Ajab Jivanni Gajab Kahani

Author(s): Gunhansvijay, Sanyambodhivijay
Publisher: Jainam Parivar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/023301/1

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vizvanI tamAma ajAyabI karatAM caDiyAtI ajAyabI jiLasAdhu ka kAraNa jaba SignslI gujaLuM karAnI jaina sAdhunuM nirmala, nirapekSa ane naisargika adbhuta jIvana preraka pa.pU. AcAryadeva zrImad vijayabhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma.sA.

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pa.pU. sakalasaMghahitaciMtaka suvizuddhasaMyamamUrti AcAryadeva zrImad vijayabhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma.sA.

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cAritradharmanI sthApanA che

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zrI bhuvanabhAnu-padArtha-paricaya-zreNi-7 | jayau savaNazusAsarNa-zrI vardhamAnavAmine namaH | || zrI prema-bhuvanabhAnu-po-jayaghoSa-hemacaMdragurUbhyo namaH | ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI (jaina sAdhunuM nirmala, nirapekSa ane naisargika abhuta jIvana) -: preraka :pa.pU. sakalasaMghahitaciMtaka suvizuddhasaMyamamUrti AcAryadeveza zrImad vijayabhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI mahArAjA -: lekhaka :pa.pU. siMhagarjanAnA svAmI paMnyAsa pravara zrI candrazekharavijayajI ma.sA.nA ziSyaratna pa.pU. vidvAna-ciMtaka munivarazrI guNavaMsavijayajI ma.sA. -: saMyojaka :- pa.pU. vairAgyadezanAdala AcAryadeva zrImad vijayahemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA ziSyaratna pa.pU. paMnyAsajI zrI saMyamabocivijayajI ma.sA. -: prakAzaka :jainama paMravAra

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vIra saM. 2540 vi. saM. 2070* i.sa. 2014 Z A ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI M Ajab Jeevanni Gajab Kahani u Author's pa.pU. munirAjazrI guNavaMsavijayajI ma.sA. Name P.P. Munirajshree Gunhansvijayji M.S. sarva hakka prakAzakane svAdhIna...(c). prathama AvRtti * 3000 nakala mUlya rUA. 80.00 1 -: saMzodhaka :pa.pU. AcAryadeva zrImad vijayaajitazekharasUrijI ma.sA. pa.pU. paMnyAsajI zrI mahAbodhivijayajI ma.sA. -: prApti sthAna :jainam parivAra, amadAvAda. mo. 8980121712 2 divyadarzana, 39, kalikuMDa sosAyaTI, dhoLakA, ji. amadAvAda. mayaMkabhAi pI. zAha, mo. 98210 94665 a devAMga araviMdabhAi zAha, mo. 9322277317 | amitabhAi ke. zAha, vaDodarA mo. 9898586224 'hasita dipakabhAi baMgaDIvAlA, surata mo. 94271 58400

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svasaMpattinA sarvyaya dvArA jemaNe zAsanane samRddha ane potAnA paralokane saddhara banAvyA mAtuzrI amRtabena ujamazIbhAi jevADiyA parivAra veNAsaravALA-hAle dAdara * zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha zvetAMbara mUrti pUjaka tapagaccha jaina saMgha-ghATakopara (i.) KRUGE zrI bAlabhAvI hAthI para zrIvi vRSI jIvI batA 0 zrI rAMdera roDa zvetAMbara mUrti pUjaka jaina saMgha surata UN zrI bhuvanabhAnu- -pavArtha-ricaya zreNi tattvajJAnazreNi ke prastuta prakAzana meM zrI dIpA komplekSa jaina saMgha surata apane jJAnanidhise suMdara lAbha liyA hai / mUlya cukAye binA jaina gRhastha isa kI mAlakiyata na kare / C (C C C C

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pUjyapAda gacchAdhipatizrIno khanujJApatra tIrtha paramAtmA sarvokRSTa 5612 deza- tesro sahI dhyA pUrva zAsana - mojamArga sthApanA apanA ApA neodhAda veLenina uhe sArU neso ne dharmasthApe tene nainadhana uddezAda- teghAmane svatajharanAra ArAdhanAra mAnanAra ne naina IbAda sAmApradRSTa5 yAne zaktizAlI banAra para jainadhAraNa dhApa adamako sAjhayo che khesavazya sI chyA bAhakzAsama dhApe semanu zAsana ke adhajhadeche nemAMmadamAdAranAtha damanAra nemanA mukhya ziSyo anupAdiyo jananAra sAuDa saMkhyAmAM bIdana hoya che temane gaerAghara - IvAda uhI isAbana de te sarjarI kAya paraMtu romane prabhukA zivahidhA sadalapralAvadha khedanujJAna jisa / dUnya tahta pragar3ha 24 cheDe khalakako romanepA sakdA mAnavA prarALI ApA ke mahApurUSo 'sarvakArUna dhana Ane l sarvarI balodA chatA vADhatodArDa upa sAjane saMkrame zrI tIrtha phera lagavAna Ane zrI gaNadhara lagavAna kopAdadhe zrIdhara lAvAna thoDa DAje lata homamA zoDa 4 kAya paraMtu khela lagAnanA AvAsalAdapUnda zAdI gaNAdhara zikSaka samRdhda to dhAda- jaghA gurulAhako ane prAyaH sAmAnA zaktipAyA paramAtmA samanevAlAsanA hoya hI zrI paramAtyAnA hADe romanA aja zivAya khAgasAhara lagayako saGay 40AvadhatA paramAtyAdadAnya jJAna paramne yA zAsana prarUpeche bhane yogya ziSyone zAsana bahana kaDakA saMkAyadA athayeche sthApanA pUrvI paramAtmA yogya kone saMtijayAM sapanA prabhonA uttararUpe saMjJiyamA kipAhinu jJAna Ane se do potAne majesanakA akadhI ayunA malA khanepunyakA zAsana mAhenA samajhanA mArgo upAyoM didhAno tatdo pore sumAra rUpa rayeo niyata siMhotemA pratyunenacANa Apale saMjipha arupaye ane gaNadhara hehe sUtra rUpa jAra aMgarayeche rune seno artha distArakhe heta diyA jAi tara lagAna

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| nA prayAso | prakAzakIya anaMtajJAnaguNasaMpanna tIrthakara bhagavaMto mohanA aMdhakAramAM athaDAtA jIvone sukhanI oLakha ane sAcA sukhano mArga maLe te mATe jJAnanA prakAzanuM chUTe hAthe dAna karavA kevalajJAnI banyA pachI roja be dezanA=7 kalAka jinavANI prakAze che. zAsananI sthApanA bAda turta ja gaNadhara bhagavaMtoe vyakta karelI tattva-jijJAsAnA pratyuttaramAM prabhue samagra saMsAra svarUpane oLakhavAnI cAvI rUpa tripadI prakAzI. "udhdhaze i vA, vigame cha vA, dhuve i vA'ane e tripadInA nAnA dvAramAM chupAyelo mahAtattvakhajAno gaNadhara bhagavaMtoe potAnI viziSTa prajJAthI dvAdazAgIrUpe pragaTa karyo. jinazAsananA sArasarvasvasamo e dvAdazAMgIno pravAha kALabaLe vilupta thato rokavA pUrvAcAryoe lekhana-vivecanasarjana ane prakaraNa-bhASya Adi uddharaNarUpe satata purUSArtha karI TakAvyo...paraMtu kALanuM viSama AkramaNa nitanavA rUpo dhAraNa kare che. saMskRtaprAkRta girAno pravAha ruMdhAyo ane puNyapurUSoe lokabolImAM prabhuvANInI dhArA vahAvI... pa.pU. sakalasaM ghahitaciMtaka yuvAno dvA2ka AcAryadeveza zrImad vijayabhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI mahArAjAe koi puNyavaMtI dhanyapaLe jinazAsananA tattvajJAnane viSayavAra vibhAjita karI saraLa bhASAmAM prakAzita karavAno vicAra vaheto mUkyo...varSo bAda 5.pU. paramAtmabhaktinimagna AcAryadeva zrImad vijayahemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA ziSya pa.pU. paMnyAsajI zrI saMyamabolivijayajI ma.sA.e gurUbhaktithI e vicArane sAkAra karavA kamara kasI, jabaradasta jahemata uThAvI. aneka mahAtmAone vinaMtI karatA te mahAtmAoe paNa zrutabhakti, gurUbhakti ane saMghabhaktinA A avasarane vadhAvI lIdho, jenI ame khUba khUba anumodanA karIe chIe. - pa.pU. zAstra-zAsanamarmajJa AcAryadeva zrImad vijayaajitazekharasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. tathA pa.pU. bahuzruta pravacanapaTu paMnyAsajI zrI mahAbocivijayajI ma.sA. e Avela tamAma lakhANane potAnI zAstra-parikarmita matithI saMzodhita karI ApyuM che te badala pUjyazrIonA atyaMta RNI chIe. - nizcita karelA 40 thI adhika viSayomAMthI prathama caraNa rUpe 11 pustakono seTa prakAzita karI rahyA chIe, temAM ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI (jaina sAdhunuM nirmala, nirapekSa ane naisargika adbhuta jIvana) pustaka 5.pU. munivara zrI guNavaMsavijayajI mahArAja sAhebazrIe AgavI zailImAM ane tamAma tattvono samAveza karIne lakhI Apela che. pUjyazrInI RtabhaktinI aMtarathI anumodanA...amArI zorTanoTisanI vinaMtine mAna ApI tAtvika prastAvanA lakhI ApanA2 5.pU. AcAryadeva zrIma vijayaabhayacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.ne lAkho vaMdanA..prinTIMganuM kArya dila daine karI ApanAra zubhAya ArTsavALA dinezabhAi muDakarNIne paNa hajAro salAma. prAnta, zAsananI, saMghanI, zratanI sarvatomukhI sevA sAtatyapUrvaka, samarpaNapUrvaka ane saphaLatApUrvaka karI zakIe evI paramakRpALu paramAtmAne prArthanA.. jainam parivAra

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samayaM / ( varSanI kIMmata : nApAsa vidyArthIne samajAya che. kAra! mAsanI kIMmata : garbhavatI strIne samajAya che. che divasanI kIMmata : dahADIyAne samajAya che. (eka divasa majurI mA pmaaye| na maLe to bhUkhyA rahe te) kalAkanI kImata : sikaMdarane samajAya che. (jo eka kalAka koi | mAruM AyuSya vadhAre to tene aDadhuM rAjya ApI dau.) mInITanI kIMmata : varlDa TreDa seMTaranA nAza pUrve bahAra nIkaLanArane samajAya che. sekaMDanI kIMmata : resamAM doDanArane eka sekaMDa mATe suvarNa caMdraka maLato rahI jAya tyAre samajAya che. eka samayanI kIMmataH prabhu mahAvIra devane samajAya che, kemake cauda rAjaloka upara rahela jIva eka samayamAM coda rAja nIce pahoMcI zake che, arthAt eka samayanI bhUla cheka sAta rAja nIce dhakelI de che ane eka samayanI sAvadhAnI sAta rAja upara lai jAya che...(jemake prasannacaMdra rAjarSi...) lai samayanI mahattAne dhyAnamAM laine prabhu mahAvIra deve eka divasanI 86,400 sekenDamAMthI 1 paNa sekenDa nakAmI javA dIdhI nathI. pratyeka sekenDane saMyamajIvananI sAdhanA dvArA saphaLa karI che. evA prabhue kevalyajJAnanI prApti karI jagatane paNa mokSanA zreSTha mArga tarIke sAdhu jIvana darzAvyuM che. sAdhu jIvana eTale 22 parISahone sahana karavAnA... sAdhu jIvana eTale kSamA vagere yatidharmanuM pAlana karavAnuM... sAdhu jIvana eTale sAdhakone sAdhanAmAM sahAya karavAnI... sAdhu jIvana eTale samAdhimAM ramavAnuM ane bIjAne samAdhimAM ramADavAnuM... sAdhu jIvana eTale pAMca prakAranA svAdhyAyamAM otaprota banavAnuM... sAdhu jIvana eTale khumArIbharyuM jIvana jIvavAnuM... eka nAno sAdhu paNa vihAramAM bhUkhyo-tarasyo-taDake tapIne thAkyo haze, ane koi bhagata vinaMti karaze to paNa gADImAM nahi ja bese, kAcu pANI nahi ja pIe, abhakSya khAnapAna nahi ja kare. A sAdhu jIvananI khumArI che... sAdhu jIvana eTale paisA rAkhavAnA nahi, AvatI kAlanuM bhojana paNa pAse nahi, gAmamAM potAnuM ghara nahi, sImamAM khetara nahi, benkamAM belensa nahi, bajAramAM ophIsa nahi. chatAM jinazAsananI balIhArI che ke prabhu e evuM adbhuta sAdhujIvana ane enI vyavasthA darzAvI che ke khumArIbharyuM jIvana jIvI zake...

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sAdhujIvana eTale niSpApa jIvana ane nizcita jIvana. saMsAramAM aneka jIvonI virAdhanA hiMsA karyA vagara jIvI zakAtuM nathI. jyAre prabhue batAvela jIvanamAM koi pApa-hiMsA karavAnI jarUrata ja na rahe. ) gRhastho eka lAiTa kare, eTale eka prakAranuM katalakhAnuM cAlu thai jAya. rAtre lAiTanA kAraNe khUba jIvAto Ave, enI pAchaLa kasAi jevI gIroLI Ave ane aneka jIvone mArI khAi jAya che. bAtharUmamAM nhAya eTale kIDI-vAMdA vagere jIvo pANImAM taNAya-mare, pANInI virAdhanA thAya. paMkho-A.C., vAyukAyanI virAdhanA ityAdi SakAyanI hiMsA Dagale ne pagale cAlu rahe. tenI sAme kevalajJAnI prabhue kevuM adbhuta sAdhu jIvana batAvyuM che. jemAM hiMsA nahi. satya dharmanuM pAlana, dharmanA mULa tarIke vinaya darzAvyo che. kSamA jemAM pradhAna che. je upazama bhAvathI ujjavaLa bane che. jemAM brahmacaryanuM pAlana to kharU ja paNa sAthe tenI kALajI svarUpe 9 vADanuM paNa pAlana karavAnuM... gocarInI maryAdA dvArA nirdoSa AhAra caryA ApI che. game tevI ThaMDI hoya toya AganuM tApaNu nahi. AvuM ativiziSTa kakSAnuM sAdhujIvana jinazAsanamAM batAvyuM che. A sAdhujIvana vadhu nirmaLa bane tenA mATe aneka prakAranI dharmasAdhanA, aneka maryAdAo prabhue darzAvI che. che jemAMthI ogha sAmAcArI-padavibhAga sAmAcArI-cakravAla sAmAcArI, saMyamanA 70 bheda che tema 17 bheda che, caraNa sittarI (=mULaguNa), karaNa (=uttaraguNa) vagere... A prastuta graMthamAM levAmAM Avela che. A badhA dharmonuM saMkSipta ane mArmika hRdayasparzI varNana lokabhogya bhASAmAM vidvadarya munirAja zrI guNavaMtavijayajIe karela che. A munivara khuba ja guNIyala-guNAnurAgI-saMyamI-vidvAn sAdhu che. jemanI kalame viratidUta vagerenA mAdhyamathI aneka saMyamIonI saMyama pariNatine vizuddha banAvI che. | kharekhara A adbhuta graMtha sahu koi vAMcI potAnA AtmAne bhAvita banAve. ane potAnuM saMyama ucca kakSAnuM banAvavA dvArA aneka AtmAone mATe suMdara AlaMbana svarUpa banI sva-para kalyANa karanArA bano eja eka maMgala bhAvanA... - sArAMza : mokSanA sAdhaka asaMkhya yogo prabhue batAvyA che. temAMthI keTalAka yogo A pustakamAM lIdhA che. AmAMthI koipaNa yoganI sAdhanA tanmaya banIne kare to te sAdhanA nirvANapadane apAvI zake che. vaLI jIvonI rUci bhinna bhinna prakAranI hoya che. tethI jenuM mana je yogamAM Thare, te yoganI sAdhanA karI AtmakalyANa sAdhe. 1 li...AcArya vijaya abhayacaMdrasUri..

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namo'stu tasmai jinazAsanAya T 7. mokSaH jainazAsananI tamAma vyavasthAonuM eka mAtra aMtima lakSya kheDuta khetI kare che. zenA mATe ? eno javAba che,- anAja pakavavA mATe ! anAja zenA mATe ? potAne khAvA ane veMcavA mATe ! anAjanuM vecANa zenA mATe ? paisA kamAvA mATe ! paiso zenA mATe ? khAvA-pIvAnI tamAma sAmagrIo meLavavA mATe ! sAmagrI zenA mATe ! sukha mATe ! sukha zenA mATe ? eno koi javAba nathI. dardI davA le che. zenA mATe ? roga dUra karavA mATe ! roganikAla zenA mATe ? svasthatA-zAMti-prasannatA meLavavA mATe eTale ke sukha mATe ! e zenA mATe ? eno koi javAba nathI. A mAtra be dRSTAnto joyA. hakIkata e che ke koipaNa jIva je kaMipaNa pravRtti kare che, enuM sIdhuM lakSya bhale game te hoya-paNa jema jema UMDA utaratA jaizuM, tema tema khyAla Avaze ke enuM aMtima lakSya sukha ja che. are, AtmahatyA karanArAne puchazo to e paNa ema ja kaheze ke 'mAre duHkhothI chUTavuM che, huM trAsI gayo chuM. mAre zAMti joie che...' eTale sau prathama A padArtha manamAM barAbara daDha karI lo ke-- koipaNa jIvanI aMtima icchA che sukha meLavavAnI ! duHkho khatama karavAnI ! paNa, jIva ajJAnI che, aNasamaju che...eTale ene kharekhara sAcuM bhAna ja nathI ke sukha zI rIte maLe ? e bicAro jIva pAMca indriyonA viSayonA bhogavaTAmAM ja sAcuM sukha mAnI bese che, e meLavavA mATe dhamapachADA kare che, paNa A sAva khoTo rasto hovAthI aMte e duHkhI ja thAya che. jIvavA mATe kho2Aka ke davAne badale jhera khAvAmAM Ave to zuM thAya ? ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI 1

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DAyerIyA (jhADA) aTakAvavA mATe vATakI divela pIvAmAM Ave to zuM thAya ? basa, ajJAnI jIva sukha meLavavA mATe zabda-rUpa-2sa-gaMdha-sparzodinI pAchaLa je gAMDo bane che, e A be DhASTAnto jevuM che. kolejanA pelA yuvAno-yuvatIo joyA che ? sukha-zAMti meLavavA mATe teo carasa-gAMjo-kokeina-sigareTa-tamAku jevA vyasano bhogavatA thayA, emane zarUAtamAM ema ja lAge ke 'A vastuothI mane sukha maLe che' paNa vAstavikatA badhA ja jANe che ke teo vyasanI banI rahyA che, teo dhIme dhIme duHkhanA mahAsAgaramAM kAyama mATe DUbI javA mATe, mota tarapha dhasI rahyA che. duHkho ane ene utpanna karanArA doSo e ja darda che, roga che. jo e khatama thAya, to jIva svastha-nIrogI banI jAya, sukhI-prasanna banI jAya. prazna : e zI rIte khatama thAya ? : uttara H dardI sArA DaoNkaTaranA zaraNe jAya, sAro DaoNkTara emane sArAmAM sArI davAo Ape, dardI e davAno vidhisara vaparAza kare...to e darda dUra thAya. A sivAya to rogI nIrogI na banI zake. A ja padArtha lokottara zAsanamAM vicArIe. arihaMta paramAtmA sauthI moTA DaoNkTara che. sadgurU bhagavaMto e moTA DaoNkTaranA hAtha nIce taiyAra thayelA nAnA DaoNkTara che. saMsAramAM rahelA jIvo rAga, dveSa, irSyA, niMdA, ahaMkAra, Asakti, vikAra vagere vagere hajAro doSo rUpI rogothI pIDAtA rogIo che. bicArA A jIvo ! nAnI nAnI vAtamAM gusse thai jai mArAmArI, khUna-kharAbA paNa karI bese che. koikano vikAsa joine aMta2mAM saLagyA kare che. koika emanuM jarAka paNa bagADe, to emane kAyama mATe duzmana mAnI le che. potAnA svArtha khAtara game tenuM game te karI nAMkhavA tatpara banI rahe che. sAmAnya nimittomAM ya vikArothI khadabada badabada thatuM mana emano moTo roga che. vizvavyApI jIvonA jo A badhA doSAtmaka rogonuM varNana ka2vA besIe, to eno koi aMta ja na Ave. A jIvo kharekhara nirdoSa banI zake che, paNa e mATe sau prathama zarata ja A che ke emaNe DaoNkTara upara saMpUrNa jaina sAdhu jIvana... 2

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vizvAsa mUkI devo, e jema kahe e pramANe davA karavI. jo rogI jIva A pramANe ka2ze, to e nIrogI banaze ja. have jarAka UMDA utarIe. roganI davA be rIte thAya. jo dardI hospITalamAM dAkhala thai jAya, to 24 kalAka DaoNkTaranI najara heThaLa enI sAravAra thAya. zreSTha koTinI davAo ApavAmAM Ave, nAnAmAM nAnI kALajI karavAmAM Ave...e dardI jaldI sAjo thAya. hA ! e mATe dardInA gajavA garama joie. eTale ke cikkAra saMpatti kharcI nAMkhavAnI taiyArI joie. je dardI pAse hospITalamAM dAkhala thavA mATenI anukULatA na hoya, paisA ochA hoya...e dardI ghare rahIne davA kare...paNa ene sArAmAM sArI TrITamenTa na maLe. DaoNkTaranI sArAmAM sArI sAravAra, 24 kalAka kALajI...vagere na maLe. chatAM e rIte paNa jo davA karAve, to bhale roga jaldI na maTe, paNa e AgaLa vadhato aTake, dhIme dhIme ghaTe ane lAMbe kALe e saMpUrNa nAza paNa pAmI jAya. na arihaMta mahArAjAe je sarvaviratidharma batAvyo che ane enA pAlana mATe je vyavasthA goThavI che. e lokottara jagatanI sarva zreSTha kakSAnI hospITalanI sAravAra ja joi lo. tyAM saMpUrNa sattA arihaMtonI ane sadgurUonI ja che. je emAM dAkhala thAya, ene sadgurU zreSTha koTinI davA Ape, 24 kalAka kALajI kare...dIkSita thayelo jIva jo e davAne barAbara le, koi garabaDa na kare...to eno roga bahu ja jhaDapathI maTI jAya. paNa A moMghI hospITalamAM dAkhala thavA mATe puSkaLa dhananI jarUra paDe, e dhana eTale pracaMDa vairAgya, bAvIza pariSahAdine sahana karavAnI zArIrikamAnasika zakti...jo A na hoya to dIkSA-hospITalamAM dAkhala thavuM zakya nathI. je AtmA vairAgya + vratapAlana daDhatA A be prakAranuM dhana Ape che, ene sadgurU dIkSA-hospITalamAM dAkhala karIne enI evI joradAra sAravAra kare che ke bahu ja ochA bhavamAM e AtmA mokSa pAmI jAya. paNa jenI pAse vairAgya hovA chatAM ya kAco che, athavA to vratonuM pAlana karavA mATenI evI dRDhatA nathI, e dIkSA na lai zake. eNe ghare besIne davA karAvavI paDe, eTale ke zrAvakajIvana jIvavuM paDe. enAthI ene eTalo ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI 3

