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________________ pataMjali yoga sUtra (bhAga-5) ozo dharma koI ahaMkAra kA khela nahIM hai| tuma koI ahaMkAra kI khoja meM saMlagna nahIM ho, balki tuma to samagra ko upalabdha karane kA prayAsa kara rahe ho, aura samagra tabhI saMbhava ho pAtA hai jaba ahaMkAra ke kheloM ke sAre prakAra chor3a aura tyAga die jAeM, jaba tuma na baco, basa paramAtmA rhe| maiM tumheM eka prasiddha sUphI kahAnI 'pavitra chAyA' sunAtA huuN| eka bAra kI barti- hai, eka itanA bhalA phakIra thA ki svarga se devadUta yaha dekhane Ate the ki kisa prakAra .e eka vyakti itanA devatulya bhI ho sakatA hai| yaha phakIra apane dainika jIvana meM, binA isa bAta ko jAne, sadaguNoM ko isa prakAra se bikheratA thA jaise sitAre prakAza aura phUla sugaMdha phailAte haiN| usake dina ko do zabdoM meM batAyA jA sakatA thA-bAMToM aura kSamA karo-phira bhI ye zabda kabhI usake hoMThoM para nahIM aae| ve usakI sahaja muskAna, usakI dayAlutA, sahanazIlatA aura sevA se abhivyakta hote the| devadUtoM meM paramAtmA se kahA : prabhu, use camatkAra kara pAne kI bheMTa deN| paramAtmA ne uttara diyA, usase pacho vaha kyA cAhatA hai| unhoMne phakIra se pUchA, kyA Apa cAheMge ki Apake chUne bhara se hI rogI svastha ho jaae| nahIM, phakIra ne uttara diyA, balki maiM to cAhaMgA paramAtmA hI ise kreN| kyA Apa doSI AtmAoM ko parivartita karanA aura rAha bhaTake diloM ko sacce rAste para lAnA pasaMda kareMge?
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________________ nahIM, yaha to devadUtoM kA kArya hai, yaha merA kArya nahIM ki kisI ko parivartita kruuN| kyA Apa dhairya kA pratirUpa bana kara logoM ko apane sadagaNoM ke Aloka se AkarSita karate hae aura isa prakAra paramAtmA kA mahimA maMDana karanA cAheMge? nahIM, phakIra ne kahA, yadi loga merI ora AkarSita hoMge to ve paramAtmA se vimukha hone lgeNge| taba ApakI kyA abhilASA hai? devadUtoM ne puuchaa| maiM kisa bAta kI abhilASA karUM? muskurAte hue phakIra ne pUchA, yaha ki paramAtmA mujhe apanA AzISa pradAna kare, kyA isase hI mujhako saba kucha nahIM mila jAegA? devadUtoM ne kahA. Apako camatkAra mAMganA cAhie yA kisI camatkAra kI sAmarthya Apako balapUrvaka de dI jaaegii| bahata acchA, phakIra bolA, yaha ki maiM bhalAI ke mahat kArya unheM jAne binA kara skuu| aba devadUta parezAnI meM par3a ge| unhoMne Apasa meM vicAra-vimarza kiyA aura isa yojanA ko sunizcita kara diyaa| phakIra kI chAyA bhale hI usase pIche par3e yA kisI eka ora par3e, jisa ora bhI DegI usa ko roga-makta karane kI, darda ko miTAne kI aura pIDA ko harane kI kSamatA pradAna kara dI gaI, jisase ki vaha ise jAna hI na ske| jaba bhI vaha phakIra rAste se gujaratA, usakI chAyA yA to usake eka tarapha par3atI yA pIche par3atI to usase sUkhe rAste hariyAlI se bhara jAte, idhara udhara ke vRkSa puSpita ho jAte, sUkhe jala srotoM meM pAnI kI svaccha dhAra bahane lagatI, baccoM ke murajhAe hue cehare khila uThate, aura dukhI strI-puruSa harSita ho utthte| lekina vaha phakIra to basa apane dainika jIvana meM vaise hI sadaguNoM ko bikheratA rahA-jaise ki sitAre prakAza aura phUla sugaMdha bikherate haiM, use patA hI na lgtaa| loga usakI vinamratA kA sammAna karate hae zAMtipUrvaka usake pIche calate, ve usase kabhI usake camatkAroM kA ullekha bhI na krte| jaldI hI ve rAsakA nAma bhI bhUla gae aura unhoMne usako 'pavitra chAyA' nAma de diyaa| ozo
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________________ pravacana 81 - paMcabhUtoM para Adhipatya yoga-sUtra: (vibhutipAda) bahirakalpitA vRttirmahAvidehA tata: prakAzAvaraNakSaya://44// cetanA ke AyAma ko saMsparzita karane kI zakti manasa zarIra ke pare hai, ata: akalpanIya hai, mahAvideha kahalAtI hai.|...is zakti ke dvArA prakAza para chAyA huA AvaraNa haTa jAtA hai| sthUla svruupsvaanvyaarthvtvsNymaaksjyH|| 45 / / unake sthUla, satata, sUkSma, sarvavyApI aura kriyAzIla svarUpa para saMpanna huA saMyama, paMcabhUtoM, pA~ca tatvoM para Adhipatya le AtA hai| tatouNimAdiprAdurbhAva: kaaysNpttddhrmaanaabhidhaatshc|| 46 / / isake uparAMta aNimA Adi, deha kI saMpUrNatA aura deha ko bAdhita karane vAle tatvoM ke nirmalana kI upalabdhi prApta hotI hai| rUpAlAvaNyavalavajrasaMhananatvAni kaaysNpt|| 47 / / sauMdarya, lAvaNya, zakti aura vajra sI kaThoratA, ye sabhI mila kara saMpUrNa deha kA nirmANa karatI hai|
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________________ pataMjali kA yoga-satra koI dArzanika vyavasthA nahIM hai| yaha anubhavAtmaka hai| yaha eka upakaraNa hai, jisase kucha kiyA jAnA hai| lekina phira bhI isameM eka darzana samAhita hai| yaha bhI tumheM isa bAta kI bauddhika samajha dene ke lie ki tuma kahA jA rahe ho, kyA khoja rahe ho| yaha darzana prayoga karane jaisA hai, upayogI hai, isase usa kSetra kA jisakI sImAoM kA tama anveSaNa karane jA rahe ho saMpUrNa citra khiMca jAtA hai| lekina isa darzana ko samajhanA pdd'egaa| pataMjali ke darzana ke bAre meM pahalI bAta, manuSya ke vyaktitva ko ve pAMca bIjoM, pAMca zarIroM meM bAMTate haiN| unakA kahanA hai ki tumhAre pAsa sirpha eka zarIra hI nahIM hai; tumhAre pAsa parta dara parta deheM haiM; ve pAMca haiN| pahale zarIra ko ve 'annamaya koSa', bhojana-kAyA, pArthiva deha kahate haiN| jo pRthvI se banI hai aura lagAtAra bhojana dvArA poSita hotI rahatI hai| bhojana pRthvI se milatA hai| yadi tuma bhojana karanA chor3a do to tumhArA annamaya koSa kSINa hone lgegaa| ata: vyakti ko isa bAta ke prati bahuta sajaga rahanA par3atA hai ki vaha kyA khA rahA hai, kyoMki usakA nirmANa isI se ho rahA hai, aura yaha use lAkhoM DhaMga se prabhAvita karatA hai, kyoMki dera-abera tumhArA bhojana mAtra khAdya sAmagrI hI nahIM rahatA, yaha tumhArA rakta, tumhArI asthiyAM, tumhArI mAMsa-majjA bana jAtA hai| yaha tumhAre astitva meM pravAhita hokara tumheM prabhAvita karatA hai| ata: bhojana kI zuddhatA eka parizuddha annamaya koSa, eka zuddha bhojana-kAyA nirmita karatI hai| aura agara pahalA zarIra zuddha hai, halakA hai, nirbhAra hai, to hI dUsare zarIra meM praveza karanA sugama ho jAtA hai| anyathA yaha kaThina hogA, tuma bojhila hote ho| kyA tumane kabhI isa bAta para gaura kiyA hai ki ro bhojana kiyA ho, to turaMta hI tamheM eka Alasya kI anubhUti, eka nIMda sI mahasUsa hone lagatI hai| tumhArA mana so jAne kI mAMga karane lagatA hai, turaMta hI jAgarUkatA khone lagatI hai| jaba pahalA zarIra bojhila ho to tIkSNa bodha kA jAganA kaThina ho jAtA hai| ata: sabhI dharmoM meM anAhAra itanA mahatvapUrNa ho gayA hai| lekina anAhAra kA vijJAna hai aura ise mUDhatApUrvaka nahIM apanAyA jAnA caahie| abhI usa rAta ko hI eka saMnyAsinI mujhase kaha rahI thIM ki vaha upavAsa karatI rahI hai aura usakA sArA zarIra, samagra astitva, astavyasta, pUrNata: avyavasthita ho gayA hai| aba usakA peTa ThIka DhaMga se kArya nahIM kara rahA hai| aura jaba AmAzaya ThIka se kArya na kara pA rahA ho to sArA zarIra kamajora ho jAtA hai| jIvaMtatA kSINa hone lagatI hai aura tuma jiMdA nahIM raha paate| tuma dhIre-dhIre asaMvedanazIla aura aMtataH mRta ho jAte ho| lekina anAhAra mahatvapUrNa hai| jaba koI annamaya koSa kI kriyA vidhi ko samajha cukA ho, to hI isako atyadhika sAvadhAnI pUrvaka apanAyA jAnA caahie| isako kisI aise vyakti ke dizA nirdezana
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________________ meM, jo apane annamaya koSa ke sAre AyAmoM meM gatimAna ho cukA ho, na sirpha gatimAna varana vaha usake pAra bhI jA cukA ho, aura jo annamaya koSa ko eka sAkSI kI bhAMti dekha sakatA ho, ke ucita mArga-nirdezana meM kiyA jAnA caahie| anyathA anAhAra ghAtaka ho sakatA hai| isake bAda bhojana kI ucita mAtrA aura ucita guNavattA kA anupAlana karanA hotA hai| phira anAhAra kI jarUrata nahIM rhtii| phira bhI annamaya koSa mahatvapUrNa hai, kyoMki yaha tumhArA pahalA zarIra hai| aura adhikatara loga apane pahale zarIra se itane cipake hote haiM ki kabhI dUsare kI ora gatimAna nahIM hote| lAkhoM logoM ko isa bAta kA bodha hI nahIM hai ki unake pAsa pahale ke pIche chipA huA eka gaharA zarIra eka dUsarI deha bhI hai| pahalI parta bahuta sthUla hai| dUsare zarIra ko pataMjali 'prANamaya koSa', UrjA-zarIra, vidyuta-kAyA kahate haiN| dUsarA vidyuta kSetroM se banA hai| isI zarIra para ekyupaMkcara kArya karatA hai| dUsarA zarIra pahale se adhika sUkSma hai| aura jo loga pahale se dUsare kI ora bar3hane lagate haiM ve atyadhika AkarSaka, cuMbakIya, sammohaka aura UrjA-puMja bana jAte haiN| yadi tuma unake pAsa jAoge to sphUrti aura jIvaMtatA mahasUsa kroge| yadi tuma aise vyakti ke pAsa jAte ho jo sirpha apane anna-zarIra meM jI rahA hai, to tuma riktatA anubhava karoge, vaha tumheM sokha legaa| aneka bAra tuma aise logoM ke saMparka meM Ate ho aura yaha mahasUsa karate ho ki ve tumheM sokhate haiN| jaba ve haTa jAte haiM to tumheM khAlIpana kA, riktatA kA ahasAsa hotA hai, jaise ki kisI ne UrjA ko zoSita kara liyA ho| pahalA zarIra zoSaka hai, aura yaha bahuta sthUla bhI hai| yadi tuma anna-zarIra unmukha logoM ke sAtha bahuta adhika rahate ho, to tuma sadA bojhilatA, tanAva, Uba, nIMda aura UrjA vihInatA kA anubhava karoge, sadA apanI UrjA ke nicale pAyadAna para rahoge aura uccatara vikAsa meM lagAne ke lie tumhAre pAsa koI UrjA nahIM bcegii| isa prakAra kA, pahale prakAra kA, annamaya koSa unmukha vyakti khAne ke lie jItA hai-vaha khAtA hai aura khAtA hai aura khAe calA jAtA hai| aura yahI usakA saMpUrNa jIvana hai| eka artha meM vaha bacakAnA rahatA hai| saMsAra meM Akara jo sabase pahalA kAma karatA hai vaha hai havA khIMcanA aura dUdha anaa| bacce ko saMsAra meM Akara pahalA kArya bhojana-kAyA kI sahAyatA kA karanA par3atA hai, aura yadi koI bhojana se Asakta rahatA hai, to vaha bacakAnA banA rahatA hai| usake vikAsa meM bAdhA AtI hai| yaha dasarA zarIra, prANamaya koSa, tamheM naI svataMtratA detA hai, tamheM jyAdA AkAza detA hai| dasarA za pahale se. bar3A hai, yaha tumhAre bhautika zarIra taka hI sImita nahIM hai| yaha bhautika zarIra ke aMdara hai aura yahI bhautika zarIra ke bAhara hai| yaha sUkSma vAyu kI, UrjA-maMDala kI bhAMti tumheM ghere hue hai| aba to unhoMne soviyata rUsa meM yaha khojA hai ki isa UrjA-zarIra ke citra lie jA sakate haiN| ve ise bAyo
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________________ plAjmA kahate haiM, lekina isakA sahI abhiprAya hai, prANa isa UrjA elAna vAiTala, yA jise tAovAdI 'cI' kahate haiM, kA aba citra khIMcA jA sakatA hai| aba yaha karIba-karIba vaijJAnika bAta hai| aura soviyata rUsa meM eka bar3A aviSkAra kiyA gayA hai, vaha yaha ki isa ke pUrva tumhArA bhautika zarIra kisI roga se pIr3ita ho, UrjA zarIra isase chaha mAha pUrva hI pIr3ita ho jAtA hai| phira yahI bhautika zarIra ko ghaTatA hai| yadi tumheM TIbI yA kaiMsara yA koI aura bImArI hone vAlI ho to tumhAre UrjA zarIra meM chaha mAha pUrva se isake lakSaNa dikhane lagate haiN| bhautika zarIra kA koI parIkSaNa, koI jAMca kucha nahIM darzAtA hai, lekina vidyuta zarIra ise dikhAne lagatA hai| pahale yaha prANamaya koSa meM prakaTa hotA hai, tabhI yaha annamaya koSa meM praviSTa hotA hai| ata: aba ve kahane lagate haiM ki bImAra par3ane se pUrva hI kisI vyakti kA ilAja karanA saMbhava hai| yadi aisA saMbhava ho gayA to mAnava-jAti rogI nahIM hogii| isake pahale ki tuma apanI bImArI ke bAre meM jAno, kiraliyAna vidhi dvArA lie gae tumhAre phoTo batA deMge ki tumhAre bhautika zarIra ko koI bImArI hone vAlI hai| ise prANamaya koSa meM hI rokA jA sakatA hai| yahI kAraNa hai ki yoga meM zvasana kI zuddhatA para itanA jyAdA jora diyA jAtA hai| kyoMki prANamaya koSa eka sUkSma UrjA se nirmita hai jo zvAsa ke sAtha tumhAre zarIra ke bhItara saMcArita hotI hai| yadi tuma ThIka se zvAsa lete ho to tumhArA prANamaya koSa svastha, samagra aura jIvaMta rahatA hai| aisA vyakti kabhI thakAna anubhava nahIM karatA, vaha sadA kucha bhI karane ko tatpara rahatA hai, aisA vyakti sadA pratisaMvedI rahatA hai, sadA hI vartamAna pala kI pratisavedanA hetu isa kSaNa kI cunautI svIkArane ke lie taiyAra rahatA hai| vaha sadA taiyAra hai| tuma use kisI bhI kSaNa binA taiyArI ke nahIM paaoge| aisA nahIM hai ki vaha bhaviSya kI yojanA banAtA hai, nahIM, balki usake pAsa itanI UrjA hai ki jo kucha bhI ho ha pratisavedanA hetu taiyAra hai| usake pAsa UrjA kA atireka hotA hai| tAI cI prANamaya koSa para kArya karatA hai| prANAyAma prANamaya koSa para kArya karatA hai| aura yadi tuma jAnate ho ki prAkRtika rUpa se zvAsa kaise lI jAe, to tuma apane dUsare zarIra taka vikasita ho jAoge aura dUsarA zarIra pahale zarIra se adhika tAkatavara hai aura dUsarA zarIra pahale zarIra kI tulanA meM jyAdA dina jIvita rahatA hai| jaba koI maratA hai to lagabhaga tIna dina taka tuma usakA bAyo- plAjmA dekha sakate ho kabhI kabhI ise galatI se usakA bhUta samajha liyA jAtA hai| bhautika zarIra mara jAtA hai, lekina UrjA zarIra satata gatizIla rahatA hai| aura jina logoM ne mRtyu ke bAre meM gahare prayoga kie haiM, ve kahate haiM ki jo vyakti mara gayA hai use yaha vizvAsa karane meM ki vaha mara gayA hai, tIna dina taka bahuta kaThinAI hotI hai, kyoMki vahI rUpa pahale se jyAdA jIvaMta, pahale se jyAdA svastha, pahale se jyAdA suMdara usake caturdika hotA hai| yaha isa para nirbhara hai ki tumhAre pAsa kitanA bar3A bAyoplAjmA hai, yaha teraha dina yA aura jyAdA bhI astitva meM raha sakatA hai|
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________________ yogiyoM kI samAdhiyoM ke Asa-pAsa... bhArata meM jinhoMne samAdhi upalabdha kara lI hai unake zarIra ko chor3a kara hama sabhI ke zarIra jalA dete haiN| hama eka nizcita kAraNa se unakA zarIra nahIM jlaate| jaba zarIra ko jalA diyA jAtA hai to bAyo plAjmA pRthvI se dUra jAne lagatA hai| tuma ise kucha dina anubhava kara sakate ho, lekina phira yaha brahmAMDa meM vilIna ho jAtA hai| lekina yadi bhautika zarIra bacA huA ho to bAyo plAjmA isase jur3A raha sakatA hai aura aise vyakti kA jo samAdhi ko upalabdha kara cukA hai, jo sabuddha ho cukA hai, yadi usakA bAyoplAjmA usakI samAdhi ke Asa-pAsa raha . sake, to isase bahuta se vyakti lAbhAnvita hoNge| isI bhAMti kaI logoM ne apane guru ko dehatyAga ke bAda sAkAra dekhA hai| - araviMda Azrama meM, araviMda ke zarIra ko vinaSTa nahIM kiyA gayA, jalAyA nahIM gayA, samAdhi meM rakhA gayA hai| kaI logoM kA anubhava hai ki jaise unhoMne araviMda ko isake Asa-pAsa dekhA hai yA kabhIkabhI unhoMne, araviMda jisa prakAra calA karate the, vaisI hI padacApa sunI hai aura kabhI-kabhI ve unake sammukha A khar3e hote haiN| ye araviMda nahIM haiM, yaha bAyoplAjmA hai| araviMda to jA cuke, lekina bAyoplAjmA, prANamaya koSa, sadiyoM taka banA raha sakatA hai| yadi koI vyakti apane prANamaya koSa ke sAtha saca meM hI layabaddha thA, to yaha banA raha sakatA hai| yaha apanA nijI astitva banAe rakha sakatA hai| svAbhAvika zvasana kriyA samajha lenI caahie| choTe baccoM ko dekho, ve svAbhAvika DhaMga se zvAsa lete haiN| yahI kAraNa hai ki ve UrjA se itane bharapUra hote haiN| mAM-bApa thaka jAte hai, paraMtu ve nahIM thkte| - - eka baccA dUsare bacce se kaha rahA thA, mujhameM itanI UrjA hai ki mere jUte sAta dina meM hI phaTa jAte haiN| dUsarA bolA yaha to kucha bhI nahIM, mere aMdara itanI UrjA hai ki mere kapar3e tIna dina meM pahanane : lAyaka nahIM rahate haiN| tIsare ne kahAM. yaha bhI kucha nahIM hai, maiM to UrjA se itanA otaprota hUM ki eka ghaMTe meM hI mere mAtApitA hatAza ho jAte haiN| amarIkA meM unhoMne eka aisA prayoga kiyA ki eka atyAMdhika UrjAvAna vyakti, jisakI pahalavAna jaisI deha thI aura jo bahuta zaktizAlI thA, se eka choTe se bacce kI nakala karane ko aura usakA anusaraNa karane ko kahA gyaa| jo kucha bhI baccA kare, pahalavAna ko vahI karanA thA, basa ATha ghaMTe taka usakI nakala utAranA thaa| cAra ghaMTe meM hI pahalavAna kI hAlata patalI ho gaI, vaha thaka kara gira par3A, kyoMki bacce ne isakA bahuta AnaMda liyA aura usane, uchalanA, kUdanA, cIkhanA, cillAnA zurU kara diyaa| aura pahalavAna ko to usakI nakala karanA hI thaa| pahalavAna zithila par3a gayA, vaha bolA, vaha mujhe mAra hI DAlegA, ATha ghaMTe? maiM nahIM barka aba maiM aura kucha nahIM kara sktaa| vaha eka mahAna mukkebAja thA, lekina mukkebAjI eka alaga bAta hai tuma eka bacce se mukAbalA nahIM kara skte|
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________________ yaha UrjA kahAM se AtI hai? yaha prANamaya koSa se AtI hai| baccA svAbhAvika DhaMga se zvAsa letA hai, to nisaMdeha adhika prANa bhItara letA hai, jyAdA cI usameM jAtI hai, aura yaha usake udara meM ekatrita ho jAtI hai| udara saMcaya kA sthAna hai, kuMDa hai| bacce kA nirIkSaNa karo yahI hai zvAsa lene kA ucita DhaMga / jaba eka baccA zvAsa letA hai, usakA vakSa pUrNataH aprabhAvita rahatA hai| usakA udara Upara aura nIce hotA hai| vaha to jaise peTa se hI zvAsa letA hai| sAre baccoM kA eka alaga sA peTa hotA hai; aisA peTa unake zvAsa lene ke DhaMga aura UrjA ke kuMDa ke kAraNa hotA hai| zvAsa lene kA ucita DhaMga yahI hai yAda rakho, apanA vakSa bahuta jyAdA upayoga meM nahIM lAnA hai| kabhI kabhAra ApAtakAla meM yaha istemAla kiyA jA sakatA hai| tuma apanI jAna bacAne ko daur3a rahe ho, taba sIne kA prayoga kiyA jA sakatA hai| yaha ApAtakAlIna upAya hai jaba tuma uthalI, teja zvAsa le sakate ho aura daur3a sakate ho| lekina sAmAnyataH to chAtI kA prayoga nahIM kiyA jAnA caahie| aura eka bAta yAda rakhanI hai, chAtI kA upayoga ApAta sthiti meM hI kiyA jAnA cAhie, kyoMki ApAta sthiti meM svAbhAvika zvAsa calanA kaThina hai, kyoMki yadi tuma svAbhAvika zvAsa lete rahe to tumameM itanI thiratA aura zAMti rahegI ki na tuma daur3a sakoge, na tuma lar3a skoge| tuma itane vizrAMta aura akhaMDa hoge, buddha kI bhAMti, aura ApAta sthiti meM- jaise ghara meM Aga lagI ho / yadi tuma svAbhAvika DhaMga se zvAsa lete rahe, to tuma kucha bhI bacA nahIM paaoge| yA jaMgala meM koI cItA tuma para chalAMga lagA de aura tuma svAbhAvika DhaMga se svAsa lete rahe, to tumheM koI ciMtA hI na hogii| tuma kahoge, 'ThIka hai, vaha jo karanA cAhatA hai karane do| tuma apane ko bacAne lAyaka bhI na rahoge / ata: prakRti ne eka ApAta upAya diyA hai, chAtI kA prayoga ApAta vidhi hai| jaba koI cItA tuma para hamalA kare to tumheM svAbhAvika zvasana kriyA chor3anI par3egI, aura tumheM chAtI se zvAsa lenI pdd'egii| taba tumhAre pAsa daur3ane, saMgharSa karane yA UrjA ke tvarita upayoga kI adhika kSamatA ho jAtI hai| aura ApAtakAlIna paristhitiyoM meM kevala do vikalpa hote haiM, bhAgo yA ldd'o| donoM ke lie bar3I satahI lekina saghana UrjA kI, UparI, lekina halacala bharI, tanAva pUrNa sthiti kI jarUrata hotI hai| aba agara tuma chAtI se hI zvAsa liyA karate ho, tumhAre mana meM aneka tanAva Ane lgeNge| yadi tuma lagAtAra chAtI se hI zvAsa lete ho to tuma sadA bhayabhIta rhoge| kyoMki chAtI se zvAsa lenA sirpha bhayaMkArI paristhitiyoM ke lie hai aura agara tumane ise Adata banA liyA hai to tuma lagAtAra, bhayabhIta, tanAvagrasta, sadA bhAgane ko Atura rhoge| kahIM zatru nahIM hai, lekina tuma zatru ke vahAM hone kI kalpanA kara loge| isI bhAMti vibhrAmakatA nirmita hotI hai| pazcima meM bhI kucha logoM ne alekz2eMDara, lAvena yA dUsare jIva UrjA vAle logoM ne, jo jIva UrjA para kArya kara rahe haiM, isa ghaTanA ko dekhA hai| yaha UrjA hI prANa hai| unhoMne yaha anubhava kiyA ki jo loga bhayabhIta hai, unakI chAtI tanAvagrasta hai aura ve bahuta uthalI zvAsa liyA karate haiN| yadi unakI zvAsa ko gaharA kiyA jA sake ki vaha udara ko hArA keMdra ko chUne lage, taba unakA bhaya tirohita ho jAtA , , -
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________________ hai| yadi unakI mAMsa-peziyoM ko vizrAMta kiyA jA sake, jaisA ki rolphiMga meM kiyA jAtA hai.. .idA selpha ne zarIra kI AMtarika saMracanA ko parivartita karane kI kucha suMdara vidhiyAM aviSkRta kI haiM, kyoMki agara tuma kaI varSoM se galata DhaMga se zvAsa lete A rahe ho to tumane mAMsa-peziyoM kA eka DhaMga vikasita kara liyA hai, yaha DhaMga tumheM ucita DhaMga se yA gaharI zvAsa nahIM lene degA aura bIca meM avarodha bana jaaegaa| aura yadi tama kucha sekaMDa yAda rakha sako ki gaharI zvAsa loge; phira jaba tama apane kauma meM ulajha jAoge, tuma puna: uthalI chAtI se zvAsa lenA zurU kara doge| mAMsa-peziyoM ke DhaMga ko badalanA pddegaa| eka bAra yaha pezI vinyAsa badala jAe, bhaya miTa jAtA hai, tanAva kho jAtA hai| rolaphiga atyadhika sahAyaka hotI hai| lekina kAma to prANamaya koSa dUsare zarIra, bAyo-plAjmA baoNDI, jIvana-UrjA deha, cI zarIra, yA jo kucha bhI nAma tuma ise denA cAho, para ho rahA hotA hai| eka bacce ko dhyAna se dekho,- yahI zvAsa lene kA svAbhAvika DhaMga hai, aura usI prakAra se zvAsa lo| jabatuma zvAsa bhItara lo taba apane peTa ko Upara uThane denA aura zvAsa chor3ate samaya peTa ko bhItara Ane do| isa bAta ko aisI laya meM hone do ki yaha tumhArI UrjA kA eka gIta, eka nRtya, eka layabaddhatA, eka samasvaratA sA bana jaae| aura tuma itanA vizrAMta itanA jIvaMta, itanA UrjasvI anubhava karoge, jisakI tumane kabhI kalpanA bhI na kI hogI ki itanI jIvaMtatA saMbhava hai| aba AtA hai tIsarA zarIra 'manomaya koSa', mns-shriir| tIsarA dUsare se bar3A, dUsare se sUkSmatara, dUsare se uccatara hai| pazuoM ke pAsa dUsarA zarIra to hai paraMtu tIsarA zarIra nahIM hai| jAnavara kitane prANavAna hote haiN| eka zera ko calate hue dekho| kitanI suMdaratA, kitanA prasAda, kaisI zAna hai| manuSya ko isase sadA IrSyA rahI hai| eka hirana ko daur3ate hue dekho| kaisA nirbhAra sA, kitanI UrjA, kaisI mahata UrjA kI ghaTanA hai| manuSya ko sadA isase IrSyA rahI hai| lekina manuSya kI UrjA uccatara kI ora bar3ha rahI hai| tIsarA zarIra manomaya koSa, manasa-zarIra hai| yaha virATa hai, dUsare se adhika vistRta hai| aura yadi tuma isakA vikAsa nahIM karate, to tuma manuSya hone kI saMbhAvanA mAtra bane rahoge, vAstavika manuSya nahIM hoNge|'main' zabda mana, manomaya se AyA hai| aMgrejI zabda 'maina' bhI saMskRta mUla 'mana' se AtA hai|'main' kA hiMdI artha manuSya bhI usI mUla 'mana', manasa se AyA hai| yaha mana hI hai jo tumheM manuSya banAtA hai| lekina karIba-karIba, tumhAre pAsa yaha hai nhiiN| isake sthAna para tumhAre pAsa eka saMskarita yAMtrikatA hai| tuma anukaraNa se jIte ho| aise meM tumhAre pAsa mana nahIM hotaa| jaba tuma apanI svayaM kI, sahajasphUrta jiMdagI jInA zurU kara dete ho, jaba apane jIvana kI samasyAoM kA hala tuma khuda karate ho, jaba tuma uttaradAyI ho jAte ho, to hI tuma manomaya koSa meM vikasita hone lagate ho| taba manasa zarIra vikasita hotA hai| sAmAnyata: tuma hiMdU musalamAna yA IsAI ho taba tumhAre pAsa udhAra kA mana hotA hai yaha tumhArA mana nahIM hai| ho sakatA hai ki jIsasa manomaya koSa ke mahat visphoTa ko upalabdha hae hoM, aura phira loga basa usI ko doharAe jA rahe haiN| yaha punarukti tumhArA vikAsa nahIM bnegii| yaha punarukti eka rukAvaTa
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________________ hogI / punarukti mata karo balki samajhane kI koziza karo aura aura jIvaMta, prAmANika aura uttaradAyI bno| yadi bhaTakane kI saMbhAvanA bhI ho to bhaTaka jaao| kyoMki agara tuma galatI karane seiraira bahuta jyAdA Dare hue ho to vikasita hone kA koI upAya nahIM hai| galatiyAM acchI bAta hai| galatiyAM kI jAnI caahie| vahI galatI dubArA kabhI na kro| lekina galatI karane se kabhI Daro mt| ve loga jo galatiyAM karane se bahuta Dare hue haiM kabhI vikasita nahIM hote| ve Age bar3hane se bhayabhIta haiM, ataH apane sthAna para jame rahate haiN| ve jIvita nahIM haiN| -- mana kA vikAsa tabhI hotA hai jaba tuma paristhitiyoM kA sAmanA, mukAbalA, svayaM ke bharose karate ho| unheM sulajhAne ke lie tuma apanI UrjA prayoga meM lAte ho sadA rAya mata mAMgate raho apane jIvana kI bAgaDora apane hAtha meM thAmo jaba maiM kahatA haiM, apane anusAra jIyo to merA yahI abhiprAya hai| tuma muzkila meM par3oge, dUsaroM kA anugamana karanA surakSita hai, samAja ke pIche calanA, baMdhI - badhAI lIka para calanA, paraMparA kA zAstroM kA anukaraNa karanA, suvidhAjanaka hai| yaha bahuta AsAna hai kyoMki hara koI anukaraNa kara rahA hai - tumheM to basa jhuMDa kA murdA hissA bhara bananA hai, tumheM to bhIr3a jahAM jA rahI hai usake sAtha jAnA hai, isameM tumhArI koI jimmevArI nahIM hai lekina tumhArA manasa-zarIra, tumhArA manomayakoSa, isase atyadhika pIr3ita hogA, isakA vikAsa nahIM hogaa| tumhAre pAsa apanA nijI mana nahIM hogA, aura tuma bahuta kucha bahuta suMdara aura kucha aise se cUka jAoge jo uccatara vikAsa ke lie setu hai| ataH sadA yAda rakho, jo kucha bhI maiM tumase kahatA hUM tuma ise do DhaMga se grahaNa kara sakate ho| tuma ise merI pramANikatA mAna kara apanA sakate ho|' ozo ne aisA kahA hai, ataH satya hI honA caahie|' taba tuma pIr3A uThAoge, taba tumhArA vikAsa nahIM hogaa| jo kucha bhI maiM kahatA hUM use suno, samajhane kI koziza karo, ise apane jIvana meM utAro, dekho yaha kaise kArya karatA hai, aura phira apane nijI niSkarSoM para phuNco| ve samAna ho sakate haiM, ve samAna nahIM ho sakate haiN| ve pUrNata: eka se kabhI nahIM ho skte| kyoMki tumhArA eka alaga vyaktitva, eka anUThA astitva hai jo kucha bhI maiM kaha rahA hUM merA nijI hai| bar3e gahare DhaMga se isakI jar3eM mere bhItara utarI huI haiN| tuma unhIM niSkarSo taka pahuMca sakate ho, paraMtu ve hUbahU eka se nahIM hoNge| ataH mere niSkarSa tumhAre niSkarSa nahIM banA die jAne caahie| tuma mujhe samajhane kA prayAsa karo, tuma sIkhane kI koziza karo, lekina tumheM mujhase jAnakArI ekatrita nahIM karanA cAhie, tumheM mujhase niSkarSa ekatrita nahIM karanA caahie| taba tumhArA manasa zarIra vikasita hogA / lekina loga tvarita vidhi apanAte haiN| ve kahate haiM, yadi Apane jAna liyA 1 bAta khtm| hameM prayAsa aura prayoga karane kI jarUrata hI kyA hai? hama ApameM vizvAsa kreNge|' vizvAsI kA koI manomaya koSa nahIM hotaa| usake pAsa eka chadya manomaya koSa hai, jo usake astitva se nahIM AyA hai varana bAhara se jabarana Aropita kara diyA gayA hai|
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________________ aba manomaya koSa se uccatara, manomaya koSa se virATa, yaha hai. 'vijJAnamaya koSa', yaha hai bhAva- shriir| yaha bahuta-bahuta vistIrNa hai| aba isameM koI kAraNa nahIM hai, yaha tarkAtIta hai, atyadhika sUkSma ho gayA hai, yaha hai bhaav-bodh| yaha vastuoM ke svabhAva meM sIdhe dekha lenA hai| yaha unake bAre meM socane kA prayAsa nahIM hai| AMgana meM eka sarU kA vRkSa hai, tuma basa use dekhate ho, tuma isake bAre meM socate nahIM, bhAva meM 'kisI ke bAre meM kucha nahIM hotaa| tuma basa vahAM maujUda hote ho, grahaNazIla hokara, aura satya svayaM apanI prakRti tuma para udaghATita kara detA hai| tuma prakSepita nahIM krte| tuma kisI tarka, niSpatti, yA aisI kisI bAta kI talAza meM nahIM hote| tuma to khoja bhI nahIM rahe hote| tuma mAtra pratIkSArata hote ho, aura satya prakaTa ho jAtA hai, yaha eka udaghATana hai| bhAva-zarIra tumheM kSitija kI sImAoM ke bahuta Age le jAtA hai, lekina abhI eka zarIra aura hai| ke pAra hai| yaha zudadha AnaMda yaha pAMcavAM zarIra hai. 'AnaMdamaya koSa', aanNd-kaayaa| yaha vAstava se nirmita hai| bhAva kA bhI atikramaNa ho gayA hai| yAda rahe, ye pAMca bIja, mAtra bIja haiM, inake pAMcoM ke pAra hai tumhArI vaastviktaa| ye tumheM ghere| hue bIjAvaraNa mAtra haiN| pahalA bahuta sthUla hai, chaha phITa ke zarIra meM tuma lagabhaga pUre hI samAe hue ho| dUsarA usase bar3A hai, tIsarA aura bhI bar3A hai, cauthA isase bhI bar3A, aura pAMcavAM bahuta bar3A hai| lekina phira bhI ye bIjAvaraNa haiN| sabhI sImita haiN| yadi sAre bIjAvaraNa girA die jAeM aura tuma apanI vAstavikatA meM anAvRta khar3e ho, to tuma asIma ho| yahI kAraNa hai ki yoga kahatA hai : tuma paramAtmA ho! ahN-brhmaasmi| tumhI ho vaha brahma! aba tuma svayaM hI parama satya ho, aba sAre avarodha girAe jA cuke haiN| jarA ise. samajhane kI koziza krnaa| ye avarodha tumheM vartuloM ke rUpa meM ghere hue haiN| pahalA avarodha atyAdhika kaThora hai| isake pAra jAnA bahata kaThina hai| loga apanI bhautika deha meM sImita rahate haiM aura socate haiM ki yaha bhautika jIvana hI sArA jIvana hai| isameM mata tthhro| bhautika-zarIra, UrjA-zarIra ke lie eka sopAna mAtra hai| UrjA-zarIra bhI, manasa-zarIra ke lie eka sopAna hai| yaha bhI bhAvazarIra ke lie svayaM maiM eka caraNa hai| vaha bhI AnaMda-kAyA ke lie eka sIr3hI hai| aura AnaMda-kAyA se tuma chalAMga lagAte ho, aba koI sIr3hiyAM nahIM haiM, tuma apane astitva ke atala zUnya meM, jo zAzvata aura anaMta hai, chalAMga lagA dete ho| ye pAMca bIja haiN| ina pAMca bIjoM se saMbaMdhita? paMcabhUtoM, pAMca mahAtatvoM ke lie yoga ke pAsa eka alaga dezanA hai| jaise ki tumhArA zarIra bhojana, pRthvI se nirmita hai, pRthvI pahalA tatva hai| yAda rakho, isakA isa dharatI se kucha lenA-denA nahIM hai| tatva kA artha yaha hai ki jahAM bhI padArtha hai| yaha pRthvI hai; yaha padArtha pRthvI hai, yaha sthUla pRthvI hai| tumameM yaha zarIra hai; tumhAre bAhara sabakI deheM haiN| sitAre bhI isI miTTI se bana- haiN| jo bhI astitva rakhatA hai miTTI se banA hai, mRNmaya hai| pahalA AvaraNa pArthiva hai|
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________________ pAMca bhUtoM kA artha hai : pAMca mahAtatva-pRthvI, agni jala, vAyu, aakaash| tumhArA pahalA zarIra annamaya koSa, bhojana-kAyA se pRthvI saMbaMdhita hai| agni tumhAre dUsare zarIra UrjA-zarIra, bAyo-plAjmA, cI, prANamaya koSa se saMbaMdhita hai, isameM agni kA guNa hotA hai| tIsarA jala hai, yaha manomaya koSa, manasa-zarIra se saMbaMdhita hai, isameM jala kA guNa hotA hai| mana kA nirIkSaNa karo, kaise yaha pravAha kI bhAMti, sadA gatizIla, nadI kI bhAMti, gatimAna rahatA hai| cauthA hai vAyu, lagabhaga adRzya, tuma use dekha nahIM sakate, phira bhI yaha vahA hotI hai, tuma ise mAtra anubhava kara sakate ho, yaha 'bhAva-zarIra, vijJAnamaya koSa se saMbaMdhita hai| aura taba AtA hai AkAza, Ithara, tuma ise anubhava nahIM kara sakate, yaha havA se bhI adhika sUkSma ho jAtA hai| tuma isakA vizvAsa kara sakate ho, zraddhA kara sakate ho ki yaha vahAM hai| yaha zuddha AkAza hai, yaha AnaMda hai| lekina tuma zuddha AkAza se zuddhatara, 'zuddha AkAza se bhI sUkSmatara ho| tumhArA yathArtha aisA hai ki karIba-karIba vaha hai hI nhiiN| yahI kAraNa hai ki buddha kahate haiM : anantA, anaatmaa| tumhArA Atma anAtma jaisA hai, tumhArA astitva karIba-karIba anaastitva jaisA hai| anaastitva kyoM? kyoMki yaha sAre sthUla tatvoM se kAphI pare hai| yaha mAtra honA hai| isake bAre meM kucha kahA nahIM jA sakatA hai, koI vyAkhyA isake lie paryApta nahIM hai| ye haiM pAMca bhUta, pAMca mahAtatva, jo tumhAre bhItara ke pAMca koSoM, zarIroM se saMbaMdhita haiN| phira tIsarA vicAra suutr| maiM cAhatA hUM ki tuma ina sabhI ko samajha lo, kyoMki jina sUtroM para hama carcA karane jA rahe haiM unako samajhane meM ve upayogI hoNge| aba bAta AtI hai sAta cakroM kii| cakra kA vAstavika artha aMgrejI zabda 'seMTara' se nahIM hai| seMTara zabda ise paribhASita yA varNita yA ThIka se anuvAdita nahIM kara sktaa| kyoMki jaba hama kahate hai keMdra to yaha koI sthira cIja pratIta hotA hai| aura cakra kA artha hai koI gatizIla ciij| cakra zabda kA artha hai : pahiyA, ghamatA haA phiyaa| ata: cakra tumhAre astitva meM eka gatizIla keMdra hai, karIba-karIba eka bhaMvara, eka bulabulA, eka cakravAta ke keMdra kI bhaaNti| yaha gatizIla hai, yaha apane cAroM aura eka UrjA kSetra nirmita karatA hai| sAta ckr| pahalA eka setu hai aura aMtima bhI eka setu hai, zeSa pAMca, pAMca mahAbhUtoM, pAMca mahAtatvoM aura pAMca bIjoM se saMbaMdhita haiN| kAma eka setu hai, tumhAre aura sthUlatama, prakRti, kudarata ke biic| sahastrAra, sAtavAM cakra bhI eka setu hai, tumhAre aura atala zUnya, parama ke bIca eka pul| ye dono setu haiM zeSa pAMca cakra pAMca tatvoM aura pAMca zarIroM se saMbaMdhita haiN| yaha hai pataMjali kI vyavasthA kI ruup-rekhaa| yAda rahe ki yaha svaicchika hai| ise eka upAya kI bhAMti prayoga kiyA jAnA hai eka siddhAMta kI bhAMti isa para paricarcA nahIM karanI hai| yaha kisI dharmazAstra kA koI siddhAta nahIM hai| yaha mAtra eka upayogI mAnacitra hai| tuma kisI kSetra meM, kisI anajAne, anUThe deza meM jAte ho, aura tuma apane sAtha eka nakzA lekara jAte ho| vaha nakzA vAstava meM usa kSetra ko citrita nahIM karatA, eka kSetra ko koI nakzA kaise
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________________ citrita kara sakatA hai? nakzA kitanA choTA hotA hai, vaha kSetra kitanA vishaal| nakze para nagara eka biMda hote haiN| ye biMdu bar3e-bar3e zaharoM se kaise saMbaMdhita ho sakate haiM? nakze para sar3ake sirpha eka rekhA kI bhAMti hotI haiN| sar3ake sirpha eka rekhA kaise ho sakatI haiM? pahAr3oM kA basa eka nizAna hotA hai, nadiyoM kA basa eka rekhAMkana hotA hai| aura choTI-moTI nadiyoM ko to chor3a diyA jAtA hai| kevala bar3I nadiyA aMkita kI gaI hotI haiN| yaha eka mAnacitra hai; yaha koI siddhAMta nahIM hai| kevala pAMca zarIra nahIM haiM, bahuta se zarIra haiM, kyoMki do zarIroM ke -bIca meM unako jor3ane ke lie eka aura cAhie, aura isI bhAMti aura, aur| tuma eka pyAja kI taraha ho parta dara parta, lekina ye pAMca paryApta hai| hUM.... .ye khAsa dehe haiM, mukhya shriir| ata: isake bAre meM jyAdA ciMtA na kro| hUM.., kyoMki bauddha kahate hai ki sAta zarIra haiM aura jaina kahate hai ki nau zarIra haiN| kucha bhI galata nahIM hai aura kucha virodhAbhAsa bhI nahIM hai, kyoMki yaha sirpha nakze, kI bAta hai| yadi tuma vizva kA mAnacitra dekha rahe ho to bar3e zahara aura bar3I nadiyAM bhI usameM nahIM dikheNgii| yadi tuma eka deza kA nakzA dekha rahe ho, to aisI kaI cIjeM dikheMgI jo vizva ke nakze meM nahIM thiiN| aura agara tuma eka prAMta kA nakzA dekho, to kaI aura cIjeM prakaTa ho jaaeNgii| aura yadi eka jile kA nakzA dekha rahe ho niHsaMdeha aura adhik| aura eka hI zahara kA taba aura bahata ciijeN...| aura yadi basa eka makAna kA taba aura aur.....| cIjeM prakaTa hotI jAtI hai, yaha isa para nirbhara hotA hai| jaina kahate haiM, nau; buddha kahate haiM, sAta; pataMjali kahate haiM, paaNc| aisI vicAradhArAeM haiM jo basa tIna kI bAta karatI haiN| aura ve sabhI sahI haiM, kyoMki ve kisI tarka para paricarcA nahIM kara rahe haiM, ve tumheM kArya karane ke lie kucha upakaraNa mAtra de rahe haiN| aura mere dekhe pAMca lagabhaga sahI saMkhyA hai| kyoMki pAMca se adhika, bahuta ho jAtA hai aura pAMca se kama bahuta thodd'aa| pAMca karIba-karIba sahI jAna par3ate haiN| pataMjali bahuta saMtulita vicAraka haiN| aba ina cakroM ke bAre meM kucha baateN| pahalA cakra, pahalA gatizIla cakra hai kAma kaa-muulaadhaar| yaha tumheM prakRti ke sAtha jor3atA hai, yaha atIta ke sAtha jor3atA hai, aura yahI bhaviSya ke sAtha jor3atA hai:tumhArA janma do vyaktiyoM kI kAma-krIr3A se huA thaa| tumhAre mAtA-pitA kI kAma-krIr3A tumhAre janma kA kAraNa bana gii| tuma apane mAtA-pitA se aura unake mAtA-pitA se aura unake mAtApitA se aura isI bhAMti aura pIche taka kAma-keMdra dvArA jur3e ho| sAre atIta se tuma kAma-keMdra dvArA hI saMbaMdhita ho, aura yaha dhAgA kAma-keMdra dvArA jur3atA calA gayA hai| aura yadi tuma kisI bacce ko janma do to tuma bhaviSya se jur3a jaaoge| jIsasa ne kaI bAra aura bar3e kaThora DhaMga se jora dekara kahA hai, 'yadi tuma apanI mAtA se aura apane pitA se ghRNA nahIM karate, tuma mere pAsa Akara merA anugamana nahIM kara skte| yaha bAta karIba-karIba kaThora, lagabhaga avizvasanIya jAna par3atI hai ki jIsasa jaise vyakti, bhalA ve itane kaThora zabda kyoM
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________________ boleMge? aura ve to karuNA ke avatAra haiM aura ve sAkSAta prema haiN| ve kyoM kahate haiM, 'yadi tuma. merA anugamana karanA cAhate ho, to apanI mAtA se ghRNA karo, apane pitA se ghRNA kro| isakA abhiprAya hai : kAma- prasaMga se bAhara niklo| ve jo kaha rahe haiM usakA pratIkAtmaka artha hai : kAma-keMdra ke pAra jaao| taba tatkSaNa tuma atIta se aura saMbaMdhita nahIM rahate, bhaviSya se aura saMbaMdhita nahIM rhte| yaha kAma hai jo tumheM samaya kA hissA banAtA hai| eka bAra tuma kAma se pAra cale jAo, tuma zAzvata kA eka bhAga bana jAte ho, samaya kA bhAga nahIM rhte| taba acAnaka kevala vartamAna kA hI astitva bacatA hai| tuma vartamAna ho, lekina agara tuma khuda ko kAma-keMdra dvArA dekhate ho to tuma atIta bhI ho, kyoMki tumhArI AMkhoM meM tumhArI mAtA aura tumhAre pitA kA raMga hotA hai, aura tumhAre zarIra meM lAkhoM pIr3hiyoM ke paramANu aura kozikAeM vidyamAna hoNgii| tumhArI sArI racanA, jaiva saMracanA eka laMbe sAtatya kA hissA hai| tuma eka bar3I zrRMkhalA kI kaDI ho| bhArata meM yaha kahA jAtA hai ki jaba taka tuma eka saMtAna ko janma na do tuma apane mAtA-pitA kA karja nahIM cukA skte| yadi tuma cAhate ho ki atIta kA RNa 'tuma se haTa jAe, to tumheM bhaviSya nirmita karanA pdd'egaa| yadi tuma vAstava meM RNa-mukta honA cAhate ho, to anya koI upAya nahIM hai| tumhArI mAM tumheM prema karatI thI, tumhAre pitA tumheM prema karate the, aba tuma kyA kara sakate ho? ve vidA ho cuke| tuma mAM bana sakatI ho baccoM kI, tuma unake pitA bana sakate ho aura prakRti kA RNa usI koSa meM jamA kara sakate ho jahAM se tumhAre mAM-bApa Ae, tuma Ae, tumhAre bacce aaeNge| kAma eka mahata zrRMkhalA hai| yaha vizva kI, saMsAra kI sArI zrRMkhalA hai, aura yaha dUsaroM se jur3Ava hai| kyA tumane isa para dhyAna diyA hai? jisa pala tuma kAmuka anubhava karate ho, tuma dUsare ke bAre meM socane lagate ho| jaba tuma kAmuka anubhava nahIM karate, tuma kabhI bhI dUsare ke bAre meM nahIM socte| jo vyakti kAma se pare hai, vaha dUsare se bhI pare hai| vaha samAja meM raha sakatA hai, para vaha samAja meM nahIM hotaa| vaha bhIr3a meM cala rahA hotA hai, para vaha akelA calatA hai| aura aisA vyakti jo kAmaka hai, vaha akelA evaresTa ke zikhara para baiThA haA ho sakatA hai, lekina vaha dUsare ke bAre meM socegaa| use dhyAna karane ke lie caMdramA para bhejA jA sakatA hai paraMtu vaha dUsare ke bAre meM hI dhyAna kregaa| kAma dUsaroM se jur3ane kA setu hai| jaise hI kAma tirohita hotA hai zrRMkhalA bhaMga ho jAtI hai| pahalI bAra tuma eka vyakti bana jAte ho| yahI kAraNa hai ki loga bhale hI kAma se atyadhika grasta haiM, lekina ve isake sAtha kabhI prasanna nahIM hote, kyoMki isake donoM tarapha dhAra hai| yaha tumheM dUsaroM se jor3atA hai, yaha tumheM vaiyaktika nahIM hone detaa| yaha tumheM tuma nahIM hone detA hai| yaha tumheM DhAMcoM meM, gulAmiyoM meM, baMdhanoM meM rahane ko bAdhya karatA hai| lekina agara tuma nahIM jAnate ki isakA atikramaNa kaise ho, to tumhArI UrjA ko prayoga karane kA yahI eka mAtra rAstA hai| yaha eka surakSA vAlva bana jAtA hai|
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________________ jo loga pahale cakra, mUlAdhAra para hI jIte haiM kevala mUr3ha kAraNa se jIte haiN| ve UrjA nirmita kie cale jAte haiM aura jaba ve isase ati bojhila ho jAte haiM taba ve use pheMkate rahate haiN| ve khAte haiM, ve kArya karate haiM, ve sote haiM, ve UrjA nirmita karane ke bahuta se kArya karate haiN| phira ve kahate haiM, isakA kyA kareM? yaha bahuta bhArI hai| phira ve ise pheMka dete haiN| yaha eka bar3A duScakra pratIta hotA hai| jaba ve ise pheMka dete haiM to phira khAlIpana anabhava; karate haiN| ve ise naye IMdhana se, naye bhojana se, naye kArya sera pana: bharate haiM aura phira jaba UrjA vahAM hotI hai to ve bahuta bharApana mahasUsa ho rahA hai| kahate haiM, kisI bhAMti isase bhI chuTakArA pAnA hai| aura kAma sirpha eka chuTakArA bana jAtA hai, UrjA ekatrita karane, UrjA pheMkane, UrjA ekatrita karane, UrjA pheMkane kA eka dushckr| yaha betukA jAna par3atA hai| jaba taka tumheM isa bAta kA patA nahIM lagatA ki tumhAre bhItara kucha uccatara keMdra bhI haiM, jo isa UrjA ko samAhita kara sakate haiM, sRjanAtmaka rUpa se prayukta kara sakate haiM, tuma isI kAma ke duScakra meM baMdhe rhoge| isIlie to sAre dharma kisI bhI bhAMti kAma niyaMtraNa para jora dete haiN| yaha damanakArI ho sakatA hai, yaha khataranAka ho sakatA hai| yadi naye cakra nahIM khula rahe haiM aura tuma UrjA ko bAMdhe cale jAte ho, usakI niMdA karate hue, dabAte hue usake sAtha jabaradastI karate hue, to tuma eka jvAlAmukhI para baiThe hote ho| kisI bhI dina visphoTa hogA, tuma vikSipta ho jaaoge| tuma pAgala ho jAne vAle ho| taba behatara yahI hai ki isase chuTakArA pA liyA jaae| lekina aise keMdra haiM jo isa UrjA ko sokha sakate haiM, aura mahatara astitva, aura mahAnatara saMbhAvanAeM tumhAre sAmane udaghATita ho sakatI haiN| yAda rakho, hama pichale kucha dinoM se dUsare keMdra kI, kAma-keMdra ke nikaTa, hArA kI, mRtyu ke keMdra kI carcA kara rahe haiN| yahI kAraNa hai ki loga kAma ke pAra jAne se bhayabhIta haiM, kyoMki jisa kSaNa UrjA -kAma se pAra jAtI hai, yaha hArA keMdra ko chUtI hai aura vyakti bhayagrasta ho jAtA hai| yahI kAraNa hai ki loga prema meM gahare utarane se bhI bhayabhIta haiM, kyoMki jaba tuma prema meM gahare utaroge to kAma-keMdra aisI lahareM nirmita karegA ki ina laharoM ke davArA keMdra meM praviSTa hone se bhaya upjegaa| ata: merI pAsa aneka loga Ate haiM, ve pUchate haiM, hama anya liMgI se itanA bhayabhIta kyoM haiM? puruSoM se yA striyoM se, hama itanA bhayAkrAMta kyoM mahasUsa karate haiM? yaha anya liMgI kA bhaya nahIM hai| yaha svayaM kAmavAsanA kA hI bhaya hai| kyoMki yadi tuma kAma meM gahare utaro, to vaha keMdra aura sakriya ho jAtA hai| bar3e UrjA kSetra nirmita karatA hai| aura ve UrjA kSetra hArA-keMdra ko adhyAropita karanA AraMbha kara dete haiN| kyA tumane isa para dhyAna diyA hai? kAma-kriyA ke caramotkarSa para tumhArI nAbhi ke ThIka nIce kucha gatizIla hotA hai, kaMpita hotA hai| yaha kaMpana hArA se kAma-keMdra ke sammilana kA hai| yahI kAraNa hai ki loga kAma se bhI bhayabhIta ho jAte haiN| vizeSata: loga gahana aMtaraMgatA, kAma ke caramotkarSa se bhayabhIta hote haiN| lekina dUsare keMdra kA bhedana, isakA khulanA aura isameM praviSTa honA anivArya hai| jaba jIsasa kahate haiM, jaba taka ki tuma marane ko taiyAra na ho, tumhArA punarjanma nahIM ho sakatA hai, to unakA abhiprAya yahI hai|
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________________ abhI do yA tIna dina pahale hI, IsTara ke dina kisI ne pUchA thA, 'Aja IsTara hai, ozo, kyA Apa kucha kaheMge?' mere pAsa kahane ke lie eka hI bAta hai, ki hara dina IsTara hai, kyoMki jIsasa ke punarjIvita hone kA, unakI sUlI aura punarjIvana kA, unakI mRtyu aura unake punarjanma kA dina hI IsTara hai| yadi tuma hArA keMdra meM jAne ko taiyAra ho to hara dina eka IsTara hai| pahale tumheM sUlI lagegI, tumhArA krAsa tumhAre bhItara hArA-keMdra meM hai| tuma use pahale se hI apane sAtha lie ho, tumheM basa isa kI ora jAnA hai aura tumheM isake mAdhyama se maranA hai, aura tabhI ho jAtA hai punrjiivn| eka bAra tuma hArA-keMdra meM mara jAo, mRtyu kho jAtI hai| taba pahalI bAra tuma eka naye jagata, eka naye AyAma se paricita hote ho| taba tuma hArA se uccatara keMdra, nAbhi-keMdra ko dekha sakate ho| aura yaha nAbhi- keMdra punarjIvana bana jAtA hai, kyoMki nAbhi-keMdra hI sarvAdhika UrjA saMrakSaka keMdra hai| yaha UrjA kA saMcAyaka aura eka bAra tumane jAna liyA ki tuma kAma-keMdra se hArA meM cale gae ho, aba tuma yaha bhI jAna lete ho ki aMtaryAtrA kI saMbhAvanA hai| tumane eka dvAra khola liyA hai| aba jaba taka tuma sAre dvAra na khola lo tuma ArAma nahIM kara skte| aba tuma deharI para nahIM ruke raha sakate, tumane mahala meM praveza pA liyA hai| taba tuma eka ke bAda eka davAra khola sakate ho| ThIka madhya meM hai hRdaya kA keNdr| hRdaya-keMdra uccatara aura nimnatara ko vibhAjita karatA hai| pahalA hai kAma keMdra, phira hArA, phira nAbhi, aura phira AtA hai hRdy-keNdr| isake nIce tIna keMdra haiM, isase upara tIna keMdra haiN| hRdaya hai ekadama bIca meN| tumane solomana kI mudrA dekhI hogii| yahUdI dharma meM vizeSa kara kavvAlI vicAradhArA meM solomana kI madrA sarvAdhika mahatvapUrNa pratIkoM meM se eka hai| solomana kI sIla hRdaya keMdra kA pratIka hai| kAma adhogAmI hai, ata: kAma adhomukhI tribhuja kI bhAMti hai| sahastrAra UrdhvagAmI hai, ata: sahastrAra eka Urdhva unmukha tribhuja hai| aura hRdaya ThIka madhya meM hai, jahAM kAma trikoNa sahastrAra ke trikoNa se milatA hai| donoM tribhuja milate haiM, eka dUsare meM vilIna ho jAte haiM aura yaha SaTakoNIya sitArA bana jAtA hai, yahI hai solomana kI siil| solomana kI sIla haiN-hRdy| eka bAra tumane hRdaya keMdra khola liyA, to tuma uccatama saMbhAvanAoM ke lie upalabdha ho jAte ho| hRdaya se nIce tuma mAnava rahate ho, hRdaya ke pAra tuma ati-mAnava bana jAte ho| hRdaya-keMdra ke bAda hai kaMTha-cakra, phira hai tIsarI Akha kA keMdra, aura phira shsraar| hRdaya hai prema kI anubhuuti| hRdaya hai prema se AplAvita honA, prema hI ho jaanaa| kaMTha hai abhivyakti, saMvAda, bAMTanA ise, dUsaroM ko denaa| aura agara tuma dUsaroM ko prema dete ho, to tIsarI Akha kA keMdra
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________________ sakriya ho jAtA hai| eka bAra tuma denA AraMbha kara do, tama UMce aura UMce jAne lagate ho| eka vyakti jo lie calA jAtA ho, vaha nIce, nIce aura nIce calA jAtA hai| jo vyakti die calA jAe, vaha uccatara, uccatara aura uccatara hotA jAtA hai| kaMjUsa honA sabase burI avasthA hai, jisameM AdamI gira sakatA hai| aura dAnI vaha mahattama saMbhAvanA hai, jisako vyakti upalabdha ho sakatA hai| pAMca zarIra, pAMca mahAbhUta, aura pAMca keMdra aura do setu| yahI hai rUpa-rekhA, maancitr| isa DhAMce ke pIche yogiyoM kA sArA prayAsa hai ki hara kahIM saMyama Ae, isa prakAra vyakti prakAza se otaprota jJAnopalabdha ho jaae| aba sUtra : 'cetanA ke AyAma ko saMsparzita karane kI zakti, manasa-zarIra ke pare hai, ata: akalpanIya hai mahAvideha kahalAtI hai| isa zakti ke dvArA prakAza para chAyA huA AvaraNa haTa jAtA hai| jaba tuma manasa-zarIra kA atikramaNa kara lete ho, to pahalI bAra tumheM yaha patA lagatA hai ki tuma mana nahIM ho varana sAkSI ho| mana se nIce tumhArA isase tAdAtmya banA huA hai| eka bAra tuma jAna lo ki vicAra, mAnasika pratibiMba, dhAraNAeM, ve sabhI viSayavastu haiM, tumhArI cetanA meM tairate bodala haiM, tuma tatkSaNa unase alaga ho jAte ho| 'cetanA ke AyAma ko saMsparzita karane kI zakti manasa-zarIra se pare hai, ata: akalpanIya hai mahAvideha kahalAtI hai|' tuma dehAtIta ho jAte ho| mahAvideha kA artha hai. jo deha ke pAra hai, jo aba kisI zarIra meM sImita nahIM rahA, jo yaha jAna gayA ki vaha sthUla ho yA sUkSma, deha nahIM hai, jisane yaha jAna liyA ki vaha asIma hai, usakI koI sImA nahIM hai| mahAvideha kA artha hai : jo yaha jAna gayA ki aba usakI koI sImA na rhii| sArI sImAeM sImita karatI haiM, bAMdha letI haiM, aura vaha unheM tor3a sakatA hai, chor3a sakatA hai aura anaMta AkAza ke sAtha eka ho sakatA hai| svayaM ko asIma kI taraha jAnane kA yaha kSaNa vahI kSaNa hai| 'isa zakti ke dvArA prakAza para chAyA AvaraNa haTa jAtA hai|' taba vaha AvaraNa gira jAtA hai jo tumhAre prakAza ko chipAe hue thaa| tuma eka prakAza kI bhAMti ho jo kaI-kaI AvaraNoM se DhaMkA hai| dhIre-dhIre eka-eka AvaraNa haTAyA jAnA hai| isase aura-aura prakAza anAvRta hotA jaaegaa|
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________________ manomaya-koSa, manasa-zarIra eka bAra gira jAe, tuma dhyAna bana jAte ho, tuma a-mana ho jAte ho| yahAM hamArA pUrA prayAsa manomaya koSa se pAra jAne kA hai, kaise isa bAta ke prati bodhapUrNa huA jAe ki maiM vicAra prakriyA nahIM huuN| 'unake sthUla, satata, sUkSma, sarvavyApI aura kriyAzIla svarUpa para saMpanna huA saMyama, paMcabhUtoM, pAMca tatvoM para Adhipatya le AtA hai|' yaha pataMjali ke sarvAdhika sAragarbhita sUtroM meM se eka hai aura bhaviSya ke vitAna ke lie ati mahatvapUrNa hai| eka na eka dina vitAna isa sUtra kA artha khoja hI legaa| vitAna pahale se hI isa patha para agrasara hai| yaha sUtra yaha kaha rahA hai ki saMsAra ke sabhI tatva, paMca mahAbhUta - pRthvI, vAyu, agni Adi, zUnya se janmate haiM aura punaH vizrAMti ke lie zUnya meM samA jAte haiN| hara cIja zUnya se AtI hai aura thaka jAne para vizrAma hetu punaH zUnya meM samA jAtI hai| aba vijJAna, vizeSataH bhautikavida isa bAta se rAjI haiM ki padArtha zUnya se janmA hai| ve padArtha meM jitanA gahare utare utanA hI adhika unhoMne khojA ki vahAM padArtha jaisA kucha bhI nahIM hai| jitanA gahare ve gae, padArtha aura aura aprApya hotA gayA aura aMtataH unake hAtha kucha na lgaa| kucha na bacA, mAtra riktatA, eka zuddha aMtarAla / isa zuddha aMtarAla se hara cIja kA janma hotA hai| yaha atarkya pratI hotA hai, lekina jIvana atArkika hai| Adhunika saMpUrNa vitAna atarksa pratIta hotA hai kyoMki yadi tuma tarka se Abaddha raho to tuma satya meM praviSTa nahIM ho skte| aura nisaMdeha jaba tarka aura yathArtha meM cunAva karane kI bAta ho to tuma tarka ko kaise cuna sakate ho? tumheM tarka kA parityAga karanA par3atA hai , abhI pacAsa sAla pahale jaba vaijJAnikoM ko patA lagA ki kvAMTA, vidyutakaNa bar3e hI ajIba DhaMga se vyavahAra karatA hai, eka jhena mAsTara kI bhAMti avizvasanIya, betukaa...| kabhI-kabhI ve taraMga kI bhAMti dikhate haiM aura kabhI-kabhI kaNoM kI bhAMti dikhate haiN| aba isake pahale yaha spaSTa avadhAraNA thI ki koI cIja yA to kaNa ho sakatI hai yA taraMga vahI eka cIja usI kSaNa meM donoM eka sAtha nahIM nahIM ho sakatI hai| eka kaNa aura eka taraMga? isakA artha huA ki koI cIja biMdu aura rekhA donoM, eka hI samaya meM eka sAtha hai| asaMbhava yUkliDa rAjI na hogaa| arastu to basa iMkAra karegA, ki tuma pAgala ho gae ho| biMdu biMdu hotA hai, aura rekhA eka paMkti meM aneka biMduoM kA nAma hai, ata: yaha kaise saMbhava hai ki koI biMdu usI samaya eka biMdu rahate hue rekhA bhI ho betukI bAta hai yaha yUkliDa tathA arastu hI mAnya the| basa pacAsa sAla pahale hI unakA sArA DhAMcA Dhaha gayA, kyoMki vaijJAnikoM ko patA lagA ki kvAMTama vidyutakaNa, donoM prakAra se eka hI samaya meM vyavahAra karatA hai| tarkazAstriyoM ne vivAda khar3e kara die aura unhoMne kahA, 'yaha saMbhava nahIM hai|' bhautikavidoM ne kahA, 'hama kyA kara sakate hai? yaha saMbhava yA asaMbhava kA prazna nahIM hai, yaha aisA hai| hama kucha nahIM kara skte| yadi kvAMTama arastu kI nahIM mAna rahA hai, to hama kyA kara sakate haiM? yaha isa DhaMga se vyavahAra kara rahA
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________________ hai, aura yadi kvAMTama gaira-yUkliDa DhaMga se vyavahAra kara rahA hai aura yUkliDa kI jyAmitI kA anugamana nahIM kara rahA hai. to hama kyA kara sakate haiM? yaha isa DhaMga se vyavahAra kara rahA hai| aura hameM satya tathA vAstavikatA ke vyavahAra ko hI svIkAranA pdd'egaa|' mAnava cetanA ke itihAsa ke bar3e nirNAyaka kSaNoM meM se eka hai yaha baat| phira aisA vizvAsa sadA se thA ki kisI cIja se hI koI aura cIja bana sakatI hai| bAta bahuta sIdhI aura sahaja hai, aisA honA hI caahie| nA-kucha meM se kucha kaise nikala sakatA hai| to padArtha miTa jAtA hai, aura vaijJAnika isa niSkarSa para pahuMce ki saba kucha nA kucha se hI janmA hai aura saba kucha puna: nA-kucha meM hI vilIna ho jAtA hai| aba ve blaika holsa (kRSNavivara) kI bAta kara rahe haiN| ye blaika holsa virATa zUnyatA ke chidra haiN| maiM ise virATa nA-kuchapana kaha rahA hUM kyoMki yaha nA-kuchapana mAtra koI anupasthiti nahIM hai| yaha UrjA se apUrita hai, lekina yaha UrjA nA-kuchapana kI hai| vahAM pAne ke lie kucha bhI nahIM hai, kiMtu vahAM UrjA hai| aba ve kaha rahe haiM ki astitva meM kRSNa-vivara hote haiN| ve sitAroM ke samAMtara haiN| sitAre sakArAtmaka haiM, aura hara sitAre ke samAMtara eka blaika hola hai| sitArA 'hai', blaika hola 'nahIM hai|' aura hara tArA jaba thaka jAtA hai, bojhila ho jAtA hai taba blaika hola bana jAtA hai| aura hara blaika hola jaba ArAma kara cukA hotA hai to tArA bana jAtA hai| padArtha a-padArtha meM parivartita hotA rahatA hai| padArtha a-padArtha bana jAtA hai, a-padArtha padArtha bana jAtA hai| jIvana mRtyu bana jAtA hai, mRtyu jIvana bana jAtI hai| prema ghRNA bana jAtA hai, ghRNA prema bana jAtI hai| dhruvIyatAeM lagAtAra badalatI rahatI haiN| yaha sUtra kahatA hai 'unake sthUla, satata, kama, sarvavyApI aura kriyAzIla svarUpa para saMpanna huA saMyama, paMcabhUtoM, pAMca tatvoM para Adhipatya le AtA hai|' pataMjali yaha kaha rahe haiM ki yadi tuma apane sAkSIbhAva ke sacce svarUpa ko samajha gae ho, aura taba tuma ekAgra hote ho, tuma kisI padArtha para saMyama sAdhate ho, to tuma ise prakaTa yA lupta kara sakate ho| tuma cIjoM ko mUrtamAna karane meM sahAyaka ho sakate ho kyoMki ve nA-kucha se AtI haiN| aura tuma cIjoM ko amUrta hone meM sahAyaka ho sakate ho| bhautikavidoM ke lie yaha aba bhI jAnanA zeSa bacA hai ki yaha saMbhava hai yA nhiiN| yaha to ghaTa rahA hai ki padArtha badalatA hai aura apadArtha bana jAtA hai, apadArtha badalatA hai, padArtha bana jAtA hai| ina pacAsa sAloM meM unheM aneka betukI bAteM patA lagI haiN| yaha yuga sarvAdhika kSamatAvAna yuga hai, jisameM itanA adhika jJAna kA visphoTa huA hai ki isa sabako eka vyavasthA meM sImita kara pAnA lagabhaga asaMbhava pratIta hotA hai| vyavasthA kaise banAI jAe? pacAsa sAla pahale taka svayaM meM saMpUrNa siddhAta banAnA bahuta sarala thaa| aba asaMbhava hai| vAstavikatA ne hara tarapha se apanI upasthiti isa bhAMti darja karAI hai ki sAre matavAda, siddhAMta, praNAliyAM chinna-bhinna ho gae haiN| vAstavikatA ina sabhI kI tulanA meM kahIM jyAdA siddha huI hai|
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________________ vaijJAnika kahate haiM, aisA ho rahA hai| pataMjali kA kahanA hai ki aisA kiyA jA sakatA hai| yadi aisA ghaTa rahA hai to use ghaTane para bAdhya kyoM nahIM kiyA jA sakatA? jarA dekho| tuma pAnI garma karate ho, sau DigrI para yaha bhApa bana jAtA hai| Aga kI khoja kie jAne se pUrva bhI, yaha sadA se hotA rahA hai| sUrya kI kiraNeM sAgara aura nadiyoM se pAnI vASpita kara rahI thIM aura bAdala bana rahe the aura pAnI nadiyoM meM phira vApasa A rahA thA, pana: bhApa bana rahA thaa| phira AdamI ne Aga khoja lI, aura usane pAnI ko garma karanA, isako vASpita karanA zurU kara diyaa| jo kucha bhI ghaTa rahA hai, use ghaTita karavAne ke lie vidhiyAM aura upAya khoje jA sakate haiN| yadi yaha pahale se hI ho rahA hai, to yaha vAstavikatA ke viparIta nahIM hai| aba tumheM sirpha yaha jJAta karanA hai ki kaise ghaTAyA jAe yadi padArtha a-padArtha bana jAtA hai, a-padArtha padArtha bana jAtA hai, yadi cIjeM dhruvItAeM badalatI haiM, cIjeM nA-kucha meM kho jAtI haiM aura cIjeM nA-kucha meM se prakaTa ho jAtI hai, yadi yaha saba kucha pahale se hI ho rahA hai to pataMjali kA kahanA hai ki aisI vidhiyAM aura upAya khoje jA sakate haiM jinake dvArA inheM ghaTita karavAyA jA ske| aura ve kahate haiM ki yaha hai upAya, yadi tumane pAMca bIjoM ke pare, apane astitva ko pahacAna liyA hai to tuma cIjoM ko mUrtamAna yA cIjoM ko amUrta kara sakate ho| vaijJAnika kAryakartAoM ke lie aba bhI yaha khojanA bAkI raha gayA hai ki yaha saMbhava hai yA nhiiN| kiMtu yaha satya sadRza pratIta hotA hai| isameM koI tArkika samasyA nahIM dikhtii| 'isake uparAMta aNimA, Adi, deha kI saMpUrNatA, aura deha ko bAdhita karane vAle tatvoM kI zakti ke nirmUlana kI upalabdhi prApta hotI hai|' aura aba AtI haiM ATha sidhiyAM, yogiyoM kI ATha shktiyaaN| pahalI hai aNimA, aura phira laghimA aura garimA aadi| yogiyoM kI ye ATha zaktiyAM haiM ki ve apane zarIra ko adRzya kara sakate haiM, yA ve apane zarIra ko choTA, itanA choTA banA sakate haiM ki yaha dikhAI hI na par3e, yA ve apane zarIra ko itanA bar3A kara sakate haiM, jitanA cAhe utanA bar3A kara leN| zarIra ko choTA, bar3A, yA pUrNa adRzya banAnA, yA kaI sthAnoM para eka sAtha prakaTa honA, yaha sabhI unake niyaMtraNa meM hotA hai| yaha asaMbhava pratIta hotA hai, lekina jo kucha bhI asaMbhava lagatA thA vaha dera- abera saMbhava hotA jAtA hai| manaSya ke lie ur3anA asaMbhava thA, kisI ko isa para yakIna nahIM thaa| rAiTa bradarsa ko siraphirA, kI samajhA jAtA thaa| jaba unhoMne apane pahale vAyamAna kA aviSkAra kiyA, ve ise logoM ko batAne se itane bhayabhIta the, ki yadi unheM patA laga gayA to inheM pakar3a kara aspatAla meM bharatI kara diyA jaaegaa| pahalI ur3Ana, pUrI taraha se kisI ko batAe binA, kevala yahI donoM vahAM the, saMpanna kI gii| aura unhoMne apanA pahalA vAyuyAna eka tahakhAne meM chipa kara banAyA, tAki koI bhI yaha jAna na pAe ki ve kyA kara rahe haiN| pratyeka vyakti ko vizvAsa thA ki ve pUrNata: pAgala ho cuke haiM, bhalA kabhI
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________________ koI ur3A hai? unakI pahalI ur3Ana mAtra sATha sekeMDa kI thI - kevala sATha sekeMDsa - lekina isane sAre itihAsa ko sArI mAnavatA ko adabhuta rUpa se badala diyaa| yaha saMbhava ho gyaa| kabhI kisI ne socA " bhI na thA ki paramANu ko vibhAjita kiyA jA sakatA hai| yaha vikhaMDita huA, aura aba mAnava punaH pahale jaisA kabhI nahIM ho paaegaa| aisI hu sI bAteM ghaTI haiM jinheM sadA asaMbhava samajhA jAtA rahA thaa| hama cAMda para pahuMca ge| yaha asaMbhava kA pratIka thaa| duniyA kI sabhI bhASAoM meM cAMda ko chUne kI koziza mata karo jaisI abhivyaktiyAM haiN| isakA abhiprAya hai, asaMbhava kI abhIpsA mata kro| aba ye kahAvateM hameM badalanI pdd'egii| aura saca to yaha hai ki eka bAra hama cAMda para pahuMca gae, aba koI bhI hamArA rAstA nahIM roka sakatA hai| aba hara cIja upalabdha ho gaI hai, yaha kevala samaya kA savAla hai| AiMsTIna ne kahA thA ki yadi hama eka aisA vAhana AviSkRta kara sakeM jo prakAza ke vega se calatA ho to vyakti yAtrA karatA rahegA aura usakI Ayu nahIM bddh'egii| yadi vaha eka aise aMtarikSayAna meM jAtA hai jo prakAza ke vega se calatA hai, aura usa samaya vaha tIsa sAla kA ho, to jaba vaha tIsa sAla kI yAtrA ke bAda lauTegA to vaha tIsa sAla kA hI hogaa| usake mitra aura bhAI-baMdhu tIsa sAla bar3e ho cuke hoNge| unameM se kucha to mara bhI cuke hoNge| lekina vaha yAtrI tIsa sAla kA hI hogaa| kaisI betukI bAta kaha dI AiMsTIna kA kahanA hai ki jaba koI prakAza ke vega se yAtrA karatA hai to samaya aura isakA prabhAva miTa jAtA hai| eka vyakti anaMta AkAza kI yAtrA para jAkara pAca sau varSa bAda vApasa A sakatA hai| yahAM ke sAre loga mara cuke hoMge, use koI nahIM pahacAnegA, aura vaha kisI ko nahIM pahacAnegA kiMtu vaha usI umra kA hogaa| tumhArI Ayu pRthvI kI gati ke kAraNa bar3ha rahI hai| yadi vaha prakAza ke samAna ho jAe; jo vAstava meM atyadhika hai, to tumhArI Ayu bilakula bhI na bddh'egii| pataMjali kahate haiM ki agara tumane ina sabhI pAMca zarIroM kA atikramaNa kara liyA ho, ina sabhI pAMca tatvoM ke pAra jA cuke ho to tuma aisI avasthA meM ho ki jisa cIja kA tuma cAho niyaMtraNa kara sakate ho| mAtra eka vicAra ki tuma choTA honA cAhate ho, tuma choTe ho jaaoge| yadi tuma bar3A honA cAhate ho, to bar3e ho jaaoge| yadi tuma adRzya honA cAhoge to tuma adRzya ho jAoge / yaha koI anivArya nahIM ki yogiyoM ko ise karanA hI caahie| aisA kabhI sunA nahIM gayA ki sabuddhoM ne yaha kiyaa| pataMjali ne svayaM bhI aisA kiyA ho isakI jAnakArI nahIM hai| pataMjali kyA kaha rahe haiM, ve sArI saMbhAvanAoM ko udaghATita kara rahe haiN| vastutaH jo vyakti apane uccatama astitva ko upalabdha kara cukA ho, vaha kisalie choTA hone kI socegA? kisalie? vaha itanA mUrkha nahIM ho sktaa| kisalie? vaha kyoM hAthI jaisA honA cAhegA? isameM kyA sAra hai? aura vaha adRzya kyoM honA cAhegA? logoM ke kutuhala, unake manoraMjana meM vaha rasa nahIM le sktaa| vaha jAdUgara to nahIM hai| loga usakI vAha vAhI kareM use isameM koI rasa nahIM hogaa| kisalie?
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________________ vAstava meM jisa kSaNa koI vyakti apane astitva kI parama UMcAI para pahuMcatA hai usakI sArI icchAeM kho jAtI haiN| jaba AkAMkSAeM tirohita ho jAtI haiM tabhI siddhiyAM prakaTa hotI haiN| duvidhA to yahI hai ki zaktiyAM tabhI AtI haiM jaba tuma unheM prayoga karanA nahIM cAhate vastuta: ve sirpha taba AtI haiM, jaba vaha vyakti jo sadA se unheM pAnA cAhatA thA, miTa gayA hotA hai| ataH pataMjali yaha nahIM kaha rahe haiM ki yogI loga aisA kreNge| kabhI unhoMne aisA kiyA ho aisI koI jAnakArI bhI nahIM hai| aura kucha loga jo inheM karate haiM, vastuta: ve inheM kara nahIM sakate ve kevala cAlabAja haiN| aba satya sAIbAbA jaise loga svisa ghar3iyoM ko prakaTa kie jA rahe haiN| ye sabhI cAlabAjiyA hai aura kisI ko bhI ina cAlabAjiyoM ke jhAMse meM nahIM par3anA caahie| jo kucha bhI satya sAIMbAbA kara rahe haiM, vaha sAre saMsAra meM hajAroM jAdUgaroM dvArA bahuta saralatA se kiyA jA sakatA hai, kiMtu tuma kabhI jAdUgaroM ke pAsa jAkara unake paira nahIM chUte, kyoMki tuma jAnate ho ki ve cAlabAjI kara rahe haiN| lekina agara aisA koI vyakti jo dhArmika samajhA jAtA hai, yahI cAlabAjI kara rahA ho, to tuma socate ho ki yaha camatkAra hai| pataMjali ke yoga sUtroM kA yaha bhAga tumheM yaha batAne ke lie hai ki ye bAteM saMbhava haiM, lekina ve kabhI vAstavika nahIM ho pAtIM, kyoMki jo vyakti inakI kAmanA rakhatA thA, ina zaktiyoM ke mAdhyama se ahaMkAra kI pUrti karanA cAhatA thA, aba vahAM nahIM hotA / camatkArika zaktiyAM tumako taba upalabdha hotI haiM jaba tuma unameM utsuka nahIM rhte| yaha astitva kI vyavasthA hai| yadi tuma kAmanA karoge, tuma akSama rhoge| yadi tuma kAmanA na karo, to tuma atizaya sAmarthyavAna ho jAte ho ise maiM baiMkiMga kA niyama kahatA huuN| yadi tumhAre pAsa dhana nahIM hai, koI baiMka tumheM dhana nahIM degA, yadi tumhAre pAsa dhana hai to hareka baiMka tumheM dhana dene ko taiyAra hai tumheM jaba jarUrata nahIM hai, saba kucha upalabdha hai, jaba tumheM jarUrata hai, kucha bhI nahIM miltaa| 'sauMdarya, lAlitya, zakti aura baja sI kaThoratA ye sabhI mila kara saMpUrNa deha kA nirmANa karate haiN|' pataMjali isa zarIra kI bAta nahIM kara rahe haiN| yaha zarIra suMdara ho sakatA hai, paraMtu paripUrNa suMdara kabhI nahIM ho sktaa| dUsarA zarIra isase adhika suMdare ho sakatA, tIsarA aura bhI jyAdA kyoMki ve keMdra ke nikaTa A rahe hote haiN| sauMdarya to keMdra kA hai| jitanA dUra yaha jAegA utanA hI yaha sImita ho jaaegaa| cauthA zarIra to aura bhI suMdara hai| pAMcavAM to karIba-karIba ninyAnabe pratizata saMpUrNa hai| -- lekina vaha jo tumhArA astitva, tumhArA yathArtha hai, sauMdarya, lAlitya, zakti aura vajra sI kaThoratA usameM hai yaha vaja sI kaThoratA hai, aura usI samaya kamala kI mRdulatA bhI hai| yaha suMdara hai kiMtu sukumAra nahIM - sazakta hai| yaha zaktipUrNa hai, para mAtra kaThora nahIM hai| isameM sAre viparIta mila jAte haiM.... jaise ki kamala kA phUla hIroM se banA ho yA kamala ke phUloM se hIrA banA ho, kyoMki vahAM puruSa aura strI
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________________ kA sammilana aura atikramaNa hotA hai| kyoMki vahAM sUrya aura caMdramA milate haiM aura atikramaNa ho jAtA hai| yoga ke lie .haTha purAnA zabda hai| haTha' zabda atyadhika mahatvapUrNa hai|'h' kA artha hai suury|'tth' kA artha hai : cNdrmaa| aura 'haTha' kA artha hai. sUrya aura caMdramA kA miln| sUrya aura caMdra kA milana yoga hai, yUniyo misTikA hai| haTha yogiyoM ke anusAra manuSya ke zarIra meM UrjA kI tIna dhArAeM hotI haiN| eka ko 'piMgalA' kahate haiM, yaha dAIM dhArA hai, mastiSka ke bAeM hisse se jur3I hai-suury-naadd'ii| phira dUsarI dhArA hai 'ir3A', bAIM dhArA, dAeM mastiSka se jur3I hai-cNdr-naadd'ii| aura taba eka tIsarI dhArA hai, madhyadhArA, suSumnA, keMdrIya, saMtulita, yaha sUrya aura caMdramA donoM se eka sAtha mila kara banI hai| sAmAnyata: tumhArI UrjA yA to 'piMgalA' dvArA gatimAna hotI hai yA 'iDA' dvaaraa| yogI kI UrjA suSumnA dvArA pravAhita hone lagatI hai| yaha kuMDalinI kahalAtI hai| taba UrjA ina donoM dAeM aura bAeM ke ThIka madhya se pravAhita hotI hai| tumhAre merudaMDa ke sAtha hI ina dhArAoM kA astitva hai| eka bAra urjA madhyadhArA se pravAhita hone lage, tuma saMtulita ho jAte ho| taba vyakti na strI hotA hai na puruSa, na komala na kaThora, yA donoM puruSa-strI, komala aura ktthor| suSumnA meM sArI dhruvIyatAeM vilIna ho jAtI haiM aura sahasrAra saSamnA kA zikhara hai| agara tuma apane astitva ke nimnatama biMdu mUlAdhAra, kAma-keMdra para rahate ho, to tumhArI gati yA to 'ir3A' se hogI yA 'piMgalA' se hogI, sUrya-nAr3I yA caMdra-nAr3I, aura tuma vibhAjita rhoge| aura tuma dUsare kI khoja karate rahoge, tuma dUsare kI kAmanA karate rahoge, tuma svayaM meM adhUrApana anubhava karoge, tumheM dUsare para Azrita rahanA pdd'egaa| jaba tumhArI apanI UrjAeM aMdara mila jAtI haiM to kAma-UrjA kA visphoTa, brahmAMDIya carama UrjA kA visphoTa, ghaTatA hai, jaba ir3A aura piMgalA mila kara suSumnA meM samA jAtI haiM, taba vyakti pulaka se, palaka ke sAtatya se bhara uThatA hai| taba vyakti AnaMdita, niraMtara AnaMdamagna rahatA hai| taba isa AnaMda kA koI aMta nahIM hai| phira vaha vyakti kabhI nIce nahIM AtA, taba vaha kabhI bhI adhogAmI nahIM hotaa| vyakti zikhara para hI rahatA hai| UMcAI kA yaha biMd vyakti kA aMtartama keMdra, usakA samagra astitva hai| ise phira se khayAla meM le lo, maiM tumase kahanA cAhatA hUM ki yaha eka mAnacitra hai| hama kinhIM vAstavika cIjoM kI bAta nahIM kara rahe haiN| aise bhI mUr3ha loga ho gae haiM, jinhoMne mAnava zarIra kA vicchedana karake yaha dekhane kI koziza bhI kI ki ir3A aura piMgalA aura suSumnA kahAM haiM aura ve unheM kahIM nahIM miliiN| ye sirpha saMketa haiM, pratIka haiN| aise bhI mUr3ha hue haiM jinhoMne cakroM kI khoja meM ki ve kahAM haiM, mAnava- zarIra kA vicchedana kiyA hai| eka cikitsaka ne bhI yaha sidadha karane ke lie ki
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________________ kauna sA cakra, zarIra kriyA vaijJAnikoM ke hisAba se, bilakula ThIka-ThIka kisa sthAna para haiM, eka pustaka likha DAlI hai| ye mUDhatApUrNa kozizeM haiN| yoga usa DhaMga se vaijJAnika nahIM hai| pratIkAtmaka hai yaha; yoga eka mahata pratIka hai| yaha kucha dikhAtA rahA hai aura jaba tuma aMtasa meM utaroge, tuma ise pAoge, lekina ise khojane ke lie zarIra kA vicchedana koI upAya nahIM hai| zava parIkSaNa ke davArA tumheM ye cIjeM nahIM mileNgii| ye jIvaMta ghaTanAeM haiN| aura ye sAre sUtra mAtra pratIkAtmaka haiM, unase baMdhanA nahIM hai aura na unase koI Asakti bAMdho, na koI avadhAraNA banAo, tarala bane rho| saMketa grahaNa karo aura yAtrA para nikala pdd'o| eka zabda aura hai, uudhvrets| isakA artha hai: UrjA kI UrdhvagAmI yaatraa| abhI tuma kAma-keMdra para Tike hue ho, aura isa keMdra se UrjA kA adhogamana hotA rahatA hai| UdhvaretA kA artha hai ki tumhArI UrjA Upara kI ora jAne lagI hai| yaha eka nAjuka, bahuta sUkSma ghaTanA hai aura isake sAtha kArya karate samaya bahuta sAvadhAna rahanA par3atA hai| yadi tuma saceta nahIM ho to bahuta saMbhAvanA hai ki tuma vikRta vyakti bana jaao| yaha khataranAka hai| yaha eka sAMpa kI taraha hai, tuma eka sAMpa se khela rahe ho| yadi tumheM nahIM patA ki kyA karanA hai, to khatarA hai| tama jahara ke sAtha khela rahe ho| aura aneka loga vikRta ho cuke haiM, kyoMki Urdhvagamana ke lie, UdhvaretA hone ke lie unhoMne apanI kAma-UrjA ko damita karane kI koziza kii| ve Upara ko kabhI nahIM ge| ve sAmAnya logoM se bhI adhika vikRta ho ge| maiM eka kahAnI par3ha rahA thaa| ebI ne apane mitra issI se kahA, hI, maiM apane putra ko lekara DarA huA huuN| eka bar3I nirAzAjanaka sthiti paidA ho gaI hai| tamheM patA hai ki use vaisI zikSA dilAne ke lie, jo hamane prApta nahIM kI, hamane kitanA saMgharSa kiyaa| maiMne use deza ke sarvazreSTha bijanisa skUla meM par3hane bhejA, aura aba kyA haA? vaha merI paridhAnoM kI phaikTrI meM dasa baje sabaha AtA hai, gyAraha baje cAya vagairaha ke lie vakta barabAda karatA hai, bAraha baje laMca ke lie uTha jAtA hai, do baje se pahale lauTatA nahIM, aura do se cAra mADalsa ke sAtha yUM hI samaya gujAratA hai| kitanA bekAra siddha huA vaha bar3A hokr| issI ne kahA : ebI, tumhArI parezAnI to kucha bhI nahIM hai, merI to tumase hajAra gunI jyAdA hai| tumheM patA hai ki hamane apane putra ko vaha zikSA dilAne ke lie, jo hameM nahIM milI, kitanA saMgharSa kiyA hai| maiMne usa deza ke sarvazreSTha bijanisa skala meM pddh'aayaa| aura aba kyA hotA hai? vaha subaha dasa baje / phaikTrI meM AtA hai, gyAraha baje vaha cAya ke lie samaya kharAba karatA hai, bAraha baje laMca ke lie uTha jAtA hai, do baje se pahale lauTatA nahIM, aura do se cAra baje ke bIca vaha mADalsa ke sAtha samaya bitAtA hai| kitanA bekAra siddha huA vaha bar3A hokara!
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________________ lekina issI yaha mujhase hajAra gunI kharAba sthiti kahAM huI? yaha to vahI kahAnI hai jaisI maiMne tumheM batAI hai| ebI, tuma eka bAta bhUla rahe ho, merA puruSa paridhAnoM kA kAma hai| samajhe? yadi tuma yaha nahIM jAnate ki kAma-UrjA ke sAtha kyA kiyA jAe aura tuma isake sAtha yUM hI khilavAr3a karane lage to yA to tumhArI UrjA Atmarati kI yA samalaiMgikatA kI aura mur3a jAegI yA hajAroM prakAra kI vikRtiyoM meM se kucha bhI ho sakatA hai| ata: behatara yahI hai ki ise jaisI yaha hai vaisI hI rahane do| isIlie sadaguru kI AvazyakatA hai| vaha jo jAnatA hai ki tama kahAM ho, tama kidhara jA rahe ho, aura aba kyA hone vAlA hai, vaha jo tumhArA bhaviSya dekha sakatA hai aura vaha jo dekha sakatA hai ki UrjA ThIka mArga para pravAhita ho rahI hai yA nhiiN| anyathA to yaha pUrA saMsAra hI kAma vikRtiyoM ke jhaMjhaTa meM ulajhA huA hai| damana kabhI mata krnaa| vikRta hone se behatara hai ki sAmAnya aura svAbhAvika bane rho| lekina kevala sAmAnya honA paryApta nahIM hai| aura jyAdA kI saMbhAvanA hai| rUpAMtaraNa kro| UdhvaretA hone kA mArga damana kA nahIM-rUpAMtaraNa kA hai| aura yaha kevala taba ho sakatA jaba tuma apane zarIra ko zuddha karo, mana ko zuddha karo, tuma vaha sArA kacarA pheMka do jo tumane zarIra aura mana meM ekatrita kara rakhA hai| zuddhatA, prakAza, nirbharatA ke sAtha hI tuma UrjA ke Urdhvagamana meM sahayogI ho paaoge|' sAdhAraNata: yaha kuMDalI mAre sAMpa kI bhAMti hotI hai; isIlie hama ise kuMDalinI, yA kuMDalI kahate haiN| kuMDalI kA artha hai : 'srpil-vrtul|' jaba yaha apanA sira uThAtI hai aura Upara kI ora jAtI hai to yaha adabhuta anubhava hai| jaba bhI yaha kisI uccatara keMdra se gujaratI hai, tumheM uccatara se uccatara anubhava ghtteNge| pratyeka keMdra para bahuta kucha tuma para udaghATita hogA, tuma eka mahAgraMtha ho jaaoge| lekina UrjA ko keMdroM se hokara gujaranA par3atA hai, tabhI ve keMdra tumhAre samakSa apanA sauMdarya, apanI dezanA, apanA kAvya, apanA gIta, apanA nRtya udaghATita karate haiN| aura pratyeka keMdra kA UrjA zikhara apane nimnatara keMdra se zreSThara hotA hai| kAma- bhoga kA zikhara anubhava nimnatama hai| hArA kA zikhara anubhava uccatara hai| usase bhI uccatama hai nAbhi kA zikhara anubhv| hRdaya kA, prema kA, aura bhI uccatara hai| taba usase uccatara hai kaMTha, sRjanAtmakatA, sahabhAgitA kaa| phira usase uccatara hai tIsarI Akha, jIvana jaisA hai use vaisA hI dekhane kI dRSTi, binA kisI prakSepaNa ke-satya ko nirdhUma dekhane kI spaSTa dRSTi kA anubhv| aura sAtaveM keMdra sahasrAra kA to uccatama hai| yaha eka mAnacitra hai| yadi tuma cAho, to tuma Upara kI ora jA sakate ho, UdhvaIretA ho sakate ho| lekina kabhI bhI sidadhiyoM, zaktiyo ke lie UdhvaretA banane kI koziza mata karanA; ye mUr3hatAeM haiN|
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________________ tuma kauna ho yaha jAnane ke lie UdhvaIratA banane kA prayAsa kro| zakti ke lie nahIM zAMti ke lie zAMti ko apanA lakSya hone do, zakti nhiiN| yaha adhyAya vibhUtipAda kahalAtA hai| vibhUti kA artha hai 'zakti' pataMjali ne yaha adhyAya sammilita isalie kiyA ki unake ziSya aura ve loga jo unakA anusaraNa kara rahe haiM, unheM sAvadhAna kiyA jA sake ki rAste meM bahuta sI zaktiyAM ghaTa sakatI haiM, kiMtu unameM tumheM ulajhanA nahIM hai| eka bAra tuma zakti meM ulajhe eka bAra tuma zakti ke phera meM par3e, tuma parezAnI meM par3a jAoge tuma usa biMdu se baMdha jAoge aura tumhArI ur3Ana thama jAegI aura vyakti ko ur3ate hI jAnA hai, parama aMta taka, jaba taka ki zUnyatA na khule aura tuma brahmAMDIya AtmA meM punaH samAhita ho jaao| zAMti ko hone do tumhArA sAdhya / Aja itanA hii| pravacana 82 - cunAva naraka hai prazna- sAraH 1- ozo, Apa mujhase bahane ke lie kahate haiM, yaha kaise saMbhava hai? 2- maiM anuttaradAyI anubhava karatA hUM aura ulajha jAtA hUM ki saMnyAsa kyA hai? 3 - ozo samasyA kyA hai? 4 - 'Apa kahate haiM, vahI galatI dubArA mata karo, yaha kaise ho pAegA? 5- kyA Apa kisI bAta ko gaMbhIratA se nahIM le sakate?
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________________ 6-'kyA mullA nasaruddIna Azrama meM koI samUha calAeMge? 7-'saMnyAsa ApakA AzISa hai yA merA satyAgraha? 8-'Apake strota se pIkara bhI pyAsa kama nahIM haI hai? prazna: ozo, Apa mujhase bahane ko kahate haiM eka bejAna se bojha mana ke sAtha merA zarIra itanA bhArI hai ki mujhe lagatA hai yadi maine bahanA cAhA je kahIM maiM DUba na jAUM ata ghabar3A kara maine tairanA jArI rakhA hai? bahanA jIvana kA samagrarUpeNa nayA DhaMga hai| tumheM saMgharSa karane kI Adata hai, tuma dhArA ke viparIta tairane ke AdI ho| yadi tuma kisI ke sAtha saMgharSa karo to ahaM poSita hotA hai| yadi tuma saMgharSa na karo to basa ahaMkAra vilIna ho jAtA hai| ahaMkAra kA astitva banAe rakhane ke lie saMgharSa ko jArI rakhanA parama Avazyaka hai| isa DhaMga se yA usa DhaMga se, cAhe sAMsArika mAmalA ho yA AdhyAtmika mAmalA, lekina saMgharSa karate rho| cAhe dUsaroM se saMgharSa karo yA svayaM se saMgharSa, lekina saMgharSa jArI rkho| jina logoM ko tuma sAMsArika kahate ho ve dUsaroM se saMgharSarata haiM aura jinheM tuma AdhyAtmika kahate ho svayaM ke sAtha saMgharSa kara rahe haiN| lekina buniyAdI bAta vahI rahatI hai| saccI dRSTi kA janma sirpha tabhI hotA hai jaba tuma saMgharSa baMda kara dete ho| taba tuma miTane lagate ho, 'kyoMki saMgharSa ke abhAva meM ahaMkAra eka pala bhI nahIM Tika. sktaa| isake lie lagAtAra paiDala calAte rahanA par3atA hai| yaha eka sAikila kI bhAMti hai| yadi tuma paiDala calAnA baMda kara do to yaha giregI hI, yaha jyAdA dera nahIM cala paaegii| saMbhavata: pahale se nirmita saMvega ke kAraNa thor3I-bahuta calatI rahe, lekina ahaM ke lie, ise jiMdA rakhane ke lie tumhArA sahayoga jarUrI hai| aura yaha sahayoga saMgharSa, pratirodha ke dvArA hI kiyA jAtA hai|
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________________ jaba maiMne tumase bahane ko kahA, to merA artha yaha hai ki tuma brahmAMDa ke itane choTe sUkSma aMza ho ki usake sAtha saMgharSa karane kI bAta hI betukI hai| tuma kisake sAtha saMgharSa kara rahe ho? sArA saMgharSa mUlata: paramAtmA ke viruddha hai, kyoMki vahI hai tumhAre cAroM or| yadi tuma dhArA ke viparIta tairane kI koziza kara rahe ho, tuma paramAtmA ke virodha meM jAne kA prayAsa kara rahe ho| yadi vaha nIce sAgara kI ora pravAhita ho rahA ho, to usakA anusaraNa kro| jaba tuma nadI ke sAtha bahanA zurU kara dete ho, to tumhAre bhItara eka pUrNata: bhinna guNavattA kA udaya hogaa| usa pAra kA kucha avatarita hogaa| tuma vahAM nahIM hoge, tuma basa eka khAlIpana, eka virATa zUnyatA, eka grAhyatA bana jAte ho| jaba tuma saMgharSa karate ho, to tuma sikur3a jAte ho| jaba tuma saMgharSa karate ho, to tuma choTe ho jAte ho| jaba tuma saMgharSa karate ho, to tuma kaThora ho jAte ho| jaba tuma saMgharSa nahIM karate-tuma samarpaNa karate ho, to jaise kamala apanI paMkhur3iyAM khola rahA ho isa bhAMti tuma khula jAte ho, taba tuma grahaNa karate ho| nirbhaya hokara tama gatizIla ho jAte ho, jIvana ke sAtha gatimAna, nadI ke sAtha pravAhita hone lagate ho| tumhArA prazna hai : 'Apa mujhase bahane ko kahate haiM, lekina maiM bhayabhIta haM; yadi maiMne bahanA cAhA to maiM DUba jaauuNgaa|' yadi tuma DUbate ho, yaha zubha hai, kyoMki sirpha ahaMkAra hI DUba sakatA hai, tuma nhiiN| jaba tuma saMgharSarata ho, vastuta: tumhAre aMtartama se tumhArA ahaMkAra hI saMgharSa kara rahA hotA hai| tuma dduuboge| lekina usa DUbane se hI tuma pahalI bAra bahane ke yogya hooge, tumhArA bahanA pahalI bAra tabhI saMbhava ho skegaa| jaba tuma cunAva karate ho to tuma ahaMkAra cuna lete ho| cunAvarahita raho, jIvana ko tumhAre lie cunAva karane do aura tuma ahaMkAra-zUnya ho jaaoge| tuma jaba bhI cunoge naraka hI cunoge| cunAva naraka hai| mata cuno| apane hRdaya meM jIsasa kI isa prArthanA ko- 'terI marjI pUrI ho, terA rAjya Ae' gUMjane do| use hI tumhAre lie karane do| khuda ko miTA do, DubA do, astitva ke usa tala se haTa jAo, aura taba acAnaka tuma vahI manuSya nahIM rahate, tuma ati mAnava ho| tumhArA sArA: jIvana paramAnaMda se otaprota ho jaaegaa| maiM tumase eka kahAnI kahanA caahuuNgaa| eka abhAgI AtmA naraka ke dvAra para pahuMcI, aura zaitAna ne khuda hI usakA sAkSAtkAra liyaa|'tumheN kauna se samUha meM jAnA pasaMda AegA?' usa para tirachI nigAha DAlate hue vaha bolA, samUha! kyA matalaba hai ApakA? navaAgaMtuka ne puuchaa| tuma samajho,. zaitAna bolA, hamAre pAsa yahAM para hara prakAra kI yaMtraNAeM haiM, aura hama logoM ko inheM khuda ke lie pasaMda karane kI anumati dete haiN| hamarA vizvAsa lokataMtra meM hai, aura hama tAnAzAhI pravRtti ke
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________________ nahIM haiN| aura yahAM koI ApAtakAla bhI nahIM cala rahA hai|' apanA cunAva tumheM khuda hI karanA hai| lekina yaha cunAva sadA ke lie hogA, yaha bAta samajha lo, ise yAda rakhanA, ata: tumheM apane lie sAvadhAnI pUrvaka cunAva karanA caahie| maiM tumheM sArI jagaha dikhA dUMgA / isa prakAra zaitAna use naraka meM saba jagaha le gyaa| eka samUha kIcar3a meM loTa lagA rahA thA aura kITa-pataMge use lagAtAra khAe jA rahe the| eka aura samUha lAlu -lAla tapate hue trizUloM dvArA bhedA jA rahA thaa| eka aura samUha yAtanA - yaMtra para khIMcA jA rahA thaa| isI prakAra aura bhI the aura navaAgaMtuka inheM dekha kara kAphI nirAzA mahasUsa kara rahA thaa| phira zaitAna use eka aise samUha meM le gayA jahAM sAre nivAsI eka khAsa kisma ke behada badabUdAra mala se bhare garta meM kamara taka DUbe khar3e the aura cAya pI rahe the| yaha koI jyAdA burA nahIM lagatA, usane socA, maiM yahI samUha cunUMgA, usane zaitAna se kahA / kyA tuma pakke taura se kaha rahe ho, zaitAna ne pUchA, yAda rahe, tuma phira apanA mana nahIM badala sakoge, aura yaha hamezA-hamezA aura hamezA ke lie hai| nahIM, merA phaisalA aTala hai, mere lie yahI ThIka hai, naye narakajIvI ne kahA / bahuta acchA, zaitAna ne kahA, isameM cale jaao| aura jaise hI vaha abhAgA jIva usameM kUdA, eka sITI bajI aura AvAja sunAI dI, basa bahuta huA, calo sabhI loga sira ke bala khar3e ho jAo, cAya kA samaya khatma ho gayA hai| yadi tuma cunAva karo to tuma naraka cunate ho| cunAva naraka hai| isI prakAra se tumane cunAva karake hI khuda ke cAroM ora apanA naraka nirmita kara liyA hai| jaba tuma cunAva karate ho to tuma paramAtmA ko tumhAre lie nahIM cunane dete| - kRSNamUrti cunAvarahitatA para jora die cale jAte haiN| yaha sArI kahAnI kA sirpha eka chora hai| dUsarA chora yaha hai ki agara tuma cunAvarahita ho to paramAtmA tumhAre lie cunatA hai cunAvarahita raho, yaha kahAnI kA AdhA bhAga haiM- mAtra eka AraMbha jisa kSaNa tuma cunAvarahita hote ho, jIvana pravAhita hotA hai| tuma vahAM nahIM hote-jIvana pravAhita hogA aura tuma naraka ke sivAya kucha bhI nahIM ho| jaise hI tuma svayaM evaM paramAtmA ke bIca se haTa jAte ho, vahI cunAva karatA hai| vaha sadA se hI tumhAre lie cunatA rahA hai| eka kahAvata hai jisameM kahA gayA hai, 'manuSya prastAvita karatA hai paraMtu Izvara ise samApta kara detA hai|' vAstavikatA isase bilakula viparIta hai, Izvara prastAvita karatA hai aura manuSya ise miTAe calA jAtA hai jaba tumheM acunAva ke sauMdarya aura usake sAtha bahane kI anubhUti ho jAtI
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________________ hai to phira tuma kabhI nahIM cunoge| kyoMki jaba bhI tuma cunate ho tuma naraka cunate ho, aura jo kucha bhI tuma cunate ho tuma naraka ko hI cunate ho| isalie maiM cAhUMgA ki tuma DUbo, mere AzISa ke sAtha dduubo| jaba jIsasa kahate haiM ki jo khuda se cipakeMge apane Apa ko kho deMge, aura jo kho dene ko rAjI haiM ve pA leMge, to unakA abhiprAya ThIka yahI hai| jaba sUphI kahate haiM, apanI mauta se pahale 'mara jAo, aura taba tuma amara ho jAoge, to unakA matalaba bhI yahI hai| ahaMkAra kI mRtyu samarpaNa davArA hI ghaTatI hai| loga Akara mujhase pUchate haiM, 'nira-ahaMkArI kaise baneM?' lekina tuma nira-ahaMkArI hone ke lie kucha bhI nahIM kara skte| jo kucha bhI tuma karoge vahI tumheM puna: ahaMkArI banA degaa| tuma koziza kara sakate hI, ahaMkAra ko anuzAsita karo, lekina tuma niraahaMkArI na ho pAoge kyoMki jo bhI tuma karate ho, ahaMkAra ko bar3hAtA hI hai| jisa kSaNa tuma kartA bana jAte ho, cAhe kisI bhI DhaMga se, tuma vinamra hone kA prayAsa kara sakate ho, lekina agara tumhArI vinamratA abhyAsa se AI hai, tumhAre davArA Aropita kI gaI hai, taba kahIM gaharAI meM vinamratA ke bhItara ahaMkAra tAja pahane baiThA rahegA, aura yaha kahatA rahegA, 'dekho maiM kitanA vinamra haiN|' maiMne eka -vyakti ke bAre meM sunA hai, jo mahAna manasvida eDalara, jisane hInatA-graMthi, inaphiriAriTI kAmpaleksa zabda IjAda kiyA thA, se milane gyaa| usa vyakti kA manovizleSaNa kiyA gyaa| kucha mAha bAda aura bar3e parizrama ke uparAMta eDalara ne usase kahA aba tuma ThIka ho gae ho| usa vyakti ne kahA : hAM, maiM bhI mahasUsa karatA hUM ki maiM ThIka huuN| aba maiM aisA vyakti hUM jisameM duniyA kI sabase suMdara hInatA-graMthi hai-sAre saMsAra kI sarvazreSTha hiintaa-grNthi| hInatA kI graMthi aura vaha bhI sabase suMdara aura sarvazreSTha? aisA saMbhava hai; yaha roja hI ghaTatA hai| tuma hInatA kI graMthi ke bAre meM bhI ahaMkArI ho sakate ho| tumhArI hInatA kI graMthi ke bAre meM bhI tumameM zreSThatA kI graMthi ho sakatI hai| manuSya kitanA vicitra hotA hai| dhArmika vyaktiyoM ke pAsa jAkara unakI zakleM dekho| ve hara prakAra se vinamratA dikhAte haiM, lekina unase paricita hone ke lie tumheM unake bhItara jarA gahare utaranA pdd'egaa| gahare meM unakA ahaMkAra yaha mahasUsa karate hue mujhase jyAdA vinamra koI aura nahIM hai, ati prasanna rahatA hai| yadi tuma kisI dhArmika vyakti se kaho, mujhe eka aisA vyakti mila gayA hai jo Apase jyAdA vinamra hai, to use coTa pahuMcegI, vaha apamAnita mahasUsa karegA, usase jyAdA vinamra koI nahIM ho sakatA, yaha asaMbhava hai| lekina ahaMkAra kA kula prayAsa yahI to hai-mujhase jyAdA acchA makAna kisI ke pAsa na ho, merI kAra se jyAdA acchI kAra kisI pAsa na ho, kisI kA ceharA mujhase adhika suMdara na ho, mujhase jyAdA jAnakArI kisI ke pAsa na ho| aisI tulanA meM par3a kara svayaM ko behatara samajhanA hI to hai ahNkaar|
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________________ ise badalane ke lie tuma kucha bhI nahIM kara skte| tuma to basa isa bAta ko dekha sakate ho ki tumhArI ora se kucha bhI kie jAne kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| aura eka bAra tuma ise girA do, balki yaha kahanA ucita rahegA ki eka bAra tumhArI gaharI samajha meM yaha gira jAe-tuma jIvana ke prati khula jAte ho| taba eka khule kakSa meM bahatI zItala samIra kI bhAMti jIvana tumameM se pravAhita hone lagatA hai| abhI tuma eka baMda kamare jaise ho, sArI khir3akiyAM-daravAje baMda haiM, na koI prakAza kiraNa tumameM praviSTa hotI hai, na koI tAjI havA kA jhoMkA tumameM hokara gujaratA hai| tuma apanI guphA meM ho, bNd| aura niHsaMdeha agara tumheM dama ghuTane jaisA lage to yaha svAbhAvika hai| lekina maiM jAnatA hUM ki khuda ko DUbane denA kaThina hai| isameM samaya lagatA hai| kucha jhalakiyAM caahie| kabhI-kabhI bahate jAo, taise mata, mahasUsa karo ki nadI tumheM lie jA rahI hai| kabhI bAga meM basa baiTha jAo, cunAva mata kro| aisA mata kaho ki kyA suMdara hai aura kyA kuruup| vibhAjana mata karo, basa pratyeka vastu ke prati mAtra vahAM upasthita rho| kabhI bAjAra meM Tahalane nikala par3o, na niMdA, na prazaMsA, kucha kahanA mt| bahuta se DhaMgoM se sIkho ki kaise binA mUlyAMkana kie basa maujUda rahA jaae| kyoMki jisa kSaNa tuma mUlyAMkana karate ho, tumane cunAva kara liyaa| jisa kSaNa tumane kahA, yaha acchA hai, tuma kaha rahe ho, 'maiM ise pAnA cAhatA huuN|' jisa kSaNa tuma kahate ho, yaha burA hai, tuma kaha rahe ho, 'maiM ise nahIM cAhatA; maiM ise pAnA nahIM cAhatA huuN|' jisa kSaNa tumane kahA, yaha strI khUbasUrata hai, tumameM kAmanA uTha gii| jisa pala tumane kahA, yaha strI badasUrata hai, tuma vikarSita ho cuke hote ho| tuma pahale se hI bhale aura bure kI, suMdara aura kurUpa kI vaita kI pakar3a meM phaMsa cuke hote ho, tumhAre bhItara cunAva praviSTa ho cukA hai| ahaMkAra ke DhaMga bahuta sUkSma haiN| vyakti ko bahuta sajaga rahanA hotA hai| aura eka bAra-basa eka pala ke lie hI tuma jAna lo ki ahaMkAra vahAM nahIM hai, tuma ise nirmita nahIM kara rahe ho-acAnaka sAre dvAra khula jAte haiM, aura hara ora se, sArI dizAoM se jIvana tumhArI aura umar3ane lagatA hai| yaha umar3anA ati sukomala hai| agara tuma jAgarUka nahIM ho, to tuma ise jAna bhI na pAoge, mahasUsa bhI na kara skoge| paramAtmA kA sparza bahuta sUkSma hotA hai, isakI anuzana ke lie bahata saMvedanazIla hone kI jarUrata hai| abhI usa dina maiM haba usTara hyUsa kI eka choTI sI kavitA par3ha rahA thaa| nahIM bhejatA prabhu apane vacana ho jala kA jaise tIvra pravAha ugra tUphAna aura jala plAvana bahA le jAtA hama ko aah|
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________________ zIta meM harI zAkha ho khar3I jhalaka dikhAtA ho dineza dharA para komala rimajhima jhar3I aise vaha AtA hai srvesh| .......dharA para komala rimajhima jhar3I, aise vaha AtA hai srvesh| gahana samarpaNa, saMvedanazIlatA, jAgarUkatA meM acAnaka tuma kisI aise bhAva se bhara uThate ho jise tumane pahale kabhI na jAnA thaa| yaha hamezA se vahAM thA, lekina isakI saMcetanA hone ke lie tuma ati sthUla the| yaha sadA se vahAM thA, lekina tuma saMgharSa meM, ahaMkAra ko poSita karane ke upAyoM meM isa kadara ulajhe hue the ki tuma kabhI pIche muDa kara ise mahasUsa na kara ske| yaha vahAM sadA maujUda thA para tuma upasthita nahIM the| yaha hamezA se tumhArI pratIkSA kara rahA thA, lekina tuma ghara lauTanA bhUla cuke the| ahaMkAra ko girA denA hI ghara lauTane kA upAya hai| isalie khuda ko DubA do| yahAM maiM tumheM isI kI sArI kalA sikhA rahA huuN| yadi maiM kucha bhI sikhA rahA hUM to maiM tumheM mRtyu sikhA rahA huuN| kyoMki maiM jAnatA hUM kevala mRtyu dvArA hI punarjIvana milatA hai| prazna: Aja subaha Apa uttaradAyI hone kI AvazyakatA para, dUsaroM para nirbhara na hone para aura ekAkI hone para bole| maiM samajhatA hUM ki ina bAtoM se bacane kA bahAnA karane ke lie maiM saMnyAsa le rahA hUM-hara bAra Apase pUchate rahanA aba maiM kyA karUM, jaba maiM udAsa aura akelA hotA hUM to Apako upasthiti kI pukAra, kalpanA karatA hUM, ki khAlIpana ko bharate hue Apa mere pAsa Ate hai| maiM unuttaradAyI anubhava karatA hUM, aura phira se ulajha jAtA hUM ki saMnyAsa kyA hai? agara tuma kisI dUsare para nirbhara rahe to tuma sadA ulajhe rahoge, kyoMki taba samajha tumhArI nahIM hogii| aura samajha udhAra nahIM lI jA sktii| ata: kucha samaya ke lie tuma khuda ko mUrkha banA sakate ho| lekina bAra-bAra saccAI prakaTa hotI rahegI aura tuma ulajhana meM par3a jaaoge| isalie ulajhana se
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________________ bacane kA ekamAtra upAya hai - khuda ko tarka meM mata samajhAo / ulajhana se bacane kA ekamAtra upAyaAtmanirbhara honA, saceta honA aura jAgarUka honA hai| 'jAgarUkatA ko sthagita mata kro| jaba kabhI tuma kisI para nirbhara hone lagate ho tuma jAgarUkatA se baca rahe ho| aura ekadama zurU se hI tumheM isake lie zikSita aura saMskArita kiyA gayA hai| mAM-bApa, adhikArI, samAja, zikSAvida, rAjanetA sabhI tumheM isa bhAMti saMskArita karate rahate haiM ki tuma hamezA dUsaroM para nirbhara rho| tabhI tumheM unake anusAra calAyA jA sakatA hai, tuma para adhikAra jamAyA jA sakatA hai tabhI tumheM damita aura zoSita kiyA jA sakatA hai, tumheM gulAmI kI hAlata meM lAyA jA sakatA hai| tuma apanI AjAdI kho dete ho| aisI hai tumhAre mana kI dazA jaba tuma mere pAsa Ate ho to tuma isI manaHsthiti ke sAtha Ate ho / niHsaMdeha koI aura DhaMga hai bhI nhiiN| aura turaMta tumhArA mana tumhArI isI manaHsthiti se kArya karane lagatA hai, tuma mujha para nirbhara hone lagate ho| lekina maiM tumheM yaha saba nahIM karane de rahA huuN| tumheM bAra-bAra dhakela kara maiM tumheM bAra-bAra tuma para pheMka duuNgaa| kyoMki maiM tumheM tumhArI svayaM kI samajha para nirbhara rakhanA cAhatA hUM tabhI yaha kucha sthAyitvapUrNa hogI, phira tuma kabhI ulajhana meM na par3oge | ulajhAva A hI jAtA hai.. maiM tumase kucha kahatA hUM tuma isameM vizvAsa karanA zurU kara dete ho, paraMtu yaha tumhArI apanI dRSTi, tumhArA svayaM kA bodha nahIM hotA hai| phira kala jiMdagI meM kucha ghaTatA hai aura tuma muzkila meM par3ate ho muzkila isalie AtI hai ki tumane yaMtravata sIkhA hai, tumane merI bAteM yAda kara lI haiN| aba tuma isa udhAra kI samajha ke dvArA pratisaMvedita karane kI koziza karoge jIvana pratipala badalatA hai| merI isa pala kI samajha agale pala hI tumhAre kisI kAma kI na rhegii| merI isa samajha ko sthAyI saMdarbha nahIM banAyA jA sktaa| aura agara tumane ise zAbdika rUpa se, bauddhikatA se, mAnasika rUpa se hI grahaNa kiyA ho aura tuma ise sAtha lie phiro, to tuma bAra-bAra ulajhana meM par3oge kyoMki jIvana hamezA tumhArI isa tathAkathita samajha ko bekAra siddha karatA rahegA / - jIvana kevala asalI samajha para bharosA karatA hai| asalI kA artha hai tumhArI apanI prAmANika, jisakA tumameM janma huA ho| maiM yahAM tumheM jAnakArI dene ke lie nahIM hUM maiM yahAM tumheM siddhAta dene ke lie nahIM hUM yahI to sadiyoM se kiyA jA rahA hai aura AdamI sadA se ajJAnI banA rahA hai| tumheM usa satya ke prati sacetana karane ko hUM jo tumhAre pIche tumameM chipA hai, vaha hai prakAza - srota / usa srota para dastaka do, usa prakAza ko apane bhItara jyotirmaya hone do| aura tabhI tumhAre pAsa kucha jIvaMta hogaa| taba jIvana meM jo bhI samasyAeM AeMgI, tuma unheM apane atIta kI jAnakArI se nahIM sulajhAoge, tuma unheM vartamAna meM sulajhAoge tuma unakA sAmanA apanI vartamAna samajha se karoge /
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________________ maiM jo kucha bhI kahatA hUM vaha hamezA atIta bana jaaegaa| isa pala meM maiMne kahA aura usa pala meM tumane sunA, isa bIca yaha atIta meM jA cukA hotA hai aura jIvana badalatA calA jAtA hai, yaha eka satata pravAha hai| yaha kisI virAma ko nahIM jAnatA, vizrAma ko nahIM jAnatA / isalie bAra-bAra tuma ulajhana meM par3oge / aura mere sAtha to eka samasyA aura bhI hai| yadi agale pala meM tuma vahI prazna pUchoge to bhI maiM uttara dubArA nahIM duuNgaa| kyoMki maiM pratisaMvedita karatA huuN| maiM uttara nahIM detaa| maiM apane purAne uttara yAda nahIM rakhatA- maiM prati saMvedanA karatA huuN| tumhArA prazna vahAM hai, maiM yahAM hUM maiM punaH pratisavedanA kruuNgaa| aura agara tuma mere uttara ekatrita karate gae, to tuma na kevala ulajhoge varana tuma pAgala ho jaaoge| kyoMki unameM tuma koI samasvaratA yA koI susaMgati na paaoge| ve asaMgata haiN| maiM kara bhI kyA sakatA hUM ? jIvana hI asaMgata hai| yadi mujhe jIvana ke prati saccA rahanA hai to mujhe apane vaktavyoM meM asaMgata honA pdd'egaa| yadi maiM apane vaktavyoM ke prati saccA honA cAhUM to maiM jIvana ke sAtha chala kruuNgaa| aura maiM jIvana ke prati saccA honA caahuuNgaa| maiM apane atIta kA vizvAsa tor3a sakatA hUM lekina maiM vartamAna ke sAtha vizvAsaghAtI nahIM ho sktaa| maiM apane vaktavyoM ke viparIta jA sakatA hUM lekina maiM vartamAna jIvana ke isa pala ke viparIta nahIM jA sktaa| isalie ulajhana to hogii| kisI dina meM kucha kahUMgA aura kisI dina maiM koI aura bAta kaha duuNgaa| yadi tuma tulanA karo, agara mere vaktavyoM meM saMgati kI khoja karo, to tuma parezAnI meM gaharI parezAnI meM par3oge aisA mata kro| tuma to basa mujhe suno aura mere uttaroM ko mata yAda karo, merI pratisaMvedanA ko siikho| jo maiMne kahA usakI ciMtA mata karo, usa bhaMgimA ko dekho jisase maiMne kahA hai| usa DhaMga ko dekho jisase maiM eka prazna, eka paristhiti ko pratisaMvedita karatA huuN| uttara nahIM balki merI jIvaMta pratisaMvedanA hI mahatvapUrNa hai| aura agara tuma jIvaMta pratisaMvedanA sIkha sako to tuma uttaradAyI ho jAte ho rispAsibiliTI zabda kA merA artha zabdakoza meM die gae artha se bhinna hai| zabdakoza meM rispAsibiliTI kA artha kartavya, pratibaddhatA, jaise ki tuma kisI dUsare ke prati javAbadeha ho, isa prakAra kA hai| yaha zabda karIba-karIba bhaddA hai| mAM apane bacce se kahatI rahatI hai, yAda rahe, tumhArA uttaradAyitva mere prati hai| pitA apane putra se kahe calA jAtA hai, tuma mere prati javAbadeha ho, yAda rkho| samAja vyaktiyoM se kahatA rahatA hai, tuma hamAre prati samAja ke prati javAbadeha ho, yAda rahe aura tumhAre tathAkathita Izvara ke avatAra bhI, ve bhI logoM se kahate rahe, tuma hamAre prati, mere prati jimmedAra ho / jaba maiM rispaoNsibiliTI zabda kA prayoga karatA hUM to merA abhiprAya hai tumhArI jIvaMtatA, pratisavedanAtmaka jIvaMtatA / tuma isa pala meM apane astitva ke atirikta kisI anya uttaradAyI nahIM ho| tuma pratisaMvedanA ke lie uttaradAyI ho| khule hRdaya se, grahaNazIla hote hu saMvedita
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________________ hone ke lie| baMda muTThiyoM ke sAtha nahIM balki khule hAthoM se| kucha rokate yA chipAte hue nahIM, svayaM ko pUrNata: kholate hue, jIvana ke prati gahana zraddhA ke sAtha, cAlAka aura kuTila hone kI koziza na karate hue| aise meM tuma jIvana ke sAtha pratipala bahate rahate ho... kyoMki jIvana badalatA rahatA hai, isalie tumhArA pratisaMvedana bhI badalatA rhegaa| kaI bAra garmI hotI hai aura tuma dhUpa meM nahIM baiTha sakate ho, to tumheM chAyA kI jarUrata pdd'egii| kabhI bahuta sardI hotI hai aura tuma chAyA meM nahIM baiTha sakate ho, tuma dhUpa meM baiThanA cAhoge, lekina taba koI bhI tumase yaha nahIM kahane jA rahA hai ki tumhArA bartAva bahuta asaMgata hai, usa dina tuma chAMva meM baiThe the, aura aba tuma dhUpa meM baiThe ho? susaMgata bno| cunAva karo! yadi tuma dhUpa meM baiThanA cAhate ho, saMgata banAte hue dhUpa meM baiThe rho|' tuma isa betukepana para haMsoge, lekina loga tumase jIvana meM yahI ummIda lagAte haiN| tumhAre cAroM ora saba kucha badala rahA hai, sthAyI vicAroM ke cakkara meM mata par3o varanA tuma saMzayagrasta ho jaaoge| aura dUsare jo kahate haiM, use mata sunanA, apane hRdaya kI suno| maiMne sunA hai, jisa bAta se manuSya-jAti pIr3hiyoM se bhayabhIta thI vaha ho gaI eka nAbhikIya prakriyA aniyaMtrita ho gaI aura sArA bhUmaMDala visphoTita ho gayA, jisase vahAM ke sAre jIvadhArI mAre ge| svabhAvata: paraloka ke dvAra para bhayaMkara ulajhana khar3I ho gii| eka hI samaya meM itanI sArI AtmAeM ta: seMTa pITara ne kaI noTisa lagA die jinake pIche AtmAeM apane varga ke anusAra paMkti baddha hokara khar3I rheN| eka jagaha likhA thA. mAlikoM ki lie| dUsarI jagaha. ve puruSa jo apanI patniyoM ke niyaMtraNa meM haiN| mAlikoM ke lie' vAle sthAna meM kevala eka AtmA khar3I thI, jaba ki dUsare sUcanA-paTa ke pIche itanI laMbI lAina thI ki vaha AkAza-gaMgA taka pahuMca rahI thii| seMTa pITara ne usa akelI AtmA se utsukatA vaza kahA kevala tuma hI yahAM ho, aisA kaise ho gayA? mujhe nahIM patA, patnI ne mujhe yahAM khar3e hone ko kahA, uttara milaa| kabhI to patnI kahatI hai, kabhI pati kahatA hai, kabhI pitA, to kabhI mAM, aura kabhI guru| kisI ne yahAM tumase khar3e hone ko kahA hai aura tuma nahIM jAnate, kyoM? sunizcita karo ki tuma yahAM kyoM khar3e ho? suno| yaha thor3A jaTila hai| yadi tuma kisI kA anugamana bhI karanA cAhate ho to apane hRdaya kI suno, kyA tuma aisA hI cAhate ho| maiM aisA nahIM kahatA ki kisI kA anugamana mata karo, kyoMki agara
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________________ tumhArA dila kahatA hai ki anugamana karo, taba tuma kyA karoge? lekina hRdaya kI bAta suno, apanI anubhUti ko pahale anubhava karo, kyoMki aMtataH apane hRdaya ke lie tumhI jimmevAra hoge| aura saba kucha bAda meM AtA hai, tuma hI prAthamika ho| apane saMsAra kA keMdra tuma hI ho| agara tuma merA anugamana karane kA cunAva karate ho yA tuma mere dvArA dIkSita honA cunate ho, yadi tuma mere prati samarpaNa kA cunAva karate ho, pahale apanI anubhuti ko anubhava kro| varanA tuma bArabAra ulajhana meM par3oge, aura bAra-bAra tuma socane lagoge, 'maiM yahAM kyA kara rahA huuN| tuma socane lagoge, 'maiMne saMnyAsa kyoM liyA? kyoM? kyoMki koI aura kaha rahA hai isalie ise mata lenaa| ise anubhava kro| taba ulajhana kabhI nahIM utthegii| taba yaha uTha hI nahIM sakatI, taba ulajhana kA koI savAla hI nahIM ulajhana eka galata kriyAkalApa hai| yadi tuma apane keMdra se kArya karate ho, to ulajhana kabhI nahIM paidA hotii| yadi tuma kisI aura vyakti ke keMdra se kArya karo to lagAtAra ulajhana paidA hI hotI rahegI aura loga dUsaroM kI samajha, salAhakAroM, vizeSajJoM kI rAya se kArya kara rahe haiN| ve unake dvArA jI rahe haiN| logoM ne apanA jIvana pUrI taraha se dUsaroM ke hAthoM meM chor3a rakhA hai| ise mahasUsa karo, anubhUti ke udaya kI pratIkSA kro| dhairya rakho, jaldabAjI meM mata pdd'ii| aura agara tumane anubhUti ko ThIka se mahasUsa kara liyA hai to tumhArI jar3a gaharI hai aura yahI jar3a tumheM bala pradAna karegI, aura yahI jar3a kisI ulajhana ko tumhAre pAsa Thaharane hI nahIM degii| prazna: samasyA kyA hai? jaba tuma mere lie samasyA nirmita kara rahe ho| yaha prazna aisA hI hai, jaise koI Ae aura pUche pIlApana kyA hai? yA 'pIlA raMga kyA hai? pIle phUla hote haiM, purAne pIle patte hote haiM, pIlA sunaharA sUrya hotA hai aura bhI hajAroM cIjeM haiM jo pIlI haiM, lekina kyA tumane pIlApana dekhA hai| pIlI cIjeM tumane dekhI haiM, lekina pIlApana! use kisI ne nahIM dekhA, koI dekha bhI nahIM paaegaa| samasyAeM hI samasyAeM haiM, lekina tuma kabhI nahIM jAna pAte ki samasyA kyA hai; taba prazna nirapekSa hai| samasyA jaisA kucha bhI nahIM hai| samasyAeM isIlie haiM kyoMki tumhAre bhItara kA aMtavaMda samasyA hai| tumhAre bhItara do mana haiM, tabhI samasyA uThatI hai| tuma nahIM jAnate kahAM jAUM, isa rAste yA usa rAste,
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________________ tabhI samasyA uTha khar3I hotI hai| tumhAre bhItara ke dvaita kA prazna hI samasyA hai, tuma yaha karanA cAhate ho, aura tuma vaha bhI karanA cAhate ho, aura samasyA upajatI hai| lekina agara tuma eka ho to, koI samasyA nahIM haiN| tuma sahajatA se calate ho| jaba kabhI bhI tuma isa prakAra kA nirapekSa prazna-samasyA kyA hai yA pIlApana kyA hai yA prema kyA hai pUchate ho, to bAta kaThina ho jAtI hai| saMta agastIna ne kahA hai : maiM jAnatA hUM samaya kyA hai, lekina jaba loga mujhase pUchate haiM, samaya kyA hai, maiM acAnaka digbhramita ho jAtA huuN| hareka vyakti jAnatA hai samaya kyA hai, lekina agara koI pUchatA hai, bilakula ThIka-ThIka batAo yaha kyA hai, tuma muzkila meM par3a jaaoge| tuma yaha dikhA sakate ho ki samaya kyA hai, lekina apane zuddhatama rUpa meM, nirapekSata: samaya hai kyA? lekina maiM samajhatA hUM ki yaha samasyA kyoM A khar3I huI hai| kucha aise loga haiM jo itane saMzayagrasta haiM ki ve taya nahIM kara sakate ki samasyA kyA hai| ve itane saMzayagrasta haiM, aise caurAhe para khar3e haiM ki samAdhAna kyA hai yaha to bahuta dUra kI bAta hai, abhI to ve yaha bhI taya nahIM kara pAe haiM ki samasyA kyA hai| bahuta haiM aise loga, kyoMki tumane apanI bhAvanAoM se apane. astitvagata hRdaya se saMparka kho diyA hai| isalie samAdhAna hI nahIM, balki samasyA bhI dUsare ke dvArA dI jAtI hai| tuma mujhase pUcha rahe ho ki maiM tumheM batAUM ki tumhArI samasyA kyA hai| tuma mujha para na sirpha samAdhAna ke lie nirbhara ho, tuma mujha para samasyA ke lie bhI nirbhara ho| lekina atIta meM yaha isI bhAMti hotA calA AyA hai| jaba loga mere pAsa Ate haiM to maiM turaMta hI yaha dekha sakatA hai ki unake pAsa apanI samasyA hai yA ve udhAra mAMga kara lAe haiN| agara koI IsAI AtA hai to vaha aisI samasyA lekara AtA hai jise koI hiMdU kabhI nahIM lA sktaa| yadi koI yahUdI AtA hai to vaha aisI samasyA lAtA hai jise koI IsAI kabhI nahIM lA sktaa| jaba koI jaina AtA hai to vaha bilakula hI alaga samasyA lekara AtA hai jise koI hiMdU kabhI nahIM lA sktaa| kyA hotA hai? ye samasyAeM jIvana kI samasyAeM nahIM ho sakatI haiM, kyoMki jIvana kI samasyAeM yahadI, hiMdu IsAI yA jaina nahIM ho sakatI haiM, jIvana kI samasyAeM kevala jIvana kI samasyAeM hI haiN| ye samasyAeM saiddhAMtika haiM, ve sikhAI gaI haiN| unako samasyAeM bhI sikhAI jAtI hai-aba pUchane ko kyA bacA? mAnavatA kA bahuta cAlAka loga zoSaNa karate rahe haiN| pahale ve sikhAte haiM ki kyA pUchA jAe, aura phira unake pAsa uttara bhI hotA hai| yadi tuma sahI prazna pUcho to ve sahI uttara de dete haiN| aura donoM hI jhUThe haiM kyoMki prazna bhI unhIM ke dvArA sikhAyA gayA hai aura phira vahI tumane puuchaa| aura ve tumheM kevala ve hI prazna sikhAte haiM jinakA uttara ve de sakate hoN| isa prakAra khela acchI taraha, bilakula bar3hiyA DhaMga se calatA rahatA hai|
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________________ agara tuma kisI jaina sAdhu ke pAsa jAo aura tumheM jainoM ne na sikhAyA ho ki kauna so prazna pUchanA hai, tuma samasyA khar3I kara doge, tuma vahAM ghabar3AhaTa phailA doge| kyoMki tuma aise prazna pUchoge jinake lie paraMparA meM unakI paraMparA ne-uttara taiyAra nahIM kara rakhe haiN| yadi tuma kisI jaina se pUcho, paramAtmA ne saMsAra ' maro banAyA, to vaha hairAna raha jAegA, kyoMki usake dharma-siddhAMta meM koI paramAtmA hai hI nahIM, usake dharma-siddhAMta meM kabhI bhI kucha banAyA nahIM gayA hai, yaha saMsAra sadA, sadA aura sadA se vidyamAna hai| sRSTi racanA kabhI huI hI nhiiN| ata: agara tuma pUcha lo ki paramAtmA ne saMsAra kyoM banAyA, to eka jaina ke lie tumtArA prazna bilakula betukA hai, kyoMki na koI paramAtmA hai aura na koI sRSTi, yaha saMsAra sadA se hai| 'sRSTi' zabda hI jaina- bhASAvalI meM nahIM haiM, kyoMki sRSTi kA matalaba hotA hai : sraSTA kA astitva, aura jaba koI sRSTi hI nahIM huI to koI sraSTA kaise ho sakatA hai? yaha saMsAra hai, lekina yaha koI sRSTi nahIM hai| yaha zAzvata hai, asRjita hai; yaha sadA se maujUda rahA hai| kabhI bhI saiddhAMtika prazna mata pUcho, kyoMki yaha udhAra liyA huA hai| astitvagata prazna khoja lo| patA lagAo ki tumhArI kaThinAI kyA hai| jAna lo ki tumhArA jUtA kahAM kATatA hai| apanI nijI samasyAoM ko jaano| aura ho sakatA hai ki tumhArI samasyA kisI dUsare kI samasyA na ho, isalie dUsarA isa bAta para rAjI hI na ho ki yaha eka samasyA hai| samasyAeM vyaktigata hotI haiM ve koI jAgatika ghaTanA nahIM haiN| merI samasyA merI samasyA hai, tumhArI samasyA tumhArI samasyA hai| ve tumhAre aMgUThoM kI chApa kI taraha hI alaga-alaga haiM, aura unheM honA hI caahie| jaba maiM dekhatA hUM loga udhAra kI samasyAeM pUcha rahe haiM, una para tumhAre hastAkSara nahIM haiM, aura taba ve nirarthaka ho jAtI haiM-pUchane yogya bhI nahIM haiM, to uttara ke yogya bhI nahIM hotI haiN| tumhArI samasyAoM para tumhAre hastAkSara hone caahie| unheM tumhAre jIvana se, usake saMgharSa, cunautiyoM, tumhArI pratisaMvedanAoM, aura unakA sAmanA karane kI kSamatA se uThanA caahie| maiMne sunA hai, aMtata: vivAha ke dalAla ne kohena ko usa lar3akI se milane ke lie rAjI kara hI liyaa| ra, pratibhAzAlI, zikSita aura DheroM rupaye-paise vAlI batAyA gayA thaa| kohena usase milA, pasaMda kiyA, aura vivAha kara liyaa| eka hI dina bAda vaha usa vivAha ke dalAla ke pAsa pahuMcA aura krodhita hokara bolA, tumane mere sAtha gaMdA majAka kiyA hai, oha, usane khuda hI mAnA hai ki vaha pUnA ke Adhe puruSoM ke sAtha so cukI hai| to kyA huA, Akhira pUnA hai hI kitanA bar3A, dalAla ne uttara diyaa| tumhArI samasyA dalAla kI samasyA nahIM hai| tumhArI samasyA tumhArI hai, kisI aura kI nhiiN| yAda rahe agara yaha vyaktigata samasyA hai to hI sulajhAI jA sakatI hai kyoMki yaha saccI hai| yadi tumane ise
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________________ paraMparA, samAja yA kisI aura se udhAra le liyA hai to isakA kabhI uttara nahIM diyA jA sakegA kyoMki pahalI bAta to yahI hai ki yaha tumhArI samasyA hI nahIM thii| jaise ki tumane kisI se koI bImArI sIkha lI ho| abhI usa rAta ko hI maiM par3ha rahA thA ki eka prasiddha cikitsaka ke klInika meM eka noTisa, vizeSakara mahilAoM ke lie, lagA thA, usameM likhA kRpayA anya mahilAoM ke sAtha apanI bImAriyoM aura lakSaNoM ke bAre meM bAta na kareM-lakSaNoM kA AdAna-pradAna na kareM, kyoMki yaha DAkTara ko ulajhA degaa| DAkTara kI pratIkSA karatI haI mahilAeM bAta to kareMgI hI, aura eka-dUsare ke lakSaNoM se prabhAvita bhI jarUra hoNgii| aura nizcita rUpa se yaha DAkTaroM ko ulajhAtA hai, kyoMki phira vaha nahIM jAna pAtA ki bAta kyA hai| aise bhI loga haiM jo akhabAroM meM davAoM ke vijJApana par3ha kara bImAriyAM le lete haiN| maine eka AdamI ke bAre meM sunA hai jisane AdhI rAta meM apane cikitsaka ko phona kiyaa| niHsaMdeha AdhI rAta meM apanI nIMda tor3e jAne se DAkTara krodhita huaa| usane phona uThAyA, pUchA, bAta kyA hai? aura usa vyakti ne bImArI kA varNana karanA zurU kara diyaa| DAkTara ne kahA: saMkSepa meM batAeM, maiMne bhI samAcAra patrikAoM meM yaha lekha par3A hai, saMkSipta kreN| loga apanI bImAriyAM patrikAoM se sIkha lete haiN| jarA apane mana ko dekho| yaha itanA nakalacI hai ki yaha dUsaroM kI samasyAoM se prabhAvita ho sakatA hai, aura tumheM itanA prabhAvagrAhI banA sakatA hai ki tuma use apanI samasyA ke rUpa meM soca sakate ho| phira ise sulajhAne kA koI upAya nahIM hai, kyoMki pahalI bAta to yahI hai ki yaha tumhArI samasyA hai hI nhiiN| mere dekhane meM yahI AyA hai : agara koI samasyA asalI hai to hI ise sulajhAyA jA sakatA hai| maiM samasyA ko isI bhAMti paribhASita karatA hUM : yaha ki ise sulajhAyA jA sakatA hai| yadi ise sulajhAyA na jA sake to yaha samasyA nahIM hai| koI roga, taba hI roga hai, jaba ki usakA ilAja kiyA jA ske| sabhI rogoM kA upacAra ho sakatA hai, saiddhAMtika rUpa se saMbhava hai hii| lekina agara tumheM bImArI hai hI nahIM, to tumheM asAdhya bImArI hai| taba koI sahAyatA na kara sakegA, taba yaha sirpha tumhAre mana meM hI hai| koI davA tumhArI sahAyatA nahIM kara sktii| isalie samasyA ke bAre meM samajhane vAlI pahalI bAta to yaha ki ise astitvagata honA cAhie, saidadhAMtika, vaicArika, darzana zAstrIya nhiiN| balki ise darzana zAstrIya na hokara manovaijJAnika honA cAhie, aura ise jIvana ke saMgharSa se upajanA caahie| kyoMki tuma mRta vicAroM meM jakar3e hue ho, isI se tumhArI nabbe pratizata samasyAeM janmatI haiM, aura tuma unhIM vicAroM se cipakate ho| jaba koI aisI paristhiti sAmane AtI hai jo tumhAre vicAroM ke anakUla na ho, tabhI samasyA uTha khar3I hotI hai aura tuma vicAra badalane ke sthAna para paristhiti ko
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________________ badalane kI koziza karane lagate ho| yadi tumhAre sAmane aisI sthiti A jAe jo tumhArI vicAra paddhati se mela na khAtI ho, to tuma apanI vicAra paddhati badalane ke sthAna para usa paristhiti ko badalane kI jI-tor3a koziza karate ho, tabhI samasyA kA janma hotA hai| hamezA apane mana ko badalane ko taiyAra raho kyoMki jIvana ko tumhArI mAnyatAoM ke anusAra nahIM badalA jA sakatA hai| lekina hamane sIkha rakhA hai ki jIvana ko kisa DhaMga se dekheM, kaise usakI vyAkhyA kareM, hama baMdhI badhAI lIka para calate rahate haiN| maiM tumase eka kahAnI kahanA cAhatA hUM eka choTA sA AdamI apane baoNsa se bahuta bhayabhIta rahA karatA thaa| eka dina usane apane sAtha ke karmacArI ko batAyA ki vaha bImAra hai| usakA mitra bolA, tuma apane ghara kyoM nahIM cale jAte? oha! maiM aisA nahIM kara sktaa| kyoM nahIM kara sakate? nAsamajha mata bano, use kabhI patA nahIM calegA, vaha to Aja yahAM hai bhI nhiiN| aMtata: vaha vyakti rAjI ho gayA aura ghara calA gyaa| jaba vaha vahAM pahuMcA, usane khir3akI se dekhA aura usakA baoNsa vahIM thA, usakI patnI ke AliMgana aura cuMbana meM vyst| isalie vaha daur3atA huA vApasa kAryAlaya meM pahuMcA! kyA khUba mitra ho tuma bhI, usane apane sahakarmI se kahA, maiM to phaMsatA-phaMsatA bcaa| socane kA basa vahI purAnA ddhNg| paristhiti bilakula alaga thii| usane apane baoNsa ko pakar3a liyA hotA, lekina vahI purAnA vicAra ki usakA baoNsa hamezA use hI pakar3anA. cAhatA hai| jIvana kA nirIkSaNa karo, aura apane mana se mata cipko| tumhArI nabbe pratizata samasyAeM binA kisI parezAnI ke miTa jaaeNgii| tumhArI dasa pratizata samasyAeM baceMgI, ve astitva gata haiN| aura unakI vahAM jarUrata bhI hai, kyoMki tamheM unake mAdhyama se vikasita honA hai| yadi ve bhI miTa jAeM to tuma vikasita nahIM hoge| saMgharSa kI jarUrata hai| darda kI AvazyakatA hai| pIr3A kI jarUrata hai| kyoMki isI se tumhArA saMkeMdraNa hogA, yaha tumheM aura jAgarUka bnaaegii| aura agara tuma isakA atikramaNa kara sake to tumheM vahI AnaMda upalabdha hogA jo kisI samasyA se pAra pAne meM milatA hai| yaha parvatArohaNa jaisA hai| tuma pahAr3a para Upara kI ora jA rahe ho-thake hue, pasInA-pasInA, zvAsa kaThinAI se cala pAra rahI hai, coTI para pahuMcanA asaMbhava mAlUma par3a rahA hai, aura tabhI tuma zikhara taka pahuMca gae, aura tuma AkAza ke nIce leTe ho, aura tuma zithila ho gae ho, aura tuma ArAma kara rahe ho, phira bhI tuma prasanna ho ki tumane car3hAI karane kA nirNaya liyA thaa| lekina eka kaThina car3hAI ke bAda hI hotA hai| tuma usa zikhara para helikApTara se bhI jA sakate ho, lekina taba tumane ise arjita nahIM
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________________ kiyA hai| isalie jo vyakti zikhara para helikApTara dvArA pahuMcatA hai, aura vaha vyakti jo apane pairoM para cala kara gayA hai, alaga zikharoM para pahuMcate haiN| ve kabhI bhI eka hI zikhara para nahIM phuNcte| tumhAre sAdhana tumhAre sAdhya badala dete haiN| jo vyakti helikApTara se utArA gayA hai, use kucha acchA lagegA, vaha kahegA, hI, yaha khUbasUrata hai| usakA harSa usa AdamI jaisA hogA jisakA peTa khAne se ekadama bharA haA hai, aura tabhI eka susvAd bhojana kI eka pleTa usake sAmane A jAtI hai, vaha kahatA hai, acchA hai| vaha ise thor3A bahuta cakha sakatA hai-jarA sA, lekina usakA peTa itanA jyAdA bharA hai ki use jarA bhI bhUkha nahIM hai| aura usake pAsa eka aisA vyakti khar3A hai jo bhUkhA hai| zikhara taka pahuMcane ke lie vyakti meM abhIpsA bhI honI caahie| aura yaha abhIpsA tumhAre car3hane ke sAtha-sAtha bar3hatI hai| tuma adhikAdhika abhIpsA se bharate ho, tuma aura-aura thakate jAte ho, tuma aura- aura tatpara hote jAte ho... aura jaba tuma zikhara para pahuMca jAte ho to tuma vizrAma karate ho| tumane ise arjita kiyA hai| jIvana meM binA arjita kie tumheM kucha nahIM mila sakatA aura jaba tuma jIvana ke sAtha cAlAkI karane kI koziza karate ho to tuma aneka avasaroM ko kho doge| isalie una samasyAoM ko chor3a do jo tumhArI nahIM haiN| una samasyAoM ko chor3a do jinheM tumane dUsaroM se sIkha liyA hai| una samasyAoM ko chor3o jo tumhAre jar3a matAgrahoM se janmI haiN| tarala ho jAo, gatimaya ho| pratipala atIta ke prati maro aura puna: janma lo tAki tuma para koI mAnyatA, jIvana ke prati koI jar3a dRSTikoNa hAvI na rahe, aura tuma sadA khule, upalabdha aura pratisaMvedanAtmaka rho| taba sirpha ve samasyAeM hI raheMgI jinakI AvazyakatA hai, jo tumhAre vikAsa kA eka avayava haiN| jaisA ki maiM dekhatA haM loga haiM jo DareM meM baMdhA jIvana jI rahe haiM, vaha saccA jIvana nahIM hai, basa khokhalI madrAeM mAtra haiN| unakI samasyAeM bhI arthahIna, khokhalI haiN| koI AtA hai aura pUchatA hai, kyA paramAtmA hai? yaha samasyA khokhalI hai| tumheM paramAtmA se kyA lenA-denA? tumane to abhI svayaM ko jaanaa| prAraMbha se hI Age bar3ho, prAraMbha se hI zarU kro| tamane to abhI jAnane vAle ko hI nahIM jaanaa| tumheM to yaha bhI nahIM patA ki tumhAre bhItara kI yaha jAgarUkatA kyA hai| aura tuma paramAtmA ke bAre meM pUcha rahe ho, tama usa parama jAgarUkatA ke bAre meM pUcha rahe ho, AtyaMtika jAgarUkatA ke bAre meM? aura jo jAgarUkatA tumheM bheMTa svarUpa milI huI hai, usake bAre meM tumane jAnA bhI nhiiN| jo puSpa tumhAre hAtha meM hai usake bAre meM tumane sIkhA hI nahIM aura tuma parama khilAvaTa ke bAre meM pUcha rahe ho| mUr3hatApUrNa hai yaha baat| paramAtmA ke bAre meM saba kucha bhUla jaao| bilakula abhI to apane astitva meM praveza karo aura dekho paramAtmA ne tumheM kyA diyA hai, samagra astitva ne tumheM kyA diyA hai| aura agara tuma ise jAna sake to tumhAre lie aura bhI dvAra khula jaaeNge| jitanA tuma jAnate ho utane hI jyAdA rahasya anAvRta ho
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________________ jAte haiN| aura paramAtmA to parama rahasya hai - jaba tumane aura saba kucha jAna liyA, aura aba jAnane ko kucha na bacA, aura tuma jIvana kI sArI pIr3AoM, saMtApoM aura duzcitAoM ko jhela cuke ho, sirpha tb| paramAtmA aMtima upahAra hai, tumheM ise arjita karanA par3egA / aise prazna mata pUcho jo tumhAre sAtha asaMgata ho| aura khokhalI mudrAoM kA, Dharre meM baMdhA jIvana mata jiiyo| loga carca cale jAte haiM, khokhalA prayAsa hai yaha / ve vahAM kabhI jAnA nahIM cAhate the; phira tuma kyoM jA rahe ho? kyoMki hara koI jA rahA hai, kyoMki yaha eka sAmAjika aupacArikatA hai, kyoMki agara tuma carca jAoge to loga acchA samajhate haiM, kyoMki isase tumhe eka prakAra kA sammAna milatA hai ye loga jIsasa ke pAsa nahIM gae hote, lekina ve carca jAte haiN| carca sammAnita haiM, jIsasa kabhI na the| jIsasa ke pAsa jAnA muzkila thaa| jIsasa ke pAsa jAnA, tumhArI pratiSThA ko dAMva para lagAnA thaa| tuma yahAM ho, tumheM apanI pratiSThA dAMva para lagAnI par3atI hai, kyoMki mere pAsa Ane se tumheM koI pratiSThA to milane se rhii| use kho to sakate ho, paraMtu pA nahIM skte| yaha aupacArika nahIM ho sakatA, kyoMki mahaja eka aupacArikatA ke lie koI kyoM itanA kucha dAMva para lagAegA? yaha to basa hRdaya kI bAta ho sakatI hai| loga apanI prArthanAeM karate haiM, kyoMki aisA kiyA jAnA hai, khokhalI ceSTA hai yaha unake hRdayoM meM koI prema nahIM hai, unake hRdayoM meM koI ahobhAva nahIM hai aura ve prArthanA kie cale jA rahe haiN| taba aisI samasyAeM uThatI haiM jo vyartha haiN| sirpha vahI karo - jisake lie tumameM bhAvanA ho / maiMne sunA hai, lagabhaga assI varSa kI Ayu ke bhUtapUrva relave karmacArI kA ghara relave lAina ke nikaTa thA, vaha riTAyara ho cukA thA, jo bhI mAlagAr3I vahAM se gujaratI vaha usake Dibbe ginA karatA thaa| isakI koI jarUrata to nahIM thI, basa purAnI Adata bhara thii| eka ravivAra ko pArivArika pikanika ke daurAna usake putra ne gaura kiyA ki vaha gujaratI huI Trena kI upekSA kara rahA hai, usane pUchA, kyoM, Apa DibboM ko kyoM nahIM gina rahe haiM? ke AdamI ne javAba diyA, meM ravivAra ko kAma nahIM krtaa| apane jIvana kA nirIkSaNa karo, use jyAdA saccA prAmANika vAstavika bnaao| arthahIna mudrAoM ke sAtha mata calo, varanA tumhAre prazna bhI arthahIna hoNge| ve samasyAoM kI bhAMti pratIta hoMge, paraMtu ve vAstavika samasyA nahIM hoNge| ,
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________________ aba asalI samasyA aura nakalI samasyA meM aMtara kyA hai? jhUThI samasyA vaha hai jise hala kiyA jA sake, phira bhI kucha na suljhe| aura saccI samasyA vaha hai jo bhale hI hala na ho, phira bhI ise sulajhAne ke prayAsa meM hI bahuta kucha sulajha jaae| isa prayAsa meM hI tuma aura sajaga, aura jAnakAra, aura samajhadAra ho jAte ho| tuma apane bAre meM itanA kucha jAna lete ho, jitanA tumane pahale kabhI na jAnA thaa| samasyA svayaM kA sAmanA karane kA, apane aMtasa kI tIrthayAtrA para nikalane kA eka avasara hai| samasyA to eka dvAra hai| isakA apane astitva meM utarane ki lie upayoga kara lo| to merA uttara hai : samasyA vikAsa kA eka avasara hai| samasyA paramAtmA kI bheMTa, divyatA se eka cunautI hai| isakA sAmanA karo, isakA atikramaNa karane ke, isase Upara jAne ke upAya khojo aura tuma adabhuta rUpa se lAbhAnvita hoNge| prazna: Apa kahate hai, vahI galatI dubArA mata kro| jaba taka maiM apane mana ko, mUlyAMkana, tulanA aura nirNaya hetu bIca meM na lAUM, taba taka maiM aisA kaise kara sakatA hUM? aura taba mujhe na kahanA par3atA hai| jaba maiM kahatA hUM eka galatI ko dubArA mata karo, to maiM mUlyAMkana, nirNaya, tulanA karane ko nahIM kaha rahA huuN| maiM to dekhane ko kaha rahA haijaba tuma galatI kara rahe hote ho, ise aisI samagratA se dekho ki tumheM dikha jAe ki yaha galatI hai| isa dekhane meM hI yaha gira jAtI hai, tuma use kabhI doharA nahIM paaoge| udAharaNa ke lie, agara tumane apanA hAtha Aga meM DAlA aura yaha jala gayA hai| agalI bAra jaba tuma Aga ke pAsa hoge to kyA tuma arastu kA nyAyika tarka prayoga karoge, ki yaha bhI eka Aga hai, sArI agniyA jalAtI haiM, isalie mujhe apanA hAtha isameM nahIM DAlanA caahie| kyA tuma atIta ke anubhava se tulanA karoge? kyA tuma mUlyAMkana karoge? yadi tumane aisA kiyA to tuma vahI galatI dubArA karane se baca nahIM paaoge| kyoMki, taba tumhArA mana kahegA, zAyada yaha Aga kucha alaga kisma kI hai| aura kauna jAne ki Aga ne apano jIvana-zailI badala lI ho| ho sakatA hai ki aba vaha vaisA hI vyavahAra na kre| ho sakatA hai usa samaya vaha krodha meM thI aura isa samaya vaha krodha meM nahIM hai| aura kauna jAnatA hai ki kaba kyA ho?
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________________ vaha mana jo mUlyAMkana karatA hai, nirNaya karatA hai, tulanA karatA hai, vaha to yaha dikhA hI rahA hai ki usako bAta samajha meM nahIM A pAI hai| varanA mUlyAMkana aura tulanA kI jarUrata kyA hai? yadi tumane eka tathya ko dekha liyA hai to vaha tathya hI paryApta hai| tuma Aga se bcoge| ata: jaba tuma anubhavoM se gujara rahe hoto sajaga raho, aMdhe' aura bahare mata bno| maiM pIche dekhane ko nahIM kaha rahA huuN| maiM to abhI isI samaya meM dekhane ke lie kaha rahA hUM jahAM kahIM bhI tuma ho vahIM, aura yadi yaha galatI hai to, yaha svata: hI gira jaaegii| eka galatI ko galatI kI bhAMti jAnane se hI yaha gira jAtI hai| yadi yaha khuda se hI nahIM gira rahI hai to isakA abhiprAya yahI hai ki tumane abhI pUrI taraha se nahIM jAna pAyA ki yaha galatI hai| kahI na kahIM yA kisI rUpa meM yaha bhrama banA rahatA hai ki yaha galatI nahIM hai| loga Akara mujhase kahate haiM, hameM patA hai krodha burA hai, aura hama yaha jAnate haiM ki yaha jaharIlA hai, aura hama jAnate haiM ki hamAre lie ghAtaka hai, lekina kareM kyA? hama to krodhita hote hI rahate haiM? ve kyA kaha rahe haiM? ve kaha rahe haiM ki unhoMne sunA hai loga kahate haiM ki krodha burA hai, unhoMne zAstroM meM par3ha liyA hai ki krodha jaharIlA hai lekina ise unhoMne svayaM nahIM jAnA hai, anyathA bAta samApta ho gaI hotii| sukarAta ne kahA hai jJAna hI sadaguNa hai| zreSTha hai yaha kthn| vaha kahatA hai, jAnane kA artha hai, ho jaanaa| eka bAra tuma jAna lo ki yaha dIvAla hai, dvAra nahIM, to tuma bAra-bAra jAkara apanA sira usase nahIM ttkraate| eka bAra patA cala gayA ki yaha dIvAla hai taba tuma dvAra kI khoja karate ho| eka bAra tumheM dvAra mila gayA to tuma sadA hI dvAra se hokara gujarate ho| yahAM koI bAra-bAra pichale anubhava ke bAre meM socane, talanA karane, nizcaya karane aura niSkarSa nikAlane kA prazna nahIM uThatA hai| maiMne sunA hai, eka baharA pAdarI svIkAroktiyA, kanaphezaMsa suna rahA thA, tabhI eka AdamI kaThaghare meM AyA, kadamoM para jhukA aura bolA, oha phAdara, maiMne eka jaghanya kRtya kara DAlA hai| maiMne apanI mAM kI hatyA kara dii| kyA? kA pAdarI kAna ke pIche hAtha rakha kara bolaa| maiMne apanI mAM kI hatyA kara dI hai, doSI vyakti kucha jora se bolA kyA bAta huI, jarA jora se kaho, Izvara ke usa dUta ne AzA dii|' maiMne apanI mAM kI hatyA kara dI hai, parezAna pApI jora se cillaayaa| Aha! pAdarI ne kahA, kitanI bAra? baharA AdamI to baharA AdamI hai, aMdhA AdamI to aMdhA AdamI hai| yadi tuma anubhava kI bAta nahIM sunate, yadi tumane apane anubhava ke prati kAna baMda kara rakhe haiM, taba tuma bAra-bAra aura bAra-bAra usI
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________________ ko punarukta karate rhoge| vastuta: tuma punarukti kara rahe ho yaha kahanA bhI ThIka nahIM hai. tuma isI ko puna: kara rahe ho, eka naye kAma kI taraha-kyoMki pichalI bAra tuma cUka gae the| yaha koI punarukti nahIM hai| merI samajha aisI hai. ki koI galatI kabhI doharAI nahIM jAtI, yadi eka bAra tumane ise galatI kI bhAMti samajha liyA to kAphI hai| yadi tuma ise doharAte ho to isakA matalaba hai ki tuma ise naye DhaMga se kara rahe ho, kyoMki atIta abhI taka tumhArI cetanA meM praviSTa nahIM huA hai| tuma ise dubArA pahalI bAra kara rahe ho lekina yaha punarukti nahIM hai| agara tuma ise samajha cuke ho to isako doharAyA nahIM jA sktaa| samajha eka kImiyA hai, yaha tumheM rUpAMtarita karatI hai| isalie maiM tumheM bahuta cAlAka, hisAbI-kitAbI, aura sadA yaha socane vAlA ki kyA acchA hai aura kyA burA hai, aura kyA karanA hai aura kyA nahIM karanA hai, aura kyA naitika hai, kyA anaitika hai, yaha banane ko nahIM kaha rahA huuN| maiM yaha saba nahIM kaha rahA huuN| maiM to sirpha itanA kaha rahA hUM ki tuma jahAM se bhI gujaro pUrNa sajagatA se gujaro tAki jo kucha bhI galata hai doharAyA na jaae| jAgarUkatA kA yahI sauMdarya hai ki jo kucha bhI sahI hai usakA isase saMvardhana hotA hai, aura jo kucha bhI galata hai vaha isake dvArA vinaSTa ho jAtA hai| jAgarUkatA zubha ke lie jIvana UrjA kI bhAMti aura azubha ke lie mRtyu UrjA kI bhAMti hai| jAgarUkatA zubha ke prati AzISa aura azubha ke prati abhizApa ke rupa meM kArya karatI hai| yadi tuma pApa ke lie merI paribhASA pUcho to yaha merI paribhASA hai. jo kucha bhI paripUrNa jAgarUkatA ke sAtha kiyA jA sake pApa nahIM hai; vaha jo pUrNa jAgarUkatA ke sAtha na kiyA jA sake pApa hai| vaha jise binA jAgarUkatA ke hI kiyA jA sake pApa hai, aura vaha jo sirpha jAgarUkatA meM hI kiyA jA sake puNya hai| isalie pApa aura puNya ke bAre meM bhUla jaao| jAgarUkatA aura gaira-jAgarUkatA ko yAda rkho| vikAsa kA keMdrIya tatva hoza aura behozI ke madhya meM hai aura adhika hozapUrNa ho jAo aura behozI ko kama kro| apanI UrjA ko jAgarUkatA se aura adhika pradIpta hone ke lie arpita karo, basa yahI to hai| prazna: pyAre ozo, kyA Apa kisI bAta ko gaMbhIratA se nahIM le sakate?
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________________ ma eka cIja ko bahuta gaMbhIratA se letA hUM cuTakuloM ko maiM bahuta gaMbhIratA se letA huuN| aura isa para to tumane bhI jarUra dhyAna diyA hogaa| jaba maiM koI cuTakulA sunAtA hUM to maiM kabhI nahIM haMsatA hUM maiM vAstava meM ise gaMbhIratA se letA huuN| cuTakule ke sivAya saMsAra' meM aura kucha bhI gaMbhIra nahIM hai| prazna: agara mullA nasaruddIna azrama meM A jAe, to kyA Apa unheM kisI samUha-cikitsA meM sammilita kareMge? yA Apa unase unakA khuda kA samUha calAne ko kaheMge? yadi aisA ho to yaha samUha kisa prakAra kA hogA? mane pahale bhI aisA kiyA hai, lekina bAta nahIM bnii| mullA nasarudadIna to netAoM kA netA hai, use kesI samaha meM bhAgIdAra kI bhAMti nahIM rakhA jA sktaa| usakA ahaMkAra aisA nahIM hone degaa| maiMne usase pUchA thA, usane kahA, ThIka hai, Apa mujhe netA banA sakate haiN| maiMne use eka avasara diyA, eka tIna divasIya grupa; aura sAre mUr3ha aura sAre buddhimAna loga bhAgIdArI ke lie ekatrita ho ge| kyoMki mallA nasarudadIna meM donoM prakAra ke lie AkarSaNa hai| jo murkha haiM ve use mUrkha samajhate haiM, jo buddhimAna haiM ve use buddhimAna vyakti samajhate haiN| vaha hoziyAra hai yA vaha sImA para hai-vaha donoM ora khar3A huA hai| use eka mUrkha kI taraha prastuta kiyA jA sakatA hai; usakI kabhI bhI hue sarvAdhika buddhimAna vyakti kI taraha bhI vyAkhyA kI jA sakatI hai| vaha samUha ke sammukha khar3A huA aura bolA, kyA Apako patA hai ki maiM Apako kyA sikhAne jA rahA nisaMdeha pratyeka vyakti ne kahA. hameM kaise patA hogA? hama nahIM jaante| usane kahA. yadi Apako yaha nahIM patA, itanA bhI nahIM patA, to maiM kucha nahIM sikhAUMgA, kyoMki Apa loga isa yogya nahIM haiN| vaha calA gyaa| agale dina maiMne use phira se rAjI kiyaa| puna. vaha vahAM gayA aura bhAgIdAroM se pUchA, kyA Apa jAnate haiM, maiM kyA sikhAne jA rahA hUM?
