par3egA aura jo kucha ho vaha Apa khuda hI ho| isalie DhU~Dha nikAlo na! Apa jo ho, vaha bana jAne ke bAda kucha rahA hI nahIM na! bhale hI phira paira TUTa jAe, lekina taba bhI usa samaya Apa ho hI! paira TUTA, vaha to yahA~ para DiscArja karma ke hisAba cukAne haiN|

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[11] pApa-puNya kI paribhASA sahI dhana to sukha detA hai yaha to pUraNa-galana hai, usameM jaba pUraNa (cArja honA, bharanA) ho, taba ha~sane jaisA nahIM hai aura galana (DiscArja honA, khAlI honA) ho, taba rone jaisA nhiiN| yadi pUraNa hogA aura ha~sane kI Adata par3a gaI hogI to koI bhI mUrkha banA degaa| jaba duHkha kA pUraNa hotA hai, taba rotA kyoM hai? pUraNa meM yadi tujhe ha~sanA ho to hNs| pUraNa arthAt sukha kA pUraNa hotA hai taba bhI ha~sa aura duHkha kA pUraNa hotA hai taba bhI hNs| lekina inakI to bhASA hI alaga hai na! pasaMda aura nApasaMda, donoM rakhate haiM na? subaha jo nApasaMda ho, usI ko zAma ko pasaMda kara detA hai| subaha kahegA, 'tU yahA~ se calI jaa|' aura zAma ko use kahegA ki, 'tere binA mujhe acchA nahIM lgegaa|' yAnI bhASA hI anAr3I lagatI hai na! jagat kA niyama hI aisA hai ki jo pUraNa hotA hai, usakA galana hue bagaira rahatA nhiiN| yadi sabhI loga paise sirpha ikaTThe kara rahe hote to muMbaI meM koI bhI vyakti kaha sakatA thA ki, 'maiM sabase adhika dhanavAna huuN|' lekina aisI saMtuSTi kI bAta koI kahatA hI nhiiN| kyoMki niyama hI nahIM hai aisA! kudarata kyA kahatI hai? 'usane kitane rupaye kharca kie, vaha hamAre yahA~ nahIM dekhA jaataa| vaha to vedanIya kyA bhogA, zAtA yA azAtA, utanA hI hamAre yahA~ dekhA jAtA hai| rupaye nahIM hoMge to

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172 AptavANI-7 bhI zAtA bhogegA aura rupaye hoMge phira bhI azAtA bhogegaa|' yAnI jo kucha bhI zAtA yA azAtA vedanIya bhogatA hai, vaha rupayoM para AdhArita nahIM hai| abhI yadi apanI thor3I AmadanI ho, bilkula zAMti ho, koI jhaMjhaTa nahIM ho, taba hama kaheMge ki, 'calo, bhagavAna ke darzana kara Ae~!' aura ye jo paise kamAne meM raha gae, ve to gyAraha lAkha rupaye kamAe usakA harja nahIM hai, lekina abhI pacAsa haz2Ara kA nukasAna ho jAe to azAtA vedanIya khar3I ho jAtI hai! 'are, gyAraha lAkha meM se pacAsa hajAra mAinasa kara le na!' taba vaha kahegA ki, 'nahIM, usase to rakama kama ho jAegI na!' are, ta rakama kise kahatA hai? kahA~ se AI yaha rakama? vaha to z2immedArIvAlI rakama thI, isalie jaba kama ho jAe taba zora mata mcaanaa| yaha to, jaba rakama bar3he taba tU khuza ho jAtA hai aura kama ho jAe taba? are, pU~jI to 'bhItara' hai, kyoM hArTa phela karake usa pU~jI ko pUrA kho denA cAhatA hai? hArTa phela kare to pU~jI pUrI khatma ho jAegI yA nahIM? praznakartA : ho jaaegii| dAdAzrI : to yaha saba kisalie? taba vaha kahatA hai ki, 'lekina mere lie to vaha paisoM kI pU~jI qImatI hai!' are, Apako bhItaravAlI pU~jI kI z2arUrata nahIM hai? dasa lAkha rupaye pitA ne beTe ko dekara pitA kaheM ki, 'aba maiM AdhyAtmika jIvana jIU~gA!' to aba vaha beTA hamezA zarAba meM, mAMsAhAra meM, zeyarabAz2Ara meM, sabhI meM vaha paisA kho detA hai| kyoMki jo paise galata rAste ikaTThe hue haiM, ve khuda ke pAsa nahIM rhte| Aja to sahI dhana bhI, sahI mehanata kA dhana bhI nahIM raha pAtA, to galata dhana kaise rahegA? arthAt puNyavAle dhana kI AvazyakatA hogii| jisameM apramANikatA nahIM ho, dAnata sApha ho, vaisA dhana hogA to vaha sukha degaa| nahIM to, abhI to dUSamakAla kA dhana, vaha bhI puNya kA hI kahalAtA hai, lekina pApAnubaMdhI

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pApa-puNya kI paribhASA (11) 173 puNya kA hai| vaha nire pApa hI ba~dhavAegA! isake bajAya usa lakSmI se kahanA ki, 'tU AnA hI mata, utanI dUrI para hI rhnaa| usase hamArI zobhA rahegI aura terI bhI zobhA bddh'egii|' ye jo baMgale banate haiM, una saba meM sApha taura para pApAnubaMdhI puNya dikhatA hai| isameM yahA~ zAyada hI koI hogA, haz2AroM meM ekAdha vyakti, ki jisakA puNyAnubaMdhI puNya hogaa| bAkI ye sabhI pApAnubaMdhI puNya haiN| itanI lakSmI to hotI hogI kabhI bhI? nire pApa hI bA~dha rahe haiM, kucha bhogate-karate nahIM haiM aura pApa hI bA~dha rahe haiN| ye to tiryaMca kI riTarna TikaTa lekara Ae hue haiM! eka minaTa bhI nahIM rahA jA sake, aisA hai yaha saMsAra! z2abaradasta puNya hote hue bhI bhItara dAha kama nahIM hotaa| aMtaradAha niraMtara jalatA hI rahatA hai! cAroM ora se sabhI pharsTa klAsa saMyoga hoM phira bhI aMtaradAha calatA hI rahatA hai, aba vaha miTe kaise? puNya bhI aMta meM khatma ho jAte haiN| duniyA kA niyama hai ki puNya khatma ho jAte haiN| taba kyA hotA hai? pApa kA udaya hotA hai| yaha to aMtaradAha hai| pApa ke udaya ke samaya jaba bAharI dAha utpanna hogA, usa ghar3I terI kyA dazA hogI? isalie bhagavAna aisA kahate haiM ki 'sAvadhAna ho jaa|' pApa-puNya kI yathArtha samajha praznakartA : pApa aura puNya, ve bhalA kyA haiM? dAdAzrI : aisA hai, isa duniyA ko calAnevAlA koI nahIM hai| yadi koI calAnevAlA hotA to pApa-puNya kI koI z2arUrata nahIM thii| pApa aura puNya kA artha kyA hai? kyA kareMge to puNya milegA? isa jagat ke loga, hara eka jIva, ve bhagavAna svarUpa hI haiN| ye per3a haiM, unameM bhI jIva hai| aba loga aisA bhI kahate z2arUra haiM lekina vAstava meM vaisA unakI zraddhA meM nahIM hai| isalie per3a ko kATate haiM, tor3ate haiM, sabhI kucha karate haiN| unheM yoM hI

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174 AptavANI-7 aise tor3ate rahate haiM, yAnI ki bahuta nukasAna karate haiN| jIvamAtra ko kisI bhI prakAra kA nukasAna pahu~cAne se pApa ba~dhate haiM aura kisI bhI jIva ko kisI bhI prakAra se sukha dene para puNya ba~dhate haiN| Apa bagIce meM pAnI chir3akate ho to jIvoM ko sukha hotA hai yA duHkha? vaha jo sukha dete ho usase puNya ba~dhatA hai| kisI bhI jIva ko thor3A bhI trAsa do, usase pApa ba~dhatA hai| basa, itanA hI samajhanA hai| pUrA jagat bhagavAna svarUpa hI hai| aba, ye jo saba duzmana aura mitra dikhate haiM, vaha saba bhrAMti hai| vaha bhrAMtijJAna dUra ho jAe to sabhI tarapha zuddhAtmA hI hai| bAi rileTiva vyU poinTa vaha gadhA hai aura bAi riyala vyU poinTa vaha zuddhAtmA hai| ataH yadi kisI bhI jIva ko kiMcitmAtra sukha yA duHkha pahu~cAyA to usase hama para puNya yA pApa kA asara hotA hai aura phira vaha asara hameM bhoganA par3atA hai| praznakartA : lekina maiMne pApa kiyA yA puNya kiyA vaisA jJAna nahIM ho, phira bhI pApa-puNya baMdhege? use jJAna hI nahIM hai ki yaha maiMne pApa kiyA aura yaha puNya kiyA, to usa para isakA bilkula bhI asara hogA hI nahIM na? dAdAzrI : kudarata kA niyama aisA hai ki Apako jJAna ho yA nahIM ho, phira bhI usakA asara hue bagaira to rahatA hI nahIM hai| yadi isa per3a ko kATA aura Apa isameM koI pApa yA puNya nahIM samajhate ho, lekina phira bhI per3a ko duHkha to huA hI na? isalie Apako pApa lgaa| Apa cInI kI thailI lekara jA rahe hoM aura thailI meM cheda ho aura usameM se cInI bikhara rahI ho, to vaha cInI kisI ke kAma AegI yA nahIM AegI? nIce cIMTiyA~ hotI haiM, ve cInI le jAtI haiN| aba ise aisA kahA jAegA ki Apane dAna kiyaa| bhale hI binA samajhe, lekina dAna ho rahA hai na? ApakI jAnakArI meM nahIM hai, phira bhI dAna hotA rahatA hai

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pApa-puNya kI paribhASA (11) 175 I na? aura cIMTiyoM ko sukha hotA hai na? usase Apako puNya ba~dhatA to ataH yaha puNya aura pApa, ina donoM kA asara hotA rahatA hai| puNya hoM to puNya kA asara kyA kahalAtA hai? usase ApakI icchA ke anusAra saba hotA rahatA hai| puNya kA asara kyA hai? ki apanI icchA ke anusAra saba hotA rahatA hai aura pApa kA asara kyA hai? ki jo icchA kI ho usase ulTA hI hotA rahatA hai| aise kucha ulTe pAse par3e the? aba kyA usameM DAlanevAle kI bhUla hai? DAlanevAle kI bhUla nahIM hai| pAsA DAlanevAlA vahI thA, lekina jaba puNya kA asara thA taba pAse sahI gira rahe the aura jaba pApa kA asara AyA, taba sabhI pAse ulTe gire| jaba puNya kA asara rahegA, taba loga 'AIe, AIe, AIe caMdUbhAI, AIe caMdUbhAI seTha' kaheMge aura pApa kA asara rahegA taba 'jAne do na unakI bAta!' aisA kheNge| aba vahI ke vahI caMdUbhAI haiM, lekina unake pApa-puNya kA asara logoM para par3atA hai! pApa-puNya se mukti kisa prakAra? praznakartA : pApa dhonA AtA ho to? dAdAzrI : isa taraha dhonA nahIM A sktaa| jaba taka 'jJAnIpuruSa' rAstA nahIM dikhAte, taba taka pApa dhonA A hI nahIM sktaa| pApa dhonA yAnI kyA? ki pratikramaNa krnaa| atikramaNa, vaha pApa kahalAtA hai| vyavahAra se bAhara koI bhI kriyA kI, to vaha pApa kahalAtA hai, atikramaNa kahalAtA hai| ataH usakA pratikramaNa karanA pdd'egaa| isase phira ve sAre pApa dhula jAe~ge, nahIM to pApa nahIM dhuleNge| pApa ke udaya ke samaya upAya kyA? praznakartA : pratikramaNa karane se zAyada naye pApa nahIM ba~dhege, lekina purAne pApa to bhugatane hI par3eMge na?

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176 AptavANI-7 dAdAzrI : ApakA yaha kahanA ThIka hai ki pratikramaNa se naye pApa nahIM baMdhege lekina purAne pApa to bhugatane hI pdd'eNge| aba vaha bhogavaTA (sukha yA duHkha kA asara) kama z2arUra hogA, usake lie maiMne phira rAstA batAyA hai ki tIna maMtra eka sAtha bolnaa| usase bhI bhogavaTA kA phala halkA ho jaaegaa| kisI AdamI ke sira para Der3ha mana kA vaz2ana ho aura becArA aise taMga A gayA ho, lekina use ekadama se aise koI cIz2a dikha jAe aura dRSTi vahA~ par3e to vaha apanA duHkha bhUla jaaegaa| vaz2ana haiM phira bhI use du:kha kama lgegaa| vaise hI, ye jo trimaMtra haiM na, unheM bolane se vaha vaz2ana lagegA hI nhiiN| yAnI ye maMtra helpiMga cIz2a haiN| Apa kisI dina trimaMtra bole the? eka hI dina trimaMtra bole the? to z2arA z2yAdA bolo na, tAki saba halkA ho jAe aura Apako jo bhaya laga rahA hogA, vaha bhI baMda ho jaaegaa| kisI Tijana lagegA hI nahI ho, ye jo trima vaz2ana haiM phira puNya kA udaya kyA kAma karatA hai? sabakucha khuda kI icchA anusAra hone detA hai| pApa kA udaya kyA aisA hone detA hai? sabakucha apanI icchA se ulTA kara detA hai| nahIM ho sakatA mAinasa pApa kA kabhI praznakartA : yadi manuSya puNya ke rAste para jAe to phira pApa kyoM AtA hai? dAdAzrI : vaha to hamezA se niyama aisA hI hai na ki agara Apa koI bhI kArya karate ho, to agara vaha puNya kA kArya ho to Apake sau rupaye jamA hote haiM aura pApa kA kArya ho to bhale hI thor3A sA, eka hI rupaye kA ho, phira bhI vaha Apake khAte meM udhAra ho jAtA hai lekina usa sau meM se eka bhI kama nahIM hotaa| aise yadi kama ho jAtA to koI pApa lagatA hI nhiiN| ataH donoM alaga-alaga rahate haiM aura donoM ke phala bhI alagaalaga Ate haiN| jaba pApa kA phala Ae taba kar3avA lagatA hai|

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pApa-puNya kI paribhASA (11) usameM kisI ko doSa kaise diyA jA sakatA hai? koI cIz2a aisI nahIM ki jo ina puNyazAliyoM ko nahIM mile, lekina aisA pUrA puNya nahIM lAe haiM islie| nahIM to hara eka cIz2a, jaisI cAhie vaisI mile, aisA hai, lekina jaba taka loga laukika jJAna meM par3e hue haiM, taba taka kabhI bhI koI cIz2a prApta nahIM ho paaegii| eka to dimAg2a se z2arA garama hotA hai, usameM phira use yadi aisA jJAna mile ki 'bUdhe nAra pAMsarI / ' ( patnI ko dhamakAkara mArapITakara hI vaza meM rakhA jA sakatA hai) taba phira use jo cAhie thA, vahI mila gayA ! aisA jJAna mile to vaha jJAna use phala degA yA nahIM degA? phira kyA hogA? jisa strI ke kokha se tIrthaMkara janme, usa strI kI dazA to dekho tumane kaisI kI? kitanA anyAya hai? kyoMki jisa strI jAti kI kokha se caubIsa tIrthaMkara janme, bAraha cakravartiyoM janme, vAsudeva janme, vahA~ para bhI aisA kiyA? bhale hI Apako kar3avA anubhava huA lekina usake lie strI jAti ko kyoM bhalA-burA kahanA? Apa bAraha rupaye Daz2ana ke Ama lAo lekina ve khaTTe nikalate haiM aura tIna rupaye Daz2anavAle Ama bahuta mIThe nikalate haiN| yAnI kaI bAra cIz2a usakI qImata para AdhArita nahIM hotI, Apake puNya para AdhArita hotI haiN| ApakA puNya yadi z2ora lagAe na, to Ama bahuta mIThA nikalegA ! aura yaha jo khaTTA nikalA, usameM Apake puNya ne z2ora nahIM lagAyA, usameM kisI ko doSa kaise diyA jA sakatA hai? 177 yAnI yaha to puNya kI kamI hai, aura kyA hai yaha? bar3A bhAI jAyadAda nahIM de rahA ho to kyA vaha bar3e bhAI kA doSa hai? apane puNya meM kamI hai, usameM doSa kisI kA bhI nahIM hai yaha to, vaha puNya ko to sudhAratA nahIM aura bar3e bhAI ke sAtha nire pApa bA~dhatA hai! phira pApa ke done ikaTThe hote haiN| I aura isa taraha puNya ba~dhate haiM praznakartA : puNya kisa taraha sudharate haiM?

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AptavANI- -7 dAdAzrI : jo Ae use 'A bhAI, baitth|' usakA satkAra kre| apane yahA~ cAya ho to cAya, varnA jo ho vaha, eka parAThe kA Tukar3A ho to vaha de deN| pUcheM ki, 'bhAI, thor3A parAThA loge?' aise prema se vyavahAra kareMge to puNya bahuta ho jAe~ge / auroM ke lie karanA, vahI puNya ! ghara ke baccoM ke lie to hara koI karatA hai| puNya hI, mokSa taka sAtha meM praznakartA : kyA puNya ke bhAva AtmA ke lie hitakArI 178 haiM? dAdAzrI : ve AtmA ke lie isalie hitakArI z2arUra haiM ki ve puNya hoMge, tabhI yahA~ satsaMga meM 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke pAsa AyA jA sakegA na? varnA, ina maz2adUroM ke pApa haiM, isalie una becAroM se yahA~ AyA kisa taraha jAe? pUre dina mehanata karate haiM, taba jAkara zAma ko khAne ke paise milate haiM / isa puNya ke AdhAra para to Apako ghara baiThe khAnA milatA hai aura thor3A-bahuta avakAza milatA hai| ataH puNya to AtmA ke lie hitakArI hai| puNya hoMge to phurasata milegii| hameM aise saMyoga mileNge| thor3I mehanata se paisA mila jAegA aura puNya hoMge to dUsare puNyazAlI loga mila jAe~ge, nahIM to Tucce mileMge / praznakartA : AtmA ke lie vaha adhika hitakArI hai kyA? dAdAzrI : adhika hitakArI nahIM hai, lekina usakI z2arUrata to hai na? kabhI 'eksepzanala kesa' meM pApa bhI bahuta hitakArI ho jAte haiN| lekina puNyAnubaMdhI pApa honA cAhie | puNyAnubaMdhI pApa hogA na, to aura adhika hitakArI bana pdd'egaa| varnA abhI to sabhI pApAnubaMdhI puNya haiN| yaha baMgalA hai, moTara hai, sabakucha hai, phira bhI pUrA dina 'kisI kA le lU~, kisI kA ur3A lU~, kisI kA lUTa lU~' aisA hotA rahatA hai / yaha puNya to tiryaMca ke sTezana para jAne ke lie haiM /

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pApa-puNya kI paribhASA (11) 179 praznakartA : puNya baMdhana se to saMsAra bar3hatA hai, yahI bhAvArtha huA na? dAdAzrI : puNya yoM to hitakArI nahIM hai, puNya vaha eka prakAra se helpa karatA hai / pApa hoMge to 'jJAnIpuruSa' mileMge hI nahIM / 'jJAnIpuruSa' se milanA ho lekina pUre dina mila meM naukarI kara rahA ho to kisa taraha mila pAegA? yAnI isa prakAra se puNya helpa karatA hai| praznakartA : jisa prakAra pApa se saMsAra bar3hatA hai, usI prakAra puNya se bhI saMsAra bar3hatA hai na? dAdAzrI : puNya se bhI saMsAra to bar3hatA hai, lekina jaisejaise puNya bar3hatA hai vaise-vaise saMsAra bar3hatA hai aura vaise-vaise manuSya ko saccA vairAgya utpanna hotA hai, varnA saccA vairAgya hI utpanna nahIM hotaa| yaha to jaba taka nahIM mile taba taka aisA hotA hai, lekina yadi mila jAe na, to vApasa jaisA thA vaise kA vaisA hI bana jAtA hai| isalie use sabhI eksapiriyansa hone caahie| yahA~ se jo mokSa meM gae the na, ve saba z2abaradasta puNyazAlI the| dekhane jAo to unake AsapAsa dau sau - pA~ca sau to rAniyA~ hotI thIM aura bahuta bar3A rAjya hotA thaa| khuda ko patA bhI nahIM hotA thA ki kaba sUryanArAyaNa udaya hue aura kaba asta ho ge| puNyazAlI kA janma to aise ThATha - bATha meM hotA hai / bahuta sArI rAniyA~ hotI haiM, ThATha-bATha hote haiM phira bhI ve ukatA jAte haiM ki isa saMsAra meM kyA sukha hai bhalA? pA~ca sau rAniyoM meM se pacAsa rAniyA~ una para khuza rahatI thIM, bAkI kI mu~ha car3hAkara ghUmatI rahatI thiiN| kucha to rAjA ko maravAnA cAhatI thIM / arthAt yaha jagat to atyaMta kaThinAIyoMvAlA hai| isameM se pAra nikalanA bahuta muzkila hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' mila jAe~ to sirpha ve hI chuTakArA dilavA sakate haiM, varnA koI bhI chuTakArA nahIM dilavA sktaa| 'jJAnIpuruSa' chUTa cuke haiM, isalie hameM chuTakArA dilavA sakate haiM /

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180 AptavANI-7 ve taraNatAraNahAra bana cuke haiM, isalie ve chuTakArA dilavA sakate haiN| pApa-puNya, qImatI yA bhrAMti? praznakartA : jo puNyazAlI hoM, unheM sabhI 'AIe, baiThie' kareMge to, usase unakA aham nahIM bar3hegA? dAdAzrI : aisA hai na ki, yaha bAta jise 'jJAna' hai usake lie nahIM hai| yaha to saMsArI bAta hai| jisake pAsa 'jJAna' hai, usake lie to puNya bhI nahIM rahA aura pApa bhI nahIM rahA! usake lie to donoM kA nikAla hI karanA zeSa rhaa| kyoMki puNya aura pApa donoM bhrAMti haiN| lekina jagat ne ise bahuta qImatI mAnA hai| yAnI ki yaha to jagat kI bAta kara rahe haiN| lekina isa jagat meM loga bekAra hI hAtha-paira mArate haiN| eka vyakti to pacAsa-bAvana varSa kA ho gayA phira mujhase kahane lagA, 'aba kucha mere graha badaleMge aisA lagatA hai|' are, abhI taka terA ThikAnA nahIM par3A, to aba lakSmI tere pAsa kisa taraha AegI? bekAra hI zora macA rahA hai na! kisa kI AzA rakha rahA hai? jo hai vaha sameTakara so jA na cupcaap| jo AzA, nirAzA meM badala jAe, vaha AzA kisa kAma kI? AzA to kaisI honI cAhie? AzA aisI honI cAhie jo paripUrNa ho jaae| puNya to bahuta bar3I cIz2a hai lekina isa kAla meM itane puNya nahIM hote| yaha pApAnubaMdhI puNya hai! cAra-cAra gAr3iyA~ hotI haiM, lekina jaba ve seTha Ae~ to loga kaheMge, 'jAne do na baat|' jahA~ ajJAnatA, vahIM pApa-puNya ke baMdhana phira bhI pUrA jagat to aise ke aise hI calatA rahegA! jaba taka aisI mAnyatA haiM ki 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~,' taba taka karma ba~dhate hI rheNge| do prakAra ke karma baMdhate haiN| puNya kare to

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pApa-puNya kI paribhASA (11) 181 sadbhAva ke karma bA~dhate haiM aura pApa kare to durbhAva ke karma bA~dhate haiN| jaba taka haqa kA aura aNahakka (binA haqa kA) kA vibhAjana nahIM ho jAtA, taba taka jaisA logoM kA dekhe, vaisA hI vaha bhI sIkha jAtA hai| mana meM rahatA hai alaga, vANI meM kucha tRtiyama hI bolatA hai aura AcaraNa meM to ora hI prakAra kA hotA hai| aba ye mana, vANI aura vartana jaba taka ekAkAra nahIM hoMge taba taka kabhI bhI puNya nahIM ba~dhegA, arthAt nire pApa hI bNdhege| isalie abhI to logoM kI pApa kI hI kamAI hai| puNya to, puNyAnubaMdhI hI hoM eka puNya aisA hotA hai jo bhaTakAtA nahIM hai, vaisA puNya isa kAla meM bahuta hI kama hotA hai aura vaha bhI thor3e samaya bAda khatma ho jAegA, vaha puNyAnubaMdhI puNya kahalAtA hai| abhI yaha saba jo puNya dikha rahA hai, vaha pApAnubaMdhI puNya kahalAtA hai, aura vaha aisA puNya hai jo bhaTakA detA hai| praznakartA : puNyAnubaMdhI puNya kA udAharaNa diijie| dAdAzrI : Aja kisI vyakti ke pAsa moTara-baMgalA vagairaha sabhI sAdhana haiM, patnI acchI hai, bacce acche haiM, naukara acche haiM, yaha sabakucha jo acchA milA hai, use kyA kahate haiM? loga to kaheMge ki, 'puNyazAlI hai|' aba, vaha puNyazAlI kyA kara rahA hai, vaha hama dekheM to pUre dina sAdhu-saMtoM kI sevA karatA hai, dUsaroM kI sevA karatA hai aura mokSa kI taiyArI karatA hai| aisA saba karatekarate use mokSa ke sAdhana bhI mila Ate haiN| aisA kara rahA ho to hama samajha jAe~ge ki yaha puNyAnubaMdhI puNya hai| abhI puNya hai aura nayA puNya bA~dha rahA hai| varnA isa puNya meM to nire pApa ke hI vicAra Ate haiM ki, 'kisakA le lU~ aura kisakA khA jAU~ aura kisakA ikaTThA kruuN|' vaha aNahakka (binA haqa kA) kA bhoga letA hai| vaha pApAnubaMdhI puNya kahalAtA hai|

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182 AptavANI-7 ...taba to parabhava kA bhI bigar3e praznakartA : Aja kA TAima aisA hai ki iMsAna khuda kA bharaNa-poSaNa bhI pUrA nahIM kara sktaa| vaha pUrA karane ke lie use sahI-galata karanA par3e to kyA aisA kiyA jA sakatA hai? dAdAzrI : vaha to aisA hai na, ki jaise udhAra lekara dArU pIne jaisA hai, usake jaisA hai yaha vyaapaar| kucha acchA karo to puNya milegA jabaki isa galata kie hue se to abhI TUTa rahe haiN| abhI TUTa rahe haiM, usakA kyA kAraNa hai? pApa haiM, isalie Aja kamI par3a rahI hai, sabz2I nahIM hai, dUsarA kucha nahIM hai| phira bhI yadi abhI acche vicAra A rahe hoM, dharma meM-jinAlaya meM jAne ke, upAzraya meM jAne ke, kucha sevA karane ke, aise vicAra A rahe hoM to vaha puNyAnubaMdhI pApa hai| Aja pApa hai, phira bhI vaha puNya bA~dha rahA hai| lekina pApa hoM aura vaha phira se pApa hI bA~dhe, aisA nahIM honA caahie| pApa hoM, kamI ho, aura isa taraha ulTA kareM to phira apane pAsa bacA kyA? praznakartA : yaha to pUrA sarkala hai na, bloka, baccoM kI par3hAI, jIne ke lie ye saba z2arUrateM, to kucha galata nahIM kareM to pUrA nahIM ho paaegaa| to galata karanA cAhie yA nahIM? dAdAzrI : pUrA par3e yA nahIM par3e phira bhI Apako galata to karanA hI nahIM caahie| praznakartA : to ghara meM patnI kahegI ki, 'inameM kamAne kI kAbiliyata nahIM hai|' dAdAzrI : to Apa kahanA ki mujha meM kAbiliyata nahIM hai, tabhI to yaha saba phajItA hai| mujha meM kAbiliyata nahIM hai, Apako aura kahIM zAdI karanI ho to kara lo| praznakartA : aise bolane se sAmanevAle ko du:kha ho jAe to?

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pApa-puNya kI paribhASA (11) 183 dAdAzrI : to mAphI mA~ga lenaa| praznakartA : lekina pApa to ba~dhege na? dAdAzrI : nire pApa hI baMdha rahe haiM na! yaha subaha uThane se lekara zAma taka nire pApa hI bA~dha rahA hai! mokSa kA mArga to kahA~ gayA, lekina nire pApa hI bA~dha rahA hai| vAstavika jJAna hI ulajhana meM se chur3avAe logoM ne jise jAnA hai, vaha to laukika jJAna hai| saccA jJAna to vAstavika hotA hai aura jaba vAstavika jJAna ho taba kisI prakAra kA ajaMpA nahIM hone detaa| vaha bhItara kisI prakAra kI paz2ala khar3I nahIM hone detaa| isa bhrAMtijJAna se to nirI paz2ala hI khar3I hotI rahatI haiN| aura ve paz2ala phira solva nahIM ho pAtIM! bAta sahI hai, lekina vaha samajha meM AnI cAhie na? acchI taraha samajhe binA kabhI bhI hala nahIM aaegaa| samajha meM dRr3ha karanA pdd'egaa| isake lie pApa dhone pdd'eNge| jaba taka pApa nahIM dhuleMge, taba taka ThikAne para nahIM aaegaa| ye saba pApa hI ulajhA dete haiN| pAparUpI aura puNyarUpI rukAvaTeM haiM bIca meM, ve hI manuSya ko ulajhAtI haiM na! anaMta janmoM se bhaTakate-bhaTakate isa bhautika ke hI pIche par3e haiN| isa bhautika se aMtara zAMti nahIM miltii| rupayoM kA bistara bichA lene se kyA nIMda AegI? yaha to khuda kI sabhI anaMta zaktiyA~ vyartha ho gaIM!

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[12] kartApana se hI thakAna maiM jA rahA hU~ yA gAr3I jA rahI hai? yaha to bagaira upayoga aura jAgRti ke TAima bIta jAtA hai| upayogapUrvaka arthAt alarTanesa honI caahie| aise gappa lagAe aura jhoMke khAtA rahe, vaha saba bagaira upayoga kA kahalAtA hai, usase hameM kyA milA? gAr3I cala rahI ho aura gAr3I meM gappa lagAe, usake bajAya gAr3I meM alarTa rahA jA sakatA hai yA nahIM rahA jA sakatA? hameM senTrala sTezana para jAkara gAr3I meM baiTha jAnA hai| aisA nahIM kahanA hai ki, 'mujhe ANaMda jAnA hai|' hameM gAr3I meM baiTha jAnA hai, gAr3I ANaMda jaaegii| aura ANaMda sTezana para loga 'ANaMda A gayA, ANaMda A gayA' aisA boleMge, taba hama ANaMda meM utara jaaeNge| gAr3I ANaMda jAtI hai, taba apane loga kyA kahate haiM? gAr3I meM baiThe-baiThe bolate haiM ki, 'maiM ANaMda jA rahA huuN| phira mileNge|' 'are, tU kahA~ jA rahA hai? yaha to gAr3I jA rahI hai|' taba bhI kahegA ki, 'nahIM, maiM jA rahA huuN|' logoM kA vyavahAra aisA hai| use nakAra bhI nahIM sakate na! galata bhI nahIM kaha skte| lekina hameM samajha jAnA cAhie ki 'gAr3I jA rahI hai|' hameM aisA nahIM bolanA cAhie ki, 'maiM ANaMda jA rahA huuN|' varnA gAr3I meM baiThebaiThe thakAna mahasusa lgegii| hameM to bAta ko samajha lenA hai aura gAr3I meM baiThe rahanA hai| praznakartA : moTara meM jAe~, taba bhI 'maiM jA rahA hU~' aisA nahIM bolanA cAhie?

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kartApana se hI thakAna (12) dAdAzrI : cAhe kahIM bhI jAo, phira bhI aisA nahIM bolanA caahie| kyoMki moTara jA rahI hai| 'maiM jA rahA hU~' bolA ki thakAna mahasUsa hogii| aba agara gAr3I meM so jAegA taba bhI ANaMda AegA yA nahIM AegA? aura baiThA rahegA taba bhI ANaMda AegA na? aura koI z2arA gAr3I meM jaldabAz2I kara rahA ho, aise dekhatA rahe ki, 'yaha bharuca AyA yA bar3audA AyA?' usake lie bhI ANaMda AegA yA nahIM AegA? yAnI hameM sirpha jAnanA hai ki gAr3I AI hai, hama nahIM Ae haiN| hama to vahIM ke vahIM the ! nahIM to binA bAta ke thakAna hogI! gAr3I meM baiThakara bhI thakAna ho to yaha kaisI bAta? 185 hameM kisI bhI jagaha para thakAna mahasUsa hI nahIM hotii| kyoM nahIM hotI? kyoMki 'maiM kahA~ jA rahA hU~ yA A rahA hU~?' gAr3iyA~ jA rahI haiM aura A rahI haiN| phira mujhe kyoM thakAna hogI ? loga jAna-bUjhakara aisA kahate hoMge yA yaha saba ulTA hI hai? yaha vyavahAra ulTA hai, lekina usameM hama kyoM ulTA vyavahAra kareM? hama aba sIdhA vyavahAra jAna gae haiM, taba phira kyA koI ulTA vyavahAra karegA? yaha vyavahAra svabhAva se hI ulTA hai| isI kA nAma rileTiva hai| rileTiva hai yaha, matalaba kyA ki kisI ke AdhAra para aisA kahate haiM ki, 'maiM jA rahA hU~ / ' kauna sA AdhAra ? taba kahe ki, 'loga bhI aisA hI kahate haiM ki maiM jA rahA huuN|' vaha AdhAra hai, isalie hama bhI kahate haiM ki 'maiM jA rahA huuN|' lekina aba hameM usa AdhAra kI z2arUrata nahIM hai, hameM dUsarA AdhAra cAhie ki 'vAstava meM maiM nahIM jA rahA hU~, vAstava meM to gAr3I jA rahI hai| yadi gAr3I meM bhAgadaur3a karegA to kyA vaha jaldI pahu~ca jAegA ?' praznakartA: nahIM pahu~cegA / dAdAzrI : kyoM ? 'Aja bahuta jaldI meM hU~, gAr3I meM se utarate hI sIdhA korTa calA jAU~gA?' aise jaldabAz2I karake parezAna hone lage to? aura agara koI gAr3I meM caina se so jAe to?

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186 AptavANI-7 donoM muMbaI pahu~ceMge yA nahIM pahu~ceMge? parezAna honevAlA to muMbaI Ane taka AdhA ho cukA hogaa| praznakartA : jIvana vyavahAra ke saMyogoM kA sAmanA karate hue jo thakAna lagatI hai, usakA kAraNa kyA yahI hai? dAdAzrI : ApakI khoja sahI hai! apane yahA~ loga gAr3I meM muMbaI se Ate haiM aura bar3audA meM utarate haiN| phira kaheMge kyA ki 'maiM bahuta thaka gyaa|' are, Apa bahuta daur3e na! pUrI rAta daur3atA rahA isalie thaka gayA na? gAr3I kA kirAyA diyA, gAr3IvAlA bhI kahegA ki, 'sote-sote jaao|' yadi Apako baiThakara jAnA ho to baiThe-baiThe jAo, lekina Apako jaise ThIka lage usa taraha se jaao| lekina phira bhI vaha kyA kahegA ki, 'maiM bar3audA jA rahA huuN|' vaha bolatA hai, 'maiM jA rahA hU~' usI se yaha thakAna mahasUsa hotI hai| sirpha sAikolojikala iphekTa ke kAraNa hI thakAna mahasUsa hotI hai| hama to caina se bar3audA utara jAte haiN| koI pUche ki Apako gAr3I meM thakAna huI? taba maiM kahatA hU~ ki, 'mujhe kaisI thakAna! maiM to gAr3I meM baiThA thA, phira vahA~ para ArAma kiyaa| so gayA aura gAr3I meM sote-sote yahA~ taka AyA huuN|' sabhI ne kahA ki, 'bar3audA AyA, bar3audA AyA' taba maiM utara gyaa| usameM mujhe kyoM thakAna mahasUsa hogI? yaha to saba galata mAnate haiM ki 'maiM jA rahA hU~' usakA phira deha para asara ho jAtA hai| anubhava ke bAda rahe sAvadhAnI se koI vyakti bar3audA se muMbaI jA rahA ho, so jAne kA iMtaz2Ara kara rahA ho aura pAlaghara Ae taba gAr3I meM kucha jagaha khAlI ho jAe, to aba yadi vaha bistara bichAe, taba hama nahIM samajha jAe~ge ki yaha mUrkha AdamI hai? abhI eka ghaMTe meM to utara jAnA hai phira yaha kisalie yahA~ bistara lagA rahA hai? mujhe jJAna nahIM thA taba bhI maiM kahatA thA ki, 'bAla sapheda hue, aba kisalie

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kartApana se hI thakAna (12) 187 bistara bichA rahe ho ? bistara bichAkara kyA pA lenA hai?' aisA hai yaha jagat! ina logoM kA dekhakara mujhe bhI bistara kI burI Adata par3a gaI thii| loga bar3e-bar3e bistara lekara jAte the, to maiMne bhI muMbaI se eka bistara kharIdA aura aMdara gaddA DAlakara yAtrA meM le jAtA / hara bAra maz2adUra mila jAte the, lekina eka dina koI maz2adUra nahIM milA aura mujhase bhI bistara nahIM uThAyA gyaa| aba merI kyA dazA ho? aise khIMca-khIMcakara merA dama nikala gayA aura koI uThavAnevAlA bhI nahIM milaa| tabhI se saugaMdha khAI ki Age se utanA hI sAmAna gAr3I meM sAtha meM rakhanA hai, jitanA uThAyA jA ske| isalie itanA choTA sA baiga hI rakhatA hU~, aura koI jhaMjhaTa nhiiN| aura bichAne ke lie caddara / vaha caddara bichAkara baiga ko takiye kI taraha lekara aise hI so jAtA huuN| lekina agara baiga cubhe to baiga meM se tauliyA nikAlakara, aise sira ke nIce rakhakara so gae ki jhaMjhaTa khtm| aise uThAkara to merA dama nikala gayA thaa| taba se maiM samajha gayA ki ina logoM ke sAtha maiM kahA~ spardhA meM par3A ? yadi maz2adUra nahIM mileM to apanI kyA dazA hogI ? bistarA sTezana para chor3akara kahIM A sakate haiM? para use ghara to lAnA hI par3egA na ? bhItara cir3ha macatI hai ki 'lAo, aba maz2adUra hai nhiiN| isake bajAya to yahIM para chor3a do na !' lekina svabhAva aisA thA ki nahIM chor3a pAte the| kyoMki mamatA kA svabhAva aisA hai ki vaha kucha bhI nahIM chodd'tii| lekina mujhe jitanA - jitanA samajha meM AyA ki turaMta chor3a detA thaa| jahA~ mAra par3e vahA~ turaMta chor3a detA thaa| phira nizcaya kara letA thaa| lekina ye saba bAteM, mujhe jJAna huA usase pahale kI haiN| jJAna hone se pahale mujhameM aisI dRSTiyA~ utpanna huI thiiN| ... taba donoM siroM se mukta hue jJAna se pahale, hameM saba sTezana para chor3ane Ate the, gAr3I

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188 AptavANI-7 meM yoM bistara bichA dete the| phira gAr3I calane lage taba saba kahate, 'phira mileMge, aMbAlAla cAcA! aanaa|' phira gAr3I cala par3e taba ve sabhI nahIM dikhate the yAnI bar3audA se abhI baMdhe nahIM aura muMbaI se mukta ho gae, to aba kisameM rahanA hai? mokSa meM rahanA hai| yAnI jJAna hone se pahale maiM isa taraha se mokSa meM rahatA thaa| yahA~ se chUTe aura vahA~ para abhI taka baMdhe nahIM, vaha kauna sA kAla kahalAegA? vaha mukti hI kahalAegI na! to hama aisA phAyadA uThA lete the| aura loga kyA karate haiM ki muMbaI chor3A, phira bhI muMbaI sAtha meM le jAtA hai aura bar3audA Ane se pahale hI aMtara meM bar3audA ko DAla detA hai, isalie ulajhatA hI rahatA hai| aura maiM to nakkI hI kara detA thA ki muMbaI se mukta ho gae, bar3audA abhI taka AyA nahIM, ataH bhItara mukt| bIca kA kAla vaha mokSa kA kAla! AsAna rAstA hai na? hameM jJAna nahIM huA thA usase pahale bhItara taraha-taraha ke aise vicAra sphurita hote the! yaha eka acchA sphuraNa kahalAegA na! isI prakAra tU sote samaya, khuda ke rUma meM palaMga para so jAtA hai, to koI tere palaMga meM ghusa jAtA hai? nahIM! to usa ghar3I tU yadi kahe ki ghara se, sabhI se mukta hue aura palaMga se baMdhe nahIM haiN| kyoMki palaMga thor3e hI bAMdhatA hai hameM? yadi mukta dazA barate, to vaha kyA burA hai?

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[13] bhogavaTA, lakSmI kA kamAI meM, cukatA kie jIvana dAdAzrI : dhorAjI se yahA~ kalakattA meM Apa kisalie Ae ? praznakartA : jIvana nirvAha ke lie / dAdAzrI : jIvana nirvAha to jIva mAtra kara hI rahA hai| kutte, billI, sabhI apane - apane gA~va meM hI rahakara jIvana nirvAha karate haiN| ye mathurA ke baMdara hote haiM na, ve bhI vahIM ke vahIM, kisI se bhI cane lekara apanA nirvAha kara hI lete haiN| ve kahIM dUsare zahara meM nahIM jAte, mathurA meM hI rahate haiM / aura loga to sabhI jagaha jAte haiM ! praznakartA : lobha dRSTi hai na, isalie / dAdAzrI : hA~, vaha lobha parezAna karatA hai, nirvAha parezAna nahIM krtaa| yaha nirvAha parezAna kare aisA hai hI nahIM / nirvAha to, vaha jahA~ para ho vahA~ para use mila hI jaaegaa| manuSyatva to mahAna siddhi hai| use hara eka cIz2a mila AtI hai| lekina ye lobha ke kAraNa bhaTakate rahate haiM / 'yahA~ se lU~ yA vahA~ se lU~, yahA~ se lU~ yA vahA~ se lU~' karatA rahatA hai| yahA~ kalakattA taka Ae phira bhI koI aisA nahIM kahatA ki 'maiM saMtuSTa hokara baiThA hU~ !' praznakartA : saMtoSa rahe to phira duHkha kaisA? dAdAzrI : nahIM-nahIM, saMtoSa kI bAta nahIM hai| kamAne ke

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AptavANI-7 lie yahA~ taka Ae the, aba kamAkara koI aisA nahIM kahatA ki, 'mere pAsa pA~ca araba rupaye ho gae haiM, aba mujhe koI z2arUrata nahIM hai|' aisA kahanevAlA mujhe koI nahIM milA / pA~ca araba nahIM to 'eka araba ho gae haiN|' koI aisA kahe to bhI maiM samajha~ ki 'bhAI, ye kalakattA A gae the, ve haiM / zAbAza!' baiMka meM Apake kitane paise haiM? pacAseka lAkha rupaye haiM ? praznakartA : kyA bAta karU~ sAhaba? dAdAzrI : kyA kahate ho seTha ? yadi dhorAjI se yahA~ Ae, phira bhI baiMka meM kucha nahIM hai? dekho zaramAne jaisA ho gayA hai, vahA~ se yahA~ Ae aura pha~sa gae ulttaa| na to yahA~ ke rahe, na hI vahA~ ke rhe| 190 bhagavAna kI bhASA meM saMpatti kise kahate haiM? jo saMpatti guNAvAlI ho, use / guNAvAlI saMpatti sAtha meM le jAtA hai aura use khuda ko saMtoSa bhI rahatA hai| jo saMpatti bhAgavAlI hotI hai, use bhagavAna ne saMpatti mAnA hI nahIM / bhAgavAlI saMpatti to jaba yahA~ para mara jAtA hai aura taba usakI saMpatti bhI calI jAtI hai| vaha dhana jamA hotA hai paisoM kA svabhAva kaisA hai ? caMcala hai| isalie Ate haiM aura eka dina vApasa cale bhI jAte haiN| isalie paise logoM ke hita ke lie kharca karane cAhie / jaba kabhI ApakA kharAba udaya A jAe, taba logoM ko diyA huA hI ApakI helpa kregaa| isalie pahale se hI samajha lenA caahie| paisoM kA sadvyaya to karanA hI cAhie na ? ... cAritra se samajhadAra huA ki pUrA jagat jIta liyaa| phira bhale hI jo kucha khAnA ho vaha, khAe- pIe aura yadi adhika ho

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bhogavaTA, lakSmI kA (13) 191 to dUsaroM ko khilA de| aura kyA karanA hai phira? kyA kucha sAtha meM le jA sakate haiM? jo dhana auroM ke lie kharca ho, utanA hI dhana apanA hai| utanI hI agale janma kI silaka (jmaapuuNjii)| yAnI kisI ko yadi agale janma kI silaka jamA karanI ho to dhana auroM ke lie kharca krnaa| phira parAyA jIva arthAt koI bhI jIva, phira vaha kauA ho, aura vaha itanA sA cakha bhI gayA hogA na to bhI ApakI silaka jamA ho gii| kaue ko itanA DAlA aura vaha khA gayA, to ApakI silk| lekina Apa aura Apake baccoM ne khAyA, vaha saba ApakI silaka nahIM hai, vaha saba gaTara meM gyaa| to kyA gaTara meM jAnA baMda kiyA jA sakatA hai? nahIM. vaha to anivArya hai| hai koI cArA? lekina sAtha-sAtha samajhanA cAhie ki jo parAyoM ke lie kharca nahIM kiyA, vaha saba gaTara meM hI jAtA hai| manuSyoM ko nahIM khilAo aura aMta meM kauoM ko khilAo, cir3iyA ko khilAo, sabhI ko khilAo to bhI vaha parAyoM ke lie kharca kiyA mAnA jaaegaa| manuSya kI thAlI kI qImata to bahuta bar3ha gaI hai na? cir3iyA kI thAlI kI qImata bahuta nahIM hai na? taba jamA bhI utanA kama hI hogA na? dAna, hetu ke anusAra phala prApti praznakartA : kaI aisA kahate haiM ki dAna karane se devatA banate haiM, vaha saca hai na? dAdAzrI : dAna dekara bhI narka meM jAte haiM, aise bhI haiN| kyoMki dAna kisI ke dabAva ke kAraNa dete haiN| aisA hai na, ki isa dUSamakAla meM dAna karane kI lakSmI logoM ke pAsa hai hI nhiiN| dUSamakAla meM jo lakSmI hai vaha to aghora kartavyavAlI lakSmI hai| ataH yadi usakA dAna de, to usase to balki nukasAna hogaa| lekina phira bhI yadi kisI duHkhI iMsAna ko de, dAna

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192 AptavANI-7 dene ke bajAya usakI muzkila dUra karane ke lie kare to vaha acchA hai| dAna to nAma kamAne ke lie karate haiM, usakA kyA matalaba? jo bhUkhA ho use khAne kA do, kapar3e nahIM hoM to kapar3e do, varnA isa kAla meM dAna dene ke lie rupaye kahA~ se lAegA? sabase acchA to dAna-vAna dene kI z2arUrata hI nahIM hai| apane vicAra acche karo, dAna dene ke lie dhana kahA~ se lAe? saccA dhana AyA hI nahIM na! aura saccA dhana saraplasa rahatA bhI nahIM hai| ye loga jo bar3e-bar3e dAna dete haiM na, vaha to hisAba se bAhara kA, Upara kA dhana A jAtA hai, vaha hai| phira bhI jo dAna dete haiM unake lie galata nahIM hai| kyoMki galata rAste se liyA aura acche rAste para diyA, to bhI bIca meM pApa se mukta to huA! kheta meM bIja boyA, vaha jaba ugegA taba utanA phala to milegA! praznakartA : kavirAja ke pada meM eka lAina hai na ki, 'dANacorI karanArAo, soyadAne chUTavA mathe ' 'kara-corI karanevAle, sUI jitanA dAna karake chUTane ke lie jhUjheM' to isameM eka jagaha para kara-corI kI aura dUsarI jagaha para dAna diyA, to usane utanA to prApta kiyA, aisA kaha sakate haiM? dAdAzrI : nahIM, prApta kiyA, aisA nahIM kaha skte| vaha to narka meM jAne kI nizAnI hai| vaha to dAnata cora hai| karacora ne corI kI aura sUI kA dAna diyaa| usake badale dAna nahIM detA aura sIdhA rahatA na, to bhI acchA thaa| aisA hai na, ki chaha mahIne jela kI sajA acchI, bIca meM do dina bAga meM le jAe~ to usakA kyA artha hai? ye kavi to kyA kahanA cAhate haiM ki ye saba kAlA bAz2Ara, kara-corI, sabakucha karane ke bAda phira khuda kA nAma nahIM bigaDe, khuda kA kharAba nahIM dikhe, isa vajaha se ye loga pacAsa haz2Ara dAna de dete haiN| ise sUI kA dAna kahate haiN|

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bhogavaTA, lakSmI kA (13) 193 praznakartA : yAnI Aja vaise sAtvika loga to haiM nahIM na! dAdAzrI : saMpUrNa sAtvika kI to AzA rakhI hI nahIM jA sakatI na! lekina yaha to kisake lie hai ki jo bar3e loga karor3oM rupaye kamAte haiM aura isa tarapha eka lAkha rupaye dAna meM dete haiM, vaha kisalie? nAma kharAba nahIM ho, usake lie| abhI isa kAla meM hI aisA sUI kA dAna cala rahA hai| yaha bahuta samajhane jaisA hai| dUsare loga dAna dete haiM, kucha gRhastha hote haiM, sAdhAraNa sthiti ke hote haiM, ve loga dAna deM usameM harja nahIM hai| yaha to sUI kA dAna dekara khuda kA nAma bigar3ane nahIM dete, khuda kI iz2z2ata DhaMkane ke lie kapar3e badala dete haiM! sirpha dikhAvA karane ke lie isa taraha ke dAna dete haiM! ...lekina takhtI meM khatma ho gayA abhI pUrI duniyA kA dhana gaTara meM jA rahA hai| ina gaTaroM ke pAipa bar3e kara die haiN| vaha kisalie? ki dhana ko jAne ke lie sthAna cAhie na? kamAyA huA sabakucha khA-pIkara bahAkara saba gaTara meM jAtA hai| eka bhI paisA sahI mArga para nahIM jAtA aura jo paisA kharca karate haiM, kaoNleja meM dAna diyA, phalAnA diyA, vaha saba igoiz2ama hai! binA igoiz2ama ke jo paisA jAe, vaha saccA kahalAtA hai| varnA isase to ahaMkAra ko poSaNa milatA rahatA hai| kIrti milatI rahatI hai ArAma se! lekina kIrti milane ke bAda usakA phala AtA hai| vApasa vaha kIrti jaba palaTatI hai taba kyA hotA hai? apakIrti hotI hai| taba parezAnI hI parezAnI ho jAtI hai| usake bajAya kIrti kI AzA hI nahIM rakhanI caahie| kIrti kI AzA rakhe to apakIrti AegI na? jise kIrti kI AzA nahIM hai, use apakIrti AegI hI kaise? koI dharmadAna meM lAkha rupaye de aura takhtI rakhavAe aura koI vyakti eka rupayA hI dAna meM de lekina gupta rUpa se de,

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194 AptavANI-7 to yaha jo gupta rUpa se dete haiM usakI bahuta qImata hai / phira bhale hI eka rupayA diyA ho| aura ye takhtI lagavAte haiM, vaha to 'bailensazITa' pUrI ho gaI / sau kA noTa Apane mujhe diyA aura maiMne Apako chuTTe die, usameM mujhe lenA bhI nahIM rahA aura Apako denA bhI nahIM rahA! isI taraha ye loga dharmadAna karake khuda ke nAma kI takhtI lagavAte haiM, use phira kucha lena-dena rahA hI nahIM na? kyoMki jo dharmadAna diyA thA, usakA muAvaz2A usane takhtI lagavAkara vApasa le liyA / aura jisane eka hI rupayA gupta rUpa se diyA, to usane dekara vApasa liyA nahIM hai, isalie usakA bailensa bAkI rahA / hama maMdiroM meM aura sabhI jagaha ghUme haiM, vahA~ kucha jagaha para dIvAreM takhtiyoM, takhtiyoM aura sirpha takhtiyoM se bharI huI hotI haiN| takhtiyoM kI vailyUezana kitanI ? takhtI arthAt kIrti ke lie ! aura jahA~ kIrti hetu Dhera sArI takhtiyA~ hoM, vahA~ koI iMsAna dekhatA bhI nahIM hai ki isameM kyA par3hanA ! pUre maMdira meM eka hI takhtI ho to koI par3hegA, lekina ye to Dhera sArI, pUrI kI pUrI dIvAreM takhtIvAlI banA dI hoM to kyA hogA? phira bhI loga kahate haiM ki mere nAma kI takhtI lagavAnA ! logoM ko takhtiyA~ hI pasaMda haiM na ! aMta meM to dharma kA hI sAtha z2arUrata ke samaya to sirpha dharma hI ApakI madada karane ke lie hAz2ira rahegA, isalie dharma ke rAste para lakSmI jI ko jAne denA / sirpha eka suSamakAla meM lakSmI jI para moha karane yogya thA / ve lakSmI jI to AI nahIM ! abhI ina seThoM ko hArTaphela aura blaDaprezara kauna karavAtA hai? isa kAla kI lakSmI hI karavAtI hai| praznakartA : yadi jIvana meM Arthika paristhiti kamaz2ora ho taba kyA kareM? dAdAzrI : eka sAla barasAta nahIM ho to kisAna kyA kahate

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bhogavaTA, lakSmI kA (13) 195 haiM ki 'hamArI Arthika sthiti khatma ho gii|' aisA kahate haiM yA nahIM kahate? vApasa phira dUsare sAla barasAta Ae taba unakI sthiti sudhara jAtI hai| arthAt jaba Arthika sthiti kamajora ho jAe, taba dhIraja rakhanA cAhie, kharca kama kara denA cAhie aura kisI bhI rAste mehanata aura prayatna adhika karane caahie| arthAt kamaz2ora paristhiti ho tabhI yaha saba karanA cAhie, varnA paristhiti acchI ho taba to apane Apa hI gAr3I calatI rhegii| kyA abhI bahuta nAjuka sthiti hai? kyA-kyA parezAnI hotI hai? praznakartA : koI bhI icchita cIz2a prApta karanI ho to dera lagatI hai| dAdAzrI : oho! icchita cIz2a!! lekina isa zarIra ko kauna sI cIz2a cAhie, vaha Apa jAnate ho? praznakartA : yoM to bhagavAna kI prApti hI mukhya vastu hai| dAdAzrI : bhagavAna kI prApti ke lie yaha zarIra hai, lekina isakI z2arUrateM kyA-kyA haiM? rAta ko itanI khicar3I de dI ho, to Apako pUrI rAta dhyAna karane degA yA nahIM? yAnI yaha zarIra aura kucha nahIM mA~gatA, bAkI saba to mana ke tUfAna haiM! do TAima bhojana milatA hai yA nahIM milatA? praznakartA : milatA hai| dAdAzrI : isa deha ko Avazyaka khurAka hI dene kI z2arUrata hai, ise aura kisI cIz2a kI z2arUrata nahIM hai| nahIM to phira ye trimaMtra roz2a eka-eka ghaMTA bolanA na! yaha bologe to Arthika paristhiti sudhara jaaegii| usakA upAya karanA caahie| upAya karoge to sudhara jaaegii| Apako yaha upAya pasaMda AyA? lakSmI, mehanata kA phala yA buddhi kA? bAta ko samajhanI to par3egI na? aise kaba taka gappa calegI?