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phAyado maLe ke roga vadhe nahi, aTake, dhIme dhIme ghaTe ane lAMbe gALe khatama thAya. A eka nakkara satya che. mATe ja, eka sekaMDanA paNa sAcA sAdhupaNAvALA kula bhavo vadhumAM vadhu sAta ke ATha ja thAya, sAtamA ke AThamA bhave to e sAcI sAdhutA 1000% mokSa lAvIne ja jaMpe. jyAre sAcA zrAvakapaNAvALA kula bhavo asaMkhya paNa thai zake che. (asaMkhya eTale ? cothA karmagranthamAM darzAvela dRSTAnta dvArA darzAvAyelI ati-atiati virATa saMkhyA.) mATe ja sagurUnI kharekhara icchA to A ja hoya che ke "saMsArI jIva sAco sAdhu banI vahelAmAM vahelI take nIrogI bane." jyAM e zakaya na hoya, tyAM ja sazurU e jIvane zrAvakajIvananI bheTa Ape. have ApaNe e joie ke "mokSa zuM che ?' mANasa kharekhara to svastha-prasanna rahevAnA ja svabhAvavALo che. paraMtu zarIramAM koika garabaDa UbhI thai, eTale e jherI meleriyA vagere koika rogono bhoga banelo che. have e jo hospITalamAM dAkhala thaine davA levA mAMDe, to dhIme dhIme pelo roga ghaTato jAya ne ? dhIme dhIme svasthatA-prasannatA vadhatI jAya ne ? roga vicitra hovAthI eka jhATake khatama na paNa thAya. paNa kramazaH to khatama thai ja zake che. jyAre e roga saMpUrNa khatama thAya tyAre mANasa pAcho svastha-nIrogI-prasanna banI rahe che. e ja rIte AtmAno mULa svabhAva to anaMtAnaMta sukhano bhogavaTo karavAno che. ane enA mATe ene kaSAyanI jarUra ja nathI, paraMtu karmonA kAraNe e svasthatA DhaMkAi gai, jAtajAtanA doSo-duHkho utpanna thayA. have jo e AtmA dIkSA laine suMdara majhAnA AcAro pALe, to e davAnA prabhAve enA doSo dhIme dhIme ghaTavA mAMDe, AtmAnA sukha-prasannatA-svasthatA dhIme dhIme vadhavA mAMDe....ane eka paLa evI Ave ke tamAma doSo khatama thAya ane AtmA saMpUrNa svastha, saMpUrNa sukhI bane. basa, potAnA mULasvabhAvanI prApti enuM nAma ja mokSa ! AkhuM jinazAsana mAtra ne mAtra A mokSanI prApti mATe ja che. enI tamAma vyavasthAo mokSane najara sAme rAkhIne ja karavAmAM AvI che. ~ - 4 - - jaina sAdhu jIvana

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A Akho padArtha pharI manamAM daDha karI laie, 1) tIrthakara bhagavaMto-sadgurU jano DaoNkTaro. 2) sarvavirati-dIkSA-saMyama zreSTha hospITala TrITamenTa. 3) dIkSita AtmAo-sAdhu, sAdhvIjIo, saMyamIo=hospITalamAM dAkhala thayelA rogIo. 4) zAstro-granthokaroga+davAnI saMpUrNa mAhitI ApatA meDIkala lAinanA pustako. 5) sAdhujIvananA hajAro prakAranA AcAro=judA judA rogo mATenI hajAro prakAranI davAo. 6) AcAronuM vyavasthita pAlana vidhisara davAo levI. 7) dhIme dhIme doSo ghaTavA-dhIme dhIme rogo ghaTavo. 8) vItarAgatA-sarvajJatAnI prApti, mokSanI prApti=saMpUrNa roganAza, saMpUrNa svasthatA. A padArtha jo barAbara samajAi jaze. to jinazAsananuM rahasya ekadama saraLatAthI samajAI jaze. tamAma sAdhvAcAro davA che, sAdhvAcAro svayaM sukharUpasvasthatArUpa nathI, paNa e enuM kAraNa che, sAdhana che. koipaNa rogInuM aMtima lakSya davA hoi ja na zake. aMtima lakSya roganAza ja hoya. ene meLavavA mATe je koipaNa davA karavI paDe, e karavAnI ja. ema koipaNa sAcA saMyamInuM aMtima lakSya AcAra hoi ja na zake, aMtima lakSya vItarAgatA ja hoya. ene meLavavA mATe je koipaNa AcAro pALavA jarUrI hoya, e pALavAnA ja. jema roga badalAya, ema davA paNa badalAya. hA ! chelluM phaLa dareka davAnuM eka ja che, roga UbhI karelI asvasthatAnuM nivAraNa karI svasthatA pragaTa karavI. A khulAso khAsa khAsa samajI rAkhavAno che. kAraNa ke A pustakamAM AgaLa aneka AcAronuM svarUpa ApaNe jozuM, paNa emAM kyAMya ekAMta pakaDavAno nathI ke "Ama ja karAya, Ama na ja karAya..." moTA bhAganI paristhitine laine ja e varNana karavAmAM AvyuM hoya che, emAM vizeSa paristhitimAM pheraphAra thavAnI pUrI zakyatA hoya ja. prazna : koipaNa sAdhvAcAramAM ekAMta nathI, e mATe koi zAstrAdhAra kharo ? uttaraH avazya ! have pachInA prakaraNamAM ApaNe e padArtha spaSTa rIte joizuM. ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI -

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praznaH paNa pahelethI ja A khulAso karavAnI koi AvazyakatA kharI ? uttara : kharI, je apariNata kakSAnA jIvo che, teo AcAra pratipAdaka zAstro vAMcIne emAM ekAMta AgrahavALA banI jAya che. pachI e AcAra nahi pALanArAone kusAdhu, bhraSTasAdhu ja mAnatA hoya che. A barAbara nathI. emaNe e samajI ja levuM joie ke AcAra e davA che, Arogya nathI. ArogyanuM kAraNa cokkasa banI zake. paNa roga pramANe davA badalAtI ja rahevAnI. emAM ekAMta pakaDIne besI na rahevAya. * ziyALAmAM dhAbaLA-rajAi-sveTarano upayoga karavAthI sukha maLe, unALAmAM A badhAno upayoga na karavAthI sukha maLe. pittaprakopa vakhate ghI-sAkara-keLAdi vAparavAthI roga zame, zardI-kapha vakhate ghI-sAkara-keLAdi choDavAthI roga zame, * sakhata bhUkha lAgI hoya, tyAre bhojana karavAthI ja zAMti maLe. sakhata kabajIyAta-ajIrNa thayuM hoya, tyAre bhojana na karavAthI ja zAMti maLe. AvA AvA hajAro dRSTAnno laukika jagatamAM ApaNe paNa anubhavatA hoie chIe, e ja vastu sAdhvAcAranI bAbatamAM paNa samajI ja levAnI ke, * prasiddha sAdhvAcAra pALavAthI ja AtmavizuddhinI prApti thAya paNa vizeSa paristhitimAM prasiddha sAdhvAcAramAM jayaNApUrvaka pheraphAra karavAthI, e AcAra na pALavAthI ja Atmavizuddhi prApta thAya...eTale AcAra pALavo ke na pALavo e badhuM phaLaprAptine najaramAM rAkhIne nakkI karavAnuM hoya, ane e gaNita mAtra ne mAtra gItArtha saMyamI ja mAMDI zake, mATe A mATenI tamAme tamAma sattA gItArthane ja che, agItArthoe gItArthanA mArgadarzana pramANe ja pravRtti karavAnI che. gItArtha eTale zAstrono (kramazaH abhyAsa bAda chelle chedagranthono) samyagujJAtA ! e DaoNkTaranA sthAne che, ane roganI davA bAbatano nirNaya to DaoNkTara ja lai zake ne ! jaina sAdhu jIvana...

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TY). pariNati : adhyavasAya-bhAva nizcaya-pariNAma koipaNa sAdhvAcAramAM ekAMta nathI. e ApaNe prathama prakaraNamAM joi gayA. jo, ekAMta hoya to eka ja bAbatano che "azuddha bhAva na ja joie, zuddhabhAva ja joie.' A vastu ApaNe A prakaraNamAM zAstrapAThI sAthe joizuM. pariNati bolo, adhyavasAya bolo, bhAva bolo, nizcaya bolo... apekSAe A samAnArthI zabdo che. AnuM mahattva jinazAsanamAM kevuM ane keTaluM che ? e have ApaNe joie. (1) paramarahassamisINaM, samattagaNipiDagajhariasArANaM / pAriNAmiaM pamANaM nicchayamavalaMbamANANaM // | (codapUrvadhara zrI bhadrabAhusvAmIkRta-oghaniryukti-760) bhAvArtha H bAra aMgono saMpUrNa abhyAsa karI laine A vizALa zrutasAgarano sAra jemaNe prApta karyo che, jeo nizcayanuM avalaMbana karanArA che te caudapUrvadharAdi RSi munione puchavAmAM Ave ke "A jinazAsananuM sauthI moTAmAM moTuM rahasya zuM che? to teo eka ja javAba Ape ke pariNAma panA pariNAmamAM adhyavasAyamAMebhAvamAM je hoya, e ja pramANa ! arthAt bAhya kriyAo zubhAzubha karmabaMdhamAM pramANabhUta nathI, bAhya kriyAo sukha-duHkhAdi phaLomAM, mokSaprAptimAM pramANabhUta nathI. karma kyuM baMdhAze ? eno nirNaya jIvanA adhyavasAya upara ja thAya che. jevo adhyavasAya, tevuM ja phaLa ! kriyA game te hoya. * adhyavasAya zubha-zuddha, to kriyA kharAba hovA chatAM ya phaLa sAruM ja maLe. * adhyavasAya azubha-azuddha, to kriyA sArI hovA chatAM ya phaLa kharAba ja maLe. dRSTAnna-prasannacaMdra rAjarSinI bAhya kriyA ghaNI sarasa ! eka paga upara bIjo paga rAkhIne kAussagnamAM ubhA che, baMne AMkho sUrya sAme mAMDI che, be hAtha UMcA che.adbhuta sAdhanAdiyA ! paraMtu aMdarano bhAva zatruo sAthe ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI 7 - *

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yuddha karavAno cAlI rahyo hato. to e vakhate cheka sAtamI nA2ka sudhInA pApakarmo bAMdhI nAMkhyA. guNasAgara lagnanI corImAM pherA pharI rahyo che. hAthamAM patnIno hAtha che, cheDAcheDI bAMdhelA che, Ama bAhya kriyA azubha che...tema chatAM paNa aMda2no bhAva AsamAnane AMbyo. saMyama svIkAranI pavitratama bhAvanAmAM caDI gayA, ane tyAM ja kevalajJAnanI prApti thai. (2) kiM bahuNA, jaha jaha rAgaddosA lahuM vilijjaMti, taha taha payaTTiavvaM, esA ANA jiniMdANaM / (mahAmahopAdhyAya yazovijayajI mahArAjA.) A mahApurUSane mATe koi vizeSa oLakhANa ApavAnI jarUra nathI. uparanI gAthA kyA granthamAM che ? e eTalA mATe nathI jaNAvyuM. kemake pratimAzataka, sAmAcArI prakaraNa, upadeza rahasya, gurUtattvavinizyaya, adhyAtmamata parIkSA...vagere aneka granthomAM sauthI chelle teozrIe A gAthA avazya mUkI che. jeno bhAvArtha A pramANe che. AkhA graMthamAM ghaNI ghaNI carcAo karI lIdhI, hajI paNa ghaNuM badhuM kahI zakAya ema che. paNa have e badhuM kahevAnuM choDI dauM chuM. tamAma padArthono ekamAtra sAra ja tamane ApI dauM chuM ke jinezvara bhagavaMtonI eka mAtra AjJA A ja che ke 'jema jema rAga ane dveSa jhaDapathI khatama thAya, tema tema pravRtti karavI.' joyuM ne ? rAga-dveSano vinAza thavo eTale ke adhyavasAya pavitra banavA...e atyaMta Avazyaka che. emAM ekAMta che. bIjI badhI ja bAbatomAM anekAnta ! vaLI gAthAmAM vAparelA zabdo paNa AcAramAM anekAntanuM ja sUcana kare che. naH nadda ane taF tadda e zabdo e ja sUcave che ke bAhya AcAramAM game eTalo pheraphAra thAya, enI sAthe nisbata nathI, paNa rAgadveSahAni e AcAra dvArA thavI ja joie. rAgAdihAni na karI ApanAra AcAranuM amAre zuM kAma ? to rAgAdihAni karAvI ApanA2o tamAma AcAra amane mAnya ! jaina sAdhu jIvana...

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dA.ta. zrAvakone emanI kakSA pramANe pUjAdi AcAra rAgAdihAni kare che, to emaNe e AcAra pALavAno. sAdhuone emanI kakSA pramANe pUjAdi AcAra rAgAdihAni nathI karato, vRddhi kare che.to emaNe e AcAra nahi AdaravAno. (A sAmAnyathI jaNAvyuM, AvuM karoDo bAbatomAM vicArI levuM.) (3) jaha jaha dosA viramai, jaha jaha visaesu hoi veraggaM | taha taha vinAab, AsannaM se a paramapayaM / bhAvArtha H mokSa najIkamAM che ? dUra che ? e zI rIte khabara paDe ? e jANavA mATenuM beromITara AmAM darzAveluM che ke ApaNA AtmAnA krodhaahaMkAra-kapaTa-Asakti-vikAra-irSyAdi doSo jema jema ochA thatA jAya, managamatA zabdAdi viSayomAM jema jema rAgabhAva ghaTato jAya, tema tema mokSa vadhune vadhu najIka che..ema nakkI mAnavuM. doSono saMpUrNakSaya e saMpUrNa mokSa. doSono dezataH kSaya e dezataH mokSa ja che. e thoDo thoDo kSaya vadhato jAya, tema mokSa paNa najIka Avato jAya. dhAro ke 1 karoDa mAtrAnA doSo che, to e tamAma doSonA kSayathI saMpUrNa mokSa maLe. have koikane 1 lAkha mAtrAnA doSo ochA thayA, to eno mokSa eTalA aMza pUrato thai ja gayo. koikane 50 lAkha mAtrAnA doSo ochA thayA, to eno mokSa 50% jeTalo thai ja gayo. TuMkamAM zubhakriyA vadhI ke ghaTI enA AdhAre nahi, paNa AMtarika doSonI vadhaghaTanA AdhAre ja mokSano nirNaya thAya che. (4) DisevaIT 3 mAvo...(zrI nizIthasUtraniryukti, zrI vyavahArasUtra-niyukti.) vartamAnamAM je 45 Agamo che. emAM sauthI zreSTha, sauthI gaMbhIra Agamo tarIke che cha cheda grantho ! emAM paNa zrI nizItha, zrI bRhatkalpa ane zrI vyavahAra A traNa ghaNA virATa ane ghaNA ghaNA upayogI ! A tamAma chedagratho sAdhvAcAranuM pratipAdana karanArA ja granyo che. sAdhu-sAdhvIoe zuM karavAnuM ? zuM nahi karavAnuM ? teo jo sAdhvAcAra na pALe, to zuM zuM ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI - 9 ]

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nukasAna thAya ? enA prAyazcitta zuM zuM Ave ? vizeSa kAraNo AvI paDe to e sAdhvAcAramAM kevI rIte chUTa levAnI ? emAM ochAmAM ochI chUTa levA mATe zuM zuM vicAraNA karavAnI ? vagere vagere bAbatonuM ati uMDANa pUrvaka vivecana karavAmAM AveluM che. prastuta traNa cheda granthonA ja Azare 5000 thI paNa vadhu pAnA che. AmAM zAstromAM je sAdhvAcAra pALavAnuM jaNAveluM che, e e pramANe ja pALavAmAM Ave to e AcAronI sevanA karelI kahevAya. paNa enA karatA jo viparIta karavAmAM Ave to e prati-sevanA kahevAya. ene bIjI bhASAmAM pApa kahevAya. - have prastuta pATha vicArIe... A pAThanI avataraNikA A pramANe che ke 'DijevA vi mAvo, viriyA vA .' prazrakAra pUche che ke zAstrokta AcAronuM pAlana na karIe, to e pratisevanA kahevAya che. paNa A pratisevanA bhAvarUpa che ? ke kriyArUpa che ?' A prazna vicitra lAge ne ! jo zAstrokta AcAro kriyArUpa hoya, to enI pratisevanA viparIta AcAra=viparItakriyA rUpa ja hovAnI ne ? paNa nA ! evuM nathI. eka jabaradasta koTinuM rahasya AmAM dharabAyeluM che. niryuktikAra keTaluM spaSTa zabdomAM jaNAvI de che ke "pratisevanA bhAvarUpa ja che' pAThamAM 3 mukyo che, e jakAra darzAvavA che. eTale ke pratisevanA kriyArUpa nathI..ema sucavavAmAM Ave che. pAcho prazna thAya ke "pratisevanA bhAvarUpa che, e vAta sAcI paNa zubhabhAvarUpa ? ke azubhabhAvarUpa ?' eno javAba paNa gAthAmAM Apela che ke baMne bhAvarUpa hoi zake che. emAM je zubhabhAvarUpa pratisevanA che, te kalpika kahevAya. azubhabhAva rUpa pratisevA darSika kahevAya. kalpika pratisevA eTale apavAda mArga ! eTale ke e AtmAne mokSa tarapha lai jAya che, eTale eno koi vAMdho nathI, e pApa na kahevAya. paNa darSika pratisevA e unmArga rUpa che, e AtmAne mokSathI dUra lai jAya che. e ja kharuM pApa che. mATe eno tyAga karavo. dA.ta. zAstromAM vAraMvAra vigaI vAparavAno niSedha karelo che. eTale vigaityAga e sAdhvAcAra che. paNa - 10 che - jaina sAdhu jIvana...

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azakti, mAMdagI vagere kAraNosara saMyamI koipaNa prakAranA rAgabhAvane poSyA vinA, mAtra zarIra TakAvIne dharmArAdhanA karavA mATe vigai vApare to AmAM bhAva sAro hovAthI kalpika pratisevA kahevAya. emAM koi vAMdho nahi. paNa jo rAgabhAvathI vigai vApare, jarUra karatA vadhAre vApare, Asakti poSavA mATe vApare...to bhAva kharAba hovAthI darSika pratisevA kahevAya, e cokkasa pApa che, pApakarma baMdhAvanA2 che. AvuM tamAma hakArAtmaka ane nakArAtmaka AcAromAM samajI levAnuM. je pravRtti TuMkamAM utsargathI karavAnI che te puSTa kAraNasara ka2vAmAM na Ave ane nahIM ka2vA aMge koi rAga-dveSAdi melA bhAvo na hoya, to e nahIM karavAmAM paNa doSa na lAge. e apavAdamArga bane. bhale karavA yogya pravRtti na kurI, to paNa bhAva pavitra hovAthI lAbha thAya. je pravRtti nathI karavAnI, te puSTa kAraNasara ka2vAmAM Ave to paNa emAM doSa na lAge jo emAM koi rAga-dveSAdi melA bhAvo na hoya roja be TAima pratikramaNa ka2vAnuM che, paNa tapasvI sAdhu trIjA upavAse acAnaka sAMjanA samaye bebhAna thai jAya, ane cheka covIsa kalAka bAda bhAnamAM Ave, to eNe e divasanuM pratikramaNa karyuM na hovA chatAM eno koi pramAda-ALasa-aruci jevo kharAba bhAva to che ja nahi...mATe ene pApakarma na baMdhAya. rastAmAM sAdhuno akasmAta thAya, tyAre bIjo sAdhu ene bacAvI levA mATe koika kArane ubhI rakhAve, sAdhune aMdara mUke, pote jAte paNa bese, ene tarata hospITala lai jAya...A badhAmAM kharekhara eNe na ka2vAnI pravRttio ja karI che, chatAM eno bhAva sAdhune bacAvI levAno che, kAramAM besIne pramAda karavAno bilakula nathI...to ene pApakarma na baMdhAya. A prastuta pATha spaSTa darzAve che ke 'pApa bhAvAtmaka che' eno matalaba e ja ke 'puNya paNa bhAvAtmaka ja che' eTale bAhya kriyAne paramArthathI puNya ke pApa rUpe mAnI na zakAya. (5) jAvaiyA ussaggA tAvaiyA ceva avavAyA / jAvaiyA avavAyA tAvaiyA ceva ussaggA || ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI 11 (zrI AcArAMgasUtra)

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bhAvArtha "saMyamIe gurnAdino vinaya karavo' A vidhAna vAkya che. saMyamIe vibhUSA na karavI" A niSedhavAkya che. AvA AvA hajAro vidhi-niSedhanuM pratipAdana karanArA je vAkyo che. e badhA je vidhi niSedhane darzAve che. e utsarga mArga kahevAya. pratyeka saMyamIe A utsargamArga ja AcaravAno che. paraMtu evA koi viziSTa kAraNa AvI paDe, to saMyamI utsargamArgathI viparIta AcaraNa paNa kare, karI zake..ane emAM ene utsargapAlana jeTalo ja phAyado paNa thai zake che. dA.ta. akasmAta ke moTI mAMdagIne kAraNe saMpUrNa pathArIvaza banelo saMyamI guru Ave tyAre ubho na thAya, vaMdana na karI zake, are, be hAtha paNa na joDI zake. "marthIeNa vaMdAmi' paNa na bolI zake. AvuM bane...to A saMyamI vidhisvarUpa utsarganuM pAlana nathI karato. chatAM eno bhAva to sAro ja che, gurU-bahumAnamAM khAmI nathI. vinaya na karI zakavA badala AMkhamAM AMsu che, pazcAttApa che. AmAM ene vinaya na karavA chatAM, bhAvanA pratApe viziSTa lAbha thAya ja. ema AcArya bhagavaMtane jainetaro sAme pravacana karavAnuM hoya, paMDito sAthe rAjasabhAmAM vAda karavAno hoya tyAre jo cokhA-AkarSaka vastro paherIne jAya, to enI jabaradasta chApa paDe. e bAhya pratibhAnA kAraNe sAmevALA aMjAi jAya, ane eTale pravacanamAM ane vAdamAM baMnemAM sArI saphaLatA male. mATe ja eka jagyAe lakhyuM che ke nitI vastravatA sama' (suMdara vastravALAe sabhAne jItI lIdhI.) to AcArya bhagavaMtane zAsanaprabhAvanAdinA vizuddha bhAvathI sArAmAM sArA vastro pahere, zarIrano mela pANIthI sApha karI nAMkhe, paga cokhA kare.to emaNe niSedhasvarUpa-utsarganuM pAlana choDeluM gaNAya, chatAM emano bhAva suMdara che, mATe A vibhUSA karavA chatAM bhAvanA pratApe emane AtmikadRSTie lAbha ja thAya. A keTaluM gaMbhIra sUtra che ! eka eka utsarga AcAranI sAme, enAthI taddana viparIta evo - 12 - jaina sAdhu jIvana...

