Book Title: Kaise Jiye Madhur Jivan
Author(s): Chandraprabhsagar
Publisher: Jityasha Foundation
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/003896/1

JAIN EDUCATION INTERNATIONAL FOR PRIVATE AND PERSONAL USE ONLY
Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kaise jie~ madhura jIvana zrI candraprabha or Personal & Private Use Only Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kaise jie~ madhura jIvana jIvana svayaM eka tIrthayAtrA hai| isake prati sakArAtmaka najariyA apnaaiye| zrI candraprabha For Personal & Private Use Only Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saujanya -saMvibhAga zrImatI mannIdevI agravAla kI smRti meM zrI gaNapatalAla, bAbulAla-anitA, silkI, lalita agravAla, . agravAla TeksaTAIla iMDasTrIja, pAlI prakAzana varSa : aprela 2009 prakAzaka : zrI jitayazA phAuMDezana, bI-7, anukampA dvitIya, ema.AI.roDa, jayapura (rAja.) AzISa : gaNivara zrI mahimAprabha sAgara jI ma. mudraka : babalU oNphaseTa, jodhapura mUlya : 20/ For Personal & Private Use Only Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhUmikA hama sabhI bhAgyazAlI haiM jo hameM manuSya ke rUpa meM jIvana jIne kA maukA milA hai| janma ke sAtha hI prakRti ne hama sabhI ko apAra kSamatAoM, saMbhAvanAoM aura guNoM kA bhaNDAra pradAna kiyA hai| yaha hamAre hAtha meM hai ki hama inakA upayoga karake insAna ke rUpa meM apane jIvana ko saphala banA sakate haiM athavA inakI upekSA karake ghora nirAzA tathA asaphalatA kI garta meM gira sakate haiN| mahattvapUrNa yaha nahIM hai ki vyakti ne kitanA lambA jIvana jiyA, mahattvapUrNa yaha hai ki usane kaisA jIvana jiyA / apanI sakArAtmaka soca, vyavahAra kuzalatA, saumya svabhAva aura kArya karane ke taura-tarIkoM meM sudhAra lAkara vyakti na kevala apanA jIvana saphala aura madhura banA sakatA hai varan apane samparka meM Ane vAle hara vyakti ko praphullita kara sakatA hai / parama zraddheya pUjya guruvara zrI candraprabha kI yaha naI mUlyavAna kRti 'kaise jie~ madhura jIvana' jIne kI kalA sikhAne kA anupama mArgadarzana hai| isakA hara pRSTha AnandamayI jIvana jIne ke sAtha naye utsAha aura For Personal & Private Use Only Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ UrjA kA saMcAra karatA hai| yaha pustaka eka hI baiThaka meM sarasarI taura para par3hI jAne vAlI nahIM hai, balki dhIre-dhIre par3hane, manana karane aura jIvana meM utArane lAyaka hai| jIvana meM prakAza kI kiraNa pAne ke lie yaha pustaka prAcI meM sUryodaya kI taraha hai / yaha pustaka par3hane ke sAtha lagatA hai ki sumadhura aura suvyavasthita jIvana jInA kitanA sahaja hai aura kitanA vyAvahArika bhI / sakArAtmaka soca se ota-prota isa pustaka ke guNa-sUtroM ko yadi hama apane jIvana meM utAra leM to isase acchA dharma aura karma nahIM ho sakatA / - DaoN. anila mehatA rAjasthAna vizvavidyAlaya jayapura For Personal & Private Use Only Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aise jie~ madhura jIvana mere priya AtmanU, prakRti ke ghara se hama sabhI logoM ko eka anamola saMpadA milI hai jise hama svayaM apanA hI jIvana kaheMge / hara kisI vyakti ke lie svayaM usakA jIvana bezakImatI huA karatA hai / prakRti ke ghara se hI hamameM se hara koI eka vyakti adhisampanna jIvana kA svAmI huA karatA hai 1 zarIra kA koI bhI aMga aisA nahIM hai jise hama nirmUlya sAbita kara skeN| bhale hI kahane ko hama jIvana ko nazvara kaha deM, mATI kA khilaunA kaha deM, lekina yadi jIvana hai to jIvana se jur3e hue sAre pahaluoM kA mUlya hai / hAtha kI hathelI meM agara jIvana hI nahIM hai to anya sArI sampadAoM ke rahane aura nahIM rahane kA koI artha hI nahIM hai| AdamI kI eka hathelI meM agara jIvana hai to dUsarI hathelI meM rakhA huA kaMkara bhI zaMkara kI taraha mUlyavAna ho jAtA hai / agara hathelI se jIvana calA jAe, to dUsarI hathelI meM cAhe hIre hI kyoM na raha jAe~, ve usa vyakti ke lie apanA koI mUlya nahIM rakha pAe~ge / aise jie~ madhura jIvana For Personal & Private Use Only 1 Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jIvana ke samakSa to agara saMsAra bhara kI sampadA bhI kyoM na ho, para vaha tabhI taka mUlya rakha pAegI jaba taka AdamI ke pAsa usakA apanA jIvana surakSita rhegaa| bhalA jo jIvana iMsAna ke lie itanA bezakImatI ho, kyA iMsAna apane bhItara isa bAta kA bodha jagA pAtA hai ki usakA jIvana hara kAravA~ se jyAdA mUlyavAna hai? aba taka yaha bAta bahuta daphA sunI hai ki jIvana nazvara hai, arthahIna hai, kSaNabhaMgura hai, para maiM jIvana kI yaha dRSTi dUMgA ki agara jIvana hai to jIvana se jur3e hue jagata kA bhI mUlya hai aura agara jIvana hI na rahe to jagata svayaM arthahIna ho jAtA hai| vastutaH mUlya hai to ekamAtra jIvana kA hI hai| jo loga mRtyu ko sArthaka sAbita karane ke lie mUlya dete haiM, unake lie maiM kahU~gA ki mRtyu mUlyavAna hai, taba bhI vaha nirmUlya hai| jIvana ko pUre sau sAla taka jInA hotA hai aura mRtyu palaka jhapakate hI A jAtI hai, vaha hamArA kAma tamAma karatI hai aura calI jAtI hai| jIvana kSaNabhaMgura nahIM huA karatA hai| iMsAna kI mRtyu hI kSaNabhaMgura huA karatI hai| eka vaha iMsAna hai jo mRtyu ko yAda kara-kara ke mRtyu kI tarapha bar3hatA calA jAtA hai aura dUsarA vaha iMsAna hai jo jIvana kA smaraNa karate hue jIvana ke hara dina ko sArthaka karatA calA jAtA hai| usI kA jIvana dhanya huA karatA hai jisakI A~khoM meM jIvana kI khumArI rahatI hai| usakA jIvana arthahIna ho jAyA karatA hai jo apane hara agale dina meM mauta kI ghaMTI sunA karatA hai| jisakI dRSTi meM jIvana hai, vaha hara Ane vAle kala kA upayoga karegA aura Aja kA bhii| jisakI najaroM meM mRtyu kA sAyA A cukA hai, vaha kala kA bhI upayoga na kara pAegA aura Aja ko bhI nirAzA aura ghuTana meM bitA degaa| eka dina bhI jI, magara tU tAja bana kara jii| aTala vizvAsa banakara jI, amara yugagAna banakara jii|| hama apane hara dina ko sArthaka kreN| jInA vahI jInA hai jo jIne kaise jie~ madhura jIvana For Personal & Private Use Only Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kA pariNAma de| jIvana ke prati rahane vAlA vizvAsa, jIvana ke prati rahane vAlA sakArAtmaka najariyA hI jIvana meM jIvana kA amaratva DhU~r3hatA hai / ApakI umra agara assI varSa kI ho cukI hai taba bhI Apa yaha na soceM ki Ane vAlA kala ApakI mRtyu kA dina hogaa| hama Ane vAle kala meM bhI jIvana ko dekheM / phira cAhe zarIra gira bhI kyoM na jAe, lekina mRtyu ke bAda bhI hama phira se jIvana ke phUla khilA leMge / maiMne apane hI eka bujurga prophesara se pUchA thA ki 'kyA Apa apanI assI varSa kI Ayu meM bhI kitAbeM par3hate haiM?' ve kahane lage, 'DhalatI umra meM isalie kitAba par3ha rahA hU~ ki patA nahIM kaba kisa kSaNa mRtyu ho jAe? lekina maiM cAhatA hU~ ki jaba bhI mRtyu ho to mRtyu ke samaya bhI mere sAtha jJAna kA saMskAra jIvita rahe, tAki jaba bhI naI kAyA kA nirmANa ho, vApasa yaha bIja phira se puSpita aura pallavita ho utthe'| maiMne unheM sAdhuvAda diyA ki Apa bhaviSya meM bhI jJAna kA saMskAra cAhate haiM, ApakI yaha sadbhAvanA Apako phira-phira jJAna ke puSkara sarovara meM utAra laaegii| Aja agara iMsAna kI A~khoM meM jhA~kakara dekheM to patA lagegA ki usake lie jIvana kA mUlya kama huA hai aura mRtyu kA mUlya jyAdA huA hai| kisI kI bhI A~khoM meM jhA~kakara dekheM to sukha kA sukUna kama aura duHkha kI trAsadiyA~ jyAdA dikhAI detI haiN| bAhara se ha~satA-khelatA dikhAI dene vAlA hara ceharA na jAne bhItara se kitanA adhika duHkha aura pIr3A kA lAvA lie cala rahA hai, yaha to usakI apanI hI AtmA jaane| para jitanA maiM kisI kI A~khoM ko par3ha sakatA hU~, jitanA kisI kI A~khoM meM utarakara usake mana ke rUpoM ko dekha sakatA hU~, taba taka kI hI bAta kahU~gA ki Aja iMsAna ke pAsa sukha kama haiM, duHkha jyAdA haiN| agara hajAra A~khoM ko dekhatA hU~ to bar3I muzkila se sau-pacAsa A~kheM hI aisI milatI haiM jina meM sukha kA sAyA ho / jina A~khoM meM sukha kA svarga laharAtA ho, aisI A~kheM kama haiM / hara kisI kI A~khoM aise jie~ madhura jIvana For Personal & Private Use Only 3 Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ meM tanAva, ghuTana, saMtrAsa, ciMtA, galAghoMTa saMgharSa aura na jAne aise kitane preta dikhAI dete haiM jo AdamI kI A~khoM meM base hue haiN| kyA dharatI kA iMsAna Ane vAle kala ke lie jIvana kI vyavasthA kara rahA hai? kyA koI samAja Ane vAle kala ke lie samAja kA koI sahI udAharaNa prastuta kara pA rahA hai? kyA koI bujurga apane ghara meM rahane vAle vRkSa ke kevala patte aura phala hI tor3a rahA hai yA unheM sIMcane kA bhI prayAsa kara rahA hai tAki Ane vAlI pIr3hI ko bhI koI nae-madhura phala mila sakeM? AdamI ne apane dvArA jIvana ke iMtajAma kama kie haiN| jabaki usane vinAzaka iMtajAma jyAdA kie haiN| isa dharatI ke logoM ke dvArA agara kisI meM bA~TA jA rahA hai to jIvana kama aura mRtyu jyAdA bA~TI jA rahI hai| agara vyakti anAja bhI khA rahA hai, jamIna para bhI raha rahA hai to bhI anAja se lekara jamIna taka mauta kA hI AtaMka phailA huA hai| agara AdamI afIma khA rahA hai to aisA karake AdamI apanI chAtI ko galA rahA hai| agara AdamI tambAkU kA upayoga karatA hai to vaha aisA karake apane lie kaiMsara ke naye jaMtuoM ko paidA kara rahA hai| agara koI zarAba pItA hai to aisA karake vaha A~toM ko hI galAne kA prabandha kara rahA hai| jIvana ke prabandha kahA~ dikhAI dete haiM? loga mastI ke nAma para mRtyu ke hI to prabandha kara rahe haiN| ___ Aja kahIM zarAba kI phaikTriyA~ khula rahI haiM, kahIM zastra bana rahe haiM, kahIM aisI davAiyA~ bana rahI haiM jinheM khAkara AdamI apanI AtmahatyA kara ske| Apa dina meM kitanI daphA nayA jIvana pAne ke bAre meM socate hoMge, kitanI daphA apanI AtmahatyA karane ke vicAra kara lete hoMge, kitanI bAra Apako aisA lagatA hogA ki isase to acchA thA ki maiM mara jAtA, para kyA kabhI aisA lagatA hai ki kitanA acchA hotA ki maiM apane jIvana kA nirmANa kara letaa| duniyA meM Aja itanI 'ovara kiliMga kaipesiTI' bar3ha cukI hai ki dharatI ko eka bAra nahIM agara sAta-sAta bAra - kaise jie~ bhadhura jIvana For Personal & Private Use Only Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhI khatma karanA par3e to yaha dharatI khatma kI jA sakatI hai| dharma kI purAnI kitAbeM kahA karatI haiM ki bhagavAna ziva jaba kabhI apanA tIsarA netra kholate haiM to dharatI para pralaya maca jAyA karatA. hai| para mujhe lagatA hai ki aba bhagavAna ko yaha kaSTa uThAne kI jarUrata na pdd'egii| svayaM AdamI ne hI pralaya kI A~kha ko upalabdha kara liyA hai| hara deza ne, dharatI ke hara hisse ne mRtyu ke itane iMtajAma kara lie haiM ki agara koI bhI deza apane deza ko khatma karanA cAhe to eka bAra nahIM apitu dasa bAra khatma kara sakatA hai| aura agara kisI aura deza ko khatma karanA cAhe to eka bAra nahIM apitu sattAIsa bAra khatma karane kI kSamatA hara kisI deza ko upalabdha ho cukI hai| hama jarA kalpanA kareM, yadi pAnI garma hotA hai to sau DigrI selsiyasa tApamAna para khaulane lagatA hai, bhApa bananA zurU ho jAtA hai| pAnI bhI havA meM ur3ane lagatA hai| vahIM pAnI jo mAtra sau DigrI selsiyasa tApamAna para hI bhApa bananA zurU ho jAtA hai aura paccIsa sau DigrI selsiyasa tApamAna para lohA bhI bhApa bana kara havA meM ur3ane lagatA hai| duniyA meM mAtra paccIsa sau DigrI selsiyasa kA tApamAna ho jAe to lohA bhApa bana jaaegaa| maiM sArI duniyA se yaha savAla karanA cAhU~gA ki agara eka hAiDrojana bama visphoTa kiyA jAe to usa se dasa karor3a DigrI selsiyasa tApamAna paidA hotA hai| taba dharatI para AdamI to kyA, miTTI bhI nahIM baca paaegii| agara kahIM para eka hAiDrojana bama kA visphoTa hotA hai to dasa karor3a DigrI selsiyasa tApamAna paidA hotA hai yAni mAtra paccIsa sau DigrI selsiyasa para lohA bhApa bana jAtA hai to dasa karor3a DigrI selsiyasa tApamAna para to hamArI rAkha bhI kahIM dikhAI na degii| sambhava hai, vaha bhI kisI visphoTaka jvAlAmukhI kA rUpa dhAraNa kara baitthe| Aja duniyA meM jitane A~kar3e dekhane ko milate haiM unameM mAtra pacAsa hajAra se jyAdA hAiDrojana bama to kevala amarIkA aura rUsa ke pAsa haiN| auroM kI bAta chor3a diijie| jaba kevala eka aNubama girAyA aise jie~ madhura jIvana For Personal & Private Use Only Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gayA thA nAgAsAkI para aura eka girAyA gayA thA hirozimA pr| mAtra do bamoM kA pariNAma yaha huA ki hirozimA aura nAgAsAkI meM mAtra eka hI rAta meM Der3ha lAkha se adhika loga naSTa ho ge| vahA~ kI miTTI bhI jala gaI aura bhavana aise bikhara gae jaise kisI registAna kI dhUla havA ke jhoMke se ur3akara nIce bikharA karatI hai| hA~! yaha iMsAna hai jisane duniyA meM auroM kI mRtyu aura AtaMka para hI apane jIvana ke khvAba dekhe haiN| Aja yadi kisI ko isa bAta kA ahasAsa bhI karA deM ki tuma jo khA rahe ho, pI rahe ho, kara rahe ho, usameM mRtyu ke rasAyana chipe haiM to isake bAvajUda bhI vaha bekhabara hI rhegaa| natIjA yaha nikala rahA hai ki AdamI apane dvArA jIvana ko mUlya dene ke kAma kama kara rahA hai jabaki mRtyu kI tarapha bar3hane kA kAma jyAdA ho rahA hai| ___maiM yaha kahanA cAhatA hU~ ki jIvana kA azeSa mUlya hai| yaha mUlya tabhI A~kA jA sakegA jaba hama svayaM apane jIvana ko mUlya deNge| kala eka sajjana mere pAsa baiThe hue the| unake dA~ta aise dikha rahe the jaise koI gaMdI DablyU.sI. ho| aisA lagatA thA mAno unheM tIna sAla se sApha hI na kiyA gayA hai| unhoMne to kevala upayoga hI upayoga kiyA hai| kaI varSoM se vaha ina dA~toM se guTakhA-jardA cabAtA rahA hogaa| tAjjuba kI bAta yaha hai ki AdamI abhI taka yaha ahasAsa hI nahIM kara pA rahA hai ki usake pAsa chAtI hai yA chAtI para jamA huA tambAkU kA lepa A cukA hai| aba usake pAsa chAtI na rahI, haDDiyA~ na rahIM, koI DhA~cA bhara khar3A raha gayA hai| kyA iMtajAma kie haiM hamane? ___agara koI pUcha le ki tuma apane beTe ko kyA jardA khilAnA cAhate ho? hama kaheMge 'nhiiN'| beTe ke lie to hama yaha nahIM cAhate ki vaha jardA khAe, para apane lie Apa jarUra khAnA cAhate haiN| aisA karake hamane apane lie mRtyu ke hI prabandha kie haiN| hama isalie khAte haiM ki jIvana ke prabandha ho skeN| hama isalie nahIM khAte haiM ki aisA karake hama mRtyu ke prabandha kreN| ___kaise jie~ madhura jIvana For Personal & Private Use Only Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kyA Apa cAhate haiM ki ApakA Ane vAlA kala Apako eka nazer3I kahe, eka zarAbI kahe? agara Apa cAhate haiM ki ApakA beTA gaurava ke sAtha ApakA nAma le sake to gaurava ko Apako AtmasAt karanA hogA tathA ghara-parivAra meM apanI saMtAna ko vaisA vAtAvaraNa denA hogaa| duniyA ke eka bahuta mazahUra AdamI hue haiM jinakA nAma thA alphreDa nobl| alphreDa nobala ke nAma se hI nobala puraskAra sAre vizva meM pratiSThita hai| patA hai yaha nobala puraskAra paidA kaise huA? nobala usa AdamI kA nAma hai jisane DAyanAmAiTa kA AviSkAra kiyA thaa| kisI bhI cIja kA visphoTa kaise ho sakatA hai, isakA AviSkAra kiyA thaa| agara do aNu haiM yA do miTTI ke kaNa haiM to ina do kaNoM meM se vidyut ko kaise visphoTita kiyA jA sakatA hai? isakA jisane AviSkAra kiyA thA, usI kA nAma thA alphreDa nobl| usake jIvana meM eka adbhuta ghaTanA ghttii| jisa AdamI ne duniyA meM zastroM ke AviSkAra ke lie apanI jiMdagI lagA dI thI usa ke nAma para nobala puraskAra aura vaha bhI zAMti ke prayAsoM ke lie! ghaTanA adbhuta ghttii| ghaTanA yaha ghaTI ki eka bAra jaba alphreDa nobala baiThe hue the to subaha kA akhabAra par3hakara ve daMga raha gae kyoMki usameM unakI mauta kA samAcAra chapA huA thaa| alphreDa nobala isa bAta ko dekhakara cakita raha gae ki unake jIte-jI una kI mRtyu! Akhira aisA kaise huA jabaki maiM to jIvita baiThA hU~ aura logoM ne mujhe zoka-zraddhAMjali bhI samarpita kara dI hai| unakI AtmA kI zAMti ke lie logoM prArthanA bhI kara dii| sarakAra ne bhI eka dina ke avakAza kI ghoSaNA kara dii| nobala ko lagA ki jarA maiM dekhU to sahI ki logoM ne mere prati kyA-kyA bAteM kahI haiM? mere prati logoM ke kaise najariye haiM? usane pUrA kaoNlama par3hanA zurU kiyA to kaoNlama par3hate-par3hate jaise hI vaha aMtima paMkti para pahu~cA ki cauMka pdd'aa| oha! to kyA Ane vAlA kala mujhe isa rUpa meM yAda karegA? usa kaoNlama meM yaha TippaNI kI gaI thI ki alphreDa nobala aise jie~ madhura jIvana For Personal & Private Use Only Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cala basA jo ki mauta kA saudAgara thaa| to kyA Ane vAlA kala alphreDa nobala ko mauta ke saudAgara ke rUpa meM hI yAda karegA, usakI AtmA kA~pa utthii| jisa dina iMsAna ko isa bAta kA ahasAsa hogA, usa dina usakI bhI AtmA badala jaaegii| taba alphreDa nobala ne akhabAra vAloM ko sUcanA dI ki 'vaha mRta nahIM, jIvita hai| lekina hakIkata meM logoM ne aise zabda likhakara merI AtmA ko jagA diyA hai| hakIkata meM alphreDa nobala mara gayA aura kevala nobala paidA ho gyaa| taba usane visphoToM ke virodha meM likhanA zurU kiyaa| bAda meM use jo kamAI huI, usase usane nobala puraskAra kI sthApanA kii| usake pAsa jitanI bhI saMpatti thI usane vaha sArI saMpatti phiksDa DipaoNjiTa kara dI aura amarIkA sarakAra ke nAma saMpatti ko supurda karake yaha nirdeza de diyA ki mere marane ke bAda jitanI bhI merI saMpatti rahe, use becakara nobala puraskAra ke rUpa meM jor3a dI jAe aura usa vyakti ko nobala puraskAra diyA jAe jo dharatI para zAMti aura vizva-vikAsa meM apanI ahama bhUmikA nibhA cukA ho| taba se lekara aba taka isa 'zAMti-puraskAra' ko lene ke lie na jAne kitane deza aura kitane loga macalA karate haiM, para zAMti to usI ke jIvana meM AtI hai jisakI naz2aroM meM jIvana kA mUlya hotA hai| ___ isa dharatI kA bhI mUlya hai| maiM nahIM jAnatA ki marane ke bAda Apako kauna-sA svarga milegA? agara khoTe karma kie haiM to Apa naraka meM hI jaaeNge| kyoM na hama jIte-jI isa pRthvI graha ko hI sa~vAre? hama aise kucha phUla khilAe~ jinase hameM khuda ko bhI suvAsa mile aura auroM ko bhI saurabha aura sauMdarya mila ske| agara kisI ko isa bAta kA ahasAsa hotA hai ki usake pAsa eka adbhuta bezakImatI jIvana hai to maiM kahU~gA vaha apane jIvana ke prati sajaga rhe| bAra-bAra nahIM khilegA yaha phUla! kaise jie~ madhura jIvana For Personal & Private Use Only Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tumhIM to kahate ho ki anaginata puNyoM ke kAraNa hI tumheM yaha manuSya jIvana milA hai, to tuma puNyamaya puSpa kA sArthaka upayoga kyoM nahIM karate? apane isa bezakImatI jIvana ko aura madhura banAkara aura adhika suMdara aura svastha banAkara isakA upayoga kiyA jA sakatA hai| mere lie kevala mere jIvana kA hI nahIM balki Apake jIvana kA bhI mUlya hai| maiM Apase isI kAraNa kahatA hU~ ki hara iMsAna kA jIvana mUlyavAna hai| assI varSa kI mahilA kA jIvana bhI mUlyavAna hai aura bIsa varSa ke yuvaka kA jIvana bhI mUlyavAna hai| maiM mUlyavAna samajhU, aisA karake merA Apake prati ravaiyA aura bhI adhika acchA bana jAegA, para Apa apane jIvana ko mUlyavAna samajheM to Apake jIvana jIne ke taura-tarIke hI alaga ho jaaeNge| hama jIvana meM jIne kI kalA hAsila kreN| jIvana meM milane vAlI kisI bhI kAmayAbI ke pIche Akhira AdamI kI soca, AdamI ke jIvana jIne kI zailI, AdamI ke taura-tarIke hI AdhAra banA karate haiN| agara koI AdamI Apase Age bar3hA huA hai to usase IrSyA na kreN| yaha soceM ki jarUra usake kAma karane ke tarIke aise hoMge ki jinake calate loga bhI use cAhate hoNge| tuma agara apane taura-tarIkoM ko aura acchA banA sako to Ane vAlA kala vaha hogA ki sArI duniyA tumhArI tarapha hogii| doSa kisI aura ko hI nahIM apitu kismata ko bhI nahIM denA caahie| kismata usI kA sAtha diyA karatI hai jo apane taura-tarIkoM ko behatara banAne ke prati saceSTa rahA karate haiN| agara hama apanI kAryazailI ko hI apanI kismata banA leM to Ane vAlA kala hamArA hogaa| hama apane kala ke bhAgya-vidhAtA svayaM bneNge| hama apane jIvana ko dekheN| apane jIvana ko jIvana ke mUlya aura mUlyoM kA prabandhana deN| behatara to yaha hogA hara AdamI apane hara naye dina kI zurUAta bahuta svastha mana ke sAtha kre| hara Aja kA dina paramAtmA aura prakRti kI anupama saugAta ke rUpa meM hameM milatA kaise jie~ madhura jIvana For Personal & Private Use Only Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hai| vaha dina, dina nahIM apitu Izvara ke ghara se milA huA svarNa-mukuTa hai| merI samajha se to hameM milane vAle hara kSaNa kA utanA hI mUlya hai jitanA ki sone ke kaNoM kA huA karatA hai| ho sakatA hai ki jo dina hameM Aja milA hai, vaha mRtyu kA dina bhI ho sakatA thA, lekina Aja kA dina hameM jIvana kA dina milA hai| zukriyA adA kareM jIvana ke hara dina ke lie| apane hara dina kI zurUAta itane svastha aura prasanna mana ke sAtha kI jAe ki dina, dina nahIM apitu Izvara kI ora se milA huA varadAna bana jaae| jaba bhI subaha A~kheM khuleM to A~kheM khulate hI itane prasanna ho jAe~, itane svastha mana se apane dina kI zurUAta kareM ki aisA lage jaise A~kha nahIM khulI hai varan jIvana kI dahalIja para punaH jIvana hI milA hai| rAta ko soe the, subaha uTha gae, yaha kyA kama mAmUlI bAta hai? bahuta loga sote haiM to soye ke soye hI raha jAte haiN| hameM jIvana mila gayA, yaha kyA kama upahAra hai? acchA hogA ki Aja jo dina milA hai, usakI khuzI manAI jaae| . tuma khuzI manAte ho sAla meM do-cAra dina jaba bartha-De AtI hai yA holI-dIvAlI AtI hai| Aja kA dina bartha-De kA dina hai jo hameM phira milA hai| tuma jitane khuza ho sakate ho utane khuza ho jaao| acchA hogA, tuma eka prayoga kara hI ddaalo| A~kha khulate hI apanI hara subaha ko Ida kI taraha premapUrvaka bnaao| hara dopahara ko holI kI taraha khuzanumA bnaao| hara sA~jha ko dIvAlI kA sukUna prApta kro| jIvana ko aisI zAMti, miThAsa aura hara hAla meM khuza rahane kI kalA do| zurUAta kareM hara dina kI svastha zurUAta se| muskurAo, hara hAla meM muskurAo kyoMki sau rogoM kI eka davA muskAna hI to hotI hai| ___kucha pala tabiyata se muskuraao| ha~sI-ThaTThA nahIM, kevala muskaan| tana-mana meM prasannatA kA sNcaar| mAno gulAba kA phUla khila rahA ho| aisI khilAvaTa ho| pUre tana-mana meM praphullatA A jaae| Apake zarIra ke hara reze meM, rakta ke hara katare meM sukha va sukUna phaila jaae| yaha adbhuta kaise jie~ madhura jIvana 10 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prayoga karake dekho| ApakA abhI taka krodha nahIM chuuttaa| cir3acir3Apana nahIM chuuttaa| maiM dAve ke sAtha kahU~gA ki agara Apa yaha prayoga kara leM to ApakA gussA kAphUra ho jaaegaa| subaha A~kha khulate hI hama do minaTa taka jI-bhara kara aMtarmana meM prasannatA ko phaila jAne deN| tuma itane prasanna raho ki yadi tuma pUraba dizA kI tarapha jhA~ka lo to tumhArI muskAna ko dekhakara sUraja bhI uga aaye| tuma agara sA~jha ke samaya sone jAo to tumhArI muskAna ko dekhakara bAdaloM se ghirI huI rAta meM bhI cA~da nikala Ae aura agara kisI bagIce meM cale jAo to murajhAe hue phUla bhI khila jaaeN| tuma apane hara dina kI zurUAta itanI prasannatA ke sAtha karo, itane svastha mana ke sAtha karo ki jInA, jInA ho jaae| jInA bhI Ananda bana jAe aura maranA bhI Ananda hI banA rhe| taba prArthanA apane Apa ho jAegI, krodha apane Apa chUTa jAegA, nirAzA aura ghuTana apane Apa cale jaaeNge| tanAva aura cintAe~ svataH vilIna ho jaaeNge| kevala eka hI kAma kiijie| subaha uThate hI citta meM prasannatA kA sNcaar| pahale prasannatA kA saMcAra ho, phira bhagavAna ko yAda kreN| mariyala mana se agara bhagavAna ko yAda karoge to kucha bhI milane vAlA nahIM hai| yadi hRdaya se prasanna hokara bhagavAna ko yAda karoge to aisA lagegA ki Apake sAthI hI bhagavAna haiN| Apake bhItara, Apake sAtha, usI kI chAyA, usI kI rozanI hai| do minaTa kA prayoga hai yh| subaha-subaha A~kha khulate hI mstii| do minaTa baiThakara pUre zarIra meM aisI mastI vistRta ho, aisI mastI phailAne kI koziza ho, isa zarIra meM kahIM agara vedanA hai to usa vedanA taka bhI muskAna pahu~ca jaae| Apa tAjjuba kareMge ki subaha kI muskAna kA asara Apake pUre dina taka jAdU jaisA rahatA hai| jo loga rote-jhIMkate, gardana laTakAe hue apane dina kI zurUAta karate haiM, unakA pUrA dina vyartha hI rote-jhIMkate hI bItatA hai| vyakti breDa lene jAtA hai to socatA hai ki yadi vaha na milI to? Apa nA-nA karate aise jie~ madhura jIvana For Personal & Private Use Only Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hI jAte ho to vahA~ se lekara kyA Aoge? Apa apane kArya kI zurUAta hI nakArAtmaka tarIke se kara rahe haiN| jIvana, jIvana lagatA hI nahIM hai, basa jI rahe haiM kyoMki mare nahIM haiN| loga uThate haiM subaha ATha-nau bje| ve kahate haiM ki bhUta-preta rAta meM jagA karate haiM, para aba to AdamI bhI rAta meM dera se sone kA AdI ho gayA hai| AdamI dukAna athavA phaikTrI se rAta ko dasa baje ghara AtA hai, gyAraha-bAraha baje khAnA khAtA hai, gapazapa karatA hai, rAta ko eka-do baje sotA hai aura subaha nau-dasa baje jagatA hai| yaha to ganImata hai ki skUla vAloM kI jo skUla subaha lagatI hai, so subaha sAta baje uThanA hI par3atA hai| agara isa deza kI sArI skUleM dopahara kI ho jAe~ to yaha sArA deza kuMbhakarNa kI taraha caina se soyA rhe| maiM to zikAyata karU~gA una skUloM se bhI jo dasa yA bAraha baje zurU hotI hai| tuma subaha kI skUla zurU kro| isase deza kA bhalA hI hogaa| ___ yAda rakho, dera se sonA, dera taka soye rahanA daridratA kA kAraNa hai| maiM to anurodha karU~gA ki sUraja uge usase pahale tuma bhI uTha jaao| dharatI para phUla khileM, usase pahale tuma khila jaao| cir3iyA~e cahacahAhaTa kareM, usase pahale tumhArI cahacahAhaTa zurU ho jaae| jo loga ugate hue sUraja ko dekhate haiM, unakA pUrA dina ugA huA rahatA hai| jo ugate hue sUrya ko nahIM dekha pAte ve hamezA asta hote hue sUraja ko hI dekhA karate haiN| jo loga asta hote hue sUraja ko dekhate haiM unakA jIvana hamezA astAcala kI ora jAtA hai| jo udita hote hue sUrya ko dekhate haiM, unakA jIvana sadA sUryodaya kI taraha hI banA huA rahatA hai| Apa sUryodaya se pahale uThe, jaldI uThe to Age kucha kAma kara skeNge| nau-dasa baje uThoge to tumhAre lie na parivAra kA matalaba hogA aura na baccoM kaa| tuma apane mA~-bApa kI sevA bhI nahIM sa~bhAla paaoge| tuma ATha-nau baje uThoge aura sAr3he nau baje dukAna cale jaaoge| rAta ko 12 kaise jie~ madhura jIvana For Personal & Private Use Only Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gyAraha baje lauTa kara ghara aaoge| tumhArA jIvana bhI kyA koI jIvana huA? vaha to 'gadhAkhATaNI' ho gii| gadhA Akhira ghara se ghATa aura ghATa se ghara ke bIca hI to jItA hai| hamArI jiMdagI bahuta adhika giravI rakhI jA cukI hai| hama bahuta udhAra kara cuke haiN| hamAre pAsa jIvana ke nAma para aba nagada nahIM baca pAI hai| behatara hogA ki svastha mana se apane hara dina kI zurUAta kI jAe aura jaise hI lage ki aba A~kha khula gaI, prasannatA A gaI to apane bistara se ThIka vaise hI khar3e ho jAo jaise jUte purAne ho jAne para Apa unheM nikAla kara pheMka diyA karate haiN| Apa apane bistara ko sameTa kara kinAre rakha deN| phira baiThe na raheM bistara pr| phira agara bistara para baiThe to Alasya AegA, pramAda aaegaa| jisa bistara para rAta meM sote ho usa para dina meM bhUlakara bhI na baitthe| vaha ApakI vAstu aura graha-gocaroM ko ulTA kregaa| uThe aura uThate hI bistara se kinAre ho jaaeN| uThakara kamare se bAhara nikala AyeM aura apane mA~-bApa ko praNAma kareM, agraja bhAI-baMdhu, dAdA-dAdI jo bhI haiM sabako praNAma kareM, sabake prati Adara-bhAva samarpita kreN| Apa pAe~ge ki mAtra do-cAra minaTa meM hI Apake pUre ghara kA vAtAvaraNa praphullita ho gayA hai| Apa udAsa mu~ha lekara kamare se bAhara Ate haiM to sAsa bhI udAsa ho jAtI hai| Apa ha~samukha hokara Ae~ tAki dUsare bhI Apako dekhakara ha~samukha ho jaaeN| mAtra do minaTa meM ghara kA vAtAvaraNa svarga bana jAtA hai| jaise hI Apa jageM, apane mAtA-pitA ke pAsa jAe~ aura unake caraNa-sparza kreN| isa taraha subaha kI zurUAta vinamratApUrvaka huii| ala-subaha kA vAtAvaraNa AzIrvAdamUlaka huaa| Apane pahalA zabda kahA, 'praNAma mA~' aura mA~ ne kahA, 'jIte raho beTe, khuza raho, phalo-phUlo' / zurUAta kahA~ se huI? eka zubhakAmanA ke sAtha, eka maMgalakAmanA ke sAtha Aja ke vAtAvaraNa kI, Apake jIvana meM zuruAta ho rahI hai| agara tuma uThe