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196 AptavANI-7 hai| vaha to aura nukasAna, 48 ke adhIna aura upAdhi pasaMda to hai nhiiN| yaha manuSya deha upAdhi se mukta hone ke lie hai, sirpha paise kamAne ke lie nhiiN| paisA kaise kamAte hoMge? mehanata se kamAte hoMge yA buddhi se? praznakartA : donoM se| dAdAzrI : yadi paise mehanata se kamAte, to ina maz2adUroM ke pAsa bahuta sAre paise hote| kyoMki ye maz2adUra hI sabase adhika mehanata karate haiM na! aura paise buddhi se kamA rahe hote, to ye saba paMDita haiM hI na! to unakI to cappala bhI AdhI ghisI huI hotI hai| isalie paise kamAne, vaha buddhi kA khela nahIM hai, na hI mehanata kA phala hai| vaha to Apane pahale puNya kie hue haiM, usake phalasvarUpa Apako milate haiM aura nukasAna, vaha pApa kiyA hai usake phalasvarUpa hai| lakSmI puNya ke aura pApa ke adhIna hai| ataH yadi lakSmI cAhie to hameM puNya-pApa kA dhyAna rakhanA caahie| lakSmI ke prati prIti! to bhagavAna ke prati? pUre jagat ne lakSmI ko hI mukhya mAnA hai na? hara eka kAma meM lakSmI hI mukhya hai| isalie lakSmI para adhika prIti hai| jaba taka lakSmI para prIti adhika rahegI, taba taka bhagavAna para prIti nahIM raha skegii| bhagavAna para prIti hone ke bAda lakSmI para prIti khatma ho jAtI hai| donoM meM se eka para prIti rhegii| yA to lakSmI ke sAtha yA phira nArAyaNa ke saath| Apako ThIka lage vahA~ para rho| lakSmI duHkha degii| jo sukha detI hai, vaha du:kha bhI degii| jabaki nArAyaNa sukha nahIM dete aura duHkha bhI nahIM dete, niraMtara AnaMda meM rakhate haiM, muktabhAva meM rakhate haiM! jJAnIpuruSa ke pAsa eka bAra dila se ha~se, tabhI se bhItara bhagavAna ke sAtha tAra joinTa ho jAtA hai| kyoMki Apake bhItara bhagavAna baiThe hue haiM, hamAre bhItara bhI bhagavAna baiThe hue haiN| lekina

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bhogavaTA, lakSmI kA (13) hamAre bhItara bhagavAna saMpUrNa vyakta ho cuke haiM, jabaki Apa meM vyakta nahIM hue haiM, basa utanA hI hai| lekina kisa prakAra vyakta hoMge? jaba taka bhagavAna ke sammukha nahIM hue, taba taka kisa taraha vyakta hoMge? Apa bhagavAna ke sammukha hue the kabhI bhI? praznakartA : yoM to hama lakSmI ke sammukha hue haiM / 197 dAdAzrI : vaha to pUrA jagat hI lakSmI ke sammukha huA hai na! aura Apa seTha jI lakSmI ke sammukha hue ho yA vimukha? praznakartA : maiM to usake prati udAsIna hU~ ! dAdAzrI : aisA? to Apa sammukha bhI nahIM aura vimukha bhI nahIM ho? aisA? udAsIna, vaha to bahuta bar3I cIz2a hai / lakSmI Ae taba bhI ThIka hai aura nahIM Ae taba bhI ThIka hai / yaha to kaisA bhogavaTA ? logoM ko lakSmI ko saMbhAlanA bhI nahIM AtA aura bhoganA bhI nahIM aataa| bhogate samaya kaheMge ki, 'itanA maha~gA ? itanA maha~gA liyA jAtA hogA?' are, cupacApa bhoga na! lekina bhogate samaya bhI du:kha, kamAte hue bhI duHkha ! loga parezAna kareM, aise meM kamAnA par3atA hai| kucha to udhAra ke paise vApasa nahIM dete, ataH kamAte hue bhI duHkha aura saMbhAlate hue bhI duHkha ! saMbhAlate raheM, taba bhI baiMka meM raha nahIM pAte na ! baiMka ke khAte kA matalaba hI kreDiTa aura DebiTa, pUraNa aura galana ! lakSmI jAtI hai taba bhI bahuta du:kha detI hai| 'ye itane maha~ge Ama kahIM lie jAte hoMge? yaha sabz2I itanI maha~gI kyoM lI?' are, sabhI meM tU maha~gA, maha~gA kahatA rahatA hai / maha~gA kise kahatA hai tU ? to sastA kise kahatA hai ? yaha to eka prakAra kI burI Adata par3I huI hai| usakI dRSTi baiTha gaI hai to phira kyA ho? hama kyA kahate haiM ki jo AyA, jo maha~ge bhAva kA AyA, vaha saba karekTa hI hai, 'vyavasthita' hai| lekina

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198 AptavANI-7 use samajha meM nahIM AtA na? pahale se usakI dRSTi baiTha cukI hai, vaha chUTatI nahIM na! kucha to inkamaTaiksa pacAkara baiThe hote haiM, paccIsa-paccIsa karor3a rupaye dabAkara baiThe hote haiN| lekina ve jAnate nahIM haiM ki sabhI rupaye cale jaaeNge| bAda meM jaba inkamaTaiksavAle noTisa deMge taba rupaye kahA~ se nikAlegA? yaha to nirA pha~sAva hai! ina U~ce car3hanevAle ko to bahuta jokhimadArI hai, lekina vaha jAnatA hI nahIM na! balki, pare dina kisa taraha se inkamaTaiksa bacAU~, vahI dhyAna! isIlie hama kahate haiM na, ki yaha to tiryaMca kI riTarna TikaTa lekara AyA rupayoM kA niyama kaisA hai ki kucha dina Tikate haiM aura phira cale jAte haiN| cale hI jAte haiN| vaha rupayA ghUmatA z2arUra hai, phira vaha naphA le AtA hai, nukasAna le AtA hai yA byAja le AtA hai, lekina ghUmatA z2arUra hai, vaha baiThA nahIM rhtaa| vaha svabhAva se hI caMcala hai| yAnI yaha Upara car3ha gayA ho to phira Upara use pha~sAva lagatA hai| utarate samaya utara nahIM pAtA, car3hate samaya to joza meM car3ha jAtA hai| car3hate samaya to joza meM aise pakar3apakar3akara car3ha jAtA hai, lekina utarate samaya to, jaise billI mu~ha maTakI meM DAle, z2ora se DAle aura phira nikAlate samaya kaisA hotA hai? vaisA hotA hai| sahaja prayatna se, saMdhAna milegA hI isalie hama kahate haiM ki apane puNya kA khaao| puNya kise kahate haiM? ghara Akara subaha sAr3he pA~ca baje uThAe ki, 'bhAI, hameM baMgalA banavAnA hai aura usakA kaoNnTraikTa Apako denA hai|' aisA 'vyavasthita' hai! yadi mAlika bhAgadaur3a nahIM kare phira bhI 'vyavasthita' mAlika ko uThAne Ae aura mAlika yadi baMgalA banavAne ke lie bhAgadaur3a kare, to 'vyavasthita' kyA kahegA ki, 'hogA aba!'

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bhogavaTA, lakSmI kA (13) 'vyavasthita' se bAhara kucha ho sake, aisA hai nhiiN| phira bhI hameM 'vyavasthita' kA artha aisA nahIM karanA cAhie ki, 'maiM so jAtA hU~, sabakucha ho jAegA / ' yadi 'vyavasthita' kahanA ho to apanA prayatna honA cAhie / phira bhI prayatna to 'vyavasthita' karavAtA hai utane hI karane hote haiN| lekina apanI icchA kyA honI cAhie? prayatna karane kii| phira 'vyavasthita' jitanA karavAe utane hI prayatna meN| phira dasa baje se vasUlI ke lie calane lage, vaha vyakti nahIM milA taba phira se bAraha baje gayA to bhI nahIM milA taba phira ghara Akara vApasa Der3ha baje jAe, aisA nahIM karanA hai / prayatna arthAt eka bAra jAkara AnA, phira vApasa vicAra mata karanA / yaha to prayatna karate haiM, vaha bhI kitanA ki dhakke khAte rahate haiM prayatna to sahaja prayatna hone cAhie / sahaja prayatna kise kahate haiM ki hama jise DhU~Dha rahe hoM, vaha sAmane mila jAe / yoM usake ghara jAe to vaha nahIM milatA, lekina vApasa lauTate samaya mila jAtA hai| merA sabakucha sahaja prayatna se ho jAtA hai| sahaja rUpa se hI aisA hisAba seTa ho gayA hai| kyoMki hamArI daqhala nahIM hai kisI prakAra kI ! I 199 hisAbavAlI rakama, kama-jyAdA hogI hI nahIM lakSmI ko Age-pIche karanevAlA koI hai hI nhiiN| kama yA z2yAdA karanevAlA bhI koI nahIM hai| yaha to sirpha ahaMkAra hI karatA hai ki, 'yaha saba maiMne kmaayaa|' lakSmI to ApakA hisAba hai aura vaha Apa jisa taraha se mA~goge usa taraha se Apako milegaa| koI Apa se kahe ki, 'ApakA TenDara kisa prakAra kA hai?' taba Apa kaho ki, 'sAhaba, sabhI prakAra se corI karake hI kamAnA hai|' taba kaheMge ki, 'terI rakama tujhe usI taraha milegii|' Apa kaho ki, 'sAhaba, mujhe eka paise kI bhI corI nahIM karanI hai / ' taba bhI utanI hI rakama milegii| rakama iz2a da sem| lekina yaha to ApakA vahA~ para TesTa hotA hai

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200 AptavANI-7 aura yadi corI karane se rakama bar3ha jAtI to kabhI kisI ko nukasAna hotA hI nhiiN| praznakartA : abhI lobha ke kAraNa yaha adharma ghusa gayA hai na? dAdAzrI : hA~, isa lobha ke kAraNa hI bahuta nukasAna hotA hai, vaha lobha hI use pha~sAtA hai| aisA karo na, to itane dasa haz2Ara baca jaaeNge|' isIlie to lobha ko duzmana kahA hai na! lobha ulTA sikhAkara manuSya ko aMdhA kara detA hai, 'ye dasa haz2Ara baca rahe haiM isalie likha do na ulTA!' praznakartA : aura lobha ko bar3hAnevAlI apanI sarakAra hI hai na? dAdAzrI : sarakAra yAnI aMta meM to hama hI haiM, vaha apanA hI svarUpa hai| yAnI vaha apane hI sira para AtA hai, to phira kise gAliyA~ deMge? sarakAra to apanA hI pratIka hai| to kise kaheMge hama? ataH bhUla khuda kI hI hai| sabhI prakAra se yadi khuda kI hI bhUla dekhegA to bhUla khatma hogI, nahIM to bhUla khatma nahIM hogii| praznakartA : hama logoM ko Aja aisA lagatA hai ki hamAre bacce kitane paise kharca karate haiM, lekina hamAre z2amAne meM eka rupaye mana bAjarA thA, aura abhI? dAdAzrI : bAta ThIka hai! aisA hai na, maiM Apako sahI bAta kaha dU~, yaha hakIkata jAnane jaisI hai ki yadi itanI maha~gAI ho jAe to pablika khAne-pIne kA kucha bhI nahIM pA skegii| isalie phira maiMne jJAna se dekhA ki, 'yaha kyA hai phira? ye loga kisa taraha tela lAkara khAte haiM? kisa taraha dasa rupaye bhAva kI cInI lAkara khAte haiM? itanI maha~gI cIjeM ye kisa taraha khAte hoMge? vaha saba hisAba nikaalaa| aMta meM jJAna se dekhA

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bhogavaTA, lakSmI kA (13) 201 taba patA calA ki vahA~ para rupayoM kA jhaMjhaTa nahIM hotaa| Apako kitanA ghI, kitanA tela, kitanI sabjI, kitanA vejiTebala ghI, kitanA zuddha ghI, kitanA dUdha, ina sabakA hisAba Apake sAtha joinTa ho cukA hai| usI kAraNa ye sabhI cIjeM milatI haiM, varnA ye to kisI ko milatI hI nahIM, dhanavAnoM ko bhI nahIM miltiiN| niMdA baMda hone se, lakSmI chalake apanA yaha deza paisevAlA kaba banegA? kaba lakSmIvAna aura sukhI hogA? jaba niMdA aura tiraskAra baMda ho jAe~ge tb| ye donoM baMda hue ki deza meM behisAba paise aura lakSmI hoNge| praznakartA : niMdA aura tiraskAra kaba baMda hoMge? dAdAzrI : jaba lobha bar3he taba niMdA aura tiraskAra, donoM baMda ho jAte haiN| praznakartA : lobha bar3he to kapaTa bar3hatA hai na? dAdAzrI : hA~, lekina logoM kA tiraskAra aura niMdA karanA to baMda ho jAegA na! lobhI manuSya ko kabhI samaya hotA hI nahIM aura lobhI to apanI hI mastI meM rahatA hai, isalie phira use lakSmI ke aMtarAya nahIM pddte| lakSmI ke aMtarAya to kise hote haiM? ki jise yaha saba hotA hai na ki 'maganalAla aise haiM, phalAne bhAI aise haiN|' jahA~ aisI niMdA hai, vahA~ para lakSmI nahIM hai| 'yaha nIcI jAti kA hai, yaha U~cI jAti kA hai, yaha aisA hai, yaha vaisA hai|' lobhI ko aisA koI jhaMjhaTa rahatA hI nhiiN| koI ga~vAra bhI agara usakA grAhaka ho na to use bhI kahegA ki, 'Ao bhAI, baiTho seTha, yahA~ gaddI para baiTho na!' / praznakartA : to phira lobhI ko aisA koI aMtarAya bAdhaka nahIM hai?

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202 AptavANI 6 uu - dAdAzrI : lobhI yAnI sirpha paise kA hI lobha ho, aisA nahIM / sukha kA bhI lobha hotA hai| praznakartA : mAna kA lobha hotA hai? hai? dAdAzrI : mAna kA lobha nahIM mAnA jAtA, sukha kA lobha kahA jAtA hai| mAna ke lobha meM to phira niMdA ghusa jAtI hai| praznakartA : to isa muMbaI meM loga mAna ke lobha meM nahIM dAdAzrI : nahIM, vAstava meM yaha mAna kA lobha nahIM mAnA jAtA, sukha kA lobha hotA hai| mAna kA lobha kaba kahalAtA hai ki dUsaroM kI niMdA karane kA use samaya mile| muMbaI zahara meM logoM se pUchakara Ao ki 'Apako dUsaroM kI niMdA karane kA samaya hai?' taba kaheMge, 'nhiiN|' yAnI ghar3Ibhara kA bhI khAlI samaya ina logoM ke pAsa nahIM hotaa| aura vahA~ vaDhavANa ( gujarAta kA eka gA~va) meM jAe~ to ? praznakartA : vahA~ sabhI jagaha yahI hotA hai / dAdAzrI : phira bhI hamane kyA kahA hai ki, isa hindustAna meM niMdA aura tiraskAra kama hone lage haiM aura lobha bar3hA hai| sukha kA lobha lagA hai, isalie hindustAna acchA bnegaa| isa lakSaNa para se maiM samajha jAtA huuN| bhale hI z2arA moha bar3hegA, lekina dUsarA saba niMdA, tiraskAra vagairaha kama hoMge na? jo lobhI hotA hai aura usake pAsa yadi hamAre paise pha~se hue hoM aura hama use gAliyA~ deM, taba vaha ha~satA hai / 'are, maiM gAliyA~ de rahA hU~ aura tU ha~sa rahA hai?' taba phira ar3osI - par3osI aura rAste calate loga hameM kyA kaheMge ki, 'yaha cir3ha rahA hai, isalie yahI AdamI nAlAyaka hai|' ise dekho na becArA ha~sa rahA hai, aura vaha balki apane sira pdd'egaa| rupaye gaye apane aura Upara

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bhogavaTA, lakSmI kA (13) 203 se lobhI ke sAmane galata dikhe| samajha meM AyA na ki lobhI kaisA hotA hai? praznakartA : lobhI khuda ke sukha meM hI rahA karatA hai| dAdAzrI : vaha samajhatA hai ki abhI yaha thakakara calA jAegA lekina apane ko to ye rupaye mila gae na! aisI bAta loga samajha jAe~ to sukhI ho jAe~ge na! ___ yaha kudarata hamArI helpa meM hai, yaha bAta pakkI hai| isalie maiMne kaha rakhA hai ki 2005 meM hindustAna varlDa kA kendra bana jaaegaa| ataH yaha bAta bahuta samajhane jaisI hai| loga du:khI kyoM the, vaha maiMne DhU~Dha nikAlA, aura abhI gA~vavAle kisalie duHkhI haiM? abhI taka ve niMdA ke hI dhaMdhe meM par3e hue haiN| Aja ke ye jIva to aura kucha nahIM ho to reDiyo-TI.vI. kI mastI meM hI rahate haiM! ye loga kisI kI niMdA meM nahIM pdd'te| ye to TI.vI. dekhate haiM, aura bhI kucha dekhate haiM, phalAnA dekhate haiM, vaha bhI khuda kI A~kheM bigaadd'kr| logoM kI A~kheM thor3e hI bigAr3ate haiM? khuda kI hI z2immedArI hai na! apanA pUrA deza niMdA se, bhayaMkara niMdA se khatma ho gayA thA, zAstrakAroM ne niyama batAyA hai ki avazya TIkA krnaa| TIkA-TippaNI nahIM karoge to phira loga sudhareMge nhiiN| usa TIkA kA igz2aigarezana ho gayA aura usase phira niMdA A gaI! jo viTAmina thA, usI kA nAza kara diyA! maiM to poz2iTiva karanA cAhatA hU~, negeTiva sensa lAnA hI nahIM caahtaa| yadi vaha acchA ho na, to use acche meM puSTi de detA huuN| yAnI acchA itanA adhika prakAzamAna ho jAe, itanI adhika jagaha rokatA jAe ki negeTiva khatma hI ho jaae| isa jagat meM abhI taka negeTiva hI TakarAva karavAtA rahA hai! lakSmI Ane ke bAda bhI sukha nahIM hai| yadi aMtaradAha rahe to vaha saba pApAnubaMdhI

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AptavANI-7 puNya kI lakSmI hai, varnA saccI lakSmI eka bhI kleza nahIM hone detii| yAnI lakSmI ke to itane acche guNa haiM ! binA 'kAraNa' ke 'klema' nahIM hotA 204 praznakartA : akAraNa to kucha hotA hI nahIM hai na? dAdAzrI : jagat akAraNa hai hI nahIM / jahA~ akAraNa hotA hai, vahA~ mokSa ho jAtA hai! jaba koI bhI 'kAraNa' nahIM rahe, jahA~ koI bhI klema nahIM rahe, taba isa jagat kA aMta A jAtA hai ! yaha to ghara ke sabhI logoM kA klema, grAhakoM kA klema! 'are, merA nAma kyoM de rahe ho?' taba kaheMge, 'z2arA Apa se milanA thA !' yAnI klema hai sabhI kA / aura phira inkama TaiksavAlA bhI bulAtA hai, DarAtA bhI hai ! kisalie? klema hai| yahA~ para Ae to koI kAraNa hogA yA akAraNa? yAnI binA kAraNa ke to AyA hI nahIM jA sakatA, akAraNa kucha hotA hI nhiiN| koI kAraNa to hogA hI ! bhale hI, Apako socanA nahIM Ae, vaha bAta alaga hai lekina binA kAraNa ke kArya nahIM hote ! baMdhana, vastu kA yA rAga-dveSa kA ? kisI bhI qImata para sabhI hisAba cukAne haiN| yaha pUrA janma hisAba cukAne ke lie hai| janma huA taba se marane taka saba anivArya hai| praznakartA : yaha divAliyA nikAle aura paise nahIM cukAe, to use phira dUsare janma meM cukAnA par3atA hai? dAdAzrI : use phira paisA dikhegA hI nahIM, rupayA usake hAtha ko chuegA hI nahIM phira / apanA niyama kyA kahatA hai? ki rupaye vApasa dene ke lie ApakA bhAva nahIM bigar3anA cAhie, to z2arUra eka dina Apake pAsa rupaye Ae~ge aura karz2A cukAyA jA skegaa| bhale hI kitane bhI rupaye hoMge, lekina aMta meM kahIM rupaye

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bhogavaTA, lakSmI kA (13) 205 sAtha meM nahIM Ate, isalie kucha kAma nikAla lo| aba phira se mokSamArga nahIM milegaa| ikyAsI haz2Ara sAloM taka mokSamArga bhI hAtha meM nahIM aaegaa| yaha aMtima 'sTainDa' hai, aba Age 'sTainDa' nahIM hai| paisoM kA yA isa taraha kA saMsAra kA karjA nahIM hotA, rAgadveSa kA karjA hotA hai| paisoM kA karjA hotA to kyA hama nahIM kahate ki, 'bhAI, pA~ca sau pUre mA~ga rahA hai to pA~ca sau pUre de denA, varnA tU chUTa nahIM pAegA!' hama to kyA kahate haiM ki, 'isakA nikAla karanA, pacAsa dekara bhI tU nikAla kara lenaa|' use pUchanA ki, 'tU khuza hai na?' taba vaha kahe ki, 'hA~, maiM khuza huuN|' to phira nikAla ho gyaa| jahA~-jahA~ Apane rAga-dveSa kie hoMge, to ve rAga-dveSa Apako phira se mileNge| hisAbI baMdhana, rupaye se yA bhAva se? praznakartA : bhAva zuddha honA cAhie na? bhAva hI bigar3a jAe to vApasa kisa taraha kara pAe~ge? dAdAzrI : yadi bhAva zuddha nahIM hai, to usI para se hama hisAba lagA sakate haiM ki ye die nahIM jA sakeMge, aura bhAva zuddha ho to samajhanA ki ye vApasa die jA skeNge| hameM apane Apa taula lenA caahie| hameM ar3acana ho to hameM itanA dekhanA cAhie ki apanA bhAva zuddha rahatA hai yA nahIM? to z2arUra die jA sakeMge, phira ciMtA karane jaisA nahIM hai| Apane kisI se paise lie hoM, aura ApakA bhAva zuddha rahe to samajhanA ki ye paise apane se vApasa die jA sakeMge, phira usake lie ciMtA-varIz2a mata krnaa| bhAva zuddha rahatA hai yA nahIM, utanA

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AptavANI-7 hI dekhanA hai, yahI usakA levala hai| sAmanevAlA bhAva zuddha rakhe yA na rakhe, usa para se Apa samajha sakate haiN| usakA bhAva zuddha nahIM rahatA ho tabhI se samajha jAnA ki ye paise jAnevAle haiN| 206 bhAva to sApha honA hI caahie| sApha bhAva arthAt Apake adhikAra se Apa kyA karate ho? taba kahegA ki, 'Aja rupaye hoM to Aja hI de dU~!' vaha kahalAtA hai cokhA bhaav| bhAva meM to aisA hI rahatA hai ki kaba jaldI se jaldI cukA dU~ / yaha to ekasTrA AiTama eka lenadAra eka vyakti ko parezAna kara rahA thaa| vaha mujhase kahane AyA ki, 'yaha lenadAra mujhe khUba gAliyA~ de rahA thaa|' maiMne kahA ki, 'vaha Ae taba mujhe bulAnA / ' phira vaha lenadAra AyA, taba usa bhAI kA beTA mujhe bulAne AyA / maiM usake ghara gyaa| maiM bAhara baiThA aura vaha lenadAra aMdara usa vyakti se kaha rahA thA, 'Apa aisI nAlAyakI karate ho? yaha to badamAzI hai / ' aisIvaisI bahuta gAliyA~ dene lagA / isalie phira maiMne aMdara jAkara kahA, " 'Apa lenadAra ho na?' taba kahe, 'hA~, maiM lenadAra huuN|' maiMne kahA, ' aura yaha denevAlA hai| Apa donoM kA egrImenTa hai| usane dene kA egrImenTa kiyA hai aura Apane lene kA egrImenTa kiyA hai aura ye jo gAliyA~ Apa de rahe ho vaha ekasTrA AiTama hai / usakA pemenTa karanA pdd'egaa| gAliyA~ dene kI zarta egrImenTa meM nahIM rakhI hai| hara eka gAlI ke cAlIsa rupaye ktteNge| vinaya se bAhara jo kucha bhI bolA to vaha ekasTrA AiTama hai, kyoMki tU egrImenTa se bAhara calA gayA hai|' aisA kahane para vaha ghanacakkara bhI sIdhA ho jAegA, aura phira se aisI gAliyA~ nahIM degA na! hama to bahuta kucha sunA dete haiM tAki vaha javAba nahIM de pAe aura vaha sIdhA ho jaae| hamane to isa deha ko saTTe meM rakha diyA hai| jisane saTTe

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bhogavaTA, lakSmI kA (13) 207 meM rakha diyA ho, use koI Dara hogA? hama bahuta kucha kahate haiM, lekina vaha usake hita ke lie hotA hai| hamArA khuda kA hita to ho cukA hai, sarvasva hita ho cukA hai| vaha Apake hita ke lie mujhe vaisA kahanA par3a rahA hai| phira lenadAra sIdhA calegA na? use samajha nahIM hai ki ina gAliyoM kA matalaba kyA hai? yaha 'ekasTrA AiTama' hai| ise denA hai, vaha zarta hai, tujhe lenA hai, vaha zarta hai| aura yaha ekasTrA AiTama kahA~ se AyA? isa 'ekasTrA AiTama' ke paise dene par3eMge! kyoMki, tU 'ekasTrA' kyoM bolA? dRSTi ke anusAra jIvana guz2ara jAtA hai ina logoM kA to aisA hai ki tAza khelane se pahale jJAna rahatA hai ki yaha tAza to manorajaMna ke lie khela rahe haiN| khelane ke bAda hama pUche ki kaisA hai? to kaheMge ki, 'manorajaMna ke lie khela rahe the|' lekina jaba tAza khelate haiM na, usa samaya rAga-dveSa karate haiM, ghoTAle karate haiM, sabakucha karate haiN| aisA hai isa jIva kA svbhaav| yadi manoraMjana ke lie khela rahe ho to manoraMjana hI karo na! lekina usameM ghoTAlA karane kI z2arUrata hI kahA~ hai? manoraMjana karane baiThe to manoraMjana hI karanA paDegA na? to aise ghoTAle karake sAmanevAle ko 'TopI' pahanA dete haiN| yAnI jIva kA svabhAva mUla se hI Ter3hA hai aura usI vajaha se mAra khAtA rahatA hai| vItarAga jaise samajhadAra ho jAe~ na, to koI nukasAna nhiiN| upayogamaya jIvana kisa prakAra? agara nAkhUna bAhara rAste meM pheMka de to, use khIMcane ke lie kitanI cIMTiyA~ AtI haiM! aura una para kisI kA paira par3e to ve sabhI cIMTiyA~ mara jaaeNgii| isameM nimitta DAlanevAlA banatA hai

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208 AptavANI-7 ataH yaha to bahuta upayogapUrvaka, vicArapUrvaka jIvana jInA hai ki 'isakA pariNAma kyA AegA? isakA pariNAma kyA AegA?' taba kahate haiM, 've pariNAma socate-socate AtmA vaisA hI ho jAegA?' taba kahe, 'nahIM, una pariNAmoM ke vicAroM ko jo jAnatA hai, vaha AtmA hai|' lekina pariNAma to sIdhe hI cAhie na? ___ Apa nAkhUna kA Tukar3A DAlakara to dekhanA, cIMTiyoM ko sugaMdha A hI jAtI hai| usase ve turaMta ikaTThI ho hI jAe~gI aura bAla kA Tukar3A Ae to vahA~ ve ikaTThI nahIM hotiiN| bAloM meM bhI sugaMdha hotI hai aura nAkhUna meM bhI sugaMdha hotI hai, lekina bAla ke pAsa nahIM aatiiN| yaha saba bArIkI se jInA cAhie, sahI hai yA nahIM?

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[14] pasaMda, prAkRta guNoM kI jagat saMbaMdha kI yathArthatA..... jJAna nahIM ho aura tAMbe kA ghar3A kho jAe to auratoM ko kyA hotA hai? aMdara aisA lagatA rahatA hai jaise AtmA kho gayA ho, rAta ko nIMda meM bhI aisA hI saba lagatA hai ! aura maTakI phUTa jAe to? to kahegI, 'bhale hI phUTa gaI! do Ane kI hI to thI!' yAnI use kucha bhI nahIM hotaa| isI taraha yaha jagat jaba 'maTakI jaisA' dikhegA, taba AtmA kI qImata hogI! lekina jaba taka yaha tAMbe jaisA lagatA hai, taba taka parezAnI hai| vAstava meM to yaha jagat ulajhana jaisA hai hI nhiiN| yaha to sirpha bhrAMti hai, gAMTha hI par3a cukI hai| aise A~kha ke nIce hAtha rakha de taba do dIye dikhate haiN| are, hAtha chor3a de na cupacApa ! jJAnI ke kahane se chodd'| taba kahegA, 'nahIM sAhaba, ye do haiM, usakI bajAya aMdara kucha naI hI taraha kA ho jAegA to !' are, eka hI hai| tujhe do lagate haiM, vahI terI bhrAMti hai! isa duniyA ko yathArtha rUpa se jaisA hai vaisA jAna leM to, jIvana jIne lAyaka hai / yathArtha jAna leM to saMsArI ciMtA - upAdhi nahIM rhegii| taba phira jIne lAyaka lagegA ! praznakartA : manuSya kA jagat ke sAtha aura paramAtmA ke sAtha kisa prakAra kA saMbaMdha hai? dAdAzrI : jagat ke sAtha kA usakA saMbaMdha bhrAMtimaya saMbaMdha

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AptavANI-7 hai aura paramAtmA ke sAtha kA saMbaMdha saccA saMbaMdha hai, lekina jaba taka yaha saMbaMdha hai taba taka paramAtmA ke sAtha saMbaMdha nahIM hai| aura paramAtmA se saMbaMdha ho jAne ke bAda yaha saMbaMdha nahIM rhegaa| Apako donoM hI saMbaMdha rakhane haiM eka sAtha ? donoM saMbaMdha rakhane hoM to paramAtmA kI bhakti karo, lekina pahacAnakara bhakti karo nahIM to Apa bhakta aura ve bhagavAna, isa taraha ' tU hI, tU hI ' karate rahoge to kucha nahIM hogA / 210 praznakartA : bhagavAna ko sabakucha samarpaNa karake rahanA, vaha sahI, aura sukhI hone kA mArga hai na? dAdAzrI : hA~, lekina bhagavAna ko samarpaNa karake koI rahA hI nahIM na isa duniyA meM ! mu~ha para bolate z2arUra haiM ki bhagavAna ko samarpaNa! lekina sabhI ne patnI ko samarpaNa kiyA huA hai| vyavahAra meM bolate haiM ki bhagavAna ko samarpaNa kiyA hai, bhakti karate haiM taba bhagavAna ko samarpaNa bolate haiM, lekina yadi bhagavAna ko samarpaNa kara liyA ho to phira use du:kha hI kyA rahegA? ... to ahaMkAra ThikAne rahegA praznakartA : icchAe~ pUrI hoM, usake lie kyA karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : aisA hai na, yaha kaliyuga hai, isameM jo icchAe~ hotI haiM, yadi unakI prApti ho jAe to apanA ahaMkAra bar3ha jAegA aura phira gAr3I ulTI calegI / isalie isa kaliyuga meM to hamezA use Thokara lage na, tabhI acchA hai| yAnI hara eka yuga meM yaha vAkya alaga-alaga prakAra se hotA hai| ataH isa yuga ke saMdarbha meM yaha vAkya isa taraha kahA jaaegaa| abhI yadi icchA ke anusAra mila jAegA to usakA ahaMkAra bar3ha jAegA / milatA hai saba puNya ke hisAba se aura bar3hatA hai kyA? ahaMkAra, 'maiM hU~ / ' ataH ye jitanI bhI icchAe~ hotI haiM na, yadi usa anusAra nahIM hogA taba usakA ahaMkAra ThikAne rahegA aura bAta ko samajhane lgegaa| jaba

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pasaMda, prAkRta guNoM kI (14) ThokareM lageM, taba samajha meM AtA hai| nahIM to samajha meM AtA hI nahIM na! icchA ho aura mila jAe, usI se to ye loga car3ha baiThe haiN| icchA ke anusAra milA tabhI to yaha dazA ho gaI becAroM kI! jo puNya thA vaha to kharca ho gayA aura balki pha~sa gayA aura ahaMkAra pAgala ho gayA ! ahaMkAra ko bar3hate dera nahIM lagatI / phala kauna detA hai? puNya detA hai, jabaki mana meM kyA samajhatA hai ki 'maiM hI kara rahA hU~ / ' aise ahaMkArI ko to mAra par3e, vahI acchA hai| ThokareM khA-khAkara use jo prApti hogI, usI meM phAyadA hai| 211 icchA hote hI turaMta mila jAe to ghara meM paira Upara hI rakhatA hai, pitA ko bhI kucha nahIM mAnatA aura na hI kisI aura ko mAnatA hai| ataH yadi icchA hote hI mila jAe to samajhanA ki adhogati meM jAegA, usakA dimAg2a bar3hate-bar3hate ghanacakkara ho jAtA hai| thor3e-bahuta logoM ko icchA ke anusAra milA hai, ve to abhI pA~ca-dasa lAkha ke phleTa meM rahate haiM aura una sabhI kI jAnavaroM jaisI dazA ho gaI hai / phleTa hotA hai dasa lAkha kA, lekina vaha usake lie hitakArI nahIM hai, lekina unakI yaha sthiti to dayA rakhane jaisI hai| muzkila meM lAlaca, kyoM? pUrI jiMdagI bhaya nahIM, ghabarAhaTa nhiiN| saMsAra meM jo kucha bhI honA hogA, usameM kucha bhI 'vyavasthita' se bAhara nahIM hogA / koI hAtha dekhakara kahe ki, 'ApakI lAipha meM ghAta hai / ' taba kahanA ki, 'eka ho, do hoM yA cAra hoM, usameM kyA harja hai mujhe?' kyoMki hama loga jAnate haiM ki yaha jo ghAta hai, vaha to 'vyavasthita' ke hAtha meM hai| jyotiSI usameM kyA karegA? aura jise 'vyavasthita ' ke bAre meM mAlUma nahIM ho, vaha to 'ghAta hai' sunate hI aMdara cauMka jAegA ki kitanI umra meM hai ? ina jyotiSI logoM kI dukAnadArI to yojanAbaddha hai| z2arA mu~ha DhIlA dekhA ki turaMta hI

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212 AptavANI-7 ghAta hai, kaha dete haiN| phira kahatA hai, 'lakSmI milegI aisA lagatA hai|' taba jeba meM agara sirpha chaha rupaye hoM, phira bhI vaha pA~ca rupaye kA noTa de detA hai| are, chaha hI rupaye haiM aura pA~ca kahA~ de rahA hai? aba usa jyotiSI ke pairoM meM dekhane jAe~ to cappala bhI nahIM hote| are, usake pairoM meM cappala nahIM haiM, vaha terA kyA dekhakara degA? kucha bar3e seTha hote haiM, una seThoM ko jyotiSI ke pAsa baiThane meM zarma AtI hai| ve jyotiSI ko hI apane baMgale para bulAte haiN| aba jyotiSI ke paira meM na to haiM cappala, na hI usameM koI barakata, usake muMha para koI nUra nahIM hai, vaha kyA terA dekhakara degA? kisI nUravAle ke pAsa jA, lekina ye loga to lAlaca ke mAre hara kahIM hAtha mArate haiN| jyotiSI bhI bahuta pakke hote haiM, cehare se hI bhAMpa lete haiM ki ye bhAI itane pAnI meM haiN| aisA bhI pahacAna jAte haiM ki 'ye bhAI kucha deMge hI nahIM, isalie unake pAsa jAte hue bhI Darate haiM yAnI manuSya ko pahacAna lete haiN| aise A~kheM dekhate haiM, kAna dekhate haiM, mu~ha dekhate haiM, sabakucha dekhakara hI phira zurUAta karate haiN| aise sAmagrI to DhU~DheMge na? unheM lakSaNoM kA bhAna hotA hai, saba patA hotA hai| bahuta pakke hote haiM kyoMki bahuta logoM ko dekhA hotA hai na! zAma taka pA~cadasa grAhaka mila hI jAte haiN| loga becAre lAlaca ke mAre kyA nahIM karate? Dara ke mAre jo kahe, vaha karate haiN| are, Upara koI bApa bhI nahIM hai| tU isa taraha jyotiSI vagairaha kucha mata ddhuuNddh| akelA jAkara baiTha, akele meM jAkara! jJAna nahIM milA ho, phira bhI aise kisI ke kahe anusAra kara na! sabase bar3A 'bApa' to bhItara baiThA huA hai! usa bhItaravAle ko 'bApa, bApa' karegA, taba bhI unheM paha~ca jAegA, lekina lAlacI loga to bAhara dhokhA khAte hI rahate haiM na! use lUTa hI lete haiM na cAroM ora se! sabase bar3A guNa, agara lAlaca nahIM ho to, vaha asala hai, daraasala! aura lAlaca! inake pAsa kyA lAlaca? ye do hAthavAle loga! inake pAsa kyA DhU~DhanA hai? Aja paccIsa araba rupaye hoM,

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pasaMda, prAkRta guNoM kI (14) 213 phira bhI kala bhikhArI banakara khar3A rahegA, isakA koI ThikAnA nahIM hai| inake pAsa kyA lAlaca karanA? aMdaravAle kA nAma le, nahIM to UparavAle kA nAma le| UparavAle se kahegA, to bhI bhItara pahu~cegA! svArthavAle prema ne, bar3hAyA saMsAra ghATa vinAnA nirmala premanI (ni:svArtha nirmala prema kI) paMdare kSetromAM phelI jo suvAsa... - navanIta (paMdraha kSetroM meM phailI jo sugaMdha) ni:svArtha prema sIkha Ao sabhI, vaha sIkhane lAyaka hai| yoM prema to hara koI rakhatA hai, lekina niHsvArtha prema kI to bAta hI alaga hai na! ye saba rakhate haiM na, ve saba prema nahIM rakhate, lekina aba sirpha aMdara se svArtha nikAla leM to kyA hogA? paMdraha kSetroM meM khuzbU phailegI, kavirAja aisA kahate haiM! ina kavirAja ne kucha bhI buddhipUrvaka nahIM likhA hai, vaha to sahajabhAva se nikalA hai| jo satya thA vaha bAhara A gayA hai, pUrA satya hI bAhara A gayA hai| aMdara se sabhI svArtha nikAla leM to phira kyA bacA? nirmala prema bacA! 'yaha mere kAma kA hai' aisA vicAra AnA hI kyoM cAhie? kucha logoM ko to kucha bhI nahIM huA ho, phira bhI yadi koI DaoNkTara Ae, taba khar3e hokara kahegA, 'AIe DaoNkTara, AIe!' mana meM kahegA ki, 'kabhI kAma aaeNge|' are, tU bImAra paDegA kaba aura yaha milegA kaba? ye kAma kA kaba taka hai? are, rasoIyA rAste meM mila jAe to vaha use 'are, idhara A, idhara aa|' karatA hai! are bhAI, kyoM inheM Apa itanA bulA rahe ho? taba kahegA, 'kabhI kAma par3e, taba rasoIye ko bulA sakeMge na!' kaise matalabI! jaise yahA~ se jAnA hI nahIM ho na, aisI

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214 AptavANI-7 bAteM karate haiM! jaise kabhI bhI arthI nahIM nikalanevAlI ho, aisI bAteM karate haiM na? svArtha kyoM rakhate ho, jahA~ arthI nikalanI hai vahA~? jahA~ arthI nikalanI ho, vahA~ kyA svArtha rakhanA cAhie? 'kabhI kAma aaeNge|' are, jahA~ arthI nikAlanI ho, usa deza meM 'kabhI' kahIM hotA hogA? kucha dinoM bAda arthI nikalanI hai! jisa DaoNkTara se AzA rakhI, vaha DaoNkTara yahA~ se calA jAtA hai, phira bhI loga aisA saba dekhate haiM na, ki 'DaoNkTara kAma ke haiM, vakIla kAma ke haiM,' aisA nahIM dekhate? hA~, koI seTha A jAe~, taba bhI kaheMge, 'hA~, kAma ke haiN|' taba 'AIe, AIe seTha, AIe' karate haiN| 'kabhI sau rupaye mA~geMge to mileMge!' loga matalaba se hI bulAte rahate haiM na! sArA matalabI prema, to aisA nahIM honA caahie| zuddha-nirmala prema! isake alAvA usase koI AzA rakhanI hI nahIM caahie| ye do hAthoMvAle logoM se kyA AzA rakhanI? kahIM bhI pA~ca hAthoMvAle loga dekhe haiM? ye to, jaba saMDAsa lage taba daur3ate haiN| inase bhalA kyA AzA rakhanI! are, julAba liyA ho na, to bar3A kalekTara ho vaha bhI bhAgadaur3a karegA! are, tU kalekTara hai, to z2arA dhIre se cala na! taba kahegA ki, 'nahIM, julAba ho gayA hai!' taba to tujha se AzA rakhane jaisI nahIM hai| tU AzA rakhane jaisA iMsAna hai hI nhiiN| inase kyA AzA rakhanI? ye matalaba rakhane jaise haiM? Apako kaisA lagatA hai? praznakartA : jaisA dAdA kahate haiM, vaisA hI hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, isalie sApha kara do na, agara abhI bhI z2arA kucha mailA raha gayA ho to! ghara meM bhI sApha rkhnaa| matalabI prema mata rkhnaa| 'ye mere kyA kAma Ae~ge' aisA nahIM honA caahie| zuddhAtmA kI tarapha dRSTi, vahI prema! phira patnI ko yahA~ para bar3I sI rasaulI nikala Ae, taba bhI Apako mana meM kleza nahIM

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pasaMda, prAkRta guNoM kI (14) 215 hogA! nahIM to jaba taka ceharA acchA dikhe, taba taka usake prati acchA bhAva rahegA aura yahA~ para rasaulI nikalI ki khaTakane lgegaa| aisA hotA hai yA nahIM? praznakartA : hotA hai, durbhAva hotA hai| dAdAzrI : are, abhAva hotA hai, abhAva! aba, sabhI kucha svArthI ho gayA hai| chor3o na, kisI bhI cIz2a kI tAka meM mata rhnaa| yadi apane Apa de jAe to ThIka hai, nahIM to aise hI calAnA na! bhalA ina bhautika cIz2oM kI tAka meM kyA rahanA? 'tAka meM rahanA,' arthAt, strI para kudRSTi rakhanA aura tAka meM rahanA, ye donoM eka samAna haiM! bApa beTe se kucha pAne kI tAka meM rahatA hai aura beTA bhI bApa se kucha pAne kI tAka meM rahatA hai! kyA ghara meM bhI svArtha nahIM hai? yAnI yaha sArA nirA svArthavAlA hai| sirpha yahI eka svArtharahita sthAna hai, isIlie yahA~ para sabhI ekatA anubhava karate haiN| jahA~ kucha pAne kI tAka meM nahIM rahate, vahA~ paramAtmA avazya hote haiN| matalabIpane se bhagavAna dUra rahate haiM! isalie yahA~ para ina saba ko AnaMda AtA hai, sabhI ko kaisI ekatA anubhava hotI hai! abhI yahA~ para agara pA~ca kapa meM cAya lAe hoM to ye sabhI pA~ca kapa meM pI leNge| aura bAhara to tIsa logoM ke lie paiMtIsa kapa cAya deM phira bhI, unheM kama par3a jAtA hai, kyoMki vahA~ para pA~ca-sAta loga do-do kapa cAya pInevAle nikala Ate haiM, isalie phira dUsaroM ko kama par3a jAtA hai| ___ Apane matalabI loga dekhe haiM kyA? aura jahA~ matalabI haiM, usakA artha hI yaha hai ki ye loga hamArA sabjI-bhAjI kI taraha upayoga karanA cAhate haiM! unakI churI se sabjI kATakara khAe~ge! aise matalabI ke sAtha rahA hI kaise jAe? sabhI matalabI haiM na? usa svArtha kI limiTa ko yA matalaba kI limiTa ko hama eksepTa