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apavAda-AcAra AmAM darzAvI dIdho che. eka paNa bAkI nahi, hA ! zarata mAtra eTalI ja ke utsargamAM jema suMdara bhAva hovo joie, ema apavAdamAM (utsarga viparIta AcaraNamAM) paNa suMdara bhAva hovo joie. e hoya, to ja A apavAdamArga ! Ama A sUtra paNa bhAvanI ghaNI ghaNI ghaNI mahattA darzAve che. (6) ne AsavA te parisavA, ne parisavA te AsavA / zrI AcArAMgasUtra : bhAvArtha : je je Azravo che, te te saMva-pazrivo che. je je saMvara (=parizravo) che, te te Azravo che. Azrava=karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa. (mukhyatve pApakarmabaMdhanuM kAraNa...) saMva-karmabaMdha aTakAvanAra (karmanirjarA karAvanAra...) prastutasUtramAM e darzAvyuM che ke je je karmabaMdhanA kAraNo che, te te karmanirjarAdinA kAraNo che. dA.ta. ogho bALavo e Azrava che, to zAsanahIlanA aTakAvavA mATe zreNikanA samayamAM ogho bALIne bhabhUtI zarIra para lagAvI dai saMnyAsI tarIkeno dekhAva ubho karanArA sAdhu mATe e ja ogho bALavAnI kriyA saMva2 che, karmakSayAdinuM kAraNa che. enAthI uMdhuM je je karmanirjarAdinA kAraNo che, te te karmabaMdhanA kAraNo che. dA.ta. gurvAdinI zreSTha koTinI bhakti karavI e parizrava che. paraMtu vinayaratne rAjAnI hatyA karavAnA tIvra azubhabhAva sAthe, rAjAnA mahelamAM ghusavA mATe sAdhu banI, AcAryano vizvAsa jItavA utkRSTa bhakti karI. A AkhI bhakti emane mATe bhayaMkara koTinuM pApa baMdhAvanArI ja bane. TuMkamAM, je je puNyakriyAo che, te te pApakriyA banI zake che. je je pApakriyAo che, te te puNyakriyA banI zake che. jo puNyakriyAo pAchaLa bhAva kharAba, to e pApakriyA ! jo pApakriyAo pAchaLa bhAva sAro, to e puNyakriyA ! Ama A sUtramAM paNa adhyavasAyanuM jabaradasta mahattva sthApita thAya che. ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI 13

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che ? prazna : khAvaDyA rastA...ane jhe JAkhavA . . .e be sUtramAM pharaka zuM uttara H moTo pharaka che. khAvaDyA e saMkhyAvAcaka zabda che. jeTalA utsarga che, teTalA apavAda che. eTale ke utsarga svayaM apavAda nathI, paNa utsarganI sAme apavAda hoya. eTale ke utsarganuM ane apavAdanuM bAhyasvarUpa alaga alaga hoya. ne mAsavA...mAM je Azrava che, e ja saMva2 che. eTale ke Azrava ane saMvaranuM bAhya svarUpa eka ja rahe che, mAtra aMdaranA bhAvono tyAM pheraphAra thayelo che. utsarga ane apavAda...baMnemAM aMdarano adhyavasAya zubha ja hoya, to ja e utsarga ke apavAda bane. jyAre Azrava ane saMvaramAM to AzravamAM azubha adhyavasAya ane saMvaramAM zubha adhyavasAya hoya. (7) saMtharaNaMmi azuddhaM geNhaMtadAyagANaM ahiyaM / AuradivaMteNaM taM ceva hiyamasaMtharaNe | bhAvArtha : jo nirdoSa gocarIthI nirvAha thai zakato hoya, to doSita lenAra saMyamI ane vahorAvanAra zrAvaka baMnenuM ahita thAya. paNa jo doSita lIdhA vinA cAlI zake ema ja na hoya, to doSita lenAra ane vahorAvanA2 baMnenuM hita thAya. ahIM paNa bhAvanI pradhAnatA spaSTa thAya che. niSkAraNa doSita le, to emAM pramAda-rAga vagere azubhabhAvo che, mATe emAM nukasAna. kAraNasara doSita le, to emAM mAMdagI-azakti vagere dUra karI svastha banI vadhu ArAdhanA karavAno zubhabhAva che, mATe tyAM doSita levA-vAparavA rUpI kharAba pravRtti hovA chatAM mAtra zubhabhAvanA kAraNe phAyado ja che. (8) jA jayamANassa bhave virAhaNA suttavihisamaggassa / sA hoi nijjaraphalA ajjhatthavisohijuttassa // bhAvArtha : beMtAlIsa doSa vinAnI gocarI saMyamIe vAparavAnI che, vaho2vAnI che. e 42 doSonuM vistArathI varNana piMDaniryukti nAmanA granthamAM karavAmAM Avela che. AkhA granthamAM A ja preraNA karI che ke 'A doSo sevavAnA nathI...' 14 * jaina sAdhu jIvana...

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e pachI sauthI chelle niryuktigAthAmAM A padArtha darzAvyo che ke 'viSama paristhitimAM saMyamI AdhAkarmAdi doSone paNa seve, to paNa ene koi ja pApa na baMdhAya. ulTuM pApakarmonI nirjarA ja thAya.' zAstramAM jaNAvelI apavAdamArganI vidhine pALanAra, yatanApUrvaka pravRtti karanAra, adhyavasAyonI pavitratAvALA saMyamI dvArA je koipaNa jIvahiMsAdi virAdhanA thAya, e ene nirjarA ja Ape che. je doSo narakAdimAM lai janArA che, e ja doSo saMyamI jo pavitrabhAvavALo hoya, to karmanirjarA karAvanArA bane. AsaktithI AdhAkarmI pauSTika dravya karAvIne vApare, to pApa ! paNa e saMyamI mAMdagI dUra karIne sArA-sAjA thaine joradAra ArAdhanA karavA mATe, nirdoSa (pauSTika dravya) tapAsa ka2vA chatAM paNa na maLavAnA kA2Ne chevaTe doSita pauSTika dravya karAve...to adhyavasAya nirmaLa hovAthI ene nirjarA ja thAya. (9) zrI dasavaikAlikasUtramAM niryuktimAM cAra prakAranI hiMsA batAvelI che. dravyathI hiMsA che + bhAvathI nathI. bhAvathI hiMsA che + dravyathI nathI. dravyathI hiMsA che + bhAvathI che. dravyathI hiMsA nathI + bhAvathI nathI. A cAra bhAMgA che. saMyamIne koi dhakko mArIne kAcA pANImAM pADI de, to saMyamInA zarIra dvArA pANInA jIvonI hiMsA thAya che, paraMtu saMyamIne to jIvone mAravAno ke pramAdano koi ja bhAva nathI. e to pazcAttApa kare che. (arNikAputra AcArya...) AmAM pahelo bhAMgo lAge. khAvAnI vastu kharekhara acitta hoya, chatAM koikanA khoTA kathananA kAraNe saMyamI ene citta tarIke jANe, ane to'ya Asakti-niSThuratAthI prerAine vApare...to emAM kharekhara koi jIva marato nathI, chatAM saMyamIno bhAva to jIvahiMsAno che ja...eTale ahIM bIjo bhAMgo lAge. kasAi vagerene trIjo bhAMgo che. ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI 15

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siddhone cotho bhAMgo che. AmAM pApakarma kayAM baMdhAya ? eno ekadama cokukho uttara e ja ApavAmAM Avyo che ke jyAM bhAvathI hiMsA nathI, tyAM dravyahiMsA hoya to paNa pApakarma na baMdhAya. jyAM bhAvathI hiMsA che, tyAM dravyahiMsA na hoya, to paNa pApakarma baMdhAya. mAtra hiMsAmAM ja nahi, mRSA-corI-abrahma-parigraha vagere aDhAre aDhAra pApasthAnakomAM A cAra bhAMga gaNavAnA. emAM darekamAM jyAM bhAvathI te te pApasthAna hoya, tyAM ja pApa..e sivAya pApa nahi. (10) ajjhatthavisohIe jIvanikAehiM saMthaDe loe / desiyamahiMsagattaM jiNehiM telokkadaMsIhi || oghaniryukti-747 A Akho loka sarvatra jIvanikAyathI bharelo che. ApaNe cAlIe, bolIe, lakhIe, khAie. e dareke darekamAM bIjA koi jIvo mare ke na mare, paNa vAyukAyanI to hiMsA thAya ja.. Ano uttara e che ke paramAtmAe eTaluM ja kahyuM che ke jo adhyavasAya sAro hoya, zubha hoya, zuddha hoya..to e AtmA ahiMsaka ja che. jIvane mArI nAMkhuM" evo krUra bhAva na joie, "jIva mare to huM zuM karuM ? mAre mAravA nathI, paNa enA mATe sUkSma kALajI karavI mane na phAve' evo upekSAdi rUpa pramAdabhAva na joie... AvA AvA azubhabhAva na hoya, to bAhyadaSTie hiMsA thAya, to paNa AtmA ahiMsaka. jo jinAgamomAM DubakI mArIe, to AvA seMkaDo hajAro zAstrapAThI jovA maLaze ke je evuM sApha-sApha zabdomAM jaNAvatA hoya ke "bhAva e ja mukhya che, sarvasva che, pradhAna che.' paNa A dasa pATho paNa ekadama pUratA che, eTale have bIjA pATho ahIM ApaNe letAM nathI. basa, A dasa pATho punaH punaH vicAravA, khUba ja ciMtana karavuM, anekAneka rIte e pAThone cakAsI levA...enA dvArA jinazAsananuM sarvotkRSTa rahasya tamArA hAthamAM AvI jaze..pachI kyAMya paNa guMcavADo Ubho nahi thAya. " [ 16 ] - jaina sAdhu jIvana....

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zrI yogazatakamAM ekadama cokhA zabdomAM pharamAvyuM che ke pravRSAyA jJAnayoga-pratipatirupatvAt / dIkSA=sarvavirati pravajyA jJAnayoganA svIkArasvarUpa che. arthAt paramArthathI juo, dIkSAno artha mAtra eTalo ja che ke have koipaNa azubha bhAva mAre na karavA..evI huM pratijJA lauM chuM." bAhya tamAma zubha kriyAo dIkSAnI sAthe svIkArAya che kharI, paNa pUrve jaNAvI gayA, ema e tamAma kriyAo sAdhana che, emAM ekAMta nathI ja, emAM pheraphAro thai zake che, karI zakAya che. e pheraphAra karavA chatAM pratijJA bilakula na tUTe. paNa jo azubhabhAva jAgrata thAya, to pratijJA tUTe, enuM prAyazcitta karIne e tUTelo bhAga sAMdhI levo paDe. 18000 zIlAMgaratho che. e badhA bhAva svarUpa che. kiyA game eTalI ghaTe, to ya emAMthI ekapaNa aMga na tUTe. paraMtu jo nAnakaDo paNa azubhabhAva pragaTe, to e 18000 zIlAMgarathamAMthI ekAda to tUTe ja. eTale dIkSAno A paramArtha kAyama mATe najara sAme rAkhavo ja. 2 ja ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI ajaba jIvana ba kahAnI [ 17 -

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Coman 3. pravRtti-AcAra-kriyA-vyavahAra ) bIjuM prakaraNa barAbara samajI lIdhA bAda je lAMbI buddhi nahi doDAve, e cokkasa aTavAi ja javAnA. eka ja taraphanI badhI vAta sAMbhaLIne, e ja sAcuM mAnI laine, bIjA pakSanI vAta sAMbhaLyA, vicAryA, samajyA vinA je nirNaya karI le, e kyAreya sAco nyAyAdhIza na banI zake. ApaNI pAse be kAna che. apekSAe ema kahI zakAya ke eka kAna ekapakSanI vAto sAMbhaLavA mATe che, ane bIjo kAna bIjApakSanI vAto sAMbhaLavA mATe che. je baMne kAnathI eka ja pakSanI vAto sAMbhaLe, e apekSAe eka kAnathI badhira kahevAya. e ja vastu be AMkha mATe paNa samajI levI. ekamAtra karuNAbhAvanAthI prerAine eka vAta cokaksa karIza ke keTalAya mato Aje AvA ekapakSa tarapha khoTI rIte DhaLI gayelA jovA maLe che. emanA mATe gusso nathI Avato, paNa karuNA cokkasa jAge che. muzkelI e che ke teo khUba puNyazALI hovAthI emanA anuyAyIo paNa sahaja rIte ja vadhatA jAya, Ama teo ane emanA anuyAyIo baMne khoTA raste caDI jAya, hajAro-lAkho uttama AtmAo sAco mokSamArga gumAvI de, durlabha mAnavabhava hArI jAya, dharmanI icchA hovA chatAM sAco dharma ArAdhI na zake, amArA jevAnuM puNya ochuM paDatuM hoya, to teo amArI rajuAtane sAcI mAnI na zake, svIkArI na zake. keTalAya loko nizcayanayamAM atidraDha banIne evuM mAnatA thai gayA che ke "kriyAnI-AcAranI-vyavahAranI-pravRttinI zI jarUra che ? badhuM bhAva pramANe ja thAya che. to bhAva sAro rAkho...basa, vAta pUrI thai gai." A vAta khoTI che. bhAva ja zreSTha che, sarvasva che, pradhAna che. e vAta sAcI ja che. paraMtu e bhAvane lAvI ApanAra suMdara AcAra che, vyavahAra che...eTale bhAvane sAdhavA mATe suMdara AcArano paNa eTalo ja Adara karavo paDavAno. A padArtha A prakaraNamAM ApaNe spaSTa karavAno che. pazune ghAsacAro nAMkhavAnI pravRtti karanArAmAM jIvadayAnA pariNAma --[ 18 - jaina sAdhu jIvana..

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prAyaH cokkasa hoya. paNa kasAi pazune kApato hoya, ane aMdara jIvadayAno pariNAma hoya evuM bane kharuM ? najara nIcI rAkhanAra, sagI bA-bahena sAthe paNa khUba vivekapUrvaka vAta karanAra nirvikArI prAyaH cokkasa hoi zake. paNa Blue Film jonArAmAM nirvikArabhAva hoya evuM bane kharuM? AMbila karanArAmAM, sAva sAduM bhojana lenAramAM, mIThA vinAnI rasoi jamanAramAM, kariyAtuM nAMkhIne vAparanAramAM anAsakti prAya: cokkasa hoi zake, paNa hoTalamAM jAtajAtanI bhAtabhAtanI AiTamo maMgAvI maMgAvIne gaLA sudhI khAnArAne bhojana Asakti na hoya evuM bane kharuM ? dareka phaMDamAM nAno-moTo phALo noMdhAvanAramAM cokkasa udAratA guNa hoi zake. paNa abajo rUpiyA bhegA thai gayA pachI phaMDamAM kyAMya eka rUpiyo paNa dAnamAM na ApanAramAM udAratA guNa hoya evuM bane kharuM ? prabhupUjA vinA pANI paNa na pInAro, prabhunA nAma raTaNamAM AMsu sAranAro cokkasa prabhubhakta hoi zake. paNa prabhunA darzana paNa na karanAro, prabhunuM nAma paNa na lenAro, sadAya moDhA para pIkacaranA gItone guNaguNAvanAro prabhubhakta hoya evuM bane kharuM ? ekadama spaSTa gaNita che ke kAraNa hoya, to ja kArya thAya. kAraNa na hoya, to kArya na ja thAya. kArya mukhya che, lakSya che, sAdhya che...enI koNe nA pADI ? paNa e kAraNa vinA jo prApta thai zakatuM na hoya, to kAraNa paNa eTalo ja agatyano bhAga bhajavI jAya ne ! amAre anAsakti ja joie che, paNa e anAsaktirUpI bhAva vigaionA tyAga, AMbila, saMyojanA vinAnI gocarI, eka ja bAjuthI vAparI javA rUpI paddhati, A badhA AcArothI ja siddha thAya che, e vinA nahi. mATe e AcAra pALavA ja joie. amAre nirvikAritA ja joie che, paNa e bhAva strIparicaya, strImukhadarzana, strI sAthe hasI hasIne vAto, strIsparza, strIrAganuM zravaNa.... A badhuM choDI devA rUpa AcArathI ja zakya che, e vinA nahi mATe e AcAra pALavA ja joie. ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI - 19 - ja

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amAre namratA-nirahaMkAritA ja joie che, paNa e bhAva vaMdanavidhi, vaiyAvacca, svaprazaMsAtyAga..vagerethI ja zakya che, e vinA nahi..mATe e AcAra pALavA ja joie. jo AcAra vinA pariNati siddha thai jatI hota, to ame AcArane mATe bilakula Agraha na rAkhata. je loko AcArane nakAmA gaNe che, emane eTaluM puchIe ke tamArA patnI-dIkarI-bahena koika parapurUSa sAthe koika baMdha rUmamAM 1 kalAka rahIne bahAra nIkaLe, ane e tame juo to tame patnIne pavitrabhAvavALI mAnI zakazo ? ke enA bAhya kharAba AcArane lIdhe tame ene kharAba bhAvavALI mAnIne dhikkArazo ? tamAro dIkaro tamane lAphAo mAre, gaMdI gALo bole..to paNa tame ene pitA pratye bhaktibhAvavALo mAnI zakazo ? ke pachI ene pitRdrohI, kuputra, peTamAM pAkelo patthara eTale ke apavitra bhAvavALo mAnazo ? rastAmAM koI tamAruM khIsuM kApIne paisA lai jAya, gaLAnI cena cAkunA jore chinavI le, khUnanI dhamakI Ape to paNa tame ene aMdarakhAne sajjana-dhArmika mANasa mAnI zakazo ? ke pachI ene cora-luMTAro-guMDo ja mAnazo ? are, bhAI ! jagatamAM badhA ja badhe ja bAhya AcAronA AdhAre ja aMtaranA bhAvonuM anumAna karatA hoya che, prazna : paNa e anumAna kyAreka khoTuM paNa paDe che ne ? uttara H kyAreka eTale ? ekAda TakA jeTaluM paNa mAMDa ! to ApaNe to 99%nA AdhAre ja cAlavAnuM ne ! 1% nA AdhAre nirNaya na ja karAya. A ja kAraNasara prabhue sAdhujIvanamAM jabaradasta AcAramArga = vyavahAramArga=kriyAmArga darzAvyo che. 125 gAthAnA stavanamAM mahopAdhyAyajIe khUba ja sarasa padArtha A aMge darzAvyo che. hema parIkSA jema hue jI, sahaja hutAzana tApa re, jJAnadazA tema parabIejI, jihAM bahukiriyAvyApa re. artha : sonuM sAcuM che ke khoTuM ? enI parIkSA karavI hoya to ene agninA tApamAM tapAvIne pIgALavuM paDe. ema jIvamAM sAro bhAva che ke nahi ? " [ 20 OF jena sAdhu jIvana..

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enI parIkSA enI bAhya zubha kriyAo uparathI ja thAya. jenAmAM puSkaLa zubha AcAro hoya, tenAmAM zubhabhAva ghaNo hoya, ema mAnavuM. ghaNA AMbila, ekAsaNA..chevaTe vigaityAgAdi kare, te anAsakta ! nava brahmacaryanI vADo sarasa rIte pALe, te nirvikArI ! dareka kriyAo UbhA-UbhA vidhisara kare, te apramatta ! ALasarahita ! gurUnA pratyeka vacanonuM pAlana kare, te samarpita ! gurUparatatra ! SakAyanI rakSAno saMpUrNa prayatna kare, te jIvadayAsaMpanna ! svajano-gRhastho sAthe vAtacIta-gappAdi na kare, te aMtarmukha ! divasamAM dasa-bAra-paMdara kalAka bhaNe, te svAdhyAyapremI ! je kyAreya apazabdo na bole, moTA avAje na bole, te kSamAzIla ! je potAnA doSo gurUne lakhI mokalAve, kazuM na chUpAve, te saraLa ! AvuM tamAma bAbatomAM samajI levuM. jema tAva zarIranI aMdara hoya, paNa bahAra zarIranI garamIthI aMdarano tAva mApI zakAya. ema zubhabhAva ke azubhabhAva AtmAmAM hoya, paNa zarIranI zubhakriyAo ke azubhakriyAothI e bhAvonuM anumAna karI zakAya. jema koikanA phoTA uparathI ke darpaNamAM paDatA pratibiMba uparathI e mANasa kevo che ? evo nirNaya karI zakAya, ema bAhya AcAra e phoTApratibiMba jevo che. enA uparathI e nirNaya karI zakAya ke aMdarano bhAva kevo che... zrI oghaniryuktimAM pharamAvyuM che ke nicchayamavalambamANA nicchayao nicchayamajANaMtA / nAsaMti caraNakaraNaM bAhirakaraNAlasA kei // je jIvone AcAronuM pAlana karavAmAM ALasa-kaMTALo Ave che. te jIvo bhAvanI vAto karavA mAMDe che ke "aMdarano bhAva sAro rAkhavAno, AcAranI koi kiMmata nathI..." e bicArAo kharekhara to potAnA cAritrano ja nAza kare che. AvI khoTI vAto phelAvIne bIjAnA cAritrano paNa nAza kare che. kemake AcAra e bhAvonuM kAraNa hovAthI svayaM bhAvasvarUpa kahI zakAya che. ane eTale ja eno tyAga karanAra kharekhara to bhAvanuM ja satyAnAza kADhI bese che. A badhAno sAra eTalo ja ke "zubhabhAvanI jhaMkhanAvALAe zubhaAcAra pALavo ja." ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI1 21 - Rgna

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:: : :: : :: : AcArapradhAna zramaNA jIvana saMghajamaNamAM 2000 mANasa be kalAkamAM ja jamI le, paNa e mATenI pUrvenI mahenata to kadAca be mahinAnI hoya. krikeTamAM vijaya to chellA bole eka-be rana karavAthI ja maLe, paNa enA mATenI mahenata to cheka pacAsa ovaranI hoya. cha'rI pAlita saMghamAM zikharajInI yAtrA karavA jatA hoya, e badhA zikharajI to cheka chelle be-traNa divasa ja ArAdhanA kare..paNa e mATenI mahenata 6 mahinA rojeroja cAlavAnI, ThaMDI-garamI sahana karavAnI, ekAsaNAdi karavAnI hoya. dIkarAne M.D. DaoNkTara banAvavo hoya, to mA-bApa enI mahenata ene pAMceka varSanI uMmarathI skulamAM dAkhala kare, tyArathI karavA mAMDe. e mATe saMpatti jamA karavAnuM kAma paNa tyArathI ja thavA mAMDe. koipaNa bAbatamAM saphaLatA to chelle ja hoya ne ? ane eno samaya paNa lagabhaga ocho ja hoya ne ? paNa e mATenI mahenata varSonA varSo sudhInI hoya..evuM paNa bane. bhAratane AjhAdI maLI, i.sa. 1947mAM..paNa enI mahenata zarU thai gayelI i.sa. 1857mAM...cheka 90 varSa pUrve ! have prastutamAM vicArIe... zramaNajIvananuM ekamAtra lakSya to mokSa ja che. enI prApti kadAca ghaNA badhA bhavo pachI paNa thAya, are ! A ja bhavamAM jene thavAnI hoya, eNe paNa e mATenI sakhata mahenata to karavI ja paDe. e mahenata eTale ja AcAronuM draDhakoTinuM pAlana ! ApaNe have pachInA prakaraNomAM e anekAneka AcAronuM TuMkamAM svarUpa jozuM, A prakaraNamAM sAmAnyathI e AcAronuM mAtra eka lisTa joi laie. 1) pAMca mahAvrato + paccIsa bhAvanA. 2) pAMca samiti + traNagupti = aSTapravacanamAtA. 3) satya, kSamA vagere dasavidha zramaNa dharma. 4) icchA-micchAdika dasavidha cakravAla sAmAcArI. 5) vira kalpa. jaina sAdhu jIvana.

