Purnima Pachi Ugi

Author(s): Chitrabhanu
Publisher: Jivanmani Sadvachan Mala Trust
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/005915/1

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zrI jIvana-maNi sadudvAcanamALA TrasTaH varSa 10:pu. 2 juM pUrNitA pAcho ULI, :lekhaka: citrabhAnu" munizrI caMdraprabhasAgara jasada tamArA vAcanama, ja A : a jAvA zrI jIvana-maNi sadvAcanamALA TrasTa amadAvAda

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prakAzaka : lAlabhAI maNilAla zAha zrI jIvana-maNi sAcanamALA TrasTa : haDIbhAInA derA sAme, dilhI daravAjA bahAra : amadAvAda mudraka : kAntilAla ema. desAI cadrikA prinTarI mirajApura reDa : amadAvAda pahelI AvRtti : 1966 : kiMmata : za. 2-00 paisA

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BERBAGER prakAzakIya Abhane ajavALatI pUrNimA vAdaLAnI eTamAM chupAI gaI che, vAdaLAnA thara enI zubhra dhavala cAMdanIne AvarI beDA che, saMsAramAM prakAza jevuM kAMI rahyuM nathI, je che te mAtra jIvanava canA ja mAtra che! rAta veraNu khanI che, kaSAyeAnAM ToLAM ne ToLAM jIvananI samRddhine chaDeceAka lUTI javA lAgyAM che. mitra ane zatru, meha ane prema, tyAga ne vairAgya badhu` Take zera bhAjI ne Take zera khAjAMnI jema eka bhAve vecAvA lAgyuM' che ! aMdhakAra mana-buddhine AvarIne have AtmAnA banyA che. dizA keAI sUjhatI nathI. dizA sAcI samajI deDIe te tyAM bhIMta sAthe mAthuM aphaLAya che ! ghANInA belanI jema TheranA Thera pharIne UbhA rahIe chIe. kayAM javuM ? kema javuM ? zuM karavuM? sahune cAritryanA sUrya sAMpaDatA nathI. amane sa`sArIone tA pUrNimA bharI rAta paNa khape. saMsAranI amArI rAta ujiyArI banavI joI e. ame cAra ane zAhukAra, mitra ane zatru, upakArI ane apakArIne teA oLakhI zakIe ne ! pUrNimAnA parama ArAdhane beThelA mumukSuone eka nave sabahu sAMpaDe che, eka navI cAMdanI mananI bichAta para patha rAya che, apUrva kAMI kaumudI kAMTA ane phUla ane para verAya che. jAge! te jue ! anubhavA ne AtmasAkSAtkAra karI ! pUrNimA pAchI UgI che ! e pUrNimAnAM svAgata karIe. --vyavasthApaka

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"he cheanukrama 1. pUrNimA pAchI UgI 2. ahaMne oLakho 3. strInI zakti 4. sAcuM AbhUSaNa 5. abhaya keLavo 6. AjanA yuvAnane 7. prazna-tripuTI 8. AjanA yugamAM jIvanasAphalyanI kuMcI 10. ApaNane oLakhIe 11. dAna eka utsava 12. ratnatrayI 13. teja lisoTo 14. strI javALA nahi, jayena 104 115 137 147 176 178

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pUrNimA pAchI UgI! bhAratabharamAM AjanA divasa judI judI rIte UjavAI rahyo che. tyAgI mahAtmAe sAdhanA, svAdhyAya, ciMtana ane sevA--A cAra kAryAM cAra mahinA sudhI eka sthaLe pUrNa karI, bIjA gAma prati prayANa karavAnI prabhAtathI taiyArI karatA haze. eTale eka rIte cAra mahinA sudhI eka ThekANe rahelA tapa ane tyAganI mUrti jevA A sa Mte, Aje nadInA pravAhanI jema judA judA kSetrane pallavita karavA nIkaLI paDaze. vaLI AjanA divase, hajAro bhAvika hRdayane preraNA ApatuM bhAratavarSa nuM ajoDatI pAlitANA bhAvika AtmAAne melAvI rahyuM che. ApaNe jema ahI pAMca mALa caDayA tema tyAM AgaLa traNa mAIla UMcA ApaNA je girirAja che te, utsAhathI upara caDatAM vRddho ane thAkelA mANasAne aLa ApI rahyo che. ane enuM A dRzya atyAre mArI sAme AvIne UbhuM che. bhagavAna hemacaMdrAcAya mahArAja, jemaNe bhAratavarSamAM ahiMsAnI jyAta jagAvI ane kumArapALa ane siddharAja jevA sama rAjavIonA dharmAMguru banavAnuM mahAna saubhAgya

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pUrNimA pAchI UgI! prApta karyuM temane Aja janmadina paNa che. guru banavuM te sahela che paNa ziSyanA AtmAne uddhAra kare, enA AtmAne uThAvI le; UMce caDAva e kAma kaThina che. evA prakAranA je thoDAghaNu gaNyAgAMThayA guru thayA temAM kalikAlasarvajJa bhagavAna hemacaMdrAcAryanuM nAma prathama che. e mahAprabhAvaka kalikAlasarvajJa bhagavAna hemacaMdrAcArya eka ThekANe lakhe cheH mANasanA jIvanane hetu zuM che? A saMsAramAM ApaNe badhA AvyA ane jIvana jIvyA, paNa ene hetu ze?" savAre UThIe tyArathI sAMja sudhI eka jAtanI ApaNI doDa cAle che. je lokonI pAse vadhAre vegavAna vAhana che, ane vadhAre doTa lagAvI jANe che e leke samAjamAM vadhAre bhAgyazALI gaNAya che. eka bhAIe eka zrImaMtanI oLakha ApatAM kahyuM : A bhAI keNuM che te tamane khabara che?" meM kahyuM : "huM kyAMthI jANuM?" temanI pAse be te helIkopTara che, ema kahIne emaNe mane emanI oLakhANa ApI. meM pUchyuM: "zA mATe?" e kaheH "ame jema be maeNTara rAkhIe chIe tema A bhAI pAse be helIkepTara che, ane jyAre kyAMya javuM hoya tyAre helIkopTaramAM ja jAya che, kAraNa ke emane TAImanI bahu kiMmata che."

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pUrNimA pAchI UgI ! 3 mane thayuM ke AvA mANasane guru banAvavA joI e, kAraNa ke jene samayanI kiMmata che te ja prAjJa, te ja sAcA sAdhaka, te ja kharA guru. me' pUchyuM : ' bhAI, tame samaya te bacAvA che paNa e samaya bacAvIne zu karo che?' te kaheH 'mahArAja, tamane tA kaI khabara lAgatI nathI; tame teA upAzrayamAM esI gayA che. keTalA udyogA calAvavA paDe che, keTalAM kArakhAnAMo che, keTalI AphsiAmAM dhyAna parovavu paDe che! pravRtti eTalI che ke jIvavAnI ke maravAnI phurasada nathI.' ' rAtanA tamane UMdha vicAratAM vicAratAM meM pUchyuMH te zAMtithI AvatI ja haze ne?' * are, UMgha kevI ? e mATe te UMghavAnI geALI levI paDe che.' tyAre mane thayuM ke suMdaramAM sudara khambe helIkopTara rAkhanAra mANasane UMgha levA mATe davAnI madada levI paDe, davAne Teke jIvavu paDe enA jevA parAdhIna ane duHkhI mANasa bIjo keNu hAI zake? Aja sudhI saMsAramAM mAnavInAM mUlye mAtra Arthika STie ja karAyAM che, paNa have evA jamAnA AvI gayA che ke vicArako ane ciMtA tarapha mANasA vaLavA lAgyA che. mANusanA jIvanamAM mANusane peAtAne jo zAMti na maLe, mANusa ezikA upara mAthuM mUke ane ene jo UMgha na Ave, te A badhAnA a ze ? mANasa samAdhimaya zAMtinA

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pUrNimA pAchI UgI ! sparzI jo na pAmI zakatA hAya tA samagra jIvananA mahAna prayatna mAtra pANI lAvavA jevA ja niSphaLa che. ghaNI vAra ema paNa dekhAya che ke retImAM ghara bAMdhIne bALako jyAre sAMja thAya che tyAre ' A ghara mAru ne te ghara tAruM' kahIne laDatA hAya che; meTAo paNa AvuM ja karatA dekhAya che. bALakonA kajiyA retInA ghara mATe che; moTAonA jhaghaDA IMTonAM makAna mATe che. ane laDe che nAzavaMta vastuo mATe. mANase Ama laDayA ja kare tA mANase A bhUmimAM thaI gayelA ATaATalA mahApuruSA pAsethI meLavyu' zuM? ATalAM varSomAM keLavyuM zuM ? bahAranA loko adhyAtmanI tRSA chipAvavA ahIM Ave che. e samaje che ke bhAratamAM AdhyAtmika amRta che; jene eka pyAlA pIvAthI AtmAne amaratva prApta thAya che. A eka amerikana bhAI te tamArI sAthe ja beThA che. e vanaspatyAhArI che e jANI tamane bahu Ana Mda thaze. ane vadhu Ana Mdita thavA jevI vAta tA e che ke e vanaspatyAhArI te che, paNa AgaLa vadhIne e dUdha ane mAkhaNa paNa letA nathI. emanI jayAre mane ALakhANa ApI tyAre meM kahyuM ke, one step ahead-eka pagalu' tame AgaLa vadhelA che.' e kahe che: ' gAyanuM dUdha laI ne enA vacherAne mAre juduM pADI, ane bhUkhyuM nathI rAkhavu.' AvI sUkSma ahiMsAthI ene jIvana jIvavuM che. je amerikA tarapha ApaNA hajAro juvAnAnI AMkha che, je amerikA javAnA visA meLavavA mATe ADIavaLI

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pUrNimA pAchI UgI! rIta ajamAvI, bhagavAnanA segana khAvA hoya te te khAIne paNu, visA meLavavA taiyAra che, ane je loko ema mAnatA heya ke ame bhagavAnane vaphAdAra chIe, e loke visAnI khAtara vaphAdArI choDIne javAne taiyAra che, jyAre amerikAne tyAga karIne A mANase ahIM AvI rahyA che. zA mATe AvI rahyA che? teo mAne che ke bhAratabhUmimAM kaI evI mahAna vastu che, evI saMjIvanI che, koIka evuM amRta che ke jene mAtra eka pyAle pIvAmAM Ave te mAnava amara banI jAya ne janma-maraNanA pherA TaLI jAya. saMskRtinuM je ghara kahevAya, samarpaNanI saMskRtinuM je janmasthAna kahevAya, saMtanI je janmabhUmi kahevAya, e ja saMtanI janmabhUmi parathI Aje saMskRti keTalI jhaDapathI jovAI rahI che, bhUMsAI rahI che, bhulAI rahI che! ane je Ama ja cAlyA karaze te jIvanane je uddeza che te ja bhulAI jaze. A mATe ja Aje ApaNe vicAravAnuM che ke mANasanuM je jIvana che te parama zAMtinI zodha mATe che. mANasanI jIvanayAtrA te pUrNa prati prayANa che. mANasathI A na banI zake, ke mANasAIne pUrNa anubhava na meLavI zakAya, to huM tamane kahIza ke jIvana nirarthaka che-ekase ne eka TakA nirarthaka che. jiMdagIne vijya zenA para AdhArita che? bAhya vastu para ke aMdaranAM tanAM saMzodhana para? mANasamAM rahelAM enAM niyAmaka tane traNa bhAgamAM vaheMcI zakAya, ane te pramANe mANasane vikAsakrama vicArI zakAya.

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pUrNimA pAchI UgI : keTalAka mANase| vRttipradhAna che, keTalAka mANasA vicArapradhAna che ane keTalAka mANaso vivekapradhAna che. je vRttipradhAna mANasA che, e loko vRttinI doDamAM doDI rahyA che. vRttinA Avega Avye ane AhAra, nidrA, bhaya, maithuna karI lIdhu. tenA mATe ene kaI ja vicAra nathI. e vRttinA prerelA nazAmAM mANasa pAte peAtAne ja bhUlI jAya che; e vRttionA pravAhamAM taNAtA hoya che. A vibhAga mAtra vRttie upara ja jIvanArA varga che. A vane bIjo koI ja vicAra nathI. vRttiothI prerAI ne, vRttione adhIna banIne e jyAre vRttienI icchAne pUrNa kare che tyAre e mAne che ke eNe cakravatI nu sukha bhogavI lIdhuM. OM A vRttipradhAna jIvana te pazutA che. pazuonI vRtti evI hoya che ke bhUkha lAgI eTale khAI le, tarasa lAgI teA pI le, kAma jAge eTale pUrNa karI le, UMdha AvI tA cAlatAM ke beThAM paNa UMdhI le. TUMkamAM Avega agara vRttienA eka jabaradasta humalA sAthe icchA pUrNa karI le. AvA vargane pazutApradhAna kahI zakAya. enA pachI bIjo vaga Ave chevicArapradhAnaneA. vicArapradhAnamAM vRtti teA che ja, paNa niNa ya karI zakatA nathI ke zu karu.. kadIka vRtti jAge che ane vicAra Ave che: 'nA, mAre A nathI karavuM.' kadIka vaLI ema thAya : karI lauM.' e vicAromAM che; ni ya karI zakatA nathI. enAmAM mANasanuM jarAka dana thAya che. e bhUla kare che, paNa bhUla karavA chatAM tene lAge che ke A bhUla karavA jevI nathI. 6

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pUrNimA pAchI UgI! te jUThuM bole che, paNa jUThuM bolyA pachI vicAra kare che ke jUThuM belavuM kharAba che. pite ema che ke mane A beTo vArase maLI gayuM che, e vArasa mArAM saMtAnone na maLe te sAruM. e dArU pIte hovA chatAM ema mAne che ke mAre dIkaro dArU na pIe. eTale "nathI pIve e "vicAra" che ne pIdhA vinA cAlatuM nathI" e "vRtti" che. vRtti ane vicAra vaccenuM gharSaNa e mANasanA jIvanamAM thoDIka mAnavatAnI havA lAve che, paNa pazutA ene cheDatI nathI. samAjamAM AvA mANasenuM ApaNane ghaNI vAra darzana thAya che, je vRttione dabAvI pazutAnA starathI upara AvyA hoya che. chatAM temanA hadayanA UMDANamAM satata evuM kaMIka nirbaLa vahetuM ja hoya che je emane cekakesa ke nirNata thavA nathI detuM. AvA mANasamAM mAnavatAnI suvAsa kadIka mahekI paNa UThe, vaLI kadIka badabo paNa UchaLI paDe. AvA mANaso prArthanA kare cheH "he bhagavAna! mane prakAza Apa. aMdhakAramAMthI bahAra kADha asatyamAMthI upara uThAva. nimnamAMthI unnata prati laI jA." ahIM prArthanA che paNa prayatna nathI. jenI aMdara prArthanA che paNa prayatna nathI evI je avasthA che, te vicArapradhAna pravAhI avasthA che-anizcita vicArenI avasthA che. - trIjo eka varga che, jemAM vRtti nahi, vicAra nahi, paNa viveka che. ane viveka e prabhutA che. tame kArya kare

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2 pUrNimA pAchI UgI ! tyAre viveka dIpaka dhare te! jANavuM ke A ja prabhutA che, prabhu have dUra nathI. :: kAntA ane kanakanA 6 eka AcArye ThIka ja kahyuM che pAtaLA dorAthI AkhuMya vizva badhAyelu che, paNa je mANasanu mana vivekathI e bannemAM virakta che, te e bhujAvALA paramezvara che.' jemAM viveka che, jenuM mAthu praleAbhanA sAme namatu nathI, jenuM hRdaya lAbhAtuM nathI, jenA vicArAmAM cAMcalya UbhuM thatuM nathI evA prakAranA mANusa dvibhuja bhagavAna che. gagananA pelA panAnA bhagavAnane bhale cAra bhujA hAya, paNa A te A pRthvI paranA be bhujAvALA bhagavAna che, kAraNa ke enAmAM vivekapUrNa virakti che. bhAratIya saMskRtinAM ApaNAM jIvanamUlyA e prabhutA tarapha javAvALAM mUlyeA che. tame jozo ke pAzavatApradhAna je pravRtti che, e vRttipradhAna che; vicAra pradhAna je jIvana che, e mAnavapradhAna jIvana che; ane jenI aMdara vivekapradhAna jIvana che e jIvanamAM ja prabhutA vaselI che. eka bhAI e mane pUcheluM ke, prabhutAnuM daza na kema thAya ? meM kahyu' : vRtti ane vicAranA visanathI.' te kahe H ' 6 dRSTAnta na ApI zake ?' : meM kahyuM: A kAgaLa para prabhutA zabda lakho.' emaNe A zabda lakhyA. pachI emane pUchyuM;* tamArA khIsAmAM kaI che? ' e kahe : eka gInI che.' tA ene A zabda para mUko. have " 6 prabhutA vaMcAya che?

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pUrNimA pAchI UgI! dekhAya che? nahi. kAraNa ke e DhaMkAyela che. enuM darzana karavuM hoya te gInInuM visarjana kare." bhagavAnane dabAvanAra koNa? bhagavAna dabAye gInI nIce-senA nIce dabAyela prabhutA prArthanA kare che, paNa prayatna nathI. ekalI prArthanAthI zuM vaLe? bhagavAnane jevA hoya, sAMbhaLavA hoya te prayatna karI A gInIne khaseDI nAkhe, senAnuM paDa khaseDI nAkhe, te ja hRdaya khulluM thAya ane prabhutAnuM darzana thAya. dAna zuM che? hRdaya senAnA bhArathI dabAI gayuM che tene khulluM karavuM te dAna che. prabhutAne pAmavAne A eka suMdaramAM suMdara upAya che. te mAnuM chuM ke sAdhuo tamArA upakArI che. e tamane beja vagaranA (Burdenless) banAvI rahyA che. tamane lAgavuM joIe ke A be ja jyAre utAruM! huM jouM chuM ke ahIM ghaNA bejavALA mANase che. zubhecchA evI che ke sau haLavA thAya. paNa keTalAka te kahe che, "ame bhAra te nahi ja cheDIe." bhArane vaLagI rahevuM ane bhagavAnane kahevuM ke tuM mane uDAvI le. te bhagavAna kahe che ke tuM eTale vajanadAra che ke mArAthI tuM UpaDe ema nathI; tane uThAvuM te kadAca huM tArA nIce dabAI jAuM. ane A DUbate mANasa tAranArane paNa pakaDI le. eTalA ja mATe bhagavAnane je jevA hoya te ApaNA upara je bhAra che te bhArane ApaNe e karavA paDaze. te huM tamane eTaluM ja kahuM chuM ke Akhara te mAnavajIvananI

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10 pUrNimA pAchI UgI ! yAtrA kAIka parama tattvane maLavA mATe ja che. ApaNe ahIMyAM manyA chIe te keTalA Anada che! paNa jo e prabhutAne ApaNe maLIe tA tA kevA apUrva AnaMda prasarI jAya ! sAMbhaLelA eka prasaMga yAda Ave che. dilhInuM eka kuTu kha ghaNAM varSoMthI muMbaImAM rahetu hatu. muMkhaImAM hullaDa thatAM A kuTuMbane peAtAnI janmabhUmi sAMbharI AvI. eNe dilhInI TikiTa kaDhAvI. e gADImAM beThu'. strIe pUchyuM : ' ATalAM varSe ApaNe dilhI jaIe chIe. tyAM ApaNane agavaDa nahi paDe ?' puruSe kahyuM : agavaDa zAnI paDe? tu jo te kharI, UlaTI sagavaDa thaze. ApaNe mukhaI AvyAM, dhanavAna thayAM chatAM ApaNe ApaNA mitrone bhUlyA nathI; ahI kheDAM beThA paNa emanuM dhyAna rAkhyu che. ApaNane jema muMbaImAM hatu tevu ja tyAM paNa che.' ( A vAta emanI bAjumAM jarA udAsa beThelA eka pravAsI sAMbhaLI rahyo hate. peAtAnA viSAdane vAte dvArA haLavA karavA. eNe kahyuM : ' huM paNa dilhI ja jaI rahyo chuM, paNa mArA dilamAM tamArA jeTalI khuzI nathI, kAraNa ke dilhIthI muMbaI AvyA pachI muMbaInA raMgarAgamAM vatananA mitrone sAva ja vIsarI gayA. Aja Aphata AvatAM dilhI sAMbharI AvyuM. jA te chuM paNa kayAM UtaravuM ane kone maLavuM e vicArane viSaya thaI paDyo che. tamAruM svAgata thaze, jyAre mAre UtaravA mATe sthAnanI zeAdha karavA rakhaDavu paDaze; ane te paNa paisA vinA kema maLe ? ane Aja te khIsu paNa khAlI che.'

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11 pUrNimA pAchI UgI! eTalAmAM eka cerane doraDAthI bAMdhI be pilIsa TrenamAM dAkhala thayA ane bAjunA pATiyA para beThA. pelA bhAIe pUchyuM: "tame kayAM jAo che?" te kaheH "ame dilhI jaI rahyA chIe. A cAra dilhIne che. eNe muMbaI AvI ghaNAne zIzAmAM utAryA che-ghaNAne chetaryA che ane varSo sudhI ThagavidyA ajamAvI che. have e pakaDAya che. ene dilhInI kedamAM nAkhavA jaI rahyA chIe." A vArtAmAM AvatA AvA traNe jAtanA pravAsIo ApaNane A jiMdagIrUpa TrenamAM jovA maLe che. pravAsIne prathama varga vivekapradhAna che, je A duniyArUpI muMbaImAM AvavA chatAM pitAnA aMtima dhyeyarUpI dilhIne bhUlya nathI; emAM birAjatA zuddha ane zreSTha mitrone bhUlyA nathI. ene viveka, ene dete hevAthI, e ahIM rahevA chatAM paraleka javA mATe ane aMdara beThela caitanyadeva mATe satata kArya karyA ja kare che, ane ene javAne prasaMga Ave che tyAre khuzI thAya che ke meM pahelethI taiyArI karI rAkhI che, mAruM te tyAM paNa svAgata ja thavAnuM che, kAraNa ke meM ahIM beThAM beThAM e zreSTha mitronI khabara rAkhI che te have te amArI khabara rAkhavAnA ja. eTale A vivekapradhAna varganA mukha. para te, jatAM jatAM paNa, AnaMdanI surakhI ja hoya che, prasannatA ja hoya che. bIje varga te vicArapradhAna che. eNe ahIM AvI vRttinA AkarSaNamAM pitAmAM birAjatA prabhu mATe je dhyeyAtmaka kaMI karavuM joIe te karyuM ja nahi. vicAra ja karate.

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pUrNimA pAchI UgI! rahyo, prArthanA ja karato rahyo, prayatna kaMI ja na karyo. alabatta, e vRttinI adhamatAe nathI pahoMcyA, paNa sAthe sAthe eTale upara paNa nathI Avyo. eNe bhale bUruM nathI karyuM, te sAruM paNa kaMI ja nathI karyuM. e khAlI che, viveka ane vRttinI vacce jholA khAte rahI gayuM che. A varga jAya che tyAre enA mukha para viSAda che, cintAnI gherI chAyA che. - trIjo varga je mAtra vRttipradhAna ja che, e vRttione adhIna thaI adhama keTinuM jIvana jIve che. satya ke sadAcArane vicAra paNa na kare. e sahelAIthI jUThuM bole, corI kare, hiMsAtmaka niSphara jIvana jIve ane e rIte agati mATenAM adhama kAryo karI jiMdagIne pUrI kare. A jIva caranI jema adhagAmI jIvana pUruM karI pitAnAM zaramabharelAM kAryo mATe AMsu sArate sArate jAya che. ApaNe joyuM ke traNa varga che-divyatApradhAna, mAnavatApradhAna ane pazutApradhAna. viveka, vicAra ane vRtti e emanAM preraka tattva che. mANase e cintana karavAnuM cheH pite kayAM che, pitAnuM dayeya zuM che ane ahIM AvavAne heitu zuM che? prabhu mahAvIre e ja pUchayuM : tuM keNa che e te -jANa, ane tuM ahIM zA mATe Avyo che te te kahe? A be vAtanuM ApaNe UMDANathI cintana karazuM te lAgaze ke ApaNe koNa chIe te ApaNe khuda ja jANatA nathI. ApaNe ApaNane jANavA mATe prayatnazIla paNa

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pUNimA pAchI UgI! 13 nathI, tyAM ahIM AvavAnuM prayojana chuM ke hetu ze tene vicAra karavAne te avakAza ja kyAM? mANasanA aMtaramAM vivekane dIpaka pragaTe te ja tenA prakAzamAM te A vastune spaSTa rIte joI zake, ane pitAmAM rahelI prabhutAne anubhava karI zake. A prabhutAnuM darzana ekadama nathI thatuM. mANasa zAnta praharamAM UMDANamAM UtarI AtmanirIkSaNa karate rahe ke huM vRttipradhAna chuM, vicArapradhAna chuM ke vivekapradhAna chuM? mArI pravRttinuM preraka baLa vRtti che, vicAra che ke viveka che? A rIte cintana vadhatAM mANasane lAgaze ke darekedareka AtmAmAM prabhutA piDhelI che, mAtra eNe prayatnazIla thaI ene jagADavAnI che. jAgRtinA prabhAtamAM ja e prabhutAnuM darzana lAdhaze. Ajano divasa pUrNimAne che. te cAra mahinA sudhI cintana svAdhyAyathI puSTa banI Aje have gAmegAma A cintanapravAhane vahAvavA saritAnI jema sahaja skUNuthI viharI rahyA che. vihAramAM emanA jJAnamAMthI vahetI prabhutAnI A divasudhA saune prApta ho e mahecchA. * * [tA. 9-11-1965 nA roja cAtumAsa parivartana A prasaMge muMbaInA "otisadana"nI agAsImAM Apela pravacana]

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ahaMne oLakho mAro prazna e che ke AtmAmAM sukha che te A sukhane anubhava mANasane thatuM kema nathI? vijJAnanI aneka zodho thaI che, sukha mATenAM zAtAdAyaka sAmagrInAM aneka saMzAdhane paNa thayAM che, chatAM e koI chadmastha AdamI ahIM jovAmAM nathI AvatuM ke je hRdaya para hAtha mUkI kahI zake ke huM saMpUrNa sukhI chuM. AnuM kAraNa zuM? mANasa zA mATe sukhanI paritRpti anubhavI zaktA nathI? A saMsAra duHkhothI bhareluM che tethI saMpUrNa sukhanA anubhavanI zakyatA nathI ema kahI zakAya tevuM nathI. saMsAra ane jagata mAtra duHkhathI ja bharapUra heta te tIrthakare, sarva ane mahApuruSo A jagatamAM paNa je sukhanI paritRpti mANI zakyA te mANI zakyA na hata. jyAM duHkha ane kaleza jevAmAM Ave che, tevA jagatamAM paNa aneka mahatmA puruSee sukhane pUrNa anubhava karyo che. duHkhanuM tAtvika kAraNa e che ke sukha kyAM che te mANasane khabara nathI. lekazAhInI racanA bahumatI ane laghumatIne AdhAre

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ane oLakho karavAmAM AvI che. bahumatI para lekasabhA cAle che. A bahumatInI daSTie te A duniyA duHkhathI bharelI che. laghumatImAM bhagavAna mahAvIra, pArzvanAtha, nemanAtha, zrIrAma jevI thoDI mahAna vibhUtio Ave che. amRtane kuMbha te, A avani para, hajAra be hajAra varSe AvatI AvI vibhUtio dvArA ja anubhavAte jovAya che. bahumata-moTA bhAganA lokone- sukha vize pUchaze te teo pitAnA haiyAnI varALa kADhaze. A varALane pravAha eve prasarI gayuM che ke ghaNI vAra te lekene zaMkA paNa thAya ke kharekhara dekhAtA mahApuruSo teone prApta thayelAM sukhanI vAtamAM sAcA haze kharA? nizcaya naye satya vAta te e che ke A jagata bIjuM kAMI nathI paNa AnaMdathI bhareluM pUrNa jagata che. Ama chatAM saMsAra duHkhathI gherAyele ja jovA maLe che enuM kAraNa A vAtamAM UMDA UtarIzuM te jaNAze ke duniyAmAM duHkha nathI, mAnasika zrama che, ane jo e ja duHkha che. eka kapa dUdhanI jarUra hoya tene Tebala para dUdhathI bharelI AkhI bATalI jovA maLe; bahAragAma javuM hoya to Trenane badale tene meTuM plena maLe; suMdara vastro, kImatI AbhUSaNe, rahevA mATe AlizAna bleka ke baMgale, khAvA mATe bhAtabhAtanAM svAdiSTa ane pauSTika padArtho maLe-A badhuM joI tame emane pUche ke, bhAI! tame te badhI vAte sukhI jaNAo che, te e tarata javAba ApazeH "mArAM duHkhanI vAta karavAmAM majA nathI; e vAta ja javA do!Ama jenI pAse sukhanAM sAdhanene saMpUrNa sadbhAva hoya ane duHkhanAM sAdhanene sadaMtara abhAva hoya tyAM paNa mANasa

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pUrNimA pAchI UgI ! sukhI nathI, tenuM kAraNa zuM? mANasa zarIre taMdurasta hoya, ajJAMkti patnI heya, sArA putra hoya, bhalA ane sArA mitro hoya, duniyAnA duHkhanuM koI kAraNa paNa na hoya chatAM e gamagIna lAge. che. ene pUchIe ke A badhuM hovA chatAM praphullatA ne prasannatA kema nathI? te e javAba Apaze ke huM MoodmAM nathI, huM svastha nathI. sukhanAM sAdhanane abhAva nathI, duHkha kayAMya dekhAtuM nathI, tema chatAM AvI paristhiti pravarte che, kAraNa ke enA kahevA pramANe e "svastha" nathI. duHkhanuM kAraNa padArthone abhAva nathI. duHkha vastunA abhAvathI nahi paNa ahaMne kAraNe thAya che. ahaM vyaktine pitAnA kendramAMthI-svamAMthI khaseDI de che. e svastha nathI ene artha e ke e pitAnA kendramAM nathI; ahaMnI tRpti mATe e jyAMtyAM bahAra bhaTake che. A ahaMnI vyAkhyA ApavI kaThina che. e vyAkhyAne viSaya nathI, chatAM ema kahI zakAya ke je nathI chatAM anubhavAya che te ahaM dvArA vastu na hoya chatAM jaNAya. vasturUpe na hoya chatAM vastune bhAsa thAya-dekhAya, jema ke khArApATamAM kaI ajANu musAphara musApharI karI rahyo hoya ane ene pANInI tarasa lAge ane jue te dUra dUra pANInA sarevara dekhAya. dhArI dhArIne jue te pANInA relA paNa vahetA dekhAya. e pitAnI gati. pramANe jhaDapathI cAle, paNa jema jema e AgaLa jAya tema. tema saravara dUra ne dUra jatuM dekhAya, sarevara najIka AvavAne badale dUra jatuM jovAmAM Ave che. vastusthiti e.

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ahane oLakhe 17 che ke e sarevara nathI, tyAM pANI paNa nathI; paNa sarovara ane pANIne mAtra AbhAsa che. pANI na hovA chatAM pANInuM darzana thAya che. e darzana mAtra jhAMjhavAnA jaLanuM che, mRgajaLanuM che. "ahaM'nA viSayamAM paNa mANase A sthitine ja lega banyA che. je ahama nathI, tenuM darzana thaI rahyuM che. yuvarUpe e vastu nathI, tema chatAM bhramarUpe te che. hakIkatarUpe nahi hovA chatAM vadhu dekhAya che! kamaLAnA rogIne zaMkha ane caMdra jevI sapheda vastuomAM paNa pige raMga dekhAya che te mAtra AbhAsa che. sAcuM nathI chatAM dekhAya te che ja. zarIra ane prakRtine jyAre e anubhava thAya; arthAt je vastu je rUpe nathI te vastu te rUpe dekhAya, tyAre tyAM jaze te jaNAze ke huM kAma karatuM hoya che. huM viSenI vadhu karuNatA te e che mAnavI tenA lIdhe paritRpta thavAne badale zudhita ane kSubdha thatuM jAya che. jhAMjhavAnAM jaLa pAchaLa jeTalA pramANamAM vadhu deDe teTalA pramANamAM te vadhu ne vadhu dUra thatuM jovAmAM Ave che. A saMsAre evA kaI paNa mAnavIne je nathI je pitAnA ahaMne pUrNa tRpta karI zakyo hoya. eka sAmAnya mAnavI zeThane tyAM nokarI karatAM karatAM pite ja moTo zeTha thaI jAya, tenAM svapna sAkAra bane ane zeThamAMthI milane mAlika thaI jAya. ane tame tenI A saphaLatA mATe dhanyavAda ApavA jAo te tamane kahezeH eka milamAM te zuM? huM kAMImeTo Industrialist (udyoga

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18 pUNimA pAchI UgI! pati) haju na gaNAuM." AvA mANasa AgaLa satiSanI vAta paNa na thAya, kAraNa ke e te je nathI tene pakaDavA nIkaLe che, ahaMnI ja sAdhanA karI rahyo che; ahaMnI atRptinA kAraNe tenuM mAnasika valaNa juduM che. vizvakaviomAM jenuM zreSTha nAma che evA zrI ravIndranAtha TAgoranuM nAma te Apa jANe ja che. temaNe potAnI eka anubhavakathA lakhI che. bhAre majhAnI che A nAnI kathA ! e lakhe cheH zaradapUnamanI rAta hatI. gharamAM huM eka ja hato. eka AdhyAtmika pustaka vAMcate hate. vAMcatAM vAMcatAM thAkI gaye, eTale thoDI kSaNo mATe meM AMkha baMdha karI, paNa lAITa cAlu hatI. AMkhane ArAma ApavA meM Switch off karI paNa tyAM te mArA Azcarya pAra na rahyo. pUnamanA caMdramAMthI prakAzanI relI vahI rahI hatI! rUmamAM jyAM sudhI IlekiTraka lAITane prakAza ho, tyAM sudhI A suMdara cAMdanInA prakAzane anubhava ja na thaye. paNa jevo e kRtrima prakAza aMdha thaye ke naisargika prakAza mArA eraDAne, mArA tanane, mArA manane, mArA prANone bharI rahyo. AvI madhura ujjavala suMdara cAMdanI atyAra sudhI mane dekhAI kema nahi? kAraNa ke IlekaTrika lAITa mArgamAM avarodha karatI hatI. banAvaTI prakAza naisargika prakAzanA anubhavane rete hate." mANasamAM rahele ahaM paNa te ja rIte paramAtmAnA prakAzane roke che. ApaNAmAM raheluM ahaM paNa pelI ilekaTrika lAITanA prakAza jevuM che. te ApaNane paramAtmAne anubhava nathI thavA detuM. jema ilekaTrika lAITane prakAza baMdha thatAM naisargika

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ahaMne oLakhe prakAzane anubhava thaye tema ahaMne nAza thAya te ja mAnavIne paramAtmAnI tane lAbha maLI zake! A ahaM mANasanI sAthe ja che. e yAtrAe jAya ke pUjA kare, paNa ahaM te sAthenuM sAthe ja. A ahaM te dAna ApatI vakhate paNa kAma karatuM hoya che. nAmanI taktI ane saMsthA sAthe nAma joDavAnI zaratone meha ke tIvra hoya che? ahaM eka jAtane mela che. e mela Utare te zarIra jema svaracha thAya ane AnaMda anubhavAya, tema ahaMnA melathI mANasa mukta thAya to ja te sukhane anubhava karI zake. dAna detAM ahaM gaLI jAya te dila premamAM ogaLI jAya ane AMkhamAMthI harSAzru vahe, zarIramAM romAMca thAya ane vicAra Ave ke, aha! khAsa kaMI ApyuM nathI, paNa AtmA mATe prApta karyuM che. Aje te koI vyAkhyAnakAra paNa sAruM vyAkhyAna ApI ADakatarI rIte zrotAjanene pUcheH "kema? AjanuM vyAkhyAna hRdayamAM sIdhuM UtarI jAya evuM hatuM ne ?" ane Ama pravacanakAra pitAnAmAM rahelA aMhane piSe che. vyAkhyAna vakhate paNa zrotAjane bolatA hoya che "jI, sAheba! vAha, prabhu!" Ama leka tenAM vakhANa kare, pAne caDhAve, ane vadhAre te tene game. te loko pAsethI tene appreciation -prasaMzA meLavavI che! ahaM svathI saMtuSTa nathI, parathI puSTa che. suprasiddha vijJAnazAstrI AInsTAIne satyanA saMzodhana ane prayogomAM eTalA ekacitta hatA ke eka vakhata satata doDha mahinA sudhI te dADhI karavAnuM ja bhUlI gayA. keIe

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pUrNimA pAchI UgI! te tarapha temanuM lakSa kheMcyuM tyAre emaNe hasIne kahyuM: huM evI cIja joI rahyuM hatuM ke jenA taraphathI daSTi pheravI A dADhI tarapha jovAmAM mane kaMIka lUMTAI jatuM jaNAyuM. ane meM ene ja joyA karyuM? AnuM nAma visarjana. ahaMnA visarjana vinA sarjana thaI zakatuM nathI. dhArmika anuSThAna karatI vakhate niyamAnusAra te nirjarA thavI joIe. paNa ahaMnA kAraNe ghaNI vAra nirjarAne badale baMdha paDe che. dharmakriyA sauthI sUkSama che, emAM jADI buddhi kAma nahi lAge. A prasaMge mane zizavanI eka ramata yAda Ave che. ame nAnA hatA tyAre sau bhegA maLI DAhInA ghoDAnI ramata ramatA. tame sau paNa bAlyAvasthAmAM e ramata ramyA haze. chokarAo paikI eka DAhI thAya che, eka jaNa gheDa thAya che. DAhI pelAne AMkhe pATA bAMdhe ke AMkha mIMce jyAre bIjAM badhAM karAo judA judA ThekANe saMtAI jAya. DAhI te tenA mULa sthAne ja besI rahe che, paNa ghoDo badhAne pakaDavA jAya che. daramiyAna je chokarAo pakaDAyAM pahelAM DAhIne sparza karI le, te mukta thayA gaNAya che. A ghaDo te kALa ne DAhI te paramAtmA. bALake te ApaNe saMsArI ja chIe. kALanI AMkha cUkavI DAhIne sparza karI lenArane kALa kazuM ja karI zako. nathI, kAraNa ke e mukta thaI gayela hoya che. DAhIne prabhunI upamA ApI zakAya. ahaM jemAMthI nIkaLI jAya ane DAhIne sparza karI le te sehaM banI jAya che. paNa A kyAre zakya ane jyAre ahaMmAMthI nAhaMnI sthiti prApta thAya tyAre.