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AptavANI-7 karate haiN| jaba usa limiTa ko pAra kara dete haiM, taba unake vyavahAra para TIkA-TippaNI hotI hai ! 216 sage cAcA kA lar3akA ghara AyA ho aura yadi vaha z2arA garIba sthiti kA ho, to jaba ghara meM Ae to 'Ao' bhI nahIM kahate aura phira eka DaoNkTara Ae aura dUra se hI dekhe, phira bhI khar3A hokara, 'AIe, padhArie, padhArie sAhaba' karatA hai| kyoM bhAI ? usa DaoNkTara ke jAne ke bAda use pUcheM ki, 'kyoM Apa DaoNkTara ke prati aisA bhAva dikhA rahe the aura jaba yaha cAcA kA lar3akA AyA taba acchA bhAva nahIM dikhA rahe the?' taba kahegA, 'ye DaoNkTara to kabhI kAma Ae~ge, yaha bhAI kisa kAma kA?' are, yaha to tere mana meM bhAvanA huI ki 'merA zarIra bigar3a jAegA', yaha to roga ke bIja DAle ! ... garz2a hai, isalie pha~sate haiM khuda apane Apa para zraddhA nahIM rahatI, ki 'maiM kucha hU~ / ' aba, 'maiM kalekTara hU~' vaha zraddhA to hotI hai, lekina vaha kalekTara pada hI calA jAegA / tU kucha aisA hai ki jo hamezA kA pada hai, to phira use khoja nikAla na! kalekTarI to calI jaaegii| loga kala uThA deM na / nikAla deM to ? phira Aropa lagAkara jela meM bhI DAla sakate haiN| ataH kisI kA nAma mata denA aura kisI kI sunanA bhI mata / nAma to kisI kA bhI nahIM denA cAhie, lekina sunanA bhI mt| kyoMki ve bhI jIva haiM na ! lekina apane meM lAlaca hotA hai na, ki 'yaha AdamI mere kisI kAma kA hai|' ye to garz2a se gadhe ko bhI bApa kahate haiM / gadhe ko bhI bApa kaha rahe ho? 'hA~, garz2a hai isalie kahanA hI par3egA na !' are, to Apa jAo, gadhe ke vahIM jaao| aisI kaisI garz2a hai ki gadhe ko bApa kahate haiM? bApa ko bApa kahe, vaha bAta alaga hai| kabhI cAcA se bhI

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pasaMda, prAkRta guNoM kI (14) kAma par3e to bApa kaha sakate haiM, lekina kyA gadhe ko bApa kahanA cAhie? lekina ina logoM ko aisI Adata par3a gaI hai ki garz2a itanI mIThI lagatI hai ki usakI miThAsa ke lie kucha bhI karane se cUkate nahIM haiN| garz2a kaisI lagatI hai? cInI se bhI mIThI lagatI hai! 217 pAgala ko gA~va de deM to Ae hala.... apane yahA~ eka kahAvata hai na ki DAhyA ne DAma ane gAMDA ne gAma, (aqlamaMda ko saz2A aura pAgala ko gA~va) lekina vaha sahI bAta hai| kyoMki pAgala ke sAtha jo baMdhe haiM, ve chUTa nahIM paate| use to pUrI jAyadAda dekara bhI chUTa jAnA acchA, varnA pAgala to kATa khaaeNge| yAnI ve to jo bhI mA~ge na, vaha dekara kesa baMda kara denA caahie| maiM pUrI jiMdagI yahI sisTama sIkhA thA, aura samajhadAra ko to samajhAyA jA sakatA hai ki, 'bhAI, terA to bAda meM hotA rahegA, lekina yaha chor3akara usake sAtha bAta kA nipaTArA lA de na!' praznakartA : to aqlamaMda to puNya bA~dhatA hai aura pAgala pApa bA~dhatA hai, aisA huA na? dAdAzrI : are, phira bhI nire pApa hI bAMdha rahA hai| vaha khuda pAgalapana karake logoM se jAyadAda chIna letA hai, phira bhI pApa se letA hai aura pApa bA~dhakara letA hai aura aqlamaMda to khuda kI jAyadAda dekara puNya bA~dhatA hai| yAnI aba pAgala ko to, jahA~ samajhadArI kI kamI hai, vahA~ kyA ho sakatA hai ? isIlie yaha kahAvata banI na? aura pahale se hI aisA hai / isalie loga bhI kahate haiM na, pAgala hai, ise jo cAhie, vaha de do na! jo pAgala hai usase to jaise-taise karake chUTa jAnA cAhie yA nahIM? nahIM to vahI kahegA ki, 'mere bAga meM kisalie Ae ho?' aura mAregA phira! yAnI ekAdha pAgala yadi Apako mila jAe na, to

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218 AptavANI-7 patA cala jaaegaa| cAra bhAIyoM meM se ekAdha agara pAgala ho, to bAkI saba ko taMga karake rakha de! taba vaha taMga Akara phira nakkI karatA hai ki kisI bhI janma meM mujhe bhAI mile hI nhiiN| are, bAkI ke tIna to acche haiM na? lekina kahegA, 'nahIM, mujhe aba bhAI cAhie hI nhiiN|' yAnI ki pAgala ke sAtha ke kesa to jaisetaise karake hala kara lenaa| aklamaMda kA kesa ho, taba to harja nahIM hai| lekina pAgala ke sAtha to bahuta muzkila hai| pahale hama dekha cuke haiM ki pAgala ko to pUre gA~va die gae haiN| ve becAre janma se hI pAgala, lekina vAstava meM yoM dimAg2a se pAgala nahIM hote| ve bahuta aklamaMda hote haiM, lekina jagat ke logoM ko vaha pAgala lagatA hai| aisA kyoM lagatA hai? ki atyadhika svArthI hotA hai, isalie use loga pAgala kahate haiN| ve pAgala hote hI nahIM haiM, lekina unake itane adhika svArthI hone kI vajaha se yadi kabhI unheM na deM yA kama deM to ve kalaha kara deMge aura kesa khiMcatA rhegaa| phira bAta kA kucha pariNAma nahIM aataa| ye kutte bhI yadi bhauMka raheM hoM na, taba unheM eka Tukar3A roTI DAla deM, to bhauMkanA baMda ho jAtA hai| usI taraha apanA hissA chor3a denA par3atA hai aura use de denA par3atA hai, tAki ve kalaha karanA baMda kara deN| ___Apako yadi yaha kalA A jAegI to Apa sabakucha jItakara nikala jAoge, varnA isa jagat meM jItA nahIM jA sktaa| kitane hI prakAra ke loga haiM aura pratyeka vyakti ke alaga-alaga dimAg2a, to kahIM para tAlamela khAegA hI nahIM na! ...aura vItarAgoM ke sAtha lar3e phira bhI Ae hala! varnA bhagavAna ko bhI pUchanevAle mile the ki, 'Apane aisA kyoM kiyA?' are, mujhase bhI pUchate haiM na! kyoMki use adhikAra hai| koI bhI vyakti kucha bhI pUcha sakatA hai| are pAgalapana bhI karate haiN| mujhe to aisA bhI kahate haiM ki 'ApameM aqla nahIM hai|'

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pasaMda, prAkRta guNoM kI (14) taba maiM kahatA hU~ ki, 'pahale se thI hI nahIM, tUne to Aja hI jAnA, lekina maiM to pahale se hI jAnatA hU~!' aba vaha apanI jokhimadArI para bola rahA hai na! lekina mujhe to use samajhAkara mor3a lenA par3egA, nahIM to use bahuta bar3A doSa lagegA na ! jaise ki koI kuttA yadi bahuta bhauMka rahA ho taba usa para hAtha pherane se vaha zAMta ho jAtA hai ! usI taraha jaba ye iMsAna bahuta bhauMka rahe hoM, taba yadi hama hAtha phereM taba ve zAMta ho jaaeNge| bahuta ugra hogA, tabhI becArA aisA karegA na ! duHkha ke mAre karatA hai na! sukha ke mAre kyA koI kisI ke sAtha kaSAya karatA hai? sukhI vyakti dUsaroM ke sAtha kaSAya karatA hai? lekina jo khuda duHkhavAlA hai vahI sAmanevAle ke sAtha kaSAya karatA hai| isalie hama use zAMta kara dete haiM aura phira vApasa virAdhanA tur3avA dete haiM! kyoMki usane jAna-bUjhakara nahIM kiyA, nAsamajhI meM kiyA hai| 219 yAnI Ajakala ke logoM ne jAna-bUjhakara koI gunAha kiyA hI nahIM, ye itane acche loga haiM Aja ke ! ye sabhI gunAha nAsamajhI se hI ho gae haiN| jAna-bUjhakara eka bhI gunAha nahIM kiyA hai aise haiM Ajakala ke log| bahuta hI acche loga haiM, lekina sirpha samajha kI kamI par3a gaI hai! aura pahale to jAna-bUjhakara gunAha karate the| 'maiM jAnatA hU~, bUjhatA hU~ ki tU mahAvIra hai, tU pUre brahmAMDa kA nAtha hai, vaha bhI maiM jAnatA hU~, lekina tujhase jo ho sake vaha kara lenaa|' isa taraha jAna-bUjhakara karanevAle loga bhI the| lekina ve bar3e loga the| kyoMki itanA bar3A gunAha, itane bar3e vyakti ke sAtha karanA, vaha kyA choTe bacce kA kAma hai? nhiiN| to phira yahA~ se sIdhe hI jAtA hai sAtavIM narka meM ! vahA~ se devaloka meM jAtA hai aura phira yahA~ Akara vItarAga dharma prApta karake mokSa meM calA jAtA hai! kyoMki vItarAgoM ke sAtha lar3A thA na ! bhagavAna ne kahA thA ki lar3o to bhI vItarAga ke sAtha lar3anA, lekina gAliyA~ mata denaa| tujhe yadi lar3ane kI icchA ho to vItarAga ke sAtha lar3anA, acchI taraha se lar3anA, mArAmArI karanA, to unake sAtha

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220 AptavANI-7 hisAba ba~dhegA nahIM to ina logoM ke sAtha to lar3anA hI mt| yadi tU amerikana ke sAtha lar3egA to tujhe vApasa vahA~ jAnA pdd'egaa| 'merI' ke sAtha zAdI karanI par3egI lekina jaba 'merI' DAyavorsa le legI taba terI kyA dazA hogI? yAnI aisA hai yaha saba! ina karmoM kI gatiyA~ samajha meM nahIM aatiiN| hama kaThora bAta bolate haiN| jJAnI ke zabda kaThora kisalie hote haiM? kyoMki ve nirbhIkatA se bolate haiM aura pUrA jagat Dara ke mAre bolatA hai| Upara 'bApa' hai, usakA Dara lagatA hai| karma baMdhege usakA Dara lagatA hai| jabaki 'jJAnIpuruSa' ko to kisI prakAra kA Dara hI nahIM hai| jinheM karma ba~dhate haiM, unheM Dara hai| jJAnI to varlDa ko phekTa cIz2a kaha dete haiM, jo phekTa hai vaha varlDa ke kisI bhI vyakti ko kaha dete haiN| kyoMki jise kucha cAhie nahIM, phira use kyA? jise kucha cAhie use to lAlaca ke lie DaranA par3atA hai| 'jJAnI' ko to varlDa kI koI cIz2a nahIM cAhie, unheM kahIM Dara lagatA hogA? ve to varlDa ke mAlika haiM! ohoho! jJAnI kI karuNA! yaha jagat to bahuta kaThina hai, bhagavAna mahAvIra ko bhI parezAna kara de aisA hai| praznakartA : mujhe aisA anubhava kahA~ nahIM huA? dAdAzrI : Apako jo anubhava hue haiM ve alaga prakAra ke hue haiM aura bhagavAna ko jo anubhava hue ve alaga prakAra ke hue| bhagavAna to sarvasattAdhArI hone ke bAvajUda bhI, unheM koI cArA nahIM na! jahA~ parasattA hai vahA~ svasattA nahIM cala sakatI aura jahA~ svasattA hai, vahA~ para parasattA kucha bhI nahIM kara sktii| Apa meM to abhI svasattA aura parasattA alaga nahIM hue haiM, isalie taba taka ApakA kesa isameM nahIM mAnA jAegA na?

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pasaMda, prAkRta guNoM kI (14) praznakartA : kama yA adhika zakti ke anusAra hI aMtarAya Ate haiM na? 221 dAdAzrI : hA~, zakti adhika ho to adhika aMtarAya Ate haiN| isa duniyA meM sarala ke lie bahuta acchA hai, sarala ko kucha bhI sparza nahIM krtaa| hama to mUlata: pahale se hI sarala svabhAva ke haiM na, isalie hameM kucha bhI sparza nahIM krtaa| hama sarala haiM, lekina samajha-bUjhakara sarala haiM / 'vAMka - saralatA' (anajAne meM saralatA) to bahuta jIvoM meM hai| hameM samajha meM A gayA ki ina bhAI kA bilkula karekTa hai, to hama bilkula sarala, dUsarA kucha bhI nahIM aura ye bhAI Ter3he caleM taba bhI hama jAne dete haiM lekina vaha samajha - bUjhakara jAne dete haiN| hama karuNA rakhate haiM, vaha karuNA bhI samajhabUjhakara rakhate haiN| hama jAnate haiM ki yaha Ter3hApana kara rahA hai, kyoMki isakI zakti adhika nahIM hai, isalie Ter3hA cala rahA hai yaha! lekina vaha karuNA bhI samajha-bUjhakara rakhate haiN| I eka bAra jo 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke pAsa Ane ke bAda yadi usameM kahIM para ahaMkAra se pAgalapana khar3A ho jAe, taba to vaha mArA hI jAegA na? nahIM to yahA~ AnA hI mt| vItarAga rahanA, dUra rhnaa| yadi dUravAle boleM to unheM bahuta jokhima nahIM hai, lekina yahA~ para Ane ke bAda agara ulTA bolegA to use pAgala ahaMkAra kheNge| vaha pAgala ahaMkAra use khuda ko bahuta mAra khilAtA hai, phira bhI hama use bacAte rahate haiM ! eka sarIkhA hI (bhAva) rakhate haiM, karuNA hI rakhate haiM usa para ! parAye bAz2Ara meM gunahagAra kauna? eka vyakti mujhase pUcha rahA thA ki, 'dAdA, Apa meM dUsarI na kahane yogya koI cIz2a hai kyA?' maiMne kahA, 'nahIM, nahIM, yahA~ bilkula bhI golamAla nahIM hai, eka itanI sI bhI golamAla nahIM cltii| dina-rAta mere sAtha rahe, niraMtara rahe, phira bhI merI itanI sI

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222 AptavANI-7 bhI galatI yA insinsiyAriTI Apako dekhane ko nahIM milegii| aMdara yadi aisA hogA tabhI galatI dikhegI na! hama saMsAra meM rahate hI nhiiN| eka kSaNa ke lie bhI hama saMsAra meM nahIM rahe haiN| saMsAra meM rahanA yAnI para-pariNatI kahalAtI hai| hama sva-pariNAma meM rahate haiM, niraMtara mokSa meM hI rahate haiM, khulI A~khoM se hI rahate haiN| pUrA jagat baMda A~khoM se hai| saMsAra meM duHkha kahA~ se lAe? duHkha to baMda A~khoM ke kAraNa haiN| baMda A~kheM yAnI kyA? pati patnI ke lie kahegA ki, 'yaha kharAba hai|' taba patnI kahegI ki, 'maiM acchI huuN|' ise kahate haiM khulI A~khoMvAle aNdhe| bhagavAna kI bhASA meM kauna sI bAta sahI hai? taba bhagavAna kahate haiM ki, 'donoM aMdhe haiM, isalie aisA kara rahe haiN|' yadi bhagavAna kI bhASA samajhanI ho to bhagavAna kI bhASA meM isa duniyA meM koI vyakti bilkula bhI gunahagAra nahIM hai| isa duniyA meM mujhe koI bhI gunahagAra nahIM lgtaa| jeba kATe, vaha bhI gunahagAra nahIM hai aura hAra pahanAe vaha bhI gunahagAra nhiiN| gunahagAra dikhate haiM, vahI ApakA gunAha hai, ApakI dRSTi kA roga hai| jaba dRSTi kA vaha roga jAegA, taba kAma hogaa| jaba koI gunahagAra dikhe, usI ko mithyAtva kahate haiN| vaha dRSTiroga hai| jaba 'jJAnIpuruSa' dRSTiroga nikAla dete haiM, usake bAda loga gunahagAra dikhane baMda ho jAte haiN| koI 'kamplITa' gunahagAra ho, hameM kATa DAlane ko taiyAra ho, vaisA gunahagAra ho phira bhI hameM usake prati samatA rakhanI caahie| vaha kaise kATa sakatA hai? apanA kATegA hI nhiiN| jo bhI kATanA hogA vaha pudgala (zarIra) kA kaattegaa| isa duniyA meM pudgala bAz2Ara meM nukasAna hai| loga pudgala bAz2Ara ko khuda kA vyApAra mAna baiThe the saralatA, vaha to mahAna pU~jI praznakartA : duniyA Ter3hI hai lekina hama apane svabhAva ke anusAra saralatA se bartAva kareM to mUrkha mAne jAte haiN| to saralatA chor3akara Ter3he bana jAe~ yA mUrkha mAne jAe~?

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pasaMda, prAkRta guNoM kI (14) 223 dAdAzrI : aisA hai ki kitane hI janmoM kI kamAI ho, taba jAkara saralatA utpanna hotI hai| jo Ter3hA hai, hamArI kamAI kho jAe, vaha yahI cAhatA hai, to kyA hama apanI kamAI kho deM? khuda apanI kamAI kho deMge to hama bhI Ter3he hI ho gae, to phira apane pAsa rahA kyA? sAmAna saba khatma ho gayA! aura phira divAliyA nikalegA! praznakartA : to kyA isake bajAya mUrkha banakara rahanA acchA hai? dAdAzrI : nahIM, isa jagat meM koI mUrkha nahIM hai, aisA hai hI nhiiN| jahA~ para sabhI mUrkha hI haiM, unameM bhale hI ve mUrkha kaheM! ataH Apake mana meM aisA nahIM rakhanA hai ki 'mujhe mUrkha mAna rahe haiN|' phira parezAnI hI kyA hai? saralatA to bahuta janmoM kI kamAI se milatI hai, to agara usa kamAI ko kho deM to bahuta jokhima hai| aura Apa to vakIla ho, kabhI khooge hI nahIM, socakara dekho ki itanI bar3I pU~jI kahIM khoI jAtI hogI? ataH bhale hI yaha thor3A-bahuta mile, usameM koI harja nahIM hai| Apako mUrkha mAne, usameM jo mAnatA hai unakI jokhimadArI hai| unheM doSa lgegaa| jo bolegA, usakI jokhimadArI hai| usase Apako kyA? Apa to saralatA se bartAva kara rahe ho| saralatA, vaha to bahuta U~cI cIz2a hai! Ter3he vyakti ke sAtha sarala rahanA, vaha koI aisI-vaisI cIz2a nahIM hai, vaha AsAna cIz2a nahIM hai| aba jo kamAI kI hai aura Apako yadi vaha kho denI ho to Apa ina saba ke sAtha gutthamagutthA krnaa| prakRti nahIM badalegI, jJAna badalo hara eka vyakti ko itanI hada taka taiyAra ho jAnA hai ki koI bhI jagaha use bojha samAna na lge| jagaha usase parezAna ho jAe, lekina vaha khuda parezAna nahIM ho, usa hada taka taiyAra honA

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224 AptavANI-7 hai, varnA jagaheM to anaMta haiM, anaMta kSetra haiM, kSetroM kA aMta nahIM sahI bAta vaha hai ki jisase ApakA aura merA samAdhAna ho| vaha phira kAnUnI ho yA gairakAnUnI ho, lekina jahA~ samAdhAna honA ruka gayA, usa bAta ko sahI kaha hI nahIM sakate na! yadi Apa sahI ho to saMsAra ke loga ApakI kamiyA~ nahIM nikaaleNge| zAyada kabhI dUsare loga nikAla leM ki jinheM Apake sAtha rAsa nahIM AtA ho aisI prajA hotI hai, vaha kamiyA~ nikAlegI lekina sajjana puruSa kamI nahIM nikaaleNge| praznakartA : manuSya aisI prakRti lekara hI Ae hoM to phira vaha prakRti kaise badalegI? dAdAzrI : nahIM, lekina sAtha-sAtha use aisA DisAiDa karanA cAhie ki merI yaha prakRti duHkhadAyI hai, isalie jo sukhadAyI hai mujhe usa prakAra se bartAva karanA cAhie, aisA DisAiDa karanA caahie| praznakartA : prakRti badala sakatI hai kyA? dAdAzrI : prakRti nahIM badalatI, lekina apanA jJAna to badala sakatA hai na! prakRti apanA svabhAva nahIM chor3atI, lekina khuda kA jJAna badalatA hai aura jJAna badalane se ulajhaneM baMda ho jAtI hai! vizvAsaghAta ke samAna koI doSa nahIM praznakartA : vizvAsaghAta karanA, vaha sabase kharAba hai na? sabhI doSoM meM sabase kharAba vizvAsaghAta hai na? dAdAzrI : vizvAsaghAta to bahuta hI galata hai| yaha aNahakka (binA haqa) kA bhoganA vaha saba vizvAsaghAta hI hai| milAvaTa karanA bhI vizvAsaghAta hai| ye saba vizvAsaghAta ke hI rUpa haiN| koI Apako vizvAsa meM lekara vizvAsaghAta kareM to vaha rUbarU vizvAsaghAta kahalAtA

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pasaMda, prAkRta guNoM kI (14) hai / vaha bhayaMkara doSavAlA hai / varnA ye jo aNahakka kA bhoga lete haiM, milAvaTa karate haiM, vaha bhI vizvAsaghAta hai | 225 praznakartA : kiyA, karavAyA aura anumodana kiyA, usameM sabase nukasAnadeha kauna sA hai? dAdAzrI : nukasAnadeha ? kiyA vahI nukasAnadeha hai na! jisane kiyA, vahI pakar3A jaaegaa| anumodana to, jisa bhAva se anumodana kiyA hogA, usa bhAva se use phala bhoganA pdd'egaa| jagat kisa taraha rukAvaTa DAla sakatA hai? gupta gunAha kie haiM islie| mere aise koI gunAha nahIM haiM to mujhe koI rukAvaTa DAlatA hI nhiiN| 'mujhe kyoM rokA?' aisA kahA to phira Age kA kucha dikhegA hI nhiiN| ataH loga apanA hI darpaNa haiM, khuda kA hI pratibiMba dekhane kA saadhn| isa bhAI ko mujhase koI bhI duHkha ho jAe to samajhanA hai ki merI bhUla huI hai to phira maiM bhUla sudhAre bagaira rahU~gA nahIM / kucha vyavahArika bhUla huI ho to sudhAranI to par3egI na? lekina isameM karanA kucha nahIM hai, lekina jAnanA hI hai| jo jJAna kriyA meM A jAe, vahI jJAna sahI hai / kriyA meM nahIM Ae to samajhanA ki yaha jJAna galata hai|

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[15] duHkha miTAne ke sAdhana apane hI hisAba... isa jagat meM kucha bhI galata hai hI nhiiN| koI vyakti Apako jo kucha bhI detA hai, vaha ApakA hI diyA huA vApasa detA hai| Apake die bagaira to koI manuSya Apake yahA~ jamA karavAne AegA hI nhiiN| jitanA Apane diyA hogA utanA hI vApasa AtA hai, lekina kaba diyA thA usakI Apako khabara nahIM hai| Apa Aja ke bahIkhAte dekhate ho ki isameM to kahIM diyA huA nahIM lagatA, isalie Apako aisA lagatA hai ki yaha kucha nayA dene AyA hai| vAstava meM to nayA kabhI bhI koI dene AtA hI nhiiN| yaha sArA pichalA karja hI hai, vaha Apako turaMta jamA kara lenA hai| aba yadi Apa phira se vApasa doge to vyApAra calatA rhegaa| pichale janma meM kisI ko do gAliyA~ dI hoMgI to isa janma meM koI Apako do gAliyA~ degaa| usa ghar3I Apako phira vApasa kar3avA lagatA hai isalie Apa vApasa pA~ca gAliyA~ de dete ho| do gAliyA~ vApasa AIM, to kar3avA laga rahA hai, to phira jaba pA~ca gAliyA~ vApasa Ae~gI taba kyA dazA hogI? isalie Apa nayA udhAra denA baMda kara do| jisa vyApAra meM nukasAna huA aura duHkha mahasUsa hotA hai, usa vyApAra meM paise lagAne baMda kara do| hameM koI do sunA jAe, taba hameM bhItara aMdara se zAMtipUrvaka use jamA kara lenA cAhie, kyoMki jo diyA huA hai vahI vApasa AyA hai| isalie abhI jamA kara lo aura phira vApasa nahIM denA hai|

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duHkha miTAne ke sAdhana (15) ataH isa duniyA meM jo kucha bhI milatA hai vaha saba, jo diyA thA vahI vApasa A rahA hai aisA samajha meM Ae to pahelI hala ho jAegI yA nahIM hogI? yAnI hameM kisI bhI taraha se isa pahelI ko hala karanA hai ! 227 ulTI samajha, vahI duHkha hai aura sIdhI samajha, vaha sukha hai / use kauna sI samajha mila rahI hai, vaha dekhanA hai| ulTI samajha kI gA~Tha par3I to duHkha, duHkha aura duHkha aura vaha gA~Tha sIdhI samajha se chUTa gaI to sukha, sukha aura sukha ! aura koI sukhaduHkha hai hI nahIM duniyA meM, yAnI ki ulTI samajha se hI gA~Tha par3a jAtI hai| varnA thor3e-bahuta deha ke daMDa to hote haiM ! deha dhAraNa karane ke daMDa to raheMge na? yadi dAr3ha duHkhe to kyA koI duHkha dene AyA hai? vaha to deha kA daMDa kahalAtA hai| kisI riztedAra kA hisAba ho aura jaba vaha cukAe to kyA hama unheM manA kara sakate haiM? yadi Apa kaho ki, 'dAdA, abhI hisAba baMda kara diijie|' to dAdA baMda kara deMge, lekina khAte meM bAkI rahA na ? to vasUlIvAle ko ghara para cAya-pAnI pilAkara 'alIsA'ba, alIsA'ba' karake phira vApasa nikAla deM, phira bhI vaha vApasa to AegA na? isake bajAya eka bAra de hI de na yahA~ se! varnA phira vaha Ae bagaira to rahegA nhiiN| vaha lie bagaira chor3egA kyA? isalie pratikUlatA meM kahanA ki, ' le jAo, le jAo!' apanA dAdAI baiMka hai na! dUSamakAla meM jo saba loga hameM milate haiM na, unameM se adhikatara duHkha dene ke lie hI hote haiM, thor3e-bahuta hameM sukha dene ke lie bhI hote haiM / pApa ke udaya ke phala svarUpa du:kha denevAlA milatA hai, lekina vaha acchA hai| kyoMki mukta hone kA rAstA jaldI mila gayA na! jo mola le, use duHkha praznakartA : hama De Tu De lAipha meM kAma karate haiM, seThagirI

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228 AptavANI-7 karate haiM, yahA~ hama kArakhAne meM jAte haiM taba logoM ke sAtha phrikzana ho jAtA hai to usa samaya usa vyakti meM jo pariNAma utpanna hue aura mere jo pariNAma utpanna hue, usameM usa vyakti ke pariNAma to hama badalakara acche nahIM kara sake to hama utane gunahagAra rahe na? dAdAzrI : kyoMki ApakA bhAva nahIM badalatA hai, isalie Apako koI parezAnI hai hI nhiiN| praznakartA : lekina mere kArya se yA mere vacana se sAmanevAle vyakti kA pariNAma badalA, usakA pariNAma bigar3A, usakA kyA? dAdAzrI : merA kahanA yaha hai ki yadi Apa kartA ho taba Apa para yaha doSa lAgU hogaa| yadi Apa kartA nahIM ho to Apa para yaha doSa lAgU nahIM hogaa| praznakartA : lekina apane bartAva se sabhI ko acchA laganA hI cAhie na? dAdAzrI : nahIM, aisA kucha bhI nahIM hai| ye Apake sapheda bAla dekhakara kisI ko acchA na lage, to usameM Apa kyA karoge? Apake sapheda bAla dekhakara sAmanevAle ko cir3ha car3he, to usameM ApakA kyA doSa? yaha bahuta sUkSma bAta hai| yaha saba ko samajha meM nahIM A sktii| ye loga to kyA kaheMge, 'Apase sAmanevAle ko duHkha huA to Apako doSa lgegaa|' are, inheM kaba ajaMpA nahIM hotA? Apa aisA kaho ki, 'sAhaba, bhojana ke lie clie|' taba vaha kahegA, 'maiM roz2a sAr3he bAraha baje bhojana karanevAlA iMsAna, tU sAr3he gyAraha baje Akara bhojana ke lie kaha rahA hai?' yAnI inheM to kaba duHkha nahIM hogA, vaha kaha nahIM skte| inheM duHkha hone ke kAraNa kahA~ nahIM haiM? ve duHkhoM ke kAraNoM se hI ghire hue haiN| Apake sapheda bAla dekhakara yadi use duHkha ho to usameM Apa kyA karoge? duHkha kara bhojana

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duHkha miTAne ke sAdhana (15) 229 isalie hamane kyA kahA hai? ki Apa kartA nahIM ho to Apa jokhimadAra nahIM ho| yadi Apa kartA ho, jaba taka Apako 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~' aisA rahe, taba taka jokhimadArI ApakI hai| praznakartA : to phira mahAvIra svAmI se gozAlA ko duHkha kyoM honA cAhie? kyoMki gozAlA to bhagavAna se ulTI hI dizA meM calA thA na? dAdAzrI : aisA hai, ki mahAvIra svAmI se gozAlA ko bahuta hI duHkha hotA thA ki 'ye mahAvIra haiM to merI iz2z2ata calI jAtI hai, isalie agara ye nahIM hoM to acchaa|' taba mahAvIra svAmI kyA kahate haiM ki, 'yaha usakA mola liyA huA duHkha hai, merA diyA huA duHkha nahIM hai|' jaise yaha khAne-pIne kA baTorate haiM na? vaise hI duHkha bhI baTorate haiN| aba aise mola lie hue du:kha kA koI kyA kare? taba mahAvIra svAmI ne kahate haiM ki, 'usakA mola liyA huA duHkha hai, usameM maiM kyA karU~?' mahAvIra svAmI kI upasthiti meM gozAlA ko bahuta hI duHkha rahatA thaa| mahAvIra svAmI vaha jAnate bhI the ki isa becAre ko bahuta du:kha rahatA hai aura usa duHkha ke kAraNa hI vaha bola rahA thA ki, 'ye mahAvIra aise haiM aura vaise haiM!' usameM mahAvIra svAmI kyA kara sakate the? kyA ve vahA~ para upavAsa karate? lekina bhagavAna ne to kahA ki, 'yaha isakA mola liyA huA duHkha hai| yaha duHkha merA diyA huA nahIM hai|' merA diyA huA aura usakA mola liyA huA du:kha, ina donoM meM bahuta pharka hai| praznakartA : vaha smjhaaie| dAdAzrI : mAnA huA duHkha yAnI kyA? abhI Apa roz2a sAr3he bAraha baje khAte ho aura eka dina ghara meM khAnA jarA jaldI taiyAra ho gayA ho, to Apako bulAne Ae~ ki, 'calo caMdUbhAI, bhojana kA samaya ho gayA hai, calo, abhI taka kyoM baiThe hae ho?" taba Apa kaho ki, 'bhAI, mujhe abhI nahIM khAnA hai, Apa mujhe

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230 AptavANI-7 abhI kisalie parezAna kara rahe ho? aba Apako yaha jo du:kha huA vaha mAnA huA hai| vaha koI Apako duHkha dene ke lie nahIM AyA thaa| vaha to kaha rahA thA ki, 'calo sAhaba, bhojana ke lie!' praznakartA : yadi hameM dUsaroM ko sukha dene kI icchA ho to vaha kyA hai? dAdAzrI : dUsaroM ko sukha dene kI icchA Apako rakhane kI kyA z2arUrata hai? dUsaroM ko sukha dene kI icchA ho aisA kahate ho, to Apa usa sukha ke dAtA ho, aisA? / praznakartA : aura dUsaroM ke sukha se IrSyA ho, vaha kyA hai? vaha bhI mola liyA huA duHkha kahalAegA na? dAdAzrI : IrSyA to mola liyA huA duHkha hai| ye saba mola lie hue duHkha haiN| vAstava meM z2arA sA bhI du:kha nahIM hai| mujhe koI duHkha nahIM detaa| kyoMki maiM duHkha mola nahIM letA huuN| nahIM to duHkha to hote hI raheMge, ThokareM to lagatI hI raheMgI, aura jagat to bolatA hI rhegaa| yaha saba calatA hI rahegA, lekina jo mola le use duHkh| praznakartA : aura jo ye du:kha dete haiM ve to nayA hI bIja DAlate haiM na? dAdAzrI : vaha hameM nahIM dekhanA hai, vaha to jagat kA krama hI hai aisA! krama hI hai ki sukha aura duHkha ke lena-dena kA naimittika bhAva hai| duHkha, khuda kA hI miTAo na! praznakartA : sAmanevAle ko duHkha ho rahA ho to hameM bhI duHkha hogA na?

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duHkha miTAne ke sAdhana (15) dAdAzrI : aisA hai na, ina logoM ko jo duHkha hotA hai usase yadi Apako duHkha ho rahA ho to usa duHkha kA Apa upAya karo, lekina duHkha kA upAya nahIM ho pAtA aura ye loga to sirpha igoiz2ama hI karate haiM ki inake duHkha dekhakara mujhe duHkha ho rahA hai| are, yadi tujhe duHkha ho rahA hai to tU usakA duHkha miTA de n| tere sukha ke lie usakA duHkha miTA de, unake sukha ke lie nhiiN| apane sukha ke lie hameM usakA duHkha miTA denA cAhie, usa ghar3I jeba meM se dasa rupaye nikAlakara de dene caahie| praznakartA : isa taraha kitanoM ko dasa rupaye dU~? dAdAzrI : isameM buddhi se nahIM ginanA hai| Apa dene kA taya karoge, to Apa sabhI ko de pAoge / jise nahIM denA hai, vaha kisI ko nahIM de paaegaa| kyoMki yaha saba sattA hai aura sabhI kucha ho sake, aisA hai| lekina 'eka tarapha aMdara duHkha hotA hai aura eka tarapha isa taraha kitanoM ko maiM paise dU~?' isa taraha ye donoM cIjeM eka sAtha nahIM ho sakatIM na! 231 kudarata ne aisA kahA hai ki Apa apanA jhUThA igoiz2ama mata karanA / jitanA Apa se ho sake utanA oblAija kro| sirpha oblAija, anya kucha bhI nahIM karanA hai| bAkI, Apa kisI kA bhI duHkha le sako, aisA hai hI nahIM / Apa khuda hI du:khI ho na ! isalie oblAija evarIbaDI, basa itanA hI kro| koI bhUkhA Ae na to 'usake bacce ko kyA ho rahA hogA? usakI patnI ko kyA ho rahA hogA?' aisA saba hisAba nahIM lagAnA hai| vaha bhUkhA hai to Apa kucha pakaur3iyA~ le lo aura use de do| basa, Apako aura z2yAdA gaharAI meM utarane kI z2arUrata hai hI nhiiN| aura duHkha to, 'jJAnIpuruSa' mila jAe~, usake bAda hI calA jAtA hai| phira to duHkha meM bhI sukha mahasUsa hotA hai, abhI to sukha meM bhI duHkha mahasUsa hotA hai|

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232 AptavANI-7 praznakartA : yoM mujhe khuda ko koI du:kha nahIM hai| maiM duHkhI hU~ hI nhiiN| dAdAzrI : vaha ThIka hai| lekina yaha to manuSya kA svabhAva hai ki dUsaroM kA duHkha dekhakara khuda ko duHkha hotA hai| svAbhAvika rUpa se duHkha hotA hI hai| aisA hai na, ye jo duHkhI dikhate haiM vaha ApakI dRSTi hai| usa duHkhI iMsAna se pUche na, to vaha kyA kahegA? 'ye sabhI loga duHkhI haiN|' are, kyA tU duHkhI nahIM hai? taba kahegA ki, 'mujhe koI duHkha hai hI nhiiN|' yAnI ApakI ye to sArI dRSTi hI roMga hai, jaba Apa unase pUchoge taba patA clegaa| arthAt ina saba logoM kI dRSTi sahI nahIM hotii| praznakartA : yaha bAta manuSyoM ke lie ThIka hogI, Apa kahate ho vaisA, lekina yadi prANI duHkhI ho rahe hoM to unakA kyA? dAdAzrI : merA kahanA yaha hai ki prANiyoM ko jo duHkha hai, vaha bhUkha kA duHkha hai, unheM aura koI duHkha nahIM hai| praznakartA : bhUkha kA du:kha asahya kahalAtA hai na? dAdAzrI : hA~, ashy| lekina kyA ho sakatA hai phira? usakA upAya kyA hai? pUre jagat kA hama kaise calA sakate haiM? aura ye jo jAnavara du:khI hote haiM, ve aura koI nahIM haiM, lekina apane hI jo cAcA, mAmA, vagairaha jo saba the, ve hI yahA~ para Ae haiN| apane khuda ke hI naz2adIkI sage-saMbaMdhI haiN| praznakartA : duniyA meM abhI bahuta loga aise haiM ki jinheM aisA lagatA hai ki ve garIba logoM ke lie, bImAra, duHkhI logoM ke lie khuda kisI bhI prakAra se madadagAra ho sakeM, aisA karanA acchA hai yA nahIM?

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duHkha miTAne ke sAdhana (15) 233 dAdAzrI : hA~, lekina hara eka vyakti ko aisA nahIM lagatA na? jo khuda sukhI ho, khuda hara prakAra se saiTisaphaikzana meM ho, vahI dUsaroM kA kArya kara sakatA hai, yoM thor3A-bahuta kArya karate haiN| lekina jo khuda sthAyI rUpa se sukhI hoM, ve sabhI prakAra se logoM ke lie sukha kA kArya kara sakate haiN| praznakartA : abhI kI rAjanItika paristhiti meM jisa prakAra se sabakucha ho rahA hai, use dekhakara duHkha to hogA na? dAdAzrI : vahA~ jo hotA hai usakA aura hamArA kyA lenAdenA? hamArI jeba kaTa jAe to kucha duHkha hotA hai yA nahIM hotA, itanA hI dekhanA hai| hameM gAr3I meM kisI ne gAlI dI aura dhakkA mArA, usa ghar3I bahuta duHkha hotA hai yA nahIM, vaha dekhanA hai| yAnI vahA~ jo bhI honA ho vaha ho, usake Apa mAlika nahIM ho| usake lie to apanI bhAvanA honI cAhie ki jagat aisA nahIM honA caahie| sukhI hI ho, aisI bhAvanA honI caahie| sAmUhika bhAvanA honI caahie| lekina bhagavAna ne kyA kahA hai ki bhAvanA kise karanI hai? jisakA khuda kA duHkha miTa gayA hai, use phira bAhara kA vaha kAma karanA bAkI rhaa| pahale khuda kA du:kha sarvasva prakAra se miTa jAe, koI gAlI de to hama para asara nahIM ho, jeba kaTe to asara nahIM ho, aisA yadi hameM ho gayA ho to vaha saba davAI sahI hI hai, lekina vaha kucha hada taka phAyadA karatI hai aura phira nukasAna bhI karatI hai aisI lAbha-alAbhavAlI hai| sirpha lAbhavAlI davAI to koI-koI hI hotI hai| loga aise nahIM haiM ki janasevA kreN| yaha to aMdara hI aMdara kIrti kA lobha hai, nAma kA lobha hai, mAna kA lobha hai, tarahataraha ke lobha chupe hue haiM, ve hI karavAte haiN| janasevA karanevAle loga to kaise hote haiM? ve aparigrahI puruSa hote haiN| ye to saba nAma kamAne ke lie, 'dhIre-dhIre kabhI maMtrI bana jAe~ge,' aise socakara janasevA karate haiN| aMdara cora niyata hotI hai isIlie bAhara kI AphateM,

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234 AptavANI-7 bekAra ke parigraha, vagairaha baMda kara do, to sabakucha ThIka ho jaaegaa| yaha to eka tarapha parigrahI, saMpUrNa parigrahI rahanA hai aura dUsarI tarapha janasevA karanI hai, ye donoM ekasAtha kisa taraha ho sakegA? sevA-kusevA, prAkRta svabhAva __ Apa yaha jo sevA kara rahe ho, vaha prakRti svabhAva hai aura koI vyakti kusevA karatA hai to, vaha bhI prakRti svabhAva hai| isameM ApakA puruSArtha nahIM hai aura usakA bhI puruSArtha nahIM hai, lekina mana se aisA mAnate haiM ki 'maiM kara rahA huuN|' aba 'maiM kara rahA hU~' vahI bhrAMti hai| yahA~ para 'yaha' jJAna dene ke bAda bhI Apa sevA to karoge hI, kyoMki aisI prakRti lekara Ae ho, lekina vaha sevA phira zuddha sevA hogii| abhI zubha sevA ho rahI hai| zubha sevA yAnI baMdhanavAlI sevA, sone kI ber3I, lekina baMdhana hI hai na! isa jJAna ke bAda sAmanevAle vyakti ko bhale hI kucha bhI ho lekina Apako duHkha nahIM hogA aura usakA duHkha dUra ho jaaegaa| isake bAda Apako karuNA rhegii| abhI to Apako dayA rahatI hai ki becAre ko kaisA duHkha ho rahA hogA, kaisA duHkha ho rahA hogA! usa para Apako dayA AtI hai| vaha dayA hamezA hameM duHkha detI hai| jahA~ dayA hotI hai, vahA~ para ahaMkAra rahatA hI hai| dayA bhAva ke binA prakRti sevA karatI hI nahIM aura isa jJAna ke bAda Apako karuNA bhAva rhegaa| .... kalyANa kI zreNiyA~ hI bhinna ye jo samAja kalyANa karate haiM, vaha jagat kalyANa nahIM khlaataa| vaha to eka sAMsArika bhAva hai, vaha saba samAja kalyANa kahalAtA hai| vaha jitanA jisase ho pAe utanA karate haiM, vaha saba sthUla bhASA hai| aura jagat kalyANa karanA vaha to sUkSma bhASA, sUkSmatara aura sUkSmatama bhASA hai| sirpha aise sUkSmatama bhAva hI hote haiM yA phira usake chiMTe hI hote haiN|

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duHkha miTAne ke sAdhana (15) 235 praznakartA : to phira mAnavasevA to eka vyavahArika cIz2a hai, aisA hI samajheM na? vaha to vyavahAra dharma huA na? dAdAzrI : vaha vyavahAra dharma bhI nahIM hai, vaha to samAjadharma hai| jisa samAja ke lie anukUla ho, usI ke logoM ko anukUla par3egA aura vahI sevA agara kisI aura samAja ko dene jAe~ to vaha pratikUla pdd'egaa| yAnI ki vyavahAra dharma kaba kahalAtA hai ki jo sabhI ko eka samAna lage, taba! abhI taka Apane jo kiyA, vaha samAjasevA kahalAtI hai| hara eka kI samAjasevA alaga-alaga prakAra kI hotI hai| hara eka samAja alaga prakAra kA hai, usI taraha sevA bhI alaga prakAra kI hotI hai| praznakartA : lekina vyavahAra meM aisA hotA hI hai na ki dayA bhAva rahatA hai, sevA rahatI hai, kisI ke prati lAgaNI (bhAvukatAvAlA prema, lagAva) rahatI hai ki 'kucha kara luuN'| kisI ko naukarI dilavAnI, bImAra ko hospiTala meM jagaha dilavAnI, yAnI ki ye sabhI kriyAe~, vaha eka prakAra kA vyavahAra dharma hI huA na? / dAdAzrI : ve saba to sAmAnya farz2a haiN| samAjasevA to, jisane bIr3A uThAyA hai, yAnI ghara meM bahuta dhyAna nahIM detA, aura bAhara logoM kI sevA meM par3A huA hai, vaha samAjasevA kahalAtI hai| jabaki bAkI ke saba to khuda ke AMtarika bhAva kahalAte haiN| aise bhAva to khuda ko Ate hI rahate haiN| kisI para dayA Ae, kisI para lAgaNI ho vagairaha, aisA saba to khuda kI prakRti meM lekara hI AyA hotA hai, lekina Akhira meM yaha sArA prakRti dharma hI hai| samAjasevA bhI prakRti dharma hai| use prakRti svabhAva kahate haiM ki 'isakA svabhAva aisA hai, isakA svabhAva aisA hai|' kisI kA svabhAva duHkha dene kA hotA hai, kisI kA svabhAva sukha dene kA hotA hai| ina donoM ke svabhAva, ve prakRtika svabhAva kahalAte haiM, AtmasvabhAva nhiiN| prakRti meM jaisA mAla bharA hai, vaisA hI usakA mAla nikalatA hai|

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236 AptavANI-7 aMtataH upakAra khuda para hI karanA hai kabhI kisI para bhI upakAra kiyA ho, kisI kA phAyadA kiyA ho, kisI ke lie jIe hoM to utanA khuda ko lAbha hotA hai, lekina vaha bhautika lAbha hotA hai, usakA bhautika phala milegaa| praznakartA : kisI para upakAra karane ke bajAya khuda para upakAra kare to? dAdAzrI : basa, khuda para upakAra karane ke lie hI sabakucha karanA hai| yadi khuda para upakAra kare to usakA kalyANa ho jaae| lekina usake lie khuda apane Apa ko jAnanA par3egA, taba taka logoM para upakAra karate rahanA, lekina usakA bhautika phala milatA rhegaa| khuda apane Apa ko jAnane ke lie, 'hama kauna haiM?' vaha jAnanA pdd'egaa| abhI taka to Apa 'maiM caMdUbhAI hU~,' utanA hI jAnate ho na? yA aura bhI kucha jAnate ho? 'maiM hI caMdUbhAI hU~,' aisA khoge| 'isakA pati hU~, isakA mAmA hU~, isakA cAcA hU~,' aisI saba zrRMkhalAe~! aisA hI hai na? vahI jJAna Apake pAsa hai na? usase Age nahIM gae haiM na? yaha svArtha hai yA parArtha? loga jise svArthI kahate haiM, use vItarAga parArthI kahate haiN| parArthI yAnI parAye ke lie hI ye gar3abar3a karatA rahatA hai aura bhayaMkara karma bA~dhatA hai| yA to paramArthI acchA aura nahIM to svArthI acchaa| saccA svArtha acchA hai| yaha svArtha to parArtha hai| patnI aura baccoM ke lie ulTI-sIdhI gar3abar3eM karatA hai, aura phira khuda to karma bA~dhakara calA jAegA aura sArA khAe~ge-pIe~ge usake bacce aura khuda becArA pApa bA~dhakara jaaegaa| isalie usa para to karuNA rakhane jaisA hai| praznakartA : svArtha aura ni:svArtha, ina donoM meM kisa taraha pharka kareM?

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duHkha miTAne ke sAdhana (15) hai na? 237 dAdAzrI : Apane koI svArthI iMsAna dekhA hai? praznakartA : sabhI ko khuda ke lie svArtha to hotA hI na ? dAdAzrI : nahIM, vaha svArtha nahIM hai, vaha to parArtha hai| parArtha ko hI loga svArtha kahate haiN| svArthI to mere jaisA zAyada hI koI hotA hai, jo khuda kA svArtha sAdhakara cale jAte haiN| yaha to parArtha hai / parAyoM ke lie jIte haiM, mehanata bhI parAyoM ke lie karate haiN| yaha jo svArtha kahalAtA hai, vaha bhrAMti kI bhASA meM kahalAtA hai| isakI to samajha hI nahIM, isalie phaoNrina DipArTamenTa ko hI homa kahate haiN| phaoNrina ko homa kaheMge to kyA phAyadA hogA? ataH ye to parArtha ko hI svArtha mAnate haiM aura parAyoM ke lie hI sAre jokhima mola lete haiM / hameM bhrAMti se dikhatA hai ki yaha vAipha merI hai, ye bacce mere haiM, aura yaha saba jo dikhAI de rahA hai, vaha saba bhrAMti se merA laga rahA hai| vAstava meM khuda ke nahIM haiN| aura vaha khuda kA nahIM hai, aisA bhI nhiiN| vaha khuda kA hai lekina vaha DrAmeTika honA caahie| use Apa DrAmeTika rakhate nahIM ho na? praznakartA : yoM to duniyA ke maMca para sabhI ekTara hI haiM dAdAzrI : ekTara to haiM, lekina saba ulajhe hue hI haiM na ! yaha ulajhana to usIkI hai na! jise svArtha mAnate haiM, vaha svArtha nahIM hai| svArtha kA matalaba to 'sva' kA artha karanA / homa DipArTamenTa meM rahakara, 'sva' ko 'sva' mAne to vaha homa DipArTamenTa kA lAbha uThA sakatA hai| varnA yaha to phaoNrina ko homa mAnatA hai, vaha svArtha nahIM hai, parArtha hai / I jagat ke loga to eksesa pariNAma ko Agraha kahate haiM saMsAra meM z2arUrata ke mutAbika pariNAma ko Agraha nahIM kahate, usI prakAra se jo z2arUrata ke mutAbika ho, use svArtha nahIM khte| mA~

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238 AptavANI-7 kA aura bacce kA svArtha hI hai na? lekina z2arUrata ke mutAbika pariNAma ko svArtha nahIM kahate, eksesa ho jAe tabhI svArtha kahalAtA hai| usI prakAra jaba eksesa ho jAe taba Agraha kahalAtA hai| z2arUrata ke mutAbika ho, to koI Apatti nahIM uThAegA na? isa dAla meM koI cIz2a z2arUrata ke mutAbika DAlI ho to koI Apatti uThAegA? isa jagat meM sabhI logoM ko svArthI nahIM kahate haiN| vAstava meM to yaha pUrA jagat svArthI hI hai, lekina vaha bilIpha meM hai isalie vaha svArtha kahalAtA hI nahIM hai, lekina eksesa hote hI vaha svArtha kahalAtA hai| aura vAstava meM svArtha to kauna sA hai? ki khuda khuda ke lie svArtha rakhe, svayaM zuddhAtmA kA aura vaha bhI 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' aisA bhAna ho jAe, taba vaha vAstava meM svArtha khlaaegaa| yaha to saba parArtha kahalAtA hai| svArtha se yahA~ para saba ikaTThA karatA hai, phira arthI nikalatI hai| praznakartA : svArtha, parArtha aura paramArtha ko z2arA ThIka se smjhaaie| dAdAzrI : aisA hai na, ki yahA~ para Apake gA~va meM koI svArthI vyakti hai kyA? praznakartA : sacamuca ke svArthI nahIM milte| dAdAzrI : nahIM, ve bhI sacamuca ke svArthI nahIM haiN| jaba taka 'maiM caMdUbhAI hU~,' caMdUbhAI hI ApakA svarUpa hai, taba taka Apa svArthI mAne hI nahIM jA sakate aura Apa jo-jo karate ho vaha sArA parArtha hI hai| 'jo maraNa A jiMdagI nI che are challI dazA, (dekha mRtyu, isa jiMgadI kI he re aMtima dazA) to parArthe vAparavA mAM, A jIvana nA moha zA?' (to parArtha ke lie isakA upayoga karane meM, isa jIvana kA moha kyA?)