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6) jinakalpa-parihAravizuddhika kalpa-yathAdika kalpa-bhikSupratimAkalpa. 7) jAta-samApta kalpa. 8) rojIMdI kriyAo svarUpa ogha sAmAcArI. 9) sevAyelA doSonI zuddhi mATe AlocanA-prAyazcittAdi rUpa padavibhAga sAmAcArI. 10) gocarI-pANI aMgenA 42 doSo. 11) nirdoSa upAzraya-nirdoSa vastro-nirdoSa pAtrAo. 12) caraNa sittarI. 13) karaNa sittarI. 14) paMcAcAra. 15) sthita-asthita kalpa. 16) nava vADo. 17) sAdhvIgaNano AcAra. 18) pAMca prakAranA vyavahAra sAdhujIvanamAM sahavAnA AvatA 22 pariSada * bhUkha * yAcanA-mAMgavuM * tarasa * vihAranA kaSTo, _| joitI vastu na * ThaMDI thAka Adi maLavI * garamI * dhULiyo, * ghAsa Adino * macchara, jU, mAMkaDa | garamIvALo, ThaMDo | tI sparza Adi upAzraya AdinA DaMkha * zarIra paranA mela pApano niSedha alpamUlya, Adi jIrNazIrNa athavA pratikULa anya dharmanI malina vastra paheravAnuM sthAna camatkArika vAto cAritramAM kaMTALo | * buddhimattA athavA sAMbhaLavA chatA * loko taraphathI maLatA | mUrNapaNa svadharmamAM sthiratA mAnapAna vigere | * jJAnano abhAva rAkhavI. * strI Adi para anyano Akroza Asakti * anya dvArA mAra ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI1 23 F

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(pAMca mahAvrato + paccIsabhAvanA - -- zrAvakonA ahiMsAdi vrato aNu-nAnA hoya che, jyAre sAdhunA vrato moTA hoya che, mATe emane mahAvrata kahevAmAM Ave che. jyAre kAcI dIkSA ApavAmAM Ave, tyAre mumukSune "karemi bhaMte' nI pratijJA karAvAya che, eno sAmAnya artha A che ke manathI koipaNa pApa karIza nahi, karAvIza nahi, anumodIza nahi = 3 vacanathI koipaNa pApa karIza nahi, karAvIza nahi, anumodIza nahi = 3 kAyAthI koipaNa pApa karIza nahi, karAvIza nahi, anumodIza nahi = 3 A navakoTinA paccakakhANa kahevAya che. prastutamAM koipaNa pApano artha hiMsA, jUTha vagere vagere.. eTale ke A pratijJAmAM pAMceya mahAvratonI pratijJA AvI ja jAya, kazuM bAkI na rahe, chatAM vaDI dIkSA=pAkI dIkSA vakhate pAMca mahAvrato svataMtra rUpe uccarAvavAmAM=ApavAmAM Ave che. eno paramArtha mAtra eTalo ja ke kAcI dIkSAmAM pAMceya mahAvrato alaga alaga pADIne samajAvavAmAM AvyA na hatA, mAtra pApa zabdathI ja hiMsAdi badhA pApo lai lIdhelA. jyAre ahIM e pApa-sAvadhane spaSTa karIne, alaga alaga dekhADIne, enI pratijJA ApavAmAM Ave che. prazna : Ama karavAnuM kAraNa ? uttara : koikane upadeza ApIe ke "rAga na karavo' to emAM tamAma rAgano niSedha AvI ja jAya, chatAM zrotA potAnI buddhi barAbara lagAvI na zakato hoya, eTale ene samajAvavuM paDe ke rAga traNa prakArano che. kAma-sneha dRSTi ! emAM zabda, rUpa, rasa, gaMdha, sparza iSTa managamatA maLe ane rAga thAya, e kAmarAga ! parivArAdino rAga e sneharAga ! potAnI koika khoTI mAnyatA parano rAga e dRSTirAga ! Ama vibhAga pADIne samajAvIe, to zrotA rAganuM svarUpa barAbara samaje ane eno tyAga karavAno samyak prayatna AdarI zake. jana 24 - jena sAdhu jIvana.

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- Ama kAcI dIkSAmAM ane pAkI dIkSAmAM pratijJAnI dRSTie mAtra ATalo ja bheda samajavo. A pAMca mahAvrato mUlaguNa kahevAya. zramaNajIvananA anya AcAro uttaraguNa kahevAya. mUlaguNa hRdaya-magaja jevA che, uttaraguNa hAtha-paga-nAka-kAnAdi jevA che. hRdaya-magajane nukasAna pahoMce, to motanI zakyatA vadhu ! hAtha-pagane nukasAna pahoMce, to zarIra khaMDita thAya, paNa mota na Ave. ApaNe jema zarIranA tamAma avayavone sAcavIe, paNa hRdaya-magajane to ekadama barAbara sAcavIe..ema saMyamIe bhUla ane uttara..tamAma guNone sAcavavAnA ja che, paNa emAM ya pAMca mahAvratonI surakSA to ekadama barAbara karavAnI che. hRdaya-magaja vinA mANasa jIvI zakato nathI, mUlaguNa vinA cAritra TakatuM nathI. hAtha-paga vinA mANasa herAna cokkasa thAya, paNa jIve to kharo, jIvI zake kharo. uttaraguNa vinA cAritra nabaLuM cokkasa paDe, paNa TakI zake kharuM.. A prakaraNamAM ApaNe pAMca mahAvratonuM ane paccIsa bhAvanAnuM svarUpa TuMkANamAM jozuM. 1) sarvathA prANAtipAtaviramaNa mahAvrata : / sarvathA manathI, vacanathI ane kAyAthI..karavuM, karAvavuM, anumodavuM.e nava koTi ! prANAtipAta eTale koipaNa jIvane alpa paNa pIDA thavI, jIva marI javo..vagere. viramaNa eTale tyAga. mana-vacana-kAyAthI alpa paNa pIDA koipaNa jIvane svayaM karavI nahi, karAvavI nahi ke enI anumodanA karavI nahi.A Ano sAmAnyathI artha che. prazna : ApaNe bolIe, cAlIe emAM vAyukAyanA jIvonI hiMsA to thAya ja che, to pachI A mahAvrata tUTI na jAya ? uttara H hiMsA be prakAre che...dravyathI ane bhAvathI. ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI - 25 - * *

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jIvane pIDA thavI, jIva marI javo...A badhI dravya hiMsA ! jIvane mArI nAMkhavAno pariNAma, jIvadayAno adhyavasAya na hovo, jIvarakSAnI upekSA..A rIte aneka prakArano azubhabhAva e bhAvahiMsA ! pUrve joi gayA, ema aprazastabhAva e ja pApa che, ane ApaNe enI ja bAdhA lIdhelI che. prazna : to pachI dravyahiMsA karavAnI chUTa ne ? jIvone mArIe to vAMdho nahi ne ? uttara : Avo vicAra jene Ave, enA manamAM jIvarakSA pratye upekSA AvI gai, A ja bhAvahiMsA, ane e to choDavAnI ja che ne eka vAta dhyAnamAM rAkhavI ke moTA bhAge dravya hiMsAmAM bhAva hiMsA hoya ja che, eTale jeNe bhAvahiMsAnI bAdhA lIdhI, eNe e badhAnA pAlana mATe dravyahiMsA na thAya, enI pUrepUrI kALajI karavI ja paDe. hA ! kyAreka evuM banaze ke dravyahiMsA hoya, paNa bhAvahiMsA na hoya, to tyAM mahAvratano bhaMga bilakula thato nathI. A padArtha pAMceya mahAvratomAM samajI levo. ApaNe cAra bhAMgA joi laie. dravyathI hiMsA che + bhAvathI hiMsA nathI. eka saMyamI bIjA saMyamInA pagamAM ghUsI gayelo kAMTo kADhavA mATenA ekadama sArA bhAvathI tIkSNa saLI, soMya vaDe enA pagamAM te te bhAgane kotare, emAM bIjAne pIDA paNa thAya..ahIM dravyathI hiMsA che, bhAvathI nathI. dravyathI hiMsA nathI + bhAvathI hiMsA che. saMyamIne musalamAno para gusso Ave, "e badhA pAkistAnIone, bhAratIya muslimone kApI nAMkhavA joie." AvA vicAro Ave..to dravyathI hiMsA nathI, saMyamI kharekhara to koine eka lApho paNa mArato nathI. paNa bhAvathI hiMsA che, kemake adhyavasAya kharAba che. dravyathI hiMsA che + bhAvathI hiMsA che. saMyamI pUMjyA vinA dhaDAdhaDa bArI baMdha kare, emAM giroLI cagadAIne juna 26 - jena sAdhu jIvana...

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sAdhujIvananI pavitra dinacaryA

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' sAdhu bhagavaMtanI adbhuta sAdhanA kSamA samiti parisaha gupti

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saMpUrNa jIvajagatane abhayadAna ApanAra ekamAtra jaina sAdhu vizva kaTumba

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'upamAo huAsa0 dekhADeluM sAdhu jIvALuM havAi bhagavAna ke zramANoM kI 22 upamAeM kamala ke samAna nirlepa Min AkAza ke samAna Alambana rahita pavana ke samAna grhrhit| candra ke samAna saumya jIva ke samAna apratihatagati zuddha svarNa ke samAna nirdoSa cAritravAna 2 kachue ke samAna guptendriya zaMkha ke samAna kAMse ke ujjvala-rAga rahita pAtra kI taraha nirlepa Elhid PIE DIL 20 Inh2 sUrya ke samAna tejasvI mAraNDa pakSI ke sammAna apramatta yajJAgni ke samAna tejoMdIpta samudra ke samAna gambhIra 16 17 geMDe ke sIMga ke samAna ekAkI pakSI ke samAna parikara se mukta hAthI ke samAna zaktizAlI A zarada Rtu ke jala ke samAna svaccha hRdaya meru ke samAna aprakampa vRSabha ke samAna dhairyazAlI pRthvI ke samAna kSamAzIla siMha ke samAna parAkramI

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marI jAya, to dravyathI hiMsA che, ane jIvadayA mATeno jayaNA pariNAma na hovAthI, upekSA hovAthI bhAvathI paNa hiMsA che. dravyathI hiMsA nathI + bhAvathI hiMsA nathI. siddha bhagavaMto vageremAM A bheda ghaTe. prazna : sAdhumAM ghaTe ? uttara : prAyaH saMyamIne pratyeka samaye vAyukAyanI hiMsA to cAlu ja hoya che, eTale e apekSAe na ghaTe. hA ! pANI-agni vagere jIvonI apekSAe vicAro, to sAdhumAM paNa A bheda ghaTI zake che. (2) sarvathA mRSAvAdaviramaNa mahAvataH mRSAvAda eTale asatya bolavuM. mana-vacana-kAyAthI asatya bolavuM nahi, bolAvavuM nahi, anumati ApavI nahi..anumodanA karavI nahi. AmAM cAra bheda nIce pramANe che. dravyathI mRSA che - bhAvathI nathI. koika saMyamIne roga maTato na hoya, enA kAraNe e parezana thato hoya, DaoNkTare davA cAlu karI hoya, paNa saMpUrNa roga maTatA daseka divasa lAgavAnA ja hoya, pelAne asamAdhi ghaNI rahetI hoya, tyAre bIjo saMyamI ene samAdhi ApavA mATe bole ke "basa, be-traNa divasamAM ja roga maTI vAno che.dhIraja rAkho... ema navo sAdhu vihAramAM puSkaLa thAkI jaine pUche ke "hajI keTaluM bAkI ?' e vakhate dhAroke pAMceka ki.mI. bAkI hoya, paNa e vAta karIe to navo sAdhu DhIlo paDI jAya. e vakhate "basa have vadhAre nathI bAkI..." ema aspaSTa bhASAmAM bolavAmAM Ave. AmAM dravyathI mRSA che, paNa bhAva leza paNa kharAba nathI. anya jIvane samAdhi ApavAno ja che. dravyathI pRSA nathI-bhAvathI che. saMyamIe koika bhUla karI hoya, e have gurUthI chupAvavA mAMgato hoya, tyAM ja gurU ene bolAve..e manamAM vicAra karato jAya ke huM A rIte javAba ApIza, pelI sAcI vAta chupAvIne rAkhIza.." paNa guru pAse pahoMce, ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnIna 27

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ane gurUnA bhayanA kAraNe, gurUnI hoMziyArInA kAraNe e sAcuM ja bolI bese, chupAvI na zake. AmAM dravyathI mRSA nathI, paNa eno bhAva to jUTha bolavAno ja che, e kaMI sAcuM bolavA icchato nathI. eTale bhAvathI mRSA che. dravyathI mRSA che-bhAvathI che. saMyamIne ekAsaNAne badale besaNuM karIne savAre garama cA-dUdha vAparavAnI Asakti jAge, ane e mATe bahAnuM kADhe ke "mArI tabiyata sArI nathI, mAthuM duHkhe che...' vagere. to AmAM baMne prakAre mRSA che. dravyathI paNa mRSA nathI-bhAvathI paNa nathI. saMyamI sArA AzayathI sArI-sAcI vAta kare tyAre. (3) sarvathA adattAdAnaviramaNa mahAvata : mAlike na ApelI vastu lai levI enuM nAma adattAdAna ! mana-vacana-kAyAthI A corI karavI nahi, karAvavI nahi, anumodavI nahi. AmAM cAra bheda nIce pramANe che. dravyathI corI che-bhAvathI corI nathI. zivabhUtine rAjAe ApelI kAmaLI para rAga thai gayo, eTale ja gurUe enI gerahAjarImAM ene puchyA vinA kAmaLI lai TukaDA karIne badhA - sAdhuone ghAriyA tarIke ApI dIdhI. AmAM gurUe dravyathI adattAdAna kareluM gaNAya, paNa emano bhAva corIno na hato, ekadama sAro bhAva hato, ziSyane rAgamAMthI bacAvI levAno bhAva hato...mATe bhAvathI adattAdAna nathI. ema atyaMta uttama mumukSune eno parivAra game eTalA prayatno pachI paNa dIkSA na Ape, to pachI enA, zAsananA ane paraMparAe parivAranA paNa sAcA hita mATe e mumukSune parivAranI rajA vinA paNa dIkSA ApavAmAM Ave...emAM parivAranI rajA nathI, mATe dravyathI adatAdAna che, paNa guruno bhAva kharekhara zreSTha che, mATe bhAvathI adattAdAna nathI. dravyathI corI nathI, bhAvathI corI che. koikanI vastu, ziSya, bhakta vagere jhuMTavI levAnuM mana thAya, paNa emAM saphaLatA na maLe to A dravyathI corI nathI, paNa bhAvathI to corI che ja. - jaina sAdhu jIvana

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dravyathI paNa corI che-bhAvathI paNa corI che. koikanI vastu enI rajA vinA lai levAmAM Ave, "AvI sAmAnya vastu levA mATe vaLI zuM puchaparacha karavAnI.." evA vicAra manamAM cAlato hoya, to AmAM dravyathI paNa corI che ane bhAvathI paNa corI che. AmAM bhale jhUMTavI levAno bhAva na hoya, to paNa puchavAnI kaMi jarUra nathI." A upekSApramAda e paNa eka prakAranI bhAvacorI ja che. dravyathI paNa corI nathI, bhAvathI paNa corI nathI. saMyamIne evo bhAva hoya ke "mAre koInI paNa vastu puchyA vinA to na ja levAya ane A bhAvathI prerAine saMyamI jarUra paDe tyAre paNa, nAnI vastu paNa bIjA saMyamIne pUchIne ja, enI rajA bAda ja enI pAsethI le..to AmAM dravyathI paNa corI nathI ane bhAvathI paNa nathI. (4) sarvathA maithunaviramaNa mahAvata: strI-purUSanuM paraspara pApasevana e maithuna ! manathI, vacanathI ane kAyAthI A maithuna sevavuM nahi, sevaDAvavuM nahi, koi sevatA hoya to enI anumati-prazaMsA nahi.... AmAM cAra bheda nIce pramANe che dravyathI maithuna che + bhAvathI nathI. abrahmanuM je aMtima pApa che, emAM A bheda kyAreya paNa saMbhavita nathI. kemake emAM jIvane avazya rAgabhAva hoya ja, e vinA e aMtima pApa na saMbhave. paNa brahmacaryanI je nava vADa che, emAM A bheda zakya che. eTale ke maithuna aTakAvavA mATenI vADo che, e maithunanA kAraNone aTakAve che, have jo maithunanA kAraNone ja maithuna gaNI laie. to emAM evuM bane ke e dravyathI hoya, bhAvathI na hoya. dA.ta. sAdhu hospITalamAM dAkhala thayo, ene bATalA caDAvanAra koi bhAi na hoya, to chevaTe bahena pAse=leDIjha pAse e kAma karAvavuM paDe, tyAre e sAdhunA hAthane pakaDIne iMjekazana Ape..AmAM strI aDe che, e dravyathI maithuna che...e vakhate sAdhunA manamAM leza paNa vikAra na jAge, to bhAvathI maithuna nathI, hA ! emAM paNa narsane sAkSAt sparza na karavA devo, vacce kapaDuM rAkhIne sparza karavA devo...vagere zakya eTalI jayaNA to sAcavavAnI ja. ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI -na 29 ] -9 6 %

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zakya hoya to dUrathI paNa bhAine ja bolAvIne enI pAse ja badhuM karAvavuM. dravyathI maithuna nathI + bhAvathI che. rUpavatI strIne joine puSkaLa vikAro jAge, paNa koipaNa pApa na seve, sevI na zake..bahArathI kazI ja kharAba pravRtti na kareto emAM A bheda lAge. dravyathI maithuna che + bhAvathI che. saMsArIo maithunanA pApo seve che, emAM A bheda lAge. dravyathI maithana nathI + bhAvathI nathI. nirmaLa brahmacaryanA mAlikamAM A bheda ghaTe. (5) sarvathA parigrahaviramaNa mahAvata : vastuo bhegI karavI, vadhAre rAkhavI..A che parigraha ! manathI, vacanathI ane kAyAthI A parigraha karavo nahi, karAvavo nahi ane enI anumodanA karavI nahi, anumati ApavI nahi. AmAM cAra bheda nIce pramANe che. dravyathI parigraha che + bhAvathI nathI. susAdhuo ratnatrayInI ArAdhanA mATe aneka prakAranA jarUrIAvazyaka upayogI upakaraNo rAkhe, to emAM A bheda lAge. dravyathI nathI + bhAvathI che. garIbone, bhikhArIone je je vastunI tIvra lAlasA hoya, paNa e maLatI na hoya, to te te vastu mATe A bheda lAge. saMyamIne paNa binajarUrI te te vastunI lAlasA utpanna thAya, rAkhavAnI-meLavavAnI-vAparavAnI icchA pragaTe, paNa gurnAdinI kaDakAinA kAraNe ke bhakatonI anukuLatA na maLavAthI vastu meLavI na zake, to emane paNa A bheda lAge. dravyathI che + bhAvathI che. zrImaMtone, binajarUrI vastuo bhegI karanArA saMyamIne A bheda lAge. dravyathI nathI + bhAvathI nathI. A bheda saMpUrNapaNe to siddhomAM ghaTe, tIrthaMkarAdine game tema to ya zarIra nAmanA dravyano parigraha to che ja. hA ! ema kahI zakAya ke saMyamIo pAse jarUrI vastuo sivAyanI bAkI tamAma vastuo nathI, eno rAga ja ( 30 che - jena sAdhu jIvana..

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paNa nathI.e vastuonI daSTie emane dravyathI ke bhAvathI..eka paNa parigraha nathI. A rIte ApaNe pAMca mahAvratonuM TuMkANamAM svarUpa joyuM. AmAM je je bhedamAM bhAva kharAba che, te te bhedamAM mahAvratone nukazAna thAya, jemAM bhAva kharAba nathI, evA bhedomAM koipaNa nukazAna nathI...ema spaSTa viveka karavo. hA ! e vAta na bhUlavI ke jyAM dravyathI mahAvratano bhaMga che, tyAM bhAvathI mahAvratano bhaMga moTAbhAge hoya ja. eTale "mAro bhAva cokho che, mATe huM bahArano AcAra game te pAchuM, to paNa vAMdho nahi." evuM bilakula vicAravuM nahi, mAnavuM nahi, bolavuM nahi. TUMkamAM "dravyathI che-bhAvathI nathI A bheda kyAreka ja saMbhavita che, eTale e bhedane mukhya mAnIne kadI na cAlavuM, nahi to cAritra ane samyakatva baMne gumAvI devAno vAro Avaze. prazna : paccIsa bhAvanAo zenA mATe che ? uttara : mahAvratonuM pAlana atyaMta duSkara che, kemake jIvanA anAdi saMskAra hiMsA-jUTha vagerenA ja che. eTale mahAvratonA pAlanamAM dRDhatA Ave, utsAha-viveka jAge...e mATe dareka mahAvrato mATe pAMca pAMca bhAvanAo darzAvAi che. zrI yogazAstramAM kahyuM che ke : bhAvanAbhi vitAni paJcabhiH paJcabhiH kramAt / mahAvratAni no kasya sAdhayantyavyayaM padam / / pAMca-pAMca bhAvanAothI bhAvita karAyelA mahAvrato kone mokSapada na Ape ? badhAne Ape bhAvanA = abhyAsa = prekaTIsa = parizIlana.... (1) prathama mahAvata : 1. manoguptiH manathI hiMsAdinA, krUratAnA, jIva-amaitrInA vicAro bilakula na karavA. 2. eSaNAsamiti H 42 doSathI nirdoSa gocarI-pANI lAvavA, vAparavA. 3. AdAnabhaMDamattanikSepaNasamitiH upakaraNo ke pAtrA...koipaNa ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI 31 -

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vastu letI vakhate joine ane pUMjIne pachI levuM. ema mUkatI vakhate paNa samajI levuM. 4. iryAsamiti : nIce sADAtraNa hAthanI jagyAmAM barAbara joine cAlavuM. 5. gocarI vahoratI vakhate e dareka khAdya vastu barAbara joi levI ke 'emAM koipaNa nAnA-moTA jIva nathI ne ?' ema pANI mATe paNa samajI levuM. (2) dvitIyamahAvrata H 1. sAcuM ke khoTuM koipaNa vAkya hAsyathI prerAine na bolavuM. 2. sAcuM ke khoTuM koipaNa vAkya lobhathI prerAine na bolavuM. 3. sAcuM ke khoTuM koipaNa vAkya bhayathI prerAine na bolavuM. 4. sAcuM ke khoTuM koipaNa vAkya krodhathI prerAine na bolavuM. 5. je kaMipaNa bolavuM, e pUrve barAbara vicArIne ja bolavuM. vicAryA bAda ema lAge ke AmAM koi nukasAna nathI, phAyado che...to bolavuM.. (3) tRtIya mahAvrata H 1. upAzrayAdinA mAlikanI sAthe vAtacIta karIne, enI pAse te te vastunI yAcanA karavI ke 'ame A vAparIe ?' rajA vinA kazuM na vAparavuM. 2. ekavA2 saMmati lIdhA bAda paNa te te avasare pharI yAcanA karI levI ke 'ame ahIM rokAie, A vastuo vAparIe...temAM tamane prasannatA che ne ? kaMipaNa muzkelI nathI ne ?' A pramANe punaH punaH pRcchA karIne enI prasannatA jANI levI. TuMkamAM koipaNa vacana bolatI vakhate aMtaramAM hAsya, lobha, bhaya ke krodhano bhAva to 3ra nathI ne ? e cakAsavuM. e bhAva kADhI nAMkhIne ja bolavuM. ema upAzrayamAM rokAi gayA bAda koika anya vastuonI paNa jarUra paDe, to ema na vicAravuM ke 'upAzrayanI rajA maLI gai, eTale badhI vastu vAparI zakAya...' paNa upAzrayamAM rahelI je je vastunI rajA pUrve lIdhI na hoya, jaina sAdhu jIvana...