aura uThate hI rasoIghara meM cale gae, cAya banAne yA jUThe baratana aise jie~ madhura jIvana For Personal & Private Use Only Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ malane ke lie to tumhAre dina kI zurUAta beDhaMga se hI ho rahI hai| apane ghara ke vAtAvaraNa ko svargamaya banAne kI koziza kiijie| patnI hai to A~kha khulate hI patnI kA bhI abhivAdana kara liijie| jhijhaka mata rakhie ki maiM apanI patnI kA abhivAdana kyoM karU~? nahIM, aisA kataI na soceN| patnI hai to pati ke prati, jisakI bhI A~kha pahale khula gaI, A~kha khulate hI subaha kA pahalA zabda kauna-sA ho, hara nae dina meM pahalA zabda uccArita kauna-sA ho to maiM kahU~gA, 'nmskaar'| agara aisA boleMge, 'kaba taka soe rahoge, uTha jAo nA' to tumhAre dina kI zurUAta hI kaTu aura upekSita bhASA ke sAtha huii| jabaki pahalA zabda hI itanA mahatvapUrNa ho, itanA bhAvapUrNa ho ki Apake kamare kA vAtAvaraNa ullAsamaya bana jaae| Apake madhura zabda Apake kamare ke vAtAvaraNa ko nirmala aura manorama banA sakate haiN| Apa jAe~ apane mA~-bApa ke paas| jAkara unheM bar3e salIke se, prema se dhoka lagA deN| maiM pUchanA cAhU~gA ki Akhira loga saMkoca kyoM karate haiM apane mA~-bApa se AdAba adA karane meN| isameM bhalA kisa bAta kI zarama hai? hamAre pUre zarIra meM aisA kyA hai jise hamane paidA kiyA ho| nIce pA~va ke aMgUThe se lekara Upara sira kI coTI taka kyA aisI koI cIja hai jise hamane paidA kiyA ho? saba kucha Akhira mAtA-pitA ke dvArA hI diyA gayA hai| yaha hAtha kisane diyA hai?, mA~-bApa ne| yaha A~kha kisane dI hai?, mA~-bApa ne| yaha pUrA zarIra kisane diyA hai mA~-bApa ne| bhalA jisase pUrA jIvana milA hai use praNAma karane meM saMkoca kaisA? hama unakI anya to koI sevA kara hI nahIM pAte haiN| kama-se-kama itanA to kara leN| praNAma karake unakI duAe~ to le leN| Aja Ama AdamI kI jIne kI zailI hI aisI ho cukI hai ki jaba vaha apane mA~-bApa ke lie kisI taraha kI sevAe~ de hI nahIM pAtA, to kama-se-kama praNAma to kiyA hI jA sakatA hai n| kahate haiM, purAne jamAne meM loga to zravaNakumAra kI taraha hote the aura kAMvar3a para mA~-bApa ko baiThAkara sAre saMsAra ke tIrthoM kI __kaise jie~ madhura jIvana 14 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ yAtrA ke lie le jAyA karate the| Apa to apane ghara meM hI unheM sukha se rahane deM to bahuta hai| Apa itanA to kara hI sakate haiM ki subaha uThakara, apane mA~-bApa ko praNAma kareM, unakI duAe~ le leN| marane ke bAda unakI phoTo para rojAnA miThAI car3hAoge, dhoka lagAoge, barasI manAoge, brAhmaNoM ko jiimaaoge| isase to behatara yaha hogA ki pahale tuma mA~-bApa kI hI thor3I duAe~ le lo| marane ke bAda duAe~ unhIM ko milA karatI haiM, marane ke bAda mAitoM kI puNyavAnI unhIM ke kAma AyA karatI hai jo jIte-jI mAitoM kI duAe~ le liyA karate haiN| Apa subaha uThakara mA~-bApa ko AdAba adA kiyA kareM, unake pA~va kI dhUla ko apane mAthe para rakhI jaae| Akhira mA~-bApa to apane ghara meM jIte-jAgate maMdira huA karate haiN| unake caraNoM meM svarga rahA karatA hai| isIlie to kahAvata hai ki khAnA hamezA mA~ ke hAtha se hI khAo bhale hI vaha z2ahara hI kyoM na ho| rahanA bhAiyoM meM cAhe phira baira hI kyoM na ho| baiTho chAyA meM cAhe vaha kaira hI kyoM na ho| khAnA mA~ ke hAtha se, cAhe phira vaha z2ahara bhI kyoM na ho| agara z2ahara bhI khAne ko mile to mA~ ke hAtha se khaaeN| mA~ kabhI kisI ko z2ahara nahIM diyA krtii| mA~ gusse meM bhI kabhI apane beTe kI mRtyu nahIM caahtii| vaha jaba bhI cAhatI hai beTe ke lie sau sAla kI, hajAra sAla kI cirAyu hI cAhA karatI hai| to kyoM na hama subaha-subaha uThakara apane mAtA-pitA ke caraNa sparza kara unakI zubhAzISa grahaNa kareM? behatara hogA, hama unheM paMcAMga namana kareM jisase unake hAtha hamAre zIza aura pITha para Ae~, jisase unake hAthoM kI rez2a hama para A ske| loga kahate haiM ki hamAre nasIba nahIM bdlte| maiM kahU~gA ki jo vyakti subaha uThakara apanI mA~ ke aMgUThe se apane sira kA bhAga/lalATa apanI bhAgyarekhA ko lagAtA hai to usakI nau mahIne meM bhAgya-dazAe~ anukUla ho jAyA karatI haiN| AjamAkara dekheM, agara bhAgya aise jie~ madhura jIvana 15 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ anUkUla ho jAe~ to Ane vAlI pIr3hI ke lie bhI yaha saMskAra dete hue jAe~ ki aisA karane se tumhArI bhAgya - dazAe~ badala gaI haiN| jina logoM ne bhI apane bUr3he mAitoM kI sevA kI hai ve bhale hI garIba rahe hoM, para mAitoM kI sevA kI puNyavAnI Akhira unake kAma avazya AI aura unakA ghara phira se naunihAla ho gayA / Apa apane ghara kA vAtAvaraNa acchA banAe~, mAtA-pitA ke caraNa sparza kareM, bhAI-bhAI eka dUsare ko praNAma kareM, devarAnI-jeThAnI eka dUsare kA abhivAdana kreN| ghara meM Apa jitane bhI haiM, jo bhI haiM, bar3e-choTe, yaha mata soceM ki bahU ne praNAma kiyA ki nhiiN| sAsa jaise hI apane kamare se bAhara Ae, vaha kahe, 'bahU namaskAra'! phira to bahU ko bhI jhukanA hI pdd'egaa| agara choTe loga jhuka jAe~ to acchA, na jhuke to tuma kucha aise prayoga kara lo jisase ghara ke choTe sadasya apane Apa jhuka jaaeN| tuma agara sasura ho, bahU AI hai to kaha do 'namaskAra, beTA' / hA~, aba bahU ko majabUra honA hI par3egA ki vaha sasura ke pA~voM kI tarapha jhuke ora kahe, 'pApAjI, praNAma!' Apake mu~ha se usake lie AzIrvAda ke zabda anAyAsa hI nikleNge| Apa pAe~ge ki ye jo choTe-choTe nuskhe haiM, Apake pUre ghara ke vAtAvaraNa ko badala cuke haiN| maiM yaha kahanA cAhU~gA ki jisa ghara meM maiM janmA, usa ghara kA eka saMskAra thaa| pahalA saMskAra yaha ki subaha pA~ca baje uThanA / agara chaH mahIne kA baccA hai, to use bhI pA~ca baje jagA do| agara vaha sonA cAhatA hai yA koI AdamI bImAra hai to koI bAta nahIM eka bAra pA~ca baje jago, nivRtti karo, phira vApasa leTa jAo / koI dikkata nahIM / para eka bAra to subaha pA~ca baje jaga hI jaao| hiMdU dharma meM kahA jAtA hai ki brAhma muhUrta meM hI brahmAjI sabhI logoM ko apanI-apanI kismata bA~Tane ke lie nikalA karate haiM / jo jage hue rahate haiM unakI hatheliyoM meM kismata A jAtI haiM aura jo soe rahate haiM, unakI kismata vApasa brahmA ke sAtha calI jAtI hai / so yahI mAnakara hama sabhI pA~ca baje jagA 16 For Personal & Private Use Only kaise jie~ madhura jIvana Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ die jAte, aura subaha uThate hI hama pahale mAtA-pitA ko praNAma krte| jaise hI pA~coM bhAI unheM pahale praNAma karate ki bar3e bhAI aba mA~-bApa ke pAsa khar3e ho jaate| hama cAra bhAI phira una bar3e bhAI ko praNAma krte| unako praNAma hotA to dUsare nambara vAle bhAI khar3e ho jAte aura bAkI ke tIna bhAI unako praNAma krte| pharka kitanA? kisI meM Der3ha sAla kA, kisI meM do sAla kA / koI jyAdA pharka vAlI bhI bAta nahIM hotii| phira tIsare nambara vAlA, phira dUsare nambara vAlA, phira antima nambara vAlA, saba khar3e hote jAte / phira jo bhatIje hote, ve bhatIje bhI eka-dUsare ko isI taraha praNAma karanA zurU kara dete / batAU~ isakA pariNAma kyA huA ? isakA pariNAma yaha huA hai ki hameM Aja saMta - jIvana lie hue karIba paccIsa sAla ho gae haiM, para hamAre mu~ha se nikalA huA hara zabda ghara ke lie patthara kI lakIra huA karatA hai / hameM unase kisI kAma ko karavAne ke lie pUchanA nahIM par3atA / hama karate haiM aura unako kahate haiN| ThIka isI kadara, hama saMta - jIvana meM bhI haiM, lekina unake dvArA kahI gaI bAta hamAre lie utanI hI mAnya hotI hai jitanI pahale hotI thI / kisI ne kucha kahA to hama usameM mIna - mekha nahIM nikAlate / ghara ke kisI eka sadasya ne bhI agara nirNaya le liyA hai to zeSa sadasya usakA anumodana hI kreNge| koI usameM nuktA - cInI nahIM nikAlegA / ghara ke hara sadasya ko ghara kA hara kArya karane kA adhikAra hai / agara nuksAna hogA to svayaM use ahasAsa ho jAegA aura vaha dubArA usa galatI ko karane ke lie prerita nahIM hogA / yadi bAta-bAta meM nuktA-cInI nikAlate raheMge to bhAI-bhAI meM TakarAhaTa ho jAegI / paise ko lekara kabhI bhAI-bhAI alaga nahIM hote, jamIna-jAyadAda ko lekara bhI alaga nahIM hote jabaki choTI-choTI bAtoM ko na pacA pAne ke kAraNa hI bhAI-bhAI alaga hote haiN| eka hI pitA kA khUna Apasa meM ba~Ta jAyA karatA hai| acchA hai, agara subaha uThakara tuma apane pUjyajanoM ko dhoka lagAte ho| bhale hI aise jie~ madhura jIvana 17 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Aja dina meM cAra baratana khar3aka cuke hoM, lekina agara subaha uThate hI Apane phira praNAma kara diyA to to pahale dina bhAiyoM meM jo bartana khar3ake the, ve saba bhulA die jaaeNge| mana meM AegA ki aba maiM isako kyA kahU~, yaha to mujhe dhoka lagA rahA hai| aba jo ho gayA, so ho gyaa| ghara kA vAtAvaraNa vApasa acchA aura saumya ho jAtA hai aura usako banAne vAle Apa svayaM hai| jIvana ke svarga kA nirmAtA bhI vyakti svayaM hai| jitanA Apa apane ghara ke vAtAvaraNa ko saumya aura bhAvapUrita banAne para dhyAna deM, utanA hI dhyAna dIjie apane svayaM ke svAsthya para, aura utanA hI dhyAna dIjie ghara kI sApha-saphAI pr| gaMdagI rogoM ko bar3hAtI hai| jisa ghara meM Apa rahate haiM vaha ghara Apake lie svarga jaisA bana jAnA caahie| vAtAvaraNa ke dvArA, vicAroM ke dvArA, vyavahAra ke dvArA, sApha-saphAI ke dvArA bhii| apane kamare ko hI kevala sApha na rkheN| jisa rasoIghara meM Apa khAnA banA rahe haiM usa rasoIghara kA hara konA bhI utanA hI sApha-sutharA rahanA caahie| aura to aura, jisa bAtharUma meM Apa snAna karane jA rahe haiM, jisa TaoNileTa meM Apa nivRtti ke lie jA rahe haiM, vaha TaoNileTa bhI itanI camaka vAlA rahanA cAhie jitanA ki ApakI DAiniMga Tebala rahatI ho yA DrAiMga-rUma rahatA hai| utanI sApha-sutharI Apa apanI leTrina ko rkhie| ____ hara cIja kI sApha-saphAI para dhyAna diijie| kahIM makar3I ke jAle na bneN| jisa ghara meM makar3I ke jAle banate hai usameM AdamI nahIM rhte| usameM to makar3iyA~ hI rahA karatI hai| kahIM jAle na hoN| bilkula sApha-saphAI, kahIM kacare kA kaNa na girA huA rahe, itanI saaph-sphaaii| jhADU-pauMchA lagA huA, laiTrina, bAtharUma taka bilkula saaph-suthre| itanA hI nahIM, ghara kI sIr3hiyA~ taka aura muhalle meM jahA~ Apa kA makAna banA huA hai, vaha sar3aka bhI itanI sApha-sutharI rahe ki havA ke sAtha bhI sar3aka yA paryAvaraNa ke kaNa Apake makAna meM gireM to ve 18 kaise jie~ madhura jIvana For Personal & Private Use Only Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dUSita paramANu na hoM, hamAre lie roga ke kAraNa na hoM / svastha Arogya ke lie svacchatA anivArya pahalU hai / Apa ghara ko sApha-sutharA rkhie| mahaja mArabala lagAne kI jarUrata nahIM hai / Apa yaha na soceM ki mArabala lagAne se merA sTeTasa banegA, koI stara kahalAegA, aisA nahIM hai| jhoMpar3I bhI agara sApha-sutharI ho to A~khoM ko suhAtI hai aura makarAne bhI agara miTTI se jame hue yA kAlikha pute hoM to bure lagate haiN| pA~ca lAkha kI kAra meM baiThakara aao| para yadi kAra kIcar3a meM lathapatha hai to use dekhane kI icchA nahIM hotI hai| yadi paccIsa hajAra rupayoM ke skUTara para baiThakara Ao, para vaha sApha-sutharA hai, to vaha vAhana suhAegA / Apa jarA nahAkara aise hI bAhara A jAe~ to loga kaheMge ki kyA bAta hai bhAI ? tU bhUta kI taraha kyoM dikhAI de rahA hai? bAla vagairaha saMvAra kara Ao / hama isalie bAla saMvArate haiM ki logoM ko acche rUpa meM dikhAI deN| ghara meM hamezA sApha-saphAI rkho| aisA na ho ki kevala ghara meM hI sApha-saphAI rhe| agara kisI dharmazAlA meM hoM to usa kamare meM pahale sApha-saphAI karake ruko aura jAte samaya saphAI karake jaao| loga to javAMI kI taraha Ate haiM, aura javAMI kI taraha jAte haiM / dharmazAlAoM ko aisA samajhate haiM jaise koI gauzAlA hai| are, tuma usameM rahe kintu tumhAre bAda aura bhI loga usameM Akara rheNge| tuma agara kisI dharmazAlA meM jAo, kahIM bhI kabhI bhI jiMdagI meM dhyAna rakhanA ki jAte hI use pahale dekha lo| agara vahA~ gaMdagI hai to pahale usameM saphAI karavAo, phira jAkara Thaharo aura jaba ravAnA hoM to paMkhoM ko baMda karake, lAiTa baMda karake jaao| unheM vyartha meM kyoM jalAyA jAe? kyA Apa vyartha meM apanA peTrola jalAte haiM? kyA Apa apane ghara meM vyartha hI paMkhA calA huA rahane dete haiM ? nhiiN| to agara kahIM bhI jAo to vahA~ kI mitavyayitA, vahA~ kI vyavasthA meM apanA sahayoga do| jAne se pahale leTrina meM pAnI girAkara jaao| agara lagatA hai ki kahIM koI aise jie~ madhura jIvana 19 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pAnI bikhara cukA hai to pauMchA lagAkara phira Apa jAe~ tAki Apake bAda Ane vAlA jo bhI vyakti hai, vaha Apako sAdhuvAda de ki isameM pahale koI sahI AdamI Akara ThaharA thA / itanI sApha-saphAI aura anuzAsana-vyavasthA rahanI cAhie / maiM to yaha kahU~gA ki agara sApha-saphAI bhI karo to aisI karo jaise koI zeksapIyara kavitA likhatA hai| zeksapIyara kitanI bArIkI se, manoyogapUrvaka kavitA likhatA hai / tuma jhADU bhI utane hI manoyogapUrvaka lgaao| tuma isa tarIke se pauMchA lagAo jaise koI bIthovana giTAra bajA rahA ho aura jisakI eka AvAja sunakara bhI sar3aka para calane vAle loga ruka jAyA karate haiM aura apane kAna lagA lete haiM / tuma apanI jhADU aura saphAI para bhI itanA dhyAna do| aisA karane se Apa apane Apa svastha aura nirogI rheNge| behatara hogA, jaba Apa ghara se nikaleM to isa bAta kA dhyAna rakheM ki Apa sabake sAtha zAlInatA ke sAtha peza Ae~ / itanI zAlInatA ke sAtha ki jisase bhI Apa mileM, vaha Apa para gaurava kara sake / aura to aura, Apa apane bacce ke sAtha bhI itanI zAlInatA se peza Ae~ ki ApakA baccA bhI Apake prati kabhI galata vyavahAra kara hI na pAe / kauna AdamI kisa kula kA hai, yaha usakI zAlInatA, usake bartAva aura vyavahAra ke dvArA hI pahacAnA jAtA hai / tuma agara bAta-bAta meM gAlI-galauca karate ho, gussA, cir3acir3Apana karate ho, khIjhate ho, ho-hallA karate ho to ThIka hai / Apa apane mana meM bhale hI khuza ho jAeM ki maiM U~cA, maiM bar3A, maiM amuka pada kA hU~ para auroM kI najaroM meM to ApakA mUlya kaur3I kA hai / mAna lene kI cIja nahIM huA karatI hai balki mAna dene kI cIja huA karatI hai| mAna hamezA auroM ko do / jitanA tuma auroM ko mAna doge, hamArA mAna utanA hI bar3hegA aura kevala khuda hI mAna lenA kaise jie~ madhura jIvana 20 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cAhoge to kyA hogA? mAna lIjie ki yadi yahA~ koI AdamI kisI ko mAlA pahanAne ke lie khar3A hotA hai to dUsarA AdamI socatA hai ki bAra-bAra yahI AdamI mAlA pahanAne ke lie kyoM khar3A hotA hai? mujhe kyoM nahIM milatI hai yaha maalaa| tAki maiM bhI kisI ko ise phnaauuN| mAna hamezA auroM ko dIjie use khuda lene kI koziza mata kiijie| maiM to kama-se-kama yahI arja karU~gA ki hamezA auroM ko mAna do| agara auroM ne tumheM mAna diyA to yaha auroM kA bar3appana hai, para tumhArA bar3appana taba hogA jaba tuma auroM ko mAna doge| mahAbhArata ke rAjasUya yajJa meM kRSNa ne brAhmaNoM aura RSiyoM ke caraNa dhone kA dAyitva apane para liyA thaa| kyA hama isase samajha sakate haiM ki jIvana meM saralatA aura vinamratA kA kyA mUlya hai? zizupAla kI ninyAnaveM galatiyoM ko kRSNa mApha kara sakate haiN| Apa bhI kSamA ko hamezA apane jIvana ke sAtha jodd'eN| Apa bhI kisI kI nau galatiyA~ to mApha kara hI sakate hai nA? galatiyA~ hoMgI, patnI ke dvArA bhI hoMgI, pati ke dvArA bhI hoMgI, kisI ke dvArA koI bhI galatI ho sakatI hai| Apa mApha kara sakeM itanA sAmarthya to hara saMjIdA vyakti ke bhItara honA hI caahie| jo apane gusse ko, apanI uttejanA ko apane niyaMtraNa meM rakhA karate haiM svarga unake lie huA karatA hai| aura yaha svarga unake lie bhI huA karatA hai jo galatI karane vAloM ko mApha kiyA karate haiN| bhagavAna unhIM se to pyAra karate haiM jo dayAlu aura kSamAzIla huA karate haiN| bhagavAna se kucha mA~go to yaha ki bhagavAna agara tU kucha detA hai to hamezA hameM vaha sadbuddhi denA jisase ki hama jIvana kA mUlya samajhate raheM aura jIvana ko isa tarIke se jIe~ ki vaha prabhu kA prasAda aura varadAna bana ske| saphala aura saumya jIvana ke lie mUlyavAna bAta yaha hai ki hama aise jie~ madhura jIvana For Personal & Private Use Only Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ choToM ko dekhakara jIe~, bar3oM ko dekhakara bar3he aura acche ke lie prayAsa kreN| tumhAre pAsa kAra hai to skUTara para apanI najara rakheM, tAki jo tumheM milA hai, usase tuma asaMtuSTa na raha sko| tumheM lage ki Izvara ne tumheM auroM se jyAdA diyA hai| agara tumheM lage ki tumhAre pahanane ko jUte nahIM haiM, to kheda na kareM, kyoMki duniyA meM hajAroM loga aise haiM, jinake pA~va taka nahIM haiN| ___ bar3oM ko dekhakara unase Age bar3hane kI preraNA leN| Akhira bar3e loga kisI kahAnI-kisse ke hI hisse to nahIM haiN| ve pUjA ke nahIM, preraNA ke pAtra haiN| isI taraha hama acchA hone ke lie prayatna karate rheN| burAI sabameM hai, mujhameM bhI, ApameM bhI, para hameM apanA prayAsa acchA hone ke lie karate rahanA caahie| ___ jIvana koI aisA nahIM hai ki somavAra ko janme, maMgala ko bar3e hue, budha ko vivAha huA aura guru ko bacce hue| zukravAra ko bImAra par3a gae, aura zanivAra ko aspatAla gae aura ravivAra ko cala bse| jIvana to svayaM eka tIrthayAtrA hai| ise racanAtmaka banAiye, jIvana ke prati sakArAtmaka najariyA apnaaiye| jiMdagI jiMdAdilI kA nAma hai, murdA dila kyA qhAka jiyA karate haiM? jIvana ko jIne ke lie jIvana kA hI najariyA cAhiye, lakSya, vizvAsa aura jIne kA saphala tarIkA basa, yahI paryApta hai| jIvana pojeTiva ho, paraphekTa ho| isI meM hamArA kalyANa nihita hai| kaise jie~ madhura jIvana For Personal & Private Use Only Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vyavasthita kareM svayaM ko mere priya Atman, ___ jIvana eka vyavasthA hai, prakRti kI eka vyvsthaa| janma bhI vyavasthA kA eka caraNa hai aura mRtyu bhii| hara saMyoga ke pIche bhI eka vyavasthA kAma kara rahI hai aura hara viyoga ke pIche bhii| hara khilAvaTa ke pIche bhI eka vyavasthA hai aura hara murajhAne ke pIche bhii| jIvana aura jagata kI sArI gatividhiyoM ke pIche eka vyavasthA kAma kara rahI hai| yadi hamameM se koI bhI vyakti prakRti aura usakI vyavasthA ko samajhane kI koziza kare, to vaha apane jIvana ko bhI eka vyavasthA dene ke lie svataH prerita aura jAgarUka ho jaaegaa| saMsAra meM rozanI bikherane ke do hI tarIke huA karate haiM, yA to vyakti svayaM kisI cirAga kI taraha bana jAe aura apane Apa ko jyotirmaya kara le yA phira apane Apa ko usa AIne kI taraha banA le jo dIpaka kI AbhA ko apane meM lekara saMsAra ko pratibimbita vyavasthita kareM svayaM ko For Personal & Private Use Only Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kiyA karatA hai| mahattva isa bAta kA nahIM hai ki hama mAtra apane pUrvajoM para gaurava karate rheN| mUlya aura mahattva isa bAta kA hai ki hamAre pUrvaja bhI hama para gaurava kara sakeM / jaba taka vyakti apanI jIvana-zailI ko, apane jIvana kI vyavasthAoM ko behatara svarUpa pradAna nahIM karegA, taba taka vaha una U~cAiyoM kA sparza nahIM kara sakegA, jinheM pAne kI hara vyakti kI khvAhiza rahA karatI hai| apane Apa ko vyavasthita karanA svayaM vyakti ke hAtha meM hai / janma denA prakRti ke hAtha meM hogA, aura mRtyu bhI prakRti ke hAtha meM hogI, para jIvana ko jIne kI vyavasthA denA svayaM manuSya ke hAtha meM hai| khuda ko vyavasthita karanA apane Apa meM eka bahuta bar3I sAdhanA hai jabaki svayaM ko vyavasthAvihIna rakhanA eka bahuta bar3I virAdhanA hai / jIvana-vyavasthA apane ApameM anuzAsana kA pAlana hai, vahIM vyavasthArahita z2iMdagI mahaja bhaTakAva hai| hara saphalatA ke pIche khuda kA vyavasthita rahanA bahuta bar3I bhUmikA nibhAtA hai| viphalatA kA kAraNa svayaM kI durvyavasthA hI hai / jAgarUkatA kA nAma vyavasthA hai, vahIM lAparavAhI kA nAma durvyavasthA hai / yaha durvyavasthA hI viphalatA kA kAraNa hai| vyavasthApUrNa jiMdagI apane Apa meM eka bahuta bar3I krAnti hai; eka aisI krAnti jo jIvana ko eka bezakImatI hIrA banAtI hai aura jisakI camaka sArI duniyA ko prerita, prabhAvita aura AMdolita karatI hai| jo vyakti apane jIvana ko vyavasthita na kara pAyA to yaha mAnakara caleM ki vaha apane jIvana meM anuzAsana na lA pAyA hai aura na hI samAja va parivAra ke bIca | kisI bhI vidyAlaya ko banAnA, kisI bhI cikitsAlaya yA dharmazAlA ko banAnA kaThina hote hue bhI AsAna hai, 1 jie~ madhura jIvana 24 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ para usakI saphAI Adi kI vyavasthA rakhanA AdamI kI behatara jIvana-zailI kA pariNAma huA karatI hai| 1 miTTI aura gobara kA AMgana bhI A~khoM ko suhA sakatA hai, bazarte vaha sApha-svaccha ho / grenAiTa aura makarAnA kA AMgana bhI A~khoM meM gar3a sakatA hai yadi vaha sApha - sutharA na ho / hara insAna ko cAhie ki vaha apane Apa ko vyavasthA dene ke lie itanA jAgarUka rahe jitanA ki koI zeksapIyara apanI kavitA ke lie jAgarUka rahA karate the, jitanA ki koI ravIndranAtha Taigora apane gIta ke lie jAgarUka rahA karate the yA koI bIthovana apane saMgIta elbama kI racanA ke lie prayatnazIla rahA karate the / vyavasthita jIvana ko svIkAranA maiM samajhatA hU~ ki saiddhAntika jIvana jIne ke lie pahalA sArthaka kadama hai| Apa vyavasthita jIeMge, to Apase jur3e hue loga bhI vyavasthita honA sIkheMge / hama hI avyavasthita aura lAparavAha hoMge, to yaha mAnakara caleM ki Apake pAsa AlasiyoM kI hI jamAta ikaTThI hogI / vyavasthita jIvana jInA saphala jIvana jIne ke lie pahalA sArthaka kadama hai| dekhatA hU~ ki hara vyakti vyavasthA to cAhatA hai, para vaha vyavasthA auroM meM dekhanA cAhatA hai / hara pati apanI patnI ko vyavasthita dekhanA cAhatA hai| hara pitA apane putra ko vyavasthita dekhanA cAhatA hai vyakti yadi sAvadhAnI nahIM baratatA to apane khuda ko vyavasthita karane meM sAvadhAnI nahIM baratatA / I jarA kalpanA kareM ki vyakti svayaM ke hAtha se rakhI huI vastu ko yadi vyavasthita rakhe to vaha aMdhere meM bhI use khoja sakatA hai aura yadi vahI vastu betaratIba se rakhI jAe to use sUraja kI rozanI meM bhI nahIM khojA jA sktaa| vyavasthita rakhI suI aMdhere meM bhI mila jAtI hai para yadi vyavasthA na ho to kaI daphA U~Ta bhI sUraja kI rozanI meM nahIM dIkha paataa| vyavasthita kareM svayaM ko For Personal & Private Use Only 25 Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hara vyakti ko cAhie ki vaha apane jIvana ko, jIvana-zailI ko vyavasthA de| yadi vaha apane jIvana meM kAmayAbI aura saphalatA cAhatA hai, to hara vyakti svayaM ko apanI vyavasthAoM ke prati pratibaddha bnaae| ___eka kampanI kA baoNsa apanI ceyara para baiThA inTaravyU le rahA thaa| prArthI kramazaH nambara se Akara inTaravyU dekara cale jA rahe the| anta meM eka prArthI bacA thaa| vaha baoNsa ke kamare meM praviSTa hotA, usake pahale hI usakI naz2ara kamare ke rAste meM par3e pepara-veTa para pdd'ii| usane sabase pahale vaha pepara-veTa uThAyA aura Tebila para rkhaa| phira vaha kamare meM praviSTa huaa| sAmane baiThA baoNsa yaha saba dekha rahA thaa| baoNsa ne usa vyakti kA inTaravyU lenA prArambha kiyaa| usase usakA paricaya pUchA, usase usakI zikSA ke bAre meM jAnakArI caahii| usa vyakti ne kahA, 'sara, maiM jyAdA par3hA-likhA nahIM hU~, mAtra maiMne inTaramIDiyeTa kara rakhI hai| para maiM Apako vizvAsa dilAtA hU~ ki yadi mujhe sevA kA avasara diyA gayA to maiM ApakI kampanI ke lie upayogI sAbita houuNgaa|' baoNsa ne usa vyakti ko acchI taraha se dekhA aura use niyukti-patra thamA diyaa| pacAsa loga inTaravyU dene ke lie Ae the, para unameM se usa eka kA hI cayana huaa| jaba bAkI prArthiyoM ko isa bAta kA patA lagA to unhoMne isa bAta kA virodha kiyA ki ema.e., ema.kaoNma., ema.bI.e. aura aise hI ucca zikSAdhArI vyaktiyoM ke hote hue bhI kampanI mAlika ne eka inTaramIDiyeTa vyakti ko naukarI dekara pakSapAta kiyA hai| baoNsa ne jaba yaha bAta sunI to usane kahA, 'mere lie par3hAI kA hI mAtra mUlya nahIM hai| mere lie mahattva isa bAta kA hai ki vyakti jIvana meM vyasthita kitanA hai? tuma loga bhI inTaravyU dene kamare ke bhItara Ae, para rAste meM par3e pepara-veTa para kisI kA dhyAna nahIM gyaa| use uThAnA kisI ne munAsiba nahIM smjhaa| tuma ema.e. avazya ho gae, para ema, e, ena (maina) nahIM bana paae| 26 kaise jie~ madhura jIvana For Personal & Private Use Only Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jarUrI hai ki tuma bikhare hue sAjo-sAmAna ko vyavasthita karane kI apane meM Adata ddaalo| tuma subaha uThakara yadi apane ghara meM bikhare hue sAjo-sAmAna ko vyavasthita karate ho, to yaha apane Apa meM eka chipA huA yogAsana hai, vyAyAma hai| yadi ApakA ghara, ApakA kamarA bikharA par3A hai to vaha kamarA yA ghara cAhe kitanA bhI sundara kyoM na ho, kisI garIbakhAne yA jhuggI jhopaDI se bhI badatara lagatA hai| vahIM yadi tuma apane ghara yA kamare ko vyavasthita rakhate ho, to vaha kisI jannata kA udAharaNa bana jAtA hai| hama jIne ko eka vyavasthA deM, jIne ke tarIke aura jIvana-zailI ko vyavasthita rkheN| kaba uTheM, kaba soe~, kaba khAe~, kaba ghUmeM, kaba kyA kareM? jo apane jIvana ko isa taraha kA eka sisTama de detA hai, vaha eka dina meM bhI aneka kAma nipaTA letA hai| kahate haiM, eka vyakti AtmajJAna prApta karane ke uddezya se eka sadguru ke dvAra para phuNcaa| usane andara praveza karane ke lie tejI se daravAjA kholA, betaratIbI se jUte khole aura andara praveza kara guru ko praNAma samarpita karane ke lie udyata huaa| guru ne kahA, 'Thaharo! mujhe praNAma samarpita karane se pahale jAo usa daravAje se mAphI mAMgo jise tumane bar3I betaratIbI se kholA, una jUtoM se mAphI mAMgo jinheM tumane bar3I lAparavAhI se kholakara idhara-udhara pheMka diyaa|' vyakti cauMkA aura bolA, 'jUtoM se mAphI, daravAje se kSamA, Apa kaisI bAteM karate haiM?' guru bole, 'vaha vyakti kabhI AtmajJAna prApta karane kA adhikArI nahIM hotA, jise apane jIvana meM jUte kholane yA daravAjA kholane taka kI zAlInatA aura salIkA nahIM aataa| vaha vyakti adhyAtmajJAna prApta karane kA pAtra kabhI nahIM hotA, jo svayaM vyavasthita na ho| kyA Apane abhI taka yaha socA hai ki adhyAtmajJAna prApta karane kA pahalA caraNa kyA hai? maiM kahanA vyavasthita kareM svayaM ko For Personal & Private Use Only Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cAhU~gA-'vyavasthita jiivn'| yadi Apa apane jIvana meM vyavasthA cAhate haiM to maiM kahU~gA ki hama sabase pahale apane samaya ko vyavasthita kreN| 'plIja eDajesTa yora ttaaim|' samaya sabakA sUtradhAra hai| aba taka to Apane sunA hogA ki koI brahmA hai jo sRSTi kA nirmANa karatA hai, koI viSNu hai jo jagata kA pAlana karatA hai aura koI mahAdeva hai jo sRSTi kA saMhAra karatA hai| para maiM kahanA cAhU~gA ki samaya hI brahmA hai, samaya hI viSNu aura mahAdeva hai| samaya hI vyakti ko janma detA hai aura samaya hI vyakti kA pAlana aura saMhAra karatA hai| ___ jo samaya kI pAbaMdI kA dhyAna nahIM rakhatA, usake dvArA bA~dhI gaI hAtha ghar3I, mAtra bhAra hai yA phira hAtha kI zobhA bhr| hAtha meM ghar3I, samaya dekhane ke lie nahIM varan samaya para calane ke lie bA~dhI jAtI hai| jo vyakti samaya para nahIM calate, acchA hogA ve mahAnubhAva apane hAtha se ghar3I utAra kara rakha deN| jaise udAharaNa ke lie agara Apa mujhe sunane ke lie Ate haiM aura samaya hai paune nau bje| yadi Apa pA~ca minaTa bhI leTa ho jAte haiM, to maiM kahU~gA ki mujhe sunane se jyAdA jarUrI hai Apa apane Apako samaya ke prati pAbaMda kreN| maiM samayabaddha jIvana-zailI kI hI preraNA detA huuN| yadi hama samayabaddha na hue to mujhe sunanA aucityapUrNa nahIM hai| ___ bItA huA samaya lauTa kara nahIM aataa| jo lahara nikala cukI, vaha nikala cukii| jo diyA jala cukA, vaha jala cukaa| jo bAta maiM kaha cukA, vaha kaha cukaa| usakI punarAvRtti nahIM hotii| samaya nikala jAne ke bAda vyakti ke hAtha lagegA AdhA-adhUrA jJAna, AdhI-adhUrI samajha, AdhI-adhUrI rozanI aura AdhA-adhUrA siddhaaNt| hamAre deza meM yaha bahuta bar3I duvidhA hai ki yahA~ loga apane jIvana kA mUlya nahIM samajhate, apane samaya kA mahattva nahIM jaante| samaya ko kaise jie~ madhura jIvana 28 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vyartha ga~vA denA, jIvana ko vyartha ga~vAne jaisA hai aura samaya ke eka-eka kSaNa kA upayoga jIvana ke pratyeka kSaNa kA upayoga hai| agara Apa duA cAhate haiM, ki