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du:kha miTAne ke sAdhana (15) 239 yaha svArtha to galata svArtha hai, lekina isa parArtha meM yAnI abhI bhI kisI ke, auroM ke lAbha ke lie jIvana guz2are, jaise ki yaha jo momabattI jalatI hai, vaha kyA khuda ke prakAza ke lie jalatI hai? sAmanevAle ke lie, parArtha ke lie karatI hai na? sAmanevAle ke phAyade ke lie karatI hai na? usI taraha agara ye loga sAmanevAle ke phAyade ke lie jIe~ to unakA khuda kA phAyadA to isameM hai hii| yoM bhI maranA to hai hI! ataH agara sAmanevAle kA phAyadA karane jAegA to terA phAyadA to aMdara hai hI aura sAmanevAle ko trAsa dene jAegA to usameM terA trAsa hai hii| tujhe jo karanA ho vaha kr| to kyA karanA cAhie? praznakartA : paropakAra ke lie hI jInA caahie| dAdAzrI : hA~, paropakAra ke lie hI jInA caahie| lekina aba yadi turaMta hI Apa aise lAina badala loge to aisA karate samaya pichale riekzana to Ae~ge hI, taba phira Apa parezAna ho jAoge ki 'yaha to abhI bhI mujhe sahana karanA par3a rahA hai!' lekina kucha samaya taka sahana karanA par3egA, usake bAda Apako koI duHkha nahIM rhegaa| lekina abhI to naye sire se lAina banA rahe ho, isalie pichale riekzana to Ae~ge hii| abhI taka jo ulTA kiyA thA, usake phala to Ae~ge hI na? parArtha yAnI kyA? parAyoM ke lie, baccoM ke lie, auroM ke lie jInA, taba usameM tujhe kyA milA? yahA~ karor3a rupaye ikaTThe karatA hai, aNahakka kA letA hai, aNahakka kA sabakucha bhoga letA hai aura phira sabakucha baccoM ke lie chor3akara calA jAtA hai| aisA hai yaha jagat! ___ kArya kA hetu, sevA yA lakSmI? hara eka kAma kA hetu hotA hai ki kisa hetu se yaha kAma kiyA jA rahA hai| usameM yadi ucca hetu nakkI kiyA jAe, yAnI

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240 AptavANI-7 kyA ki yaha aspatAla banAnA hai, to pezenTa kisa taraha svAsthya prApta kareM, kisa prakAra sukhI ho, kisa taraha loga AnaMda meM Ae, kaise unakI jIvanazakti bar3he, aisA apanA ucca hetu nakkI kiyA ho aura sevAbhAva se hI vaha kAma kiyA jAe, taba usakA bAi proDakzana kyA? lkssmii| ataH lakSmI to bAi proDakTa hai, use proDakzana mata maannaa| pUre jagat meM lakSmI ko proDakzana banA diyA hai isalie phira use bAi proDakzana kA lAbha nahIM miltaa| ataH Apa yadi sirpha sevA kA bhAva hI nakkI karo to usake bAi proDakzana meM to phira aura adhika lakSmI aaegii| yAnI yadi lakSmI ko bAi proDakTa meM hI rakheM to lakSmI adhika AtI hai, lekina yaha to lakSmI ke hetu se hI lakSmI ke lie prayatna karate haiM, isalie lakSmI nahIM aatii| isalie Apako yaha hetu batA rahe haiM ki yaha hetu rakhanA 'niraMtara sevaabhaav|' to bAi proDakTa apane Apa hI AtA rhegaa| jisa taraha bAi proDakTa meM koI mehanata nahIM karanI par3atI, kharcA nahIM karanA par3atA, vaha phrI oNpha kaoNsTa hotA hai, usI taraha yaha lakSmI bhI phrI oNpha kaoNsTa milatI hai| Apako aisI lakSmI cAhie yA oNna (mUla qImata se z2yAdA meM becanA) kI lakSmI cAhie? oNna kI lakSmI nahIM cAhie? to phira acchA hai! agara phrI oNpha kaoNsTa mile to vaha kitanI acchI! ataH sevAbhAva nakkI karo, manuSya mAtra kI sevaa| kyoMki hamane aspatAla kholA yAnI ki hama jo vidyA jAnate haiM sevAbhAva meM usa vidyA kA upayoga kareM, vahI apanA hetu honA caahie| usake phalasvarUpa dUsarI cIjeM phrI oNpha kaoNsTa milatI raheMgI aura phira lakSmI kI kabhI bhI kamI nahIM par3egI aura jo lakSmI ke hetu se hI karane gae unheM nukasAna huA hai| hA~, aura lakSmI ke hetu se hI kArakhAnA banAyA, phira bAi proDakTa to rahA hI nahIM na! kyoMki lakSmI khuda hI bAi proDakTa hai, bAi proDakzana kA! ataH hameM proDakzana nakkI karanA hai, tAki bAi proDakzana phrI oNpha kaoNsTa milatA rhe| AtmA prApta karane ke lie jo kucha bhI kiyA jAtA hai, isI taraha yaha lA karanA par3atA, vaha meM koI mehanata apane Apa

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duHkha miTAne ke sAdhana (15) vaha proDakzana hai aura usakI vajaha se bAi proDakTa milatA hai aura saMsAra kI sabhI z2arUrateM pUrI hotI haiN| maiM apanA eka hI taraha kA proDakzana rakhatA hU~, 'jagat parama zAMti ko prApta kare aura kucha mokSa ko pAe~ / ' merA yaha proDakzana aura usakA bAi proDakzana mujhe milatA hI rahatA hai| ye cAya-pAnI, jaisA Apako milatA hai, hameM usase kucha alaga hI prakAra kA milatA hai| usakA kyA kAraNa hai? ki ApakI tulanA meM merA proDakzana ucca koTi kA hai| yadi ApakA proDakzana bhI utanA hI ucca koTi kA hogA to bAi proDakzana bhI ucca koTi kA AegA / 241 bAkI kA sArA proDakzana bAi proDakTa hotA hai, usameM Apako z2arUrata kI sabhI cIjeM milatI raheMgI aura ve Iz2ilI milatI raheMgI dekho na ! yaha paisoM kA proDakzana kiyA hai isalie Aja paisA Iz2ilI nahIM miltaa| bhAgadaur3a / badahAla ghUma rahe hoM aisA karate haiM aura mu~ha para araMDI kA tela cupar3akara ghUma rahe hoM, aise dikhate haiM! ghara meM acchA khAne-pIne kA hai, kitanI suvidhAe~ haiM, rAste kitane acche haiM, rAste para caleM to paira dhUlavAle nahIM ho jAte! isalie manuSyoM kI sevA karo, manuSya meM bhagavAna virAjamAna hai, bhagavAna bhItara hI baiThe haiN| bAhara bhagavAna DhU~Dhane jAoge to ve mileMge nhiiN| Apa iMsAnoM ke DaoNkTara ho isalie Apako iMsAnoM kI sevA karane ko kahatA huuN| jAnavaroM ke DaoNkTara hoMge to unheM jAnavaroM kI sevA karane kA khuuNgaa| jAnavaroM meM bhI bhagavAna virAjamAna haiN| lekina ina manuSyoM meM bhagavAna vizeSa rUpa se prakaTa hue haiM ! praznakartA : kartavya to hara eka vyakti kA hotA hI hai, phira vakIla ho yA DaoNkTara, lekina kartavya to yahI hotA hai ki 'manuSya mAtra kA acchA karU~?' dAdAzrI : hA~, lekina yaha to ' acchA karanA hai' aisI gA~Tha bA~dhe binA basa karatA hI rahatA hai, koI bhI DisIz2ana nahIM liyA hai| koI bhI hetu nizcita kie bagaira yoM hI gAr3I calatI rahatI

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242 AptavANI-7 hai| kauna se zahara jAnA hai, usakA ThikAnA nahIM aura kauna se zahara meM utaranA hai, usakA bhI ThikAnA nahIM hai| rAste meM kahA~ para cAya-nAztA karanA hai, usakA bhI ThikAnA nahIM hai| basa, daur3atA hI rahatA hai| isalie sabakucha ulajha gayA hai| hetu nizcita karane ke bAda hI sAre kArya karane caahie| lakSmI to bAi proDakzana hai, usakA proDakzana nahIM ho sktaa| usakA proDakzana ho sakatA to yadi hama kArakhAnA banAte to proDakzana meM aMdara se paisA milatA, lekina nahIM, lakSmI to bAi proDakzana hai| pUre jagat ko lakSmI kI z2arUrata hai| to phira hama aisI kyA mehanata kareM ki apane pAsa paisA Ae, ise samajhane kI z2arUrata hai| lakSmI, vaha bAi proDakzana hai, isalie apane Apa proDakzana meM se AegI, sahajabhAva se Ae aisI hai| jabaki logoM ne lakSmI ke kArakhAne banA die, proDakzana hI use banA diyaa| hameM to sirpha hetu hI badalanA hai, aura kucha nahIM karanA hai| paMpa ke injana kA eka paTTA udhara lagA deM to pAnI nikalatA hai aura paTTA isa tarapha lagA deM to DAMgara meM se cAvala nikalate haiN| yAnI sirpha paTTA dene meM hI pharka hai| hetu nizcita karanA hai aura vaha hetu phira hamAre lakSya meM rahanA caahie| basa, aura kucha bhI nhiiN| lakSmI lakSya meM rahanI hI nahIM caahie|

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[16] baoNsa-naukara kA vyavahAra 'svataMtra' banAe, vaha zikSaNa saccA! isa prakAra bahuta janmoM se par3hate rahe haiM aura vahI kA vahI vApasa par3hanA? yaha to baccA banakara phira assI varSa kA bUr3hA ho jAtA hai aura phira mara jAtA hai| phira se jaba yahA~ para AtA hai, taba phira vApasa eka ekama eka, do ekama do sIkhatA hai! are, yaha to pichale janma meM bhI par3hA thA na? lekina vismRta ho jAtA hai na? mAtA ke garbha meM Ane para sabakucha bhUla jAtA praznakartA : saccA zikSaNa to Apake pAsa hai| dAdAzrI : saca kaha rahA hai, saccA zikSaNa 'yahI' hai, asala zikSaNa 'yahI' hai| ataH yadi yaha hama yahA~ para par3ha leM na, to phira 'zAlAoM' meM bahuta nahIM jAnA par3egA! mere pAsa se kucha zikSaNa le jAe na to phira vaha svataMtra hai aura vaha kitanI adhika svataMtratA hai na! varlDa meM koI UparI nahIM, aisI svataMtratA! kyoMki merA UparI koI nahIM hai, taba phira ApakA UparI sirpha maiM rahA, lekina maiM to bAlaka jaisA huuN| choTA bAlaka hotA hai na, vaisA nahIM lagatA maiM? lakSaNa, nirdoSatA, sabakucha nahIM dikhatA? 'jJAnIpuruSa' bAlaka jaise hote haiM, ve DA~Ta-DA~Takara Apako kitanA DA~TeMge? sirpha aise 'jJAnIpuruSa' hI UparI hoM, to phira harja nahIM hai| merA koI UparI nahIM hai aura ApakA bhI UparI koI nahIM hai| khuda kA UparI

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244 AptavANI-7 khuda kI bhUleM haiN| bhUleM arthAt blaMDarsa aura mistteks| ye do hI khuda ke UparI haiN| anya koI jagat meM UparI nahIM hai| hara eka kA jagat svataMtra hai| apane-apane kAryoM kA jokhimadAra khuda hI hai, isalie jokhimadArI samajhakara kArya krnaa| ukasAne meM jokhima kise? yaha jagat apanA hai, isameM anya kisI kI z2immedArI hai hI nhiiN| bhagavAna yadi UparI hote na, taba to hama samajheM ki 'hama pApa kareMge aura bhagavAna kI bhakti kareMge to dhula jAegA, lekina aisA nahIM hai| yaha to apanI hI z2immedArI hai| kiMcitmAtra, eka bhI ulTA vicAra AyA to usakI z2immedArI apanI hI hai| hola enDa sola risponsibala hama hI haiN| Upara koI bApa bhI nahIM hai| ApakA koI UparI hai hI nahIM, jo ho, vaha Apa hI ho| sirpha vyakti ke rUpa meM saba alaga haiM, lekina haiM AtmA hI, yAnI ki ve bhI bhagavAna hI haiN| isalie kisI kA bhI nAma mata denA aura kisI ko parezAna mata krnaa| helpa ho sake to karanA aura nahIM ho to koI bAta nahIM, lekina parezAna to nAma mAtra ke lie bhI nahIM krnaa| loga bAgha ko parezAna nahIM karate, sA~pa ko parezAna nahIM karate, aura manuSyoM ko hI parezAna karate haiM, usakA kyA kAraNa hai? bAgha yA sA~pa se to mara jAe~ge, aura manuSya to, bahuta huA to lakar3I se mAregA yA phira aisA hI kucha kregaa| isIlie manuSya ko parezAna karate haiM na! kisI ko bhI parezAna nahIM karanA cAhie, kyoMki bhItara paramAtmA baiThe haiM, Apako samajha meM AtI hai yaha bAta? Apane kisI ko parezAna kiyA thA kyA? praznakartA : khuda ke jo mAtahata hoM unheM loga parezAna karate tic dAdAzrI : jaba taka Apako apane mAtahata ko kahane kI

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baoNsa-naukara kA vyavahAra (16) 245 Adata hai, DA~Tane kI Adata hai, taba taka Apako bhI koI DA~TanevAlA mila aaegaa| maiM kisI ko bhI nahIM DA~TatA, isalie mujhe koI nahIM ddaaNtttaa| apane se nIcevAle DA~Tane ke lie nahIM haiM, jisa prakAra se unheM saMtoSa ho usa prakAra hameM apanA kAma nikAla lenA caahie| isa baila ko roz2a dasa rupaye kA khilAte haiM aura tIsa rupaye kA kAma nikalavA lete haiN| usI taraha, apane yahA~ jo maz2adUra kAma kara rahe hoM, ve becAre to yadi unheM phAyadA hogA tabhI apane yahA~ raheMge na? lekina hama use DA~Tate raheM to vaha kahA~ jAegA? jIvamAtra meM bhagavAna birAjamAna haiM, lekina manuSya meM to bhagavAna vyakta rUpa meM haiM, Izvara svarUpI ho gae haiM, bhale hI paramezvara nahIM bane haiN| Izvara kyoM kahalAte haiM? kyoMki vaha yadi mana meM pakkA kara le na ki 'inheM eka dina golI se mAra DAlanA hai,' to vaha eka dina golI calAkara mAra sakatA hai na? isa taraha se ye Izvara svarUpa hai, ataH unakA nAma hI nahIM lenA caahie| isalie hama kahate haiM na, ki isa kAla meM eDajasTa evarIvhera ho jaao| kahIM bhI DiseDajasTa hone jaisA nahIM hai| yahA~ se to bhAga chUTane jaisA hai| 'yaha' vijJAna to eka-do janmoM meM mokSa meM le jAnevAlA hai, isalie yahA~ kAma nikAla lenA hai| usameM bhUla kisakI? praznakartA : merA svabhAva aisA hai ki galata cIz2a sahana nahIM hotI, isalie gussA AtA rahatA hai| dAdAzrI : galata hai, aisA nyAya kauna karatA hai? praznakartA : apanI buddhi jitanA kAma karatI hai, usa anusAra karate haiN| dAdAzrI : hA~, utanA hI nyAya hogaa| praznakartA : lekina aisA hai na, ki eka vyakti ko hama roz2a ke paccIsa rupaye tanaqhvAha dete hoM, aura vaha vyakti pA~ca rupaye

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246 AptavANI-7 kA bhI kAma nahIM kare, to hameM aisA to lagegA na ki yaha ThIka nahIM hai? dAdAzrI : lekina vaha kAma kyoM nahIM karatA hogA? kisa kAraNa se vaha kAma nahIM karatA hogA? praznakartA : usakA svabhAva pramAdI hai islie| dAdAzrI : aise vyakti kyA sabhI logoM ko milate hoMge? praznakartA : sabhI ko milate hoMge, aisA kaise kaha sakate dAdAzrI : to Apako hI aisA vyakti kyoM milA? usakA koI kAraNa to hogA na? praznakartA : mere pichale karma aise rahe hoMge, isalie mujhe milaa| dAdAzrI : to phira usakA kyA doSa? to usa para gussA karane kA kAraNa hI kahA~ rahA? gussA to apane Apa para karo ki, "bhAI, 'maiMne' aise kaise karma bA~dhe ki mujhe aisA vyakti milA?" khuda kI kamaz2orI to khuda ko hI nukasAna pahu~cAtI hai| 'bhugate usI kI bhuul|' vaha kAma nahIM kare aura Apa gussA karo to Apako du:kha hogA, ataH bhUla ApakI hai| vaha to vaise kA vaisA hI rhegaa| kala bhI vaisA hI karegA aura Upara se ApakI nakala utaaregaa| Apa pIche mur3e ki Apake pIche maz2Aka karegA, kahegA ki, 'ghanacakkara hI hai na, jAne do na use!' praznakartA : to use apane pAsa baiThAkara, samajhAkara kahanA cAhie ki, 'tujhase itanA kAma kyoM nahIM ho sakatA? jabaki dUsare to kitanA acchA kAma karate haiN|' use nahIM AtA ho to sikhalAe~, aisA kareM?

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baoNsa-naukara kA vyavahAra (16) 247 lAbha ho gayA gyaa| mere sAhA jAe! AjAhata rkhnaa| najara ho, vaisA sAmane kuttA baiThaka pIche par3a kkhaaegaa| kuaura usake a dAdAzrI : hA~, use samajha meM Ae, use lAgaNI (bhAvukatAvAlA prema, lagAva) utpanna ho, usa taraha se samajhAnA caahie| anDarahainDa bhI upakArI baneM Apake yahA~ koI naukarI kara rahA ho to kabhI bhI usakA tiraskAra mata karanA, cher3anA mata, sabhI ko mAnasahita rkhnaa| na jAne kisa vyakti se hameM kyA lAbha ho jAe! Aja Apako 'inake' dvArA bahuta lAbha ho gyaa| mere sAtha paricaya huA na, vahI bahuta bar3A lAbha ho gyaa| ise apUrva lAbha kahate haiN| kisI kAla meM nahIM sunA ho, vaisA lAbha kahalAtA hai| isalie kisI ko parezAna mata krnaa| ghara ke sAmane kuttA baiThA huA ho to use bhI parezAna mata krnaa| vaha kuttA yadi kisI ke pIche par3a jAe to vaha vyakti Apake ghara meM ghusa jAegA aura Apako satsaMga krvaaegaa| kuttA yadi 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke pIche par3a gayA to 'jJAnIpuruSa' AsarA DhU~DheMge aura usake ghara meM ghusa jaaeNge| dekho, kuttA kAma meM AyA na! sabhI kucha kAma meM Ae, aisA hai isa jagat meM! sabhI meM paramAtmA birAjamAna hai aura jIva mAtra rAta-dina ApakI sevA meM hI hai| lekina use sevA kA lAbha uThAnA nahIM AtA, lAbha lenA nahIM aataa| jahA~ dekho vahA~ baoNsa, baoNsa aura baoNsa! aura Apa bhI vApasa kisI ke boNs| vaha baoNsa usa anDarahainDa ko DA~Ta-DA~Takara becAre kA tela nikAla detA hai, caina se baiThane bhI nahIM detaa| isalie hama sabhI ko itanA acchA nyAyI jIvana jInA cAhie ki kisI ko bhI du:kha nahIM ho| baoNsa ko duHkha nahIM ho, anDarahainDa ko duHkha nahIM ho, ghara para vAipha ko duHkha nahIM ho, baccoM ko duHkha nahIM ho, aisA jIvana jIne ke lie Apako ApakI 'mazInarI' 'jJAnIpuruSa' se 'ovarahaoNla' karavAnI pdd'egii| ovarahaoNla karavAne kA TenDara lAe ho? praznakartA : ApakI vANI meM bhI konTrekTara kI bhASA nikalatI

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248 AptavANI - dAdAzrI : hA~, aisI hI nikalatI hai ! hama konTrekTara haiM na, isalie ye TenDara vagairaha ke bAre meM saba jAnate haiN| UparI kaise pusAe ? : praznakartA jitanA isa baoNsa ke sAmane jhukate haiM, utanA yadi bhagavAna ke sAmane jhukeM, taba to kalyANa ho jAe / -7 dAdAzrI : hA~, kalyANa ho jAe / utanA yadi bhagavAna ko namaskAra kareM, taba bhI niber3A A jaae| kyoMki bhagavAna ke ghara para kamI nahIM hai| logoM ko baoNsa ke sAmane jhukanA pasaMda nahIM hai| lekina eka tarapha saMsAra calAnA par3atA hai aura vaha anivArya hai na! vaha kyA kare? isalie baoNsa ke sAmane jhukakara, kAma karake, do ulTe-sulTe bola sahana karakara calAnA par3atA hai| baoNsa ghara se cir3hakara AyA ho, to vaha Apa para cir3hatA rahegA / isalie mujhe terahaveM varSa meM vicAra AyA thA ki sira para UparI hogA to vaha kaise pusAegA ? mujhe vaha vicAra usa samaya bahuta khaTakatA thaa| UparI hameM binA kAraNa ke DA~Tate-DapaTate rahate haiM! nyAyasaMgata DA~Te, to samajheM ki ThIka hai, lekina yaha to khuda cir3hA huA hotA hai, to apane Upara bhI cir3hatA hai, isalie mujhe baoNsa pasaMda nahIM the| isalie maiMne nakkI kiyA thA ki bhagavAna ko hI DhU~Dha nikAlanA hai| yaha baoNsa to kaise rAsa Ae? praznakartA : I sirpha ina manuSyoM ko hI TheTha taka begAra karanA par3atA hai varnA ye gAya-baila jaba bUr3he ho jAte haiM, taba unheM pazuzAlA meM rakha Ate haiN| sirpha ina manuSyoM ko hI TheTha taka hAya-hAya, hAyahAya, aura bhAgadaur3a karanI par3atI hai| to naukarI chor3a denA acchA hai na? dAdAzrI : nhiiN| naukarI karanA bhI acchA nahIM hai aura chor3a denA bhI acchA nahIM hai / chor3a doge to ghara meM saba ke mana meM

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baoNsa- naukara kA vyavahAra (16) khaTakatA rahegA aura naukarI karoge to Apako jhaMjhaTa rhegaa| isake bajAya jo cala rahA hai, vaise hI calane do na gAr3I! apane Apa chUTa jAegI, taba ThIka hai ! 249 apane jor3a narama ho jAe~, taba bacce bhI DA~Tate-DapaTate haiM isameM kahA~ sukha AyA? ye saba bairAga kI bAteM haiM / lekina hamane aisA dekhA hai| tabhI hameM lagatA hai ki yaha to vAstava meM baMdhana hai! hameM to yaha saba bacapana se hI baMdhana lagane lagA thA, UparI pasaMda nahIM the| hameM UparI bilkula bhI pasaMda nahIM the, vaha to bahuta bar3A trAsa lagatA thA / mAsTara sAhaba ko to majabUrana calA lenA par3atA thaa| mAsTara sAhaba ke pAsa par3hane jAnA par3atA thA na, vaha to majabUrana calA letA thaa| kyoMki ghara se phuTabaoNla ko mArate the ki jAo skUla meM aura skUla meM mAsTara sAhaba phuTabaoNla ko mArate the ki ghara para jAo, to phuTabaoNla jaisI dazA hotI thii| to phira UparI acche lagate hoMge? abhI pUre varlDa meM hamArA koI UparI nahIM hai| UparI kaise pusAe? aura Apako bhI UparI rahita banA detA hU~, isake bAvajUda mujhe kisI kA UparI nahIM bananA hai| anDarahainDa ko 'Disamisa' mata karanA praznakartA: dAdA, merI naukarI pulisa vibhAga meM hai, hamAre vibhAga meM karapzana bahuta calatA hai / phira mujhe bhI karanA par3atA hai| dAdAzrI : jo karapzanavAle haiM, ve loga to sar3e hue bIja DAla rahe haiN| ve jaba ugate haiM, taba patte bhI sar3e hue hote haiM ! aisA Apane dekhA hai ? pattoM meM cheda hote haiM? dekho, Azcarya hai na ! ImAnadAra ko abhI ina logoM kI tarapha se parezAnI hai / thor3A sA bhI ImAnadAra koI AyA to use jIne hI nahIM dete, jaise ki 'are yaha bhUta kahA~ se A gayA?" UparI adhikArI bhI aisA samajhate haiM ki yaha daqhala aaii| sabhI ora ImAnadAra ko parezAnI hai, lekina

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250 AptavANI-7 aMta meM bhagavAna aura kudarata, ImAnadAra kI tarapha hI khar3e rahate praznakartA : gavarnamenTa kI bar3I posTa para hamAre nIcevAlA jaba bahuta ulTA karane lageM, taba hama nizcita karate haiM ki inake sAmane koI kadama uThAe~ aura use Disamisa kara deN| dAdAzrI : Disamisa mata krnaa| hameM use inphormezana denI cAhie ki, 'bhAI, aisA nahIM honA caahie|' varnA ApakA yaha gavarnamenTa kA vibhAga hai, isalie Disamisa to karanA hI mt| Apake Upara Apako koI Disamisa karanevAlA hai yA nahIM? praznakartA : hai na! dAdAzrI : to phira Disamisa karane ke aise jokhima to lene hI nahIM caahie| Apake UparI oNphisara ne kahA ho, phira bhI Apako narama kara denA cAhie aMta meM jhUTha bolakara bhI narama kara denaa| Apake khuda ke Disamisa hone kI bAta Ae, to Apa para khuda para vaha Disamisa zabda sunate hI bahuta adhika asara ho jAegA na? praznakartA : hogA na! sabhI ko hotA hai| dAdAzrI : taba usa becAre para kitanA adhika asara hogA? isa jagat meM kisI ko bhI du:kha kisalie denA hai? Apa niyamapUrvaka raho, niyamoM meM nikalane ke sabhI rAste hote haiN| aura mAilDa bhASA hotI hai yA nahIM hotI? Apa to aisA kahanA ki, 'Apako Disamisa kyoM nahIM kareM, usakA eksaplenezana do|' aura 'maiM Apako Disamisa kara duuNgaa|' ina donoM vAkyoM meM kyA pharka nahIM hai? isalie mAilDa bhASA kA upayoga karanA caahie| yAnI yaha to hamArI z2immedArI hai, bahuta bar3I z2immedArI hai ki bhale hI apane hAtha se galata ho, lekina kisI ko jIvita jAne denA, kisI kI naukarI yA peTa para lAta mata maarnaa|

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baoNsa-naukara kA vyavahAra (16) 251 briTiza gavarnamenTa ne bhI z2arA niyama rakhe hue the ki phA~sI para car3hAnA ho na, tIna bajakara paiMtAlIsa minaTa para isa vyakti ko phA~sI para car3hAnA hai, usameM eka sekanDa bhI Age-pIche nahIM hotA thaa| aura yadi eka minaTa bhI Age-pIche ho jAe to phira phA~sI rokanI par3atI thii| vaha samaya yAnI smy| phA~sI kisI se bhI rokI nahIM jA sktii| phira bhI una dinoM niyama aisA thA ki je.pI. vahA~ se hokara guz2ara rahe hoM aura unakI naz2ara par3a jAe to usa mujarima ko chor3a denA par3atA thA aura aise bahuta sAre chUTa gae the| kucha loga jAna-bUjhakara je.pI. ko vahA~ para bulavAte the| isa taraha kisI ko Disamisa karanA ho to jhUTha bolakara bhI chur3avA denA caahie| phira aMdara gar3abar3a kI hai yA aura kucha kiyA hai, aisA saba dekhane kI z2arUrata nahIM hai| TheTha bhagavAna taka siphAriza hai| bhagavAna ke daravAz2e tk| phira daravAz2e ke aMdara siphAriza nahIM hai| je.pI. ko loga bulAkara le Ate the aura usakI phA~sI rukavA dete the| sarakAra bhI jAnatI thI ki ye loga je.pI. ko bulA lAte haiM, aise khaTapaTa karanevAle loga haiM, lekina niyama yAnI niyama! aba isa je.pI. kI naz2ara se itanA adhika phAyadA hotA hai to 'jJAnIpuruSa' kI naz2ara par3e to kyA nahIM ho sakatA?

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[17] jeba kaTI? vahA~ samAdhAna! jeba kaTI, vahA~ hakIkata kyA hai? kudarata hamezA nyAyI rahI hai| isa jagat meM eka kSaNabhara bhI isa kudarata ne anyAya nahIM kiyA hai| ina korToM meM anyAya ho sakatA hai, lekina isameM anyAya nahIM ho sktaa| isalie abhI bar3e loga lUTate haiM, vaha bhI ThIka hai| loga kAlA bAz2ArI karate haiM, vaha bhI ThIka hai| kAlA bAz2Ara meM aisA hogA, vaha bhI ThIka hai| usakA pariNAma aisA AegA, vaha bhI ThIka hai| ataH kudarata sabakucha niyamapUrvaka hI karatI hai| ekjekTa niyamapUrvaka hI karatI hai| niyama se bAhara nahIM jaatii| yaha kudarata anyAyI nahIM huI hai, eka kSaNabhara bhI! praznakartA : yAnI abhI jo bhugata rahA hai, vahI bAda meM pAegA, aisA? dAdAzrI : aisA nahIM hai| bhugate yA nahIM bhugate, kudarata daMDa detI hI rahatI hai| jisakI jeba kaTI hai, use jagat ke loga AzvAsana dete haiM ki, 'lo, cAya pIo, aisA karo, vaisA karo, aisA hai, vaisA hai|' aba kudarata kyA kahatI hai? jisakI jeba kaTI vahI gunahagAra hai, vaha Aja pakar3a meM A gyaa| do loga sAtha meM baiThe the, to isI kI jeba kyoM kaTI? yAnI pahale jo kiyA thA, usakA Aja phala AyA hai| vaha cora to jaba pakar3A jAegA, taba gunahagAra khlaaegaa| abhI to vaha jalebI khA rahA hai aura jisakI jeba

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jeba kaTI ? vahA~ samAdhAna! (17) kaTI, vaha abhI bhugata rahA hai| isalie bhugate usI kI bhUla / 'abhI kauna ro rahA hai' vaha dekha lenA hai| ronevAle ke lie samajhanA ki yahI gunahagAra hai| bhugate usI kI bhUla / cora jaba bhugategA, taba usakI bhuul| isa jagat kA nyAya alaga hai aura kudarata kyA kahatI hai? bhugate usI kI bhUla / isalie zikAyata mata karanA / kauna bhugata rahA hai vaha dekha lo, usI kI bhUla / yaha bAta bahuta gaharI hai| yaha bAta yadi samajha meM A jAe to TheTha mokSa meM le jaae| gaharAI se soce to TheTha mokSa meM pahu~cA de aura buddhi se bhUla dekhane jAe na to kabhI bhI saMsAra se bAhara nikalegA hI nhiiN| bhugate usI kI bhUla para se Apako samajhanA hai ki yaha to hama bhugata rahe haiM, isalie apanI hI bhUla hai aura vahI mokSa meM jAne kA mArga hai I 253 isa jagat meM kisI kA baMdhana nahIM hai| lAkhoM coroM ke bIca rahanA par3e aura Apa rAta ko so jAo aura ApakI jeba meM bahuta sAre rupaye hoM, lekina phira bhI koI bhI cora ApakI jeba ko chU nahIM paaegaa| aisA niyamavAlA hai yaha jgt| aura isa jagat kA regyuleTara bhI aisA hai na, vaha jagat ko itanA adhika regyulezana meM rakhatA hai! yAnI yaha jagat koI gappa nahIM hai| ye krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha, ye hI duHkha denevAle haiN| bAhara se koI bhI duHkha nahIM detaa| ye krodha - mAna-mAyA - lobha hameM kyA sikhalAte haiM ki yaha du:kha hai, isa taraha Apako ulTA rAstA dikhAte haiN| varnA bAhara to isa jagat meM koI doSita hai hI nahIM / praznakartA : apanA karma doSita hai, aisA hI hai na? dAdAzrI : nahIM, Apa khuda hI doSita ho, doSa aura kisI kA bhI nahIM hai| ApakI jeba kaTa jAe to jeba katare kA doSa nahIM hai, Apake hI doSa ke kAraNa yaha jeba kaTI hai / pUrvajanma

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254 AptavANI-7 ke sAre hisAba cuka rahe haiN| usameM vaha kATanevAlA to abhI mauja kara rahA hogA, lekina Apa Aja pakar3a meM Ae ho| praznakartA : koI apane pAsa se paccIsa haz2Ara rupaye le jAe aura vApasa nahIM de, to vaha bhI hama pUrvajanma kA apanA RNa hI cukA rahe hoMge na? dAdAzrI : saba hisAba hI hai, isalie varIz2a mata krnaa| vaha sAmane mile taba bhI usa para cir3hanA mata, nahIM to eka to rupaye gae aura Upara se usake sAtha karma bNdhege| praznakartA : 'vaha bhale hI le gayA,' aise kareM? dAdAzrI : phira aisA mata bolanA ki 'bhale hI le gayA', vahA~ para mauna rhnaa| 'vaha bhale hI le gayA' aisA boleMge, taba bhI gunAha khlaaegaa| aMdara samajha jAnA hai ki apanI bhUla kA pariNAma hai yaha, mu~ha para kucha bhI mata bolnaa| nahIM to vaha vyakti phira car3ha baiThegA! mu~ha para to aisA hI kahanA ki, 'bhAI, Apako ThIka lage utane to kucha vApasa kro|' itanA khnaa| aMdara samajhanA ki mileM to ThIka hai aura nahIM mileM to kucha nahIM, lekina mu~ha se kahanA to caahie| bAkI bagaira hisAba ke to mileMge hI nahIM na! kisI aura ko nahIM die aura isI ko kyoM die? yAnI hisAba hai| hisAba ke bagaira to vaha eka bAra bhI nahIM milegaa| hameM pUrA jagat nirdoSa dikhatA hai| doSita koI hai hI nahIM, pUrA jagat aisA hI dikhatA hai| yadi koI doSita dikhatA hai, to abhI vaha apanI bhUla hai| kabhI na kabhI to nirdoSa dekhanA par3egA na? saMkSepa meM itanA samajha jAo na ki, apane hisAba kI vajaha se hI hai yaha saba, to bhI saba bahuta kAma aaegaa| AtmA ke pAsa jeba nahIM hotii| yadi Apa AtmA ho to

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jeba kaTI? vahA~ samAdhAna! (17) 255 Apake pAsa jeba hogI hI nahIM, to ApakA kucha kaTegA bhI nhiiN| jo kaTA vaha 'caMdUbhAI' kA kaTA, lekina 'Apa' kahate ho, 'merI jeba kaTa gaI,' taba 'Apa' 'caMdUbhAI' ho ge| vaha mithyAtva hai| praznakartA : maiM sAMsArika vyakti ke taura para bAta kara rahA hU~ ki merI jeba kaTa rahI ho aura maiM khuda dekha rahA hU~, mujhe patA ho ki jeba kaTa rahI hai, to mujhe kyA karanA cAhie usa samaya? dAdAzrI : abhI to yadi ApakI jeba kaTa rahI ho, taba Apa apanI taraha se vahI karate ho use pakar3akara ki, 'tU merI jeba kyoM kATa rahA hai?' aura use gAliyA~ dete ho aura aisA saba karate ho| lekina vAstava meM kyA karanA cAhie, Apa vaha pUchanA cAhate ho? to maiM kyA kahanA cAhatA hU~ ki, 'ApakI jeba' kATe taba turaMta hI Apako bhagavAna kI bAta yAda AnI cAhie ki yaha jeba kATa rahA hai, yaha eka tarapha do sau rupaye par3e haiM vaha nahIM kATA aura yaha pA~ca haz2AravAlI jeba kATa rahA hai, isalie yaha mere hI karma kA udaya hai| vaha jo jeba kATa rahA hotA hai, usa ghar3I Apako kauna sA acchA yoga milatA hai? ki sabase baDA dharmadhyAna utpanna hone kA yoga milatA hai, taba Apa raudradhyAna karate ho| jeba kATatA hai, taba Apake karma ke udaya se yaha bhAI milA hai, aura yaha do sau rupayevAlI nahIM kATatA aura yaha pA~ca haz2Ara rupayevAlI jeba usake hisse meM AI hai, yAnI ki yaha apanA hisAba cuka rahA hai| praznakartA : yaha to kaTa jAne ke bAda, jaisA Apane kahA usa anusAra dharmadhyAna karanA hai, lekina jisa ghar3I kaTa rahA ho usa ghar3I kyA karanA cAhie? use rokeM yA kaTane deM? dAdAzrI : usa taraha kaTane bhI nahIM denI hai|

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256 AptavANI-7 praznakartA : mujhe patA calA ki yaha AdamI merI jeba kATa rahA hai to mujhe kyA karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : ApakI dRSTi meM Ae to use pakar3anA! use pakar3ane ke bAda usa para raudradhyAna mata krnaa| use kahanA ki, 'bhAI, kisalie merI jeba kATa rahA hai? maiMne terA kyA bigAr3A hai? tujhe parezAnI ho to le maiM ye sau rupaye detA hU~, tU le jaa| yaha pA~ca haz2Ara rupaye to mujhe vahA~ jamA karavAne jAnA haiN|' to pacAsa-sau rupaye use de deM to usameM harja nahIM hai, lekina aise samAdhAnapUrvaka honA caahie| pakar3anA to caahie| aisA nahIM kaha sakate ki, 'bhAI hA~, kATa le! mere bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki kATa le!' aisA nahIM kahanA caahie| lekina yadi vaha jeba kATa jAne ke bAda kalaha kareM, to vaha saba bekAra hai| jeba kATanevAlA jeba kATatA hai, usameM galata nahIM hai| yaha jagat eka bhI minaTa niyama se bAhara calA hI nhiiN| phira bhI loga kahate haiM ki, 'Aja kala loga nAlAyaka ho gae haiN|' nahIM, aise to kucha nAlAyaka nahIM ho gae haiN| yaha saba kudarata hI karavAtI hai aura ye loga to bIca meM nimitta haiN| aura ye igoiz2ama karate haiM ki, 'maiMne kiyA, maiMne kiyA' itanA hii| ataH kisI kA bhI doSa mata nikAlanA, kyoMki doSa nikAloge to phira se Apa jokhimadAra bana jaaoge| jokhimadArI nahIM lenI hai na? __kudarata kI kaisI g2az2aba kI plAniMga! jeba kATanA bhI eka prakAra kI vidyA hai na! isa duniyA meM jeba kATanevAloM ko sabhI ora se DhU~Dha-DhU~Dhakara mAra DAlA jAe to kyA hogA? duniyA astavyasta (niyama viruddha,anyAyapUrNa) ho jaaegii| jaise ye bainDavAle hote haiM unameM pipUr3IvAle ko nikAla deM to bainDa acchA dikhegA? vaise hI ina jeba kATanevAloM kI z2arUrata hai aura jagat meM jitane jeba kATanevAloM kI z2arUrata hai, utane hI haiM!

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jeba kaTI? vahA~ samAdhAna! (17) 257 ina logoM ke pAsa jo rupaye haiM, unameM se ve rupaye unake nahIM haiM, parAye hI haiN| aba unake ve rupaye kauna le jAegA? bhagavAna kahIM khuda nahIM Ae~ge, bhagavAna khuda to lete nahIM haiN| isalie Apako hI yaha sArA kArobAra aMdara-aMdara sauMpa diyA hai| to auroM ke rupaye jeba kATanevAle kATa lete haiM, aba jeba kauna kATegA lekina? jisane mana meM nakkI kiyA ho ki, 'basa, mujhe to yahI dhaMdhA karanA hai|' to phira 'kisakI jeba kADhU~?' vaha aisA DhU~DhatA hai| taba kudarata phira use usameM helpa karatI hai! kyoMki vaha usakA dhaMdhA hai| hara eka vyakti svataMtra hai aura kudarata usakI helpara hai| Apako jo dhaMdhA karanA ho, jo anukUla Ae vaha karo, kudarata usameM helpa karatI hai| vaha itanI adhika helpara hotI hai ki jeba kATanevAle ke sAmane pulisavAlA khar3A huA hotA hai, vaha jeba kATane kI taiyArI kare, taba pulisavAle ko ekadama dUsarI tarapha jAnA par3a jAtA hai| yAnI kudarata use haTA detI hai, kudarata jeba kATanevAle ke lie jagaha banA detI hai| saMyoga baiThA detI hai| 'kisakI jeba kATanI' usase bhI milavA detI hai| yAnI kATanevAle ko to 'kauna sI jeba kATanI hai' usakI sabhI taiyArI kara rakhI hotI hai! aura jeba kATane ke bAda kauna se daravAz2e se nikalanA hai, daravAz2e se bAhara Age kauna-se phATaka meM se hokara nikalanA hai, phATaka se nikalakara kahA~ jAkara khar3A rahanA hai, isa prakAra ke solaha-solaha avadhAna use eTa e TAima rahate haiM! jabaki loga usakA tiraskAra karate haiN| are, vaha kitanA aklamaMda AdamI hai! aisA saba to kisI bar3e kalekTara ko bhI nahIM AtA! taba eka vyakti ne mujha se kahA ki, 'lekina bhagavAna ko ina coroM ko, luccoM ko, labAr3a logoM ko janma hI nahIM denA cAhie na?' maiMne kahA ki, 'tU coroM ko, luccoM ko, labAr3a ko

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AptavANI-7 samajhatA hai? ve loga nahIM hoMge na, to yaha jagat mara jAegA ! ve loga haiM to ye saba jIvita haiM / ' yaha kisake jaisA hai? usakI simili dU~ Apako? ki isa muMbaI zahara meM hama tAnasA se pAnI le Ae~ aura ghara-ghara nala lagavA deM aura pAnI A jaae| aba gaTara nahIM hoMge to kyA hogA? praznakartA: mahAmArI phaila jaaegii| dAdAzrI : to ye cora, lucce vagairaha to gaTara haiN| bhagavAna to kyA kahate haiM ki, 'tU gaTara kA Dhakkana mata kholanA / tujhe anubhava karanA ho to eka bAra khola de aura eka bAra anubhava karane ke bAda phira nakkI kara ki aba, mujhe yaha gaTara kA Dhakkana nahIM kholanA hai|' maiMne kahA, 'cora loga to saba viTAmina hai isa jagat ke ! unake binA to jagat calegA hI nahIM ! ' 258 yAnI yadi ve loga nahIM hoMge to kyA hogA? jitanA z2arUrI hai utanA hI jagat meM hai| jinakI z2arUrata hai, utane hI loga haiM isa jagat meM! ApakA galata mAla le jAne ke lie isa jagat meM ina coroM kA jIvana hai| bhagavAna kahIM khuda mArane nahIM Ate ve to aise loga hote hI haiM, ve Apako aise moTara meM se utArakara, mAra-Thokakara hIre kI loMga, ghar3I vagairaha saba le lete haiM na ! ataH sabhI kI isa jagat meM z2arUrata hai| I jeba kaTI, samAdhAna kisa prakAra ? praznakartA: dAdA, merI jeba meM se rupaye gae, usakA bahuta duHkha hotA rahatA hai| dAdAzrI : du:khI hone se rupaye vApasa A jAe~ge? praznakartA : nahIM aaeNge| dAdAzrI : ve to gae, lekina bAda meM kyA Upara se dUsarA nukasAna uThAnA hai? aura aba usakA upAya kyA hai? aise duHkhI

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jeba kaTI? vahA~ samAdhAna! (17) 259 hote rahe to vApasa Ae~ge kyA? isake bajAya bhagavAna kA nAma loge to upAya hogaa| praznakartA : usameM bhI saMsAra kI muzkileM Ar3e AtI haiN| dAdAzrI : nahIM, lekina ve thor3e hI kucha vApasa AnevAle haiM? jo vApasa nahIM AnevAle haiM usakI to hameM bAta hI kyA karanI? 'gaoNna iz2a gaoNna!' praznakartA : phira bhI usa duHkha ke kAraNa bhagavAna kI tarapha aba kadama nahIM bar3hate aura ciMtA hI rahA karatI hai| dAdAzrI : ciMtA se phira kyA hotA hai? phAyadA hotA hai yA nukasAna hotA hai? praznakartA : nukasAna hotA hai| dAdAzrI : phira nukasAna kA dhaMdhA kyoM kara rahe ho? naphe kA dhaMdhA kro| nukasAna to, rupaye gae vaha kyA kama nukasAna huA hai? phira ye ciMtA-upAdhi karake dUsarA nukasAna kyoM uThA rahe ho? usake bajAya bhagavAna kA nAma lo na athavA yahA~ satsaMga meM Aoge to bhI zAMti rhegii| praznakartA : kaI bAra aisA hotA hai ki sacce rAste para calanevAle ko saMsAra meM bahuta muzkileM sahana karanI par3atI haiN| dAdAzrI : muzkileM to apanI hI khar3I kI huI hai, kisIne koI muzkila kI hI nhiiN| isa jagat meM koI bhI vyakti kisI ko muzkila meM DAla hI nahIM sktaa| jo muzkileM AtI haiM ve khuda kI hI khar3I kI huI haiM aura loga Apako ApakI icchA ke anusAra muzkila khar3I karane meM helpa karate haiN| jo loga ApakI jeba kATate haiM, ve Apako helpa kara rahe haiN| aura Apa vApasa use muzkila kaha rahe ho? kisa taraha helpa karate haiM? ki Apako karma meM se chur3avAne ke lie vaha becArA ApakI jeba kATatA hai,

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260 AptavANI-7 aura Apa kahate ho ki isane mujhe muzkila meM DAla diyaa| are! muzkila meM kahA~ DAla rahA hai, yaha to Apako chuTakArA dilavA rahA hai| yAnI ki duniyA meM koI vyakti Apako muzkila meM DAla sake, aisA hai hI nhiiN| ApakA hI hisAba hai yaha, usameM loga to nimitta mAtra haiN| jJAna hone se pahale maiM bombe kI lokala Trena meM jA rahA thA, to eka AdamI ne aise bhIr3a meM jeba meM hAtha ddaalaa| maiMne kahA ki, 'bhAI, kula dasa hI rupaye haiM, rahane de na!' lekina vaha lekara calA gyaa| ataH yaha to saba aisA hai| vaha to le hI jAegA! usakA hai, to vaha le hI jaaegaa| eka vyakti mujhe Akara jeba dikhAne lagA, mujhase kahane lagA ki, 'dekho, merI yaha jeba kATa gyaa|' taba maiMne kahA ki, 'kyA le gayA?' taba kahatA hai ki, 'sirpha do-cAra kAgaz2a the aura relve kA pAsa thA aura isa tarapha kI jeba meM pA~ca haz2Ara rupaye the|' lo, pA~ca haz2Ara raha gae aura kAgaz2avAlA kATakara le gayA! taba maiMne kahA ki, 'dUsarI jeba meM pA~ca-dasa rupaye rakhane the na, to vaha bAhara nikalakara cAya to piitaa| agara kucha nahIM milegA to nirAza ho jAegA becArA!' saMsAra meM binA vajaha kahIM kucha hotA hogA? eka bhAI gAr3I meM jA rahe hoMge, unakI jeba meM se sAta sau rupaye koI le gayA, lekina unake pariNAma nahIM badale, turaMta jJAna hAz2ira ho gayA ki, 'vyavasthita' hai| aura usa jeba kATanevAle ke bhI zaguna acche hI hue hoMge, tabhI na! nahIM to jeba meM hAtha DAle aura tIna hI rupaye mileM to kyA karegA? do ghaMTe meM sAta sau rupaye kI phIsa to yahA~ vakIla ko bhI nahIM milatI! lekina loga jeba kATanevAle ko tiraskAra kI dRSTi se dekhate haiN| aisA nahIM honA caahie| vaha bhI usake hunara ke hI paise haiM na! maiM aise kisI ko pahacAnatA huuN| ve mere pAsa kabUla bhI kara lete

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jeba kaTI? vahA~ samAdhAna! (17) 261 haiM ki, 'dAdA, maiM yaha dhaMdhA karatA huuN|' maiM kahatA hU~ ki, 'ThIka hai bhAI, lekina zaguna vagairaha saba dekhakara nikalanA, kyoMki jokhima bahuta hai|' praznakartA : lekina yadi aise bahuta sAre loga taiyAra ho jAe~ aura yahI dhaMdhA karane lageM to sosAyaTI kI kyA dazA hogI? dAdAzrI : aisA hai, ki yaha dhaMdhA ye loga nahIM karate haiN| ye jo nAlAyaka loga paisA ikaTThA karate haiM, vaha galata paisA hai| usa galata paise ke lie ye jIva utpanna hote haiN| nahIM to ina nAlAyakoM kA dhana kauna, ye bhagavAna khuda lene Ae~ge? yAnI yaha jo sArI galata lakSmI hai, usI ke kAraNa ye jIva bar3hate haiN| jaba lakSmI acchI ho jAegI, taba ye jIva kama ho jaaeNge| jaise ye eka prakAra ke jIva haiM, vaise hI vakIla bhI jIva haiM, DaoNkTara bhI jIva haiN| lekina ina DaoNkTaroM aura vakIlavAle jIva ke bajAya TI.bI. ke jIvajaMtu acche| ye sabhI prakAra ke jIvajaMtu hI haiM, lekina kauna-se jIva saMsAra ke kAma ke haiM? kisAna kAma ke haiM ki ve anAja ugAkara dete haiM, gAya-bhaiMseM rakhate haiN| ve jIva kAma ke haiM kyoMki ve ghI, dUdha, saba saplAI karate haiN| ataH jo jAnavaroM ko pAlate haiM, kisAna haiM vagairaha, ve sabhI kAma ke haiM aura vaidya bhI kAma ke haiM, logoM ke darda miTAte haiM, ye kucha DaoNkTara bhI kAma ke haiM, lekina bAkI DaoNkTaroM meM se jo kucha jIva (logoM ko ahita karanevAle) utpanna ho gae haiN| kucha vakIla bhI aise ho gae haiM jaise nire jIvANu (logoM ko ahita karanevAle jIva) hI utpanna ho gae haiN| kyoMki isa kAla meM jhagar3e bar3he haiM, isalie vakIla bar3ha gae, aura jaba vakIla bar3ha jAe~ to jhagar3e bar3hate hI haiN| ve to, jahA~ para na hoM, vahA~ bhI jhagar3e khar3e karavAte haiN| praznakartA : yAnI jaba bhI kabhI koI roga hotA hai, usake sAmane jIvANu khar3e ho hI jAte haiM? /

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262 AptavANI-7 dAdAzrI : hA~, hote hI haiN| niyama hamezA aisA hI hai ki isa zarIra meM kisI bhI jagaha para kacarA ikaTThA ho jAe to usa kacare meM apane Apa hI, usa kacare ko khAne ke lie jIva utpanna ho hI jAte haiN| ina phephar3oM meM agara kacarA bhara jAe to phira aMdara usa kacare ko khAne ke lie jIva utpanna ho hI jAte haiN| jabaki apane loga kahate haiM, 'are TI.bI. ke jIvANu laga gae!' are nahIM, jIvANu bAhara se nahIM Ate, ve to aMdara hI paidA hote haiM, aMdara hI jIva par3a jAte haiN| praznakartA : ye cora nAma ke jo jIvANu haiM, ve aisA samajhakara unake pAsa jAte haiM ki lAyaka kA paisA hai yA nAlAyaka kA paisA hai? yA phira jahA~ galata kamAI hai, vahIM para ve jAte haiM aura jahA~ pasIne kI kamAI ho vahA~ ve nahIM jAte? dAdAzrI : aisA hai, ki jitanA sahI dhana hai, pasIne kA dhana hai, vaha kabhI bhI jAtA hI nahIM aura yaha binA pasInevAlA galata dhana hai na, vaha apane Apa hI kisI na kisI rAste calA jAegA, aise jAegA, vaise jAegA, are! jeba kaTavAkara bhI calA jAegA, lekina kisI na kisI rAste jAegA, jAegA aura jAegA hii| jo sahI dhana hai, vaha hameM sukha dekara hI jAegA aura jo galata dhana hai, vaha du:kha dekara jaaegaa| vaha phira DaoNkTara se peTa kaTavAtA hai, aMdara cIre lagavAtA hai aura haz2AroM rupaye kharca karavAtA hai! yAnI galata dhana duHkha detA hai, sahI dhana sukha detA hai! hamAre yahA~ galata dhana nahIM aaegaa| abhI to aisA hai ki galata to saba ora ghasa hI jAtA hai, lekina hamAre yahA~ para yoM bahuta galata dhana nahIM ghusegaa| ataH kisI prakAra kA duHkha utpanna nahIM hogaa| kucha aise loga hoMge ki jinake yahA~ galata dhana nahIM AtA hai, unheM duHkha nahIM bhoganA pdd'taa| praznakartA : to phira yaha sarakAra Taiksa kATatI hai, vaha saba eka prakAra kA lAisensa khUnI jaisA hI kahA jAegA na?