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ahane oLakhe ahaM ane sahaMnI vacce nAkhuM che. nAhaM thayA vinA sehenI prApti thaI zakatI nathI. kALanI asara jenA para na thAya evuM AtmAnuM svarUpa te sehe che. AvA mAnavIne pachI mAnasika zrama pajavI zakti nathI; pachI bhale te anekavidha pravRtti kare, paNa ahaM gayuM eTale valaNa badalAyuM. ene pachI kAmamAM niSphaLatA maLe teya nirAzA na Ave. niSphaLatA maLavI kudaratanA hAthanI vAta che. nirAza thaI nirmAlya na thavuM te mANasanA hAthanI vAta che. ahaM e rega che. A roga jatAM kaSTa Ave te kAyaratA na Ave; niSphaLatA maLe te paNa nirmAlyatA na Ave; matabheda thAya te paNa mane bheda na thAya. adRnuM svarUpa have tamane samajAI javuM joIe. ahaM eTale je nathI chatAM anubhavAya che. ahaMthI mukta thavA dRDha saMskAra dvArA nAna+aTuM-huM A deha nathI-nI sthiti prApta karavA prayatna karavA joIe. raNamAM game teTalI jhaDapI deTa mAre tamane sarevara ke pANI maLavAnuM ja nathI; pANI mATe gAma tarapha vaLavuM joIe. tyAM bhalene sarevara na dekhAya; paNa pANIne leTo jarUra maLI raheze. nAe dvArA namratA AvavA mAMDe che, ane namratA dvArA pUrNatA prApta thAya che. bALaka namra che eTale ja e saune priya lAge che. bALakane badhAM ja belAve che, badhAne ja ALake game che. ApaNe saune gamatAM nathI enuM kAraNa anya koI nahi paNa ApaNAmAM raheluM moTuM ahaM che. laghutAmAM prabhutA che. hu kaMIka chuM evuM abhimAna e ja

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22 pUrNimA pAchI UgI: khoTuM tattva cheA vicAra ja bhUla bhareluM che, kAraNa ke e te pelA jhAMjhavAnA jaLa jevuM che. jema jema pAchaLa deDo tema tema te dUra ne dUra bhAge. nAhaM e ja vikAsalakSI che ane te sthiti prApta thayA pachI ja mADhamAMthI loDhuM ( eTale parama AtmA, mahuM eTale huM chuM)nI sthiti prApta karI zakaze. * mAnavajAtane moTo bhAga duHkhamAM ribAI rahyo che tenuM kAraNa vastune abhAva nahi paNa A bhedajJAnane abhAva che. khAvA mATe padArtho, rahevA mATe ghara, paheravA mATe vacce -A badhuM che chatAMya mANasa duHkhI che ne? kAraNa ke sohaMmAM magna banI AtmAnI mastI mANavAne badale ahaMne poSavAnI dhamAlamAM ja paDyA che. ahane game teTale pUravA ane piSavAne prayatna kare paNa te pUrNa thaI zake tema nathI. sukha prApta karavuM hoya te ahaMne vidAya ApavI ja rahI. ahaMnI jagyAe nAhaMnI sthiti lAvI sonI avasthA anubhavavI ja rahI. sohane bhAvasparza thatAM ja tamane lAgaze ke huM sukhamaya chuM, AnaMdamaya chuM ane zAzvata chuM; ane pachI te tamane jonArane paNa lAgaze ke A mANasanA aMgamAM ane AMkhamAM kevI prasanna praphullatA vyApI rahI che!

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strInI zakti divALInA divasomAM lakSmI, kALI ane sarasvatI, ema traNa zaktionuM pUjana karAya che. terasa, caudasa ane amAsa, ema traNa divasa ApaNA bhAratanI saMskRtivALI mAnavajAta, A pUjA kare che. tame jojo ke ahIM kayAMya puruSanI pUjA thatI nathI, paNa zaktinI pUjA thAya che. A zakti pratyeka strInI aMdara vilasI rahI che. enu pUjana mAnavI eTalA mATe kare che ke te zaktinuM avataraNa dareka mAnavImAM thAya. mAnavImAM jo A zaktinuM avataraNa na heAya te mAnava, mATIne mAnava khanI jAya, nirmAlya thaI jAya. AjanA yugamAM yaMtra-mAnava paNa sarajI zakAya che. e rIte anAvelA yaMtra-mAnava tamane velkama " kahe, " * guDa morniMga' kahe, ' guDa IvaniMnTaMga 'kahe, ' Avajo ' kahe, ' bhale padhAryAM ' kahe, ' AvA 'kahe, ' jAo 'kahe. Ama AvA ziSTAcAranA zabdo savA e teA ya MtravAdI duniyAmAM ahu sahelI vAta che. te yaMtra pAse AvA zabdo bhale elAvI zake, para'tu mAnavajIvananA nirmANu mATenI zakti pedA karavAnI kaLA emanI pAse nathI.

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24 pUrNimA pAchI UgI! A zakti ApaNAmAM che ja. e zakti jAgatI rahe, suSupta na rahe, pramAdamAM na paDI jAya, eTalA mATe ja A traNa divasanI pUjA rAkhI che. terazane divase ApaNe "lakSmInI pUjA karIe chIe, "dhananI nahi. dhananI pUjA te kaMjUsa kare. Arya mAnavI te lakSmInI pUjA kare. lakSmImAM ane dhanamAM phera che. dhana te eka nAcanArI bAI paNa eka vakhatane nAca karIne daza hajAra rUpiyA sudhInuM meLavI zake che, paNa enI pAse lakSmI nathI hotI. lakSmI jyAM hoya che tyAM saubhAgya ane zakti hoya che, sukha ane samRddhi hoya che, prasannatA ane kalyANa hoya che, kAraNa ke e lakSmI che. dhanavALA mANasanAM meDhAM tame jeje. enI pAse je sAcI lakSmI nahi hoya, lakSmIne AnaMda nahi hoya, te e dhanavAna bhale hoya, chatAM enA meM para daridratAnI chAyA chavAyelI haze; koI vedanAne Ataza jANe emanA haiyAmAM saLagI rahyo hoya evA bhAve mukha upara taravaratA haze kAraNa mAtra eTaluM ja che ke tyAM dhana che, paNa lakSmI nathI. dhana te Aje amerikAmAM aDhaLaka che. paraMtu tyAM jeTalI gAMDAnI hospiTale che eTalI duniyAmAM bIje kyAMya nathI, eTale lakSmInI pUjA lakSmI meLavavA mATe hoya che. sAcI lakSmI jyAre Ave che tyAre mAnavInuM mana sukha, zAMti ane samRddhine anubhava kare che. paise Ave ane je asaMteSane haDakavA lAge te jANajo ke e lakSmI nathI.

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cInI zakti 25 dhana che. eTale ApaNe dhana ane lakSmI vacce bheda viveka pUrvaka pArakhavAne che. - Aje jyAre dhananI pUjA vadhI rahI che, tyAre lakSamInI pUjA anivArya banI jAya che. e anivAryatAne ApaNe pichANavAnI che ane samajavAnuM che ke, lakSmI e zI cIja che. eka mAnavIne tyAM huM AhAra levA gayele. enA gharanAM dvAra para cAra suMdara paMkitao lakhelI hatIH saMtoSathI jIvana gujAre, eTaluM prabhu Apaje, gharaghara garIbI che chatAM, dila amIrI rAkhaje, ene bhAva e che ke mAre paisA nahi joIe, dhana nahi joIe; lakSmI joIe, jenA vaDe saMtoSathI jIvana gujAre. lekee Aje paisA jevI jaDa vastune lakSmInuM nAma ane lakSmI jeTaluM mAna ApIne, ene pitAnA sthAna parathI nIce utArI che. ApaNe lakSmIne tenA pitAnA asalI sthAna para pAchI besADavAnI che, enI puna:pratiSThA karavAnI che. A kArya bahene e karavAnuM che. A kAma tyAre ja karI zakAze jyAre lakSmI zI cIja che e batAvI zakAze. A lakSmInuM pratyakSa svarUpa nArIe levAnuM che. Aje te gheraghera garIbI che. zrImaMte jevA garIba duniyAmAM bIjA keI nathI. paise Ave eTale garIbI vadhe che, kAraNa ke vadhAre saMgraha karavAnI lAlasA jAge che. garIbI bhale Ave, dilanI amIrAta tajaze nahi.

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26 pUrNimA pAchI UgI! bhAratamAM te evI evI nArIo hatI, je eka TaMka bhUkha veThIne, ekaTANuM karIne, ekAdazI karIne paNa moTuM hasatuM rAkhI zakatI hatI. game tevI hAlatamAM paNa enA moDhA para dInatA, daridratA ke kaMgAliyata varatAtI nahi. eTale ja e mRtavat ane hatAza puruSane paNa preraNuM ApIne Ubhe karI zakatI hatI. AvI lakSmI jenA gharamAM heya enA gharamAM, kathanAnusAra, devatAo hAjara hoya emAM zI navAI? terasa pachI caudaza Ave che. e caudaza te kALI, aMdhArI, bhayajanaka che. chAtI phATI jAya evI aMdhArI rAtamAM enI pUjA thAya che. e pUjA mahAkALInI pUjA che. strImAM lakamInI saumyatA paNa che, ane mahAkALInI rudratA paNa che. strInI eka AMkhamAM lakSamInI saumyatA joIze, bIjI AMkhamAM mahAkALInI rudratA joIze. pavitratA upara e prasanna hoya, paNa aDapalAM kare ene te e bALI ja nAkhe. jyAM mAna, sanmAna, pratiSThA, gaurava ane ziyaLa jaLavAya che tyAM strInI AMkhamAMthI lamI varase cheparaMtu jyAM apamAna yA kudaSTi thAya che, hIna najare jovAya che, tyAM enI AMkhamAMthI jvALAo pragaTe che. bahenene khaMjara ke talavAranI kazI jarUra nathI. emanI AMkhomAM ja talavAra paDelI che. e talavAranI dhAra jevI AMkha e jyAM batAve tyAM kuTila mANasa Ubhe ja rahI zake nahi. strInI aMdara paDI rahelI A zaktine have ApaNe dhIme dhIme bahAra lAvavAnI che.

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*InI zakti 27 strInI A zakti pAse te zastra paNa niHzastra banI jAya che. A divaseAmAM mahAkALInI zaktinAM pratIko UbhAM karavAmAM AvelAM che. A mahAkALInAM caraNAmAM zaMkara jevA moTA meTA devatAo paDelA che; e zuM khatAve che ? e ema batAve che, ke strImAM mahAkALInI zakti UbhI thAya che tyAre tenI sanmukha koI UbhuM rahI zakatu nathI. Aje A zakti pragaTAvavAnI che. tame tamarA gauravane tamArA prANa samo, tamAruM ziyaLa e ja tamAruM jIvana che ema mAnA, tamAruM cAritrya e tamArA jIvanamaMdiranuM zikhara che ema gaNeA. jIvanamAM jo A tattvA nathI teA jIvana kaMI nathI. zarIrane zaNagAravAmAM, TApaTIpa karavAmAM ane bahAra karavAharavAmAM ja je samaje e badhI DhIMgalIo che. tamAre DhIMgalI nathI banavAnuM, zakti keLavavAnI che, mahAzakti anavAnu che. tamane khabara haze ke, bhAratanI eka ja strIe rAmAyaNa UbhuM karyuM hatuM. rAvaNa jevA sama puruSa, jenAM caraNA AgaLa navanava graho paDacA rahetA; jenI AgaLa indra cAmara DhALatA hatA; je vIra hatA, rUpALA hatA, samartha hatA, jJAnI hatA, jenI tattvonI mImAMsA paNa adbhuta hatI. AvA rAvaNe badhe ja vijayapatAkA pharakAvI hatI, A ja rAvaNu. sItAjI samakSa pAmara banyA hatA. rAvaNa AvIne kahe che: 'rAma eTale jaMgalamAM pharanArA, rAma eTale vanamAM bhaTakanAro, rAma eTale valkala paheranAre ane huM eTale traNa bhuvananA svAmI. tuM jo mArA para

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28 pUrNimA pAchI UgI ! prasanna thAya te huM tAre dAsa banavA mATe paNa taiyAra chuM; tane samrAjJI banAvuM. te vakhate sItAjI kahe cheH "je mANase parastrInA dAsa bane evA vAmaNA mANasanI sAme te huM najara nAkhavAmAM paNa pApa samajuM chuM, kAraNa ke je vAsanAone gulAma che, te AkhI duniyAne gulAma che." A che strInI zakti ! barnArDa za eka ThekANe lakhe cheH "Give me that man, who is not passion's slave. And I will wear him in my heart's core-mane e mANasa batAve, je vAsanA ene, vRttione gulAma nathI. AvA mANasane huM hRdayanA khaMDamAM padharAvIza." ame nAnA hatA tyAre eka vAra madrAsamAM vikaToriyA gArDanamAM pharavA gayelA. eka moTo zera (siMha) sUte hate. ame badhA bhAIbaMdhe tephAne caDyA hatA. pelA paDhelA zeranuM TIkhaLa karavA mATe jarAka pUMchaDuM kheMcyuM. DIka vAra te siMha na bolyA, paNa pachI te evI garjanA thaI ke amAre bhAgavuM paNa bhAre paDI gayuM. bahAra doDI jaIne pUjavA lAgyA. hate te e pAMjarAmAM, paNa enI zakti, enI garjanA eTalI badhI jabaradasta hatI ke ame deDIne daravAjA bahAra jaIne UbhA rahyA chatAM amArA hRdayamAM pelA siMhanI garjanAnA paDaghA saMbhaLAtA hatA.

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strInI zakti 29 siMhanI A je zakti che te tamArAmAMya piDhelI che, paraMtu e zakti Aje sUtelI che, e UMghanAM jhokAM khAya che. e zaktine jagADe, bahAra lAve ane pachI tame juo ke tamArAmAM kaI jAtanuM teja Ave che. A zakti pragaTa karavA mATe ApaNe sauthI pahelI vAta lakSmInI vicArI. bIjI vAta kALI-mahAkALInI paNa vicArI. enI sAthe sAthe eka trIjI zaktinI paNa jarUra che. eka bAju prasannatA heya, bIjI bAju rudratA hoya, paNa e prasannatA ane rudratAnI vacce keIka pUla te have joIe, setu te have joIe ! e baMnene joDanAre pulasetu eTale sarasvatI. basa, eTalA ja mATe amAsanA divase sarasvatInuM pUjana thAya che copaDApUjana thAya che. A traNene judI judI rIte goThavavAmAM Avela che, paraMtu je mULamAM jovA jaIe te kendramAM eka ja zakti paDelI che. lakSmInI zakti juo, kALInI zakti juo, sarasvatInI zakti juo. eka ThekANe saumyatA che, bIje ThekANe rudratA che ane trIje ThekANe jJAnanA tejarUpa viveka che. ApaNe te A traNenuM pUjana karavAnuM che. sarasvatI na hoya te rudratAne DAre keNa, prasannatAne suprasanna rAkhe keNa? eTalA mATe ja jJAna nAmanI eka zakti vahI rahI che. A traNa zaktinI pUjA dvArA ApaNe traNeyanI pAchaLa rahelI zaktine samajavAnI che. A zaktine dhIme dhIme tamArA jJAna, vijJAna ane adhyayana sAthe bahAra lAvavI joIe.

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Go pUNimA pAchI UgI! hIre jyAre khANamAMthI bahAra Ave che tyAre temAM kaI tejakiraNa dekhAtuM nathI, mAtra eka sAmAnya cakacakate paththara ja hoya che. paraMtu kuzaLa kArIgara ene pAsAM pADe pachI e evo kImatI banI jAya che ke, sAmAnya jaNAtA kALA patharAnI kiMmata pAMca hajAra, daza hajAra, lAkha, be lAkha ema vadhatI jAya che, kAraNa ke, enAM kiraNe bahAra AvatAM jAya che. e ja rIte prAraMbhamAM te badhAya sAmAnya kakSAmAM ja paDelA hoya che. paraMtu jema jema enI upara keLavaNunAM, saMskAranAM pAsAo paDatAM jAya che, tema tema teja bahAra AvatuM jAya che. bhagavAna mahAvIra ne buddhanA jamAnAnI eka vAta cheH enuM nAma hatuM vizAkhA. aDhI hajAra varSa pahelAM e thaI gaI chatAM Aje ene yAda karIe chIe. enuM lagna magadhathI sudUranA kezala dezanA mahAmaMtrI mRgadharanA putra vere thayuM. e zvasuragRhe AvI. keLavaNI te khUba laIne AvI hatI, paraMtu koI dahADe enuM pradarzana e bharatI nahi. jJAna AvaDatuM hoya te sAcavI mUko, avasara Ave tyAre upagamAM leje. aMdhAruM hoya ane svica dAbe eTale je rIte prakAza patharAI jAya che, te rIte tamAruM jJAna paNa jarUra paDye bahAra AvIne timira mAtrane TALI nAkhe evuM hovuM joIe. A vizAkhAnuM jJAna paNa evuM hatuM. dahADe enuM hoya te sArA ane vire ja

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sInI zakti eka divasanI vAta che. rAjA prasenajitanI sabhAmAM dUrane sedAgara be ghaDI laIne AvyuM, ane sabhA vacce kahyuM: "A be ghaDIomAM eka mA che, bIjI dIkarI che. A sabhAmAM huM bannene UbhI rAkhuM chuM. je kaI e mAdIkarIne barAbara oLakhI zakaze ene beya ghaDI ApI daIza. uparAMta, eka hajAra senAmahora ApIza." badhAya leke joyA kare. mA ane dIkarI rUpamAM, raMgamAM, vAnamAM, dekhAvamAM evAM ekasarakhAM hatAM, ke AkRtimAM, AMkhamAM ane UMcAImAM kayAMya pharaka na maLe. badhA joyA ja kare, paNa emAM mA keNa ane dIkarI koNa ene patto ja na khAya. moTA moTA vidvAne beThA hatA. rAjA prasenajita UMcenIce thatuM hatuM. paNa kaMI vaLatuM nahatuM. Akhare mahAmaMtrI mRgadhara sAme enI najara gaI. ene Ane uttara ApavAnuM sUcavyuM. mRgadhara UbhuM thavA te gaye, paNa ene vicAra Avyo ke Ubho thaIza ne oLakhI zakIza nahi te Aja sudhInI mArI buddhinI pratibhA, je cAre bAju prasarelI che, tene baTTo lAgaze. UbhA thayA pachI gheDIne oLakhavI kema e prazna bahu jaTila hate. kaThina praznone ukele enuM nAma ja prajJA che. enI A prajJA jhAMkhI paDatI lAgI. eTale mRgadhare kahyuM Aja nahi, traNa divasa pachI uttara ApIza." paNa traNa divasa pachI paNa uttara Apa kyAMthI?

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31 pUrNimA pAchI UgI ! e haiyA-ukalatanA savAla che, aMdaranI zaktinA prazna che. pachI te mRgadhara ghera gayA, jamavA beThA. bheAjana pIrasAya che, pIraselA bhAjanamAMthI eka koLiyA lIdhA; ane pAchA vicAre caDhI gayA. kayAMya sudhI khasa ema ne ema ja besI rahyA. vizAkhA vicAra kare che ke, Aje sasarA ciMtAmAM paDI gayA che ? eNe pUchyuM: ' pitAjI, Aje tame ciMtAmAM kema jaNAe che ?' * eTA, e rAjadvArI vAteA che. emAM tamAruM kAma nathI.' < nA bApu, kahevAnu hAya te jarUra kaheA. ame strIe bhale gharamAM besI rahIe, paraMtu amArI haiyAkoTaDImAM paNa nAnA evA paNa jJAnanA dIpaka maLatA heAya che. enA ajavALe koIka vAta ukelI zakAya tema hAya teA vaLI ukelI paNa nAkhIe.' paNa beTA, e samasyA tA evI kaThina che ke, mArA jevAthI paNa nathI UkalatI.' * Apu, vAta teA sAcI che. paNa keTalIka vAra evuM ane che ke mATAothI na UkalatI samasyA kadIka nAnakaDA ukelI nAkhe che. keTalIka jagA evI hAya che ke temAMthI jADA-meTA mANasA nIkaLI zakatA nathI, jyAre nAnA hAya tA tarata ja nIkaLI jAya che.' mRgadhare mAMDIne putravadhUne badhI vAta kahI.

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33 cInI zakti vizAkhA kaheH "are, A te bahu sahelI vAta che." huM!" mahAmaMtrI A banyuM. "kevI rIte sahelI che? A te kaMI peMDA khAvAnI vAta che?" nA, paraMtu A strIne (gheDIne) savAla che...ane e strI ja ukelI zakaze; puruSe ukelI nahi zake." Aje ApaNA kAryakare strInI samasyAo ukelavA medAnamAM AvyA che. paraMtu e pitAnA gharanI ja samasyA ukelI zakatA nathI tyAM bIjI samasyA kyAMthI ukelavAnA hatA? gharamAM laDAlaDI thatI hoya, gharamAM te bhAIsAhebanI kazI gaNanA na hoya, ane duniyAmAM strI-samasyA ukelavA nIkaLI paDe. meM joyuM che ke, Aje je keTalAka strI samasyA ukelavA nIkaLI paDyA che, te badhA, moTe bhAge gharanA dAjhelA ane baLelA che. strIne prazna strI sivAya anya koI ukelI zakavAnA nathI. eTale ja strIoe prajJA keLavavAnI che. mRgadhara kaheH "kevI rIte? vizAkhA kaheH "juo, sIdhI ja vAta che. mA pAse vAtsalya che, mA pAse sneha che, karuNA che, kSamA che mRgadhara kahe: "e vAta to huM jANuM chuM. paNa ahIM e vAtanI zI upayogitA che?' vizAkhA kaheH "e ja kahuM chuM. AvatI kAle rAjasabhAnI aMdara bannene UbhI rAkhaje, ane beyanI sAme caMdI thALamAM bharIne mUkI deje. mA haze te Tharela haze, dIkarI haze te utAvaLI haze. dIkarI jhapAjhapa karatI khAI jaze,

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huM nAkhe. ene raheze te paNa dIkarA. paNa je rIte pUrNimA pAchI UgI! mAM dhIre dhIre khAze. vaLI, mA khAI raheze te paNa dIkarInA thALamAM meTuM nahi nAkhe. ene thaze ke dIkarIne khAvA do. paNa jo dIkarI pahelI khAI raheze te mAnA thALamAM meTuM nAkhyA vinA nahi rahe. ane jo dIkarI meTuM nAkhaze te mA pitAnuM moTuM UMcuM karI nAkhaze ane dIkarIne khAvA deze. A rIte mA ane dIkarI oLakhAI jaze." mRgadharane thayuM ke vAta te barAbara che. bahu ja saraLa samasyA che. bIje divase savAre rAjadarabAramAM beya gheDIne UbhI rAkhavAmAM AvI. beyanI sAme caMdInA thALa mukAyA. dIkarI hatI eNe te jhapAjhapa khAvA mAMDayuM. mA dhIre dhIre khAtI hatI. dIkarI khAI rahI eTale mAnA thALamAM meM nAkhyuM. eTale mAe meM UThAvI lIdhuM. mAnAM vAtsalya, prema ane karuNanuM darzana sau keIne thaI rahyuM. eTale tarata ja mRgadhare kahyuM: "jenuM meM bahAra che te mA che ane hajI je khAya che te dIkarI che. pelo sedAgara kaheH "mRgadhara, A prazna tame nathI ukelya lAgata. tame jaza khATI jAva e judI vAta che." mRgadhara kaheH "meM nathI ukelyuM te pachI teNe ukele che?' mA sivAya A praznane ukela bIjuM koI lAvI zake nahi. eTale A praznane uttara koNe Ape che te mane kaho."

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cInI zakti 35 tyAre mRgadhare kahyuM: "mArI eka putravadhU che. enuM nAma vizAkhA che. e magadhathI AvelI che. bhagavAna mahAvIra ane bhagavAna buddha jyAM thaI gayA e pavitra bhUmimAMthI eNe saMskAra meLavelA che. e mArI putravadhUe mArI A samasyA ukelI che. sittara varSanI vRddhAvasthAe Aje jyAM huM niSphaLa nIvaDavAne hatuM tyAM mArI putravadhue mane saphaLa banAvyuM che." AkhI sabhA dimUDha banI gaI. rAjA prasenajite kahyuM: mAre tamArI putravadhUnAM darzana karavAM che. ene hAthI para besADIne mAna sahita ahIM lAvo." ane vizAkhAne mAna sahita rAjasabhAmAM lAvavAmAM AvI. ene mAna sAthe besADavAmAM AvI. ane pachI mRgadhare ene eka vAta pUchI. A vAta tamAre samajavA jevI che. mRgadhara kaheH "Aje teM mArI samasyA ukelI ApI che tyAre mane eka vAta pUchavAnuM mana thAya che. lagna veLAe tArAM mAbApe tane zikhAmaNamAM je cAra vAta kahI hatI te Aje mane yAda Ave che, ane eTale ja mArA manamAM eka savAla UbhuM thayuM che." vizAkhA kaheH "pUche bApu, Apane je pUchavuM hoya te pUche." jyAre tuM sAsare AvavA nIkaLI tyAre tArI AMkhamAM motI jevAM be AMsu hatAM. e AMsu sahita jyAre te

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36 pUrNimA pAchI UgI! tArAM pitA ane mAtAnI caraNaraja mAthe caDhAvI tyAre temaNe tane vidAya veLAnA AzIrvAda ApyA hatA. AzIrvAdamAM kahyuM hatuM ke, "beTA, tane moTI karI, tane kapaDAM, dAgInA ane sukhasamRddhi ApyAM, tethI amArA manane saMtoSa nathI thaye, paraMtu ame tane je saMskAra ApyA che ane amane saMtoSa che. tuM Aje have jAya che, paraMtu amArI Ijajata rAkhavI e tArA hAthanI vAta che. eTale bahena, A cAra vAta tuM dhyAnamAM rAkhaje (1) sUraja ane caMdrane pUjatI raheje. (2) agni sAthe aDapalAM karIza nahi. (3) ArasIne cAkhI rAkhaje. (4) deje kharI paNa laIza nahi, tema leje, paNa daIza nahi. mane A cAra vAta yAda Ave che ane ema thAya che ke, tane tArAM mAbApe Apela zikhAmaNamAMthI tuM kaMI karatI te dekhAtI nathI. savAramAM UThIne nathI te tuM sUraja ane caMdrane pUjatI, nathI ArasIne mAMjatI, te pachI A badhuM zuM che?" vizAkhA kaheH "pitAjI, huM sUraja ane caMdrane reja pUjuM ja chuM. mArAM sUraja ane caMdra eTale sAsu ane ane sUra. zvasUra sUraja jevA eTalA mATe ke, e gharamAM Ave ke tarata ja gharanuM vAtAvaraNa svastha thaI jAya e emane tApa hoya che. sAsu caMdramA jevAM eTalA mATe ke e caMdra jevI zItaLatA ApatAM hoya che. kahetA hoya che ke, "vahu beTA, huM beThI chuM, pachI tAre zI ciMtA che?" mAnA viyegamAM mA banI haiyA-TADhaka ApanArI sAsu caMdramAM nathI te bIjuM zuM che? eTalA ja mATe mArA guDa-gagananA sUraja ane caMdra bIjA koI nahi, paraMtu sAsu ne sasarA

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sInI zakti che. kaho, pitAjI! huM e sUraja cane caMdrane pUjuM chuM ke nahi? savAramAM UThIne tamane ane mArAM sAsujIne dilanA AdarathI vaMdana karuM chuM ke nahi? saddabhAvapUrvakane Adara ApuM chuM ke nahi? basa, aMtarane Adara e ja mAre mana sAcI pUjA che. jenA aMtaramAM Adara na haya, manamAM dhikkAra bharyo hoya chatAM pUjA karavI ane vaMdana karavAM e te kevaLa dekhAva che, pAkhaMDa che. pUjA te AdarathI karavAnI heya. kahe pitAjI, huM AvI pUjA karuM chuM ke nahi? ane ApanI tema ja mArAM sAsujInI AvI sAcI pUjA mAre mATe sAcA sUraja ane sAcA caMdramAnI pUjA barAbara gaNAya ke nahi?" mRgadharanA aMtaramAM Adara UmaTI AvyuM. vizAkhAe AgaLa kahyuM: "vaLI, mArAM mAbApe mane bajI zikhAmaNa e ApI hatI ke agni sAthe aDapalAM karIza nahi. A agni eTale zuM ? mAre mana pati eTale agni. e ghara calAve paNa kharA ane jalAve para kharA. agni vaDe rasoI paNa karI zakAya, TADha vakhate tApaNI paNa karI zakAya. paraMtu je emAM hAtha nAkhIe te hAtha jalI jAya, ane enI sAthe aDapalAM karIe te ghara jalI jAya. strIne mATe puruSa paNa agni jevuM che. enI sAthe strI maryAdA mUkIne bele, maryAdA mUkIne varte te tenI asara khUba kharAba paDe. pariNAme puruSa ane strI vacce je sanmAnanI lAgaNa rahevI joIe te rahe nahi eTaluM ja nahi, paNa ekabIjAnI sAme dhikkAra ane tiraskAra

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38 pUrNimA pAchI UgI: keLavAte jAya. gharamAM je chokarAM hoya te temanA saMskAra paNa AvuM joIne saLagI jAya che, eTale strIe puruSanI sAthe te agninInI jema jALavIne maryAdApUrvaka kAma levAnuM che. maryAdA bhUlI javAya te agninA taNakhAnI jema gharane jalAvI de. kaho pitAjI, mArA patinI maryAdA agninI jema jALavuM chuM ke nahi?" Aje te raste game tyAM jatAM-AvatAM, game tema vartavuM, game tema pharavuM, game tema mazkarI karavI, ane game tevA nirlajaja cenacALA karavA e eka phezana banI gaI che ane A phezanane lIdhe ja ApaNuM zista ane ApaNI saMskAritA naSTa thaI rahI che ApaNA samAjane vaMsa thaI rahyo che. AgaLa cAlatAM vizAkhA kahe che: "have ApaNe trIjI vAta vicArIe. mArAM mAtapitAe ArasI cekhI rAkhavAnuM -mAMjatA rahevAnuM sUcavyuM hatuM. ArasI eTale gharanuM AMgaNuM ane strInuM ziyaLa. "ghara evuM svaccha hovuM joIe ke emAM jarA paNa kacare na dekhAya. jarA paNa avyavasthA na hoya. kapaDAM navAM hoya ke jUnAM, paNa ghaDI karIne mUkavA joIe. eka kapaDuM Ama pheMkIe ane eka kapaDuM tema pheMkIe e na cAle. khaMDanI avyavasthA evI hoya ke koI mANasa aNadhAryo Ave te zaramAvuM paDe, e kevuM? "jema dhoyelAM kapaDAMne ghaDI karIne mUkavAnI jarUra che, tema melAM kapaDAne paNa jyAM sudhI dhavAya nahi tyAM sudhI

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39 cInI zakti ghaDI karIne mUkavAnI jarUra che. AvI Teva pADaze te tamAruM ghara ane AMgaNuM suMdara lAgaze. vyavasthA suMdara lAge che, jyAre avyavasthA AMkhane akaLAvI de che. "AgaNuM te svaccha ja hovuM joIe. jyAMtyAM dhUkAya nahi, jyAMtyAM kAgaLa ke kapaDAMnA DUcA nakhAya nahi, ane jIvana paNa jema tema jivAya nahi. "jenI vyavasthA suMdara, enuM AMgaNuM suMdara. jenuM AMgaNuM ArasI jevuM suMdara hoya, enuM haiyuM paNa evuM ja suMdara hoya, ane tethI ja ene AMgaNe AvanAro umaLakAbhera Ave. jema AMgaNuM cokhkhuM hovuM joIe tema ziyaLa paNa buM hovuM joIe. cAritrya te eTaluM badhuM niSkalaMka, tejasvI ane ujvaLa hovuM joIe ke, jema agnimAMthI doSa kADhI zakAte nathI, tema ziyaLamAMthI paNa koI doSa kADhI zake nahi. pitAjI; AMgaNuM ane ziyaLa cakhuM ne niSkalaMka rAkhIne meM ArasI nathI mAMjI?" mRgadhara ane rAjasabhAne vizAkhAnI vAtamAMthI kaMIka viziSTa jIvananI vAta maLI rahI hatI. sau mugdha hatA. mRgadhare kahyuM: "beTA, kharekhara! ArasI te barAbara mAM ' che. gharane te te svarga banAvI dIdhuM che." vizAkhAe vAta AgaLa calAvIH "mArAM mAbApe ethI vAta e kahI hatI ke, deje kharI, paNa laIza nahi. ane vaLI AgaLa ema kahyuM hatuM ke, leje, paNa daIza nahi. A be

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pUrNimA pAchI UgI: vAtamAM pahelI vAta dAna mATenI hatI. ane bIjI vAta gALa mATenI hatI. dAna devuM kharuM paNa levuM nahi ane gALa levI paNa devI nahi. jIvanamAM Ama beya vAta keLavavAnI cheH dAna levuM nahi keI Ape te levA mATe hAtha laMbAve nahi, paraMtu je levA Ave tene zakti pramANe ApatAM rahevuM. "dAnamAM devAnuM che, paNa levAnuM nathI. koI ApaNane dAna zuM ApatA hatA? ApaNe ja ApaNA puruSArthathI UbhA rahevuM joIe. keInI paNa vastu, je eka vAra paNa tame lIdhI, te pachI enA upakAranI chAyA tamArI pAMpaNa upara evI jAmI jaze ke daSTi UMcI paNa nahi thaI zake. pachI tame kaMInahi karI zake. droNAcArya jevA vIra ane bhISma pitAmaha jevA samartha puruSe kauranA upakAra bhAga nIce dabAyelA hovAthI draupadInAM vastra UtAratAM hatAM tyAre nIcuM ghAlI beThA hatA. AnuM kAraNa mahAbhAratamAM temaNe jAte ja kahyuM che ke, "ardhAnAma dAsA vayama-ame arthanA dAsa thaI gayA chIe. A kaurae amane piSyA eTale enI zaramathI ame dabAI gayA chIe. ame gulAma chIe. gulAma zuM karI zake?" mahAbhAratanuM A vAkya jIvanamAM yAda rAkhavAnuM cheH tame keInI pAsethI kaMIka dAna lIdhuM eTale khalAsa. tamAre AtmA ane tamAruM svamAna maryAM ja samaje. gALanI bAbatamAM AthI UlaTuM che. gALa leje kharA, deze nahi. bIjAnAM game tevAM kaDavAM veNa Ave, game teTalI kaDavI vANI Ave,

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41 cInI zakti kaDavA vicAra Ave, tene amRta banAvIne aMdara utAro, paNa jabAnathI uttara na Apaze. "tame je sAmAnA kAdhane uttara kodhathI nahi Ape te sAmAne ThaMDuM thavuM ja paDaze" chevaTe vizAkhAe kahyuM : "he pitAjI, AjasudhI lekee mArA mATe game tema kahyuM hoya, chatAM meM kAyama sAMbhaLyuM ja che. keI divasa sAme uttara ApyuM che khare?" mRgadhara kaheH "nA, beTA, tane UMcethI belatAM meM sAMbhaLela ja nathI." vizAkhA kaheH "tyAre kahe pitAjI, meM Aja dina sudhImAM dAna dIdhAM che, paNa koInI sAme hAtha lAMbo karyo che?' mRgadhara kaheH "kadI nahi. tArI vAta barAbara che, beTA!" vizAkhAe AgaLa kahyuM: "A cAra vAta mArI mAtAe ane mArA pitAe lagna vakhatanI vidAya-veLAe vArasAmAM ApI hatI. meM tene barAbara jALavI che ke nahi!" mRgadhara kaheH "beTA, te barAbara jALavI che." A AkhIya vAta sAMbhaLIne prasanna thayela rAjA prasenajita bolI UThe cheH "vizAkhA, tane huM eka biruda ApavA mAguM chuM" mRgadhara te rAjAnA mananI vAta samajI jAya e TevAI gayuM hatuM. eTale eNe kahyuM: "rAjAjI, tame vizAkhAne mA"nuM biruda ApavA mAge che. ane huM pote paNa e

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pUrNimA pAchI UgI!. ja ApavA mAguM chuM. beTA vizAkhA, tuM te amArI mA che, vahumA che. AkAzamAM caMdramA che, pRthvI para dharatImAtA che, ne gharagharamAM vahamA che. enAmAM niHsvArtha prema che, mA jevI sevA che, mA jevI vatsalatA che, mA jevuM kAruNya che, mA jevI samajaNa che--e vahumA che." te divase vizAkhAne hAthI upara besADIne AkhA nagaramAM pheravavAmAM AvI. te divase rAjA prasenajita ane maMtrI mRgadhare vizAkhAne vahumAnuM biruda ApyuM. A zabda Aje hiMdI bhASAmAM khUba ja vyApaka che. gujarAtImAM paNa dhIre dhIre pracAra pAmavA lAge che. strI kevI mahAna zakti che te tamAre A vArtA parathI vicArIne jIvavAnuM che. [ * A lekha dIpAvalI nimitte lakhAye hato.]