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________________ aba taka una logoM ne bhI kucha sIkha liyA thA, ata: unhoMne kahA. hAM, hameM patA hai| vaha bolA : taba isakI AvazyakatA hI kyA hai? yadi Apako patA hI hai to Apa jAnate haiM, aura vaha calA gyaa| maiMne tIsare dina phira use jAne ke lie rAjI kara liyaa| vaha vahAM khar3A huA, usane pUchA, kyA Apako patA hai ki maiM Apako kyA sikhAne jA rahA huuN| aba taka loga kucha aura jyAdA sIkha cuke the; ve bole, hAM, hamameM se Adhe loga jAnate haiM aura Adhe nahIM jaante| usane kahA : yaha bilakula ThIka hai, isalie ve loga jo jAnate haiM, unako batA deM jo nahIM jaante| mere yahAM maujUda rahane kI jarUrata hI kyA hai? mullA nasaruddIna eka bahuta-bahuta purAnA sUphI upAya hai| yaha vyakti kabhI huA ho yA na huA ho, yaha nizcita nahIM hai| zAyada vaha rahA ho, zAyada vaha kabhI na huA ho| aise bahuta se deza haiM jo usa para apanA dAvA karate haiN| IrAna use apanA kahatA hai; vahAM IrAna meM mullA nasaruddIna kI eka kaba bhI hai|. soviyata rUsa bhI usa para apanA dAvA karatA hai| kucha aura deza bhI haiM jo apanA dAvA karate haiN| lagabhaga ata madhyapUrva yaha dAvA karatA hai ki vaha unakA hai| aura aise bahuta se sthAna haiM jahAM para usake daphanAe jAne kI bAta kI jAtI hai| ho sakatA hai ki kabhI usakA astitva rahA ho, ho sakatA hai na rahA ho, paraMtu usakA prabhAva adabhuta hai| jo kucha bhI usane kiyA yA jo kucha bhI usake dvArA kiyA gayA kahA jAtA hai, vaha atyAdhika, bahuta arthapUrNa hai-jaise ki isa kahAnI meM jaba usane pUchA, kyA Apako patA hai maiM kyA sikhAne jA rahA hUM? pratyeka ne kaha diyA : nhiiN| lekina koI bhI mauna nahIM rhaa| nahIM, kahanA sarala hai, nAstika honA bahata AsAna hai| aura agara tumhAre pAsa 'nahIM' kA dRSTikoNa hai to yaha kaThina hai, taba tumheM sikhAnA kaThina hai| agale dina pratyeka ne kahA : hI, kyoMki vaha jo kahanA cAhatA thA ve use sunane ke lie bahuta lobha se bhare the| unakI hI unake lobha se AI thI, aura lobha ko kabhI saMtuSTa nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| aura mullA bolA : yadi Apa jAnate hI haiM to batAne meM kyA sAra hai? tIsare dina unhoMne khuda ko aura adhika cAlAka, aura hoziyAra siddha karane kI koziza kii| unhoMne kahA : hamane do vikalpoM ke lie prayAsa kiyA, aba tIsare kI koziza kI jAe, ekamAtra bacI huI bAta raha gaI thI : hamameM se Adhe jAnate haiM aura hamameM se Adhe nahIM jaante| aba ve mallA ko ThikAne lagAne kI koziza kara rahe the| lekina tuma usako ThikAne nahIM lagA skte| vaha to karIba-karIba pAre jaisA hai; vaha tumhAre hAtha se phisala jAtA hai| usane kahA : ekadama tthiik| jaba ApameM se Adhe loga jAnate hI haiM aura Adhe loga nahIM jAnate, taba jo jAnate haiM ve unako batA deM jo nahIM jAnate, to phira merI yahAM jarUrata hI kyA hai, merA samaya kyoM barabAda karate haiN|
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________________ pahale ve bole nahIM, koI cupa na rahA phira unhoMne kahA hI, lekina koI bhI cupa na rahA; phira unhoMne hAM ora nA donoM eka sAtha bola die, lekina koI cupa nahIM thaa| vaha lauTa kara mere pAsa AyA aura usane kahA : ina logoM ko sikhAyA nahIM jA sakatA, kyoMki jo loga mauna ho, unhIM ko sikhAyA jA sakatA hai| mauna ziSyatva hai| agara yahAM tuma pahale se hI jJAnI hokara Ae ho, to tumheM sikhAyA nahIM jA sktaa| agara tuma yahAM nakAra kA dRSTikoNa, nAstika kI dRSTi, saMdeha aura zaka lekara Ae ho to tumheM sikhAyA nahIM jA sktaa| yA agara tuma kaho ki mujhe thor3A sA mujhe patA hai aura thor3A maiM nahIM jAnatA, to bhI tumheM sikhAyA nahIM jA sktaa| tuma cAlAka bana rahe ho kyoMki ye tIna dRSTikoNa hai nahIM kahane vAle kA, hI kahane vAle kA, aura usakA jo donoM nAvoM para yAtrA karane kI koziza kara rahA hai, jisakA prayAsa hai ki keka khA bhI liyA jAe aura keka pUrA sAbuta bhI rahe, jo cAlabAja hai to saMsAra meM ye jo tIna prakAra ke vyakti haiM, ye sabhI samajhane meM asamartha haiN| kevala use jo mauna hai, jo apane mauna ke dvArA uttara detA hai, aura mukta - hRdaya hai, usI ko / sakhAyA jA sakatA hai| isa kahAnI kA yahI matalaba hai| mullA nasaruddIna ko jitanA jyAdA ho sake utanA par3ho, aura use samajhane kA prayAsa kro| vahAM tumhAre lie mahat AzISa bana sakatA hai kyoMki vaha hAsa-parihAsa ke mAdhyama se sikhAtA hai| usakI?' pratyeka kahAnI apane garbha meM adabhuta artha samAe hue hai, lekina tumheM ise anAvRta karanA pdd'egaa| isIlie maiM kahatA hUM ki aise loga haiM jo use mUrkha samajhate haiN| ve besa eka kahAnI par3hate haiM aura ve haMsate haiM, phira unake lie bAta samApta ho gii| ve ise basa eka cuTakulA samajhate haiN| aisA nahIM hai| koI cuTakulA mahaja eka cuTakulA nahIM hotaa| agara tuma buddhimAna ho to tuma isake bhItara jhAMkoge, Akhira asalI bAta kyA hai aura eka bAra tuma isake AMtarika artha kI jhalaka bhara pA lo, tuma atyadhika prasanna ho jAoge tuma eka naye AyAma ke prati sajaga hone lagoge / - aba mullA nasaruddIna ko pazcimI dezoM meM bhI par3hA jAtA hai, lekina loga cUka rahe haiN| ve socate haiM ki ve sirpha majAka bhara haiN| ve majAka hI nahIM haiN| ve hAsa-parihAsa ke mAdhyama se tumheM usa parama pAvana ko sikhAne kA upAya haiM aura ise sirpha hAsya ke mAdhyama se hI sikhAyA jA sakatA hai kevala hAsya ke mAdhyama se| kyoMki sirpha hAsya hI tumheM vizrAMta kara sakatA hai| aura paramAtmA ko gahana vizrAMta meM hI jAnA jA sakatA hai| jaba tuma haMsate ho to tumhArA ahaMkAra kho jAtA hai| jaba haMsI yathArtha meM prAmANika hotI hai, peTa kI haMsI, jaba tumhArA sArA zarIra isa paramAnaMda kI UrjA se spaMdita hotA hai, jaba haMsI tumhAre sAre astitva para phaila jAtI hai, jaba tuma basa isI meM kho jAte ho, tabhI tuma paramAtmA ke lie khulate ho| gaMbhIra loga kabhI paramAtmA taka nahIM phuNce| ve pahuMca hI nahIM skte| paramAtmA aisA khatarA mola nahIM legaa| hUM..... ve to use ubA kara mAra hI hai.. ddaaleNge|
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________________ eka choTe bacce ko pahalI bAra carca meM lAyA gyaa| usane logoM ke cehare dekhe-laTake hue udAsa, gNbhiir| sArA mAhaula kucha aisA jAna par3A jaise ki koI mara gayA ho| ghara lauTa kara mAM ne pUchA, tumheM kaisA lagA? usane kahA : mujhe saca kaha denA caahie| mujhe lagA jaise Izvara ko vahAM kucha burA laga rahA ho| mAM ne kahA. tumhArA matalaba kyA hai? vaha bolA : aise laTake cehare dekha kara to Izvara ko Uba jAnA caahie| aura mammI kyA isI prakAra ke loga hareka ravivAra ko Ate haiM? hI, niHsaMdeha, ve hI log| inameM se kucha aise haiM jo vahA cAlIsa-pacAsa sAloM se Ara rahe haiN| baccA atyadhika udAsa ho gayA, usane kahA : Izvara ke bAre meM soco, hara ravivAra ko ve hI udAsa loga, ve hI cehare, use to Uba kara marane kI hAlata meM pahaMca jAnA caahie| tuma paramAtmA taka haMsI ke mAdhyama se pahuMcate ho| maiM tumheM haMsI sikhAtA huuN| tuma paramAtmA taka nAcate hue, gAte hue, harSita, praphullita, utsava manAte hue pahuMcate ho| haMsanA siikho| aura jaba tuma haMsa rahe ho to dekho tumhAre bhItara kyA ghaTa rahA hai| varanA tuma isake sAre sauMdarya se cUka jaaoge| jaba tuma haMsa rahe hote ho to dekho' kaise acAnaka ahaMkAra yahAM nahIM hotaa| dekho kisa bhAMti mana eka kSaNa ko Thahara gayA hotA hai| eka mahIna se kSaNa meM mana vahAM nahIM hotA-vahAM koI vicAra nahIM hotaa| jaba tuma gaharAI se haMsate ho to vahA koI vicAra nahIM bctaa|. : haMsI dhyAnamayI hai... aura auSadhiyakta hai| bhautika zarIra ke lie yaha auSadhimaya hai; AdhyAtmika zarIra ke lie dhyaanmy| maiM cAhUMgA ki mullA nasaruddIna kisI grupa ko AraMbha kare, lekina yaha muzkila pratIta hotA hai| vaha duSkara vyakti hai| prazna: pyAre ozo, Apake divya saMgIta ne mere Astitva ke kisI gahanatara tala ko cha liyA hai| jaba maiM pahalI bAra AyA thA maiM saMnyAsa ke lie pUrI taraha taiyAra thaa| merA saMnyAsa ApakA AzISa thA yA merA satyAgraha, yaha bAta mujhe sApha patA nahIM hai| Apa kahate hai, Ao merA anusaraNa kro| lekina ApakA anusaraNa kaise ho, kyoMki meM to Apako jAnatA hI nahIM? kabhI-kabhI ApakI suvAsa mahasUsa karatA haiM aura kabhI-kabhI vaha kho jAtI hai|
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________________ jaba maiM kahatA haM Ao merA anusaraNa karo, maiM apane jJAna kA anusaraNa karane ko nahIM kaha rahA huuN| jaba maiM kahatA hUM Ao merA anusaraNa karo, maiM kaha rahA hUM ki Ao aura apane jJAna ke binA maiM jo haM usakA anusaraNa kro| jaba maiM kahatA haM Ao merA anusaraNa karoM to maiM tamheM azAta kI ora Ane ko kaha rahA huuN| maiM tumheM ajJeya kI ora Ane kA nimaMtraNa de rahA huuN| jaba maiM kahatA hUM Ao, merA anusaraNa karo to maiM apanA anusaraNa karane ko nahIM kaha rahA hUM-kyoMki maiM nahIM huuN| maiM tumheM eka virATa zUnyatA meM AmaMtrita kara rahA huuN| eka bAra tuma dvAra meM praviSTa ho jAo, tumheM na to maiM milUMgA na tum| tumheM kucha pUrNata: bhinna hI milegaa| yahI hai jise logoM ne paramAtmA kahA hai| aura mujhe patA hai ki kaI bAra tuma mere astitva kI suvAsa kI anubhUti meM samartha hooge aura kaI bAra yaha kho jAegI, kyoMki aisI bhAva-dazAeM hotI haiM jaba tuma mere nikaTa hote ho, aura aisI bhAvadazAeM hotI haiM jaba tuma mujhase dUra, bahuta dUra hote ho| jaba tuma nikaTa hote ho to suvAsa AegI; jaba tuma dUra hooge to tuma ise kho doge| ata: una bhAva-dazAoM kI anubhUti kA prayAsa karo jaba tuma mujhase nikaTatA mahasUsa karate ho, aura una bhAva-dazAoM meM jyAdA se jyAdA raho, una bhAva-dazAoM meM aura-aura vizrAMta ho jaao| yaha mere aura tumhAre bIca ke bhautika aMtarAla kI bAta nahIM hai| yaha AdhyAtmika aMtarAla kA prazna hai| yadi haMsate samaya tumheM mujhase nikaTatA anubhava ho aura acAnaka yaha suvAsa tumhAre nAsApuToM aura astitva ko bhara de, to aura haMsanA siikho| agara tumheM kevala yahIM para, basa mujhe dekhate hue, jaba vicAroM kI ApAdhApI na hotI ho, yaha suvAsa anubhava hotI ho, to vicAroM ko aura-aura vidA karanA siikho| jo kucha bhI tuma mahasUsa kara rahe ho, usa sunizcita bhAva-dazA ke prati aura-aura upalabdha ho jAo, aura merI suvAsa tumhArI suvAsa bana jaaegii| kyoMki yaha na merI hai na tumhArI, yaha paramAtmA kI suvAsa hai| prazna: ozo, pA~ca mahInoM taka strota se pIkara bhI merI pyAsa kama nahIM huI, isane mujhe aura pyAsA kara diyA hai| Apake pAnI meM nizcita hI kucha anUThApana hai| dhyAna ke samaya mujhe yaha sunAI par3A:
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________________ madhura-jala kI eka choTI sI jhIla, chipI hai zyAmala jaMgala meM, vahI udgama hai sAgara kaa| ozo, Apa mIThe aura namakIna haiM; aura isa kSaNa meM bahuta nmkiin| maiM yahAM jAne ke kAraNa udAsI anubhava kara rahI hUM maiM isa srota taka puna: vApasa AnA cAhatI haiM pItI rahUM taba taka ki maiM itanA bhara jAUM ki maiM srota meM gira pdd'e| yaha AnaMda urmilA ne pUchA hai| yaha saca hai, aisA hI hai| jitanA adhika tuma mujhe piyogI, utanA hI tuma pyAsI ho jaaogii| kyoMki maiM tumheM tRpta karane vAlA nahIM huuN| maiM tumheM aura-aura atRpta banAtA calA jAUMgA, kyoMki yadi tuma mujhase tRpta ho gaIM to tuma kabhI paramAtmA taka nahIM phucogii| maiM yahAM adhika pyAsa nirmita karane ke lie huuN| maiM yahAM tumheM aura bhUkhA banA dene ke lie huuN| tAki eka dina tuma basa pyAsa, basa bhUkha, zuddha bhUkha hI raha jaao| usa kSaNa meM tuma visphoTita aura tirohita ho jAtI ho aura paramAtmA mila jAtA hai| agara tuma mujhase hI tRpta ho gaIM, to maiM tumhArA mitra nahIM zatru bana jAUMgA, kyoMki taba tuma mujhase aura mere uttaroM se baMdha jaaogii| maiM adhika se adhika eka dvAra ho sakatA huuN| mujhase hokara gujara jAo, mujhase baMdho mt| yAtrA kA AraMbha mere sAtha hotA hai, isakA aMta mujha para nahIM hotaa| aura maiM jAnatA hUM ki tumheM udAsI anubhava ho rahI hogii| lekina apanI udAsI ke prati sajaga ho jAo aura isase tAdAtmya mata bnaao| yaha vahA hai, tumhAre cAroM ora, lekina yaha tuma nahIM ho| isa avasara kA bhI adhika jAgarUka, adhika sAkSI hone meM upayoga kro| aura agara tuma apanI udAsI ke sAkSI ho sako, to udAsI miTa jaaegii| aura agara tuma apanI udAsI ke prati sajaga ho sako to tuma sajagatA ke dvArA isake miTane meM sahAyaka ho sakatI ho, jahAM kahIM bhI tuma jAo maiM tumhAre sAtha
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________________ aauuNgaa| ho sakatA hai taba srota taka vApasa Ane kI jarUrata hI na par3e, kyoMki apane sAkSIbhAva meM tuma cAhe kahIM raho, tuma mere nikaTa rhogii| tuma srota ke nikaTa hoogii| srota koI tumase bAhara nahIM hai| aura jaba tuma vAstava meM mujhe sunatI ho to yaha kisI aise vyakti ko sunanA nahIM hai jo tumhAre bAhara ho| yaha kisI aise ko sunanA hai jo tumhAre bhItara hai| yaha tumhArI apanI AMtarika AvAja hai| jaba tuma mere prema meM par3atI ho to vastuta: jo huA hai vaha yaha ki tuma pahalI bAra apane prati prema meM par3I ho| Aja itanA hii| pravacana 83 - tatkSaNa bodha yoga-sUtra: (vibhutipAda) grhnnsvruupaasmijnvyaarthvtysNymaadindriyjyH||48|| unakI bodha kI zakti, vAstavika svarUpa, asmitA, sarvavyApakatA aura kriyAkalApoM para saMyama sAdhane se jJAneMdriyoM para svAmitva upalabdha ho jAtA hai| tato manojavitva vikaraNabhAka prdhaanjyky||49|| isake uparAMta dehU ke upayoga ke binA hI tatkSaNa bodha aura pradhAna (paudgalika jagata) para pUrNa svAmitva upalabdha ho jAtA hai| sattvapuruSAnyatAkhyAtimAtrasya sarvabhAvAdhiSThAtRtyaM sabaMjJAtRtva c|| 50 / /
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________________ satva aura puruSa kA vibheda bodha hone ke uparAMta hI astitva kI samasta dazAoM kA jJAna aura una para prabhutva udita hotA hai| avyAkhya kI vyAkhyA karane meM pataMjali kI kuzalatA anupama hai| kabhI bhI koI unase Age nikala pAne meM samartha nahIM ho pAyA hai| unhoMne cetanA ke AMtarika saMsAra kA jitanA ThIka saMbhava ho sakatA hai, vaisA mAnacitraNa kara diyA hai; unhoMne lagabhaga asaMbhava kArya kara dikhAyA hai| maiMne rAmakRSNa ke bAre meM eka kathA sunI hai : eka dina ve apane ziSyoM se bole, Aja maiM tumheM sArI bAta batA dUMgA, aura kucha bhI rahasya nahIM rkhuuNgaa| unhoMne cakroM kI spaSTa vyAkhyA kI, aura hRdaya tathA kaMTha - cakra taka unase saMbaMdhita anubhavoM ko bhI vyakta kara diyA, aura taba donoM bhauhoM ke madhya ke biMdu kI ora saMketa karate hue kahA parama sattA kA pratyakSa zAna hotA hai, aura jaba mana yahAM AtA hai to vyakti ko samAdhi kA anubhava hotA hai| eka jhInA sA pAradarzI AvaraNa hI taba parama sattA aura vyaktigata sattA ke madhya meM bacA rahatA hai| taba sAdhaka ko anubhava hotA hai...| itanA kaha kara, jaise hI unhoMne parama sattA ke sAkSAta ke bAre meM vistAra se batAnA zurU kiyA, ve samAdhi meM DUba gae, aura sudha-budha kho baitthe| jaba samAdhi TUTI aura ve vApasa sAmAnya avasthA meM lauTe, to unhoMne phira isakA varNana karane kA prayAsa kiyA aura punaH samAdhi meM cale gae, phira ve apanI sudha-budha kho baitthe| kaI kozizoM ke bAda rAmakRSNa ke AsU baha nikale, ve rone lage, aura apane ziSyoM se bole ki isake bAre meM kucha batAnA asaMbhava hai| lekina rAmakRSNa ne koziza kI, unhoMne aneka upAyoM se, vibhinna dizAoM se samajhAne kA prayAsa kiyA, aura unake pUre jIvana bhara sadA yahI hotA rhaa| jaba kabhI ve tRtIya netra ke cakra ke pAra jAte aura sahasrAra kI ora bar3hane lagate, ve kisI AMtarika bhAva se isa kadara vazIbhUta ho jAte ki sirpha isakI smRti mAtra se, ise varNita karane kI koziza se hI, ve DubakI lagA jaate| ghaMToM ve aceta par3e rhte| yaha svAbhAvika thA kyoMki sahasrAra kA AnaMda aisA hai ki vyakti karIba-karIba usake pUrNa niyaMtraNa meM ho jAtA hai| yaha AnaMda aisA sAgara sA asIma hai ki vyakti para AcchAdita hokara use apane meM samA letA hai jaba vyakti tIsare netra kA atikramaNa kara letA hai to vahI vyakti nahIM raha jaataa| rAmakRSNa ne koziza kI aura asaphala rahe, ve isakA varNana nahIM kara ske| bahuta se anya logoM ne to isakA prayAsa bhI nahIM kiyaa| lAotsu isI ke kAraNa apane pUre jIvana bhara tAo ke jagata ke bAre meM kucha bhI kahane se inakAra karatA rhaa| isake bAre meM kucha bhI nahIM kahA jA sakatA, aura jisa kSaNa tuma ise kahane kI koziza karate ho tuma eka AMtarika cakravAta meM, bhaMvara meM gotA khA jAte ho| tuma kho
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________________ jAte ho, DUba jAte ho| tumane eka aise sauMdarya aura adabhuta AnaMda meM snAna kara liyA hotA hai ki tuma eka zabda bhI nahIM bola skte'| lekina pataMjali ne eka asaMbhava kArya kiyA hai| unhoMne pratyeka caraNa ko, pratyeka ekIkaraNa ko, pratyeka cakra ko, isakI kriyA vidhi ko, aura isakA atikramaNa kaise kareM, sahasrAra taka hI nahIM varana usake bhI Age, jitanA saMbhava thA utanA ThIka batAyA hai| pratyeka cakra para, UrjA ke pratyeka cakra para, eka nizcita ekIkaraNa ghaTatA hai| jarA isako smjho| kAma-keMdra, pahale keMdra para, jo sarvAdhika Adima aura sarvAdhika prAkRtika hai, sabhI ke lie upalabdha hai, bAharI aura bhItarI ke bIca ekIkaraNa ghaTatA hai| niHsaMdeha yaha kSaNika hai| jaba eka strI kA puruSa se milana hotA hai yA puruSa kA strI se milana hotA hai| to yaha eka kSaNa ko jarA se samaya ke lie jahA, bAharI aura bhItarI eka dUsare se milate haiM aura ekarUpa hokara eka-dUsare meM vilIna ho jAte haiM, AtA hai| kAma kA, zikhara anubhava kA, yahI sauMdarya hai ki do UrjAeM, paripUraka UrjAeM milatI haiM aura eka saMpUrNatA bana jAtI haiN| lekina yaha kSaNika hotA hai, kyoMki yaha milana, sarvAdhika sthUla avayava, deha ke mAdhyama se hotA hai| deha kevala sataha kA hI sparza kara sakatI hai, lekina yaha vAstava meM eka-dUsare meM praveza nahIM kara sktii| yaha barpha ke Tukar3oM kI taraha hai| agara tuma do barpha ke Tukar3oM ko pAsa-pAsa rakho to ve eka dUsare ko chU sakate haiM lekina agara ve pighala kara pAnI bana jAe to ve mila jAte haiM aura eka dUsare meM vilIna ho jAte hai| tabhI ve AtyAMtika keMdra taka pahaMcate haiN| aura agara pAnI vASpita ho jAe taba yaha milana bahuta, bahuta gaharA ho jAtA hai| taba vahAM na maiM, na tU na bhItara, na bAhara, kucha nahIM rhtaa| yaha pahalA keMdra, 'kAma-keMdra' tumheM eka nizcita ekarUpatA detA hai| isI kAraNa kAma kA itanA adhika AkarSaNa hai| yaha svAbhAvika hai apane Apa meM yaha lAbhaprada aura acchA hai, lekina agara tama yahIM ruka gae to tuma mahala ke daravAje para ruka gae ho| daravAjA acchA hai yaha tumheM mahala ke bhItara le AtA hai, kiMtu yaha koI aisA sthAna nahIM hai jahAM tumhArA vAsa ho sake, yaha koI sadA ke lie ruka jAne kA sthAna bhI nahIM hai... aura anya keMdroM para uccatara ekIkaraNa ke usa AnaMda se jo tumhArI pratIkSA meM hai, tuma cUka jaaoge| aura usa AnaMda, harSa aura prasannatA kI tulanA meM kAma kA sauMdarya kucha bhI nahIM hai, kAmavAsanA kA sukha kucha bhI nahIM hai| yaha to basa tumheM kSaNika jhalaka bhara dikhAtA hai| dUsarA cakra hai 'haaraa|' hArA-keMdra para jIvana aura mRtyu mila jAte haiN| agara tuma dUsare cakra para pahuMce ho to tuma ekIkaraNa ke uccatara zikhara anubhava para pahuMca jAte ho| jIvana mRtyu se milatA hai, sUrya caMdramA se mila rahA hotA hai| aura aba milana bhItarI hai, isalie yaha milana adhika sthira, adhika sthAyI ho sakatA hai, kyoMki tuma kisI anya para nirbhara nahIM ho| aba tumhArA milana tumhAre apane AMtarika puruSa yA apanI AMtarika strI se ho rahA hotA hai|
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________________ tIsarA cakra hai. 'nAbhi / ' vahAM para vidhAyaka aura nakArAtmaka, dhanAtmaka vidyuta aura RNAtmaka vidyuta kA milana hotA hai| unakA milana jIvana aura mRtyu ke milana se bhI uccatara hai, kyoMki vidyutaUrjA, prANa, bAyo-plAjmA yA jIva- UrjA, jIvana aura mRtyu se bhI gaharI hai| isakA jIvana se astitva hotA hai, yaha mRtyu ke bAda bhI astitva meM rahatI hai jIvana aura mRtyu kA astitva jIvaUrjA ke kAraNa hI hai| jIva UrjA kA nAbhi para yaha milana tumheM eka hone kA, samagra hone kA, ekIkRta hone kA uccatara anubhava de detA hai| isake bAda hai : 'hRdaya / ' hRdaya - cakra para nimnatara aura uccatara milate haiN| hRdaya-cakra para prakRti aura puruSa, kAma aura AdhyAtma, sAMsArika aura asAMsArika kA yA tuma ise kaha sakate ho svarga aura pRthvI kA milana ghaTatA hai| yaha thor3A aura uccatara hai kyoMki pahalI bAra usa pAra kA kucha udita hotA hai - tuma kSitija para sUrya kA udaya hote dekha sakate ho| abhI bhI tumhArI jar3eM pRthvI meM hI haiM, para tumhArI zAkhAeM AkAza meM vistIrNa ho rahI haiN| tuma eka saMgama bana gae ho| isIlie hRdaya kA keMdra, jo sAmAnyata: upalabdha, sarvAdhika parizuddha aura sarvocca hai- prema kA anubhava pradAna karatA hai| prema kA anubhava pRthvI kAra svarga kA sammilana hai, isalie eka DhaMga se yaha pArthiva hai aura dUsare DhaMga se svargika hai| yadi jIsasa paramAtmA ko prema kI bhAMti paribhASita karate haiM, to yaha hai isakA kAraNa kyoMki mAnavIya catanA meM prema uccatama jhalaka mAlUma par3atA hai| Amataura se loga kabhI bhI hRdaya keMdra ke pAra nahIM jAte haiN| hRdaya keMdra para pahuMcanA bhI kaThina, karIba-karIba asaMbhava pratIta hotA hai| loga kAma keMdra para rahate haiN| agara unheM yoga, karATe, akIDo, - tAIcI kA gaharA prazikSaNa diyA jAe to ve dUsare keMdra hArA para pahuMca jAte haiN| yadi unheM zvAsa, prANa kI gaharI kriyA vidhi sikhAI jAe to ve nAbhi-keMdra para pahuMcate haiN| aura agara unheM sikhAyA jAe ki kisa prakAra se pRthvI se pare dekhanA hai, deha ke pAra dekhanA hai aura kaise itanI gaharAI se aura itanI saMvedanA se dekhanA hai ki tuma sthUla meM aura adhika sImita na raho, aura sUkSma tumhAre bhItara apana pahalI kiraNeM bheja sake, to hI hRdaya-cakra | bhakti ke sAre mArga, bhaktiyoga, hRdaya-keMdra para kArya karate haiM taMtra kAma keMdra se zurU karatA hai| tAo hArA keMdra se zurU hotA hai| yoga nAbhi-keMdra se zurU hotA hai| bhaktiyoga, upAsanA aura prema ke mArga sUphI Adi ve hRdaya keMdra se AraMbha hote haiN| hRdaya se Upara hai 'kaMTha-cakra / punaH vahAM eka dUsarA aura jyAdA zreSTha aura adhika sUkSma ekIkaraNa ghaTatA hai| yaha prApta karane kA aura bAMTa dene kA keMdra hai| jaba baccA janma letA hai to vaha kaMTha - keMdra se grahaNa karatA hai| pahale usameM kaMTha-cakra ke dvArA jIvana praviSTa hotA hai - vaha havA khIMcatA hai, zvAsa letA hai aura phira vaha apanI mAM se dUdha cUsatA hai baccA kaMTha cakra dvArA kArya karatA hai, lekina yaha
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________________ AdhA kAma hai aura jaldI hI baccA isake bAre meM bhUla jAtA hai| vaha basa grahaNa hI karatA hai| abhI vaha de nahIM sktaa| usakA prema niSkriya hai aura agara tuma prema mAMga rahe ho, to tuma kizoravaya rahoge, tuma bacakAne bane rhoge| jaba taka tuma vayaska nahIM hote ki tuma prema de sako, tuma paripakva nahIM ho pAe ho| pratyeka vyakti prema kI cAha rakhatA hai, prema mAMgatA hai, aura dene vAlA karIba-karIba koI bhI nahIM hai| sAre saMsAra meM yahI to pIr3A hai aura hareka vyakti jo mAMgatA hai vaha socatA hai ki vaha de rahA hai, vizvAsa karatA hai ki vaha de rahA hai| maiMne hajAroM logoM meM jhAMka kara dekhA hai, sabhI prema ke lie bhUkhe haiM, prema ke lie pyAse haiM, lekina koI kisI bhI rUpa meM dene kI koziza nahIM kara rahA hai| aura ve sabhI yahI vizvAsa karate haiM ki ve de rahe haiM lekina unheM mila nahIM rahA hai| jaba tuma dete ho to svAbhAvika taura se tumheM milatA bhI hai| yaha kisI aura DhaMga se kabhI nahIM hotaa| jisa kSaNa tuma dete ho, prema tumhArI aura umar3a par3atA hai| isakA logoM aura vyaktiyoM se kucha bhI lenA denA nahIM hai isakA saMbaMdha paramAtmA kI brahmAMDIya UrjA se hai| kaMTha - cakra lene aura dene kA milana hai| tuma isase lete ho aura isI se dete ho| jIsasa kA kathana ki tumheM dubArA bAlavata honA par3egA kA yahI artha hai| yadi tuma isa bAta ko yoga kI zabdAvalI meM anuvAda karo to isakA artha hogA dubArA tumheM kaMTha cakra para AnA pdd'egaa| baccA dhIre dhIre ise bhUlatA jAtA hai| -- agara tuma phrAyaDa ke manovijJAna meM dekho, to tumheM isake samatulya bAta usameM bhI milegI / phrAyaDa kA kahanA hai ki bacce kI pahalI avasthA maukhika hai, dUsarI gudIya hai, aura tIsarI jananeMdrika hai| phrAyaDa kA sArA manovijJAna tIsare para Akara samApta ho jAtA hai| nissaMdeha yaha manovijJAna hu aparyApta, bahuta nimnatala kA bahuta Azika hai, aura manuSya ke nitAMta nicale stara ke kriyAkalApoM se saMbaMdhita hai| maukhika avasthA, hAM, ThIka hai, baccA kaMTha - keMdra kA upayoga basa grahaNa karane ke lie karatA hai| aura jaba vaha grahaNazIla ho jAtA hai to usakA astitva gudA unmukha ho jAtA hai| kyA tumane kabhI isa bAta para dhyAna diyA hai ki kucha loga apanI mRtyu paryaMta maukhika avasthA ko hI pakar3e rahate haiN| ye ve loga haiM jinheM tuma dhUmrapAna karatA huA pAoge, ye maukhika avasthA ke loga hai| ve abhI bhI yahI saba kie jA rahe haiM... dhuMA, sigareTa, sigAra ina sabase aisI anubhUti hotI hai jaise ki mAM ke dUdha jaisI koI uSNa cIja unake kaMTha - cakra se hokara pravAhita ho rahI hai, aura ve maukhika avasthA meM hI sImita rahate haiM, ve kucha de nahIM skte| agara koI vyakti adhika dhUmrapAna karatA hai, roga smokara hai, to lagabhaga hamezA hI vaha prema dene vAlA nahIM hotaa| vaha mAMga karatA hai, lekina vaha degA nhiiN| ve loga jo atyadhika dhUmrapAna kara rahe haiM sadaiva striyoM ke stanoM meM atyadhika ruci rakhate haiN| aisA hogA hI, kyoMki sigareTa cucuka, nipala kA vikalpa hai maiM yaha nahIM kaha rahA hUM ki jo loga dhUmrapAna
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________________ nahIM karate haiM ve striyoM ke stanoM meM ruci nahIM rakhate haiN| jo dhUmrapAna karate haiM ve utsuka haiM, jo dhUmrapAna nahIM karate hai ve bhI utsuka haiM; ve yA to pAna cUsa rahe hoMge yA cyUiMgama yA kucha aura, yA ve loga basa pornogrAphI, nagna-citraNa meM ruci rakhate hoMge, yA ve lagAtAra stana se hI grasta rahate hoMge, unake mana meM, unake svapna meM, unakI kalpanA kI, mana kI ur3Ana meM stana hai aura unake cAroM ora stana hI stana ghUmate rahate haiN| ve maukhika avasthA ke loga haiM, usameM aTake hue| jaba jIsasa kahate haiM ki tumheM dubArA bacce jaisA ho jAnA hai, to unakA abhiprAya hai ki tumheM kaMThacakra vApasa lauTanA par3egA, lekina dene vAlI eka naI UrjA ke saath| sAre sRjanAtmaka loga dene vAle hote hai| ho sakatA hai ki ve tumhAre lie koI gIta gAeM, yA koI nRtya kareM, yA koI kavita likheM, yA koI citra banAe, yA tumheM kahAnI sunaaeN| ina sabhI ke lie kaMTha-cakra ko dene ke eka keMdra kI zAMti prayukta kiyA jAtA hai| lene aura dene kA milana kaMTha-cakra para ghaTita hotA hai| grahaNa karane kI aura bAMTa dene kI kSamatA bar3I se bar3I ekAtmakatAoM meM se eka hai| kucha loga aise bhI haiM jo kevala lene meM hI samartha haiM, ve dukhI raheMge, kyoMki tuma mAtra lekara kabhI dhanI nahIM banate, tuma dekara hI samRddha banate ho| vastuta: jise tuma de sako sirpha vahI tumhArA hai| yadi tuma na de sako to yaha mAtra tumhArA vizvAsa hI hai ki vaha tumhArA hai, yaha tumhArA nahIM hai, tuma isake mAlika nahI ho| agara tuma apanA dhana nahIM de sakate to tuma isake mAlika nahIM ho, taba to dhana hI mAlika hai| agara tuma ise de sako, to nizcita rUpa se tuma hI mAlika ho| yaha virodhAbhAsa jaisA hI dikhatA hai, lekina maiM ise phira se doharA dUM tuma usI ke mAlika ho sakate ho jise tuma de sko| jisa kSaNa tuma dete ho usI kSaNa meM tuma mAlika, samRddha ho jAte ho| denA tumheM samRddhi pradAna karatA hai| kaMjUsa loga saMsAra me sabase dukhI aura daridra loga haiM-daridroM se bhI dridr| ve de hI nahIM sakate, ve aTaka gae haiN| ve jamA karate cale jAte haiN| unake dvArA jamA kiyA huA unake astitva para eka bojha bana jAtA hai, yaha unheM mukta nahIM krtaa| vastuta: agara tumhAre pAsa kucha hai, to tuma aura mukta ho jaaoge| lekina kaMjUsoM ko to dekho, unake pAsa kAphI hai, lekina ve bojha se dabe haiM, ve mukta nahIM haiN| unase to bhikhArI bhI jyAdA mukta haiN| unako kyA ho gayA hai? unhoMne apane kaMTha-cakra kA upayoga sirpha lene ke liyA kiyA hai| na sirpha unhoMne apane kaMTha-cakra kA upayoga dene meM nahIM kiyA hai, balki ve phrAyaDa dvArA batAe gae dUsare keMdra, gudA taka bhI nahIM pahuMce haiN| ye loga sadaiva jamA karane vAle, kaMjUsa, kabjagrasta hote hai; hamezA kabja se pIr3ita rahate haiN| yAda rakho, maiM yaha nahIM kaha rahA hUM ki kabja se pIr3ita sabhI loga kaMjUsa hote haiM, anya kAraNa bhI ho sakate haiM, lekina kaMjUsa nizcita taura se kabja ke zikAra hote haiN| phrAyaDa kahatA hai ki svarNa aura mala meM kucha samAnatA hotI hai| donoM pIle dikhate haiN| aura jo loga kabja se pIr3ita haiM ve svarNa ke prati bahuta jyAdA AkarSita rahate haiN| anyathA sone kA koI astitvagata mUlya nahIM hai| na tuma ise khA sakate ho, na tuma ise pI sakate ho| tuma isase kyA kara
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________________ sakate ho? astitvagata rUpa se eka gilAsa pAnI bhI adhika mUlyavAna hai| lekina sonA itanA mUlyavAna kyoM bana gayA? loga sone ke prati kyoM itane Asakta haiM? ve loga maukhika avasthA se gadIya avasthA meM nahIM gae haiN| ve apane AMtarika astitva meM koSThabaddhatA ke zikAra haiN| aba unakA sArA jIvana unakI isa koSThabaddhatA ko pratibiMbita karegA, ve sone ke saMgrAhaka bana jaaeNge| sonA pratIkAtmaka hai| pIlApana hI unheM aise vicAra pradAna karatA hai| kyA tumane choTe baccoM kA nirIkSaNa kiyA hai? unheM zaucAlaya jAne ke lie rAjI karanA karIba-karIba duSkara hI hotA hai, unako zaucAlaya bhejanA unake sAtha lagabhaga jabaradastI karane jaisA hI hai| aura phira ve isa bAta para bhI jora dete rahate haiM, kucha nahIM ho rahA hai, kyA vApasa A sakatA hUM? ve kaMjUsI kA pahalA pATha par3ha rahe hote haiM-kaise roka kara rakhA jaae| kisa prakAra se use bhI jo vyartha hai, use bhI jisako agara tuma apane bhItara roka lo, to jo hAnikAraka hai kisa bhAMti na diyA jAe, kaise rokA jaae| unake lie jahara taka ko chor3a pAnA, isakA tyAga karanA kaThina hai| maiMne do bauddha bhikSuoM ke bAre meM sunA hai| unameM se eka kaMjUsa aura jamAkhora thA aura vaha rupayA ekatrita karake apane pAsa rakhatA rahatA thA, aura dUsarA usa pUrNa DhaMga para haMsA karatA thaa| jo kucha bhI usake sAmane Ae vaha usakA upayoga kara legA, vaha ise kabhI jamA karake nahIM rkhegaa| eka rAta ve nadI para phuNce| zAma ho gaI thI, sUrya asta ho rahA thA, aura vahAM ThaharanA khataranAka thaa| unheM dUsare kinAre pahuMcanA hI thA, usa pAra eka nagara thA, isa pAra to basa jaMgala hI jaMgala thaa| jamA karane vAlA kahane lagA, aba, tumhAre pAsa rupaye bilakula bhI nahIM haiM, isalie hama nAva vAle ko bhugatAna nahIM kara sakate, isa bAre meM tuma kyA kahate ho? tuma jamA karane ke khilApha the; aba agara mere pAsa jarA bhI rupayA nahIM ho to hama donoM mara jAeMge, tuma samajhe isa bAta ko? usane kahA dhana kI par3atI hai| vaha vyakti jo tyAgane meM vizvAsa rakhatA thA, haMsA, lekina usane kacha kahA nhiiN| phira jamA karane vAle ne kirAyA cakAyA aura unhoMne nadI pAra kara lI, ve usa pAra pahaMca ge| jamA karane vAlA phira kahane lagA, aba isa bAta ko yAda kara lo, agalI bAra mujhase vivAda mata karanA, tumheM samajha AI? dhana sahAyatA karatA hai| dhana ke binA hama donoM mara gae hote| usa kinAre para pUrI rAtajaMgalI jAnavaroM ke bIca, jiMdagI khatare meM thii| dUsarA bhikSu haMsA aura usane kahA lekina hama nadI pAra isalie kara pAe ki tumane dhana kharca kiyaa| yaha jamA karane ke kAraNa saMbhava nahIM ho pAyA ki hama jiMdA baca ge| agara tuma dhana ko pakar3e rahane para hI jora dete aura tuma nAva vAle ko kirAyA na cukAte to hama mara gae hote| yaha isalie huA ki tuma tyAga sake, ki tuma ise chor3a sake, tumane ise diyA isI kAraNa hama jiMdA bace haiN| vivAda aba taka jArI hai| lekina smaraNa rahe, maiM isake virodha meM nahIM hUM maiM pUrNata: isake pakSa meM huuN| kintu isako upayoga kro| ise rakho, isa para mAlakiyata karo, lekina tumhArI mAlakiyata tabhI prakaTa
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________________ hotI hai jaba tuma ise dene meM samartha hote ho| kaMTha-cakra para yaha nayA saMzleSaNa ghaTita hotA hai| tuma svIkAra kara sakate ho aura tuma pradAna kara sakate ho| aise loga haiM jo eka ati se dUsarI ati para cale jAte haiN| pahale ve dene meM asamartha the, ve kevala le hI sakate the, phira ve badala jAte haiM, ve dUsarI ati para pahuMca jAte hai-aba ve de sakate haiM kiMtu le nahIM skte| yaha bhI asaMtulita DhaMga hai| vAstavika vyakti bheTeM svIkAra karane aura unheM dene meM samartha hotA hai| bhArata meM tumheM aise aneka saMnyAsI, aneka tathAkathita mahAtmA mila jAeMge jo dhana nahIM chueNge| agara tuma unheM kucha do, to ve pIche haTa jAeMge, jaise ki tumane koI sAMpa yA koI jaharIlI vastu unake sAmane lA dI hai| vaha pIche ko haTanA yahI dikhAtA hai ki aba ve dUsarI ati para cale gae haiM, aba ve le pAne meM asamartha ho cuke haiN| dubArA unakA kaMTha-cakra AdhA kArya kara rahA hai| aura koI keMdra taba taka vAstavika rUpa se sakriya nahIM hotA jaba taka ki vaha pUrI taraha kAryarata na ho, jaba taka ki cakra pUre DhaMga se na ghUme, ghUmatA jAe aura UrjA kSetroM kA nirmANa kre| phira hai 'tRtIya netra' kA ckr| tRtIya netra ke cakra para dAyAM aura bAyAM milatA hai, piMgalA aura ir3A milate haiM aura suSamnA bana jAte haiN| mastiSka ke donoM golArdha tRtIya netra para milate haiM; yaha donoM netroM ke ThIka madhya meM hai| eka netra dAeM kA pratinidhitva karatA hai, dUsarA netra bAeM kA pratinidhitva karatA hai, aura yaha ThIka bIcoMbIca meM hai| tRtIya netra para ina bAeM aura dAeM mastiSkoM kA milana hotA hai, yaha bahuta ucca saMzleSaNa hai| loga isa biMdu taka hI vyAkhyA karane meM samartha rahe haiN| isIlie rAmakRSNa bhI tRtIya netra taka hI vyAkhyA kara paae| aura jaba unhoMne aMtima, sahasrAra para ghaTane vAle parama saMzleSaNa ke bAre meM bAta karanA AraMbha kiyA, ve bAra-bAra mauna meM, samAdhi meM cale ge| yaha itanA adhika thA ki ve isameM DUba ge| yaha bAr3ha kI bhAMti thA, ve isake dvArA sAgara kI ora bahA die ge| ve apane Apa ko caitanya, jAgrata nahIM rakha ske| parama saMzleSaNa 'sahasrAra' zIrSa cakra para ghaTita hotA hai| isa sahasrAra ke kAraNa hI sAre saMsAra meM rAjA, samrATa, mahArAjA aura mahArAniyA mukuTa kA prayoga karate haiN| yaha aupacArika ho cukA hai, lekina mUlata: isa bAta ko mAnA gayA thA ki jaba taka tumhArA sahasrAra sakriya na ho tuma rAjA kaise bana sakate ho, mahArAjA kaise bana sakate ho? jaba taka ki tuma svayaM para zAsana na kara sako tuma logoM para zAsana kaise kara sakate ho? mukuTa ke pratIka meM rahasya chipA hai| rahasya yaha hai ki vahI vyakti jo zIrSa cakra para, apane astitva ke parama saMzleSaNa taka pahaMca gayA hai sirpha vahI rAjA yA rAnI bana sakatA hai aura koI nhiiN| kevala vahI dUsaroM para zAsana karane meM samartha hai, kyoMki vaha svayaM kA zAsaka bana cukA hai, vaha apane Apa kA mAlika bana gayA hai, aba vaha dUsaroM ke lie sahAyaka ho sakatA hai| vAstava meM jaba tuma sahasrAra taka pahuMca jAte ho, to eka hajAra paMkhur3iyoM vAlA kamala khulatA hai, tumhAre bhItara kA mukuTa khila uThatA hai| isakI tulanA kisI bAharI mukuTa se nahIM kI jA sakatI, lekina taba yaha eka pratIka bana jAtA hai| aura sAre saMsAra meM aisA pratIka astitva meM rahA hai| isase yahI pradarzita
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________________ hotA hai ki pratyeka jagaha para loga isa vidhi se yA usa vidhi se sahasrAra para ghaTane vAle isa parama saMzleSaNa ke prati jAgrata aura caitanya hue haiN| yahUdI kapAla TopI kA upayoga karate haiM; sahasrAra ke ThIka Upara hotI hai| hiMdU bAloM kA eka gucchA usa jagaha rahane dete haiM, ve ise coTI, zikhA kahate haiN| ye bAla ThIka usI sthAna para bar3hAe jAte haiM jahAM sahasrAra hai yA honA caahie| kucha aise IsAI samAja haiM jo ThIka usI sthAna ko kezarahita kara lete haiM jaba koI sadaguru ziSya ko AzISa detA hai to apanA hAtha vaha usake sahasrAra para rakhatA hai, aura agara ziSya vAstava meM grahaNazIla samarpita hai to use acAnaka kAma-keMdra se sahasrAra kI ora UrjA ke Urdhvagamana kI anubhUti hotI hai| kabhI-kabhI jaba maiM tumhAre sira ko sparza karatA hUM aura tuma acAnaka kAmuka ho jAte ho, to bhayabhIta mata honA, sikur3a mata jAnA, kyoMki aisA hI honA caahie| UrjA kAma - keMdra para hai, yaha apanI kuMDalI ko kholanA zurU kara detI hai| tuma Dara jAte ho, tuma sikur3ate ho, tuma isakA damana karate ho--kyA ho rahA hai? aura apane sadaguru ke caraNoM meM baiThe hue kAmuka ho jAnA jarA azobhanIya, ghabar3A dene vAlA lagatA hai| aisA nahIM hai| ise hone denA, ise ghaTane denA, aura zIghra hI tuma pAoge ki isane pahale keMdra ko aura dUsare keMdra ko pAra kara liyA hai aura agara tuma samarpita ho to eka kSaNa meM hI UrjA sahasrAra para gatimAna ho gaI hotI hai, aura tuma apane bhItara eka naI khilAvaTa kI anubhUti karoge / yahI kAraNa hai ziSya ko apanA sara nIce jhukAnA hotA hai tAki sadaguru usakA sara chU ske| viSayI aura viSaya kA, bAhya aura aMtara kA puna: aura bhItarI milate to haiM, kiMtu kSaNa bhara ke lie hI aMtima saMzleSaNa ghaTatA hai| kAma - bhoga meM bAharI sahasrAra meM ve sadA ke lie mila jAte haiN| isI kAraNa maiM kahatA hUM vyakti ko saMbhoga se samAdhi kI ora yAtrA karanI pdd'egii| saMbhoga meM ninyAnabe pratizata seksa hai aura eka pratizata sahasrAra sahasrAra meM ninyAnabe pratizata sahasrAra hai, eka pratizata seks| donoM saMyukta haiM, ve UrjA kI gaharI dhArAoM dvArA jur3e hue haiN| isalie agara tumane seksa kA AnaMda liyA hai to apanA ghara vahAM mata banAo seksa sahasrAra kA eka jharokhA mAtra hai| sahasrAra tumheM hajAroM gunA AzISa, AnaMda dene jA rahA hai| bAhya aura aMtasa milate haiM, maiM aura tU milate haiM, puruSa aura strI milate haiM, yina aura yAMga milate haiM aura yaha milana parama hai| phira koI bichur3anA nahIM hoto, phira koI alagAva nahIM hotA / isI ko yoga kahate haiN| yoga kA abhiprAya hai do kA mila kara eka ho jaanaa| IsAIyata meM rahasyadarziyoM ne ise yUniyo miSTikA kahA hai, yaha yoga kA bilakula ThIka anuvAda hai| yUniyo miSTikA, rahasyamaya ekatva / sahasrAra para alphA aura omegA, AraMbha aura aMta mila jAte haiN| kAmakeMdra meM hai aarNbh| kAma- keMdra tumhArA alphA hai, samAdhi tumhArA omegA hai aura omegA na mileM, jaba taka ki tuma isa parama ekatA ko upalabdha na kara lo, tuma dukhI rahoge, kyoMki vahI tumhArI niyati hai| tuma atRpta rhoge| tuma saMzleSaNa ke isa uccatama zikhara se hI paritRpta ho sakate ho| aura jaba taka ki alphA
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________________ aba sUtra : unakI bodha kI zakti, vAstavika svarUpa, asmitA, sarvavyApakatA, aura kriyA-kalApoM para saMyama sAdhane se, jJAneMdriyoM para svAmitva upalabdha ho jAtA hai|' samajhane ke lie pahalI bAta yaha hai ki tumhAre pAsa saMvedI iMdriyAM haiM, kiMtu tuma saMvedanA kho cuke ho| tumhAre saMvedI aMza lagabhaga saMvedanA zUnya mRta haiM ve tumhAre zarIra para basa haiM bhara, lekina unameM UrjA pravAhita nahIM ho rahI hai, ve tumhAre astitva ke jIvaMta aMga nahIM haiN| tumhAre bhItara kucha mRtaprAya: ho cukA hai, yaha ThaMDA, avaruddha ho gayA hai| hajAroM varSoM ke damana ke kAraNa sArI mAnava-jAti ke sAtha yahI ghaTa gayA hai aura zarIra ke virodha meM calI A rahI vicAra dhArAoM aura saMskArabaddhatAoM ke hajAroM varSoM ne tumheM paMgu banA diyA hai, tuma basa nAma ke lie jIvita ho / ataH pahalA kAma yahI kiyA jAnA hai tumhAre saMvedI aMgoM ko vAstavika rUpa se jIvaMta aura saMvedanazIla honA cAhie, kevala tabhI una para svAmitva ho sakatA hai| tuma dekhate ho paraMtu tuma gaharAI se nahIM dekhte| tuma vastuoM kI sataha bhara dekhate ho| tuma sparza karate ho lekina tumhAre sparza meM koI uSNatA nahIM hai| tumhAre sparza se kucha bhI aMdara aura bAhara pravAhita nahIM hotaa| tuma sunate bhI hoMpakSI gIta gAe cale jAte haiM aura tuma sunate ho, aura tuma kaha sakate ho, hI, maiM suna rahA hUM aura tuma galata ho tuma suna rahe hoM lekina yaha kabhI tumhAre astitva ke aMtartama keMdra taka nahIM phuNctaa| yaha tumhAre bhItara nRtya karatA huA praviSTa nahIM hotA, yaha tumhAre bhItara khilAvaTa meM tumhArI partoM ke khulane meM sahAyatA nahIM krtaa| - ina jJAneMdriyoM ko punaH UrjAvAna kara denA hai| dhyAna rahe, yoga zarIra ke virodha meM nahIM hai| yoga kahatA hai, zarIra ke pAra jAo; lekina yaha zarIra ke viruddha nahIM hai| yoga kahatA hai, zarIra kA upayoga karo, isake dvArA upayoga meM mata Ao; lekina yaha zarIra ke virodha meM nahIM hai| yoga kahatA hai, zarIra tumhArA maMdira hai| tuma zarIra meM ho, aura zarIra itanI suMdara saMghaTanA hai, itanI jaTila aura itanI sUkSma, itanI rahasyapUrNa aura isake mAdhyama se kitane jyAdA AyAma khulate haiM aura ye jJAnedriyA hI ekamAtra dvAra aura jharokhe haiM jinake dvArA tuma paramAtmA taka pahuMcoge - isalie unako murdA mata hone do| unheM aura -- jIvaMta bnaao| unheM taraMgita, spaMdita aura sTenale kelemaina kI zabdAvalI meM 'pravAhamAna' hone do| yaha bilakula ThIka zabda hai unheM eka dhArA kI bhAMti pravAhita hone do, umar3ane do| tumheM yaha anubhUti ho sakatI hai| tumhArA hAtha agara yaha UrjA kI dhArA kI bhAMti pravAhita ho rahA hai, to tumheM spaMdana kI anubhUti mahasUsa hogI, tumheM ahasAsa hogA ki hAtha ke bhItara kucha pravAhita ho rahA hai aura saMparka banAnA cAhatA hai, saMbaMdhita honA cAhatA hai|
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________________ bilakula AraMbha jaba tuma kisI strI yA puruSa ko prema karate ho aura tuma usakA hAtha apane hAtha meM lete ho, yadi tumhArA hAtha pravAhita nahIM ho rahA hai, to aisA prema kisI kAma kA nahIM hai| agara tumhArA hAtha UrjA se spaMdita aura prakaMpita nahIM ho rahA hai aura tumhArI strI yA tumhAre puruSa meM UrjA nahIM ur3ela rahA hai, to bilakula AraMbha se hI yaha prema karIba-karIba mRta hai| taba yaha zizu jiMdA nahIM janmA hai| taba jaldI yA dera meM tama samApta ho jAoge-tama samApta ho hI cake ho| ise pahacAnane meM thor3A samaya kharca hogA, kyoMki tumhArA mana bhI kuMThita hai, anyathA tumane isameM praveza hI na kiyA hotA, kyoMki yaha pahale se hI mRta hai| tuma kisalie isameM praviSTa ho rahe ho? tumheM cIjoM ko pahacAnane meM samaya lagatA hai kyoMki tumhArI saMvedanazIlatA, pratibhA, buddhimattA itanI jyAdA dhuMdhalI aura saMzayagrasta hai| kevala eka pravAhamAna prema hI AnaMda kA, harSa kA, ullAsa kA srota bana sakatA hai| lekina usake lie tumheM pravAhamAna jJAneMdriyoM kI AvazyakatA pdd'egii| kabhI-kabhI tumheM isakI jhalaka mila sakatI hai; aura hareka vyakti ko jaba vaha baccA hotA hai yaha milatI hai| titalI ke pIche bhAgate hue kisI bacce ko dekho| vaha pravAhamAna hai, jaise kisI bhI kSaNa vaha apane zarIra se bAhara chalAMga lagA sakatA hai| kisI bacce ko jaba vaha gulAba ke phUla ko dekha rahA ho, dekho, usakI AMkheM, unakI camaka, vaha pradIpti jo usakI AMkhoM meM A jAtI hai, dekho, vaha pravAhamAna hai| usakI AMkheM puSpa kI paMkhur3iyoM para nRtya sA kara rahI hotI haiN| yahI hai hone kA DhaMga-nadI samAna ho jaao| aura kevala tabhI ina saMvedakoM para mAlakiyata saMbhava hai| vastuta: logoM ne bahuta galata dRSTikoNa apanAyA huA hai| ve socate hai ki agara tumheM apanI jJAneMdriyoM kA mAlika bananA ho to unheM karIba-karIba mRta banA lo| lekina taba mAlakiyata karane meM kyA sAra hai? tuma hatyA kara sakate ho aura tumhI mAlika ho| tuma lAza para baiTha sakate ho| lekina taba mAlika hone meM kyA sAra rahA? lekina yaha AsAna lagatA hai, pahale unheM mAra DAlo aura phira tuma mAlakiyata kara sakate ho| agara zarIra itanA zaktizAlI, aura tIvra mahasUsa hotA ho to ise kamajora banAo aura tuma yaha mahasUsa karane lagoge ki tuma mAlika ho| lekina tumane zarIra ko mAra DAlA hai| dhyAna rahe, jIvita para mAlakiyata kI jAnI cAhie, mardA cIjoM para nahIM, ve kisI kAma kI na hoNgii| lekina yaha sugama upAya kA rUpa khojA gayA, isalie saMsAra ke sAre dharma isakA upayoga kara rahe haiN| dhIme-dhIme apane zarIra ko naSTa karate jaao| zarIra se apanA saMbaMdha viccheda kara lo| saMparka meM mata raho, khuda ko pare haTA lo| udAsIna ho jaao| taba tumhArA zarIra karIba-karIba eka murdA per3a ho jAegA, aba isa para naI pattiyAM nahIM ugatI haiM, na hI isameM phUla lagate haiM, na hI aba pakSI isa para vizrAma karane Ate haiN| yaha basa eka marA huA lUMTha hotA hai| nissaMdeha tuma isa para mAlakiyata kara sakate ho, lekina aba isa mAlakiyata se tumheM kyA milane vAlA hai? yahI samasyA hai; isI kAraNa loga samajha nahIM pAte ki pataMjali kyA kaha rahe haiN|
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________________ 'unakI bodha kI zakti para saMyama sAdhane se...|' kiMtu unheM zaktizAlI honA pdd'egaa| varanA tuma yaha bhI anubhava na kara pAoge ki zakti kyA hai| ye jJAneMdriyA zakti se itanI ApUrita honI cAhie, unheM zakti kI usa UMcAI para honA cAhie, ki tuma una para saMyama sAdha sako, tuma una para dhyAna kara sko| abhI to jaba tuma eka phUla ko dekhate ho, to phUla vahAM hai, lekina kyA tumane apanI AMkhoM ko mahasUsa kiyA hai? tuma phUla ko dekhate ho, lekina kyA tumane apanI AMkhoM kI zakti ko anubhava kiyA hai? ise vahAM honA cAhie kyoMki tama phala ko dekhane ke lie apanI AMkhoM kA upayoga kara rahe ho| aura nissaMdeha AMkheM kisI bhI phUla se jyAdA suMdara haiM kyoMki sabhI phUloM kA zAna tumheM AMkhoM ke mAdhyama se hotA hai| AMkhoM ke dvArA hI tumheM phUloM ke saMsAra kI jAnakArI ho pAI hai, kiMtu kyA tumane kabhI AMkhoM kI zakti ko anubhava kiyA hai| ve saMvedanA se lagabhaga zUnya, mRtaprAya: haiN| ve niSkriya, basa jharokhe jaisI, grahaNazIla ho gaI haiN| ve apanI viSaya vastu taka nahIM phuNctii| aura zakti kA artha hai sakriya honaa| zakti kA abhiprAya hai ki tumhArI AMkheM gatizIla hokara phUloM ko karIba-karIba chU hI leM, tumhAre kAna gatizIla hokara pakSiyoM ke gItoM ko karIba-karIba sparza hI kara leM, tumhAre hAtha tumhAre bhItara kI sArIUrjA ke sAtha jo unameM keMdrita ho gaI ho gatimAna ho aura tumhAre priya ko sparza kreN| yA tuma ghAsa para leTe ho, tumhArA sArA zarIra zakti se ApUrita, ghAsa se saMparka banA rahA hai, ghAsa se saMvAda kara rahA hai| yA tuma nadI meM taira rahe ho, nadI kI gunagunAhaTa suna rahe ho aura usake sAtha dhIme svaroM meM saMvAda kara rahe ho-saMparka meM ho, saMvAda kara rahe ho, lekina zakti kI jarUrata hai| isalie pahalI bAta jo maiM cAhatA hUM ki tuma karo vaha yaha ki jaba tuma dekho, to vAstava meM dekho, Akha hI bana jAo, bAkI saba kucha bhUla jaao| apanI saMpUrNa UrjA ko AMkhoM se hokara pravAhita hone do, aura taba tamhArI AMkheM eka AMtarika phahAra se snAna karake svaccha ho jAeMgI aura tama yaha dekhane meM samartha ho jAoge ki aba vRkSa vaise hI na rahe, unakI harItimA aba pahale jaisI nahIM hai, yaha aura harI ho gaI hai, jaise ki isase dhUla haTa gaI ho| dhUla vRkSoM para nahIM thI, yaha tumhArI AMkhoM para thii| aura taba tuma pahalI bAra dekhoge, aura tuma pahalI bAra sunoge| jIsasa apane ziSyoM se kahe cale jAte haiM, agara tumhAre pAsa kAna haiM, suno| agara tumhAre pAsa AMkheM haiM, dekho| ve ekadama aMdhe nahIM the, aura ve ekadama bahare bhI nahIM the| unakA kyA abhiprAya hai? unakA artha yaha hai ki tuma lagabhaga bahare ho gae ho, lagabhaga aMdhe ho gae ho| tuma dekhate ho phira bhI tuma nahIM dekhte| tuma sunate ho phira bhI tuma nahIM sunte| yaha zakti nahIM hai, yaha UrjA nahIM hai, yaha jIvaMtatA nahIM 'unakI bodha kI zakti, vAstavika svarUpa para saMyama sAdhane se...|'
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________________ taba tuma yaha dekha pAne meM samartha ho jAoge ki tumhArI jJAneMdriyoM kA vAstavika svarUpa kyA hai| yaha divya hai| tumhArI deha apane meM divya ko samAe hue haiN| yaha paramAtmA hai, jisane tumhArI AMkhoM ke mAdhyama se dekhA hai| mujhe mAsTara ikahArTa kA eka prasiddha kathana yAda AtA hai| jisa dina vaha jAgA, aura saMbodhi ko prApta huA, , usake mitroM aura ziSyoM aura baMdhuoM ne pUchA, Apane kyA dekhA? vaha haMsA / sArI IsAiyata meM vaha hI eka mAtra aisA hai jo jhena mAsTara ke bahuta karIba hai, karIba-karIba jhena mAsTara hI hai| vaha haMsA usane kahA : maiMne usako nahIM dekhA, usane svayaM ko mere mAdhyama se dekha liyA hai| paramAtmA ne mere dvArA apane Apa ko dekha liyA hai| ye AMkheM usakI haiN| aura kyA khela hai, kyA lIlA hai| usane khuda ko mere dvArA dekhaa| jaba tuma jJAneMdriyoM ke svarUpa kI vAstavika anubhUti karoge to tumheM anubhava hogA ki ve divya haiN| yaha paramAtmA hI hai jisane tumhAre hAtha ke dvArA gati kI hai| yaha paramAtmA kA hAtha hai| sAre hAtha usI ke haiN| yaha paramAtmA hI hai| jisane tumhAre dvArA prema kiyA hai, sAre prema saMbaMdha usI ke haiN| usake atirikta aura ho bhI kyA sakatA hai? hiMdU ise koyala ke rUpa meM jo tumheM bulA rahA hai, vaha vahI hai, aura jo tumhAre yaha vahI aura sirpha vahI hai jo hara sthAna para vyApta hai| lIlA, paramAtmA kA khela kahate haiN| dvArA suna rahA hai vaha bhI vahI hai| 'unakI bodha kI zakti, vAstavika svarUpa, asmitA, sarvavyApakatA aura kriyAkalApoM para saMyama sAdhane se jJAneMdriyoM para svAmitva upalabdha ho jAtA hai|' yaha zabda 'asmitA' samajha lene jaisA hai, kyoMki hamAre pAsa saMskRta meM ahaMkAra ke lie tIna zabda haiM aura aMgrejI meM kevala eka hI zabda hai| isase kaThinAI utpanna hotI hai| isa sUtra meM saMskRta kA zabda hai 'asmitA' ata pahale maiM tumheM ise samajhatA huuN| , ye tIna zabda haiM : ahaMkAra, asmitA, aatm| sabhI kA artha hai 'maiN'| ahaMkAra kA anuvAda Igo ke rUpa meM kiyA jA sakatA hai, yaha bahuta sthUla hai, isameM maiM para atyadhika jora hai| asmitA ke lie aMgrejI meM koI zabda nahIM hai| asmitA kA artha hai : hUM-pana, maiM huuN| ahaMkAra meM jora 'maiM para hai, asmitA meM jora 'hUM para hai| hUM--pana, ahaMkAra se adhika zuddha hai| phira bhI yaha vahAM hai, kiMtu eka bilakula hI alaga rUpa meM hUM-pana aura 'Atma, hUM-pana bhI kho gayA hai| ahaMkAra meM maiM hai: asmitA kevala hUM aura Atma meM yaha bhI miTa cukA hai| Atma meM zuddha astitva hai, na maiM aura na hUM-pana kA prayoga hai| isa sUtra meM asmitA, hUM-pana kA prayoga hai| smaraNa rakho ki ahaMkAra mana kA hotA hai, jJAneMdriyoM meM koI ahaMkAra nahIM hotaa| unameM eka nizcita hUM-pana hai, paraMtu ahaMkAra nahIM hotaa| ahaMkAra mana kA hai| tumhArI AMkhoM ke pAsa koI ahaMkAra nahIM hotA, tumhAre hAthoM ke pAsa koI ahaMkAra nahIM hai, unake pAsa eka nizcita hUM-pana hai| yahI kAraNa hai ki agara tumhArI tvacA ko badalanA par3e aura kisI anya kI tvacA pratyAropita kara dI jAe to tumhArA zarIra use asvIkAra kara degA, kyoMki zarIra ko patA hai ki
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________________ yaha merI nahIM hai| isalie tumhAre zarIra ke hI dUsare kisI bhAga se, jaise jAMgha kI tvacA nikAla kara pratyAropaNa karanA par3atA hai, tumhArI apanI tvacA kA pratyAropaNa karanA par3atA hai| anyathA zarIra use asvIkAra kara degA, tumhArA zarIra ise svIkAra nahIM karegA - yaha merI nahIM hai| zarIra ke pAsa koI maiM nahIM hai, lekina isake pAsa hUM-pana hai| agara tumheM rakta kI AvazyakatA ho to hara kisI kA rakta kAma na pdd'egaa| zarIra hara prakAra ke rakta ko svIkAra nahIM karegA, kevala eka vizeSa prakAra kA rakta hI caahie| usake pAsa isakA apanA hUM-pana hai| yahI svIkAra kiyA jAegA, koI anya rakta asvIkRta kara diyA jaaegaa| zarIra ke pAsa apane astitva kI eka nijI anubhUti hai| bahuta acetana, bahuta sUkSma aura zuddha, lekina yaha vahAM hotI hai| tumhArI AMkheM tumhArI haiM, tumhAre aMgUThe kI chApa kI bhAMti tumhArI hara cIja tumhArI hai| aba zarIra vijJAnI kahate haiM ki pratyeka kA hRdaya alaga hai, alaga AkAra kA hai| zarIra kriyA vijJAna kI pustakoM meM jo citra tumheM milegA vaha vAstavika citra nahIM hai, yaha basa ausata hai, yaha kalpanA dvArA banAyA gayA hai| anyathA pratyeka vyakti kA hRdaya alaga AkAra kA hai| yahAM taka ki hara vyakti kA gurdA bhI alaga AkAra kA hai| ina sabhI aMgoM para una vyaktiyoM ke hastAkSara hote haiM, hara vyakti itanA anUThA hai / yahI hai hUM - pana / tuma yahAM dubArA phira kabhI nahIM hoge, tuma yahAM pahale kabhI nahIM the, isalie sAvadhAnI pUrvaka, sajaga hokara aura prasannatA pUrvaka jIyo apane astitva kI garimA ke bAre meM soco jarA soco tuma kitane zreSTha aura anUThe ho| paramAtmA ne tumheM bahuta kucha diyA hai| kabhI anukaraNa mata karo kyoMki vaha eka dhokhA hogaa| svayaM jaise bno| isI ko apanA dharma bana jAne do| zeSa saba kucha rAjanIti hai| hiMdU mata bano, musalamAna mata bano, IsAI mata bano dhArmika bano, lekina kevala eka hI dharma hai, aura vaha hai svayaM hI prAmANika rUpa se svayaM hI ho jAnA / 'unakI bodha kI zakti, vAstavika svarUpa, asmitA, sarva vyApakatA aura kriyAkalApoM para saMyama sAdhane se jJAneMdriyoM para svAmitva upalabdha hotA hai|' aura agara ina cIjoM para dhyAna lagAo to tuma mAlika ho jaaoge| dhyAna svAmitva lAtA hai, dhyAna ke atirikta aura kucha bhI nahIM hai jo svAmitva lAtA ho| agara tuma apanI Akha para dhyAna karo to pahale tuma gulAba kA phUla dekhoge, dhIre- dhIre tuma usa Akha ko dekhane meM samartha ho jAoge jo dekha rahI hai taba tuma Akha ke svAmI ho gae ho eka bAra tumane dekhane vAlI Akha ko dekha liyA, tuma svAmI ho ge| aba tuma isakI sArI UrjAoM kA upayoga kara sakate ho, aura ve sarvavyApaka haiN| tumhArI AMkheM utanI sImAbaddha nahIM hai jaisA ki unheM tuma samajhate ho| ve aisI aura bhI bahuta sI cIjeM dekha sakatI haiM jinheM tumane nahIM dekhA hai ve aise kaI rahasyoM ko anAvRta kara sakatI haiM jinakA
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________________ tumheM sapane meM bhI khayAla nahIM AyA hogaa| lekina tuma apanI AMkhoM ke svAmI nahIM ho, aura tumane unakA upayoga bahuta anajAne DhaMga se binA yaha jAne ki tuma kyA kara rahe ho, kiyA hai| aura vastuoM ke saMparka meM bahuta adhika rahane ke kAraNa tuma apanI AMkhoM kA kartApana bhUla cuke ho| agara tuma kisI ke sAtha rahI to aisA hotA hai ki dhIre-dhIre usake prabhAvakSetra meM A jAte ho| tuma vastuoM ke saMparka meM itanA adhika rahe ho ki tuma apanI' jJAneMdriyoM kI AMtarika guNavattA bhUla cuke ho| tuma vastuoM ko dekhate ho, lekina apane dekhe jAne ko tuma kabhI nahIM dekhte| tuma gItoM ko sunate ho, lekina tuma kabhI una sUkSma taraMgo ko, apane astitva kI dhvani ko, jo tumhAre bhItara calI jAtI haiM, kabhI nahIM sunte| maiM tumase eka kahAnI kahanA cAhUMgA: eka atyaMta AvArA vyakti meM gajaba kA AtmavizvAsa thaa| usane eka jagamagAte restarAM meM chaka kara bhojana kiyA aura mainejara se kahane lagA mere priya mahodaya, mujhe Apake yahAM kA bhojana bahuta pasaMda AyA hai, lekina durbhAgya se maiM isameM se kisI bhI cIja kA dAma nahIM cukA sakatA, mere pAsa to phUTI kaur3I bhI nahIM hai| aba krodhita mata hoN| jaisA ki Apa dekha sakate haiM ki maiM pezevara bhikhArI haiN| maiM atizaya pratibhAzAlI bhikhArI bhI huuN| maiM bAhara jAkara kevala eka ghaMTe ke aMdara hI utanI dhana rAzi lA sakatA hUM jitanA mujha para isa khAne ke lie ApakA bakAyA hai| lekina phira bhI svAbhAvika hI hai ki Apa mere lauTane kI bAta kA bharosA nahIM kara sakate haiM, yaha bAta maiM pUrI taraha se samajhatA huuN| merA sAtha dene ke lie ApakA svAgata hai, lekina kyA Apa jaisA koI vyakti jo itane suprasiddha restarAM kA mAlika hai, mere jaise stara ke AdamI ke sAtha dekhA jAnA pasaMda karegA? nhiiN| isalie zrIman hamArI choTI sI samasyA kA ekadama sahI samAdhAna mere pAsa hai| maiM yahAM ApakI pratIkSA karUMgA aura Apa bAhara jAkara taba taka bhIkha mAMga leM jaba taka ki isa bhojana kA mUlya Apake pAsa ekatrita na ho jaae| agara tuma bhikhArI kA sAtha pakar3oge to tuma bhikhArI ho jaaoge| vaha tumheM apanI taraha kA banAne ke lie hajAroM DhaMga sujhA degaa| hamane viSaya vastuoM ke sAtha apanA saMbaMdha itane laMbe samaya se banAyA haA hai ki apane viSayI svarUpa ko hama bhUla baiThe haiN| hama bAhara kI ora itane dinoM se keMdrita rahe haiM, ki apane vyakti hone ko bhUla cuke haiN| vastuoM se isa dIrghakAlIna jur3Ava ne tumhArI apanI hI pratibhA ko naSTa kara diyA hai| tumako vApasa ghara lauTanA pddegaa| yoga meM jaba tuma apanI dekhatI huI Akha ko dekhanA AraMbha karate ho, to tumheM sUkSma UrjA kA saMjJAna hotA hai| ve ise tanmAtrA kahate haiN| jaba tuma apanI dekhatI huI Akha ko dekha pAte ho to AMkhoM ke ekadama pIche tumheM UrjA kI eka virATa mAtrA dikhAI par3atI hai| yaha Akha kI UrjA, tanmAtrA hai| kAna
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________________ ke pIche tumheM UrjA kA vizAla saMcaya milatA hai, yaha kAna kI tanmAtrA hai| apane yaunAMgoM ke pIche tumheM bahuta sArI saMcita UrjA milatI hai, yaha kAmavAsanA kI tanmAtrA hai| aura isI bhAMti aura jagahoM para hai| hara kahIM para, kyoMki tumhArI jJAneMdriyoM ke pIche UrjA kA aprayukta kuMDa hai| eka bAra tuma ise jAna lo tuma isa UrjA ko apanI AMkhoM meM pravAhita kara sakate ho, aura taba tumheM ve dRzya dikhAI par3eMge jo kabhI-kabhI kavi dekhate hai, citrakAra dekhate haiN| taba tumheM aisI dhvaniyAM sunAI par3egI jinheM kabhI-kabhI kavi sunate haiM, saMgItakAra sunate haiN| aura taba una cIjoM ko chipAoge jinheM kabhI-kabhI durlabha kSaNoM meM sirpha premI hI jAnate haiM:, kisa bhAMti chUnA hai| tuma jIvaMta, pravAhamAna ho utthoge| sAmAnyata: to tumheM yahI sikhAyA jAtA hai ki apanI jJAneMdriyoM ko damita kisa prakAra karo, na ki unheM jaano| yaha bahuta mUr3hatApUrNa hai, lekina bahuta suvidhAjanaka hai| aisA huA, eka gAMva meM vivAha ke bAda dUlhA aura dulhana ghor3AgAr3I meM baiTha kara apane phArma hAusa kI aura cala die| sar3aka para lagabhaga eka mIla calane ke bAda ghor3A lar3akhar3A gayA-yaha huA : eka! dUlhA cillaayaa| ve calate gae, aura ghor3A phira lar3akhaDAyA-yaha huA. do! dUlhA cillA kara bolaa| jaise hI ve phArma hAusa ke nikaTa pahuMce, ghor3A phira se lar3akhar3A gayA-yaha huA. tiin| dUlhA cillAyA aura sITa ke pIche se baMdUka uThA kara usane golI ghor3e ke sira ke pAra kara dii| dulhana to bhaucakkI sI baiThI rhii| phira usane bar3e nizcita DhaMga se apane naye vara ko batAyA ki usake isa kRtya ke bAre meM usane kyA socA? vaha usa samaya taka cupa baiThA rahA, jaba taka ki vaha zAta na ho gaI phira usane usakI aura saMketa kiyA aura cillAyA, yaha huA : eka! yaha daMpati agale sATha varSoM taka sukhapUrvaka jiie| kiMtu yaha prasannatA vAstavika prasannatA nahIM ho sktii| baMdUka kI noka se damana karanA AsAna hai, lekina taba ina do logoM ke bIca kisa prakAra kA prema ghaTA hogA? sadaiva hI baMdUka donoM ke bIca meM khar3I rahI hogI aura patnI sadA bhayabhIta rahI hogI ki aba kisI bhI kSaNa vaha kahane jA rahA hai-aba yaha huA. do! aba yaha huA tIna! aura khtm| tumane apanI jJAneMdriyoM ke sAtha, apane zarIra ke sAtha yahI kiyA tumane isakA damana kiyA hai| lekina tuma asahAya the| maiM yaha nahIM kahatA ki isake damana ke lie tuma uttaradAyI ho| tumhArA lAlana-pAlana hI isa prakAra se huA hai, kisI ne tumhArI jJAneMdriyoM ko svataMtratA nahIM dii| isI prakAra haA hai kisI ne tumhArI jJAneMdriyoM ko svataMtratA nahIM dii| prema ke nAma para kevala damana jArI rahatA
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________________ dhIre- dhIre ve tumheM eka tarakIba sikhA hara bAta ko eka nizcita anurUpatA hai| mAtA-pitA, loga, samAja, ve sabhI damana kie cale jAte haiN| dete haiM, aura tarakIba hai khuda ko svIkAra mata karo, inakAra karo de dI jAnI hai| tumhArI pracaMDatA ko tumhArI AtmA ke aMdhere bhAga meM dhakela diyA jAtA hai aura eka choTA sA konA, DrAiMga rUma kI bhAMti sApha kara diyA jAtA hai jahAM tuma logoM se mila sako, unake sAtha baiTha sako aura jI sako aura apane pracaMDa astitva, apane yathArtha astitva ke bAre meM saba kucha bhUla sko| tumhAre pitA loga aura tumhArI mAtAeM bhI isake lie uttaradAyI nahIM haiM kyoMki unakA lAlana pAlana bhI isI bhAMti huA thaa| isalie koI bhI uttaradAyI nahIM hai| lekina eka bAra tuma ise jAna lo, aura tuma kucha bhI na karo to tuma uttaradAyI ho jAte ho| mere nikaTa rahate hue, maiM tumheM bahuta adhika uttaradAyI banAne jA rahA hUM kyoMki tuma ise jAna loge, aura taba tumane yadi kucha na kiyA to tuma uttaradAyitva kisI aura para nahIM thopa skoge| phira to tumhIM uttaradAyI hone jA rahe ho| aba tuma jAnate ho ki kisa bhAMti tumane apanI jJAneMdriyoM ko naSTa kiyA hai aura kisa prakAra se unheM punajAvita karanA hai| kucha karo damanakArI mana ko pUrNataH baMdUka ko pUrNataH tilAMjali do svayaM ko avarodha mukta kro| punaH pravAhamAna ho jaao| apane astitva se dubArA jur3anA zurU karo apanI jJAneMdriyoM se phira se saMbaMdhita honA zurU karo tuma eka kATI gaI TelIphona lAina jaise ho saba kucha pUrNataH ThIka dikhatA hai, TelIphona maujUda hai, lekina lAina kaTI huI hai| ise punaH jor3a lo| agara ise kATA jA sakatA hai to ise dubArA jor3A bhI jA sakatA hai dUsaroM ne ise kATa diyA hai kyoMki unheM bhI aise hI sikhAyA gayA thA, lekina tuma isako dubArA jor3a sakate ho| mere sAre dhyAna prayoga tumheM pravAhamAna UrjA pradAna karane ke lie haiN| isIlie maiM unheM sakriya vidhiyAM kahatA huuN| purAne dhyAna prayoga kucha na karate hue mAtra mauna baiThanA bhara the| maiM tumheM sakriya vidhiyAM detA hUM kyoMki jaba UrjA kA pravAha tumameM umar3a rahA hotA hai to tuma zAMta baiTha sakate ho, yaha kAma degA, lekina ThIka abhI, pahale to tumheM jIvaMta honA par3egA / 'isake uparAMta deha ke upayoga ke binA hI kabaNa bodha aura pradhAna (paudgalika jagata) para pUrNa svAmitva upalabdha ho jAtA hai| ' agara tuma tanmAtrAoM, apanI jJAneMdriyoM kI sUkSma UrjAoM ko dekha sakate ho to tuma apane bodha kA binA ina sthUla avayavoM ke upayoga karane meM samartha ho jaaoge| yadi tumheM patA hai ki AMkha ke pIche , sIdhe hI prayoga kara sakate ho| taba UrjA kA eka saMcita kuMDa hai to tuma AMkhoM ko baMda karake UrjA ko tuma apanI AMkhoM ko khole binA hI dekhane meM sakSama ho jAoge yahI to hai| dUrabodha, divya-dRSTi, dUrastha zravaNa
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________________ soviyata rUsa meM eka strI hai jisa para vaijJAnika DhaMga se khoja - bIna kI gaI hai, vaha kisI bhI vastu ko bIsa phITa kI dUrI se mAtra UrjA dvArA khIMca letI hai| vaha apane hAthoM ko, bIsa phUTa dUra se, hilAtI hai| jaisA ki tumane kisI sammohana kartA ko hasta saMcAlana karate dekhA hogaa| vaha kevala rekhAMkana mudrAeM banAtI hai| paMdraha minaTa ke bhItara hI cIjeM usakI aura khisakane lagatI haiN| usane unheM chuA bhI nahIM / yaha jAnane ke lie ki kyA hotA hai, kAphI jAMca-par3atAla kI gaI aura usa strI kA isa Adhe ghaMTe ke prayoga se kama se kama AdhA pAuMDa vajana kama ho jAtA hai| nizcita rUpa se vaha kisI rUpa meM UrjA gaMvA rahI hai| yahI hai jise yoga tanmAtrA kahatA hai| sAdhAraNata: jaba tuma kisI cIja kisI patthara, kisI caTTAna ko uThAte ho to UrjA kA hAthoM ke mAdhyama se upayoga karate ho tuma ise uThA kara calate ho tuma usI UrjA ko hAthoM dvArA upayoga meM lAte ho lekina agara tumane isa UrjA ko sIdhe hI jAnA hai to tuma hAtha kA prayoga baMda kara sakate ho| vastu ko vaha UrjA sIdhe hI sarakA sakatI hai TelIpaithI, dUra-bodha kA bhI yahI DhaMga hai- tuma logoM ke vicAra suna yA par3ha sakate ho yA dUra-dUra ke dRzya dekha sakate ho| - eka bAra tuma tanmAtrA ko usa sUkSma UrjA ko jAna hai, to AMkhoM kA upayoga samApta kiyA jA sakatA hai| kArya kara rahI hai, balki UrjA hai to tuma jJAneMdriya se mukta ho| maiMne eka kahAnI sunI hai, eka lar3ake ne kohena aura golDabarga, thoka vikretA ke yahAM phona kiyA / kRpayA merI misTara kohena se bAta kraaeN| maiM kyA kahUM zrImAna, misTara kohena bAhara gae haiM, svica borDa ApareTara lar3akI ne kahA / taba merI misTara golDabarga se bAta kraaeN| dasa minaTa bAda: lo, to tumhArI AMkhoM dvArA prayukta kI jA rahI eka bAra tuma jAna lo yaha jJAneMdriya nahIM hai jo maiM kyA kahUM zrImAna, misTara golDabarga to isa samaya phaMse hu haiN| ThIka hai, maiM kucha dera bAda phona kruuNgaa| kRpayA, misTara golDabarga ko phona deN|
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________________ maiM kyA kahUM zrImAna, misTara golDabarga abhI taka phaMse hue haiN| maiM phira phona kruuNgaa| AdhA ghaMTe bAda : misTara golDabarga se bAta kraaeN| mujhe sakhta aphasosa hai zrImAnajI, lekina misTara golDabarga abhI taka phaMse haiN| maiM phira phona kruuNgaa| phira aura AdhA ghaMTA bIta gayA: misTara golddbrg| mere pAsa Apako dene ki lie burI khabara hai zrImAna, misTara golDabarga abhI' taka phaMse hue haiN| lekina dekhie yaha kitanA vicitra hai, isa taraha Apa vyApAra kA saMcAlana kaise kara sakeMge? eka pArTanara pUrI subaha bAhara gayA huA hai| aura dUsarA ghaMToM kahIM phaMsA huA hai| vahAM kyA ho rahA hai? acchI bAta hai zrImAna, dekhie, jaba kabhI bhI misTara kohena bAhara jAte haiM ve misTara golDabarga ko bAMdha kara jAte haiN| tumhAre bhItara bhI yahI kucha ho rahA hai| jaba kabhI bhI tuma apanI AMkhoM ke davArA, hAthoM ke mAdhyama se, yaunAMgoM dvArA, kAnoM se bAhara kI aura gati karate ho, jaba bhI bahirgAmI hote ho, satata rUpa se eka prakAra kA pratibaMdha aura bAMdhA jAnA nirmita hotA rahatA hai| dhIre-dhIre tuma eka vizeSa iMdriya ke sAtha baMdha jAte ho, AMkheM yA kAna, kyoMki yahI haiM jinase tuma bAra-bAra bAhara jAte ho| phira dhIre-dhIre tuma usa UrjA ko bhUla jAte ho jo bAhara jA rahI hai|
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________________ iMdriyoM ke sAtha isa prakAra se baMdhana meM baMdhanA hI sArA jagata, saMsAra hai| svayaM ko iMdriyoM ke baMdhana se kaise mukta kareM? aura eka bAra tuma saMvedI aMgoM ke sAtha baMdha jAo, tuma unake pariprekSya meM hI socene lagate ho| tuma svayaM ko bhUla jAte ho| eka aura kahAnI: eka ziSya saMsAra ko chor3a kara apane guru kA anusaraNa karane kI tIvra abhIpsA rakhatA thA, lekina usane kahA ki usakI patnI aura parivAra use itanA adhika prema karate haiM ki vaha apanA ghara chor3ane meM asamartha hai| guru ne eka yojanA bnaaii| isa vyakti ko kucha aise yaugika rahasya sikhA die gae jinase dekhane vAloM ko aisA pratIta ho ki vaha mara gayA hai| agale dina usa vyakti ne ina nirdezoM kA pAlana kiyA aura usakI patnI tathA parivAra ke loga usake zarIra ke cAroM ora ekatrita hokara vilApa karane, zoka manAne lge| guru unake daravAje para eka jAdUgara kA rUpa banA kara AyA aura usa parivAra se kahane lagA, yadi ve isa vyakti ko itanA hI prema karate haiM to vaha use puna: jIvita kara sakatA hai| usane batAyA agara koI aura usake sthAna para mara jAe, jAdUgara kI yaha davA pI le, to vaha vyakti jI utthegaa| parivAra ke hara sadasya ne apane jIvana ko bacAne kI AvazyakatA ke ucita kAraNa ginA die, aura usakI patnI kahane lagI, jo kucha bhI ho, aba to ve mara hI gae haiM, hama kisI prakAra gujArA kara leNge| isa para vaha yogI uTha khar3A huA aura bolA, he nArI, agara tuma mere binA raha sakatI ho, to maiM apane guru ke sAtha jA sakatA huuN| usane apane guru kI ora dekhA aura kahA. aba hameM calanA cAhie zrImAna, AdaraNIya sadaguru, maiM ApakA anugAmI bnuuNgaa| iMdriyoM ke sAtha bana jAne vAlA yaha jur3Ava isa taraha kA hai jaise ki tuma iMdriyAM hI bana gae ho, jaise ki tuma unake binA jI hI nahIM sakoge, jaise ki tumhArA sArA jIvana unameM hI simaTA ho| lekina tuma unhIM taka sImita nahIM ho| tuma unako tyAga sakate ho, aura phira bhI tuma jIvita raha sakate ho, aura eka uccatara tala para jIte ho| kaThina hai| jaise ki tuma eka bIja ko phusalAnA cAho, mara jAo ( jaldI hI eka suMdara paudhe kA janma hogaa| vaha kaise vizvAsa kara sakatA hai, kyoMki use to maranA hogaa| aura Aja taka kisI bIja ne nahIM jAnA ki usakI mRtyu se eka nayA aMkura phUTatA hai, eka nayA jIvana udita hotA hai| isalie isa para vizvAsa kaise kiyA jAe? yA agara tuma eka aMDe ke pAsa jAte ho aura tuma bhItara ke pakSI ko rAjI karanA cAhate ho ki bAhara A jAo, lekina pakSI ko kaise vizvAsa Ae ki aMDe ke binA bhI jIvana kI koI saMbhAvanA hai? yA agara tuma mAM ke garbha meM bacce se bAta karo aura use batAo, bAhara A jAo, bhayabhIta mata ho| lekina use to garbha ke bAhara kA kucha
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________________ patA bhI nahIM ptaa| yaha garbha hI usakA sArA jIvana rahA hai, use to basa itanA hI patA hai| vaha bhayabhIta hai| ThIka yahI paristhiti hai, iMdriyoM se ghire hue, hama eka sImita avasthA, eka kArAgRha meM jIte haiN| vyakti ko thor3A sAhasI, himmatavara honA pdd'egaa| ThIka abhI tuma jahAM bhI ho aura tuma jaise bhI ho, tumhAre sAtha kucha bhI ghaTita nahIM ho rahA hai| apane jokhima utthaao| azAta meM utro| phira jIvana ke naye DhaMga ko pAne kA prayAsa kro| 'isake uparAMta deha ke upayoga ke binA hI tatkSaNa bodha aura prakRti, paugalika jagata para pUrNa svAmitva upalabdha ho jAtA hai|' aba taka tuma paudgalika jagata ke vazIbhUta rahe ho| eka bAra tuma jAna lo ki tumhAre pAsa paudgalika jagata se pUrNata: mukta, apanI UrjA hai, to tuma se parNata: makta, apanI UrjA hai, to tama mAlika bana jAte ho| aba saMsAra tama para aura adhika kabjA nahIM rakha pAtA, tuma isake svAmI ho| kevala vahI jo tyAga sakate haiM asalI mAlika bana jAte haiN|'stv aura puruSa kA vibheda bodha hone ke uparAMta hI astitva kI samasta dazAoM kA jJAna aura una para prabhutva udita hotA hai| aura satva aura puruSa, buddhimattA aura jAgarUkatA ke madhya sUkSmatama vibheda ko jAnanA hogaa| svayaM ko zarIra se alaga samajhanA bahuta sarala hai| zarIra itanA sthUla hai ki tumheM isakI pratIti ho sakatI hai, tuma yaha nahIM ho skte| tumako isake bhItara honA caahie| yaha dekhanA atyaMta sarala hai ki tuma AMkheM nahIM ho skte| tumheM to vaha honA cAhie jo AMkhoM ke davArA dekhatA hai, pIche chipA hai; varanA AMkhoM ke dvArA kauna dekhegA? tumhArA cazmA to dekha nahIM sktaa| cazme ke pIche AMkhoM kI jarUrata hotI hai| tumhArI AMkheM bhI cazme kI bhAMti haiN| ve -bazmA hI haiM, ve dekha nahIM sktiiN| dekhane ke lie kahIM pIche tumhArI AvazyatA hai| lekina sUkSmatama tAdAtmya buddhi ke sAtha hotA hai| tumhArI socane kI sAmarthya, tumhArI buddhi kI samajha kI kSamatA, yahI sUkSmatama cIja hai| jAgarUkatA aura buddhimattA ke bIca vibheda kara pAnA behada kaThina hai| kiMtu inameM bheda kiyA jA sakatA hai| dhIme-dhIme, kadama dara kadama, pahale to yaha jAna lo ki tuma deha nahIM ho| isa samajha kI gahare meM vikasita, saMghanita hone do| phira yaha jAno ki tuma iMdriyAM nahIM ho| isa samajha ko vikasita, ghanIbhUta hone do| phira yaha jAno ki tuma tanmAtrAeM, jJAneMdriyoM ke pIche ke UrjA-kuMDa nahIM ho| isa bAta ko bhI vikasita aura saMkeMdrita hone do| aura taba tama yaha dekha pAne meM samartha ho jAoge ki badadhi bhI UrjA kA ekakaMDa hai| yaha eka sahabhAgI kaMDa hai jisameM tumhArI AMkheM apanI UrjA ur3elatI haiM, kAna apanI UrjA ur3elate haiM, hAtha apanI UrjA ur3elate haiN| sArI iMdriyAM nadiyoM kI bhAMti haiM aura badadhimattA keMdrIya sthAna hai, jisameM ve sUcanAeM lekara AtI haiM aura ur3ela detI haiN| jo kucha bhI tumhArA mana jAnatA hai, vaha iMdriyoM dvArA diyA gayA hai| tumane raMga dekha lie haiM, -tumhArA mana inheM jAnatA hai| yadi tuma varNAMdha, raMgoM ke prati aMdhe ho, yadi tuma harA raMga nahIM dekha sakate, taba
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________________ tumhArA mana hare ke bAre meM kucha bhI nahIM jAnatA hai| barnArDa zaoN ne yaha bAta jAne binA ki vaha varNAMdha hai apanA sArA jIvana jI liyaa| isako jAna pAnA bahuta muzakila hai, lekina saMyogavaza ghaTI eka ghaTanA ne isake bAre meM saceta kara diyaa| eka bAra usake eka janma-divasa para kisI ne use eka sUTa bheMTa meM diyA lekina usake sAtha TAI nahIM thii| to vaha eka aisI TAI khojane bAjAra meM gayA jo usa suTa ke sAtha mela khA ske| suTa kA raMga harA thA lekina vaha pIlI TAI kharIdane lgaa| usakI saciva yaha dekha rahI thI, vaha bolI, Apa kyA kara rahe haiM? yaha mela nahIM khaatii| sUTa harA hai aura TAI pIlI hai| vaha bolA kyA ina donoM ke bIca koI aMtara hai? vaha sattara sAla jI cukA thA binA yaha jAne ki vaha pIlA raMga nahIM dekha sktaa| use harA dikhatA thaa| aba pIlA usake mana kA bhAga nahIM thaa| usakI AMkhoM ne mana meM aisI sUcanA kabhI nahIM pahuMcAI thiiN| AMkheM sevakoM jaisI, sUcanA saMgrAhakoM, pI. Ara. o. kI bhAMti haiM-sAre saMsAra meM karatI huIM, sUcanAeM banAe ekatrita karatI huI unheM mana meM ur3elatI rahatI haiM, ve mana ko poSita karatI rahatI haiN| mana hI keMdrIya kuMDa hai| pahale tumheM isa bAta ke prati saceta honA par3egA ki tuma Akha nahIM ho, na hI vaha UrjA ho jo Akha ke pIche chipI hai, tabhI tuma yaha dekha pAne meM samartha ho sakoge ki pratyeka jJAneMdriya mana meM uDelI jA rahI haiM, tuma mana bhI nahIM ho, tuma vaha ho jo use ur3elA jAtA dekha rahA hai, tuma to sirpha kinAre para khar3e ho, sArI nadiyAM samudra meM uDelI jA rahI hai, tuma draSTA ho, sAkSI ho| svAmI rAma ne kahA hai : vitAna ko paribhASita karanA duSkara hai, lekina saMbhavata: isakA sarvAdhika Avazyaka tatva hai usake adhyayana meM laganA, jo prekSaka se bAhara hai| dhyAna kI vidhiyAM aisA rAstA dikhAtI haiM jo vyakti ko usakI apanI AMtarika avasthAoM ke pare le jAtA hai| dhyAna kI vidhiyAM aisA rAstA dikhAtI haiM jisase vyakti apanI AMtarika avasthAoM kA atikramaNa kara letA hai| aura dhyAna kA carama biMdu yaha jAna lenA hai ki jo kucha bhI tuma jAna lete ho vaha tuma nahIM ho| jo kucha bhI jAnI gaI vastu ke rUpa meM A gayA hai vaha tuma nahIM ho; kyoMki tumheM eka vastu nahIM banAyA jA sktaa| tuma sadA se hI AtmaniSTha, jJAtA, jJAnI, jAnane vAle rahe ho| aura tAtA ko bhI zAta nahIM banAyA jA sakatA hai| yahI hai puruSa, jaagruuktaa| yahI hai AtyaMtika samajha jo yoga se udita hotI hai| isa para dhyAna kro| Aja itanA hii|
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________________ pravacana 84 - kisI vAstavika pracaMDa strI ko khoja lo prazna-sAra: 1-maiM bUr3hA hone se sadA bhayabhIta kyA rahatA haiM? 2-merI tIna samasyAeM haiM : kAmuka anubhava karanA, dasare kI khoja aura mana meM banA rahanA kRpayA mujhe mArga dikhAeM? 3-jIvana-sAthI kA honA yA na honA kisa prakAra se vyakti kI aMtara-ummakhatA aura AdhyAtmika vikAsa ko prabhAvita karatA hai? 4-avarodha haiM mere bhItara unheM kisa bhAMti haTAyA jAe? prazna: maiM bUr3hA hone se sadA bhayabhIta kyoM rahatA ha? mujhe isase chuTakArA pAne kA mArga dikhAeM? jIvana, yadi ThIka se jIyA gayA hai, vAstava meM jIyA gayA hai, to kabhI mRtyu se bhayabhIta nahIM hotaa| agara tumane apanA jIvanajIyA hai, tuma mRtyu kA svAgata kroge| yaha eka vizrAma, eka gahana nidrA kI bhAMti aaegii| yadi tumane apane jIvana ke zikhara ko, UMcAiyoM ko jIyA hai to mRtyu eka suMdara vizrAMti, eka AzISa hai| lekina agara tuma jIe hI nahIM ho to niHsaMdeha mRtyu bhaya utpanna karatI hai| yadi tuma jI hI nahIM pAe ho to nizcita rUpa se mRtyu tumhAre hAthoM se samaya, jIvita rahane ke sAre bhaviSya ke avasaroM ko chIna legii| atIta meM tuma ThIka se jI nahIM pAe, aura aba bhaviSya bhI nahIM rahegA, bhaya uTha khar3A hotA hai| bhaya, mRtyu ke kAraNa nahIM, balki anajIe jIvana ke kAraNa uThatA hai|
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________________ aura mRtyu ke isa bhaya ke kAraNa, vRddhAvasthA bhI bhayaprada hotI hai kyoMki yaha mRtyu kA pahalA kadama hai| anyathA vRddhAvasthA bhI suMdara hai| yaha tumhAre astitva kI saMpUrNatA, vikAsa kI paripakyatA hai| yadi tuma kSaNa-kSaNa una sabhI cunautiyoM ko jo jIvana tumheM detA hai, jIte ho, aura tuma una sabhI avasaroM kA jinheM jIvana ne tumhAre lie kholA hai upayoga kara lete ho, aura yadi tuma usa ajJAta meM, jisameM jIvana tumheM pukAratA aura nimaMtrita karatA hai, utarane kA sAhasa karate ho, to vRddhAvasthA eka paripakvatA hai| varanA vRdadhAvasthA eka roga hai| darbhAgya se aneka loga basa umra hI bar3hAte haiM, ve usase saMbaMdhita paripakvatA ke binA ke ho jAte haiN| taba vRddhAvasthA eka bojha hotI hai| tuma zarIra se umaradAra ho gae ho lekina tumhArI cetanA kizorAvasthA meM rahatI hai| tuma zarIra se to ke ho gae lekina apane AMtarika jIvana meM tuma paripakva nahIM hue ho| AMtarika prakAza kA abhAva hai, aura pratidina mauta nikaTa A rahI hai; niHsaMdeha tuma kAMpoge aura tuma bhayabhIta hoge aura tumhAre bhItara eka mahata saMtApa uThane lgegaa| jinhoMne jIvana ko DhaMga se jIyA hai, ve vRddhAvasthA ko gahana svAgata bhAva se svIkAra karate haiM, kyoMki vRddhAvasthA mAtra itanA batAtI hai ki aba ve khilane jA rahe haiM, ki ve aba phalavAna hone jA rahe haiM, ki jo bhI unhoMne upalabdha kiyA hai aba ve use bAMTane meM samartha ho jaaeNge| nA daTate - sAdhAraNata: vRddhAvasthA kurUpa hotI hai, kyoMki yaha basa eka roga hai| tumhArI daihika saMracanA vikasita , varana aura-aura rugNa, kamajora aura azakta ho gaI hotI hai| varanA to vRddhAvasthA jIvana kA sarvAdhika suMdara samaya hai| bacapana kI sArI mUrkhatA jA cukI hai, yauvana kI sArI vAsanA aura uttApa jA cukA hai.. .eka zAMti udita hotI hai, mauna, dhyAna, smaadhi| vRddhAvasthA AtyaMtika rUpa se suMdara hai, aura ise aisA honA hI cAhie, kyoMki sArA jIvana isI ora baDhatA hai| isako to zikhara honA caahie| zikhara AraMbha meM hI kaise ho sakatA hai? zikhara madhya meM kaise ho sakatA hai? kiMtu agara tuma yaha socate ho ki tumhArA bacapana zikhara thA, jaisA ki bahuta loga socate haiM, to niHsaMdeha tumhArA sArA jIvana eka saMtApa ho jAegA, kyoMki apanA zikhara to tuma pA cuke hoaba to saba kucha eka patana, adhogamana hai| agara tuma socate ho ki yuvAvasthA zikhara hai, jaisA bahuta se loga socate haiM, to niHsaMdeha paiMtIsa varSa ke bAda tuma dukhI, udAsa ho jAoge, kyoMki pratidina tuma khooge, kho rahe hooge, khote jAoge, aura pA kucha bhI nahIM rahe hooge| UrjA kho jAegI, tuma kamajora ho jAoge, tumhAre bhItara bImAriyAM ghusa AeMgI aura mRtyu dvAra para dastaka dene lgegii| ghara kho jAegA aura aspatAla dikhane lgegaa| tuma prasanna kaise ho sakate ho? nahIM, lekina pUraba meM hamane kabhI nahIM mAnA ki bacapana yA javAnI zikhara hai| zikhara to ThIka aMta ke lie pratIkSA karatA hai|
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________________ aura yaha agara ucita DhaMga se ho to dhIre-dhIre tuma uccatara se uccatara zikharoM taka pahuMcate ho| mRtyu vaha uccatama zikhara, carama utkarSa hai, jise jIvana upalabdha karatA hai| kiMtu hama jIvana ko kyoM cUkate jA rahe haiM? kyoM hama kevala bUr3he hue cale jAte haiM, paraMtu paripakva nahIM hote| kahIM na kahIM kucha gar3abar3I jarUra ho gaI hai, kahIM para tumheM galata mArga para DAla diyA gayA hai, kahIM na kahIM tuma galata rAste para DAle jAne se rAjI ho gae ho| isa samajhaute ko tor3anA par3egA; isa anubaMdha meM Aga lagAnI pdd'egii| isI ko maiM saMnyAsa kahatA hUM eka samajha ki aba taka maiM galata DhaMga se jIyA hUM-maiMne samajhaute kie haiM, vAstava meM jIyA nahIM huuN| jaba tuma choTe bacce the to tumane samajhaute kie, tumane apane astitva ko nA-kucha ke lie beca ddaalaa| jo bhI tumheM milA vaha kucha nahIM mAtra kUr3A-karkaTa hai| choTI-choTI bAtoM ke lie tumane apanI AtmA ko kho diyaa| tuma svayaM ke sthAna para kucha aura hone ko rAjI ho gae, yahIM para tuma apane rAste se cUka ge| mAM cAhatI thI ki tuma kucha bano, pitA cAhate the ki tuma kucha bano, samAja cAhatA thA ki tuma kucha bano, aura tuma rAjI ho ge| dhIre-dhIre tumane svayaM na hone kA phaisalA kara liyaa| aura taba se tuma kucha aura hone kA dikhAvA karate rahe ho| tumameM paripakvatA nahIM A sakatI, kyoMki koI aura paripakva nahIM ho sktaa| yaha nakalI hai| yadi maiM eka mukhauTA lagA lUM to mukhauTA paripakva nahIM ho sakatA, yaha mRta hai| merA ceharA paripakva ho sakatA hai, lekina merA mukhauTA nhiiN| aura. tumhAre mukhauTe kI umra bar3hatI jAtI hai| mukhauTe ke pIche chipe hue tuma vikasita nahIM ho rahe ho| tuma kevala tabhI vikasita ho sakate ho jaba tuma svayaM ko svIkAra kara lo ki tuma koI anya nahIM, svayaM hI hone jA rahe ho| gulAba kI jhAr3I hAthI ho jAne ke lie rAjI ho gaI hai; hAthI gulAba kI jhAr3I ho jAne ko taiyAra hai| garur3a ciMtita hai, basa manocikitsaka ke pAsa jAne hI vAlA hai, kyoMki use kuttA banane kI icchA hai; aura kuttA aspatAla meM par3A hai kyoMki vaha garur3a kI bhAMti ur3anA cAhatA hai| mAnava jAti ke sAtha yahI ghaTa gayA hai| kacha aura ho jAne ke lie rAjI ho jAnA sabase bar3I ApadA hai, tamhArA vikAsa kabhI na ho skegaa| tuma kabhI bhI kisI aura taraha vikasita nahIM ho skte| tuma kevala tumhArI bhAMti paripakva ho sakate ho| 'cAhie' ko chor3a denA paDegA, aura tumheM isa bAta se jyAdA matalaba nahIM rakhanA hai ki loga kyA haiM? unakI rAya kyA hai? ve hote kauna haiM? tama yahAM para svayaM hone ke lie ho| tuma yahAM kisI kI apekSAoM ko pUrA karane ke lie nahIM ho, aura hara vyakti isI koziza meM lagA huA hai| pitA kA nidhana ho cukA hai aura tuma usa vAde ko pUrA karane ke prayAsa meM ho jo tumane unase kiyA thaa| aura ve khuda apane pitA se kiyA gayA vAdA pUrA karane kI koziza meM saMlagna rahe, aura isI bhAMti calatA rahA thA, yaha mUr3hatA bilakula AraMbha taka jAtI hai|
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________________ samajhane kA prayAsa karo, aura sAhasa karo aura apanA jIvana apane svayaM ke hAthoM meM le lo| acAnaka tumheM UrjA kA udvelana mahasUsa hogaa| jisa kSaNa tuma nirNaya lete ho, 'maiM aba svayaM hI hone jA rahA hUM aura koI dUsarA nhiiN| jo bhI kImata ho, lekina maiM svayaM hone jA rahA huuN|' -usI kSaNa tuma eka bar3A parivartana dekhoge, tuma jIvaMta anubhava karoge tumheM anubhava hogA ki UrjA pravAhita ho rahI hai, dhar3aka rahI hai| jaba taka yaha nahIM ghaTatA tuma vRddhAvasthA se bhayabhIta rahoge, kyoMki tuma isa tathya ko anadekhA kaise kara sakate ki tuma samaya naSTa kara rahe ho, aura jI nahIM rahe ho aura vRddhAvasthA AI jA rahI hai, aura taba tuma jI pAne ke yogya nahIM rhoge| isa tathya ko dekhane se tuma kaise baca sakate ho ki mRtyu pratIkSArata hai aura roja-roja vaha nikaTa aura nikaTa, nikaTatara AtI jA rahI hai, aura tuma to abhI ? tumheM to gahana saMtApa hogA hii| isalie agara tuma mujhase pUchate ho ki kyA karUM, to maiM tumase AdhArabhUta bAta khuuNgaa| aura yaha sadA hI AdhArabhUta prazna rahA hai| kabhI bhI dUsarI bAtoM se parezAna mata hoo, kyoMki unako tuma badala sakate ho, phira bhI kucha badalegA nahIM AdhArabhUta ko badala do / / / udAharaNa ke lie, kyA hai dUsarI bAta? maiM bUr3hA hone se sadA bhayabhIta kyoM rahatA hUM? mujhe isase chuTakArA pAne kA mArga dikhaaeN|' yaha prazna hI bhaya ke kAraNa uTha rahA hai tuma isase chuTakArA pAnA cAhate ho, ise samajhanA nahIM cAhate ho, isalie niHsaMdeha tuma kisI vyakti yA vicAradhArA ke caMgula meM phaMsane jA rahe ho jo tumhArI isase chuTakArA pAne meM sahAyatA kre| maiM tumhArI isase chuTakArA pAne meM sahAyatA nahIM kara sakatA / vastutaH samasyA hI vahI hai maiM cAhUMgA ki tuma samajho aura apanA jIvana badalo yahAM samasyA se chuTakTarA pAne kA prazna hai hI nahIM, yaha to tumhAre mukhauTe se tumhAre jhUThe or3he gae vyaktitva- jisa DhaMga se tumane hone kA prayAsa kiyA hai aura jo saccA rAstA nahIM hai se chuTakArA pAne kA prazna hai| tuma prAmANika - nahIM ho| tuma apane svayaM ke prati niSThAvAna nahIM ho, tuma apane astitva ko chalate raheho to agara tuma pUchate ho purohita haiM, darzanazAstrI haiM, aura jananAyaka haiM, yadi tuma jAo aura unase pUcho ki isase chuTakArA kaise pAUM? ve kaheMge, 'AtmA kabhI kI nahIM hotI ciMtA mata kro| basa yAda kara lo ki tuma AtmA ho| yaha to zarIra hai, tuma zarIra nahIM ho|' unhoMne tumheM sAMtvanA de dii| ho sakatA hai ki eka kSaNa ke lie tuma acchA anubhava karo, lekina isase tumheM koI sahAyatA na milegI, yaha tumheM badalane nahIM jA rahA hai| kala phira purohita ke prabhAva se bAhara hote hI tuma isI nAva meM hoge /
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________________ aura kamAla kI bAta hai ki tuma kabhI bhI purohita kI ora nahIM dekhate, vaha svayaM bhayabhIta hai| tuma darzanazAstrI kI ora kabhI nahIM dekhate, vaha khuda DarA huA hai| maiMne sunA hai, eka nayA dharmAdhikArI atyadhika zrama kara rahA thA, aura parIkSaNoM se patA lagA ki usake pheMphaDe burI taraha prabhAvita ho gae haiN| cikitsaka ne kahA ki laMbe samaya taka ArAma karanA nitAMta Avazyaka hai| dharmAdhikArI ne virodha karate hue kahA ki usake lie apanA kArya chor3a pAnA saMbhava nahI ho skegaa| ThIka hai, DAkTara bolA, Apake pAsa cunAva hai-svarga yA sviTajaralaiMDa? dharmAdhikArI thor3I dera kamare meM TahalatA rahA aura taba usane kahA : Apa jIta gae sviTajaralaiMDa hI ThIka jaba jIvana aura mRtyu kA prazna ho to, purohita, darzanazAstrI, ve loga bhI jinake pAsa tuma pUchane jAte ho-ve bhI jI nahIM pAe haiN| adhika saMbhAvanA to isa bAta kI hai ki unhoMne to utanA bhI nahIM jIyA, jitanA tuma jIe ho; varanA ve purohita nahIM ho sakate the| purohita banane ke lie unhoMne apane jIvana ko pUrNata : inakAra kara diyaa| sAdhu, saMnyAsI, mahAtmA ho jAne ke lie unhoMne apane astitva ko pUrI taraha nakAra diyA hai, aura samAja jo kucha bhI unase cAhatA hai use unhoMne mAna liyA hai| ve isase saMpUrNata: rAjI ho gae haiN| ve apane Apa se, apanI svayaM kI jIvana UrjA se rAjI na hae, aura ve nakalI, mUr3hatApUrNa bAtoM- prazaMsA, sammAna se rAjI ho ge| aura tuma jAte ho aura pUchate ho unse| ve svayaM hI kAMpa rahe haiN| kahIM gahare meM ve svayaM hI bhayabhIta haiN| ve aura unake ziSya, sabhI eka hI nAva meM savAra haiN| maiMne sunA hai, veTikana meM popa bahuta jyAdA bImAra par3a gae, aura eka saMdeza jArI huA ki seMTa pITarsa kI baoNlakanI se kArDinala eka vizeSa udaghoSaNA kreNge| jaba vaha dina AyA, to prakhyAta cauka niSThAvAnoM se khacAkhaca bhara gyaa| vayovRddha kArDinala ne kAMpatI huI AvAja meM kahA : 'pavitra AtmA (popa) ko kevala hRdaya pratyAropaNa dvArA hI bacAyA jA sakatA hai, aura Aja yahAM ekatrita hue sabhI bhale kaithelikoM se maiM dAna ke lie nivedana karatA huuN|' usane hAtha meM paMkha thAme hue Age kahA : 'maiM yaha paMkha Apake bIca girA dUMgA, aura jisa para bhI yaha giratA hai, usa vyakti ko pavitra paramAtmA ke dvArA pavitra pitA kA jIvana bacAne ke lie cuna liyA gyaa| jaba usane vaha paMkha girAyA......aura cAroM tarapha jo bhI sunA jA sakatA thA, vaha thA bIsa hajAra zraddhAlu romana kaithelikoM kA dhIme-dhIme phaMka maarnaa|
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________________ pratyeka vyakti bhayabhIta hai| agara pavitra pitA jiMdA rahanA cAhate haiM to ina becAre kaithelikoM ko kyoM dAnI banAyA jAe? maiM tumheM koI sAMtvanA nahIM dene jA rahA huuN| maiM tumase nahIM kahane jA rahA hUM 'AtmA zAzvata hai| ciMtA mata karo, tuma kabhI nahIM maroge kevala zarIra hI maratA hai| mujhe patA hai ki yaha satya hai, lekina isa satya ko kaThina rAste se arjita karanA par3atA hai| tuma kisI aura ke dvArA isake bAre meM kahe gae kathana aura vaktavya se nahIM sIkha skte| yaha koI vaktavya nahIM hai, yaha eka anubhava hai| maiM jAnatA hUM ki aisA hai, lekina tumhAre lie yaha nitAMta arthahIna hai| tuma to yaha bhI nahIM jAnate ki jIvana kyA hai| tuma yaha kaise jAna sakate ho ki zAzvatatA kyA hai? tuma samaya meM jIne meM samartha to ho nahIM pAe ho, tuma zAzvatatA meM jIne meM samartha kaise ho pAoge? koI amartya ke prati tabhI jAgarUka hotA hai jaba vaha mRtyu ko svIkAra karane meM samartha ho cukA ho| mRtyu ke dvAra ke mAdhyama se amartya apane Apako prakaTa karatA hai| mRtyu amartya ke lie apane Apako tuma para udaghATita karane kA eka upAya hai... lekina bhaya ke kAraNa tuma apanI AMkheM baMda kara lete ho aura tuma aceta ho jAte ho| nahI, maiM tumheM isase chuTakArA pAne kI koI vidhi, koI siddhAMta, nahIM dene jA rahA huuN| isake lakSaNa utpanna hue haiN| yaha zubha hai ki yaha bAta tumheM saMketa detI rahatI hai ki tuma jhUThI jiMdagI jI rahe ho| yahI kAraNa hai ki vahAM bhaya hai| isa saMketa ko samajho aura lakSaNa ko badalane kI ceSTA mata karo, balki mUlabhUta kAraNa ko badalo / ekadama AraMbha se hI hara bacce ko galata jAnakArI, galata sUcanAeM dI jAtI haiM, use galata dizA, galata nirdeza de die jAte haiN| aisA jAnabUjha kara nahIM kiyA jAtA, kyoMki mAtA-pitA bhI usI jAla meM haiM, unheM bhI galata dizA dikhAI gaI thI / udAharaNa ke lie yadi koI baccA adhika UrjAvAna hai, to parivAra asahajatA mahasUsa karatA hai, kyoMki adhika UrjA vAlA baccA ghara meM eka upadrava hai| kucha bhI surakSita nahIM hai, bilakula surakSita nahIM hai| vaha UrjAvAna baccA hara cIja tor3a-phor3a degaa| use rokanA pdd'egaa| usakI UrjA ko avarodhita karanA par3egA, usakI jIvaMtatA ko kama karanA hogaa| usako niMdita, daMDita karanA pdd'egaa| aura jaba vaha DhaMga se vyavahAra kare sirpha taba puraskRta karanA par3egA aura tuma kyA apekSA rakhate ho? tuma usase lagabhaga eka vRddha vyakti bana jAne kI ummIda rakhate ho vaha aisI kisI vastu ko jise tuma mUlyavAna samajhate ho koI hAni na phuNcaae| eka ghar3I ko bacAne kI khAtira tuma eka bacce ko naSTa karate ho| yA apanI krAkarI bacAne ke lie tuma bacce ko naSTa kara DAlate ho| yA apanA pharnIcara bacAne ke lie varanA usa para isa chora se usa chora taka kharoMca A jaaegii| tuma paramAtmA kI bheMTa, eka nava- AgaMtuka astitva ko naSTa karate ho| tuma pharnIcara ko kharoMce jAne se bacAne ke lie bacce kA astitva kharoMcate rahate ho|
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________________ dhIre-dhIre baccA tumhArA anugamana karane ko bAdhya ho jAtA hai, kyoMki vaha asahAya hai, vaha tuma para Azrita hai, usakA jIvita rahanA tuma para nirbhara hai| jIvita rahane kI khAtira vaha mRta hone ko rAjI ho jAtA hai| basa jIvita rahane kI khAtira; kyoMki tuma use dUdha aura bhojana dete ho, aura usakI dekhabhAla karate ho| yadi tuma usake itane adhika virodha meM ho to vaha kahAM jAegA? dhIre- dhIre vaha apanA astitva tumheM becatA jAtA hai| jo kucha bhI tuma kahate ho, dhIre- dhIre vaha mAna letA hai| tumhAre puraskAra aura tumhAre daMDa hI ve upAya haiM jinake dvArA tuma use digbhramita karate ho| dhIre-dhIre vaha apane aMtasa kI AvAja se adhika tuma para vizvAsa karane lagatA hai, kyoMki vaha jAnatA hai ki usake bhItara kI AvAja hamezA use jhaMjhaTa meM DAlatI hai| usake bhItara kI AvAja sadA usake lie daMDa dilavAne vAlI siddha huI hai| isalie sajA aura usake bhItara kI AvAja saMyukta ho jAte haiN| aura jaba kabhI bhI vaha apanI AMtarika AvAja nahIM sunatA aura tumhArA aMdhAnukaraNa karatA hai, use puraskRta kiyA jAtA hai| jaba kabhI bhI vaha svayaM hotA hai. use daMDita kiyA jAtA hai; jaba kabhI bhI vaha svayaM nahIM hotA use puraskRta kiyA jAtA hai| yaha tarka spaSTa hai| dhIre-dhIre tuma use usakI apanI jiMdagI se bhaTakA dete ho-| dhIre-dhIre vaha bhUla jAtA hai ki usakI AMtarika AvAja kyA hai| agara laMbe samaya taka tuma ise na suno to phira tuma ise nahIM suna skte| kisI bhI kSaNa apanI AMkheM baMda kara lo-tumheM apane pitA, apanI mAtA, apane sAthiyoM, adhyApakoM kI AvAjeM sunAI par3egI, aura tuma kabhI apanI AvAja nahIM sunoge| aneka loga mere pAsa Ate haiM, ve kahate haiM, Apa bhItara kI AvAja ke bAre meM kahate haiM; hama ise kabhI nahIM sunate, vahAM to bhIr3a lagI hai| jaba jIsasa kahate haiM, apane pitA aura mAtA se ghRNA karo, ve vAstava meM tumhAre mAtA-pitA se ghRNA karane ko nahIM kaha rahe haiM, ve kaha rahe haiM, una pitA aura una mAtA se ghRNA karo jo tumhAre bhItara aMtazcetanA bana gae haiN| ghRNA karo, kyoMki yaha eka sarvAdhika kurUpa samajhautA hai-AtmaghAtI anubaMdhana, jo tumane kiyA hai| ghRNA karo, ina AvAjoM ko miTA DAlo, tAki tumhArI AvAja mukta aura svataMtra kI jA sake; jisase ki tuma anubhava kara sako ki tuma kauna ho aura tuma kyA honA cAhate ho| AraMbha meM niHsaMdeha tuma pUrNata: khoyA huA anubhava kroge| yahI to dhyAna meM ghaTatA hai| aneka loga mere pAsa Ate haiM aura kahate haiM, hama to rAstA khojane Ae the, isake viparIta dhyAna prayogoM se yaha -bhI pUrNata: khoyA huA laga rahA hai 1 isase zAta hotA hai ki dUsaroM kI pakar3a DhIlI par3a rahI hai, isalie tuma apane ko khoyA huA mahasUsa karate ho, kyoMki dUsaroM kI ve AvAjeM tumheM nirdeza de rahI thIM, aura tumane unameM vizvAsa karanA zurU kara diyA thaa| tumane unameM itane laMbe samaya se vizvAsa kiyA hai ve tumhAre dizA-nirdezaka bana cuke the| aba, jaba tuma dhyAna karate ho to ye AvAjeM miTa jAtI haiN| tuma jAla se mukta ho gae ho| dubArA tuma bacce bana jAte ho, aura tuma nahIM jAnate ki kahAM jAnA hai| kyoMki sAre mArgadarzaka kho gae haiN| pitA kI AvAja vahAM nahIM hai, mAM kI AvAja vahAM nahIM hai, adhyApaka vahAM nahIM
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________________ hai, skUla nahIM rahA acAnaka tuma akele ho| vyakti bhaya anubhava karane lagatA hai, mere mArga-nirdezaka kahAM cale gae? kahAM haiM ve loga jo hamezA mujhe ucita rAste kI ora le jAte the? vAstava meM koI bhI tumheM sahI rAste para nahIM le jA sakatA, kyoMki sAre patha-pradarzana galata hone vAle haiN| koI netA sahI netA nahIM ho sakatA hai, kyoMki netRtva, jaisA bhI hai, galata hI hai| jisako bhI tuma netRtva kI anumati dete ho, tumheM kacha hAni hI pahaMcAegA, kyoMki vaha kucha karanA, tuma para kucha thopanA, tumheM eka DhAMcA denA zurU kara degA, aura tumheM to eka saMracanA vihIna jIvana, sAre DhAMcoM, saMdarbho, anubaMdhoM se mukta, sArI saMracanA aura caritra se mukta, atIta se mukta hokara isI kSaNa meM jIvana ko jInA hai| isalie sAre mArgadarzaka dizA bhrama dete haiN| aura jaba ve kho jAte haiM, aura tumane unameM itane laMbe samaya se vizvAsa kiyA hai ki acAnaka tumheM khAlIpana anubhava hotA hai, tuma khAlIpana se ghire hote ho aura sAre rAste vilupta ho jAte haiN| jAnA kahAM hai? vyakti ke jIvana meM yaha bar3A krAMtikArI samaya hotA hai| tumheM isase sAhasapUrvaka gujaranA hotA hai| yadi tuma nirbhaya hokara isameM ruke rahe, to zIghra hI tuma apanI AvAja ko jo laMbe samaya se damita hai, sunanA AraMbha kara dete ho| zIghra hI tuma isakI bhASA sIkhanA AraMbha kara doge, kyoMki tuma isakI bhASA hI bhUla cuke ho| tuma vahI bhASA jAnate ho jo tumheM sikhAI gaI hai| aura yaha bhASA, aMdara kI bhASA, zAbdika nahIM hotii| anubhUtiyoM kI bhASA hai yh| aura sabhI samAja anubhUtiyoM ke virodha meM haiM; kyoMki anubhUti eka jIvaMta ghaTanA hai, yaha vidrohI hai| vicAra mRta hotA hai, yaha vidrohI nahIM hotaa| ata: pratyeka samAja ne tumheM sira meM rahane ko bAdhya kiyA hai, tumheM tumhAre sAre zarIra se nikAla kara sira meM dhakela diyA hai| tuma kevala sira meM jIte ho| yadi tumhArA sira kATa diyA jAe aura tabhI acAnaka tuma apane binA sira ke zarIra ko dekho, to tuma isako pahacAna nahIM skoge| kevala cehare hI pahacAne jAte haiN| tumhArA sArA zarIra sikur3a cukA hai, naramI, kAMti, taralatA kho cukA hai| yaha eka lakar3I ke laTThe kI bhAMti lagabhaga mRta vastu hai| tuma isakA upayoga karate ho, kAryAtmaka rUpa meM yaha calatA rahatA hai lekina isameM koI jIvana nahIM hai| tumhArA sArA jIvana sira meM samA gayA hai| vahAM aTaka gayA hai, tuma mRtyu se bhayabhIta ho kyoMki tumhAre rahane kA eka mAtra sthAna, eka mAtra sthAna jisameM tuma raha sakate ho, tumhAre sAre zarIra meM honA caahie| tumhAre sAre jIvana ko tumhAre sampUrNa zarIra meM vistArita aura pravAhita honA caahie| ise eka nadI, eka dhArA bananA pdd'egaa| eka choTA baccA apane jananAMgoM se khelanA Arambha karatA hai| turaMta hI usake mAtA-pitA ciMtita ho jAte haiM- 'ise baMda kro|' yaha ciMtA unake svayaM ke damanoM se AtI hai kyoMki ve bhI roke gae the| acAnaka ve udavigna ho uThate haiM eka duzciMtA unameM uThatI hai, kyoMki unheM kucha bAteM sikhAI gaI thIM
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________________ ki aisA karanA galata hai| unheM kabhI apane jananAMgoM ko nahIM chUne diyA gyaa| bacce ko kaise isakI anumati ho? ve bacce ko usake jananAMga na chUne ke lie bAdhya karate haiM, ve bacce ko daMDita karate haiN| baccA kyA kara sakatA hai? vaha yaha nahIM samajha pAtA ki jananAMgoM meM galata kyA hai? ve usake hAthoM usakI nAka, usake pAMvoM ke aMgUThoM kI bhAMti hI usakA eka aMga haiM, vaha apane zarIra ke hareka sthAna ko chU sakatA hai, kiMtu jananAMgoM ko nhiiN| aura yadi vaha bAraMbAra daMDita kiyA jAtA hai to niHsaMdeha apanI UrjA ko vaha jananAMgoM se balAta vApasa bhejanA AraMbha kara detA hai| ise vahAM pravAhita nahIM hone denA cAhie kyoMki agara yaha usa ora pravAhita hotI hai to vaha unase khelanA cAhatA hai| aura yaha sukhada hai, aura kucha bhI galata nahIM hai, baccA yaha dekha nahIM pAtA ki isame galata kyA hai| vAstava meM yaha zarIra kA sabase sukhadAyI aMga hai| lekina mAM-bApa bhayabhIta haiM, aura baccA unake cehare aura unakI AMkheM dekha sakatA hai : acAnaka hI-ve sAmAnya vyakti the-jisa kSaNa vaha apane janana aMgoM ko sparza karatA hai ve asAmAnya bana jAte haiM, lagabhaga pAgala se| unameM kucha itanI kaThoratA se badalatA hai ki baccA bhI bhayabhIta ho jAtA hai-kucha na kucha galatI avazya honI cAhie ismeN| yaha kucha na kucha galata mAtA-pitA ke mana meM hai, bacce ke zarIra meM nahIM hai, lekina baccA kara hI kyA sakatA hai? isa sthiti ko, isa ghabar3AhaTa bharI paristhiti ko darakinAra karane bhara se hI, sarvAdhika suMdara anubhUtiyoM meM se eka ko itanI gaharAI taka damita kiyA gayA hai ki striyoM ne carama sukha, oNrgAjma ko anubhava hI nahIM kiyA hai| bhArata meM striyAM abhI bhI nahIM jAnatI ki carama sukha kyA hai| unhoMne isake bAre meM kabhI sunA hI nahIM hai; vAstava meM ve yahI jAnatI haiM ki yaunAnada puruSoM ke lie hai, striyoM ke lie nhiiN| behUdI bAta hai yaha, kyoMki paramAtmA ugra puruSavAdI nahIM hai, aura vaha puruSoM ke pakSa aura striyoM ke virodha meM nahIM hai| usane eka samAna rUpa se pratyeka ko diyA hai| lekina lar3akiyoM para lar3akI kI tulanA meM adhika rokathAma kI jAtI hai, kyoMki samAja puruSa-pradhAna hai| ata: unakA kahanA hai, lar3ake to lar3ake haiM, agara tuma unheM roka do, taba bhI ve kucha na kucha to kara hI leNge| lekina lar3akiyAM, unheM to saMskRti, naitikatA, zuddhatA, kaumArya kA pratimAna bananA par3atA hai| unheM apane jananAMgoM ko chUne kI jarA bhI anumati nahIM hai| isalie bAda meM carama sukha upalabdha karanA kaise saMbhava hai, kyoMki UrjA usa rAste jAtI hI nahIM hai? aura kyoMki UrjA usa rAste nahIM jAtI hai, hajAroM samasyAeM uTha khar3I hotI haiN| striyAM unmAdI, hisTerikala ho jAtI haiN| puruSa yauna se atyadhika grasita ho jAte haiN| striyAM karIba-karIba udAsa aura avasAdagrasta ho jAtI haiM, kyoMki ve kAma-anubhava kA AnaMda nahIM le sakatIM, isake karIba-karIba virodha meM ho jAtI haiN| aura puruSa yauna meM bahuta adhika ruci rakhane lagate haiM, kyoMki sAre anubhavoM meM kucha na kucha chUTa jAtA hai| puruSa yaha anubhava karatA rahatA hai ki vaha kucha cUka rahA hai, kucha cUka rahA hai, ata: aura adhika kAma-anubhava meM karUM, ise kaI striyoM ke sAtha kruuN| yaha samasyA nahIM hai| tuma
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________________ eka ke sAtha cUkate jAoge; tuma aneka ke sAtha cUkate jaaoge| samasyA tumhAre bhItara hai : tumhArI UrjA jananAMgoM ke dvArA pravAhita nahIM ho rahI hai| aura isa DhaMga se, sArI UrjA dhIre-dhIre sira meM dhakela dI jAtI hai| hamAre pAsa heDa klarka, heDa suparinaTeMDeMTa, heDa mAsTara jaise zabda haiM, sabhI heDsa haiN| 'haiDsa' kA prayoga zramikoM ke lie hotA hai| heDsa, pradhAna, zreSThatara loga haiM-rAjyoM ke 'hedds|' 'haiDsa' mAtra hAthoM se kAma karane vAlA, mhtvhiin| bhArata meM brAhmaNa 'heDsa' haiN| aura becAre zUdra to hAtha bhI nahIM haiM-pAMva, paira haiN| hiMdU zAstroM meM aisA kahA gayA hai ki paramAtmA ne brAhmaNoM ko sira ke rUpa meM aura zUdroM ko paira ke rUpa meM racA hai aura kSatriyoM, yodadhAoM ko, bAMhoM, hAthoM, zakti tathA vyApAriyoM, vaizyoM ko peTa kI bhAMti racA hai| lekina brAhmaNa sira sArA saMsAra brAhmaNa bana gayA hai| yahI samasyA hai-pratyeka vyakti sira meM jI rahA hai, aura sArA zarIra saMkucita ho gayA hai| jarA kabhI darpaNa ke sAmane khar3e hokara dekho ki tumhAre sAre zarIra ko kyA ho gayA hai| tumhArA ceharA bahuta jIvaMta lagatA hai, jIvana kI lAlimA se Alokita, lekina tumhArA sInA? -sikur3A huaa| tumhArA peTa? -lagabhaga yaMtravata, yAMtrika DhaMga se kArya karatA calA jAtA hai| tumhArA zarIra....... yadi loga nagna khar3e hoM, unake zarIroM ko dekha kara hI tuma jAna sakate ho ki apane jIvana meM ve kisa DhaMga kA kArya kara rahe haiN| yadi ve zramajIvI haiM, unake hAtha jIvaMta, mAMsala hoNge| yadi ve sira kA upayoga karane vAle-buddhijIvI, prophesarsa, upa-kulapati aura usa prakAra ke bakavAsI loga haiM-taba tuma unake siroM ko bahuta prabhApUrNa, lAlimAyukta dekhoge| yadi ve pulisavAle yA DAka bAMTane vAle hoM, to unakI TAMgeM behada majabUta hoNgii| lekina tuma kisI ke pUre zarIra, sAre zarIra ko eka sA vikasita nahIM dekhoge, kyoMki koI bhI vyakti eka saMpUrNa jaivika ikAI kI bhAMti nahIM jI rahA hai| vyakti ko eka samagra jaivika ikAI kI bhAMti jInA caahie| saMpUrNa zarIra para puna: dhyAna diyA jAnA hai| kyoMki pairoM ke dvArA tuma pRthvI ke saMparka meM ho, tumhArA pRthvI se gahana saMvAda hotA hai-yadi tuma apanI TAMgoM aura unakI zakti se asaMbaddha ho aura ve murdA aMga bana kara raha gaI haiM, to aba pRthvI se tumhArA saMbaMdha viccheda ho cukA hai| tuma usa vRkSa jaise ho jisakI jar3eM mRta yA sar3I huI, kamajora ho cukI haiM; aba yaha vRkSa adhika samaya jIvita nahIM raha pAegA aura samagratA se svastha hokara pUrNata: jI na skegaa| tumhAre pairoM ko pRthvI meM jar3eM jamAne kI jarUrata hai, ve hI tumhArI jar3eM haiN| kabhI eka choTA sA prayoga kro| kahIM bhI samudra ke kinAre nadI ke taTa para nagna ho jAo, basa dhUpa meM nagna-aura kUdanA, dhIre-dhIre daur3anA, aura apanI UrjA ko apane pairoM se, apanI TAMgoM dvArA pRthvI meM pravAhita hote hue mahasUsa kro| dhIre-dhIre daur3ate raho aura TAMgoM ke mAdhyama se apanI UrjA ko pRthvI A anubhava kro| phira kucha minaTa dhIre-dhIre daur3ane ke bAda basa zAMta hokara pRthvI meM jar3eM meM jAtA huA
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________________ jamA kara khar3e ho jAo, aura basa pRthvI ke sAtha apane pairoM kA eka saMvAda kA anubhava kro| acAnaka tumheM pRthvI ke sAtha apanI jar3oM kA gahana jur3Ava kA gaharA aura Thosa anubhava hogaa| tuma dekhoge, pRthvI saMvAda karatI hai; tuma dekhoge, tumhAre paira saMvAda karate haiM, pRthvI aura tumhAre madhya eka vArtAlApa ho rahA yaha jur3Ava kho cukA hai| logoM kI jar3eM ukhar3a cukI haiM, ve aba jur3e hue nahIM rhe| aura taba ve jI nahIM paate| kyoMki jIvana sAre zarIra se saMbaddha hai kevala sira se nhiiN| pazcima meM kucha vaijJAnika prayogazAlAoM meM ve kucha prayoga kara rahe haiM jahAM ki kucha siroM ko jIvita rakhA gayA hai| eka baMdara kA sira usake zarIra se kATa liyA gayA, use kucha aise yAMtrika upakaraNoM se jor3A gayA jo zarIra kI bhAMti kArya karate haiN| sira socatA rahatA hai, svapna dekhatA rahatA hai| sira isase prabhAvita nahIM huA, jarA bhI nhiiN| jo ghaTanA ghaTI hai, vaha yahI to hai| pazcima kI kucha prayogazAlAoM meM hI nahIM, hareka AdamI ke sAtha yahI ghaTA hai| tumhArA sArA zarIra eka yAMtrika cIja bana kara raha gayA hai, kevala tumhArA sira hI jIvita hai| yahI kAraNa hai ki sira meM itanI jyAdA ApAdhApI, itane sAre vicAra, itanA adhika soca-vicAra hai| loga mere pAsa Ate haiM aura kahate haiM, isako kaise rokeM? kisa bhAMti ise rokeM yaha samasyA nahIM hai| samasyA hai ki isako sArI deha meM kisa prakAra prasArita kiyA jaae| niHsaMdeha yaha bahuta adhika bharA hai kyoMki sArI UrjA vahIM hai aura yaha itanI adhika UrjA vahana karane meM samartha nahIM, isIlie tuma pagalA jAte ho, tuma bahaka jAte ho| pAgalapana hamArI saMskRti dvArA utpanna eka roga hai; yaha sAMskRtika bImArI hai.| pRthvI para kucha aisI Adima saMskRtiyAM rahI haiM jahAM pAgala AdamI hue hI nahIM, jahAM vikSiptatA kabhI thI hI nhiiN| aura aba bhI tuma ise dekha sakate ho, una samAjoM meM jo Arthika rUpa se bahuta samRddha nahIM hai, zaikSika stara jahAM sArvabhaumika zikSA kI ApadA abhI taka nahIM AI hai, jahAM loga aba bhI mAtra apane siroM meM hI nahIM hai balki anya aMgoM meM bhI haiM-bhale hI Azika rUpa meM hoM, lekina phira bhI kahIM UrjA kA kuMDa hotA hai, pairoM meM ho, peTa meM UrjA kA kuMDa ho-bhale hI ve usake saMparka meM nahIM haiM, asaMbaddha kuMDa haiM, lekina phira bhI UrjA kahIM na kahIM phailI huI hai-saba ora phailI huI hai- bhalIbhAMti vitarita hai, to pAgalapana kabhI-kabhAra hI ghaTatA hai| jitanA adhika koI samAja sira-unmukha ho jAtA hai utanA hI paaglpn| yaha isa prakAra hai ki eka sau dasa volTa ke tAra se tuma eka hajAra volTa kI bijalI pravAhita karane kA jabarana prayAsa karo-to hara cIja chinna-bhinna ho jaaegii| sira ko bhalI prakAra se kArya karane ki lie UrjA kI alpa mAtrA kI AvazyakatA hai| sira meM atyadhika UrjA, phira vaha niraMtara kAryarata rahatA hai, ise patA nahIM kaba rukanA hai, kyoMki UrjA ko visarjita kaise kiyA jAe? yaha socatA hai,
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________________ vicAratA hai. vicAra karatA calA jAtA hai, aura svapna para svapna dekhatA rahatA hai dina-rAta, sA sAla vyatIta hote jAte haiM, sattara varSa tk| jarA soco to| basa itanA hI hai tumhArA jiivn| nissaMdeha vyakti bur3hApe se bhayabhIta ho jAtA hai| samaya gujara rahA hai| asaMdigdha rUpa se vyakti svabhAvata: mRtyu se bhayabhIta ho jAtA hai| mRtyu kisI bhI kSaNa A sakatI hai| aura tuma basa sira meM cakkara kATa rahe ho| kisI aura sthAna para to tuma gae hI nahIM, jIvana kA sArA parikSetra asparzita hI raha gyaa| jIyo apane sAre zarIra meM gatizIla ho| ise gahana prema se svIkAro apane zarIra ke sAtha karIba-karIba prema meM hI par3a jaao| yaha eka divya bheMTa, vaha maMdira hai jahAM paramAtmA ne basane kA nirNaya liyA hai| phira vRddhAvasthA kA koI bhaya nahIM rahegA; tuma paripakva hone lgoge| tumhAre anubhava tumheM paripakva kareMge phira vRddhAvasthA eka roga kI bhAMti nahIM hogI, yaha eka suMdara ghaTanA hogii| sArA jIvana isI ke lie taiyArI hai| yaha rugNatA kaise ho sakatI hai? sAre jIvana tuma isakI ora agrasara hue ho| yaha zikhara hai, vaha aMtima gIta aura nRtya jo tuma saMpanna karane jA rahe ho| aura kabhI kisI camatkAra kI pratIkSA mata kro| tumhIM ko kucha karanA pdd'egaa| mana kahatA hai ki aisA kucha yA vaisA kucha hogA aura phira saba kucha ThIka ho jaaegaa| yaha isa prakAra se nahIM hone jA rahA hai| camatkAra nahIM ghttte| maiM eka kahAnI sunAtA hUM: eka durghaTanA meM ebI kI donoM TAMgeM TUTa giiN| haDDiyAM jor3a dI gaIM aura ebI ne jimmevAra bImA kaMpanI para kSatipUrti ke lie dAvA dAyara kara diyaa| usakA Aropa thA ki vaha sadA ke lie apAhija ho gayA hai aura aba use sArI jiMdagI vhIla ceyara para gujAranI pdd'egii| bImA kaMpanI ne paristhiti kA jAyajA lene ke lie zalya cikitsakoM ko niyukta kiyaa| unhoMne riporTa dI ki haDiyAM pUrI taraha se ThIka ho cukI haiM, ki ebI kohena aba calane meM samartha haiM, aura ve kevala bahAnebAjI kara rahe haiN| phira bhI jaba yaha mukadamA adAlata meM pahuMcA to nyAyAdhIza ko vhIla ceyara para baiThe isa becAre para dayA A gaI aura usane kSatipUrti ke rUpa meM dasa hajAra pAuMDa kI rAzi die jAne kA Adeza kara diyaa| ebI apane lie caika lene vhIla ceyara se hI mukhyAlaya phuNcaa| 'misTara kohena, mainejara ne kahA, yaha mata socanA ki tuma baca kara nikala jaaoge| hama jAnate haiM ki tuma bahAnebAjI kara rahe ho| aura maiM tumheM batA dUM ki hama tumhAre lie eka bar3I riporTa taiyAra kara rahe haiN| rAta-dina hama tumhAre Upara nigAha rakhane vAle haiN| hama tumhAre phoTo khIMcate raheMge aura agara hamane sabUta peza kara diyA ki tuma cala-phira sakate ho, to na kevala tumheM kSatipUrti vApasa karanI hogI balki jhUThI zapatha lene kA pariNAma bhI bhugatanA hogaa|
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________________ misTara mainejara, maiM to sadA ke lie apaMga hokara isa vhIla ceyara meM baiTha gayA huuN| bahuta acchA, yaha rahA dasa hajAra pAuMDa kA caika, Apa isase kyA karane kA irAdA rakhate haiM? acchA, misTara mainejara, maiM aura merI patnI, hama donoM hamezA se bhramaNa karanA cAhate the isalie hama nAva ke UparI bhAga se yAtrA AraMbha kareMge aura skaindineviyA (prabhAva DAlane ke lie usane apanI aMgulI se nIce saMketa kiyA) se gujara kara, phira sviTajaralaiMDaira? iTalI, grIsa - aura mujhe tumhAre ejeMTa aura jAsUsa jo ki merA pIchA kara rahe hoMge, kI jarA bhI phikara nahIM hai; maiM to apAhija huA apanI kursI para baiThA rahUMgA - to svAbhAvika hai ki hama ijarAyala jA rahe hoMge, phira IrAna aura bhArata aura ise pAra karate hue usane aMgulI se prabhAva DAlane ke lie saMketa kiyA) jApAna aura taba philIpAiMsaaura maiM to abhI bhI vhIla ceyara para hoUMgA, isalie mujhe tumhAre jAsUsoM kI jo apane kaimare lekara merA pIchA kara rahe haiM, koI ciMtA nahIM hai, aura vahA se hama AsTreliyA ke Ara-pAra jAeMge aura phira dakSiNa amarIkA aura vahAM se sIdhe maiksiko pahuMceMge ( usane rAste ko saMketa se batAyA) aura yAda rahe, maiM aba bhI apAhija hokara vhIla ceyara para baiThA huuN| isalie tumhAre jAsUsoM kA unake kaimaroM ke sAtha kyA upayoga rahA ?- phira kanADA aura vahAM se hama phrAMsa ko pAra karate hue laoNrDasa nAmaka sthAna ko dekhane jAeMge, aura vahAM tuma dekhoge - eka cmtkaar| lekina asalI jIvana meM camatkAra nahIM ghaTate tumhAre lie koI laoNrDasa nahIM hai| agara tuma apaMga ho to tumhIM ko kucha karanA par3egA- kyoMki yaha tumhIM ho jisane, kucha aisI bAta svIkAra karake jo nitAnta mUDhatApUrNa hai, svayaM ko apaMga kara liyA hai| phira bhI maiM jAnatA hUM ki tumheM ise svIkAranA par3A hai| jIvita rahane ke lie tuma mRta rahane kA nirNaya karate ho| jiMdA raha pAne ke lie tumane apane astitva ko beca diyA hai| kiMtu aba usa mUr3hatA kI bAta ko jArI rakhane kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| tuma isase bAhara ho sakate ho / prazna: adhika samaya to maiM kAmuka anubhava karatA hUM, aura merI AMkheM dUsare kI khoja karatI rahatI hai| aura maiM mana meM bhI bahuta adhika banA rahatA hUM, jahAM taka maiM svayaM ko samajhatA hUM, ye tIna hI merI mUlabhUta samasyAe hai| maiM ina samasyAoM kI badaliyoM meM ghirA rahatA hUM, isalie jaise mujhe Apako sunanA cAhie, usa prakAra se nahIM sUna pAtA hUM, kRpayA mujhe mArga dikhaaeN|
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________________ ye samasyAeM nahIM haiN| tumane inako samasyAeM banA liyA hai| aura eka bAra tuma eka sarala bAta ko bhI samasyA kI taraha dekha lo, yaha samasyA bana jAtI hai yaha hai nhiiN| yaha tumhArI dRSTi, tumhArA dekhane kA DhaMga hai| 'adhika samaya to maiM kAmuka anubhava karatA rahatA hUM aura merI AMkheM dUsare kI khoja karatI rahatI haiN|" to isameM kyA samasyA hai? samasyA kahAM hai? yaha to isa prakAra huA ki koI bhUkhA vyakti bhojana ke bAre meM socatA hai aura restarAMoM kI khoja karatA rahatA hai| isameM galata kyA hai? kyA tuma kahoge ki vaha samasyAgrasta hai aura use isase bAhara nikalanA hI hai? yadi vaha samasyA se bAhara AtA hai to vaha mara jAegA, use bhojana khojanA hI hai prema bhojana hai, eka ati sUkSma bhojana | 'adhikatara samaya to maiM kAmuka anubhava karatA hUM aura merI AMkheM dUsare kI khoja karatI rahatI haiN|' svAbhAvika hai| tuma bhojana khoja rahe ho, aura tuma bhUkhe ho| lekina logoM ne tumako par3hAyA hai ki kAmavAsanA samasyA hai| yaha samasyA nahIM hai| yaha zuddha UrjA hai| yaha divya hai| isameM samasyA jaisA to kucha bhI nahIM hai| yadi tuma UrjA ko svIkAra na karo, yadi tuma isake sAtha pravAhita mata ho to tuma samasyA nirmita kara sakate ho aura mujhe patA hai, yadi tuma isake sAtha pravAhita ho, eka dina tuma atikramaNa kara loge| tuma uccatara tala para pahuMcoge, tuma isa para ArUr3ha hooge, aura tuma adhika aura adhika UMcAiyoM para pahuMcoge / yaha eka suMdara UrjA hai, jo tumheM parama AtyaMtika taka le jA sakatI hai, lekina agara tuma isameM se samasyA banA lo to tuma isase sadA-sadA ke lie grasita rhoge| aura jitanA adhika tuma isake sAtha saMgharSa karoge utanA hI adhika kAmavAsanA aura kAma-UrjA tuma para palaTa vAra kregii| ise palaTa vAra karanA par3atA hai, kyoMki yaha jIvana saMrakSaka UrjA hai| tuma kAma UrjA se nirmita ho agara tumhAre mAtA-pitA ne socA hotA ki yaha samasyA hai, to tuma yahAM nahIM hote| tuma isI samasyA se Ae ho, tumhArA astitva isI samasyA ke kAraNa hai| kyoMki tumhAre mAtA-pitA samasyA nahIM sulajhA sake, isIlie tuma yahAM ho| mere dekhane meM AyA hai ki jo vyakti kAmavAsanA ko samasyA kI taraha dekhatA hai, kabhI apane mAtApitA ke prati sammAnapUrNa nahIM ho sktaa| vaha kaise sammAna kare? jarA dekho yaha to sIdhA sA gaNita hai| tuma apane pitA ke prati sammAnapUrNa kaise ho sakate ho? ve tumhArI mAM ke sAtha kucha gaMdA vyavahAra kara rahe the| vastutaH tuma to usa vyakti kI turaMta hatyA kara denA caahoge| aura tuma apanI mAM kA sammAna kaise kara sakate ho? vaha bhI eka kAmuka vyakti thI, jaise ki koI dUsarI strI ekadama pazuvata | tuma apanI mAM ke caraNa sparza kaise kara sakate ho? asNbhv| jaba taka tuma kAmavAsanA ko eka bheMTa, eka divya bheMTa ke rUpa meM na svIkAro, tuma apane pitA aura mAtA kA sammAna nahIM kara skte|
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________________ gurajiepha apane ziSyoM se kahA karatA thA : usane ise apane ghara para likha rakhA thA, ki jaba taka tuma apane pitA aura mAtA kA sammAna nahIM karate, yahAM praveza mata kro| aura gurajiepha jaisA vyakti bhI likhane ke lie isase zreSTha aura kucha na pA sakA? 'yadi tuma apane pitA aura mAtA kA sammAna nahIM karate ho, to yahAM praveza mata kro|' lekina usane eka sarala DhaMga se bahata bAteM kaha dI haiN| kevala vahI vyakti jo kAma-UrjA ko pUrI taraha se svIkAra karatA hai apane pitA aura mAtA kA sammAna kara sakatA hai| anyathA to tuma dikhAvA kara sakate ho, tuma sammAna nahIM kara skte| aura yadi tuma socate ho kAmavAsanA eka samasyA hai, koI bImArI hai, jisase tumheM chuTakArA pAnA hai, to kyA tuma apane baccoM se prema kara pAoge? tuma apane baccoM se kaise prema kara sakate ho? ve eka samasyA se, eka roga se, Ae haiN| tuma unase ghRNA kroge| tuma dikhAvA kara sakate ho ki tuma unheM prema karate ho lekina tuma jAnate ho ki ve tumhArI samasyA kI abhivyaktiyAM haiN| ve sadaiva tumheM eka kAmuka vyakti kI taraha iMgita kreNge| ve saMsAra meM eka pramANa kI taraha jAeMge ki tuma pazuvata the, ki tuma kAmavAsanA ke pAra nahIM jA pAe the| ve eka pramANa hoMge, tumhArA stara se nIce gire hone kA sthAyI prmaann| nahIM, maiM tumase kahanA cAhUMgA ki kAmavAsanA samasyA nahIM hai| yaha eka zuddha UrjA hai| aura yadi tuma isase bacate ho, to niHsaMdeha tuma sadaiva khojate rhoge| taba yaha eka manograstatA bana jaaegii| phira tuma pUrNata: isase grasita ho jAoge aura yaha eka vikRti bana jaaegii| taba jo kucha bhI tuma dekhoge, tumheM usameM kAmavAsanA hI dikhAI par3egI, aura kucha bhI nhiiN| aura tuma itane grasta ho sakate ho ki tuma pAgala ho sakate ho| phrAyaDa ne kahA ki pAgala hone vAle sau logoM meM se kama se kama nabbe loga nizcita rUpa se kAmavAsanA-damita kAma ke kAraNa pAgala hote haiN| kAmavAsanA ko samajhA jAnA hai, ise sRjanAtmaka rUpa se upayoga karanA hai| yaha jAgrata jIvana, agni, jIvaMtatA hai| tumhArA nirmANa isI se huA hai, pratyeka vyakti isI se nirmita. hai| isase bacane ke lie IsAI loga yaha siddha karane kA prayAsa karate rahe ki jIsasa kA aba tAra 'kuMvArI' merI se huA hai-isI bAta se bacane ke lie ki jIsasa kaise sAmAnya kAma se saMbaMdha se avatarita ho skte|1| aura unheM patA hai ki ve isa bAta ko pramANita karane meM sabhI saphala nahIM ho sake haiN| maiM eka kahAnI par3ha rahA thA: eka suMdara yuvA strI eka cikitsaka ke pAsa aaii| cikitsaka ne usakI jAMca kI aura bolA : misa 'Apa garbhavatI haiM?
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________________ vaha strI bolI : nahIM, kabhI nahIM, aisA nahIM ho sakatA, yaha asaMbhava hai| maiMne to kabhI kisI puruSa kA saMsarga kiyA hI nahIM, isalie aisA kaise ho sakatA hai? cikitsaka bolA : lekina yaha to nizcita tathya hai, usa strI ne inakAra kiyA, vaha bolI : yaha asaMbhava hai, aisA nahIM ho sktaa| merA kisI puruSa se kabhI sAtha huA hI nhiiN| taba vaha cikitsaka bolA : Thaharie, mujhe apanA sAmAna bAMdha lene deN| maiM Apake sAtha cala rahA huuN| vaha strI bolI. kyoM? kisalie? usane kahA isa bAra maiM cUkaMgA nhiiN| maiMne sunA hai ki pUrva se 'varjina merI' kA darzana karane tIna vidvAna Ae the| isa bAra maiM cUkaMgA nahIM, maiM A rahA haM maiM una tIna vidvAnoM ko dekhanA cAhatA huuN| basa eka ghabar3AhaTa bharI paristhiti se bacane ke lie hI-jIsasa! eka kAmaka prema saMbaMdha se janma leM? lekina yaha anuyAyiyoM kI mUr3hatA hI darzAtA hai| hamane bhArata meM kabhI aisA nahIM kiyaa| hama buddha, mahAvIra, rAma, kRSNI sabhI ko kAmamaya prema saMbaMdha se janmA huA svIkAra karate haiN| hamane isa bhASA meM kabhI nahIM socA ki kAma pAzvika hai| buddha kA janma bhI isI se hotA hai| hameM patA hai ki kamala usa kIcar3a se bahata alaga hai jisase yaha AtA hai, lekina yaha kIcar3a se AtA hai| kIcar3a kA sammAna karanA par3atA hai, varanA sAre kamala kho jaaeNge| hAM, pAnI gaMdalA hai lekina 'tumheM isameM jInA hai, tumheM isameM hokara gujaranA hai, tumheM isase pAra jAnA hai, isake Upara, kahIM dUra, kamala kI bhAMti khilanA hai| koI kalpanA bhI nahIM kara sakatA ki kamala gaMdale kIcar3a se AtA hai| yaha parivartita rUpa hai, yaha utkAMti hai| pataMjali kA pUrA prayAsa yahI hai. tumheM batAnA ki kAma-keMdra se sahasrAra taka yaha vahI UrjA hai, naye rUpAMtaraNoM se gujaratI huI, hareka cakra para eka nayA dRSTikoNa, eka naI saMbhAvanA, naye paMkha, khilatI huI aura-aura pNkhudd'iyaaN| kAma-keMdra para eka kamala hai-cAra paMkhur3iyoM vAlA kamala, lekina kamala hai| bhale hI cAra paMkhur3iyoM vAlA ho, kiMtu phira bhI kamala hI hai| sahasrAra para yaha sahasra dala kamala bana jAtA hai, lekina phira bhI hai to kamala hI-eka hajAra paMkhur3iyoM vAlA, jaise ki lAkhoM sUryoM aura caMdramAoM kA milana ho rahA hai| UrjA kA eka mahata saMlayana aura saMzleSaNa, lekina usI UrjA kaa| vahI UrjA AyuSmAna ho gaI hai, vikasita huI hai, khila uThI hai| isalie maiM tumase jo pahalI bAta kahanA cAhUMgA. kRpA karake kAmavAsanA ko samasyA kI bhAMti mata dekho| yaha samasyA nahIM hai| anyathA yaha samasyA bana jaaegii| agara kucha mUr3ha zikSAoM ke kAraNa, jo tumhAre Upara thopa dI gaI haiM, aura tuma unake lie saMskArita ho cuke ho, tuma apane jIvana meM isase bacanA cAhate ho to yaha samasyA bana jaaegii| yaha tumhArA pIchA kregii| yaha karIba-karIba preta bana jAegI, sadA tumhAre sAtha raha kara tumase bAtacIta karatI rhegii| yaha
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________________ eka aMdarUnI vArtA bana jAegI aura tuma hara ora dekha rahe hoge, hara ora gahare meM atRpta AtmA ke saath| tuma karIba-karIba eka bhikhamaMge bana jAte ho, bhIkha hI bhIkha mAMgate 'hue aura doSI anubhava karate hue, lagabhaga kisI aparAdhI kI taraha burA anubhava karate hue| kevala eka dRSTikoNa ke kaarnn| aisA pratIta hotA hai ki tuma dhArmika logoM se, carca se, maMdira se purohita se, atyAMdhika prabhAvita rahe ho| maiM tumase eka kahAnI kahanA cAhatA hUM : eka purAne anubhavI cikitsaka ne, jisakA putra abhI meDikala kaoNleja se snAtaka huA thA, use apane vyavasAya ke bAre meM kucha Tipsa dene kA nirNaya liyaa| eka dina usakA putra bhI aspatAla ke rAuMDa para nikale apane cikitsaka pitA ke sAtha thaa| jisa pahale rogI ko unhoMne dekhA, use usake pitA ne dhUmrapAna meM kamI lAne ko khaa| Apa isa niSkarSa para kisa prakAra pahuMce? putra ne pUchA / basa jarA usake kamare meM cAroM ora nigAha to daur3Ao, aura dekho sigareTa ke kitane sAre ToTe par3e haiM, usakA uttara thaa| dUsare rogI ko itanI adhika caoNkaleTa na khAne ke lie kahA gyaa| punaH vaha nayA cikitsaka vismita huA, kaise jAnA? vaha bolA / tuma dekhate hI nahIM ho, pitA ne kahA, yadi tumane dekhA hotA to tumane usa sthAna para cAroM ora par3e caoNkaleTa ke bahuta sAre khAlI bAksa dekha lie hote| maiM socatA hUM ki ApakI bAta merI samajha meM aba A cukI hai, putra ne khaa| agale rogI ko mujhe dekhane dai| usa mahilA se jo tIsarI rogI thI, putra ne carca, dharma aura pAdariyoM se paraheja karane ko kahA / Azcaryacakita pitA ne apane putra se pUchA ki vaha vicitra niSkarSa para kaise pahuMcA, kyoMki vArtAlApa meM to carca kA kahIM ullekha taka nahIM huA thA aura usa sthAna para cAroM ora kahIM carca ho bhI nahIM skte| ThIka hai pitAjI, yaha isa prakAra se huA, putra ne kahA, Apane dhyAna diyA ki maiMne tharmAmITara girA diyA thA? jaba maiM isako uThAne ke lie nIce jhukA to mujhako palaMga ke nIce dharma-upadezaka leTA huA dikhAI pdd'aa| yahI hai jo maiM dekhatA hUM tumhAre palaMga ke nIce dharma-upadezaka hai, tumhAre palaMga ke Upara eka dharmopadezaka hai, usa sthAna para cAroM ora maMdira aura carca haiN| inako tyAgo, thor3A aura mukta ho jaao|
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________________ 'adhika samaya to maiM kAmuka anubhava karatA hUM aura merI AMkheM dUsare kI khoja karatI rahatI haiN| aura mana meM bhI bahuta adhika banA rahatA huuN|' yahI hogA tumhAre saath| kyoMki yadi tuma kAmavAsanA se laDoge to aura kahAM jaaoge| taba sArI kAmavAsanA eka mAnasika vastu bana jaaegii| phira yaha sira meM calI jaaegii| phira tuma isake bAre meM socoge, kalpanA karoge, isake svapna dekhoge| aura ve sapane saMtuSTa nahIM kara sakate kyoMki khAne ke bAre meM koI svapna saMtuSTa nahIM kara sktaa| tuma khAne ke bAre meM kalpanAeM aura rAjAoM ke mahaloM se prApta nimaMtraNa ke bAre meM kalpanAeM karate raha sakate ho, lekina isase koI madada na milegii| jaba tuma svapna se bAhara Aoge to puna: tumheM bhUkha anubhava hogI, kucha jyAdA hI bhuukh| svapna ke bAda tuma aura adhika asaMtuSTa anubhava karoge-aura bAra-bAra yahI hogA, kyoMki tuma eka vAstavikatA, jIvana ke eka satya, eka tathya, jise svIkAra kiyA jAnA hai, prayoga kiyA jAnA hai, sRjanAtmaka rupa se rUpAMtarita kiyA jAnA hai, se baca rahe ho| mujhe patA hai, yaha saMbhava hai ki eka dina tumhArI UrjA sahasrAra meM calI jAegI, lekina isako eka paripakva UrjA ke rUpa meM gati karane do| eka dina tumhAre jIvana se kAmavAsanA basa kho jAegI, phira tuma isake bAre meM nahIM socoge| taba tumhAre lie yaha aura adhika kalpanAcitra nahIM rhegii| yaha basa tirohita ho jaaegii| jaba tumane usI UrjA ke uccatara caramotkarSa ko upalabdha kara liyA hai to nimnatara carama sukha kA koI AkarSaNa nahIM rhtaa| lekina taba taka yaha manovilAsa kI vastu banI rhegii| aura agara kAmavAsanA jananeMdriyoM meM hai to yaha zubha hai, kyoMki yahI vaha ucita sthAna hai jahAM ise honA caahie| yadi yaha sira meM hai, to tuma upadrava meM ho| gurajiepha apane ziSyoM se kahA karatA thA ki yadi pratyeka cakra usI sthAna para sakriya ho jahAM ise sakriya honA cAhie to vyakti svastha rahatA hai| jaba cakra paraspara atikramaNa karate haiM aura unakA svAbhAvika patha kho jAtA hai aura UrjA Ula-jalUla DhaMga se gati karatI hai... agara tuma logoM ke sira meM jharokhe banA sako to tumheM vahAM unake jananAMga dikhAI par3eMge, kyoMki kAmavAsanA vahAM pahuMca gaI hai, aura niHsaMdeha yadi tuma upadrava meM ho, to isameM hairAnI kI koI bAta nahIM hai| aisA honA hI hai| apanI UrjA ko usake svAbhAvika keMdra para le Ao, pratyeka UrjA ko isake sthAna para le aao| tabhI yaha DhaMga se kArya karatI hai| taba tuma aMga upAMga kI samagra kriyAzIlatA ke guMjAra kI dhvani ko bhI suna sakate ho| yaha eka suvyavasthA se kriyArata kAra kI bhAMti hai| hUM......? tuma ise calAte ho aura tuma apane cAroM ora isakI gaja kI AvAja anubhava kara sakate ho| lekina jaba cIjeM gar3abar3a ho jAtI haiM, taba niHsaMdeha tuma astavyasta ulaTe-pulaTe ho jAte ho| kucha bhI vahAM nahIM hotA, jahAM ise honA caahie| hareka cIja apane svAbhAvika keMdra se kho cukI hotI hai aura
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________________ kisI dUsare sthAna para adhyAropaNa karatI huI, chipatI huI, palAyana karatI huI milatI hai| tuma eka avyavasthA bana jAte ho| aura yahI to hai paaglpn| eka bAra aisA huA: eka pAdarI mara gayA aura usane svayaM ko svarga ke dvAra para khar3A paayaa| jaise hI use bhItara lene ke lie dvAra dhIre-dhIre kholA gayA use eka adabhuta dhUmadhAma mAlUma par3I, aura phira sAre sAmAnya aura viziSTa devadUta, thalacara aura nabhacara svargadUta, siMhAsanArUr3ha aura adhiSThAtA, saMta aura dharma ke balidAnI, ye sabhI kramabaddha rUpa se apane padAnusAra usakA sammAna karane ko anuzAsita DhaMga se aae| bahata acchA, maiM to gadagada ho gayA, pAdarI ne seMTa pITara se pUchA, kyA svarga meM Ane vAle hara pAdarI kA Apa aisA hI svAgata-satkAra karate haiM? oha nahIM, seMTa pITara ne kahA, aisA isalie huA ki tuma yahAM praveza karane vAle pahale pAdarI ho| aura maiM to isa para bhI zaka karatA huuN| pAdarI svarga meM praveza nahIM pA sakate kyoMki pAdarI samagra nahIM ho skte| to phira ve pavitra kaise ho sakate haiM? asNbhv| aura tuma mujhase pUchate ho : 'maiM ine samasyAoM kI badaliyoM se ghirA rahatA hUM isalie jaise mujhe Apako sunanA cAhie usa prakAra se nahIM suna pAtA huuN| kRpayA mujhe mArga dikhaaeN|' tuma abhI taka mArga-nirdezakoM se ukatAe nhiiN| ve hI tumhArI samasyA haiN| aura tuma abhI, taka 'cAhie' se Ube nahIM ho| yahI tumhArI pIr3A hai, sArA saMtApa hai| sabhI 'cAhie' chor3a do, sAre mArganirdezakoM ko haTA do| yahI eka mAtra mArga-nirdezana maiM tumheM de sakatA huuN| pUrNata: akele ho jAo, ugAaira apane bhItara kI AvAja ko suno| jIvana para zraddhA rakho kisI aura para 'nhiiN| aura jIvana suMdara aura AMtarika rUpa se mUlyavAna hai| aura yadi tuma jIvana ke virodha meM hara kisI ko sunate ho, to tuma bhaTaka jaaoge| isalie maiM use hI saccA sadaguru kahatA hUM jo tumheM tumhArI bhItarI AvAja vApasa dene meM sahAyaka ho| vaha tumheM apanI AvAja nahIM detA hai| tumheM tumhArI svayaM kI khoI huI AvAja puna: pA lene meM sahAyatA detA hai| vaha tumheM nirdezita bhI nahIM karatA, vAstava meM to vaha tumase sAre mArga-nirdezaka chIna letA hai tAki tuma svayaM apane mArga-nirdezaka bana jAo aura tuma apane jIvana ko apane hAthoM meM le sako aura tuma uttaradAyI bana sko| bAra-bAra kisI se pUchanA, 'mujhe kyA karanA cAhie?' yahI anuttaradAyitva hai|
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________________ aura yahI kAraNa hai ki tuma mere sAtha sadA jhaMjhaTa meM mahasUsa karate rahate ho| tuma cAhoge ki maiM cammaca se nivAlA tumhAre muMha meM rakha dUM tAki tumheM kucha bhI na karanA pdd'e| mujhe hI saba kucha karanA caahie| cabAnA aura saba kucha aura mujhe tumheM cammaca se khilAnA caahie| yaha meM nahIM karane vAlA hUM kyoMki yahI to dUsaroM ne tumhAre sAtha kiyA hai aura tumheM naSTa kara diyA hai| maiM tumheM prema karatA huu| maiM aisA nahIM kara sktaa| maiM tumheM atyaMta prema karatA hU mere lie aisA kara pAnA asaMbhava hai| maiM tumheM uttaradAyI, apane jIvana kA dAyitva svayaM samhAlane vAlA banAnA cAhatA huuN| tuma apane jIvana kA dAyitva kaba samhAloge? tuma bacce nahIM ho, tuma asahAya nahIM ho| merI sahAyatA to tumheM isI prakAra se milegI, tumako basa tuma banA kara tumako usa dizA kI ora gatizIla karane meM sahAyaka hokara, jo tumhArI niyati hai| prazna: Apane vyakti bhItara sUrya aura caMdra sammilana aura usake pAra jAne ko kahA hai| aisA pratIta hotA hai ki apane se bAhara kA jIvana-sAthI honA usake mahatva se kahIM jyAdA ulajhAva aura pIr3AdAyaka hai| jIvana sAthI honA yA na honA kisa prakAra se vyakti kI aMtara unmukhatA aura AdhyAtmika vikAsa ko baDhAtA yA ghaTatA hai, kRpAyA ise spaSTa kreN| prazna ulajhAva kA nahIM hai| prazna anubhava kI samRddhi kA hai| yaha to ulajhAva bharA hI hogaa| tuma saMga-sAtha akele ulajhana meM ho, jaba koI puruSa mitra yA mahilA mitra, 'kisI puruSa yA strI se tumha ho jAtA hai, to niHsaMdeha do ulajhe hue vyakti sAtha-sAtha ho jAte haiN| aura yaha koI sAmAnya jor3a nahIM hai, yaha to guNA ho jAne vAlA hai| cIjeM nizcita rUpa se ulajha jAtI haiN| lekina usI jaTilatA ke dvArA hI tumheM rAha khojanI hai| yaha eka cunautI hai| vaha pratyeka strI yA puruSa jinase tumhArA saMparka hotA hai eka mahAna cunautI hai| tuma ina cunautiyoM se baca sakate ho yahI to mahAtmAgaNa sadA se karate A rahe haiM saMsAra se palAyana, cunautI se baca nikalanA / niHsaMdeha tuma adhika sthiratA, zAMti anubhava karoge, tumhArA jIvana ulajhana bharA nahIM hogA, kiMtu tuma bahuta nirdhana hoge| aura jaba maiM kahatA hUM nirdhana to merA abhiprAya hai ki tuma atyaMta anubhavahIna aparipakva hoNge| kyoMki tuma paripakvatA kahAM se pA loge? jIvana jo samRddhi aura anubhava lAtA hai ve tumheM kahAM se mila jAeMge? aura koI dUsarA rAstA bhI nahIM hai ise kharIdA nahIM jA sakatA, ise udhAra nahIM liyA jA --
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________________ sktaa| yaha koI himAlaya meM bhI nahIM chipA hai ki tuma jAo aura ise khoda kara nikAla lAo, yaha vahAM nahIM hai| yaha jIvana meM nihita hai, vyaktiyoM ke sAtha hai, yaha saMbaMdhita hone meM hai| isalie maiM jAnatA hUM ki yaha jaTila hai, lekina basa jaTilatAoM kI khAtira yadi tuma socate ho ki akele rahanA uttama rahegA to tumhArA akelApana AdhyAtmika hone nahIM jA rahA hai| yaha kAyara kA akelApana hogA, bahAdura AdamI kA nhiiN| maiM tumase eka kahAnI kahanA cAhUMgA: eka vyakti jisako bahuta kama sunAI par3atA thA, apane cikitsaka se milane gayA, usane usakA bhalIbhAMti parIkSaNa kiyA aura bolA, sattara varSa kI Ayu ke lihAja se ApakI sehata kAphI acchI hai| kyA Apa dhUmrapAna karate haiM? cikitsaka ne puuchaa| Apane kyA kahA? vRddha vyakti ne puuchaa| maiMne pUchA, kyA Apa dhUmrapAna karate haiM? cikitsaka ne jora se kahA / jI hI, vRddha vyakti ne batAyA / adhika mAtrA meM? cikitsaka ne puuchaa| kauna? vRddha vyakti bolaa| kyA Apa adhika mAtrA meM dhUmrapAna karate haiM? cikitsaka ne puuchaa| sigareTa, siMgAra aura kabhI - kabhI pAipa, hI, maiM sArA vakta dhUmrapAna karatA rahatA hUM usane use btaayaa| pIte haiM? cikitsaka ne puuchaa| nau baje ke bAda, vRddha vyakti ne uttara diyaa| nahIM, nahIM, cikitsaka ne kahA, kyA Apa zarAba pIte haiM? jI hI, maiM kucha bhI pI lUMgA, vaha bolaa| merA anumAna hai ki Apa dera rAta taka jAgate haiM, khUba sArI pArTiyAM? mahilAoM kA sAtha? aba taka cikitsaka bhI thor3A taMga A cukA thaa| nizcita rUpa se| aura maiM laMbe samaya taka yahI kucha karanA cAhatA huuN|
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________________ ThIka hai, cikitsaka ne kahA, mujhe bhaya hai, Apako isa saba meM kamI karanI pdd'egii| kyA? vRddha vyakti kama sunAI par3ane ke kAraNa nahIM balki Azcarya ke kAraNa cillA kara bolA! Apako isa saba meM kaTautI karanI par3egI, cikitsaka ne cillA kara khaa| basa, jyAdA behatara sunane ke lie? vRddha vyakti ne kahA, nahIM, dhnyvaad| kevala jaTilatAoM se bacane ke lie? nahIM, kabhI nhiiN| yaha to kAyara kA DhaMga hai| samasyAoM se kabhI mata bhaagoN| ve sahAyaka haiM AtyAMtika rUpa se sahAyaka haiN| vikAsa kI sthitiyAM haiM ve| aura yadi tuma kisI strI kI khoja meM ho to gau jaisI pAne kA prayAsa na kro| phira kama jaTila ho jAegI yaha baat| eka asalI strI ko khojo jo tumheM hara taraha kI jhaMjhaTa meM ddaalegii| tabhI tumhAre sAhasa kI parakha hogii| eka navayuvaka ne sukarAta se pUchA, mahodaya, kyA maiM vivAha karUM? aura isIlie usane sukarAta se pUchA kyoMki vaha soca rahA thA ki vivAha na karanA pdd'e| aura taba use yaha bAta pUchane ke lie bilakula ThIka AdamI mila gayA, kyoMki apanI patnI ke kAraNa sukarAta ne bahata kaSTa uThAe the| vaha saca meM bhayaMkara thI, magaramaccha jaisii| vaha sukarAta ko pITA karatI thI, usane usake cehare para garma cAya kI keTalI ur3ela dI thI aura use jalA diyA thA-usakA AdhA ceharA sAre jIvana jalA huA hI rhaa| itanA suMdara vyakti, itanA suMdara inasAna sukarAta jaisA, aura use bahuta bhayaMkara strI milI thii| isIlie isa navayuvaka ne puuchaa| sukarAta ne kahA : hAM, agara tuma merI bAta suno to vivAha kara lo| do saMbhAvanAeM haiN| yadi patnI merI patnI jaisI ho to tuma merI taraha ke mahAna dArzanika bana jaaoge| aura yadi tumheM: koI suzIla patnI mila gaI to niHsaMdeha tuma apane jIvana kA AnaMda loge| donoM saMbhAvanAeM acchI hI haiN| usane kahA : tuma merI taraha ke eka mahAna dArzanika bana jAoge, basa lagAtAra bakajhaka, yaha dhyAna meM eka bar3I sahAyatA hai| dhIre-dhIre vyakti anAsakta hone lagatA hai| use honA hI pdd'egaa| vyakti ko anubhava hone lagatA hai, yaha saba kucha bhrama hai, mAyA hai| isalie jIvana meM jaTilatAoM se mata baco, kyoMki jIvana kA matalaba hI hai jttiltaaeN| sIkho unase hokara gujaro, kyoMki vikasita hone kA yahI ekamAtra DhaMga hai| eka AvArA vyakti ne kisI kA daravAjA khaTakhaTAyA, eka laMbI-caur3I vizAla aura kaThora cehare vAlI strI ne daravAjA kholaa| bhAgoM yahAM se, tuma kamabakhta AvArA, vaha cillaaii| agara tuma gae nahIM to maiM apane pati ko bulAtI
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________________ maiM socatA haM aisA nahIM ho sakegA,, ve ghara meM nahIM haiM, AvArAgarda ne zAMtipUrvaka uttara diyaa| tumane yaha kaise jAnA? strI ne puuchaa| kyoMki, AvArA vyakti bolA, jaba koI AdamI tuma jaisI aurata se zAdI karatA hai to vaha kevala khAnA khAne ke samaya hI ghara meM hotA hai| yaha prazna Aloka ne pUchA hai| Aloka, kisI vAstavika pracaMDa strI ko khoja lo| prazna : aba mujhako aisA lagatA hai ki jaba taka koI taiyAra na ho, kucha bhI saMbhava nahIM hai| maiM kaI varSoM se kuMjI khoja rahA thA, maiMne kaI bAra Apase bhI pUchA, kiMtu Apa khAmoza rhe| ozo, eka dina acAnaka Apane mere hAtha meM kuMjI rakha dii| aba kuMjI mere pAsa hai| lekina maiM svayaM ko tAlA kholane meM asamartha huuN| mere bhItara avarodha hai| kuMjI mere pAsa hai| mere sAmane tAlA bhI hai| phira bhI taba yaha kyA ho rahA hai? Apa upasthitaM hai, merI asahAya avasthA ko dekhie| eka samaya meM socA karatA thA ki mere pAsa kuMjI nahIM hai| aura azAMta thA, aba mere pAsa merI kuMjI hai aura maiM adhika azAMta huuN| kRpayA merI sahayatA kreN| ozo, maiM jAnatA hUM ki Apa sadA sahAyatA karate hai, avarodha hai mere bhiitr| kRpayA mujhe batAeM unheM kisa bhAMti haTAyA jAe jisase ki.......jisase ki...... pahalI bAta, jo kuMjI maiMne tumheM dI thI, nakalI kuMjI hai| kyoMki asalI kuMjI dI hI nahIM jA sktii| tumheM ise arjita, ise upalabdha karanA pdd'egaa| kyoMki tuma isa kadara mere pIche par3a gae the, to maiMne kahA, ThIka hai, yaha rakho, aba apanA sira dIvAla se mata TakarAte rho| usa kuMjI ko pheMka do| tumhAre sAtha kucha bhI galata nahIM hai, vaha kuMjI nakalI hai| sArI kuMjiyAM nakalI haiN| kyoMki tAlA tumhArA hai| kisI aura ke pAsa se tumheM usakI kuMjI kaise mila sakatI hai? tumhIM to tAlA ho! tumheM kaMjI apane bhItara nirmita karanI hai, jisa prakAra tamane tAlA banA liyA hai| aura eka bAra tumane kuMjI banA lI, tAlA vilupta ho jAtA hai; aisA nahIM hai ki kuMjI ko hI ise kholanA par3atA hai| eka bAra tuma jAna lo, samasyA tirohita ho jAtI hai| aisA nahIM hai ki samasyA kA samAdhAna karane ke lie tumheM apanA jJAna prayoga karanA par3atA hai| eka bAra samajha A jAe samasyA miTa jAtI hai| kuMjI aura tAle kA milana kabhI nahIM hotaa| tAlA vahAM hai hI isalie kyoMki kuMjI nahIM hai| jaba kuMjI vahAM hotI hai to tAlA basa kho jAtA hai, yaha bacatA hI nhiiN|
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________________ aura maiM kuMjI de hI nahIM sktaa| vaha sArA kucha jo udhAra kA hai aura jyAdA jhaMjhaTa paidA karane vAlA hai, kyoMki tuma to pahale se hI jaTila ho aura aba yaha udhAra kI cIja tumheM aura adhika ulajhanagrasta banA detI hai| maiMne sunA hai, eka ati vyasta bijanesa ekvajakyUTiva DAkTara se milane gayA, use batAyA gayA ki usa para kAma kA bojha bahuta jyAdA hai aura use vyAyAma karanA cAhie eka pahiyA le lIjie aura kAra meM calane ke bajAya ise calAte hue roja Aphisa AeM-jAeM, isase Apa naye AdamI ho jAeMge, DAkTara ne btaayaa| to usane eka pahiyA kharIdA aura jaisA DAkTara ne kahA thA karane lgaa| pratidina vaha ise calAtA huA jAtA aura kAryAvadhi meM use gaireja meM rakha diyA jaataa| eka zAma jaba vaha kisI taraha ghara ko calA use patA lagA ki pahiyA kho gayA hai, gaireja vAle ne kahA, kisI galatI se usakA pahiyA kisI aura ko de diyA gayA hai| lekina ciMtA na kareM zrImAna, usane kahA, hama binA koI kImata lie kala dUsarA lA deNge| ekjikyUTiva bolA : kala? kala se tumhArA kyA matalaba hai? maiM Aja rAta apane ghara kaise pahuMca pAUMgA? yadi samajha vahAM nahIM ho, to sArI vidhiyAM sahAyaka hone ke sthAna para bAdhAeM bana jAtI haiN| aura agara samajha maujUda hI nahIM aura tuma merI AMkhoM se dekhanA zurU kara do to tumhArI AMkheM dekhanA baMda to nahIM kara deMgI, ve merI AMkhoM ke mAdhyama se dekhatI rheNgii| isase to bahuta ulajhana hone vAlI hai| eka aura kahAnI : 'maiMne sunA hai ki tumhAre pati ne ghara kI Aga se pUrI kI pUrI bhauMheM jalA DAlI haiM? eka mahilA ne apanI sahelI se puuchaa| hAM, uttara AyA, lekina cikitsaka ne unakA behatarIna ilAja kiyaa| daraasala usane kutte ke pichale pAMva se bAla lekara unakI naI bhauheM pratyAropita kara diiN|' yaha to Azcaryajanaka hai, usakI mitra ne kahA, aba kaisA cala rahA hai? oha, koI jyAdA burA bhI nahIM hai, vaha bolI, maiM tumheM batA dUM aba bhI unheM kucha samasyA hai| jaba bhI bijalI ke khaMbe ke pAsa se gujarate haiM to ve bhaucakke ho jAte haiN| Aja itanA hii|
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________________ pravacana 85 - ahaMkAra kA aMtima AkramaNa yoga-sUtra: (vibhutipAda) tavairAgyAdaipi doSabINakhUye kaivsyum|| 51 / / ina zaktiyoM se bhI anAsakta hone se, baMdhana kA bIja naSTa ho jAtA hai| taba AtA hai kaivalya, mokss| sthAnyapanimantraNe saGgasmayAkaraNaM punrnissttpraiskgaat|| 52 / / taba vibhinna taloM kI adhiSThAtA, adhibhautika sattAoM ke dvArA bheje gae nimaMtraNoM ke prati Asakti yA una para garva se bacanA cAhie, kyoMki yaha azubha ke punarjIvana kI saMbhAvanA lekara aaegaa| tadavairAgyAdapi doSabIjakSaye kaivlym| 'ina zaktiyoM se bhI anAsakta hone se, baMdhana kA bIja naSTa ho jAtA hai| taba AtA hai kaivalya, mokss| sAra meM hI anAsakta honA kAphI kaThina hai lekina jaba AdhyAtmika saMsAra apane davAra kholatA hai to anAsakta honA aura bhI adhika kaThina hai| dUsarI sthiti meM kaThinAI lAkhoM gunI hai, kyoMki sAMsArika zaktiyAM vAstavika zaktiyAM nahIM haiN| ve napuMsaka haiM aura ve tumheM kabhI saMtuSTa nahIM karatIM, ve tumheM kabhI paritRpta nahIM krtii| vastuta: saMsAra meM kI gaI pratyeka naI upalabdhi aura adhika icchAeM utpanna karatI hai| tumheM saMtuSTa karane ke sthAna para yaha tumhAre mana ko naye abhiyAnoM para bhejatI hai, isalie saMsAra meM tuma koI bhI zakti upalabdha kara lo, tuma ise naI icchAeM nirmita karane meM hI prayoga karate ho|
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________________ saMsAra meM tuma cAhe jitanA dhana kamA lo, tuma isakA aura adhika dhana pAne ke lie niveza karate ho| phira aura dhana AtA hai, tuma ise aura dhana ke lie niveza karate ho, aura isa bhAMti yaha calatA calA jAtA hai| basa sAdhana, sAdhana aura sAdhana aura sAdhya kabhI nikaTa nahIM aataa| isalie eka mUr3ha vyakti na kabhI yaha jAna letA hai ki vaha eka duScakra meM ghUma rahA hai aura isase bAhara Ane kA koI rAstA dRSTigocara nahIM hotA-sivAya isake ki ise choDa diyA jaae| eka samajhadAra vyakti ke lievaha vyakti jo jIvana ke bAre meM soca vicAra karatA hai, isa para ciMtana karatA hai yaha bAta suspaSTa hai| isalie sAMsArika cIjoM meM anAsakti itanI kaThina nahIM hai, kiMtu jaba ina AMtarika zaktiyoM, mAnasika zaktiyoM kI bAta AtI hai, to ve tumhAre astitva ke itane nikaTa haiM, itanI adhika saMtoSaprada haiM, ki unase anAsakta raha pAnA karIba-karIba asaMbhava sA hai| lekina yadi tuma anasakta nahIM ho to tumane puna: eka saMsAra nirmita kara liyA aura tuma parama mukti se bahuta hI dUra bane rhoge| kyoMki jisa para bhI tuma kabjA karate ho, vahI tuma para adhikAra kara letA hai, ata: tyAga sampUrNa, samagra rUpa se paripUrNa, honA caahie| tumheM pratyeka vaha vastu jisa para bhI tumhArA svAmitva saMbhava ho, apane nirAvRta svabhAva ke atirikta, chor3a denA pdd'egii| jisakA tyAga na kiyA jA sake, kevala usI ko zeSa chor3A jA sakatA hai| jisakA balidAna kiyA jA sake usakA balidAna kara denA caahie| isa sUtra meM pataMjali karIba-karIba asaMbhava kI mAMga kara rahe haiM, lekina samajha ke mAdhyama se yaha bhI saMbhava ho jAtA hai| AdhyAtmika zaktiyoM se saMpanna honA, bahuta saMtoSaprada aura mahattA pradAna karane vAlA hotA hai, yaha ahaMkAra ko itanA sUkSma, itanA zuddha AnaMda pradAna karatA hai ki tuma isameM koI daMza anubhava na kara paaoge| yaha tumheM kabhI nirAza nahIM krtaa| sAMsArika vastuoM meM kAphI kucha nirAzA hotI hai- vastuta: nirAzA ke atirikta aura kucha hotA bhI nhiiN| loga ise dekhane se kisa prakAra baca sakate haiM yaha bhI eka camatkAra hai| loga kisa bhAMti apane Apa ko dhokhA dete raha sakate haiM aura yaha vizvAsa kie cale jAte haiM ki abhI bhI kucha AzA hai, yaha eka camatkAra hai| bAhara kA saMsAra nirAzAjanaka hai, yaha durbhAgyapUrNa hai| tuma cAhe jitanA bar3A makAna banA lo, yA rAjanaitika, Arthika, sAmAjika rUpa se cAhe jitane bhI 'zaktizAlI ho jAo, mRtyu tumase sabhI kucha chInane jA rahI hai-ise samajhane ke lie koI bahuta jyAdA buddhimAnI kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai lekina AMtarika zaktiyAM, unheM mRtyu bhI chIna nahIM sktii| ve mRtyu ke pare haiN| aura ve kabhI bhI tumheM nirAza nahIM krtiiN| ve tumhArI zaktiyAM haiM, tumhArI sAkAra huI saMbhAvanAeM haiN| unheM tyAga dene kI koI AvazyakatA pratIta nahIM hotI, unako chor3ane kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai, lekina pataMjali yaha kaha rahe haiM ki unakA bhI tyAga karanA pdd'egaa| anyathA tuma dRzyoM ke saMsAra meM-pana eka ahaMkAra ke khela meM jInA AraMbha kara doge| aura dharma koI ahaMkAra kA khela nahIM hai|
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________________ tuma koI ahaMkAra kI khoja meM saMlagna nahIM ho, balki tuma to samagra ko upalabdha karane kA prayAsa kara rahe ho, aura samaya tabhI saMbhava ho pAtA hai jaba ahaMkAra ke kheloM ke sAre prakAra chor3a aura tyAga die jAeM, jaba tuma na baco, basa paramAtmA rhe| maiM tumheM eka prasiddha sUphI kahAnI pavitra chAyA' sunAtA huuN| eka bAra kI bAta -- hai, eka itanA bhalA phakIra thA ki svarga se devadUta yaha dekhane Ate the ki kisa prakAra sae eka vyakti itanA devatulya bhI ho sakatA hai| yaha phakIra apane dainika jIvana meM, binA isa bAta ko jAne, sadaguNoM ko isa prakAra se bikheratA thA jaise sitAre prakAza aura phUla sugaMdha phailAte haiN| usake dina ko do zabdoM meM batAyA jA sakatA thA- bAMToM aura kSamA karo phira bhI ye zabda kabhI usake hoMThoM para nahIM aae| ve usakI sahaja muskAna, usakI dayAlutA, sahanazIlatA aura sevA se abhivyakta hote the devadUtoM ne paramAtmA se kahA prabhu use camatkAra kara pAne kI bheMTa deN| paramAtmA ne uttara diyA, usase pUcho vaha kyA cAhatA hai| unhoMne phakIra se pUchA, kyA Apa cAheMge ki Apake chUne bharase hI rogI svastha ho jaae| nahIM, phakIra ne uttara diyA, balki maiM to cAhUMgA paramAtmA hI ise kreN| kyA Apa doSI AtmAoM ko parivartita karanA aura rAha bhaTake diloM ko sacce rAste para lAnA pasaMda kareMge? nahIM, yaha to devadUtoM kA kArya hai, yaha merA kArya nahIM ki kisI ko parivartita karUM / kyA Apa dhairya kA pratirUpa bana kara logoM ko apane sadaguNoM ke Aloka se AkarSita kara isa prakAra paramAtmA kA mahimA maMDana karanA cAheMge? hu aura nahIM, phakIra ne kahA, yadi loga merI ora AkarSita hoMge to ve paramAtmA se vimukha hone lgeNge| taba ApakI kyA abhilASA hai? devadUtoM ne puuchaa| maiM kisa bAta kI abhilASA karUM? muskurAte hue phakIra ne pUchA, yaha ki paramAtmA mujhe apanA AzISa pradAna kare, kyA isase hI mujhako saba kucha nahIM mila jAegA? devadUtoM ne kahA. Apako camatkAra mAMganA cAhie yA kisI camatkAra kI sAmarthya Apako balapUrvaka de dI jaaegii| bahuta acchA, phakIra bolA, yaha ki maiM bhalAI ke mahat kArya unheM jAne binA kara skuuN|
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________________ aba devadUta parezAnI meM par3a ge| unhoMne Apasa meM vicAra-vimarza kiyA aura isa yojanA ko sunizcita kara diyaa| phakIra kI chAyA bhale hI usase pIche par3e yA kisI eka ora par3e, jisa ora bhI par3egI usa ko roga-mukta karane kI, darda ko miTAne kI aura pIr3A ko harane kI kSamatA pradAna kara dI gaI, jisase ki vaha ise jAna hI na ske| jaba bhI vaha phakIra rAste se gujaratA, usakI chAyA yA to usake eka tarapha par3atI yA pIche par3atI to usase sUkhe rAste hariyAlI se bhara jAte, idhara udhara ke vRkSa puSpita ho jAte, sUkhe jala srotoM meM pAnI kI svaccha dhAra bahane lagatI, baccoM ke murajhAe hue cehare khila uThate, aura dukhI strI-puruSa harSita ho utthte| lekina vaha phakIra to basa apane dainika jIvana meM vaise hI sadaguNoM ko bikheratA rahA-jaise ki sitAre prakAza aura phUla sugaMdha bikherate haiM, use patA hI na lgtaa| loga usakI vinamratA kA sammAna karate hue zAMtipUrvaka usake pIche calate, ve usase kabhI usake camatkAroM kA ullekha bhI na krte| jaldI hI ve usakA nAma bhI bhUla gae aura unhoMne usako 'pavitra chAyA' nAma de diyaa| yahI hai aMtima bAta, vyakti ko pavitra chAyA, paramAtmA kI chAyA mAtra bana jAnA pdd'egaa| keMdra kA sthAnAMtarita ho jAnA hI vaha bar3I se bar3I krAMti hai, jo kisI vyakti ke sAtha ghaTa sakatI hai| aba tuma apane keMdra na rahe, paramAtmA tumhArA keMdra bana jAtA hai| tuma usakI chAyA kI bhAMti jIte ho| tuma zaktizAlI nahIM ho, kyoMki tumhAre pAsa zaktizAlI hone ke lie koI keMdra nahIM hai| tuma sadaguNI nahIM ho, tumhAre pAsa sadaguNI hone ke lie koI keMdra nahIM hai| tuma to dhArmika bhI nahIM ho, tumhAre pAsa hone ke lie koI keMdra nahIM hai| tama to basa nahIM ho, eka virATa riktatA hai, jisameM koI bhI vyavadhAna thA avarodha nahIM, jisase ki paramAtmA tumhAre bhItara se binA avarodha ke, asparzita, anirvacanIya pravAhita ho sake-tAki divyatA tumhAre bhItara se jaisI vaha hai, vaisI nahIM jaisI tumhArI abhilASA hai ki use honA cAhie, pravAhita ho ske| vaha tumhAre keMdra se hokara nahIM gujaratA hai, koI keMdra hai hI nhiiN| keMdra khoyA huA hai| isa sUtra kA yahI artha hai ki aMtima rUpa se tumheM apane keMdra kA bhI balidAna karanA paDegA jisase ki tuma puna: ahaMkAra kI bhAMti na soca sako tuma 'maiM' na bola sako, apane Apako pUrNata: vinaSTa karanA hai, apane Apako pUrNata: miTA DAlanA hai| tumhArA kucha bhI nahIM hai balki isake viparIta tuma hI paramAtmA ke ho| tuma pavitra chAyA bana jAte ho| isakI kalpanA bhI kaThina hai kyoMki anupayogI kUr3e-kabAr3a taka se anAsakta ho pAnA bhI kaThina bAta hai| tuma isa AzA meM ikaTThA karate cale jAte ho ki jo kucha tuma ekatrita karate ho tumheM paritRpta kara sakatA hai| tuma zAna, dhana, zakti, pratiSThA ekatrita kie cale jAte ho| tuma to basa saMcaya karate jAte ho| tumhArA sArA jIvana bharane meM lagatA hai| aura niHsaMdeha agara tuma eka murdA bojha bana
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________________ jAte ho to isameM koI hairAnI kI bAta nahIM hai| yahI to tuma kara rahe ho-dhUla ekatrita kara rahe ho aura socate ho jaise ki yaha sonA hai| yadi ahaMkAra kI Akha se dekhA jAe do kaur3I kI cIja bhI bahuta mUlyavAna mAlUma hotI hai| ahaMkAra sabase bar3A dhokhebAja, sabase bar3A chaliyA hai| yaha tumase jhUTha bolatA calA jAtA hai, aura yaha bhrama, svapna, prakSepaNa nirmita karatA rahatA hai| isakA nirIkSaNa kro| yaha bahuta sUkSma hai| isake DhaMga bahuta sUkSma haiM, aura yaha behada cAlAka hai| yadi eka dizA meM tuma ise rokate ho taba yaha dUsarI dizA meM calA jAtA hai| yadi tuma eka rAstA roko, to yaha dUsarA rAstA khoja letA hai, aura yaha kArya itanI cAlAkI bhare DhaMga se karatA hai ki tuma soca 1nI nahIM sakate ki yaha dUsarA rAstA bhI ahaMkAra kA hI hai| maiMne eka kI aurata ke bAre meM hai, jisane sIDhiyoM se nIce gira kara apanI TAMga tor3a lI thI. cikitsaka ne usakI TAMga para plAsTara car3hA diyA aura use cetAvanI dI ki vaha sIDhiyoM se car3hanA utaranA baMda kara de| haDDI jur3ane meM chaha mahIne lage aura taba cikitsaka ne ghoSaNA kI ki aba plAsTara haTAyA jA sakatA hai| kyA aba maiM sIr3hiyoM para car3ha sakatI haM? kI strI ne puuchaa| jI hAM, cikitsaka ne khaa| are vAha, mujhe khuzI huI, vaha khilAkhilA kara bolI, maiM Drena pAipa se car3ha utara kara parezAna ho cukI huuN| agara tuma ahaMkAra kA jIne se AnA roka do to yaha Drena pAipa se A jAtA hai, lekina yaha AtA hai| apane tathAkathita dhArmika logoM ko dekho| unhoMne saba kucha tyAga diyA hai lekina unhoMne tyAga ko nahIM chodd'aa| unhoMne saba kucha tyAga diyA hai; aba ve apane tyAga se cipaka rahe haiN| unakA tyAga hI unakI saMpadA, unakA Drena pAipa bana gayA hai| aba bhI ve usI ahaMkAra para ArUr3ha ho rahe haiM, lekina eka jyAdA cAlAka aura sUkSma DhaMga se, itanA sUkSma ki na sirpha dUsare dhokhA khA rahe haiM balki ve svayaM bhI dhokhe meM haiN| dekho, tuma eka sAMsArika vyakti ho; phira ekadina tumheM nirAzA anubhava hotI hai| hara kisI ko eka dina aisA hI lagatA hai, isameM koI vizeSa bAta hai bhI nhiiN| phira tuma dhArmika hone lagate ho aura tuma isake bAre meM bahuta ahaMkArI mahasUsa karane lagate hoM-tuma dhArmika ho rahe ho| tuma dUsaroM ko pApiyoM, sAMsArika vyaktiyoM kI taraha dekhate ho| tuma dhArmika ho, tuma to saMnyAsI ho gae ho, tumane tyAga kara diyA hai| jarA dekho to, zatru dUsare daravAje se bhItara A cukA hai| saMsAra kA tyAga nahIM kiyA jAnA hai; ahaMkAra kA tyAga kiyA jAnA hai| isalie vyakti ko aisA na hone dene ke lie bahuta hI jyAdA sAvadhAna rahanA par3atA hai|
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________________ yAda rakhanA ahaMkAra kA damana nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| ise to basa samajha kI uSmA ke mAdhyama se, samajha kI agni ke dvArA vASpita kiyA jA sakatA hai| yadi tuma isakA damana karo, to yaha AsAna hai| tuma vinamra bana sakate ho, tuma sarala bana sakate ho lekina yaha tumhArI saralatA ke pIche chipa jaaegaa| eka mahilA ne apane cikitsaka se kahA ki use nizcita taura se patA hai ki use koI bhayAnaka bImArI ho gaI hai| cikitsaka ne use mUrkhatApUrNa bAta karane se rokate hue kahA use vaha bImArI hai yA nahIM yaha jAnanA usake lie saMbhava nahIM ho sakatA, kyoMki isa bImArI meM vaha bolA, kahIM koI becainI nahIM hotI hai| ata: usa mahilA ke pAsa ise jAnane kA koI upAya nahIM hai| , lekina DAkTara sAhaba, vaha cikitsaka se kahane lagI, bilakula yahI to mujhe anubhava hotA hai - kahIM koI becanI hI nahIM hai| bImArI hai| tuma apane Apako dhokhA dete raha sakate ho, aura tuma usake lie tarka khoja sakate ho aura UparI sataha para ve bahuta tarkapUrNa dikhate haiM - Upara se ve karIba-karIba pramANa hI lagate haiM lekina unake bhItara jhAMko to| aura yAda rakhanA ki yaha kisI aura kA kAma nahIM hai| isako dekhanA tumhArA hI kAma hai| bhale hI sArA saMsAra ise dekha le, lekina yadi tumane isako nahIM dekhA to yaha vyartha hai| , aba Adhunika manovijJAna dhIre-dhIre vyaktigata cikitsA se sAmUhika cikitsA kI ora agrasara ho rahI hai, aura usakA ekamAtra kAraNa yahI hai ki manocikitsaka ke lie rogI ko eka-eka AdamI ko, isa bAre meM samajhA pAnA ki vaha apane sAtha kyA kara rahA hai, behada kaThina hai| rogI ke bAre meM usakI manorAthiyoM ke bAre meM, usake tArkika niSkarSo, damanoM ke bAre meM, usake AtmabhramoM aura mUThUtAoM ke bAre meM, eka - eka AdamI ko samajhA pAnA kaThina hai| lekina eka samUha meM yaha AsAna ho jAtA hai, kyoMki sArA samUha isa mUrkhatA ko, isake spaSTa rUpa ko dekha sakatA hai ki vaha kisI bAta se Asakta hai aura anAvazyaka rUpa se parezAna huA jA rahA hai| sArA samUha ise dekha sakatA hai, aura sAre samUha kI samajha, usa AdamI kI samajha kI tulanA meM jo tumhAre Upara kArya karatI, adhika gahare, adhika vyApaka DhaMga se kArya kara sakatI hai| yahI kAraNa hai ki sAmUhika manocikitsA bar3hatI jA rahI hai aura vyaktigata manocikitsA miTatI jA rahI hai| sAmUhika manocikitsA se vyApaka stara para lAbha hotA hai| bIsa loga eka samUha meM kArya kara rahe haiM to unnIsa loga isa bAta ke prati saceta ho jAte hai ki tuma kucha aisA kara rahe ho jo tuma karanA to nahIM cAhate the lekina jisase tuma abhI bhI cipake hue ho /
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________________ eka saMnyAsI mere pAsa AyA, bahuta bhalA vyakti hai, lekina vaha khuzI se phUlA nahIM samA rahA thaa| kyoMki maiMne use suMdara sA nAma diyA thaa| maiM to pratyeka ko suMdara-suMdara nAma detA huuN| usane isI ko ahaMkAra kA upAya banA liyaa| vaha bolA : ozo, Apa to adabhuta haiN| Apane mujhe itanA suMdara nAma diyA hai-yaha to bilakula ThIka-ThIka mujhe hI paribhASita karatA hai| tumhAre nAma tumhArA pratinidhitva nahIM karate haiN| ye merI AzAeM haiM, vAstavikatAeM nhiiN| ye mere sapane haiM, yathArtha nahIM haiN| maiMne usa saMnyAsI ko pukArA : satyAnaMda- vaha AnaMda jo satya se, sAkSAta se AtA hai| hUM......yaha parama hai| lekina usane kahA : ozo, satyAnaMda! Apane ThIka se, bilakula ThIka se mujhe samajha liyA hai| maiM ApakI samajha se bahuta prabhAvita huuN| aba maiM saceta huA ki yaha to bahuta hI galata ho gayA hai| yaha eka galataphahamI bana gayA hai| mujhe usako yaha nAma nahIM denA cAhie thaa| maiM use usakI khuzaphahamI se vApasa lAnA cAhatA thaa| isIlie jaba kucha minaToM ke bAda usane kahanA AraMbha kiyA, 'maiM krodha, lobha yaha aura vaha nahIM cAhatA, ye jAnavaroM jaisI bAte haiN| maiM bolA : 'kAyara mata bno|' acAnaka vaha krodhita ho gyaa| kAyara! Apa mujhe kAyara kahate haiM? lagA jaise mujhe pITane ko tatpara ho rahA ho| vaha cillAyA-satyAnaMda ke bAre meM pUrI taraha bhUla cukA thA aura usane apanA bacAva zurU kara diyaa| Apane mujhe kAyara kyoM kahA? maiM kAyara to nhiiN| aura maiMne usase kahA : agara tuma kAyara nahIM ho to tuma bacAva kyoM kara rahe ho? taba tuma saralatA se kaha sakate ho Apa galata haiM, yA isakI bhI jarUrata nahIM hai| tuma kAyara nahIM ho to tuma isake bAre meM phikara kyoM kara rahe ho? tuma gusse se lAla-pIle kyoM ho gae? tuma pUrI AvAja meM kyoM cillA rahe ho? tuma isa kadara pAgala kyoM ho gae? maiMne avazya hI tumhArI dukhatI raga para hAtha rakha diyA hai| usa samaya vahAM maujUda pratyeka vyakti isa bAta ke prati saceta ho gayA ki vaha vyakti kisI bAta ko chupA rahA hai, aura bahuta ugratApUrvaka usakA bacAva kara rahA hai, kiMtu kevala vahI isako nahIM dekha skaa| yadi tuma eka samUha meM laMbe samaya taka kArya karo to dhIre se tumhe saceta honA hI par3egA ki sArA samUha dekha rahA hai ki tuma kucha mUrkhatApUrNa mUDhatA kA kRtya kara rahe ho| jo tumhAre icchAoM ke viparIta hai-tumhArI apanI paritRpti ke virodha meM, tumhAre apane vikAsa ke pratikUla hai| tuma eka bImArI se cipaka rahe ho aura tuma kahate rahate ho-maiM isase chuTakArA pAnA cAhatA huuN| tumhAre atirikta pratyeka vyakti jAnatA hai ki tuma galata kara rahe ho| pratyeka vyakti jAnatA hai ki tuma ahaMkArI ho-sivAya tumhaare| kevala tuma hI socate ho ki tuma eka vinamra vyakti, eka sarala vyakti ho| hara vyakti tumhArI jaTilatA ko jAnatA hai| hara vyakti tumhAre dohare mApadaMDa ko jAnatA hai| tumhAre atirikta pratyeka, tumhAre pAgalapana ko jAnatA hai| tuma isakA bacAva karate rahate ho| aura vinamratA, vyavahArikatA aura aupacArikatA ke kAraNa samAja meM koI tumheM batAegA bhI nhiiN| isalie samUha sahAyaka hai kyoMki yaha vinamra nahIM hone vAlA hai| yaha satyapUrNa hone jA rahA hai| aura jaba bahata
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________________ sAre loga kahate haiM ki yaha rahI tumhArI samasyA, aura ise bilakula ThIka se batA deM, aura ise iMgita kareM, aura tumhAre ghAva para apanI aMguliyAM rakha deM aura yaha dukhane lge...| tumhe saceta kara pAnA, vyakti se vyakti ke samparka dvArA bahuta kaThina hai kyoMki tuma soca sakate ho ki yaha vyakti galata ho sakatA hai, lekina bIsa loga? bIsa logoM ke galata hone kI saMbhAvanA kama hai, aura tumheM vApasa apane para lauTa kara isa bAta ko dekhanA par3atA hai| yahI kAraNa hai ki buddha ne eka bar3e saMgha kA bhikSuoM ke bar3e varga kA dasa hajAra bhikSu nirmANa kiyA / samUha manocikitsA kA yaha pahalA prayoga shr| yaha eka mahat prayoga thA / yahI to maiM kara rahA huuN| solaha hajAra sanyAsI - manocikitsA kA eka mahAnatama pryog| eka samudAya, eka kamyUna, jisameM tumheM bodhapUrNa hosa hI par3egA varanA tuma isa kamyUna ke hisse nahIM hoge, yahAM hara koI tumhArI galatI ko dekha rahA hai, samajha rahA hai aura tumheM ise dikhA rahA hai| kyoMki saMnyAsI aupacArika yA vinamra hone ke lie nahIM bane haiN| vaha bakavAsa jarA bhI nahIM yahAM para saMnyAsI svayaM ko rUpAMtarita karane ke lie aura dUsaroM ke rUpAMtaraNa ke lie paristhiti nirmita karane ke lie hai| dekho, jaba bhI koI tumhAre bAre meM koI doSa iMgita kare to krodhita mata ho jaao| isase tumheM koI madada nahIM milane vAlI hai pAgala mata bno| isase tumhArI koI sahAyatA nahIM hogii| isa bAta ko dekhane kI koziza kro| dUsarA sahI bhI ho sakatA hai, aura dUsare ke sahI hone kI saMbhAvanA adhika hai kyoMki vaha tumase itanA alaga hai, vaha tumase kAphI dUra hai| vaha tumhAre sAtha saMyukta nahIM hai| sadaiva logoM kI bAta suno ki ve tumhAre bAre meM kyA kaha rahe haiN| ninyAnabe pratizata to ve sahI hoMge, unake galata hone kI saMbhAvanA mAtra eka pratizata hai| varanA ve galata nahIM hai| ve galata kaise ho sakate haiM kyoMki unake pAsa tumhAre bAre meM anAsakta dRSTikoNa hai| yahI kAraNa hai ki tumhAre ghAvoM ko darzAne ke lie sadaguru kI AvazyakatA hotI hai| aura yaha kevala tabhI saMbhava hai jaba tumhAre bhItara gaharA sammAna aura zraddhA ho yadi tuma krodhita ho jAo aura tuma saMgharSa karanA AraMbha kara do, to tumhAre bhItara koI sammAna aura zraddhA nahIM hai| yadi yahAM para tuma apanI rugNatA aura bImAriyoM kA bacAva karane ke lie ho, to yaha tumhAre lie nahIM hai - yahAM mata Thaharo / yahAM para apanA samaya naSTa karane meM kyA sAra hai? yadi maiM kahatA hUM ki tuma kAyara ho aura tuma isa bAta ko dekha nahIM sakate balki tuma saMgharSa karo aura mere sAmane yaha siddha karo ki tuma kAyara nahIM ho, taba sIdhI bAta yaha hai ki yahAM para rukane meM koI sAra nhiiN| mere sAtha saMbaMdha samApta ho gayA hai| aba tumhAre lie maiM sahAyaka nahIM ho sakatA huuN| jaba maiM tumase koI bAta kahatA hUM to tumheM usa tathya meM dekhanA pdd'egaa| maiM tumheM kyoM kAyara kahUMgA? tumhAre sAtha merA koI lena-dena nahIM hai aura tumhAre kAyarapana meM bhI merA kucha nahIM jA rahA hai| maiM
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________________ basa karuNAvaza kahatA hUM kyoMki maiM dekhatA hUM ki bImArI vahAM hai| aura jaba taka tuma ise na jAno, jaba taka isakA nidAna na ho, tuma isase chuTakArA kaise pA sakate ho? yadi cikitsaka tumhArI nabja para hAtha rakhatA hai aura kahatA hai ki tumheM bukhAra hai aura tuma usa DAkTara para chalAMga lagA do aura lar3anA AraMbha kro| Apa kyA kaha rahe haiM? mujhe bhalA kaise bukhAra ho sakatA hai? nahIM, Apa galata hai, maiM pUrNata: svastha huuN| to pahalI bAta yaha hai ki tuma cikitsaka ke pAsa gae hI kyoM the? svAsthya kA pramANapatra lAne bhara ko? tuma yahAM ho, ise yAda rakho, tuma yahAM apanI bImAriyoM ke lie pahacAne jAne ke lie aura unake na hone kA pramANapatra pAne ke lie nahIM ho| tama yahAM nidAna, parIkSaNa, roga unmUlana ke lie Ae ho, tAki tumhArA yathArtha svarUpa udita ho sake, khila ske| lekina yadi tuma bacAva kara rahe ho to bacAva karanA tumhAre hAtha meM hai| yaha merA kArya nahI, isakA bacAva kro| lekina taba tuma pIr3ita hooge| phira mere pAsa mata AnA aura mata kahanA ki maiM pIDA meM hUM maiM tanAvagrasta huuN| saMsAra se bhItara kI ora gatimAna ho pAnA bahuta kaThina hai, kyoMki aMdara to tumane rugNatAeM aura bImAriyAM chupA rakhI haiN| ve tumheM bAhara jAne ko bAdhya karatI haiN| yaha dhyAna haTAne kA eka upAya hai| yahI kAraNa hai ki itane adhika sadaguru tumheM sikhAte rahe haiM ki bhItara jAo, svayaM ko jaano| lekina tuma vahAM kabhI nahIM jaate| tuma isake bAre meM bAta karate ho, tuma isake bAre meM par3hate ho, tuma isa vicAra kI sarAhanA karate ho, lekina tuma bhItara kabhI nahIM jaate| kyoMki bhItara tumhAre pAsa kevala aMdhakAra aura ghAva aura bImAriyAM haiN| tuma una cIjoM ko chipAe hue the jo acchI nahIM haiM, tumhAre lie | pradAyaka nahIM haiN| lekina tuma isake viparIta unheM naSTa karane ke sthAna para unakI surakSA karate rahe ho| jaba tuma dvAra kholate ho...... aura tumheM itanI durgaMdha, itanI dhUla, itanI kurUpatA anubhava hotI hai jaise ki naraka khula gayA hai| tuma turaMta hI dvAra baMda kara dete ho aura tuma socanA AraMbha kara dete ho ki Akhira bAta kyA hai? buddha, kRSNa, jIsasa ve sabhI sikhAte rahe haiM ki bhItara jAo aura tuma parama AnaMda, zAzvata AnaMda ko upalabdha hoge, lekina tuma dvAra kholate ho aura tuma dukhasvapna meM pahuMca jAte ho| yaha dukhasvapna tumhAre damanI se nirmita huA hai| sataha para tuma sarala ho, gahare meM tuma bahuta jaTila ho| Upara se to tumhArA ceharA eka bahuta hI bhole vyakti kA hai, gaharAI meM tuma bahuta kurUpa ho| isa damanAtmakatA ke kAraNa tuma bhItara nahIM dekha sakate, aura tumheM khuda ko lagAtAra dUsarI ora mor3ate rahanA par3atA hai-reDiyo sunanA, TIvI. dekhanA, akhabAra par3hanA, dostoM se milane jaanaa| jaba taka ki tuma so na jAo taba taka basa samaya barabAda karate rhnaa| jisa kSaNa tuma sokara uThate ho, phira se tuma daur3anA AraMbha kara dete ho| tuma kisase bhAga rahe ho? tuma apane Apa se bhAga rahe ho|
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________________ apane astitva meM jhAMkane ke lie svayaM ko avakAza do, taba acAnaka tuma dekhoge ki vastuoM ke sAtha koI Asakti nahIM hai| yaha ho kaise sakatA hai? yaha asaMgata hai| maiMne eka bahuta suMdara kahAnI, eka sUphI kahAnI sunI hai-svarNima dvaar| do logoM ne prArthanA kI aura unake rAste alaga ho ge| eka ne saMpatti aura zakti ekatrita kI, logoM kA kahanA thA ki vaha prasiddha to thA, lekina usake mana meM zAMti nahIM thii| dUsare ne logoM ke diloM ko, unake apane chipe hue bhayoM ke aMdhakAra meM dIyoM kI bhAMti jagamagAte hue dekhaa| use bhI samRddhi aura zakti milI aura usakI saMpadA, usakI zakti, prema thii| jaba saralatA se dayAlatApUrvaka, komalatA se vaha apane sahayAtriyoM ko apane prema kI sArI saMpadA aura kSamatA ke sAtha sparza karatA thA to aMtasa kA prakAza suspaSTa ho jAtA aura sAhasa aura zAMti se damakane lgtaa| eka dina donoM hI loga usa 'svarNima dvAra' ke sammukha khar3e the, jisase hokara pratyeka vyakti ko usa pAra ke virATa jIvana hetu gujaranA par3atA thaa| devadUta ne pratyeka AtmA se pUchA : tuma apane sAtha kyA lekara Ae ho? tumhAre pAsa dene ke lie kyA hai?..... paramAtmA sadaiva pUchatA hai. tuma apane sAtha kyA lekara Ae ho? tumhAre pAsa dene ke lie kyA hai? paramAtmA tumheM die calA jAtA hai, lekina aMtataH aMtima dina, isake pUrva ki tuma usake bhavana meM praviSTa ho vaha pUchatA hai, aba tuma mere lie kyA lekara Ae ho? mere lie tumhArI kyA bheMTa hai? .....usa vyakti ne jo prasiddha thA, apanI upalabdhiyoM ko dubArA ginaa| kyoMki na jAne kitane logoM ko vaha jAnatA thA, jAne kitane sthAnoM para vaha gayA thA, jAne kitane kAma usane kie the-aura na jAne kitanI vastueM usane ekatrita kara rakhI thiiN| lekina devadUta ne uttara diyA : yaha saba svIkArya nahIM hai, ye kArya jo tumane kie haiM tumane apane lie kie haiM, mujhe inameM koI prema nahIM dikhAI pdd'taa|... yadi ahaMkAra hai, to prema nahIM ho sktaa| ise yAda rkho| bAda meM maiM isa para carcA karUMgA, kyoMki yaha sarvAdhika mahatvapUrNa cIjoM meM se hI eka hai; yadi ahaMkAra hai, to prema nahIM ho sakatA hai| ........aura vaha prasiddha vyakti svarNima-davAra ke bAhara DUba gayA aura royA... pahalI bAra vaha apanI sArI kozizoM kI vyarthatA ko dekha paayaa| yaha eka sapane jaisI thI jo bIta gayA aura usake hAtha khAlI raha ge| yadi tuma vastuoM se bahuta jyAdA bhare hue ho to kisI na kisI dina tumheM dikhegA ki tumhAre hAtha khAlI haiN| yaha svapna hI thA jise tuma apane hAthoM meM uThAe hue the; ve sadA se khAlI the| tuma to basa svapna hI dekha rahe the ki unameM kucha hai| kyoMki tuma khAlIpana se
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________________ bhayabhIta the, tumane kisI vastu kI kalpanA kara lI thI, tumane vizvAsa kiyA thaa| tumane kabhI gaharAI se nahIM dekhA ki vAstava meM vahAM kucha hai bhI yA nhiiN| ... aura vaha prasiddha vyakti svarNima-dvAra ke bAhara DUba gayA aura royaa| vaha dayAlu ho pAne ke lie samaya hI nahIM nikAla pAyA thA... prema kara sakane ke lie ati vyasta rahA thA, arapane Apa meM behada ulajhA rahA thA, vyartha kI cIjoM kI use bahuta ciMtA rahI thI, aura sAra kI cIjoM para vicAra nahIM kara sakA thaa| ......taba devadUta ne dUsare kI AtmA se pUchA aura tuma kyA lekara Ae ho? tumhAre pAsa dene ke lie kyA hai? aura usane uttara dete hue kahA. koI merA nAma nahIM jaantaa| loga mujhe ghumakkar3a, svapnadarzI kahA karate the| mere dila meM thor3A sA prakAza thA, aura basa vahI mere pAsa thA, maiMne use logoM kI AtmAoM ke sAtha bAMTA hai... pAgaloM ke isa saMsAra meM asalI loga svapnadarzI jaise lagate haiN| saMtoM ko sadaiva ghumakkar3a, svapnadarzI, kavi, kalpanA-loka jIvI, kahIM aura ramane vAle, jalaja bhakSI, nAbhi dRSTA ke rUpa meM jAnA gayA hai| asalI logoM ko isI prakAra ke nAma die jAte haiM, kyoMki yaha saMsAra kAgajI logoM kA hai| ve asalI nahIM haiN| kAgajI loga jaba bhI ve kisI asalI AdamI ke saMparka meM Ate haiM, use svapnadarzI, kavi kahate haiN| usakI niMdA karane kA unakA yaha upAya hai, aura apane Apa ko bacAne kI bhI yahI tarakIba hai| ... aura usane uttara dete hue kahA. merA nAma koI nahIM jAnatA, loga mujhe ghumakkar3a, svapnadarzI kahA karate the| mere hRdaya meM thor3I sI rozanI thI aura kucha bhI nahI, basa dila meM thor3I sI rozanI-aura jo mere pAsa thI use maiMne logoM kI AtmAoM ke sAtha baaNttaa| phira devadUta ne kahA : he bhAgyavAna! tumhAre pAsa sabase acchI bheMTa hai| yahI hai prem| sadA aura sadaiva aura-aura bAMTane ke lie paryApta aura upalabdha rahatA hai| praviSTa ho jAo...' prema kA yahI sauMdarya hai; jitanA adhika tuma dete ho utanA hI adhika yaha tumhAre pAsa hotA hai| ise apane jIvana kI kasauTI bana jAne do| usakA saMcaya mata karo jo dene se khotA ho, kevala usI kA saMcaya karo jo dene se saMcita hotA hai| kevala usI ko ekatra karo jo bAMTane se bar3hatA aura vikasita hotA hai| vahI mUlyavAna hai jise tuma bAMTa sako aura isake bAMTane mAtra se hI yaha bar3hatA hai aura tumhAre pAsa pahale se bhI jyAdA ho jAtA hai| 'sadA aura sadaiva aura-aura bAMTane ke lie paryApta aura upalabdha rahatA hai| praviSTa ho jaao|'
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________________ taba ghumakkar3a ne kahA. lekina pahale mujhe apane bhAI ke sAtha prema bAMTa lene do, tAki hama donoM dvAra se jA skeN| devadUta khAmoza rahA; usI kSaNa usa sarala ghumakkar3a ke cAroM ora teja prakAza kA dIptimAna AvaraNa prakaTa huA, jisane use aura usake mitra donoM ko AcchAdita kara liyaa| svarNima - dvAra pUrI taraha khula gayA aura ve donoM sAtha sAtha usake aMdara cale ge| usane aMtima kSaNa meM bhI baaNttaa| yahI vAstavika samRddhi hai| koI kaMjUsa kabhI dhanavAna nahIM hotaa| yadi tuma sAMsArika vastuoM se Asakta ho to tuma dhanavAna nahIM ho| samRddhi hRdaya se upajatI hai| samRddhi hai hRdaya kA guNa prema se Alokita honA / bhArata ke gahanatama kaviyoM meM se eka ravIMdranAtha Taigora ne eka kavitA likhI hai| mere hRdaya kA priya saMkSepa meM vaha kavitA isa prakAra hai| eka bAra baMgAla ke eka choTe se gAMva meM par3osa kI eka tapasvinI mahilA mujhase milane AI... aura yaha kevala eka kavitA nahIM hai; yaha eka satya ghaTanA para AdhArita hai| .....usakA nAma thA, sarvakhipI, jo use gAMva vAloM ne diyA thaa| isakA artha hai, 'vaha strI jo sabhI bAtoM ke bAre meM pAgala hai....... sarvakhipI, jo sArI bAtoM ke bAre meM pAgala hai| na sirpha eka bAta meM vaha pAgala hai balki sabhI mAmaloM meM vaha pAgala hai- pUrI taraha pAgala / ..usane apanI sitAroM sI AMkheM mere cehare para TikA dI aura mujha se pUchane lagI, 'tuma vRkSoM kI chAMva meM mujhase milane kaba A rahe ho' nizcita rUpa se usane merI hAlata dayanIya kara dI, jo usake anusAra dIvAloM ke pIche kaida thA, sabhI ke vizAla milana sthala se jahAM usakA nivAsa thA, se nirvAsi ThIka usI kSaNa merA mAlI apanI TokarI lekara A gayA, aura jaba usa mahilA ne samajhA, merI meja para rakhe phUladAna meM rakhe phUla tAje Ae phUloM ko lagAne ke lie pheMke jAne vAle haiM, vaha dukhI dikhI aura mujhase bolI, tuma sadaiva par3hane aura likhane meM vyasta rahate ho, tuma dekhate nahIM ho, phira usane pheMke hu phUloM ko apanI hatheliyoM meM uThAyA, unheM cUmA aura unheM apane mastaka para lagAyA, aura sammAnapUrvaka apane-se budabadAI, 'mere hRdaya ke priya / ' maiMne anubhava kiyA ki isa strI ne pratyeka vastu ke hRdaya meM vyApta asIma vyaktitva kA pratyakSa darzana karake pUraba kI AtmA kA vAstava meM pratinidhitva kiyaa|
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________________ prema pUraba kI AtmA hai| prema manuSya kI AtmA hai| prema paramAtmA kI AtmA hai| yahAM para prema hI eka mAtra samRddhi hai, ekamAtra prasannatA hai| ata: yadi tuma vastuoM se atyadhika Asakta ho, to tuma premI nahIM ho skte| kevala anAsakta mana hI svayaM ko usa AkAza kI ora uThA sakatA hai jise hama prema kahate haiN| isake bAre meM kAphI galataphahamiyAM haiN| ve loga jo saMsAra tyAgate aura vairAgI banate haiM lagabhaga usI ke sAtha prema-vihIna bhI ho jAte haiM, to kucha na kucha gar3abar3a hai| kyoMki prema se hI isakA nirNaya hotA hai, yahI isakA parIkSaNa, isakI kasauTI hai| yadi saMsAra ke prati tumhArA vairAgya tumheM prema-vihIna banA rahA hai, to isakA artha hai ki kucha khaTAsa utpanna huI hai| tumhArA vairAgya satya, .pramANika, saccA nahIM hai, yaha jhUThA hai| kyoMki tuma prema se bhayabhIta ho| to yaha pradarzita karatA hai ki tuma saMbaMdhita hone se Darate ho, isalie tuma una' sabhI paristhitiyoM se bacAva kara rahe ho jinameM prema puSpita ho sakatA hai kyoMki gahare meM tuma ghabar3A gae ho ki yadi prema puSpita ho gayA to tuma puna: Asakta ho jaaoge| yahI kAraNa hai ki tumhAre tathAkathita mahAtmA prema se itanA adhika Dare hue haiN| ve eka sthAna para tIna dina se adhika nahIM tthhreNge| itanA bhaya kisa lie? kyoMki yadi tuma eka sthAna para aura adhika dina ruke rahe, to tuma logoM ke prati prema anubhava karane lgoge| koI pratidina tumhAre pAMva dabAne AegA aura tuma usake lie prema anubhava karane lgoge| koI strI pratidina tumhAre lie bhojana lekara AegI aura tuma usake prati prema anubhava karane lgoge| eka khAsa kisma kA lagAva, aura puna: Asakta ho jAne kA bhaya uTha khar3A hogA, ata: isase pUrva ki tuma Asakta ho jAo vahAM se cale jaao| ye tathAkathita vairAgI loga mAtra bhayabhIta loga haiN| ve eka gahare AtaMka meM jIte haiN| jIvana ke vAstavika tala ko ve kabhI sparza nahIM kara sakate haiM, kyoMki yaha sadaiva prema davArA saMsparzita hotA hai| smaraNa rahe, yadi tumhArA vastuoM se vairAgya saccA hai, samajha se AyA hai, jAgarUkatA se vikasita huA hai, to tuma aura adhika premapUrNa ho jaaoge| kyoMki vahI UrjA jo rAga meM saMlagna thI mukta ho jaaegii| yaha jAegI kahAM? tumhAre pAsa tumhAre upayoga hetu adhika mAtrA meM UrjA rhegii| Asakti prema nahIM hai; yaha ahaMkAra kA-kajjA karane kA, adhikAra karane kA, upayoga karane kA DhaMga hai| yaha hiMsA hai; yaha prema nahIM hai| jaba yaha UrjA mukta ho jAtI hai, acAnaka tumhAre pAsa prema karane ke lie UrjA kA atireka upalabdha ho jAtA hai| jo saca meM hI anAsakta hai vaha prema se ApUrita hogA, aura usake pAsa bAMTane ke lie sadA hI aura-aura rahegA, aura use prema ke naye srota milate cale jaaeNge| usakA srota asIma hai| 'ina zaktiyoM se bhI anAsakta hone se,.......'
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________________ aura parama anAsakti tabhI AtI hai jaba tumheM kucha camatkAra, siddhiyAM, zaktiyAM upalabdha ho cukI hoM-jaba tuma kucha kara sako-kucha aisA jo camatkArI ho, kucha aisA jo avizvasanIya ho| yadi tuma unase Asakta ho gae, to kabhI na kabhI tuma puna: saMsAra meM vApasa A jaaoge| sAvadhAna ho jaao| ahaMkAra kA, tuma para yaha aMtima AkramaNa hai; isake caMgula meM mata phNsnaa| tuma para ahaMkAra apanA aMtima jAla pheMka rahA hai| 'ina zaktiyoM se bhI anAsakta hone se, baMdhana kA bIja naSTa ho jAtA hai|...' baMdhana kA bIja hai-Asakti! aura mukti kA bIja hai prem| aura ve kisa kadara eka se dikhAI par3ate haiN| ve nitAMta viparIta haiM, Asakti hai prema-vihInatA aura prema sadA anAsakta hai| aMtara kahAM hai? tuma kisI strI yA puruSa se prema karate ho aura tuma Asakti anubhava karate ho| tumheM Asakti kyoM anubhava hotI hai? Asakti kA basa yahI artha hai-tuma cAhoge ki yaha strI kala bhI tumhAre sAtha ho| kala aura usake bAda Ane vAle agale dina bhI tuma isa strI ko apane kabje meM rakhanA caahoge| yaha basa yahI pradarzita karatA hai ki tuma Aja prema kara pAne samartha nahIM ho sake, anyathA kala kI avazyakatA hI na hotii| kala kI ciMtA kauna karatA hai? kala ke bAre meM kauna jAnatA hai? kala kabhI nahIM aataa| yaha usI mana meM AtA hai jo Aja jI nahIM rahA hai| tumane Aja isa strI ko prema nahIM kiyA isalie tuma kala ke Ane kI pratIkSA kara rahe ho tAki tuma prema kara sko| tumhArA prema apUrNa, adhUrA hai| usa adhUre prema ke lie Asakti upajatI hai| taba yaha svAbhAvika hai, tarka yukta hai| tuma kucha citrita kara rahe ho, aura citra adhUrA hai, tuma cAhoge ki citra pUrA karane ke lie kala bhI kainavAsa tumhAre pAsa rhe| jIvana meM eka bahuta gaharA niyama hai; yaha hara bAta ko pUrNa karanA cAhatA hai| kalI phUla bananA cAhatI hai; bIja aMkura bananA cAhatA hai| hara cIja pUrNatA kI ora jA rahI hai, isalie jo kucha bhI tuma apUrNa chor3a dete ho vaha mana meM abhilASA bana jAtA hai aura kahatA hai : 'isa strI para kabjA kara lo| tumane abhI prema kiyA hI kahAM hai; abhI tuma usake astitva ke isa chora se usa chora taka gae hI nahIM, abhI bhI usameM bahuta kucha anajAnA bacA huA hai, abhI bhI usame kAphI saMbhAvanAeM haiM jo sAkAra honA zeSa haiM astitva ke kaI gIta haiM, aura nartana karane ko kaI nRtya haiN|' -Asakti uTha khar3I hotI hai| kala kI jarUrata hai, kala ke bAda parasoM kI jarUrata hai, bhaviSya kI AvazyakatA hai| aura yadi tuma vartamAna meM jIne ke lie jarA bhI samartha nahIM ho, to bhaviSya ke jIvana kI bhI AvazyakatA hai, aura loga eka-dUsare se vAde kie cale jAte haiM, 'hama agale janma meM bhI pati-patnI bane rheNge|' yaha to basa sahI pradarzita karatA hai ki loga jIne meM nitAMta asamartha ho gae haiN| varanA Aja kA dina svayaM meM paryApta hai|
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________________ isa kSaNa meM yadi tuma apanA prema pUrNa kara lo, yadi tumane apane samagra hRdaya se prema kiyA hainarI taraha samarpita hokara, isameM DUba kara, yadi tumane kucha bhI pIche bacA kara nahIM rakhA hai- taba kala kA vicAra kabhI nahIM uThatA hai, kala kA vicAra uThanA asaMbhava ho jAtA hai| yaha sadaiva tabhI AtA hai jaba ki kucha atRpta raha gayA ho, tabhI tuma bhaviSya kI abhilASA rakhate ho| yadi tumane apanI strI ko Aja prema kara liyA hai aura mRtyu A jAtI hai to tuma ise svIkAra kara loge / yA agara strI kisI aura ke prema meM par3a jAtI hai, to tuma alavidA kahoge - udAsa lekina dukhI nhiiN| aura udAsI meM eka sauMdarya hai, aura dukha kurUpa hai| udAsa, Asakti ke kAraNa nahIM, udAsa isalie ki tumhArA prema aba bhI tumhAre bhItara umar3a rahA hai lekina jo vyakti isako samajha sakatA, dUra jA rahA hai| udAsa kiMtu pritRpt| vahAM koI zikAyata nahIM hai, koI IrSyA nhiiN| kiMtu yadi tumane pUrI taraha prema kiyA ho to aisA kabhI nahIM hotA, ki strI jA sake, yA puruSa jA ske| yadi tumane samagratA se prema kiyA hai to yaha asaMbhava hai, kyoMki pUrNa prema itanI gahanatA se tRpta karatA hai ki koI kisI aura ke bAre meM soca bhI nahIM sktaa| dUsare kA svapna dekhanA bhI asaMbhava hai| svapna isa vyakti ke sAtha milI atRpti ke kAraNa hI janmatA hai| tuma anya striyoM ke bAre meM socate ho kyoMki tumhArA apanI strI ke sAtha tRptidAyI saMbaMdha nahIM rahA hai| tuma anya puruSoM ke bAre meM vicAra karatI ho kyoMki mana svayaM ko uDela denA cAhatA thA aura yaha isa saMbaMdha meM sambhava nahIM ho paayaa| isalie mana sArI jagaha meM daur3atA-phiratA rahatA hai| koI strI yA puruSa jo sar3aka se hokara gujara rahA ho, tumheM usake prati prema anubhava hone lagatA hai| aura agara tumhArA prema itanA adhika hatAza ho cukA ho ki tuma yaha kalpanA bhI na kara sako ki kisI vyakti se aba prema kara pAnA saMbhava hai to tuma kuttoM aura billiyoM se prema karanA AraMbha kara dete ho| yaha thor3A kama jaTila pratIta hotA hai-Aloka ko yaha bAta noTa kara lenI caahie| yaha thor3A kama jaTila pratIta hotA hai| eka kutte ko prema karanA sarala hai...... eka billI ko prema karanA kucha adhika kaThina hai| isI kAraNa se puruSa striyoM ko billiyAM kahate haiN| billI ke bAre meM kutte se kama pUrvAnumAna kiyA jA sakatA hai, vaha kutte se adhika catura hai - usake pAsa apanA mana hotA hai| tuma kutte ko lAta mAra sakate ho aura vaha phira vApasa A jAegA; tuma billI ko lAta mAro, vaha puna: kabhI nahIM aaegii| smaapt| sadaiva talAka ke lie taiyAra loga pazuoM ke prema meM par3a jAte haiN| kaisA durbhAgya hai| maiM nahIM kaha rahA hUM ki pazuoM ko prema ta karo; maiM kaha rahA hUM ki unheM manuSya kA vikalpa mata bnaao| tumheM manuSyoM se itanA gaharA prema karanA cAhie ki tumhArA prema atizaya hone lage aura yaha pazuoM taka bhI pahuMca jaae| phira yaha pUrI taraha bhinna hogaa| taba yaha vRkSoM taka bhI pahuMca jAtA hai taba yaha pUrNata: bhinna hotA hai taba yaha caTTAnoM taka bhI pahuMca jAtA hai; kyoMki tuma premAtireka meM rahate ho prema kA eka asIma srota, kisI meM bhI
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________________ tumhArA prema samA nahIM paataa| yaha atizaya hotA hai, udvelita hotA hai, umar3atA calA jAtA hai| phira yaha pazuoM taka pahu~ca jAtA hai, to isameM bilkula hI bhinna guNavattA hotI hai| lekina manuSyoM ke sAtha dvAra baMda ho, to tumheM prema ke lie kisI ko khojanA par3atA hai, varanA tuma bahuta adhika hatAzA anubhava karoge, saMbaMdha kI AvazyakatA hotI hai, taba tuma kuttoM, billiyoM se nAtA jor3ate ho| kabhI-kabhI yaha bhI asaMtoSapUrNa siddha hotA hai, kyoMki kuttoM kA vyaktitva hai, billiyoM kA bhI vyaktitva hotA hai unakI bhI apanI nijI vicAradhArA, apane nijI vicAra hote haiM, ve apanI cIjeM karanA cAhate haiN| koI kuttA tumhArI icchAeM pUrI karane ke lie nahIM hotA hai| jaba tuma kutte ko TahalAne le jA rahe ho to tuma soca sakate ho ki tumane kutte ko basa meM kara liyA hai, ki tuma usa kutte ke mAlika ho;, kyoMki tumane kutte se kabhI nahIM pUchA ki vaha kyA socatA hai| vaha socatA hai ki vaha tumhArA mAlika hai, aura usane isa manuSya ko kAbU meM kara rakhA hai| maiMne kuttoM ko eka dUsare se bAta karate hue sunA hai| jaba pazuoM se bhI prema karanA kaThina ho jAtA hai taba loga vastuoM-makAna, kAra, moTara sAikila se prema karanA AraMbha kara dete haiN| aura ve ina cIjoM ke bAre meM behada romAMTika bhI ho jAte haiN| maiMne eka vyakti ko dekhA hai, vaha mere ghara ke ThIka sAmane hI rahatA thaa| use apane skUTara se itanA prema thA ki maiMne use lagabhaga romAMTika DhaMga se hI skUTara sApha karate hue jaise ki vaha apanI strI ko sApha kara rahA ho, dekhA hai| idhara se, udhara se dekhanA aura itanI prasannatA anubhava krnaa| aura vaha kabhI usakA upayoga bhI na karatA, kyoMki vaha gaMdA ho jaaegaa| vaha apanI purAnI moTara sAikila para hI savArI krtaa| maiMne kaI bAra usase kahA : tuma yaha kyA kara rahe ho? tumhAre pAsa kitanA suMdara skUTara hai| vaha kahatA, yaha hai, lekina varSA Ane kI saMbhAvanA hai, Apa dekhate haiM, bAdala chAe hue haiM, yA isa samaya teja garmI hai, skUTara kI camaka phIkI par3a sakatI hai| nahIM maiMne use kabhI isakA upayoga karate nahIM dekhaa| vaha to basa ise sApha karatA, isakI dekhabhAla krtaa| skUTara hI usakA priya thaa| yaha mAnavIya cetanA kA adhogamana hai| tuma jitanA Asakta hote ho utanA hI tuma nimnastarIya ho jAte ho; jitanI kama Asakti utanA adhika tuma uThate ho, ur3ate ho| aura vahAM para vaha pala AtA hai jisake bAre meM pataMjali tumase bAta kara rahe haiM, jaba tuma AdhyAtmika zaktiyoM se saMpanna ho jAte ho| yAda rahe, unase Asakta mata ho jAnA, kyoMki ve vAstava meM suMdara haiM, bahuta tRptidAyI haiN| tuma unheM basa meM rakhanA pasaMda kroge| yoga meM bahuta se loga yoga ke kAraNa nahIM, kaivalya, mokSa ke kAraNa nahIM, balki vibhUtiyoM, sidhiyoM ke kAraNa ruci rakhate haiN| ve yoga kA adhyayana karate haiM, ve guruoM ke pAsa jAte haiM-ve camatkAra karanA cAhate haiN|
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________________ 'ina zaktiyoM se bhI anAsakta hone se, baMdhana kA bIja naSTa ho jAtA hai|...' puna: baMdhana meM baMdha jAne kI yaha aMtima saMbhAvanA hai| yadi tuma isake pAra jA sako to bIja dagdha ho jAtA hai| .......taba AtA hai kaivalya, mokss|' tabhI milatA hai mokss| taba tuma pUrI taraha mukta ho-svataMtratA, paripUrNa svataMtratA-kisI cIja se bhI Asakta nahIM aura prema se otaprota, samagra astitva para apanA prema barasAte hae.. .sAre astitva ke lie varadAna aura apane lie aashiiss| lekina vyakti ko hara kadama para saceta rahanA par3atA hai| mana cAlAka hai| aura tuma socate raha sakate ho, hAM, jaba camatkAra AeMge to maiM unase Asakta hone nahIM jA rahA huuN| dubArA soco, tuma apane bhItara kahIM eka icchA ko sakriya paaoge| unheM Ane do, phira hama dekheMge, pahale unako Ane to do| kise phikara par3I hai kaivalya, mokSa kI? ve to lakSya mAlUma nahIM pdd'te| basa makta, svataMtra hone ke lie? isameM bhI koI bAta hai? loga mere pAsa Ate haiM aura ve kahate haiM, isa dhyAna se hameM chuTakArA kaise milegA? maiM kahatA hUM aura adhika dhyAna kro| ve kahate hai, kiMtu bAta hai kyA? zAMti? zAMti to sahI hai, lekina hameM isase kauna sI asalI zakti milane jA rahI hai? zAMti lakSya jaisI mAlUma nahIM pdd'tii| zakti-kucha aisA jisase tuma kucha kara sako, kucha aisA jisake dvArA tuma kucha sAbita kara sko| maiMne eka kahAnI sunI hai, eka bahuta acchI khaanii| mujhe batAo to tuma kaithelika loga kaitheDralsa banAne ke lie itanA dhana kahAM se pA jAte ho? eka rabAI ne apane mitra se puuchaa| acchA, ebI, dekho hama kaithelikoM ke pAsa eka vyavasthA hai jisako kanphezana, pazcAttApa kahA jAtA hai| jaba kabhI koI vyakti kucha galata karatA hai, vaha carca AtA hai, apanA pApa svIkAra karatA hai, dAna-pAtra meM kucha DAlatA hai, aura use kSamA kara diyA jAtA hai, aura isa upAya se hama' dhana kI bar3I rAzi ekatrita kara lete haiN| vAstava meM, kyA Azcaryajanaka vyavasthA hai| hama zAyada apane sinAgaoNga meM ise upayoga kara skeN| lekina pahale Aja kI rAta mujhe apane sAtha Ane do tAki tuma kisa prakAra kArya karate ho maiM udAharaNa sahita samajha luuN|
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________________ ThIka hai ebI, eka pAdarI ke rUpa meM mere lie isakI sakhta manAhI hai ki tumako maiM apane sAtha rakhU lekina yaha dekhate hue ki pichale kaI sAloM se tuma mere itane acche mitra rahe ho, maiM tumheM basa, isa bAra kI anumati duuNgaa| usI zAma ve pazcAttApa kakSa meM baiTha gae, pAdarI sAmane baiThA thA, aura ebI, atyAdhika utsukatApUrvaka, piiche| usI samaya parde ke pIche se eka puruSa kI AvAja sunAI dI phAdara, maiMne jaghanya pApa kiyA hai| tumane kyA kiyA hai, mere beTe? pichalI rAta maiMne do auratoM ke sAtha sahavAsa kiyA hai| ThIka hai, taba tuma dAna-pAtra meM do pAuMDa rakha do, tumhAre pApa kSamA kara die jaaeNge| ebI behada romAMcita ho gyaa| aba dUsare vyakti kI AvAja sunAI par3I : phAdara, maiMne ghanaghora pApa kiyA hai tumane kyA kiyA hai, mere beTe? pichalI rAta maiMne tIna auratoM ke sAtha samAgama kiyA hai ThIka hai, taba tIna pAuMDa dAna-pAtra meM DAla do, aura tumhAre pApa kSamA kara die jAeMge, mere bette| ebI aba apane Apako aura jyAdA nahIM roka pAyA : dhana kamAne kA kyA tarIkA hai; kitanI Azcaryajanaka vyavasthA hai| merA eka kAma kara do| agalA mAmalA mujhe sauMpa do, tAki maiM jarA thor3A abhyAsa kara luuN| ThIka hai, ebI, kAyade kI bAta to yaha hai ki isakI anumati nahIM hai, lekina yaha dekhate hue ki tuma varSoM se mere dosta rahe ho, maiM tumheM kevala isa mAmale kI anumati detA huuN| ata: unhoMne sthAna badala lie aura ebI sAmane pratIkSA meM baiTha gyaa| isa bAra eka mahilA kI AvAja sunAI dI : phAdara maiMne bhISaNa pApa kiyA hai| aba, aba yaha kyA hai jo tamane kara DAlA? pichalI rAta maiMne cAra puruSoM ke sAtha saMsarga kiyA hai|
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________________ aba pAMca pAuMDa dAna pAtra meM DAlo aura maiM tumheM eka aura puruSa ke saMsarga kI ijAjata detA huuN| dekho! mana atyaMta lobhI hai, ahaMkAra aura kacha nahIM balki lobha hai| pataMjali ne yaha adhyAya likhA, aneka logoM kA anubhava hai ki agara ve ise na likhate to uttama rhtaa| lekina unake pAsa bahuta vaijJAnika mana hai| ve saMbhava ho sakane vAlI sArI bAta kA nakzA khIMcanA cAhate the, aura unhoMne yaha adhyAya basa logoM ko saceta karane ke lie likhA ki aisI cIjeM ghaTatI haiN| jahAM taka merA saMbaMdha hai, maiM socatA hUM ki unhoMne ise sammilita karake bilakula ucita kArya kiyA hai, kyoMki anabhijJatA meM tuma para lobha ke hAvI hone kI adhika saMbhAvanA hai| yadi tumheM patA hai aura tuma sAre mAmale ko samajhate ho aura tuma jAnate ho ki ahaMkAra kA aMtima AkramaNa kahAM hone vAlA hai, to tama adhika sAvadhAnIpUrvaka taiyArI kara sakate ho, aura jaba yaha hotA hai to tuma asAvadhAna hokara nahIM phaMsa skoge| maiM pUrNata: prasanna haM ki unhoMne 'vibhUtipAda' sidadhiyoM aura zaktiyoM ke bAre meM yaha adhyAya likhA hai, kyoMki bhale hI tuma unakI khoja meM na ho ve apane Apa se ghaTa sakatI haiN| jitanA tuma aMdara kI ora vikAsa karate ho bahuta sI cIjeM apane Apa se ghaTane lagatI haiN| aisA nahIM hai ki tuma unako khoja rahe ho yA unakI talAza meM ho-ve to pariNAma haiN| pratyeka cakra kI apanI zaktiyAM hotI haiN| jaba tuma unase hokara gujarate ho, ve tumhAre lie upalabdha ho jAtI haiN| vyakti jahAM jA rahA hai, vahAM se jAna kara gujaranA aura satarka rahanA zubha hai| 'taba vibhinna taloM kI adhiSThAtA, adhibhautika sattAoM ke davArA bheje gae nimaMtraNoM ke prati Asakti yA una para garva se bacanA cAhie, kyoMki yaha azubha ke punarjIvana kI saMbhAvanA lekara aaegaa|' jaba ye zaktiyAM ghaTane lagatI haiM tumheM uccatara sattAoM se, adhibhautika sattAoM se nimaMtraNa milane lagate haiN| tumane thiyosophisToM ke bAre meM avazya sunA hogA yA tumane avazya par3hA hogaa| unakA sArA kArya inhIM adhibhautika sattAoM se saMbaMdha hai| ve unheM 'di mAsTarsa' kahA karate the| aisI adhibhautika sattAeM haiM jo manuSyoM se saMvAda karatI rahatI haiN| aura jaba kabhI tama Upara uThate ho tama unake lie upalabdha ho jAte ho, tuma unake sAtha aura layabaddha ho jAte ho| tumheM aneka nimaMtraNa, aneka saMdeza milate haiN| yahI hai jisako musalamAna paigAma, saMdeza kahate haiM, aura ve mohammada ko paigaMbara, saMdeza prApta karane vAlA vyakti kahate haiN| ve unako avatAra nahIM kahate, ve unheM Izvara kA avataraNa nahIM khte| ve unheM buddha, vaha vyakti jo jJAnopalabdha ho gayA hai nahIM kahate; ve unheM jina, vaha jisane jIta liyA hai nahIM kahate; ve unheM masIhA, krAisTa bhI nahIM khte| nhiiN| unake pAsa isake lie ati parizuddha, vaijJAnika zabdAvalI hai; ve unheM saMdezavAhaka, paigaMbara kahate haiN| isakA abhiprAya basa yahI hai ki ve UMce uTha gae haiM
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________________ aura aba ve kAryarata nahIM rahe, kucha aura satAeM, uccatara sattAeM una para adhikAra kara cukI haiN| ve eka mAdhyama bana gae haiN| aura yahI hai bhii| mohammada anapar3ha the; yaha soca pAnA yA kalpanA kara pAnA karIba-karIba asaMbhava hI hai ki unhoMne kurAna jaise suMdara kAvya kA sRjana kara liyA hogaa| yaha atulanIya rUpa se suMdara hai| yaha mahAnatama gItoM meM se eka hai; aura yadi tuma kisI ko isakA gAyana karate suna sako to tuma turaMta hI isase prabhAvita ho jaaoge| bhale hI tuma isakA artha na samajho, isameM atizaya zakti hai| isakI dhvani meM hI tumheM prakaMpita karane kI atyAdhika zakti hai| mohammada anapar3ha the, jAnate hI nahIM the ki kaise par3hA jAtA hai, kaise likhA jAtA hai, sAhitya aura zabdoM ke saMsAra ke bAre meM ve kucha bhI nahIM jAnate the| acAnaka hI eka parvata para dhyAna karate samaya ve upalabdha ho gae, aura unheM sunAI par3A pddh'o|' yaha zabda pddh'o|' lekina unhoMne kahA maiM kaise par3ha sakatA hUM? 'kurAna' zabda kA abhiprAya hai- 'pddh'o|' maiM kaise 'par3ha' sakatA hUM? maiM to jAnatA bhI nahIM, mohammada ne kahA, aura ve bahuta adhika ghabar3A ge| kisane kahA yaha? unako kahIM koI dikhAI bhI na pdd'aa| dubArA AvAja AI pddh'o|' yaha unake apane hRdaya se A rahI thI; ve eka mAdhyama bana gae the aura niHsaMdeha ve apane atIta ke bAre meM soca rahe the, aura yaha AvAja unake bhaviSya ke bAre meM kucha kaha rahI thI / yaha AvAja kaha rahI thI, maiM par3ha sakatA hUM ciMtA mata karo basa par3ho maiM tumhAre mAdhyama se par3ha rahA houuNgaa| tuma gAo- maiM tumhAre mAdhyama se gA rahA houuNgaa| tuma kaho, maiM tumhAre mAdhyama se kaha rahA houuNgaa| basa jarA apane Apa ko rAste se haTA lo| : yaha itanA vicitra itanA apratyAzita thA ki unheM teja bukhAra ho gayA; ve itanA adhika parezAna jo the / ve ghara Ae, bImAra par3a ge| unakI patnI ne pUchA, kyA ho gayA hai? subaha to Apa bilakula bhale- caMge the, aura itanA teja bukhAra? ve bole, maiM tumheM eka bAta kahatA hUM yA to maiM pAgala ho gayA hUM yA usa pAra se kucha ghaTita huA hai| mujhe vizvAsa hI nahIM hotA ki maiM kisI kAma ke yogya bhI hUM lekina maiMne eka AvAja sunI hai jo kahatI hai, par3ho! gAo! aura maiM nahIM jAnatA ki kyA gAUM - aura yahI nahIM, maiMne gAnA zurU bhI kara diyaa| maiMne khuda ko ve bAteM kahate hue sunA jinake bAre meM maiMne kabhI socA bhI nahIM thA, aura ve paripUrNa kAvya kI bhAMti, laya, tAla aura saba kucha ke sAtha bAhara A rahI thiiN| maiM to isa para vizvAsa hI nahIM kara sktaa| yA to maiM pAgala ho gayA hUM yA mujha para kisI ne kabjA kara liyA hai| aba maiM tumhArA vahI pati nahIM rahA jo subaha ghara se gayA thA, daur3o aura kisI vaidya ko bulA kara lAo, mujhe upacAra kI AvazyakatA hai| meM lagAtAra pAgala hotA jA rahA hUM aura mujhe aba bhI yahI AvAja sunAI par3a rahI hai- gAo! aura suMdara kavitAeM mere bhItara utara rahI haiM aura mere hRdaya ko bharatI jA rahI haiN| patnI unakI pahalI ziSyA thii| usane unake caraNasparza kie| vaha unake cAroM ora prabhAmaMDala dekha skii| yaha jvara nahIM thA; yaha unake AbhAmaMDala kA prathama prasphuTana thaa| ve jvaragrasta mahasUsa kara rahe
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________________ the, kyoMki yaha itanA uttapta, itanA nayA thA, aura ve parezAna ho gae the, kyoMki ve taiyAra nahIM the, unheM aisI koI AzA nahIM thI, unhoMne isake lie koI yojanA nahIM banAI thii| yadi unheM pataMjali ke bAre meM patA hotA to aisA nahIM huA hotaa| pataMjali ne hara bAta likha dI hai; unhoMne sArI yAtrA, aMtaryAtrA kA nakzA banA diyA hai| to ve isa sUtra ko samajha gae hote| isa sUtra kI AvazyakatA thii| 'taba vibhinna taloM kI adhiSThAtA, adhibhautika sattAoM ke dvArA bheje gae nimaMtraNoM ke prati Asakti yA una para garva se bacanA cAhie, kyoMki yaha azubha ke punarjIvana kI saMbhAvanA lekara aaegaa|' lekina pataMjali kahate haiM, smaraNa rakho, jaba tuma uccatara taloM ke vAhaka bana jAo, garva karanA mata AraMbha karo, apane Apa ko cune hue kucha meM yA cayanita anubhava karanA mata AraMbha kro| aisA mata anubhava karane lago ki tumheM chAMTA gayA, cunA gayA, cayanita kiyA gayA hai aura tuma viziSTa ho| anyathA yahI tumhAre patana kA kAraNa bana jaaegaa| eka sUphI kahAnI hai eka murzida ke murzida kA murzida, jaba ki abhI vaha yuvA hI thA, logoM ke eka samUha meM bola rahA thaa| isa samUha meM eka bar3I AMkhoM vAlA daraveza sAdhAraNa bhUre vastra pahane baiThA huA thaa| yaha daraveza lagAtAra vaktA kI ora dekhatA rhaa| usane aisI jAnane vAlI dRSTi se use dekhA ki vaktA ghabar3A gayA aura vahAM se haTa gyaa| vaktavya samApta hone para yaha daraveza usake pAsa gayA aura usase bolA ki vaha use dIkSA dene ke lie bhejA gayA hai| aisA nahIM ho sakatA, mere pitA pahale se hI merI dIkSA ke lie vyavasthA kara cuke haiN| maiMne tumheM batAyA ki mujhe bhejA gayA hai, daraveza ne khaa| koI bAta nahIM, mujhe apane pitA kI icchA ko pUrA karanA cAhie, yuvaka ke dvArA isa prakAra se jora dene para daraveza vApasa lauTa gyaa| usa rAta usa vyakti ne svapna dekhA ki usake pitA use daraveza davArA dIkSita ho jAne ke lie kaha rahe haiN| prAtaHkAla meM vaha daraveza usake kamare meM yaha kahate hue AyA ki use dIkSA dene usako bhejA gayA hai| kyA tuma eka dina pahale kI bAta bhI yAda nahIM rakha sakate? jAo, mere pitA merI dIkSA ke lie vyavasthA kara rahe haiN| daraveza ne usako dekhA, vaha apanI AMkhoM meM muskurAyA aura bolA, kyA tuma apanA sapanA bhUla cuke ho? isa para vaha vyakti natamastaka ho gayA aura daraveza dvArA dIkSita ho gyaa| isake bAda kaI dinoM taka yaha vyakti jIvana aura pavitra graMthoM ke bAre meM, hara prakAra ke prazna isa daraveza se pUchatA rahA, jinako
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________________ usane kaMdhe ucakA kara anuttarita chor3a diyaa| eka rAta vaha yuvaka apane kamare meM baiThA soca rahA thA ki nizcita rUpa se vaha isa zikSaka ke sAtha kahIM nahIM pahuMcegA jo usake praznoM ke mAmale meM ajJAnI pratIta hotA hai| isI vicAra ke samaya daraveza vahAM praviSTa huA aura usane phusaphusA kara gahare vizvAsa ke sAtha kahA 'tumhAre praznoM kA uttara meM huuN|" , aba ye kahAniyAM basa kahAniyoM jaisI lagatI haiM- paurANika, kAlpanika, rUpaka jaisI, yA adhika se adhika prtiikaatmk| aisA nahIM hai| ve vAstavika haiN| yadi tuma taiyAra ho turaMta hI uccatara taloM se saMdezoM para saMdeza tuma para AnA AraMbha ho jAte haiM ve laMbe samaya se pratIkSarata the ki koI vyakti grahaNazIla keMdra bana jaae| jaba aisA ghaTe, to unako inakAra mata krnaa| jaba aisA ho, to khule aura upalabdha rhnaa| pahalI bAta apane hRdaya ko zraddhA ko khola denA aura dUsarI bAta, garva anubhava mata , " krnaa| yadi tuma ye do kAma kara sake, paramAtmA tumhAre mAdhyama se kArya karanA AraMbha kara detA hai| tuma eka bAMsurI, eka polA bAMsa bana jAte ho, vaha tumhAre mAdhyama se gAnA AraMbha kara detA hai| lekina eka bAra garva A gayA, gIta baMda ho jAtA hai| eka bAra tumane zreSTha samajhanA AraMbha kiyA nahIM ki gIta kamajora par3ane lagatA hai| yaha aneka logoM ke sAtha ho cukA hai ve zreSThatara saMsAra, uccatara saMsAra, adhibhautika vizva ke saMparka meM Ae aura tabhI unhoMne garva anubhava karanA AraMbha kara diyA; turaMta hI yA kucha samaya ke aMtarAla meM yaha saMparka punaH kho gayA, ve sAmAnya ho ge| kiMtu taba ve bahuta bar3e dhokhebAja bana gae, kyoMki ve yaha svIkAra nahIM kara sakate haiM ki aba saMparka kho cukA hai| maiMne aise kaI loga dekhe haiM jinake pAsa vAstava meM camatkArI zaktiyAM thIM, lekina taba ve abhimAnI ho ge| tabhI zakti kho gaI aura phira ve sAmAnya jAdUgara bana gae, kyoMki ve yaha vicAra svIkAra nahIM kara sakate ki aba ve aisA nahIM kara sakate haiN| ve yaha kiyA karate the, aisA eka bAra ho cukA hai| yahI to huA hai satya sAIMbAbA ke sAtha ve saMparka meM Ae the| pahalA kAma jo unhoMne kiyA thA vaha unase nahIM huA thA, lekina aba saba kucha ve hI kara rahe haiN| pahalI bAta to basa ghaTa gaI thI, lekina phira unheM camatkAroM kA nazA, viziSTatA kA abhimAna ho gyaa| aba jo kucha bhI ve kara rahe haiM vaha mAtra dhokhAdhar3I hai, aba unheM apanI pratiSThA kAyama rakhanI hai| aba ve eka Ama jAdUgara se bhI nimnastarIya haiM, kyoMki kama se kama eka Ama jAdUgara yaha mAnatA to hai ki vaha tarakIbeM kara rahA hai| kiMtu yaha tarkayukta pratIta hotA hai| eka bAra tuma kucha kara sakate the, aura aba tuma use na kara sako, taba kiyA kyA jAe? isake vikalpa meM tuma kucha aura karate ho| tuma kucha sIkhanA aura kucha karanA AraMbha kara dete ho, kisI bhI prakAra se apanA vaha stara yathAvata rakhanA hai, jo tumane apane caturdika nirmita kara liyA hai, apanI chavi jo tumane apane cAroM ora banA rakhI hai|
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________________ jaba kabhI tumhAre sAtha kucha ghaTita ho-aura yaha aneka ke sAtha hone vAlA hai, kyoMki maiMne bahuta sI vidhiyAM tumhAre lie upalabdha karavA dI haiM; yadi tuma unameM gahare utarate ho, to aneka cIjeM tumhAre lie upalabdha hone jA rahI haiM-pahalI bAta yaha ki upalabdha raho; dUsarI bAta yaha isa para garva mata kro| ise eka tathya kI bhAMti grahaNa kara lo, isakA pradarzana kabhI mata kro| aura yadi yaha tuma para balapUrvaka Ae, to zaktiyoM se kaho ki tumheM eka chAyA mAtra banA de ki tumheM kisI prakAra se patA hI na lage ki tumhAre mAdhyama se kyA ghaTa rahA hai| kyoMki agara tuma jAna gae, to pUrI saMbhAvanA hai ki tumhArA patana ho jAe, tuma ahaMkAra kA saMcaya AraMbha kara do-maiM yaha kara sakatA hUM maiM vaha kara sakatA hUM-aura tuma nimnatara kI ora phisalane lgo| Aja itanA hii| pravacana 86 - kevala paramAtmA jAnatA hai praznasAra: 1-upadrava kI sthitiyoM ke madhya gahare-aura-gahare kaise saMbhava ho sakatA hai? 2-jaba maiM Apase nikaTatA anubhava karatI hUM, una kSaNoM meM maiM haMsanA cAhatI huuN| aisA kyoM hotA hai? 3-ina rogoM kA upacAra .kaise ho; kRpaNatA, bakavAsa rahanA, abhinetA vyaktiva aura abhimaan| kyA inase nibaTane ke lie dhyAna praryApta hai? 4-meM yaha vyakti jo pratyeka subaha zveta vastroM meM usa kursI para baiThatA hai, kauna hai?