Apako sau varSa kI umra nasIba ho, to maiM Apase pUlUMgA, 'Apa sau varSa kI umra kyoM cAhate haiM?' sau sAla kI umra lekara bhI kyA karoge yadi tumheM apane jIvana aura samaya kA sahI upayoga karanA nahIM aayaa| sATha sAla kI jiMdagI bhI bahuta huA karatI hai| eka sAla meM tIna sau paiMsaTha dina huA karate haiN| eka dina meM caubIsa ghaMTe, eka ghaMTe meM sATha minaTa aura eka minaTa meM sATha saiknndd| jiMdagI bahuta bar3I huA karatI hai| jo apane jIvana ke eka-eka pala kA pUrA-pUrA upayoga karanA jAnatA hai, use patA hai ki yadi jiMdagI kA eka dina bhI mile to bhI vaha bahuta virAT huA karatA hai| __gadhe kI taraha kA AlasI jIvana sau sAla kA bhI vyartha huA karatA hai aura kachue kA dasa dina kA jIvana bhI sArthaka huA karatA hai| tatpara bniye| yahA~ to basa sTaiNDa para jAo to basa leTa, relve sTezana para jAo to Trena leTa, havAI aDDe para jAo to havAI jahAja leTa, zAdI meM jAo to zAdI leTa, pravacana, satsaMga yA kisI dhArmika mahA-pUjana meM jAo to vaha bhI lett| loga mAnakara calate haiM ki jo samaya diyA hai, usase eka-AdhA ghaNTA to leTa hogA hii| do baje kA samaya diyA hai to loga tIna baje kA mAnakara hI calate haiN| jarA smaraNa karo una logoM kA jo samaya ke pAbaMda hone ke nAte do baje samaya die jAne para do baje hI pahuMcate haiN| ve loga badduA dete haiM una AyojakoM ko, una leTalatIfoM ko jinake kAraNa unakA samaya barbAda hotA hai| kArDa meM samaya chApate haiM, do baje kA aura cAra baje taka kAryakrama kA patA hI nahIM rhtaa|| eka bAra pati-patnI meM jhagar3A ho gyaa| pati gusse meM Akara bolA, vyavasthita kareM svayaM ko For Personal & Private Use Only Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'mujhe gussA mata dilAo, varanA maiM kucha kara luuNgaa|' patnI bhI gusse meM thI, bolI, 'mujhe paravAha nahIM, jAo jo karanA hai vaha kro|' pati ne kahA, 'maiM sacamuca jA rahA hU~ aura Trena ke Age kUdakara AtmahatyA kara luuNgaa|' patnI ne taiza meM javAba diyA, 'maiM kaba rokatI hU~?' __ pati ne kahA, 'maiM jAne ke lie kapar3e badalatA hU~, taba taka tU cAra parAThe banA de|' patnI bolI, 'marane jA rahe ho, phira bhI parAThe banAne kI kaha rahe ho|' pati bolA, 'vaha to ThIka hai, para yadi Trena leTa ho gaI to? maiM marane jA rahA hU~, bhUkhoM marane ke lie nhiiN|' ___ jIvana ke sAtha-sAtha samaya kI pAbaMdI, jIvana ko vyavasthita karane ke lie sabase pahalA mApadaNDa hai| samaya para uTho, samaya para soo, samaya para khAo, samaya para par3hAI karo, samaya para hara kArya kro| jo loga parIkSA ke dina rAta-rAta kAlI karake par3hate haiM aura subaha parIkSA dene jAte haiM, maiM unase pUchanA cAhU~gA ki tumane sAla bhara kyA kiyA? sAla bhara kyA tumane gaDDe khode? par3hAI to hamane bhI kI hai, parIkSA ke dinoM, rAta ko ArAma se sote aura subaha bar3e pyAra se parIkSA dene jaate| par3hAI to sAla bhara kI jAtI hai, parIkSA ke dina to usa par3hAI kI kasauTI hotI hai jo Apane sAla bhara par3hA hai| ___ maiM mAnatA hU~ ki samaya anamola hai| samaya yAnI jIvana aura jIvana yAnI smy| samaya kA upayoga jIvana kA upayoga hai; jIvana kA upayoga samaya kA upayoga hai| jIvana samaya kI nirmiti hai| samaya jIvana kA vistAra hai| samaya ko vyasthita karanA, apane TAimiMga ko vyavasthita-suniyojita karanA jIvana-zailI ko hI vyavasthita karanA hotA hai| ise Apa yoM smjhie| jIvana meM eka varSa kA kyA mUlya hotA hai, yaha usa vidyArthI se pUchie jo isI sAla phela huA hai| eka mAha kA mUlya kyA hai, yaha usa mahilA se pUchie jisake nauveM mAha kI bajAya 30 kaise jie~ madhura jIvana For Personal & Private Use Only Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AThaveM mAha meM hI bacce kA janma ho gyaa| eka dina kI kImata jAnane ke lie usa majadUra se samparka kIjie jise eka dina kI dainagI nahIM mila paaii| eka ghaMTe kI kImata jAnane ke lie sikaMdara ko par3hie, jise sampUrNa sAmrAjya kI kurbAnI dene para bhI ghaMTe bhara kI jiMdagI aura na mila paaii| eka minaTa kI kImata kyA hai, yaha to vaha batA sakatA hai, jo varlDa TreDa senTara kI imArata girane se ThIka eka minaTa pahale bAhara nikalA thaa| eka saikeNDa kI kImata vaha tairAka batA sakatA hai, jo mAtra eka saikeNDa ke kAraNa svarNapadaka se vaMcita raha gyaa| ___ Apa svayaM ko vyavasthita karane ke lie samaya kI pAbaMdI ko jIvana se jodd'ie| saMbodhi-dhAma ke saciva haiM zrI mahendra loddh'aa| unakI samaya kI pAbaMdI kA Alama dekhie ki ve bAraha bajakara paiMtIsa minaTa para hI bhojana karate haiN| kevala ve hI nahIM, unake ghara kA hara sadasya bhI bAraha baja kara paiMtIsa minaTa para hI bhojana karatA hai| ve bAraha baja kara pandraha minaTa para kahIM bhI hoM, kucha bhI kara rahe hoM, binA kisI saMkoca ke, tatkAla khar3e ho jAe~ge aura ghara ke lie rvaanaa| koI Toke yA pUche to sahaja muskurAte hue kaha deMge ki 'mere eka ke leTa hone se ghara vAle sabhI leTa ho jaaeNge| mere leTa hone kA phala unheM bhugatanA pdd'egaa|' aba Apa samajha sakate haiM ki jo loga bhojana ke itane pAbaMda haiM, ve jIvana ke anya pahaluoM ke prati kitane adhika pAbaMda aura jAgarUka rahate hoNge| __ ve apane hara dina kI zurUAta hI satsaMga se, amRta vANI se karate haiN| hara subaha paune cAra se paune pA~ca baje taka hameM sunate haiN| eka ghaMTA kaiseTa se stsNg| jJAna kI dRSTi se hamane unheM pakkA kara diyA, saMkalpa aura samaya-prabandhana kI dRSTi se unhoMne apane Apa ko pakkA kara liyaa| Apa Aja zAma ko dhairyapUrvaka baittheN| apane kArya-kalApa, apanI AvazyakatA, apane lakSya aura vizvAsoM para manana kareM, phira dekheM ki vyavasthita kareM svayaM ko 31 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Apa kyA-kyA karanA cAhate haiM, use eka kAgaja para utAra leM aura phira apane dinabhara ke kAryoM kA eka seDyUla, eka TAima-Tebala taiyAra kara leN| usake mutAbika calane kI mAnasikatA tathA Apa saMkalpa-zakti majabUta kreN| Apa pAe~ge ki Apa pahale se adhika sacetana/ekTiva hue haiN| pahale se adhika saphala hone lage haiN| samaya-prabandhana ke sAtha bhASA-prabandhana bhI svayaM ko vyavasthita karane kA dUsarA pahalU hai| jo Apa bola rahe haiM, jo ApakI bhASA hai, use bhI vyavasthita karane kI koziza kreN| Apa dekheM ki dinabhara meM kyA-kyA bolate haiM? Apake dvArA bole gae hara zabda kA artha ho, Apake dvArA bole gae hara zabda kA koI aucitya ho| yaha jabAna koI darjI kI kaiMcI nahIM hai, jo basa calatI hI rhe| jabAna to vaha hai, jisameM amRta bhI rahatA hai aura jahara bhii| kRpA karake aisI maz2Aka, aisI TippaNI, aisI niMdA yA aisA upahAsa mata kIjie, jisase Apake prati logoM kA najariyA kharAba ho| maz2Aka meM bhI kisI kA dila dukhAnA ahiMsA kA atikramaNa hai| agara Izvara ne Apako vANI dI hai to usakA upayoga aise kIjie jaise ki Apa kisI ke janmadina para phUloM kA guladastA upahAra meM diyA karate haiN| vANI to aisI bolie ki Apase bichar3a jAne ke bAvajUda, vyakti Apako yAda rakhe ki 'vAha! kyA madhura vANI thI usa vyakti kii| kitanI miThAsa thI usakI jubAna para! aisA lagatA hai ki sunate hI raheM usa vyakti ko|' Apa vANI aisI bolie jo auroM ko zItalatA kA ahasAsa de| Apako zItalatA apane Apa mila jaaegii| loga cApalUsI kI cAsanI lagAte haiN| maiM kahU~gA ki cApalUsI se baceM, sahaja miThAsa aura mAdhurya ko apnaaeN| miThAsa honI cAhie jabAna pr| kaTu vANI parivAroM ko tor3atI hai| parivAra jaba bhI TUTatA hai to vaha vANI ke ___kaise jie~ madhura jIvana For Personal & Private Use Only Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ asaMyama aura galata prayoga ke kAraNa hI TUTatA hai| loga samAja kI mITiMga bhI karate haiM to vahA~ aisA lagatA hai jaise kisI kaccI bastI ke loga Apasa meM lar3a rahe hoN| sunane vAlA koI hotA nahIM hai, para hara AdamI isalie teja AvAja meM bolatA hai tAki usa para dhyAna diyA jaae| para haqIqata meM teja AvAja meM bolane vAlA bhI buddhU aura usa para dhyAna dene vAlA bhI buddh| apanI vANI kA apanI sImA aura maryAdA meM hI upayoga kiijie| ___ Apa dhairya se boleM, prema se boleM, saMyama se boleN| koI salAha mA~ge, to prema se diijie| calate ke bIca laMgar3I mata maarie| Apa kyoM na vakIla hI bana jaaeN| rAma jeThamalAnI kI trh| vakIla choTI-sI salAha kA bhI pA~ca hajAra kA bhugatAna letA hogaa| eka Apa haiM jo bina mA~ge salAha bA~Tate rahate haiN| ApakI samajha aura Apake jJAna kA mUlya hai| jarUrata ho, to hI boleM, anyathA zAnta-mauna-saumya! ___ kaTu vANI se bcie| zAnta, vinamra aura madhura vANI kA upayoga kiijie| Apa pAe~ge ki ApakI eka madhura vANI hI ApakI saphalatA aura lokapriyatA meM kitanI mahattvapUrNa bhUmikA adA karatI hai| 'ga' se 'gadhA' bhI hotA hai aura 'ga' se 'gaNeza' bhI hotA hai| 'sa' se 'satya' bhI hotA hai aura 'sa' se 'satyAnAza' bhii| akSara to eka hI hai, para yaha Apa para nirbhara karatA hai ki Apa usakA upayoga kaise karate haiM? Apako yAda hogA, mahAbhArata kA vaha prasaMga jaba indraprastha nirmita huA thaa| duryodhana ko bhI anya logoM kI taraha AmaMtrita kiyA gyaa| duryodhana ne indraprastha meM bane rAjamahala ke andara praveza kiyaa| use lagA Age pAnI hai ataH usane apanI dhotI Upara kara lii| para vahA~ pAnI to thA nhiiN| draupadI yaha dekhakara hNsii| duryodhana ne dekhA aura usane apanI dhotI chor3a dI aura vaha punaH Age bar3hA jahA~ jamIna najara A rahI thii| lekina asala meM vahA~ pAnI thaa| duryodhana pAnI meM gira pdd'aa| yaha dekhakara vyavasthita kareM svayaM ko For Personal & Private Use Only Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ draupadI punaH ha~sane lagI, aura eka kaTuvacana kaha baiThI, 'aMdhe kA beTA Akhira aMdhA hI hogA' / draupadI kA yaha eka kaTuvacana draupadI ke cIraharaNa se lekara mahAbhArata ke yuddha taka kA kAraNa bana jAtA hai| merA anurodha yaha hai vyakti ko agara bolanA AtA hai to vaha bole, anyathA mauna rkhe| hameM kevala yahI nahIM AnA cAhie ki hama kaba aura kyA boleM? hameM isa bAta kI bhI samajha honI cAhie ki hameM kaba aura kyA nahIM bolanA caahie| donoM hI kI kalA hameM AnI cAhie, taba jAkara hama apanI bhASA aura zailI ko vyavasthita kara paaeNge| machalI isalie musIbata meM pha~satI hai, kyoMki vaha apanA mu~ha kholatI hai| tuma agara apanA mu~ha baMda rakhoge, to musIbata meM nahIM phNsoge| agara Apako bolane kI kalA AtI hai, to bolie anyathA mauna rhie| Apa jaba bhI boleM bar3I madhuratA se, bar3I zAlInatA se, auroM ko mAna dekara boleN| sammAna ko auroM ko dekara hI sammAna ko sammAnita rakhA jA sakatA hai| ___ mAna aura sammAna pAkara koI bhale hI apanA Igo bar3hAtA calA jAe, para mujha sarIkhA vyakti to yahI kahegA ki Apa mAna pAkara nahIM apitu mAna dekara khuza hoN| jImakara nahIM, jimAkara khuza hoN| khuda khAnA tana kA sukha hai aura dUsaroM ko khilAnA mana kA sukha hai| yaha to svayaM vyakti para nirbhara karatA hai ki vaha apanI vANI kA upayoga kaise karatA hai? jaise ki mAna lIjie ki patideva nAztA karane ke lie baiThe haiM, vaha do parAThe khA cuke haiN| eka parAThe ke lie vaha punaH AvAja dete haiN| patnI kahatI haiM, 'are! Aja Apako kyA ho gayA hai? do parAThe khA lie phira bhI aba aura mA~ga rahe haiN| do se jyAdA khAnA thA to pahale batAnA thaa|' Apa kyA bole, yaha Apa jAneM, para Apane apane pati kA khAnA harAma kara diyaa| Akhira vaha sArI mehanata Apake lie hI to kara 34 kaise jie~ madhura jIvana For Personal & Private Use Only Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rahA hai| vaha apane mA~-bApa se, apane parivAra se Apa hI ke lie to alaga huA hai| usane apane sAre sekriphAisa Apa hI ke lie to kie haiN| agara Apa usake sAtha madhuratA se peza nahIM AtIM to vaha sArI jiMdagI tanAvagrasta rahegA aura zAyada yaha socatA rahegA ki aisI bIvI se, bIvI na hotI to jyAdA acchA thA / aura vahIM pati ke eka parAThA aura mA~gane para patnI aisA kahe to kaisA lagegA, 'basa eka minaTa meM taiyAra hotA hai / Apa hAtha mata dhonA / yaha tavA car3hA aura yaha parAThA banA / ' pati sunakara yaha kahegA, 'jaldI nahIM hai, dhIraja se banA lo / ' khAne vAle ko to jitanI roTI khAnI hai, vaha to khAegA hii| mahattva to isa bAta kA hai ki Apa kisa bhAvanA, kisa prema ke sAtha use khilA rahe haiN| khAne aura khilAne ke bIca meM rahane vAlA vANI kA saMtulana hI vyakti ko duHkha yA sukha detA hai / bhojana na to sukha detA hai, na dukha / bIca meM jo hama apanI bhASA kA upayoga kara rahe haiM, vahI sukha aura duHkha kA kAraNa banatI hai| kahate haiM : bAdazAha akabara ne eka sapanA dekhA / sapanA thor3A vicitra kisma kA thaa| ataH unakI jijJAsA huI ki isa sapane kA phala kyA hogA? unhoMne svapnavettA ko bulavAyA aura apanA svapna sunAkara usakAsa phala jAnanA caahaa| svapnavettA ne kucha dera socaa| phira bolA, 'hujUra, isa svapna kA to yahI artha hai ki Apake parivAra ke sabhI loga eka-eka karake ApakI naz2aroM ke sAmane mAre jAe~ge / ' yaha sunate hI bAdazAha krodhita ho gae aura unhoMne svapnavettA ko mauta kI saz2A sunA dii| bIrabala bhI vahA~ upasthita thA / use lagA ki jyAtiSI bekasUra pha~sa gayA hai| unhoMne bIca-bacAva karate hue kahA, 'jahA~panAha, maiM kucha kahanA cAhatA hU~ / ' 'bolo bIrabala ! kyA bAta hai ?" bAdazAha ne kahA / vyavasthita kareM svayaM ko For Personal & Private Use Only 35 Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'hujUra, isa svapna kA artha to yaha hai ki Apa apane parivAra meM sabase adhika jIe~ge / ApakI umra bahuta lambI hai / ' yaha sunakara bAdazAha khuza ho gae aura bole, 'bIrabala, tumane aisA svapna-phala batAkara mujhe khuza kara diyA / bolo, kyA inAma mA~gate ho ?' bIrabala ne kahA, ' hujUra isa svapnapAThaka ko mApha kara deM / vAstava meM yaha kahane kI kalA nahIM jaantaa| jo kucha usane kahA aura jo maiMne kahA, una donoM kA gUr3ha artha to eka hI hai, kiMtu kahane - kahane kA pharka hai| eka bAta se Apa nArAja ho gae aura dUsarI bAta se Apa khuza / Apa samajha gae hoMge ki sArA pharka jabAna kA hai / jabAna mIThI, jagata mIThA / jabAna khArI, jagata khArA / jagata to ApakI vANI kI pratikriyA mAtra hai / yahA~ miThAsa ke badale miThAe milegI, khaTAsa ke badale khaTAsa / bhalA, jaba vANI meM miThAsa lAI jA sakatI hai, to khaTAsa lAkara sambandha kyoM bigAr3e jAe~ ? jIvana ke behatara prabandhana ke lie samaya- prabandhana, bhASA - prabandhana jarUrI hai / isI taraha jarUrI hai behatara kArya - zailI, behatara kArya - prabandhana | Apa apane Apa ko, apanI kArya zailI ko vyavasthita karane kI koziza kiijie| eka neka salAha to yaha hai ki Apa hara kArya ko paramAtmA kI pUjA samajha kara kareM / kAma bhI aise kareM, jaise ki koI prArthanA karatA hai| 'varka ija varzipa' / jaise ki koI prArthanA karatA hai tanmayatA se, A~kha banda, karabaddha sthiti aura mAtra apane prabhu meM hI lIna, aise hI apane kArya ko tatparatA se karane meM tanmaya aura lIna hoM / eka kAma, eka mana / jaba khAnA khAo to mAtra khAnA hI khAo, jaba par3hAI karo to par3hAI meM hI mana ho, jaba pUjA karo to mAtra pUjA meM hI dattacitta hoN| jaba jhADU lagAo to tabiyata se jhADU lgaao| mana ke bhaTakate rahane para hI cUka huA karatI hai / Apako to phulke para 36 - For Personal & Private Use Only kaise jie~ madhura jIvana Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hAtha lagAnA hai aura hAtha garma tave para jA lgegaa| phulkA kinAre raha jaaegaa| mahilAoM kA hAtha jaba bhI jalatA hai, unheM isa bAta kA jyAdA patA hai ki hAtha kyoM jalatA hai? socate haiM kucha, aura karate haiM kuch| bhaTakA mana hI cUka kA kAraNa banatA hai| saca hai, eka kAma, eka mn| agara Apa par3hAI karane baiTheM to par3hane se pahale pA~ca minaTa taka A~kheM baMda kara prabhu ko yAda kara leN| Apa dekheMge ki prArthanA ke nAma para Apane jo ekAgratA aura tanmayatA sAdhI hai, vahI ApakI par3hAI ki lie rAmabANa auSadhi ho gii| hara subaha ghara ke sabhI sadasya ekatrita ho pUjA ghara meM baiTha jAe~ aura pandraha minaTa taka koI prArthanA yA gIta samUha meM gunagunA leN| 'aba sauMpa diyA isa jIvana kA saba bhAra tumhAre caraNoM meM' yA phira anya koI gIta gunagunA leN| usake bAda kAma meM lge| ___ maiM to yaha bhI kahU~gA ki yadi Apa koI phaikTrI calAte haiM to phaikTrI meM kArya zurU hone se pahale pratidina karmacAriyoM ko pandraha minaTa prArthanA kA avasara avazya pradAna kiijie| Apa yaha mata socie ki ApakA samaya barbAda ho rahA hai aura Apako isa samaya kA bhI bhugatAna karanA pdd'egaa| Apa yaha dekhakara Azcaryacakita ho jAeMge ki pandraha minaTa kI prArthanA ke bAda kArya zurU karane para, Apake karmacAriyoM kI kAryakSamatA aura phaikTrI kI utpAdana-kSamatA donoM hI bar3ha jaaegii| prArthanA ne unheM tanmayatA dI, prArthanA ne unheM ekAgratA dI aura prArthanA ne unheM samajha dI 'varka ija vrship|' jaise tumane prArthanA kI hai vaise hI apanA kArya bhI sampAdita kro| _dUsarA anurodha yaha bhI karU~gA ki kisI bhI kArya ko choTA mata smjhie| choTe se choTA kArya bhI isa taraha sampAdita kIjie ki vaha mahAn kArya bana jaae| hara mahAna kArya zurU meM choTe tala para hI hotA hai| choTe-choTe kArya milakara hI pUrNa huA karate haiN| pUrNatA kabhI choTI vyavasthita kareM svayaM ko 37 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nahIM hotii| choTA hotA hai kAma ko choTA smjhnaa| pUrNa hotA hai choTe kAma ko bhI pUrNatA se pUrA krnaa| mahApuruSa to apanA Igo tor3ane ke lie calAkara choTe-choTe kArya kiyA karate haiN| kyA Apako patA hai ki mahAtmA gA~dhI, kabhI-kabhI harijanoM kI bastI meM jAkara svayaM saphAI kA kArya kiyA karate the| rAmakRSNa paramahaMsa bhI harijanoM kI bastI meM jAkara jhADU lagAyA karate the aura Apa isa bAta kA intajAra karate haiM ki koI harijana Ae aura Apake zaucAlaya kI saphAI karake calA jaae| jaba usa zaucAlaya kA upayoga Apa karate haiM to dUsarA kyoM usakI saphAI kare? apanA khAnA khAkara jUThI thAlI aise hI na chodd'eN| khAne ke bAda thAlI svayaM dhokara rkheN| aisA karane se do phAyade hue, eka to kAma kA ba~TavArA ho gayA, dUsarA Apako jUThA bartana kisI aura se dhulavAne kA doSa nahIM lgaa| . __ merI bAta zAyada kisI ko akharegI ki thAlI bhI hama svayaM dhoeN| mujha sarIkhA vyakti to yaha bhI kahegA ki yadi samAja meM jImanavArI ho rahI hai, to avazya khAe~ para yadi ApakI jUThA chor3ane kI Adata hai to na khAkara jaaeN| khAnA khAne ke bAda apanI jUThI thAlI avazya dhoeN| yadi Apa apanI thAlI nahIM dho sakate to khAnA na khaaeN| logoM ko lagegA ki yaha to hamAre apamAna kI bAta hai ki hama jUThI thAlI dhoeN| para maiM pUchanA cAhU~gA ki subaha-subaha jaba hama nivRtti ke lie jAte haiM to hamArI baiThaka kauna dhotA hai? jaba hama hamArI baiThaka svayaM dhote haiM, to khAne ke bAda jUThI thAlI kyoM nahIM dho sakate? isameM kaisA apamAna? kaisI zarma kI bAta? tabiyata-betabiyata hone para hI hameM apane kAma dUsaroM se karavAne cAhie, bAkI to svAvalambana hI svastha sundara jIvana kI nIMva hai| jIvana meM vyakti svAvalambI bane aura apane kArya svayaM sampAdita kre| jaba Apa choTe bacce the taba ApakI mA~ Apake kapar3e dhotI thI, 38 kaise jie~ madhura jIvana For Personal & Private Use Only Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ yaha bAta to samajha meM AtI hai, para jaba Aja Apa apanA kArya svayaM karane meM samartha haiM to kapar3e dhone ke lie mA~ athavA patnI para kyoM nirbhara haiM? jaba dinabhara ke saba kArya Apa nibaTA sakate haiM to apanI baniyAna-lUMgI dhone meM kaisI zarma? agara Apa svAvalambana meM vizvAsa rakheMge, to ApakI saMtAneM bhI svAvalambana kA guNa apanAkara Atmanirbhara hone kI kalA meM dakSa ho skeNgii| choTe-choTe kAryoM ko karane se kasarata bhI ho gaI aura ghara vAloM ko sahayoga bhI mila gyaa| yaha huA svAvalambI jiivn| hara kArya acchA hotA hai| eka choTe se kArya ko bhI Apa aisI tanmayatA aura lagana ke sAtha kareM ki yadi vahA~ se koI devatA bhI gujara jAe to vaha Apake kAma kI tArIpha kie binA na raha ske| usake mu~ha se nikale-'zAbAsa beTA! kyA saphAI kI hai!' ___ hama jIne kI kalA sIkheM, apane jIvana ko vyavasthita karane kI koziza kreN| pratidina apane sabhI kAryoM ko yojanAbaddha DhaMga se sampAdita kreN| apane hara dina ko eka sUTakesa banA leN| jaise sUTakesa meM alaga-alaga sAija ke dasa yA bAraha khAne hote haiM, vaise hI apane pUre dina meM Apako kyA-kyA karanA hai, isakI yojanA banA leN| __ sUTakesa ke eka khAne meM peMsila, eka khAne meM kaoNpI, eka khAne meM phAila, eka khAne meM pena aura DAyarI rahatI hai| jaise Dhera sArA sAmAna Apa eka choTe se sUTakesa meM sajA lete haiM, aise hI Apa pUre dina meM kyA-kyA karanA hai, usakI sUcI banA leM aura usa plAniMga ke anusAra apane kArya kreN| eka kAma avazya kreN| subaha jaba Apa uThate haiM to phreza hone ke bAda, jaba Apa akhabAra par3hane ke lie tatpara hote haiM to usake pahale apanI jeba meM eka kaoNpI va pena rakha leM aura akhabAra par3hane se pahale apanI kaoNpI meM yaha noTa kara leM ki Aja mujhe kyA-kyA karanA hai? Aja mujhe kahA~-kahA~ jAnA hai? kauna se kArya mujhe vyavasthita kareM svayaM ko For Personal & Private Use Only Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Aja ke dina sampAdita karane haiM? maiM to kahU~gA ki yadi Apa ko zeviMga bhI karanI hai to vaha bhI noTa kara liijie| thor3I-sI dera meM lisTa banatI calI jaaegii| Apa dekheMge ki pandraha minaTa meM Apane sattAIsa kAma likha DAle haiN| kyA eka dina meM sattAIsa kAma nibaTAe jA sakate haiM? maiM kahatA hU~ ki yadi vyakti apane dina kI zurUAta suvyavasthita tarIke se karatA hai to vaha sAta dina ke kAryoM ko eka dina meM nipaTA sakatA hai| vahIM yadi koI vyakti binA jAgarUkatA ke jItA hai to vaha eka dina ke kAryoM ko sAta dina meM bhI pUrA nahIM kara pAtA / maiMne aise aneka loga dekhe haiM jo ki dinabhara meM kiye jAnevAle kAryoM kI plAniMga alasubaha kara lete haiM / ve lisTa banA lete haiN| aise loga eka dina meM sATha-sattara kAryoM ko nibaTA lete haiN| bilkula eka sisTama calatA hai| subaha uThate hI unake hAtha meM eka lisTa hotI hai ki Aja mujhe yaha-yaha kArya karane haiM aura zAma ko jaba vaha ghara lauTate haiM to unakI lisTa meM likhe lagabhaga sabhI kArya pUre ho cuke hote haiN| maiM kahanA cAhU~gA ki vaha hara vyakti apane sabhI kAryoM ko saphalatApUrvaka nipaTA letA hai jo sisTemeTika tarIke se apane kAryoM ko sampAdita karatA hai| jaba bhI koI kArya kareM prema se kareM, utsAha aura tanmayatA se kreN| Adhe-adhUre mana se, mare aura bojhila mana se koI bhI kArya na kareM / vinobA bhAve, jaba jhADU bhI lagAte, to bar3e prema se lagAte the| loga unase pUchate ki Apa kyA kara rahe haiM? vaha javAba dete, 'mAlA phera rahA huuN|' loga cakita ho jAte aura kahate 'Apa to buhArI lagA rahe haiM aura bolate haiM mAlA phera rahA hU~ / ' vinobA kahate, 'jitanI bAra buhArI uThAtA aura calAtA hU~, utanI bAra rAma kA nAma le letA hU~ / yahI merI mAlA bana jAtI hai|' Apa vinobA kI isa ghaTanA se preraNA le sakate 40 For Personal & Private Use Only kaise jie~ madhura jIvana Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ haiM / mAlA aura buhArI sAtha-sAtha / agara hama utsAha ke sAtha kisI kArya ko karate haiM to vaha kArya pUrNatA detA hai / kyA Apane kabhI socA hai ki eka klAsa meM pacAsa chAtra par3hate haiM, dasa to rainka meM Ate hai aura cAlIsa aise hI dhakkA mAra kara pAsa hote hai ? par3hAne vAle klAsa TIcara ne koI bhedabhAva nahIM kiyaa| mA~-bApa ne bhI par3hAne meM koI kaMjUsI nahIM kI / mehanata meM bhI koI kamI nahIM rhii| to phira kyA kAraNa haiM unake pichar3ane kA ? antara rahA to mAtra isa bAta kA ki kisa chAtra ne kisa pATha ko kisa utsAha aura lagana ke sAtha yAda kiyA / | apane bhItara utsAha aura lagana paidA kIjie, Apako nizcita hI saphalatA milegii| maiM batAU~ Apako, Apake jaisA zarIra merA hai, Apake jaisA hI mastiSka aura buddhi merI hai| maiM kisI cIja ko eka bAra sarasarI nigAhoM se dekha letA hU~, jarUrata par3ane para do bAra yA phira adhika se adhika tIna bAra dekha letA hU~ / mujhe vaha cIja hamezA ke lie yAda rahatI hai| isakA kAraNa kevala lagana aura tanmayatA hai / utsAha - bhAva hI mukhya hai| hai / jo vyakti antarmana meM utsAha rakhatA hai, usane nizcita rUpa se apanI kAryazailI ko vyavasthita kara liyA hai 1 maiMne Apako vyavasthita jIvana jIne ke lie tIna sUtra diye - jIne kI zailI ko vyavasthita kareM, samaya ko niyojita kareM, kAryazailI ko vyavasthita kareM aura cauthA evaM antima sUtra yadi koI dU~ to vaha hai 'apanI soca ko vyavasthita kiijie|' jo soca, jo vicAra aura jo cintana Apake bhItara uTha rahA hai, vaha nizcita rUpa se Apako prabhAvita karatA hai| gA~dhIjI ne apane tIna bandaroM ke mAdhyama se kabhI kahA thA, 'burA mata dekho, burA mata suno, burA mata bolo|' Apake sAmane baiThA bandara eka bAta aura jor3a denA cAhatA hai 'burA mata soco|' vyavasthita kareM svayaM ko For Personal & Private Use Only 41 Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ApakA hara vicAra Apake bhaviSya ko nirmita karatA hai| ApakA hara vicAra vaha bIja hai jisa para ApakA jIvana-vRkSa nirbhara hai| ApakA hara vicAra vaha nIMva hai jisa para jIvana kA bhavana khar3A hai| isalie apane vicAroM ke prati sadA jAgarUka rheN| yaha dekhate raheM ki kahIM Apake bhItara nakArAtmaka vicAra to nahIM uTha rahe haiM kyoMki nakArAtmaka vicAra kA artha hai avasAda, cintA, tanAva aura duHkhoM ko aamNtrnn| AdamI jaisA socegA, vaisA usakA vyaktitva nirmita hogaa| yadi satya ke bAre meM socegA, to satya usake jIvana meM AtmasAt hone lgegaa| yadi zivam ke bAre meM socegA to, zivam jIvana meM ghaTita hone lagegA aura yadi sundaram ke bAre meM cintana karegA to saundarya usake jIvana meM ujAgara hone lgegaa| Ajakala hara vyakti saundarya ko hI cAhatA hai| satya aura ziva ko cAhane vAle loga to thor3e hI hoNge| Apa hoThoM para lipasTika kyoM lagAte haiM? saundarya ke lie| nela paoNliza kyoM karate haiM? saundarya ke lie| puruSa kamara para taraha-taraha ke belTa kyoM lagAte haiM? saundarya ke lie| Ajakala to dAr3hI aura mUMchoM kI bhI taraha-taraha kI sTAila bana gaI haiM- phreMca kaTa, cArlI cepalina kaTa, hiTalara kaTa, baccana kaTa, salamAna ktt| yaha saba bhI hama saundarya ko bar3hAne ke lie hI karate haiN| ____ Apa hoThoM para lagI lipasTika para dhyAna dete haiM, para hoThoM ke bhItara ke saundarya para dhyAna nahIM dete| agara Apa saundarya se hI prema karate haiM to, avazya kiijie| para kevala bAhara ke hI saundarya se nahIM balki bhItara ke saundarya se bhI prema kiijie| prema to pUrI taraha se honA cAhie, kevala bAhara se nahIM, bhItara se bhii| apane dila ko bhI sundara banAne kA prayAsa kiijie| jo vyakti hakIkata meM saundarya se pyAra karatA hai, vaha kabhI bhI jhUTha nahIM bolegA kyoMki vaha jAnatA hai jhUTha bolanA apane Apa meM asundara kaise jie~ madhura jIvana 42 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hai| jo vyakti saundarya se pyAra karatA hai, vaha kisI para burI dRSTi nahIM DAlegA kyoMki vaha jAnatA hai ki kisI para burI dRSTi DAlanA kurUpa kAma hai| jo vyakti saundarya se prema karatA hai, vaha kabhI corI nahIM karegA kyoMki vaha jAnatA hai ki corI karanA apane Apa meM badasUrata kArya hai hama saundarya se prema kreN| kevala bAhara ke saundarya para AkarSita na hoM balki antara ke saundarya ko bhI dekheM aura use ujAgara kareM / I 1 kahate haiM, eka bAra ravIndranAtha Taigora apane bAla sa~vAra rahe the / mahAtmA gA~dhI Adhe ghaNTe se unakA intajAra kara rahe the / AdhA ghaNTA bItane para bhI jaba Taigora nahIM Ae to gA~dhI bole, 'are bhAI ! bAla sa~vArane meM aura kitanA samaya lagAoge ? sattara ke to ho gae aura aba bhI nahAne-sa~vArane meM itanA samaya lagAte ho ?' Taigora bole, 'bAla aise sa~vAra kara dekhe nahIM jame, vaise sa~vAra kara dekhe nahIM jame, aba tIsare tarIke se sa~vAra kara dekha rahA hU~ / ' vaha Age bole, 'mahAtman! maiM bAla isalie nahIM sa~vAratA ki maiM sundara dIkhUM, varan isalie acche DhaMga se sa~vAra rahA hU~ tAki mujhe dekhakara kisI ko apanI nAka-bhauM na sikor3anI pdd'e|' zRMgAra kevala bAhara kA nahIM ho, vicAroM kA bhI zRMgAra ho / kyoMki vyakti jaisA vicAra karatA hai, vaisA usakA vaktavya bana jAtA hai| vaktavya vyakti ke vyavahAra meM AtA hai, vyavahAra se AdateM banatI haiM aura AdateM hI vyakti ke caritra kA nirmANa karatI haiN| agara Apa sundara aura behatara vicAra cAhate haiM, agara