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sAcuM AbhUSaNa bIjamAM jyAM sudhI jhaMkhanA jAgatI nathI tyAM sudhI e dharatImAMthI bahAra AvatuM nathI, paraMtu jyAre emAM jhaMkhanA jAge che tyAre, dharatIne phADIne paNa e pitAne mArga karI le che. mahApuruSo jaNAve che: A cetanyamAM paNa jyAM sudhI jaDamAMthI bahAra nIkaLavAnI jhaMkhanA na jAge tyAM sudhI bahArathI game teTale prayatna hoya te paNa, jaDamAMthI bahAra AvI zakatuM nathI. e bhale game tevI kriyAo kare ke lokomAM dharmiSTha. hovAnI chApa pADe ke e AbhAsa utpanna kare paraMtu je rIte the joIe e rIte AtmA mukta thaI zakatuM nathI, kAraNa ke jaDamAMthI mukta thavAne je abhilASa jAge. joIe te haju jA nathI. "huM caitanya chuM, mane vaLI bAMdhanAra koNa?" ema mAnavA chatAM huM baMdhAyele lAguM chuM. ajJAnane kAraNe utpanna thayeluM A baMdhana mAre mATe kharAbamAM kharAba vastu che. eTale mAre. mArA AtmAne vahelAmAM vahelI take mukta kare ja joIe,

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pUrNimA pAchI UgI! evA prakArane tIvra abhilASa AtmAmAM jAge nahi tyAM sudhI badhI ja kriyAo dekhAve sArI hovA chatAM paNa, AtmAne mukta thavA mATenuM uttama nimitta banI zakatI nathI. eTalA mATe ja kiyAonA pAMca bhAga pADavAmAM AvyA che. AmAM sauthI zreSTha kiyA amRtakriyA che. e kiyA eTalA mATe zreSTha che ke, AtmA tenI sAthe ekAkAra banI jAya che ne ethI mAnavI jaDamAMthI mukta bane che. A rIte samajIne je kriyA kare che enA jIvanamAM parivartana AvatuM jAya che, ne tenI jiMdagImAM bIjuM kaMI nahi tepaNa rAgadveSa te acUkapaNe pAtaLA thaI ja jAya che. vastu jema jema ghasAtI jAya tema tema pAtaLI thatI jAya che, te ja rIte ApaNA rAgadveSa paNa pAtaLA paDyA che ke nahi te ApaNe jovAnuM che. ATaATalAM anuSThAna karavA chatAM, ATaATalA saMta-sAdhuo pAse javA chatAM ane ATaATale upadeza zravaNa karavA chatAM ApaNuM rAgadveSa je pAtaLA na thAya te, zAMtithI vicAravuM joIe ke, haju rAgadveSa pAtaLA kema thayA nathI? AvA prakAranI jhaMkhanAvALo AtmA je kriyA karate hoya te kiyA ekalI jaDa kiyA na kare, paraMtu kiyA karatAM karatAM potAnA AtmAnI zodha enA dvArA karate rahe. eTale jJAnIoe kahyuM che ke, A badhI je kriyAo

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sAcuM AbhUSaNa che, te kiyAonI pAchaLa chupAyelA Azayane ApaNe vicAra karavAne che. ApaNe A vicAravAnuM che. A vicAra karIzuM te ja ApaNe ApaNu AtmAnA utkarSanI sAthe sAthe dharmanI paNa sAdhanA karI zakIzuM. e bhAvanA nahi hoya te na te. ApaNA AtmAne utkarSa thaze, na te dharmanI ArAdhanA thaze. je leke pitAne utkarSa karatA jAya che te leke ja duniyAmAM dharmanI sthApanA karavA samartha bane che. pitAne utkarSa karyA vinA keI paNa mANasa duniyAne uddhAra karI zakavAne nathI. A vastune vicAra karavA mATe ja jJAnIoe jaNAvyuM ke, "mAre mukta banavuM che, baMdhamAMthI bahAra AvavuM che, ApaNAmAM paNa e eka jAtane abhilASa jAga joIe. AvA prakArane abhilASa eka ziSyanA hRdayamAM jAge. eTale eNe AvIne pahelo ja prazna e karyo keH "he guru, mAre eka prazna che, ki bhUSaNAt bhUSaNuM asti? he bhagavAna, loke dAgInA pahere che, zarIrane suMdara banAvavA mATe loke alaMkAra pahere che, to pachI mAre paNa zarIranI zobhA vadhAravA mATe eka dAgIne paherAve che. mane eka eve sarasa dAgIne batAve ke je dAgIne paheruM eTale huM bhI UThuM. jJAnIo paNa e joI kahe ke vAha! alaMkAra te AnuM nAma kahavAya! mane e dAgIne batAve ke duSTo jene bhraSTa karI

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46 pUrNimA pAchI UgI ! zake nahi, ane je paheryAM pachI koI divasa ApaNane cheDe nahi.' dAgInAnI zarata bahu AkarI hatI. evA dAgInA kayAMthI lAvavA ? gurue joyu ke ziSyamAM jabarI jhaMkhanA jAgI che. masa, jhaMkhanA jAgI eTale beDo pAra. bIjane jhaMkhanA thAya ke have bahAra nIkaLavu che, eTale koI paNa bhAge e nIkaLavAnuM ja. pachI bhale A RtumAM ke AvatI RtumAM; paNa e dharatInI mahAra nIkaLIne ja jaMpavAnuM, samyakatva eTale AtmAnI jhaMkhanA. ' mAruM svarUpa zuM ? huM koNa ?'--AvI jhaMkhanA jene jAgI enA beDA pAra thaI javAnA, hA, samyaSTi jIvane sAta-ATha bhava te bahu vadhAre thaI jAya che. gurue ziSyane kahyuM : 'hA, che evA dAgIneA. Ave dAgInA bharata cakravatI e paheryAM hatA, evA dAgInA mahAsatI sItAe kaheryAM hatA, evA dAgInA mahAsatI madanarekhAe paheryA hatA! ' e dAgInA kayA haze? vITI haze ? bAjubaMdha haze ? gaLAnA hAra haze ? navaseriyA hAra haze? nA, eka paNa alakAra ziSya kahI evI lAyakAta dharAvatA na hatA....tyAre ? gurumahArAje uttara ApyA 'zIla--ziyaLa '. tame jo zIlanA dAgInA paheryAM heAya te tamane jJAnIo paNa jue. e mATe te ApaNe tyAM kahevAya che : ' yaMtra :

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sAcuM AbhUSaNa 47 nAryastu pUjyanta ramatte tatra devatAH " je dezamAM nArI pUjAne pAtra bane che te dezamAM devatAo rame che. paNa je dezamAM strIonuM apamAna karavAmAM Ave che, je dezanA leke nArIne narakanI khANa" kahIne tene niMde che, te deza adhogati pAme che. nArIne narakanI khANuM kahenArA vicAra kare ke, nArImAM naraka bhareluM che te zuM tamArAmAM amRta bharyuM che? paNa A je virodha karavAmAM Avela che te nArI ke puruSane virodha nathI, kAmane virodha che. kAmanI vRtti tame cheDI de; nArIne eka pavitra mA tarIke jue-eka devI tarIke vaMdo. ene ziyaLanI mUrti tarIke oLakhe, te tamArI AMkhamAMthI vikAra baLI jaze, paraMtu, je tame kAmanI dRSTithI je te tamArI najara mATe eka naraka che ema kahevAmAM AvyuM che. nArI naraka nathI, paraMtu tamArI dRSTimAM je vikAra AvyuM che te tamAre mATe naraka che, eTale ApaNe e samajavAnuM che ke nArIne jyAM mAnabharyuM sthAna ApavAmAM Ave tyAM sAtviktAne divyatAne nivAsa hoya che. sthUlibhadra kAmavAsanAne chatI pitAnuM nAma amara karyuM. ApaNe takatImAM moTuM nAma kotarAvIe paNa te keTalAM varSa raheze enI ApaNane khabara che? takatImAM ApaNuM nAma joIne ApaNe khuzI thaI jaIe chIe ke, "AhAhA, ApaNuM nAma keTaluM sarasa

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pUrNimA pAchI UgI! AvyuM !" ApaNe paththaranI e takatI karatAM, keI jIvananI taktI upara, keI itihAsa upara, je cItarAI jaIe te kALa paNa tene vaMza na karI zake. tamAruM nAma kALanA paDane paNa bhedIne bahAra Ave evuM kaMIka karo te ja nAmanA sAcI. AvuM nAma kamAvA mATe jIvananI sAdhanA karavI paDe che. AvI jIvana sAdhanAne aMte e mahAna AtmA duniyAmAM amara banI jAya che. tame gRhasthAzramamAM beTho che ene artha e nathI ke jema phAve tema vartavAne tamane paravAne maLI gayuM che. gRhasthAzramamAM paNa maryAdA hevI joIe. svapuruSa saMtoSa ane svanArI saMtoSa e gRhasthAzramane pahele dharma che. tame je AMkhamAMthI vikArane dUra kare te tamArA gRhasthAzrama paNa dIpI UThe. eTale jJAnIo ApaNane jaNAve che ke, sau karatAM sArAmAM sAruM bhUSaNa ke alaMkAra te zIla che. tame zIlane dAgIne pahero, brahmacaryane dAgIne pahere. brahma eTale AtmA. caryA eTale vicaravuM. AtmAmAM ja vicare, bahAra nahi. ApaNe Aja sudhI khUba pharyA chIe. jaDamAM pharyA, bhautika vastuomAM pharyA, pagalika vastuomAM vicaryA paNa have thoDAka AtmAmAM AvIe ane emAM joIe. pachI je puruSa svadArA saMteSamAM ane je strI svapuruSa-saMtoSamAM rahe che temanuM mana pariNAme eka ThekANe kendrita banatuM jAya che, ane vAsanAmAMthI pAchuM vaLe che. Ama ApaNe pahelAmAM pahelI vAta e jANavI ke sArAmAM sAre alaMkAra

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49 sAcuM AbhUSaNa teA zIla che. bAkInA ala kAra tA amuka varSamAM sArA lAge che. varSo badalAya che eTale alakArI cheoDavA paDe che. < chokarI nAnakaDI hAya, tyAre enA nAkamAM natha nAkhelI hAya ke enA kAnamAM eriMga paherelAM hAya, teA te sudara lAge. paNa DozI thaI gayA pachI paNa evA dAgInA paherIne nIkaLe teA kevI lAge, kaheA joIe ? e bhale ema mAnatI hAya ke mArI pAse ghaNuM sAnu' che ane huM' paherIne nIkaLuM, paNa loko zu kahe....? e tA kaheze ke, * A gharaDI gheADIne lAla lagAma zI ? atyAre A zobhe....?' Ama alaMkAra tA samaya jaze tyAre kharatA jaze, paNa tamArA AtmAne je alaMkAra che e maraNa pachI paNa sAthe Avaze; e kadI paNa kharaze niha. A alaMkAra game te vayamAM ekasarakhI zobhA Apaze. A ja alaMkAra mahApuruSAe paheryAM che. bharata cakravatI arisA-bhuvanamAM AvyA che. tyAgI paNa rAgI thaI jAya evuM e sthAna che. pAte suMdara rUpavALA che. prabhAvazALI evuM vyaktitva che. evA prakAranA bharata cakravatI arisA-bhuvanamAM peAtAnu mukha jovA mATe AvyA che. te daramiyAna temanI peAtAnI AMgaLImAMthI eka vITI sarakI jAya che. e vicAra kare che ke vITI vinA AMgaLI suMdara lAgatI nathI, te huM vI'TIthI ze|bhu` ke vITI mArAthI zAle ? kANu kAnAthI zAle? Aje avasthA e che ke vastuo jo na hAya tA enA vinA ApaNe bhUMDA lAgIe chIe. je mANasa koTa paheratA hoya ene kATa vinA gamatu nathI. e 4

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50. pUrNimA pAchI UgI! kahe che, "rejanI Teva paDI eTale paheravo paDe che. je mANasa kAyama kAMDe ghaDiyALa bAMdhate hoya che ene ghaDiyALa na bAMdhI hoya tyAre hAtha khAlI khAlI lAge che. bahAra nIkaLe tyAre ene pitAne gamatuM nathI. eTale, Aje vastuo evI vicitra rIte ApaNA upara caDhI beThelI che ke enA vinA jANe ApaNe sArA lAgatA nathI. bharata cakavatI kahe che ke A AMgaLI hIrA-pannAthI zobhatI hatI te Aje kema AvI lAge che? AhA...vIMTI mArAthI nahotI zobhatI huM vIMTIthI zobhate hate. emane vicAra AvyaH "mArA pitA bhagavAna RSabhadeva! emane eka paNa alaMkAra nathI. jene eke dAgIne nathI, jene eke vaibhava nathI, chatAM paNa evA zebhe che ke jagatanA devAdhideva banI rahyA che. e devAdhidevane IndranA Indro paNa AvIne namI rahyA che. "AhA....e kevA ane eka vIMTIthI zebhanAre huM ke? vagara vIMTIe zobhanArA mArA e mahAna pitAne huM A putra?" pachI UMDANathI vicAra karyo ke, A deha paNa eka alaMkAra che. e paNa mane zobhAvanArI cIja che. mAre AtmA te deha vinA paNa rahI zake che." AhA...basa e te cittananI pAMkhe ArUDha thayA. e bhAvanAmAM caDyA ane e bhAvanAmAM evA ekAkAra banyA ke ene e arisA bhuvanamAM rAga karavAne badale tyAga karI kevaLajJAna pAmI gayA.

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sAcuM AbhUSaNa ApaNe vicAra karavAne che ke Aje ApaNI dazA evI banI gaI che ke, bahAranA dekhAvamAM, bahAranA rUparaMgamAM, bahAranAM ramakaDAMmAM ApaNe rAcAmAcyA rahIe chIe, paNa ApaNe Aje aMtaranAM AbhUSaNa, aMtaranI vAte bhUlI gayA chIe. pariNAma e AvI gayuM che ke, Aje ApaNe tyAM je vAta thAya che te bahAranI ja vAta thAya che. aMdara paDelA caitanyane bahAra kema lAvavuM, e zaktine kema khIlavavI, AtmAne vicAra kema kare, e aMgenI vicAraNuM ke vAta paNa nathI thatI; ne thAya che to tene gamatI paNa nathI. lekene bahAranI vAte joIe che. emane bahAranA dekhAve joIe che. aMtaranuM hIra bahAra pragaTAvavuM nathI mAtra bahAranA dekhAva karavA che, paNa pahelAM te aMtaranuM hIra pragaTe ane pachI ja bahAra dekhAva zebhe. vIMTImAM naMga zebhe che te vIMTI e naMgane mATe alaMkAra che, ene zobhAvanArI bahAranI vastu che. vaTI naMgane zobhAvanArI vastu che e vAta sAcI, paNa naMgamAM pitAmAM paNa prakAza te have joIe ne? naMga ja je kiraNa vagaranuM heya, e ja je prakAza vagaranuM hoya, te ene tame senAnI vIMTImAM maDha ke enAthI meMdhI evI pleTinamanI viTImAM mUke to paNa nakAmuM che, kAraNa ke e naMgamAM ja teja nathI. eTale mahApuruSo jaNAve che ke bahAranI badhIya vastuo kharI, paNa tamAruM aMdaranuM hIra-caitanyanuM hIra-

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52 pUrNimA pAchI UgI! haze te ja e zabhaze. ne zobhaze te evuM zabhaze ke nA pUcho vAta! paNa tamAruM hIra te tame jANatA nathI. u. yazevijyajI mahArAja kahe che, "tArI je bahAranI pUrNatA che, bahAra je dekhAya che, tArI meTaragADI, kapaDAM, pratiSThA, samAjamAM bhAbharyuM sthAna, dhana, vaibhava, jamIna, jAgIra-A badhuMya jANe tene pUrNa banAvatuM hoya ema je tane lAge che, enAthI tuM pUrNa thaIne phare che, paraMtu tArI e pUrNatA te arpaNatA che, kAraNa ke kAM te e tane cheDaze, kAM te tuM ene choDIza. bemAMthI eka te banaze ja. te jene tAre choDavI paDe agara te je tane choDe ene kharekhara pUrNatA kahevAya kharI? pUrNatA te e che, je tamane na choDe ane tame ene na choDe. bahArathI lAvelI pUrNatA te mAgI lAvelA dAgInA jevI che. AtmAnI aMdarathI je pUrNatA pragaTe che te anaMta darzanamaya, anaMta AnaMdamaya, anaMta jJAnamaya, anaMta zAMtimaya ne anaMta sukhamaya hoya che. bahArane kaI paNa padArtha AvIne tamArI e pUrNatAne kSubdha karI zaktA nathI. - tamArA aMtaramAMthI ja tamArI pUrNatA je pragaTelI haze ane bahArathI koI mANasa AvIne kaheze ke tame bahu sArA che, tame bahu guNiyala che, te e sAMbhaLIne tamane garva nahi thAya. mana jarAya nahi phulAya. bIje vaLI AvIne kadAca kaheze ke tame nAlAyaka che, luccA che, te e vakhate reSa paNa nahi thAya. e kaheze ke mAre zuM? huM mArAthI

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53 sAcuM AbhUSaNa pUrNa chuM. e mANasanI stutithI huM pUrNa thavAne nathI, ane A mANasanI niMdAthI huM apUrNa thavAnuM nathI. te je chuM te ja huM chuM. AnI niMdA mArAmAM hInatA lAvI zakavAnI nathI ane pelAnI prazaMsA mArAmAM abhivRddhi karI zakavAnI nathI, kAraNa ke mAruM tatva te juduM ja che. e te bahAranA" che ane huM bahAranI vastuothI para chuM. AvIne te harSa, na te zeka AvI dazA dhIme dhIme keLavavAnI che. ane e keLavavAnI vAta bahu AkarI che. hamaNu kahuM ane mArAmAM AvI jAya ane vaLI pAchI tamArAmAM AvI jAya evI vAta mAnavA jevI nathI. enI pAchaLa ApaNe prayatna karIe, enI pAchaLa ApaNe lAgI rahIe, te koka dahADo paNa e bAbatamAM ApaNe jarUra saphaLa thaIe. jaDa buddhinA chokarAo je pahele varSe nApAsa thaI jAya te e kaheze ke, bIjI vAra, pachI trIjI vAra, cethI vAra, pAMcamI vAra-ema eka eka (viSaya) laIzuM ane dara varSe parIkSA ApIzuM. sAta varSe sAta viSaya te thaze ne? ThoTha vidyAthI paNa jo ATalI dhIraja rAkhe te pAsa thaI zake che. AvA, ThoTha vidyAthI karatAM paNa jaIe tevA te ApaNe nathI. paNa eka vAta e che ke ene mATe satata prayatna ApaNe Adaryo nathI. bahArathI dhamAdhama te khUba karIe chIe, paNa aMtaramAM jarIya zAMtine ke sukhane anubhava thAya che khare? mauna laIne beThA che ne khUNAmAM beTho beTho kaI vAta karatA hoya

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54 pUrNimA pAchI UgI! ke, "manane dekhAva kare che. bhagavaDo che, paNa pahelA naMbarane bagabhagata che!" AvA zabdo tamArA kAnamAM paDe te tame zuM kare? tame tarata ja enI pAse javAnA ane kaheze, "zuM che? mArI vAta kare che? huM bagabhagata chuM ? tAre bApabagabhagata haze, samajyA!'....ane basa kalahanuM pArAyaNa cAlyuM ! A ApaNuM eka kasoTI che. e vakhate ApaNe eTale vicAra karI zakatA nathI ke A tapane samaya che, ane e samaye badhuM bhUlI javuM joIe. e vakhate ene te ema kahevuM joIe ke tuM tAre phAve tema kara ne bhAI! atyAre te huM mArAmAM magna chuM. je ApaNe be ghaDIne sAce AnaMda mANavAnI Teva pADI hoya te e be ghaDInI TevamAMthI ApaNe dhIme dhIme AgaLa vadhI zakIe. paNa, vAta e che ke, ene anubhava je rIte kare joIe te mATe ApaNe prayatna ja karatA nathI. chApAmAM laDAlaDI kare, "huM meTo ne tuM beTo" evI je jAherAta chapAve e badhA bhegIzvara nathI; e badhA sAdhu paNa nathI; e te badhA bahAranI vAta karanArA che. gIne te kaMI lAge ja nahi.e te kahe ke tuM tAre phAve ema kara ane huM mAre mArge dhIme dhIme jauM chuM, A mANasa ja sAco gIzvara che. bAkI, Aje te niranirALAM vizeSa lAge che. evAM vizeSaNo ke te sAMbhaLIne ja ApaNe stabdha thaI jaIe.

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sAcuM AbhUSaNa 55 kaI kahe jagadguru te koI kahe bhArata- vikhyAta; koI kahe sAhityaratna te kaI kahe kavikulaziremaNi. paNa jo tame AvA ho te duniyA tamane kevI mAnatI hovI joIe? tame je kharekhara jagaru che te tamArI taraphane Adara kevuM hovuM joIe? AkhA jagatanI vAta javA daIe tepaNa kahe, tamAre A samAja paNa tamane AdarathI mAne che kharo? tame je kavina ho ke kavikulaziromaNi che, te te duniyAnA bIjA kavio tamArI ja kavitA vAMcatA hovA joIe. kharekhara, tame je evA che te tamArA mukhamAMthI vANuM kare tyAre sarasvatI pratyakSa AvI UbhelI hevI joIe. paraMtu hakIkatamAM evuM nathI. Aje te vizeSaNa bahu sahelAM thaI gayAM che. enuM pariNAma e AvI gayuM che ke vizeSaNanuM viziSTa mUlya je rahevuM joIe te Aje : rahyuM nathI, zabdo Aje sastA thaI gayA che, ane tene vaparAza chUTathI karavAmAM Ave che. AcArya " e eka ja vizeSaNa kevuM arthapUrNa che. jemAM chatrIza guNa hoya, je pAMca indriyane kAbUmAM kare, cAra kaSAyane jIte, paMcAcArane pALe, nava prakAranI brahmamaryAdA rAkhe-AvA prakAranA chatrIsa guNa jemanAmAM heya e sAce AcArya. Ama AcArya" agara te muni' e zabda ja temanI mahattAne nyAya ApavA mATe pUratA che. chatAM ApaNane ema lAge ke e zabdamAM kaMIka ochuM che eTale "basa

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pa6 pUrNimA pAchI UgI ! lagAve suprasiddha vakatA muni caMdraprabhasAgarajI...lagAve." alyA, paNa muni thaye eTale mauna rahevAnuM che ane emAMthI samaya maLe tyAre kaMIka bolavAnuM che. paNa A muni" ene samajAyuM nathI eTale ene AgaLa vizeSaNa lagADavuM paDe che. eTale kharI vAta te e che ke, je ApaNe UMDA UtarIne vicArIzuM te khyAla Avaze ke, ApaNe bAhya vAtamAM bahu ramIe chIe. eTalA badhA ramatA thaI gayA chIe ke gharamAM javAnuM mana thatuM nathI. peluM nAnakaDuM chokaruM dhULamAM ghara banAve, ramata ramyA kare, pharyA kare, bahAra khAya, bahAra rakhaDe, paNa ene yAda AvatuM nathI ke, mArI mA tyAM vATa jue che. bicArI, mA belAvI rahI che, eNe raseI banAvI che. mAre nAhavAnuM che, devAnuM che, khAvAnuM che-enI kazI khabara pelA chokarAne nathI. e te eka ramatamAMthI bIjI ramata, bIjImAMthI trIjI, trIjImAMthI cothI ane ema ne ema ramatamAM lIna banate jAya che. - eTalI badhI eNe ramata mAMDI che ke, e emAM ja magna banI gayuM che. mA rAha jue che, khAvA mATe belAve che, badhuM taiyAra che, chatAM bALakane te kazuM yAda AvatuM nathI. jJAnIo kahe che ke, prabhurUpI mAtA paNa tArI pratIkSA kare che. tane belAve che: "tuM aMdara Ava; ane tuM tane anubhava, paraMtu e te e mehamAM ane bAhya jIvamAM lAgI gaele che ke te evuM satata jhaMkhyA ja kare che mAruM

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sAcuM AbhUSaNa pa7 nAma Ave, mArI prasiddhi thAya, huM AkhA samAjamAM bahAra AvI jAuM. e badhAmAM tAruM zuM vaLavAnuM? tane kaI zAMti maLavAnI? AkhI duniyA tArA guNagAna gAya, paNa AtmAmAM je samatA nahi hoya te AkhI duniyAnA guNagAnathI paNa aMdara sukha nahi maLe. pUrNatAne sAda AvI rahyo che ke, "tuM bahAra na jA. DIka vAra paNa tane laIne tuM aMdara Ava. samAdhimAM besIne je ke tAruM bhUSaNa zuM? tAre alaMkAra zuM? tAre dAgIne karyuM? tuM pUrNa zAthI?

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abhaya keLave ww rAjagRhI nagarImAM bhagavAna mahAvIra padhAryAM hatA. hajAro naranArIe vaMdana karavA mATe taiyAra thaI ne UbhAM hatAM. AjanA lAko rajAne divase jema sinemA-nATakamAM jAya che, tema e jamAnAmAM leke sAdhusaMtone sAMbhaLavA jatA. khasa, mAnava ahIM ja palaTAyA che. pahelAMnA jamAnAmAM yuvAno paNa dharma sAMbhaLavA ne saMtanAM darzana karavA jatA hatA; jayAre Aje te vRddho paNa nATaka-sinemAmAM jAya che, ane meha tema ja ra'garAgamAM rAce che. e vakhate, bhagavAna mahAvIra padhAratA tyAre badhAMnAM haiyAMmAM ullAsa UchaLatA. temane haiyAdharapata maLatI ke cAle; have mehanu sAmrAjya ghaTaze te dhanu' sAmrAjya vadhaze. saunI sAthe, magadhanA samrATa khikhisAra, jemanu khIjuM nAma zreNika che, te paNa umaLakAbhera satkAravA taiyAra thayA. biMbisAranI paTarANI ane gaNataMtranA adhyakSa ceTaka rAjAnI putrI celA paNa taiyAra thaI. ane rathamAM beThAM. paNa rathanA sArathi gheADAnI lagAma hAthamAM le che eTalAmAM te eka bhayAnaka garjanA sabhaLAI.

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abhaya keLavA 59 sAMbhaLatA ja sArathinA hAthanI lagAma chUTI gaI. vIjaLI jevA tejasvI gheADA DhIlADhapha thaI gayA. satra bhaya vyApI gayA. pachI teA khIjAe paNa eka-pachI-eka peAtAnA rathamAMthI nIce UtaravA lAgyAM: Aje bhagavAnanAM darzana karavA nahi javAya, kAraNa, ApaNane aMtarAyakama naDe che. sAcI vAta teA e che, ApaNuM ni`La tattva ja ApaNA mArgamAM aMtarAya nAkhatu hAya che. ApaNA pramAdane lIdhe ApaNe sama na karIe tepaNa ApaNe manane evI rIte manAvIe chIe ke Aje ApaNA nasIbamAM sakama lakhAyuM nahi hoya. dhamanA zabdonA upayoga Aje Ama bahAnAM kADhavA mATe thaI rahyo che. ApaNe ghaNI vAra ema kahIe chIe ke, Aje mane aMtarAya naDayo eTale vyakhyAnamAM na AvI zakayo. paNa koI divasa tame ema kahyuM kharuM ke aMtarAyane lIdhe huM Aje dukAne na jaI zakayo ? e vakhate tamane aMtarAya nihu naDavAnA, kAraNa ke tyAM tamAre svArtha che. paraMtu jyAre AtmAmAM jAgRti Avaze, tyAre duniyAnu eka paNa tattva evuM nathI ke je tamArA dharma kAryamAM ADe Ave. muMbaI jevA zaheramAM mAnavI peTane mATe dUra dUra sudhI doDAdoDa kare che, paraMtu dharma karavA mATe ane vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA mATe lAkone sthaLA krUra paDe che. paraMtu jyAre ene raMga lAgaze tyAre mAIle najIka lAgavAnA.

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pUNimA pAchI UgI! jenuM mana joradAra che ene dUra kAMI nathI. jenuM mana nabaLuM che ene najIka kAMI nathI. eTalA mATe kahyuM che ke dUra che e manathI karIne najIka che. eTale, mANasanuM mana nakkI thaI jAya pachI e gAunA gAu ane paMthanA paMtha kApe paNa tyAM pahoMcyA vinA rahe nahi. e vakhate eka mANase kahyuM: "bhagavAnanAM darzana karavA nIkaLanArane duniyAmAM phekanAra koNa che? paNa bIjAoe kahyuM ke dharmanI pAchaLa bahu ghele na thA. bhagavAna mahAvIra kayAM nAsI javAnA che?" pele kaheH "bIjo avAja sAMbhaLavA mArI pAse kAna nathI. mArA kAnamAM atyAre phakta mahAvIrane ja avAja AvI rahyo che." jenA manamAM eka ja avAja guMjate hoya enA kAnane bIje avAja gamatuM nathI. paraMtu ApaNe te sattara avAje sAMbhaLIe, paNa ekeyamAM citta sthira na hoya. e bhAInA kAnamAM eka ja avAja hatuM, AMkhamAM eka ja chabI hatI, manamAM eka ja mUrti hatI. e darzana karavA nIkaLe tyAre gAmanA daravAjA baMdha thavAnI aNI para hatA. koIke ene kahyuM ke bahAra te bhaya che. paNa e sAMbhaLyA vinA jotajotAmAM bahAra nIkaLI gaye. ene rikavA mATe bahAra javAnI te koInI hiMmata ja nahotI. - ApaNuM manamAM bhaya che, ane daravAjA baMdha hoya te paNa Dara lAge che.

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abhaya keLavo pachI nagararakSakane rAjAe pUchyuM ke badhA salAmata che? nagararakSake javAba Apyo ke, "nA, pele vaNika bahAra nIkaLI gayuM che. ene ghaNuM samajAvye, paraMtu e te kahe ke mArA kAnamAM phakta bhagavAnane avAja saMbhaLAya che. bIjA mATe mane kurasada nathI; bhagavAnanI chabI sivAya bIjI koI chabI jevAne avakAza nathI; manamAM bhagavAnane ja bhAva ramI rahyo che." tyAre zreNike pUchyuM ke, A avAja zene che? A. bhaya zene che ane gAma kema ATaluM badhuM krUjI rahyuM che?" tyAre keIke kahyuM ke, "mahArAja, mALaNanI eka rUpALI, khUba suMdara chokarI, chAbaDImAM tAjA khIlelA phUlane laIne AvatI hatI e Apane yAda Ave che?" "hA, yAda Ave che. e chokarI suMdara tAjAM puSpo laIne AvatI hatI. pAchaLa eka mALIne kare paNa AvatuM hatuM. e banne nAnapaNathI sAthe ja rahetAM hatAM, tethI emanA bApe banne vacce eka ja rAga hevAthI temanAM lagna karI ApyAM hatAM. paNa tenuM zuM?" teo bane hamezAM sAthe hoya. dUdha ane pANInA jevI maitrI hatI. phUle cUMTavA javAnuM hoya te paNa sAthe. mALA gUMthavAnI hoya te paNa sAthe. emanuM eka ja kAma hatuM ke rAjadarabAramAM jaIne je loko prabhupremI hoya temane suMdara mALAo banAvI ApavI. e lake evAM bhakta hatAM ke pitAnA dharma uparAMta badhAya dharmone mAnatA hatAM, eTale bhagavAnane caDAvavAnAM

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pUrNimA pAchI UgI! phUla karamAyelAM na hoya, kaLIvALAM ke vAsI na hoya enI khAsa kALajI rAkhatAM. tAjAM pupe ja bhagavAnane caDhAvavA mATe ApatAM. pitAnA bhagavAna yakSane mATe paNa suMdara mALA anAvatAM. banne jaNa jaIne e mALA yakSane caDhAvatAM, page lAgatAM ane pachI bahAra AvI, mALI mRdaMga bajAve ane mALaNa nRtya kare. Ama suMdara vAtAvaraNa jAmatuM. joke kahetA ke, bhakti te AnuM nAma." ApaNe bhagavAna pAse jaIe ane ApaNI jAtane bhUlIe nahi te, bhagavAna pAse gayA ke na gayA barAbara che. bhagavAna pAse jAo tyAre tame tamArI jAtane bhUlI jAo ke, huM koNa chuM. AvI AtmavismRti eTale ja bhagavAnanI bhakti. ApaNI jAta ne yAda AvatI hoya te huM ane tuM be judA chIe ane tyAM majA nathI. yAda rAkhajo ke, sAkara dUdhamAM ogaLyA sivAya kadI mIThAza nahi ApI zake. jo gAMgaDo paDyo haze te gAMgaDo ane dUdha judAM raheze. evI rIte bhagavAnamAM tame egaLe nahi, eka bane nahi, tyAM sudhI ekatAnI majA tame mANI zakaze nahi. bhakti eTale bIjuM kAMI ja nahi. tyAM tame badhAya bhAva bhUlI jAo ane "huM bhagavAna rUpa eka tAdAtmya banI gaye ane bhagavAna ane huM judA ja nahi" e bhAva keLave jAIe. eTalA mATe eka kavie kahyuM che ke, he mahApUjya, tArI sAthe ekya sAdhavAmAM AbhUSaNo

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abhaya keLavA 63 aMtarAyarUpa thAya che. mAre A AbhUSaNa nathI joItAM, kAraNa tyAM mane khyAla Ave che ke huM moTo chuM, mArAmAM kaMIka mahattA che, lekImAM mAruM kaIka sthAna che." jema sAkara dUdhamAM bhaLI jAya che tema mANasa jyAre bhagavAnamAM ekarUpa thAya che tyAre enI mIThAza ane madhuratAnI teAle khIjuM kAMI na Ave. Ama mALI ane mALaNa evI bhakti kare che ke jANe puSpa ane parAganI joDI. emanI prIta ane emanAM nRtya loko jyAre jue tyAre kahe ke kharekhara, A bannenAM jIvananI kalA eTale suMdara nRtya ane bhAva ! gAmanA dunA emane jovA jAya tyAre emanA hRdayamAM sArA bhAva jAgavAne badale durbhAva jAge. temane thAya : AvuM suMdara nRtya, suMdara rUpa, AvI suMdara mALA gU Mthe evI A nArI sAthe AvA A mAmUlI mALI zene ? enI pAse nathI baMgalA, nathI paisA, nathI kAMI paNu, je zrImaMtAne paisA sivAya bIjuM kAMI sUjhe nahi ane peAtAnA dIkarAnuM zu thAya che e jue nahi evA zrImattAnA dIkarA vicAra kare che ke A mALaNane ApaNe koI paNa hisAbe hAtha karavI joI e. ne pachI te e mATenAM kAvatarAM racAvA lAgyAM. pariNAma e AvyuM ke eka divasa e banne nRtya karavA mATe eka maMdiramAM gayAM tyAre A loko paNa pAchaLa pAchaLa gayA ne pelA mALI, mRdaMga vagADatA hatA tyAM ene pAchaLathI pakaDIne thAMbhalA sAthe bAMdhI dIdhA, ane enA

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4 pUrNimA pAchI UgI! dekhatAM mALaNanI sAthe kuceSTA karavA lAgyA. A badhu joI mALIno tA jIva khaLI gayA, AMkhA lAlaceALa thaI gaI, paNa baMdhanamAM badhAyelA hatA eTale lAcAra hatA. < A vakhate enuM mana vicAre caDI gayuM ke ATalAM varSAM sudhI meM yakSanI bhakti karI, puSpo caDhAvyAM enu phaLa A ja ke ? enA maMdiranI aMdara julama thAya ane ene javAba kaMI na maLe ? mALI yakSanI sAme joI ne melyAH huM yakSa, tu have kharekhara yakSa nathI, kema ke meM tArI ATalAM varSoM sudhI bhakti karI chatAM enuM pariNAma kAMI na AvyuM. tArA dekhatAM ja amArA para A atyAcAra gujarI rahyo che. mUgA mUMgA tuM A badhuM joyA kare che. lAge che ke tArAmAM have devapaNuM rahyuM nathI. tyAM ja yakSa pragaTayo ane enA zarIramAM praveza karyAM. AthI mALImAM zakti pragaTI, doraDAM chUTI gayAM, ane enu khaLa eTalu badhuM vadhyu ke eNe e badhAyane pachADI- pachADIne mArI nAkhyA. eka vAra zarIramAM zakti pravezI pachI ene kADhavI bahu muzkela che--pachI e zakti daivI hoya ke AsurI hAya. A AsurI zaktie enA manamAM evA dRDha nizcaya pragaTatho ke AjathI mAre rAja cha puruSa ane eka strIne mAravAM. ene vAravAnI koInIya hiMmata na cAlI, kAraNa ke je kahevA jAya e jIvatA na rahe. atyAcAra ane anAcAra sAme jo koI avAja na

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abhaya keLave 65 uThAve te ene daMDa prajAne paNa bhegava paDe. ApaNe ghaNI vAra kahIe chIe ke, "ApaNe ApaNuM saMbhALe. paNa bIjAone gune paNa ApaNe bhegavavAne che eTale prajAmAM eka paNa kharAba tatva praveze te enI asara AkhIya prajA para thAya. tamAruM ghara tame cekhuM rAkhe paNa tamArA gharaAMgaNe je kacare haze te bahAra jatAM tamArA pago. kacarAvALA thavAnA che. vaLI bahArathI UDIne e gharanI aMdara AvavAne che. samAjanA doSa vyaktine paNa lAgu paDe che. eTalA mATe vyaktinI zuddhi e samAjanI zuddhi che. eTale je samAja AvA julamane reke nahi e samAjane paNa sajA thavI joIe. Ama ja che puruSa ane eka strI ene maLe nahi tyAM sudhI e jaMpe nahi. A arjuna nAmane deva hatuM ane e mALImAM pravezI gaye, eTale arjuna mALI thaye. A arasAmAM bhagavAna mahAvIra vihAra karatAM karatAM tyAM nIkaLyA. emane khabara hatI ke reja sAta jaNane mAranAra arjunamALI A pahADomAM pharI rahyo che. chatAM bhagavAna AvyA, kAraNa ke e nirmaLa hatA. emanA hadayamAM abhaya hate, karuNa hatI. jema pANImAM game eTale meTo aMgAra paDe te paNa aMgAre karaze paNa pANI nahi baLe, ema jenI pAse 'karuNa ane dayA paDI che ene duniyAnA duSTone bhaya nathI.

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pUrNimA pAchI UgI! bhagavAna te gAmane pAdare nirbhayapaNe AvIne UtaryA. vaMdanA karavA ke pAdare AvavA nIkaLyA, tyAM te AjubAju zerabakera thavA lAge. saMdezavAhake zreNika mahArAjAne samAcAra ApyAH "arjunamALI gAmane pAdare AMTA mAre che. haju sudhI eNe sAta mANasa mAryA nathI eTale e garjanA karI rahyo che." paNa zreNike kahyuM: "pele gAmanA dhanADhyano dIkare te cAle gaye. enI pAse te talavAra, bhAle ke evuM kaMI sAdhana paNa nathI. enuM zuM thaze ?" zreNikanI AMkhamAM jhaLajhaLiyAM AvyAM. killAnI bArImAMthI jevA lAgyA ke e kyAM jAya che. pile te dhUnamAM ne dhUnamAM cAlyA jAya che. jenA hRdayanI aMdara bhagavAna che, jenI AMkhomAM bhagavAnanI chabI che, jenA moDhAmAM bhagavAnanuM nAma che, ene koI paNa jAtane bhaya hotuM nathI. kharI vAta te e ke bhaya kyAM che? tame vicAravA jAe te bhaya che ane vicAramAMthI pApa kADhI nAkhe te abhaya. bhaya Ave che enA pahelAM te mANasa pitAnA manamAM bhaya Ubho kare che. bhaya eTale bhayaMkara nathI, eTale mANasane vicAra. Ama e cAlyuM jatuM hoya che tyAM dUrathI pele arjunamALI Ave che. enI moTI moTI AMkhe lAla aMgArA jevI che moTuM paDachaMda zarIra che. enAM pagalAM

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abhaya keLave siMha jevAM moTAM che, enuM rUdra svarUpa joIne ja mANasa aDadhe marI jAya. lehIthI kharaDAyelAM kapaDAMne dhovA mATe sAbu ane pANI joIe. hiMsAne khALavI hoya te ahiMsAthI khALI zakAya. gharamAM koI tapeluM hoya te tame tape nahi, paNa ThaMDA thAo. e agni hoya te tame paNa thAo. sudarzana te kAryotsarga karI Ubho rahyo. enA manamAMthI zubhecchAnAM AMdolane nIkaLavA lAgyAM: "enuM bhaluM thAo, ene krodha zamI jAo, enI dAnavatA mAnavatAmAM pheravAI jAo, maitrInI madhuratA prasarI jAo. arjunane thayuM ke A zuM thAya che! huM bhalabhalA mANasane UMcakIne pheMkI dauM chuM, paNa A nAnakaDo mAnavI ke suMdara che ! enA mukha para kevI zAMti che! AMkhe kevI suramya che ! mAnavInuM mauna e keIka vAra upadeza ApavA karatAM paNa vadhAre kAma karI jAya che. keTalIka paLe evI hoya che ke cUpa rahevuM ja yogya gaNAya ane e cUpa vANI karatAM vadhAre bele che! arjuna jema jema enI najIka Avate game tema tema e ogaLate gaye. ane je e enI najIka Avyo te ja enI aMdara je yakSa hite e bhAgI gaye. aMdhAruM ajavALA AgaLa keTalI ghaDI TakI zake ? zAMta mALI enI pAse AvIne Ubhe rahyo. have enuM zarIra thAka ane zramathI bhInuM bhInuM thaI gayuM. pelA yakSane lIdhe e Ama

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pUrNimA pAchI UgI! karate hate. jema dArUDiye, dArUnA kephane lIdhe dhamAdhama kare, ane kepha UtarI jAya eTale maDadA je thaI jAya che. sudarzane ene kahyuM: 'tuM cAla mArI sAthe. huM jemanI pAse jAuM chuM emanI pAse tArAM mela ane glAni nIkaLI jaze." Ama bhagavAna mahAvIra pAse mALIne e laI jAya che tyAM dUrathI mIThI ghaMTaDI je avAja saMbhaLAya che. vANI te ghaNI sAMbhaLI paNa bhagavAnanI vANuM te kaI adbhuta che. arjunamALI pUche cheH "A zuM saMbhaLAya che?" sudarzana kaheH "haju te dUrathI saMbhaLAya che, najIka cAla, emane je ane tane samajAze ke ahiMsAne AtmasAkSAtkAra kevo hoya che. baMne bhagavAnanI niTaka AvyA. paraMtu bhagavAna mahAvIra te AvA kUra pratye paNa karuNa rAkhe che. e te bhagavAna che. ane bhagavAna enuM nAma ke je kharAba kAma karanAra leke pratye paNa prema ane karuNu varasAve. bhagavAna te jANe che ke e zuM karIne Avyo che. paNa have zuM? bhagavAna kevaLajJAnathI jANatA hatA ke A lucce che, khUnI che, ghaNAM khUna karI AvyuM che. aMtaryAmI badhuMya jANe che ane chatAM paNa emanI AMkhamAMthI enA para amIvarSA thaI rahI che.