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________________ prazna: zarIra aura-aura saMvedanazIla hotA jA rahA hai| yaha aura teja gati se spaMdita hotA pratIta hotA hai| jitanA adhika cetanA aura bodha para kArya hotA hai, sacetana bodha hotA jAtA hai| pUrva kI dhyAna kI avasthAoM yA sthitiyoM se dhyAna kI na tulanA ho pA rahI hai| na pahacAna bana rahI hai| zora aura sAMsArika UhApoha ke madhya meM grahaNazIla, niSkriya dhyAna ke lie kama samaya aura avakAza aura zAMta paristhitiyAM mila pA rahI hai| phira bhI kucha ghaTa rahA hai| tArkika samajha ke kSINa hone kI pRSThabhUmi meM bhI Apake prati agAdha zraddhA hai| yadi Apa cAheM to kRpayA samajhAeM vAstava meM kyA ghaTita ho rahA hai? aura spaSTa: upadrava kI sthitayoM ke madhya gahare aura gahare jAnA kaise saMbhava ho sakatA hai| pahalI bAta, aura sarvAdhika AdhArabhUta bAtoM meM se eka bAta sadaiva yAda rakhanI hai ki vyakti kA punarjanma arAjakatA meM hI hotA hai| aura koI anya upAya hai bhI nhiiN| yadi tuma dubArA janma pAnA cAhate ho, tumheM paripUrNa avyavasthA se hokara gujaranA pdd'egaa| kyoMki tumhAre purAne vyaktitva ko chinna-bhinna karanA pdd'egaa| tuma TUTa kara bikhara jaaoge| tumane apane bAre meM jo kucha bhI vizvAsa kiyA thA vaha dhIre- dhIre khone lgegaa| vaha saba jisase tumane apanA tAdAtmya kiyA huA thA, maMda, dhuMdhalA ho jaaegaa| vaha DhAMcA jo samAja ne tumheM diyA huA hai, vaha caritra jo samAja ne tumhAre Upara thopa diyA thA, khaMDa-khaMDa hokara gira pdd'egaa| puna: tuma binA caritra ke khar3e ho jAoge jaise ki tuma apane janma ke samaya pahale dina the| saba kucha asta-vyasta ho jAegA, aura usa arAjakatA meM se, usa zUnyatA meM se tumhArA punarjanma hogaa| isIlie maiM bAra-bAra kahatA hUM ki dharma bar3I himmata kI bAta hai| yaha mRtyu hai, eka virATa mauta, lagabhaga AtmahatyA, svaicchika rUpa se tuma mara jAte ho| aura tuma nahIM jAnate ki kyA hone jA rahA hai, kyoMki tuma yaha jAna bhI kaise pAoge ki kyA hone jA rahA hai? tuma to mRta ho, isalie zraddhA kI AvazyakatA hotI hai| isIlie sAtha meM, satata rUpa se, arAjakatA ke sAtha hI sAtha mere prati eka zraddhA vikasita ho rahI hai, phira bhayabhIta hone kI koI AvazyakatA na rhii| zraddhA samhAla hI legii| yadi sAtha meM zraddhA isake sAtha hI sAtha na vikasita ho rahI hotI, taba khatarA ho sakatA hai, taba vyakti vikSipta ho sakatA hai| ata: ve loga jinameM zraddhA nahIM hai, unako vAstava meM dhyAna meM nahIM utaranA caahie| yadi ve dhyAna meM utareMge, ve marane lageMge, aura unako khar3e ho pAne ke lie koI bhUmi, koI sahArA dene vAlA mAhaula nahIM milegaa|
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________________ aneka loga mere pAsa Ate haiM aura mujhase pUchate haiM, 'yadi hama saMnyAsa na leM to kyA Apa hamArI sahAyatA nahIM kareMge?' maiM tumhArI sahAyatA hetu taiyAra rahUMgA, kiMtu tuma ise lene ke lie taiyAra nahIM hooge| kyoMki yaha kevala mere dene kA prazna nahIM hai, yaha tumhAre lene kA bhI prazna hai| maiM ur3ela rahA hoUMgA, lekina yadi zraddhA nahIM hai to tuma isako grahaNa nahIM kara paaoge| aura jaba koI zraddhA nahIM to isako tama para ur3elane kA koI aucitya bhI nahIM hai| tama jitanA grahaNazIla hoge utanI mAtrA ke hI grahaNa kroge| saMnyAsa tumhArI gaharI zraddhA kA pratIka bhara hai, ise darzAtA hai ki aba tuma mere sAtha jA rahe ho-jaba sArA tarka kahe mata jAo, taba bhI, jaba tumhArA mana pratirodha kare aura kahe, yaha to khataranAka hai, tuma asurakSA ke saMsAra meM jA rahe ho, taba bhii| jaba tumhArA mana tumheM, tumhAre caritra aura tumhAre raMga-DhaMga ko bacAne kA prayAsa kareM, taba bhI, yadi tuma mere sAtha jAne ko taiyAra ho, to tumhAre bhItara zraddhA hai| zraddhA koI bhAvanAmAtra nahIM hai; yaha bhAvuka honA nahIM hai| yadi tuma socate ho ki yaha kevala bhAvuka logoM ke lie hai, to tuma galata ho| gaharI bhAvukatA meM tuma kaha sakate ho, mujhako zraddhA hai, lekina yaha koI bahuta sahAyaka nahIM hone jA rahA hai, kyoMki jaba sabhI kucha kho rahA hogA, taba jo pahalI cIja khoegI vaha tamhArI zraddhA hai| yaha bahuta kamajora, napuMsaka hai| zraddhA ko itanA gaharA aura Thosa cAhie ki yaha bhAvukatA jaisI na ho, yaha koI bhAvadazA nahIM hai, yaha tumhAre bhItara kA kucha aisA sthAyI bhAva hai, ki cAhe jo kucha bhI ho, kama se kama tuma zraddhA nahIM khooge| yahI kAraNa hai ki maiM tumase choTI cIjeM karane ke lie kahatA huuN| ve arthapUrNa nahIM dikhAI par3atI haiN| maiM gairika vastra para jora detA huuN| kabhI-kabhI tuma socate hoge kyoM? isameM kyA bAta hai? kyA maiM gairika vastroM ke binA dhyAna nahIM kara sakatA? tuma dhyAna kara sakate ho; yaha bAta jarA bhI nahIM hai| maiM tumase kucha aisA karavA rahA haM jo tarkayukta nahIM hai| gairika vastroM ke lie koI kAraNa nahIM hai, isakA koI vaijJAnika kAraNa nahIM hai| koI vyakti kisI bhI raMga ke kapar3e pahana kara dhyAna kara sakatA hai aura zAna ko upalabdha ho sakatA hai| maiM tumako kucha tarkahIna bAteM parIkSaNa kI bhAMti de rahA hUM ki tuma mere sAtha calane ko taiyAra ho| maiM tumako mUrkha banA dene ke lie tumhAre gale meM mAlA DAla detA hUM jisase tuma saMsAra meM mUrkha kI bhAMti jaao| loga tumhAre Upara haMseMge, ve soceMge ki tuma pAgala ho gae ho| yahI to maiM cAhatA hUM kyoMki yadi tuma mere sAtha taba bhI cala sake, jaba ki maiM tumheM lagabhaga pAgala banAe de rahA hUM to hI mujhe patA lagatA hai ki jaba vAstavika saMkaTa AegA tuma zraddhAvAna rhoge| tumhAre cAroM ora ye saMkaTa kRtrima rUpa se khar3e kie gae haiN| ve binA kisI kAraNa ke AtyaMtika rUpa se mahatvapUrNa haiN| unakI mahattA tarka se gaharI hai| sabhI sadaguruoM ne yaha kiyA hai| jaba ibrAhIma, eka sUphI sadaguru apane sadaguru ke pAsa dIkSA ke lie AyA, ibrAhIma eka sulAna thA, aura sadaguru ne usako dekhA aura usane kahA : apane vastra tyAga do, merA jUtA le lo aura naMge hokara bAjAra meM jAo aura mere jUte ko apane sara para maaro| usake purAne ziSyagaNa, ve loga jo cAroM ora
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________________ baiThe hu the, unhoMne kahA : yaha bahuta kaThoratA hai, aisA kyoM? Apane hamase kabhI aisA nahIM kahA? Apane hamase kabhI gI kahA- nagna ho jAo aura bAjAra jAo aura apane sira para Apake jUte ko mAro, Apa sulAna ibrAhIma ke prati itane kaThora kyoM haiM? sadaguru ne kahA : kyoMki usakA ahaMkAra tumhAre ahaMkAra se bar3A hai| vaha eka sultAna hai, aura mujhe use girAnA hai, varanA Age kA kArya saMbhava na ho skegaa| lekina ibrAhIma ne koI savAla na pUchA, usane basa vastro kA tyAga kara diyaa| yaha usake lie atyAdhika kaThina rahA hogA usI rAjadhAnI meM jahAM vaha sadaiva sultAna kI taraha rahA thA, usako hamezA se karIba-karIba atimAnava kI bhAMti samajhA gayA thA, galiyoM se gujaranA, jisameM vaha kabhI gayA bhI na thA, aura usa para bhI nagna hokara apane sara para jUtA mArate hue| lekina vaha gayA, zahara meM ghuumaa| usakI haMsI ur3AI gaI, baccoM ne usake Upara patthara pheMkanA zurU kara usakA upahAsa aura haMsI ur3Ane lagI, jaise ki vaha pAgala ho gayA ho ghUmA aura vApasa lauTa aayaa| die - sva bhIr3a, eka bar3I bhIr3a lekina vaha nagara meM cAroM ora sadaguru ne kahA : tumheM svIkAra kiyA jAtA hai, aba saba kucha sambhava hai, tuma khula gae ho| to isakA kyA kAraNa hai? yadi tuma samajho, to tuma samajha jAoge ki vaha usake ahaMkAra ko toDne kA eka upAya hai| jaba ahaMkAra calA jAtA hai, zraddhA A jAtI hai| saMnyAsa to basa eka upAya hai, eka DhaMga hai, yaha dekhane kA, kyA tuma mere sAtha A sakate ho? maiMne tumhAre lie ise karIba-karIba nAmumakina banA diyA hai- mere cAroM ora ur3ane vAlI aphvaaheN| maiM unheM sahArA detA rahatA hUM aura maiM tumase bhI kahUMgA ki jitanI aphavAheM nirmita kara sakate ho tuma bhI kro| satya kI ciMtA mata karo, aphavAheM udd'aao| jo loga ina aphavAhoM ke bAvajUda mujhase saMparka karane meM samartha ho pAeMge, ve hI ucita, sAhasI, himmatavara loga hoNge| unake lie bahuta kucha saMbhava hai| isalie pahalI bAta yahAM para upadrava bahuta jAna kara nirmita kiyA gayA hai| isalie aisA mata soco ki yaha kisI prakAra kI samasyA hai nahIM yaha eka upAya hai| aura hara kisI ke pAsa jAkara upadrava ke bAre meM mata pUcho, varanA vaha socegA ki tuma pAgala ho rahe ho| manocikitsaka ke pAsa jAkara mata pUcho kyoMki sArI manocikitsA, manovizleSaNa logoM kI eka bahuta hI galata DhaMga se sahAyatA karane ke prayAsa meM saMlagna haiN| ve tumheM eka samAyojita vyakti banAne kI koziza karate haiN| yahAM merA pUrA prayAsa tumhAre sabhI samAyojana toDne ke lie hai| jise maiM sRjanAtmaka upadrava kahatA hUM ise ve kusamAyojana kaheMge aura ve cAhate haiM ki hara koI sAmAnya ho jAe, binA kabhI yaha soce ki kauna sAmAnya hai| hu
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________________ samAja, bahumata, bhIr3a sAmAnya hai| kahAM hai kasauTI? kise sAmAnya ke rUpa meM socA jAnA cAhie? koI mApadaMDa nahIM hai| bhArata meM kisI bAta ko sAmAnya samajhA jAegA; usI bAta ko cIna meM sAmAnya nahIM mAnA jaaegaa| koI bAta jise svIDana meM sAmAnya samajhA jAtA hai; usI ko bhArata meM sAmAnya nahIM samajhA jaaegaa| pratyeka samAja kA vizvAsa hai ki adhikatara loga sAmAnya haiN| aisA nahIM hai| aura kisI vyakti ko bhIr3a ke sAtha samAyojita hone ke lie bAdhya karanA koI racanAtmakatA nahIM hai, yaha bahuta prANahIna karane vAlA kRtya hai| samAyojana una logoM ke lie acchA ho sakatA hai jo samAja ko prabhAvita kara rahe haiM, lekina yaha tumhAre lie acchA nahIM hai| pratyeka samAja purohitoM, zikSakoM, manocikitsakoM kA upayoga bagAvatI logoM ko vApasa lAne ke lie, unheM tathAkathita sAmAnyapana aura samAyojana meM vApasa dhakelane ke lie karatA hai| ve sabhI sthApita samAja kI, yathAsthiti kI sevA karate haiN| ve sabhI usa varga kI sevA karate haiM jo prabhAvazAlI hai| aba ve soviyata rUsa meM yahI kara rahe haiN| yadi koI vyakti sAmyavAdI nahIM hai to kusamAyojita hai| ve usako mAnasika cikitsAlaya meM rakhate haiM, ve usako aspatAla meM bharatI karA dete haiN| ve usakI cikitsA karate haiN| aba soviyata rUsa meM sAmyavAdI na honA eka prakAra kI bImArI hai| kaisI mUrkhatA hai? unake pAsa zakti hai| ve tumheM bijalI ke jhaTake deMge, ve tumhArA mastiSka nirmala, brena-vaoNza kareMge, ve tumheM zAmaka auSadhiyAM deMge tAki tuma maMdamati ho jaao| aura jaba tuma apanI AbhA, apanI maulikatA kho cuke hooge, jaba tuma apanI nijatA kho cuke hooge aura tuma vyaktitva vihIna ho gae hooge, ve tumase kahate haiM, 'aba tuma sAmAnya ho|' yAda rakho, maiM yahAM tumheM sAmAnya banAne yA samAyojita karane ke lie nahIM huuN| maiM yahAM tumako avibhAjita vyakti banAne ke lie haiN| aura tuma bhI apanI niyati ke atirikta anya kisI mAnadaMDa ko pUrA karane ke lie nahIM ho| maiM tumheM sIdhe hI dekha rahA huuN| maiM yaha nahIM kaha rahA hUM ki tumako 'isakI' bhAMti ho jAnA hai; kyoMki isI prakAra to tumheM vinaSTa kiyA gayA hai, isI prakAra tumhAre tathAkathita caritra kA nirmANa kiyA gayA hai| yahI caritra eka roga hai, yaha bImArI hai, isI prakAra se tuma baMdha gae ho, pIDita ho| mujhako ise vinaSTa, chinnabhinna karanA par3egA, tAki tuma mukta ho sako, tAki puna: tuma UMcI ur3Ana bharanA AraMbha kara sako, puna: tuma apane svayaM ke astitva ke rUpa meM socanA AraMbha kara do, puna: tuma eka vyakti bana sko| samAja ne ise itanA adhika pradUSita kara diyA hai, tumheM itanA adhika bhraSTa kara diyA hai, ki jaba bhI UhApoha kI avasthA AtI hai tuma bhayabhIta ho jAte ho-ho kyA rahA hai? kyA maiM dIvAnA huA jA rahA huuN| eka bahuta prasiddha kahAnI' maiMne sunI hai, jaba mahArAnI merI amarIkA yAtrA para gaIM aura unako sarvAdhika prasiddha manasvida se milane ko kahA gyaa|
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________________ paricArikA ne sammAnapUrvaka mahArAnI merI ko bhItara AmaMtrita kiyA aura manasvida se bolI : maiM rUmAniyA kI mahArAnI se ApakI bheMTa karavAnA caahuuNgii| manasvida ne mahArAnI kI ora dekhA aura pUchA : kitane samaya se ve socA karatI haiM ki ve mahArAnI ho gaI haiM? kyoMki manasvida sadaiva unhIM logoM kI cikitsA kara rahA hai jinameM se koI socatA hai ki vaha sikaMdara hai, koI socatA hai ki vaha caMgIja khAna hai, koI socatA hai ki vaha hiTalara hai, koI socatI hai ki vaha kliyopetrA hai| ata: niHsaMdeha vaha soca hI na pAyA ki mahArAnI merI romAniyA kI samrAzI svayaM AI haiN| usane socA, aura koI strI pAgala ho gaI hai, kitane samaya se ve socA karatI hai ki ve mahArAnI ho gaI haiM? maiMne eka aura kahAnI sunI hai eka manocikitsaka ke pAsa eka rogI ko usake mitra lekara Ae, unhoMne cikitsaka ko batAyA ki vaha vyakti vibhramoM se pIr3ita hai ki bahuta zAnadAra kismata usakI pratIkSA meM hai| vaha do patroM kI apekSA kara rahA thA jo use samAtrA meM rabar3a kI paudha aura dakSiNa aphrIkA meM kucha khAnoM ke nAmoM ke bAre meM vistAra se jAnakArI deNge| yaha eka pecIdA mAmalA thA, aura maiMne isa para kaThora parizrama kiyA hai, manocikitsaka ne apane kucha sAthiyoM ko batAyA, aura jaise hI maiMne usa vyakti ko ThIka kara diyA, donoM patra A ge| saceta rho| ve do patra vAstava meM A sakate haiN| aura bhayabhIta mata ho| bhaya uThatA hai, kyoMki jaise hI tuma akele calanA AraMbha karate ho bhaya uTha khar3A hotA hai| vyakti ko asurakSA anubhava hotI hai| zaka uTha khar3A hotA hai ki kyA maiM sahI hUM? kyoMki sArI bhIr3a to eka dizA meM jA rahI hai, tumane akele calanA AraMbha kara diyA hai| bhIr3a ke sAtha saMdeha kabhI nahIM uThatA, kyoMki tuma socate ho. lAkhoM loga isa dizA meM jA rahe haiM, isameM kucha to bAta honA cAhie, kucha hai avshy| bhIr3a kA mana tuma para hAvI ho jAtA hai| itane adhika loga galata nahIM ho sakate, unheM sahI honA caahie| maiMne eka manovaijJAnika ke bAre meM sunA hai jo pikanika para gayA thaa| ve ThIka sthAna khojane ke prayAsa meM the; tabhI samUha ke eka sadasya ne unako Ane ke lie khaa| yaha suMdara sthAna hai, vaha bolA, sahI sthaan| vizAla vRkSa, chAyA, sAtha meM pravAhita hotI nadI, aura pUrNata: shaaNt| manovaijJAnika ne kahA. hAM, dasa lAkha cITiyAM galata nahIM ho sktiiN| dasa lAkha cITiyAM galata nahIM ho sktiiN| jahAM bhI pikanika spaoNTa ho cITiyAM eka sAtha ekatrita ho jAtI haiM-makkhiyAM aura ciittiyaaN| yahI hai hamAre bhItara kA gaNita, ki itane sAre loga, ki ve galata
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________________ nahIM ho sakate haiN| akele meM vyakti kA sara cakarAtA hai| bhIr3a ke sAtha, isa ora, usa ora, sAmane, pITha pIche, cAroM tarapha loga, vyakti ko bilakula ThIka lagatA hai| itane sAre loga jA rahe haiM; ve ThIka dizA meM hI jA rahe hoNge| aura pratyeka vyakti yahI soca rahA hai| koI nahIM jAnatA ki ve kahAM jA rahe haiN| ve jA rahe haiM kyoMki sArI bhIr3a jA rahI hai| aura yadi tuma pratyeka vyakti se nijI taura para pUcho, kyA tuma ThIka dizA meM jA rahe ho? vaha kahegA, mujhe nahIM patA, kyoMki sArA saMsAra jA rahA hai, isIlie maiM jA rahA huuN| yahAM para merA sArA prayAsa tumheM sAmUhika mana se bAhara lAne ke lie tumheM eka avibhAjita vyaktitva banAne meM sahAyatA dene ke lie hai| AraMbha meM tumako UhApoha kA sAmanA karanA pdd'egaa| aura gaharI zraddhA kI AvazyakatA hogI, AtyaMtika zraddhA kI AvazyakatA pdd'egii| anyathA tuma sAmUhika mana se bAhara to A sakate ho, lekina ho sakatA hai ki tuma vyaktigata mana meM na A sako, taba tuma pAgala ho jaaoge| yahI to khatarA hai| zraddhA ke binA dhyAna meM jAnA khataranAka hai| maiM tumheM isameM jAne ke lie nahIM kahUMgA, maiM tumase kahUMgA ki sAmAnya rahanA behatara hai, cAhe sAmAnya rahane kA kucha bhI artha ho| samAja ke sAtha samAyojita hokara rho| lekina agara vAstava meM tuma eka mahat, mahAnatama abhiyAna para jAne ke lie taiyAra ho to zraddhA karo aura taba UhApoha ke lie pratIkSA kro| tuma jitanA adhika sajaga ho jAte ho, to ni:saMdeha tuma isake prati kama bodhapUrNa hote ho| kyoMki koI jarUrata nahIM hai| sajaga honA paryApta hai| sajaga hone kA bodha eka tanAva bana jaaegaa| AraMbha meM aisA hI hai| tuma kAra calAnA sIkhanA zurU karate ho, niHsaMdeha tuma jyAdA parezAna hote ho, tumheM bahuta sI cIjoM kA khayAla rakhanA hotA hai - pahiyA, giyara, klaca, eksIlereTara, breka, sar3aka, aura yadi tumhArI patnI pichalI sITa para baiThI ho.... vyakti ko atyAdhika hozapUrNa honA par3atA hai, kyoMki bahuta sArI cIjoM ko eka sAtha samhAlanA par3atA hai| AraMbha meM yaha karIba-karIba asaMbhava hI pratIta hotA hai| phira kramaza: hara samasyA miTa jAtI hai, tuma ArAma se kAra calAte rahate ho, tuma kisI mitra se bAta kara sakate ho, tuma reDiyo suna sakate ho, tuma koI gAnA gA sakate ho yA tuma dhyAna kara sakate ho aura phira bhI vahAM koI samasyA nahIM hotI, aba DrAiviMga eka sahaja sphUrta ghaTanA bana cukI hai tuma isako jAnate ho, ata: aba isake prati Atma- cetana hone kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| jaba tuma dhyAna karate ho to ThIka yahI ghaTatA hai| AraMbha meM tumheM cetanA ke prati bodhapUrNa honA par3atA hai| isase eka tanAva, eka thakAna AtI hai| dhIre- dhIre, jaise- jaise hoza pragAr3ha hotA hai taba isake prati sajaga rahane kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM rahatI hai, yaha apane se hI zvasana kriyA kI bhAMti hotA rahatA hai, tumako isake prati sajaga rahane kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM, yaha svataH hotA hai| vAstava meM to dhyAna ke bAda kI avasthAoM meM yadi tuma apanI jAgarukatA ko lekara bahuta adhika ciMtita hote ho, to yaha eka avarodha hogA, jaise ki yadi tuma apanI zvAsa prakriyA ke prati sajaga ho jAo to tuma turaMta hI isakI
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________________ prAkRtika layabaddhatA ko bhaMga kara doge| yaha svAbhAvika rUpa se jArI rahatI hai, tumheM bIca meM par3ane kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| aura bodha ko itanA svAbhAvika ho jAnA cAhie.. .kevala taba hI yaha saMbhava hai; tuma so rahe ho taba bhI, bodha kA prakAza satata hai, pradIpta hai, jyoti jalatI rahatI hai-jaba tuma gahana nidrA meM ho taba bhii| aura prazna ke bAre meM aMtima bAta, tArkika samajha ke kSINa hone kI pRSThabhUmi meM bhI Apake prati zraddhA agAdha hai| tArkika samajha to samajha jarA bhI nahIM hai| yaha nAma kA bhrama hai| tarka ke mAdhyama se vyakti kabhI kucha nahIM smjhtaa| vyakti ko jo anubhava hote haiM basa vaha unhIM ko samajhatA hai| tarka eka jhUTha hai| yaha tumheM bhrAmaka anubhUti detA hai ki hAM, tuma samajha cuke ho| kevala anubhavoM ke mAdhyama se hI vyakti samajhatA hai, kevala astitvagata anubhUti ke mAdhyama se hI samajha saMbhava hai| udAharaNa ke lie, yadi maiM prema ke bAre meM bAta karatA hUM tuma isako tArkika rUpa se samajha lete ho, kyoMki tuma bhASA jAnate ho, tumheM zabda-vijJAna kI jAnakArI hai, tumheM zabdoM kA artha patA hai, tuma vAkyoM kI saMracanA se paricita ho, aura tumheM isake lie prazikSita kriyA gayA hai, isalie tuma samajha jAte ho ki maiM kyA kaha rahA hUM; lekina tumhArI samajha prema ke bAre meM hogI, yaha prema kI bilakula ThIka samajha nahIM hogii| yaha prema ke bAre meM hogI, yaha pratyakSa samajha nahIM hogii| aura prema ke bAre meM tuma cAhe kitane hI tathya aura sUcanAeM ekatrita karate cale jAo, tuma isa saMkalana ke mAdhyama se kabhI prema ko jAnane meM samartha nahIM ho skoge| tumheM prema meM utaranA par3egA, tumheM isakA svAda lenA par3egA, isameM vilIna honA par3egA, sAhasa karanA hogA, kevala taba tuma prema ko samajha paaoge| tArkika samajha to basa eka bahuta uthalI samajha hai| aura adhika astitvagata bno| yadi tuma prema ke bAre meM jAnanA cAhate ho, to pustakAlaya meM jAne aura dUsaroM ne prema ke bAre meM kyA kahA huA hai unakA mata jAnane ke sthAna para prema meM utara jAnA uttama hai| yadi tuma dhyAna karanA cAhate ho, pustakoM se dhyAna ke bAre meM saba kucha sIkhane ke bajAya sIdhe hI dhyAna meM jAo, isakA anubhava lo, isakA AnaMda lo, isameM praveza karo, isako apane cAroM ora ghaTane do, ise apane bhItara ghaTane do, tabhI tuma jAna loge| tuma binA nRtya kie hI kaise jAna sakate ho ki nRtya kyA hai? ise pustakoM ke dvArA jAnanA asaMbhava hai| yahAM taka ki kisI nartaka ko nRtya karate hue dekha kara jAnanA bhI kAphI kaThina hai, taba bhI yaha jAnanA nahIM hai, kyoMki tuma isakA bAhya rUpa dekhate ho, basa zarIra kI hlcl| tuma nahIM jAna sakate ki nartaka ke bhItara kyA ghaTa rahA hai? usameM kaisI layabaddhatA utpanna ho rahI hai? kaisI caitanyatA, kaisA bodha, kaisA maNibhIkaraNa, kaisA saMkeMdraNa usameM nirmita ho rahA hai? tuma ise dekha nahIM sakate, tuma isakA
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________________ anumAna nahIM lagA skte| bAhara se yaha upalabdha nahIM hai, aura tuma nartaka ke bhItarI saMsAra meM praveza nahIM kara skte| vahAM kA ekamAtra upAya hai-nartaka bana jAnA hai| jo kucha bhI suMdara, gahana aura zreSTha hai use jInA hI par3atA hai| zraddhA jIvana kI zreSThatama bAtoM meM se eka hai| prema se bhI zreSTha; kyoMki prema ghRNA ko jAnatA hai| zraddhA ko isake bAre meM kucha bhI nahIM ptaa| prema abhI bhI dvaita meM hai, ghRNA kA bhAga chipA rahatA hai, yaha abhI chUTa nahIM pAyA hai| tuma eka kSaNa meM hI apane priya se ghRNA kara sakate ho| kucha bhI isakA kAraNa bana sakatA hai aura ghaNA vAlA bhAga Upara A jAtA hai aura prema vAlA bhAga nIce calA jAtA hai| prema meM yaha kevala AdhA bhAga hI hai jise tuma prema kahate ho, basa sataha ke ThIka nIce ghRNA sadaiva pratIkSArata rahatI hai ki chalAMga lagA kara tuma para kabjA jamA ske| aura yaha tumhAre Upara hAvI ho jAtI hai| premI lar3ate rahate haiM, satata sNghrss| kisI vyakti ne prema ke bAre meM eka pustaka likhI hai, usakA zIrSaka suMdara hai di iMTImeTa enimI, aMtaraMga shtru| premI zatru bhI hai| kiMtu zraddhA prema se zreSThatara hai, yaha advaita hai| ise ghRNA kA jarA bhI patA nahIM hai| yaha kisI dhruvIyatA, kisI viparIta ko nahIM jAnatI hai| yaha basa eka hI hai| yaha zuddhatama prema hai-ghRNA se parizuddha kiyA gayA prema, prema jisane ghRNA ke bhAga ko pUrNata: tyAga diyA hai, prema jo khaTTe anubhava, kaTu anubhava meM nahIM badala sakatA, prema jo lagabhaga apArthiva, dUsare saMsAra kA ho cukA hai| ata: kevala ve hI, jo prema karate haiM, zraddhA kara sakate haiN| yadi tuma prema aura zraddhA se bacanA cAhate ho, to tumhArI zraddhA bahuta nimna stara kI hogI, kyoMki yaha apane sAtha ghRNA vAlA bhAga sadaiva lie hue hogii| tumheM pahale apanI UrjA ko prema meM se gujAranA hogA, tAki tuma prema aura ghRNA ke dvaita ke prati bodhapUrNa ho sko| taba vaha hatAzA hogI jo ghRNA vAle bhAga se AtI hai, phira anubhava ke mAdhyama se eka samajha kA janma hogA aura taba tuma ghRNA vAle bhAga ko tyAga sakate ho| tabhI zuddha prema, parama sAra, zeSa rahatA hai| puSpa bhI vahAM nahI hotA, basa sugaMdha mAtra hotI hai, taba tuma zraddhA meM Urdhvagamana karate ho| niHsaMdeha isakA tArkika samajha se kucha bhI lenA denA nahIM hai| vAstava meM to tArkika samajha jisa mAtrA meM khotI hai utanI hI zraddhA utpanna hogii| eka artha meM zraddhA aMdhI aura eka artha meM zraddhA dRSTi kI eka mAtra suspaSTatA hai| yadi tuma tarka se soco to zraddhA abhI dikhegii| buddhivAdI sadaiva zraddhA ko aMdhA kheNge| yadi tuma zraddhA ko anubhava ke mAdhyama se dekho to tuma haMsoge, tuma kahoge, mujhe pahalI bAra apanI 'AMkheM upalabdha huI haiN| to vahAM zraddhA hI ekamAtra suspaSTatA hai| dRSTi, krodha aura ghRNA ke kisI bAdala ke binA atyaMta pAradarzI, nitAMta nirmala ho jAtI hai|
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________________ prazna: - do-tIna mAha pUrva pravacana ke daurAna maiM khUba royA karatI thii| jaba Apa bhale hI koI haMsI kI bAta na kahe rahe ho| taba bhI jaba maiM Apake nikaTamA anubhava karatI hUM una kSaNoM meM maiM haMsanA aura haMsanA cAhatI huuN| aisA kyoM hai? lokana kyoM? kisalie? haMso ise eka prazna aura samasyA kyoM banAtI ho? : , yaha kRSNa rAdhA ne pUchA hai| pahale vaha pUchA karatI thI maiM kyoM ro rahI hUM?' aba kisI prakAra se kisI camatkAra se vaha ro nahIM rahI hai, balki haMsa rahI hai; lekina samasyA banI huI hai| hameM samasyAoM se kyoM cipakate haiM? bhale hI tuma prasannatA anubhava karo, acAnaka mana kahatA hai kyoM? jaise ki prasannatA bhI koI bImArI hai| vyAkhyA kI AvazyakatA par3atI hai, tArkika vyAkhyA kI AvazyakatA hotI hai; varana prasannatA bhI mUlyavAna na hogI / yaha satata jArI hai| maiM dekhatA hUM loga mere pAsa Ate haiM, ve parezAna haiM, ve pUchate haiM, kyoM? maiM samajha sakatA hUM jaba tuma pIr3A anubhava kara rahe ho to yaha pUchanA svAbhAvika hai, maiM samajha sakatA hUM ki vyakti pUchatA hai, kyoM? lekina maiM jAnatA hUM ki unakA 'kyoM' unake saMtApa se gaharA hai| zIghra hI ve prasannatA bhI anubhava karane lagate haiM, aura punaH ve vahAM haiM - bahuta parezAna, kyoMki ve prasanna haiN| aba 'kyoM pIr3A hai| maiM tumase eka kahAnI kahatA hUM eka manocikitsaka ke kAryAlaya meM eka vyakti AtA hai aura kahatA hai, DAkTara sAhaba, maiM to pAgala huA jA rahA hUM maiM socatA rahatA hUM ki maiM jebrA huuN| hara bAra jaba maiM darpaNa meM khuda ko dekhatA hUM apane pUre zarIra ko kAlI dhAriyoM se bharA huA pAtA huuN| manocikitsaka ne usako zAMta karane kA prayAsa kiyA-zAta ho jAeM, zAMta ho jAeM- cikitsaka kahatA hai, aba basa zAMta ho jAeM, ghara jAeM aura ye goliyAM khA leM, rAtri meM acchI nIMda soe, aura maiM Azvasta hUM ki kAlI dhAriyAM pUrI taraha se miTa jaaeNgii| to vaha becArA ghara calA jAtA hai aura do dina bAda lauTatA hai| vaha kahatA hai, DAkTara sAhaba, mujhako bahuta phAyadA huA hai| kyA Apake pAsa sapheda dhAriyoM ke lie bhI koI golI hai? lekina samasyA jArI rahatI hai|"
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________________ eka bAra aisA huA, koI vyakti eka pAgala navayuvaka ko mere pAsa lekara aayaa| usa navayuvaka ke mana meM eka bhrAmaka vicAra thA ki sote samaya usakI nAka yA muMha se hokara eka makkhI usake zarIra meM praviSTa ho gaI hai aura yaha usake bhItara bhinabhinAtI rahatI hai| isalie niHsaMdeha vaha bahuta parezAnI meM thaa| vaha idhara ko mur3atA, udhara ko mur3atA aura apane aMdara ghUmate daravezoM ke kAraNa DhaMga se baiTha bhI na pAtA, vaha so bhI nahIM sakatA, eka satata updrv| isa AdamI ke sAtha kyA kiyA jAe? isalie maiMne unase kahA : tuma bistara para leTa jAo, dasa minaTa ArAma karo, aura jo kiyA jA sakatA hai hama kreNge| maiMne use eka cAdara or3hA dI jisase vaha dekha na sake ki kyA ho rahA hai, aura kucha makkhiyAM pakar3ane ko sAre ghara meM idhara-udhara daur3atA phiraa| yaha muzkila thA, kyoMki maiMne pahale kabhI makkhI pakar3I nahIM thii| lekina logoM ko pakar3ane ke anubhava se sahAyatA milii| kisI bhI taraha se maiM tIna makkhiyAM pakar3a skaa| unheM maiMne eka botala meM baMda kiyA usa AdamI ke pAsa lAyA, usake Upara kucha UTapaTAMga taraha se hasta saMcAlana kiya taba use AMkheM kholane ko kahA aura use maiMne vaha botala dikhaaii| usane usa botala ko dekhaa| vaha bolA, jI hAM, Apane kucha makkhiyAM pakar3a lI haiM, lekina ye choTI vAlI haiM, bar3I vAlI abhI bhI bhItara haiM aura ve bahuta bar3I haiN| aba mAmalA kaThina ho gyaa| itanI bar3I makkhiyAM kahAM se lAI jAtI? usane kahA : maiM ApakA bahuta-bahuta AbhArI hUM kama se kama Apane choTI makkhiyoM se chuTakArA dilA diyA hai, lekina baDI makkhiyAM vAstava meM bahuta bar3I haiN| loga ulajhe rahate haiN| yadi tuma eka ora se unakI sahAyatA karo, ve usI samasyA ko dUsarI ora se le AeMge-jaise ki nizcita taura se usakI gaharI jarUrata ho| isako samajhane kA prayAsa kro| samasyA ke binA jInA behada kaThina hai, mAnavIya stara para karIba-karIba asNbhv| kyoM? kyoMki samasyA tumheM ghabar3A detI hai| samasyA se tumheM kArya mila jAtA hai| samasyA se tumheM kisI vyastatA ke binA vyastatA mila jAtI hai| samasyA tumheM ulajhAe rakhatI hai| yadi koI samasyA na ho to tuma apane astitva kI paridhi se cipake nahIM raha skte'| tuma keMdra dvArA AkarSita kara lie jaaoge| aura tumhAre astitva kA keMdra rikta hai| bilakula pahie ke dhure kI bhAMti hotA hai yh| rikta dhure para pUrA pahiyA ghUmatA hai| tumhArA aMtartama keMdra rikta, kucha nahIM, nA-kuchapana, zUnya, khAlI, khAI kI bhAMti hai| tuma usa khAlIpana se bhayabhIta ho, isalie tama pahie kI paridhi se cipake rahate ho, athavA yadi tuma thor3e sAhasI ho to adhika se adhika tuma tIliyoM se cipake rahate ho; lekina tuma dhure kI ora kabhI nahIM bddh'te| vyakti bhayabhIta, kaMpita anubhava karane lagatA hai| samasyAeM tumhArI sahAyatA karatI haiN| sulajhAne ke lie koI samasyA ho to tuma bhItara kaise jA sakate ho? loga mere pAsa Ate haiM aura ve kahate haiM, hama bhItara jAnA cAhate haiM, lekina kucha samasyAeM haiN| ve
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________________ socate haiM, kyoMki samasyAeM haiM isIlie ve bhItara nahIM jA rahe haiN| asalI bAta bilakala dasarI hai; kyoMki ve bhItara jAnA nahIM cAhate, ve samasyAeM nirmita karate haiN| isa samajha ko apane bhItara jitanA saMbhava ho sake utanI gaharAI taka utara jAne do, tumhArI sabhI samasyAeM banAvaTI haiN| maiM tumhArI samasyAoM kA, basa ziSTAcAravaza uttara die calA jAtA huuN| ve sabhI banAvaTI, buniyAdI rUpa se arthahIna haiN| lekina ve tumako svayaM kI upekSA karane meM sahAyatA detI haiM, ve tumheM bhaTakAtI haiN| aisA pratIta hotA hai ki koI bhItara kaise jA sakatA hai? pahale to itanI sArI samasyAeM par3I haiM sulajhAne ke lie| lekina eka samasyA sulajhatI hai ki turaMta dUsarI uTha khar3I hotI hai| aura yadi tuma nirIkSaNa karo, dekho, to tumheM patA lagegA ki dUsarI samasyA meM bhI vahI guNadharma hai jo pahalI meM thaa| isako sulajhAne kA prayAsa karo; tIsarI A jAtI hai, vikalpa turaMta taiyAra hai| maiM tumase eka kahAnI kahatA hUM : manocikitsaka : tuma kizoravaya bacce eka upadrava ho| tumhArI bhItara uttaradAyitva kI koI bhAvanA hI nahIM hai| bhautika padArthoM ke bAre meM bhUla jAo aura vijJAna, gaNita aura una jaise viSayoM ke bAre meM soco| tumhArI gaNita kaisI hai? rogI : koI bahuta acchI to nahIM hai| maiM tumhArI tathyAtmaka sUcanA ke lie eka parIkSaNa kruuNgaa| aba mujhe koI naMbara btaao| rAyala 3447, yahI vaha sTora hai jisameM merI premikA kArya karatI hai| majhe koI phona naMbara nahIM cAhie, basa koI sAdhAraNa sA naMbara batA do| ThIka hai, saiNtiis| yaha ThIka hai, aba kRpayA dUsarA naMbara btaao| baaiis| aura phir| saiNtiis| acchA, ThIka hai, dekho yadi tuma cAho to tumhArA mana dUsarI dizAoM meM bhI kArya kara sakatA hai| bilakula ThIka, 37, 22, 37, kyA phigara hai?
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________________ puna: garlaphreMDa para vApasI, yadi phona naMbara se nahIM to Akar3oM se yahI calatA calA jAtA haiM, anaMta tk| sAratatva ko dekho| pahalI bAta to ki tuma samasyAeM kyoM nirmita karanA cAhate ho? kyA ve vAstava meM samasyAeM haiM? kyA tumane apane Apase sarvAdhika mUlabhUta prazna pUchA hai : kyA vAstava meM samasyAeM haiM, yA tuma unheM nirmita kara rahe ho, aura tuma unheM nirmita karane ke AdI ho gae ho, aura tuma unake sAtha rahate ho aura yadi samasyAeM na ho to akelApana anubhava hotA hai? tuma saMtApagrasta bhI rahanA pasaMda karoge, lekina tuma rikta honA nahIM caahoge| loga apanI pIr3AoM taka se cipakate haiM kiMtu rikta hone ko rAjI nahIM haiN| maiM roja ise dekhatA hai| eka daMpati Ate haiN| donoM varSoM se jhagar3a rahe haiM, ve kahate haiM ki paMdraha varSoM se ve lar3A karate haiN| paMdraha varSoM se vivAhita haiM aura lagAtAra lar3a rahe haiM aura eka-dUsare ke lie naraka nirmita kara rahe haiN| taba tuma alaga kyoM nahIM ho jAte? tuma pIr3A se kyoM cipaka rahe ho? yA to badala jAo yA alaga ho jaao| apanA sArA jIvana barbAda karane meM kyA sAra hai? lekina maiM dekha sakatA hai ki kyA ghaTa rahA hai| ve akele hone ke lie taiyAra nahIM haiN| kama se kama pIr3A se unako sAtha to milatA hai| aura ve nahIM jAnate ki aba yadi ve alaga ho jAte haiM ve apane jIvana ko kisa bhAMti saMcAlita karane jA rahe haiN| ve lagAtAra calane vAle saMgharSa, krodha, bakavAsa, lar3AI aura hiMsA ke eka nizcita DhAMce meM samAyojita ho cuke haiN| unhoMne isakI tarakIba sIkha lI hai| aba ve nahIM jAnate ki kisI aura ke sAtha, eka alaga paristhiti meM, bhinna vyaktitva ke sAtha, kaise rahA jaae| kisI aura ke sAtha kaise rahA jAe? ve aura kucha jAnate bhI nahIM unhoMne saMtApa kI eka viziSTa bhASA sIkha lI hai| aba ve isameM kSamatA aura kauzala anubhava karate haiN| kisI naye vyakti ke sAtha hone kA artha hai dubArA a ba sa se AraMbha krnaa| paMdraha sAla eka nizcita kArya vyApAra meM saMlagna rahane ke bAda vyakti kahIM aura jAne meM bhayagrasta anubhava karatA hai| maiMne eka bar3e philma sTAra ke bAre meM sunA hai, jo eka manocikitsaka ke pAsa gayA aura bolA, majhameM saMgIta kI koI pratibhA nahIM hai, abhinaya kI koI yogyatA nahIM hai| maiM koI khUbasUrata, sajIlA vyakti nahIM huuN| merA ceharA kurUpa hai, merA vyaktitva bahuta durbala hai| mujhe kyA karanA cAhie? aura vaha eka prasiddha philma abhinetA hai| isa para vaha manocikitsaka bolA. lekina Apa abhinaya chor3a kyoM nahIM dete? yadi Apako lagatA hai ki Apa meM koI pratibhA nahIM hai, koI medhA nahIM hai, aura yaha vaha kArya nahIM hai jise Apako karanA hai, to Apa isa kArya se haTa kyoM nahIM jAte? usane kahA : kyA? isameM bIsa sAla kAma karane ke bAda, aura aba jaba ki maiM karIba-karIba eka prasiddha sitArA bana cukA hUM? tumhArI pIr3AoM meM bhI tumhArA niveza hai| dekho| jaba eka samasyA haTe basa dekho, vAstavika
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________________ samasyA turaMta hI kisI aura para sthAnAMtarita ho jaaegii| yaha aisA hI hai jaise koI sarpa apanI keMculI utAratA rahatA hai, lekina sAMpa vahI rahatA hai| yaha 'kyoM?' hI sarpa hai| jaba tuma royA karatI thI taba bhI yahI ciMtita thaa| aba ronA baMda ho cukA hai, tuma haMsa rahI ho| sAMpa apanI purAnI keMculI se bAhara A gayA hai| aba samasyA hai, kyoM? kyA tuma binA kisI 'kyoM' ke jIvana ko nahIM soca sakatI? tuma jIvana ko samasyA kyoM banA letI ho? eka vyakti kisI yahUdI se bAta kara rahA thA, aura vaha vyakti praznoM ke uttara ko anya praznoM dvArA dene kI yahUdI Adata se bahuta nArAjagI anubhava kara rahA thaa| nArAja hokara aMta meM usa vyakti ne kahA : tuma yahUdI loga praznoM kA uttara praznoM dvArA hI kyoM diyA karate ho? yahUdI ne uttara diyA : hama aisA kyoM na kareM? loga eka vartula meM ghUmate cale jAte haiN| hama aisA kyoM na kareM, phira eka prazna pUcha liyA gyaa| jarA isa ke bhItara dekho| yadi tuma haMsa rahI ho, suMdara hai yaha baat| vAstava meM yadi tuma mujhase pUcho to ronA bhI suMdara bAta thI, isameM kucha bhI galata nahIM thaa| yadi tama majhase vAstava meM pachatI ho, taba maiM kahUMgA jo kucha bhI hai, sviikaaro| yathArtha ko svIkAra karo, aura taba ronA bhI suMdara hai, aura 'kyoM?' kI pUchatAcha meM ulajhane kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| kyoMki yaha pUchatAcha tumheM tathyAtmakatA se bhaTakA detI hai| taba ronA mahatvapUrNa nahIM hai-tuma kyoM ro rahI ho| kAraNa kI talAza karate hue, taba vAstavika kho jAtA hai aura tama kAraNa kA pIchA karatI rahatI ho, yaha kahAM hai? tumheM kAraNa kahAM mila sakatA hai? tuma kAraNa kaise pA sakatI ho? tumheM saMsAra kI prAthamika utpati taka jAnA par3egA, vahAM kabhI koI AraMbha nahIM huA thaa| jarA soco| 'kyoM?' kA uttara dene ke lie AtyaMtika rUpa se tumheM saMsAra ke bilakula AraMbha taka jAnA pdd'egaa| aura koI AraMbha kabhI thA hI nhiiN| saMsAra hamezA se, sadA aura sadA rahA hai| jIne ke lie kisI prazna kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| aura uttaroM kI pratIkSA mata karo, praznoM ko girAnA AraMbha kara do| jIyo, aura tathya ke sAtha jiiyo| ronA-cillAnA ho, roo| isakA AnaMda lo| yaha eka suMdara ghaTanA hai, vizrAMtidAyaka, nirmala karane vAlI, zuddha karane vaalii| haMsanA suMdara hai, hNso| haMsI ko apane Upara mAlakiyata kara lene do| aise haMso ki tumhArA sArA zarIra isase AMdolita aura isake sAtha kaMpita ho| yaha zuddha karane vAlA hogA, yaha jIvaMtatA dene vAlA hogA, yaha tumheM puna: tAjagI se bhara degaa| lekina tathya ke sAtha rho| kAraNoM meM mata jaao| astitvagata ke sAtha raho isakI ciMtA mata lo ki yaha isa bhAMti kyoM hai, kyoMki isakA uttara nahIM diyA jA sakatA hai| buddha ne apane ziSyoM se kaI bAra
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________________ kahA, prazna mata pUcho, kama se kama parAbhautika prazna to pUcho hI mata, kyoMki ve mUr3hatAeM haiN| yathArtha ke sAtha rho| jIvana AtyaMtika rUpa itanA suMdara hai, ise abhI kyoM nahIM jI rahI ho? ronA, yaha jIvana kI eka mudrA hai, haMsanA bhI jIvana kI eka mudrA hai| kabhI kabhI tuma dukhI hotI ho| yaha jIvana kI eka mudrA, eka bhAvadazA hai| suMdara hai| kabhI kabhI tuma AnaMdita ho aura harSa se praphullita ho rahI ho, aura nRtya kara rahI ho| yaha bhI acchA aura suMdara hai jo kucha bhI ghaTatA hai, ise svIkAra karo, isakA svAgata karo, aura isake sAtha raho aura tuma dekhogI ki dhIre dhIre tumane prazna pUchane kI aura jIvana se samasyAeM nirmita karane kI Adata tyAga dI hai| aura jaba tuma samasyAeM nirmita nahIM karatI, jIvana apane sAre rahasya khola detA hai| yaha usa vyakti ke sammukha kabhI nahIM khulatA jo prazna pUchatA calA jAtA hai jIvana apane ko anAvRta karane ko taiyAra hai yadi tuma ise samasyA na bnaao| yadi tuma samasyA banAtI ho to tumhArA yaha nirmANa hI tumhArI AMkheM baMda kara detA hai| tuma jIvana ke prati AkrAmaka ho jAtI ho / vaijJAnika prayAsa aura dhArmika prayAsa ke bIca yahI bheda hai| vaijJAnika eka AkrAmaka vyakti hai, jo sadA jIvana se satya chInane kA prayAsa karatA hai, jIvana ko satya pradAna karane ke lie bAdhya karatA haikarIba-karIba baMdUka kI noka para hiMsaka DhaMga se dhArmika vyakti jIvana ke samakSa baMdUka ke sAtha khar3A hokara prazna nahIM pUchA krtaa| dhArmika vyakti jIvana ke sAtha basa vizrAMta ho jAtA hai, bahatA hai isake sAtha, aura jIvana dhArmika vyakti ke lie itane adhika rahasya udaghATita kara detA hai, jo vaha vaijJAnika ke sAmane kabhI na karatA / vaijJAnika to sadA meja se nIce girane vAle jUThana ke Tukar3oM ko ekatrita karatA rahatA hai| vaijJAnika ko kabhI atithi kI bhAMti nimaMtraNa nahIM milane vAlA hai jo jIvana ko prema karate haiM, isakA svAgata karate haiM, ise kisI prazna ke sAtha nahIM balki zraddhApUrvaka, harSa ke sAtha svIkAra karate haiM, ve hI atithi bana jAte haiN| prazna: ina rogoM kA bilakula sahI upacAra kaise ho? pahalA kRpaNatA / dUsarA. bakavAsa karanA, pUrNatva kI ciMtA karate rahanA / tIsarA abhinetA vyaktitva, arthAta sadaiva aisA vyavahAra karanA jaise ki yaha koI nATaka ho /
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________________ cauthA : abhimAna, isameM usake bAre meM abhimAna sammilita hai jise maiMne bAda meM apanI zAMtimayatA ke rUpa meM socanA AraMbha kara diyA hai| kyA inase nibaTane ke lie dhyAna paryApta hai, yA kisI atirikta cIja kI AvazyakatA par3atI hai, jaise ki hozapUrvaka unameM ati taka saMlagna ho jAnA, yA unheM najara aMdAja karane kA prayAsa, yA zAyada sacetana rUpa se unakI upekSA karanA? kRpaNatA tumhAre bhItara karIba-karIba eka aMta-nirmita guNa bana cukI hai| samAja kA pUrA DhAMcA ise nirmita karatA hai| yaha cAhatA hai ki tuma logoM se cIjeM chIna lo aura do mt| yaha tumheM mahatvAkAMkSI banAtA hai, aura mahatvAkAMkSI vyakti kapaNa ho jAtA hai| mahatvAkAMkSA koI bhI ho, sAMsArika, asAMsArika- lekina mahatvAkAMkSI vyakti kRpaNa ho jAtA hai| kyoMki vaha sadaiva bhaviSya kI taiyArI kara rahA hai, vaha jInA aura bAMTanA sahana nahIM kara sktaa| vaha kabhI bhI abhI aura yahIM nahIM hotaa| yadi usake pAsa dhana hai, to yaha dhana bhaviSya ke lie hai, abhI ke lie nahIM hai| aura bhaviSya meM tuma kisa bhAMti bAMTa sakate ho? bAMTanA to kevala vartamAna meM hI saMbhava hai| usake pAsa apane bur3hApe ke lie bana hai| yA loga haiM jinake pAsa unakA caritra aura sadaguNa, unake bhaviSya ke jIvana ke lie, svarga ke lie haiN| ve isI samaya kaise bAMTa sakate haiM? ve saMcaya kara rahe haiM, bhaviSya meM kabhI ghaTane vAlI kisI bar3I ghaTanA kI taiyArI meM saMlagna haiN| isa samaya ve nirdhana haiN| sabhI mahatvAkAMkSI loga nirdhana haiM, aura unakI nirdhanatA ke kAraNa ve kRpaNa ho gae haiN| ve sabhI kucha pakar3ate cale jAte haiN| vyartha kI cIjeM ve jor3ate rahate haiN| eka vyakti ke sAtha maiM rahA karatA thaa| maiM yaha dekha kara hairAna thA ki unakA pUrA ghara eka kabAr3akhAnA thaa| usa ghara meM to rahanA bhI kaThina thA; vahAM koI sthAna bacA hI na thaa| aura ve jo bhI mile lagAtAra ekatrita kie cale jAte the| eka dina maiM Tahalane gayA thA, unako maiMne sar3aka ke kinAre par3A haA sAikila kA eka haiMDila 3 khA, basa eka haiNddil| unhoMne cAroM tarapha dekhA, aura unheM dikhA ki unheM koI bhI nahIM dekha rahA hai, ve haiMDila uThA kara apane ghara le Ae, jaba maiM vApasa lauTA, maiM unake ghara calA gayA aura kahA, 'vaha haiMDila kahAM hai?' ve thor3A sA ghabaDAe, unhoMne kahA : kyA Apane ise dekhA thA? maiM vahAM thaa|
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________________ lekina ve kahane lage, yaha eka acchI cIja hai| aura kauna jAnatA hai? dhIre- dhIre maiM pUrI sAikila ekatrita kara skuuN| aura isameM galata bhI kyA hai? aura maiMne isako curAyA nahIM hai, koI isako pheMka gayA thaa| isa bhAMti ve cIjeM ekatrita karate cale gae-vyartha kI vastueM - lekina ve sadaiva bhaviSya ke bAre meM socate rahate haiM kisI dina ye cIjeM upayogI ho jAeMgI; kisI dina unakI jarUrata par3a sakatI haiN| kauna jAne? tuma apane ghara meM aisA nahIM kara rahe hooge, lekina tuma sabhI apane hRdaya meM yahI karate ho| yadi tuma apane hRdaya meM, apane mana meM utara kara dekho, tumheM yaha kabAr3akhAne jaisA lgegaa| tumane kabhI ise sApha nahIM kiyA hai| tuma isameM kacarA bharate jAte ho, aura phira tuma bhArI ho jAte ho, aura taba tuma bojhilatA anubhava karate ho, aura taba tuma upadrava meM phaMsA huA anubhava karate ho| aura phira AMtarika kurUpatA kA janma hotA hai| lekina saMtApa ke AdhAra ko samajhane kA prayAsa kro| yaha bhaviSya meM kahIM aura rahane ke vicAra meM nihita hai| yadi tumheM abhI aura yahIM rahanA ho to tuma kabhI kRpaNatApUrvaka nahIM jI sakate? kyoMki tuma bAMTa sakate ho| koI bhI cIja kisalie ekatrita kI jAe ? saMcaya kisa lie? aisI koI anivAryatA nahIM hai, kala ho hI, yaha nahIM bhI ho sakatA hai| bAMTA kyoM na jAe? AnaMdita kyoM na huA jAe? isI kSaNa jIvana tumhAre bhItara khila rahA hai| isakA AnaMda lo, ise bAMTo kyoMki isako bAMTane se yaha saghana ho jAtA hai bAMTane se, yaha aura adhika jIvaMta ho jAtA hai bAMTane se isakI vRddhi hotI hai aura vikAsa hotA hai| ataH sArI bAta yaha samajha lenA hai ki bhaviSya nahIM hai| bhaviSya ko mahatvAkAMkSI mana dvArA nirmita kiyA jAtA haiN| bhaviSya samaya kA hissA nahIM hai / yaha mahatvAkAMkSA kA bhAga hai| kyoMki mahatvAkAMkSA ko gati karane ke lie sthAna kI AvazyakatA hotI hai| tuma mahatvAkAMkSA ko abhI tRpta nahIM kara skte| tuma jIvana ko abhI aura yahIM paritRpta kara sakate ho, lekina mahatvAkAMkSA ko nhiiN| mahatvAkAMkSA jIvana ke viparIta hai, jIvana virodhI hai| jarA svayaM ko aura dUsaroM ko dekho| loga taiyArI kara rahe haiM, kisI dina ve jInA AraMbha kreNge| vaha dina kabhI nahIM aataa| ve karate jAte haiM taiyArI aura ve mara jAte haiN| yaha kabhI nahIM AegA kyoMki yadi tuma taiyAriyoM meM bahuta adhika saMlagna rahe to, vaha eka lagAva bana jaaegaa| tuma basa taiyAra hoMge, taiyArI karoge aura taiyArI karate cale jaaoge| yaha isI bhAMti hai ki koI vyakti bhaviSya ke kisI upayoga ke lie bhojya padArthoM kA saMcaya karatA calA jAe aura bhUkhA rahatA rahe, bhukhamarI kA zikAra ho jAe, aura marane lge| yahI to hai jo lAkhoM vyaktiyoM ke sAtha ghaTa rahA hai| ve bahuta adhika sAmAna se ghire hue, jisakA upayoga kiyA jA sakatA thA, mara jAte haiN| ve sudaratApUrvaka jI sakate the|
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________________ tumhArI mahatvAkAMkSA ke atirikta aura koI tumhArA rAstA nahIM roka rahA hai| ataH kRpaNatA mahatvAkAMkSA kA bhAga hai| - yaha prazna bodhidharma ne pUchA hai| vaha bahuta mahatvAkAMkSI hai| sAMsArika arthoM meM nahIM use bar3A makAna nahIM cAhie use bar3I kAra kI jarUrata nahIM hai, use bar3e baiMka ekAuMTa kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| nahIM, usa DhaMga se vaha sarala hai, bahuta sarala, lagabhaga mahAtmA / usake pAsa jyAdA kucha nahIM hai aura use isakI ciMtA bhI nahIM hai| lekina vaha saMbuddha honA cAhatA hai yahI hai usakI samasyA aura usako saMbuddha ho jAne kI bahuta jaldI hai| sArI mudatAoM ko girA do abhI aura yahIM jIyo bhaviSya meM kisI saMbodhi kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| yadi tuma abhI yahIM jIyo, tuma saMbuddha ho| jisa dina tuma yaha jAna loge ki jIvana ko isI samaya, abhI yahIM jIyA jAnA cAhie tuma saMbuddha ho| jaba vyakti kabhI atIta ke bAre meM nahIM socatA aura na hI bhaviSya kI socatA hai| yaha pala paryApta hai, apane Apa meM kAphI hai| sArA saMtApa kho jAtA hai| saMtApa hai kyoMki tuma - jIne meM samartha nahIM ho| isalie tuma lakSya nirmita karate hoM - saMbodhi eka lakSya hai, isase tumheM eka anubhUti milatI hai ki tuma mahatvapUrNa ho, ki tuma kucha kara rahe ho, tumhArA jIvana arthapUrNa hai tuma koI arthahIna jIvana nahI jo rahe hai| tuma eka mahAna AdhyAtmika khojI ho| sabhI ahaMkAra kI yAtrAeM haiN| . saMbodhi koI lakSya nahIM hai| yaha pariNAma hai| tuma ise khoja nahIM skte| tuma isase koI lakSya nahIM banA skte| yaha icchA kI vastu nahIM bana sakatA hai| jaba tuma icchA rahita hokara abhI yahIM jInA AraMbha kara dete ho, acAnaka yaha vahAM hotI hai| pariNAma hai yaha yaha UrjasvI jIvana, eka jIvaMta vyaktitva kA - itanA jIvaMta aura itanA saghana, itanA prajvalita, ki isI kSaNa meM vaha samaya meM itanA gaharA utara jAtA hai ki vaha zAzvata ko sparza kara letA hai, kA pariNAma hai| -- samaya meM do gatiyAM hai| pahalI, eka pala se dUsare pala kI ora - kSaitija - a se ba ko, ba se sako, sa se da ko isI bhAMti tuma jIyA karate ho, isI prakAra se icchA calatI hai kssaitij| eka vAstavika rUpa se jIvaMta vyakti, saMvedanazIla, jAgarUka vyakti a se ba kI ora nahIM jAtA, vaha a meM gahare utaratA hai, a meM aura gahare utaratA hai, aura gahare aura gahare aura gahare, usakI gati UrdhvAdhara hotI hai| jIsasa ke krAsa kA yahI artha hai| krAsa UrdhvAdhara aura kSaitija jIsasa ke hAtha phaile haiN| unakA pUrA zarIra UrdhvAdhara bhAga para hai dizA meM gati karate haiN| astitva UrdhvAdhara dizA meM gatimAna hotA hai| donoM hai| krAsa ke kSaitija bhAga para hAtha karma ke pratIka hai; karma kSaitija
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________________ - ataH karma meM bahuta adhika DUbe mata raho, astitva meM aura aura DUbo aura yahI hai dhyAna kA saba kuch| binA kucha kie honA sIkhanA hai yaha kaise huA jAe binA kucha kie| basa honA aura tuma isI kSaNa meM gahare aura gahare aura gahare utaranA AraMbha kara dete ho| aura samaya maiM yahI UrdhvAdhara gati zAzvatatA hai| tumhAre bhItara donoM milate haiM- samaya aura shaashvttaa| aba isakA nirNaya tumhIM ko karanA hai| yadi tuma mahatvAkAMkSA meM jAte ho, tumhArI gati samaya meM hogI; aura samaya meM mRtyu kA astitva hai| yadi tuma icchA meM gati karo to tuma samaya meM jAoge aura samaya meM mRtyu kA astitva hai| mRtyu, ahaMkAra, icchA, mahatvAkAMkSA ve sabhI kSaitija rekhA ke avayava haiN| yadi tuma isI kSaNa meM khodanA AraMbha karo aura UrdhvAdhara gati karo, tuma nira ahaMkAra ho jAte ho, tuma icchA vihIna ho jAte ho, tuma mahatvAkAMkSA zUnya ho jAte ho| lekina acAnaka tuma jIvana se prajjalita ho uThate ho, tuma jIvana kI ghanIbhUta UrjA ho| paramAtmA ne tumako adhikRta kara liyA hai| UrdhvAdhara gati karo aura sAre saMtApa kho jAte haiN| , bakavAsa karanA, pUrNatva kI ciMtA karate rahanA, yaha bhI tumhAre Upara thopA gayA hai| tumheM pUrNa honA sikhAyA gayA hai| vAstavika bAta samagra honA hai, pUrNa nahIM koI bhI pUrNa nahIM ho sakatA, kyoMki pUrNatA eka sthira bAta hai| jIvana hai gti| jIvana meM kucha bhI pUrNa nahIM ho sakatA kyoMki adhika pUrNatA, aura adhika pUrNatA saMbhava hai| yaha vikasita hotA jAtA hai, koI aMta nahIM haiM isakA eka satata vikAsa hai yaha, sAtatya hai! yaha sadA vikAsamAna hai, sadaiva krAMti ghaTatI hai isameM yaha kabhI usa biMdu para nahIM AtA jahAM tuma kaha sako, 'aba yaha pUrNa haiM / ' pUrNatA eka chadma vicAra hai, lekina ahaMkAra ise cAhatA hai| ahaMkAra pUrNa honA cAhatA hai, ataH yaha tumase bakavAsa karatA rahatA hai pUrNa ho jaao| taba yaha tanAva, pAgalapana aura vikSiptatAeM nirmita karatA hai aura ahaMkAra banAe calA jAtA hai; ahaMkAra ke khela abhI usI dina meM eka paribhASA par3ha rahA thaa| isa paribhASA meM batAyA gayA hai, nyUroTika vaha vyakti hai jo havAI kile banAtA hai, aura sAikoTika vyakti vaha hai jo una kiloM meM rahatA hai, aura manocikitsaka vaha hai jo kirAyA jamA karatA hai| yadi tuma nyUroTika yA sAikoTika bananA cAhate ho to pUrNa hone kA prayAsa kro| aura abhI taka pRthvI para jitane bhI dharma haiM- saMgaThita dharma, carca- logoM ko pUrNa honA sikhAte rahe haiN| jIsasa ne use nahIM sikhAyA, IsAIyata ne sikhAyA hai| buddha ne use nahIM sikhAyA, lekina bauddha dharma ne sikhAyA hai| sabhI saMgaThita dharma logoM ko pUrNa honA sikhAte rahe haiN| buddha, jIsasa, lAotsu, unhoMne kucha bilakula bhinna bAta kahI hai; unhoMne kahA, samagra ho jaao| 'samagra' meM aura 'pUrNa hone meM kyA aMtara hai? pUrNa honA kSaitija rekhA hai, pUrNatA bhaviSya meM kahIM hai| samaya hone ko isI kSaNa meM kiyA jA sakatA hai,
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________________ isI kSaNa, yahAM, abhI; ise kisI samaya kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| samagra ho jAnA, pramANika ho jAnA, tuma ho jAnA--joM kucha bhI tuma ho, jaise bhI tuma ho, vahI ho jAnA hai| sAmAnyata: tuma eka bahuta hI sImita jIvana jIte ho| tuma apanI UrjA ko pUrA khela nahIM khelane dete| vikhaMDita hai jiivn| tuma kisI se prema karanA cAhate ho, lekina tuma pUrI taraha prema nahIM krte| aba maiM yaha nahIM kaha rahA hUM ki apane prema ko pUrNa prema banA do| yaha saMbhava nahIM hai, kyoMki pUrNa prema kA abhiprAya hogA ki aba aura vikAsa saMbhava hI na rhaa| yaha mRtyu ho jAtA hai| maiM kahatA hUM apane prema ko pUrA, samagra bnaao| prema samagratApUrvaka kro| jo kucha bhI tumhAre bhItara hai, ise pakar3a kara mata rakho | ise pUrI taraha do, pUrNatA meM do| dUsare meM pUrI taraha pravAhita ho jAo, roko mt| yahI eka mAtra cIja hai jo tumheM samagra banA degii| yadi tuma taira rahe ho, pUrI taraha taise| yadi tuma cala rahe ho, pUrI taraha clo| calane meM basa calanA hI bana jAo, aura kucha bhI nhiiN| yadi tuma khA rahe ho, to pUrI taraha khaao| kisI vyakti ne eka bar3e jhena mAsTara co cAU se pUchA : apanI saMbodhi ke pUrva Apa kyA kiyA karate the? usane kahA : maiM lakaDiyAM kATA karatA thA aura kueM se pAnI lAyA karatA thaa| usa vyakti ne pUchA : aba, jaba ki Apa saMbuddha ho cuke haiM, Apa kyA kiyA karate haiM? usane kahA : vahI, maiM lakar3iyAM kATatA aura kueM se pAnI lAtA hai| vaha vyakti thor3A cakarAyA, usane kahA : lekina taba aMtara kyA hai? co cAU ne kahA : aMtara bahuta hai| pahale maiM sAtha hI sAtha bahuta sI cIjeM aura bhI karatA rahatA thaa| lakar3I kATate samaya maiM aneka cIjoM ke bAre meM soctaa| kueM se pAnI lAte samaya maiM aneka cIjoM ke bAre meM socatA, lekina aba maiM basa pAnI lAtA hUM maiM basa lakar3I kATatA huuN| yahAM taka ki kATane vAlA bhI kho cukA hai| basa kATanA, basa kATanA; vahAM koI nahIM hai| yaha tumheM samagratA kI anubhUti degaa| samagratA ko apanA satata avadhAna bnaao| ise smaraNa rkho| pUrNatA kA vicAra tyAga do| yaha tumheM tumhAre mAtA-pitA, adhyApakoM, vidayAlayoM, vizvavidyAlayoM, ca!.. .davArA diyA gayA hai.. .lekina una sabhI ne tumheM vikSipta banA diyA hai| sArA saMsAra vikSiptatA se pIr3ita ho rahA hai| eka mAM apane choTe se bacce ko eka manocikitsaka ke pAsa le gaI, aura usane pUchA, DAkTara, kyA dasa varSa kA koI baccA elijAbetha Telara jaisI philma sTAra se vivAha kara sakatA hai?
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________________ DAkTara ne kahA : niHsaMdeha nahIM, maiDama, yaha nitAMta asaMbhava hai| mAM ne apane choTe se bacce kI ora dekhA aura bolI : dekho, maiMne tumase kyA kahA thA? aba bAhara jAo aura talAka le lo| na kevala baccA vikSipta hai, mAM bhI hai aura mAM usase adhika hI hai| vikSipta loga vikSipta baccoM ko janma dete haiN| aneka bAra loga mujhase pUchate haiM-anurAga ne bahuta bAra pUchA hai-maiMne kabhI uttara nahIM diyA-Apa apane saMnyAsiyoM ko bacce paidA karane kI anumati kyoM nahIM dete? Apa DAkTara phar3anIsa ko itanA adhika kaSTa kyoM dete haiM? pahale maiM cAhUMgA ki tuma vikSiptatA se mukta ho jAo; varanA tuma vikSipta baccoM ko janma doge| yaha saMsAra vikSiptatA se bharA huA hai| kama se kama ise bar3hAo mt| merA janasaMkhyA se koI lenA denA nahIM hai; yaha rAjanetAoM kI ciMtA hai| merI citA hai vikssipttaa| tuma vikSipta ho, apanI isI vikSiptatA se tuma baccoM ko janma dete ho| ve tumhAre lie bhI eka upadrava haiN| kyoMki tuma apane Apase itanA Ube hue ho ki tumheM kucha upadrava caahie| bacce suMdara upadrava haiN| ve aura jyAdA parezAniyAM utpanna karate haiN| tumhArI parezAniyAM purAnI ho cukI haiM, tuma unase Uba cuke ho| tuma bhI naI parezAniyAM caahoge| pati patnI se Uba gayA hai, patnI pati se UbI huI hai| ve cAheMge ki koI unake madhya Akara khaDA ho; eka shishu| aneka zAdiyAM baccoM ke kAraNa bacI huI haiN| varanA ve bikhara gaI hotii| eka bAra bacce ho jAeM mAM baccoM ke prati jimmevArI ke bAre meM socane lagatI hai, pitA baccoM ke prati kartavya ke bAre meM vicAranA AraMbha kara detA hai| aba eka setu hai| aura mAtA aura pitA donoM apanI svayaM kI samasyAoM, ciMtAoM aura pAgalapana se bojhila haiN| ina baccoM ko ve kyA dene jA rahe haiM? kyA hai dene ke lie unake pAsa? ve prema ke bAre meM bAta karate haiM, kintu ve hiMsaka hai| unakA prema pahale se hI viSAkta hai, ve nahIM jAnate prema kyA hai, aura phira prema ke nAma para ve utpIr3ana karate haiN| prema ke nAma para ve baccoM meM jIvana ko naSTa karane kA prayAsa karate haiN| ve unakA jIvana sAMce meM DAla dete haiN| prema ke nAma para ve mAlakiyata karate haiM, ve adhikAra jamAte haiN| aura niHsaMdeha bacce bahuta asahAya haiM, isalie jo tuma karanA cAhate ho kro| unako pITo, unheM usa prakAra se yA usa prakAra se DhAla do, apanI atRpta icchAoM aura mahatvAkAMkSAoM ko Dhone ke lie unheM bAdhya karo, tAki jaba tuma mara jAo to ve tumhArI mahatvAkAMkSAeM lAde hoMge aura ve usI mUr3hatA ko karane ke prayAsa meM raheMge jise tuma karane kI koziza kara rahe ho| maiM cAhaMgA ki tuma baccoM ko janma do, lekina pitA bananA, mAM bananA itanA sarala nahIM hai|
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________________ eka bAra tuma samagra ho, phira mA bana jAo, pitA bana jAo, taba tuma aise bacce ko janma doge jo svataMtratA hogA, jo svAsthya aura samagratA hogA, jo anugraha se bharA hogA, aura vaha saMsAra ke lie eka bheMTa hogaa| aura vaha saMsAra ko jaisA yaha hai usase kucha behatara bnaaegaa| anyathA nahIM, varanA tuma hI paryApta ho! 'Apa mujhako usa vyakti ke sAtha eka hI kamare meM kyoM rakhate haiM?' krodhita rogI ne pAgalakhAne ke DAkTara se puuchaa| aspatAla meM bhIr3a adhika ho gaI hai, DAkTara ne smjhaayaa| kyA vaha koI parezAnI paidA kara rahA hai? parezAnI, are vaha to pAgala hai! vaha kamare meM cAroM ora yaha kahate hae dekhatA rahatA hai, 'na zera haiM, na cIte haiM, na hAthI haiM, aura sAre samaya kamarA una se bharA rahatA hai! pAgala loga socate haiM ki dUsare pAgala haiN| pAgala loga kabhI nahIM socate haiM ki ve pAgala haiN| eka bAra koI pAgala yaha pahacAna le ki vaha pAgala hai, to vaha sAmAnya hone ke rAste para cala par3atA hai| apane pAgalapana ko dekhane kA prayAsa karo, ise phcaano| isase tumheM sAmAnya hone meM sahAyatA milegii| bakavAsa karanA, pUrNatva kI ciMtA karate rhnaa| samagra hone kA prayAsa kro| anyathA yaha pUrNatva tumheM pagalA degaa| samagra ho jaao| jo kucha tuma karanA cAhate ho karo, lekina ise samagratApUrvaka kro| isameM vilIna ho isameM pighala- jAo, aura tumheM dhIre-dhIre apane astitva meM khilAvaTa milane lgegii| phira, taba vahAM tumhAre bhItara pUrNatA kA koI khayAla na bcegaa| lekina tuma apUrNa vibhAjita, khaMDa-khaMDa ho| isIlie lagAtAra yaha vicAra uThatA rahatA haiM, kaise pUrNa haA jAe? samagra ho jAo, aura yaha vicAra apane Apa se gira jaaegaa| 'abhimAna' aura 'abhinetA vyktitv'| ni:saMdeha ve loga jo puurnn| hone ke lie prayAsa rata haiM, abhinetA vyaktitva hI bana jaaeNge| unake pAsa mukhauTe hoMge, ve svayaM ko mukhauToM ke pIche chipA leNge| ve dUsaroM ko apanI saccAI nahIM dekhane deNge| ve sadaiva kucha kucha kA kucha dikhAne kA prayAsa kareMge, ve pAkhaMDI bana jaaeNge| ve sadA abhinaya karane kI kucha dikhAne kI koziza kreNge| unheM patA hai ki ve kauna haiM, aura ve siddha karane kA prayAsa kareMge ki ve koI aura haiN| aura kaThinAI yaha hai ki bhale hI ve dUsaroM ko samajhAne meM saphala na ho pAyeM lekina svayaM ko samajhA pAne meM ve sadaiva saphala ho jAte haiN| isI prakAra se vikSiptatA kA AraMbha hotA hai| cAhe jo bhI mUlya ho, basa svayaM ho jaao| cAhe jo bhI mUlya ho, svayaM ho jaao| niSThAvAna bno| AraMbha meM bahuta bhaya hogA, kyoMki tuma socate ho ki tuma eka mahAna vyakti ho, aura acAnaka tuma
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________________ svayaM karegA, lekina ko eka sAmAnya vyakti ke rUpa meM prakaTa kara dete ho| bhaya hogA, ahaMkAra Ahata anubhava karegA, lekina ise Ahata anubhava karane do| vastuta: ise bhUkhA rahane aura mara jAne do| isako mara jAne meM sahAyatA do sAmAnya ho jAo, sarala ho jAo aura tuma adhika samagra ho jAoge aura tanAva vilIna ho jAeMge aura lagAtAra abhinaya karane kI koI jarUrata na rhegii| lagAtAra abhinaya karate rahanA, pradarzana ke jharokhe.. satata khar3e rahanA, basa dekhate rahanA ki loga kyA soca rahe haiM, aura tumheM yaha siddha karane ke lie ki tuma viziSTa ho, kyA karanA par3egA-yaha kitanA bar3A tanAva hai| lekina jarA dUsaroM ke bAre meM bhI soca lo, ve bhI yahI kAma kara rahe haiN| sArA saMsAra bahuta adhika ciMtA meM hai, kyoMki pratyeka vyakti kucha aisA siddha karane kI koziza kara rahA hai jo vaha nahIM hai, aura dUsare bhI vahI kara rahe haiN| aura koI yaha dekhanA nahIM cAhatA ki tuma mahAna ho| ve jAnate haiM ki tuma mahAna nahIM ho, kyoMki ve tumhArI mahAnatA meM kaise vizvAsa kara sakate haiM? ve svayaM hI mahAna haiN| tuma bhI jAnate ho ki tumhAre atirikta koI aura mahAna nahIM hai| bhale hI tuma aisA na kaho, lekina gahare meM hara vyakti yahI vizvAsa karatA rahatA hai| maiMne sunA hai ki araba dezoM meM eka majAka pracalita hai ki jaba bhI paramAtmA kisI naye manuSya kI racanA karatA hai usake sAtha vaha eka cAla khelatA hai| vaha usake kAna meM phusaphusAtA hai, maiMne aba taka jitane vyakti banAe haiM tuma unameM sarvazreSTha hoN-mhaantm| kiMtu vaha aisA pratyeka vyakti ke sAtha karatA rahA hai, isalie pratyeka vyakti apanI svayaM kI mahAnatA ko lekara Azvasta hai| pRthvI para calane kA prayAsa kro| yathArtha vAdI bno| aura yadi tuma sAmAnya ho, to tuma acAnaka aneka dvAroM ko khulatA huA dekhoge, jo tumhArI tanAvagrasta avasthA ke kAraNa baMda the| vizrAMta ho jaao| aura niHsaMdeha abhimAna bAra bAra aneka rUpoM 'maiM A jAtA hai, ata: nirIkSaNa kro| aura sadA yAda rakho ki yaha sUkSma DhaMgoM se AegA, isalie apane nirIkSaNa ko aura zuddha, sahI, sajaga bnaao| hI, dhyAna se kAma cala jaaegaa| aura kisI bAta kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| basa jarA sA dhyAna aura karo, jisase ki tuma cIjoM ko spaSTatA se dekha sko| prazna : ozo, dhIre-dhIre mujhe anubhava ho rahA hai ki Apa maiM hai| kiMtu phira yaha vyakti jo zveta vastroM meM pratyeka subaha usa para baiThatA hai kauna hai? jI. o ke, aba mujhe isa gupta saMketa jI. oke kA artha samajhAne do| yahI merA uttara hai|
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________________ laMdana hAspiTala kera 'cikitsakoM ne eka navAgata DAkTara ko sArA aspatAla dikhaayaa| usane phAiliMga kI vyavasthA ko dekhA aura unake davArA apanAI gaI saMketAkSara vyavasthA ke acche vicAra se prabhAvita haA-DipthIriyA ke lie DI, mIjilsa ke lie ema, TadhUbara kyUlosisa ke lie TI bI, aura isI prakAra se aura sb| sabhI bImAriyAM pUrI taraha se niyaMtraNa meM thI sivAya eka ke jisakA saMketAkSara thA-jI. o ke| maiMne dekhA hai ki Apake yahAM eka satyAnAzI mahAmArI hai, jI. o ke| usane kahA : lekina yaha jI. o ke hai kyA balA? oha! unameM se eka ne kahA : jaba hama nidAna nahIM kara pAte haiM hama likha dete haiM : jI. oke, gaoNDa onalI noja, kevala paramAtmA jAnatA hai| maiM nahIM jAnatA ki yahAM isa kursI para baiThA huA aura tumase bAta karatA huA yaha vyakti kauna hai| kevala paramAtmA jAnatA hai| jI. o ke| Aja itanA hii| pravacana 87 - uccatama jJAna: saMpUrNa abhI yoga-sUtraH ('vibhUtipAda') kSaNatatkamayo: saMyamAdvivekajaM jnyaanm|| 53 / / vartamAna kSaNa para saMyama sAdhane se kSaNa vilIna ho jAtA hai, aura Ane vAlA kSaNa parama tatva ke bodha se janme jJAna ko lekara AtA hai| jAtilakSamadezairanyatAnavacchedAt tulyayostata: prtiptti:|| 54/ isase varga, caritra yA sthAna se na pahacAne jA sakane vAlI samAna vastuoM me vibheda kI yogyatA AtI
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________________ tArakaM sarvaviSayaM sarvathAviSayakramaM ceti vivekaje jJAnam / / 5511 yathArtha ke bodha se utpanna uccatama jJAna, sArI vastuoM aura prakriyAoM ke bhUta, bhaviSya aura vartamAna se saMbaMdhita samasta viSayoM kI tatkSaNa pahacAna ke pare hai, aura yaha vaizvika prakriyA kA atikramaNa kara letA hai| samaya samaya kyA hai? aba pataMjali samayAtIta prazna, sanAtana prazna pUchate haiM aura ve isa para 'vibhUtipAda' ' ke ThIka samApana para Ate haiM, kyoMki samaya ko jAnanA mahAnatama camatkAra hai| yaha jAna lenA ki samaya kyA hai, jIvana kyA hai ko jAna lenA hai| yaha jAnanA ki samaya kyA hai, yaha jAna lenA hai ki satya kyA hai| isake pUrva ki hama sUtroM meM praveza kareM, aneka bAteM samajhanA par3egI; ve ina sUtroM kA paricaya bneNgii| sAmAnyata: jise hama samaya kahate haiM vaha vAstavika samaya nahIM hai| vaha kramAgata (kronolaoNjikala) samaya hai| ataH smaraNa rakho ki samaya kA vibhAjana aura vargIkaraNa tIna DhaMgoM se kiyA jA sakatA hai| eka hai : 'kramAgata' dUsarA hai : 'manovaijJAnika' aura tIsarA hai. 'vAstavika / ' kramAgata samaya vaha hai jise ghar3I batAtI hai| yaha upayogI hai, yaha vAstavika nahIM hai| yaha samAja dvArA svIkAra kara liyA gayA eka bharosA bhara hai| hama eka dina ko caubIsa ghaMToM meM bAMTane para sahamata haiN| pRthvI apanI dhurI para eka vartula pUrA karane meM caubIsa ghaMTe lagAtI hai yaha nitAMta svaicchika hai, hamane isako caubIsa ghaMToM meM vibhAjita karane kA nirNaya liyA gayA huA hai| phira hamane pratyeka ghaMTe ko sATha minaToM meM bAMTane kA nirNaya kiyaa| isI rUpa meM vibhAjita karane kI koI AtyaMtika AvazyakatA nahIM hai| koI aura sabhyatA kisI aura DhaMga se bAMTa sakatI hai| hama eka ghaMTe ko sau minaToM meM bAMTa sakate haiM aura koI hameM rokane nahIM jA rahA hai| phira pratyeka minaTa ko hamane sATha sekeMDa meM bAMTa rakhA hai| yaha bhI svaicchika hai, mAtra upayogitA hetu yaha ghar3I vAlA samaya hai| isakI AvazyakatA hai, varanA samAja bikhara jaaegaa| sAmAnya mAnaka jaisI koI bAta Avazyaka hai-dhana, calane vAlI mudrA kI bhAMti / eka sau rupaye kA noTa yA eka dasa DAlara kA bila, yA aura kucha yaha eka sAmAnya vizvAsa hai jise samAja upayoga karane ke lie sahamata ho gayA hai| lekina isakA astitva se kucha bhI lenA-denA nahIM hai| yadi pRthvI se manuSya vilupta ho jAtA hai to pAuMDa sTarliMga, DAlara rupaye sabhI turaMta miTa jaaeNge| manuSya ke binA pRthvI turaMta hI binA dhana kI ho jAegI caTTAneM hoMgI, phUla aba bhI khileMge, vasaMta AegA aura pakSI gIta gAeMge, aura patajhar3a meM purAnI pattiyAM gira jAeMgI, lekina vahAM dhana jarA bhI na hogaa| bhale hI
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________________ sar3akoM para dhana ke Dhera lage hoM, lekina yaha dhana jarA bhI na hogA, kyoMki isako dhana kahane ke lie eka AdamI kI AvazyakatA hogI, ise dhana kI bhAMti sammAna dene ke lie eka manuSya caahie| sarakAra vacana die calI jAtI hai, pratyeka noTa para eka vacana likhA hotA hai, yadi tuma isa noTa ko baiMka meM prastuta karo, to vittIya gavarnara dasa rupaye ke barAbara mUlya kA sonA dene kA vacana detA hai| yaha mAtra eka vacana hai| jaba vacana lene ke lie hI koI na ho, to mudrA kho jAtI hai| jaba manuSya pRthvI para na ho, ghar3iyAM samaya batAnA jArI rakha sakatI haiM, lekina yaha samaya jarA bhI na hogaa| kisI ko unakI ciMtA na hogI, koI unakI ora dekhegA bhI nhiiN| yadi manuSya vahAM na ho to bar3I vAlA samaya turaMta ruka jAegA, yaha manuSya nirmita hai, eka sAmAjika upa-utpatti hai| koI samAja jitanA Upara jAtA hai aura jaba maiM kahatA hUM Upara jAtA hai, to merA Azaya hai ki yaha jitanA jaTila ho jAtA hai utanA hI vaha aura adhika kramAgata samaya se grasta ho jAtA hai| Adima mAnava ke pAsa bar3I kA koI upayoga nahIM hai| yadi tuma usako eka ghar3I upahAra meM do, to vaha basa Azcaryacakita ho jAegA, yaha kisalie? vaha isakA kyA karegA? eka sabhya manuSya ghar3I ke binA jI hI nahIM sktaa| sabhya samAja meM ghar3I ke binA jI pAnA karIba-karIba asaMbhava hai kyoMki pUrA samAja ghar3I ke anusAra jI rahA hai, kabhI kabhI to asaMgata sthitiyoM meM bhii| maiM tumheM eka kahAnI sunAtA hUM: jaise hI DAkTara sAhaba sone ko taiyAra hue daravAje ko jora se khaTakhaTAne kI AvAja aaii| ve uTha khar3e hue aura daravAje para khar3e vyakti se pUchA. kyA bAta hai? mujhe eka kutte ne kATa liyA hai, vaha vyakti bolaa| acchA, kyA tuma nahIM jAnate ki merA rogiyoM ko dekhane kA samaya bAraha se tIna ke bIca hai? jI hI, karAhate hue rogI ne kahA lekina kuttA yaha nahIM jAnatA aura usane mujhe cAra baja kara bIsa minaTa para kATa liyaa| aba mujhe kyA karanA cAhie? kutte ghar3iyoM meM bharosA nahIM karate, aura mAmale asaMgata aMta taka jA sakate haiN| eka bAra tuma ghar3I ke anusAra soca lo to tuma bhUla jAte ho ki yaha mAtra upayogI hai| yaha vAstavika samaya nahIM hai| eka aura DAkTara kI kahAnI: aspatAla ke svAgata vibhAga meM lage sUcanA-paTa para likhA thA; ApAtakAlIna durghaTanAoM kA pNjiikrnn| eka ghAyala aura gaMdalA vyakti lar3akhar3AtA haA aMdara aayaa| usakI paTiyAM khUna se
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________________ lathapatha ho gaI thIM, donoM paira kAMpa rahe the, vaha khUna kA risAva rokane ke lie apanI bAMha kasa kara pakar3e hue thaa| vaha ghisaTatA huA Deska taka pahuMcA aura karAhate hue kahA : DAkTara, ddaakttr| risepAnisTa ne pUchA : mahodaya, kyA Apane pahale se hI milane kA samaya le rakhA hai? yaha isa Azrama meM bhI ho sakatA hai, yaha zIlA ke Deska para ghaTa sakatA hai| eka bAra kramAgata samaya ko bahuta gaMbhIratA se le liyA jAe to vyakti bAkI saba kucha bhUla jAtA hai| sArA pazcima samaya se bahata adhika grasta hai| pratyeka kArya ko ThIka samaya se kiyA jAnA hai| mere eka mitra, apane eka aMgreja mitra ke sAtha, iMgalaiMDa kI yAtrA para the, aura ve mujhase kahane lage ki iMgalaiMDa meM saba kucha itanA aupacArika ho gayA hai ki Apa-cAya kA samaya, saMdhyA bhojana kA samaya, dopahara ke bhojana kA samaya jaise zabda sanate haiM, unakA abhiprAya kyA hai? samaya se bhojana ke samaya kA nirdhAraNa kaise kiyA jA sakatA hai jaba taka ki tumheM bhUkha mahasUsa na ho rahI ho? jaba tuma kahate ho : bhojana kA samaya, to isakA artha hai : bhUkha kA samaya-aba bhUkhe ho jAo! aura yadi tuma bhUkhe na hue, to tumhAre sAtha kucha gar3abar3a hai| cAya ke samaya kA artha hai, aba cAya ke lie taiyAra ho| yadi tumhAre bhItara isakI cAhata nahIM hai to tumhAre sAtha kacha gar3abar3a hai; tumheM cAya pInA pdd'egii| dhIre-dhIre loga apanI bhUkha, apanI asalI pyAsa ko bhUla gae haiN| saba kucha samaya para khAnA-pInA hai| ghar3I nirNaya karatI hai| ghar3I zAsaka bana cukI hai, vaha zAsana karatI hai| yaha bahuta avAstavika saMsAra haiM-ghar3I davArA shaasit| aba zikSAzAstrI haiM, manovaijJAnika haiM, jo mAtAoM ko batAe cale jAte haiM ki ve apane zizu ko nizcita samayoM para hara tIna ghaMTe bAda dUdha diyA kreN| baccA ro rahA hai, baccA A hai; usakI mAM ghar3I kI ora dekhatI hai| abhI samaya nahIM huA hai| baccA bhUkhA hai, yaha koI ciMtA karane kI bAta nahIM hai| ghar3I ko dekhA jAnA caahie| kyoMki jaba baccA bhUkhA hai, to bacce kA vizvAsa nahIM kiyA jAtA hai, varana DAkTara kaa| aba yaha koI DAkTara kA kAma nahIM hai ki vaha hastakSepa kre| lekina eka bAra tuma avAstavika se grasta ho jAo, aneka avAstavika cIjeM tumhAre jIvana meM A jAtI haiN| maiMne sunA hai, eka Ayariza vyakti paiTa sIDI se gira gayA aura jamIna para behoza par3A thaa| usake gaye ora bhIr3a ekatrita ho gaI aura eka DAkTara ko bulAyA gayA, DAkTara ne turaMta kaha diyA ki yaha zvAsa mara gayA hai| paiTa ne apanI AMkheM kholI aura isa Aropa kA tatparatA se virodha kiyaa|'shss paiTa, 'bagala meM khar3e eka vyakti ne use TokA, 'kucha bhI bolo mata, nizcita rUpa se DAkTara tumase behatara jAnatA hai|' yadi tuma jIvita ho aura DAkTara kahe ki tuma mara cuke ho, to tumako murdA vyakti kI bhAMti vyavahAra karanA par3egA kyoMki nisaMdeha vizeSajJa jAnatA hai aura vaha sabase bar3hiyA jAnatA hai|
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________________ kramAgata samaya ke sAtha vizeSajJoM kA saMsAra astitva meM AyA, kyoMki tumane vAstavikatA meM lagI apanI jar3oM ko vismRta kara diyA hai| pratyeka bAta ke lie tumheM kisI aura se pUchanA par3atA hai| loga mere pAsa Ate haiM aura ve kahate haiM, 'ozo, kRpayA hameM batAie ki hameM kaisA laga rahA hai?' tumheM kaisA laga rahA hai, tumheM patA honA caahie| lekina maiM samajhatA huuN| vAstavikatA ke sAtha sparza, saMparka, saMbaddhatA kho cukI hai| yahAM taka ki tumheM kaisA laga rahA hai, tumheM use jAnane ke lie bhI kisI ke pAsa pUchane jAnA par3atA hai, jise patA hai tumheM kisI aura para bharosA karanA par3atA hai| yaha durbhAgya hai, lekina yaha dhIme caraNoM meM ghaTA hai aura mAnava-jAti isake prati jAgarUka nahIM rahI hai| kramAgata samaya aba prayoga nahIM kiyA jA rahA hai| aba yaha koI sAdhana bhara na rahA, yaha karIba-karIba sAdhya ho gayA hai| yAda rakho, yaha nakalI samaya hai| isakA vAstavikatA se jarA bhI lenA-denA nahIM hai| isase gaharAI meM, basa isake nIce hI, eka aura samaya hai, yaha bhI yathArtha nahIM hai, lekina kramAgata samaya se adhika vAstavika hai; vaha hai manovaijJAnika smy| tumhAre bhItara eka ghar3I hai, jaivika ghdd'ii| puruSoM se adhika striyAM isake prati saMvedI hotI haiN| bahuta laMbe samaya taka ve bhI saMvedI nahIM raha pAeMgI kyoMki ve hara bhAMti se puruSoM kI nakala karane kI koziza meM lagI huI haiN| abhI bhI unakA zarIra bhItarI ghar3I ke anurUpa kArya karatA hai| pratyeka aTThAisa dina bAda unheM mAsika dharma hotA hai| zarIra bhItarI ghar3I kI taraha, jaivika ghar3I ke rUpa meM kArya karatA hai| yadi tuma nirIkSaNa karo, to tuma dekhoge ki pratidina eka nizcita samaya para bhUkha lagatI hai| yadi tuma ThIka-ThAka aura svastha ho, taba AvazyakatAeM eka nizcita kramabaddhatA grahaNa kara letI haiM, aura vahI krama punarukta hotA rahatA hai| yaha kevala tabhI bhaMga hotA hai, jaba tuma svastha na ho, anyathA zarIra sucAru rUpa se, eka sarala DhaMga se saMcAlita hotA rahatA hai| aura yadi tumheM usa prArUpa kI jAnakArI hai, to tuma usa vyakti kI tulanA meM adhika jIvaMta hooge jo ghar3I ke anusAra jItA hai| tuma satya ke adhika nikaTa ho| kramAgata samaya nizcita hotA hai, ise nizcita honA hI par3egA, kyoMki yaha sAmAjika anivAryatA hai; lekina manovaijJAnika samaya tarala hai, yaha utanA Thosa nahIM hai, kyoMki pratyeka vyakti kA apanA nijI mAnasika DhaMga, apanA nijI mana hotA hai| kyA tumane kabhI dekhA hai? jaba tuma prasanna hote ho, to samaya teja calatA hai| tumhArI ghar3I teja nahIM calegI, ghaDI ko tumase kucha bhI lenA-denA nahIM hai| yaha apane hisAba se calatI hai-sATha sekeMDa meM vaha eka minaTa calatI hai, sATha minaTa meM vaha eka ghaMTA calatI hai| vaha calatI rahegI, bhale hI tuma prasanna ho yA aprasanna ho, isase koI aMtara nahIM pdd'taa| yadi tuma aprasanna ho tumhArA mana eka alaga samaya meM hogA, yadi tuma prasanna ho to tumhArA mana eka alaga samaya meM hogaa| yadi acAnaka tumhArA priyapAtra AtA hai, apratyAzita rUpa se dvAra para dastaka detA hai, to samaya karIba-karIba ruka jAtA hai| ghaMToM bIta jAeMge-tuma bhale hI kucha na kara rahe ho, basa hAtha pakar3e hue ho, baiThe hue ho, aura caMdramA ko dekha rahe ho-ghaToM bIta jAeMge, aura aisA pratIta hogA ki kucha
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________________ minaTa hI bIte hoN| jaba tuma prasanna hote ho samaya bahuta, bahuta hI teja calatA hai| jaba tuma aprasanna hote ho, kisI kA nidhana ho gayA hai, koI aisA jisako tumane cAhA thA usakI mRtyu ghaTita ho gaI haitaba samaya, bahuta, bahuta, bahuta hI dhIre-dhIre gujaratA hai| abhI usa rAtri ko hI mIrA aaii| kucha mAha pUrva usake pati kI mRtyu ho gii| vaha usakI mRtyu ke bAda mujhase milane AI thI, aura maiMne usase kahA thA, ciMtA mata karo, ghAva ThIka ho jaaegaa| isameM thor3A vakta lagegA, karIba-karIba tIna mAha lgege| lekina ve tIna mahIne eka ausata samaya hai kyoMki yaha usa vyakti para nirbhara karatA hai| aba vaha pichalI rAta dubArA AI aura usane kahA aba pAMca mahIne bIta cuke haiM aura pIr3A abhI bhI hai / niHsaMdeha kama hai, kiMtu yaha abhI bhI hai, yaha gaI nahIM hai, aura Apane kahA thA ki tIna mahInoM meM pIr3A vidA ho jaaegii|' maiM jAnatA huuN| kabhI kabhI isameM eka varSa lagatA hai, kabhI yaha chaha mAha letI hai, kabhI isake vidA hone meM tIna mAha bhI nahIM lagate, tIna dina hI paryApta hote haiN| yaha kramAgata nahIM hai, yaha manovaijJAnika hai| yaha tumhAre Upara nirbhara hai, saMbaMdhoM para nirbhara hai ki tuma aura tumhAre pati ke madhya kisa prakAra kA saMbaMdha rahA thaa| aura maiM jAnatA hUM ki saMbaMdha acchA nahIM thaa| isIlie ghAva acchA to hogA lekina isameM laMbA samaya lgegaa| yaha virodhAbhAsI pratIta hotA hai, kiMtu aisA hI hotA hai| yadi tumane kisI vyakti ko prema kiyA thA aura usakI mRtyu ho jAtI hai, tumhaiM udAsI anubhava hogI, lekina tuma zIghra hI sAmAnya ho jaaoge| koI ghAva nahIM hogaa| tumane usa vyakti ko prema kiyA thA, usameM jarA bhI apUrNatA nahIM thii| lekina mIrA aura usake pati ke bIca saMbaMdha acche nahIM the, varSoM se ve karIba-karIba alaga hI the| vaha prema karanA cAhatI thI para prema kara nahIM paaii| vaha usake sAtha rahanA cAhatI thI para aisA ho na sakA / aba pati vidA ho cukA hai, aura usake sAtha raha pAne kI mIrA kI sArI AzAeM bhI usI ke sAtha miTa gaI haiN| usake aramAna the, usakI icchA thI, vaha cAhatI thI, kiMtu yaha nahIM ho skaa| aba vaha vyakti vidA ho gayA, aba koI saMbhAvanA nahIM hai| aba usa para akelepana kA ThappA laga gayA hai, aba usa vyakti ko prema karane kA koI upAya nahIM hai| usake jIvita rahate, vaha prema na kara pAI, unake madhya samasyAeM thIM aba vaha vyakti vidA ho gayA, isalie koI saMbhAvanA na bcii| aba yaha ghAva bahuta dhIre-dhIre, bahuta dhIre-dhIre bharegA aura jaba yaha bhara jAegA to bhI sadA usake cAroM ora eka khAsa kisma kI udAsI chAI rhegii| kisI bhI apUrNa cIja ko girA denA kaThina hai| cIjeM pUrI paka jAtI haiM aura taba apane se hI gira jAtI haiN| jaba koI paka jAtA hai, yaha gira par3atA hai| niHsaMdeha vRkSa ko kucha kSaNa mahasUsa hotA hai ki kucha kho gayA hai, phira yaha bhUla jAtA hai samApta ho gaI bAta, kyoMki pake hue phaloM ko gira jAnA par3atA hai| pratyeka vyakti ko maranA pddegaa| jaba vaha vyakti jIvita thA - tumane prema kiyA, aura tumane AtyaMtika rUpa se aura samagratA se prema kiyA, tuma to karIba-karIba paritRpta ho tuma aura adhika kI mAMga nahIM kara sktiiN| jaisA ki yaha thA yaha pahale se hI bahuta adhika thaa| tuma AbhArI ho ki
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________________ paramAtmA ne tumheM itanA adhika samaya diyaa| vaha usa vyakti ko thor3A pahale bhI vApasa bulA sakatA thA, lekina usane tumako paryApta samaya diyA aura tumane prema kiyaa| prema meM eka pala bhI zAzvatatA bana jAtA hai| tuma itanA adhika prasanna ho ki samaya ruka jAtA hai| eka choTA sA jIvana bahuta, bahuta anaMta ho jAtA hai| lekina yaha isa prakAra se nahIM ho sakA hai, isalie maiM mIrA kI pIr3A ko samajha sakatA huuN| lekina use isa bAta kA sAmanA karanA par3egA aura ise samajhanA pdd'egaa| yaha kevala pati kI mRtyu kA hI prazna nahIM hai| yaha koI itanI bar3I samasyA nahIM hai| patiyoM kI mRtyu hotI hai, patniyoM kI mRtya hotI hai, yaha koI bar3I samasyA nahIM hai, svAbhAvika hai yh| samasyA yaha hai ki prema nahIM ghaTa skaa| yaha eka svapna, eka icchA banA rahA aura aba yaha atRpta rhegaa| tumheM vaha vyakti puna: nahIM mila sakatA, ata: yaha adhyAya pUrA nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| yaha apUrNatA eka ghAva kI bhAMti kArya kregii| isIlie isane adhika laMbA samaya le liyA hai| yaha thor3A aura adhika samaya legii| manovaijJAnika samaya tumhArA AMtarika samaya hai, aura hama sadaiva hI kramAgata samaya, grInavica samaya meM jIyA karate haiM yaha vaiyaktika nahIM hai| manovaijJAnika samaya vyaktigata hai aura yaha pratyeka kA apanA nijI hotA hai| yadi tuma prasanna ho, tumhArA samaya kA bodha dhImA ho jAtA hai| yadi tuma aprasanna ho, samaya kI laMbAI bar3ha jAtI hai| yadi tuma dhyAna meM gahare utaro samaya ruka jAtA hai| vastuta: pUraba meM hama mana kI avasthAoM ko samaya se mApate rahe haiN| yadi samaya pUrNata: ruka jAtA hai to yaha AnaMda kI avasthA hai| yadi samaya bahuta adhika dhImA ho jAe to yaha saMtApa kI avasthA hai| IsAiyata meM kahA gayA hai ki naraka zAzvata hai| barTeDa rasala ne eka pastaka likhI hai : vaoNya AI ema naoNTa e krizciyana? maiM IsAI kyoM nahIM hUM? isameM vaha bahuta se tarka detA hai ki vaha IsAI kyoM nahIM hai| usake tarkoM meM se eka yaha hai ki 'maiM bharosA nahIM kara sakatA ki naraka zAzvata ho sakatA hai, kyoMki jo bhI pApa hoM, ve sImita haiN| tuma asImita pApa nahIM kara sakate ho| isalie sImita pApoM ke lie asImita daMDa-yaha anyAyapUrNa hai|' yaha tarka sIdhA hai| koI bhI barTeDa rasala ke virodha meM tarka sakatA; vaha eka sAdhAraNa tathya kaha rahA hai| vaha svayaM kahatA hai, 'yadi mujhe una sabhI pApoM kA daMDa de diyA jAe jo maiMne apane pUre jIvana meM kie haiM, to bhI yaha cAra varSa ke kArAvAsa se adhika nahIM hogaa| aura yadi ve pApa bhI sammilita kara lie jAyeM jo maiMne nahIM kie haiM balki kevala soce haiM to adhika se adhika ATha varSa, aura thor3A sA bar3hAe to dasa vrss| lekina anaMta, zAzvata naraka?' taba paramAtmA bahuta pratizodhapUrNa pratIta hotA hai, divya nahIM mAlUma par3atA, Izvara jaisA nahIM lagatA bahuta bhayAnaka, zaitAnI tAkata kI taraha dikhAI par3atA hai| kyoMki tumane eka strI se prema kara liyA jo tumhArI patnI nahIM thI, aba tuma daMDita hoge-anaMta kAla tk| yaha bahuta adhika hai| tumane koI itanA bar3A pApa nahIM kara diyA hai| prema meM par3anA mAnavIya hai, aura jaba koI prema meM par3a jAtA hai to yaha taya karanA kaThina hai ki aisI strI se prema kiyA jAe yA
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________________ nahIM, jo kisI aura kI patnI hai| hUM. ...prema karIba-karIba aMdhA hotA hai| yaha tuma para hAvI ho jAtA hai| hAM, barTeDa rasala ThIka pratIta hotA hai, usake tarka ucita hI pratIta hote haiM, kiMta maiM kahatA haM ki tarka ucita nahIM hai| vaha asalI bAta se cUka gayA hai| aura kisI IsAI dharmazAstrI ne abhI taka usako isa biMdu para uttara nahIM diyA hai| ve uttara nahIM de sakate kyoMki ve bhI bhUla cuke haiN| ve siddhAMtoM kI bAteM karate rahate haiM, lekina ve vAstavikatAoM ko vismRta kara cuke haiN| jaba jIsasa kahate haiM ki naraka zAzvata hai to unakA abhiprAya manovaijJAnika samaya se hai, na ki kramAgata samaya se| hI, yadi unakA abhiprAya kramAgata samaya hotA to kisI vyakti ko zAzvata naraka meM DAla denA nitAMta asaMgata hai| unakA abhiprAya hai manovaijJAnika smy| unakA abhiprAya yaha hai ki naraka meM eka kSaNa bhI anaMta kAla jaisA pratIta hogaa| yaha bahuta adhika dhImA ho jAegA kyoMki tuma isa prakAra se saMtApa aura darda meM hoMge ki eka kSaNa bhI anaMtakAla jaisA pratIta hogaa| tumheM anubhava hogA ki yaha kisI bhI samaya samApta nahI hogA, yaha miTane vAlA nahIM hai| tumheM lagegA ki isakA sAtatya jArI hai, cala rahA hai, calatA jA rahA hai| yaha samaya ke bAre meM kucha nahIM kahatA, yaha tumhArI usa anubhUti ke bAre meM kucha batAtA hai jaba tuma gaharI pIr3A aura kaSTa meM hote ho| aura niHsaMdeha naraka darda kI carama avasthA hai| aura jIsasa bilakula sahI haiM, barTeDa rasala galata hai, lekina barTeDa rasala ise galata samajhA kyoMki jIsasa ne ThIka manovaijJAnika samaya nahIM kahA thaa| ve kahate haiM, anaMtakAla, kyoMki una dinoM yahI bhASA samajhI jAtI thii| aisI viziSTatA se bolane kI koI AvazyakatA na thii| manovaijJAnika samaya vyaktigata hotA hai| tumhAre pAsa apanA hai, tumhArI patnI ke pAsa usakA hai, tumhAre putra ke pAsa usakA hai, aura sabhI bhinna haiN| saMsAra meM saMgharSoM kA yaha bhI eka kAraNa hai| tuma hArna bajA rahe ho aura patnI khir3akI se kahatI hai, maiM A rahI hUM aura vaha darpaNa ke sammukha khar3I rahatI hai aura tuma hArna para hArna bajAe jA rahe ho ki samaya haA jA rahA hai aura hamArI Trena chaTa jAeMgI, aura vaha krodhita ho uThatI hai, aura tuma krodha meM A jAte ho| ho kyA rahA hai? pratyeka pati cir3hA huA hai ki vaha to DrAivara kI sITa para baiThA haA hai aura hArna bajAe jA rahA hai aura patnI abhI taka taiyAra ho rahI hai, taiyAra hI ho rahI hai| abhI bhI vaha sAr3I kA cunAva kara rahI hai| aba relagAr3iyAM isa bAta kI ciMtA nahIM letI ki tumane kauna sI sAr3I pahanI huI hai, ve samaya para calI jAtI haiN| pati bahuta adhika hairAna hai, kyA cala rahA hai| do vibhinna manovaijJAnika samaya vivAda meM haiN| puruSa kramAgata samaya para pahuMca gayA hai; strI abhI bhI manovaijJAnika samaya meM jItI hai| jahAM taka maiM dekhatA hUM striyAM kalAI ghar3I kA upayoga karatI haiM, lekina AbhUSaNa kI bhaaNti| maiM nahIM dekhatA ki ve vAstava meM unakA upayoga karatI hoM, vizeSata: bhArata meM to nhiiN| maiM aisI kaI mahilAoM ke saMparka meM
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________________ AyA hUM jo yaha bhI nahIM jAnatI ki samaya kaise dekhA jAe, aura unake pAsa ghar3iyAM haiM, suMdara sone kI ghar3iyAM-ve una para dhana kharca sakatI haiN| baccA eka bilakula hI bhinna saMsAra meM jItA hai| bacce ke pAsa apanA svayaM kA manovaijJAnika samaya hai, pUrI taraha se binA jaldabAjI kA, karIba-karIba svapna meN| vaha tumheM nahIM samajha sakatA, tuma usako nahIM samajha skte| tuma bahuta dUra ho, joDne kA koI upAya bhI nahIM hai| jaba eka vRddha vyakti kisI bacce se bAta kara rahA hotA hai, to vaha jaise dUsare graha se bola rahA hotA hai, yaha bAta bacce taka kabhI | baccA dekha nahIM pAtA ki itanI adhika jaldabAjI kyoM, kisalie? nahIM manovaijJAnika samaya nitAMta vaiyaktika hai| isIlie kramAgata samaya mahatvapUrNa ho gayA hai, varanA kahAM milA jAe, kaise kArya kiyA jAe kisa bhAMti kuzala huA jAe? yadi pratyeka vyakti apanI anubhUti ke anusAra kAryAlaya meM AtA hai to kAryAlaya calA pAnA asaMbhava hai| yadi pratyeka vyakti usake apane samaya para sTezana AtA hai to relagAr3I kabhI na jaaegii| sabhI ko suvidhA dene vAlA kucha nizcita karanA par3atA hai| 1 parANa kramAgata samaya itihAsa hai, aura manovaijJAnika samaya purANa hai| itihAsa aura purANa ke madhya yahI aMtara hai| pazcima meM itihAsa likhA gayA aura paraba pUcho kRSNa kA janma kaba huA, bilakula sahI-sahI dinAMka, kahIM se koI uttara nahIM aaegaa| aura itihAsakAroM ke lie yaha siddha karanA AsAna hai ki yadi tuma yaha nahIM siddha kara sakate aitihAsika rUpa se ki kisa tArIkha ko, kitane baje, kisa sthAna para, kRSNa kA janma huA thA-yadi tuma vaha sthAna aura samaya jahAM kRSNa janma kI ghaTanA ghaTI thI na dikhA sako to yaha saMdehAspada hai ki kRSNa kA janma kabhI haA bhI thA yA nhiiN| pUraba ne kabhI yaha ciMtA nahIM kii| pUraba isakI sArI asaMgatatA para haMsatA hai| kRSNa ke janma se aitihAsika samaya kA kyA lenA-denA hai? hamAre pAsa koI abhilekha nahIM hai| yA hamAre pAsa aneka abhilekha haiM jo virodhAbhAsI haiM, eka-dUsare kA khaMDana kara rahe haiN| lekina dekho, merA janma gyAraha disaMbara ko haA thaa| yadi yaha siddha kara diyA jAe ki gyAraha disaMbara ko maiM nahIM janmA thA, kyA yaha isa bAta kA paryApta pramANa hogA ki maiM kabhI paidA hI nahIM huA thA? pUraba meM koI apanA janma-dina bhI yAda nahIM rkhtaa| abhI usI dina viveka apane pitA ke janma-dina ke bAre meM ciMtita thii| zAyada yaha sattAisa ho, yA koI anya dina, aura vaha ciMtita thI, yadi vaha likhatI hai aura unase pUchatI hai to usake mAtA-pitA apamAna anubhava kreNge| aura maiMne usako batAyA ki mujhe apanI mAM kA janma-dina, apane pitA kA janma-dina nahIM patA hai, aura maiM to yaha bhI nahIM jAnatA ki unheM svayaM patA hai bhI yA nhiiN| kiMtu isase yaha kadApi siddha nahIM ho sakatA ki ve kabhI the hI nahIM yA unakA janma hI nahIM huaa|
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________________ pUraba ne purANa likhe haiN| purANa pUrNata bhinna haiM, ye manovaijJAnika samaya ke anurUpa haiN| kramAgata samaya rekhIya rUpa meM, eka sarala rekhA meM calatA hai| isIlie pazcima meM kahA jAtA hai ki sUrya ke nIce nayA kucha bhI nahIM hai - lekina itihAsa kabhI apane Apa ko doharAtA nahIM hai| samaya eka rekhA meM calatA hai ataH itihAsa eka paMkti meM svayaM ko kisa bhAMti doharA sakatA hai hara ghaTanA anUThI pratIta hotI hai| pUraba meM hama kahate haiM ki itihAsa eka cakra hai yaha sIdhI rekhA meM nahIM calatA, isakI gati vartulAkAra hai aura pUraba meM hama kahate haiM sUrya ke nIce nayA kucha bhI nahIM hai aura itihAsa svayaM ko lagAtAra doharAtA rahatA hai| yaha sabhI punarukti hai, ata: kyoM ciMtA karanA ki kRSNa kaba janme ? pUraba meM hama kahate haiM ki hara yuga meM kRSNa bAra-bAra janma lete haiM, yaha eka cakra hai sRjana aura vinAza ke madhya ke hara yuga meM kRSNa bAra-bAra janma lete hai unakA rUpa bhinna ho sakatA hai, unakA nAma alaga ho sakatA hai, lekina ve bAra bAra janma lete haiM, isalie ciMtA kyoM karanI ? basa isakA varNana kara do ki ve kauna haiM aura gaira-jarUrI vivaraNoM kI bahuta adhika ciMtA mata lo, isalie kRSNa kA yaha rUpa ho sakatA hai ki kisI viziSTa kRSNa kA na ho| yaha sabhI kRSNAvatAroM kA samanvita rUpa bhI ho sakatA hai| yaha isI prakAra kA hai| yadi tuma pUcho, 'kyA buddha kI mUrti unakA sahI pratirUpa hai?' yaha nahIM hai phira bhI yaha satya hai ki buddha ko isI bhAMti kA honA caahie| yaha prazna nahIM hai ki yaha buddha-gautama siddhArtha, zuddhodana ke putra, jo eka nizcita tArIkha ko kapilavastu meM janmeM the, kyA isa mUrti kI bhAMti the| nahIM yaha bAta hI nahIM hai lekina isa mUrti meM sabhI buddha sadaiva samAhita haiN| unakA pratinidhitva hai| yaha mUrti basa buddhatva kI hai, kisI vizeSa buddha kI nahIM hai| isameM sAre buddha samA gae haiN| aba pazcima ke lie yaha kaThina hai| tuma buddha aura mahAvIra kI mUrtiyoM ke bIca aMtara nahIM kara sakate ho, basa eka choTA sA cihna unake pairoM ke nIce hotA hai, varanA unameM tuma koI bheda nahIM kara sakate ho jainoM ke caubIsa tIrthaMkara caubIsa mahAna sadaguru haiM, lekina tuma koI aMtara nahIM kara sakate ho| kisI jaina maMdira meM jAo aura basa dekho, ve sabhI eka sI dikhatI haiN| aisA ho hI nahIM sakatA ki caubIsa vyakti eka se hoN| asNbhv| do vyakti kabhI eka se nahIM ho sakate, lekina ve mUrtiyAM bAhara kA pratinidhitva nahIM karatI haiN| ve aMtara anubhUti kA pratinidhitva karatI haiN| hI, do vyakti eka ho nahIM sakate lekina do anubhUtiyAM eka sI ho sakatI haiN| jaba tuma prema meM par3ate ho aura koI dUsarA bhI prema meM par3atA hai to prema eka sA hI hotA hai| jaba tuma dhyAna karate ho, tathA koI aura bhI dhyAna karatA hai to dhyAna eka jaisA hI hai| jaba tuma saMbuddha hote ho aura koI dUsarA bhI saMvuddha hotA hai to saMbodhi eka hI hai ye jaina tIrthakaroM kI caubIsa mUrtiyAM caubIsa vyaktiyoM kI nahIM haiM balki usa eka avasthA kI hai jo unameM pratibiMbita huii| ve sabhI pratinidhi haiN|
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________________ agara tuma jaina tIrthaMkara ko dekho, to tumheM bahuta laMbe kAna dikhAI par3eMge jo karIba-karIba unake kaMdhoM ko chate haiN| aba jaina kahate haiM ki sAre tIrthaMkaroM ke kAna laMbe the| aura aise mar3ha haiM jo socate haiM ki mahAvIra ke kAna vAstava meM itane adhika laMbe the| mujhe eka jainI, AcArya tulasI ne apane eka sammelana meM nimaMtrita kiyA thA, unake kAna bahuta laMbe haiM, isalie unakA eka ziSya mere pAsa AyA aura bolA, 'AcArya tulasI jI mahArAja ko dekhie, unake kAna kitane laMbe haiN| yaha mahAna sadaguru hone kA pratIka hai| jaldI hI apane kisI 'agale janma meM ve tIrthaMkara hone vAle haiN|' saMyogavaza yA kisI ittephAka se eka gadhA udhara se gujarA, ata: maiMne usa ziSya se kahA : 'AcArya gadhe jI mahArAja ko dekhie| ve pahale se hI tIrthaMkara haiN|' vaha ziSya usa bAta se itanA krodhita ho gayA, vaha mere pAsa kabhI nahIM aayaa| laMbe kAna mAtra isa bAta kA pratIka haiM ki ye loga sunane meM samartha haiM, basa yahI bAta hai| ve dhvani ko, dhvani-vihIna dhvani ko, eka hAtha kI tAlI kI dhvani ko sunane meM samartha the| ve satya ko sunane meM samartha the| ye pratimAeM mAtra pratIkAtmaka haiM, aisA nahIM hai ki ve kisI vAstavika vyakti kA pratinidhitva karatI haiN| aisI galata DhaMga kI vyAkhyA mUr3hatApUrNa hai| purANa-kathA pratIkAtmaka haiN| aisA kahA jAtA hai ki rAma kA janma ayodhyA meM huA thaa| aba bhItara kI zAMti kI eka avasthA kA nAma ayodhyA hai, isakA ayodhyA nAma ke nagara se kucha bhI lenA-denA nahIM hai| nagara kA nAma aMtasa kI ayodhyA jaisI dazA eka bahuta zAMtipUrNa, mauna, AnaMdita avasthA ke pratinidhi ke rUpa meM rakhA gayA hai| niHsaMdeha usa avasthA se rAma ko janma lenA hI hogaa| jIsasa kA kaMArI mAtA se janma kA yahI artha hai| aisA nahIM hai ki vAstava meM unakA janma kuMArI merI se huA ho, nahIM, balki astitva kI zuddhatA kuMArepana, bholepana aura avikRta pavitratA se hI unakA janma huA thaa| yahI unakA asalI garbha thA ye pratIkAtmaka bAteM haiM, ye purANa kathAeM haiN| ve aitihAsika nahIM haiN| itihAsakAra anAvazyaka vivaraNa, bakavAsa ekatrita karate rahate haiN| tuma jarA itihAsa kI kisI pustaka meM dekho| tuma Azcaryacakita ho jaaoge| itane sAre loga itanA mUrkhatApUrNa kArya kyoM kara rahe haiM? tithiyAM, tithiyAM aura tithiyAM aura nAma, nAma aura nAma aura ve calate cale jAte haiN| aura hajAroM loga apanA sArA jIvana barabAda kara dete hai aura ve ise zodha kahate haiN| aura phira patrakAra haiM, saMpAdaka, samAcAra patra ke kAryakartA haiM, ve sabhI kramAgata samaya meM jIte haiN| ve basa saMsAra kI anAvazyaka bAtoM ko samAcAra likhane ke lie khojate rahate haiM satya kabhI samAcAra nahIM banatA, kyoMki yaha sadaiva vahAM hai| yaha ghaTita nahIM hotA, yaha pahale se hI ghaTa cukA hai| asatya samAcAra hai|
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________________ kisI ne jArja barnArDa zaoN se pUchA. smAcAra kyA hai? usane kahA. jaba koI kuttA kisI AdamI ko kATa le, to yaha samAcAra nahIM hai; lekina jaba koI manuSya kisI kute ko kATa le, to yaha samAcAra hai, kyoMki samAcAra ko kucha nayA honA caahie| manuSya ko kutte dvArA kATA jAnA koI samAcAra nahIM, kyoMki isameM nayA kucha bhI nahIM hai| aisA to sadA se hotA rahA hai, aura yaha hamezA aise hI hogaa| lekina jaba ya kutte ko kATa letA hai to nizcita rUpa se yaha samAcAra hai| koI manuSya kutta kA tumheM patrakAroM se adhika satahI aura oche vyakti kahIM na mileNge| ve loga vyartha kI cIjeM khoja lene meM kuzala hote haiN| patrakAra nikamme rAjanetA hote haiN| rAjanetA samAcAra nirmita karate haiM, patrakAra samAcAra ekatrita karate haiN| patrakAra rAjanetAoM kI chAyA kI bhAMti hai| isIlie samAcAra patra pUrI taraha rAjanetAoM se bhare hote haiM, isa chora se usa chora taka, Adi se aMta taka, basa rAjanIti, rAjanIti, raajniiti| patrakAra vaha vyakti hai jo samAcAra banAne meM asaphala ho gayA hai, aba vaha inheM ekatrita karatA hai| usakA rAjanetA se ThIka vahI saMbaMdha hai jo Alocaka kA kavi se hotA hai; jo kavi banane meM asaphala rahatA hai, vahI Alocaka bana jAtA hai| maiMne eka prasiddha abhinetA ke bAre meM sunA hai| eka philma meM use eka ghor3e kI AvazyakatA par3I, aura eka ghor3e kA mAlika 'apanA ghor3A lekara aayaa| yaha eka sAmAnya ghor3A thA, lekina ghor3e ke mAlika ne usakI bahuta adhika prazaMsA karanA AraMbha kara dI, aura vaha bolA, yaha koI Ama ghor3A nahIM hai| isakI kada kAThI ko mata dekhie usakI AtmA ko dekhie| yaha eka bahuta zreSTha ghor3A hai| aura isane itanI adhika philmoM meM kAma kiyA hai ki usako Apa karIba-karIba eka abhinetA hI kaha sakate haiN| ThIka usI samaya ghor3e ne jora se havA chor3I, teja AvAja huii| vaha abhinetA bolA : maiM dekha sakatA hUM yaha sirpha abhinetA hI nahIM hai, yaha eka samIkSaka bhI hai| patrakAra, samIkSaka, itihAsakAra, rAjanetA, ve sabhI aitihAsika samaya, jIvana kI bAharI paridhi se saMbadadha haiM, aura sabase vyartha aura anupayogI prayAsa jo saMsAra meM calatA rahatA hai-itanA mahatvapUrNa ho gayA hai| ne isako itanA mahatvaparNa isIlie banA diyA hai kyoMki hama bhala gae haiM ki ghar3I hI jIvana nahIM hai| manovaijJAnika samaya svapna kA samaya hai| purANa, kAvya, prema, kalA, citrakArI, nRtya, saMgIta, bhAva, ye sabhI manovaijJAnika samaya se jur3e haiN| tumheM manovaijJAnika samaya kI ora unmukha honA pdd'egaa| kramAgata samaya bahirmukhI mana ke lie hai| manovaijJAnika samaya aMtarmukhI, vaha jisane aMtarAtmA kI ora jAnA AraMbha kara diyA hai, ke lie hai| manovaijJAnika samaya meM khatare bhI haiN| isIlie ve loga jo kramAgata samaya se Asakta haiM, manovaijJAnika samaya ke virodha meM haiN| isameM khatare haiN| eka khatarA yahI hai ki tuma isake jAla meM phaMsa sakate ho| taba tuma karIba-karIba pAgala ho jAoge, kyoMki tuma samAja ke, saMsAra ke logoM ke saMparka se haTa jAte ho| maiM tumheM eka kahAnI sunAtA hUM
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________________ eka bhalA dikhane vAlA AdamI apane eka purAne mitra se gapazapa meM itanA vyasta ho gayA ki use samaya kA hoza nahIM rhaa| acAnaka usane apanI ghar3I para nigAha DAlI aura bolA. are mitra, tIna baja rahe haiM aura maiMne apane manocikitsaka se tIna baje kA samaya liyA huA hai, aura vahAM taka pahuMcane meM kama se kama paMdraha minaTa to lageMge hii| usake mitra ne kahA aba parezAna hone kI jarUrata nahIM hai, tuma kucha hI minaTa dera se pahuMcoge / tuma use jAnate nahIM, yadi maiM ThIka samaya se vahAM nahIM pahuMcA to vaha mere binA hI zurU ho jaaegaa| svapna ko yathArtha mAna lene kA khatarA hai| apanI kalpanAoM meM bahuta adhika vizvAsa kara lene kA khatarA hai| tuma apanI AMtarika kalpanA, apane svapna - saMsAra se itanA adhika grasta ho sakate ho ki tuma eka vahama meM jI sakate ho, lekina ina khataroM ke sAtha bhI ise samajhanA aura isase hokara gujaranA Avazyaka hai| lekina yAda rakho, yaha eka setu hai, jisase hokara gujara jAnA hai| jaba tumane isako pAra kara liyA, to tuma vAstavika samaya ke sammukha A jaaoge| kramAgata samaya zarIra se saMbaddha hai, manovaijJAnika samaya mana se jur3A hai, vAstavika samaya tumhAre astitva se kramAgata samaya bahirmukhI mana hai, manovaijJAnika samaya aMtarmukhI mana hai, aura vAstavika samaya manAtIta hai| kiMtu vyakti ko manovaijJAnika samaya se gujaranA par3atA hai| usa kSetra ke pAra pUrNa hoza se jAnA par3atA hai| tumheM vahAM apanA ThikAnA nahIM banAnA caahie| yadi tuma vahAM apanA AvAsa banA lo to tuma vikSipta ho jAte ho| yahI una bahuta sAre logoM ke sAtha ho gayA hai jo pAgalakhAnoM meM haiN| ve kramAgata samaya ko bhUla cuke haiM, ve vAstavika samaya meM nahIM pahuMce, aura unhoMne pula para manovaijJAnika samaya meM rahanA AraMbha kara diyA hai| isI kAraNa unakI saccAI vyaktigata aura nijI bana gaI hai| eka pAgala vyakti apane nijI saMsAra meM rahatA hai, aura vaha vyakti jisako tuma sAmAnya kahate, sArvajanika saMsAra meM rahatA hai| sArvajanika saMsAra logoM ke sAtha hai, nijI saMsAra tuma meM sImita hai, lekina vAstavika saMsAra na to nijI hai aura na hI sArvajanika, yaha sArvabhauma hai, yaha donoM ke pAra hai| aura vyakti ko donoM ke pare jAnA par3atA hai| eka AdamI sar3aka ke AvArAgarda ke rUpa me jAnA jAtA thaa| vaha eka durghaTanA ke bAda aspatAla meM par3A huA thaa| par3A DAkTara ne narsa se pUchA. subaha isakA kyA hAla rahA? vaha bolI oha! vaha apanA dAyAM hAtha bAhara kie rahatA hai| Aha! DAkTara ne kahA. vaha mor3a para mur3a rahA hai|
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________________ sar3akoM para bhaTakane vAlA, moTara sAikila jisakI lata bana cukI ho, apanI nIMda meM bhI teja raphtAra banAe rahatA hai| jo kucha bhI tuma apane sapanoM meM karate ho vaha tumhArI icchA, tumhAre lakSya, tuma kyA pAnA cAhate ho, ko pratibiMbita karatA hai| Adima samAja manovaijJAnika samaya meM jIyA karate haiN| pUraba manovaijJAnika samaya meM jItA rahA hai, pazcima kramAgata samaya meM jIyA karatA hai| yadi tuma parvatoM ke pIche aura jaMgaloM meM kAphI bhItara rahane vAle chipe hue samAjoM meM jAkara dekho, to tuma pAoge ki ve pUrI taraha manovaijJAnika samaya meM jIte haiN| kucha aise bhI Adima samAja haiM jahAM svapna vAstavikatA se adhika mahatvapUrNa haiM, aura subaha nAzte se pahale baccoM ko pahalA kAma yahI karanA par3atA hai ki ve apane bar3oM ko apane svapna sunAyA karate haiN| pahalI bAta hai, mnovishlessnn| nAzte se pahale hI bar3oM ke sAmane svapna kA varNana kara diyA jAnA hai| aura ve eka sAtha ekatrita hote haiM aura ve svapna kA 'vizleSaNa karate haiN| aura phira ve bacce ko kucha karane ke lie kahate haiM, kyoMki svarNa pratIkAtmaka hai aura yaha pradarzita karatA hai ki kucha kie jAne kI jarUrata hai| udAharaNa ke lie eka bacce ne svapna meM dekhA ki vaha eka mitra se lar3a rahA hai, aura subaha vaha isa bAta ko apane bar3oM ko batAtA hai| ve isakI vyAkhyA kareMge, aura ve isa bacce ko upahAroM aura miThAiyoM aura khilaunoM ke sAtha usake ghara, usI bacce ke pAsa bhejeMge jisase vaha svapna meM lar3a rahA thA aura use ve upahAra die jAeM aura usako vaha svapna batAyA jAe, kyoMki usane eka aparAdha kiyA hai| pazcima meM tuma isakI kalpanA bhI nahIM kara skte| tumane kiyA kyA hai? tumane kucha nahIM kiyA, tumane kevala svapna dekhA, lekina usa vizeSa AdivAsI samudAya kA kahanA hai ki tumane svapna dekhA kyoMki tuma isa prakAra kI koI bAta karanA cAhate the, varanA kyoM aisA svapna AyA? eka chipI huI damita icchA rahI hogI yh| jahAM taka mana kA saMbaMdha hai, tamane aisA kara liyA hai| jAo aura usa bacce ko batA do tAki tumhAre cAroM ora koI sUkSma krodha na banA rhe| usase pUrI bAta kaha do aura usase kSamA mAMga lo aura ina upahAroM ko use bheMTa meM de do| svapna kI lar3AI ke lie asalI upahAra....kiMtu usa samudAya meM eka camatkAra ghaTa gayA hai| dhIredhIre jaba bAlaka bar3A hotA hai vaha svapna dekhanA chor3a detA hai| svapna kho jAte haiN| usa Adima samAja ke anusAra vayaska vyakti vahI hai jise svapna nahIM aate| suMdara mAlUma par3atI hai yaha baat| niHsaMdeha manovizleSaka usa samAja kI prazaMsA nahIM kareMge, kyoMki unakA sArA dhaMdhA caupaTa ho jaaegaa| eka yuvatI apane cikitsaka se milane gaI aura cikitsaka ne usase pUchA ki pichalI rAta tumane svapna meM kyA dekhA? usa yuvatI ne batAyA ki use kala pUrI rAta koI svapna hI nahIM aayaa| isa para vaha manocikitsaka bahuta krodhita huA aura bolA. dekho, yadi tuma apanA gRhakArya nahIM karogI to maiM tumhArI madada kaise kara pAUMgA?
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________________ svapna dekhanA eka gRhakArya hai aura manovizleSaka tumhAre svapnoM para jItA hai| vaha unakA vizleSaNa kie calA jAtA hai| kiMtu yaha kucha asaMgata bAta hai| tuma apane svapnoM kA vizleSaNa svayaM nahIM kara sakate koI aura ise kaise kara sakatA hai? kyoMki manovaijJAnika samaya nijI hai, isalie tumhAre svapnoM ko tumase behatara aura koI samajha hI nahIM sakatA hai| sapane tumhAre haiM, koI dUsarA unako kisa prakAra samajha sakatA hai? usakI vyAkhyAeM jhUTha hone vAlI haiN| usakI vyAkhyAeM usake davArA kI jaaeNgii| jaba koI phrAyaDa tumhAre svapna kA vizleSaNa karatA hai, to usakI vyAkhyA bhinna hogii| jaba juga usI svapna kA vizleSaNa karatA hai, to usakI vyAkhyA alaga hogii| jaba eDalara usI svapna kA vizleSaNa karatA hai, to usakI vyAkhyA aura kisma kI hotI hai| ata: isake bAre meM kyA socA jAnA cAhie? tumane eka svapna dekhA hai aura tIna mahAna manovizleSakoM ne tIna alaga DhaMgoM se isako smjhaayaa| phrAyaDa hara bAta ko kAmavAsanA kI ora mor3a detA hai| cAhe tuma jo svapna dekho, koI aMtara nahIM pdd'taa| vaha use kAmavAsanA se saMbaddha karane kA upAya khoja legaa| aisA pratIta hotA hai ki vaha kAmavAsanA se grasita thaa| vaha eka mahAna agradUta thA, usane eka bar3A dvAra khola diyA, lekina vaha bhayagrasta thA, aura vaha kAmavAsanA se DarA haA thA, aura vaha dasarI kaI cIjoM se bhI AtaMkita thaa| vaha itanA bhayagrasta thA ki usako sar3aka pAra karane meM bhaya lagatA thA, yaha usake bar3e bhayoM meM se eka thaa| aba tuma yaha nahIM soca sakate baddha sar3aka pAra karane se bhayabhIta hoN| yaha AdamI svayaM hI rugNa hai| vaha logoM ke sAtha bAtacIta karane se itanA ghabar3AtA thA, tabhI to usane manovizleSaNa nirmita kiyaa| manovizleSaNa meM manovizleSaka eka parde ke pIche baiThatA hai aura rogI eka koca para leTatA hai aura bolatA rahatA hai aura manovizleSaka kevala sanatA hai-koI saMvAda nhiiN| vaha saMvAda se bhayabhIta thaa| vyaktigata mulAkAtoM meM, Amane-sAmane kI bAtacIta meM vaha sadA asahaja rahatA thaa| aba usakA sArA mana usakI vyAkhyA meM samA gayA hai| yaha svAbhAvika hai, ise aise hI honA caahie| juMga hara bAta ko, pratyeka cIja ko dharma para le AtA hai| svapna meM tuma cAhe kucha bhI dekho, vaha isakI vyAkhya isa bhAti karegA ki yaha dhArmika svapna bana jaaegaa| vahI svapna phrAyaDa ke sAtha kAmuka ho jAtA hai, juga ke sAtha yaha dhArmika ho jAtA hai| eDalara ke sAtha yaha rAjanIti bana jAtA hai| hara bAta mahatvAkAMkSA hai| aura pratyeka vyakti hInatA kI graMthi se pIr3ita hai| aura pratyeka vyakti aura zakti prApta karane ke lie-zakti kI AkAMkSA hetu prayAsarata hai| aura aba to sAre saMsAra meM hajAroM manovizleSaka haiM jo vibhinna vicAradhArAoM ke haiN| jitanI vividha vicAradhArAeM IsAiyata meM haiM utanI hI haiN| bahuta se vAda haiM aura hara manovizleSaka apanA svayaM kA vAda AraMbha kara detA hai| aura kisI ko rogI kI phikara nahIM ki yaha usakA svapna hai| manovizleSakoM kI samasyAeM unake vizleSaNoM aura vyAkhyAoM meM samA jAtI haiN| sahAyatA karane kA yaha koI DhaMga nahIM hai| vastuta: yaha to cIjoM ko aura adhika jaTila banA dene vAlA hai| eka behatara samAja tumheM sikhAegA ki apane svapna kA kisa bhAMti vizleSaNa kiyA jAe, apane svayaM ke svapnoM
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________________ kA manovizleSaNa kaise kiyA jaae| kyoMki tumase adhika tumhAre svapna ke bAre meM koI nahIM jAnatA, kyoMki tumhAre atirikta tumase aura nikaTa anya koI ho hI nahIM sktaa| eka suMdara yuvA mahilA manocikitsaka se milane gii| vaha kucha sekaMDa usa mahilA kA mukha dekhatA rahA aura bolA : kRpayA yahAM mere pAsa aao| taba acAnaka usako apanI bAMhoM meM lekara manocikitsaka ne usakA cuMbana liyA, phira usako apane se alaga karake vaha kahane lagA, merI samasyA kA to samAdhAna ho gayA hai, aba batAo tumhArI kyA samasyA hai? unakI apanI samasyAeM haiN| unakI apanI manograstatAeM haiM, manaHsthitiyA haiN| pUraba meM manovizleSaNa jaisA kabhI kucha nahIM rahA hai| aisA nahIM hai ki hameM manovaijJAnika saMsAra ke bAre meM kucha patA nahIM hai| hameM saMsAra ke kisI bhI samAja kI tulanA meM isakA adhika gaharAI se bodha rahA hai, lekina hamane sahAyatA ke lie eka nitAMta bhinna prakAra kA vyakti nirmita kiyA hai, hama usa vyakti ko guru kahate haiN| guru aura manovizleSaka meM kyA aMtara hai? aMtara yaha hai ki manovizleSaka ke pAsa abhI bhI samasyAeM haiM anasulajhI, lekina guru ke pAsa koI samasyA nahIM hai| jaba tumhAre pAsa koI samasyA na ho tabhI tumhArI dRSTi suspaSTa hotI hai, tabhI tuma svayaM ko dUsare kI sthiti meM rakha sakate ho| jaba tumhAre pAsa koI samasyAeM koI manograstatAeM, koI jaTilatAeM kucha bhI nahIM hotA, tuma mana se pUrNata: nirmala hote ho, mana tirohita ho cukA hai, tuma a-mana ko upalabdha ho cuke ho, tabhI, tabhI tuma dekha sakate ho| taba tuma nijI DhaMga se vyAkhyA nahIM kroge| tumhArI vyAkhyA sArvabhaumika hogI, vaha astitvagata hogii| aura tIsarA hai vAstavika, astitvagata smy| vAstavika samaya samaya jarA bhI nahIM hai, kyoMki vAstavika samaya zAzvatatA hai| maiM tumheM ise samajhAtA hai| kramAgata samaya svaicchika hotA hai| pazcima meM jeno ne ise bahuta pahale hIra siddha kara diyA hai| pUraba meM nAgArjuna ne isa bAta ko itanI gaharAI se siddha kiyA hai ki use koI kabhI khaMDita nahIM kara paayaa| vastuta: jeno aura nAgArjuna donoM vyaktiyoM ko koI tarka meM harA nahIM sakA hai| unheM koI parAjita nahIM kara sakatA, unake tarka atyAdhika gahare aura parama haiN| jeno aura nAgArjuna kahate haiM ki samaya kI, kramAgata samaya kI saMpUrNa avadhAraNA asaMgata hai| una donoM vyaktiyoM ke bAre meM aura unake dvArA kie gae kramAgata samaya ke vizleSaNa ke bAre meM maiM tumheM kucha bAteM aura batAtA huuN| unhoMne samaya ke vizleSaNa kI carama UMcAiyAM chU lI haiN| abhI taka koI bhI unase Age nikalane meM yA unake tarkoM meM sudhAra karane meM saphala nahIM ho pAyA hai| unhoMne pUchA 'samaya kyA hai?' tumane batAyA : 'yaha eka prakriyA hai| eka kSaNa atIta meM calA jAtA hai, miTa jAtA hai, eka aura kSaNa bhaviSya se vartamAna meM AtA hai, samaya ke eka aMtarAla ke lie vahAM ThaharatA haiM, phira puna: atIta meM calA jAtA hai,
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________________ tirohita ho jAtA hai, ' yaha hai samaya kI prakriyA / tumhAre pAsa eka samaya meM kevala eka kSaNa hotA hai, do kSaNa kabhI eka sAtha nahIM hote| atIta, bhaviSya aura basa unake ThIka bIca meM aMtarAla meM vartamAna / aba nAgArjuna aura jeno prazna uThAte haiM, vaha kSaNa kahAM se AtA hai? kyA bhaviSya pahale se hI astitva meM hai? yadi astitva meM nahIM hai to vaha kSaNa ana astitva se kisa bhAMti A sakatA hai? aba ve ulajhana khar3I kara dete haiN| ve kahate haiM, vartamAna kA kSaNa atIta meM kahAM calA jAtA hai? kyA yaha abhI bhI atIta meM saMcita hai? yadi tuma kaho hI, yaha abhI bhI atIta meM upasthita hai, to yaha abhI nahIM huA hai| yadi tuma kaho ki yaha bhaviSya meM thA, aura basa abhI yaha hamAre samakSa udaghATita huA hai, yaha bhaviSya meM sadA se thA, taba nAgArjuna aura jeno kahate haiM taba tuma ise bhaviSya nahIM kaha sakate, yaha sadA se vartamAna thaa| yadi bhaviSya hai, to yaha bhaviSya nahIM hai kyoMki bhaviSya kA artha hai jo abhI nahI hai| yadi atIta hai, to yaha atIta nahIM hai, kyoMki atIta kA artha hai jo astitva se bAhara ho gayA hai| isalie jo bhI vikalpa tuma cunate ho.. yadi tuma kaho ki bhaviSya nahIM hai aura acAnaka zUnya meM se vartamAna kA kSaNa prakaTa ho jAtA hai, ve donoM haMsate haiN| ve kahate haiM, 'tuma mUrkhatApUrNa bAta kaha rahe ho| ana astitva se astitva kisa prakAra A sakatA hai? aura kisa bhAMti astitvavAna punaH anaastitva meM calA jAtA hai? ve kahate haiM, 'yadi donoM ora anaastitva hai to ThIka bIca meM astitva kaise ho sakatA hai? ise bhI anaastitva honA caahie| tuma bhrama meM the|' phira ve kahate haiM, tuma samaya ko eka prakriyA Uhane ho? tumhArA kathana hai ki eka kSaNa dUsare se jur3A huA hai? nAgArjuna aura jeno tumase pUchate haiM, do kSaNa haiM, ve kisa prakAra se saMbaMdhita haiM? kyA jyU donoM ke madhya koI tIsarA kSaNa bhI hai jo unako jor3atA hai| phira ve eka kaThinAI paidA kara dete haiM, kyoMki saMbaMdha banAne ke lie eka setu kI jarUrata hotI hai| do cIjoM ko jor3ane ke lie, atIta ko vartamAna se joDne ke lie, aura vartamAna ko bhaviSya se jor3ane ke lie setuoM kI AvazyakatA par3atI hai| to ina setuoM kA astitva kahAM hai? ve setu kyA haiM? ve samaya se hI nirmita ho sakate haiN| isalie eka kSaNa aura dUsare kSaNa ke madhya meM una donoM ko jor3ane ke lie eka kSaNa aura hai| isalie do ke sthAna para vahAM tIna haiM, lekina phira unako bhI jor3anA pdd'egaa| eka anaMta zrRMkhalA bana jAtI hai| do aMguliyoM kI ora dekho| ina do ko jor3e jAne kI AvazyakatA hai, ve tIna aMguliyAM bana jAta haiN| aba eka ke sthAna para do sthAna, do aMtarAla ho ge| unheM jor3A jAnA hai; ve pAMca ho gae haiN| aba jor3e jAne ke lie aura adhika rikta sthAna ho jAte haiM aura isI prakAra yaha calatA rahatA hai| nAgArjuna aura jenoM ke anusAra kramAgata samaya eka upayogitA hai| yaha sArabhUta nahIM hai| vAstavi samaya koI prakriyA nahIM hai, kyoMki nAgArjuna kA kahanA hai yadi samaya svayaM meM prakriyA ho to ise eka aura samaya kI jarUrata hogii| udAharaNa ke lie tuma calate ho| tumheM samaya kI AvazyakatA hotI hai| tumako apane ghara se, isa ccAMgatsu sabhAgAra meM, mere pAsa AnA hai| tumako yahA taka Ane meM paMdraha
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________________ minaTa lge| yadi samaya na ho tuma yahAM kaise A sakoge, kyoMki calane ke lie samaya kI jarUrata hai, calanA eka prakriyA hai, tumheM samaya caahie| sabhI prakriyAoM ko samaya kI jarUrata par3atI hai| aba nAgArjuna kahate haiM, 'yadi tuma kahate ho samaya svayaM meM eka prakriyA hai to isako eka mahA samaya, eka atirikta samaya kI AvazyakatA hogii| aura vaha bhI eka prakriyA hai, to use bhI eka anya samaya, mahA, mahA samaya...,'puna: anaMta zrRMkhalA khar3I ho jAtI hai| phira tuma isakA samAdhAna nahIM khoja skte| nahIM, samaya, vAstavika samaya prakriyA nahIM hai, yaha samakAlikatA hai| bhaviSya, bhUta, vartamAna tIna bhinna cIjeM nahIM haiM, ata: unako jor3ane kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| yaha zAzvata abhI hai, yaha niraMtaratA hai| aisA nahIM hai ki tumhArI bagala se samaya gujara rahA hai| yaha kahAM jAegA? ise hokara gujarane ke lie kisI aura mAdhyama kI AvazyakatA par3egI, aura yaha kahAM jAegA, aura yaha kahAM se AegA? yaha vahAM hai; balki yaha yahAM hai| samaya hai| yaha koI prakriyA nahIM hai| kyoMki hama pUrNa samaya ko dekha nahIM sakate-hamArI AMkheM saMkucita haiM, sImita haiN| hama eka choTI sI khir3akI se dekha rahe haiM, isIlie aisA pratIta hotA hai ki tuma eka bAra meM eka hI kSaNa ko dekha sakate ho| yaha tumhArI sImA hai, samaya kA vibhAjana nahIM hai| kyoMki tuma saMpUrNa samaya ko jaisA ki yaha hai nahIM dekha sakate, kyoMki abhI taka tuma samagra nahIM ho, isIlie tuma samaya kA vibhAjana bhUta, vartamAna, bhaviSya meM karate ho| aba sUtraH 'vartamAna kSaNa para saMyama sAdhane se kSaNa vilIna ho jAtA hai, aura Ane vAlA kSaNa parama tatva ke bodha se janme jJAna ko lekara AtA hai| yadi tuma samaya kI prakriyA para, usa kSaNa para jo hai, usa kSaNa para jo calA gayA, usa kSaNa para jo Ane vAlA hai, apanI samAdhi cetanA ko le Ao, yadi tuma apanI samAdhi le Ao, acAnaka parama tatva kA jJAna ho jAtA hai| kyoMki jisa kSaNa tuma samAdhi ke sAtha dekhate ho-vartamAna, bhaviSya aura bhUta kA vibheda kho jAtA hai, ve vilaya ho jAte haiN| unameM vibhAjana jhUThA hai| acAnaka tuma zAzvata ke prati bodhapUrNa ho jAte ho tiba samaya samakAlikatA hai| kucha bhI jA nahIM rahA hai, kucha bhI bhItara nahIM A rahA hai, saba kucha hai, mAtra hai| yaha 'hai-pana' paramAtmA ke rUpa meM jAnA jAtA hai; yahI 'hai-pana' Izvara kI avadhAraNA hai| 'vartamAna kSaNa para saMyama sAdhane se kSaNa vilIna ho jAtA hai, aura Ane vAlA kSaNa parama tatva ke bodha se janme zAna ko lekara AtA hai|'
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________________ yadi tuma samaya ko satorI, samAdhi kI AMkhoM se dekha sako, samaya tirohita ho jAtA hai| lekina yaha aMtima camatkAra hai, isake uparAMta sirpha kaivalya, mukti hai| jaba samaya kho jAtA hai, saba kucha kho jAtA hai- kyoMki icchA, mahatvAkAMkSA, preraNA kA sArA saMsAra vahAM hai, kyoMki hamAre pAsa samaya hI galata avadhAraNA hai| samaya nirmita kiyA gayA hai samaya eka prakriyA kI bhAMti-bhUta, vartamAna, ke rUpa maiM- icchAoM dvArA nirmita kiyA gayA hai| pUraba ke saMtoM kI zreSThatama aMtardRSTiyoM meM se eka bAta yahI hai ki prakriyA ke rUpa meM samaya vAstava meM icchA kA prakSepaNa hai| kyoMki tuma kisI cIja kI icchA rakhate ho, tuma bhaviSya nirmita karate ho aura kyoMki tuma Asakta hote ho, tuma atIta nirmita karate ho kyoMki tuma use nahIM chor3a sakate jo aba tumhAre sAmane nahIM rahA, aura tuma isase cipake rahanA cAhate ho, tuma smRti nirmita karate ho aura kyoMki vaha jo abhI nahIM AyA tuma isakI apane nijI DhaMga se apekSA karate ho, tuma bhaviSya nirmita karate ho| bhaviSya aura atIta mana kI avasthAeM haiM, samaya ke bhAga nahIM haiN| samaya zAzvata hai| yaha baMTA huA nahIM hai| yaha eka hai, samaya hai| kSaNa tatkamayo saMyamAdvivekaja jJAnam / jisane yaha jAna liyA ki kSaNa aura samaya kI prakriyA kyA hai, vaha parama ke prati bodhapUrNa ho jAtA hai; samaya ke bodha se vyakti ko parama kA bodha prApta ho jAtA hai| kyoM? kyoMki parama kI sattA. vAstavika samaya kI bhAMti hai| tuma kramAgata samaya meM jIte ho, to tuma samAcAra patra ke saMsAra meM jIte ho taba tuma rAjanetAoM, pAgala, mahAtvAkAMkSI logoM ke saMsAra meM jIte ho yA agara tuma manovaijJAnika samaya meM jIte ho, to tuma pAgala, sanakI, yA kalpanA, svapna, kAvya ke saMsAra meM jIte ho / eka nayA DAkTara pAgalakhAne meM cAroM tarapha dekha rahA thaa| use eka rogI milA, usa DAkTara ne rogI se pUchA, Apa kauna haiM? vaha vyakti tana kara khar3A ho gayA aura bolA, maiM zrImAna, nepoliyana huuN| DAkTara ne pUchA vAstava meM? Apase yaha kisane kahA? usa rogI ne kahA : Izvara ne batAyA, aura kauna batA sakatA hai? par3osa ke bistara para par3e hue eka choTe se AdamI ne Upara kI ora dekhA aura bolA, maiMne nahIM khaa| pAgalakhAnoM meM jAo; yaha jAne lAyaka sthAna hai basa logoM ko dekho ve eka kalpanA ke saMsAra meM jI rahe haiN| ve sAmUhika saMsAra se pUrI taraha bAhara cale gae haiM aura ve sArvabhaumika saMsAra meM nahIM jA pAe haiM, ve madhya meM laTake haiM, ve sImA rekhA para haiN|
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________________ manocikitsaka yaha dekha kara bahata hairAna haA ki usakI rogI yuvA mahilA usake kAryAlaya ke bAhara khar3I hai aura behada parezAna dIkha rahI hai| use abhI usakI cikitsA karate hue AdhA ghaMTA hI huA thaa| usane pUchA. kyA mAmalA hai? vaha bolI oha, mujhe patA nahIM hai ki maiM A rahI hUM yA jA rahI huuN| manocikitsaka ne kahA bilakula ThIka yahI bAta hai, isIlie tuma mujhase milane AI ho| oh| vaha bolI : taba Apa kauna haiM? maiM tumhArA mUrkha cikitsaka hUM jhallA kara vaha bolaa| sImA rekhA kA eka saMsAra nirmita ho jAtA hai| yadi tuma kramAgata saMsAra se saMparka kho dete ho aura tumhArA saMparka sArvabhauma, parama se nahIM jur3a pAtA, to acAnaka tuma nahIM jAna pAte ki tuma A rahe ho rahe ho:| saba kacha saMdehAspada ho jAtA hai, hara bAta saMzaya utpanna karatI hai, tama svayaM para bharosA nahIM kara sakate, tumheM apanI AMkhoM para bharosA nahIM AtA, tuma kisI para bharosA nahIM kara paate| tuma baMda ho jAte ho, sImita ho jAte ho| tuma jharokhA vihIna astitva, eka monaiDa, eka ikAI bana jAte ho| yahI to naraka hai| tuma svayaM se bAhara nahIM A sakate, tuma paMgu ho gae ho| smaraNa rakhanA, dhyAnI pAgala ke saMsAra se hozapUrvaka gujaratA hai-hoshpuurvk| aura hozapUrvaka gujaranA zubha hai, kyoMki yadi tuma hozapUrvaka nahIM gujaroge to isa bAta kI pUrI saMbhAvanA hai ki tuma acetana meM isake zikAra ho jaao| isameM jabaradastI dhakele jAne kI tulanA meM isase jAgrata, hozapUrvaka hokara gujaranA zreyaskara hai| yadi jIvana tumheM isameM dhakela de to tuma isase bAhara nikalane meM samartha na ho skoge| yaha bahuta hI duSkara hai| aura manocikitsaka tumhArI kevala kramAgata saMsAra meM vApasa lauTane meM sahAyatA kara sakatA hai| sadaguru aura manocikitsaka meM yahI aMtara hai| manocikitsaka usa vyakti ko jo 'manovaijJAnika' meM kho gayA hai vApasa kramAgata meM-AghAta cikitsA se, bijalI ke jhaTakoM se, iMsulina ke jhaTakoM seM-kyoMki tuma atyAdhika AghAtagrasta ho vApasa le AtA hai| acAnaka tumhArA svapna tor3a diyA jAtA hai| tuma thor3e se caukanne ho jAte ho, tuma kramAgata saMsAra meM vApasa lauTa Ate ho| sadaguru, yadi tuma manovaijJAnika samaya meM kho cuke ho, to tumheM aura pIche le jAkara tumheM sArvabhauma meM le jAtA hai| aba tuma kabhI kramAgata samaya ke saMsAra kA hissA nahIM bana pAoge, balki tuma sArvabhauma ke hisse ho jaaoge| 'isase varga, caritra yA sthAna se na pahacAne jA sakane vAlI samAna vastuoM meM vibheda kI yogyatA AtI hai|' eka bAra tuma parama ko jAna lo to tumhAre bhItara eka bilakula bhinna prakAra ke zAna kA udaya hotA hai| abhI to tuma vastuoM ko kevala bAhara se jAnate hoM-koI AtA hai tuma kapar3oM ko dekhate ho aura
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________________ tuma socate ho, hAM, vaha eka strI hai yA eka puruSa hai| eka vRkSa ko tuma dekhate ho aura tuma isako pahacAna lete ho-yaha cIr3a kA vRkSa hai, kyoMki tuma isake bAre meM jAnate ho| eka vyakti ko tuma dekhate ho aura usake sTethaskopa ke kAraNa tuma yaha jAna lete ho ki vaha cikitsaka hai| lekina cIjoM ke ye bAhya saMketa haiN| vaha cikitsaka nahIM ho sakatA hai, vaha koI chadaya vezadhArI bhI ho sakatA hai| aura cIr3a kA vRkSa cIr3a kA vRkSa nahIM ho sakatA hai, vaha cIr3a ke vRkSa jaisA dikhAI par3a sakatA hai| aura vaha strI strI nahIM ho sakatI hai, ho sakatA hai ki vaha abhinaya kara rahI ho; vaha puruSa bhI ho sakatI hai, vaha 'zI' ke sthAna para 'hI' bhI ho sakatI hai| tuma isake bAre meM pUrNata: nizcita nahIM ho sakate, kyoMki tuma use kevala bAhara se hI jAnate ho| jaba samaya kho jAtA hai aura zAzvata tumheM cAroM ora se ghera letA hai, jaba samaya eka prakriyA nahIM raha jAtA balki UrjA kA eka kuMDa, sanAtana, abhI ho jAtA hai, taba tuma vastuoM ke bhItara praveza karane aura bAhara kI paribhASAoM ke binA jJAna meM samartha ho jAte ho| yahI hai jo sadaguru aura ziSya ke madhya ghaTita hotA hai| use vAstava meM tumase pUchane kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| vaha tumhAre parama astitva se jhAMka sakatA hai| tumhAre bhItara vaha khar3A ho sakatA hai-na sirpha tumhArI ApAda mastaka deha meM, balki tumhAre astitva ke bhiitr| vaha tumhAre aMtartama zUnya meM pUrI taraha samA jAtA hai| vaha tuma bana sakatA hai aura vahAM se dekha sakatA hai| 'yathArtha ke bodha se utpanna uccatama jJAna, sArI vastuoM aura prakriyAoM ke bhUta, bhaviSya aura vartamAna se saMbaMdhita samasta viSayoM kI tatkSaNa pahacAna ke pare hai, aura yaha vaizvika prakriyA kA atikramaNa kara letA hai|' aura prakriyA ke saMsAra kA atikramaNa kara letA hai, aura sabhI prakriyAoM ke saMsAra kA atikramaNa kara letA hai| tAraka sarva viSaya sarvathAviSayamakrama ceti vivekajaM shaanm| AMkhoM ke mAdhyama se hama vAstavikatA kA kevala eka bhAga hI dekha sakate haiN| usa bhAga ke kAraNa jIvana eka prakriyA jaisA pratIta hotA hai| udAharaNa ke lie, tuma sar3aka ke kinAre lage hue eka vRkSa ke nIce baiThe ho aura sar3aka sunasAna hai aura tabhI acAnaka eka vyakti bAIM tarapha se sar3aka para prakaTa hotA hai, vaha dAIM dizA meM calA jAtA hai; kucha dUrI calane ke bAda puna: vaha nigAha se ojhala ho jAtA hai| eka vyakti hai jo vRkSa ke Upara car3hA baiThA hai; isase pahale ki vaha vyakti tumhAre sammukha Ae, vaha usa vyakti ko jo vRkSa para baiThA hai, dikhAI par3a gyaa| jaba vaha vyakti tumhArI AMkhoM se ojhala ho gayA hai to usa vyakti ke lie jo vRkSa para baiThA huA hai vaha ojhala nahIM huA hai; kiMtu kucha samaya ke bAda vaha vyakti usake lie bhI ojhala ho jaaegaa| lekina koI helIkApTara meM ho; aba usakI dRSTi
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________________ aura dUra jAtI hai; usa vyakti kA calanA jArI rahatA hai-isase pahale jaba tumheM patA lagA ki vaha sar3aka para thA aura usake bahuta bAda taka jaba vaha tumhArI dRSTi se ojhala ho gayA thaa| kyA ghaTita ho rahA hai? vastuoM ke sAtha bilakula ThIka yahI mAmalA hai| jitanA Upara tuma uThate ho, jitanA tuma sahasrAra ke nikaTa pahuMcate hoM-tuma jIvana ke vRkSa para car3ha rahe ho| sahasrAra dekha pAne ke lie uccatama biMdu hai| usase UMcI koI aura UMcAI nahIM hai| sahasrAra se tuma cIjoM ko dekhate ho, hara cIja satata gatimAna hai aura gatizIla rahatI hai| na koI rukatA hai, na kucha miTatA hai| kaThina hai yaha bAta; yaha utanI hI kaThina hai jaise koI bhautikavida carama ilekTrAna, kvAMTA ke bAre meM samajhAe, ki yaha taraMga aura kaNa, donoM eka sAtha, biMdu aura rekhA donoM haiN| tuma eka vAyuyAna meM baiTha kara gaMgA ke Upara se ur3Ana bhara rahe ho, aura gaMgA baha rahI hai, yadi maiM tumase pUrvI kyA gaMgA eka prakriyA hai? kyA gaMgA pravAhita ho rahI hai yA yaha ki gaMgA hai? tuma kyA kahoge? tuma kahoge, donoN| tuma kahoge, gaMgA hai, kyoMki tuma isako eka chora se dUsare taka eka sAtha hI dekha sakate ho| tuma gaMgA ko himAlaya meM dekha sakate ho, tuma gaMgA ko maidAnoM meM dekha sakate ho, tuma gaMgA ko sAgara meM giratA huA dekha sakate hoM-eka hI sAtha-atIta, vartamAna, bhaviSya kho gae haiN| eka nizcita UMcAI se dekhane para tumhAre lie pUrI gaMgA upalabdha hai| yaha hai aura phira bhI tuma jAnate ho ki yaha pravAhita ho rahI hai| yaha donoM hai-honA aura ho jAnA, yaha donoM hai, taraMga aura kaNa, biMdu aura rekhA hai, aura phira bhI eka prakriyA hai| yaha virodhAbhAsI hai, yaha virodhAbhAsI pratIta hotA hai, kyoMki hameM nahIM patA ki UMcAI se cIjeM kaisI dikhAI par3atI haiN| sUtra kahatA hai : 'yathArtha ke bodha se utpanna uccatama zAna atikramaNa kara letA hai... ' yaha sabhI davaitoM kA, aura prakriyA kI dhruvIyatAoM kA, sthaitika aura gatizIla, taraMga aura kaNa jIvana aura mRtya kA, atIta aura bhaviSya kA sabhI dvaitoM kA, sabhI dhruvIyatAoM kA atikramaNa kara letA hai| yaha pare hai|'taark sarvaviSayaM' -yaha zAna kI sabhI vastuoM kA atikramaNa kara letA hai| '....sabhI viSayoM kI tatkSaNa pahacAna ko samAhita kie hue hai...'aura isa cetanA ke lie 'sarvajJa' zabda prayoga kiyA jAtA hai| yaha samajhane meM kaThina hai, isa bAta ko samajha pAnA karIba-karIba asaMbhava hai| isakA abhiprAya hai parama samajha vAlA vyakti, yadi vaha tumhArI ora dekhatA hai, vaha tumako eka sAtha hI-jaba tuma mAM ke garbha meM the aura tumhArA janma ho rahA thA; isake sAtha hI sAtha tuma bar3e ho rahe the aura tuma bacce the, aura tuma yuvaka bana gae aura tumane eka strI ke sAtha vivAha kiyA thA, aura phira tuma usake prema meM par3a gae the; phira tumhAre yahAM baccoM kA janma haA, aura tama ke ho gae, aura tama
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________________ mara gae, aura loga tumhArI zavayAtrA meM jA rahe haiM-sabhI kucha eka sAtha dekha letA hai| sabhI kucha eka sAtha dikhAI de jAtA hai| samajhane meM durUha hai yaha bAta lekina aisA kaise ho sakatA hai? eka bacce kA janma ho rahA hai| isI kSaNa abhI usakI mRtyu kaise ho sakatI hai? vaha yA to baccA hai, yA yuvaka hai yA vRddha hai; yA to garbha meM hai yA tAbUta meM hai, yA to pAlane meM hai yA kaba meM hai| kyoMki yaha hamArA vibhAjana hai, kyoMki hama saccAI ko nahIM dekha skte| soviyata rUsa meM eka vaijJAnika ne kaliyoM kA itanI saMvedanazIla philma para citra utArA hai, aisA prayAsa pahale kabhI kisI ne nahIM kiyA thA, aura citra phUla kA AyA hai| citra kalI kA utArA gayA hai lekina citra meM phUla A gayA hai| abhI bhI yaha kalI hai| kyA huA hai? kyoMki sAtha hI sAtha kalI phUla bhI hai| tuma ise nahIM dekha sakate, kyoMki tuma kevala khaMDoM meM dekhate ho, pahale tuma ise kalI kI bhAMti dekhate ho, phira kucha paMkhur3iyAM khulatI haiM, phira kucha aura khulatI haiM, phira kucha aura khulatI haiM, phira pUrA phUla khila jAtA hai| lekina eka bahuta saMvedanazIla kaimare se kiraliyAna phoTogrAphI ne satya meM gaharI aMtardRSTi pradAna kara dI hai| tuma eka kalI kA citra utAra sakate ho aura phUla kA citra A jAtA hai| kyoMki jaba kalI vahAM hai, kahIM gahare meM kalI ke cAroM ora, UrjA ke rUpa meM phUla pahale hI khila cukA hai| usakI dRzya paMkhur3iyAM isakA anugamana kareMgI, lekina UrjA kSetra pahale hI khila cukA hai| yaha vahAM hai| aura bAda meM jaba asalI phUla khilA; ve yaha dekha kara hairAna raha gae ki pahale liyA gayA citra AtyaMtika rUpa se ThIka vahI thaa| bAda meM ve isakI asalI phUla se tulanA kara sake jo ThIka pUrva meM utAre gae citra kA pratirUpa thaa| kabhI kisI dina aisA saMbhava ho sakegA ki hama eka bIja kA citra utAreM aura eka hI citra na Ae balki aneka citra A jAeM bIja kA, aMkara kA, kaliyoM kA, phUloM kA, vRkSa kA, aura vRkSa ke gira jAne kA, aura usa vRkSa ke miTa jAne kaa| 'tAraka.. sarvathAviSayakrama.. '-sAmAnyata hama pratyeka cIja ko kramika prakriyA meM, krama meM, kramabaddha prakriyA meM dekhate haiM-eka baccA yuvA hotA hai, yuvaka vRddha ho jAtA hai-dhIre- dhIre, jaise ki parde para koI philma dhIre-dhIre dikhAI jA rahI ho| isI bhAMti hama ise dekhA karate haiN| lekina parama jJAna pUrNa aura nirapekSa hai| eka hI kSaNa meM saba kucha udaghATita ho jAtA hai| Amataura se hama aMdherI rAta meM eka choTI TArca lekara ghUmate haiN| jaba yaha TArca hameM eka vRkSa dikhAtI hai, to dUsare vRkSa aMdhakAra meM chipe hote haiN| jaba yaha TArca dUsare vRkSoM kI ora mur3atI hai, to pahale vAlA vRkSa aMdhakAra meM calA jAtA hai| tuma rAste kA kevala eka bhAga hI dekha pAte ho| lekina parama jJAna bijalI camakane kI taraha hai acAnaka tuma eka dRSTi meM hI sArA jaMgala dekha lete ho|
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________________ ye sabhI basa pratIka haiN|.. .hUM. .ina pratIkoM ko bahuta adhika na phailAo, na khiiNco| kyA ghaTatA hai, basa ve isakA sUkSma saMketa dene ke lie haiN| saccAI to yaha hai ki ise kahA hI nahIM jA sktaa| to kramAgata samaya hai-rAjanIti, itihAsa, arthazAstra, dhana, vastueM buddhi, bAjAra, vAla sttriitt| manovaijJAnika samaya hai-svapna, purANa, kAvya, prema, kalA, bhAva, citrakArI, nRtya, naattk| vAstavika samaya hai-astitva, vijJAna aura dhrm| vijJAna astitva meM viSayagata dizA se praveza karane kA prayAsa kara rahA hai aura jaM,usI saccAI meM viSayIgata dizA se praveza kA prayAsa hai, aura yoga donoM kA saMzleSaNa hai| 'sAiMsa' zabda suMdara haiM, isakA artha hai : dekhane kI kssmtaa| isakA koka artha vahI hai jo bhAratIya zabda 'darzana' kA artha hai| darzana zabda ko philAsaphI kI bhAMti anuvAdita nahIM kiyA jAnA cAhie; ise aura ThIka DhaMga se sAiMsa, dekhane kI kSamatA ke rUpa meM anuvAdita karanA caahie| vijJAna parama meM vastu ke mAdhyama se praviSTa hone kA prayAsa kara rahA hai bAhara kI ora se| dharma usI parama meM viSayI ke mAdhyama se praviSTa hone kA prayAsa kara rahA hai| aura yoga uccatama saMzleSaNa hai, yoga donoM hai-dharma aura vijJAna donoM saath-saath| yoga vijJAna se pare hai aura dharma ke pAra hai| yoga na hiMdU hai, na musalamAna, na IsAI-yaha dharmoM ke pare hai| aura nisaMdeha yaha vijJAna se bhI Age hai, kyoMki yaha manuSya kA vijJAna hai-yaha svayaM vaijJAnika kA vijJAna hai| yaha parama ko sparza karatA hai| yahI kAraNa hai, maiM ise alphA aura omegA, Adi aura aMta, yaniyo miSTikA, rahasyamaya milana, parama saMzleSaNa kahatA haiM Aja itanA hii| pravacana 88 - samalaiMgikatA ke bAre meM saba kucha praznasAraH 1-yadi mRtyu hI AnI hai, to jIne meM kyA sAra hai?
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________________ 2- pyAre ozo, kyA Apa vAstava meM basa eka manuSya haiM, jo sabuddha ho gayA? 3 - divyatA ke bhItara kaise praveza ho ? 4- kyA logoM ko apanI samalaiMgika pravRtiyoM kA damana karanA cAhie? pahalA prazna : jIvana ke Ane vAle dina, yadi koI hoM to, to kitane ajJAta aura anizcita hai? ina dinoM mere bhItara eka gaharI anubhUti uTha rahI hai| ki vyakti ko jIvana ke zeSa varSoM meM basa jIte rahanA hai| kaise? kyoM? kisalie? kucha bhI spaSTa nahIM hai| kiMtu yaha anubhUti gaharAtI jAtI hai| isalie maiM kyA khA rahA hUM, maiM kyA kara rahA huuN| cAroM aura kyA ghaTa rahA hai kisI se mujhe para koI aMtara nahIM pdd'taa| apanI AraMbhika bAlyAvasthA se hI, jaba kabhI bhI maiM kisI zava ko dekhatA thA, sadA hI yaha vicAra mere mana meM kauMdha jAtA hai yadi mRtyu hI AnI hai to jIne sAra kyA hai? apane bacapana ke una dinoM se eka prakAra ki arUci ne mere jIvana ke sAre DhaMga DhAMce ko ghera rakhA hai| aura saMbhavataH yahI vaha kAraNa ho sakatA hai ki kyoM dharma meM merI ruci jagI aura Apa taka pahuMca skaa| kyA aisI anubhUtiyAM mere lie hAnikAraka hone jA rahI hai? nizcata 7zcita rUpa se| ve hAnikAraka hone jA rahI haiM kyoMki tumane dharma kI sArI bAta ko galata samajhA huA hai| pahalI bAta jIvana anizcita hai; isIlie yaha suMdara hai| yadi yaha pUrva nirdhArita hotA to kauna ise jInA cAhegA? yadi hareka bAta pahale se hI taya kara dI gaI ho aura jisa dina tumhArA janma ho relave kI samayasAraNI kI taraha yaha tumhAre hAtha meM thamA dI jAe jisase ki tuma jAna lo aura rAya mazavirA kara sako ki kaba aura kahAM kyA hone jA rahA hai; aisA jIvana jInA kauna cAhegA? isameM koI kAvya nahIM hogaa| isameM koI khatare nahIM hogaa| isameM jarA bhI jokhima nahIM hogaa| isameM --
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________________ vikasita hone kA koI avasara nahIM hogaa| yaha pUrNata: nirarthaka hogaa| phira tuma mAtra eka roboTa hooge, eka yAMtrika vstu| yAMtrikatA ke jIvana kI bhaviSyavANI kI jA sakatI hai kiMtu manuSya kI nahIM, kyoMki manuSya koI yaMtra nahIM hai| usakA jIvana na to vRkSa jaisA hai, na hI pakSI jaisaa| tuma jitane adhika jIvaMta hote ho utanA hI adhika bhaviSya ke bAre meM kama kahA jA sakatA hai| pakSI ke jIvana kI tulanA meM vRkSa ke jIvana ke bAre meM adhika bhaviSyavANI kI jA sakatI hai| manuSya ke jIvana kI tulanA meM pakSI ke jIvana ke bAre meM kama bhaviSyavANI kI jA sakatI hai| aura buddha ke jIvana ke bAre meM tumhAre jIvana kI tulanA meM jarA sI bhI bhaviSyavANI nahIM kI jA sakatI hai| bhaviSyavANI se mukta hone kA artha hai : svtNtrtaa| bhaviSyavANI se baMdhane kA abhiprAya hai : niytivaad| yadi tumhAre bAre meM bhaviSyavANI kI jA sake to tuma AtmA nahIM ho, taba tuma nahIM ho| bhaviSyavANI se baMdhe hone -kA abhiprAya hai ki tuma mAtra eka jaivika yAMtrikatA ho| lekina aise aneka loga haiM jinakI soca hai ki jIvana jIne yogya nahIM hai, kyoMki isakI bhaviSyavANI nahIM kI jA sktii| ye ve hI loga haiM jo jyotiSiyoM ke pAsa jAte haiN| ye ve hI loga haiM jinako bhAgya batAne vAle milate rahate haiN| ye loga mUrkha haiM; jyotiSI aura bhAgya batAne vAle, ve tumhArI mUrkhatA para jIte haiN| pahalI bAta to yaha hai ki yaha vicAra ki Ane vAlA kala nizcita hai aura jAnA jA sakatA hai, isakI sArI jIvaMtatA naSTa kara degaa| taba tumhArA hAla aisA hogA jaise ki tuma eka philma ko dUsarI bAra dekha rahe ho| tuma saba kucha jAnate ho-aba kyA hone jA rahA hai, aba kyA hone vAlA hai| tuma eka hI philma ko dUsarI bAra, tIsarI bAra aura cauthI bAra dekha kara Uba kyoM jAte ho? yadi tumako eka hI philma ko bAra-bAra dekhane ke lie bAdhya kara diyA jAe, to tuma pAgala ho jaaoge| pahalI bAra meM tuma utsuka, jIvaMta hote ho| tuma Azcarya karate ho ki kyA hone jA rahA hai| tumheM nahIM patA ki kyA hone vAlA hai, isIlie tumhArI ruci isameM hai, ruci kI lau prajvalita rahatI hai| jIvana eka rahasya hai; isakI bhaviSyavANI nahIM kI jA sakatI hai| lekina aise aneka loga haiM jinako bhaviSya jAnA huA jIvana priya lagatA hai kyoMki phira koI bhaya nahIM hogaa| hara bAta nizcita hogI, kisI coja ke bAre meM koI saMdeha nahIM rhegaa| kiMtu kyA vahAM vikasita hone kA koI avasara bhI hogA? kyA binA khatarA uThAe kabhI kisI kA vikAsa ho sakA hai? khatare ke binA kyA koI kabhI apanI cetanA ko prakhara kara pAyA hai? bhaTaka jAne kI saMbhAvanA ke binA ucita rAste para calate rahane meM kyA koI sAra hai? zaitAna ke vikalpa ke binA kyA paramAtmA ko upalabdha karane kI koI saMbhAvanA hai?
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________________ vikalpa kI AvazyakatA hai, viparIta ko tumheM AkarSita aura amita karanA caahie| cunAva kA janma hI taba hotA hai| tumako aura adhika saMvedanazIla aura jIvaMta aura jAgarUka honA par3atA hai| lekina yadi saba kucha pUrva nizcita ho aura hara bAta pahale se hI jAnI jA sakatI ho, taba jAgarUka hone meM kyA sAra rahA? tuma jAgarUka ho yA nahIM isakA koI aMtara nahIM pdd'egaa| jaba ki abhI yahAM isase bahuta adhika aMtara ho jAtA hai| maiM tumase kahanA cAhatA hUM ki tuma jitanA adhika hozapUrNa hote jAte ho utanA hI tumhAre bAre meM bhaviSyavANI kama hotI jAtI hai, kyoMki tuma padArtha, jisake bAre meM pahale se hI batAyA jA sakatA hai, se Upara aura Upara tathA dUra aura dUra hote jAte ho| hama jAnate haiM ki yadi tuma pAnI ko uSNatA ke eka nizcita tApamAna taka garma karo to pAnI bhApa bana jAtA hai| yaha pahale se batAyA jA sakatA hai| kiMtu manuSya ke sAtha yahI bAta nahIM hai| tuma apamAna kA koI mApa taya nahIM kara sakate jahAM manuSya krodhita ho jAtA hai| hara vyakti kitanA anUThA hai| eka buddha kabhI bhI krodhita nahIM ho sakate, bhale hI tuma kisI sImA taka apamAna kro| aura yaha bAta tumheM patA hai, kabhI-kabhI tuma jarA se ukasAne para krodhita ho sakate ho, yA kabhI kisI ke ukasAe binA hI gusse se khaulane lagate ho binA kisI uSNatA ke, aura kabhI bahuta adhika ukasAe jAne para bhI tuma uttejita nahIM ho pAte ho| yaha isa para nirbhara karatA hai ki usa kSaNa meM tuma kitanA acchApana anubhava kara rahe the, usa kSaNa tuma kitanA bodhapUrNa anubhava kara rahe the| bhikhArI prAtaHkAla bhIkha mAMgane Ate haiM, saMdhyA ko nahIM Ate kyoMki ve manovijJAna kI eka sarala bAta samajha cuke haiM ki prAtaHkAla logoM meM bAMTane kI bhAva-dazA adhika hotI hai-ve adhika jIvaMta hozapUrNa, vizrAMta hote haiN| saMdhyA taka ve thake aura zaktihIna aura saMsAra se Uba cuke hote haiM, unase kucha pAne kI AzA rakhanA asaMbhava hai| jaba logoM ko apane meM acchI anubhUti ho rahI ho tabhI ve bAMTate haiN| yaha unakI AMtarika anubhUti para nirbhara hai| smaraNa rakho ki jIvana suMdara hai kyoMki tuma aura aura jIvaMta hone meM samartha ho| kala kI ciMtA karane kI jarUrata nahIM hai| Aja jiiyo| aura Ane vAle kala ko apanA Aja mata naSTa karane do| aura Aja itanA mukta hokara calo ki Ane vAlA kala tumhAre lie aura svataMtratA lekara aae| kabhI bhaviSya kathana kI bAta mata puucho| khule rho| jo kucha ghaTatA hai ise ghaTita hone do, isase hokara nikala jaao| yaha paramAtmA kI bheMTa hai| isameM koI gaharA artha avazya honA caahie| 'jIvana ke Ane vAle dina, yadi koI hoM to, kitane ajJAta aura anizcita haiM? ina dinoM mere bhItara eka gaharI anubhUti uTha rahI hai ki vyakti ko jIvana ke zeSa varSoM meM basa jIte rahanA hai|...'
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________________ 'basa jInA hai?' phira to tumhArA jIvana eka Uba bana jaaegaa| aura tuma isakA artha yaha nikAla sakate ho ki yaha dhArmika jIvana hai| yaha nahIM hai| UbA huA vyakti dhArmika vyakti nahIM hai| AnaMdita vyakti hI dhArmika vyakti hai| lekina maiM jAnatA hUM bahuta se Ube hue loga dhArmika hone kA dikhAvA karate haiN| aneka loga jo jIvana napuMsaka, asRjanAtmaka the, kisI prakAra kI prasannatA ke lie pAtra nahIM the jIvana ke virodha meM ho gae haiM, jIvana - niSedhaka ho gae haiM, aura unhoMne jIvana ko niMdita karane, ki jIvana vyartha hai, ki isameM koI sAra nahIM hai, ki yaha mAtra eka durghaTanA hai, ki yaha eka upadrava hai, isase bAhara A jAo, ise na kara do kI eka laMbI paraMparA nirmita kara dI hai| ina logoM ko tuma mahAtmA kahate ho, inheM tumane mahAna saMta kahA hai| ye basa vikSipta haiN| inako cikitsakIya dekhabhAla kI jarUrata hai| inheM aspatAla meM bhartI karane kI AvazyakatA haiN| tumhAre ninyAnabe pratizata tathAkathita saMta vikRta haiM, lekina ve apa vikRti ko isa bhAMti chipA rahe haiM ki tuma asalI bAta nahIM dekha skte| Isapa kI eka kathA hai: eka lomar3I aMgUra pAne ke lie kUdane kA prayAsa kara rahI thI ve pake hue aura lalacAne vAle the aura unakI sugaMdha lomar3I ko karIba-karIba pAgala kie de rahI thI, lekina aMgUroM kA gucchA usakI pahuMca se bahuta dUra thaa| lomar3I uchalI, aura uchalI, pahuMca na sakI, asaphala rahI, phira usane cAroM ora dekhA kahIM kisI ne usakI asaphalatA ko dekha to nahIM liyA hai? eka nanhA kharagoza eka jhAr3I ke nIce chipA huA thA, aura usane kahA kyA huA mausI ? Apa aMgUroM taka pahuMca nahIM sakI? vaha bolI nahIM, beTA yaha bAta nahIM hai, aMgUra abhI taka paka nahIM pAe haiM, ve khaTTe haiN| : yahI to hai jo tumane aba taka dharma ke nAma para jAnA hai- aMgUra khaTTe haiM- kyoMki una logoM ko ve mila nahIM pAte, ve una taka pahuMca nahIM skte| ye loga asaphala haiN| dharma kA asaphalatA se kucha bhI lenA-denA nahIM hai| yaha paritRpti, phalita honA, puSpita honA, parama UMcAI, zikhara hai| abrAhama maisalo jaba kahatA hai ki dharma kA saMbaMdha 'zikhara anubhavoM se hai, to vaha sahI hai| lekina jarA carcA meM, AzramoM meM, maMdiroM meM baiThe apane dhArmika logoM kI sUrateM dekho, udAsa Ube hue laMbe cehare basa mRtyu kI pratIkSA kara rahe haiM ki vaha kaba Akara unako le jaae| jIvana-niSedhaka, jIvanavirodhI matAMdhatApUrvaka jIvana ke virodha meM, aura jahAM kahIM bhI unheM jIvana dikhAI detA hai ve use mAra dene aura naSTa karane ke lie Atura ho jAte haiN| ve tumheM carca meM haMsane kI anumati nahIM deMge, ve tumheM carca meM nRtya na karane deMge, kyoMki jIvana kA koI bhI lakSaNa dikhAI diyA aura ve parezAnI meM par3a
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________________ jAte haiM, kyoMki jIvana kA koI bhI lakSaNa dikhAI diyA aura ve jAna jAte haiM ki hama isase cUka gae, hama isa taka nahIM pahuMca paae| dharma asaphalatAoM ke lie nahIM hai| yaha unake lie hai jo jIvana meM saphala hae haiM, jinhoMne jIvana ko isake gahanatama tala taka, ise isakI gaharAI aura UMcAI taka, samasta AyAmoM meM jIyA hai, aura jo isa anubhava se itanA adhika samRddha ho gae haiM ki ve isakA atikramaNa karane ko taiyAra haiM, ye loga kabhI jIvana-virodhI nahIM hoMge ve jIvana ko svIkAra karane vAle hoNge| ve kaheMge, jIvana divya hai| vastuta: ve kaheMge, 'paramAtmA ke bAre meM saba kucha bhUla jAo, jIvana paramAtmA hai|' ve prema ke virodha meM nahIM hoMge kyoMki prema jIvana kA parama rasa hai| ve kaheMge, 'prema paramAtmA ke divya zarIra meM saMcArita hote hae rakta kI bhAMti hai| jIvana ke lie prema ThIka aisA hI hai jaisA ki tumhAre zarIra ke lie rkt| ve isake virodha meM kaise ho sakate haiM?' yadi tuma prema-virodhI ho jAo to tuma sikuDane lgoge| vAstavika rUpa se dhArmika vyakti vistIrNa hotA hai, phailatA calA jAtA hai| yaha cetanA kA phailanA hai, sikur3anA nhiiN| bhArata meM hamane parama satya ko brahma kahA hai|'brhm' zabda kA artha hai : jo vistIrNa hotA calA jAtA hai, Age aura Age, aura Age, aura isakA koI aMta nahIM hai| yaha zabda hai isameM eka gahana arthavattA hai| Age baDhatA huA vistAra-jIvana, prema, cetanA kA yaha anaMta phailAva, yahI to hai prmaatmaa| sAvadhAna raho, kyoMki jIvana-niSedhaka dharma bahuta sastA hai; tumheM yaha basa Uba jAne se hI mila sakatA hai| yaha bahuta sastA hai, kyoMki yaha tumako basa asaphala hone se hI, basa asRjanAtmaka hone se hI, basa AlasI, nirAza, udAsa hone se mila sakatA hai| yaha vAstava meM sastA hai| lekina asalI dharma pramANika dharma bar3I kImata para milatA hai; tumheM jIvana meM svayaM ko hI denA hogaa| tumheM mUlya cukAnA pdd'egaa| ise arjita kiyA jAtA hai, aura ise kaThina patha se arjita kiyA jAtA hai| vyakti ko jIvana se hokara gujaranA par3atA hai-isakI udAsI, isakI prasannatA jAnane ke lie; isakI asaphalatA, isakI saphalatA jAnane ke lie; dhapa ke dina aura bAdaloM kA mausama jAnane ke lie; garIbI aura amIrI jAnane ke lie; prema ko aura ghRNA ko jAnane ke lie; jIvana kI gahanatama caTTAnI talahaTI naraka ko chU pAne ke lie aura Upara ur3Ana bhara kara uccatama zikhara svarga ko sparza kara pAne ke lie jIvana meM se hokara jAnA par3atA hai| vyakti ko sabhI AyAmoM meM, sabhI dizAoM meM gati karanI par3atI hai, kucha bhI DhaMkA haA nahIM rahanA caahie| dharma hai anAvRta karanA, yaha jIvana se AvaraNa haTAnA hai| aura niHsaMdeha pIr3A isakA hissA hai| kabhI bhI kevala harSa kI bhASA meM mata soco, anyathA zIghra hI tama jIvana se bAhara, isake saMparka se pare ho jaaoge| jIvana harSa aura viSAda donoM hai| vAstava meM behatara to yahI hogA ki hama isako harSa-viSAda kaheM, inake bIca aura taka acchA nahIM lagatA, kyoMki yaha bAMTatA hai| harSa-viSAda, svarga-naraka, dina-rAta, sardI-garmI, prabhu-zaitAna-jIvana viparIta dhruvIyatAoM kA parama
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________________ avasara hai| ise jIyo, sAhasa karo, khatare meM utaro, jokhima lo aura taba tumheM dhArmika samajha kA eka nitAMta bhinna AyAma upalabdha ho jAegA, jo jIvana ke khaTTe aura mIThe anubhavoM se AtA hai| eka vyakti jisane kevala madhura anubhavoM ko jAnA hai aura kabhI bhI kaTu anubhavoM ko nahIM jAnA, abhI manuSya kahane yogya nahIM hai, vaha abhI bhI nirdhana hai, dhanI nhiiN| vaha vyakti jisane prema, isakA sauMdarya aura isakA Dara nahIM jAnA hai; vaha vyakti jisane prema, isakA AnaMda aura isakA saMtApa nahIM jAnA hai; vaha vyakti jisane milana ko aura viraha ko bhI jAnA hai; eka vyakti jisane Agamana ko aura prasthAna ko bhI jAna liyA, usane kucha jAna liyA hai| vaha jo kamajorI se jIyA hai, Aja nahIM tA kala bImAra par3a jAegA aura Uba jAegA aura bora ho jaaegaa| jIvana eka parama cunautI hai| isalie yadi tuma kahate ho : 'vyakti ko apane jIvana ke zeSa varSoM meM basa jIte rahanA hai|' phira ye zeSa varSa jIvana ke nahIM hoNge| tuma apanI mRtyu se pUrva mara cuke hooge| maiMne sunA hai, eka suMdara strI svarga ke svarNima dvAra para phuNcii| seMTa pITara bhI usako dekha kara kAMpa utthe| vaha strI vAstava meM suMdara thI, seMTa pITara bhI usakI AMkhoM meM AMkha DAla kara na dekha ske| unhoMne usakI phAileM dekhanA AraMbha kara dI aura unhoMne kahA : tuma kahAM rahI ho? tuma kyA karatI rahI ho? kyA tuma pRthvI para koI pApa kiyA thA? usa strI ne kahA : nahIM, kabhI nhiiN| seMTa pITara ko vizvAsa nahIM huaa| kyA tumhArA vivAha huA thA? usane kahA. nahIM, maiM seksa meM kabhI utsuka nahIM rhii| kyA tuma kabhI kisI puruSa ke sAtha rahI ho? vaha bolI : nahIM, maiM kuMArI huuN| aura isI prakAra praznottara hote rhe| seMTa pITara ne sAre abhilekha dekha lie, ve sabhI kore the| usane koI pApa nahIM kiyA thA, lekina yadi tumane koI pApa na kiyA ho to tuma kucha pavitra kArya kaise kara sakoge? ve ciMtita ho ge| usa strI ne pUchA : kyA bAta hai? maiM eka pavitra strI hN|
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________________ seMTa pITara ne kahA: tuma eka galata khayAla meM jItI rahI ho| saMta ho pAne ke lie vyakti ko pApI bananA par3atA hai| tumhArA 'abhilekha nitAMta korA hai| aba mere pAsa pUchane ke lie kevala eka hI prazna hai: tIsa sAloM meM tuma kahA rahI ho? vaha bolI : kyA matalaba hai ApakA? seMTa pITara ne kahA: tuma pichale tIsa varSoM se marI huI hoM - tumheM to yahAM pahale hI A jAnA cAhie thA / jI nahIM pAI ho tuma / tumhAre tathAkathita saMtoM ko bhI isI bAta kA sAmanA karanA pdd'egaa| ve jIe hI nhiiN| aura ise maiM adhArmika kahatA huuN| isa avasara ko jo paramAtmA ne tumheM diyA hai, nakAranA adhArmikatA hai| ise usakI samagratA - meM na jInA adhArmikatA hai| yadi paramAtmA ne tumheM isa bhAMti banAyA hai ki tumhAre bhItara pApa uThatA hai, to bahuta adhika ciMtA mata lo| isameM koI artha honA hI cAhie; ise tumhAre vikAsa kA eka bhAga honA caahie| bAibila kI kahAnI suMdara hai| Izvara ne adama se kahA, 'jJAna ke vRkSa kA phala mata khAnAH / ' usane adama ke sAtha eka cAla khelii| yaha nizcita rUpa se usako ukasAne kI eka tarakIba thii| ukasAne kA tuma isase behatara upAya nahIM khoja skte| Izvara kA bagIcA bahuta vistIrNa thaa| yadi adama para yaha bAta chor3a dI gaI hotI to vaha usa vRkSa ko aba taka na khoja pAyA hotaa| jarA soco| Izvara kA bagIcA itanA vistRta hai ki adama, yadi usako usakI apanI akla ke sahAre chor3a diyA gayA hotA to usa vRkSa ko abhI taka na khoja pAyA hotaa| Izvara ko to yaha bAta patA hI thii| IsAI ise isa prakAra se nahIM samajhAte haiM, lekina mujhe patA hai ki Izvara ne eka cAla khelI thii| usane adama ko mUrkha bnaayaa| acAnaka usane kahA, 'yAda rahe, isa vRkSa kA phala kabhI mata khAnA / yaha vRkSa adama ke mana meM eka satata aTakana bana gyaa| aba adama DhaMga se sone meM samartha na ho pAegA, rAta meM vaha usa vRkSa ke svapna dekhegaa| aura jaba Izvara ne aisA kahA hai to isameM koI bAta avazya honA cAhie aura Izvara svayaM isa vRkSa se phala khAtA hai ! yaha asaMbhava hai| yaha usa pitA ke samAna hai jo dhUmrapAna karatA hai aura bacce se kahe calA jAtA hai dhUmrapAna kabhI mata karanA, yaha bahuta burA hai, aura tuma aisA karoge to kaSTa utthaaoge|" niHsaMdeha adama ko ise khAnA par3A, lekina doSI Izvara hai| use doSI honA paDegA, kyoMki vahI sAre mAmale kA AdhAra hai| isalie yadi pApa hotA hai to use aparAdhI honA par3egA, yadi puNya hotA hai to usI ko isakA kAraNa honA pdd'egaa| sabhI kucha usakA hai| parama gaharAI meM tuma sadaiva vahAM usI ko paaoge| aura tabhI se vaha haMsa rahA hogaa| adama samajha nahIM sakA, thor3I manovaijJAnika samajha kI jarUrata thii| yaha koI dhArmika prazna nahIM hai, yaha eka manovaijJAnika prazna hai aura Izvara bhI zAMti se baiTha kara koI pratIkSA nahIM kara rahA thA, kyoMki ho
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________________ sakatA hai adama bahuta adhika AjJAkArI ho aura zAyada na khAe; isIlie sAMpa.. .usako eka vaikalpika vyavasthA karanI pdd'ii| Izvara ne yaha avazya anubhava kara liyA hogA ki adama atyAdhika vinamra, AzAkArI acchA lar3akA pratIta hotA hai, to use eka lar3akI Iva aura eka sAMpa ko bIca se lAnA pdd'aa| sAMpa Iva ko ukasAtA hai aura Iva adama ko ukasAtI hai| aba yaha mAmalA sarala ho gyaa| adama Iva para uttaradAyitva DAla sakatA hai, Iva sAMpa para jimmevArI thopa sakatI hai| aura niHsaMdeha sAMpa bola nahIM sakate-ve bAibila nahIM likha sakate aura ve Izvara para uttaradAyitva nahIM DAla skte| lekina uttaradAyitva usa Izvara kA hI hai| eka hI adharma hai aura vaha hai jIvana ko, prema ko inakAra krnaa| aura kevala eka hI dharma hai aura vaha hai ise isakI samagratA meM svIkAra karanA aura nirbhaya hokara isameM saMlagna ho jaanaa| isalie yaha dRSTikoNa hAnikAraka hai| 'kaise? kyoM? kisalie kucha bhI spaSTa nahIM hai|' lekina isako spaSTa kyoM honA cAhie? pahalI bAta to yaha hai ki tuma yaha kyoM cAhate ho ki ise spaSTa honA hai| aura yadi yaha nitAMta spaSTa ho jAe, to sArI bAta kho jAegI, sArA khela khatma ho jaaegaa| yadi hareka bAta atyAdhika spaSTa ho, to phira koI vikalpa nahIM hotaa| taba tuma bhaTaka nahIM skte| phira tuma hamezA ThIka kAma karoge yadi saba kucha pUrNata: spaSTa ho| phira tuma Thokara nahIM khA sakate, phira tuma aMdhakAra meM nahIM jA sakate, aura paramAtmA se adhika dUra nahIM jA sakate ho| lekina vaha cAhatA hai ki tuma adhika dUra jAo, kyoMki kevala tabhI jaba tuma bahuta, bahuta dUra cale gae ho tabhI ghara vApasa lauTane kI pyAsa jagatI hai| vAstava meM Adhunika manovijJAna bilakula ThIka yahI kaha rahA hai ki pratyeka bacce ko mAM se dUra jAnA par3atA hai| pahale baccA garbha meM hai, phira eka dina use garbha se bAhara AnA par3atA hai| vaha mAM se bahuta dUra jAne kA AraMbha hai| aba vaha aura adhika mAM kA bhAga nahIM rhaa| phira garbhanAla kATa dI jAtI hai, vaha svataMtratApUrvaka kArya karanA AraMbha kara detA hai| lekina phira bhI vaha mAM se, stana se cipakegA, kyoMki aba bhI vahI usakA pUrNa astitva hai-garbha se bAhara Ane ke bAda bhii| lekina phira bhI vaha mAM se cipakatA rahegA, vaha mAtRtva ke pariveza meM rhegaa| lekina phira use bhI vidA honA pdd'egaa| baccA bar3A ho rahA hai| eka dina dUdha ruka jAtA hai, stana vApasa le liyA jAtA hai, aura mAM bacce ko aura adhika Atmanirbhara hone ke lie bAdhya karatI hai| aba use apanA svayaM kA bhojana cananA hai aura use apanA svayaM kA bhojana cabAnA hai| phira aura bhI-use vidyAlaya yAM chAtrAvAsa meM jAnA par3atA hai| phira aura dUra, vaha aura dUra calA jAtA hai| phira eka dina vaha kisI strI ke prema meM par3a jAtA hai; yaha aMtima kadama hai|
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________________ isIlie mAtAeM apanI putra-vadhuoM ko kabhI mApha nahIM kara sakatI haiN| asNbhv| kyoMki sahAre kA AkhirI tinakA bhI-unhoMne unake putra ko pUrNata: mAM se chIna liyA gayA hai| aba putra saMpUrNa rUpa se svataMtra ho gayA hai| usakA apanA svayaM kA parivAra hai, usane apanI svayaM kI duniyA basA lI hai| aba vaha mAM se aura adhika Asakta nahIM rahA hai| ThIka-ThIka yahI ghaTanA cetanA ke saMsAra meM ghaTa rahI hai| manuSya ko mAM se dUra jAnA par3atA hai| aura smaraNa rakhanA ki paramAtmA mAtA adhika hai pitA ke bjaay| manuSya kA janma paramAtmA ke garbha se haA hai, taba vahI dekhabhAla karatA hai| jarA dekho, vaha vRkSoM kI adhika dekhabhAla, pazuoM kI adhika dekhabhAla, pakSiyoM kI adhika dekhabhAla karatA hai-yahI to hai grbh| ye loga abhI bhI garbha ke bhItara haiN| manuSya ke bAre meM vaha itanA sAvadhAna nahIM hai; manuSya ko svataMtra honA pdd'egaa| kyA tumane nahIM dekhA hai ki manuSya kA janma saMsAra ke sabase asahAya jIva kI bhAMti hotA hai? kyoMki paramAtmA apanI sahAyatA vApasa le rahA hai, svayaM ko haTA le rahA hai| vRkSa usake garbha meM haiM, pakSI usake garbha meM haiM, pazu usake garbha meM haiN| ve manuSya ke pUrvaja haiN|| punarjanma kA, vikAsa kA sArA siddhAta yahI hai| pUraba meM hama kahate hai ki pratyeka vyakti ina sabhI sthitiyoM se hokara gujara cukA hai| kabhI tuma zera the, kabhI tuma kute the, kabhI tuma eka vRkSa the, aura eka bAra to tuma caTTAna bhI the| phira tuma manuSya ho ge| manuSya kA abhiprAya hai ki tuma garbha se bAhara A ge| IDana kA bagIcA paramAtmA kA garbha hai| adama ko niSkAsita kiyA gyaa| hUM-......niSkAsana zabda acchA nahIM hai| yadi hamane pUraba meM bAibila kI kahAnI likhI hotI, to hamane kahA hotA Izvara ne manuSya ko apane se adhika dUra vikasita hone ke lie bhejaa| kyoMki yadi tuma lagAtAra apanI mAM ke cAroM ora ghUmate raho, to vikasita honA kaThina hai| yadi tuma lagAtAra mAM ke dUdha para hI jIte raho, to vikasita honA asaMbhava ho jaaegaa| tuma bacakAne rhoge| aura tumako kisI strI ke prema meM par3anA par3atA hai, vaha bhI itanA adhika ki yadi vaha strI kahatI hai ki apanI mAM kI hatyA kara do, tuma apanI mA kI hatyA karane ke bAre meM socanA zurU kara doge| isI prakAra se Iva ne adama ko phusalAyA, 'isa phala ko khA lo|' isa kahAnI kI kyA arthavattA hai? arthavatA yaha hai ki adama ne Izvara ke Adeza ke visja Iva kI rAya ko cunaa| sarala hai yaha baat| usane kahA, ThIka hai, usa bUr3he AdamI ko chor3a do| ciMtA mata lo| usane murkha Iva kI rAya ko cuna liyaa| aura niHsaMdeha striyAM bahuta tarkayukta nahIM hotI haiM, ve bhAvukatAoM meM jItI haiN| use rAya dI gaI eka sAMpa dvaaraa| haM.......jarA isakI asaMgatatA ko to dekho-basa eka bhaavuktaa| lekina jaba koI patnI jora detI hai to pati ko bAta mAnanA hI par3atI hai|
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________________ adama ko saMsAra meM Age bhejA gayA, nikAlA nahIM gyaa| Izvara kisI ko kaise nikAla sakatA hai? yaha asaMbhava hai, usakI karuNA aisA na hone degii| aura tumhAre vikAsa kA yaha eka hissA hai ki tumako dUra jAnA cAhie aura galatiyAM karanI cAhie, kyoMki kevala tabhI dhIre-dhIre tuma bodhapUrNa, jAgarUka ho jaaoge| aura tumhArI svayaM kI jAgarUkatA se galatiyAM vidA hone lageMgI, tuma ghara vApasa A jaaoge| aura tuma Izvara ko sadaiva tumhAre svAgata hetu taiyAra paaoge| Izvara tumhArA srota hai, aura yaha usa sabakA srota hai jo tumhAre sAtha ghaTatA hai| mata pUcho, 'kaise? kyoM? kisalie?-kucha bhI spaSTa nahIM hai|' hAM, ise usI DhaMga kA honA par3atA hai| yadi saba kucha spaSTa ho to vikasita hone kI AvazyakatA hI nahIM hai| kyoMki kucha bhI spaSTa nahIM hai tumako jAgarUkatA meM vikasita honA hai jisase ki cIjeM spaSTa ho jaaeN| mullA nasaruddIna aspatAla meM thaa| usako AMkha kI kucha takalIpha thii| eka saptAha ke bAda DAkTara ne usase pUchA. nasaruddIna kyA davAiyoM se tumheM kucha phAyadA ho rahA hai? usane kahA : nizcita taura se, aba maiM aura spaSTatA se aura sApha DhaMga se dekha sakatA huuN| udAharaNa ke lie paricArikAeM aba roja-roja sAmAnya Ama rUpa-raMga kI hotI jA rahI haiN| jaba tuma spaSTatA se dekha sakate ho to niHsaMdeha paricArikAeM aura-aura Ama raMga-rUpa kI ho jAtI haiN| jaba tumheM sApha na dikhAI detA ho to hara strI suMdara hotI hai| yadi saba kucha spaSTa ho, to tumhArI AMkheM sApha karane kI koI jarUrata hI na raha jaaegii| sArI bAta yahI hai, sArA khela yahI hai ki cIjeM spaSTa nahIM haiN| isalie tumako apane mana meM adhika spaSTatA lAnI par3atI hai jisase ki tuma apane lie rAste kA cunAva kara sko| cIjeM eka arAjakatA meM hai| tumako apane bhItara jAgarUkatA lAnI par3atI hai tAki tuma arAjakatA meM apanA rAstA cuna sako aura ucita DhaMga se cala sko| arAjakatA vahAM samajha-bUjha kara hai, ise vahAM honA hI hai| zaitAna ke kAraNa arAjakatA nahIM hai vahAM yaha paramAtmA ke kAraNa hai| yaha jiga sA paz2ala, ulajhana bharI pahelI, kI bhAMti hai| hUM......yadi saba kucha spaSTa hai to pahelI kA matalaba hI kyA hai na' eka choTe bacce ko tuma jaba jiga sA paz2ala dete ho, to tuma sAre Tukar3oM ko milA dete ho, tuma bacce ko digbhramita kara dete ho aura phira tuma bacce se kahate ho, aba tuma ise ThIka se lgaao| ise suvyavasthita karane meM vaha vAstava meM adhika jAgarUka, saMlagna, ekAgracitta, dhyAnapUrNa ho jAtA hai| yadi tuma use hala kI huI pahelI de do, to use isa pahelI ko dene meM kyA artha hai? yaha saMsAra eka ulajhana bharI pahelI hai aura paramAtmA ise gaDDa-maDDa kara hameM digmramita karatA rahatA hai| yahI to maiM yahAM tumhAre sAtha kara rahA huuN| kisI prakAra se tuma apanI jiga sA pajala ko ThIka se jamAne kA prayAsa karate ho, maiM puna: kucha karatA hUM aura gaDDa-maDDa kara detA hUM aura tumheM digbhramita
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________________ kara detA huuN| kyoMki jitanA tumheM pahelI para kArya karanA par3egA tuma utanA hI adhika bodhapUrNa ho jaaoge| tumheM acchA lagegA ki maiM tumako eka nizcita praznottarI de dUM jaisA ki IsAI loga apane anuyAyiyoM ko dete haiN| kucha loga mere pAsa A jAte haiM, mUrkha loga haiM ve, ve kahate haiM, ApakI pustakoM se jAna pAnA ki Apa kyA cAhate haiM bahuta kaThina hai, osho| mAotse tuMga kI 'lAla kitAba' kI bhAMti eka choTI hAtha meM A sakane vAlI jise jeba meM rakhA jA sake, aisI eka choTI pustaka banA dIjie, aura yaha pustaka bilakula ThIka-ThIka saMkSipta meM yaha batA deM ki Apa kyA cAhate haiN| maiM tumako koI 'lAla kitAba' nahIM dene jA rahA hUM kyoMki phira bAta hI kyA bcii| tumane ise pasaMda kara liyA, mAmalA khatma, kisI jAgarUkatA kI jarUrata hI nahIM hai| tumane basa lAla kitAba meM dekhA aura saba kucha spaSTa ho gyaa| sabhI lAla kitAbeM jalA dene ke yogya haiN| koI bhI cIja jo tumhAre jIvana kI pahelI ko sulajhA detI hai, tumhArI zatru hai, kyoMki pahelI sulajhate hI tuma acetanatA meM chalAMga lagA doge| pahelI ko aura jaTila banAyA jAnA hai| isIlie yadi lAotsu se kAma na cala sake to maiM pataMjali ko le AtA huuN| yadi pataMjali se na ho pAe to maiM buddha ko le AtA huuN| yadi ve asaphala hoM to jIsasa, mhaaviir| aura phira maiM logoM ko khoja lAtA haM : tilopA, nropaa| kisI ne unake bAre meM adhika ciMtA nahIM kii| aura maiM tumako ulajhAtA calA jaauuNgaa| yadi isa digbhrama meM tuma spaSTa ho gae, tumhAre cAroM ora kI cIjeM nahIM.. .spaSTatA AMtarika honA caahie| spaSTatAeM do prakAra kI hotI haiN| eka hai tumhAre cAroM ora kI cIjoM kI vyavasthA meMAMtarika sajjAkAra davArA pharnIcara vyavasthita kara diyA gayA hara cIja apane sthAna para hai lekina phira bhI tuma spaSTa nahIM ho| cIjeM vyavasthita haiM aura unhoMne tumase inako spaSTa karane kA avasara le liyA hai| phira eka dUsarI spaSTatA hai-cIjeM jaisI ve haiM vaisI hI rahatI haiM, lekina tuma bodha kI pragAr3hatA upalabdha kara lete ho| aura- aura sajaga ho jAte ho tum| tuma cIjoM ko gaharAI se dekhate ho, tuma aura-aura spaSTatA se dekhanA AraMbha kara dete ho| cIjeM vahI haiM lekina tuma bhinna ho| parivartana tuma para ghaTA hai, saMsAra meM nhiiN| aura eka dhArmika vyakti tathA sAmyavAdI, samAjavAdI, rAjanaitika vyakti ke madhya yahI bheda hai| ve sabhI saMsAra ko chAMTa rahe haiM-mArksa, mAo, sttailin| ve sabhI saMsAra ko, pahelI ko jamAne kA prayAsa kara rahe haiM, isalie tumheM ciMtA karane kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| ve tumhAre lie bhojana cabA rahe haiM, aura ve tumheM choTe bacce banAne kA prayAsa kara rahe haiM tAki tuma rAjya ke Azraya para jIvita raha sako-aura sarakAra dvArA hara cIja spaSTa kara dI gaI hai, hara cIja kA rASTrIyakaraNa kara diyA gayA hai, aura hara cIja ko usake ucita sthAna para rakha diyA gayA hai, jisase ki tuma apane sira para binA koI ciMtA lie basa ghuumo-phiro| maiM bAhara ke saMsAra meM isa prakAra ke vyavasthAkaraNa ke pakSa meM nahIM hUM bAhya saMsAra ko eka suMdara avyavasthA banA rahanA cAhie jisase ki tumheM aMtasa kI jAgarUkatA ke lie saMgharSa karanA pdd'e| mujhe
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________________ AzA hai ki tuma isa bAta ko samajha sakate ho| yadi eka aMdherI rAta meM tuma akele cala rahe ho, tuma adhika caukanne hokara, adhika sAvadhAnI se calate ho| yadi tuma dina ke pUrNa prakAza meM eka rAjamArga para cala rahe ho, to niHsaMdeha kisI jAgarUkatA aura bodha kI jarUrata nahIM par3atI hai| kyA kabhI tuma. kisI bhutahA makAna meM rAta meM akele ruke ho? tuma so hI na paaoge| Ayana meM peDU se sUkhA pattA girane kI halakI sI AvAja, basa aura tuma uchala pdd'oge| koI billI cUhe para jhapaTatI hai aura tuma kUda pdd'oge| jarA sA havA kA jhoMkA aura tuma hAtha meM TArca lekara khar3e ho jAte ho| maiMne eka AdamI ke bAre meM sunA hai, jisane eka cunautI svIkAra kI aura bhutahA ghara meM ruka gyaa| usI samaya jaba vaha vizrAma karane jA rahA thA bistara para baiThe hue usane veTara se jo usake lie dUdha lekara AyA thA, pUchA mujhe eka bAta batAo, kyA pichale kucha sAloM meM yahAM kucha apratyAzita ghaTA hai? usa veTara ne kahA pichale bIsa sAla se to nhiiN| usa vyakti ne rAhata mahasUsa kI-bIsa sAla pahale kucha huA hogaa| phira veTara jAne lgaa| usane kahA : Thaharo! jarA mujhe batAo, bIsa sAla pahale kyA huA thA? veTara ne kahA. bIsa sAla pahale eka bahuta apratyAzita ghaTanA ghttii| eka vyakti isI palaMga para soyA thA, jisa para Apa baiThe haiM, aura agalI subaha vaha nAztA karane nIce utraa| dubArA kabhI aisA nahIM huA, aura isase pahale bhI kabhI nahIM huA thaa| hama loga to usakA iMtajAra bhI nahIM kara rahe the, lekina vaha sIr3hiyoM se utaratA huA nIce aayaa| aba kyA tuma isa vyakti ke caukanne na rahane ke bAre meM soca sakate ho? kyA tuma soca sakate ho ki isa- AdamI ko nIMda AI hogI? nIMda kI goliyoM se bhI kAma na clegaa| yadi tuma usako mAraphiyA kA iMjekzana de do to vaha bhI kArya na kregaa| usakI jAgRti eka bahuta ghanIbhUta cIja bana jaaegii| buddha apane ziSyoM ko sArI rAta maraghaTa meM rukane ke lie bhejA karate the-basa aura jAgarUka hone ke lie| kyoMki jaba tuma maraghaTa meM akele ho, tuma so nahIM skte| vAstava meM jAgarUka hone ke lie koI prayAsa karane kI jarUrata hI nahIM hai| jAgarUkatA AsAna ho jAtI hai| yaha vAstava meM bhI kabhI-kabhI aisI koziza karanA caahie| da spaSTatA ko tumhAre pAsa tumhArI cetanA kI AMtarika guNavattA meM AnA par3egA, 'kaise? kyoM? kisalie?kucha bhI spaSTa nahIM hai|' yaha AtyaMtika suMdara bAta hai, isako isI bhAMti honA caahie| aura maiM tumase eka bAta aura kahanA cAhatA hUM jIvana svayaM ke lie hai| isakA koI bAhya mUlya nahIM hai, AMtarika hai yh| jIvana kA uddezya kabhI mata pUcho, kyoMki tumane galata prazna pUchA hai, tuma asaMgata prazna pUchate ho| jIvana parama hai, usase pare kucha bhI nahIM hai| jIvana svayaM ke lie jItA hai|
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________________ gulAba eka gulAba hai, eka gulAba hI hai-jIvana aura adhika jIvana ke lie jItA hai, aura adhika jIvana phira aura adhika jIvana ke lie jItA hai| lekina usameM koI bAhya mUlya nahIM hai, tuma 'kyoM' kA uttara nahIM de skte| aura tuma isa bAta ko samajha sakate ho. yadi tuma 'kyoM' kA uttara de sake, phira dubArA prazna khar3A ho jaaegaa| yadi tuma kaho, jIvana kA astitva paramAtmA ke lie hai, to paramAtmA kA astitva kisalie hai? usake hone kA kyA udadezya hai? aura jaba isa pUchatAcha ko kahIM jAkara rukanA hI hai, to pahale isako zurU hI kyoM kiyA jAe? tuma kahate ho, 'paramAtmA ne jIvana kA sRjana kiyA? phira paramAtmA kA sRjana kisane kiyA?' nahIM, maiM aisA nahIM khtaa| maiM kahatA haM paramAtmA jIvana hai| usane jIvana kA sRjana nahIM kiyA hai, vahI jIvana hai| isalie yadi tuma nAstika ho to mere sAtha koI samasyA nahIM hai| hUM.....tuma 'paramAtmA' zabda ko chor3a sakate ho| yaha kevala bhASAgata prazna hai| yadi tumheM 'paramAtmA' zabda pasaMda ho, acchI bAta hai| yadi tumheM pasaMda nahIM hai, bahuta acchI bAta hai|'jiivn' se kAma cala jaaegaa| kyoMki maiM zabdoM ke bAre meM ciMtA nahIM krtaa| maiM zabdoM ke bAre meM tarka nahIM krtaa| parama satya ko tuma kisa nAma se pukArate ho, kise ciMtA hai? jIvana, paramAtmA, allAha, rAma, kRSNa-yA tumhArI kalpanA ko jo AkRSTa kare-jihovA, tAo, ye sabhI zabda haiM, kisI aise sUkSma kI ora saMketa kara rahe haiM ki usakI abhivyakti asaMbhava hai| lekina yadi tuma mujhase pUcho, 'jIvana' atyAdhika suMdara pratIta hotA hai yh|'iishvr' ke sAtha hI tumheM kisI prakAra ke carca kI bU AtI hai, aura durgaMdha hai yaha, yaha acchI nahIM hai|'jiivn' ke sAtha tatkaNa, puSpa, vRkSa, pkssii...| kyA tumane apane mana ke pratisaMvedana, pratikriyA kA nirIkSaNa kiyA hai? maiM kahatA hUM 'Izvara' sunate hI tumhAre mana meM kaitheDUlsa, manuSya nirmita cIjeM-pAdarI, popa ubhara Ate haiN| niHsaMdeha bar3A nATakIya hai yaha, lekina thor3A sA asaMgata bhI hai-unake laMbe sajAvaTI coge, mukuTa aura paakhNdd| maiM kahatA hU 'jIvana' koI kaitheDrala, koI maMdira tumhArI cetanA meM nahIM ubharatA hai| pravAhita hotI nadiyAM, khilate hue phUla, gAte hue pakSI, camakatA huA sUrya, haMsate aura daur3ate hue bacce, prema karate hue loga, yaha AkAza, yaha pRthvii|'jiivn' vAstava meM aura sudara, kama bhraSTa hai| yaha pAdariyoM ke hAthoM meM nahIM par3A hai, ve isake sauMdarya ko naSTa aura bhraSTa karane meM samartha nahIM ho sake haiN| ve abhI isako AkAra dene ke lie kATa-chAMTa nahIM kara sake haiM, yaha abhI bhI kRtrima na ho sakA hai| jIvana prAkRtika rahA hai| lekina maiM tumase kahatA hUM ki yahI to paramAtmA hai : parama praakRtik| kabhI mata pUcho jIvana kyoM hai, kyoMki uttara kauna dene jA rahA hai? jIvana ke atirikta kucha aura hai bhI nhiiN| aura yaha mata soco ki jaba koI udadezya hogA to hI tumheM jInA hogA, anyathA tuma kaise jI sakoge? mujhe nahIM dIkhatI hai yaha baat| phUla khilate haiM, ve kisI 'kyoM' ko nahIM jAnate haiM, aura ve suMdaratApUrvaka
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________________ khilate haiN| aura maiM kalpanA nahIM kara sakatA ki yadi unako sikhAyA jAe ki tumhAre khilane kA eka uddezya hai, to ve kisa prakAra aura acche DhaMga se khileMge, mujhe aisA nahIM diikhtaa| ve basa usI DhaMga se khilate haiN| ve apanI ora se mahattama prayAsa kara rahe haiN| kyA tuma socate ho ki yadi koyala ko batA diyA jAe ki gAne kA kyA udadezya hai, to vaha behatara DhaMga se gA rahI hogii| maiM sadA se socatA hUM ki jAnavara AdamI para avazya haMsa rahe hoNge| manuSya ke bAre meM pazuoM ke madhya kaI cuTakule avazya pracalita hoNge| manuSya ko pRthvI para bahuta bhaddI, asaMgata ghaTanA honA caahie| eka phUla khilatA hai, to use khilane ke lie kisI uddezya kI jarUrata nahIM pdd'tii| lekina tumheM uddezya caahie| tuma kisI ko prema kara sakate ho, lekina kyA uddezya hai? prema ko kisI uddezya kI AvazyakatA hai? to tuma sArI bAta se cUka jaaoge| aise bhI loga haiM jo prema bhI udadezyapUrvaka karate haiN| jIvana arthazAstra nahIM hai| yaha AMtarika rUpa se mUlyavAna hai| aura eka bAra tuma yaha samajha lo, eka mahat utkAMti tumheM ghaTa jAtI hai| phira tuma basa zvAsa lete ho, aura zvAsa lenA bahuta suMdara, bahuta zAMtidAyaka, bahuta AzISamayI ho jAtA hai| taba hara kSaNa svayaM meM artha bana jAtA hai| artha kahIM bAhara nahIM hai| phira tuma isa kSaNa ko usI ke lie jIte ho| tuma gAte ho, kyoMki tumheM gAne se prema hai| tuma nRtya karate ho, kyoMki nRtya karanA ati suMdara hai| tuma prema karate ho, kyoMki prema jaisA aura kucha bhI nahIM hai| yadi tuma uddezya pUcho taba tumhArA mana vezyA kA hai| vezyA prema kara sakatI hai, lekina isameM eka uddezya nihita hai| jo sadaiva pUchate rahate haiM ki jIvana kA kyA uddezya hai? una logoM ke pAsa vezyA kA mana hai| jIvana ko jaisA yaha hai ve svIkAra nahIM kara sakate haiN| isako arthapUrNa banAne ke lie unheM kucha aura caahie| jarA samajhane kA prayAsa karo, pratyeka kSaNa apane Apa meM paryApta hai, aura pratyeka kRtya apane Apa meM paripUrNa hai; aura jo kucha bhI tuma karate ho karanA svayaM meM eka garimA hai| kucha aura nahIM caahie| aura taba acAnaka tuma mukta ho jAte ho| kyoMki eka vyakti jo uddezya unmukha hai kabhI mukta nahIM ho sktaa| uddezya sadA bhaviSya meM hotA hai| Aja tuma kisI aisI cIja ke lie jIte ho jo kala hone jA rahI hai, kauna jAne, tuma hI mara jaao| phira tuma eka atRpta jIvana jIyoge, aura kala puna: tuma kisI bhaviSya ke kala ke lie jIyoge, kyoMki pratyeka kala Aja bana kara AtA hai aura tumane galata DhaMga se Aja ko kala ke lie balidAna karanA sIkha rakhA hai| yadi tuma uddezya ke prazna se Asakta ho cuke ho, tuma pUchate cale jaaoge| cAhe jo kucha bhI ho tuma pUchoge 'isakA kyA uddezya hai?' loga mere pAsa Akara pUchate haiM, Apa hameM dhyAna karane ko kahate haiM lekina kyA udadezya hai isakA? dhyAna karane ke lie kisa udadezya kI AvazyakatA par3atI hai? dhyAna itanA zAMta hai, AnaMda se itanA otaprota hai, kisI aura udadezya kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| yaha kisI aura bAta ke lie sAdhana nahIM hai| yaha svayaM meM sAdhya hai|
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________________ "isalie maiM kyA khA rahA hUM maiM kyA kara rahA hUM cAroM ora kyA ghaTa rahA hai, kisI se mujha para koI aMtara nahIM pdd'taa|" tuma asaMvedanazIla aura mUr3ha hote jA rahe ho| yaha mata samajho ki yaha dharma hai| yaha basa dhImA AtmaghAta hai| tuma apane astitva ko viSAkta kara rahe ho| aura adhika hozapUrNa ho jAo, aura adhika jAgarUka ho jAo, aura adhika saMvedanazIla ho jaao| kyoMki yadi tuma saMvedanazIla nahIM ho, jIvana tumhAre pAsa se hokara gujaratA calA jAegA aura tuma isako jI na pAoge, tuma asparzita rhoge| jIvana tumhAre Upara barasatA calA jAegA aura tuma baMda rahoge, tuma isake prati khule nahIM hoge| paramAtmA tumako detA calA jAegA, lekina tuma nahIM loge| adhika saMvedanazIla, adhika pratyuttarapUrNa bno| vINA ke tAra jaise hoo| hUM.....koI basa ise chUtA bhara hai, aura pratisaMvedanA hotI hai| tAra jIvita hai| DhIle mata raho, anyathA vahIM pratisaMvedanA nahIM hogii| niHsaMdeha bahuta tana mata jAo nahIM to tuma TUTa jaaoge| dharma kI pUrI kalA yahI hai kaise saMtulita huA jAe? kaise asaMyata na huA jAe? vINA ke tAroM ko samyaka tanAva meM, paripUrNa sAmyatA meM, pUrNa saMtulana meM-na isa ora, na hI usa ora, basa ThIka madhya me, ThIka-ThIka bIca meM rahanA caahie| tuma ise chuo-abhI tuma ise chU bhI na pAe ho-aura yaha pratyuttara detA hai| loga kahate haiM ki yadi eka vINA ke svaroM ko eka guru sahI rUpa se ucita DhaMga se biThA de aura tuma isako kamare ke eka kone meM rakho, aba tuma eka dUsarI vINA bajAo, to kone meM rakhI yaha vINA usa vINA ke saMgIta kA pratyuttara denA AraMbha kara detI hai| -yaha pratyuttara detI hai, kyoMki jhaMkAra, kaMpana, spaMdana isa taka pahuMcate haiN| jaba eka vINA se atyadhika suMdara kaMpana utsarjita hone lagate haiM, inakA prasAra hotA hai, ye sAre kamare ko bhara dete haiM, aura dUsarI vINA pUrNata: taiyAra, na adhika DhIlI, na adhika kasI, basa madhya meM, vahAM pratIkSArata hai, tatkSaNa ve sUkSma kaMpana isase TakarAte haiM, binA kisI iMsAnI hAtha ke sparza ke yaha pratyuttara denA AraMbha kara detI hai, yaha jIvaMta ho uThatI hai| jIne kA yahI DhaMga hai| dhyAna tumako basa saMtulita, madhya meM, virbhAta, zAMta, AnaMdita karane ke lie hai, tAki jaba jIvana tumhAre pAsa AtA hai... aura yaha hara kSaNa A rahA hai| isakI lAkhoM bheMTeM haiM, tuma unase cUkate jAte ho, kyoMki tuma taiyAra nahIM ho| tuma usa bahare AdamI ke samAna ho jo baiThA ho aura koI vINA bajA rahA hai| tuma isase cUkate rahate ho| maiMne eka mahAna saMgItakAra ke bAre meM sunA hai, jisane eka anya mahAna saMgItajJa tAnasena ke bAre meM sunA ki jaba tAnasena apanI vINA bajAtA hai, to use sunane pazu bhI ekatrita ho jAte haiN| vaha isakI satyatA ko jAnanA cAhatA thaa| vaha jaMgala meM calA gayA aura usane apanI vINA bajAnA AraMbha kara diyA, dhIre- dhIre pazuoM ne AnA AraMbha kara diyaa| bahuta bhIr3a ekatrita ho gaI-hAthI, jebrA, cItA, teMduA, lomaDiyA, bheDie-hara prakAra ke paz choTe aura bar3e, aura ve Thage se raha gae, sammohita ho ge| aura tabhI acAnaka eka ghar3iyAla AyA, aura saMgItakAra para jhapaTA aura usako eka hI bAra meM samUcA
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________________ nigala gyaa| sAre pazu bahuta krodhita ho uThe, unhoMne kahA. 'yaha kyA bevakUphI hai?' ghar3iyAla ne apane hAtha kAnoM para rakhe aura bolA. 'kyA? tuma kyA kaha rahe ho?' ghar3iyAla baharA thaa| bahare mata bano, aMdhe mata bno| jIvaMta pratyuttara dene vAle bnii| paramAtmA hara pala tumhAre dvAra para dastaka de rahA hai| yadi tuma asaMvedanazIla ho gae, to tumheM yaha dastaka nahIM sunAI pdd'egii| jIsasa kahate haiM khaTakhaTAo aura tumhAre lie dvAra khola diyA jaaegaa| maiM tumase kahatA hUM ki tumheM dvAra para dastaka dene kI bhI AvazyakatA nahIM hai, paramAtmA dvAra para dastaka de rahA hai| sano, vAstava meM to paramAtmA tamako hara ora se khoja rahA hai| yaha khoja eka pakSIya nahIM hai ki kevala tuma hI khoja rahe ho, vaha bhI tumheM khoja rahA hai| lekina tumako upalabdha honA pdd'egaa| aura upalabdha hone kA yaha koI DhaMga nahIM hai| 'apanI AraMbhika bAlyAvasthA se hI, jaba kabhI bhI maiM kisI zava ko dekhatA thA, sadA hI yaha vicAra mere mana meM kauMdha jAtA ki yadi mRtyU hI AnI hai to jIne meM kyA sAra hai?' isIlie to jIne meM sAra hai, kyoMki mRtyu ko AnA hI hai| yadi koI mRtyu na hotI aura tuma yahAM sadA, sadA aura sadA ke lie rahane vAle hote, jarA soco to kyA hogaa| tuma Uba kara mara jaaoge| tuma mRtyu ke lie prArthanA karanA AraMbha kara doge| sikaMdara mahAna ke bAre meM eka suMdara kahAnI hai| jaba vaha bhArata AyA, vaha aneka kAraNoM se bhArata AyA thA-bhArata vijaya ke lie, bhArata ke buddhimAna vyaktiyoM se milane ke lie aura usa kueM kI khoja karane jisake bAre meM usane suna rakhA thA ki yadi tuma isakA pAnI pI lo to tuma amara ho jAte ho| mujhe nahIM patA ki yaha kahAnI kahAM taka saca hai, maiM isakI gavAhI to nahIM de sakatA, lekina yaha suMdara hai| aura satya hone ke lie kahAnI ko suMdara honA caahie| sauMdarya ke atirikta koI aura satya nahIM hai| vaha yAtrA karatA rahA aura usane aneka buddhimAna vyaktiyoM se pUchA, aura aMtata: usako vaha kuAM mila hI gyaa| lekina vaha isa bAta se bar3A hairAna thA ki jina logoM ne use kueM kA rAstA batAyA unakI isameM adhika ruci nahIM thii| yaha eka avizvasanIya bAta thii| aura vaha aMtima vyakti jisane usako ThIka-ThIka kueM taka pahuMcAyA, usako vahAM ruka kara sikaMdara kI pratIkSA karane meM bhI ruci nahIM thii| sikaMdara ne pUchA. kyA tuma zAzvata jIvana meM utsuka nahIM ho? kyA tuma amara honA nahIM cAhate? vaha vyakti haMsA, vaha bolA. maiMne jIvana ke bAre meM kAphI kucha sIkhA hai| yaha icchA bacakAne manoM kI upaja hai| lekina Apa ise pUrA kreN|
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________________ eka sIr3hiyoM vAlA rAstA kueM kI ora jAtA thaa| vaha bhItara gyaa| vaha basa pAnI pIne hI jA rahA thA ki vahAM para baiThA eka kauA bolA : Thaharo! eka minaTa suno to| yaha mUr3hatA mata kro| maiM ise kara cukA huuN| aba maiM saMtApa meM hUM kyoMki maiM mara nahIM sktaa| maiM kaI hajAra varSa jI cukA huuN| aba mere hRdaya meM kevala eka hI prArthanA hai : Izvara marane meM merI sahAyatA kro| aura aba maiM buddhimAna vyaktiyoM ko khojatA-phiratA haM 'kyA koI aisA kuAM hai jo isa mar3hatA ke pratikula kArya kara sake? maiM eka mUrkha kauA hUM isalie maiMne yaha harakata kara ddaalii| kRpA kareM, Apa dubArA soceM, phira Apa kabhI mara nahIM skeNge| aisA kahA jAtA hai ki sikaMdara ne isa para vicAra kiyA aura turaMta hI usa kueM se bhAga khar3A huA, kyoMki isa bAta kI pUrI saMbhAvanA thI ki vaha pralobhana meM phaMsa jaataa| usane pAnI nahIM piiyoN| jarA soco yadi mRtyu na ho, jIvana se bahuta kucha kho jaaegaa| viparIta dhruvIyatA ke binA saba kucha phIkA, nirAza ho jAtA hai| yaha to aisA hI hai jaise ki kevala dina hI ho aura vizrAma karane ke lie koI rAta hI na ho-aura basa dina, aura basa dina hI dina... aura jhulasAne vAlI garmI, aura chipane kA koI sthAna nahIM, aMdhere meM kho jAne kI koI jagaha nahIM, koI aisA sthAna nahIM jahAM ArAma se sokara svayaM ko bhulAyA jA ske| kaThina hogA yaha, yaha bahuta duSkara aura be-matalaba kA hogaa| vizrAma kI AvazyakatA hotI hai| mRtyu vizrAma hai| isalie yadi tumane zavoM ko maraghaTa yA zmazAna ghATa le jAte hue dekhA hai, to tumane kucha khAsa nahIM dekhaa| aura yadi tumane socA ki aba jIvana arthahIna hai, taba tuma asalI bAta se cUka ge| kisI zava ko dekha kara yAda karo ki mRty A rahI hai| isa avasara kA jitanI saghanatA se saMbhava ho sake jIvaMta hone meM upayoga kara lo, phira vahAM vizrAma hai| isa vizrAma ko arjita kro| aura yaha una bAtoM meM se eka hai jo maiM tumheM batAnA cAhUMgA, yadi tuma acchI taraha na jI pAe to tuma acchI taraha mara na paaoge| tumhArI mRtyu bhI basa phIkI hogii| isameM koI uttApa na hogA, isameM koI sauMdarya na hogaa| yadi tama pragAr3hatA se jIte ho, to tama pragAr3hatA se marate ho| yadi tama prasannatAparvaka jIte ho, to tuma prasannatApUrvaka marate ho| tumhAre jIvana kA svAda tumhArI mRtyu dvArA zikhara para pahuMcA diyA jAtA hai| mRtyu eka utkarSa hai, utthAna hai| yadi tuma eka suMdara gIta gA rahe the, to mRtyu usakA Aroha, ucctama zikhara hai| mRtyu jIvana ke virodha meM nahIM hai| mRtyu pRSThabhUmi hai| yaha jIvana ko aura samRddha banAtI hai| yaha jIvana ko aura jIvaMta banAtI hai| yaha jIvana ko cunautI detI hai| 'apane bacapana ke una dinoM se, eka prakAra kI aruci ne mere jIvana ke sAre DhaMga-DhAMce ko ghera rakhA hai, aura saMbhavata: yahI vaha kAraNa ho sakatA hai ki kyoM dharma meM merI ruci jAgI aura maiM Apa taka pahaMca skaa|'
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________________ ho sakatA hai| yaha kAraNa ho sakatA hai ki tuma kyoM mujha taka pahuMca ske| lekina aba yahI kAraNa hogA ki tuma mujhe samajha pAne meM samartha na ho paaoge| yaha tumheM mere dvAra taka le AyA hai, kiMtu yaha tumheM mere hRdaya taka nahIM lA paaegaa| kRpA karo, aba use chor3a do, kyoMki yahAM maiM jIvana sikhA rahA huuN| niHsaMdeha maiM mRtyu bhI sikhA rahA hUM lekina merI mRtyu eka suMdara satya hai aura tumhArA jIvana eka kurUpa tathya hai| maiM tumako eka jAduI kImiyA sikhA rahA hUM : mRtyu ko bhI kisa bhAMti eka suMdara anubhava meM rUpAMtarita kara liyA jaae| niHsaMdeha jaba mRtyu bhI suMdara ho gaI hai to jIvana aura adhika suMdara ho hI jaaegaa| sAmAnya dhAtuoM ko svarNa meM kisa bhAMti badalA jA sake, yahI to maiM yahAM sikhA rahA huuN| ho sakatA hai ki apane ina vicAroM ke kAraNa tuma yahAM A gae ho, lekina aba unheM tyAga do, anyathA ve tumhAre aura mere madhya meM avarodha ho jaaege| prazna: pyAre ozo, kyA Apa vAstava meM basa eka manuSya hai, jo saMbuddha ho gayA? mAmalA basa jarA ulaTA hai; eka Izvara jo kho gayA thA aura jisane svayaM ko puna: pA liyA, eka paramAtmA jisane vizrAma kiyA aura gaharI nIMda soyA aura manuSya hone kA svapna dekhA aura aba jAgA huA hai| aura yahI tumhAre bAre meM bhI saca hai| tuma mAtra manuSya nahIM ho, tuma sabhI paramAtmA ho, tuma kevala svapna dekha rahe ho ki tuma manuSya ho| yaha koI aisA nahIM hai ki manuSya ko paramAtmA ho jAnA hai, yaha to paramAtmA ko hI jarA sA jAganA hai, tabhI manuSya hone kA svapna kho jAtA hai| pUrvIya DhaMga aura pazcimI DhaMga meM yahI aMtara hai| pazcima uccatama ko nimnatama se samajhAne kA prayAsa karatA hai| yadi tumheM samAdhi laga jAe-udAharaNa ke lie rAmakRSNa samAdhistha ho jAte hai, asIma meM kho jAte haiM-phrAyaDa se pUcho, vaha kahegA ki yaha damita kAmavAsanA kI eka abhivyakti hai| samAdhi ko kAmavAsanA dvArA samajhAyA jAnA hai| mujhase kAmavAsanA ke bAre meM pUcho, aura maiM kahUMgA ki yaha samAdhi kI pahalI jhalaka hai| uccatama ko nimnatama taka nahIM girAyA jAnA hai| nimnatama ko Upara uThA kara uccatama taka le jAnA hai| mArksa se pUcho aura vaha kahegA ki cetanA aura kucha nahIM balki padArtha kA upautpAdana hai| mujhase pUcho, maiM kahUMgA padArtha aura kucha nahIM balki cetanA kA AbhAsa hai|
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________________ pUraba meM hamane kIcar3a ko usa gaMdI kIcar3a ko kamala dvArA samajhAne kA prayAsa kiyA hai| pazcima meM , tumane kamala ko usa gaMdI kIcar3a ke dvArA samajhAne kA prayAsa kiyA jisase vaha AtA hai| aura isase mahat aMtara par3a jAtA hai| jaba tuma kamala ko usa gaMdI kIcar3a ke dvArA samajhAne kA prayAsa karate ho jisase yaha AyA hai, to kamala kho jAtA hai, tumhAre hAtha meM kevala gaMdI kIcar3a hI bacatI hai| sArA sauMdarya, sArI mahattA, sArA satya kho jAtA hai, tumhAre hAtha meM mAtra gaMdagI hI raha jAtI hai| pratyeka bAta ko nimnatama taka girAyA jA sakatA hai, kyoMki uccatama aura nimnatama paraspara saMyukta haiN| sIr3hI kA Upara vAlA pAyadAna sabase nIce vAle pAyadAna se jur3A huA hai| isalie isameM kucha bhI galata nahIM pratIta hotA hai, lekina yahAM bahuta kucha aMtara par3a jAtA hai, jise samajha lenA mahatvapUrNa hai| yadi tuma gaMdI kIcar3a ko kamala dvArA paribhASita karate ho aura tuma kahate ho, jaba isa gaMdI kIcar3a se kamala kA udbhava ho sakatA hai, to yaha gaMdI kIcar3a bhI vAstava meM gaMdI nahIM hai, varanA isameM se kamala kA janma kaise ho sakatA hai? kamala isake bhItara chipA huA hai| hama bhale hI isameM kamala ko na dekha sakeM- yaha hamAre dekha pAne kI sImA haiM- yadi tuma kamala ke dvArA gaMdI kIcar3a kI vyAkhyA karoge, to gaMdI kIcar3a kho jAtI hai tumhAre hAtha kamala ke phUloM se bhara jAte haiN| aba cunAva tumhAre hAtha meM haiM pUraba tumheM acAnaka samRddha, zreSTha, divya banA detA hai pazcima tumheM acAnaka bahuta sAdhAraNa, pArthiva banA detA hai, yaha tumheM ghaTA kara vastueM banA detA hai aura manuSyoM meM jo bhI zAnadAra hai vaha zaka, saMdeha ke ghere meM A jAtA hai| smaraNa rakho, tuma paramAtmA se paramAtmA taka kA vikAsa ho| inake madhya meM yaha saMsAra hai yahI kAraNa hai ki hama ise svapna kahate haiN| mAyA, svapna : paramAtmA svapna dekhatA hai ki vaha kho gayA hai| isakA majA lo, kucha bhI galata nahIM hai isameM Aja nahIM to kala tuma jAga jAoge aura tuma haMsoge; yaha eka svapna thaa| yadi tuma manovizleSakoM se paramAtmA ke bAre meM pUcho, ve kaheMge, yaha tumhArI kalpanA kI koI bAta hai| tuma zaMkara se pUcho, tuma pUraba ke saMtoM se pUcho, aura ve kaheMge ki tuma paramAtmA kI kalpanA ho / AtyaMtika suMdara hai| tuma paramAtmA kI kalpanA meM kucha ho, paramAtmA tumhArI kalpanA kara rahA hai, tumhArA svapna dekha rahA hai| phrAyaDa se pUcho, vaha kahegA, paramAtmA ? tuma svapna dekha rahe ho, tuma kisI cIja kI kalpanA kara rahe ho| donoM satya haiN| aura cunAva tumhAre hAtha meM hai| yadi tuma sadA ke lie nirAzA, saMtApa, pIr3A meM rahanA cAhate ho to pAzcAtya DhaMga ko lo| yadi tuma binA kisI zarta ke khilanA aura pramudita honA cAhate ho to pUrvIya DhaMga cuno|
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________________ prazna: ozo, Apa behatarIna kAtila hai| Apake sAtha eka sAla gujarA hai, aura dhIme-dhImeM ApakA jahara mere mana meM kAma kara rahA hai| jaba kabhI bhI kurUpa aura gaMdA dikhane kA bahAnA karatA hUM, sabhI kucha takalIpha deha ho jAtA hai| lekina aba isa bedaha UhApoha meM divyatA ke aMdara Ane ke lie eka choTA sA daravAjA kaise pAUM? isakI ciMtA divyatA ko karane do| tuma ciMtA kyoM karate ho? tuma to basa svayaM ho jaao| vaha apanA rAstA khoja legii| aura tuma sahI ho, maiM kAtila hUM lagabhaga eka htyaaraa| eka aspatAla meM koI vyakti mara rahA thA, aura usane DAkTara se kahA : 'DAkTara sAhaba mujhe bahuta adhika ciMtA lagI rahatI hai, aisA lagatA jaise ki maiM mara rahA huuN| DAkTara ne kahA. ciMtA mata karo, isako mujha para chor3a do| yahI to maiM tumase kahatA hUM ciMtA mata karo, isako mujha para chor3a do| maiM tumako mAra duuNgaa| kyoMki tumheM naI svataMtratA, jIvana ko eka naI zailI dene kA yahI eka mAtra upAya hai| maiM tumheM sUlI detA hUM tAki tumhArA punarjanma ho ske| prazna: Apa seksa ke bAre meM sI bAta rahe ho| jo acchI bAta hai, kyoMki eka laMbe samaya se isako aMdhere meM rakhA gayA thaa| jo bhI ho maiMne vyaktigata rUpa se Apako kabhI samalaiMgikatA ke bAre meM bolate nahIM sunA hai| kevala bahuta hI saMkSepa meM aura vastuta: Apa isako nimnatama para rakhate rahe hai| kRpayA kyA Apa isake bAre meM bAta kareMge, kyoMki 'yaha vikRta kRtya' jaisA ki Apa ise kahate hai, cAhe jo bhI isakA kAraNa ho, samalaiMgikatA saMsAra meM thI aura hai| kyA caMdra pakSa kA sUrya pakSa se saMgama nahIM ho sakatA, phira zarIra cAhe jo ho? kyA taMtra kevala viSamaliMgI logoM ke lie hI hai? kyA logoM ko apanI samalaiMgika pravRtiyoM kA damana karanA cAhie?