Apa sundara aura behatara vyavahAra aura caritra cAhate haiM to maiM kahU~gA ki Apa apane antarmana ko sundara banAe~ / jaba bhI soceM sakArAtmaka soceM, dUsaroM kI galatiyoM ko kSamA karane kI udAratA dikhAe~ aura unake guNoM para hI dhyAna deN| doSoM para dhyAna na deN| koI vyakti apane Apa meM pUrNa nahIM hotA | dUdha kA dhulA (nahAyA ) koI nahIM hotA / Apa jisakI sadaiva vyavasthita kareM svayaM ko For Personal & Private Use Only 43 Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kamiyA~ nikAlate haiM, use yadi guNagrAhI dRSTi se dekheMge to usameM bhI Apako avazya kucha guNa mila jaaeNge| kamiyoM para dhyAna denA apane Apa meM kamInAyata hai| agara mAtra hama kamiyoM para hI dhyAna deMge, to hama usa vyakti kA upayoga nahIM kara paaeNge| duniyA meM patA nahIM kaba kisa gadhe kI bhI garaja karanI par3e, taba kyoM nakArAtmaka soca rakhakara use apane se dUra rakhate haiM? __ hara vyakti ke prati, hara ghaTanA aura paristhiti ke prati sakArAtmaka najariyA rkheN| yadi nakArAtmaka soca vAle vyakti ko AdhA gilAsa dUdha diyA jAe to usakI dRSTi dUdha se bhare Adhe hisse meM bAda meM par3egI, use khAlI hissA adhika dhyAna meM rhegaa| use lagegA, use AdhA hissA khAlI diyA gayA hai| vahIM eka sakArAtmaka soca vAle vyakti ko AdhA khAlI gilAsa dUdha diyA jAe to use lagegA ki vAha! kyA Atithya satkAra hai, gilAsa bhara kara dUdha diyA jA rahA hai| usakI dRSTi meM gilAsa kA AdhA khAlI honA mUlya nahIM rakhatA, balki gilAsa kA AdhA bharA honA mahattvapUrNa hai| agara tuma nakArAtmaka soca rakhoge to tumheM hara bagiyA meM kA~TeM hI najara aaeNge| yadi tuma sakArAtmaka soca ke mAlika ho to tumheM hara kA~Te aura kaikTasa ke bIca bhI kisI gulAba kI sambhAvanA najara aaegii| Apa sadaiva sakArAtmaka soca rkheN| bar3e DA~Ta bhI deM to yaha soceM ki bar3e nahIM DATeMge to kauna DA~TegA? yadi choToM se galatI ho jAe to yaha soca kara unheM mApha kara deM ki galatI choTe nahIM kareMge to kauna karegA? bar3e haiM to bar3appana rakhanA siikhie| tuma apanI ora se itanA bar3appana avazya rakho ki apane pitA yA sAsa kI DA~Ta bar3I sahajatA se, bar3e sakArAtmaka soca ke sAtha hajama kara sko| vicAra kaise paoNjiTiva banate haiM? dekhie, eka udAharaNa detA huuN| eka ziSya ne apane sadguru se kahA, 'bhante! maiM bhagavAna ke prema, ahiMsA kaise jie~ madhura jIvana For Personal & Private Use Only Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1 aura karuNA ke mArga ko prasArita karane ke lie aMga- baMga dezoM kI yAtrA para jAnA cAhatA hU~ / Apa mujhe AjJA pradAna kareM / ' sadguru ne kahA, 'vatsa! vahA~ ke loga bar3e krUra, nirdayI aura niSThura haiM / ve loga AdamI ke sAtha jAnavara jaisA vyavahAra karate haiM / tuma kisI anya kSetra meM jAoM / ' ziSya bolA, 'jahA~ prema aura zAnti na ho, vahIM ahiMsA aura karuNA kI sthApanA kA aucitya hai / Apa mujhe AjJA pradAna kareM / ' guru ne ziSya ko dhyAna se dekhA aura kahA, 'vatsa ! taba jAne se pahale mujhe mere eka prazna kA javAba dete jAo / merA prazna yaha hai ki, I yadi vahA~ ke logoM ne tumheM gAliyA~ dIM, to tumhArI kyA pratikriyA hogI ?" ziSya ne bar3e saMyata svara meM kahA, 'gurudeva ! maiM yaha socU~gA ki yahA~ ke loga to bar3e hI bhale haiN| kevala gAliyA~ hI dete haiM, lAteM-ghUse aura thappar3a to nahIM maarte|' taba guru ne kahA, 'agara unhoMne lAteM - ghUse aura thappar3a hI mAra die taba?" ziSya ne kahA, 'gurudeva ! taba maiM yaha socU~gA ki yahA~ ke loga itane sajjana to haiM ki inhoMne mujhe lAThiyoM se nahIM piittaa|' guru ne kahA, 'taba merA agalA savAla yaha hai ki yadi unhoMne tumheM lAThiyoM se hI pITa diyA taba tumhArI kyA pratikriyA hogI ?" ziSya bolA, 'prabhu ! taba maiM yaha socU~gA ki inameM kama-se-kama itanI mAnavatA to hai ki inhoMne mujha para talavAra yA kaTAra nahIM claaii|' guru bole, 'jAne se pahale mere antima savAla kA javAba dete jAo / merA savAla yaha hai ki yadi unhoMne tuma para talavAra yA kaTAra calAkara tumhAre prANa hI le lenA cAhA, to tumhAre mana meM kyA vicAra uTheMge?' ziSya bolA, 'sadguru! maiM isI bhAvadazA ke sAtha jA rahA hU~ ki ahiMsA, prema aura zAnti ke mArga kA pracAra-prasAra ho / yadi mAnavatA aura dharma kI sthApanA ke lie mujhe apanI kurbAnI bhI denI par3e to nizcita rUpa se maiM apane ko saubhAgyazAlI samajha~gA / ' guru ne kahA, ' vatsa! tuma nizcita rUpa se jaao| tuma jaise vyavasthita kareM svayaM ko 4da For Personal & Private Use Only Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sakArAtmaka soca vAle vyakti cAhe jaise samAja, deza aura sthAna para cale jAe~, aise logoM ke dvArA samAja kA utthAna aura kalyANa hI honA hai| aise prabuddha va prazAnta logoM ke dvArA hI ahiMsA va prema kI sthApanA sambhava hai| vicAranA bahuta bar3I kalA hai| Apa sadaiva paoNjiTiva thiMkiMga rkheN| jaba kabhI nakArAtmaka vicAra A jAe, usa para tatkAla vijaya prApta kreN| Apa apane par3ausI ke prati, apane mA~-pitA ke prati, apane mitra aura pratyeka vyakti ke prati sakArAtmaka najariyA rkheN| ___ jo vyakti sakArAtmaka soca yA sakArAtmaka najariyA rakhatA hai, vaha hara paristhiti meM khuzahAla rhegaa| usake mana meM kisI ke prati koI zikAyata nahIM hogii| paoNjiTiva thiMkiMga jisa vyakti ke pAsa hai, vaha jahA~ bhI jAegA khuzI lekara lauttegaa| jisake pAsa paoNjiTiva thiMkiMga hai, usane jIne kI kalA sIkha lI hai| usake pAsa jIvana ko vyavasthita karane kA rUpa hai| __ apane Apako vyavasthita karanA jIvana kI eka bahuta bar3I cunautI hai| kaba uThanA, kaba sonA, kaba khAnA, kyA pahananA, kaise bolanA, kaba-kahA~ kitane baje pahu~canA, kaba kauna-sA kArya pUrA karanA, kaise socanA, kaisA bartAva karanA yahI ve saba bAteM haiM jina para Apa dhairya se soceM aura apane Apake lie kucha niSkarSa nikaaleN| niSkarSa ko lAgU kreN| saphala vahI hotA hai jo khuda ko vyavasthita rakhatA hai| acchA kairiyara banAne ke lie, prabhAvI aura lokapriya jIvana jIne ke lie, sukha aura nizciMtatA ko AtmasAt karane ke lie pahalA aura AkhirI gurumaMtra hai, 'pahale svayaM ko vyavasthita kiijie|' kaise jie~ madhura jIvana For Personal & Private Use Only Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svabhAva sadhAra, saphalatA pAe mere priya Atman! ___ sabakA apanA-apanA svabhAva hai| bicchU kA apanA svabhAva hai aura saMta kA apanA svbhaav| bicchU apanA svabhAva nahIM chor3atA aura karuNA-mUrti apanA svabhAva nahIM tyaagtaa| tAmasI svabhAva vAlA vyakti apane svabhAva ke viparIta kucha bhI karegA to vaha hamArA dhyAna AkarSita kara legaa| jhUTha bolane kA AdI vyakti agara kabhI saca bhI bolegA to jhUTha samajhA jaaegaa| vahIM saca bolane vAlA vyakti jhUTha bolegA to vaha usI samaya pakar3a liyA jaaegaa| svabhAva yAni antarmana kA gaharA sNskaar| DUbate hue bicchU ko bacAne kA yatna karane para vaha bacAne vAle ko hI kATatA hai| yadi koI pathika bacAne vAle saMta se kahatA hai, 'tuma chor3a kyoM nahIM dete isa duSTa ko? isakA svabhAva hI hai DaMka maarnaa'| saMta ne kahA, 'bicchU kA svabhAva hai AtmarakSA ke lie DaMka mAranA aura merA dharma hai DUbate hue svabhAva sudhAreM , saphalatA pAe~ For Personal & Private Use Only Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ko bcaanaa| jaba vaha apane dharma se vicalita nahIM hotA, to maiM apane dharma se vicalita kyoM hoU~?' kisI bhI prANI ke svabhAva kA parivartana saMsAra ke sabase kaThinatama kAryoM meM se eka hai| agara hama apane svabhAva ko saumya aura behatara banAne ke lie saMkalpabaddha aura prayatnazIla na hoM, to marate dama taka svabhAva nahIM bdltaa| iMsAna apanI hI AdatoM kA gulAma banA rahatA hai| kisI kA AhAra-pAnI badalanA, khAna-pAna badalanA, or3hanA-pahanAvA badalanA, rIti-rivAz2a badalanA vyakti ke lie AsAna hai, kintu yadi kaThina hai to vyakti ke lie apanA svabhAva badala lenA kaThina hai| buddhi ke dvArA, tarka ke dvArA, zAstra, guru, satsaMga ke dvArA yA kisI samajhadAra vyakti kI salAha ke dvArA, jIvana ke aura sau-sau parivartana kiye jA sakate haiM, lekina jo svabhAva tuma janmajAta apane sAtha lekara Ae ho, usameM parivartana karanA hI asalI jIta hai| jaba eka bAlaka mujhe isa bAta kI ora saMketa de rahA thA ki zAyada Apa sAre vizva ko badala sakane meM saphala ho sakate haiM lekina eka AdamI kI ora saMketa karate hue usane kahA ki inake svabhAva ko badalanA kisI ke bhI hAtha kI bAta nahIM hai| svabhAva cAhe merA ho yA ApakA svabhAva to svabhAva hI hai aura svabhAva meM parivartana kara lenA isI kA nAma dIkSA hai| kinhIM pA~ca hajAra logoM ke bIca meM khar3e hokara kisI guru ke sAnnidhya meM saMnyAsa grahaNa kara lenA dIkSA kI aupacArikatA hai| dIkSA vAstava meM taba ghaTita hotI hai jaba AdamI apane svabhAva ko jIta letA hai| sAdhaka! hama saba ke lie cunautI hai yaha jAnanA ki hamArA svabhAva kyA hai? tuma apane svabhAva se kitane parAjita ho? jisane apane svabhAva ko jIta liyA vaha jitendriya ho gyaa| jo apane svabhAva se hAra gayA vaha kevala paudgalika rhaa| manuSya kA nIce giratA huA svabhAva hI usakI pazutA hai jabaki 48 kaise jie~ madhura jIvana For Personal & Private Use Only Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ U~cA uThatA huA svabhAva hI usakI prabhutA hai / pazu bhI hamArA apanA pratibimba hai aura prabhu bhI hamArA apanA hI AInA hai| manuSya to bIca kA setu hai, bIca kI kar3I hai| pazu apane svabhAva se mukta nahIM ho sakatA aura prabhu apane svabhAva se mukta nahIM hoM sakatA / pazu, pazu se aura z2yAdA nIce nahIM gira sakatA lekina iMsAna pazu se bhI z2yAdA nIce gira sakatA hai| prabhu apane svabhAva se aura U~cA nahIM uTha sakatA lekina iMsAna agara uThatA huA svabhAva vAlA ho to prabhutA kI Dagara ko bhI pAra kara jAtA hai| agara iMsAna apane-Apa para niyaMtraNa na rakha pAe to iMsAna kevala bhauMkane vAle zvAna kI taraha hogA vaha DaoNga ho jAegA / lekina iMsAna agara sudhara jAe, apane svabhAva ko ulaTa DAle to DaoNga ulaTa kara gaoNDa ho jAegA / zabda bahuta hI sarala hai DaoNga aura goNdd| gaoNDa gira kara DaoNga banatA hai aura DaoNga Upara uTha kara gaoNDa banatA hai / yaha AdamI para nirbhara hai ki vaha apane Apako kauna - sA mApadaNDa denA cAhatA hai? DaoNga kA yA gaoNDa kA / pazutA kA yA prabhutA kA / manuSya para nirbhara karatA hai ki AdamI apane svabhAva ko jItanA cAhatA hai yA jaisA bigar3A huA svabhAva hai, AdamI tadanusAra jInA cAhatA hai / koI bhI prANI apane sAtha acche svabhAva ko lekara nahIM aataa| hara vyakti apane sAtha svabhAva meM koI-na-koI burAI lekara AtA hai| svabhAva ko acchA banAnA par3atA hai| agara ApakA tIna sAla kA choTA baccA hai aura jaise hI daravAje para vaha kisI kutte ko Ate hue dekhegA to baccA use roTI dene ke lie nahIM mclegaa| vaha lAThI uThAegA aura mArakara use bhagAnA caahegaa| AdamI ke svabhAva meM janma se hI burAI hai| acchA to use banAnA par3atA hai| yahA~ sabake pA~va kIcar3a se sane haiN| sabako hI jIvana-zuddhi ke lie prayatna karanA hogaa| muMDe hue sara vAloM ko mana ke muMDana kA prayAsa karanA hogA / ziva-maMdira jAne vAloM ko mana ko ziva - sundara banAnA hogA / koI agara mujhase pUche ki dharma kA aucitya kyA hai ? puruSArtha 49 svabhAva sudhAreM, saphalatA pAe~ For Personal & Private Use Only Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ yA nIti kA artha kyA hai ? to maiM kahU~gA AdamI eka acchA AdamI bana jAe, dharma kI basa itanI sI apekSA hai| dharma kevala itanA-sA cAhatA hai ki iMsAna pUrNa iMsAna bane / Izvara jitanA Upara uThanA hara kisI ke lie sambhava nahIM hai, para hama saumya aura nirdoSa iMsAna bhI bana gae to yaha IzvarIya cetanA kI ora bar3hanA hI khlaaegaa| acchA hogA, hama doSoM ko Dha~kane kA aMdhApana na Dhoe~ / aMdhA vaha nahIM hai, jisakI A~kheM nahIM hai| aMdhA vaha hai jo apane doSoM ko Dha~katA hai| hama doSoM ko samajheM aura unase mukta hone kI pahala kreN| yaha bhI yAda rakheM ki badalane jaisI agara koI cIja hai to vaha svabhAva hai| saMskArita karane kI koI cIja hai to vaha svabhAva hI hai| jItane jaisI koI cIja hai to vaha svabhAva hI hai / acchA ho hama dIpa jalAe~, aMdhere para kyoM jhallAe~ ? behatara hogA hama apane svabhAva ko samajheM, usake parivartana kA patha DhU~DheM / usa para calane kA saMkalpa saMjoe~ / svabhAva kI jIta hI jIvana kI sabase bar3I Atma-vijaya hai kahate haiM, eka saMta naukA meM vihAra kara rahe the / isa pAra se usa pAra jA rahe the ki naukA meM savAra kucha manacale yuvakoM ne usa saMta ke sAtha cher3akhAnI zurU kara dI aura cher3akhAnI isa rUpa meM, ki saMta to baiThA hai zAMti se aura yuvaka nadiyA meM se pAnI hAtha meM lete haiM aura Upara AsamAna kI tarapha uchAlate haiM / saMta para pAnI Akara giratA hai / kucha yuvakoM ko to itanI khurAphAta sUjhI ki bAlTI bharakara pAnI nikAlA, AsamAna kI tarapha uchAlA aura sArA pAnI Akara saMta para girA / eka AdamI jo apane kAna meM khujalI kara rahA thA, use yaha khurAphAta sUjhI ki usane apanA kAna chor3akara saMta ke kAna kI tarapha tIlI bar3hAI aura lagA khurAphAta krne| saMta cauNkaa| vaha dUsare kinAre para jAkara baiTha gyaa| yuvakoM ne Disko kaise jie~ madhura jIvana 50 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ DAMsa karanA zurU kara diyA aura lage naukA para nRtya krne| aba to da ho gii| yuvakoM ke sAtha jo yuvatiyA~ thIM ve bhI unameM zAmila ho gaIM aura jA-jAkara saMta ko bAra-bAra cher3ane lgiiN| batAte haiM ki saMta kI sevA meM eka yakSa rahatA thaa| usane prakaTa hokara naukA ko DA~vADola karanA zurU kara diyaa| sAre yuvaka ghabarA gaye / deva ne pUchA, 'kaho saMta sAhaba, kyA Adeza hai? Apake eka izAre para kyA ina sAre uddaNDa yuvaka aura yuvatiyoM ko uThAkara nadI meM pheMka dU~?' saMta ne kahA 'mere bhakta, ina yuvakoM ko uThAkara nadI meM pheMkane se kyA phAyadA? agara tuma kucha kara hI sakate ho to inake svabhAva ko badala DAlo | jisa svabhAva se prerita ho kara ye loga yaha ucchRMkhalatA kara rahe haiM / inakA svabhAva badalo / he deva, agara tuma badala sakate ho to uddaMDo kA svabhAva badalo / na vadha se kucha hone vAlA hai aura na Atma-hatyA se / agara kucha camatkAra hogA to vaha svabhAva ke saumya banane se hI hogA / ' eka acchA svabhAva sau karor3a kI sampadA se bhI adhika mUlyavAna hotA hai| agara duniyA meM badalane jaisI koI cIja hai hI to AdamI svabhAva ko badala DAle / jahA~ svabhAva badalA, jIvana apane Apa badala gayA / carcita kahAvata hai, 'dRSTi badalI ki sRSTi bdlii|' svabhAva badalA to svabhAva badalane ke sAtha hI hamArA vyavahAra aura hamArA dRSTikoNa bhI badala gayA / svabhAva badalanA yAnI apane Apako bdlnaa| jo apane Apako, apane necara ko behatara nahIM banA pA rahe haiM, ve na to apanA kairiyara banA pA rahe haiM aura na hI jIvana kA koI madhura pariNAma upalabdha kara pA rahe haiM / ve eka taraha se apanI Atma-hatyA kara rahe haiM / svabhAva badalane ke lie jarUrI hai ki hama pahacAneM apane Apa ko / pahale caraNa meM hameM yaha svIkAra karanA hogA ki hamAre svabhAva meM amuka-amuka kamiyA~ haiM, amuka-amuka kharAbiyA~ haiM, amuka-amuka avaguNa haiN| bagaira svIkAra kie koI vyakti apane svabhAva-parivartana ke svabhAva sudhAreM, saphalatA pAe~ For Personal & Private Use Only 51 Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ lie saMkalpabaddha nahIM ho skegaa| acchA hogA ki Apa jaba dhyAna dharane baiTheM to apane hI svabhAva para dhyAna dhareM aura pahacAnane kI koziza kareM ki ApakA svabhAva kaisA hai? yadi kisI kI thor3I-sI kaTu bAta ko sunate hI agara hamArA mana krodhita aura Aga-babUlA ho jAtA hai to hama bAhara se iMsAna bhale hI hue, para bhItara se sA~Da haiN| jaise kisI sA~Da ko agara lAla kapar3A dikhA deM to vaha bhar3aka uThatA hai, vaise hI agara koI Apako do-cAra zabda kaha de aura Apa bhar3aka hI uThe to saMbhaliegA aura eka bAra manana kara lIjiegA ki maiM iMsAna hU~ yA koI sAMDa? agara lage ki rAste meM calate hue bAta-bebAta meM Apa kisI ko Takkara mAra dete haiM, kisI yAra - dosta se bhI agara milane ke lie jA rahe haiM to sIdhA hAtha nahIM milAte aura pIche se jAkara pITha para jora kI thappI mArate haiM to saMbhAliegA ! aisA svabhAva to sA~pa kA hotA hai jo cAhe-anacAhe kisI-na-kisI ko DasatA rahatA hai / jarA eka bAra yaha manana kara leM ki Apake bhItara kahIM koI sA~pa to nahIM baiThA hai / ho sakatA hai ki rAste meM gujarate hue kIcar3a meM par3e kisI kIr3e ko dekhakara Apa apanI nAka-bhauM sikor3a bhI leM, para agara apane hI mana kI parIkSA kareM to pahacAna lIjiegA ki jo vyakti dina-rAta lobha meM, ninyAnaveM ke phera meM par3A rahatA hai, vaha kIcar3a kA kIr3A nahIM hai to aura kyA hai? jaise kIcar3a kA kIr3A kIcar3a meM rasa letA rahatA hai, vaise hI hama kahIM apane rAga meM, apanI mUrcchA meM kIr3e kI taraha dha~se hue to nahIM haiM 1 iMsAna dikhAI denevAlA vyakti iMsAna nahIM hotA / usane Dhera sAre mukhauTe pahana rakhe haiM / kula, jAti, rUpa, dhana, mada kA mukhauTA utArakara phira pahacAneM apane Apa ko ki maiM kyA hU~, kaisA hU~ aura merI prakRti kaise jie~ madhura jIvana 52 isa daura meM iMsAna kA, ceharA nahIM milatA / kaba se maiM nakAboM kI taheM khola rahA hU~ / For Personal & Private Use Only Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kisa svabhAva kI hai? insAna apane Apa meM samajheM ki vaha AdamI hai yA mUrchA se ghirA huA kIr3A hai| AdamI ko apane hI svabhAva ko samajhanA hogA ki usake bhItara kahIM koI caMDakauzika to nahIM baiThA hai| sAdhaka sAdha nA isalie kara rahA hai tAki caMDakauzika rUpAntarita hokara bhadrakauzika. ho jAe aura usake vyaktitva meM parivartana ho jaae| agara Apa mere pAsa sAta dina raha kara AThaveM dina apane ghara pahuMce aura vahA~ viparIta vAtAvaraNa pAkara bhI Apake hRdaya meM karuNA aura komalatA rakheM hai to ApakA mere pAsa rahanA saphala aura sArthaka huaa| agara kisI ke dvArA kI gaI galatI ko Apa apane hRdaya se mApha kara deM to bhI yahA~ rahanA saphala huaa| agara apane naukara ke dvArA kI gaI galatI para Apane Akroza na kiyA, to sAdhanA sArthaka huii| apane hI par3ausI dvArA ApakA skUTara binA pUche liye jAne ke bAvajUda agara Apane usake sAtha gAlI-galauca na kiyA to ApakI zAMti kI sAdhanA sArthaka huii| dhyAna isalie nahIM hai ki Apako koI devI-devatA ke darzana hoNge| dhyAna isalie hai tAki vyakti apane svabhAva meM rahane vAlI pazutA ko jIte ora apane bhItara rahane vAlI divyatA se sAkSAtkAra kre| isalie dhyAna kI upayogitA hai| pahale caraNa meM AdamI ko yaha svIkAra karanA hogA ki mere svabhAva meM amuka kamI hai aura dUsare caraNa meM use svabhAva meM rahane vAlI kamI ke jaba nimitta milate haiM to unake prati sAkSibhAva rahanA jarUrI hai| eka ora se kiyA gayA svIkAra aura dUsarI ora se unake prati AI gaI taTasthatA vyakti ko apane duSkRta, apane vikRta, apane Avezita aura uttejita svabhAva se mukta karane kA rAjamaMtra bana jAtI hai varanA koI bhI AdamI Upara se cAhe jitane bhI tyAga aura tapa kara DAle unase unake svabhAva meM maulika parivartana nahIM hotaa| svabhAva sudhAreM , saphalatA pAe~ 53 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jaisA ki loga kahate hai ki usane eka mahIne kA upavAsa kiyA to kyA huA? abhI taka usakA krodha to nahIM gyaa| yAnI jyoM-jyoM AdamI tapa karatA hai tyoM-tyoM vaha aura jyAdA krodhita hotA calA jAtA hai| AdamI RSi to ho nahIM pAtA, durvAsA jarUra ho jAtA hai| isalie ho jAtA hai kyoMki AdamI kevala tapa karatA hai, tyAga kara letA hai, vrata kara letA hai, niyama pAla letA hai kintu svabhAva taka nahIM pahu~ca paataa| taba yaha pariNAma nikalatA hai ki bIsa sAla kA lar3akA bhI gussA karatA hai aura assI sAla kA vRddha bhI gussA karatA hai| pariNAma yaha nikalatA hai ki paccIsa sAla kA lar3akA bhI lar3akI dekhakara dila kAlA kara baiThatA hai, vahIM paiMsaTha sAla ke vRddha bhI apane mana ko calAyamAna kara baiThate haiN| donoM kI sthiti eka-sI hI rahatI hai kyoMki AdamI apane svabhAva taka nahIM phuNcaa| AdamI ne jIvana se kucha sIkha na lii| usane kolhU ke baila jaisA jIvana jiyaa| vaha jAgarUka jIvana na jI skaa| sAdhanA kI sArthakatA isa bAta meM hai ki AdamI apane svabhAva ko badalane ke lie kitanA prerita huA? apane svabhAva ko saMskArita kara lenA hI sAdhaka kI saccI sAdhanA hai| agara Apane isa eka janma meM apane svabhAva ko jIta liyA, svabhAva ko parivartita kara liyA, to Apa sAdhanA ke prathama caraNa meM saphala ho gae, tuma siddha ho gaye, mukta ho gye| kala eka mahAnubhAva pUcha rahe the ki pUjA-pATha to sadiyoM-sadiyoM se cale A rahe haiM lekina pUjA-pATha karane vAle loga mujhe nahIM mAlUma ki apane svabhAva se kitane nirmala aura pavitra ho cuke haiM? ___ agara koI mujhase pUche ki saMta ho jAnA kitanA kaThina hai to maiM kahU~gA ki saMnyAsI ho jAnA kitanA sarala hai, para apane svabhAva ko jIta lenA usake lie bhI kitanA kaThina hai| Ama AdamI socatA hogA ki jIvana meM saMnyAsa kA udaya honA kitanA duSkara hai| jarUra koI mahAn puNya kamAyA hogA jo jIvana meM saMnyAsa kA udaya huA 54 __ kaise jie~ madhura jIvana For Personal & Private Use Only Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hogaa| sacamuca jIvana meM saMnyAsa kA udaya honA, sAta-sAta janmoM taka kamAye gaye puNyoM kA pariNAma hai, lekina koI saMta se jAkara pUche, kisI ImAnadAra saMta se to vaha batAegA ki saMnyAsa lenA bahuta kaThina hai| lekina jaba apane Apako maiMne jIyA to pahacAnA ki saMnyAsa le lenA kitanA cuTakI bhara kA khela hai| para apane svabhAva ko jItanA, apane svabhAva ko badalanA, apane svabhAva ko sadAbahAra prema, zAMti, karuNA aura Ananda se ota-prota karanA kitanA kaThina hai| kyA sAdhanA ha~sI kA nAma hai? kAma chor3o, dveSa chor3o, vaimanasya chor3o, yaha bAta to hara koI kaha degaa| kauna AdamI nahIM jAnatA ki krodha karanA burA hai? salAha lene vAlA bhI aura salAha dene vAlA bhI donoM hI jAnate haiM ki krodha karanA kitanA ghAtaka hai| vaimanasya karanA kitanA jaghanya kRtya hai| corI karanA apane Apa meM kitanA asuMdara kArya hai| ye saba kauna nahIM jAnatA? hara AdamI ko bhalAI kI samajha hai| AdamI burAI se isalie uparata nahIM ho pAtA kyoMki vaha nahIM samajha pAyA apane Apa ko, apane svabhAva ko| apane bhItara janma-janma se ho rahe damana ko nahIM samajha pAyA aadmii| jo svabhAva vyakti kA avacetana mana bana cukA hai jo svabhAva vyakti kI Adata bana cukA hai vaha usa svabhAva ko nahIM jIta paayaa| aura bAtoM ko choDeM bhI, para kyA Apa jAnate haiM tambAkU khAnA hAnikAraka haiM? bIr3I, sigareTa pInA kaiMsara kA AdhAra banatA hai| kyA Apa yaha jAnate haiM? kyA Apa jAnate hai ki bhA~ga, jardA, aphIma khAne se Apake dimAga ke purje DhIle hote haiM? AdamI jAnatA hai, AdamI ko kaI cIjoM kI jAnakArI hai, lekina jo cIja vyakti kA svabhAva bana cukI hai, vaha usase uparata kaise ho? AdamI rojAnA par3hatA hai ki yaha saba karanA AtmaghAtaka hai lekina phira bhI AdamI karatA hai| vaha isalie kara rahA hai kyoMki AdamI apane svayaM ke rUpAMtaraNa ke lie sajaga na ho paayaa| svabhAva sudhAreM , saphalatA pAe~ 55 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #61 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ isa duniyA meM koI bhI kisI ko sudhAra nahIM pAtA hai| AdamI jaba bhI sudharegA, apane saMkalpa se sudharegA, apane bodha se sudhregaa| AdamI jaba bhI jagegA, jIvana meM lagane vAlI Thokara ke bodha se jgegaa| bAkI jIvana to kyA, mauta bhI kisI ko nahIM jagA pAtI hai| yoM to Apane apane jIvana meM koI pacAsa murde to jalA die hoNge| kabhI koI kAkA, koI dAdA, koI par3ausI, koI mauhalle vAlA gayA hogA, para kitane AdamI jaga pAe haiM? kitane AdamI sudhara pAe haiM? kitanoM ko jIvana kA bodha ho pAyA hai? jo AdamI apanI A~khoM se arthI ko gujarate hue dekha le, phira bhI agara jIvana kA artha na samajha pAe to usakA jInA hI nirarthaka hai| Thokara hI AdamI ko sudhAratI hai| hama Thokara ke ahasAnamaMda haiM, jo niSThura ko bhI sahRdaya banA detI hai, bUr3he ko bhI anubhavI banA detI hai| ika bAra girakara maiMne sa~bhalanA sIkhA, ika bAra phisalakara maiMne calanA siikhaa| ika bAra dhokhA khAkara maiMne parakhanA sIkhA, isa taraha z2amAne se hI maiMne, z2amAne se lar3anA siikhaa|| nasIhata lo, to jIvana kA hara anubhava Apako kucha-na-kucha detA hI hai| na lenA cAho, to zmazAna kI sau yAtrA bhI nazvaratA kA bodha nahIM de paatii| manuSya jo saMsAra ke rAga-raMga meM racA-basA hai, usake jIvana meM bodha kahA~, jAgRta dRSTi kahA~? AdamI mUchita hai, aMdherA bahuta saghana hai| itanA saghana aMdhakAra hai ki sau-sau dIye utara kara bhI usa aMdhakAra ko kATa nahIM pA rahe haiN| AvaraNa para AvaraNa car3he haiN| sau-sau dIye nizcita hI aMdhere ko dUra kareMge, para agara dIvAra ke pAra bhI aMdherA ho to usa taka dIyA kaise pahu~ce? utArane hoMge vyakti ko apane hI parde / janma-janmAntara se jamAye jA rahe apane hI pardo ko utAranA hogA aura jina-jina ke prati apane antarhRdaya meM dveSa hai, 56 - kaise jie~ madhura jIvana For Personal & Private Use Only Page #62 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Akroza hai, usa hara zakhsa ke prati apane hRdaya meM zAMti aura sneha kI phuhAra ko barasAnA hogaa| dekhanA hogA ki hamAre bhItara kina logoM ke lie dveSa aura vaimanasya hai? kauna-sA aisA AdamI hai jisakA nAma lete hI dimAga meM kucha aura taraha ke vicAra A jAte haiM, hRdaya aura taraha kI dhar3akana karane lagatA hai| manana karanA hogA una logoM ke bAre meN| jina-jina ke prati dveSa hai usa hara vyakti ke prati hamAre hRdaya meM prema aura samatA kI dhAra phUTa jAnI caahie| Apa pUjA karate haiM, para Izvara kI pUjA taba taka kaise sArthaka hogI jaba taka iMsAna, iMsAna ke prati hI prema ko panapA na pAyA? Izvara kI pUjA to bAda meM hogii| pahale eka iMsAna iMsAna ke prati to prema aura saralatA kI bhAvanA lekara aae| ThIka hai, hama jIsasa kI taraha salIba para nahIM car3ha sakate aura salIba para car3havAe jAne para mApha nahIM kara sakate, para apanoM ke bIca kahe jAne vAle choTe-moTe zabdoM ko to hama mApha kara hI sakate haiM n| itanI karuNA to hama apane jIvana meM jI hI sakate haiM n| nahIM ThukavA pAye hama mahAvIra kI taraha apane kAnoM meM kIleM aura nahIM kara pAye prema usa vyakti se jisane mahAvIra ke kAnoM me kIleM tthokii| para hama kama-se-kama usako to kSamA kara hI sakate haiM jisane kabhI hameM sau-do sau rupaye kA nukasAna pahu~cAyA hai| jo vyakti apane duzmana meM bhI mitratA kA sUtra talAza kara letA hai, vahI vyakti apane jIvana meM prema aura samatA ko jI sakatA hai| rAma ke bhItara to hara vyakti rAma ko nihAra legA, para jo rAvaNa ke bhItara bhI rAma ke darzana kara le, vahI vyakti mahAn guNavAna hogaa| mahAn saMta phrAMsisa apane ziSya liyo ke sAtha seMTa merino kI tarapha jA rahe the| rAstA kAphI laMbA thaa| A~dhI-tUphAna Aye, teja varSA AI, sArA rAstA kIcar3a se bhara gayA aura zAyada do-cAra bAra una logoM ke pA~va phisala hI par3e hoMge, zarIra kIcar3a se lathapatha ho hI gayA hogaa| saMta phrAMsisa ne dekhA ki aMdherA bar3ha rahA hai| sA~jha Dhala cukI svabhAva sudhAreM , saphalatA pAe~ 57 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #63 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hai aura seMTa merino abhI bhI kAphI dUra hai| merino nagara kI rozaniyA~, vahA~ jalate hue phAnUsa sApha-sApha dikhAI de rahe haiN| lekina vahA~ taka pahu~cane meM abhI bhI rAta to kAphI gaharI ho jaaegii| ___ tabhI calate-calate phrAMsisa ne apane ziSya se pUchA, 'liyo, kyA tumheM patA hai ki vAstavika saMta kauna hai?' ziSya guru ke sAmane kyA kahe! guru ne kahA, 'liyo, vaha vyakti vAstavika saMta nahIM hai jo aMdhe ko A~kha de, murde ko jiMdA kara de tathA kisI rugNa ko svastha kara de|' liyo cauMkA, kyoMki use lagA ki yaha to saMta kA dharma hai| liyo kucha bole, usase pahale hI phrAMsisa ne kahA, 'liyo, vaha vyakti bhI vAstavika saMta nahIM hai jo kinhIM per3a-paudhoM kI bhASA samajhatA ho yA jo dUsaroM ko jJAna detA ho|' phrAMsisa kucha mauna ho gae / calate-calate unhoMne kahA, 'vaha vyakti bhI vAstavika saMta nahIM hai jisane apanA sArA ghara-bAra chor3a diyA hai|' isa bAra liyo cauMkA aura kahA, 'prabho, jitane sAre guNa Apane batAye haiM, ve sAre guNa merI dRSTi meM saMta ke hI guNa haiN| aura Apa kahate haiM ki vaha vyakti vAstavika saMta nahIM hai to maiM pUchanA cAhU~gA ki vAstavika saMta kauna