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abhaya keLave bhagavAne karuNAnI evI dhArAo varasAvI ke ene sparza thatAM ja ene thaI gayuM ke, huM ke pApI chuM. hRdaya bharAI AvAthI e haiyAphATa rudana karavA lAgyAH "kyAM A daivI mUrti ane kyAM mAruM adhamatAbharyuM jIvana! meM keTalAMya lakane mAryA, keTalAMyanAM khUna karI nAkhyAM. emaNe mAruM zuM bagADyuM hatuM ke meM emane mArI nAkhyAM?" mALI bhagavAnanAM caraNamAM mAthuM jhukAvI kahe che : "he bhagavAna, mAruM zuM thaze? meM ATaATalAM khUna karyA, meM mArA tanane, manane ane vicArane lehIthI kharaDI nAkhyAM che." karuNAsAgara bhagavAne kahyuM : "e game evAM kharaDAyelAM hoya teya ene dhovAne avakAza che. he mALI, tuM hajI paNa sudharI zake che. tuM tArA manane taiyAra kara, tArA pApane haThAvI nAMkhIza, te zreya thaze ja. tAruM aMdaranuM tatva te sArAmAM sAruM che. upara kATa caDyo che." tyAre pelAe kahyuM : "bhagavAna, mAre uddhAra karavA mATe mane cAritrya Apo." bhagavAne ene dIkSA ApI. leke vAta kare che ke, AvA khUnIne paNa bhagavAne dIkSA dIdhI. paNa bhagavAna te jANe che ke vadhAre caDele mela vadhAre vAvAno che. eNe pratijJA karI ke bhagavAna kahe ema mAre karavuM. pachI bhagavAne kahyuM ke, gAmanA cAra daravAjA che. e dareka daravAje jaI doDha doDha mahinA sudhI tuM kAryotsargamAM Ubhe

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70 pUrNimA pAchI UgI! rahe. je jAtanA upasargo Ave te dareka upasargone tuM zAntithI sahana kara ! A arjunamALI sAdhu thaye. pahelA gAmanA pUrva daravAje jaIne Ubho rahyo. e sAdhunA vezamAM hatuM. tyAM eka bharavADa Avyo. bharavADane thayuM ke A eja sAdhu che jeNe mArA chokarAne mArI nAkhyuM hatuM, ane Aje sAdhunA vezamAM e Ubhe che. enI pAse DAMga hatI e enA mAthAmAM mArI. lehInI dhArA vahevA lAgI. arjuna mALI vicAra kare che ke te divase meM te enA chekarAne mAryo hato, jyAre eNe te DAMga mArI che, te jarA lehI vahe che. kyAM mArI nAkhe che? e manamAM vicAra kare che. A bharavADanuM bhaluM thaje ke mArA karmo khapAvavAmAM mane sahAyatA ApI rahyo che. eTalAmAM bIjo eka bhIla Avyo. ene bhatrIjo AnA hAthe marI gaye hate. kAMTAnI vADamAMthI eNe kAMTAnuM eka jhAMkharuM lIdhuM ane enA para jhIMkavA lAge. arjunanA zarIramAM kAMTA bharAI gayA. vedane asahya che chatAM pitAnI jAtane e pUche che ke, te bIjAne mAryA haze e vakhate emane keTaluM duHkha thayuM haze? tane kAMTAnI vedanA khaTake che, paNa bIjAnA te te prANa lIdhA hatA; e vakhate enuM zuM thayuM haze? . doDha mahine ahIM pUro karI e pazcimamAM gaye. pachI uttaramAM ane dakSiNamAM gaye. Ama cha mahinA sudhI eNe mAra sahana karyA. paththaro khAdhA. lehInI dhArAo

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abhaya keLavo vahI. AkhA zarIramAM raMga ke rUpa dekhAya nahi evA prakAranA ghA paDyA paNa eNe nakkI karyuM ke mArA para keI sahAnubhUti na batAve. Aje te ApaNe ApaNuM pratye keIka sahAnubhUti batAve ema IcchIe chIe. ApaNuM kaI kAma na kare te ApaNe kahIe chIe ke, mane kaI sahAnubhUtiya batAvatuM nathI. paNa ApaNe koInI sahAnubhUti nahi paNa AtmAnI ja sahAnubhUti joIe. AtmAnI aMdarathI nIkaLatI sahAnubhUti evI meTI che ke enI pAse bIjAnI sahAnubhUti kaMI ja hisAbamAM nathI. eNe cha mahinA sudhI akhaMDa tapa karyuM. eNe eka paNa durbhAva na keLavyuM. enI AMkha AgaLa bhagavAnanI chabI ramatI hatI. ene thayuM ke kevI suMdara karuNA emAMthI nItarI rahI che! ke suMdara madhura avAja enA kAnamAM AvI rahyo che! e e vicAra kare ane ene bhUlI jAya. ema karatAM karatAM cha mahinA thayA ane arjuna mALInA badhAMya karmo khapI gayAM. ene AtmA nirmaLa thaye ane kevaLajJAna thayuM, kAraNa ke eNe pitAnA AtmAnuM saMzodhana karyuM. AtmAne gheI nAMkhe ane enAM dAnava karatAMya kALamAM kALAM karmo hatAM ene sApha karI nAMkhyAM. ene AtmA kAMcana je nirmaLa banI gaye. bhagavAnanA eka ja samAgame arjuna mALInuM jIvana sudharI gayuM. loke vAta karavA lAgyA ke ajunamALIne

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hara pUrNimA pAchI UgI! sudhAranAra keNa? ene bhagavAna pAse laI janAra koNa? ene bhagavAnane samAgama karAvanAra kezu? pele eka nAnakaDe vepArI. gAmamAM vAte thavA lAgI ke ApaNe kSatriya thaIne paNa je kAma na karI zakyA e pele vaNika, ke je UgatI yuvAnImAM che, suMdara jenI kAyA che, AzA ane anaMta utsAha jenI sAme UbhAM che e mANasa mRtyunI sAme gaye, ane anamALI jevAne paNa eNe ogALI nAMkhe. leke kahevA lAgyA ke, bhagavAnanA samAgamane pAmanArA be mANaso tarI gayA. arjuna mALIe pitAnA AtmAne che, ane A sudarzana zeThe jIvanamAM abhaya keLavyuM. A be vastu samajIne ApaNe e vicAra karavAne che ke, arjuna mALIe bhagavAnane samAgama sAdhIne aMtarane nirmaLa karyuM, ema ApaNe paNa bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLIne ApaNuM aMtarane nirmaLa karIe ane jIvanane abhaya banAvIe. ApaNA para lAgelA doSene ApaNe dara karIe te ApaNe AtmA paNa sphaTika je ujavaLa ane nirmaLa banI jaze.

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AjanA yuvAnane ~ bAlyakAleSu yaH zAntaH saH zAnta iti me matiH / dhAtuSu kSIyamAneSu zamaH kasya na jAyate // A subhASitamAM eka varasa vAta kahevAmAM AvI cheH bAlyavayamAM je mANase Indriyane zAnta karI che, keLavI che, tene barAbara sadupayoga karyo che te ja mANasa sAcI rIte zAnta che, sAvika marda che. bAkI, mANasa vRddha thAya, Indriye zithila thaI jAya, kAma kare nahi tyAre je kahe ke, have mArI Indriye tophAna karatI nathI, have huM bahu zAnta thaI gaye chuM, te e vAtamAM zuM mAla che? dAMta paDI gayA pachI ApaNe gaurava laIe ke have huM sopArI nathI khAte te e vAta barAbara che? dAMta paDI gayA pachI sepArI cAvavA jaIe te moDhAnI aMdara je peDhAne narama bhAga che te chuMdAI gayA vinA rahe khare? . eTale, AvatI kAlanI rAha jovAne badale, jyAre yuvAnI heya, zarIramAM zakti haya, chAtImAM tAkAta hoya

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74. pUrNimA pAchI UgI! tyAre ja tamArI indriyene barAbara sAce raste vALe ane juo ke tame keTaluM badhuM kAma karI zake che. samAjane eka varga kahe che ke mANasa kaI karI zakatuM nathI. e bApaDe zuM karavAne hato? e te kudarata AgaLa eka nAcIja vastu che. jyAre bIjo pakSa kahe che ke mANasa badhuM karI zake. kudaratane pitAnA caraNe namAvI zake evI zakti ane sAmarthyane e svAmI che. A be vicAra pravAhamAMthI yuvAnoe bIjo pakSa pasaMda karavAnuM che. eTalA mATe ja aMgrejImAM kahevata che ke, "nisarge duniyA banAvI ane mANase zahera tema ja nagare vasAvyAM." kahevAno bhAvArtha ema che ke duniyA te ujajaDa hatI, paNa e ujajaDa duniyAne naMdanavanamAM pheravanAra te mANasa che. mANasa na hoya te A duniyA verAna vagaDe banI jAya. ame mAMDavagaDhamAM pharavA gayA hatA. tyAMnI mATI moTI havelIo, UMcAM tetiMga makAne, zilAomAM adbhuta kataraNuM e badhuM joyuM tyAre manamAM abhAva jAge ke prAcIna bhAratane itihAsa kevAM moTAM sarjana karI zakate ho! paNa sAthe sAthe, dilamAM eka gamagInI paNa chavAI gaI ke AvuM sarjana karanArA mAnavIonA cAlyA javAthI e sthAna evuM bhayavALuM banI gayuM ke kUtarAM ane ziyALavA paNa tyAM jatAM gabharAya. AvuM bhayamaya vAtAvaraNa eTalA mATe ja che ke mAnavIe ene tyAga karyo che. mAnavI jene tyAga kare che te je naMdanavana hoya te

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AjanA yuvAnane paNa ujajaDa banI jAya che ane mAnavI jenA upara pitAnuM hRdaya reDe che, jenI pAchaLa pitAnA sAmarthya ane zaktiene upayoga kare che-e ujajaDa hAya, verAna hoya ke araNya heya te paNa naMdanavanamAM pheravAI jAya che. ApaNe tyAM kahevAya che ke, koLI mato madIyAna eka nAnakaDA vaDalAnA bIjamAM eka mahA vaDanI zakti paDelI che. Aje bhale bIja sAva nAnakaDuM dekhAtuM hoya, paraMtu e nAnakaDuM bIja dhIme dhIme moTuM thaIne mahAna vaTavRkSa bane che tyAre hajAre vaTemArguone, paMkhIene chAyA Ape che, phaLa Ape che, ArAma ane tAjagI Ape che. jarA vicAra kareH AnuM kAraNa zuM? kAraNa e che ke nAnakaDA bIjanI aMdara vaTavRkSanI zakti samAyelI che. AjanA yuvAne Aje te kaMI lAgatA nathI, paNa AvatI kAlanA samAjanuM ghaDatara temanA hAthamAM che. AjanI vRddha peDhI AthamI gayA pachI tenuM sthAna temaNe levAnuM che. yuvAna peDhImAMthI ja meTI vyaktie pAkavAnI che. duniyAmAM je meTA mANasa bane che te kaMI AkAzamAMthI ekadama UtarI paDatA nathI; paNa nAnakaDA mAnavIomAMthI dhIme dhIme vikAsa pAme che, vikAsamAMthI emanuM sarjana thAya che, ane temAMthI te mahAna vyakti bane che. . jIvana jIvavA mATe paNa eka dIkSAnI jarUra hoya che. kalikALasarvajJa bhagavAna hemacaMdrAcAryajI, jemaNe kumALapALane jIvana jIvavA tema ja nItipUrvaka rAjya calAvavA mATenI

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76 pUrNimA pAchI UgI! jIvana-dIkSA ApI hatI, temaNe eka subhASitamAM kahyuM che ke, siMhaNane eka ja putra hoya che, chatAM e nirbhaya thaIne sUI zake che, kAraNa ke, ene khabara che ke ene dIkare jaMgalamAM ghUme che ane tethI ene keI jAtane bhaya nathI. jyAre gardabha (gadheDI)nI AsapAsa dazadaza baccAM pharatAM hovA chatAM paNa, ene retInA thelA upADavA paDe che, ane DaphaNAM khAvAM paDe che. daza daza dIkarA hevA chatAM enA jIvane nirAMta nathI; jyAre siMhaNane eka ja saMtAna hovA chatAM ene kALaje TADhaka che. tame AvA, siMhaNanA saMtAna jevA kema na bane? tame e vicAra kema na kare ke gharamAM tame ekalA hevA chatAM paNa tamAre lIdhe tamArI mAtAne, tamArA pitAne, tamArA bAMdhIne ane tamArA vaDIlene zAMti ane sukha heya. tamArA vicAra, tamArI vANI ane tamAruM vartana joI tamArAM mAbApa, tamArAM vaDile ane tamArAM svajane manamAM ne manamAM prasanna thAya, evA kema na thavuM? tamane joIne emane thAya ke kevA sarasa sadguNa che, kevI sarasa ane madhura vANI che, kevuM nirdoSa ane niSkalaMka vartana che, ane kevI suMdara jIvanavyavasthA che! AvI ahebhAvanA emanA manamAM jAge te ja tamAruM jIvuM sArthaka ! tame tamArA jIvanamAM traNa vAtanuM khAsa dhyAna rAkhajo: eka satsaMganuM, bIjuM abhayanuM ane trIjuM keLavaNInuM. bIjA zabdomAM kahuM te, sebata sArI rAkhajo, dila nIDara rAkhaje, ane manane keLavaNI Apaje.

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AjanA yuvAnane 77 tamArA mitre evA hevA joIe ke temanI UMDAmAM UMDI ane khAnagImAM khAnagI vAtamAM paNa kyAMya kaTutA ane gaMdApaNuM na hoya. bagIcAmAM phUla levA janAre phUlane paNa cUMTIne pasaMda karavAM paDe che. emAM cImaLAyelAM paNa na joIe, ane ardhakhIlelAM paNa na joIe. pUrNa vikasita hoya ene ja leke pasaMda kare che ane gharanI phUladAnImAM goThave che, ane tyAre enI zobhA kevI khIlI UThe che! paraMtu e phUladAnImAM nakAmA ane cImaLAI gayelAM phUlene bhare te pariNAme gharanI phUladAnInI zobhA mArI jAya che. basa, e ja rIte, ApaNI zebhA mitrothI che. ApaNe jenI sAthe besIe chIe, pharIe-harIe chIe, vAtacIta karIe chIe ane ApaNuM kImatI kalAka pasAra karIe chIe te mitro evA hevA joIe ke te phUladAnInAM suMdara phUlenI jema zobhA ane suvAsa Ape. phUladAnImAM jema phUlane cUMTIghUMTIne bhare tema jIvanadAnImAM mitrone cUMTIghUMTIne pasaMda karIe. sArA haiyA tene saharSa svIkArIe ane naThArA hoya enuM nAma na laIe. pasaMda karAyelA mitra paikI keIka mitra saDele che, evI khabara paDe eTale saDelA phUlanI jema turata ja tene dUra kare joIe. "turata ja zabda upara bhAra daIne kahevAnuM kAraNa mAtra eTaluM ja che ke, eka saDeluM phUla bIjA daza sArAM phUlane saDe lagADe che. pAnanI TopalImAM paDelAM pAMca

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7 pUrNimA pAchI UgI! -hajAra pAna sAthe baMdhAI gayeluM ekAda saDeluM pAna bIjI savAra Uge te pahelAM pAMca-pacIsa pAnane cepa lagADe che tema ekAda saDelo mitra ke ekAda saDele yuvAna ghaNane naSTa karI nAkhe che. saDelA pAnane lIdhe bIjAM pAna saDI jAya nahi te mATe te pAnavALA kAtara rAkhe che ane je pAna saDeluM hiya, DAghavALuM hoya tene kApI nAkhe che. e kahe cheH poNuM haze te cAlaze, kapAyeluM haze teya cAlaze, paNa saDeluM pAna te nahi ja cAle. e ja rIte tamArA jIvanamAM je bhAga saDele hoya tene kADhI nAkhatAM zIkhe nahi te tamAruM suMdara ane bagIcA jevuM magaja kharAba vAtethI ukaraDA jevuM thaI jaze. eTale, pahelI vAta e che ke mitro suMdara joIe, kAraNa ke, mitrothI ja tame bhavAnA che. tamAre mitro kharAba kAma karaze te tenI sAthe tame paNa vagevAze. leke te ema kaheze ke, "phalANanI sAthe te besate have te A the." vaLI, kharAba kAma tamAro mitra kare ane badanAmI tamane maLe evuM paNa bane, mATe AjathI tame nakkI karajo, ke, je mitro bIDI pItA hoya, je leke jUThuM bolatA hiya, je leke gALAgALI karatA hoya, je leke gaMdIgaMdhAtI vAta karatA hoya, tevA prakAranA sebatIothI AghA ja raheje. temane kahe ke amArI maitrI rAkhavI hoya te badhI barabAdIothI dUra rahevuM paDaze. je badIo

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AjanA yuvAnane 78 hoya te ame nahi ane ame hAIe te badIo nahi. bemAMthI game te ekane svIkAra karavAnI tamane saMpUrNa chUTa che. tame je ATaluM dhyAna rAkhaze te tamAruM mitramaMDaLa suMdara banaze. eTaluM suMdara ke pachI tame je kAMI karaze te suMdara haze. pachI tamArA jIvanamAM eka evuM suMdara svapna nirmAI raheze, je tamane mahAna banavAnI preraNA Apaze. ApaNuM sAMskRtika ItihAsanAM pAnAM uthalAvaze te jaNAze ke sItAjI, sulasA, gAgI jevI aneka strIo ApaNI saMskRtine Adarza rajU karatuM jIvana jIvI gaI che. AjanI yuvatIe e vibhUtio jevuM jIvana jIvavAne Adarza nakakI kare te ApaNuM samAjajIvana svarga samuM sahAmaNuM nIvaDe. paNa AjanI ApaNI bahene te pelI ekaTresa ke Dresa pahere che, ane e kevAM gIta gAya che, kevI adAthI cAle che, kevAM nRtya kare che enuM anukaraNa kare che. Adarza nArI banavAne badale ekaTresa banavAnAM patanakArI svapna seve che. dezanuM A kevuM durbhAgya ! tame atyArathI ja ucca vicAronuM sevana karo. tamArI pasaMdagI hamezAM zreSTha hovI joIe. duniyAmAM je loko pitAnA jIvana mATe kaniSTha ke aniSTa tattvanI pasaMdagI karI bese che te leke phUTIne ThIkarAM thaI jAya che. tame je mahAna banavA mAgatA ho te ucca abhilAnuM sevana kare. jagatamAM je mahAna tarIke paMkAI gayAM

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pUrNimA pAchI UgI! che temanAM jIvanacitro bhaNI najara nAkho. Aje je mahApuruSa tarIke oLakhAI rahyA che temanA vartamAna jIvanamAMthI preraNA meLave. emanI khetabharI jIvanacaryA jhINavaTathI juo, ane pachI nakakI kare ke ApaNe paNa mahAna kema na banIe? be hAtha, be paga, be kAna, be AMkha, moTuM ane nAka temanI pAse hatAM tevAM ja ApaNI pAse paNa che. ApaNe e zaktione sadupayoga karavAnuM che. e zaktiene sadupayega kare ane pachI juo ke tamArA jIvanamAM kevA prakAranuM UrdhvagAmI parivartana Ave che! ItihAsanA pAnAM uthalAvIne ukelaze te samajAze ke duniyAmAM je mahApuruSa tarIke oLakhAyA che te cAmaDImAM bahu rUDA rUpALA nahatA paraMtu temanA AtmAnuM sauMdarya evuM addabhuta hatuM ke duniyA e sauMdarya para mugdha banI jatI. mUrkha mAnavIo mAtra cAmaDInI suMdaratA para mugdha bane che, jJAnIo dilanI suMdaratA joI rAjI thAya che. jJAnarUpI bhamarAone tame je kharekhara AkarSavA mAgatA ho te tamArA AtmAnA sauMdarya samA sadAcAra, nIti, satya, ahiMsA, kAruNya, vAtsalya vagere sadguNone bahAra lAve. pachI juo, jagatanA ItihAsamAM tame paNa zuM karI jAya che ! yAda rAkhaje, tamAre sAmAnya banavAnuM nathI, mahAna banavAnuM che. tame je pUrNa che te tamAre pAmavAnuM che. e

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AjanA cuvAnAne 81 mATe tame tamArA svapna umadA rAkho. manathI saMkalpa karajo ke amAre A jiMdagImAM ceAkkasa pUrNa manavuM che. cAmAsAnAM aLasiyAMnI jema kSaNajIvI nathI banavuM. AkhI duniyAmAM kadAca mArA nAmanI hAka na vAge teA kaMI nahi, paraMtu huM jyAM vasuM chuM te pradezanI AsapAsa vasatA pratyekanA haiye ne hAThe mArI jIvana-suvAsa ramI rahe evA mArA svarUpane vikasAvavuM che, evI UMcI sadbhAvanA sevA. tame jo saMkalpa karazeA ane e sakalpa pAra pADavA mATe sahana karaze. te ja AvuM jIvana jIvI zakaze. vRddho kahe che: AjanA yuvAneAnI tA kAryavAhI ja koI ora prakAranI hAya che. savAramAM UThIne devasevAne badale khUTa paoNliza karaze. pachI piTayAM pADatAM kharAkhara aDadhA kalAka karaze. eka vALa ADA paDavA na joIe ane eka vALa UMcA thavA na joIe. A vAta sAcI hoya te Avu karanArA AjanA yuvAneA mane tA chekarIe karatAM paNa niLa ane bhUDA lAge che. sAcA yuvAnanuM rUpa vALamAM nahi, paNa enA pratyeka aNue aNumAM visalatu hAya che. enA saMyama, ene sadA cAra, enI svacchatA, enI svasthatA e ja enA saune dIpAvanArAM ane enI suvAsane mahekAvanArAM tattvA hAya che. A ja tA chokarAe paNa rUpALA dekhAvA mATe pAvaDara lagADe che, krIma-snA lagADe che. A badhuM eTalA mATe ja karavuM paDe che ke aMdaranuM (AtmAnu) sauMdarya nAza pAmyu

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pUrNimA pAchI UgI! che. aMdaranuM tattva khUTI jAya che tyAre ja bahAranI TApaTIpa zarU thAya che. huM te tamane kahuM chuM ke bahAranA e lapeDAone moha choDIne tame kaMIka evuM sarjana kare, jIvana evuM banAvI rahI ke bhaviSyane ItihAsa paNa tamane jue ane belI UThe ke A eka virala mANasa hatuM ke jeNe AvuM umadA sarjana karyuM ! tamAre AgiyA nahi, tArA banavAnuM che. aMdhArI rAte cAlyA jatA pathikane tamAre te mArgadarzana ane AzAbharyuM AzvAsana ApavAnuM che. kharI paDavAne vakhata Ave tyAre paNa tejalisoTo mUkIne tamAre javAnuM che. yuvAnImAM rakhaDyA karaze te AkhI jiMdagI rakhaDavuM paDaze, mATe tamArI juvAnIne saMbhALI le. ekAgra banI jIvananI keLavaNI meLavI le. aMgrejImAM pragatipaMthanAM je traNa pagathiyAM batAvyAM che te A che Dream, Hope and Admiration. mahAna banavAnI A cAvI che. preraNA ApatuM madhuruM svapna hoya, ujavaLa AzA hoya, ane dilamAM anyanI pragati paratvenI kheladilIbharI prazaMsA hoya te tamArA jIvananI pragatine keI rUMdhI zakaze nahi. have ApaNe bIjI vAta para AvIe. jIvanamAM tame sarvathA abhaya raho. keIthI kadI karaze nahi. jIvanamAM eka mAtra pApa sivAya bIjA kazAthI Daraze nahi. tamArI vANI, tamAruM vartana agara tamArA vicArathI

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AjanA yuvAnene je pApa thaI jAya te jarUra karaje. te prasaMge aMdaranA bhagavAna pAse doDI jaIne pApa sAme rakSaNa mAgajo. jenA hRdayamAM abhayanuM sAmrAjya sthapAyeluM hoya che ene duniyAmAM koInI bIka nathI. evAo ja duniyAne palaTo ApI zake che. duniyAne navA raMge raMgI zake che. Ama pahelI vAta ApaNe satsaMganI (sArI sebatanI) vicArI, bIjI vAta abhayanI tapAsI, have trIjI vAta vicAravAnI che. A vAta che mananI keLavaNInI. tame dareka vAta karaje, paNa sAthe sAthe manane keLavatA jajo. mane eka evI vastu che ke ene keLavavuM paDe che. jema roTalI banAvavI hoya te kaNakane keLavavI paDe, ghaDe banAvavuM hoya te mATIne keLavavI paDe, khamIsa banAvavuM hoya te kApaDane kApakUpane keLavavuM paDe, te ja rIte duniyAmAM keLavyA vagaranI koI paNa vastu kAma lAgatI nathI. tamArA mAnasane paNa tamAre keLavavAnuM che. e keLavaNI mATe zikSaNa e anivArya vastu che. have prazna e Ubho thAya che ke, keLavAyela mANasanI oLakha zI? binakeLavAyela mANasane daza zabdo kahevA paDe che, jyAre keLavAyela mANasane mATe eka zabda paNa basa thaI jAya che. "A word to a Wise, and a rot to a Tool." DAhyA mANasane eka zabdanI jarUra che. e tarata samajI jaze. paraMtu je mUrakha haze, gadheDA je haze, ene DaphaNAM

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pUrNimA pAchI UgI! paNa ochAM paDaze. eka kahevata che ke tejIne Takare ane mUrakhane DaphaNAM. A rIte tamArA mAnasane je tame keLavatA jazo te tamAruM magaja ane tamAruM mana sarasa thaI jaze. jema kemerAnI cAMpa dAbatAM veMta ja aMdara rahelI negeTivamAM sAmenuM dazya turata ja jhaDapAI jAya che tema, tamAruM mAnasa paNa evuM kAryadakSa banI jaze ke je vAta vaDIle ke gurujane kaheze e turata ja tamArA mAnasapaTa para aMkAI jaze. tamAruM mana keLavAyeluM haze te tamArI pAse AvatI suMdara vAte tamArA haiyAnI dAbaDImAM sarasa rIte saMgharAI jaze. A rIte meM tamArI pAse traNa vAta mUkI che sArI sebata, abhaya ane mananI keLavaNI. mitronI sebata sArI haze te tame phUlanI jema mahekyA karaze. abhaya hazo te tamArA dilanI aMdara prakAza chavAyeluM raheze. mana keLavAyeluM haze te tamArA AtmAnuM saudarya vikAsa pAmatuM jaze. A traNa bAbate tarapha tame je pUratuM dhyAna ApyuM haze te tame tamArA kuLamAM, tamArAM mAtApitA mATe, tamArA gurujane mATe, evA banI raheze ke tamAre mATe temane gaurava levuM paDaze. tamAre lIdhe e saune UMcuM mAthuM rAkhI pharavAnuM sadbhAgya sAMpaDaze. tamAre lIdhe tamAruM kuTuMba,

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AjanA yuvAnane tamArI jJAti, tamAre samAja ane tamAre deza paNa ema kaheze ke A te amAre lADakavAya che. je rIte khetI karate kheDUta khetaramAM eka dANe vAve che, te khetara tenA vaLataranA rUpamAM asaMkhya dANa Ape che te rIte tamArA jIvana khetaramAM vicArarUpI eka dANe meM ahIM vAveluM che. mitro ! tenA vaLataranA rUpamAM AcAranA ghaNA dANuM pAchA vALaze eTalI apekSA te huM rAkhI zakuM ne ?

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prazna-tripuTI eka ziSya gurune prazna pUchayoH bhagavana, have mane batAve, ke sauthI sAruM tIrtha karyuM? guve uttara Apyo svamane vizuddha." pahelAmAM paheluM tIrtha eTale mana, manane cekhuM karyA pachI ja tame jyAM javuM hoya tyAM jajo. tame jyAre tIrthamAM jAva tyAre manamAM je mela nahi hoya, tamAruM mana je zuddha haze, tamArA cittamAM rAgadveSanA vicAra nahi hoya, te ja bhagavAnanuM teja tamArA hRdaya upara paDaze; tamArA hRdayamAM enuM pratibiMba paDaze. negeTiva pijhiTivane niyama che ke je negeTiva hoya enA upara koI paNa jAtanI chApa paDelI na hovI joIe. vaLI ene aMdhArAmAM ja rAkhavI joIe. e evI kebinamAM hovI joIe, ke jyAM svica dabAya ane DhAMkaNuM UghaDe ke tarata ja sAme je AkRti heya te pakaDAI jAya.

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prazna-tripuTI AnuM kAraNa e che ke negeTiva sApha che. je enAmAM kaI DAgha paDI gayA hoya te pachI tame pheTo levA jAva te pheTo spaSTa Avaze nahi. negeTivane jema sAcavIne barAbara geThavI devAmAM Ave che ne barAbara taiyArI karIne pelI philamane gaThavI rAkhelI hoya che ne pachI pheTo jyAre levAne heya tyAre jevI cAMpa dAbe ke tarata ja citra AvI jAya che. ApaNA hRdayane paNa A ja rIte taiyAra karIne javuM paDe che. jAtrA karavA nIkaLatAM pahelAM taiyArI karavAnI hoya che. A taiyArI kaI te jANe che? tyAM gayA pachI dhaMdhA aMge koIne kAgaLa lakhave nahi. kaI sadAne vicAra magaja upara rAkhavo nahi. kaI sagAM-vahAlAMnI ciMtA mAthe rAkhavI nahi. tyAM gayA pachI ahaMbhAva, prazaMsA, meTAI, stuti vagere rAkhavAM nahi. tyAM jaIe eTale mINa jevA narama banI javuM joIe. Ama evI taiyArI sAthe javuM joIe ke tyAM prabhunuM je darzana karIe tenI chApa hadaya para UpasI Ave. ApaNe koI tyAgI mahAtmA pAse jaIe ane je e tyAganI chabI ApaNA hRdayamAM thoDI vAra mATe paNa na Upase, te temanI pAse gayA ane arthaze? tame kaI maMdiramAM gayA, prakSAla karyo, svaccha thayA, dhUpa karyo ne pachI kezaranI vADakI levA mATe gayA. paNa eTalAmAM pele vATa joIne beThele carcA karIne pUjA karI jAya che?

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pUrNimA pAchI UgI ! sAcesAcuM belaje, tamArI AMkhamAM thoDeghaNe paNa lAla raMga te te ghaDIe AvI javAne ja. Doka to dhane raMga AvavAne ja jo tame paNa sAmAnI jevA mUrakha haze te evuM meTethI bolI UThazeH "kaMI bhAnabAna che ke nahi?" je tame zANuM ane samajadAra haze te manamAM kaheze ke, meM dhUpa karyo. huM pUjA karavAnI taiyArImAM ja hatuM, tyAM A mUrakha mANasa TapakI paDyo. A bhAva, manamAM paNa jAga joIe. e vakhate ApaNe te prasanna thavuM joIe. ApaNane thavuM joIe, mArA karatAM AnI bhAvanA kevI UMcI. eNe tarata ja vinA vilaMbe lAbha laI lIdhe! tamArA manamAM A bhAva haze te tame sAmethI ja kaheze, "le bhAI, pahelAM tame karI le pUjA." Akhara te je karavAnuM che te bhAvanAthI karavAnuM che. pahelI pUjAne artha hRdayamAM paDe ja che. tame je bhAvanA karI te pahelI pUjA thaI gaI ema mAnaje. TUMkamAM kahIe te ApaNuM hRdaya dhIme dhIme evuM zuddha banAvavuM joIe ke vItarAganA bhAve ApaNuM jIvanamaMdiramAM bese e ja bhAva ApaNuM ghera paNa ApaNI sAthe Ave; dukAne paNa ApaNI sAthe Ave; vyavahAramAM paNa ApaNane dare. ApaNuM aMtaramAM vaselI zakti ane ApaNuM svabhAvamAM vaselI kamaLatA tema ja saumyatAnI asara

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prazna-tripuTI ApaNuM gharanA mANase upara dhIre dhIre evI sarasa thavI joIe ke jene lIdhe eka navuM ja vAtAvaraNa UbhuM thAya ane leke paNa kahe ke, "kharekhara A eka sAcA prakArane dhamI AtmA che." paNa A tyAre ja banI zake ke ApaNuM jIvanamAM saumyatA Ave. paNa je pUjA karIne ghera janAre mAnavI gharamAM jaIne dhamAdhama ja karI mUke, upavAsa karele hoya ane je pArANuM karavA bese ane kahe, "zuM maga nathI karyA? tamane te bhAna ja kyAM che? ame upavAsa karI marI jaIe chIe teya tamane pAraNAne khyAla ja nathI rahete !" AvA mANasanA upavAsa zAnti kema Ape? emane upavAsa na karavA hoya te koI parANe karAve che? upavAsa kaMI maravA mATe nathI karavAnA, amara banavA mATe karavAnA che. kharI vAta te e che ke, jIvane vicAra Avate nathI. kodhamAM AvI jAya che tyAre e ema mAnate hoya che ke jANe meM upavAsa karyo te A badhAnA uddhAra mATe karyo che. sAcI vAta te e che ke, upavAsa e anAhArI pada prApta karavA mATe che. khAvuM e te deharUpI kIDAne svabhAva che. na khAvuM e zuddha AtmAne svabhAva che. paraMtu A svabhAva Ave kyAre ? maga kadAca na thayA hoya te ema kahevuM joIe ke, have maga karavAnI jarUra nathI. have te A khAvAnI zarUAta karI che, eTale pANI hoya te cAle, dUdha hoya te cAle,

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pUrNimA pAchI UgI! ukALe hoya te cAle. je hoya te cAle. tame ciMtA zA mATe kare che? kaI ciMtA karatuM hoya te paNa ApaNe samatA ApavI joIe. pelAne ema thAya ke huM khAuM chuM teya mAre khAkharA vinA nathI cAlatuM ane A mANase upavAsa karyo teya kahe che ke, mAre kaMI nathI joItuM. Ama tAravIne joIne je tapa nathI karate ene tapa karavAnuM mana thAya. paraMtu A vAta hRdayamAM sthApavA mATe manane vizuddha karavuM paDe che. vizuddhi vinA badhuM nakAmuM. jeTalI jeTalI vastuo chevAya che teTalI ja zuddha ane suMdara thAya che. kapaDuM paNa dhovuM paDe che, makAna paNa dhAvuM paDe che, vastuo paNa chevI paDe che ane e chevAya che tyAre ja mela dUra thAya che. te pachI zuM ApaNuM manane dhevAnuM ja nahi? ApaNe badhAyane dhavaDAvIzuM, badhAyane cekhA karIzuM ane manane nahi dheIe te kema cAlaze? manane te paheluM dhavuM paDaze. A mATe ja jJAnIoe kahyuM che ke vItarAganI vANI e tamArA manane dhevA mATenuM nirmaLa ane parama pAvanakarI pANI che. enA jevuM pavitra pANI duniyAmAM eka paNa nathI. eTale e pANIthI tame manane roja dhotA rahe. - ghaNA loko kahe che ke vyAkhyAnamAM reja zuM sAMbhavAnuM che.

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prazna-tripuTI -te huM temane pUchuM chuM ke reja zuM karavA nAhavuM joIe ? kAle te nAhyA hatA, te pachI Aje zuM karavA pharIthI nAhavA jAva che? kAle snAna karyuM hovA chatAM je tamane Aje mela caDyo, dhULa caDhI ema lAgatuM hoya te pachI, kAle sAMbhaLyuM tema Aja paNa sAMbhaLe. tamArI kAyA te vagara dheye UjaLI thavI joIe. kAyA jyAM sudhI AvI na thAya tyAM sudhI te tamAre nAhavuM ja paDe, e ja rIte tamAruM mana evuM na thAya tyAM sudhI tamAre sadghANI paNa sAMbhaLavI ja paDe. e sAMbhaLatA rahe te tamAruM mana tAju rahe, khulluM rahe,zuddha bane, rAgadveSanI gAMTha je baMdhAI gaI hoya te jarA DhIlI thAya. ATalA mATe ja kahyuM ke jemAM gAMTha ke maLa na hoya tevuM svamane vizuddha mana joIe. ziSya bIjo prazna pUche che, "kimatra hemaM? duniyAmAM choDavA jevuM zuM che?" javAba maLe: "kanakaMca kAma -kanaka ane kAma- A beya ApaNane vaLagyAM che, paNa tene choDavAM joIe." mANasa bALaka hoya che tyArathI levAnI zarUAta kare che te mANasa vRddha thAya tyAM sudhI e vRtti cAlu ja hoya che, eTale zarUAta levAthI thAya che ane aMta lUMTavAthI thAya che. lagabhaga jiMdagIbhara A kanaka ane kAmanI ja IcchA ane tRSNA mAnavI seva hAya che. paraMtu jJAnIo kahe che ke, ethI tane zuM maLavAnuM che? ene te tuM choDatA zIkha.

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92 pUrNimA pAchI UgI! enA vidhipUrvaka tyAga karatA zIkha, te ja tAruM kalyANu thavAnu che. kanaka ane kAma e be vastuo ane bAjuthI vaLagI paDelI che. enA e svabhAva che. ane jene e e vaLage che te mANusa enAthI chUTI zakatA nathI ane Azcaya tA e che ke enA baMdhanamAM paDeleA mAnavI UlaTo peAtAne vadhAremAM vadhAre mukta mAne che! je vadhAre paisAdAra hAya che te mANasa vadhAre chAtI kADhatA cAle che. ene thAya che ' huM koNa ? huM moTo mANasa.' kharI vAta teA e che ke jJAnIe ene kedI tarIke oLakhatA ya che. e evA kenrI che ke ApaDA rAtanA sukhe UMghI paNa zakattA nathI. rAta paDe eTale inkamaTekasa, selsaTekasa, suparaTekasa vagerenI bhUtAvaLe ene satAve che, ne mRtyuverAne lIdhe teA e jhamakI-jhabakIne jAge che. eka bhAI kahetA hatAH kala kare so Aja kar, Aja kare se ama; avasara mItA jAtA hai phira karege kama? 7 khIjA bhAIe ene pheravIne bIjI rIte kahyuM : 6 kula mare teA Aja mara, Aja mare se akha; mRtyuveza A gayA, phira maroge kama ? 1 eTale, have teA maravA mATenA paNa Tekasa AvI gayA. paNa, A Tekasa kene mATe che?--jenI pAse khUba dhana che tene mATe che.

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prazna-tripuTI jenI pAse ochuM dhana che tene te Tekasa-bekasa kaMI vaLagatuM nathI; e te khapa pUratuM raLe che ne khAya che. cepaDA te zeThiyAone rAkhavA paDe che. Teksa ane DayUTI te evA badhAyane hoya che. paNa jene bAra mahine traNa hajArathI ochI Avaka thatI hoya ene zuM nAhavA-nIvavAnuM? - tame lAkha meLave che tyAre sarakAra tamArI pAsethI pacAsa-sATha hajAra rUpiyA paDAve che. tame dila prasanna rAkhIne dAna nathI karatA te sarakAra tamane raDAvIne tamArI pAse dAna karAve che. A pahelAMnA leke dravyamAMthI dasa TakA (dazAMza) kADhatA. hatA, kAraNa ke mArA sahadhamIo duHkhI na hoya, emanI sthiti sArI hovI joIe, evI emanA dilamAM bhAvanA hatI. pitAnA sahadhamIo duHkhI hoya te emanA dilamAM duHkha UbharAtuM hatuM. - have vAta badalAI gaI che. "e enuM pheDI leze, mAre zuM?" AvI svArtha buddhi vyApaka banI che. eTale ja Aje sarakAra tamArI pAsethI meLavIne garIbane pahoMcatA eTale Akhare te sarakAra tamArI pAsethI pharajiyAta dAna karAvavA mATe ja Tekasa nAkhe che. Ama, kanaka e eka evI vastu che ke mAnavI emAM jema vadhAre baMdhAyela hoya che tema te pitAnI jAtane vadhAre mukta mAne che! jyAre jJAnI sAcI rIte samaje che ke A mAnavI mukta nathI, paNa jaDabesalAka baMdhA celo che.

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pUrNimA pAchI UgI! A vAtanI tamAre khAtarI karavI hAya te saMsArI AtmAnu mRtyu juo ane sAdhu AtmAnuM mRtyu juo. sAdhue te sUtAM sUtAM, vAtA karatAM, beThAM beThAM, jJAnanI carcA karatAM karatAM mRtyu pAmatA hAya che. 24 zAntithI besIne vicAra karavAnA che ke ApaNu jIvana kevI rIte vItI rahyuM che. Aje lokonuM jIvana paNa zAntithI vItatu nathI ane mRtyu paNa zAntithI thatu nathI. jIvana jo bagaDI gayuM te maraNu paNa bagaDI jaze. maraNa vakhate paNa ghaNAnuM dhyAna evI vastuo para hAya che ke sukha ke zAntithI vidAya paNa laI zakatA nathI. maraNa Ave te pahelAM kAmanI bhAvanA chUTI jAya, maraNa Ave te pahelAM kanakanA mAtu chUTI jAya, ne tame chokarAone kaho ke have tame badhu saMbhALI le. have mAruM nAma paisAnI khAkhatamAM na leA. jyAre jarUra paDaze tyAre tamArI pAsethI mAgI laIza, ke Aje mAre dharmAdo karavAnA che. Ama tame evI rItanI vyavasthA gADavI do kemaraNu vakhate emAM tamArA jIva aTavAI na jAya. zuM? - have trIjo prazna puchAyA - rAja amAre sAMbhaLavuM ' javAba maLyA : 'gurunA mukhakamalathI jharatAM suvAkayo nitya sAMbhaLe.' svayaMprakAzita evA vItarAganA mArganA je sAdhue che te tamane je vAta kaheze te tamArA AtmAnA uddhAra mATenI ja haze.