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________________ pahalI halI bAta, praznakartA ne apane prazna para hastAkSara nahIM kie haiM, isase spaSTa hotA hai ki vaha bhI isake bAre meM aparAdha-bodha se grasta hai| vaha nahIM cAhatA ki usakA nAma jAnA jaae| prazna ke sAtha hastAkSara na karake usane samalaiMgikatA ko pahale hI nidiMta kara diyA hai| maiM kisI bAta ke virodha meM nahIM hUM lekina maiM aneka bAtoM ke pakSa meM huuN| maiM puna: kahatA hUM maiM kisI bAta ke virodha meM nahIM hUM lekina maiM aneka bAtoM ke pakSa meM huuN| maiM kIcar3a ke virodha meM nahIM hUM maiM kamala ke pakSa meM huuN| seksa kA rUpAMtaraNa kiyA jAnA caahie| yadi isakA rUpAMtaraNa na ho, to tuma apane astitva kI nimnatama pAyadAna para bane rhoge| ataH samajhane ke lie pahalI bAta hai, maiM seksa ke bAre meM bAta karatA hUM jisase ki tuma isako samajha sako aura isakA atikramaNa kara sko| samalaiMgikatA to viSamalaiMgikatA se bhI nimnatala para hai| isameM galata kucha bhI nahIM hai, tumhArI sIr3hI meM abhI eka nicalI pAyadAna aura hai usakA bhI atikramaNa kiyA jAnA hai| isalie pahalI bAta, seksa kA atikramaNa kiyA jAnA hai| yAda karane ke lie dUsarI bAta, samalaiMgikatA aura nIce kI pAyadAna hai| pratyeka baccA AtmaliMgi janma letA hai, hara baccA Atmarati dazA meM hai| yaha eka avasthA hai, bacce ko usase pAra jAnA hai| hara baccA apane yauna aMgoM se khelanA pasaMda karatA hai aura yaha sukhadAyaka hai isameM galata kucha bhI nahIM hai, lekina yaha bacakAnA hai / yaha seksa kI pahalI sIkha hai, eka pUrva taiyArI, taiyAra ho jAnA, taiyArI hai lekina yadi tuma paiMtIsa cAlIsa sATha varSa ke ho gae ho aura bhI Atmarati dazA meM ho, to kucha gar3abar3a hai| jaba maiM kahatA hUM kucha gar3abar3a hai, to merA abhiprAya mAtra yahI hai ki tuma vikasita hone meM samartha nahIM ho sake ho, tumhArI mAnasika Ayu kama raha gaI hai| Atmarati kI avasthA ke bAda, jise maiM AtmaliMgI kahatA hUM bAlaka samaliMgI ho jAtA hai| dasa varSa kI Ayu ke Asa-pAsa bAlaka samaliMgI ho jAtA hai| vaha una zarIroM meM adhika utsuka ho uThatA hai jo usake zarIra jaise haiN| yaha eka svAbhAvika vikAsa hai| pahale vaha apane svayaM ke zarIra meM utsuka thA, aba vaha zarIroM meM ruci rakhatA hai jo usake samAna hai- lar3akA lar3akoM meM ruci letA hai, eka lar3akI lar3akiyoM meM ruci letI hai yaha eka svAbhAvika avasthA hai lekina lar3akA svayaM se dUra jA rahA hai, apanI kAma-UrjA ko kAmecchA ko anya lar3akoM kI ora gatizIla kara rahA hai aura yaha prAkRtika lagatA hai| kyoMki anya lar3ake use anya lar3akiyoM kI tulanA meM apane samAna lagate haiM lekina usane eka kadama uThA liyA hai; vaha samaliMgI ho gayA hai| ThIka hai, kucha bhI galata nahIM hai isameM, lekina yadi sATha varSa kI Ayu meM aba bhI tuma samalaiMgika ho, to tuma maMdabuddhi ho, tumameM lar3akapana hai| isIlie samalaiMgika logoM meM lar3akapana vAlA DhaMga kAyama rahatA hai aura ve khuza dIkhate haiN| yaha nizcita hai ki ve viSamaliMgiyo se adhika khuza dikhAI par3ate haiN| unake ceharoM meM bhI lar3akapana kI chApa rahatI hai| apanI ,
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________________ samalaiMgikatA ko chipAnA bahuta kaThina hai tumhArA ceharA, tumhArI AMkheM, saba kucha ise pradarzita karatA hai| tuma lar3akapana meM ruke rahate ho| isase hokara gujara jAnA zubha hai, lekina isase Asakta honA galata hai| phira tIsarI avasthA AtI hai, vissmlaiNgiktaa| lar3akA lar3akI meM ruci rakhane lagatA hai, lar3akI lar3ake meM ruci rakhane lagatI hai| jahAM taka seksa jA sakatA hai yaha uccatama avasthA hai, lekina isakI bhI eka sImA hai| yadi tuma bayAlIsa varSa ke bAda bhI seksa meM ruci rakhate ho to kisI bAta se cUka rahe ho tum| phira tumane isako DhaMga se nahIM jIyA hai, varanA jisa samaya tuma bayAlIsa varSa ke ho...| caudaha varSa kI Ayu meM tuma vAstava meM kAma saMbaMdha meM, bacce ko janmAne meM, mAtA yA pitA bana pAne meM sakSama ho jAte ho| tumheM taiyAra karane meM caudaha varSa lagate haiN| dUsare caudaha varSa bAda aTThAisa varSa ke Asa-pAsa tuma apanI kAmukatA ke zikhara para hote ho| agale caudaha varSa bAda, bayAlIsa varSa kI Ayu meM tuma vApasa lauTane lagate ho| vartula pUrA ho gayA hai| juga ne kahA hai, 'cAlIsa varSa kI Ayu ke bAda jo bhI mere pAsa AtA hai, usakI samasyA dhArmika hai|' yadi bayAlIsa varSa kI Ayu ke bAda bhI tuma kAmavAsanA ko lekara parezAna ho aura samasyA grasta ho, to tumhAre jIvana meM kahI cUka ho gaI hai| isake caudaha varSa bAda, chappana varSa kI Ayu meM vyakti kAma se basa mukta ho jAtA hai| aura caudaha varSa, chappana se sattara taka puna: dUsarA bcpn| mRtyu se pUrva tumako usI biMdu para pahuMcanA par3atA hai, jaise ki tuma janma ke samaya the, vartula pUrA ho gayA, bacce ho gae tum| jIsasa jaba kahate haiM. 'jaba taka ki tuma ce jaise na ho jAo, tama mere paramAtmA ke rAjya meM praveza na kara skoge|' to unakA yahI abhiprAya hai| yaha karIba-karIba sattara varSa kA vartula hai| yadi tuma assI varSa yA sau varSa jIte ho to isameM aMtara par3a jAegA, phira tuma usa hisAba se bAMTa sakate ho| maiM kisI bAta ke viruddha nahIM hUM lekina maiM tumhArI kisI sthAna se cipaka jAne meM sahAyatA bhI nahIM kruuNgaa| calate raho, calate raho, kisI sthAna se Asakta mata ho jaao| avasara kA upayoga kara lo, lekina ruko mt| kucha kahAniyAM: eka parezAna dIkha rahe vyakti ne lar3akhar3Ate hue eka manocikitsaka ke kakSa meM praveza kiyA aura bolA DAkTara. sAhaba Apako merI sahAyatA karanI hogii| pratyeka rAtri mujhe svapna AtA hai ki eka vIrAna TApU para maiM eka darjana sunahare, eka darjana kAle aura eka darjana lAla bAloM vAlI suMdariyoM, jinameM pratyeka eka se bar3ha kara eka suMdara haiM, ke sAtha raha rahA huuN| tuma to saMsAra ke sarvAdhika bhAgyazAlI vyakti ho, DAkTara ne kahA, aba merI madada tumheM kisalie cAhie? merI samasyA, rogI ne kahA, yaha hai ki svapna meM maiM puSa hotA hai|
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________________ ise samajha gae tuma? varanA maiM eka cuTakulA aura sunAtA huuN| senA ke do avakAza prApta karnala apane klaba meM baiThe hue bAteM kara rahe the| kyA tumane ke kArsaTeyarsa ke bAre meM kucha sunA hai? pahale ne puuchaa| nahIM to, kyA huA use? dUsare ne puuchaa| usako bhArata meM eka mahArAjA ke sainya salAhakAra ke rUpa meM naukarI mila gii| eka dina vaha jaMgala meM bhAga gayA aura vahIM kA nivAsI ho gyaa| aba vaha eka vRkSa para baMdara ke sAtha rahatA hai| are bhgvaan| dUsarA karnala Azcarya se bolA, yaha baMdara hai yA baMdariyA? niHsaMdeha baMdariyA hI hai| ke kArsaTeyarsa ke zauka vicitra haiN| samalaiMgikatA maMdamati avasthA hai, lekina pazcima meM yaha aura- aura adhika prabhAvI hotI jA rahI hai| isake kAraNa haiM, maiM tumheM unameM se kucha batAnA caahuuNgaa| apanI jaMgalI dazA meM koI pazu kabhI samalaiMgika nahIM hotA, lekina cir3iyAghara meM ve samalaiMgika ho jAte haiN| apanI jaMgalI dazAoM meM pazu kabhI bhI samaliMgI nahIM hote, lekina cir3iyAgharoM meM jahAM ve svataMtra nahIM haiM, aura unake pAsa Avazyaka sthAna nahIM hai, aura vahAM bahuta adhika bhIr3a meM jIte hue ve samaliMgI bana jAte haiN| yaha saMsAra bahuta bhIr3a bharA huA jA rahA hai, yaha cir3iyAghara jaisA adhika lagatA hai, sAre naisargika vikAsa kho rahe haiM aura loga atyAdhika tanAvagrasta hote jA rahe haiN| samalaiMgikatA ke bar3hate jAne kA eka kAraNa yaha hai| dUsarI bAta, pazcima meM seksa ko pratibaddhatA kI tulanA meM maje ke rUpa meM adhika socA jAtA hai| vyakti asthAyI saMbaMdha rakhanA cAhatA hai| kisI strI ke sAtha saMbaddha ho jAnA musIbata meM phaMsa jAnA hai| eka strI ke sAtha jIte rahane kA abhiprAya hai gaharI saMlagnatA-bacce, parivAra, naukarI, makAna, kAra aura hajAroM cIjeM sAtha meM calI AtI hai| eka bAra strI A jAe, sArA saMsAra usake pIche calA AtA hai| pAzcAtya mana saMlagna hone se aura- aura bhayabhIta hotA jA rahA hai, loga asaMlagna rahanA pasaMda karate haiN| samalaiMgika saMbaMdhoM meM asaMlagna raha pAnA viSamaliMgI saMbaMdhoM kI tulanA meM adhika sarala hai| koI bacce nahIM, aura turaMta hI pratibaddhatA lagabhaga nahIM ke barAbara ho jAtI hai| tIsarA kAraNa. pazcima meM nArI mukti AMdolana, ki puruSoM ne aba taka striyoM kA damana kiyA hai, ke kAraNa striyAM samalaiMgika, lesabiyana hotI jA rahI haiN| aura puruSa ne satAyA hai, yaha aba taka kI bar3I se bar3I dAsatA rahI hai| striyoM ke samAna koI varga julma kA isa kadara zikAra nahIM huA hai| aba usakI pratikriyA, bagAvata ho rahI hai| pazcimI mahilAoM ke saMgaThana haiM jo lesabiyanavAda, samalaiMgikatA ko protsAhita karate haiM-puruSoM ke sAtha ke sAre saMbaMdhoM se bAhara nikala AnA hai| zatru ko prema karanA bhUla
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________________ jaao| puruSa zatru haiM; puruSa se hara prakAra ke saMbaMdhoM se haTa jAnA hai| strI ko prema karanA behatara hai, strI strI se prema karatI hai| striyAM aura aura AkrAmaka hotI jA rahI haiN| puruSa unase saMbaMdha rakhane se aura aura bhayabhIta hotA jA rahA hai| ye paristhitiyAM samalaiMgikatA ko utpanna kara rahI haiM, lekina yaha eka vikati hai| yadi tama isameM ho, maiM tumhArI niMdA nahIM karatA, maiM kevala yaha kahatA hUM ki apanI anubhUtiyoM meM gahare utaro, aura adhika dhyAna karo, aura dhIre-dhIre tuma dekhoge ki tumhArI samalaiMgikatA viSamalaiMgikatA meM parivartita ho rahI hai| yadi tuma Atmarati avasthA meM ho, to maiM cAhUMgA ki tuma samaliMgI ho jAo, behatara hai yh| yadi tuma samalaiMgika ho, to maiM cAhUMgA ki tuma viSamaliMgI ho jAo, yaha behatara hai| yadi tuma pahale se hI viSamaliMgI ho, to maiM cAhUMgA ki tuma brahmacArI ho jAo, yaha behatara hai| lekina Age bar3hate rho| maiM kisI bAta kI niMdA nahIM karatA huuN| praznakartA kahatA hai. ......samalaiMgikatA saMsAra meM thI aura hai|' ThIka hai yaha baat| TyUbaraklosisa bhI thI aura aba bhI hai, kaiMsara bhI, lekina yaha to isake lie koI tarka na huaa| vAstavika rUpa se behatara saMsAra aura-aura viSamaliMgI ho jaaegaa| kyoM? kyoMki strI aura puruSa yA yina aura yAMga jaba milate haiM vartula pUrNa ho jAtA hai, jaise ki RNAtmaka vidyuta aura dhanAtmaka vidyuta milatI hai aura vartula pUrNa ho jAtA hai| jaba puruSa puruSa se milatA hai, yaha RNAtmaka vidayata kA RNAtmaka vidayata se milanA hai yA dhanAtmaka vidayata kA dhanAtmaka vidayata se milanA hai, isase AMtarika UrjA kA vartula nirmita nahIM hogaa| yaha tumako adhUrA chor3a degaa| yaha kabhI tRptidAyI nahIM hogaa| samajha lo, yaha suvidhApUrNa ho sakatA hai| yaha suvidhApUrNa ho sakatA hai kiMtu yaha kabhI tRptidAyI nahIM ho sakatA hai| aura suvidhA nahIM, tRpti lakSya hai| yAda rakho ki yadi apane aMtasa meM tamako eka dina kAmavAsanA ke pAra jAne kI cAha hai, ki brahmacarya ko udita honA hai, ki zuddhatama kAmarahitatA upajanI hai, to svAbhAvika DhaMga se calanA zreSTha hai| merI samajha yahI hai ki viSamaliMgI ke lie samaliMgI kI tulanA meM kAmavAsanA ke pAra jAnA saralatara hai| kyoMki eka pAyadAna kama hai, to samaliMgI ke lie yahAM adhika zrama aura anAvazyaka prayAsa kI AvazyakatA hogii| lekina phira bhI maiM kisI bAta ke virodha meM nahIM huuN| yadi tumheM acchA lagatA hai to isakA nirNaya tumhIM ko karanA par3atA hai| maiM ise koI pApa nahIM kahatA, aura maiM yaha bhI nahIM kaha rahA hUM ki yadi tuma samalaiMgika ho to tumako naraka meM pheMka diyA jaaegaa| mUDhatApUrNa hai yaha sb| yadi tuma samaliMgI ho to tuma kisI bAta se vaha jaba yina-yAMga kA milana hotI hai, vaha anubhava jaba dhanAtmaka se
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________________ RNAtmaka milatA hai, rAta-dina milate haiM, se cUka jaaoge| tuma kisI bAta ko kho, doge| aisA nahIM hai ki tumako naraka meM pheMka diyA jAegA, lekina tuma apane jIvana se kucha aisA kho doge jo svarga kA lekina phira bhI nirNaya tumako hI karanA pdd'egaa| maiM tumheM koI dharmAjJA nahIM de rahA huuN| " maa jAegA asalI bAta to yaha hai ki dhArmika AzAoM ne vaha paristhiti nirmita kI hai, jisameM pahalI bAra samalaiMgikatA kA janma huA thaa| yaha jAnakara tamako Azcarya hogA ki saMsAra meM samalaiMgikatA kA kAraNa dharma rahe haiM, kyoMki unhoMne jora diyA ki puruSa sAdhuoM ko eka monesTrI meM rahanA paDegA, strI sAdhviyoM ko eka dUsarI monesTrI meM rahanA hogA aura ve paraspara mila nahIM skte| bauddhoM, jainoM, IsAiyoM, sabhI ne hajAroM puruSoM ko eka jhuMDa meM aura hajAroM striyoM ko eka dUsare jhuMDa meM rahane ke lie bAdhya kara diyA thA, aura una donoM ke bIca ke sAre setu tor3a die the| ve samalaiMgikatA ke lie pahalI upajAU bhUmi the| unhIM ne yaha paristhiti nirmita kI thI, kyoMki kAma eka aisI gaharI icchA hai ki yadi tuma isake prAkRtika nikAsa dvAra ko roka do to yaha vikRta ho jAtA hai| kisI bhI prakAra se apane ko abhivyakta karane kA DhaMga aura upAya khoja letA hai| senA meM loga AsAnI se samalaiMgika ho jAte haiN| lar3akoM ke chAtrAvAsoM meM aura lar3akiyoM ke chAtrAvAsoM meM loga saralatA se samaliMgI bana jAte haiN| yadi saMsAra se samalaiMgikatA ko miTAnA ho to puruSa aura strI ke bIca ke sabhI avarodha samApta karane hoNge| chAtrAvAsoM ko donoM, lar3akoM aura lar3akiyoM ke lie eka sAtha honA caahie| aura senA ko kevala puruSoM kI nahIM honA cAhie, isameM striyoM ko bhI bhartI karanA caahie| aura klaba kevala laDakoM ke nahIM honA caahie| yaha khataranAka hai| aura monesTiyoM ko ubhayaliMgI honA cAhie, varanA samalaiMgikatA prAkRtika hai| lekina yaha vikRti hai, eka roga hai| jaba maiM kahatA hUM roga to maiM isakI niMdA nahIM kara rahA hUM maiM ise karuNAvaza roga kaha rahA hai| jaba koI dhUbaraklosisa se pIr3ita ho, to hama usakI niMdA nahIM krte| hama usakI isase mukta ho pAne meM sahAyatA karate haiN| isalie jaba loga mere pAsa Ate haiM aura svIkArate haiM ki ve samalaiMgika haiM, to maiM kahatA hU ciMtA mata karo, maiM yahAM hUM na, maiM tumako isase bAhara le aauuNgaa| yadi tuma sajaga nahIM ho, yadi tuma isakA rUpAMtaraNa nahIM kara rahe ho, to kAmavAsanA jIvana ke parama aMta taka mahatvapUrNa rahatI hai| aura kAmayukta rahate hue mara jAnA eka kurUpa mRtyu hai| vyakti ko usa biMdu taka A cUkanA cAhie jahAM kAmavAsanA bahuta pIche chUTa cukI ho| thala evaM jala sainya klaba ke tIna bahuta purAne sadasya brAMDI aura sigAra kI cuskiyoM ke bIca ghabar3A dene vAle kSaNoM ke bAre meM carcA kara rahe the|
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________________ pahale do ne apane jIvana kI ghaTanAoM ko dUra atIta kI smRtiyoM meM jAkara zarmAte hue bayAna kiyA aura jaba tIsare sajjana kI bArI AI to usane batAyA ki vaha kisa prakAra naukarAnI ke zayanakakSa meM kI-hola se jhAMkatA haA raMge hAtha pakar3A gyaa| are hAM, unameM se eka ne maskarA kara kahA. nizcita rUpa se apane bacapana ke dinoM hama kitane zarAratI the| bacapana ke dina! nahIM bhAI, tIsare bujurga ne kahA, yaha to kala rAta kI bAta hai| kiMtu kurUpa hai yh| vRddha vyakti ko puna: choTe bacce ke jaisA ho jAnA caahie| kyoMki jaba kAmavAsanA khotI hai, sArI icchAeM tirohita ho jAtI haiN| jaba kAma miTa jAtA hai, dUsaroM meM ruci samApta ho jAtI hai| samAja se, saMsAra se, padArtha se saMparka hI kAmavAsanA hai| jaba kAmavAsanA miTa jAtI hai, acAnaka tuma zveta megha kI bhAMti pavana vihAra karane lagate ho| tuma jar3oM se chUTa cuke ho, aba tumhArI jar3eM isa saMsAra meM nahIM rhiiN| aura jaba tumhArI UrjA nIce kI ora nimnAbhimukha, adhomukhI nahIM hai, tabhI yaha UrdhvagAmI hone lagatI hai aura sahasrAra tI hai, jahAM ki parama kamala UrjA kI pratIkSA kara rahA hai ki vaha Ae aura khilane meM isakI sahAyatA kre| hA Aja itanA hii| pravacana 89 - kaivalya: parama ekAMta yoga-sUtra: (vibhUtipAda) sattvapuruSake zuddhisAmpe kaiblym|| 56 / / jaba puruSa aura satva ke madhya zuddhatA meM sAmya hotA hai, tabhI kaivalya upalabdha ho jAtA hai|
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________________ prAndogya upaniSada meM eka suMdara kathA hai| Ao hama isI se AraMbha kreN| satyakAma ne apanI mAM jAbAlA se pUchA. mAM, maiM parama jJAna ke vidyArthI ke rUpa meM jIvana jInA cAhatA hai| merA pArivArika nAma kyA hai?mere pitA kauna haiM? mere bacce, mAM ne uttara diyA, mujhe jJAta nahIM; apanI yuvAvasthA meM jaba maiM sevikA kA kArya karatI thI to maiMne aneka puruSoM kA saMsarga karate hue apane garbha meM tumheM dhAraNa kiyA thA, maiM nahIM jAnatI ki tumhArA pitA kauna hai-: maiM jAbAlA hUM aura tuma satyakAma ho, isalie tuma svayaM ko satyakAma jAbAla kho| taba vaha bAlaka usa samaya ke mahAna RSi gautama ke pAsa gayA aura unase svayaM ko ziSya kI bhAMti svIkAra kie jAne ke lie khaa| vatsa, tuma kisa parivAra se ho? RSi ne puuchaa| satyakAma ne uttara diyA. maiMne apanI mAM se pUchA thA ki merA gotra, pArivArika nAma kyA hai? aura unhoMne uttara diyA : mujhe zAta nahIM;apanI yuvAvasthA meM jaba maiM sevikA kA kArya karatI thI to maiMne aneka puruSoM kA saMsarga karate hue apane garbha meM tumheM dhAraNa kiyA thA, maiM nahIM jAnatI ki tumhArA pitA kauna hai- maiM jAbAlA hUM aura tuma satyakAma ho, isalie tuma svayaM ko satyakAma jAbAla kaho, zrIman ata: maiM satyakAma jAbAla huuN| RSi ne usase kahA : eka sacce bAhmaNa, satya ke sacce khojI ke sivA yaha koI nahIM kaha sktaa| vatsa, tuma satya se vicalita nahIM hue ho| maiM tumheM usa parama jJAna kI zikSA duuNgaa| sAdhaka kA pahalA guNa pramANika honA, satya se vicalita na honA, kisI prakAra se bhI dhokhA na denA hai,| kyoMki yadi tuma dUsaroM ko dhokhA dete ho, to aMtatogatvA apanI dhokhebAjiyo se tuma hI dho khAte ho| yadi tuma eka hI jhUTha ko aneka bAra bolo to yaha tumakI karIba-karIba saca jaisA hI pratIta hone lagatA hai| jaba dUsare tumhAre jhUThoM meM vizvAsa karane lagate haiM, to tuma bhI unameM vizvAsa karanA AraMbha kara dete ho| vizvAsa chata kI bImArI hai| isI prakAra se hama usa upadrava meM A gae haiM, jisameM hama abhI haiN| pahalA asatya jisako hamane satya kI bhAMti svIkAra kara liyA hai vaha hai, maiM zarIra huuN| hara vyakti isameM vizvAsa rakhatA hai| tuma aise samAja meM janmeM ho, jisako vizvAsa hai ki hama zarIra haiN| pratyeka zarIra kI bhAMti pratikriyA karatA hai, koI bhI AtmA kI bhAMti pratyuttara nahIM detaa| aura pratikriyA tathA pratyuttara ke bIca kA bheda yAda rkho| pratikriyA yAMtrika hai, pratyuttara sajaga, bodhapUrNa, cetana hai| jaba tuma eka baTana dabAte ho aura paMkhA ghUmanA AraMbha kara detA hai to yaha pratikriyA hai| jaba tuma baTana dabAte ho, to paMkhA socanA zurU nahIM karatA ki kyA maiM ghUmaM yA na ghuumuu| jaba tuma prakAza
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________________ kholate ho, vidayuta pratyuttara nahIM detI, yaha pratikriyA karatI hai| yaha yAMtrika hai| bijalI ke sakriya ho jAne meM aura tumhAre dvArA baTana dabAe jAne meM koI aMtarAla nahIM hotaa| vahAM vicAra kA, jAgarukatA kA, cetanA kA, jarA sA aMtarAla bhI nahIM hotaa| yadi tuma apane jIvana meM pratikriyA karate cale jAo-kisI ne tumhArA apamAna kiyA hai aura tuma krodhita ho uThe, kisI ne kucha kaha diyA hai aura tuma udAsa ho gae, kisI ne kucha bAta kaha dI hai, tuma ati prasanna ho gae hoM-yadi yaha pratikriyA hai, baTana dabA kara sakriya ho jAne kI pratikriyA, to dhIredhIre tuma vizvAsa karanA AraMbha kara doge ki tuma zarIra ho| yaha zarIra eka yAMtrikatA hai| yaha tuma nahIM ho| tuma isameM rahate ho, yaha tumhArA AvAsa hai, lekina tuma yaha nahIM ho| tuma pUrNata: bhinna ho| yaha vaha pahalA jhUTha hai jo jIvana ko paMgu banA detA hai| phira eka dUsarA asatya hai ki maiM mana huuN| aura yaha pahale se adhika gaharA hai, spaSTa hai, kyoMki mana zarIra kI tulanA meM tumhAre adhika nikaTa hai| tuma vicAra socate rahate ho, svapna dekhate rahate ho aura ve tumhAre itanA nikaTa A jAte haiM, ki tumhAre astitva ko karIba-karIba chUne lagate haiM, tumako cAroM ora se ghere hue, tuma unameM bhI vizvAsa karane lagate ho| taba tuma mana ho jAte ho| mana bhI pratikriyA karatA hai| jisa kSaNa tuma pratyuttara denA AraMbha karate ho tuma AtmA ho jAte ho| pratyuttara kA abhiprAya hai ki aba tuma yAMtrika DhaMga se pratikriyA nahIM kara rahe ho| tuma manana karate ho, tuma dhyAna karate ho, tuma apanI cetanA ko nirNaya karane ke lie aMtarAla dete ho| nirNAyaka tatva tuma ho| koI tumhArA apamAna karatA hai, pratikriyA meM nirNAyaka tatva vaha hai| tuma basa pratikriyA karate ho, vaha tumhArI kriyA ko prabhAvita karatA hai| pratyuttara meM tuma nirNAyaka tatva ho; kisI ne tumhArA apamAna kiyA hai-yaha bAta prAthamika nahIM hai, yaha bAta dUsare sthAna para hai| tuma isa para vicAra karate ho| tuma nirNaya karate ho yaha karanA hai yA vaha karanA hai| tuma isase udvelita nahIM hue ho| tuma asparzita rahate ho, tuma alaga rahate ho, tuma dRSTA bane rahate ho| ina donoM asatyoM ko khaMDita karanA pdd'egaa| ye AdhArabhUta asatya haiM, maiM una lAkhoM asatyoM ko nahIM gina rahA hUM jo AdhArabhUta nahIM hai| tuma svayaM kA nAma ke sAtha tAdAtmya kie cale jAte ho| nAma mahaja eka upayogitA eka lebala hai| tuma nAma ke sAtha nahIM Ate ho aura tuma nAma ke sAtha jAte bhI nahIM ho| nAma to basa samAja ke davArA upayoga meM lAyA jAtA hai, kisI samAja meM nAma ke binA raha pAnA kaThina hogaa| varanA to tuma nAma vihIna ho| phira tuma socate ho ki tuma kisI dharma, kisI nizcita jAti se jur3e hue ho| tuma socate ho ki tuma eka vyakti se saMbaMdhita ho jo tumhArA pitA hai, eka strI jo tumhArI mAtA hai| hAM tuma unake mAdhyama se Ae ho, lekina tuma unase saMbaMdhita nahIM ho| ve rAstA rahe haiM,tumane unase yAtrA kI hai kiMtu tuma bhinna ho|
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________________ khalIla jibrAna kI zreSTha kRti 'di praoNpheTa' meM eka strI masIhA alamustaphA se pUchatI hai, hameM hamAre baccoM ke bAre meM kucha batAie, aura alamustaphA kahatA hai, ve tumhAre dvArA Ate hai, lekina tumhAre nahIM haiM, unako prema karo, kiMtu apane vicAra una para Aropita mata kro| unheM prema karo, kyoMki prema svataMtratA detA hai, lekina una para mAlakiyata mata kro| tumhArA aMtartama keMdra kisI se saMbaddha nahIM hai, isa para kisI kI mAlakiyata nahIM hai| yaha koI vastu nahIM hai, isa para mAlakiyata nahIM kI jA sktii| tumhArI deha para mAlakiyata kI jA sakatI hai, tumhAre mana para bhI mAlakiyata kI jA sakatI hai| jaba tuma musalamAna ho jAte ho, to tumhAre mana para logoM kI mAlakiyata ho jAtI hai, jo svayaM ko musalamAna kahate haiN| jaba tuma hiMdU ho jAte ho, tumhArA mana una logoM dvArA adhikRta kara liyA jAtA hai, jo svayaM ko hiMdU kahate haiN| jaba tuma sAmyavAdI ho jAte ho, tuma para dAsa kaipiTala, kA kabjA ho jAtA hai| jaba tuma IsAI bana jAte ho tuma para bAibila kA svAmitva hotA hai| jaba tuma svayaM ko deha ke rUpa meM socate ho, to tuma svayaM kAle yA gore kI bhAMti soca lete ho| tumhArA aMtartama keMdra na IsAI hai, na hiMdU tumhArA aMtartama keMdra na to gorA hai, na kAlA, tumhArA aMtartama keMdra na to sAmyavAdI hai aura na hI gair-saamyvaadii| tumhArA aMtartama keMdra zarIra aura mana se nitAMta alaga rahatA hai| yaha zarIra se pare hai aura mana se uccatara hai| mana ise chU nahIM sakatA, zarIra isa taka pahuMca nahIM sktaa| maharSi gautama ne satyakAma jAbAla ko kyoM svIkAra kara liyA? vaha saccA thaa| vaha dhokhA de sakatA thA, usakA bhaTaka jAnA AsAna thaa| isa saMsAra meM logoM se kahate phiranA, maiM nahIM jAnatA, merA pitA kauna hai, atyaMta apamAna janaka hai| aura mAM bhI saccI thii| bacce ko dhokhA de denA AsAna hai, kyoMki cce ke pAsa yaha khojane kA koI sAdhana nahIM hai ki tuma use dhokhA de rahI ho yA nhiiN| jaba koI baccA apanI mAM se pUchatA hai, saMsAra ko kisane banAyA? to mAM ke lie yaha kaha denA bahuta sarala hai, Izvara ne saMsAra ko banAyA-binA isa bAta ko jarA bhI jAne ki vaha kyA kaha rahI hai| yahI isa bAta kA mUlabhUta kAraNa hai ki bacce jaba bar3e ho jAte haiM to ve apane mAM-bApa ke karIbakarIba virodhI kyoM ho jAte haiM; ve unako kabhI kSamA nahIM kara sakate, kyoMki mAM-bApa ne bahuta adhika jhUTha bolA hai| unhoMne baccoM kI najara meM apanI sArI ijjata kho dI hai| mAtA-pitA kahe cale jAte haiM, kyoM? hamane tumako prema kiyaa| hamane tumako bar3A kiyaa| hama jo sarvazreSTha kara sakate the, vaha hamane kiyaa| bacce hamArA sammAna kyoM nahIM karate? tumane apane asatyoM ke kAraNa avasara kho diyA hai| eka bAra baccA khoja letA hai ki mAtA aura pitA asatya bola rahe haiM, sArA sammAna kho jAtA hai| eka choTe asahAya bacce se dhokhA? una bAtoM ko kahanA jinake bAre meM tumheM kucha bhI patA nahIM?
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________________ -vaha jAbAlA eka durlabha mAM thii| usane kahA, mujhe zAta nahIM, tumhArA pitA kauna hai? usane svIkAra kiyA ki jaba vaha yuvA thI to vaha aneka puruSoM ke sAtha rahI thI, usane aneka puruSoM ko prema kiyA thA, isalie vaha nahIM jAnatI hai ki pitA kauna hai| eka saccI maaN| aura baccA bhI bahAdura thaa| usane yahI apane guru se kahA, usane ThIka-ThIka ve hI zabda doharA die jo mAM ne kahe the| yaha satya gautama ko jaMca gyaa| aura unhoMne kahA, tuma eka sacce brAhmaNa ho| yaha brAhmaNa hone kI paribhASA hai, eka saccA vyakti hI brAhmaNa hai| brAhmaNa ko kisI jAti se kucha bhI lenA denA nahIM hai| yaha zabda hI brahma se AtA hai, isakA artha hai paramAtmA kA khojI, eka saccA pramANika khojii| smaraNa rakho jitanA adhika tuma asatyoM meM saMlagna hote jAte ho, AraMbha meM ve cAhe kitane lAbhakArI pratIta hote hoM, aMta meM tuma pAoge ki unhoMne tumhAre samagra astitva ko viSAkta kara diyA hai| pramANika bno| yadi tuma pramANika ho to kabhI na kabhI tuma khoja ho loge ki tuma deha nahIM ho| kyoMki pramANikatA eka asatya meM vizvAsa nahIM karatI raha sakatI hai| spaSTatA kA udaya hotA hai, AMkheM aura grahaNazIla ho jAtI haiM aura tuma dekha sakate ho ki tuma zarIra meM nizcita rUpa se ho lekina tuma zarIra nahIM ho| jaba hAtha TUTa jAtA hai to tuma nahIM ttuuttte| jaba tumhAre pAMva meM asthibhaMga hotA hai to tuma khaMDita nahIM hote| jaba sara meM darda hotA hai, to tuma saradarda ko jAnate ho, tuma svayaM to saradarda nahIM ho| jaba tumheM bhUkha anubhava hotI hai, tuma jAnate ho ki bhUkha lagI hai, lekina tuma bhUkhe nahIM ho| dhIredhIre mUlabhUta asatya vinaSTa ho jAtA hai| taba tuma aura gaharAI meM jA sakate ho aura apane vicAroM, svapnoM ko apanI cetanA meM tairatA huA dekha sakate ho| tabhI tuma vibheda kara sakate ho, aMtara kara sakate ho-jise pataMjali viveka kahate haiM tabhI tuma vibheda kara sakate ho ki kyA bAdala hai aura kyA aakaash| vicAra rikta sthAna meM ghUmate bAdaloM kI bhAMti haiN| vaha rikta sthAna hI vAstavika AkAza hai, bAdala nahIM - ve Ate haiM aura cale jAte haiN| vicAra nahIM balki vaha rikta sthAna, jisa meM ve vicAra prakaTa aura vilIna hote haiN| aba maiM tumheM tumhAre astitva kI eka parama AdhArabhUta yaugika saMracanA ke bAre meM batAtA huuN| jaise ki bhautikavida socate haiM ki yaha saba aura kucha nahIM balki ilekTrAnoM, vidyuta-UrjA se nirmita hai, yoga kI soca hai ki yaha saba aura kucha nahIM varana dhvani-aNuoM se nirmita hai| astitva kA mUla tatva, yoga ke lie, dhvani hai, kyoMki jIvana aura kucha nahIM balki eka taraMga hai| jIvana aura kucha nahIM balki dhvani kI eka abhivyakti hai| dhvani se hamArA Agamana hotA hai aura puna: hama dhvani meM vilIna ho jAte haiN| mauna,AkAza, zUnyatA, anastitva, tumhArA aMtartama keMdra, cakra kI dhurI hai| jaba taka ki tuma usa mauna, usa AkAza taka na A jAo, jahAM tumhAre zuddha astitva ke atirikta aura kucha nahIM bacatA, mukti upalabdha nahIM hotii| yaha yoga kA saMracanA taMtra hai|
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________________ ve tumhAre astitva ko cAra partoM meM bAMTate haiN| maiM jo tumase bola rahA hUM yaha aMtima parta hai| yoga isako vaikharI kahatA hai, isa zabda kA artha hai : phalita, puSpita ho jaanaa| lekina isake pUrva ki maiM tumase bolUM isake pUrva ki maiM kisI bAta kA uccAraNa karUM, yaha mere lie eka anubhUti kA AkAra, eka anubhava kA rUpa grahaNa kara letI hai, yaha tIsarI parta hai| yoga ise madhyamA, bIca kI kahatA hai| lekina isake pUrva ki bhItara kucha anubhava ho yaha bIja-rUpa gatizIla hotA hai| sAmAnyata: tuma isakA anubhava nahIM kara sakate ho jaba taka ki tuma bahuta dhyAnapUrNa na ho, jaba taka ki tuma pUrI taraha se itane zAMta na ho cuke ho ki aise bIja meM jo aMkurita bhI na huA ho, meM hone vAle prakaMpana ko bhI anubhava kara sako,jo bahuta sUkSma hai| yoga ise pazyaMtI kahatA hai, pazyaMtI kA artha hai. pIche lauTa kara dekhanA, srota kI ora dekhnaa| aura isake pare tumhArA AdhArabhUta astitva hai jisase saba kucha nikalatA hai, yaha 'parA' kahalAtA hai| parA kA artha hai : jo sabase pare hai| aba ina cAra partoM ko samajhane kA prayAsa kro| parA sabhI rUpoM se pare kucha hai| pazyaMtI bIja ke samAna hai| madhyamA vRkSa jaisI hai| vaikharI phalita ho jAne, puSpita ho jAne jaisI hai| maiM puna: chAndogya upaniSada se eka kathA tumheM sunAtA hUM : usa vaTavRkSa se mere lie eka phala tor3a kara to lAnA, maharSi uddAlaka ne apane putra se khaa| yaha lIjie pitAzrI, zvetaket ne khaa| ise todd'o| yaha TUTa gayA, Rssivr| isake tumheM bhItara kyA dikhAI de rahA hai? isake bIja, asaMkhya haiM ye to| unameM se eka ko todd'o| yaha TUTa gayA, Rssivr| tumheM kyA dikhAI de rahA hai? kucha nahIM, RSivara, bilakula kucha bhI nhiiN| pitA ne kahA. vatsa, vaha sUkSma sAra jisako tuma vahAM nahIM dekha pA rahe ho, usI sAra-tatva se yaha vaTavRkSa astitva meM AtA hai| vizvAsa karo vatsa ki yaha sAra-tatva hai, jisameM sArI cIjoM kA astitva hai| yahI satya hai| yahI sva hai| aura zvetaketu vahI tuma ho-tatvamasi zvetaketu!
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________________ vaTavRkSa eka bar3A vRkSa hai| pitA ne eka phala lAne ko kahA, zvetaketu use lekara aayaa| phala vaikharI haivaha cIja puSpita ho cukI hai, phala laga ge| phala sarvAdhika paridhigata ghaTanA hai, mUrtamAna hone kI parAkASThA / pitA kahatA hai, ise tor3o zvetaketu use tor3atA hai-lAkhoM bIja haiM usake bhItara pitA kahate haiM, eka bIja cuna lo, ise bhI todd'o| vaha usa bIja ko bhI tor3atA hai| aba hAtha meM kucha na rhaa| aba bIja ke bhItara kucha bhI nahIM hai| uddAlaka ne kahA isa zUnyatA se bIja AtA hai, isa bIja se vRkSa kA janma hotA hai, vRkSa meM phala lagate haiN| lekina AdhAra hai-zUnyatA, mauna, AkAza, amUrta, nirAkAra, pAra, vaha jo sabase pare hai| , vaikharI kI avasthA meM tuma bahuta adhika saMzayagrasta hote ho, kyoMki tuma apane astitva se sarvAdhika dUra ho| yadi tuma apane astitva meM thor3A gahare utaro jaba tuma 'madhyamA' ke tIsare biMdu ke nikaTa Ate ho taba tuma apane astitva ke aura samIpa A jAte ho| yahI kAraNa hai ki ise madhyama, setu kA jAtA hai| isI prakAra se eka dhyAnI apane astitva meM praveza karatA hai| isI prakAra se maMtra kA prayoga kiyA jAtA hai jaba tuma kisI maMtra kA prayoga karate ho aura tuma use layapUrvaka doharAte ho- oma oma oma.. pahale ise jora se doharAnA hai vaikhrii| phira tumako apane oMTha baMda karanA par3ate haiM aura aMdara ise doharAnA hotA hai-oma oma oma... koI dhvani bAhara nahIM AtI mdhymaa| phira tumheM bhItara doharAnA bhI chor3a denA par3atA hai doharAnA svataH hotA hai; isake sAtha tuma isa bhAMti layabaddha ho jAte ho ki jaba tuma ise doharAnA chor3a dete ho aura yaha apane Apa se hI jArI rahatA hai-oma oma oma... aba isako doharAne ke sthAna para tuma zrotA bana jAte ho, tuma suna sakate ho, nirIkSaNa kara sakate ho aura dekha sakate ho : yaha pazyaMtI bana gayA hai| pazyaMtI kA artha hai. pIche lauTa kara srota ko dekhnaa| aba tumhArI AMkheM srota kI ora ghUma gaI haiM taba dhIre- dhIre yaha oma bhI nirAkAra meM vilIna ho jAtA hai acAnaka vahAM zUnyatA hotI hai aura kucha bhI nahIM hotaa| tuma oma oma oma... nahIM sunate; tuma kucha bhI nahIM sunte| na to vahAM sunane ke lie kucha hotA hai, na hI sunane vAlA hotA hai| sabhI kucha tirohita cukA hai|) ho 'tatvamasi zvetaketu!' uddAlaka ne apane putra se kahA, tuma vahI ho| vahI zUnyatA, jahAM maMtroccAraka aura maMtroccAra donoM vilIna ho cukA hai| aba yadi tuma vastuoM se atyAdhika Asakta ho, to tuma vaikharI kI dazA meM rhoge| yadi tuma apane zarIra se atyAdhika Asakta ho, to tuma madhyamA kI dazA meM rahoge / yadi tuma apane mana se atyAdhika Asakta ho, tuma pazyaMtI kI avasthA meM rahoge aura yadi tuma jarA bhI Asakta nahIM ho, to acAnaka tuma parA meM, jo pare hai, jo sabake pAra hai, usameM vilIna ho jAte ho| yahI mukti hai|
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________________ mukta hone kA abhiprAya hai. ghara vApasa lauTa aanaa| hama dUra nikala gae haiM, hUM. .jarA dekho| zUnyatA se bIja AtA hai, phira bIja se aMkura,aura phira eka vizAla vRkSa, phira phala aura phuul| cIjeM kitanI dUra taka jAtI haiN| lekina phala puna: pRthvI para vApasa gira par3atA hai; vartula pUrA huaa| mauna AraMbha hai, mauna hI aMta hai| zuddha AkAza se hamArA Agamana hotA hai aura zuddha AkAza meM hama cale jAte haiN| yadi vartula pUrA na ho to tumhArA astitva kisI vizeSa bAta se grasita rahegA, jahAM para tuma lagabhaga jar3a ho jaaoge| aura tuma gatizIla na ho pAoge, aura tuma gatyAtmakatA, UrjA, jIvana ko kho cuke hote ho| yoga tumako itanA jIvaMta kara denA cAhatA hai ki tuma jIvana kA sArA vartula pUrNa kara sako, aura tuma puna: ThIka prAraMbha para A sko| aMta aura kucha nahIM varana ThIka prAraMbha hai| lakSya aura kucha nahIM varana srota hai| aisA nahIM hai ki hama koI pahalI bAra paramAtmA ko upalabdha karane jA rahe haiN| pahalI bAta to yaha ki vaha hamAre pAsa thaa| hamane use khoyA hai| hama use puna: prApta, upalabdha kara rahe hoNge| paramAtmA kabhI koI khoja nahIM hotA, yaha sadaiva punakhoja hai| hama usa zAMti, mauna aura AnaMda ke garbha meM rahe the, lekina hama bahuta dUra nikala gae the| bahuta dUra nikala jAnA bhI vikAsa kA hI eka aMga thA, kyoMki yadi tuma apane ghara se kabhI bAhara nahIM nikale ho, tuma kabhI na jAna pAoge ki ghara kyA hai| yadi tuma ghara se kabhI bahuta dUra nahIM gae, to tuma apane ghara kA sauMdarya, zAMti, suvidhA aura vizrAma kabhI na jAna paaoge| apane svayaM ke ghara Ane ke lie vyakti ko aneka davAroM para dastaka denI par3atI hai| apane Apa para vApasa lauTane ke lie vyakti ko aneka cIjoM se Thokara khAnI par3atI hai| ucita patha para A pAne ke lie vyakti ko bhaTakanA par3atA hai| vikAsa ke lie yaha Avazyaka, parama Avazyaka hai, kiMtu kisI eka sthAna se Asakta nahIM honA hai| loga Asakta haiN| kucha loga apane zarIra se, apanI zArIrika AdatoM se Asakta haiN| kucha loga apane mana, vicAradhArAoM, vicAroM, svapnoM ke DhaMga-DhAMcoM se Asakta haiN| kaThopaniSada kahatA hai. 'viSayoM se pare jJAneMdriyA haiN| jJAneMdriyoM se pare mana hai| mana ke pAra buddhi hai| badadhi ke pAra AtmA hai| AtmA ke pAra arUpa hai| arUpa se pare brahma hai| aura brahma ke pAra kucha bhI nahIM hai|' yahI aMta hai, zuddha caitny| aura isa zuddha caitanya ko aneka pathoM se upalabdha kiyA jA sakatA hai| asalI bAta patha nahIM hai| asalI bAta hai sAdhaka kI prmaanniktaa| merA jora isI para hai| tuma kisI bhI patha se yAtrA kara sakate ho| yadi tuma niSThAvAna aura pramANika ho to tuma lakSya para phuNcoge| kucha patha kaThina ho sakate haiM,kucha patha saralatara ho sakate haiM, kinhIM ke donoM ora hariyAlI ho sakatI hai, kucha marusthaloM se hokara nikala sakate haiM, kinhIM ke cAroM ora suMdara dRzyAvaliyAM ho sakatI haiM, kucha aise ho sakate haiM jinake cAroM ora koI dRzyAvalI na ho, yaha dUsarI bAta hai; lekina yadi tuma
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________________ niSThAvAna aura ImAnadAra aura pramANika aura sacce ho taba pratyeka patha lakSya taka le jAtA hai| zrImadbhagavatagItA meM kRSNa ne kahA hai. loga cAhe jisa rAste para yAtrA kareM vaha merA patha hai| isase aMtara nahIM par3atA ki ve kisa rAste para kahA cala rahe haiM, vaha mujha taka lAtA hai| to ise saralatApUrvaka eka bAta meM saMkSipta kiyA jA sakatA hai ki pramANikatA hI patha hai| isase aMtara nahIM par3atA ki tuma kauna se patha para calate ho, yadi tuma pramANika ho to pratyeka patha usI taka le jAtA hai| aura isase viparIta bAta bhI satya hai, isase koI aMtara nahIM par3atA ki tuma kisa patha para calate ho, yadi tuma pramANika nahIM ho to tuma kahIM nahIM phuNcoge| tumhArI pramANikatA hI tumheM ghara vApasa lAtI hai aura koI nhiiN| sAre patha dUsare sthAna para haiN| AdhArabhUta bAta hai. pramANika honA, saccA honaa| eka sUphI kahAnI hai: kisI vyakti ne sunA ki yadi vaha sUryodaya ke samaya marusthala meM eka nizcita sthAna para dUra sthita parvata kI ora muMha karake khar3A ho jAe to usakI chAyA se kisI gar3he hue bar3e khajAne kA patA laga jaaegaa| usa vyakti ne dina kI pahalI kiraNa phUTane se pUrva hI apanA sthAna chor3a diyA aura vahAM pahuMca kara sUryodaya ke samaya nirdhArita sthAna para khar3A ho gyaa| reta kI sataha para usakI laMbI aura patalI chAyA par3a rahI thii| kitanA kismata vAlA hUM maiM, usane socA aura svayaM ko vizAla khajAne ke mAlika kI bhAMti apanI kalpanA meM dekhaa| usane khajAne ke lie khudAI AraMbha kara dii| vaha apane kArya meM itanA rama gayA ki usako dhyAna hI na rahA ki sUrya AkAza meM Upara uTha rahA hai aura usakI chAyA choTI hotI jA rahI hai, aura tabhI usane isa bAta ko dekhaa| aba yaha apane purAne AkAra se lagabhaga AdhI ho gaI thii| use ciMtA huI aura vaha puna: naye sthAna para khodane lgaa| kucha ghaMToM bAda, dopahara meM vaha vyakti puna: vahIM khar3A huaa| aba usakI koI chAyA nahIM thii| vaha bahuta ciMtAtura ho gyaa| usane ronA aura cillAnA zurU kara diyA-usakA sArA zrama vyartha gayA thaa| aba kahAM hai vaha sthAna? tabhI eka sUphI sadaguru vahAM se nikalA, jo usa para haMsane lagA aura bolA, chAyA aba bilakula ThIka khajAne kI ora saMketa kara rahI hai| vaha tumhAre bhItara hai| sAre rAste usa taka pahuMcA sakate haiM kyoMki eka artha meM vaha milA hI huA hai| vaha tumhAre bhItara hai| tuma kucha nayA nahIM khoja rahe ho| tuma kucha aisA khoja rahe ho jise tama bhalA cake ho, aura tama vAstava meM ise kaise bhUla sakate ho? yahI kAraNa hai hama AnaMda kI khoja kie cale jAte haiM kyoMki hama ise bhalA nahIM skte| yaha hamAre bhItara pratidhvanita hotA rahatA hai| AnaMda kI khoja, harSa kI khoja, sukha kI khoja aura kucha nahIM balki paramAtmA kI khoja hai| tumane saMbhavata: 'paramAtmA' zabda prayoga na kiyA
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________________ ho, isase koI aMtra nahIM par3atA, lekina AnaMda kI sArI khoja paramAtmA kI khoja hai-kisI aisI bAta kI khoja hai jise the ki tumhArA thA aura tumane use kho tuma jAnate diyaa| isIlie sAre saMtoM ne kahA hai : 'smaraNa kro|' buddha ise 'samyaka smRti, ' ThIka se yAda rakhanA, kahate naka ise 'nAma-smaraNa, ' nAma ko yAda rakhanA, pate ko yAda karanA, kahate haiN| kyA tamane nahIM dekhA hai ki aneka bAra aisA hotA hai-tumheM koI bAta patA hai, tuma kahate ho, 'yaha ThIka merI jIbha kI noka para rakhI hai, lekina phira bhI yAda nahIM A rahI hai| paramAtmA tamhArI jIbha kI noka para hai| eka choTe se skUla meM rasAyana vijJAna ke adhyApaka ne blaika borDa para eka rAsAyanika yaugika kA sUtra likha diyA aura usane eka choTe se bacce ko khar3e hokara batAne ko kahA ki yaha sUtra kisa yaugika kA pratinidhitva karatA hai? bacce ne dekhA aura vaha bolA : sara, yaha to basa merI jIbha kI noka para rakhA hai, lekina mujhe yAda nahIM A rahA hai| zikSaka ne kahA : ise thUka do! ise phaurana thUka do! yaha poTeziyama sAinAiDa, tIvratama viSa hai| paramAtmA bhI jIbha kI noka para hai| aura maiM tumase kahUMgA, ise gaTaka lo! isako gaTaka jAo! ise bAhara mata thUko! yaha paramAtmA hai! use tumhAre rakta meM ghula-mila jAne do| use apane aMtartama kI taraMgoM kA avayava bana jAne do| usako apane astitva ke bhItara kA gIta, nRtya bana jAne do| zarIra ke sAtha yaha tAdAtma eka Adata hai aura kucha nhiiN| jaba baccA paidA hotA hai to use patA nahIM hotA ki vaha kauna hai aura mAM-bApa ko kucha pahacAna nirmita karanA par3atI hai, anyathA vaha isa saMsAra meM kho jaaegaa| unheM usako batAnA par3atA hai ki vaha kauna hai| ve bhI nahIM jAnate haiN| unheM eka jhUThA lebala nirmita karanA par3atA hai| usako ve eka nAma de dete hai, ve use eka darpaNa de dete haiM aura ve usase kahate haiM, dekho, yaha hai tumhArA cehraa| dekho, yaha hai tumhArA nAma hai| dekho, yaha hai tumhArA ghara hai| dekho, yaha hai tumhArI jAti, tumhArA dharma, tumhArA desh| ye pahacAne use anubhava karane meM sahAyaka hotI haiM ki vaha-binA jAne ki vaha kauna hai, kauna hai| ye AdateM haiN| phira dhIre- dhIre usakA mana vikasita honA AraMbha hotA hai| yadi vaha hiMdU ghara meM janmA hai, to vaha gItA par3hatA hai, gItA kI bAta sunatA hai| yadi usakA janma IsAI ghara meM huA hai, to use carca lAyA jAtA hai| eka naI pahacAna AraMbha ho jAtI hai, yaha aMtartama pahacAna hai-vaha IsAI,hiMdU musalamAna bana jAtA hai| usakA janma bhArata meM huA thA, vaha bhAratIya bana jAtA hai| cIna meM vaha cInI bana jAtA hai| aura vaha svayaM ko usa deza kI paraMparAoM se saMbadadha karanA AraMbha kara detA hai| eka cInI vyakti svayaM ko cInI paraMparA aura itihAsa, cIna ke atIta se pahacAnatA hai| phira vyakti ghara jaisA anubhava karatA hai-usakI jar3eM sArI paraMparA meM hotI haiN| yadi vyakti bhAratIya hai, usakI jar3eM bhAratIya paraMparA meM hotI
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________________ , haiM, vyakti beghara nahIM hotaa| usa vyakti ne paraMparA meM, deza meM, itihAsa meM mahAnAyakoM- rAma, kRSya meM apanA ThikAnA banA liyA hai- vaha aba gharelUpana anubhava karatA hai| vyakti ne apanA sthAna khoja liyA hai, lekina yaha koI vAstavika sthAna nahIM hai| yaha pahacAna mAtra eka upayogitA hai| aura phira yaha Adata itanI majabUta ho jAtI hai ki yadi kisI dina tumheM patA lage ki jo tuma svayaM ko samajha rahe the--bhAratIya, hiMdU musalamAna, IsAI, cInI, kitanA mUr3hatApUrNa hai yaha saba, vaha tuma nahIM ho lekina phira bhI purAnI Adata chUTegI nhiiN| baDa rasala ne likhA hai ki use patA hai ki aba vaha IsAI nahIM rahA, lekina kisI vajaha se vaha bArabAra ise bhUlatA rahatA hai vaha sAre saMskAra... tuma paraMparA ke virodha meM jA sakate ho, lekina phira bhI tuma isase cipkoge| ve loga bhI jo krAMtikArI ho gae, apanI paraMparA se bhale hI vaha nakArAtmaka DhaMga ho, Asakta rahate haiN| yadi koI hiMdU hiMdU dharma ke virodha meM calA jAtA hai, phira bhI vaha kRSNa ke virodha meM bAta karegA, phira bhI vaha rAma ke virodha meM bAta kregaa| yadi koI musalamAna apanI paraMparA ke virodha meM jAtA hai, phira bhI vaha kurAna kI AlocanA karegA; niHsaMdeha aba vaha AlocanA kara rahA hai, mohammada kI AlocanA kara rahA hai, kiMtu vaha paraMparA se cipakA rahatA hai| yathArthataH vidrohI vaha hai jo paraMparA ko itanI gaharAI se itanA AtyaMtika rUpa se tyAga detA hai ki vaha isake viruddha bhI nahIM hotaa| vaha na pakSa meM hotA hai, na vipakSa meM, taba vyakti mukta hai| yadi tuma virodha meM ho, to tuma abhI bhI mukta nahIM ho| yadi tuma kisI bAta ke virodha meM ho, to tuma pAoge ki tuma usI cIja se baMdha gae ho, eka gAMTha laga gaI hai| , aura AdateM acetana meM calI jAtI haiN| maiM eka bahuta bar3e vidvAna, bahuta prasiddha, bahuta zikSita aura vAstava meM mahAna buddhijIvI ko jAnatA huuN| ve eka laMbe samaya koI cAlIsa sAloM se je. kRSNamUrti ke anuyAyI the| aura jaba kabhI ve mujhe milane AeMge, ve bAra-bAra kaheMge, dhyAna vyartha bAta hai| Apa logoM ko kyA sikhA rahe haiM? kRSNamUrti kahate haiM-dhyAna vyartha bAta hai, sAre maMtra basa punaruktiyAM haiM; aura sabhI dhyAna-prayoga, sabhI vidhiyAM mana ko saMskArita karatI haiM aura meM dhyAna nahIM krtaa| maiMne una para satya kI coTa karane ke lie ucita samaya kI pratIkSA kii| phira ve bImAra par3e, unheM dila kA daurA pdd'aa| unako dekhane ke lie maiM bhAgA huA gayA aura ve doharA rahe the. rAma rAma rAma........ isa para vizvAsa na kara skaa| maiMne unakA sira hilAyA aura kahA. yaha Apa kyA kara rahe hai? rAma rAma rAma........ Apa to kRSNamUrti ke anuyAyI haiN| kyA Apa bhUla gae? ve bole, usa bAre meM saba kucha bhUla jaaeN| maiM mara rahA huuN| aura kauna jAne? ho sakatA hai ki kRSNamUrti galata hoN| aura basa rAma rAma rAma doharAne meM koI harjA bhI nahIM hai, aura isase bahuta sAMtvanA i rahI hai| isa AdamI ko kyA huA? cAlIsa sAla taka kRSNamUrti ko sunA, lekina usakA hiMdU mana vahIM rhaa| aMtima kSaNa meM mana pratikriyA AraMbha kara degA nahIM, ve vidrohI nahIM haiM ve soca rahe the ki ve
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________________ vidrohI haiN| ve hara bAta se saMgharSa kara rahe the, ve usa sabhI ke virodha meM the jo hiMdU kahate haiM, aura aMtima kSaNa meM unakI vicAradhArA kI havAI imArata Dhaha jAtI hai| jIvana Amataura para eka Adata, eka yAMtrika Adata hai aura kucha nhiiN| jaba taka ki tuma jAgarUka na ho, jaba taka ki tuma vAstavika rUpa se bodhapUrNa na ho jAo, isase bAhara A pAnA duSkara hogaa| maiMne eka juArI ke bAre meM sunA hai eka purAnA juArI mara gayA aura usakA bhUta kaI saptAhoM taka idhara-udhara udAsa hokara ghUmatA rhaa| yadyapi vaha svarga meM praveza kA adhikArI thA, lekina usane pAyA ki vaha isa sthAna se Uba cukA haina juA, na koI juArI, to svarga yA bahizta meM jAne kA kyA upayoga? AkhirakAra usane seMTa pITara se pUcha hI liyA ki kyA vaha bAhara jAkara anya sthAnoM ko eka bAra dekha sakatA hai? mujhe bhaya hai ki yaha asaMbhava hai, seMTa pITara ne kahA, yadi tama nIce vahAM cale gae to tumako puna: praveza kI anumati nahIM milegii| lekina maiM to basa cAroM ora eka nigAha DAlanA cAhatA hUM juArI ke bhUta ne khaa| aba seMTa pITara use eka viziSTa pAsa jArI karane ke lie sahamata ho gae jisase use caubIsa ghaMTe bAhara rahane kI anumati mila rahI thii| bAhara nikala kara juArI ne naraka kA eka cakkara lagAyA, aura vaha AyA to jo pahalI cIja usane dekhI, vaha thI usake purAne paricitoM kA samUha pokara khela rahA thaa| lekina unhoMne use apane khela meM zAmila karane se inakAra kara diyA, kyoMki usake pAsa dhana nahIM thaa| maiM isa mAmale ko jaldI ThIka kara dUMgA, usane kahA aura vaha barAmade se nIce utara kara calA gyaa| dasa minaTa bAda hI vaha dasa DAlara ke noToM kI gaDDiyAM dikhAtA huA lauTa aayaa| itane sAre rupaye tumheM kahAM se mila gae? unameM se eka ne puuchaa| maiMne apanA pAsa beca diyA hai, juArI ne uttara diyaa| AdateM bahuta kucha kara sakatI haiM, tuma svarga ko bhI inakAra kara sakate ho| Adata ke prabhAva meM tuma karIba-karIba acetana aura asahAya hote ho| yahI kAraNa hai ki yoga kA jora tumhArI graMthiyoM ke prati adhika jAgarUkatA lAne para hai| jitanA adhika tuma yAda rakha sakate ho yAda rakhI ki tuma zarIra nahIM ho| aura eka bAta aura yAda rakho, Adata ko tor3anA kaThina hai, lekina yadi tuma isake sthAna para dUsarI Adata banA lo to yaha utanA kaThina nahIM hai| aura yaha aise hI huA karatA hai, loga AdatoM ko badalate
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________________ cale jAte haiN| yadi tuma unase kaho, tuma zarIra nahIM ho, ve socanA zurU kara deMge ki ve mana haiN| phira kucha nahIM badalatA hai, basa Adata kA nAma badala jAtA hai| yahI maiM dekhatA huuN| yadi maiM kisI ko kahUM dhUmrapAna chor3a do, vaha pAna khAnA AraMbha kara detA hai| yadi maiM use pAna khAnA chor3ane ko kahUM vaha cyUiMgagama cabAnA zurU kara detA hai| aura yadi tuma use isase bhI roka do, vaha bahuta adhika bolanA AraMbha kara detA hai, yaha bhI vahI bAta hai| AraMbha meM vaha basa dhUmrapAna kara rahA thA, kama se kama vaha svayaM ko hI nukasAna pahuMcA rahA thA kisI aura ko nhiiN| aba vaha dhUmrapAna nahIM kara sakatA, isalie vaha bahuta adhika bolatA hai; aba vaha dUsaroM kI zAMti aura mauna ko bhI naSTa kara rahA hai| dhUmrapAna karane vAlA eka prakAra se acchA hai, vaha apane taka sImita rahatA hai| striyAM bahuta adhika bAtacIta kiyA karatI haiM, eka bAra ve dhUmrapAna AraMbha kara deM, unakI bAtacIta kama ho jAtI hai| vastuta: tumane bhI dhyAna diyA hogA, jaba kabhI tumako ghabar3AhaTa anubhava hotI hai, tuma dhUmrapAna AraMbha kara dete ho| yaha dhUmrapAna to basa ghabar3AhaTa se bacane ke lie hai| aura yahI taba bhI hotA hai jaba tuma bAtacIta zurU karate ho| tumako ghabar3AhaTa anubhava ho rahI hai, tuma svayaM ko kisI bAta ke dvArA vahAM se haTA denA cAhate ho| maiMne eka suMdara kahAnI sunI hai eka aThAraha varSIya navayuvaka ke kriyA-kalApoM se usake mAtA-pitA behada ciMtita rahA karate the| kyoMki vaha apane sajIle vastra pahanane ke lie apane kamare meM ghaMToM vyatIta kara detA thA, use apane jUte paoNliza karane aura apane bAla saMvArane meM bahuta sArA samaya lagatA thA,phira vaha sIdhe rasoI ghara meM jAtA aura apane bAeM kAna para gAjara kA paudhA cipakA kara nRtya karane ke lie Disko meM calA jAtA thaa| svAbhAvika thA ki usake mAtA-pitA yaha saba dekha kara ciMtita hue aura unhoMne usako manocikitsaka ke pAsa jAne ke lie rAjI kara liyaa| vaha manocikitsaka ke kAryAlaya meM dUlhe kI bhAMti sajA- dhajA, apane bAeM kAna para ajavAina kA paudhA lagA kara praviSTa haa| cikitsaka ne komalatA se bAteM karate hue use batAyA ki usake mAtA-pitA usake tara meM ciMtita hai, aura phira usane pUchA, Apa apane bAeM. kAna meM ajavAina kA paudhA kyoM lagA rakhA hai? kyA isakA koI khAsa kAraNa hai? lar3akA thor3A Azcaryacakita dikhA aura bolA, niHsaMdeha kAraNa hai| mammI ke pAsa Aja gAjareM nahIM thiiN| aba yadi gAjara chor3a dI jAe, to ajavAina......lekina loga AdateM badalate rahate haiN| kabhI-kabhI aisA bhI hotA hai ki tuma gaMdI Adata ko acchI Adata meM badala sakate ho, aura hara vyakti prasanna hogA, aura pratyeka saMtuSTa ho jaaegaa| lekina yoga saMtuSTa nahIM hogaa| tuma dhUmrapAna chor3a
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________________ sakate ho aura tuma maMtra kA jApa AraMbha kara sakate ho| aba yadi tuma eka dina apanA maMtra na doharAo to tumako vaisI hI baicenI hogI jaisI ki tumako taba hotI thI jaba tuma dhUmrapAna kiyA karate the, aura yadi tuma eka dina dhUmrapAna na kara pAe-dinacaryA kA pAlana karane kI vahI abhilASA, jo kucha tuma kiyA karate the yAMtrika rUpa se vahI karane kI icchaa| tuma gaMdI Adata ko acchI Adata meM badala sakate ho, lekina Adata phira bhI Adata rahatI hai| samAja kI nigAhoM meM yaha acchA dikha sakatA hai, lekina tumhAre AMtarika vikAsa ke lie isakA koI artha nahIM hai| sArI AdateM chor3a denI pdd'egii| maiM yaha nahIM kaha rahA hUM ki tuma astavyasta ho jAo, maiM yaha nahIM kaha rahA hUM ki jIvana ko pUrI taraha uttapta hokara UlajalUla DhaMga se Ter3hA-mer3hA hokara jIyA jAe; nahIM, balki apane jIvana kA nirNaya apane hoza se hone do| yaha saMbhava hai ki tuma subaha jaldI hI pAMca baje, eka Adata kI taraha sokara uTha sakate ho, aura yaha bhI saMbhava hai ki Adata kI bhAMti nahIM balki hoza ke mAdhyama se subaha jaldI hI pAMca baje sokara uTha jaaeN| aura donoM itane bhinna haiM, unakI guNavattA pUrNata: alaga hai| jaba koI vyakti basa eka Adata kI bhAMti pAMca baje sokara uThatA hai to vaha basa utanA hI yAMtrika hai jitanA ki vaha vyakti jo Adatavaza nau baje sokara uThatA hai| donoM eka hI nAva meM savAra haiN| aura jo vyakti pAMca baje sokara uThA hai vaha bhI utanA hI mUr3ha hai jitanA ki vaha vyakti jo nau baje sokara uThatA hai, kyoMki mUr3hatA isase jarA bhI saMbaMdhita nahIM hai ki tuma kaba sokara uThate ho| mUr3hatA kA savAla taba uThatA hai ki tuma Adata se jIte ho yA bodha se| yadi tuma hozapUrvaka jIte ho to tuma sajaga rhoge| bhale hI subaha ke nau baje hoM, lekina yadi tuma bodhapUrvaka sokara uThe ho to tuma saMvedanazIla hooge, tuma cIjoM ko spaSTatA se dekhoge, aura hara cIja saMdara hogii| eka laMbe ArAma ke bAda, sArI jJAneMdriyoM ke vizrAma kara cakane ke bAda ve puna: jIvaMta aura adhika jIvaMta ho jaaeNgii| dhUla lupta ho cukI hai, saba kucha spaSTa hai| apanI parA- avasthA kI gaharAI meM vizrAma karake, tuma apanI nIMda meM sAre vicAroM ko, zarIra ko bhulA kara, sabase pare, tuma apane ghara kI yAtrA kara cuke ho| vahAM se tuma puna: yuvA, tAje hokara vApasa Ate ho| lekina yadi yaha kevala eka Adata hai to yaha kisI anya Adata kI bhAMti vyartha hai| dharma koI Adata kA savAla nahI hai| yadi tuma carca yA maMdira meM mAtra eka Adata, eka aupacArikatAvaza, eka kA pAlana karate hue, jo tumheM karanA hI hai, tumako isake lie prazikSita kiyA gayA hai, cale jAte ho, to yaha vyartha hai| yadi tuma maMdira meM sajaga hokara jAte ho, to maMdira kI ghaMTiyAM tumhAre lie eka alaga artha, eka bhinna mahatva rkheNgii| ve maMdira kI ghaMTiyAM tumhAre hRdaya meM kucha jhaMkRta kara deNgii| taba carca kI zAMti tumheM eka nitAMta navIna DhaMga se ghera legii|
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________________ ata: smaraNa rakheM, yaha koI Adata kA prazna nahIM hai| dharma koI abhyAsa kA prazna nahIM- hai| tumheM samajhanA hI hogA, aura isI bhAMti pataMjali tumheM dhIre-dhIre aura-aura samajha dete hue, tumheM patha ke bAre meM aura-aura batAte hue yahAM taka le Ae haiN| jitanA adhika tuma spaSTa ho jAte ho utanA hI adhika tuma hara kahIM, hara pattI, hara phUla para likhA huA saMdeza par3ha sakate ho| yaha saMdeza paramAtmA kA hai| usake hastAkSara sabhI jagaha haiN| tumheM bhagavatagItA meM jAne kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai, tumako bAibila aura kurAna meM jAne kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM rhii| kurAna aura bhagavatagItA aura bAibila sAre astitva para likhe hue haiN| tumako kevala gaharAI se dekhane vAlI AMkhoM kI AvazyakatA hai| maiMne sunA hai, laMdana kI eka vivAhita navayuvatI ko vizvAsa thA ki vaha garbhavatI thI aura vaha isakI kitsaka ke pAsa gii| DAkTara ne zIghratA se usakI jAMca kI aura Azvasta kiyA ki usakA anumAna sahI hai| phira usako Azcaryacakita karate hue usa DAkTara ne rabara-sTaiMpa lekara usake udara para lagA dI aura kahA, basa saba ho gyaa| usa mahilA ne apane pati ko yaha vicitra ghaTanA sunAI, to pati ne pUchA, isameM kyA likhA hai? ThIka hai, ise par3ha lo, usane uttara diyaa| pati ne dekhA ki likhAvaTa par3he jAne ke lie bahuta choTI thI, lekina Avardhaka leMsa se saba kucha sApha dikhane lgaa| usameM likhA thA, jaba Apa ise Avardhaka leMsa ke binA par3ha sakeM to apanI patnI ko aspatAla le aaeN| abhI to tumako-buddha ke jIsasa ke kRSNa ke pataMjali ke Avardhaka leMsa kI AvazyakatA par3atI hai| aura phira bhI tuma par3ha nahIM sakate kyoMki tumhArI AMkheM lagabhaga aMdhI haiN| eka bAra tumhArI AMkheM sApha ho jAeM, to usakA saMdeza hara kahIM hai| aura yaha saMdeza itanA spaSTa hai ki tuma to basa hairAna raha jAoge ki itane dinoM se tuma isase cUkate kaise rahe, tuma ise dekha kaise na paae| yaha hara tarapha thA, cAroM ora thA, pratyeka dizA aura, AyAma se vaha tumhAre dvAra para dastaka de rahA thaa| kiMtu yadi zarIra meM jIte ho to tuma isako nahIM sunoge| yadi tuma mana meM jIte ho, to tuma ise thor3A bahuta sunoge, lekina phira isake bAre meM siddhAta gar3ha loge aura tuma cUka jaaoge| yadi tuma mana se aura gaharAI, pazyaMtI meM, jahAM dhyAna tumheM le jAte haiM, utaro to tuma saMdeza ko par3hane meM samartha ho jAoge aura tuma siddhAMtIkaraNa kA zikAra nahIM banoge, tuma dArzanika vivecanA nahIM kroge| ora eka bAra tuma isake bAre meM dArzanika vivecanA na karo, eka bAra tuma paramAtmA ke bAre meM vicAra na karo thI- tuma usako dekho, aura cAroM ora, idhara udhara bhaTakane ke sthAna para sIdhe hI usameM praviSTa ho jAo, to tuma pazyaMtI kA atikramaNa kara lete ho, bIja prasphuTita ho jAtA hai| tuma parA, usa pAra kI khAI,zunyatA meM gira jAte ho|
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________________ vartula pUrA ho gayA; mauna se mauna taka, AkAza se AkAza taka, paramAtmA se paramAtmA tk| AraMbha paramAtmA hai aura ata bhI paramAtmA hai| Adi aura aMta-vaha donoM hai| aba sUtra : satvapuruSayo zuddhi sAmye kaivlym| 'jaba puruSa aura satva ke madhya zuddhatA meM sAmya hotA hai, tabhI kaivalya upalabdha hotA hai| yoga astitva ko do meM bAMTatA hai| amUrta eka hai, lekina mUrta do hai, kyoMki mUrtamAna hone kI prakriyA meM hI cIjeM do ho jAtI haiM?udAharaNa ke lie, tuma eka gulAba kI jhAr3I ko, suMdara puSpoM ko dekhate ho| tuma basa dekhate ho, tuma kucha kahate nahIM ho| tuma basa gulAba ko dekhate ho, apane bhItara eka zabda bhI nahIM bolte| yaha anubhava eka hai| aba yadi tuma kisI se kahanA cAho, ye phUla suMdara haiM, jisa kSaNa tuma kahate ho, ye phUla suMdara haiM, tumane kurUpatA ke bAre meM bhI kucha kaha diyA hai| ve phUla kurUpa nahIM haiN| sauMdarya ke sAtha kurUpatA praviSTa ho jAtI hai| yadi koI pUchatA hai, sauMdarya kyA hai? tumheM isakI vyAkhyA karane ke lie kurUpatA kA upayoga karanA pdd'egaa| yadi tuma kisI strI ko dekho aura koI zabda tumhAre bhItara na uThe, to yaha anubhava eka advaita hai| jisa kSaNa tuma kahate ho, maiM tumase prema karatA hUM tuma ghRNA ko bhItara le Ae ho| kyoMki prema ko ghRNA ke binA nahIM samajhAyA jA sakatA! dina ko rAta ke nahIM samajhAyA jA sakatA aura jIvana ko mRtyu ke binA nahIM samajhAyA jA sktaa| samajhAne ke lie viparIta ko bhItara lAnA par3atA hai| vaikharI kI dazA meM saba kucha suspaSTa, dvaita hai, rAtri divasa se bhinna hai mRtyu jIvana se alaga hai, sauMdarya kurUpatA se bhinna hai, prakAza aMdhakAra se alaga hai-hara cIja arastu ke DhaMga se vibhAjita hai, unake madhya koI setu nahIM hai| thor3A gahare utro| madhyamA kI avasthA meM vibhAjana AraMbha ho jAtA hai| kiMtu itanA spaSTa nahIM hotA, dina aura rAta, saMdhyA yA prAta: kI bhAMti milate haiM, vilaya ho jAte haiN| thor3A aura gahare utro| pazyaMtI kI dazA meM, ve bIja-rUpa meM haiM, abhI vaita kA udaya -nahIM huA hai, tuma kaha nahIM sakate ki kyA cIja kyA hai; hara cIja meM bheda nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| thoDA aura gahare utrii| parA kI avasthA adRzya yA adRzya-koI vibhAjana nahIM hai| abhivyakti kI dazA meM yoga vAstavikatA ko do meM bAMTatA hai : puruSa aura prkRti| prakRti kA artha hai : pdaarth| puruSa kA abhiprAya hai : caitny| aba jaba tuma zarIra-mana ke sAtha, prakRti ke sAtha, kudarata ke sAtha, padArtha ke sAtha, tAdAtmya kara lete ho, to donoM pradUSita ho jAte haiN| pradUSaNa sadaiva dvipakSIya hotA hai| udAharaNa ke lie yadi tuma pAnI aura dUdha ko milA do, to tuma kahate ho, aba dUdha zuddha nahIM rahA
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________________ lekina tumane kucha nahIM dekhA, pAnI bhI aba zuddha nahIM rhaa| kyoMki pAnI, mukta meM mila jAtA hai ata: koI ciMtA nahIM letIM; yaha to eka bAta hai lekina jaba tuma pAnI aura dUdha milAte ho, donoM azuddha ho jAte haiN| yaha bAta kucha khAsa hai, kyoMki donoM zuddha the pAnI pAnI thA, dUdha dUdha thA- donoM zuddha the| yaha eka camatkAra hai| do zuddhatAeM milatI haiM aura donoM azuddha ho jAtI haiN| azuddhatA meM kucha bhI niMdA yogya nahIM hai| isakA artha basa yaha hai ki vijAtIya padArtha praviSTa hI gayA hai| yaha kevala itanA kahatA hai ki kucha aisA jisakA aMtartama svabhAva bhinna hai praviSTa ho gayA vaha yahI bAta hai| yaha sUtra bahuta suMdara hai| 'vibhUtipAda' isa sUtra para samApta ho jAtA hai, yaha sUtra isakI parAkASThA hai| yaha sUtra kahatA hai : jaba tuma deha ke sAtha tAdAtmaya kara lete ho, to tuma azuddha ho, deha azuddha hai| jaba tuma mana ke sAtha tAdAtmya kara lete ho, to tuma azuddha ho, mana azuddha hai| jaba tumane tAdAtma nahIM kiyA huA ho, donoM zuddha ho jAte haiN| aba yaha virodhAbhAsa jaisA pratIta hogaa| eka siddha yA eka buddha vaha hai jisane pA liyA hai usakA mana zuddhatA meM kArya karatA hai| usakI medhA zuddhatA meM kArya karatI hai, usakI sArI pratibhAeM zuddha ho jAtI haiN| aura usakI cetanA zuddhatA meM kArya karatI hai| donoM alaga haiM-dUdha dUdha hai, pAnI pAnI hai| donoM punaH zuddha ho gae haiN| yaha sUtra kahatA hai : 'jaba puruSa aura satva ke madhya zuddhatA meM sAmya hotA hai, tabhI kaivalya upalabdha ho jAtA hai| ' satya, prakRti, kudarata padArtha kI parAkASThA hai| satya kA abhiprAya hai buddhimatA aura puruSa kA artha hai bodh| yaha tumhAre bhItara lagI huI sUkSmatama gAMTha hai, kyoMki ve kAphI samAna haiN| buddhimattA aura bodha itane samAna haiM ki aneka bAra tuma socanA AraMbha kara sakate ho ki buddhimAna vyakti bodhapUrNa vyakti hotA hai| aisA nahIM hai| - AiMsTIna buddhimAna haiM, AtyaMtika rUpa se buddhimAna haiM, lekina ve buddha nahIM haiM, ve bodhapUrNa nahIM haiN| ve sAmAnya vyakti se bhI kama bodhapUrNa ho sakate haiM kyoMki ve apanI buddhi meM bahuta adhika saMlagna haiN| aisA huA ki AiMsTIna basa se kahIM jA rahe the, paricAlaka, kaMDakTara ne Akara TikaTa ke lie unase rupaye maaNge| unhoMne usako rupaye de die| paricAlaka ne AiMsTIna ko chuTTe paise vApasa kie| AiMsTIna ne unako ginA aura ginane meM galatI kara baiThe-jaba ki ve saMsAra ke mahAnatama gaNitajJa the- aura unhoMne kahA : tumane mujhako pUre paise vApasa nahIM kie haiM, mujhe kucha sikke aura do| kaMDakTara ne paise dubArA gine, vaha bolA kyA Apako aMka jJAna nahIM hai?
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________________ use patA nahIM thA ki ye sajjana alvarTa AiMsTIna haiN| gaNita ke kSetra meM aisI mahAna pratibhA kabhI nahIM huii| aura paricAlaka ne kahA : kyA Apako aMka-jJAna nahIM hai? aMkoM ke bAre meM ina sajjana se adhika kabhI kisI ne nahIM jAnA, lekina kyA ho gayA? jo loga pratibhAzAlI hote haiM, lagabhaga hamezA hI ve bhulakkar3a hote haiN| ve apanI buddhimatA se itane adhika Asakta aura saMcAlita hote haiM ki bAhara ke saMsAra kI aneka bAtoM meM ve bhalakkar3a ho jAte haiN| maiMne eka mahAna manovizleSaka, eka behada buddhimAna vyakti ke bAre meM sunA hai| vaha apane prayogoM meM itanA adhika kho gayA ki do yA tIna dina taka vaha apane ghara hI nahIM gyaa| usakI patnI ciMtita hii| tIsare dina vaha aura adhika pratIkSA na kara sakI to usane phona kiyA aura vaha bolI, tama kyA kara rahe ho? vApasa lauTo, maiM tumhArI pratIkSA kara rahI haiN| aura rAtri-bhoja taiyAra hai| vaha bolA, ThIka hai, maiM A jaauuNgaa| patA kyA hai? vaha pUrI taraha se bhUlA huA thA-apanI patnI, aura ghara aura patA bhii| buddhimattA anivAryata: jAgarUkatA nahIM hai| jAgarUkatA anivArya rUpa se buddhimattA hai| eka vyakti jo jAgarUka hai, buddhimAna hotA hai lekina eka vyakti jo buddhimAna hai, usakA jAgarUka honA Avazyaka nahIM hai; isakI koI anivAryatA nahIM hai| lekina donoM bahuta pAsa haiN| buddhimattA zarIra-mana kA bhAga hai aura jAgarUkatA parama kA, pAra kA, puruSa kA avayava hai| AkAza pRthvI se milatA hai| vaha biMdu, vaha kSitija jahAM AkAza pRthvI se milatA hai, vahI biMdu hai vahAM se tAdAtma ko pUrNata: bhaMga karanA hai-vahAM se jahAM buddhimattA aura jAgarUkatA milate haiN| donoM bahuta samAna haiN| buddhimatA zuddhIkRta padArtha hai, itanA parizuddha ki tuma isameM jA sakate ho aura koI soca sakatA hai ki 'maiM jAgarUka ho cukA huuN|' isI kAraNa se bahuta se darzanazAstrI apanA jIvana vyartha gaMvA dete haiM, ve socate haiM ki buddhimattA hI unakI jAgarUkatA hai| dharma jAgarUkatA kI khoja hai, darzanazAstra buddhimattA kI khoja hai| 'jaba puruSa aura satva ke madhya zuddhatA meM sAmya hotA hai, tabhI kaivalya upalabdha ho jAtA hai|' lekina kaivalya kaise upalabdha ho? pahale tumheM satya, buddhimattA kI zuddhi upalabdha karanI pdd'egii| ata: aura gahare utro| vaikharI hai mUrtamAna buddhimatA, madhyamA hai saMsAra ke lie nahIM balki kevala tumhAre lie mUrtamAna buddhimattA, pazyaMtI hai bIja-rUpa meM buddhimattA, aura parA hai jaagruuktaa| dhIre-dhIre svayaM ko virakta karo, vivekapUrvaka deha ko eka yaMtra, eka mAdhyama, eka ThikAne ke rUpa meM dekhanA AraMbha karo, aura tuma isako jitanA adhika saMbhava ho sake utanA smaraNa kro| dhIre-dhIre yaha smaraNa sthAyI ho
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________________ jAtA hai| phira mana para kArya AraMbha kara do| smaraNa rakho ki tuma mana nahIM ho| yaha smaraNa tumheM bhinna hone meM sahAyatA kregaa| eka bAra tuma zarIra-mana se alaga ho jAo, tumhArA satya zuddha ho jaaegaa| aura tumhArA puruSa sadaiva zuddha thA, basa padArtha ke sAtha tAdAtmya ke kAraNa hI yaha azuddha pratIta ho rahA thaa| eka bAra donoM darpaNa zuddha ho jAeM, kucha bhI pratibiMbita nahIM hotaa| donoM darpaNa Amane-sAmane haiM, kucha bhI pratibiMbita nahIM ho rahA hai, ve rikta rahate haiN| parama zUnyatA kI yaha dazA mukti hai| mukti saMsAra se nahIM hai| yaha tAdAtmya se mukti hai, tAdAtmya mata karo, kisI bAta ke sAtha tAdAtmya mata kro| sadaiva smaraNa rakho ki tuma sAkSI ho, sAkSI ke biMdu ko mata khoo, phira eka dina AMtarika bodha hajAroM sUryoM ke sAtha ugane kI bhAMti udita ho jAtA hai| yahI hai jisako pataMjali kaivalya, mukti kahate haiN| isa zabda kaivalya ko samajhanA pdd'egaa| bhArata meM vibhinna shasyadarziyoM davArA parama avasthA ke lie bhinna zabdoM kA prayoga kiyA gayA hai| mahAvIra ise mokSa kahate haiN| mokSa kA ThIka se anuvAda 'paramamukti' kI bhAMti kiyA jA sakatA hai, koI baMdhana nahIM hai, sAre baMdhana gira cuke haiN| buddha ne 'nirvANa' zabda prayukta kiyA hai,nirvANa kA abhiprAya hai : 'ahaMkAra kA miTa jaanaa|' jaise ki tuma prakAza bujhA do aura basa lau vilIna ho jAe, basa isI prakAra se ahaMkAra kA prakAza kho jAtA hai, tumhArA vajUda miTa jAtA hai| bUMda samudra meM vilIna ho gaI hai yA sAgara baMda meM samA gayA hai| yaha vilaya ho jAnA, tirohita ho jAnA hai| pataMjali 'kaivalya' kA prayoga karate haiM, isa zabda kA abhiprAya hai 'parama ekaaNt|' yaha na to mokSa hai aura na nirvaann| isakA artha hai : parama ekAMta; tuma isa avasthA meM A cuke ho jahAM tumhAre lie koI aura nahIM hotaa| kisI anya kA astitva nahIM hai, kevala tuma, sirpha tuma, basa tum| vastuta: apane Apako 'maiM' pukAranA saMbhava nahIM hai, kyoMki 'maiM' kA prayoga 'tU ke saMdarbha meM hotA hai aura 'tU miTa cukA hai| tuma mokSa mukti meM ho ise aura adhika kahate rahanA saMbhava nahIM hai, kyoMki jaba sAre baMdhana kho gae haiM to mukti kA kyA artha raha gayA? yadi kArAgRha saMbhava hai to mukti bhI saMbhava hai| tuma mukta ho kyoMki basa par3osa meM hI kArAgRha kA astitva hai| tuma kArAgRha ke bhItara nahIM ho, anya loga haiM jo kArAgRha ke bhItara haiM, lekina siddhAMtata: saMbhavata: kisI bhI dina tumako bhI kArAgRha meM DAlA jA sakatA hai| yahI kAraNa hai ki tuma mukta ho, lekina yadi kArAgRha pUrI taraha se, atyaMtika rUpa se, miTa cukA ho, to svayaM ko mukta kahane kA kyA artha rhaa| kaivalyam, mAtra ekaaNt| lekina yAda rakho, isa ekAMta kA tumhAre akelepana se kucha bhI lenA-denA nahIM hai| akelepana meM dUsare kA astitva, usakA anubhava hotA hai, usakI anupasthiti kA anubhava kiyA
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________________ jAtA hai| yahI kAraNa hai ki akelApana eka udAsa ghaTanA hai| tuma akele ho, isakA artha hai. tuma dUsare kI AvazyakatA anubhava kara rahe ho| ekAMta, jaba dUsare kI AvazyakatA tirohita ho cukI hai| tuma apane Apa meM paryApta ho, apane Apa meM parama ho, koI AvazyakatA nahIM, koI abhilASA nahIM, kahIM jAnA nhiiN| isIlie pataMjali kahate haiM : tuma ghara A gae ho| unakI paribhASA meM yahI mukti hai, unake lie yahI nirvANa yA mokSa hai| tuma para bhI jhalakiyAM A sakatI haiN| yadi tuma zAMta baiTha jAo aura svayaM ko alaga kara lo...| pahale svayaM ko vastuoM se alaga kara lo| apanI AMkheM baMda kara lo, saMsAra ko bhUla jAo, yadi usakA astitva hai bhI to use svapna kI bhAMti lo| phira apane vicAroM ko dekho aura smaraNa rakho ki tama vicAra nahIM ho, ve tairate hue bAdala haiN| apane Apa ko unase alaga kara lo. ve kho cuke haiN| phira eka vicAra uThatA hai ki tuma alaga ho| yaha pazyaMtI hai| use bhI girA do, kyoMki varanA tuma vahIM aTaka jaaoge| use 'bhI girA do, isa vicAra ke bhI basa sAkSI ho rho| acAnaka tumhArI zUnyatA kA visphoTa ho jaaegaa| yaha mAtra eka kSaNAMza ke lie ho sakatA hai lekina tumhAre pAsa tAo kA, yoga aura taMtra kA svAda hogA, tumhAre pAsa satya kA svAda hogaa| aura eka bAra yaha tumheM mila jAe to isa taka pahuMcanA saralatara aura saralatara ho jAtA hai| ise hone do, isake prati khule raho, isake lie upalabdha rho| pratidina yaha aura-aura saralatara he| jAtA hai| jitanA adhika tuma isa patha para yAtrA karate ho utanA hI patha adhika suspaSTa ho jAtA eka dina tuma bhItara jAte ho aura kabhI bAhara nahIM lauTate.. .kaivlym| yahI hai jisako pataMjali parama mukti kahate haiN| pUraba meM yahI lakSya hai| pUraba ke lakSya pAzcAtya lakSyoM se kahIM adhika Upara pahuMcate haiN| pazcima meM svarga aMtima bAta pratIta hotI hai; pUraba meM aisA nahIM hai| IsAI,musalamAna, yahUdI unake lie svarga aMtima bAta hai; isake pare kucha bhI nahIM hai| lekina pUraba meM hamane aura kArya kiyA hai, hamane satya meM aura gaharI khudAI kI hai| hamane use parama aMta taka khodA hai, jaba taka acAnaka khudAI zUnyatA ke sammukha na pahuMca jAe aura aba khodane ke lie kucha na rhe| svarga eka abhilASA hai, prasanna rahane kI icchA hai; naraka eka bhaya hai, aprasanna rahane kA bhy| naraka hai saMcita saMtApa, svarga hai harSa kA sNcy| lekina ve mukti nahIM haiN| mukti taba hai jaba tuma na pIr3A meM ho aura na harSa meN| svataMtratA tabhI hai jaba davaita girA diyA gayA ho| svAdhInatA tabhI hai jaba na to naraka ho aura na svarga : kaivlym| taba vyakti apanI parama zuddhatA ko upalabdha kara letA hai| pUraba meM lakSya rahA hai, aura maiM socatA hUM ki isI ko sArI mAnavatA kA lakSya honA caahie|
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________________ Aja itanA hii| pravacana 90 - aba tuma vATarUlU pula se chalAMga lagA sakate ho prazna-sAra: 1-kAma kI samasyA uTha khaDI huI hai, kyA kiyA jAe? 2-niSkriyatA pUrvaka sajaga kaise huA jAe? 3-merA sAmAna relagAr3I le jAtI hai, maiM raha jAtA hai| isa svapna kA artha kyA hai? 4-jisa samaya Apa mujhase kucha kahate haiM maiM ApakI bAta nahIM maantaa| isase chuTakArA kaise ho? prazna: maiM kisI anya gurU ke nirdezana meM sAdhanA kara rahA thaa| usa samaya mere lie 'kAma' samasyA lekina mere mana meM tanAva rahA karate the| ApakI chatrachAyA meM Akara tanAva kho cuke hai, kiMtu 'kAma' kI eka naI samasyA uTha khar3I huI hai| 'kAma' ke kAraNa eka nayA tanAva AraMbha ho rahA hai| isa avasthA meM kyA kiyA jAe? kRpayA merA mArga nirdezana kreN| eka bAra tama kisI bAta ko samasyA kI bhAMti le lo to ise hala karanA asaMbhava ho jAtA hai| aise to kisI samasyA kA samAdhAna nahIM ho sakatA hai| yadi tuma kisI samasyA meM binA ise samasyA kI bhAMti svIkAra kie-gaharAI taka dekho, to samAdhAna svata: hI sataha para A jAtA hai| isalie sIkhane
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________________ ke lie pahalI bAta hai ki cIjoM ko samasyA kI bhAMti dekhane kI purAnI Adata tyAga do| unako tuma samasyA banA dete ho| udAharaNa ke lie, kaam| yaha samasyA jarA bhI nahIM hai| yadi yaha samasyA hai to tuma kisI bhI cIja ko samasyA meM badala sakate ho| tuma zvAsa lene ko samasyA meM badala sakate ho, eka bAra tuma zvAsa lene ko samasyA kI bhAMti dekha lo, to tuma socanA AraMbha kara doge ki isase chuTakArA kaise pAyA jaae| tuma zvAsa lene se bhayabhIta ho jaaoge| kAma samasyA nahIM hai| kAma eka sarala, zuddha UrjA hai| kiMtu kisI guru ke sAtha rahate hue tuma saMskArita ho gae ho, kyoMki guruoM meM se karIba-karIba ninyAnabe pratizata kAma ko samasyA kI bhAMti lete haiN| vAstava meM ve guru hI nahIM haiN| unhoMne apane svayaM ke jIvana meM kucha bhI hala nahIM kiyA huA hai| ve utanI hI parezAnI meM haiM jitanI parezAnI meM tuma ho| unameM utanI hI vikSiptatA hai jitanI tumhAre bhItara hai| aMtardRSTi vAle vyakti kI koI samasyAeM nahIM hotIM, aura aMtardRSTi rakhane vAlA vyakti kabhI kisI anya vyakti kI samasyAgrasta rahane meM sahAyatA nahIM karatA hai| yadi tumhAre pAsa samasyA nirmita karane kI yAMtrika vyavasthA hai, to maiM tumhArI samasyA kA samAdhAna nahIM kara sakatA, lekina maiM tumako isake Ara-pAra, isake zara dekha pAne kI, adhika pAradarzitApUrvaka, adhika spaSTatA aura samajha ke sAtha dekha lene ke lie apanI aMtardRSTi de sakatA huuN| isalie vicAra karane yogya pahalI bAta yaha hai ki tuma kAma ko samasyA kyoM kahate ho? isameM samasyAkAraka kyA hai? yadi kAma samasyA hai, to bhojana samasyA kyoM nahIM hai? yadi kAma samasyA hai, to zvasana samasyA kyoM nahIM hai? yadi kAma samasyA hai, to kyoM kisI bhI bAta ko samasyA meM nahIM badalA jA sakatA? tumheM to basa usa DhaMga se dekhane kI AvazyakatA hai aura yaha samasyA bana jAtA hai| bhinna-bhinna saMskRtiyoM meM, vibhinna samAjoM meM bhinna-bhinna bAtoM ko samasyAmUlaka samajhA jAtA hai| yadi tuma phrAyaDa ke prabhAva vAle samAja meM pale-bar3he ho, to kAma to tanika bhI samasyA nahIM hotaa| taba to kAmuka na honA samasyA bana jaaegaa| yaha aneka pAzcAtyoM kI samasyA bana cukA hai| koI paiMsaTha varSa kI strI mere pAsa AI aura usane kahA. 'ozo, merI kAmecchA miTa rahI hai| merI sahAyatA kiijie|' kyoMki yadi tuma phrAyaDa se bahuta adhika prabhAvita rahe ho to kAma karIba-karIba jIvana ke samatulya hai| yadi kAmecchA miTa rahI hai, isakA artha huA ki tuma mara rahe ho, taba mRtyu ati nikaTa hai| isalie parama aMta taka, mRtyuzayyA para bhI tumako kAmuka vyakti bane rahanA par3atA hai, tumheM svayaM ko jabaradastI kAmuka vyakti banAe rakhanA par3atA hai|
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________________ yaha vizeSa rUpa se bhAratIyoM ke lie bilakula naI samasyA hai, jo isako samasyA kI bhAMti soca nahIM skte| yadi aisA unake sAtha ho jAe to ve maMdira jAeMge aura Izvara ko dhanyavAda deNge| yadi ve yuvA hoM to bhI yadi kAma kho jAtA hai, ve atyAdhika prasanna, AtyaMtika rUpa se prasanna ho jaaeNge| paramAtmA bahuta sahAyaka rahA hai, samasyA kA samAdhAna ho gayA hai| kiMtu aisA bhI ho sakatA hai ki samasyA kA samAdhAna nahIM huA hai, ve basa napuMsaka ho rahe hoN| yaha samasyA eka nizcita dRSTikoNa ke kAraNa upajatI hai| samasyA svayaM meM koI samasyA nahIM hai, yaha tumhAre dRSTikoNa para nirbhara karatI hai| yadi tuma pAzcAtya ho to elkohala se nirmita peya pInA koI samasyA nahIM hai| kisI bhI zItala peya kokAkolA yA phaiMTA kI bhAMti sAdhAraNa bAta hai yh| yadi tuma jarmana ho to bIyara, basa pAnI hai| isameM koI samasyA nahIM hai| lekina yadi tuma bhAratIya ho to samasyA uTha khar3I hotI hai| kokAkolA taka samasyA hai| gAMdhIjI tumheM kokAkolA pIne kI anumati nahIM deNge| unhoMne apane Azrama meM cAya para roka lagA rakhI thii| cAya! yaha unake lie samasyA bana gaI, kyoMki isameM kucha mAtrAmeM kaiphIna hotI hai| baudhoM ke lie cAya kabhI samasyA nahIM thii| jApAna meM, cIna meM yaha karIba-karIba eka dhArmika anuSThAna kI bhAMti hai| eka bauddha bhikSu apanA dainika jIvana cAya se AraMbha karatA hai| uSAkAla meM, isake pUrva ki vaha dhyAna karane jAe, vaha cAya pItA hai| dhyAna kara lene ke uparAMta vaha cAya pItA hai, aura vaha ise bahuta dhArmika DhaMga se garimApUrvaka aura ahobhAva pUrvaka pItA hai| ise kabhI eka samasyA ke rUpa meM nahIM socA gayA; vastuta: baudadhoM ne hI isakI khoja kI thii| aitihAsika rUpa se yaha bodhidharma se saMbaMdhita hai| dharma ko cAya kA anveSaka samajhA jAtA hai| vaha parvata upatyakA meM rahA karatA thaa| usa parvata kA nAma TA thA, aura kyoMki cAya vahAM pahalI bAra khojI gaI thI, yahI kAraNa hai ki TA, TI, cA, cAya-ve sabhI 'TA' se janmeM hue zabda haiN| aura bodhidharma ne ise kyoM khojA, aura usane ise kaise khojA? vaha parama jAgarUkatA kI eka avasthA upalabdha karane kA prayAsa kara rahA thaa| yaha kaThina hai| tuma bhojana ke binA kaI dina jIvita raha sakate hue, lekina nIMda ke binA? aura vaha jarA sI nIMda ko bhI nahIM Ane de rahA thaa| eka samaya, sAta ATha, dina bAda, acAnaka use anubhava huA ki nIMda A rahI hai| usane apanI AMkha kI palakeM ukhAr3a dI aura unako pheMka diyA, jisase ki aba jarA bhI samasyA na rhe| aisA kahA jAtA hai ki ve palakeM bhUmi,, para girI, ve cAya ke rUpa meM aMkurita ho giiN| yahI kAraNa hai ki cAya jAgarUkatA meM sahAyaka hotI hai; yadi tuma rAtri meM bahuta adhika cAya pI lo to tuma sone meM samartha nahIM ho paaoge| aura kyoMki sArA bauddha mana yahI hai ki kaise vaha biMdu upalabdha ho jahAM nIMda bAdhA na DAle aura tuma pUrNata: jAgarUka raha sako, niHsaMdeha cAya karIba-karIba eka pavitra vastu, pavitroM meM pavitratama ho gaI hai|
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________________ jApAna meM AzramoM meM choTe se ghara, TI hAusa, cAya-ghara huA karate haiN| jaba ve kisI cAya-ghara meM jAte haiM, to ve isa bhAMti jAte haiM jaise koI carca yA maMdira meM jA rahA ho| ve snAna karate haiM, ve naye svaccha vastra dhAraNa karate haiM, ve apane jUte bAhara chor3a dete haiM, ve mauna meM, AzISa meM calate haiM; ve baiTha jAte haiN|.. .aura yaha eka laMbA anuSThAna hai| yaha koI aisA nahIM hai ki tuma gae aura cAya lI aura pI aura tuma cale Ae, itanI jaldabAjI nhiiN| devatAoM ke sAtha zubha vyavahAra honA cAhie, aura cAya de jAgRti kI devatA, isalie ve mauna meM baiTheMge, aura keTalI apanA gIta gAtI rahegI, pahale ve isa gIta ko suneNge| abhI ve taiyArI kara rahe haiN| ve gAtI haI keTalI para dhyAna lgaaeNge| phira unako kapa aura pleTa die jaaeNge| ve kapoM aura pleToM ko chueMge, unako dekheMge, kyoMki ve kalA kI kRtiyAM haiN| aura koI bAjAra se kharIde hue kapa upayoga karanA nahIM pasaMda karatA hai| pratyeka Azrama apane svayaM ke kapa aura pleTa banAte haiN| dhanI loga apane svayaM ke lie banAte haiN| garIba loga yadi apane svayaM ke lie kapa aura pleTa banAne ke vyaya ko vahana na kara sakeM to ve bAjAra se kharIda lAte haiM, unako tor3a dete haiM, unako puna: jor3ate haiM, taba ve pUrNata: anUThe bana jAte haiN| taba cAya uDelI jAtI hai| aura pratyeka, gahana, grAhya, dhyAnapUrNa bhAva-dazA meM hotA hai, unakI zvAsa dhImI aura gaharI cala rahI hotI hai, aura taba cAya pI jAtI hai, jaise ki kucha divya tuma para barasa rahA ho| aba mahAtmA gAMdhI isake bAre meM soca bhI nahIM skte| unake Azrama meM cAya kI anumati nahIM thI kAlI sUcI, niSiddha vastuoM meM thI caay| yaha tumhAre dRSTikoNa para nirbhara karatA hai| maiM tumase jo kahanA cAhatA hUM vaha yaha hai ki yaha tumhAre Upara nirbhara karatA hai ki tuma kitanI samasyAeM nirmita karanA cAhate ho| jitanI saMbhava ho sake utanI samasyAeM girA do| jitanI kama samasyAeM tumhAre pAsa hoM utanA hI uttama hai, kyoMki taba, yadi tuma una kucha ko nahIM chor3a sakate ho, yadi ve vAstava meM tamhAre dRSTikoNa ke kAraNa nahIM haiM balki jIvana kI asalI samasyAeM haiM, to unakA samAdhAna kiyA jA sakatA hai| maine sunA hai, eka vyakti manocikitsaka ke pAsa gayA, usa becAre kI AMkhoM ke nIce kAle ghere bane hue the, vaha bahuta thakA huA laga rahA thaa| maiM hara rAta svapna dekhatA hUM DAkTara sAhaba, usane apane cikitsaka se khaa| pichalI rAta kA sapanA bhayAvaha thA, maiM eka bar3e vAyuyAna meM hUM merA pairAzUTa taiyAra hai, hama cAlIsa hajAra phITa kI UMcAI para ur3a rahe haiM, jahAM se chalAMga lagA kara maiM naI UMcAI se kUdane kA kA rikArDa sthApita karane vAlA hN| hama loga cAlIsa hajAra phITa kI UMcAI para haiM-maiMne daravAjA kholA, maiMne eka kadama Age bar3hAyA, maiMne pairAzUTa kI rassI khIMcI-Apa soca sakate haiM ki kyA haA hogA? DAkTara ne kahA. mujhe aisA koI khayAla nahIM aataa| usa vyakti ne kahA. merA pAjAmA khula kara gira pdd'aa|
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________________ aba yaha samasyA hai? jaba tuma pRthvI se cAlIsa hajAra phITa kI UMcAI para ho, to kyA yaha samasyA hai? sArA jIvana dAMva para lagA huA hai? aura vaha bhI svapna meM aura vaha thakAna anubhava kara rahA hai| maiMne sunA hai, eka pArka kI beMca para do bhikhArI baiThe hue bAtacIta kara rahe the| maiM basa vahAM se gujara rahA thaa| eka bhikhArI ne kahA. maiMne sapanA dekhA ki mujhe acchI naukarI mila gaI hai| dUsarA bolA. hAM, tuma thake hue dikhAI de rahe ho| muhUtA tyaago| kAma samasyA nahIM hai kAma tumhArI jIvana UrjA hai| ise svIkAro / yadi tuma svIkAra karo to hI isakA rUpAMtaraNa kiyA jA sakatA hai| yadi tuma isako inakAra karate ho, tuma upadrava meM rhoge| yadi tuma isase saMgharSa karo, to tuma kisake sAtha saMgharSa kara rahe ho? jarA soco, svayaM ke sAtha Adhe-Adhe, vibhAjita apane Apa se lar3a rahe ho tuma, niHsaMdeha tuma aura-aura paMgu hote cale jaaoge| svayaM se kabhI saMgharSa mata kro| sAdhanA koI saMgharSa nahIM hai, yaha koI dvaMdva nahIM sAdhanA eka gaharI samajha, eka rUpAMtaraNa, eka jAgarukatA hai, jisameM tumhArA prema karanA, svayaM ko svIkAra karanA aura samajha ke mAdhyama se UMce aura UMce hote jAne kA AraMbha hai| apane astitva se kisI ko bhI nikAlanA nahIM hai| hara cIja vaisI hI hai jaisA use honA caahie| isako uccatara layabaddhatA ke lie upayoga karanA par3atA hai, basa yahI hai sArI bAta vINA ko pheMkanA nahIM hai| yadi tuma ise bajAnA nahIM jAnate to bajAnA sIkha lo| vINA meM kucha bhI galata nahIM hai| yadi tuma bajA nahIM sakate, aura phira bhI tuma vINA bajAo to niHsaMdeha tuma vikSipta zora hI paidA karoge par3osI jAeMge aura pulisa thAne meM tumhArI riporTa kara deMge tumhArI patnI phaurana tumheM talAka de degii| tumhAre bacce mAyUsa ho jAeMge aura tuma svayaM eka upadrava meM rahoge, kyoMki yadi tuma nahIM jAnate ki vINA kaise bajAI jAe, koI vAdyayaMtra kaise bajAyA jAe, hUM? to tuma svayaM meM hI aura aura binA sura-tAla ke hote jaaoge| - lekina smaraNa rakho ki vINA meM kucha bhI galata nahIM hai| tumheM patA nahIM ki ise kisa bhAMti bajAyA jaae| kAma-UrjA eka pracaMDa UrjA hai| tuma nahIM jAnate ki isase kisa bhAMti saMgIta utpanna kiyA jaae| aura sadiyoM se tumako isake virodha meM par3hAyA gayA hai| jarA dekho to tumhAre dhArmika vyaktiyoM ne saMsAra ke sAtha kyA kara DAlA hai| ve kAma ke viruddha sikhAte rahe haiM, aura unakI zikSAoM ke kAraNa kAma aura aura mahatvapUrNa hotA calA jAtA hai sArA saMsAra karIba-karIba vikSipta DhaMga se kAmuka hai| kucha isameM isa prakAra se saMlagna haiM, jaise ki jIvana meM kucha aura hai hI nahIM, aura kucha isase isa bhAMti bhAga rahe haiM jaise ki isake atirikta jIvana meM kucha nahIM rhaa| kucha to basa bhAga rahe haiM aura kucha basa saMgharSa kara rahe haiN| donoM hI apanA jIvana naSTa kara rahe haiN|
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________________ yaha eka mahat UrjA, paramAtmA kI bheMTa hai| isameM aneka khajAne chipe hue haiN| ise sIkhanA par3atA hai, pustaka ko kholanA par3atA hai, vyakti ko isake bhItara jAnA par3atA hai, isako gaharAI se adhyayana karake, gaharAI se samajhanA par3atA hai anaMta jIvana kI kuMjI chipI hai ismeN| aba tuma mere pAsa A gae ho, maiM samajha para jora die calA jAtA huuN| eka khAsa kisma kI baudadhika samajha tumhAre bhItara paidA ho jAtI hai| kiMtu purAnI saMskAritA bhI jArI rahatI hai| koI aisA nahIM hai ki tumheM kevala isI janma meM saMskArita kiyA gayA ho, sadiyoM se, aneka janmoM se tumheM saMskArita kara diyA gayA hai| yaha saMskAritA karIba-karIba tumhArA dUsarA svabhAva bana cukI hai| yaha zabda 'kAma' aura tumhAre bhItara kucha becaina hone lagatA hai| yaha zabda hI tumhAre bhItara eka pratikriyA nirmita kara detA hai| binA kisI vAsanA ke isake bAre meM bAta karanA bhI kaThina hai| vastugata rUpa se isake bAre meM bAta karanA kaThina hai| vaijJAnika rUpa se isake bAre meM bAta karanA kaThina hai| isa DhaMga se yA usa DhaMga se tuma isameM vAsanApUrvaka saMlagna ho jAte ho| sAre vicAroM, pUrvAgrahoM ko chor3a do jarA isakI tathyAtmakatA kI ora dekho tumhArA janma kAma - UrjA se huA hai jaba tumhArA janma huA to tumhAre mAtA-pitA koI prArthanA nahIM kara rahe the| ve saMbhoga kara rahe the aura ve kisI girajA ghara yA maMdira meM nahIM the tuma isa bAre meM kabhI nahIM socate; loga aisI bAtoM ko socane se bacate haiN| tumhAre lie isakI kalpanA karanA kaThina hogA ki tumhAre mAtA aura pitA saMbhoga kara rahe the asaMbhava! ye to dUsare loga gaMde loga haiM jo saMbhoga karate haiM tumhAre pitA aura mAtA ? kabhI nahIM / - isIlie sAre saMsAra meM aneka kahAniyAM pracalana meM rahI haiM eka bacce kA janma hotA hai aura dUsare bacce pUchate haiM, yaha baccA kahAM se AyA hai? tumako unheM banAvaTI uttara denA par3ate haiM-krauMca pakSI, yA jhAr3I, yA devatAoM ne use rasoI kI cimanI se girA diyA hai| maiMne sunA hai ki mAM garbhavatI ho gaI aura dAdI ko choTe bacce ke bAre meM ciMtA pakar3a gaI ki Aja nahIM to kala vaha puuchegaa| isalie vaha use taiyAra karanA cAhatI thii| vaha usa bacce ko eka ora le gaI aura usase kahA, kyA tuma jAnate ho ki tumhArI mAM ko bhagavAna kI ora se puna: eka mahAna bheMTa milane vAlI hai| yaha eka poTalI meM AegI aura rAta meM rasoI kI cimanI ke cheda se, jaba sabhI loga so rahe hoMge, ise tIsa diyA jaaegaa| bacce ne kahA : yaha ThIka hai, lekina maiM Apase eka bAta kahanA cAhatA huuN| bhagavAna ko vaha poTalI jyAdA zoragula se mata pheMkane dIjiegA kyoMki merI mAM garbhavatI hai| rAta meM vaha bahuta adhika vyAkula ho sakatI hai| isa kAma ko kama se kama zora meM honA caahie|
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________________ kAma se bacAva ke lie kahAniyoM kA aviSkAra kara liyA gayA hai| baccoM se bAta karanA ki baccA kaise janma letA hai, kaThina hai, aura yaha banAvaTIpana kA AraMbha, pAkhaMDa kI zuruAta hai| abhI yA phira kabhI baccA isakI khoja kara legA aura vaha bhI yaha khoja legA ki mAtA aura pitA jhUTha bola rahe the| kisalie? ve itane jIvaMta tathya ko kyoM chipA rahe the? aura yadi ve itane jIvaMta tathya ke bAre meM jhUThe haiM to aura bAtoM ke bAre meM kyA? eka bAra choTe bacce ke mana meM saMdeha uTha jAe ki usake sAtha chala kiyA gayA hai, vaha zraddhA karane kI kSamatA kho detA hai| aura phira tuma usase kahe cale jAte ho ki parama pitA paramAtmA meM jisane hama sabhI ko racA hai, jo vahAM svarga meM hai-zraddhA rakho, aura vaha asalI pitA meM jo isI ghara meM rahatA hai, aura jo dhokhebAja hai, meM hI bharosA nahIM kara sktaa| vaha pitA meM, paramAtmA rUpI pitA meM kaise bharosA kara sakatA hai? asNbhv| nahIM, yahI mujhako sunate hue mheM jIvana kI, jaisA yaha hai, samajha para AnA: pdd'egaa| maiM isake bAre meM koI siddhAMta nahIM gar3ha rahA huuN| merI kisI parikalpanA ke vyavasAya meM koI ruci nahIM hai| maiM to tumako tathya de rahA huuN| aura ve sarala haiM, kyoMki tuma unako suna sakate ho| tuma apane jIvana meM jo kucha bhI kara rahe ho.. .yadi tuma eka bar3e kavi ho, yaha kAma-UrjA hai jo kAvya meM rUpAMtarita hai| gaI hai, aura kucha nahIM, kyoMki tumhAre lie eka mAtra yahI UrjA upalabdha hai| yadi tuma eka bar3e citrakAra hai|, to yaha kAma-UrjA hai jo raMgoM meM kainavAsa para citrita ho rahI hai| yadi tuma eka bar3e citrakAra ho ko yaha kAma-UrjA hI hai jo patthara aura saMgamaramara se suMdara kalAkRtiyAM nirmita kara rahI hai| yadi tuma gAyika ho, to yaha kAma-UrjA gIta bana rahI hai| eka nartaka, yaha kAmaUrjA kA nRtya hai| jo kucha bhI tuma ho, hI yaha isa prakAra se, usa prakAra se kAma-UrjA kA rUpAMtaraNa, mArgAntarIkaraNa haiM-tumhArI prArthanA bhI, tumhArA dhyAna bhii| kAma prAraMbha hai, samAdhi samApana hai| lekina UrjA vahI hai| samAdhi hai kAma apane uccatama zikhara para, aura kAma hai samAdhi apane nimnatama tala pr| eka bAra tuma ise samajha lo phira tuma jAna lete ho ki vyakti ko kisa bhAMti uccatara AyAma meM vikasita honA hai| kisI ko bhI inakAra nahIM karanA hai, pratyeka kA upayoga kiyA jAnA hai| sIDI kA pratyeka pAyadAna, yahAM taka ki sabase nicalA bhI, upayoga kiyA jAnA hai, kyoMki isake binA sIr3hI kA astitva hI na rhegaa| ho isI para AdhArita hai| yadi tama apane jIvana se kacha bhI kATa dete ho, tama kabhI pUrNa nahIM hooge aura tuma kabhI pavitra nahIM hooge| vaha bhAga jisakA inakAra kara diyA gayA hai, hamezA puna: svIkRti ke lie upasthita rahegA aura yaha bhAga tumhAre viruddha vidroha karatA calA jAegA aura tumhAre virodha meM saMgharSa karatA rhegaa|
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________________ maiMne sunA hai, iMgaliza audyogika nagara meM bheje gae rUsI vyApAra pratinidhi maMDala kA kAmareDa kohena eka sadasya thaa| eka zAma rUsI loga sthAnIya kAmagAroM ke klaba meM mehamAna the| isa klaba ke sadasyoM meM se eka thA jo chaba, jo niSThAvAna yuvA samAjavAdI thA, vaha kAmareDa kohena ko caturAI se apane sAtha eka kone meM le gyaa| kAmareDa kohena, yavA chaba ne kahA, maiM samajhatA haM ki Apa eka bhale yahadI haiM, maiM samajhatA haM aap|'k samajhadAra vyakti haiM, maiM samajhatA hUM ki ApameM ullekhanIya rAjanaitika caturAI hai| aba kyoMki ApameM ye sabhI zreSTha guNa haiM, to araba-ijarAyalI saMgharSa para soviyata dRSTikoNa ke bAre meM ApakI rAya jAnanA, aura lokatAMtrika ijarAyaliyoM ke virodha meM mizrI phAsisToM ko rUsI kyoM samarthana de rahe haiM, yaha jAnanA mere lie behada rucipUrNa hogaa| kAmareDa kohena ne koI uttara na diyaa| jarA sA kaMdhe ucakA die| lekina kAmareDa kohena mAna bhI jAie, jo chaba ne apanI bAta para bala dete hue kahA, AkhirakAra Apa yahadI haiN| Apake deza ke, ApakI pArTI ke adhikRta dRSTikoNa ke bAvajUda Apake pAsa apanI rAya honI cAhie ki nyAya kahAM hai kauna sA kAraNa ucita hai| lekina kAmareDa kohena ne kucha na kahA, eka zabda bhI nhiiN| jo chaba aura nikaTa jhukaa| karIba-karIba khuzAmadI lahaje meM vaha bolA, lekina nizcita rUpa se kAmareDa kohena ApakI koI na koI rAya avazya hogii| kAmareDa kohena apanI kursI meM jarA sA kasamasAe aura isa yuvaka ko sthira dRSTi se dekhA aura unhoMne apanA mauna tor3A, kAmareDa chaba, ve bole, merI eka rAya hai, ve ruka kara bole, lekina maiM isase sahamata nahIM huuN| aba adhikatara logoM kI aisI hI hAlata hai| tumheM patA hai ki tathya kyA hai, lekina tuma isase sahamata nahIM ho, kyoMki tumheM isase rAjI na hone ke lie taiyAra kara diyA gayA hai| satya jaisA hai vaisA tuma usako jAnate ho, lekina tumheM usake bAre meM pUrvAgrahagrasta hone ke lie saMskArita kara diyA gayA hai| jarA sAre pUrvAgrahoM ko eka ora rakha do| basa jIvana ko dekho bhr| jIvana ko tumhAre Upara isa bhAMti abhivyakta hone do jaise ki tuma kabhI saMskArita nahIM kie gae the, jaise ki tuma kisI anya graha se pRthvI para basa abhI Ae ho| aura tuma basa dekho binA kisI vicAradhArA kI pRSThaluk ke-hiMdU IsAI, musalamAna ke binaa| atIta ke binA, vartamAna para dRSTi ddaalo| atIta ko vartamAna meM avarodha mata utpanna karane do| vaha jo hai use svayaM ko tumhAre Upara abhivyakta karane do|
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________________ taba samasyA kahAM hai? kAma samasyA kyoM hai? isase adhika pyArA aura kucha bhI nahIM hai| tuma puSpoM kI prazaMsA kie cale jAte ho lekina tumane kabhI socA nahIM ki ve vRkSa ke kAmuka prayAsa haiN| unameM kAma- bIjANu, kAma-koSTha haiN| vaha vRkSa kA titaliyoM aura makkhiyoM ko dhokhA dene kA tAki ve usake parAga kaNoM ko mAdA puSpa taka le jAeM-upAya hai| unakI prazaMsA karate ho tuma, binA yaha jAne ki tuma kAma-UrjA kI prazaMsA kara rahe ho| kitane suMdara haiM sAre phUla, lekina ye sabhI kAma-UrjA kI abhivyaktiyAM haiN| tuma pakSiyoM ke gItoM kI prazaMsA karate ho, kiMtu kyA tuma jAnate ho? ve aura kucha nahIM basa rijhAne kI tarakIbeM haiN| nara pakSI mAdA pakSI ko pukAratA calA jAtA hai, hara upAya se, dhvani se, gIta se use mohita karane kA prayAsa karatA hai| tumane kisI mora ko nAcate hue avazya dekhA hogaa| isake jaisA aura kucha bhI nahIM hai lekina yaha viparIta liMgI ko rijhAne kI jAduI tarakIba ke atirikta aura kucha bhI nahIM hai| yadi tuma cAroM ora dekho to tuma hairAna ho jaaoge| jo kucha bhI suMdara hai, kAmuka hai| tumhAre sabhI sAdhu-mahAtmA puSpoM kI prazaMsA kie cale jAte haiN| ve to basa manuSya ke kAma kI khilAvaTa ke virodha meM haiN| unhoMne ThIka se nahIM dekhA hogA ki ve kyA kara rahe haiN| tuma puSpoM ko, bahuta sAre puSpoM ko lekara maMdira jAte ho aura apane devatA ke caraNoM meM tuma apane puSpoM ko arpita kara dete ho, binA jAne ki tuma kyA kara rahe ho| yaha eka kAmuka upahAra hai| vaha sabhI kucha, jo suMdara hai-puSpa, gAyana, nRtya-kAmuka hai| jahAM kahIM bhI tumako sauMdarya kA koI anubhava huA ho, yaha kAmuka hai| sArA sauMdarya kAmuka hai| ise aisA honA hI par3atA hai| lekina basa manuSyoM meM vaita nirmita kara diyA gayA hai| dvaita ko girA do| maiM tumhArI samasyA hala karane nahIM jA rahA huuN| maiM to basa itanA kaha rahA hUM ki tumhArI samasyA mUrkhatApUrNa, bevakUphI hai| aura yaha mata soco ki tuma mere pAsa eka bar3I AdhyAtmika samasyA lekara A rahe ho| tuma to basa eka murkhatApUrNa cIja lA rahe ho jisakA AdhyAtmikatA se jarA bhI lenA-denA nahIM hai| use girA do| maiM yaha nahIM kaha rahA hUM ki apane kAma se saMtuSTa bane rho| maiM kaha rahA hUM ki isako svIkAra kro| isameM zreSThatara saMbhAvanAeM chipI huI haiN| lekina svIkRti se hI pahalA dvAra khulatA hai; taba dUsarA dvAra upalabdha ho jAtA hai| yaha kAma-UrjA hai jo UrjA ke anya cakroM meM gati.?Ila hotI hai, UMcI aura UMcI aura UMcI calI jAtI hai| yadi tuma kahIM aTaka gae ho, kAma samasyA bana jAtA hai, lekina phira bhI kAma samasyA nahIM hai balki aTake rahanA samasyA hai| yaha bAta tuma para spaSTa ho jAnI caahie| kAma kabhI samasyA nahIM hai, balki tumhArA kahIM aTaka jAnA samasyA hai| yaha bilakula dUsarI bAta hai| isalie kahIM aTako mata, jama mata jaao| tarala bane raho aura gatizIla rho|
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________________ bauddhika rUpa se tuma ise samajha jAte ho, lekina tumhArA atIta bAdhA detA hai| aba tumako eka mahat cUnAva, eka bar3A nirNaya karanA par3egA : atIta kI sunanI hai yA apane vartamAna-tAjI samajha kI sunanI hai| tama kisake sAtha rahane jA rahe ho| apane mRta aura bojhila atIta ke sAtha yA apanI tAjI samajha ke sAtha jo ki abhI-abhI tumheM ghaTita huI hai| eka bAra do mitra the, unameM se eka ko dUsare ke sAtha prayogAtmaka majAka karane kA behada zoka thaa| eka saMdhyA, yaha jAna kara ki usakA mitra carca ke prAMgaNa ke choTe rAste se hokara gujarane vAlA hai, vaha aMdhere kabristAna kI eka kaba ke patthara ke pIche chipa kara baiTha gyaa| kucha samaya bAda hI usane apane mitra kI AhaTa sunI, jaise hI vaha nikaTa AyA, majAkiyA mitra ne khUna jamA dene vAlI cItkAra maarii| pahalA vyakti ghabar3A kara apane rAste para thama gayA aura kahane lagA, kyA yaha tuma ho jaoNna? vaha bolaa| vahAM se koI uttara na aayaa| mujhe patA hai ki yaha tuma ho jaoNna, usa mitra ne kahA, maiM jAnatA hUM ki yaha tuma ho jaoNna, lekina kucha bhI ho maiM to bhAgane vAlA huuN| yadi tuma jAnate ho, to cAhe kucha bhI ho tuma bhAga kyoM rahe ho? tAjI samajha ke sAtha jiiyo| isa kSaNa ke sAtha jiiyo| atIta ke davArA pathabhraSTa mata hoo| sadaiva tAje aura naye aura usake sAtha raho jisakA tumhArI cetanA ke kSitija para abhI-abhI udaya ho rahA hai, tabhI tuma vikasita hooge| yadi tuma sadaiva purAne, bIte hue ke sAtha rahoge to tuma bIte hue ho jAoge, tuma kabhI vikasita nahIM hooge| vikAsa vartamAna meM hai, vikAsa tAje, yuvA kA hai, vikAsa naye kA hai| isalie pratidina usa dhUla ko jhADU do jo sAmAnyata: tumhArI cetanA ke darpaNa para jama jAtI hai| apane darpaNa ko svaccha rakho tAki jo kucha bhI tumhAre sammukha Ae pUrI taraha pratibiMbita ho jaae| aura pratibiMbita karate hue jIyo, usa tAje parAvartana ke sAtha jiiyo| 'maiM kisI anya guru ke nirdezana meM sAdhanA kara rahA thaa| usa samaya mere lie kAma kI samasyA nahIM thii|' tumheM isakI samasyA nahIM hogI yadi tamako sikhAyA jAe ki isakA damana kisa bhAMti kiyA jaae| isakA itanI gaharAI taka damana kiyA jA sakatA hai ki tuma aisA anubhava karane lago jaise ki yaha vahAM nahIM hai| 'lekina mere mana meM tanAva rahA karate the|' tanAva A jAeMge kyoMki tanAvoM ke binA koI damana nahIM ho sakatA hai| vAstava meM tumhAre mana kI tanAvagrasta avasthA sUkSma damanoM ke pratibiMboM ke atirikta aura kucha bhI nahIM haiN| yadi tumhAre bhItara koI bhI damana nahIM hai to hI tama vizrAMta ho sakate ho| jisa vyakti meM koI bhI damana na ho vaha
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________________ vizrAMta hotA hai| vaha vyakti jisake bhItara damana hai vizrAMta nahIM ho sakatA hai, kyoMki vizrAMti usake damanoM ke virodha meM calI jaaegii| isa prakriyA ko samajhane kA prayAsa kro| jaba tuma kisI bAta kA damana karate ho, tumako satata rUpa se caukanne rahanA par3atA hai, tuma lagAtAra damana karate rahate ho| damana koI aisA kRtya nahIM hai ki tumane ise eka bAra kara liyA aura kAma khtm| ise tumhAre jIvana ke hara pala karanA par3atA hai| yadi tuma aisA na karo to ve cIjeM jinakA tumane damana kiyA thA sataha para A jaaeNgii| tumako lagAtAra unakI chAtI para savAra hokara unako vahIM pakar3a kara rakhanA par3atA hai| yadi tuma unako eka kSaNa ke lie bhI chor3a do to zatru phira uTha khar3A hogA aura phira vahI saMgharSa aura phira vahI dvaMdva hogaa| isIlie tumhAre sAdhu-mahAtmA koI avakAza nahIM le skte| asNbhv| tuma avakAza kaise le : sakate ho, kyoMki avakAza hara mAmale ko gar3abar3a kara degaa| tumhAre saMtoM ko lagAtAra caukasI para rahanA par3atA hai| yahI tanAva hai| satata strktaa| koI strI A rahI hai apanI UrjA ko lagAtAra saMkucita karate raho; ise vahAM roka kara rkho| strI ko nikala jAne do| lekina ve lagAtAra vahAM se hokara gujara rahI haiM yA yadi ve nahIM gujara rahI haiM, to yaha kucha aura hai, aura anya koI hai sArA jIvana kAmuka hai| yadi tuma kisI prakAra se striyoM se baca jAo aura himAlaya bhAga jAo, vahAM pakSI eka-dUsare se premAlApa kara rahe hoNge| kyA karoge tuma? pazu AeMge aura tumheM bAdhA deNge| sArA jIvana kAmuka hai; tuma kahIM bhAga nahIM skte| sArA mahAsAgara kAma UrjA kA hai| aura isameM galata kucha bhI nahIM hai; yaha suMdara DhaMga se aisA hai| paramAtmA isa vizva meM kAma kI a [ti nirUpita huA hai| yadi tuma prAcIna zAstroM meM vizeSataH hiMdU zAstroM meM khojo-to tumheM yahI milegaa| paramAtmA ne saMsAra kyoM racA? hiMdU zAstroM kA kahanA hai, kyoMki usameM abhilASA utpanna ho gaI usameM kAma upajA usane saMsAra kI racanA kii| sArI sRSTi kAma-UrjA, icchA-kAma se janmI hai| lekina hiMdU eka artha meM bahuta himmatavara rahe haiN| ve kahate haiM, paramAtmA ne saMsAra racA, phira usane vRkSoM, pazuoM ko banAnA AraMbha kiyaa| usane itane adhika vRkSoM ko kaise banAyA? usane itane sAre pazuoM ko kaise banAyA? usakI yojanA kArya praNAlI kyA thI? itane jaTila saMsAra para kArya karanA usane kisa bhAMti zurU kiyA? hiMdU kahate haiM, yaha bahuta sarala hai| sarvaprathama usane gAya ko banAyA........hiMdU gAya ko prema karate haiM, isalie niHsaMdeha paramAtmA ko pahale gAya kI racanA hI karanI pdd'ii| aura gAya bahuta divya, bahuta zAMta, bahuta suMdara dikha rahI thii| usane gAya ko racA, aura taba vaha usa gAya ke prema meM par3a gyaa| koI dUsarA dharma itanA sAhasI nahIM hai - pitA putrI ke prema meM par3a rahA hai| gAya usakI putrI hai, usane ise banAyA hai| aba vaha prema meM par3a gayA hai; to kyA kiyA jAe? vaha svayaM hI kAphI ulajhana meM thaa| isalie vaha baila bana gayA, kyoMki gAya se prema karane kA
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________________ kevala yahI upAya hai, varanA tuma kaise prema kroge| isase bacane ke lie-jaise ki striyAM sadA bhAgatI rahatI haiM... traiNa UrjA bhAgatI hai| yahI to khela hai| aisA nahIM hai vAstava meM koI strI bhAga jAnA cAhatI hai; vaha bhAgane kA khela khelatI hai| hUM :....? yadi koI puruSa strI se prema-prastAva kare aura vaha turaMta usake sAtha bistara meM jAne ko taiyAra ho jAe, to puruSa jarA ciMtA karanA AraMbha kara degaa| isa strI ke sAtha kyA gar3abar3a hai? kyoMki khela to khelA hI nahIM gyaa| prema kA sauMdarya prema meM itanA adhika nahIM hai jitanA ki grama karane se pUrva khele jAne vAle khela, prAk-krIr3A meM hai| tuma aneka prayAsa karate hoMkorTazipa, sAtha-sAtha rahanA, ghUmanA-phiranA, lekina korTazipa tabhI saMbhava hai jaba strI rAjI ho| jarA sA gaura krnaa| jaba tuma kisI strI se bAta kara rahe ho, yadi tuma usameM utsuka ho, vaha pIche kI ora haTa rakho hogI, aura tuma Age bar3ha rahe hooge| lekina sadaiva vahAM eka dIvAla huA karatI hai, yadi strI dIvAla se viparIta dizA meM jAtI hai to vaha pakar3a meM A jaaegii| vaha hamezA dIvAla kI ora bar3hatI hai-yaha bhI cAhI huI bAta hai| yaha sabhI kucha cAhA gayA hai, yahI sArA khela hai, aura suMdara hai yaha khel| isa taraha gAya ne baila se bacane ke lie bhAganA AraMbha kara diyaa| vaha mAdA cItA bana gii| to paramAtmA ko cItA bananA par3a gyaa| vaha zeranI bana gaI-basa bhAgane ke lie| paramAtmA ko zera bananA pdd'aa| aura isI prakAra se sArA saMsAra nirmita ho gayA, strI kA bhAganA, puruSa kA pIche daudd'naa| eka suMdara kahAnI, aura bahuta sty| isI prakAra se sArA saMsAra sRjita huA hai : eka UrjA bhAgatI huI, dUsarI usake pIche dauDatI huii| lakAchipI kA khela-aura strI chipatI hai, aura chipa jAtI hai aura chipatI rahatI hai aura isakA sauMdarya-aura paramAtmA use bAra-bAra khoja letA hai-naye rUpoM meM, naye puSpoM meM, naye pakSiyoM meM, naye pazuoM meN| aura khela calatA calA jAtA hai.....yaha lIlA anaMta hai| hiMdU kahate haiM ki paramAtmA kI lIlA kA koI aMta nahIM hai| kiMtu sArA khela kAmuka hai| yaha khela jaisA hai, kAmuka hai kyoMki yaha kArya nahIM hai| tuma khela ko isI ke lie khelate ho| yahI kAraNa hai ki hiMduoM kI paramAtmA kI avadhAraNA, IsAiyoM aura musalamAnoM aura yahUdiyoM kI paramAtmA kI avadhAraNAoM se kahIM zreSTha hai| yahUdI Izvara kisI zramika, karIba-karIba kAmagAra, eka zUdra jaisA dikhAI par3atA hai| hiMdU Izvara kArya kI ciMtA nahIM karatA hai, vaha kisI zramika saMgha se saMbaMdhita nahIM hai| vaha khilAr3I hai, abhinetA hai| sArA saMsAra usakA khela hai| vaha isase AnaMdita hotA hai, aura isakA koI aMta nahIM hai| apane Apa meM yahI sAdhya hai, yaha koI sAdhana nahIM hai| hA kArya aura khela meM yahI aMtara hai, kArya sadaiva lakSya unmukha hotA hai| apane Apa meM yaha vyartha hai, isIlie tuma ise na karanA caahoge| tuma Aphisa jAte ho, phaikTrI meM, dukAna meM jAte ho aura sArA dina tuma kArya karate ho, kyoMki jo kucha tuma cAhate ho-kAra, acchA makAna, eka suMdara strI-sirpha tabhI
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________________ saMbhava hai yadi tuma dhana kmaao| tuma phaikTrI meM isalie kArya nahIM kara rahe ho kyoMki tuma isase prema karate ho, tuma Aphisa meM isalie nahIM ho ki tuma ise prema karate ho| tumheM kucha dUsarI vastuoM kI cAha hai, lekina ve kArya ke binA upalabdha nahIM hai, isalie tumheM kisI bhI prakAra se unako pAne ke lie zarta pUrI karanI par3atI hai| isalie tuma kArya karate ho| lekina tumhArA lakSya kahIM aura hai| khela pUrI taraha alaga hai| tuma khela rahe ho; isakA koI lakSya nahIM hai| yaha svayaM meM hI lakSya hai| tuma sakriyatA kA AnaMda usameM hI le rahe ho| maiMne sunA hai, lArDa kArnaphortha, lArDa yele aura lArDa DoniMgTana eka ravivAra ko lAna meM baiTha kara tIsare pahara kI cAya pI rahe the| unakI bAtacIta kA viSaya kAma-saMbaMdha kI ora mur3a gyaa| lArDa kArnaphortha ne kahA ki yaha nabbe pratizata sukha hai ausa dasa pratizata kArya; lArDa yele ne kahA ki yaha pacAsa pratizata kArya hai aura pacAsa pratizata sukha; lArsa DoniMgTana, jo unameM sabase adhika umra ke the, ne kahA ki yaha dasa pratizata sukha aura nabbe pratizata kArya hai| apane vivAda kA samApana karane ke lie unhoMne phUloM kI kyArI meM kAma kara rahe bUr3he mAlI ko bulaayaa| jaba unhoMne yaha prazna usake sAmane rakhA, to usane kahA, kyoM, niHsaMdeha isa kAma meM sau pratizata sukha hai, yadi isameM jarA bhI kArya karanA par3atA, to hujUra, apane lie Apa loga yaha kAma bhI hama naukaroM se hI karA liyA krte| khela sau pratizata sukha hai| paramAtmA ke lie hiMdU avadhAraNA lIlA karane vAle kI hai, aura yaha sArI sRSTi lIlA se racI gaI hai| aura isa lIlA meM saMlagna UrjA kAma hai| vahAM aTaka mata jAo, kyoMki aura zreSTha khela haiM; khele jAne ke lie sUkSmatara khela haiN| pahale tuma bAhara kI strI se khelate ho, yaha nimnatama saMbhAvanA hai| phira tuma bhItara kI strI se khelanA AraMbha karate ho| yahI hai jisako yoga sUrya aura caMdra, piMgalA aura ir3A kA milana kahatA hai| yadi tuma puruSa ho taba bhItara kI strI ke sAtha yA yadi tuma strI ho bhItara ke puruSa ke sAtha tumhArA khela AraMbha ho jAtA hai| aura donoM haiM tumhAre bhItara, koI puruSa kevala puruSa nahIM hai, usake bhItara strI hai; koI strI kevala strI nahIM hai, usake bhItara puruSa hai| aisA honA hI hai, kyoMki tumhArA janma donoM ke saMgama se huA hai| tumhArA pitA tumako kucha detA hai, tumhArI mAM bhI tumako kucha detI hai| cAhe tuma puruSa ho yA strI, isase jarA bhI aMtara nahIM pdd'taa| tuma do UrjAoM-strI, puruSa kA sammilana ho| donoM tumameM AdhAAdhA yogadAna dete haiN| to eka puruSa aura eka strI meM kyA aMtara hai? aMtara isa prakAra kA hai. jaise ki do sikke hoM, donoM bilakula eka samAna hoM, lekina eka sikke kA zIrSa bhAga Upara hai, dUsare sikke kA pRSThabhAga Upara hai| donoM bilakula eka se hai| aMtara to kevala prabhAva kA hai| yaha aMtara guNavattA kA nahIM hai, yaha aMtara UrjA
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________________ kA nahIM hai, yaha aMtara kevala prabhAva kA hai| eka puruSa sacetana rUpa se puruSa hai, acetana rUpa se strI hai; eka strI sacetana rUpa se strI hai, acetana rUpa se puruSa hai| eka bAra tuma jAna lo ki kisa bhAMti se bAhara kI strI ke sAtha khelA jaae| aura isI kAraNa se merA jora isI bAta para hai ki pahale tumako bAhara kA khela sIkhanA par3atA hai, tabhI tuma bhItara ke sUkSma strI yA puruSa ke sAtha khela khelanA AraMbha kara sakate ho| pahale tumheM bAhara kI strI yA puruSa ko rAjI karanA par3atA hai, aura vahIM yaha khela khelanA par3atA hai, kyoMki yaha bahuta sthUla hai aura saralatA se sIkhA jA sakatA hai| yaha kisI anya mahat khela kI taiyArI mAtra hai| phira tuma bhItara jAte ho| phira tuma usa dUsare kI khoja AraMbha karate ho jo tumhAre astitva meM kahIM chipA hai, tuma ise pA jAte ho, aura tabhI tumhAre bhItara eka gaharA carama sukha, ArgAjya ghaTatA hai| yaha carama sukha uccatara se uccatara aura virATatara aura virATatara hotA jAtA hai aura sahasrAra para, zIrSa para, tumhAre astitva ke aMtima keMdra para parama ArgAjya ghaTita hotA hai, jahAM parama Izvara kA parama prakRti se milana hotA hai, jahAM do parama milate haiM, saMbaMdhita hote haiM aura stha-dUsare meM vilIna ho jAte haiM, jahA cetanA padArtha se milatI hai, puruSa prakRti se milatA hai, jahAM dRzya adRzya se milatA hai aura parama samAdhi ghaTa jAtI hai| yaha eka khela hai| tumheM ise jitanI suMdaratA se saMbhava ho pAe khelate rahanA par3atA hai| aura tumako isakI kalA sIkhanI par3atI hai| isalie yadi tuma damana karate ho, tumheM lagAtAra damana karanA par3atA hai| yadi tuma damana karate ho to tumheM lagAtAra caukIdArI karanI par3atI hai, aura tuma vizrAMta nahIM ho skte| vizrAMti kevala tabhI saMbhava hai jaba tumhAre bhItara koI zatru na ho, kevala tabhI tuma vizrAMta ho sakate ho| anyathA tuma kaise vizrAMta ho sakate ho, vizrAMti mana kI eka avasthA hai jahA koI damana, isakA koI cihna taka na ho| eka choTA baccA vizrAMta ho jAtA hai| jitanI tumhArI Ayu bar3hatI hai utanA hI zAMta ho pAnA tumhAre lie kaThina ho jAtA hai| eka choTA baccA kAphI gaharAI taka zAMta ho jAtA hai| jarA dekho, DAiniMga Tebala para bhojana karane ke daurAna bhI choTA baccA so sakatA hai| vaha apane khilaunoM se khelate-khelate bhI so sakatA hai| vaha kahIM para bhI so sakatA hai| aura bar3I Aya ke logoM ke lie sonA, vizrAMta honA, prema karanA, vilIna ho jAnA aura- aura kaThina hotA jAtA hai| itane adhika damana bhare par3e haiM bhiitr| aura tuma sadaiva itanA bojha Dhote rahate ho, tuma atyAdhika bhAra se dabe hue ho| aura yaha bhAra bahuta jaTila bhI hai; yaha sarala nahIM hai| yadi tuma kAma kA damana karate ho-isako samajhane kA prayAsa karo-tumheM sAtha hI sAtha bahuta sI anya cIjoM kA bhI damana karanA par3egA, kyoMki hara cIja paraspara saMbaMdhita hai| aMdara se yaha bahuta jaTila mAmalA hai| yadi tuma kAma kA damana karo to tumako apanI zvAsa kA bhI damana karanA pdd'egaa| tuma gaharAI se bhalIbhAMti zvAsa nahIM le sakate ho,
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________________ kyoMki gaharI zvAsa kAma ke AMtarika keMdra kI mAliza karatI rahatI hai| yadi tuma vAstava meM DhaMga se zvAsa lo to tuma kAmuka anubhava kroge| tumako zvasana prakriyA kA damana karanA par3egA, tuma gaharAI se zvAsa nahIM le sakate, yadi tuma kAma kA damana karate ho, to tumheM apane bhojana meM se kaI cIjoM kA damana karanA par3egA, kyoMki aise kaI bhojya padArtha haiM jo tumheM anya kI tulanA meM adhika kAma-UrjA pradAna karate haiN| phira tumako apanA bhojana badalanA par3a jaaegaa| yadi tuma kAma kA damana karate ho to tuma ThIka se so nahIM sakate, kyoMki yadi tuma DhaMga se so jAo aura tuma pUrI taraha vizrAMta ho jAo to tumheM kAmuka svapna AeMge, nidrA meM tumhArA skhalana ho sakatA hai, isakA bhaya vahAM rhegaa| tuma bhalIbhAMti so pAne meM samartha na ho paaoge| aba tumhArA sArA jIvana eka jaTilatA, eka graMthi, eka ghabar3AhaTa bana jaaegaa| tuma kAma kA damana kara sakate ho, lekina phira tumheM behada, bahuta tanAvagrasta, karIba-karIba pAgaloM jaisA tanAvagrasta rahanA pdd'egaa| yahI hai jise honA cAhie. 'lekina mere mana meM tanAva rahA karate the| ApakI chatrachAyA meM Akara tanAva kho cuke haiM...' bahuta zubha huA yh| niHsaMdeha jaba tanAva visarjita hote haiM, to una tanAvoM ke dvArA tumane jisa kAma ko dabA kara rakhA huA thA, ubhara AegA, puna: uTha khar3A hogaa| '....kiMtu kAma kI eka naI samasyA uTha khar3I huI hai|' ise samasyA mata kho| ise basa aise kaho aba kAma-UrjA puna: pravAhita ho rahI hai| aba tumhArI kAma-UrjA koI Thosa vastu na rahI, yaha tarala aura pravAhamAna ho gaI hai| aba tumhArA kAma puna: jIvaMta ho gayA hai, yaha paMgu aura mRta nahIM rhaa| tuma puna: yuvA ho gae ho| merA sArA prayAsa hai tumheM una zikSakoM se jinake sAtha tuma rahe ho, una zAstroM se jinako tuma par3hate rahe ho, aura una sArI mUr3hatAoM se jinameM tuma rahA karate the, kaise mukta kiyA jAe-tumheM nirbhAra kaise kruuN| merA nabbe pratizata kArya isI kAraNa hai ki tumane kucha galata sIkha rakhA hai aba tumako ise anasIkhA karanA pdd'egaa| aba puna: yadi tuma ise samasyA kahate ho, to yaha tuma nahIM ho| tumhAre tathAkathita zikSaka kI AvAja tumhAre mAdhyama se kArya kara rahI hai; vaha tumhAre hRdaya ke siMhAsana para baiThA hai aura kaha rahA hai, dekho| yaha samasyA puna: uTha rahI hai| isako roka do| damana karo iskaa| tumheM isa AvAja ke prati udAsIna honA pdd'egaa| yadi tuma mere sAtha rahanA cAhate ho, tumheM jIvaMta honA par3egA-itanA jIvaMta ki isase bAhara kucha bhI na ho, saba kucha isameM samAhita ho jaae| yahI kArya kA AraMbha hai| yadi tuma vizrAMta ho sakate ho, tuma paramAtmA taka pahuMca sakate ho| paramAtmA taka pahuMcanA koI prayAsa nahIM hai| yaha hai prayAsa rahita vizrAMti, leTa go|
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________________ prazna: niSkriyatApUrvaka sajaga kaise huA ? na bahirmukhI aura na aMtarmukhI kaise huA jAe? honA aura phira bhI na honA kaise huA jAe? kRpayA zabdoM se nahIM varana zUnya dvArA uttara de| taba to tumheM bhI zUnya ke mAdhyama se pUchanA pdd'egaa| yadi tumheM merA mauna uttara cAhie, to tumako mauna dvArA hI pUchanA pdd'egaa| yadi tuma mauna dvArA nahIM pUcha sakate, taba bhI maiM mauna dvArA uttara de sakatA hUM kiMtu usa uttara ko tuma samajha na paaoge| pahale tumheM mauna kI bhASA sIkhanI par3egI / isalie yadi tuma mujhase mauna meM kucha pAnA cAhate ho, to svayaM kI taiyArI karo aura mauna meM prazna puucho| ise likhane kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai kyoMki maiM tumheM utanA hI de sakatA hUM jitanA grahaNa karane kI pAtratA tumameM hai| aura aise dIvAnagI bhare prazna mata pUcho, kyoMki maiM aura dIvAnagI se uttara de sakatA huuN| maiM tumheM eka kahAnI sunAtA hUM eka mAM ne socA ki usakI beTI kI asAmAnya pravRttiyoM kI saMbhAvanA ke lie jAMca kI jAnI cAhie, isalie vaha use eka manocikitsaka ke pAsa lekara gii| anya praznoM ke sAtha manocikitsaka ne pUchA : tuma lar3akA ho yA lar3akI? lar3akI ne uttara diyA. lar3akA / isa apratyAzita uttara se hairAna hokara manocikitsaka ne pUchA jaba tuma bar3I ho jAogI to tuma kyA banogI- strI yA puruSa puruSa / usane uttara diyA / bAda meM jaba ve ghara lauTa rahe the, to mAM ne pUchA : unake dvArA pUche gae praznoM ke tumane itane ajIba se uttara kyoM die?
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________________ choTI lar3akI garvapUrvaka khar3I ho gaI aura usane kahA. yadi ve mujhase dIvAnagI bhare savAla pUchane jA rahe, to maiM bhI unheM dIvAnagI bhare uttara dUMgI - veM mujhe mUrkha nahIM banA skte| isa bAta ko yAda rkho| yadi tuma pUrNa mauna meM uttara prApta karanA cAhate ho, to sIkho mauna kaise huA jaae| phira tumheM pUchane kI jarUrata na rahegI, tumheM apane bhItara prazna banAne kI jarUrata bhI na par3egI, tumheM mere pAsa Ane kI AvazyakatA bhI nahIM hai, kyoMki taba zArIrika nikaTatA kI jarUrata nahIM rahegI / tuma jahAM kahIM bhI ho tuma merA uttara pAne ke yogya hooge| aura vaha uttara merA yA kisI aura kA nahIM hogA, yaha tumhAre apane hRdaya kA uttara hogaa| mujhe tumheM uttara dene par3ate haiM kyoMki tumheM nahIM patA ki prazna kaise pUchA jaae| mujhe tumheM uttara dene par3ate haiM kyoMki tuma apane svayaM ke astitva se uttara pAne meM abhI samartha nahIM ho pAe ho eka bAra tuma 'mauna sIkha lo, to tuma AtyaMtika rUpa se samartha ho jAoge basa mauna ho jAo aura sAre prazna kho jAte haiN| aisA nahIM hai ki tumheM koI uttara mila jAtA hai, basa prazna kho jAte hai, tumhAre pAsa pUchane ke lie koI prazna nahIM bctaa| buddha apane ziSyoM se kahA karate the, eka varSa ke lie basa cupa ho jAo, mauna ho raho eka varSa bAda jo kucha bhI tuma pUchanA cAho pUcha sakate ho lekina eka varSa bAda ve nahIM pUcheMge kyoMki prazna kho jAte haiN| tuma jitanA adhika mauna ho jAte ho, utane hI kama prazna uThate haiM, kyoMki prazna zoragula se bhare mana kA bhAga haiN| prazna tumhAre jIvana se, tumhAre astitva se aura tumhAre hone se nahIM A rahe haiN| ve eka vikSipta mana se A rahe haiN| jaba vikSiptatA kucha kama ho jAtI hai, zoragula jarA thama jAtA hai aura mana kA yAtAyAta kho jAtA hai, to usa yAtAyAta aura zoragula ke sAtha prazna bhI kho jAte haiN| acAnaka vahAM mauna ho jAtA hai| mauna hI uttara hai| prazna: ozo, maiM bahuta se svapna dekhA karatA hUM, kiMtu zAyada hI kabhI Apa mere sapanoM meM Ate hai| aksara neharU, jayaprakAza aura dinakara hI dikhAI dete hai aura vahIM zaitAna relagAr3I jo hara bAra mere sAmAna lekara calI jAtI hai| lekina mujhe sTezana para khar3A chor3a jAtI hai| svapna meM Apa eka bAra mujhe apanI jIpa se eka Ubar3a-khAbar3a nadI taTa para le gae the|
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________________ aura kala rAta maiMne Apako aneka bhalI striyoM se eka sAtha vivAha karate hue dekhA, aura Apane mujhase kahA ki Apa una sabhI ke sAtha saralatA aura sahajatApUrvaka nibhA leNge| oze, kRpayA kucha kaheMge ki svapna dekhane vAle ke lie isa sabakA kyA abhiprAya hai? yaha prazna svAmI AnaMda maitreya ne pUchA hai| yaha suMdara prazna hai| aura eka acchA tathA arthapUrNa prazna hai yh| yaha unake bAre meM bahuta kucha pradarzita karatA hai| pahalI bAta, atIta meM ve rAjanItijJa rahe haiM, aura unheM bahuta ummIdeM thiiN| ve paMDita javAharalAla neharU, jayaprakAza nArAyaNa aura rAmadhArI siMha dinakara ke sahayogI rahe haiN| kaI varSoM taka ve saMsada ke sadasya bhI rahe haiN| kisI prakAra ve mere prati AkRSTa ho gae, aura eka mahAna rAjanetA, eka bar3I rAjanaitika tAkata bana pAne ke unake sAre svapna kho ge| lekina atIta aba bhI cipakA hai| ye sapane jinameM neharU, jayaprakAza aura dinakara Ate haiM, bahuta pratIkAtmaka haiN| ve pradarzita karate haiM ki unake acetana meM kahIM bhItara abhI bhI rAjanaitika mahatvAkAMkSA vidyamAna hai| ve abhI taka isase pUrI taraha se chuTakArA pAne meM samartha nahIM ho pAe haiN| ve niSThApUrvaka mere sAtha haiM, ve pramANikatA se mere sAtha haiM lekina atIta aba bhI cipakA hai| ve isase chuTakArA pAnA cAhate haiM, yahI kAraNa hai ki atIta dina meM nahIM AtA hai| rAta meM jaba ve gaharI nIMda meM aura asahAya hote haiM taba vaha A jAtA hai| taba mana purAnI cAlabAjiyAM bAra-bAra khelanA AraMbha kara detA hai| maiM unake sapanoM meM adhika nahIM AtA, kyoMki maiM to yahAM haM hii| maiM yathArtha meM yahAM ha isalie mere bAre meM svapna nirmita karane meM kyA sAra hai| yAda rakho, svapna sadaiva unhIM cIjoM ke bAre meM Ate haiM jo upasthita nahIM haiM; yA to ve atIta meM thIM yA bhaviSya meM tuma unheM caahoge| jo kucha bhI vartamAna meM tumhArI vAstavikatA kA hissA hai, kabhI tumhAre svapnoM meM nahIM aaegaa| tumhArI khuda kI patnI kabhI bhI tumhAre svapnoM meM nahIM AegI, par3osiyoM kI patniyAM, ve A jaaeNgii| tumhArA apanA pati kabhI tumhAre svapnoM meM na AegA, koI sAra hI nahIM hai usake Ane meM, lekina dUsare loga A jaaeNge| svapna vAstavikatA kA sthAnApanna hai| yaha paripUraka hai| yadi tumane DhaMga se bhojana kiyA hai, apane bhojana kA AnaMda liyA hai, isako prema kiyA hai, aura tuma saMtuSTa ho, to tuma rAtri ko svapna meM puna: bhojana karate hae svayaM ko na dekhoge aura na hI aisA socoge, aisA svapna nahIM aaegaa| eka dina upavAsa karo, aura phira tumheM svAdiSTa bhojana, susvAda bhojana ke svapna AeMge-tumheM rAjagharAne davArA rAjamahala meM nimaMtrita kiyA gayA hai, tuma khAte ho, khA rahe ho aura khAe jA rahe ho|
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________________ svapna to basa isI ko iMgita karatA hai ki tumhAre jIvana meM kyA khoyA huA hai, jo pahale se hI vahAM hai vaha kabhI svapna kA bhAga nahIM hotaa| yahI kAraNa hai ki sabuddha vyakti ko svapna nahIM Ate, kyoMki vaha kisI bhI bAta se nahIM cUka rahA hai| jo kucha bhI usane cAhA ghaTa gayA hai aura aba kucha rahA bhI nhiiN| usake vartamAna ko prabhAvita karane ke lie usake pAsa na atIta hai aura na bhvissy| usakA vartamAna paripUrNa hai| jo kucha bhI vaha kara rahA hai vaha pUrI taraha usakA AnaMda le rahA hai| vaha itanA tRpta hai ki kisI bhI prakAra ke paripUraka svapna kI AvazyakatA hI na rhii| tumhAre svapna tumhAre asaMtoSa hai, tumhAre svapna tumhArI atRptiyAM hai, tumhAre svapna tumhArI adhUrI icchAeM haiN| maitreya rAjanItijJa rahe haiM, aura unakA mana abhI bhI isa rAjanIti ko sAtha rakhe hue hai| aura isIlie 'vahI zaitAna relagADI jo hara bAra merA sAmAna lekara calI jAtI hai lekina mujhe chor3a jAtI hai' yaha bhI unake svapnoM meM aneka bAra AtA hai, yaha bahuta se logoM ke svapnoM kA hissA hai| eka relagAr3I, kisI bhAMti tuma usa taka pahuMce, daur3ate- bhAgate, kisI prakAra se tuma pleTaphArma taka pahuMca pAe ho aura relagAr3I chUTa gii| aura unakI parezAnI to aura bhI adhika hai, unakA sAmAna bhI relagAr3I meM rakhA huA hai aura ve pleTaphArma para binA kisI sAmAna ke akele khar3e chor3a die gae haiN| yahI to huA hai unake saath| neharU relagAr3I meM baiTha kara cale gae, dinakara relagAr3I meM baiTha kara cale gae, jayaprakAza nArAyaNa relagAr3I meM baiTha kara cale gae aura ve unakA sAmAna bhI le gae aura ve pleTaphArma para khar3e raha gae haiM khAlI haath| ve mahatvAkAMkSAeM, rAjanaitika mahatvAkAMkSAeM abhI bhI unake acetana meM vidayamAna haiN| isIlie unake svapna meM nahIM A rahA hUM maiN| maiM to yahAM hUM hii| maiM koI mahatvAkAMkSA nahIM huuN| jaba maiM jA cukA hoUMgA to maiM unake svapnoM meM A sakatA hUM-aba unakI eka aura relagAr3I chUTa cukI hogii| eka relagAr3I unakI chuTa gaI hai, aura unhoMne use AtyaMtika rUpa se chor3a diyA hai| aba vApasa lauTane kA koI upAya rahA nahIM, kyoMki eka khAsa kisma kI samajha unameM jAga cukI hai| ve aba vApasa nahIM jA sakate ve puna: rAjanItijJa nahIM ho skte| vApasI nahIM ho rahI hai, kiMtu atIta cipakA raha sakatA hai, aura jitanA adhika yaha cipakatA hai unakI dUsarI relagAr3I bhI chUTa sakatI hai| aura niHsaMdeha, 'Apa eka bAra mujhe apanI jIpa se eka Ubar3a-khAbar3a nadI taTa para le gae the|' jIpa hai, aura cAroM tarapha eka Ubar3a-khAbar3a nadI taTa hai-yaha bahuta Ubar3a-khAbar3a hai| mere sAtha rahanA sadaiva khatare meM, asurakSA meM jInA hai| maiM tumheM koI surakSA nahIM detA, vAstava meM maiM tumase tumhArI sArI surakSAeM chIna letA huuN| maiM karIba-karIba khAlI kara detA hUM-pakar3ane ke lie kucha bhI nahIM, cipakane ke lie kucha bhI nhiiN| maiM tumheM akelA chor3a detA huuN| bhaya uTha khaDA hotA hai| aba maitreya pUrI taraha akele chUTa gae hai-na dhana, na zakti, na pratiSThA, na koI rAjanaitika str| saba kucha jA cukA hai, ve mAtra eka bhikkha haiN| maiMne unako eka bhikSuka banA diyA hai| aura ve Upara uTha rahe
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________________ the| ve Upara aura Upara uTha rahe the| aba taka to ve kisI taraha mukhyamaMtrI bana cuke hote yA ve keMdrIya maMtrimaMDala meM sammilita ho cuke hote| bahuta Azvasta the ve| ve sabhI svapna tirohita ho cuke haiN| aba ve sapane banate rahate haiM aura unakA pIchA karate rahate haiM, bhUta haiM ve svpn| unako isa tathya ko pahacAnanA hogA ki vApasa jAnA saMbhava na rhaa| ve vApasa na lauTa sakane vAle biMdu para pahuMca cuke haiN| isalie aba usa bojha ko DhonA anAvazyaka hai| Adatavaza mana isako Dhoe calA jAtA hai| ise chor3a deN| isako pahacAna leM, isameM gaharAI se dekha leN| isase dhokhA na khaaeN| maiMne sunA hai, mullA nasaruddIna kI patnI apane pati kI bahuta adhika pIne kI Adata se behada ciMtita thI, aura eka rAta usane mullA ko DarAne kI tthaanii| usane khuda ko sapheda kapar3e meM lapeTA aura yaha jAnate hue ki usake pati kI zarAba ghara se Ate samaya kabristAna se hote hue choTe rAste se Ane kI Adata hai vaha kabristAna meM jAkara baiTha gii| thor3I hI dera meM mullA lar3akhar3AtA huA AyA, vaha eka kaba ke sirahAne se kUda kara acAnaka usake sAmane A khar3I huii| hUMsss, vaha cIkhI, maiM zaitAna huuN| mullA nasarudadIna ne apanA hAtha bAhara nikAlA aura usakA kaMdhA thapathapA kara vaha bolA. tumhArI bahana se merA vivAha ho cukA hai| pahacAna lo! ina neharU, dinakara aura jepI. ke bhUtoM ko pahacAna lo, tumhAre atIta kA unakI bahana rAjanIti se vivAha ho cukA hai| ina bhUtoM ke dvArA mata chale jaao| unhoMne eka dAga chor3a diyA hai, ise dhokara sApha karanA pddegaa| aura maiM jAnatA hUM ki bahuta kaThina hai| jaba tuma basa saphalatA ke kagAra para ho aura acAnaka tuma mur3a gae aura tumane apanA rAstA badala liyA, taba bar3I muzkila bAta hai yh| jaba ve mujhase mile the to ve saMsada sadasya the, lekina isa mulAkAta ne unakA jIvana badala diyaa| dhIre-dhIre ve rAjanIti se haTane lage, majhameM adhika ruci lene lage aura apanI rAjanaitika gatividhiyoM meM ruci kama karane lge| aura ve basa saphalatA ke mukAma para khar3e the| yadi ve saphala ho gae hote, aura unhoMne saphalatA kI pIr3AoM ko saha liyA hotA, aura saphalatA kI asaphalatA ko bhI jhelA hotA, to unake lie purAne bhUtoM ko chor3a pAnA apekSAkRta AsAna rahA hotA, basa saphala hone ke mukAma para khar3e the ve| basa usI daravAje para jaba ve mahala meM ghusa rahe the unakI bheMTa mujhase ho gii| aba vaha daravAjA aura usa mahala kA svapna aura vahAM rahane kA svapna jArI hai| yadi ve usa mahala meM kucha samaya raha lie hote aura yaha jAna gae hote ki isameM kucha nahIM rakhA hai, to yaha sarala rahA hotA, to yaha bahuta AsAna bAta ho gaI hotii| isIlie to merA kahanA hai ki yadi tuma kisI kAryakSetra meM ho to use chor3ane ke bajAya usameM saphala ho jAnA behatara hai| yadi tuma dhanavAna
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________________ honA cAhate ho, to dhanavAna ho jaao| isa mAmale ko nibaTA hI DAlo, eka bAra dhana tumhAre pAsa ho tabhI tuma yaha jAna sakoge ki yaha kucha nahIM hai, yaha nirAzA lAtA hai| lekina yadi tumane saphalatA se pUrva hI ise chor3a diyA ho, samasyA ho jaaegii| aneka bAra yaha vicAra bAra-bAra uThegA, ho sakatA hai ki usameM kucha rahA ho| varanA sArA saMsAra kyoM dhana, rAjanIti aura zakti meM utsuka hai? vahAM kucha na kucha to hai| ho sakatA hai ki maiMne hI galatI se Trena chor3a dI ho| mujhe lage rahanA cAhie thA, mujhe sAre mAmale ko dekha kara usakA anubhava kara lenA cAhie thaa| yadi tuma kisI icchA ko pUrA karane meM saphala ho cuke ho, to vaha icchA svaya hI tumheM icchAvihIna banA detI hai| vaha saphalatA svata: hI icchA ko mAra DAlatI hai| taba kama jAgarUkatA ke sAtha hI vyakti tyAga kara sakatA hai| lekina agara tuma basa pahuMcane hI jA rahe ho, basa lakSya chUne bhara kI dUrI para ho aura sabhI kucha saMbhava huA jA rahA ho aura tuma pIche ghUma kara dUra cale jAo, isake lie adhika saghana hoza kI jarUrata pdd'egii| isalie maitreya ko aura saghana hoza kI jarUrata hogii| lekina yaha bhI ghaTita honA thA, kyoMki eka bAra tuma kisI ke prabhAva kSetra meM A jAo jo tumheM saMsAra se bAhara le Ae, eka bAra tumhArA saMparka ho jAe-aura tuma anajAne meM hI saMsparzita ho gae... maiM eka anya rAjanetA ke ghara mehamAna thA aura unhoMne maitreya ko bhI nimaMtrita kiyA huA thaa| aba kyoMki eka bajarga rAjanetA, eka variSTha rAjanetA ne unheM nimaMtrita kiyA thA to unheM yaha jAnane ke lie AnA hI par3atA ki mAmalA kyA hai| kiMtu bAra-bAra tuma kisI aise prabhAva kSetra ke saMparka meM A jAo jo tumako mahatvAkAMkSA ke saMsAra se bAhara le jA sakatA ho-aura yadi tuma jarA saMvedanazIla ho samajhaparNa ho-aura ve haiM-ve bAta ko taraMta samajha ge| ve vayovadadha rAjanetA jinake ghara maiM ThaharA huA thA, mere sAtha kaI varSoM taka rahe, paraMtu mujhako kabhI nahIM smjhe| ve aba vidA le cuke haiM, svargIya ho gae haiM, lekina ve rAjanetA kI bhAMti mare, aura ve saMsada sadasyarahate hue mre| vai sAre saMsAra ke sarvAdhika samaya rahane vAle saMsada sadasyoM meM se eka the| ve pacAsa varSa taka saMsada sadasya rhe| lekina ve mujhe kabhI nahIM samajha ske| ve mujhako bahuta cAhate the, karIba-karIba mere prema meM par3a gae the, lekina samajha saMbhava na ho skii| ve bahuta maMdamati, mUr3ha the| unake mAdhyama se maitreya mere pAsa Ae, lekina ve bahata saMvedanazIla vyakti haiN| aura merA unase kahanA hai ki na kevala apane rAjanaitika jIvana meM ve saphalatA ke pAtra the varana parama ke lie bhI ve behada upayukta pAtra haiN| tumane eka Trena chor3a dI hai, dUsarI ko mata chodd'naa| yadi isa bAra tuma cUka gae, to na sirpha tumhArA sAmAna, balki tumhAre vastra bhI jAne vAle haiN| tuma nagna khar3e raha jaaoge| eka bAra eka bar3A rAjanetA mara gayA aura usake bhUta ne zavayAtrA meM, apanI khuda kI zavayAtrA ke sAtha, calane kA phaisalA kiyaa| apane aMtima saMskAra ke samaya usakI bheMTa eka anya rAjanetA ke bhUta se haI jisase vaha varSoM se paricita thaa|
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________________ kahie bhaI netAjI, dUsare bhUta ne kahA, maiM to kahatA haM-bar3I bhIr3a hai,kyA bAta hai ApakI? hI, pahale bhUta ne kahA, yadi mujhe mAlUma hotA ki maiM itanI bar3I bhIr3a jamA kara sakatA hUM to maiM kabhI kA mara cukA hotaa| rAjanetA kI icchA behada bacakAnI icchA hotI hai, dUsaroM kI AMkhoM meM zreSTha aura mahAna diikhnaa| sarala hai ise upalabdha karanA, kyoMki bhIr3a to basa pAgala hai| tamako basa itanA mAluma honA cAhie ki unake pAgalapana ko kaise istemAla kiyA jaae| tumako to sirpha yaha mAlUma honA cAhie ki usakI prazaMsA ko kaise ukasAyA jaae| tumako basa jarA sA cAlAka honA par3atA hai| basa yahI saba kucha hai, kisI aura cIja kI jarUrata hI nahIM hai| bhIr3eM to mUr3ha haiN| lekina vAstava meM mahAna bana pAnA pUrNata: alaga bAta hai| vAstavika rUpa se zreSTha banane ke lie vyakti ko bhItara jAnA par3atA hai| vyakti ko sajaga, icchA zUnya, anAsakta, saMkeMdrita honA par3atA hai, vyakti ko parA, atikramaNa ke pAra ke biMdu para pahuMcanA par3atA hai| isakA dUsaroM se kucha bhI lenA-denA nahIM hai| dUsare bhI karIba-karIba utane hI vikSipta haiM jitane ki tuma ho| unako tuma istemAla kara sakate ho, tuma apane lie unakI tAliyoM ko aura unakI prazaMsA ko ukasA sakate ho, lekina isameM kyA sAra hai? jarA isa DhaMga se soca kara to dekho, thor3A aMka-gaNita tolgaao| yadi eka mUrkha tumhArI prazaMsA meM apane hAthoM se tAlI bajAtA hai, kyA isase tuma mahimAvAna ho jAoge? tuma nahIM hooge| lekina eka mUrkha, eka hajAra mUrkha yA dasa lAkha mUoM kI tAlI meM kyA aMtara hai? yadi koI samajhadAra vya mhArI ora prema aura AzISa se vAra kara dekhatA hai, to yaha paryApta hai| eka cir3iyAghara se do zera eka ho dina bhAga ge| AjAda ghUmate rahane ke tIna saptAha bAda unakI eka-dUsare se mulAkAta huii| unameM se eka zera dubalA aura kamajora thA, jaba ki dUsarA tagar3A-moTA aura niHsaMdeha khAyA-pIyA dIkha rahA thaa| maiM cir3iyAghara meM vApasa lauTane kI soca rahA haM kamajora vAle zera ne kahA, pichale paMdraha dinoM se to maiMne kucha bhI nahIM khAyA hai| behatara yaha rahegA ki tuma mere sAtha calo, moTe zera ne kahA, maiM saMsada bhavana meM eka sajjana ke ghara meM rahatA huuN| maiM saptAha ke hara dina eka netA ko khA letA hUM aura majA yaha hai ki koI unakA gama bhI nahIM mnaataa| tumhAre tathAkathita mahatvapUrNa loga, kauna unakA aphasosa karatA hai? ve socate haiM ki unake binA sArA saMsAra miTa jAne vAlA hai| miTatA kucha bhI nahIM hai, saba kucha jaise calatA thA vaise hI calatA rahatA hai| isakI ciMtA mata lo ki tumase mahatvAkAMkSA kI relagAr3I chUTa gaI hai| yaha pakar3ane yogya thI bhI nhiiN| yadi tumane ise pakar3a liyA hotA to tumane bahuta nirAzA anubhava kI hotI aura tumane pazcAttApa kiyA
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________________ hotaa| lekina mana isI bhAMti kArya karatA hai| yadi tuma saphala ho jAte ho tuma pazcAttApa karate ho, yadi tuma asaphala ho jAte ho to bhI tuma pazcAttApa karate ho dekha lo mana aise yA vaise parezAnI hI paidA karatA hai| jo kucha bhI ghaTita ho mana isase parezAnI paidA kara letA hai| vaha relagAr3I itanI mUlyavAna nahIM hai| isako isa DhaMga se mata dekho, sirpha tumhArA sAmAna Trena meM calA gayA hai aura tuma chUTa gae ho| prasanna ho jAo ki kevala tumhArA sAmAna hI calA gayA aura tuma baca ge| eka dina meM bagIce meM Tahala rahA thA aura maiMne eka bhikhArI ko dekhA, jisake eka hI paira meM jUtA thaa| to maiMne usase pUchA garIba AdamI kyA tumhArA eka jUtA kho gayA hai? vaha bolA nahIM, mujhe eka jUtA mila gayA hai| vidhAyaka dRSTikoNa rkho| eka zarta pUrI karane ke lie eka vyakti rAta bhara eka bhutahA ghara meM rukane ko rAjI ho gyaa| yaha sunizcita karane ke lie ki vaha rAta meM ghara chor3a kara na bhAga sake, sAmane va pichavAr3e ke daravAjoM meM tA lagA die gae aura khir3akiyAM baMda kara dI giiN| agalI subaha jaba usa ghara ko kholA gayA to vahAM usa AdamI kA nAmonizAna taka nahIM thA, lekina chata meM eka bar3A cheda thA, aura yaha spaSTa thA ki rAta meM vaha isa cheda se nikala bhAgA thaa| do dina bAda vaha gAMva meM vApasa lauTa aayaa| pichale ar3atAlIsa ghaMToM meM tuma kahAM gAyaba ho gae the? usake mitroM ne puuchaa| vApasa lauTa rahA thA, usane kahA. maiM vApasa A rahA thaa| bhaya meM vaha itanI tejI se bhAgA hogA ki use vApasa isI gAMva taka lauTane meM ar3atAlIsa ghaMTe laga ge| yaha zubha huA maitreya ki tumhArI Trena chUTa gaI; varanA vApasa lauTane meM ar3atAlIsa janma laga jaate| unake prazna kA dUsarA bhAga hai aura kala rAta maiMne Apako aneka bhalI striyoM se eka sAtha vivAha dekhA, aura Apane mujhase kahA ki Apa una sabhI ke sAtha saralatA aura sahajatApUrvaka nibhA : karate hu leNge|' kyA tuma dekha nahIM pA rahe ho ki sabhI ke sAtha sahajatA aura saralatA pUrvaka nibhA rahA hUM? pratyeka ziSya strI hotA hai - strI ho yA puruSa - isase koI bheda nahIM par3atA, kyoMki ziSya ko straiNa honA par3atA hai, kevala tabhI vaha sIkha sakatA hai| koI dUsarA upAya hai bhI nahIM, kyoMki ziSya ko eka garbha kI bhAMti grahaNazIla honA par3atA hai| use mujhako pUrI taraha grahaNa karanA par3egA... use niSkiya grAhaka honA par3atA hai|
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________________ bhArata meM hamAre pAsa eka paurANika kahAnI hai ki kRSNa ke pAsa solaha hajAra patniyAM yA sakhiyAM thiiN| unako 'patniyAM' kahanA ucita nahIM hai kyoMki ve vAstava meM krAMtikArI the| ve pati yA patnI hone meM vizvAsa nahIM karate the| unhoMne sakhA yA sakhI-gopiyAM, sakhiyAM banAne kA sArA vicAra nirmita kiyA thaa| solaha hajAra sakhiyAM? samhAlane ke lie thor3A adhika mAlUma hotA hai, lekina yaha kahAnI pratIkAtmaka hai, yaha basa kahatI hai, solaha hajAra shissy| ve puruSa bhI ho sakate haiM, ve strI bhI ho sakate haiM yaha bAta nahIM hai lekina eka ziSya straiNa hotA hai| ziSya gopI hai, sakhI hai, varanA vaha ziSya nahIM mere pAsa bhI solaha hajAra saMnyAsI haiM, saMkhyA ThIka vahIM pahuMca gaI hai, aura bhale bhI haiM sbhii| aura tuma dekha sakate ho ki maiM ThIka se samhAla bhI rahA huuN| vAstava meM aisA nahIM hai ki maiM inheM DhaMga se samhAla rahA huuN| yaha to prema hai jo bhalIbhAMti samhAlatA hai| prema sadA hI suMdaratA se, sahajatA aura saralatA se samhAla letA hai| prema kisI tanAva ko nahIM jaantaa| tumase to eka strI bhI DhaMga se nahIM samhala pAtI, kyoMki abhI bhI tumako prema kA koI patA nhiiN| tamase eka prema saMbaMdha bhI samhala nahIM pAtA, kyoMki prema nahIM hai| kevala saMbaMdha hai vahAM, aura prema khoyA huA hai, to niHsaMdeha yaha bahuta sI parezAniyAM paidA karatA hai| merI ora se prema hai, aura koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| prema samhAla letA hai| prazna: ozo, Apake sAtha kaI vyaktigata sAkSAtkAroM meM Apa mujhase kaI bAteM kahA karate the| usa samaya maiM socA karatA thA ki ye bAteM Apake davArA mere mAnasika protsAhana ke lie kahI jA rahI hai| lekina jaise-jaise samaya vyatIta hotA gayA Apake sAtha kathana mere anubhavoM meM sau pratizata sahI siddha hue hai| una anubhavoM ke bAvajUda aba ji Apa mujhase kucha kahate ho to usa samaya maiM usa bAta kA bharosA nahIM karatA huuN| maiM anubhava karatA hUM ki puna: ApakA kathana sau pratizata sahI hogA, phira bhI jisa samaya Apa mujhase kahate hai maiM Apako bAta nahIM mAnatA huuN| isa asahAya avasthA se chuTakArA kaise ho? tumase eka kahAnI kahatA haM yahI hai merA uttr|
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________________ eka AdamI ghur3adaur3a meM apanI sArI bacata gaMvA baiThA, aura usakA dila aisA TUTA ki vaha vATaralU pula para car3ha gayA aura nIce kUdane ko tatpara huaa| acAnaka usake kAna meM eka bhUtiyA AvAja phusaphusAI, kUdo mt| kala dubArA ghuDUdaur3a ke maidAna meM jAo aura maiM tumheM batAUMgA ki kisa ghor3e para dAMva lagAnA hai| vaha AdamI ghara calA gayA aura agale dina usane kucha rupayoM kA iMtajAma kiyA aura vaha ghur3a-daur3a ke maidAna meM calA gyaa| jaba vaha khir3akI para lAina meM lagA thA, to bhUtiyA AvAja ne kahA, jo kucha bhI tumhAre pAsa hai use pahalI resa meM pla pITara para lagA do| usane yahI kiyA aura pla pITara jIta gyaa| jaba vaha dUsarI resa kI pratIkSA kara rahA thA, to usa AvAja ne kahA, dAMva lagAne ke lie libaraTI baile ThIka hai| yahI huA libaraTI baile jIta gayA aura usa AdamI ke pAsa dhana A gyaa| yahI calatA rahA, aura jaba ghur3adaur3a simaTa rahI thI vaha AdamI dasa lAkha rupaye jIta cukA thaa| jaba vaha aMtima dAMva ke lie lAina meM khar3A huA to usa AvAja ne phusaphusA kara kahA, aMtima resa meM bilakula bhI dAMva mata lgaao| phira bhI usa AdamI ne khuda ko kismata vAlA mAnate hue aMtima resa meM apane mana pasaMda ghor3e para sArA dhana dAMva para lagA diyaa| vaha hAra gayA / 'are nahIM', jaise hI pariNAma kI ghoSaNA kI gaI vaha cillAyA, 'aba maiM kyA karUM?' 'aba tuma vATaralU ke pula se chalAMga lagA sakate ho, AvAja ne kahA / yahI merA uttara hai| aba phaisalA tumhAre hAtha meM hai| Aja itanA hii| pravacana 91 kRtrima mana kA parityAga yoga - sUtra: (kaivalyApAda) janmauSadhimanvatapa samAvijA: siddhayaH / / 1// siddhiyAM janma ke samaya prakaTa hotIM haiM, inheM auSadhiyoM se, maMtroM ke jApa se, tapazcaryAoM se yA samAdhi se bhI arjita kiyA jA sakatA hai|
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________________ jAtyantara pariNAma: prkRtyaapuuraat|| 2 / / eka varga, prajAti, yA varNa se anya meM rUpAtaraNa, prAkRtika pravRttiyoM yA kSamatAoM ke atireka se hotA hai| nimittama prayojakaM prakRtInAM varaNabhedastu tata: kssetrikvt|| 3 / / Akasmika kAraka prAkRtika pravRtiyoM ko sakriya hone ke lie prerita nahIM karatA, yaha to basa avarodhoM ko haTA detA hai-jaise kheta sIMcatA haA kisAna; vaha bAdhAoM ko haTA detA hai aura taba pAnI svata: hI mukta hokara pravAhita hone lagatA hai| nirmaanncittaanysmitaamaatraat|| 411 kRtrimatA se nirmita mana kevala asmitA se hI agrasara hote hai| pravRtibhede prayojakaM cittmekmnekessaam|| 5// kRtrima mAnoM kI gatividhiyAM bhinna-bhinna hotI hai| phira bhI eka mUla mana una sabhI kA niyaMtraNa karatA hai| gabhaga vikSipta hai-vikSipta isalie ki vaha kucha aisA khoja rahA hai jo usake pAsa pahale se hI hai; vikSipta hai kyoMki use nahIM patA ki vaha kauna hai, vikSipta hai kyoMki vaha AzA karatA hai, abhilASA rakhatA hai aura aMta meM nirAzA anubhava karatA hai| nirAza to honA hI hai, kyoMki khoja kara tuma svayaM ko nahIM pA sakate; tuma pahale se hI vahAM ho| khoja ko baMda karanA par3egA, talAza chor3anI par3egI; yahI vaha sabase bar3I samasyA hai, jisakA sAmanA karanA hai, jisase saMgharSa karanA hai| samasyA yaha hai ki tumhAre pAsa kucha hai aura tuma usI ko khoja rahe ho| aba vaha tumheM kaise mila sakatA hai? tuma khojane meM ati vyasta ho aura tuma usa cIja ko nahIM dekha pAte jo pahale se hI tumhAre pAsa hai| jaba taka ki sArI khoja baMda nahIM ho jAtI, usako tuma dekha na paaoge| khoja tumhAre mana ko kahIM bhaviSya meM keMdrita kara detI hai, aura vaha vastu jisako tuma khoja rahe ho pahale se hI yahIM,
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________________ abhI, isI kSaNa hai| vaha jisako tuma khoja rahe ho svayaM khojI ke bhItara chipA huA hai, khojane vAlA hI khojA jAne vAlA hai| isIlie itanI adhika vikSiptatA, itanA jyAdA pAgalapana hai| eka bAra tumhArA mana kahIM keMdrita ho jAe, tumhArA kucha uddezya bana jAtA hai| tatkSaNa tumhArA avadhAna aba mukta nahIM raha paataa| uddezya avadhAna ko paMgu banA detA hai| yadi tuma uddezya pUrvaka kucha talAza kara rahe ho, tumhArI cetanA sikur3a jAtI hai| yaha anya sabhI vastuoM se haTa jAegI, yaha kevala tumhArI abhilASA, tumhArI AzA, tumhAre svapna para simaTa jaaegii| aura jo tuma ho usake sAkSAta ke lie tumheM kisI uddezya kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai, tumheM avadhAna kI AvazyakatA hai, basa zuddha avadhAna; kahIM jAne kA koI uddezya nahIM, vikeMdrita cetanA kahIM aura kI nahIM-abhI aura yahIM kI cetnaa| mUlabhUta samasyA yahI hai. kutA apanI pUMcha kA pIchA kara rahA hai, vaha nirAza ho jAtA hai, vaha karIba-karIba pAgala ho jAtA hai, kyoMki hara bAra vaha Age bar3hatA hai aura usake hAtha kucha bhI nahIM lagatA-kevala asaphalatA, viphalatA aura parAjaya milatI hai| abhI usa dina eka saMnyAsI ne mujhase kahA ki aba vaha nirAzA anubhava kara rahA hai| yaha suna kara maiM bahuta khuza huaa| kyoMki jaba tuma nirAzA anubhava karate ho to tumhAre bhItara kucha khula jAtA hai| jaba tuma nirAzA anubhava karate ho, yadi vAstava meM nirAza ho to bhaviSya kho jAtA hai| bhaviSya kevala apekSA, abhilASA aura uddezya ke sahayoga se banA raha sakatA hai| bhaviSya uddezya ke atirikta aura kucha bhI nahIM hai| maiM behada khuza huA ki calo eka vyakti to nirAza huaa| isa sadI ke sarvAdhika pratibhAzAlI vyaktiyoM meM se eka phriTaja parlsa ne kahA hai ki therepisTa kA kula kAma kuzalatApUrvaka nirAzA utpanna karane ke atirikta aura kucha bhI nahIM hai| kyA hai usakA abhiprAya? usakA abhiprAya hai ki jaba taka tuma apanI abhilASAoM, AzAoM, apekSAoM se vAstava meM nirAza nahIM ho jAte, tumako tumhAre astitva meM vApasa nahIM pheMkA jA sktaa| vAstavika nirAzA eka mahat AzISa hai| acAnaka tuma hote ho aura vahAM anya kucha bhI nahIM hotaa| usa saMnyAsI ne kahA, majhako nirAzA anabhava ho rahI hai| aisA lagatA hai ki kacha bhI nahIM ghaTa rahA hai| maiM hara prakAra ke dhyAna, hara prakAza kI sAmUhika manocikitsA meM bhAgIdArI karatA rahA hUM aura ho kucha bhI nahIM rahA hai| sabhI dhyAna vidhiyoM kA aura sabhI sAmUhika manocikitsAo kA kula matalaba yahI hai ki tumheM bodha ho jAe ki kucha bhI ghaTa nahIM sktaa| saba kucha pahale hI ghaTa cukA hai| gahana nirAzA meM tumhArI UrjA udagama para vApasa lauTa jAtI hai| tuma apane Apa meM gira jAte ho| tuma naI AzA nirmita karane kA prayAsa kroge| isa kAraNa se loga apane therepisTa, apanI therepiyAM, apane zikSakoM, apane guruoM, dharmoM ko badalate cale jAte haiN| ve badalate cale jAte haiM, kyoMki ve kahate haiM, aba yahAM mujhe nirAzA anubhava ho rahI hai, aba kisI anya sthAna para maiM puna: AzA ke naye bIja bouuNgaa| taba tuma lagAtAra cUkate jaaoge| yadi tuma samajha lo samasyA yaha hai ki tumheM tumhAre Upara
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________________ kaise pheMkA jAe, tumheM tumhArI AzAoM meM kaise hatAza kiyA jAe, niHsaMdeha ise bar3I kuzalatA se karanA par3atA hai| yahI to kara rahA hUM maiM yhaaN| yadi tumhAre bhItara koI AzAeM na hoM, to pahale maiM unako nirmita karatA huuN| maiM tumheM ummIda baMdhA detA huuN| maiM kahatA hUM 'hI, zIghra hI kucha ghaTita hone ko hai' -kyoMki mujhe patA hai ki icchA to hai lekina vaha pUrNata: spaSTa nahIM hai| yaha vahAM bIja-rUpa meM chipI huI hai, ise aMkurita honA par3egA, ise puSpita honA pdd'egaa| aura jaba icchA puSpita hotI hai to ve phUla hatAzA ke hote haiN| phira acAnaka tuma sArI mUr3hatA, sAre cakkara ko chor3a dete ho| aura eka bAra tuma pramANika rUpa se hatAza ho jAo-aura jaba maiM kahatA hUM pramANika rUpa se hatAza, vAstavika rUpa se nirAza, to merA abhiprAya yaha hai ki aba tuma puna: koI AzA nahIM karate, tuma to basa isa hatAzA ko svIkAra kara lete ho aura ghara vApasa lauTa Ate ho-tuma haMsane lgoge| aura yaha sadA se tumhAre bhItara thA lekina tuma khoja meM bahuta adhika ulajhe hue the| 'di kiMga oNpha hArTasa' nAma kI eka bahuta suMdara philma hai| yaha prathama vizvayuddha kI pRSThabhUima para banI hai, eka phrAMsIsI nagara para kabjA jamAne ke lie jarmana aura aMgreja yudadharata haiN| jarmana sainika nagara meM eka TAima bama lagA dete haiM aura nagara chor3a kara cale jAte haiM, aura jaise hI phrAMsIsiyoM ko bama ke bAre meM jAnakArI hotI hai, ve bhI nagara chor3a dete haiN| pAgalakhAne se -sAre pAgala bAhara nikala Ate haiM aura khAlI par3e nagara para kabjA kara lete haiM, unakA samaya bahuta acchA bItane lagatA hai kyoMki vahAM koI bacA hI nahIM hai, kevala pAgalakhAne ke pAgala hI raha gae haiN| unake paharedAra taka bhAga cuke haiM, isalie aba ve AjAda haiN| ve nagara meM A jAte haiM aura vahA saba kucha khAlI par3A hai-dukAneM khAlI haiM, sAre kAryAlaya khAlI haiN| isalie ve nagara para adhikAra kara lete haiM, ve khAlI ho gae nagara para kabjA jamA lete haiM aura ve apanA samaya adabhuta DhaMga se bitAte haiN| ve sabhI loga bhinna-bhinna taraha ke vastra dhAraNa kara lete haiM aura pUrNata: AnaMdita haiN| unakA pAgalapana basa kho jAtA hai, aura aba ve pAgala nahIM rhte| sadA se ve jo kucha bhI bananA cAhate the aura na bana sake, aba ve loga binA kisI prayAsa ke vahI saba bana jAte haiN| koI vyakti janarala bana jAtA hai, koI vyakti DyUka bana jAtA hai aura koI mahilA maiDama bana jAtI hai aura dUsare kucha loga DAkTara, bizapa yA jo kucha bhI ve bananA cAhate haiM bana jAte haiN| vahAM para hara bAta kI svataMtratA hai| ve bhinnabhinna taraha ke kapar3e pahana lete haiM, aura apane Apa meM pUrI taraha AnaMdita hote haiN| pratyeka vyakti nagara meM koI na koI bhUmikA le letA hai : janarala, DyUka, leDI, maiDama, bizapa aadi| eka AdamI nAI bana jAtA hai aura vaha grAhakoM se kucha lene ke bajAya bhugatAna karatA hai, kyoMki use nAI hone meM AnaMda A rahA hai, aura isa prakAra usake pAsa aura adhika grAhaka Ane lagate haiN|
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________________ ve sabhI ina bhUmikAoM meM jI rahe haiM, isI kSaNa meM jIkara isakA pUrNataH AtyaMtika rUpa se AnaMda lete hue| usa bama ko niSprabhAvI karane ke lie eka briTiza sainika ko usa nagara meM bhejA jAtA hai| vaha nirAza ho jAtA hai kyoMki bama jahAM rakhA hai vaha sthAna use nahIM miltaa| vaha dIvAnoM kI taraha cIkhanA aura cillAnA AraMbha kara detA hai 'hama sabhI loga marane jA rahe haiN|' isalie pratyeka vyakti - janarala, DyUka, bizapa, sAre pAgala loga hara koI usakA kriyAkalApa dekhane ke lie ArAma kursiyAM lAkara usake cAroM ora baiTha ge| unhoMne usakI bAteM suna kara khuzI jAhira kI aura tAliyAM bjaaii| niHsaMdeha unakI harakatoM se vaha sainika aura jyAdA pagalA gyaa| , agale dina jarmana aura briTiza donoM senAeM zahara meM vApasa mArca karatI haiM aura ve sAre pAgatna loga ise unakI pareDa kI taraha dekhate haiN| phira ve sipAhI eka-dUsare ko dekhate haiM, eka-dUsare para golI calAte haiM aura mAra DAlate haiN| baoNlakanI meM khar3A huA iyUka ghRNApUrvaka nIce par3e hue mRtakoM ko dekhatA hai aura kahatA hai: aba ve abhinaya kI ati kara rahe haiN| eka yuvatI udAsI se nIce kI ora dekhatI hai aura Azcaryacakita hokara kahatI hai 'majedAra loga' bizapa kahatA hai 'ye loga nizcita rUpa se pAgala : ho gae haiN| ' tuma socate ho ki kevala pAgala hI pAgala hai......jarA apane Apa ko dekho ki tuma kyA kara rahe ho? tuma socate ho ki jaba koI pAgala vyakti dAvA karatA hai ki vaha pradhAnamaMtrI yA rASTrapati hai to vaha pAgala hai to tumhAre rASTrapati aura pradhAnamaMtrI loga kyA kara rahe haiM? vAstava meM ve aura jyAdA pAgala haiN| pAgala vyakti basa kalpanA kA AnaMda letA hai, vaha isako vAstavika banAne kI ciMtA nahIM karatA, lekina ve rASTrAdhyakSa, ve rASTrapati, aura ve senApati loga apanI kalpanAoM se saMtuSTa nahIM rahe haiM, unhoMne ise vAstavika banAne ke prayAsa kie haiN| niHsaMdeha yadi koI pAgala AdamI sikaMdara hai yA caMgIja khAna hai, to vaha kabhI kisI kI hatyA nahIM karatA, vaha to basa hotA hai| vaha yaha siddha karane nahIM nikala par3atA ki vaha vAstava meM sikaMdara yA caMgIja khAna hai| vaha khataranAka nahIM hai, vaha mAsUma hai| lekina jaba ye tathAkathita samajhadAra vyakti sikaMdara yA caMgIja khAna, taimUralaMga hone kI bAta socane lagate haiM to ve mAtra isa bhAva se hI saMtuSTa nahIM hote, ve isako mUrtamAna karane kA prayAsa karate haiN| tumhAre eDolpha hiTalara jaise loga adhika pAgala haiM, tumhAre mAotse tuMga jaise loga kisI bhI pAgalakhAne meM bada kisI bhI pAgala kI tulanA meM kahIM jyAdA pAgala haiN| samasyA yaha hai ki saMpUrNa mAnavajAti kisI vizeSa sammohana meM jI rahI hai| yaha aisA hai ki tuma sabhI ko sammohita kara diyA gayA hai aura tuma nahIM jAnate ki isase bAhara kaise nikalA jaae| hamArI sabhI jIvana - zailiyAM pAgalapana kI haiM, vikSiptatA kI haiN| jitanI ve prasannatA nirmita karatI haiM usase kahIM adhika ve pIr3A ko janma detI haiN| jitanI paritRpti unase nirmita hotI
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________________ hai usase kahIM adhika ve nirAzA paidA kara detI haiN| tumhAre jIne kA pUrA DhaMga tumheM -naraka ke aura aura adhika nikaTa aura nikaTa, pAsa aura pAsa lie jA rahA hai| svarga to mAtra eka icchA hai, naraka lagabhaga eka vAstavikatA hai| tuma naraka meM rahate ho aura tuma svarga ke sapane dekhA karate ho| vAstava meM svarga eka prakAra kI zAmaka auSadhi hai; yaha tumheM AzA detA hai lekina sabhI AzAeM nirAzA bana jAne vAlI haiN| svarga kI AzA to basa nirAzA kA naraka nirmita kara detI hai| ise yAda rakho, kevala tabhI tuma pataMjali ke aMtima adhyAya 'kaivalyapAda' ko samajha paaoge| mukti kI kalA kyA hai? mukti kI kalA aura kucha nahIM balki sammohana se bAhara Ane kI kalA hai; mana kI isa sammohita avasthA kA parityAga kaise kiyA jAe; saMskAroM se mukta kaise huA jAe; vAstavikatA kI ora binA kisI aisI dhAraNA ke jo vAstavikatA aura tumhAre madhya avarodha bana sakatI hai, kaise dekhA jAe; AMkhoM meM koI icchA lie binA kaise basa dekhA jAe, kisI preraNA ke binA kaise basa haA jaae| yahI to hai jisake bAre meM yoga hai| tabhI acAnaka jo tumhAre bhItara hai aura jo tumhAre bhItara sadaiva AraMbha se hI vidyamAna hai, prakaTa ho jAtA hai| pahalA sUtra: janmauSadhimantratapa samAdhijA siddhy| 'sidadhiyAM janma ke samaya prakaTa hotI haiM,...' yaha bahuta hI arthagarbhita sUtra hai, aura mujhe abhI taka isa sUtra kI sahI vyAkhyA nahIM dikhAI par3I hai| yaha itanA sAragarbhita hai ki jaba taka tuma isake aMtartama meM na praviSTa ho jAo, tuma ise samajha pAne meM samartha na ho paaoge| 'sidadhiyAM janma ke samaya prakaTa hotI haiM, inheM auSadhiyoM se, maMtroM ke jApa se, tapazcaryAoM se yA samAdhi se bhI arjita kiyA jA sakatA hai| jo kucha bhI tuma ho use tumhAre janma ke samaya binA kisI prayAsa ke prakaTa kara diyA jAtA hai| pratyeka baccA jisa samaya usakA janma ho rahA hotA hai, satya ko jAnatA hai, kyoMki abhI taka vaha sammohita nahIM huA hai| usakI koI icchAeM nahIM haiM, vaha abhI bhI nirdoSa hai, parizuddha hai, use kisI irAde ne bhraSTa nahIM kiyA hai| usakA avadhAna zudadha, vikeMdrita hai| baccA svAbhAvika rUpa se dhyAnamaya
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________________ hai| eka taraha se vaha samAdhi meM hai, vaha paramAtmA ke garbha se bAhara A rahA hai| usakI jIvana-saritA abhI bhI apane srota se hI AtyaMtika rUpa se tAjI hai| vaha satya ko jAnatA hai, lekina use nahIM patA ki vaha jAnatA hai| use binA yaha jAne ki use patA hai isakA jJAna hai| yaha jAnakArI bilakala sarala hai| vaha yaha kaise jAne ki vaha jAnatA hai? -kyoMki yahAM kabhI bhI ajJAna kA koI kSaNa nahIM hotA hai| yaha anubhava karane ke lie ki tumako kucha patA hai, tumhAre pAsa na jAnane kA bhI kucha anubhava honA caahie| ajJAna ke binA tuma jJAna kA anubhava nahIM kara skte| aMdhakAra ke binA tuma sitAre nahIM dekha skte| dina meM tuma sitAre nahIM dekha pAte ho kyoMki cAroM ora prakAza hotA hai| rAtri meM tuma sitAre dekha lete ho kyoMki saba ora aMdhakAra hai, virodhAbhAsa kI AvazyakatA hotI hai| bacce kA janma saMpUrNa prakAza meM hotA hai, vaha yaha anubhava nahIM kara sakatA ki yaha prakAza hai| ise anubhava karane ke lie usako aMdhakAra ke anabhava se hokara gajaranA pddegaa| tabhI vaha talanA karane aura dekhane meM samartha ho sakegA aura jAna legA ki vaha jAnatA hai| abhI taka usakA jJAna sajaga nahIM hai| vaha abodha hai| vaha basa eka tathya kI bhAMti vahAM hotA hai| aura vaha apane jJAna se pRthaka nahIM hai| vaha svayaM apanA jJAna hai| usake pAsa koI mana nahIM hai, usake pAsa sarala astitva hai| jo pataMjali kaha rahe haiM vaha yaha hai : jisako tuma khoja rahe ho use tuma pahale se hI jAnate ho| binA yaha jAne ki tuma ise pahale hI jAna cuke ho| varanA isako khojane kA koI upAya nahIM hotaa| kyoMki hama kevala usI cIja ko khoja sakate haiM jise hama kisI bhI DhaMga se pahale se jAnate hoM-bhale hI bahuta dhuMdhale, aspaSTa rUpa se jAnate hoN| zAyada bodha itanA spaSTa nahIM thA, yaha kuhAse ke meghoM se AcchAdita thA, kiMtu tuma kisI aisI cIja ko kaise khoja sakate ho jise tumane pahale kabhI jAnA hI na ho? tuma paramAtmA ko kaise khoja sakate ho? tuma AnaMda ko kaise khoja sakate ho? tuma satya ko kaise khoja sakate ho? tuma Atma ko, parama Atma ko kaise khoja sakate ho? tumane isakA kucha na kucha svAda avazya liyA hogA, aura vaha svAda, usa svAda kI smRti abhI bhI tumhAre astitva ke smRti koSa meM saMcita hai| kisI bAta se tuma cUka rahe ho, isI kAraNa talAza, khoja utpanna hotI hai| samAdhi kA pahalA anubhava, asIma zakti, siddhi, aMtazakti, paramAtmA hone kA pahalA anubhava janma ke samaya prakaTa hotA hai| paraMtu usa samaya tuma isako jJAna meM nahIM DAla skte| usake lie tumako AtmA kI aMdherI rAta se hokara gujaranA par3egA, tumheM bhaTakanA hogaa| isake lie tumako pApa karanA pdd'egaa|'paap' zabda bahuta acchA hai| isakA matalaba hai rAste se bhaTaka jAnA, ThIka rAste se cUka jAnA, yA lakSya se cakanA, maMjila se bhaTaka jaanaa| Adama ko adana ke bagIce se bAhara nikalanA par3A thaa| yaha eka anivAryatA hai| jaba taka ki tuma paramAtmA ko kho na do, use jAnane meM tuma samartha na ho skoge| jaba taka ki tuma usa biMdu para na pahuMca jAo jahAM tuma nahIM jAnate ki paramAtmA hai yA nahIM, jaba taka ki tuma usa biMdu taka na pahuMca jAo jahAM tuma saMtApa, dukha aura pIr3A se grasta ho jAo, tuma kabhI na pAoge ki AnaMda kyA hai| saMtApa samAdhi kA dvAra hai|
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________________ pataMjali kA pahalA sUtra basa yaha kaha rahA hai ki yogI ko jo kucha bhI upalabdha hotA hai usameM nayA kucha bhI nahIM hai| yaha kisI khoI huI cIja kI puna: prApti hai| vaha eka smaraNa hai| yahI kAraNa hai bhArata meM jaba koI samAdhi ko upalabdha ho jAtA hai to hama ise dUsarA janma kahate haiM, usakA punarjanma hotA hai| usako hama vija, dubArA janmA, kahate haiN| eka janma acetana meM haA thA, pahalA janma, dasarA janma sacetana hotA hai| vyakti ne pIr3A bhogI hai, vaha bhaTakA hai aura vApasa ghara lauTa AyA hai| jaba Adama vApasa lauTatA hai to vaha jIsasa ho cukA hotA hai| hara jIsasa ko ghara se bahuta dUra jAnA par3atA hai, taba vaha Adama hai| jaba Adama vApasI kI yAtrA AraMbha karatA hai, vaha jIsasa hai| Adama pahalA AdamI aura jIsasa aMtima vyakti haiN| Adama AraMbha hai, Adi hai (alphA) aura jIsasa samApana haiM, aMta haiM (omegA) aura vartula pUrNa ho jAtA hai| 'sidadhiyAM janma para prakaTa hotI haiM,.......' taba 'saMsAra' utpanna hotA hai; jise hiMduoM ne mAyA kahA hai| ise bhrama, jAdU ke rUpa meM anuvAdita kiyA jAtA rahA hai, lekina ise anuvAdita karane kA sarvottama upAya hai-ise sammohana kahA jaae| taba sammohana utpanna hotA hai| cAroM ora hajAroM taraha ke sammohana haiM, yahAM para use sikhAyA jA rahA hai ki vaha hiMdU hai-aba yaha sammohana hai; usako sikhAyA jA rahA hai ki vaha IsAI hai-aba yaha eka sammohana hai| aba usakA mana saMskArita aura saMkucita kara diyA jA rahA hai| vaha musalamAna hai-yaha eka sammohana hai| phira usako sikhAyA jAtA hai ki vaha strI yA puruSa hai-yaha eka sammohana hai| tumhArA nabbe pratizata puruSatva yA strItva mAtra eka sammohana hai, isakA tumhArI jaivika saMracanA se kucha bhI lenA-denA nahIM hai| strI aura puruSa ke madhya jaivazAstrIya bheda bahuta sAdhAraNa hai, lekina manovaijJAnika aMtara bahuta jaTila aura ulajhA huA hai| tumheM choTe bAlakoM ko bAlaka hone aura choTI bAlikAoM ko bAlikA hone ke lie zikSita karanA par3atA hai, aura tuma unheM vibhAjita kara dete ho| tuma unake mana meM eka uddezya paidA kara dete ho| bAlikAoM ko suMdara striyAM bana jAnI hai aura bAlakoM ko bahuta tAkatavara puruSa bananA hai| bAlikAoM ko to basa gRhasthineM, gRhiNiyAM, mAtAeM bana kara ghara meM hI simaTa jAnA hai aura bAlako ko saMsAra meM mahAna abhiyAna-dhana, zakti, pratiSThA, mahatvAkAMkSA ke patha para agrasara ho jAnA hai| unake bhItara tuma bhinna uddezya utpanna kara dete ho| vibhinna samAjoM meM alaga-alaga saMskAra de die jAte haiN| aise bhI samAja haiM jo mAtRsattAtmaka haiM, strI kA vahAM varcasva hai| taba tuma vahAM eka avizvasanIya saccAI dekhoge : jaba bhI kahIM eka aisA samAja hotA hai jisameM strI kA prabhutva hai, vahAM puruSa kamajora ho jAtA hai aura strI zaktizAlI ho jAtI hai| vaha bAhara ke sabhI kAma samhAla letI hai aura puruSa basa ghara kI dekhabhAla karatA hai|
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________________ lekina kyoMki hama eka puruSa pradhAna samAja meM rahate haiM, puruSa tAkatavara ho gayA hai aura strI kamajora aura nAjuka ho gaI hai| lekina yaha eka sammohana hai, yaha prAkRtika nahIM hai| aisA honA prAkRtika nahIM hai| tuma eka nizcita dizA de dete ho aura phira hajAroM taraha ke sammohana pracalita ho jAte haiN| bhArata meM yadi koI vyakti garIba achata ke parivAra meM janma letA hai to vaha zUdra hai, apanI sArI jiMdagI use eka zUdra kI bhAMti jIne ke lie majabUra kara diyA jAtA hai| vaha apanA vyavasAya taka nahIM badala sktaa| vaha brAhmaNa nahIM bana sktaa| vaha simaTA huA hai, eka bahuta saMkarA chidra, eka suraMga jaisA chidra usako diyA jAtA hai| usako isameM se hokara gujaranA par3atA hai; usake lie koI vikalpa upalabdha nahIM hai| aura vaha usI zailI meM socegA, vaha jIvana ke eka nizcita DhAMce meM jIegA aura usake mana kA pratyeka saMskAra apane Apa saMcAlita hotA rahatA hai| yaha apane Apako aura kuzalatApUrvaka nirmita karatA rahatA hai| phira tumheM paramAtmA ke bAre meM dhAraNAeM de dI jAtI haiN| soviyata rUsa meM tumheM dhAraNA dI jAtI hai ki koI paramAtmA nahIM hai| sTailina kI putrI svetalAnA ne apane saMsmaraNoM meM likhA hai ki bahuta zurU se hI, niHsaMdeha kyoMki vaha sTailina kI putrI thI, to usako bahuta dRr3hatApUrvaka nAstika honA sikhAyA gyaa| lekina dhIre-dhIre use anubhava hone lagA, 'kyoM? yadi koI paramAtmA nahIM hai to usake virodha meM itanA pracAra kyoM hai? kyA hai isakA artha? isameM to koI artha nahIM dikhAI par3atA, yadi paramAtmA hai hI nahIM to bAta khtm| ciMtita kyoM honA? paramAtmA virodhI pracAra, sAhitya, yaha aura vaha, ise siddha karane kI koziza hI kyoM? yaha sArA prayAsa yahI pradarzita karatA hai ki zAyada vahAM kucha ho, kucha hai| sakatA hai vhaaN|' use saMdeha ho gyaa| aura jaba sTailina kA dehAMta huA to usane bagAvata kara dii| vaha eka dhArmika vyakti bana gii| lekina usakA mana saMkIrNa ho cukA thaa| vaha eka durlabha vyakti rahI hogI, kyoMki soviyata rUsa meM Astika honA utanA hI kaThina hai jitanA ki bhArata meM nAstika honaa| ina bAtoM ko sikhAyA nahIM jAtA, ye bAteM mAM ke rakta ke sAtha, mAM ke dUdha ke sAtha, mAM kI zvAsa ke sAtha hI sIkha lI jAtI haiN| tumhAre cAroM ora kA vAta tumheM eka sUkSma saMskAritA ke sAtha ghere rahatA hai| ye bAteM sikhAI nahIM jaatiiN| koI bhI tumheM ye bAteM vizeSataura se nahIM sikhA rahA hai; tuma unheM sIkha lete ho| hiMdU baccA jaba yahAM janma lene ke uparAMta AMkheM kholatA hai aura apane kAna kholatA hai, to jo pahalI bAta vaha sunatA hai, vaha yA to maMtra hotA hai yA bhagavatagItA se koI baat| yadyapi vaha samajhatA kucha bhI nahIM hai, kiMtu pahalA prabhAva saMskRta kA hotA hai, usa para pahalI chApa kisI dhArmika graMtha kI hotI hai| phira vaha bar3A hone lagatA hai, vaha apanI mAM ko prArthanA karatA huA dekhatA hai, devatAoM kI mUrtiyoM, phUloM aura dhUpabattI ko dekhatA hai, vaha ghuTanoM ke bala ghisaTatA huA vahAM pahuMca jAtA hai, vaha udhara nigAha DAlatA hai aura dekhatA hai ki kyA ho rahA hai| vaha dekha sakatA hai ki mAM bhAvavibhora hokara ro rahI hai, AMsU nikala rahe haiM, aura vaha bahuta AhlAdita aura bahuta prasanna dikhAI par3a rahI hai| kucha atyaMta mahata ghaTa rahA hai; vaha yaha nahIM jAna sakatA ki yaha kyA hai, lekina kucha ho rahA hai| vaha ise
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________________ grahaNa kara rahA hai| phira maMdira, phira pujArI, phira ve vicitra se tar3aka-bhar3aka vAle labAde, aura pUrA vAtAvaraNa, vaha isa mAhaula ko pIne lagatA hai| yaha usake astitva kA eka bhAga bana jAtA hai| yA to mAM ke dUdha se yA rAjya kI zikSAoM se, lekina jaba vaha anajAna thA tabhI usane ye bAteM grahaNa kara lI thiiN| tuma IsAI bana jAte ho, jaba taka tuma sajaga ho pAte ho tuma pahale se hI eka IsAI, eka hiMdU eka musalamAna, eka jaina, eka bauddha, bana cuke hote ho, aura tumako ina dhArmika saMskAroM se mukta karanA bahuta kaThina hai| pataMjali kA pUrA prayAsa yahI hai ki tumheM kaise saMskAroM se mukta kiyA jAe, kisa bhAMti tumhArI madada kI jAe ki tuma svayaM ko saMskAroM se svataMtra kara sako jo kucha bhI tumako diyA gayA hai usa sabhI kA parityAga karanA par3egA, tAki punaH tuma bAdaloM se pAra mukta AkAza meM A sako, tAki tuma punaH isa choTe suraMga numA hiMdU musalamAna, sAmyavAdI, yaha aura vaha, hone se bAhara nikala sako kaise vaha AyAma rahita, khulA AkAza tumheM upalabdha ho ske| koI bhI dharma, vizeSataH koI bhI saMgaThita dharma isake pakSa meM nahIM hai| ve apanI suraMgoM ko sajAte haiN| ve apanI bAtoM ko logoM para thopate haiM jaise ki paramAtmA taka pahuMcane ke lie unakA rAstA hI eka mAtra rAstA hai| maiMne sunA hai, eka vyakti jo proTesTeMTa thA mara gayA aura svarga phuNcaa| usane seMTa pITara se kahA, isake pUrva ki maiM kahIM basa jAUM maiM svarga kA bhramaNa karanA cAhatA hUM maiM pUrA svarga dekhanA cAhatA huuN| seMTa pITara ne kahA, tumhArI jijJAsA samajha meM AtI hai, paraMtu eka bAta tumako yAda rakhanI par3egI : maiM tumako cAroM tarapha le jAUMgA lekina bAta mata karanA, bilakula zAMta rhnaa| aura calanA aise ki koI AvAja na hone paae| vaha proTesTeMTa thor3A sA ghabar3AyA, itanA saba kucha kisalie? lekina ve cala pdd'e| jaba kabhI bhI vaha kucha kahanA cAhatA, seMTa pITara apane hoMThoM para aMgulI rakha lete aura phusaphusA kara kahate, za555 zAMta rho| jaba bhramaNa pUrA ho gayA to usane pUchA, Akhira mAmalA kyA hai? itanI zAMti kisalie? pITara ne uttara diyA, yahAM para pratyeka vizvAsa meM jIyA karatA hai| udAharaNa ke lie kaithelika vizvAsa karate haiM ki kevala ve hI svarga meM haiM; proTesTeMTa vizvAsa karate haiM ki kevala ve hI svarga meM haiM, hiMduoM kA vizvAsa hai ki kevala ve hI svarga meM haiM musalamAna vizvAsa karate haiM ki kevala ve hI svarga meM haiN| isalie yadi ve jAna jAeM ki koI aura bhI yahAM para hai to ve bahuta nArAja ho jAte haiN| unake lie isa bAta para bharosA kara pAnA nAmumakina hai| pRthvI para loga suraMgoM meM rahate haiM aura svarga meM bhii| koI bhI saMgaThita dharma pUrNata: khule hue mana ke pakSa meM nahIM hai| yahI kAraNa hai ki koI bhI saMgaThita dharma dharma jarA bhI nahIM hai, vaha rAjanIti hai| abhI usa dina mujhe amidA se eka patra prApta huaa| vaha erikA samUha meM huA karatI thii| aba vaha yahAM A gaI thI, isalie erikana loga atyAdhika kSubdha haiN| usane saMnyAsa le liyA, isalie unhoMne
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________________ usake niSkAsana kA eka patra likhA hai| vaha niSkAsita kara dI gaI hai| yaha bAta bevakUphI jaisI lagatI hai, yaha rAjanIti mAlUma hotI hai| aba usako unakI sabhAoM meM praveza karane yA unameM bhAgIdArI karane kI ijAjata nahIM dI jA sakatI hai| apanI zabdAvalI meM una logoM ne kaha diyA, hamArI ora se aba tumheM pAnI meM DAla diyA gayA hai| usakI niMdA kI gii| hara ora yahI calatA rahatA hai| sAiTolAjI bhI logoM ke sAtha yahI karatI hai| eka bAra tuma sAiTolAjI meM A gae aura tuma isako chor3a do, to basa jaise amidA ko pAnI me DAla diyA gayA hai, ve tumheM eka sUcanA bhejate haiM ki aba tuma eka zatru ho / duzmana! lekina aisA hai, sadA se| aisA kaise huA hai| hamezA smaraNa rakho, jahAM kahIM bhI tumhArA mana saMkIrNa kiyA jA rahA ho vahAM se bhAga jAo, yaha rAjanIti hai| yaha ahaMkAra kA khela hai| dharma tumheM vistIrNa karatA hai| dharma tumheM itanA adhika vistIrNa kara detA hai ki tumhAre cAroM ora kA sArA makAna dhIre- dhIre kho jAtA hai| tuma basa AkAza ke nIce pUrNataH AvaraNa vihIna astitva ke sAtha saMvAda meM hote ho| astitva ke aura tumhAre madhya kucha bhI nahIM rhtaa| yaha paristhiti janma ke samaya sahajatA se, svAbhAvika rUpa se tatkSaNa arjita kara lI jAtI hai| siddhiyAM janma ke samaya prakaTa hotI haiM - janma ke samaya sabhI kucha prakaTa hotA hai prazna kevala usa para punaH dAvA karane kA hai| prazna hai use karane kaa| yaha koI anveSaNa nahIM hai, yaha eka punaH anveSaNa hone jA rahA hai| punaH smaraNa aneka loga mere pAsa Ate haiM aura ve pUchate haiM, yadi samAdhi ghaTa jAe, yadi saMbodhi ghaTa jAtI hai, to hama use pahacAna kaise pAeMge ki yaha vahI hai? aura maiM unase kahatA hUM tuma ciMtA mata lo; tuma isako pahacAna loge kyoMki tuma jAnate ho ki yaha kyA hai| tumane isako vismRta kara diyA hai| eka bAra yaha punaH ghaTa jAe, acAnaka tumhArI cetanA meM, smRti ubharegI, sataha para A jAegI aura tuma ise pahacAna loge / aura ise cAra DhaMgoM se arjita kiyA jA sakatA hai| pahalA hai. auSadhiyoM ke dvaaraa| hiMdU loga hajAroM varSoM se auSadhiyoM kA nirmANa karate rahe haiN| pazcima meM isakI sanaka naI hai, bhArata meM yaha bahuta prAcIna kAla se hai| pataMjali kahate haiM. 'inheM auSadhiyoM se, maMtroM ke jApa se, tapazcaryAoM se yA samAdhi se bhI arjita kiyA jA sakatA hai| ve kevala samAdhi ke pakSa meM haiM, lekina ve eka bahuta hI vaijJAnika vyakti haiN| unhoMne kucha bhI bAhara nahIM chor3A hai|
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________________ hAM, isako auSadhiyoM se prApta kiyA jA sakatA hai, lekina yaha usakI nimnatama jhalaka hai| rasAyanoM ke mAdhyama se tumheM eka khAsa taraha kI jhalaka mila sakatI hai, kiMtu yaha karIba-karIba eka hiMsA, paramAtmA ke sAtha lagabhaga balAtkAra haiM-kyoMki tuma jhalaka meM vikasita nahIM ho rahe ho balki tuma usa jhalaka ko apane Upara thopa dete rahe ho| tuma ela esa DI yA mArijuAnA yA kucha aura le sakate ho, tuma apane daihika rasAyana taMtra ke sAtha jabadarastI kucha kara rahe ho| yadi daihika rasAyana taMtra ke sAtha bahata adhika jabaradastI kI jAe, to basa kucha paloM ke lie yaha mana ke pratibaMdha se makta ho jAtA hai| tamhAre jIvana kI suraMga jaisI jIvanazailI se yaha chaTa jAtA hai| tamheM eka vizeSa prakAra kI jhalaka milatI hai, lekina yaha jhalaka eka bahuta bar3I kImata cukA kara milatI hai| aba tuma usa auSadhi se Asakta ho jaaoge| jaba kabhI bhI tumheM jhalaka kI AvazyakatA hogI tuma usI auSadhi kI ora jAne ke lie bAdhya ho jAoge, aura jitanI bAra tuma usa auSadhi kA sevana karoge, hara bAra tumheM isakI aura adhika mAtrA kI jarUrata pdd'egii| aura tamhArA jarA sA bhI vikAsa nahIM ho rahA hogA, koI bhI paripakvatA tumameM nahIM A rahI hogii| kevala auSadhi kI mAtrA bar3hegI aura tuma vahI ke vahI rhoge| yaha divyatA kI jhalaka pAne ke lie bahuta mahaMgA saudA hai| isakA mUlya itanA nahIM hai| yaha apane Apa ko vinaSTa karanA huaa| yaha AtmaghAtI hai, lekina pataMjali ise eka saMbhAvanA ke rUpa meM rakhate haiN| bahuta logoM ne isakI koziza kI hai, aura bahuta se loga isake dvArA karIba-karIba pAgala ho gae haiN| astitva ke sAtha kisI bhI prakAra kI hiMsA khataranAka hai| vyakti ko svAbhAvika rUpa se vikasita honA caahie| adhika se adhika yaha svapna jaisA ho sakatA hai lekina yaha vAstavikatA nahIM ho sktaa| eka vyakti jo laMbe samaya se ela esa DI le rahA hai vaisA hI AdamI rahatA hai| vaha una naye ke bAre meM bAta kara sakatA hai jo usane prApta kie haiM aura vaha svapnila anabhavoM ke bAre meM bAta karegA, lekina tuma dekha sakate ho ki vaha AdamI vaisA kA vaisA hI hai| vaha badalA nahIM hai| use koI garimA upalabdha nahIM ho gaI hai| isase bhinna bhI ho sakatA hai, jo garimA pahale se hI usake pAsa thI vaha bhI kho sakatI hai| vaha aura adhika prasanna aura AnaMdita nahIM ho gayA hai| hI, auSadhi ke prabhAva meM vaha haMsa sakatA hai kiMtu vaha haMsI bhI rugNa hai, yaha svAbhAvika rUpa se nahIM uTha rahI hai, yaha sahajatA se nahIM khila rahI hai| aura auSadhi kA prabhAva miTate hI vaha maMdamati ho jAegA, usake mana meM sukhAbhAsa kI smRtiyAM hoNgii| aura vaha bAra-bAra khojegA, bAra-bAra vaha usI jhalaka kI khoja aura anveSaNa kregaa| aba vaha auSadhi ke anubhava se sammohita ho jaaegaa| yaha nimnatama saMbhAvanA hai| dUsarA usase behatara hai vaha hai mNtr| yadi tuma eka khAsa maMtra ko laMbe samaya taka doharAte raho, to yaha tumhAre astitva meM sUkSma rAsAyanika parivartana nirmita kara detA hai| yaha auSadhiyoM se behatara hai, lekina phira bhI yaha bhI eka prakAra kI auSadhi hI hai| yadi tuma lagAtAra oma, oma, oma doharAte raho, to vaha punarukti tumhAre bhItara dhvani taraMgeM nirmita karatI hai| yaha 'aisA hI hai ki tuma jhIla meM patthara pheMkate cale jAo aura taraMgeM uThatI raheM, uThatI calI jAeM aura aneka AkRtiyAM banAte hue phailatI calI jaaeN|
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________________ ThIka yahI ghaTatA hai jaba tuma kisI maMtra kA eka zabda ke satata uccAraNa kA prayoga karate ho| ise oma, rAma, ave mAriyA yA allAha se kucha lenA-denA nahIM hai, isakA unase koI sarokAra nahIM hai| tuma kucha bhI, jaise blAha, blAha, blAha, kaha sakate ho, vaha bhI clegaa| lekina tumako vahI-vahI dhvani usI sura meM, usI laya meM doharAnA pdd'egii| yaha bAra-bAra usI keMdra para saMghAta karatI calI jAtI hai aura isase taraMgeM, kaMpana aura spaMdana nirmita hote haiN| ve tumhAre astitva ke bhItara praviSTa ho jAte haiM aura prasArita ho jAte haiN| ve UrjA ke vartula nirmita karate haiN| yaha auSadhiyoM se zreSTha hai, lekina phira bhI isakA guNavattA vahI hai| isIlie kRSNamUrti kahe cale jAte haiM ki maMtra eka auSadhi hai| yaha auSadhi hai, aura ve koI naI bAta nahIM kaha rahe haiM; pataMjali bhI yahI kahate haiN| yaha auSadhi kI tulanA meM behatara hai, tumheM kisI iMjekyAna kI AvazyakatA nahIM rahatI, tuma kisI bAhya sAdhana para nirbhara nahIM rhte| tuma kisI auSadhi-vikretA para nirbhara nahIM rahate, kyoMki ho sakatA hai ki vaha tumheM ThIka cIja na de rahA ho| vaha tumheM kucha nakalI cIja pakar3A sakatA hai| tumheM kisI para nirbhara hone kI jarUrata nahIM rhtii| yaha auSadhiyoM kI tulanA meM adhika svAvalaMbI hai| tuma apane bhItara apanA maMtradoharA sakate ho, aura samAja se yaha aura adhika tAlamelaparNa hai| yadi tama oma, oma, oma doharAoM to samAja koI Apatti nahIM karagA, kiMta yadi tama ela esa DI le rahe ho to samAja Apatti kregaa| maMtra-jApa behatara hai, adhika sammAnajanaka hai, lekina phira bhI yaha auSadhi hai| yaha dhvani hI hai jisake davArA tumhAre zarIra kA rasAyana taMtra badala jAtA hai| aba dhvani, saMgIta, jApa ke Upara aneka prayoga cala rahe haiN| yaha nizcita rUpa se rasAyanoM ko badala detA hai| yadi kisI paudhe ko eka khAsa kisma ke saMgIta ke mAhaula meM nizcita rUpa se zAstrIya yA bhAratIya, Adhunika pAzcAtya saMgIta nahIM rakhA jAe to yaha tejI se bar3hatA hai| anyathA vikAsa avaruddha ho jAegA yA paudhA pagalA jaaegaa| sUkSma kaMpanoM ke sAtha, zreSTha tAla aura layabaddhatA ke sAtha paudhA tejI se bar3hatA hai| usakI vRddhi karIba-karIba do gunA ho jAtI hai, aura usa para lagane vAle puSpa aura bar3e aura raMgIna ho jAte haiM, ve adhika samaya taka Tikate haiM aura unase adhika sugaMdha AtI hai| aba ye vaijJAnika satya haiN| yadi dhvaniyoM se eka paudhA itanA adhika prabhAvita hotA hai to manuSyoM para aura adhika prabhAva hogaa| aura yadi tuma eka bhItarI dhvani, eka anavarata kaMpana utpanna kara sako, to yaha tumhAre zarIra kriyA vijJAna, tumhAre daihika rasAyana taMtra-tumhAre mana, tumhAre zarIra ko badala DAlegA-lekina phira bhI yaha bAharI sahAyatA hai| abhI bhI yaha eka prayAsa hai; tuma kucha kara rahe ho| aura kucha karate hue tuma eka avasthA nirmita kara rahe ho jise banAe rakhanA hai| yaha svAbhAvika rUpa se sahaja nahIM hai| yadi tuma kucha dina ise banAe na rakha sako to yaha vilIna ho jaaegii| ata: yaha bhI vikAsa nahIM hai| eka bAra eka sUphI mere pAsa aayaa| tIsa sAloM se vaha eka sUphI maMtra kA abhyAsa kara rahA thA, aura usane ise bahuta niSThApUrvaka kiyA thaa| vaha kaMpanoM se bharA haA thA-bahata jIvaMta, bahata prasanna, sAre
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________________ dina karIba-karIba AnaMdamagna, jaise ki samAdhi meM ho......mdhosh| usake ziSya usako mere pAsa lekara Ae the| vaha mere pAsa tIna dina rukaa| maiMne usase kahA. eka kAma karo, tIsa sAla se tuma eka japa kara rahe ho, tIna dina ke lie ise baMda kara do| usane pUchA : kyoM? maiMne kahA : kevala yaha jAnane ke lie ki abhI tumhAre sAtha yaha ghaTA hai yA nhiiN| yadi tuma japa karate rahe to tuma kabhI na jAna paaoge| isa satata japa karane se ho sakatA hai ki yaha madahozI tamane hI nirmita kara lI ho| tIna dina ke lie tuma isako roka do aura basa dekho| vaha thor3A sA ghabar3AyA, lekina usakI samajha meM bAta A gii| kyoMki jaba taka koI cIja itanI svAbhAvika na ho jAe ki tumheM use karane kI AvazyakatA hI na par3e, taba taka vaha tumheM upalabdha nahIM huI hai| basa tIna dina ke bhItara hI saba kucha tirohita ho gayA; basa tIna dina ke bhiitr| koI tIsa sAla kA prayAsa aura tIsare dina vaha AdamI rone lagA aura vaha bolA, Apane yaha kyA kiyA? Apane merI pUrI sAdhanA naSTa kara ddaalii| maiMne kahA. maiMne kucha bhI naSTa nahIM kiyA; tuma dubArA se zurU kara sakate ho| lekina aba eka bAta yAda rakho, yadi tuma tIsa janma bhI japa karate rahe to bhI tumheM vaha na milegaa| yaha mArga nahIM hai| tIsa sAla ke satata prayAsa ke bAda bhI tuma tIna dina ke avakAza para nahIM jA sakate, yaha to baMdhana pratIta hotA hai, aura yaha abhI taka sahaja nahIM ho sakA hai| aba bhI yaha tumhArA bhAga nahIM bana sakA hai, tumhArA vikAsa nahIM huA hai| ina tIna dinoM ne tumhAre samakSa udaghATita kara diyA hai ki tIsa sAloM se sArA prayAsa galata dizA meM jA rahA thaa| aba yaha tuma para nirbhara hai| yadi tama japa jArI rakhanA cAhate ho, jArI rakho, lekina yAda rakho, aba yaha mata bhalanA ki kisI bhI dina yaha kho sakatA hai; yaha eka svapna hai jisako tumane satata japa ke dvArA pakar3a rakhA hai| yaha eka nizcita taraMga hai, jise tuma pakar3e hue ho, kiMtu yaha vahA se uTha nahIM rahI hai| yaha kRtrima rUpa se nirmita aura poSita hai; abhI yaha tumhArA svabhAva nahIM bana pAI hai| tIsarA upAya hai : tapazcaryAoM davArA apane jIvana ke DhaMga ko parivartita karake bhojana, nidrA, kAmavAsanA kI suvidhA, sahUliyata kI cAhata na karake, vaha sabhI kucha jo mana svabhAvata: cAhatA hai aura isakA ThIka viparIta krnaa| yaha maMtroM se phira bhI kucha Upara hai| yadi mana kahe, so jAo to tapazcaryA vAlA vyakti kahegA, nahIM, maiM sone nahIM jA rahA hUM maiM tumhArA dAsa banane nahIM jA rahA hUM-jaba maiM sonA cAhUMgA tabhI maiM soUMgA, anyathA nhiiN| mana kahatA hai, tuma ko bhUkha lagI hai, aba jAo aura vyavasthA bnaao| tapazcaryAoM vAlA vyakti kahatA hai, nhiiN| tapazcaryAoM vAlA vyakti apane mana ko lagAtAra nahIM kahatA hai| tapazcaryA yahI hai, mana ko na khnaa| niHsaMdeha yadi tuma apane mana ko lagAtAra nahIM kahate jAo to tuma para mana ke baMdhana DhIle ho jAte haiN| taba mana tuma para aura adhika samaya hAvI nahIM raha pAtA, taba tuma thor3A sA mukta ho jAte ho| lekina isa nahIM ko lagAtAra kahate rahanA par3atA hai| yadi tuma eka dina ke lie bhI mana kI suna lo, puna: mana kI pUrI zakti tuma para hAvI hone aura
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________________ tuma para adhikAra jamAne ke lie vApasa A jaaegii| isalie basa eka kSaNa kA bhaTakAva aura saba kucha kho jAtA hai| tapazcaryAoM vAlA vyakti behatara kara rahA hai; vaha maMtra-jApa vAle kI talanA meM kacha adhika sthAI kara rahA hai-kyoMki jaba tuma japa karate ho tumhArI jIvanazailI aparivartita rahatI hai| basa tuma bhItara' acchApana anubhava karate ho; eka vizeSa prakAra kI sukhaanubhuuti| isIlie to maheza yogI ke bhAvAtIta dhyAna kA pazcima meM itanA adhika AkarSaNa hai, kyoMki ve tumase tumhArI jIvanazailI badalane ke lie nahIM kahate haiN| unakA kahanA hai, tuma jahAM bhI ho, jaise bhI ho, yaha ThIka hai| ve tumase koI anuzAsita jIvanazailI bhI nahIM cAhate haiM, basa maMtra ko doharAoM, bIsa minaTa subaha aura bIsa minaTa zAma aura isase kAma bana jaaegaa| niHsaMdeha isase tumheM behatara nidrA, behatara bhUkha mila jaaegii| tuma aura adhika zAMta aura mauna rhoge| una paristhitiyoM meM jaba krodha saralatA se A jAtA thA, aba yaha utanA AsAna na rhegaa| lekina tumheM maMtra-jApa pratidina jArI rakhanA pdd'egaa| yaha dhvani taraMgoM ke mAdhyama se tumheM eka khAsa taraha kA aMtara-snAna de degaa| lekina yaha vikAsa meM tumhArI sahAyatA nahIM kara skegaa| tapazcaryAeM adhika sahAyaka hotI haiM, kyoMki tumhArA jIvana parivartita hone lagatA hai| yadi tuma eka vizeSa kArya na karane kA nizcaya karo, to mana Agraha karegA ki tuma ise kara lo| yadi tuma mana ko inakAra karate cale jAo to tumhAre jIvana kI sArI vyavasthA badala jAtI hai| lekina yaha bhI jabaradastI thopI huI hai| ve loga jo tapazcaryAoM meM bahuta adhika saMlagna haiM ve apanI garimA kho dete haiM, ve thor3A kurUpa ho jAte haiN| satata saMgharSa aura yuddha aura lagAtAra damana aura inakAra karate rahanA unake astitvoM meM bahuta gaharI darAra nirmita kara detA hai| japa karane vAle vyakti yA usa AdamI kI tulanA meM jo auSadhiyoM se asakta hai unheM adhika sthAyI jhalakeM mila jAtI haiN| unheM TimothI lierI yA maheza yogI se adhika sthAyI pariNAma mileMge, lekina phira bhI yaha eka sahaja khilAvaTa nahIM hai| abhI bhI yaha jhena, vAstavika yoga, taMtra nahIM hai| ......yA smaadhi| aba AtA hai cauthA, jise pataMjali tumheM samajhAne kA prayAsa kara rahe haiN| saMyama ke mAdhyama se, samAdhi ke mAdhyama se, sabhI kacha prApta kiyA jAnA hai| aba taka ve jo kucha bhI samajhA rahe the vaha thA tumhArI sajagatA ko saMyama, samAdhi kI ora -lekara aanaa| auSadhiyoM vAlA vyakti rasAyanazAstra ke mAdhyama se kArya karatA hai, tapazcaryAoM vAlA vyakti zarIra kriyA vitAna ke mAdhyama se kArya karatA hai, jApa vAlA vyakti apane astitva kI dhvani-saMracanA ke mAdhyama se kArya karatA hai, kiMtu ve sabhI Azika haiN| usakI pUrNatA ko unhoMne abhI taka nahIM chuA hai| aura ve sabhI eka prakAra kA asaMtulana nirmita
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________________ kara lete haiN| eka bhAga bahuta virATa ho jAegA aura dUsare bhAga pIche raha jAeMge, aura vaha kurUpa ho jaaegaa| samAdhi samagra kA vikAsa hai| aura vikAsa ko svAbhAvika, sahaja honA cAhie, jabaradastI nhiiN| vikAsa ko sajagatA ke mAdhyama se honA cAhie na ki rasAyana zAstra ke mAdhyama se, na ki bhautika vitAna ke mAdhyama se, na ki dhvani ke mAdhyama se| vikAsa ko sajagatA ke, sAkSitva ke mAdhyama se ghaTita honA cAhie, yahI hai smaadhi| samAdhi tumheM usI biMdu para le AegI jisa para tumhArA janma huA thaa| tatkSaNa yaha tuma para tumhArI sattA ko, jo tuma ho usako, tuma para prakaTa kara degii| aba samAdhi ke bAre meM kucha bAteM samajha lenI pdd'egii| pahalI : vaha upalabdhi hetu koI lakSya nahIM hai, vaha pUrti hetu koI AkAMkSA bhI nahIM hai| yaha koI apekSA nahIM hai, yaha koI AzA nahIM hai, yaha kisI bhaviSya meM nahIM hai, yaha abhI aura yahIM hai| isIlie samAdhi ke lie ekamAtra zarta hai icchA vihIna honA-samAdhi kI bhI icchA na honaa| yadi tuma samAdhi kI icchA kara rahe ho to tuma svayaM samAdhi ko lagAtAra naSTa karate jA rahe ho| icchA kI prakRti ko samajhanA par3egA, aura isI samajha meM yaha apane Apase hI svata: gira jAtI hai| isIlie maiM kahatA hUM ki jaba tumhArI AzAeM viphala ho jAtI haiM to tuma eka suMdara paristhiti meM ho, isakA upayoga kro| yahI vaha pala hai jaba tuma samAdhi meM adhika saralatA se praviSTa ho sakate ho| dhanya haiM ve jo nirAza haiM; isa vAkya ko jIsasa kI anya suMdara uktiyoM meM zAmila ho jAne do| ve kahate haiM, dhanya haiM ve jo vinamra haiM, kyoMki pRthvI ke uttarAdhikArI ve hI hoNge| maiM tumase kahatA hUM dhanya haiM jo nirAza haiM, kyoMki samagra ke uttarAdhikArI ve hI hoNge| ise dekhane kA prayAsa karo ki AzA tumheM kaise naSTa kara rahI hai| AzA ke sAtha hI bhaya utpanna hotA hai| bhaya usI sikke kA dUsarA pahalU hai| jaba kabhI tuma AzA karate ho, sAtha hI tuma bhayabhIta bhI ho jAte ho| tuma bhayabhIta ho jAte ho ki tuma apanI AzA ko pUrA kara bhI pAoge yA nhiiN| AzA kabhI akelI nahIM AtI, isakI saMgata bhaya ke sAtha hai| phira bhaya aura AzA ke bIca tumhArA vistAra ho jAtA hai| AzA bhaviSya meM hai aura bhaya bhI bhaviSya meM hai; aura tuma AzA aura bhaya ke madhya jhUlanA AraMbha kara dete ho| kabhI tumako lagatA hai, hI, yaha AzA pUrI hone vAlI hai, aura kabhI-kabhI tumheM lagatA hai, nahIM, yaha to asaMbhava bAta lagatI hai| aura bhaya uTha khar3A hotA hai| bhaya aura AzA ke madhya tuma apanA astitva kho dete ho| maiM tumheM eka prasiddha bhAratIya kathA sunAtA hUM : eka murkha ko ATA aura namaka kharIdane bhejA gyaa| vaha apanI kharIda kA sAmAna rakhane ke lie eka bartana lekara gyaa| use batAyA gayA thA ki donoM cIjoM ko milAnA mata balki unako alaga-alaga
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________________ rkhnaa| jaba dukAnadAra ne bartana ko ATe se bhara diyA, to usa mUrkha ne alaga-alaga rakhane ke AdezoM ko dhyAna meM rakhate hue bartana ko palaTa diyA aura dukAnadAra se namaka ko bartana ke pRSThabhAga meM rakhane ko khaa| isa prakAra ATA gira gayA, lekina namaka usake pAsa thaa| use lekara vaha apane mAlika ke pAsa pahuMcA, mAlika ne pUchA, kiMtu ATA kahAM hai? to mUrkha ne ATA khojane ke lie bartana punaH palaTa diyA, to namaka bhI gira pdd'aa| AzA aura bhaya ke madhya tumhArA sArA astitva kho gayA hai| isI prakAra se tuma itane vikhaMDita, vibhAjita aura asaMgaThita ho gae ho| jarA isake mUla tathya ko dekho; yadi tumhAre pAsa koI AzA nahIM hai, to tuma kisI bhI prakAra kA bhaya nirmita nahIM kara rahe hooge - kyoMki binA AzA ke bhaya A hI nahIM sktaa| AzA tumhAre bhItara bhaya kA sopAna hai| AzA bhaya ke praveza ke lie dvAra nirmita karatI hai| yadi tumhAre pAsa koI AzA nahIM hai, to bhaya kI koI bAta na rhii| aura jaba na AzA ho aura na bhaya, to tuma apane Apa se dUra nahIM jA skte| jo tuma ho tuma basa vahI ho| tuma abhI-yahIM ho| yahI kSaNa atyadhika jIvaMta bana jAtA hai| dUsarA sUtra: jAtyantara pariNAmaH prakRtyApUrAta / 'eka varga, prajAti yA varNa se anya meM rUpAMtaraNa, prAkRtika pravRtiyoM yA kSamatAoM ke atireka se hotA hai| bahuta mahatvapUrNa ... yadi tuma tapazcaryAoM vAle vyakti ho to tuma kabhI bhI atireka meM nahIM hooge| tuma apanI UrjAoM kA damana kara cuke hooge / kAmavAsanA se bhayabhIta, krodha se bhayabhIta, prema se bhayabhIta, isase aura usase bhayabhIta tuma apanI sArI UrjAoM kA damana kara cuke hooge, tuma atireka meM nahIM hooge| aura pataMjali kahate haiM ki kevala atireka ke mAdhyama se hI rUpAMtaraNa hotA hai| yaha jIvana ke parama AdhArabhUta niyamoM meM se eka hai| kyA tumane gaura kiyA hai ki jaba tuma UrjA meM kamI anubhava karate ho, acAnaka prema kho jAtA hai? jaba tuma UrjA meM kamI anubhava karate ho, sRjanAtmakatA kho jAtI hai? tuma citra nahIM banA sakate, tuma koI gIta nahIM likha skte| yadi tuma likhate ho to tumhArI kavitA cala nahIM pAegI, nAcanA to bahuta dUra
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________________ kI bAta hai| yaha to cala bhI na sakegI, yaha to basa adhika se adhika laMgar3A kara cala sakatI hai| yaha kavitA jaisI hogI bhI nahIM / yadi tuma usa samaya citra banAo, jaba tuma alpa UrjAvAna ho to tumhArA citra rugNa hogaa| vaha svastha nahIM hogaa| yaha svastha ho nahIM sakatA, kyoMki isa citra ko tumane banAyA hai aura tuma UrjA meM alpatA anubhava kara rahe ho| vAstava meM isa citra ke rUpa meM tuma hI kainavAsa para citrita ho| yaha udAsa, dukhI, maraNAsanna hogaa| maiMne eka bar3e citrakAra ke bAre meM sunA hai| usane apane eka mitra ko, jo eka cikitsaka thA use Akara apanI eka kalAkRti dekhane kA anurodha kiyA thaa| usa cikitsaka ne citra kA avalokana kiyA, isa ora se dekhA aura usa ora se dekhaa| vaha mitra vaha citrakAra bahuta prasanna ho gayA ki vaha kitane gaura se dekha kara usake citra kA mUlyAMkana kara rahA hai aura aMta meM usa citrakAra ne pUcha hI liyA, kyoMki usane dekhA ki usakA cikitsaka mitra ulajhana meM par3A hai na sirpha ulajhana meM hai balki ciMtita hai| usa citrakAra mitra ne pUchA, bAta kyA hai? isa citra ke bAre meM tuma kyA socate ho? usa cikitsaka ne kahA parizeSikA zotha (apeMDisAiTisa) / usa citrakAra ne kisI vyakti kA citra banAyA thA aura cikitsaka bahuta dhyAna se isa citra ko hara ora se dekha rahA thA, kyoMki ceharA itanA pIlA thA aura sArA zarIra itanI pIr3A meM dikha rahA thA ki use lagA ise avazya hI apeMDisAiTisa kA roga honA caahie| bAda meM yaha patA lagA ki citrakAra ko apeMDisAiTisa thI, vaha isase pIr3ita thaa| tuma apane Apa ko hI apane kAvya meM, apanI citrakArI meM, apanI mUrtikalA meM vistIrNa karate ho| jo kucha bhI tuma karate ho yaha tuma hI ho, ise aisA hI honA caahie| vRkSoM meM puSpa kevala tabhI lagate haiM jaba ve UrjA ke atireka meM hote haiM, jaba atyadhika hotI hai uurjaa| ve phUla khilAne meM samartha ho pAte haiM jaba kisI vRkSa ke pAsa adhika UrjA nahIM hotI hai to usameM phUla nahIM lagate, kyoMki usake pAsa to pattiyoM taka ke lie paryApta UrjA nahIM hai| usake pAsa to jar3oM taka ke lie paryApta UrjA nahIM hai- yaha phUla khilAne kI vyavasthA vA~se kara sakatA hai? phUla to karIbakarIba eka vilAsitA hoNge| jaba tuma bhUkhe hote ho to tuma ghara ke lie citroM ko kharIdane ke bAre meM nahIM socte| jaba tumhAre pAsa vastra nahIM hote haiM to tuma vastroM ke bAre meM socate ho, tuma eka suMdara upavana ke bAre meM nahIM socate ye vilAsitAeM haiM jaba UrjA atireka meM hotI hai kevala tabhI utsava hotA hai, rUpAMtaraNa ghaTatA hai| jaba tuma UrjA se otaprota ho rahe ho tabhI tuma gIta gAnA cAhate ho, tuma nRtya karanA cAhate ho, tuma bAMTanA cAhate ho| 'eka varga, prajAti, yA varNa se anya meM rUpAMtaraNa, prAkRtika pravRttiyoM yA kSamatAoM ke atireka se hotA hai|' sAmAnyataH manuSya jaisA vaha hai, itanA avaruddha hai, aura itanI adhika samasyAeM damita haiM ki UrjA kabhI usa biMdu taka nahIM A pAtI jisase yaha udvelita ho sake aura ise basa dUsaroM ke sAtha bAMTA jA
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________________ ske| aura tumhArA sahasrAra, jo tumhArA khila jAnA hai, tumhAre sira ke zIrSa meM sthita kamala, taba taka nahIM khilegA jaba taka ki UrjA udvelita na ho, jaba taka ki yaha itanI adhika atireka meM na ho ki yaha UMcI aura UMcI uThatI jaae| usakA tala Upara aura Upara uThatA calA jAtA hai, yaha dUsare keMdra para pahuMcatA hai, phira tIsarA keMdra, cauthA keMdra aura jo keMdra bhI isa udvelita UrjA ke dvArA sparzita hotA hai khula jAtA hai, khila jAtA hai| sAtavAM cakra mAnavatA kA puSpa hai : sahasrAra / sahasra - dala - kamala, eka hajAra paMkhur3iyoM vAlA kamala, jo kevala taba khilegA jaba tuma UrjA ke atireka meM ho| na to kabhI damana karo aura na hI apane astitva meM avarodha utpanna kro| kabhI adhika Thosa mata ho jAo jamo mata pravAhita hoo| apanI UrjA ko sadaiva pravAhamAna rahane do yoga ke upAyoM, yogAsanoM kA yahI pUrA uddezya hai ki tumhAre avarodha chinna-bhinna ho jAeM yaugika Asana aura kucha nahIM balki una avarodhoM ko jo tumane apane zarIra meM banA rakhe haiM tor3ane kI eka praNAlI hai| aba pazcima meM ThIka aisA hI ghaTita huA hai| yaha hai rolphiMga, idaarolphdvaaraasthaapit| kyoMki pazcima meM mana adhika takanIkI hai, loga apanI cIjeM svayaM karanA nahIM caahte| ve inheM kisI aura ke dvArA karAnA cAhate hai; isIlie rolphiMga kArya rolphiMga karane vAlA kregaa| vaha tumhArI gaharI mAliza karegA, aura vaha tumhAre avarodhoM ko pighalAne kA prayAsa kregaa| jo pezItaMtra kaThora ho cukA hai vaha zithila ho jaaegaa| yoga ke sAtha bhI yahI kiyA jA sakatA hai, aura adhika AsAnI se kiyA jA sakatA hai, kyoMki tuma svayaM apane mAlika ho| apane AMtarika astitva ko tuma adhika ucita DhaMga se bilakula ThIka anubhava kara sakate ho| tuma anubhava kara sakate ho ki tumhAre avarodha kahAM-kahAM haiN| yadi tuma pratidina apanI AMkha baMda karo aura mauna hokara baiTho to tuma yaha jAna sakate ho ki kahAM para tumhArA zarIra asahaja anubhava kara rahA hai, kahAM para tumhArA zarIra tanAva anubhava kara rahA hai| phira zarIra ke usa vizeSa bhAga ko zithila karane ke lie yogAsana haiN| ve Asana pezI taMtra ke usa bhAga ko jo kaThora ho cukA hai, zithila karane meM avarodha ko visarjita karane meM sahAyaka hoMge aura UrjA ko pravAhita hone deNge| kiMtu eka bAta nizcita hai ki damita vyakti kabhI puSpita nahIM hotA hai| damita vyakti nidita aura pratibaMdhita UrjA ke sAtha rahatA hai aura yadi tuma apanI UrjA ko ThIka dizAoM meM gati ke lie nirdezita nahIM karoge to tumhArI UrjA tumhAre lie AtmaghAtI aura vidhvaMsaka ho sakatI hai| udAharaNa ke lie, yadi tumhArI UrjA prema kI ora nahIM jA rahI hai, to vaha krodha bana jaaegii| yaha khaTTI, kar3avI ho jaaegii| jaba kabhI bhI tuma kisI krodhita vyakti ko dekho, to yAda rahe, kisI bhI prakAra se usakI UrjA prema se vaMcita raha gaI hai| kisI taraha se vaha bhaTaka gayA hai, isalie vaha krodhita hai| vaha tuma para krodhita nahIM hai, vaha to basa krodhita hai| tuma bhI eka bahAnA ho sakate ho| vaha krodha hai UrjA avaruddha ho gaI hai aura jiMdagI karIba-karIba arthahIna anubhava ho rahI hai, isameM koI sArthakatA na rahI, vaha roSa meM hai /
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________________ DIlana thaoNmasa kI eka bahuta prasiddha kavitA hai| usake pitA kA dehAMta ho gayA aura usI rAta usane yaha kavitA likhii| isa kavitA meM ye paMktiyAM AtI haiM krodha prakAza ke avasAna ke viruddha, krodha; usa zubha rAtri meM jAeM mata komalatA se, binA virodha! vaha apane pitA se kaha rahA hai : 'mRtyu se saMgharSa kareM, isake viruddha krodha kareM samarpaNa na kareM, basa aise hI mata chodd'e| use kar3I cunautI deM, bhale hI Apa usase parAjita ho jAeM, lekina binA saMgharSa kie na jaaeN|' yadi prema paritRpta nahIM hai to vyakti krodhita ho jAtA hai| yadi jIvana paritRpta nahIM hai to vyakti mRtyu para krodhita ho jAtA hai| aisA vyakti jisakA jIvana paritRpta hai vaha mRtyu para krodhita nahIM hogA, vaha usakA svAgata kregaa| aura vaha aisA nahIM kahegA ki yaha aMdherI rAta hai; vaha kahegA, kitanI saMdara, kitanI vishraamdaayii| aMdhakAra vizrAmadAyaka hai| yaha karIba-karIba mAM ke garbha kI bhAMti uSNa hai| vyakti puna: paramAtmA ke vRhattara garbha meM jA rahA hai| krodha kisalie? ve jo khila cuke haiM, samarpaNa kara dete haiN| ve jo hatAza haiM samarpaNa nahIM kara skte| apanI hatAzAoM meM se ve aura adhika AzAeM nirmita karate haiM aura pratyeka AzA aura adhika hatAzAeM utpanna karatI hai aura yaha duScakra calatA calA jAtA hai, anaMta tk| yadi tuma hatAza nahIM honA cAhate ho to AzA chor3a do-taba koI hatAzA nahIM rhegii| aura yadi tuma vAstava meM vikasita honA cAhate ho to damana kabhI na kro| UrjA kA AnaMda lo| jIvana UrjA kI eka ghaTanA hai| UrjA kA AnaMda lo-nAco, gAo, taise, daur3o, UrjA ko apane Upara sabhI ora bahane do, UrjA ko apane Upara sabhI tarapha phaila jAne do| ise pravAha bana jAne do| eka bAra tuma pravAha meM A jAo to khilanA bahuta sarala ho jAtA hai|
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________________ 'Akasmika kAraka prAkRtika pravRttiyoM ko sakriya hone ke lie prerita nahIM karatA, yaha to basa avarodhoM ko haTA detA hai-jaise kheta sIMcatA huA kisAna; vaha bAdhAoM ko haTA detA hai aura taba pAnI svataH hI mukta hokara pravAhita hone lagatA hai|' pataMjali kaha rahe haiM ki vAstava meM yadi tumhAre bhItara avarodha na hoM to hara cIja ko svAbhAvika rUpa se prApta kiyA jA sakatA hai| yaha kucha nirmita karane kA prazna nahIM hai, prazna to kevala bAdhA ko haTAne kA hai| yaha to basa aisA hI hai ki jharanA vahA ho aura eka caTTAna usakA rAstA roka rahI ho usake pIche isakI jaladhAra baha rahI hai lekina yaha caTTAna ko nahIM haTA sktii| yaha jharanA, yaha jala nirmita nahIM karanA par3atA hai, yaha pahale se hI vahAM hai, tumheM to basa caTTAna haTA denI hai aura yaha Age kI ora phUTa par3atA hai, yaha phavvAre kI bhAMti hai, tuma to basa caTTAna haTA do aura yaha Upara kI ora phUTa par3atA hai, yaha khila jAtA hai bacce ke pAsa yaha svabhAvataH hotA hai, tumheM ise samajha ke dvArA arjita karanA par3atA hai aura tumheM una sabhI avarodhoM ko chor3anA par3egA jo samAja ne tumhAre Upara thopa rakhe haiN| samAja kAmavAsanA ke virodha meM hai, usane kAma-keMdra ke ThIka pAsa meM eka avarodha nirmita kara diyA hai| jaba kabhI kAmavAsanA uThatI hai tuma becainI anubhava karate ho, tumheM aparAdha bodha hotA hai, tuma bhayabhIta anubhava karate ho| tuma sikur3a jAte ho, tuma pravAhita nahIM hote, tuma bahate nahIM ho| samAja krodha ke virodha meM hai; usane vahAM eka avarodha nirmita kara diyA hai| isalie krodha AtA hai, lekina tuma isameM pUrI taraha nahIM jA pAte ho tumheM ina sabhI avarodhoM ko chor3anA pdd'egaa| isI kAraNa se maiM dhyAna kI sakriya vidhiyoM para jora detA huuN| ve tumhAre avarodhoM ko pighalA deNgii| yadi tuma krodhita ho, to cIkho, cillaao| kisI vyakti para cIkhane aura cillAne kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai, basa eka takiyA hI kAma kara jaaegaa| takie ko pITo, isa para kUda par3o takie ko mAra ddaalo| kisI vyakti ko mArane kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| basa yaha khayAla ki tuma takie ko mAra rahe ho, paryApta hai| basa krodha meM, gusse meM ho jAnA hI kAphI hai, avarodha TUTa gayA hai| yadi tuma kisI kI hatyA karanA cAho yA tuma kisI ke Upara krodhita honA cAho, to tuma isameM kabhI pUrI taraha na ho sakoge - kyoMki dUsare ko coTa pahuMcegI, vaha ghAyala hogA, aura tuma eka manuSya ho, tumhAre pAsa prema aura karuNA bhI haiN| isalie vyakti abhivyakti roka letA hai| takie ko piitto| eka bar3hiyA cAkU lo aura takie ko mAra ddaalo| jaba takiyA mara jAe, to usake zarIra ko daphanA do aura yaha mAmalA nibaTA do| acAnaka tuma anubhava karoge ki tumhAre bhItara kucha TUTa gayA hai| eka caTTAna haTA dI gaI hai| cIkho, kUdo, daudd'o| yadi kAmavAsanA uThatI hai to isakI uThane meM sahAyatA 'kro| samAja ne tumako jo kucha bhI sikhAyA hai usa sabhI ko bhUla jaao| apane bhItara uTha rahI kAmukatA kI parama anubhUti kA AnaMda lo| sahayoga karo isake sAtha na to sikur3o aura na hI isakA pratirodha karo, isake sAtha sahayoga kro| zIghra hI tuma pAoge ki kAmukatA rUpAMtarita ho rahI hai| jaba tAlAba bhara jAtA hai, to isakA pAnI kinAre pAra karake bAhara kI ora phaila jAtA hai| udvelita
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________________ hotI kAmukatA saMvedanA bana jAtI hai| ve loga jo apanI kAmavAsanA kA damana karate haiM saMvedanAzanya, jar3a ho jAte haiN| unake pAsa jIvana nahIM hotaa| ve kASThavata nirjIva ho jAte haiN| 'Akasmika kAraka prAkRtika pravRttiyoM ko sakriya hone ke lie prerita nahIM karanA, yaha to basa avarodhoM ko haTA detA hai| yoga kA sArA prayAsa hI avarodhoM ko haTA dene kA hai; niSedha hai isakA ddhNg| vAstava meM kucha nahIM kiyA jAnA hai kyoMki saba kucha hai tumhAre pAsa; basa yaha pravAhita nahIM ho rahA hai| rAha meM kucha caTTAneM rakha dI gaI haiN| tamako rAha se bhaTakA diyA gayA hai| aise hI hai yaha, jaise kheta sIMcatA haA kisaan| kyA tumane kabhI kisAna ko kheta sIMcate hue dekhA hai? pAnI eka nAlI meM baha rahA hotA hai, vaha jarA sI miTTI haTA detA hai aura pAnI dUsare rAste para jAne lagatA hai| jaba usa bhAga kI siMcAI ho jAtI hai to vaha nikAsa para thor3I sI miTTI vApasa rakha detA hai, pAnI usa rAste para bahanA baMda kara detA hai| phira vaha nAlI ko kahIM aura se khola detA hai, pAnI vahAM se bahanA AraMbha kara detA hai| pAnI vahAM hai, use pravAhita hone ke lie patha kI AvazyakatA hai| UrjA tumhAre pAsa hai, tuma UrjAvAna ho, ise kevala pravAhita hone ke mArga kI AvazyakatA hai tAki yaha sahasrAra, uccatama zikhara, tumhAre astitva kI parAkASThA, taka pahuMca jaae| 'kRtrimatA se nirmita mana kevala asmitA se hI agrasara hote haiN|' aura hama sabhI ke pAsa kRtrima mana haiN| isI ko maiM sammohana kahatA haM jo samAja ne tuma para kiyA huA hai| yahAM Azrama meM hamAre yahAM eka manocikitsA samUha hai, aura maiM isake viSaya meM socatA rahA hai| ise sammohana cikitsA, himmotherepI kahA jAtA hai| lekina maiM ise vi-mohana cikitsA, DI-himmotheraipI kahanA pasaMda karUMgA-kyoMki AdhArabhUta prayAsa tumheM vi-mohita karane kA yA a-sammohita karane kA, tumako pratibaMdhoM se mukta karane kA hai| sabhI mana kRtrimatA se nirmita mana haiM. 'nirmaanncittaanysmitaamaatraat|' 'kRtrimatA se nirmita mana kevala asmitA se hI agrasara hote haiN| maiM hiMdU hUM maiM musalamAna hUM maiM azveta hUM maiM gorA hUM maiM yaha hUM vaha hUMve sabhI kRtrima mana haiN| maulika ceharA, maulika mana, jise manuSya ne nirmita nahIM kiyA hai, usakA hI sAkSAta karanA hai, aura use hI jAnanA hai| maine sunA hai, eka choTe azveta bacce ne durghaTanAvaza sapheda raMga kA DibbA apane Upara ur3ela liyaa| jaba vaha ghara lauTA to usake pitA ne usakI jama kara piTAI kI aura use sIdhe bistara meM jAne ke lie khaa| kamare se subakate hue bAhara jAte samaya usane kahA, 'maiM kevala bIsa minaTa ke lie hI zveta huA hUM aura maiM tuma azvetoM se abhI se napharata karane lagA hUM!'