hai?' ___ phrAMsisa ne kahA, 'liyo, tumheM patA hai ki abhI hama seNTa merino kI tarapha jA rahe haiN| tumheM patA hai ki abhI hama kIcar3a se lathapatha haiN| jaba hama seNTa merino pahu~ceMge aura vahA~ pahu~cakara kisI sarAya kA daravAjA khaTakhaTAe~ge to AdhI rAta ko caukIdAra jaga kara AegA aura pUchegA, 'kauna'? taba hama kaheMge, 'do sNt'| hamArI isa bAta ko sunate hI paharedAra Aga-babUlA ho uThegA ki phakkar3a loga Ae haiN| na lenA, na denaa| basa rAta bhara sarAya meM Thahara jaaeNge| vaha vyakti Aga-babUlA hokara hameM gAliyA~ parosane lage ki 'harAmakhoro, kyA muphta kI sarAya samajha rakhI hai? jAo, daphA ho jaao|' yaha kahakara vaha phira so jaaegaa| hama kIcar3a se bhare hue saMta phira usakA daravAjA khaTakhaTAe~ge aura kaheMge ki kahIM eka kone meM hI 58 _ kaise jie~ madhura jIvana For Personal & Private Use Only Page #64 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ thor3I-sI jagaha de do aura hamArI bAta ko sunakara phira usakI nIMda uckegii| vaha Aga-babUlA hokara apanI lAThI lie bAhara nikalegA aura hama donoM ko do-cAra lAThiyA~ mAra hI degA / liyo, jaba usake dvArA lAThI mAre jAne ke bAda bhI hamAre mana meM usake prati zAMti aura samatA banI huI rahe aura isa kadara hamAre sAtha durvyavahAra kiye jAne ke bAvajUda hamAre hRdaya meM usake prati prema aura sadbhAva banA huA rahe aura jo prabhu kI mUrata hama Amataura para Ama AdamI meM svIkAra karate haiM, jaba vahI mUrata lAThI mArane vAle caukIdAra meM nihAra leMge to liyo, taba mAnanA vaha vyakti vAstavika saMta hai / vaha vAstavika saMta hai jo apriya ke bhItara bhI prabhu kI mUrata svIkAra karatA hai aura taba prema dhanya ho uThatA hai aura prema ke sAtha premI bhI dhanya ho jAtA hai / ' jaba aisA prema kisI ke antarhRdaya meM utaratA hai to kahA jAegA ki usa vyakti ne jIta liyA apanA svabhAva | usane jIta lI apane mana meM uThane vAlI Akroza kI Aga / usa vyakti ne jIta lI apanI kaThoratA aura kruurtaa| vaha vyakti phira iMsAna nahIM hogaa| tuma jAnanA cAhoge ki vaha kyA hogA? merA javAba hogA, 'bhgvaan'| aba vaha DaoNga nahIM rahA, vaha gaoNDa ho gayA / svabhAva ko vaha vyakti jIta pAegA jo auroM ke vyavahAra ke prati karuNAzIla rhegaa| eka to vyakti usa karuNA ko jItA hai jahA~ koI bhikhArI A gayA to use dasa paise de die| aisI karuNA ko bhI AdamI jItA hai ki ghAyala ho koI paMchI aura Apane usake lie dasa rupaye kharca karake use aspatAla pahu~cA diyaa| maiM usa karuNA kI bAta karatA hU~, jahA~ AdamI hamAre prati burA vyavahAra kare magara phira bhI hama usake lie karuNAzIla rheN| hamArI karuNA itanI jIvaMta rahanI cAhie ki koI bhI hamAre prati cAhe kSudra vyavahAra kyoM na kara le, lekina hamAre hRdaya meM usake prati dayA rahegI, karuNA rhegii| yAda rakheM, Takkara mArane vAlA mahAn nahIM hotaa| Takkara mArane vAle ko mApha kara dene vAlA mahAn hotA hai / karuNA koI bAjAra meM svabhAva sudhAreM, saphalatA pAe~ 59 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #65 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nahIM biktii| karuNA vaha nahIM jo nimitta ko pAkara dravita ho jaae| karuNA vaha hai ki jahA~ bhItara meM vaha pyAlI niraMtara chalachalAtI rhe| mAnA ki loga tumhAre sAtha durvyavahAra kreNge| tuma kabhI mata mAnanA ki aura loga tumheM gAlI na deNge| tumhArI sAsa tumheM kaTu zabda khegii| tumhArI jeThAnI tuma para TippaNI karegI, tumhAre pitA aura bar3A bhAI tuma para aMkuza lagAe~ge, magara tuma bodhapUrNa rho| ____bodhapUrNa vaha nahIM hai isalie tumheM kaTu zabda kaha rahA hai| tuma to sAdhanA-mArga se jur3e ho| agara tumane bhI kaTu zabda kaha diyA to dono eka hI kar3AhI ke to ho ge| phira donoM meM pharka hI kyA rahA? sA~parAja aura nAgarAja meM kyA koI pharka hotA hai? zabda badala jAte haiN| sA~parAja aura nAgarAja donoM eka hI hote haiN| agara vaha vyakti sAdhaka rahA aura usane udhara krUratA kara DAlI to kahA jAegA vaha sAdhaka, sAdhaka na rhaa| vaha virAdhaka ho gyaa| agara tuma krUra ho baiThe to tuma bhI sAdhaka, sAdhaka na rhe| __ sAdhanA yahA~ hogI, kasauTI vahA~ hogii| jaba taka sAdhanA kasauTI para kharI na utare taba taka sAdhanA kevala Asana taka sImita raha jaaegii| isalie karuNAzIla rheN| jagata ke prati krunnaashiil| isa jagata ke pAsa jIte-jI dene ke lie zAyada salIba haiM, viSa ke pyAle haiN| jagata ke pAsa jIte-jI dene ke lie amRta ke pyAle nahIM haiN| duniyA meM aisA koI mahApuruSa nahIM huA jise duniyA ne jIte-jI dutkArA na ho| duniyA iMsAna kI kImata adhikatara marane ke bAda A~katI hai| isIlie yaha duniyA jIte jI kisI AdamI kA upayoga kama hI kara pAtI hai| yaha duniyA marane ke bAda dhUpa-dIpa car3hAegI, caMdana aura puSpa cddh'aaegii| magara jIte-jI to vaha salIba aura kA~Te ke tAja hI phnaaegii| jIte-jI to AdamI kI cAra kamiyA~ bhI dikhAI detI haiM, para marane ke bAda koI AdamI kisI kI kamiyoM kI tarapha dhyAna nahIM detaa| cAra kamiyA~ bhI rahIM to loga kaheMge ki jaba vaha kaise jie~ madhura jIvana 60 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #66 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AdamI hI nahIM rahA to usakI kamiyoM para kyoM dhyAna dete ho? jaba marane ke bAda kisI kI kamiyoM ko mApha kara dete ho to tuma jIte-jI kisI kI kamiyoM ko mApha kyoM nahIM kara sakate? vaha mAphI murdA hai jo kisI ke marane ke bAda prakaTa ho| vaha mAphI amRta hai jo kisI ke jIte-jI apanA kArya kara dikhaae| kRpayA karuNAzIla raheM aura mAphI ko mUlya deN| . do bUMTa pIne par3eM to pI leN| sahanA par3e to saha leN| AlocanAoM ko sahane kI jisameM aukAta hai, vahI aisA kucha kara sakatA hai ki virodhiyoM ke mukha se bhI vaha prazaMsanIya bana ske| ___ bahuta priya saMta hue haiM, haakuin| saMta hAkuina gA~va ke kinAre rahate the| usake ThIka bagala meM hI eka aura makAna thA jisameM ki eka suMdara yuvatI rahatI thii| vaha yuvatI avivAhita thI, para garbhavatI ho gii| gharavAloM ne parezAna kiyA, mArA-pITA aura pUchanA cAhA, 'batA, tere peTa meM yaha kisakA pApa hai?' yuvatI itanI pratAr3ita kI gaI ki Akhira use sahana nahIM ho paayaa| usane apanI hI bagala meM rahane vAle saMta hAkuina kA nAma btaayaa| parivAra ke loga bar3e vismita ho uThe, Aga-babUlA bhI! ve apanI kanyA ko saMta hAkuina ke pAsa lekara ge| unhoMne jAkara kahA, 'to Apane aisA saba kucha kiyA hai?' ___ saMta hAkuina ne sArI bAta sunii| ve karuNAzIla ho uThe aura javAba meM kevala itanA hI kahA, 'oha! to aisI bAta hai, ThIka hai|' parivAra ke loga cale gae yaha socakara ki saMta hAkuina ne yaha sArI bAta svIkAra kara lI hai| kanyA ke saMtAna kA janma huA to vaha saMtAna saMta hAkuina kI goda meM sauMpa dI gii| saMta hAkuina kI sAre gA~va meM bar3I apratiSThA huI, lekina usane apratiSThA kI koI paravAha nahIM kii| vaha jo choTA zizu thA, ar3ausa-par3ausa se dUdha mA~ga kara yA eka bAlaka ke lie vAMchita cIjoM ko mA~ga-mu~gAkara saMta hAkuina bAlaka kA pAlana-poSaNa karane svabhAva sudhAreM , saphalatA pAe~ 61 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #67 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ lgaa| eka dina vaha yuvatI bar3e joro se bImAra par3a gii| prANa nikalane vAle hI the ki usa yuvatI ke mana meM bar3A prAyazcita hone lgaa| isa bhAva ke sAtha ki maiMne kyA se kyA kara DAlA? maiMne saMta hAkuina para itanA bar3A iljAma lagA diyA aura usa saMta kI mahAnatA dekho jisane bagaira kisI taraha kI nanu naca kiye mere iljAma kA varaNa kara liyaa| __ Akhira usase rahA na gyaa| usane apane mAtA-pitA ko apane karIba bulAyA aura kahA, 'satya to yaha hai ki jo bAlaka paidA huA hai vaha saMta hAkuina kA nahIM, varan machalI bAjAra meM rahane vAle eka vyApArI kA hai| maiM marane jA rahI hU~ para marane se pahale maiM isakA prAyazcita karanA cAhatI huuN|' jaba mAtA-pitA ne yaha bAta sunI to unakI A~kheM bhIga gaI ki hama kyA se kyA kara baiThe? lekina usa saMta kI mahAnatA to dekhie ki usane hamAre dvArA lagAye gaye aise cAritryamUlaka lAMchana ko bhI jhela liyaa| sAre gA~va meM usakI apratiSThA ho gaI, magara usakI karuNA khaMDita na huii| taba mAtA-pitA usa kanyA ko apane sAtha lekara saMta hAkuina ke pAsa pahuMce aura sArI sthiti btaaii| saMta muskurAye aura javAba meM kevala itanA hI kahA, 'oha! to aisI bAta hai! ThIka hai|' mAtA-pitA ne vaha bAlaka vApasa le liyaa| bahuta dhyAna denA, sAdhanA kI isa gaharAI para bahuta dhyAna denA ki jahA~ koI AyA yaha apamAna dene ke lie ki isa yuvatI ke dvArA paidA huA bAlaka tumhArA hai aura agara tumane usako jhela liyA, itane bhayaMkara lAMchana ko agara tuma bardAzta kara gae to sAdhaka tumhArI sAdhanA kharI rhii| tuma asAdhAraNa hue| yadi kisI ne tuma para lagAyA gayA lAMchana utAra diyA, taba bhI tumhAre citta kI sthiti agara vaisI hI sahaja aura samatAmUlaka rahe to tuma apane svabhAva ke vijayI hue| 62 kaise jie~ madhura jIvana For Personal & Private Use Only Page #68 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tumhArI sAdhanA amRta sAdhanA bana gii| agara aisA hotA rahA to sAdhaka tumheM duniyA kI koI bhI tAkata vicalita na kara paaegii| duniyA kA koI bhI apamAna vicalita na kara paaegaa| duniyA ke dvArA diyA huA koI bhI pratikAra tumheM khaMDita na kara pAegA kyoMki jo khaMDita hotA hai vaha mara cukA hogA aura jo akhaMDita rahatA hai vaha amara ho cukA hogaa| apane bhItara, apane saMkalpa ko grahaNa karate hue, yaha jAneM ki maiM Aja ke bAda apane svabhAva meM rahane vAlI vaha vikRti, apanI prakRti meM rahane vAlI vaha vikRti, vaha kamI maiM jItUMgA, jItUMgA, jiituuNgaa| yaha sambhava nahIM hone dUMgA ki merI vaha vikRti, merI vaha kamI, merA vaha avaguNa mujhe harA jaae| maiM pazu nahIM ki koI mere gale meM phaMdA DAle, aura mujhe apanI tarapha khIMcatA calA jaae| maiM manuSya hU~, jo apane pApa ko, apane baMdhana ko, apanI phA~sa ko, nikAla kara bAhara pheMka sakatA huuN| puruSArtha kI jarUrata yahIM para hai| yahIM para cAhie Atma-puruSArtha, tumhArA kSAtratva, tumhArI ojasvitA ki tuma apanI kamiyoM ko jIta sako / jItoge to tuma hI jItoge, koI aura nahIM jiitegaa| merI kamiyoM ko maiM jItUMgA aura tumhArI kamiyoM ko tuma jiitoge| mere svabhAva para maiM vijaya prApta kruuNgaa| tumhAre svabhAva para tuma vijaya prApta kro| hAranA aura jItanA donoM sAdhaka para nirbhara karate haiN| hArA huA iMsAna hAre hue juArI kI taraha ghara lauTakara nahIM jaataa| juArI jaba bhI ghara pahu~catA hai to jIta kara pahu~catA hai| hama yahA~ se ghara pahu~ce to eka jIte hue sAdhaka kI trh| apane ghara pahuMce to ghara bhI hamase preraNA paae| apane mu~ha se zekhI na bghaareN| hamArA jIvana hI dUsaroM ke lie preraNA aura udAharaNa bana jaae| hama svayaM apane jIvana ke saMta bneN| hama dhyAna ko tanmayatA se jiieN| jyoM-jyoM dhyAna meM hama eka svabhAva sudhAreM , saphalatA pAe~ 63 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #69 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAtha hote jAe~ge, hamArA svabhAva svataH parivartita hone lgegaa| bhale hI lage ki kala dhyAna kiyA, para abhI taka svabhAva nahIM bdlaa| dhyAna bhI Akhira koI jAdU kA DaMDA nahIM hai ki dhyAna lagAne baiThe aura ho gayA kAma 'phinish'| agara saMkalpa sudRr3ha ho, prayAsa nirantara ho, to sUta kI rassI se patthara para bhI nizAna par3a jAte haiN| dhyAna se svabhAva bhI aise hI badala jAtA hai / kahate haiM, eka daphA indra ne ghoSaNA kara dI thI ki vaha bAraha varSa taka jala nahIM brsaayegaa| logoM ne ghoSaNA suna lI, para isake bAvajUda indra ne dekhA ki kisAna hala calA rahe haiM, jamIna jota rahe haiN| indra ko Azcarya huaa| usane brAhmaNa kA rUpa banAyA aura kisAnoM ke pAsa Akara pUchA, 'kyA tumane indra kI ghoSaNA nahIM sunI?" kisAnoM ne kahA ki hamane ghoSaNA to suna lI, para hama hala calAnA nahIM chodd'eNge| pUchA, 'kyoM?' kisAnoM ne kahA, 'agara hamane hala chor3a diye to hamArI Ane vAlI pIr3hI bekAra ho jAegI / vaha bAraha varSo meM khetI karanA hI bhUla jAegI / indra barase yA na barase, para hama apanA prayatna nahIM choddeNge|' kyA Apa samajha gae ki yaha kahAnI kyA preraNA detI hai? tuma apanA prayatna jArI rakho / bAraha varSoM ke bAda hI sahI khetI to hogI hii| apane svabhAva, apanI AdatoM ko sudhArane ke lie sudRr3ha mana se saMkalpa kara lIjie aura nirantara prayatna kiijie| ApakI sAdhanA phaladAyinI hogii| svabhAva-zuddhi ke lie hama apane mana ke vikAroM aura kamajoriyoM ko samajheM / anta meM, jo bAteM nivedana kara rahA hU~, unheM dila meM gA~Tha bA~dha leN| ina pA~ca bAtoM ko jIvana ke tIna saMkalpa banA leM / pahalI bAta : gussA nahIM kruuNgaa| kisI ko tabhI DA~hU~gA jaba usase pahale usakI tIna galatiyA~ maiM mApha kara cukA hoU~ / 64 For Personal & Private Use Only kaise jie~ madhura jIvana Page #70 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dUsarI bAta : jaise ke sAtha taisA vAlI nIti nahIM apnaauuNgaa| maiM bar3appana rkhuugaa| apanA prajeMTezana aisA ratUMgA ki merA vyavahAra dUsaroM ko AghAta na phuNcaae| tIsarI bAta : apane Apako hara hAla meM sakArAtmaka rduuNgaa| 'pojeTivanesa' buniyAdI maMtra hai svabhAva ko durusta karane ke lie| acchI soca aura acchA najariyA isa bAta ko maiM janmadhUMTI kI taraha pIe rhuuNgaa| cauthI bAta : anubhava batAtA hai ki galata DAlie to galata bAhara AegA, sahI DAlie to sahI bAhara aaegaa| to cAhe TI.vI. ho yA kitAba athavA sohabata, acche svabhAva aura acche caritra ke lie inakA acchA honA jarUrI hai| maiM acchAI ke lie sadA prayatnazIla rhuuNgaa| ___ pA~cavIM bAta : zarAba aura naze se paraheja rkhuugaa| zAMta rahU~gA, saumya rahU~gA, viparIta paristhitiyoM meM bhI apanA dhairya nahIM khouuNgaa| ___ bAkI to ApakI samajha aura saMkalpa hI Apako acche svabhAva, acche necara kA banAne meM AdhArabhUta bneNge| namaskAra! apanI ora se itanA hI nivedana hai| svabhAva sudhAreM , saphalatA pAe~ 65 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #71 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ soca ko banAe~ sakArAtmaka mere priya Atman! manuSya ke mano-mastiSka meM jaba bhI hama kinhIM vicAroM ko uThate hue dekhate haiM to kaI martabA to una vicAroM ko dekhakara jIvana meM sukUna milA karatA hai aura kaI bAra bhItara aise vicAra taraMgita hote hue jJAta hote haiM jinheM dekhakara vyakti svayaM AtmaglAni se bhara uThatA hai| Akhira yaha jo bhI hotA hai, AdamI ke bhItara chupe hue vaibhava aura dAridrya kA hI pratibimba hai / mana ke vicAra AdamI ke jIvana kI sabase bar3I pU~jI haiM, vahIM ye vicAra hI usake jIvana kA sabase bar3A doSa bhI bana jAyA karate haiM / vicAra vyavahAra ke preraka haiN| zIla aura duHzIla donoM ke pIche vicAroM kA prabhAva hotA hai / jaise jisake vicAra, vaisA hI usakA vyavahAra / hara vicAra usake bhaviSya kI AdhArazilA banA karate haiM / acche vicAra, yAnI acchA bhaviSya; bure vicAra yAni burA bhaviSya / 66 kaise jie~ madhura jIvana For Personal & Private Use Only Page #72 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ manuSya ke hAtha meM likhI bhAgyarekhAe~ AdamI kI unnata yA patita vicAra-dhArA ke AdhAra para hI unnata yA patita hotI haiN| isalie vicAroM se bar3hakara vyakti kA koI AMtarika mitra nahIM hotA aura vicAroM se bar3hakara vyakti kA koI zatru bhI nahIM hotA hai| vicAra hI kabhI vaitaraNI bana jAyA karate haiM, to vicAra hI kabhI jIvana kA naMdanavana bana jAte haiN| kisI ko dekhakara yaha bhaviSyavANI karanA bahuta kaThina hotA hai ki yaha jaisA subaha dikhAI diyA thA, vaisA hI zAma ko bhI rhegaa| vaisA hI arddharAtri meM yA vaisA hI kala bhI hogaa| ghar3I bhara meM jo devarUpa meM dikhAI dene lagatA hai, vahI dUsarI ghar3I meM aisA lagatA hai jaise vaha kisI preta-yoni se AyA ho| prema ke kSaNa devatva ke hote haiM to krodha ke kSaNa pretAtmA ke| yaha AdamI kA antarmana hai jisakI dahalIja para kabhI to vyakti devaloka kA pathika ho jAtA hai, to kabhI naraka kI khAiyoM meM lur3haka jAtA hai| mujhe nahIM mAlUma ki saMsAra meM kahA~ svarga hai aura kahA~ naraka? dharma kI kitAboM meM to yaha batAyA gayA hai ki pAtAla ke nIce naraka hai aura AsamAna ke UparI choroM meM svarga hai| manuSya ke antarmana ko dekhatA hU~ to lagatA hai ki AdamI ke bhItara hI koI dharmarAja AsIna hai aura AdamI ke bhItara hI koI yamarAja baiThA huA hai| kisI kAle bhaiMse para car3hakara pAtAla se koI yamarAja nahIM AtA hogaa| AdamI kA mana jaba bhI girane lagatA hai, taba-taba AdamI pAtAla se bhI nIce, naraka kI saira kara AtA hai| jaba bhI hamAre bhAva aura vicAra unnata hone lagate haiM taba-taba hama AsamAna se bhI Upara devaloka sparza kara Ate haiN| maiMne manuSya dekhe haiM aura preta bhI dekhe haiN| maiMne devatAoM ke bhI darzana kie haiM aura maiM pretAtmAoM se bhI milA huuN| maiMne aise iMsAna bhI dekhe haiM jinake bhItara krodha, krUratA aura kAmukatA kA preta nivAsa karatA soca ko banAe~ sakArAtmaka 67 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #73 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hai| maiMne aise logoM ko apane praNAma samarpita kie haiM jinake bhItara saralatA, vinamratA aura udAratA kA devatva adhiSThita hai| dhyAna rakheM, bhagavAna kisI patthara kI mUrtibhara meM nahIM hote / unakA jaba bhI dIdAra kiyA hai, taba-taba yA to vaha apane antarmana meM dikhAI diye haiM yA una logoM ke bhItara jinake jIvana meM zAMti aura sahRdayatA kA nivAsa hai / maiM pratimA ko praNAma karatA hU~ ThIka usI bhAva ke sAtha jisa bhAva se Apa sabako bhI prabhu kI mUrata mAnate hue abhivAdana samarpita karatA hU~ / jitanI suhAvanI mUrti mujhe kisI maMdira meM baiThI huI lagatI hai, Apa loga kyA usase kama suhAvanI mUrtiyA~ haiM? kyA kisI paudhe para khilA huA gulAba kA phUla prabhu kI hI chavi nahIM hai? kyA hamAre ghara meM iThalA rahA bAlaka kAnha-kanhaiyA kA svarUpa nahIM hai ? devatA AsamAna meM nahIM, iMsAna kI najaroM meM nivAsa karate haiN| ve najaroM meM rahane vAlI rozanI meM nivAsa karate haiN| una najaroM ke TheTha bhItara jahA~ najaroM ko prabhAvita karane vAle vicAra hote haiM, unameM preta aura deva rahate haiM, svarga aura naraka rahA karate hai / bahudhA mujhe kisI ke jIvana se jur3I huI eka kahAnI kA vaha aMza yAda AyA karatA hai ki eka vyakti ne apane jIvana meM saMnyAsa le liyA, vaha tapasyA meM lIna ho gayA, usane jaMgalavAsa grahaNa kara liyA / usane arddhanagna avasthA meM kisI per3a kI chAyA ke nIce apane Apako tapAnA zurU kara diyaa| AdamI thA apane jamAne kI laMbI-caur3I pahu~ca rakhane vAlI hastI kA / dhyAna meM baiThA AdamI aura aise kSaNoM meM jaba usa vyakti ke guru ke sAmane yaha prazna khar3A kiyA gayA ki 'bhaMte! jina kSaNoM meM maiM usa sAdhaka ke karIba se gujarA thA, usa samaya usa sAdh ka kI mRtyu ho jAtI to sAdhaka kI kauna-sI gati hotI?" guru ne muskurAkara kahA, 'vatsa! yaha AdamI kA mana hai / pazu ke mana kI to sImA hotI hai kyoMki pazu apanI pazutA se jyAdA nahIM gira sakatA / devatA ke mana kI bhI sImA hotI hai kyoMki vaha apane 68 For Personal & Private Use Only kaise jie~ madhura jIvana Page #74 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ devatva se jyAdA nahIM bar3ha sakatA, para jaba AdamI kA mana giratA hai to pazu se jyAdA gira bhI sakatA hai aura jaba uThatA hai to devatA se bhI jyAdA Upara uTha sakatA hai / deva apanI sImA ko lA~gha nahIM sakatA aura pazu bhI apanI sImA kA atikramaNa nahIM kara sakatA, lekina manuSya ke lie prakRti ne koI sImA nirdhArita nahIM kI hai / samandara kI to koI sImA hotI hogI, para manuSya ke mana kI koI sImA nahIM hai / vaha giranA cAhe to girane kI koI sImA nahIM hai aura uThanA cAhe to uThane kI bhI koI sImA nahIM hai| cUMki manuSya apane antarmana aura apane vicAroM meM sImAoM se ba~dhA huA nahIM hai isalie manuSya a-sIma hai| 1 pazu aura prabhu donoM hI manuSya ke hI do chora haiN| eka ora pazu hai, dUsarI ora prabhu / mana se gire to pazu, mana se uThe to prabhu / yAnI Apa uThanA cAheM to uTha sakate haiM, gire hue to haiM hI / deva bananA cAheM to deva bana sakate haiN| bAkI dopAye jAnavara to haiM hI / girane vAlA bhI AdamI hotA hai aura uThane vAlA bhI AdamI / mahAvIra aura maiksamUlara koI AsamAna se Tapaka kara to nahIM Ate aura gautama aura gauzAlaka koI jamIna ko phor3akara paidA nahIM hote / kaMsa kisI jamIna yA pAtAla kI peTI meM se paidA hokara nahIM Ate aura kRSNa koI maTakI phor3akara nahIM niklte| hama to itihAsa ko kevala mAna sakate haiM ki koI kaMsa huA, koI kRSNa huaa| hamane to itihAsa ko apanI A~khoM se dekhA nahIM hai| hama to kevala mAna sakate haiN| para jIvana meM yaha to jAna hI rahe haiM ki manuSya ke bhItara hI koI kaMsa hai aura manuSya ke bhItara hI koI kRSNa hai| rAma bhI manuSya kI hI pariNati hai aura rAvaNa bhI manuSya kI hI / sura-asura kA bheda svabhAva-bheda aura vicAra-bheda ke calate hI nirmita hotA hai| gA~dhI bhI hamameM se hI koI paidA hotA hai aura goDse bhI hamameM se hI koI prakaTa hotA hai| hA~, hama hI hote haiM vaha jo samrAT azoka bana jAte haiM aura hama hI hote haiM ve, jo sTailina aura hiTalara soca ko banAe~ sakArAtmaka 69 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #75 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bana jAte haiN| yaha iMsAna para nirbhara karatA hai ki vaha apane vicAroM ko, apanI soca, apane ciMtana ko U~cA uThA le to usake lie apane vicAroM se bar3hakara aura koI pU~jI nahIM hotii| aura ye hI vicAra agara tanAva, ciMtA, ghuTana, avasAda, IrSyA se ghira jAe~ to ina vicAroM se bar3hakara aura koI bojha nahIM hotaa| bhalA jo vicAra AdamI ke lie varadAna bana sakate haiM, AdamI unheM apane lie abhizApa kyoM banAe? koI agara pUche ki Apake jIvana kA pahalA saundarya kyA hai? loga kaheMge, AdamI kA nAka sundara hotA hai, AdamI kI A~kha sundara hotI hai, AdamI kA raMga sundara yA asundara hotA hai| mAnA ki ye saba sundara hote haiM, para isase bhI sundara AdamI kA mana, AdamI ke vicAra hote haiN| koI mujhase pUche ki maiMne apane jIvana meM kisa cIja ko sundara banAne kA prayAsa aura puruSArtha kiyA hai to merA javAba hogA, apane hRdaya ko, apane jJAna ko, apane najariye ko, apanI soca, apane cintana ko sundara banAne kA prayatna kiyA hai| maiMne jIvana meM Ane vAle hara viparIta nimitta ke bAvajUda hara viparIta sAdhana, hara viparIta vyakti ke bAvajUda hamezA-hamezA yaha sajagatA banAe rakhI hai ki kahIM usa nimitta ke kAraNa merA antarmana aura merI zAMti to prabhAvita nahIM ho rahe haiN| kahIM usakI viparItatA merI prasannatA aura merI mAnasikatA ko to viparIta nahIM kara rahI hai| vaha hara nimitta svIkArya hai jisase gujarane para hamAre vicAroM kA saundargIkaraNa hotA ho| usa hara nimitta se AdamI ko nirapekSa rahanA cAhie jisake kAraNa hamAre vicAra aura dRSTikoNa prabhAvita aura udvelita hote hoN| agara koI mitra hamAre jIvana meM tanAva kA kAraNa banatA hai to vaha mitra bhI tyAjya hai| agara koI zatru bhI hameM sukUna de rahA hai to vaha zatru bhI svIkArya hai| mUlya dUsare kA nahIM, svayaM kA hai| mUlya dUsaroM ke vicAroM kA nahIM 70 kaise jie~ madhura jIvana For Personal & Private Use Only Page #76 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hai, svayaM ke vicAroM kA hai| mUlya dUsare ke udgAroM kA nahIM, svayaM ke udgAroM kA hai| dUsare kI bolI aura vANI se kahIM jyAdA mUlya apanI bolI aura vANI kA hai| dUsare kI vANI kaisI hai, mUlya isakA nahIM hai| tumhArI vANI kaisI hai, mUlya isa bAta kA hai| vaha galatI kara rahA hai, yA galata bola rahA hai, yaha usakI kamajorI hai| tuma apane para dhyAna do| tumase cUka na ho| tumase chIMkA na TUTa pdd'e| kisI se galatI huI, yaha usakI majabUrI hai, tuma phira bhI salIke kA vyavahAra kara rahe ho, yaha tumhArI vizeSatA huii| dUsarA AdamI agara tira rahA hai to saubhAgya kI bAta hai, para tuma agara DUba rahe ho to dUsare ko bacAne aura na bacAne kA artha hI kahA~ hogA? aisA kauna hogA jise patA cala jAe ki donoM kI dAr3hI meM Aga lagI hai apanI dAr3hI meM bhI aura dUsare kI dAr3hI meM bhii| aisA kauna bevakUpha hogA jo dUsaroM kI dAr3hI meM lagI huI Aga ko pahale bujhaaegaa| maiMne duniyA para jaba najara DAlI aura logoM kI dAr3hI meM Aga jalatI huI dekhI to jaise hI unakI dAr3hI kI Aga bujhAne ke lie prerita huA ki sAmane AInA A gayA aura apanI dAr3hI meM lagI Aga najara AI to pahale hAtha apanI dAr3hI meM calA gyaa| hA~, maiM Apa logoM kI dAr3hI kI Aga jarUra bujhAU~gA, para pahale apanI dAr3hI meM lagI Aga ko bujhaakr| hama apane Apako pahacAneM, apane Apako sundara bnaaeN| vicAroM kA saundarya jIvana kI AdhyAtmika suSamA hai| karma kI sundaratA ke lie vicAra aura hRdaya kI sundaratA anivArya pahalU hai| bhalA jo vicAra, jo ciMtana, jo soca hamAre jIvana ke lie itanA mUlya rakhatI hai jabaki hama apane vicAra aura ciMtana ke prati itane lAparavAha, itane nirapekSa bane rahate haiN| gAlI mana meM A gaI, gAlI Thoka dI, yaha soce bagaira ki gAlI se usakA bhalA yA burA hogA ki nahIM kintu pahale apanA soca ko banAe~ sakArAtmaka 71 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #77 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ burA jarUra ho jaaegaa| Apane kisI ko kahA, 'nAlAyaka kahIM kA!' hogA jarUra vaha naalaayk| ApakA mUlyAMkana rahA hai tabhI to Apane use nAlAyaka kahA hai varanA Apa kahate thor3e hii| para eka aura bhI nAlAyaka hai jisake najariye meM dUsare kI nAlAyakI hAvI ho rahI hai| eka to vaha nAlAyaka hai jo ki nAlAyakI kara rahA hai aura dUsarA vaha nAlAyaka hai jo apane mu~ha se nAlAyaka kaha rahA hai aura tIsarA vaha nAlAyaka hai jo tumhArI nAlAyakI ko nAlAyakI samajha rahA hai| koI-na-koI nAlAyakI hogI hamAre mana meM, tabhI to hama kisI ko nAlAyaka kahate haiM, nAlAyaka dekhate haiM, nAlAyaka mAnate haiN| yaha saba jIvana kI nakArAtmakatA hai| ____ koI kisI ko gadhA kahe to yaha usakI majabUrI hogii| maiM to kahA karatA hU~ ki gadhA hI dUsare ko gadhe ke rUpa meM dekhatA hai| gadhe ko sAre gadhe hI najara Ate haiN| gadhe ko koI hAthI, ghor3A, khaccara dikhAI nahIM detaa| aba nAlAyaka ko dUsarA AdamI lAyaka bhI kaise dikhAI degA? nAlAyaka ko nAlAyaka hI milate haiM, ghor3e vAle ko ghor3evAle hI milate haiM, hAthIvAle ko hAthIvAle hI milate haiN| garIba ko garIba milate haiM, amIra ko amIra milate haiN| jisakA jaisA sTeTasa, usako vaisI hI milatI hai sohbt| __ kyA Apako yAda hai ki jaba Apa gusse meM apane beTe ko bakate ho to kyA-kyA bola baiThate ho? maiMne eka gussaila vyakti ko apane beTe se yaha kahate sunA, 'sAle! sUara kI aulAda!' usakI gAlI sunakara maiM hNsaa| merI ha~sI dekhakara vaha cauNkaa| maiMne kahA, patA hai abhI Apane kyA kahA?' vaha jhaTa se cillA par3A, 'kahA kyA, sUara kI aulAda khaa|' merA javAba sunakara vaha jheMpa gyaa| maiMne kahA, 'priya, vaha agara sUara kI aulAda hai, to tuma kyA hue?' sAvadhAna! apanI bhASA, apanI soca, apane bartAva ke prati sAvadhAna rheN| hama agara apane vicAra, apanI soca, apane najariye 72 kaise jie~ madhura jIvana For Personal & Private Use Only Page #78 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ko, apanI mAnasikatA ko unnata banA leM to bhale hI koI AdamI hameM gadhA kahane vAlA mila jAe, para hama usa gadhe meM bhI AdamI dekha leNge| aura maiM to yaha mAnakara calatA hU~ ki dUsarA vyakti jo sAmane A rahA hai, vaha sambhava hai vaha hameM gadhA kahane ke lie hI A rahA hai| aura gadhA kahegA, Aja nahIM to kala khegaa| yaha hameM Aja hI nirNaya le lenA hai ki yaha jo hameM kala gadhA kahegA hameM Aja usake sAtha kaisA sulUka aura vyavahAra karanA hai? usake prati hameM kaisA najariyA rakhanA hai? hamArI muskAna, hamArI sahajatA, hamArI zAMti taba bhI vahI rahe jaba koI hameM gadhA aura nAlAyaka kahane ke lie tatpara ho| prakRti ne Apako buddhi dI hai, socane kI kSamatA dI hai| Apa isakA upayoga kyoM nahIM karate? A~kha mUMde kaba taka jIte raheMge! zarIra se to hama koI bahuta sazakta nahIM haiN| hamase to jyAdA sazakta aura kaI prANI haiM jinako hama tAkatavara kahate haiN| hamArI tAkata ko to koI bhI prANI cunautI de sakatA hai, para hamArI mAnasika kSamatAoM ko anya koI prANI cunautI nahIM de sktaa| prakRti ne manuSya ko aisI ucca mastiSkIya kSamatAe~ dI haiM ki zAyada usI eka tohaphe ke badale agara vaha prakRti ko sau-sau phUla car3hAe to bhI kama hai| eka macchara bhI kAphI hotA hai AdamI ko vicalita karane ke