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prazna-tripuTI guruonAM vAkyo te tyAganA mArge laI janArAM haze. saMsArane mANasa dhamI hoya te paNa svAthI hoya che. ghaNA evA hoya che ke tyAganI vAta kare, dharmanI vAta kare, paNa jyAM ghera Ave tyAre badhuM bhUlI kaheH "A tAruM, A mAruM." zreNika mahArAjAnI eka vAta Ave che. bhagavAna mahAvIra padhArelA che. temane sAMbhaLavAnuM rANI celaNane mana thaI Ave che, eTale dhAraNI rANIne kahe che: "cAle, ApaNe bhagavAnanuM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA jaIe." - tyAre meghakumAra kahe che: "huM AvuM ?" tyAre rANa kahe, "hA, tAre te AvavuM ja joIe." ane meghakumAra AvyA. vANI sAMbhaLI ane hRdayamAM evI UMDI UtarI gaI ke jANe kerI dharatI para megha varasya. pachI te bIja pAyuM ane UgI nIkaLyuM. eka vRddha bhAIe mane eka vAra pUchelaH "mahArAja, tame vyAkhyAna te de che, paNa tamArA gurunuM nAma zuM?" meM kahyuM : "pU. AcArya caMdrasAgarasUrijI mahArAja pachI kahe: 'tamArA dAdAgurunuM nAma zuM ? te kahyuM: "sAgarajI mahArAja." pachI kaheH "ohoho ! sAgarajI mahArAjanAM vyAkhyAna paNa ame sAMbhaLelAM che eTale tame te emane patra thAva." ' kahyuM : "vAta sAcI che. tame te pravacanaprapha che! amArA dAdAgurune sAMbhaLyA, eTale have mane ke mArA anugAmIne sAMbhaLazo toya vaLavAnuM kaMI nathI."

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pUNimA pAchI UgI! emaNe te jANe vyAkhyAna sAme bakhtara pahereluM hatuM. emane e garva ke ame traNatraNa peDhI sAMbhaLI, paNa ame te jarAya khasyA nahi. beThA chIe tema ja beThA chIe-macchu nadIne kALA paththaranI jema. tuma kahete jAo aura hama sunate jAya' evA pAkA thaI gayA hoya e emAMthI koI artha na tArave. be ghaDI sAMbhaLe eTaluM ja. paNa je bALajI hoya che, temane bahu asara karI jAya che. juo ne, vidyAthIo keTalA badhA bhAvanAzALI hoya che! emane tame eka vAta barAbara samajAvI do ke manamAM utAre te teo "yA homa karIne jhaMpalAvI de che. jyAre pelA te gaNatarI ja karyA kare ne gaNuM gaNIne evuM tArave ke, "de DuMgara ane kAThe uMdara je ghATa thAya. Ama pilA meghakumAre te sAMbhaLyuM, ne saMsAra parathI jIva UThI gaye. ghera AvIne mAne kahyuM: "mA. dhAraNa kaheH "zuM che beTA!" te kaheH "mane bhagavAnanI vANI gamI te te beTA ApaNuM bhAgya khUlI gayuM paNa, mA ! e vANI mArA hRdayamAM utarI gaI te te ApaNuM ahobhAgya." paNa, e vANuM have mAre amalamAM mUkavAnI che." eTale ?" te kahe! "mAre sAdhu thavAnuM che."

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prazna-tripuTI 97 - are hoya, sAdhu tA khIjA thAya. tAre sAdhu thavAnu na hoya. tuM teA mAre ekanA eka dIkarA che. tu jo sAdhu thAya tA mAru koNa ? tane te mAre ATha-ATha suMdara kanyA paraNAvavI che. tArI e ATha-ATha patnIone nIrakhI nIrakhIne svarga samuM sukha pAmavuM che, mATe beTA, ApaNAthI sAdhu na thavAya.' ' joyuM A? mAkhApa dhamamAM joDe kharAM, paNa tyAganI vAta Ave tyAM kaheH 'e tAruM kAma nahi. emAM tane samaja na paDe. e te amAre sAMbhaLavA mATe che.' pravacana-zravaNucittazuddhi mATe che. zravaNathI hRdaya dhAvAI ne ujjavaLa thavuM joI e. meghakumAranI jema jIvanamAM piravata na AvavuM joI e. 9

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AjanA yugamAM jaina darzanamAM kaI vAta ekAne kahevAmAM nathI AvI. Aje keTalAka leke jIvanane ekalakSI banAvI mAtra kiyA ke dhyAna para ja mahattva Ape che te kema cAle? kAraNa ke syAdvAda-anekAntanI daSTie koI ekane ApaNuM madhyabiMdu banAvavA chatAM jIvana viSenI anekavidha bAbatene paNa ApaNe sApekSa khyAla rAkhavuM paDaze. Aje yuga eka rIte jJAnane yuga che. vyAvahArika zikSaNa ane dhArmika zikSaNa e baMne vaccenA bheda tema ja jIvanamAM e baMnenuM zuM sthAna che, te ApaNe samajI levuM paDaze. vyAvahArika zikSaNanI jarUriyAta tema ja upagitA te Aje jIvanamAM dareka kSetre jovAmAM Ave che ane divase divase vadhatI jatI aneka yunivarsiTIo tema ja kaoNlejomAM abhyAsa karI vidyArthIo DigrI meLave che, ane e DigrI uparathI ja ApaNane khyAla AvI jAya che ke ka mANasa kyA viSayamAM niSNAta che. ema.bI.bI.esa.nI DigrI dharAvanAra hoya te ApaNe samajI zakIe chIe ke te zarIrazAstrane niSNAta che. te ja rIte sI.e.nI

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AjanA yugamAM DigrI dharAvanArane te hisAba ane nAmAkhAtAne niSNAta che ema ApaNI samajamAM AvI jAya che. dhArmika zikSaNabAbatamAM abhyAsanI keI AvI DigrI hotI nathI, ane tenA zikSakonI pasaMdagImAM paNa khAsa dheraNa jevuM hatuM nathI. Ajane yuga dhArmika ane vyAvahArika zikSaNane samanvaya karavAno yuga che. ame sAdhuo te dhArmika zikSaNanI agatya viSe kahetA ja AvyA chIe, paNa zeDA vakhata pahelAM zistapAlana viSe ApaNA dezanA vidyAthIomAM vadhatI jatI bedarakArI ane vaNasatI paristhiti aMge tapAsa karavA mATe sarakAre paNa eka kamizana nImyuM hatuM, ane temAM ApaNA rASTrapati ane muMbaInA mAjI gavarnara zrI prakAza jevA vidvAna sabhya hatA. temaNe saMzodhana karI je riporTa taiyAra karyo temAM mukhya vAta e hatI ke kaoNlejanA vidyAthIone vyAvahArika zikSaNanI sAthe sAthe AdhyAtmika zikSaNa paNa ApavuM jarUranuM che. Ama thatAM vidyAthI jagatamAM Aje je avyavasthA ane zistapAlanane abhAva jovAmAM Ave che, te dUra thaze. Ama AdhyAtmika zikSaNanI agatya rASTrapati jevAe paNa svIkArI che. pAThazALAomAM chokarAone dhArmika sUtre zIkhaDAvavAmAM Ave che, ane tethI bALakone jarUrI dhArmika zikSaNa maLI rahe che, ema saMtoSa mAnI laIe te barobara nathI. hAIskUlenAM AgalA dhoraNamAM abhyAsa karatA tema ja kaoNlejamAM bhaNatA vidyAthIene dhArmika zikSaNa bAbatamAM saMteSa 'ApI zake tevA zikSakonI ApaNe tyAM khaTa che, ane A

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100 pUrNimA pAchI UgI! UNapanA kAraNe ja bALako dhArmika abhyAsamAM rasa laI zaktAM nathI, kAraNa ke evA abhyAsathI temanI bhUkha saMtoSAtI nathI.meTI uMmaranAM bALakone jyAre pAThazALAmAM javAnuM kahevAmAM Ave che tyAre teo vyAvahArika zikSaNanA bejAnI vAta rajU kare che, ane e vakhate ApaNe bALakonI vAta sAthe saMmata thaI jaIe chIe. vAstavika paristhiti te e che ke AjanAM mAbApane temanA dhamAliyA jIvananA kAraNe, bALakone pAThazALAmAM javAnuM kema gamatuM nathI, tema ja dhArmika abhyAsa mAM temane kema rasa paDatuM nathI, tenAM kAraNomAM UMDA UtaravAnI phUrasada ja nathI, ane tethI te paristhiti sudharavAne badale vaNasatI javAnI che. A mATe mArI pAse aneka vidyAthIo carcA arthe Ave che, ane te parathI mane lAge che ke AjanA vidyArthI mAM AdhyAtmika zikSaNanI bhUkha te che ja, paraMtu vartamAna dhArmika zikSaNanI paddhati ane avyavasthAnA kAraNe teonI AvI bhUkha saMtoSAtI nathI, ane tethI ja teone dhArmika abhyAsamAM rasa paDato nathI. mane yAda che ke eka vakhata amArA vihAra daramyAna eka gAmanA upAzrayamAM ame rahyA hatA, ane upAzrayane upaga pAThazALA mATe paNa te hoI eka prauDha uMmaranA zikSaka pAse bALako sUtronI gAthAo belI rahyAM hatAM. tyAM eka vidyAthIe prazna karyo ke, sAheba! sUrya savAre Uge che ane sAMjanA Athame che, paNa jagatamAM koIe pradeza hoI zake khare ke jyAM sUrya divasanA divasa sudhI Athame ja nahi? A dhArmika zikSakane bhUgoLa

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AjanA yugamAM 101 nuM jJAna na levAthI pelA vidyAthIne mUrkhAI bharelo prazna pUche che ema kahI besADI dIdhuM. AvI paristhiti ApaNA meTA bhAganI pAThazALAomAM pravarte che. vidyAthIo pitAnI jijJAsA saMtoSavA eka ThekANethI bIje ThekANe jAya che, paNa koI sthaLe emane mUrkha gaNI hasI kADhe che, te vaLI koI sthaLe emane jaDa gaNI hAMkI kADhavAmAM Ave che, te vaLI koI sthaLe ene nAstika kahI tiraskAravAmAM Ave che. AnA pariNAme vidyAthIo kaMTALI jAya che, ane dhArmika abhyAsamAMthI temanI zraddhA ja UDI jAya che. eTale prathama te Aje pAThazALAomAM evA zikSakonI jarUra che ke jemaNe dhArmika abhyAsa sAthe saMpUrNa vyAvahArika vijJAnanuM jJAna paNa lIdheluM hoya, daSTinI vizALatA hoya. mAtra sUtronI gAthAo gokhAvyA kare evA zikSako vartamAna kALe ApaNI pAThazALAmAM nahi cAle, ane e ja rIte kelejo tema ja hAIskUlamAM paNa vyAvahArika sAthe AdhyAtmika zikSaNa dharAvanAra zikSako ane prophesaronI pasaMdagI karavAmAM Avaze tyAre ja vidyArthIomAM pravartatI azista nAbUda thaze. kriyA ApaNuM AtmA mATe che, ApaNo AtmA kiyA mATe nathI, e ApaNe haMmezA yAda rAkhavAnuM che. je dareka kiyA vivekapUrvaka karavAmAM AvatI hoya, te evI kiyA karanArane koI pApakarmanuM baMdhana thatuM nathI. dazavaikAlika sUtramAM kahyuM che ke je vivekathI cAle, vivekathI UbhuM rahe, vivekathI sUve, vivekapUrvaka bhajana kare ane vivekapUrvaka bole te te pApakarma bAMdhatA nathI.

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102 pUrNimA pAchI UgI! deha ane AtmA vaccenA bheda paNa ApaNe samajI levA joIe. AtmA ghInA leTA jevo che, kAyA chAzanA leTA jevI che. koI mANasa eka hAthamAM ghIne leTo ane bIjA hAthamAM chAzane loTa rAkhI mArge cAlyA jatA hoya, ane sAmethI koI doDatuM AvatuM hoya te tenI aDapheTamAMthI bacavA mATe e mANasa e rIte tarI jaze ke jethI chAzanA leTAnA bhege paNa ghInA leTAne AMca na Ave. A rIte kAyAnA bhege AtmAnuM rakSaNa karI zakAya, paNa AtmAnA bhege kAyAnuM rakSaNa na ja thaI zake. AvI rIte sarjana ane visarjana vaccenA bheda paNa ApaNe jANI levA rahyA. eka kaLAkArane bhavya pratimA taiyAra karatAM varasanA varasa lAge che, tyAre bIjo mANasa kuhADAnA ghAthI thoDI kSaNamAM ja te pratimAnuM khaMDana karI nAkhe che; e bemAM vadhu zakti pratimAne khaMDita karanAramAM nahi paNa sarjana karanAramAM che, kAraNa ke sarjana karavAmAM jJAnazaktinI jarUra paDe che, jyAre nAza karavAmAM te jaDatAnI jarUra paDe che. AjanA yugamAM bhautika zaktine upayoga maTA bhAge visarjana karavAmAM thAya che, paNa sarjana karavAmAM te AdhyAtmika zaktinI ja jarUra paDe. yurepanA eka suprasiddha kaLAkAre eka suMdara bALakanuM citra taiyAra karyuM. bALakanuM citra evuM te AkarSaka ane kaLAyukta hatuM ke ghaDI be ghaDI ApaNe tenI tarapha joI ja rahIe. enA moDhA paranA saraLa ane vinamra bhAve, tathA hoTha paranuM mRdu hAsya evAM te alaukika hatAM ke jonAranA

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AjanA yugamAM 103 manamAM nirmaLatA ane nirdoSatAne saMcAra thAya. thoDA varaso bAda citrakAree eka duSTa puruSanuM citra taiyAra karyuM ane te mATe eka bhayaMkara caherAvALA mANasane paNa zodhI kADhayo. enI kUra AMkhe, vikarALa cahere, phUleluM nAka, UpaselAM hoTha evAM te bihAmaNu hatAM ke citra jotAM dhRNa ane tiraskAranA bhAva jAgrata thAya! pachI eka pradarzanamAM e baMne citrone teNe sAthe bAju bAjumAM mUkyAM. bane citre ekabIjAthI viruddha prakAranAM citro hatAM. eka divasa eka mAnavI te pradarzana jevA Avyo, ane citro jotAM jotAM pilAM be citronI pAse AvI pahoMce. pilAM be citro joIne te te pike poke raDavA ja lAge. ene raDate joIne tenI AsapAsa mANasanuM ToLuM jAmI gayuM ane tene rokavAnuM kAraNa pUchatAM teNe pitAnuM meTuM baMne hAthe vaDe DhAMkIne kahyuM ke A baMne citro bhinna bhinna vyakitanA nathI paNa eka ja vyaktinAM che, ane te vyakti anya kaI nathI paNa huM pote ja chuM. A baMne citro joI mArA bhUtakALanA svarUpanI vartamAna svarUpa sAthe saheje sarakhAmaNI thaI gaI ane te vicAre hRdayane AghAta thaye. huM rahuM chuM mArA patanane. Aje ApaNe ApaNI jAtane ja bhUlI gayA chIe. paNa AjanA vijJAnayugamAM sauthI moTAmAM moTI jarUra te ApaNe ApaNI jAtane ja oLakhavAnI che. AdhyAtmika zikSaNa mANasane svanA darzana tarapha dore che, ane te ja jJAna sAcuM jJAna che.

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jIvanasAphalyanI kUMcI prakRti saumyatva e eka mahattvanA sadguNa che. emAM evI sa'kalanA che ke, eka vastu Ave teA khIjI Ave ane mIjI Ave pachI trIjI Ave. eTale, eka vastu pahelAM taiyAra na thaI hoya teA, khIjI vastumAM pachI muzkelI paDe che; ane khIjI taiyAra na heAya teA trIjI paNa agharI paDe, mATe ja guNunI saMkalanA karavAmAM AvI che. kSudratAnA tyAga kare tA ja mANusa saumya ane che na jJAnIo ApaNane dekhAva karavAnu nathI kahetA. e tA AcaraNamAM utAravAnu' ja kahe che. Dela kArnegIe jIvanamAM AgaLa vadhavAnI samaja ApatuM pustaka lakhyu che. e puskanu nAma che. How to win the Friends and Influence the People.' A pustakanI lAkhA nakalA duniyAmAM khapI gaI che, gujarAtI mAM paNa enI lAkhA nakalA UpaDI che ! mAre tamane saune ahIM pUchyuM' che ke, emAM ane A mahApuruSAnI vAtamAM phera zA che?

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jIvanasAphalyanI kUcI 105 lekhaka ema kahe che ke tame saumyatA ane sabhyatAne dekhAva rAkhe; jyAre mahApuruSe kahe che ke, dekhAva nahi, tame ene tamArA jIvanamAM vaNI nAkhe. dekhAva te chetaravA mATe che, jyAre evA guNane jIvanamAM vaNavAnI kriyA ApaNI jAtane sudhAravA mATe che. jJAnIo kahe che ke dekhAva dunicAmAM mAna apAvaze, paNa ethI AtmAnuM kalyANa nahi thAya. AtmAnuM kalyANa karavuM hoya te te aMdarathI sudhare. davAo paNa be prakAranI hoya che. mAthuM dukhatuM hoya tyAre ApaNe bAma lagADIe chIe, TIkaDI laIe chIe, ne ema ArAma anubhavIe chIe. bIjI davA vicAranA mULamAMthI udbhavI hoya che. A mAthuM dukhyuM te kharuM, paNa e dukhyuM zenAthI? A praznamAMthI e zedhI kADhe che ke kabajiyAta che, peTamAM beTo bharo thayela che, eTale mAthuM dukhe che. A pachI e piTane bagADa kADhavAnI davA Ape che. A AMtarika davA che. bahAra bAma bhale lagADe paNa aMdarane maLa jaze nahi agara koI cintAthI mAthuM dukhatuM hoya te cintA jAya nahi tyAM sudhI ArAma thAya A rIte jJAnIo paNa ApaNane aMtaranI davA batAve che. e kahe che ke bahAranI saumyatA tame ghaDIbhara rAkhaze, paNa je te aMtaramAM UtarI nahi hoya te koIka divasa paNa ene bhaDako thayA vinA rahevAne nathI. - tamArI prakRtimAM vaNayA vagaranI koI paNa vastu lAMbe kALa TakavAnI nathI. eTale, tame je vastu karavA mAgatA

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106 pUrNimA pAchI UgI ! ho tene tamArA lehInI aMdara ekAkAra banAvI de. ema karazo tyAre e vastu tamAruM jIvana banI jaze. pachI tame UMghatA haze ke jAgatA haze, paNa tamArI prakRti tamane nahi cheDe. "prakRtiM vArita mUtAni nivra vi risthati? keInI upara tame game tevuM dabANa lAvaze, game teTalI cakI rAkhaze, game teTalI cAMpatI najara rAkhaze, paNa mAnavanI prakRtimAM je vaNAI gayuM tenI sAme bahAranuM niyaMtraNa kazAya kAmamAM nahi Ave. mANasa Aje eTale badho pheziyAra banI gaye che ke, bahAranAM game teTalAM niyaMtraNa haze to paNa e dhAreluM karyA vinA nahi rahe-bhalene pachI AsapAsa aneka cokIdAra mukAI gayA hoya. eTalA mATe ja mahApuruSe kahe che ke bahAranuM niyaMtraNa kadAcita DI vAra sudhI raheze kharuM, paNa je enI prakRtimAM palaTo nahi Ave te e vALelI kamAnanI jema raheze. jyAre kamAna chUTaze tyAre Dabala jerathI UchaLaze, athavA taLAvamAM taratA tuMbaDA jevI dazA thaze. upara hAtha dabAvele rAkhaze tyAM lagI aMdara raheze ne hAtha uThAvI leze ke tarata ja jozabhera upara AvI jaze. leko paNa bahArathI niyaMtraNa mUkavAmAM mAnatA hoya che. loko samajaNane nahi, jone mahattva ApatA thayA che. || jorajulama ne dabANane lIdhe je vastu dabAIne beThelI

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jIvanasAphalyanI kUMcI 107 hoya che te chUTavAnI vATa joIne beThelI hoya che. ane tethI ja chUTe che tyAre bamaNA jorathI uchALo mAre che. daDAne je koI ThekANe mUka hoya te dhIrethI mUkave paDaze, jerathI pheMkaze te te bamaNe UchaLaze, ane jemAM mUka haze tenAthI viruddha dizAmAM cAlyA jaze. daDe je ApaNe UbhA hoIe tenI sAmenI dIvAle pheMkIe te te dIvAle athaDAIne pAcho ApaNuM hAthamAM Ave che, e te sau jANIe chIe ja. kiyA ane pratikriyA (Actions and Reactions) e sAyansane ane mAnasazAstrane eka niyama che. eTale jJAnIo kahe che ke jyAre tamArI pAse vicAra Ave tyAre e kyAMthI Avyo e pahelAM samajo, enI sAthe vicAraNuM kare ane pachI ja AcaraNamAM mUke. je mANasa samajIne koIne cheDe che te mANasa hajAra rUpiyAnuM nukasAna thaze chatAM krodha nahi kare, kAraNa ke saumyatA. e enI prakRtinuM aMga banI gayuM che. namratAne je samaje che te vyakti game teTalAM pralebhane maLaze chatAM paNa ahaMkAramAM nahi lapaTAya, kAraNa ke namratA e enI prakRtinuM eka aMga banI gayuM hoya che. te ja rIte, je loko saMtoSamAM samaje che te lekenI pAse dhanane meTa Dhagale karI nAkhaze te paNa e tenI sAme najara sudhdhAM nahi nAkhe. e te kaheze, mAre ene zuM karavuM che? AryAvarta mAM je graMthanI racanA thaI che te saMteSI

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108 pUrNimA pAchI UgI! saMtAe karI che ane tethI temanA jIvananI suvAsa paNa emAM rahelI che. vilAsI mANase ane duniyAnI bhautika saMpatti pAchaLa ghelA thayelA mANasoe lakheluM lakhANa kadAcita tamane 'uzkerATa ApanAruM nIvaDaze, paraMtu e tamArA dilane zAnta karI zakaze nahi. Aje navalakathAo lakhAya che, paNa lekhake te enI vadhAremAM vadhAre AvRttio bahAra pADIne vadhumAM vadhu paisA kema lUMTavA enA rastA zodhatA hoya che, eTale emanA e lakhANanI pAchaLa paNa tRSNAnI Aga paDI hoya che. ane tethI ja temanuM sAhitya vAMcanArI prajA asaMtoSanA bhaDakAmAM baLI rahI hoya che, kAraNa ke lakhanArAonA dilane Ataza emanAM lakhANomAM paDyo hoya che. jemanAM citta haryAbharyA che, jemanAM mana prazAMta che, jeo saMtoSanI aMdara magna che, emanA mukhanI vANI zAMti-samAdhAna ApanArI hoya che. AvuM samAdhAna ane zAMti pilA asaMtoSanI AgamAM baLanAre mAnavI kyAMthI ApI zake ? eTalA mATe ja pelA kaSi-munio ane tyAgIo bhale dehamAM rahetA hatA chatAM temaNe samajaNa dvArA manane keLavyuM hatuM. - sAdhu hoya ke saMsArI hoya, eNe dehanA dharmo, dehanI mAMga te piSavI ja paDaze, paraMtu e mATe yogya vicAra

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109 jIvanasAphalyanI kUcI karIne tenA upara maryAdA mUkavI enuM nAma "viveka', ane maryAdA na mUkavI enuM nAma "aviveka je maLe temAM saMtoSa mAnanAre mANasa kharekhara vivekavAna che. zrImatanuM e kAma che ke je leke virakta hoya temanI khabara rAkhavI. virakta je mAgavA jAya te e bhikhArI banI jAya. Aje ApaNI dazA jazo te jaNAze ke sAdhu one mAgavuM paDe che, ne ethI e bhikhArI thatA jAya che. tamAre ATalA rUpiyA bharavA paDaze ema sAdhuo tamane kahe te e sAdhutAnuM lilAma che ema samajavuM. sAdhune phaMDaphALAnI zI jarUra che. IcchA evI che ke kaI IcchA ja na jame. AvI dazA aMtaramAMthI udbhavavI joIe. e dazA Ave tyAre enI mastIne AnaMda kaMI judo ja hoya ! te pahelA tyAgIonuM kAma e hatuM ke te saMsAra tarapha upekSA sevatA ane saMsAranA rAgIo temanI khabara rAkhatA. A rIte baMnene samanvayAtmaka dharma jaLavAte. Aje A baMne potapotAnA jIvanane paMtha cUkI gayA che. pariNAma e AvI gayuM che ke, sAdhuo ghera-ghera mAgatA phare che ane tene lIdhe sAdhutAnuM darzana je pahelAM mAnavIne mATe gauravanI gAthA samuM hatuM te bhayarUpa banyuM che. Aje saMsArI jana ema mAnate thaye che ke sAdhune te cheDA paisAthI kharIdI zakAze.

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pUrNimA pAchI UgI ! eTale meTAmeTA paisAdAre mAne che ke Akhare mahArAja javAnA karyAM che! chevaTe ApaNA bAraNe AMTo mAravA AvavAnA ja ! pAMca-daza hajAra rUpiyA joItA haze te TIpa laIne ApaNI ja pAse Avaze ne ! khIje kayAM jaze ? piraNAme, emanA mananI aMdara eka evI rAI AvI gaI che ke amArI pAse paisA che, ane paisA haze teA ame sAdhuone paNa kharIdI zakIzuM. 110 jyAre eka jamAnAmAM eka havA evI hatI ke sAdhue ema samajatA ke sAdhutAne kharIdavA mATe te sAdhutA ja joIe. sAdhutA e kaI duniyAnI vastuothI kharIdI zakAya evI sastI vastu nathI. tame je kAryaM karavA beso temAM jyAM sudhI tamAru AvilApana niha thAya tyAM sudhI tamane e kAyama Ana Mda nahi Ape, bhale pachI e duniyAnA vyavahAra hAya, bhagavAnanI bhakti hAya ke koI bALakane dUdha pAvAnu hAya. tame je kAma karavA beThA hai| temAM Atma-vileApana karaze te ja te vastu tamane AnaMdadAyaka khanaze. bALakane AyA paNa dUdha pAtI hAya che ane mA paNa dUdha pAtI hAya che, chatAM bannenI dUdha pAvAnI kriyAmAM keTalA badhA phera paDe che ? rasAiyA roTalI banAvI Ape ane gharanI strI roTalI banAvI Ape e emAM aMtara kharuM ke nahi ? strInA hAthathI banAvelI rasoI pIrasavAmAM Ave che tyAre enI pAchaLa bhAvanA hAya che, apaNu hAya che, prema hAya che ane sevAnA saMbaMdha hoya che.

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jIvanasAphalyanI kUcI 111 bhADUtI mANasa te jeTalIo banAvI banAvIne pheMke ja jAya che. tenI pAchaLa kevaLa paisAne saMbaMdha hoya che, lAgaNIne kaI pravAha hete nathI. | mA bALakane dUdha pAtI hoya tyAre dUdha sAthe heta paNa pAtI hoya che. AyAnuM dUdha pInAra bALakanuM zarIra kadAca puSTa thaze, paraMtu AtmA puSTa nahi bane. Aje meTAM gharanAM chokarAo AyAonA hAthamAM Uchare che. e bicArAMone mAtRsneha maLatuM nathI. pariNAme mAtRsneha, mAtRsaMskAra ane mAtRhAda meLavyA vinAnAM bALako vikRta (Abnormal) bane che. temanI A vikRti mA-bApane ghaDapaNamAM sahevI paDe che, kAraNa ke e chekarAM mAbApanA duzmana bane che. saMskAranuM siMcana pAmyA vinA Abnormal baneluM bALaka jema jema moTuM thatuM jAya che tema tema vadhAre vikRta banatuM jAya che. ane tene lIdhe AsapAsanuM vAtAvaraNa paNa jherI bane che. e jhera cAre bAju vistAra pAme che. eTalA mATe ja kahyuM che ke bhAvanA e koI judI vastu che. bhAvanApUrvaka tamArA kAmamAM Atmavisarjana ane AtmanimagnatA UbhI karaze te e kAma dIpI UThaze. mANasa jyArathI mAtra duniyAnI ja vastuo bhegI karavA mAMDe che tyArathI aMtaranI duniyA khAvA mAMDe che. aMtaranI duniyAne sajAvavI haze te bahAranI vastuone ochI karyA vinA Aro AvavAne nathI.

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11ra pUrNimA pAchI UgI! ApaNe bahAranI vastuone saMgraha eTalo badho vadhAryo che ke, ApaNuM aMtaranuM dIvAnakhAnuM Aje sAva khAlI thaI gayuM che. Aje mAnavInuM dhyAna bahAranI vastuonA saMgraha upara kendrita thayuM che, ane aMtaranI duniyAnuM sAva devALuM nIkaLyuM che. mAnavInA jIvanamAM koI Adarza nathI, koI bhAvanAmaya svapna nathI, ane tyAre mAnavI bahAranI duniyA bhegI karyA vinA kare paNa zuM? eTalA mATe ja mANasanA jIvanamAM dheyAtmaka koIka svapna, neyAtmaka eka vicAra te hevo ja joIe, jenA AdhAre mAnavI jIvanamAM dhIme dhIme AgaLa vadhI zake. ApaNuM jIvanamAM ApaNane thAka te tyAre ja lAge che ke jyAre ApaNA manamAM kaMIka kAma pAchaLane Adarza nathI hotuM. jenA jIvanamAM kaI dhyeya nathI hotuM tenuM jIvana vaitarA jevuM banI jAya che. ahIM koIka phUTapAthane bhikhArI che, te koIka vaLI mahelane bhikhArI che. Akhare mana te baMnenAM sarakhAM che. kaIkane eka rUpiye joIe che, keIkane se joIe che, keIkane hajAra jeIe che, keIkane lAkha ke kareDa joIe che. bhikhArIonI kakSAmAM kaMI phera nathI. mana te e ja che. hA, dekhAvamAM thoDoka phera che khare. jyAM sudhI mananI bhUkha marI nathI, je che temAM saMtoSa pragaTyo nathI, tyAM sudhI dila bhikSuka ja che. ane A bhikhArIvRtti ApaNane dhIme dhIme hIna banAvI deze.

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jIvanasAphalyanI kUMcI 113 jema eka suMdara puSpa para bhamaro AvIne temAMthI rasa cUsI le che, chatAM puSpane duHkha thatuM nathI ke ene cImaLAvI nAMkhate nathI, ane chatAM potAnA AtmAne saMtRpta kare che e ja rIte A duniyAnI aMdara sAdhu keIne tyAM levA mATe jAya tyAre pelAnuM rasoDuM khAlI karIne cAlya nathI AvatuM, paraMtu ene tyAM banAvelI vastuomAMthI DuMka thoDuMka le che, jethI ApanArane tyAM ochuM thAya nahi ane pitAnuM kAma cAlI rahe. Ama be-cAra gharethI meLavIne potAnA AtmAne paritRpta kare che. ane Ama pharavA jatAMya na maLe te sAdhune vaLI era AnaMda thAya. maLI jAya te saMyama paLAya che ane na maLe te tapavRddhi thAya che. maLI jAya te paNa majA che, na maLe te paNa majA che. idhara bhI vAha vAha, udhara bhI vAha vAha. AvA tyAgane raMga bahu UMDe hoya che. ApaNA AtmAne A ja raMga lagADavAne che. ApaNane atyAre je raMga lAge che te hajI kace che. ApaNane ceLa majIThane raMga nathI lAge. eka vAra raMgAI te jaIe chIe, paNa pharIthI prasaMganA pANImAM jhabakoLAtAM raMga gumAvIe chIe. darekamAM saMteSa, darekamAM zAMti, darekamAM samAdhAna A raMge ja jIvanane sArI rIte jhaLakAvanArA raMge che. jIvanamAM saphaLatA meLavavAnI amUlya cAvI "svabhAvanI keLavaNI" che.

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114 pUrNimA pAchI UgI! ApaNe ghaNA lekene kahIe chIe ke, huM te bahu saMteSI chuM. paNa mananI aMdara kaMI meLavavAnI Aga satata baLatI ja hoya che. krodha, mAna, mAyA ane lebha-A cAra jIvananI AsapAsa pharanArAM baMdha che. e cArecAra baMdhane hevA chatAM ApaNe ghaNI vAra bahArathI saumya dekhAIe chIe. paNa bhagavAne te kahyuM che ke, "tAre krodhane upazAMtithI haNI nAkha joIe, ane prakRtine saumyatAmaya banAvI devI joIe. namratA vaDe tArA ahamane tAre haNI nAkha joIe, ane prakRtine namratAmaya banAvavI joIe. tAre saMteSa vaDe lebhane haNI nAkhavuM joIe jethI tArI prakRti parama saMtoSamaya banI jAya. vaLI saraLatA vaDe karIne tAre mAyAne haNavI joIe, AthI tAruM jIvana saraLatAmaya ane sukha dAyaka banI jaze."

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ApaNane oLakhIe cintake kahe che. saMsAranA badhA ja pravAsI che, anaMtanA yAtrI che. mAnavadeha e anaMtanI yAtrAnuM eka vizrAmadhAma che. yAtrika vizrAmadhAmamAM sau sAthe premathI rahe che, paraMtu pite kyAMthI Avyo che, kyAM javAnuM che, kyAre javAne che e bhUlate nathI. evuM je e bhUlI jAya che, e parezAna parezAna thaI jAya. dhArelA dhyeya para pahoMcI ja na zake. gamAramAM gamAra musAphara paNa, yAtrAnA A muddA kadIya bhUlate nathI. paraMtu duniyArUpI vizrAmasthAnamAM Avele A anaMtane yAtrI koNa jANe kema, A badhuM bhUlI jAya che, ne pitAne pravAsI mAnavAne badale nivAsI mAnavA lAgI jAya che ne pitAnI yAtrAnuM lakSya cakI jAya che. . paraMtu ene khabara nathI ke, duniyArUpI A vizrAmasthAna choDavAne vAre Avaze tyAre ene cITakI rahevuM haze

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116 pUrNimA pAchI UgI! teya cITakI nahi zakAya ne ene vizrAmasthAna cheDavuM ja paDazene tyAre enI dazA bhaTaktA musAphara jevI thaI jaze. koNa jANe kema, ApaNe badhA jJAnanI mIThI-mIThI. vAta karIe chIe, paraMtu AcaraNamAM te, AvatI kAlane vicAra karyA vinA ja bhautika jIvana jIvIe chIe. jJAnanI vAta karanAranuM, prabhunuM nAma lenAranuM, pitAnI jAtane dharmiSTa tarIke oLakhAvanAranuM e kartavya banI rahe che ke pite kyAMthI AvyuM che, kyAM javAne che jyAM javAne che tyAM javA mATe uttama mArga kaye che tene satata vicAra kare ne jAgRti seve. dhamI ane adhamImAM ATaluM ja aMtara che. dhamI pUrvajanma ane punarjanmane mAne che, jyAre adhamI eka ja janmamAM mAne che. dhamI prAraMbhamAM ananta jue che. adhamI anaMtamAM aMta mAne che. dhamI mAne che, AtmA paramAtmasvarUpa che. AtmA je paramAtmasvarUpa heya te, AtmAmAM paramAtmAnAM badhAM tatva hevAM ja joIe. sAgaranAM badhAM ja to je biMdumAM hoya te, paramAtmAnAM badhAM tatva AtmAmAM zA mATe na hoya? eTale, ApaNe ApaNA AtmAnI prabhutAne pichANavI joIe. ApaNI "kaoNliTIne je ApaNe nahi oLakhIe, te ApaNe ApaNane kadAca saratAmAM ja vecI mArIzuM.'

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117 hanati 1. utarI ApaNane oLakhIe ApaNe te brahmamaya, AnaMdamaya, saccidAnaMdamaya chIe. dharma, jAti ke saMpradAyanA vADAbheda AtmA mATe nakAmA che. atyAranuM ApaNuM nAma paNa bhADUtI che. AtmAne na te nAma che, na te kuLa che, na te jAti che. ApaNuM A tatva ane satya bhUlI gayA chIe, kAraNa ApaNe meha ane pramAdanI madirAnuM pAna karanArA chIe. madirApAna karanAre mAnavI pitAne bhUlI jAya che tema, jAti, kuLa, dharma vagerenI meha-madirA pInArA ApaNe ApaNI "kavaoNliTIne bhUlI gayA chIe.' ___pItvA mohamahApramAdamadirA unmattabhUtaM jagat / bIjI madirAne kepha cAra-cha kalAke UtarI jAya che, jyAre, meha ane pramAdanI madirAne kepha te janmAMtara sudhI paNa nathI Utarate. Aje ApaNe ja ApaNane bhUlI gayA chIe. prabhunA maMdiramAM jaIe teya moha-madirA pIne jaIe. prabhue ApeluM dhana prabhunA kAmamAM vAparIe teya dAna ApyAne garva karIe. maMdiramAM te ApaNI jAtane dhovA javAnuM hoya enA badale tyAM meha ane garvanI madirA pIne ApaNe ApaNane vadhu bagADIe chIe. . dharma e kaMI nAmanA ke pratiSThA pedA karavA mATenuM khulluM bajAra nathI eTaluM yAda rAkhavuM ghaTe.

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pUrNimA pAchI UgI ! ApaNe jIvanamAM sAcA dhama AcarI zakatA nathI kAraNa, ApaNe badhA pramAda-madirA pIne pharIe chIe. 118 nAzAmAjane khATI chAza pAI ne naze| UtArI zakAya che. te rIte, ApaNI meAha-madirAnA naze| utAravA mATe sate sadupadezarUpI chAza pIvaDAve che. paraMtu ApaNane te sadupadezanI chAza paNa koThe paDI gaI che. rAja e pII e chIe teya, meha-madirAmAM masta anIne krIe chIe. paeNnisilInanAM injekazana ghaNA rAga maTADe che, paNa jenA leAhImAM vikriyA pesI gaI hoya tene mATe paeNnisilIna roga maTADanAra banavAne badale navA rAga pedA karanAruM ane che. e rIte upadeza paNu paeNnisilIna che. anekanA bhavarega emAMthI maTI jAya che. paraMtu keTalAkanA svabhAvamAM evI vikriyA pesI gaI hAya che ke upadezanI asara navI viyiA pedA kare che. eka upadezaka rAja kathA kare, saMtA pAse bese ne bhAvabhInI vAta kare. A badhI doDadhAmamAM peAtAnI gAMdhI kariyANAnI dukAna me-traNa kalAka ja khAle, paNa lekamAM sArA mANasa tarIkenI AkharU jamAvelI ekale gharAkI sArI jAme. eka mANasa emanI dukAne gALa levA gayA. upadezake tA jUnA ne kALA ja gALa padharAvye.