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________________ eka bIsa minaTa purAne bacce ne bhI kRtrima mana kA saMcaya AraMbha kara diyA hai| eka bIsa minaTa umra kA baccA bhI kisI aura kI tulanA meM apanI mAM kI ora adhika prema se dekhatA hai, kyoMki usane eka tarakIba sIkha lI hai| mana kI saMskAritA AraMbha ho gaI; vaha bhojana dene vAlI hai, aura jIvita raha pAnA bhojana para nirbhara hai| isalie mAM cAhe kitanI bhI kurUpa ho, mAM hamezA suMdara dikhAI par3atI hai| yaha jIvita baca pAne kA mAmalA hai aura bacce ne kUTanIti sIkhanA AraMbha kara dI hai| vaha pitA ko dekha kara utanA adhika nahIM muskurAkA / vaha nahIM jAnatA ki yaha vyakti kauna hai| bAda meM vaha jaaegaa| dhIre-dhIre vaha dekhegA ki yaha vyakti mahatvapUrNa hai| dikhAI nahIM par3atA lekina hai mahatvapUrNa muzkila se ravivAroM ko hI vaha vahAM hotA hai, lekina mAM taka / usa para nirbhara hai, mAM bhI usako dekha kara muskurAtI hai taba baccA bhI pitA ko dekha kara muskurAtA hai| vaha kRtrima mana sIkha rahA hai vaha saMbaMdhoM ko nirmita kara rahA hai, apane jIvita rahane kI vyavasthA banAtA hai, eka paristhiti nirmita kara rahA hai- kUTanIti, rAjanIti kA prayoga kara hue, lekina yaha kRtrima mana hai, jo AraMbha meM jIvita raha pAne meM sahAyatA karatA hai, lekina aMta meM bar3I se bar3I samasyA bana jAtA hai| niHsaMdeha vaha ghara meM itanA adhika jaba tuma jIvita baca gae aura tumane kRtrima mana kA upayoga kara liyA hotA hai to vaha tumhAre Asa- pAsa tumhAre gale meM laTake patthara kI bhAMti laTaka jAtA hai| yaha ahaMkAra bana jAtA hai| ise sIkhanA par3atA hai, isake bAre meM kucha bhI nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| pratyeka bacce ko kRtrima mana meM jAnA hI pdd'egaa| lekina jaba tuma sAvadhAna aura sajaga ho jAte ho aura jaba tuma jIvana ke bAre meM socanA aura usa para dhyAna lagAnA AraMbha kara dete ho to yaha samaya A jAtA hai ki dhIre- dhIre ise chor3a diyA jaae| aura ahaMkAra ko chor3a do, kyoMki ahaMkAra kRtrima mana hI hai aura kucha nhiiN| kRtrima mana kA keMdra ahaMkAra hai aura pratyeka kRtrima mana kevala tabhI jArI raha sakatA hai jaba tuma apane ahaMkAra meM vRddhi karate cale jaao| hiMdU kaheMge ki unake pAsa duniyA kA zreSThatama dharma hai, ki saMsAra meM ve sarvAdhika dhArmika loga haiN| vAstava meM yadi saca meM hI dhArmika hote to ve aisI mUrkhatA kI bAta nahIM kahate, kyoMki eka dhArmika mana sarala evaM vinamra hotA hai| yaha ahaMkAra hai| phira pratyeka deza kA apanA ahaMkAra hai| rUsI, cInI, amarIkana, jarmana, aMgreja- pratyeka ke pAsa usakA nijI ahaMkAra hai aura pratyeka deza yaha anubhava karatA rahatA hai ki hama zreSTha haiM, viziSTa haiN| pratyeka deza apane ahaMkAra ko bar3hAne ke upAya aura sAdhana khoja letA hai, aura yahI kArya pratyeka jAti, pratyeka samUha aura pratyeka strI tathA puruSa dvArA kiyA jAtA hai| maiMne sunA hai, eka hAthI ne nIce dekhA aura usako apane pairoM ke pAsa eka choTA sA eka bahuta choTA cUhA dikhAI pdd'aa| mere pyAre, hAthI ne kahA, tuma bahuta choTe se ho| hAM, cUhe ne sahamati darzAte hue kahA, abhI kucha dina pahale taka merI tabiyata kharAba cala rahI thii| eka cUhe taka kA apanA ahaMkAra hotA hai? - usakI tabiyata kharAba cala rahI thI, isIlie vaha itanA choTA hai|
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________________ kRtrima mana ahaMkAra ke mAdhyama se jIvita rahatA hai, isalie yadi tuma ahaMkAra chor3anA AraMbha kara do to kRtrima mana chinna-bhinna hone lgegaa| yA yadi tuma apane kRtrima mana kA parityAga kara do, to ahaMkAra vikhaMDita hone lgegaa| aura yadi tuma vAstava meM isa caTTAna se chuTakArA pAnA cAhate ho, to donoM upAyoM ko eka sAtha AraMbha kara do| smaraNa rakho ki bhautika mana ahaM-zUnya hotA hai| yaha maiM ko nahIM jAnatA kyoMki maiM eka saMkucana hai| maulika mana AkAza kI bhAMti asIma hai| aura jahAM taka ahaMkAra kA saMbaMdha hai, eka samasyA lagAtAra uThatI rahatI hai| AraMbha meM tuma svayaM ke bAre meM dUsaroM ko mUrkha banAne kA prayAsa karate ho lekina dhIre-dhIre tuma svayaM hI mUrkha bana jAte ho| jaba tuma dUsaroM ko vizvAsa dilAnA AraMbha karate ho ki tuma koI viziSTa vyakti ho, to tuma svayaM hI apane bAre meM vizvAsa karane lagate ho| pAgalakhAne meM eka kaThora niyama thA : pAlatU jAnavara nhiiN| vArDara ne becAre hairI ko tevara nAma ke kutte se bAtacIta karate hue sunA, to vaha usakI gaddedAra koTharI meM ghusa pdd'aa| vahAM vaha DorI ke eka Tukar3e se baMdhI huI TUthapesTa hAtha meM lie baiThA thaa| kyA hai yaha? vArDara ne puuchaa| hairI ne Azcaryacakita hokara use dekhA, nizcita rUpa se koI mUrkha bhI dekha sakatA hai ki yaha DorI ke eka Tukar3e meM baMdhI basa eka TUthapesTa kI TyUba hai, usane khaa| saMtuSTa hokara vArDara lauTa gyaa| jaise hI usane apane pIche daravAjA baMda kiyA, hairI ne rAhata kI eka zvAsa lI aura kahA, tevara, mere acche bcce| usa samaya hamane use nizcita rUpa se mUrkha banA diyaa| jitanA adhika tuma dUsaroM ko mUrkha banAne meM, yaha siddha karane meM ki tuma koI vizeSa vyakti ho, asAdhAraNa ho, viziSTa ho, yaha ho, vaha hoM-pAgalapana ke sabhI vicAra, jitanA tuma inheM dUsaroM ke lie siddha karane meM saphala hote ho, utanA hI adhika tuma apane Apako mUrkha banAne meM saphala ho jAte ho| isakI sArI mUr3hatA ko dekha lo| koI bhI asAdhAraNa nahIM hai yA pratyeka asAdhAraNa hai| koI bhI vizeSa nahIM hai yA pratyeka vyakti vizeSa hai| kiMtu ise kisI bhI prakAra se siddha karane kA koI matalaba nahIM hai-isakI jarA bhI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| kRtrimatA se nirmita mana kevala asmitA se hI agrasara hote haiM; isalie yadi tuma maulika mana para AnA cAhate ho-jo ki yoga, taMtra, jhena, sabhI kA pUrA prayAsa hai-to tumheM kRtrima mana kA parityAga karanA par3egA; vaha mana jisako samAja ke dvArA nirmita kiyA gayA hai aura tumheM de diyA gayA hai, vaha mana jise bAhara se banAyA gayA hai aura tumhAre Upara thopa diyA gayA hai| dhIre-dhIre isakA parityAga kara do| jitanA adhika tuma isako dekhate ho, utanA hI adhika tuma isako chor3a pAne meM samartha ho jAte ho| jaba bhI tuma kRtrima mana se Asakti anubhava karane lago, jaba kabhI bhI tuma kaho, 'maiM eka
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________________ hiMdU hUM, aura maiM eka bhAratIya hUM yA maiM eka aMgreja hUM maiM briTiza hUM, yA yaha aura vaha, basa svayaM ko raMge hAtha pakar3a lo| aMdara gahare meM apane cehare para thappar3a lagAo aura kaho, 'kyA bevakUphI hai|' dhIre-dhIre samAja ke davArA paribhASita mata hoo| taba tuma usa avyAkhya, apane asalI, pramANika astitva ko pA loge| 'yadayapi aneka kRtrima manoM kI gatividhiyAM bhinna-bhinna hotI haiM, phira bhI eka mUla mana una sabhI kA niyaMtraNa karatA hai|' isalie tumhArA kRtrima mana cAhe jaisA bhI ho, vastutaH, vAstava meM, isake pIche chipA maulika mana ina sabhI kA niyaMtraNa karatA hai| niyaMtA ko pAo, yaha khojane kA prayAsa karo ki samAja ke davArA vikRta kie jAne se, pradUSita kie jAne se pUrva, samAja ke tumhAre bhItara praviSTa hone se, tumhAre bAre meM yojanA banAne se pUrva, aura samAja ke dvArA tumhArA pracaMDa rUpa naSTa karane se pUrva mUlataH tuma kauna ho| jhena meM ve isako kahate haiM : apane usa maulika cehare kI khoja jo tumhAre pAsa taba thA jaba tumhArA janma nahIM huA thA aura jo tumhAre pAsa taba hogA jaba tuma puna: maroge; vaha maulika ceharA samAja ke dvArA asprshit| yahI tumhArA svabhAva, tumhArI AtmA, tumhArA astitva hai| maulika cehare ko upalabdha karake tumhArA punarjanma ho jAegA, tuma eka dvija, dubArA janme hue ho jaaoge| tuma vAstava meM eka brAhmaNa; vaha jo janatA hai, ho jaaoge| phira puna: pratyeka vastu tuma para usI bhAMti udghATita ho jAegI jisa bhAMti yaha janma ke samaya udghATita huI thI, kyoMki tuma puna: janme hue hooge| kiMtu isa bAra eka virATa aMtara hone jA rahA hai, tuma sajaga hooge| pahalI bAra tuma cUka gae the; isa bAra tuma nahIM cuukoge| pahalI bAra yaha prAkRtika rUpa se ghaTita huA thA, isa bAra yaha tumhAre bodha, tumhArI sajagatA se ghaTita hogaa| tuma isake prati cetana hooge| tuma svayaM ko dubArA punarjanma letA haA, janma letA haA, atIta se ubharatA haA saMzaya aura ulajhana ke bAdaloM meM vicAroM, pUrvAgrahoM, ahaMkAroM, manoM, saMskAritAo, sabhI se udita hote hue, kuMAre, zuddha rUpa meM dekhoge, taba tuma puna: usa zakti ko, usa astitva ko, jo tuma ho, dekhoge| to pahale yaha janma para ghaTita hotA hai, dubArA vaha samAdhi meM ghaTatA hai| madhya meM-tIna upAyoM, auSadhiyoM, maMtra-jApa, tapazcaryAoM ke mAdhyama se isakI vyavasthA kI jA sakatI hai lekina ye tInoM vidhiyAM dhokhebAjI ke, chala ke upAya haiN| aura tuma paramAtmA ke sAtha chala nahIM kara sakate, tuma svayaM ke sAtha chala kara sakate ho, isako yAda rkho| Aja itanA hii|
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________________ pravacana 92 - ekAMta aMtima upalabdhi hai praznasAraH 1-kyA ziSya apane sadaguru se kucha curAtA hai? 2-kyA vyakti jIvana kA AnaMda akele nahIM le sakatA hai? 3-jIvana kyA hai? kAma-bhoga meM saMlagna honA, dhana kamAnA, sAMsArika icchAoM kI pUrti karanA, vyakti ko dUsaroM para nirbhara honA, aura kyA yaha saba khojI kI khoja ko bahuta laMbA nahIM banA degA? 4-kyA koI ziSya hae binA ApakI AtmA se aMtaraMga ho sakatA hai? pahalA prazna: kyA sadagurU kucha curAtA hai? sabhI kucha! kyoMki satya ko sikhAyA nahIM jA sakatA, ise sIkhanA par3atA hai| sadaguru tumheM kevala pralobhita karatA hai, tumheM isake lie aura-aura pyAsA banA sakatA hai, lekina satya tumheM de nahIM sakatA-yaha koI vastu nahIM hai| vaha ise saralatA se tumhAre nAma hastAMtarita nahIM kara sakatA yaha koI virAsata nahIM hai| tumheM isako curAnA pdd'egaa| tumheM AtmA kI aMdherI rAta meM kaThina parizrama karanA pdd'egaa| ise kisa prakAra se curAyA jAe isake upAya tumheM khojane pdd'eNge| sadaguru kevala tumheM pralobhita karatA hai, vaha basa tumheM ukasAtA hai| vaha dikhAtA hai ki vahAM kucha hai, eka khajAnA-aura aba tumako kaThora parizrama karanA pdd'egaa| vAstava meM' to vaha hara prakAra ke avarodha nirmita karegA tAki tuma khajAne taka bahuta AsAnI se na pahuMca sko| kyoMki yadi tuma khajAne taka bahuta saralatA se pahuMca gae, to tuma vikasita nahIM hue; tuma usa khajAne ko puna: kho doge| yaha bacce ke hAtha meM khajAnA dene jaisA hai| kuMjI kho jAegI, khajAnA kho jaaegaa|
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________________ isalie na kevala tumako curAnA par3atA hai, balki sadaguru ko isa DhaMga se kArya karanA par3atA hai ki tuma kevala taba hI curA pAne meM samartha ho jaba tuma taiyAra ho cuke ho| use aneka bAdhAeM nirmita karanI par3atI haiN| vaha khajAne ko chipAtA calA jAtA hai| vaha tumako tabhI anumati degA jaba tuma taiyAra ho| basa tumhArA lobha yA tumhArI abhilASA paryApta nahIM hai, balki tumhArI taiyArI, tamhArI tatparatA cAhie, tumheM isako arjita karanA pdd'egaa| aura yaha corI karane jaisA hai, kyoMki prayAsa aMdhakAra meM karanA paDegA, aura prayAsa bahuta zAMtipUrNa DhaMga se karanA hogaa| aura vahAM rAste para hajAroM bAdhAeM haiM, dUra bhAga jAne ke lie pralobhana haiM bhaTaka jAne ke lie AkarSaNa haiN| sadaguru kI sahAyatA to vAstava meM tumheM aura nipuNa banAne ke lie hai, tumheM yaha dakSatA dene ke lie hai ki kaise patA lage ki khajAnA yahAM hai yA nhiiN| sadaguru ke sAtha rahate hue, usakI AbohavA se ghire hue, dhIre-dhIre tumameM eka vizeSa sajagatA kA udaya hone lagatA hai| tumhArI AMkheM svaccha ho jAtI haiM aura tuma dekha sakate ho ki khajAnA kahAM hai| aura taba tuma isake lie kaThora parizrama karate ho| sadaguru tumheM sudUra himAlaya ke-himAcchAdita, dhUpa meM camakate hue zikharoM kI jhalaka de detA hai, kiMtu yaha dUra hai aura tumheM yAtrA karanI pddegii| yaha kaThina hone jA rahI hai, yaha zramasAdhya hone jA rahI hai| isa bAta kI parI saMbhAvanA hai ki tama kho sakate ho| isa bAta kI pUrI saMbhAvanA hai ki tuma lakSya se cUka jAo, tuma bhaTaka sakate ho| jitanA adhika tuma zikhara ke najadIka Ate ho, cukane kI saMbhAvanA aura aura adhika, virATa se virATatara hotI jAtI haikyoMki jitanA tuma zikhara ke nikaTa Ate ho utanA hI tuma usako kama dekha pAte ho| tumako kevala apanI sajagatA se calanA par3atA hai| dUra se tuma zikhara ko dekha sakate the, dizA cUkanA kaThina thaa| lekina jaba tuma parvatoM meM pahuMca gae ho aura tuma Upara jA rahe ho to tuma zikhara ko nahIM dekha sakate ho| tumako to basa aMdhakAra meM TaTolanA hai, isalie yaha corI karane jaisA hI adhika hai| sadaguru tumako ise saralatA se nahIM dene jA rahA hai| isakI bahuta saralatA se anumati dI jA sakatI hai-dvAra ko ThIka abhI kholA jA sakatA hai kiMtu tuma vahAM kisI khajAne ko abhI dekha pAne samartha nahIM ho, kyoMki abhI taka tumhArI AMkheM prazikSita nahIM huI haiN| aura yadi mAtra zraddhAvaza tuma yaha vizvAsa kara lo ki yaha bahuta bezakImatI hai, to bAra-bAra tumhArI zraddhA kho jaaegii| jaba taka ki tuma anubhava na karo aura na jAno ki yaha mUlyavAna hai, yaha adhika samaya taka rakhA nahIM raha pAegA, tuma isako kahIM bhI pheMka doge| maiMne eka nirdhana vyakti, eka bhikhArI ke bAre meM sunA thA, jo sar3aka para apane gadhe ke sAtha A rahA thaa| gadhe kI gardana meM eka suMdara hIrA laTaka rahA thA, bhikhArI ne ise kahIM pAyA thA aura socA ki yaha saMdara dIkhatA hai, to usane apane gadhe ke lie eka choTA sA gahanA, eka kaMThahAra banA diyA thaa| eka jauharI ne use dekhaa| vaha usa nirdhana vyakti ke pAsa gayA aura pUchA, isa patthara ke lie tuma kyA kImata loge? nirdhana vyakti bolA. ATha Ane luuNgaa| vaha jauharI lalacA gyaa| usane kahA : ATha Ane ?-isa jarA se patthara ke lie? maiM tumako cAra Ane de sakatA huuN| lekina usa nirdhana vyakti ne kahA.
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________________ basa cAra Ane ke lie ise gadhe se kyoM alaga karUM? phira maiM nahIM beca rahA huuN| jauharI ne mana meM kahA, yaha bhikhArI becegA avazya, isalie vaha thor3I dUra calA gyaa| vaha use rAjI karane ke lie AtA, kiMtu isI bIca eka anya jauharI ne ise dekha liyaa| vaha eka hajAra rupaye dene ko rAjI thA, isalie nirdhana vyakti ne turaMta beca diyA, kyoMki pichalA vAlA to ATha Ane taka dene ko rAjI nahIM thaa| aura yaha dUsarA jauharI to karIba-karIba pAgala mAlUma par3A; usane eka hajAra rupaye kA prastAva rakha diyaa| pahalA jauharI vApasa AyA, lekina hIrA to jA cukA thaa| usane usa nirdhana vyakti se kahA : tuma mUrkha ho! tumane use kevala eka hajAra rupaye kI khAtira beca DAlA, yaha lagabhaga dasa lAkha rupaye kImata kA thA! vaha bhikhArI haMsane lagA, maiM mUrkha ho sakatA hUM maiM mUrkha hUM lekina apane bAre meM kyA khayAla hai ApakA? maiM nahIM jAnatA thA ki yaha hIrA thA, lekina Apa to jAnate the, aura Apane use ATha Ane taka meM nahIM khriidaa| tumheM hIrA mila sakatA hai; yaha tumase chIna liyA jaaegaa| tuma isako laMbe samaya taka rakha na skoge| jaba taka ki tuma svayaM na samajha lo ki yaha kitanA mUlyavAna hai, ise curA liyA jaaegaa| isalie tumako vikasita honA pdd'egaa| sadaguru kA kArya bahuta virodhAbhAsI hai| virodhAbhAsa yaha hai ki vaha tumheM ukasAtA hai, vaha tumheM nimaMtrita karatA hai, aura khajAne ko chipAe calA jAtA hai| use sAtha hI sAtha donoM kArya karane par3ate haiM; use tumako pralobhita karanA hai, rAjI karanA hai, aura phira bhI vaha tumheM AsAnI se usa taka pahuMcane bhI na degaa| ina do virodhAbhAsI prayAsoM ke madhya : ukasAnA, satata ukasAte rahanA..... maiM pratidina bole calA jAtA haM : yaha aura kacha nahIM, pralobhana hai, nimaMtraNa hai| kiMta maiM ise aMta taka chipAUMgA jaba taka tuma isako curA pAne meM samartha nahIM ho jaate| maiM ise dene nahIM jA rahA hUM isako diyA nahIM jA sktaa| ise tuma kevala curA sakate ho| lekina tuma dhIre- dhIre ustAda cora bana jaaoge| pralobhana tumheM ustAda cora banA degaa| tuma karoge kyA? maiM tumako pralobhita karUMgA, aura tumheM diyA kucha bhI nahIM jaaegaa| tuma kyA karoge? tuma yaha socanA AraMbha kara doge ki isako kaise curAyA jaae| ThIka samaya se pahale kucha bhI ghaTita nahIM hotA, kama se kama satya to apane ucita samaya ke pUrva kabhI nahIM ghtttaa| aura yadi maiM isako tumheM dene kA prayAsa karUM, to pahalI bAta yaha ki tuma taka kabhI na phuNcegaa| yadi yaha pahuMca bhI jAtA hai to tuma dubArA isako kho doge| aura... yadi maiM isako tumheM de dUM to merI ora se yaha koI karuNA kA kRtya na hogaa| merI karuNA ko kaThora honA pdd'egaa| merI karuNA ko itanA kaThora honA par3egA ki tuma isake lie cIkha-pukAra macAte rahate ho, aura maiM isako chipAtA rahatA huuN| eka ora maiM tumheM pralobhita karatA hUM dUsarI ora maiM ise chipAtA huuN| eka bAra pralobhita ho jAo, tuma dhIre- dhIre aura- aura dIvAnagI se bhara utthoge| tuma upAya khojoge, tumako upAya khojane pdd'eNge| kyoMki kevala khoja, aMveSaNa, rAstoM kI talAza, aviSkAra, naye rAstoM kI khoja, naye rAstoM ke
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________________ bAre meM pUchatAcha, purAne DhAMcoM gre bAhara nikala kara naye DhaMga-DhAMce, naye anuzAsana ko pAkara, unake mAdhyama se hI tuma vikasita hooge, tUma samRddha hooge| vAstava meM jisa kSaNa tuma vikasita ho jAte ho tatkSaNa satya tumhAre bhItara dIkhatA hai| vyakti ko basa usako pahacAnanA bhara hai, lekina yaha pahacAna kaThina rAste se AtI hai| tumako hara vaha vastu jo tumhAre pAsa hai dAMva para lagA denI par3atI hai; corI kA yahI abhiprAya hai| yaha koI vyavasAya nahIM hai; yaha koI mola-bhAva nahIM hai| yaha corI karane jaisA hai| cora ke bAre meM soco, vaha usa cIja ke lie jo ajJAta hai, jisako vaha nahIM jAnatA ki vAstava meM yaha vahAM hai bhI yA nahIM, saba kucha dAMva para lagAtA hai| vaha apanI saMpatti dAMva para lagAtA hai, vaha apanA parivAra dAMva para lagAtA hai, vaha apanA khuda kA jIvana dAMva para lagA detA hai| yadi vaha cUkatA hai aura kucha galata ho jAtA hai, to vaha sadA ke lie kArAgRha meM bhejA jA sakatA hai| vaha eka juArI hai, behada himmtvr| vaha koI vyavasAyI nahIM huai| vaha usa vastu ke lie jo vahAM ho sakatI hai aura nahIM bhI ho sakatI hai, sabhI kucha dAMva para lagA detA hai| vyavasAyI ke pAsa eka dhyeya vAkya hotA hai, vaha kahatA hai, kabhI apane hAtha kI AdhI roTI ko bhaviSya kI kalpanA kI pUrI roTI kI khAtira kho mata denaa| kabhI bhI usake lie jo tumhAre pAsa nahIM hai, isako kho mata denA jo tumhAre pAsa hai| yaha vyavasAyI kA dhyeya vAkya, vyavasAyI kA mana hai| cora pUrNata: dUsare dhyeya vAkya kA anusaraNa karatA hai; vaha kahatA hai, usa vastu kI khAtira jo tumhAre pAsa nahIM hai, usa sabhI kucha ko jo tumhAre pAsa hai, dAMva para lagA do| apane svapna ke lie vaha apanA yathArtha dAva para lagAtA hai| yaha basa eka 'zAyada' hai| vaha apanI sArI surakSAoM. ko, kisI aisI vastu ke lie jo atyaMta asurakSita hai, khatare meM DAlatA hai| yahI hai jahAM sAhasa kI AvazyakatA hai| isalie vyavasAyI banane kI apekSA cora bano, jaArI bno| kyoMki ajJAta ko kevala tabhI pAyA jA sakatA hai jaba tuma jJAta ko tyAgane ko rAjI ho| jaba jJAta vilIna ho jAtA hai, atAta tumhAre astitva meM praviSTa ho jAtA hai| jaba sArI surakSA kho jAtI hai, kevala tabhI tuma ajJAta ko apane bhItara praveza karane kA rAstA dete ho| dUsarA prazna: kyA vyakti jIvana kA AnaMda akele nahIM le sakatA hai? kyoMki maiM utanA bodhapUrNa nahIM hUM ki binA gIle hue, pAnI meM utara jAnA yA binA jale hue Aga meM se gujara jAnA mere lie saMbhava ho sako kyA vyakti akele jIvana kA AnaMda nahIM le sakatA hai?
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________________ kama se kama praznakartA to AnaMdita nahIM ho sakatA hai, kyoMki vaha vyakti jo AnaMda le sakatA hai kabhI prazna na puuchegaa| yaha prazna hI darzAtA hai ki tumhAre lie akele AnaMda le pAnA asaMbhava hogaa| tumhArA ekAMta badatara ho jAegA aura akelApana bana jaaegaa| tumhArA ekAMta koI paripUrNatA nahIM hogA, tumhArA ekAMta akelApana hogA - rikta | hAM, bhaya ke kAraNa tuma isameM ruke raha sakate ho| pAnI se bhIga jAne ke bhaya ke kAraNa, Aga meM ghira jAne ke bhaya ke kAraNa; bhaya ke kAraNa tuma ruka sakate ho| aneka loga ruka gae haiN| AzramoM meM jAo, purAne AzramoM meM jAkara dekho, aneka loga bhaya ke kAraNa ruke haiN| hu saMbaMdha eka agni hai; yaha dagdha karatA hai| yaha duSkara hai| kisI ke sAtha raha pAnA karIba-karIba asaMbhava hai| yaha eka satata saMgharSa hai| aneka loga bhAga gae haiM, lekina kAyara haiM ve| ve vayaska nahIM haiM, unakA prayAsa bacakAnA hai| hAM, ve adhika suvidhaapuurnn|' jIvana jIeMge, yaha saca hai| jaba vahAM koI dUsarA nahIM hai, to niHsaMdeha saba kucha saralatA se calatA hai| tuma akele rahate hoM kisake sAtha krodhita honA hai? kisake sAtha IrSyAlu honA hai? kisake sAtha saMgharSa karanA hai? lekina tumhArA jIvana sArA svAda kho degaa| tuma svAdahIna ho jAoge, jIvana kA koI rasa tumameM na hogaa| aneka loga jIvana se bhAga jAte haiM kyoMki jIvana atizaya hai aura ve svayaM ko isase nibaTane meM sakSama nahIM pAte haiN| maiM yaha sujhAva nahIM dUMgA; maiM koI palAyanavAdI nahIM huuN| maiM tumase tumhAre jIvanapatha meM saMgharSarata rahane ko kahUMgA, kyoMki adhika sajaga aura hozapUrNa rahane kA yahI eka mAtra rAstA hai| itanA saMtulita ho jAnA hai ki koI bhI tumheM asaMtulita na kara pAe, isa kadara zAMta ho jAnA hai ki dUsare kI upasthiti kabhI tumheM vicalita na kara ske| dUsarA tumhArA apamAna kara sakatA hai kiMtu tuma uttejita nahIM hote| dUsarA aisI paristhiti paidA kara sakatA hai jisameM sAmAnyata: tuma pAgala ho ga hote, lekina aba tuma pAgala nahIM hote| tuma paristhiti ko uccatara cetanA ke lie sIr3hI ke rUpa meM prayoga kara lete ho| jIvana ko eka paristhiti, adhika cetana, adhika saMtulita, adhika keMdrita aura apanI jar3oM se gaharAI meM jur3ane ke avasara ke rUpa meM prayukta kiyA jAnA caahie| yadi tuma bhAga jAte ho, to yaha aise huA jaise koI bIja miTTI se bhAga jAe aura aisI guphA meM jA chipe jahAM jarA bhI miTTI na ho kevala patthara hoN| bIja surakSita ho jaaegaa| miTTI meM bIja ko maranA par3egA, miTanA pdd'egaa| jaba bIja miTatA hai tabhI paudhA aMkurita hotA hai| phira khatare AraMbha ho jAte haiN| bIja ke lie koI khatarA nahIM thA. use kisI pazu hIM khAyA hotA, aura kisI bacce ne use nahIM toDA hotaa| aba eka suMdara harA aMkura aura sArA saMsAra usake virodha meM pratIta hotA hai : havAeM AtI haiM aura ve ise jar3a se ukhAr3ane kA prayAsa
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________________ karatI haiM, bAdala Ate haiM, aura tUphAna Ate haiM, aura eka choTA sA bIja akele hI sAre saMsAra ke viruddha saMgharSa kara rahA hai| vahAM bacce haiM, vahAM jAnavara haiM, aura vahAM mAlI haiM, aura sAmanA karane ke lie lAkhoM samasyAeM haiN| bIja vidhApUrvaka raha rahA thA, vahAM koI samasyA nahIM thI : na havA, na miTTI, na jAnavara-kucha bhI samasyA nahIM thii| yaha apane Apa meM pUrI taraha se baMda thA; bIja saMrakSita thA, surakSita thaa| isalie tuma himAlaya kI kisI guphA meM jA sakate ho : tuma eka bIja raha jaaoge| tuma aMkurita nahIM hoge| ve havAeM tumhAre virodha meM nahIM haiM, ve tumako eka avasara detI haiM, ve tumheM eka cunautI detI haiM, ve tumheM gaharAI se jar3eM jamA lene kA eka avasara detI haiN| ve tumheM apanI jamIna para dRr3hatApUrvaka khar3e hone ko aura kar3I Takkara dene ko kahatI haiN| yaha tumako sabala banAtA hai| tuma dekhate ho, yahAM eka yUkelipTasa kA eka vRkSa hai| basa use bacAne bhara ko muktA ne jaba yaha vRkSa choTA thA to isake barAbara meM eka bAMsa lagA diyA thaa| aba yaha itanA laMbA ho gayA hai, lekina aba yaha apane Apa khar3A nahIM ho sktaa| bAMsa abhI bhI vahAM para hai, aura aba yaha asaMbhava pratIta hotA hai, eka bAra tuma bAMsoM ko haTA lo pUrA vRkSa gira pdd'egaa| surakSA khataranAka siddha ho jaaegii| aba yaha vRkSa surakSA kA AdI ho cukA hai| isakI zakti meM vikAsa nahIM huA hai, yaha bacakAnA raha gayA hai| cunautiyAM vikAsa ke avasara haiM aura jIvana meM prema se bar3I koI cunautI nahIM hai| yadi tuma kisI ko prema karo, to tuma atyAdhika anizcitatA meM ho jAte ho| prema, jisa taraha tumhAre kavi kahA karate haiM pUrA gulAboM kI sugaMdha se bharA huA nahIM hai; ve sabhI mUrkha haiN| unhoMne prema ke bAre meM svapna dekhe hoMge, lekina unhoMne kabhI ise jAnA nhiiN| yaha koI phUloM kI seja nahIM hai| isameM jitanI tuma kalpanA kara sakate ho usase adhika kAMTe haiN| gulAba to durlabha haiM, yahAM aura vahA haiM, lekina kAMTe lAkhoM haiN| lekina jaba lAkhoM kAMToM ke bIca se eka galAba khilatA hai to isakA apanA sauMdarya hotA hai| jIvana meM prema sabase bar3A khatarA hai| isIlie maiM jora detA hUM ki yadi tuma vAstava meM vikasita honA cAhate ho to isa sabase bar3e khatare prema ko svIkAra karo aura isameM utara jaao| logoM ne isase bacane ke aneka upAya khojane ke prayAsa kie haiN| kucha ne saMsAra chor3a diyA hai| tuma saMsAra se itane bhayabhIta kyoM ho? saMsAra kA bhaya vAstava meM prema kA bhaya hai, kyoMki jaba dUsare vahAM haiM to saMbhAvanA yaha hai ki tuma kisI ke prema meM par3a sakate ho| cAroM ora itanI adhika suMdara AtmAeM, itane adhika AkarSaNa haiM; tuma kahIM bhI phaMsa sakate ho| khatarA hai... bhAgo! kucha loga AzramoM meM bhAga gae haiM, kucha loga anya upAyoM se bhAge haiN| kucha loga vivAhoM se bhAge haiN| yaha bhI eka palAyana hai| Azrama eka palAyana hai aura vivAha bhI eka palAyana hai-prema se bacane ke lie|
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________________ yakti kabhI nahIM jAnatA ki prema saMbaMdha kA pariNAma kyA hone vAlA hai| yaha sadaiva DagamagAtA rahatA hai| yaha kabhI suvidhAjanaka nahIM hai, yaha kabhI ArAmadAyaka nahIM hai| yaha tumhAre lie AnaMda ke kSaNa lA sakatA hai, lekina yaha naraka bhI lAtA hai| yaha pIr3ApUrNa vikAsa hai, lekina sArA vikAsa pIr3ApUrNa hotA hai| vyakti kA vikAsa pIr3A ke binA kabhI nahIM hotaa| pIr3A usakA bhAga hai eka Avazyaka bhAga hai| yadi tuma pIDA se bacate ho to tuma vikAsa se bhI baca jAte ho| bahuta se loga kahIM na kahIM ruka jAte haiN| kucha loga mahatvAkAMkSA meM ruka gae haiM, rAjanItijJa bana gae haiN| unheM prema kI koI ciMtA nahIM hai| ve kahate haiM ki unako saMsAra meM mahAna kArya karane haiN| ve zakti ke bAre meM ciMtita haiM, ve zakti kA prayoga palAyana ke lie karate haiN| kucha apane AzramoM meM daphana ho gae haiM; kucha apane parivAroM meM, vivAha, bacce, yaha aura vaha meM daphana ho cuke haiM, lekina maiM kaThinatA se hI kisI aise vyakti ke saMparka meM AtA hUM jisane prema kI cunautI kA, vahAM jo bar3e se bar3A tUphAna hai usakA sAmanA kiyA ho| lekina jisane isakA sAmanA kara liyA hai vahI vikasita hotA hai| eka dina vaha isase bAhara AtA hai, zuddha, nirmala, pripkv| aba tuma pUchate ho : 'kyA vyakti jIvana kA AnaMda akele nahIM le sakatA?' tuma akele prasanna ho sakate ho, lekina tuma AnaMda nahIM le skte| eka DhaMga se tuma prasanna ho sakate ho, kyoMki vahAM koI vyavadhAna, koI upadrava, koI saMgharSa nahIM hogaa| tumhArI prasannatA zAMti kI bhAMti adhika hogI, AnaMda kI bhAMti km| isameM koI samAdhi kI chAyA na hogii| AnaMda para samAdhi kA bahuta prabhAva hotA hai, AnaMda bahuta kucha nRtya kI bhAMti hotA hai| prasannatA aisI hai jaise ki tuma apane snAnagRha meM gAnA gAte hoM-snAnAgAra gAyana-yaha bahuta -kunakunA hotA hai; tuma ise akele kara sakate ho| tuma ise sadaiva apane snAnagRha meM karate ho kyoMki tuma akele ho| lekina dUsare logoM ke sAtha gAyana aura nRtya pUrI taraha unase AviSTa ho jAnA, yaha AnaMda hai| AnaMda eka bAMTane vAlI anubhUti hai, prasannatA na bAMTa sakane vAlA anubhava hai| ve loga jo kaMjUsa haiM sadaiva prasannatA kI talAza karate haiM, AnaMda kI nahIM; kyoMki AnaMda ko bAMTane kI AvazyakatA kele AnaMdita nahIM ho skte| eka vizeSa vAtAvaraNa kI AvazyakatA par3atI hai, eka viziSTa jalavAyu kI AvazyakatA par3atI hai, logoM kI, vyaktiyoM kI, cetanA kI eka viziSTa umaMga kI AvazyakatA par3atI hai| akele, bahuta huA to tuma prasanna hI ho sakate ho| aura smaraNa rakho, prasannatA koI bahuta khuza hone vAlI bAta nahIM hai| AnaMda vAstava meM urdhvagamana hai AnaMda hai carama utkarSa, zikharoM kI bhAMti; prasannatA samatala maidAna hai : vyakti suvidhApUrvaka binA kahIM gira par3ane ke kisI bhaya ke binA calatA-phiratA rahatA hai-na cAroM ora koI ghATI hai, na koI khatarA hai| tuma apanI AMkheM baMda karake cala sakate ho| tumheM rAstA patA hai,
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________________ una rAstoM para tuma calate rahe ho, yaha rAstA aura vaha rAstA saba patA hai| tuma pUrI taraha acetana hokara cala-phira sakate ho| AnaMda ko cetanA kI AvazyakatA hotI hai| kyA tuma kabhI pahAr3oM para gae ho? tuma cala rahe ho aura basa bagala meM hI eka vizAla ghATI phailI hue hai| tuma sajaga ho jAte ho| parvatArohaNa ke sauMdaryoM meM yaha bhI eka bAta hai| vAstava meM yaha AnaMda parvata meM nahIM hai, AnaMda hai khatare meM, satata khatare meM clnaa| vahAM sadaiva mRtyu cAroM ora hai, ghATI tumako kisI bhI kSaNa nigala lene kI pratIkSA kara rahI hai| eka bAra tumhAre pAMva ukhar3e, tuma sadA ke lie cale ge| usa khatare ke kAraNa vyakti bahuta tIkSmAtA se sajaga talavAra jaisA ho jAtA hai| usa sajagatA se AnaMda milatA hai| jaba tuma logoM ke sAtha saMbaMdhoM meM rahA karate ho to tuma sadaiva khatare meM ho| jIvana prakhara ho jAtA hai| phira tumhAre pAsa eka jIvanazailI hotI hai, taba tumhArI UrjA basa jaka nahIM khAtI, yaha pravAhamAna hotI hai| una logoM kI ora dekho jo guphAoM yA AzramoM meM bahuta laMbe samaya se raha rahe haiM, tuma dekhoge ki unake ceharoM para khAsa kisma kI jaka laga cukI hai| ve jIvaMta nahIM dikhAI pdd'eNge| ve mUr3ha hone kI sImA taka maMdamati hoNge| yahI kAraNa hai ki sAdhuoM ne saMsAra meM kabhI kisI suMdara cIja kA nirmANa nahIM kiyA hai| unake dvArA kucha bhI nirmita nahIM huA hai| ve apaziSTa haiM, ve urvara bhUmi nahIM haiN| ve napuMsaka siddha hue haiN| sAre palAyana tumheM aura kAyara, napuMsaka banA dete haiN| aura jitanA tuma bhAgate ho utanA aura tuma bhAganA cAhate ho| sArA palAyana AtmaghAtI hai| phira merA kyA abhiprAya hai? kyA maiM tumase yaha kaha rahA hUM ki kabhI akele mata raho? nahIM, jarA bhI nhiiN| balki maiM kaha rahA hUM ki kabhI akelepana meM mata rho| ekAMta usa samRddhi se AtA hai jise tumane saMbaMdhoM ke, aneka saMbaMdhoM, aneka AyAmoM, aneka guNavattAoM ke mAdhyama se sIkhA hai mAM ke sAtha raha kara, pitA ke sAtha raha kara, mitra ke sAtha raha kara, bhAI, bahana ke sAtha raha kara, patnI ke sAtha, premikA, premI ke sAtha raha kara, mitroM ke, zatraoM ke sAtha raha kara sIkhA hai| sAtha raha kara' hI saMsAra hai| aura vyakti ko jitanA saMbhava ho sake utane adhika saMbaMdhoM meM raha kara dekhanA par3atA hai, tabhI tuma vistIrNa hote ho| pratyeka saMbaMdha tumhArI AMtarika samRddhi meM kucha yogadAna karatA hai| jitanA adhika tuma logoM ke madhya unase saMbaMdhita hokara phaila jAte ho, utanA hI adhika tumhArA vistAra ho jAtA hai| tumhAre pAsa eka aura bar3I AtmA hotI hai, aura tumhAre pAsa eka aura samRddha AtmA hotI hai| varanA tuma daridra ho jAte ho| aba manasvida una baccoM para kaThora zrama kara rahe haiM, jinako apanA pahalA aura AdhArabhUta saMbaMdha
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________________ nahIM milA hai - bacce aura mAM kA sNbNdh| ve sikur3a jAte haiN| ye bacce kabhI sAmAnya na hoNge| kisI kAraNa se vistIrNa hone kI pahalI lAlasA nahIM ghaTa pAI hai| mAM aura bacce ke bIca kA saMbaMdha saMsAra meM pahalA praveza hai| hai tuma saMsAra meM apanI mAM ke prema ke sAtha praviSTa hote ho| tumhArA saMsAra meM praveza hotA hai kyoMki tuma apanI mAM se saMbaMdhita hote ho, aura tuma sIkhate ho ki kisa bhAMti saMbaMdhita huA jaae| vaha uSNatA jo mAM aura bacce ke bIca pravAhita hotI hai UrjA kA pahalA AdAna-pradAna hai| yaha carama rUpa se kAmuka kyoMki sArI UrjA kAmuka hai| baccA muskurA rahA hai, mAM muskurA rahI hai, pracaMDa mAtrA meM UrjA kA AdAna-pradAna ho rahA hai| mAM bacce ko dulAra kara rahI hai, bacce kA AliMgana kara rahI hai, bacce kA cuMbana le rahI hai, eka virATa UrjA bacce ko dI jA rahI hai, aura baccA pratisaMvedana ke lie taiyAra ho rahA hai| zIghra hI vaha dina A jAegA jaba baccA mAM kA AliMgana karegA aura usakA cuMbana legaa| vaha bar3A hai, na kevala lene ke lie taiyAra, balki dene ke lie bhI tatpara hai| yaha usakI pahalI sIkha hai phira vaha bhAiyoM aura bahanoM aura pitA aura cAcAoM ke sAtha uThegA- baiThegA, aura yaha vartula aura-aura baDa aura bar3A hotA jAegA- vidyAlaya meM aura mahAvidyAlaya meM aura vizvavidyAlaya meM aura phira brahmAMDa meM vyakti Age bar3hatA jAtA hai| jitanA adhika tuma saMbaMdhita ho utanA hI adhika se adhika tuma ho astitva kI khoja saMbaMdhita hone ke mAdhyama se hotI hai| pratyeka saMbaMdha eka darpaNa hai| yaha tumhAre astitva kA eka bhAga tumheM dikhAtA hai yaha tumhAre bAre meM kucha pradarzita karatA hai tumhAre bAre meM yaha kucha pratibiMbita karatA hai| jaba tuma itane adhika vikasita ho jAo aura anaMta taka vistIrNa ho jAo taba aMtima saMbaMdha paramAtmA se hotA hai yaha aMtima saMbaMdha hai| yadi tuma saMbaMdhoM se bhAgate ho, jaisA ki ye tathAkathita dhArmika loga karate haiM... ve kucha bahuta asaMgata kArya kara rahe haiN| ve paramAtmA se saMbaMdhita hone meM samartha nahIM ho pAeMge, kyoMki unhoMne sIkhA hI nahIM ki saMbaMdhita kisa prakAra huA jaae| unhoMne nahIM sIkhA ki saMbaMdhoM meM kaise utarA jaae| aura yAda rakho paramAtmA se saMbaMdhita honA mahAnatama, sarvAdhika khataranAka saMbaMdha hai| abhI usI dina maiM eka IsAI, eka bahuta suMdara vyakti, jo rUsa kI jeloM meM kaI sAla rahA hai, ke saMsmaraNa par3ha rahA thaa| tIna sAla vaha lagAtAra eka bhUmigata koTharI meM, jamIna se tIsa phITa nIce rhaa| lagAtAra tIna varSa taka usane jarA bhI dhUpa koI phUla, koI titalI, caMdramA taka nahIM dekhaa| usane saMtarI ke atirikta kisI AdamI kA ceharA bhI nahIM dekhaa| tIna sAla kA yaha samaya pagalA dene vAlA thaa| na par3hane ke lie koI pustaka na karane ke lie kucha kArya use to yaha bhI nahIM patA thA ki isa samaya dina hai yA rAta, bAhara saMsAra meM..sUryodaya huA bhI yA nhiiN| vahAM koI samAcAra patra bhI nahIM thA, saMsAra meM kyA ho rahA thA isakI koI bhI khabara nahIM, kucha bhI nhiiN| vaha pUrI taraha asaMbaddha thaa| usane eka kAma karanA AraMbha kara diyA - AtyaMtika rUpa se suMdara thA yaha kArya, usane paramAtmA se bAta
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________________ karanA AraMbha kara dii| karane ko kyA thA? aura karatA bhI kyA? tIna varSa taka usane paramAtmA se bAteM kI aura dhIre-dhIre vaha upadeza dene lgaa| paramAtmA usakA eka mAtra zrotA thaa| vaha khar3A ho jAtA aura vaha upadeza krtaa| lekina ve upadeza vAstava meM suMdara the| aba kArAgRha se bAhara nikala kara usane una upadezoM ko ekatrita kiyA aura usane unheM vaisA hI rakhA hai jaisA usane unheM paramAtmA se bolA thaa| vaha kahatA hai, 'apamAnita anubhava na kreN|' kyoMki aneka bAra vaha paramAtmA se krodhita ho jAtA hai| vyakti ko krodhita honA pdd'egaa| kyA mUrkhatA hai : tIna sAla ke lie! vaha zAstroM se uddharaNa detA hai aura paramAtmA se kahatA hai, use dekho jo tumane kahA huA hai| bAibila meM tuma kahate ho ki manuSya ko kabhI akelA nahIM rahanA caahie| mere bAre meM kyA? kyA tuma apane dharmazAstra ke bAre meM, aura apanA vaha saMdeza jo jIsasa ke mAdhyama se diyA thA, usake bAre meM saba kucha bhUla cuke ho? kahAM ho tuma? kyA tumane apane niyama badala lie haiM? eka vyakti ko kabhI akelA nahIM honA cAhie? to tumane mujhako tIna sAla taka kyoM akelA rahane ke lie bAdhya kiyA? aura vaha kahatA hai, yAda rahe, phaisale vAle dina maiM akelA hI gunAhagAra na hoUMgA, tuma bhI vahAM gunAhagAra bana kara khar3e rhoge| na kevala tuma mere pApoM ke bAre meM batAoge, maiM bhI tumhAre pApoM ke bAre meM btaauuNgaa| yAda rahe! ise bhUlanA mata! yaha mAmalA eka taraphA nahIM hone jA rahA hai| vAstava meM ye saMvAda, ye paramAtmA ke sAtha vArtAlApa suMdara haiN| unhIM vArtAlApoM ke kAraNa vaha sAmAnya rhaa| vaha kArAgRha se pUrNata: svastha bAhara AyA, usase bhI adhika sAmAnya jaise mAnasika svAsthya ke sAtha vaha bhItara gayA thA-adhika svsth| aisA suMdara saMbaMdha.. .aura paramAtmA pUrI taraha mauna thaa| yaha kSubdha karatA hai| tuma bAta kie cale jAte ho; vaha kucha nahIM kahatA, hI, nahIM-kucha bhI nhiiN| jarA soco, tuma bolate cale jAo aura tumhArI patnI cupacApa rhe| vaha rasoI meM kAma karatI rhe| tuma pagalAe jA rahe ho aura tuma cIkha rahe ho aura cillA rahe ho aura vaha khAmozI se apanA kAma kie calI jA rahI hai| kaisA mahasUsa hogA tumakI? paramAtmA ke saMbaMdha meM aisA hI ghaTita hotA hai 1 vyakti ko ise jIvana meM sIkhanA par3atA hai, tabhI tuma paramAtmA se saMbaMdhita ho sakate ho| paramAtmA se saMbaMdhita honA samagra se saMbaMdhita honA hai| niHsaMdeha vaha samagra mauna hai, aura usase saMbaMdhita hone ke lie bahuta kuzalatA kI AvazyakatA hai kevala tabhI saMbaMdha ho pAtA hai| jaba tuma paramAtmA se saMbaMdhita ho cuke ho aura tuma usa meM vilIna ho gae ho, tabhI ekAMta ghaTatA hai| ekAMta aMtima upalabdhi hai| yahI hai jisako pataMjali kaivalya kahate haiM : AtyaMtika ekaaNt| yaha koI AraMbha meM nahIM hai, yaha aMta meM hai| yahI kAraNa hai ki hama aMtima adhyAya par3ha rahe haiM yaha adhyAya ekAMta ke bAre meM hai, kaivlypaad| yogI kA aneka janmoM se sArA prayAsa yahI hai ki kisa bhAMti svAta ta jaae| yaha itanA sastA nahIM hai| jitanA tuma socate ho ki tumane basa ghara chor3a diyA aura tuma sI guphA meM cale gae
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________________ aura tumako ekAMta upalabdha ho gyaa| phira to pataMjali ke yoga sUtra kI koI jarUrata na rhii| basa eka hI sUtra kAma kara jAegA relave sTezana jAo eka TikaTa kharIda lo aura himAlaya cale jAo, basa ho gyaa| tumheM kauna roka rahA hai? tumheM rokA kaise jA sakatA hai? - lekina usa prakAra se jIvana bahuta sastA ho jAegA, kisI kImata kA na rhegaa| vyakti ko ise sIkhanA par3atA hai| tumhAre sabhI saMbaMdhoM kA khila jAnA ekAMta hai| tumane apane sabhI saMbaMdhoM kI sugaMdhoM ko, acchI yA burI, suMdara yA kurupa ko ekatrita kara liyA hai, tuma sugaMdha ekatrita karate cale jAte ho| phira tumhAre bhItara eka jvAlA uThatI hai usa ekAMta ko lakSya honA caahie| jisako abhI tuma ekAMta kaha rahe ho vaha ekAMta nahIM hai; yaha to basa akelApana hone jA rahA hai| akele meM honA, ekAMta meM honA nahIM hai| akele honA, kurUpa, rugNa, udAsa hai| ekAMta meM honA apane meM parama sauMdarya lie hue hai; yaha eka upalabdhi hai| ...... kyoMki maiM utanA bodhapUrNa nahIM hUM ki binA gIle hue pAnI meM utara jAnA yA binA jale hu Aga meM se gujara jAnA mere lie saMbhava ho ske|" phira tuma kisa prakAra se bodhapUrNa hone jA rahe ho? saMbaMdhoM meM aura aura Age bar3ho bhAga kara tuma kabhI bodhapUrNa nahI paaoge| tumako bodhapUrNa banane ke lie ina sabhI kI AvazyakatA hai| yadi tuma saMsAra meM rahate hue bodhapUrNa na ho sake to saMsAra se bAhara raha kara tuma bodhapUrNa nahIM ho skte| anyathA tumako saMsAra diyA hI kisalie gayA hai; tuma saMsAra meM kyoM ho bodha sIkhane ke lie| - jaba tumhAre rAste meM bahuta sAre loga idhara-udhara bhAga-daur3a kara rahe hoM, aneka UrjAeM tumhAre cAroM ora AvAgamana kara rahI hoM, aura hala karane ke lie yaha eka pahelI ho, to isase bodha kA udaya hogA / hI, eka dina tuma pAnI meM calane meM samartha ho jAoge aura pAnI tumhAre pAMvoM ko sparza nahIM karegA; lekina isase pUrva ki aisA ghaTita ho tumako jIvana kI aneka nadiyoM aura sAgaro meM calanA par3egA / hI eka dina tuma Aga meM calane meM samartha ho jAoge aura agni tumako nahIM jalAegI lekina isako aneka agniyoM aura aneka dahana anubhavoM se hokara sIkhanA par3egA, kevala anubhava se hI vyakti mukta hotA hai satya mukta karatA hai; anubhava tumako satya dete haiN| binA anubhavoM ke jIvana ke lie kabhI nirNaya mata kro| sadaiva aura anubhavoM ke lie nirNaya lo| bhale hI kitanA kaThina aura duSkara ho, lekina sadA anubhava kA jIvana cuno| eka dina tuma pAra cale jAoge, lekina vyakti ise jAna kara hI atikramaNa karatA hai| tIsarA prazna:
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________________ abhI usa dina Apane mere prazna ke uttara meM jIvana ko pUrI taraha se jIne aura usakA AnaMda lene ko khaa| lekina phira jIvana kyA hai? kAma-bhoga meM saMlagna hone, dhana kamAnA, sAMsArika icchAoM kI pUrti karanA, aura yahI saba kucha? yadi aisA hai, to vyakti ko dUsaroM para aura una sAMsArika vastuoM para, jinako nizcita rUpa se Age jAkara baMdhana bana jAnA hai, nirbhara honA pdd'egaa| aura kyA yaha khojI kI khoja ko bahuta laMbA bhI nahIM banA degI? hA, jIvana yahI saba kucha hai jisakI tuma kalpanA aura abhilASA kara sakate ho| kAma- bhoga sammilita hai, dhana sammilita hai, manuSya kA mana jisakI abhilASA kara sakatA hai, vaha pratyeka vastu isameM sammilita hai| lekina tuma eka aTakAva vAlA jIvana jIte ho| prazna ko likhe jAne meM bhI tumhArI nidAeM pUrI taraha spaSTa rUpa se sApha dikhAI de rahI haiN| tuma kahate ho. 'abhI usa dina Apane mere prazna ke uttara meM jIvana ko pUrI taraha se jIne aura usakA AnaMda lene ko khaa| lekina phira jIvana kyA hai? kAma- bhoga meM saMlagna honA, dhana kamAnA, sAMsArika icchAoM kI pUrti karanA, aura yahI saba kucha?' niMdA spaSTa hai| aisA pratIta hotA hai ki prazna pUchane se pUrva hI uttara kA tumheM patA hai| tumhArI sIkha nitAMta spaSTa hai-kAma- bhoga ko kATa do, prema ko kATa do, dhana ko kATa do, logoM ko kATa do| phira vahAM kisa prakAra kA jIvana bacegA? ise samajhanA pddegaa| jIvana zabda kA apane meM, yadi tuma hara bAta ko kATate cale jAo to koI artha nahIM hai| aura pratyeka bAta kI niMdA kI jA sakatI hai| bhojana kA AnaMda lenA hI jIvana hai; koI bhI isakI niMdA kara sakatA hai; kyA mUrkhatA hai! basa bhojana ko cabAnA aura ise bhItara nigala lenA! kyA vana ho sakatA hai? phira zvAsa lenA, basa vAya bhItara lenA, isako bAhara pheMka denA, ise bhItara lenA, ise bAhara pheMka denA-kitanI Uba! aura kisalie? phira prAta: zIghra hI uTha jAnA aura saMdhyA ko sone cale jAnA, aura kAryAlaya jAnA aura dukAna jAnA, aura hajAroM prakAra kI piidd'aaeN| kyA yahI jIvana hai? phira kisI strI ke sAtha sahavAsa karanA? basa do gaMde zarIra! kisI strI kA caMbana lenA aura va nahIM balki lAra aura lAkhoM jIvANuoM kA aadaan-prdaan| jIvANuoM ke bAre meM soco yaha to svAsthyadAyI bhI nahIM hai, nizcita rUpa se yaha adhArmika hai| yaha svAsthya ke lie na vAlA bhI hai| cAne to jIvana kyA hai? pratyeka bAta ko samagra ke saMdarbha meM lo aura yaha arthahIna, asaMgata dikhAI par3atI hai| isI kAraNa dhArmika loga jIvana ko yugoM se niMdita karate A rahe haiN| unako tuma koI bhI cIja de do aura ve isako niMdita karane meM samartha ho jaaeNge| ve kaheMge, zarIra hai kyA? basa khAla kA eka thailA bhara hai, jisameM lAkhoM gaMdI cIjeM bharI huI haiN| jarA thailA kholo aura dekha lo| aura tuma pAoge ki ve sahI
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________________ haiN| lekina kyA tumane dUsarA prazna pUchA hai? ye loga kisI aisI vastu kI AzA lagA rahe the jo unako vahAM nahIM milii| khAla ke isa thaile ke bhItara kyA tuma sone kI ummIda lagA rahe the, yA khAla ke thaile meM hIre? kyA taba cIjeM behatara ho jAtI? dUsarA prazna pUcho, tuma kyA ummIda lagA rahe the? jo zarIra tumhAre pAsa hai tuma isase behatara aura adhika suMdara zarIra ko nahIM pA sakate, aura tuma bhItara gaMdagI dekhate rahate ho| tuma usa suMdara kArya ko nahIM dekhate jo yaha karatA rahatA hai| sArA zarIra kitanI gahana kuzalatA se, kitanI zAMti se, sattara, assI yA sau sAla taka kAryarata rahatA hai| zarIra meM kAryarata UrjA ke spaMdana ko, UrjA kI dhar3akana ko dekho| lekina aise loga haiM jo hamezA kucha na kucha galata khoja sakate haiN| bhale hI yaha kucha ho, ve kucha na kucha galata khoja sakate haiN| tuma unako eka gulAba dikhAo aura ve use paudhe se tor3a leMge aura kaheMge, yaha kyA hai? yaha kucha hI ghaMToM meM murdA ho jaaegaa| hAM, yaha vidA ho jAegA, aise sArA sauMdarya kho jAtA hai| unheM tuma eka suMdara iMdradhanuSa dikhAo, aura ve kaheMge, yaha bhrama hai| tuma vahAM jAo tumheM kucha na milegaa| yaha basa pratIta hotA hai ki hai| ye mahAna niMdaka jIvana ko viSAkta karane vAle haiN| unhoMne hara cIja ko viSAkta kara diyA hai, aura tamane unakI bAtoM ko bahata adhika sana rakhA hai| aba tama yaha pAte ho ki jIvana kA AnaMda le pAnA tumhAre lie karIba-karIba asaMbhava ho cukA hai| lekina tuma yaha kabhI nahIM socate ki jIvana kA AnaMda le pAne kI isa akSamatA ko tumhAre tathAkathita dhArmika zikSakoM ne nirmita kiyA hai| unhoMne tumhAre astitva ko viSAkta kara diyA hai| usa samaya bhI jaba tuma kisI strI kA cuMbana le rahe hote ho tumhAre bhItara ve tumheM batAe cale jAte haiM, yaha kyA kara rahe ho tuma? yaha mUrkhatA hai| isameM kucha nahIM rakhA hai| jaba tuma bhojana kara rahe hote ho, ve kahe cale jAte hai, tuma kyA kara rahe ho? isameM kucha nahIM rakhA hai| una niMdakoM ne eka bar3A kAma kara DAlA hai| aura yaha mUlabhUta samasyAoM meM se eka hai| prazaMsA karanA kaThina hai aura niMdA karanA sarala hai| prazaMsA karanA bahuta kaThina hai kyoMki tumheM vidhAyaka rUpa se kucha siddha karanA pdd'egaa| kevala tabhI tuma prazaMsA karU sakate ho| eka zreSTha jarmana kavi henarika hena apane saMsmaraNoM meM likhatA hai. eka bAra maiM eka bar3e darzanazAstrI hIgala ke sAtha khar3A huA thA, aura yaha eka suMdara zItala rAtri thI-aMdherI, zAMta, aura sArA AkAza sitAroM ke sauMdarya se jagamagA rahA thaa| niHsaMdeha kavi ne isakI prazaMsA karanI AraMbha kara dI, aura usane kahA, kitanA sauMdarya, kaisA AtyaMtika sauNdry| aura usane Age kahA, maiM sadaiva socatA thA ki yadi vyakti kevala bhaima ko dekhatA hai aura kabhI AkAza ko nahIM dekhatA to vaha nAstika ho sakatA hai| lekina eka vyakti jo AkAza kI ora dekhatA ho vaha nAstika kaise ho sakatA hai? asaMbhava hai yh| lekina dhIre-dhIre vaha thor3A asahaja ho gayA kyoMki hIgala pUrI taraha se cupacApa thA, usane eka zabda bhI nahIM bo lA thaa| usane hIgala se pUchA, mahodraya, Apa kyA socate haiM? aura hIgala ne kahA, maiM koI sauMdarya yA koI bAta nahIM dekha pAtA huuN| Apa ina sitAroM kI bAta kara rahe haiM? ve aura kucha nahIM balki AsamAna kA kor3ha haiN| kor3ha.......!
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________________ niMdA kitanI sarala hai| yahI kAraNa hai ki niMdA karane vAle itane saspaSTa hote haiN| logoM ne jIvana pakSa meM bAta nahIM kI hai, kyoMki jIvana ke bAre meM kucha bhI vidhAyaka kahanA kaThina hai-zabdoM ke lie yaha bahuta kaThina hai| niMdaka apanI bAta kahane meM bahuta kuzala rahe haiM ve niMdA karate rahe haiM aura inakAra karate rahe haiM, kiMtu unhoMne tumhAre bhItara eka nizcita mana nirmita kara diyA hai jo bhItara kAryarata rahatA hai aura tumhAre jIvana ko viSAkta karatA rahatA hai| aba tuma mujhase pUchate. ho : 'jIvana kyA hai? kAma-bhoga meM saMlagna honA? dhana kamAnA? sAMsArika icchAoM kI pUrti karanA, aura yahI saba kucha?' aura sAMsArika icchAoM meM galata kyA hai? vAstava me sabhI icchAeM sAMsArika haiN| kyA tumane kisI aisI icchA ko jAnA hai jo sAMsArika na ho? paramAtmA ko tuma kisalie cAhate ho? aura tuma pAoge ki tumhArI icchA meM sArA saMsAra chipA huA hai| tuma svarga kI icchA kyoM karate ho? aura tuma pAoge ki vahAM sArA saMsAra chipA huA hai| ve jo jAnate haiM kahate haiM ki icchA meM hI saMsAra hai| ve 'sAMsArika icchAeM nahIM khte| buddha ne kabhI nahIM kahA thA, sAMsArika icchaa| ve kahate haiM, icchA hI saMsAra hai, icchA jaisI vaha hai| samAdhi ke lie icchA, saMbodhi ke lie icchA bhI sAMsArika hai| icchA karanA saMsAra meM honA hai, icchA na karanA saMsAra se bAhara honA hai| isalie sAMsArika icchA kI niMdA mata karo; isako samajhane kA prayAsa karo, kyoMki sabhI icchAe~ sAMsArika haiN| yahI hai bhaya ki yadi tuma sAMsArika icchAoM kI niMdA karate ho to tuma apane lie naI icchAeM nirmita karanA AraMbha kara dete ho, jinako tuma a-sAMsArika yA dUsare saMsAra kI kahate ho| tuma kahoge maiM koI sAdhAraNa manuSya nahIM huuN| maiM dhana ke pIche nahIM huuN| yaha Akhira hai kyA? tuma marate hoM-tuma dhana ko apane sAtha nahIM le jA skte| maiM kisI zAzvata saMpadA kI khoja, anveSaNa ka hN| isalie tama a-sAMsArika ho, yA adhika sAMsArika ho? ve loga jo isa saMsAra kI saMpatti se saMtuSTa ho jAte haiM-jo kSaNika hai, aura mRtyu isako chIna legI-ve sAMsArika haiN| aura tuma kisI aisI saMpadA kI khoja kara rahe ho jo sthAyI hai, jo sadA aura sadA ke lie hai, aura tama asAMsArika ho? tama adhika cAlAka aura catura pratIta hote ho| loga sAmAnya mAnavoM se kAma saMbaMdha banA rahe haiM-ve sAMsArika haiN| aura tuma kyA cAha rahe ho? aura kurAna meM dekho, bAibila meM dekho, hiMduoM ke dharmazAstroM meM dekho. svarga meM tuma kisakI icchA kara rahe ho? suMdara apsarAeM svarNa se banI huIM, unakI Ayu kabhI nahIM bar3hatI hai, ve sadA yuvA rahatI haiN| ve sadA solaha varSa kI rahatI hai-na kabhI paMdraha, na kabhI satraha-kitane Azcarya kI bAta hai| jaba zAstra likhe gae the, taba bhI unakI Ayu solaha varSa thii| aba zAstra bahuta prAcIna ho cuke haiM, lekina ye apsarAeM abhI bhI solaha varSa kI Ayu para rukI huI haiN| tuma kyA cAha rahe ho?
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________________ musalamAna dezoM meM samalaiMgikatA prabhAvI rahI hai, isalie unake svarga meM isakI bhI vyavasthA hai| tumhAre pAsa na kevala suMdara laDakiyAM hogI balki tumhAre lie suMdara lar3ake bhI upalabdha rheNge| aura isa saMsAra meM alkohala niMdita hai, vahAM musalamAnoM ke svarga meM zarAba ke cazme bahate haiN| zarAba kI nadiyAM! tumheM zarAbakhAnoM meM jAne kI jarUrata hI nahIM hai, tuma to basa unameM taira sakate ho, unameM ibakI lagA sakate ho| aura tuma ina logoM ko asAsArika kahate ho? vAstava meM ve aura koI nahIM?lki sAMsArika loga haiM jo isa saMsAra se itane nirAza ho gae haiM ki aba ve kalpanA meM jIte haiN| unake pAsakalpanA kA eka saMsAra hai, ve isako svarga, jannata yA kucha aura kahate haiN| sabhI icchAeM sAMsArika haiM, aura jaba maiM yaha kahatA haM to maiM unakI niMdA nahIM kara rahA haM maiM kevala eka tathya bola rahA hUM icchA karanA sAMsArika honA hai| isameM kucha bhI galata nahIM hai| paramAtmA ne yaha samajhane ke lie ki icchA kyA hai, tumheM eka avasara diyA hai| icchA ko samajhane meM, isakI mAtra samajha se hI icchA tirohita ho jAtI hai| kyoMki icchA bhaviSya meM hai, icchA kahIM aura hai, aura tuma abhI aura yahIM ho| tuma abhI aura yahIM honA cAhate ho aura satya abhI aura yahIM hai, astitva abhI aura yahIM ghaTita ho rahA hai, sabhI kucha abhI aura yahIM para ekAkAra ho rahA hai, aura apanI icchA ke sAtha tama kahIM aura ho, isalie tama cukate cale jAte ho| tuma sadaiva atRpta rahate ho kyoMki vaha jo tumako tRpta kara sakatA hai yahIM barasa rahA hai aura tuma kahIM aura ho| abhI ekamAtra satya hai aura yahIM ekamAtra astitva hai| icchA tumheM dUra le jAtI hai| icchA ko samajhane kA prayAsa karo, kisa bhAMti yaha tumheM dhokhA detI rahatI hai, kisa prakAra yaha tumheM aura-aura abhiyAnoM para le jAtI hai, aura tuma cUkate cale jAte ho| isalie jaba kabhI tumheM smaraNa A jAe, vApasa A jAo, ghara lauTa aao| icchA se saMgharSa karane kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai, kyoMki yadi tama icchA ke sAtha saMgharSa karoge to tuma eka aura icchA nirmita kara loge| kevala eka icchA hI dUsarI icchA ke sAtha saMgharSa kara sakatI hai| samajha icchA ke sAtha saMgharSa nahIM hai| samajha ke prakAza meM icchA tirohita ho jAtI hai; jaise ki jaba tuma dIyA jalAte ho to aMdhakAra miTa jAtA hai| isalie inheM sAMsArika icchAeM mata kaho; niMdaka mata bno| samajhane kA prayAsa kro| yadi aisA hai to vyakti ko dUsaroM para nirbhara honA par3egA, aura una sAMsArika vastuoM para jinako nizcita rUpa se Age jAkara baMdhana bana jAnA hai| lekina dUsaroM para nirbhara hone meM galata kyA hai? ahaMkAra kisI para nirbhara honA nahIM caahtaa| ahaMkAra svataMtra honA cAhatA hai| lekina tuma nirbhara ho| tuma astitva se bhinna nahIM ho, tuma usakA bhAga ho| pratyeka cIja Apasa meM jur3I hai| hamArA astitva eka sAtha hai, eka sahajIvitA meM hai| astitva eka sahajIvana hai to tuma svataMtra kaise ho sakate ho?. kyA taba tuma zvAsa na loge? kyA taba tuma bhojana nahIM karoge? yadi tuma bhojana karoge to tumako vRkSoM para,
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________________ paudhoM para nirbhara honA pdd'egaa| ve tumheM bhojana kI ApUrti kara rahe haiN| kyA tuma pAnI nahIM piyoge ? phira to tumheM nadiyoM para nirbhara honA pdd'egaa| aura kyA tumako sUrya kI AvazyakatA nahIM par3egI? taba to tuma mara jaaoge| tuma svataMtra kaise ho sakate ho? ' Atmanirbhara' eka galata zabda hai, utanA hI galata hai jitanA galata yaha zabda nirbhara hai| AtmanirbharatA aura para nirbharatA donoM galata haiN| asalI bAta hai, 'paraspara nirbhrtaa|' hama sabhI sAtha-sAtha haiM, paraspara nirbhara haiN| rAjA taka apane dAsa para utanA hI nirbhara hai jitanA ki dAsa rAjA para nirbhara hai| yaha eka paraspara nirbharatA hai| aisA khalIphA hAsna razIda ke jIvana meM huA vaha apane darabArI vidUSaka bollula ke sAtha baiThA huA thA aura usane kahA, bollula, maiM saMsAra meM sarvAdhika Atmanirbhara vyakti huuN| maiM anaMta zakti saMpanna sulAna hUM aura maiM jo kucha bhI cAhUM kara sakatA huuN| sArA saMsAra merI AzA mAnatA hai| kyA tuma kisI ko khoja sakate ho jo mere Adeza ke adhIna na ho / bollula khAmoza rahA, phira vaha bolA, hujUra yaha eka makkhI mujhe bahuta parezAna kara rahI hai| kyA Apa use AtA de sakate haiM ki vaha mujhe taMga na kare? hArUna razIda ne kahA tuma mUrkha ho| maiM kisI makkhI ko kaise Adeza de sakatA hUM? aura vaha merI bAta nahIM sunegii| bollula ne kahA hujUra kyA Apa bhUla gae, abhI Apa kyA kaha rahe the ki sArA saMsAra Apake AdezoM kA pAlana karatA hai? aura yaha makkhI bhI jo ThIka Apake sAmane mere sira para baiThI hai| maiM isako bhagA dene kI koziza kara rahA hUM aura yaha bAra-bAra Akara merI nAka para baiTha rahI hai; aura maiMne dekhA hai ki yaha ApakI nAka para bhI baiTha cukI hai, hujUra! aura Apa isa jarA sI makkhI ko AzA nahIM de sakate? aura sArA saMsAra Apake Adeza kA pAlana karatA hai? kRpayA Apa dubArA soceN| yaha saMsAra eka paraspara nirbharatA hai| hArUna razIda aura makkhiyAM sabhI paraspara nirbhara haiM, aura bollula hAruna razIda se adhika samajhadAra hai| vastuta: kyoMki vaha bahuta buddhimAna hai, isIlie use mUrkha samajhA jAtA hai| yA zAyada aisA usakI buddhimAnI ke kAraNa hai ki vaha svayaM ko mUrkha kahatA ho, kyoMki mUrkhoM ke isa saMsAra meM tumako yaha ghoSita nahIM karanA cAhie ki tuma eka buddhimAna vyakti ho| varanA ve tumako mAra ddaaleNge| yaha bollula sukarAta aura jIsasa se adhika samajhadAra pratIta hotA hai| unhoMne eka galatI kI, unhoMne ghoSaNA kara dI ki ve samajhadAra haiN| isI bAta ne saMkaTa utpanna kara diyaa| sAre mUrkha eka sAtha ekatrita ho gae aura unhoMne kahA, hama tumheM sahana nahIM kara skte| tuma kisI bollula ko sUlI nahIM car3hA skte| ho sakatA hai ki vaha jIsasa aura sukarAta se adhika samajhadAra ho / vaha kahatA hai, maiM bevakUpha hUM hujUra, lekina usakI aMtardRSTi ko dekho|
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________________ eka bAra hArUna razIda ne eka kavitA likhii| aba pratyeka vyakti ne isakI prazaMsA kI, pratyeka vyakti ko isakI prazaMsA karanI pdd'ii| yaha basa eka mUrkhatA thii| aura jaba usane darabAra meM bollula se pUchA, usane kahA, yaha nirI mUrkhatA hai, hujUra, mujha jaisA mUrkha bhI isa jaisI kavitA nahIM likhegaa| niHsaMdeha hArUna razIda bahuta krodhita ho gyaa| bollula ko kArAgAra meM DAla diyA gayA, aura use pITA gayA aura use bhUkhA rahane ko bAdhya kiyA gyaa| sAta dina bAda phira usako darabAra meM lAyA gyaa| hAruna razIda ne eka aura kavitA likhI thI, aura yaha kavitA pahalI se kahIM adhika pariSkRta thii| aura sAre darabAra ne kahA, vAha, vAha, punaH bollula se pUchA gyaa| usane kavitA ko dekhA, usane sunA aura turaMta uTha kara khar3A ho gayA aura jAne lgaa| sulAna ne pUchA, tuma kahAM jA rahe ho? vaha bolA, kaaraagaar| maiM phira vahIM jA rahA huuN| maiM Apako mujhe kArAgRha bhejane kI takalIpha nahIM duuNgaa| isakI jarUrata hI kyA hai? vaha vAstava meM buddhimAna vyakti thaa| yahI viDaMbanA hai ki aneka bAra buddhimAna vyakti ko khuda ko mUrkha kI bhAMti prakaTa karanA par3atA hai| yAda rakho, svataMtra hone kA prayAsa bahuta mUrkhatApUrNa hai| aura yaha saMbhava nahIM hai; asaMbhava hai yaha / taba tuma aura-aura hatAza ho jAoge, kyoMki hamezA tuma pAoge ki tuma punaH nirbhara ho, punaH artvita ho| jahAM kahIM tuma jAoge tuma nirbhara rahoge, kyoMki tuma astitva ke jAla se bAhara nahIM nikala skte| hama eka jAla kI gAMThoM kI taraha haiM - hamase hokara UrjAeM bahatI rahatI haiN| jaba bahuta sArI UrjAeM eka biMdu se hokara gujaratI haiM vaha biMdu viziSTatA bana jAtA hai, yahI hai sArI bAta kAgaja para rekhA khIMco, phira isake Ara-pAra eka aura rekhA khIMco jahAM ye donoM rekhAeM eka-dUsare ko kATatI haiM, viziSTatA bana jAtI haiN| jahAM jIvana aura mRtyu eka-dUsare ko kATate haiM, vahIM tuma ho, mAtra eka ubhayaniSTa biMdu | isako samajha lenA hI saba kucha hai| phira na tuma para nirbhara ho, na tuma Atmanirbhara ho, donoM asaMgatiyAM haiN| phira tuma basa paraspara nirbhara hote ho, aura tuma svIkAra kara lete ho| 'yadi aisA hai to vyakti ko dUsaroM para nirbhara honA par3egA, aura una sAMsArika vastuoM para jinako nizcita rUpa se Age cala kara baMdhana bana jAnA hai|' kisane kahA tumase ki unako nizcita rUpa se Age cala kara baMdhana bana jAnA hai? yA to tuma jAnate ho yA nahIM jaante| yadi tumheM patA hai to mujhase pUchane meM koI sAra nahIM; tuma usa baMdhana meM nahIM pddoge| yadi tuma nahIM jAnate aura tumane isa bAta ko basa dUsaroM se suna rakhA hai, to yaha madada dene vAlA nahIM hai| tuma saMkaTa meM par3oge / tuma sadA Adhe hRdaya se jIte rahoge kyoMki yaha tumhArI samajha nahIM hai, aura kevala tumhArI samajha tumheM mukta kara sakatI hai|
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________________ maiM tumako kucha kahAniyAM sunAtA hU~ eka vyakti aura usakI patnI ne samajhautA kiyA ki unameM se jo bhI pahale maregA vaha vApasa AegA aura dUsare ko batAegA ki usa duniyA meM kaisA lagatA hai| phira bhI eka bAta hai, pati ne kahA, 'yadi tuma pahale mara jAo, to mujhe tumase eka vAdA cAhie ki tuma dina ke samaya hI vApasa aaogii|' vaha bhayabhIta thA isa samajhaute meM, Adhe mana se sammilita thaa| - yadi tumane - dUsaroM para vizvAsa kiyA hai- kyoMki dUsare kahate haiM ki yadi tuma isa saMsAra meM uThoge - baiThoge to tuma baMdhana meM par3oge phira to jahAM kahIM bhI tuma jAo tuma baMdhana meM hooge, kyoMki yaha tumhArI samajha nahIM hai| samajha tumheM mukta karatI hai| aura yAda rakho, baMdhana Age cala kara nahIM ghaTita hotA hai, yaha turaMta baMdha jAtA hai| jisa pala tuma icchA karate ho, ThIka usI pala baMdhana baMdha jAtA hai| yaha icchA se janmatA hai, aura tumameM jaise hI icchA uThI tuma kArAgRha meM baMda ho jAte ho| yadi tumhAre pAsa aMtardRSTi hai to tuma turaMta dekha lete ho ki hareka icchA apane sAtha kArAgRha lekara AtI hai, aura yaha Age cala kara nahIM hotaa| Age cala kara......yaha Age cala kara kA vicAra uThatA hai kyoMki dUsare aisA kahate haiN| yaha tumhArA svayaM kA anubhava nahIM hai, isake atirikta aura kucha bhI mUlyavAna nahIM hai| aisA eka korTa meM ghaTita huA, maiMne dekhA hai, jaja ne kaThaghare meM khar3e abhiyukta se kahA ki tumane dhana curAne ke sAtha-sAtha bezakImatI gahanoM kA saiTa bhI uThA liyA hai| jI hAM, yora Anara abhiyukta ne prasannatApUrvaka khaa| merI mAM ne mujhe bacapana se hI sikhAyA thA ki kevala dhana hI prasannatA nahIM lAtA hai| dUsaroM kI zikSAeM madadagAra nahIM hone jA rahI haiN| apane anusAra tuma unakA sArA artha badala loge| aisA acetanatA meM ghaTegA, cetana rUpa se nhiiN| tuma dhammapada par3hate ho, tuma buddha ke vacana nahIM par3hate, tuma apanI vyAkhyAeM par3hate ho| tuma pataMjali ke yoga sUtra par3hate ho, tuma pataMjali ko nahIM paDhate, tuma pataMjali ke mAdhyama se apane Apa ko par3hate ho| isalie yadi tuma ajJAnI ho to tuma pataMjali meM kucha aisA khoja loge jo tumhAre ajJAna kI sahAyatA karatA ho| yadi tuma lobhI ho to tuma pataMjali meM kucha aisA khoja loge jo tumhAre lobha meM sahAyaka ho| yadi tuma lobhI ho, to tuma kaivalya ke prati, mokSa ke prati, nirvANa ke prati lobha se bhara sakate ho| yadi tuma ahaMkArI ho to tuma kucha aisA khoja loge jo tumhAre ahaMkAra kI sahAyatA karatA ho| tuma eka bar3e svataMtra vyakti bananA AraMbha kara doge / tuma nirbhara kaise ho sakate ho.......aisA mahAna vyakti / tuma kisI aura para nirbhara kaise ho sakate ho? - tumheM Atmanirbhara honA par3egA cAhe tuma kucha bhI par3ha lo, cAhe kucha bhI suna lo, jaba taka tuma apane svayaM ke jIvana ko samajhanA AraMbha nahIM karate usameM tuma sadaiva apane Apa ko paaoge|
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________________ 'aura kyA yaha khojI kI khoja ko bahuta laMbA bhI nahIM banA degA?' yahI lobha hai| bhayabhIta kyoM ho? pariNAma kI itanI ciMtA meM kyoM ho? maiM bAra-bAra satata rUpa se abhI aura yahIM hone ke lie kaha rahA hUM kala kI mata soco| aura tuma na kevala kala kI soca rahe ho balki tuma bhaviSya ke janmoM kI bhI ciMtA le rahe ho| aura kyA yaha khojI kI khoja ko bahata laMbA, atyadhika laMbA nahIM banA degA? isase bhayabhIta kyoM ho? anaMtakAla upalabdha hai| samaya kI koI kamI nahIM hai| tuma bahuta dhIre, atyadhika maMda gati se cala sakate ho; koI jaldI nahIM hai| yaha zIghratA lobha ke kAraNa hai| isalie jaba kabhI loga adhika lobhI ho jAte haiM, ve bahuta jaldabAjI meM rahate haiM, aura adhika raphtAra pAne ke aura-aura upAya khojate rahate haiN| ve satata dauDate rahate haiM kyoMki ve socate haiM ki jIvana bItA jA rahA hai| ye lobhI loga kahate haiM, samaya dhana hai| samaya dhana hai? dhana bahuta sImita hai, samaya asIma hai| samaya dhana nahIM hai, samaya zAzvatatA hai| yaha sadaiva vahAM hai aura vahAM rahegA aura tuma sadA se yahAM ho aura sadaiva yahAM rhoge| isalie lobha ko tyAga do aura pariNAma kI ciMtA mata lo| kabhI-kabhI yaha ghaTita ho jAtA hai, apane adhairya ke kAraNa tuma aneka cIjoM se cUkate ho| yadi tuma mujhako lobhapUrvaka, lobhI mana se suna rahe ho to tuma mujhako nahIM suna rahe hooge| apane' bhItara tuma lagAtAra bola rahe hooge, hAM, yaha acchA hai; isakA maiM prayAsa kruuNgaa| yaha maiM kara luuNgaa| aisA lagatA hai ki isake dvArA, mujhako bahuta zIghra lakSya mila jaaegaa| tuma mujhase cUka gae ho ki maiM kyA kaha rahA thA, aura jo maiM kaha rahA thA, usI meM lakSya chipA thaa| eka cikitsaka yahAM AyA karate the; aba unakA sthAnAMtaraNa ho cukA hai, ve lagAtAra noTsa banAyA karate the| maiMne unase pUchA, Apa yaha kyA karate rahate haiM? ve bole, bAda meM ghara jAkara ArAma se maiM unako par3atA hN| kiMtu maiMne unase kahA, Apa mujhako 'cUkate jA rahe haiN| Apa eka bAta sunate haiM, Apa usako likhate haiM, isI samaya meM maiMne kucha aisA kaha diyA jisase Apa cUka ge| phira Apane kucha likhA puna: Apa cUka ge| aura jo kucha bhI Apane saMkalita kiyA ve aMza haiM, aura Apa inako eka sAtha jor3a nahIM paaeNge| unake madhya ke aMtarAla ko, Apa apane svayaM ke lobha se, apanI svayaM kI samajha se, apane svayaM ke pUrvAgrahoM se bhara deMge aura vaha pUrI bAta vinaSTa ho jaaegii| lakSya yahIM hai| tumako basa mauna, dhairyavAna, sajaga honA par3atA hai| jIvana ko paripUrNatA meM jiiyo| lakSya svayaM jIvana meM hI chipA hai| yaha paramAtmA hai jo tumhAre pAsa lAkhoM DhaMgoM se AtA hai| jaba koI strI tumako dekha kara muskurAtI hai taba yAda rakho, yaha paramAtmA hai jo eka strI ke rUpa meM muskurA rahA hai| jaba koI puSpa apanI paMkhur3iyAM kholatA hai, dekho, nirIkSaNa karo-paramAtmA ne apanA hRdaya eka puSpa ke rUpa meM khola diyA hai| jaba koI pakSI gIta gAnA AraMbha kare, usako suno-paramAtmA tumhAre lie gIta gAne ke lie
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________________ AyA hai| yaha sArA jIvana divya hai, pavitra hai| tuma sadaiva pavitra bhUmi para ho| jahAM kahIM bhI tuma dekhate ho, yaha paramAtmA hai| jisako tuma dekhate ho, jo kucha bhI tuma karate ho, yaha paramAtmA ke lie karate ho| tuma jo kucha bhI ho tuma paramAtmA ke lie bheMTa ho| merA abhiprAya yahI hai, jIvana ko jIyo, jIvana kA AnaMda lo, kyoMki yahI paramAtmA hai| aura vaha tumhAre pAsa AtA hai aura tuma usakA AnaMda nahIM le rahe ho| vaha tumhAre pAsa AtA hai aura tama usakA svAgata nahIM kara rahe ho| vaha AtA hai aura usako tuma udAsa, akele, aruci se bhare hue aura maMdamati ke rUpa meM milate ho| nAco, kyoMki hara kSaNa vaha anaMta DhaMgoM se, lAkhoM rAstoM se, hara dizA se A rahA hai| jaba maiM kahatA haM jIvana ko paripUrNatA meM jIyo, to merA abhiprAya hai, jIvana ko isa bhAMti jIyo jaise ki yaha paramAtmA hai| aura isameM pratyeka bAta samAhita hai| jaba maiM kahatA haM jIvana, to sabhI kucha samAyA huA hai isake bhiitr| kAma sammilita hai, prema sammilita hai, krodha sammilita hai, saba kucha samA gayA hai| kAyara mata bno| bahAdura bano aura jIvana ko isakI paripUrNatA meM, isakI pUrI saghanatA meM svIkAra kara lo| atima prazna: kayA koI ApakA ziSya ha banA ApakI AtmA se aMtaraMga ho sakatA hai? yaha aisA hai jaise ki tuma pUcho, 'kyA koI Apake sAtha aMtaraMga hue binA Apake sAtha aMtaraMga ho sakatA hai?' ziSya honA kyA hai? ziSya mAtra eka abhiruci, aMtaraMga hone kI taiyArI mAtra hai| ziSya mAtra eka svIkAra bhAva, svIkAra karane kI, svAgata karane kI taiyArI, hai| ziSya eka mudrA hai. yadi Apa mujhako dete haiM to maiM use asvIkAra nahIM kruuNgaa| kiMtu tuma zabdoM ko lekara bhramita ho| tumane prema, aMtaraMgatA meM sArI aMtardRSTi kho dI hai| yadi tuma ziSya nahIM ho to tuma apanI ora se aMtaraMga nahIM hooge| merI ora se maiM sabhI ke prati aMtaraMga hUM bhale hI ve mere ziSya haiM yA nhiiN| maiM binA kisI zarta ke aMtaraMga huuN| kiMtu yadi tuma ziSya nahIM ho to apanI ora se tuma baMda ho, isalie akelI merI aMtaraMgatA kArya nahIM kregii| yaha tumhAre sAtha jur3a nahIM skegii| tuma eka bAharI vyakti bane rhoge| kisI bhI taraha se tuma bacAva kI avasthA meM rhoge| niHsaMdeha jise tuma cAhoge usI ko tuma cuna loge, aura jisako tuma nApasaMda karate ho use inakAra kara doge| ziSya vaha hai jo kahatA hai, ozo, maiM Apako pUrNata: svIkAra karatA haM aba Apake sAtha maiM koI cunAva nahIM karUMgA-basa pUrI ho gaI baat| aba maiM apanA mana
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________________ chor3atA hUM Apa mere mana ho jaaie| maiM Apako sunUMgA aura apane mana ko nahIM sunuuNgaa| yadi koI mata vibhinnatA hotI haiM to maiM Apake sAtha rahUMgA apane mana ke sAtha nahIM- yahI hai sArI baat| yadi koI nirNaya liyA jAnA hai to mere apane mana kI tulanA meM Apa mere adhika nikaTa raheMge-yahI hai saba kuch| jo vyakti ziSya nahIM hai vaha sImA rekhA para khar3A rahatA hai aura vaha kahatA hai, jo kacha majhako pasaMda hai yA jisa bAta se maiM sahamati anubhava karatA hUM maiM cunAva kara lUMgA; aura jo kucha maiM pasaMda nahIM karatA aura jisase maiM saMtuSTa nahIM hUM use maiM nahIM cunuuNgaa| jo kucha bhI tumheM pasaMda hai, tumhAre mana ko auraaura zaktizAlI banA degA; jo kucha tumheM nApasaMda hai isase tumhAre mana kA koI rUpAMtaraNa nahIM hogaa| tuma aura jJAnI ho jaaoge| tuma mujhase aneka bAteM sIkha loge, kiMtu mujhako tuma nahIM siikhoge| isalie yaha tuma para nirbhara hai| mere lie tumheM ziSya banA lenA koI prazna nahIM hai, yaha tuma para nirbhara hai| jaba adhika upalabdha hai tuma kama ke lie nirNaya karate ho-jaisA hai, ThIka hai| maiM tumase eka kahAnI kahatA huuN| eka cikitsaka ke pAsa nagara ke vibhinna choroM se Ane vAle do rogI AyA karate the, donoM purAne anidrA ke rogI the| unheM nIMda lAne meM sahAyatA ke lie usane unako nIMda kI goliyAM diiN| eka ko harI goliyAM milIM, dUsare ko lAla vaalii| eka dina donoM apanI anidrA kI samasyA para carcA kara rahe the aura bAtacIta ke samApta hone para eka vyakti ko itanA adhika krodha AyA ki vaha bhAga kara cikitsaka ke pAsa gayA aura bolA, aisA kaise hotA hai ki jaba maiM apanI nIMda vAlI goliyAM letA haM to maiM so jAtA hUM aura svapna dekhatA hUM ki maiM baMdaragAha kA majadUra hUM aura livara-mUla para sTImara se nirarthaka sAmAna utAra rahA hUM tela aura gaMdagI se lathapatha hUM jaba ki misTara brAuna apanI goliyAM khAte haiM aura svapna dekhate haiM ki ve barAmUDA ke samudra taTa para ardhanagna suMdara yuvatiyoM se ghire hue leTe hae haiM, ve sabhI unako sahalA rahI haiM, cama rahI haiM, unakA samaya zAnadAra DhaMga se kaTa rahA hai? cikitsaka ne apane kaMdhe jhaTake aura kahA, samajhane kA prayAsa kIjie, Apa svAsthya bImA yojanA ke sadasya haiM aura zrI brAuna eka nijI rogI haiN| isalie maiM tumase itanA hI kaha sakatA hUM samajhane kA prayAsa karo! Aja itanA hii|
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________________ pravacana 93 - maulika mana para lauTanA yoga-sUtra: (kaivalyapAda) tatra dhyAnajamanAzayam / / 611 kevala dhyAna se janmA maulika mana hI icchAoM se mukta hotA hai| karmAzulkAkRSNaM yoginstibidhmitressaamuu|| 7 / / yogI ke karma na zuddha hote haiM, na azuddha, lekina anya sabhI karma tri-AyAmI hote haiM-zuddha, azuddha aura mishrit| ttstdvipaakaanugunnaanaamevaabhivyktirbaasnaanaam|| 8 / / jaba unakI pUrNatA ke lie paristhiyAM sahAyaka hotI haiM to ina karmoM se icchAeM uThatI haiN|" jAtidezakAlavyavahitAnAmapyAnantarya smRtisNskaaryorekruuptvaat|| 9 / / kyoMki smRti aura saMskAra samAna rUpa meM Thaharate haiM, isalie kAraNa aura prabhAva kA niyama jArI rahatA hai, bhale hI varNa, sthAna samaya meM unameM aMtara ho| tAsAmanAditvaM cAziSo nitytvaat|| 10// aura isa prakriyA kA koI prAraMbha nahIM hai, jaise ki jIne kI icchA zAzvata hotI hai| tatra dhyaanjmnaashym|
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________________ 'kevala dhyAna se janmA maulika mana hI icchAoM se mukta hotA hai|' yaha sarvAdhika mahatvapUrNa sUtroM meM se eka hai| pahalI bAta, maulika mana kyA hai? kyoMki pratyeka prakAra ke yoga kA carama lakSya maulika mana hI hai| pUrva lagAtAra maulika mana kA rAstA khojatA rahA hai| maulika mana vaha mana hai jo tumhAre pAsa tumhAre janma se pUrva thA, na kevala isa jIvana meM, balki usase bhI pahale jaba tuma icchAoM ke saMsAra meM praviSTa hue the, balki usase bhI pahale jaba tuma vicAroM, icchAoM, mUla pravRttiyoM, zarIra, mana meM sImita ho gae 1. the vaha maulika aMtarAla, kisI bhI vastu dvArA apradUSita, vaha maulika AkAza, bAdaloM se zUnya vahI hai maulika mana / usa maoNlika mana para manoM kI aneka parte hotI haiN| manuSya kI avasthA pyAja ke samAna hai, ise tuma chIlate cale jAte ho| tuma eka parta chIla dete ho, dUsarI parta vahAM hotI hai, tuma usa parta ko chIla dete ho, eka aura parta dikhAI par3atI hai tumhAre pAsa eka mana nahIM hai, tumhAre pAsa aneka manoM kI parta dara parta haiN| kyoMki pratyeka jIvana meM tumane eka nizcita mana nirmita kiyA hai, phira dUsare jIvana meM eka aura mana, aura isI bhAMti aneka mana bana cuke haiM aura ina manoM ke pIche, ina partI dara partoM ke pIche maulika mana pUrI taraha kho cukA hai| kiMtu yadi tuma pyAja ko chIlate cale jAo taba eka kSaNa AtA hai jaba tumhAre hAthoM meM kevala khAlIpana baca rahatA hai pyAja kho cukA hotA hai| jaba sAre mana kho jAte hai tabhI maulika mana kA udaya hotA hai| vastutaH ise mana kahanA ucita nahIM hai, lekina isako abhivyakta karane kA koI aura upAya nahIM hai| yaha a-mana hai| maulika mana a-mana hai jaba ve sabhI mana jo tumhAre pAsa haiM vilIna ho jAte haiM, tirohita ho jAte haiM, taba maulika mana apanI prAthamika zuddhatA, apane kuMvArepana ke sAtha prakaTa hotA hai| yaha maulika mana tumhAre pAsa pahale se hI hai| zAyada tuma ise bhUla cuke ho| tuma apane mana kI saMskAritAoM meM kho sakate ho, lekina gahare meM ina sabhI partoM ke pare tuma abhI bhI apane maulika mana meM jIyA karate ho aura kinhIM durlabha kSaNoM meM tuma isameM DubakI lagA lete ho| gaharI nIMda meM jaba svapna bhI miTa cuke haiM, svapna rahita nidrA maiM tuma maulika mana meM DubakI lagA lete ho| yahI kAraNa hai ki prAtaHkAla tuma itanI tAjagI anubhava karate ho| kiMtu yadi pUrI rAta bhara svapnoM kA sAtatya calatA rahA ho, to tumheM thakAna anubhava hotI hai| tuma usase bhI adhika thakAna anubhava karate ho jitanI tumheM sone se pahale thii| tuma apane aMtasa kI gaMgA meM, apanI zuddha cetanA kI dhArA meM DubakI nahIM lagA pAe ho| tuma isameM jA nahIM sake ho, tuma isameM snAna nahIM kara pAe ho taba prAtaHkAla meM tuma svayaM ko thakA huA, ciMtita, saMzayagrasta, khaMDita pAte ho| tumhAre pAsa vaha layabaddhatA nahIM hotI jo gahana nidrA se AtI hai| lekina yaha layabaddhatA
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________________ gahana nidrA se nahIM A rahI hai, gahana nidrA to maulika mana ke lie mAtra eka rAstA hai| isIlie to pataMjali kahate haiM ki samAdhi aura gahana nidrA (suSupti) eka samAna haiM, unameM mAtra eka aMtara hai samAdhi meM tuma ThIka usI maulika mana meM cale jAte ho jisameM tuma gahana nidrA meM jAte ho, kiMtu tuma pUrNataH jAgrata hokara jAte ho, gahana nidrA meM tuma behozI meM vahAM jAte ho, binA yaha jAne ki tuma kahAM jA rahe ho, binA yaha jAne ki tuma kisa rAste se jA rahe ho maulika mana se tumhArA yahI saMparka bacA huA hai| cikitsaka bhalIbhAMti jAnate haiM ki jaba bhI koI roga se pIr3ita hotA hai aura yadi vaha so nahIM pA rahA hai to use roga mukta karane kA koI upAya nahIM hai| nidrA roganAzaka hai| vAstava meM rogI ke lie pahalI bAta yahI hai : use gaharI nidrA, gahana vizrAma meM jAne meM kisa bhAMti sahAyatA kI jaae| yaha vizrAma rogI ko ThIka kara detA hai, kyoMki rogI punaH maulika mana se jur3a jAtA hai, aura maulika mana svAsthyadAyI srota hai| yaha tumhArI jIvana-UrjA, prema kA srota hai jo kucha bhI tumhAre pAsa hai vaha tumhAre maulika mana ke mahAsAgara jaise saMsAra se A rahA hai| niHsaMdeha jaba ise aneka partoM se hokara gujaranA par3atA hai to yaha pradUSita, viSAkta ho jAtA hai tumhArA bhItarI paryAvaraNa aba maulika nahIM rahA, yaha bharA huA hai, aneka murdA cIjoM se bharA huA hai| tumhAre mana aura kucha nahIM varana tumhAre murdA anubhava haiN| koI vyakti jo maulika mana meM sajaga, bodhapUrNa hokara jAnA cAhatA hai usako sIkhanA par3egA ki anasIkhA kaise huA jAe, anubhava ko anasIkhA kaise kareM, atIta ke prati kaise lagAtAra marate rahA jAe, atIta se kaise na cipakA jaae| eka kSaNa tuma jI lie ho yaha kSaNa miTa gayA, isake sAtha mAmalA samApta kro| isake sAtha koI sAtatya mata hone do, isase asaMbaddha ho jaao| aba yaha tumase saMbaddha nahIM rhaa| yaha samApta ho gayA aura sadA ke lie miTa gyaa| isa para pUrNavirAma lagA do, aura tuma isameM se isa bhAMti bAhara nikala Ao jaise ki sAMpa apanI purAnI keMculI se bAhara nikala A hai aura palaTa kara dekhatA bhI nhiiN| basa eka kSaNa pUrva yahI keMculI usake zarIra kA eka bhAga thI, aba vaha usakA bhAga na rhii| atIta se satata bAhara Ate rahI tAki tuma vartamAna meM raha sakI / yadi tuma vartamAna meM raha sako to tuma apane maulika mana se bAhara nahIM jA sakate ho| maulika mana na atIta jAnatA hai aura na bhaviSya / jisako tuma mana kahate ho vaha kucha aura nahIM balki atIta aura bhaviSya hai, atIta aura bhaviSyaatIta aura bhaviSya ke madhya eka jhUlA - aura tumhArA mana kabhI abhI aura yahIM nahIM ruktaa| dhyAna kA abhiprAya yahI hai, atIta se bAhara nikala AnA, bhaviSya ko nirmita na karanA aura usa satya ke sAtha bane rahanA jo abhI aura yahIM upalabdha hai| isake sAtha raho aura acAnaka tuma dekhoge ki tumhAre aura vAstavikatA ke bIca, tumhAre aura usake madhya, jo hai, koI mana nahIM hai, kyoMki vartamAna meM mana raha
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________________ nahIM sktaa| tuma isake bAre meM vicAra nahIM kara sakate, kyoMki jisa kSaNa tuma kisI ke bAre meM vicAra karate ho, to yaha pahale se hI atIta ho gayA hai, yA yaha abhI bhI vartamAna nahIM hai| vicAra karane ke lie samaya caahie| isalie yaha sUtra hai ki kevala dhyAna ke mAdhyama se hI vyakti maulika mana para AtA hai| dhyAna koI vicAra karanA nahIM hai, yaha vicAra kA tyAga hai| maiMne sunA hai, eka vRddha kisAna se jaba yaha pUchA gayA ki sArA dina vaha kyA kiyA karatA hai, to usane kahA, acchA, kabhI-kabhI maiM baiThatA hUM aura socatA hU aura bAkI samaya maiM mAtra baiThatA huuN| yaha 'mAtra baiThanA' hI dhyAna kA ThIka-ThIka artha hai| jApAna meM ve dhyAna ko jhAjhena kahate haiN| jhAjhena kA artha hai mAtra baiThanA aura kacha na karanA, basa honA aura kacha na karanA, mana kI nilaMbita skriytaa| aura bAdala chaMTa jAte haiM aura tuma aMtarikSa ko, AkAza ko dekha sakate ho| eka bAra tuma jAna lo ki aMtara-AkAza meM kaise jAyA jAe, to yaha sadA ke lie upalabdha ho jAtA hai| tuma kArya karate raha sakate ho aura jaba kabhI bhI tuma cAho tuma bhItara eka DubakI lagA sakate ho| aura yaha itanA sarala ho jAtA hai jaise ki tuma makAna ke bhItara jAte ho aura makAna se bAhara nikala Ate ho| eka bAra tumane jAna liyA ki dvAra kahAM hai, taba koI samasyA nahIM rhtii| tuma isake bAre meM socate bhI nhiiN| jaba bAhara teja garmI anubhava ho rahI ho, tuma makAna ke bhItara zItalatA aura Azraya meM cale jAte ho| jaba adhika sardI lagane lagI ho aura tuma ThaMDa ke kAraNa jamane lage ho, tuma makAna se bAhara garma dhUpa meM nikala Ate ho| bAhara aura bhItara ke madhya tuma eka taralatA bana jAte ho| aMdara ke rAste ko mana avaruddha kara rahA hai| jaba kabhI bhI tuma apane bhItara jAte ho, bAra-bAra tumako mana kI koI parta mila jAtI hai| kisI vicAra ke aMza, koI icchA, koI yojanA, koI svapna, bhaviSya kA kucha yA atIta kA kuch| aura yAda rahe, bhaviSya aura kucha nahIM balki atIta kA prakSepaNa hai| bhaviSya hai atIta kA thor3A pariSkRta DhaMga se, kucha behatara rUpa meM puna: caaht| atIta meM tumhAre pAsa prasannatA thI aura aprasannatA thI, khuzI thI, dukha thA, kAMTe the, phUla the| tumhArA bhaviSya aura kucha nahIM hai kevala phUla haiM, kAMTe haTA die gae haiM, dukha chor3a die gae hai-basa khuziyAM aura khuziyAM, aura khushiyaaN| tuma apane atIta kI chaMTanI karate rahate ho, aura jo kucha bhI tumheM acchA aura suMdara anubhava huA thA usako tuma bhaviSya meM prakSepita kara dete -ho| eka bAra tuma jAna lo ki atIta se kisa bhAMti bAhara AyA jAe, to bhaviSya svata: hI tirohita ho jAtA hai| jaba bhItara koI atIta nahIM hotA to koI bhaviSya nahIM ho sakatA hai| atIta bhaviSya ko utpanna karatA hai| atIta bhaviSya kI jananI, bhaviSya kA garbha hai| jaba na koI atIta hai aura na bhaviSya, taba jo hai vahI hai| phira jo hai hai| tabhI acAnaka tuma zAzvatatA meM hote ho|
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________________ yahI hai jo maulika mana hai, vicAra ke kisI spaMdana ke binA; dRSTi meM koI bAdala nahIM, tumhAre cAroM ora koI dhUla nahIM-basa zuddha aakaash| tatra dhyaanjmnaashym| 'kevala dhyAna se janmA maulika mana hI icchAoM se mukta hotA hai| kyoMki maulika mana atIta se mukta hai, anubhavoM se mukta hai| jaba tuma anubhavoM se mukta ho to tuma icchA kaise kara sakate ho? icchA atIta ke binA astitva meM nahIM raha sktii| jarA soco, yadi tumhArA koI atIta na ho, tuma icchA kaise kara sakate ho? tuma kyA icchA karoge? kucha cAhane ke lie anubhava saMcita anubhava kI AvazyakatA hotI hai| yadi tuma icchA na kara sako to tuma eka zUnya meM hooge AtyaMtika suMdara khaaliipn| kevala maulika mana hI icchAoM se mukta hotA hai, isalie icchAoM ke sAtha saMgharSa mata kro| yaha saMgharSa tumheM kahIM nahIM le jAegA, kyoMki icchAoM se saMgharSa karane ke lie tumheM pratiicchAeM nirmita karanI pdd'egii| aura ve bhI utanI hI icchAeM haiM jaisI ki dUsarI icchaaeN| icchAoM se saMgharSa mata karo, tathya ko dekho| icchAoM se saMgharSa karane ke mAdhyama se maulika mana nahIM pAyA jA sktaa| tumheM eka zreSTha mana mila sakatA hai, lekina maulika mana nahIM mila sktaa| ho sakatA hai ki tumhAre pAsa eka pApI kA mana ho, aura yadi tuma isake sAtha saMgharSa karo to tumako sAdhu kA mana mila sakatA hai, lekina eka sAdhu ulaTe khar3e hue asAdhu ke atirikta aura kucha nahIM hai| pApI aura mahAtmA bhinna vyaktitva nahIM haiM, ve eka hI sikke ke do pahalU haiN| tuma sikke ko eka ora se dUsarI ora palaTa sakate ho| eka pApI kisI bhI kSaNa sAdhu bana sakatA hai aura sAdhu kisI bhI kSaNa pApI bana sakatA hai| aura pApI sadaiva sAdhu hone ke svapna dekhA karatA hai aura sAdhu sadaiva pApa kI kIcar3a meM puna: vApasa girane se bhayabhIta rahatA hai| ve alaga nahIM haiM, unakA astitva sAtha-sAtha hai| vAstava meM yadi saMsAra se sabhI pApI miTa jAeM to sAdhuoM ke ho pAne kI bhI koI saMbhAvanA na rhegii| ve pApiyoM ke binA astitva meM nahIM raha skte| maine sunA hai, eka pAdarI apane girajAghara kI ora jA rahA thA, rAste meM sar3aka ke kinAre usane eka AdamI ko dekhA jo burI taraha ghAyala thA, karIba-karIba mRtaprAya: thaa| khUna baha rahA thaa| vaha dauDA gayA, lekina jaise hI vaha usake pAsa pahuMcA aura usa vyakti kA ceharA dekhA, vaha vApasa lauTa pdd'aa| usakA ceharA vaha acchI taraha pahacAnatA thaa| vaha AdamI aura koI nahIM svayaM zaitAna thaa| apane carca meM usane zaitAna kI tasvIra lagA rakhI thI, lekina zaitAna ne kahA, mujha para karuNA kro| aura tuma karuNA ke bAre meM bolate ho, aura tuma prema ke bAre meM bolA karate ho, aura kyA tuma bhUla gae? apane carca meM aneka bAra tuma upadeza diyA karate ho, apane zatru ko prema karo, maiM tumhArA zatru hUM mujhako prema kro|
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________________ vaha pAdarI bhI usakI tarkayukta bAta ko nakAra na skaa| hAM, 'zaitAna ke atirikta itanA bar3A zatru aura kauna hogA? pahalI bAra usane isa bAta ko samajhA, lekina phira bhI vaha svayaM ko marate hue zaitAna kI sahAyatA hetu taiyAra nahIM kara paayaa| usane kahA, tuma ThIka jAnate ho, lekina maiM jAnatA hUM ki zaitAna zAstroM ke uddharaNa de sakatA hai| tuma mujhako mUrkha nahIM banA skte| yaha acchA hai ki tuma mara rahe ho| yaha bahata acchA hai, yadi tama mara jAo to saMsAra behatara ho jaaegaa| zaitAna haMsA, eka bahata zaitAnI haMsI haMsA aura usane kahA, tuma nahIM jAnate, yadi maiM maratA hUM to tuma kahIM ke na rhoge| tumako bhI mere sAtha maranA pddegaa| aura isa samaya maiM zAstroM kA havAlA nahIM de rahA hUM maiM vyavasAya kI bAta kara rahA huuN| mere binA tumhArA kyA hogA, aura tumhArA carca aura tumhArA Izvara? acAnaka vaha pujArI sArI bAta samajha gyaa| usane zaitAna ko apane kaMdhoM para uThAyA aura vaha use lekara aspatAla calA gyaa| usako jAnA par3A, kyoMki zaitAna ke binA Izvara kA bhI astitva nahIM ho sktaa| pApI ke binA mahAtmA baca nahIM sktaa| ve eka-dUsare se poSita hote haiM, ve eka-dUsare kI rakSA karate haiM, ve eka-dUsare kA bacAva karate haiN| ve do vibhinna loga nahIM haiM, ve eka hI ghaTanA ke do dhruva haiN| maulika mana mana nahIM hai| yaha na to pApI kA mana hai aura na sAdhu kA mana hai| maulika mana meM koI mana nahIM hai| isakI na koI paribhASA hai, na koI siimaa| yaha itanA zuddha hai ki tuma ise zuddha bhI nahIM kaha sakate kyoMki kisI vastu ko zuddha kahane ke lie tumako azuddhatA kI avadhAraNA ko bIca meM lAnA pdd'egaa| vaha dhAraNA taka ise pradUSita kara degii| itanA zuddha hai yaha, itanA AtyaMtika rUpa se zudadha hai yaha ki yaha kahane meM ki yaha zudadha hai koI sAra na rhaa| 'kevala dhyAna se janmA maulika mana hI icchAoM se mukta hotA hai|' aba 'tatra dhyAnajama' ' dhyAna se janmA huA' yaha zAbdika anuvAda hai, lekina isameM kucha kho rahA hai| saMskRta bahuta kAvyAtmaka bhASA hai| yaha mAtra eka bhASA nahIM hai, yaha mAtra eka vyAkaraNa nahIM hai usase bhI adhika eka kAvya hai, eka bahuta ghanIbhUta kaavy| yadi isakA ThIka se anuvAda kiyA jAe, va kA anavAda kiyA jAe, kevala zabda nahIM, to maiM isakA anavAda karUMgA 'jisakA dhyAna se punarjanma hotA hai| basa kevala janma nahIM, kyoMki maulika mana kA janma nahIM hotA, yaha pahale se hI vidayamAna hai, basa punarjanma, yaha pahale se vahAM hai, basa pratyabhijJA hotI hai, yaha pahale se hI vahAM hai, basa puna: anveSaNa hotA hai| paramAtmA sadaiva eka puna: anveSaNa hai| tumhArA svayaM kA astitva pahale se vahAM hai| isa para koI bahuta adhika tAkata nahIM lagAnI hai, yaha pahale se hI vahAM hai, tumheM isako puna: upalabdha karanA hai| nayA kucha bhI nahIM janmA hai, kyoMki maulika mana nayA nahIM hai, yaha purAnA nahIM hai, yaha zAzvata hai, sadA aura sadaiva aura sadA ke lie| 'anAzayam' kA abhiprAya hai. binA kisI preraNA ke, binA kisI sahAre ke, binA kisI kAraNa ke binA kisI vajaha ke|
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________________ tatra dhyAnajamanAzayam / maulika mana binA kisI preraNA ke rahatA hai| yaha binA kisI kAraNa ke rahatA hai| yaha binA kisI sahAre ke rahatA hai| anAzayam kA zAbdika artha hotA hai kisI sahAre ke binaa| yaha binA kisI AdhAra ke bhUmi ke binA rahatA hai| isakA astitva apane Apa meM hai, isako bAhara se koI sahAyatA nahIM , miltii| aisA honA hI hai, kyoMki parama koI sahAyatA le hI nahIM sakatA, kyoMki parama kA abhiprAya hai saMpUrNa isake bAhara kucha bhI nahIM hai| tuma soca sakate ho ki tuma pRthvI para baiThe ho, aura pRthvI sauramaMDala ke cuMbakIya bala se sahArA pA rahI hai, aura sauramaMDala ke graha kisI mahAsUrya ke gurutvIya bala se sahArA pA rahe haiN| lekina saMpUrNa ko koI sahArA nahIM mila sakatA hai, kyoMki vaha sahAyatA AegI kahAM se? saMpUrNa ke pAsa isake lie koI AdhAra nahIM hotA / tuma bAjAra jAte ho, niHsaMdeha tumhArA koI uddezya hotA hai, tuma dhana arjita karane jAte ho| tuma ghara Ate ho, tumhAre pAsa eka nizcita uddezya hai, vizrAma krnaa| tuma bhojana karate ho, kyoMki tuma bhUkhe ho; isake lie eka kAraNa hai| tuma mere pAsa Ae ho, isakA eka uddezya hai| tuma kisI cIja kI talAza meM ho| yaha cIja aspaSTa, spaSTa, jJAta, ajJAta, kucha bhI ho sakatI hai, lekina uddezya vahAM hai| lekina saMpUrNa kA uddezya kyA ho sakatA hai? yaha uddezya vihIna hai, yaha icchArahita hai, kyoMki preraNA bAhara se kucha lekara aaegii| yahI kAraNa hai, hiMdU ise lIlA, eka khela kahate haiN| khela bhItara se AtA hai, tuma basa Tahalane jA rahe ho, vahAM koI uddezya nahIM hai, svAsthya taka nahIM / svAsthya kI sanaka vAlA vyakti kabhI Tahalane nahIM jAtA, vaha jA hI nahIM sakatA, kyoMki vaha Tahalane kA majA nahIM le sktaa| vaha hisAba-kitAba lagAtA hai, kitane mIla? vaha gaNanA kara rahA hai, kitanI gaharI zvAseM? vaha hisAba jor3a rahA hai, kitanA pasInA? vaha gaNita lagA rahA hai| vaha subaha ke Tahalane ko kie jAne vAle kArya kI bhAMti, eka abhyAsa kI bhAMti le rahA hai| yaha, mAtra eka khela nahIM raha gayA hai| aMgrejI zabda ilyujana kA prayoga karIba-karIba hamezA hI pUrvIya zabda mAyA ke anuvAda ke rUpa meM kiyA jAtA hai| sAmAnyataH ilyujana kA artha hotA hai avAstavika, yathArtha meM jisakA astitva nahIM hai| kiMtu yaha isakA sahI artha nahIM hai| yaha laiTina mUla jyUDere se AtA hai, jisakA artha hai. khelnaa| ilyujana kA artha basa khela hai, aura mAyA kA yahI vAstavika artha hai mAyA kA artha bhrama nahIM hai, isakA artha hai khelpuurnn| paramAtmA svayaM ke sAtha khela rahA hai| niHsaMdeha vaha apane svayaM ke atirikta aura kucha thA bhI nahIM, isalie vaha apane svayaM ke sAtha lukAchipI kA khela khela rahA thA, vaha apanA eka hAtha chipA detA hai aura dUsare hAtha se isako khojane kA prayAsa karatA hai, jaba ki vaha bhalIbhAMti jAnatA hai ki yaha kahAM hai| maulika mana niruddezya hai, isake hone kA koI kAraNa nahIM hai| anya mana jo maulika nahIM haiM, balki Aropita kara die gae haiM, niHsaMdeha ve uddezyapUrNa haiM, aura uddezya ke kAraNa hI hama unako paripoSita karate haiN| yadi tuma eka cikitsaka bananA cAhate ho to tumako eka khAsa prakAra kA mana vikasita
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________________ karanA par3egA, tumheM cikitsaka bana kara rahanA hai| yadi tumako eka iMjIniyara bananA hai to tumako eka dUsare prakAra kA mana vikasita karanA pdd'egaa| yadi tuma kavi bananA cAhate ho to tuma gaNitajJa kA mana vikasita nahIM kara sakate, taba tumako kavi kA mana vikasita karanA pdd'egaa| isalie jo kucha bhI tumhArA uddezya ho usI ke anurUpa tuma eka nizcita mana nirmita karate ho| maiMne sunA hai, eka mahilA apane putra ke sAtha basa meM baiThI huI thii| usane mAtra eka TikaTa khriidaa| kaMDakTara ne bacce ko saMbodhita kiyA, choTe bacce tumhArI Ayu kitanI hai? maiM cAra varSa kA', lar3ake ne uttara diyaa| aura tuma pAMca varSa ke kaba hooge? kaMDakTara ne puuchaa| bacce ne apanI mAM kI ora eka najara DAlI, jo bacce kI isa bAtacIta ko maskarA kara apanI sahamati de rahI thI, aura bolA, jaba maiM isa basa se nIce utara jaauuNgaa| usa bacce ko kucha kahanA sikhAyA gayA hai, lekina phira bhI vaha asalI uddezya ko nahIM jAnatA hai| usako TikaTa ke rupaye bacAne ke lie cAra varSa kahanA sikhAyA gayA hai, lekina isake pIche uddezya kyA hai vaha yaha nahIM jAnatA, isalie vaha isa bAta ko tote kI taraha doharA detA hai| pratyeka baccA bar3e logoM kI tulanA meM maulika mana ke sAtha adhika layabaddhatA meM hotA hai| baccoM ko khelate hue, idhara-udhara daur3ate hue dekho, tumheM unakA koI viziSTa uddezya nahIM milegaa| ve AnaMdita ho rahe haiM, aura yadi tuma unase pUchate ho kisalie? to ve apane kaMdhe ucakA deNge| unake lie bar3e logoM se saMvAda kara pAnA lagabhaga asaMbhava hai| baccoM ko yaha karIba-karIba nAmamakina sA mahasUsa hotA hai; koI setu nahIM hai; kyoMki bar3e loga eka bahuta mUrkhatApUrNa prazna pUchate haiM kisalie? bar3e loga eka khAsa kisma ke arthazAstrIya mana ke. sAtha jIte haiN| tuma kucha kamAne ke lie kucha karate ho| bacce ina satata uddezyapUrNa kRtyoM se abhI paricita nahIM haiN| ve icchA kI bhASA ko nahIM jAnate ve khelapUrNa hone kI bhASA ko jAnate haiN| jaba jIsasa kahate haiM, tuma paramAtmA ke rAjya meM taba taka praveza nahIM kara sakate jaba taka ki tuma choTe baccoM jaise nahIM ho jAte, to yahI hai unakA abhiprAya, ve kaha rahe haiM ki jaba taka ki tuma puna: bacce nahIM bana jAte, jaba taka ki tuma uddezya nahIM chor3ate aura khelapUrNa nahIM ho jaate...| yAda rakho, kArya kabhI kisI ko paramAtmA taka nahIM le gayA hai| aura ve loga jo paramAtmA kI ora jAne vAle apane rAste para kArya kara rahe haiM, bAjAra meM hI gola-gola ghere meM ghUmate raheMge, ve kabhI paramAtmA taka nahIM phuceNge| vaha khelapUrNa hai aura tumako bhI khelapUrNa honA pdd'egaa| taba acAnaka saMvAda ghaTita hogA, acAnaka eka saMparka, eka set bana jaaegaa| khelapUrNa DhaMga se dhyAna karo, gaMbhIratApUrvaka dhyAna mata kro| jaba tuma dhyAna-kakSa meM jAte ho to apane gaMbhIra cehare vahIM chor3a do jahAM tuma apane jUte chor3a dete ho| dhyAna ko eka majA hone do| majA eka
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________________ bahuta dhArmika zabda hai; gaMbhIratA bahuta adhArmika zabda hai| yadi tuma maulika mana ko upalabdha karanA cAhate ho to tumako eka bahuta hI gaira-gaMbhIra kiMtu niSThApUrNa jIvana jInA par3egA, tumako apane kArya ko khela meM rUpAMtarita karanA par3egA; tumheM apane sabhI kartavyoM ko prema meM. rUpAMtarita karanA pdd'egaa| kartavya eka kurUpa zabda hai, nisaMdeha yaha eka cAra akSara vAlA zabda hai| kartavya se baca kara rho| kArya meM aura prema arpita kro| apane kArya ko eka naI UrjA meM, jisakA tuma AnaMda le sakI, aura-aura parivartita karo, aura apane jIvana ko aura adhika maje, aura adhika haMsI aura kama icchA, aura kama uddezya vAlA ho jAne do| jitanA adhika tuma uddezyapUrNa ho utanA hI adhika tuma eka nizcita prakAra ke mana se baMdha jaaoge| tumako baMdhanA hI par3egA, kyoMki usa uddezya ko eka viziSTa prakAra kA mana hI pUrA kara sakatA hai| aura yadi tuma sAre manoM kA parityAga karanA cAhate ho-aura sabhI manoM kA parityAga kiyA jAnA hai-kevala taba tuma apane aMtartama svabhAva tumhArI sahajatA ko upalabdha kara sakate ho| yaha pUrNata: bhinna hai, icchA se bilakula alaga bhASA hai iskii| maiM tumheM eka kahAnI sunAtA huuN| adAlata meM mullA nasaruddIna ke viruddha eka mukadamA cala rahA thaa| nicalI adAlata ke samakSa prastuta kie gae sabUtoM kI, jo isa mukadame ke bAre meM the, prAthamika jAnakArI sunane ke uparAMta nyAyAdhIza ne nirdezita kiyA ki zeSa bacA huA mukadamA ina kaimarA (abhiyukta ke bayAna kI philma banA kara) sunA jaaegaa| mullA nasaruddIna ne, jo abhiyukta thA, isa AdhAra para isakA virodha kiyA ki use isa zabda 'ina kaimarA' kA artha jJAta nahIM hai, lekina nyAyAdhIza ne yaha kaha kara ki maiM jAnatA hai ki isakA kyA arza hai, bacAva pakSa kA vakIla jAnatA hai ki isakA kyA artha hai, gavAhI pakSa jAnatA hai ki isakA kyA artha hai, nyAyasabhA ko patA hai ki isakA kyA artha hai; aba nyAyAlaya kA samaya naSTa na karo, usakA AkSepa nakAra diyaa| isake uparAMta bacAva pakSa ke vakIla ne abhiyukta mullA nasaruddIna se kahA ki vaha apane zabdoM meM nyAyAlaya ko batA de ki jisa rAta kI bAta cala rahI hai usa rAta kyA ha nA thaa| ThIka hai mullA nasaruddIna ne kahA, maiM isa lar3akI ke sAtha gAMva kI sar3aka se ghara jA rahA thA aura hamane eka rAstA kama karane ke lie eka kheta ke bIca se hokara nikalane kA phaisalA kiyaa| kheta se hokara AdhA rAstA taya karane ke bAda vaha thakI haI luma par3I to hama ArAma karane ke lie baiTha ge| garmI kI yaha eka suMdara rAta thI aura maiMne svayaM ko thor3A romAMTika anubhava kiyA, to maiMne usakA cuMbana le liyA aura usane merA cuMbana jyA, phira maiMne usakA cuMbana liyA aura usane merA cuMbana liyA, aura dasa minaTa ke bAda, hAI TiDa lI hiittii| nyAyAdhIza ne pUchA, hAI TiDa lI hITI? kyA artha huA isakA?
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________________ ThIka hai, mullA nasaruddIna ne uttara diyA, bacAva pakSa ke vakIla ko patA hai isakA kyA artha hai abhiyojana pakSa kA vakIla jAnatA hai ki isakA kyA artha hai, aura nyAyasabhA jAnatI hai ki isakA kyA artha hai-aura yadi Apa bhI apane kaimarA ke sAtha vahAM hote taba Apako bhI patA laga jAtA ki isakA artha kyA hotA hai ! icchA kI apanI svayaM kI bhASA hai, uddezya kI apanI svayaM kI bhASA hai, aura sabhI bhASAeM icchA kI aura uddezya kI haiM--vibhinna icchAoM kI / maiM tumase yaha kahanA cAhatA hUM IsAiyata eka nizcita cAha ke lie bhASA hai, yaha koI dharma nahIM hai| hiMdU dharma kisI aura cAhata ke lie bhASA hai, kiMtu yaha dharma nahIM hai aura anya sabhI dharmoM ke sAtha bhI aisA hI hai| maulika mana kI koI bhASA nahIM hai| tuma isa taka hiMdU IsAI, jaina, musalamAna, bauddha hokara nahIM pahuMca skte| ve sabhI icchAeM haiN| unake mAdhyama se tuma kucha upalabdha karanA cAhate ho| ve tumhAre lobha kA prakSepaNa haiN| maulika mana tabhI jAnA jAtA hai jaba tuma sArI cAhateM, sArI bhASAeM, sAre manoM ko girA dete ho| aura acAnaka tuma nahIM jAnate ki tuma kauna ho dhArmika vyakti vaha hai jisane soca vicAra ke kisI bhI / DhAMce ke sAtha apane sAre tAdAtmya ko chor3a diyA hai, aura jo vahAM basa akelA, AvaraNahIna hokara khaDA ho gayA hai, vaha binA vastroM ke, bhASA aura manoM ke khola ke binA astitva se ghirA huA hai-eka pyAja kI bhAMti jisako pUrI taraha se chIla diyA gayA hai, hAthoM meM kevala khAlIpana A gayA hai| tatra dhyaanjmnaashym| 'kevala dhyAna se janmA maulika mana hI icchAoM se mukta hotA hai|' to maulika mana kaise upalabdha ho? aba dharma kI sarvAdhika mahatvapUrNa samasyAoM meM se eka ko samajhanA hai, maulika mana icchAoM se mukta hai aura isako upalabdha karane kA upAya hai icchA-mukta ho jAnA / taba vicArazIla buddhi ke lie eka samasyA uTha khar3I hotI hai, kauna sI bAta prAthamika hai? kyA hameM icchAoM kA tyAga karanA par3egA? aura taba kyA hama maulika mana ko upalabdha kara sakate haiM? lekina taba yaha samasyA uThatI hai ki yadi icchAeM tabhI giratI hai jaba maulika mana upalabdha ho jAtA hai, to hama isakI upalabdhi se pUrva hI icchAoM kA tyAga kaise kara sakate haiM? yA yadi maulika mana ko upalabdha kiyA hI jAnA hai to icchAeM svataH hI apane Apa se isake pariNAma svarUpa gira jAtI haiN| taba to hameM maulika mana usI samaya upalabdha kara lenA cAhie jaba icchAeM abhI bhI astitva meM hoM, aura maulika mana icchAoM ko chor3e binA upalabdha nahIM ho sakatA, isa prakAra se eka virodhAbhAsa uTha khar3A hotA hai| lekina virodhAbhAsa isIlie hai kyoMki tumhArI buddhi vibhAjita karatI hai| vAstava meM maulika mana aura icchA-zUnya ho jAnA do bAteM nahIM haiM, yaha basa eka hI ghaTanA hai, jisakI do DhaMgoM se
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________________ carcA kI jAtI hai| yaha basa eka UrjA hai- isako icchArahitatA kaho yA isako maulika mana kaho-ye do cIjeM nahIM haiN| yaha eka sAtha hI ghaTita hotA hai, maiM jAnatA huuN| jaba taka ki maulika mana upalabdha na ho tuma pUrNata: icchA-zUnya nahIM ho sakate, lekina tuma ninyAnabe dazamalava nau pratizata icchA zUnya ho sakate ho, aura yahI hai upaay| tuma apanI icchAoM ko samajhanA AraMbha kara dete ho| samajha ke mAdhyama se unameM se kaI basa vilIna ho jAtI haiM, kyoMki ve mAtra mUrkhatA haiN| ve tumheM aura-aura hatAzA ke atirikta kahIM aura nahIM le gaI thiiN| unhoMne kevala naraka ke lie dvAra khole the aura kucha nahIM kiyA thA-adhika ciMtA, adhika pIr3A, adhika saMtApa, aura preshaanii| basa unako dekha lo; ve kho jaaeNgii| pahale ve icchAeM jo tumako hatAzA meM le gaI thIM, miTa jAeMgI, aura taba tumheM adhika sUkSmagrAhI pariprekSya mila jaaegaa| phira tuma una icchAoM ko dekhoge jina para tuma aba taka vicAra kara rahe the, ve icchAeM jo tumako sukha meM le gaI thIM, jo tumako sukha meM nahIM bhI le gaIM-kyoMki jo kucha bhI sukhada pratIta hotA hai aMtataH aMta meM khaTTA aura kaDuvA bana jAtA hai| isalie sukha icchA kI eka tarakIba mAlUma par3atI hai : tumako dukha meM DAla dene kI eka trkiib| pahale pIDAdAyaka gira jAeMgI, aura phira tuma yaha dekha pAne meM samartha ho jAoge ki sukha bhrAmaka, nakalI, eka svapna hai, samajha ke mAdhyama se ninyAnabe dazamalava nau pratizata icchAeM vilIna ho jAeMgI, aura phira carama ghaTatA hai| yaha usI kSaNa ghaTa jAtA hai : sau pratizata icchAeM vilIna hotI haiM aura maulika mana eka kSaNa meM hI prakaTa ho jAtA hai, aisA kAraNa aura prabhAva se nahIM ghaTatA, balki tatkSaNa,- sAtha-sAtha ghaTa jAtA hai| isake lie kArla gustAva juga kA zabda prayoga karanA behatara rhegaa-smkrmiktaa| ve kAraNa aura prabhAva kI bhAMti saMbaMdhita nahIM haiN| ve eka sAtha eka hI kSaNa meM prakaTa hote haiM, aura aisA bhI isa DhaMga se isalie kahanA paDatA hai kyoMki mujhako bhASA kA upayoga karanA par3atA hai| anyathA ve eka hI haiM, eka sikke ke do pahala haiN| yadi tama samajha ke, dhyAna ke mAdhyama se dekho to tama ise maulika : khoge| yadi tuma apanI icchAoM, vAsanAoM ke mAdhyama se dekho to tuma ise icchA zUnyatA khoge| jaba tuma isako icchA zanyatA kahate ho, to yaha basa yahI pradarzita karatA hai ki tuma isakI tulanA icchA se karate rahe ho, jaba tuma isako maulika mana kahate ho, to yaha basa yahI pradarzita karatA hai ki tuma isakI tulanA yAMtrika manoM se karate rahe ho, lekina tuma, eka aura usI cIja kI, bAta kara rahe ho| cAhe tuma kahIM bhI ho, tuma yAMtrika mana meM ho| tuma jo kucha bhI ho, tuma yAMtrika mana meM ho, baMdI ho| apane lie aphasosa mata kro| yaha svAbhAvika hai| pratyeka bacce ko kucha na kucha sIkhanA hI par3atA hai, isI se mana nirmita hotA hai| aura pratyeka bacce ko isa saMsAra meM jIvita rahane ke upAya sIkhane par3ate haiM, isase mana nirmita hotA hai| apane mAtA-pitA yA apane samAja ke prati krodhita anubhava mata karo, isase koI sahAyatA nahIM milane vAlI hai| prema meM unhoMne tumhArI sahAyatA kI hai, yaha svAbhAvika thaa|
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________________ tumako jIvita rahane ke lie eka mana kI AvazyakatA hotI hai, aura pratyeka samAja hara bacce para mana thopane kA prayAsa karatA hai, kyoMki sabhI bacce janma ke samaya jaMgalI hote haiN| unako pAlatU banAnA par3atA hai, unako eka sAMcA denA par3atA hai| ve binA sAMce ke Ate haiN| unako isa saMsAra meM, jahAM bahu sA saMgharSa jArI rahatA hai, jahAM jiMdA bane rahanA eka satata samasyA hai, jIvita baca pAnA aura jInA kaThina hogaa| unako svayaM kI rakSA karane ke kucha khAsa upAyoM meM nipuNa honA pdd'egaa| unheM saMsAra kI zatrutApUrNa zaktiyoM ke viruddha kavaca, AvaraNa, khola dhAraNa karanA pdd'egaa| unako dUsaroM kI bhAMti vyavahAra karanA sikhAnA par3atA hai, unako nakalacI honA sikhAnA par3atA hai| nakala ke mAdhyama se yAMtrika mana nirmita hotA hai| nakala ko tyAga kara maulika mana nirmita hotA hai| maiMne sunA hai, tIna bhUta tAza khela rahe the, tabhI cauthe bhUta ne dvAra kholA aura bhItara praveza kiyaa| khule daravAje se bAhara se Ae havA ke jhoMke ne unake patte ur3A kara pharza para bikhera die / nayA bhUta, baccA bhUta thA bahuta choTA, bhUtoM ke saMsAra meM bahuta nyaa| unameM se eka bhUta ne nigAha uThAI aura kahA, kyA tuma anya sabhI kI bhAMti Ane ke lie kI-hola kA prayoga nahIM kara sakate the ? aba bhUtoM ko bhI prazikSita karanA par3atA hai. dvAra kholane kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai; cAbI ke cheda se bhItara Ao jaisA ki pratyeka kara rahA hai| isI bhAMti mAtA-pitA tumako sikhAte cale jAte haiM nakala karo, aura ve loga jo bar3e nakalacI haiM, prazaMsA pAte haiN| vaha baccA jo nakala nahIM karatA, daMDita hotA hai| vidrohI baccA daMDa pAtA hai, AjJAkArI baccA prazaMsA pAtA hai| AjJAkAritA ko eka mahAna jIvana mUlya samajhA gayA hai aura vidroha ko eka bar3I galatI / sArA samAja tumako AjJAkArI banAnA cAhatA hai, tumhAre Upara samAja puraskAroM dvArA, daMDoM dvArA, bhaya, prazaMsA, ahaMkAra ko ukasA kara AjJAkAritA ko thopa detA hai| tumheM dUsaroM kI nakala karane ko bAdhya karane ke hajAroM upAya haiM, kyoMki tumako DhAMcA dene kA tumako sikor3ane kA tumako kAbU meM lAkara anuzAsita karane kA yahI eka mAtra upAya hai| lekina niHsaMdeha isakI kImata bahuta adhika hai| aisA hotA hI hai, yaha ho cukA hai, aura koI dUsarA upAya thA bhI nhiiN| isase koI bhI bacAva nahIM kara pAyA hai, aura mujhe nahIM dIkhatA ki kabhI bhI isase pUrI taraha bacane kI koI saMbhAvanA ho skegii| kama yA adhika yaha vahAM rhegaa| loga mujhase pUchate haiM, ki yadi mujhako baccoM ko zikSita karanA ho to maiM unako kyA sikhAnA cAhUMgA? lekina tuma unako cAhe jo kucha bhI sikhAo, tuma unako eka mana de doge| tuma unheM vidroha sikhA sakate ho, lekina yaha bhI unako eka mana de degaa| ve vidrohI vyaktiyoM kI nakala karanA AraMbha kara deNge| phira se ve DhAMce meM baMdha jaaeNge| kRSNamUrti ne sAre saMsAra meM aise kaI vidyAlaya baccoM ko sikhAne ke lie, tAki ve nakalacI na bana jAeM, AraMbha kie haiM, lekina ve phira bhI nakalacI bana jAte haiN| ve kRSNamUrti kI nakala karanA AraMbha
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________________ kara dete haiN| samasyA bahuta sUkSma hai| jaba tuma baccoM ko nakala na karanA sikhAte ho, ve tumhArI kala karanA AraMbha kara dete haiM; ve kahate haiM, nakala mata karo! tuma unako sikhAte ho ki nakala karanA galata hai, aura niHsaMdeha tuma bhI ve hI sAdhana prayoga karate ho| yadi ve nakala karate haiM to unakI niMdA kI jAtI hai, pratyeka unako nIcI dRSTi se dekhatA hai| yadi ve vidrohI ho jAte haiM to unakI prazaMsA kI jAtI hai| yaha puraskAra aura daMDa kI, bhrama aura lobha kI vahI raNanIti hai ve nakalI vidrohI bana jAte haiM, lekina koI vidrohI nakalacI kaise ho sakatA hai? mana se bacA pAne kA koI upAya nahIM hai, kiMtu isase bAhara Ane kA upAya hai| isako samAja meM janma lene para mAtA-pitA se janma lene para janmI eka Avazyaka burAI ke rUpa meM svIkAra karanA par3atA hai| yaha sahana kie jAne ke lie eka Avazyaka burAI hai| niHsaMdeha isako jitanA saMbhava ho sake utanA zithila banA lo, basa itanA hI kro| isako jitanA ho sake utanA tarala banA lo, basa yahI paryApta hai| acchA samAja vaha samAja hai jo tumako eka mana detA hai, aura phira bhI tumako sajaga banAe rakhatA hai| ki eka dina isa mana ko chor3anA par3atA hai - yaha koI parama jIvana-mUlya nahIM hai, isase hokara gujaranA par3atA hai, lekina isake pare bhI jAnA hai| isakA atikramaNa karanA par3atA hai| mana ko denA to par3atA hai lekina mana ke sAtha tAdAtmaya banA lene kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| yadi yaha tAdAtma zithila rahe to jaba loga paripakva ho jAeMge to ve isase adhika saralatA se kama pIr3A, kama saMtapa kama prayAsa se bAhara Ane meM samartha hoNge| cAhe tuma dhanI ho yA nirdhana, cAhe tuma gore ho yA kAle, cAhe tuma zikSita ho yA azikSita, isase jarA bhI aMtara nahIM par3atA, hama eka hI nAva meM savAra haiM; kRtrima mana kI nAva meN| aura yahI samasyA hai| isalie tuma nirdhana se dhanI ho sakate ho yA tuma apanI saMpadA kA tyAga kara sakate ho, aura bhikhArI, bauddha bhikkhu, koI sAdhu bana sakate ho, lekina yaha tumako badala nahIM degaa| abhI bhI tuma usI nAva meM baiThe hue ho / tuma basa bhUmikAeM badala rahe hoge, tuma vyaktitvoM ko badala rahe hoMge, lekina tumhArA sAra-tatva pahale kI taraha simaTA huA rhegaa| maiMne sunA hai, eka karor3apati ne eka AvArA ke ko apane bAga meM cahalakadamI karate hue dekhA, to vaha usa para cillAyA, yahAM se isI samaya bAhara nikala jAo usa AvArA ne kahA mahodaya, dekhie ApameM aura mujhameM kevala itanA aMtara hai ki Apa apane dUsare karor3a kI taiyArI meM haiM aura maiM bhI pahale karor3a ko pUrA karane ke lie kArya kara rahA hUM-koI bahuta adhika aMtara nahIM hai| nirdhana vyakti, dhanI vyakti, zikSita, azikSita, susaMskRta, saMskAra - vihIna, sabhya, Adima pAzcAtya, pUrvI, IsAI, hiMdU isase jarA bhI aMtara nahIM par3atA hai| mAtrA meM aMtara ho sakatA hai, kiMtu guNavattA meM nahIM hotaa| hama sabhI mana meM haiM, aura sArA dharma isase pAra jAne kA eka prayAsa hai| karmAzulkAkRSNa yoginastrividhamitareSAm /
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________________ 'yogI ke karma na zuddha hote haiM, na azuddha, lekina anya sabhI karma tri-AyAmI hote haiM-zuddha, azuddha aura mishrit|' yaha kucha aisI bAta hai jisako pazcima meM samajhA jAnA bahuta hI kaThina hai, kyoMki pazcima meM kevala do zreNiyAM astitva meM haiM : zuddha aura azuddha, mahAtmA aura pApI, divyatA aura zaitAniyata, svarga aura naraka, gorA aura kaalaa| sArA pazcima arastu ke tarka kA anugamana karatA hai, aura yaha abhI bhI kisI aisI bAta ko nahIM jAna pAyA jo donoM ke pAra ho, unameM se kucha bhI na ho phira bhI unakA atikramaNa karatI ho| isa bhAMti ke sUtra kisI pazcimI mana davArA samajhe jAne ke lie kAphI durUha haiM, kyoMki mana kA eka nizcita DhAMcA hotA hai| yaha DhAMcA kahatA hai, yaha kaise saMbhava ho sakatA hai? koI vyakti yA to acchA hai yA burA hai! aisA vyakti kaise saMbhava hai, aisA mana kaise saMbhava hai jo kucha na ho? tuma yA to acche ho yA bure| yaha dvaitavAda, dvimukhI paddhati, pazcimI mana meM bahuta spaSTa hai| yaha vizleSaNAtmaka hai| yaha sUtra kahatA hai. 'yogI ke karma na zuddha hote haiM, na ashuddh|' kyoMki ve maulika mana se Ate haiN| aba yahAM bahuta sI bAteM samajha lenI haiN| tuma kisI ko maratA huA dekhate ho aura tabhI acAnaka arastuvAdI mana meM eka samasyA uTha khar3I hotI hai : yadi paramAtmA bhalA hai, to mRtyu kyoM tra: yadi paramAtmA bhalA hai, to nirdhanatA kyoM? yadi paramAtmA bhalA hai, to kaiMsara kyoM? yadi paramAtmA bhalA hai, to sabhI kucha acchA honA caahie| varanA saMdeha upajatA hai| taba paramAtmA ho hI nahIM sktaa| yA yadi vaha hai to vaha bhalA nahIM ho sktaa| aura usa paramAtmA ko tuma kaise paramAtmA kaha sakate ho jo bhalA taka nahIM hai guma isalie sArA IsAI dharmazAstra zatAbdiyoM se isa samasyA para kArya karatA rahA hai ki isakI vyAkhyA kisa prakAra se kI jAe? lekina yaha asaMbhava hai| kyoMki arastuvAdI mana ke sAtha yaha saMbhava nahIM hai| tuma isakI upekSA kara sakate ho, lekina tama isa samasyA ko pUrI taraha se miTA nahIM sakate, kyoMki yaha prazna mana kI saMracanA ke kAraNa hI uThatA hai| pUraba meM hama yaha kahate haiM ki paramAtmA na to bhalA hai, na burA hai, isalie jo kucha ghaTa rahA hai ghaTa rahA hai| isameM koI naitika mUlya nahIM hai| ise tuma acchA yA burA nahIM kaha skte| isako tuma acche yA bure kI bhAMti pukArate ho kyoMki tumhAre pAsa eka nizcita mana hai| yaha tumhAre mana kA saMdarbha hai ki koI cIja acchI bana jAtI hai aura koI cIja barI bana jAtI hai| aba dekho, eDolpha hiTalara kA janma huA; yadi mAM ne eDolpha hiTalara ko mAra DAlA hotA, to yaha acchA hotA yA burA? aba hama dekha sakate haiM ki yadi mAM ne eDolpha hiTalara ko mAra diyA hotA to yaha saMsAra ke lie bahuta acchA huA hotaa| lAkhoM loga mAre gae isake sthAna para yaha behatara rahA hotA ki eka vyakti mArA jaataa| lekina yadi mAM ne eDolpha hiTalara ko mAra diyA hotA to usako
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________________ kaThoratA se daMDita kiyA gayA hotaa| usako umra kaida kI sajA dI gaI hotI yA phira usako sarakAra dvArA, nyAyAlaya dvArA, pulisa dvArA golI mAra dI gaI hotii| aura kisI ne nahIM kahA hotA ki sarakAra galata thI, kyoMki bacce kI hatyA pApa hai| lekina kyA tuma pariNAma dekhate ho? phira eDolpha hiTalara ne lAkhoM logoM kI hatyA kii| vaha sAre saMsAra ko karIba-karIba mauta ke kagAra para le AyA thaa| pahale kabhI koI bhI itanI bar3I ApadA siddha nahIM huA thaa| usake sAmane sAre caMgIja khAna aura taimUralaMga phIke par3a jAte haiN| vaha abhI taka kA sabase bar3A hatyArA thaa| lekina kyA kahA jAe? usane acchA kiyA yA burA isakA nirNaya karanA abhI bhI kaThina hai, kyoMki jIvana kabhI pUrNa nahIM hotA, aura jaba taka yaha pUrNa na ho tuma mUlyAMkana kisa bhAMti kara sakate ho? ho sakatA hai ki usane jo kucha bhI kiyA vaha acchA ho| ho sakatA hai ki usane galata logoM ko mAra kara unase pRthvI ko sApha kara diyA ho-kauna jAne? aura kauna nirNaya kara sakatA hai? ho sakatA hai ki usake binA saMsAra usase bhI adhika burA ho jAtA, jitanA yaha isa samaya hai| jisa kisI bAta ko bhI hama acchA kahate haiM vaha kisI vizeSa prakAra ke sImita mana ke anusAra acchI hotI hai| jisa kisI bAta ko hama burA kahate haiM vaha bhI kisI vizeSa prakAra ke sImita mana ke anusAra burI hotI hai| tAovAdiyo kI eka kahAnI hai| eka vyakti ke pAsa eka bahuta hI suMdara ghor3A thA, yaha itanA bezakImatI thA ki samrATa taka usake prati zatrutA aura IrSyA kA bhAva rakhatA thaa| aneka bAra usake pAsa ghor3e ke lie aneka prastAva Ae, aura vaha jitane bhI dhana kI apekSA karatA yA cAhatA loga utanA dene ko taiyAra the| lekina vaha kA vyakti haMsatA, vaha kahatA thA, maiM ghor3e ko prema karatA hai aura tuma apane prema ko kaise beca sakate ho? isalie tumhAre prastAva ke lie dhanyavAda, lekina ise maiM beca nahIM sktaa| phira eka dina rAtri meM ghor3A curA liyA gayA yA kucha aura ho gyaa| agale dina subaha ghor3A astabala meM nahI thaa| sArA nagara ekatrita ho gayA aura unhoMne kahA, aba dekho, isa mUrkha bur3he ko! ghor3A calA gyaa| aura tuma use beca kara kAphI dhanavAna ho sakate the| isa nagara meM aisI musIbata kabhI nahIM aaii| aura tuma nirdhana ho aura vRddha ho| tumheM ise beca DAlanA cAhie thA, tumane galata kiyaa| vaha kA vyakti haMsA, usane kahA, mUlyAMkana karane ke cakkara meM mata par3o, aura acchA yA burA hone ke bAre meM kucha mata kaho, aura ApadA yA AzISa ke bAre meM bAta mata kro| maiM kevala eka bAta jAnatA hUM ki pichalI rAta ghor3A astabala meM thA aura isa subaha vaha vahAM nahIM hai, basa yahI hai pUrI baat| lekina maiM isake bAre meM aura kucha nahIM khNgaa| tathya ke sAtha raho ki ghor3A astabala meM nahIM hai, basa bAta smaapt| isa ghaTanA meM kisI prakAra kA mana bIca meM kyoM lAte ho ki yaha acchA hai yA burA, ki aisA nahIM honA cAhie, ki yaha eka ApadA hai, isake bAre meM saba kucha bhUla jaao|
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________________ loga staMbhita raha ge| unhoMne apamAna anubhava kiyA ki ve apanI sahAnubhUti dikhAne Ae the aura yaha mUrkha darzanazAstra kI bAteM kara rahA hai| isalie yaha acchA rahA, isa AdamI ko sajA milanI cAhie thI, aura devatA loga sadaiva ThIka karate haiN| lekina paMdraha dina bAda ghor3A vApasa lauTa aayaa| isako curAyA nahIM gayA thA, yaha jaMgala meM bhAga gayA thaa| aura isake sAtha bAraha aura ghor3e A gae the-jaMgalI ghor3e, bahuta suMdara, bahuta blshaalii| sArA nagara ekatrita ho gyaa| unhoMne kahA, yaha kA AdamI avazya kucha jAnatA hai, vaha ThIka kaha rahA thA, yaha koI ApadA nahIM thI, hama galata the| aura ve bole, hameM kheda hai| hama pUrI paristhiti ko samajha nahIM sake, lekina yaha eka bar3A AzISa hai| na kevala tumhArA ghor3A vApasa A gayA, lekina bAraha aura ghor3e! aura hamane itane suMdara aura balazAlI ghor3e kabhI nahIM dekhe| tuma bahuta sA dhana ekatrita kara loge| usa vRddha vyakti ne puna: kahA, isakI ciMtA mata lo ki yaha AzISa hai yA aapdaa| kauna jAne? bhaviSya ajJAta hai, aura hameM taba taka kucha nahIM kahanA cAhie jaba taka ki hameM bhaviSya zAMta na ho| tuma phira vahI galatI kara rahe ho| basa itanA kaho, ghor3A vApasa A gayA hai, aura bAraha anya ghor3oM ke sAtha vApasa AyA hai, basa bAta khtm| unhoMne kahA, aba hamako murkha banAne kA prayAsa mata kro| hama jAnate haiM ki tumane ina ghor3oM ke rUpa meM sArA dhana ekatrita kara liyA hai| lekina eka saptAha bAda usa ke vyakti kA ekamAtra putra jo eka ghor3e ko sikhA rahA thA, jaMgalI ghor3e ko sAdhane kA prayAsa kara rahA thA, vaha ghor3e se gira pdd'aa| usako bahuta coTeM AIM, aneka haDDiyAM TUTa giiN| usa ke AdamI kA vaha eka mAtra sahArA thaa| aura logoM ne kahA, yaha kA AdamI jAnatA hai, vAstava meM use patA hai... aba yaha eka bar3I ApadA hai| ghor3e kA aise AnA eka durbhAgya ho gyaa| usakI vRddhAvasthA kA ekamAtra sahArA, usakA putra, aba karIba-karIba marane jaisI hAlata meM hai| vaha ke vyakti ko sahArA diyA karatA thA, aba usa ke vyakti ko yuvaka kI sevA karanI par3egI, kyoMki vaha to apanI pUrI jiMdagI aba bistara para kaattegaa| aura usa yuvaka kA to basa abhI vivAha hone jA rahA thaa| aba to vivAha bhI asaMbhava ho jaaegaa| aura ve puna: ekatrita ho gae, aura phira se ve bole, aura usa bUr3he vyakti ne kahA, tumako kaise batAyA jAe? tuma loga bAra-bAra vahI kAma kie cale jAte ho| kevala itanA kaho ki mere yuvA putra kI aneka haDDiyAM TUTa gaI haiM, basa bAta smaapt| bhaviSya meM kyoM jAte ho? tuma itanI tejI se bhaviSyakAla meM kyoM pahuMca jAte ho? aura tuma logoM ne dekhA hai ki ina dinoM bAra-bAra tumane jo vicAra prakaTa kie the, ve galata the, lekina phira bhI bAra-bAra tuma vartamAna se haTa jAte ho aura mUlyAMkana karanA AraMbha kara dete ho| aura aisA huA ki kucha dina bAda usa deza kA par3osI deza se yuddha ki gayA aura nagara ke sAre yuvakoM ko balapUrvaka senA meM bhartI kara liyA gyaa| kevala isa bUr3he AdamI kA putra baca gayA kyoMki
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________________ usakI haDDiyAM TUTI huI thiiN| ve loga phira ekatrita ho gae, lekina isase pUrva ki ve ekatrita hote ke AdamI ne kahA, khAmoza raho! tuma loga kaba samajhoge? jIvana jaTila hai| sAra rUpa meM pUrvIya dRSTikoNa yahI hai| yogI maulika mana meM rahatA hai, tathAtA meM jItA hai jo kucha bhI ghaTatA hai, ghaTa jAtA hai; vaha kabhI isakA mUlyAMkana nahIM karatA hai| aura vaha apane se kucha bhI nahIM karatA hai, vaha samagra ke lie basa eka bana jAtA hai| samagra usase hokara pravAhita ho jAtA hai vaha eka polA bAMsa, eka bAMsurI jaisA bana jAtA hai| yogI vahI karatA hai jo usake pAsa paramAtmA se samagra se AtA hai| isIlie bhagavadgItA meM kRSNa arjuna se kahate haiM, ciMtA mata karo aura isa bAre meM mata soco ki jo tuma karane jA rahe ho vaha hiMsA hogI, aura tuma aneka logoM ko mAra doge yadi paramAtmA kI icchA yahI hogI to ise hone do| yadi vaha mAranA cAhatA hai, to vaha mAra degA, bhale hI vaha tumhAre mAdhyama se mAre yA kisI anya ke mAdhyama se maare| kRSNa kahate haiM, vAstava meM vaha pahale se hI mAra cukA hai| tuma mAtra eka upakaraNa ho, isalie apane kRtyoM se bahuta adhika tAdAtmya mata kro| sAkSI bane rho| 'yogI ke karma na zuddha hote haiM, na azuddha na naitika hote haiM aura na anaitika, lekina anya sabhI triAyAmI hote haiM - zuddha, azuddha, aura mizrita / ' jo kucha bhI sAmAnya loga kara rahe haiM- sAmAnya se merA abhiprAya hai, ve loga jinako abhI apane astitva kA aMtartama keMdra upalabdha nahIM huA hai; ve loga jo apane mana ke sAtha jI rahe haiM. sAmAnya haiM, jo loga apane AdarzoM aura vicAroM aura vicAradhArAoM aura zAstroM ke sAtha jI rahe haiM, jo kucha bhI ve kara rahe haiM - yA to unake kRtya zuddha haiM, yA unake kRtya azuddha haiM, yA unake kRtya mizrita haiM; lekina unake kRtya sahaja nahIM haiM, maulika nahIM haiN| ve pratikarma karate haiM, ve karma nahIM krte| unakA pratyuttara ka pratikarma hotA hai| yaha koI UrjA kA atizaya pravAha nahIM hai| ve ThIka abhI isa kSaNa meM nahIM jI rahe haiN| kisI ne jhena mAsTara lina cI se pUchA, yadi koI Ae aura Apake Upara AkramaNa kara de, to Apa kyA kareMge? usane apane kaMdhe jhaTaka die aura kahA : usako Ane do aura maiM dekhuuNgaa| maiM pahale se taiyArI nahIM rakha sktaa| maiM nahIM jaantaa| maiM haMsa sakatA hUM yA maiM ro sakatA hUM yA maiM usa vyakti ke Upara kUda kara usakI hatyA kara sakatA huuN| yA ho sakatA hai ki maiM usa AdamI kI jarA sI bhI ciMtA na luuN| kiMtu mujhako patA nhiiN| usa vyakti ko Ane do| vaha kSaNa svataH nirNaya kara legA, maiM nahIM / samagra nirNaya legA, maiM nhiiN| maiM kaise kaha sakatA hUM ki maiM kyA karUMgA ? eka saMbuddha vyakti mana ke mAdhyama se nahIM jItA hai| usake cAroM ora koI DhAMcA nahIM hotaa| eka virATa zUnyatA hai vaha / koI nahIM jAnatA usa kSaNa meM paramAtmA usake mAdhyama se kisa prakAra se kArya kregaa| vaha paramAtmA ke kArya meM rukAvaTa nahIM DAlegA, basa utanI sI bAta hai, kyoMki vahA skAvaTa
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________________ DAlane ke lie koI hai hI nhiiN| mana rukAvaTa DAlatA hai, aba vaha mana nahIM rhaa| vaha kucha aisA karane kA prayAsa nahIM karegA jisako vaha acchA samajhatA hai, aura vaha kisI aise kRtya se bacane kA bhI prayAsa nahIM karegA jise vaha samajhatA hai ki yaha kArya burA hai| vaha kucha bhI karane kA prayAsa nahIM kregaa| vaha kevala paramAtmA ke hAthoM meM hogA aura jo kucha bhI ghaTita honA hI hai usa ghaTanA ko ghaTane da meM vaha vyAkhyA bhI nahIM karegA ki jo kucha bhI haA thA vaha acchA hai yA buraa| nahIM, eka samAdhistha vyakti kabhI pIche nahIM dekhatA, kabhI mUlyAMkana nahIM karatA, kabhI bhaviSya meM nahIM dekhatA, kabhI yojanA nahIM bnaataa| jo kucha bhI usa kSaNa dvArA ho aura vaha kSaNa ko nirNaya karane detA hai| usa kSaNa meM sabhI kucha eka sAtha sahabhAgI ho jAtA hai| sArA astitva isameM bhAga letA hai, isalie koI nahIM jAnatA ki kyA hogA? lina cI ne kahA : yadi mujha para koI AkramaNa karatA hai, koI nahIM jAnatA ki maiM kyA kruuNgaa| yaha nirbhara karegA ki AkramaNa kauna kara rahA hai| ve gautamabuddha ho sakate haiM, aura yadi ve mujha para AkramaNa karate haiM to maiM hNsuuNgaa| maiM unake caraNasparza kara sakatA hUM ki mujha para becAre lina cI para AkramaNa karanA unakI kaisI karuNA hai| kiMtu yaha usa kSaNa para nirbhara hogA, itanI adhika bAtoM para nirbhara hogA ki isake bAre meM kucha kahA nahIM jA sakatA hai| basa bIsavIM zatAbdI ke AraMbha meM hI sana unnIsa sau meM eka mahAna vaijJAnika, maiksa plaiMka ne abhI taka khojI gaI mahAna khojoM meM se eka khoja kI hai| unako yaha anubhava huA aura unhoMne yaha khojA ki yaha astitva satata pravAha jaisA nahIM hai, isameM koI sAtatya nahIM hai| yaha koI aisA nahIM hai jaise ki tuma eka bartana se dUsare bartana meM tela lauTa do| to tela ke pravAha meM eka sAtatya hotA hai; yaha eka satata dhArA ke rUpa meM giratA hai| maiksa. plaiMka ne kahA, astitva aisA hai jaise ki tuma eka Dibbe se maTara ke dAne dUsare Dibbe meM DAla rahe hoM-anavarata pravAha nahIM hai-maTara kA pratyeka dAnA alaga-alaga DhaMga se alaga-alaga sthAna para gira rahA hai| usane kahA, sArA jIvana vicchinna hai| ina vi avayavoM ko vaha kvAMTA, tanmAtrA kahatA hai| yahI usakA tanmAtrA siddhAMta, kvAMTama thyorI hai| kvAMTA kA artha hai : pratyeka vastu dUsarI hara vastu se bhinna hai, aura usake sAtatya meM nahIM hai, aura do vastuoM ke madhya eka aMtarAla hai| aba yaha aMtarAla pratyeka cIja ko samhAle hue hai, kyoMki do vastueM paraspara jur3I huI nahIM haiM, do paramANu eka-dUsare se jur3e hue nahIM haiN| vaha aMtarAla, vaha riktatA donoM ko samhAle hue hai| ve pratyakSata: jur3e hue nahIM haiM, ve aMtarAla ke dvArA jur3e hue haiN| abhI taka kisI ne mana ke bAre meM aise hI samAnAMtara siddhAMta para dhyAna nahIM diyA hai, lekina mana ke bAre meM ThIka yahI bAta hai| do vicAra eka-dUsare se jur3e hue nahIM haiM, aura vicAra vicchinna hote haiN| eka vicAra, anya vicAra, anya vicAra aura ina vicAroM ke madhya meM aMtarAla haiM, bahuta choTe aMtarAla-vaha tumhArA aMtara-AkAza hai| yahI hai jise maulika mana kahA jAtA hai| eka bAdala gujaratA hai, dUsarA bAdala gujaratA hai, donoM ke madhya
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________________ AkAza hai| eka vicAra gujaratA hai, dUsarA vicAra gujaratA hai, donoM ke madhya maulika mana hai| yadi tuma socate ho ki tumhAre vicAra sAtatya meM haiM, to tuma svayaM ko mana ke rUpa meM socate ho| vAstava meM mana jaisI koI cIja nahIM hai, kevala vicAra hai, vicchinna vicAra, tumhAre bhItara ghUmate hue, itanI teja bhAgate hue ki tuma aMtarAloM ko dekha nahIM paate| ina vicAroM ko tumhAre aMtara-AkAza ne dhAraNa kiyA huA hai| paramANuoM ko bAhmaAkAza samhAlatA hai, vicAroM ko aMtara-AkAza dvArA samhAlA jAtA hai| yadi tuma padArtha kA hisAba lagAte ho to tuma padArthavAdI ho jAte ho, yadi tuma apane vicAroM kA hisAba lagAte ho to tuma manavAdI ho jAte ho| lekina mana aura padArtha donoM bhrama haiN| ve prakriyAeM haiM, vicchinna haiN| aura maiM tumase kahanA cAhatA hUM ki yoga kA parama saMzleSaNa yahI hai ki aMtara-AkAza aura bAhya-AkAza do nahIM haiN| tumhArA maulika mana aura paramAtmA kA maulika mana do nahIM haiN| tumhArA kRtrima mana paramAtmA ke mana se bhinna hai, lekina tumhArA maulika jarA bhI bhinna nahIM hai| yaha vahI hai| 'jaba unakI pUrNatA ke lie paristhitiyAM sahAyaka hotI haiM, to ina tri-AyAmI karmoM se icchAeM uThatI haiN|' yadi tuma zuddhakarma, koI zubhakArya, koI sAdhu jaisA kRtya karate ho to icchA kA janma hogA, niHsaMdeha aura zubha karane kI icchaa| yadi tuma koI azuddha karma karate ho, to aura azuddha karma karane kI icchA jAgrata hogI, kyoMki jo kucha bhI tuma karate ho, vaha tumhAre bhItara isako doharAne kI eka khAsa Adata nirmita karatA hai| loga doharAe cale jAte haiN| jo kucha bhI tuma kara cuke ho, tuma isako karane meM kuzala - ho| yadi tama koI mizrita katya karate ho, to niHsaMdeha eka mizrita icchA upajegI jisameM zubha aura azubha donoM mile hue hoNge| lekina ye sabhI kRtrima mana haiN| eka mahAtmA kA mana taka, aba bhI kRtrima mana hai| maine sunA hai, ebI kohena, eka bar3A vyavasAyI, jo yahUdI thA, eka hatyA ke mAmale meM rAjya nyAyAlaya meM doSI pAyA gyaa| usakI sajA vAle dina kI subaha kArAgAra adhIkSaka usase milane aayaa| misTara kohena, usane kahA, tumheM phAMsI para laTakAne meM deza ko sau pAuMDa kharca karanA pdd'eNge| burA vyavasAya rahegA yaha, davI ne kahA, mujhako kevala picAnave pAuMDa de do aura maiM khuda ko golI mAra luuNgaa| eka vyavasAyI vyavasAyI rahatA hai| vaha vyApAra ke bAre meM, dhana ke bAre meM socatA rahatA hai| vaha isake bAre meM kuzala ho gayA hai| jarA dekho, jo kucha tuma karate rahe hoM-tumhAre bhItara, behozI meM, avacetana meM ise doharAne kI pravRtti hotI hai| tuma ve hI cIjeM bAra-bAra doharAe cale jAte ho, aura niHsaMdeha jitanA adhika tuma doharAte ho utanA hI adhika tuma Adata kI pakar3a meM A jAte ho| eka samaya aisA AtA hai ki tuma Adata ko chor3anA bhI cAho to Adata itanI gaharAI taka jar3eM jamA cukI hotI hai ki tuma ise chor3anA cAhate ho, lekina yaha tamheM chor3anA nahIM caahtii|
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________________ maiMne sunA hai, aisA huA, eka mAsTara sAhaba garIbI ke kAraNa zIta Rtu meM bhI sUtI kapar3e pahane hue the| eka tUphAna meM pahAr3oM se eka bhAlU baha kara nadI meM A gyaa| usakA sira pAnI meM chipA huA thaa| usakI pITha dekha kara bacce cillAe mAsTara sAhaba, dekhie pAnI meM eka phara kA koTa gira par3A hai, aura Apako sardI lagA karatI hai| jAkara use le aaie| mAsTara sAhaba ne apanI jarUrata kI majabUrI ke vaza meM phara kA koTa lAne ke lie nadI meM chalAMga lagA dii| bha ta una para AkramaNa kiyA aura unako pakar3a liyaa| mAsTara sAhaba, kinAre para khar3e bacce cillAe yA to koTa ko lekara lauTeM yA use baha jAne deM aura vApasa lauTa aaeN| maiM phara kA koTa baha jAne dene ko rAjI hUM mAsTara sAhaba cillAe lekina phara kA koTa mujhe vApasa nahIM lauTane de rahA hai| AdatoM ke sAtha yahI samasyA hai : pahale tuma unako vikasita karate ho, phira dhIre-dhIre ve karIbakarIba tumhArA dUsarA svabhAva bana jAtI haiN| phira tuma unako chor3anA cAhate ho, lekina unako chor3a denA itanA sarala nahIM hai| kyA kiyA jAe? tumako .aura sajaga ho jAnA pdd'egaa| AdatoM ko chor3A nahIM jA sktaa| unako chor3ane ke kevala do upAya haiM : eka hai Adata ko kisI vaikalpika Adata se badala liyA jAe lekina yaha basa eka samasyA ko dUsarI samasyA se badala lenA hai, isase koI bahuta adhika madada nahIM milane vAlI hai; dUsarA upAya hai aura sajaga ho jaanaa| jaba kabhI tuma kisI Adata ko doharAte ho, sajaga ho jaao| bhale hI tumako ise doharAnA par3e, doharAo ise, lekina eka sAkSIbhAva se, sajagatA se, bodhapUrvaka dohraao| vaha jAgarUkatA tumako Adata se alaga kara degI, aura vaha UrjA jise tuma anajAne meM Adata ko dete rahate the aba aura nahIM dI jaaegii| dhIredhIre Adata sikur3a jAegI, isake mAdhyama se jaladhAra kA pravAha ho rahA thA, rAstA baMda ho gayA hai, ata: dhIre-dhIre yaha lupta ho jaaegii| kabhI kisI Adata ko dUsarI Adata se mata badaloM, kyoMki sabhI AdateM burI haiN| acchI AdateM taka burI haiM, kyoMki ve Adate haiN| azuddha AdatoM ko zuddha AdatoM meM badalane kA prayAsa mata kro| samAja ke lie yaha acchA hai ki tuma burI AdatoM ko acchI AdatoM se badala lo| roja zarAbakhAne jAne ke sthAna para yadi tuma pratidina carca yA maMdira jAte ho to samAja ke lie yaha acchA hai| kiMtu jahAM taka tumhArA prazna hai, isase koI bahuta sahAyatA nahIM milane vAlI hai| tumako AdatoM ke pAra jAnA pdd'egaa| tabhI yaha sahAyaka hogaa| samAja cAhatA hai ki tuma naitika ho jAo, kyoMki anaitika hokara tuma kaThinAiyAM paidA karate hosamAja miTa jAtA hai| eka bAra tuma naitika ho jAo-samAja kA kAma smaapt| aba samAja kA yaha kAma nahIM rahA ki vaha tumhArI ciMtA kre| yadi tuma anaitika ho to samAja kA tumase matalaba samApta nahIM hotA, tumhAre bAre meM kucha kiyA jAnA zeSa hai| eka bAra tuma naitika ho gae, samAja kA kAma
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________________ smaapt| samAja tumheM phUlamAlA pahanAtA hai aura tumhArA sammAna karatA hai aura kahatA hai, Apa eka bahuta acche AdamI haiN| samApta ho gaI samAja kI tumhAre prati ciMtA, samAja ko aba tumase koI parezAnI na rahI, lekina svayaM tumheM abhI bahuta dUra jAnA hai, yAtrA abhI pUrI nahIM huI hai| burI Adata samAja ke viruddha hai, aura Adata jaisI ki vaha hai tumhAre mUla svabhAva ke viruddha hai| eka pissU baMda hone se ThIka pahale eka zarAbakhAne meM daur3atA huA pahuMcA, pAMca Dabala skaoNca kA ArDara kiyA, unheM vaha gaTAgaTa pI gayA, galI kI ora bhAgA, havA meM Upara kI ora uchalA aura muMha ke bala jamIna para A giraa| kisI taraha se vaha uTha kara khar3A huA aura idhara-udhara dekha kara bar3abar3AyA, hada ho gaI, kisI ne yahAM se merA kuttA bhagA diyaa| aneka janmoM se tura pI rahe ho aura acetanatA ke kAraNa pie jA rahe ho| pratyeka vyakti nazebAja hai, aura niHsaMdeha tuma bAra-bAra girate cale jAte ho| yahI gahana samasyA hai, sajaga kaise haA jAe, kaise acetana na rahA jAe, AraMbha kahAM se kareM? kisI gaharI jar3oM vAlI Adata se saMgharSa karane kI koziza mata kro| tuma hAra jaaoge| phara kA koTa tumako itanI AsAnI se nahIM chodd'egaa| bahuta sAmAnya bAtoM se AraMbha kro| udAharaNa ke lie, tuma Tahalane jAte ho; basa sajaga ho jAo ki tuma Tahala rahe ho| yaha eka sAmAnya bAta hai| isameM kucha bhI nahIM jA rahA hai| tuma vRkSoM ko dekha rahe ho; basa vRkSoM ko dekho aura sajaga ho jaao| dhuMdhalI AMkhoM se mata dekho| sAre vicAroM ko chor3a do| basa kucha kSaNoM ke lie hI, jarA vRkSoM ko dekho- aura basa dekho| sitAroM ko dekho 1 tairate hue, basa usa AMtarika anubhUti ke prati sajaga ho jAo, jo tumhAre zarIra ke bhItara taba hotI hai jaba tuma taira rahe hote ho, aMtasa kI anubhuuti| ise anubhava kro| tuma dhUpasnAna le rahe ho, anubhava karo tumako bhItara kaisA lagane lagA hai : uSNatA, vizrAma, tthhraav| jaba sone jA rahe ho, jarA dekho tumako bhItara kaisI anubhUti ho rahI hai| bhItara-bAhara, cAdara kI ThaMDaka ke prati, kamare meM vyApta aMdhakAra ke prati, bAhara ke mauna ke prati, yA bAhara ke zoragula ke prati sajaga hone kA prayAsa kro| acAnaka eka kuttA bhauMkatA hai-sAmAnya bAteM; pahale apanI cetanA ko una para laao| aura phira dhIre-dhIre Age bddho| phira apanI acchI AdatoM ke prati sajaga hone kA prayAsa karo, kyoMki acchI AdatoM kI jar3eM utanI gaharI nahIM hotI jitanI burI AdatoM kii| acchI AdatoM ko tumhAre kaThora parizrama kI AvazyakatA hotI hai, isalie bahata kama loga acchI AdateM DAlane kA prayAsa karate haiN| aura ve loga jo acchI AdateM DAlane kA prayAsa karate haiM bahuta kama acchI AdateM DAlane kI koziza karate haiM, basa unakI oTa meM aneka burI AdateM jArI rahatI haiN| pahale sAmAnya bAtoM ke prati, phira acchI AdatoM ke prati aura phira dhIre-dhIre burI AdatoM ke prati sajaga hote jaao| aura aMtata: smaraNa rakho ki pratyeka Adata ke prati sajaga honA hai| eka bAra tama
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________________ apanI AdatoM ke pUre DhAMce ke prati sajaga ho jAo, yaha AdatoM kA DhAMcA hI tumhArA mana hai; taba kisI bhI dina avadhAna kA viSayAMtaraNa ghaTita ho jaaegaa| acAnaka tuma a-mana meM hooge jaba tuma apanI sabhI AdatoM ke prati sajaga ho cuke hote ho tuma unako acetanatA se nahIM karate, aura tuma behozI meM unake sAtha sahayoga nahIM karate, taba kisI dina jaba saMtRptatA kA biMdu AtA hai - sau DigrI para acAnaka eka viSayAMtaraNa ghaTa jaaegaa| tuma svayaM ko zUnyatA meM pAoge jo na zuddha hai aura na azuddha / 'jaba unakI pUrNatA ke lie paristhitiyAM sahAyaka hotI haiM, to ina tri-AyAmI karmoM se icchAeM uThatI haiN|' jo kucha bhI tuma karate ho vaha tumhAre bhItara bIja kI bhAMti par3A rahatA hai| aura jaba kabhI koI vizeSa paristhiti paidA ho jAtI hai jo tumhAre lie sahAyaka ho sakatI ho, to yaha bIja aMkurita ho jAtA hai| kabhI-kabhI hama ina bIjoM ko aneka janmoM taka sAtha lie phirate haiN| ucita paristhiti, ucita mausama nahIM A pAtA hai, kiMtu jaba kabhI bhI yaha mAhaula bana jAtA hai, isase bahuta jaTila samasyAeM utpanna ho jAtI haiN| acAnaka sar3aka calate hue eka AdamI se tumhArA sAmanA hotA hai aura tumako usake prati bahuta hI vikarSaNa anubhava hotA hai, aura tuma usa AdamI ko pahale kabhI jAnate bhI nahIM the| tumane usake bAre meM kabhI socA bhI na thA, na kabhI usake bAre meM sunA thA, eka nitAMta anajAna vyakti aura acAnaka tuma pratikarSaNa anubhava karate ho, yA tuma AkarSita anubhava karate ho acAnaka tumako lagatA hai ki usase tuma pahale kabhI mila cuke ho| acAnaka tuma isa anajAna vyakti ke lie apane bhItara prema-UrjA kI eka bar3I lahara uThatI huI anubhava karate ho, jaise ki tuma sadaiva usake nikaTa, usake aMtaraMga rahe ho| atIta ke kisI anya janma se koI bIja bhItara par3A huA thA eka vizeSa paristhiti--aura bIja ne aMkurita honA AraMbha kara diyaa| acAnaka tuma binA kisI kAraNa ke saMtApagrasta ho ge| aura tuma socate ho, maiM kyoM saMtApagrasta hUM? kyoM? isa dRzya saMsAra meM koI kAraNa bhI nahIM dikhAI par3atA hai| isa saMtApa ke lie tuma koI bIja lie hue ho sakate ho; basa usakA sahI samaya A gayA hai| jUliyA zarma se sira jhukAe apane pitA ke pAsa AI, pApA, vaha bolI, Apa usa amIra misTara volpha ko jAnate haiM? usane mere sAtha dhokhA kiyA hai, aura mujhe baccA hone vAlA hai| oha bhagavAna! pitA ne kahA, vaha hai kahAM? maiM usako mAra DAlUMgA usako patA do| maiM usakA khUna kara duuNgaa| utAvalA hokara vaha usa amIra AdamI ke ghara pahuMcA, usane teja AvAja meM se pukArA aura pUchA ki usakA kyA karane kA irAdA hai| lekina amIra misTara volpha to bilakula zAMta rahA, uttejita mata ho, usane kahA, maiM kahIM bhAgA nahIM jA rahA huuN| aura maiM tumhArI beTI ke sAtha ucita bartAva karanA cAhatA huuN| yadi usake putra utpanna hotA hai to use pacAsa hajAra DAlara mileMge aura yadi usake putrI huI to paiMtIsa hajAra DAlara / kyA yaha ThIka hai?