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ane pAchaLathI e vAparavAnI jarUra paDe, to pharIthI spezyala e vastunI yAcanA mAlika pAse karI ja levAnI. 3. ame upAzrayamAM ATalI ja jagyA vAparazuM..gocarI A jagyAmAM, mAtru paraThavavAnuM A jagyAmAM...svAdhyAyAdi mATe A jagyA...ema ekadama spaSTa rIte jaNAvIne emanI saMmati meLavIne e ja pramANe jagyAno upayoga karavo. pAchaLathI pheraphAra karavo paDe, to pharI rajA lai levI. 4. upAzrayamAM saMyamIo utarelA ja hoya, ane ApaNe pahoMcIe, to e jUnA saMyamIonI rajA levAnI, "ame kyAM utarIe ? keTalI jagyAmAM utarIe ? Apane muzkelI to nahi paDe ne ?' e rIte spaSTa pUchI levuM. 5. gocarI-pANI AvI jAya, e pachI paNa gurU ke vaDIla je vastu Ape e ja levAnI, vAparavAnI, jAte koipaNa vastu levA-vAparavAnI nahi, emanI rajA laine ja vAparavuM. (4) caturtha mahAvrataH . 1. strI, napuMsaka ke pazu jyAM rahetA hoya, evA sthAnamAM na rahevuM. jyAM strI vagere besatA hoya, tyAM na besavuM. strInA UbhA thayA bAda 48 miniTa sudhI tyAM na besavuM. bAjunA gharamAMthI strInA zabdo vagere saMbhaLAtA hoya, tyAM paNa na rahevuM. 2. strInI sAthe rAgapUrvaka vAta na karavI, ema bIjA koi sAthe paNa strIsaMbaMdhI vAta rAgapUrvaka na karavI ke "amuka strI rUpALI che..vagere." 3. gRhasthapaNAmAM abrahmAdinA je pApo karyA hoya, ene bilakula yAda na karavA. 4. strInA manohara aMgone jovA nahi, strInuM rUpa jovuM nahi, sAdhue potAnA zarIranI vibhUSA na karavI. eTale ke zarIrano mela utArIne zarIra cokakhuM rAkhavuM, vAraMvAra kApa kADhavo...vagere na karavuM. 5. vigaio-mAdaka khorAko, uttejaka khorAko na vAparavA. sAdI gocarI paNa vadhAre pramANamAM na vAparavI, uNodarI rAkhavI. ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnIna 33 -

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(5) paMcama mahAvrata H zabda, rUpa, gaMdha, rasa ane sparza..zrotrAdi pAMca indriyonA A kramazaH pAMca viSayo che. emAM managamatA-AkarSaka-manohara zabdAdino saMparka thAya, to rAga na karavo, kadAca saMjavalana kaSAyane kAraNe rAga thAya, to paNa e rAgane tIvra na banavA devo, ene aTakAvavo. zabdo dvArA e zabdAdinI prazaMsA na karavI, kAyA dvArA e zabdAdinuM sevana na karavuM. ema aNagamatA-anAkarSaka-vicitra zabdAdino saMparka thAya, to breSa na karavo, kadAca saMjavalana kaSAyane kAraNe dveSa thAya, to paNa e draSane tIvra na banavA devo, ene aTakAvavo, zabdo dvArA e zabdAdinI niMdA na karavI. ' hAlamAM jaina sAdhue vAparavAnA upakaraNo | | pAtrA * pAMca muhapatti * oDhavAno kapaDo | gucchA * bhagavAnanI gAdI * kAmaLIno kapaDo | pAtrAnuM Asana- ThavaNI * kAmaLI caravaLI | | jhoLiyuM - saMthAro - pallA * pAtru DhAMkavAnA DhAMkaNA (dAbaDiyo) * uttara paTTo | rajastrANa * pustaka rAkhavA mATe pothI/pAkiTa * dAMDo * jhoLI * navakAravALI * daMDAsaNa * tarapaNI - noTa/pena/pensila/rabbara ityAdi. * supaDI - pATa, pATalA * puMjaNI * tarANInI dorI| sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtane zIla rakSArthe * muhapatti * TokasI | kaMcavo, sADo ityAdi vizeSa * rajoharaNa - Tokaso | uryakaraha paNa hoya. * * oghAnI dAMDI - ghaDo * hAlamAM bhaktivaza anekavidha * oghAriyuM . ghaDAnI dorI | anya dravyo paNa vahorAvatA zrAvaka * nizIthiyuM sthApanAcArya saMgha jovA maLe che. * oghAnI dorI | pAMca akSa ja - 34 jaina sAdhu jIvana... * cetano

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- - -- - - - aSTa-pravacana-mAtA, - - - - pAMca mahAvrato cAritra che, paNa e cAritra nAmanA bALakane janma ApanArI mAtA koNa ? e bALakanA jIvanamAM lAgatA doSone dUra karanArI mAtA koNa ? e bALakanuM pAlana-poSaNa karIne ene moTo banAvavAnuM kAma karanArI mAtA koNa ? e che aSTa pravacanamAtA ! rAjakumAra mATe, zreSThIputro mATe pAMca pAMca dhAvamAtAo hoya che, ahIM cAritrabAganI rakSAdi mATe kula ATha mAtAo goThavavAmAM AvI che. zrI yogazAstramAM kahyuM che ke tAdyAritra/traca bananAlparipatranAnsiMzodhanAtra sAdhUnAM mAtaro prartitAH | A ATha AcAro cAritrazarIrane janma Ape che, pALe che ane ene vizuddha banAve che, mATe e ATha mAtA kahevAya che. zrI uttarAdhyayanasUtramAM kahyuM che ke kuvAnAM niNAyuM mAryA natya 3 pAvaya | paramAtmAe bhAkhelA bArebAra aMgo A ATha mAtAmAM samAi jAya che. saMyamI pAse ochAmAM ochuM A ATha mAtAnuM jJAna to hovuM ja joie, to ja e potAnuM sAcuM cAritra TakAvI zake. emAM be bheda che. (1) pAMca samiti (2) traNa gupti. utsargamArga e che ke traNaguptio ja AdaravI. paNa kAraNasara enuM pAlana zakya na bane, vadhu napho meLavavA mATe apavAda sevavo jarUrI bane, to e vakhate apavAdarUpe pAMca samitinuM pAlana karavuM. AnuM svarUpa TuMkamAM nIce pramANe che, je yogazAstragranthanA AdhAre lIdheluM che. (1) iryAsamiti novAtivAhite mA, svite bhAvavaMzamaH janturakSArthamAlokya gatirIryA matA satAm / / je loko je rastAno ghaNo upayoga karatA hoya, eTale ke ajANyo, vaparAza vinAno rasto na hovo joie.. ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI 35-

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- je rastA upara atyAre sUryanA kiraNo sparza karatA hoya, eTale ke sUryanA prakAzathI cokkho dekhAto rasto joie. * AvA rastA para jIvonI rakSAne mATe * barAbara nIce joine cAlavuM.e iryAsamiti ! (2) bhASAsamiti H mavadyatyataH sarvananI nimASaNam I priyA vAvaMyamAna sA bhASAsamitidhyate II - pApanA tyAga pUrvakanI eTale ke hiMsAdi koipaNa doSone utpanna na karanArI. * badhAne hitakArI eTale ke koine nukasAna na pahoMcADanArI. * alpazabdovALI eTale ke jarura hoya eTalA ja zabdovALI bhASA e bhASAsamiti ! AvI bhASA saMyamIone priya hoya. bIjI rIte kahIe to priya + pathya + tathya evuM vacana bolavuM e bhASAsamiti kahevAya. je bhASA zrotAne game te priya ! je bhASA zrotAne paramArthathI hitakArI hoya te pathya ! je bhASA sAcI hoya te tathya ! mAtra sAcI bhASA e bhASAsamiti na bane. apriyabhASA, apathya bhASA tathya hoya to paNa e bhASAsamiti na kahevAya. hajI apavAde kyAreka apriyabhASA cAle, paNa apathya = AtmAne ekaMdare nukasAna karanArI bhASA na cAle. (3) eSaNA samitiH kivatvArizatA milAvornityamahUSitA | muniryakrama joSaUsamitirmata || * AdhAkarmAdi udgamadoSo - 16 - dhAtrIpiMDAdi utpAdanadoSo - 16 eSaNA doSo - 10 kAyama mATe A 42 doSa vinAnI gocarI sAdhu vahore, ekapaNa doSavALI gocarI-pANIne grahaNa kare nahIM. A eSaNAsamiti kahevAya. 36 ] jaina sAdhu jIvana.

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(4) AdAnabhaMDamattanikSepaNA samiti H AsanAdIni saMvIkSya pratilikhya ca yatnataH / gRhaNIyAnnikSiped vA yat sAdAnasamitiH smRtA / / - Asana vagere koipaNa upadhi, TokasI-pAtrA vagere koipaNa pAtraka. * jyAMthI levAnuM hoya, tyAM barAbara joine. jyAMthI levAnuM hoya, tyAM barAbara pUMjIne, grahaNa karavuM. jyAM mUkavAnuM hoya, tyAM barAbara joine. jyAM mUkavAnuM hoya, tyAM barAbara pUMjIne mUkavuM. e AdAnasamiti ! (5) pAriSThApanikA samitiH mUtramabhaprAyaM nirmanunAtIta yatnAd yadutsRjetsAdhuH sotsargasamitirbhavet / zarIranA kapha, mUtra, maLa, ulaTI, mela, seDA (zardI) vagere (zarIranA) azuci padArtho, vadhI gayelI gocarI, bhUlathI vahorAi gayelI doSita gocarI, zarIrane pratikULa paDanArI gocarI..A badhuM sAdhu jIva vinAnI jagyAe yatanApUrvaka paraThavI de e pAriSThApanikAsamiti ! bhUmi mATenA kula 1024 bhAMgA che, emAMno sau prathama bhAMgo ekadama zuddha ! mala-mUtrAdi tyAM ja paraThavavAnA. e na maLe, to pachI je bhAMgAmAM ochAmAM ocho doSa hoya e sthAnamAM paraThavavuM. (6) manogutiH vimuttAnAnAne samatve supratiSThitam | mAtmArAmaM mastaH manotiruvalTatA || - je mana "A sAruM, A kharAba..A game, A na game..A joie, A na cAle....vagere vagere tamAmetamAma kalpanAothI mukta che." * je mana samatAmAM = prasannatAmAM = madhyasthabhAvamAM sthira tathA daDha che. * je mana AtmAmAM lIna = tallIna = masta che. e manogupti ! (7) vAgRptiH saMjJAtiparihAre naunacAvatrakhyanam vAvRttaH saMvRti yA nA vAjJiriyogyate || AMkha, hAtha, AMgaLI vagerethI koipaNa prakAre sUcanA, nirdeza na karavo ane jIbhathI paNa kazuM na bolavuM e vAgupti ! ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnIne 37 che y Sm

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athavA lokavyavahAramAM je rIte manAya che, e rIte (saMjJAdi karavAnIeizAro karavAnI chUTa, paNa) jIbhathI kazuM na bolavuM e vAgrupti ! alabatta AmAM izArA vageremAM vAMdho gaNAto nathI. (8) kAyaguptiH 3pachaSu, vAyotsanuSo maneH | sthiramAvazarIra vayitirniAdyate || jyAre muni kAyotsargamAM hoya, tyAre game evA upasargo Ave to paNa leza paNa halanacalana na kare, ekadama sthira ja rahe.e emanI kAyagupti kahevAya. praznaH A AThamAM sauthI zreSTha koNa ? uttara : badhI ja mAtA pota-potAnA avasare zreSTha ja che, chatAM vizALagacchamAM rahenArA munione aneka prakAranI zubha pravRttio atyaMta Avazyaka hovAthI teone samitionuM AcaraNa vAraMvAra karavAnuM Ave. jyAre gacchamAMthI nIkaLIne viziSTa ArAdhanA karanArA jinakalpI vagere mahAtmAone pravRtti ghaNI ochI hovAthI teo moTA bhAge guptinA pAlanamAM vadhu ne vadhu lIna hoya. bIjI rIte joie to AThe ya mAtAmAM manogupti zreSTha che, kemake e aMtima lakSya cheHsAdhya che, bAkInI mAtAo manoguptine sAdhI ApavA mATe ja che. jo bAkInI mAtAo manoguptine sAdhI na Ape, to e nakAmI ! e mAtAonA pAlana vakhate paNa manogupti to cAlu ja hovI joie, jo manogupti cAlu na hoya, to e bAkInI mAtAo anupayogI ! Azaya e che ke iryAsamitinuM pAlana bahArathI cAlu hoya, paraMtu aMdara mana jo bIjA vicAromAM hoya, to iryAsamiti sAcI na gaNAya. iryAsamiti vakhate manogupti to joie ja, bhASAsamiti vakhate manoti to joie ja, eSaNAsamiti vakhate manogupti to joie ja, AdAnasamiti vakhate manogupti to joie ja, pAriSThApanikA samiti vakhate manogupti to joie ja, - 38 - jena sAdhu jIvana...

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vacanagupti vakhate manogupti to joie ja, kAyagupti vakhate manogupti to joie ja, prasannacaMdra rAjarSine kAyagupti-vacanagupti hatI, paNa manogupti jatI rahI, to sAtamI narakanA karmo baMdhAvA lAgyA. jevI manogupti AvI, ke tarata ja mokSa tarapha prayANa zaru thai gayuM. iryA vakhate bhASAsamitino niSedha che, eSaNAdino paNa yathAsaMbhava niSedha che, ema bhASA vageremAM paNa samajI levuM. paNa ekapaNa samiti ke guptimAM manoguptino niSedha nathI. ulluM manogupti to dareka vakhate hovI ja joie. Ama paNa anyamAtAo vAcika-kAyika kriyA rUpa che.jyAre manogupti bhAvarUpa che, ane jinazAsanamAM bhAva sarvazreSTha che, e to ApaNe mAnIe ja chIe. eka bIjI vAta pAMca samitio pravRttirUpa che. traNa guptio nivRtti ane pravRttirUpa che. eTale ke jyAre samiti hoya, arthAt zubhapravRtti hoya, tyAre zubha pravRttirUpa mAnelI gupti paNa hoya ja, dA.ta. iryAsamiti vakhate kAyagupti paNa kharI ja. bhASAsamiti vakhate vacanagupti paNa kharI ja..anya traNa samitimAM paNa kAyagupti to kharI ja. paNa jyAre saMpUrNa mauna rahevA rUpa=nivRttirUpa vacanagupti hoya, tyAre samiti na hoya, ema jyAre kAyotsargAdi rUpa nivRttirUpa hoya, tyAre samiti eka paNa na hoya. TuMkamAM, zubhapravRtti vakhate samiti ane gupti baMne hoya, zubhAzabhapravRttinI nivRtti vakhate mAtra gupti ja hoya, samiti na hoya. prazna : guptine mAtra nivRttirUpa ja batAvI hota, to vadhu sAruM raheta. A badho khIcaDo na thAta. zubha pravRtti e samiti ja ! gupti nahi ja ! zubhAzubha pravRttinI nivRtti e ja gupti ! uttara : manogupti vakhate mane saMpUrNa paNe niSkriya nathI hotuM paNa Atmahitakara bhAvomAM ramatuM hoya che. tethI gupti hovA chatAM paNa tyAM pravRtti che ja. tethI guptine pravRtti-nivRtti ubhayarUpa gaNavI jarUrI che. vaLI gupti ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI 39 - ja nma

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utsargamArga che, enuM phaLa sarvottama che, paNa samitinA avasare samiti rUpI apavAdanuM AcaraNa karo, to gupti jeTaluM ja phaLa maLe che, mATe phaLanI apekSAe tyAM gupti ja che...ema kahI zakAya. vaLI jema nirdoSa gocarI utsarga che, kAraNasara yatanApUrvaka doSita gocarI apavAda che, paNa utsargarAgI jIvo kAraNa vakhate paNa apavAda sevavA taiyAra na thAya, tyAre emane sAcI vAta samajAvavI ja paDe ke doSita gocarImAM paNa tane nirdoSa jeTalo ja lAbha thavAno prastutamAM guptino aparaMvAra mahimA sAMbhaLIne mugdha saMyamIo enA ja AgrahavALA bane, ane samitino avasara AvavA chatAM paNa samitinuM pAlana na kare, to emAM nukasAna ja thavAnuM. eTale e saMyamIone samajAvavuM paDe ke 'samiti vakhate paNa gupti che ja' eTale teono utsAha vadhe ke 'samiti vakhate paNa gupti che ja, eTale amane guptino lAbha maLavAno ja.' AvA AvA kAraNosara guptine pravRtti-nivRtti baMne svarUpe darzAvI hoi zake. jema gupti utsarga che, samiti eno apavAda che. ema samitirUpI apavAdano paNa apavAda hoi zake che. dA.ta. kAraNasara lAMbo vihAra karavAno hovAthI aMdhArAmAM, nIkaLavuM paDe to emAM iryA pALI nahi zakAya. to A iryAsamitino apavAda gaNAya. ema anya samitiomAM paNa vicArI levuM. sAdhu jIvananI vyavasthA * utsargamArge sau prathama 12 varSa sUtra svAdhyAya (gAthA gokhavI). * tyArabAda 12 varSa artha svAdhyAya (arthane grahaNa karavo) * tyArabAda 12 varSa vividha dezomAM anubhava meLavavA paribhramaNa karavuM. * tyArabAda temane prajJA, pariNati, puNya, parivAra Adi joine padArUDha karavAmAM AvatA. * hAla gurUbhagavaMtanI AjJA pramANe svAdhyAya, tapa Adi ArAdhanA karAvAya che. 40 jaina na sAdhu jIvana...

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dasavidha zramaNadharma) dharma eTale svabhAva ! agnino svabhAva che bALavAno ! baraphano svabhAva che ThaMDakano ! pratyeka AtmAno mULa svabhAva che kSamA-saraLatA vagere ! paNa karmonA kAraNe kSamAnA sthAne krodha, saraLatAnA sthAne kapaTa..vagere goThavAI gayA che. jema ThaMDu pANI paNa agninA kAraNe garama banI jAya tema ! agni dUra karo, to pANI dhIme dhIme pAchuM ThaMDu thAya. ema, karmo dUra karo, to kSamAdi guNo dhIme dhIme pragaTa thAya. saMyamI saMyamajIvanamAM A ja kAma kare che, karmone dUra haTAvIne svabhAvane pragaTa karavAnuM ! saMyamIe ghaNA karmo haTAvIne thoDo-ghaNo svabhAva to pragaTa karI ja lIdho che, ene-thoDAghaNA svabhAvane ja kSAyopathamika svabhAva kahe che. jyAre saMpUrNa kSamAdi guNo siddha thAya, tyAre e kSAyika svabhAva pragaTa thayelo kahevAya. saMyamI pAse kSAyopathamika svabhAva dhIme dhIme vadhato ja javo joie, e mATe eNe sakhata puruSArtha satata cAlu ja rAkhavAno. emAM DhIlAza karavAnI nahi. A prakaraNamAM ApaNe e kSamAdi dasa dharmonuM svarUpa jovAnuM che, paNa e vivecanarUpe nahi, gujarAtI bhASAmAM banAvelI 108 atyaMta suMdara majAnI kaDIo rUpe ! ekadama sAdA zabdomAM A racanA hovAthI vivecana vinA paNa eno bhAvArtha samajAi jaze. (dhana te munivarA re...) dhana te munivarA re, je jina-ANA pALe, rAga-dveSane dUra karIne, Atamazuddhi bhALe. durgati paDatA rAkhe munine, daza kSAjyAdika dharmo, zubhabhAvathI pALe tenA, dUra TaLe savi karmo dhana te..2 ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI --na 41 - ........... dhana ta... 1

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(1) kSamA doSa vinA paNa Thapako Ape, guru tene je sahetA, "mUlya vinA maLatI miThAI" evA dhyAnane vahetA.........dhana te..3 moTA ke nAnA muni jyAre, kaTukavacana uccAre, mokSamArge sahAyaka jANI, kopa na manaDe dhAre. dhana te..4 koi jIvane duHkha na devuM, e nizcaya mana dhAre, paraduHkhadAyI pravRttine, svapna paNa nahi dhAre. - dhana te...5 sAkarathI paNa mIThA vacano, jeha sadA uccAre, pote sahana karIne saunuM, pRthvIne zaNagAre.. ... dhana te...6 ThaMDIthI dhrujatA munivarane, dekhI svArtha gamAvI, nijakaMbala tene oDhADe, vatsalabhAva jamAvI. .... dhana te..7 - dhomadhakhatA patha para gaja, pere je dhImA cAle, zubha pariNAmanI agnimAM, je karma anaMtA bALe.. .... dhana te...8 kAMTA ke patharAthI pagamAM, lohInI dhArA vahetA, muktivadhunA kaMkupagalA, mAnI bahu harakhAtA. ............. dhana te...9 caTakA bharatA DAMsa ne macchara, dUra kadI navi karatA, sAdharmikabhaktino lhAvo AmaMtraNa dai letA.. . dhana te..10 ThaMDu jala che pApanuM vardhaka, sukhazIlatAnuM poSaka, unALe jala uSNa vAparI thAye karmanA zoSaka. dhana te..11 (2) mRdutA mahAmAsanI madhyarAtrimAM kAussagnadhyAne rahetA, karmakSapaNano avasara jANI je manamAM bahu hasatA....dhana te..12 karkavacana suNI gurunA, jene haiye harSa na mAto, kaho kaho o guruvara' kahetA, pAya paDI harakhAto. dhana te..13 ratnAdhika Ave tava tene, UbhA thai satkAre, Asana daI sukhazAtA pUchI, ucita vinaya avadhAre... dhana te..14 kara joDI zIza nAmI guru, AgaLa je UbhA rahetA, gurumukhavANI jinavANIsama nirvikalpa je grahetA............. dhana te..15 - 42 | - jena sAdhu jIvana

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jJAna taNo akSara paNa jeNe Apyo te guruvaranI, yogatrikathI mAvajIva bhakti karatA bhavataraNI. ....... dhana te..16 virAdhatA guruvarane durlabhabodhipaNuM te pAme, prasanna thAtA guru jenAthI te karatA hitakAme.. .......... dhana te...17 vinaya mULa che jinazAsananuM, vinaya mULa guNonuM, vinaya vinAno bahuzrutadhArI, maDaduM jIva vinAnuM. ...dhana te..18 gocarI-pATalA-beThaka-lekhanI ityAdika vAparatA, vaDIlo lai le tyAra pachI guruzeSa mAnI ja letA..... dhana te..19 buddhi-vANIbalathI para che, tRNa gaNI tucchakAre, mArgabhraSTa bhArekarmI te durgatinA pagathAre... .................... dhana te..20 apakArI para krodhI banatA, ajJAnI bahu dIsatA, sarvAdhama aparAdhI krodha para mahAkrodhI muni banatA. .....dhana te..21 sarvaprasaMge nijadoSo-paraguNanuM darzana karatA, kUragaDu-mRgAvatI sama te vege mukti varatA. .........dhana te....22 upakArI svajanone tyAgI dIkSA lIdhI vege, saMyamaghAtaka gurudrohAdika doSa kema nA tyAge ? ....... dhana te.... 23 (3) saraLatA mAta kane jema bAlaka tima guru AgaLa khullA thAtA, sUkSmapApa paNa lAja tyajI gurune vistarathI kahetA......... dhana te..24 kroDamUlyanuM ekabiMdu camake netromAM jene, e pazcAttApI munivarane muktivadhu paNa khoLe.......... dhana te....25 vairAgI dekhAvA kAje mAyA-mRSA navi bole, huM krodhI-kAmI-irSALu' kapaTarahita je bole. ......... dhana te..26 devadurgati-mUka mAnava-narakAdika yoni bhAre, mAyAmRSAnuM phaLa jANIne saraLa svabhAvane dhAre. ... dhana te..27 rAta-dina saMyamamAM guru-laghu aticAro je lAge, eka-ekane yAda karI micchA mi dukkaDa mAMge........... dhana te..28 ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI X3 43 --y

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je manamAM te vANImAM ne, vANImAM te kAye, saraLa banI mana-vaca-kAyAthI zuddhinA svAmI sadAye.. dhana te...29 yazakirtinI lAlacathI ke gurnAdikanA bhayathI, gopavatA nA doSa kadIye, chedAdikanA bhayathI.. ... dhana te...30 abhimAnI jema Apa prazaMsA karatA kadI nA thAke, tema munivara nijapApane kahetA leza na rahetA vAMke dhana te...31 kAma-krodha-irSyA-rasagArava-madamAyAdika doSo, sUkSmathI Atamadarzana karatA karatA karmanA koSo.. ... dhana te...32 (4) mukti nIrasa rasavatI rasathI jamatA, nIrasa thai rasavatIne, nirmaLatama pariNatinA svAmI, namo niHsaMgImatine.. dhana te...33 glAnAdikane ucita vastu lAvI hete vaparAve, bhakti karI savi sAdhujananI vadhaghaTa kukha padharAve....... dhana te 34 saMyamapariNAmonI zuddhi vigaibhojI navi pAme, ema mAnIne aMta prAnta AhArathI tRpti pAme. .... dhana te...35 Asakti jAge to paNa jinaANA manamAM lAvI, kadI na letA vigai-doSitabhojana manane manAvI...... dhana te...36 mAtA nija bALaka khAtara jIvana paNa tyAgI detI, jagakhAtara munivara jagamAtA Asakti chaMjtI...... dhana te..37 eka bAju bhojanAdika sukho, bIjA bAju jinaANA, zAzvata sukhakara ANAtyAgI mahAmurakha kahevANA......... dhana te...38 (5) brahmacarya sanmukha Ave nArI rUpALI to ye na netre bhALe, tIrNa te ja tAraka muni jagano, jinazAsana ajavALe.. dhana te...39 strInA zabdanuM zravaNamAtra paNa kAmavikAraka gaNatA, strIdarzana zabdAdika jyAM thAtuM te vasatine tyajatA. dhana te..40 mAtaputra paNa pApa karaMtA, mohathI ghAyala thAtA, kAna-nAka-paga-hAtharahita vRddhAne paNa navi jotA...... dhana te..41 -- ja) jaina sAdhu jIvana...