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119 ApaNane oLakhIe pele mANasa goLa ghera te laI gaye, paraMtu ghera patnIe Thapake Ave eTale bIje divase pAcho lAvyo ne kahyuM, "A goLa sAre nathI, bIjo sAro Ape." upadezaka te rAtApILA thaI gayAH "are tuM te gadhA jevuM che, te ja mArI kathAmAM Ave che, ne anAsaktinI vAta sAMbhaLe che, teya gALamAM tane Asakti lAgI rahI che? ATa-ATalo upadeza sAMbhaLavA chatAM tAruM mana goLa jevA jaDa padArthamAM ja cUMTI rahyuM che? ne, ene dhamakAvIne kADhI mUkyo. pale mANasa narama svabhAvane hate. ene thayuM, emanuM kahevuM sAcuM che. mAre evI Asakti rAkhavI na joIe. e te ene e goLa laIne patnI pAse AvyuM ne badhI vAta karI. ( patnIne khUba Azcarya thayuM ! pUchayuM: "emaNe veLA geLanA paisA lIdhA hatA ke kALA geLanA? e ApaNane gaLamAMthI Asakti kADhI nAkhavAnuM kahe che. te pachI, e paisAmAM zA mATe Asakti rAkhe che?" kaho, kathAkArane AtmA UMce ke pilA grAhaka patipatnIne mAtra kathAkAra banavAthI ja mahAna banI gayAne garva na karaze. kathAkAre te jIvananI paLepaLa sAme sAvadhAna rahevAnuM che. Aje keTalAka vaktAo chAtI kADhIne phare che ne ema

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120 pUrNimA pAchI UgI ! mAnIne gava le che ke emanA lIdhe ja dezanuM sukAna cAle che. sAcI vAta teA e che ke dezanuM sukAna dharma bhAvanAne lIdhe cAle che. mAnavI jo dhama bhAvanA vinAnA haze te wild jaMgalI anI jaze, ne gAMdhI ke keneDI jevA mahAna puruSone paNu gALI mAraze. dharma ja mAnavIne mAnavatAmAM rAkhe che. dhama vaDe mAnavI unnata ane che. ApaNe kharekharA mAnava chIe kharA ? chAtI para hAtha mUkIne jo sAcu khAlIzu' te, ApaNe kabUlavu paDaze ke ApaNe mAnavadeha laIne krIe chIe paraMtu ApaNAmAM hajIya pazutA paDelI che. ziyALanI luccAI, uMdaranA lAbha ne kAgaDAnI kudRSTi mANasanA leAhImAM evAM che. manuSyanA AkAra teA laIne beThA chIe, paraMtu manuSya1 kayAM che? mATe ja kahuM chuM ke manuSyamAM manuSyatva pragaTAvavu' ne TakAvavu hAya tA, temanAmAM dharma bhAvanA pragaTAveA. dharmAMnA prakAza vaDe ja nirmAlya haze te naravIra khanaze, paisA ke sattA vaDe nahi. pradhAnA jyAre ghera bese che, ne ilekazanamAM sthAna nathI maLatuM, tyAre jozI jaIne peAtAnuM pradhAnapada kayAre pAchuM maLaze e pUche che. pAse

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ApaNane oLakhIe 121 keTalI nirmAlyatA? dharma nirmAlyane naravIra banAve che. dharma vinA naravIra nirmAlya bane che. mATe ja, ApaNe dharmamaya jIvana jIvavuM che. ApaNe dharma kevaLa sAMbhaLavAnuM nathI paNa sAMbhaLIne jIvanamAM utAre che. - vyApAramAM ke vyavahAramAM dharmanA tatvane niraMtara ghUTayA ja karIzuM, te jIvanamAM kaI avanavuM ja parivartana Avaze. bhamarI kIDAne uThAvI jAya che tyAre te peTe cAlanAra hoya che-gatinuM ke skUtinuM ThekANuM paNa hotuM nathI. taddana nirmAlya dazAmAM hoya che. * paraMtu bhamarI ene uThAvI jAya che ne eka sthaLe baMdha karI de che, enI AsapAsa satata guMjana kare che, ne kIDAnA jIvanane guMjanamaya banAvI de che. satata guMjanamaya banI gayele kiDe Akhare kIDe maTI bhamarI banI jAya che. - peTe cAlanAruM nirmAlya prANI pAMkhe UDanAruM cetana prANuM banI jAya che. basa AvI ja vAta mANasanI che. " * kIDA jevI nirmAlya jIvane bhamarI jevA saMtane sathavAre maLI jAya, ne enA vaDe e nirmAlya jIva je satata AtmaguMjanamaya banI jAya, te peTe cAlavAne badale pAMkhethI UDe, nirmAlya maTIne naravIra bane. . ! "

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12 pUrNimA pAchI UgI ! rega, bimArI, nirmAlyapaNuM A badhAM sArA vicArane anurUpa thavAya te cAlyAM ja jAya. bhItaramAM rahelA udAtta tattvane bahAra kheMcI lAvIne ApaNe saue zaktimaya banavAnuM che. dAktare paNa have mananI mAvajata vaDe rego maTADavAnuM vicAratA thayA che. Aje zarIranA rogamAM paNa mananA rogonuM kAraNa dekhAvA mAMDyuM che. A mananA rogone dUra karavAnuM kAma dharma kare che. manuSya banavuM che? te, dharmamaya jIvana jIve. dharma prakAza AvatAM labha audArya mAM palaTAze, vaira premamaya banI jaze, ne doSadaSTi vilIna thaI guNadaSTi pedA thaze. pAMDanI rAjasabhA maLelI. emAM zrIkRSNa dharmarAjane pAse bolAvIne kahyuM, "A sabhAmAM dezI koNa che e zedhI kADhe." dharmarAje AkhI sabhA tarapha daSTi karI darekanA guNa-avaguNa jovA mAMDyA, te darekamAM kaMIka ne kaMIka bhalAI ja dIThI saMpUrNa doSI koI na dekhAya. pachI, emaNe zrIkRSNane kahyuM, "AmAM te badhAya sArA ja dekhAya che. keI kharAba nathI." A pachI zrIkRSNa duryodhanane bolAvIne kahyuM, "A sabhAmAM sAre mANasa keNu che te zodhI Apo."

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ApaNane oLakhIe | ne, duryodhane sAre mANasa zodhavA najara pheravavA mAMDI paNa ene kaI sAre na dekhAye. darekamAM eNe kaMIne kaMI avaguNa ja joyA. je divase ApaNAmAMthI doSadaSTi nAbUda thaze, te divase ja ApaNe manuSya thaI zakIzuM. duryodhana doSadaSTivALe hatuM tethI teNe badhAmAM doSa ja joyA. dharmarAja guNadaSTivALA hatA tethI temaNe badhAmAM sadguNe ja nihALyA. tethI ja kahevata paDI yAdazI daSTi tAdazI sRSTi daSTi bagaDelI heya, pachI sRSTi nirmaLa kayAMthI thAya? daSTi bagaDI che tethI ja audArya viramI gayuM che. dRSTi bagaDI che, tethI ja saguNe jhAMkhA paDyA. dharma ApaNI daSTi sudhAravAnuM kahe che. dharmane upaga duniyAne sudhAravA mATe pachI karajo, jAtane sudhAravA mATe pahela kare. bIjAnAM gharanI sajAvaTa karanAra ArkiTekaTa ke DekoreTara je pitAnuM ghara sajAvI na zake te zA kAmane ? ApaNe dharma duniyAnA zaNagAranuM sAdhana banavAne badale, ApaNI hRdaya-sajAvaTanuM sAdhana bane eTaluM ApaNe chIe. e mATe, vicArapUrvakanuM hRdaya-DekiyuM karavuM paDaze, ne maMthana karIne AtmAne oLakha paDaze.

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124 pUNimA pAchI UgI! hatuM, che, ane raheze, enuM nAma sat, AtmA sat che. e hatuM paNa khare, che paNa khare, ne rahevAne che paNa khare. saMsAra Akho marI jAya teya AtmA te nathI ja maravAne. eka vijJAnIe mane kahyuM, "pRthvIne daza lAkha varSa thayAM haze." tyAre meM ene kahyuM, "pRthvIne bhale daza lAkha varSa thayAM heya, Aje ame te ethIya AgaLanA chIe, kAraNa pRthvI jaDa che, ame te caitanya chIe. caitanyane koI banAvI zakatuM paNa nathI, maTADI zakatuM paNa nathI." A vicAra maraNanI bhItI dUra kare che, ne manamAM zraddhA pedA kare che ke, ApaNe kadI maravAnA nathI, paMcamahAbhUta marI jaze, ApaNe te kAyama rahevAnA chIe. huM hato, chuM, ane rahevAne chuM evI daDha zraddhAbharI samajaNa mRtyune bhaya dUra kare che. bhaya bahu kharAba cIja che. eka DaoNkaTara mitre kahela eka prasaMga atyAre yAda Ave che. emaNe kahyuM, "huM eka divasa mArA davAkhAnAmAM dadIone tapAsI rahyo hato, tyAM eka karoDapatine phena A "jaladI Ave."

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ApaNane oLakhIe 125 mane thayuM, cAle tema hoya te badhA daradIne patAvIne jauM. eTale meM pUchyuM, "be eka kalAka pachI AvuM te?" - javAba maLe, "nA, atyAre ja Ave. mArI maeNTara levA mATe mokaluM chuM." mane thayuM, bahu gaMbhIratA haze. agatyanA kesa meM patAvI dIdhA, bAkInA mATe kaMpAunDarane sUcanA ApI dIdhI, ne gADI AvI eTale, huM zeThane tyAM gaye. mane cembaramAM belAvAye. zeTha gaMbhIra gamagInImAM beThA hatA, mane kahyuM, "gaI kAle benkamAMthI kahevAmAM AvyuM ke mArA hAthanI lakhelI sahI te pArakhI zaktA nathI. mArA hAtha upara mane lakavAnI asara lAge che. Ama te chellAM be-traNa varSathI mAre hAtha kaMpyA karatuM hatuM, paraMtu have mane gaMbhIratA dekhAI rahI che. juo ne, mane lakavA thAya ema tamane lAge che? je thAya ema hoya te huM mArI taiyArI karI lauM." meM emane tapAsyA. vAtamAM kaze mAla na dekhAye. meM kahyuM, "ApanA snAyuomAM naramAI che, paraMtu paMdara varSa sudhI te kaze vAMdho Ave ema nathI." sAcesAca DaoNkaTara, kaMI vAMdha Ave ema nathI?" hA, saMpUrNa khAtarIthI kahevA taiyAra chuM. tamane lakavA thAya te mArI prekiTasa choDI dauM." ne, DhIlADhapha thaI gayelA zeTha saphALA UbhA thaI gayA. are DokaTara, tame te mATe jAna bacAvI lIdhe.

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126 pUrNimA pAchI UgI! baeNnkamAMthI samAcAra AvyA pachI mane eTalI bIka lAgI hatI ke lakavAnA trAsathI bacavA mATe meM rilvara taiyAra rAkhI hatI. Ape je laka thaze ja e abhiprAya Ape hita te A rivara vaDe mAre jAna cheDI dIdhuM heta. le have A bharelI rivolvara tame ja laI jAo jethI pharI A vicAra na Ave." bhayanI kalpanA mAnavIne kevI viparita dazAmAM mUkI Aje paNa e rivolvara che, DokaTara paNa che, dadI paNa che. DokaTare je hiMmata na ApI hatI te dardIe bhayanA mAryA ApaghAta ja karyo heta. moTI moTI vAta karanAro mAnavI aMdarathI bahu kAyara hoya che. bIjAnA kahevAthI ja ene hiMmata AvI, bAkI raganA bhayathI e nirmAlya ja banI raheta. AtmazraddhA hoya te AvuM nirmAlyapaNuM na ja Ave. e mATe ApaNA caitanyane TUMDhavAnuM ne DhaDhaLavAnuM che ne jANavAnuM che ke huM koNa chuM ? manamAM jyAM sudhI dharma, saMpradAya ke jAti bhedanI vADAbaMdhI haze tyAM sudhI AtmajJAna pamAvAnuM nathI, ne AtmajJAna pAmyA vinA mRtyunI bhIti dUra thavAnI nathI.

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ApaNane oLakhIe . AtmAnA ajJAnathI pedA thayeluM duHkha AtmAnA jJAna vaDe ja dUra thaze. mATe ja ApaNe vicAravAnuM che ke huM keNa chuM? huM AtmA chuM te huM sata-cit AnaMda chuM? huM AtmA chuM te mAruM astitva trikAlAbAdhita che.? huM AtmA chuM te huM caitanya svarUpa chuM? huM AtmA chuM te huM AnaMda svarUpa chuM? ApaNe kaNa chIe? ApaNe paricaya zuM che? khabara nathI. AzcaryanI vAta e che ke, ApaNane ApaNI ja khabara nathI, ApaNe ApaNane ja bhUlI gayA chIe, pachI, bIjAne te kyAMthI ja oLakhAvIe? anAdi kALanA kusaMskAre vaDe, ApaNe ApaNane ja bhUlI gayA chIe. - mehanA AvaraNa nIce, ApaNe ApaNane ja saMtADI beThA chIe. tethI ja ApaNe duHkhI chIe, nirmAlya chIe. ApaNe ApaNane oLakhIe te duHkha dUra thAya, nirmAlyatA maTI jAya, ne abhuta AnaMda anubhavAya. AnaMda cAra prakAranA zabdAnaMda, zraddhAnaMda, anubhavyanaMda ne paramAnaMda. A zabda ja sAMbhaLIe chIe. ApaNuM bhautika

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128 pUrNimA pAchI UgI. nAma ja sAMbhaLIe chIe, teja raTIe chIe. e Asakti eTalI badhI vadhI gaI ke, ApaNe nAmasvarUpa banI gayA ane AtmasvarUpa maTI gayA. AtmasvarUpa pAchuM meLavavuM haze te nAmane bhUlavuM paDaze. nAma bhulAze te ja AtmasvarUpa samajAze. A bahu kaThaNa kAma che, nahi? duniyA AkhI nAma vadhAravAnI pAchaLa paDI che. dukAna, cepaDA, bilabuko, vijhiTiMga kArDa badhAMyamAM nAmane ja mahimA gavAya che. mAnavInA dAnadharma pAchaLa paNa pitAnA nAmane mahimA vadhAravA mATenI ja jhaMkhanA hoya che. tyAre ApaNe te nAmane bhUlatA javAnuM ane bhUMsatA javAnuM zIkhavAnuM che. dhArmika kriyA nAma vadhAravA mATe nahi, paNa nAma bhUlavA mATe karavAnI che. nAma bhUlavA mATe adhyAtma mArga ja madada karaze. paramAtmAnuM nAma maraNa ApaNA nAmanA vismaraNa mATe karavAnuM che. nAmasmaraNamAM ApaNe masta rahIzuM te eka dhanya divasa evo Avaze ke ApaNuM bhautika nAma bhUlI gayA haIzuM, ne ApaNe enAmaya banIne anupama AnaMda meLavI rahyA haIzuM. mane eka pipaTavALe prasaMga yAda Ave che.

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ApaNane oLakhIe 129 enI pAse eka pipaTa, enA e eka hajAra rUpiyA mAge. mane thayuM, popaTanA bahu bahu te pacIsa-pacAsa rUpiyA hoya. ATalA badhA te hetA haze? pUchyuM te kahe, "enI evI vizeSatA che. mANasanI jema ja e spaSTa vAta karI zake che." vAta enI sAcI hatI. pipaTa evuM suMdara bolate ke ApaNane jANe mANasa ja belato hoya ema lAge. AvuM sarasa bolatAM zI rIte zIkhavyuM haze? meM ene sarasa belatAM zIkhavavAne kImiye pUcho. eNe kahyuM, "e te mArA dhaMdhAnI khAnagI vAta che. e kImiye mArAthI badhAne na batAvAya, paNa tame te sAdhu che, tame kaMI mArA dhaMdhAnI harIphAI karavAnA nathI, eTale tamane batAvavuM chuM." Ama kahI e mane enI zALAmAM laI gaye. tyAM eNe eka moTo Ayane rAkhele. AyanA sAme pipaTanuM pAMjaruM mUkeluM, ne pachI, pote AyanAnI pAchaLa saMtAIne bolavA lAge. pipaTa avAja sAMbhaLI AyanAmAM dekhAtA pipaTa sAme jue. ene ema lAge ke sAme beThele pipaTa bele che. eTale e paNa belavAno prayatna kare. AvA satata abhyAsa vaDe, pipaTa mANasanI jema spaSTa vAta karatAM zIkhI jAya.

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130 pUrNimA pAchI UgI! A karAmatanA vicAra mArA manamAM Akhoya divasa ghUmI rahyA. mAnavI eka pipaTane tAlIma ApI zake che te pachI mAnavane tAlIma zA mATe na ApI zake? gururUpI AyanAmAM pratibiMba joI pAchaLathI saMbhaLAtI AtmajJAnInI vANInA abhyAsathI svarUpanI pichAna karavAnI che. satata abhyAsa vaDe pipaTa mANasanI jema belI zake che. satata abhyAsa vaDe ja sarakasane khelADI dorI para karAmata karI zake che. satata abhyAsa vaDe ja mAnavI mahinAo sudhInA upavAsa AdarI zake che. te ja rIte satata abhyAsa vaDe mAnavI pitAnuM nAma vimarIne pitAnA AtmAne oLakhI zake. arjune zrIkRSNane pUchyuM: "tephAnI manane kAbUmAM zI rIte levuM?" zrIkRSNe kahyuM, "abhyAsa ane vairAgya vaDe." adhyAtmamArga jAduI lAkaDI nathI ke paLavAramAM ja badhuM palaTAI jAya. e te abhyAsanI bAbata che. saMsAranA viSaye para vairAgya Ave ane emAMthI chUTavAnA prayatnane abhyAsa vadhe, te kaThinamAM kaThina bAbata paNa sulabha banI jAya. abhyAsa vaDe ja bALaka bolatAM zIkhe che.

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ApaNane oLakhIe abhyAsa vaDe ja bALaka cAlatAM zIkhe che. abhyAsa vaDe ja mANasa vADhuna calAvatAM zIkhe che. abhyAsa vaDe ja paNa breka para jAya che, belensa jaLavAya che. abhyAsa tUTI jAya te satata sAvadha rahevuM paDe, rhi to breka paranA paga cUkI javAtAM ke belensa khAI esatAM akasmAta pedA thAya. mATe ja satA kahe che : satata nAmasmaraNanA abhyAsa rAkho. mananI vRttione sa'kelavAnI Teva pADo. 131 atyAre izvaranA nAmasmaraNunA abhyAsa vadhavAne badale, peAtAnA nAmasmaraNane abhyAsa vadhI gayA che. tImAM janArA mAnava prabhunA nAmane badale peAtAnA nAmanI takatI lagADe che; te peAtAnuM ja nAma mATu' manAvavA mathe che. je nAma bhUMsAI ja javAnu che, je nAmane peAtAnA vaMzajo paNa yAda karI zakavAnA nathI, e nAma mATenA ATale adhA mADu zA mATe ? vaMzaja hAvA chatAM kaheA, ApaNe ApaNA dazamI peDhInA pUrvAMjanuM nAma jANIe chIe ? eTale ja satA kahe che mAru khATo che. ke bhautika nAma pAchaLanA - saMtA peAtAnA nAmanI tA paNa vismRti mAge che. e kahe che, ThIka, paNa peAtAnA svatvanI bhagavAna mane evI "

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132 pUrNimA pAchI UgI ! zakti Apa ke huM, huM na rahuM, tuM, tuM na rahe, ne hu tuMmAM samAI jauM,' bALaka peAtAnI mA pAse jAya tyAre ene peAtAnu nAma kahevAnI jarUra paDatI nathI. e to doDIne sIdhuM gAdamAM ja samAI jAya che. ApaNe paNu, prabhu-nAmasmaraNano zabdAnaMda AsvAdatA rahIne, paramAnaMdanI prApti mATe, bhautika nAmane bhUlatA javAnu che. zabdAnaDhamAMthI ja zraddhAnaMdamAM javAya. prabhunuM satata nAmasmaraNa mAnavInA haiyAmAM zraddhAne suMdara dIvA peTAve che. A zraddhAnA dIvA hatAzAnA aMdhArA ulece che. mAnavI. ne tamAma prakAranA bhayamAMthI mukta kare che, anubhavAnaMdanI dizAmAM dorI jAya che. zraddhAnA pAyA upara ja anubhavanI imArata racI zakAze. zraddhAnI jeTalI majabUtI, anubhavanI eTalI pratIti. anubhava bhAvanAnA viSaya che, bhASAnA nathI. anubhavanI vAta koI ne kahI zakAtI nathI; mukha paranI anAkhI AbhAthI ja anubhavanI vAta vyakta thaI jAya che. anubhavanA AnaMdathI ja saMtA masta hAya che. emanI pAse kapaDAM nathI, kAle zu khAze ane kayAM khAze, enI khabara nathI. chatAM emanI zraddhA aneAkhI hAya che, kAraNa emane jIvanamAM jIvananI zraddhA che.

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ApaNane oLakhIe 133 A zraddhAnI sArthakatAne emane satata anubhava che, ne tethI ja te anubhavAnaMdamAM masta che. pArasane sparza leDhAne senAmAM palaTAve che, tema zraddhAne sparza jIvananA dardIne paNa anubhavAnaMdamAM palaTAve che. mArA eka mitranI vAta mane yAda Ave che. bhAvanagaranI kolejanA e prephesara hatA. videza jaIne sArI DigrIe paNa meLalI lAvelA. emane jIva judA raMge raMgAyeluM hatuM. umara thatAM e nivRtta thayA. emane thayuM, zabdajJAna te have bahu thaI gayuM. have te anubhavajJAna meLavavuM che. * pitAne putra paNa sArI pAyarI para hatuM, ene lAvIne kahyuM, "saMsAranA DhasaraDA bahu karyA, have mAre Atma-ArAma meLave che. zabdajJAna khUba meLavyuM, have anubhavajJAna meLavavuM che, eTale makAnanA kaMpAunDamAM thoDIka jagA judI kADhI Apa. tyAM huM rahIza ane reja tArA ghera AvIne bhikSA mAgI jaIza, ne AtmAnA anubhavamAM ramyA karIza." A rIte bAra varSa emaNe jIvana-sAdhanA karI. eka cAturmAsamAM huM beTAda hatuM tyAre e gaMbhIra mAMdagImAM paTakAyA. emane putra ane emanI pAse bolAvI gaye. huM temanI pAse beThe. emanI AMkho baMdha hatI. mAMdagI gaMbhIra hatI, vedanA asahya hatI, chatAM emanuM mukha malakyA kare.

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pUrNimA pAchI UgI ! huM to joI ja rahyo. AvI bImArI, ATalI vedanA che, chatAM mukha para AveA malakATa ! 134 e jIvana-sAdhakanI siddhi joI meM dhanyavAda ApyA. vAta nIkaLatAM putre kahyuM, ' chellAM bAra varSathI pitAjI ekalA hasatA hoya che. rAja khapeAre mArA bAraNA AgaLa AvI mArI patnI pAse ' bhikSAM deDI 'nI Tahela nAkhe che, ne pachI AkhA divasa adhyayana, ciMtana ane smaraNa karyAM kare che. ApaNe paNa AvA Ana Mdamaya banavuM joize. mananI bhUmikA badalA te ahI paNa vaikuThanA Anada meLavI zakAya. zabdAnada, zraddhAnaMdaeN, ne anubhavAnada pachInI bhUmikA che paramAnaMda. A paramAnaMda e ja brahmAnaMda, e ja pUrNAnaMda. AtmA tA jJAnanA pUrNa kuMbha che, ne tethI ja e AnaMdanA amRtakuMbha paNa che. pUrNa AnaMdano amRtakuMbha haiyAnI bhItaramAM hAvA chatAMya, juo te kharA, AnaMda zodhavA mATe mAnavI bahAra phAMphAM mAre che! rAjyanA dhanabhaMDAranI cAvI bhaMDArIne soMpI daI pote pramAda sevanArA ane peAtAne joItI vastu meLavavA mATe bhaDArInI pUMThe pUMThe pharanArA rAjakumAranA jevI ApaNA AtmAnI kathA che.

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ApaNane oLakhIe 135 potAnA AnaMdabhaMDAranI cAvI e mana ane buddhine ApI beTho che tethI ja, AnaMda meLavavA mATe ene mana ane buddhinI pAchaLa bhaTakavuM paDe che. AtmA ajJAnI nathI, svayaM jJAnamaya che, cinmaya che. ajJAnI tA buddhi che. jJAna meLavavA mATe, pustako pheMdavA javAnI paNa jarUra nathI. AtmAnuM jJAna te AtmAnI aMdara ja paDelu che. bhItaramAM DekiyuM karavAnI ja jarUra che. hIrAnI uparanuM AvaraNu khasI jAya eTale kiraNA prasare, tema AtmA paranu buddhinA vikalpanuM AvaraNa haTI jAya, teA turata ja AtmAnA prakAza vyApe. kevaLa pustako vAMcavAthI nahi, kevaLa zAstro sAMbhaLavAthI nahi, paNa ene jIvanamAM anubhava karavAthI ja AnaMda sAMpaDaze. yuropanA lAka phoTAomAM kerI jue tethI AnaMda nahi maLe, ahIM AvIne kerInA rasanA anubhava karaze tyAre ja AnaMda sAMpaDaze. AnaMdanA anubhavanI tulanA karI zakAya ja nahi. ene te aMdara ne aMdara pacAvavAnI zakti hAvI joI e. sajjana khAtAM premakI, paramukha kahI na jAya; mUMgA ke sapane bhayA, samaja samaja malakAya. AtmAnA anubhava koIne kahI zakAtA ja nathI; e te bhItaramAM ja samajavAnI ane bhItaramAM ja AnaMdavAnI mAmata che.

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pUrNimA pAchI UgI ! AtmAnA AnaMda-anubhava karanArI satata khuza ja rahe, e duHkhamAM paNa sukhanA anubhava kare, ne pratikULa paristhitimAM paNa prasannatA seve. pratyeka paristhitimAMthI ciMtana dvArA mananuM samAdhAna meLavI sarakhA sukhAnubhava kare enuM nAma philasUpha -tattvajJAnI. 136 AtmAnuM svarUpa satyamaya, jJAnamaya, AnaMdamaya che. e svarUpane ApaNe AtmAnubhava karavA che. e mATe ApaNe hInAnI jema ja ciMtana ghUMTavuM joIze. jema ghUMTatA jaIzuM tema phorama phelAtI jaze ne ApaNA astitvane AvarI leze. samaya khUba Ache che. AtmAnubhava karavAmAM hajI ApaNe khUba karavAnuM AkI che. mATe anya pravRttie echI karI, indriyavRttione vALI laI, svamAM sthira thaI sattvacit--AnaMdanA anubhava karIe.

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dAna eka utsava bibheSi yadi saMsArAt mokSaprAptiM ca kAMkSasi / tadindriyajaya kartuM sphArayat sphAra pauruSam // A zlokamAM mahApuruSa jaNAve che ke, jo tane tArI AtmasAdhanA mATe tAlAvelI hAya ane saMsArathI mukta thaI meAkSa meLavavA che ema tane dilathI lAgatuM hAya, te ja hu' tane eka vAta kahu', kAraNa ke, jyAM sudhI jijJAsA jAgI nathI tyAM sudhI badhI vAtA karavI nakAmI che. jijJAsAnu khIja vavAyeluM hAya tA ja upadezanuM jaLa kAma lAge che. jenA hRdayamAM jijJAsAnuM khIja nathI evA AtmAne ApaNe jo upadeza devA jaIe chIe te ApaNI dazA sugarInA mALA jevI thAya che. sugarI vAMdarAne upadeza ApavA gaI tA vAMdarAe upadeza teA na lIdhA, paNa enA mALAne AkheAkhA vI MkhI nAkhyuM. A rIte je lAko sauMsAranA bhAgamAM racyApacyA rahe che evA jIvA mATe jJAnIonAM vacana lagabhaga niSphaLa nIvaDe che. sauthI pahelAM a- pAtra' banavAnuM jJAnIe kahe che.

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138 pUrNimA pAchI UgI? tamArAmAM jijJAsA haze te ja upadeza kAma lAgavAne. che. upadeza zravaNa karyA pachI manana karI, pitAnI prajJA vaDe ene pacAvavAnI zakti ApaNAmAM nathI enuM kAraNa e ja che ke ApaNAmAM jijJAsAvRtti jAgI nathI. A jijJAsA kaI khabara che? bibheSi yadi sNsaaraat| je tuM saMsAranI ruMdhAmaNathI gabharAte hai, jo tane ema lAgatuM hoya ke saMsAramAMthI chUTavuM che, ane je duniyAmAM janme che te duniyAthI upara AvavuM che te ja tuM sAco jijJAsu. jema eka taLAva hoya, enI aMdara deDakAM, kAcabA, mAchalAM, ziMgaDAM vagere hoya; chatAM mANase te kamaLane ja vakhANe che. kAraNa mAtra eTaluM ja ke e badhAyanI sAthe janmavA ne UcharavA chatAM, kamaLa dinapratidina upara AvavAne prayatna kare che ane upara AvIne potAnI jAtane e vikasAve che e vakhate enI najara sUryanAM kiraNe sAme hoya che. sUryanAM kiraNa je bAjue heya te bAjue pitAnuM hRdaya kholI nAkhe che. jijJAsu AtmA paNa A ja hoya che. e paNa saMsAramAM ja janmele hoya che. saMsAramAM anya mAnavIe sAthe janmele hovA chatAM jijJAsu AtmA upara Ave che. kamaLanI jema enuM hRdaya jJAnInAM vacane AgaLa khulluM hoya che.

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dAna eka utsava 139 ahIM kavie ThIka ja kahyuM cheH "ajJAnInI saMge re ramiye rAtalaDI." mahApuruSo kevuM kahe che. e kahe che ke je AtmA jijJAsu nathI te jJAnI AgaLa hRdaya nahi bole, paraMtu jyAM kAma che tyAM AgaLa e gAMDe ne ghele thaI javAne. mithyA tatvanI rAte ene mIThI lAge che. kAma ane rAganI sAme jIva jeTale pAmara ne paravaza banIne nAce che, ene zatAMza paNa e jJAnanI AgaLa na heta ! paNa kAmanI avasthA Ave che tyAre jIva e raMka, dIna ne pAmara banI jAya che, ke tyAM te e jema kahe tema vaLe che. eTale te kahyuM che ke, "mehe naDiyA jJAnathI paDiyA" jJAnanA zikhare caDhelAne paNa mahinA vaMToLiyA uparathI gabaDAvI nAkhe che. mAnavI potAnA dilanI chAnAmAM chAnI vAta pitAnA snehInI pAse jaIne bolato hoya che. kamaLa jema sUryanAM kiraNe sAme hRdaya khele che tema jijJAsu jJAnI AgaLa pitAnuM hRdaya khelI de che. kahe cheH mArAmAM AvI chAnIchAnI vRttio paDelI che. mArA hRdayamAM chavAyela timirane, prabhu, tame dUra kare ! AvuM e tyAre ja kahe, jyAre enA dilamAM saMsAranAM baMdhanamAMthI chUTavAnI tAlAvelI lAgI hoya che. saMsAra eka vikarALa moTuM che. rAja anaMta che.

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140 pUrNimA pAchI UgI! emAM bharakhAtA jAya che. saMsAra pratyeka paLe jIvAne bharakhatA ja jAya che. saMsArathI gabharAnAra te ghaNA hAya che, paraMtu eTalA mAtrathI temane jijJAsu na kahevAya, temaNe nIca kAma karelAM hAya tethI te Dare che. sa'sAranI bIka hAya e pahelI zarata ane meAkSanI bhUkha hAya e bIjI zarata. tane ema lAgatu hAya ke tuM jyAM che e tane baMdhanarUpa che, tane jo ema lAgatu hoya ke tu dIvAleAnI pAchaLa purAyeaA kedI che, tane ema lAgatuM hAya ke tArI vRttionI A lapamAMthI chUTavuM hoya teA ja tu jJAnanI vAta sAMbhaLavA mATe lAyaka gaNAya. eTale jJAnaprApti mATenI bIjI zarata mekSaprAptinI icchA che. Aje te! mekSa zu che enI koI ne kalpanA paNa nathI. leke te Aje sAme pagale doDIne vadhAremAM vadhAre adhAvA mAge che! khUbInI vAta teA e che ke mANasa paNa ene vadhAre mile, vadhAre kArakhAnAM, vepAra ane paMcAta game che. vRddha thAya te vadhAre makAno, are AtmA, tu thoDAka te vicAra kara. tAre ahI keTalA divasa rahevAnu che? A bAbatanA tane vicAra nathI. tuM divase divase vividha upAdhimAM vadhAre ne vadhAre phasAtA jAya che.

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141. dAna eka utsava je mANasa jANIbUjIne vadhAre ne vadhAre phasAte jAya ene mATe mokSanI vAta zI karavI? enI AgaLa te mokSanI vAta upahAsa jevI ja lAge ne! Aje te jJAnIonAM vacana lekene TADhA paheranAM gapAM lAge che. sinemA mATe Aje keTalI badhI AturatA che! chApuM hajI kema nathI AvyuM ene talasATa keTale badhe hoya che. paraMtu prabhAtamAM UThIne kadI jJAnIonAM pravacana vAMcyAM che? enA mATe talasATa ke nAda tamArA hRdayamAM kadI jAgyo che kharo? ne evuM te kadI nathI thatuM. ThIka che, kaIka sAdhu-mahAtmA AvI jAya, koIka vaLI kathAvArtA kahenAra maLI jAya, ane je kurasada hoya te vaLI ghaDI-beghaDI sAMbhaLI laIe chIe. AvI kurasadiyA paddhatinuM pariNAma e Ave che ke jJAnIonA vacanAmRtanuM zravaNa karatAM karatAM hRdayamAM eka jAtane je Adara ane AhalAda the joIe te pragaTa nathI. sAMbhaLyA pachI je rezamAMca thavo joIe te paNa anubhavAte nathI. jyAM sudhI e tAlAvelI nahi jAge tyAM sudhI, jJAnIo jaNAve che ke, e upadeza tamArA hRdayanA UMDANa sudhI nahi pahoMce. e te tyAre ja bane ke jyAre tamArA dilamAM saMsAra pratye udAsInatA jAge, mekSa prAptinI tIvra IcchA pragaTe. gAMDe bhikhArI jema DabalAM bhegAM kare tema Aje tame

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142 pUrNimA pAchI UgI! duniyAnI vastuo bhegI kare che ane tenAthI tamane pitAne samRddha mAne che. jenI pAse vadhAre DabalAM hoya, jenI pAse vadhAre saMgraha heya, e Aje duniyAmAM bhAgyazALI kahevAya che. jenI pAse duniyAnAM sAdhana ochAM haze ene leka "abhAgiyA" kahevAnA. khUbInI vAta te e che ke, jema pelAM ramakaDAM bALakane rekI rAkhe che tema duniyAnI vastuoe sArAmAM sArA mANasane rekI rAkhyA che. ApaNu AtmAne je paramadhAma tarapha javAnuM che, jene mATenI ApaNI A jIvanayAtrA che, jyAM pahoMcavA mATe ApaNe nIkaLelA chIe e mULa vAta te Aje bhulAI ja gaI che. A duniyAnA raMgamAM ApaNe eTalA badhA raMgAI gayA chIe ke ApaNe asala raMga karyo hato tenI ApaNane pitAne ja kaMI khabara nathI. ApaNe jagatanA ja doSe joIe chIe; jagatanI ja vAta karIe chIe ane jagatane ja vicAra karyA karIe chIe. "phalANA bhAI Ama kare che, ne DhIMkaNa bhAI tema kare che-evI vAte ja karIe chIe. paraMtu bhAI ApaNe zuM karIe chIe te te jarA vicAre! evI badhI bAbatemAMthI ApaNe mukta chIe kharA? AvI tenuM pariNAma bahu viparIta AvyuM che. mANasa bahirmukha dazAmAM eTale badho paDI gaye che ke aMtarmukha dazA samajAtI ja nathI.

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dvAna eka utsava 143 jJAnIo kahe che ke, jyAM sudhI AtmA ahiMkha che tyAM sudhI enuM saMsAranuM bhramaNa cAlu ja rahevAnu che. mANasa peAtAnA tarapha vaLe te ja saMsAranuM cakkara aTake. mANasa jo peAtAnA aMtaramAM Dokiyu' kare; manasAgaramAM DUbakI mAre ane vicAre ke bahAranI paMcAta karavAmAM mArA anaMta janmyA gayA che, paraMtu temAM meM mArA kalyANa mATe zuM karyuM ?--A badhAyamAM mAruM zuM vaLyuM ? jyAM sudhI taragA che tyAM sudhI taLiyuM dekhAvAnu nathI. taraMgA Asare te ja 'huM keNu ? 'e vAta samajAya. 'huM kANunA prazna ApaNane kayAreka sUjhe che. ghaDIbhara arisAmAM moDhuM joIe tyAre ApaNane ema lAge che ke huM jarAka sArA lAgu chuM. paNa e te dehanI vAta thaI. ApaNe teA aMtaranA arasAmAM joI ne AtmAnA vicAra karavAnA che ke, " huM koNa ? " A badhAne mUkIne javA mATe ? A mANasa pApa kare, jUThThuM bele, khATu' kare, AtmAne vecI nAkhe, paNa zenA mATe ? A badhAnuM saravaiyu zuM mUkIne javAnu che tene mATe AtmA mAravA emAM DahApaNa kayAM che ? jJAnIo pUche che ke, jenA mATe tuM tArA AtmAne vecI nAkhe che temAM evI te kaI che je tArI sAthe AvavAnI che? -vastu jo kazuya sAthe AvavAnuM na hoya te tene mATe A ja che? je ahI jevA AtmAne phaTakArI

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pUrNimA pAchI UgI ! AtmAnuM vecANa zA mATe? tenA mATe AvI kALI majUrI zA mATe? eTale, tamArI pAsenI AvI mUDI je tamArI sAthe nathI AvavAnI, e tamArI sAcI milakata nathI. tamArI milakata te tame je dAna sahajabhAvathI ane hRdayanI UrmithI ApyuM che te ja che. AkAzamAMthI jema vAdaLAM varasI jAya che tema tamArA hRdayamAM paNa varasI javAnI bhAvanA jAgavI joIe. Aje nAmanA meLavavA mATe ane meLe jALavavA mATe dAna devAya che. samAjamAM tamAruM nAma sAruM hoya, tamAre me UMce hoya, ane savAranA pahoramAM pAMca mANase TIpa laIne tamAre tyAM AvyA hoya, te pahelAM te tamane phALa ja paDe ke A loko atyAre kyAMthI AvyA?" tame vicAra kare che ke ApaNI sthiti sArI che, eTale A leke basa rUpiyA bharAvyA vinA pAchA nathI javAnA. eTale tame sothI zarUAta karavAnA ! eTale pilA AvanAra kahezeH "zeTha, tamArA mATe so na zobhe!" eTale tame kahevAnuM ke, "bhAI, AjakAla vepAradhaMdhA kheravAI gayA che, sthiti bagaDI gaI che, paraMtu tame AvyA che, eTale nA pADI zakAtI nathI." eka bAju AvAM rodaNAM revAnI vAte karAya che. tyAre bIjI bAju rephrijareTara, leTesTa meDelanI erakaMDazinA

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dAna eka utsava 145 mATI vagere mAjazeAkhanAM sAdhanA te vadhatAM ja jAya che. kharekhara, jo Avaka ochI thaI gaI hAya tA pachI A aSA bhapakA kayAMthI vacce jAya che! sAcI vAta teA e che, mAtra dAnamAM devA mATe ja mANasa pAse mUDI nathI. bAkI, meAjazekha ane ezaArAma mATe puSkaLa saMpatti che. ', dAna levA AvanAra pAse rAThThAM rAvAnI vAtA thAya, eTale pelA leAkA kaheze: "bhale, have doDhaso rAkhA zeTha." tA tame ThAvakuM mADhu rAkhIne kahevAnAH 'lakhA bhAI tyAre, tame AvyA che te kAMI nA paDAze ? ' tame manamAM vicAra kare che pacAsa te baccA. Ane dAna kahevAya kharuM? jJAnIo kahe che : " bhAI, te' tArA doDhaso rUpiyA gumAvI dIdhA, kAraNa ke teM dAna te| dIdhuM paNa sAcI bhAvanAthI nathI dIdhu. dAna te AtmAnA guNa che. AtmAne praphullita anAvavAnA utsava che. lenAra ane denAranAM hRdaya hasI UThe, evI e kriyA che." jyAM sudhI tamArA saMjogA ne sthiti sArAM che tyAM sudhI tame dAna Ape|. dAna daIne prasanna thavAya, AMkhamAMthI AnaMdanAM azru cAlyAM jAya. A rIte tame dAna de, teA ja te sAcuM dAna che, bAkI te badhA sAdo che. dAnanI sAdAgIrImAM mAnanArA kahe che: "bhAI, huM z

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146 pUrNimA pAchI UgI! rUpiyA te dauM chuM paNa mArI taktI kayA ThekANe mukAze e te kahe !" ApaNe A sedo nathI karavAne. ApaNe te dAnanI vAvaNI karavAnI che. kheDUtane pUchI juo ke "anAja kema vavAya che?" te kaheze, "UMDuM vAvavuM paDe. haLa jeTaluM jamInamAM UMDuM jAya, ane bIja jeTaluM UMDuM vavAya eTaluM anAja sAruM pAke." - tamAruM dAna paNa eTaluM ja UMDuM ho ke jIvananA khetaramAM e AnaMdane mela banI mAnavane tRptithI bharI de. Ane mATe te ApaNe AtmA ja sAkSI hoya. duniyAne sAkSI rAkhavAnI koI jarUra ja nathI. dAna koIne mATe nahi, paNa AtmAnA AtmA sAthenA saMmelanamAM vacce AvatI vastunA tyAga rUpa . vastu parathI mUccha Utare che tyAre dAna sahaja thAya che. mUcha kyAre Utare? vastuo ane A saMsAra eka baMdhana lAge te ane baMdhanamAMthI mukta thaImekSa meLave hoya te dAna tamane eka uttama sAdhana lAgyA vinA nahi rahe. vastu ane vAsane jema jema chUTatAM jaze tema tema AtmA karmothI mukta thaI upara ane upara Avate jaze. kamaLanI jema sau upara Ave e zubhecchA.