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________________ pitA ruka gayA, usake cehare se krodha ke bhAva miTa ge| aura yadi garbhapAta ho gayA, usane AkSepa karate hae kahA, to kyA Apa usako eka maukA aura deMge? acAnaka paristhitiyAM badala giiN| aba lobha kA bIja aMkurita ho gayA hai| vaha hatyA karane AyA thA, lekina basa dhana kA ullekha huA aura vaha hatyA ke bAre meM saba kucha bhUla gayA; vaha pUcha rahA hai, kyA Apa usako eka maukA aura deMge? nirIkSaNa karo......lagAtAra apanA nirIkSaNa karate raho, paristhitiyAM badalatI haiM aura tuma turaMta badala jAte ho| tumhAre bhItara kucha aMkurita hone lagatA hai, kucha baMda hone lagatA hai| maulika mana vAlA vyakti vahI rahatA hai| jo kucha bhI ghaTatA hai vaha isakA nirIkSaNa karatA hai, lekina usake bhItara atIta se koI icchA ke bIja zeSa nahIM bace haiN| vaha apane atIta ke mAdhyama se katya nahIM karatA, vaha basa pratisaMvedanA karatA hai, usakA pratisaMvedana zUnyatA se AtA hai| kabhI-kabhI tuma bhI usI prakAra se kRtya karate ho, lekina bahuta km| aura jaba kabhI tuma isa prakAra se kRtya karate ho, tumako atyadhika pUrNatA aura paritRpti aura saMtuSTi anubhava hotI hai| yaha kabhI-kabhI ghaTita hotA hai| koI mara rahA hai, nadI meM DUba rahA hai aura tuma basa binA kisI vicAra ke nadI meM chalAMga lagA dete ho| tuma yaha nahIM socate ki usa vyakti ko bacAnA hai yA nahIM, vaha hiMdU hai yA musalamAna, yA koI pApI hai yA puNyAtmA, tumheM ciMtA kyoM karanI cAhie? nahIM, tuma jarA bhI nahIM socte| acAnaka yaha ghaTita ho jAtA hai| acAnaka tumhArA kRtrima mana pIche dhakela diyA jAtA hai aura tumhArA maulika mana kArya karatA hai| aura jaba tuma usa vyakti ko bAhara nikAla lAte ho to tumako atyadhika paritRpti anubhava hotI hai, jaisI ki tumheM pahale kabhI nahIM huI thii| tumhAre bhItara eka layabaddhatA udita hotI hai| tuma bahuta saMtuSTi anubhava karate ho| jaba kabhI tumhArI zUnyatA se kucha bhI ghaTita hotA hai tuma AnaMdita anubhava karate ho| AnaMda tumhArI zUnyatA kA kRtya hai| 'kyoMki smRti aura saMskAra samAna rUpa meM Thaharate haiM, isalie kAraNa aura prabhAva kA niyama jArI rahatA hai, bhale hI varNa,sthAna aura samaya meM unameM aMtara ho|' aura yaha calatA calA jAtA hai.. .tumhArA jIvana badalatA hai. tuma isa zarIra meM mara jAte ho, tuma eka aura garbha meM praveza karate ho, lekina aMtartama rUpa tumhAre sAtha saMlagna rahatA hai| tumane jo kucha bhI kiyA hai, cAhA hai, anubhava kiyA hai, saMcita kiyA hai, vahI phara kA koTa tumhAre sAtha cipaka jAtA hai, tuma ise apane sAtha le jAte ho| mRtyu, sAmAnya mRtyu, kevala zarIra kI mRtyu hotI hai, mana nahIM mrtaa| vAstavika mRtyu, parama mRtya, jisako hama samAdhi kahate haiM, na kevala zarIra kI mRtya hai balki yaha mana
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________________ kI bhI mRtyu hai| phira aba koI aura janma nahIM hotA, kyoMki vApasa lauTane ke lie koI bIja na bacA, pUrI hone ke lie koI icchA na rahI, kucha zeSa nahIM rahA, vyakti basa eka sugaMdha kI bhAMti kho jAtA hai 'aura isa prakriyA kA koI prAraMbha nahIM hai, jaise ki jIne kI icchA zAzvata hotI hai|' darzanazAstrI pUche cale jAte haiM, saMsAra kaba AraMbha huA? yoga eka atyadhika anUThI bAta kahatA hai. saMsAra kA AraMbha kabhI nahIM huA thaa| icchA kA koI AraMbha nahIM hai, kyoMki jIne kI icchA zAzvata hai| yaha sadaiva se vahAM thii| yoga saMsAra ke kisI sRjana meM vizvAsa nahIM rakhatA hai| aisA nahIM hai ki kisI dina, kisI kSaNa meM Izvara ne sasAra kA sRjana kiyaa| nahIM, icchA sadA se vahAM thii| icchA ke lie koI AraMbha nahIM hai, lekina isakA aMta hai, isako samajha liyA jAnA caahie| yaha bAta bahuta betukI hai, kiMtu yadi tumane isako samajha liyA to tuma ThIka artha ko anubhava karane meM samartha ho jaaoge| icchA kA koI AraMbha nahIM hai, kiMtu isakA aMta hotA hai| icchA-zUnyatA kA AraMbha hai, lekina isakA koI aMta nahIM hai, aura va rA ho jAtA hai| icchA kA koI AraMbha nahIM hai lekina aMta hai| yadi tama sajaga ho jAo to aMta AtA hai aura taba icchA-zUnyatA AraMbha hotI hai| icchA-zUnyatA kA AraMbha hai kiMtu phira isakA koI aMta nahIM hai| saMsAra kA koI AraMbha nahIM hai, hama pUrva meM kahate rahe haiM, yaha sadA se aura sadaiva cala rahA hai; lekina isakA aMta hai| buddha ke lie, yaha miTa jAtA hai| phira yaha vahAM nahIM bctaa| ThIka eka svapna kI bhAMti yaha tirohita ho jAtA hai| lekina saMsAra ke jo pare haiM-nirvANa, kaivalya, mokSa-isakA eka AraMbha hai lekina koI aMta nahIM hai| isalie hama yaha kabhI nahIM pUchate ki saMsAra kaba AraMbha huaa| hamane isakI ciMtA hI nahIM lI hai kyoMki isakA kabhI AraMbha nahIM huA thaa| hamane kRSNa, buddha, mahAvIra kI janmatithiyo para kabhI adhika dhyAna nahIM diyA, kiMtu hamane usa dina para bahuta dhyAna diyA jaba unheM samAdhi ghaTita huI-kyoMki yaha kisI aisI bAta kA vAstavika AraMbha hai jisakA kabhI aMta nahIM hogaa| buddha kA saMbodhi-divasa bahuta mahatvapUrNa hai, usako hamane smaraNa rakhA hai, aura usakI hamane bAra-bAra aneka bAra pUjA kI hai| koI nahIM jAnatA ki unakA janma kaba huA thA, kisI ne isakI ciMtA hI nahIM lii| vAstava meM paurANika kathA yaha hai ki unakA janma usI dina huA thA jisa dina unakI mRtyu huI thI, aura usI dina unheM bodha bhI prApta huA thaa:| merI anubhUti yaha hai ki hamane unake janma kA dina aura unakI mRtyu kA dina bhulA diyA hai; hama kevala unake saMbodhi-divasa ko yAda rakhate haiN| lekina kevala vahI mahatvapUrNa hai ki unakA janma-divasa unakA mRtya-divasa bhI hai kyoMki yahI jIvana kI ekamAtra mahatvapUrNa ghaTanA hai jo ghaTita hotI hai-aMtahIna kA aarNbh| icchA kA koI AraMbha nahIM hai, yaha sadA se yahAM hai, kiMtu isakA aMta ho sakatA hai| icchA-zUnyatA kA AraMbha ho sakatA hai aura aMta kabhI nahIM hogaa| aura icchA tathA icchA-zUnyatA ke madhya vartula pUrA ho jAtA hai| yaha vahI UrjA hai jo icchA bana gaI thI, icchA-zUnyatA bana jAtI hai| yaha vahI UrjA hai|
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________________ aura niHsaMdeha icchA-zUnyatA kA aMta kabhI nahIM hotA hai vaha vyakti jisane isako upalabdha kara liyA hai, vaha mukta ho gayA hai, vaha kabhI vApasa nahIM lauTatA; kyoMki vikAsa kabhI pIche nahIM jA sktaa| pIche jAne kA koI rAstA nahIM hotA hai| jaba taka ki parama upalabdha na ho, hama UMce aura UMce jAte haiN| kiMtu vahAM se vApasa gira par3ane kA koI biMdu nahIM hai| ' aura isa prakriyA kA koI prAraMbha nahIM hai; jaise ki jIne kI icchA zAzvata hotI hai|' apanI icchA ke prati sajaga hone kA prayAsa karo, kyoMki aba taka kA tumhArA jIvana yahI hai| isakI pakar3a meM mata aao| ise samajhane kA prayAsa karo aura lar3ane kA prayAsa bhI mata karo, kyoMki isase tuma dUsare DhaMga se bAra-bAra isI meM phaMsa jaaoge| basa isako samajhane kA prayAsa karo kaise yaha tumako pakar3a letI hai, kaise yaha tumhAre bhItara praviSTa ho jAtI hai aura tumako nitAMta acetana banA detI hai| maiMne sunA hai, ebI, mere pAsa tumhAre lie eka Azcaryajanaka saudA hai| maiM do sau DAlara meM eka hAthI lA sakatA huuN| lekina ijjI, mUrkha mata bano hAthI ko lekara mujhako kyA karanA hai? tumako hAthI ko lekara kyA karanA hai? tuma khuda mUrkha mata bno| saude ke bAre meM soco| basa do sau DAlara meM hAthI tumheM kahAM mila sakatA hai, batAo mujhe? lekina mere pAsa do kamaroM kA phlaiTa hai| hAthI ko maiM kahAM rakha sakatA hUM? Akhira mAmalA kyA hai tumhAre sAtha? kyA tumako eka acchA saudA samajha meM nahIM A rahA hai? vAstava meM mAmalA yaha hai ki tumhAre lie mere pAsa eka behatara khabara hai| yadi tuma cAho to tumhAre lie maiM tIna sau DAlara meM do hAthI lA sakatA huuN| vAha, aba tuma ThIka bAta kara rahe ho| aba eka vyakti, jisake pAsa kevala do kamaroM kA phlaiTa hai, isa bAta ko pUrI taraha bhUla gayA hai| icchA kA nirIkSaNa karo, yaha tumheM mUrkha banAtI rahatI hai, yaha tumheM rAste se bhaTakAtI calI jAtI hai| yaha tumako bhrarmoM meM, svapnoM meM le jAtI rahatI hai| nirIkSaNa kro| isake pUrva ki tuma koI kadama uThAo, nirIkSaNa karo, sajaga raho aura dhIre-dhIre tuma dekhoge ki icchA kho jAtI hai, aura vaha UrjA jo icchA meM phaMsI huI thI, mukta ho jAtI hai| lAkhoM haiM icchAeM, aura jaba una sabhI icchAoM se UrjA mukta ho jAtI hai to tuma UrjA kI eka virATa uttAla taraMga bana jAte ho| tuma Upara kI ora aura UMce uThane lagate ho, svabhAvata: bhItara UrjA kA kuMDa bharatA calA jAtA hai| UrjA
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________________ kA stara UMcA aura UMcA hotA calA jAtA hai aura eka dina tumhArI UrjA sahasrAra se prakIrNita hone lagatI hai| tuma eka kamala, eka sahasra paMkhur3iyoM vAlA kamala bana jAte ho| Aja itanA hii| pravacana 94 - sabhI kucha paraspara nirbhara hai prazna-sAra: 1-Apa kahate haiM, 'pUraba meM hama' kRpayA isakA abhiprAya samajhAeM? 2-Apa saMsAra meM upadeza dene kyoM nahIM jAte? 3-kapaTI ghar3iyAla kI cetanA ke bAre meM kucha kahie? 4-paraspara nirbharatA aura pUrNa svArtha meM kyA saMbaMdha hai? 5-samarpaNa ke lie kisa bhAMti kArya karUM? 6-kyA parama jJAna ko upalabdha vyakti bhI baccoM ko janma dete haiM? pahalA prazna :
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________________ jaba Apa buddhimattA, aMtadRSTiyoM aura saMbodhi ke bAre meM bAta karate hai to bahudhA 'pUraba meM hama' kahate hai| kRpayA isa vAkyAMza kA abhiprAya smjhaae| paraba kA pUraba se koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| pUraba to basa aMtarAkAza, cetanA ke bhItarI saMsAra kA pratIka hai| pUraba dharma kA pratIka dharma kA pratIka hai, pazcima vijJAna kA pratIka hai| isalie pUraba meM bhI yadi koI vyakti vaijJAnika dRSTikoNa upalabdha kara letA hai, to vaha pazcimI ho jAtA hai| ho sakatA hai ki vaha pUraba meM hI rahe, ho sakatA hai usakA janma pUraba meM hI huA ho-isase koI aMtara nahIM par3atA hai| yA jaba kabhI koI dhArmika cetanA ko upalabdha karatA hai ho sakatA hai ki usakA janma pazcima meM haA ho, isase koI aMtara nahIM par3atA hai-vaha pUraba kA bhAga hone lagatA hai| jIsasa, phrAMsisa, ikahArTa, boheme, viTagisTIna, yahAM taka ki henarI thoro, imarasana, svIDanabarga-ve sabhI pUrvIya haiN| sadA smaraNa rakho, pUraba pratIkAtmaka hai| merA bhUgola se koI lenA-denA nahIM hai| isalie jaba kabhI maiM kahatA hUM 'pUraba meM hama' to merA abhiprAya hotA hai, ve sabhI loga jinhoMne bhItara ke satya ko jAna liyA hai| aura jaba kabhI maiM kahatA hUM 'pazcima meM tuma' to merA abhiprAya basa yahI hotA hai-vaijJAnika mana, takanIkI mana, arastuvAdI mana; tArkika, gaNitIya vaijJAnika, jo bhAva-unmukha nahIM hai; viSaya unmukha hai lekina viSayI unmukha nahIM hai| eka bAra tuma isako samajha lo, taba koI samasyA na rhegii| sabhI mahAna dharmoM kA janma pUraba meM huA hai| pazcima ne abhI taka koI mahAna dharma paidA nahIM kiyA hai| IsAIyata, yahUdI dharma, islAma, hiMdu dharma, jaina dharma, bauddha dharma, tAo dharma, ye sabhI pUraba meM janmeM haiN| yaha eka straiNa mana ke jaisA kucha hai, aura isako aisA hI honA par3atA hai, kyoMki pratyeka stara para yina aura yAMga kA, puruSa UrjA aura strI UrjA kA sammilana hotA hai ko vibhAjita honA par3atA hai| pUraba straiNa bhAga kI bhAMti kArya karatA hai aura pazcima puruSa bhAga kI bhAMti kArya karatA hai| puruSa mana AkrAmaka hotA hai; vijJAna AkrAmaka hai| straiNa mana grahaNazIla hotA hai; dharma grahaNazIla hai| vijJAna bharapUra prayAsa karatA hai| yaha prakRti ko usake rahasya kholane ke lie bAdhya karatA hai| dharma mAtra pratIkSA karatA hai, prArthanA karatA hai aura pratIkSA karatA hai, ukasAtA hai kiMtu bAdhya nahIM karatA, pukAratA hai, cillAtA hai, rotA hai, phusalAtA hai, prakRti ko karIba-karIba bahalA kara isako rahasya aura gopanIyatAe prakaTa karane ke lie rAjI kara letA hai, lekina yaha prayAsa straiNa hai| isalie dhyaan| jaba prayAsa, puruSa kA, AkrAmaka hotA hai to prayogazAlA kI bhAMti hotA hai prakRti ko satAne ke lie, prakRti ko apane rahasya anAvRta karane ke lie, kuMjI sauMpa dene ke lie, bhAMti-bhAMti ke upkrnn| puruSa kA mana eka AkramaNa hai| puruSa kA mana eka balAtkArI mana hai, aura vijJAna eka balAtkAra hai| dharma prema karane vAle kA mana hai; yaha pratIkSA kara sakatA hai yaha anaMtakAla taka pratIkSA kara sakatA hai|
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________________ isalie jaba kabhI maiM kahatA hUM 'pUraba meM hama to merA abhiprAya hai sabhI dhArmika loga, cAhe unakA janma kahIM huA ho, cAhe unakA pAlana-poSaNa kahIM bhI huA ho| ve sAre saMsAra meM phaile hu haiN| pUraba pUraba sAre saMsAra meM phailA huA hai, jaise pazcima sAre saMsAra meM phailA huA hai| jaba kabhI koI bhAratIya apanI vaijJAnika khojoM ke lie nobala puraskAra pAtA hai, to usake pAsa pazcimI mana hai vaha pUraba kA bhAga nahIM rahA hai, aba vaha pUrvIya paraMparA kA hissA nahIM rhaa| usane apanA ghara badala liyA hai, usane apanA patA badala liyA hai| vaha aba arastu ke pIche khar3e logoM kI paMkti meM sammilita ho gayA hai| pUraba tumhAre bhItara hai, hama isako pUraba kahate haiM, kyoMki pUraba aura kucha nahIM balki udita hotA huA sUrya-sajagatA, cetanA, bodha hai| isalie jaba kabhI maiM kahatA hUM 'pUraba meM hama' to kabhI digbhramita mata ho / merA abhiprAya una sabhI dezoM se nahIM hai jo pUraba meM haiM, jarA bhI nhiiN| merA abhiprAya hai vaha cetanA jo pUrvIya hai| jaba maiM bhArata zabda kA prayoga karatA hUM to merA abhiprAya bhArata nahIM hotA hai| mere lie yaha eka bar3I cIja hai, yaha dUsare dezoM kI bhAMti mAnacitra meM chapA kevala bhaugolika bhUkhaMDa bhara nahIM hai| yaha mAtra usa virATa UrjA kA pratIka hai, jisako bhAratavarSa ne aMtasa ke anusaMdhAna meM lagAyA hai| isalie tumhArA janma cAhe kahIM huA ho yadi tuma paramAtmA kI ora Ane lagate ho to tuma bhAratIya bana jAte ho| acAnaka bhArata ke lie tumhArI tIrthayAtrA AraMbha ho jAtI hai| tuma bhArata A sakate ho yA tuma bhArata nahIM A sakate ho yaha bAta arthapUrNa nahIM hai| lekina tumane apanI tIrthayAtrA AraMbha kara dI hai| aura jisa dina tuma buddha, jina mahAvIra upaniSada ke dRSTAoM, vedoM ke acAnaka tuma takanIkavida mana, tArkika mana kA samAdhi upalabdha kara lete ho acAnaka tuma gautama RSiyoM, kRSNa aura pataMjali kA bhAga ho jAte ho| hissA nahIM rahate ho, tuma tarkAtIta ho gae ho| dUsarA prazna: jIsasa krAisTa, buddha, mahAvIra, lAotsu, ina sabhI saMbuddha logoM ke bAre meM jJAta hai ki ve sAre saMsAra meM upadeza dena gaye the Apa aisA nahIM kara rahe, isakA kyA kAraNa hai? maiM bhI vahI kara rahA hUM kiMtu thor3e viparIta DhaMga se| maiM sAre saMsAra ko apane cAroM ora Ane de rahA huuN| yaha merA DhaMga hai| buddha ne apanA kArya kiyA, maiM apanA kArya kara rahA huuN|
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________________ prazna: ise mA prema mAdhurI ne pUchA hai: maiM svayaM ko bahudhA una ghar3iyAloM meM se eka pAtI hUM, jinakA Apa ullekha karate hai| Are nizcita hI svAmI bodhi mahAna dArzanika hone kA pratyeka lakSaNa pradarzita karatA hai| yaha suMdara hai, lekina kapaTI ghar3iyAla kI cetanA ke bAre meM kucha kaheMge ? mAne laMbe samaya se pIDA jhelI hai kyoMki straiNa mana ne laMbe samaya taka dukha uThAyA hai| strI kA laMbe samaya taka damana huA hai kyoMki straiNa citta ko dIrghakAla se damita kiyA gayA hai| damana, zoSaNa, utpIr3ana kI zatAbdiyoM para zatAbdiyA vyatIta ho gaI haiM, strI ke prati bahata hiMsA kI gaI hai| svabhAvata: vaha cAlAka ho gaI hai| svabhAvata: vaha puruSoM ko satAne ke sUkSma upAyoM kA AviSkAra karane meM ati catura ho gaI hai| yaha svAbhAvika hai| durbala kA yahI kA hai| chidrAnveSaNa, doSa khojanA, bakavAsa karanA-kamajora kA yahI upAya hai| jaba taka ki tuma ise na samajha lo, tuma isako chor3a nahIM paaogii| striyAM kyoM lagAtAra puruSoM kI kamiyAM khojatI rahatI haiM, kyoM unako satAne ke lie lagAtAra upAya aura vidhiyAM talAzatI rahatI haiM? yaha unake avacetana meM hai| yaha zatAbdiyoM kA damana hai jisane unake astitva ko viSAkta kara diyA hai, aura niHsaMdeha ve sIdhA AkramaNa nahIM kara sktiiN| aneka kAraNoM se yaha saMbhava nahIM hai| eka, ve puruSa se adhika komala haiN| ve karATe, akIdo, khe sIkha sakatI haiM, lekina isase koI vizeSa atara nahIM pdd'egaa| ve komala haiM, yahI unakA sauMdarya hai| yadi ve bahata adhika karATe aura ja-jitsa aura akIdo sIkha letI haiM aura ve bahata baliSTha aura zaktizAlI ho jAtI haiM, to ve kucha kho deMgI, aura unako milegA kucha nhiiN| ve apanI straiNatA kho deMgI, ve apanI phUla jaisI komalatA, najAkata kho deNgii| yaha prayAsa mUlyavAna nahIM hai| strI komala hai| use vaisA hI honA hai| usameM puruSa se adhika gaharI layabaddhatA hai| vaha puruSa se adhika saMgItamaya, adhika layapUrNa, adhika golAI lie hue hai| eka bAta, apanI komalatA ke kAraNa vaha utanI AkrAmaka nahIM ho sakatI hai| eka aura bAta, puruSa usako eka nizcita DhaMga se prazikSita karatA rahA hai; puruSa usako eka nizcita DhaMga kA mana detA rahA hai, jo usako usake baMdhanoM se bAhara nikalane kI anumati nahIM detaa| yaha itane laMbe samaya se calatA rahA hai ki yaha usakI gaharAiyoM taka pahuMca gayA
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________________ usane ise svIkAra kara liyA hai| kiMtu svataMtratA eka aisI cIja hai ki cAhe kucha bhI hotA ho tuma svAtaMbhya unmukha rahatI ho| svataMtra hone kI icchA tuma kabhI nahIM khotI, kyoMki yaha dhArmika hone kI icchA hai, yaha divya hone kI icchA hai| cAhe kucha bhI ho jAe svataMtratA lakSya banI rahatI hai| isalie jaba vidroha karane kA koI upAya na ho, aura sArA samAja puruSa ke niyaMtraNa kA hai, taba kyA kiyA jAe? isase saMgharSa kaise kareM? apane thor3e se sammAna kI rakSA kaise kI jAe? isalie strI cAlAka aura kUTanItijJa ho gaI hai| vaha aise kAma karanA AraMbha kara detI hai jo pratyakSa rUpa se nahIM balki apratyakSa AkramaNa hai| vaha puruSa se sUkSma DhaMgoM se saMgharSa karatI hai| isane use karIba-karIba eka ghar3iyAla jaisA banA diyA hai| vaha badalA lene ke lie apane avasara kI satata pratIkSA karatI rahatI hai| vaha kisI viziSTa bAta ke lie jisake virodha meM vaha saMgharSarata hai, sajaga nahIM bhI ho sakatI hai, lekina vaha basa eka strI hai aura vaha pUrI strI-jAti kA pratinidhitva karatI hai| gauravahInatA aura apamAna kI zatAbdiyoM para zatAbdiyAM vahAM usake avacetana meM haiN| saMbhavata: tumhAre puruSa-sAthI ne tumhAre sAtha kucha bhI galata na kiyA ho, lekina vaha sabhI puruSoM kA pratinidhitva karatA hai| isako tuma bhUla nahIM sktiiN| tuma puruSa se, isI puruSa se prema karatI ho, lekina tuma usa saMgaThana ko prema nahIM kara sakatI jise paruSoM ne banAyA hai| tama isa puruSa se prema kara sakatI ho, kiMtu puruSa ko jaisA vaha hai tuma kSamA nahIM kara sakatI ho| aura jaba kabhI tuma isa puruSa ko dekhatI ho, tumheM vahAM puruSa-mana milatA hai, aura tuma pratizodha lenA zurU kara. detI ho| yaha bahuta avacetana hai| isase striyoM meM eka vizeSa prakAra kI vikSiptatA utpanna ho jAtI hai| puruSoM kI tulanA meM striyAM adhika saMkhyA meM vikSipta haiN| yaha svAbhAvika hai, kyoMki ve eka puruSa nirmita samAja meM jo puruSoM ke lie taiyAra kiyA gayA hai rahatI haiM, aura unako isake anurUpa honA par3atA hai| yaha puruSoM dvArA puruSoM ke lie nirmita kiyA gayA hai, aura unheM isameM rahanA par3atA hai, unako isake anurUpa honA par3atA hai| unako apane bahuta se bhAga kATane par3ate haiM, apane hAtha-paira, jIvita hAtha-pairabasa puruSoM dvArA unako dI gaI yAMtrika bhUmikA ke anurUpa hone ke lie unheM paMgu hoga par3atA hai| ve saMgharSa karatI haiM, ve pratirodha karatI haiM, aura isa satata saMgharSa se eka vizeSa prakAra kI vikSiptatA kA janma hotA hai| isI ko biciMga, kutiyApana kahA jAtA hai| maiMne sunA hai, eka bhadra vRddha mahilA pAlatU jAnavaroM kI dukAna meM gii| dukAna ke praveza dvAra ke pAsa hI eka bahuta suMdara kuttA thA, aura usane dukAna ke mAlika se kahA, Apane vaha acchA sA, pyArA sA kuttA vahAM biThA rakhA hai? dukAnadAra bolA, jI hA~, mahodayA, vaha eka bahuta suMdara kutiyA (bica) hai| hai na saMdara? vaha mahilA krodhita ho uThI, usane kahA kyA! apane zabdoM para gaura kareM, aise zabdoM kA upayoga mata kareM! nagara kA saMbhrAMta kSetra hai yaha thor3A aura susaMskRta banie!
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________________ dukAna kA mAlika bhI jarA hairAna huA aura ghabar3AyA, vaha bolA, mujhako kheda hai, kiMtu kyA Apane pahale kabhI yaha zabda prayoga hone nahIM sunA hai? usa mahilA ne kahA : maine ise prayoga kie jAte sunA hai, lekina kisI pyAre, pyAre kutte ke lie kabhI nhiiN| isako sadaiva striyoM ke lie prayoga kiyA gayA hai| abhI usa dina hI maiM 'biciMga' nAma kI eka pustaka par3ha rahA thA, niHsaMdeha ise eka strI ne hI likhA hai| kucha aisA hai jo bahuta, bahuta hI galata ho gayA hai| yaha eka strI kA prazna nahIM hai, yaha strIpana hai| lekina bakajhaka aura kutiyApana aura lagAtAra jhagar3ate rahane se isakA samAdhAna nahIM ho sakatA hai| yaha isakA hala nahIM hai| samajha kI AvazyakatA hai| prazna nizcita rUpa se sahI hai| mAdhurI ghar3iyAla jaisI hai, aura bodhi ke sAtha vaha bakavAsa aura jhagaDA khUba kara rahI hai| niHsaMdeha bodhi isake dvArA vikasita ho rahA hai| usameM bahuta sArA parivartana ho gayA hai| isakA sArA zreya mAdhurI ko jAtA hai| jaba tumheM eka lagAtAra jhagar3ane aura baka-baka karane vAlI strI ke sAtha rahanA par3atA hai to yaha nizcita hai ki yA to tuma palAyana kara jAte ho yA tuma dArzanika bana jAte ho| kevala do rAste hI upalabdha haiM. yA to tuma bhAga jAo yA tuma yaha socanA AraMbha kara do ki yaha basa mAyA, svapna, bhrama hai : yaha mAdhurI aura kucha nahIM balki eka svapna hai...| tuma anAsakta ho jAte ho| yaha bhI bhAgane kA hI eka upAya hai| tuma zArIrika rUpa se vahAM rahate ho lekina Atmika rUpa se tuma bahuta dUra cale jAte ho| tuma eka dUrI nirmita kara lete ho| tuma una AvAjoM ko sunate ho jinheM mAdhurI nikAla rahI hotI hai, lekina ye kisI anya graha kI AvAjoM kI taraha pratIta hotI haiN| use apanA kAma karane do; dhIre-dhIre tuma anAsakta ho jAte ho, dhIre dhIre tuma upekSA karane lagate ho| bodhi ke lie yaha zubha rahA hai| aba mAdhurI pUcha rahI hai : 'bodhi ke lie yaha suMdara hai lekina kapaTI ghar3iyAla kI cetanA ke bAre meM kyA ?' vahI karo jo bodhi kara rahA hai| vaha kyA kara rahA hai? vaha aura adhika darzaka bana rahA hai| jo tuma kaha rahI ho aura kara rahI ho usase vaha apamAnita nahIM ho rahA hai| yadi tuma usako coTa bhI pahuMcA rahI ho, to vaha isako dekhegA, jaise ki kucha svAbhAvika ghaTita ho rahA ho : vRkSa se purAnI pattiyAM gira rahI haiM kyA hai? eka kattA bhauMka rahA hai karanA kyA hai? rAta hai aura aMdherA hai-karanA kyA hai? vyakti svIkAra kara letA hai, aura isa svIkRti meM jo kucha bhI ghaTa rahA hai vyakti usako dekhatA hai| vahI kro| jaise ki bodhi tumako dekha rahA hai, tuma bhI apane Apa ko dekho| kyoMki vaha ghar3iyAla tumhAre aMtasa kA satva nahIM hai| nahIM, yaha kisI kA AMtarika satya nahIM hai| yaha ghar3iyAla unhIM ghAvoM se janmA hai
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________________ jinheM tuma mana meM lie hue ho, aura una ghAvoM kA bodhi se koI lenA-denA nahIM hai| ve ghAva kisI aura ne die hoMge, yA zAyada kisI vyakti ne nahIM balki samAja ne hI die hoN| jaba bhI tuma vikSipta DhaMga se, vikSipta zailI meM vyavahAra karane lago, svayaM ko dekho| isa vyavahAra ko dekho| jaise ki bodhi tumako dekha rahA hai, tuma bhI apane Apako dekho| aura isa dekhane se eka dUrI utpanna ho jAegI, aura tuma apane mana ko anAvazyaka parezAnI nirmita karate hue dekhane meM samartha ho jAogI, tumako eka sajagatA prApta hogii| cIjoM ko satata dekhate rahane se vyakti mana se bAhara A jAtA hai, kyoMki dekhane vAlA mana ke pAra hai| yadi tuma aisA nahIM karatI ho, to saMbhAvanA yahI hai ki bodhi aura aura dArzanika aura samajhadAra hotA jAegA aura tuma aura adhika chidrAnveSI ho jAogI, kyoMki tuma socogI ki vaha udAsIna huA jA rahA hai, tuma socogI ki vaha dUra jA rahA hai, aura tuma usako aura kaThoratA se coTa mAranA AraMbha kara dogI, tuma aura adhika kalaha karanA AraMbha kara dogii| yaha dekha kara ki vaha kahIM aura jA rahA hai, tumako chor3a rahA hai, tuma aura adhika pratizodha lene lgogii| isase pahale ki yaha ghaTita ho, sajaga ho jaao| maiMne sunA hai, eka vyakti ne apanI patnI ke aMtima saMskAra ke kharcoM ko kistoM meM cukAne kI vyavasthA kI, kiMtu kucha mahIne bAda use kucha vittIya parezAniyAM A gaIM aura vaha bhugatAna jArI nahIM rakha paayaa| aMtatogatvA vyavasthApaka ne usako phona kiyA aura kahA, dekho, yA to mujhe tumase turaMta kucha dhana mila jAe yA tumhArI patnI phira lauTa kara A rahI hai| aisI paristhiti mata utpanna karo ki jo vyakti tumheM prema karatA hai tumhArI mRtyu ke bAre meM socanA AraMbha kara de, vaha jisane cAhA hotA ki tuma amara ho jAo, AzA bAMdhanA AraMbha kara de ki tuma mara jAo, to behatara yahI hai ki tuma mara jaao| mullA nasaruddIna philmoM ke pIche dIvAnA thaa| pratyeka rAta vaha isa sinemA ghara meM hotA yA usmeN| eka dina usakI patnI bolI, maiM socatI hUM yadi eka rAta ke lie bhI tuma ghara meM ruka gae, to maiM mara jaauuNgii| mullA ne patnI kI aura dekhA aura vaha bolA, mujhe rizvata dene kI koziza mata kro| aisI paristhiti mata nirmita kro| klaba ke sabase purAne aura adhika sammAnita sadasya kI patnI kA abhI kucha dina pahale hI nidhana ho gayA thaa| usake sAthI sadasya zoka-sabhA meM apanI zraddhAMjali vyakta kara rahe the, aura eka vyakti ne kahA, apanI patnI ko kho denA kitanA kaThina hai|
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________________ eka aura sadasya svara meM kar3avAhaTa gholate hue phasaphasAyA, kaThina? aisA ho pAnA karIba-karIba asaMbhava aisA koI kahatA nahIM, kiMtu yahI hai vaha sthiti jisako loga nirmita kara lete haiM-eka bahuta kurUpa sthiti| aura maiM jAnatA hUM ki tuma anajAne meM ise nirmita kara rahI ho, aura maiM jAnatA hUM ki tuma ise ThIka isake ulaTe kI AzA meM nirmita kara rahI ho| kabhI-kabhI aisA ho jAtA hai ki strI basa puruSa kI zItalatA ko tor3ane ke lie usa para prahAra karanA AraMbha kara detI hai, basa avarodha haTAne ke lie| vaha cAhatI hai vaha kama se kama thor3A sA to uttapta ho, kama se kama krodhita hI ho jAo, kiMtu uttapta to ho| vApasa mujha para coTa karo, lekina kucha karo to! isa prakAra alaga hokara mata khaDe rho| lekina tuma aisI sthiti jitanI adhika bAra nirmita karogI utanA hI adhika puruSa ko apane Apa ko bacAnA par3egA aura bahuta dUra jAnA pdd'egaa| dhIre-dhIre usako aMtarikSa yAtrA sIkhanI par3egI, sUkSma zarIra kI yAtrA, jisase zarIra yahIM rahe aura vaha bahuta dUra calA jaae| ye duScakra haiN| tuma cAhatI ho ki vaha tumhAre nikaTa Ae aura saMbaMdhoM meM uSNatA ho, vaha tumhArA AliMgana kare, kiMtu tuma aisI paristhiti nirmita kara detI ho jisameM aisA honA aura-aura asaMbhava hotA jAtA hai| jarA dekho, tuma kyA kara rahI ho| aura isa vyakti ne vizeSata: tumhAre sAtha kucha nahIM kiyA hai| usane tumheM koI hAni nahIM pahuMcAI hai| mujhe patA hai ki aisI paristhitiyAM hotI haiM jaba do vyakti sahamata nahIM hote haiM, kiMtu yaha asahamati vikAsa kA eka bhAga hai| tuma aisA koI vyakti nahIM pA sakatIM jo tumhAre sAtha pUrI taraha rAjI hone jA rahA ho| vizeSataura se striyAM aura puruSa sahamata nahIM hote, kyoMki unake pAsa alaga taraha ke mana hote haiM, cIjoM ke bAre meM unake dRSTikoNa bhinna hote haiN| ve bhinna keMdroM ke mAdhyama se kArya karate haiN| isalie yaha nitAMta svAbhAvika hai ki ve AsAnI se sahamata nahIM hote, lekina isameM kucha galata nahIM hai| aura jaba tuma kisI vyakti ko svIkAra letI ho aura tuma kisI ko prema karatI ho, taba tama usakI asahamatiyoM ko bhI prema karatI ho| tama lar3AIjhagar3A AraMbha nahIM kara detI ho, tuma cAlAkiyAM karanA nahIM zurU karatI ho, tuma dUsare kA dRSTikoNa samajhane kA prayAsa karatI ho| aura yadi tuma sahamata na bhI ho sako, to tuma asahamata hone ke lie sahamata ho sakatI ho| kiMtu phira bhI eka gaharI sahamati banI rahatI hai ki ThIka hai hama asahamata hone ke lie sahamata haiN| isa mAmale meM hama sahamata nahIM hone jA rahe haiM, ThIka hai lekina saMgharSa kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| saMgharSa tumheM aura nikaTa nahIM lAne jA rahA hai, yaha aura dUrI utpanna kara degaa| aura bahuta sA, tumhArA karIba pacAnave pratizata jhagar3A nitAMta AdhArahIna hotA hai, adhikatara yaha galataphahamI se utpanna hotA hai| aura hama apanI svayaM kI khopar3iyoM meM isa kadara ulajhe hue haiM ki hama dUsare vyakti ko, usake mana meM kyA hai, isako pradarzita karane kA avasara hI nahIM dete| isa mAmale meM bhI striyAM bahuta adhika bhayabhIta haiN| phira yaha puruSa mana aura straiNa mana kI samasyA hai| puruSa adhika tarkaniSTha hai| itanA to striyoM ne sIkha hI liyA hai ki yadi tuma tarka se bAta karogI
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________________ to puruSa vijayI ho jaaegaa| isalie ve tarka nahIM karatIM, ve jhagar3A karatI haiN| ve krodhita ho jAtI haiM aura jo ve tarka se nahIM kara sakatIM use ve apane krodha ke davArA kara letI haiN| ve tarka ke vikalpa meM krodha se kAma letI haiM aura niHsaMdeha puruSa yaha soca kara ki itanI choTI sI bAta ke lie itanI jhaMjhaTa kyoM paidA karanA? rAjI ho jAtA hai| lekina yaha koI sahamati nahIM hai, aura yaha donoM ke bIca eka avarodha kI bhAMti kArya kregaa| usake tarka ko suno| aisI saMbhAvanAeM haiM ki vaha ThIka bhI ho sakatA hai, kyoMki Adhe saMsAra, bAharI saMsAra, vastugata saMsAra taka tarka se hI pahuMcA jA sakatA hai| isalie jaba kabhI bhI bAharI saMsAra kA prazna ho, to adhika saMbhAvanA yahI hai ki puruSa sahI ho sakatA hai| lekina jaba kabhI bhI yaha AMtarika saMsAra kA mAmalA ho, to isa bAta kI adhika saMbhAvanA hai ki strI sahI ho sakatI hai kyoMki vahAM tarka kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| isalie yadi tuma kAra kharIdane jA rahI ho to puruSa kI suno, aura yadi tuma kisI carca, dharma ke paMtha ko cunane jA rahe ho to strI kI suno| lekina yaha karIba-karIba asaMbhava hai| yadi tumhArI patnI hai to tuma apane lie kAra nahIM cuna sakate, lagabhaga asaMbhava hai yaha baat| vahI ise cunegii| na sirpha yaha balki vaha pichalI sITa para baiTha jAegI aura ise calAegI bhii| puruSa aura strI ko eka nizcita samajha aura sahamati para AnA par3egA ki jahAM taka vastuoM aura ucita aura sahI ke lie adhika ThIka hai| vaha tarka ke mAdhyama se kArya karatA hai, vaha adhika vaijJAnika hai, vaha adhika pAzcAtya hai| jaba koI strI bhAvanA se kArya karatI hai to vaha adhika pUrvIya, adhika dhArmika hai| isa bAta kI adhika saMbhAvanA hai ki usakA bhAvapakSa usako ThIka rAste para lekara jaaegaa| isalie yadi tuma carca jA rahe ho to apanI strI kA anugamana kro| usake pAsa una cIjoM ke lie adhika sahI anubhUti hai jo bhItara ke saMsAra kI haiN| aura yadi tuma kisI vyakti ko prema karatI ho to dhIre- dhIre tuma usakI samajha taka pahuMca jAtI ho, aura do premiyoM ke madhya eka mauna sahamati bana jAtI hai. kauna kisa mAmale meM ThIka hone vAlA hai| aura prema sadaiva samajha se paripUrNa hotA hai| bAhya aMtarikSa se Ae hue do paragrahIya prANI eka sar3aka se gujara rahe the, ki unhoMne eka yAtAyAta saMketa ko dekhaa|'mujhe lagatA hai ki vaha tumako cAhatI hai', pahale prANI ne khaa| eka to tumheM Akha mAra rahI hai| tabhI saMketa badala kara jAo se ruko ho gyaa|'tthiik mahilAoM kI bhAMti', dUsarA prANI bar3abar3AyA, 'apane mana ko eka kSaNa se agale kSaNa taka sthira nahIM rakha sktiiN|' eka strI ke lie apane mana ko eka rAya para kAyama rakha pAna hai, kyoMki usake mana meM adhika taralatA hai, vaha eka prakriyA jaisA adhika hai, usameM Thosapana bahuta kama hai| yahI usakA sauMdarya aura prasAda hai| vaha nadI jaisI adhika hai, parivartita hotI calI jAtI hai| puruSa adhika Thosa, adhika vargAkAra, adhika nizcita, nirNaya lene meM sakSama hai| isalie mAdhurI jahAM phaisale lene hoM, bodhi kI suno|
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________________ aura jaba nirNayoM kI jarUrata na ho balki yUM, hI uddezayavihIna cahalakadamI karanA ho, taba tuma bodhi ko apanI bAta batA kara usakI sahAyatA kara sakatI ho, aura vaha sunegaa| straiNa mana aneka rahasyoM ko udaghATita kara sakatA hai; aise hI puruSa kA mana kaI rahasyoM ko udaghATita kara sakatA hai; lekina jaise ki dharma aura vijJAna meM saMgharSa hai aise hI strI aura puruSa ke madhya saMgharSa hai| aisI AzA lagAI jA sakatI hai ki kisI dina strI aura puruSa eka-dUsare ke sAtha saMgharSa karane ke bajAya eka-dUsare ke pUraka bana jAeMge, lekina yaha vahI dina hogA jaba vijJAna aura dharma bhI ekadUsare ke pUraka bana jaaeNge| vijJAna samajhapUrvaka sunegA ki dharma kyA kaha rahA hai aura dharma samajhapUrvaka sunegA ki vijJAna kyA kaha rahA hai| aura vahAM koI anAdhikAra hastakSepa nahIM hogA, kyoMki donoM ke kSetra AtyaMtika rUpa se bhinna haiN| vijJAna bAhara kI ora jAtA hai, dharma bhItara kI ora jAtA hai| striyAM adhika dhyAnapUrNa haiM, puruSa adhika mananazIla haiN| ve behatara DhaMga se vicAra kara sakate haiN| acchI bAta hai, jaba soca-vicAra kI AvazyakatA ho, puruSa kI suno| striyAM behatara DhaMga se anubhUti kara sakatI haiN| jahAM anubhUti kI AvazyakatA ho, strI kI suno| aura anubhUti tathA vicAra donoM mila kara jIvana ko saMpUrNa banAte haiN| isalie yadi tuma vAstava meM prema meM ho to tuma yina-yAMga pratIka bana jaaogii| kyA tumane cIna kA yina-yAMga pratIka dekhA hai? do machaliyAM paraspara mila rahI haiM aura karIba-karIba eka-dUsare meM vilIna huI jA rahI haiM, ve eka gaharI gatizIlatA meM haiM aura UrjA kA vartula pUrNa kara rahI haiN| strI aura puruSa, mAdA aura nara, rAta aura dina, vizrAma aura zrama, vicAra aura anubhUti ye sabhI eka-dUsare ke pratidvaMdvI nahIM hai, ve pUraka haiN| aura yadi tuma kisI strI ke yA puruSa ke sAtha prema meM ho to tuma donoM ke apane astitvoM meM AtyaMtika rUpa se vRddhi hotI hai| tuma pUrNa ho jAte ho| yahI kAraNa hai ki maiM kahatA hUM ki paramAtmA kI hiMduoM kI avadhAraNA IsAI, yahUdI, islAmI yA jaina avadhAraNAoM kI tulanA meM adhika paripUrNa hai; kiMtu donoM avadhAraNAeM hI haiN| mahAvIra akele khar3e haiM; unake cAroM aura koI strI nahIM dikhtii| yaha basa eka puruSa kA mana hai, akelA; pUraka vahAM nahIM hai| vartula meM kevala eka hI machalI hai, dUsarI machalI vahAM nahIM hai| yaha AdhA vartula hai| aura AdhA vartula to vartula hai hI nahIM kyoMki kisI vartula ko AdhA kahanA karIba-karIba betukI bAta hai| vartula ko pUrA honA cAhie kevala taba hI yaha vartula hai| varanA yaha vartula jarA bhI nahIM hai| IsAI paramAtmA akelA hai; usake pAsa kisI strI kI avadhAraNA nahIM hai| kucha cUka rahA hai| isIlie IsAI yA yahUdI Izvara itanA adhika puruSa-sama pratizodhapUrNa, krodhita, choTe-choTe pApoM ke lie vidhvaMsa karane ko tatpara, logoM ko hamezA ke lie naraka meM DAla dene ko Atura hai| usameM koI karuNA nahIM hai, bahuta kaThora, caTTAna jaisA hai vh| paramAtmA kI hiMdU avadhAraNA vAstavikatA ke adhika nikaTa hai; yaha eka vartula hai| rAma ko tuma sItA ke sAtha dekhogI, ziva ko tuma devI ke sAtha dekhogI, viSNu ko tuma lakSmI ke sAtha dekhogI, pUraka sadaiva vahAM hotA hai| dUsare devatAoM kI tulanA meM jo karIba-karIba
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________________ amAnavIya haiM, hiMdU devatA adhika mAnavIya haiN| hiMdU devatA lagabhaga aise hI haiM jaise ki ve tumhAre bIca se bilakula tumameM se hI Ae hoM, ThIka tumhArI taraha adhika zuddha, adhika pUrNa, lekina tumase jur3e hue| ve asaMbadhita nahIM haiM, ve tumhAre jIvana ke anubhavoM se jur3e hue haiN| prema ko apanI prArthanA bhI bana jAne do| nirIkSaNa karo, apane bhItara ke ghar3iyAla kA nirIkSaNa karo aura isako tyAga do, kyoMki yaha ghar3iyAla tumako gahana prema meM khilane nahIM degaa| yaha tumheM vinaSTa kara DAlegA aura vidhvaMsa kabhI kisI ko paritRpta nahIM krtaa| vidhvaMsa hatAza karatA hai| paritRpti kevala gaharI sRjanAtmakatA se phalita hotI hai| eka vinamra choTA AdamI apanI patnI ke aMtima saMskAra se lauTa kara basa apane ghara A rahA thaa| jaise hI vaha apane ghara ke sAmane vAle daravAje ra kI chata se cimanI TUTa kara nIce AI aura usakI pITha para dhar3Ama se gira pdd'ii| Upara dera vaha bar3abar3AyA, Aha.. .vaha vApasa lauTa aaiiN| jo tumako prema karatA hai, usakI apane mana meM aisI chavi mata nirmita kro| aura puruSa ko vikasita hone ke lie strI se bahuta kucha cAhie-usakA prema, usakI karuNA, uskiiussnntaa| puruSa aura strI ke bAre meM pUrvIya samajha yaha hai ki strI mUlata eka mAM hai| eka choTI sI baccI bhI anivAryata: eka mAM hai, eka vikasita hotI huI maaN| mAtRtva koI aisI bAta nahIM hai jo Akasmika ghaTanA kI bhAMti ghaTatI ho, yaha strI meM hone vAlA vikAsa hai| pitRtva basa eka sAmAjika aupacArikatA hai; yaha anivArya nahIM hai| vastuta: svAbhAvika nahIM hai yh| isakA astitva kevala mAnava samAja meM hai, ise manuSya ne nirmita kiyA hai| yaha eka saMsthA hai| mAtRtva koI saMsthA nahIM hai, pitRtva hai| puruSa meM pitA banane ke lie koI AMtarika anivAryatA kI anabhUti nahIM hotii| jaba koI puruSa kisI strI ke prema meM par3atA hai to vaha premikA khoja rahA hai, jaba koI strI kisI puruSa ke prema meM par3atI hai to vaha kisI aise ko khoja rahI hai jo usako mAM banA degaa| vaha kisI aise ko khoja rahI hai jo usake baccoM kA pitA bananA caahegaa| yahI kAraNa hai ki jaba koI strI kisI puruSa ko pAne kA prayAsa karatI hai to usakI kasauTI alaga DhaMga kI hotI hai| zaktizAlI, kyoMki use surakSA kI AvazyakatA hogI aura usake baccoM ko surakSA kI AvazyakatA pdd'egii| dhanavAna, kyoMki usako rakSA kI AvazyakatA hogI aura baccoM ko surakSA kI AvazyakatA hogii| jaba koI puruSa kisI strI kI khoja karatA hai to usako kevala patnI kI cAhata hotI hai| use kevala eka suMdara strI kI abhilASA hotI hai jisake sAtha vaha AnaMdita ho sake aura raha ske| usako pitA hone kI koI bahuta phikara nahIM rhtii| yadi vaha pitA bana jAtA hai to yaha Akasmika ghaTanA hai| yadi vaha ise bhI pasaMda karane lagatA hai to aisA bhI akasmAta hotA hai kyoMki vaha usa strI ko prema karatA hai, aura baccoM kA Agamana usI ke mAdhyama se huA hai| vaha baccoM ko strI ke mAdhyama se prema karatA hai, aura strI puruSa ko baccoM ke mAdhyama se prema karatI hai| niHsaMdeha aisA hI honA cAhie; vartula pUrA ho jAtA hai| eka strI buniyAdI rUpa se eka mAM hai, mAM hone kI khoja meM hai|
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________________ isalie pUrvIya avadhAraNA yaha hai ki strI mAM hone kI khoja meM hai aura puruSa kahIM gahare meM apanI khoI haI mAM kI khoja meM hai| usane mAM ke garbha ko, mAM kI uSNatA ko, mAM ke prema ko kho diyA hai| vaha puna: usa strI ko khoja rahA hai jo usakI mAM bana ske| puruSa AdhArabhUta rUpa se eka baccA hai| eka sattara varSa yA nabbe varSa kI Ayu kA kA puruSa bhI eka baccA hai| aura eka bahuta choTI baccI bhI mUlata: eka mAM hai| isI bhAMti vartula pUrNa ho jAtA hai| pUraba meM, upaniSadoM ke dinoM meM, RSigaNa nava-daMpati ko eka nitAMta asaMgata vicAra ke sAtha AzISa diyA karate the| pazcima kI dRSTi ko atayaM dikhegA yh| ve kahA karate the, paramAtmA tumheM dasa bacce pradAna kare aura aMta meM tumheM apane pati kI mAM banane kA carama saubhAgya bhI prApta ho| isa prakAra kula gyAraha bacce; dasa bacce pati ke dvArA aura aMtataH pati bhI tumhAre lie eka baccA bana jAegyAraha saMtAne hoM tumhaarii| eka strI tabhI paritRpta hotI hai jaba usakA pati bhI usake lie baccA bana jAtA hai| puruSa apanI mAM kI khoja karatA rahatA hai| jaba koI puruSa kisI strI ke prema meM par3atA hai to vaha puna: apanI mAM ke prema meM par3atA hai| kisI bhI bhAMti yaha strI use usakI mAM kA pratibhAsa detI hai| usake calane kA DhaMga, usakA ceharA, usakI AMkhoM kA raMga yA usake bAloM kA raMga, yA usakI AvAja, kucha aisI bAta jo usako puna: usakI mAM kA khayAla de detI hai| usake zarIra kI uSNatA, usakI kuzalatA kI ciMtA, jo vaha usake bAre meM pradarzita karatI hai, yahI usakI khoI huI mAM kI talAza hai| yaha garbha kI khoja hai| manovizleSakoM kA kahanA hai ki strI ke zarIra meM praveza kI puruSa kI jo abhilASA hai vaha aura kucha nahIM varana puna: garbha meM pahuMca jAne kI kAmanA hai| yaha arthapUrNa hai| puruSa ke dvArA strI kI deha ke bhItara praviSTa ho jAne kA kula prayAsa aura kucha nahIM balki garbha taka pahuMcane kA prayAsa hai| eka bAra tuma samajha lo ki tumhArI UrjA aura tumhAre puruSa sAthI kI UrjA ke madhya kyA ghaTita ho rahA hai, vAstava meM kyA cala rahA hai, isakA nirIkSaNa kro| dhIre- dhIre UrjA eka vartula meM ghUmanA AraMbha kara degii| aura eka-dUsare kI sahAyatA kro| hama eka-dUsare kI sahAyatA karane ke lie hI, eka-dUsare ko prasanna aura AnaMdita banAne ko, aura aMta meM strI aura puruSa ke sammilana ke mAdhyama se paramAtmA ko ghaTita hone kA avasara die jAne ke lie hI sAtha-sAtha haiN| prema paripUrNa hI tabhI hotA hai jaba yaha samAdhi bana jaae| yadi abhI taka yaha samAdhi nahIM hai aura kalaha aura saMgharSa aura chidrAnveSaNa jArI rahatA hai, aura lar3AI-jhagaDA aura krodha, aura yaha aura vaha, taba tumhArA prema kabhI layabaddha samagratA nahIM bnegaa| tumheM paramAtmA kabhI nahIM milegA, usako kevala prema meM hI pAyA jA sakatA hai|
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________________ cauthA prazna: paraspara nirbharatA eka uttama avadhAraNA hai, kiMtu jaba Apa hama sabhI ko pUrNa svArthI hone ke lie protsAhita karate hai taba yaha kisa bhAMti saMbhava hai? pahalI bAta, paraspara nirbharatA uttama nahIM hai, aura yaha koI avadhAraNA bhI nahIM hai| yaha uttama to jarA bhI nahIM hai| svanirbharatA uttama anubhava hotI hai, paranirbharatA bahuta, bahuta kaDvI mAlUma detI hai; paraspara nirbharatA na to uttama hai aura na kddvii| yaha bahuta saMtulana banAne vAlI cIja hai; na isa ora aura na usa or| yaha kisI ora nahIM jhukatI, yaha eka prazAMti hai| aura yaha koI avadhAraNA nahIM hai, yaha eka vAstavikatA hai| isI bhAMti hai yh| jIvana ko jarA dekho to, aura tumheM kabhI ko vastu na milegI jo paraspara nirbhara nahIM hai| pratyeka vaha vastu jo astitva meM hai paraspara nirbharatA ke sAgara meM hI usakA astitva hai| yaha koI avadhAraNA nahIM hai, yaha koI siddhAMta nahIM hai| tuma basa sAre siddhAMtoM, sAre pUrvAgrahoM ko chor3a do aura jIvana ko dekho| eka choTe se vRkSa ko, eka gulAba kI jhAr3I ko dekho aura tuma dekhoge ki usa meM sArA astitva samAhita ho gayA hai| pRthvI dvArA yaha sAre astitva se saMbaMdhita hai| pRthvI ke binA yaha vahAM na hotii| meM zvAsa letI rahatI hai, yaha vAyamaMDala se saMbaMdhita hai| sarya se ise UrjA milatI rahatI hai| gulAba kA gulAbapana sUrya ke kAraNa hai, aura ye bahuta spaSTa dIkhane vAlI bAte haiN| ve loga jo isa mAmale meM gaharI chAna-bIna karane ke lie kaThina parizrama kara rahe haiM, unakA kahanA hai ki kucha adRzya prabhAva bhI par3ate haiN| unakA kahanA hai ki kevala yahI bAta nahIM hai ki sUrya gulAba ko UrjA de rahA hai, kyoMki jIvana meM kucha bhI ekataraphA nahIM ho sktaa| varanA yaha bahuta anyAyapUrNa jIvana hogaa| gulAba letA jA rahA hai aura kucha de nahIM rahA hai| nahIM, aisA honA hI cAhie ki gulAba bhI sUrya ko kucha de rahA ho| gulAba ke binA sUrya bhI kisI bAta se cUka jaaegaa| isakI khoja abhI bhI vijJAna dvArA kI jAnI zeSa hai, lekina guhya vijJAna vAdiyoM ne sadaiva anubhava kiyA hai ki jIvana eka AdAna-pradAna hai| yaha ekapakSIya nahIM ho sakatA hai, anyathA sArA saMtulana kho jaaegaa| gulAba avazya hI kucha de rahA hogA, zAyada eka vizeSa aahlaad| nizcita rUpa se yaha vAyu ko sugaMdha detA hai, aura taya bAta hai ki yaha kucha sRjanAtmakatA, pRthvI ke lie sRjanAtmaka hone kA eka avasara avazya pradAna karatA hai| isake mAdhyama se pRthvI avazya hI prasannatA kA anubhava kara rahI hogI ki usane eka gulAba kA sRjana kiyA hai| yaha avazya hI paripUrNatA anubhava kara rahI hogii| pRthvI ko eka gaharI paritRpti aura saMtuSTi kI anubhUti avazya ho rahI hogii|
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________________ pratyeka vastu saMyukta hai| yahAM para kucha bhI pRthaka nahIM hai| isalie jaba maiM kahatA hUM paraspara nirbharatA, to merA yaha abhiprAya nahIM hai ki yaha eka avadhAraNA hai, eka siddhAMta hai, nhiiN| sva nirbharatA eka avadhAraNA hai, kyoMki yaha AtyaMtika rUpa se jhUTha hai| kabhI kisI ne koI sva nirbhara cIja nahIM dekhii| parama nirbharatA bhI jhaTha hai, kyoMki kisI ne kabhI parama nirbhara cIja nahIM dekhI hai| eka bacce kA janma hotA hai, tama socate ho ki vaha parNata: asahAya aura mAM para nirbhara hai? kyA tamako dikhAI nahIM par3atA ki mAM ko bhI usase bahuta kucha mila rahA hai? vAstava meM jisa dina bacce kA janma hotA hai, tabhI mAM kA bhI eka mAM ke rUpa meM janma hotA hai| isake pUrva vaha eka sAdhAraNa strI thii| aba bacce ke janma ke sAtha hI usake sAtha kucha AtyaMtika rUpa se nayA ghaTita ho gayA hai| usane mAtRtva upalabdha kara liyA hai| kevala aisA nahIM hai ki baccA mAM para nirbhara hai, mAM bhI bacce para nirbhara hai| jaba koI strI mAM banatI hai to tumako usameM ghaTita hotI huI eka vizeSa prakAra kI AbhA, usameM ghaTita hotI huI eka vizeSa prakAra kI layabaddhatA, dikhAI pdd'egii| yadi mAM kI mRtyu ho jAtI hai, to niHsaMdeha baccA jIvita nahIM raha skegaa| kiMtu yadi bacce kI mRtyu ho jAe, to kyA tuma socate ho ki mAM bacane meM samartha ho pAegI? nahIM, mAM mara jaaegii| puna: strI zeSa baca rahegI, mAtRtva bacce ke sAtha kho jaaegaa| aura yaha strI usase kucha kamatara hogI jaisI vaha bacce ke janma se pUrva thii| vaha sadaiva kisI bAta se cUkatI rahegI, bacce ke sAtha usake astitva kA eka bhAga kho gayA hai| vaha khoyA huA bhAga lagAtAra eka ghAva kI bhAMti pIr3A detA rhegaa| pratyeka cIja paraspara nirbhara hai| vRkSa pRthvI se poSita hotA rahatA hai, vaha tumheM phala die calA jAtA hai, tuma phala khAte rahate ho| phira tumhArA dehAvasAna ho jAtA hai aura pRthvI tumheM avazoSita kara letI hai, aura puna: vRkSa pRthvI se AhAra letA hai| aura phala? tumhAre baccoM ke bacce vRkSa ke mAdhyama se tumako khA rahe hoNge| pratyeka cIja eka cakra meM ghUma rahI hai| jisa samaya tuma eka seba khA rahe ho to kauna jAnatA hai? tumhAre dAdA, tumhArI dAdI yA tumhAre para-paradAdA usI seba meM hoM; bhalIbhAMti cabA lo, acchI taraha pacA lo, varanA vayovRddha paradAdA ko acchA nahIM lgegaa| unheM puna: apane astitva kA hissA bana jAne do| ve seba ke mAdhyama se tumako khoja rahe haiN| ve puna: vApasa lauTa Ae haiN| pratyeka cIja paraspara nirbhara hai| isalie uttama nahIM hai yaha, yaha kar3avA bhI nahIM hai; yaha eka sAdhAraNa tathya hai| tuma isakA mUlyAMkana nahIM kara sakate, kyoMki uttama aura kaDuvApana hamAre mUlyAMkana haiM, vyAkhyAeM haiN| aura yaha koI avadhAraNA nahIM hai, yaha eka vAstavikatA hai|
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________________ 'kiMtu jaba Apa hama sabhI ko pUrNa svArthI hone ke lie protsAhana karate haiM taba yaha kisa bhAMti saMbhava hAM, yaha kevala tabhI saMbhava hai yadi tuma pUrNa svArthI ho| yadi tuma pUrNa svArthI ho to hI tuma yaha dekha pAoge ki yadi tuma vAstava meM prasanna honA cAhate ho to tumako dUsaroM ko prasanna karanA paDegA, kyoMki jIvana eka paraspara nirbharatA hai| jaba maiM kahatA hU svArthI bano, to maiM kaha rahA hUM jarA apanI prasannatA ke bAre meM soco| kiMtu usa prasannatA meM bahuta kucha sammilita hai| yadi tuma svastha honA cAhate ho, to tumako svastha logoM ke sAtha rahanA par3atA hai| yadi tuma svacchatApUrvaka rahanA cAhate ho, to tumako sApha-suthare par3osa meM rahanA par3atA hai| tuma eka dvIpa kI bhAMti nahIM raha skte| yadi tuma prasanna honA cAhate ho, to tumako apanI prasannatA cAroM aura bAMTanI pdd'egii| aisA saMbhava hI nahIM hai ki cAroM aura pIr3A kA sAgara ho aura tuma eka dvIpa kI bhAMti prasanna raho, asNbhv| tuma kevala eka prasanna saMsAra meM hI prasanna raha sakate ho, tuma kevala prasannatApUrNa saMbaMdhoM meM prasanna raha sakate ho; tuma suMdara logoM ke madhya meM raha kara hI suMdara ho sakate ho| isalie yadi tuma vAstava meM suMdara hone meM ruci rakhate ho to apane cAroM ora sauMdarya nirmita kro| vaha vyakti jo vAstava meM svArthI hai, paropakArI bana jAtA hai| vAstavika rUpa se svArthI honA sva ke pAra jAnA hai| vAstavika svArthI honA buddha, jIsasa bana jAnA hai| ye loga nitAMta svArthI loga haiM, kyoMki ve kevala AnaMda ke bAre meM socate haiN| kiMtu apane AnaMda ke bAre meM socate hue unako dUsaroM ke AnaMda ke bAre meM bhI socanA par3atA hai| maiM nitAMta svArthI hN| maiMne kabhI apane svayaM ke sva ke atirikta kisI ke bAre meM kucha nahIM socaa| lekina isI soca meM pichale daravAje se pratyeka bAta A jAtI hai| merI ruci tumhArI prasannatA meM, tumhAre AnaMda meM hai| maiM AnaMdita logoM kA eka samudAya nirmita karane meM utsuka huuN| maiM suMdara logoM kA eka upavana nirmita karane ko utsuka hUM kyoMki yadi tuma prasanna aura AnaMdita aura suMdara ho to maiM AtyaMtika rUpa se AnaMdita aura prasanna ho jaauuNgaa| AnaMda bAMTane se bar3hatA hai| yadi tuma apanA AnaMda na bAMTo to yaha mara jAegA, yadi tuma apanI samAdhi ko nahIM bAMTate to zIghra hI tuma pAoge ki tumhAre hAtha rikta haiN| isalie jaba maiM kahatA hai pUrI taraha svArthI ho jAo, to merA abhiprAya hai, yadi tuma samajhane kA prayAsa karate ho ki tumhArA sva kyA hai, tumhArA svArtha kyA hai, to tuma dekhoge ki isameM pratyeka vyakti sammilita hai, saMlagna hai| aura tumhArI saMlagnatA mahat se mahattara, vizAla se vizAlatara ho jAtI hai| eka kSaNa AtA hai jaba tuma isako eka tathya kI bhAMti dekha sakate ho ki samagra isameM saMlagna hai| buddha ke bAre meM eka suMdara kahAnI hai|
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________________ ve mokSa ke dvAra para pahuMca ge| dvAra khola diyA gayA, kiMtu unhoMne bhItara praveza nahIM kiyaa| dvArapAla ne kahA : sArI taiyAriyAM ho gaI haiM, aura hama lAkhoM varSoM se pratIkSA kara rahe the| aba Apa A gae haiN| yaha bahuta durlabha ghaTanA hai ki koI vyakti buddha ho jAtA hai| pdhaarie| Apa vahAM kyoM khar3e haiM? aura Apa itane udAsa kyoM dikhAI par3a rahe haiM? badadha ne kahA : maiM kaise bhItara A sakatA hai? kyoMki lAkhoM loga abhI bhI rAste para saMgharSarata haiN| lAkhoM loga haiM jo abhI bhI pIr3A meM haiN| maiM kevala taba praveza karUMgA jaba anya sabhI loga praviSTa ho cuke hoNge| maiM yahIM khar3A rahaMgA aura pratIkSA kruuNgaa| aba isa kahAnI meM aneka artha haiN| eka artha yaha hai ki jaba taka ki samagra brahmAMDa jJAna ko upalyabdha nahIM ho jAtA koI kaise jJAnopalabdha ho sakatA hai? kyoMki hama eka-dUsare ke hisse haiM, eka-dUsare ke sAtha saMyukta haiM, eka-dUsare ke bhAga haiN| tuma mujhameM ho, maiM tumameM haM, isalie maiM apane Apa ko alaga kaise kara sakatA hUM? yaha asaMbhava hai| yaha kahAnI AtyaMtika rUpa se arthapUrNa aura saccI hai| samagra ko jJAnopalabdha honA pdd'egaa| niHsaMdeha, vyakti eka vizeSa samajha pA sakatA hai, lekina isa samajha se udaghATita hogA ki dUsare bhI sammilita haiM, aura cetanA eka hI hai| svArthI honA samagra meM pUrI taraha se vilIna ho jAnA hai, kyoMki kevala mUrkha loga hI svayaM ko bacAne kI ceSTA karate rahate haiN| aura svayaM ko bacAne kI ceSTA meM ve svayaM ko vinaSTa karate haiN| jIsasa kahate hai : svayaM ko bacAo aura tuma kho jaaoge| svayaM ko kho dro| svayaM ko bacAo aura tuma kho jAoge! ve tumako svArthI hone kI sarvazreSTha vidhiyoM meM se eka pradAna kara rahe haiM. svayaM ko kho do aura tumako milatA hai| svayaM ko khokara tumheM milatA hai| cAroM ora prasannatA ko phailA kara tuma prasanna ho jAte ho; cAroM ora zAMti phailA kara tuma zAMtipUrNa ho jAte ho| jaba Apa hama sabhI ko pUrNa svArthI hone ke lie protsAhita karate haiM, taba yaha kisa bhAMti saMbhava hai|' yaha kevala taba hI saMbhava hai jaba tuma pUrNa svArthI ho| taba tuma sadA matalaba kI bAta dekha loge| yadi tuma eka parivAra meM rahate ho, yadi tuma patnI yA pati ho, to tuma yaha dekha pAoge ki yaha tumhAre pakSa meM hai ki pati yA patnI prasanna ho| basa yaha svArtha hI hai ki pati prasanna, gIta gAtA haA au AhlAdita rahe, kyoMki yadi vaha udAsa, avasAdagrasta, krodhita ho jAtA hai, taba tuma bhI laMbe samaya taka prasanna nahIM raha skogii| vaha tumako prabhAvita kregaa| sabhI kucha saMkrAmaka hotA hai| yadi tuma prasanna honA cAhate ho, to tuma yahI pasaMda karoge ki tumhAre bacce bhI prasanna aura nRtya magna raheM, kyoMki yahI ekamAtra upAya hai jisase tumhArI UrjA nRtyamagna hogii| yadi ve sabhI udAsa haiM, bImAra haiM, aura apane kone meM AbhAhIna hue baiThe haiM, to tumhArI UrjA turaMta nimnatara ho jaaegii| jarA nirIkSaNa kro| jaba tuma aise logoM ke sAtha uThate-baiThate ho jo prasanna haiM to acAnaka tumhArI udAsI kho jAtI hai, vilIna
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________________ ho jAtI hai! jaba tuma aise logoM ke sAtha uThate-baiThate ho jo udAsa haiM, to acAnaka tumhArI UrjA maMda ho jAtI hai| phira yaha gaNita AsAna hai| yadi tuma prasanna honA cAhate ho, logoM ko prasanna kro| yadi tuma vAstava meM jJAnopalabdha honA cAhate ho, to logoM kI jJAnopalabdha hone meM sahAyatA kro| yadi tuma dhyAnapUrNa honA cAhate ho, to eka dhyAnamaya saMsAra kA sRjana kro| yahI kAraNa hai ki buddha ne saMnyAsiyoM kA virATa saMgha, eka mahAsAgara jaisA vAtAvaraNa, jahAM loga Akara svayaM ko DubA sakeM, nirmita kiyaa| abhI usa rAtri. ko eka saMnyAsI mere pAsa AyA aura vaha bolA, maiM saMnyAsa ke sAtha bahuta asahaja anubhava kada rahA hUM kyoMki mujhako lagatA hai ki maiM basa kisI jhuMDa kA eka bhAga bana gayA huuN| aba haMpUrNa dRSTikoNa hai| basa bhIr3a kA eka bhAga? hara vyakti alaga honA cAhatA hai, hara vyakti sva-nirbhara, svayaM vahI, eka zikhara kI bhAMti akelA, asaMbaMdhita honA cAhatA hai| yahI to hai ahaMkAra kI daudd| maiM tumheM gairika vastra detA hUM tumhAre nAma parivartita kara detA hUM aura dhIre-dhIre tuma eka sAgara meM kho jAte ho jahAM tumhArA alaga se koI astitva nahIM rhtaa| tuma svayaM ko dUsaroM ke sAtha vilIna karanA AraMbha kara dete ho| niHsaMdeha ahaMkAra Ahata, asahaja, asuvidhApUrNa anubhava kregaa| lekina tumhArA roga ahaMkAra hai; ise choDa denA pdd'egaa| aura vyakti ko ana-astitva meM: hone kA, itanA sAmAnya, itanA ghulA-milA hone kA, AnaMda lene meM samartha honA cAhie ki Ane vAlA koI bhI vyakti yaha na jAna pAe ki tuma dUsaroM se alaga ho, bhinna ho| kiMtu ahaMkAra ke pAsa basa eka hI vicAra hotA hai. kisa bhAMti bhinna aura alaga huA jaae| maiMne usa saMnyAsI se kahA nhiiN| maiM usase kahanA to cAhatA thA, paraMtu maiMne socA ki zAyada yaha bAta use burI lge| aisA ahaMkArI jo socatA hai ki basa gairika meM honA bahuta asahaja lagatA hai, vaha kisI jhuMDa kA hissA ho gayA hai| maiM usase kahanA cAhatA thA ki behatara yahI rahegA ki tuma apanI AdhI mUMcha, AdhI dAr3hI aura sira ke Adhe bAla sApha karA lo, jisase tuma jahAM kahIM bhI jAo tuma alaga rhoge| aura apane mastaka para godane gudavA lo, aura aise kArya karo jo koI nahIM kara rahA hai| tuma sadaiva acchA pUrNa anubhava kroge| ahaMkAra vahI kara rahA hai| maiMne eka vyakti ke bAre meM sunA hai jo bahuta prasiddha honA cAhatA thA, jo samAcAra patroM meM apanI tasvIreM dekhanA cAhatA thaa| usane apane sira ke Adhe bhAga ke bAloM, AdhI mUMche, AdhI dAr3hI sApha kara DAlI, aura vaha nagara meM paidala ghUmane lgaa| tIna dina ke bhItara vaha nagara kA sabase prasiddha vyakti ho gyaa| sabhI samAcAra patroM ne usakI tasvIreM prakAzita kara dI, aura usake cAroM ora bacce zora macAte aura cillAte hue daur3ane lage, aura usane isa sabakA bahuta majA liyaa| tuma bhI usI DhaMga se vahI kara sakate ho|
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________________ ahaMkAra bhinna honA cAhatA hai; aura isIlie ahaMkAra jhUThA hai, kyoMki bhinnatA jhUThI hai| sAtha-sAtha honA saccAI hai| pratyeka vibhAjana jhUThA aura bhrama hai, aura mila-jula kara rahanA sadaiva saccA aura vAstavika hai| pAMcavA prazna: pravacana ke daurAna Apa 'prasannatA prApta karanA' vAkyAMza kA prayoga karate hai, aura merA mana bIca meM kuda par3atA hai, aura adhika kArya karo, aura kaThora zrama kro| kiMtu maiM samarpaNa ke lie kisa bhAMti kArya kara sakatI hUM? vaha dIvAnApana lagatA hai| yaha prazna amidA ne pUchA hai| usake pAsa eka bahuta bar3A kArya-unmukha mana hai| kArya mUlyavAna hai, khela mUlyahIna hai; aura jo kucha bhI upalabdha kiyA jAnA hai use kArya ke mAdhyama se hI upalabdha karanA par3atA hai| usake mana meM yaha sthAyI Adata bana cukI hai| kiMtu pratyeka vyakti ko yahI sikhAyA gayA hai| sArA saMsAra kArya ke isI nItizAstra ke anusAra jIyA karatA hai| khela ko to adhika se. adhika basa saha liyA jAtA hai| kArya kI prazaMsA kI jAtI hai| isalie yahAM bhI jaba maiM samarpaNa ke bAre meM bAta kara rahA haM jaba maiM grahaNazIla aura straiNa hone kI bAta kara rahA haM tamhArA kArya-unmakha mana bAra-bAra uTha khar3A hotaa| jaba kabhI ise thor3I sI bhI sahAyatA milatI hai yaha turaMta uTha khar3A hotA hai aura kahatA hai, hii| isa zabda 'upalabdhi' ne tumhAre bhItara vicAroM kI zrRMkhalA AraMbha kara dI : upalabdhi? -kArya, kaThora zrama karanA pdd'egaa| basa eka zabda ne vicAroM kI zrRMkhalA ko uddIpta kara diyA, jaise ki mana basa nirIkSaNa kara rahA thA aura kisI aisI bAta kI pratIkSA meM thA jisa para kUdane se isa ko sAtatya mila ske| isI prakAra se tuma mujhako sunate ho| mujhe zabdoM kA upayoga karanA par3atA hai, zabda jo tumhAre arthoM se bhare hue haiM, ve zabda jinako tumane vibhinna DhaMgoM se samajha rakhA hai, ve zabda jinake tumhAre sAtha vibhinna sAhacarya haiM, saMbaMdha haiM, jinake tumhAre lie artha bhinna haiN| mujhako bhASA kA upayoga karanA par3atA hai, aura bhASA bahuta khataranAka cIja hai| basa upalabdhi zabda ko suna kara hI pUrA kArya-unmukha mana sakriya ho jAtA hai| taba tuma mujhe nahIM sunate, vaha nahIM sunate jo maiM kaha rahA huuN| maiM kaha rahA hUM ki upalabdhi kevala tabhI saMbhava hai jaba tuma upalabdhi kA prayAsa nahIM karate ho| upalabdhi kevala tabhI
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________________ saMbhava hai jaba upalabdha karane kA sArA prayAsa tyAga diyA jAtA hai, kyoMki jisako tuma upalabdha karane kA prayAsa kara rahe ho vaha pahale se hI vahAM hai| ise upalabdha nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| isako upalabdha karane kA prayAsa hI tuma aura tumhArI vAstavikatA ke madhya avarodha nirmita karanA jArI rkhegaa| kiMtu mana nirIkSaNa karatA rahatA hai aura apane lie koI bhI sahArA pAne ke lie sadaiva tatpara rahatA hai| maiM tumheM eka kahAnI sunAtA huuN| eka choTe se gAMva meM eka pulisavAlA pichale bIsa varSoM se kAryarata thA aura sthAnIya nivAsiyoM meM vaha koI khAsa lokapriya nahIM thaa| sthAnIya gAMva kA priya nivAsI banane ke sthAna para, jaise ki vahAM kA kasAI yA vahAM kA DAkiyA thA, vaha svayaM ko kisI philmI nagara pramukha kI bhAMti samajhatA thA aura bahata choTe se mAmale ko bhI aise nibaTAtA thA jaise ki yaha skATalaiMDa yArDa kI koI gutthI ho| usakA apanI naukarI ke prati lagAva kA pariNAma yaha thA ki gAMva ke pratyeka nivAsI ko koI na koI abhiyoga patra milanA sipAhI kI zekhI aura garva kA viSaya thaa| eka samaya aisA AyA jaba use patA lagA ki usake gAMva ke sAtha jise vaha apanI jAgIra samajhA karatA thA, chaha gAMvoM kI caukasI ke lie vaikalpika vyavasthA kara dI gaI hai, eka pulisa kAra vahAM A rahI hai| use acAnaka smaraNa ho AyA ki usane abhI taka sthAnIya pAdarI ke khilApha koI mukadamA darja nahIM kiyA hai| aura usakA ghamaMDa use isa bAta kI anumati nahIM detA thA ki isa pAdarI ko nyAyapITha ke sammukha lAe binA vaha apanI naukarI se avakAza grahaNa kara le| usakA parizrama vyartha jA rahA thaa| lekina jaise hI usane pAdarI ko sAikila se gAMva meM bhramaNa karate hue dekhA, to usane eka jabaradasta yojanA bnaaii| gAMva kI eka mAtra pahAr3I kI talahaTI meM khar3e hue usane sAikila calA rahe pAdarI ko Upara se Ate hue dekho| jaba pAdarI usase mAtra eka gaja dUra raha gayA tabhI sipAhI acAnaka usake sAmane A khar3A huA, vaha soca rahA thA, yaha mere paira para sAikila avazya car3hA degaa| mujhe coTa laga jAegI aura maiM sAikila ke breka ThIka na hone kA Aropa usa para lagA duuNgaa| pAdarI ne sAmane khar3I samasyA ko bhAMpa kara breka lagA die aura pulisa vAle ke bUToM se ThIka ATha iMca pahale usakI sAikila ruka gii| pulisavAle ne hicakicAte hae apanI parAjaya svIkAra kara lI aura kahA, maiMne socA thA ki tumheM isa bAra phaMsA hI lUMgA, paadrii| pAdarI ne kahA : jI hI, kiMtu paramAtmA mere sAtha thaa| aba pakar3e gae tuma pulisavAle ne kahA, eka sAikila para do svaarii| isI taraha mana calatA calA jAtA hai-satata niriikssnn| koI bhI bahAnA, tarkayukta, tarka rahita, koI bahAnA, koI bhI asaMgati aura mana acAnaka kUda par3atA hai aura purAne DhAMce ko jArI rakhane kA prayAsa karatA hai| maiM tumase bahuta sI bAteM kaha rahA hUM aura niHsaMdeha mujhako bhASA kA prayoga karanA par3atA hai| sajaga ho jAo, isa cAlAka mana ke prati sajaga ho jAo jo ThIka tumhAre pIche chipA huA hai, aura basa kisI aisI bAta kI pratIkSA kara rahA hai jo isake aura sabala hone kA bahAnA bana ske|
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________________ kArya acchA hai, kiMtu kArya kArya kI bhAMti kurUpa hai, acchA nahIM hai| kArya acchA hai yadi yaha bhI eka khela ho| kArya acchA hai yadi isameM koI AMtarika mUlya nihita ho| tuma citrakArI karate ho kyoMki tumako citrAMkana se prema hai, kyoMki tuma citrakalA se AnaMdita hote ho| niHsaMdeha yadi yaha citra bika jAtA hai aura tumako kucha dhana prApta ho jAtA hai to vaha gauNa bAta hai, vaha mahatvapUrNa nahIM hai, vaha mukhya bAta nahIM hai| yadi tumako dhana mila jAtA hai, acchI bAta hai, yadi tumako dhana nahIM milatA, to tumhArA kucha kho bhI nahIM rahA hai, kyoMki citrakArI karate samaya tuma kitane AhlAdita ho jAte ho| tuma karIba-karIba puraskRta ho jAte ho| tuma apane(prayAsa se kahIM adhika puraskRta ho jAte ho| yadi citra bika sake to eka aura puraskAra, tuma para paramAtmA adhika dayAlu ho rahA hai| lekina jahAM taka tumhAre puraskAra kA prazna hai, tumako yaha pahale hI mila cukA hai| jaba tuma apanA citra banAte ho, jaba tuma apanA gIta likhate ho, jaba tuma bagIce meM kArya karate ho aura dhUpa meM pasInA bahAte ho, tumako tumhArA puraskAra mila cukA hai| khela kI bhAMti kArya karo, AnaMda kI bhAMti kArya karo, pUjA kI bhAMti kArya karo, tabhI yaha suMdara ho jAtA hai, isameM AhlAda hotA hai| eka Arthika gatividhi kI bhAMti kArya karanA kurUpa hai| taba tuma bAjAra kA eka hissA bana jAte ho| taba tuma kevala isI bAre meM socate ho ki aisA karake tumako kyA milane jA rahA hai| taba tuma kabhI-abhI aura yahIM nahIM hote| taba tuma sadaiva pariNAma meM hote ho, aura pariNAma bhaviSya meM hotA hai| kabhI pariNAma unmukha mata raho, manuSya ke mana kA saMtApa yahI hai, vartamAna unmukha rho| aura kArya ke mAdhyama se tumako apanA aMtartama astitva nahIM milane jA rahA hai| tumako yaha vartamAna meM hokara sajaga hokara milane jA rahA hai| isalie apane kArya kA bhI eka paristhiti kI bhAMti upayoga kro| lekina kyA hotA hai? tuma mujhe sunate ho, tuma apane mana ke bhItara jo maiM kaha rahA hUM use saMjo kara rakhate jAte ho| tuma mujhe vAstava meM nahIM sunte| tuma saMketa saMkalita karate rahate ho| tuma samajha kA saMgraha nahIM karate, tuma saMketoM kA saMkalana karate ho, aura yahI vaha bAta hai jo samasyAeM utpanna karatI maiM tumheM eka kahAnI aura sunAtA huuN| purAne samaya meM cikitsaka loga rogI dekhane jAte samaya apane sahAyaka ko bhI sAtha le jAyA karate the| usa Ayariza rogI kA ceharA lAla thA aura usakA ba ja thaa| DAkTara ne usa rogI kI pITha thapathapAI, uTha khar3e hoo, aura thor3I gobhI ke sAtha kaoNrDa bIpha khA lo, usane rogI se khaa| agale dina vaha Ayariza vyakti pUrNa svastha hokara vApasa kAma karane lgaa| sahAyaka ne noTa kara liyA : lAla ceharA, teja bukhAra, kaoNrDa bIpha aura gobhii|
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________________ isake thor3e se samaya ke bAda hI usa DAkTara kI anupasthiti meM eka jarmana rogI ko dekhane ke lie isa navayuvaka sahAyaka ko bulAyA gayA, isa rogI kA ceharA lAla thA aura use teja bukhAra thaa| sahAyaka ne use kaoNrDa bIpha aura gobhI khAne kI salAha dii| ThIka agale dina hI sahAyaka ko batAyA gayA ki jarmana rogI kA nidhana ho gayA hai| usane apanI noTa buka meM taba yaha bAta likhI : kaoNnDa bIpha aura gobhI Ayariza vyakti ke lie acche haiM, jarmanoM ko mAra DAlate haiN| yahI hai jo tuma mere sAtha kara rahe ho-saMketoM kA sNkln| jarA samajhane kA prayAsa karo ki maiM kyA kaha rahA huuN| saMketoM kA saMkalana mata kro| basa mujhako dekho, maiM yahAM kyA kara rahA huuN| mere aura tumhAre madhya yahAM ThIka isI kSaNa meM kyA AdAna-pradAna ho rahA hai; abhI isI kSaNa meM tumhAre aura mere madhya UrjA kA kaisA vinimaya cala rahA hai| isakA nirIkSaNa karo, isako anubhava karo aura ise apane astitva meM ghula-mila jAne do| noTsa mata banAo, varanA tuma sadaiva parezAnI meM rhoge| aMtima prazna.... aura yaha bahuta gaMbhIra prazna hai, kRpA karake ise majAka kI taraha mata lenaa| citAnaMda ne pUchA hai: yahAM para kevala Apa hI eka mAtra vyakti hai jo vikSipta nahIM hai| Apane baccoM ko janma kyoM nahIM diyA? kyA parama jJAna ko upalabdha vyakti bhI kabhI-kabhAra baccoM ko janma dete mana isake bAre meM kabhI socA nhiiN| bhale hI tuma mere uttaroM se kucha na sIkho, kiMtu maiM tumhAre uttaroM se kucha na kucha sIkhatA rahatA hUM bahuta acchA khayAla hai yh| maiM isako smaraNa rkhuugaa| lekina eka vyavahArika samasyA hai : eka aisI strI pAnA jo a-vikSipta ho, bahuta kaThina hai| pahalI bAta, eka aisA vyakti pAnA hI kaThina hai jo vikSipta na ho aura phira eka strI? karIba-karIba asaMbhava hai| kaThinAI bahuguNita ho jAtI hai| maiM tumheM eka kahAnI sunAtA huuN|
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________________ eka bahuta dhanavAna mahAjanI kA vyavasAyI sTaoNka eksaceMja meM eka saphala udyamI ke rUpa meM pratiSThita thA, lekina golpha ke maidAna meM bahuta phisaDDI thaa| vaha apanI kharAba manodazA ke lie apanI kaiDI ko kosA karatA thaa| aura eka subaha eka kharAba khela ke bAda vaha cillAyA, tumheM to saMsAra kI sabase burI kaiDI honA caahie| oha nahIM, mahodaya, kaiMDI ne uttara diyA, yaha kevala saMyoga ho sakatA hai| eka sabase kharAba golpha kA khilAr3I aura saMsAra kI sabase burI kaiDI? yaha eka durlabha saMyoga hai| eka aisI strI ko khoja pAnA bahuta durlabha saMyoga hogaa| aisA pahale kabhI huA nhiiN| aura maiM nahIM socatA ki aisA bhI ho sakatA hai| aisA kabhI patA nahIM lagA ki kisI- parama jJAna ko upalabdha vyakti ne baccoM ko janma diyA ho| hAM, tumane suna rakhA hogA ki buddha ke eka putra thA, kiMtu aisA taba huA thA jaba ve parama jJAna ko upalabdha nahIM hue the| mahAvIra ke eka putrI thI, kiMtu vaha bhI unake parama zAna ko upalabdha hone se pUrva kI thii| gurajiepha ke kaI striyoM se aneka bacce the, kiMtu yaha bhI usake parama zAna ko upalabdha hone se pUrva ghaTita huA thaa| aura tumheM bhalIbhAMti jJAta honA cAhie ki ve bacce, yahAM taka ki buddha kA putra rAhula bhI, svayaM ko buddha kA putra siddha na kara skaa| mahAvIra kI putrI ne kisI bhI prakAra se siddha nahIM kiyA ki vaha mahAvIra kI putrI hai, vaha sAmAnya siddha hii| vaha itanI sAmAnya thI ki jainoM kA eka saMpradAya yaha vizvAsa karatA hai ki yaha eka paurANika AkhyAna hai : mahAvIra kA kabhI vivAha nahIM huA aura unake ghara meM kabhI koI saMtAna nahIM hii| vaha putrI itanI sAmAnya thI jaise ki vaha hai hI nhiiN| kyA tamane kabhI kisI parama jJAna ko upalabdha vyakti ke putra yA putrI ko parama zAna ko upalabdha hote sunA hai? yaha saMyoga eka bahuta durlabha saMyoga hai| aura isameM eka aura bAta bhI jur3I huI hai| pahalI, eka avikSipta vyakti eka avikSipta strI ko pA le, phira ve donoM mila kara janma lene ke lie eka avikSipta AtmA kI khoja kreN| yaha samasyA bahuta jaTila hai, kyoMki tuma strI kI khoja isalie karate ho kyoMki tuma vikSipta ho| kyoMki abhI taka tuma apane bhItara kI strI se nahIM mile ho, isalie tuma strI kI khoja karate ho| strI eka puruSa kI khoja karatI hai, kyoMki vaha abhI taka apane bhItara ke puruSa se nahIM milI hai| kyoMki tuma apane bhItara eka paripUrNa samagra nahIM ho isalie tuma bAhara khojane jAte ho| pahalI bAta, jisa kSaNa tuma apane bhItara samagra ho jAte ho-holI, pavitra vyakti hone kA yahI artha hai| vaha vyakti jo samagra ho gayA hai-phira tuma bAhara nahIM khojte| koI AvazyakatA na rhii| tuma bhAgate bhI nahIM yadi koI strI tumhAre sAmane A jAtI hai, to tuma dUra nahIM bhAgate aura tuma pulisa ko khabara nahIM karate ki eka strI sAmane A rahI hai| yaha bhI acchA hai| yadi koI strI sAmane A jAtI hai, bilakula ThIka haiN| yadi vaha dUra calI jAtI hai, yaha bhI ekadama sahI hai|
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________________ aura tuma baccoM ko janma dete ho; yaha bhI vikSiptatA kA kRtya hai, kyoMki tumako sadaiva ulajhAva cAhie, ulajhane ke lie kucha to caahie| tumhArA mUlabhUta ulajhAva bhaviSya ke sAtha hai, aura bacce tumhAre lie bhaviSya ko upalabdha karavA dete haiN| unake mAdhyama se tumhArI mahatvAkAMkSAeM gatizIla hone meM samartha ho jaaeNgii| jaba tuma isa saMsAra se vidA ho cuke hoMge taba tumhAre bacce yahAM hoge| tuma pradhAnamaMtrI hone kA prayAsa kara rahe the aura tuma bana na sake to tumhAre bacce bana jaaeNge| unako tuma taiyAra karoge aura sAtatya calatA rhegaa| jaba koI maratA hai, aura apane pIche koI saMtAna nahIM choDatA, to use lagatA hai ki saba kucha samApta ho gayA hai, parama aMta A gayA hai| kiMtu jaba tuma apane pIche bacce chor3a jAte ho, to tumheM unake mAdhyama se eka prakAra kI amaratva kI anubhUita hotI hai : yaha ThIka hai; maiM mara rahA hUM ciMtA karane kI koI bAta nahIM hai| lekina merA eka bhAga mere bacce ke mAdhyama se jItA rhegaa| loga baccoM meM bahuta adhika utsuka haiM kyoMki ve mRtyu se bahuta adhika bhayabhIta haiN| bacce tumheM amaratva kA eka jhUThA AbhAsa, eka prakAra kA sAtatya de dete haiN| eka avikSipta vyakti kabhI baccoM meM utsuka nahIM hotA, use kisI prakAra ke sAtatya meM utsukatA nahIM hotii| usane zAzvata ko pA liyA hai, aura vaha mRtyu ke bAre meM ciMtita nahIM hai|. eka avikSipta strI ko pAnA kyoM itanA asaMbhava hai, isa bAre meM kucha kahAniyAM.......maiM kucha nahIM kahUMgA, maiM to basa kucha kisse par3ha duuNgaa| zrImAna kohena kucha dhana kharca karanA cAhate the, aura unhoMne eka AMtarika sajjAkAra se apane makAna kI punarsajjA ke lie khaa| sajjAkAra zrI joMsa ne pUchA, zrImAna kohena, ApakA kArya karake mujhe prasannatA hogii| kyA Apa apanI pasaMda kI koI rUpa-rekhA batA sakate haiM? kyA Apako Adhunika sajjA pasaMda hai? nhiiN| svIDana kI zailI? nhiiN| iTalI kI prAMtIya zailI? nhiiN| mUra zailI? spainiza zailI? nhiiN| ThIka hai, zrImAna kohena, Apako mujhe apanI pasaMda kI zailI kA thor3A sA saMketa to denA hI par3egA, anyathA maiM to apanA kArya AraMbha taka nahIM kara paauuNgaa| Apake mana meM asala meM hai kyA?
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________________ zrImAna sajjAkAra, jo maiM cAhatA hUM vaha yaha hai ki jaba mere mitra yahAM AeM to isakI sajjA para eka najara DAle aura kur3ha kara mara jaaeN| dUsarI : eka yuvA jor3A hoTala ke eka kamare meM behada romAMTika mUDa meM AliMganabaddha thA ki sAmane vAle daravAje ke tAle meM cAbI ghumAne kI AvAja aaii| yuvatI acAnaka cauMka kara AliMgana se nikalI aura AgAmI khatare ko bhAMpa kara ghabar3AhaTa kI mudrA meM usakI AMkheM phaila giiN| hAya rAma, vaha cillAI, yaha mere pati haiN| jaldI karo, khir3akI se bAhara kUda pdd'o| yuvaka bhI utanA hI ghabaDA kara khir3akI kI ora lapakA, phira gaMbhIratA se bolA, maiM kUda nahIM sakatA! hama terahavIM maMjila para haiM! bhagavAna ke lie, yuvatI krodha se cillA kara bolI, kyA yaha bahasa karane kA vakta hai? tIsarI : patnI eka nayA haiTa pahane hue vApasa lauttii| tumako yaha haiTa kahAM mila gayA? usake pati ne pUchA, klIyareMsa sela meN| isameM jarA bhI hairAnI kI bAta nahIM hai ki ve ise kyoM beca DAlanA cAhate the, usane kahA, ise lagA kara tuma bevakUpha jaisI dikhAI par3atI ho| mujhe patA hai| phira tumane isako kyoM kharIda liyA? usane jijJAsA kii| batAUMgI maiM tumheM, vaha bolI, jaba maiMne isako lagAyA aura svayaM ko darpaNa meM dekhA to selsamaina se vivAda karane ke lie maiM svayaM ko hI kAphI bevakUpha lgii| isalie haiTa lekara maiM khAmozI se calI aaii| cauthI : mullA nasaruddIna mujhako batA rahA thA ki vivAha usa prakAra ke puruSa kI khoja kI prakriyA hai jisa prakAra kA puruSa tumhArI patnI ne pasaMda kiyA hotaa| isI subaha merI patnI ne mujhase kahA, yadi tumane mujhase vAstava meM prema kiyA hotA to tumane kisI aura se vivAha kara liyA hotaa| maiMne usako bharosA dilAyA ki usake sAtha vivAha karake maiM bahuta prasanna hUM aura maiMne kahA, yadi mujhako apane sthAna para ricArDa barTana ko lAnA ho to bhI maiM aisA na kruuN| usane kahA : maiM jAnatI hUM ki tuma aisA nahIM karoge, mujhe khuza rakhane ke lie tuma kabhI kucha nahIM karate ho| Aja itanA hii|
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________________ pravacana 95 - yahI hai yaha yoga-sUtraH (kaivalyapAda) hetuphalAzrayAlambu saMgRhIttvAdeSamabhAve tdbhaakH|| 11 / / prabhAva ke kAraNa para avalaMbita hone se, kAraNoM ke miTate hI prabhAva tirohita ho jAte haiN| atItAnAgataM svruupto'khydhybhedaaddhrmaannaam|| 12 / / atIta aura bhaviSya kA astitva vartamAna meM hai, kiMtu vartamAna meM unakI anubhUti nahIM ho pAtI hai, kyoMki ve vibhinna taloM para hote haiN| te vyaktasUkSmA gunnaatmaanH|| 13 // ve vyakta hoM yA avyakta atIta, vartamAna aura bhaviSya sata, raja aura tama guNoM kI prakRti haiN| prinnaamaiktvaadvstuttvm|| 14// kisI vastu kA sAratatva, inhIM tIna guNoM ke anupAtoM ke anUThepana meM nihita hotA hai| vastusAmye citradAttayovibhikta: pnthaaH|| 15 / / bhinna-bhinna manoM ke dvArA eka hI vastu vibhinna DhaMgoM se dekhI jAtI hai| taduparAgApekSityAccitasya vastu jnyaataajnyaatm|| 17 / / vastu kA jJAna yA ajJAna isa para nirbhara hotA hai ki mana usake raMga meM raMgA hai yA nhiiN|
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________________ pahala sUtra-- 'prabhAva ke kAraNa para avalaMbita hone se, kAraNoM ke miTate hI prabhAva tirohita ho jAte haiN| avidyA, apane svayaM ke astitva kA ajJAna, isa saMsAra kA AdhArabhUta kAraNa hai| eka bAra avidyA, apane svayaM ke astitva kA ajJAna miTa jAe, yaha, saMsAra bhI vilIna ho jAtA hai-vastuoM kA saMsAra nahIM. balki icchAoM kA saMsAra, vaha saMsAra nahIM jo tumhAre bAhara hai, balki vaha saMsAra jise tuma bhItara se satata Aropita karate rahe ho| jisa kSaNa tumhAre bhItara se ajJAna miTatA hai usI kSaNa tumhAre svapnoM, bhramoM, prakSepaNoM kA saMsAra tirohita ho jAtA hai| ise samajha lenA cAhie, basa jJAna kA abhAva ajAna nahIM hai, isalie tuma jJAna kA saMkalana karate raha sakate ho, kiMtu isa DhaMga se ajJAna nahIM mittegaa| tuma bahuta jJAnavAna ho sakate ho, kiMtu phira bhI tuma ajJAnI bane rhoge| vAstava meM jAnakArI ajJAna ke lie surakSA kA kArya karatI hai| ajJAna ko jAnakArI se naSTa nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| balki isake viparIta isa ajJAna kI isa jAnakArI se rakSA hotI hai| jAnakArI ekatrita karane kI, jAnakArI saMcita karane kI icchA apane svayaM ke ajJAna ko chipAne ke sivAya aura kucha bhI nahIM hai| jitanA adhika tuma jAnate ho utanA hI adhika tuma socate ho ki tuma aba ajJAnI nahIM rhe| tibbata meM eka kahAvata hai : 'jo ajJAnI haiM ve saubhAgyazAlI haiM, kyoMki ve yaha soca kara prasanna haiM ki ve saba kucha jAnate haiN|' pratyeka bAta ko jAna lene ke prayAsa se koI sahAyatA nahIM milane jA rahI hai, yaha sAre mAmale se cUka jAnA hai| apane sva ko jAna lene kA prayAsa paryApta hai| yadi tuma apane svayaM ke astitva ko jAna sako to tumane sabhI kucha jAna liyA hai, kyoMki aba tuma samagra ke sAtha bhAgIdArI karate ho, tumhArA svabhAva samagra kA svabhAva hai| tuma pAnI kI eka bUMda ke samAna ho| yadi tuma pAnI kI eka bUMda ko jAna lo to tumane atIta, vartamAna aura bhaviSya ke sabhI mahAsAgaroM ko jAna liyA hai| pAnI kI eka bUMda meM hI sAgara kA pUrA svabhAva upasthita hai| vaha vyakti jo jAnakArI ke pIche par3a jAtA hai, lagAtAra svayaM ko bhUlatA rahatA hai aura sUcanAoM kA saMcaya karatA calA jAtA hai| saMbhavata: vaha bahuta adhika jAnatA hai, lekina phira bhI vaha ajJAnI banA rhegaa| isalie ajJAna jAnakArI kA virodhI nahIM hai, ajJAna ko jAnakArI se nahIM miTAyA jA sakatA hai| taba ajJAna ko miTAne kA kyA upAya hai? yoga kahatA hai : sajagatA, na ki jAnakArI, jAnanA nahIM, svayaM ko bAhara keMdrita nahIM karanA balki jJAna ke aMtasrota para keMdrita kara denaa|
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________________ jaba baccA mAM ke garbha meM hotA hai to vaha pUrNa suptAvasthA meM hotA hai| mAM ke garbha meM AraMbha ke mahIne gahana nidrA, jise yoga suSupti, svapna vihIna nidrA kahatA hai, ke hote haiN| phira lagabhaga chaThe mAha ke aMta yA sAtaveM mAha ke AraMbha meM baccA thor3e bahuta svapna dekhanA zurU kara detA hai| nidrA meM bAdhA par3ane lagatI hai, yaha pUrNa nahIM raha paatii| bAhara kucha hotA haiM-jarA sA zora aura bacce kI nidrA bAdhita ho jAtI hai| bAhara utpanna kapana usa taka pahuMca jAte haiM aura usakI gahana nidrA meM vikSepa utpanna ho jAtA hai aura vaha svapna dekhanA AraMbha kara detA hai| svapna kI pahalI taraMgikAe uThatI haiN| svapna vihIna nidrA cetanA kI pahalI avasthA hai| dUsarI avasthA hai : nidrA aura svpn| dUsarI avasthA meM nidrA banI rahatI hai lekina eka nayA AyAma sakriya ho jAtA hai : svapna dekhane kA aayaam| phira bacce kA janma ho jAtA hai to eka tIsare AyAma kA udaya hotA hai, jise hama sAmAnyata: jAgRti kI avasthA kahate haiN| yaha vAstava meM jAgRti kI avasthA nahIM hai balki eka nayA AyAma sakriya ho jAtA hai aura vaha AyAma hai vicAra kaa| baccA socanA AraMbha kara detA hai| pahalI avasthA svapna rahita nidrA kI thI, dUsarI avasthA thI nidrA aura svapna, tIsarI avasthA hai nidrA, aura svapna, aura vicAra, kiMtu nidrA aba bhI rahatI hai| nidrA pUrI taraha TUTa nahIM gaI hai| tuma apane socane ke samaya bhI nidrA meM bane rahate ho| tumhArA socanA aura kucha nahIM balki svapna dekhane kA eka aura DhaMga hai, nidrA bAdhita nahIM hotI hai| ye sAmAnya avasthAeM haiN| kabhI koI biralA vyakti hI tIsarI, socane kI avasthA se Upara uTha pAtA hai| aura yoga kA lakSya yahI hai-zuddha jAgarUkatA kI avasthA, jo itanI zuddha hai jitanI ki pahalI avasthA para phuNcnaa| pahalI avasthA zuddha nidrA kI hai aura aMtima avasthA zuddha jAgarUkatA, zuddha jAgRti kI hai| eka bAra tumhArI jAgarUkatA utanI zuddha ho jAe jitanI ki tumhArI gahana nidrA hai, tuma buddha bana jAte ho, tumane pA liyA hai, tuma ghara lauTa Ae ho| pataMjali kahate haiM : samAdhi jAgarUkatA kI parama avasthA, basa suSupti kI bhAMti hai; kiMtu eka aMtara hai| yaha utanI hI zAMta aura vizrAMta hai jaisI ki nidrA, utanI hI mauna, nidrA kI bhAMti bAdhAhIna, utanI hI samagra aura AnaMdadAyI jaisI ki nidrA hotI hai, lekina eka aMtara ke sAtha, yaha pUrI taraha sajaga hai| ye vikAsa ke sopAna haiN| sAmAnyata: hama tIsarI avasthA para rahate haiN| gaharAI meM niMdrA jArI rahatI hai; isake Upara svapnoM kI parata hai, usake Upara vicAra prakriyA kI eka anya parata hai nidrA bhaMga nahIM huI hai| aura tuma isako dekha sakate ho, yaha koI siddhAMta nahIM hai| isakI vAstavikatA ko tuma dekha sakate ho| kisI bhI kSaNa apanI AMkheM baMda kara lo, pahale tama vicAroM ko dekhoge apane cAroM ora, vicAroM kI eka parata, taraMgita vicAra-sva A rahA hai, eka jA rahA hai-eka bhIr3a, eka yaataayaat| kucha kSaNoM ke lie mauna raho aura acAnaka tuma dekhoge ki aba vahAM vicAra-prakriyA na rahI balki svapna dekhanA
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________________ AraMbha ho gayA hai| tuma svapna dekha rahe ho ki tuma deza ke rASTrapati ho gae ho yA tumheM sar3aka para sone kI eka IMTa mila gaI hai, yA tumheM koI suMdara strI yA puruSa mila gayA hai, aura acAnaka tuma kalpanAoM kA prakSepaNa AraMbha kara dete ho; svapna sakriya ho jAte haiN| yadi tuma laMbe samaya taka svapna dekhanA jArI rakho to eka kSaNa aisA AegA jaba tuma so jAoge-socanA, svapna dekhanA, so jAnA aura nidrA, pana, svapna dekhanA aura socanA-isI bhAMti tumhArA sArA jIvana-cakra ghUmatA hai| vAstavika jAgarUkatA abhI jAnI nahIM gaI hai, aura yahI vaha jAgarUkatA hai jisake lie pataMjali kahate haiM ki yaha ajJAna ko naSTa kara degI-jAnakArI nahIM, balki jAgarUkatA ajJAna ko naSTa kara degii| hama basa svayaM ko aura anya logoM ko murkha banAne ke lie jAnakArI ekatrita karate haiN| maiMne sunA hai, eka choTe se vidyAlaya meM aisA huA ki kakSA meM Akara vidyAlaya nirIkSaka ne pUchA, jeriko kI dIvAla kisane girAI? aura vidyArthiyoM meM se eka lar3ake ne jisakA nAma bilI grIna thA, turaMta uttara diyA, zrImAna, maiMne yaha nahIM kiyA hai| nirIkSaka anabhijJatA ke isa pradarzana para hairAna raha gayA aura apane nirIkSaNa ke samApana para usane sArA mAmalA pradhAnAdhyApaka ko btaayaa| kyA Apa jAnate haiM, usane kahA, maiMne kakSA meM jAkara pUchA, jeriko kI dIvAla kisane girAI, aura eka chAtra bilI grIna ne kahA ki yaha usane nahIM kiyA hai| pradhAnAdhyApaka ne kahA : bilI grIna? oha, acchA.. .majhe yaha kahanA par3a rahA hai ki maiMne isa lar3ake ko sadaiva ImAnadAra aura bharose lAyaka pAyA hai, aura yadi vaha kahatA hai ki usane aisA nahIM kiyA hai, to usane aisA nahIM kiyA hai| nirIkSaka koI aura TippaNI kie binA vidyAlaya se calA gayA, kiMtu binA koI samaya gaMvAe usane ghaTanAoM kA pUrA krama likhita rUpa meM zikSA maMtrAlaya ko bheja diyaa| kucha samaya bAda use yaha uttara prApta huA, mahodaya, jeriko kI dIvAla ke saMdarbha meM prApta Apake patra ke bAre meM hameM sUcita karanA hai ki yaha lokanirmANa maMtrAlaya kA mAmalA hai, isalie unake dhyAnAkarSaNa hetu ApakA patra unake pAsa bheja diyA gayA hai| kiMtu koI bhI isa sAdhAraNa tathya ko nahIM pahacAnanA cAhatA hai ki ve nahIM jaante| pratyeka vyakti prayAsa karatA hai, cAhe prazna jo bhI ho, pratyeka vyakti uttara dene kA prayAsa karatA hai| yadi tuma prayAsa karo to aneka bAra tuma svayaM ko aisA karate hue raMge hAtha pakar3a loge| koI vyakti kucha pUchatA hai, koI vyakti kucha aisI bAta karatA hai jisake bAre meM tuma nahIM jAnate, kiMtu tuma TippaNI karanA, rAya denA yA kucha aisI bAta yA aisA kucha kahanA AraMbha kara dete ho jisase tumako ajJAnI na samajhA jAe, koI yaha na soce ki tuma ajJAnI ho| kiMtu jAgarUkatA kA prathama AraMbha isa pratyabhijJA se hotA hai ki tuma ajJAnI ho| ajJAna ko naSTa to kiyA jA sakatA hai lekina isako pahacAne binA nhiiN| jaba jaoNrja gurajiepha kA mahAna ziSya pI. DI. AspeMskI pahalI bAra apane sadaguru se milA, to vaha pahale se hI bahuta prasiddha, saMsAra kA suparicita vyakti thaa| gurajiepha prasiddha nahIM thA, AspeMskI pahale se hI bahuta vikhyAta thaa| vaha isa bIsavIM sadI kI sarvazreSTha pustakoM meM se eka 'Tarziyama
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________________ ArgAnama' ko likha cukA thaa| yaha vAstava meM eka sAhasika prayAsa hai| vAstava meM isa sadI meM kisI anya vyakti ne aisA sAhasapUrNa avalokana karane kA prayAsa nahIM kiyaa| himmata ke sAtha AspeMskI ne apanI pustaka ko jJAna kI tIsarI zAkhA ke rUpa meM varNita kiyA : Tarziyama ArgAnama, jJAna kA tIsarA siddhaat| pahalA arastU dvArA likhA gayA ArgAnama; dUsarA bekana davArA likhA gayA novama aargaanm| aura usane kahA, maiM jJAna kA tIsarA sidadhAta likhatA hai| usane kahA, pahalA aura dUsarA tIsare ke sAmane kucha bhI nahIM haiN| tIsare kA astitva pahale ke pUrva thaa| yaha vAstava meM eka sAhasika prayAsa thA, aura kevala ahakArapUrNa prayAsa nahIM thA yaha, usakA dAvA karIba-karIba saca thaa| jaba AspeMskI gurajiepha ke pAsa gayA, gurajiepha ne usakI ora dekhaa| usane usa pAMDitya se bhare vyakti ko dekhA jo bahuta kucha jAnatA thA, jo yaha bhI jAnatA thA ki dUsare bhI jAnate haiM ki vaha bahuta kucha jAnatA hai-sUkSma ahNkaar| gurajiepha ne usako eka kAgaja diyA, kAgaja kA eka korA pRSTha aura usase? kahA ki vaha bagala ke kamare meM calA jAe aura jo kucha bhI vaha jAnatA hai use eka ora likha de aura kAgaja ke dUsarI ora vaha saba likha de jo use nahIM patA hai| kyoMki kArya kevala tabhI AraMbha kiyA jA sakatA hai jaba AspeMskI ko spaSTa rUpa se patA ho ki vaha kyA jAnatA hai aura kyA nahIM jAnatA hai| gurajiepha ne kahA. yAda rakho, jo kucha bhI tuma likha lAoge ki tumheM patA hai, usako maiM svIkAra kara laMgA, aura hama isake bAre meM dubArA kabhI bAta nahIM kreNge| yaha mAmalA samApta ho gayA, tuma ise jAnate hI ho| jo kucha bhI tuma likha doge ki tuma nahIM jAnate, usa para hama kArya kreNge| aura gurajiepha ne jo pahalI bAta kahI vaha thI yaha jAna lenA ki tumako kyA patA hai aura tumako kyA patA nahIM hai| AspeMskI kamare meM calA gyaa| usane socanA AraMbha kiyA ki vaha kyA jAnatA hai, aura usake jIvana meM pahalI bAra aisA huA ki kAgaja para vaha eka bAta bhI nahIM likha skaa| usane prayAsa kiyAparamAtmA, sva, saMsAra, mana, jAgarUkatA, ina sabake bAre meM vaha kyA jAnatA hai? pahalI bAra yaha prazna pramANikatA pUrvaka pUchA gayA thaa| paramAtmA ke bAre meM use aneka bAteM patA thIM, aura vaha AtmA ke bAre meM bahuta sI bAteM jAnatA thA; aura jAgarUkatA ke bAre. meM use kaI bAteM patA thIM, kiMtu vAstava meM Izvara ke bAre meM vaha eka cIja bhI nahIM jAnatA thaa| ye sabhI sUcanAeM thIM, yaha usakA anubhava nahIM thaa| aura jaba taka kisI cIja kA anubhava tumheM na huA ho tuma kaise kaha sakate ho ki tuma ise jAnate ho? tuma prema ke bAre meM jAna sakate ho, lekina vAstava meM yaha prema kA jJAna nahIM hai| tumheM prema se hokara gujaranA par3egA, tumheM prema kI agni se hokara gujaranA pdd'egaa| tumheM jalanA paDegA, tumheM cunautI para kharA utaranA par3egA, aura jaba tuma prema se bAhara nikala kara Aoge to tuma pUrNata: bhinna hooge, usa vyakti se pUrNata: bhinna hooge jo bhItara gayA thaa| prema rUpAMtaraNa karatA hai| sUcanA tumhArA rUpAMtaraNa kabhI nahIM krtii| sUcanA eka lata banatI calI jAtI hai, jo kucha bhI tuma ho yaha usI meM kucha aura
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________________ joDatI calI jAtI hai| yaha tumhAre lie khajAne kI taraha ho jAtI hai, kiMtu tuma jaise the vaise hI rahate ho| anubhava tumako rUpAMtarita kara detA hai| vAstavika jAna koI saMcaya nahIM hai, yaha rUpAMtaraNa hai, eka utkAti-purAnA mara jAtA hai aura naye kA janma hotA hai| kaThina hai yaha... AspeMskI ne jitanA saMbhava ho sakatA thA utanA bharapUra prayAsa kiyA ki kama se kama kucha bAteM to khoja le jinheM vaha jAnatA hai, kyoMki kucha bhI na likhanA usake ahaMkAra ke nitAMta viparIta huA jA rahA thaa| vaha yaha bhI na likha sakA ki maiM apane Apako jAnatA huuN| yadi tumane AdhArabhUta ikAI, apane Apa ko bhI nahIM jAnA, to aura kyA tuma jAnate ho? yaha sardI kI eka rAta thI aura usako pasInA chUTane lgaa| abhI basa eka kSaNa pUrva hI vaha sardI se kAMpa rahA thaa| usakA sArA astitva dAMva para lagA haA thaa| use cakkara Ane lage, jaise ki vaha cakkara khAkara girane vAlA ho yA use daurA par3ane vAlA ho| ghaMToM bIta gae, taba gurajiepha ne dvAra khaTakhaTAyA aura kahA 'kyA tumane kucha kiyA hai?' aura gurajiepha dekha pAyA ki yaha AdamI badala gayA hai| basa kore kAgaja kA eka pannA hAtha meM lie vahAM baiThA huA hA yaha | huA hai| yaha baiThanA eka zreSTha dhyAna jhAjhena bana gayA thaa| usane rikta, korA kAgaja gurajiepha ko de diyA aura kahA : maiM kucha nahIM jAnatA huuN| maiM nitAMta ajJAnI huuN| mujhe apane ziSya ke rUpa meM svIkAra kreN| gurajiepha ne kahA : phira to tuma merA ziSya ho pAne ke lie taiyAra ho.....yaha jAna lenA ki vyakti ajJAnI hai badadhimattA kI ora pahalA kadama hai| 'prabhAva ke kAraNa para avalaMbita hone se, kAraNoM ke miTate hI prabhAva tirohita ho jAte haiN|' pataMjali kahate haiM ki tuma anaitika ho, kiMtu yaha eka prabhAva hai| tuma lobhI ho, kiMtu yaha eka prabhAva hai| tumako krodha kI anubhUti hotI hai, yaha eka prabhAva hai| kAraNa ko khoja lo| prabhAvoM se saMgharSa. mata karate raho kyoMki isase koI sahAyatA nahIM milane vAlI hai| tuma apane lobha se saMgharSa kara sakate ho aura yaha kahIM aura se puna: prakaTa ho jaaegaa| tuma apane krodha se saMgharSa kara sakate ho, yaha damita ho jAegA aura kahIM aura se phUTa pdd'egaa| prabhAvoM se saMgharSa karake prabhAvoM ko vinaSTa nahIM kiyA jA sakatA hai| yahI kAraNa hai ki yoga naitikatA kI koI vyavasthA nahIM hai, yaha jAgarUkatA kI vidhi hai| asalI kAraNa kI khoja karanI par3atI hai| yadi tuma kisI vRkSa kI pattiyAM kATate aura chAMTate cale jAo to isase vRkSa para koI prabhAva nahIM par3ane jA rahA hai| nayI pattiyAM nikala aaeNgii| tumako vAstavika kAraNa, jar3a ko khoja nikAlanA pdd'egaa| yadi tuma vRkSa ko naSTa karanA cAhate ho to tumako jar3oM ko naSTa karanA pdd'egaa| jar3oM ke naSTa hone ke sAtha vRkSa miTa jaaegaa| kiMtu tuma zAkhAoM ko kATate raha sakate ho, isase vRkSa naSTa nahIM hogaa| vAstava meM hogA to yaha ki jahAM para tuma eka zAkhA kATate ho vahAM para tIna zAkhAeM nikala AtI haiN| eka vRkSa kI pattiyoM ko chAMTa do aura yaha adhika saghana aura adhika moTA ho jaaegaa| jar3oM ko kATa do aura vRkSa miTa jAtA hai|
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________________ yoga kahatA hai : naitikatA prabhAvoM se saMgharSa karatI calI jAtI hai| 'tuma lobhI ho; tuma nirlobhI hone kA prayAsa karate ho, lekina kyA hotA hai? tuma nirlobhI kevala tabhI ho sakate ho jaba tumhAre lobha ko nirlobha kI ora mor3a diyA jaae| yadi koI kahatA hai ki yadi tuma nirlobhI ho jAo to tuma svarga cale jAoge, aura yadi tuma lobhI bane rahe to tuma naraka meM jAoge, aba vaha kyA kara rahA hai? vaha tumhAre lobha ke lie eka nayA viSaya de rahA hai| vaha kaha rahA hai, nirlobhI ho jAo aura tuma svarga upalabdha kara loge aura vahAM para tuma sadA aura sadaiva ke lie khuza rhoge| aba lobhI vyakti yaha socane lagegA ki nirlobha kA abhyAsa kaise kiyA jAe jisase vaha sva ske| tuma bhayabhIta ho; bhaya vahAM hai| bhaya se kaise mukta huA jAe? tumako aura adhika bhayabhIta banAyA jA sakatA hai, aura bhaya ke bAre meM tumhAre bhItara itanA bhaya nirmita kiyA jA sakatA hai ki tuma isako damita karanA AraMbha kara do| yaha tumako nirbhaya banAne nahIM jA rahA hai, tuma basa aura adhika bhayabhIta ho jaaoge| eka nayA bhaya uTha khar3A hogA, bhaya kA bhy| tuma krodhita hote ho| tumhAre lie krodhita honA sarala hai, aura mana kI isa vRtti kA pratirodha karanA bhI bahuta kaThina hai| aba kucha kiyA jA sakatA hai| tuma krodhita kyoM hote ho? jaba kabhI tumhArA ahaMkAra Ahata hotA hai tuma krodhita ho jAte ho| aba tumako yaha sikhAyA jA sakatA hai ki vaha vyakti jo niyaMtraNa meM rahatA hai, samAja meM sammAna paataa| vaha vyakti apanA krodha itanI AsAnI se pradarzita nahIM karatA use mahAna vyakti samajhA jAtA hai| taba tumhArA ahaMkAra bar3hAyA jA rahA hai; adhika anuzAsita aura niyaMtrita ho jAo, aura itanI jaldI krodhita hone ke lie vyAkula mata ho jaao| tumhArA ahaMkAra naSTa nahIM hotA, balki yaha aura tAkatavara ho jAtA hai| roga apanA rUpa, nAma badala sakatA hai lekina roga rhegaa| ise smaraNa rakho, yoga naitikatA kI koI vyavasthA nahIM hai kyoMki yaha prabhAvoM kI ciMtA jarA bhI nahIM letA hai| yahI kAraNa hai ki dasa AjJAoM jaisI koI bAta yahAM yoga-sUtra meM nahIM loga mUlabhUta kAraNa ko jAne binA eka-dUsare ko sikhAe cale jAte hai, aura jaba taka mUlabhUta kAraNa ko na jAna liyA jAe kucha bhI nahIM kiyA jA sakatA hai, manuSya kA vyaktitva vahI rahatA hai, yahAMvahAM zAyada thor3I sI lIpA-potI, yahAM-vahAM thor3I sI bdlaahtt| maiMne sunA hai, eka poliza vyakti AMkhoM kI jAMca karavAne ke lie netra cikitsAlaya meM gyaa| jAMca ke lie cikitsaka ne use sAmane dikha rahe cArTa kI paMktiyoM ko eka-eka karake par3hane ko khaa| usane nIce vAlI paMkti ko dekhA. sI esa vI I ena sI je DablU vaha thor3A sA hickicaayaa| DAkTara ne usase kahA : tuma ciMtita kyoM laga rahe ho| yadi tuma inako nahIM par3ha pA rahe ho to apanI ora se bharapUra
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________________ prayAsa to kro| poliza vyakti ne kahA : ise par3ha lUM? maiM isa AdamI ko vyaktigata rUpa se jAnatA yaha svIkAra karanA atyaMta kaThina hai ki tuma nahIM jAnate, ki tumako nahIM patA ki tuma itane ahaMkArI kyoM ho| tuma nahIM jAnate ki tuma itanI AsAnI se krodhita kyoM ho jAte ho| tuma nahIM jAnate ki vahAM tumhAre bhItara lobha kyoM hai| tuma nahIM jAnate ki vahAM vAsanA kyo hai, vahAM bhaya kyoM hai| kAraNa ko jAne binA tuma prabhAvoM se saMgharSa karanA AraMbha kara dete ho| tuma mAna lete ho ki tuma jAnate ho| aneka loga mere pAsa Ate haiM aura ve kahate haiM, kisI bhI taraha hama krodha se chuTakArA pAnA cAhate haiN| mai unase pUchatA hUM kyA tumako kAraNa patA hai? ve apane kaMdhe ucakA dete haiN| ve kahate haiM, basa krodha hai, aura sAnI se krodhita ho jAtA haM aura yaha mujhako vicalita kara detA hai, mere saMbadhoM ko kharAba kara detA hai, mujhako aura tanAvagrasta kara detA hai, ciMtA, pazcAttApa aura aparAdha- bodha nirmita kara detA hai| kiMtu ye sabhI prabhAva haiN| pahalI bAta, krodha uThatA hI kyoM hai? koI pUchatA nhiiN| aura isakA sauMdarya yahI hai, yadi tuma kAraNa ke bAre meM pUcho, tumheM yaha jAna kara Azcarya hogA ki kAraNa eka hI hai| prabhAva to lAkhoM ho sakate haiM paraMtu kAraNa eka hai, jar3a eka hai| krodha, lobha, ahaMkAra, vAsanA, bhaya, ghRNA, IrSyA, zatrutA, hiMsA, cAhe jo bhI prabhAva ho, kAraNa eka hI hai| aura kAraNa hai ki tuma paryApta jAgarUka nahIM ho| tuma krodha ko kAbU kara. sakate ho, kiMtu. isase tumheM sahAyatA nahIM milegii| yaha tumhAre bhItara ke roga ko basa niyaMtraNa meM karanA hai, use pakar3a kara rakhanA hai| yaha tumako svastha nahIM kara degaa| balki yaha tumheM aura asvastha banA sakatA hai| ise tuma dekha sakate ho-eka vyakti jo saralatA se krodhita ho jAtA hai vaha kabhI bahuta khataranAka nahIM hotaa| usake bAre meM tuma nizcita ho sakate ho ki vaha kabhI hatyA nahIM kregaa| vaha kabhI itanA krodha ekatrita nahIM kara legA jisase vaha hatyArA bana jaae| pratyeka dina vaha recana kara kisI bhI uddIpana se, saralatApUrvaka vaha krodhita ho jAtA hai| isakA artha hai bahata dera taka usakI bhApa usake bhItara ekatrita nahIM raha paatii| usakA pAtra risatA rahatA hai|. jaba kabhI bhI bahuta adhika bhApa ho jAtI hai vaha usako nikala jAne detA hai| vaha vyakti ja adhika niyaMtrita hai, eka khataranAka vyakti hai| vaha apane bhItara bhApa rokatA calA jAtA hai, usakI UrjAeM baMdha jAtI haiM, ruka jAtI haiN| Aja nahIM to kala usakI UrjAeM usake niyaMtraNa se adhika balazAlI siddha ho jaaeNgii| taba usakA visphoTa ho jAegA, phira kucha aisA karegA jo vAstava meM saMgIna aparAdha hogaa| vaha vyakti jo saralatA se krodhita ho jAtA hai, saralatA se zAMta bhI ho jAtA hai| maiMne sunA hai, 'mujhe aphasosa hai zrImAna', klarka ne kahA, 'lekina maiM tyAgapatra denA cAhatA huuN|' 'lekina kyoM?' bIsa ne hairAnI se puuchaa| 'ThIka hai, zrImAna, Apako saca batA hI detA hUM Apake jaldI se krodhita hone vAle svabhAva ke kAraNa maiM yahAM ruka nahIM sakatA huuN|'
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________________ are aba mAna bhI jAo bhAI', bIsa ne samajhAyA, 'maiM jAnatA hUM ki kabhI-kabhI maiM thor3A sA badamijAja ho jAtA hUM lekina yaha to tumako mAnanA hI par3egA ki merA dimAga bahuta jaldI ThaMDA ho jAtA hai|' 'yaha saca hai zrImAna, lekina yaha bhI saca hai ki jaise hI yaha ThaMDA hotA hai vaise hI turaMta garma hone lagatA hai|' lekina isa prakAra kA vyakti kabhI hatyArA nahIM ho sktaa| vaha kabhI utanI bhApa ekatrita nahIM krtaa| ve loga jo jaldI se bhAvuka ho jAte haiM bhale loga hote haiN| ve bahuta niyaMtrita nahIM ho sakate haiM, ve cIkha sakate haiM aura ro sakate haiM aura haMsa sakate haiM, kiMtu ve bhale loga haiN| unake sAtha rahanA kisI dhArmika vyakti, naitika, zuddhatAvAdI, bahuta samhAlane vAle niyaMtrita vyakti se kahIM adhika behatara hai| vaha vyakti khataranAka hotA hai| abhI kucha dina pahale hI tIrtha ke enakAuMTara-grupa, samUha-cikitsA meM eka yuvaka bhAgIdArI kara rahA thaa| usane kaI varSa akIdo kA prazikSaNa prApta kiyA thaa| aba akIdo, ko, karATe aura jujutsu kI sabhI vidhiyAM niyaMtraNa kI zikSAeM haiN| tumheM apane Apako isa kadara niyaMtraNa meM rakhanA par3atA hai ki tuma lagabhaga eka mUrti jaise ho jAte ho, itane niyaMtrita ki tumheM koI uttejita nahIM kara sktaa| aba isa yuvaka ne enakAuMTara-grupa meM bhAga liyaa| aba enakAuMTara-mUpa kA vidhi-vijJAna pUrNata: bhinna hai| jo kucha bhI tumhAre bhItara hai use bAhara nikAlanA hai| kabhI isako saMcita mata kro| abhivyakta karo, nikala jAne do, recana kara do| enakAuMTara aura akIdo, do pUrNata: parama virodhI bAteM haiN| akIdo kahatA hai : niyaMtraNa karo, kyoMki akIdo kA prazikSaNa yodadhA banAne ke lie prazikSaNa hai| sabhI jApAnI prazikSaNa tumako mahAna yoddhA banAne ke lie haiM, aura nizcita rUpa se unhoMne aisI vidhiyAM vikasita kara lI haiM jo AtyaMtika rUpa se khataranAka haiN| lekina unako aisA honA hI thA, kyoMki jApAnI bahuta choTe loga haiN| unakI laMbAI bahuta kama hotI hai, aura unheM aise logoM se saMgharSa kAnA par3A jo unase DIlaDaula meM kahIM adhika bar3e the| unheM aise upAya nirmita karane par3e jinake davArA ve svayaM ko svayaM se adhika bar3e logoM, zaktizAlI logoM se adhika balazAlI siddha kara sakeM, aura unhoMne vAstava meM aise upAya khoja lie| tumhAre bhItara kI pratyeka UrjA ko niyaMtraNa meM kara lenA eka upAya hai| aisA karane se UrjA saMgahIta ho jAtI hai| isalie jApAnI aura cInI loga bahuta niyaMtraNa aura anuzAsana meM jIte rahe haiN| ve khataranAka haiN| eka bAra ve tumhAre Upara AkramaNa kara deM, phira ve tumako jiMdA nahIM chodd'eNge| sAmAnyata: ve tuma para AkramaNa nahIM karege, kiMtu eka bAra ve tuma para AkramaNa kara deM, to tuma yaha nizcita mAna sakate ho ki ve tumako mAra ddaaleNge| to yaha vyakti jo akIdo meM gahanatA se saMlagna rahA thA, aba enakAuMTara-grupa meM thA, aura tItha bhItara chipI haI cIjoM ko bAhara lAne ke lie usase Agraha kara rahA thA, aura vaha aisA nahIM kregaa| usakA
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________________ sArA prazikSaNa use yaha nahIM karane de rahA thA, bAda meM usa yuvaka ne mujhase kahA, merA sArAprazikSaNa niyaMtrita bane rahane kA hai| aba usa samUha kI sahabhAgI eka yuvatI ne usako pITanA AraMbha kara diyaa| vaha apane krodha ko bAhara nikAla rahI thI, aura vaha yuvaka mUrtivata khar3A rahA, kyoMki usakA prazikSaNa koI kRtya bhI nahIM karane kA hai| vaha buddha kI bhAMti banA rahA, vAstava meM buddha nahIM, kyoMki buddha jAgarUka hotA hai, niyaMtrita nhiiN| bAhara se to ve donoM eka jaise dikhAI par3a sakate haiN| vaha vyakti jo niyaMtrita hai aura vaha vyakti jo sajaga hai, eka jaise dIkha sakate haiM, kiMtu bhItara gaharAI meM ve pUrNata: bhinna hote haiN| unakI UrjA guNavattA ke stara para pUrNata: bhinna hotI haiN| vaha apane bhItara aura aura krodhita hotA rahA, aura sAtha hI sAtha aura niyaMtrita bhI hotA calA gayA, kyoMki usakA sArA prazikSaNa dAMva para lagA thaa| phira usane usa lar3akI ke Upara eka takiyA pheMka diyA, aura akIdo meM prazikSaNa lene vAle vyakti ke dvArA pheMkA gayA takiyA bhI khataranAka ho sakatA hai| vaha tumako aise komala biMdu para, itanI tAkata se AghAta pahuMcA sakatA hai ki takie kI coTa se mRtyu taka ho sakatI hai| akIdo kA pUrA prazikSaNa yahI hai, sIkhane meM vyakti ko barasoM laga jAte haiM, eka choTA sA AghAta yaMta komala sthAnoM pr| jApAniyoM ne isako jAna liyA hai ki kahAM para bahuta Ahiste se AghAta kiyA jAe, aura vyakti ke prANa nikala jaaeN| basa kevala eka aMgulI se ve zatru ko parAjita kara sakate haiN| unhoMne AghAta karane ke lie nAjuka sthAnoM kI khoja kara lI hai, aura sAtha hI sAtha yaha khoja bhI kI hai ki kaise AghAta kiyA jAe aura kaba AghAta kiyA jaae| kiMtu phira vaha svayaM hI bhayabhIta ho gayA, bhayagrasta huA ki usake dvArA isa prakAra takie ke prahAra se usa yuvatI kI hatyA bhI ho sakatI thii| vaha itanA bhayAkrAMta ho gayA ki vaha isa samUha-cikitsA ko chor3a kara bhAga gayA aura vaha mere pAsa AyA aura usane zikAyata kii| vaha bolA, Azrama meM isa prakAra kI samUha-cikitsAoM kI anumati nahIM honI caahie| anyathA kisI dina koI kisI kI ' hatyA kara sakatA hai| vaha ThIka kaha rahA hai, kyoMki vahAM usake bhItara hatyArA chipA hai| usakA bhaya ucita hai, yaha usake svayaM ke bAre meM sahI hai| vaha eka hatyArA ho sakatA hai| vAstava meM isa prakAra ke prazikSaNa tumheM mAnava-haMtA, yoddhA banAne ke lie prazikSaNa haiN| yAda rakho, yadi tuma krodha, lobha aura isa prakAra ke manobhAvoM para niyaMtraNa karoge to ve tumhAre astitva ke talaghara meM ekatrita hote cale jAeMge aura tuma eka jvAlAmukhI para baiThe hoge| yoga kA damana se kucha bhI lenA-denA nahIM hai| yoga kA vizvAsa jAgarUkatA meM hai| 'prabhAva ke kAraNa para avalaMbita hone se, kAraNoM ke miTate hI prabhAva tirohita ho jAte haiN|'
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________________ kAraNa ko khoja lo, aura kAraNa eka hI hai| aura cIjeM sarala ho jAtI haiM, kyoMki tamako aneka prabha se saMgharSa nahIM karanA hai| tuma to basa eka jar3a, mukhya jar3a ko kATa dete ho, aura eka hajAra eka zAkhAoM vAlA vRkSa basa kho jAtA hai, vidA ho jAtA hai| aura jAgarUka ho jaao| nidrA se svapnAvasthA uTha khar3I hotI hai, svapna tairanA AraMbha kara dete haiN| kyA tumane dekhA hai, kabhIkabhI svapna meM bhI tuma yaha svapna dekhate ho ki tuma jAge hue ho? bilakula ThIka yahI ghaTa rahA hai : vicAra karate samaya tuma socate ho ki tuma jAge hue ho-lekina tuma jAge hue nahIM ho| vAstavika jAgRti kevala tabhI -ghaTita hotI hai jaba sAre vicAra kho cuke haiM-tumhAre bhItara koI bAdala nahIM hai, eka vicAra bhI nahIM taira rahA haiM, mAtra zuddha tum| yaha mAtra eka zuddhatA hai, pratyakSIkaraNa kI spaSTatA, mAtra dRSTi jisameM tumhArI dRSTi meM kucha bhI nahIM hai, sArA AkAza rikt| yadi tuma kisI cIja ko dekho, to tumhAre bhItara koI zabda nahIM umdd'taa| tuma eka gulAba kA phUla dekhate ho : tumhAre bhItara itanA vicAra taka nahIM uThatA ki yaha eka khUbasUrata puSpa hai| tuma basa dekhate ho gulAba vahAM, tuma yahAM, aura tuma donoM ke madhya koI zabdIkaraNa nhiiN| usa mauna meM pahalI bAra tuma jAnate ki jAgarUka honA kyA hai, jAgati kI avasthA kyA hai, aura yaha jar3a ko kATa detA hai| aba aneka upAyoM se isakA prayAsa kro| eka upAya hai, jaba tuma krodhita ho jAo taba sajaga hone kA prayAsa kro| acAnaka tuma dekhoge ki yA to tuma krodhita ho sakate ho yA tuma sajaga ho sakate ho; tuma donoM eka sAtha nahIM ho sakate ho| jaba kAmavAsanA uThatI hai, sajaga hone kA prayAsa kro| acAnaka tuma dekhoge ki yA to tuma sajaga ho sakate ho yA tama kAmaka ho sakate ho, tuma eka sAtha donoM nahIM ho sakate ho| yaha tumako isa tathya ko dekhane meM madada karegA ki sajagatA prati-viSa hai, niyaMtraNa nhiiN| yadi tuma aura aura sajaga hote cale jAo to UrjA eka nitAMta bhinna AyAma meM gatizIla honA AraMbha kara detI hai| vahI UrjA jo krodha meM, lobha meM, kAmavAsanA meM jA rahI thI mukta ho jAtI hai, tumhAre bhItara prakAza ke eka staMbha kI bhAMti gatimAna hone lagatI hai| aura yaha jAgarUkatA mAnava vikAsa kI uccatama avasthA hai| jaba vyakti sajaga hotA hai to vaha paramAtmA bana jAtA hai| jaba taka tuma use upalabdha na kara lo, tumhArA jIvana eka vyarthatA rahatA hai| hama aise jIte haiM jaise ki hama naze meM hoN| maiM tumase eka kahAnI kahatA hUM : purAne maiksiko meM eka haMgAmedAra rAta ke bAda atyadhika zarAba pIkara hone vAle teja ' se pIr3ita paryaTaka jaba sokara uThA to usake mana meM pichalI rAta kI kucha dhuMdhalI sI yAda baca thii| usane dekhA ki usake bistara para eka bhaddI, kurUpa, jhurIMdAra aura daMtavihIna kI mahilA so hai| usa para ghRNA bharI dRSTi DAla kara ubakAI rokatA huA vaha snAnAgAra kI ora daur3A, jahAM cha bAhara nikalatI huI suMdara yuvA maiksikana lar3akI se ttkraayaa| kyoM, kyA pichalI rAta ko maiM naze meM thA. usane yuvatI se puuchaa| merA vicAra hai ki tumheM naze meM honA cAhie, uttara AyA, varanA tumane merI mAM ' zAdI na kara lI hotii|
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________________ aba taka tumane jo kucha bhI kiyA hai, eka dina acAnaka tuma dekhoge ki saba kucha galata ho cukA hai tumhArA jIvana aba taka jisase bhI prerita hotA rahA ho, cAhe jisake sAtha bhI tumhArA vivAha huA ho, aba taka tumhArI jo bhI icchA rahI ho, eka dina tuma jAgarUka ho jAoge aura dekhoge ki yaha sabhI jaoNna smitha eka mazahUra zarAbI thaa| eka zAma ko pIkara, vaha zahara ke kabristAna ke madhya se nikalane vAle choTe rAste dvArA rAta meM, ghara lauTa rahA thA ki eka patthara se TakarA kara vaha auMdhe muMha jamIna para gira pdd'aa| agalI subaha taka use hoza nahIM AyA, aura jaba subaha usakI Akha khulI to pahalI cIja jo usane dekhI vaha thA kaba kA ptthr| jaoNna smitha to eka Ama pracalita nAma hai, aura jisa kaba para vaha leTA huA thA vaha usI ke nAma vAle eka anya vyakti kI thii| jaise hI usakI nigAha meM ye zabda Ae, jaoNna smitha kI pavitra smRti meM, usane bar3abar3A kara apane Apa se kahA, acchA, ThIka, to yaha merI kaba hai, lekina mujhe apane aMtima saMskAra ke bAre meM eka jarA sI bAta taka yAda nahIM A rahI hai| jaba koI vyakti dhyAna karanA AraMbha karatA hai, to vaha aneka janmoM ke laMbe naze se bAhara A rahA hotA hai| pahalI bAra, vyakti vizvAsa taka nahIM kara pAtA ki aba taka vaha kisa bhAMti jItA rahA hai| yaha eka dukha svapna jaisA pratIta hotA hai-bhyaavh| isIlie loga sajaga hone kA prayAsa bhI nahIM karate, kyoMki jAgarUkatA kI pahalI jhalaka unake usa jIvana ko chinna-bhinna, vinaSTa karane jA rahI hai-jise ve abhI taka kisI artha se bharA huA socate the| unakA sArA jIvana arthahIna, mahatvahIna hone jA rahA hai| sajagatA kA bhaya yahI hai ki yaha tumhAre sAre jIvana ko galata siddha kara sakatI hai| yahI kAraNa hai ki behada himmatavara loga hI dhyAna karane kA, sajaga hone kA prayAsa karate haiN| varanA loga basa unhIM icchAoM aura unhIM svapnoM aura unhIM vicAroM ke ducakra meM ghUmate cale jAte haiM, aura ve bAra-bAra lauTa kara jIvana meM Ate haiM aura puna: mara jAte haiM-pAlane se kaba taka jarA thor3A sA socanA AraMbha karo, jo tuma aba taka karate rahe ho-kucha acetana icchAoM ko doharAte rahanA, kucha aisA doharAte jAnA jo tumheM kabhI AnaMda nahIM detA, jo tumako sadaiva hatAza karatA hai, usake bAre meM thor3A manana kro| phira bhI tuma aise jIte ho jaise ki tumheM sammohita kara diyA gayA ho| vAstava meM yoga yahI kahatA hai ki hama eka gahare sammohana meM jIte haiN| hamako kisI aura ne sammohita nahIM kiyA hai, hama apane svayaM ke manoM ke davArA sammohita kara lie gae haiM, kiMtu hama eka sammohana meM jIte haiN| maiMne sunA hai, eka zarAbI lar3akhaDAtA huA jaise hI apane ghara pahuMcA, usane apanI aisI dazA ko apanI patnI se chipAne ke lie apanA dimAga daudd'aayaa| aMtataH use eka bar3hiyA vicAra sUjha gayA, vaha jAegA aura eka pustaka uThA legaa|'aakhirkaar' usane socA 'kabhI kisI piyakkar3a ko kisI ne pustaka par3hate sunA hai?' apanI yojanA ko mUrtamAna karate hue vaha apane ghara meM calA gayA, sIdhA
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________________ zayanakakSa meM pahuMcA aura vahAM jAkara baiTha gyaa| eka minaTa bAda usakI patnI sIr3hiyoM se dhama- dhama karatI nIce utara kara AI aura dvAra se hI use ghUrane lgii| jo tuma isa samaya kara rahe ho usa bAre meM tumhArA kyA khayAla hai? usane puuchaa| zarAbI ne uttara diyA, basa par3ha rahA hUM priye| tuma nazebAja mUrkha, tuma phira se pIkara aMdhe ho gae, usakI patnI krodha se cillaaii| aba sUTakesa baMda karo aura palaMga para Akara letto| jo kucha bhI tuma apanI acetana avasthA meM kara rahe ho, cAhe vaha jo kucha bhI ho, maiM binA kisI zarta ke yaha kaha sakatA hUM ki yaha mUrkhatApUrNa hone jA rahA hai| kabhI-kabhI tumheM bhI aisA hI lagatA hai, kiMtu tuma bAra-bAra viSaya ko chor3a dete ho| tuma laMbe samaya taka isako smaraNa nahIM rakhate, kyoMki isase bhI khatarA ho sakatA hai| tuma eka strI ko prema karate ho, yadi tuma sajaga ho jAo to prema kho bhI sakatA hai, kyoMki tumhArA prema mAtra eka sammohana bhI ho sakatA hai jaisA ki yaha sAmAnyata: hotA hai| tuma mahatvAkAMkSI ho, tuma rASTrapati yA pradhAnamaMtrI ho pAne ke lie rAjadhAnI pahuMcane kA prayAsa kara rahe ho, aba tuma sajaga hone se bhayabhIta ho jAoge, kyoMki yadi tuma sajaga ho gae to sArI bAta mUr3hatApUrNa dikhAI par3egI, aura tumane isake lie apanA sArA jIvana dAMva para lagA diyA hai| abhI usI dina maiMne sIneTara (amarIkI sAMsada) hamphrI kI rotI huI tasvIra akhabAra meM dekhI, kyoMki ve apane sAre jIvana amarIkA kA rASTrapati banane kA prayAsa karate rahe the, aura yaha unakA aMtima avasara thA, aura aba koI saMbhAvanA dikhAI bhI nahIM pdd'tii| isalie apane prazaMsakoM ke sAmane khar3e hokara nhoMne ronA AraMbha kara diyaa| unakI AMkhoM meM AMsU A gae aura unhoMne kahA, aba maiM vRddha ho gayA hUM aura yaha merA AkhirI maukA mAlUma par3atA hai; aba maiM puna: rASTrapati pada ke lie kabhI khar3A nahIM ho paauuNgaa| eka choTe bacce kI bhAMti rote hue.. .tumhAre rAjanetA basa choTe bacce haiM, jo eka-dUsare ke sAtha khelate aura lar3ate rahate haiN| yadi tuma sajaga ho jAo to apane prayAsoM kI sArI mUDhatA tumheM acAnaka dikhAI par3a sakatI hai| tuma Thahara sakate ho aura tumhAre bhItara kahIM gahare meM yaha anubhava sadA hotA rahatA hai| tuma dhana ke pIche daur3a rahe ho... eka bAra aisA huA, eka bahuta dhanavAna vyakti mujhe sunane AyA karatA thaa| acAnaka usane AnA baMda kara diyaa| kaI mAha bAda usase subaha Tahalate samaya merI acAnaka bheMTa ho gii| maiMne usase pUchA, kahAM raha gae the Apa? Apa acAnaka gAyaba ho gae? usane kahA, aisA acAnaka nahIM huA, lekina dhIre-dhIre maiM bhayabhIta ho gyaa| maiM Apako sunane AUMgA, lekina abhI vaha samaya nahIM hai| maiM yuvA hUM aura Apako sunate hue maiM dhIre-dhIre aura-aura kama mahatvAkAMkSI hone lagA, abhI yaha khataranAka hogaa| pahale mujhe apanI mahatvAkAMkSAoM ko pUrA karanA hai| apane bAda ke varSoM meM jaba maiM vRddha ho cukA hoUMgA, taba maiM
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________________ dhyAna karUMgA, lekina abhI mere lie yaha dhyAna karane kA samaya nahIM hai| pahale maiM Apake pAsa kautuhalavaza A gayA thA, lekina dhIre-dhIre maiM isameM phaMsane lgaa| maiMne svayaM ko rokaa| rukanA kaThina thA, lekina maiM bhI dRr3ha icchA zakti vAlA vyakti haiN| tuma sajaga nahIM ho sakate kyoMki tumane apanI mUrkhatA meM, apane ajJAna meM, apanI mUrchA meM bahuta yogadAna diyA huA hai| isa nidrA meM, isa suptAvasthA meM tumane apanA jIvana aura aneka cIjeM arpita kara rakhI haiN| aba sajagatA kI pahalI kiraNa AI aura tuma anubhava karoge ki tumhArA sArA jIvana eka vyarthatA rahA hai| phira bhI tuma sAhasI nahIM ho| isIlie loga prabhAvoM ko badalate cale jAte haiM, kyoMki phira vahAM koI khatarA nahIM hai| aura ve jar3a ko kabhI sparza nahIM krte| eka bAra aisA huA, maiM mullA nasaruddIna ke sAtha yAtrA kara rahA thaa| acAnaka use patA lagA ki usakA TikaTa kho gayA hai| usane apanI sArI jeboM meM-koTa kI, zarTa kI, peMTa kI, sabhI meM dekhA-lekina maiM usako dekha rahA thA, vaha apanI eka jeba meM nahIM dekha rahA thaa| isalie maiMne usase kahA : tuma pratyeka jeba meM dekha rahe hoM-sUTakesa meM, baiga meM aura sAre sAmAna meM, lekina tuma isa jeba meM kyoM nahIM dekhate? usane kahA : maiM DarA huA hUM yadi TikaTa vahAM nahIM huA to maiM mara jaauuNgaa| maiM isako isIlie chor3a rahA hUM tAki AzA baMdhI rahe ki yadi TikaTa kahIM aura nahIM hai to kama se kama yaha jeba to bacI huI hai, ho sakatA hai ki TikaTa vahAM ho? yadi maiM isameM dekha lUM aura yaha vahAM na huA to maiM murdA hokara gira jaauuNgaa| tuma jAnate ho ki dekhanA kahAM hai lekina phira bhI tuma bhayabhIta ho| taba tuma ise anya sthAnoM para, basa ulajhe rahane ke lie dekhate rahate ho:| tuma dhana meM, zakti meM, pratiSThA meM, isameM aura usameM dekhate cale jAte ho, kiMtu kabhI bhItara, kabhI apane AMtarika astitva meM nahIM dekhate ho| tuma bhayabhIta ho, aisA lagatA hai ki yadi tuma vahAM dekho aura kucha na milA to tuma murdA hokara gira pdd'oge| lekina ve loga jinhoMne vahAM dekhA hai sadaiva pAyA hai| eka bhI apavAda abhI taka nahIM huA hai ki vaha jo bhItara gayA hai usako khajAnA nahIM milA ho| yaha sarvAdhika sArvabhauma tathyoM meM se eka hai| vaijJAnika tathya taka itane sArvabhaumika nahIM hote; yaha tathya binA apavAda kA hai| jaba kahIM, aura jahAM kahIM kisI deza meM, kisI zatAbdI meM kisI strI yA kisI puruSa ne apane bhItara jhAMka kara dekhA hai, unako khajAnA mila gayA hai| kiMtu vyakti ko bhItara dekhanA par3atA hai, aura isake lie bahuta sAhasa kI AvazyakatA hai| tumane apane se bAhara apanA saMsAra vyavasthita kara liyA hai| tumhArA prema, tumhArI zakti, tumhArA dhana, tumhArA yaza, tumhArA nAma, sabhI kucha tumase bAhara haiN| vaha vyakti jo bhItara jAnA cAhatA hai usako ina cIjoM ko chor3anA par3egA, apanI AMkhoM ko baMda karanA par3egA, aura vyakti aMta taka ina sabhI se cipakatA hai| jIvana tumheM hatAza karatA calA jAtA hai, yaha eka AzISa hai| jIvana tumako bAra-bAra hatAza karatA calA jAtA hai; jIvana kaha rahA hai, bhItara jaao| sabhI hatAzAeM basa saMketa haiM ki tuma galata dizA meM
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________________ dekha rahe ho| paritRpti kevala ThIka dizA se hI saMbhava hai| jIvana tumheM hatAza karatA hai kyoMki jIvana eka parama AzISa hai| yadi tuma bAhara se saMtuSTa ho gae to tuma sadA ke lie bhaTaka jAoge; phira tuma kabhI bhItara nahIM dekhoge| kiMtu ina sabhI hatAzAo ke bAvajUda tuma AzA lagAe cale jAte ho| maiMne eka vyakti ke bAre meM sunA hai, tumane apanI pichalI naukarI kyoM chor3a dI? mere bIsa ne kahA ki maiM naukarI se nikAla diyA gayA hUM lekina maiMne isa bAta para koI dhyAna nahIM diyaa| ve to aisA sadA kahate rahate the| isalie agale dina maiM Aphisa calA gayA aura dekhA ki merA sArA sAmAna Aphisa se haTA diyA gyaa| phira maiM agale dina gayA, to merI nAma paTTikA daravAje se haTa cukI thI, aura agale dina maiMne apanI kursI para kisI aura ko baiThe dekhaa| yaha bahuta adhika hai! maineM apane Apa se kahA, isalie maiMne tyAgapatra de diyaa| kiMtu tumhAre lie yaha bhI bahuta adhika nahIM hai| pratyeka dina tumako inakAra kiyA jAtA hai, pratyeka dina tumako nikAlA jAtA hai, hara dina; hara pala tuma hatAza hote ho| jo bhI vyavasthAeM tuma banAte ho hara kSaNa naSTa kara dI jAtI haiM, tumhArA uddezya cAhe jo bhI ho, raha ho jAtA hai| tumhArI sabhI AzAeM basa nirAzAe siddha hotI haiM, tumhAre sabhI svapna miTTI ho jAte haiM aura muMha meM bahuta kaDuvA svAda chor3a jAte haiN| tumako lagAtAra mitalI anubhava hotI hai, kiMtu phira bhI tuma cipakate cale jAte ho, zAyada kisI dina, kahIM se ho sakatA ki tumhAre svapna pUre ho jaaeN| tuma apane prakSepaNoM ke kAlpanika saMsAra meM isI bhAMti jhUlate rahate ho| jaba taka ki tuma sajaga na ho jAo aura apanI AzAoM kI nirAzAoM ko na dekho, jaba taka tuma sabhI AzAoM ko na chor3a do, tuma bhItara nahIM muDoge, aura tuma kAraNa ko naSTa kara pAne meM sakSama nahIM ho paaoge| 'atIta aura bhaviSya kA astitva vartamAna meM hai, kiMtu vartamAna meM unakI anubhUti nahIM ho pAtI hai, kyoMki ve vibhinna taloM para hote haiN|' yoga kA vizvAsa zAzvatatA meM hai, samaya meM nhiiN| yoga kahatA hai : sabhI sadA haiM-atIta aba bhA ha vartamAna meM chipA hai aura bhaviSya bhI yahIM hai vartamAna meM chipA huA, kyoMki atIta basa miTa nahIM sakatA aura bhaviSya nA-kucha pana se basa prakaTa nahIM ho sktaa| bhUta, vartamAna, bhaviSya, tInoM abhI aura yahIM haiN| hamAre lie ve vibhAjita haiM, kyoMki hama samagratA ko nahIM dekha sakate haiN| yathArtha ko dekhane ke lie hamArI jJAneMdriyoM, hamArI AMkhoM kI kSamatAeM bahuta sImita haiN| hama vibhAjita karate haiN| yadi hamArI cetanA zuddha hai aura isameM koI bhI bAdala nahIM hai, taba hama zAzvatatA ko jaisI yaha hai vaisI hI dekha leNge| vahAM koI atIta nahIM hogA aura vahAM koI bhaviSya nahIM hogaa| vahAM kevala yahI kSaNa hogA zAzvata rUpa se yahI kssnn| eka mahAna jhena sadaguru bokojU mara rahA thA, aura usake ziSya ekatrita ho ge| mukhya ziSya ne pUchA, pyAre sadaguru Apa hameM chor3a kara jA rahe haiM, jaba Apa vidA ho cukeMge to loga hamase pUchege ki ApakA
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________________ saMdeza kyA thaa| yadyapi Apa hameM sadaiva aura hamezA sikhAte rahe haiM, Apane aneka bAteM sikhAI haiM aura hama ajJAnI loga haiM, hama logoM ke lie Apake saMdeza ko saMkSipta kara pAnA kaThina hogA, isalie kRpayA, isake pUrva ki Apa vidA hoM, apanI dezanA kA parama sAra basa eka vAkya meM kaha deN| bokojU ne apanI AMkheM kholI aura jora se kahA : 'yahI hai yaha!' apanI AMkheM baMda kI aura mara gyaa| aba usake bAda zatAbdiyoM se loga yahI pUchate rahe haiM kI usakA abhiprAya kyA thA, yahI hai yaha? usane sabhI kucha kaha diyA thaa| yahI.. .hai......yaha... usane sArA saMdeza de diyA thA, yahI kSaNa hI saba kucha hai| yahI kSaNa sArA atIta, sArA vartamAna, sArA bhaviSya, isI kSaNa meM samAhita hai| kiMtu tuma isako isakI saMpUrNatA meM nahIM dekha sakate, kyoMki tumhArA mana, vicAroM, svapnoM, nidrA se, itanA dhUmila, itanA meghAcchAdita hai, itane adhika sammohana, icchAeM uddezya haiM ki tuma nahIM dekha paate| tuma saMpUrNa nahIM ho, tumhArI dRSTi saMpUrNa nahIM hai| eka bAra dRSTi saMpUrNa ho jAe, pataMjali kahate haiM, 'to atIta aura bhaviSya kA astitva vartamAna meM hai, kiMtu vartamAna meM unakI anubhUti nahIM ho pAtI hai, kyoMki ve vibhinna taloM para hote haiN|' atIta eka bhinna tala para calA gayA hai| yaha tumhArA avacetana bana gayA hai aura tuma apane avacetana meM nahIM jA sakate, isalie tuma apane atIta ko nahIM jAna skte| bhaviSya kA astitva eka alaga tala para hai, isakA astitva tumhAre parAcetana meM hai| kiMtu kyoMki tuma apane parAcetana meM nahIM jA sakate ho isalie tuma apanA bhaviSya nahIM jAna skte| tuma apanI choTI sI, bahuta Azika cetanA meM baMda ho| tuma eka himazaila ke agrabhAga kI bhAMti ho, gaharAI meM bahuta kucha chipA hai, tumhAre ThIka nIce, aura tumhAre ThIka Upara bahuta kucha chipA hai| ThIka nIce aura Upara aura sArI vAstavikatA tumhAre cAroM ora hai, lekina tuma eka bahuta choTI sI cetanA se Asakta ho| isa cetanA ko virATatara aura vizAlatara bnaao| dhyAna yahI saba kucha to hai-tumhArI cetanA ko kisa bhAMti virATatara banAyA jAe, tumhArI cetanA ko kisa prakAra asIma banAyA jaae| tuma utanI hI vAstavikatA ko jAna pAne meM samartha ho pAoge, usI anupAta meM tuma vAstavikatA ko jAna loge jaisI cetanA tumhAre pAsa hai| yadi tumhAre pAsa anaMta cetanA hai, to tuma asIma ko jAna loge| yadi tumhAre pAsa kSaNika cetanA hai, to tuma kSaNa ko jaanoge| pratyeka bAta tumhArI cetanA para nirbhara hai| 've vyakta hoM yA avyakta, atIta, vartamAna aura bhaviSya sata, raja aura tama guNoM kI prakRti haiN|' pahale bhI hama tIna guNoM-satva arthAta sthAyitva, rajasa arthAta sakriyatA, aura tamasa arthAta jar3atva kI carcA kara cuke haiN| aba pataMjali atIta, vartamAna aura bhaviSya ko ina tIna guNoM se jor3a rahe haiN| pataMjali ke lie jIvana aura astitva kI hareka bAta kisI bhI prakAra se ina tIna guNoM se, ina tIna guNadharmoM se saMyukta hai| pataMjali kI trimUrti yahI hai, pratyeka cIja meM tIna cIjeM nihita haiN| sthAyitva;
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________________ atIta eka sthAyitva hai| yahI kAraNa hai ki tuma apane atIta ko badala nahIM sakate, yaha karIba-karIba sthAyI bana cukA hai| aba tuma isako parivartita nahIM kara skte| isako badalane kA koI upAya nahIM hai| yaha sthAyI ho cukA hai| vartamAna sakriyatA hai, rjs| vartamAna eka satata prakriyA, gatizIlatA hai| vartamAna sakriyatA hai aura bhaviSya jar3a hai| abhI bhI yaha bIja meM hai, gaharI nidrA meN| bIja meM vRkSa soyA huA hai, jar3atva meM hai| bhaviSya eka saMbhAvanA hai, atIta eka vAstavikatA hai, aura vartamAna vAstavikatA kI saMbhAvanA kI ora gatizIlatA hai| atIta vaha hai jo ho cukA hai, bhaviSya vaha hai jo hone jA rahA hai, aura vartamAna donoM ke madhya yAtrA-patha hai| vartamAna bhaviSya ke atIta bana jAne kA, bIja ke vRkSa bana jAne kA rAstA hai| kisI vastu kA sAra-tatva, inhIM tIna guNoM ke anupAtoM ke anUThepana meM nihita hotA hai|' aba bhautikavidoM kA kahanA hai ki ilekTraoNna, nyUTraoNna aura proTIna mUla tatva haiM, aura pratyeka vastu inhIM se banI hai| pratyeka vastu inhIM tIna dhanAtmaka, udAsIna aura RNAtmaka kaNoM se banI hai| satva, rajasa aura tamasa kA ThIka yahI abhiprAya hai. dhanAtmaka, udAsIna aura RNAtmaka aura pratyeka vastu inhIM tIna se banI hai| basa anapAtoM meM bheda hai, anyathA ye hI ve mUlabhUta tatva haiM jina se mila kara sArA saMsAra banA hai| 'bhinna-bhinna manoM ke dvArA eka hI vastu vibhinna DhaMgoM se dekhI jAtI hai'.. .kiMtu bhinna prakAra kA mana eka hI vastu ko bhinna DhaMga se dekhatA hai| udAharaNa ke lie bagIce meM eka lakar3ahArA AtA hai-vaha puSpoM ko nahIM dekhegA, vaha hariyAlI kI ora nahIM dekhegA, vaha lakar3I kI ora-aura isa lakaDI se kyA bana sakatA hai, isakI saMbhAvanA kI ora-kauna sA vRkSa saMdara meja bana sakatA hai, kauna sA vRkSa dvAra bana sakatA hai-basa yahI dekha rahA hogaa| usake lie vRkSoM kA astitva pharnIcara banAne kI sAmagrI ke rUpa meM hai| saMbhAvita pharnIcara, yahI hai jise vaha dekhegaa| aura yadi koI citrakAra vahAM AtA hai, to vaha pharnIcara ke bAre meM jarA bhI nahIM socegaa| eka kSaNa ke lie bhI pharnIcara usakI cetanA meM nahIM aaegaa| vaha citra ke bAre meM, ina raMgoM ko kainavAsa para lAne ke bAre meM, vicAra kregaa| yadi koI kavi AtA hai, to vaha citrakArI ke bAre meM nahIM socegA, vaha kucha aura socegaa| eka darzanazAstrI AtA hai, to aura vaha kisI anya ke bAre meM socegaa| yaha mana para nirbhara karatA hai| vastu sadaiva mana ke mAdhyama se dekhI jAtI hai. mana ise raMga pradAna karatA maiM tumase kucha kahAniyAM kahatA hUM :
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________________ eka AvAsa AdamI kisI bhadra puruSa se milane gyaa| maiM tumase eka prazna pUchanA cAhatA hUM usa vyakti ne puuchaa| kyA tuma zarAba pIte ho? isake pahale ki maiM uttara dUM AvArA ne kahA, maiM jAnanA cAhatA hUM ki yaha pUchatAcha hai yA nimNtrnn| yaha nirbhara karatA hai.......uttara prazna para nirbhara kregaa| vaha AvArA AdamI Azvasta honA cAha rahA hai ki yaha nimaMtraNa hai yA puuchtaach| usakI hAM aura na isa para nirbhara karegI ki yaha prazna kyA hai| jaba tuma kisI khAsa vastu ko dekhate ho to tuma usako vaisA nahIM dekhate jaisI ki vaha hai|. imainuala kAMTa ne likhA hai ki kisI vastu ko jaisI ki vaha hai usa rUpa meM nahIM jAnA jA sakatA, aura eka prakAra se vaha sahI hai| vaha ThIka kahatA hai, kyoMki jaba kabhI bhI tuma kisI vastu ko jAnate ho, tumhArA mana, tumhArA pUrvAgraha, tumhArA lobha, tumhArI avadhAraNA, tumhArI saMskRti ye sabhI usa vastu ko dekha rahe haiN| kiMtu imainuala kAMTa AtyaMtika rUpa se satya nahIM hai kyoMki vastu ko mana ke binA bhI dekhane kA eka upAya hai| lekina usako dhyAna ke bAre meM jarA bhI patA nahIM thaa| pAzcAtya darzanazAstra aura bhAratIya darzana ke madhya yaha aMtara hai| pAzcAtya darzanazAstra mana ke dvArA vicAra kie calA jAtA hai aura pUrva kA kula prayAsa yahI hai ki mana ko kisa bhAMti girA diyA jAe aura taba vastuoM ko dekhA jAe, kyoMki taba vastueM apane svayaM ke Aloka meM, apane AMtarika guNoM ke sAtha prakaTa ho jAtI haiN| taba tuma una para kucha bhI Aropita nahIM karate ho| vaha pUre nagara kA sarvAdhika AlasI vyakti thaa| durbhAgyavaza usake sAtha eka burI durghaTanA ho gaI, vaha apane ghara meM hI sophe se nIce gira pdd'aa| eka cikitsaka ne usakI jAMca kI aura kahA, mujhe bhaya hai ki mere pAsa Apake lie eka burI khabara hai, mhody| aba Apa puna: kabhI apane hAthoM se koI kAma nahIM kara paaeNge| dhanyavAda, DAkTara sAhaba, usa AlasI ne kahA, aba batAeM ki burI khabara kyA hai? skegaa| usake lie yaha acchI khabara hai, yaha tumhArI vyAkhyA para nirbhara karatA hai| aura sadaiva smaraNa rakho ki sArI vyAkhyA bhrAmaka hai, kyoMki yaha vAstavikatA kA mithyAkaraNa kara detI hai| manocikitsaka ke koca para leTA huA vyakti mAnasika tanAva kI avasthA meM thaa| mujhe yaha bhayAnaka dukha svapna bAra-bAra AtA rahatA hai, usane manocikitsaka se khaa| isa svapna meM maiM apanI sAsa ko eka narabhakSI ghar3iyAla ko paTTe se bAMdhe hue apanA pIchA karate hue dekhatA huuN| yaha vAstava meM bhayAvaha hai| mujhe usakI pIlI AMkheM, sUkhI sinnedAra khAla, pIle sar3ate hue aura ustare se teja dAMta dikhAI par3ate haiM, aura usakI gaMdI, bhArI zvAsa kI bU AtI hai| yaha kisa kadara gaMdA lagatA hai, manocikitsaka ne sahAnabhUtipUrvaka khaa|
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________________ yaha to kucha bhI nahIM hai DAkTara sAhaba, usa AdamI ne apanI bAta jArI rakhate hue kahA, jaba taka maiM usa narabhakSI ke bAre meM Apako pUrI bAta na batA dUM jarA rukie phira apanI rAya diijiegaa| tumhArA mana lagAtAra kucha na kucha Aropita karatA calA jAtA hai| vAstavikatA eka parde kI bhAMti kArya karatI hai aura tuma calacitra prakSepaka kI bhAMti kArya karate rahate ho| vaha vyakti jo sIkha rahA hai ki sajaga kisa prakAra | jAe, sIkha legA ki apane prakSepaNoM ko kisa bhAMti girA diyA jAe aura tathyoM ko usI prakAra se dekhA jAe jaise ki ve haiN| apane mana ko bIca meM mata lAo, anyathA tuma kabhI bhI saccAI ko jAna pAne meM samartha nahIM ho paaoge| tuma apanI vyAkhyAoM ke ghere meM baMda rhoge| 'bhinna-bhinna manoM ke dvArA eka hI vastu vibhinna DhaMgoM se dekhI jAtI hai|' 'vastu eka mana para hI nirbhara-nahIM hai|' lekina phira bhI pataMjali ve hI bAteM nahIM kaha rahe haiM jo bizapa barkale ne kahI haiN| barkale kA kahanA hai ki vastuoM kA jJAna pUrI taraha se mana para nirbhara hai| usakA kahanA hai ki jaba Apa kamare se bA cale jAte haiM to kamare ke bhItara kI pratyeka vastu tirohita ho jAtI hai| yadi unako dekhane vAlA koI na ho to vastuoM kA astitva kaise saMbhava hai? aura eka prakAra se usakI bAta kATa pAnA kaThina hai, kyoMki vaha kahatA hai, jaba Apa kamare meM puna: vApasa lauTate haiM to vastueM prakaTa ho jAtI haiM, jaba Apa bAhara nikala jAte haiM ve lupta ho jAtI haiM; kyoMki unako artha pradAna karane ke lie eka mana kI AvazyakatA hotI hai| barkale kaha rahA hai ki vastueM aura kucha nahIM varana vyAkhyAeM haiN| isalie jaba tuma bAhara jAte ho to niHsaMdeha tumhArI vyAkhyAeM tumhAre sAtha calI jAtI haiM aura kamare meM kucha bhI zeSa nahIM rhtaa| yaha siddha karanA bahuta kaThina hai ki vaha galata hai, kyoMki yadi tuma siddha karane ke lie kamare meM lauTa kara Ate ho to tuma vApasa lauTa Ae ho, isalie vastueM prakaTa ho gaI haiN| lekina logoM ne prayAsa kie haiN| eka vyakti ne kucha aisI vastueM khojane kA prayAsa kiyA hai jinako mAnane ke lie bizapa barkale ko bhI bAdhya honA pdd'egaa| tuma eka relagAr3I meM baiThe hae ho aura relagAr3I cala rahI hai aura tuma isake pahiyoM ko nahIM dekha rahe ho, lekina phira bhI ve haiM, kyoMki relagAr3I cala rahI hai| pahiyoM ko koI bhI nahIM dekha rahA hai, kiMtu tuma unake hone se inakAra nahIM kara sakate, varanA tama eka sTezana se dasare taka nahIM phNcoge| aura sAre yAtrI relagAr3I ke bhItara haiM lekina pahiyoM ko koI bhI nahIM dekha rahA hai, kiMtu pahie haiN| niHsaMdeha vaha bhI vastuoM ke bAre ciMtita thA kyoMki yadi sabhI vastueM kho jAeM taba ve puna: vApasa kisa prakAra se AeMgI? aMtataH usane yaha taya kiyA ki unakA astitva Izvara ke mana meM hai, isalie bhale hI tuma vahA nahIM ho phira bhI Izvara tumhAre pharnIcara ko dekha rahA hai| yahI kAraNa hai ki vaha banA rahatA hai; anyathA to yaha kho jaaegaa|
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________________ eka DhaMga se barkale kA darzanazAstra bahuta tarkayukta hai| usakA bharosA mana meM hai aura vaha padArtha meM vizvAsa nahIM karatA hai| vaha kahatA hai ki padArtha kA astitva usI prakAra se hai jaisA ki tumhAre svapnoM meM hotA hai| tuma apane svapna meM eka mahala dekhate ho, vahAM yaha utanA hI asalI hotA hai jaisI ki koI bhI anya vastu jo tumane dekha rakhI hai| phira subaha hone para jaba tuma apanI AMkheM kholate ho to yaha calA jAtA hai| kiMtu jaba tuma puna: svapna dekhate ho to puna: yaha vahAM hotA hai| vaha eka pUrNa mAyAvAdI, bhrama meM pUrA vizvAsa karane vAlA hai, ki yaha saMsAra bhrama hai| lekina pataMjali bahuta vaijJAnika DhaMga ke vyakti haiN| ve kahate haiM ki kisI vastu kA astitva meM honA tumhArI vyAkhyA nahIM hai, yadyapi tuma usa vastu ke bAre meM jo kucha bhI socate ho vaha tumhArI vyAkhyA hai| vastu kA apane Apa meM hI astitva hai| jaba bagIce meM koI bhI nahIM AtA hai-bar3haI, lakar3ahArA, citrakAra, kavi, darzanazAstrI; koI bhI bagIce meM nahIM AtA hai phira bhI puSpa khilate haiM, kiMtu binA kisI vyAkhyA ke| koI kahatA nahIM ki ve suMdara haiM-isalie ve suMdara nahIM haiM, ve kurUpa nahIM haiN| koI nahIM kahatA ki ve lAla haiM yA sapheda-isalie lAla yA sapheda nahIM haiM, kiMtu phira bhI ve haiN| vastuoM kA astitva unhIM meM hai, kiMtu hama vastuoM ko yarthAthata: kevala tabhI jAna sakate haiM jaba hamane apane manoM ko girA diyA ho| anyathA hamAre mana chala karate cale jAte haiN| hama una vastuoM ko dekhate rahate haiM jinheM hama cAhate haiN| hama kevala vahI dekhate haiM jo hama dekhanA cAhate haiN| yaha yahAM pratidina huA karatA hai| maiM tumase bolatA hUM tuma vahI sunate ho jo tuma sunanA cAhate ho| tuma use cuna lete ho jo tumhArI sahAyatA karatA hai| isase tumhArA apanA mana sabala ho jAtA hai| yadi maiM kucha aisA kahatA hUM jo tumhAre viruddha jAtA hai, to isa bAta kI pUrI saMbhAvanA hai ki tuma usako nahIM sunoge| yA yadi tuma isako suna bhI lo to tuma isakI isa DhaMga se vyAkhyA kara loge ki yaha tumhAre mana meM koI becainI utpanna na kare, ki yaha AtmasAta ho jAe, ki tuma isako apane mana kA eka hissA bagalo, jo kucha bhI tuma sunate ho use tumhArI vyAkhyA bana jAnA par3atA hai, kyoMki tuma mana ke mAdhyama se sunate ho| pataMjali kahate haiM. samyaka zravaNa kA abhiprAya hai mana ke binA sunA jAnA; samyaka darzana kA abhiprAya hai mana ke binA dekhA jAnA-basa tuma sajaga ho| 'vastu kA jJAna yA ajJAna isa para nirbhara hotA hai ki mana usake raMga meM raMgA hai yA nhiiN|' aba eka aura bAta, jaba tuma kisI vastu ko dekhate ho to tumhArA mana usa vastu ko raMga detA hai aura vaha vastu tumhAre mana ko raMga detI hai| isI prakAra se vastueM zAMta yA azAMta hotI haiN| jaba tuma eka phUla para dRSTipAta karate ho, to tuma kahate ho, suNdr| tumane phUla para kucha Aropita kara diyA hai| phUla bhI apane Apa ko tumhAre mana meM prakSepita kara rahA hai, usakA raMga usakA ruup| tumhArA mana phUla ke raMga aura rUpa ke sAtha laya meM A jAtA hai; tumhArA mana phUla ke dvArA raMga diyA jAtA hai| kisI vastu
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________________ ko jAnane kA yahI eka mAtra upAya hai| yadi tuma phUla ke dvArA nahIM raMge gae hote to phUla vahAM hotA lekina tumane usako nahIM jAnA hotaa| kyA kabhI tumane gaura kiyA hai? -tuma bAjAra meM ho aura koI kahatA hai, tumhAre ghara meM Aga laga gaI hai| tuma daur3anA AraMbha kara dete ho, tumhAre pAsa se hokara aneka loga gujarate haiN| koI vyakti kahatA hai, are, Apa kahAM daur3e jA rahe haiM? kiMtu tuma nahIM sunte| kisI aura dina, kisI aura samaya para tumane suna liyA hotA, kiMtu isa samaya tumhAre ghara meM Aga lagI huI hai, tumhArA mana pUrI taraha se tumhAre ghara kI ora lagA huA hai, isa vakta tumhArA avadhAna yahAM nahIM hai| tuma yahAM ghaTane vAlI ghaTanAoM se abhiraMjita nahIM ho rahe ho| tuma eka suMdara phUla ke nikaTa se hokara gujarate ho lekina isa samaya tuma nahIM kahoge suMdara, tuma to yaha pahacAna bhI na sakoge ki vahAM koI phUla bhI hai-asNbhv| maiMne eka vyakti, eka bahuta bar3e darzanazAstrI ke bAre meM sunA hai, unakA nAma Izvara caMdra vidyAsAgara thaa| unakI sevAoM, unakI vidvattA, unake jJAna ke lie bhArata kA garvanara janarala unako eka puraskAra dene jA rahA thaa| ve kalakatA meM rahane vAle eka nirdhana baMgAlI the, aura unake vastra aise nahIM the ki ve una vastroM ko pahana kara usa samaya jAeM jaba vaha puraskAra unako diyA jA rahA ho| isalie unake mitra unake pAsa Ae aura unhoMne kahA, Apa ciMtA na kareM, hama logoM ne Apake lie suMdara vastroM kI vyavasthA kara dI hai| lekina ve vidayAsAgara bole, maiMne kabhI ina vastroM se adhika kImatI vastra nahIM phne| basa eka puraskAra lene ke lie kyA maiM apane jIvana kA sArA DhaMga badala lUM? kiMtu mitroM ne unako samajhA liyA aura ve taiyAra ho ge| usI zAma jaba ve bAjAra se ghara lauTa rahe the, basa eka muslima sajjana ke pIche calate hue A rahe the, jo bahuta zAnadAra DhaMga se cala rahe the-bahuta dhIre, prasAdapUrNa DhaMga se-eka bahuta suMdara vyakti the ve, aura tabhI eka naukara una muslima sajjana ke pAsa bhAgatA huA AyA aura bolA, hujUra, Apake ghara meM Aga laga gaI hai, lekina una muslima sajjana ne usI prakAra calanA jArI rkhaa| naukara ne kahA. Apane merI bAta suna lI yA nahIM? Apake ghara meM Aga laga gaI hai, hara cIja jala rahI hai! una muslima sajjana ne kahA : maiMne tumhArI bAta suna lI hai, lekina basa, kyoMki ghara meM Aga laga gaI hai isalie maiM apane calane kA DhaMga nahIM badala sktaa| aura yadi maiM daur3a paDUM to bhI makAna ko maiM nahIM bacA sakatA, isalie cAla badalane se bhI kyA ho jAegA? IzvaracaMdra ne naukara aura mAlika ke madhya hone vAlA yaha vArtAlApa suna liyaa| unako apanI AMkhoM para bharosA na haA, ve apane kAnoM para vizvAsa na kara sake ki ye sajjana kyA kaha rahe haiM? aura phira unako smaraNa ho AyA, maiM to basa apane vastra badalane hI vAlA thA, mAtra eka puraskAra prApta karane kI khAtira, maiM to udhAra mAMge hue vastra pahana kara jAne vAlA thA? unhone yaha vicAra tyAga diyaa| agale dina ve apane unhIM sAmAnya vastroM meM pahuMca ge| garvanara janarala ne pUchA, mitroM ne pUchA, taba unhoMne yaha kahAnI sunA dii|
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________________ aba ina musalamAna sajjana meM eka vizeSa sajagatA hai, eka aisI viziSTa sajagatA jisako kisI cIja ke dvArA dhuMdhalA nahIM kiyA jA sakatA, eka khAsa kisma kI jAgRti jisako AsAnI se vicalita nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| sAmAnyata: pratyeka vastu tumhAre mana ko raMga detI hai aura tuma pratyeka vastu ko raMga dete ho| jaba yaha raMgA jAnA ruka jAtA hai, yaha ubhayapakSIya raMganA ruka jAtA hai, tabhI vastueM apane sacce astitva meM prakaTa honA AraMbha kara detI haiN| taba tuma vAstavikatA ko usI prakAra se dekha lete ho jaisI ki vaha hai| taba tuma jAna jAte ho. yahI hai yh| taba tuma usako jAna lete ho jo hai| ye sUtra mAtra saMketa dete haiM ki jaba taka a-mana kI avasthA upalabdha nahIM kara lI jAtI ajJAna ko vinaSTa nahIM jA sakatA hai| jAgarUkatA ajJAna ke virodha meM hai, jAnakArI ajJAna ke virodha meM nahIM hai| isalie tote mata bana jAo, mAtra yAdadAzta para hI bharosA mata rkho| sUcanAoM se mana ko mata bharo, dekhane kA prayAsa kro| vastuoM ko jaisI ve haiM vaisI hI dekhane kA prayAsa kro| vedoM, upaniSadoM, kurAna, bAibila se sahAyatA nahIM mila sktii| tuma mahAna jJAnavAna, vidvAna bana sakate ho, kiMtu kahIM gahare meM tuma basa mUrkha hI bane rhoge| aura jaba ajJAna kI sajAvaTa jAnakArI se ho jAtI hai to vyakti isase Asakta ho jAtA hai| vyakti isako naSTa karanA nahIM caahtaa| vAstava meM ahaMkAra ko atyadhika prasannatA anubhava hotI hai| tumheM cunAva karanA pdd'egaa| yadi tuma ahaMkAra ko cunate ho, to tuma ajJAnI bane rhoge| yadi tuma sajagatA cAhate ho, to tumheM ahaMkAra kI una cAlabAjiyoM ke prati jAgarUka honA par3egA jo vaha tumhAre sAtha khelatA hai| subaha, manana karo ki tuma kyA jAnate ho aura tuma kyA nahIM jAnate, aura saralatA se saMtuSTa mata ho jaao| tuma kyA jAnate ho aura kyA nahIM jAnate, isameM jitanA ho sake utanI gaharAI taka utara jaao| yadi tuma yaha nirNaya kara sako ki yaha tuma jAnate ho aura yaha nahIM jAnate ho, to tumane eka bar3A kadama uThA liyA hai| aura yaha kadama, yaha sarvAdhika mahatvapUrNa kadama hai jo eka vyakti kabhI bhI uThA sakatA hai, kyoMki tabhI tIrthayAtrA, satyatA kI ora kI tIrthayAtrA kA AraMbha hotA hai| yadi tuma yaha vizvAsa karate cale jAo ki tuma aneka bAtoM ko jAnate ho aura tuma unheM nahIM jAnate, taba tuma svayaM ko dhokhA de rahe ho, tuma apanI jAnakArI se saNohita rhoge| tuma apanA sArA jIvana naze meM barabAda kara doge| sAmAnyata: loga basa aise jIte haiM jaise ki ve gaharI nidrA meM hoM, apanI nidrA meM cala rahe hoM, apanI nidrA meM sAre kArya kara rahe hoM, somanaimabalisTa, nidrAcArI hoN| gurajiepha AspeMskI aura apane tIsa ziSyoM ko eka bahuta dUrastha sthAna para le gyaa| aura usane apane tIsoM ziSyoM se tIna mAha taka pUrNata: mauna rahane ko kahA, usane unase itanA mauna ho jAne ko kahA ki ve netroM yA mukha-mudrAoM dvArA bhI saMvAda na kreN| aura tIsa logoM ko eka choTe se baMgale meM isa bhAMti rahanA thA jaise ki vahAM tIsa loga nahIM the, balki pratyeka vyakti akelA hI raha rahA thaa| kucha dinoM bAda kucha loga chor3a kara bhAga gae, kyoMki yaha niyama bahuta adhika kaThora thA, asaMbhava thA
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________________ isa bhAMti raha paanaa| aura gurajiepha atyadhika kaThoratA se kAma liyA karatA thaa| yadi vaha kisI ko kisI anya vyakti kI ora muskurAte hue dekha letA to use turaMta nikAla detA, kyoMki usane saMvAda kara liyA thA, mauna tor3a diyA gayA thaa| usane kahA thA. isa makAna meM isa bhAMti raho jaise ki tuma akele ho| yahAM para unatIsa anya vyakti haiM, kiMtu tumhArA unase koI sarokAra nahIM hai-jaise ki ve nahIM haiN| jaba tIna mAha kA samaya purA haA, to mAtra tIna vyakti bace; sattAisa loga chor3a kara jA the| AspeMskI una tIna vyaktiyoM meM se eka thaa| ve tIna loga itane mauna ho gae ki gurajiepha unako baMgale se bAhara nagara meM le gayA, unako bAjAra meM ghumAyA, aura AspeMskI apanI DAyarI meM likhatA hai, pahalI bAra maiM dekha sakA ki sArI mAnava-jAti nidrA meM cala rahI hai| loga apanI nidrA meM bAtacIta kara rahe haiN| dukAnadAra sAmAna beca rahe haiM, grAhaka sAmAna kharIda rahe haiM, bar3I bhIr3eM idhara-udhara jA rahI haiM, aura usa kSaNa meM maiM dekha sakA ki pratyeka vyakti gaharI nidrA meM hai, koI bhI sajaga nahIM hai| usane kahA, usa vikSipta sthAna meM hameM itanA asahaja lagA ki hamane gurajiepha se hama logoM ko baMgale meM vApasa le calane ke lie khaa| kiMtu vaha bolA, vaha baMgalA tumako manuSyatA kI asaliyata dikhAne ke lie mAtra eka prayoga thA, tuma bhI isI prakAra se jIte rahe ho| kyoMki aba tuma mauna ho aura tama dekha sakate ho ki loga basa behoza, acetana haiM, vAstava meM jI nahIM rahe haiM, basa binA jAne kyoM, binA jAne kisalie, calate cale jA rahe haiN| svayaM kA nirIkSaNa karo, isa para dhyAna karo, aura dekho kyA tuma nidrA meM jI rahe ho? yadi tuma nidrA meM jI rahe ho, to isase bAhara niklo| dhyAna aura kucha nahIM balki usa jarA sI cetanA ko jo tumhAre pAsa hai, eka sAtha ekatrita karane kA prayAsa hai, ise eka sAtha ekatrita kara lenA, isako saMkeMdrita karanA, isako aura aura bar3hAne, aura acetanatA ko ghaTAne ke lie hara prakAra ke upAya karane kA prayAsa hai| dhIre-dhIre cetanA UMcI aura UMcI hotI jAtI hai, kama se kama svapna calate haiM, tumako kama se kama vicAra Ate haiM, aura mauna ke adhika aura adhika aMtarAla Ate haiN| ina aMtarAloM ke mAdhyama se divyatA ke jharokhe khula jaaeNge| eka dina jaba tuma vAstava meM samartha ho cuke hote ho aura tuma yaha kaha sako ki maiM kucha minaTa taka binA kisI vicAra yA svapna dvArA mujhako vicalita kie binA raha sakatA hUM to pahalI bAra tuma jaanoge| uddezya pUrA ho gayA hai| gahana nidrA se tuma gahana jAgarUkatA meM A cuke ho| jaba gahana nidrA aura gahana jAgarUkatA kA milana hotA hai, to vartula pUrA ho jAtA hai| yahI hai smaadhi| pataMjali isako kaivalya, zuddha cetanA, ekAMta kahate haiM; itanI zuddha, itanI ekAkI ki aura kisI kA astitva rahatA hI nhiiN| sirpha isa ekAkIpana meM hI vyakti AnaMdita ho jAtA hai| kevala isa ekAMta meM hI vyakti jAna letA hai ki satya kyA hai| satya tumhArA honA hai| yaha vahIM hai lekina tuma soe hue ho| jaago|
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________________ Aja itanA hii| pravacana 96 - binA tumhAre kisI nijI cunAva ke praznasAra: 1-maiM Apake aura ruDolpha sTInara ke upAyoM ke bIca baMTa gayA hai? 2-prakRti ke sAnnidhya meM ThIka lagatA hai, logoM ke sAtha nahIM, yaha vibhAjana kyoM? 3-strI ke rUpa maiM mere lie saMbodhi kyA hai? 4-kyA hama vAstava meM apane jIvana meM ghaTita hone vAlI cIjoM ko cunate haiM? pahalA prazna: ozo, merA lAlana pAlana ruDolpha sTInara kI zikSAoM ke bIca huA hai, kiMtu abhI taka maiM usake prati apane mana ke avarodho ko nahIM tor3a pAyA huuN| yadyapi merA vizvAsa hai ki pazcima ko jo rAstA usane dikhAyA, 'ucita DhaMga se vicAra karanA khIkhanA apane Apako mAyA se mukta karane kI saMbhAvanA hai| usakA kahanA hai ki aisA karake aura dhyAna karake hama apane ahaMkAroM ko khoja aura apane maiM ko pAne meM samartha ho jAte hai| usake lie keMdrIya vyakti krAisTa hai, jinako vaha jIsasa se pUrNata: bhinna vyaktitva ke rUpa meM alaga kara detA hai| Apake upAya mujhako alaga pratIta hote hai| kyA Apa kRpA karake mujhako salAha de sakate hai? eka prakAra se maiM to Apake aura usa upAya ke bIca jo sTInara dikhAtA hai, baMTa jAtA huuN| ruDolpha sTInara eka mahAna manISI thA, lekina tuma dhyAna rakho, maiM kahatA hUM eka mahAna manISI, aura mana ko, jaisA yaha hai, dharma se kucha bhI lenA-denA nahIM hai| AtyaMtika rUpa se pratibhAzAlI thA vh|
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________________ vAstava meM rUDolpha sTInara se tulanA kie jAne ke lie aura koI manISI mila pAnA atyaMta durlabha bAta hai| vaha aneka dizAoM aura AyAmoM meM itanA pratibhAvAna thA ki yaha karIba-karIba atimAnavIya pratIta hotA hai. mahAna tArkika, vicAraka, mahAna darzanazAstrI, mahAna vAstuvida, mahAna zikSAzAstrI, aura na jAne kyaa-kyaa| aura jisa viSaya ko bhI usane chU diyA usa viSaya meM vaha bahuta anUThe vicAra le aayaa| jisa kisI ora bhI usane dRSTipAta kiyA, usane vicAroM ke naye prArUpa nirmita kara die| vaha eka mahAna vyakti, zreSTha mana thA, lekina mana akSama ho yA sakSama, cAhe vaha jaisA bhI ho usakA dharma se jarA bhI lenA-denA nahIM hai| dharma kA udaya a-mana se hotA hai| dharma koI pratibhA nahIM hai, yaha tumhArA svabhAva hai| yadi tuma eka mahAna citrakAra bananA cAhate ho, taba tumako pratibhAzAlI honA par3egA; yadi tuma eka mahAna kavi bananA cAhate ho, taba tumako pratibhAvAna honA par3egA; yadi tuma eka vaijJAnika bananA cAhate ho to niHsaMdeha tumako pratibhAzAlI honA par3egA, kiMtu yadi tuma dhArmika honA cAhate ho, to kisI vizeSa pratibhA kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| koI bhI vyakti, cAhe choTA ho yA bar3A, jo bhI mana ko girA dene kI abhIpsA rakhatA hai, divyatA ke AyAma meM praviSTa ho jAtA hai| aura niHsaMdeha mahAna pratibhAzAlI mana ke logoM ke lie apane manoM ko girA denA bahata kaThina hai, kyoMki unhoMne mana meM apanA bahata kacha lagA rakhA hai| eka sAmAnya vyakti ke lie' jisake pAsa koI pratibhA nahIM hai apane mana ko girA denA bahuta sarala hai| phira bhI yaha kitanA kaThina pratIta hotA hai| usake pAsa khone ke lie kucha bhI nahI hai, phira bhI vaha mana se cipake calA jAtA hai| jaba tumhAre pAsa eka pratibhAzAlI mana ho, jaba tuma medhAvI ho, taba niHsaMdeha yaha kaThinAI bahuguNita ho jAtI hai| taba tumhArA sArA ahaMkAra tumhAre mana meM hI nivezita ho gayA hai| tuma use girA nahIM skte| rUDolpha sTInara ne thiyosaoNphI ke virodha meM ethoposaoNphI nAma se eka naye AMdolana kI AdhArazilA rkhii| AraMbha meM vaha thiyosaoNphisTa thA, phira AMdolana meM sammilita anya ahaMkAroM se usake ahaMkAra ne saMgharSa karanA AraMbha kara diyaa| vaha usakA zIrSastha adhikArI, saMsAra bhara ke thiyosaoNphisTa AMdolana kA sarvocca, vaizvika adhyakSa bananA cAhatA thaa| yaha saMbhava na thA, vaha se anya ahaMkAra bhI the| aura sabase bar3I samasyA je. kRSNamUrti-joM ahaMkAra to jarA bhI nahIM the- kI ora se A rahI thii| aura niHsaMdeha thiyosaoNphisTa loga kRSNamUrti kI ora unmukha hone ke bAre meM aura-aura soca rahe the| dhIredhIre ve masIhA banate jA rahe the| isI bAta ne rUDolpha sTInara ke mana meM ciMtA utpanna kara dii| usane AMdolana se nAtA toDa liyaa| thiyosaoNphI AMdolana kI parI jarmana zAkhA usake sAtha hI alaga ho gii| vAstava meM vaha atyaMta prabhAvazAlI vaktA, eka prabhAvazAlI lekhaka thA, usane logoM ko apanI bAta mAnane ke lie rAjI kara liyaa| usane thiyosaoNphI ko bahuta burI taraha se naSTa kara diyA usane ise vibhAjita kara diyaa| aura isake bAda se thiyosaoNphI AMdolana kabhI saMpUrNa aura samagra nahIM ho skaa|
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________________ skolpha sTInara ke pAsa pazcimI mana ke lie eka AkarSaNa hai, aura yahI khatarA hai- kyoMki pazcimI mana mUlataH tarka unmukha hai, tarka rakhanA, vicAra karanA, vyavasthita adhyayana karanA vaha isI ke bAre meM bAta karatA hai, aura vaha kahatA hai, 'pazcimI mana ke lie yahI DhaMga hai|' nahIM, pUrvIya ho yA pAzcAtya, mana to mana hai, aura a-mana hai ise girAne kA upAya yadi tuma pUrvIya ho, to tumako pUrvIya mana ko girAnA pdd'egaa| yadi tuma pAzcAtya ho, to tumheM pazcimI mana ko girAnA pddegaa| dhyAna meM gati karane ke lie mana ko jaisA vaha hai usI rUpa meM girA denA par3atA hai| yadi tuma IsAI ho, to tumheM IsAI mana girAnA par3egA / yadi tuma hiMdU ho, to tuma ko hiMdU mana ko girAnA pdd'egaa| dhyAna ko IsAI, hiMdU pUrvIya, pAzcAtya, bhAratIya yA jarmana, ina sabhI se koI sarokAra nahIM hai| , mana kyA hai? samAja ke dvArA tumheM dI gaI saMskAritA kA nAma mana hai| yaha usa maulika mana ke Upara adhyAropaNa hai, jisako hama a-mana kahate haiN| basa jarA bhI saMzayagrasta mata hoo, pUrA mana cAhe yaha jaisA bhI hai, ko girA denA par3atA hai| divyatA ke tumhAre bhItara praveza karane ke lie rAstA pUrI taraha khAlI honA caahie| vicAra karanA dhyAna nahIM hai| yahAM taka ki samyaka vicAra bhI dhyAna nahIM hai| ucita ho yA anucita vicAra karane ko girA denA par3atA hai jaba tumhAre bhItara koI vicAra na ho, vicAra-prakriyA kI koI dhuMdha tumhAre bhItara na ho, taba ahaMkAra miTa jAtA hai aura smaraNa rakho, jaba ahaMkAra miTa jAtA hai, to maiM bhI nahIM miltaa| praznakartA ne kahA, ki rUDolpha sTInara kahatA hai, 'jaba ahaMkAra miTa jAtA hai to 'maiM' milatA hai|' nahIM, jaba ahaMkAra kho jAtA hai to maiM nahIM miltaa| kucha bhI nahIM miltaa| hI, bilakula ThIka, kucha nahIM.. . milatA hai| abhI usa rAtri ko maiM mahAna jhena mAsTara to -sAna kI eka kathA sunA rahA thaa| vaha rikta ho gayA, vaha sabuddha ho gayA - vaha anastitva, jisako bauddha anatA, amana kahate haiM, vahI ho gyaa| yaha khabara devatAoM taka pahuMca gaI ki koI vyakti puna: sabuddha ho gayA hai| aura, niHsaMdeha jaba koI vyakti sabuddha ho jAtA hai, to devatAgaNa usakA ceharA, cehare kA sauMdarya, maulikatA kA sauMdarya, usakA kuMvArApana dekhanA cAhate haiN| devatAgaNa nIce utara kara usa Azrama meM Ae jisameM to -sAna rahatA thaa| unhoMne yahAM dekhA aura vahAM dekhA, aura una logoM ne koziza kI, aura ve usake bhItara eka ora se praviSTa hote aura dUsarI ora se bAhara nikala jAte, aura to -sAna ke bhItara unako koI na miltaa| bahuta hatAza ho gae the ve sabhI ve ceharA, maulika ceharA dekhanA cAhate the, aura vahAM bhItara koI nahIM thaa| unhoMne aneka upAya karake dekhe| aura phira eka bahuta cAlAka, catura devatA ne kahA, eka kAma karo - vaha Azrama ke cauke meM daur3a kara gayA, vaha eka muTThI cAvala aura gehUM lekara AyA to sAna apanI subaha kI saira karake vApasa lauTa rahA thA, aura usa devatA ne ye anAja usake rAste meM bikhera die / jhena Azrama meM pratyeka vastu kA AtyaMtika sammAna kiyA jAtA hai, cAvala aura gehUM patthara taka, pratyeka vastu kA sammAna kiyA jAtA hai| vyakti ko satata sAvadhAna aura jAgarUka rahanA par3atA hai| jhe
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________________ Azrama meM tuma anAja kA eka dAnA bhI yahAM-vahAM par3A huA nahIM dekha sakate ho, tumako sammAnapUrNa honA par3atA hai| aura yAda rahe, isa sammAna kA gAMdhI ke arthazAstra se koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| yahAM koI arthazAstra kA prazna nahIM hai, kyoMki gAMdhIvAdI arthazAstra tarkayukta kaMjUsI ke sivAya aura kucha bhI nhiiN| kyoMki isa jhena dRSTikoNa kA kaMjUsI se kucha bhI lenA-denA nahIM hai| yaha pratyeka vastu ke prati sammAna, AtyaMtika sammAna hai| anAja ko isa bhAMti pheMka denA, asammAnajanaka thA yh| yaha vahI mUla vicAra thA jise upaniSada meM RSiyoM ne kahA thA, 'annam brahma' -bhojana paramAtmA hai kyoMki bhojana tumako jIvana detA hai, bhojana tumhArI UrjA hai| paramAtmA tumhAre zarIra meM bhojana ke mAdhyama se AtA hai, tumhArA rakta, tumhArI asthiyAM bana jAtA hai| isalie paramAtmA ko paramAtmA kI taraha samajhanA caahie| jaba ina devatAoM ne usa rAste para gehUM aura cAvala ke dAne bikhera die, jahAM se to-sAna ne vAlA thA, to yaha dekha kara vaha vizvAsa na kara sakA, 'yaha kisane kiyA hai? kauna itanA lAparavAha ho gayA hai?' usane mana meM eka vicAra uThA, aura kathA yaha hai ki tabhI eka kSaNa ke lie devatAgaNa usakA ceharA dekha sake, kyoMki usa eka kSaNa ke lie eka bahuta sUkSma DhaMga se 'maiM uTha khar3A huA thA, 'yaha kisane kiyA hai? kucha galata ho gayA hai|' aura jaba kabhI tuma yaha nirNaya lete hoM-kyA ucita hai aura kyA anucita, usa samaya tuma vahAM upasthita hote ho| ucita aura anucita ke madhya ahaMkAra kA astitva hotA hai| eka vicAra aura dUsare vicAra ke madhya ahaMkAra kA astitva hotA hai| pratyeka vicAra apanA svayaM kA ahaM lekara AtA hai| eka pala ke lie to-sAna kI cetanA meM eka bAdala uTha gayA- 'yaha kisane kiyA hai?' - eka tnaav| pratyeka vicAra eka tanAva hai| yahAM taka ki bahuta sAmAnya, bahuta mAsUma dIkhane vAle vicAra bhI tanAva haiN| tuma dekhate ho-upavana suMdara hai, sUryodaya ho rahA hai aura pakSI cahacahA rahe haiM, aura eka vicAra uThatA hai, 'kitanA suMdara!' yaha bhI, yaha bhI eka tanAva hai| isIlie yadi tumhAre sAtha koI cala rahA hai, to turaMta tuma usase kahoge, 'dekho kitanI khUbasUrata subaha hai!' tuma kyA kara rahe ho? tuma basa usa tanAva ko nikAla rahe ho jo usa vicAra ke mAdhyama se A gayA hai| suMdara subaha.. .eka vicAra A gayA, isane tumhAre cAroM ora eka tanAva nirmita kara diyA hai| aba tumhArA astitva tanAvarahita nahIM rhaa| isa tanAva ko nikAlanA par3egA, isalie tumane dUsare vyakti se kaha diyaa| arthahIna hai yaha kahanA, kyoMki vaha bhI vahIM khar3A hai jahAM tuma khar3e ho| vaha bhI pakSiyoM ke gItoM ko suna rahA hai, vaha bhI sUrya ko udita hote hue dekha rahA hai, vaha bhI puSpoM ko dekha rahA hai, isalie isa prakAra kI bAta kahane meM ki 'yaha suMdara hai' kyA sAra hai? kyA vaha aMdhA hai? kiMtu vaha bAta nahIM hai| tuma usa taka koI saMdeza pahuMcA nahIM rahe ho| saMdeza usake lie bhI utanA hI spaSTa hai jitanA ki tumhAre lie| vAstava meM tuma apane Apako usa tanAva se mukta kara rahe ho isa bAta ko kaha kr| vaha vicAra vAtAvaraNa meM visarjita ho gayA, tuma eka bojha se nirbhAra ho ge|
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________________ to-sAna ke mana meM eka vicAra uThA, eka bAdala saMghanita ho gayA, aura usa bAdala ke mAdhyama se devatAgaNa usakA ceharA dekha pAne meM samartha ho sake, basa eka jhlk| puna: vaha bAdala miTa gayA, puna: vahAM koI to-sAna na rhaa| smaraNa rakho, dhyAna basa yahI kucha hai : tumako isa paripUrNatA se vinaSTa kara denA ki yadi devatAgaNa bhI AeM to ve tumako khoja na sakeM, unako tuma mila na skii| tumane svayaM bhI dekhA hogA ki jaba aisI paristhitiyAM utpanna hotI haiM ki devatA bhI tumako nahIM pA sakate, taba bhItara milane ke lie koI nahIM hotaa| vaha 'kucha hone kI mano-dazA' tanAva kA eka DhaMga hai| isIlie ve loga jo socate haiM ki ve kucha haiM adhika tanAvagrasta rahate haiN| ve loga jo socate haiM ki ve nA-kucha haiM, kama tanAvagrasta rahate haiN| ve loga jo pUrI taraha se bhUla cuke haiM ki ve haiM, tanAva-zUnya haiN| isalie smaraNa rakho, jaba ahaMkAra kho jAtA hai, taba maiM nahIM miltaa| jaba ahaMkAra kho jAtA hai, to milatA kucha bhI nahIM hai| vaha nA-kuchapana, vaha kucha na hone kI zuddhatA tumhArA astitva, tumhArA aMtartama keMdra, tumhArA parama svabhAva, tumhArA buddha-svabhAva, tumhArI jAgarUkatA hai-aise virATa AkAza kI bhAMti jisameM koI bhI bAdala nahIM taira rahA hai| aba prazna ko dubArA suno| 'merA lAlana-pAlana skolpha sTInara kI zikSAoM ke bIca huA hai|' hAM, ve zikSAeM haiN| aura maiM yahAM jo kara rahA hUM vaha tumheM kucha zikSA denA nahIM hai, balki isake viparIta maiM tumase sArI zikSAeM chIne le rahA huuN| maiM koI zikSaka nahIM huuN| maiM tuma para koI jAnakArI Aropita nahIM kara rahA huuN| merA sArA prayAsa to use naSTa karane kA hai jise tuma socate ho ki tuma jAnate ho| merA sArA prayAsa tumase sArI jAnakArI chIna lene kA hai| maiM yahAM tumhArI anasIkhA hone meM sahAyatA karane ke lie huuN| 'merA lAlana-pAlana skolpha sTInara kI zikSAoM ke bIca huA hai, kiMtu abhI taka maiM usake prati apane mana ke avarodhoM ko tor3a nahIM pAyA hai|' koI bhI usa vyakti ke prati apane avarodhoM ko tor3a pAne meM samartha nahIM ho pAtA jo svayaM hI ahaMkAra unmukha ho| aise vyakti ke prati apane mana ke avarodhoM ko tor3a pAnA kaThina hai jo miTa cukA hai| phira bhI apane avarodha tor3a pAnA kitanA kaThina hai, kyoMki tumhArA ahaMkAra pratirodha karatA hai| kiMtu jaba tama kisI aise zikSaka ke Asa-pAsa ho jisakI svayaM kI ahaMkAra-yAtrA abhI taka cala rahI hai, abhI taka jo, jo abhI taka kucha hone ke prayAsa meM saMlagna hai, jo abhI bhI tanAvagrasta hai, to tumhArA ahaMkAra gira pAnA asaMbhava hai|
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________________ 'yadyapi merA vizvAsa hai ki pazcima ko jo rAstA usane dikhAyA, ucita DhaMga se vicAra karanA sIkhanA apane Apako mAyA se mukta karane kI saMbhAvanA hai|' nahIM, pUraba ke lie yA pazcima ke lie upAya yahI hai : kisa bhAMti vicAra karane ko anasIkhA kiyA jAe; kisa bhAMti vicAra na kiyA jAe-basa huA jaae| aura pUraba ke bajAya pazcima ko isakI adhika AvazyakatA hai, kyoMki arastu ke bAda kI do sahasrAbdiyoM se pazcima meM tumhArI sIkha socane, socane aura socane kI hI rahI hai| socanA hI lakSya rahA - hai| pazcima meM vicAraka mana lakSya rahA hai; kisa prakAra se apanI vicAra-prakriyA meM aura adhika ThIka aura vaijJAnika haA jaae| vijJAna kA pUrA kA pUrA saMsAra isI prayAsa se uTha kara khar3A huA hai, kyoMki jaba tuma eka vaijJAnika ke rUpa meM kArya kara rahe ho to tumako socanA par3atA hai| vastugata saMsAra meM tumako kArya karanA par3atA hai aura tumako vicAra karane ke aura ucita, ThIka aura pramANika upAyoM kI khoja karanI par3atI hai| aura isane atyadhika lAbhAMvita kiyA hai| vijJAna eka bar3I saphalatA bana cukA hai| isalie niHsaMdeha loga socate haiM ki jaba tuma bhItara jAte ho taba vahI vidhi-vijJAna sahAyaka hogaa| rUDolpha sTInara kI bhrAMti yahI vaha socatA hai ki jisa prakAra se hama padArtha ke 'bhItara praveza karane meM saphala ho cuke haiM, vahI upAya bhItara praveza jAne meM sahAyatA kregaa| yaha upAya sahAyatA nahIM kara sakatA, kyoMki bhItara jAne ke lie vyakti ko viparIta dizA, ThIka ulaTI dizA meM jAnA par3atA hai| yadi vicAra karanA padArtha ko jAnane meM sahAyatA karatA hai, to nirvicAra rahanA tumhArI svayaM ko jAnane meM sahAyatA kregaa| yadi tarka padArtha ko jAnane meM sahAyatA karatA hai, to jhena kooNna jaisA kacha, kacha asaMgata, atayaM tamako aMdara jAne meM sahAyatA karegA; bhItara jAne ke lie, vizvAsa, zraddhA, prema to kama par3a sakate haiM, kiMtu tarka kabhI kAma na aaegaa| saMsAra ko behatara DhaMga se jAnane meM jisa kisI sAdhana se tumako sahAyatA milI hai, vaha bhItara kI ora jAne meM avarodha hone jA rahA hai| aura yahI bAhara ke saMsAra ke bAre meM bhI satya hai; jo kucha bhI tumako apane Apako jAnane meM sahAyatA karatA hai, vaha padArtha ko jAna lene meM anivAryata: tumhArI sahAyatA nahIM kregaa| yahI kAraNa hai ki pUraba vijJAna ko vikasita nahIM kara skaa| vijJAna kI pahalI jhalakiyAM pUraba meM hI AI thIM, paraMtu pUraba ise vikasita nahIM kara skaa| usa dizA meM pUraba gayA hI nhiiN| prAraMbhika mUlabhUta jAnakArI pUraba meM vikasita huI thii| udAharaNa ke lie, gaNitIya pratIka, eka se dasa taka ke aMka bhArata meM vikasita | unhoMne gaNita ko saMbhava bnaayaa| yaha eka mahAna khoja thI, kiMtu yaha vahIM ruka gii| AraMbha to ho gayA, lekina pUraba usa dizA meM bahuta dUra nahIM jA skaa| usake kAraNa vizva kI sabhI bhASAoM meM aMka gaNitIya saMkhyAoM ke nAma kA mUla saMskRta se AyA hai|
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________________ udAharaNa ke lie, saMskRta meM do, va hai, yaha TvA bana gayA, aura taba ttuu| tIna saMskRta meM tri hai, yaha thrI bana gyaa| chaha saMskRta kA SaSTha hai, yaha siksa bana gyaa| sAta saMskRta meM sapta hai, yaha sevena bana gyaa| ATha saMskRta kA aSTa hai, yaha eTa bana gyaa| nau saMskRta kA nava hai, yaha nAina bana gyaa| mUlabhUta khoja bhAratIya hai, kiMtu phira yaha vahIM Thahara gii| cIna meM unhoMne pahalI bAra, karIba-karIba pAMca hajAra varSa pUraba hI bArUda kA vikAsa kara liyA thA, lekina unhoMne isase kabhI koI bama nahIM bnaae| unhoMne kevala AtizabAjiyAM bnaaiiN| unhoMne isakA AnaMda uThAyA, unhoMne isako prema kiyA, ve isake sAtha khele, lekina unake lie yaha eka khilaunA hI thaa| unhoMne isake dvArA kabhI kisI kI hatyA nahIM kii| ve isake sAtha bahuta dUra taka nahIM ge| pUraba ne aneka AdhArabhUta vastueM khoja lIM, lekina vaha inake bhItara gaharA nahIM utraa| yaha vastuoM ke bhItara gaharAI taka jA bhI nahIM sakatA, kyoMki pUraba kA sArA prayAsa bhItara jAne kA hai| vijJAna pAzcAtya prayAsa hai, dharma pUrvIya prayAsa hai,| pazcima meM dharma taka vaijJAnika hone kA prayAsa karatA hai, yahI to hai jo skolpha sTInara kara rahA thA; dhArmika DhaMga ko aura-aura vaijJAnika banAne kA prayAsa, kyoMki pazcima meM vijJAna hI mUlyavAna hai| yadi tuma siddha kara sako ki dharma bhI vaijJAnika hai, taba dharma bhI eka dUsare rAste se, apratyakSa rUpa se mUlyavAna ho jAtA hai| isalie pazcima meM pratyeka dhArmika vyakti yaha siddha karane kA prayAsa karatA rahatA hai ki vijJAna hI ekamAtra vitAna nahIM hai, dharma bhI eka vijJAna hai| pUraba meM hamane isakI jarA bhI ciMtA nahIM lI hai| balki yahAM to dUsare DhaMga kA prayAsa kiyA gayA hai, yadi koI vaijJAnika khoja huI to jina logoM ne ise khojA unako yaha siddha karanA par3A ki isakA koI dhArmika mahatva hai| anyathA yaha arthahIna thaa| 'usakA kahanA hai ki aisA karake aura dhyAna karake hama apane ahaMkAra ko khone aura apane 'maiM ko pAne meM samartha ho jAte haiN|' rUDolpha sTInara ko nahIM zAMta hai ki dhyAna kyA hai, aura jisako vaha dhyAna kahatA hai vaha ekAgratA hai| vaha pUrNata: saMzayagrasta hai : vaha ekAgratA ko dhyAna kahatA hai| ekAgratA dhyAna nahIM hai| ekAgratA to vaijJAnika vicAraNA ke lie eka atyadhika upayogI mAdhyama hai| yaha mana ko ekAgra karanA, mana ko saMkucita karanA, mana ko kisI vizeSa vastu para keMdrita karanA hai| kiMtu mana rahatA hai, aura saMkeMdrita ho jAtA hai, aura -samagra ho jAtA hai| dhyAna kisI para ekAgratA karanA nahIM hai| vAstava meM yaha vizrAMta ho jAnA hai, saMkucita honA nahIM hai| ekAgratA meM eka lakSya hotA hai| dhyAna meM koI bhI lakSya nahIM hotA jisa para hameM dhyAna lagAnA hai| tuma basa eka lakSya-mukta caitanya meM, cetanA ke vistAra meM kho jAte ho| ekAgratA meM kisI eka para hI sArA avadhAna rahatA hai aura dUsarI sabhI vastuoM se sarokAra nahIM rhtaa| yaha kevala eka vastu ko apane avadhAna meM sammilita karatI hai, yaha pratyeka anya vastu ko bahiSkRta kara detI hai|
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________________ udAharaNa ke lie, yadi tuma mujhe suna rahe ho, to tuma mujhako do upAyoM se suna sakate ho : tuma ekAgratA ke dvArA suna sakate ho; taba tuma tanAva meM hooge, aura tuma jo maiM kaha rahA hUM usa para keMdrita rhoge| phira pakSI gA rahe hoMge, kiMtu tuma unako nahIM sunoge| tuma socoge ki yaha eka vyavadhAna ekAgratA ke lie kie jAne vAle tumhAre prayAsa se hI vyavadhAna kA janma hotA hai| vyavadhAna ekAgratA kA saha-utpAda hai| tuma mujhako dhyAnapUrNa DhaMga se bhI suna sakate ho, taba tuma mAtra khule hue houpalabdha- tuma mujhe sunate ho aura tuma pakSiyoM ko bhI sunate ho, aura vRkSoM se hokara havA bahatI hai, .aura eka dhvani nirmita karatI hai; use bhI tuma sunate ho-taba yahAM para pUrI taraha se upasthita ho| phira jo kucha bhI yahAM para ghaTita ho rahA hai usake lie tuma binA apane kisI nijI mana ke hastakSepa ke, binA tumhAre kisI nijI cunAva ke tuma upalabdha rahate ho| tuma yaha nahIM kahate ki maiM kevala isI ko sunUMgA aura maiM usako nahIM sunuuNgaa| nahIM, tuma sAre astitva ko sunate ho| phira pakSI aura maiM aura havA tIna bhinna vastueM nahIM haiN| ve alaga-alaga nahIM haiN| ve usI kSaNa meM sAtha-sAtha, eka saMga ghaTita ho rahe haiN| niHsaMdeha taba tumhArI samajha AtyaMtika rUpa se samRddha ho jAegI, kyoMki pakSI bhI apane DhaMga se usI bAta ko kaha rahe haiM, havA bhI usI saMdeza ko apane DhaMga se saMvAhita kara rahI hai, aura maiM bhI usI bAta ko bhASA ke rUpa meM kaha rahA hUM jisase ki tuma isako aura adhika samajha sko| anyathA saMdeza to vahI hai| mAdhyama bhinna hote haiM kiMtu saMdeza eka hI hai, kyoMki paramAtmA hI saMdeza hai| jaba koI koyala dIvAnagI se bhara uThatI hai, to yaha paramAtmA hI dIvAnA ho rahA hai| inakAra mata karo, usako asvIkAra mata karo, aisA karake tuma paramAtmA ko bAhara kara rahe hoNge| kisI vastu ko niSkAsita mata karo, sabhI ko samAhita kara lo| cetanA kA saMkucita ho jAnA ekAgratA hai, dhyAna hai cetanA kA vistIrNa ho jAnA, sabhI dvAra khule haiM, sArI khir3akiyAM khulI haiM, aura tuma koI cunAva nahIM kara rahe ho| niHsaMdeha jaba tuma cunAva nahIM karate taba tumheM koI vyavadhAna bhI nahIM pdd'taa| dhyAna kA sauMdarya yahI hai. dhyAna karane vAle ke lie kucha bhI vyavadhAna nahIM bana sktaa| aura isI ko kasauTI bana jAne do| yadi tumheM vyavadhAna hotA hai to jAna lo ki tuma ekAgratA kA abhyAsa kara rahe ho, dhyAna nhiiN| koI kutA bhauMkanA AraMbha kara detA hai-dhyAna karane vAle ko bAdhA nahIM pdd'tii| vaha ise bhI svIkAra kara letA hai, vaha isakA bhI majA letA hai| taba vaha kahatA hai, dekho......to paramAtmA kutte ke mAdhyama se bhauMka rahA hai| bilakula tthiik| mere dhyAna karate samaya bhauMkane ke lie ApakA dhnyvaad| isa taraha Apa aneka upAyoM se merA dhyAna rakhate haiM, lekina koI tanAva nahIM utthtaa| vaha yaha nahIM kahatA, yaha kattA merA virodhI hai| vaha merI ekAgratA bhaMga kA prayAsa kara rahA hai| maiM itanA dhArmika, gaMbhIra vyakti haiM aura yaha bevakUpha kuttA.. .yaha yahAM kara kyA rahA hai? phira zatrutA uTha khar3I hotI hai, krodha jAga jAtA hai| aura tuma socate ho ki yaha dhyAna hai? nahIM, kisI kImata kA bhI nahIM hai yaha, yadi tuma eka kutte para, becAre kutte para krodhita ho uThate ho, jo ki
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________________ kevala apanA svayaM kA kAma kara rahA hai| vaha tumhArI ekAgratA yA tumhAre dhyAna yA kisI bhI cIja ko naSTa nahIM kara rahA hai| vaha tumhAre dharma ke bAre meM, tumhAre bAre meM, jarA bhI ciMtita nahIM hai| ho sakatA hai ki use patA bhI na ho ki tuma kyA mUrkhatA kara rahe ho vaha to basa apane jIvana kA apane DhaMga se majA le rahA hai nahIM, vaha tumhArA zatru nahIM hai| jarA nirIkSaNa karanA. .ghara meM yadi eka vyakti dhArmika ho jAtA hai, to sArA ghara musIbata meM par3a jAtA hai, kyoMki vaha vyakti lagAtAra vicalita hone kI sImA rekhA para rahatA hai| vaha prArthanA kara rahA hai; koI jarA bhI AvAja na kare vaha dhyAna kara rahA hai; baccoM ko khAmoza rahanA cAhie, koI bhI khelegA nhiiN| tuma astitva para anAvazyaka zarteM thopa rahe ho| aura taba yadi tuma vicalita ho jAte ho aura tumako vyavadhAna anubhava hotA hai, to kevala tuma hI uttaradAyI ho| kevala tuma para hI Aropa lagAyA jAnA cAhie, kisI aura para nahIM / jise rUDolpha sTInara dhyAna kahatA hai vaha ekAgratA ke atirikta aura kucha bhI nahIM hai aura ekAgratA ke dvArA tuma ahaMkAra kho sakate ho aura tumako maiM mila jAegA aura yaha 'maiM eka bahuta sUkSma ahaMkAra ke sivAya aura kucha bhI nahIM hogaa| tuma eka pavitra ahakArI bana jAoge, tumhArA ahaMkAra dharma kI bhASA se alaMkRta ho jAegA, kiMtu yaha vahIM hogA / 'usake lie keMdrIya vyaktitva krAisTa haiM, jinako vaha jIsasa se pUrNata: bhinna vyaktitva ke rUpa meM alaga kara detA hai|' aba dhyAna karane vAle ke lie keMdrIya vyaktitva koI ho hI nahIM sakatA, usakI koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| kiMtu jo ekAgratA karatA hai use ekAgra hone ke lie kisI kI AvazyakatA par3atI hai| ruDolpha sTInara kahatA hai ki krAisTa keMdrIya vyaktitva haiN| buddha kyoM nahIM haiM? pataMjali kyoM nahIM hai? mahAvIra kyoM nahIM haiM? krAisTa kyoM? bauddhoM ke lie buddha keMdrIya vyaktitva haiM, krAisTa nhiiN| una sabhI ko ekAgratA sAdhane ke lie koI aisI vastu jisa para ve apane mana ko keMdrita kara sakeM, kucha cAhie / dhArmika vyakti ke lie koI keMdrIya vyaktitva nahIM hotaa| yadi tumhArA svayaM kA keMdrIya ahaMkAra kho cukA hai yA kho rahA hai, to tumheM isako sahArA dene ke bAhara kisI anya ahaMkAra kI jarA bhI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| vaha krAisTa yA vaha buddha, puna: kahIM aura kA eka ahaMkAra hai| tuma eka maiM-tU kI dhruvIyatA nirmita kara rahe ho| tuma kahate ho, krAisTa, Apa mere mAlika haiM, kiMtu yaha kahegA kauna? yaha kahane ke lie eka 'maiM' kI AvazyakatA hai| dekho, jhena bauddhoM kI suno| ve kahate haiM, yadi rAste meM tumhArA buddha se milanA ho jAe, to turaMta unako mAra ddaalo| yadi rAste meM tumhArA buddha se milanA ho jAe to turaMta unako mAra DAlo, anyathA ve tumako mAra ddaaleNge| unako eka maukA bhI mata do, , anyathA ve tuma para hAvI ho jAeMge, aura ve keMdrIya vyaktitva bana jaaeNge| unake cAroM ora punaH