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te...43 tAlapuTa jhera tALave aDatAnI sAthe haNanAruM, lezathI paNa nArIparicaya sAdhutA aMta karanAruM ..... dhana te...42 kAraNa viNa vigaibhakSaka, muni hitarakSaka jo dhAruM, devalokathI sthUlabhadra, dharatI para utaryA vicAruM. rAgathI strIdarzana karato, muni durgati duHkhaDA tole, vaMdana mATe nAlAyaka te neminAtha ema bole. ..... dhana te..44 vAnarane madirA pAvA sama, viSayasukhonI yAdI, saMyama-svAdhyAye lIna banI, saMskAranI kare barabAdI.. dhana te...45 (6) zaucA je doSo paramAM dekhuM te mujamAM pragaTI daMDa, dharmadAsanA vacana zradhI doSadaSTine chaMDe................. dhana te..46 deha taNI sukhazIlatAnA yoge bhaTakyo bhava anaMtA', kaTTarazatru mAnI dehane kaSTa bahu ja detA........................dhana te..47 sAtamI naraka ne mokSa taNA duHkhasukhanI manaDuM cAvI, zubhayogomAM ramatA munivara durgati dUra phagAvI. ... dhana te..48 niSkAraNa eka Daga cAle to paNa aticAro pAve, jagavyApI virakaruNA sparzI, kAraNa viNa nahi jIve... dhana te..49 lobhI dhananI prAptimAM saMtoSa kadI navi pAme, svAdhyAyAdika yogomAM muni tRpti kadI navi pAme...dhana te..50 meru Dage ne caMdrasUrya vimAno aTake pharatA, to paNa niSkalaMka saMyamI nAnI paNa bhUla nahi karatA.. dhana te...51 takhaloha sama zrAvakane nijakAja kadI navi soMpe, svayaMdAsa'e birudadhArI nijakAje nijatana rope... dhana te..52 sukhazIlatAthI veSadhArI je sAdhvAcAra na sAdhe, mArgabhraSTa bhArekarmI te pApa anaMtA bAMdhe... .... dhana te..53 avidhinuM khaMDana vidhipAlana vidhibahumAna ne vidhimaMDana, ajoDa pravacanabhaktidhArI nizcayathI kare bhavakhaMDana, ... dhana te..54 ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI- H 45 )

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Aja lagI camarAje muninA maraNa anaMtA kIdhA, bhAvasahita jinaANA pANI motane mahAna kIdhA.. dhana te...55 (saMyama halakA devo icche paNa apramattane kadI navi bAdhe, saMyamazakti anupama joi sarvapramAdane kADhe. . dhana te..pa6 mAtAnA khoLe poDhyA, bALaka nirbhaya banI jAtA, aSTamAtanI gode ramatA, durgatithI na gabharAtA........dhana te..pa7 jema vepArI khovAyA ratno, bArIkAithI zodhe, mAragamAM tema muni jIvone najare najare noMdhe. ......... dhana te..58 mukhavastrikA viNa bhASaka ghAtaka SaTyAyano bhAkhyo, nA bole muhapattI vinA te karuNAsAgara dAkhyo. dhana te...59 doSitagocarI zubhamatinAzaka, viSayakaSAyanI jananI, sUkSmadoSa paNa pariharI karatA zuddhagocarIkaraNI............ dhana te...60 pUMjyA viNa jyAM daMDa gratAto, gaccha te tyAjya gaNAya, sarvavastu letA muka tA tyAM joi pramArjana thAya......... dhana te..61 laghu-vaDInIti avidhithI karatA zAsana halanA pAme, bodhidurlabhatA virAdhanA doSathI muni virAme.. te..62 dharatIkaMpa, dukALa ne yuddhAdika Apatti moTI, asaMyamakeruM phaLa jANI, sAdhe saMyamakoTI... dhana te..63 pratikramaNAdika sarvakriyAo vidhipUrvaka je karatA, deva jema nATakamAM kiriyAmAM lInatAne dharatA......... dhana te 64 agaNitajIvo A dharatI para bhUkhyA tarasyA sutA, ema vicArI karuNA lAvI bhInI AMkho luMchatA......... dhana te...65 (8) satya hAsyane vikathA karatA munio hiMdukasura navi bhAve, indrapUjya banatA muninuM jIvana sahune zaramAve.......... dhana te...66 samaju zrAvaka anarthadaMDanA pApa kadI navi karato, paMcamahAvatI hAsyavikathA phogaTa zIdane karato ? .... dhana te...67 --- 46 - jaina sAdhu jIvana

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svAdhyAyAdika yogothI pragaTyA je zubha pariNAmo, tenA mAraka hAsya-vikathAnA, svapna na karatA kAmo.... dhana te 68 agItArathane eka zabda paNa bolavo zAstra rokyo, zuddhagItAratha paNa kAraNa viNa, maunadharo avalokyo. . dhana te....69 "vyAkhyAtA tapasI svAdhyAyI saMyamI chuM huM sAdhu', AtmaprazaMsA paranI niMdA karatA jIvana virAvuM......... dhana te.70 manathI vicAryA viNa bole, te asaMjJI kahevAto, buddhi trAjave tolIne bole, te munivara malakAto........ dhana te...71 sAcI paNa parapIDAkArI vANI juThI bhAkhI, hita-mita-prItikArI vANI sAcI jinajIe dAkhI.. dhana te...72 mAyAthI ke hAsyathI, bhayathI ke paranA AgrahathI, sUkSmamRSA paNa je navi bole, vacanasiddhi saMgrahathI..... dhana te...73 haiyA cIratA niSphara vacano je nirdaya uccAre, karmarAja jIbha chinavI sthAvara nAraka karIne mAre. .. dhana te..74 hitabuddhithI hitakArI paNa kaTu vacana noccAre, mUlyavAna paNa sonuM agnitApita koNa svIkAre ?... dhana te...75 AjJAbhaMjaka paNa je sAdhu, sasUtraprarUpaNAbhAkhI, te bhASA bhava taravA nAvaDI, dharmadAsajIe dAkhI... dhana te..76 | (9) sarvasaMgatyAga mukti kAje siMha sAthe yuddha caDavAnI taiyArI, e vairAgI manaDuM kare nA viSayasukhonI yArI. ......dhana te...77 jinazAsana pAmelA munivara tucchasukhe jo rAce, daza accherA jhAMkhA karatuM e accheruM sAce... ...... dhana te...78 niHspRhatAbhUSaNathI zobhe nirmala Atama neno, zvAse zvAse vaMdana karatA Atama thAya majeno. ... dhana te 79 vyAkhyAtRtva ke vidvattA, lekhanazakti ke kavitva, ziSyabhaktabhojanastrIsaktane bhavamaMce nRtyatva. ....... dhana te..80 ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI - 47 -

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.dhana te...82 dhana te...84 dhana te...85 dhoLA vastro muninA mananA malinabhAva darzAve, zAsanahIlanA kAmanAvAraka vastro jIvana dIpAve..........dhana te...8 1 malinavastra, vijAtIyaparicayatyAga, vigai-parivarjana, traNa mahArathi brahmacaryanuM karatA nitya samarthana..... annaprAnta paNa mAtrAdhika vAparatA vAsanA jAge, ALasa, roga, kaSAyAdika jANI hitamita Aroge..... dhana te...83 saMkhaDisthAne gocarIkAje Daga paNa kadI niva mAMDe, tyAgadharmathI jaga janatAne samakItaSTi pamADe. bhojana-bhaktane tanumUrchAthI caudapUrvI paNa bhamatA, bhISaNa bhavasaMsAre jANI, niHsaMgabhAve ramatA. mahAsatI jema pArakA puruSanuM darzana kadI vi karatI, tema muni nijasaMyamarakSArthe leve na bhaktanI bhakti. AtamadhananA cora-luMTAruM snehI-svajanane jANI, sarvajIva 52 sneha dha2tI vRtti muninI vakhANI. saMsArI paNa nAma potAnuM yAda kadI nahi karatA, durghaTanAsama nija saMsArIjIvana bhUlI jAtA.. ziSyanI corI pApanI ToLI jinazAsananI hoLI, ziSyalAlasA durgatidAyI munivRtti aNamolI. zithilAcAra e prathama mUrkhatA muniniMdA bIjI moTI, ziSyAdika kAje muni niMdA karatA bhavanI koTI. . gItAratha AcAranA pAlaka guruparatantrI rAje, dhana te...89 dhana te...90 tehI ja gurupadalAyaka ziSyo guru banatA hitakAje..... dhana te...91 miSTanuM bhojana nArIdarzana bhaMDAdika paNa tyAge, svacchaMdatA choDI guruparataMtrI banatA hitarAge. narakAdikamAM sthApe jIvane saMnidhi nAme doSa, tala ke biMdu mAtra paNa saMnidhi karatA munipadazoSa...... dhana te...93 deva nRpa zreSThi savi janatA dAsa bane jenAthI, dhana te...92 e niSparigrahatAguNadhAraka munivara bhAgyasaMgAthI. dhana te...94 jaina sAdhu jIvana... 48 dhana te...86 dhana te...87 dhana te...88

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eka vadhu muhapatI rAkhI te bhaTakyA bhavamAMhe, mahAnizIthavacane bhavabhItA, rahe aparigraha rAhe.... dhana te...95 brahmaghAtI che komaLa vastro, vaLI sukhazIlatA poSe, jIrNa-malina-dhULa-alpamUlyanA vastrothI rahetA hoMze. dhana te...96 khaNavA kAje eka taNakhaluM karakaMDu muni rAkhe, to ye traNa pratyekabuddhano mITho Thapako cAkhe........ ... dhana te...97 Aga lAge to savi upadhi saha nikaLatA kSaNa lAge, viNamAMge paNa maLatI vastu niSparigrahI tyAge.......... dhana te..98 kAnamAM paDatA dhagadhagatA sIsAnA rasama jANe, AtmaprazaMsA paraniMdAnA vacano na dharatA kAne. . dhana te...99 sakala vizvane kAmaNagArI niHsaMgatA nirdhAre, svapna paNa tRNamAtra parigraha karatA bahu jAya dhAre... dhana te..100 (10) tapa para upakAra kAje paNa munivara svAdhyAya uvekhe, gacchAcAre nittvo jANI svAdhyAye mana rAkhe............ dhana te...101 patravaNAdika pATha kare gacchAdhipati paNa rAte, zAstravacana jANI paLa paNa na bagADe phogaTa vAte... dhana te...102 yoga asaMkhyA jinazAsanamAM muktipada denArA, sarvazreSTha svAdhyAyayoga maladhArIjI kahenArA.......... dhana te....103 vaiiyAvaccethI svAdhyAyAdika zaktipAcana karatA, te ja muni jinazAsananI sAcI sevAne karatA.........dhana te..104 vaiyAvaccathI glAnavRddha Adine zAtA Ape, jIvanasamAdhi maraNasamAdhi te zAzvatasukhane mApa.... dhana te..105 tIrthakarapadavInuM kAraNa vaiyAvacca je karatA, zAstra pramANe svArtha choDIne te munivaradurlabhatA... dhana te..106 bAvIsajina nirvANakALe paNa mAsakSapaNatapadhArI, nirAhAra banavAnI sAdhanA AhAra tyajI muni dhArI. dhana te...107 devo kesaramizritajalathI dIkSotsava muja karatA, locathI vahetI rudhiranI dhArA joi AnaMdane varatA. dhana te...108 ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI 49 - 5 "

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dasavidha cakravAla sAmAcArI. gADAnA cakramAM = paiDAmAM lAkaDAnA ATha-dasa ArAo hoya. A cakra jema jema pharatuM jAya, tema tema vArApharatI e ArAo paNa pharatA jAya..ema jema jema divasa-rAtano samaya pasAra thato jAya, te te avasara Ubho thato jAya, tema tema vArApharatI amuka amuka cokkasa AcAronuM pAlana karavAnuM thAya. A ja cakravAla sAmAcArI kahevAya che. suMdara majAnA AcAro enuM nAma sAmAcArI ! paNa sAmAcArInuM bIjuM svarUpa e che ke dareka gacchanA potapotAnA alaga prakAranA AcAro ! eTale ja evuM bolAya-saMbhaLAya che ke "amArA gacchanI sAmAcArI A pramANe che." prastuta sAmAcArI evI nathI. A dasa sAmAcArI dareke dareka saMyamIe pALavAnI che. (1) icchAkAraH saMyamI mATe eka vizeSaNa vAparavAmAM AvyuM che, svayaMvAsItapovanA dukAnamAM gAdI-takIye besanAro zeTha kazuM kAma na kare, e to potAnA nokarone Adeza kare "pANI lAvo, cA lAvo..." saMyamI paNa moTo zeTha che, paNa enA dAsa koNa ? e pote ja ! eNe dareka kAmamAM potAnI jAtane ja Adeza karavAno ane e dAsa = svayaM pote ja badhuM kAma kare. Azaya e ke saMyamIe potAnA tamAma kAryo jAte ja karavAnA che, gRhasthone to nahi ja, paNa moTA-nAnA sahavartI sAdhuone paNa e kAryo soMpavAnA nathI. paraMtu e kAma AvaDatuM na hoya.dA.ta. nUtana dIkSitane kApa na AvaDevastra sIvatA na AvaDe. e kAma karatA vadhu agatyanuM kAma AvI paDe ane e pAchuM bIjuM koI karI zake ema na hoya.. dA.ta. bapore gocarI javAnuM hoya, e ja samaye guru ane mAthAnuM mAliza karavA bolAve, ene ja e mAliza barAbara phAvatuM hoya.. da { 50 che - jaina sAdhu jIvana...

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AvA AvA vizeSa kAraNo AvI paDe, tyAre saMyamI bIjA nAnA saMyamIne vinaMti kare ke "Apa mAruM A kAma karI Apazo ? ApanI icchA = ullAsa = umaMga = utsAha che ne ? mAre AvuM kAraNa AveluM che. A je atyaMta namra bhASA e ja icchAkAra sAmAcArI ! "mAre bIjuM kAma che, mATe tame A karI lejo...." ema koine paNa Adeza to na ja karAya. praznaH AvuM zA mATe karavAnuM ? uttara : koine ema na lAge ke "mArA para baLajabarI karavAmAM Ave che eTale baMne pakSe prasannatA jaLavAya. * sAmevALAne kAma karavAno utsAha jAge. * bIjA paNa jeo AvI bhASA sAMbhaLe, teone saMyamadharma pratye bahumAna thAya. * potAnAmAM paNa niSpharatA-kaDavAza na Ave, bIjA pAse baLathI kAma karAvavAmAM nIcagotra baMdhAya, nokara banavuM paDe. e vastu ahIM na bane.* namratA vagere guNono vikAsa thAya. * paraspara saMkuleza na thAya. have jene kAmanI vinaMti karAya, eNe zuM karavuM ? e joie. * eNe kAmanI nA nahi pADavAnI... * kAma svIkAravAmAM ya moTuM nahi bagADavAnuM... * "tame mane ATaluM karI Apazo' ityAdi zarata paNa nahi karavAnI. * paNa "huM avazya ApanuM kArya mArI icchAthI karIza, mane AnaMda thaze. Apano lAbha maLaze"..ityAdi zabdo bolavA. praznaH Ano zuM lAbha? uttara H kAma soMpanArAne AnaMda thAya ke "A utsAhathI kAma kare che.' * bIjIvAra kAma soMpavAnuM mana thAya, A rIte vAraMvAra bhaktino lAbha maLe. * parasparano lAgaNIbhAva vRddhi pAme.. - bIjAone paNa zIkhavA maLe ke "koi kAma soMpe, tyAre ApaNe sAme kevo utsAha batAvavo." eka vAta e ke kAma soMpatA pahelA gurunI-vaDIlanI rajA levI ja paDe, ema kAma svIkAranArAe paNa guru-vaDIlane jaNAvyA bAda kAma karavuM. ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI na pa1 -- --

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bIjI vAta e ke dhAro ke koi kAma na soMpe, to paNa saMyamIne ema lAge ke "enuM kAma bagaDI jaze...... to sAmethI enI pAse jaIne kAmanI mAMgaNI karavI..ema kAma bagaDavAnuM na hoya to paNa jo bhakti karavAno ullAsa pragaTa thAya, to paNa kAmanI mAMgaNI karavI. A dareka vakhate "huM mArI icchAthI-utsAhathI karIza." vagere bolavuM e icchAkAra sAmAcArI ! gurU potAnA ziSyomAM bhakti-vaiyAvaccenA saMskAra paDe, e mATe kAma soMpe ziSya ALasu hoya, to jarAka baLa vAparIne paNa kAma soMpe..sAva ja apAtra jevo hoya, sAva uMdhu paDatuM hoya, to enI upekSA kare...supAtra ziSya kAma karavAnuM bhUlI jAya, athavA kAmamAM garabaDa karI bese...to guru ene Thapako paNa Ape. kemake jema koinA sArA kAmanI prazaMsA karavAthI eno kAma karavAno utsAha vadhe, tema koinI bhUlanI sakhata niMdA-TIkA karavAthI e bhUla pharI na karavAno paNa utsAha jabaradasta vadhI jAya...hA ! e supAtra hovo joie. (2) micchAkAraH saMyamInI icchA che bhUla vinAnuM saMyama pALavAnI ! paraMtu anAdi kusaMskAro, pramAda, kukarmo vagerene kAraNe saMyamI paNa nAnImoTI bhUlo karI bese, karI bese..e bhUlonI paraMparA na cAle, enA jUnA saMskAro khatama thAya, navA na paDe e mATe eka sarasa vyavasthA goThavavAmAM AvI che. micchAkAra sAmAcArInI ! micchA mi dukkaDuM bolavuM e micchAkAra AnA eka-eka akSarano je artha karavAmAM Avyo che, emAM pUro upayoga rAkhIne bolavAnuM che. to ja e sAcuM, vAstavika phaLa ApanAra banI zakaze. ni = kAyAnI namratA, mananI namratA = mRdutA. chA = e doSone pharIna sevavA, e ja bhAvathI (bhaviSyamAM) punaH na AcaravA = chAdana. ni = vartamAnamAM paNa pApatyAga karIne maryAdAmAM AvI javuM. 3 = pApa karanArA AtmAne niMdu chuM. % = pApa karyuM che eno hArdika svIkAra ! koi ja bacAva nahi.. --na para che --jena sAdhu jIvana..