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ratnatrayI mAnavajIvana e guNaratnanI khANa che. emAM darzana, jJAna ane cAritra e traNa te parama tejathI camakatAM mahArane che. ApaNe A traNa divasanI pravacanamALAmAM A ratnatrayInuM cintana karavAnuM che. hIre paNa che te paththara ja ne! khAya te marI javAya, pAse rAkhe te Dara rahe ane vAgI jAya te lehI kADhe-evA paththara jevA hIrAthI paNa leke AnaMda mANe che, te AdhyAtmika hIre-AdhyAtmika ratna maLatAM te mANasane keTale AnaMda tha joIe? bhagavAna mahAvIre AdhyAtmika vastune A jaDa rane sAthe zA mATe sarakhAvI? AdhyAtmika guNa AgaLa rane zA hisAbamAM? chatAM sarakhAmaNI karI che. duniyAmAM jema cAMdI, sonuM ne jhaverAta karatAM rane kImatI che, tema adhyAtmamAM A ratnatrayI jene maLI jAya te dhanavAna banI jAya che, tene janma saphaLa thaI jAya che. parama zAMtimAM birAjamAna thavuM hoya te samya darzana, jJAna ane cAritryanI prApti anivArya che.

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148 pUrNimA pAchI UgI! mokSanA mArga cAra cheH (1) bhaktimArga, (2)gamArga, (3) karmamArga, ane (4) AsanasiddhimArga. pUrNa vItarAga dazAne jemaNe anubhava karyo che tevA bhagavAna mahAvIre kahyuM che ke, ratnatrayIne mArga sarvottama che. Ama temaNe UMcAmAM UMce mArga batAvyuM. samyaga darzana, samyaga jJAna, samyaga cAritra prApta thAya te je hetu mATe mAnava ahIM Avyo che, je hetu mATe mAnavajIvanane dhanya kahyuM che, te jIvana dhanya banI jAya che. darzana, jJAna, cAritraA ratnatrayInI tripuTI na maLe te badhuM maLavA chatAM manuSyajanmane AMTo niSphaLa jAya che. je meLavIne mUkI devuM paDe te meLavyAM chatAM na meLavavA barAbara che. - raMgUnamAM jeo karoDapati hatA temanA paisA tyAMnI sarakAre paDAvI lIdhA. teo ahIM AvyA te khAvAnA paNa phAMphAM! te e karoDapati zA kAmanA? game teTaluM raLe paNa sAthe na laI zake te raLyuM na raLyA barAbara che. A janmamAM ApaNe khUba bheguM karIe paNa ahIMthI jaIe tyAre kAMI paNa sAthe nahi laI jaI zakIe te bheguM karyuM na bheguM kya barAbara che. mahApuruSe kahe che ke evuM bheguM kare je tame sAthe laI jaI zake. teo ema nathI kahetA ke cheDI de. dharma nathI kahe ke choDI do. dharma te kahe che ke meLavI le. jeTaluM bharAya eTaluM bharo. A avasara pharI jIvanamAM nahi maLe. evuM bheguM kare ke badhI vastu chUTI jAya paNa je meLaveluM

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ratnatrayI 149 che te na chUTe. dharmamAM prAptinI vAta che, cheDavAnI nahi, levAnI vAta che, tyAganI nahi. tamAre sAruM, UMcuM levuM hoya te halakuM cheDavuM paDe. caNane cheDe te hIrAthI mUThI bharI zake. UMcI vastu levI hoya te tucchane cheDe. AnaMdanI prApti mATe kaSAyene choDyA vinA kema cAle? bhegamAM jIva hoya te prabhune bhega kema thAya? caNa choDyA vinA hIrA kema maLe? sAdhane siddhine nirNaya kare che. zuddha sAdhane dvArA citta zuddha thAya, ane zuddhithI siddhi prApta thAya. kapaDuM sAbuthI dhUo te UjaLuM thAya, paNa aMdhArAmAM sAbu jevo dekhAte kelasa laIne keI ghasaghasa kare te kapaDuM kALuM thAya ke UjaLuM? pachI tamane kapaDuM keTaluM ghase che te nathI puchAtuM, paNa sAdhana kayuM vAparyuM hatuM te puchAya che. mahenata keTalI karI te nahi paNa sAdhana kyAM vAparyA te puchAya che. sAdhana nabaLAM te mahenata nakAmI. zuddhi mATe suMdaramAM suMdara sAdhana joIe. sAdhana halakuM ke nabaLuM hoya te zuddhi jarA paNa na thAya. zuddhi ane siddhine AdhAra sAdhana para che. adhyAtmanuM kSetra gagana karatAM vizALa che. aMta na Ave eTale vizALa ene rAjamArga che. AtmAne mArga anaMta che, te sAdhane paNa asaMkhya che. ApaNe cUMTelAM A traNa sAdhanane vicAra karIe. je sAdhane dvArA zuddhi thAya ane zuddhi eTale ja siddhi.

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150 pUrNimA pAchI UgI! samyaga darzana, samyam jJAna ne samyam cAritra e sAdhana che. mekSa e ApaNuM sAdhya che. sabhya darzana zI cIja che? e eka prakAranI ruci che, khAsa che, sudhA che. koI vastu joIe ane gamI jAya, manamAM ceTI jAya, joyA pachI vastunI lagana lAgI jAya; thAya ke A vastu kevI rIte prApta karuM, kevA prayatnathI meLavuM. A dilanI laganane "samyaga darzana" kahe che. - AtmAnI lagana lAge, AtmA mATe ruci jAge, thAya ke A badhuM kharuM paNa aMdara rahelAne pAmuM nahi, zodhuM nahi te A janmane arthaze? aMdaranI vastu jeI pite tenA tarapha AkarSAI jAya tenuM nAma samyaga darzana. bajAramAM ceDA paisA laIne nIkaLyAM ne tyAM tamane kImatI vastu gamI jAya, tamArA dilamAM vastu bhAvI jAya; thAya ke kharIdIne ja rahIza. paNa tamArI pAse pUrA paisA nathI, tame dukAnadArane kahe che: "mAre mATe A rahevA de. game tema karIne paisA bhegA karIza. mArI khAtara tuM A vastu vecIza nahi". eka vastu gamI jAya tene mATe A kevI tAlAvelI ! A adhyAtma mATe paNa AvI ja ruci pragaTavI joIe. eka vastu gamI gaI te kurabAna thaI javAya che. enI pAchaLa duniyA, paisA, saMsAra ke jIvana badhuM ja kurabAna che. tyAga

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ratnatrayI 151 karanArane--jeNe ghara vagere cheDayAM che ene--koI evI vastu gamI gaI che, jenI AgaLa A badhI vastu nAcIja lAge che. jene AtmAnI pasaMdagI thAya, dananA sparza thAya e cAritra pAme. tene mana duniyAnI vastunA tyAga sahaja vAta che. je vastu game che te vastu pAchaLa koI vastunA tyAga karavAmAM muzkelI nathI. AtmAnI jhAMkhI thAya tA, tyAga tyAga ja na lAge. vastu chUTI jAya. manamAM ema na thAya ke keTaluM madhu cheDyu. thAya ke choDavu, paNu meLavyuM te kharuM ne ? enI pAchaLa samyag darzIna che. eka vastunI sAcI prIti lAge teA khIjI vastu saheje chUTI jAya. koI vepArIne upavAsa karavAnuM kaheA te kahe mArAthI na ane, paNa jyAre gharAkI jAmI jAya ne khAvAnA samaya na maLe teA upavAsa paNa thaI jAya. je leke ekaTANuM paNu na kare tene vyApAra khAtara upavAsa karatAM joyA che ne ? vastu gamI jAya pachI sahanazIlatAnA prazna ja nathI. bhUkhanA badalAmAM ene evu kAMIka maLe che, jyAM bhUkha, bhUkha nathI rahetI. je tyAga kare che, upavAsa kare che, tene aMdaranA AsvAda maLe che; ane tapazcaryAM sahaja lAge che. svAdhyAya tema ja ciMtanamAM upavAsa karanArane e yAda ja nathI AvatuM ke Aje meM khAdhu nathI. vastu pratye lagana vinA

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upara pUrNimA pAchI UgI! je karaze te bhArarUpa ja lAgaze. lagana eTale vadhumAM vastune rasa. je vastu priya lAge tene mATe game teTaluM kare paNa kAMI nathI lAgatuM. UlaTAnuM ema thAya che ke meM ene mATe kazuM ja nathI karyuM. mA jyAre vahAlI dIkarIne kAMI Ape che tyAre game eTaluM Ape paNa ene ochuM ja lAge che. eka vastu priya lAgI pachI ene mATe game eTaluM karyA pachI paNa kAMI nathI karyuM ema thayA kare che. AtmA mATe kare pachI ahaMkArane prazna ja kyAM rahyo? rANakapura kudaratanA khoLAmAM AveluM ramaNIya dhAma che. aravallInA pahADanA meLAmAM maMdira beThuM che. dharaNAzAhane evI te kevI lagana lAgI haze ke jeNe jaMgalamAM jaIne e maMdira UbhuM karyuM? Aje te lekene dareka ThekANe pitAnI takhtI joIe, jyAre A maMdirane bAMdhanAra zodhyA jaDate nathI. dharaNAzA koNa e khabara nathI paDatI. maMdiramAM 1444 thAMbhalA che. temAM eka thAMbhalA para be nAnI AkRtio hAtha joDIne UbhI che. jANe kahI rahI che: "ame kAMI karI zakyA nathI. jenA dvAramAM ja 13 lAkha rUpiyA lAgyA tenA bAMdhakAmamAM keTalA rUpiyA thayA haze tenI kalpanA kare ! chatAM, kyAMya baMdhAvanAranuM nAma dekhAtuM nathI. hAtha joDelAM patipatnImAMthI namratA nItare che. bhagavAnanI lagana lAgI hoya te ema ja kahe ne ke je joyuM che tenI AgaLa ame je karyuM che te zI visAtamAM che? darzana eTale ci. tenI prApti vinA becenI lAge.

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ratnatrayI 153 bhagavAnanA bhakto pAgala lAge, kAraNa ke e pitAmAM khovAI gayA che, satanI pAchaLa pAgala thayA che, vAta karatAM paNa ene bhagavAnanuM smaraNa Ave che. jJAna ane cAritra darzana vagara nakAmAM che. pahelAM darzana thavuM joIe. bhagavAnane joIne manamAM ahebhAgya lAgavuM joIe. ema thAya ke A bhagavAna mArA AtmAnuM pUrNa rUpa che. kaSAne lIdhe temane adhUre aMza chuM. te huM pUrNanA dhyAnathI pUrNa banuM evI lagana, evI ruci mane thavI joIe. maMdiramAM bhagavAna kAMI ema ja nathI dekhAtA. aMdara bhUkha lAgavI joIe, te bhagavAna dekhAya. jeTalI bhUkha tIvra eTalI rasaI mIDI, jeTalI bhUkha ochI eTalI rasoI phikkI. huM AtmA-anaMta zaktine svAmI-A dehamAM samAIne nAnakaDI duniyAmAM kema bharAI beThe chuM? huM, ke je A janmanI pahelAM paNa hatuM, ane A maraNanI pachI paNa rahevAne chuM te maravAnI bhItimAM kema gabharAI beTho chuM ! mRtyu kenuM ? dehanuM ke AtmAnuM? deha mare, AtmA tare deha paDe, AtmA caDhe. evA zAzvata AtmAnI zraddhA e ja samyagadarzana......... A samyagadarzanathI te jIvana mIThuM anI jAya. cANakya nAne hate. ene ghera sAdhu vahoravA AvyA. bALakanA dAMta jeIne sAdhunA meM para suMdara mita AvyuM. mAe kAraNa pUchyuM. sAdhue bALakanA dAMta joIne kahyuM ke,

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154 pUrNimA pAchI UgI ! A bALaka samamAM samatha samrATa thavAnA heAya evAM cihno che. mA dharmiSTha hatI. thayuM ke, samrATa thavuM e eka bhavanI vAta che, paNa samrATa thatAM saMhAra karI durgAtie javu e bhaveAbhavanI vAta che. enA karatAM samrATa na thAya te zu khATuM ? mAe kAnasa laIne dAMta ghasI kADhayA. bALakane khUba du:kha thayuM. mA bALaka mATe A bhavanuM nahu paNa bhavabhavanuM hita icche che. bALakanA AtmAnA hita mATe mAe hRdaya kaThora karyuM. cANakaya samrATa na thaye paNa pachI samrATanA sarjaka jarUra thayA. tame bALakanu zreya icchatA hA te jIvanamAMthI cUMTI cU'TIne sArI vAtA kaheA. khALakanuM mana maLa,sukumAra, nirdoSa hAya che. sArI vArtA mUkatAM bALakanA manamAM svapnA UbhAM thAya che. dareka bALaka AgaLa kAMI ne kAMI Adaza mUko. e Adarza mATe enA manamAM vicAra UbhA kareA. tame bALaka AgaLa sArI vAta na mUko, suMdara Adarzo na mUko eTale e nirdoSa bALaka sinemAmAMthI nakala kare che, kharAba zIkhe che. A svajanA gayA janmamAM hatAM, A janmamAM che, AvatA janmamAM rahevAnAM che. A janmamAM Avela snehInu sAru karIe te AvatAM janme te UMcA Ave. bALakonA manamAM suMdara vicArenAM bIja vAvavAthI temanI manobhUmi para te vRkSa banIne Ave che. bALakane su Mdara vicAraza tathA suMdara vAcana ApI temanuM mana taiyAra karavAnu` che. pahelAM suMdara mana, pachI ja dhana. Aje mana echu, paNa dhana vadhAre che.

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ratnatrayI 155 AtmajJAnavALI vyakti sukha ane duHkhamAM samAna rahe. paisAthI ahu'kArI na bane, nirdhanatAmAM dIna ane kaMgAla na ane. sAdhanAnI vipulatAmAM eTalI ja namratA ane sAdAI rahe te A dRSTinA ja pratApe. carotaramAM vihAra karatAM eka dhanADhaca bhAI maLyA. zrImata garIbamAMthI tr temanA kapALamAM meATo ghA hatA. thayA hatA. sAdAIthI rahe ane paisA dAna vageremAM vApare. emanA kapALanA ghA vize pUchatAM temaNe kahyuM ke, A dhA mAre guru che, teNe gurunuM kAma karyu che. nAnapaNamAM huM eka dhanavAnanA makAnanI bAjumAM rahetA hatA. dhanavAnanA dIkarA ramavA Ave tyAre koI vAra khissAmAMthI cokaleTa vagere kADhIne khAya ane koI vAra mane Ape. eka vAra temanI mAe ApavAnI nA kahevAthI mane na ApI. bALako mAe Apela vicArAnu pratibiMba che. hu' ghera jaI raDavA lAgyA. mAe ghaNu' samajAvyA paNa me' haTha pakaDI. mAe dhanavAnane hAtha joDIne kahyuM ke 'tame tamArAM chekarAMone gharamAM game te khavaDAvA paNa bahAra jaI ne amArAM chekarAMnAM dekhatAM khAya ne e joI ne amArAM che|karAM amArI pAse mAge ne amane herAna kare e ThIka nahi.' A sAMbhaLI zeThANI teA garama thaI gaI. kahe : 8 mArAM chokarAM bajAramAM ane zerImAM badhe phAve te khAze.' ane mArI mAne bahAra kADhI. huM samajyuM ke mA aMdara cokaleTa levA gayelI che. mA nIkaLI eTale meM caoNkaleTa mAgI. mAne duHkha thayelu, apamAna thayeluM eTale mArI A mAgaNIthI gusse thaI ne bAjumAM paththara

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1pa6 pUrNimA pAchI UgI! paDele te upADI mArA para ghA karyo. mane lAgyuM, lehInI dhArA nIkaLI. mAne ghaNuM duHkha thayuM ne huM pharIthI mAgavAnuM bhUlI gaye. meTa thaye, paisAdAra thaye, paNa ghA rahI gaye. reja arisAmAM meM jotAM ghA yAda Ave che. enI pAchaLa rahelI jiMdagInI vAta yAda Ave che. e ghA jANe kahete hoya cheH "bIjAnA sukhe tArA kapALamAM ghA karyo paNa have tAruM sukha bIjA koInA kapALamAM ghA na kare te dhyAna rAkhaje." meM mArA ghAmAMthI A pATha lIdhe, meM ene mAre guru mAne." dareka mANase e vicAravAnuM che ke ApaNuM AdhyAtmika sukha bALakane paNa kema maLe. evuM jJAna ene kema prApta thAya jethI keIkanA kapALamAM e ghA karI na bese, samAjane nukasAna na karI bese. A javAbadArInI vAta che. e mATe pahelAM ApaNane evuM darzana thavuM joIe, evI laganI lAgavI joIe ke jethI AtmA zuddha bane. A AtmA sarvamAM che, gayA janmamAM hatA, A janmamAM che ane haju pravAsa cAlu ja che, evuM jJAna thAya. upavAsa, dhyAna, tapa je kare che te AtmAnI nirmaLatA mATe che, kAraNa ke ema karatAM karatAM zuddhine anubhava thAya che. AtmA che evI pratIti thaI e darzananI zarUAtanuM lakSaNa che. mokSa maLe eTale darzananI pUrNAhuti. AtmAnI eLakha eTale darzanane prAraMbha ane karmothI AtmAnI mukti e darzananI pUrNAhuti. tame mAtra A dehane ja oLakhe che-AtmAne bhUlIne AtmAnI oLakhANa na thAya tyAM sudhI kaMI nathI.

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ratnatrayI 15 je pitAne ja na oLakhe, huM AtmA chuM, tirmaya chuM, traNa kALamAM maravAne nathI na jANe te te bIjAne caitanyarUpe kevI rIte oLakhe? je pitAne ja jaDarUpe jue, ane mAne ke pite paMcabhUtanuM pUtaLuM che te pitAnAM sagAMone paNa paMcabhUtanAM pUtaLAM ja samaje ne? je pitAne AtmArUpe oLakhe che te ja adhyAtmanI oLakha dvArA jagatamAM caitanyane dhabakAra jue che. ene ema thAya ke badhAmAM mArA je AtmA paDyo che. jenAmAM AtmajJAna nathI tenA duHkhane pAra nathI. AvA mANase mAtra zarIrane oLakhe che ane zarIramAM thoDuM kharAba thAya te tene duHkha thAya che. bhAratIya saMskRti kahe che ke strIpuruSe lagnamAM paNa e vAta bhUlavAnI nathI ke mAtra saMsAranA tuccha bhega mATe A joDANa nathI, paNa dhIme dhIme mokSamArganA sAthI thavA joDAyA chIe. A bhAratIya saMskRtimAM pati mAMde thAya ke apaMga thAya te nabhAvavAnI bhAvanA che. patnI bImAra thAya ke lAMbI mAMdagImAM AvI jAya toya pati enI kALajI karuNapUrvaka letuM ja rahe che. jyAM dharma nathI tyAM pati lAMbo samaya mAM rahe te chUTAcheDA levAya che, kAraNake paMcabhUtanAM pUtaLAM sukha na maLatAM chUTa ja paDe ne. - AtmAnI oLakhANa thatAM saMsAra anAsakitavALo ane ucca vicAraNanuM dhAma bane che. atyAre leke tuccha svArtha mATe bhegAM thayAM che. UNapa AvI te tame tamAre raste ane huM mAre raste. bannenA rastA judA. paNa AtmAnI

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158 pUrNimA pAchI UgI! oLakhathI te banne ekabIjAne mATe sahana kare che aMjanA satIne patine viga 22 varSa rahyA. pavana jaya sAme jue ke nahi paNa bAI kahe ke, A te zarIranI vAta che, cAle saMyama paLAze; te chatAM enA AtmAne huM tArIza. 22 varSe jyAre pavanaMjayanI AMkha UghaDe che tyAre pazcAttApa thAya che. raDe che. kahe che ke, "huM duSTa hate." patnI kahe che ke, "tame duSTa hatA ja nahi. je duSTa hatA te AMsu kyAMthI? have te duSTatA paNa dhovAI gaI " jANe ke 22 varSamAM kAMI banyuM ja nathI. AvI vAta AtmAnI oLakhANuthI thAya. ratnatrayInI tripuTI jIvanamAM AvI jAya. oLakha thAya te saMsAra judo ja bane. pachI tame sAthe rahe paNa Urdhvagatie pahoMcavA sadA tatpara rahe. - AtmAnI oLakhANa pachI navame bhave rAjula ane nema mokSa pAmyAM. teme jyAre rAjulane paraNavAnI nA kahI tyAre rAjula tenI bahenapaNIne kahe che, "e bhale hAtha para hAtha na mUke, paNa mAthA para te hAtha mUkaze ne?" A AtmAnI oLakhANa che. AtmA che e jAtanI samajaNa thAya tyAre darzanane prAraMbha thAya. e mAge sAdhanA karatAM karatAM AtmA karmamAMthI mukta thAya AtmA kaSAya ane viSayathI mukta thaye eTale darzananuM kAma pUrNa thayuM. AtmA mATe talasATa, bhUkha te samyagdarzana. huM cetana chuM e darzana. jyAM sudhI darzana nathI, tyAM

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ratnatrayI 159 sudhI huM zarIra chuM; darzana thAya eTale huM AtmA chuM.' zarIrane sukhaduHkhane AghAta-pratyAghAta lAge che. AtmajJAnIne sukhaduHkhanA AghAta-pratyAghAta nathI lAgatA. AtmA svAmI che, deha dAsa che. AtmAe zarIra dhAraNa karyuM che. zarIra dhAraNa karanAra svAmI dhAre tyAre dehane phagAvI zakavAnI svataMtratA dharAve che. jema keI mAlika kahe ke A nekara che tema AtmA kahe ke A mAruM zarIra che. "mArAne artha mArAthI bhinna ema thAya che. ektA hoya te te saMbaMdhanI che. saMbaMdha tUTatAM AtmA judo ane deha judo. saMbaMdha pUre thaye eTale duHkha paNa dUra thayuM. ghaNAya evA sukumAra zarIravALA mANaso che, jemanAthI jarIye tApa sahana na thAya, paNa saMbaMdha pUro thatAM AtmA AgaLa vadhe che, pachI pAchaLa rahelA zarIrane bALavAmAM Ave che, ane chatAM e phariyAda kare ke mArAthI tApa sahana nahi thAya! A vAta viveka daSTithI vicAravAnI che mRtyu pachI nahi, paNa jIvatAM samajavAnI che; draSTA banI A vastune jovAnI che. draSTAnI daSTi maLatAM tame Aje jene sva mAne che te para lAgaze. vastumAMthI svatva nIkaLI jatAM nirmamatvanI zAnti maLaze. pachI zarIra para duHkha thatuM dekhAze, paNa duHkhane sparza nahi thAya. draSTA banI jenArane duHkha paDe kharuM, paNa sparze nahi. A prega bahu vAra karavo paDaze. prAraMbhamAM kakti lAgaze paNa dhIre dhIre daSTi khIlatAM bhinnatAnuM jJAna vadhatuM jaze. prayAga vagara AgaLa nahi vadhAya. prasannatApUrvaka

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160 pUrNimA pAchI UgI: upavAsa karatA ane upavAsa karI prasannatA mANatA sAdhakane tame joyA che? bhUkhyA chatAM prasanna. bhUkha lAge paNa spaze nahi. aMdaranI jAgRtinuM A jIvaMta pariNAma che. - sabhyatvanI A eka bhUmikA che, jenAthI citta sthitaprajJa thaI jAya che. saMpattinI jema vipattine paNa e svIkAre che. evI bhUmikAe pahoMcele AtmA samita kahezeH "taraMge game teTalA Ave paNa naukA taravA taiyAra che. saMpattinI bharatI Ave ke vipattinI oTa, paNa amArI naukA te taravAnI ja. jIvana che te sukha ane duHkha AvavAnAM ja, kAraNake jIvanane e mArga che. ApaNI AsapAsa badhA jJAnI nathI. ApaNe ghaNA ghaNuM ajJAnIothI gherAyelA chIe. ghaNI vAra mahAnamAM mahAna puruSane emanA jIvanakALa daramiyAna emanA gharamAM paNa emane nathI oLakhI zakatAM; e aNa prIchakyAM ja rahI jAya che. ema ja lAge ke gharanA mANaso jANe dharmazALAmAM AvI rahelA musApharonI jema vase che. jJAnadaSTine kAraNe ekabIjAthI alipta rahetA hoya te temanI A jaLakamaLavat sthiti vize samajI zakAya, paNa A te ajJAnanA mAryA ajANyA rahe che. ApaNuM priyamAM svajane paNa ApaNane aMdarathI nahi paNa bAhya daSTithI jue che. aMdarathI jovA mATe te AMkha joIe. je pitAne ja na jue te sAmAnA AtmAne kema jue? AmAM mAtra sAmAne ja vAMka nathI. jema e tamane nathI joI zakatA tema tame paNa tamArA svajanane AMtaradRSTithI nathI joI zakatA. ajJAnIonI A kevI viSamatA

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ratnatrayI 161 bharI ekalatA che? samyaga darzInathI AtmadRSTi khUle pachI mAnavI dehane nahi, dehadhArIne jue che; zarIrane nahi, AtmAne jue che. bhautika jJAna vastuonA saMgraha karAve che, AtmAnuM jJAna sa`grahamAMthI mukta karAve che. vijJAnathI prApta thayela sAdhanA dhanakAraka ane che, jyAre AtmajJAnathI prApta sAdhanA aMdhanamAMthI mukta thavAmAM sahAyaka thAya che. A jJAna e samyag jJAna che. eka naukAmAM ATha pravAsI che. e sau yuvAna ane bhaNelA che. dareka judA judA viSayamAM snAtaka thayelA che. nAva pANImAM taratI AgaLa jaI rahI che. aDadhe paTe gayA pachI koI e pUchyuM ke, keTalA vAgyA haze ? javAba ApavAne badale sau yuvAna mazkarI karavA nAvikane ja pUche che : "bhAI tArI ghaDiyALamAM keTalA vAgyA che ? " nAvika kahe : " mane vAMcatA ja AvaDatu nathI tyAM ghaDiyALa rAkhIne zuM karuM ? " sau khAlI UThe che: " tArI aDadhI jiMdagI pANImAM gaI. vAMcatAM paNa na AvaDe ? " theDI vAramAM zahera najIka Avatu dekhAyu. TAvaramAM TakorA paDe che. yuvAno pelA nAvikane pUche che: " vAcatAM te na AvaDe paNa kharAkhara gaNutAM te AvaDe che ne ? gaNu joI e, keTalA TakArA thayA ? " " bhAI e, mane gaNutAMya kharAkhara nathI AvaDatu." tyAre sau khaDakhaDATa hasI paDacA ane kahe : " tArI pANI jiMdagI pANImAM gaI." thoDI vAra pachI uparavAsathI pUra Avatu dekhAyuM. nAvike jAhera karyu. : " pUranuM khUba jora che! pUra AvI pahoMcatA "" 11

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162 pUrNimA pAchI UgI! naukA kadAca gulAMTa paNa khAI jAya. tamane taratAM AvaDe che?" koIne taratAM AvaDatuM nahotuM. eTalAmAM pUra AvyuM. nAva DUbavA lAgI. nAvikathI na rahevAyuM. eNe kahyuM: "mArI piNI jiMdagI pANImAM gaI paNa pA bacI jaze; jyAre tamArI te have AkhI jiMdagI pANImAM javAnI. ahIM taravAnA jJAna sivAya bIjuM badhuM jJAna nakAmuM che." A vAta saune lAgu paDe che. tamane bIjuM badhuM jJAna che, badhI rIte heziyAra che, A badhuM kharuM, paNa saMsAra sAgaramAM kema tarI javuM te AvaDe che? jJAnIo kahe che : bhavasAgarane kema tarI je te jANe te jJAnI. jJAnanI be zAkhA che: viSayapratibhAsa ane AtmaspazI. paheluM jJAna bhADe maLe. skUla ane kolejamAM paNa maLe. AtmasparzI jJAna bhADe nathI maLatuM; ene mATe aMdara DUbakI mAravI paDe che, pite pitAne prazna karI, pitAne jANa paDe che, AvA jJAnavALo duniyAmAM vasatAM jema hase che tema duniyAne choDate hoya che tyAre paNa hasate hasate cheDI zake che. bhagavAna mahAvIre deha choDatAM pahelAM seLa praharanI chellI dezanA ApelI. temane thayuM ke mArI pAse je che te saune Apate jAuM. jJAnanA khajAnA jevuM uttarAdhyayanasUtra mAnavajAtane ApyuM. A sudhAnI vRSTi prasaMge paNa temanA mukhakamaLa para ke ahalAda ha! emane ema ja thatuM haze ne ke jatAM jatAM jagatanA hadayanA pyAlA jJAnathI chalakAvI jAuM !

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ratnatrayI 163 jene maratAM AvaDe te ja kahevAya. eka tattvajJAnIe kahyuM che. akasmAtane bAda karatAM mane kahe ke keNa kema marI gaye, te huM kahIza ke e kema jIvI gaye, maraNa e jIvananuM saravaiyuM che. akaramAtamAM pUrvajanmanuM karma cAlyuM paNa AvatuM heya eTale emAM mANasanuM kaMI na cAle. paNa te sivAya sAmAnya rIte te jIvana jevuM jivAya tevuM ja mRtyu thAya. jIvananane vaLa mRtyunA cheDAmAM che. vivekI mANasa jIvanane cheDe suMdara kema thAya tene ja vicAra kare che. eTalA mATe A samyaga darzana pachI samyaga jJAnanI jarUra che. AtmA zuM che, kyAM javAnuM che, kevI rIte karmathI bhAre thAya che, kema mukta thAya ane amRtatatvane bhaktA bane te jANavAnuM che yAjJavakya AtmasAdhanA karavA araNyamAM jatAM pahelAM pitAnI badhI saMpatti vaheMce che. A joI patnI maitreyIe temane pUchayuM : "Apa mane paNa zuM A saMpatti ja ApavA mAge che? ane e je ApavA jevI vastu hoya te Apa ene tajavA kema tatpara banyA che? AnAthI mane amRtanuM tatva maLanAruM kharuM. jenAthI amRta na maLe te laIne huM zuM karuM? je lIdhA pachI choDavuM paDe te lIdhuM paNa zA kAmanuM. mane te tame je sAdhanAthI Atmatattva pAmavAnA che e batAve." A AtmajJAna pAmavA zAMtinI paLomAM ciMtana karavAnuM che. zAMta vAtAvaraNamAM ja taLiye rahelI vastu dekhAya che, dhAMdhalamAM kaMI na dekhAya. tame dhyAna karavA bese che.

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164 pUrNimA pAchI UgI : tyAre paNa tamArI AgaLa-pAchaLa kheMcatANa hoya che. tamArA mana para keTaluM badhuM dabANa che? sukhImAM sukhI mANasa paNa A dabANathI mukta nathI. A mANasa zAMtinI lahejata kema mANI zake? vadhAre sAdhana eTale vadhAre doDa! re, khAvAmAMya zAnti na hoya te svAdhyAya mATe te hoya ja kyAMthI ? tame sukhI che ? sukha zuM che? sukha eTale zAMti. tamane zAMti che? jyAM sudhI zAMti na saMbhave tyAM sudhI vastunuM darzana kema thAya? snAna karatAM, pANInA hejamAM taLie jaI paDelI hIrAnI vIMTI pANImAM taraMge hoya te na dekhAya. pANI nirmaLa thAya ane taraMga zAMta thAya te ja dekhAya. tema hadayanI vastu paNa kyAre dekhAya? citta zuddha thAya ane zAMta thAya tyAre. ajJAnInuM kAma taraMga vadhAravAnuM che, jJAnInuM kAma taraMge zAMta karavAnuM che. jeTalA taraMge ochA teTalI zAMti vadhAre. jeTalI vastu vadhAre teTalA taraMgo vadhAre. ghaNIvAra te A mANasa ja emAM daTAI jAya che. varatuo mANasane upara lAvavA mATe haya, nahi ke ene DhAMkI devA. jema pelA ajJAnI bhakto bhagavAnanI pUjA karavAne badale bhagavAnane ja phUlethI DhAMkI de che, tema mANasa vastuothI upara AvavAne badale pote ja vastuothI DhaMkAI jAya che. A badhAM Means che, End nathI. sAdhana che, sAdhya nathI. sAdhana ane sAdhyane bheda samajAtAM tame ja tamane pUchaze huM mAre zeTha chuM ke nekara chuM?

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ratnatrayI 165 vAtAvaraNa mANasanI paristhiti para nirbhara che. mANasa nirbaLa te vAtAvaraNa baLavAna. mANasa sabaLa te vAtAvaraNa nirbala. pachI vAtAvaraNa mANasane nahi, mANasa vAtAvaraNane badale che. tamArI zAntinA bhoge tame kaMI ja na kare. svAdhyAyanI mA zAtimAM che. svanuM adhyayana te svAdhyAya. A svanuM adhyayana zAMti vinA kema thAya? taraMga vihoNuM zAMta jaLamAM jema spaSTa pratibimba paDe che tema nirvikArI ane vikapa viheNa zAMta ane svaccha cittamAM huM koNa ne anubhava-prakAza jhilAya che. huM koNa chuM" ene anubhava nathI eTale ja leke paradatta nAmanA mehamAM phasAyA che. nAmanA mATe mANasa parezAna parezAna thaI jAya che. ghaNI vAra te e nAmanI A bhUkhane tRpta karavA dharmasthAnomAM ane sAdhusaMte pAse paNa jato hoya che. tyAM dharma karatA karatA paNa pitAnuM nAma kema vadhe te ADakatarI rIte jete rahe che. nAmanI mahattA eTalI badhI che ke maraNapathArIe paDelA mANasanuM nAma bole eTale e AMkha ughADe. te vakhate gharanA keI yAda na Ave paNa pitAnuM nAma te yAda Ave ja. vicArI juoH nAma janmathI nathI lAvyA; nAma pADeluM che, ApeluM che, bIjAe dIdheluM che, chatAM te mANasanA manane kevuM vaLagyuM che! UchInI vastu para paNa keTalo meha! je sAdhaka AtmalakSI che, te kaI paNa prakAranI padavIthI rAjI nahi thAya. tene nAmathI nahi, rAmathI kAma che. enuM nAma bhUMsAI jAya teya

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166 pUrNimA pAchI UgI ene duHkha na thAya. e jANe che ke huM te anAmI chuM. nAma keIe ApyuM hatuM ane emaNe ja bhUMsI nAkhyuM. nAnI nAnI vAtamAM loke akaLAI jAya che. AtmanA ajJAnane lIdhe mANase ALA mananA thaI gayA che. emane nAnI nAnI vAtamAM apamAna lAge. jarIkamAM nArAja thaI jAya. paNa e bhUlI jAya che ke je potAnI jAtanuM ja gaurava na samaje te tamane gaurava kyAMthI Ape ! je pitAne samaje che te bIjAne samajavA kaMIka saphaLa thaI zake che. eka jAhera pravacanamAM pravacana zarU thatAM pahelAM, eka AgevAna bhAI mArI oLakha ApavA UbhA thayA. mane manamAM thayuM. pahelAM tuM tArI oLakha te Apa. jenI oLakha ApavAnI che tenI koI ApatuM nathI; bAradAnanI ja vAta kare che, mAlane te koI pUchatuM ja nathI ? kaI ApaNA mATe bole te vicAravuM ke ThIka che, e mArA viSene bAMdhele emane abhiprAya che, mArI oLakhANa nathI. abhiprAya badhA carmacakSunA che, oLakha divya nayananI che. divya nayanamAM huM koNa chuM tenI jANa che. e jJAnadaSTi che. A daSTinA vikAsa pachI leko pUche te pitAnuM nAma jarUra batAve, paNa aMdarathI nyAro rahe-emAM Asakta na thaI jAya. A dRSTi AvatAM saMpradAyane meha enI meLe ja vilIna thaI jaze. ekatA mAtra bhASaNathI nahi, samajaNathI Ave che. AtmAnI sAcI samaja vadhatAM gaccha ane phirakAonAM baMdhana enI meLe ja tUTI jaze. jhADa moTuM thAya te vADa rahe? are, ghaNI vAra te jhADane vistAra vADane teDI nAkhe che!

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ratnatrayI 167 AtmAnI samaja vinAnI ekatA e uparanI ektA che. nIce nAmane meha te chupAIne beTho ja che; nAmanAnI jarAka taka maLatAM e ektAmAM taDa paDatAM vAra nahi lAge ! ajJAnIonI ekatA pANIthI bAMdhelA retIne lADu jevI che. tApa paDatAM e chUTA paDyA vinA nahi rahe. samyak jJAnanI daSTi ja keI ora che, emAM sahaja saMpa-zuddha prema che. A dRSTimAM AtmAnuM joDANa che. nAma ogaLI gayuM che. basa, pachI AtmAonI premamaya sRSTi ja che, Atmamilanane parama rasa che, AtmadaSTi rasezvara che. tamane kAcamAM jovAnI kaLA AvaDe che? tame tamane barAbara jue che? aMdara koNa dekhAya che? AtmA dekhAya che ke zarIranuM pratibiMba dekhAya che? aMdara dekhAya che te tuM nathI; tuM te, nathI dekhAte te tuM che. zarIra dekhAya che, paNa te dekhI zakatuM nathI. te te zarIranI aMdara, AMkhanI bArInI pAchaLa beThe che, kAcanI sAme te pUtaLuM UbhuM che. pUtaLuM pite pitAne joI zakatuM nathI. AtmA prayANa karI jatAM A pUtaLuM thoDuM ja pitAne jevA kAcanI sAme UbhuM thavAnuM che? pile je nirAkAra che te A AkArane joI rahyo che. AkAra badalAyA kare che. nAnAmAMthI meTo thAya, moTAmAMthI vRddha thAya; vRddha thatAM ghasAIne kSaya thAya! yauvanamAM mAMsathI lasalasatI kAyA ghaDapaNamAM mUThIbhara hADakAmAM pheravAI jAya che ne?