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________________ tumhArA mana uTha khar3A hogaa| tuma eka bauddha kA mana bana jaaoge| tuma eka IsAI kA mana ho jaaoge| eka vizeSa prakAra ke mana ke lie eka vizeSa keMdrIya vyaktitva kI AvazyakatA par3atI hai| aura vaha niHsaMdeha jIsasa kI tulanA meM krAisTa ke pakSa meM adhika hai| isako bhI samajha lenA pdd'egaa| pavitra ahaMkAra aise hI to uTha khar3A hotA hai| jIsasa ThIka hama logoM kI bhAMti haiM eka inasAna jisake pAsa zarIra hai, sAmAnya jIvana hai, nitAMta mAnavIya haiM jiiss| eka bahata bar3e ahaMkArI ke lie aba isase kAma nahIM clegaa| usako eka atyadhika parizodhita vyaktitva kI AvazyakatA hai| krAisTa parizodhita jIsasa ke sivAya kucha aura nahIM haiN| yaha basa aisA hI hai ki tuma dUdha kA dahI jamA lo phira isase makkhana nikAla lo, aura phira usa makkhana se ghI nikAla lo| vaha ghI dUdha kA zuddhatama avayava, sarvAdhika Avazyaka tatva hai| aba tuma ghI se aura kucha nahIM banA skte| ghI aMtima parizodhana hai| sapheda peTrola kI taraha : miTTI ke tela se peTrola; peTrola se sapheda pettrol| aba aura nahIM, parizodhana kA aMta ho gyaa| krAisTa to basa parizodhita jIsasa haiN| rUDolpha sTInara ke lie jIsasa ko svIkAra kara pAnA kaThina hai, aura sabhI ahaMkAriyoM ke lie yaha kaThina hai| ve kaI upAyoM se asvIkRta karane kA prayAsa karate haiN| udAharaNa ke lie, IsAI kahate haiM, unakA janma eka kuMvArI mAM se huaa| mUlabhUta samasyA yaha hai ki IsAI loga yaha svIkAra nahIM kara sakate ki jIsasa kA janma hama sAmAnya inasAnoM kI bhAMti huA thaa| phira ve bhI sAmAnya dikhAI pdd'eNge| unako viziSTa honA par3egA, aura hameM vizeSa garu kA ziSya honA caahie| badadha kI bhAMti nahIM, jinakA janma Ama mAnavIya prema saMbaMdha se, sAmAnya mAnavIya kAma-saMbhoga se huA hai, nahIM-jIsasa viziSTa haiN| viziSTa logoM ko viziSTa paigaMbara kI jarUrata hotI hai, jo kuMArI mAM se janmA ho! aura ve Izvara ke ekamAtra putra haiM, ekamAtra, kyoMki yadi aura putra ho to ve viziSTa nahIM raha paaeNge| ve eka mAtra masIhA haiM, ekamAtra jinako Izvara ne isa kArya hetu svayaM sattArUr3ha kiyA hai| sabhI dUsare, adhika se adhika saMdezavAhaka ho sakate haiM, lekina usa tala aura usa stara ke nahIM ho sakate jo krAisTa kA hai| IsAiyoM ne isa bAta ko apane DhaMga se kaha diyA hai, kiMtu maiM cAhaMgA ki krAisTa se adhika tuma jIsasa ko samajho-kyoMki jIsasa ko samajhanA aura adhika AnadadAyI rahegA, unako samajhanA aura adhika zAMtidAyI rahegA, aura isa patha para atyadhika sahAyaka hogaa| kyoMki tuma jIsasa hone kI sthiti meM ho, krAisTa honA basa eka svapna hai| pahale tumako jIsasa hone se gujaranA par3egA, aura kevala taba kisI dina tumhAre bhItara krAisTa jAga jaaegaa| krAisTa to astitva kI mAtra eka avasthA hai, jaise ki budha astitva kI mAtra eka avasthA haiN| gautama buddha bana gae, jIsasa krAisTa bana ge| tuma bhI krAisTa bana sakate ho, lekina ThIka isa samaya krAisTa bahuta dUra hai| tuma usake bAre meM vicAra kara sakate ho, aura isake bAre meM darzanazAstroM aura dharma- vijJAnoM kA nirmANa kara sakate ho, lekina isase koI sahAyatA nahIM milane jA rahI hai| ThIka abhI jIsasa ko samajha lenA behatara hai, kyoMki yahI vaha avasthA hai jahAM tuma ho| yahI vaha biMdu hai
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________________ jahAM se yAtrA ko AraMbha kiyA jAnA hai| jIsasa se prema karo, kyoMki jIsasa ko prema karane ke mAdhyama se tuma apanI inasAniyata ko prema kroge| jIsasa ko, aura virodhAbhAsa ko samajhane kA prayAsa karo, aura usa virodhAbhAsa ke mAdhyama se tuma svayaM ko kama doSI anubhava karane meM samartha ho skoge| jIsasa ke prati apanI samajha ke mAdhyama se tuma svayaM ko aura adhika prema kara paaoge| aba IsAI loga jIsasa ke jIvana ke virodhAbhAsa ko, krAisTa kI avadhAraNA ke davArA kisI bhAMti chipAne kA prayAsa karate rahate haiN| udAharaNa ke lie aise kSaNa bhI haiM jaba jIsasa krodha meM haiM, aba yaha eka samasyA hai, kyA kiyA jAe? isa tathya ko chipAnA behada kaThina hai, kyoMki aneka bAra ve krodhita hote haiM, yaha unakI zikSAoM ke virodha meM jAtA hai| ve lagAtAra prema ke bAre meM bAta karate rahate haiM, aura svayaM hI krodhita haiN| aura ve apane zatruoM ko kSamA karane kI bAta karate hai-na kevala yaha, balki apane zatruoM ko prema karane kI bAta karate haiM lekina ve svayaM apane krodha meM kor3e barasAte haiN| jerusalama ke maMdira meM unhoMne kor3A uThA liyA aura sUdakhoroM ko pITanA AraMbha kara diyA, aura akele hI unako maMdira ke bAhara dhakela diyaa| vaha to avazya hI vAstavika roSa meM, Akroza meM, lagabhaga vikSipta avasthA meM hoNge| aba yaha ghaTanA.. .isako kisa bhAMti samajhAyA jAe? isakI vyAkhyA karane ke lie IsAiyoM ne jo upAya khojA hai-aura rUDolpha sTInara ne apanI vicAradhArA kA AdhAra isI bAta para rakhA haivaha hai krAisTa ko nirmita karanA, jisako pUrI taraha samajhAyA jA sakatA hai| jIsasa ke bAre meM saba kucha bhUla jAo, krAisTa kI eka zuddha avadhAraNA prastuta kro| usa kSaNa ke lie tuma kaha sakate ho, 'jaba ve krodha meM the, usa samaya ve jIsasa the| aura jaba krAsa para, sUlI car3hAe jAte samaya unhoMne kahA, mere pitA, ina logoM ko kSamA kara de, kyoMki ve nahIM jAnate ki ve kyA kara rahe haiN| usa samaya ve krAisTa the| aba isa virodhAbhAsa kI vyAkhyA kI jA sakatI hai| jaba ve kisI strI ke sAtha jA rahe haiM, taba ve jIsasa haiM; jaba unhoMne merI megdalIna se kahA ki vaha unako na chue, taba ve jIsasa the| ina do avadhAraNAoM ne ghaTanAoM ko samajhAne meM sahAyatA kI-kiMtu aisA karake tuma jIsasa kA sauMdarya naSTa kara dete ho, kyoMki unakA sArA sauMdarya isI virodhAbhAsa meM hai| unheM saMbaMdhita karane kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai, kyoMki jIsasa ke astitva kI gaharAI meM ve aMtarasaMbaMdhita haiN| vAstava meM ve isIlie krodhita ho pAe, kyoMki unhoMne atyadhika prema kiyA thaa| unhoMne itane AtyaMtika rUpa se prema kiyA thA, isalie ve krodhita ho paae| unakA krodha ghRNA kA bhAga nahIM thA, yaha unake prema kA eka aMga thaa| kyA kabhI tumane prema se janme krodha ko nahIM dekhA hai? taba samasyA kahAM hai? tama apane bacce ko prema karate ho; kabhI tama bacce ko thappaDa mAra dete ho, tama bacce ko pITa dete ho, kabhI to tuma karIba-karIba krodha ke pAgalapana meM ho jAte ho, lekina yaha saba prema ke kAraNa hotA hai| aisA isalie nahIM hotA kyoMki tuma ghRNA karate ho| ve itanA adhika prema karate thejIsasa ke bAre meM merI samajha yahI hai ki ve itanA prema karate the ki ve krodha meM sabhI kucha bhUla gae aura ve krodhita ho utthe| unakA prema bahata adhika thaa| ve mAtra eka murdA saMta nahIM the, ve eka jIvita
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________________ vyakti the, aura unakA prema mAtra darzanazAstra nahIM thA, yaha eka vAstavikatA thaa| jaba prema vAstavikatA hotA hai to kabhI-kabhI prema krodha bhI bana jAtA hai| ve utane hI manuSya the jitane ki tuma ho hI, ve vahIM samApta nahIM ho ge| ve eka manuSya se kucha aura adhika bhI the, lekina prAthamika aura AdhArabhUta rUpa se ve manuSya, manuSya se adhika the| IsAI loga yaha siddha karane kA prayAsa karate rahe haiM ki ve ati mAnava the aura unakI mAnavatA mAtra eka Akasmika ghaTanA thI, eka anivArya burAI thI, kyoMki unako zarIra dhAraNa karanA par3A thaa| yahI kAraNa thA ki ve krodhita hue the| anyathA ve to mAtra eka zuddhatA the lekina mere anusAra aisI zuddhatA murdA hogii| yadi zuddhatA vAstavika aura pramANika hai, to yaha azuddhatA se bhaya nahIM khAtI hai| yadi prema saccA ho to yaha krodha se bhayabhIta nahIM hotA; yadi prema asalI ho, ise lar3ane-jhagar3ane se jarA bhI bhaya nahIM hotaa| isase yaha pradarzita hotA hai ki lar3AI-jhagar3A bhI ise naSTa nahIM kara sakatA, yaha jIvita rhegaa| aise bhI saMta hue haiM jinhoMne mAnavatA ko prema karane kI bAteM kI haiM, lekina ve eka manuSya taka ko prema na kara ske| mAnavatA ko prema karanA bahuta sarala hai| isa bAta ko sadaiva smaraNa rakho, yadi tuma prema nahIM kara sakate ho to tuma mAnavatA ko prema karane lagate ho| yaha bahuta sarala hai, kyoMki mAnavatA se tumhArI kabhI bheMTa taka nahIM hotI; aura mAnavatA tumhAre liya koI jhaMjhaTa bhI nahIM khar3I karane vAlI hai| kevala eka hI manuSya bahuta sI aura bhI bahuta sI jhaMjhaTeM khar3I kara degaa| aura tumheM bahuta hI acchA laga sakatA hai ki tuma mAnavatA ko prema karate ho| tuma kisI vyakti ko kaise prema kara sakate hai? tuma to mAnavatA ko prema karate ho| tuma to virATa ho, tumhArA prema mahAna hai| lekina maiM tumase kahUMgA: kisI manuSya se prema karo; mAnavatA ko prema karane ke lie yahI AdhArabhUta taiyArI hai| yaha kaThina hone vAlA hai, aura yaha eka bar3I jhaMjhaTa, eka lagAtAra calane vAlI jhaMjhaTa aura cunautI hone jA rahA hai| yadi tuma isake pAra jA sako, aura tuma kaThinAiyoM ke kAraNa prema ko naSTa na karo, aura tuma apane prema ko sazakta banAte cale jAo, jisase ki yaha sabhI saMbhava asaMbhava kaThinAiyoM kA sAmanA kara sake tabhI tuma samagra ho paaoge| krAisTa ne manuSya ko prema kiyA thA, aura bahuta adhika prema kiyA thA, aura unakA prema itanA virATa thA ki yaha manuSyoM kA atikramaNa kara gayA aura samUcI mAnavatA ke prati prema bana gyaa| phira isa prema ne mAnavatA kA bhI atikramaNa kara liyA, yaha astitva ke prati prema bana gyaa| yaha prabhu ke prati prema hai| 'Apake upAya mujhako alaga pratIta hote haiN|' mere upAya na kevala alaga haiM, balki nitAMta viparIta haiN| pahalI bAta to yaha hai ki yaha upAya to jarA bhI nahIM hai| yaha koI patha nahIM hai; yA yadi tumako patha zabda se lagAva hai to ise patha - vihIna - patha, dvAra- vihIna- dvAra kaha sakate ho kiMtu yaha patha nahIM hai, kyoMki kisI patha yA rAste kI AvazyakatA tabhI par3atI hai jaba tumhArI vAstavikatA tumase bahuta adhika dUra ho| taba isase rAste ke
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________________ mAdhyama se jur3anA par3atA hai lekina merA pUrA jora isI bAta para hai ki tumhArI vAstavikatA tumheM ThIka abhI, yahIM upalabdha hai| yaha to basa tumhAre bhItara hai| isa taka pahuMcane ke lie patha kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| vAstava meM yadi tuma sAre rAstoM ko chor3a do, taba acAnaka tuma svayaM ko lakSya para khar3A huA paaoge| tuma jitane adhika rAstoM para calate ho, utanA hI tuma svayaM se dUra ho jAte ho| rAste bhaTakAte haiM, digbhramita karate haiM, kyoMki tuma pahale se hI vaha ho jisako tuma khoja rahe ho| isalie rAstoM kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai, kiMtu tumhArA prazikSaNa isI bhAMti socane ke lie huA hai, taba maiM kahUMgA ki merA upAya nitAMta viparIta hai| sTInara kahatA hai, ucita DhaMga se vicAra karanA, aura maiM kahatA ucita ho yA anucita, vicAra karate rahanA hI galata hai| vicAra karanA galata hai; nirvicAra honA sahI hai| 'kyA Apa kRpA karake mujhako salAha de sakate haiM? eka prakAra se maiM to Apake aura usa upAya ke bIca jo sTInara dikhAtA hai, baMTa gayA nahIM, tumako kucha dinoM ke lie tanAva kI avasthA meM rahanA pdd'egaa| maiM koI salAha nahIM dUMgA aura koI sahAyatA bhI nahIM kruuNgaa| kyoMki yadi maiM salAha detA hUM aura maiM tumhArI sahAyatA karatA hUM to tuma merI ora A sakate ho aura merI ora jhuka sakate ho; lekina yaha aparipakvatA ho sakatI hai| isake pahale ki tuma mere pAsa A sako tumako sTInara se jama kara saMgharSa karanA par3egA, aura vaha sTInara nizcita rUpa se tumako kar3I Takkara degaa| tumako vaha itanI AsAnI se chor3ane vAlA nahIM hai aura maiM tumhArI koI sahAyatA nahIM karane vAlA hUM tAki tuma apane Apa se A sako kevala tabhI tuma mere pAsa taka Ate ho, jaba tuma apane Apa se Ate ho| jaba koI phala paka jAtA hai to yaha svata: hI gira par3atA hai| nahIM, maiM isa phala para jarA sI kakar3I taka nahIM mArUMgA, kyoMki ho sakatA hai ki phala na pakA ho aura kakar3I ise nIce girA de... aura isa taraha adhapake phala kA nIce gira jAnA yaha eka ApadA bana jaaegaa| tuma apane mana kI baMTI huI avasthA meM bane rhoge| tumako nirNaya lenA par3egA, kyoMki koI bhI laMbe samaya taka mana kI baMTI huI avasthA meM nahIM raha sktaa| eka biMdu aisA AtA hai jaba vyakti ko nirNaya lenA par3atA hai| aura yadi maiM tumhArI sahAyatA karatA hUM to yaha rUDolpha sTInara ke prati nyAya nahIM hogaa| usakA dehAvasAna ho cukA hai, vaha mere sAtha saMgharSa nahIM kara sktaa| usakI tulanA meM mere lie tumako apanI ora khIMcanA adhika sarala hai| isalie usake prati bhI nyAya karane ke lie yahI behatara hai ki maiM ise tuma para chor3a duuN| tuma to basa usase saMgharSa karate raho yA tuma mujhako chor3a doge.... vaha bhI eka upalabdhi hogI, kyoMki phira tuma ruDolpha sTInara kA aura samagratA se anugamana kara paaoge| lekina maiM nahIM socatA ki yaha abhI saMbhava hai.. mere saMkramaNa kA viSa tumhAre bhItara praviSTa ho cukA hai| aba yaha basa kucha samaya kI bAta raha gaI hai|
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________________ dUsarA prazna : jaba maiM paudhoM, nadiyoM, parvatoM, pazuoM, pakSiyoM aura AkAza ke sAnnidhya meM hotA hUM, to mujhako ThIka lagatA hai| kiMtu jaba maiM logoM ke madhya A jAtA hUM, to mujhako aisA lagatA hai, jaise ki maiM kisI pAgalakhAne meM A gayA hUM, yaha vibhAjana kyo hai? jaba tuma vRkSoM ke, AkAza ke, nadI ke, caTTAnoM ke, phUloM ke sAtha hote ho aura tumako ThIka lagatA hai, to tumase isakA jarA bhI lenA-denA nahIM hai| isakA saMbaMdha vRkSoM se, nadiyoM se aura caTTAnoM se hai| yaha ThIkapana unake mauna se AtA hai| jaba tuma manuSyoM ke nikaTa Ate ho, taba tumheM pAgalapana lagane lagatA hai, jaise ki tuma pAgalakhAne meM A gae ho| kyoMki loga to darpaNa haiM, ve tumako pratibiMbita karate haiN| taba to tumako hI pAgala honA cAhie, isIlie jaba tuma logoM ke sAtha hote ho usa samaya tumako lagatA hai jaise ki tuma kisI pAgalakhAne meM ho| mujhako aisA anubhava kabhI nahIM huaa| yahAM taka ki tuma jaise pAgala logoM ke sAtha bhI mujhe aisA anubhava kabhI nahIM huaa| yaha una mUlabhUta samasyAoM meM se eka hai jisakA sAmanA dharma kA pratyeka khojI karatA hai| jaba tuma akele hote ho to sabhI kucha ThIka-ThAka lagatA hai, kyoMki vahAM para zAMti bhaMga karane ke lie koI nahIM hotaa| koI tumheM vicalita hone kA avasara pradAna nahIM krtaa| sabhI kucha zAMta hai, isalie tuma bhI eka vizeSa zAMti anubhava karate ho, lekina yaha mauna prAkRtika hai| isameM AdhyAtmikatA jarA bhI nahIM hai| yaha prakRti kA mauna hai| yadi tuma himAlaya para, himAlaya ke zikharoM kI zItalatA aura unake sannATe meM cale jAo, to tumako zAMti anubhava hogii| lekina isakA zreya himAlaya ko jAtA hai, tumako nhiiN| jaba tuma vApasa lauToge to tuma usI vyakti kI bhAMti lauTa kara Aoge jo gayA thaa| tuma apane bhItara himAlaya ko nahIM lA paaoge| isIlie aneka loga vahAM gae, aura yaha soca kara gae ki aba yadi ve saMsAra meM vApasa cale jAte haiM to jo kucha unhoMne arjita kiyA hai usako ve kho deMge, ve sadA ke lie vahIM raha ge| unako kucha bhI upalabdha nahIM huA hai| kyoMki eka bAra tuma ise arjita kara lo, to yaha kho nahIM sakatI; aura saMsAra isI kI parIkSA hai| isalie jaba koI manuSya nahIM hotA, aura taba tumako acchA lagatA hai, yaha basa itanI sI bAta pradarzita karatA hai ki logoM ke bIca tumhArA bhItarI pAgalapana sakriya ho jAtA hai| isalie palAyanavAdI mata bano, aura samAja ko, logoM ko, bhIr3a ko doSI mata tthhraao| aisA mata kaho ki yaha pAgalakhAnA hai| balki yaha socanA AraMbha karo ki avazya hI tuma vikSiptatA kI manovRttiyAM apane bhItara lie ghUma rahe ho, jo jaba tuma logoM se saMbaMdhita hote ho to prakaTa ho jAtI haiN|
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________________ eka sar3aka para do manovaijJAnika mila ge| eka ne kahA : 'hailo / ' dUsare ne kahA : 'maiM hairAna hUM ki isa bAta se usakA kyA Azaya hai?' basa eka jarA sI bAta ki koI hailo kara rahA hai aura samasyA uTha khar3I hotI hai... 'maiM hairAna hUM ki isa bAta se usakA kyA Azaya hai?' rogI ne DAkTara ko batAyA ki usako apanI AMkhoM ke sAmane dhabbe dikhAI par3ate rahate haiN| DAkTara ne use citakabarI tvacA vAlI mahilAoM ke sAtha ghUmanA-phiranA baMda karane ke lie khaa| jaba vaha bAhara jAne lagA to DAkTara ne use jIbha bAhara nikAle hue jAne ko khaa| aisA kisalie? rogI ne puuchaa| kyoMki maiM apanI bAhara baiThI huI narsa se ghRNA karatA hUM DAkTara ne khaa| rogI aura DAkTara donoM eka hI nAva meM savAra haiN| niHsaMdeha jaba tuma logoM ke bIca Ate ho jaba tuma apane jaise logoM ke bIca Ate ho, to tumhAre bhItara kucha pratisaMvedita hone lagatA hai| ve vikSipta haiM, tuma bhI vikSipta ho jisa kSaNa tuma unake nikaTa Ate ho UrjA kA eka sUkSma saMvAda ghaTita hone lagatA hai| tumhArI vikSiptatA unakI vikSiptatA ko bAhara le AtI hai, unakI vikSiptatA tumhArI vikSiptatA ko bAhara lAtI hai| yadi tuma akele rahate ho, taba tuma prasanna rahate ho| mullA nasaruddIna mujhase kaha rahA thA, maiM aura merI patnI paccIsa varSoM taka bahuta prasannatApUrvaka jiie| maiMne pUchA, , phira kyA ho gayA? usane kahA phira hamArI mulAkAta ho gaI, taba se jarA bhI prasannatA nahIM hai| yahAM taka ki do prasanna vyakti milate haiM aura turaMta aprasannatA zurU ho jAtI hai| tuma apane bhItara aprasannatA ke sUkSma bIja lie ghUma rahe ho| ThIka maukA milA aura ve aMkurita ho jAte haiN| aura nisaMdeha manuSya meM usakI sabhI saMbhAvanAoM ko sAkAra karane ke lie mAnavIya vAtAvaraNa kI AvazyakatA hotI hai| tumhAre vAtAvaraNa kA nirmANa vRkSoM se nahIM hotaa| tuma eka vRkSa ke pAsa pahuMca sakate ho aura vahAM cupa hokara baiTha sakate ho, yA tuma kucha bhI cAho kara sakate ho, kiMtu tuma vRkSa se asaMbaMdhita rhoge| tumhAre aura vRkSa ke madhya koI saMvAda, koI bhASA nahIM hotii| vRkSa apane svayaM ke astitva meM jIe calA jAtA hai aura tuma apane svayaM ke astitva meM jIe cale jAte ho| donoM ke masta koI setu nahIM hai| nadI eka nadI hai, tumhAre aura nadI ke madhya koI setu nahIM hai| jaba tuma kisI manuSya ke nikaTa Ate ho acAnaka tuma pAte ho ki setu bana gayA hai, aura vaha setu turaMta hI isa ora se usa ora, usa ora se isa ora manobhAvanAoM kA sthAnAMtaraNa AraMbha kara detA hai| lekina AdhArabhUta rUpa se isakA kAraNa tuma hI ho, isalie samAja para Aropita mata karo, logoM para doSAropaNa mata kro| ve to basa tumheM anAvRta karate haiN| aura yadi tuma jarA bhI samajhapUrNa ho to tuma unheM tumhAre prati eka mahAna kArya ke lie dhanyavAda doge| ve tumheM anAvRta karate haiM, ve dikhA dete haiM
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________________ ki tuma kauna ho, tuma kahAM ho, tuma kyA ho| yadi tuma vikSipta ho, to tumhArI vikSiptatA pradarzita karate haiN| yadi tuma buddha ho, to ve tumhAre buddhatva ko pradarzita karate haiN| akele tumhAre pAsa koI saMdarbha nahIM hotaa| akele tumhAre pAsa koI pRSThabhUmi nahIM hotii| akele meM tuma nahIM jAna sakate ki tuma kauna ho| maiM tumako eka suMdara kahAnI, eka dukhAMta kahAnI sunAtA huuN| yaha koI asAdhAraNa paristhiti nahIM thii| eka bar3I aura lAbha kamAtI huI pharma ke baoNsa ne eka suMdara yuvatI ko naukarI para rkhaa| bIsa cAlIsa varSa se kucha adhika Ayu kA avivAhita vyakti thaa| usake pAsa eka bar3I kAra, eka zAnadAra phlaiTa thA, aura use saMga-sAtha ke lie mahilAoM kI koI kamI na thii| lekina usako apanA jor3A isa suMdara saciva meM dikhaa| usa yuvatI ne baoNsa ke laMca yA Dinara ke sabhI prastAva vinamratApUrvaka asvIkAra kara die, aura baoNsa ke maMhage upahAra aura vetanavRdadhi ke pralobhana bhI usI garimA aura zAlInatA se asvIkRta kara die| usa yuvatI kI naukarI ke AraMbhika saptAhoM meM baoNsa ne apane mana meM rAya banAI ki vaha saMbaMdha banAne ke prati anicchA kA basa abhinaya kara rahI hai| ina kucha mahInoM meM baoNsa ne apanA sAbuna, apanA TUthapesTa, apanA AphTara zeva sabhI kucha badala DAlA, kiMtu koI lAbha nahIM huaa| aMtataH usane apane Apa ko yaha mAnane ke lie rAjI kara liyA ki vaha suMdara hai aura atyadhika kAryakuzala hai, lekina usake sAtha kisI bhI prakAra ke vyaktigata saMbadha bana pAne kI jarA bhI saMbhAvanA nahIM hai| phira usa dina vaha yaha dekha kara bahuta hairAna huA ki subaha jaba vaha apane kAryAlaya pahuMcA, to usane apanI saciva ko apanI meja para phUla sajAte hue dekhA, aura isase bhI adhika Azcarya to taba huA jaba saciva ne usako gaMbhIratApUrvaka dekhA aura bolI, janma-dina mubAraka ho, sr| usane dhIme svara meM saciva ko dhanyavAda diyA aura zeSa sAre dina pUrI taraha se cakita- bhramita rhaa| jaise hI ghar3I kI suiyAM pAMca para pahaMcI, saciva kAryAlaya meM AI aura usa svIkAra kiyA ki baoNsa kA janma-dina usane sTApha phAiloM se patA lagAyA thaa| maiM AzA karatI haiM ki Apa burA nahIM mAneMge, usane bAta pUrI kii| baoNsa ne uttara diyA ki usane isa bAta kA jarA bhI burA nahIM mAnA hai, to saciva ne rAhata kI zvAsa lii| taba aisA hai sara, usane bAta ko jArI rakhate hue kahA, yadi Apa Aja rAta lagabhaga nau baje mere ghara padhAra sakeM to mujhe behada khuzI hogii| Apake lie mere pAsa eka choTA sA Azcarya hai, jo maiM socatI hUM kie Apako bahuta acchA lgegaa| baoNsa ne apane Apa ko isa bAta ke lie mAnasika rUpa se badhAI dI ki aMtataH yuvatI ne mAna hI liyA ki vaha usakI ora AkarSita hai, aura baoNsa ne pUre dina sAmAnya dikhane kA prayAsa kiyaa| rAta ko ThIka nau baje hAtha meM zaimpena kI botala lie hue baoNsa saciva ke phlaiTa para phuNcaa| vaha usa samaya bahuta pyArI dIkha rahI thii| aura jaba usane skaoNca kA eka bar3A paiga banA kara baoNsa ko diyA to baoNsa ne socA, kahIM yuvatI usake joroM se dhar3akate hue dila kI AvAja na suna le, yuvatI ne usase kahA ki vaha ArAma se baitthe| yadi Apako adhika garmI laga rahI hai to apane kapar3e DhIle kara leM, vaha bolI,
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________________ maiM taiyAra hone ke lie jarA zayanakakSa meM jA rahI huuN| jaba maiM vahAM se Apako bulAUM to kRpayA Apa A jaaeN| yaha to kamAla hI ho gyaa| vaha bhI mere lie utanI hI utsuka hai jitanA ki maiM usake lie thA, baoNsa ne apanI upalabdhi para prasanna hote hue socaa| aba Apa aMdara A sakate haiM, aMtataH yuvatI kI pukAra AI, lekina sAvadhAnI se AiegA jisase ki Apa gira na pdd'e| yahAM kI sArI rozaniyAM bujhI haI haiN| hamAre hIro baoNsa ne ise eka izArA smjhaa| jaldI se apane sAre vastra utAra kara vaha aMdhere kamare meM praviSTa ho gayA, aura apane pIche kA davAra jisase vaha bhItara AyA thA, baMda kara diyaa| jaise hI usane aisA kiyA ki kamarA rozanI se jagamagA uThA aura usane dekhA ki usake kAryAlaya kA sArA sTaoNpha kamare ke madhya meM khar3A hai aura gA rahA hai : 'Apako janmadina mubAraka ho...|' loga kevala usI bAta ko prakaTa karate haiM jise tuma apane bhItara chipAe hue ho| yadi tumako anubhava hotA hai ki tuma pAgalakhAne meM ho, to nissaMdeha tuma pAgala ho| puruSoM ke sAtha aura adhika rahane kA prayAsa karo, mahilAoM ke sAtha aura adhika rahane kA prayAsa karo, logoM ke sAtha aura adhika rahane kA prayAsa kro| aura adhika saMbaMdhoM kA prayAsa kro| yadi tuma manuSyoM ke sAtha prasanna nahIM raha sakate to tumhAre lie kisI vRkSa yA kisI nadI ke sAtha prasanna raha pAnA saMbhava nahIM hai-asaMbhava hai yh| yadi tuma eka manuSya ko nahIM samajha sakate jo ki tumhAre itanA nikaTa hai, tumase itanA milatA-julatA hai, to tuma yaha AzA kaise lagA sakate ho ki tuma kisI vRkSa, kisI nadI, kisI parvata ko samajhane meM samartha ho pAoge jo itane dUra haiM? eka parvata aura tumhAre bIca meM lAkhoM varSa kI dUrI hai| kabhI lAkhoM janma pahale tama parvata rahe hoMge lekina aba tama vaha bhASA parI taraha bhala cake ho aura parvata tamhArI bhASA nahIM samajha sktaa| parvata ko abhI manuSya honA hai, use dIrgha kAla ke vikAsa kI AvazyakatA hai| tumhAre aura parvata ke madhya eka vizAla khAI hai| yadi tuma apane Apa ko manuSyoM se, jo itane pAsa, itane samIpa haiM, nahIM jor3a sake; to tumhAre lie apane Apa ko kisI aura se jor3a pAnA asaMbhava hai| pahale apane Apako manuSyoM se joddo| dhIre- dhIre tuma manuSyoM ko jitanA adhika samajha pAne meM samartha ho jAoge utanA hI adhika tuma bhItarI saMvAda, laya aura susaMgati ke yogya hote cale jaaoge| phira tuma kramaza: Age bar3ha jAte ho| phira pazuoM kI ora bar3ho, yaha dUsarA kadama hai| phira pakSiyoM kI ora jAo, phira vRkSoM kI ora bar3ho, phira caTTAnoM kI ora jAo, aura kevala taba tuma zuddha astitva kI ora jA sakate ho, kyoMki srota vahI hai| aura hama usa srota se itane adhika samaya se dUra haiM ki hama pUrI taraha se bhUla gae haiM ki kabhI hama isase saMbaMdhita rahe the yA yaha hamase saMbaMdhita thaa| tIsarA prazna:
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________________ pyAre ozo, maiM Apako, Apake zabdoM ke pIche, eka strI ke eka rUpa meM Apake prati ApakI premapUrNa karUNA ko, sunatI hUM, yaha kabhI-kabhI mujhe AMdolita kara detI hai, aura maiM yaha bhI anubhava karatI hUM ki saMbodhi ke AnaMda ko anubhava karane ke lie merA strIpana mukhya bAdhA hai| kyoMki sabhI saMbuddha vyakti jinako Apa bAta karate hai, puruSa hai, aura zAyada yaha isalie hai kyoMki Apake nijI anubhava bhI eka puruSa ke rUpa meM hai| eka strI ke rUpa meM mere lie saMbodhi kyA hai, kRpA isake bAre meM Apa kucha kahanA caaheNge| pahalI bAta, samajha pAne ke lie strI honA kabhI avarodha nahIM hotA hai| vastuta: mujhako samajha pAne kA isase behatara avasara tumako nahIM mila sktaa| puruSa ke lie samajha pAnA kaThina hai kyoMki puruSa ke pAsa AkrAmaka mana hai| puruSa AsAnI se vaijJAnika bana jAtA hai, lekina usake lie eka dhArmika vyakti bana pAnA bahuta kaThina hai, kyoMki dharma ko grahaNazIlatA kI, cetanA kI eka niSkriya avasthA kI AvazyakatA hotI hai, jisameM tuma AkramaNa na karo, AmaMtrita kro| samajhane ke lie, ziSya hone ke lie straiNa mana bilakula ucita mana hai| puruSa mana ko bhI straiNa mana bananA par3atA hai| isalie ise eka avarodha kI bhAMti mata samajho, yaha rukAvaTa nahIM hai| dUsarI bAta, yaha vAstava meM eka bar3I samasyA hai, kyoMki hama isako nahIM smjhte| samasyAeM kevala isIlie haiM kyoMki hama unheM samajhate nahIM haiN| bAra-bAra yaha mujhase pUchA jAtA hai ki maiM sadaiva una puruSoM ke bAre meM kyoM bolatA hUM jo sabuddha hue, lekina sabuddha striyoM ke bAre meM kyoM nahIM bolatA huuN| aneka striyAM jJAnopalabdha huI haiM, jitane puruSa utanI striyaaN| prakRti eka vizeSa saMtulana banA kara rakhatI hai| dekho.. .saMsAra meM striyoM aura puruSoM kI saMkhyA karIba-karIba eka sI rahatI hai| aisA honA to nahIM cAhie, lekina prakRti saMtulana banA kara rakhatI hai| ho sakatA hai ki eka vyakti ke ghara meM kevala laDakoM kA hI, dasa lar3akoM kA janma ho; kisI aura ke ghara meM zAyada kevala eka hI lar3ake kA janma ho, kisI aura ke ghara meM kevala eka lar3akI kA janma ho lekina pUre saMsAra meM prakRti sadaiva saMtulana banA kara rakhatI hai| yahAM para utane hI puruSa haiM jitanI ki striyAM haiN| na kevala yahI, balki strI puruSa kI tulanA meM adhika zaktizAlI hotI hai-apanI pratirodhaka kSamatA, sthAyitva, samAyojana kI kSamatA meM, locapUrNa hone meM, vaha adhika balazAlI hai-sau lar3akiyoM para eka sau paMdraha lar3akoM kA janma hotA hai| lekina jisa samaya taka ve lar3akiyAM vivAha yogya hotI haiM ve paMdraha lar3ake vidA ho cuke hote haiN| lar3akiyoM kI tulanA meM adhika lar3akoM kI mRtyu hotI hai| prakRti yaha vyavasthA bhI karatI hai| sau laDakiyAM aura eka sau paMdraha lar3akoM kA janma hotA hai, phira vivAha yogya avasthA Ate-Ate paMdraha lar3ake kAla ke gAla meM samA jAte haiN| saMtulana ko pUrI taraha banA kara rakhA jAtA hai| na kevala yahI, balki jaba yuddha ke samaya meM adhika puruSa marate haiM taba bhI saMtulana banA diyA jAtA hai|
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________________ prathama vizvayuddha ne manovaijJAnikoM, jIvavaijJAnikoM ke sammukha eka samasyA khar3I kara dii| unako vizvAsa nahIM ho sakA ki kyA ho gayA hai| yuddha meM adhika puruSa marate haiM, lekina yuddha ke tuMrata bAda adhika lar3akoM kA janma hotA hai aura lar3akiyoM kA janma kama hotA hai| puna: saMtulana banA diyA jAtA hai| prathama vizvayuddha meM yahI huaa| isakA kAraNa usa samaya jarA bhI samajha meM nahIM aayaa| yaha basa eka rahasya thaa| davitIya vizvayudadha meM pana: yahI haa| yadadha ke bAda janma lene vAle lar3akoM kI saMkhyA bar3ha gii| mare hue puruSoM ke sthAnApanna ke rUpa meM adhika lar3akoM kA janma huA aura kama lar3akiyAM janmI, kyoMki vahAM pahale se hI adhika mahilAeM jIvita thiiN| jaba yuddha samApta ho gayA to puna: saMtulana upalabdha kara liyA gayA, aura lar3akoM aura lar3akiyoM kI saMkhyA puna: purAne DhAMce para vApasa lauTa AI-sau lar3akiyAM aura eka sau paMdraha lar3ake-kyoMki paMdraha lar3ake mara jaaeNge| lar3ake lar3akiyoM kI tulanA meM kama tAkatavara hote hai| striyoM kI tulanA meM puruSa pAMca varSa kama jIvita rahate haiN| yahI kAraNa hai ki saMsAra meM tumheM vRddhoM kI tulanA meM vRddhAeM, vidhuroM kI tulanA meM vidhavAeM sadaiva adhika mileNgii| yadi strI ke lie ausata Ayu assI varSa ho, to puruSa ke lie yaha ausata pacahattara varSa hai| yaha pAMca varSa adhika hai| lekina kyoM, striyAM pAMca varSa adhika kyoM jIvita rahatI haiM? yaha bhI kahIM na kahIM eka mahata AMtarika saMtulana pratIta hotA hai| strI puruSa kI tulanA meM svIkAra karane meM adhika samartha hotI hai| yadi puruSa kI mRtyu pahale ho jAtI hai, to strI rokI, cillAkI, dukhI hogI, kiMtu isa tathya ko svIkAra karane meM samartha rhegii| vaha puna saMtulana prApta kara legii| kiMtu yadi strI mara jAtI hai, to puruSa puna: saMtulana nahIM pA sktaa| saMtulana pA lene kA jo ekamAtra upAya use patA hai vaha hai puna: vivAha kara lenA, puna: eka anya strI ko pA lenA, vaha akelA nahIM jI sktaa| strI kI tulanA meM vaha adhika asahAya hai| sAmAnyata: sAre saMsAra meM vivAha yogya Ayu aprAkRtika hai| hara kahIM puruSa ne eka vyavasthA thopa dI jo aprAkRtika, prakRti ke viparIta hai| yadi lar3akI kI Ayu bIsa varSa hai to hama socate haiM ki jo lar3akA usake sAtha vivAha karane jA rahA hai usakI Aya paccIsa yA chabbIsa varSa honI caahie| ise to bilakula viparIta ho jAnA cAhie, kyoMki bAda meM lar3akiyAM pAMca varSa adhika jIne vAlI haiN| isalie yadi vivAha ke lie lar3akoM kI Ayu bIsa varSa ho to lar3akiyoM kI Ayu sImA paccIsa varSa honI caahie| pratyeka puruSa ko usa strI se vivAha karanA cAhie jo Ayu meM usase kama se kama pAMca varSa bar3I ho| taba saMtulana ThIka hogaa| taba unakI mRtyu eka-dUsare se lagabhaga chaha mAha ke aMtarAla para hogI, aura taba saMsAra meM pIr3AeM aura kama ho jaaeNgii| lekina aisA ho kyoM nahIM pAyA hai ?-kyoMki vivAha koI prAkRtika bAta nahIM hai| anyathA prakRti ne use isI DhaMga se vyavasthita kara liyA hotaa| yaha puruSa nirmita saMsthA hai| aura puruSa, yadi vaha kisI aisI strI ke sAtha vivAha karane jAe jo Ayu meM bar3I hai, adhika anubhavI hai, usakI tulanA meM adhika jAnakArI rakhatI hai, to use jarA kamajorI anubhava hotI hai| vaha apanA puruSa zreSThatA kA ahaMkAra, ki
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________________ vaha pratyeka prakAra se zreSTha hai, kAyama rakhanA cAhatA hai| koI puruSa aisI strI se vivAha nahIM karanA cAhatA jo usase laMbAI meM jyAdA ho / mUrkhatApUrNa hai yaha saba kyA artha hai isameM? usa strI se vivAha kyoM nahIM karate jo tumase laMbI hai? lekina puruSa kA ahaMkAra svayaM se adhika laMbI strI ke sAtha ghUmane-phirane meM Ahata anubhava karatA hai| ho sakatA hai yahI kAraNa hai ki isIlie striyAM itanI laMbI nahIM hotIM kyoMki strI ke zarIra ne isa bAta ko sIkha liyA hai| unhoMne upAya sIkha liyA hai, kyoMki unako jarA sA choTA hI banA rahanA hai, varanA unako apane lie kabhI koI puruSa nahIM mila paaegaa| yahI yogyatama kI uttarajIvitA hai| unakA samAyojana tabhI ho pAegA jaba ve adhika laMbI na hoN| koI bahuta laMbI strI... jarA eka sAta phITa laMbI strI ke bAre meM soco use pati nahIM mila paaegaa| vaha binA pati ke hI mara jAegI aura vaha baccoM ko janma bhI nahIM degI, vaha kho jaaegii| eka strI jo pAMca phITa laMbI hai, use puruSa saralatA se mila jaaegaa| bacI rahegI vaha usakA pati hogA, usake bacce hoNge| nissaMdeha adhika laMbI striyAM dhIre-dhIre miTa jAeMgI, kyoMki unameM uttarajIvitA kI yogyatA nahIM hogii| yahI kAraNa hai ki dhIre-dhIre saMsAra se kurUpa striyAM kho jAeMgI, kyoMki ve bacI nahIM raha sktiiN| saMsAra unakI sahAyatA karatA hai jo baca sakate haiM, aura jo baca nahIM sakate ve miTa jAte haiN| puruSa aura laMbA, aura zaktizAlI ho gayA, kyoMki vaha hara DhaMga se svayaM ko striyoM se kucha UMcA banAe rakhanA cAhatA hai| vaha sadaiva hara cIja ke zikhara para rahanA cAhatA hai| pazcima taka meM, logoM ne pUraba Akara vAtmAyana ke kAma sUtroM kI jAnakArI se pahale kabhI sunA taka nahIM thA ki strI puruSa ke Upara hokara saMbhoga kara sakatI hai| pazcima isako jAnatA hI nahIM thaa| aura tumako yaha jAna kara hairAnI ho sakatI hai ki strI ke Upara se puruSa dvArA saMbhoga karate samaya kI mudrA ko pUraba mizanarI Asana kahA jAtA hai, kyoMki pUraba ne ise pahalI bAra IsAI mizanariyI ke dvArA jaanaa| yaha mizanarI Asana hai puruSa ko hara taraha se zIrSa para honA cAhie, saMbhoga karate samaya bhI / usakI laMbAI adhika honI cAhie, zikSA adhika honA caahie| yadi tuma kisI aisI strI se vivAha karane jA rahe ho jo pIecaDI hai, to yadi tuma pIecaDI nahIM ho to tumako thor3I sI becainI anubhava hogii| tumheM kama se kama DIliTa to honA cAhie, kevala tabhI tuma pIecaDI. strI se vivAha kara sakate ho| anyathA prAkRtika rUpa se to strI ko puruSa se pAMca varSa bar3A honA caahie| aura yaha bilakula ucita vyavasthA pratIta hotI hai, kyoMki strI ko adhika anubhavI honA caahie| vaha mAM banane jA rahI hai, na kevala apane baccoM kI mAM balki apane pati kI bhI mAM banane jA rahI hai| aura puruSa bacakAnA banA rahatA hai| cAhe usakI Ayu jo bhI ho, vaha puna baccA banane ko lAlAyita rahatA hai| vaha sadaiva thor3A sA kizoravaya banA rahatA hai| - aba saMbodhi ke sAtha bhI yahI ho gayA hai - prakRti ThIka saMtulana banA kara rakhatI hai| lekina yaha saca hai ki hamane bahuta sI sabuddha striyoM ke bAre meM nahIM sunA haiM kyoMki samAja puruSoM kA hai| ve strIyoM ke - bAre meM koI khAsa abhilekha nahIM rakhate haiN| ve gautama buddha ke bAre meM bahuta kucha abhilekhita karate haiM, lekina ve sahajo ke bAre meM adhika abhilekhana nahIM krte| ve mohammada ke bAre meM bahuta kucha
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________________ abhilekhita karate haiM, kiMtu ve rAbiyA ke bAre meM koI bahuta adhika abhilekhana nahIM krte| ve isa DhaMga se abhilekhana karate haiM ki puruSa bahuta prabhAvazAlI pratIta hote haiN| bhArata meM aisA huA hai eka jaina tIrthakara, eka jaina sadaguru, eka sabuddha vyakti puruSa nahIM thA, vaha strI thii| usakA nAma mallI bAI thA, lekina jaina dharma ke anuyAyiyoM ke eka bar3e samudAya ne usakA nAma parivartita kara diyaa| ve usako mallI bAI nahIM, mallI nAtha kahate haiM / 'bAI' yaha pradarzita karatA hai ki vaha strI thI; 'nAtha' yaha pradarzita karatA hai ki vaha puruSa thA / : jaina ke do paMtha haiM zvetAMbara aura digaMbara digaMbaroM kA kahanA hai ki vaha strI nahIM thI, mallInAtha / unhoMne usakA nAma taka badala ddaalaa| yaha bAta puruSa ahaMkAra ke pratikUla pratIta hotI hai ki eka strI tIrthakara, eka mahAna sadaguru, sabuddha dharma kI saMsthApaka, divyatA kI ora jAne vAle patha kI praNetA bana jAe? nahIM, saMbhava nahIM hai yh| unhoMne nAma hI badala DAlA hai| itihAsa kA abhilekhana puruSoM dvArA kiyA gayA hai, aura striyoM ko ghaTanAoM ke abhilekhana meM jarA bhI rasa nahIM hai| ve unako jIne aura anubhava karane meM adhika utsuka haiM. eka bAta to yahI hai| dUsarI bAta yaha hai ki strI ke lie ziSya bana jAnA sarala hai, ziSya bana pAnA strI ke lie atyadhika sarala hai, kyoMki vaha grahaNazIla hai| puruSa ke lie ziSya bana pAnA kaThina hai kyoMki use samarpaNa karanA par3atA hai, aura yahI usakI parezAnI hai| vaha saMgharSa kara sakatA hai lekina vaha samarpaNa nahIM kara sktaa| isalie jaba ziSyatva kI bAta AtI hai to isake lie striyAM bilakula ucita pAtra haiN| lekina jaba tumako sadaguru bananA ho to bilakula viparIta ghaTatA hai| eka puruSa AsAnI se sadaguru bana sakatA hai| strI ke lie sadaguru ho jAnA bahuta kaThina lagatA hai| kyoMki sadaguru ho pAne ke lie tumako vAstava meM AkrAmaka honA par3atA hai| tumako bAhara nikala kara dUsaroM kI mAnasika saMracanAeM naSTa karanI par3atI haiN| tumheM karIba-karIba hiMsaka ho jAnA par3atA hai, tumako apane ziSyoM ko mAranA par3atA hai| tumako unake mana ko sApha karanA par3atA hai isalie strI ko sadaguru honA kaThina lagatA hai, puruSa ko ziSya ho pAnA kaThina lagatA hai| lekina punaH vahAM eka saMtulana hai, striyoM ko ziSya bana jAnA saralatara lagatA hai, aura ziSya bana kara ve sabuddha ho jAtI haiM, lekina ve sadaguru kabhI nahIM banatIM puruSa ke lie ziSya bana pAnA kaThina hai, lekina eka bAra vaha ziSya bana jAe, sabuddha ho jAe, to usake lie sadaguru bana jAnA bahuta sarala hai, yaha usake lie bahuta AsAna hai, saralatara hai| yahI kAraNa hai ki tumane kabhI strI sadaguru ke bAre meM nahIM sunA hai.. lekina usakI ciMtA meM mata pdd'o| tumhAre svayaM ke anubhava eka strI kI bhAMti haiN| smaraNa rakho, parama ke anubhava ko strI yA puruSa se kucha bhI lenA-denA nahIM hai| parama kA anubhava isa dvaita ke pare hai| isalie jaba tumheM saMbodhi ghaTi hotI hai, usa kSaNa meM tuma na puruSa hote ho aura na strI usa pala meM tuma sAre dadvaita kA atikramaNa kara jAte ho| tuma eka pUrNa vartula bana cuke ho, kisI vibhAjana kA astitva nahIM rahA hai isalie jaba maiM
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________________ tumase bAta kara rahA hUM to maiM eka puruSa kI bhAMti, saMbodhi ke bAre meM, nahIM bola rahA huuN| koI bhI saMbodhi ke bAre meM eka puruSa kI bhAMti nahIM bola sakatA, kyoMki saMbodhi na puruSa hai aura na strii| bhArata meM parama sattA na to strI hai, na puruSa, vaha ubhayaliMgI hai| tuma kaThinAI meM par3a jAogI. pazcima mana meM Izvara puruSa hai| mahilA mukti AMdolana kI striyoM ke atirikta, jinhoMne Izvara ko 'zI' kahanA AraMbha kara diyA hai, tuma Izvara ke lie 'hI' kA prayoga karate ho| varanA Izvara ke lie koI bhI 'zI' kA prayoga nahIM karatA; tuma 'hI' prayoga karate ho| aura maiM bhI socatA hai ki- 'zI' behatara rhegaa|'shii' meM 'hI' sammilita hai- 'esa' ke bAda vahAM 'hI' haiM lekina 'hI' meM 'esa' zAmila nahIM hai| yaha behatara hai, yaha Izvara ko thor3A bar3A kara detA hai|'hii' se 'zI' baDA hai; isameM kucha bhI galata nahIM hai| lekina pazcima ke mana meM Izvara 'hI' hai| pazcima kI bhASAoM meM kevala do hI liMga hote haiM strIliMga aura purusslig| bhAratIya bhASAoM meM, vizeSataura se saMskRta meM hamAre pAsa tIna liMga hote haiM : strIliMga, puruSaliga aura ubhylig| Izvara ubhayaliMgI hai| vaha na hI puruSa hai aura na hI strI, vaha donoM hI nahIM hai| vaha yaha hai, tata, vaha hai-vyaktitva kho cukA hai| vaha avaiyaktika hai, mAtra UrjA hai| isalie isake bAre meM jarA bhI ciMtA mata kro| 'eka strI ke rUpa meM mere lie saMbodhi kyA hai, kRpayA isake bAre meM Apa kucha kahanA caaheNge| svayaM ko eka strI ke rUpa meM socanA baMda kara do, varanA tuma straiNa mana se cipaka jaaogii| puruSa yA strI, sabhI manoM kA tyAga karanA pdd'egaa| gahana dhyAna meM tuma strI yA puruSa donoM meM se kucha bhI nahIM hote| gahare prema meM bhI tuma strI yA puruSa kucha nahIM hote| kyA tumane kabhI ise dekhA hai? yadi tumane kisI strI yA puruSa ke sAtha premamaya saMbhoga kiyA hai, aura tumhArA prema vAstava meM paripUrNa aura carama thA to tuma bhUla jAte ho ki tuma kauna ho, puruSa yA strI? yaha mana ko hataprabha karane vAlA anubhava hai| tuma basa jAnate hI nahIM ki tuma kauna ho| kAma- bhoga kI gaharAI meM, utkarSa ke kisI kSaNa meM ekAtmatA ghaTita ho jAtI hai| taMtra kA pUrA prayAsa yahI hai. kAma- bhoga ko ekAtmatA kI anubhuti meM rUpAMtarita kara denA-kyoMki tumhAre lie yaha ekAtma hone kA pahalA anubhava hogA, aura saMbodhi ekAtma hone kA aMtima anubhava hai| gahare saMbhoga meM tuma miTa jAte hoM-puruSa strI kI bhAMti ho jAtA hai, strI puruSa kI bhAMti ho jAtI hai, aura aneka bAra ve apanI bhUmikAeM badala lete haiN| aura phira eka pala AtA hai jaba tuma donoM eka paripUrNa layabaddhatA meM ho jAte ho, taba UrjA kA eka vartula uTha jAtA hai, vaha donoM nahIM hotaa| usako apanA pahalA anubhava bana jAne do| saMbodhi kA AdhArabhUta anubhava pahalI jhalaka prema hai| phira eka dina jaba tuma aura samagra gahana premAliMgana meM milate ho, yahI samAdhi, eksaTaisI hai| taba tuma strI yA puruSa nahIM raha jaate| isalie bilakula AraMbha se hI vibhAjana ko girAnA AraMbha kara do|
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________________ pazcima kI cetanA meM yaha vibhAjana bahuta, bahuta hI majabUta bana cukA hai, kyoMki puruSa ne strI kA itanA adhika damana kiyA hai ki strI ko pratirodha karanA par3atA hai aura vaha pratirodha tabhI kara sakatI hai jaba vaha apane strI hone ke prati aura aura cetana hotI calI jaae| pazcima se tuma jaba mere pAsa Ate ho to tumhAre lie yaha samajhanA kaThina ho jAtA hai, kiMtu tumako isa bAta ko samajhanA par3egA aura strIpuruSa ke vibhAjana ko chor3anA pdd'egaa| basa manuSya bana kara raho aura yahAM merA pUrA prayAsa tumheM tumhArA maulika astitva banA denA haiM, jo strI yA puruSa kucha bhI nahIM hai| aMtima prazna: mujhe aisA pratIta hotA hai ki jaise ki Apake pAsa Ane meM merA koI cunAva nahIM thaa| kyA kabhI hama vAstava una cIjoM ko cUna lete hai jo hamAre jIvana meM ghaTita hotI hai ? / mAnyataH nhiiN| Amataura se tuma roboTa, eka yAMtrika vastu kI bhAMti Akasmika DhaMga se calate - phirate ho| jaba taka ki tuma pUrNataH jAyata na ho jAo tuma cunAva nahIM kara skte| aura yahAM eka virodhAbhAsa AtA hai tuma jAgaruka tabhI ho sakate ho jaba tuma cunAva zUnya ho jAo aura tuma jAgarUka ho jAo, to tuma cunAva karane meM samartha ho jAte ho| tuma cunAva kara sakate ho kyoMki jaba tuma jAgarUka ho tabhI tuma nirNaya kara sakate ho ki kyA karanA hai aura kyA nahIM karanA hai| Amataura para tuma karIba-karIba naze kI avasthA meM rahate hoM eka nidrAgAmI, jo ki tuma ho| maiM tumako kucha kahAniyAM sunAtA huuN| eka pAdarI apane mitra se nirAzApUrvaka kaha rahA thA ki usakI sAikila corI ho gaI hai| mitra ne kahA. ThIka hai, tuma AgAmI ravivAra ko apane upadeza ke lie 'dasa AzAoM ko viSaya ke rUpa meM kyoM nahIM cunate? unako zraddhAluoM ke sammukha par3ha kara sunA denaa| jaba tuma usa AzA ko paDho jo kahatI hai, tumako corI nahIM karanA cAhie, taba ruka jAnA aura dharmasabhA para eka dRSTi DAlanA, aura yadi vaha cora vahAM upasthita hogA to zAyada usake cehare ke bhAvoM se vaha pahacAna meM A jaaegaa| agale saptAha usI mitra ne pAdarI ko gAMva meM sAikila para bhramaNa karate hue dekhA aura usako roka liyA, maiM dekha rahA hUM ki tumhArI sAikila vApasa mila gaI hai kyA merI rAya se kAma bana gayA ?
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________________ ThIka hai, pUrI taraha se to nahIM, pAdarI ne kahA, maiMne dasa AzAoM para bolanA AraMbha kara diyA thA lekina jaba maiMne par3hA tumako vezyAgamana nahIM karanA cAhie, taba mujhe yAda A gayA ki maiM apanI sAikila kahAM chor3a AyA thaa| eka dUsarI kahAnI eka pratiSThita vyavasAyI cikitsaka ke pAsa gayA, DAkTara sAhaba, usane kahA mujhako Apase apane putra ke bAre meM bAta karanI hai| mujhe vizvAsa hai ki usako khasarA ho gayA hai| Ajakala isa bImArI kA prakopa bahuta adhika hai, DAkTara ne kahA lagatA hai koI bhI parivAra isase baca nahIM pA rahA hai| lekina DAkTara sAhaba, usane kahanA jArI rakhA, merA lar3akA kahatA hai ki use yaha bImArI naukarAnI kA cuMbana lene se lagI hai aura Apako saccI bAta batA dUM mujhako bhaya hai ki mujhako isI bImArI kA khatarA hai / aura burI bAta to yaha hai ki pratyeka rAtri ko maiM apanI patnI kA cuMbana liyA karatA hUM isalie use bhI bImArI ho jAne kA khatarA hai| oha mere bhagavAna! DAkTara ne kahA. mujhe kSamA kareM mahodaya, mujhe tuMrata jAnA hai aura apane gale kI jAMca karavAnI hai| samajha gae? pratyeka vyakti acetanatA ke eka vartula meM ghUma rahA hai, aura loga apanI bImAriyoM, rogoM, apanI behoziyoM kA lena-dena kara rahe haiM, eka-dUsare ke sAtha kevala apanI acetanatA bAMTa rahe haiN| Amataura se tuma isa bhAMti jIte ho jaise ki tuma soe ho| jaba tuma soe hu ho taba tuma nirNaya nahIM le sakate kaise nirNaya loge tumara buddha ke pAsa eka vyakti AyA aura usane kahA, 'maiM mAnavatA kI sevA karanA cAhatA huuN|' avazya hI vaha bahuta lokopakArI vyakti rahA hogaa| buddha ne usakI ora dekhA, aura kahA jAtA hai ki buddha kI AMkhoM se AMsU chalaka pdd'e| yaha vicitra bAta thI / buddha ro rahe haiN| - kisalie? usa vyakti ko bahu becainI anubhava huii| usane kahA : Apa kisalie ro rahe haiM? kyA maiMne kucha galata kaha diyA hai? buddha ne kahA nahIM, kucha galata nahIM khaa| lekina tuma mAnavatA kI sevA kisa prakAra kara sakate ho? - abhI to tuma ho hI nhiiN| mujhako dikhAI par3a rahA hai ki tuma gahana nidrA meM ho maiM tumhAre kharrATe bhI suna sakatA huuN| yahI kAraNa hai ki maiM ro rahA huuN| aura tuma mAnavatA kI sevA karanA cAhate ho? pahalI bAta hai, jAgarUka, sajaga ho jaanaa| pahalI bAta hai, honA /
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________________ eka baoNsa apanI suMdara kiMtu baharI saciva se bahuta parezAna thA, eka subaha to vaha apanA ApA kho baitthaa| tuma phira se dera se AI ho| vaha garaja kara bolA, tuma usa alArma ghar3I kA prayoga kyoM nahIM karatI jo maiMne tumako kharIda kara dI thI? lekina maiM sadaiva usakA prayoga karatI huuN| usane vinamratApUrvaka kahA, hara rAtri alArma lagA kara soyA karatI huuN| ThIka hai, baoNsa ne kahA, jaba alArma bajatA hai to tuma jAgatI kyoM nahI? lekina vaha sadaiva usI samaya bolatA hai jaba maiM so rahI hotI haiN| jo ho rahA hai vaha yahI to hai| tuma so rahe ho, aura jaba tuma so rahe ho to alArma ghaDI bhI kucha kara nahIM sakatI hai| kyA tumane kabhI yaha bAta nahIM dekhI hai ki yadi tuma so rahe aura alArma ghar3I bajane lage to tuma koI svapna dekhane lagate ho aisA svapna ki tuma eka maMdira meM ho aura maMdira kI ghaMTiyAM baja rahI haiM? isa tathya se bacAva karane ke lie ki alArma ghar3I baja rahI hai, tuma isake cAroM ora eka svapna nirmita kara lete ho| aura taba niHsaMdeha tuma sonA jArI rakhate ho, aba vahAM koI alArma ghar3I nahIM hai| yahI to hai jo tumhAre sAtha lagAtAra ghaTa rahA hai| tuma mujhako sunate rahate ho, le jAnatA hUM ki tuma isake cAroM ora eka svapna nirmita kara loge| yadi tuma mujhe sunate ho to tumheM jAganA par3atA hai, lekina samasyA yaha hai ki kyA tuma mujhako sunoge? yA kyA jo maiM kahatA hUM tuma usake cAroM ora koI svapna nirmita kara loge? aura tuma svapna nirmita karate ho| tuma samAdhi ke bAre meM bhI svapna nirmita kara sakate ho| tuma samAdhi ke bAre meM svapna dekhanA AraMbha kara sakate ho, tuma mujhase cUka gae ho| aura loga cUkate cale jAte haiN| saMdeza kI vyAkhyA tumheM karanI par3atI hai, yahI samasyA hai| maiMne sunA hai, eka bar3I kaMpanI ke mAlika ne eka sUcanA-paTa kharIdA, jisa para likhA thA 'ise abhI kara lo|' aura usane isa sUcanA-paTa ko kAryAlaya meM isa AzA meM laTakA diyA ki isase 'usake karmacAriyoM ko kAma tvarita DhaMga se nipaTAne meM preraNA milegii| kucha dina bAda usake eka mitra ne pUchA ki kyA usa sUcanA-paTa ko koI prabhAva par3A? usa DhaMga se to nahIM jisa DhaMga se maiMne soca rakhA thA, baoNsa ne svIkAra kiyaa| kaiziyara dasa hajAra DAlara lekara bhAga gayA- 'ise abhI kara lo',-mukhya abhilekha adhIkSaka merI nijI saciva ko lekara bhAga gayA- 'ise abhI kara lo' -tInoM lipikoM ne vetana vRddhi kI mAMga kara dI hai, TAipa karane vAlI ne apanA purAnA TAiparAiTara khir3akI se bAhara pheMka diyA hai- 'ise abhI kara lo' -aura caparAsI ne lagatA hai ki.. .merI kaoNphI meM... Aha.. .jahara milA diyA... Aha!
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________________ tuma apanI nidrA kI avasthA ke mAdhyama se sunate ho, tuma apane svayaM ke DhaMga se isaktaI vyAkhyA kara loge| isalie yadi tuma vAstava meM mujhe sunanA cAhate ho, to vyAkhyA mata kro| abhI usa rAta ko hI, eka naye Ae hue yuvaka ne saMnyAsa liyA, maiMne usase kahA, kucha dina ke lie yahAM rho| usane kahA lekina maiM to do yA tIna dina meM jA rahA huuN| maiMne kahA lekina yaha ThIka nahIM hata kacha kiyA jAnA zeSa hai, aura tama to basa abhI Ae ho| abhI to tamhArA majhase saMparka bhI nahIM ho pAyA hai| isalie kama se kama AgAmI dhyAna zivira taka to ruko a dina aura tthhro| vaha bolA, maiM isake bAre meM vicAra kruuNgaa| taba maiMne usase kahA phira to vicAra karane kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai, tuma cale jaao| kyoMki tuma jo kucha bhI socoge vaha galata hI hone vAlA hai| aura saMnyAsa kI pUrI bAta yahI hai ki tuma merI bAta ko, isake bAre meM soce-vicAre binA sunanA AraMbha kara do| sArI bAta yahI hai ki maiM tumase jo kucha bhI kahUM vaha tumhAre lie tumhAre svayaM ke mana se adhika mahatvapUrNa bana jaae| saMnyAsa kA sArA abhiprAya yahI hai| aba yadi, jo maiM kahatA hUM aura tumhAre mana ke bIca koI saMgharSa ho to tuma apane mana ko chor3a doge aura tuma mujhako suna loge| yahI to khatarA hai| yadi tuma lagAtAra yaha nizcita karane ke lie ki jo maiM kaha rahA hUM use kiyA jAnA hai yA nahIM, apane mana kA upayoga kie cale jAte ho, to tuma jaise tuma the vaise hI bane rahate ho| tuma bAhara nahIM niklte| tuma apanA hAtha mere nikaTa nahIM lAte, tAki maiM use thAma skuu| Amataura se sabhI kucha tumhAre sAtha ghaTa rahA hai, tumane kucha bhI nahIM kiyA hai| 'mujhe aisA anubhava hotA hai jaise ki Apake pAsa Ane meM merA koI cunAva nahIM thaa|' bilakula saca hai yaha baat| tuma kisI taraha se bhaTakate hue A gae ho| koI mitra mere pAsa A rahA thA aura usane tumase sAtha calane ke lie kaha diyA, yA tuma basa kisI pustakoM kI dukAna meM gae the aura vahA tumako merI koI pustaka mila gii| eka saMnyAsI AyA aura maiMne usase pUchA, tuma mujhase milane kisa prakAra se Ae? pahalI bAra mujhameM tumhArI ruci kaise jAgrata huI? usane kahA maiM goA meM samudra taTa para baiThA huA thA, aura basa reta meM mujhe saMnyAsa patrikA par3I huI dikhAI dI, koI vyakti use vahAM chor3a gayA thaa| aba karane ko kucha thA bhI nahIM so maiMne use par3hanA zurU kara diyaa| isa prakAra se maiM yahAM para A gyaa| Akasmika DhaMga se tuma mere pAsa Akasmika DhaMga se A gae ho, lekina aba mere sAtha sajagatApUrvaka rahane kA, mere sAtha pare hoza se rahane kA yaha eka avasara hai| yaha zabha hai ki tama Akasmika rUpa se mere pAsa A gae ho lekina yahAM para Akasmika DhaMga se mata rho| aba isa Akasmikapana ko chor3a do| aba apanI jAgarUkatA kA svAmI bananA AraMbha kro| anyathA phira koI aura puna: tumheM Akasmika DhaMga se kahIM aura le jaaegaa|
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________________ punaH tuma bhaTakate hue mujhase dUra ho jAoge kyoMki jo yUM hI bhaTakatA huA A gayA hai usa para bharosA nahIM kiyA jA sakatA hai| vaha punaH bhaTaka jAegA, kucha aura ghaTita ho jaaegaa| koI nepAla jA rahA hai, aura yaha khayAla' - tumako AegA - kyoM na nepAla calA jAe? aura tuma nepAla cale jAte ho / aura vahAM tumheM koI garlaphreMDa mila jAtI hai, jo ki saMnyAsa ke virodha meM haiM, aba kyA kiyA jAe? tumako apanA saMnyAsa chor3anA par3atA hai| aba jaba ki tuma yahAM ho, to isa avasara kA upayoga kara lo loga avasaroM kA nitAMta acetana DhaMga se bhI upayoga kara lete haiN| isakA cetana DhaMga se upayoga kara lo| - majisTreTa ne pUchA kisa bAta ne tumako patnI ko coTa pahuMcAne ke lie ukasAyA thA? pati ne kahA : yora oNnara, usakI pITha merI ora thI, phrAiMgapaina halakA thA, pichalA daravAjA khulA huA thA, aura maiM halake naze meM thA, isalie maiMne socA ki maiM eka koziza kruuNgaa| loga apane avasaroM kA acetana DhaMga se prayoga kara lete haiN| isa avasara kA cetana DhaMga se upayoga kara lo, kyoMki yaha avasara aisA hai ki isakA prayoga kevala caitanyatApUrvaka hI kiyA jA sakatA hai| Aja itanA hii| pravacana 97 sAkSI svaprakAzita hai yoga - sUtra (kaivalyapAda) sadA jJAtAzcittavRtayastamabhoH puruSasyapimNAmitvAt / / 1811 mana kI vRttiyoM kA jJAna sadaiva isake prabhu, puruSa, ko zuddha cetanA ke sAtatya ke kAraNa hotA hai| na tatsvAbhAsaM dRshytyaat|| 1911 mana sva prakAzita nahIM hai, kyoMki svayaM isakA pratyakSIkaraNa ho jAtA hai|
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________________ ekasamaye cobhyaanvdhaarnnm|| 20// mana ke lie apane Apa ko aura kisI anya vastu ko usI samaya meM jAnanA asaMbhava hai| citAntaradRzye buddhibuddharatiprasaGga: smRtisNkrshc|| 21 / / yadi yaha mAna liyA jAe ki dUsarA mana pahale mana ko prakAzita karatA hai, to bodha ke bodha kI kalpanA karanI par3egI, aura isase smatiyoM kA saMzaya utpanna hogaa| citekhatisaMkramAyAstadAkArApatto svbuddhisNvednm|| 22 / / Atma-bodha se apanI svayaM kI prakRti kA jJAna mila jAtA hai, aura jaba cetanA isa rUpa meM A jAtI hai to yaha eka sthAna se dUsare sthAna ko nahIM jaatii| draSTradRzyoparaktaM citaM srvaarthm|| 23 // jaba mana jJAtA aura jJeya ke raga meM raMga jAtA hai, taba yaha sarvajJa ho jAtA hai| tadasaMkhyeyavAsanAbhizcitramapi parArthaM sNhtykaaritvaat|| 24// yadyapi mana asaMkhya vAsanAoM ke raMga meM raMgatA hai, phira bhI mana lagAtAra unakI pUrti hetu kArya karatA hai, isake lie yaha sahayoga se kArya karatA hai| pahalA sUtra-- mana kI vRttiyoM kA jJAna sadaiva isake prabha, puruSa, ko zuddha cetanA ke sAtatya ke kAraNa hotA hai|' pataMjali manuSya ke astitva kI sArI jaTilatA ko khayAla meM rakhate haiM, isako samajha lenA caahie| na kabhI unase pahale aura na kabhI unake bAda aisA vyApaka nirdeza-taMtra vikasita kiyA gyaa| manuSya koI sarala astitva nahIM hai| manuSya eka atyaMta jaTila saMracanA hai| eka caTTAna sarala hai, kyoMki caTTAna ke pAsa kevala eka parata hai-deha kI prt| yahI hai jisako pataMjali annamaya koSa : sarvAdhika sthUla,
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________________ mAtra eka parata, kahate haiN| tuma caTTAna ke bhItara jA sakate ho, tumheM caTTAna kI parateM mileMgI, lekina aura kucha nahIM milegaa| eka vRkSa ko dekho aura tuma deha ke atirikta kucha aura bhI paaoge| vRkSa mAtra eka zarIra hI nahIM hai| sUkSma jagata kA bhI kucha isake sAtha ghaTita huA hai| yaha utanA murdA nahIM hai jitanI ki caTTAna hai; yaha adhika jIvita hai-isake bhItara eka sUkSma zarIra astitva me A cukA hai| yadi tama vRkSa ke sAtha eka caTTAna jaisA vyavahAra karate ho, to tuma isake sAtha durvyavahAra karate ho| taba tumane usa sUkSma vikAsa ko khayAla meM nahIM rakhA hai jo caTTAna se vRkSa ke aMtarAla meM ho cukA hai| vRkSa ucca vikasita hai| yaha adhika jaTila hai| phira kisI pazu ko khayAla meM lo-aura adhika jttil| sUkSma zarIra kI eka aura parata vikasita ho cukI hai| manuSya ke pAMca zarIra, pAMca bIja hote haiM, isalie yadi tuma manuSya aura usake mana ko vAstava meM samajhanA cAhate ho-aura yadi tuma sArI jaTilatA ko nahIM samajhate to isake pAra jAne kA koI upAya nahIM hai-taba hamako bahuta dhairyavAna aura sAvadhAna honA pdd'egaa| yadi tuma eka kadama bhI cUka gae to tuma apane astitva ke aMtartama tala taka pahuMcane meM samartha nahIM ho paaoge| vaha zarIra jise tuma darpaNa meM dekha sakate ho tumhAre astitva kA bAhyatama khola hai| aneka logoM ne galatI se isI ko saba kucha samajha liyA hai| manovijJAna meM 'vyavahAravAda' nAma kA AMdolana hai, jo socatA hai ki manuSya eka zarIra ke atirikta aura kucha bhI nahIM hai| aise logoM se sadaiva saceta raho jo 'isake atirikta aura kucha nahIM kI bAta karate haiN| manuSya sadA se kisI 'isake atirikta aura kucha nahIM' se adhika rahA hai| vyavahAravAdI loga : pAvalapha, bIpha. skinara aura unake sAthI socate haiM ki manuSya kevala eka zarIra haiM-aisA nahIM hai ki tumhAre pAsa zarIra hai, aisA nahIM hai ki tuma zarIra meM ho, balki kevala yahI ki tuma zarIra ho| taba manuSya ko usakI nimnatama pAyadAna taka nIce girA diyA jAtA hai| aura niHsaMdeha ve isako siddha kara sakate haiN| ve isa bAta ko siddha kara sakate haiM kyoMki manuSya kA adhikatama sthala bhAga vaijJAnika prayoga ke lie saralatA se upalabdha hai| manuSya ke astitva kI sUkSma parateM vaijJAnika anusaMdhAna ke lie itanI saralatA se upalabdha nahIM haiN| yA dUsare zabdoM meM kahA jAe ki vaijJAnika upakaraNa aba taka itane sUkSmagrAhI nahIM ho pAe haiN| ye upakaraNa manuSya kI sUkSma paratoM ko sparza nahIM kara sakate haiN| phrAyaDa, eDalara manuSya ke bhItara thor3A gahare utarate haiN| phira manuSya mAtra eka zarIra hI nahIM rhtaa| ve dUsare -zarIra ko thor3a sparza karate haiM, jisako pataMjali prANamaya koSa, jIvaMta zarIra, UrjA zarIra kahate haiN| lekina phrAyaDa aura eDalara ne isakA eka bahuta choTA hissA khyA hai-eka bhAga kA sparza phrAyaDa ne kiyA hai aura dasare bhAga kA eDalara ne| phrAyaDa manuSya ko mAtra kAmukatA ke tala para girA detA hai| yaha bhI manuSya meM hai, lekina yahI pUrI kathA nahIM hai| eDalara manuSya ko kevala mahatvAkAMkSA, zakti kI abhIpsA ke tala taka nIce le AtA hai|
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________________ manuSya meM vaha bhI hai| manuSya bahuta virATa hai, bahuta jaTila hai| manuSya vAdyayaMtroM kA eka samUha hai, isameM aneka vAdayayaMtra sammilita haiN| lekina sadA se aisA huA hai| yaha eka vipadA hai, lekina aisA sadA hI huA hai : jaba kisI ko kucha mila jAtA hai to vaha apanI isa khoja se eka pUrA darzanazAstra banAne kA prayAsa karatA hai| isake prati eka gaharA pralobhana hotA hai| phrAyaDa ko saMyogavaza kAmavAsanA mila gaI, aura vaha bhI pUrI kI pUrI kAmavAsanA nhiiN| usako kevala damita kAmavAsanA milii| usakA sAmanA damita logoM se huaa| IsAI dharma dvArA sikhAe gae damana ne manuSya meM aneka avarodha nirmita kara die, jahAM para UrjA apaneM bhItara vartula banA kara aTaka gaI, avaruddha ho gaI, aba vaha pravAhamAna na rhii| use manuSya kI UrjA kI dhArA meM ye caTTAna jaise avarodha mile, aura usane socA aura ahaMkAra sadaiva isI DhaMga se socatA haiki usane parama satya ko pA liyA hai| eDalara ko, jo ki dUsare DhaMga se kArya kara rahA thA, UrjA kA dUsarA avarodha shaari|' abhIpsA, mila gyaa| phira usane isase eka pUrA darzanazAstra nirmita kara diyaa| ko khaMDoM meM samajhA gayA hai| isa saMpUrNa astitva meM yoga eka mAtra darzanazAstra hai jo manuSya kI saMpUrNatA ko khayAla meM rakhatA hai| juga thor3A sA aura Age, aura gaharAI meM gyaa| manuSya ke tIsare zarIra-manomaya koSa kA eka aMza use mila gayA, aura usane isake AdhAra para eka pUre darzanazAstra kA nirmANa kara diyaa| samasta bhautika zarIra kI vyApaka vyAkhyA kara pAnA abhI taka saMbhava nahIM ho pAyA hai, kyoMki yaha zarIra apane Apa meM atyaMta jaTila hai. lAkhoM kozikAeM eka gahana layabaddhatA meM eka Azcaryajanaka DhaMga se kArya kara rahI haiN| jaba apanI mAM ke garbha meM tumhArA sRjana huA thA, to tuma mAtra eka choTI sI kozikA the| usa eka kozikA meM se dUsarI kozikA jnmii| kozikA vikasita hotI hai aura do meM vibhAjita ho jAtI hai, aura phira ye do kozikAeM vikasita hotI haiM aura cAra meM baMTa jAtA hai| eka vibhAjana ke davArA-aura yaha vibhAjana bar3hatA calA jAtA hai tumhAre pAsa lAkhoM kozikAeM haiN| aura ye sArI kozikAeM eka gahare sahayoga meM kArya karatI haiM, jaise ki kisI ne unako samhAla rakhA ho| yaha koI avyavasthA nahIM hai, tuma eka suvyavasthA ho| / aura phira kucha kozikAeM tumhArI AMkheM bana jAtI haiM, kucha kozikAeM tumhAre kAna bana jAtA hai, kucha kozikAeM tumhAre janana aMga bana jAtI haiM, kucha kozikAeM tumhArI tvacA bana jAtI haiM, kucha kozikAeM tumhArI asthiyAM, kucha kozikAeM tumhArA mastiSka, kucha kozikAeM tumhAre nAkhUna aura aura ve sabhI usI eka kozikA se A rahI haiN| ve sabhI eka sI haiN| unameM koI guNAtmaka bheda nahIM hai, kiMtu ve kitanI bhinnatApUrvaka kArya karatI haiN| AMkheM dekha sakatI haiM, kAna dekha nahIM sakate, kAna suna sakate hai, kiMta saMgha nahIM skte| isalie ve kozikAeM na kevala layabadadhatA se kArya karatI haiM balki ve vizeSajJa ho jAtI haiN| ve eka nizcita vizeSajJatA upalabdha kara letI haiN| kucha kozikAeM AMkheM bana jAtI hai| kyA ghaTita ho gayA hai? kisa prakAra kA prazikSaNa cala rahA hai? eka vizeSa prakAra kI kozikaeM hI kyoM AMkheM bana jAtI haiM, aura dUsare vizeSa prakAra kI kozikAeM hI kyoM kAna bana jAtI haiM, aura phira kucha
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________________ anya vizeSa prakAra kI kozikAeM tumhArI nAka bana jAtI haiM, aura ve sabhI eka sI haiM? bhItara avazya eka prazikSaNa honA. cAhie-koI ajJAta zakti unako eka vizeSa udadezya ke lie prazikSita kara rahI hai| aura smaraNa rakhanA, jaba ve kozikAeM dekhane ke lie taiyAra ho rahI hotI haiM to unhoMne kucha bhI dekhA nahIM hotA hai| jaba baccA garbha meM hotA hai usa samaya vaha pUrI taraha se aMdhA banA rahatA hai| usane jarA bhI prakAza nahIM dekhA hotA hai, usakI AMkheM baMda haiN| eka camatkAra hai yaha dekhane kA koI prazikSaNa nahIM haA hai aura AMkheM dekhane ke lie taiyAra haiM ra dekhane kI koI saMbhAvanA nahIM hai aura AMkheM dekhane ke lie taiyAra hai| baccA apane phephar3oM se zvAsa nahIM letA hai, usane to jAnA bhI nahIM ki zvAsa lenA kyA hai, lekina phephar3e zvasana kriyA ke lie taiyAra haiN| isase pahale ki baccA saMsAra meM praveza hetu jAe aura zvAsa le, ve taiyAra haiN| isase pahale ki baccA saMsAra meM praveza hetu jAe aura dekhe, AMkheM taiyAra haiN| sabhI kucha taiyAra hai| jaba bacce kA janma hotA hai to vaha parama jaTilatA, vizeSajJatA aura sUkSmatA vAlA pUrNa manuSya hotA hai| aura usakA koI prazikSaNa, koI pUrva taiyArI nahIM huI hai| bacce ne kabhI eka zvAsa taka nahIM lI hotI hai, lekina mAM ke garbha se bAhara Ate hI vaha cIkhatA hai aura apanI pahalI zvAsa letA hai| isake pUrva ki koI prazikSaNa diyA jAe usakI daihika vyavasthA taiyAra hai| koI parama zakti hai, koI zakti hai jo bhaviSya kI sArI saMbhAvanAoM kA lekhA-jokhA rakhatI hai, koI zakti hai jo bacce ko jIvana aura bhaviSya kI sabhI saMbhAvanAoM kA sAmanA karane meM samartha hone ke lie taiyAra kara rahI hai, jo bhItara gahare meM kAryarata hai| isa zarIra taka ko abhI taka nahIM samajhA gayA hai| hamArI sArI samajha Azika hai| abhI taka manuSya kA vitAna astitva meM nahIM A pAyA hai| isa saMdarbha meM pataMjali kA yoga kabhI bhI kie gae prayAsoM meM manuSya ke nikaTatama hai| ve zarIra ko pAMca paratoM meM, yA pAMca zarIroM meM vibhAjita karate haiN| tumhAre pAsa eka hI zarIra nahIM hai, tumhAre pAsa pAMca zarIra haiM, aura ina pAMca zarIroM ke pIche tumhArA astitva hai| yahI manovijJAna meM ghaTita huA hai, aura yahI cikitsAzAstra meM ho gayA hai| elopaithI kevala bhautika zarIra meM, sthUla zarIra meM bharosA karatI hai| yaha vyavahAravAda kI bhAMti hai| elopaithI sthUlatama auSadhi hai| yahI kAraNa hai ki yaha vaijJAnika ho gaI hai, kyoMki vaijJAnika upakaraNa abhI taka sthUla ko hI pakar3a pAne meM samartha haiN| aura gaharAI meM jaao| cInI auSadhi-vijJAna ekyupaMkcara eka aura parata meM praveza karatA hai| yaha prANa zarIra, prANamaya koSa para kArya karatA hai| yadi bhautika zarIra meM kucha galata ho jAtA hai to ekyupaMkyara bhautika zarIra ko jarA bhI nahIM chutaa| yaha prANa zarIra para kArya karane kA prayAsa karatA hai| yaha jaiva UrjA, bAyo-plAjmA para kArya karane kA prayAsa karatA hai| usa tala para vahAM yaha kisI cIja ko samAyojita kara detA hai, aura bhautika zarIra turata hI bhalI prakAra se kArya karanA AraMbha kara detA hai| yadi prANa zarIra meM kucha gar3abar3a
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________________ ho jAtI hai to elopaithI isI zarIra bhautika zarIra para kArya karatI hai| niHsaMdeha elopaithI ke lie yaha car3hAI car3hane jaisA hai| ekyupaMkcara ke lie yaha car3hAI se nIce Ane jaisA kAma hai| ekyupaMkyara ke lie yaha adhika sarala hai kyoMki prANa zarIra bhautika zarIra se thor3A UMce tala para hai| yadi prANa zarIra ko saMtulita kara diyA jAe, to bhautika zarIra to basa usakA anusaraNa karatA hai, kyoMki kyU-priMTa to prANa zarIra meM hI hotA hai| bhautika zarIra to prANa zarIra kA kAryakArI upakaraNa mAtra hai| aba ekyupaMkcara ko dhIre dhIre pratiSThA prApta ho rahI hai, kyoMki soviyata rUsa meM eka bahuta saMvedanazIla phoTogrAphI, kiraliyAna phoTogrAphI ne manuSya ke zarIra meM prANa UrjA ke sAta sau biMdu khoja nikAle haiM, jinakI ghoSaNA pichale pAMca hajAra varSoM se ekyupakcara - vida sadA se karate A rahe the| zarIra meM ve prANa UrjA ke biMdu kahAM haiM unako jAna pAne ke koI upakaraNa unake pAsa nahIM the| lekina sadiyoM se, dhIre- dhIre prayAsa aura bhUla ke dvArA unhoMne sAta sau biMdu khoja nikAle the| aba kiraliyAna ne bhI vahI sAta sau biMdu vaijJAnika upakaraNoM dvArA khoja nikAle aura kiraliyAna phoTogrAphI ne eka bAta siddha kara dI ki prANa zarIra ko bhautika zarIra ke dvArA badalane kA prayAsa asaMgata hai| yaha naukara ko badala kara mAlika ko badalane kA prayAsa karanA hai karIba-karIba asaMbhava hai yaha kyoMki mAlika naukara kI jarA bhI nahIM sunegaa| yadi tuma naukara ko badalanA cAhate ho mAlika ko badala do turaMta naukara bhI badala jAtA hai| pratyeka sainika ko badalane ke sthAna para behatara yahI rahegA ki senApati ko badala do| zarIra ke pAsa lAkhoM sipAhI, kozikAeM haiM jo basa kisI Adeza ke anurUpa, i ke sArA prArUpa badala jAtA hai| kisI anuzAsana anusAra kArya karane meM saMlagna haiN| anuzAstA ko badala lo aura zarIra kA homyopaithI aura adhika gaharAI meM jAtI hai| yaha manomaya koSa, manasa zarIra para kArya karatI hai| homyopaithI ke saMsthApaka hainimaina ne sarvakAlika mahAnatama khojoM meM se eka khoja kI aura vaha thI auSadhi kI mAtrA jitanI sUkSmatara hotI jAtI hai utanI hI vaha aura gaharAI meM pahuMca jAtI hai| unhoMne homyopaithI kI auSadhi ko banAne kI isa vidhi ko 'zaktikaraNa khaa| ve auSadhi kI mAtrA kama karate cale jAte haiN| vaha isa DhaMga se kArya karegA vaha auSadhi kI eka nizcita mAtrA legA aura ise dasa gunA milka zugara yA pAnI ke sAtha mizrita kregaa| eka bhAga auSadhi aura dasa bhAga pAnI, vaha inako milA degaa| phira puna: vaha isa naye mizraNa kA eka bhAga legA aura puna: vaha isako nau gune pAnI yA milka zugara ke sAtha milA degaa| isI DhaMga se vaha Age bar3hegA; puna: vaha naye ghola se eka bhAga legA aura use gune pAnI meM milA degaa| vaha aisA karegA aura auSadhi kI zakti bddh'egii| dhIre-dhIre auSadhi paramANu ke tala para pahuMca jaaegii| yaha itanI sUkSma ho jAegI ki tuma vizvAsa hI nahIM kara sakate ki yaha kArya kara sakatI hai; yaha karIba-karIba miTa cukI hotI hai| yahI hai jo homyopaithika auSadhiyoM para likhA hotA hai. zakti, dasa zakti bIsa zakti, eka sau zakti eka hajAra zakti jitanI bar3I zakti hogI auSadhi kI mAtrA utanI hI kama hogii| dasa lAkha zakti kA artha hai mUla auSadhi kA dasa lAkhavAM bhAga hI zeSa bacA hai, lagabhaga nA - kucha aMza hai usameM vaha karIba-karIba miTa cukI hai, 1
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________________ lekina taba yaha manomaya kI sarvAdhika gaharI parata meM praviSTa ho jAtI hai| yaha tumhAre manasa zarIra meM praviSTa ho jAtI hai| yaha ekyupaMkyara se adhika gaharAI meM jAtI hai| yaha karIba-karIba aisA hI hai jaise ki tama paramANa ke tala para yA paramANa se bhI sakSma stara para pahuMca gae ho| taba yaha tamhAre zarIra ko sparza nahIM karatI hai, taba yaha tumhAre prANa zarIra ko sparza nahIM karatI, yaha to basa bhItara praviSTa ho jAtI hai| yaha itanI sUkSma hai aura itanI choTI ki isake rAste meM koI avarodha nahIM aataa| yaha to basa manomaya koSa, manasa zarIra meM praviSTa ho jAtI hai aura vahAM se yaha kArya karanA AraMbha kara detI hai| aba tumako prANamaya koSa se bhI bar3A adhiSThAtA mila gayA hai| bhAratIya cikitsA paddhati da ina tInoM kA saMzleSaNa hai| auSadhiyoM meM yaha sarvAdhika saMzleSaNAtmaka sammohana cikitsA aura adhika gaharAI meM jAtI hai| yaha vijJAnamaya koSa, cauthe zarIra, cetanA ke zarIra ko sparza karatI hai| yaha auSadhiyoM kA prayoga nahIM karatI hai| yaha kisI bhI vastu kA prayoga nahIM krtii| yaha to kevala sujhAvoM kA upayoga karatI hai, basa itanA hii| yaha tumhAre mana meM basa sujhAva rakha detI hai-cAhe isako jIvadhAriyoM kA cuMbakatva kaho, yA mesmairijma, sammohana yA jo kucha bhI tuma ise kahanA cAho-lekina yaha vicAra kI zakti hai, padArtha kI zakti nahIM hai| homyopaithI bhI padArtha kI atyadhika sakSma mAtrA kI zakti hai| sammohana cikitsA parI taraha se padArtha se chaTakArA pA letI hai, kyoMki bhale hI kitanA sukSma ho, yaha hai to padArtha hii| dasa hajAra zakti hai lekina phira bhI yaha padArtha kI hI zakti hai| yaha basa vicAra UrjA, vijJAnamaya koSa cetanA ke zarIra para chalAMga lagA detI hai| yadi tumhArI cetanA basa eka vizeSa vicAra ko svIkAra kara le to yaha sakriya ho jAtA hai| sammohana cikitsA, himmotherepI kA bhaviSya ujjavala hai| yaha bhaviSya kI auSadhi banane jA rahI hai, kyoMki basa tumhAre vicAroM ke prArUpa ko badala dene se hI tumhAre mana ko parivartita kiyA jA sakatA hai, tumhAre mana ke mAdhyama se tumhAre prANa zarIra aura prANa zarIra ke mAdhyama se tumhAre sthUla zarIra ko badalA jA sakatA hai| taba auSadhi ke rUpa meM viSa kI ciMtA kyoM kI jAe, sthUla auSadhiyoM kI phikara meM kyA par3anA? kyoM na isa kArya ko vicAra zakti se kara liyA jAe? kyA tumane kabhI kisI sammohana-vida ko kisI mAdhyama para kArya karate hue dekhA hai? yadi tumane nahIM dekhA hai, to yaha dekhane lAyaka ghaTanA hai| yaha tumako eka vizeSa aMtardRSTi degaa| zAyada tumane sunA ho yA zAyada tumane dekhA bhI hoM-bhArata meM yaha hotA hai; tumane Aga para calane vAloM ko avazya dekhA hogaa| yaha aura kucha nahIM varana hipnotheraipI hai| yaha vicAra ki ve kisI viziSTa devatA yA kisI viziSTa devI se AviSTa ho gae haiM aura aba unako koI Aga nahIM jalA sakatI, basa yaha vicAra hI paryApta hai| yaha vicAra unake zarIroM ke sAmAnya kriyAkalApoM kA niyaMtraNa aura rUpAMtaraNa kara detA hai| ve taiyArI kie hue hote haiM. caubIsa ghaMTe pahale se ve upavAsa karate haiN| jaba tuma upavAsa kara rahe ho to tumhArA pUrA zarIra zuddha hai aura isake bhItara mala nahIM rahA, taba tumhAre aura sthUla zarIra ke madhya kA
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________________ setu gira jAtA hai| caubIsa ghaMTe taka ve kisI maMdira meM yA masjida meM stuti gAte hue, nAcate hue paramAtmA se laya milAte hue rahate haiN| phira vaha kSaNa AtA hai jaba ve Aga para calate haiN| ve nRtya karate hue AviSTa kI bhAva-dazA meM Ate haiN| ve pUrI zraddhA se Ate haiM ki unako Aga jalA nahIM sakatI, basa yahI hai; aura kucha bhI nahIM hai ismeN| prazna yahI hai ki zraddhA kisa bhAMti nirmita kI jaae| phira ve Aga para nRtya kara lete haiM aura Aga nahIM jlaatii| aisA aneka bAra ho gayA hai ki koI vyakti jo basa eka darzaka thA vaha taka AviSTa ho gyaa| bIsa loga Aga para cala rahe haiM aura jale nahIM, aura koI vyakti acAnaka itanA Azvasta ho gayA hai : 'yadi ye loga Aga para cala rahe haiM to maiM kyoM nahIM cala sakatA?' aura vaha bhItara kUda par3A aura Aga ne usako nahIM jlaayaa| usI kSaNa meM acAnaka eka zraddhA jAga utthii| kabhI-kabhI aisA ho gayA ki jo loga taiyArI karake Ae the, jala ge| kabhI-kabhI koI binA taiyArI kiya | darzaka Aga para cala gayA aura nahIM jlaa| kyA ho gayA ?-jina logoM ne taiyArI kI thI unameM kahIM koI saMdeha avazya rahA hogaa| ve yaha avazya soca rahe hoMge ki aisA hone jA rahA hai yA nhiiN| unakI cetanA meM, vijJAnamaya koSa meM eka sUkSma saMdeha avazya rahA hogaa| yaha saMpUrNa zraddhA nahIM thii| isalie ve Ae the, lekina saMdeha ke saath| usa saMdeha ke kAraNa zarIra uccatara AtmA se saMdeza grahaNa nahIM kara skaa| donoM ke madhya meM saMdeha A khar3A haA aura zarIra ne sAmAnya DhaMga se kArya karanA jArI rakhA; vaha jala gyaa| yahI kAraNa hai ki sabhI dharma zraddhA para bala diyA karate haiN| sammohana cikitsA hai shrddhaa| zraddhA ke binA tuma apane astitva ke sUkSma bhAgoM meM praviSTa nahIM ho sakate, kyoMki eka jarA sA saMdeha aura tumako vApasa sthala para pheMka diyA jAtA hai| vijJAna saMdeha ke sAtha kArya karatA hai| saMdeha vitAna kI vidhi hai, kyoMki vijJAna sthUla ke sAtha kArya karatA hai| tuma saMdeha karate ho yA nahIM, eka elopaitha cikitsaka ko ciMtA nahIM hotii| vaha tumase apanI auSadhi meM bharosA karane ke lie nahIM kahatA, vaha to basa tumako davA de detA hai| lekina eka homyopaitha cikitsaka pUchegA, kyA tumako bharosA hai, kyoMki kisI homyopaitha ke lie tumhAre vizvAsa ke binA tuma para kArya kara pAnA adhika kaThina hogaa| aura eka sammohana-vida pUrNa samarpaNa ke lie khegaa| varanA kucha nahIM kiyA jA sakatA hai| dharma hai smrpnn| dharma hai sammohana cikitsaa| lekina abhI eka aura zarIra hai, vaha hai AnaMdamaya koSa : AnaMda kA shriir| sammohana cikitsA cauthe zarIra taka jAtI hai| dhyAna pAMcaveM zarIra taka jAtA hai| meDiTezana' yaha zabda hI suMdara hai kyoMki isakA mUla vahI hai jo meDisina kA hai| donoM eka hI mUla se Ate haiN| meDisina aura meDiTezana eka hI zabda kI vyatpattiyAM hai vaha jo svastha karatA hai, vaha jo tumako svastha aura samagra banAtA hai, meDisina (auSadhi) hai aura gahanatama tala para yahI meDiTezana (dhyAna) hai| dhyAna tumako sujhAva taka nahIM detA, kyoMki sujhAva bAhara se die jAte haiN| kisI aura ko tumheM sujhAva denA par3atA hai| sujhAvoM kA abhiprAya hai ki tuma kisI aura para nirbhara ho| ve tumako pUrI taraha
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________________ se caitanya nahIM banA sakate kyoMki dasare kI AvazyakatA paDegI, aura tamhAre astitva para usakI eka chAyA par3a jaaegii| dhyAna tumako pUrI taraha se caitanya banA detA hai-kisI chAyA ke binA-binA aMdhakAra ke paripUrNa prkaash| aba sujhAva bhI eka sthUla cIja samajhA jAtA hai| koI sujhAva detA haiisakA artha hai ki koI cIja bAhara se AtI hai, aura jo kucha bhI bAhara se AtA hai, vizleSaNa kI parama sUkSmatA meM vaha bhautika hai| kevala padArtha hI nahIM balki vaha sabhI jo bAhara se AtA hai bhautika hai| eka vicAra taka padArtha kA sUkSma rUpa hai| sammohana cikitsA bhI bhautikavAdI hai| dhyAna sArI saMbhAvanAeM, sabhI sahAre girA detA hai| yahI kAraNa hai ki dhyAna ko samajha pAnA saMsAra kA sarvAdhika kaThina kArya hai, kyoMki bacatA kucha bhI nahIM hai-basa eka zuddha samajha, eka saakssiibhaav| pahalA sUtra yahI kaha rahA hai| 'mana kI vRttiyoM kA jJAna sadaiva isake prabhu.......' tumhAre bhItara prabhu kauna hai? usa prabhu ko khojanA par3atA hai| 'mana kI vRttiyoM kA jJAna sadaiva isake prabhu, puruSa, ko zuddha cetanA ke sAtatya ke kAraNa hotA hai|' tumhAre bhItara do bAteM ghaTa rahI haiN| pahalI hai vicAroM, bhAvanAoM, icchAoM kA jhaMjhAvAta-tumhAre cAroM ora virATa bhaMvara hai, satata parivartanazIla, apane Apa ko lagAtAra parivartita karatA huA, lagAtAra gtishiil| yaha eka prakriyA hai| isa prakriyA ke pIche tumhArI sAkSI AtmA hai-zAzvata, sthAyI, jarA bhI na badalI huii| yaha kabhI nahIM badalI hai| yaha zAzvata AkAza jaisI hai megha Ate haiM aura cale jAte haiM, ekatrita hote haiM, bikhara jAte haiM... AkAza asparzita, aprabhAvita binA kisI chApa ke maujUda rahatA hai| yaha zuddha aura kuMvArA banA rahatA hai| tumhAre bhItara zAzvata, prabhu yahI hai| mana badalatA rahatA hai| abhI eka kSaNa pUrva tumhAre pAsa eka mana thA, eka kSaNa bAda tumhAre pAsa dUsarA mana hotA hai| abhI kucha minaTa pahale tuma krodhita the, aura aba tuma haMsa rahe ho| abhI kucha minaTa pahale tuma prasanna the, aba tuma udAsa ho| manovRttiyAM, parivartana, lagAtAra Upara aura nIce taraMgita hote rahate haiM, jaise ki yo-yo kA khela calatA rahatA hai| lekina tumhAre bhItara kucha zAzvata hai : vaha jo isa khela ko, tamAze ko dekhatA rahatA hai| vahI sAkSI, prabhu hai| yadi tuma sAkSI honA AraMbha kara dete ho, to tuma dhIre-dhIre prabhu se nikaTatara aura nikaTatara ho jaaoge| vastuoM kA sAkSI honA AraMbha kro| tuma eka vRkSa ko dekhate ho, tuma vRkSa ko dekhate ho lekina tuma isake prati sajaga nahIM ho ki tuma isako dekha rahe ho, taba tuma sAkSI nahIM ho| tuma eka vRkSa ko dekhate ho, aura usI samaya tuma dekhate ho ki tuma dekha rahe ho, taba tuma sAkSI ho| cetanA ko do nokoM vAlA tIra bananA par3atA hai : eka tIra vRkSa kI ora jA rahA hai, dUsarA tumhAre kartApana kI ora jA rahA hai|
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________________ hue yA kaThina hai yaha kyoMki jaba tuma apane prati sajaga ho jAte ho to tuma vRkSa ko bhUla jAte ho aura jaba tuma vRkSa ke prati sajaga hote ho to tuma svayaM ko bhUla jAte ho| lekina dhIre- dhIre vyakti saMtulana banAnA sIkha letA hai, ThIka vaise hI jaise tanI huI rassI para calane vAlA vyakti saMtulana sIkha letA hai / AraMbha meM yaha kaThina, khataranAka saMkaTapUrNa hotA hai, kiMtu dhIre dhIre vyakti saMtulana banAnA sIkha letA hai| basa prayAsa karate cale jaao| jaba kabhI tumako sAkSI hone kA avasara mile isako gavAo mata, kyoMki sAkSIbhAva se adhika mUlyavAna aura kucha bhI nahIM hai| kisI kRtya ko karate hue, ca bhojana karate hue yA sthAna karate hue sAkSI bhI ho jaao| phavvAre se apane Upara pAnI girane do, kiMtu tuma bhItara sajaga bane raho aura dekho ki kyA ghaTita ho rahA hai-pAnI kA ThaMDApana aura sAre zarIra meM sanasanAhaTa kI anubhUti, tumako gheratA huA eka vizeSa prakAra kA mauna, tumhAre bhItara eka acchepana kI bhAvanA kA udaya honA lekina sAkSI bane rahanA jArI rakho tumako prasannatA anubhava ho rahI hai, basa prasanna anubhava karanA paryApta nahIM hai - sAkSI ho jaao| basa dekhate raho- maiM prasannatA anubhava kara rahA hUM.. maiM udAsI anubhava kara rahA hUM maiM bhUkhA anubhava kara rahA hUM-dekhate cale jaao| dhIre-dhIre tuma dekha loge ki prasannatA tumase alaga hai, aprasannatA bhI tumase alaga hai| vaha sabhI kucha jisake tuma sAkSI ho sakate ho, tumase bhinna hai| tuma sAkSI ke sAkSI nahIM ho sakate, vahI prabhu hai nahIM jA sakate, tuma hI prabhu ho / astitva kA parama keMdra tuma hI ho| -- - tuma prabhu se pare 'mana sva prakAzita nahIM hai, kyoMki svayaM isakA pratyakSIkaraNa ho jAtA hai|' , - svayaM mana ko dekhA jA sakatA hai| yaha viSaya bana sakatA hai| isakA pratyakSIkaraNa kiyA jA sakatA hai, isalie yaha pratyakSIkaraNa karane vAlA nahIM hai| sAmAnyata: hama socate haiM ki yaha mana hI hai jo phUla ko dekha rahA hai| nahIM, tuma mana ke pAra jA sakate ho aura tuma mana ko dekha sakate ho, ThIka usI prakAra se jaise ki mana phUla ko dekha rahA hai) tuma jitanI gaharAI meM utarate ho utanA hI adhika tumako yaha patA lagegA ki dekhane vAlA svayaM hI dikhAI par3ane lagatA hai| yahI kAraNa hai ki kRSNamUrti bAra-bAra kahe cale jAte haiM, 'dekhane vAlA hI dekhA jAtA hai| pratyakSIkaraNa karane vAle kA pratyakSIkaraNa kiyA jAtA hai|' jaba tuma gaharAI meM utarate ho to pahale tuma vRkSoM ko aura gulAba ko aura sitAroM ko dekhate ho aura tuma socate ho ki mana sAkSI ho rahA hai| phira apanI AMkheM baMda kara lo, aba mana meM inakI chaviyoM ko dekho gulAboM kI, sitAroM kI, vRkSoM kI aba zAMtA kauna hai? zAMtA jarA gaharAI meM calA gayA hai / mana svaya hI eka viSaya bana cukA hai| ye pAMcoM koSa, ye pAMcoM bIja, ve pAMca sthAna haiM jahAM zAMtA bAra-bAra geya bana jAtA hai| jaba tuma sthUla zarIra, bhojana nirmita zarIra, annamaya koSa se prANa zarIra kI ora jAte ho, to turaMta hI prANa zarIra se tuma dekha lete ho ki sthUla zarIra ko eka viSaya kI bhAMti dekhA jA sakatA hai| yaha prANa zarIra ke bAhara hai, ThIka usI taraha jaise ki makAna tumhAre bAhara hai, jaba tuma prANa zarIra meM khar3e hote to tumhArA apanA zarIra ThIka tumhAre cAroM ora kI dIvAra kI bhAMti hotA hai| puna: tuma prANa zarIra se manomaya
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________________ koSa, manasa zarIra meM jAte ho to ThIka yahI ghaTita hotA hai| aba prANa zarIra bhI tumase bAhara hai, tumhAre cAroM ora eka bAr3a kI taraha aura isI taraha yaha silasilA calatA cala jAtA hai| yaha usa parama biMdu taka jAtA hai jahAM kevala sAkSI bacatA hai| taba tuma svayaM ko isa bhAMti nahIM dekhate, 'maiM AnaMdita hUM tuma svayaM ko AnaMda ke sAkSI kI bhAMti dekhate ho / aMtima zarIra AnaMda zarIra hai| isakA vibheda kara pAnA atyadhika kaThina hai, kyoMki yaha prabhu ke behada nikaTa hai| yaha prabhu ko karIba-karIba aise ghere hue haiM jaise ki vAtAvaraNa ne tumako gherA huA hai| lekina isako jAnanA par3atA hai| isa aMtima par3Ava para bhI jaba tuma AhalAda se ota-prota ho, phira bhI tumako carama prayAsa, vibheda kA aMtima prayAsa, aura yaha dekhane kA prayAsa ki AnaMda tumase bhinna hai, karanA par3atA hai| yahI hai mukti, kaivalya phira tuma akele baca jAte ho, basa sAkSImAtra, aura pratyeka vastu-zarIra, mana, UrjA ko viSayoM meM parivartita kiyA jA cukA hai| yahAM taka ki AnaMda, yahAM taka ki samAdhi yahAM taka ki dhyAna bhI vahAM zeSa nahIM bctaa| jaba dhyAna pUrNa ho jAtA hai to aba vaha dhyAna nahIM rhtaa| jaba dhyAna karane vAle ne vAstava meM lakSya pA liyA ho to vaha dhyAna nahIM krtaa| vaha dhyAna nahIM kara sakatA kyoMki aba yaha bhI calane kI, bhojana karane kI bhAMti eka kRtya hai| vaha pratyeka cIja se bhinna ho cukA hai| dhyAna aura samAdhi ke madhya yahI aMtara hai| dhyAna pAMcaveM zarIra, AnaMda zarIra kA hai| abhI bhI yaha eka cikitsA, eka auSadhi hai| abhI bhI tuma thor3e se rugNa ho, rugNa ho kyoMki tuma apane Apa kA tAdAtmya kisI aisI bAta ke sAtha kara rahe ho jo tuma nahIM ho| tAdAtmya hI sArI bImArI hai, aura parama svAthya a- tAdAtmya ke mAdhyama se upalabdha hotA hai| samAdhi tabhI hai jaba dhyAna taka pIche chUTa cukA ho| maiM eDavarDa DI bono dvArA likhI gaI eka pustaka par3ha rahA thaa| usane cIna meM ghaTI eka bahuta prAcIna ghaTanA ke bAre meM likhA hai| prAcInakAla meM cIna meM eka pagoDA meM, eka cInI maMdira meM Aga laga gii| khojiyoM ko pagoDA kI rAkha meM se uThatI huI vicitra aura bhUkha bar3hAne vAlI gaMdha ne, eka abhAge suara kI ora AkarSita kiyA jo jvAlA maiM phaMsa gayA thA aura agni meM bhuna gayA thaa| isake bAda se cIna meM bhunA huA suara eka surucipUrNa bhojana bana gyaa| Akasmika rUpa se yaha khoja liyA gayA, kyoMki pagoDA meM Aga laga gaI thI aura eka suara usameM jala kara bhuna gayA thaa| lekina phira logoM ne socA ki ho na ho isakA pagoDA se koI saMbaMdha hai, varanA suara itanA svAdiSTa kisa prakAra ho sakatA hai? isalie cIna meM sadiyoM se yaha jArI rahA ki jaba bhI unako bhunA huA suara khAnA ho, to pahale ve eka pagoDA banAte the, phira usake bhItara eka suara ko baMda karake usameM Aga lagA dete the| bahuta mahaMgA thA yaha, kiMtu yaha unako bahuta vaijJAnika pratIta hotA thaa| aneka zatAbdiyoM ke bAda yaha unako patA lagA ki yaha mUrkhatApUrNa thaa| suara ko pagoDA jalAe binA bhI bhUnA jA sakatA hai| isake lie pagoDA anivArya nahIM hai|
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________________ lekina manuSya kA mana isI bhAMti kArya karatA hai, kyoMki sabase pahale tuma apane zarIra ke prati sajaga hue the aura hara bAta isase saMbaMdhita ho jAtI hai| jaba tumako eka khAsa kisma ke acchepana, apane cAroM ora eka AnaMda kI anubhUti hotI hai, to niHsaMdeha tumako yaha lagatA hai ki isa zarIra ke kAraNa ho rahA hai, kyoMki, 'maiM svastha anubhava kara rahA hUM na koI rugNatA, na koI bImArI isIlie yaha vahAM hai|' taba tuma zarIra ko yuvA svastha rakhane kA prayAsa karate ho isameM kucha bhI galata nahIM hai, lekina yaha acchApana tumhAre bhItara kahIM gaharAI se AtA hai| hI, eka svastha zarIra kI AvazyakatA hotI hai, varanA ve gahare jalasrota sakriya nahIM ho pAeMge tumhAre aMtartama keMdra se acchepana kI anubhUti ko bAhara lAne ke lie svastha zarIra eka vAhana kA kArya karatA hai, lekina yaha sthUla zarIra svayaM mUla kAraNa nahIM hai| maiM tumako kucha kahAniyAM sunAtA hUM ki mana kisa prakAra se bahuta tarkayukta pratIta hotA hai ura lekina kahIM gaharAI meM hu asaMgata pariNAma huA karate haiN| eka bAra eka prophesara ne sau pissuoM ko jaba unako vaha ucita Adeza de taba uchalane ke lie prazikSita kiyaa| jaba eka bAra unhoMne saMtoSajanaka DhaMga se yaha kArya kara liyA to usane eka kaiMcI lI aura unake paira kATa die| jaise hI usako yaha patA lagA ki usake dvArA kUdane ke lie die jAne vAle Adeza kA pAlana eka bhI pissU nahIM kara rahA hai, to usane apanI zodha kI ghoSaNA vijJAna jagata meM isa prakAra se kI ki sajjanoM mere pAsa isa bAta ke akATya pramANa haiM ki pissU ke kAna unakI TAMgoM meM hote haiN| mAnava vicAra ke pUre itihAsa meM aisA aneka bAra huA hai, TAMgeM kATa dIM, aba ve nahIM kUdate, ve Adeza ko nahIM sunate hai to nissaMdeha, svabhAvataH pissuoM ke kAna unakI TAMgo meM haiN| tarka nitAMta tarkavihIna niSkarSo para pahuMca sakatA hai| tarka nitAMta tarkahIna niSkarSo kA niSpAdana kara sakatA hai| zarIra sarvAdhika sthUla, saralatApUrvaka samajha lene yogya bhAga hai, tuma isako pakar3a sakate ho, tuma ise prazikSita kara sakate ho, isako bhojana aura poSaNa dekara tuma ise adhika svastha kamA sakate ho| tuma ise bhUkhA rakha kara ise mAra sakate ho| yaha pakar3a meM A jAtA hai| zarIra se pare jJAnAtIta kA saMsAra AraMbha hotA hai| vaijJAnika jJAnAtIta saMsAra meM jAne se jarA bhayabhIta haiM, kyoMki vahAM para unakI kasauTI sahI prakAra se kAma nahIM karatI hai| taba pratyeka bAta dhuMdhalI se aura dhuMdhalI hotI calI jAtI hai| niHsaMdeha ve vahIM Thaharate haiM jahAM para prakAza hai| rAbiyA - ala- adAbiyA ke bAre meM eka prasiddha kathA hai| eka saMdhyA vaha galI meM kisI vastu ko khoja rahI thii| kisI ne pUchA, tuma kyA khoja rahI ho? usane kahA merI suI kho gaI hai| isalie una logoM ne dayAlu logoM ne usakI madada karanA AraMbha kara dii| vRddha strI, nirdhana strI, becArI se usakI, suI kho gaI; pratyeka vyakti ne madada karane kA prayAsa kiyA lekina phira kisI ko khayAla AyA ki
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________________ suI to bahuta vastu hai, ThIka-ThIka kahAM para girI hai yaha? galI to bahuta bar3I hai| yadi hama isa prakAra se khojate rahe to sadiyAM laga jaaeNgii| isalie unhoMne pUchA, suI ThIka kisa sthAna para girI thI, jisase hama kevala usI sthAna para use khoja sakeM? rAbiyA ne kahA yaha mata pUcho, kyoMki suI to bhItara mere ghara meM girI thii| ve sabhI uTha khar3e hue aura bole, kyA tuma pAgala ho gaI ho ! yadi suI ghara ke bhItara girI hai to usako vahIM para khojo ! rAbiyA ne kahA lekina vahAM rozanI nahIM hai| yahA galI meM abhI taka rozanI hai| sUrya abhI taka asta nahIM huA hai| samaya mata gNvaao| madada karo, kyoMki zIghra hI sUrya asta ho jAegA aura galI meM aMdhakAra ho jaaegaa| hI choTI eka DhaMga se yaha atarksa pratIta hotA hai dUsare DhaMga se yaha bahuta tarkapUrNa lagatA hai| yahI to vijJAna kara rahA hai| yaha bhautika zarIra tumhArA eka mAtra prakAzita bhAga pratIta hotA hai, zeSa saba kucha to aMdhakAra meM hai| jitanI gaharAI meM tuma jAte ho, utanA hI adhika aMdhakAra / tuma jitanI gaharAI meM utarate ho, utanA hI dizA-bodha khone lagatA hai| tuma gaharAI meM jAte ho, vaha sabhI kucha jo spaSTa dikhAI diyA thA, aba nahIM dikhAI par3atA / pratyeka vastu eka carama saMzaya meM pratIta hotI hai| isalie behatara hai ki prakAzita bhAga para ruko, vahIM bane rho| sthUla zarIra ke sAtha kucha kiyA jA sakatA hai, kyoMki zarIra ko samAyojita kiyA jA sakatA hai| lekina isa Daga se kucha atyadhika mUlyavAna hai jise khoyA jA rahA hai, dhIre-dhIre mAnavajAti zarIra para bahuta keMdrita ho cukI hai aura yaha zarIra basa tumhArA bAhya AvaraNa hai| eka kArAgRha meM aisA huA, jo nAma ke vyakti ko DakaitI meM zAmila hone para bIsa varSa ke kArAvAsa kA daDa milaa| kArAvAsa kI avadhi AraMbha hone ke kucha samaya bAda hI use apane bAloM meM eka pissU milA, kucha karane ke lie thA bhI nahIM, to jo ne usako prazikSita karanA AraMbha kara diyaa| sabase pahale jo ne usa pissU ko Adeza die jAne para uchalanA sikhAyA, phira kramaza: usa pissU kI hoziyArayA aura-aura jaTila hotI gii| pratyeka saptAha ke pratyeka dina lagAtAra abhyAsa aura dhairyapUrvaka prazikSaNa jArI rakhA, isalie jaba usake jela se chUTane kA samaya AyA, taba taka usane usa pissU ko una kAranAmoM ko bhI karanA sikhA diyA thA jo nitAMta avizsavanIya the| jaise hI jo kArAgRha ke dvAra se bAhara AyA vaha vizva ke vizAlatama sarkasa meM daur3a kara pahuMca gyaa| zIghratApUrvaka mainejara ke taMbU meM pahuMca kara jo ne pissU ko apanI Upara vAlI jeba se nikAlA aura use meja para rakha diyA, jarA isako dekhie, jo ne mainejara se kahA hAM, mainejara ne khaa| aura vaise hI usane bar3A bhArA? aizaTre pissU para de maaraa| upadrava haiM ye kIDe, haiM na? usane pissU ko mAra DAlA aura aba becAre jo ke pAsa yaha siddha karane kA koI upAya hI na rahA ki usane pissU ko karIba karIba Azcaryajanaka kArya, avizvasanIya kArya karane meM prazikSita kara diyA thaa| aba isako siddha karane kA koI upAya na rahA / -
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________________ yahI vaha sthUla soca hai jo manuSya-jAti ke prati ho gaI hai, isane bhItara ke rahasya ko mAra DAlA hai| isane logoM ko bhautika zarIra ke prati itanA Asakta banA diyA hai ki ve apane bhItarI saMsAra ko bhUla cuke haiN| aba to isakI sattA ko siddha karanA asaMbhava ho gayA hai| buddha, kRSNa aura jIsasa jaise loga pAgala dikhAI par3ate haiN| aMgrejI bhASA tathA anya pazcimI bhASAoM me aisI pustakeM haiM jo siddha karatI haiM ki jIsasa vikSipta haiN| niHsaMdeha yadi tumane bhItarI saMsAra kA kucha nahIM jAnA hai to ve vikSipta dikhAI par3ate haiN| yadi tuma bhItarI saMsAra ke bAre meM kucha nahIM jAnate ho to ve vikSipta haiN| taba ve pAgala AdamI jaise pratIta hote haiM, kyoMki kabhI-kabhI ve paramAtmA se bAteM karate haiM, aura ve ghoSaNA karate haiM ki unako uttara bhI milate haiN| aura tuma bhItara ke saMsAra se sArA saMparka kho cuke ho, isalie eka pAgala AdamI aura unake bIca meM kyA aMtara hai? pAgala AdamI bhI AvAjeM sunatA hai| tuma ise dekha sakate ho; pAgalakhAne meM cale jAo aura tuma dekha sakate ho ki pAgala loga akele baiThe haiM aura itanI tanmayatA se bAteM kara rahe haiM jaise ki koI vahAM upasthita ho| bheda kyA hai? jaba gethasemAne ke bAga meM jIsasa ne prArthanA kI, AkAza kI ora apane hAtha uThAe aura paramAtmA se bAteM karanA AraMbha kara dI, taba kyA bheda hai? aisA pratIta hotA hai ki vahAM koI nahIM hai, jIsasa bhI utane hI pAgala haiM jitanA koI aura paagl| jaba sUlI para unhoMne ronA aura paramAtmA se bAteM karanA zurU kara diyA, to kyA aMtara hai? kyoMki vahAM kaI hajAra loga ikaTThe ho gae the, unako vahAM koI bhI nahIM dikhAI pdd'aa| aura jIsasa ne kahA, pitA ina logoM ko kSamA kara do, kyoMki ve nahIM jAnate ki ve kyA kara rahe haiN| ve pAgala haiN| ve kisake sAtha bAteM kara rahe haiM? ve apane hozohavAsa meM nahIM haiN| dhIre-dhIre yadi tumhArA aMtartama saMsAra apUrNa hai aura tuma isake sAtha saMparka kho cuke ho, to tuma jIsasa, kRSNa, ba pataMjali meM vizvAsa nahIM kara sakate ho| ve kisake bAre meM bAta kara rahe haiN| aura tuma, jo bahuta catura loga ho, apane svapnoM ke bAre meM bahata vaijJAnika DhaMga se bAta kie cale jAte ho| aneka pAgala loga bahuta, bahuta tarkayukta hote haiN| yadi tuma pAgala logoM kI bAteM suno to tuma hairAna ho jaaoge| ve bahuta tarkaniSTha, bahuta tarkapUrNa hote haiM, aura eka sImA taka to tuma unase karIba-karIba rAjI bhI ho jaaoge| maiMne eka vyakti ke bAre meM sunA hai, jo apane kisI aise saMbaMdhI se milane gayA thA jo pAgalakhAne meM thaa| usI koTharI meM eka dUsarA rogI bhI thA, aura yaha dUsarA vyakti itanA bhalA AdamI, itanA AhlAdita dikha rahA thA aura vaha itanI garimA ke sAtha baiThA huA samAcAra patra par3ha rahA thA ki isa malAkAtI ne usase pUchA, Apa to jarA bhI pAgala nahIM lgte| usane isa AdamI se bAtacIta kI aura vaha pUrI taraha se tarkayukta, nitAMta sAmAnya thaa| mulAkAta karane AyA vyakti to hairAna thaa| tumako yahAM para kyoM rakha diyA gayA hai? usane batAyA, mujhako apane riztadAroM kI vajaha se yahAM rakhA gayA hai, ve mujhe yahAM bheja denA cAhate the kyoMki ve usa sArI saMpatti para kabjA jamAnA cAhate the jo mere pAsa hai, aura isakA yahI ekamAtra upAya thA yA to mujhako mAra DAloM yA mujhako pAgalakhAne meM DAla do|
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________________ aura maiM bhI rAjI ho gyaa| yaha behatara hai| kama se kama maiM jIvita to hN| varanA unhoMne to mujhe mAra hI DAlA hotaa| mere pAsa bahata adhika dhana hai| aura saba kucha itanA sAmAnya aura tarkapUrNa thA ki isa vyakti ne kahA, tuma ciMtA mata kro| maiM gavarnara ko jAnatA hUM aura maiM unake pAsa jAUMgA aura pUrI bAta batA duuNgaa| usa pAgala AdamI ne kahA. kRpA kareM, yadi Apa kucha kara sakate haiM to kiijie| jaba vaha vyakti basa bAhara nikala hI rahA thA, acAnaka isa pAgala AdamI ne uchala kara usake sara para jora se prahAra kiyaa| usa vyakti ne pUchA, are, tuma yaha kyA kara rahe ho? isa pAgala ne kahA : basa Apako yAda dilAne ke lie...gavarnara ke pAsa jAnA mata bhuuliegaa| aba Apa nahIM bhuuleNge| kahIM na kahIM sarbha thA, lekina pAgala AdamI aura rahasyadarzI ke bIca aMtara kaise kiyA jAe? kyoMki rahasyadarzI meM bhI eka nizcita sImA taka sabhI kucha tarkapUrNa pratIta hotA hai| phira acAnaka vaha kisI aisI cIja ke bAre meM bAta karane lagatA hai jisakA tumheM kabhI anubhava nahIM huA thaa| taba tuma Dara jAte ho, aura svayaM ko bhaya se bacAne ke lie tuma apane bhaya ko tarka dvArA samajhAne kA prayAsa karate ho| 'mana ke lie apane Apa ko aura kisI anya vastu ko usI samaya meM jAnanA asaMbhava hai|' ye sUtra sAkSIbhAva ke bAre meM haiN| pataMjali kramabaddha rUpa se yaha kaha rahe haiM ki mana ke lie do kArya eka sAtha kara pAnA asaMbhava hai, jJeya ho jAe aura zAMtA bhI bana jaae| yA to vaha jAna sakatA hai yA usake bAre meM jAnA jA sakatA hai| isalie jaba tuma apane mana ke sAkSI ho sakate ho to yaha bAta AtyaMtika rUpa se siddha kara detI hai ki mana jJAtA nahIM hai| tuma jJAtA ho| tuma zarIra nahIM ho; tuma mana bhI nahIM ho| sArA jora isa bAta para hai. jo tuma nahIM ho usase aMtara karane meM tumhArI sahAyatA kisa bhAMti kI jaae| 'yadi yaha mAna liyA jAe ki dUsarA mana pahale mana ko prakAzita karatA hai, to bodha ke bodha kI kalpanA karanI par3egI, aura isase smRtiyoM kA saMzaya utpanna hogaa|' lekina aise bhI darzanazAstrI hae haiM jinakA kahanA hai ki sAkSI ko mAnane kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai, hama eka aura mana ko mAna sakate hai : pahale mana ko dUsare mana ke dvArA jAna liyA jAtA hai| yahI vaha bAta hai jisase manovaijJAnika bhI sahamata hoMge, kyoMki kisI nitAMta ajJAta vastu ko kyoM mahatva denA? mana kA svaya mana ke davArA, eka sakSma mana davArA nirIkSaNa kiyA jAtA hai| lekina pataMjali isa dRSTikoNa kA eka tahata tarkapUrNa khaMDana prastuta karate hai| ve kahate haiM, yadi tuma yaha mAna lo ki pahale mana kA jJAna dUsare mana dvArA hotA hai, to dUsare mana kA jJAna ki sakI hotA hai? phira tIsarA mana, phira tIsare mana kA jJAna kisako hotA hai? phira isase saMzaya nirmita hogaa| yaha pIche lauTate jAne kI eka aMtahIna prakriyA hogii| phira tuma bar3hate cale jAo anaMta taka aura puna: yadi tuma kahate ho, eka
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________________ hajAravA mana, lekina phira bhI samastA vahI banI rahatI hai| phira tumako puna: eka hajAraveM mana ke pIche eka hajAra ekaveM mana kI kalpanA karanI par3egI-aura yaha Age aura Age calatA calA jaaegaa| nahIM, vyakti ko kisI aisI bAta ko samajhanA par3atA hai jo nitAMta bhItara hai jisase pare kucha bhI nahIM hai| varanA smRti ye| kA saMzaya hogA, varanA ulajhana hogii| zarIra, mana aura sAkSI sAkSI parama hai| lekina sAkSI kA jJAna kisako hotA hai? sAkSI ko kauna jAnatA hai? aura taba hama yoga kI sarvAdhika mahatvapUrNa parikalpanAoM meM se eka para A jAte haiN| 'Atma-bodha se apanI svayaM kI prakRti kA jJAna mila jAtA hai, aura jaba cetanA isa rUpa meM A jAtI hai to yaha eka sthAna se dUsare sthAna ko nahIM jaatii|' yoga kA mAnanA hai ki sAkSI eka sva prakAzamAna ghaTanA hai| yaha basa prakAza kI bhAMti hai| tumhAre kamare meM eka choTI sI momabattI hai, yaha momabattI pUre kamare ko-pharnIcara ko, dIvAroM ko, dIvAra para lagI peTiMga ko, prakAzita kara detI hai| momabattI ko kauna prakAzita karatA hai? tumako isa momabattI kI khoja karane ke lie eka anya momabattI kI AvazyakatA nahIM hotI; yaha momabattI svayaM prakAzita ho rahI hai| yaha dUsarI vastuoM ko prakAzita karatI hai aura sAtha hI sAtha yaha apane Apa ko bhI prakAzita karatI hai| svabuddhisavedanama-aMtartama cetanA sva prakAzita hai| yaha prakAza kI prakRti hai| sUrya sauramaMDala kI pratyeka vastu ko prakAzita karatA hai aura sAtha hI sAtha yaha apane Apa ko bhI prakAzita karatA hai| sAkSI usa pratyeka bAta kA sAkSI hai jo ina pAMca bIjoM aura isa saMsAra meM usake cAroM ora cala rahI hai, ThIka usI samaya yaha apane Apa ko bhI prakAzita karatA hai| yaha pUrNata: tarkayukta lagatA hai| kahIM na hameM sAgara meM utarate cale jAeM to caTaTAnI talahaTI para AnA paDatA hai| varanA hama aura aura Age bar3hate cale jAeMge aura isase sahAyatA nahIM milegI, aura samasyA vaisI hI banI rahatI hai| 'Atma-bodha se apanI svayaM kI prakRti kA jJAna mila jAtA hai, aura jaba cetanA isa rUpa meM A jAtI hai to yaha eka sthAna se dUsare sthAna ko nahIM jaatii|' jaba tumhArI AMtarika cetanA a-gati ke kSaNa meM A cukI hai, jaba yaha gahanatA se keMdrita ho cukI hai aura dRr3hatA se sthApita ho cukI hai, jaba yaha kaMpita nahIM ho rahI hai, jaba yaha sajagatA kI anavarata agnizikhA bana cukI hai, taba yaha apane Apa ko prakAzita karatI hai| 'jaba mana jJAtA aura jJeya ke raMga meM raMga jAtA hai taba yaha sarvajJa ho jAtA hai|' mana tumhAre aura saMsAra ke ThIka madhya meM hai| tumhAre aura saMsAra ke madhya meM, sAkSI aura sAkSitva ke viSaya ke madhya meM, mana setu hai| mana eka setu hai| aura mana yadi vastuoM ke raMga meM raMga jAtA hai, aura sAkSI ke davArA bhI raMga jAtA hai, taba yaha sarvajJa ho jAtA hai| yaha jJAna kA pracaMDa upakaraNa bana jA hai| lekina do prakAra se raMge jAne kI AvazyakatA hai| eka, isako una vastuoM ke dvArA raMgA jAnA
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________________ cAhie jinako yaha dekhatA hai aura dUsarA isako sAkSI dvArA raMga diyA jAnA caahie| sAkSI ko apanI UrjA mana kI ora pravAhita kara denA cAhie, kevala tabhI mana vastuoM ko jAna sakatA hai| udAharaNa ke lie, eka vaijJAnika kAryarata hai, usane eka vyakti ke zarIra kA vicchedana kiyA A hai aura vaha bahu bArIkI se, utanI sUkSmatA se jitanI upakaraNoM dvArA saMbhava hai, nirIkSaNa kara rahA hai| vaha AtmA ko khoja rahA hai, aura use koI AtmA nahIM milatI, basa padArtha hI padArtha milatA hai| adhika se adhika use kucha aisA mila sakatA hai jo bhautika vijJAna ke saMsAra se saMbaddha ho yA rasAyana vijJAna ke saMsAra se jur3A ho, lekina aisA kucha nahIM milatA hai jo cetanA ke saMsAra se saMbaMdhita ho| aura vaha prayogazAlA se bAhara AtA hai aura vaha kahatA hai, 'vahAM koI cetanA nahIM hai|' aba vaha eka bAta se cUka gayA hai| mRta zarIra meM kauna dekha rahA thA, apane Apa ko vaha pUrI taraha se bhUla cukA thaa| vaijJAnika viSaya ko dekha rahA hai, lekina vaha apane svayaM ke astitva ko pUrI taraha se bhUla gayA hai| vaijJAnika cetanA ko bAhara khojane kA prayAsa kara rahA hai, lekina vaha usako pUrI taraha se bhUla cukA hai| jo prayAsarata hai, vahI cetanA hai khojane vAlA hI khojA jAne vAlA hai, vaha viSayavastu para atyadhika keMdrita ho cukA hai aura viSayI, kartA bhulA diyA gayA hai| vijJAna vastu para atyadhika keMdrita hai, aura tathAkathita dharma viSayI para atyadhika keMdrita haiN| lekina yoga kA kahanA hai: ekapakSIya hone kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| smaraNa rakho ki saMsAra vahAM hai aura yaha bhI smaraNa rakho ki tuma ho| viSaya aura viSayI donoM kI apanI smRti ko pUrNa aura samagra hone do| jaba tumhArA mana tumhArI cetanA se prerita hotA hai aura vastugata saMsAra se ota-prota hotA hai taba vahAM para sarvajJatA ghaTita ho jAtI hai| aura pataMjali kahate haiM : 'jaba mana jJAtA aura jJeya ke raMga meM raMga jAtA hai, taba yaha sarvajJa ho jAtA hai|' yaha usa sabhI kucha ko jAna sakatA hai jise jAnA jA sakatA hai| jise jAnA jA sakatA hai usa sabhI ko yaha jAna sakatA hai| phira mana se kucha bhI chipa nahIM paataa| eka dhArmika mana jise hama aMtarmukhI mana kaha sakate haiM- kramaza: kevala apane viSayI rUpa ko jAna letA hai aura yaha kahanA zurU kara detA hai ki saMsAra mAyA hai, bhrama hai, eka svapna hai, jo usI padArtha se banA hai jisase svapna banate haiN| eka vaijJAnika jo vastuoM para bahuta adhika keMdrita hai vastugata jagata meM vizvAsa karanA AraMbha kara detA hai aura kahatA hai ki kevala padArtha kA hI astitva hai; cetanA kevala eka kAvya mAtra hai, svapnadarziyoM kI bAtacIta hai, acchI hai, manohArI hai, kiMtu yaha vAstavikatA nahIM hai| vaijJAnika kA kahanA hai ki cetanA eka bhrAMti hai| bahirmukhI kahatA hai ki cetanA bhrama hai, aMtarmukhI kahatA hai ki saMsAra bhrama hai| lekina yoga sarvocca vijJAna hai| pataMjali kahate hai donoM yathArtha haiN| vAstavikatA ke do AyAma hote haiM. bAhya pakSa aura bhItarI pakSa aura smaraNa rakho, bhItarI pakSa kaise ho sakatA hai, bAhya pakSa ke binA isakA honA kisa bhAMti saMbhava hai? kyA tuma kalpanA kara sakate ho ki kevala bhItarI pakSa kA astitva
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________________ hai aura bAhya pakSa bhrama hai? yadi bAhya pakSa bhrama hai to bhItarI pakSa svata: hI bhrama ho jaaegaa| yadi tumhAre makAna kA bhItarI bhAga vAstavika hai aura bAharI bhAga avAstavika, to tuma unake madhya aMtara kisa prakAra se karoge? kahAM para vAstavikatA samApta hotI hai aura bhrama AraMbha ho jAtA hai? aura eka sA bAhya pakSa jo bhrAmaka ho usakA bhItarI pakSa yathArtha kaise ho sakatA hai? eka avAstavika zarIra meM eka avAstavika mana hogA, eka avAstavika mana ke pAsa eka avAstavika cetanA hogii| asalI cetanA ke lie eka asalI mana cAhie, eka asalI mana ke lie vAstavika zarIra cAhie, vAstavika zarIra ke lie yathArtha saMsAra caahie| yoga kisI cIja se inakAra nahIM krtaa| yoga nitAMta yathArthavAdI hai, anubhavAtmaka hai| yaha vijJAna se adhika vaijJAnika hai, aura dharmoM se adhika dhArmika hai, kyoMki yaha aMtasa aura bAhya kA eka mahattara saMzleSaNa nirmita karatA hai| 'yadayapi mana asaMkhya vAsanAoM ke raMga meM raMgatA hai, phira bhI mana lagAtAra unakI pUrti hetu kArya karatA hai, isake lie yaha sahayoga se kArya karatA hai|' mana lagAtAra kArya karatA calA jAtA hai, kiMtu yaha apane lie kArya nahIM kara rahA hai| isake pAsa prabaMdhakIya pada hai, mAlika pIche chipA huA hai| yaha mAlika ke sAtha sahayoga karatA hai| aba isako gaharAI se samajha lenA pdd'egaa| yadi mana mAlika ke sAtha sahayoga karatA hai to tuma svastha evaM pUrNa ho| yadi mana bhaTaka jAtA hai, mAlika ke virodha meM ho jAtA hai, to tuma rugNa aura asvastha ho| yadi naukara mAlika kA chAyA kI bhAMti anusaraNa karatA hai, to sabhI kucha ThIka hai| yadi mAlika kahatA hai, bAIM ora jAo aura nauka dAIM ora calA jAtA hai, to kucha gar3abar3a ho gaI hai| yadi tuma cAho ki tumhArA zarIra daur3e aura zarIra kahatA hai, maiM nahIM daur3a sakatA, taba tuma paMgu ho| yadi tuma kucha karanA cAhate ho aura zarIra aura mana kahate haiM, nahIM, yA ve kucha aisA kie cale jAte haiM jisako tuma nahIM karanA cAhate, taba tuma eka baDe saMzaya meM ghira jAte ho| isI prakAra se sArI manaSya-jAti jI rahI hai| yoga ne ise eka lakSya banA rakhA hai ki tumhAre mana ko tumhAre prabhu, aMtartama AtmA ke anusAra kArya karanA caahie| tumhAre zarIra ko tumhAre mana ke anurUpa kArya karanA cAhie, aura tumako apane cAroM ora eka aisA saMsAra nirmita karanA hai jo sahayoga meM ho| jaba pratyeka vastu sahayoga meM ho-nimnatara sadaiva uccatara ke sahayoga meM hai, uccatara sadA uccatama ke sahayoga meM hai, aura uccatama AtyaMtika parama sattA ke sahayoga meM hai-taba tumhArA jIvana eka layabaddhatA hai| taba tuma eka yogI ho| phira tuma eka ho jAte ho, kiMtu isa artha meM nahIM ki kevala eka kA hI astitva rahatA hai, aba tuma eka svara ke artha meM eka ho gae ho| tuma eka ArkesTrA ke artha meM: vAyaryatra aneka haiM, lekina saMgIta eka hI hai, tuma eka ho gae ho- aneka zarIra, lAkhoM viSaya-vAsanAeM, mahatvAkAMkSAeM, bhAva-dazAeM, zikhara aura ghATiyAM,
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________________ asaphalatAeM aura saphalatAeM, eka virATa vividhatA, lekina sabhI kucha eka svara meM, layabaddhatA meM haiN| tuma eka vAdya- samUha bana gae ho| pratyeka anya sabhI ke sAtha sahayoga kara rahA hai, aura aMtata: sabhI tumhAre astitva ke parama keMdra ke sAtha sahayoga kara rahe haiN| yahI kAraNa hai ki bhArata meM hamane saMnyAsiyoM ko 'svAmI' kahA hai| svAmI kA artha hai. prabhu, jisakA svayaM para prabhutva hai| tuma svAmI kevala taba banate ho jaba tumane isa layabaddhatA ko upalabdha kara liyA hai jisakI bAta pataMjali kara rahe haiN| cAhe vaha jo kucha bhI ho pataMjali kisI cIja ke bhI virodha meM nahIM haiM; ve layabaddhatA ke pakSa meM haiN| ve nakAra ke virodha meM haiN| ve kisI cIja ke virodha meM nahIM haiM, ve zarIra ke virodha meM nahIM haiM, ve deha virodhI vyakti nahIM haiM, ve saMsAra ke virodhI nahIM haiM, jIvana- niSedhaka nahIM haiM ve, ve sabhI kucha AtmasAta kara lete haiM aura isa bhAMti AtmasAta karake ve uccatara saMzleSaNa kA sRjana karate haiN| aura parama saMzleSaNa taba hotA hai jaba hara cIja sahazoga meM ho, jahAM eka bhI svara layavihIna na ho| maiMne eka kathA sunI hai, eka babUna kA pAca varSIya baccA janma se abhI taka eka zabda bhI nahIM bolA thaa| usake mAtA-pitA ko vizvAsa ho cukA thA ki unakA baccA gUMgA hai, jaba taka ki eka rAta usane kelA nahIM khaayaa| acAnaka usane apanI mAM kI ora nigAha uThAI aura spaSTa rUpa se kahA, 'mujhe sajhA kelA khilA diyA, kaisI ghaTiyA bAta thI yaha mAtA babUna atiharSita ho gaI aura usa ne apane bacce se pUchA ki isake pahale vaha kabhI kyoM nahIM bolaa| ThIka hai, choTe basta ne kahA, aba taka bhojana ThIka jo thaa| yadi tuma layabaddhatA meM ho to tuma saMsAra ke bAre meM zikAyata nahIM karoge, tuma kisI cIja ke bAre maiM zikAyata nahIM kroge| zikAyata kartA mana to basa yaha dikhA rahA hai ki bhItara cIjeM layabaddhatA meM nahIM haiM : jaba sabhI kucha layabaddhatA meM ho to koI zikAyata nahIM hotI hai| aba tuma apane tathAkathita saMtoM ke pAsa cale jAo, pratyeka vyakti zikAyata kara rahA hai-saMsAra kI zikAyata, abhilASAoM kI zikAyata) zarIra kI zikAyata, isakI aura usakI shikaayt| pratyeka vyakti zikAyatoM meM jItA hai, kucha gar3abar3a hai| saMpUrNa vyakti vaha hai jisake pAsa koI zikAyateM nahIM haiN| vaha vyakti paramAtma-puruSa haiM jisane pratyeka cIja ko svIkAra kara liyA hai, AtmasAta kara liyA hai aura brahmAMDa bana gayA hai, aba usake bhItara kucha bhI upadrava nahIM raha gayA hai| eka aura kahAnI / jisa DhaMga se usane apane bolane vAle tote ko prazikSita kiyA thA, usa para isa vRddha mahilA ko garva thA, aura vaha ise pAdarI ko dikhA rahI thI. yadi Apa isakA bAyAM paira khIMcate haiM to yaha paramezvara kI stuti bolatA hai aura yadi Apa isakA dAyAM paira khIMcate haiM to yaha bhajana doharAtA hai, usane smjhaayaa| yadi donoM paira eka sAtha khIMca lo to kyA hogA? pAdarI ne pUchA /
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________________ maiM pITha ke bala luDhuka jAUMgA, mUrkha buDDe! muMhator3a javAba dete hue tote ne khaa| aura manuSya ke sAtha bhI yahI ho gayA hai| yadi tuma eka TAMga khIMco to ThIka hai; yadi tuma dUsarI TAMga khIMco to yaha bhI sahI hai; lekina yadi tuma donoM paira khIMca lo to pratyeka cIja ko nIce lur3haka hI jAnA hai, yahI to manuSya ke sAtha ho gayA hai| usake pUre astitva ko nIce khIMca liyA gayA hai| dharma usake zarIra ko nIce khIMcane kA prayAsa karate rahe haiN| usake zarIra ke prati ve bahuta adhika bhayabhIta, bahuta aparAdha-bodha se bhare hue haiN| ve lagAtAra zarIra ko vinaSTa karane kA aura usako viSAkta karane kA prayAsa karate rahe haiN| ve tumako pretoM kI bhAMti zarIravihIna dekhanA caaheNge| unakA khayAla yahI hai ki zarIra apane aMtartama se hI galata hai, ki zarIra pApa-kAyA hai| isalie tumako AtmAoM kI bhAMti honA cAhie, zarIra ke binA, dehvihiin| aba bhautikavAdI, sAmyavAdI, mArksavAdI, vaijJAnika dUsare DhaMga se prayAsa kara rahe haiN| ve dUsarI TA~ga ko khIMcane kA prayAsa kara rahe haiN| ve kahate haiM ki cetanA jaisI koI cIja nahIM hotI; AtmA nahIM hai| yaha bhautika aura rAsAyanika vastuoM kA saMyojana mAtra hai, jo tuma ho| tumako zarIra hI honA cAhie aura kucha bhI nhiiN| aba donoM ne eka sAtha donoM TAMgeM khIca lI haiM, aura pUrA kA pUrA manuSya hI eka pIr3ita jIva, eka roga, eka duvidhA bana cukA hai| pataMjali kahate haiM : 'hara vastu ko svIkAra karo, isakA prayoga karo, isake bAre meM sRjanAtmaka bano, niSedha mata kro|' inakAra unakA DhaMga nahIM hai, balki svIkAra hai unakA upaay| yahI kAraNa hai ki pataMjali ne zarIra para, bhojana para, yogAsanoM para, prANAyAma para, itanA adhika kArya kiyA hai| ye sabhI prayAsa layabaddhatA nirmita karane ke lie haiM; zarIra ke lie samyaka AhAra, zarIra ke lie samyaka Asana, prANa zarIra ke lie layabaddha zvasana kriyaa| adhika prANa, adhika jIvaMtatA ko AtmasAta karanA pdd'egaa| aise DhaMga aura upAya khojane par3ate haiM jisase tuma kabhI satata UrjA vihInatA se pIr3ita na raho, balki UrjA ke atireka meM rho| mana ke sAtha bhI pratyAhAra, mana eka set hai; tuma set se bAhara kI ora jA sakate ho, tuma usI pula para cala sakate ho aura bhItara jA sakate ho| jaba tuma bAhara kI ora jAte ho to vastueM, icchAeM, tumako prabhAvita karatI haiN| jaba tuma bhItara kI ora jAte ho to icchAvihInatA, jAgarUkatA, sAkSIbhAva tumhAre Upara prabhAva DAlate haiM, lekina setu vahI hai| isakA prayoga karanA par3atA hai, isako tor3a kara pheMka nahIM denA hai, isakI vinaSTa nahIM kara denA hai, kyoMki yaha vahI setu hai jisase tuma saMsAra meM Ae ho aura jisase hokara hI tumako puna: AMtarika svabhAva meM lauTanA par3atA hai, aura isI prakAra ise kiyA jA sakatA hai| pataMjali pratyeka vastu kA upayoga kie cale jAte haiN| unakA dharma bhaya kA nahIM balki samajha kA dharma hai| unakA dharma paramAtmA ke lie, aura saMsAra ke virodha meM nahI hai| unakA dharma saMsAra ke mAdhyama se paramAtmA ke lie hai, kyoMki paramAtmA aura saMsAra do nahIM hai| saMsAra paramAtmA kA sRjana hai| yaha
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________________ saMsAra usakI sRjanAtmakatA hai, usakI abhivyakti hai, yaha saMsAra usakA kAvya hai| yadi tuma kAvya ke virodha meM ho to, tuma kavi ke samarthana meM kisa bhAMti ho sakate ho? kAvya kI niMdA karane meM tumane kavi kI niMdA kara hI dI hai| nissaMdeha, kAvya hI lakSya nahIM hai, tumako kavi kI khoja bhI karanI pdd'egii| lekina kavi taka pahuMcane ke rAste meM tuma kAvya kA AnaMda bhI uThA sakate ho, isameM kucha bhI galata nahIM hai| eka methoDisTa dharma pracAraka vAyuyAna se amarIkA jA rahA thA, jaba eara hosTesa ne pUchA ki kyA vaha bAra se koI peya lenA cAhegA, to usane pUchA, hama kitanI UMcAI para ur3a rahe haiM? jaba yaha batAyA gayA ki tIsa hajAra phITa, to usane uttara diyA, nahIM, mujhe kucha nahIM cAhie......mukhyAlaya ke itane pAsa nahIM piyuuNgaa| bhaya, dhArmika loga lagAtAra bhaya se grasita haiN| lekina bhaya tumheM Izvara kI kRpA nahIM de sakatA, tumako garimA nahIM de sktaa| bhaya paMgu banA detA hai, apaMga kara detA hai, vikRta kara DAlatA hai| bhaya ke kAraNa dharma karIba-karIba eka roga bana cukA hai| yaha tumako asAmAnya banA detA hai, yaha tumheM svastha nahIM karatA, yaha tumako jIne se aura aura bhayabhIta kara detA hai, naraka hai, aura tuma jo kucha bhI karate ho aisA lagatA hai ki tuma kucha galata kara rahe ho| tuma prema karate ho aura yaha galata hai, tuma AnaMda lete ho aura yaha galata hai| prasannatA ko aparAdha-bodha se jor3a diyA gayA hai| kevala galata loga hI prasanna mAlUma par3ate haiN| bhale loga sadA gaMbhIra rahate haiM aura kabhI prasanna nahIM hote| yadi tuma svarga jAnA cAhate ho to tamako gaMbhIra aura aprasanna aura udAsa aura saMtApagrasta honA par3atA hai| tumako tapasvI honA par3atA hai| yadi tuma naraka jAnA cAhate ho, to prasanna ho jAo aura nRtya karo ( AnaMda lo| kiMtu smaraNa rakhanA, umara khayyAma ne kahIM para kahA hai, 'majhe sadaiva eka bAta ke bAre meM ciMtA rahatI hai : yadi ye sAre aprasanna loga svarga jA rahe haiM to vahAM para ve kareMge kyA? ve nRtya nahIM kara sakate, ve gIta nahIM gA sakate, ve pI nahIM sakate, ve AnaMda nahIM uThA sakate, ve prema nahIM kara skte| sArA maukA ina mUr3ha logoM para gaMvA diyA jaaegaa| ve loga jo AnaMda uThA sakate haiM naraka meM bheja die jAte haiN| vAstava meM unako svarga meM honA caahie|' yaha adhika tarkapUrNa pratIta hotA hai| umara khayyAma kA kahanA hai, 'yadi tuma vAstava meM svarga jAnA cAhate ho to yahIM para svarga sA jIvana jIyo tAki tuma taiyAra rhii|' pataMjali cAheMge ki tuma jIvana se Alokita raho, ajJAta se spaMdita rho| ve kisI cIja ke virodha meM nahIM haiN| yadi tuma prema meM ho, to ve kahate haiM, apane prema ko thor3A aura ghraao| tumhAre lie adhika bar3e khajAne pratIkSA kara rahe haiN| ye khajAne acche haiM, ye vRkSa, ye puSpa acche haiN| phira puruSa, strI, ve suMdara aura acche haiM, kyoMki kisI bhI taraha se, bhale hI kitanI dUra ho phira bhI paramAtmA unake mAdhyama se tuma taka Ajja hai| ho sakatA hai vahAM aneka parde hoN| jaba tuma kisI strI yA puruSa se milate ho to aneka parde aura parateM hoM, lekina phira bhI jo prakAza hai vaha paramAtmA kA hai| zAyada yaha aneka avarodhoM se hokara gujarA ho, yaha vikRta ho sakatA hai, lekina phira bhI yaha prakAza paramAtmA kA hai|
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________________ pataMjali kahate haiM isa saMsAra ke virodha meM mata hoo| balki saMsAra ke mAdhyama se khoja kro| eka upAya khoja lo tAki tuma prakAza ke mUlasrota, zuddha, asparzita prakAza ko upalabdha kara sko|' aise loga haiM jo kevala bhojana ke lie jIte haiM, aura aise loga haiM jo bhojana ke virodha meM cale jAte haiM- donoM hI galata haiN| jIsasa kahate haiM : manuSya kevala roTI ke sahAre nahIM jI sakatA, saca hai, pUrI taraha se saca hai - lekina kyA manuSya roTI ke binA jI sakatA hai? isako yAda rakhanA caahie| manuSya kevala roTI se jIvita nahIM raha sakatA, ThIka; lekina manuSya roTI ke binA bhI nahIM jI sktaa| maiM eka choTI sI kahAnI par3ha rahA thaa| pAlatU pakSiyoM kI dukAna se eka mahilA ne isa AzvAsana para eka totA kharIdA ki vaha bAta kregaa| do saptAha bAda vaha zikAyata karane ke lie dukAna para AI usake khelane ke lie eka choTI sI ghaMTI kharIda lIjie, dukAnadAra ne salAha dii| isase usako bolane meM aksara sahAyatA milatI hai| usa mahilA ne ghaMTI kharIda lI aura calI gaI eka saptAha bAda vaha yaha kahane ke lie AI ki pakSI ne abhI taka eka bhI zabda nahIM bolA hai| dukAnadAra ne rAya dI ki vaha eka darpaNa kharIda le, jo ki pakSiyoM ko bolane ke lie ukasAne kA acUka upAya hai| usane darpaNa le liyA aura calI gii| kevala tIna dina bAda hI vaha vApasa lauTa aaii| isa bAra dukAnadAra ne use eka choTI sI plAsTika kI cir3iyA beca dI, jisake bAre meM usane batAyA ki yaha tote ko kucha bAtacIta karane ke lie avasara degii| eka saptAha aura bIta gayA aura mahilA yaha batAne ke lie AI ki totA aba mara gayA hai| kyA vaha binA bole hI mara gayA. ? dukAnadAra ne puuchaa| are nahIM, usa mahilA ne uttara diyaa| usane marane ke ThIka pahale eka bAta kahI thii| kyA kahA thA? khAnA! bhagavAna ke lie mujhako khAnA de do! vyakti ko bahuta bahuta hI sajaga honA par3atA hai, varanA vyakti bahuta saralatA se viparIta dhruvIyatA para jA sakatA hai| mana ativAdI hai| maiMne vaha nirIkSaNa kiyA hai ve loga jo kevala bhojana ke lie jIte : rahe haiM, jaba ve apanI jIvanazailI se Uba jAte haiM to upavAsa AraMbha kara dete haiN| turaMta hI ve dUsarI ati para cale jAte haiN| maiM kabhI bhI kisI aise upavAsa karane vAle ke, jo upavAsa ko lekara dIvAnA ho, saMparka nahIM AyA hUM jo isake pahale bhojana ke prati ati Asakta na rahA ho| ve vahI loga haiN| ve loga jo kAma - bhoga meM bahuta adhika saMlagna haiM brahmacArI honA AraMbha kara dete haiN| ve loga jo ati kaMjUsa haiM pratyeka padArtha kA tyAga karanA AraMbha kara dete haiN| isI bhAMti mana eka ati se dUsarI ati meM calA jAtA hai|
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________________ pataMjali tumhAre jIvana ko saMtulita karanA, usameM eka sAmya lAnA caaheNge| madhya meM kahIM usa sthAna para jahAM para tuma bhojana ke prati dIvAne nahIM ho, aura tuma bhojana ke virodha meM bhI dIvAne nahIM ho, jahAM para na to tuma striyoM yA puruSoM ke pIche dIvAne ho aura tuma unake virodha meM bhI dIvAne nahIM ho, tuma basa saMtulita ho, prazAMta ho| eka manasvida kA kahanA hai ki hama apane vyavahAra meM kucha vicitra haiN| hama sabhI apane vyavahAra meM thoDe vicitra haiN| isa bAta ko kahane kA dUsarA DhaMga yaha hai ki maiM maulika hUM tuma sanakI ho, vaha mUrkha hai| jaba tuma vahI kArya karate ho to tuma socate ho ki tuma maulika ho, jaba tumhArA mitra vahI kArya kara rahA hotA hai to tuma socate ho ki vaha sanakI hai, aura tumhArA zatru jaba vahI kArya kara rahA hai to tuma socate ho ki vaha mUrkha hai| yAda rakho, socane kA yahI ahaMkArapUrNa DhaMga vikAsa ke sAre avasaroM ko naSTa kara degaa| apane bAre meM bahuta vastuniSTa ho jaao| pratyeka vyakti meM pAgalapana kI pravRti hai, kyoMki lAkhoM varSoM se mAnava-jAti vikSipta rahI hai| pratyeka vyakti meM snAyu rogI kI pravRti hai, kyoMki hamArI sabhyatA abhI taka usa biMdu para nahIM AI hai jahAM para yaha manuSya ko saMpUrNa kriyAkalApa kI anumati de ske| yaha damanAtmaka rahI hai| isalie nirIkSaNa karo : yadi tuma vikSipta ho to tuma bahuta adhika khA loge| tama dasarI ati para jA sakate hoM-tama bhojana karanA parI taraha se baMda kara sakate ho-lekina tumhArA pAgalapana vaisA hI rahatA hai| aba pAgalapana bhojana ke virodha meM hai| aura aisA mata soco ki tuma eka mahAna AdhyAtmika, bahuta maulika kArya rahe ho| eka bAra vINA mere pAsa eka laDake ko lekara aaii| vastuta: usakA mujhase saMbaMdha hI taba bnaa| vaha kisI aura lar3ake ko lekara AI thI jo karIba-karIba pAgala thaa| vaha mujhase yaha pUchane AyA thA, 'kyA manuSya kevala pAnI para jI sakatA hai?' vaha kevala pAnI para jIvita rahanA cAhatA thaa| aura vaha behada dubalA aura pIlA aura lagabhaga mRtaprAya thaa| jaba maiMne kahA, mUrkha mata bano, to vaha prasanna nahIM huaa| usane kahA, basa mujhako kisI kA patA batA deM, kucha loga jo merI sahAyatA kara sakeM, kyoMki maiM kevala pAnI para jInA cAhatA huuN| pratyeka vastu azuddha hai-kevala pAnI hI zuddha hai| vikSipta haiM ye log| sAre bhArata meM ve mila jAeMge. AzramoM meM, maThoM meN| sau meM picAnabe logoM ko tuma vikSipta paaoge| aura unako tuma pAgala kaha nahIM sakate kyoMki ve loga yoga, Asana, upavAsa, prArthanA, yaha aura vaha kara rahe haiN| lekina unake pAgalapana ko turaMta dekhA jA sakatA hai| kise pAgalapana kaha rahA hUM maiM? koI bhI ativAda pAgalapana hai| saMtulita honA hI svastha honA hai, asaMtulita honA vikSiptatA hai| jaba kabhI bhI tumako svayaM ke bhItara yA kisI aura meM kahIM asaMtulana dikhAI par3e, saceta ho jaao| varanA tuma parama layabaddhatA se cUka jaaoge| ekAgI, asaMtulita hokara tuma usa AkesTrA kA sRjana nahIM kara sakate, jisakI jhalaka tamako dene kA prayAsa paMtajali kara rahe haiN| 'mana kI vRttiyoM kA jJAna sadaiva isake prabhu, puruSa, ko zuddha cetanA ke sAtatya ke kAraNa hotA hai|'
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________________ sadA jJAtAzcittavRttayastatpakSo puruSasyApariNAmitvAt / tatprabho:, usa prabhu kI khoja karanI hai| vaha tumhAre bhItara chipA hai, tumheM usakI khoja karanI par3ego / jaise bhI ho, vaha upasthita hai| jo kucha bhI tuma karate ho, use karane vAlA vahI hai| jo kucha bhI tuma dekhate ho, usakA draSTA vahI hai| yahAM taka ki tuma jo kucha bhI cAha karate ho, yaha vahI hai jisane cAhA hai pyAja kI bhAMti, parata dara parata tumako apane Apa ko chIlanA pdd'egaa| kiMtu apane Apa ko krodhapUrvaka nahIM balki premapUrvaka chIlo svayaM ko bahuta sAvadhAnI pUrvaka, sajagatA se chIlo / kyoMki jise tuma chIla rahe ho vahI paramAtmA hai| bahuta prArthanA pUrvaka chIlo / Atma- pIr3aka mata bana jaao| apane Apake lie pIr3A nirmita mata kro| pIr3A kA AnaMda mata lo| yadi tumane pIr3A meM AnaMda AraMbha kara diyA aura tuma sva-pIr3aka bana gae, to tuma AtmaghAtIyAtrA para jA rahe ho tuma apane Apa ko naSTa kara loge vyakti ko bahuta bahuta hI caukannA, sAvadhAna aura sRjanAtmaka rahanA par3atA hai| tuma eka pavitra bhUmi para cala rahe ho| jaba mUsA parvata zikhara para pahuMca gae jahAM unakI bheMTa paramAtmA se huI, to unhoMne kyA dekhA? unhoMne eka jhAr3I, eka jyoti, eka agni ko dekhA aura unhoMne eka AvAja sunI: apane jUte utAra do, kyoMki jisa para tuma cala rahe ho yaha pavitra bhUmi hai| lekina tuma jahAM bhI cala rahe ho tuma pavitra bhUmi para hI cala rahe ho| jaba tuma apane zarIra kA sparza karate ho taba tuma kisI pavitra vastu kA sparza kara rahe ho| jaba tuma kucha khA rahe ho tuma kucha pavitra hI khA rahe ho, annam brahmaH, bhojana paramAtmA hai jaba tuma kisI ko prema karate ho, tuma divyatA ko prema kara rahe ho, kyoMki vahI lAkhoM rUpoM meM cAroM ora hai| yaha vahI hai jo abhivyakta ho rahA hai| ise sadaiva apane mana meM rakhanA, jisase koI vikSiptatA tuma para hAvI na ho ske| saMtulita aura prazAMta bane raho, basa madhya ke mArga para calate raho aura tuma kabhI bhaTakoge nahIM, tuma kabhI asaMtulita, ekAMgI nahIM hooge| yoga saMtulana hai| yoga ko saMtulana bananA par3atA hai, kyoMki yaha parama ekatA kA, jo kucha hai usa sabhI kI, carama layabaddhatA kA mArga banane jA rahA hai| Aja itanA hii|
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________________ pravacana 98 - zraddhA: kisI ke prati nahIM hotI prazna- sAra: 1- Apake prati zraddhA rakhane aura svayaM meM zraddhA rakhane meM kyA virodhAbhAsa hai? 2- buddha ko kyA prerita karatA hai? 3 - bacce paidA karane kA ucita samaya kauna sA hai ? 4- kevala seksa, prema aura romAMsa ke bAre meM socanA kyA galata hai? pahalA prazna Apake pravacanoM eka pravacana meM kahIM gaI eka bAta ne mujhe gaharAI taka AMdolita kara diyA hai| yaha bAta hai, 'Apane Apa meM zraddhA karane aura ApameM zraddhA rakhane meM virodhAbhAsa meM bhItara eka bhAga hai jo kahatA hai: yadi maiM apane svayaM ke sva meM zraddhA karatA hUM aura apane svayaM ke sva kA anusaraNa karatA hUM, to maiMne Apake samakSa samarpaNa kara diyA hai aura Apako hAM kaha diyA hai| lekina maiM yaha nizcita nahIM kara pA rahA hUM ki kyA yaha saba basa koI tarka dvArA samajhane kA prayAsa hai jise maiMne apane svayaM ke lie nirmita kara liyA hai? mana bahuta cAlAka hai, aura isa bAta ko sadaiva smaraNa rakhA jAnA caahie| yahI to hai jo maiM tumase kahatA rahA hUM ki yadi tuma apane Apa para bharosA karo to tuma mujha para zraddhA kroge| yA dUsarI ora se kahA jAe, yadi tuma mujha para zraddhA karate ho to svabhAvata: tuma svayaM para zraddhA kroge| isa bAta meM koI virodhAbhAsa nahIM hai| mana ke kAraNa virodhAbhAsa uTha khar3A hotA hai| yadi tuma apane Apa meM zraddhA karate ho to tuma sabhI para zraddhA karate ho, kyoMki tuma jIvana para zraddhA karate ho| tuma una para bhI zraddhA karate ho jo tumhAre sAtha dhokhA kareMge, kiMtu yaha mahatvapUrNa nahIM hai| yaha unakI samasyA hai; yaha tumhArI samasyA nahIM hai| ve tumako dhokhA dete haiM yA ve tumako dhokhA nahIM dete, isakA tumhArI zraddhA se kucha bhI lenA-denA nahIM hai| yadi tuma kahate ho, merI zraddhA kevala isI zarta para rahatI hai ki koI mere sAtha dhokhA karane kA prayAsa na kare, taba tumhArI zraddhA nahIM banI raha sakatI, kyoMki dhokhe kI pratyeka saMbhAvanA tumhAre bhItara eka hicakicAhaTa ko utpanna karegI- kauna jAne yaha vyakti mere sAtha
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________________ dhokhA karane jA rahA ho? tuma bhaviSya ko kaise dekha sakate ho? dhokhA bhaviSya meM hogA, yadi yaha ghaTita hotA hai, yA aisA nahIM hotA hai, yaha bhI bhaviSya ke garbha meM hai-aura zraddhA ko abhI aura yahIM honA hai| aura kabhI-kabhI koI bahuta bhalA AdamI bhI tumhAre sAtha dhokhA kara sakatA hai| kisI bhI pala eka sAdhu bhI pApI bana sakatA hai aura kabhI-kabhI eka bahuta burA vyakti bahuta zraddheya bana sakatA hai| pApI bhI AkhirakAra sAdhu bana jAte haiM lekina yaha bAta bhaviSya meM hai aura tuma agara apanI zraddhA ke lie zarta rakhate ho to tuma zraddhA nahIM kara skte| zraddhA bezarta hotI hai| yaha basa itanA kahanA hai, mere pAsa vaha guNa hai jo zraddhA karatA hai| aba yaha asaMgata hai ki merI zraddhA ke sAtha kyA hotA haiisako sammAna milatA hai yA nahIM, ise dhokhA milatA hai yA nhiiN| yaha bAta to jarA bhI nahIM hai| zraddhA ko zraddhA ke pAtra se kucha bhI lenA-denA nahIM hai, isakA saMbaMdha to tumhArI bhItarI guNavattA se haiM- kyA tuma zraddhA kara sakate ho? yadi tuma zraddhA kara sakate ho, to niHsaMdeha pahalI zraddhA tuma para ghaTi hogI, tuma apane Apa para zraddhA karate ho| pahalI bAta tumhAre astitva ke aMtartama keMdra para ghaTita honI caahie| yadi tuma svayaM para zraddhA nahIM karate ho to sabhI kucha bahuta dUra hai| phira to maiM tumase bahuta dUra huuN| tuma mujha para zraddhA kaise kara sakate ho na tumane apane Apa para zraddhA nahIM kI hai jo itanA nikaTa hai| aura tuma mere Upara zraddhA kaise kara sakate ho yadi tuma apane Apa para zraddhA nahIM karate? yadi tuma apane Apa para zraddhA nahIM karate, to cAhe tuma jo kucha bhI karo, eka gaharI azraddhA, eka aMtaradhArA kI bhAMti jArI rhegii| yadi tuma apane Apa para zraddhA karate ho, to tuma pUre jIvana para zraddhA karate hoM - kevala mujhameM nahIM, kyoMki kevala maiM hI kyoM? zraddhA sabhI ko samAhita karatI hai| zraddhA kA artha hai, jIvana meM vaha sabhI kucha jo tumhAre cAroM ora hai, vaha sabhI kucha jisase tuma Ae ho, vaha sabhI kucha jisameM eka dina tuma vilIna ho jAoge, isa sabhI meM zraddhA rkhnaa| zraddhA kA artha basa yahI hai ki tumane saMdeha ke pAgalapana ko samajha liyA hai, ki tuma saMdeha kI pIr3A ko samajha cuke ho, ki tuma usa naraka ko samajha gae ho jo saMdeha nirmita karatA hai| tumane saMdeha ko jAna liyA hai aura isako jAna kara tumane ise tyAga diyA hai| jaba saMdeha miTa jAtA hai taba zraddhA kA udaya hotA hai| yaha tumhAre bhItara ke rUpAMtaraNa kI, tumhArI abhiruci, tumhArI zailI kI kucha cIja hai| zraddhA kisI virodhAbhAsa ko nahIM jaantii| praznakartA pUchatA hai yaha hai apane Apa meM zraddhA karane aura ApameM zraddhA rakhane meM virodhAbhAsa / ' yadi yahI virodhAbhAsa hai to apane Apa para zraddhA karo, yadi tuma svayaM para zraddhA kara sakate ho to aura kisI kI AvazyaktA nahIM hai| taba tuma apanI zraddhA meM gaharAI se jar3eM jamAe hue ho, aura jaba koI vRkSa pRthvI meM gaharAI se jar3eM jamAe hue hotA hai to yaha azAMta AkAza meM apanI zAkhAeM phailAtA calA jAtA hai| jaba isane apanI jar3eM bhUmi meM jamA lI haiM, to yaha AkAza para zraddhA kara sakatA hai| jaba vRkSa ne bhUmi meM jar3eM nahIM jamAI haiM to yaha AkAza para zraddhA nahIM kara sakatA hai, taba yaha sadaiva bhayabhIta rahatA hai, tUphAna se bhayabhIta, varSA se bhayabhIta, dhUpa se DarA huA, havA se bhayabhIta, hara bAta se
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________________ bhybhiit| yaha bhaya jar3oM se A rahA hai| vRkSa ko patA hai ki usakI jar3eM pUrNata: nahIM jamI haiN| koI jarA sI durghaTanA aura vaha vidA ho jaaegaa| vaha vidA ho hI cukA hai| aisA jar3a-vihIna, keMdra-rahita jIvana jarA bhI jIvana nahIM hai| yaha mAtra eka dhImA AtmaghAta hai| isalie yadi tuma apane Apa para bharosA karate ho to mere bAre meM sabhI kucha bhUla jaao| prazna uThAne taka kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| lekina tuma jAnate ho aura maiM jAnatA hUM ki tumhArI svayaM para zraddhA nahIM hai| mana eka bahuta cAlAkI kA upAya nirmita kara rahA hai| mana kaha rahA hai, kisI para zraddhA mata karo, apane Apa para zraddhA karo, aura tuma apane Apa para zraddhA kara nahIM skte| isIlie tuma yahAM ho| varanA tuma yahAM kyoM hote? jisa vyakti ko svayaM para zraddhA ho usako kahIM jAne kI jarUrata nahIM hai, kisI sadaguru ke pAsa jAne kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai, sIkhane ke lie kahIM-jAne kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| jIvana tuma taka lAkhoM DhaMgoM se A rahA hai : kahIM aura jAne kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| tuma jahAM kahI bhI ho satya ghaTita ho jAegA, lekina tuma apane Apa para zraddhA nahIM karate ho| aura jaba maiM kahatA hUM mujha para zraddhA karo, to yaha tumako zraddhA karane meM sahAyatA dene kA eka upAya mAtra hai| tuma svayaM para zraddhA nahIM kara sakate ho? -ThIka hai, mujha para zraddhA kara lo| saMbhavata: mujha para zraddhA karanA tumako zraddhA kA svAda de degA taba tuma apane Upara zraddhA kara sakate ho| sadaguru aura kucha nahIM varana tumhAre svayaM para Ane kA eka laMbA mArga hai, kyoMki tuma nikaTatama rAste se nahIM A sakate ho| ata: tumako thor3A laMbA rAstA apanAnA pdd'egaa| lekina sadaguru ke davArA tuma apane Apa para Ate ho| yadi tuma mujha para aTaka jAte ho taba maiM tumhArA zatru hUM taba maiM tumhAre lie sahAyatA nahIM banA huuN| taba maiM tumheM prema nahIM karatA, taba mujhameM tumhAre prati koI karuNA nahIM hai| yadi mujhameM jarA bhI karuNA hai, taba dhIre- dhIre maiM tumako tumhArI ora vApasa mor3a duuNgaa| isIlie maiM kahe calA jAtA hUM yadi mArga para tumhArA buddha se milana hotA hai, to unako mAra ddaalo| yadi tuma mujhase Asakti AraMbha kara dete ho, to mujhako turaMta chor3a do| mujhe mAra do, mere bAre meM sabhI kucha bhUla jaao| lekina tumhArA mana kahegA, jaba Asakta ho jAne kA itanA bhaya hai, to behatara yahI hai ki yAtrA ko kabhI AraMbha hI na kiyA jaae| taba tuma Atma-azraddhA meM bane rahate ho| maiM to basa tumako zraddhA kA svAda lene kA eka avasara pradAna kara rahA huuN| jaba maiM kaha rahA hUM ki sadaguru se Asakta mata ho, to mujhako sunate samaya tumhAre ahaMkAra ko bahuta acchA anubhava hone lagatA hai| yaha kahatA hai, bilakula saca hai| mujhe kyoM kisI para zraddhA karanA cAhie? mujhako kisI ke prati samarpaNa kyoM karanA cAhie? sahI hai, yahI ucita bAta hai! yahI to hai jo je. kRSNamUrti ke ziSyoM ke sAtha ghaTita ho gayA hai| cAlIsa, pacAsa varSoM se ve sikhA rahe haiM? aura aise aneka loga haiM jinhoMne apane pUre jIvana bhara unako sunA hai aura kucha bhI nahIM ghaTA hai kyoMki ve jora die cale jAte haiM ki na koI sadaguru hai, na koI ziSya hai| ve tumako tumhAre Upara pheMkate cale jAte haiM isase pahale hI ki tuma zraddhA kA svAda le pAo, ve tumako tumhAre Upara pheMkate cale jAte haiN| isake
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________________ pahale ki tuma Asakta honA AraMbha karo ve saceta haiM, bahuta saceta haiN| ve tumako unake nikaTa nahIM pahuMcane deNge| yaha eka ati hai| tumhAre ahaMkAra ko bahuta acchA anubhava hotA hai ki tumhArA koI guru nahIM hai, ki tamheM kisI ke prati samarpaNa nahIM karanA par3atA hai| tama aura samarpaNa karate hae? yaha acchA nahIM dikhAI par3atA, yaha to apamAna jaisA dikhAI par3atA hai| tumheM bahuta acchA lagatA hai| kRSNamUrti ke pAsa sabhI prakAra ke ahaMkArI eka sAtha unake cAroM ora ekatrita ho gae haiN| yadi tuma sarvAdhika susaMskRta ahaMkAriyoM ko khojanA cAhate ho to tumako ve kRSNamUrti ke cAroM ora mila jaaeNge| ve bahuta susaMskRta, pariSkRta, bahuta buddhijIvI, bahuta cAlAka aura catura, tArkika, buddhivAdI haiM, kiMtu unako kucha bhI nahIM huA hai| unameM se aneka mere pAsa Ate haiM aura ve kahate haiM, hameM patA hai, hama samajhate haiM, lekina hamArI samajha bauddhika banI huI hai| kucha bhI nahIM huA hai| hamArA koI rUpAMtaraNa nahIM huA hai, isalie kyA sAra hai isa bhAMti sunane meM? kRSNamUrti kahate haiM, unase baMdho mata, lekina tuma apane Apa se baMdha rahe ho| yadi isa baMdhane meM koI cunAva karanA ho to kRSNamUrti se Asakta ho jAnA apane Apa se baMdhane se behatara hai| kama se kama tuma kisI zreSTha vyakti se Asakta ho rahe ho| phira eka anya ati bhI hai| aise guru haiM jinakA jora isa bAta para hai ki tumako unase baMdhe rahanA caahie| samarpaNa sAdhya pratIta hotA hai, sAdhana nhiiN| ve kahate haiM, pUrI taraha se mere sAtha bane rho| kabhI apane ghara vApasa mata lauttnaa| yaha bhI khataranAka pratIta hotA hai, kyoMki taba tuma sadaiva rAste para hote ho aura maMjila para kabhI nahIM pahuMcate-kyoMki maMjila to tuma hI ho| maiM eka patha bana sakatA hUM, kRSNamUrti tumheM unako patha banAne kI anumati nahIM deNge| phira dUsare loga haiM jo tumako lakSya nahIM banane deNge| ve kahate haiM, calate raho, calate cale jAo, craiveti-craiveti| tuma sadA tIrthayAtrA karate rahate ho, aura tuma pahuMcate kabhI nahIM kyoMki tupteM apane aMtartama astitva para hI to pahuMcanA par3atA hai| tumhArA Agamana biMdu maiM nahIM ho sktaa| maiM kisa bhAMti tumhArA Agamana biMdu ho sakatA hUM? Aja nahIM to kala tumako mujhe apanA prasthAna-biMdu banAnA par3atA hai| maiM na to kRSNamUrti se rAjI hUM na hI dUsare ativAdiyoM se| maiM kahatA hUM : 'merA eka patha kI bhAMti prayoga kara lo, lekina smaraNa rakho, 'eka patha kI bhaaNti|' aura yadi maiM lakSya banane lagU to turaMta hI mujhe mAra DAlo-turaMta mujhe tyAga do kyoMki aba auSadhi roga kI bhAMti huI jA rahI hai| auSadhi ko prayoga kiyA jAnA aura bhUla jAnA caahie| tumheM apane sAtha lagAtAra cikitsaka kA parAmarza aura davA kI botaleM lie lie nahIM phiranA hai| yaha eka sAdhana, upakaraNa thA, aba tuma svastha ho, chor3a do ise, isake bAre meM sabhI kucha bhUla jaao| isake prati AbhArI raho, isake prati ahobhAva se. bharo, lekina isako lie lie nahIM phiranA hai| badadha ne kahA ki pAMca moM ne nadI pAra kI, phira una sabhI ne socanA zurU kara diyA-mUrkha to sadA dArzanika hote haiM, aura isakA ulaTA bhI satya hai-ve socane lage, kyA kiyA jAe? isa nAva ne hamArI kitanI adhika sahAyatA kI hai, varanA hama to dUsare kinAre para mara hI gae hote| udhara jaMgala thA, aura
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________________ rAtri hone vAlI thI, aura vahAM jaMgalI jAnavara aura DAkU the, aura kucha bhI burA ho sakatA thaa| isa nAva hameM bacAyA hai| hamako sadaiva aura sadA ke lie isa nAva kA, isa nAva ke prati AbhArI honA caahie| taba eka mUrkha ne sujhAva diyA, hAM, yaha bAta ThIka hai aba hamako isa nAva ko apane siroM para lekara calanA cAhie kyoMki isa nAva kI to pUjA kI jAnI caahie| taba unhoMne apane nagara kI ora jAte samaya nAva ko sira para rakha kara calanA AraMbha kara diyaa| aneka logoM ne pUchA, tuma loga kyA kara rahe ho? hamane nAva meM baiThe hue logoM ko dekhA hai, lekina hamane kabhI nAva ko AdamiyoM ke Upara savArI karate hue nahIM dekhaa| kyA ho gayA hai? unhoMne kahA tuma nahIM jAnate, isa nAva ne hamArI jiMdagiyoM ko bacAyA hai| aba hama yaha bAta bhUla nahIM sakate, aura apane pUre jIvana bhara hama isa nAva ko apane siroM para lAda kara ghUmane vAle haiN| a. isa nAva ne inako pUrI taraha se mAra DAlA hai| yahI behatara rahA hotA ki ve nadI ke dUsare kinAre para hI chU / gae hote| yahI behatara rahA hotA ki isa nAva ko sadA ke lie, sadaiva Dhone ke bajAya unako jaMgalI jAnavara ne mAra DAlA hotA yaha eka aMtahIna pIr3A thI nadI ke dUsare kinAre para pala bhara meM hI ghaTanAeM ghaTa gaI hotiiN| mAmalA nibaTa gayA hotaa| aba varSoM taka ve loga isa bojha, isa bhAra, isa Uba ko Dhote rheNge| aura jitanA adhika ve isako lekara phireMge utanA hI ve isa bojha ke AdI ho jaaeNge| usa bojha ke binA unako acchA nahIM lagegA, unako asahajatA lgegii| aura aba ve kucha aura kara bhI nahIM pAeMge, kyoMki kucha aura kiyA bhI kaise jA sakatA hai? nAva ko sira para uThAe hue rahanA itanI satata vyastatA ho jAegI ki kucha bhI karane meM ve karIba-karIba asamartha ho jaaeNge| yahI to aneka dhArmika logoM ke sAtha ho gayA hai, ve kucha bhI kara sakane meM asamartha ho cuke haiM, ve basa apanI nAva ko Dho rahe haiN| jAo aura jainiyoM ke AzramoM, kaithelika monesTriyoM, bauddhoM ke AzramoM meM dekho ye loga kyA kara rahe haiM? ve basa dharma kara rahe haiM; sArA jIvana chUTa cukA hai| ve basa prArthanA kara rahe haiM yA basa dhyAna kara rahe haiN| kyA kara rahe haiM ve? jIvana unake dvArA samRddha nahIM kiyA jA rahA hai| sRjanAtmaka nahIM haiM ve ve eka abhizApa haiM, varadAna nahIM haiM ve unake kAraNa jIvana aura adhika suMdara nahIM ho jAtA hai| ve kisI bhI bhAMti sahAyatA nahIM kara rahe haiN| lekina ve bahuta gaMbhIra loga haiM, aura ve lagAtAra ulajhe hue haiM, caubIsoM ghaMTe ve ulajhe hue haiN| ve apane sira para eka nAva Dho rahe haiN| unake karmakAMDa unakI nAva haiN| smaraNa rakho, mere pAsa Ao, mujha para zraddhA kro| basa sIkha lo ki zraddhA kyA hai| mere udyAna meM Ao aura vRkSoM ke madhya se pravAhita hotI huI havA kI AvAja suno, lekina basa ghara lauTa kara apanA eka udyAna nirmita karane ke lie ina puSpoM ke ina gIta gAte pakSiyoM ke nikaTa Ao, unakA eka gaharA anubhava prApta karoM, phira vApasa lauTa jaao| taba apanA svayaM kA saMsAra nirmita kro| basa mere jharokhe se eka jhalaka pA lo| mujhako apane sammukha bijalI kI eka kauMdha kI bhAMti - camaka jAne do tAki tuma jIvana kA sabhI kucha dekha lo lekina yaha basa eka jhalaka hI hone jA rahA hai| -
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________________ mujhase Asakta ho jAne kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai, kyoMki taba tuma apanA svayaM kA ghara kaba banAoge, aura tuma apanA svayaM kA udyAna kaba banAoge, aura kaba tumhAre svayaM ke phUla khileMge, aura kaba tumhAre svayaM ke hRdaya ke pakSI gIta gAeMge? nahIM, taba to tuma usa nAva ko jisane tumhArI usa kinAre para sahAyatA kI thI Dhote phiroge| lekina taba yaha dUsarA kinArA naSTa ho gayA hai kyoMki kyoMki tuma apane sira para nAva Dhote phira rahe hooge| dUsare kinAre para tuma nRtya kaise karoge? utsava kaise manAoge tuma? vaha nAva eka satata kArAgRha bana jaaegii| jaba maiM tumase svayaM para zraddhA karane ko kahatA hUM to maiM basa yahI kaha rahA hUM ki mujha para jo eka viziSTa AbohavA ghaTa cukI hai, isakI eka jhalaka pA lo Ao, aura isa AbohavA ko tumako ghera lene do; mujhako apane hRdaya meM spaMdita hone do, mujhako apane cAroM ora dhar3akane do; apane astitva ke gahanatama tala meM mujhe taraMgita hone do; mujhe apane bhItara pratidhvanita hone do| maiM yahAM eka gIta gA rahA hUM isako gaMjane do tAki tuma jAna sako ki hAM, gIta saMbhava hai| buddha vidA ho cuke haiM, jIsasa bhI yahAM nahIM haiM yaha svAbhAvika hai| jIsasa ko suna pAnA tumhAre lie saMbhava nahIM hai| tuma bAibila par3ha sakate ho, yaha basa kisI aisI bAta kA zabda - citra khIMcatI hai jo kahIM kisI samaya meM ghaTita huI thI, lekina tuma isa para vizvAsa nahIM kara skte| yaha basa koI purANa kathA, eka kahAnI ho sakatI hai| buddha mAtra eka kAvyAtmaka kalpanA ho sakate haiM, ho sakatA hai ki unako kaviyoM ne racA ho kauna jAne? kyoMki jIvana meM tumhArA aise vyakti se AmanA-sAmanA nahIM hotaa| jaba taka ki tuma kisI dhArmika vyakti ke saMparka meM nahIM Ate, dharma kahIM eka svapna jaisA banA rhegaa| yaha kabhI eka vAstavikatA nahIM bnegaa| yadi tuma aise vyakti ke saMparka meM Ate ho jisane satya kA svAda le liyA hai, jo eka bhinna saMsAra meM aura eka bhinna AyAma meM jI cukA hai, jisake lie paramAtmA ghaTa cukA hai, aura jisake lie paramAtmA mAtra koI siddhAta nahIM hai, balki zvAsa-prazvAsa kI bhAMti ka hai, taba usa para zraddhA karo, usameM samA jAo phira hicakicAo mata phira sAhasa karo taba jarA nirbhIka ho jaao| taba kAyara mata bano aura dvAra ke bAhara lukA-chipI mata khelate raho, maMdira meM praveza kro| niHsaMdeha yaha maMdira tumhAre lie Azraya nahIM banane jA rahA hai tumako apanA svayaM kA maMdira nirmita karanA par3egA kyoMki paramAtmA kI upAsanA kevala tabhI kI jA sakatI hai jaba tumane apanA svayaM kA maMdira nirmita kara liyA ho| udhAra ke maMdira meM paramAtmA kI upAsanA nahIM kI jA sakatI hai paramAtmA eka sRSTA hai aura kevala sRjanAtmakatA kA sammAna karatA hai aura apanA svayaM kA maMdira nirmita karanA AdhArabhUta sRjanAtmakatA hai| nahIM, udhAra ke maMdiroM se kAma nahIM calane vAlA hai| lekina maMdira kA sRjana kisa bhAMti kiyA jAe? - pahalI bAta, yaha vizvAsa kara pAnA karIba-karIba asaMbhava hai ki kabhI maMdiroM kA astitva thaa| jIsasa kA astitva saMdehAspada banA huA hai, buddha eka purANa - kathA kI bhAMti dikhAI par3ate haiM, itihAsa jaise nahIM, kRSNa to aura bhI svapnoM ke saMsAra meM haiN| itihAsa meM tuma jitanA pIche lauTate ho utanI hI adhika bAteM dhUmila hokara purANa kathAoM meM badalatI jAtI haiN| yathArtha para koI cihna zeSa nahIM bcaa|
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________________ jaba maiM kahatA hUM mujha para zraddhA karo, to merA abhiprAya basa yahI hai : bAhara mata khar3e rho| yadi tuma mere itane nikaTa A gae ho, to thor3A aura pAsa A jaao| yadi tuma A gae ho, to bhItara A jAo / phira merI AbohavA ko tumheM ghera lene do| vaha tumhAre lie eka astitvagata anubhava bana jaaegaa| merI AMkhoM meM dekhate hue, mere hRdaya meM praviSTa hote hue, tumhAre lie jIsasa meM azraddhA kara pAnA asaMbhava ho jaaegaa| taba tumhAre lie yaha kahanA ki buddha mAtra eka purANa - kathA haiM, asaMbhaba hogA, lekina phira bhI maiM yahI kahe calA jAUMgA ki yadi buddha Ate haiM, rAste para tumheM mila jAte haiM, unako mAra do| mere mAdhyama se Ao, lekina vahAM ruko mata anubhava grahaNa karo aura apane rAste cale jaao| yadi anubhava punaH smRtiyoM meM kho jAe aura maMda par3a jAe, to jaba taka maiM yahAM upalabdha hUM dubArA mere pAsa A jaao| eka aura DubakI mAra lo, lekina lagAtAra yaha smaraNa rakho ki tumako apanA svayaM kA kucha nirmita karanA hai| kevala tabhI tuma usake bhItara raha sakate ho| maiM adhika se adhika tumhAre sAmAnya jIvana se avakAza kA eka samaya bana sakatA hUM lekina maiM tumhArA jIvana nahIM bana sktaa| apanA jIvana tumheM hI badalanA pdd'egaa| aba, mana bahuta cAlAka hai| yadi maiM kahatA hUM mujha para zraddhA karo to mana ko yaha kaThina lagatA hai| kisI aura vyakti para zraddhA karanA bahuta aMhakAra - nAzaka hai| yadi maiM kahUM basa svayaM para zraddhA karo, to mana ko bahuta acchA lagatA hai lekina kevala acchA lagane se kucha nahIM hotA hai| maiM tumase kahatA hUM apane Apa meM zraddhA rakho / yadi yaha saMbhava hai taba mujha para zraddhA karane kI koI AvazyakatA hai| yadi yaha saMbhava na ho, taba pahale vikalpa ke lie prayAsa karo mana sadA isI khoja me saMlagna rahatA hai ki kisa bhAMti pratyeka vastu ke mAdhyama se apane Apa ko aura balazAlI banAyA jaae| maiM tumako eka kahAnI sunaauuNgaa| eka vyakti kisI bar3e zahara meM rahane lagA thA, aura karIba chaha mAha taka pratyeka ravivAra ko usane apane anukUla dhArmika samudAya pAne ke lie bhinna-bhinna carcoM kI dharma-sabhAoM meM bhAgIdArI kii| aMtataH eka ravivAra kI subaha basa vaha carca meM praviSTa ho hI rahA thA ki usane zraddhAluoM ko dharmopadezaka ke sAtha-sAtha bolate hue sunA : hamane una kAmoM ko binA kie chor3a diyA hai jo hameM karanA cAhie the, aura hama una kAmoM ko kara cuke haiM jo hame nahIM karanA cAhie the| vaha apane Apa se phusaphusAte hue, aMtataH mujhako merA ThikAnA mila hI gayA, rAhata aura saMtoSa kI zvAsa lekara vahIM para baiTha gyaa| tuma basa kisI aisI cIja ko pAne kA prayAsa kara rahe ho jo tumheM bAdhA na phuNcaae| balki isake viparIta yaha tumhAre purAne mana ko sabala bnaae| yaha tumako jaise tuma ho vaise hI sazakta kre| mana kA sArA prayAsa yahI hai : apane-Apa ko taiyAra krnaa| tumako isake bAre meM mananazIla honA par3egA / jo kahA gayA usako nahIM, varana jo yaha sunanA cAhatA hai, mana kI usI ko sunane kI pravRti hai|
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________________ hairI ne apatrI adhika umra vAlI kurUpa patnI se kevala usake dhana kI khAtira vivAha kiyA thaa| niHsaMdeha usake pAsa isa dhana ko kharca karane ke aneka DhaMga the| vaha aphrIkA ke jaMgaloM meM ghUmane gayA huA thaa| tabhI daladala meM se eka bar3A ghar3iyAla prakaTa huA aura usane usakI patnI ko apane jabar3oM me daboca liyA aura khIMca kara le jAne lagA, hairI kA roAM taka nahIM hilaa| jaldI karo! ise zUTa karo! ise sUTa karo! abhAgI patnI cillaaii| hairI ne kaMdhe ucakAe, priya, mujhe aisA karake acchA lagatA, lekina mere kaimare meM philma nahIM hai| mana meM, jo yaha sunanA cAhatA hai, vahI sunane kI pravRti hotI hai| aisA kabhI mata soco ki tuma mujhako suna rahe ho| tuma ise aneka DhaMgoM se badalate cale jAte ho| jaba koI bAta tumhArI khopar3I meM praveza karatI hai to tuma ise sIdhe hI. nahIM sunte| pahale tuma isako apane khayAloM ke sAtha mizrita kara dete ho, tuma yahAM aura vahAM parivartana kara dete ho| tuma kucha bAtoM ko chor3a dete ho, kucha bAteM tuma isameM jor3a dete ho| niHsaMdeha phira yaha dhIre- dhIre tumhAre anurUpa hone lagatA hai aura tuma apane Apako samajhA lete ho ki yaha vahI hai jo tumase kahA gayA thaa| laMdana kI eka galI meM ApAdhApI ke bIca eka AvArA cakarA kara gira par3A aura turaMta hI usake cAroM ora eka bhIr3a ekatrita ho gii| becAre ko thor3A sI vhiskI pilA do, eka vRddha mahilA ne khaa| usake Upara havA karo, eka vyakti bolaa| use thor3I sI vhiskI pilA do, bUDhI mahilA puna: bolii| use aspatAla le jAo, eka aura AvAja aaii| use jarA sI vhiskI de do, bUr3hI mahilA ne dubArA phira se khaa| yaha bAtacIta isI taraha taba taka calatI rahI jaba taka vaha uTha kara nahIM baiTha gayA aura cillAyA, kyA Apa saba loga cupa hokara usa kI mahilA kI bAta suneNge| usa samaya bhI jaba tuma behoza ho, tuma usa bAta ko suna sakate ho jisako tuma sunanA cAhate the; aura jaba tuma hoza meM ho usa samaya bhI tuma usa bAta ko nahIM suna rahe ho jo tumase kahI jA rahI hai| eka bhikhArI yahAM mujhako sunane AtA hai| usa bhikhArI ne mukhya sar3aka para eka AdamI se kahA : mujhako kaoNphI ke eka kapa ke lie kucha paise de do| usa AdamI ne kahA : lekina kevala dasa minaTa pahale hI maiMne tumheM aThannI dI thii| usa bhikhArI ne kahA : are, atIta meM jInA chor3a bhI do| maiM lagAtAra tumako atIta meM jInA chor3anA sikhA rahA hUM-bilakula sahI hai usakI baat|
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________________ smaraNa rakho, tumhArA mana lagAtAra tumhAre sAtha cAlAkiyAM khela rahA hai| virodhAbhAsa jarA bhI nahIM hai, virodhAbhAsa tumane banA liyA hai| aba maiM prazna kA zeSa bhAga paDhUMgA-dekho jora kisa bAta para hai| 'mere bhItara eka bhAga hai jo kahatA hai, yadi maiM apane svayaM ke sva meM zraddhA karatA hUM aura apanai svayaM ke sva kA anasaraNa karatA hai to maiMne Apake samakSa samarpaNa kara diyA hai aura Apako hAM kaha diyA hai| lekina yaha kevala eka bhAga hai; aura zeSa bhAga ke bAre meM kyA? yadi tuma isa bhAga para bharosA karo, Sa mana kahegA, tama kyA kara rahe ho? isI bhAMti saMdeha uTha khar3A hotA hai| yadi tama prazna ke zeSa bhAga ko suno, to yaha bhAga saMdehoM ko nirmita karatA calA jaaegaa| isI prakAra se mana gati karatA hai-sadA duvidhA meN| yaha apane virodha meM apane Apa ko vibhAjita kara letA hai, aura yaha lukA-chipI kA khela khelatA calA jAtA hai| isalie jo kucha bhI tuma karate ho, hatAzA AtI hI hai-jo kucha bhI kara lo| lekina hatAzA ko avazya AnA hai| yadi tuma mujha para zraddhA karo to tumhAre mana kA eka bhAga kahatA calA jAegA, tuma yaha kyA kara rahe ho? maiM sadA se tumase kahatA hUM basa apane Upara zraddhA kro| yadi tuma mujha para zraddhA na karo aura svayaM para zraddhA karo, to mana kA dUsarA bhAga lagAtAra hatAza hotA rhegaa| yaha kahegA, tuma yaha kyA kara rahe ho? una para zraddhA kro| samarpaNa kara do| aba mana ke doharepana ko dekho| yadi tuma mana ke isa satata vibhAjana ko dekha sako jo kabhI bhI pUrNa nirNaya para nahIM pahuMca pAtA, to dhIre-dhIre tumhAre bhItara eka bhinna prakAra kI cetanA uTha khar3I hogI jo pUrI taraha se nirNaya kara katI hai| yaha nirNaya mana kA nahIM hai|' isIlie maiM kahatA haiM ki samarpaNa mana kA kRtya nahIM hai| zraddhA mana se kiyA gayA kRtya nahIM hai| mana zraddhA nahIM kara sktaa| azraddhA mana ke lie bahuta svAbhAvika hai, yaha aMtaHnirmita hai| mana kA astitva azradadhA para, 'saMdeha para nirbhara hai| jaba tama atyadhika saMdeha meM hote ho to tamako apane bhItara atyadhika manana zIlatA, halacala dikhAI par3atI hai| mana atyadhika sakriya ho jAtA hai| lekina jaba tuma zraddhA karate ho, to mana ke karane ke lie kucha bhI nahIM hai| kyA tumane kabhI isako dekhA hai? jaba tuma kahate ho, nahIM, to tuma apanI cetanA ke zAMta sarovara meM eka patthara pheMka dete ho; lAkhoM taraMgeM uThatI haiN| jaba tuma kahate ho, hAM, to tuma koI patthara nahIM pheMka rahe ho, adhika se adhika tuma jhIla meM eka phUla tairA rahe ho| binA kisI taraMga ke phUla tairatA rahatA hai| yahI kAraNa hai ki logoM ko yaha bahuta kaThina lagatA hai ki hAM kahA jAe, aura yaha bahuta sarala lagatA hai ki na kaha diyA jaae| na to sadaiva bilakula taiyAra hai| usase pahale ki tumane sunA ho na taiyAra hai| maiM eka bAra mullA nasaruddIna ke ghara ThaharA huA thaa| maiMne sunA, patnI nasaruddIna se kaha rahI thI, nasaruddIna jarA bAhara jAkara dekho ki baccA kyA kara rahA hai aura usako manA kara do|
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________________ vaha nahIM jAnatI ki baccA kyA kara rahA hai. jarA bAhara jAkara dekho ki baccA kyA kara rahA hai aura usako manA kara do| cAhe vaha jo kucha bhI ka rahA ho, yaha bAta nahIM hai, balki roka denA, nahIM yahI hai asalI baat| inakAra karanA AsAnI se AtA hai, yaha ahaMkAra ko bar3hA detA hai| ahaMkAra kA poSaNa na para hotA hai, mana kA poSaNa saMdeha, zaka, azraddhA se hotA hai| tuma mana ke dvArA mujha para zraddhA nahIM kara skte| tumako mana kA dvaitavAda - satata duvidhA, mana ke bhItara lagAtAra calatA rahane vAlA vivAda dekha lenA pdd'egaa| mana kA eka bhAga lagAtAra vipakSa kI bhAMti kArya kara rahA hai| mana kabhI kisI nirNaya para nahIM phuNctaa| mana meM sadaiva kucha aise bhAga haiM jo asahamata hote haiN| ve apane avasara kI pratIkSA karate haiM, aura ve tumako hatAza kara deNge| taba zraddhA kyA hai? tuma zraddhA kaise kara sakate ho? tumheM mana ko samajhanA pdd'egaa| mana ko aura isake bhItara ke satata doharepana ko samajha kara, isake sAkSI bana kara tuma mana se bhinna ho jAte ho| aura usa bhinnatA meM zraddhA kA udaya hotA hai aura vaha zraddhA tumhAre aura mere madhya koI vibhAjana nahIM jaantii| vaha zraddhA tumhAre aura jIvana ke madhya koI vibhAjana nahIM jaantii| yaha zraddhA basa zraddhA hai| yaha kisI ke prati zraddhA nahIM hai, kisI ko saMbodhita zraddhA nahIM hai- kyoMki yadi tuma mujha para zraddhA karate ho to tuMrata hI tuma kisI para azraddhA kroge| jaba kabhI bhI tuma kisI para zraddhA karate ho, turaMta hI dUsare chora para tuma kisI aura para azraddhA kara rahe hooge| yadi tumhArA bharosA kurAna meM hai, to tuma buddha meM vizvAsa nahIM kara skte| yadi tumako jIsasa meM zraddhA hai, to tuma buddha meM zraddhA nahIM rakha skte| kisa prakAra kI zraddhA hai yaha? isakA jarA bhI mUlya nahIM hai| zraddhA kisI ke prati nahIM hotii| yaha na to jIsasa ke prati hai, na buddha ke prati yaha basa zraddhA hai| tuma basa zraddhA karate ho kyoMki tumako zraddhA rakhanA acchA lagatA hai| tuma to zraddhA rakhate ho aura zraddhA rakhane kA tama majA lete ki jaba tama dhokhA khAte taba bhI tama majA lete ho| tuma majA lete ho ki tuma taba bhI zraddhA kara sakate ho jaba ki dhokhA khAne kI pUrI saMbhAvanA hai, ki dhokhA tumhArI zraddhA ko naSTa nahIM kara sakatA, ki tumhArI zraddhA itanI virATatara hai ki dhokhA dene vAlA tumako vicalita nahIM kara skaa| ho sakatA hai ki usane tumhArA dhana le liyA ho, usane tumhArI pratiSThA chIna lI ho, usane tumako pUrI taraha se lUTa liyA ho, lekina tuma majA loge aura tuma AtyaMtika rUpa se harSita aura AnaMdita anubhava karoge ki vaha tumhArI zraddhA ko khaMDita na kara sakA, aba bhI tuma usa para zraddhA rakhate ho| aura yadi vaha puna: lUTane AtA hai to tuma taiyAra ho tuma abhI bhI usa para zraddhA karate ho| isalie usa vyakti ne jisane tumako dhokhA diyA hai, tumako bhautika rUpa se lUTa liyA hai, lekina AdhyAtmika rUpa se usane tumako samRddha kara diyA hai| lekina Amataura para kyA hotA hai? eka vyakti tumhAre sAtha dhokhA karatA hai aura sArI mAnavakI niMdA hotI hai| eka IsAI tumako dhokhA detA hai aura sabhI IsAiyoM kI niMdA hotI hai| eka musalamAna ne tumhAre sAtha acchA vyavahAra nahIM kiyA thA aura musalamAnoM kA pUrA samudAya pApI ho
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________________ jAtA hai| eka hiMdU tumhAre prati bhalA nahIM thA, sabhI hiMdU nAkArA ho jAte haiN| tuma basa pratIkSA kro| basa eka AdamI hI pUrI mAnavatA ke lie azraddhA utpanna kara sakatA hai| dhA kA vyakti zraddhA kie calA jAtA hai| cAhe usakI zraddhA ko kucha bhI ho jAe, eka bAta kabhI nahIM hotI : vaha kabhI kisI ko apanI zraddhA khaMDita karane kI anumati nahIM detaa| usakI zraddhA bar3hatI calI jAtI hai| zraddhA paramAtmA hai| logoM ne tumase paramAtmA para zraddhA karane kA kahA huA hai; maiM tumase kahatA hUM zraddhA paramAtmA hai| paramAtmA ke bAre meM sabhI kucha bhUla jAo; basa zraddhA karo, aura tuma jahAM kahIM bhI hooge paramAtmA tumako khojatA aura talAza karatA huA A jaaegaa| prazna : buddha ko kyA prerita karatA hai? yaha prazna asaMgata hai, kyoMki buddha kevala tabhI buddha banatA hai jaba sArI preraNAeM vidA ho cukI haiM, sArI vAsanAeM tirohita ho cukI haiN| eka buddha kevala tabhI buddha hotA hai kyoMki usake karane ke lie kucha bhI nahIM hai, cAhane ke lie kucha bhI nahIM, na kahIM jAnA hai aura na hI kucha upalabdha karanA hai| upalabdha karane vAlA mana kho jAtA haiM-tabhI koI buddha banatA hai| isalie agara tuma pUchate ho : buddha ko kyA prerita karatA hai? taba tuma eka asaMgata prazna pUcha rahe ho| use kucha bhI prerita nahIM karatA, isIlie to vaha buddha hai| siddhArtha gautama ko saMbodhi ghaTita huii| kahAnI isa prakAra hai ki eka brAhmaNa vahAM se gujara rahA thaa| usane itanA suMdara vyakti kabhI nahIM dekhA thaa| apane vRkSa ke nIce baiThe buddha ko kisI apArthiva AbhA ne ghera rakhA thA, ve pradIpta the, vahAM eka gahana zAMti thii| brAhmaNa Age na bar3ha skaa| yadyapi vaha zIghratA meM thA, use kahIM pahuMcanA thA, lekina buddha ke mauna ne use AkarSita kara liyaa| vaha bhUla gayA ki vaha kahAM jA rahA thA, apanI kArya karane kI preraNA ko vaha bhUla gyaa| isa vyakti ke pAsa Akara jisane preraNA ke pAra kI avasthA upalabdha kara lI thI, vaha usakI bhaMvara ke khiMcAva se AkarSita kara liyA gyaa| maMtramugdha hokara vaha vahIM ThaharA rhaa| kahAnI kahatI hai kaI ghaMTe bIta ge| phira acAnaka usako hoza AyA ki vaha kyA kara rahA thA? taba acAnaka usako yAda par3A ki vaha kahIM jA rahA thA, lekina kahAM? phira usane pUchA, maiM kauna hai ?-jaise ki pUrI pahacAna, sArA atIta kahIM kho gayA thaa| vaha kauna thA isa bAta ko bhI vaha apane saMjJAna meM nahIM lA paayaa| phira usane zAMta baiThe hue buddha ko pakaDa kara hilAyA aura kahA : Apane mere sAtha kyA kara diyA? maiM to pUrI taraha se bhUla gayA hUM ki maiM kahA jA rahA thA, aura meM kahA gayA hai ki maiM kahAM jA rahA thA, aura maiM kahAM se A rahA thA, aura
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________________ maiM kauna huuN| aba maiM kisase pdduuN| kauna degA isakA uttara? aura deza ke isa bhUbhAga meM to maiM eka ajanabI huuN| Apa batA deM ki Apane kyA kara diyA hai? buddha ne apanI AMkheM kholIM aura unhoMne kahA : maiMne kucha bhI nahIM kiyA hai| maiMne karanA chor3a diyA hai| ho sakatA hai ki isake kAraNa se, ho sakatA hai ki basa mere nikaTa hone se ho gayA ho.. .tuma ciMtA mata kro| tuma tejI se mujhako chor3a kara yahAM se bhAga jaao| usa vyakti ne kahA : isase pahale ki maiM yahAM se calA jAUM, eka bAta mujhe pUchanI hai, kyA Apa bhagavAna haiM ? vaha eka vidvAna brAhmaNa thA, usane suna rakhA thA, usane apanI pratidina kI pUjA-arcanA meM pratidina vedoM kA pATha kiyA thaa| usane kRSNa aura rAma ke bAre meM suna rakhA thA, lekina ye sabhI mAtra kahAniyAM thiiN| pahalI bAra koI vyakti usako dikhAI par3A thA yathArtha, asalI, pArthiva aura phira bhI divya : kyA Apa bhagavAna haiM? buddha ne kahA : nhiiN| usa vyakti ne kahA : kyA Apa koI saMta, koI arhata haiM ?-kyoMki vaha vyakti kucha-kucha samajha gyaa| bhArata meM jaina loga bhagavAna meM vizvAsa nahIM rakhate, isalie jaba koI pUrNa, parama satya ko upalabdha kara letA hai, use arhata kahA jAtA hai; vaha jo pahuMca gayA hai; saMta, Rssi| isalie pahale usane pUchA, kyA Apa bhagavAna haiM? usane hiMduoM kI bhASAvalI meM prazna pUchA thA aura buddha ne kahA, nhiiN| taba usane socA, ho sakatA ki ve bhArata kI dUsarI paraMparA, zramaNoM kI paraMparA se jo bhagavAna meM vizvAsa nahIM rakhate saMbaMdha rakhate hoN| usane pUchA, kyA Apa arhata, eka RSi, eka saMta haiM? aura buddha ne kaha diyA, nhiiN| taba vaha digbhramita ho gayA, kyoMki kevala do hI bhASAeM saMbhava thiiN| phira usane pUchA, taba Apa kauna haiM? buddha ne kahA : maiM sajaga huuN| yaha bAta vyAkaraNa ke anusAra sahI nahIM hai, lekina satya hai| unhoMne kahA : maiM sajaga huuN| unhoMne basa usa kSaNa meM apane astitva ke guNadharma ke bAre meM batAyA- 'sajagatA', na bhagavAna, na sNt| kyoMki jaba tuma kahate ho ' bhagavAna' to aisA pratIta hotA hai jaise ki kucha rukA huA hai| jaba tuma kahate ho 'saMta' aisA lagatA hai ki kucha pUrNa, sthAyI hai, vastu bana gayA hai| buddha ne kahA : maiM sajaga huuN| yA aura adhika uttama anuvAda. unhoMne kahA, maiM sajagatA hUM-koI tAdAtmya nahIM hai, basa sajaga rahane kI eka gatimAna UrjA hai| sajagatA meM, aisI sajagatA meM koI preraNA nahIM hotI; aura yadi vahAM koI preraNA ho to vahA koI sajagatA nahIM hai| maiM tumase eka kahAnI kahatA hUM eka bahuta suMdara khaanii| ise jitanA saMbhava ho sake utanI gaharAI se suno|
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________________ eka mahilA aura usakA choTA sA baccA samuMdra kI laharoM para aThakheliyAM karU rahe the, aura pAnI kA bahAva kAphI teja thaa| usane apane putra kI bAMha majabUtI se pakar3a rakhI thI aura ve prasannatApUrvaka jalakrIDA meM saMlagna the, ki acAnaka pAnI kI eka vizAla bhayAnaka taraMga unake sAmane prakaTa huii| unhoMne bhayAkrAMta hokara usako dekhA, jvAra kI yaha lahara unake ThIka sAmane hI Upara aura Upara uThatI calI gaI, aura unake Upara chA gii| jaba pAnI vApasa lauTa gayA to vaha choTA baccA kahIM dikhAI nahIM pdd'aa| zokAkula mAM ne melvina, melvina tuma kahAM ho? melvina! cillAte hue pAnI meM hara tarapha usako khojaa| jaba yaha spaSTa ho gayA ki baccA kho gayA hai, use pAnI sAgara meM bahA le gayA hai, taba putra ke viyoga meM vyAkula mAM ne apanI AMkheM AkAza kI ora uThAI aura prArthanA kI, 'oha, priya aura dayAlu parama pitA, kRpayA mujha para rahama kIjie aura mere pyAre .se bacce ko vApasa kara diijie| Apase maiM Apake prati zAzvata AbhAra kA vAdA karatI haiN| maiM vAdA karatI haiM ki maiM apane pati ko pana: kabhI dhokhA nahIM dUMgI; maiM aba apane Ayakara ko jamA karane meM dubArA kabhI dhokhA nahIM karUMgI; maiM apanI sAsa ke prati dayAlu rahUMgI; maiM sigareTa pInA, aura sAre vyasana chor3a dUMgI! sabhI galata zauka, basa kevala kRpA karake merA pakSa lIjie aura mere patra ko lauTA diijie|' basa tabhI pAnI kI eka aura dIvAra prakaTa huI aura usake sira para gira pdd'ii| jaba pAnI vApasa lauTa gayA to usane apane choTe se beTe ko vahAM para khar3A huA dekhaa| usane usako apanI chAtI se lagAyA, usako cUmA aura apane se cipaTA liyaa| phira usane use eka kSaNa ko dekhA aura eka bAra phira apanI nigAheM svarga kI ora uThA diiN| Upara kI ora dekhate hae usane kahA, lekina usane haiTa lagA rakhA thaa| mana yahI hai, baccA vApasa A gayA hai, lekina haiTa kho gayA hai| aba vaha isalie prasanna nahIM hai ki beTA lauTa AyA hai, balki aprasanna hai ki haiTa kho gayA thA-phira shikaayt| kyA tumane kabhI dekhA hai ki tumhAre mana ke bhItara yahI ho rahA hai yA nahIM? sadA aisA hI ho rahA hai| jIvana tumako jo kucha bhI detA hai usake lie tuma dhanyavAda nahIM dete| tama bAra-bAra haiTa ke bAre meM zikAyata kara rahe ho| tama lagAtAra usI ko dekhate jAte ho jo nahIM haA hai, usako nahIM dekhate jo ho cukA hai| tuma sadaiva dekhate ho aura icchA karate ho aura apekSA karate ho, lekina tuma kabhI AbhArI nahIM hote| tumhAre lie lAkhoM bAteM ghaTita ho rahI haiM, lekina tuma kabhI AbhArI nahIM hote| tuma sadaiva cir3acir3AhaTa aura zikAyata se bhare rahate ho, aura sadA hI tuma hatAzA kI avasthA meM rahate ho| yadi tuma svarga bhI pahuMca jAo to yaha mana tumako vahAM nahIM rahane degaa| jahAM kahIM bhI tuma ho tuma vahIM para naraka nirmita kara loge| kAmanA itanI adhika hai ki eka kAmanA pUrI hotI hai isase dasa kAmanAeM aura uTha khar3I hotI haiM, aura inakA aMta kabhI nahIM hotaa| kAmanA karate hue kisI ne zAMti kI avasthA ko, niSkAma avasthA ko kabhI upalabdha nahIM kiyA hai| kAmanA ko samajha kara, preraNA ko samajha kara vyakti dhIre-dhIre sajaga ho jAtA hai| vyakti yaha jAna
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________________ letA hai ki yadi tuma preraNA ko tyAga dete ho to jIvana meM koI hatAzA nahIM hotii| phira kucha bhI tumako aprasanna nahIM kara sktaa| phira prasannatA svAbhAvika hotI hai; yaha basa tumhAre hone kI zailI bana jAtI hai| phira jo kucha bhI hotA hai, tuma prasanna rahate ho| abhI to cAhe jo kucha bhI hotA ho, tuma aprasanna bane rahate ho| buddha ke pAsa koI preraNA nahIM hotI, isalie ve prasanna haiN| ve itane prasanna haiM ki yadi tuma unase pUcho, kyA Apa prasanna haiM? ve apane kaMdhe jhaTaka deMge kyoMki jAnA kaise jAe? prasannatA ko kevala aprasannatA kI pRSThabhUmi meM jAnA jA sakatA hai| ve aprasannatA ke anubhava taka ko bhUla cuke haiM, isalie yadi tuma unase pUcho, kyA Apa prasanna haiM? to ve cupa bhI raha sakate haiN| ho sakatA hai ki ve kucha bhI na kheN| kyoMki jaba aprasannatA vidA ho gaI to isake sAtha anubhUtiyoM kA doharApana bhI samApta ho gyaa| isI kAraNa se buddha ne nahIM kahA ki parama avasthA AnaMda kI hai| nahIM, unhoMne kahA, yaha zAMti kI avasthA hai, lekina AnaMda kI nhiiN| hiMdU aura bauddhoM ke madhya, pataMjali aura buddha ke madhya yaha eka aMtara hai| yaha AdhArabhUta aMtaroM meM se eka hai| aura niHsaMdeha donoM sahI haiM; yadi tuma parama. ke bAre meM jAnate ho aura jaba tuma usake bAre meM kucha kahate ho, to bAteM isI bhAMti ho hI jAtI haiN| isalie tuma jo kucha bhI kahate ho, yaha bhale hI kitanA virodhAbhAsI pratIta ho, yaha sadaiva sahI hotA hai| pataMjali kahate haiM ki yaha AnaMda kI avasthA hai, kyoMki sArI pIr3A, pIr3A kI sArI saMbhAvanA miTa cukI hai| niHsaMdeha ve sahI haiN| buddha kahate haiM, yaha AnaMda bhI nahIM hai, kyoMki kauna yaha jAnegA aura tuma kaise jAna loge ki yaha AnaMdapUrNa hai? jaba sArI pIr3A kho cukI hai, vahAM koI virodhI anubhUti nahIM hai, isako jAnane kA koI upAya nahIM hai ki AnaMda hai, yadi rAtri pUrNata: miTa hI gaI hai taba tuma kaise jAna loge ki yaha dina hai? yaha dina hogA, kiMtu tuma kaise jAnoge ki yaha dina hai? buddha bhI sahI haiM; yaha AnaMda hogA, lekina isako AnaMda nahIM kahA jA sakatA, kyoMki aisA kaha kara tuma aprasannatA ko bhItara le Ate ho| vyakti tabhI buddha banatA hai jaba usane preraNA kI saMpUrNa kriyAvidhi ko samajha liyA hai| preraNA kyA hai? -yaha vartamAna meM atRpti, vartamAna meM asahajatA, aura bhaviSya meM eka AzA hai| preraNA abhI aura yahIM meM atRpti hai, aura kahIM bhaviSya meM paritRpti kA svapna hai| tuma eka choTe se ghara meM rahate ho; isa choTe se ghara ke sAtha tuma aprasanna ho, abhI aura yahIM meM atRpta ho, aura tuma bhaviSya meM eka bar3e ghara kI AzA lagAte ho| bhaviSya kI jarUrata hai, ThIka abhI baDA ghara saMbhava nahIM hai| isako banAne ke. lie-dhana kamAne meM, hajAroM kAma karane meM, ghara ko pUrA karane meM samaya kI AvazyakatA par3egI, taba bar3A ghara saMbhava ho skegaa| isalie ThIka abhI tuma atRpti meM ho, lekina bhaviSya meM tumhAre pAsa paritRpti kA eka svapna hai| tuma kaThora parizrama karate ho| taba kahIM jAkara eka dina bar3A ghara saMbhava ho pAtA hai, lekina acAnaka tuma dekhate ho ki tumako paritRpti jaisA kacha bhI nahIM ghaTa rahA hai| jisa kSaNa baDA ghara upalabdha ho jAtA hai tama aura bar3e ghara ke lie socane
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________________ lagate ho| tuma preraNA ke AdI ho cuke ho aba tuma binA preraNA ke nahIM jI sakate ho punaH bar3e bara meM bhI tuma aprasanna ho punaH tuma AzA kara rahe ho kisI dina kisI mahala meM kahIM aura mujhako khuzI mila jAegI aura isI prakAra se vyakti Ane sAre jIvana ko vyartha kie calA jAtA hai| preraNA - kI kriyA - vyavasthA ko smjho| yaha tumako bhaviSya meM eka svapna detI hai aura svapna eka svapna hai - aura yaha vartamAna se sArA AnaMda le letI hai| kisI avAstavika ke lie yaha use naSTa kara detI hai jo vAstavika hai| eka bAra tuma samajha jAo, tuma preraNA ke mAdhyama se jInA baMda kara dete ho| taba tuma basa binA preraNA ke jIte ho| preraNA ke binA jInA kyA hai, kyA hai binA preraNA ke jInA? yahAM aura abhI meM gahana paritRpti meM jInA aura Ane vAle kala kI ciMtA na karanA / jIsasa kahate haiM, kAna ke bAre meM mata soco kheta meM lagI lilI ko dekho rAjA solomana bhI apanI sArI zreSThatA ke sAtha itanA suMdara nahIM thaa| kheta meM liliyoM ko dekho; ve kala kI ciMtA meM nahIM haiN| ve basa abhI aura yahIM haiN| ve abhI aura yahIM paramezvara ke sAtha haiN| unakA koI bhaviSya nahIM hai; unakA koI bhUta nahIM hai| unake lie yahI kSaNa sabhI kucha hai| , vaha mana jisane preraNA ko tyAga diyA hai, aba mana nahIM hai| eka bAra tuma preraNA ko chor3a do ma zAzvata yathArtha ke bhAga bana jAte ho jo sadaiva abhI sadA yahIM hai aura taba tuma paritRpta ho| tumhArI isa paritRpti se aura adhika paritRpti kA udaya hotA hai, paritRpti kI bar3I aura bar3I lahareM uThatI haiN| tumhArI atRpti se aura aura atRpti utpanna hotI hai| isalie dekho.. .isI kSaNa meM tuma preraNA ke saMsAra meM jA sakate ho, jisameM tuma pahale se hI cala rahe ho - pratispadhA, bAjAra, yA tuma preraNA ke pAra ke saMsAra meM jA sakate ho| hara kadama para rAstA do bhAgoM meM baMTa jAtA hai| yadi tuma preraNA ko chor3a dete ho, tuma isI kSaNa meM prasanna hone kA nirNaya lete ho aura tuma kahate ho, ' bhaviSya ko apanI ciMtA svayaM kara lene do / aba maiM yahIM aura abhI hoUMgA, aura yahI paryApta hai, aura maiM adhika kucha nahIM maaNgtaa| maiM usI kA AnaMda lUMgA jo mujhe pahale se hI de diyA gayA hai| aura tumako paryApta se adhika pahale se hI diyA gayA hai|' maiMne kabhI aise vyakti ko nahIM dekhA jisakA jIvana samRddha na ho, lekina eka dhanI vyakti ko pA lenA bahuta kaThina hai- sabhI loga bhikhArI haiM aura maiM tumase kahatA hUM ki kisI ko bhikhArI hone kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| jIvana ne tumako pahale se hI itanI samRddhiyAM dI huI haiM ki yadi tuma yaha jAna jAo ki unakA AnaMda kaise liyA jAe to tuma aura adhika kI mAMga nahIM kroge| tuma kahoge ki maiM to itanI samRddhiyoM kA AnaMda nahIM le pA rahA huuN| pahale se hI yaha bahuta adhika hai| maiM isako samhAla nahIM sktaa| mere hAtha bahuta choTe haiM, merA hRdaya bahuta choTA hai| maiM inako nahIM samhAla sakatA!