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jeba kaTI? vahA~ samAdhAna! (17) 263 dAdAzrI : nahIM, nhiiN| ye Taiksa to paddhatipUrvaka hai| Taiksa aura galata dhana kA koI lenA-denA nahIM hai| praznakartA : lekina kucha Taiksa aise hote haiM ki hameM aisA lagatA hai ki ye saba gairaz2arUrI hai| dAdAzrI : nahIM, gairaz2arUrI Taiksa hote hI nhiiN| sabhI Taiksa z2arUrI haiN| kyoMki hama sabhI usa Taiksa se suvidhAe~ bhogate haiN| sarakAra ko yaha jo senA rakhanI par3atI hai, isa hindustAna kI rakSA karane ke lie jo senA rakhI hai, usa senA ke lie sabhI kharce cAhie yA nahIM cAhie? yAnI jo Aya aura vyaya hai aura jisameM apane deza kA rakSaNa hai na, usake lie jo kucha bhI kadama haiM, usake lie hameM Taiksa to denA hI par3egA na! aura hindustAna kI surakSA meM apanI hI surakSA hai na! aba agara usa Taiksa meM corI kareM to vaha gunAha hai, aisA karanA hI nahIM caahie| praznakartA : ve bicaulie jebeM bharate haiM, unakA kyA? dAdAzrI : ve loga jo jebeM bharate haiM, ve to ina jebakataroM ke bar3e bhAI haiN| hameM lAlaca rahatA hai ki mere do haz2Ara baca rahe haiM na! aura use pA~ca sau rupaye dene haiM na! yAnI Apane corI kI aura usane bhI corI kii| ye to saba cora-cora ikaTThe ho gae! isalie unheM 'cora ke bhAI mahAcora' kahate haiN| vaha yadi cora kahalAte haiM to yaha mahAcora hai lekina sabakucha eka sA hI hai| varnA, yaha saba galata hai, bahuta hI galata hai| ataH yadi haqa kA dhana, haqa ke viSaya hoM, to isa duniyA meM koI duHkhI rahegA hI nhiiN| praznakartA : lekina abhI kahIM para haqa kI roTI hogI aisA pA~ca-dasa pratizata bhI lagatA hai? dAdAzrI : nahIM hotA, ekAdha pratizata hotA hogA? pratizata

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264 AptavANI-7 to sau meM se hotA hai aura aisI to lAkhoM meM se eka yA do hI dhvajA phaharatI haiN| praznakartA : yaha kaliyuga hai isalie aisA hogA, lekina satyuga meM to hogA na? dAdAzrI : satyuga meM to bahuta acche loga the| satyuga kI to bAta hI kyA kareM! sugaMdhIvAle loga! jabaki abhI to kisI kI thor3I sI bhI sugaMdhI AtI hai? qImata darzana kI, na ki cappaloM kI! praznakartA : pahale hara roz2a maMdira jAtA thA, lekina isa sAla do bAra nae-nae cappala kho gae, isalie aba maiM kabhIkabhI hI maMdira jAtA huuN| dAdAzrI : aba Apa nae cappala pahanakara maMdira meM jAnA aura darzana karane jAo, usa samaya cappala bAhara nikAlo taba cappala se itanA kahanA ki, 'he cappala, tujhe jAnA ho to jA aura rahanA ho to rhnaa| maiM to bhagavAna ke darzana karane jA rahA huuN|' phira vaha jo darzana karoge na, usa darzana kA lAbha to Apako, lAkhoM cappala kI qImata se bhI adhika U~cA phala milegA! hamAre kahe anusAra yadi karoge to! cappala se kahakara jAnA, lekina koI suna le, aise mata bolnaa| ...aura cappala corI ho jAe~ taba! hameM bhI nae jUtoM kA aisA eka anubhava ho cukA hai| bar3audA meM ghar3iyAlI pola hai| vahA~ eka bar3A upAzraya hai| vahA~ eka dina darzana karane gayA thaa| usa dina laMbA koTa pahanA thA aura jJAna to kucha huA nahIM thA, to una mahArAja ke pAsa baiThakara sunatA thA aura jJAna kI sabhI bAteM mahArAja se pUchatA thaa| abhI to phira bhI thor3e bahuta purAne jUte pahana letA huuN| lekina una

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jeba kaTI? vahA~ samAdhAna! (17) 265 dinoM to thor3e se purAne jUte bhI nahIM pahanatA thaa| thor3A sA purAnA ho jAe to nikAla detA aura naye jUte hI pahanatA thaa| to naye jUte, aise pharsTa klAsa dikha rahe the, ve upAzraya ke bAhara rakha die the| lekina usa dina mujhe to aisI khabara hI nahIM thI ki isa taraha jUte corI ho jAte haiN| maiM to phira jaba upAzraya se bAhara nikalA, taba maiMne dekhA ki jUte nahIM the| phira idharaudhara saba tarapha dekhA, taba eka vyakti ne mujhase kahA ki, 'cAcA, kyA DhU~Dha rahe ho?' maiMne kahA ki, 'mere jUte maiMne yahA~ nikAle the aura aba ve nahIM dikha rahe haiN|' taba usane pUchA ki, 've nae the?' taba maiMne kahA ki, 'hA~, ve to paMdraha dina purAne hI the|' taba usane kahA ki, 'cAcA, aba DhU~DhanA hI mata, Apake ve jUte to aba cale hI ge| yahA~ nae se nae jUte uThA le jAte haiM aura purAne rahane dete haiN|' taba maiMne mana meM kahA ki, 'yaha to kalyANa ho gayA apanA(!)' laMbA koTa, sira para kAlI TopI aura jUte gAyaba, phira dekha lo maz2e! usakA phoTo kitanA acchA AegA? paira meM jUte nahIM the, isalie mana meM zarma AI ki Aja kisa taraha ghara jAU~gA? phira vicAra AyA ki aise naMge paira jAne meM kyA harja hai! zAyada loga pUchege ki kyA hai? to ve navInatA to dekheNge| una dinoM to sabhI loga mujhe pahacAnate the na! aura aise naMge paira jAU~ to saba pUchate na! ve jo dukAnadAra the na, abhI to una dukAnadAroM ke beTe ke beTe baiThate haiN| ye lar3ake to mujhe pahacAnate hI nhiiN| phira maiM rAste para calatA huA nikalA, taba rAste meM logoM ne pUchanA zurU kiyA ki, 'kyoM, ye bUTa kahA~ gae?' taba kisIne mujhase kahA ki, 'Apa aisA karo, yaha burA dikha rahA hai, Apa rikzA meM baiThakara ghara jaao|' isalie phira rikzA meM baiThakara ghara calA gyaa| dUsare bUTa banavAkara hI phira bAhara nikalA! taba taka, jo purAne bUTa the, ve purAne bUTa hI pahanakara ghUmA, do dinoM tk| ___ yAnI mujhe bhI aisA anubhava ho cukA hai, maiM jAnatA hU~ na!

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266 AptavANI-7 isameM ApakA kyA doSa? taba phira usa lenevAle kA bhI kyA doSa? use koI parezAnI hogI, tabhI vaha le gayA hogA na? bagaira parezAnI ke to koI legA hI nahIM na! aura jUte gae to hama samajha leM ki kisI puNyazAlI manuSya ke hAtha meM gae haiM na, usake puNya hoMge tabhI aise maha~ge jUte mile na! nahIM to nae jUte usake bhAgya meM kahA~ se Ate? lekina jUte gAyaba ho jAe~ to hameM samajha jAnA cAhie ki apanA hI hisAba cuka gayA hai| jIvanaparyaMta, niyamabaddha ina jUtoM kA niyama phira aisA hai ki Apake sAta jUte jAnevAle hoMge, to una sAta se AThavIM jor3I nahIM jaaegii|| Apa phira roz2a nae jUte pahanakara jAoge na, yadi Apa meM himmata ho to jAne do, jAe~ utane jAne do| kyoMki isake sAtha hI niyama batAyA huA hai| ataH kaisA bhI cora A jAe na, phira bhI nahIM utthaaegaa| yaha niyama jAna liyA ho to acchA hai na? to bahuta huA to sAta jAe~ge, yA dasa jAe~ge yA bAraha jaaeNge| lekina usakA aMta AegA yA nahIM AegA? isalie usakA aMta A jAne do na! kyoMki yaha saba aMtavAlA hai! cIz2oM ke upayoga ke niyama kyA? apane kanubhAI haiM, ve choTe the taba mujhase kyA kahA ki, aMbAlAla cAcA, maiM to tIna hI kamIz2e silavAtA hai, lekina ye rasikabhAI pUrI chaha-chaha kamIz2e silavAte haiN| taba maiMne kahA, 'tU samajhadAra hai, lekina tU to tIna silavAtA hai, jabaki maiM to do silavAtA huuN|' phira maiMne use samajhAyA ki yaha jitanA-jitanA tU upayoga kara rahA hai na, vaha tU terA apanA hI kharca kara rahA hai| ataH yadi tujhe bAda meM kamI nahIM par3ane denI ho, to tU abhI se hI saMbhAla-saMbhAlakara upayoga kr| isakA artha tujhe samajha meM A gayA na?

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jeba kaTI? vahA~ samAdhAna! (17) 267 maiM kyA kahanA cAhatA hU~ ki isa duniyA kA krama kaisA hai? ki Apako 1995 meM jo kamIz2a milanevAle haiM, unakA yadi Apa Aja adhika upayoga kara loge to 1995 meM bagaira kamIz2a ke raha jAoge, maiM aisA kahanA cAhatA huuN| isalie Apa unheM isa taraha se kharca kro| aura kisI cIz2a ko aise hI binA ghise nikAla mata denA aura kisI cIz2a ko nikAla do to kisI na kisI jagaha para ghisI huI honI cAhie taba phira nikAla denaa| aisA merA niyama hai| isalie maiM kahatA hU~ ki abhI taka itanA nahIM ghisA hai to kyA isa cIz2a ko nikAla doge? nahIM, kyoMki yaha itanA hI kharAba huA hai, abhI to calegA, use agara mana cAhe taba nikAla doge to vaha mIniMgalesa huA na! yAnI ye sabhI cIjeM jo Apa kAma meM lete ho, unakA hisAba hotA hogA yA nahIM? unakA hisAba hai aura vaha kitanA hisAba hai? ki eka paramANu kA bhI hisAba hai| bolo, vahA~ golamAla kisa taraha calegA? 'vyavasthita' ke aise niyama haiM, paramANu ke hisAba haiN| isalie kisI cIz2a kA bigAr3a mata krnaa| jagat meM pola calegI hI nahIM hameM yaha pAnI kA bigAr3a karanA par3atA hai| maiM 'jJAnIpuruSa' hU~, isalie mujhe to, 'jJAnIpuruSa' ko tyAgAtyAga saMbhava nahIM hai, phira bhI mujhe pAnI kA bigAr3a karanA par3atA hai| hameM isa paira meM takalIpha huI hai, isalie Dabalyu sI meM baiThanA par3atA hai phira pAnI ke lie jaMjIra khIMcate haiM, to kitanA, do Dabbe pAnI jAtA hogA? aura pAnI kI kamI hai, pAnI qImatI hai isalie? nahIM, lekina isa taraha se pAnI ke kitane hI jIva TakarA-TakarAkara binA bAta ke mAre jAte haiM! aura jahA~ eka-do DabboM se kAma cala jAe aisA hai, vahA~ itane sAre pAnI kA bigAr3a kyoM kareM? jabaki hama to 'jJAnIpuruSa' haiM, isalie aisI bhUla hote hI hama to turaMta davAI (pratikramaNa) DAla dete haiN| usase kitane hI mahInoM taka hamArA kAma

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268 AptavANI-7 calatA rahatA hai| lekina phira bhI davAI to hameM bhI DAlanI par3atI hai| kyoMki vahA~ aisA nahIM calegA, 'jJAnIpuruSa' hoM yA koI bhI hoM, lekina kucha nahIM clegaa| yaha aMdhera nagarI nahIM hai| yaha to vItarAgoM kA rAja hai, caubIsa tIrthaMkaroM kA rAja hai! Apako pasaMda AI yaha tIrthaMkaroM kI aisI bAta?

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[18] krodha kI nirbalatA ke sAmane vItarAgoM kI sUkSmatA to dekho loga kyA kahate haiM ki yaha bApa apane beTe para itanA gussA ho gayA hai na, isalie yaha bApa nAlAyaka AdamI hai, aura kudarata ke vahA~ isakA kyA nyAya hotA hogA? 'isa bApa ke hisse meM puNya rkho|' krodha kara rahA hai phira bhI puNya meM AtA hai? hA~, kyoMki beTe ke hita ke lie khuda apane Apa para saMgharSaNa letA hai na! beTe ke sukha ke lie khuda ne saMgharSaNa uThAyA, isalie ise puNya do! varnA kisI bhI prakAra kA krodha pApa kA hI baMdhana karatA hai, lekina sirpha yahI beTe ke yA mitra ke sukha ke lie jo krodha karate ho, vaha khuda kA jalAkara usake sukha ke lie karate ho, to usakA puNya ba~dhatA hai| phira bhI yahA~ to loga use apayaza hI dete rahate haiM! lekina Izvara ke ghara para sahI kAnUna hai yA nahIM? khuda ke beTe para yA beTI para krodha karatA hai na, vaha khUba z2abaradasta krodha kare, lekina usameM hiMsakabhAva nahIM hotA, bAkI sabhI jagaha hiMsakabhAva hotA hai| phira bhI usameM taMta rahA karatA hai, kyoMki jaise hI vaha beTe ko dekhatA hai, to aMdara phira se kleza hone lagatA hai| usakA vaha taMta rahA karatA hai| bhagavAna ne to kyA kahA hai ki beTI para, beTe para gussA karane ke bAvajUda bhI use puNya ba~dhatA hai, kyoMki bhItara hiMsakabhAva nahIM hai| sAtha hI sAtha jaba taMta nahIM rahatA taba kyA hotA hai? mokSa hotA hai| yadi krodha meM hiMsakabhAva aura taMta, ye do nahIM raheM to mokSa hotA

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270 AptavANI-7 hai| aura sirpha hiMsakabhAva nahIM hai, sirpha taMta hai taba bhI puNya baMdhatA hai| kaisI sUkSmatA se bhagavAna ne DhUMDha nikAlA hai na! yaha vIkanesa hai yA parsanAliTI? praznakartA : iMsAna ko to krodha kadama-kadama para A hI jAtA hai, to krodha jaldI nahIM Ae, usake lie kyA karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : hara eka vyakti ko krodha AtA hogA? praznakartA : hama sahI hoM, phira bhI koI apane lie galata kara de, taba phira aMdara usa para krodha AtA hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, lekina Apa sahI hoMge taba na? Apa sahI ho kyA? Apa sahI ho, aisA Apako patA calA? praznakartA : hameM apanA AtmA kahatA hai na, ki hama sahI hai dAdAzrI : yaha to Apa hI jaja, Apa hI vakIla aura Apa hI abhiyukta, taba phira Apa sacce hI hue na? Apa phira jhUThe banoge hI nahIM na? sAmanevAle ko bhI aisA hI lagatA hai ki maiM hI saccA huuN| Apako samajha meM AtA hai? krodha sirpha Apako hI AtA hai yA kisI aura ko bhI AtA hai? praznakartA : krodha to sabhI ko A jAtA hai na! dAdAzrI : lekina isa bhAI se pUcho, ve to manA kara rahe praznakartA : satsaMga meM Ane ke bAda phira krodha nahIM AtA dAdAzrI : aisA? unhoMne kyA davAI pI hogI? dveSa kA mUla calA jAe, aisI davAI pI hai|

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krodha kI nirbalatA ke sAmane (18) 271 praznakartA : lekina mujhe yaha pUchanA thA ki anyAya para cir3ha car3he, vaha to acchA hai na? kisI bhI cIz2a ke lie hama khule taura para anyAya hotA huA dekheM taba jo prakopa hotA hai, kyA vaha yogya hai? dAdAzrI : aba vaha acchA kaba kahalAegA ki phaoNrina meM eksporTa ho, taba acchA khlaaegaa| vaha eksporTa hotA hai kyA? praznakartA : hA~, vaha eksporTa ho sakatA hai| dAdAzrI : lekina sAmane lenevAle grAhaka haiM kyA? usakA koI grAhaka milegA nahIM na! aisA hai ki ye saba krodha aura cir3ha vagairaha ye sabhI kamaz2oriyA~ haiM, sirpha vIkanesa haiN| pUre jagat ke pAsa yaha vIkanesa hai, phira ApakA utpAdana kauna legA? yahA~ se roz2a cir3ha eksporTa karo, to koI nahIM legaa| ve kaheMge, 'balki hama hI Apako bheja deMge! aura bhejane kA saba cArja bhI hmaaraa|' Upara se aisA kaheMge! praznakartA : sAtvika cir3ha yA phira sAtvika krodha, acchA hai yA nahIM? dAdAzrI : use loga kyA kaheMge? ye bacce bhI use kyA kaheMge ki, 'ye to cir3acir3e hI haiM!' cir3ha to mUrkhatA hai, phUlizanesa hai! cir3ha ko kamaz2orI kahate haiN| baccoM se hama pUche ki, 'tere pApA jI kaise haiM?' taba ve bhI kaheMge ki, 've to bahuta cir3acir3e haiM!' bolo, aba iz2z2ata bar3hI yA ghaTI? yaha vIkanesa nahIM honI caahie| ataH jahA~ sAtvikatA hogI, vahA~ vIkanesa nahIM hogii| praznakartA : koI vyakti choTe bacce ko bahuta hI mAra rahA ho aura usa samaya hama vahA~ se guz2ara rahe hoM, taba usa vyakti ko rokeM aura nahIM mAne to aMta meM DA~Takara krodha karake use eka tarapha haTA denA cAhie yA nahIM?

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272 AptavANI-7 dAdAzrI : krodha karoge, to bhI vaha mAre bagaira nahIM rhegaa| are, Apako bhI mAregA na! phira bhI usa para krodha kisalie karate ho? use dhIre se kaho, vyavahArika bAtacIta kro| varnA, sAmane krodha karoge to vaha vIkanesa hai| praznakartA : to use bacce ko mArane deM? dAdAzrI : nahIM, vahA~ para Apako jAkara kahanA cAhie ki, 'bhAI, Apa aisA kyoM kara rahe ho? isa bAlaka ne ApakA kyA bigAr3A hai? use isa taraha samajhAkara bAta karanI caahie|' Apa usa para krodha karoge taba to vaha krodha ApakI kamaz2orI hai| prathama to khuda meM kamaz2orI nahIM honI caahie| jisameM kamaz2orI nahIM hotI usakA prabhAva par3atA hai na! vaha to agara yoM hI, sAdhAraNa rUpa se bhI kahe na, to bhI saba mAna jaaeNge| praznakartA : zAyada na maaneN| dAdAzrI : nahIM mAnane kA kyA kAraNa hai? ApakA prabhAva nahIM pdd'taa| ghara meM choTe baccoM se pUche ki, 'tere ghara meM pahalA naMbara kisakA?' taba beTA DhU~Dha nikAlatA hai ki merI mammI nahIM cir3hatI, isalie sabase acchI vaha hai| pahalA naMbara unkaa| phira dUsarA, tIsarA, aise karate-karate pApA kA naMbara aMta meM AtA hai! kisalie? kyoMki ve cir3acir3e haiM islie| maiM kahU~ ki, 'pApA paise lAkara kharca karate haiM phira bhI unakA AqhirI naMbara?' taba ve kahate haiM, haaN| bolo aba, mehanata-majadUrI karate ho, khilAte ho, paise lAkara dete ho, phira bhI AqhirI naMbara ApakA hI AtA hai na? yAnI kamaz2orI nahIM honI cAhie, cAritravAna honA caahie| mena oNpha parsanAliTI honA cAhie! lAkhoM guMDe use dekhate hI bhAga jAe~! ina cir3acir3e logoM se to koI nahIM bhAgatA, balki mArate haiM! jagat to kamaz2orI ko hI mAregA na!

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krodha kI nirbalatA ke sAmane (18) 273 parsanAliTI kaba AtI hai? vijJAna jAnane se parsanAliTI AtI hai| isa jagat meM jo vismRta ho jAe, vaha jJAna hai aura jo kabhI bhI vismRta na ho, vaha vijJAna hai| jagat, zIla se jItA jA sakatA hai dAdAzrI : koI tujhe DA~Te to tU ugra ho jAtA hai na? praznakartA : hA~, ho jAtA huuN| dAdAzrI : to vaha kamaz2orI kahalAegI yA maz2abUtI kahalAegI? praznakartA : donoM khlaaegaa| dAdAzrI : nahIM, nahIM, vaha to kamaz2orI hI khlaaegii| praznakartA : kisI jagaha para to krodha honA hI caahie| dAdAzrI : nahIM, nhiiN| krodha to khuda hI kamajorI hai| kisI jagaha para to krodha honA hI cAhie,' vaha to saMsArI bAta hai| yaha to khuda se krodha nahIM nikala pAtA isalie aise kahatA hai ki krodha honA hI cAhie! tujhe mAlUma hai, hima giratA hai, vaha? aba hima kA matalaba bahuta hI ThaMDa hotI hai na? usa hima se per3a jala jAte haiM, sArA kapAsa, ghAsa sabhI kucha jala jAtA hai| tU aisA jAnatA hai kyA? ve ThaMDa meM kyoM jala jAte hoMge? praznakartA : 'ovaralimiTa' ThaMDa ke kaarnn| dAdAzrI : hA~, yAnI yadi tU ThaMDA banakara rahegA to vaisA zIla utpanna ho jaaegaa| aura phira, ugratA to kamajorI hI hai na! praznakartA : lekina dAdA, z2arUrata se z2yAdA ThaMDA honA bhI eka prakAra kI kamajorI hI hai na? dAdAzrI : z2arUrata se z2yAdA ThaMDA hone kI z2arUrata hI nhiiN| Apako to limiTa meM rahanA hai, use 'naoNrmeliTI' kahate haiN| bilo

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274 AptavANI-7 naoNrmala iz2a da phIvara, abava naoNrmala iz2a da phIvara, nAinTI eTa iz2a da noNrml| ataH hameM naoNrmeliTI hI caahie| praznakartA : to phira koI merA apamAna kare aura maiM zAMti se baiThA rahU~ to vaha nirbalatA nahIM kahalAegI? dAdAzrI : nhiiN| ohoho! apamAna sahana karanA, vaha to bahuta bar3A bala kahalAtA hai! abhI hameM koI gAliyA~ deM to hameM kucha bhI nahIM hogA, usake lie mana bhI nahIM bigar3egA, vahI hai bala! aura nirbalatA to ye saba kica-kica karate hI rahate haiM na, jIva mAtra lar3ate hI rahate haiN| vaha sArI nirbalatA kahalAtI haiN| yAnI ki zAMti se apamAna sahana karanA, vaha bahuta bar3A bala kahalAtA hai| aura aisA apamAna eka hI bAra lA~gha jAe~, eka sTepa lA~gha jAe~ na, to sau sTepa lA~ghane kI zakti A jaaegii| Apako samajha meM AyA na? sAmanevAlA yadi balavAna ho, to jIvamAtra usake sAmane nirbala ho hI jAtA hai| vaha to usakA svAbhAvika guNa hai| lekina yadi nirbala manuSya Apako cher3e taba bhI Apa use kucha bhI nahIM karo, taba vaha bahuta bar3A bala khlaaegaa| 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke pAsa to itanI sArI siddhiyA~ hotI haiM ki eka hI vidhi karake sAmanevAle ko Azcaryacakita kara DAleM, lekina aisA nahIM krte| siddhi kA to ve upayoga hI nahIM karate na! praznakartA : lekina eka bAra siddhi kA upayoga karake dekhie na! dAdAzrI : aise kahIM upayoga karate hoMge? aura aise logoM ke sAmane kahA~ upayoga kareM? vAstava meM to nirbala kA rakSaNa karanA cAhie aura balavAna kA sAmanA karanA cAhie, lekina isa kaliyuga meM aise loga rahe hI nahIM na! abhI to nirbala ko hI mArate rahate haiM aura balavAna se to bhAgate haiN| bahuta kama loga haiM ki jo nirbala kI rakSA

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krodha kI nirbalatA ke sAmane (18) 275 karate haiM aura balavAna kA sAmanA karate haiN| yadi aise loga hoM, taba use to kSatriya guNa kahA jaaegaa| varnA pUrA jagat kamaz2oroM ko mAratA hI rahatA hai| ghara jAkara pati apanI patnI para zaravIratA dikhAtA hai| khUTe se ba~dhI huI gAya ko mAreM to vaha kisa ora jAegI? aura khulI chor3akara mAre to? bhAga jAegI na, yA phira sAmanA kregii| khuda kI zakti hone ke bAvajUda bhI iMsAna sAmanevAle ko taMga nahI kare, apane duzmana ko bhI duHkhI nahIM kare, vaha bahuta bar3A bala kahalAtA hai| abhI koI Apa para gussA kare aura Apa bhI usa para gusse ho jAo to vaha kamaz2orI nahIM kahalAegI? yAnI merA kyA kahanA hai ki ye krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha, ye sabhI nirbalatAe~ haiN| jo balavAna hai, use to krodha karane kI z2arUrata hI kahA~ rahI? lekina ye to krodha kA jitanA tApa hai usa tApa se sAmanevAle ko basa meM karane jAte haiM, lekina jise krodha nahIM hai usake pAsa kucha hogA to sahI na? usakA zIla nAma kA jo cAritra hai usase jAnavara bhI vaza meM ho jAte haiN| vAgha, siMha, duzmana vagairaha, pUrI senA sabakucha vaza meM ho jAtA hai! krodha-mAnamAyA-lobha to khulI kamaz2orI hai aura bahuta krodha A jAe to ye hAtha-paire aise kA~pate hue nahIM dekhe haiM Apane? praznakartA : zarIra bhI manA karatA hai ki 'tujhe krodha nahIM karanA hai|' dAdAzrI : hA~, zarIra bhI manA karatA hai ki yaha apane ko zobhA nahIM detaa| yAnI krodha to kitanI bar3I kamajorI hai! ataH krodha nahIM honA cAhie hmmeN| hamameM lobha bhI nahIM honA caahie| lobha kA kyA artha hai? dUsaroM kA har3apa lenaa| apane pAsa hone ke bAvajUda dUsaroM kA har3apa lenA, vaha lobha kahalAtA hai| khAnepIne kI apanI limiTa hai| vaha saba hone ke bAvajUda aura bhI Age kA socanA, vaha lobha kahalAtA hai|

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276 AptavANI-7 prakRti, kaSAya se hI gUMthI huI ye krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha jo haiM na, usameM lobha kI prakRti aisI hai ki usake mAlika ko bhI patA nahIM calatA ki mujha meM kitanA lobha hai| yAnI lobha utanA adhika kapaTavAlA hai| krodha kA svabhAva bholA hai| mAlika ko to kyA lekina parAye vyakti bhI kaha jAte haiM ki itanA adhika krodha kyoM kara rahe ho? lekina lobha kA to khuda ko bhI patA hI nahIM cltaa| lobha se iMsAna bahuta ulTA calatA hai na! aura lobha kI prakRti calI jAe, aisI nahIM hai| anaMta janmoM taka lobha kI prakRti nahIM jaatii| kyoMki lobha kI rAga prakRti hai, vaha dveSa prakRti nahIM hai| aura rAga prakRti ThaMDakavAlI hotI hai isalie vaha prakRti chUTane nahIM detI, vaha to bahuta bhArI prakRti hai| lobha aura kapaTa, ve donoM rAga prakRti meM jAte haiM aura krodha va mAna, ve dveSa prakRti meM jAte haiN| dveSa prakRti to apanI pakar3a meM A jAtI hai, lekina rAga prakRti to pakar3a meM nahIM aatii| mAlika kI pakar3a meM bhI nahIM AtI na! kyoMki usameM to itanI adhika miThAsa baratatI hai! logoM ko to mAna aura apamAna kI hI par3I huI hai na! praznakartA : dAdA vaha to pahale se hI calatA AyA hogA na? dAdAzrI : anAdikAla se yahI kA yahI sArA mAna aura apamAna! manuSya yoni meM AyA tabhI se mAna aura apamAna, nahIM to dUsarI vaMzAvaliyoM meM, dUsarI yoniyoM meM aisA kucha bhI nahIM hai| yahA~ manuSyoM meM aura vahA~ devalogoM meM bhI mAna-apamAna kA bahuta Udhama hai| praznakartA : yahA~ Ate hI yaha saba kahA~ se sIkha gayA? dAdAzrI : yaha to sIkhakara hI AyA huA hai| yaha dekho na, yaha baccA kitane sAla kA huA?

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krodha kI nirbalatA ke sAmane (18) 277 praznakartA : pA~ca sAla kA / dAdAzrI : to pacahattara pichale janma ke aura pA~ca isa janma ke, to bolo aba assI sAla kA huA na? praznakartA : ye dUsarI yoni meM mAna-apamAna phira se bhUla jAtA hogA? dAdAzrI : bhUla jAtA hai sabakucha / yahA~ se gayA tabhI se bhUla jAtA hai, yAda nahIM rahatA / cAra dina pahale kyA huA thA, vaha Apako yAda hai? praznakartA : nahIM, lekina phira baira, mAna-apamAna, vaha saba yAda rahatA hai to yaha acchA-acchA kaise bhUla jAtA hai? dAdAzrI : nahIM, vaha baira bhI yAda nahIM rhtaa| sirpha krodhamAna-mAyA-lobha hI saMjJA ke rUpa meM rahate haiN| ye cAra saMjJAe~ hamezA rahatI haiM, bAkI baira to phira bAda meM hotA hai| lekina ye cAra krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha pahale se hI hote haiN| Ate hI usakA apamAna ho ki zora macAne lagatA hai| aba, ye baccoM ke khAne kI goliyA~ hotI haiM na ! vaha piparamiMTa yahA~ para ho aura isa bebI aura isa bacce ko lenI ho to jo lobhI hogA vaha adhika le legaa| hameM patA bhI calatA hai ki yaha lobhI hai| lobhI hara cIz2a meM Age hI rahatA hai| praznakartA : pazuyoni meM bhI krodha - mAna - mAyA-lobha hote haiM na ? dAdAzrI : saba jagaha hote haiM, lekina ve saMjJA ke rUpa meM hote haiM isalie harja nahIM / ve krodha - mAna-mAyA - lobha nahIM mAne jAte, usakA karma nahIM baMdhatA / praznakartA : ye krodha - mAna - mAyA - lobha kI prakRti janma se hI jIva meM hotI hai ?

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278 AptavANI-7 dAdAzrI : are, yahA~ se sAtha meM lekara hI jAtA hai aura sAtha hI vahA~ upayoga karatA hai| praznakartA : lobha prakRti, mAna prakRti se kyA bhAvakarma ba~dhate haiM? dAdAzrI : inase hI ye saba bhAvakarma utpanna hote haiN| ye jo krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha haiM, unhIM se aMdhApana AtA hai aura usase phira ulTe-sIdhe bhAva karatA hai| vaha aMdhApana tor3ane ke lie, krodhamAna-mAyA-lobha jAe~ tabhI aMdhApana TUTegA aura tabhI bhAva zuddha hoNge| ahaMkAra se aMdhA ho gayA hai, lobha se aMdhA ho gayA hai, krodha se aMdhA ho gayA hai aura kapaTa se aMdhA ho gayA hai, cAroM prakAra se aMdhA, aMdhA aura aMdhA hI banakara ghUmatA hai| krodhI ke bajAya krodha nahIM karanevAle se loga adhika ghabarAte haiN| kyA kAraNa hogA usakA? krodha baMda hone para pratApa utpanna hotA hai| kudarata kA niyama hai aisA! nahIM to use rakSaNa karanevAlA hI nahIM milegA na! krodha to rakSaNa thA, ajJAnatA meM krodha se rakSaNa hotA thaa| samyaka upAya, jAno eka bAra praznakartA : krodha nahIM karanA ho phira bhI ho jAtA hai, to usakA nivAraNa kyA hai? dAdAzrI : krodha karanA kisI ko acchA lagatA hI nahIM na? krodha yAnI khuda apane hI ghara meM diyAsalAI lgaanaa| khuda ke ghara meM ghAsa bharakara usameM diyAsalAI lagA denA, vaha krodha hai| yAnI pahale khuda jalatA hai aura phira par3osI ko jalAtA hai| praznakartA : yaha jAnane ke bAvajUda bhI krodha ho jAtA hai| usakA kyA nivAraNa hai? dAdAzrI : kauna jAnatA hai? jAnane ke bAda krodha hogA hI

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krodha kI nirbalatA ke sAmane (18) 279 nhiiN| krodha ho jAtA hai isakA matalaba jAnate hI nahIM, sirpha ahaMkAra karate ho ki maiM jAnatA huuN| praznakartA : krodha ho jAne ke bAda dhyAna AtA hai ki hameM krodha nahIM karanA caahie| dAdAzrI : nahIM, lekina jAnane ke bAda krodha nahIM hogaa| hamane yahA~ para do zIziyA~ rakhI hoM, vahA~ para kisI ne samajhAyA ho ki yaha davAI hai aura dUsarI zIzI meM poiz2ana hai| donoM eka sI dikhatI haiM lekina usameM bhUlacUka ho jAe to samajha meM AegA na ki yaha jAnatA hI nahIM? bhUlacUka nahIM ho tabhI kaha sakate haiM ki yaha jAnatA hai, lekina bhUlacUka ho jAtI hai, to yaha bAta pakkI ho gaI ki vaha jAnatA hI nahIM thaa| usI prakAra jaba krodha ho jAtA hai, taba kucha bhI jAnate nahIM ho aura yoM hI jAnane kA ahaMkAra lekara ghUmate rahate ho| ujAle meM ThokareM lageMgI kyA? yAnI jaba taka ThokareM lagatI haiM, taba taka kucha jAnA hI nhiiN| yaha to aMdhere ko hI ujAlA kahate haiM, vaha apanI bhUla hai| isalie satsaMga meM baiThakara 'jAno' eka bAra, phira krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha sabhI kucha calA jaaegaa| pariNAma to, kaoNz2ez2a badalane se hI badaleMge eka bhAI ne mujhase kahA ki, 'anaMta janmoM se isa krodha ko nikAla rahe haiM, phira bhI yaha krodha jAtA kyoM nahIM?' taba maiMne kahA ki, 'Apa krodha nikAlane ke upAya nahIM jAnate ho|' taba usane kahA ki, 'krodha nikAlane ke to jo upAya zAstra meM likhe haiM, ve sabhI karate haiM, phira bhI krodha nahIM jaataa|' taba maiMne kahA ki, 'samyaka upAya honA caahie|' taba kahA ki, 'bahuta samyaka upAya par3he haiM, lekina unameM se kucha bhI kAma meM nahIM aayaa|' phira maiMne kahA ki, 'krodha ko baMda karane kA upAya DhU~DhanA mUrkhatA hai, kyoMki krodha to pariNAma hai| jaise ki Apane parIkSA dI aura maiMne kahA ki, ", "krodha nikAlane ke to jo jAtA taba maiMne

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AptavANI-7 riz2alTa AyA, to aba riz2alTa ke Upara, maiM riz2alTa ko nAza karane kA upAya karU~, usake jaisI bAta huii| yaha riz2alTa AyA vaha kisakA pariNAma hai, hameM use badalane kI z2arUrata hai / ' 280 logoM ne kyA kahA hai ki, 'krodha ko dabAo, krodha ko nikaalo|' are, aisA kyoM karatA hai? binA bAta ke dimAg2a bigAr3a rahe ho ! isake bAvajUda bhI krodha nikalatA to hai nhiiN| phira bhI loga kaheMge ki, 'nahIM sAhaba, thor3A-bahuta krodha daba gayA hai|' are, jaba taka vaha aMdara hai taba taka vaha dabA huA nahIM kahA jA sktaa| taba una bhAI ne kahA ki, 'to Apake pAsa aura koI upAya hai?' maiMne kahA, 'hA~, upAya hai| Apa karoge?' taba unhoMne kahA, 'haaN|' taba maiMne kahA ki, 'eka bAra to noTa karo ki isa jagat meM khAsa taura para kisa para adhika krodha AtA hai?' jahA~jahA~ krodha AtA hai use 'noTa' kara lo aura jahA~ krodha nahIM AtA use bhI jAna lo / eka bAra lisTa meM DAla do ki isa vyakti para krodha nahIM aataa| kucha loga ulTA kareM, phira bhI una para krodha nahIM AtA aura kucha to becAre sIdhA kara rahe hoM phira bhI una para krodha AtA hai, to phira koI kAraNa to hogA na? praznakartA : usake lie mana ke aMdara graMthi bana gaI hogI? dAdAzrI : hA~, graMthi bana cukI hai, usa graMthi ko chor3ane ke lie aba kyA kareM? parIkSA to de cuke ho| jitanI bAra usake prati krodha honA hai utanI bAra ho hI jAegA aura usake lie graMthi bhI bana cukI hai, lekina Age se Apako kyA karanA cAhie? jisa para krodha AtA hai usake lie mana nahIM bigar3ane denA cAhie / mana sudhAranA ki bhAI, apane prArabdha ke hisAba se yaha vyakti aisA kara rahA hai| vaha jo-jo kara rahA hai, vaha mere karma ke udaya haiM isalie aisA kara rahA hai| isa prakAra mana ko sudhAra lenA / mana ko sudhArate rahoge aura sAmanevAle ke prati mana sudhara jAegA to usake prati krodha AnA baMda ho jaaegaa| kucha samaya taka, jo pichalA iphekTa hai, pahale

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krodha kI nirbalatA ke sAmane (18) 281 kA iphekTa hai, utanA iphekTa dekara phira baMda ho jaaegaa| yaha z2arA sUkSma bAta hai aura sUkSma hai isalie logoM ke dhyAna meM nahIM aayaa| hara eka cIz2a kA upAya to hotA hI hai na! jagat bagaira upAya ke to hotA hI nahIM na! jagat to pariNAma kA hI nAza karanA cAhatA hai| ataH krodha-mAnA-mAyA-lobha kA upAya yaha hai| pariNAma ko kucha bhI mata karo, usake kaoNz2ez2a ko khatma karo to ye sabhI cale jaaeNge| yAnI vaha khuda vicAraka honA caahie| varnA agara ajAgRta hogA to kisa prakAra upAya karegA? praznakartA : kaoNz2ez2a kisa taraha khatma kareM, vaha z2arA phira se samajhAie na! dAdAzrI : isa bhAI para mujhe krodha A rahA ho, to phira maiM nakkI karU~gA ki isa para jo krodha A rahA hai vaha, maiMne pahale jo usake doSa dekhe haiM, usakA pariNAma hai| aba yaha jojo doSa kara rahA hai unheM mana para nahIM lU~gA to phira usake prati krodha baMda hotA jAegA, lekina kucha pUrva pariNAma hoMge utane A jAe~ge, lekina Age ke dUsare saba baMda ho jaaeNge| praznakartA : dUsare ke doSa dikha jAte haiM, kyA usa vajaha se krodha AtA hai? dAdAzrI : haaN| ve doSa dekhate haiM, unheM bhI hameM jAna lenA hai ki ye bhI galata pariNAma haiN| arthAt jaba ye galata pariNAma dekhanA baMda ho jAegA, usake bAda krodha baMda ho jaaegaa| hamArA doSa dekhanA baMda ho gayA to phira sabakucha baMda ho gyaa| krodha, mAtra nirbalatA hI! praznakartA : lekina dAdA, kabhI koI vyakti apane sAmane garama ho jAe, taba kyA karanA cAhie?

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282 AptavANI-7 dAdAzrI : garama to ho hI jAe~ge na! unake hAtha meM thor3e hI haiM? aMdara kI mazInarI hAtha meM nahIM hai na! yaha to jaisetaise karake mazInarI calatI rahatI hai| yadi khuda ke hAtha meM hotA to koI mazInarI garama hone hI nahIM detA na! isa duniyA meM koI garama nahIM hotaa| yaha garama honA yAnI, thor3A bhI garama ho jAnA yAnI gadhA bana jaanaa| manuSyapana meM gadhA bana gayA! aisA koI karegA hI nahIM na! lekina jo khuda ke hAtha meM nahIM hai, vahA~ phira kyA ho? aisA hai, isa jagat meM kabhI bhI garama hone kA koI kAraNa hI nahIM hai| koI kahegA ki, 'yaha baccA aise ku~e meM gira jAe aisA laga rahA thaa|' aise ku~e meM gira jAe taba bhI vaha garama hone kA kAraNa nahIM hai| vahA~ tujhe ThaMDe rahakara kAma lenA hai| yaha to, tU garama hai isalie garama ho jAtA hai| aura garama ho jAnA, vaha nirbala svabhAva hai| bhayaMkara nirbalatA kahalAtI hai| yAnI jaba bahuta adhika nirbalatA hogI, tabhI garama hogA na! yAnI jo garama hotA hai usa para to dayA rakhanI cAhie ki isa becAre ke kaMTrola meM kucha bhI nahIM hai| jisakA khuda kA svabhAva hI usake kaMTrola meM nahIM hai, usa para dayA rakhanI caahie| garama honA yAnI kyA? ki pahale khuda jalanA aura phira sAmanevAle ko jalA denaa| yaha diyAsalAI lagAnA yAnI khuda bhabhakakara jalanA aura phira sAmanevAle ko jalA denaa| yAnI garama honA khuda ke hAtha meM hotA to koI garama hotA hI nahIM na! sabhI ko garamI hotI bhI nahIM hai na! jalana kise pasaMda hai? yadi koI aisA kahe ki, 'kitanI hI bAra saMsAra meM krodha karane kI z2arUrata par3atI hai|' taba maiM kahU~gA ki, 'nahIM, koI aisA kAraNa nahIM hai ki jahA~ para krodha karane kI z2arUrata ho|' krodha, vaha nirbalatA hai isalie vaha ho jAtA hai| bhagavAna ne isalie abalA kahA hai| puruSa to kise kahate haiM? krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha kI nirbalatA jisameM na ho, use bhagavAna ne puruSa kahA hai| yAnI ye jo puruSa dikhate haiM unheM bhI abalA kahA

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krodha kI nirbalatA ke sAmane (18) hai, lekina inheM zarma nahIM AtI hai na, utanA acchA hai ! varnA abalA kahane para to zaramA jAe~ge na? lekina inheM kucha bhAna hI nahIM hai / bhAna kitanA hai? nahAne kA pAnI rakho to nahA letA hai / khAne kA, nahAne kA, sone kA vagairaha saba bhAna hai, lekina aura kucha bhAna nahIM hai, manuSyapana kA jo vizeSa bhAna kahA jAtA hai ki ye sajjana puruSa haiM, vaisI sajjanatA logoM ko dikhe, usakA bhAna nahIM hai| 283 praznakartA : sajjanatA bhI saMsAra meM z2arUrI hai na? dAdAzrI : sabase pahalI z2arUrata hai| saMsAra meM sajjanatA kI hI qImata hai aura sajjanatA hogI taba manuSya meM vApasa AegA aura agara sajjanatA khatma ho gaI aura insAniyata calI gaI ki vApasa cAra pairavAlA ho jAegA / sarva prathama insAniyata to honI hI caahie| insAniyata hai, basa itanA hI TesTa ho jAe, tabhI yahA~ para manuSya yoni meM janma hogaa| ataH sajjanatA to saba se pahale cAhie / praznakartA : vaha bhAna jJAnI ke binA nahIM milatA hai na! dAdAzrI : aisA hai, pahale jJAnI nahIM mile hoM lekina phira bhI saMta mile hoMge na, usa janma meM bhI unameM vinayaguNa yAnI ki sajjanatA to A cukI hotI hai| bhale hI unameM nirbalatA ho, lekina sajjanatA to A sakatI hai| maiMne aise acche-acche loga dekhe haiM, kyoMki pahale saMta, guru mile the ki jinake AdhAra para sajjanatA rakha sakate haiN| lekina mokSa kA rAstA to tabhI hogA jaba 'jJAnIpuruSa' mila jaaeN| krodha kA zamana, kisa samajha se ? kucha loga krodha ko dabAte haiM / are, dabAne jaisI cIz2a nahIM hai vaha ! krodha ko pahacAnakara dabA na! krodha dabAegA to, usameM cAra bhaiMse haiM : krodha-mAna- mAyA - lobha ! usameM krodha ke bhaiMse ko

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AptavANI-7 z2arA dabAkara sa~karA kare na taba mAna kA bhaiMsA adhika moTA ho jAtA hai! isase kyA phAyadA huA? mAna kA bhaiMsA bddh'aa| loga to eka bhaiMse ko dabAte haiM na? lekina aisA nahIM karanA hai| krodha kyA hai? use pahacAnane kI z2arUrata hai / 284 krodha khuda hI ahaMkAra hai / aba usakI jA~ca karanI cAhie / jA~ca karo ki vaha kisa prakAra se ahaMkAra hai / usakI jA~ca kareM, taba pakar3a meM AtA hai ki krodha ahaMkAra hai / yaha krodha kyoM utpanna huA? taba kahe ki, 'isa bahana ne kapa - 1 - pleTa phor3a die isalie krodha utpanna huaa|' aba kapa-pleTa phor3a DAle, usameM hameM kyA Apatti hai? taba kahe ki, 'hamAre ghara meM nukasAna huaa|' aura nukasAna huA to kyA use DA~Ta deM phira? lekina ahaMkAra karanA, DA~TanA, vagairaha ko agara bArIkI se socA jAe to socane se hI vaha sArA ahaMkAra dhula jAegA, aisA hai / aba ina kapa kA TUTanA, vaha nivArya hai yA anivArya hai? nivArya saMyoga hote haiM yA nahIM hote ? naukara ko seTha DA~TatA hai ki, 'are, kapa-pleTa kyoM phor3a DAle? tere hAtha TUTe hue the kyA? aura terA aisA thA aura vaisA thaa|' yadi anivArya ho to kyA use DA~Ta sakate haiM? jamAI ke hAtha se kapa-pleTa phUTa gae hoM to vahA~ kucha bhI nahIM kahate ! kyoMki vaha supIriyara hai, vahA~ cupa ! agara inphIriyara ho vahA~ chiT chiT karatA hai! ye saba igoiz2ama haiM / supIriyara ke sAmane kyA sabhI cupa nahIM ho jAte? ina dAdA ke hAtha se kucha phUTa jAe to kisI ke mana meM kucha AtA hI nahIM aura naukara ke hAtha se phUTa jAe to? isa jagat ne nyAya kabhI dekhA hI nahIM / nAsamajhI ke kAraNa yaha saba hai| yadi samajhadAra buddhi hotI na, taba bhI bahuta ho cukA ! buddhi yadi vikasita ho, samajhavAlI ho to kahIM bhI koI jhagar3A hogA hI nhiiN| aba jhagar3A karane se kyA kapa-pleTa jur3a jAte haiM ? sirpha saMtoSa milatA hai, utanA hI na? balki kalaha ho jAtI hai,

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krodha kI nirbalatA ke sAmane (18) 285 vaha alg| mana meM kleza ho jAtA hai, vaha alg| yAnI isa vyApAra meM to eka to pyAle gae vaha nukasAna; dUsarA, yaha kleza huA vaha nukasAna aura tIsarA, naukara ke sAtha baira ba~dhA vaha nukasAna! naukara baira bA~dhatA hai ki 'maiM garIba hU~,' isIlie ye mujhe abhI aisA kaha rahe haiM na! lekina vaha baira chor3egA nahIM aura bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki baira kisI ke bhI sAtha mata baaNdhnaa| zAyada kabhI prema ba~dhe to bA~dhanA, lekina baira mata baaNdhnaa| kyoMki prema ba~dhegA to vaha prema apane Apa hI baira ko khoda ddaalegaa| prema kI kabara to baira ko khoda DAle aisI hai, lekina baira kI kabara kauna khodegA? baira se to baira bar3hatA hI rahatA hai| isa prakAra niraMtara bar3hatA hI rahatA hai| baira ke kAraNa hI to yaha bhaTakana hai sArI! ye manuSya kisalie bhaTakate haiM? kyA tIrthaMkara nahIM mile the? taba kahe, 'nahIM, tIrthaMkara to bahuta sAre mile the| vahA~ gae the, vahA~ baiThe the| unakI bAta sunI, dezanA bhI sunI, lekina kucha huA nhiiN|' kisa-kisa bAta meM ar3acaneM AtI haiM? kahA~-kahA~ Apatti hotI haiM? una ApattiyoM ko khatma kara do na! yadi Apatti hotI hai vaha saMkucita dRSTi hai| to 'jJAnIpuruSa' loMga sAiTa de dete haiN| usa loMga sAiTa ke AdhAra para sabakucha 'jyoM kA tyoM' dikhatA

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[19] vyApAra kI ar3acaneM ar3acaneM, karavAe~ pragati 'ar3acana AnA acchI cIz2a hai' aisA mAnoge tabhI Age bar3hA jA skegaa| jaba aisA mAnoge ki jise Apa ar3acana kahate ho, vaha acchI cIz2a hai, taba Age bar3ha pAoge, varnA yadi Apa aisA kahoge 'yaha ar3acana kharAba hai' to vaha ar3acana Apako roka degI aura ApakI pragati ru~dha jaaegii| ar3acanoM ko pAra karoge tabhI kAma ho pAegA, nahIM to ve ar3acaneM hI Apako rokeNgii| aura ar3acanoM kI vajaha se Apa usa para ' bAkhar3I bA~dhoge to phira barakata nahIM AegI, kucha nahIM ho skegaa| 4 praznakartA : bAkhar3I bA~dhogo' matalaba ? dAdAzrI : jo loga ar3acana DAlate haiM, unake prati yadi mana meM aisA ho ki 'sAmanevAlA aisA kyoM karatA hai?' yA phira yadi aise rAste bhI karane jAoge to usase kucha hogA nhiiN| loga to ar3acana DAleMge hI, hameM aisA mAnakara hI Age bar3hanA hai| rAste meM loga ar3acana DAleMge, aisA mAnakara hI hameM Age calanA hai aura phira logoM ke prati vItarAga rahanA hai| ve loga ar3acana DAleMge, una ar3acanoM ko pAra kara lenA hai, aura phira vItarAga rahanA hai, itanA mAnakara hI mokSamArga meM calanA hai| phira bhI hamane jo mokSamArga diyA hai, vaha bahuta AsAna mArga hai !