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168 pUNimA pAchI UgI! A badhI vadhaghaTa che. vadhaghaTa eTale pugala. pudgalanI vyAkhyA ja e ke purAvavuM ane gaLavuM. bharAya, khAlI thAya. kevI rIte bharAya ane kevI rIte khAlI thAya te vicAre eTale pudgalanI asAratA ane caMcalatA samajAze. keIe pUcheluM ke zarIra ane AtmAne judAM kema jANavAM? pUchanAra bhAI sukhI hatA. jyAM jAya tyAM kemerA te temanI pAse hoya ja. phaTAnA bhAre zokhIna. meM kahyuM jenI vadhaghaTa-akSaya ane vRddhi thAya te zarIra; ane je sadA zAzvata, akSayI te AtmA. tame tamArA pheTA pADyA kare che, paNa zizavathI Aja sudhInA vividha pheTAone kramazaH goThavI, keIka divasa vicAra te kare ke AmAM huM koNa? A bAbo ke A yuvAna? tamane khyAla Avaze ke A je divasarAta badalAyA kare che ane vadhaghaTa thayA kare che te huM nathI; A te mArI avasthA che. huM te avasthAthI para chuM. rithara chuM. pelA masta AtmAe gAyuM che - jUnuM to thayuM re devaLa jUnuM to thayuM; mAro haMsalo nAno ne devaLa jUnuM to thayuM. haMsale nAne che-e te e ja che-paNa A dehadevaLa jUnuM thayuM che. A samajaNe ja yogIo sadA masta rahe che. temane ghaDapaNa Ave, paNa paze nahi. mRtyu Ave te kaheH "cAle, have navA ghare jaIe." A anubhava thAya. te AnaMdanI suvAsa letA letA jivAya ane jIvatAM jIvatAM AnaMdanI suvAsa phelAvAya.

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ratnatrayI 169 Ama mANasanuM ja jIvana preraNuM banavuM joIe. jenuM jIvana preraNArUpa nathI tene te enA putro paNa premathI yAda nathI karatA ane kahe che: "paisA mUkI gayA emAM zuM navAI karI gayA? sAthe laI javAtA hatA te eka paise paNa rahevA na deta. zuM kare? laI na javAya eTale mUkI ja jAya ne?" saMskAra vagaranAM gharamAM te putraputrIo mAtApitAne page lAgatAM ya zaramAya. vArasa joIe che, vartana nahi; paise joIe che, mAbApane prema nahi. sArAM kAma te karavA nathI. preraNArUpa banavuM nathI. leka ene yAda kare te mATe e jyAM jAya tyAM dharmazALAmAM paNa kALA kolasAthI pitAnuM nAma lakhe. UjaLuM nAma karavAne badale kALuM karyuM. nAma dIvAla para nahi, paNa hRdayamAM rahe che. kolasAthI nahi, paNa preraNumaya jIvanathI leka smRtimAM amara thavAya che. prabhAte pratikamaNamAM bolAtI bharatezvaranI stutimAM kenAM nAma gavAya che? bharata, sItA vagere. satA ane satIo pitAnA akalaMka zIlanA tejathI Aja paNa jIvaMta che. emanA yazanAmane raNake traNe bhuvanamAM prabhAtanA maMgaLamaya vAtAvaraNamAM guMje che. preraNAdAyI jIvana "sva" ane "para" baMne mATe kalyANaprada che. jJAnanA prakAzathI jeo jIvana jIve che, teo prakAza dvArA jIvana ane mRtyu baMnene jANe che eTale e abhaya che. A janma pahelAM paNa jIvana hatuM ane AvanAra mRtyu pachI paNa jIvana rahevAnuM che. A kinAre

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170 pUrNimA pAchI UgI! paNa jIvana che ane sAraDinAra nuM jIvana che. vacce janmamaraNane pravAha che. karma-vAsanAne lIdhe A AtmAne janmamaraNanA cakrAvAmAM paribhramaNa karavuM paDe che. jema koI tuMbaDA para kIcaDanA thara jAmyA hoya te te kIcaDanA kAraNe eTalA samaye pUratuM pANImAM DUbe, paNa uparane kIcaDa ane kacare dUra kare eTale e tarata addhara Ave ane pANInI sapATInI upara AvI taravA lAge. AtmA paNa vAsanA ane karmanA kIcaDane kAraNe janmamaraNanI saritAmAM DUbe che. e vAsanA dUra thatAM AtmA eka kSaNamAM upara Ave, ene upara lAve nathI paDate, e Ave ja. upara AvavuM e ja ene svabhAva che. dIpakanI tane svabhAva ja che upara javuM. dIvAne UMdho kare paNa ta UMdhI nahi thAya. tane svabhAva nIce javAnuM che ja nahi. e te upara ja jAya. samyaga darzana e AtmAnI ruci che, samyaka jJAna e AtmAnI samajaNa che, samyam cAritra e AtmAne anubhava rasa che. A chellI bhUmikAmAM prazna, prazna nathI raheta, uttara bane che. guMjana, guMjana nathI rahetuM, tRpti bane che. bhramara ane phUlamAM A traNe bhUmikAnuM darzana thAya che. kaI eka bagIcAmAM suMdara evuM phUla khIlyuM che. bhramarane tenI suvAsa Ave che; suvAsa AvatAM ja e phUla amuka dizAe AvelA bagIcAmAM hovuM joIe evI ene jhAMkhI thAya che-A thayuM darzana. have bhramara UDato UDate je bagIcAmAMthI phUlanI suvAsa Ave che tyAM pahoMce che, phUla kyAM che e zodhI kADhe che-

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ratnatrayI 17: A thayuM jJAna. pachI phUlanI aMdara e rasapAna karavA besI jAya che. na uzyana che, na guMjana che, mAtra cUsavAnI mannatA che. zAMta ane magna banI madhapAna karavAmAM lIna thaI jAya. che-A thayuM cAritra. cAritra AtmatatvanI ramaNatA che. tatvajJAnanI je bIjI eka paddhati che e rIte A vAta vicArIe: taNa leva hama-tavA : huM tene ja chuM -darzana tava beva cam tavaivArdim : huM tAre ja chuM-jJAna tvam beva mUvamevAma: tuM e ja huM chuM-cAritra. darzanamAM sAdhaka paramAtmAnA pratyakSa milanathI ajANa che. Apta puruSanA kahevAthI ene zraddhA thaI che. A prathama bhUmikAmAM zraddhALu AtmA kahe cheH huM tene chuM. AmAM pote prathama puruSamAM che. bhagavAna trIjA puruSamAM che. bhagavAnane je nathI paNa enA viSe sAMbhaLyuM che. pachI Ave che dvitIya bhUmikA. pahelAmAM darzana hatuM. have jJAna thayuM che. prabhune joyA che. e sAme ja che eTale kahe cheH huM tAre ja chuM. pote prathama puruSamAM che. bhagavAna have bIjA puruSamAM che. najIka AvyuM che. tuM e huM ja chuM-A trIjI bhUmikA che. pite ane paramAtmA baMne prathama puruSamAM AvI gayA. bhagavAnamAM je guNe che te badhA pitAnAmAM che enI ene dRDha pratIti thaI che. eTale AtmaramaNutAmAM kahe cheH tuM e huM ja chuM. | daSTAnta tarIke gAmaDAnI kaI kanyAnA zaheranA koI dhanavAna yuvaka sAthe vivAha thayA hoya, vevizALa mAbApe

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-172 pUNimA pAchI UgI! nakkI karyuM hoya, kanyAe yuvakane je na hoya ane sakhIemAM vAta nIkaLe te kahe huM tenI chuM, joyA pachI ema kahe huM tArI ja chuM. lagna thayA pachI gharanI svAminI banIne kahe che tuM e huM ja chuM. e ja rIte koI zeThane ghaNI dukAne hoya, gAmegAma enI zAkhA hoya. ane enI kaI zAkhAmAM koI na nokarIe rahe ane pUche te kahe huM zeDane mANasa chuM. zeThane joyA pachI kahe huM tamAre ja chuM. ane AgaLa vadhatAM nekarImAMthI munima thAya, munimamAMthI zeThane ATha AnImAM bhAgIdAra thaI zeThanA je zeDa thaI jAya. zeThamAM ane enAmAM bheda na rahe tyAre kahe ne ke tame te ja huM chuM ! | darzana e AtmAnI jhAMkhI che, jJAna e AtmAnI samaja che. cAritra e AtmAnI ramaNatA che- pUrNa ekatA che. sUphInI mane eka kavitA yAda Ave che. eka Azaka che. e pitAnI priyAne tyAM jAya che. priyAnuM ghara dUra che. chatAM e tyAM pahoMcI jAya che. sAMje jaI e bAraNuM upara kerA mAre che. aMdarathI avAja Ave cheH "koNa che?" Azake javAba vALe, "huM chuM." aMdarathI uttara Avyo A sthAna nAnuM che, AmAM huMnI jagyA nathI!" dvAra na khUlyuM e cAlI gaye. jaMgalanA ekAntamAM jaI beTho. enuM mana dhIre dhIre zAnta paDyuM. caMcaLatA zamI gaI mana paranuM DhAMkaNuM UghaDI gayuM. aMdarathI ja ene javAba maLe. e javAbamAM je tattva samAyuM hatuM te samajAtAM e hasI paDyo. UbhuM thayuM ane Avyo pharI e priyAne

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ratnatrayI 173 dvAre. TakorA mArI e pratIkSA karate Ubhe ja rahyo. aMdarathI pharI e ja prazna "koNa che?" javAba vALeH tuM che." dvAra khUlyuM. tuM te je svayaM che te A ja che. A ane te judAM nathI. biMdu nAnuM dekhAya che, paNa siMdhuthI judI jAtanuM nathI. are, biMdu eTale ja siMdhu! biMduo na hatA te siMdhu saMbhavata kema? AtmA na hatA te paramAtmA Avata kyAMthI? vAtane ke carcAne A viSaya nathI. A te anubhavane AnaMda che. vAsanAnA vyasanamAM lapaTAyelA manane muktinI majhA nahi samajAya. baMdhAyelA jaMtune AtmasvAtaMtryamAMthI UchaLatI umionI AhalAdaktA sparza paNa kema? nAhI-dhoIne svaccha banelA mANasane jarAka dhULanI raja aDatAM becenI thAya. paNa dhULa ane ukaraDAmAM ja ALeTatA prANune snAna karI zuddha thavAne vicAra saraNeya spaze ? zakti caMcaLatAmAM nahi, saMyamamAM che. avAjamAM nahi, aMtaramAM che. aMtaramAM UtarIne juo ke aMdara ke prazAnta zaktine srota vahI rahyo che ! . Atom-ANu phUTatAM aMdarathI zakti pragaTe che tema ahaMnuM kecaluM phUTatAM aMdarathI svayaM pragaTe che. ahaMnA kecalAmAM svayaM chupAyela che. ahaM kyAre phUTe? aMdara UDA Utare tyAre. leke ahaMnA nALiyerane dAMta vatI teDI svAda.

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174 pUrNimA pAchI UgI! levA cAhe che. paNa bahAra kaMI nathI. je che te kaparuM aMdara che. nALiyeranuM uparanuM kocaluM tUTe te ja aMdaranuM mIThuM pANI maLe. aDuM DhAMkaNa che, svayaM tava che, ahaM pratiSThA ke ahaMkAra che, e keIe ApeluM che, pArakuM che. svayaM keIe ApeluM nathI. e pote svayaMsiddha che. ahaM beDI che, svayaMmukti che. ahaM oLakhANa ApavA mAge che ke huM keNu chuM, jyAre svayaM oLakhANa bhUMsavA mAge che. eka sAdhu pAse traNa mitro AvyA. emane sAdhanA karavI hatI. sAdhue pUchayuM: "tame keNa che?" pahelAe kahyuM: "huM? huM rAjakuMvara chuM. vIza gAmane svAmI chuM." "basa!" sAdhue bIjAne pUchyuM: "tame koNa che?" huM? huM nagarazreSThIne putra chuM. eka karoDa rUpiyA mArA pitA pAse che. huM tene ekane eka putra chuM. mAruM sthAna gharamAM advitIya che." sAdhue trIjAne pUchyuM: "ane tame? tame keNa che?" trIjAe hAtha joDI namratAthI kahyuM: "prabhe! huM jANate heta ke huM koNa chuM te ahIM ApanI pAse zAne Avata? Apa ja batAve ke huM zuM chuM? huM koNa chuM? kAraNa ke, huM svayane bhUlI gayo chuM. badhAnI sAthe nAma ane dhAmamAM purAye chuM." sAdhue jANyuMH traNamAM A ja sAdhaka che. zAMtimAM svayane pAmavA A AvyuM che. pilA be te nAma ane dhAmavALA cheH ekanI pAse paisAne ahaM che, bIjAnI pAse

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ratnatrayI 175 pratiSThAne. A ahaM to svayaMne Avare che! padavI ane pratiSThAmAM ja prasannatA mAnato mANasa prabhutAne kema pAme? caiitanyanI cAritryamaNutA eTale prApti nahi, tRpti. bhagavAna mahAvIra gRhatyAga karI jaI rahyA che tyAre nandIvardhane emane kahyuM: "bhAI! rAjapATa choDI jaMgalamAM javA karatAM A rAjya zuM khoTuM che ?" bhagavAna mahAvIranI AMkha AkAza prati UMcI thaI ane tRptine pamarATa prasarAvatAM emaNe kahyuMH baMdhu! jenuM sAmrAjya gaganathIya UMcuM che te A dhULamAM samaya kema vitAve? je pitAnA para AtmAmAM rAjya karavA Avyo che te anyanA zarIra para rAjya karavA kema rekAya ?......." A zabdo kayAM UMDANamAMthI Ave che? jyAM vAsanAbharI buddhi DokiyuM karavA paNa hiMmata nathI karI zakatI evAM UMDANomAM A samaja paDI che. madhanI prApti pachI te madhukara paNa bhaTakavuM mUkI tRptinI lInatA mANe che! A lInatA e ja jIvananA parama AnaMdanI prAptibharI pUti che. e pAmavuM e ja A mAnavajIvanane parama hetu che, udeza che. muktinI A bhUmikA pAmavA prabhue ApaNane traNa sAdhana batAvyAM: darzana, jJAna ane cAritra. AtmAnI jhAMkhI eTale darzana, AtmAnI samaja eTale jJAna, AtmAnI ramaNatA eTale cAritrya; A traNamAMthI eka paNa apUrNa hoya te mukti na saMbhave. haraDAM-beDAM-AmaLAM eTale triphaLA. tema darzana-jJAna-cAritranI paripUrNa prApti eTale mukti. A pUrNanI prApti Apa saune A ratnatrayInI pUrNatAthI thAo e mahecchA.

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tejano lisoTo mane eka vRddhanI yAda Ave che. eMsI varSanI uMmara hatI, ane rastAnI eka paDakhe khADe chedIne te eka AMbe vAvI rahyA hatA. kaI ke jaIne pUchayuM: "dAdA, tame A zuM kare che? dAdAe kahyuM: "huM AMbo vAvuM chuM." keka TIkhaLI mANasa hato eNe mazkarI karIH "are, dAdA, tamane te A kevI mAyA lAgI che ! A AMbe vAve kayAre, e Uge kayAre, enAM phaLa Ave kyAre ane tame khAo kyAre ?" pelA vRdhe kahyuM: "bhAI, A mAyA nathI, A te mAnave je arpaNa karyuM che te arpaNanuM A tarpaNa che." pelAne kAMI samajaNa na paDI eTale pUchayuM : eTale zuM?" emaNe kahyuM: "rastA upara je aMbe che te mArA pUrvagAmIoe vAvela che. tenI chAyA Aje huM mAruM chuM. enI kerI huM khAuM chuM. tyAre mane thayuM ke huM paNa ekAda be vAvate jAuM ke jethI bhAvimAM AvanArI je

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teja lise 177 je peDhI che ene chAyA maLe. ApaNe bIjAne lAbha ApavAne che." amAsanI rAtre tame joyuM haze ke AkAzamAM eka tAro je khare che te te teja lisoTo mUkI jAya che. e ja rIte tame bhale khUba mahAna mAnavI na banI zake, paraMtu tamArA vartuLamAM, tamArA samAjamAM, tamArA mitramaMDaLamAM eka teja lisoTo mUkIne jAo, ke je mAnavahRdayamAM prakAza pAthare.

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strI vALA nahi, jyota rU mAnuM chuM ke strI eka kavitA che. kavitAmAM chaMda hoya che, zabdonuM lAlitya hoya che, jIvanane spaze e eka sthAyI bhAva hoya che. kAvyazAstranA niyamothI subaddha kavitA ja, uttama kavitAmAM lekhAya che. te ja pramANe strInA jIvanamAM paNa saMyama ane satyabhAva vagere hoya te tenuM jIvana paNa kavitA bane che, nahi te bane che kAkArava-je kalaha, kaMkAsa ane kaTutAthI kaluSita hoya che. zANI strI jIvanane kavitAmaya, kalyANamaya ane saMvAdamaya kema banAvI zake che te ja ApaNe vicAravAnuM che. strInI zaktine ta ane jvALA evI be upamA ApI zakAya. jota prakAza Ape che; aMdhakArane dUra karI sarvane ujajavaLa kare che, jyAre vALA bhasma kare che; lAMbA kALanA sarjanane nAza karI vAtAvaraNane ujajaDa kare che. jagatane ItihAsa A baMne vAtanAM udAharaNa pUrAM pADe che. cetanI zaktine dIti che; vALAnI zaktine kAlimA che. eka ja prakAzanAM kevAM be judAM svarUpa.

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179 zrI vALA nahi, jyota - strInA jIvana vikAsamAM ke navanirmANamAM A bhAvanA mukhya bhAga bhajave che. strIoe vicAravAnuM che: "ene zuM banavuM che? ta ke jvALA?egya dIkSA ane zikSA maLe te jota, nahi te vALA. supAtre takupAtre vALA! ta evuM jIvana jIvI jAya che ke jethI saMsAra ujjavaLa ane suMdara bane, ramya ane rasavaMta bane; mahApuruSo paNa tenI sAme mastaka jhukAve. atyAre tamAre e samaya che ke jyAM nirNaya thavAne che. AvatI kAlanAM dvAra kholavAnI cAvI tamAre hAthamAM levAnI che. tamAruM atyAranuM jIvana AzAthI sabhara che, svapnathI suMdara che, lAgaNIothI chalachala che. paNa lAgaNInA khoTA pUramAM tame kyAMka taNAI na jAo te mATe atyArathI ja tamAre sAvadha rahevAnuM che ane sajAga banavAnuM che. mANasa pAse traNa sAdhana che. vicAra, uccAra ane AcAra. vyakti pitAno vikAsa ke vinAza A sAdhanathI ja kare che. pahelAM vicArane udaya thAya che, pachI uccAra Ave che ane aMte AcAranuM darzana thAya che. sarakAranA bhayathI ke daMDanA dabANathI AcAra sAro rAkhI zakAya, sattA ke samAjanI bIke uccAra paNa sAre rAkhI zakAya, paNa vicAra mATe kaI sattA ke kaye bhaya? mANasa AcAramAM ke ucAramAM daMbha karI zake paNa pitAnA vicArethI pite daMbha kema karI zake? . keI mANasa je AcAramAM khare ja sAro hoya te te mULa svarUpe vicAramAM sAro he ja joIe. vicAra Atma

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180 pUrNimA pAchI UgI! sAt che; AcArane UchIne lAvI zako che, kAraNa ke te para che. paNa vicAra te lehImAM vaNAyela che. jIvanane kavitAmaya banAvavA vicAramAM AvA sauMdaryanI AvazyakatA che. ekalatAnI ghaDImAM paNa vicAra kaI dizAmAM kAma kare che tenuM avalokana karatA raho. mahAna puruSe pitAnA vicAranI cekI kare che. ekAda azubha vicAra ekAntamAM paNa AvI gaye hoya te tenuM prAyazcitta kare che. gAMdhIjI upavAsa pachI vadhu prasanna dekhAtA. e upavAsathI kadI thAkatA nahotA tenuM kAraNa emaNe lakhela mIrAbena uparanA patramAMthI tAravI zakAya cheH " phUla rAtanA jhAkaLamAM dhovAIne zubhra, ane tAjuM bane che, tema mArA sAthIothI thayelA aparAdhane dhaIne upavAsa pachI huM bahAra Avyo chuM. azubha vicAra jovAI javAthI mana haLavuM thatAM je prasannatA Ave che te era che. Aje je bahene ane bhAIomAM viSAda che, Depression anubhavAya che, hisTIriyA Ave che, te batAve che ke temanA vicAramAM kaMIka avyavasthita tatva raheluM che, jenA lIdhe emanuM samatvabharyuM vyaktitva naSTa thayuM che. duniyAmAM te Aje je pitAnA vicArone saMtADI jANe che, te leke mutsaddI gaNAya che. je hoya te bele nahi; je bele te heya nahi-AvI havA pAmI che. eka bhAIe mane pustaka ApyuM. enuM nAma hatuM : "How to Win Friends and Influence People."

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181 cI jvALA nahi, jyota meM emane kahyuM: "A pustaka AtmAnA vyaktitvane pragaTa karavAnuM nathI zIkhavatuM paNa mAtra polished kema banavuM te batAve che. emAM sAcA banavA karatAM sArA dekhAvA para vadhu vivecana che. sabhyatA rAkhe e sArI vAta che, paNa te sabhyatA sahaja rIte aMdarathI AvavI joIe. sabhyatA rAkhavA khAtara sabhyatA rAkhavI, ene artha te daMbha paNa thAya. Aje yuropamAM "verI phAIna," "nAIsa, "thenka yu" jevA zabdo keTalA pracUra rIte vaparAya che! paNa te phakta bAhya vika khAtara ja vaparAya che. A zabdo jo sahRdayatAthI belAya te zreSTha, paNa AcAranA daMbha rUpe vaparAya te? huM mAnuM chuM ke viveka mATe belAtA zabdomAM viveka te joIe ja. mANasanA vicArane satya AkAra ApavA mATe,uccAra ane AcAra e be sAdhana che. A be mAdhyama dvArA mANasamAM raheluM zubha tattva bahAra Ave che. enA bhAvamAM raheluM sauMdarya uccAra dvArA AkAra le te ja uddeza che. paNa huM te jouM chuM ke keTalAka leke saDI gayelA zAkanA bhAgane samAratI vakhate kApIne pheMkI de che, paNa saDelA vicArane saMgrahI, mananI aMdara rAkhI mUke che. keTalAka loko ekAnta maLe ane ekalA hoya tyAre evuM vAcana vAMce ke sabhya vyakti te e jotAM paNa kSebha pAme. A ekAnta zAne mATe che? zubha vicArene azubha karavA mATe? vicAra e te vyaktine pAme che. pAye azubha heya te ImArata zubha kema banI zake?

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182 pUrNimA pAchI UgI pleTaphorma para juo. eka Trena amadAvAda tarapha janArI hoya che te bIjI paMjAba tarapha. leke eka ja pleTaphorma dvArA aMdara Ave che. te vakhate paMjAbI ane gujarAtI pravAsI sAthe hoya che. baMne gADIo paNa pAse pAse UbhI heya che. paNa cAlu thayA pachI banne vacce dhIre dhIre aMtara vadhatuM jAya ja che. eka amadAvADha pahece che, bIjI paMjAba. te ja pramANe vicAronuM aMtara paNa prAraMbhamAM nahiM dekhAya paNa jIvananuM aMtara kapAtAM te aMtara vadhatuM jAya che. saMta paNa vicArathI thavAya che. ane zetAna paNa vicArathI ja thavAya che. sauMdarya ke sItamabharyo rAma vicAravuM ja pariNAma che? je vyakti vicAra sAme jAgrata che te ja jIvanamAM saMvAda sarjI zake che. e mATe jIvananA UMDANamAM jAo. kyAMya sauthI vadhu UMDANa hoya te te jIvananuM che. je uparanI sapATI para che te te mAtra AsapAsa parakammA ja kare che. tene khabara nathI ke jIvana e sapATI upara nahi paNa UMDuM che, gahana che. tame atyAre bhaNe cho. tamAro A samaya abhyAsa mATe che. tame tamArA mAsa ane kalAsa lAvavA mATe jAgrata rahe te sahaja che, paNa mULa jIvanadaSTine cUke nahi. jIvanadraSTi vinAnuM, mAtra pustakiyuM jJAna tamane UbhA nahi karI zake. vipattimAM paNa unnata mastake ane svasthatAthI jIvana jIvavAnuM baLa A dRSTithI ja maLI zake che. jIvananA avelekanathI aMdaranI vyakti virATa rUpa le che, vicAra suvicAra bane che, vicAra-vicAra vacce saMvAda

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sI jvALA nahi, jyota 183 utpanna thAya che ane saphaLatA prApta thAya che. atyAre mane saurASTramAM banelI eka satya ghaTanA yAda Ave che. e gulAbabAInA jIvanamAMthI tamane preraNA maLaze. mehananuM lagna eka zyAma paNa saMskArI kanyA gulAba sAthe thayuM hatuM. thoDAM varSa pachI mehanane eka dhanavAnanI maitrI thaI mohanane te muMbaI lA. tyAM te nekarIe rahyo. hoziyArIthI AgaLa ane AgaLa vadhate ja gaye zeThe joyuM ke mohananI pakaDa grAhake para ane dhaMdhA para sArI che. eTale ene cAra AnI bhAga karI ApyuM. divase jatAM ene ATha AnI bhAga thaye. duHkhanA enA divasemAM enI patnI ane preraNA ApatI rahI hatI, sevA karatI ane e dhakhanA divasone hasIne pAra karavAmAM chAyAnI jema sahAyaka banatI. paNa have jotajotAmAM sukha ane saMpattinA divase AvI maLyA. paise vadhato ja gaye. have e mehana nahi, mehanalAla thaye. artha keTalIka vAra anarthane teDI lAve che ne! dhana paNa pramANamAM maLe te sAruM, paNa vadhu prApti keTalIka vAra musIbatanuM kAraNa bane che. Aje nakha vadhAravAnI phaeNzana thaI gaI che eTale zuM kahuM? paNa te pramANasara heya te sArA; vadhu hoya te temAM mela bharAya. dhana paNa vadhu hoya to temAM kacare bharAya ane keka vAra mULamAMthI UkhaDI jAya. mehanalAla pAse dhana AvyuM eTale enI sAthe kahevAtA mitro paNa AvyA. eka sAMje mitronI A maMDaLI koI moTI hoTalamAM bhejana-samAraMbha mANI rahI hatI.

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184 pUrNimA pAchI UgI ! temAM eka varaNAgI dasta TapakuM mUkyuM : "bhalA mANasa ! ATale paise che, A navI gADI che, chatAM UtarI gayelA meDalanI A strI laIne pharatAM tene zarama nathI AvatI ?" gulAbanI suvAsa phelAvanArA mitre Aje kyAM che? have gharomAM ane blekamAM paNa moTAM moTAM kuMDAMomAM gulAbane badale videzI zeriyAM vadhatAM jAya che! mitro paNa e theriyA jevA ja maLe ne! pelAe mehananA manamAM vAta evI rIte mUkI ke e kAMTAnI jema sIdhI ja enA dilamAM UtarI gaI. eNe patnIne dezamAM ravAnA karI dIdhI. mitrone rakhaDavAnuM medAna maLI gayuM. breka hatI te nIkaLI gaI. gADI anAcArane mArgo pUrapATamAM deDavA lAgI. paise AvyA pachI muMbaImAM pUchavuM zuM? mehananI mA kajiyALI ane kaDaka hatI. eNe te vahunA guNa jovAne badale enA zyAma raMgane ja AgaLa karyo. trAsa ApavA lAgI. enA para kAmano Dhagale nAkhe. gulAbane cAra varSane kizora nAme putra hatuM. gulAba mAnatI ke bhale ene patinuM ke sAsunuM sukha nathI paNa pitAne putra pitA pAse che. e ochuM sukha che? jIvana vilAsa mATe nahi, vikAsa mATe che. duniyAne phaLa ane phUla ApavA mATe keIke te mULiyuM banI jamInamAM daTAvuM ja rahyuM. AvI bhAvanA gulAbanA vicAramAM hatI. e bolatI , paNa samajatI ghaNuM eTale e potAnA bALakamAM saMskArasiMcananA kAmamAM lAgI rahetI. kizera ATha varSane thaye.

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strI jvALA nahi, jyota tenuM suMdara ghaDatara thayuM hatuM. - sauthI moTo zikSaka mA che. nepoliyane kahyuM cheH mA se zikSaka barAbara che." AvuM kahenArane mAtAe preraNAnAM kevAM pIyUSa pAyAM haze? bALakane pahelAM mA ghaDe che, pachI pitA sabhyatA zikhavADe che, pachI zikSaka zikSaNa Ape che ane aMte samAja ene ghaDe che. mehana kizerane muMbaI teDI gaye. ene kenvenTamAM mUkyo. ahIM e bhaNavAmAM pahele Ave che. eka vAra eNe kahyuM: "pappA ! mArI mammIne ahIM belAve ne !" mehane meM bagADI kahyuM: "tArI mammI kevI kALI che ! tuM kevI skUlamAM jAya che ! tyAM AvatAM bALakanAM mammI kevAM hoya che! tArI kALI mAne mammI kahetAM tane zarama nahi Ave ?" daza varSanA nirdoSa magajamAM eNe jherI vicAra dhIme rahIne mUkI dIdhuM. bALako te zAhIcUsa kAgaLa jevAM hoya che. kizoranA kumaLA magajamAM A vicAra have AkAra lete gaye: "mArI mA sArI che, mIThI che, paNa sAcI vAta che ke e kALI che. hA, jarA kadarUpI paNa che." sAsune thayuM H A zyAmAe mArA dIkarAnI jiMdagI bagADI. ene ema na thayuM ke paisAnA jore ene putra rakhaDu 2. pise na hota to devInI jema pUjata, paNa paiso thatAM ene e jUnI moDela lAgI! vahu vicAratIH "mArI cAmaDI zyAma che, dila te zyAma nathI ne? mArA vicAre UjaLA che, paNa tene mehana

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186 pUrNimA pAchI UgI ! dhananA madamAM Aja have nathI joI zakatA; paNu bhagavAna te jue che ne ? kaMI nahi, kolase paNa AgamAM baLI jAya che tyAre tenI rAkha teA dheALI ja thAya che ne ! kadAca mArA jIvanamAM paNa ema ja kAM na khane ? mArA samarpaNumAMthI ujjavaLatA kAM na pragaTe ?' kizAra vIza varSanA thayA. enAM lagna levAyAM. muMbaInI kolejanA sudharelA mitronI mA~DaLI sAthe kizora peAtAnI meATI kAramAM AvI pahoMcyA. maMDapa na khAye. zahenAIo zarU thaI. jAna bAjunA gAma javAnI hatI. enI taiyArIo thaI. kizorane joI manuM haiyuM harSoMthI phUla phUla thAya che. ene tyAre khabara nahi ke kizAranA haiyAmAM paNa jhera prasarI gayuM che. ene te bicArIne manamAM sASa che ke adhA parAyA thaI gayA che paNa enA putra teA enA ja che ne? A leAhInI sagAI che. mAvA vicAramAM paraNavA jatA kizAra pAse e jAya che. vAtsalyathI UbharAtA haiye dIkarAnA kapALamAM cAMlla karavA hAtha la'khAve che. paNa kizoranA magajamAM te pUrvagraha che. ene mAtAnA mamatA bharela vAtsalyathI UbharAtA hRdayanuM darzIna nathI thatuM, paNa kadarUpI ane abhaNu-sAmAnya strI jevI strI dekhAya che. tiraskAramAM eNe mA sAme hasIne joyuM paNa nahi, ane te bahAra nIkaLI gayA. dhAmadhUmathI jAna gaI. kizAranI mA ane tenI dAdI ghera rahyAM.

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strI vALA nahi, ta 187 mA mATe A ghA kArame hate. eNe AvA prasaMganI te kalpanA nahotI karI. "sau parAyA thAya paNa pitAne putra parAye thAya ! bIjA te cAmaDIne raMga jue paNa ene putra paNa e hoLamAM bese ! jagata te dila na samaje paNa putra paNa na samaje ! te pachI jIvavAne artha zuM? kaMI nahi, meM to mArI pharaja bajAvI. svakartavya karatAM karatAM khapI javAmAM ja jIvanane sAra che." e ja rIte kajiyALAM dAdI aMdaranA oraDAmAM sUtAM che. kizaranI bA bahAranA oraDAmAM che. tyAM te gharanA pAchaLanA bhAgamAM Aga lAgI. dhUmADe ane AganA goTA aMdaranA oraDAmAMthI AvatA dekhAyA. eka kSaNane paNa vicAra karyA vinA gulAba doDI. lAta mArI kamADa toyuM ane dhUmADAnI aMdara mUMjhAIne rADArADa karatAM sAsune eNe pitAnA khabhA para nAkhI bahAra kADhayAM. A badhuM karatAM ene hAtha dAjhI gayA, meDhAne jhALa lAgI ane paga paNa dAjhayA. paNa enA sAsu saMpUrNa rIte bacI gayAM. A jIvanadAnanA mahAna samarpaNathI sAsunuM hRdaya have palaTAyuM. enA mana para lAgelo kacare jANe ke A AgamAM baLI gayuM. eNe pitAnI A gulAbavahumAM rahelA ujajavaLa AtmAnuM darzana karyuM. enI AMkhamAMthI AMsunI dhArA vahevA lAgI. enA pagamAM paDI e mAphI mAgavA lAgIH "tArI te meM Aja sudhI niMdA ja karI che. tArA para duHkhano bhAra nAkhavAmAM meM bAkI rAkhI nathI, chatAM te mane jIvatadAna dIdhuM! jIvanA jokhame te mane bacAvI." ane

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188 pUrNimA pAchI UgI ! e bhagavAnane prArthanA karavA lAgI: 'mArI vahune bacAvA.' kizAra paraNIne ghera AvyA. AganA samAcArathI saunI lagnanI majhA UDI gaI hatI. mehana, kiAra, navavadhU sau DozImAne page paDavA gayAM tyAM eNe AMsu lUchIne kahyuM: "mane zuM page paDe che ? dayAnI devI, mANasAI nA avatAra tA tArI mA che, ene page paDa, dIkarA ! me AkhA janmArA enI nindA karI paNa badalAmAM eNe te pote aLIne paNa mane jivADI ! mArAmAM je kharAkhI hatI te me enAmAM joI. kharAba mANasa sAru jue paNa zuM? paNa Aje have mArI AMkha UghaDI gaI che. huM bhagavAna ! mArI vahune bacAva. kizAra saune sAthe laI mA pAse gayA. A vAta sAMbhaLyA pachI enA manamAM paNa mA pratyenA prema pUra anIne UchaLI rahyo. eNe joyuM ke samarpaNanI A javALAmAM enI mAnA mukhane jhALa lAgI che. paNa A dAjhela sukhamAMya e kevI prasanna ane zAnta hatI! e mAne page paDI bheTI paDaDyo. mAnI chAtI para mAM mUkI eNe kahyuM : "mA !" enAthI vadhAre na khelAyu. mAnI AMkhamAMthI paNa AMsunI dhArA vahevA lAgI. eNe kahyuM: "mane vizvAsa hatA ke meM mArA putramAM reDelA saMskAra niSphaLa nahi jAya. Aje mAre e vizvAsa kanyA che, eTale vIza varSa sudhI meM vahelA bhAra Aje AMsu vATe vahI jAya che. e mane haLavA kare che. me te maunamAM paNa prabhu pAse e ja prArthanA karI hatI ke mArA patine

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189 strI jvALA nahi, jyota paNa prabhu tuM tAre prakAza Apa. e khINane taLiye pahoMce te pahelAM tuM tAre prakAzamaya hAtha emanI tarapha laMbAva." mohane ene hAtha jhAlI kahyuM: "gulAba ! tAre AtmA kharekhara gulAba jevo ja che. meM tAre mAtra bahArane raMga ja je. tArA ujajavaLa AtmAnI jhAMkhI mane tyAre na thaI. paNa AjathI huM pratijJA karuM chuM. have ADe mArge nahi jAuM." meM kahelI A eka satya ghaTanA che. e bAI bhaNela na hatI paNa saMskArI hatI. enA vicAromAM saMvAda hato, svacchatA hatI. eNe jIvanabhara vicArene svaccha rAkhavAne. ja prayatna karyo. joke ene duHkha sahevuM paDyuM, paNa aMte enA vicAra, uccAra ane AcArane vijaya thayA. AkhAya kuTuMbane eNe bacAvI lIdhuM. adhapatananI khINamAM jatA mehanane paNa aMte eNe tA. jherI vAtAvaraNamAM paNa e aMdaranA baLathI TakI zakI ane javALA nahi paNa ta banIne jIvanane ajavALyuM. vicAra e bIja che, AcAra e vRkSa che. bIja dharatImAM gupta hoya che, enA pariNAma rUpa vRkSa bahAra dekhAya che. A ja rIte mANasanuM sAcuM cAritrya ane sArI bhASA e gupta evA sArA vicAranuM ja pariNAma che. bahArathI tame TApaTIpa kare, paNa aMdaranA vicArene sArI rIte alaMkRta na kare te kema cAle? bahAranI zobhA te amuka varSo jatAM nisteja banavAnI che. jIvananA aMta sudhI gulAbanI

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190 pUrNimA pAchI UgI! jema suvAsa phelAvanAra te aMdaranA suvicAre ja che e ja tamArI sAcI zebhA che. tamArI parIkSA cAlatI hoya, pAse tamArI hoziyAra benapaNI pepara lakhatI hoya, tyAM taka maLe te nakala karavAnuM tame jatuM kare kharAM? tamane vicAra Ave khare ke huM corI karuM chuM? AvA pralezana sAme keNa TakI zake? je vicAraka hoya, vicArane cokIdAra hoya che. nAnI corI meTI cerIne lAve che, paNa nAnI cerIne ja UgatAM DAme te meTI corIne pAMgaravAne samaya ja kyAMthI maLe? cerIne vicAra Ave tyAM ja tame sAvadha bane. e kema AvyA te vicAre. vicArane vicAra e ja "jIvananI kharI" jAgRti che. kavitAmAM zabda karatAM vicAra-bhAva mukhya hoya che. vicAra nirmAlya hoya ane zabdothI tame lA te e kaMI uttama kavitA na bane. tema, jIvanane tame suvicAra vinA bIjI hajAre vastuthI zaNagAraze te paNa tamAruM jIvana uttama kavitA rUpa nahi bane. e bahArane camakAra bharyo AkAra mAtra haze, aMdaranA AtmAne satkAra nahi heya. AkhAya rAmAyaNamAM mane koI vadhAre AkarSaka pAtra lAgyuM hoya te te sItAnuM. sItAe potAnA vicArone evA zuddha banAvyA che jenI AgaLa baLavAna rAvaNa paNa nirbaLa lAge, ane e abaLA hovA chatAM sabaLA lAge. rAvaNanA sthAnamAM ja rAvaNane e paDakAre che, rAvaNane tiraskAra kare che. vicAre ke enAmAM kevI nirbhayatA haze?

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zrI vALA nahi, jyota 191 e kevI zuddha haze? e mAnatI haze ne ke enA zuddha jota jevA jIvanane koI aDavA jaze to e baLIne khAkha thaI jaze ! A baLa zarIranuM nahi paNa sattvanuM che. zakti zarIramAM nahi paNa vicArenI zuddhimAM che. suvicAranA sUkSma bIjamAMthI zuddha uccAra ane zuddha AcAranAM phaLaphUla thavAnAM che, te suvicAra dvArA tame ta bane ane vAtAvaraNane prakAzathI bhare. AjanA aMdhAragheryA jagatamAM AvI tanI keTalI anivArya jarUra che? tamArAmAM rahelI zakti jvALA nahi paNa ta, kalaha nahi paNa kavitA bano evI zubhecchA.

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gharamAM ja rasa ane saMskAranI gaMgA eTale zrI jIvana-maNi sAcanamALAnAM rasa ane nItipreraka sudara geTaapavALAM pustaka varSoMnA rUA. daza ( pe. kharca rUA. 2-50) rUA. dazamAM rUA. vIsanAM pustako. AmanAM Ama che, ane goTalInA dAma che. navamuM va` pUruM' karI dazamA varSImAM punita praveza kare che. Aje ja grAhaka aneA. sapha vAcanamA Y amadAvA zrI jIvana -maNi sAcana mA LA TrasTa haThIbhAinA derA sAme, dilhI daravAjA bahAra, amadAvAda

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