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________________ Apane mujhako itanA adhika nRtya, aura itanA adhika gIta aura itanA adhika AnaMda de diyA hai| maiM aura adhika nahIM mAMga sktaa| isI ko upayoga karake samApta kara pAnA saMbhava nahIM hai| yahIM aura abhI meM jInA dhArmika honA hai| yahIM aura abhI meM jInA mana ke binA jInA hai| yahIM aura abhI jInA buddha ho jAnA hai| yahI hai jo unhoMne kahA thA-maiM sajaga huuN| kyoMki devatA bhI prerita ho jAte haiM ve bhI striyoM kA pIchA kara rahe haiM-zAyada zreSTha striyoM kA kucha ucca tala para pIchA kara rahe haiM, lekina striyoM kA pIchA kara rahe haiN| ve eka-dUsare ke sAtha pratispardhA kara rahe haiN| isa bAre meM hiMdU purANoM meM varNita kathAeM AtyaMtika rUpa se suMdara haiN| unhoMne kisI bAta kA varNana karane meM saMkoca nahIM kiyA hai| yadi tuma hiMdU purANoM meM likhI huI devatAoM kI kahAniyAM suno to tuma bahuta cakita ho jAoge, ve karIba-karIba mAnavIya haiN| ve vahI sArI cIjeM kara rahe haiM jo tuma kara rahe ho zAyada kucha behatara DhaMga se yA zAyada kisI uccatara tala para, lekina unake kRtya tumhArI taraha haiN| unake pramukha, pradhAna devatA kA nAma iMdra hai| vaha devatAoM kA rAjA hai| aura jaise ki rAjA loga hamezA hote hai-vaha sadA bhayabhIta rahatA hai aura usakA siMhAsana hamezA DolatA rahatA hai, kyoMki koI na koI sadaiva usakI TAMga khIMca rahA hotA hai| tuma dillI jA sakate ho aura logoM se pUcha sakate ho| jaba bhI tuma kisI siMhAsana para baiThate ho, koI tumako nIce khIMca rahA hotA hai, vAstava meM to aneka loga tumhArI TAMgeM khIMca rahe hote haiM, kyoMki ve bhI usa siMhAsana para AsIna honA cAhate haiN| iMdra lagAtAra kAMpatA rahatA hai| maiM socatA hUM ki aba taka to yaha kAMpanA usakI Adata bana cukI hogii| bhale hI koI usakI TAMgeM khIMca rahA ho yA nahIM, usako kAMpate rahanA caahie| zatAbdiyoM se vaha kAMpatA rahA hai| kahAniyAM kahatI haiM ki pRthvI para koI tapasvI, koI saMta jaba kabhI bhI astitva ke uccatara taloM ko upalabdha karanA AraMbha kara detA hai, usako bhaya lagane lagatA hai| usakA siMhAsana Dolane lagatA hai koI usake sAtha pratispardhA karane kA prayAsa kara rahA hai| koI devatAoM kA rAjA banane kA praya kara rahA hai| turaMta hI vaha, becAre usa tapasvI kI tapasyA ko naSTa karane ke lie saMdara apsarAeM bheja detA hai| ve usake cAroM ora suMdara kAmuka nRtya karatI haiM, ve usa becAre tapasvI ko usake bhaTakA detI haiN| aura taba iMdra caina kI nIMda sotA hai : aba eka pratidvaMdI naSTa kara diyA gayA hai| hiMduoM ke svarga meM rAste hIroM se jar3e hue haiM, aura vRkSa sone ke haiM, aura puSpa cAMdI, ratnoM aura javAharAtoM se bane hue haiM lekina saMsAra vaisA hI hai| vahAM striyAM bahuta saMdura haiM lekina vahI saMsAra, vahI vAsanA, vahI icchaa| hiMdU kahate haiM, jaba unake satkarma samApta ho jAte haiM taba devatAoM taka ko pRthvI para puna: janma lenA par3atA hai, jaba ve apane satkarmoM kA, apane puNyoM kA upabhoga kara cuke hote haiM to unako pRthvI para AnA par3atA hai| yaha zabda 'puNya' bahuta acchA hai|'puunaa' nagara kA nAma puNya se AtA hai| isakA artha hai : satkarmoM kA ngr| ve devatA utane hI saMsArI haiM jitanA yaha sNsaar| eka bAra unakA puNya, unakA satkarma samApta
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________________ ho jAe taba unako vApasa lauTanA par3atA hai| eka bAra unhoMne majA le liyA phira unako puna: ghisaTane ke lie pRthvI para vApasa lauTanA par3atA hai| budha kahate haiM, 'nahIM, maiM devatA nahIM hai kyoMki mujhameM preraNA nahIM hai|' 'kyA Apa koI saMta, arhata haiM?' buddha kahate haiM, 'nahIM, kyoMki saMta meM bhI mokSa upalabdha karane kI eka vizeSa preraNA hotI hai' -ki mokSa kisa bhAMti pAyA jAe, saMsAra se pare kaise jAyA jAe, icchA-zUnya kisa bhAMti huA jaae| lekina phira bhI icchA to hai vahAM pr| aba icchA-zUnya ho jAne kI icchA hai| preraNArahita hone kI preraNA ho sakatI hai : preraNArahita avasthA kisa prakAra se upalabdha ho-yahI preraNA bana sakatI hai| lekina yaha sabhI kucha vahI hai : tuma puna: usI jAla meM phaMsa gae ho| buddha kahate haiM, 'nahIM, maiM sajaga huuN|' sajagatA meM preraNA nahIM utthtii| isalie jaba bhI preraNA uThatI hai icchA uTha khar3I hotI hai| karo kucha mt| sajaga ho jAo aura tuma dekhoge ki icchA vApasa lauTa rahI hai, miTa rahI hai, yaha tirohita ho jAtI hai| jaba sajagatA kA sUrya udita hotA hai icchAeM subaha kI osa kI bUMdoM kI bhAMti vASpita ho jAtI haiN| tIsarA prazna : kyoMki saMbuddha vyaktiyoM ke bacce nahIM hote hai, aura hama vikSipta vyaktiyoM ko Apake dvArA saMtAna utpanna karane ke lie ayogya ghoSita kara diyA gayA hai| ata: bacce karane kA ucita samaya kauna sA budadha vyaktiyoM ke bacce nahIM hote; vikSipta vyaktiyoM ke bacce nahIM hone caahie| ThIka una donoM ke madhya meM mAnasika svAsthya kI, avikSiptatA kI eka avasthA hotI hai, jisameM tuma na to vikSipta ho aura na hI saMbaddha, basa svastha ho| ThIka madhya meM hoM-saMtAna utpanna karane kA mAtA banane kA yA pitA banane kA yahI ucita samaya hai| kaThinAI yahI hai, vikSipta vyaktiyoM meM aneka bacce paidA karane kI pravRtti hotI hai| vastuta: pazcima meM vikSiptatA adhika hai| logoM ke bahuta adhika bacce nahIM hote haiN| vikSiptatA ke itanA prabhAvI hone ke kAraNoM meM se yaha eka kAraNa ho sakatA hai : baccoM ke sAtha vaha purAnI saMlagnatA aba na rhii| pUrva meM loga itane vikSipta nahIM haiN| ve vikSiptatA ko sahana nahIM kara sakate, bacce paryApta saMkhyA meM haiN| eka saMyukta parivAra meM bahuta adhika bacce hote haiN.| tumhAre pAsa pAgala ho pAne ke lie samaya hI nahIM
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________________ rahatA-asaMbhava hai| ve tumako pAgala hone hI na deNge| tuma itanI pagalAI avasthA meM rahate ho aura isase itane layabaddha ho jAte ho ki tuma jAna hI nahIM sakate ki tuma pAgala ho| pazcima meM saMyukta parivAra miTa cukA hai| bacce bhI jisa DhaMga se ve pUrva meM hote haiM, usa bhAMti nahIM hote| vahAM adhika se adhika eka yA do bacce hote haiN| bahata aMtarAla baca jAtA hai| purAnA sArA ulajhAva aba vahAM nahIM rhaa| loga aura-aura samRdadha, dhanI hote jA rahe haiM, vahAM kama se kama kArya raha gayA hai aura adhika se adhika vizrAma upalabdha ho rahA hai, aura ve nahIM jAnate ki isa vizrAma ke sAtha kyA kiyA jaae| ve vikSipta ho jAte haiN| jarA apane bAre meM soco, yadi tumhAre pAsa karane ko kucha na ho, na hI bacce hoM jinake lie tumako kucha karanA ho, to kyA hogA? eka bAra maiMne mullA nasaruddIna se pUchA, kyA tuma abhI taka usI kaMpanI ke lie kAma kara rahe ho? usane kahA : hAM, vahI kaMpanI hai. patnI aura teraha bacce! tumhAre pAsa pAlane ke lie eka parivAra hai, subaha se sAMjha taka sArA jIvana kaThora parizrama karanA hai, tuma sAMjha thake-hAre ghara Ate ho aura so jAte ho, aura subaha phira tumako isI dhaMdhe meM laga jAnA hai, to tumako vikSipta hone kA maukA kahAM milegA? tumako manocikitsaka ke pAsa jAne kA samaya kaba milegA? pUraba meM to manocikitsaka hote hI nahIM haiN| yahAM para bacce hI ekamAtra manocikitsaka haiN| vikSipta logoM meM apanI vikSiptatA ke kAraNa apane cAroM ora vyavastA meM ulajhane kA mAhaula paidA karane kI manovRtti hotI hai| aisA honA to nahIM cAhie, kyoMki aisA karake ve vikSiptatA kA sAmanA karane se baca jAte haiN| unako vikSiptatA ke tathya kA sAmanA karanA cAhie aura unako isake pAra jAnA caahie| saMbuddha vyakti ko baccoM kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM hotI hai| usane apane Apako parama janma de diyA hai| aba: kisI aura ko janma dene kI AvazyakatA nahIM rhii| vaha svayaM apane Apa ke lie mAtA aura pitA bana gayA hai| apane svayaM ke lie garbha bana cukA hai vaha, aura usakA punarjanma huA hai| lekina ina donoM ke madhya meM, jaba vikSiptatA vahAM nahIM hotI, tuma dhyAna karate ho, tuma thor3e se sajaga, bodhapUrNa ho jAte ho| tumhArA jIvana basa aMdhakAra kA nahIM rhtaa| yaha prakAza utanA tIvra nahIM hai jaisA ki yaha usa samaya hotA hai jaba koI buddha bana jAtA hai, lekina phira bhI momabattI kI eka dhImI rozanI upalabdha ho rahI hai| yahI samaya ThIka hai-saMkramaNa kAla kA samaya, jaba tuma basa sImA rekhA para ho, saMsAra se bAhara nikala rahe ho, dUsare saMsAra meM jA rahe ho, bacce paidA karane kA yahI ucita samaya hai, kyoMki taba tuma apanI sajagatA kA kucha aMza apane baccoM ko de pAne meM samartha ho jaaoge| anyathA unako tuma bheMTa ke rUpa meM kyA doge? tuma unako apanI vikSiptatA de doge| maiMne sunA hai, aThAraha baccoM ko lekara eka vyakti pazu-pradarzanI dekhanA gyaa| isa pradarzanI meM eka viziSTa baila thA, jisakI kImata ATha hajAra rupaye thii| aura usako kevala dekhane kA uDAlka pAMca
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________________ rupaye thaa| isa vyakti ne socA ki isa prakAra to usako bahuta kharca karanA pddegaa| lekina usake bacce usa baila ko dekhanA hI cAhate the| aMtataH ve kaThaghare ke praveza dvAra para phuNce| vahAM ke sahAyaka ne pUchA : mahodaya, kyA ye sabhI bacce Apake haiM? hAM, ye sabhI mere bacce haiM, usa vyakti ne uttara diyA kyoM? sahAyaka ne uttara diyA ThIka hai, eka minaTa Apa yahIM ruke, mai baila ko bAhara le AUMgA tAki vaha Apako dekha le! aThAraha bcce| - baila taka ko IrSyA ho jaaegii| tuma acetana avasthA meM apanI pratikRtiyoM ko janma die cale jAte ho| pahale vicAra karo. kyA tuma isa avasthA meM ho ki yadi tuma kisI bacce ko janma dete ho, to kyA tuma saMsAra ko koI bheMTa de rahe hoge? kyA tuma saMsAra ke lie eka AzISa ho yA eka abhizApa ho? aura aba vicAra karo kyA tuma eka bacce kI mAtA yA usake pitA banane ke lie taiyAra ho? kyA tuma binA zarta prema dene ke lie taiyAra ho! kyoMki bacce tumhAre mAdhyama se Ate haiM lekina ve tumhAre nahIM haiN| unako tama apanA prema kate ho lekina tamako una para apane vicAra nahIM thopanA caahie| tumako apane vikSipta raMga-DhaMga unheM nahIM denA caahie| kyA tuma apane baccoM ko apane vikSipta raMga-DhaMga nahIM dene ke lie taiyAra ho? kyA tuma unako unake svayaM ke DhaMga se khilane doge? kyA unako, una jaisA ho pAne kI, svataMtratA de doge? yadi tuma taiyAra ho to ThIka hai yaha, varanA pratIkSA karo; taiyAra ho jaao| manuSya ke sAtha saMsAra meM sacetana vikAsa praviSTa ho cukA hai| pazuoM kI bhAMti mata bane raho ki basa behozI meM prajanana cala rahA hai| aba taiyAra ho jaao| isake pUrva ki tuma baccA paidA karanA cAho, thor3e aura dhyAnapUrNa ho jAo, thoDe aura mauna aura zAMta ho jaao| vaha sArI vikSiptatA jo tuma apane bhItara lie hue ho usase chuTakArA pA lo| usa kSaNa ke lie pratIkSA karo jaba tuma pUrI taraha se svaccha ho, tabhI bacce ko janma do| taba apanA jIvana bacce ko do, apanA prema bacce ko do| tuma eke behatara saMsAra nirmita karane meM sahAyatA kara rahe hoge| varanA tama basa saMsAra meM bhIDa baDhA rahe hoge| yaha bhIr3a pahale se hI pagalA dene vAlI bana cukI hai| isa bhIr3a ko bar3hAne kI aba koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| yadi tuma saMsAra ko manuSya de sako, kIr3e-makor3e nahIM jo sArI pRthvI para reMga rahe haiM aura bhIr3a bar3hA rahe haiM, to pahale taiyAra ho jaao| mere lie mAM bananA eka mahata anuzAsana hai; pitA bananA eka mahAna tapazcaryA hai| varanA tuma ThIka apane jaisA koI yA usase bhI burA apane sthAna para chor3a jaaoge| tumhArI ora se vaha koI acchA kRtya nahIM hogaa| saMbuddha vyaktiyoM ko kisI ko janma dene kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai; vikSipta logoM ko bacce nahIM karanA caahie| ThIka ina donoM ke madhya meM ve loga haiM jo bacce paidA karane ke ucita pAtra
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________________ aMtima prazna: Apa kahate hai, apane sAre mukhauTe haTA do aura pramANika ho jaao| maiM kevala seksa, prema aura romAMsa ke bAre meM socatI hUM, inake atirikta aura jAnatI nahIM hUM, kyA meM galata rAste para hUM? mujhe seksa meM, prema meM, romAMsa meM kucha bhI galata nahIM dikhAI pdd'taa| tuma ThIka rAste para ho| prema ucita patha hai, aura kevala prema ke jIvana ko jIne ke mAdhyama se hI prArthanA uThatI hai aura kisI bhAMti nhiiN| prema ke gahare, mIThe aura kar3ave, prasannatAdAyI aura pIr3AdAyaka, UMce aura nIce, svarga aura naraka, anabhavoM ke mAdhyama se hI, kevala prema ke mAdhyama se milI pIr3A aura prasannatA ke gahana anubhavoM dadvArA hI vyakti sajaga ho pAtA hai| tumako sajaga banAne ke lie unakI AvazyakatA hotI hai| pIr3A kI utanI hI AvazyakatA hai jitanI prasannatA kI hai, kyoMki donoM kArya karatI haiN| aura dhIredhIre prasannatA aura pIr3A ke madhya meM tuma rassI para calane vAle naTa bana jAte ho| upalabdha kara lete ho| lekina sadiyoM se prema kI niMdA kI gaI hai, kAma kI niMdA kI gaI hai| isalie, niHsaMdeha tumhAre mana meM yaha khayAla uThatA hai ki tumako galata rAste para honA caahie| tuma basa prAkRtika ho| prAkRtika honA galata rAste para honA nahIM hai| yadi tuma isa DhaMga se vicAra karatI ho to tuma niMdAtmaka vRtti vAlI ho jAtI ho, aura taba tuma galata rAste para hogii| taba tuma damana karogI, aura tuma jo kucha bhI damana karogI vaha tumhAre acetana meM, tumhAre talaghara meM chipa kara baiThA rahegA, aura phira usa damana se bahuta sI kurUpatA uTha khar3I hotI hai| maiM tumheM kucha kahAniyAM sunAtA huuN| eka bahuta dhanI aura vikhyAta vyakti lAI DayUsabarI ke bAre meM aisA kahA gayA hai : usa samaya vaha nabbe varSa kA thA, aura vaha pArka lena ke apane AvAsa ke bhUtala para khAr3I kI ora khulane vAlI khir3akI ke sAmane baiThA huA, ravivAra kI prAtaHkAla bhramaNa karane vAloM ko dekha rahA thaa| acAnaka usane eka AkarSaka, yuvA, gauravarNa lar3akI ko pArka meM baccA-gAr3I dhakelate hue dekhaa| jaldI karo jemsa, vaha bolA, mere dAMta le lAo; maiM sITI mAranA cAhatA huuN| nabbe sAla kI Ayu! lekina hotA hai yh| yaha prazna kRSNapriyA ne pUchA hai| yAda rakho, yadi tumane sITI abhI nahIM bajAI to kisI dina jaba tumhAre dAMta bhI gira cuke hoMge aura tuma kisI yuvaka ko Tahalate hue dekhogI aura cillAogI : jaldI karo mere dAMta le Ao! kurUpa
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________________ hogA yh| abhI isI samaya dAMta ThIka-ThAka haiM, tuma sITI bajA sakatI ho| pratyeka kArya ko usake samaya para hI kiyA jAnA caahie| anyathA cIjeM kurUpa ho jAtI haiN| eka baccA titaliyoM ke pIche daur3a rahA hai, yaha ThIka hai, lekina cAlIsa varSa kA koI vyakti yadi titaliyoM ke pIche daur3a rahA ho to vaha pAgala pratIta hogA, yuvA vyaktiyoM ko thor3A sA mUrkha ho anivArya hai| usakI vyakti apekSA rakhatA hai aura use svIkAra bhI karatA hai| kucha bhI galata nahIM hai isameM isako jIvana kA AdhAra tathya honA cAhie kinhIM samayoM para mUrkha ho jAnA, kyoMki buddhimattA aneka mUrkhatAoM ke anubhava se AyA karatI hai| tuma acAnaka buddhimAna nahIM ho jAte ho| tumako calanA paDegA, aura bhaTakanA par3egA, aura aneka mUrkhatApUrNa kArya karane pdd'eNge| aura ina sabhI mUrkhatApUrNa yA dUsare DhaMga ke kRtyoM ke dvArA buddhimattA kA udaya hotA hai| : buddhimattA eka sugaMdha kI bhAMti hai, aura mUrkhatAoM ke anubhava khAda kI taraha kArya karate haiN| unase durgaMdha uThatI hai, lekina unase suMdara puSpa Ate haiN| isalie jIvana kI khAda kI upekSA mata karo, varanA tuma buddhimatA ke puSpoM se cUka jAoge aura tuma eka icchA kA eka ora se damana kara sakatI ho, lekina taba yaha dUsarI ora se uThane lagatI hai tuma jIvana ko dhokhA nahIM de skte| mammI, usa choTe vicitra bacce ne kahA skUla meM bacce kahate rahate haiM ki merA sira bahuta bar3A hai| tumhArA sira to koI khAsa bar3A nahIM hai, mAM ne khaa| una zaitAna baccoM ke bAre meM basa bhUla jAo aura mere sAtha bAjAra calo mujhako dasa pAuMDa AlU pAMca pAuMDa zalajama aura do gobhiyAM kharIdanA hai| ThIka hai, mammI sabjI rakhane vAlA thailA kahAM hai? oha, usakI ciMtA mata kro| basa apanI TopI kA upayoga kara lenA / isalie isa rAste se yA usa rAste se... eka bAra aura soco dasa pAuMDa AlU pAMca pAuMDa zalajama aura do gobhiyAM- aura basa apanI TopI prayoga kara lenaa| tuma eka ora se damana kara sakatI ho, yaha dUsarI ora se ubhara kara A jAtA hai| kabhI kisI cIja kA damana mata kro| yadi kAma vahA hai to isake pahale ki dera ho jAe ise svIkAra kro| isako hI kaho, isameM utara jAo, ise svIkAra kara lo| yaha paramAtmA kI dI huI cIja hai| isameM koI gaharA kAraNa honA caahie| isameM gaharA kAraNa hai| kabhI kisI aise uttaradAyitva se baca kara mata bhAgo jo paramAtmA ne tumako diyA huA hai, varanA tuma vikasita na ho pAogI aura aba isa zatAbdI meM isa bIsavIM zatAbdI meM aise prazna pUchanA basa nirI mUrkhatA hai| yaha chaha varSIya bAlaka pahalI bAra cir3iyA ghara dekhane gayA thA, aura jaisA ki hotA hai Dhera sAre hairAna karane vAle savAla pUche jA rahA thaa| pitAjI, hAthI ke bacce kahAM se Ate haiM, usane puuchaa| phira usane
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________________ apanI bAta ko Age bar3hAte hue kahA, aura yadi aba Apane apanI purAnI jala- pakSI vAlI kahAnI sunAI to maiM vAstava meM mAna jAUMgA ki Apa nire pAgala haiN| ve mUrkhatApUrNa dina vidA ho cuke haiM jaba loga jIvana - niSedhaka vicAradhArAoM, jIvana kI niMdAoM ke rUpa meM socA karate the| phrAyaDa ke bAda manuSya ne kAma bhAvanA ko adhika svAbhAvika DhaMga se svIkAra kara liyA hai| isa saMsAra meM eka bar3I krAMti ghaTita ho cukI hai| aba niMdAtmaka rUpa meM vicAra karanA samakAlIna honA nahIM hai| aba kRSNapriyA kA prazna ThIka thA, yadi usane ise pAMca sau varSa pahale pUchA hotA, lekina aba? asaMgata hai yh| aura vaha bhI mere Azrama meM? Aja itanA hii| pravacana 99 - kaivalya yoga - sUtra: (kaivalyapAda) vizeSadarzina AtmabhAvabhAvanAvinivRttiH 112511 jaba vyakti vizeSa ko dekha letA hai, to usakI AtmabhAva kI bhAvanA miTa jAtI hai| tadA vivekanimnaM kaivalyaprArabhAraM cittam / 12811 taba viveka unmukha citta kaibalya kI ora AkarSita ho jAtA hai| tacchidreSu pratyayAntaraNi saMskArebhyaH / / 2711 ke saMskAroM ke bala ke mAdhyama se viveka jJAna ke aMtarAla meM anya pratyayoM, avadhAraNAoM kA udaya hotA hai| inakA nirAkaraNa bhI anya manastApoM kI bhAMti kiyA jAnA caahie|
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________________ hAnameSAM kleshvduktm||28|| una pratyayoM, avadhAraNAoM se nivRtta ho jAnA klezoM se nivRtti ke samAna kahA gayA hai| prasaMkhyAne'pyakusIdasya sarvathA vivekakhyAterdharmamegha: smaadhiH|| 129 / / vaha jisameM samAdhi kI sarvocca avasthAoM ke prati bhI icchArahitatA kA sAtatya banA huA hai aura jo viveka ke carama kA pravartana karane meM samartha hai, usa avasthA meM praviSTa ho jAtA hai jise dharmamedha samAdhi kahA jAtA hai| tata: kleshkrmnivRttiH|| 130// taba klezoM evaM karmoM se mukti ho jAtI haiN| tadA sarvAvaraNamalApetasya jJAnasyAnantyAjveyamalpam / / 131// jaba sabhI mala rUpa AvaraNa, vikRtiyAM aura azuddhiyAM haTa jAtI haiM, taba vaha sabhI kucha jo mana se jAnA jA sakatA hai, samAdhi se prApta asIma jJAna kI tulanA me atyalpa ho AtA hai| tata: kRtArthAnAM pariNAmakramasamAptirguNAnAm / / 132 / / apane udadezya ko paripUrNa kara lie jAne ke kAraNa tInoM guNoM meM parivartana kI prakriyA samApta ho jAtI hai| kSaNapratiyogIpariNAmAparAntaniAhamaH krmH|| 133 // kaivalya samAdhi kI avasthA hai, jo puruSArtha se zUnya hue guNoM ke apane kAraNa meM lIna hone para upalabdha hotI hai| isa avasthA meM puruSa apane yathArtha svarUpa meM, jo zuddha cetanA hai, pratiSThita ho jAtA hai| smaapt|
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________________ pahalA sUtra: vizeSadarzina aatmbhaavbhaavnaavinivRtti:| 'jaba vyakti vizeSa ko dekha letA hai, to usakI AtmabhAva kI bhAvanA miTa jAtI hai| baddha ne cetanA kI parama avasthA ko anattA-sva kA na honA, ana-astitva kahA hai| isako samajhAnA bahuta kaThina hai| buddha ne kahA : chor3a dene ke lie aMtima icchA hai-hone kI icchaa'| lAkhoM icchAeM hotI haiN| yaha sArA saMsAra aura kucha nahIM balki cAhI gaI cIjeM haiM, lekina buniyAdI icchA haihone kI icchaa| AdhArabhata icchA hai apane astitva kA sAtatya bane rahanA, kAyama rahanA, banA rhnaa| mRtya sabase bar3A bhaya hai; aMta meM chor3ane vAlI icchA hai-hone kI icchaa| isa sUtra meM pataMjali kahate haiM : jaba tumhArI sajagatA pUrNa ho gaI hai, jaba viveka, bheda karane kI kSamatA upalabdha kara lI gaI hai, jaba tuma sAkSI ho cuke ho, cAhe kucha bhI ghaTita hotA ho tumhAre bhItara yA tumhAre bAhara tuma isake zuddha sAkSI ho gae ho|... aba tuma kartA na rahe, tuma basa dekha rahe ho; bA pakSI gIta gA rahe haiM.. .tuma dekhate ho, bhItara rakta parisaMcarita ho rahA hai.. .tuma dekhate ho; bhItara vicAra cala rahe haiM.. .tuma dekhate ho-tuma kahIM bhI tAdAtmya nahIM krte| tuma nahIM kahate, maiM zarIra hUM tuma nahIM kahate, maiM mana hUM tuma kucha bhI nahIM khte| tuma kisI vastu se tAdAtmya kie binA basa dekhate cale jAte ho| tuma-eka zuddha kartA bane rahate ho; tumako basa eka hI bAta smaraNa rahatI hai ki tuma draSTA ho, sAkSI ho-jaba yaha sAkSitva sthApita ho jAtA hai, taba hone kI icchA miTa jAtI hai| aura jisa pala hone kI icchA miTa jAtI hai, mRtyu bhI miTa jAtI hai| mRtyu kA astitva hai, kyoMki tuma bane rahanA cAhate ho| mRtyu kA astitva hai, kyoMki tuma marane ko taiyAra nahIM ho| mRtyu kA astitva hai, kyoMki tuma samagra ke virodha meM saMgharSa kara rahe ho| jisa kSaNa tuma marane ko taiyAra ho, mRtyu arthahIna ho jAtI hai, aba yaha saMbhava nahIM ho sakatI hai| jaba tuma marane ko rAjI ho, to tuma mara kaise sakate ho? mara jAne kI, miTa jAne kI usa taiyArI meM hI mRtyu kI sArI saMbhAvanA kA atikramaNa ho jAtA hai| dharma kA virodhAbhAsa yahI hai| jIsasa kahate haiM. 'yadi tuma apane Apa se Asakta hone jA rahe ho, to tuma apane Apa ko kho doge| yadi tuma apane Apa ko pAnA cAhate ho, to Asakta mata hoo|' ve loga jo hone kA prayAsa karate haiM, vinaSTa ho jAte haiN| aisA nahIM hai ki koI tumako naSTa karane ke lie vahAM hai; hone kA tumhArA prayAsa hI vinAzaka hai, kyoMki jisa kSaNa yaha vicAra uThatA hai, mujhako bane rahanA cAhie, tuma samagra ke virodha
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________________ meM jA rahe ho| yaha aisA hai jaise ki eka lahara sAgara ke virodha meM hone kA prayAsa kara rahI ho| aba yaha prayAsa hI ciMtA aura pIDA nirmita karane jA rahA hai, aura eka kSaNa AegA jaba lahara ko kho jAnA pdd'egaa| lekina abhI, kyoMki lahara sAgara ke viruddha saMgharSarata thI, to yaha kho jAnA mRtyu jaisA pratIta hogaa| yadi lahara taiyAra thI, aura lahara sajaga thI, maiM sAgara hUM aura kucha nahIM, to bane rahane meM kyA sAra hai? maiM sadA se thI aura maiM sadA rahUMgI, kyoMki sAgara to sadA vahAM thA aura sadaiva rhegaa| maiM lahara kI bhAMti na rahUM-lahara vaha rUpa hai jo maiMne isa samaya liyA huA hai; rUpa miTa jAegA, lekina merA tatva nahIM mittegaa| maiM isa lahara kI bhAMti astitva meM na rahUM merA astitva kisI dUsarI lahara ke rUpa meM banA raha sakatA hai, yA ho sakatA hai ki merA astitva lahara ke rUpa meM rahe hI n| maiM sAgara kI una atala gaharAiyoM meM samA sakatI hUM jahAM koI lahara hI nahIM uThatI hai.. lekina aMtartama vAstavikatA banI rahegI, kyoMki samagra tumameM utara AyA hai| tuma aura kucha nahIM balki samagra ho, samagra kI eka abhivyakti ho| eka bAra sajagatA sthAyI ho jAe, pataMjali kahate haiM, jaba vyakti ne isa vibheda ko dekha liyA hai ki maiM na yaha hUM na vaha, jaba vyakti sajaga ho gayA hai, aura cAhe jo kucha bhI ho usake sAtha usane tAdAtmya nahIM kiyA hai, taba usakI AtmabhAva kI, sva kI bhAvanA miTa jAtI hai| taba aMtima icchA bhI kho jAtI hai, aura yaha aMtima icchA tumhArI AdhArabhUta hai| isalie buddha kahate haiM, 'tuma dhana, saMpadA, zakti, pratiSThA, sabhI kucha kI cAhata chor3a sakate ho yaha kucha bhI nahIM hai| tuma saMsAra kI cAhata chor3a sakate ho - yaha kucha bhI nahIM hai- kyoMki ye sabhI dvitIyaka icchAeM haiN| mUlabhUta icchA hai, honaa| isalie ve loga jo saMsAra chor3a dete haiM mukti kI abhilASA karanA AraMbha kara dete haiM, lekina yaha mukti bhI unakI mukti hai| mokSa meM ve mukta avasthA meM rheNge| unakI icchA hai ki vahAM pIr3A ko nahIM caahie| ve parama AnaMda meM hoMge lekina ve hoNge| jora isa bAta para hai ki unako vahAM honA caahie| isI kAraNa se buddha isa deza meM jar3eM nahIM jamA sake, jo apane Apa ko bahuta dhArmika samajhatA hai| isa pRthvI para janmA sabase dhArmika vyakti isa dhArmika deza meM jar3eM nahIM jamA skaa| kyA ho gayA? unhoMne kahA, unhoMne hone kI mUlabhUta icchA ko choDane para jora diyaa| unhoMne kahA : ana - astitva ho jaao| unhoMne kahA / hoo mt| unhoMne kahA. mukti kI mAMga mata karo, kyoMki yaha svataMtratA tumhAre lie nahIM hai| yaha svataMtratA tumase mukti hone jA rahI hai, tumhAre lie nahIM varana tumase svataMtratA / * mukti hai tumase mukti / vibheda ko dekha lo yaha tumhAre lie nahIM hai; mukti tumhAre lie nahIM hai| aisA nahIM hai ki mukta hokara tuma rhoge| mukta hokara tuma miTa jaaoge| buddha ne kahA kevala baMdhana kA Astitva hai| yaha bAta meM tumako samajhAtA huuN| kyA tuma - kabhI svAsthya ke saMparka meM Ae ho? aneka bAra tuma svastha rahe hooge, kiMtu kyA tuma kaha sakate ho ki svAsthya kyA hai? kevala bImArI kA astitva hotA hai| svAsthya kA astitva nahIM
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________________ hai; tuma nahIM batA sakate ki svAsthya kahAM hai| yadi tumako siradarda hai taba tuma jAna lete ho ki yaha vahAM hai, lekina kyA tumane siradarda kI anupasthiti ko kabhI jAnA hai? vastuta: yadi siradarda na ho to sira kho jAtA hai| tumako isakI anubhuti nahIM hotii| yadi tumako apane sira kI anubhUti satata hotI rahatI hai, isakA sIdhA artha hai ki bhItara kisI vizeSa prakAra kA tanAva, eka vizeSa tanAvagrastatA, eka davAba honA caahie| vahAM lagAtAra eka vizeSa prakAra kA siradarda banA rahanA caahie| yadi tumhArA sArA zarIra svastha hai, to zarIra kA anubhava kho jAtA hai| tuma bhUla jAte ho ki zarIra hai| jhena meM, jaba dhyAna karane vAle kaI varSoM taka baiThA karate haiM, basa baiThe rahate haiM aura kucha nahIM karate, phira eka aisA kSaNa AtA hai jaba ve bhUla jAte haiM ki unake pAsa zarIra bhI hai| yaha unakI pahalI satorI hai| aisA nahIM zarIra nahIM hai; zarIra vahAM hai, lekina usameM koI tanAva nahIM hai, to usakA anubhava kaise ho? yadi maiM kucha kahUM to tuma mujhako suna sakate ho, lekina yadi maiM cupa hUM taba tuma mujhe kaise suna sakate ho? mauna haitumase kahane ke lie bahuta kucha hai lekina mauna ko sunA nahIM jA sktaa| kabhI-kabhI jaba tuma kahate ho, hAM, maiM mauna ko suna sakatA hUM taba tuma kisI zora ko suna rahe ho| ho sakatA hai ki yaha aMdherI rAta kA zora ho, lekina phira bhI yaha zora hai| yadi yaha paripUrNa mauna ho to tuma isako suna na paaoge| jaba tumhArA zarIra pUrNataH svastha hotA hai, tumheM isakA anubhava nahIM hotaa| yadi zarIra meM koI tanAva, koI bImArI, koI roga uTha khar3A hotA hai, taba tuma zarIra ko sunanA AraMbha kara dete ho| yadi sabhI kucha layabaddhatA meM hai aura koI darda, koI pIr3A nahIM hai, taba acAnaka tuma rikta ho| eka nAkuchapana tumako AcchAdita kara letA hai| -- kaivalya parama svAsthya hai, samagratA hai, sAre ghAva ThIka ho jAnA hai| jaba sabhI ghAva ThIka ho gae haiM to tuma kaise bane rahoge? tumhArA sva aura kucha nahIM balki tanAvoM kA saMcaya hai| yaha sva aura kucha nahIM balki bImAriyoM, rogoM ko sArI vividhatA hai| yaha sva aura kucha nahIM hai, atRpta icchAeM, hatAza AzAeM, apekSAeM, sapane-sabhI TUTa hue, chinna- bhinna / yaha jisako tuma sva kahate ho aura kucha nahIM balki saMcita rugNatA hai yA isako dUsare DhaMga se samajha lo jaba samasvaratA ke kSaNa hote haiM taba tuma bhUla jAte ho ki tuma ho| zAyada bAda meM tuma yAda kara pAo ki yaha kitanA suMdara kSaNa thaa| kitanA AhlAdakArI thA yaha kitanA AnaMdadAyaka thA yaha kssnn| lekina vAstavika AhalAda ke kSaNoM meM, tuma vahAM nahIM hote ho| tumase bar3I kisI sattA ne tuma para Adhipatya kara liyA hotA hai, tumase zreSTha kisI zakti ne tuma para svAmitva kara liyA hotA hai, tumase gaharI koI cIja ubhara AI hai tuma kho cuke ho| prema ke gahare kSaNoM meM, prema karane vAle vilIna ho jAte haiN| mauna ke gahare kSaNoM meM dhyAna karane vAle miTa jAte haiN| gAyana, nRtya, utsava ke gahana kSaNoM meM utsava manAne vAle kho jAte haiM aura yaha to aMtima utsava hai, parama uccatama zikhara - kaivalya hai| pataMjali kahate haiM. 'bane rahane kI icchA vI kho jAtI hai| AtmabhAva kI bhAvanA bhI miTa jAtI hai|' vyakti itanA paritRpta hotA hai, itanA AtyaMtika rUpa se paritRpta ho jAtA hai ki vaha hone ke bAre meM kabhI socatA taka nahIM hai| kisalie socegA vaha? tuma kala bhI bane rahanA cAhate ho kyoMki Aja
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________________ atRpta ho| Ane vAle kala kI AvazyakatA hai; anyathA tuma atRpta mara jaaoge| bItA kala eka gahana hatAzA thA Aja bhI punaH eka hatAzA hai Ane vAle kala kI AvazyakatA hai| eka hatAza ho cukA mana bhaviSya nirmita karatA hai| hatAza mana bhaviSya se cipaka jAtA hai| hatAza mana banA rahanA cAhatA hai, kyoMki yadi mRtyu A jAe to koI phUla nahIM khilA hai| abhI taka kucha bhI nahIM ho pAyA hai, vahAM kevala eka vyartha kI pratIkSA rahI hai maiM abhI kaise mara sakatA hUM? maiM to abhI jIyA taka nahIM huuN| yaha anajiyA jIvana bane rahane kI cAha utpanna karatA hai| loga mRtyu se itanA adhika bhayabhIta haiM, ye ve hI loga haiM jo jIe nahIM haiN| ye ve loga haiM jo eka artha meM mare hI hu haiN| eka vyakti jo jIyA hai aura pUrI taraha se jIyA hai, mRtyu ke bAre meM soca-vicAra nahIM krtaa| yadi yaha AtI hai, acchA hai, vaha svAgata kregaa| usako bhI jIegA vaha vaha usakA bhI utsava manA legaa| jIvana aisA AzISa, aisA varadAna rahA hai ki vaha mRtyu ko svIkAra karane ke lie taiyAra hai| jIvana eka aisA atizaya anubhava rahA hai ki vyakti mRtyu ke anubhava ke lie bhI taiyAra hai| vaha bhayabhIta nahIM hai, kyoMki Ane vAle kala kI AvazyakatA na rahI, Aja hI itanA adhika tRptidAyI rahA hai| vaha khila gayA hai, puSpita ho gayA hai, usameM phala A cuke haiN| aba Ane vAle kala kI icchA kho jAtI hai| kala kI abhilASA sadaiva bhaya ke kAraNa hotI hai, bhaya hai kyoMki prema abhI taka ghaTita hI nahIM ho pAyA hai| sadaiva bane rahane kI abhilASA basa yahI pradarzita karatI hai ki kahIM gahare meM tuma apane Apa ko pUrI taraha se arthahIna anubhava kara rahe ho| tuma kisI artha kI pratIkSA meM ho| eka bAra vaha artha ghaTita ho jAe tuma marane ke lie taiyAra ho zAMtipUrNa DhaMga se, suMdaratA ke sAtha, AzISamaya hokara | 'kaivalya pataMjali kahate haiM 'ghaTatA hai, jaba bane rahane kI aMtima icchA bhI kho jAtI hai| sArI samasyA yahI hai ki banA rahUM yA nhiiN| sAre jIvana bhara hama yaha aura vaha karane kA prayAsa karate rahate haiM, aura vaha parama kevala tabhI ghaTa sakatA hai jaba tuma nahIM hote ho| 'jaba vyakti vizeSa ko dekha letA hai, to usakI AtmabhAva kI bhAvanA miTa jAtI hai|" yaha Atma bhAva aura kucha nahIM balki ahaMkAra kA sarvAdhika parizuddha rUpa hai| yaha tanAva, davAba, khiMcAva kA aMtima zeSAMza hai abhI bhI tuma pUrNata: khule hue nahIM ho, abhI bhI kucha baMda hai jaba tuma pUrI taraha se khule hue ho, basa zikhara para khar3e draSTA, sAkSI ho, taba aMtima icchA bhI kho jAtI hai| isa icchA ke khone se jIvana meM kucha nitAMta nayA ghaTita ho jAtA hai| eka nayA niyama kArya karanA AraMbha kara detA hai| gurutvAkarSaNa ke niyama ke bAre meM tumane sunA hogA; tumane prasAda ke niyama ke bAre me nahIM sunA hogA / gurutvAkarSaNa kA niyama yaha hai ki pratyeka vastu nIce kI ora giratI hai| prasAda kA niyama yaha hai ki vastueM Upara kI ora giranA AraMbha kara detI haiM aura yaha niyama honA hI cAhie kyoMki jIvana meM
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________________ pratyeka bAta ko. usake viparIta dvArA saMtulita kara diyA jAtA hai| vijJAna ne gurutvAkarSaNa kA niyama khoja liyA : bAga meM baiMca para baiThe nyUTana ne eka seba girate hue dekhA-yaha huA ho yA nahIM; yaha bAta nahIM haiM lekina yaha dekha kara ki seba nIce gira rahA thA, usake bhItara eka vicAra uThA : vastueM sadA nIce kI ora hI kyoM girA karatI haiM? aura kucha kyoM nahIM hotA? pakA huA phala Upara kI ora kyoM nahIM uchala jAtA aura AkAza meM kyoM nahIM kho jAtA hai? idhara-udhara kyoM nahIM calA jAtA? sadaiva nIce kI ora hI kyoM? usane manana aura ciMtana AraMbha kara diyA, aura taba usane eka niyama kI khoja kii| vaha eka bahuta AdhArabhUta niyama para pahuMca gayA : yaha ki pRthvI vastuoM ko apanI ora khIMca rahI hai| isakA eka gurutvAkarSaNa kSetra hai| cuMbaka kI bhAMti yaha pratyeka vastu ko nIce kI ora khIMcatI hai| pataMjali, buddha, kRSNa, krAisTa-ve bhI eka bhinna AdhArabhUta niyama, gurutvAkarSaNa se uccatara niyama ke prati sajaga ho ge| unako jJAta huA ki cetanA ke bhItarI jIvana meM eka aisA kSaNa AtA hai jaba cetanA Upara kI ora uThanA AraMbha kara detI hai-ThIka gurutvAkarSaNa kI bhaaNti| yadi seba vRkSa para laTaka rahA ho to yaha giratA nahIM hai| isake nIce na girane meM vRkSa isakI sahAyatA karatA hai| jaba phala vRkSa ko chor3a detA hai, to yaha nIce gira par3atA hai| bilakula yahI bAta hai : yadi tuma apane zarIra se Asakta ho rahe ho taba tuma Upara kI ora nahIM giroge; yadi tuma apane mana se Asakta ho rahe ho taba tuma Upara kI ora nahIM giroge| yadi tuma AtmabhAva kI bhAvanA se Asakta ho to gurutvAkarSaNa ke prabhAva meM rahoge kyoMki zarIra gurutvAkarSaNa ke prabhAva kSetra meM hai, aura mana bhii| mana sUkSma zarIra hai; zarIra sthUla mana hai| ye donoM gurutvAkarSaNa ke prabhAva meM haiN| aura kyoMki tama unase Asakta ho to tama garutvAkarSaNa ke prabhAva meM nahIM ho, balki tuma kisI aisI vastu se Asakta ho jo gurutvAkarSaNa ke prabhAva kSetra meM hai| yaha isa prakAra se hai jaise ki tuma eka bar3I caTTAna uThAe hue ho aura nadI meM tairane kA prayAsa kara rahe ho, vaha caTTAna tumako nIce khIMca legI, yaha tumako tairane nahIM degii| yadi tuma caTTAna ko chor3a do taba tuma saralatA se taira paaoge| hama kisI aisI cIja se Asakta ho rahe haiM : zarIra, mana, jo gurutvAkarSaNa ke niyama ke AdhIna kArya kara rahA hai| pataMjali kahate haiM eka bAra tuma jAna gae ki tuma na deha ho aura na hI mana, acAnaka tuma Upara kI ora uThane lagate ho| AkAza meM kahIM UMcAI para sthita koI tumako Upara khIMca letA hai, isa niyama ko 'prasAda' kahate haiN| taba paramAtmA tumako Upara kI ora khIMca letA hai| aura isa prakAra kA niyama honA hI cAhie, anyathA 'gurutvAkarSaNa' kA astitva nahIM ho sktaa| prakRti meM yadi dhanAtmaka vidyuta kA astitva hai, taba RNAtmaka vidyuta kA bhI astitva honA caahie| puruSa kA astitva hai, taba strI kA astitva bhI honA caahie| tarka kA astitva hai, taba bhAva kA bhI astitva honA caahie| rAtri kA astitva hai, taba dina kA astitva bhI honA caahie| jIvana kA astitva hai, taba mRtyu kA bhI astitva honA caahie| pratyeka vastu ko ise saMtulita karane ke lie viparIta kI AvazyakatA hotI hai|
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________________ aba vijJAna eka niyama ko jAna cukA hai : gurutvaakrssnn| vitAna ko abhI bhI gurutvAkarSaNa bala kA eka aura AyAma-Upara kI ora girane kA AyAma dene ke lie eka pataMjali kI AvazyatA hai| tabhI jIvana pUrNa ho jAtA hai| tuma 'gurutvAkarSaNa' aura 'prasAda' kA milana sthala ho| tumhAre bhItara prasAda aura gurutvAkarSaNa eka-dUsare ko kATa rahe haiN| tuma apane bhItara pRthvI kA kucha lie ho aura kucha AkAza kaa| tuma vaha kSitija ho jahAM pRthvI aura AkAza mila rahe haiN| yadi tuma pRthvI ko bahuta adhika pakar3a lete ho, to tuma pUrI taraha se bhUla jAoge ki tuma AkAza se, anaMta ' aMtarikSa se, usa pAra se saMbaMdhita ho| eka bAra tuma apane pArthiva bhAga kI pakar3a chor3a do, acAnaka tuma Upara uThane lagate ho| 'jaba vyakti vizeSa ko dekha letA hai, to usakI AtmabhAva kI bhAvanA miTa jAtI hai|' tadA vivekanimna kaivalyaprAgbhAraM cittm| 'taba viveka unmukha citta kaivalya kI ora AkarSita ho jAtA hai| eka nayA gurutvAkarSaNa kArya karanA AraMbha kara detA hai| mukti aura kucha nahIM balki prasAda ke pravAha meM praviSTa ho jAnA hai| tuma apane Apa ko mukta nahIM kara sakate, tuma kevala avarodhoM kA tyAga kara sakate ho; mukti tumako ghaTita hotI hai| kyA tumane cuMbaka ko dekhA hai? lohe ke choTe-choTe TukaDe isakI ora khiMca jAte haiN| tumako dikhAI par3a sakatA hai ki ve choTe- choTe .lohe ke Tukar3e cuMbaka kI ora daur3a rahe haiM, lekina apanI AMkhoM se dhokhA mata khaao| vAstava meM ve daur3a nahIM rahe haiM, cuMbaka unako khIMca rahA hai| sataha para aisA pratIta hotA hai ki lohe ke choTa-choTe TukaDe cala rahe hai, cuMbaka kI ora jA rahe haiN| lekina aisA kevala sataha para hai| gaharAI meM kucha ThIka viparIta ghaTita ho rahA hai, ve cuMbaka kI ora nahIM jA rahe haiM, cuMbaka unako apanI ora khIMca rahA hai| vAstava meM yaha cuMbaka hai jo una taka pahuMcA hai| cuMbakIya kSetra ke sAtha isane unase saMparka kiyA hai, unako sparza kiyA hai, unako khIMca liyA hai| yadi lohe ke ye choTe-choTe kaNa mukta haiM, kisI se baMdhe hue nahI haiM-caTTAna meM phaMse hue nahIM haiMtabhI cuMbaka unako khIMca sakatA hai| yadi ve kisI caTTAna meM phaMse hue hoM, to cuMbaka unako calA jAegA, lekina ve khiMca na pAeMge, kyoMki ve phaMse hue haiN| ThIka-ThIka yahI ghaTita hotA hai, eka bAra tumako viveka dvArA bodha ho jAe ki tuma zarIra nahIM ho, to tuma caTTAna se aba nahIM baMdhe raha sakate, aba tuma pRthvI ke sAtha baMdhana meM nahIM ho| turaMta hI paramAtmA kA cuMbaka kArya karanA AraMbha kara detA hai| aisA nahIM hai ki tuma paramAtmA taka pahuMcate ho| vAstava meM paramAtmA tuma taka pahale hI pahuMca cukA hai| tuma usake cuMbakIya kSetra meM ho, kiMtu kisI se Asakta ho| isa Asakti ko tyAga do aura tuma dhArA meM ho| budadha eka zabda prayoga kiyA karate the. srotApanna, dhArA meM praviSTa ho jaanaa| ve kahA karate the, eka bAra tuma dhArA meM praviSTa ho jAo, phira vaha dhArA tumako mahAsAgara meM le jAtI hai| taba tumako kucha karane kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| eka mAtra bAta hai,
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________________ dhArA meM kUda pdd'naa| tuma kinAre para baiThe hue ho| dhArA meM praviSTa ho jAo aura taba dhArA zeSa kArya kara legii| yaha isa prakAra se hai ki tuma eka UMce bhavana para khar3e ho, eka UMce bhavana kI chata para khar3e ho, pRthvI se tIna sau phITa yA pAMca sau phITa Upara / tuma khar3e rahate ho, gurutvAkarSaNa tuma taka pahu~ca gayA hai, lekina yaha usa samaya kAma nahIM karegA jaba taka tugra chalAga na lgaao| eka bAra tuma kUda jAo, phira tumako kucha karane kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| basa chata se eka kadama Age bar3hAo.. . basa paryApta hai; tumhArA kArya samApta ho gyaa| aba gurutvAkarSaNa sArA kArya kara legaa| tumako pUchane kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai, aba mujhako kyA karanA cAhie? tumane pahalA kadama uThA liyA hai| pahalA kadama hI aMtima kadama hai| kRSNamUrti ne eka pustaka likhI hai. prathama aura aMtima mukti isakA abhiprAya hai pahalA kadama hI AkhirI kadama hai- kyoMki eka bAra tuma dhArA meM A jAo, phira zeSa sabhI kucha dhArA ke dvArA kara liyA jaaegaa| tumhArI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| kevala pahale kadama ke lie tumhAre sAhasa kI AvazyakatA par3atI hai| 'taba viveka unmukha citta kaivalya kI ora AkarSita ho jAtA hai|' tuma dhIre- dhIre Upara kI ora uThane lagate ho| tumhArI jIvana-UrjA Upara hI ora, urdhva dizA meM gatimAna honA AraMbha ho jAtI hai| aura jaba aisA ghaTita hotA hai to yaha avizvasanIya hai, kyoMki tumane abhI taka jitane bhI niyama jAne haiM yaha una sabhI ke virodha meM hai| yaha gurutvAkarSaNa nahIM, UrdhvAkarSaNa hai| tumhAre bhItara kucha basa Upara kI ora jAnA AraMbha kara detA hai, aura isameM koI avarodha nahIM hai| isake rAste meM koI bAdhA nahIM detaa| basa thor3I sI vizrAMti thor3I sI anAsaktipahalA kadama aura phira svata: sahajatApUrvaka tumhArI cetanA aura - aura vivekapUrNa aura - aura sajaga ho jAtI hai| - maiM tumase eka aura bAta kahanA cAhatA hUM tumane yaha zabda, yaha kathana : 'duScakra' sunA hogaa| hama eka nayA zabda gar3hate haiM pavitra cakra duScakra meM eka burI bAta kisI aura burI bAta para le jAtI hai| 1 udAharaNa ke lie, yadi tuma krodhita ho jAte ho, to eka krodha tumako aura adhika krodha meM le jAtA hai, aura niHsaMdeha adhika krodha tumako aura adhika krodha meM le jaaegaa| aba tuma eka duScakra meM ho| pratyeka krodha tumhArI krodha kI pravRtti ko aura sazakta banAegA tathA aura krodha nirmita karegA, tathA yaha aura krodha isa Adata ko aura bhI sabala banA degA aura yaha jArI rhegaa| tuma eka duScaka meM ghUmate ho, yaha sabala aura sazakta aura balavAna hotA calA jAtA hai| calo hama eka nayA zabda prayoga karate haiM : pavitra cakra / yadi tuma sajaga ho jAte ho, jisako pataMjali viveka, bodha kahate haiM; yadi tuma sajaga ho jAte ho, to vairAgya viveka se vairAgya nirmita hotA hai| yadi tuma sajaga ho jAte ho, to acAnaka tuma dekhate ho ki aba tuma zarIra na rhe| aisA nahIM hai ki tumane deha ko tyAga diyA hai, tumhArI sajagatA se hI zarIra se Asakti kA tyAga ho jAtA hai| yadi tuma sajaga ho jAte ho to tumako bodha ho jAtA hai ki ye vicAra tuma nahIM ho| usa sajagatA meM hI una
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________________ vicAroM kA tyAga ho jAtA hai| tumane unako chor3anA AraMbha kara diyA hai| tuma unako aura adhika UrjA nahIM dete ho; tuma unake sAtha sahayoga nahIM krte| tumhArA sahayoga samApta ho cukA hai, aura ve tumhArI UrjA ke binA jI nahIM skte| ve tumhArI UrjA para jIte haiM, ve tumhArA zoSaNa karate haiN| unake pAsa apanI svayaM kI UrjA nahIM hai| pratyeka vicAra jo tumhAre bhItara praviSTa hotA hai tumhArI UrjA meM bhAgIdArI karatA hai| aura kyoMki tuma apanI UrjA dene ko taiyAra ho, yaha vahAM rahatA hai, yaha apanA ghara vahIM banA letA hai| niHsaMdeha, phira usake bacce Ate haiM, aura mitra, aura saMbaMdhI, aura yaha calatA calA jAtA hai| eka bAra tuma thoDA sA sajaga ho jAo, viveka vairAgya le AtA hai, sajagatA tyAga lekara AtI hai| aura tyAga tumako aura sajaga hone meM samartha banA detA hai| aura niHsaMdeha, aura sajagatA aura vairAgya aura tyAga lekara AtI hai, aura isI prakAra yaha zrRMkhalA calatI calI jAtI hai| yahI hai jisako maiM pavitra cakra kahatA haM : eka pavitratA dUsarI kI ora le jAtI hai, aura pratyeka pavitratA puna: aura adhika pavitratA ke udaya ke lie AdhAra pradAna karatI hai| pataMjali kahate haiM : yaha aMtima kSaNa taka jArI rahatA hai, jise ve dharmamegha samAdhi kahate haiN| isa para hama loga bAda meM carcA kreNge| ve ise 'tuma para barasatA huA pavitratA kA bAdala' kahate haiN| yaha pavitra cakra vairAgya kI ora le jAtA huA viveka, aura adhika viveka kI ora le jAtA vaisala, puna: vairAgya kI aura saMbhAvanAeM utpanna kuratA huA viveka, aura isI bhAMti yaha aura- aura Age bar3hatA calA jAtA hai-pahuMca jAtA hai usa parama zikhara para jaba pavitratA kA bAdala tuma para barasatA hai : dharmamegha smaadhi| 'pUrva ke saMskAroM ke bala ke mAdhyama se viveka jJAna ke aMtarAla meM anya pratyayoM, avadhAraNAoM kA udaya hotA hai|' phira bhI, yadyapi vahAM aneka aMtarAla hoNge| isalie hatotsAhita mata ho jaao| bhale hI tuma bahuta sajaga ho cuke ho aura kinhI kSaNoM me tuma acAnaka eka khiMcAva, prasAda kA UrdhvamukhI khiMcAva anubhava karate ho, aura kinhI kSaNoM meM tuma dhArA meM hote ho; pUre sauMdarya ke sAtha, binA prayAsa ke, prayAsa zUnyatA meM bahate hue hote ho, aura sabhI kucha sahajatA se cala rahA hai, gatimAna hai, phira bhI vahAM kucha aMtarAla hote haiN| acAnaka tuma svayaM ko, basa purAnI AdatoM ke kAraNa, kinAre para khar3A huA pAte ho| aneka janmoM se tuma kinAre para jIte rahe ho| purAnI Adata ke kAraNa bAra-bAra atIta tuma para hAvI hI jaaegaa| isase hatotsAhita mata ho jaanaa| jisa kSaNa tuma dekhate ho ki tuma phira se kinAre para A gae ho, puna: dhArA meM utara jaao| isake bAre meM udAsa mata hoo, kyoMki yadi tuma udAsa ho jAte ho to tuma puna: duScakra meM phaMsa jaaoge| isake bAre meM udAsa mata ho jaao| aneka bAra khojI bahuta nikaTa pahuMca jAtA hai, Ara aneka bAra vaha patha se cyuta ho jAtA hai| ciMtA karane kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai, puna: sajagatA ko le aao| aneka bAra yahI hone jA rahA hai; svAbhAvika hai yh| lAkhoM janmoM
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________________ se hama behozI meM jIte rahe haiM-yaha svAbhAvika hI hai ki aneka bAra purAnI Adata kArya karanA AraMbha kara degii| maiM tumako kucha kahAniyAM sunAtA huuN| eka bar3e hoTala ke svAgata-kakSa meM apanI saciva ke sAtha pahuMce hue baoNsa ne bar3e Atma-vizvAsa se zrImatI evaM zrImAna kA bhAMti hastAkSara kara die| Dabala beDa yA do alaga beDa vAlA kamarA? klarka ne jAnanA caahaa| vaha apanI saciva kI ora mur3A aura yUM hI pUchA, kyA Dabala beDa ucita rahegA priye? yasa sara, usane uttara diyaa| yasa sara, patnI pati se kaha rahI hai| lekina basa saciva hone kI purAnI, lagAtAra yasa sara, yasa sara, yasa sara kahane kI aadt| AdateM bahuta gaharAI taka pahuMca jAtI haiM, aura ve tuma para isa bhAMti kabjA kara letI haiM ki jaba taka tuma bahuta, bahuta hI hozapUrNa na ho tuma isa bAta ko pakar3a bhI na paaoge| aisA huA, eka adhyApikA ne krodhita hokara sthAnIya pulisa caukI meM yaha zikAyata karane ke lie phona kiyA ki kucha zarAratI yuvAoM ne usake daravAje para cAka se aMgrejI meM gAliyA likha dI haiN| aura mere lie dukha kI bAta to yaha hai ki usane bAta samApta karate hue kahA, unhoMne unakI speliMga bhI galata likhI hai| adhyApikA basa eka adhyApikA hai| vaha gAliyoM kI zikAyata kara rahI hai, lekina mUlabhUta zikAyata yaha hai ki una logoM ne unakI speliMga taka galata likha rakhI hai| lagAtAra baccoM kI kApiyoM meM speliMga ThIka karate rahanA usakI Adata hai... 'pUrva saMskAroM ke bala ke mAdhyama se viveka jJAna ke aMtarAla meM, anya pratyayoM avadhAraNAoM kA udaya hotA hai|' aneka bAra tuma vApasa khIMca lie jAoge, bAra-bAra, bAra-bAra aisA hogaa| saMgharSa kaThina hai, lekina nahIM hai| yaha kaThina hai, yaha bahata muzkila hai, lekina udAsa mata ho jAo, aura hatotsAhita mata ho jaao| jaba kabhI bhI tuma puna: smaraNa karo, to jo ho cukA hai usake bAre meM ciMtA mata kro| apanI sajagatA ko puna: sthApita ho jAne do, yahI hai saba kuch| apanI sajagatA ko bAra-bAra aura bAra-bAra sthApita karate rahanA tumhAre astitva para eka nayA prabhAva, pavitratA kI eka naI chApa nirmita kara degaa| eka dina yaha utanI hI svAbhAvika ho jAegI jitanI tumhArI dUsarI AdateM haiN| 'vaha jisameM samAdhi kI sarvocca avasthAoM ke prati bhI icchArahitatA kA sAtatya bhA hai aura jo viveka ke carama kA pravartana karane meM samartha hai, usa avasthA meM praviSTa ho jAtA hai jise dharmamegha samAdhi kahA jAtA hai|'
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________________ 'vaha jisameM samAdhi kI sarvocca avasthAoM ke prati bhI icchArahitatA kA sAtatya banA huA hai........ pataMjali isako parAvairAgya parama tyAga kahate haiN| tumane saMsAra kA tyAga kara diyA hai, tumane lobha kA tyapA kara diyA hai, tumane dhana kA tyAga kara diyA hai, tumane zakti kA tyAga kara diyA hai, tumane apane mana kA bhI tyAga kara diyA hai, lekina aMtima tyAga svayaM mokSa kA hai, svayaM kaivalya kA hai, svayaM nirvANa kA hai| aba 'yama mukti ke khayAla taka ko chor3a dete ho, kyoMki vaha bhI eka icchA hai| aura icchA, cAhe usakI viSaya-vastu kucha bhI ho, eka jaisI hotI hai| tuma dhana kI icchA karate ho, maiM mokSa kI icchA karatA huuN| niHsaMdeha merA uddezya tumhAre uddezya se zreSTha hai, lekina phira bhI merI icchA vaisI hI hai jaisI ki tumhArI icchA hai icchA kahatI hai, jaisA maiM hUM vaisA hI maiM paritRpta nahIM huuN| aura dhana kI AvazyakatA hai; phira maiM paritRpta ho jaauuNgaa| icchA kA guNa vahI hai, icchA kI samasyA vahI hai| samasyA yaha hai ki bhaviSya kI AvazyakatA hotI hai: jaisA maiM hUM yaha paryApta nahIM hai; kisI aura kI AvazyakatA hai| jo kucha bhI ho cukA hai mujhe paryApta nahIM hai| abhI mujhe kucha aura bhI ghaTita honA cAhie, kevala tabhI maiM prasanna ho sakatA huuN| icchA kI prakRti yahI hai tumako aura dhana kI AvazyakatA hai, kisI ko bar3e makAna kI AvazyakatA hai, koI aura adhika zakti, rAjasatA ke bAre meM socatA hai, koI uttama patnI yA uttama pati ke bAre meM socatA hai, koI adhika zikSA, adhika jJAna - ke bAre meM socatA hai, koI aura adhika camatkArI zaktiyoM ke bAre meM socatA hai, kiMtu isase koI aMtara nahIM par3atA hai| icchA to icchA hai, aura AvazyakatA icchArahitatA kI hai| aba virodhAbhAsa ko dekho, yadi tuma pUrI taraha se icchA-zUnya ho aura parama icchArahitatA meM ho, isameM mokSa kI icchA sammilita hai-taba eka kSaNa AtA hai jaba tuma mokSa kI bhI icchA nahIM karate, tuma paramAtmA kI bhI icchA nahIM krte| tuma basa icchA hI nahIM karate, tuma ho aura koI icchA nahIM hai| yaha icchArahitatA kI avasthA hai mokSa isa avasthA meM ghaTita hotA hai| mokSa kI, jaisI ki isakI prakRti hai, icchA nahIM kI jA sakatI, kyoMki yaha kevala icchA - zUnyatA meM AtA hai| mokSa ko cA nahIM jA sktaa| yaha koI lakSya nahIM bana sakatA, kyoMki yaha kevala tabhI ghaTita hotA hai jaba sAre lakSya kho cuke hote haiN| tuma paramAtmA ko apanI icchA kA viSaya nahIM banA sakate ho, kyoMki icchA karatA huA mana paramAtmA vihIna rahatA hai icchA karatA huA mana apavitra rahatA hai, icchA karatA huA mana sAMsArika banA rahatA hai| jaba koI bhI icchA nahIM hotI, paramAtmA taka kI icchA nahIM hotI, acAnaka tuma pAte ho ki vaha sadA se vahAM hai tumhArI AMkheM khulatI haiM aura tuma usako pahacAna lete ho| - icchAeM avarodhoM kI bhAMti kArya karatI haiM aura aMtima icchA, sarvAdhika sUkSma icchA hai mukta ho jAne kI icchA, icchArahita ho jAne kI icchA aMtima sUkSma icchA hotI hai| 'vaha jisameM samAdhi kI sarvocca avasthAoM ke prati bhI icchArahitatA kA sAtatya banA huA hai, aura jo viveka ke carama kA pravartana karane meM samartha hai..........
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________________ niHsaMdeha viveka ke carama kI AvazyakatA pdd'egii| tumako jAgarUka honA paDegA-itanA adhika jAgarUka ki sAre saMtApa se mukta ho jAne kI, sAre baMdhana se mukta ho jAne kI jo bahuta, bahuta gaharI icchA hai-yaha icchA taka nahIM uThatI hai| tumhArI sajagatA itanI pUrNa hai ki tumhAre astitva kA koI choTA sA konA taka aMdhakAra meM nahIM rhtaa| tuma prakAza se bhare hae ho, sajagatA se pradIpta ho| yahI kAraNa hai ki jaba bhI badadha se bAra-bAra pachA gayA, jo vyakti saMbadadha ho jAtA hai use kyA ho jAtA cupa rahate haiN| ve kabhI uttara nahIM dete haiN| bAra-bAra unase pUchA jAtA hai, Apa uttara kyoM nahIM dete guma ve kahate haiM, yadi maiM uttara detA hUM to tuma usake lie icchA nirmita kara loge aura vaha icchA eka avarodha bana jaaegii| mujhako cupa rahane do| mujhako mauna hI rahane do, jisase maiM tumako icchA karane ke lie nayA viSaya na de duuN| yadi maiM kahUM yaha saccidAnaMda hai, yaha satya hai, yaha caitanya hai, yaha AnaMda hai, to cAnaka tamhAre bhItara eka icchA uTha khaDI hogii| yadi maiM paramAtmA meM lIna hone kI AhalAdakArI avasthA ke bAre meM bAta karUM, acAnaka tumhArA lobha isako pakar3a letA hai| acAnaka tumhAre bhItara eka icchA uThane lagatI hai| tumhArA mana kahane lagatA hai, hAM, tumako isakI khoja karanA cAhie, tumako ise pAnA par3egA, isakA anveSaNa kiyA jAnA caahie| cAhe kucha bhI mUlya cukAnA par3e tumako AnaMdita ho hI jAnA hai| buddha kahate haiM, maiM isake bAre meM kucha na kahaMgA, kyoMki maiM jo kucha bhI kahatA hUM tumhArA mana isa para kUda par3egA aura isameM se eka icchA banA legA, aura yaha kAraNa bana jAegI, aura tuma kabhI ise upalabdha nahIM kara paaoge| buddha ne isa para jora diyA ki koI mokSa nahIM hai| unhoMne bala dekara kahA ki jaba vyakti jAga jAtA hai to vaha basa miTa jAtA hai| vaha isI prakAra se miTa jAtA hai jaise ki tuma eka dIye para phUMka mArate ho aura prakAza miTa jAtA hai| isa zabda 'nirvANa' kA basa yahI artha hai : dIye ko phUMka mAra kara bujhA denaa| phira tuma nahIM pUchate ki jyoti kahAM calI gaI, jyoti ko kyA ho gayA hai-yaha basa kho jAtI hai, tirohita ho jAtI hai| buddha ne jora diyA ki kucha bhI zeSa nahIM rahatA; jaba tuma saMbuddha ho jAte ho to sabhI kucha kho jAtA hai jaise ki dIye kI lau bujhA dI gaI ho| kyoM? -yaha kathana bahuta nakArAtmaka pratIta hotA hai, lekina ve tumheM icchA ke lie koI viSaya vastu denA nahIM caahte| phira logoM ne pUchanA AraMbha kara diyA, phira hama aisI avasthA ke lie prayAsa hI kyoM kareM? taba to saMsAra meM rahanA hI behatara hai| kama se kama hama haiM to; pIr3A meM haiM lekina kama se kama haiM to; saMtApa meM haiM lekina hama haiN| aura ApakI nA-kuchapana kI avasthA hamAre lie koI AkarSaNa nahIM rakhatI hai| bhArata meM bauddha dharma miTa gayA; cIna meM, barmA meM, zrI laMkA meM, jApAna meM yaha puna: prakaTa huaa| lekina yaha apanI zuddhatA me puna: kabhI prakaTa nahIM huA, kyoMki bauddhoM ne eka pATha sIkha liyA ki vyakti icchA ke mAdhyama se jItA hai| yadi ve jora deM ki saMbodhi ke pare kucha bhI nahIM hai aura sabhI kucha miTa jAtA hai, to loga unakA anugamana nahIM karane vAle haiN| phira pratyeka cIja vaisI hI rahegI jaisI thI, kevala unakA dharma kho jaaegaa| ata: unhoMne eka cAlAkI sIkha lii| aura jApAna meM, cIna meM, zrI laMkA meM unhoMne bhI saMbodhi ke bAda kI mohaka avasthAyoM ke bAre meM bAta karanA AraMbha kara diyaa| unhoMne buddha
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________________ ke sAtha chala kiyaa| zuddhatA kho dI gaI tabhI dharma prasArita ho gyaa| bauddha dharma saMsAra ke mahAna dharmoM meM se eka bana gyaa| unhoMne mAnava mana kI rAjanIti ko sIkha liyaa| unhoMne tumhArI icchA ko pUrA kara diyaa| unhoMne kahA, hAM, vahAM AtyaMtika sauMdarya ke deza haiM, budha-deza haiM, svarga-tulya deza haiM jahAM zAzvata AnaMda kI varSA hotI hai| unhoMne vidhAyaka bhASA meM bolanA AraMbha kara diyaa| phira logoM kA jAga gayA, icchA uTha khar3I hii| logoM ne baudadha dharma kA anugamana karanA AraMbha kara diyA, lekina baudadha dharma ne apanA sauMdarya kho diyaa| isakA sauMdarya isakA isI bAta para bala dene se thA ki yaha tamheM icchA karane ke lie koI viSaya-vasta nahIM detA thaa| pataMjali ne parama satya ke bAre meM jo bhI zreSThatama kahA jAnA saMbhava thA vaha likha diyA hai, lekina unake cAroM ora koI dharma nahIM khar3A huA, unake cAroM ora koI sthApita carca nahIM banA hai| itanA mahAna zikSaka, itanA mahAna sadaguru, vAstava meM anuyAyiyoM ke binA rahA hai| eka maMdira taka unako samarpita nahIM kiyA gayA hai| kyA ho gayA? unake yoga-sUtra par3he jAte haiM, una para TIkAeM likhI jAtI haiM, lekina IsAiyata, bauddha dharma, jaina dharma, hiMdU dharma, islAma jaisA kucha bhI pataMjali ke sAtha astitva nahIM rakhatA hai| kyoM? kyoMki ve tumako koI AzA nahIM dete haiN| ve tumhArI icchA ke lie koI sahAyatA nahIM deNge| 'vaha jisameM samAdhi kI sarvocca avasthAoM ke prati bhI icchArahitatA kA sAtatya banA huA hai, aura jo viveka ke carama kA pravartana karane meM samartha hai, usa avasthA meM praviSTa ho jAtA hai jise dharmamegha samAdhi kahA jAtA hai|' dharmamegha samAdhi, isa zabda kA samajha lenA caahie| bahuta jaTila hai yh| aura pataMjali para bahuta adhika TIkAeM likhI jA cukI haiM, lekina aisA pratIta hotA hai ki ve asalI bAta se cUkate rahe haiN| dharmamegha samAdhi kA artha hai : eka aisA kSaNa AtA hai jaba pratyeka icchA miTa cukI hai| jaba sva taka kI cAha nahIM bacatI, jaba mRtyu kA bhaya nahIM rahatA, taba tumhAre Upara pavitratA kI barasAta hotI hai-jaise ki eka bAdala tumhAre sira ke cAroM ora umar3a AyA hai, aura pavitratA kI, AzISa kI eka mahAna varadAna kI manohArI varSA tumhAre Upara hotI hai.......lekina pataMjali isako 'bAdala' kyoM kahate haiM? vyakti ko isake bhI pAra jAnA par3atA hai; abhI bhI yaha eka bAdala hai| pahale tumhArI AMkheM pApa se bharI huI thIM, aba tumhArI Akhe puNya se bhara jAtI haiM, kiMtu tuma aba bhI aMdhe ho| pahale aura kucha nahIM balki tuma para pIr3A barasa rahI thI, basa eka naraka kI barasAta tuma para ho rahI thI; aba tuma svarga meM praviSTa ho cuke ho aura sabhI kucha pUrNata: suMdara hai, zikAyata karane lAyaka kucha hai hI nahIM, lekina phira bhI yaha eka bAdala hai| ho sakatA hai ki yaha sapheda bAdala ho, kAlA bAdala na ho, lekina phira bhI yaha bAdala hI haiaura vyakti ko isake bhI pAra jAnA par3atA hai| isIlie ve isako bAdala kahate haiN|
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________________ aMtima avarodha yahI hai, aura niHsaMdeha yaha bahuta manohArI hai, kyoMki yaha puNya kA hai| yaha hIroM se jar3I huI sone kI jaMjIra jaisA hai ve sAmAnya jaMjIroM kI bhAMti nahIM haiM, ve bilakula AbhUSaNa jaisI dikhAI par3atI haiN| ve jaMjIroM ke sthAna para AbhUSaNoM jaisI adhika haiN| vyakti unase baMdhanA caahegaa| svayaM para barasatI huI parama AnaMda kI varSA, kabhI na samApta hone vAlA AhalAda, kauna isako pAnA nahIM cAhegA? isa paramAnaMda kI avasthA meM kauna sadA ke lie rahanA nahIM cAhegA? lekina yaha bhI eka bAdala haizveta, manohara, lekina phira bhI asalI AkAza isake pIche chipA huA hai| utkarSa ke isa biMdu se aba bhI vApasa gira par3ane kI saMbhAvanA hai| yadi tuma dharmamegha samAdhi se bahuta Asakta ho jAte ho, yadi tuma bahuta adhika baMdha jAte ho? ai tuma isakA bahuta adhika majA lenA AraMbha kara dete ho aura tuma yaha vibheda nahIM kara pAte ki 'maiM yaha bhI nahIM hUM to isa bAta kI saMbhAvanA hai ki tuma vApasa gira par3oge / IsAiyata yahUdI dharma, islAma meM kevala do avasthAoM kA astitva hai : svarga aura nrk| jisako IsAI loga svarga kahate haiM usI ko pataMjali dharmamegha samAdhi kahate haiN| pazcima meM koI dharma isase pare nahIM gayA hai| bhArata meM hamAre pAsa tIna zabda haiM: naraka, svarga aura mokss| naraka hai parama pIr3A, svarga hai parama AnaMda, mokSa donoM ke pAra hai : na naraka, na svarga / pazcima kI bhASA meM mokSa ke samakakSa eka bhI zabda nahIM hai| IsAiyata svarga, dharmamegha samAdhi para ruka jAtI hai| isase pAra jAne kI aura ciMtA aba kauna karatA hai? itanA manohara hai yh| aura tuma itane laMbe samaya se itanI adhika pIr3A meM rahe ho ki tuma vahAM sadA aura hamezA ke lie rahanA pasaMda kroge| kiMtu pataMjali kahate haiM: yadi tuma isase Asakta ho jAte ho, to tuma sIr3hI ke AkhirI pAyadAna se phisala jAte ho| tuma ghara ke bahuta nikaTa the basa eka kadama aura aura tumako vaha avasthA upalabdha ho gaI hotI jahAM se lauTanA saMbhava nahIM hai, lekina tuma phisala ge| tuma basa ghara pahuMca hI rahe the aura rAste se cUka gae tuma basa dvAra para hI the- eka dastaka aura dvAra khula gae hote- lekina tumane porca ko hI mahala samajha liyA aura tumane vahIM rahanA AraMbha kara diyA, Aja nahIM to kala usa porca ko bhI kho doge, kyoMki porca unake lie hai jo mahala meM rahane jA rahe haiN| isako AvAsa nahIM banAyA jA sakatA hai| yadi tuma isako AvAsa lete ho to Aja nahIM to kala tumako nikAla kara bAhara pheMka dayA jAegA. tuma isake pAtra nahIM ho / tuma usa bhikhArI ke samAna ho jisane kisI aura ke porca meM ina ! AraMbha kara diyA hai| tumako mahala meM praveza karanA hI par3egA, tabhI vaha porca tumhAre lie upalabdha rhegaa| lekina yadi tuma porca para hI ruka jAte ho taba tumase porca bhI le liyA jaaegaa| aura porca bahuta suMdara hai aura hamane usa jaisI koI cIja kabhI nahIM jAnI hai, isalie nizcita rUpa se hameM galataphahamI ho jAtI hai hama socate haiM ki mahala A gayA hai| hama sadaiva pIr3A, saMtApa, tanAva meM jIte rahe haiM, aura porca bhI, usa parama mahala ke nikaTa honA bhI parama satya ke itane nikaTa honA bhI itanA mauna pUrNa, itanA zAMtimaya, itanA
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________________ AnaMdadAyI, itanA mahAna varadAna hai ki tuma kalpanA bhI nahIM kara sakate ki isase zreSTha bhI saMbhava hai| tuma vahA ruka jAnA pasaMda kroge| pataMjali kahate haiM. 'bodhapUrNa bane rho|' isIlie ve isako bAdala kahate haiN| yaha tumako aMdhA kara AvakatA hai, isameM kho sakate ho tum| yadi tuma isa bAdala kA atikramaNa kara sako-tataH kalezakarmanivRtti-taba kalezoM evaM karmoM se mukti ho jAtI hai| yadi tuma dharmamegha samAdhi kA atikramaNa kara sako, yadi tuma isa svarga sI avasthA kA, jannata kA atikramaNa kara sako, kevala tabhI.. .klezoM evaM karmoM se mukti ho jAtI hai| anyathA tuma puna: saMsAra meM vApasa gira jaaoge| choTe bacce sAMpa aura sIr3hI kA khela khelate haiM, kyA tumane ise dekhA hai? sIr3hiyoM se ve Upara uThate cale jAte haiM aura sAMpoM ke davArA ve vApasa lauTate rahate haiN| yadi ve ninyAnabe ke bAda sau kI ginatI eM to ve vijayI ho jAte haiM, unhoMne khela jIta liyA hai| lekina ninyAnabe ke khAne para eka sAMpa hai| yadi tuma ninyAnabe para pahuMca jAte ho tabhI acAnaka tuma vApasa saMsAra meM vApasa lauTa Ate ho| dharmamegha samAdhi ninyAnabevAM khAnA hai, lekina vahIM para sAMpa hai| isase pahale ki sAMpa tumako pakar3a le tumako sauveM khAne para chalAMga lagAnI par3atI hai| kevala tabhI vahAM ghara vApasI ho pAtI hai| tuma ghara vApasa A gae ho, vartula pUrNa ho gayA hai| 'taba klezoM evaM karmoM se mukti ho jAtI hai|' 'jaba sabhI AvaraNa, vikRtiyAM aura azuddhiyAM haTa jAtI haiM, taba vaha sabhI kucha jo mana se jAnA jA sakatA hai, samAdhi se prApta asIma jJAna kI tulanA meM atyalpa ho jAtA hai|' abhI kucha sUtra pahale hI pataMjali ne kahA thA, ki mana anaMta jJAnavAna hai, mana anaMta jJAna arjita kara sakatA hai| aba ve kahate haiM ki vaha jo mana se jAnA jA sakatA hai, usa asIma zana kI tulanA meM atyalpa hai jo samAdhi se prApta hotA hai| jaise-jaise tuma uccatara kI ora bar3hate ho pratyeka avasthA usa pahalI avasthA se virATatara hotIhai jisakA tumane atikramaNa kara liyA hai| jaba vyakti apanI jJAneMdriyo meM khoyA huA hotA hai to usakA mana paMgu DhaMga se kArya karatA hai| jaba vyakti apanI jJAneMdriyoM meM nahIM ulajhA hotA hai aura zarIra se Asakta nahIM rahatA to usakA mana pUrNata: svastha DhaMga se kArya karanA AraMbha kara detA hai| mana ke lie eka asIma samajha ghaTita ho jAtI hai, yaha anaMtatAoM ko jAnane meM samartha ho jAtA hai| lekina yaha bhI usakI tulanA meM kucha bhI nahIM hai jaba mana ko pUrI taraha chor3a diyA jAtA hai aura tuma mana ke binA kArya karanA AraMbha kara dete ho| aba kisI mAdhyama kI AvazyakatA nahIM rhtii| sAre avarodha kho jAte haiM, aura tuma vAstavikatA ke samakSa hote ho| vahAM para mana bhI eka madhyastha kI
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________________ bhAMti, eka pratinidhi kI bhAMti nahIM hotaa| madhya meM kucha bhI nahIM hai| tuma aura yathArtha eka ho| vaha jAna jo mana ke mAdhyama se AtA hai isa jAna kI tulanA meM kucha bhI nahIM hai jo samAdhi ke mAdhyama se ghaTatA hai 'apane uddezya ko paripUrNa kara lie jAne ke kAraNa tInoM guNoM meM parivartana kI prakriyA samApta ho jAtI hai|' samAdhistha vyakti ke lie sArA saMsAra ruka jAtA hai, kyoMki aba saMsAra ke jArI rahane kI koI AvazyakatA na rhii| parama ko upalabdha kara liyA gayA hai| saMsAra kA astitva eka paristhiti kI bhAMti hotA hai| saMsAra kA astitva tumhAre vikAsa ke lie hai| vidyAlaya kA astitva sIkhane ke lie hai| jaba tumane pATha sIkha liyA hai to vidyAlaya tumhAre lie kisI upayoga kA nahIM hai, tumane parIkSA pAsa kara lI hai| jaba vyakti saMbuddha ho jAtA hai to usane saMsAra kI parIkSA ko uttIrNa kara liyA hai| aba vidyAlaya kA usake lie koI kArya nahIM raha gyaa| aba vaha vidyAlaya ko vismRtakara sakatA hai aura vidyAlaya usako bhulA sakatA hai| vaha vidyAlaya ke pAra calA gayA hai, vaha vikasita ho gayA hai| usa avasthA kI aba aura AvazyakatA nahIM rhii| yaha saMsAra eka paristhiti hai : tumhAre lie yaha bhaTaka jAne aura vApasa ghara lauTa Ane kI paristhiti hai| yaha kho jAne kI aura phira vApasa lauTa Ane kI eka paristhiti hai| yaha paramAtmA ko bhUla jAne aura usako punaH smaraNa kara lene kI eka paristhiti hai| lekina aisI paristhiti kyoM? kyoMki eka sUkSma niyama hai yadi tuma paramAtmA ko bhUla na sako, to tuma usako yAda nahIM kara skte| yadi usako bhulA dene kI koI saMbhAvanA na ho, to tuma kaise yAda rakhoge, tuma yAda kyoM karoge? use jo sadaiva upalabdha hai saralatA se bhulAyA jA sakatA hai| sAgara meM rahatI huI machalI kabhI sAgara ko nahIM jAna pAtI, kabhI sAgara se usakA AmanA-sAmanA nahIM hotaa| vaha isI meM jItI hai, usakA janma isI meM huA hai, vaha isI meM mara jAtI hai, lekina sAgara ko kabhI jAna nahIM pAtI hai| yadi vaha sAgara ko jAna pAtI hai to yaha kevala eka sthiti meM hotA hai : jaba use sAgara se bAhara nikAla liyA jAtA hai| taba acAnaka vaha sajaga hotI hai ki yaha sAgara usakA jIvana thaa| jaba machalI ko taTa para reta meM pheMka diyA jAtA hai, tabhI vaha jAna pAtI hai ki sAgara kyA hai| jAnane kA koI dUsarA hameM paramAtmA ke sAgara se bAhara pheMka die jAne kI AvazyakatA thI; usako upAya thA bhI nhiiN| sajaga hone ke lie yaha saMsAra eka mahata paristhiti hai| saMtApa hai vahAM, pIr3A hai vahAM lekina yaha sabhI arthapUrNa hai| saMsAra meM kucha bhI arthahIna nahIM hai| dukha arthapUrNa hai; dukha isa prakAra se hai jaise ki machalI taTa para reta meM dukhI hai, aura sAgara meM jAne ke sAre prayAsa kara rahI hai| aba yadi machalI sAgara meM vApasa lauTa jAtI hai to yaha jAna legii| kucha bhI badalA nahIM hai- sAgara vahI hai, machalI bhI vahI hai lekina unakA saMbaMdha AtyaMtika rUpa se badala gayA hai| aba vaha jAna jAegI, yaha hai sAgara
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________________ aba vaha jAna legI ki sAgara kI vaha kitanI AbhArI hai| usa dukha ne eka samajha nirmita kara dI hai| isake pahale vaha isI sAgara meM tha | vahI sAgara vaisA hI na rahA, kyoMki eka naI samajha, eka naI sajagatA, eka naI pratyabhijJA utpanna ho gaI hai| manuSya ko paramAtmA se bAhara pheMke jAne kI AvazyakatA hai| saMsAra meM pheMkA jAnA aura kucha nahIM varana paramAtmA se bAhara pheMkA jAnA hai| aura yaha karuNAvaza kiyA jAtA hai, samagra kI karuNA ke kAraNa hI tumheM bAhara pheMkA gayA hai, jisase tuma vApasa lauTane kA rAstA khojane kA prayAsa kroN| prayAsa se, 'kaThina prayAsa se tuma pahuMca pAne meM samartha ho pAoge aura tabhI tuma smjhoge| tumako apane prayAsoM se isakA mUlya cukAnA par3atA hai, varanA paramAtmA bahuta sastA ho jaaegaa| aura jaba koI cIja bahuta sastI hotI hai to tuma usakA 'majA nahIM le skte| varanA paramAtmA atyadhika suspaSTa ho jaaegaa| jaba koI vastu bahuta saralatA se upalabdha hotI hai tuma meM usako bhUla jAne kI pravRtti ho jAtI hai| anyathA paramAtmA tumase atyadhika nikaTa hotA aura usako jAna pAne ke lie koI aMtarAla bhI nahIM hotaa| vaha asalI pIr3A hogI, usako na jAna paanaa| isa saMsAra kI pIr3A koI pIr3A nahIM haiM; yaha eka chipA huA varadAna hai, kyoMki isa pIr3A ke mAdhyama se hI tuma.......divya satya ke Amane-sAmane dekhane ke, use pahacAnane ke parama AhlAda ko jAna paaaage| 'apane uddezya ko paripUrNa kara lie jAne ke kAraNa tInoM guNoM meM parivartana kI prakriyA samApta ho jAtI hai|' tIna guNoM satva, rajasa, tamasa kA yaha sArA saMsAra miTa jAtA hai| jaba koI saMbaddha ho jAtA hai to usake lie yaha saMsAra samApta ho jAtA hai| anya sabhI niHsaMdeha svapnaloka meM vicarate rahate haiN| yadi taTa para garma reta meM tapatI dhUpa meM aneka machaliyAM pIr3A meM haiM, aura eka machalI prayAsa karatI hai, aura phira prayAsa karatI hai aura sAgara meM chalAMga lagA detI hai, pana: ghara vApasa lauTa AtI hai, usake lie tapatI dhUpa aura jalatI huI reta aura sArI pIr3A miTa gaI hai| yaha atIta kA eka burA svapna bana gayA hai, lekina anya machaliyoM ke lie isa pIr3A kA astitva hai| jaba koI buddha, pataMjali jaisI machalI sAgara meM chalAMga lagA detI hai to usake lie saMsAra kho jAtA hai| ve puna: sAgara ke zItala garbha meM hote haiN| ve puna: vApasa lauTa Ae haiM, anaMta jIvana se saMbaMdhita ho gae haiM ve| ve aba asaMbaddha na rahe; aba ve ajanabI nahIM rahe haiM : sajaga ho gae haiM ve| ve eka naI samajha ke sAtha vApasa lauTa Ae haiM. sajaga, saMbuddha hokara-lekina dUsaroM ke lie saMsAra jArI rahatA hai| pataMjali ke ye sUtra aura kucha nahIM balki usa machalI ke saMdeza haiM jo ghara pahuMca cukI hai, aura una logoM se, jo abhI bhI kinAre para haiM aura pIDita haiM, kucha kahane kA aura una sabhI ke kUda Ane ko prerita karane kA prayAsa hai| ho sakatA hai ki ve loga sAgara se ati nikaTa haiM, basa sImA rekhA para haiM, lekina ve nahIM jAnate ki isa meM kisa bhAMti praviSTa haA jaae| ve paryApta prayAsa kara rahe haiM, yA apane prayAsa
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________________ galata dizA meM kara rahe haiM yA basa pIr3A meM kho gae haiM aura svIkAra kara liyA hai ki basa yahI jIvana hai, yA itane hatAza ho cuke haiM, sAhasa kho cuke haiM ki koI koziza hI nahIM kara rahe haiN| yoga usa vAstavikatA taka pahucane kA prayAsa hai jisase hamArA saMbaMdha TUTa cukA hai| puna: jur3a jAnA hI yogI honA hai| yoga kA artha hai punaH saMbaMdha, puna: ekIkaraNa, puna: lIna ho jAnA / : 'pratikSaNa ghaTane vAle parivartanoM ke sAtatya kI prakriyA tIna guNoM ke rUpAMtaraNa ke parama aMta para ghaTita hotI hai - yahI krama hai|' isa choTe se sUtra meM pataMjali ne vaha sabhI kucha kaha diyA hai jise Adhunika bhautika vijJAna ne aba khoja liyA hai| abhI tIsa yA cAlIsa varSa pUrva taka isa sUtra ko samajhA jAnA asaMbhava rahA hotA, kyoMki isa choTe se sUtra meM sArI kvAMTama phijiksa bIja rUpa meM upasthita hai| aura yaha zubha hai, kyoMki yaha aMta se ThIka pahalA sUtra hai| isalie pataMjali bhautika vijJAna kA sArA saMsAra isa aMta se ThIka pahale ke sUtra meM sameTa dete haiM, phira parA bhautika vijJAna yaha AdhArabhUta bhautika vijJAna hai| isa bIsavIM zatAbdI meM bhautika vijJAna meM jo zreSThatama aMtardRSTi AI hai vaha hai kvAMTama kA siddhAMta / maiksa plaiMka ne eka bahuta avizvasanIya bAta kI khoja kii| unhoMne khojA ki jIvana eka sAtatya nahIM hai; hara cIja asAtatya meM hai| samaya kA eka kSaNa samaya ke dUsare kSaNa se alaga hai, aura samaya ke do kSaNoM ke madhya meM eka aMtarAla hai ve donoM kSaNa saMbaMdhita nahIM haiM ve asaMbaddha haiN| eka paramANu dUsare paramANu se alaga hai, aura do paramANuoM ke madhya eka bar3A aMtarAla hai| ve paraspara jur3e hue nahIM haiN| yahI hai jisako vaha kvAMTA kahatA hai, alaga, bhinna paramANu jo eka-dUsare ke sAtha saMyukta nahIM haiM, ve anaMta AkAza meM taira rahe haiM, lekina alaga-alaga - jaise ki tuma eka pAtra se dUsare pAtra meM maTara ke dAne palaTate ho aura maTara ke sabhI dAne usameM gira jAte haiM alaga-alaga, bhinna prakAra se, yA tuma eka pAtra se dUsare pAtra meM tela ur3elate ho, tela eka satata dhArA ke rUpa meM giratA hai| astitva maTara ke dAne kI bhAMti hai alaga-alaga isakA ullekha pataMjali kyoM karate haiM-kyoMki ve kahate haiM, eka paramANu, eka aura paramANu ye do bhinna vastueM haiM jinase saMsAra banA hai| ThIka unake madhya meM aMtarAla hai| yahI hai jisase sArA saMsAra nirmita hai, paramAtmA isako aMtarikSa kaho, isako brahma kaho, ise puruSa kaho yA jo kucha tumako pasaMda ho vaha kaha lo, saMsAra vibhinna paramANuoM se nirmita hai aura samagra astitva unake madhya ke aMtarAla se banA hai| aba bhautikavida kahate haiM ki yadi hama sAre saMsAra ko dabA deM aura kaNoM ke bIca ke rikta sthAna ko haTA deM, to sabhI nakSatra maMDala aura sabhI sUrya basa choTI sI geMda meM daba kara samA sakate haiN| kevala itanA hI padArtha hai| zeSa vizva vAstava meM rikta sthAna hai| padArtha to basa yahAM aura vahAM hai, atyalpa hai| yadi hama pRthvI ko bahuta adhika dabA deM, to hama isako mAcisa kI eka DibbI meM rakha sakate haiN| yadi sArA khAlI sthAna bAhara kara diyA jAe to avizvasanIya hai yaha bAta! aura yaha bhI yadi hama ise aura
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________________ dabAte jAeM to aura bhI choTI ho jaaegii| pataMjali kahate haiM. phira vaha choTI sI mAtrA bhI kho jaaegii| aba bhautikavida kahate haiM ki jaba padArtha miTatA hai to yaha blaika hola, kRSNa-vivara chor3a jAtA hai| pratyeka vastu nA-kuchapana se AtI hai, cAroM ora khelatI hai, aura phira nA-kuchapana meM samA jAtI hai| jaise ki padArtha ke piMDa haiM : pRthvI, sUrya, sitAre, ThIka unake samAna hI khAlI cheda haiM, kRSNa-vivara haiN| ye kaSNa-vivara nA-kachapana kA saMghanita rUpa haiN| yaha kevala nA-kachapana nahIM hai; yaha bahata gatizIla hainA- kuchapana kA bhaMvara hai| yadi koI sitArA kisI kRSNa-vivara, blaika hola ke nikaTa A jAtA hai to kRSya vivara inako sokha legaa| isalie yaha bahuta gatizIla hai, kiMtu yaha kucha nahIM hai-isameM koI padArtha nahIM hai, basa padArtha kI anupasthiti hai, mAtra zuddha riktasthAna hai, lekina atyadhika zaktizAlI hai| yaha apane bhItara kisI sitAre taka ko sokha sakatA hai, aura vaha sitArA nA-kuchapana meM kho jAegA; yaha nA-kuchapana meM badala diyA jaaegaa| isalie yadi hama koziza kareM to aMtatogatvA sArA padArtha kho jaaegaa| yaha parama zUnya se AtA hai, aura puna: yaha parama zUnyatA meM lIna ho jAtA hai; zUnya se nikalatA hai aura zUnyatA meM lauTa jAtA hai| 'pratikSaNa ghaTane vAle parivartanoM ke sAtatya kI prakriyA.. .mahA chalAMga kI prakriyA. .tIna gaNoM ke rUpAMtaraNa ke parama aMta para ghaTita hotI hai-yahI krama hai|' aMtima avasthA para yogI yahI dekhata hai, jaba sabhI tInoM guNa kRSNa-vivara meM lIna ho rahe haiM, zUnyatA meM vilIna ho rahe haiN| isI kAraNa se yogiyoM ne isa saMsAra ko mAyA, eka jAdU kA khela kahA hai| kyA tumane kabhI kisI jAdUgara ko sekaMDoM meM eka Ama kA vRkSa utpanna karate hue dekhA hai, aura phira yaha bar3hatA calA jAtA hai; aura na kevala yahI-kucha hI kSaNoM meM isameM Ama bhI nikala Ate haiM.....kucha nahIM meM se? basa bhrAmaka hai yaha, vaha bhrama utpanna kara detA hai| ho sakatA hai ki vaha tumhAre avacetana ko gahana saMdeza bhejatA ho| basa gahana sammohana kI bhAMti hai yh| eka khayAla nirmita karatA hai vaha, lekina vaha apane khayAla ko ati gahanatA se apane mana meM dekhatA hai aura vaha isako tumhAre avacetana para itanI gaharAI se aMkita kara detA hai ki tama vahI saba dekhanA AraMbha kara dete ho jo vaha cAhatA hai ki tuma dekho| ho kucha bhI nahIM rahA hai| vRkSa vahAM para nahIM hai, Ama bhI vahAM nahIM hai| aura yaha saMbhava hai, basa mahata kalpanA ke dvArA Ama kA vRkSa nirmita kara denA aura Ama kA A jaanaa| na kevala yaha balki vaha eka Ama tor3a sakatA hai aura isako tumheM de sakatA hai aura tuma kahoge, 'bahuta mIThA hai|' hiMdu saMsAra ko mAyA, jAdU kA khela kahate haiN| paramAtmA kI kalpanA hai yh| samagra astitva svapna dekha rahA hai, samagra astitva prakSepaNa kara rahA hai| tuma eka cala-citra dekhane jAte ho : eka bar3e parde para tuma eka mahAna kahAnI ko abhinIta kiyA jAnA dekhate ho, aura tuma dekhate ho ki pratyeka ghaTanA eka sAtatya meM pratIta hotI hai| lekina aisA nahIM
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________________ hai, yadi philma kI rIla ko kucha dhImA calA diyA jAe to tuma dekha loge ki pratyeka dRzya asAtatya meM haiM - kvaaNttaa| eka citra calA jAtA hai dUsarA AtA hai, dUsarA calA jAtA hai eka aura A jAtA hai, lekina do citroM ke madhya meM eka aMtarAla hai| usa aMtarAla meM tuma asalI parde ko dekha sakate ho| jaba citra-zrRMkhalA bahuta tIvra gati meM ho to usameM gati kA bhrama utpanna ho jAtA hai| nisaMdeha cala - citra koI calatA huA citra nahIM hai, yaha utanA hI sthira phoTogrApha hai jitanA koI aura phoTo hotA hai| gatizIlatA bhrAmaka hai, kyoMki ve sthira phoTogrApha eka-dUsare ke pIche bahuta tejI se daur3a rahe haiM, unake madhya kA aMtarAla bahuta choTA hai, jisase ki tuma aMtarAla nahIM dekha sakate ho| isalie sabhI kucha aisA dikhAI par3atA hai jaise ki yaha sAtatya meM hai| : maiM apanA hAtha hilAtA hUM isa hAtha ko calacitra meM calatA huA dikhAne ke lie, hAtha kI gati zIlatA kI pratyeka avasthA ke hajAroM citra utArane par3eMge - isa biMdu se isa biMdu taka, isa biMdu se isa biMdu taka, isa biMdu se isa biMdu taka hAtha kI eka sAdhAraNa sI gati hajAroM choTe-choTe sthira citroM meM baMTa jaaegii| phira ve sabhI citra tejI se gati kareMge - : hAtha hilatA huA pratIta hogaa| yaha eka bhrama hai| gahare meM do citroM ke madhya meM pardA sapheda, rikta hai| pataMjali kahate haiM : yaha vizva aura kucha nahIM varana eka cala - citra hai, eka prakSepaNa hai| lekina yaha samajha kevala taba uThatI hai jaba vyakti samajha ke aMtima sopAna ko upalabdha kara letA hai| jaba vaha dekhatA hai ki sabhI guNa Thahara gae haiM, kucha bhI cala nahIM rahA hai, tabhI acAnaka vaha isa bAta ke prati sajaga ho jAtA hai ki yaha sArI kahAnI Amaka gati tIvra gati ke dvArA nirmita kI gaI thii| yahI hai jo Adhunika bhautika vitAna ke sAtha ghaTita ho rahA hai| jaba ve paramANu para pahuMce, to pahale unhoMne kahA, aba yaha parama hai; isako aura adhika vibhAjita nahIM kiyA jA sakatA hai| phira unhoMne paramANu ko bhI vibhAjita kara diyaa| phira ve ilekTraoNnoM para pahuMce, aba ise aura adhika vibhAjita nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| aba unhoMne usako bhI vibhAjita kara diyA hai| aba ve nA kuchapana, zUnyatA para pahuMca gae haiM; aba ve nahIM jAnate ki kyA mila gayA hai| vibhAjana, vibhAjana, vibhAjana aura Adhunika bhautika vijJAna meM eka aisA biMdu A gayA hai jahAM padArtha pUrI taraha se miTa gayA hai| Adhunika bhautika vijJAna padArtha ke mAdhyama se pahuMca gayA hai, aura pataMjali tathA yogI loga usI biMdu para cetanA ke mAdhyama se pahuMca gae haiN| bhautika vijJAna isa aMtima se pahale sUtra taka pahuMca cukI hai| aMtima se pahale ke isa sUtra taka vaijJAnika kI samajha, pahuMca aura gati saMbhava ho sakatI hai| aMtima sUtra vaijJAnika ke lie saMbhava nahIM hai, kyoMki aMtima sUtra tabhI upalabdha kiyA jA sakatA hai jaba tuma cetanA ke mAdhyama se jAo, padArtha ke mAdhyama se nahIM, viSayoM ke mAdhyama se nahIM, viSayI ke mAdhyama se sIdhe hI jAo / puruSArthazUnyAnA guNAnAM pratiprasavaH kaivalya svarUpapratiSThA vA citizaktiriti /
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________________ 'kaivalya samAdhi kI avasthA hai, jo puruSArtha se zUnya hue guNoM ke apane kAraNa meM lIna- hone para upalabdha hotI hai| 'isa avasthA meM puruSa apane yathArtha svarUpa meM, jo zuddha cetanA hai, pratiSThita ho jAtA hai| smaapt|' kaivalya samAdhi kI avasthA hai, jo tInoM guNoM ke apane kAraNa meM lIna hone para upalabdha hotI ra kA krama ruka jAtA hai, jaba tuma samaya ke do kSaNoM ke, padArtha ke do paramANuoM ke madhya ke AkAza ko dekha pAne meM samartha ho jAte ho, aura tama AkAza meM jA sakate ho aura tuma dekha sakate ho ki pratyeka vastu usI AkAza se nikala kara AI hai aura AkAza meM vApasa lauTa kara jA rahI hai; jaba tuma itane sajaga ho gae ho ki acAnaka bhrAmaka saMsAra eka svapna kI bhAMti tirohita ho jAtA hai, taba kaivly| jaba tuma eka zuddha caitanya-binA kisI pahacAna ke, binA kisI nAma ke, rUpa ke chor3a die jAte ho| taba zuddha kA zuddhatama ho tum| taba tuma sarvAdhika AdhArabhUta, parama anivArya, parama astitva ho, aura tuma isa zuddhatA, ekAMta meM sthApita ho jAte ho| pataMjali kahate haiM : 'kaivalya samAdhi kI avasthA hai, jo puruSArtha se zUnya hue guNoM ke apane kAraNa meM lIna hone para upalabdha hotI hai| isa avasthA meM puruSa yathArtha svarUpa meM pratiSThita ho jAtA hai|' tuma ghara vApasa A gae ho| yAtrA laMbI, thakA dene vAlI, jaTila rahI thI, lekina tuma ghara vApasa A gae ho| machalI sAgara meM, jo zuddha cetanA hai, kUda gaI hai| pataMjali isake bAre meM aura kucha nahIM kahate, kyoMki aura adhika kahA bhI nahIM jA sktaa| aura jaba ve kahate haiM, 'iti, smaapt|' unakA kevala yahI abhiprAya nahIM hai ki yahAM para yoga-sUtroM kA 'aMta ho gayA hai| ve kahate haiM, 'abhivyakti kI sArI saMbhAvanA yahAM para samApta ho jAtI hai| parama satya ke bAre meM kucha bhI kahane kI saMbhAvanA yahAM para samApta ho jAtI hai| isase pare kevala anubhava hai| abhivyakti yahAM para samApta ho jAtI hai| aura isake pAra jA pAne meM koI bhI saphala nahIM ho pAyA hai-koI bhI nhiiN| mAnavIya cetanA ke sAre itihAsa meM isakA eka bhI apavAda nahIM hai| logoM ne prayAsa kie haiN| bahata thor3e loga hI vahAM taka pahaMca pAe haiM jahAM pataMjali pahuMca gae haiM, lekina pataMjali se parekoI nahIM pahuMca sakA hai| isIlie maiM kahatA hUM ki ve Adi aura aMta hai| ve bahuta prAthamika se AraMbha karate haiM; kisI ko bhI unase behatara AraMbha nahIM mila pAyA hai| ve bahuta prAthamika se AraMbha karate haiM aura ve parama aMta para pahaMca jAte haiN| jaba ve kahate haiM, 'smaapt|' ve basa yahI kaha rahe haiM ki abhivyakti samApta ho gaI hai, paribhASA samApta ho gaI; varNana samApta ho gayA hai| yadi tuma abhI taka vAstava meM unake sAtha calate Ae ho to isake bAda kevala anubhava hai| aba astitvagata kA AraMbha hotA hai| vyakti yaha ho sakatA hai kiMtu ise kaha nahIM sakatA hai| vyakti isameM jI sakatA hai, lekina vyakti isako paribhASita nahIM kara sktaa| zabdoM se sahAyatA na milegii| isa biMdu ke pAra sArI bhASA napuMsaka hai| basa itanA hI kaha
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________________ svabhAva paritRpta kara ki vyakti apane sacce svabhAva ko upalabdha kara letA hai-pataMjali ruka jAte haiN| lakSya yahI hai. apane svabhAva ko jAnanA aura isameM rahanA-kyoMki jaba taka hama apane svabhAvoM taka nahIM pahuMcate, hama pIr3A meM rheNge| sArI pIr3A saMketa detI hai ki hama kisI na kisI prakAra se asvAbhAvikatA pUrvaka jI rahe haiN| sArI pIDA basa isI bAta kA lakSaNa hai ki kisI na kisI prakAra se hamAsa svabhAva parita nahIM ho rahA hai, ki kisI na kisI bhAMti hama apanI vAstavikatA ke sana laya meM nahIM haiN| yaha pIr3A tumhArI zatru nahIM hai, yaha basa eka lakSaNa hai| yaha saMketa karatI hai| yaha eka tApamApI, tharmAmITara jaisI hai; yaha basa yaha pradarzita karatI hai ki tuma kahIM para galata ho| isako ThIka kara lo, apane Apako sahI kara lo; svayaM ko layabaddhatA meM le Ao, vApasa lauTo, svayaM ko laya meM laao| jaba pratyeka pIr3A kho jAtI hai to vyakti apane svabhAva ke sAtha laya meM hotA hai| isa svabhAva ko lAotsu tAo kahatA hai, pataMjali kaivalya kahate haiM, mahAvIra mokSa kahate haiM, buddha nirvANa kahate haiN| lekina tuma isako cAhe kucha bhI nAma do-isakA na koI nAma hai aura na koI rUpa- yaha tumhAre bhItara hai vartamAna, ThIka isI kSaNa meN| tumane sAgara ko kho diyA thA kyoMki tuma apane sva se bAhara A gae the| tuma bAhara ke saMsAra meM bahuta adhika dUra cale gae the| bhItara kI ora clo| isako apanI tIrthayAtrA bana jAne do-bhItara clo| aisA huA, eka sUphI rahasyadarzI bAyajIda makkA kI tIrthayAtrA para jA rahA thaa| yaha kaThina kArya thaa| vaha nirdhana thA aura varSoM bhIkha mAMga kara kisI taraha usane yAtrA ke kharcoM kA iMtajAma kiyA thaa| aba vaha bahuta khuza thaa| usake pAsa makkA jAne ke lie karIba-karIba pUre rupaye ho gae the, aura taba usane yAtrA kii| jisa samaya vaha makkA ke bAhara pahuMcA, to basa nagara ke bAhara hI use eka phakIra, usakA sadaguru mila gyaa| vaha vahAM eka vRkSa ke nIce baiThA huA thA aura usane kahA : are mUrkha, tuma kahAM jA rahe ho? bAyajIda ne usakI tarapha dekhA, usane aisA tejasvI vyaktitva kabhI nahIM dekhA thaa| vaha usa vyakti ke nikaTa AyA aura usa phakIra ne kahA? tumhAre pAsa jo kucha bhI ho mujhako de do! tuma kahAM jA rahe ho? vaha bolA, maiM tIrthayAtrA ke lie makkA jA rahA huuN| usane kahA. smaapt| koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai, tuma basa merI upAsanA kara lo| mere cAroM ora tuma jitanI bAra cAho utanI bAra gola-gola ghUma sakate ho| tuma apanI parikramA, apanA cakkara mere cAroM ora pUrA kara sakate ho| maiM makkA hUM? aura bAyajIda usa vyakti ke caMbakatva se itanA ota-prota ho gayA ki usane apanA sArA dhana de diyA, usane usakI upAsanA kI 1 phira usa bUr3he AdamI ne kahA aba ghara lauTa jAo; aura vaha vApasa ghara lauTa gyaa| jaba vaha apane nagara meM gayA, to loga ekatrita ho gae aura bole, lagatA hai ki tumako kucha ho gayA hai| kyA vAstava meM isase kucha hotA hai, makkA jAne se kucha ho jAtA hai? tama tejasvI, prakAza se itane bhare hae laga rahe ho| usane kahA : yaha mUrkhatA bharI bAteM mata karo! majhako eka kA AdamI mila gayAusane merI sArI tIrthayAtrA kI dizA badala dii| vaha kahatA hai, ghara jAo, aura taba se maiM ghara jA rahA hai bhItara kI or| maiM pahuMca gayA huuN| maiM pahuMca gayA hUM maiM apanI makkA pahuMca cukA huuN|
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________________ bAhara kI makkA vAstavika makkA nahIM hai| asalI makkA tumhAre bhItara hai| tuma paramAtmA kA maMdira ho| tuma parama kA Azraya ho| isalie prazna yaha nahIM hai ki satya ko kahAM pAyA jAe, prazna hai, tumane ise kho kaise diyA? prazna yaha nahIM hai ki kahAM jAnA hai; tuma pahale se hI vahAM hoM-jAnA baMda karo / sAre rAste chor3a do| sabhI rAste AkAMkSAoM ke, vAsanAoM ke vistAra ke, abhilASAoM ke prakSepaNa ke haiM-kahIM aura jAnA hai, kahIM aura jAnA hai, sadaiva kahIM aura, yahAM kabhI nahIM / khojI, sAre rAste chor3a do, kyoMki sabhI rAste vahAM le jAte haiM aura vaha yahAM hai| puruSArthazUnyAnAM guNAnAM pratiprasavaH kaivalya svarUpapratiSThA vA citizaktiriti / Aja itanA hii| pravacana 100- maiM prema ke pakSa meM hUM prazna- sAra: 1- pratyeka manuSya samasyAoM se bharA huA aura aprasanna kyoM hai? 2- maiM svapna dekhA karatI hUM ki maiM ur3a rahI hUM kyA ho rahA hai? 3- Apake pravacanoparAMta umaMga, lekina darzana ke bAda hatAzA aisA kyoM? 4- pUraba meM eka se prema saMbaMdha, pazcima meM aneka se, prema para ApakI dRSTi kyA hai? pahalA prazna: pratyeka manuSya samasyAoM se bharA huA aura aprasanna kyoM hai?
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________________ pahalI bAta, kyoMki manuSya AtyaMtika rUpa se prasanna ho sakatA hai, isakI saMbhAvanA hai, isIlie usakI aprasannatA hai| aura anya koI bhI-koI paza, koI pakSI, koI vRkSa, koI caTTAna, itanI prasanna nahIM ho sakatI jitanA prasanna manaSya ho sakatA hai| yaha saMbhAvanA, yaha AtyaMtika saMbhAvanA ki tama prasanna, zAzvata rUpa se prasanna ho sakate ho, ki tuma AnaMda ke parvata ke zikhara para ho sakate ho, aprasannatA nirmita karatI hai| aura jaba tuma apane cAroM ora dekhate ho ki tuma basa eka ghATI meM ho, eka aMdherI ghATI aura tuma zikhara ke Upara ho sakate ho : yaha tulanA, yaha saMbhAvanA, aura tumhArI vartamAna kI vAstavikatA, aprasannatA kA kAraNa hai| yadi tuma buddha hone ke lie nahIM janme hote, to jarA sI bhI aprasannatA nahIM hotii| isIlie jo vyakti jitanA grahaNazIla hotA hai vaha utanA hI aprasanna hai| vyakti jitanA saMvedanazIla hai utanA hI aprasanna hotA hai| vyakti jitanA adhika sajaga hai utanI adhika udAsI usako anubhava hotI hai, utanA hI vaha isa saMbhAvanA ko aura isa virodhAbhAsa ko ki kucha ho nahIM rahA hai aura vaha aTaka gayA hai, adhika anubhava karatA hai| manuSya aprasanna hai, kyoMki manuSya AtyaMtika rUpa se prasanna ho sakatA hai| aura aprasannatA burI bAta nahIM hai| yahI vaha preraka tatva hai jo tumako zikhara para lekara jaaegaa| yadi tuma aprasanna nahIM ho, to tuma caloge hI nhiiN| yadi tuma apanI aMdherI ghATI meM aprasanna nahIM ho, to tuma Upara parvata para ArohaNa kA koI prayAsa kyoM karoge? jaba taka ki zikhara para camakatA huA sUrya eka cunautI na bana jAe, jaba taka ki zikhara kA honA hI vahAM pahuMcane kI dIvAnagI bharI abhIpsA hI na bana jAe, jaba taka. ki vaha carama saMbhAvanA tumako khoja lene aura pA lene ke lie na ukasA deM-jaTila hone jA rahA hai yaha maamlaa| ve loga jo bahuta sajaga, saMvedanazIla nahIM haiM, bahuta aprasanna nahIM haiN| kyA tumane kabhI kisI mUr3ha ko aprasanna dekhA hai? asNbhv| eka mUr3ha aprasanna nahIM ho sakatA, kyoMki vaha usa saMbhAvanA ke prati, jisako vaha apane bhItara lie hue hai, sajaga nahIM hai| tuma isa bAta ke prati sajaga ho ki tuma eka bIja ho aura vRkSa ho sakate ho| basa yahIM para hai yh| lakSya bahuta dUra nahIM hai, yahI tumako aprasanna kara detA hai| zubha hai yaha sNket| gahanatA se aprasannatA ko anubhava karanA pahalA kadama hai| nizcita hai ki buddha isa bAta ko tumase adhika anubhava karate haiN| isIlie unhoMne ghATI kA tyAga kara diyA aura unhoMne Upara kI ora car3hanA AraMbha kara diyaa| choTIchoTI bAteM jo pratidina tumhAre sAmane A jAtI haiM, unake lie bar3I preraNA bana giiN| eka vyakti ko rugNa dekhanA, eka vRddha vyakti ko usakI lAThI Teka kara calatA huA dekhanA, eka zava ko dekha lenA unake lie paryApta thA, usI rAta unhoMne apanA rAjamahala tyAga diyaa| ve usa avasthA ke prati sajaga ho gae jahAM ve the 'yahI mere sAtha hone jA rahA hai| Aja nahIM to kala maiM bhI rugNa, vRddha aura mRta ho jAUMgA, ata: yahAM rahane meM kyA sAra hai? isase pUrva ki yaha avasara mujhase chIna liyA jAe mujhe kucha
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________________ aisA upalabdha kara lenA cAhie jo zAzvata hai|' unake bhItara zikhara para pahuMcane kI tIvra abhilASA jAgrata ho gii| usa zikhara ko hama paramAtmA kahate haiM, usa zikhara ko hama kaivalya kahate haiM, usa zikhara' hama mokSa, nirvANa kahate haiM; kiMtu vaha zikhara tumhAre bhItara eka bIja kI bhAMti hai| usako prasphuTita honA pdd'egaa| isalie adhika saMvedanazIla AtmA vAle vyaktiyoM ko adhika dukha hotA hai| mur3ha ko koI dukha nahIM hotA, mUrkhoM ko koI pIr3A nahIM hotii| thor3A dhana kamA kara eka choTA sA makAna banA kara ve apane sAmAnya jIvana meM pahale se hI prasanna haiM- paryApta haiM unakI upalabdhiyAM / kevala vahI unakI saMbhAvanA hai| kula yadi tuma sajaga ho to lakSya yaha nahIM ho sakatA, yaha niyati nahIM ho sakatA, taba tumhAre astitva meM tIkSNa talavAra kI bhAMti eka tIvra saMtApa kA praveza ho jaaegaa| yaha tumhAre astitva ko parama gaharAI taka bheda ddaalegaa| tumhAre hRdaya se eka dAruNa ArtanAda uThegA aura yaha eka naye jIvana kA jIvana kI eka naI zailI kA jIvana ke eka naye AdhAra kA prAraMbha hogaa| isalie jo pahalI bAta maiM kahanA cAhatA hUM vaha yaha hai, aprasanna anubhava karanA AnaMdapUrNa hai; aprasanna anubhava karanA eka varadAna hai aisA anubhava na karanA maMdamati honA hai| dUsarI bAta, manuSya pIr3A meM rahate haiM; kyoMki ve apane lie pIr3A nirmita kie cale jAte haiN| isalie pahalI bAta ise samajha lo| aprasanna honA zubha hai, kiMtumaiM yaha nahIM kaha rahA hUM ki tumako apanI aprasannatA ko aura aura nirmita karate cale jAnA caahie| maiM kaha rahA hUM yaha zubha hai, kyoMki yaha tumako isake pAra jAne ke lie ukasAtI hai| lekina isake pAra cale jAo, varanA yaha zubha nahIM hai| loga apanI pIr3A kI rUpa-rekhA nirmita kie cale jAte haiN| isakA eka kAraNa hai, mana parivartana kA virodha karatA hai| mana bahuta rUr3hivAdI hai| yaha purAne rAste para calate rahanA cAhatA hai, kyoMki purAnA patha jAnA-pahacAnA hai| yadi tuma hiMdU janme ho, tuma hiMdU hI maroge / yadi tuma IsAI janme ho, tuma IsAI hI mroge| badalate nahIM haiM loga eka viziSTa vicAradhArA tumhAre bhItara isa bhAMti aMkita hai ki tuma isake parivartita karane se bhayabhIta ho jAte ho| tuma isakI pakar3a kA anubhava karate ho, kyoMki isake sAtha tumhArI jAna-pahacAna hai| kauna jAne nayA zAyada utanA acchA na ho jitanA purAnA hai| aura purAnA jAnA huA hai; tuma isase bhalIbhAMti paricita ho| ho sakatA hai ki yaha pIr3ApUrNa ho, lekina kama se kama usase paricaya to hai| pratyeka kadama para jIvana ke pratyeka kSaNa meM tuma kucha na kucha nirNaya lete rahate ho, bhale hI tuma ise jAna pAo yA nhiiN| nirNaya se tumhArA hara kSaNa AmanA-sAmanA ho rahatA hai - purAne rAste kA, jisa para tuma abhI taka calate rahe ho, anugamana karanA hai, yA naye kA cunAva karanA hai| pratyeka kadama para sar3aka do bhAgoM meM baMTa jAtI hai aura loga do prakAra ke hote haiN| ve jo bhalIbhAMti calA huA rAstA cuna lete haiM, niHsaMdeha ve eka vartula meM ghUmate rahate haiN| ve jAne hu ko cuna lete haiM, aura jAnA huA eka vartula hai| ve isako pahale se hI jAna cuke haiN| ve apanA bhaviSya ThIka vaisA -
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________________ cuna lete haiM jaisA unakA atIta rahA thaa| ve eka vartula meM calate haiN| ve apane atIta ko apanA bhaviSya banAe cale jAte haiN| koI vikAsa nahIM hotA hai| ve basa punarukti kara rahe haiM, ve roboTa jaise, svacAlita yaMtra haiN| phira dUsare prakAra kA vyakti hai, sajaga prakAra kA, jo ki sadaiva naye ko cunane ke prati satarka rahatA hai| ho sakatA hai ki nayA aura pIr3A paidA kara de, ho sakatA hai ki nayA bhaTakA de, lekina kama se kama yaha nayA to hai| yaha atIta kI eka punarukti mAtra nahIM hogii| naye meM sIkhane kI, vikAsa kI, tumhArI saMbhAvanA ko sAkAra ho pAne kI, saMbhAvanA hotI hai| isalie smaraNa rakho, jaba kabhI bhI cunAva karanA ho, anajAne patha ko cuna lo| lekina tumako ThIka isakA ulaTA sikhAyA gayA hai| tumako sadaiva jAne hue kA cunAva karanA sikhAyA gayA hai| tumheM bahuta cAlAka aura hoziyAra honA sikhAyA gayA hai| niHsaMdeha jAne hue ke sAtha suvidhAeM haiN| pahalI suvidhA yaha hai ki jAne hue ke sAtha tuma acetana bane raha sakate ho| vahAM para cetana hone kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| yadi tuma usI rAste para cala rahe ho, taba tuma karIba-karIba soe hue, nidrAgAmI kI bhAMti cala sakate ho| yadi tuma apane svayaM ke ghara vApasa A rahe ho aura pratidina tuma usI rAste se AyA karate ho, taba tumako sajaga hone kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai; tuma mAtra acetana hokara A sakate ho| jaba dAeM mur3ane kA samaya AtA hai tuma mur3a jAte ho; kisI prakAra kI sajagatA rakhane kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| isIlie loga purAne rAstoM kA anugamana karanA pasaMda karate haiM, sajaga hone kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| aura sajagatA upalabdha kie jAne vAlI kaThinatama cIjoM meM se eka hai| jaba bhI tuma eka naI dizA meM jA rahe ho, to tuma ko pratyeka kadama para sajaga honA pdd'egaa| naye kA cunAva kro| yaha tumako sajagatA pradAna karegA, suvidhApUrNa nahIM hone jA rahA hai yh| vikAsa bhI savidhAparNa nahIM hotA, vikAsa kaSTaprada hotA hai| pIr3A ke mAdhyama se vikAsa hotA hai| tama agni se hokara gujarate ho, kiMtu kevala tabhI tuma kharA sonA banate ho| phira vaha sabhI kucha jo svarNa nahIM hai jala jAtA hai, bhasmIbhUta ho jAtA hai| kevala zudadhatama tumhAre bhItara bacA rahatA hai| tumako purAne kA anugamana karanA sikhAyA gayA hai, kyoMki purAne rAste para tuma kama galatiyAM kara rahe hoge| lekina tuma AdhArabhUta galatI kara loge, aura AdhArabhUta galatI yaha hogI ki vikAsa kevala tabhI hotA hai jaba tuma naye ke lie, naI galatiyAM karane kI saMbhAvanA ke sAtha, upalabdha rahate ho| niHsaMdeha purAnI galatiyoM ko bAra-bAra doharAne kI kAI AvazkatA nahIM hai, balki naI galatiyoM ko karane kA sAhasa aura kSamatA juTAo-kyoMki pratyeka naI galatI eka sIkha bana jAtI hai, sIkhane kI eka paristhiti bana jAtI hai| pratyeka bAra jaba tuma bhaTakate ho tumako vApasa ghara lauTane kA rAstA khojanA par3atA hai| aura yaha jAnA aura AnA, yaha lagAtAra bhUla jAnA aura yAda karanA, tumhAre astitva ke bhItara eka samagratA nirmita kara detA hai|
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________________ sadaiva naye kA cunAva karo, bhale hI yaha purAne se burA pratIta hotA ho| maiM kahatA hUM sadaiva naye kA cunAva kro| yaha asuvidhAjanaka lagatA hai - naye kA cunAva kro| yaha asahaja hai, asurakSita hai-naye kA cunAva kro| yaha koI naye kA prazna nahIM hai, yaha tumako adhika sajaga hone ko avasara dene ke lie hai| tumako lakSya ke rUpa meM dakSatA sikhAI gaI hai| yaha lakSya nahIM hai| sajagatA hai lakSya dakSatA tumase bAra-bAra purAne rAste kA anugamana karavAtI hai, kyoMki purAne rAste para tuma adhika dakSa hoge| tuma sabhI mor3a aura ghumAva jAna loge tumane isa para itane varSoM se yA zAyada itane janmoM se yAtrA kI huI hai ki tuma aura-aura dakSa ho jaaoge| lekina dakSatA nahIM hai lakSya dakSatA yAMtrikatA ke lie lakSya hai yatra ko dakSa honA cAhie, lekina manuSya ko? manuSya koI yaMtra nahIM hai| manuSya ko adhika sajaga / honA cAhie, aura yadi isa sajagatA se dakSatA A jAtI hai, zubha hai, suMdara hai yh| yadi yaha dakSatA sajagatA kI kImata para AtI hai, to tuma jIvana ke virodha meM bar3A pApa kara rahe ho, aura taba tuma aprasanna bane rhoge| aura yaha aprasannatA jIvana kI eka zailI bana jaaegii| tuma basa eka duScakra meM ghUmate rhoge| eka aprasannatA tumako dUsarI aprasannatA meM le jAegI aura isI bhAMti yaha silasilA calatA calA jaaegaa| - sajagatA kI viSayavastu ke rUpa meM aprasannatA eka varadAna hai, lekina jIvana kI eka zailI ke rUpa meM aprasannatA abhisApa hai| isako apane jIvana kA raMga-DhaMga mata banA lo| maiM dekhatA hUM ki aneka logoM ne ise apane jIvana kA DhaMga banA rakhA hai ve jIvana kA koI dUsarA DhaMga jAnate hI nahIM haiN| yadi tuma unase kaho to bhI ve nahIM suneNge| ve pUchate cale jAeMge ki ve aprasanna kyoM haiM, lekina ve yaha nahIM suneMge ki ve svayaM hI pratikSaNa apanI aprasannatA nirmita kara rahe haiM karma ke siddhAta kA yahI artha hai| karma kA siddhAMta kahatA hai ki tumhAre sAtha jo kucha bhI ghaTita ho rahA hai vaha tumhArA kiyA - dharA hai| kahIM kisI acetana tala para tuma isako nirmita kara rahe ho - kyoMki tumhAre sAtha bAhara se kucha bhI nahIM ghaTatA pratyeka cIja bhItara se ubhara kara AtI hai| yadi tuma udAsa ho, to apane aMtartama astitva vahIM se AtI hai yh| apanI AtmA ke 1 kahIM na kahIM tuma hI isako nirmita kara rahe hoge| kahIM na kahIM tuma hI isako nirmita kara rahe hoge| yadi tuma pIr3A meM ho, to nirIkSaNa karo, apanI pIr3A para dhyAna do, tuma ise kisa bhAMti nirmita kara lete ho, dhyAna lgaao| tuma sadaiva pUchA karate ho, pIr3A ke lie kauna uttaradAyI hai?' tumhAre atirikta aura koI uttaradAyI nahIM hai| yadi tuma pati ho to tumhArA mana kahe calA jAtA hai ki tumhArI patnI tumhArI pIr3A nirmita kara rahI hai| yadi tuma patnI ho to tumhArA pati tumhArI pIr3A nirmita kara rahA hai| yadi tuma nirdhana ho to dhanavAna tumhArI pIr3A nirmita kara rahA hai| yaha mana sadA kisI aura para uttaradAyitva thope calA jAtA hai| ise bahuta AdhArabhUta samajha bana jAnA cAhie ki? tumhAre atirikta koI anya uttaradAyI nahIM hai| eka bAra tuma isako samajha lo, cIjeM badalanA AraMbha ho jAtI haiN| yadi tuma apanI pIr3A nirmita kara rahe ho
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________________ aura tuma isako prema karate ho taba ise nirmita karate rho| phira isase koI samasyA mata khar3I kro| tumhAre mAmale meM hastakSepa karanA kisI kA kAma nahIM hai| yadi tuma udAsa honA cAhate ho, tumako udAsa hone se prema hai, to pUrI taraha se udAsa ho jaao| lekina yadi tama udAsa honA nahIM cAhate ho, taba koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai-isako nirmita mata kro| nirIkSaNa karo ki tuma kisa bhAMti apanI pIr3A nirmita karate ho, usakA DhAMcA kisa taraha kA hai? -tumane apane bhItara kisa prakAra se ise taiyAra kara liyA hai? loga lagAtAra apanI bhAva-dazAeM nirmita kara rahe haiN| tuma dUsaroM para uttaradAyitva thopate cale jAte ho, phira tuma kabhI nahIM bdloge| phira tuma pIr3A meM bane rahoge, kyoMki tuma kara hI kyA sakate ho? yadi dUsare pIr3A nirmita kara rahe haiM, to tuma kyA kara sakate ho? jaba taka ki dUsare na badala jAeM tumhAre hAtha meM kucha nahIM hai| dUsaroM para uttaradAyitva thopa kara tuma eka gulAma bana jAte ho| uttaradAyitva ko apane svayaM ke hAthoM meM le lo| kucha dina pUrva eka saMnyAsinI ne mujhako batAyA ki usakA pati sadaiva usake lie samasyAeM utpanna karatA rahA hai| aura jaba usane apanI kahAnI sunAI, to Upara se aisA hI pratIta hotA ki niHsaMdeha usakA pati uttaradAyI hai| apane pati se usake ATha bacce haiM, aura phira eka anya strI se usake pati ke tIna aura bacce haiM, aura apanI saciva se eka baccA hai| apane saMparka meM Ane vAlI hara strI se vaha sadaiva cAhata kA khela khelA karatA thaa| niHsaMdeha isa becArI strI se hara kisI ko sahAnubhUti ho jAegI, usane kitanI adhika pIr3A bhogI hai, aura yaha saba cala rahA hai| pati koI bahuta adhika kamA bhI nahIM rahA hai| yaha strI usakI pailI kamAtI hai aura usako ina baccoM kA bhI, jinako usane anya mahilA davArA janmAyA hai, vyaya vahana karanA par3atA hai| niHsaMdeha vaha bahata pIr3A meM hai, lekina kauna uttaradAyI hai? maiMne usase kahA : yadi tuma vAstava meM pIr3A meM ho to tumheM isa AdamI ke sAtha rahanA kyoM jArI rakhanA cAhie? chor3a do| tumheM bahuta pahale hI chor3a denA cAhie thaa| saMbaMdha jArI rakhane kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| aura vaha samajha gaI, jo eka durlabha ghaTanA hai-bahuta bAda meM, bahuta dera se samajhI, lekina phira bhI adhika dera nahIM huii| aba bhI usakA jIvana zeSa hai| aba yadi vaha jora detI hai ki vaha isa AdamI ke sAtha rahanA pasaMda karegI to vaha apanI svayaM kI pIr3A para jora de rahI hai| taba vaha pIr3A meM jAne kA majA le rahI hai| taba vaha pati kI niMdA karane kA majA le rahI hai, taba vaha hara kisI se sahAnubhUti prApta karane kA majA le rahI hai| aura niHsaMdeha vaha jisa kisI ke bhI saMparka meM AegI ve usa becArI mahilA ke prati sahAnabhUti vyakta kreNge| kabhI sahAnubhUti mata maaNgo| samajha kI mAMga karo, lekina sahAnubhUti kabhI mata maaNgo| varanA sahAnubhUti itanI acchI laga sakatI hai ki tuma pIr3A meM bane rahanA pasaMda kroge| taba pIr3A meM tumhArA niveza ho jAtA hai| yadi tuma pIDA meM nahIM rahe to loga tumase sahAnubhUti nahIM rkheNge| kyA tumane kabhI nirIkSaNa kiyA hai? - prasanna vyakti ke sAtha koI sahAnubhUti nahIM rkhtaa| yaha kucha nitAMta asaMgata bAta hai| logoM ko prasanna vyakti ke sAtha sahAnubhUti rakhanA cAhie, lekina usase koI sahAnubhUti nahIM rkhtaa| vAstava meM to loga prasanna vyakti ke prati zatrutA anubhava karate haiN| vastuta: prasanna ho jAnA bahuta
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________________ khataranAka hai| prasanna hokara aura apanI prasannatA ko abhivyakta karake tuma apane Apako eka bahuta bar3e khatare meM DAla rahe hoM - pratyeka vyakti tumhArA zatru ho jAegA, kyoMki pratyeka ko anubhava hogA, 'tuma prasanna kaise ho gae maiM aprasanna kyoM ho gayA ? asaMbhava, isakI anumati nahIM dI jA sakatI hai| basa bahuta ho cukaa|' aise samAja meM jo aprasanna aura pIr3ita vyaktiyoM se mila kara banA hai, prasanna vyakti eka ajanabI hai| isIlie hamane sukarAta ko viSa de diyA, hamane jIsasa ko mAra DAlA, hamane maMsUra ko sUlI de dii| hama kabhI bhI prasanna vyaktiyoM ke sAtha sahajatA se nahIM raha paae| kisI bhAMti unhoMne hamAre ahaMkAroM ko atyadhika Thesa lagA dii| logoM ne jIsasa ko sUlI para car3hA diyA, jaba ve jIvita the, taba unhoMne unako mAra ddaalaa| ve bahuta kama umra ke the, kevala taiMtIsa varSa kI Ayu thii| abhI taka unhoMne pUrA jIvana dekhA bhI nahIM thaa| ve apanA jIvana basa AraMbha hI kara rahe the, basa eka kalI khila hI rahI thI aura logoM ne unako mAra DAlA, kyoMki ve asahanIya ho gae the| itane prasanna ? - pratyeka vyakti Ahata thaa| unhoMne isa AdamI kI hatyA kara dii| aura phira unhoMne unakI pUjA karanA AraMbha kara diyA jarA dekho aba ve do hajAra varSoM se unakI pUjA karate A rahe haiM, sUlI para car3hA kara jIsasa kI pUjA ho rahI hai| lekina sUlI para car3he hue jIsasa ke sAtha tuma sahAnubhuti kara sakate ho, prasanna jIsasa ke sAtha tuma zatrutA anubhava karate ho| vahI yahAM para ho rahA hai| maiM eka prasanna vyakti huuN| yadi tuma cAhate ho ki maiM pUjA jAUM, to tumako mujhe sUlI para car3hAne kI vyavasthA karanI pdd'egii| dUsarA koI upAya hai hI nhiiN| phira ve loga jo mere virodha meM haiM, mere anuyAyI bana jaaeNge| lekina pahale unheM mujhako sUlI para car3hA huA dekhanA par3egA, isake pahale ve anuyAyI nahIM bana skeNge| kisI prasanna vyakti kI kabhI kisI ne pUjA nahIM kI hai| pahale prasanna vyakti ko naSTa karanA par3atA hai| niHsaMdeha taba usakI vyavasthA kI jA sakatI hai| aba tuma jIsasa ke sAtha sahAnubhUti kara sakate ho| jaba kabhI bhI tuma jIsasa kI ora dekhate ho tumhArI AMkhoM se AMsU nikalanA AraMbha ho jAte haiM, becAre jIsasa, unhoMne kitane dukha utthaae| nRtya karate hue krAisTa upadrava utpanna karate haiN| svIDana meM eka vyakti jIsasa para eka philma 'jIsasa di maina' banAne kA prayAsa kara rahA hai| dasa varSoM se vaha koziza kara rahA hai| lekina hajAroM bAdhAeM haiN| sarakAra anumati nahIM degii| jIsasa di maina? nahIM kyoMki jIsasa di maina kA artha hogA ki yaha vyakti merI megdalIna ke sAtha prema meM par3a gayA hogA, aura yaha AdamI philma ke mAdhyama se isa bAta ko sArvajanika pradarzana kara degaa| jIsasa ne striyoM se prema kiyA thaa| svAbhAvika hai yaha, kucha bhI galata nahIM hai ismeN| ve eka prasanna vyakti the, kabhI-kabhI ve zarAba se prema karate the| ve usa prakAra ke vyakti the jo utsava manA sakatA hai| aba jIsasa eka vyakti kI bhAMti khataranAka haiN| aura yaha AdamI jIsasa di maina, paramezvara kA beTA nahIM, balki AdamI kA beTA, para eka philma banAnA cAhatA hai| yaha upadrava paidA karane vAlA kArya bana
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________________ jaaegaa| aura yadi vaha kisI kahAnI para kAma karanA AraMbha kara detA hai to usako merI ke kisI anaitika prema saMbaMdha ko bhI prastuta karanA par3egA, kyoMki koI kuMArI strI janma nahIM de sktii| jIsasa josapha ke putra nahIM the, yaha bAta to nizcita hai| lekina unako kisI kA putra to honA pdd'egaa| sarakAra virodha meM hai, carca virodha meM hai| tuma yaha siddha karane kA prayAsa kara rahe ho ki jIsasa avaidha saMtAna haiM! asaMbhava! philma kI anumati nahIM dI jA sakatI hai| aura jIsasa eka vezyA merI megdalIna sAtha prema karate hue? - aura nizcita hai ki ve prema karate the| ve eka prasanna vyakti the| prasanna vyakti ke cAroM ora basa prema ghaTita ho jAtA hai| unhoMne jIvana kA majA liyaa| yaha jIvana paramAtmA kA diyA huA prasAda hai, vyakti ko isakA majA lenA caahie| pratyeka dhArmika vyakti utsava manAne vAlA vyakti hotA hai| phira unhoMne isa vyakti jIsasa ko mAra DAlA, unako sUlI para car3hA diyA, aura usake bAda se ve unakI pUjA karate cale A rahe haiN| aba unako vyavasthita kiyA jA sakatA hai; ve tumhAre bhItara kAphI kucha sahAnubhUti utpanna karate haiN| sUlI para laTake hue jIsasa bodhivRkSa ke nIce baiThe buddha se kahIM adhika AkarSaka haiN| sUlI para car3he hue jIsasa apanI bAMsurI bajAte hue kRSNa se adhika AkarSaka haiN| jIsasa vizvavyApI dharma bana ge| kRSNa? unakI ciMtA kauna karatA hai? hiMdU taka unake cAroM ora nRtya karatI huI solaha hajAra nAriyoM ke bAre meM aparAdha-bodha anubhava karate haiM-asaMbhava, yaha basa eka paurANika AkhyAna hai| hiMdU kahate haiM, yaha eka suMdara kAvya hai; aura ve isakI vyAkhyAeM kie cale jAte haiN| ve kahate haiM, ye solaha hajAra nAriyAM vAstavika striyAM nahIM thIM, ye solaha hajAra nADiyA, taMtrikAoM kA jAla, manuSya ke zarIra ke bhItara kI solaha hajAra taMtrikAeM haiN| yaha mAnava zarIra kI pratIkAtmaka vyAkhyA hai| kRSNa AtmA haiM aura solaha hajAra taMtrikAeM AtmA ke cAroM ora nAcatI huI gopiyAM haiN| phira sabhI kucha ThIka hai| lekina yadi ve asalI striyAM haiM, taba kaThina hai yaha mAmalA ise svIkAra karanA bahuta kaThina hai| - bhArata ke eka aura dharma jainiyoM ne kRSNa ko ina solaha hajAra striyoM ke kAraNa naraka meM DAla rakhA hai| jaina - purANoM meM ve kahate haiM, kRSNa sAtaveM aMtima naraka meM haiM... aura ve zIghra bAhara bhI nahIM Ane vAle haiN| ve usa samaya taka vahAM raheMge jaba taka ki yaha sArI sRSTi naSTa nahIM ho jAtI hai| ve usI samaya bAhara AeMge jaba agalI sRSTi kA AraMbha ho jAegA; abhI lAkhoM varSa pratIkSA karanA hogii| unhoMne bahuta bar3A pApa kiyA hai, aura bahuta bar3A pApa haiM kyoMki ve utsava manA rahe the pApa bar3A hai kyoMki ve nRtya kara rahe the| mahAvIra adhika svIkAra yogya haiM; buddha abhI bhI adhika svIkAra yogya haiN| kRSNa apane dharma ko chor3a dene vAle eka aise vyakti pratIta hote haiM jinhoMne gaMbhIra logoM kA bharosA tor3a diyA hai ve gairagaMbhIra, prasanna the- na udAsa na laMbA ceharA haMsate hue nRtya karate hue tumase kahanA cAhUMgA, paramAtmA kI ora jAte hue apane rAste para nRtya - aura saccA rAstA yahI hai| maiM karate hue jAo, paramAtmA kI
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________________ ora jAne vAle apane rAste para haMsate hue jaao| gaMbhIra ceharoM ke sAtha mata jaao| usa 'prakAra ke logoM se paramAtmA pahale se hI kAphI Uba cukA hai| sahAnubhUti eka bar3A niveza hai aura usako kevala tabhI jArI rakhA jA sakatA hai jaba ki tuma sahAnubhUti prApta karate cale jAo, kevala tabhI jaba tama parezAnI meM bane rho| isalie yadi eka parezAnI samApta ho jAtI hai to tuma dUsarI banA lete ho, yadi eka bImArI tumako chor3a detI hai tuma dUsarI nirmita kara lete ho| nirIkSaNa karo isakA-tuma apane sAtha bahuta khataranAka khela khela rahe ho| yahI kAraNa hai ki loga parezAnI meM haiM aura aprasanna haiN| varanA koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| apanI sArI UrjA ko prasanna hone meM arpita kara do, aura dUsaroM ke bAre meM ciMtA mata kro| tumhArI prasannatA tumhArI niyati hai; isameM hastakSepa karane kA haka kisI ko nahIM hai| lekina samAja hastakSepa kie calA jAtA hai : yaha eka duScakra hai| tumhArA janma huA, aura niHsaMdeha tumhArA janma eka aise samAja meM huA jo pahale se hI vahAM thA, yaha vikSipta logoM kA, aise logoM kA samAja hai jo sabhI parezAna aura aprasanna haiN| tumhAre mAtA-pitA, tumhArA parivAra, tumhArA samAja, tumhArA deza sabhI tumhArI pratIkSA meM haiN| eka choTe bacce kA janma huA hai, sArA samAja usa pura kUda par3atA hai, usako sabhya banAne lagatA hai, susaMskRta banAne lagatA hai| yaha isa prakAra se hai jaise ki kisI bacce kA janma pAgalakhAne meM huA ho aura sAre pAgala use sikhAne lge| niHsaMdeha unako sahAyatA karanI par3atI haibaccA itanA choTA hai aura saMsAra ke bAre meM kucha bhI nahIM jAnatA hai| jo kucha bhI ve jAnate haiM ve sikhA deNge| unake mAtA-pitA ne aura dasare vikSipta logoM ne una para jo kacha thopa diyA thA, ko bacce para thopa deNge| kyA tumane dekhA hai ki jaba kabhI koI baccA khilakhilAne aura haMsane lagatA hai to tumhAre bhItara kucha asahaja ho jAtA hai? turaMta hI tuma usako batA denA cAhate ho, isa haMsI ityAdi ko baMda karo aura apanA lAlIpaoNpa cUso! acAnaka tumhAre bhItara se koI kahatA hai, baMda karo! jaba koI baccA khilakhilAnA AraMbha karatA hai, to tumheM ISyA kA anubhava hotA hai yA kisI aura bhAva kA? tuma eka bacce ko, basa usake bhara pUra maje ke lie yahAM aura vahAM daur3a lagAne aura uchala-kUda kI anumati nahIM de skte| maiMne do amarIkana striyoM, do IsAI sAdhviyoM ke bAre meM sunA hai| ve eka purAne carca ko dekhane ke lie iTalI gaI thiiN| amarIkana yAtrI! carca meM unhoMne eka itAlavI mahilA ko prArthanA karate hue aura usake cAra yA pAMca baccoM ko carca ke bhItara daur3ate hue aura khUba zoragula karate hue aura pUrI taraha bhUla kara ki yaha carca hai, prasanna hote hue dekhaa| una donoM amarIkI mahilAoM ko yaha sahana nahIM ho sakA basa bahata ho cukaa| yaha carca kI pavitratA ko bhaMga karanA hai| ve usa strI, unakI mAM, ke pAsa calI gaI aura usase kahA, ye bacceM tumhAre haiM? yaha carca hai aura yahAM para kucha anuzAsana banA kara rakhanA par3atA hai! inako niyaMtraNa meM rakhA jAnA caahie| usa mahilA ne prArthanApUrNa AMkhoM se atyadhika prasannatApUrvaka
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________________ AnaMda ke AMsU bahAte hue unako dekhA aura bolI, yaha unake pitA kA ghara hai, kyA ve yahAM khela nahIM sakate? kiMtu aisA dRSTikoNa durlabha hai, bahuta durlabha hai| manaSya-jAti para vikSipta logoM kA varcasva rahA hai rAjanetA, purohita, ve vikSipta haiM, kyoMki mahatvAkAMkSA eka taraha kA pAgalapana hai aura ve apanA DhaMga thopate cale jAte haiN| jaba kisI bacce kA janma. hotA hai to vaha UrjA kA eka udvelana-AnaMda, prasannatA, harSa, pramuditA kA aMtahIna srota-aura kucha nahIM balki ullAsa aura praphullatA se bharA huA hotA hai| tuma usa para niyaMtraNa karanA AraMbha kara dete ho, tuma usake para kataranA AraMbha kara dete ho, tuma usakI kATa-chAMTa karane lagate ho| tuma kahate ho, 'haMsane ke kucha ucita samaya huA karate haiN|' haMsane ke lie ucita samaya? - isakA abhiprAya huA: jIvita rahane ke lie ucita samaya? tuma isI bAta ko kaha rahe ho, jIvita rahane ke lie ucita samayatumako caubIsoM ghaMTe jIvita nahIM rahanA caahie| rone ke lie bhI ucita samaya huA karate haiN| kiMtu jaba kisI bacce ko haMsane jaisA lagatA ho to usako kyA karanA cAhie? usako niyaMtraNa karanA par3egA, aura jaba tuma apanI haMsI para kAbU pA lete ho to yaha tumhAre bhItara kasailI aura khaTTI ho jAtI hai| vaha UrjA jo bAhara jA rahI thI bhItara roka lI jAtI hai| UrjA ko vApasa roka kara tuma apane bhItara kahIM avaruddha ho jAte ho| baccA bAhara jAnA, cAroM aura daur3a lagAnA, uchalanA-kUdanA aura nRtya karanA cAhatA hai lekina aba usako roka diyA gayA hai| usakI UrjA atireka meM pravAhita hone ke lie taiyAra hai, lekina dhIre-dhIre vaha kevala eka bAta sIkha letA hai-apanI UrjA ke pravAha ko roka denaa| isI kAraNa se saMsAra meM itane adhika avaruddha vyaktitva vAle, itane tanAvagrasta, satata niyaMtraNa karane vAle loga haiN| ve ro nahIM sakate, puruSa para AMsU acche nahIM lgte| ve haMsa nahIM sakate, haMsI bahuta asabhyatApUrNa pratIta hotI hai| jIvana kA inakAra kara diyA gayA hai, mRtyu kI pUjA kI jAtI hai| tuma cAhoge ki baccA ke AdamI kI bhAMti vyavahAra kare, aura bUr3he loga apane murdA dRSTikoNoM ko naI pIr3hI para thopanA AraMbha kara dete haiN| maiMne nabbe varSa kI eka kI mahilA, eka jAgIradArina, ke bAre meM sunA hai, jisake pAsa kaI ekar3a ke bagIce ke bIca meM banA bahuta bar3A makAna thaa| eka dina vaha apanI saMpatti kI dekhabhAla hetu bAhara nikalI, bahuta vizAla kSetraphala meM vistRta thI yh| tAlAba ke ThIka usa ora, jaMgala ke pIche usane eka yuvA jor3e ko premAlApa meM saMlagna dekhaa| usane DrAivara se pUchA, ye loga yahAM para kyA kara rahe haiM?-nabbe varSa kI umra thI usakI, zAyada vaha bhUla gaI ho...ye loga yahAM para kyA kara rahe haiM? DrAivara ko saca batAnA par3a gyaa| bahata namratApUrvaka usane kahA, ve yavA loga haiN| ve sahavAsa kara rahe haiN| vaha kI strI atyadhika krodhita ho uThI aura usane kahA, isa taraha kA kAma kyA saMsAra meM abhI bhI cala rahA hai? jaba tuma bUr3he ho jAte ho, to kyA tuma socate ho ki sArA saMsAra bUr3hA ho gayA hai? jaba tuma mara rahe ho, kyA tuma socate ho ki sArA saMsAra mara rahA hai? saMsAra apane Apa ko phira se nayA, apane Apa ko
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________________ puna: navInIkRta karatA calA jAtA hai| isIlie yaha bUr3he logoM ko dUra le jAtA hai aura choTe bacce saMsAra ko vApasa kara detA hai| yaha bUr3he logoM ko choTe baccoM meM badala detA hai| astitva pRthvI kI janasaMkhyA meM naye logoM ko sammilita kie calA jAtA hai-jaba kabhI yaha dekhatA hai ki eka vyakti pUrI taraha se avaruddha ho cukA hai-aba vahAM na koI pravAha hai, na koI rasa hai, aura yaha vyakti basa sikar3a rahA hai aura anAvazyaka rUpa se pRthvI para eka bojha haA jA rahA hai taba jIvana usase vApasa le liyA jAtA hai| vaha vyakti naSTa ho jAtA hai, astitva meM vApasa calA jAtA hai| miTTI miTTI meM mila jAtI hai, AkAza AkAza meM samA jAtA hai, vAya vAyu se mila jAtI hai, agni agni meM, jala jala meM mila jAtA hai| phira usa miTTI meM se, usa jala aura agni meM se eka naye bacce kA janma ho jAtA hai pravAhamAna, yuvA, tAjagI bharA, puna: jIne aura nRtya karane ko taiyaar| ThIka usI bhAMti jaise vRkSa para puSpa Ate haiM, ThIka usI prakAra se jaise ki vRkSa puSpita hotA hai, yaha pRthvI bacce nirmita karatI hai, naye baccoM kA sRjana karatI calI jAtI hai| yadi tuma vAstava meM prasanna rahanA cAhate ho to tumako yuvA, jIvaMta, rone, haMsane, sabhI AyAmoM ke lie upalabdha, pratyeka dizA meM pravAhita, pravAhamAna rahanA pdd'egaa| tabhI tuma prasanna bane rhoge| lekina yAda rakho, tumako koI sahAnubhuti nahIM milegii| loga tumako patthara mAra sakate haiM, lekina yaha mUlya hai| loga soca sakate haiM ki tuma adhArmika ho, ve tumhArI niMdA kara sakate haiM, ve tumako gAliyAM de sakate haiM, kiMtu isake bAre meM ciMtA mata kro| isakA jarA bhI mahatva nahIM hai| vaha eka mAtra cIja jisakA mahatva haivaha hai tumhArI prsnntaa| aura tumako aneka cIjoM ko anakiyA bhI karanA par3egA, kevala tabhI tama prasanna ho sakate ho| samAja ke dvArA jo kucha bhI kiyA jA cukA hai usako anakiyA karanA par3atA hai| jahAM kahIM para tuma aTake ho-tuma haMsane jA rahe ho aura tumhAre pitA ne tumako krodha se dekhA aura kahA, ruka jAo-tumako puna: vahIM se AraMbha karanA pdd'egaa| apane pitA se kaha do, kRpayA zAMta rahie, aba maiM puna: haMsane jA rahA huuN| tumhAre sira ke bhItara kahIM para aba bhI tumhAre pitA tumako pakar3e hae haiM. ruka jAo! kyA tumane kabhI dekhA hai? yadi tuma gaharAI se dhyAna karate ho to tuma apane bhItara apane mAtA-pitA kI AvAja suna loge| tuma rone vAle the aura mAM ne tumako roka diyA, aura niHsaMdeha tuma asahAya the aura jIvita raha pAne ke lie tumako samajhaute karane par3ate the| aura koI dUsarA upAya thA bhI nhiiN| tumako ina logoM para nirbhara rahanA par3atA thA, aura unakI apanI zarte thIM, varanA tumako unhoMne dUdha nahIM diyA hotA, unhoMne tumako bhojana nahIM diyA hotA, unhoMne tumako koI sahArA nahIM diyA hotaa| aura eka choTA baccA binA kisI sahAre ke kaise jI sakatA hai? usako samajhautA karanA par3atA hai| vaha kahatA hai, ThIka hai| basa jIvita rahane ke lie jo kucha bhI Apa kahate haiM maiM vahI kruuNgaa| isalie dhIre-dhIre vaha nakalI bana jAtA hai| dhIre-dhIre vaha apane svayaM ke virodha meM calA jAtA hai| vaha haMsanA cAhatA thA
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________________ lekina pitA anumati nahIM de rahe the, isalie usane muha baMda rkhaa| dhIre-dhIre vaha DhoMgI, pAkhaMDI ho jAtA hai| aura pAkhaMDI kabhI prasanna nahIM ho sakatA, apanI jIvana-UrjA ke prati saccA honA prasannatA hai| sacce hone ke kRtya kA pariNAma hai-prsnntaa| prasannatA kahIM aura nahIM hai ki tuma jAo aura isako kharIda lo| prasannatA kahIM aura tumhArI pratIkSA nahIM kara rahI hai ki tumako rAstA khojanA par3egA aura usa taka pahuMcanA pdd'egaa| nahIM, prasannatA sacce, pramANika hone ke kRtya kA phala hai| taba kabhI tuma sacce ho, tuma prasanna ho| jaba kabhI tuma sacce nahIM ho, tuma aprasanna ho| aura maiM tumase nahIM kahUMgA ki yadi tuma sacce nahIM ho tuma apane AgAmI jIvana meM aprasanna hooge| nahIM, yaha saba bakavAsa hai| yadi tuma sacce nahIM ho, to ThIka isI samaya tuma aprasanna ho| nirIkSaNa karo-jaba kabhI bhI tuma sacce nahIM hote ho, tumako asahajatA, aprasannatA anubhava hotI hai, kyoMki UrjA pravAhita nahIM ho rahI hai| UrjA nadI jaisI nahIM hai; yaha avaruddha, mRta, jamI huI hai| aura tuma pravAhita honA pasaMda kroge| jIvana eka pravAha hai; mRtyu hai jamI huI avsthaa| aprasannatA AtI hai kyoMki tumhAre aneka bhAga jame hue haiN| unako kabhI kAryarata nahIM hone diyA gayA hai aura dhIre-dhIre tumane unako niyaMtrita karane kI tarakIba sIkha lI hai| aba tuma yaha bhI bhUla cuke ho ki tuma kisI cIja ko niyaMtrita kara rahe ho| tuma zarIra meM apanI jar3oM ko kho cuke ho| apane zarIra ke satya meM sthita apanI jar3oM ko kho cuke ho| loga bhUtoM kI bhAMti jI rahe haiM, yahI kAraNa hai ki ve pIr3A meM haiN| jaba maiM tumha bhItara jhAMkatA haM to mazkila se hI merA kisI jIvita vyakti se milanA ho pAtA hai| loga bhatoM kI, pretAtmAoM kI bhAMti ho gae haiN| tuma apane zarIra meM nahIM ho; tuma apane sira ke cAroM ora eka bhUta kI taraha maMDarA rahe ho, jaise sira ke cAroM ora koI gabbArA baMdhA haA ho| eka choTA sA dhAgA tamako zarIra se jor3e yaha dhAgA tumako jIvita rakhatA hai, kula itanA hai mAmalA, lekina yaha jIvana AnaMdapUrNa nahIM hai| tumako cetana honA par3egA, tumako dhyAna karanA par3egA, aura tumako sabhI niyaMtraNa chor3a dene par3eMge, tumheM sIkhe ko anasIkhA, kie hue ko anakiyA karanA par3egA aura phira pahalI bAra tuma puna: pravAhamAna ho jaaoge| niHsaMdeha, anuzAsana kI AvazyakatA hai, lekina niyaMtraNa kI bhAMti nahIM, balki sajagatA kI bhaaNti| niyaMtrita anuzAsana murdA karane vAlI ghaTanA hai| jaba tuma sajaga, bodhapUrNa hote ho, to usa sajagatA se eka anuzAsana saralatA se A jAtA hai-aisA nahIM hai ki tumane usako thopa diyA hai, aisA nahIM hai ki tumane isakI yojanA banAI hai| nahIM, pala-pala tumhArI sajagatA yaha nirNaya karatI hai ki kisa bhAMti pratisaMvedana kiyA jaae| aura eka sajaga vyakti isa prakAra se pratisaMvedana karatA hai ki vaha prasanna banA rahatA hai, aura vaha dUsaroM ke lie aprasannatA nirmita nahIM karatA hai|
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________________ yahI saba kacha to dharma hai prasanna bane raho, aura kisI vyakti ke lie aprasanna ho jAne ke lie koI paristhiti mata nirmita kro| yadi tuma sahAyatA kara sakI, to dUsaroM ko prasanna kro| yadi tuma aisA nahIM kara sakate, to kama se kama apane Apa ko prasanna kara lo| prazna: maiM svapna dekhA karatI hUM, ki maiM ur3a rahI hUM, kyA ho rahA hai? jA.ke. cesTaraTana ne kahA hai pharizte ur3ate haiM, kyoMki ve apane Apa ko halake Dhaga se liyA karate haiN| tumheM yahI ho rahA hogA, avazya hI tuma phariztA banane jA rahI ho| hone do isko| tumheM jitanA halakApana anubhava hotA hai, jitanI prasannatA tumako anubhava hotI hai, gurutvAkarSaNa bala kA khiMcAva utanA hI kama ho jAtA hai| gurutvAkarSaNa bala tumheM kaba banA detA hai| bhArIpana pApa hai| bhArI hone kA abhiprAya kevala itanA hI hai ki tuma anajIe anubhavoM, adhUre anubhavoM se bhare hue ho; ki -tuma bahuta anakie kRtyoM, kacare se bhare hue ho| tuma kisI strI se prema karanA cAhate the, lekina yaha kaThina thA, kyoMki mahAtmA gAMdhI isake virodha meM haiN| yaha muzkila hai, kyoMki vivekAnaMda isake virodha meM haiN| yaha kaThina hai, kyoMki sAre mahAna RSi aura mahAtmA brahmacarya, kAma damana kI zikSA die cale jAte haiN| tuma prema karanA cAhate the, lekina sabhI sAdhu-saMta isake virodha meM the, ata: tumane kisI bhI prakAra se svayaM ko niyaMtraNa meM kara liyaa| aba yaha tuma para eka kabAr3a kI bhAMti ladA huA hai| yadi tuma mujhase pUcho to maiM kahUMgA ki tumako prema kara lenA cAhie thaa| aba bhI kucha kho nahIM gayA hai, tumako prema karanA cAhie, ise pUrA kara lo| maiM jAnatA hUM ki muni aura mahAtmA sahI haiM, lekina maiM yaha nahIM kahatA ki tuma galata ho| aura isa virodhAbhAsa ko maiM tumheM samajhAtA huuN| muni aura mahAtmAgaNa sahI haiM, kiMtu yaha samajha unako taba upalabdha huI jaba unhoMne khUba prema kara liyA, usake bAda upalabdha huI jaba ve jI lie, jaba unhoMne vaha. sabhI kucha samajha liyA jo prema meM nihita hai| taba ve isa samajha para pahuMce haiM aura brahmacarya phalita haA hai| yaha prema ke virodha meM nahIM hai, yaha mAdhyama prema hI hai jisase brahmacarya phalita hotA hai| aba tuma pustakoM ko, zAstroM ko par3ha rahe ho, aura zAstroM ke dvArA tumako isa prakAra ke khayAla milate rahate haiN| ye khayAla tumako paMgu kara dete haiN| apane Apa meM ve khayAla galata nahIM haiM, kiMtu tuma pustakoM se unako grahaNa kara lete ho, aura ve RSigaNa una para apane svayaM ke jIvana ke mAdhyama se pahuMce haiN| jarA itihAsa meM, prAcIna purANoM meM vApasa lauTo aura apane RSiyoM ko dekho, unhoMne paryApta prema kiyA
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________________ hai, ve jI bhara kara jIe haiM, unhoMne sabalatA aura saghanatA ke sAtha mAnavIya jIvana ko AtyaMtika rUpa se jIyA hai aura phira dhIre-dhIre ve isa samajha para pahuMce haiN| yaha kevala jIvana hI hai jo samajha lekara AtA hai| tuma krodhita honA cAhate the, kiMtu sabhI zAstra isake virodha meM haiM, isalie tumane krodha kabhI na hone diyA aba vaha krodha ikaTThA hotA calA jAtA hai- parata dara parata aura tuma usa bojha ko Dhote phira rahe ho, isake nIce karIba-karIba dabe jA rahe ho yahI kAraNa hai ki tuma itanA bhArIpana mahasUsa karate ho| ise bAhara pheMko, chor3a do ise! kisI khAlI kamare meM cale jAo aura krodhita ho jAo, aura vAstava meM krodhita ho jAo-takie ko pITo, aura dIvAloM para krodhita ho jAo, aura dIvAloM se bAteM karo aura una bAtoM ko kaho jinako tuma sadaiva kahanA cAhate the kiMtu tuma kaha nahIM pAe the| uttejanA meM A jAo, krodhAviSTa ho jAo aura tuma eka suMdara anubhava para phuNcoNge| isa visphoTa ke bAda, isa tUphAna ke bAda, eka mauna tuma para AegA, eka mauna tuma para vyApta ho jAegA, eka aisA mauna jisako tumane pahale kabhI nahIM jAnA thA, jo tumheM nirdhAra kara detA hai| acAnaka tuma halakA anubhava karate ho| yaha prazna vidyA ne pUchA hai| maiM dekha sakatA hUM ki vaha halakApana anubhava kara rahI hai| isameM aura ga jAo, jisase na kevala svapnoM meM balki tuma vAstava meM ur3a sko| yadi tuma apane atIta ko nahIM Dho rahe ho, to tumhAre pAsa aisA halakApana hogA paMkha kI bhAMti hlkaapn| tuma jIoge, lekina tuma pRthvI ko sparza nahIM kroge| tuma jIte ho, lekina tuma pRthvI para kadamoM ke koI nizAna nahIM chor3ate ho| tuma jIte ho, kiMtu tumase kisI ko eka kharoMca taka nahIM lagatI, aura tumhArA jIvana eka prasAda se ghirA huA hotA hai, tumhArA astitva eka AbhA, eka dIpti hotA hai| kevala aisA nahIM hai ki tuma halake ho jAoge, balki jo bhI tumhAre saMparka meM AegA vaha acAnaka kisI bahuta suMdara, bahuta prasAdapUrNa anubhUti se bhara jaaegaa| tumhAre cAroM aura puSpoM kI varSA hogI, aura tumameM eka aisI sugaMdha hogI jo isa pRthvI kI nahIM hogii| lekina yaha kevala taba anubhava hotA hai jaba tuma nirdhAra ho jAte ho / isa nirdhAra hone ko mahAvIra ne nirjarA kahA hai- sabhI kucha chor3a denaa| lekina chor3A kaise jAe? tumheM sikhAyA gayA hai- krodhita mata hoo| maiM bhI tumheM krodhita na honA sikhAtA hUM lekina maiM tumase krodha na karane ko nahIM kahatA huuN| maiM kahatA hUM krodhita hoo| kisI ke prati kisI para krodha karane kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai, usase jaTilatA utpanna hotI hai basa zUnyatA meM krodhita ho jaao| nadI ke kinAre para cale jAo, jahAM para koI nahIM ho, aura basa krodhita ho jAo, aura tuma jo kucha bhI karanA cAho kara lo| krodha kA jama kara recana karane ke bAda tuma reta para gira par3oge, aura tuma dekhoge ki tuma ur3a rahe ho| eka pala ke lie atIta kho gayA hai|
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________________ aura pratyeka bhAvanA ke sAtha yahI kiyA jAnA caahie| dhIre- dhIre tuma yaha anubhava karoge ki yadi tuma krodhita hone kA prayAsa karo to tuma bhAvanAoM kI eka zrRMkhalA se hokara gujroge| pahale tuma krodhita hooge, phira acAnaka tuma cIkhanA-cillAnA AraMbha kara doge, zUnyatA meM se AegA yaha sb| krodha nikala gayA, zAMta ho gayA-tumhAre astitva kI eka aura parata, udAsI kA eka aura bojha chu liyA gayA hai| pratyeka krodha ke pIche udAsI hotI hai, kyoMki jaba kabhI bhI tuma apane krodha ko rokate ho tuma udAsa ho jAte ho| isalie krodha kI pratyeka parata ke bAda udAsI kI eka parata hotI hai| jaba krodha nikala jAtA hai, to tuma udAsI anubhava karoge, isa udAsI ko nikAla pheMko-tuma ronA, subakanA AraMbha kara doge| roo, subako, AMsuo ko bahane do| unameM kucha galata nahIM hai| saMsAra kI sarvAdhika suMdara cIjoM meM se eka haiM AMsU itane vizrAMtidAyaka, itane shaaNtidaayii| aura jaba AMsU jA cuke haiM, acAnaka tuma eka aura bhAvanA ko dekhoge, tumhAre bhItara kahIM gaharAI meM phailatI huI eka muskurAhaTa, kyoMki jaba udAsI nikala jAtI hai, vyakti eka bahuta snigdha, komala, nAjuka, prasannatA kA anubhava karane lagatA hai| yaha AegI, yaha ubharegI aura yaha tumhAre sAre astitva para parivyApta ho jaaegii| aura taba tuma dekhoge ki pahalI bAra tuma haMsa rahe ho-peTa kI haMsI-svAmI saradAra guradayAla siMha kI bhAMti eka peTa kI hNsii| unase sIkha lo| ve isa Azrama meM hamAre jorabA di grIka haiN| unase sIkho ki haMsA kaise jaae| jaba taka tumhAre peTa se taraMgeM na uThe tuma haMsa nahIM rahe ho| loga sira se haMsate hai; unako peTa se haMsanA caahie| udAsI kI nirjarA ho jAne ke bAda tuma haMsI ko, karIba-karIba pagalA dene vAlI haMsI, eka vikSipta sI haMsI ko uThatA huA dekhoge| tuma aise ho jAte ho jaise ki tuma AviSTa ho gae ho aura tuma jora se haMsate ho| aura jaba yaha haMsI vidA ho cukI hai tuma halakA, nirbhAra, ur3atA huA anubhava kroge| pahale yaha tumhAre svapnoM meM prakaTa hogaa| aura dhIre- dhIre tumhArI jAgI huI avasthA meM bhI tuma anubhava karoge ki tuma aba cala nahIM rahe hoM-tuma ur3a rahe ho| ho, cesTaraTana sahI kahatA hai : pharizte ur3ate haiM, kyoMki ve apane Apa ko halake DhaMga se lete haiN| svayaM ko halake DhaMga se lo| ahaMkAra svayaM ko bahuta gaMbhIratA se letA hai| aba eka samasyA hai; dharma meM ahaMkArI loga atyadhika utsuka ho jAte haiN| aura vAstava meM ve dhArmika ho pAne ke lie karIba-karIba asamartha haiN| kevala ve loga jo gaira-gaMbhIra haiM dhArmika ho sakate haiM, lekina ve dharma meM koI baha hayAmika hA sakata ha, lAkana va dharma meM koI bahata adhika utsaka nahIM hote| isalie eka virodhAbhAsa, eka samasyA saMsAra meM banI rahatI hai| gaMbhIra loga, gA loga, udAsa logaapane siroM meM aTake hue AzaMkita loga, ve dharma meM bahuta utsuka ho jAte haiM, kyoMki dharma unake ahaMkAra ke lie sabase bar3A lakSya de detA hai| ve dUsare saMsAra kA kucha kara rahe haiM, aura sArA saMsAra basa isI saMsAra kA kArya kara rahA hai-ve bhautikavAdI haiM, niMdanIya haiN| pratyeka vyakti naraka jA rahA hai; kevala ye dhArmika loga svarga jA rahe haiN| apane aMhakAroM meM ve loga bahuta-bahuta tAkatavara anubhava karate haiN|
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________________ kiMtu ye ve hI loga haiM jo dhArmika nahIM ho sakate haiN| ye ve hI loga haiM jinhone vizva ke sabhI dharmoM ko naSTa kara DAlA hai| jaba bhI kisI buddha kA udaya hotA hai, ye loga ekatrita honA AraMbha kara dete haiN| jaba vaha jIvita hotA hai vaha unako zaktizAlI hone kI anumati nahIM detaa| lekina jaba vaha vidA ho jAtA hai, dhIre-dhIre ye gaMbhIra loga gaira-gaMbhIra logoM ke sAtha cAlAkI karanA AraMbha kara dete haiN| isI prakAra se sAre dharma saMgaThita ho jAte haiM aura sAre dharma mRta ho jAte haiN| jaba buyaruSa yahAM hotA hai vaha apanI muskurAhaTa bikheratA rahatA hai aura vaha logoM kI sahAyatA karatA rahatA hai| isalie aneka bAra maiMne yaha kahAnI kahI hai, ki buddha eka dina apane hAtha meM eka phUla lekara Ate haiM aura cupacApa baiTha jAte haiN| kaI minaTa bIta gae, phira koI ghaMTA bhara ho gayA aura pratyeka vyakti asahaja, ciMtita, parezAna hai; ve bola kyoM nahIM rahe haiM? pahale kabhI unhoMne aisA nahIM kiyA thA? aura ve lagAtAra phUla ko hI dekhate rahe jaise ki ve una hajAroM logoM ko bhUla cuke hoM jo unako sunane ke lie ekatrita hae the| aura phira eka ziSya mahAkazyapa ne haMsanA AraMbha kara diyA, peTa kI hNsii| usa zAMta mauna meM usakI haMsI phaila jAtI hai| buddha usakI ora dekhate haiN| usa zAMta mauna meM usakI haMsI phaila jAtI hai| buddha usakI ora dekhate haiM aura usako nikaTa bulAte haiM, phUla usako de dete haiM aura kahate haiM jo kucha maiM zabdoM se kaha sakatA hUM maiMne tumase kaha diyA hai, aura jo kucha maiM zabdoM se nahIM kaha sakatA haM usako maiM mahAkazyapa ko pradAna karatA haM-haMsate hue mahAkazyapa ko| apanI virAsata buddha ne haMsI ko pradAna kara dI hai? lekina mahAkazyapa kho jAtA hai| ve gaMbhIra loga jo samajha nahIM pAte cAlAkI kara lete haiN| jaba badadha vidA ho jAte haiM, mahAkazyapa ke bAre meM koI kacha bhI nahIM sanatA hai| lekina mahAkazyapa ko kyA huA jisako buddha ne sabase gupta saMdeza diyaa| vaha saMdeza jisako zabdoM dvArA nahIM diyA jA sakatA, vaha jisako kevala mauna aura haMsI meM liyA aura diyA jA sakatA hai, vaha saMdeza jisako kevala AtyaMtika mauna dvArA AtyaMtika haMsI ko hI diyA jA sakatA hai? mahAkazyapa ko kyA ho gayA? bauddha zAstroM meM kucha bhI ullekha nahIM hai-kevala yahI eka mAtra kathA hai, basa bAta khtm| jaba buddha vidA ho gae mahAkazyapa ko bhulA diyA gayA, phira gaMbhIra laMbe cehare vAloM ne saMgaThana banAnA AraMbha kara diyaa| haMsI ko kauna sunegA? aura mahAkazyapa vApasa lauTa kara AegA, kyoM ciMtA karanA? - ye gaMbhIra loga itanA adhika laDU-jhagaDU rahe the ki vaha vyakti jo haMsI ko prema karatA hai pratiyogiyoM kI isa pAgala bhIr3a se bAhara nikala aaegaa| buddha saMgha buddha ke samudAya kA adhiSThAtA kauna hone jA rahA hai? -aura rAjanIti aura saMgharSa, aura matadAna aura sabhI kucha kA praveza ho jAtA hai| mahAkazyapa basa kho jAtA hai| usakI mRtyu ka I-koI nahIM jaantaa| buddha ke vAstavika uttarAdhikArI ko koI nahIM jaantaa| kaI zatAbdiyA, lagabhaga chaha zatAbdiyA vyatIta ho gaIM, phira eka anya vyakti bodhidharma cIna pahuMcatA hai| puna: mahAkazyapa kA nAma sunA jAtA hai, kyoMki bodhidharma kahatA hai, maiM saMgaThita bauddhadharma kA anuyAyI nahIM huuN| maiMne apanA saMdeza sadaguruoM kI sIdhI zrRMkhalA se liyA hai| yaha zrRMkhalA buddha ke dvArA mahAkazyapa ko phUla dene se AraMbha huI thI aura maiM chaThavAM huuN| bIca ke anya cAra kauna
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________________ the? - lekina yaha eka gupta bAta ho gaI hai| jaba vikSipta loga atyadhika mahatvAkAMkSI ho jAte haiM aura rAjanIti tAkatavara ho jAtI hai to haMsI chipa jAtI hai| yaha eka vyaktigata, aMtaraMga saMbaMdha bana jAtI hai mahAkazyapa ne cupacApa apanA saMdeza kisI ko de diyA hogA aura phira usane kisI aura ko de diyA hogA aura isI prakAra se kisI ne bodhidharma ko diyA hogaa| bodhidharma cIna kisalie gayA thA? jhena bauddha loga zatAbdiyoM se pUchate rahe haiM, kyoM? yaha bodhidharma cIna kyoM gayA thA? maiM jAnatA hUM usakA kAraNa hai| cInI loga bhAratIyoM se adhika prasanna, jIvana aura choTI-choTI cIjoM se adhika AnaMdita adhika bahuraMgI abhiruciyoM vAle haiN| yahI kAraNa honA cAhie ki kyoM bodhidharma ne itanI laMbI yAtrA kI, una logoM ko khojane aura pAne ke lie jo usake sAtha haMsa sakeM, aura jo loga gaMbhIra nahIM the, na hI mahAna vidvAna aura darzanazAstrI aura yaha aura vaha the, usane sArA himAlaya pAra kiyaa| nahIM, cIna ne vaise mahAna darzanazAstrI utpanna nahIM kie jaise bhArata ne| usane lAotsu aura ccAMgatsu jaise kucha mahAna rahasyadarzI nirmita kie, lekina ve sabhI haMsate hue buddha the| bodhidharma kI cIna kI ora jAne kI khoja ko una logoM kI khoja honA cAhie jo gairagaMbhIra, halake the| - yahAM para merA pUrA prayAsa tumako gaira-gaMbhIra, haMsatA huA, halakA banA dene kA hai| mere pAsa loga, khAsa taura se bhAratIya, zikAyata karane Ate haiM ki Apa kisa prakAra ke saMnyAsI nirmita kara rahe haiM? ve saMnyAsI jaise nahIM dikhAI par3ate saMnyAsI ko gaMbhIra vyakti, lagabhaga murdA, eka lAza kI bhAMti honA caahie| ye loga haMsate haiM aura nRtya karate haiM aura eka-dUsare kA AliMgana karate haiN| avizvasanIya hai yaha! saMnyAsI yaha kara rahe haiM? aura maiM unase kahatA hUM aura kauna? aura kauna yaha yaha kara sakatA hai ? - kevala saMnyAsI loga hI haMsa sakate haiN| isalie vidyA, bahuta acchA - haMso, AnaMdita hoo, aura aura halakI ho jaao| tIsarA prazna: ApakA pratyeka pravacana jIvana meM eka nayA guNa lekara AtA hai| kabhI-kabhI maiM ApakI upasthiti se ota-prota hokara bAhara nikalatI hUM, to kabhI - kabhI digbhramita aura isake sAtha hI samRddha, naI hokara bAhara AtI huuN| maiM jIvana ke dvArA prema kiyAjAnA aura premapUrNa anubhava karatI huuN| kabhI sabase madhura darzana ke bAda bhI maiM gaharAI se hatAza anubhava karatI huuN| kyA Apa isake bAre meM kucha kaheMge?
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________________ yaha prazna prapati ne pUchA hai| hAM, maiM jAnatA hUM ki yaha ghaTita hotA hai| isako ghaTita honA hI hai| yaha gahana rUpa se vicAraNIya hai; maiM cAhatA hUM ki yaha isI prakAra se ghaTita ho| jaba tuma subaha ke pravacana meM mujhako suna rahI hotI ho to maiM tumase vyaktigata rUpa se bAta nahIM kara rahA hotA huuN| maiM kisI vyakti se vyaktigata rUpa se bAta nahIM kara rahA hai| maiM kisI vizeSa vyakti se bAta nahIM kara rahA haM maiM basa bola rahA hai| niHsaMdeha isameM tuma sammilita nahIM ho, tuma mAtra eka zrotA ho| yadi maiM tumhAre siroM para prahAra karatA hUM to bhI sadaiva tama yahI soca letI ho ki yaha dUsaroM ke lie hai, tuma sadaiva bahAne khoja sakatI ho : ozo isaka dUsaroM ke lie kara rahe haiM, aura acche DhaMga se kara rahe haiN| tuma sadaiva apane Apa ko bAhara rakha sakatI ho| lekina prapati, saMdhyA ke samaya jaba tuma darzana meM AtI ho to maiM vizeSa rUpa se tumase hI bAta kara rahA hotA huuN| taba maiM tuma para coTa karatA hU~ aura tuma isase baca nahIM sktii| aura mujhe patA hai ki tumako kaI coToM kI AvazyakatA hai, kyoMki tumako jagAne kA koI aura upAya nahIM hai| jagAne vAle alArma ko jhakajhorane vAlA aura kaThora honA par3atA hai, aura jisa samaya tuma soe rahanA pasaMda karogI, alArma tumako bAdhA pahuMcAtA hai| vAstava meM, ThIka unhIM paloM meM jaba tuma asala meM sonA cAhate the, acAnaka alArma baja uThatA hai| jaba kabhI maiM tumhAre mana meM nidrA kA koI aMza dekhatA hUM mujhako tumhAre Upara jora se prahAra karanA par3atA hai| aura niHsaMdeha, darzana meM tuma merA sAmanA kara rahI hotI ho, yaha eka muThabher3a hai, aura tuma hatAza anubhava karatI ho| yadi tuma samajha jAo to tuma paritRpta anubhava karogI hatAza nahIM, yadi tuma samajha jAo to tuma dekha logI ki maiM kyoM tuma para itanI kaThoratA se prahAra kara tumhArA zatru nahIM huuN| yaha karuNA ke kAraNa honA cAhie ki maiM tuma para itanA jora se prahAra karatA huuN| yadi tuma mujhako samajha sako to tuma AbhArI hogI ki maiMne tumhAre Upara coTa karane kI ciMtA kii| maiM tumako kucha kahAniyAM sunAtA hUM : eka vyakti eka bar3e sTora meM gayA aura dainika upayoga kI kucha vastueM khriidiiN| jaba vaha bhugatAna kAuMTara khar3A thA to usane sTora sahAyaka ke paira para lAta mAra dii| phira usane kSamAyAcanA kI, mahodaya, mujhako apanI isa harakata para behada zarma aura kheda hai| yaha merI eka galata Adata hai| to Apa isake bAre meM kisI cikitsaka se saMparka kyoM nahIM karate? sTora sahAyaka ne puuchaa| agalI bAra vaha jaldI hI sTora meM sAmAna kharIdane aayaa| isa bAra aisA kucha nahIM huaa| mujhako lagatA hai ki Apa ThIka ho gae haiM, sahAyaka ne kahA, kyA Apa manocikitsaka ke pAsa gae maiM gayA thA, usa vyakti ne khaa|
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________________ unhoMne Apako kisa bhAMti ThIka kiyA? sahAyaka ne puuchaa| haA yaha, usa vyakti ne kahA, jaba maiMne usake paira para lAta mArI to usane vApasa mujhe lAta mAra dIaura bahuta jora se maarii| isalie yAda rakho, jaba tuma mere pAsa AtI ho, yadi tuma mujhako coTa pahuMcAo, to maiM tuma para bahuta jora se prahAra karane vAlA huuN| aura kabhI-kabhI to yadi tuma prahAra na karo to bhI maiM prahAra kara detA huuN| tumhAre ahaMkAra ko khaMDita karanA par3atA hai, isI kAraNa hatAzA. hotI hai| yaha hatAzA ahaMkAra kI hai, yaha hatAzA tumhArI nahIM hai| maiM tumhAre ahaMkAra ko anumati nahIM detA, maiM ise kisI bhI taraha kA dRzya yA adRzya sahArA nahIM detaa| lekina subaha ke pravacana meM yaha bahuta sarala hai| jo bhI prahAra maiM karatA hUM vaha dUsaroM ke lie hotA hai, aura jo kucha bhI tumako acchA lagatA hai tumhAre lie hotA hai, tuma cunAva kara sakatI ho| lekina saMdhyA darzana meM nhiiN| tumako maiM eka kahAnI aura sunAtA huu| strI kyA tuma mujhako apane pUre hRdaya aura AtmA se prema karate ho? puruSa. oha, haaN| strI : kyA tuma socate ho ki maiM saMsAra meM sabase suMdara strI hUM? puruSa hii| strI kyA tuma socate ho ki mere hoMTha gulAba kI paMkhur3iyoM jaise haiM, merI AMkheM jhIla jaisI haiM, mere bAla rezama jaise haiN| puruSa hii| strI. oha, tuma kitanI pyArI bAteM karate ho| subaha ke pravacana meM, yaha bahuta sarala hai, tuma jisa para vizvAsa karanA cAho ki maiM tumase kaha rahA hU vizvAsa kara sakatI ho| lekina saMdhyA ke darzana meM yaha asaMbhava hai| lekina, smaraNa rakho ki tumhArI sahAyatA karane ke lie maiM tuma para kaThora prahAra karatA huuN| yaha prema aura karuNA ke kAraNa hai| jaba koI ajanabI mere pAsa AtA hai, maiM usa para darzana taka meM koI prahAra nahIM karatA huuN| vAstava meM maiM koI saMbaMdha nirmita nahIM karatA hUM kyoMki merI ora se kiyA gayA saMbaMdha bijalI ke jhaTake jaisA hone jA rahA hai| kevala saMnyAsiyoM ke sAtha maiM aura kaThora hUM aura jaba maiM dekhatA hUM ki tumhArI kSamatA mahatara hai to maiM kaThora ho jAtA huuN| prapatti meM mahata kSamatA hai| vaha suMdaratApUrNa DhaMga se vikasita aura puSpita ho sakatI hai, aura bahuta kama samaya meM yaha ho sakatA hai,
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________________ lekina usako bahuta: adhika kATa-chAMTa kI AvazyakatA hai| isase pIr3A hotI hai| yAda rakho, jaba kabhI pIr3A ho, sadaiva nirIkSaNa karo... aura tuma dekhogI ki yaha ahaMkAra hai jisako pIr3A hotI hai, tuma nahIM ho| ahaMkAra ko girA kara, ahaMkAra ko kATa-chAMTa kara, eka dina tuma, tuma usase, bAdala se bAhara nikala aaogii| aura taba tuma mere prema ko aura merI karuNA ko samajhogI, isase pahale nhiiN| mujhase loga pUchate haiM, 'yadi hama saMnyAsI nahIM haiM, to kyA Apa hamArI sahAyatA nahI kareMge?' maiM sahAyatA karane ke lie taiyAra hUM kiMtu tumhAre lie yaha sahAyatA le pAnA kaThina hogaa| eka bAra tuma saMnyAsI ho jAo, tuma merA bhAga bana jAte ho| phira jo kucha bhI maiM karanA cAhUM kara sakatA hUM aura taba maiM tumhArI anumati lene kI phikara bhI nahIM karatA, aba usakI AvazyakatA na rhii| eka bAra tuma saMnyAsI bana gae, to tumane mujhako sArI anumati de dI hai, tumane mujhako pUrA adhikAra de diyA hai| jaba tuma saMnyAsa lete ho to tuma mujhako apanA hRdaya dikhA kara sahamati de rahe ho| tuma kaha rahe ho : 'aba maiM yahAM hUM jo kucha Apa karanA cAheM kara leN|' aura niHsaMdeha mujhako aneka aise bhAga kATane par3ate haiM jo galatI se tumhAre sAtha jur3a gae haiN| yaha karIba-karIba eka zalya-kriyA hone jA rahI hai| aneka cIjoM ko haTAnA, niSkriya karanA par3atA hai| aneka cIjoM ko tumhAre sAtha jor3anA par3atA hai| tumhArI UrjA ko naye rAstoM para jAne ke lie vyavasthita karanA paDatA hai; yaha galata dizAoM meM gati kara rahI hai| isalie yaha lagabhaga vidhvaMsa karane aura phira puna: nirmANa karane jaisA hai| yaha karIba-karIba eka upadrava hone jA rahA hai| kiMtu smaraNa rakho, ki nRtya karate hue sitAroM kA janma upadrava meM se hI hotA hai, dUsarA koI rAstA nahIM hai| aMtima prazna: pUraba meM isa bAta para bala diyA jAtA hai ki vyakti ko prema-saMbaMdha meM eka vyakti eka hI vyakti ke sAtha bane rahanA caahie| pazcima meM aba loga eka saMbaMdha se dUsare saMbaMdha meM cale jAte hai| Apa kisake pakSa meM hai? meM prema ke pakSa meM huuN| mujhako tumhAre lie yaha bAta spaSTa karane do : prema ke prati ImAnadAra raho aura sAthiyoM kI ciMtA mata kro| bhale hI sAthI eka ho yA aneka sAthI hoM, prazna yaha nahIM hai| prazna yaha hai ki kyA tuma prema ke prati ImAnadAra ho? yadi tuma kisI strI yA puruSa ke sAtha rahate ho aura usako prema nahIM karate ho,
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________________ to tuma pApa meM jIte ho| yadi tumhArA kisI se vivAha huA hai aura tuma usa vyakti ko prema nahIM karate ho, aura phira bhI tuma usake sAtha jIe cale jAte ho, usa strI yA puruSa ke sAtha prema karate rahate ho, to tuma prema ke virodha meM eka pApa kara rahe ho... aura prema paramAtmA hai| tuma sAmAjika aupacArikatAoM, suvidhAoM, sahUilayatoM ke lie prema ke viparIta nirNaya le rahe ho| yaha utanA hI anucita hai jitanA ki tuma jAkara kisI strI ke sAtha balAtkAra kara lo jisase tumhArA koI prema nahIM hai| tuma kisI strI ke sAtha balAtkAra karate ho, to yaha eka aparAdha hai- kyoMki tuma usa strI se prema nahIM karate aura vaha strI tumako prema nahIM krtii| lekina, yadi tuma kisI strI ke sAtha rahate ho aura tuma usako prema nahIM karate, taba bhI aisA hI hotA hai taba eka balAtkAra hai yaha, niHsaMdeha yaha sAmAjika rUpa se svIkRta hai kiMtu yaha balAtkAra hai aura tuma prema ke devatA ke viparIta jA rahe ho / isalie jaise ki pUraba meM logoM ne apane saMpUrNa jIvana ke lie eka sAthI ke sAtha rahane kA nirNaya le liyA hai, isameM kucha bhI galata nahIM hai| yadi tuma prema ke prati sacce bane rahate ho to eka vyakti ke sAtha rahate rahanA suMdaratama bAta hai, kyoMki ghaniSThatA vikasita hotI hai lekina ninyAnabe pratizata saMbhAvanAeM to yahI haiM ki vahAM koI prema nahIM hotA, kevala tuma sAtha-sAtha rahate ho| aura sAtha-sAtha rahane se eka prakAra kA saMbaMdha vikasita ho jAtA hai, jo ki kevala sAtha-sAtha rahane se bana gayA hai, prema ke kAraNa nahIM banA hai| aura ise prema samajhane kI galatI mata krnaa| kiMtu yadi aisA saMbhava ho jAe, yadi tuma eka vyakti ko prema karo aura usake sAtha pUrA jIvana rahate ho, to eka gaharI ghaniSThatA vikasita hogI, aura prema tumhAre lie gahanatara aura gahanatara rahasyodaghATana kregaa| yadi tuma aksara apane jIvana-sAthI ko badalate raho to yaha saMbhava nahIM hai| yaha isa prakAra se hai jaise ki tuma kisI vRkSa ko ukhAr3a kara usakA sthAna badala do; kucha samaya bAda punaH badala do, taba yaha kabhI apanI jar3oM kahIM jamA nahIM sktaa| jar3eM jamAne ke lie vRkSa ko eka sthAna para bane rahane kI AvazyakatA hai, taba yaha gaharAI meM jAtA hai, taba yaha aura zaktizAlI ho jAtA hai| ghaniSThatA acchI bAta hai, aura eka pratibaddhatA meM bane rahanA suMdara hai, kiMtu AdhArabhUta AvazyakatA hai-prema yadi vRkSa ko aise sthAna para lagA diyA jAe jahAM para kevala caTTAneM haiM aura ve vRkSa ko mAre DAla rahI haiM, taba vRkSa ko haTA denA hI behatara hai| taba yaha Agraha mata karo ki usako eka hI sthAna para bane rahanA caahie| jIvana ke prati sacce bane raho, vRkSa ko haTA do, kyoMki aba yaha mAmalA jIvana ke viparIta jA rahA hai| pazcima meM loga badala rahe haiM - bahuta se sNbNdh| prema kI donoM upAyoM se hatyA hotI hai| pUraba meM isako mAra DAlA gayA hai, kyoMki loga parivartana se bhayabhIta hai, pazcima meM isakI hatyA kI gaI, kyoMki loga eka sAthI ke sAtha laMbe samaya taka rahane se bhayabhIta haiM, bhayagrasta haiM, kyoMki yaha eka pratibaddhatA bana jAtA hai isalie isase pahale ki yaha eka pratibaddhatA bana jAe, badala DAloM isa prakAra tuma mukta aura svataMtra bane rahate ho aura eka khAsa prakAra kI AvAragI bar3hane lagatI hai| ora svataMtratA ke nAma
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________________ para prema ko karIba-karIba kucala diyA gayA hai, mauta ke muhAne para khar3A hai prema prema ko donoM upAyoM se kSati pahuMcI hai pUraba meM loga surakSA, suvidhA tathA aupacArikatA se Asakta haiM pazcima meM ve apane ahaMkAra kI svataMtratA, apratibaddhatA se Asakta haiM lekina prema ko donoM upAyoM ke kAraNa rahI hai| pahuca maiM prema ke pakSa meM huuN| na meM pUrvIya hUM aura na pAzcAtya, aura maiM isa bAta kI jarA bhI ciMtA nahIM karatA ki tuma kisa samAja ke ho| maiM kisI samAja kA nahIM huuN| maiM prema ke pakSa meM huuN| sadaiva smaraNa rakho, yadi yaha prema kA saMbaMdha hai, to zubha hai| jaba taka prema jArI hai, usameM bane raho, aura jitanA saMbhava ho sake utanI gaharAI se pratibaddha rho| - jitanI samagratA se saMbhava ho sake isameM raho, saMbaMdha meM DUba jaao| taba prema tumako rUpAMtarita kara pAne meM samartha ho jaaegaa| kiMtu yadi prema nahIM hai, to parivartana kara denA behatara hai| kiMtu taba badalAhaTa ko apanI lata mata bana jAne do, isako eka Adata mata bnaao| isako eka yAtrika Adata mata banane do ki pratyeka do yA tIna varSa bAda parivartana karanA hI hai, jaise ki vyakti ko pratyeka do yA tIna varSa ke bAda yA pratyeka varSa ke bAda apanI kAra ko badalanA paDatA hai| eka nayA maoNDala bAjAra meM A gayA hai, aba kyA kiyA jAe? - tumako apanI kAra badalanA hI pddegii| acAnaka tumhArI bheMTa kisI naI strI se ho jAtI hai| usameM koI khAsa aMtara nahIM hai| strI vaise hI eka strI hai jaise ki puruSa eka puruSa hai| aMtara to gauNa haiM, kyoMki yaha prazna UrjA kA hai| straiNa UrjA to straiNa UrjA hI hai| pratyeka strI meM sArI striyoM kA pratinidhitva hai, aura pratyeka puruSa meM sabhI puruSoM kA pratinidhitva hai| aMtara hu satahI haiM nAka thor3I sI laMbI hai yA yaha kucha laMbI nahIM hai; bAla sunahare haiM yA kAle-choTe-choTe aMtara, basa UparI sataha ke| gaharAI meM prazna straiNa UrjA yA puruSa UrjA kA hai| isalie yadi prema hai to usase Abaddha rho| isako vikasita hone kA eka avasara do| kiMtu yadi yaha nahIM hai, to isake pahale ki tuma premavihIna saMbaMdha ke AdI ho jAo, parivartana kara lo| pazcAttApa-kakSa, kaphezanala bAksa meM eka yuvA vivAhitA ne pAdarI se garbhanirodhaka goliyoM ke prayoga ke bAre meM puuchaa| tumako unakA upayoga nahIM karanA cAhie, pAdarI ne khaa| ve paramezvara ke niyama ke pratikUla haiN| eka gilAsa pAnI pI lo| golI khAne se pahale yA usake bAda vivAhitA ne puuchaa| usake sthAna para ! pAdarI ne uttara diyaa| tuma mujhase pUchate ho ki pUrvIya DhaMga kA anugamana kiyA jAe yA pazcimI DhaMga kA? kisI kA bhI nahIM; tuma divya DhaMga kA anugamana karo aura divya DhaMga kyA hai? prema ke prati ImAnadAra bane raho yadi prema hai, to pratyeka bAta kI anumati hai yadi prema nahIM hai, to kisI bAta kI anumati
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________________ nahIM hai| yadi tuma apanI patnI se prema nahIM karate, to usako mata chuo, kyoMki yaha anAdhikAra ceSTA hai| yadi tuma kisI strI ko prema nahIM karate, to usake sAtha soo mata; yaha prema ke niyamoM ke pratikUla jAnA hai, aura vahI parama nivama hai| kevala taba jaba tuma prema karate ho, pratyeka bAta kI anumati hai| kisI ne hippo ke AstIna se pUchA, 'maiM eka nitAMta anapar3ha AdamI hUM aura maiM dharma, vitAna kI mahAna pustakeM aura dharmazAstra nahIM par3ha sakatA huuN| Apa mujhe basa eka choTA sA saMdeza de diijie| maiM bahuta mUrkha hUM aura merI yAdadAzta bhI acchI nahIM hai, isalie kRpayA mujhe koI sAra kI bAta batA dIjie jisase maiM use yAda rakha sakU aura usakA anupAlana kara skuu|' agastIna eka bar3e darzanazAstrI, mahAna saMta the, aura unhoMne bar3e-bar3e upadeza die the, lekina kisI ne unase basa sArAMza ke lie nahIM pUchA thaa| unhoMne apanI AMkheM baMda kara lI aura yaha kahA gayA hai ki ve ghaMToM dhyAnamagna rhe| aura usa vyakti ne kahA, yadi Apane uttara khoja liyA hai, to kRpayA mujhako batA dIjie jisase maiM vApasa lauTa jAUM, kyoMki maiM ghaMToM se pratIkSA kara rahA huuN| agastIna ne kahA : maiM sivAya isake aura kucha nahIM khoja sakA haM prema karo aura phira tumako hara bAta kI anumati dI jAtI hai-basa prem| jIsasa kahate haiM : paramAtmA prema hai| maiM tumase kahanA cAhUMgA ki prema paramAtmA hai| paramAtmA ke bAre meM saba kucha bhUla jAo, prema paryApta hai| prema ke sAtha cala pAne kA paryApta sAhasa banAe rho| aura kisI bAta kI ciMtA mata lo| yadi tuma prema kA khayAla kara lete ho, to tumhAre lie sabhI kucha saMbhava ho jaaegaa| pahalI bAta, kisI strI yA puruSa ke sAtha jisase tumako prema nahIM hai, mata jaao| kisI sanaka ke calate mata jAo, kisI vAsanA ke kAraNa mata jaao| khojo, kyA kisI vyakti ke sAtha pratibadadha rahane kI AkAMkSA tumameM jAga cukI hai| kyA gaharA saMbaMdha banAne ke lie tuma paryApta rUpa se paripakva ho? kyoMki yaha saMbaMdha tamhAre sAre jIvana ko badalane jA rahA hai| aura jaba tama saMbaMdha banAo to isako pUrI saccAI se bnaao| apanI preyasI yA apane premI se kucha bhI mata chipAo-ImAnadAra bno| una sabhI jhUThe ceharoM ko girA do, jinako pahananA tuma sIkha cuke ho| sabhI mukhauTe haTA do| sacce ho jaao| apanA pUrA hRdaya khola do, nagna ho jaao| do prema karane vAloM ke bIca meM koI rahasya nahIM honA cAhie, varanA prema nahIM hai| sAre bheda khola do| yaha rAjanIti hai; rahasya rakhanA rAjanIti hai| prema meM aisA nahIM honA caahie| tumako kucha bhI chipAnA nahIM caahie| jo kucha bhI tumhAre hRdaya meM uThatA hai use tumhArI preyasI ke lie spaSTa rUpa se pAradarzI honA caahie| tumako eka-dUsare ke prati do pAradarzI astitva bana jAnA caahie| dhIre-dhIre tumheM dikhAI par3egA ki tuma eka uccatara ekatva kI ora vikasita ho rahe ho| bAhara kI strI se mila kara, usase saccAI se mila kara, usako prema karate hue, usake astitva ke prati svayaM kI pratibaddhatA jArI rakhate hue, usameM vilIna hote hue, usameM pighala kara, dhIre-dhIre tuma usa strI se milanA AraMbha kara doge jo tumhAre bhItara hai, tuma usa puruSa se milanA AraMbha kara dogI jo
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________________ tumhAre bhItara hai| bAhara kI strI bhItara kI strI kI ora jAne kA eka mArga bhara hai; aura bAhara kA puruSa bhI bhItara ke puruSa kI ora jAne kA basa eka rAstA hai| vAstavika carama sukha tumhAre bhItara ghaTita hotA hai, jaba tumhAre bhItara kA puruSa aura strI mila jAte haiN| hiMdU dharma ke ardhanArIzvara pratIka kA yahI tAne ziva ko avazya dekhA hogA : Adhe puruSa, AdhI strii| pratyeka puruSa AdhA puruSa hai, AdhA strI hai; pratyeka strI AdhI strI hai, AdhI puruSa hai| aisA honA hI hai, kyoMki tumhArA AdhA astitva tumhAre pitA se AtA hai aura AdhA astitva tumhArI mAM se AtA hai| tuma donoM ho| eka bhItarI carama AnaMda, eka AMtarika milana, eka AMtarika saMyoga kI AvazyakatA hai| lekina usa bhItarI saMyoga taka pahuMcane ke lie tumako bAhara kI strI khojanI par3egI jo bhItarI strI ko pratisaMvedita karatI ho, jo tumhAre AMtarika astitva ko spaMdita karatI ho| aura taba tumhArI AMtarika strI jo gaharI nIMda meM so rahI hai, jAga jAtI hai| bAhara kI strI ke mAdhyama se tumhArA bhItara kI strI ke sAtha sammilana ho jAegA; aura yahI saba bhItara ke paruSa ke lie bhI hotA hai| isalie yadi saMbaMdha laMbe samaya ke lie calatA hai, to yaha behatara hogA; kyoMki AMtarika strI ko jAgane ke lie samaya caahie| jaisA ki pazcima meM ho rahA hai-chakara bhAga jAne vAle saMbaMdha-AMtarika strI ko samaya hI nahIM milatA, AMtarika paruSa ko samaya hI nahIM milatA ki uThe aura jAga jaae| jaba taka bhItara kucha karavaTa letA hai bAhara kI strI jA cukI hotI hai.. .phira koI aura strI dUsare prakAra kI taraMgeM lie hue, anya prakAra kA pariveza lie hue A jAtI hai| aura niHsaMdeha yadi tuma apanI strI aura apane puruSa ko badalate cale jAo, to tuma vikSipta ho jAoge; kyoMki tumhAre astitva meM itanI prakAra kI cIjeM, itanI prakAra kI dhvaniyAM, kaMpanoM kI itanI sArI vividhatAeM praviSTa ho jAeMgI ki tuma apanI AMtarika strI ko khoja pAne ke sthAna para ulajha jaaoge| yaha kaThina hogaa| aura saMbhAvanA yaha hai ki tumheM parivartana kI lata par3a jaaegii| tuma badalAhaTa kA majA lenA AraMbha kara doge| taba tuma kho jaaoge| bAhara kI strI bhItara kI strI kI ora jAne kA rAstA bhara hai, aura bAhara kA puruSa bhItara ke puruSa kI ora jAne kA mArga hai| aura tumhAre bhItara parama yoga, rahasyamaya-milana, yUnio misTikA ghaTita ho jAtA hai| aura jaba yaha ghaTita ho jAtA hai taba tuma sArI striyoM aura sAre puruSoM se mukta ho jAte ho| taba tuma puruSa aura strIpana se mukta ho| taba acAnaka tuma donoM ke pAra cale jAte ho; phira tuma donoM meM se kucha bhI nahIM rhte| yahI hai atikrmnn| yahI brahmacarya hai| taba puna: tuma apane zuddha kaMArepana ko upalabdha kara lete ho, tumhArA maulika svabhAva tumako puna: mila jAtA hai| pataMjali kI bhASAvalI meM yahI kaivalya hai| Aja itanA hii|