lie| AdamI zarIra se jyAdA sazakta nahIM hai, lekina prakRti ne AdamI ko eka bahuta bar3I kSamatA dI hai| eka aisI sazaktatA dI hai ki isa eka sazaktatA ke calate iMsAna apanI nirbalatAoM para vijaya para letA hai aura vaha hai socane kI kSamatA, vicArane kI kSamatA, apane vicAra ko unnata se vikAsazIla banAne kI kssmtaa| socanA AdamI kA dharma hai| socanA mastiSka kI prakRti hai| soca to calatI rahatI hai, jaba dekho taba kucha-na-kucha umar3a-ghumar3a calatI hI rahatI hai, lekina dhyAna dene kI bAta yaha hai ki socanA jo manuSya kA prakRtigata lakSaNa hai, kyA hama apanI soca ko ve AyAma de soca ko banAe~ sakArAtmaka 73 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #79 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pAe haiM? kyA hama apane vicAroM ko ve dizAe~ de pAe haiM jo hameM prakAza kI ora le cale, hameM unnata mastiSka kI ora le jAe~, hameM jIvana kI Urdhva kSamatAoM se sAkSAtkAra krvaaeN| socanA eka bahuta bar3I kalA hai, jaise koI kahe ki bolanA eka bahuta bar3I kalA hai| maiM kahU~gA bolanA eka kalA hai, para soca ko unnata banAe rakhanA, usase bhI bar3I kalA hai| jisane apanI soca ko sahI banAye rakhane meM saphalatA pA lI hai, usake jaisA dhArmika koI aura nahIM hogA / usa AdamI meM hI devoM kA nivAsa rahatA hogA, usa AdamI se haTakara koI maMdira ho, zAyada usa para praznacihna hI lagegA | socanA manuSya kA kAma hai / soca hI manuSya hai / manuSya meM se soca ko haTA diyA jAe, to manuSya manuSya kahA~ rahegA? sArthaka soca meM hI jIvana kA ziva chupA hai, sArthaka soca meM hI saundarya kI AtmA basI huI hai | sArthaka soca kA mAyanA hai satyam zivam sundaram / eka soca ko ThIka karanA sampUrNa jIvana ko durusta kara lenA hai / dhyAna rakheM, socanA bahuta bar3I kalA hai / kyoMki isI soca ke calate hI kabhI hama utsAha se bhara jAte haiM aura kabhI hama nirAza ho jAte haiN| isI soca ke calate kabhI hamAre jIvana meM subaha ho jAtI hai to kabhI zAma ho jAyA karatI hai| isI soca kI vajaha se hamAre jIvana meM utsAha aura utsava bhara jAtA hai aura isI soca ke kAraNa koI kAyalAnA jhIla meM AtmahatyA kara liyA karatA hai / loga niyaMtraNa rakhanA cAhate haiM, koI apane bhatIje para koI apane beTe para koI apanI bIvI yA naukara para jabaki insAna khuda kA hI gulAma banA huA hai| AdamI kI soca to usake niyaMtraNa meM hai hI nahIM aura cale duniyA ko kAbU karane ! kyA kahIM aisA nahIM hai ki hama auroM ko jJAna bakhAna rahe haiM jabaki yaha jJAna hamAre apane jIvana meM nahIM hai| jIvana meM aise kisI bhI soca aura vicAra ko abhivyakta mata 74 For Personal & Private Use Only kaise jie~ madhura jIvana Page #80 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ karo jo tumhAre jIvana meM nahIM ho| jina kSaNoM meM koI vyakti tumhAre dvArA kahe gaye vicAroM ke sAtha tumhAre jIvana kA santulana baiThAnA cAhegA to bhale hI kala jo vyakti tumhAre vicAroM ke prati zraddhA rakhA karatA thA, tumhAre jIvana ko dekhakara vaha vyakti tumhAre prati napharata aura glAni se bhara utthegaa| jisa vyakti ke prati vyakti kI zraddhA rahI ho, jaba vahI vyakti napharata ke kAbila ho jAtA hai to usase jyAdA napharata aura kisI ko nahIM kI jA sktii| yaha jIvana kA saca hai| isalie hama thor3A apane vicAroM ko, apanI soca ko, mastiSka ke bhItara jina bIjoM kA aMkuraNa hotA hai, una bIjoM para dhyAna deM, tAki soca aura ciMtana ko sArthaka dizAe~ dI jA skeN| svAbhAvika hai ki vyakti jina bAtoM kA ciMtana-manana karegA, AdamI ke jIvana meM vahI saba-kucha ghaTita hogaa| agara phUloM ko dhyAna se dekho to A~khoM meM phUla maMDarAne lageMge aura tAroM ko dhyAna se dekho to tAre bhI tumase bAteM karane lgeNge| paise ke bAre meM socoge to jIvana meM paisA lakSya banegA, satya ke bAre meM socoge to satya hI jIvana kA lakSya banegA, aura nAmagirI ke bAre meM socane se nAma kamAnA jIvana kA lakSya hogaa| ziva kA manana kareMge to apanA aura auroM kA kalyANa karane kA mana kregaa| bhoga ke bAre meM ciMtana karoge to kisI nArI yA puruSa ko dekhakara vAsanA kI taraMga utthegii| antara-nirmalatA ke bAre meM ciMtana karoge to tuma nArI ho yA puruSa, donoM ke prati sammAna se bhara uThoge, AtmasammAna se, jIvana-sammAna se| jaisI soca, vaisI abhivykti| jaisI abhivyakti, vaisI prvRtti| jaisI pravRtti, vaisI hI aadt| jaisI Adata, vaisA hI critr| agara koI vyakti apane caritra ko, apanI AdatoM ko, apanI pravRtti aura abhivyakti ko, apane ciMtana ko samyak, sArthaka aura unnata banAe rakhanA cAhatA hai to vyakti apanI soca aura apane vicAra ko, apanI mAnasikatA ko samyak rakhe, sArthaka rakhe, suzIla bnaae| soca ko banAe~ sakArAtmaka For Personal & Private Use Only Page #81 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ apanI soca aura apane vicAroM ko hara hAla meM saumya, AnandamayI cetanA se sarAbora rakhane ke lie isa duniyA kA sabase behatarIna jo sUtra hai vaha hai, 'sakArAtmaka soca' / maiM ise sArthaka jIvana kA pahalA aura AkhirI maMtra mAnatA hU~ / yaha soca kA vaha tarIkA hai, ki jise hama hara hAla meM sakArAtmaka banAe rakha skeN| isase bar3hakara hamAre jIvana kA aura koI zreSTha kadama nahIM ho sktaa| koI agara mujhase pUche ki jIvana meM svastha aura sadAbahAra, madhura aura prasanna rahane kA kauna-sA mahAmaMtra hai, to maiM sahajatA se kahU~gA, 'sakArAtmaka soc'| yaha jIvana ko behatara jIne kA pahalA mahAmaMtra hai / Apa gAyatrI maMtra japate haiM, jappU jI japate haiM / navakAra maMtra kA jApa bhI japate haiN| Apa ye saba jarUra jpie| ina japoM se merA koI virodha nahIM hai| maiM maMtra-sumiraNa kA samarthaka hU~ / para isa bAta para gaura kIjie ki kyA kahIM hamAre citta meM, hamAre dimAga meM, nakArAtmakatAe~ to nahIM ghusa rahI haiM? tuma eka japa aura karo aura vaha yaha hai ki hara hAla meM apanI soca ko sakArAtmaka banAe rakho / merA maMtra hai sakArAtmaka soca / maiM isa maMtra kA sahaja anuSThAtA hU~ / aura japa ke lie baiThaka lagAnI par3atI hai, khuda ko tapAnA par3atA hai| maiM jisa maMtra kI bAta kara rahA hU~ usameM karanA kucha bhI nahIM hai, kevala mAnasikatA banAnI hotI hai / merA maMtra kabhI niSphala nahIM jA sakatA / isa maMtra kA camatkAra hAthoMhAtha dikhatA hai aura vaha hai zAMti, mAdhurya, Ananda aura kssmaa| ye to jIvana ke AdhyAtmika mUlya haiN| sakArAtmaka socie, AdhyAtmika vijetA baniye | hara AdamI isa maMtra ko apanA sakatA hai / maiM kahU~gA ki yadi Apa aisA karate haiM to apane jIvana kI nabbe pratizata bImAriyoM, Akroza-krodha se mano-mastiSka ke tanAvoM, ciMtAoM, Diprezana, anidrA, jar3atA, nirAzA jaisI Dhera sArI bImAriyoM se nijAta pA leNge| tumheM abhI nyUrophijiziyana ke pAsa jAne kI jarUrata isalie hai ki tuma apanI ciMtA, ghuTana, Diprezana ke vaicArika 76 kaise jie~ madhura jIvana For Personal & Private Use Only Page #82 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ daladala meM ulajhe hue ho| isase pahalA nukasAna to hameM yaha ho rahA hai ki hamArI UrjA tathA mastiSka kI sabase mUlyavAna kSamatA naSTa ho rahI hai| sakArAtmakatA ke abhAva meM DaoNkTaroM kI mArkeTiMga jabaradasta cala rahI hai| Ama AdamI soca ko, najariye ko sakArAtmaka banAe, to ati uttama, para kama-se-kama apane loga to jo dharma aura sAdhanA ke mArga para kadama bar3hA cuke haiM, yaha saMkalpa leM ki maiM hara hAla meM sakArAtmaka rhuuNgaa| khAsa taura para viparIta vAtAvaraNa bana jAne para, ochI TippaNI suna lene para, dasa logoM ke bIca halkA batAye jAne para, yAnI viparItatA ke bAvajUda hama apane Apa ko sahaja rakheMge, saumya rkheNge| bAta samajha meM na Ae, taba taka isa bAta ko jInA kaThina hai| bAta samajha meM A gaI, to yaha phUla kI khuzabU kI taraha hamAre sAtha hogii| jaise hI lage ki viparIta nimitta AyA aura tatkAla maMtra-sumiraNa kara leM ki sakArAtmaka soc| yA Apa vahA~ se haTa jAe~, isa bAta ko lete hue ki mujhe apane Apa ko sakArAtmaka rakhanA hai| taba nimitta Apa para hAvI na ho pAegA aura Apa apanI zAnti aura saumyatA ko taba hara hAla meM banAe rakhane meM saphala ho jaaeNge| yAda rakheM, sakArAtmaka soca svayaM kA zreSTha dharma hai| isase bar3hakara koI dharma nahIM hotaa| nakArAtmaka soca svayaM hI vidharma hai| isase bar3hakara koI vidharma nahIM hotaa| sakArAtmaka soca svayaM hI puNya hai| isase bar3hakara koI puNya nahIM hotaa| nakArAtmaka soca svayaM hI pApa hai| isase bar3hakara koI pApa nahIM hotaa| agara kisI rAjarSi prasannacaMda ke lie kahA gayA ki yaha agara isa kSaNa maratA to naraka meM jaataa| Akhira kyoM? isa kAraNa ki usakI soca badala gaI, soca nakArAtmaka bana gii| nakArAtmaka soca hI jIvana kA pApa bnii| soca ne hI naraka ke dvAra khole aura soca ne hI svarga ke / saMta banane se bhI jyAdA jarUrI hai soca acchI ho, sakArAtmaka ho| jina kSaNoM meM rAjarSi soca ko banAe~ sakArAtmaka oo For Personal & Private Use Only Page #83 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prasannacaMda kI vicAradhArA sakArAtmaka huI, vicAradhArA ke vidhAyaka banate hI naraka kI ora hone vAlI gati ruka gii| naraka kA rUpAntaraNa ho gyaa| naraka kI bajAya vaha svarga kA sAdhaka bana gyaa| maiMne jIvana meM jahA~ taka mujhe yAda hai, kabhI koI pApa nahIM kiyA hai| isa artha meM kabhI pApa nahIM kiyA ki maiMne apane dila meM kabhI bhI nakArAtmaka vicAroM ko praviSTa nahIM hone diyaa| maiMne jIvana meM Dhera sAre puNya kamAe haiN| isa artha meM ki maiM hamezA sakArAtmakatA ko banAe rakhane meM hI vizvAsI rhaa| maiM jitanA adhika Izvara meM AsthA rakhatA hU~, usase kahIM jyAdA apane vicAra aura vRtti ko samyak, nirmala aura pavitra banAe rakhane ke prati sajaga rahatA huuN| maiM usake prati jyAdA Astika rahatA huuN| merA vizvAsa kisI dharma meM nahIM hai, merA vizvAsa apane Apako dhAraNa karane meM hai| mahAvIra yA buddha ne kyA kahA hai, yaha bAta bahuta mUlyavAna hogii| para merI jihvA se kyA bAta nikala rahI hai, mere lie isa bAta kA bahuta bar3A mUlya hai| maiM aisI koI bAta nahIM kahanA cAhatA jise kahane ke bAda mujhe apanI kahI huI bAta ke lie prAyazcita karanA par3e, yA yaha socanA par3e ki maiMne yaha kyA kaha DAlA! kahane se pahale soca pUrI ho, prakhara ho, prajJA aura manISA se samRddha ho| kahane ke bAda agara prAyazcita bhI karoge to usa tIra kA kyA matalaba jo kisI kamAna se nikala cukA ho| Apa sakArAtmakatA ko apanI pUMjI samajheM, jIvana-mUlyoM kI kuMjI smjheN| jaise hI nakArAtmakatA lAe~ge, hamArA utsAha kSINa ho jaaegaa| jaise hI hama kisI ke prati negeTiva hue, hamAre usake sAtha sambandha zithila aura kSINa ho ge| hAla hI kucha dinoM se dekha rahA hU~ maiM eka aise zakhsa ko jina do logoM ke bIca meM nakArAtmakatA ArUDha ho cukI hai| maiM nirantara yaha pariNAma dekha rahA thA ki vyakti ke hRdaya meM agara nakArAtmakatA ghusa jAe to usake kyA-kyA duSpariNAma hote haiN| maiM kaI dinoM se usa vyakti ke jIvana meM Ae usa nakArAtmaka 78 __ kaise jie~ madhura jIvana For Personal & Private Use Only Page #84 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pahalU kA sAkSI bana rahA huuN| maiM yaha dekhane kI koziza kara rahA hU~ ki nakArAtmakatA ke kahA~, kyA aura kisa sImA taka pariNAma pahu~cate haiM? jaba bhI koI vyakti kisI ke prati eka bAra nakArAtmaka ho jAegA to usake bAda usake mana meM uThane vAlA hara vicAra usa vyakti ke prati nakArAtmaka hogA... nakArAtmaka hogA.... nakArAtmaka hogaa| agara koI tIsarA vyakti isa saMdarbha meM saMketa bhI denA cAhe to vaha saMketa ulTA hI pdd'egaa| isalie kyoMki usa para nakArAtmakatA hAvI ho gaI hai| jaba kisI para nakArAtmakatA hAvI ho jAe to use diyA gayA jJAna, baMdara ko dI jAne vAlI sikhAvana hai| nakArAtmakatA ko maiM zani kI saMjJA duuNgaa| jaise zani kisI para hAvI ho jAe, vaha apanI dulattI mAre bagaira nahIM rahatA, aise hI nakArAtmakatA hai| jaise zani dhanI ko bhI kaMgAla banA detA hai, aise hI nakArAtmakatA bhI prema, zAMti sadbhAvanA, sammAna aura ummIdoM ke tAlA lagA detI hai| vaha hAvI ho jAtI hai kaMgAliyata krodha-Akroza kI, vaira-vaimanasya kI, nirAzA aura avizvAsa kii| do logoM kI negeTiviTI kabhI bhI hAthoM ko jor3egI nhiiN| varan paraspara saTI huI aMgulI ko bhI dusarI aMgulI se dUra karegI; vahIM do logoM kI sakArAtmakatA cAhe kitanI bhI dUrI kyoM na ho, phira bhI setu kA kAma kregii| vaha do rAstoM ko bhI jor3egI, do samAjoM ko bhI jor3egI, do dharmoM, do AdamiyoM ko aura do diloM ko bhI jodd'egii| sakArAtmakatA suI kI taraha hai, nakArAtmakatA kaiMcI kI taraha hai| kaiMcI kevala kATatI hai, suI kaTe hue ko bhI jor3atI hai| kahate haiM, rAma jaba setu kA nirmANa kara rahe the, taba laMkA meM isa bAta ko lekara khaupha paidA ho gayA ki jisa vyakti ke nAma ko bhI patthara para likha diyA jAe, to patthara pAnI meM tirane lagatA hai, taba svayaM usa vyakti meM to na jAne kitanI tAkata hogI? svayaM rAvaNa bhI soca meM par3a gyaa| rAvaNa ko bhI lagA ki rAma meM kucha to vizeSa to hai hii| soca ko banAe~ sakArAtmaka 79 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #85 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rAvaNa ne yaha ghoSaNA karavA dI ki vaha bhI patthara ko pAnI meM tairAkara dikhaaegaa| samudra-taTa para bhIr3a ikaTThI ho gii| rAvaNa ne patthara para likhaa-'raavnn'| patthara ko hAtha meM uThAyA aura praNAma karate hue pAnI meM chor3a diyaa| Azcarya, patthara tirane lgaa| rAvaNa kI jaya-jayakAra hone lgii| rAta ko maMdodarI ne rAvaNa se patthara tirane kA rAz2a puuchaa| maMdodarI jAnatI thI ki rAvaNa kitanA bhI zaktisampanna kyoM na ho, para usake nAma se patthara pAnI meM tirane lage, yaha sambhava nahIM thaa| Akhira rAvaNa ne kahA, "priye! tumase kyA chupAnA? saca to yaha hai ki jaba maiMne patthara pAnI meM chor3A to usase pahale maiMne mana meM kahA, patthara! tumheM rAma kI saugandha, agara tuma pAnI meM DUba gaye to! aura sacamuca patthara pAnI meM na dduubaa| aura phira patthara ke Upara bhale hI rAvaNa kA nAma likhA ho, para patthara ke nIce 'rAma' likhA thaa| ise maiM kahatA hU~ skaaraatmktaa| duzmana meM bhI rahane vAlI acchI cIja kA sammAna karanA sakArAtmakatA ko jIne kA zreSTha tarIkA hai| maiMne jaba se apanA hoza sambhAlA, taba se mujhe apane jIvana meM sabase jyAdA pyArI rahI merI apanI maaN| mA~ se mujhe jisa kAraNa se prema rahA unameM pahalI bAta, usane hamAre lie mahAn tyAga kie| jIvana meM jaba-jaba bhI viparIta nimitta Ate, hamezA mA~ kA svarUpa yAda AtA rhaa| jaba hama bAlaka badamAziyA~ bhI kara lete aura pitA hameM DA~Tane yA pITane lagate, to mA~ yahI kahatI, 'bacce haiM, aba kara bhI diyA to kyA ho gayA?' bAlaka ke dvArA kI gaI galatiyoM ke bAvajUda mA~ kA usake prati sakArAtmaka rukha banAe rakhanA, yaha jIvana kI bahuta bar3I upalabdhi hai| maiMne mA~ ke cehare para kabhI bhI zikana, zikavA yA gusse kI lakIra nahIM dekhii| maiM usa mA~ ko isalie praNAma nahIM karatA ki usane hameM janma diyA hai balki maiM mA~ ko isalie praNAma karatA hU~ ki usakI zAMti, sahiSNutA, sakArAtmakatA virAsata rUpa meM mujhe bhI milI hai| jaba mA~ ke sAmane choTe loga galatI karate to vaha kahA karatI kaise jie~ madhura jIvana 80 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #86 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ thI, 'bacce haiM, bacce to galatiyA~ karate hI haiN'| jaba koI bar3e loga unase kucha kahA karate to kahatI, 'bar3e loga kahane ke lie hote haiM / ve nahIM DA~TeMge to kauna DA~TegA?' to hama jAkara kahate, unhoMne Apako aisA- aisA kaha diyA, to kahatI, 'koI bAta nahIM, mAita hai'| bar3oM dvArA diye gaye ulAhanA ko itanI sahajatA se svIkAra kara lenA aura choToM kI galatI ko itanI sahajatA se mApha kara denA isI kA nAma hai paoNjiTivanesa / isI kA nAma hai skaaraatmktaa| jIvana kA saMtulana, svayaM kI sahajatA aura zAMti kA saMtulana banAe rakhane ke lie isa nasIhata se Apa jo sIkhanA cAheM, vaha sIkha leN| agara koI vyakti hara hAla meM sakArAtmaka banA huA rahatA hai to Apa zAMta raheMge, krodha se bace hue rheNge| Akhira hama apane mAitoM ko to sudhAra nahIM skte| unako to hama kaha nahIM sakate ki gussA mata karo, para hama apane Apako to apane niyantraNa meM rakha sakate haiN| agara lagA ki amuka vAtAvaraNa ThIka nahIM hai, to abhI vahA~ se haTa jAe~ / dUdha koI hamezA thor3e hI uphanatA rahatA hai / jaba aMgIThI meM Aga rahatI hai taba taka uphanane kI saMbhAvanA rahatI hai aura aMgIThI koI hara vakta thor3e hI jalatI rahatI hai! agara caubIsa ghaMTe AdamI ke dimAga meM krodha car3hA huA raha jAe to AdamI ko bukhAra car3ha jAegA / agara AdamI ke dimAga meM caubIsa ghaMTe vikAra kA uphAna bharA huA raha jAe to AdamI ko brena hemareja honA zurU ho jAegA / vastutaH nimitta ko pAkara hI uphAna AyA karate haiM aura hama vApasa zAMta bhI ho jAyA karate haiM / tuma taba punaH usa vAtAvaraNa meM jAo jaba vahA~ kA uphAna zAMta ho jaae| agara tumheM lage ki abhI bhI uphAna barakarAra hai, to tuma abhI to Ae ho do ghaMTe se, para bAda meM AnA cAra ghaMTe se / cAra ghaMTe ke bAda bhI tumheM lage ki abhI uphAna hai, abhI bhI vaisI hI pratikriyAe~ haiM to tuma ATha ghaMTe ke bAda aanaa| isase koI pharka nahIM par3atA ki tuma ATha ghaMTe ke bajAya ATha dina ke bAda Ae, ATha dina ke bajAya tuma ATha mahIne soca ko banAe~ sakArAtmaka For Personal & Private Use Only 81 Page #87 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ke bAda aae| mUlya dinoM kA nahIM hotA, mUlya hotA hai jaba tuma jisa vAtAvaraNa meM pahu~co, agara usa vAtAvaraNa meM tumhAre lie sammAna barakarAra nahIM rahatA to vaha vAtAvaraNa tumhAre rahane ke kAbila nahIM hai| agara maiM Apa logoM ke bIca AU~ aura mujhe lage ki mere prati Apa logoM meM prema aura sammAna nahIM hai to mujhe Apa logoM ke bIca nahIM AnA caahie| ThIka isI kadara Apa mere pAsa Ae~ aura maiM Apake prati prema aura sammAna se bharA huA nahIM hoU~ to ApakA mujha taka Ane kA koI artha nahIM hai| jaba maiM Apake bIca pahu~catA hU~, Apa sabhI mere sammAna meM khar3e ho jAte haiN| maiM Apa logoM kA zukragujAra huuN| zukriyA adA karatA hU~ ki Apa mere sammAna meM isa kadara vinamra haiN| agara maiM apanI ora se vApasa ApakA sammAna na karU~ to yaha merI ora se nakArAtmakatA hai| sammAna kisI ko tabhI milatA hai jaba koI vApasa usake badale meM sammAna dene ke lie tatpara rahatA hai| apane hI bIca baiThI priya Atman gItA aror3A ne mujhasa kahA, 'jaba maiM Apake pAsa AtI hU~, Apa kRpA karake hAtha jor3a kara merA sammAna na kiyA kreN| sammAna to maiM ApakA kruuNgii| sammAna to sadA dene kI cIja hotI hai, lene kI cIja nhiiN|' isa sundara bAta ke lie usakA abhinandana ki sammAna sadA auroM ko dene ke lie hotA hai, lene ke lie nhiiN| usane mujhase mere hI usUla kI bAta khii| sammAna to auroM ko diyA jAe to sammAna kA sammAna bar3hatA hai| sammAna agara auroM se le liyA jAe to sammAna kA kada baunA ho jAtA hai| hA~, yaha auroM ko dene kI cIja hai aura yaha tabhI dI jA sakatI hai jaba hama auroM ke prati sakArAtmaka bneNge| tathA auroM ko bhI usI rUpa meM dekheNge| mAnA Apa mere lie kisI ziSya ke barAbara hoMge, para Apa apane Apa meM kisI ke mAtA-pitA, kisI ke bhAI-bahina bhI to haiN| Apa kA sammAna kiyA jA sake, vaha caitanya-sattA bhI to hai| aura bAtoM ko chor3a bhI deM, taba bhI Apa iMsAna to haiM, Apa meM manuSyatA kI paryAya to hai| Apake bhItara bhI vahI 82 kaise jie~ madhura jIvana For Personal & Private Use Only Page #88 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmA aura cetanA hai jo hara zarIra ke bhItara rahatI hai| sabakA sammAna ho, dharatI ke hara prANI kA sammAna ho, manuSya to kyA prakRti ke hara aMga kA sammAna ho| aura to aura, rAste meM par3A huA koI kA~TA hai to usa kA~Te ko bhI apamAnita mata kiijie| use bhI eka kinAre uThAkara pheMke to sammAna ke sAtha pheNkie| agara Apane kA~Te kA apamAna kara diyA to vaha bhI Apake apamAna kA kAraNa bana jaaegaa| sakArAtmakatA! hara hAla meM skaaraatmktaa| vyavasAya karate ho to vyavasAya meM bhI sakArAtmakatA, kisI ke sAtha vyavahAra ho to vyavahAra meM bhI skaaraatmktaa| pati-patnI ho to kahA-sunI bhI ho hI jAtI hai, para agara rUTha kara baiTha gae to vaha tumhAre lie AtmaghAtaka hogaa| yaha sthiti talAka taka kI naubata lA sakatI hai| Apa sakArAtmaka bnie| Aja nahIM to kala, sAmane vAle kI nakArAtmakatAe~ apane Apa khatma ho jAtI haiN| maiMne kahA 'soca sakArAtmaka ho'| jaba bhI soco sakArAtmaka soco| isase jur3I dUsarI bAta kA bhI dhyAna rakheM ki jaba bhI soco samagratA se soco| apanI soca ko hamezA samagratA die rkheN| kabhI bhI vyagratA ke kSaNoM meM apanI soca, mana aura dilo-dimAga kA upayoga mata kro| vyagratA ke kSaNoM meM kiyA gayA ciMtana, vyagratA ke kSaNoM meM kiyA gayA vicAra, vyagratA ke kSaNoM meM liyA gayA nirNaya ulTe vyagratA ko bar3hAtA hai| vyagratA meM vyakti ulTA-pulTA hI socatA hai| 'acchA, usane mujhe nAlAyaka kahA! ThIka hai| abakI bAra milane de| ullU ke paDhe ko sIdhA na kara dU~ to merA bhI nAma nhiiN|' yAnI vyagratA, vyagratA ko bar3hAtI hai| vyagratA ke kSaNoM meM vyakti apane dimAga ke prati sAvacetI rkhe| jaise hI lage ki ye vyagratA ke kSaNa haiM, Apa tatkAla zvAsa ko zAMta maMda karate hue sthitiprajJa hoN| tatkAla soceM, maiMne apane jIvana kA lakSya banAyA hai ki maiM zAMta rhuuNgaa| isa samaya vyagratA kA vAtAvaraNa hai ataH mujhe apanI zAMti banAe rakhanI caahie| yaha soca ko banAe~ sakArAtmaka 83 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #89 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ antarbodha hote hI vAtAvaraNa bhale hI vahI rahe, kintu mana zAMta rhegaa| tuma yA to zAMti se javAba doge yA phira lAjavAba ho jaaoge| tuma javAba nahIM doge aura viparIta kSaNoM meM, vyagratA ke kSaNoM meM javAba na denA isase bar3hiyA lAjavAba kyA hogA? zAMta, hara hAla meM vyakti isa bAta kA bodha banAe rakhe ki maiM hara hAla meM apanI zAMti ko barakarAra rkhuugaa| Apa dimAga ko ThaMDA rakhie, jubAna ko narama rakhie aura dila meM rahama rkhie| svarga kA sukUna Apake hAtha hogaa| koI vyakti azAMta hotA hai, yaha usakI kamI yA majabUrI hai| maiM usako apanI kamI yA majabUrI nahIM hone duuNgaa| phira cAhe isake lie mujhe kaisA bhI sekrIphAisa kyoM na karanA pdd'e| ____ vyagratA ho to mata soco| jaba bhI kisI bAta para nirNaya lenA ho to samagratA se soco| isa bindu para bhI dhyAna do| usa bindu para bhI dhyAna do, nirNaya para pahuMcane se pahale hara hAni, hara lAbha para apanA dhyAna jarUra kendrita kro| agara bAda meM socanA zurU kiyA hAni hone ke bAda, to yaha tumhAre lie ghATe kA saudA hogaa| ApameM kaI vaNik-putra bhI kahalAte hoNge| ataH vaNik buddhi kA, vyavasAya-buddhi kA upayoga kIjie ki lAbha-hAni kahA~ hai? aura agara brAhmaNa ho to bhI vaNik bana jaao| tuma aura koI jAta yA kauma ke ho to bhI maiM kahU~gA ki tuma vaNik bno| vaNik-buddhi kA upayoga kro| dekha lo isa bindu ko bhI, usa bindu ko bhI, hAni ko bhI, lAbha ko bhii| kisa soca aura kisa vicAra para calane se Apako lAbha hai aura kisa para calane se hAni hai isakA bhI sakArAtmaka nirNaya leN| kyA abhI vyagratA kA kSaNa hai? kyA AzaMkA, Aveza yA durAgrahoM kA kSaNa hai? nahIM, tumhArI sakArAtmaka aura samagratA kI soca kA AbhAmaMDala apane Apa tumhAre vAtAvaraNa ko nirmala karegA, itanA dhIraja avazya dhro| jIvana meM isa taraha ke viparIta vAtAvaraNoM meM jitanA kAma dhIraja AtA hai, utanA kAma aura koI bhI guNa nahIM aataa| kaise jie~ madhura jIvana 84 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #90 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jIvana kI hara viparItatA aura hara viparIta nimittoM kI bIca, hara Akroza, hara Aveza aura uttejanA ke kSaNoM meM dhairya jitanA upayogI banatA hai, maiMne pAyA hai ki utanA aura koI tattva nahIM bntaa| kSamA bhI, karuNA bhI utanI kAma nahI AtI jitanA ki citta meM dhAraNa kiyA huA dhIraja kAma AtA hai| tuma agara pati ho to patnI ko tabhI nibhA sakoge jaba tumhAre bhItara usake gusse ko jhelane kA dhairya rahA * hogaa| agara vaha dhairya nahIM hotA to tuma Aja isa stara taka nahIM pahu~cate aura tuma kabhI bhI talAka ke lie korTa meM pahu~ca jAte aura eka dUsare se kuTTI kara baitthte| __zAMti se soco, samagratA se soco| hara bindu para samagratA se vicAra kro| zAMti agara tumhArI cAhata hai, zAMti agara tumhArA nirNaya hai to use pAne kA, use jIne kA vyAvahArika saralatama mArga hai sakArAtmakatA, paoNjiTivanesa / kRpayA muskurAiye aura saumya mAnasikatA ke sAtha isa bAta ko isa cIja ko apane jehana meM utarane diijie| bhUdAna Ayoga ke caiyaramena bhAI zrIpAla jI siMghI ko sAdhuvAda jarUra dUMgA jinhoMne Ayoga ke tahata sakArAtmaka soca ke saMdeza ko pUre pradeza meM, prazAsana ke hara daphtara taka pahu~cAne kI pahala kI hai| apane svArtha ke lie sabhI loga rAjanIti karate haiM kintu unhoMne mAnavatA ko svastha aura saumya banAne ke lie rAjanIti kA upayoga kiyA hai| aura loga bhI unase preraNA avazya leN| sakArAtmaka socie, saphalatA paaiye| apanI ora se itanA hI hI nivedana hai| ApakI antazcetanA ko prema-pulakita prnnaam| soca ko banAe~ sakArAtmaka 85 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #91 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ behatara jIvana ke lie yoga apanAe~ mere priya Atman! ___ yoga jIvana kA oja hai, jIvana kI UrjA hai| yaha jIvana ko jIne kI behatarIna kalA hai| eka aisI kalA jo hamAre jIvana ko adhika svastha, adhika prasanna aura adhika UrjAvAn banAtI hai| hajAroM-hajAra varSoM ke cintana aura manana ke pazcAt RSi-muniyoM ne mAnava-jIvana ke abhyutthAna ke lie, usake AdhyAtmika svAsthya, zAMti aura samRddhi ke lie yoga kA mArga prazasta kiyA hai| yoga to eka aisA mArga hai jisa para sAre dharma Akara kendrita hote haiN| sAre paMtha aura paramparA jisa mArga kA sammAna karate haiM, vaha yoga hI hai| ___Aja sAre vizva kA dhyAna jisa mArga para kendrita huA hai, vaha yoga hI hai| jyoM-jyoM manuSya yoga se milane vAlI zAMti aura zakti ko 86 kaise jie~ madhura jIvana For Personal & Private Use Only Page #92 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samajhegA, apane jIvana ke lie usakI AvazyakatA aura upayogitA ko mahasUsa karegA, tyoM-tyoM yaha sArA yuga, sArA vizva antataH yoga kI hI zaraNa meM aaegaa| jahA~ duniyA kI sArI auSadhiyA~ niSphala ho jAe~, sAre mArga avaruddha ho jAe~, taba bhI vahA~ eka mArga, eka auSadhi bacI huI rhegii| vaha mArga, vaha auSadhi yoga hogaa| Aja 'yogA' aura dhyAna ke nAma para, bhAratIya saMta jisa kadara pUre saMsAra meM chAe hue haiM, utane zAyada pichale hajAra sAloM meM bhI na chA pAe hoNge| unakI agara koI zakti hai, unake pAsa agara koI pagaDaNDI hai, jIvana kI zuddhi kA koI ghATa hai to vaha ekamAtra yoga hai| hamArI yaha badakismatI hai ki jisa bhArata meM yoga kA janma huA, vahA~ ke loga saMbhavataH yoga se jitane dUra ho gaye, utanA zAyada pUrA vizva bhI nahIM huaa| ___ agara bhraSTAcAra hai, AtaMkavAda hai, roga hai, anIti yA aura bhI kisI taraha kI burAI yA bImArI hai to maiM kahU~gA, vaha isalie hai kyoMki bhArata aura bhAratIya samAja apane jIvana ke sAtha yoga ko vyAvahArika taura para jor3a nahIM pA rahA hai| yoga to apane Apa meM kalpataru vRkSa kI taraha hai ki jo bhI vyakti usake pAsa pahuMce aura usase jo bhI mA~ganA cAhe, vaha mA~ga sakatA hai| yoga to apane Apa meM cintAmaNi ratna kI taraha hai ki usake pAsa jAo aura jAne mAtra se hI, usakI eka kiraNa pAne mAtra se hI AdamI ke mana kI cintAe~ dUra ho jAyA karatI haiM, tanAva aura dimAga ke bojha utara jAyA karate haiN| __ yoga to mA~ kA vaha A~cala hai jo hamezA apanI hara saMtAna ke lie khulA rahatA hai| mA~ apane pApI beTe ke lie bhI apanA A~cala khulA rakhatI hai aura apane puNyazAlI beTe ke lie bhii| puNyazAlI AdamI ko to hara koI apane gale lagAnA cAhegA, para kyA duniyA meM aisA koI samAja, dharma yA paMtha hai jo kisI pApI ko, cora ko, vyabhicArI ko yA galata pravRtti meM jakar3e jA cuke AdamI ko bhI zaraNa de sake? hA~, yoga hI eka aisA mArga hai jo sabake lie zaraNabhUta hai| yaha to ziva kI taraha behatara jIvana ke lie, yoga apanAeM 87 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #93 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hai jo sura ko bhI varadAna detA hai aura asura ko bhii| yoga pApI ko puNyAtmA banAtA hai aura puNyAtmA ko paramAtmamayI dazA taka pahu~cAtA hai / yoga