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vyApAra kI ar3acaneM (19) 287 kAraNa hai| AtmAgoM ko yaha samatA rahatA hai, taba phira viSamatA meM samatA, vahI lakSya muzkileM to AtI hI rheNgii| muzkiloM ke bagaira to yaha TAima bIte aisA nahIM hai, isI kA nAma dUSamakAla! mahAduHkhapUrvaka samatA rahe, aisA yaha kAla hai, yAnI nabbe pratizata viSamatA hI rahatI hai| usameM thor3I bahuta samatA rakhanI, vaha koI aisI-vaisI bAta hai? abhI to yaha viSamatA kA sAgara hai| praznakartA : usameM thor3I samatA raha jAe, vaha Azcarya hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, vaha Azcarya hai aura vaisI samatA rahe to usakA AnaMda hameM spaSTa patA clegaa| vyavahAra ke lakSya meM samatA barate to vaha saba ahaMkAra ke bar3hane kA kAraNa hai| AtmA kA lakSya baiThe binA use samatA nahIM kahA jA sakatA isalie logoM ko yaha samatA rahatI bhI nahIM hai| vaha to agara DhITha bana cukA ho taba samatA rahatI hai, taba phira vaha samatA nahIM khlaatii| DhITha matalaba kyA ki, 'mujhe kyA? vaha to maregA!' ise bhagavAna ne DhITha kahA hai| jo aisA kahe ki 'mujhe kyA,' usakA to kabhI bhI hala nahIM aaegaa| 'mujhe kyA' kaha rahA hai? are, tere bacce haiM yA nahIM? taba phira 'mujhe kyA' kaise kaha sakatA hai? lekina aise DhITha bana cuke haiN| aisA hai, ki jaba manuSya para bahuta du:kha par3eM, taba phira vaha DhITha bana jAtA hai| udhArI ke dhaMdhe meM sukha kA udhAra praznakartA : mere ghara meM sabhI prakAra kI muzkileM kyoM rahA karatI haiM? dhaMdhe meM, vAipha ko, ghara meM sabhI ko aisI kucha takalIpheM rahatI hI haiN| dAdAzrI : hama yadi logoM ko takalIpheM deM, taba phira apane yahA~ takalIfa rahatI hai| hama yadi logoM ko sukha deM, to apane yahA~ sukha AtA haiN| sukha cAhie to logoM ko sukha do aura takalIpheM

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288 AptavANI-7 cAhie to logoM ko takalIpheM do, jo cAhie vahI dUsaroM ko do| apane yahA~ jo AtA hai, usa para se hameM samajha lenA hai ki hamane sAmanevAle ko kyA diyA thaa| ataH yadi sukha cAhie to sukha dene kA prayatna karo, zurUAta kro| yaha jagat to vyavahAra svarUpa hai, jo aisA kahatA hai ki 'dekara lo'| yadi takalIpheM AtI hai to hameM samajha jAnA cAhie ki hamane logoM ko takalIpheM hI dI haiM, dUsarA dhaMdhA hI nahIM kiyA! aura yadi sukha AtA hai to samajhanA ki hamane dUsaroM ko sukha diyA hai| praznakartA : jo pahale takalIpheM dI jA cukI hai, ve takalIpheM abhI A rahI hai| aba ve takalIpheM hoM, to sukha kaise de sakate haiM? dAdAzrI : vaha to sukha dene kA bhAva karo aura phira kisI ko bhI takalIfa mata denaa| do gAliyA~ de jAe~, to Apa vApasa dUsarI pA~ca gAliyA~ mata denA aura una do gAliyoM ko jamA kara lenaa| jo do gAliyA~ dI thI ve vApasa AI haiM, isalie una do gAliyoM ko jamA kara lenaa| yaha to koI do gAliyA~ de to jamA karane ke bajAya dUsarI pA~ca detA hai| are, usake sAtha vyApAra jArI kyoM rakhatA hai? yAnI yaha saba lena-dena kA hisAba hai| phira use jagat cAhe jo nAma de ki RNAnubaMdha hai, lekina saba lena-dena kA hisAba hai| yAnI agara pasaMda ho to udhAra do, lekina vaha udhAra diyA huA vApasa aaegaa| yaha to jamA-udhAra kA khela hai! jo jamA kiyA thA vahI vApasa A rahA hai, isameM bhagavAna hAtha DAlate hI nhiiN| takalIfa pasaMda nahIM hai? to phira takalIpheM denA baMda kara do| bhale hI koI sau gAliyA~ de| aba gAliyA~ koI patthara nahIM hai| jJAna milane ke bAda ye gAliyA~ kyA patthara haiM? patthara laga jAe taba mujhe lagegA ki ise coTa lagI hai, khUna nikalA, to

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vyApAra kI ar3acaneM (19) use duHkha mAnA jaaegaa| lekina ye gAliyA~ koI patthara nahIM hai ki lage aura khUna nikale ! 289 praznakartA : phira bhI aMdara bIca meM svIkAra ho jAtA hai aura asara ho jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : lekina merA kahanA hai ki gAliyA~ kyA hameM aise sparza karatI haiM? praznakartA : isake bAvajUda bhI aMdara ghAva laga jAte haiN| dAdAzrI : lekina vaha Apako kaise chU sakatI hai? vaha bolA vahA~ para aura tujhe yahA~ para kaise coTa laga gaI? kauna sI dRSTi se jagat dikhe nirdoSa? pudgala (jo pUraNa aura galana hotA hai) ko mata dekhanA, pudgala kI ora dRSTi karanA hI mata / AtmA kI ora hI dRSTi rkhnaa| bhagavAna mahAvIra ko jagat meM sabhI nirdoSa dikhe the| kAna meM kIleM mAranevAle bhI nirdoSa dikhe| koI doSita hai hI nahIM jagat meN| yadi koI doSita dikhatA hai to, vaha apanI hI bhUla hai| vaha eka prakAra kA apanA ahaMkAra hai / yaha to hama binA tanaqhvAha ke kAz2I banate haiM, usI kI phira mAra khAte haiN| 'mokSa meM jAte hue ye loga hameM ulajhAte haiM' hama jo aisA kahate haiM vaha to hama vyavahAra se kahate haiM / isa indriya jJAna se jaisA dikhatA hai vaisA bolate haiM, lekina vAstava meM hakIkata meM vaisA nahIM hai| hakIkata meM to loga ulajhA hI nahIM sakate na ! kyoMki koI jIva kisI jIva meM kiMcitmAtra bhI daqhala kara hI nahIM sakatA, aisA hai yaha jagat / ye loga to becAre prakRti ke adhIna haiM, prakRti jaisA nAca nacAtI hai usa anusAra nAcate haiM, ataH usameM kisI kA doSa hai hI nahIM / jagat pUrA hI nirdoSa hai| mujhe khuda ko nirdoSa anubhava meM AtA hai| jaba Apako vaha nirdoSa

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290 AptavANI-7 anubhava meM AegA taba Apa isa jagat se chUToge, nahIM to koI eka jIva bhI doSita lagegA taba taka Apa chUToge nhiiN| praznakartA : isameM sabhI jIva A jAte haiM? sirpha manuSya hI nahIM, lekina kIr3e, makaur3e sabhI A jAte haiM? dAdAzrI : hA~, jIvamAtra nirdoSa svabhAva ke dikhane caahie| praznakartA : dAdA, Apane aisA kahA hai ki jIvamAtra nirdoSa hai| aba naukarI meM maiMne kahIM para bhUla kI aura merA UparI adhikArI aisA kahe ki tUne yaha bhUla kI, phira vaha mujhe ddaaNttegaa-ddpttegaa| aba yadi maiM nirdoSa hU~ to vAstava meM mujhe DA~TanA nahIM cAhie na? dAdAzrI : koI DA~Te to, Apako vaha nahIM dekhanA hai| hameM 'DA~TanevAlA bhI nirdoSa hai,' aisA ApakI samajha meM rahanA caahie| yAnI kisI para bhI doSAropaNa nahIM karanA caahie| ve Apako jitane nirdoSa dikheMge utanA hI aisA kahA jAegA ki Apako samajha meM A gyaa| mujhe jagat nirdoSa dikhatA hai| jaba ApakI dRSTi aisI ho jAegI taba yaha paz2ala solva ho jaaegaa| maiM Apako aisA ujAlA dUMgA aura itane pApa dho DAlU~gA tAki ApakA ujAlA rahe aura Apako nirdoSa dikhatA jAe aura sAtha-sAtha pA~ca AjJA duuNgaa| una pA~ca AjJA meM rahoge to vaha, jo diyA huA jJAna hai use bilkula bhI phraikcara nahIM hone degaa| 'sunAra,' kaisI guNavAna dRSTi hama pUre jagat ko nirdoSa dekhate haiN| praznakartA : isa prakAra se pUre jagat ko nirdoSa kaba dekha sakate haiM? dAdAzrI : Apako udAharaNa dekara samajhAtA huuN| Apa samajha

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vyApAra kI ar3acaneM (19) jaaoge| eka gA~va meM eka sunAra rahatA hai / pA~ca haz2Ara logoM kA gA~va hai| Apake pAsa sonA hai, vaha sArA sonA lekara vahA~ becane ge| taba vaha sunAra sonA aise ghisatA hai, dekhatA hai| aba hamArA sonA vaise to cA~dI jaisA dikha rahA hotA hai, milAvaTavAlA sonA hotA hai, phira bhI vaha sunAra DA~TatA nahIM hai / vaha kyoM nahIM DA~TatA ki 'aisA kyoM bigAr3akara lAe ho?' kyoMki usakI dRSTi sone para hI hai| aura dUsare ke pAsa jAo, to vaha DA~TatA hai ki 'aisA kaisA lAe ho?' isalie jo sunAra hai, vaha DA~TatA nahIM hai| isalie Apa yadi sonA hI mA~ga rahe ho, to isameM sonA hI dekho na! usameM aura kucha kyoM dekhate ho? itanA milAvaTavAlA sonA kyoM lAe ho? aise DA~Te - kare to, usakA kaba pAra AegA? hameM apanI taraha se dekha lenA hai ki isameM itanA sonA hai aura usake itane rupaye mileNge| Apako samajha meM AyA na? usa dRSTi se maiM sAre jagat ko nirdoSa dekhatA huuN| isI dRSTi se, bhale hI kaisA bhI sonA ho, phira bhI sunAra sonA hI dekhatA hai na? bAkI kucha dekhatA hI nahIM hai na aura DA~TatA bhI nahIM hai| hama use batAne jAe~, taba apane mana meM hotA hai ki vaha DA~TegA to? apanA sonA to sArA kharAba ho gayA hai! lekina nahIM, vaha DA~TatA-karatA nahIM hai| use kucha harja bhI nhiiN| vaha kyA kahegA, 'mujhe dUsarA kyA lenA-denA?' ve beaqla haiM yA aqlavAle haiM? praznakartA : aqlavAlA hI kahalAegA na ? dAdAzrI : yaha simili ThIka nahIM hai? 291 praznakartA : ThIka hai / aisA udAharaNa deM, to sabakucha jaldI phiTa ho jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : aba yaha udAharaNa koI jAnatA nahIM kyA? praznakartA : jAnate hoNge| dAdAzrI : nA, kisa taraha khyAla meM Ae? pUre dina dhyAna

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292 AptavANI-7 lakSmI jI meM, aura lakSmI jI kA viSaya pUrA huA ki vApasa ghara para memasAhaba yAda AtI rahatI haiM aura memasAhaba kA viSaya pUrA huA ki vApasa lakSmI jI kA viSaya yAda AtA hai! isIlie dUsarA kucha khyAla meM hI nahIM rahatA hai na! phira dUsare hisAba nikAlane raha hI jAe~ge na? hamane sunAra ko dekhA thA, taba mujhe aisA hotA thA ki yaha DA~TatA kyoM nahIM ki Apa sonA kyoM bigAr3akara lAe ho? usakI dRSTi kitanI suMdara hai! bilkula bhI nahIM ddaaNtttaa| isakA acchA hai vaisA bhI nahIM kahatA hai aura usakA kharAba hai vaisA bhI nahIM kahatA hai| kucha bhI kahatA nahIM, lekina aisA kahatA hai, 'baiTho, cAyapAnI pIoge na?' are, milAvaTI sonA hai, phira bhI cAya pilA rahA hai? aisA hI isameM bhI kyA bigar3a gayA hai? aMdara 'zuddha' sonA hI hai na? yaha kaisI risarca, ki bhagavAna mila gae maiMne pUrI lAipha risarca meM nikAlI hai, risarca hI kiyA hai sb| choTI umra meM hI kahatA thA ki bhagavAna sira para nahIM caahie| usake bajAya ye bIvI-bacce, mA~-bApa sira para hoM to harja nahIM hai khilaaeNge-pilaaeNge| lekina yadi bhagavAna sira para hoMge to ve to binA kAma ke jhidd'keNge| phira par3hane meM AyA ki bhagavAna to bhItaravAle ko kahate haiM, taba vaha bAta mujhe pasaMda aaii| kaI loga to bhagavAna ko bhItaravAlA hI kahate haiM na! avakAza, dharma ke lie hI bitAyA hamane kitane hI samaya se vyApAra kiyA hI nhiiN| vyApAra meM to agara hamAre pArTanara pUche ki, 'yaha kaise kareMge?' taba maiM kahatA ki, 'aisA kreN|' taba ve kahate, 'yaha to merI chaha mahIne kI ulajhana calI gaI aba Apa chaha mahIne taka nahIM Ae~ge to clegaa| Apa eka dina kucha batAte haiM na to mere chaha mahIne kI

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vyApAra kI ar3acaneM (19) 293 mehanata baca jAtI hai|' yAnI mujhe chUTa de dI thI ki Apa apanA dharma karate raho aura maiM yaha karatA rhuuNgaa| sAtha-sAtha unhoMne kahA thA ki mujhe bhI badale meM thor3A-bahuta 'yaha' diijiegaa| nukasAna batA denA, udhAra to ruke! varnA, agara vyApAra meM nukasAna jAtA ho to logoM se kaha detA thA aura phAyadA hotA thA to vaha bhI kaha detA thA! lekina yadi loga pUche tabhI, nahIM to mere vyApAra kI bAta hI nahIM kruuN| loga pUche, ki 'Apako abhI nukasAna huA hai, kyA yaha bAta sahI hai?' taba maiM kaha detA thA ki, 'yaha bAta sahI hai|' kabhI hamAre pArTanara ne hamase aisA nahIM kahA ki Apa kyoM kaha dete ho? kyoMki aisA kahanA to acchA hai ki loga paisA lagAne ke lie A rahe hoM to ruka jAeMge aura udhAra bar3hanA kama ho jAegA, nahIM to loga kyA kaheMge? 'are! nahIM kahanA cAhie, varnA loga paisA nahIM lgaaeNge|' lekina isase to apanA udhAra bar3ha jAegA na, isake bajAya jo huA ho vaha sApha-sApha kaha do na ki 'bhAI nukasAna huA hai|' donoM ko javAba alaga-alaga hamArI kaMpanI meM nukasAna huA to z2arA ThaMDA par3a gayA thaa| to jaba bar3audA jAte taba loga pUchate ki, 'bahuta nukasAna huA hai?' taba maiMne kahA ki, 'kitanA lagatA hai Apako?' taba kahate ki, 'lAkha rupaye kA nukasAna huA lagatA hai|' taba maiM kahatA ki, 'tIna lAkha kA nukasAna huA hai|' aba vyApAra meM Adhe yA paune lAkha kA nukasAna huA hotA thA, lekina maiM use tIna lAkha kahatA thaa| kyoMki vaha yahI DhU~Dhane AyA thA! vaha kyA DhU~Dhane AyA hai vaha maiM jAnatA thA, ki ise yadi maiM lAkha kA kahU~gA to khuza rahegA aura becAre ko ghara para bhojana karanA acchA lgegaa| isalie maiM kahatA ki 'tIna lAkha kA nukasAna

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294 AptavANI-7 huA,' to usa dina vaha caina se bhojana krtaa| aura yadi dUsarA koI zubhaciMtaka Ae aura pUche ki, 'bahuta nukasAna ho gayA hai?' taba maiM kahatA ki, 'nahIM, pacAseka haz2Ara kA nukasAna huA hai|' 'tAki use bhI ghara jAkara zAMti rhe|' zubhaciMtaka aura bAkI ke, donoM prakAra ke loga aaeNge| donoM ko khuza karake bhejanA caahie| yadi maiM kahU~ ki, 'tIna lAkha kA nukasAna huA hai' to vaha bahuta khuza ho jaaegaa| use vApasa kahU~ ki, 'cAya pIkara jAo na?' taba kahatA hai ki, 'mujhe z2arA kAma hai|' kyoMki use AnaMda ho gayA na, taba cAya vagairaha sabakucha A gyaa| use usakI khurAka mila gaI, kyoMki dveSa hai na! yaha spardhA aisI cIz2a hai ki spardhA ke mAre iMsAna kucha bhI kara de| spardhA yAnI ki, 'mujhase Age bar3ha gayA hai? aba ise pIche dhakelanA hI caahie|' to phira pIche dhakelane ke prayatna karatA rahatA hai| aise ko maiM sApha-sApha hI kaha detA hU~ ki, 'adhika nukasAna huA hai|' dekho, use caina se khAne kA bhAyA na! aura apane yahA~ kyA nukasAna honevAlA hai? apanA to nukasAna huA hI hai, usameM hameM harja nhiiN| lekina logoM ko to kyA hai ki javAba to denA par3egA na! unheM yadi kaha deM ki, 'koI nukasAna nahIM huaa|' to vaha aura kucha DhU~Dhakara lAegA vApasa ki 'ye to manA kara rahe haiN|' ataH use kahanA par3atA hai, hA~, tIna gunA nukasAna huA hai| jisane tujhase kahA ho use pUcha lenA, use bhI patA nahIM hogaa| lekina mujhe bahuta nukasAna huA hai|' phira thor3e dina bAda vApasa Ae aura kahe ki, 'aba kAma-dhaMdhA kaisA hai ApakA? baMda karanA par3egA?' taba maiMne kahA ki, 'yaha to sAta lAkha kI jAyadAda thI, usameM se tIna lAkha kama ho ge|' yAnI use naI hI prakAra kA kahate the| are, tU kyA mujhe pahu~ca pAegA! maiM 'jJAnIpuruSa' hU~, tujhe duHkha nahIM dUMgA, lekina isa taraha kuredanA mt| yaha to binA bAta ke pIche ghUmate rahate haiM! to aise to maiMne bahuta loga dekhe haiN| duniyA hai na, sabhI taraha ke loga hote haiM!

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vyApAra kI ar3acaneM (19) 295 coriyA~ hone dIM, hisAba cukAe hamAre yahA~ kAma para aisA hotA thA na, ki jise caukIdAra rakhate ve hI coriyA~ karavAtA thaa| phira eka ke badale do loga rkhe| eka rAta kA aura dUsarA dina kA, aise do loga rkhe| vo bhI coriyA~ karavAtA thaa| hara dUsare-tIsare dina coriyA~ hotI hI rahatI thiiN| maiM samajha gayA ki, 'yaha saba ThIka hai, yaha sArA hisAba cukAnA pdd'egaa| isa gA~va meM coriyoM kA hisAba cukAne Ae haiM, to jaba sArA hisAba cuka jAegA to niber3A A jaaegaa|' cora coriyA~ kare aura hameM subaha jAna lenA hai, jAna lene ke bAda phira zAMta kara detA aura jo speyarapArTa corI ho jAte the, ve vApasa dUsare ma~gavA letA thA aura kAma Age bar3hane detaa| itanA hI kAma karatA rahatA thaa| phira sAta dina bAda pulisavAle ko khabara detaa| nukasAna meM aura bhI nukasAna! aise kyoM karatA thA? nahIM, vaha nATaka bhI karanA par3atA hai| nATaka nahIM kareM to phira galata mAnA jaaegaa| phira pulisavAle Ate the| ve pulisavAle pUchate the ki, 'kyA-kyA gayA?' taba maiM kahatA ki, 'yaha-yaha gayA hai, vaha vAlA sAmAna to sArA calA gyaa| Apa eka bAra saba ko dhmkaao|' vaha phira una saba ko dhamakA Ate ki, 'are, aisA kaise? are, aisA kaise? maiM AyA huuN|' hama jAna jAte the ki kala se vApasa coriyAM zurU ho jAe~gI, hama vaha jJAna jAnate hI the| pulisavAlA dhamakAtA aura ve corI krte| hama yaha saba karavAte the aura aise saba calatA rahatA! lekina 'vyavasthita' se bAhara kucha bhI honevAlA nahIM hai| bAraha mahInoM taka coriyA~ huI, lekina hamAre yahA~ kisI para koI asara nhiiN| roz2a coriyA~ hotI rahatI thiiN| hama sirpha jAna lete the ki bhAI Aja itanI corI huii| cora corI karate haiM, ve to becAre acche haiN| bAkI ye jo sAhUkAra kahalAte haiM na, jaba ve coriyA~ karate haiM to ve adhika gunahagAra haiN| isake bajAya, vaha to cora hI hai| vaha kahatA bhI hai na, ki 'merA kAma hI corI karanA hai|'

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296 AptavANI-7 daMDa kA bhAna ho, tabhI gunAha rukeMge praznakartA : lekina aisA nahIM karegA to peTa kahA~ se bharegA? dAdAzrI : pahale hameM bhI aisA bhaya lagatA thaa| isa kaliyuga meM hamane bhI janma liyA na! to 1951 taka to aisA bhaya rahatA thA, lekina phira vaha bhaya chor3a diyA, kyoMki simenTa nikAla lenA, vaha manuSya meM se blaDa cUsane ke samAna hai aura lohA nikAla lenA, vaha ina saba ke skeleTana (haDDiyA~) nikAla lene jaisA hai| skeleTana nikAla liyA, khUna nikAla liyA, phira makAna meM bacA kyA? __ hama logoM ko corI karanA zobhA nahIM detaa| hama sAhUkAra banakara corI kare usake bajAya to cora acche| jo coriyA~ karate haiM, unake bajAya to jo milAvaTa karate haiM ve aura adhika gunahagAra haiN| yaha to bhAna hI nahIM ki 'maiM jo yaha gunAha kara rahA hU~, usakA kyA phala AegA?,' nAsamajhI meM binA samajhe hI gunAha karate hisAba kA patA calA to ciMtA Tala gaI! hamAre yahA~ biz2anesa meM eka bAra aisA huA ki eka sAhaba ne acAnaka se dasa haz2Ara rupaye kA nukasAna kara diyaa| sAhaba ne hamArA eka kAma acAnaka hI nirasta kara diyaa| usa samaya meM to dasa haz2Ara kI bahuta qImata thI aura abhI to dasa haz2Ara kI koI qImata hI nahIM hai na! mujhe to usa dina bahuta bhItara taka asara pahu~cA thaa| ciMtA ho jAe, vahA~ taka pahu~ca gayA thaa| taba turaMta hI usake sAmane mujhe aMdara se javAba milA ki, 'isa vyApAra meM merI khuda kI pArTanarazipa kitanI?' una dinoM hama do hI pArTanara the, lekina phira maiMne hisAba nikAlA ki do loga to kAgaz2a para pArTanara haiM, lekina vAstava meM kitane haiM? vAstava meM to beTe, beTiyA~, unakI patnI aura merA privaar| ye saba pArTanara

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vyApAra kI ar3acaneM (19) 297 hI haiM na! taba mujhe huA ki ina saba meM se koI ciMtA nahIM kara rahA, maiM akelA hI kahA~ ise sira para or3hakara bailUM? una dinoM isa vicAra ne mujhe bacA liyaa| bAta to sahI hai na? Apako kaisI lagatI hai merI bAta? merA socanA ThIka hai na? praznakartA : jJAna hone se pahale kI bAta hai na? dAdAzrI : hA~, jJAna hone se pahale kI bAta hai| phAyade-nukasAna kI sattA kitanI? eka vyApAra ke do beTe, eka kA nAma nukasAna aura eka kA nAma phaaydaa| nukasAnavAlA beTA kisI ko pasaMda nahIM hai, lekina ye do hote hI haiN| vaha to ve donoM janmeM hI hote haiN| vyApAra meM agara nukasAna ho rahA ho to vaha rAta ko hotA hai yA dina meM hotA hai? praznakartA : rAta ko bhI hotA hai aura dina meM bhI hotA dAdAzrI : lekina agara nukasAna ho rahA ho taba to dina meM honA cAhie na? rAta ko bhI yadi nukasAna hotA hai, to rAta ko to hama jAga nahIM rahe the to rAta ko kisa taraha nukasAna hogA? yAnI nukasAna aura phAyade ke kartA hama nahIM hai| varnA rAta ko kisa taraha se nukasAna hotA? aura rAta ko phAyadA kisa taraha milegA? kyA kabhI aisA nahIM hotA ki mehanata karate haiM, phira bhI nukasAna hotA hai? praznakartA : hA~, aisA hotA hai| dAdAzrI : to mehanata karane se phAyadA hotA hai yA mehanata karane se nukasAna hotA hai, usakA DisIz2ana kyA hai? praznakartA : phAyadA aura nukasAna vaha kisI ke hAtha kI bAta nahIM hai, vaha to 'vyavasthita' ke hAtha meM hai|

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298 AptavANI-7 dAdAzrI : hA~, sabakucha 'vyavasthita' ke tAbe meM hai| yAnI bhItara 'vyavasthita' jaisI preraNA detA hai na, hameM usa tarIke se karanA caahie| dUsarA usameM adhika aklamaMdI kA upayoga nahIM karanA caahie| buddhi se nApane jAe~ ki phAyadA milegA yA nukasAna to use nApa sakeMge kyA? praznakartA : nhiiN| dAdAzrI : eka vyakti ko koI bImArI huI ho aura usa bImArI ko buddhi se nApane jAe~ to kyA hogA? use aisA hI lagegA ki aba mara hI jAU~gA, aura yadi kisI ko bImArI nahIM huI ho aura use buddhi se nApe nahIM phira bhI vaha becArA yoM hI hicakI khAkara mara jAtA hai| aisA hotA hai yA nahIM hotA? yAnI yaha saba nukasAna yA phAyadA nahIM dekhanA hai| aba dekhanA kyA hai? yaha phAyadA aura nukasAna vagairaha to saba karake hI Ae ho, aba isameM bhAva DAlo yA aisA kucha kro| isa phAyade aura nukasAna meM to sirpha nimitta kI taraha, bhItara se jisa anusAra preraNA AtI hai usa anusAra hameM calate jAnA hai| 'vyavasthita' kA ullaMghana mata krnaa| jaisI bhItara preraNA ho usI anusAra krnaa| nukasAna ke lie bhI 'vyavasthita' preraNA detA hai aura phAyade ke lie bhI preraNA 'vyavasthita' hI detA hai, isalie hameM preraNA ke anusAra hI calanA caahie| kyoMki phAyadA aura nukasAna vaha saba 'vyavasthita' ke tAbe meM hai, to phira aba kareM kyA? phurasata kA samaya isameM mata bigAr3anA, isa satsaMga meM TAima lgaao| kyoMki vaha saba Apake hAtha kI sattA hI nahIM hai| ye vyApArI loga rAta ko kamAte hoMge yA nahIM kamAte hoMge? rAta ko so jAne para bhI ve kamAte haiM? praznakartA : kamAI aura nukasAna to calatA hI rahatA hai

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vyApAra kI ar3acaneM (19) dAdAzrI : calatA hI rahatA hai| Apa navasArI se yahA~ Ae phira bhI vahA~ kamAI hotI hI rhegii| g2az2aba kA Azcarya hai na! dina meM bhojana karane baiThe taba bhI kamAI hotI hI rahatI hai aura nukasAnavAle kA nukasAna hotA hI rahatA hai na! kaisA Azcarya hai ! ina saba bahiyoM kA hisAba nikAlanA AtA hai, lekina isa jagat kA hisAba nikAlanA A jAe to kyA nikalegA? hameM jagat kA hisAba nikAlanA A cukA hai ! 'yaha' jJAna hone se pahale hamane hisAba nikAlA ki isa jagat kA sAra kyA hai? isalie phira hameM kyoM jhaMjhaTa karanI ? jisake lie mehanata karate haiM vaha to sArA taiyAra mAla hI hai, nahIM to lAkha mana mehanata kare phira bhI vaha kAma kI nahIM hai, balki nukasAna hotA hai| 299 sattA kisake hAtha meM hai, usakA sAra nikAlo! Apane sAra nikAlA hai kyA? praznakartA : 'isa' jJAna ke bAda patA calatA hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, pahale to patA hI nahIM cala sakatA thA na? ulajhA huA sabakucha, sabhI bahIkhAte hI ulajhe hue the| isameM kisI vyakti kI mati se yaha hisAba nikala sake, aisA nahIM hai| buddhi se yaha hisAba nikale, aisA nahIM hai| praznakartA : Apa jo kaha rahe haiM, ye sabhI bAteM pahale sunI hI nahIM / dAdAzrI : sunI hI nahIM na! aisI bAteM kahIM bhI hotI hI nhiiN| ye sabhI bAteM apUrva haiN| pahale sunA huA nahIM, par3hA huA nahIM, yaha bilkula nayA hI tarIkA hai ! aura tabhI to hala A jAtA hai, nahIM to hala kaise AtA ? hama mehanata kare, cAroM tarapha kA dekhate rahe phira bhI kucha nahIM mile, to hameM samajha jAnA cAhie ki hamAre saMyoga sIdhe nahIM hai| aba vahA~ para adhika z2ora lagAe~ge to balki nukasAna hogA,

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300 AptavANI-7 isake bajAya hameM AtmA kA kucha kara lenA caahie| pichale janma meM yaha nahIM kiyA thA, isIlie to yaha jhaMjhaTa huA hai| jisane apanA jJAna liyA hai, usakI to bAta hI alaga hai na, lekina apanA jJAna nahIM milA ho phira bhI vaha bhagavAna ke bharose rakha detA hai na! use kyA karanA par3atA hai? 'bhagavAna jo kareMge vaha ThIka hai' kahate haiM na? aura yadi buddhi se nApane jAe to kabhI bhI tAlamela nahIM baitthegaa| vyApAra kI zobhA bhI naoNrmeliTI se phAyadA-nukasAna kucha bhI apane qAbU kI bAta nahIM hai, isalie naicarala eDajasTamenTa ke AdhAra para clo| dasa lAkha kamAne ke bAda ekadama pA~ca lAkha kA nukasAna Ae to? yaha to lAkha kA nukasAna bhI sahana nahIM kara sakatA na! pUre dina ronA-dhonA, ciMtAvarIz2a karake rakha detA hai! are, pAgala bhI ho jAtA hai! abhI taka maiMne isa taraha se kitane hI pAgala hue dekhe haiM! rAta ko bAraha-eka baje, do baje bhI puruSArtha karanA hai? praznakartA : taba to iMsAna menTala ho jaaegaa| dAdAzrI : hA~ menTala to ho hI cuke hai, bhalA vApasa aba aura kitane menTala hoMge? pUrA jagat menTala hospiTala hI bana cukA hai na! aba vApasa menTala nahIM honA hai, kyoMki kyA Dabala menTala hote haiM? ataH phAyadA aura nukasAna apane hAtha kI bAta nahIM hai| Apa to apanA kAma karo aura jo kucha apanA farz2a ho, vaha pUrA kro| praznakartA : kAma karane kA koI naoNrmala TAima honA cAhie na? dAdAzrI : hA~, honA caahie| praznakartA : kAma karate jAnA hai, usake lie kucha ATha yA dasa ghaMTe rakhane caahie| phira paMdraha-bIsa ghaMTe nahIM rakhane caahie|

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vyApAra kI ar3acaneM (19) 301 dAdAzrI : usakA niyama honA caahie| praznakartA : naukarIvAle ke lie to niyama hote haiM, lekina vyApAravAloM ke to, jaise niyama haiM hI nhiiN| dAdAzrI : vyApAravAlA aisA niyama banAe, to rAta ko do baje bhI use dukAna khulI rakhane ke lie kauna manA karatA hai? koI sTezana se acAnaka A jAe, to do sigareTa ke paikeTa le jAegA na! isake lie kauna manA karatA hai? ghanacakkara kA kahIM aMta AegA kyA? are, do sigareTa ke paikeTa ke lie kyA pUrI rAta guz2AregA? jahA~ sabhI loga ATha baje dukAna kholate hoM, vahA~ hama sAr3he chaha baje kholakara baiTha jAe~ to usakA koI artha nahIM hai| sArI mehanata nirarthaka hai aura ATha baje bAda kholanA bhI gunAha hai| dopahara ko saba baMda kareM usa samaya para baMda kara denI caahie| praznakartA : sabhI kArakhAnevAle tIna-tIna ziphTa to calAte haiM, to dekhA-dekhI dUsarA bhI kahatA hai ki, 'kyoM na maiM bhI tIna ziphTa calAU~?' dAdAzrI : hA~, lekina taba to tIna nahIM, pA~ca karake dekho na! aisA hai, isa necara ne bhI apane zarIra kI hara eka cIz2a dekhakara vyavasthA kI hai| ye do kAna unameM se eka acAnaka baMda ho gayA to kyA hogA? lekina gAr3I calatI rahegI na? do A~kheM, unameM se eka baMda ho gaI to kyA hogA? aisI kitanI hI cIjeM do-do rakhI haiM na? usI taraha bahuta ho gayA to do ziphTa calA sakate haiN| varnA usakA aMta hI nahIM AegA na! / praznakartA : jitanA ho sake utanA isa jaMjAla ko naoNrmala rakhanA caahie|

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302 AptavANI-7 dAdAzrI : aisA hai na, khAte-pIte samaya citta kArakhAne meM nahIM jAe to kArakhAnA ThIka hai, lekina khAte-pIte samaya citta kArakhAne meM calA jAe to usa kArakhAne kA kyA karanA hai? hameM hArTa phela kA vyApAra karavAtA hai vaha kArakhAnA, vaha apane kAma kA nahIM hai| ataH naoNrmeliTI ko samajhanA caahie| aba tIna ziphTa calavAe, to usameM yaha navavivAhita hai, use patnI se milane kA samaya nahIM milegA to kyA hogA? kyA ve tIna ziphTa ThIka hai? vivAha karake naI-naI patnI ko lAyA ho, to patnI ke mana kA samAdhAna to honA cahie na? ghara jAe, to patnI kahegI ki, 'Apa to mujhase milate hI nahIM, bAtacIta bhI nahIM karate!' to yaha vyAjabI nahIM kahalAegA na? jagat meM vyAjabI dikhe vaisA honA caahie| ghara meM phAdara ke sAtha yA dUsare kisI ke sAtha vyApAra ko lekara meM matabheda nahIM par3e, usake lie Apako bhI kahanA cAhie, hA~ jI hA~, ki 'calatI hai to calane do|' lekina Apa sabhI ko sAtha meM milakara nakkI karanA cAhie ki paMdraha lAkha ikaTThe kara lie, aba hameM adhika nahIM caahie| ghara ke sabhI membaroM kI pArliyAmenTa bulAkara nakkI karanA caahie| praznakartA : usake lie koI 'egrI' nahIM hogA, daadaa| dAdAzrI : to phira vaha kAma kA nahIM hai| sabhI ko nakkI karanA caahie| 'hama cAra ziphTa calAe~ge,' dau so varSa ke AyuSya kA eksTenzana karavA degA vo? / praznakartA : vaha ho hI nahIM sakatA na! dAdAzrI : to yaha saba dhyAna meM rahanA cAhie aura kamAne ke bAda phira nukasAna nahIM honevAlA ho to kamAyA huA kAma kaa| yaha to phira se nukasAna hogaa| phira se jokhimadArI to khar3I hI rahI! nukasAna hotA hai yA nahIM hotA?

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vyApAra kI ar3acaneM (19) 303 praznakartA : hotA hai| dAdAzrI : usa ghar3I kyA sabhI ko milakara rone baiThanA cAhie? pUre dina kar3hApA-ajaMpA, na jAne kahA~ jAnA hai! kisalie karate haiM? jaise haz2Ara-do haz2Ara sAla kI Ayu kA eksTenzana karavAkara nahIM lAyA ho? vahA~ eksTenzana kara dete haiM na? praznakartA : koI nahIM karake detaa| dAdAzrI : to phira kisalie? kyoM? hA~, vyApAra karanA caahie| vyApAra kareM, lekina tarIke se aura guz2Are jitanA hii| guz2ArA yAnI ArAma se khAkara, AdhA ghaMTA ArAma karake phira kAma para jAnA caahie| aise hI bhAgadaur3a, bhAgadaur3a, bhAgadaur3a karane kI kyA z2arUrata hai? jaise do haz2Ara sAla kI Ayu adhika likhavAkara nahIM lAyA ho? aura AtmA ke lie bhI karanA cAhie na? AtmA ke lie to pahale karanA caahie| Apane pichale janma meM AtmA ke lie kiyA thA isalie abhI yaha sukha aura zAMti hai, nahIM to maz2adUrI kara-karake mara jaate| pichale janma meM AtmA kA kiyA thA, usakA yaha phala hai aura aba vApasa naye sire se karoge, to bAda meM usakA phala milegaa| samatA kA eDajasTamenTa, 'anAmata pU~jI' praznakartA : kucha lakSya pakar3e nahIM rakhate jabaki kucha cIjeM to, hama soceM ki becane para pA~ca rupaye phAyadA milegA to vahIM para nukasAna hotA hai, to phira vahIM para dhyAna rahA karatA hai| dAdAzrI : usa nukasAna ko to hameM vahIM ke vahIM jamA kara denA ki nukasAna ke khAte meM jmaa| phira bahI meM jamA-udhAra kara diyA to bahI barAbara ho gii| aisA hai, ki pahale ke sabhI abhiprAya bana gae haiM ki 'aise phAyadA milegA, vaise phAyadA milegA' aura vahIM para nukasAna ho jAtA hai| isalie Apako 'vyavasthita' hai aisA kahanA pdd'egaa| abhI aura bhI koI nukasAna honevAlA hogA

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304 AptavANI-7 to agara 'vyavasthita' meM hogA to nukasAna hogA aura yadi phAyadA honA hogA to vaha bhI 'vyavasthita' meM hogA to aaegaa| yAnI yaha phAyadA-aura nukasAna apane hAtha meM nahIM haiN| hama manA kareMge phira bhI vaha phAyadA hotA hI rhegaa| hama kaheM ki nahIM, aba to maiM isa phAyade se aghA gayA hU~, to vaha bhI nahIM clegaa| yAnI ki hamAre manA karane para bhI phAyade kA dabAva rahegA, phAyade ke lie bhI dabAva aura nukasAna ke lie bhI dabAva! isalie phAyadA-nukasAna kA hisAba hI mata nikaalnaa| koI seTha mujha para dabAva DAlatA rahe ki, 'nahIM, Apako to plena se kalakattA AnA hI pdd'egaa|' maiM 'nahIM-nahIM' kahU~ to bhI dabAva DAlate hI rahate haiM, yAnI koI bhI cIz2a chor3egI nahIM na! isalie usakA hisAba hI mata nikAlanA, bar3hautarI aura kamI kA hisAba hI mata nikaalnaa| jaba jisa dina nukasAna ho na, usa dina Apa pA~ca sau rupaye 'anAmata' (riz2arva nidhi) ke nAma para jamA kara denaa| tAki apane pAsa pU~jI, 'anAmata' pU~jI rhe| kyoMki ye bahIkhAte kyA hamezA ke haiM? do-cAra yA ATha varSoM ke bAda phAr3a nahIM dete? yadi sahI hote to koI phAr3atA? ye to saba mana ko manAne ke sAdhana haiN| to jisa dina Der3ha sau kA nukasAna ho jAe na, taba Apa pA~ca sau rupaye anAmata khAte meM jamA kara denaa| yAnI sAr3he tIna sau kI pU~jI Apake pAsa rahI, matalaba Der3ha sau ke nukasAna ke badale sAr3he tIna sau kI pU~jI Apako dikhegii| aisA hai yaha jagat saaraa| gappa guNA gappa eka sau cavAlIsa hai, bAraha guNA bAraha eka sau cavAlIsa nahIM hai yh| bAraha guNA bAraha eka sau cavAlIsa hotA to vaha ekz2ekTa siddhAMta khlaataa| saMsAra yAnI gappa guNA gapa eka sau cauvAlIsa aura mokSa yAnI bAraha guNA bAraha eka sau cauvaaliis| ApakI lAina to acchI hai, isameM bahuta phAyadA-nukasAna hone kI guMjAiza hI nahIM hai na! yadi nukasAna hogA to par3osI ko

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vyApAra kI ar3acaneM (19) 305 hogA, dukAnadAra ko hogA yA seTha ko hogaa| Apa to pArTanara nahIM ho na, to bhAgyazAlI bhI nahIM honA hai aura abhAgA bhI nahIM honA hai, naoNrmala! aura yadi kabhI yaha jJAna nahIM milA hotA to mana meM aisA lagatA ki abhI taka mujhe isa jagat meM fataha jaisA kucha lagatA hI nahIM hai, to phira sabhI ke sAtha resakorsa meM khar3e rahanA pdd'taa| thor3A bhI nahIM daur3a sake aura resakorsa meM khar3A rahanA par3e, to kyA dazA hogI apanI? aura vApasa sabhI daur3anevAle ghor3oM kI upAdhi bhI hameM hI karanI pdd'egii| yAnI Apako samajha meM AyA na? ki yaha jagat ekjekTa nahIM hai| bAraha guNA bAraha eka sau cavAlIsa nahIM hai, gappa guNA gappa eka sau cavAlIsa hai| bAraha guNA bAraha eka sau cavAlIsa hotA to bhagavAna kA siddhAMta kahalAtA, lekina yaha jagat aisA nahIM hai| mujhe vyApAra meM nukasAna ho jAe to maiM kaha detA thA ki bIsa haz2Ara rupaye anAnata ke nAma jamA kara do| phira anAnata ke nAma kI pU~jI kA hisAba nikaalte| aba vaha pU~jI rakheM kahA~, vaha to bhagavAna jAne! vAstava meM to vaha pU~jI hai hI kahA~? phira bhI yadi vaisI pU~jI ho aura kabhI hama saMbhAlakara rakheM aura koI le jAe to? yAnI ki kaba koI le jAegA usakA bhI koI ThikAnA nahIM hai, kisake hAtha meM kyA sparza hogA usakA bhI ThikAnA nahIM hai| merI bAta tujhe samajha meM AtI hai na? lakSmI, sparza ke niyamAdhIna yaha pUrA jagat sparza ke niyama ke AdhAra para calatA hai| ye spaMdana haiM na, ve sparza ke niyamoM ke AdhAra para calate haiN| abhI ye ThaMDI pavana Ae na, phira bhI aMdara se sparza aisA mahasUsa hotA hai jaise ki yahA~ jala gae hoM, aisA lagatA hai| isa rupaye kA sparza hotA hai, mIThe kA sparza hotA hai, kar3ave kA sparza hotA hai, kyA usa taraha ke sparza nahIM hote? yAnI jisakA sparza honA hogA, vaha hogaa| ina sira ke bAloM ke lie tU ciMtA nahIM karatA

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AptavANI-7 306 ki 'nAI nahIM milA to kyA karU~gA? nAI har3atAla para cale gae to kyA karU~gA?' jahA~ abhiprAya, vahIM upAdhi praznakartA : nahIM, lekina aisA kucha bAtoM kI tarapha to durlakSa rahatA hI hai I dAdAzrI : nahIM, aisA hai ki jisakA Agraha nahIM kiyA usakA koI vicAra nahIM AtA aura jisake Agraha kie haiM, jisake abhiprAya bA~dhe haiM usI ke vicAra Ate haiN| ina bAloM se saMbaMdhita tujhe koI abhiprAya nahIM hai, isalie ye bAla bar3he phira bhI tujhe kucha nahIM hotA aura ghaTeM to bhI kucha nahIM hotA, yAnI unakA vicAra hI nahIM aataa| kucha logoM ko to bAla ke bahuta vicAra Ate haiM / ina striyoM ko kyA nAI se saMbaMdhita vicAra Ate hoMge? unheM bAla kaTavAne kI z2arUrata hI nahIM hai na? yAnI usa tarapha ke vicAra hI nahIM aate| nAI jIe yA mare lekina usase saMbaMdhita vicAra hI nahIM Ate, aisA abhiprAya hI nahIM hai na! yAnI jisa taraha ke abhiprAya hameM adhika haiM, ve hI kacoTate rahate haiM / sahI yA galata, usakA tharmAmITara kyA? praznakartA : hama jo vyApAra karate haiM, usameM sahI-galata bhI karanA par3atA hai, to kyA karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : Apako jitanA samajha meM AtA hai, sahI aura galata, utanA hI na? yA sabakucha galata hai, aisA Apako samajha meM AyA? praznakartA : sabakucha to galata hotA hI nahIM na ! dAdAzrI : Apako samajha meM Ae utanA Apa kro| choTA baccA apane anusAra karatA hai aura bar3A apane anusAra karatA hai, hara kisI ko jitanA samajha meM AtA hai, vaha utanA hI sahI aura

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vyApAra kI ar3acaneM (19) galata samajhatA hai| choTe bacce ko hIrA deM to hIrA lekara bAhara khelane calA jAegA aura usake badale koI biskiTa de to le legA, kyoMki use samajha nahIM hai na! Apako yaha sahI-galata kI samajha kahA~ se AI? 307 praznakartA : duniyAdArI ke taura jo kahate haiM na, yA phira hameM aisA lage ki yaha galata hai| jaise kisI ko galata bolakara mAla becA to vaha saba galata kahalAegA na? dAdAzrI : usase to hameM duHkha hogA usa ghar3I hameM aMdara kharAba lagegA, khuda ko samajha meM AtA hai ki yaha galata ho rahA hai aura sukha hogA to khuda ko samajha meM AegA ki yaha acchA hI ho rahA hai| Apa dAna dete ho to Apako aMdara sukha hotA hai| apane khuda ke rupaye dete ho phira bhI sukha mahasUsa hotA hai, kyoMki acchA kAma kiyaa| acchA kAma karane se sukha hotA hai aura jaba kharAba kAma kareM, usa ghar3I duHkha hotA hai| usa para se hama pahacAna sakate haiM ki kyA sahI aura kyA galata ! 'galata' baMda karake to dekho praznakartA : aba galata baMda nahIM ho pAtA, usake lie hameM kyA karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : vaha galata ko baMda karanA AnA cAhie na ! to vaha galata karanA sIkhe kahA~ se? kisIne sikhAyA nahIM? praznakartA : duniyAdArI sikhAtI hai ki, 'sahI bolo, galata karo,' paisA kamAne ke lie sikhAte haiM na ! dAdAzrI : hA~, lekina vaha hameM sIkhanA ho to sIkheMge, nahIM sIkhanA ho to nahIM siikheNge| praznakartA : agara biz2anesa meM galata kara rahe haiM, to usase dUra rahane kA kyA rAstA hai?