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huM = atyAre upazamabhAvathI e pApane huM oLaMgI jAuM chuM. jo micchA mi dukkaDuM sAcuM hoya to * e pApa pharI kyAreya na thAya, - dhAro ke thAya to paNa enI tIvratA, enuM svarUpa ghaTI jAya. * e pApa pahelA vAraMvAra thatuM hoya, ene badale e pApa have lAMbA kALe thavA lAge... * pApa pratye lagAva na rahe, kheda-ajaMpo rahe. jene AvuM kaMi ja na thAya, pApo ema ne ema cAlu ja rahe, enuM micchAmi dukkaDa nakAmuM jANavuM. saMyamI roja pratikramaNa kare che, e micchAkAra sAmAcArI che....paNa e bhAva vinA mAtra vidhi karavArUpa ja jo thAya, jo pApa na ghaTe to pratikramaNa vizeSa lAbha na kare. hA ! eTalo samaya anya pApa na thAya, eTalo phAyado kharo. (3) tathAkAraH gurU zAstrIya padArthonI prarUpaNA kare, e vakhate "tahatti' bolavuM e tathAkAra sAmAcArI ! takSatti = "tathA' ApanI vAta barAbara che, mane emAM vizvAsa che...evo artha thAya. AmAM zAstrIya padArthonI prarUpaNA karanArA aneka prakAranA hoya. (1) gItArtha + saMvigna + upayogapUrvaka bolanArA.. (2) gItArtha + asaMvigna + asaMvignapAkSika (3) gItArtha + asaMvigna + saMvigna pAkSika (4) agItArtha + asaMvigna. AmAM naM. 1 nA vacanamAM to tahatti karavAnuM ja che.... naM. 3 jo ke asaMvigna = zithilAcArI che. paNa eno mukhya guNa e che ke e saMvignono = AcArasaMpanna mahAtmAono = susAdhuono kaTTara anurAgI che.eTale e khoTI prarUpaNA na kare, potAno bacAva karavA khoTI rajuAta na kare..mATe enA vacanamAM paNa tahatti karavAnuM ja. : ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI [53]-

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zAstrIya padArtho be prakAranA hoya. (1) AjJAgrAhya keTalAka padArtho evA hoya ke jemAM yukti na maLe, zraddhAthI svIkAravAnA hoya. (2) yuktigrAhya keTalAka padArtho evA hoya ke je yukti dvArA ekadama vyavasthita samajI zakAya. je koi yuktigrAhya padArtho varNave, e ApaNane ekadama tarkasaMgata lAge, to emAM tAtti karavAnuM. paraMtu AjJAgrAhya padArthomAM (tahatti karavAmAM vaktA) gItArtha hoya, to vAMdho na Ave. hA ! gItArtha-saMvignanuM paNa vacana padArthomAM aspaSTa hoya, te aMge khulAso karI spaSTatA karI pachI tatti karavuM. prazna H tahatti kahevAno phAyado zuM ? uttara : upadezakanI anumodanA. * samyaktvanI vizuddhi. bIjAo paNa 'tahatti' karatA zIkhe...vagere aneka lAbho thAya. (4) Avasahi H saMyamI gocarI, pANI, sthaMDilabhUmi, vihAra, prabhudarzana Adi Avazyaka kAryo mATe, upAzrayanI bahAra gurunI rajA laine nIkaLatI vakhate 'Avasahi' zabda bole e Avasahi ! A eka pratijJA che ke 'huM bahAra nIkaLIne avazya karavAnA kAryo ja karIza. binajarUrI eka paNa kArya karIza nahi...' eTale jo bahAra nIkaLyA bAda gRhastho sAthe vAtacIta vagere rUpa koipaNa binajarUrI kAryo kare, to ene pratijJA bhaMgano doSa lAge. derAsaramAMthI bahAra nIkaLatI vakhate paNa saMyamIe Avasahi karavAnI che. (5) nisIhi : upAzrayamAM praveza karatI vakhate, derAsaramAM praveza karatI vakhate, gurunA sADA traNa hAthanA avagrahamAM praveza karatI vakhate 'nisIhi' zabda bolavo, e nisIhi sAmAcArI kahevAya. niSedha = pApavyApArono niSedha... nisIhi prazna : gRhastho mATe A zabda barAbara che. paNa saMyamIo to pApa vyApAra karatA ja nathI. to pachI emane kyA pApavyApArano tyAga karavAnI pratijJArUpa nisIhi zabda bolavAnI jarUra che ? = 54 * jaina sAdhu jIvana...

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uttara : sAcI vAta che. paNa derAsara devAdhidevanuM ane upAzraya guru bhagavaMtanuM sthAna che. A be bahu moTA upAsya = pUjya tatvo che. eTale emanI pAse jatA pahelA ekadama sAvadha thai javuM paDe. emanI leza paNa AzAtanA na thAya e mATenI khUba ja kALajI rAkhavI paDe. eTale saMyamI kAyama mATe zubha pravRttimAM ja raheto hovA chatAM devagurUnI najIkamAM jatI vakhate e zubha pravRttio paNa ekadama upayogavALI ekadama vivekavALI banAvavAnI hoya che, e mATe ja nisIhi bolavAmAM Ave che. (6) ApRcchA : saMyamI AkhA divasamAM je kaMipaNa kArya kare, e gurune pUchIne ja kare..mAtra moTA kAmomAM pUche ane nAnA kAmomAM na pUche, to e pRcchA gaNAya, paNa A-pRcchA na gaNAya. eTale mAtru javuM hoya, derAsara-gocarI Adi mATe javuM hoya, upAzrayamAM gAthA gokhavI hoya, koikanI sAthe carcA karavI hoya...A badhAmAM saMyamIe gurune vinayapUrvaka pRcchA karavAnI ja. AthI ApRcchAsAmAcArI thAya. (7) pratipucchA : koipaNa ekAda kAma mATe ekavAra gurune pRcchA karI, e pachI, gurue enI nA pADI hoya, toya amuka samaya bAda paristhiti badalAtA ema lAge ke AvI hAlatamAM A kAma karavuM jarUrI che...to e mATe pharI gurune pUchavuM paDe. gurue kAmanI hA pADI hoya, paNa kAma tarata karavAnuM na hoya, thoDAka samaya bAda karavAnuM hoya, to e vakhate kAma zarU karatA pahelA gurune pUchI levuM...zakya che ke ATalA samaya bAda guruno vicAra badalAi jAya, to guru nA paNa pADe..ane e nA saMyamInA hita mATe ja hoya. je kAmanI rajA lIdhI hoya, e kAmamAM ja kyAreka kaMika pheraphAra karavAnuM gurune sUjhe, eTale jo kAma cAlu karatA pahelA pUchIe...to e zakya bane. e kAma bIjAe karI lIdhuM hoya, to guru saMyamIne aTakAvI zake, paNa e kAma vakhate pUche to ne ? AvA aneka kAraNosara A sAmAcArI goThavavAmAM AvI che ke te te kAma mATe gurune pUchI lIdhA pachI paNa jo amuka kALa bAda e kAma karavAnuM hoya, to pharIthI gurune pUchI levuM.AnuM nAma pratipRcchA ! ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI na papa -

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(8) chaMdanA: mahAtmA gocarI vahorI lAve, pachI anya mahAtmAone vinaMti kare ke "mane lAbha Apo.." AnuM nAma chaMdanA ! labdhidhArI saMyamIne sahaja rIte ja nirdoSa ane anukuLa vastu maLatI hoya che. eTale e saMyamI AvI vastu maLe, to vahore ane pachI upAzrayamAM AvI guru-glAna-vRddha-bAla-azakta-nUtana-asahiSNu vagere prakAranA mahAtmAonI sArAmAM sArI bhakti kare, e badhAne vinaMti kare ke mane AmAMthI lAbha Apo...! A chaMdanA ! alabatta, gurunI rajA meLavI lIdhA bAda ja guru je saMyamI mATe rajA Ape, e saMyamIne ja chaMdanA karI zakAya. AnAthI gocarI para mamatva na thAya, sAdhu samudAyane sahAya karavAno lAbha maLe, aMtarAya karmano nAza thAya ane tIrthakara nAmakarma sudhInA viziSTa puNyano baMdha thAya. (9) nimaMtraNa : gocarI-pANI vahoravA jatA pahelA glAnAdi sAdhuone pUchavuM ke "ApanA mATe zuM lAvuM? keTaluM lAvuM?' to e nimaMtraNA ! glAnAdine vastunI jarUra hoya, paNa pote lAvI zakatA na hoya ke maLatI na hoya to AvA vakhate bIjA saMyamIo emane AvI rIte pUchIne, emanI sUcanA pramANe gocarI lAve..e sarasa ja che. emAM baMne pakSe puSkaLa lAbha che. glAnAdine poSaNa maLavAthI emanI ratnatrayInI ArAdhanA vikase ane bhakti karanArane sAdharmika vAtsalya, vaiyAvacca vagerenA pratApe puNyabaMdhakarmanirjarAnI prApti thAya. (10) upasaMpadaH jJAna-darzana-cAritra mATe anya saMyamIonI nizrA svIkAravI, e upasaMpada ! prazna : potAnA gurU-gaccha pAse to jJAnAdi che ja ne ? to e meLavavA mATe bIje javAnI zI jarUra ? uttara : jeTaluM guru pAse che, eTaluM meLavI lIdhuM, vadhAre meLavavAnI zakti ane bhAvanA che. gurU ApI zake ema nathI, anya saMyamI pAsethI maLI zake ema che. AvI paristhitimAM gurunI rajA laine anya saMyamI pAse javuM e yogya ja che. suguru kayAreya paNa ziSyane AvA kAmamAM mAtra potAnA tuccha svArtha khAtara rokaToka na kare. jjana pa6) - jaina sAdhu jIvana..

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AmAM jJAna = samyagu jJAnavardhaka zAstro. darzana = samyagdarzananI vizuddhi karanArA sanmatitakadi zAstro. cAritra = yogodvahana Adi aneka prakAranI sAmAcArIo. (guru pAse janarala AcAro to che ja paNa sAmAcArIomAM taratamatA ghaNI hoya che. eTale navI sAmAcArI zIkhavA mATe anyanI nizrA svIkAravAnuM bane.) emAM jJAna-darzanamAM sUtra mATe ane artha mATe..ema be mATe upasaMpada levAya. e baMnemAM pAchA traNa bheda ! * taddana navA sUtrAdinuM grahaNa ! * je sUtrAdi AvaDeja che, paNa e ekadama pAkA karavA.. * je sUtrAdi kAcA thai gayA che, vacce vacce tUTI gayA che. e sAMdhIne pAkA karavA.. pUrvanA kALamAM pustakArUDha sUtrAdi na hatA, eTale e badhuM maukhika ja cAlatuM, mATe e levA mATe anyanI nizrA jarUrI banatI. ema koikane vaiyAvacca karavAnI bhAvanA thAya, paNa svagacchamAM evA koi glAnAdi na hoya, to vaiyAvacca karavA mATe paNa anya gacchAdinI nizrA svIkAre. ema koikane tapa karavo che, anazana karavuM che...paNa svagacchamAM sevAdi karanArA, samAdhi ApanArA evA koI nathI, to tapa-anazana karavA mATe evA anya gacchAdinI nizrA svIkAravAnI thAya, ke jyAM sevAdi karanArA maLI rahe. upasaMpada lenAre gurunI rajA levI paDe, guru rajA Ape to ja bIjAnI nizrA svIkArAya. emAM ya guru jenI pAse javAnI rajA Ape, enI pAse ja javAya, je sUtrAdi mATe rajA Ape...e sUtrAdi ja bhaNAya. A dase ya sAmAcArImAM sUkSmatAthI nirUpaNa karazo to cokkasa khyAla Avaze ke Dagale ne pagale sazuru pratyenA samarpaNanI vAta Ave che. A samarpaNa vinA na ja cAle..sagurune pUchaDyA vinA AcarAtI prAyaH ekeya sAmAcArI zuddha banatI nathI. mATe ja pratyeka saMyamI mATe gurupAratanya-gurUsamarpaNa atyaMta upayogIAvazyaka che. ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI - 57 - >

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sthavira kalpa Boxes nAno bALaka sau prathama bAlamaMdiramAM dAkhala thAya, pachI eka-betraNa..ema bAra dhoraNa pUrA kare, e pachI kolejanA traNa varSa pUrA kare, e pachI sAyansa-komarsa-ArTsa vagere lAina pramANe DaoNkTara-enjIniyara...vagere vagere bane, e pachI e potAno svataMtra dhaMdho zaru kare.... koi paNa saMsArI AtmA jyAre dIkSA levA taiyAra thAya, mumukSu bane...tyAre e nAno bALaka kahevAya. sthavikalpa e bAlamaMdira vagere svarUpa che. mumukSu sau prathama sthavira kalpamAM ja dAkhala thAya, dhIme dhIme vikAsa sAdhato jAya, chevaTe chelle svataMtra dhaMdhAnI mAphaka jinakalpa vagere utkRSTa ArAdhanAne svIkAre...e vakhate e sthavira kalpano tyAga kare. sthavira kalpamAM nIcenI bAbato hoya... emAM AcArya-upAdhyAya-pravartaka sthavira-gaNAvaccheka ema pAMca mukhya padavIdharo hoya, e gItArtha ja hoya, ane teo AkhA gacchanuM saMcAlana karatA hoya. emAM bAla-vRddha-glAna-tapasvI-asahiSNu-nutana dIkSita-azakta... vagere aneka prakAranA saMyamIo hoya, teo gItArtha ke agItArtha baMne prakAranA hoya. apirapakva ke paripakva baMne prakAranA hoya...A badhAyane sagA dIkarAnI jema khUba ja vAtsalyathI sAcavavAnA, emane dhIme dhIme taiyA2 ka2vAnA... emAM koipaNa AcAramAM te te kAraNasara te te prakAranI chUTa lai zakAya che, arthAt AmAM apavAdamArganuM sevana hoya che ane te tevA prakAranA saMyamIo mATe upayogI ja che. prazna : AcArya vagere pAMca padavIdharo zuM zuM kAma kare ? uttara H jema navI sarakAra racAya, tyAre emAM eka vaDApradhAna bane, ane e pachI maMtrImaMDaLa banAvIne darekane te te khAtAo soMpavAmAM Ave. e ja rIte ahIM paNa samajavuM. AcArya vaDApradhAnatulya che. emanuM kAma che saMyamIone artha ApavAnuM. zAstronA gaMbhIra padArtho 52 ciMtana karIne enA rahasyonuM dAna karavAnuM ! jaina sAdhu jIvana... 58

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upAdhyAya nuM kAma che saMyamIone sUtro ApavAnuM ! je saMyamI je sUtra mATe pAtra hoya te saMyamIne e sUtranuM dAna karavAnuM.. pravartakanuM kAma che saMyamIone te te yogomAM joDavAnuM ! dareka saMyamInI ruci-zakti-pAtratA alaga alaga prakAranI hoya. koika sUtrAbhyAsa mATe, koika arthAbhyAsa mATe, koika vaiyAvacca mATe, koika zAsana prabhAvanA mATe yogya hoya. pravartaka A badhuM zodhI kADhe, ane pachI e ja pramANe te te saMyamIne zodhI te te yogomAM vizeSathI joDe. alabatta bIjA badhA yogo choDAvI nathI devAnA, paraMtu amuka yogo pradhAna..anya yogo aucitya pramANe... ema vibhAga karavAmAM Ave. sthaviranuM kAma saMyamIone yogomAM sthira karavAnuM ! pravartake dareka saMyamIne te te yogomAM joDI to dIdhA, paraMtu saMyamIo ALasa-pramAdAdi doSonA kAraNe e yogomAM barAbara rasa na le, to e rasa levaDAvavAnuM kAma sthavira kare, e te-te saMyamIone aMgata rUpe, lAgaNIthI samajAve, naphonukasAna darzAve e rIte ene saMyamayogomAM sthira kare. gaNAvacchedakanuM kAma che AkhA gacchanI anya tamAma vyavasthAo saMbhALavAnuM ! mahIne mahIne mAsakalpa mATeno upAzraya zodhavo... gacchane muzkelI na paDe, e rIte vihAra goThavavo... gacchane upadhi-pAtrA vagere tamAma vastuonI khoTa na paDavA devI.. gocarI-pANI vageremAM koipaNa saMyamI na sIdAya enI kALajI rAkhavI. AvI AvI tamAma javAbadArIono bhAra gaNAvacchedaka upADe. emAM leza paNa khAmI na Ave eno pUro prayatna kare. e mATe gacchanA ja sAdhuonI sahAya le. zAstromAM pharamAvyuM che ke jema daDhazAsanavALA rASTramAM ja rahevAya, jethI jIvananI-saMpattinI surakSA thAya, ema jyAM AcAryAdipaMcakanI ekadama joradAra vyavasthA hoya, e gacchamAM saMyamIe rahevuM. tyAM enA saMyamajIvananI surakSA che. hA ! kyAreka evuM bane ke eka ja maMtrIne be khAtA soMpavAmAM Ave. paNa koipaNa khAtuM sAva vyavasthA vinAnuM to na ja rakhAya. ema gacchamAM paNa evuM bane ke eka AcArya ja artha + sUtra ema be khAtA saMbhALe..athavA to ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnIna pa9

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sthavira ja pravartakanuM ane sthaviranuM...ema baMne kAma saMbhALe. paNa evuM to na ja banavuM joie ke artha ApanAra koI na hoya, ke sUtra ApanAra koi na hoya, ke pravartakAdinuM kAma karanAra koi na hoya. je gacchamAM AvI avyavasthA hoya, e gacchamAM mokSArthI saMyamIe na rahevuM. eka agatyanI vAta A sthavirakalpano jo koi majabUta pAyo hoya, A sthavirakalpano jo koi zaNagAra hoya, A sthavirakalpano jo koI prANa hoya, to e che samyagdarzananA aMtima cAra AcAro ! jo A cAra AcAra che, to sthavirakalpa suMdara majAno rAjamahela ja che. jo A cAra AcAra nathI, to sthavirakalpa bhUtiyo baMgalo, DarAmaNuM smazAna ja samajI lo. e cAra AcAro A pramANe che. (1) upabRhaNA : gacchamAM koipaNa saMyamI viziSTa tapa, viziSTa svAdhyAya, viziSTa vaiyAvacca kare, to enI hArdika prazaMsA karavI e upabuhaNA ! AnAthI e saMyamIno utsAha vadhe, tapa-svAdhyAyAdi karavAnuM mana thAya, vadhAravAnuM mana thAya, parasparanI AtmIyatA vadhe, mitratA vadhe, lAgaNI vadhe.je IrSAdi doSone khatama karavA mATe atyaMta upayogI che. eka bIjAnA nAnA nAnA doSone sahI levA mATe atyaMta upayogI che. (2) sthirIkaraNaH koipaNa saMyamI svazakti hovA chatAM tapa, svAdhyAya, vaiyAvacca, vinaya, prabhubhakti vagere yogomAM pramAda kare, vikapAdimAM samaya bagADe. e joIne anya saMyamIne enA pratye lAgaNInA kAraNe karaNA jAgrata thAya, ane ene premapUrvaka kyAreka ThapakApUrvaka samajAve saMyamayogomAM eno ullAsa utpanna kare..e sthirIkaraNa ! jo koi sthirIkaraNa karanAra koi na maLe, to jIva bicAro kyAMya khoTI dizAmAM raMgoLAi jAya, sAcI dizAmAM pAcho na phare.ghaNuM moTuM nukazAna saMyamajIvanamAM karI bese. (3) vAtsalya: saMyamIomAM paraspara nirdoSa snehabhAva hovo ja joie. e hoya, to niMdA-irSA-TIkATIppaNa..vagere doSo utpanna na thAya. mAMdagI, vihArAdi tamAma kAryomAM ekabIjAne khUba sahAya kare, ekabIjA mATe puSkaLa bhoga ApavA taiyAra thai jAya. eka mA potAnA bALakone je rIte cAhe, e rIte ja saMyamI saMyamIone cAhe. -- --- 60 - - jaina sAdhu jIvana...

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(4) prabhAvanAH saMyamI potAnI vidvattA dvArA, pravacana prabhAvakatAnI zakti dvArA, vAdamAM jIta meLavavAnI zakti dvArA, tapa dvArA, maMtrAdi dvArA, kavitvazakti dvArA, suMdara AcAro dvArA, suMdara svabhAva dvArA badhAne jainadharma pratye sadbhAva utpanna karAve..enuM nAma zAsanaprabhAvanA ! A cAra AcAra khUba ja mahatvanA che. ane sthavirakalpamAM to atyaMta Avazyaka che. tathA, virakalpamAM sAdhu varga uparAMta sAdhvIvarga paNa hoi zake che. hA ! brahmacaryanI nirmaLatA mATe e baMne vargo vacce jaDabesalAka maryAdAo bAMdhavAmAM AvI che. dA.ta. sAdhvIjIonA parvatithi ane svAdhyAya sivAya sAdhuonA upAzrayamAM na Ave. sAdhvIjIonA AcAra aMgenI mahattvanI bAbato AcArya pravartinI sAdhvIjIne kare, te bAkInA sAdhvIjIone kahe..Ama sAdhvIgaNane sAdhugaNa sAthe paricaya nahivatu ! - sAdhvIjIonI tamAma prakAranI kALajI sAdhvIgaNAdhipati eka ja sAdhu kare ane e khUba pIDha, khUba nirmaLa + daDha AcAravALo hoya. e te te kArya mATe amuka sAdhuonI sahAya le to emAM ya e sAdhuo paNa khUba ja pIDha, pUba ja nirmaLamanavALA zodhavAmAM Ave. hA ! vartamAnamAM kALAdine anusAra taphAvata dekhAya, e zakya che. tathA je gaccha AcArasaMpanna hoya, te saMvigna ! je gacchamAM chedagranthajJAtA AcAryAdi gItArtho hoya, te gaccha gItArtha saMyamIvALo hovAthI upacArathI gItArtha ! Avo saMvigna-gItArtha gaccha ja vAstavika rIte sthavirakalpamAM gaNAya, asaMvigna ke agItArtha gaccha e thoDA ghaNA AcAro pALe, to ya paramArthathI virakalpa na gaNAya. pAMca avagraha * sAdhue pAMca prakAranA avagrahamAMgavAnA hoya che. avagraha= mAlikIbhAva mAlikanI rajA laine pachI ja kArya karavuM.. (1) saudharmendra (2) rAjA (3) gAma nagarano mAlika (4) gharano mAlika (5) upAzrayamAM pUrve padhArela AcAryAdi. ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI - 61 - S

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COYOY jinakalpa-parihAravizuddhika yathAlaMdika-pratimAkalpa virakalpamAM varSo sudhI ArAdhanA karyA bAda keTalAka sAdhuo hajI vadhu viziSTa koTinI ArAdhanA karavA mATe sthavirakalpano tyAga karIne je viziSTa ArAdhanAno svIkAra kare che. e sAmAnyathI cAra prakAre che. (1) jinakalpa (2) parihAravizuddhika kalpa (3) yathAladikakalpa (4) pratimAkalpa. A cAreyamAM amuka amuka cokkasa prakAranI AcAra vyavasthA hoya che, e apekSAe A cAreya kalpa alaga alaga che. bAkI A cAreyamAM ghaNI badhI samAnatA rahelI che. ApaNe A prakaraNamAM mukhya traNa bAbato jozuM. (1) A cAreyanuM potapotAnuM vizeSa svarUpa. (2) A cAreyamAM je samAnatA che, te. (3) A cAra ane vikalpa vacce mukhya taphAvata zuM che ? jinakalyAdi cAranuM vizeSa svarUpa (1) jinakalpaH jinanA jevo = prabhunA jevo AcAra te jinakalpa ! Ane dhAraNa kare, te jinakalpI ! jinakalpI ekalA ja hoya. prathama saMghayaNavALA, atyaMta azakta dehavALA, 9 mA pUrvanI trIjI vastuthI adhika ane 10 mA pUrvathI kaMika nyUna zrutajJAnavALA, potAnA tamAma jIvanakAryo pUrNa karIne A jinakalpa svIkAre. jinakalpa svIkAratA pUrve tapa, sattva, sUtra, ekatva ane balanI tulanA kare. tapamAM cha mahinA nirdoSa gocarI na maLe to paNa bhUkhathI pIDita thai doSa na seve tevI rIte potAnA AtmAne taiyAra kare. sattvaH nidrA-bhaya para vijaya meLe. sUtraH sUtra svAdhyAyathI samaya (kALane) jANI zake tevI rIte sUtra - jaina sAdhu jIvana...