azubha ko zubha kI ora tathA zubha ko zuddhatA kI ora le jAne vAlA rAstA hai| yaha to vaha ghATa hai jisa para pahu~ca kara AdamI apane janma-janma ke mailoM ko dho DAlatA hai / zAyada kisI maMdira se kisI apAhija AdamI, kisI kor3hI yA kisI choTI jAta ke AdamI ko dutkArA jA sakatA hai lekina yoga vaha pavitra mArga hai, jisakI zaraNa meM jo bhI AtA hai, yoga use usakA svAsthya detA hai, use usakI mAnasika zAMti detA hai| yoga Apake mastiSka kI kSamatA ko durusta karatA hai| yoga hamAre mAnasika vikAroM ko kATane kI chainI aura hathaur3I hai / vaha jIvana kI nakArAtmakatAoM ko haTAtA hai aura sakArAtmakatA ko AtmasAt karAtA 1 yoga yAnI apane Apase jur3anA aura viyoga yAnI apane Apase ttuuttnaa| bar3e acche zabda haiM yoga, saMyoga aura viyog| vaha avasthA saMyoga kahalAtI hai jahA~ hama kisI nimitta ko pAkara usase jur3ate haiM aura jaba usa nimitta se hama bichur3a jAte hai to vaha avasthA viyoga kahalAtI hai| para jahA~ binA kisI nimitta ke, binA kisI sAdhana ke vyakti apane Apa se jur3A huA raha sake, usakA nAma yoga hai / yoga to vaha mArga hai, vaha maz2Ara hai, maMdira kA vaha sopAna hai jahA~ hara koI zaraNa le sakatA hai / yaha mA~ kA A~cala hai / mA~ ke A~cala se jyAdA karIba kI cIja iMsAna ke lie aura koI nahIM huA karatI haiN| eka lar3akI galata sohabata ke kAraNa pApamaya rAstoM ko akhtiyAra kara cukI thI / pApoM ko jIne kI use aisI Adata par3a gaI ki usane apanI vidhavA mA~ ko bhI chor3a diyA aura una-una galata rAstoM para jAtI, bar3hatI calI gaI jo ki AdamI ko hamezA patana ke garta meM girAte haiM / sadAcAra ke rAstoM se vaha phisala gaI aura durAcAra ke rAstoM para vaha bar3ha 88 For Personal & Private Use Only kaise jie~ madhura jIvana Page #94 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ clii| Akhira jina logoM ko usakA upabhoga karanA thA, kara liyA aura usa lar3akI ko unhoMne chor3a diyA / lar3akI akelI par3a cukI thI / usane socA ki aba vaha kare to kyA kare? use aura kucha karane kA na sUjhA to usane AtmahatyA karane kA mAnasa banA liyaa| nirAza, asahAya banA huA vyakti marane ke alAvA bhalA soca bhI kyA sakatA hai? lar3akI ne socA ki maiM marU~ usase pahale kama-se-kama apanI vidhavA bUr3hI mA~ ko to dekha AU~ / yaha socakara vaha vApasa apane ghara kI tarapha lauTane lgii| usakI himmata nahIM ho pA rahI thI / usane amAvasa kI aMdherI rAta kA cayana kiyaa| 'usa aMdherI oTa meM maiM jAU~gI aura mA~ kI kuTiyA ke pAsa pahu~cakara khir3akI meM se jhA~kakara mA~ ko dekha lU~gI aura vahA~ se vApasa lauTa AU~gI / ' aisA usane socA 1 aMdherI galiyoM meM calate-calate vaha apane ghara ke pAsa pahu~cI to vaha yaha dekhakara daMga raha gaI ki usake makAna kA daravAjA khulA par3A thaa| vaha kisI anahonI ghaTanA kI AzaMkA se ghabarA uThI / use lagA ki AdhI rAta ke vakta merA makAna kyoM khulA hai? kahIM anahonI to nahIM ho gaI hai| vaha ghabarA gaI aura acAnaka usake mu~ha se cIkha nikala par3I "maaN"| aura tabhI bhItara se AvAja AI, 'hA~ biTiyA ! to Akhira tU lauTa aaii| tumhArA svAgata hai|' yaha kahate hue mA~ bhI bAhara nikala aaii| lar3akI apane Apako roka nahIM sakI aura daur3a kara mA~ ke pAsa pahu~cI / vaha mA~ se lipaTakara rone lgii| mA~ kI A~kheM chalachalA AI / mA~ ke A~cala ne use apanI goda meM, apane Agoza meM le liyA / biTiyA ne kahA, 'mA~! maiM tumhArA pavitra prema pAne ke yogya nahIM huuN|' mA~ ne kahA, 'beTI, mA~ kA A~cala to sadA samAna rUpa se khulA hotA hai| yadi tuma ghara se bhAga bhI gaI thI taba bhI mA~ kA A~cala to apanI saMtAna ke lie zaraNasthala hI huA karatA hai|' behatara jIvana ke lie, yoga apanAeM For Personal & Private Use Only 89 Page #95 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ biTiyA ne pUchA, 'mA~, para eka bAta tuma mujhe batAo ki AdhI rAta ke karIba makAna kA daravAjA kyoM khulA hai?' ___ mA~ ne kahA, 'beTI! jisa dina se tuma yahA~ se gaI thI usa dina se caubIsa ghaMTe yaha daravAjA khulA rahA hai| mujhe vizvAsa thA ki Aja nahIM to kala, kala nahIM to parasoM, eka-na-eka dina tuma jarUra apanI mA~ ke pAsa aaogii| yaha daravAjA isalie khulA rakhA thA tAki tuma dina meM Ao yA rAta meM, subaha Ao yA sA~jha meM, jaba bhI Ao to tumheM yaha ahasAsa rahe ki isa ghara meM tumhArA sadA svAgata hai|' ___ mA~ kA A~cala sadA svAgata karane ko tatpara rahatA hai| yoga kA A~cala bhI prANimAtra ke kalyANa ke lie sadA khulA huA rahatA hai| duniyA meM hara puNyAtmA ke pIche pApa kI eka gaTharI ba~dhI huI rahatI hai| hara dAnavIra ke pIche pApa kI kahAnI chupI rahatI hai, hara dharmAtmA ke pIche pApa kI chAyA chipI huI rahatI hai| duniyA meM koI dUdha kA nahAyA nahIM hotA, koI pUrNa nahIM hotaa| kisI kA pApa jyAdA hai to kisI kA pApa kama hai| jisako apane pApoM kA ahasAsa ho cukA, vaha hara vyakti yoga kI zaraNa meM A jAegA aura apane pApoM se mukta hone kA prayAsa zurU kara degaa| jisa dina bhI manuSya ko apane pApoM kA ahasAsa hogA usa dina hara puNyAtmA kI A~khoM se bhI A~sU ddhulkeNge| ___ hama saba logoM meM se jina-jina logoM ko apane jIvana meM apane chipe hue pApoM aura vikAroM kA, apane bhItara chipe hue kaSAyoM kA thor3A bahuta ahasAsa hai, thor3A bahuta bodha hai, usa hara vyakti ko Atmabodha kI lalaka, Atmabodha kI kiraNa dene ke lie maiM yoga kA mArga apanAne kI bAta kahanA caahuuNgaa| gItA ne kabhI yoga ko apanI bhASA meM kahA thA 'samatvaM yoga ucyte'| pUchA gayA bhagavAna se ki yoga kyA hai? javAba milA, 'samatva' ko hI yoga kahA jAtA hai| jIvana kI viSamatAoM ke bIca, parivAra aura samAja kI viSamatAoM ke bIca citta kaise jie~ madhura jIvana For Personal & Private Use Only Page #96 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ meM rahane vAlI samatA kA nAma yoga hai| __buddha se pUchA gayA, 'bhaMte! yoga kyA hai?' buddha ne kahA , 'kuzala pravRttiH yogH|' manuSya ke dvArA saMpAdita kI jAne vAlI samyak pravRtti kA nAma hI yoga hai| pataMjali se jaba yahI savAla kiyA gayA ki 'prabhu, yoga kyA hai?' to javAba milA -- yogazcita-vRttiH nirodhaH' arthAt citta kI niraMkuza vRttiyoM para apanA aMkuza aura nirodha lagAnA hI yoga hai| Aja kA eka pracalita zabda hai 'nirodha' / nirodha kA artha hai roknaa| hara koI isa zabda se paricita hai| apane citta kI caMcala vRttiyoM ko rokanA aura una para nirodha lagA denA hI yoga hai| rAta-dina jo uThA-paTaka, jo yAtAyAta hamAre antarmana meM cala rahI hai, usase apane Apako nirapekSa kara lenA hI yoga hai, nirodha hai| zAMta sAkSI-bhAva hI citta para aMkuza lagAne kA mUla maMtra hai| agara koI vyakti yoga ko jInA cAhe to maiM kahU~gA ki use bAharI taura para hAthI para aMkuza lagAnA hogaa| bAharI aMkuza lagAne ke lie hiMsA se baceM, jhUTha se baceM, corI se baceM, anAvazyaka saMgraha para aMkuza lgaaeN| ina bAtoM ko cAhe Apa mahAvIra kA vrata kaha deM, cAhe buddha ke paMcazIla kaha deM yA pataMjali ke pA~ca yama kaha deN| hiMsA, jhUTha, corI, vyabhicAra aura saMgraha para apanA aMkuza lagAnA yoga kA praveza-dvAra hai| yogI yoga sAdhatA rahe, para jIvana meM agara pApa palatA hI calA jAe to yoga karane vAlA, dhyAna dharane vAlA, sAmAyika, vrata tathA pUjA-pATha karane vAlA vyakti kisI kone meM jAe aura ekAMta meM baiThakara soce ki maiM hara sA~jha ko pratikramaNa karatA hU~ aura hara subaha pApoM ko doharAtA huuN| kahIM hamArI hAlata aisI to nahIM ho rahI hai ki loga jAte haiM puSkara snAna karane ke lie| aura socate haiM ki hamAre pApa kaTe para jaise hI bAhara vApasa Aye ki pApa zurU ho gye| haz2a karane mAtra se pApI hAz2I nahIM ho jaataa| kahAvata hai, 'billI sau cUhe khAkara haz2a karane jAtI hai', para isase kyA? vApasa Ajamagar3ha meM behatara jIvana ke lie, yoga apanAeM 91 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #97 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Ae to vApasa vahI saba kucha karane laga jAtI hai| haz2a pavitra kArya hai| haz2a-yAtrA ke lie kadama bar3hAne se pUrva paMca yama, paMcazIla, paMca vrata apanAne par3ate haiN| yoga bhItara kI haz2ayAtrA hI hai| hama bhItara meM dhyAna dhareM para bAhara bhI zAMti, samatA aura maryAdA kA bhI viveka rkheN| loga kolhU ke baila kI taraha jIte haiM aura vahI rojAnA ghoTate rahate haiN| unakI totA-raTaMta jArI rahatI hai| unheM na jIvana meM mukti kA ahasAsa hai, na bodha; na sudharane kI koI taiyArI, na koI mAnasa-zuddhi saMkalpa, phira to vahI hAlata hogI jo hAlata hAthI kI huA karatI hai| ___hAthI utaratA hai sarovara meN| vaha jama kara snAna karatA hai, para jaise hI vaha bAhara AtA hai, apanI sUMDa se miTTI uThA-uThAkara phira se apane zarIra para DAla detA hai| apana saba loga itane hI dhArmika haiN| dharma ke nAma para dharma bhI roja karate haiM aura pApa ke nAma para pApa bhI rojAnA doharAte rahate haiN| isIlie pratikramaNa sArthaka nahIM hotA, sAmAyika sArthaka nahIM hotI, sAdhutA sArthakatA nahIM de paatii| ghANI kA baila calatA rahatA hai, para apane Apa ko kahA~ pAtA hai? arthAt vahIM jahA~ se usane zuruAta kI thii| hama loga bhI isa bAta se preraNA leN| Apa apanI umara kI par3atAla kareM aura soceM ki dasa sAla pahale Apa kaise the? usase dasa sAla pahale Apa kaise the? agara bIsa sAla pahale jaise the, vaise Aja bhI haiM arthAta vahI gussA, vahI cir3acir3Apana, vahI khIjha, vahI ciMtA, to isakA matalaba hamArA zarIra jarUra bUr3hA ho rahA hai, para hama bujurga nahIM ho pA rahe haiN| hama bIsa sAla pIche haiN| hama pichar3e hue loga haiN| kucha loga to aura bhI adhika pichar3e hue haiN| jo jIvana se pATha na sIkha pAe, Age na bar3ha pAe, ve pichar3e hI khlaaeNge| yama-niyama, Asana, prANAyAma, pratyAhAra, dhyAna, dhAraNA aura samAdhi dvArA pataMjali ne eka suvyavasthita jIvana-vijJAna diyA hai| eka sisTemeTika sAiMsa, jIvana kA eka vyAvahArika AdhyAtmika vijnyaan| hama hiMsA, jhUTha, corI aura vyabhicAra Adi para aMkuza lagAe~ aura prabhu 92 kaise jie~ madhura jIvana For Personal & Private Use Only Page #98 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kI bhakti kareM / tapa aura svAdhyAya se apane Apa ko jor3eM, yaha huA niyama / vyakti dhyAna meM eka ghaMTe sthiratApUrvaka baiTha sake, isake lie jarUrI hai ki vyakti yogAsana - vyAyAma avazya kare tAki usake zarIra kI jar3atA TUTe aura use sphUrti kI prApti ho / zarIra kI jar3atA ko tor3ane ke lie hara vyakti yogAsana sampAdita kre| maiM kahanA cAhU~gA ki Asana aura yogAsana ko hama utanA hI mUlya deM jitanA ki bhojana karane ko mUlya aura mahattva dete haiM / roga kATane kI davA AdamI ke hAtha meM hai bazarte AdamI pratidina yogAsana kre| loga eka ghaMTA DhaMga se baiTha bhI nahIM paate| maiM to kahU~gA ki jitanI tanmayatA se baiThakara Apa mujhe sunate haiM, utanI tanmayatA se dhyAnayoga ko sAdheM / tanmayatA hI dhyAnayoga kI sIr3hI hai| Apa jarA dekhie ki loga yahA~ kitanI zAMti aura tanmayatA se sunate haiN| hajAroM loga yahA~ upasthita haiM phira bhI dazaharA maidAna meM eka suI bhI gira jAe, to AvAja A jaaegii| aisI hI tanmayatA dhyAnayoga ke sAtha hone lage, to yoga jIvana ke lie kisI camatkArI pariNAma kA AdhAra ho sakatA hai eka ghaMTe taka sthiratA ho, japa meM, dhyAna meM baiTha sakeM, isake lie yogAsana jarUra kiijie| apane zarIra kI jar3atA, pramAda aura taMdrA ko tor3ane ke lie yogAsana prathama anivAryatA hai / hama apanI sA~soM ko jo prANavAyu bhItara-bAhara A-jA rahI hai usa AtI-jAtI prANavAyu ko, ko, zuddha oNksIjana ko pUre zarIra meM saMcArita karane ke lie prANAyAma karate haiM / arthAt lI jA rahI tathA chor3I jA rahI sA~sa ko eka aisI prakriyA dI jAtI hai ki vaha sA~sa, vaha prANavAyu hamAre pUre zarIra meM saMcArita aura prabhAvI ho, hamAre rakta meM, hamArI dhamaniyoM meM hamArI nAr3iyoM meM zuddha prANavAyu saMcArita ho aura azuddha prANavAyu, kArbana-DAI-oNksAiDa kA bAhara virecana ho, yahI prANAyAma hai | zarIra kI svasthatA ke lie yogAsana jitanA lAbhaprada hai, prANAyAma behatara jIvana ke lie, yoga apanAeM For Personal & Private Use Only 93 Page #99 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhI utanA hI sahayogI hai| jo kAma yogAsana nahIM kara pAtA, vaha kArya prANAyAma kara letA hai| Apa kucha halke-phulke sarala yogAsana apane jIvana ke sAtha jor3a leN| DaoNkTara kI pahalI salAha hotI hai ki Apa TahaleM, yogAsana kreN| haDDiyoM ke roga to eksarasAija se hI durusta hote haiN| pahale kisI jAnakAra vyakti se sIkha leM, phira khuda kreN| yogAsana ke sAtha prANAyAma bhI karanA siikheN| kucha prANAyAma sA~sa lene se jur3e haiM aura kucha sA~sa chor3ane se jur3e haiN| zarIra ke rogoM ko kATane ke lie dasa minaTa taka lambI gaharI sA~sa chor3eM, jabaki bhItara ke caitanya kendroM ko sakriya karane ke lie dasa minaTa taka kevala lambI gaharI sA~sa leN| donoM ke apane-apane phAyade haiN| rAmadeva mahArAja kevala prANAyAma ke bUte para hI saikar3oM taraha ke roga ThIka karane kI gAraMTI lete haiN| ve to batA sakate haiM, para karanA phira bhI Apako hI hai| __ prANAyAma ke bAda hai prtyaahaar| aba hamArI pravRtti antarmukhI huii| pratyAhAra yAnI antarmukhI hone kI phl| jaba hama apane bhaTakate hue citta ko eka sthAna para vApasa lAne kI jo koziza karate haiM, usa sthiti kA nAma hai prtyaahaar| jise pataMjali ne pratyAhAra kahA hai, mahAvIra ne usI ko pratikramaNa kahA hai| pratikramaNa kA artha kevala itanA-sA na samajheM ki yaha kisI kitAba meM likhA huA pATha hai, sUtra hai, jise par3ha liyA aura pratikramaNa ho gyaa| pratikramaNa, pratyAhAra, pardUSaNa ye sabhI paryAyavAcI zabda haiM aura inakA artha hotA hai hamArA mana jina-jina rAga-dveSa-janita sthitiyoM meM ulajha cukA hai, vahA~-vahA~ se apane citta ko vApasa apane Apa meM lauTA lAnA pratikramaNa hai, pardUSaNa hai| __ise yoM samajheM ki jaise koI cir3iyA dinabhara AsamAna meM ur3atI hai, dAnA-pAnI kI vyavasthA karatI hai, kintu sA~jha Dhalate hI vaha cir3iyA 94 kaise jie~ madhura jIvana For Personal & Private Use Only Page #100 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ apane ghauMsale meM lauTa AyA karatI hai, ThIka isI kadara apane Apako apane Apa meM lauTA lAne kA nAma pratyAhAra hai, pratikramaNa hai| jaise sUraja dinabhara dharatI ko apanI kiraNe detA hai aura sA~jha hone para apanI kiraNoM ko apane Agoza meM sameTa letA hai, vaise hI jina-jina se Apane dinabhara meM sambandha kiyA, dostI kI, duzmanI kI, jhUTha-sA~ca kiyA, jo kucha kiyA, jahA~-jahA~ hamArA citta simaTA, ba~TA, bikharA, vahA~-vahA~ se apane Apako lauTA lAne kA nAma hI hai prtyaahaar| aura jaba AtmasaMkalpapUrvaka, manoyogapUrvaka apane citta ko sthira karane kA jo prayAsa karatA hai ki maiM AtmabhAve apane Apa meM ramaNa karU~gA; yaha jo dhAraNa kiyA jAne vAlA saMkalpa hai isakA nAma hai dhaarnnaa| jaba vyakti apane citta meM dhAraNa kiye hue saMkalpa ke sAtha, usa dhyeya ke sAtha, usa lakSya ke sAtha ekalaya, ekatAna, ekarUpa hotA hai to usa ekatAnatA kA nAma hai dhyaan| apane meM lauTanA pahalA caraNa, apane ko dhAraNa karanA dUsarA caraNa aura dhAraNa kiye hue meM ekalaya honA dhyAna kA tIsarA caraNa hai| __ dhyAna ke daurAna jise hamane apanA lakSya banAyA hai, jaba vyakti usakI parama, sarvocca avasthA ko upalabdha kara letA hai to usa aMtima pariNati kA nAma hai 'samAdhi' / yama-niyama se zurU hone vAlI yoga kI yAtrA dhyAna aura samAdhi para jAkara pUrNa hotI hai| yaha yoga kA mArga hai| hama yoga kI vyAvahArika dRSTi leM, jise ki Apa apane vyAvahArika jIvana meM sahajatayA jI sakate haiN| jaba taka gura hAtha na lage taba taka mATI se dIyA banAnA kaThina hai| hAtha meM mAlA lekara jApa karanA kaThina hai aura jApa kara bhI loge to mana ko sthira karanA kaThina hai| aisA kauna vyakti hai jo zAMti se baiThe aura mana meM usake bhAgamabhAga zurU na ho? Apa loga to dhArmika haiM, choTe-bar3e vrata bhI karane vAle haiM, para mana meM sthiratA nahIM hai| agara gura hAtha laga jAe to maiM kahU~gA ki yoga kA mArga sarala hai| svAsthya, zAMti aura samAdhi ke lie itanA sarala mArga hai ki behatara jIvana ke lie, yoga apanAeM For Personal & Private Use Only Page #101 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ duniyA meM isase jyAdA sarala mArga aura koI nahIM hai / prANAyAma taka yoga 'kriyA' hai| prANAyAma se Age yoga 'antarkriyA' hai| antarkriyA ke mArga meM kucha karanA nahIM par3atA kyoMki yaha to hone kA mArga hai / apane ApameM hone kA mArga hai| Apa jahA~ baiThe haiM, jisa Dagara para haiM, jisa pahAr3I para haiM, hara jagaha yoga ko apane sAtha jor3A jA sakatA hai / Apa agara mehatanakaza haiM to maiM yoga kA vaha dRSTikoNa denA cAhU~gA jise atIta meM kabhI kRSNa ne karmayoga kI saMjJA dI thii| vyakti kA vaha kArya aura kartavya karmayoga bana jAtA hai jaba vyakti use kartAbhAva se mukta hokara saMpAdita karatA hai / 'maiM' ke isa bhAva se mukta hokara kiyA jAne vAlA kArya bhI yoga hai| kArya to vahI hogA, para kArya ke prati najariyA badala jAegA / jIvana meM milane vAlI asaphalatAoM se nirAza hokara baiTha jAne vAloM ke lie karmayoga hai| yAnI karma karo, phala kI AkAMkSA mata rkho| zAyada ahiMsA meM vizvAsa rakhane vAle loga sabase kama khetI karate haiN| ahiMsA meM vizvAsa karane vAle loga sabase kama hariyAlI ugAte haiN| maiM kahanA cAhU~gA ki duniyA meM agara sabase jyAdA khetI aura hariyAlI kA vikAsa kisI ko karanA cAhie to ahiMsA meM vizvAsa rakhane vAle logoM ko karanA caahie| jo vyakti ahiMsA meM vizvAsa rakhatA hai, vaha agara hala calAegA to choTI-se-choTI cIMTI aura makor3e ko bhI bacAnA caahegaa| gehU~ to tumheM khAne hoMge, anAja kA to tumheM upabhoga karanA hI hogA, para tuma kevala upabhoga para hI dhyAna mata do, usake utpAdana para bhI dhyAna do / kevala upabhoga meM hI yaha viveka nahIM honA cAhie ki vaha ahiMsAmUlaka ho varan utpAdana meM bhI viveka ho ki vaha ahiMsAmUlaka ho| agara Apa utpAdana ke sAtha ahiMsA ko jor3a leM to yaha sarAhanIya kRtya hogaa| yadi Apa utpAdana para dhyAna deMge to zAyada camar3e ke jUte 96 For Personal & Private Use Only kaise jie~ madhura jIvana Page #102 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nahIM phneNge| agara Apa utpAdana para dhyAna nahIM deMge taba to Apa kevala bAjAra gaye aura jAkara sIdhe jUte kharIda kara le aae| utpAdana para dhyAna dene vAle loga kapar3e ke jUte aura cappala phneNge| maiM kahU~gA ki abhI ahiMsA tumheM phira se samajhanI hogii| kevala upabhoga ke dAyare meM hI ahiMsA ko jIvita nahIM kiyA jAnA cAhie balki utpAdana ke dAyare meM bhI ahiMsA kA aMkuza laga jAnA caahie| ___ khetI kIjie, koI dikkata nahIM hai| Apa aura zreSTha utpAdana kara skeNge| aba to ahiMsAmUlaka khetI honI cAhie jisameM hiMsA kama-se-kama huI ho| kabhI gItA ne kahA thA 'karmaNyevAdhikAraste mA phaleSu kadAcana' karma karanA tumhArA karttavya, zrama karanA tumhArA karttavya hai| phala pAne kI AkAMkSA rakhanA tumhArA karttavya nahIM hai| phala tumheM svataH milegaa| kArya aura karttavya tumhArA kAma hai| phala ko tumhAre kArya kA pariNAma hogA hI hogaa| isalie jo kucha karo, use prabhu ko samarpita kara do| kaho, 'he prabhu! yaha jo mehanata kI, vaha tumheM smrpnn|' Apane maMdira meM phUla to car3hAai hI hoNge| maiM kahU~gA ghara meM jaba kacarA nikAleM to vaha bhI use car3hA denA jise tuma phUla car3hAte ho| phUla bhI tumane bhejA aura kacarA bhI tumane bhejaa| terA tujhako arpaNa! / ___ apane karma ko agara hama kartA-bhAva se mukta hokara, apane kArya ko agara hama pUjA banAkara sampAdita kareM to hamArA hara kArya prArthanA banatA calA jaaegaa| zAyada maMdira meM hama eka-do ghaMTe baiThate haiM, para ATha ghaMTe nahIM baiTha skte| ATha ghaMTe to Apako karma karanA pdd'egaa| to phira kyoM na aise mArga ko apanAyA jAe jo Apako ATha ghaMTe lagAtAra paramAtmA se jor3e rkhe| maiM yaha jo Apako batA rahA hU~ yaha bhI karmayoga hai yAnI prabhu kI sevA kA eka caraNa hai| Apa jhADU lagAte hue bhI paramAtmA se jur3e raha sakate haiN| eka buhArI calAI aura bhagavAna kA nAma le lo| jitanI bAra buhArI calAoge utanI bAra bhagavAna kA nAma bhI le lo| dhIre-dhIre Apa pAe~ge ki buhArI to laga rahI haiM sahaja behatara jIvana ke lie, yoga apanAeM 97 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #103 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ meM aura sahaja hI bhagavAna kA nAma-smaraNa bhI ho rahA hai| ApakA jhADU lagAnA bhI mAlA ke jApa karane jaisA ho jaaegaa| roTI banAo to use banAte-banAte bhI bhagavAna kA nAma le lo| bhojana karane baiTho to bhagavAna kA nAma lo, 'prabhu! svIkAra karo prasAda' / yaha mata soco ki maiM khA rahA huuN| maiM to bhItara baiThe bhagavAna ko samarpita kara rahA huuN| agara Apa apane bhItara hI paramAtmA kI kiraNa ko svIkAra kara leM to hamameM koI bhI 'gadhA' aisA nahIM hogA jo jardA, tambAkU khAe, sigareTa pie, zarAba pie yA aura kucha isa taraha kA kacarA khaae| kyA Apa kisI maMdira meM jAkara sigareTa car3hAte haiM? agara vaha acchI cIja hai to car3hAyA kro| koI AdamI guTakhA yA pAna parAga nahIM cddh'aataa| aisA koI kacarA nahIM car3hAte hama bhagavAna ko| hama bhagavAna ko acchI-se-acchI cIja car3hAte haiM, phala car3hAte haiM, puSpa car3hAte haiM, miThAiyA~ car3hAte haiN| bhaI! apane bhItara bhI to bhagavAna hai, yaha mAnakara khAnapAna grahaNa kIjie ki maiM apane prabhu ko arghya car3hA rahA hU~! bhojana karane ke lie baiTheM to eka pala ke lie palakoM ko jhukAiye, Izvara ko yAda kIjie aura bhojana karanA zurU kiijie| bhojana pUre mana se kIjie, tabIyata se kIjie, dhairyapUrvaka kIjie, maunapUrvaka kiijie| eka-eka kaura hama use car3hA rahe haiN| Apa tAjjuba kareMge ki ApakA bhojana karanA bhI Apake lie yoga kA caraNa bana rahA hai| ___ kabIra jaise loga jaba bAjAra meM jAte to loga unase pUchate, 'kahA~ jA rahe ho?' to kabIra kahate, 'maMdira kI parikramA lagAne jA rahA huuN|' kabIra bAjAra jAte to kahate, maMdira kI parikramA lagAne jA rahA hU~! khAte-pIte to kahate, bhagavAna kI sevA kara rahA hU~!' khAU~-pIU~ so sevA, uThU-baih so prikrmaa| maiM jo uThatA-baiThatA hU~, vaha tere nAma kaa| hara kArya ko, hara karttavya ko Apa bhI karmayoga banA sakate haiN| niThallApana koI kAma kA nahIM hai, cAhe Apa garIba hoM, cAhe Apa amIra hoN| cAhe ___kaise jie~ madhura jIvana 98 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #104 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Apa bUr3he hoM, cAhe Apa bacce hoN| niThallApana abhizApa hai| akarmaNyatA pApa hai| kisI bhI tIrthaMkara yA avatAra ne manuSya ko phala kI AkAMkSA se mukta hone kI preraNA to dI hai, lekina karma aura kArya se mukta hone kI preraNA kataI nahIM dI hai| hara vyakti ko yaha preraNA dI gaI hai ki usakA jIvana khaMDaprastha hai, ataH use indraprastha bnaao| hara vyakti karmayogI bne| ____ Aja AdamI se kAma nahIM hotaa| hara AdamI auroM se kAma karAnA cAhatA hai| yAnI choTA honA julma ho gyaa| beTA yA bahU honA julma ho gyaa| ghara meM sAsa se kAma hI nahIM hotA ki bahU le kara A gaI huuN| aba maiM kaise kAma karU~gI? saba loga navAbajAde aura amIrajAde bane ghUma rahe haiN| jahA~ amIrajAde, navAbajAde aura zAhajAde kAmacora ho jAte haiM, lATasAhaba bane ghUmate haiM, vahA~ phira koI harAmajAdA bana jAe, to koI Azcarya nhiiN| Apa kRpayA merI bAta ko sakArAtmaka leM aura apanI bahU ke sAtha hAtha bNttaaeN| vaha bahU hai, naukarAnI nhiiN| saba milakara kAma kreN| hama saba sAtha-sAtha haiM to kAma bhI sAtha-sAtha kreN| kAma Apasa meM bA~Ta leM, tAki kisI eka para hI sArA bojha na pdd'e| yadi milakara kAma karo to kAma bhArabhUta nahIM bntaa| kAma karane meM taba majA bhI AtA hai| svAvalambana karmayoga kI pahalI preraNA hai| ___ eka carcita kahAnI kahate haiN| kisI rAste meM eka rAhagIra apane ghor3e para gujraa| use pyAsa lagI to vaha pAnI ke kue~ ke pAsa phuNcaa| vahA~ bAlTI bhI par3I thI aura use pyAsa bhI lagI thI, para vaha idhara-udhara DhU~Dhane lagA ki zAyada koI pAnI pilAne vAlA mila jAe ora pAnI nikAla kara use pilA de| vaha AdamI isa iMtajAra meM vahA~ baiTha gyaa| thor3I dera bAda eka dUsarA AdamI vahA~ aayaa| usane bhI dekhA ki vahA~ pAnI bhI hai, bAlTI bhI hai| usane baiThe hue AdamI se kahA, 'bhAI, thor3A pAnI to nikAla kara pilA do|' usane kahA, 'maiM to tumhArA hI iMtajAra kara rahA thaa| maiM bhalA tumheM pAnI kaise pilA behatara jIvana ke lie, yoga apanAeM 99 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #105 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sakatA hU~?' 'kyoM bhAI tumameM kyA khAsiyata hai?' usane kahA, 'maiM to amIrajAdA huuN| bhalA maiM tumheM pAnI kaise pilAU~?' dUsare ne kahA, 'jaba tuma nahIM nikAla sakate to maiM kaise nikAla kara pilAU~ kyoMki maiM tumase bhI bar3A huuN| maiM to navAbajAdA huuN|' donoM baiTha gae kisI pAnI pilAne vAle ke iMtajAra meN| thor3I dera meM eka aura bhUlA-bhaTakA rAhagIra vahA~ pAnI kI talAza meM phuNcaa| usane bhI Akara kahA, 'bhAI, thor3A pAnI pilA do naa|' unhoMne kahA, 'bhaI, hama to khuda baiThe haiN| tuma pAnI nikAlo hamako bhI pilA do, tuma bhI pI lo|' 'kyoM bhaI tumhArI kyA khAsiyata hai?' eka ne kahA, 'maiM amIraz2AdA hU~' dUsare ne kahA, 'maiM navAbajAdA huuN|' tIsare ne kahA, 'bhaI, taba to maiM bhI nahIM pilA sakatA kyoMki maiM zAhaz2AdA huuN|' tInoM hI z2Ade baiTha gae kisI cauthe kI iMtajArI meN| ___ itane meM eka AdamI aura aayaa| vaha bhI pyAsA thaa| usane bAlTI uThAI, kue~ meM DAlI aura jaise hI pAnI nikAlane lagA, tInoM bole, 'bhAI, hama bhI pyAse haiN| hameM bhI pAnI pilA denaa|' usane kahA, 'tAjjuba kI bAta hai! tuma tIna loga ho aura pyAse mara rahe ho| kyA apane Apa pAnI nikAla kara nahIM pI sakate the?|' tInoM ne kahA, 'tumhIM batAo hama kaise nikAla kara pIte? eka amIrajAdA, dUsarA navAbajAdA aura tIsarA zAhajAdA! phira kaise pAnI nikAla kara pIte?' usa vyakti ne kahA, 'mere hAtha kA pAnI tumhAre kAma kA nahIM hai|' 'kyoM, kyA bAta hai?' vaha bolA, 'maiM bhI eka jAdA huuN| isalie merA pAnI tumhAre kAma nahIM aaegaa| ve bole, 'tuma kauna se jAde ho?' 