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308 AptavANI-7 dAdAzrI : lekina galata karate hI kyoM ho? vaha sIkhe hI kahA~ se? koI acchA sikhA rahA ho vahA~ se acchA sIkhakara aao| yaha galata karane kA kisI se sIkhe ho, isalie to galata karanA AtA hai| nahIM to galata karanA AegA hI kaise? aba galata sIkhanA baMda kara do aura aba galata kAma ke sabhI kAgaz2a jalA ddaalo| praznakartA : lekina phira vyApAra nahIM calegA, vyApAra aisA hai ki galata to karanA hI par3atA hai| dAdAzrI : vyApAra nahIM calegA to Apako kyA nukasAna hai? praznakartA : vyApAra nahIM calegA to paisA nahIM milegA aura hameM duniyA meM rahanA hai| dAdAzrI : Apa aisA kaise jAnate ho ki galata nahIM karoge to vyApAra nahIM calegA? usakA sArA phorakAsTa hai kyA Apake pAsa? bagaira phorakAsTa ke kisa taraha Apa kaha sakate ho ki ApakA nahIM calegA? yAnI thoDe dinoM ke lie yaha jo galata kara rahe ho, usase ulTA to kro| karake to dekho, to patA calegA ki vyApAra para kyA asara hotA hai! koI grAhaka Ae aura vaha pUche, 'isakI kyA qImata hai?' taba kaho, 'DhAI rupye|' phira vaha kahegA ki, 'sAhaba, isakI sahI qImata kitanI hai?' taba Apa sahI kahanA ki, 'baz2Ara meM yaha lene jAo to isakI sahI qImata paune do rupaye haiN|' aisA Apa eka bAra kahakara to dekho, phira kyA hotA hai vaha dekho| praznakartA : to phira apane pAsa se koI mAla legA hI nhiiN| dAdAzrI : vaha legA yA nahIM legA, Apako usakA kaisA patA calA? Apako phorakAsTa huA thA? jaise bhaviSya kA sabakucha dikha rahA ho, aisA karate haiM na loga? vaha nahIM legA to dUsarA

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vyApAra kI ar3acaneM (19) 309 grAhaka le jAegA, nahIM to tIsarA! koI to lenevAlA milegA na? phAyadA nahIM, lekina yaha to jokhima mola liyA vyApAra meM Apako prayatna karate rahanA hai, 'vyavasthita' apane Apa saba jamAtA rhegaa| vaha bhI Apako sirpha prayatna hI karate rahanA hai, usameM Alasa mata krnaa| bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki sabakucha 'vyavasthita' hI hai| agara phAyade meM pacAsa haz2Ara yA lAkha AnevAle haiM, to cAlAkI karane se eka AnA bhI bar3hegA nahIM aura cAlAkI se agale janma ke naye hisAba bA~dhoge, vaha alaga! praznakartA : lekina vyApAra meM cAlAkI kie binA to vyApAra calatA hI nahIM na? dAdAzrI : bhagavAna ne kyA kahA hai ki, "yaha saba, jitanA 'vyavasthita' meM hai utanA hI tujhe milegA aura cAlAkI se karma ba~dhege aura paisA eka bhI nahIM bar3hegA!" eka vyakti binA cAlAkI se vyApAra kare aura vahI vyakti dUsare sAla cAlAkI se vyApAra kare, lekina phAyadA itanA hI rahegA aura cAlAkI karane se karma ba~dheMge, vaha alg| isalie aisI cAlAkI mata krnaa| cAlAkI se koI phAyadA nahIM hai jabaki nukasAna behada hai! cAlAkI bekAra jAtI hai aura alage janma kI jokhimadArI mola le letA hai| bhagavAna ne cAlAkI karane ko manA kiyA hai| abhI to koI cAlAkI karatA hI nahIM na? praznakartA : sabhI karate haiM, daadaa| dAdAzrI : aisA! kyA bAta kara rahe ho? lekina jAna-bUjhakara cAlAkI mata krnaa| cAlAkI kI bAta tujhe samajha meM AI na? praznakartA : lobha kI gA~Tha hai, usakI vajaha se cAlAkI hotI hai, aisA? dAdAzrI : lobha kI gA~Tha to logoM meM hotI hI hai, lekina

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310 AptavANI-7 cAlAkI zAyada na bhI ho| cAlAkI to isa kAla meM dUsaroM kA dekhakara sIkha gae haiN| cAlAkI saMkrAmaka roga hai| dUsaroM ko cAlAkI karate dekhe to khuda bhI karane lagatA hai| Apako cAlAkI karanI par3atI hai kyA? praznakartA : mujhe usakI z2arUrata nahIM pdd'tii| cAlAkI karanA aura kapaTa, ye donoM kisa prakAra se alaga haiM? dAdAzrI : kapaTa aisI cIz2a hai na, ki usakA sAmanevAle ko bhI patA nahIM calatA aura use khuda ko bhI patA nahIM calatA ki aMdara kapaTa ho rahA hai, jabaki cAlAkI kA to patA cala jAtA hai, khuda ko bhI patA cala jAtA hai aura dUsaroM ko bhI patA cala jAtA hai| praznakartA : apane sAmane koI cAlAkI kare to badale meM hameM bhI cAlAkI karanI cAhie na, abhI to loga aisA hI karate thic dAdAzrI : isI prakAra se cAlAkI kA roga ghusa jAtA hai na! jabaki, jise 'vyavasthita' kA jJAna hAz2ira rahe, use dhIraja rahatA hai| koI Apake sAtha cAlAkI karane Ae to Apa pichale daravAje se nikala jAnA, badale meM Apa cAlAkI mata krnaa| hisAba se baTavArA, usameM dakhalaMdAjI kyA? iMsAna ko kamAne kI bahuta jaldabAjI nahIM karanI caahie| kamAI karane meM Alasa rakhanA caahie| jaldabAjI nahIM karanI caahie| kyoMki 1978 meM kamAne meM bahuta jaldabAz2I kare to 1988 meM apane pAsa jo dhana AnA hotA hai, vaha abhI 1978 meM A jAegA, uddIraNA ho jaaegii| phira 1988 meM kyA kareMge? isalie bahuta dhana kamAne kI khaTapaTa nahIM karanI caahie| hameM vyApAra nizciMta bhAva se zAMta rUpa se karanA caahie| isa kAla meM jitanI nItimattA rakhI

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vyApAra kI ar3acaneM (19) 311 * * * * jA sake, bhAva se utanA karate rhnaa| hAya-hAya to kauna karatA hai? ki jise anAja yA kisI cIz2a kI kamI par3a rahI ho, vaha hAya-hAya karatA hai| isa taraha se anAja kama par3e, vaisA dina to ApakA nahIM AegA na! kapar3oM kI kamI par3a jAe, kyA aise dina Ate haiM? vyApAra, nyAya-nIti se honA cAhie Apako vyApAra karanA ho to aba nirbhayatA se karate rahanA, koI bhaya mata rakhanA aura vyApAra nyAyasahita krnaa| jitanA ho sake jitanA paoNsibala ho, utanA nyAyapUrvaka krnaa| nIti kI kakSA meM rahakara jitanA paoNsibala ho sake, utanA karanA, jo imapaoNsibala ho vaha mata krnaa| praznakartA : nIti kI kakSA kise kaheMge? dAdAzrI : nIti kI kakSA kA matalaba Apako smjhaauuN| yahA~ muMbaI ke eka vyApArI the, jaba gehU~ ke bahuta bhAva bar3ha jAte the na, taba ve vyApArI eka vegana iMdaurI gehU~ ma~gavAte aura eka vegana retI ma~gavAte the| donoM ikaTThA karake phira borI meM phira se bhara dete the| bolo, aba vaha kyA nIti kahalAegI? praznakartA : lekina nIti-anIti ke bheda to bahuta sUkSma hote haiN| unakA patA hI nahIM cltaa| dAdAzrI : bAkI sabhI cIz2oM meM hameM anIti dekhane kI z2arUrata nahIM hai, lekina iMsAnoM ke khAne kI jo cIjeM hotI haiM, iMsAnoM ke zarIra meM jAnevAlI jo cIjeM hotI hai, bhojana yA davAI, usake lie to niyamoM kA bahuta hI dhyAna rakhanA caahie| aisA hai na, ki Apa dhokhe se cAlIsa ratala ke badale saiMtIsa ratala doge, lekina zuddha doge to Apa gunahagAra nahIM ho yA phira kama gunahagAra ho, aura yadi koI cAlIsa ratala pUrA detA hai, lekina

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312 AptavANI-7 milAvaTa karake detA hai, to vahA~ gunAha hai| mAnavajAti kI khAne kI cIz2oM meM milAvaTa nahIM honI caahie| praznakartA : maiM to vyaktigata taura para mAnatA hU~ ki jisase apane AtmA ko duHkha pahu~ce, vaha kArya nahIM karanA caahie| dAdAzrI : jahA~ Apake AtmA ko du:kha pahu~catA hai, vaha kArya mata krnaa| varnA manuSya ke zarIra ko duHkha hotA hai, milAvaTa karate haiM, dUdha meM milAvaTa, tela meM milAvaTa, ghI meM milAvaTa, abhI aisI kisa-kisa taraha kI milAvaTa karane lage haiN| vaha saba nahIM honA caahie|

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[20] niyama se anIti niyamapUrvaka anIti, lekina prApta karavAe mokSa praznakartA : AptasUtra meM se 1936 naMbara kA sUtra hai, 'vyavahAra mArgavAle se hama kahate haiM ki saMpUrNa nIti kA pAlana kara, vaha nahIM ho sake to niyamapUrvaka nIti kA pAlana kara, vaha nahIM ho sake aura anIti kare, taba bhI niyama meM rahakara kr| niyama hI tujhe Age le jaaegaa|' vaha z2arA Apa se samajhanA hai| dAdAzrI : isa pustaka meM, AptasUtra meM sabhI vAkya likhe hue haiM na, ve trikAla satyavAle haiN| isa vAkya meM maiM kyA kaha rahA hU~ ki saMpUrNa nIti se clnaa| phira dUsarA vAkya kyA kahA hai ki vaha nahIM ho sake to thor3I bahuta lekina nIti kA pAlana karanA aura nIti kA pAlana nahIM ho sake to anIti kA pAlana mata krnaa| anIti kA pAlana kare to niyama se anIti kA pAlana krnaa| yAnI sabhI chUTa dI hai na? anIti kA pAlana karane kI chUTa isa varlDa meM sirpha maiMne hI dI hai! yAnI anIti kA pAlana karanA ho to niyamapUrvaka karanA, aisA kahA hai| Apako samajha meM nahIM AyA? isameM aisA kahate haiM ki yadi ho sake to pUrNarUpa se nIti kA pAlana karanA aura yadi pAlana nahIM ho sake to nakkI kara ki dina meM mujhe tIna nItiyoM kA to pAlana karanA hI hai| varnA agara niyama meM rahakara anIti karegA to vaha bhI nIti hai| jo

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314 AptavANI-7 manuSya niyama meM rahakara anIti karatA hai use maiM nIti kahatA huuN| bhagavAna ke pratinidhi ke rUpa meM, vItarAga ke pratinidhi ke rUpa meM maiM kahatA hU~ ki anIti bhI niyama meM rahakara kr| vaha niyama hI tujhe mokSa meM le jaaegaa| anIti kare yA nIti kare usase mujhe zikAyata nahIM hai, lekina niyama meM rahakara kr| pUre jagat ne jahA~ para tela nikAla diyA hai, vahA~ para hamane kahA hai ki isameM Apatti nahIM hai, tU tere niyama meM rahakara kr| aba abhI kaliyuga hai, to kaheMge ki, 'sAhaba, mujhase yaha nahIM ho pAtA, nIti pAlana nahIM kara paataa|' taba maiM kahatA hU~ ki, 'to niyamapUrvaka pAlana kara, dina meM do yA tIna bAra nIti kA pAlana kara aura bAkI anIti kr| tU pakkA kara ki mujhe roz2a do yA tIna nItiyoM kA pAlana karanA hai| jA, tere mokSa kI gAranTI hama likhakara dete haiN|' hA~, bhalA nIti kA pAlana nahIM kiyA jA sake taba kyA anIti kA hI pAlana karate raheM? nhiiN| vaha to bilkula ulTA claa| isalie kahA hai ki anIti kA pAlana bhI yadi tU niyama se karegA to mokSa meM jaaegaa| pUrA jagat kahatA hai ki, 'nIti kA pAlana karegA to mokSa meM jaaegaa|' jabaki maiM kahatA hU~ ki, 'anIti kA pAlana bhI yadi tU niyama se karegA to mokSa meM jaaegaa|' aba aisI vicitra bAta koI karegA? praznakartA : dAdA, niyama meM rahakara anIti kA pAlana kisa taraha kareM? usakA udAharaNa dekara samajhAie na! dAdAzrI : hA~, vaha Apako samajhAtA huuN| eka seTha kI kapar3e kI dukAna thI, vaha kapar3A aise khIMca-khIMcakara dete the| taba maiMne kahA ki, 'aisA kyoM karate ho?' taba kahate hai ki, 'cAlIsa mITara meM se itanA bacatA hai|' taba maiMne kahA ki, 'phira isakA daMDa kyA milegA, vaha jAnate ho? adhogati meM jAnA par3egA! cAlIsa mITara kA bhAva liyA to hameM cAlIsa mITara de denA cAhie, usameM khIMcane

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niyama se anIti (20) 315 kI z2arUrata nahIM hai|' taba kahate haiM, 'taba to hameM ThIka se phAyadA nahIM hotA hai|' taba maiMne kahA ki, 'z2arA bhAva z2yAdA rkho|' taba ve kahate haiM ki, 'grAhaka dUsarI jagaha para calA jAtA hai, isalie adhika bhAva lenA ho to liyA nahIM jA sakatA na!' hama ise anIti kahate haiN| aba kAlA bAz2Ara karanA hai, lekina jitanI kamI par3a rahI ho, dina meM utanA hI dasa-paMdraha rupaye z2yAdA le le| dUsare paccIsa adhika Ae~ phira bhI nahIM le to vaha anIti kI, lekina niyama se kI, aisA kahA jaaegaa| isIlie kahA hai na ki anIti karanI par3e phira bhI niyama se krnaa| praznakartA : to isakA aisA artha huA ki tU paisA adhika le, lekina mAla kama mata denA? dAdAzrI : nahIM, aisA nahIM kaha rahA huuN| hamane to aisA kahA hai ki anIti kara lekina niyama se krnaa| eka niyama rakha ki bhAI, mujhe itanI hI anIti karanI hai, isase adhika nhiiN| dukAna se roz2a dasa rupaye adhika lene haiM, usase adhika agara pA~ca sau rupaye bhI Ae~, to bhI mujhe nahIM lene| aisA mAno na, koI eka inkama Taiksa oNphisara ho, usakI vAipha roz2a laDatI rahatI ho ki, 'ina sabhI ne rizvata le lekara baMgale banavAe haiM aura Apa rizvata nahIM lete ho| Apa aise ke aise hI rhe|' to kaI bAra to bacce ke skUla kI phIsa bhI udhAra para lAnI par3atI hai| usake mana meM icchA ki do sau-tIna sau rupaye kama haiM, utane mila jAe~ to mujhe zAMti rhegii| lekina aise rizvata nahIM le pAtA to phira kyA ho? aura vaha bhI mana meM cubhatA hai na! to hama use kahate haiM ki, 'rizvata lenI ho to tU nakkI karanA ki mujhe mahIne meM pA~ca sau rupaye se adhika nahIM lenI hai| phira dasa haz2Ara rupaye Ae~ to bhI mujhe nahIM caahie|' tujhe mahIne meM jitane kama par3ate haiM utane tU lene kA nakkI kr|

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316 AptavANI-7 tU yaha anIti kara rahA hai, lekina niyama se kara rahA hai| niyama meM rahakara anIti kI jA sakatI hai aura niyama meM rahakara anIti kare to mujhe Apatti nahIM hai| yaha niyama hI tujhe mokSa meM le jAegA aura isakI jokhimadArI terI nahIM hai, lekina niyama se karegA to bahuta huaa| anIti bhI niyama se kare na, to bahuta bar3I cIz2a hai, anIti kA niyama kabhI bhI nahIM raha sktaa| kyoMki anIti karane gayA to vaha bar3hatA hI jAtA hai aura vaha anIti niyama se kare to usakA kalyANa ho jaaegaa| yaha hamArA gUDha vAkya hai| yaha vAkya yadi samajha meM A jAe to kAma ho jAegA na! bhagavAna bhI khuza ho jAe~ge ki ise dUsare kI thAlI meM se khAnA hai phira bhI, sImA meM khA rahA hai! nahIM to jaba dUsare kI thAlI meM se khAtA hai, vahA~ phira sImA rahatI hI nahIM hai na! ApakI samajha meM AtA hai na ki anIti kA bhI niyama rkh| maiM kyA kahatA hU~ ki, 'tujhe rizvata nahIM lenI hai aura tujhe pA~ca sau kama par3a rahe haiM, to tU kaba taka kur3hatA rahegA?' loga dostoM se rupaye udhAra lete haiM, usase adhika jokhima mola lete haiN| isalie maiM use samajhAtA hU~ ki, 'bhAI, tU anIti kara, lekina niyama se kr|' aba jo niyama se anIti kare vaha nItivAna se bhI zreSTha hai| kyoMki nItivAna ke mana meM to roga ghusa jAtA hai ki, 'maiM kucha hU~,' jabaki isake mana meM roga bhI nahIM ghusatA na! aisA koI sikhAegA hI nahIM na! niyama se anIti karanA to bahuta bar3A kArya hai| yadi anIti bhI niyama se hai to usakA mokSa hogA, lekina jo anIti nahIM karatA, jo bilkula bhI rizvata nahIM letA, usakA mokSa kaise ho pAegA? kyoMki jo rizvata nahIM letA hai, use 'maiM rizvata nahIM letA' aisA kaifa car3ha jAtA hai| bhagavAna bhI use nikAla

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niyama se anIti (20) 317 deMge ki, 'cala jA, terA ceharA kharAba dikha rahA hai, isake bajAya vaha jo rizvata ke pA~ca sau rupaye letA hai, usakA ceharA acchA dikha rahA hai|' isakA matalaba aisA nahIM hai ki hama rizvata lene ko kaha rahe haiN| lekina yadi tujhe anIti karanI hI hai to tU niyama se krnaa| niyama rakha ki 'bhAI, mujhe rizvata ke pA~ca sau rupaye hI lene haiN| pA~ca sau rupaye se z2yAdA kucha bhI degA, are pA~ca haz2Ara rupaye degA, phira bhI sabhI vApasa kara dene haiN| jitane mujhe gharakharca meM kama par3ate haiM utane, pA~ca sau rupaye hI rizvata meM lene haiN|' bAkI, aisI jokhimadArI to sirpha hama hI lete haiN| kyoMki aise kAla meM loga rizvata nahIM leMge, to kyA kareMge becAre? tela, ghI ke bhAva kitane bar3ha gae haiM, cInI ke bhAva kitane z2yAdA haiM! to kyA bacce kI phIsa ke paise die bagaira calegA? dekho na, tela ke bhAva satraha rupaye jitanA kahate haiM na? praznakartA : haaN| dAdAzrI : vyApArI kAlA bAz2Ara karate haiM to unakA calegA jabaki naukaroM kA bacAva karanevAlA koI rahA hI nahIM? isalie hama to kahate haiM ki rizvata bhI niyamapUrvaka lenA, to vaha niyama tujhe mokSa meM le jaaegaa| rizvata bAdhaka nahIM hai, aniyama bAdhaka to praznakartA : lekina anIti karanA to galata hI kahalAegA dAdAzrI : vaise to ise galata hI kahate haiM na! lekina bhagavAna ke ghara para alaga hI prakAra kI paribhASA hai| bhagavAna ke vahA~ para anIti yA nIti ko lekara koI jhagar3A hai hI nhiiN| vahA~ para to ahaMkAra para Apatti hai| nIti pAlanevAle ko ahaMkAra bahuta hotA hai, use to binA dArU ke hI nazA car3hA rahatA hai| praznakartA : lekina hamezA aisA hI nahIM hotA na?

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318 AptavANI-7 dAdAzrI : nhiiN| kyoMki usake binA nIti kA pAlana kiyA hI nahIM jA sakatA na! kaifa meM hI nIti kA pAlana karatA hai aura usakA kaifa niraMtara bar3hatA hI jAtA hai! isake bAvajUda vaha kaifa meM rahakara bhI, lekina nIti kA pAlana karatA hai, isalie acchA puNya baMdhana hotA hai aura acchI gati milatI hai| use acche loga, saMta vagairaha mila jAte haiN| Age jAkara jJAnI bhI mila jAte haiN| arthAt vaha galata nahIM hai| vaha galata hai aisA mujhe kahanA bhI nahIM hai| lekina bhagavAna ke vahA~ to ahaMkAra bAdhaka hai| aba vaha, jo niyama se anIti kA pAlana karatA hai, usameM ahaMkAra nahIM hotaa| aura pA~ca haz2Ara Ane para bhI vaha letA nahIM hai, to vaha kyA prAmANikatA kahalAtI hai? nhiiN| jabaki jo niyama se rizvata letA hai, vaha to koI aisI-vaisI prAmANikatA nahIM hai! kyoMki eka vyakti yadi upavAsa kare taba to vaha bhUkhA raha sakatA hai, lekina agara use kahA ho ki Aja tIna hI nivAle khAne haiM, cauthA nivAlA nahIM khAnA hai| to iMsAna se aisA kaMTrola raha hI nahIM sakatA, khAne ke bAda ruka hI nahIM sktaa| apane Apa hI jaba pUrA ho tabhI rukatA hai! yaha bAta Apako samajha meM AtI hai na? isalie jisane niyamapUrvaka anIti kI usakA mokSa nItivAle se pahale hotA hai| kyoMki nItivAle ko nIti karane kA kaifa rahatA hai ki 'maiMne pUrI jiMdagI nIti kA pAlana kiyA hai' aura vaha to aisA hotA hai ki bhagavAna kI bhI na sune| jabaki jisane anIti kI, usakA kaifa to utara hI cukA hotA hai na! use kaifa hI nahIM cddh'taa| kyoMki usane to jo anIti kI, vahI use aMdara kacoTatI rahatI hai| aura jo pA~ca sau rupaye lie usakA bhI use kaifa nahIM cddh'taa| kaifa to nItivAle ko car3hatA hai aura use to yoM hI z2arA cher3eM na to turaMta patA cala jAegA, phana uThAkara khar3A rhegaa| kyoMki usake mana meM aisA hai ki, 'maiMne kucha kiyA hai, pUrI jiMdagI maiMne nIti kA pAlana kiyA hai!'

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niyama se anIti (20) 319 praznakartA : aba pA~ca sau rupaye kI rizvata lene kI chUTa dI, usake bAda jaise-jaise z2arUrata bar3hatI jAe to phira vaha rakama bhI adhika le to? dAdAzrI : nhiiN| vaha to eka hI niym| pA~ca sau yAnI pA~ca sau hI, phira usa niyama meM hI rahanA pdd'egaa| eka zarAba nahIM pIne kA ahaMkAra karatA hai aura eka zarAba pIne kA ahaMkAra karatA hai, to mokSa kisakA hogA? bhagavAna donoM ko hI nikAla deMge! ve to kyA kahate haiM ki, 'hamAre yahA~ to niahaMkArI kI z2arUrata hai|' bhagavAna to kyA kahate haiM ki, 'nIti kA pAlana to tujhe isalie karanA hai ki saMsAra meM sukha mile| varnA, hameM nIti-anIti kA koI jhaMjhaTa hI nahIM hai| tujha se du:kha sahana ho sake to anIti krnaa|' anIti se du:kha hI AtA hai na? kisI ko du:kha dene ke bAda hama para bhI du:kha pdd'egaa| yaha to, tujhe sukha mile isalie nIti karanI hai| praznakartA : lekina anIti karegA to use Adata par3a jAegI na? dAdAzrI : Adata par3a jAegI, aisA? nhiiN| isalie kahA hai na, ki anIti karo lekina niyamapUrvaka kro| koI bhI cIz2a niyamapUrvaka kI jAe aura vaha bhI 'jJAnIpuruSa' kI AjJApUrvaka ho, taba to vaha kAma nikAla degii| praznakartA : use anIti kI Adata par3a jAe, phira to vaha niyama meM nahIM raha pAegA na? dAdAzrI : to phira usakA artha hI nahIM na! aura hamArI z2immedArI bhI nahIM rahegI na! yaha to kyA kahA hai ki tujhe pA~ca sau rupaye kI kamI hai to tujhe rizvata ke pA~ca sau rupaye le lene haiN| phira koI pA~ca haz2Ara rupaye de phira bhI tujhe pA~ca sau se jyAdA rakama nahIM lenI hai| isa taraha jo niyama meM hI rahe, usakI

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320 AptavANI-7 mukti hogI, usakA niber3A aaegaa| praznakartA : agara koI niyama se rizvata le to use lobha hI nahIM hogA na phira? dAdAzrI : are! yaha niyama to use TheTha mokSa taka le jAegA aura lobha to ekadama se khatma ho jaaegaa| aura vaha ho sakatA hai aisI sthiti hai| vaha kiyA jA sakatA hai| praznakartA : yadi koI rizvata letA hI nahIM, usakA kyA hogA? dAdAzrI : vaha bhaTaka mregaa| rizvata mila rahI ho aura nahIM le to usakA ahaMkAra bar3hatA jaaegaa| aura vaha rizvata letA hai lekina niyama se yAnI kI jitane gharakharca meM kama par3eM, utane hI rupaye letA hai| agara use phira koI pA~ca haz2Ara rupaye dene Ae phira bhI vaha nahIM letA, pA~ca sau se adhika eka bhI paisA nhiiN| aise niyama kA pAlana kare to vaha mokSa meM jaaegaa| abhI manuSya kisa taraha ina saba muzkiloM meM dina bitA rahA hai? aura phira jitane rupaye kI kamI par3a rahI ho, ve nahIM mileMge to kyA hogA? ulajhana khar3I ho jAegI ki rupaye kama par3a rahe hai, ve kahA~ se lAU~? yaha to jitanI kamI thI vaha saba A gae, usakA bhI paz2ala solva ho gayA na! varnA usameM se iMsAna ulTA rAstA apanAe aura phira ulTe rAste para calA jAe to phira vaha pUrI taraha se rizvata lene lgegaa| isake bajAya yaha bIca kA mArga nikAlA hai aura usane anIti kI phira bhI nIti khlaaegii| use bhI saralatA ho gaI aura nIti kahalAegI aura usakA ghara bhI clegaa| hamane to kyA kahA hai ki tU jhUTha bolanA hI mata aura yadi tujhe jhUTha bolanA hI ho to niyama se bolanA ki Aja mujhe pA~ca hI jhUTha bolane haiM, chaThThI bAra nahIM, to mokSa meM jaaegaa|

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321 phira jaba vaha pA~ca jhUTha bola cukA hogA usake bAda yadi usakI bahana ne koI cAritrasaMbaMdhI doSa kiyA ho, aura taba koI pUche ki, 'bhAI, ApakI bahana ke bAre meM yaha bAta saca hai?' taba usa vyakti ke ye pA~ca jhUTha to ho cuke, aba chaTThA jhUTha to bolA nahIM jA sakatA, isalie use 'saca hai,' aisA kahanA hI pdd'egaa| yadi pA~ca mauke khatma nahIM hue hote to pA~cavA yahA~ para kAma meM le sakatA thA, lekina pA~ca jhUTha bolane ke mauke pUre ho gae! ise niyama se anIti kahA hai| koI cora corI karatA hai, lekina yadi niyama se corI kare to vaha niyama use mokSa meM le jaaegaa| niyama se corI karanA yAnI kyA? ki use mahIne meM do coriyA~ karane ko kahA hai| aba pahalI bAra hAtha mArA to use dasa rupaye hAtha meM Ae, phira se hAtha mArA to cAlIsa rupaye mile| yAnI cAlIsa aura dasa, isa taraha mahIne meM pacAsa rupaye mile| aba yadi pahalA hAtha nahIM mArA hotA to use dUsare tIna sau mila sakate the, lekina do bAra ho cukA isalie aba nahIM lie jA skte| usane kisI kI jeba meM hAtha DAlakara dekha liyA ki ye to tIna sau rupaye haiM, lekina turaMta use huA ki yaha to galata kiyA, mujhase do bAra to corI ho cukI hai, to vaha chor3a detA hai| ise niyama se anIti kahA gayA hai| mUlataH vAstava meM maiM kyA kahanA cAhatA hU~ agara use samajhe na to kalyANa ho jaae| hara eka vAkya meM maiM kyA kahanA cAhatA hU~, vaha pUrI bAta hI yadi samajha meM A jAe to kalyANa ho jaae| lekina yadi vaha usa bAta ko apanI bhASA meM le jAe to kyA ho sakatA hai? hara eka kI bhASA svataMtra hI hotI hai, vaha khuda kI bhASA meM le jAkara phiTa kara degA, lekina yaha usakI samajha meM nahIM AtI ki 'niyama se anIti kara!' praznakartA : dAdA, maiMne bhI jaba pahalI bAra yaha par3hA taba

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322 AptavANI-7 maiM ekadama se soca meM par3a gayA, ki yaha kyA? dAdA kyA kahanA cAhate haiM? phira mujhe lagA ki yaha to bahuta g2az2aba kA vAkya hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, akrama vijJAna yAnI kyA ki negeTiva paoNlisI hI nahIM ki 'Apa kyoM coriyA~ karate ho aura Apa kyoM jhUTha bolate ho? kyoM kharAba vyavahAra karate ho?' aisI-vaisI negeTiva paoNlisI hI nahIM hai|

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[21] kalA, jAna-bUjhakara Thage jAne kI ..vahA~ para jJAnI jAna-bUjhakara Thage jAte haiM loga buddhi kA durupayoga karate hoMge yA nahIM karate? sabhI dukAnadAroM ne yahI dhaMdhA lagAyA hai na! aise, hamAre jaise kucha lene jAte haiM to 'Ao sAhaba, Ao sAhaba' karake do-tIna rupaye adhika le lete haiM, aura hama de bhI dete haiN| hama samajha jAte haiM ki ye lAlacI haiN| eka bAra eka dukAna meM gae hoM, to hama vahA~ se jo kharIdane gae hoM vaha kharIde bagaira nahIM niklte| nahIM to 'Ao sAhaba, Ao sAhaba' kI usakI mehanata bekAra jaaegii| usakI mehanata bekAra jAe, hama aisA nahIM krte| bhale hI, hama usake vahA~ se Thage jaae| hama samajhate z2arUra haiM ki yaha kvaoNliTI aisI hai, hama turaMta pahacAna jAte haiN| aba to hameM dukAnoM se kucha lene kA rahA hI nahIM na! dukAna para jAnA bhI nahIM aura lAnA bhI nahIM, kucha rahA hI nahIM na! jo kisI bhI jagaha na Thage jAe~, ve jnyaanii| kahA~ Thage jAte haiM? jAna-bUjhakara! jJAnI samajhate haiM ki yaha bhalA AdamI hai, yaha becArA muzkila meM hai, to ise 'leTa go' kro| Thage gae, lekina kaSAya nahIM hoM isalie mere pArTanara ne mujhase eka bAra kahA ki, 'loga Apake bholepana kA lAbha uThA jAte haiN|' taba maiMne kahA ki, 'agara Apa mujhe bholA kaha rahe ho, to Apa hI bhole ho| maiM jAna-bUjhakara ThagA jAtA

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324 AptavANI-7 huuN|' taba unhoMne kahA ki, 'aba maiM phira se aisA nahIM boluuNgaa|' maiM jAna jAtA hU~ ki isa becAre kI mati aisI hai, isakI dAnata aisI hai| isalie ise jAne do, leTa go karo na! hama to kaSAya se mukta hone Ae haiN| kaSAya nahIM hoM isalie hama Thage jAte haiN| yAnI phira dobArA bhI Thage jAte haiN| jAna-bUjhakara Thage jAne meM maz2A hai yA nahIM? jAna-bUjhakara Thage jAnevAle kama hote haiM na? praznakartA : hote hI nhiiN| dAdAzrI : bacapana se merA 'prinsipala' yaha thA ki jAnabUjhakara Thage jAnA hai| varnA, mujhe mUrkha banA jAe aura Thaga le usa bAta meM mAla nahIM hai| aise jAna-bUjhakara Thage jAne se kyA huA? brena TaoNpa para pahu~ca gayA, jaisA bar3e-bar3e jajoM kA brena kAma nahIM kare, vaisA kAma karane lgaa| jo jaja hote haiM, ve bhI jAna-bUjhakara Thage gae hI hote haiN| aura jAna-bUjhakara Thage jAne se brena TaoNpa para pahu~ca jAtA hai| lekina dekhanA, tU aisA prayoga mata krnaa| tUne to jJAna liyA hai na? vaha to yadi kisI ne jJAna nahIM liyA ho taba aisA prayoga karanA caahie| jAna-bUjhakara Thage jAnA hai, lekina kisake sAtha aise jAnabUjhakara Thage jAnA cAhie? jisake sAtha roz2a kA hI vyavahAra ho, usake saath| aura bAhara bhI kisI se Thage jAnA, lekina jaanbuujhkr| vaha samajhe ki maiMne inheM Thaga diyA aura hama samajheM ki yaha mUrkha bnaa| kharIdadArI, lekina Thage jAkara praznakartA : Apa jAna-bUjhakara Thage gae hoM, aisA koI udAharaNa dIjie na! dAdAzrI : are, bahuta sArI bAtoM meM hama jAna-bUjhakara Thage gae hai| ina vyApAriyoM ne bhI mujhe ThagA hai! 'Ao Ao, padhArie padhArie,' karake Thaga lete haiN| maiM kahU~ ki bhAI eka dhotI lAo

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kalA, jAna-bUjhakara Thage jAne kI (21) 325 saMtoSa nahIM krte| AkaranevAle to kyAka Ae~ge aura to aura kauna aura eka kamIz2a kA kapar3A lAo aura eka koTa kA kapar3A laao| qImata-vImata nahIM puuchtaa| maiM jAnatA hU~ ki apanI jAnapahacAna ke haiM sbhii| aba dUsarA koI vyApArI vApasa mujhe mile to kahegA, 'usakI qImata dekhaao|' taba vaha mujhe batA detA hai ki, 'itanI qImata Apa se z2yAdA lI hai|' taba maiM kahatA hU~ ki, 'yaha to hama jAna-bUjhakara Thage jAte haiM' maiM jAnatA hU~ ki yadi vaha adhika nahIM legA to usake mana meM ThaMDaka nahIM hogii| itane acche grAhaka Ae aura ve yadi z2yAdA nahIM deMge to aura kauna sA grAhaka degA? aise khAnadAnI grAhaka Ae~ge aura ve nahIM deMge to dUsare kica-kica karanevAle to kyA deMge? hama kabhI bhI kicakica nahIM krte| agara hamAre caraNa vahA~ par3heM to usa becAre ko saMtoSa honA caahie| hamAre caraNa par3eM to use saMtoSa honA hI caahie| aura yadi hamAre caraNa par3eM aura usakA mu~ha bigar3e ki 'kahA~ se aisA grAhaka aayaa|' kyA kahegA? ki, 'dhotI le gae aura Upara se do rupaye kATakara die|' are, pUre rupaye die aura Upara se aise mu~ha bigAr3a rahA hai? lekina dekho aise kica-kica karake do rupaye kama die, to usakA mu~ha bigar3a gayA na! varnA aThAraha rupaye z2yAdA lie the, ve acche dikhte| yaha to solaha z2yAdA de die aura usakA acchA bhI nahIM dikhaa| eka sone ke kalaza ke lie pUrA maMdira bigAr3A? hama to isa taraha jAna-bUjhakara Thage jAte haiM! yaha to choTA udAharaNa de rahA hU~ vyApAriyoM se Thage jAne kaa| lekina hameM sabhI Thagate haiM, bUTavAlA bhI Thaga letA hai na! inameM ekAdha-do acche bhI mile haiM ki jo bilkula bhI nahIM tthgte| jabaki ThaganevAle kyA samajhate haiM ki ye bhole haiN| isIlie kavirAja ne likhA hai ki, "mAnI ne mAna ApI, lobhiyA thI chetarAya, sarva no aham poSI, vItarAga cAlI jaay|" - navanIta aham ko poSaNa dekara vItarAga cale jAte haiM! usa becAre

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326 AptavANI-7 ke aham ko poSaNa milA aura apanA chuTakArA ho gayA na!! nahIM to phira bhI, rupaye kyA TheTha taka sAtha meM Ae~ge? isake bajAya yahA~ para yoM hI Thage jAkara logoM ko le lene do na! nahIM to bAda meM loga vArisa baneMge, to abhI Thage jAne do na! aura vaha jo Thagane AyA hai, use kahIM apane se manA kiyA jAegA? jo Thagane AyA hai, usakA mu~ha kyoM dabAe? ...pariNAmasvarUpa vijJAna prakaTa huA hama to khaTamala ko bhI khUna pIne dete haiM ki yahA~ AyA hai to aba khUna pIkara jaa| kyoMki merI hoTala aisI hai ki isa hoTala meM kisI ko du:kha nahIM denA hai| yahI merA kaam| yAnI khaTamala ko bhI bhojana karavAyA hai| aba bhojana nahIM karavAe~ to usake lie sarakAra kyA hameM koI daMDa degI? nhiiN| hameM to AtmA prApta karanA thaa| hamezA cauvihAra, hamezA kaMdamUla tyAga, hamezA garama pAnI, yaha saba karane meM kucha bhI bAkI nahIM rakhA thA! aura dekho tabhI to prakaTa huaa| pUrA 'akrama vijJAna' prakaTa huaa| jo pUrI duniyA ko svaccha kara de aisA vijJAna prakaTa huA hai! ___...lekina isameM hetu mokSa kA hI praznakartA : Apa to jAna-bUjhakara Thage gae, lekina vaha dhotI ke paise adhika le gayA, usase usakI kyA dazA hogI? use lAbha hai yA nukasAna? dAdAzrI : usakA jo honA ho, so ho| usane mere yaha sikhAne se nahIM kiyaa| hamane to usakI vRtti ko poSaNa diyA hai| haqa kA khAne AyA to ThIka aura aNahakka (binA haqa) kA khAne AyA phira bhI hamane use thappar3a nahIM maaraa| le, khA bhAI! aura usakA use to nukasAna hI hogA na! usane to aNahakka kA liyA isalie use nukasAna hogA, lekina hamArA mokSa khula gayA na! 'sarva no aham poSI vItarAga cAlI jaay|' aise aham

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kalA, jAna-bUjhakara Thage jAne kI (21) 327 ko poSaNa na deM to ye loga hameM Age jAne hI na deM! 'hamArA yaha bAkI raha gayA, hamArA yaha bAkI raha gayA' aisA kahakara rokeNge| Age jAne degA koI? are, phAdara-madara bhI nahIM jAne dete na! ve to kaheMge 'tUne mere lie kucha nahIM kiyaa'| are, aisA badalA cAhate ho? badalA to, agara AsAnI se mila jAe to acchI bAta hai, nahIM to kyA mA~-bApa ko badalA DhU~DhanA cAhie? jo badale kI icchA rakheM ve mA~-bApa kahalAte hI nahIM, ve to kirAedAra haiM! jAna-bUjhakara Thage jAnevAle kama hote haiM na? praznakartA : nahIM hote| dAdAzrI : taba unheM mokSa kA mArga bhI mila AtA hai na! praznakartA : sAmanevAle ko Thagane kA cAnsa dete haiM, kyA vaha galata nahIM hai? dAdAzrI : yaha to khuda ke eDavAnsamenTa ke lie hai na! Thagane kA cAnsa usake eDavAnsamenTa ke lie hai aura hameM apane eDavAnsamenTa ke lie Thage jAne ke cAnsa haiN| sAmanevAlA apanI paudagalika pragati kara rahA hai aura hama AtmA kI pragati kareM to usameM galata kyA hai? usameM agara rukAvaTa DAleM to galata khlaaegaa| hameM Thaga gayA lekina vApasa use usase bhI bar3A koI mila jAegA, vaha use mAra-mArakara usakA kasa nikAla degA ki, 'are tU mujhe Thaga rahA hai?' aisA kahakara use mAregA! zurU se maiM jAna-bUjhakara ThagA jAtA thaa| isalie loga mujhe kyA kahate the? ki 'isa ThaganevAle ko Adata par3a jAegI, usakI jokhimadArI kisake sira para AegI? Apa ina logoM ko chor3a dete ho isalie luTere paidA hote haiN|' phira mujhe unase khulAsA karanA hI par3egA na? aura khulAsA tarIke se honA caahie| aise kahIM mAra-Thokakara khulAsA diyA jAtA hai? phira maiMne kahA ki, 'ApakI bAta sahI hai ki mere kAraNa kucha loga luTeroM jaise bane haiN|' vaha

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328 AptavANI-7 bhI sabhI loga nahIM, do-pA~ca loga hI, kyoMki unheM enkarejamenTa milA na! phira maiMne kahA ki, 'merI bAta z2arA sthiratA se suno| jo mujhe Thaga gayA use yadi maiMne eka jhApar3a mArI hotI, to hama to dayAlu iMsAna, to jhApar3a kaisI mAreMge, yaha Apako samajha meM AtA hai?' usa khulAsA mA~ganevAle se maiMne pUchA taba usane kahA, 'kaisI mAreMge?' taba maiMne kahA, 'dhIre se maareNge|' usase aura z2yAdA enkarejamenTa milegA ki 'ohoho, are bahuta huA to itanI hI mAra par3egI na? to aba yahI kreNge|' yAnI dayAlu iMsAna chor3a de, vahI ThIka hai| use phira isa taraha logoM ko Thagate-Thagate dUsarAtIsarA sTezana AegA, usameM koI ekAdha use aisA mila jAegA ki jo mAra-mArakara usake parakhacce ur3A degA, phira vaha jiMdagI bhara ke lie aisA karanA bhUla jAegA, use Thagane kI Adata par3a gaI hai aura vaha vyakti usakI vaha Adata khatma kara degA, acchI taraha se sira phor3a degaa| ApakI samajha meM AyA na? khulAsA ThIka hai na? lekina isa jJAna ke bAda to hamAre ve sabhI saMga chUTa gae haiM na! yoM bhI 1946 ke bAda vairAgya A gayA thA aura 1958 meM jJAna prakaTa huA! jAna-bUjhakara Thage jAnA, vaha to sabase bar3A puNya hai! aMjAne meM to hara koI ThagA gayA hai| lekina hamane to pUrI jiMdagI yahI kAma kiyA hai ki jAna-bUjhakara Thage jAnA! acchA biz2anesa hai na? ThaganevAle mileM to samajhanA ki hama bahuta puNyazAlI haiM, nahIM to ThaganevAlA milatA hI nahIM na! isa hindustAna deza meM kyA sabhI loga pApI haiM? agara Apa kaho ki mujhe Apa Thago, dekhate haiM, to isa jokhimadArI meM maiM kahA~ paDUM? aura jAna-bUjhakara Thage jAe~ aisI koI kalA nahIM hai! logoM ko to pasaMda nahIM hai na, aisI bAta? logoM kA niyama isake lie manA karatA hai na? isIlie to Thagane kI Adata DAlate haiM na! TiTa phora TeTa aisA sikhAte haiM na? lekina kyA hameM use dhaula lagAnI cAhie? aura maiM mArU~ to dhIre se maaruuNgaa| eka jagaha para vasUlI karane gayA thA, taba

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kalA, jAna-bUjhakara Thage jAne kI (21) 329 usake yahA~ kisI aura kI z2abtI AI huI thii| maiM to thor3I dera baiThA, to use jabtI meM kucha bIsa rupaye bharane the, utane rupaye bhI usake pAsa nahIM the, becArA aise A~kha se pAnI nikAlane lgaa| taba maiMne kahA ki, 'le, bIsa maiM detA hU~,' maiM ve bIsa rupaye dekara AyA! jo vasUlI karane gayA, vaha kabhI bIsa rupaye dekara AtA hogA? ...pariNAmasvarUpa kauna sI buddhi utpanna hotI hai? jAna-bUjhakara Thage jAne jaisA koI paramArtha nahIM hai aura pUrI jiMdagI maiM jAna-bUjhakara hI ThagA gayA huuN| loga kahate haiM, 'usakA phala kyA?' taba maiMne kahA ki, 'jo jAna-bUjhakara ThagA jAe, use kauna sA pada milatA hai? dillI meM jo korTa hotI hai na, suprIma korTa, usa suprIma korTa ke jaja ko bhI jhir3aka de, aisI buddhi utpanna hotI hai|' yAnI kyA? ki jaja kI bhI bhUleM nikAla sake, dimAg2a itanA hAiklAsa pAvaraphula ho jAtA hai| kAnUna meM le Ae, vaisI buddhi utpanna hotI hai| jo jAna-bUjhakara Thage jAte haiM, jo kisI ko nahIM ThagatA usakA dimAg2a bahuta hAI levala para jAtA hai! lekina aise jAna-bUjhakara kauna ThagA jAtA hai? aisA kauna sA puNyazAlI hogA? aisI samajha eDopTa hI kaise hogI? yaha samajha degA hI kauna? ThaganA kaise, vaha samajhAte haiM, lekina jAna-bUjhakara Thage jAne ke bAre meM kauna samajhAegA? jAna-bUjhakara dhokhA khAkara to dekho yahA~ para to Thage jAne jaisI koI cIz2a hai hI nahIM, lekina Thage gae to bahuta uttama! lekina use isakI qImata kyA milegI, aisI samajha hI nahIM hai na! Thage jAne kI qImata itanI adhika milatI hai, loga kyA aisA jAnate haiM? praznakartA : loga jAnate hI nahIM na! dAdAzrI : lekina hamane to bacapana se hI Thage jAne kA

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330 AptavANI-7 sisTama rakhA hai| hamArI mA~ jI ne sikhAyA thA, ve khuda bhI jAnabUjhakara ThagI jAtI thIM aura sabhI ko saMtuSTa karatI thiiN| vaha mujhe bahuta pasaMda AyA ki ye to sabhI ko bahuta acchI taraha saMtuSTa karatI haiM! aura jAna-bUjhakara Thage jAne se kauna sI saMpatti thI jo calI jAegI? saMpatti meM kyA kama ho jAegA? praznakartA : abhI bhI jAna-bUjhakara Thage jAne kI himmata nahIM aatii| dAdAzrI : Thage jAne kI himmata? are, mujhe to thor3I bhI dera nahIM lagatI aura mujhe koI Thagane Ae to maiM samajha jAtA ha~ ki yaha Thagane AyA hai isalie Thage jAo, phira aisA grAhaka nahIM milegaa| phira aisA grAhaka kahA~ se mile? aura dekha terI to himmata hI nahIM hotI na! praznakartA : isa vyApAra meM kyA hotA hai ki hameM patA hai ki isa mAla kA mArkeTa prAiz2a yaha hai| vaha vyakti eka Tana para haz2Ara rupaye adhika cArja kara rahA hai, to aisA samajha meM Ane para bhI eka haz2Ara rupaye adhika dene kI himmata nahIM hotii| isalie phira usase kaha dete haiM ki, 'nahIM, prAiz2a to itanI hI honI caahie|' usake sAtha pahale thor3I-bahuta bAta karanI par3atI hai| dAdAzrI : jAna-bUjhakara denA to aisA hai na, ki hama jo jAna-bUjhakara Thage jAte haiM, vaha to apavAda hai aura apavAda kabhI kabhAra hI hotA hai| varnA, loga jAna-bUjhakara Thage jAte haiM, ve to zarma ke mAre nahIM to dUsare kisI aMdarUnI kAraNa se Thage jAte haiN| varnA logoM ko jAna-bUjhakara Thage jAne kA dhyeya nahIM hotA, jabaki hamArA to dhyeya thA ki jAna-bUjhakara Thage jAnA hai| bhojana karake jAne do hama khaTamala ko jAna-bUjhakara kATane dete the, use vApasa to nahIM nikAla sakate na becAre ko! apane hoTala meM AyA hai to

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kalA, jAna-bUjhakara Thage jAne kI (21) 331 kyA bhojana kie bagaira calA jAegA? aba vaha kyA phala detA hai? usa khaTamala meM rahe hue vItarAga hamAre meM rahe hue vItarAga ko phona kara dete haiM ki, 'aise dAtA kahIM nahIM dekhe isalie inheM uccatama pada do|' ye khaTamala hote haiM na ve kabhI bhI bhUkhe nahIM marate, roz2a hI bhojana kara lete haiN| ye loga sote haiM taba ve loga bhojana kara hI lete haiM na? lekina hamane kyA kiyA ki jAgate hue bhojana karane do| loga sote haiM taba use bhojana karane dete haiM yA nahIM karane dete? yAnI ye khaTamala ve aisI jAti nahIM hai ki bhUkhe mreN| loga nIMda meM bhojana karane dete haiM aura hama jAgate hue bhI bhojana karane dete haiM aura vApasa use mArane-karane kI bAta hI nhiiN| hAtha meM aise turaMta A jAtA hai, lekina hama vApasa use paira para rakha dete haiN| hAlAMki, aba mere bistara meM khaTamala Ate hI nahIM, becAroM kA hisAba pUrA ho gayA hai| yadi hisAba adhUrA rakheM to hisAba kacce raha jaaeNge| Ate pUchatA hU~ ki aisI kauna sA ho kucha loga khaTamala ko mArate nahIM, lekina bAhara jAkara DAla Ate haiM, lekina hAtha meM A jAe to use chor3ate nhiiN| phira maiM unase pUchatA hU~ ki kyA tujhe pakkA vizvAsa ho gayA hai ki eka kama ho gayA hai aba? aisI kauna sI gAranTI se tU samajha gayA ki eka kama ho gayA? aura aise kama ho jAte, taba to roz2a kama hI hote jaate| phira maiMne kahA ki khaTamala ko mArane kI z2arUrata nahIM hai| unakA sIz2ana hotA hai, usake bAda apane Apa hI khatma ho jAte haiM, nahIM to khatma karanA cAho phira bhI khatma nahIM hote| yahA~ Apa mAra-pITakara khatma karo to par3osI ke ghara se ghusa jaaegaa| aba khaTamala kATe, taba hameM yaha patA cala jAtA hai ki prema kahA~ hai| yadi deha para abhI taka prema hai to AtmA para kaba prema AegA? aura khaTamala becAre jaba bhojana karane Ate haiM, taba kahIM yahA~ para DibbA lekara nahIM aate| ve khAte haiM utanA hI, lekina