'maiM harAmajAdA huuN'| tInoM ne kahA, "bhaI amIrajAdA to sunA hai, navAbajAdA bhI sunA hai, zAhajAdA bhI sunA hai, para harAmajAdA pahalI bAra sunA hai| yaha kauna sI kauma paidA ho gaI?' usane kahA, 'jahA~ tInoM jAde niThalle bana jAte hai, vahA~ cauthA jAdA paidA hokara AtA hai| aura vaha kauma hotI hai harAmajAde kii|' tuma karma karo, mehanata karo aura mehanata ko bhI isa bhAva se karo kaise jie~ madhura jIvana 100 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #106 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ki sirpha kArya nahIM kara rahA hU~, apitu merA hara kArya paramAtmA kA pUjA hai / isa bhAva se Apa apane hara kArya ko sampAdita kIjie / apane kArya se pyAra karanA sIkhie / kArya hI Apake lie svarga kA setu bana jAegA / karma hI ApakA AInA hai / Apa jaise haiM, karma Apako ApakA vaisA hI rUpa dikhA degA / karma aisA ho, jo ApakA AInA bane / agara Apa eka ghaMTe kI khuzI cAhate haiM to Apa jahA~ baiThe haiM vahIM eka jhapakI le liijie| agara eka dina kI khuzI cAhie to jahA~ Apa kAma karate haiM, vahA~ kI chuTTI mAra lIjie / chuTTI manAie, ghUmie - phirie / agara eka saptAha kI khuzI cAhate haiM to pikanika manAne cale jAie / eka mahIne kI khuzI cAhie to kisI se zAdI kara lIjie aura agara eka sAla kI khuzI cAhie to kisI kI goda meM cale jAie aura virAsata meM usakA dhana apane nAma likhavA lIjie / para agara jiMdagI bhara kI khuzI aura rAhata cAhie to Apa jo kAma karate haiM, usa kAma se pyAra karanA sIkhie / hara kAma bahuta pyAra se karanA caahie| itanI tabIyata se ki kArya svayaM pUjA aura prArthanA bana jaae| jIvana meM duHkhoM se mukta hone kA gurumaMtra le lo : 'hara samaya vyasta raho, hara hAla masta raho' / hara vyakti karmayogI bne| yahA~ taka ki agara sevanivRtta bhI ho jAo, taba bhI svayaM ko sakriya rakho / sakriyatA hI karmayoga hai| use avazya karo. kyoMki tuma karane meM samartha ho / kisI bhI deza kI berojagArI kI samasyA ko dUra karane kA pahalA aura AkhirI maMtra hai- 'karmayoga' | kauna kahatA hai AkAza meM, surAkha nahIM ho sakatA? eka patthara to, tabIyata se uchAlo yAro / behatara jIvana ke lie, yoga apanAeM For Personal & Private Use Only Page #107 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saba kucha sambhava hai, bazarte tuma use tabIyata se, mana se karane kI koziza kro| jo karo, use pUrA sau pratizata kro| Adhe-adhUre mana se mata kro| anyathA kAma bhI bigar3egA aura tanAva bhI bar3hegA / kAma ke samaya kAma karo aura jaba kAma na kara rahe hoM, to ArAma karo / dukAna jAo to ghara ko sAtha mata le jaao| ghara Ao to ghara Ao / ghara Ao, to dukAna ko sAtha mata laao| karmayoga aise karo ki zAMti bAdhita na ho / yoga kA dUsarA svarUpa hai, 'jJAnayoga' / agara Apako Izvara aura kudarata ne buddhi dI hai to usa buddhi kA vivekapUrvaka upayoga kIjie / jJAna se bar3hakara koI prakAza nahIM hai, koI A~kha nahIM hai| jJAna se bar3hakara koI suvAsa nahIM hai aura jJAna se bar3hakara koI guNa nahIM hai jJAna Izvara kI ora se manuSya ko milA huA atirikta varadAna hai agara Apa apane jJAna ke sAtha viveka ko jor3akara rakheMge to ApakA jJAna Apake lie jJAnayoga bana jAegA / agara viveka hai to saba kucha hai aura agara viveka nahIM hai to Apa kitane hI paDhe-likhe haiM, kitane hI paise vAle haiM, kucha bhI haiM para yoga-rahita haiN| jinheM na bolane meM viveka, na khAne meM viveka, na calane meM viveka to jinakI jiMdagI meM viveka hI nahIM hai, agara ve apane Apa ko dhArmika bhI kahate haiM to maiM kahU~gA ki yaha mahaz2a pravaMcanA hai | jisa vyakti ke pAsa viveka hai, usI ke pAsa dharma kI Dagara hai aura jisake pAsa viveka nahIM hai, usakA jJAna bAta-bebAta meM auroM ko diyA jAne vAlA upadeza mAtra hai / yadi yoM hI jJAnI mahArAja banate raheM to akar3abAja to jarUra ho jAoge aura kisI aura ko kucha bhI na samajhoge / duniyA meM yahI hotA AyA hai| jisake pAsa paisA bar3ha gayA, vaha bhI akar3abAja ho gayA aura jisake pAsa jyAdA jJAna A gayA, vaha bhI akar3abAja ho gayA / 102 For Personal & Private Use Only kaise jie~ madhura jIvana Page #108 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ isIlie jIsasa ne kahA thA ki paise vAle svarga meM nahIM jaate| U~Ta agara suI meM se nikala jAe to zAyada svarga mila jAe para amIra agara suI meM se nikala jAe aura svarga ke rAste taka pahu~ca jAe taba bhI use svarga nahIM mila sktaa| use akar3a A jAtI hai n / paisA ho aura phira bhI AdamI vinamra raha jAe, yaha bar3I bAta hai / dhana Ane ke bAvajUda vyakti ke mana meM ghamaNDa paidA na ho, yaha khAsa bAta hai / garIba AdamI becArA ghamaNDa kare bhI to kisa para ? dhanavAna yadi apane Apako sarala va vinamra banAkara rakhatA hai to vaha nizcaya hI AdaraNIya hai / ghar3A jaba taka pAnI ke Upara rahegA taba taka nadI kA eka chaTAMka pAnI bhI usameM nahIM jAegA / pAne ke lie jhukanA par3atA hai / jIvana ke kalaza ko bharane ke lie Rju honA par3atA hai / vinamratA, vinayazIlatA jaba jIvana meM AegI, jaba ghar3A nadI meM utaregA to nadI kA pAnI ghar3e meM anAyAsa AegA varanA Upara-Upara tairatA tathA chalakatA rahegA / 'adhajala gagarI- chalakata jAe' / ghar3A jhuke, amIra AdamI jhuke, jJAnI bhI jhuke / par3ha-likha gaye ho to isakA matalaba yaha thor3e hI hai ki tuma kisI aura ko aba kucha nahIM samajhoge / ye netA loga cunAva meM patA nahIM, kisa-kisa kI garaja karate haiM, para jaba cunAva meM jIta jAte haiM to pA~ca sAla taka vApasa unheM apanA mu~ha bhI nahIM dikhAte haiM 1 hAlata yaha ho gaI hai ki jisa AdamI ko apane se alaga karanA ho, apane se dUra karanA ho to use netA banA do| jJAna A jAe, pada A jAe isake bAvajUda AdamI auroM ko mAna de, sammAna de, auroM ke kAma Ane kI koziza karatA rahe vahI mahAn hai / diloM meM jagaha pada se, paise se yA DigrI pAne mAtra se nahIM banatI, diloM meM jagaha tumhArI ora se dI jAne vAlI kurbAnI se banatI hai| svArtha kA tyAga hI dharma kA buniyAdI maMtra hai| tuma jeThAnI ho to isa kAraNa tuma pUjanIya nahIM ho, balki tuma devarAnI ke lie kurbAnI dene ke lie taiyAra rahatI ho, isa kAraNa hI AdaraNIya bnogii| behatara jIvana ke lie, yoga apanAeM For Personal & Private Use Only 103 Page #109 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAra bAta itanI sI hai ki apane jIvana ke sAtha viveka jor3ie / yaha eka aisI anamola saMpadA hai, jisase Apa duniyA kI hara cIja vaza meM kara sakate haiN| bolo vivekapUrvaka, khAo vivekapUrvaka / loga khAte aise haiM jaise gAya apanA mu~ha calAtI hai| aise hI loga apane dA~ta calAte haiN| khAnA mu~ha meM naz2ara AtA rahatA hai / khAnA mu~ha meM rakho, hoThoM ko baMda karo aura bhItara cabAo / thor3A viveka, thor3I zAlInatA, thor3A adaba apane meM honA hI cAhie / agara Apa bhojana bhI vivekapUrvaka karate haiM to yaha bhojana karanA bhI yoga hai| agara Apa sar3aka para calate haiM aura calate hue vivekapUrvaka calate haiM, to yaha bhI yoga hai| maiM mAnatA hU~ ki paidala calane vAlA cIMTI ko bacAegA, kintu kAra meM calane vAlA cIMTI ko to nahIM bacA sakatA / agara kAra Apa vivekapUrvaka calAte haiM, to kama-se-kama kisI pazu yA iMsAna ko to bacA hI sakate haiN| Apa kAra calAte hue bhI yoga sAdha rahe haiM agara Apa vivekapUrvaka kAra calA rahe haiM to / nahIM to zekhI AegI, zekhI baghAroge / pariNAma yaha hogA ki hara AdamI akar3abAja banegA / vaha dUsaroM ko svIkAra hI nahIM kregaa| use lagegA, 'dUsaroM meM akla hI nahI hai' jabaki hara AdamI ko jJAna hotA hai / koI kahatA hai ki 'maiM bIsa sAla se kAma kara rahA hU~ aura Apa Aja Ae haiN| koI kahatA hai, 'Apa mujhe samajhA rahe haiM, maiM to cAlIsa sAla se yaha kAma kara rahA hU~ / ' ThIka hai bhAI, Apa cAlIsa sAla se kAma kara rahe ho para eka bAra zIrSAsana karake dekho ki cAlIsa sAla meM Apa kitanA kara pAye aura usakA pariNAma kitanA upalabdha ho pAyA? jo bahU bIsa sAla taka bahU rahane ke bAvajUda jIvana jInA nahIM sIkha pAI, vaha sAsa banakara bhI kabhI apane ghara ko ekesUtra meM bA~dhakara nahIM rakha skegii| kurbAniyoM se jIvana banatA hai / jJAna to vikAsa meM sahAyaka hai kintu viveka Avazyaka hai / eka vidyAlaya meM eka TIcara ne apane chAtroM se pUchA, 'yaha batAo ki tumhAre sAmane agara koI devatA hAjira ho 104 kaise jie~ madhura jIvana For Personal & Private Use Only Page #110 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jAe aura tumase pUche ki bolo tumheM kyA cAhie? akla yA bhaiMsa' ! yahI prazna Apase pUche to Apa kyA kaheMge? 'akla' / sArI duniyA yahI kahane vAlI hai ki use buddhi caahie| ApakI taraha hI eka lar3akA khar3A huA aura kahane lagA, 'sara, mujhe to bhaiMsa caahie'| mAsTara ne DaMDA mArA aura kahA, 'mujhe pahale se patA thA ki tU bhaiMsa hI maaNgegaa| terI jagaha maiM hotA to maiM to buddhi hI maaNgtaa|' ___chAtra ne kahA, 'sara, daraasala jisake pAsa jisa cIja kI kamI hotI hai, vaha vahI mA~gatA hai| mere pAsa bhaiMsa kI kamI hai, isalie bhaiMsa mA~gatA huuN'| bahuta khUba! kArya kIjie karttAbhAva se mukta hokara aura jJAna kA upayoga kIjie vivekpuurvk| koziza kIjie, Izvara ko yAda karane kI bhI koziza kiijie| usakI bhI antaralInatA rkhie| vakta-bevaqta jaba bhI lage, prabhu kA dhyAna karate rheN| jo vyakti apane zvAsocchvAsa meM prabhu kA smaraNa karatA rahatA hai, vaha saba kucha karate hue bhI bhaktiyoga ko apane meM jItA calatA hai| yaha mata soco ki prabhu ne Apako kyA diyA hai? yaha soco ki Apane prabhu ko kyA diyA hai? Apane prabhu ko . kyA samarpita kiyA hai? ___Apa maMdira meM jAkara zikAyata hI na karate raheM ki 'prabhu, Apane mujhe yaha nahIM diyA, vaha nahIM diyaa|' prabhu ne agara nahIM diyA to vaha usakI vyavasthA hai| usane to saba kucha diyA hai para loga jAte haiM aura dasa paisA gullaka meM DAlate haiN| Izvara kI bhI hamane kyA kImata A~kI hai! dasa paise! are bhaI! Izvara ko kyA car3hAnA? Izvara ko to apanA jIvana cddh'aao| apanA ahaMkAra car3hAo, apane pApa cddh'aao| Izvara ke sAmane apane puNya car3hAkara kyA karoge? usake samakSa apanI ajJAna-avasthA meM kie gae apane pApa car3hAo tAki vaha apanI karuNA aura dayA barasAkara hamAre pApoM ko mAfa kara ske| unake pAsa behatara jIvana ke lie, yoga apanAeM 105 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #111 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jAkara Apa phUla nahIM, apane hRdaya ke A~sU cddh'aao| 'he prabhu! maiM hara rUpa meM prayAsa karake bhI jina pApoM ko na kATa sakA, una pApoM ko kATane ke lie maiM tumhArI zaraNa meM huuN| merI aukAta nahIM inase mukta hone kii| dhyAna bhI kiyA, yoga bhI kiyA, pratikramaNa, pUjA-pATha, prArthanA, namAz2a vagairaha sabhI kucha kara lie para, maiM apane pApoM aura apane vikAroM se mukta nahIM ho paayaa| isalie maiM ApakI zaraNa meM hU~, tAki Apa mujhe mere pApoM se mukta kara skeN| Apa kSamAzIla haiM, Apa dayAlu haiM, Apa pApoM ko dUra karane meM samartha haiN| Apa patitoM ke pApoM ko dhone meM samartha haiN|' isa prakAra ke bhAvoM ko lekara prabhu ke darabAra meM jAo aura use apane pApo ko cddh'aao| zeSa to kyA hai hamAre pAsa car3hAne ke lie? saba kucha usakA hI diyA huA hai| hama kyA car3hAe~ge, hamArI aukAta hI kyA hai? ___ hama jAte hai maMdira meM aura jAkara do dIpa jalA dete haiN| are bhAI kisake lie jalA rahe ho? bhagavAna ke ghara meM kyA aMdherA hai jo tuma dIpa jalA rahe ho? hama kyA usake ghara ke lie dIpa rozana kareMge jisase tInoM loka prakAzita haiN| hama usake sAmane do dIpa jalA bhI deM yA na bhI jalAe~ to isase kyA pharka par3egA? hama mATI ke dIpa isa bhAva se jalAyA karate haiM ki 'he prabhu! jisa prakAra yaha tuccha mATI kA diyA jyAtirmaya hone kI sAmarthya apane bhItara juTA cukA hai| he prabhu! isI bhAva se maiM yaha dIpa car3hA rahA hU~ tAki merA apanA jIvana bhI mATI ke isa dIpa kI taraha rozana aura jyotirmaya ho'| bhagavAna ke Age dIpa jalAo to ahaMkAra na kara baittho| usake Age to kudaratI do dIpa jala rahe haiM eka sUraja aura dUsarA cndrmaa| ina do dIyoM ke sAmane hamAre dIye kI kyA aukAta! hama to dIpa jalAkara sUraja aura cA~da kI hI AratI utAra rahe haiN| hamArI pUjA to dIpaka se sUraja kI pUjA hai, gaMgAjala se sAgara kI pUjA hai| 106 kaise jie~ madhura jIvana For Personal & Private Use Only Page #112 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aise hI phUla bhI car3hAo to kevala yahI mata socate rahanA ki gulAba kA phUla car3hAU~ yA campA kA! phUla koI bhI car3hAnA, para isa vicAra ke sAtha ki hamArA jIvana bhI phUla kI taraha hI komala, sundara aura suvAsita bne| yaha jo dasa-bIsa paisA jo hama car3hAte haiM, jarA socie ki kyA bhagavAna kI phaikTrI meM koI ghATA cala rahA hai? unakA baiMka baileMsa koI kama thor3e hI huA hai jo hama paise car3hAte cale jA rahe haiN| yaha to isa bhAva se hama car3hAte haiM ki 'prabhu! tumhAre darabAra meM AyA hU~, maiM svArthI AdamI! Apa mujhe bahuta dete haiM, merI kismata se jyAdA dete haiN| maiM to isa bhAva se AyA hU~ ki maiM apane parigraha kA thor3A visarjana kara skuuN| maiM jyAdA na bhI kara pAU~ para pA~ca rupaye ke moha kA to maiM tyAga kara hI sakatA huuN| isa bhAva se ye pA~ca rupaye Apako car3hAtA huuN| parigraha kA visarjana karane ke bhAva se maiM yaha samarpita kara rahA huuN| bAkI to Apa mujhe dete haiN| maiM ApakI dI huI roTI khAtA hU~, ApakA diyA huA pAnI pItA hU~, ApakI dI gaI jIvana kI vyavasthAoM ko saMjotA huuN| Apa haiM to merA kala kA jIvana haiN| Apa nahIM to kala kA kisakA kAla banegA, kisako isakI khabara? ___ jitanA hama usake nAma para luTAe~ge, hameM utanA hI upalabdha hotA calA jaaegaa| bhaktiyoga taba banatA hai, jaba vyakti apane ahaM kA visarjana karatA hai aura sabameM hI usI paramapitA paramezvara ko, usake aMza ko, usakI chabi ko dekhatA hai| vyakti kA bolanA aura batiyAnA bhI usa paramapitA paramezvara se batiyAnA aura usako dekhanA ho jAtA hai| agara Apa merI naz2ara lenA cAhate haiM to maiM kahU~gA apane bacce meM bhI bhagavAna ko dekho| agara Apa mujhase mere jIvana kA saMdeza sunanA cAhate haiM, to maiM kahU~gA ki maMdira se jaba bAhara nikalo to bAhara baiThe hue bhikhArI meM bhI usI paramAtmA ko dekho| eka AdamI maMdira se bAhara nikalA aura maMdira ke bAhara use eka bhikhArI dikhAI diyaa| bhikhArI ne kahA, "bhaiyA, maiM ThaMDa se bahuta ThiThura behatara jIvana ke lie, yoga apanAeM 107 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #113 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rahA huuN| rAta-bhara maiM barasAta meM bhIgA hU~ / mujhe bukhAra ho rahA hai| tumhAre pAsa eka zaoNla hai| bhagavAna ke nAma para ise mujhe de do / ' usa AdamI ke dila meM na jAne kyA vicAra AyA ki usane or3hI huI zaoNla ke do Tukar3e kie, AdhA usa garIba AdamI ko de diyA aura AdhA khuda ne or3ha liyA / bAta yahIM khatma nahIM ho gii| rAta ko usane eka sapanA dekhA / Aja rAta ke sapane meM pahalI bAra bhagavAna Aye / vaha yaha dekhakara daMga raha gayA ki bhagavAna ne vahI zaoNla or3ha rakhI hai jo usane subaha garIba ko or3hAI thI / usane bhagavAna se pUchA 'bhagavan !, Apane yaha AdhI zaoNla hI kyoM or3ha rakhI hai?' bhagavAna ne kahA, 'jitanA tUne car3hAyA, utanA mujha taka pahu~ca gayA' / bhakta aura bhagavAna ke bIca bhAva yahI ho ki he prabhu! merA jIvana to tumhAre maMdira kA eka cirAg2a hai| tuma agara ise jalAe rakhanA cAhate ho to jalAo aura bujhAnA cAhate ho to bujhAo / koI kisI ko kuttA kahegA to use burA lagegA, para yaha to khAtA hI aisA hai, majAra hI aisI hai ki jahA~ hara AdamI apane Apako kuttA banAkara pahu~ca rahA hai / kabhI saMta hasIda ne kahA thA ki jaba hama prabhu kA nAma bhajate haiM, taba to hama iMsAna kahalAne ke kucha yogya hote haiM, bAkI to hamase to ve kutte jyAdA acche haiM jo mAlika kI roTI khAkara mAlika kI hAjirI bajAte haiM I 108 kabIrA kuttA rAma kA, mutiyA merA nAMva / gale rAma kI jevar3I, jita kheMce tita jAMva / / yU~ to hara A~kha yahA~ bahuta rotI hai, magara hara bU~da azka nahIM hotI hai| dekhake ro de jo jamAne kA gama, usa A~kha se girA azka, azka nahIM, motI hai / / yoga to jIne kI kalA hai apane prati bhI, auroM ke prati bhI / For Personal & Private Use Only kaise jie~ madhura jIvana Page #114 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jIvana ke saMgharSoM meM saphala hone ke lie karmayoga hai| zikSA aura saMskAra ko ko sudRr3ha karane ke lie jJAnayoga hai| bhAvanA aura bhakti ke vikAsa ke lie bhaktiyoga hai| yama-niyama se lekara samAdhi taka kI bAta ko sAdhane ke lie dhyAnayoga hai| nihita svArthoM se Upara uThakara behatara, svastha aura madhura jIvana kA svAmI banAnA yoga kA kArya hai| ___ dhyAna rakheM, ahaM-bhAva se mukta hokara karttavyazIla bneN| jJAna ko jIvana kA dhana mAneM, para viveka kA jJAna para aMkuza rkheN| auroM meM bhI bhagavAna kI chavi dekhate hue una ke sAtha saumya aura sAmya vyavahAra kreN| subaha-zAma AdhA ghaMTA dhyAna avazya kreN| isase citta kI azAMti aura vikSiptatA dUra hogii| hama zAMta mana ke svAmI baneMge aura jJAna tathA bhakti ko apane karma ke sAtha jor3akara use bhI 'satyam zivam sundaram' kA vaibhava pradAna kreNge| jJAna, bhakti aura sakriyatA ko jIvana ke sAtha isa taraha jor3eM ki jIvana svayaM yoga bana jAe aura jInA hI prabhu kA prasAda bana jaae| . behatara jIvana ke lie, yoga apanAeM 109 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #115 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ About RAN lakSya puruSArtha bA tIkta kI, jI kI lAgata se bhI kama mUlya para thaSTha sAhitya aise jie~ : zrI candraprabha jIne kI zailI aura kalA ko ujAgara karatI vizva-prasiddha pustk| svastha, prasanna aura madhura jIvana kI rAha dikhAne vAlI prkaash-kirnn| pustaka mahala se bhI prakAzita / pRSTha : 122, mUlya 20/lakSya banAe~, puruSArtha jagAe~ : zrI candraprabha jIvana meM vahI jIteMge jinake bhItara jItane kA pUrA vizvAsa hai| saphalatA ke zikhara taka pahu~cAne vAlI pyArI pustk| pustaka mahala se bhI prkaashit|| pRSTha : 104, mUlya 20/bAteM jIvana kI, jIne kI : zrI candraprabha yuvA-pIr3hI kI samasAmayika samasyAoM para atyaMta tArkika evaM manovaijJAnika maargdrshn| eka lokapriya pustk| pRSTha : 90, mUlya 20/behatara jIvana ke behatara samAdhAna : zrI candraprabha jIvana kI vyAvahArika evaM AdhyAtmika samasyAoM kA samAdhAna detI eka lokapriya pustk| pRSTha : 130, mUlya 20/vAha z2iMdagI ! : zrI candraprabha sukhI aura saphala jIvana jIne kA raastaa| jana-jana meM lokapriya ekacarcita pustk| pRSTha 120, mUlya 20/kyA svAda hai jiMdagI kA : zrI lalitaprabha jIvana ke vibhinna sArthaka aura sakArAtmaka pahaluoM ko AtmasAta karAne vAlI lokapriya pustk| pRSTha 146, mUlya 20/jAgo mere pArtha : zrI candraprabha gItA kI samaya-sApekSa jIvanta vivecnaa| bhAratIya jIvana-dRSTi ko ujAgara karatA prasiddha grnth| phula sarkala,dillI se bhI prkaashit| pRSTha : 230, mUlya 40/ MILAND vAha jindagI kyA svAdaha jiMdagI kA jAgA pA For Personal & Private Use Only Page #116 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Boo00-500AM phira koI mubata vyaktitva vika saMbodhi jIvanako buniyAdI bAteM phira koI mukta ho : zrI candraprabha atIta ke preraka prasaMgoM para die gae viziSTa pravacana |chotte-bdd'e sabhI ke lie upyogii| pRSTha 100, mUlya 15/kaise kareM vyaktitva-vikAsa :zrI candraprabha jIvana aura vyaktitva-vikAsa para behatarIna-bAla manovaijJAnika prkaashn| pRSTha 100, mUlya 15/saMbodhi : zrI candraprabha sAdhanA ke mahatvapUrNa pahaluoM para udbodhn| sarvajana hitAya ; sarvajana sukhaay| pRSTha 100, mUlya 15/jIvana kI buniyAdI bAteM : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara / vyAvahArika aura AdhyAtmika jIvana kA mArgadarzana / jIvana kI AdhyAtmika samajha dene vAlI pustk| pRSTha 100, mUlya 15/yogamaya jIvana jIe~ : zrI candraprabha saphala aura sArthaka jIvana kI AdhyAtmika dRSTi |yog para pyArA prkaashn| pRSTha 100, mUlya 15/Atmadarzana kI sAdhanA : zrI candraprabha Atma-sAdhanA ke mArga ko prazasta karate viziSTa udbodhana / aSTapAhur3a ke sUtroM para vishlessnn| pRSTha 112, mUlya 12/mahAjIvana kI khoja : zrI candraprabha adhyAtma kI bArIkiyoM kA mArgadarzana karatA sampradAyAtIta grantha / AcArya kuMdakuMda, yogIrAja AnaMdaghana evaM zrI mad rAjacandra ke sUtroM evaM padoM para prvcn| pRSTha : 176, mUlya 30/kaise kareM AdhyAtmika vikAsa aura tanAva se bacAva : zrI candraprabha zarIra aura mana ke rogoM se chuTakArA dilAte hue svAsthya, zAMti aura mukti kA AnaMda pradAna karane vAlA behatarIna maargdrshn| pRSTha 120, mUlya 15/ yogamaya jIvana jie~ pAgajAtana kAratAnA ANTAR -AdhyAtmikA vikAsa ProG se 14 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #117 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ CERIT isici Jondhamorousewana gharako kaise dharma meM praveza: zrI candraprabha nitya naye paMthoM aura upAsanA-paddhatiyoM ke bIca dharma ke svaccha maulika svarUpa kA nirdeshn| naI pIr3hI ke loga avazya par3heM / pRSTha : 96, mUlya 15/jAge so mahAvIra : zrI candraprabha bhagavAna mahAvIra ke viziSTa sUtroM para amRta pravacana / antarmana meM adhyAtma kI rozanI pahu~cAtA prkaash-stmbh| jJAnavardhana evaM mArgadarzana ke lie mahAvIra para naI dRsstti| pRSTha 252,mUlya 30/jIvana, jagata aura adhyAtma : zrI lalitaprabha sAgara mahopAdhyAya zrI lalitaprabha sAgara jI ke viziSTa pravacanoM kA saMgraha / jIvana, jagata, adhyAtma aura mokSa para pAvana mArgadazana pradAna karane vAlI pustk| pRSTha 168,mUlya 30/ghara ko kaise svarga banAe~ : zrI lalitaprabha, zrI candraprabha isa pustaka meM hai pUjya zrI candraprabha kA lokapriya pravacana 'mA~ kI mamatA hameM pukAre' aura pUjya zrI lalitaprabha kA carcita pravacana parivAra kI khuzahAlI kA rAz2a' |ghr-ghr meM ptthniiy| pRSTha 168,mUlya 30/sahaja mile avinAzI : zrI candraprabha yoga ke kucha mahatvapUrNa sUtroM ke prasaMga meM die gae behatarIna evaM anamola prvcn| pRSTha : 100, mUlya 20/ApakI saphalatA Apake hAtha : zrI candraprabha saphalatA hara kisI ko cAhie, para use pAe~ kaise, par3hiye isa pyArI pustaka ko| pRSTha 110, mUlya 20/zAMti, siddhi aura mukti pAne kA sarala rAstA : zrI candraprabha adhyAtma kI sahaja-sarvocca sthiti taka pahu~cAne vAlA eka abhinava grantha / pRSTha : 200, mUlya 30/dhyAnayoga : vidhi aura vacana : lalitaprabha sAgara dhyAna yoga kI vAstavika samajha pAne ke lie vizeSa upyogii| sAtha hI dhyAna-yoga kI vistRta vidhi| pustaka mahala dillI se bhI prkaashit| pRSTha : 148, mUlya 30/ NROENER ApakIsA Akaser zAMti, siddhiAra mukti pAna dhyAnayoga vidhi aura vacana For Personal & Private Use Only Page #118 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ITa jIvana vijJAna rAma mavAvaka naI dizA, naI dRSTi : zrI candraprabha zAMti aura bodhapUrvaka jIvana jIne kI kalA : bhagavAna buddha ke viziSTa sUtroM para amRta prvcn| pRSTha 216, mUlya 35/jIvana-zuddhi kA vijJAna : zrI candraprabha zarIra, vicAra aura bhAvoM kI upayogitA aura vizuddhi kA mArga darzAtA abhinava prkaashn| pRSTha 102, mUlya 20/ahasAsa : zrI candraprabha zrI candraprabha kI carcita zreSTha kahAniyoM kA punrprkaashn| naI pIr3hI ke lie vizeSa ptthniiy| pRSTha 100, mUlya 20/mahAguhA kI cetanA : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara saMbodhi kA prakAza AtmasAta karane ke lie mumukSuoM ko diyA gayA amRta maargdrshn| pRSTha 112, mUlya 20/dhyAna kA vijJAna : zrI candraprabha dhyAna kI sampUrNa gaharAiyoM ko prastuta karatA eka samagra grnth|antrraassttriiy stara para crcit| rAjasthAna patrikA se bhI prkaashit| pRSTha 124,mUlya 30/na janma, na mRtyu : zrI candraprabha AtmA se AtmA kI sArthaka vArtA ; aSTAvakra-gItA para die gae adbhuta pravacana / adhyAtma-premiyoM ke lie vizeSa upyogii| pRSTha 160, mUlya 30/aba bhArata ko jaganA hogA : zrI candraprabha bhArata kI mUla bhAvanA aura dRSTi ko samajhAne vAlI eka behatarIna pustk| pRSTha 150, mUlya 30/zAMti pAne kA sarala rAstA : zrI candraprabha saccI zAMti, saundarya aura AnaMda pradAna karane vAlI carcita pustk| pRSTha 100, mUlya 20/ dhyAna kA vijJAna aba bhAratako hogA jaganA For Personal & Private Use Only Page #119 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ yoga apanAe Estacialkadang A~dha lAza yoga apanAe~, z2iMdagI banAe~ : zrI candraprabha dhyAna-yoga meM praveza pAne ke lie paMjI ke rUpa saphala mArgadarzana / eka carcita pustk| pRSTha 100, mUlya 15/prema kI jhIla meM dhyAna ke phUla : zrI candraprabha prema, vizvAsa aura dhyAna kI AbhA pradAna karane vAlI pyArI pustk| pRSTha 96, mUlya 15/paryuSaNa-pravacana : zrI candraprabha paryaSaNa-parva ke pravacanoM ko ghara-ghara paha~cAne vAlA eka pyArA prakAzana / paDheM, kalpasUtra ko apanI bhASA meN| pRSTha 112,mUlya 15/ AMgana meM prakAza : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara tIsa pravacanoM kA anUThA AdhyAtmika saMkalana, jo Ama AdamI ko prabuddha karatA hai| aura jor3atA hai use astitva kI satyatA se| pRSTha 200, mUlya 30/svayaM se sAkSAtkAra : zrI candraprabha Atma-jJAna aura Atma-vikAsa ke lie paDhie isa carcita pustaka ko| pRSTha 136, mUlya 20/jIne ke usUla : zrI candraprabha saphala aura sArthaka jIvana jIne kA anamola khjaanaa| jIne kI dRSTi, zakti aura preraNA dene vAlI carcita pustk| pRSTha 144,mUlya 15/dharma, Akhira kyA hai : zrI lalitaprabha sAgara amRta pravacana, jo hameM vartamAna sandarbho meM jIvana jIne kI kalA pradAna karate haiN| pustaka mahala dillI se bhI prakAzita pRSTha 160,mUlya 30/jyoti kalaza chalake : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara jIvana-mUlyoM ko Upara uThAne vAlI eka pyArI pustaka / bhagavAna mahAvIra ke sUtroM para pravacana / pRSTha 160, mUlya 30/ svayasa sAkSAtkAra camma jIna sela ariyA hai? jyoti kalazachalake For Personal & Private Use Only Page #120 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ so parasa mahAssa N Main satya kI ora peraNA so parama mahArasa cAkhai : zrI candraprabha Anandaghana ke adhyAtma-rasika padoM para behatarIna prvcn| par3hiye, aMdhere se prakAza meM le jAtI isa pustaka ko| pRSTha 134, mUlya 25/zrI candraprabha kI zreSTha kahAniyA~ : zrI lalitaprabha zrI candraprabha kI zreSTha kahAniyoM kA pyArA saMkalana |pustk jo saMpUrNa deza meM par3hI jA rahI hai| pRSTha 102, mUlya 20/satya kI ora : zrI lalitaprabha sAgara. sarvadharma ke amRta saMdezoM ko ujAgara karate hue naitika mUlyoM se rU-ba-rU karavAtI zreSTha pustk| sabake lie preraka aura paThanIya pRSTha 100, mUlya 15/preraNA : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara, AdhyAtmika saMtoM ke jIvana se jur3e preraka prsNg| sahaja meM pAie dharma-adhyAtma kI dRsstti| pRSTha 100, mUlya 15/samaya kI cetanA : zrI candraprabha samaya kA hara dRSTi se mUlyAMkana karate hue samayabaddha jIvana jIne kI preraNA dene vAlI pustk| pRSTha : 110, mUlya 15/aisI ho jIne kI zailI : zrI candraprabha jIvana aura dharma-patha ko paribhASita karate hae jIne kI sApha-svaccha rAha dikhAtI anUThI pustaka / pRSTha 160, mUlya 30/maiM kauna hU~ : zrI candraprabha ve pravacana jo hameM dikhAte haiM adhyAtma aura Atma-rUpAMtaraNa kA raastaa| pRSTha 100, mUlya 15/kaise pAe~ mana kI zAMti : zrI candraprabha ciMtA, tanAva aura krodha ke aMdhere se bAhara lAkara jIvana meM zAMti, vizvAsa aura AnaMda kA prakAza dene vAlI behatarIna jiivn-dRsstti| pRSTha 116, mUlya 15/ DIIO yAta jIne kI zailI kaise pAe~ mana kI ATSA0 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #121 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3." kAmayAbI mahAna jaina stotra kaise jie madhura jIvana kyA kareM kAmayAbI ke lie : zrI candraprabha kAmayAbI ke lie hara roja naI preraNA dene vAlI eka suprasiddha pustaka / pRSTha 100, mUlya 15/ sakArAtmaka socie, saphalatA pAiye : zrI candraprabha svastha soca aura saphala jIvana kA dvAra kholatI lokapriya pustaka / pRSTha 120, mUlya 15/ phira mahAvIra cAhie : zrI candraprabha mahAvIra atIta kI nahIM vartamAna kI AvazyakatA hai| phira se samajhie mahAvIra ko / pRSTha 96, mUlya 15/ mahAna jaina stotra : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara mahAna camatkArI dhArmika stotroM kA anupama qhaz2AnA / pRSTha 125, mUlya 20/ kaise jie~ madhura jIvana : zrI candraprabha sumadhura aura suvyavasthita jIvana jIne kI kalA sikhAne vAlI behatarIna pustaka / pRSTha 120, mUlya 15/ vizeSa - apane ghara meM apanA pustakAlaya banAne ke lie phAuMDezana ne eka abhinava yojanA banAI hai| isake aMtargata Apako sirpha eka bAra hI phAuMDezana ko pandraha sau rupae dene hoMge, jisake badale meM phAuMDezana apane yahA~ se prakAzita hone vAle pratyeka sAhitya ko Apake pAsa Apake ghara taka pahuMcAegA aura vaha bhI AjIvana / isa yojanA ke sadasya banate hI Apako phAuMDezana dvArA prakAzita saMpUrNa 'upalabdha sAhitya' niHzulka prApta hogA / dhyAna rahe, sAhitya vahI bhejA jA sakegA jo usa samaya sTaoNka meM upalabdha hogA / rajisTrI cArja eka pustaka para 20 rupaye, nyUnatama do sau rupaye kA sAhitya maMgAne para DAka vyaya saMsthA dvArA deya / dhanarAzi Sri Jityasha Shree Foundation ke nAma DrAphTa banAkara jayapura ke pate para bhejeM / vI.pI.pI. se sAhitya bhejanA zakya nahIM hogaa| Aja hI apanA oNrDara nimna pate para bhejeM zrI jitayazA zrI phAuMDezana bI-7, anukampA dvitIya, ema.AI. ror3a, jayapura-302001 phona : 2364737 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #122 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kaise jie~ madhura jIvana saphala aura saumya jIvana ke lie mUlyavAna bAta yaha hai ki hama choToM ko dekhakara jie~, bar3oM ko dekhakara bar3heM aura acche ke lie prayAsa kreN| tumhAre pAsa kAra hai to skUTara para apanI najara rakhoM, tAki jo tumheM milA hai, usase tuma asaMtuSTa na raha sko| tumheM lage ki Izvara ne tumheM auroM se jyAdA diyA hai / agara tumheM lage ki tumhAre pahanane ko jUte nahIM haiM, to veda na kareM, kyoMki duniyA meM hajAroM loga aise haiM jinake pA~va taka nahIM hai| bar3oM ko dekhakara unase Age bar3hane kI preraNA leN| Arivara bar3e loga kisI kahAnI-kisse ke hI hisse to nahIM haiN| ve pUjA ke nahIM, preraNA ke pAtra haiN| isI taraha hama acchA hone ke lie prayatna karate rheN| burAI sabameM hai, mujhameM bhI, ApameM bhI, para hameM apanA prayAsa acchA hone ke lie karate rahanA caahie| jIvana meM koI aisA nahIM hai ki somavAra ko janme, maMgala ko bar3e hue, budha ko vivAha huA aura guru ko bacce hue| zukravAra ko bImAra par3a gae, aura zanivAra ko aspatAla gae aura ravivAra ko cala base / jIvana to svayaM eka tIrthayAtrA hai| ise racanAtmaka banAiye, jIvana ke prati sakArAtmaka najariyA apnaaiye| - zrI candraprabha Jain Edition international For Personal Private Use Only www.jainelibrary on