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332 AptavANI-7 sAtha meM Tifina vagairaha kucha nahIM le jaate| Tifina le jAte hoMge? lekina ve itanA sArA khAte haiM ki hAtha se chUe~ to peTa phUTa jAe becAre kaa| vaha mara jAegA becArA! aura phira apane hAtha meM badabU AegI! tujhe yaha saMsAra acchA lagatA hai? kaise acchA lagatA hai yaha? maiM to yaha saba dekhakara hI Uba gayA! are, kisa jagaha para sukha mAnA hai ina logoM ne! aura kaise mAna liyA hai ise sukha? socA hI nahIM na! jahA~ para kucha ho jAtA hai vahA~ para vicAra hI nahIM kiyA! isase saMbaMdhita kisI prakAra kA vicAra hI nahIM? taba pUre dina vicAra paisoM meM hI, ki kisa taraha paise mileM? nahIM to agara patnI mAyake gaI ho to vicAra Ate raheMge ki Aja eka ciTThI likhU ki jaldI A jAe! basa, yahI do vicAra, aura koI vicAra hI nahIM! pAzavatA ke vicAra ki kahA~ se le lU~ aura kahA~ se ikaTThA karU~? are, yaha to phrI oNpha kaoNsTa hai, usake lie kyA mAthApaccI kara rahe ho? terA vaha hisAba to nakkI ho cukA hai| tujhe itane paise mileNge| yaha pezenTa itane paise degA, yaha pezenTa eka AnA bhI nahIM degaa| jAna-bUjhakara dhokhA khAnA, karavAe pragati hameM to dhokhA khAkara Age bar3hanA hai| jAna-bUjhakara Thage jAne jaisI pragati isa jagat meM koI bhI nhiiN| manuSya jAti para vizvAsa, vaha to bahuta bar3I cIz2a haiN| dasa loga vizvAsaghAta kareM to sabhI ko chor3a deM? nahIM chodd'te| loga to kyA karate haiM? do-pA~ca dostoM ne dhokhA diyA ho to kahate haiM 'ye sabhI dhokhebAz2a haiM, sabhI dhokhebAz2a haiN| are, nahIM kahanA caahie| yaha to apane hindustAna kI prajA, yoM to TeDhe dikhate haiM, lekina paramAtmA jaise haiM! bhale hI, saMyogoM ke kAraNa aisI dazA huI hai, lekina merA jJAna de dU~ to eka ghaMTe meM kaise ho jAte haiM! yAnI paramAtmA jaise haiM, lekina unheM saMyoga nahIM milA hai|

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kalA, jAna-bUjhakara Thage jAne kI (21) 333 ...aura jAna-bUjhakara ThaganA, lAe adhogati jAna-bUjhakara Thage jAnA vaha pragati karavAtA hai aura nAsamajhI se Thage jAne meM lAbha nahIM hai, usameM ThaganevAlA mAra khAtA hai| ina AdivAsI ko seTha loga kyA karate haiM? seTha vyApArI hotA hai, aura vaha AdivAsI ke sAtha buddhi kA durupayoga karatA hai yA nahIM karatA? khuda kI adhika buddhi se usa kama buddhivAle ko ThagatA hai! usameM AdivAsI kA to jo honA thA vaha ho gayA, lekina vaha vyApArI to phira se AdivAsI bhI nahIM banegA, balki jAnavara gati milegii| isa taraha loga apane Apa ko hI Thaga rahe haiM na! aura kisI ko Thaga hI nahIM sakate na! jagat meM, siddhAMta svataMtratA kA isalie maiMne kahA hai ki isa jagat meM koI jIva kisI jIva meM daqhala kara sake, aisA hai hI nahIM, bilkula svataMtra hai, bhagavAna bhI daqhala nahIM kara sakate itanI adhika svataMtratA hai| bhagavAna kyoM daqhala kareMge? bhagavAna to jJAtA-dRSTA aura paramAnaMdI haiM, unheM aisA koI jhaMjhaTa hai? itanA samajha le, taba bhI bahuta ho gayA ki koI jIva kisI jIva meM kiMcitmAtra daqhala kara sake, yaha jagat aisA nahIM hai| isa para se yadi pUrA siddhAMta samajha jAe to svataMtra ho jaaegaa|

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[22] vasUlI kI parezAnI aura jJAnI ne duniyA ko kaisA dekhA? kucha loga kahate haiM ki, 'hamane kisI ko paise udhAra die haiM, ve saba DUba jaaeNge|' nahIM, yaha jagat bilkula bhI aisA nahIM hai| kucha kaheMge, 'paise deM to DUbate hI nhiiN|' duniyA aisI bhI nahIM hai| hara eka ke lie duniyA usake hisAba ke mutAbika hI hotI hai| ApakA cokhA hogA to koI bhI ApakA nAma nahIM degA, aisI hai duniyaa| mana meM aisA hotA hai ki, 'koI cora pakar3a legA to kyA hogA?' aisA kucha bhI nahIM hogA aura jo pakar3e jAnevAle haiM, unheM koI chor3egA nahIM, taba phira ghabarAnA kyoM? jo hisAba hogA vaha cuka jAegA aura hisAba nahIM hogA to koI nAma bhI nahIM degaa| aba isameM niDara bhI nahIM ho jAnA hai ki merA nAma kauna degA? aisA nahIM bolanA caahie| vaha to kisI ko lalakArane ke barAbara hai| bAkI, mana meM ghabarAnA mt| yaha duniyA ghabarAne jaisI nahIM hai| apanI tIna haz2Ara rupaye kI ghar3I ho aura phorTa eriyA (mubaMI kA eka bAz2Ara) meM gira jaae| phorTa eriyA yAnI ki mahAsAgara kahalAtA hai| usa mahAsAgara meM girI huI cIz2a vApasa milatI nahIM hai| hama AzA bhI nahIM rkhte| lekina tIna dina bAda akhabAra meM vijJApana AtA hai ki jisakI ghar3I kho gaI ho vaha usakA pramANa dekara aura isa vijJApana kA kharca dekara le jaae| yAnI yaha jagat aisA hai, bilkula nyAya svarUpa! Apako rupaye nahIM detA vaha

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vasUlI kI parezAnI (22) 335 bhI nyAya hai, vApasa detA hai vaha bhI nyAya hai| yaha sArA hisAba maiMne bahuta barasoM pahale nikAla liyA thaa| isalie yadi rupaye nahIM lauTAe to usameM unakA kisI kA bhI doSa nahIM hai| isI prakAra yadi vApasa dene Ate haiM to usameM unakA kyA upakAra? isa duniyA kA saMcAlana to alaga hI taraha se hotA hai| usakA hisAba kudarata cukAegI Apake pAsa se koI rupaye le gyaa| phira tIna yA cAra sAla bIta jAe~, to rakama kI vasUlI zAyada korTa ke niyama se bAhara calI jAe, lekina necara kA niyama ye loga nahIM tor3a sakate na! necara ke niyama meM rakama byAja sahita vApasa dete haiN| yahA~ ke niyama meM kucha bhI nahIM milatA, yaha to sAmAjika niyama hai| lekina necara ke niyama meM to byAja sahita milatA hai| isalie kisI jagaha para koI apane rupaye, tIna sau rupaye nahIM de rahA ho to hameM usase lene caahie| vApasa lene kA kAraNa kyA hai ki yaha bhAI rakama hI nahIM de rahA to kudarata kA byAja to kitanA sArA ho jAegA! sau-do sau varSoM meM to kitanI rakama ho jAegI! isalie hameM usase vasUlI karake vApasa le lene caahie| tAki vaha itane bar3e jokhima meM to nahIM par3e! lekina agara vaha de hI nahIM aura jokhima uThAye usake z2immedAra hama nahIM haiN| praznakartA : kudarata ke byAja kI dara kyA hai? dAdAzrI : naicarala inTaresTa iz2a vana parasanTa para bAraha mahIne, yAnI sau rupaye para eka rupayA! zAyada kabhI tIna sau rupaye nahIM de to koI harja nhiiN| Apa kaho ki, 'maiM aura tU, donoM dost| calo sAtha meM tAza khelate haiN| kyoMki ApakI rakama kahIM jAnevAlI to hai nahIM na! yaha necara itanA adhika karekTa hai ki agara sirpha ApakA bAla bhI corI kiyA hogA to bhI vaha nahIM jaaegaa| necara bilkula karekTa hai, eka-eka paramANu taka karekTa hai| isalie yaha

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336 AptavANI-7 jagat varIz2a rakhane jaisA hai hI nhiiN| mujhe cora milegA, luTerA milegA, aisA bhI bhaya rakhane jaisA nahIM hai| yaha to, agara pepara meM Ae ki 'Aja phalAne ko gAr3I meM se utArakara z2evara lUTa lie, phalAne ko moTara meM mArA aura paise le lie|' to aba sonA pahananA cAhie yA nahIM pahananA cAhie? 'DonTa varI!' karor3oM rupaye ke ratna pahanakara ghUmoge to bhI Apako koI chU nahIM sakegA, aisA hai yaha jagat aura vaha bilkula karekTa hai| yadi ApakI jokhimadArI hogI tabhI Apako chuuegaa| isalie hama kahate haiM ki ApakA UparI koI bApa bhI nahIM hai, isalie 'DonTa varI!' nirbhaya bana jAo! praznakartA : eka vyakti ko hamane pA~ca sau rupaye die aura vaha rupaye vApasa nahIM de sakA aura dUsarA, hamane pA~ca sau rupaye kA dAna diyA, to ina donoM meM kyA pharka hai? dAdAzrI : dAna diyA vaha alaga cIz2a hai| isameM jo dAna letA hai, vaha karjadAra nahIM bntaa| Apake dAna kA badalA Apako dUsarI taraha se milatA hai| dAna lenevAlA vyakti badalA nahIM cukAtA, jabaki udhArI meM to jisake pAsa se Apa rupaye mA~gate ho, usI kI mAraphata Apako dilavAnA par3atA hai| Akhira meM phira vaha daheja ke rUpa meM bhI rupaye degaa| apane yahA~ nahIM kahate 'lar3akA hai garIba parivAra kA, lekina parivAra khAnadAnI hai isalie use pacAsa haz2Ara daheja do|' yaha daheja kisalie dete haiM? yaha to, jisane mA~gA hai usI ko denA par3atA hai| yAnI aisA hisAba hai sArA! eka to beTI dete haiM aura Upara se rupaye bhI dete haiN| yAnI yaha to sArA hisAba cuka jAtA hai| paisA vApasa lene meM viveka honA cAhie praznakartA : kisI vyakti se hameM rupaye vApasa lene hoM, hamane use die hoM, ve hameM usake pAsa se vApasa lene hoM aura vaha nahIM de, to usa samaya hameM vApasa lene ke lie prayatna karane

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vasUlI kI parezAnI (22) 337 cAhie yA phira apanA udhAra cuka gayA aisA samajhakara saMtuSTa hokara baiThe rahanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : aisA nahIM hai, vaha vyakti agara acchA ho to prayatna karanA aura kamaz2ora vyakti ho to prayatna hI chor3a denaa| praznakartA : prayatna karanA athavA to aisA ki bhAI, hameM milanA hogA to vo ghara beThe Akara de jAegA aura yadi nahIM Ae to samajha lenA hai ki apanA udhAra cuka gayA, aisA mAna leM? dAdAzrI : nahIM, nahIM, itanA saba mata maannaa| hameM svabhAvika prayatna karanA caahie| hameM usase kahanA cAhie ki, 'hameM z2arA paisoM kI kamI hai, yadi Apake pAsa hoM to hameM bhijavA denaa|' isa prakAra se vinaya se, viveka se kahanA cAhie aura vApasa nahIM Ae~ to phira hameM samajhanA cAhie ki apanA koI hisAba hogA, vaha cuka gyaa| lekina hama prayatna hI nahIM kareMge to vaha hameM mUrkha mAnegA aura vaha ulTe rAste cddh'egaa| praznakartA : yAnI usake lie sAmAnya prayatna karake dekhanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : sAmAnya arthAt use kahanA cAhie ki 'bhAI, hameM z2arA paisoM kI kamI hai, Apake pAsa ho to z2arA jaldI bhijavA do to acchaa|' lenevAle kA jitanA viveka hotA hai na, vaisA hI viveka hameM rakhanA caahie| hama se paise lete samaya vaha jitanA viveka rakhatA hai, utanA hI viveka hameM usase paise vApasa lete samaya rakhanA caahie| ye to paise lete samaya hameM aisA dhyAna meM rahatA hai ki paise to maiMne udhAra die hai, vaha dhyAna meM rahatA hai vaha saba bahuta nukasAna karatA hai| yaha saMsAra to pUrA paz2ala hai, isameM manuSya mAra khA-khAkara mara jAe! anaMta janmoM se mAra khAte A rahe haiM aura chUTane kA

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338 AptavANI-7 aisA samaya Ae taba khuda chuTakArA nahIM kara letA, phira vApasa chUTane kA samaya hI nahIM AegA na! aura jo chUTA huA hogA vahI chur3avAegA, baMdhA huA hameM kyA chur3avAegA? bAkI paisoM kA mahattva nahIM hai, apanA mana kamajora nahIM ho jAe, usakA mahattva hai| hameM eka dina vicAra Ae ki, 'ye paise nahIM degA to kyA hogA?' usase apanA mana hI phira kamaz2ora hotA jAtA hai| yAnI dene ke bAda hameM nakkI karanA cAhie ki samudra meM kAle kapar3e meM bA~dhakara pheMka rahe haiN| vApasI kI AzA rakhanI cAhie? to dene se pahale hI AzA rakhe bagaira do, nahIM to denA mt| lobha bhI ArtadhyAna karavAe dharmadhyAna kI bhagavAna mahAvIra kI jo cAra AjJAe~ haiM, ve kyA purAnI ho gaI haiM? ve AjJA purAnI nahIM hotIM, bhale hI bahuta kAla bIta gayA hai| abhI koI seTha ho aura usase do hIre koI le gayA aura 'dasa dina meM paise dUMgA' aisA kahA, phira chaha mahInebAraha mahIne taka paise nahIM de to kyA hogA? seTha para kucha asara hogA kyA? praznakartA : mere paise gae, aisA hogaa| dAdAzrI : merA kahanA hai ki eka to hIre gae, vaha nukasAna to huA aura Upara se vApasa ArtadhyAna karatA hai? aura hIre die ve hamane rAz2I-khuzI die haiM, to phira usake lie kucha duHkha nahIM honA cAhie na? praznakartA : lobha thA, isalie die na? dAdAzrI : phira vahI lobha ArtadhyAna karavAtA hai| yAnI yaha saba ajJAnatA ke kAraNa hotA hai, jabaki jJAna meM koI prakRti bAdhaka nahIM hai| AtmA ko svabhAva dazA meM koI prakRti bAdhaka nahIM hai|

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vasUlI kI parezAnI (22) 339 yAnI jo hIre die the ve gae to gae, lekina rAta ko sone nahIM dete phir| dasa dina ho gae aura vaha grAhaka ThIka se javAba nahIM de rahA ho to, tabhI se nIMda ur3a jAtI hai| kyoMki pacAsa haz2Ara ke hIre haiM, lekina seTha kI jAyadAda kitanI? paccIsa lAkha kI hotI hai| aba usameM se yadi pacAsa haz2Ara ke hIre ghaTA de to sAr3he caubIsa lAkha kI jAyadAda nakkI nahIM karanI cAhie? hama to aisA hI karate the, merI pUrI jiMdagI meM maiMne basa aisA hI kiyA samajhadArI, dUsarA nukasAna nahIM hone detI seTha ke hIroM ke paise nahIM Ae phira bhI seThAnI kyA koI ciMtA karatI hai? taba kyA vaha pArTanara nahIM hai? barAbara kI pArTanarazipa meM hai| aba seTha kahatA hai ki, 'use hIre die, lekina usake paise nahIM de rahA hai|' taba seThAnI kyA kahegI ki, 'are, apanA udhAra hogA, paise nahIM Ane hoMge to nahIM aaeNge|' taba seTha ke mana meM hotA hai ki, 'yaha nAsamajha kyA bola rahI hai!' aura yaha hai samajhadArI kA borA! usane pacAsa haz2Ara ke hIroM ke rupaye nahIM die to tuma paccIsa lAkha kI jAyadAda meM se pacAsa haz2Ara kama karake sAr3he caubIsa lAkha kI jAyadAda hai, aisA nakkI kara lo aura tIna lAkha kI tumhArI jAyadAda ho to pacAsa haz2Ara kama karake DhAI lAkha kI jAyadAda hai, aisA nakkI kara lo| praznakartA : samAdhAna meM rahane kA yaha kitanA g2az2aba kA tarIqA hai, ekadama turaMta hI samAdhAna ho jAe! dAdAzrI : vaha to nakkI karake rakhanA, AsAna rAstA karake! muzkila rAstA banAkara kyA kAma hai? jo nukasAna kA vyApAra kare, use baniyA kaise kaheMge? ghara para apane pArTanara se pUche, patnI se ki, 'ye pacAsa haz2Ara gae to Apako kucha duHkha ho rahA hai?' taba ve kaheMgI, 'cale gae

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340 AptavANI-7 haiM, isalie apane nahIM haiN|' taba Apako nahIM samajha jAnA cAhie ki yaha strI itanI samajhadAra hai, maiM akelA hI beakla hU~? aura patnI kA jJAna Apako turaMta pakar3a lenA cAhie na? eka nukasAna huA use jAne do, lekina dUsarA nukasAna mata utthaao| lekina yaha to jo nukasAna ho gayA hai, usI ke lie ronA-dhonA macAtA rahatA hai! are, calA gayA usake lie kyoM ro rahA hai? aba phira se nahIM jAe~, usake lie ronA-dhonA kr| hamane to sApha-sApha aisA rakhA thA ki jitane gae, utane kama karake rakha do! dekho na, pacAsa haz2Ara ke hIre le jAnevAlA AdamI caina se pahanatA hai aura yahA~ ye seTha ciMtA karatA rahatA hai! seTha se pUche ki, 'kyoM kucha udAsa dikha rahe ho?' taba kahegA, 'kucha nahIM, kucha nahIM, kucha nhiiN| yaha to z2arA tabiyata ThIka nahIM rhtii|' vahA~ galata bolatA hai| are, saca bola na ki, 'bhAI, pacAsa haz2Ara ke hIre die haiM usake paise nahIM Ae, isalie mujhe ciMtA ho rahI hai|' saca-saca aisA kaha de to usakA upAya milegA! yaha to sahI bAta nahIM kahatA aura ulajhana meM Akara galata bolate rahatA hai| lakSaNa kaise? mAnI ke! lobhI ke! hamane to aisA nakkI kiyA huA thA ki yadi rupaye mA~gane jAe~ge, to vaha dobArA lene AegA na? isalie mA~ganA hI baMda kara do| vasUlI chor3a do, to koI jhaMjhaTa hI nahIM! hamAre ghara para to cAra-cAra gAr3iyA~ par3I rahatI thI, kyoMki, kauna aisA paropakArI AdamI milegA? 'AIe aMbAlAlabhAI' kaheM to ho gayA! aisA bholA AdamI kauna milegA? cAya-pAnI vagairaha nahIM pilAo to bhI calegA, lekina 'AIe padhArie' kahA ki basa, bahuta ho gayA! bhojana nahIM karavAegA to bhI calegA, do dina bhUkhA raha jaauuNgaa| terI gAr3I kI agalI sITa para mujhe biThAnA, pIche nhiiN| isalie ve loga mere lie Age kI sITa rokakara hI

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vasUlI kI parezAnI (22) 341 rakhate the| aba kauna aisA karanevAlA milegA? mAnI becAre bhole hote haiN| sirpha mAna kI qhAtira becAre hara prakAra se Thage jAte haiN| koI rAta ko bAraha baje ghara para Ae aura kahe, 'aMbAlAla bhAIsAhaba haiM kyA?' bhAIsAhaba kahA ki bahuta ho gyaa| yAnI dUsare loga mAnI kA isa taraha se lAbha uThAte haiM! lekina mAnI ko kyA phAyadA pahuMcAte haiM ki mAnI ko itanA U~cA car3hA dete haiM aura phira use aisA girAte haiM ki phira se mAna vagairaha saba bhUla jAtA hai| U~cAI para car3hane ke bAda gireMge na! ve hameM roz2a 'aMbAlAlabhAI' kahate hoM aura agara eka dina 'aMbAlAla' kaha deM to kar3avA z2ahara jaisA lagatA thaa| isa mAna ke kAraNa sabakucha ulajha jAtA hai, lekina mAna acchA hai| iMsAna mAnI bane vaha acchA hai, kyoMki mAnI vyakti ko anya koI roga nahIM hote, use to sirpha mAna do ki khuza aura lobhI ko to khuda ko bhI patA nahIM calatA ki mujha meM lobha hai| mAna aura krodha donoM bhole svabhAva ke haiM, vaha vivAha samAroha meM jAe aura 'AIe padhArie' kare to turaMta hI patA cala jAtA hai| koI kaha degA ki, 'chAtI kyoM phulA rahe ho?' aura lobhI ko to koI kahanevAlA bhI nahIM milatA! lobhI kI nizAnI kyA? hama pUche ki ye do hIre kisI ko dene ke bAda vApasa nahIM mileM to Apa para kyA asara hogA? taba kahegA ki, 'vaha to hogA hI na!' yaha asara huA, vahI lobha kI nizAnI! hIre die do, usameM na to hAtha meM lagA, nA hI apamAna kiyA, apamAna kiyA ho taba to mAna para AghAta kiyA khlaaegaa| yaha to aise kisI lena-dena ke bagaira hIre die hai! koI kahegA ki, 'inheM gAliyA~ dekara apamAna kiyA, to kaise sahana ho sakatA hai?' to hama samajheM ki saMsArI hai, isalie sahana nahIM ho sakatA! lekina hIre die, usameM na to deha ko lagI hai na hI khUna nikalA hai, to yaha kyA hai jo parezAna kara rahA

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342 AptavANI-7 hai? yaha lobha nAma kA guNa hI use kATa rahA hai, parezAna kara rahA hai| jisane udhAra diyA, usI ne cukAyA! kaisA pha~sAva? aisA hai na, ki hamane kisI ke lie hoM, die hoM, lenAdenA to jagat meM karanA hI par3atA hai na! yAnI kisI vyakti ko kucha rupaye die hoM, aura ve vApasa nahIM Ae~ to usake lie mana meM kleza hotA rahatA hai, icchAe~ hotI rahatI haiM ki 'yaha kaba degA, kaba degaa|' to isakA kaba aMta AegA? kA sAla-Der3ha sAla mila gae, to mujhe yAda Apake pAsa a hamAre sAtha bhI aisA huA thA na! paise vApasa nahIM Ae usakI phikra to hama zurU se karate hI nahIM the| lekina sAdhAraNa yAda dilAte the| use kaha z2arUra dete the| hamane eka vyakti ko pA~ca sau rupaye die the| jo die, ve khAte meM to likhe nahIM the yA ciTThI meM usake hastAkSara vagairaha kucha bhI nahIM the na! usa bAta kA sAla-Der3ha sAla huA hogaa| mujhe bhI kabhI yAda nahIM aayaa| eka dina ve vyakti mila gae, to mujhe yAda aayaa| phira maiMne kahA ki, 've pA~ca sau rupaye bhijavA denA, yadi Apake pAsa abhI sahUliyata ho to mere jo pA~ca sau rupaye lie haiM ve bhijavA denaa|' taba vaha kahane lagA ki, 'kauna-se pA~ca sau?' maiMne kahA ki, 'Apa mere pAsa se le gae the na! ve|' taba unhoMne kahA ki, 'Apane mujhe kaba die the| rupaye to maiMne Apako udhAra die the| vaha Apa bhUla gae?' taba maiM turaMta samajha gyaa| phira maiMne kahA ki, 'hA~, mujhe yAda karane do|' thor3I bAra aise-vaise socakara maiMne kahA ki, 'hA~, mujhe yAda to A rahA hai, isalie kala Akara le jaanaa|' phira dUsare dina rupaye de die| vaha AdamI yahA~ Akara parezAna kare ki Apa mere rupaye nahIM de rahe hai to kyA karoge? aisI ghaTanAe~ huI haiN| yAnI isa jagat ke logoM kA sAmanA kaise karoge? Apane

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vasUlI kI parezAnI (22) 343 kisI ko rupaye die hoM na, to isa samudra meM kAle kapar3e meM bA~dhakara DAlane ke bAda bhI AzA rakhane jaisI mUrkhatA hai| yadi kabhI A gae to jamA kara lenA aura usa dina use cAya-pAnI pilAnA ki, 'bhAI, Apake RNI haiM ki Apa vApasa Akara rupaye de gae, nahIM to isa kAla meM rupaye vApasa nahIM aate| Apa de gae vaha Azcarya hI khlaaegaa|' vaha kahe ki, 'byAja nahIM milegaa|' to kahanA, 'mUla rakama le Ae vaha bahuta hai na!' samajha meM AtA hai? aisA jagat hai! jo lAtA hai, use vApasa dene kA duHkha hai| jo udhAra detA hai, use vApasa lene kA duHkha hai| aba isameM kauna sakhI? aura hai 'vyavasthita'! nahIM detA vaha bhI 'vyavasthita' hai aura maiMne Dabala die vaha bhI 'vyavasthita' hai| praznakartA : Apane dUsare pA~ca sau rupaye vApasa kyoM die? dAdAzrI : phira kisI janma meM usa vyakti ke sAtha apanA pAlA nahIM par3e islie| itanI jAgRti rahe na, ki yaha to ghara bhuule| vaha kahegA ki, 'maiM nahIM de sakatA isalie kucha riyAyata kara diijie|' to aise ke sAtha vyavahAra rakhA jA sakatA hai aura phira agale janma meM mila jAe to harja nahIM! lekina aise iMsAna ke to kisI bhI janma meM darzana nahIM hone caahie| hamArI birAdarI meM zAmila hI nahIM ho to acchaa| hamArI birAdarI meM kaba taka rahegA ki jaba taka vaha kahe ki, 'mere pAsa suvidhA nahIM hai to Apa riyAyata kara diijie|' taba taka hamArI birAdarI meM rhegaa| lekina yadi dUsarI taraha kA bolegA to vaha to hamArI birAdarI meM A hI nahIM sktaa| kAma hI nahIM calegA na! hamArI birAdarI ke sAtha lenA-denA hI nahIM na! phira se mile hI nahIM to acchA hai, phira kabhI bhI usake darzana nahIM ho| vaha samajhatA hai ki, 'mujhe paise mila ge|' hama kahate haiM ki, 'tujhe mile haiM aura hamArI icchA thI, merA eka bar3A hisAba pUrA ho gayA na! isalie tU khuza raha!' isa kvaoNliTI kA to sAmanA kisa taraha kara sakate haiM? aba ise

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344 AptavANI-7 nyAya kaheM yA anyAya? koI kahegA ki, 'Apa nyAya karavAkara rupaye vApasa le liijie|' maiMne kahA ki, 'nahIM, yaha to aba pahacAna gae ki aisI kvaoNliTI bhI hotI hai| isalie isa birAdarI se to aba dUra, bahuta dUra hI raho aura inake sAtha yadi sahI-galata kA nyAya kareMge to mAmalA talavAreM uThane taka pahu~ca jaaegaa|' yadi vasUlI kareMge to dobArA mA~geMge na? ___ logoM ko patA calA ki mere pAsa paise Ae haiM, isalie mere pAsa loga paise mA~gane aae| usake bAda 1942 se 1944 taka maiM sabhI ko paise detA hI rhaa| phira 1945 meM maiMne nakkI kiyA ki aba mujhe to mokSa kI tarapha jAnA hai| ina logoM ke sAtha aba merA kaba taka calegA? isalie aisA nakkI karo ki isa paise kI vasUlI kareMge to phira vApasa rupaye lene Ae~ge na, to phira vyavahAra calatA hI rahegA, isake bajAya vasUlI karanA baMda kara do to vyavahAra hI baMda ho jaae| vasUlI kareMge to pA~ca haz2Ara dekara vApasa dasa haz2Ara lene aaegaa| isake bajAya ye pA~ca haz2Ara usake pAsa raheMge to usake mana meM aisA lagegA ki 'aba ye na mileM to acchaa|' aura rAste meM yadi mujhe dekha le na, to vaha dasarI tarapha se hokara nikala jAtA thA, taba maiM bhI samajha jaataa| yAnI ki maiM chUTa gayA, mujhe ina saba ko chor3anA thA aura ina saba ne mujhe chor3a diyA! | aba isa TolI meM maiM kisalie calA gayA thA? mAna khAne ke lie| aMdara mAna khAne kA moha thA, isalie mAna khAne ke lie inameM calA gayA thaa| lekina aba nikalU~ kaise? lekina mujhe yaha rAstA mila gyaa| jaba-jaba mere mana meM nizcaya hotA hai ki aba kaise nikalU~? usa ghar3I mujhe sUjha par3a jAtI thii| yAnI maiMne nakkI kiyA ki ye paise nahIM mA~gane haiM to rAstA nikala AegA to itanA acchA aMta A gayA ki sabhI kA AnA baMda ho gyaa| unameM se do-cAra loga Akara de gae hoMge, lekina maiMne unase sApha

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vasUlI kI parezAnI (22) 345 sApha kaha diyA ki, 'bhAI, aba to maiMne vyavahAra hIrAbA ko sauMpa diyA hai| maiMne apane hAtha meM kucha rakhA hI nhiiN|' aisA kaha diyA thaa| isalie phira jhaMjhaTa hI miTa gayA na! 'aba mere hAtha meM kucha bhI nahIM hai, ghara meM merA kucha calatA hI nahIM' aisA kaha diyA thaa| ...taba bhI rupaye kI ciMtA kisI ko rupaye udhAra die hoM, do pratizata byAja para yA Der3ha pratizata byAja para yA tIna pratizata byAja para, lekina yaha socakara denA ki ye phira kabhI nahIM dikheNge| bAda meM phira vApasa A jAe~ taba use naphA smjhnaa| eka bAra rupaye de dene ke bAda usakI ciMtA upAdhi nahIM karanI caahie| kyoMki Apake hAtha meM yaha sattA hai hI nhiiN| ina logoM ke hAtha meM eka ghar3I jIne kI bhI sattA nahIM hai| kauna-se sekanDa meM mara jAe~ge usakA bhI ThikAnA nahIM hai aura rupayoM kI ciMtA karate rahate haiN| are! kyA kabhI rupayoM kI ciMtA karanI cAhie? ___...usameM apanI hI bhUla eka baniye se brAhmaNa cAra sau rupaye mA~ga rahA thA, vaha z2abtI karane gyaa| to vaNika to cir3ha gayA, 'sAle! nAlAyakoM! aise bolatA jAtA thA aura vApasa kahatA ki, 'mere jaisA nAlAyaka koI hai hI nahIM na!' are, tU khuda ko gAliyA~ de rahA hai? brAhmaNa ko itanI sArI gAliyA~ dI aura phira bolatA kyA hai? 'mere jaisA nAlAyaka koI hai hI nhiiN|' rupaye nahIM die tabhI yaha dazA huI na! aisA kahatA jAtA aura vApasa brAhmaNa ko bhI nAlAyaka kahatA! are, ye kisa taraha ke iMsAna ho? ye to taraha-taraha kI khopar3iyA~ haiN| aba vaha usa brAhmaNa ko nAlAyaka kahatA hai, aura vApasa khuda apane lie bhI aisA hI kahatA hai| taba phira hameM ha~sanA hI AegA na?

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346 AptavANI-7 isa duniyA kA sAmanA to kaise kara sakeMge? isalie hamane to kyA kahA hai ki, 'bhugate usI kI bhuul|' apanI bhUla hai, aisA kaba patA calegA ki jaba hameM bhugatanA par3egA tb| yaha AsAna rAstA hai na? eka bhAI ne Apako DhAI sau rupaye nahIM die aura Apake DhAI sau rupaye DUba gae, usameM bhUla kisakI? ApakI hI na? bhugate usI kI bhuul| isa jJAna se dharma hogA, yAnI sAmanevAle para Aropa karanA, kaSAya karanA saba chUTa jaaegaa| ataH yaha 'bhugate usI kI bhUla' vaha to mokSa meM le jAe aisA hai! yaha to ekjekTa nikalA hai ki 'bhugate usI kI bhuul|'

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[23] rukAvaTa DAlane se DaleM aMtarAya upAdAna 'nizcaya' kA, AzIrvAda hai 'nimitta' praznakartA : mana meM nizcita kiyA hotA hai ki yaha kArya karanA hai aura vaha saphala nahIM ho rahA ho, phira bhI aMdara jo vilapAvara hai ki yaha kArya saphala hogA hI, to kyA vaha ThIka hai? dAdAzrI : hA~, vaha ThIka hai, vaha kAma hogA hii| kyoMki yadi vilapAvara hogI, to vaha kAma hogA hii| aura vilapAvara TUTa gaI to vaha kAma nahIM ho paaegaa| vilapAvara para se hama bhaviSya batA sakate haiM ki yaha kAma hogA yA nahIM hogaa| ataH jisa kAma ke lie vilapAvara nahIM ho to vaha kAma chor3a denA cAhie aura vilapAvara ho to vaha kAma pakar3akara rakhanA caahie| vaha kabhI na kabhI hogA hI! ApakI bhAvanA aura sAtha meM duA bhI cAhie, donoM sAtha meM hoMge to kAma hogaa| praznakartA : duA vilapAvara se Age nikala jAtI hai? dAdAzrI : hA~, lekina donoM sAtha meM caahie| vilapAvara nahIM hogI to duA kucha bhI kAma nahIM kregii| Apake vilapAvara aura 'yaha' duA, donoM mila jAe~ to kAma saphala hogaa| kisakI duA adhika pahu~catI hai? ki jise isa jagat kI koI bhI cIz2a nahIM cAhie, kisI cIz2a kI bhIkha nahIM ho, jise lakSmI kI bhIkha nahIM ho, viSaya kI bhIkha nahIM ho, mAna kI bhIkha

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348 AptavANI-7 nahIM ho, kIrti kI bhIkha nahIM ho, unakI duA pahu~catI hai| jaba taka mAna kI bhIkha hai, lakSmI kI bhIkha hai taba taka duA nahIM phuNctii| socane se Dale hue aMtarAya... praznakartA : jo kArya karate haiM usameM virodhI zakti AtI hai aura usa kArya ko rokatI hai, to aisA kyoM hotA hai? dAdAzrI : jo hameM sahI kArya karane meM rukAvaTa DAlatA hai, use aMtarAya karma kahate haiN| aisA hai, agara bAg2a meM jAte-jAte Uba jAe na, to eka dina maiM kaha detA hU~ ki, 'isa bAg2a meM kabhI bhI Ane jaisA hai hI nhiiN|' aura hameM yadi vahA~ para jAnA ho na, to hamArA hI kiyA huA ataMrAya vApasa sAmane AegA, to usa bAg2a meM nahIM jA paaeNge| ye jitane bhI aMtarAya haiM, ve saba apane hI khar3e kie hue haiN| bIca meM aura kisI kI daqhala nahIM hai| kisI jIva meM kisI jIva kI daqhala hai hI nahIM, khuda kI hI daqhaloM se yaha saba khar3A ho gayA hai| hama boleM ho ki, 'isa bAg2a meM Ane jaisA hai hI nhiiN|' aba phira vApasa vahA~ jAnA ho, usa dina phira hamArA jAne kA mana hI nahIM karegA, bAg2a ke phATaka taka jAkara vApasa AnA par3egA, isI ko kahate haiM aMtarAya karma! kyoMki daqhala kI ki aMtarAya ddlaa| bAMdrA kI khAr3I(muMbaI meM) ke pAsa khar3A rahe to durgadha AtI rahatI hai, kitanA hI bAg2a meM jAnA ho phira bhI bAg2a meM jA nahIM pAtA, usakA kyA kAraNa hai? ki khuda ne hI ataMrAya DAle haiM, ye bhogane ke aMtarAya DAle haiN| ve aMtarAya TUTeM, to kAma ho jaae| lekina aMtarAya TUTeMge kisa taraha? 'jAnA hai, lekina kyoM nahIM jA pAtA' aise hI socatA rahe na, to sabhI aMtarAya tor3a degaa| kyoMki vicAroM se aMtarAya par3e hai aura vicAra hI aMtarAya ko tor3ate haiN| 'jAe~ge, nahIM jAe~ge to kyA calA jAegA?' aise vicAroM se aMtarAya

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rukAvaTa DAlane se DaleM aMtarAya (23) 349 Dalate haiN| aura 'jAnA hI hai, kyoM nahIM jA sakatA?' una vicAroM se aMtarAya TUTate haiN| auroM ko rukAvaTa DAlane se DaleM aMtarAya rAjA kisI para khuza ho jAe to koSAdhyakSa se kahegA ki, 'ise eka hajAra rupaye de denaa|' taba vaha koSAdhyakSa sau detA hai| kucha jagahoM para to koSAdhyakSa ThAkura ko samajhA detA hai ki, 'isa vyakti meM kucha hai hI nahIM, yaha to saba galata hai|' jo dene ko taiyAra hai, use rokatA hai| taba usakA phala agale janma meM kyA AegA? use kabhI bhI paisA milegA hI nahIM, lAbhAMtarAya par3a jaaegaa| kisI ke lAbha meM Apane rukAvaTa DAlI ho to lAbhAMtarAya par3atA hai| usI taraha jisa-jisa meM Apa rukAvaTa DAlate ho, kisI ke sukha meM rukAvaTa DAlate ho, kisI ke viSayasukha meM rukAvaTa DAlate ho, jisa kisI cIz2a meM Apa rukAvaTa DAlate ho, to una sabhI meM Apako rukAvaTa AegI aura taba kyA kahoge ki, 'mujhe aMtarAya karma bAdhaka hai|' koI satsaMga meM Ane ke lie taiyAra ho aura Apa manA karo to Apako aMtarAya pdd'eNge| yAnI jisameM Apa rukAvaTa DAloge usakA phala Apako bhugatanA pdd'egaa| kucha koSAdhyakSa to aise aklamaMda hote haiM ki rAjA ko bakhzIza hI nahIM dene detaa| rAjA ko aisI salAha denI cAhie? phira kyA hotA hai? usane aMtarAya DAle, isalie usI ko aMtarAya Dala jAte haiM, phira use kisI jagaha para lAbha hI nahIM hotaa| kucha loga to, koI kisI garIba AdamI ko kucha de rahA ho to usase pahale hI vaha aMtarAya DAla detA hai| are, usameM kyoM daqhala karate ho? / Apake vahA~ birAdarI meM saba loga bhojana karane baiThe ho, unameM se eka vyakti kahe ki, 'ina cAra-pA~ca janoM ko bhojana ke lie biThA do,' aura yadi Apa manA karate ho na, to vaha Apa bhojana ke aMtarAya DAlate ho| usake bAda kisI jagaha para aisI muzkila meM, sacamuca meM muzkila meM A jAte ho| dUsaroM meM

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350 AptavANI-7 daqhala kI, tabhI gar3abar3a huI na! yAnI hameM itanA samajhanA cAhie ki, aMtarAya karma kisalie Ate haiM? yadi jAna leM to phira se aisA nahIM kareMge na? ye saba ApakI hI DAlI huI rukAvaTeM haiN| jo hai vaha ApakI hI z2immedArI para kiyA huA hai| khuda kI hI z2immedArI para karanA hai, isalie samajha-bUjhakara krnaa| praznakartA : aisA bhI hotA hai na, ki rAjA ne to kahA ki haz2Ara de denA, lekina tijorI kI khabara to koSAdhyakSa ko hI hotI hai na? dAdAzrI : hA~, lekina yadi rAjA ke hita ke lie kara rahA ho to bAta alaga hai, lekina yaha to use burI Adata hI paDa cukI hotI hai| usase dekhA hI nahIM jaataa| 'mujhe to tanaqhvAha hI haz2Ara rupaye milatI hai aura ina logoM ko kyoM yoM hI de dete haiM?' usase dekhA nahIM jaataa| 'dUsaroM ko kyoM de dete haiM, mujhe do na!' aisA Apake dekhane meM nahIM AyA? praznakartA : yadi koSAdhyakSa jAnatA hai ki tijorI meM sau hI rupaye haiM, to usakA doSa hai yA nahIM? dAdAzrI : nahIM, taba doSa nahIM hai| lekina phira bhI use rAjA sAhaba se vinatI karanI cAhie ki, 'rAjA sAhaba, apanI tijorI meM kucha nahIM hai|' lekina yaha to, hote haiM phira bhI aMtarAya DAlatA hai| ghara meM yadi baccA kucha de rahA ho, phira bhI Apa manA kara dete ho ki, 'nahIM dene haiN|' to usa bacce ko aMtarAya karma nahIM hai, lekina Apako to aMtarAya karma ddlaa| yaha to aMtarAya karma bAdhaka hai, nahIM to jahA~ para AtmA prApta huA ho vahA~ para hara eka cIz2a hotI hai| jo jo socI ho, vaha cIz2a hAz2ira hI hotI hai, lekina yaha to saba jagaha khuda ne hI aMtarAya DAle haiM, usI ke kAraNa saba rukA huA hai! jahA~ AtmA ho, vahA~ para usakI icchAnusAra saba taiyAra hI rahatA hai|

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rukAvaTa DAlane se DaleM aMtarAya (23) 351 AtmA to bhagavAna haiM, vaha koI aisI-vaisI bAta hai? lekina hamane khuda ne aMtarAya DAle haiM to kyA ho? hameM to itanA hI samajhanA cAhie ki bhAI, yaha ataMrAya karma kyoM rukAvaTa DAla rahe haiM? ye loga nahIM kahate ki 'mujhe to aMtarAya rukAvaTa DAlate haiM?' are! lekina kyoM? yadi jAna jAe~ to phira vApasa aisA nahIM kareMge kitanI bar3I bhUla! kisa taraha samajha meM Ae? kitane sAre aMtarAya DAle haiM jIva ne! ye 'jJAnIpuruSa' haiM, hAtha meM mokSa dete haiM, ciMtA rahita sthiti banA dete haiM, phira bhI aMtarAya kitane sAre haiM ki use vastu kI prApti hI nahIM hotI! bhagavAna to ye rhe| maiM Apake bhItara dekha rahA hU~, lekina Apako nahIM dikhte| bhagavAna kahA~ dUra gae haiM? lekina huA kyA hai? ki bIca meM jo aMtarAya par3e hue haiM, ve khuda ko kisa taraha dikheMge aba? ve aMtarAya khuda ne hI DAle haiN| kyA kahatA hai ki, 'maiM caMdUbhAI huuN|' taba bhagavAna kyA kahate haiM ki, 'acchaa| taba jitanA bole utanI hI Apako rukAvaTeM aaeNgii|' aba ve rukAvaTeM Apako hI haTAnI pdd'eNgii| lekina vaha phira apane Apa nahIM haTeMgI, vaha to jaba 'jJAnIpuruSa' mileM aura ve haTA deM, taba haTeMgI! jaya saccidAnaMda

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mUla gujarAtI zabdoM ke samAnArthI zabda kalpa : kAlacakra UparI : baoNsa, variSTha mAlika ajaMpA : becainI, azAMti, ghabarAhaTa kar3hApA : kur3hana, kleza upAdhi : bAhara se AnevAle duHkha aTakaNa :: jo baMdhanarUpa ho jAe, Age nahIM bar3hane de potApaj : maiM hU~ aura merA hai, aisA aaropnn| merApana noMdha :: dveSasahita laMbe samaya taka yAda rakhanA nikAla :: nipaTArA pUraNa : cArja honA, bharanA galana : DiscArja honA, khAlI honA pudgala : jo pUraNa aura galana hotA hai bhogavaTA : sukha yA duHkha kA asara aNahakka : binA haqa kA silaka : jamApU~jI lAgaNI : bhAvukatAvAlA prema, lagAva oNna : mUla qImata se z2yAdA meM becanA bAkhar3I bA~dhanA : lar3ane ke lie taiyAra ho jAnA budhe nAra pAMsarI : patnI ko dhamakAkara, mArapITakara hI vaza meM rakhA jA sakatA hai DAhyA ne DAma : aklamaMda ko saz2A aura pAgala ko gA~va ane gAMDA ne gAma

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nau kalameM 1. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mujhe kisI bhI dehadhArI jIvAtmA kA kiMcitmAtra bhI aham na dubhe (du:khe), na dubhAyA (du:khAyA) jAye yA dubhAne (duHkhAne) ke prati anumodanA na kI jAye, aisI parama zakti do| mujhe kisI dehadhArI jIvAtmA kA kiMcitmAtra bhI aham na dubhe, aisI syAvAda vANI, syAvAda vartana aura syAdvAda manana karane kI parama zakti do| 2. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mujhe kisI bhI dharma kA kiMcitmAtra bhI pramANa na dubhe, na dubhAyA jAye yA dubhAne ke prati anumodanA na kI jAye, aisI parama zakti do| mujhe kisI bhI dharma kA kiMcitmAtra bhI pramANa na dubhAyA jAye aisI syAvAda vANI, syAvAda vartana aura syAdvAda manana karane kI parama zakti do| 3. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mujhe kisI bhI dehadhArI upadezaka sAdhu, sAdhvI yA AcArya kA avarNavAda, aparAdha, avinaya na karane kI parama zakti do| 4. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mujhe kisI bhI dehadhArI jIvAtmA ke prati kiMcitmAtra bhI abhAva, tiraskAra kabhI bhI na kiyA jAye, na karavAyA jAye yA kartA ke prati na anumodita kiyA jAye, aisI parama zakti do| 5. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mujhe kisI bhI dehadhArI jIvAtmA ke sAtha kabhI bhI kaThora bhASA, taMtIlI bhASA na bolI jAye, na bulavAI jAye yA bolane ke prati anumodanA na kI jAye, aisI parama zakti do| koI kaThora bhASA, taMtIlI bhASA boleM to mujhe mRdu-Rju bhASA bolane kI zakti do / 6. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mujhe kisI bhI dehadhArI jIvAtmA ke prati strI, puruSa yA napuMsaka, koI bhI liMgadhArI ho, to usake saMbaMdha meM kiciMtmAtra bhI viSaya-vikAra saMbaMdhI doSa, icchAe~, ceSTAe~ yA vicAra saMbaMdhI doSa na kiye jAyeM, na karavAye jAyeM yA kartA ke prati anumodanA na kI jAye, aisI parama zakti do| mujhe niraMtara nirvikAra rahane kI parama zakti do|

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7. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mujhe kisI bhI rasa meM lubdhatA na ho aisI zakti do| samarasI AhAra lene kI parama zakti do| 8. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mujhe kisI bhI dehadhArI jIvAtmA kA pratyakSa athavA parokSa, jIvita athavA mRta, kisI kA kiMcitmAtra bhI avarNavAda, aparAdha, avinaya na kiyA jAye, na karavAyA jAye yA kartA ke prati anumodanA na kI jAyeM, aisI parama zakti do| 9. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mujhe jagata kalyANa karane meM nimitta banane kI parama zakti do, zakti do, zakti do| (itanA Apa dAdA bhagavAna se mA~gA kreN| yaha pratidina yaMtravat par3hane kI cIz2a nahIM hai, hRdaya meM rakhane kI cIz2a hai| yaha pratidina upayogapUrvaka bhAvanA karane kI cIz2a hai| itane pATha meM samasta zAstroM kA sAra A jAtA hai|) zuddhAtmA ke prati prArthanA (pratidina eka bAra boleM) he aMtaryAmI paramAtmA! Apa pratyeka jIvamAtra meM birAjamAna ho, vaise hI mujha meM bhI birAjamAna ho| ApakA svarUpa hI merA svarUpa hai| merA svarUpa zuddhAtmA hai| he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna! maiM Apako abheda bhAva se atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karatA huuN| ajJAnatAvaza maiMne jo jo ** doSa kiye haiM, una sabhI doSoM ko Apake samakSa jAhira karatA huuN| unakA hRdayapUrvaka bahuta pazcAtApa karatA hU~ aura Apase kSamA yAcanA karatA huuN| he prabhu ! mujhe kSamA karo, kSamA karo, kSamA karo aura phira se aise doSa nahIM karU~, aisI Apa mujhe zakti do, zakti do, zakti do| he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna ! Apa aisI kRpA karo ki hameM bhedabhAva chUTa jAye aura abheda svarUpa prApta ho| hama Apa meM abheda svarUpa se tanmayAkAra rheN| ** jo jo doSa hue hoM, ve mana meM z2Ahira kreN|

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(dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana ke dvArA prakAzita pustakeM hindI 1. jJAnI puruSa kI pahacAna 23. prema 2. sarva duHkhoM se mukti 24. ahiMsA 3. karma kA siddhAMta 25. pratikramaNa (saM.) 4. Atmabodha 26. pApa-puNya 5. aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa 27. karma kA vijJAna 6. jagata kartA kauna ? 28. camatkAra 7. bhugate usI kI bhUla 29. vANI, vyavahAra meM... 8. eDajasTa evarIvheyara 30. paisoM kA vyavahAra (saM.) 9. TakarAva TAlie 31. pati-patnI kA divya vyavahAra (saM.) 10. huA so nyAya 32. mAtA-pitA aura baccoM kA vyavahAra (saM) 11. ciMtA 33. samajha se prApta brahmacarya (saM.) 12. krodha 34. nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa 13. maiM kauna hU~? 35. kleza rahita jIvana 14. vartamAna tIrthakara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 36. samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) 15. mAnava dharma 37. guru-ziSya 16. sevA-paropakAra 38. AptavANI - 1 17. trimaMtra 39. AptavANI - 3 18. bhAvanA se sudhare janmojanma 40. AptavANI - 4 19. dAna 41. AptavANI - 5 20. matya samaya, pahale aura pazcAta 42. AptavANI - 6 21. dAdA bhagavAna kauna? 43. AptavANI - 7 22. satya-asatya ke rahasya 44. AptavANI - 8 dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana ke dvArA gujarAtI bhASA meM bhI kaI pustakeM prakAzita huI hai| vebasAiTa www.dadabhagwan.org para se bhI Apa ye sabhI pustakeM prApta kara sakate haiN| * dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana ke dvArA hara mahIne hindI, gujarAtI tathA aMgrejI bhASA meM "dAdAvANI" maigez2Ina prakAzita hotA hai|

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jagat kalyANI AptavANI niraMtara, subaha dAtuna karate samaya bhI yaha (TeparikaoNrDara) rakhA jAtA hai| eka zabda nikale, use bhI ye loga chor3ate nahIM haiN| aura phira pustakeM chapatI haiM una para se| inheM par3heMge to kalyANa ho jaaegaa| isa vANI ko par3hate hI dila meM ThaMDaka ho jaaegii| yaha isa kAla kA sabase bar3A Azcarya hai! amerikA meM to loga AfarIna ho gae isa AptavANI ko pddh'kr| jagat ke lie bahuta kalyANakArI hai na!, jagat ke lie hitakArI hai na! pUre jagat kA kacarA nikAla de aisI vANI hai yh| - dAdAzrI AtmavijJAnI 'e. ema. paTela' ke bhItara prakaTa hue dAdA bhagavAnanA asIma jaya jayakAra ho Printed in India dadabhagwan.org MRP 100