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svAdhyAyathI bhAvita thAya. ekatvaH tamAma saMbaMdhothI mamatvarahita thai ekalapaNAthI TevAya. balaH zArIrika-mAnasika rIte badhA ja prakAranA upasargo-pariSahone sahana karavAnI zakti keLave. A rIte taiyAra thai, tIrthaMkara, gaNadhara, caudapUrvI, dazapUrvIka chevaTe vaDa, pIpaLo, azoka Adi vRkSa nIce mahotsavapUrvaka jinakalpa svIkAre.... * emanI pAse ogho ane muhapatI A be upakaraNa to hoya ja.. * jo e kapaDo rAkhe, to eka, be ke vadhumAM vadhu traNa rAkhe. eTale ogho, muhapattI ema be + 1 = 3, be + 2 kapaDA = 4, be + 3 kapaDA = pAMca..Ama traNa rIte saMbhava che. - jo e kapaDA na rAkhe, paNa pAtro rAkhe, to pAtrAnI kula sAteya upadhi avazya rAkhe che. to pachI mukhya be + sAta = nava thAya. - jo e nava uparAMta eka, be ke traNa kapaDA rAkhe, to dasa | agyAra | bAra..Ama traNa rItano paNa saMbhava che. * TuMkamAM 2, 3, 4, 5, 9, 10, 11, 12..ATalA vikalpo saMbhave. * emano vihAra-gocarI-sthaDila..divasanA trIjA praharamAM ja thAya. nagaranA cha bhAga kalpI vArApharatI eka-eka bhAgamAM gocarI jAya. trIjo prahara pUro thAya, eTale jinakalpI jyAM hoya tyAM ja vRkSanI mAphaka ekadama sthira banI jAya. nadInI vacce hoya ke cAra rastA vacce hoya.koi emane dhakko mAre, upADIne nAMkhI de...vagere bane, toya e potAnA yatnathI to bilakula halana-calana na ja kare. jinakalpIne deva-manuSya-tiryaMcAdinA upasargo Ave, paNa e samyak prakAre sahana kare ja..emAM potAnA AcAramAM koipaNa chUTa na le. ati custa jIvana jIve. * A kalpa AkhI jIMdagI mATeno hoya che. (2) parihAravizuddhi kalpaH gacchanA parihAra vaDe tyAga vaDe vizuddhinI prApti jemAM thAya che, te AcAra ! ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI 63]-

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* kula nava sAdhuo eka sAthe A kalpa grahaNa kare. * kula 18 mAsa mATeno A kalpa che. te tIrthaMkara pAse athavA tIrthakara haste jemaNe A kalpa grahaNa karyo hoya temanA hAthe ja A kalpa grahaNa karI zakAya. nava sAdhu traNa vibhAgamAM hoya. (1) parihArika (2) anuparihArika (3) vAcanAcArya. * parihArika cha mAsa sudhI tapa kare, e pachI anuparihAriko che mAsa, chelle vAcanAcArya cha mAsa tapa kare. anuparihAriko jyAre parivArika bane, tyAre parivAriko anuparihArika bane. chelle vAcanAcArya parihArika bane. TuMkamAM traNe ya vibhAga vArApharatI 6-6 mAsa tapa kare. je tapa kare, te parivArika je enI pAchaLa gocarImAM jAya....te anuparihArika ! sAmAnyathI e anuparihArika vaicAvaccI kahevAya. paNa vaiyAvacca jevuM emaNe kazuM karavAnuM hotuM nathI. parihArikoe kyo tapa karavAno ? e vicArIe. jo unALo hoya, to 3/2/1 upavAsa, jo ziyALo hoya to 4/3/2 upavAsa, jo comAsuM hoya to 5/4/3 upavAsa...pAraNe AMbila ! anuparihArika ane vAcanAcArya kAyama AMbila kare. * nave ya sAdhu Ama samAna ja che, chatAM emAMthI ekane vAcanAcArya rAkhavAmAM Ave che, e A kalpanI evI vyavasthA ja samajavI. * pahelA bAra mAsa eka ja sAdhu vAcanAcArya ! jyAre e khuda parihArika bane, tyAre bIjo eka sAdhu chellA cha mAsa vAcanAcArya ! chellA cha mAsa eka ja parivArika hovAthI anuparihArika paNa eka ja hoya, (anya sthAne) sAtane anuparihArika kahyA che. - aDhAra mAsa bAda A sAdhuo kAM to pAchA sthavirakalpamAM...kAM to A ja kalpamAM kAM to jinakalpamAM..ema traNa vikalpo saMbhavita che. * A kalpamAM upasargo AvatA nathI, e A kalpano prabhAva che. (3) yathAsaMdikaH laMda kALa ! ahIM pAMca divasano kALa levAno che, - 64 - jena sAdhu jIvana...

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kemake A kalpavALA munio eka jagyAe pAMca ja divasa rokAya, pachI bIjI jagyAe bIjA pAMca divasa.. kula pAMca sAdhuo eka sAthe A kalpa svIkAre. * jo emano thoDoka abhyAsa bAkI hoya, bIjI bAju sAruM muhUrta AvatuM hoya, to teo A kalpano svIkAra muhUrta sAcavavA mATe karI le.. je abhyAsa bAkI che, te abhyAsa gacchAcArya pAca pUro che. * A munio gacchamAMthI bahAra ja nIkaLI gayA che, to abhyAsa zI rIte pUro karaze ? eno javAba e che ke teo gacchanI sAthe nahi, paNa gAma bahAra rahe..AcArya emane bhaNAvavA mATe jAya...jo AcArya na ja jaI zake, to emAMthI eka muni gacchamAM dararoja AvI pATha lai jAya, pAcho jai bAkInA cArane bhaNAvI de...Ama, abhyAsa bAkI hoya, tyAM sudhI A munio gaccha-pratibaddha kahevAya. jyAre abhyAsa pUro thai jAya, athavA to abhyAsa pUro thayA bAda ja A kalpa svIkAryo hoya, to pachI e gacchaapratibaddha kahevAya. (4) pratimAkalpa H tevA prakAranI cokkasa AcAravyavasthA e ja pratimAkalpa che. sAdhu mATe kula 12 pratimAo darzAvI che. A kalpane dhAraNa karanAra muni pratimAdhArI kahevAya. * A muni paNa jinakalpInI jema ekalA ja hoya.. dareka pratimAno cokkasa kALa che. dA.ta. 1 lI no 1 mAsa, bIjIno be mAsa..sAtamIno sAta mAsa AThamIthI kALa badalAya che. e anya granthomAMthI jANI levo. * je pratimAno jeTalo kALa, sAmAnyathI enI prekaTIsano kALa paNa eTalo ja ! dA.ta. 1 lI pratimAnI prekTIsa 1 mAsa kare, bIjInI be mAsa. prekaTIsa bAda ja e pratimAno svIkAra... jinakabhAdi cAreyanuM sAmAnya svarUpa * cAreyamAM ochAmAM ochA 9mA pUrvanI trIjI vastu sudhIno abhyAsa ane vadhumAM vadhu nyUnadasapUrva sudhIno abhyAsa jarUrI che. AnAthI ochA vattA abhyAsavALA munio ekapaNa kalpa na svIkArI zake. je dasa pUrvadhara ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI 65 -

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bane, emanA mATe zAsanaprabhAvanA ja mahattvanI, kAraNa ke teo niyamathI vacanalabdhivALA hoya che... cAreyamAM badhA gItArtha ja hoya, kemake ATalo abhyAsa hoya, e gItArtha ja hoya. * cAreyamAM sAdhvIo nahi, kemake sAdhvIjIone dRSTivAda aMgano niSedha che, ane pUrvo to emAM ja Ave che, ane pUrvonA abhyAsa vinA A kalpa svIkArI zakAya nahi. vaLI darekamAM je amuka viziSTa prakArano AcAra che, e sAdhvIjIone zIlarakSAdine lIdhe zakya nathI. * cAre ya virakalpanI bahAra gaNAya. - cAreyamAM prathama saMghayaNa jarUrI ! cAreyamAM ekAMte cAritrapariNAmanI hAjarI ! koipaNa muni A kalpamAM niSphaLa na jAya, kemake viziSTa jJAnathI badhuM joi lIdhA bAda ja A kalpano svIkAra karAya che. * prAyaH cAreyamAM sattva, cuta, ekatAdi pAMca bhAvanAo bhAvavAmAM Ave che, bhAvanA eTale abhyAsa ! e ekadama vyavasthita thai gayA bAda A kalpa svIkAravAmAM Ave che. AvI bIjI paNa aneka samAnatAo jANI-vicArI zakAya che. sthavirakalpa ane jinakalpAdi vacce taphAvata * sthavirakalpamAM utsarga ane apavAda baMnenuM AcaraNa hoya. jyAre A cAramAM emano potapotAno nakkI thayelo AcAra ja pALavAno hoya. game tevI paristhitimAM paNa emAM chUTa levAnI hotI nathI. * sthavirakalpamAM agItArtho paNa hoya, A cAramAM eke ya na hoya. * sthavirakalpamAM sAdhvIjI hoya, A cAramAM na hoya. * sthavirakalpamAM kalpopanna devo jevI vyavasthA che. eTale ke amuka nAnA, amuka moTA.. vagere ! A cAramAM kalpAtIta devo jevI vyavasthA che, badhA sarakhA ! parihArikamAM je je vAcanAcAryAdi bheda che, e mAtra evI AcAra vyavasthA ja che, paramArthathI badhA sarakhA ja che. * sthavirakalpamAM dareka munine cAritrapariNAma hoya ja evuM jarUrI " --1 66 che --jena sAdhu jIvana...

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nathI. muni nizcayathI amuni paNa hoya. jyAre A cAramAM koipaNa munine cAritra pariNAma hoya ja...e A kalponI hAjarI daramyAna jAya nahi. bhAvanuM patana thAya nahi. je sthavirakalpamAM kevalajJAna thai zake, jyAre jinakalpamAM to e bhavamAM kevalajJAna nathI. parihAravizuddhimAM paNa jyAM sudhI e kalpa cAlu hoya, tyAM sudhI kevalya nathI. yathArlAdikamAM paNa kalpanI hAjarImAM kaivalya nathI. pratimAkalpamAM cheka chellI pratimAmAM aMte kevalyAdi pragaTI zake, paNa e pUrvenI virATa ArAdhanAmAM kyAMya kevalya nathI. * sthavirakalpamAM koipaNa saMghayaNa hoya, A cAramAM prathama ja hoya. AvA anya paNa taphAvata vicArI levA, anya zAstromAMthI jANI levA. prazna : jinazAsananI tamAma vyavasthAo sAkSAt ke paraMparAe mAtra ne mAtra mokSaprApti mATe ja che. have tame upara je vAta karI ke sthavirakalpamAM kevalya thai zake che, paNa jinakalpAdimAM nahi...to A to vicitra vastu kahevAya. jinakalyAdi rUpa viziSTa ArAdhanA karavAthI vahelo mokSa thavo joie, ane evuM hoya to ja e AdaraNIya bane. ene badale vahelA mokSanI to vAta ja bAju para rahI, urdu mokSano abhAva ja tame to batAvI dIdho. to pachI e jinakalpAdi levAnI jarUra ja nahi. A to nukasAna karanArI vastu banI. AnA karatA to sthavirakalpamAM rahIne ArAdhanA karavI zuM khoTI ? emAM to bamaNo lAbha ! svanI ArAdhanAno paNa lAbha ane paranI ArAdhanAno paNa lAbha ! uttara : jema koika roga koika cokkasa davAthI ja dUra thAya, ema AtmAnA amuka prakAranA karmo jinakalpAdithI ja dUra thai zake ema hoya che. jo jinakalpAdi na le, to sthavirakalpanI utkRSTa ArAdhanA paNa emane mokSa na apAvI zake. eTale AvA karmonA nivAraNa mATe ja A jIvo jinakalpa svIkAre che. jinakalpI AkhI jIMdagInI ArAdhanA dvArA karmone nivArI de, e pachI ene AvatA bhavomAM kevalyAdinI prApti thAya. parihAravizuddhika aDhAra mahinAnI ArAdhanA dvArA karmone nivArI de, ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI na 67 --

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e pachI A ja bhavamAM pAcho sthavirakalpamAM AvIne kevalyAdi meLavI zake che. pratimAdhArI paNa saMpUrNa ArAdhanAthI karma khapAvI aMte kevalyAdi meLavI zake. TuMkamAM A kalpo amuka karmo mATenI spezyala davA jevA che. prazna : Avo padArtha to kyAMya vAMcyo nathI. uttaraH zrI paMcAzaka prakaraNa granthamAM pratimAkalpanA varNanamAM A padArtha vistArathI darzAvelo che, ane e padArtha jinakalpAdimAM paNa ghaTato ja hovo joie. prazna : paNa sthavirakalpamAM ja kSapakazreNi lAgI jAya, to e vicitra karmono kSaya emAM thai ja jAya ne ? uttara : nA, A vicitra karmo zreNi lAgavA ja na de, eTale AgaLanuM kAma na thAya hA ! A kalpathI te karmo tUTe, pachI zreNi lAgI zake. (jinakalpIne pachInA bhavomAM..) prazna : zAstromAM evuM darzAveluM che ke jeNe jinakalpa levo hoya, e jo sAdhvIgaNAdhipati hoya, ane enA vinA navo koi sAdhvIgaNAdhipatipada mATe yogya na hoya, to eNe jinakalpa nahi levAno. jo le, to doSamAM paDe.. ene to sAdhvIgaNa sAcavavAmAM ja vadhu nirjarA maLe. have jo jinakalpathI ja pelA karmo khapatA hoya, to to A munine enI nA zI rIte paDAya ? vaLI AmAM to sAdhvIgaNane sAcavavAmAM vadhu karmakSaya batAvelo che. jinakalpamAM nahi.. uttara : juo, koipaNa vastu aucityapUrvaka thAya, to ja hitakArI bane ne ? e munie sattvAdi bhAvanA na bhAvI hoya, to jinakalpa emane mATe khoTo ! e munie navapUrvAdino abhyAsa na karyo to jinakalpa emane mATe khoTo ! ema jyAre muni para sAdhvIgaNanI javAbadArI hoya, ene saMbhALanAra bIjo koi na hoya. ane jo muni sAdhvIgaNanI upekSA karIne jinakalpa svIkAre to enA mATe e anucita ja kahevAya. sAdhvIgaNanI zuM hAlata thAya ? e badho ja doSa jinakalpIne lAge. mATe ene niSedha karavAmAM Ave, e yogya che. sAdhvIgaNa sAcavavAmAM ene vadhu nirjarAnI vAta karI che, te kyAre ? jo bIjo koi sAcavanAra na hoya to ! eno matalaba e ja ke jo anya muni sAdhvIgaNane sAcavanAra maLI jAya, to jinakalpa svIkAravAmAM ja vadhu nirjarA ! - 68 jaina sAdhu jIvana..

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TuMkamAM jene tevA prakAranA jinakalpasAdhya karmaroga hoya, tenA mATe, sAdhvIgaNa na hoya, to jinakalpa svIkAravAmAM vadhu lAbha ! sAdhvIgaNa hoya, to paNa anya sAcavanAra maLI jAya, to jinakalpamAM ja vadhu lAbha sAdhvIgaNa hoya anya sAcavanAra na hoya, to jinakalpa svIkAravAmAM nukasAna ! kAraNa ke jinakalpa anucitapravRtti banI rahe che. enA karatA e vakhate sAdhvIgaNane sAcavavAmAM ja vadhu lAbha ! prazna : to ene jinakalpa vinA pelA karmo kSaya na pAme, to e bhavamAM mokSa nahi ne ? uttara H AnA mATe nIce mujaba vicAraNA karI zakAya. e munino e bhavamAM mokSa na thAya, e karmone pachInA bhavomAM bhogavIne ke pachI jinakalpAdinI ArAdhanAthI khatama karIne mokSa pAme. (A bhavamAM jinakalpa le, to ya e karmo na ja khape, kemake anucita pravRtti banI rahe che.) jinakalpa mATenI bhAvathI pUrI taiyArI karI ja lIdhI che, mAtra sAdhvIgaNa khAtara aTake che. to A zreSTha aucityasevana pelA karmone nabaLA pADI de, evuM banI zake. hA ! puSTa kAraNa vinA jo e jinakalpa na svIkAre, to to ene e karmo khatama na ja thAya. 'sAta prakAranI eSaNA * kharaDAyelA hAthe kharaDAyelA vAsaNathI vahoravuM. * nahIM kharaDAyelA hAthe nahIM kharaDAyelA vAsaNathI vahoravuM. * potAnA mATe thALI AdimAM kADheluM ja vahoravuM. * vAla-caNA jevA lukhA dravyo ja vahoravA. * pIrasavA mATe kamaMDala jevAmAM kADhelI bhikSA ja levI. * pirasavA mATe nIkaLI cUkelI vyaktie hajI bhojana karanArane na ApyuM hoya, camacAthI pIrasavA lIdhu hoya tevuM bhojana levuM. vadheluM pheMkI devAnuM bhojana ja levuM. pANI mATe paNa A ja sAta prakAra che. ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI1 69

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jAta-samApta kalpa dardI potAnI davA jAte ka2vA mAMDe, to zuM hAlata thAya ? hA ! dardI svayaM DaoNkTara hoya to to vAMdho nahi. e potAnI davA potAnI meLe karI zake. emAM vaLI jo moTo roga hoya, to bIjA DaoNkTaranI salAha le kharo. nAno bALaka mAtA-pitAnA zaraNe ja rahe, emanAthI alaga na thAya, emAM ja enuM hita che. bALaka jo vikhuTo paDyo to pachI enI zuM hAlata thAya, e kazuM kahI na zakAya. hA ! yuvAna banyA pachI ene mAtA-pitAnI sahAyanI jarUra na paDe, chatAM ya have e mAtA-pitAnI bhakti khAtara emanI kALajI kare, sAthe rahe. saMyamI AcArasaMpanna to hoya ja, paNa jinAgamono bodha meLavavAmAM vAra paNa lAge, jevo kSayopazama evo bodha vahelo-moDo ! eTale zAstronA jJAtA banatA=gItArtha banatA ene vAra paNa lAge, kadAca pAMca-dasa-vIsa varSa paNa nIkaLI jAya, kSayopazamAdi nabaLA hoya, to AkhI jIMdagI gItArtha na bane, evuM ya bane. agItArtha saMyamI eka evo dardI che ke je svayaM DaoNkTara nathI. Avo saMyamI gItArtha gurunI sAthe ja, emanI AjJA pramANe ja jIve e ja enA mATe hitakArI che...e jo svataMtra-svacchaMda bane to enuM satyAnAza nIkaLI jAya. Ama paNa jIvano svabhAva svataMtratA bhogavavAno ja che, eTale ene e khoTA svabhAvathI aTakAvavA mATe A eka AcAra vyavasthA goThavavAmAM AvI che. jenuM nAma che jAta-samApta kalpa. (1) jAta + samApta = gItArtha, gItArthanI nizrAvALo + 5/7 nI saMkhyAvALo. (2) jAta + asamApta = gItArthanI. nizrAvALo + 5/7nI saMkhyAthI ochI saMkhyAvALo. (3) ajAta + samApta = gItArthanI nizrAvagarano + 5/7nI saMkhyAvALo. (4) ajAta + asamApta = gItArthanI nizrAvagarano + 5/7nI saMkhyAthI ochI saMkhyAvALo. AmAM pahelo bheda ja utsargamArge zAstramAnya che. bAkInA bheda nahi. chellA traNa bhedavALA saMyamIone prabhue gocarI-pANI-vastra-pAtra-vasati* jaina sAdhu jIvana... 70

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ziSya Adi koipaNa vastunI saMmati ApI nathI, eTale jo teo AmAMthI kaMI paNa le, to prabhunI AjJA na hovA chatAM e vastu levAnA kAraNe tIrthakara adattano doSa lAge. A vyavasthAno phAyado A ke saMyamIo gItArthanI nizrA vinA na vicare, ane ekala-dokala paNa na vicare. kemake e rIte vicare, to emane koipaNa vastuno haka maLato nathI. prazna : paNa gItArthanizrA + darzAvelI saMkhyAnI jarUra zI che ? uttara : jo gItArtha sAthe hoya, to e zAstrAbhyAsa karAvIne Akho divasa badhAne svAdhyAyamAM joDI zake. dareke dareka nirNayo zAstranA AdhAre laine ghaNo badho phAyado karAvI zake. saMyamIone jJAna-darzana-cAritramAM uNA to na ja utaravA de, paNa vAcanA-mArgadarzanAdi dvArA cheka uce sudhI lai jAya. jo gItArtha na hoya, to zAstrAbhyAsa na thAya, Dagale ne pagale ajJAnatAnA kAraNe levA paDatA jAta-jAtanA nirNayomAM bhUlo ja thayA kare. ane koi Takora karanAra na hovAnA kAraNe ratnatrayImAM rojaroja nukasAnano ja vadhAro thato jAya. kAM ati-utsarga, kAM ati-apavAdanA nirNayo levAI jAya, je cAritrapariNAmane khatama kare. have mAno ke gItArthanI nizrA hoya, paNa saMkhyA ochI hoya, to saMyamayogonI sAcavaNI na thAya. ochAmAM ochA 5/7 sAdhu hoya, to gocarImAM saMghATaka javuM phAve, mAMdagImAM vaicAvacca karavAmAM anukULatA rahe. paraspara svAdhyAyAdi sarasa cAle. ghaNA hovAthI ekAMta na maLe, eTale brahmacaryAdinI surakSA paNa sArI rIte thAya. prazna : paNa A 5/7 ema be bheda kema pADyA ? uttara : comAsAmAM varasAdanA kAraNe mAMdagInI zakyatA vadhAre, mATe vadhu saMyamI hoya, to vaiyAvaccamAM muzkelI na paDe. zeSakALamAM pAMcathI cAlI rahe. dhyAna rAkhavuM ke A to ochAmAM ochI saMkhyA darzAvI che, bAkI to 25/50 hoya, to ya sarasa ja che. emAM kadAca, gocarI vagerenA koika doSo sevavA paDe, to paNa e gauNa ja samajavAnA che. praznaH chellA traNa bhedomAM apavAda mArge koi chUTa kharI ? uttara : gItArtha muni zAsanarakSAdi kAraNosara 57 karatA ochI ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnIne 71 -

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saMkhyAmAM rahe, vihAra kare to e apavAda mArge yogya che. paNa e kAraNo yogya hovA joie. mAtra buddhi-kalpanAthI utpanna karelA nahi. ema 57 agItArthone paNa jo gItArtha ja koika kAraNosara kyAreka alaga rAkhe, alaga vihAra karAve to e paNa apavAda samajavo, paNa emAM gItArthanI saharSa saMmati jarUrI che. jIda karIne meLavAyelI saMmati na cAle. 5/7 karatA ochA agItArthone jo gItArtha kAraNasara alaga rAkhe, vihAra karAve to e cothA bhedano apavAda samajavo. prazna : gItArthanI spaSTa vyAkhyA zuM ? uttaraH ochAmAM ochuM nizIthasUtra + tenA arthanuM jenI pAse spaSTa jJAna che, te gItArtha ! Ama na bolAya Ama bolAya uMghe che * jame che. * pravAsa kare che * muMDana kare che * bhikSA levA jAya che * bhaNe che * sevA kare che. * saMDAsa jAya che * pezAba karavA jAya che * temanA ghare jAya che * bhASaNa Ape che * samajAve che * AzirvAda Ape che * bAvAjI jAya che - saMthArI gayA che. - vApare che. vihAra kare che. loca kare che. gocarI vahoravA jAya che. svAdhyAya kare che. vaiyAvacca kare che. Thalle jAya che. - mAtru karavA jAya che. - upAzraye jAya che. - vyAkhyAna/pravacana/vAcanA Ape che. hitazikSA Ape che. - vAsakSepa kare che. mahArAja sAheba/sAdhu bhagavaMta munibhagavaMta padhAre che. padhAro Asane padhAro. - 72che --jena sAdhu jIvana... | | | | | | | | | | | | | * Avo * beso

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bmsh rojIMdI kriyAo svarUpa ogha sAmAcArI vANiyAnI ArAdhanAthI prasanna thayelA bhUtaDAe zarata bAMdhI ke 'huM tArA tamAma kAma karIza, paNa huM jo navaro paDyo, to tane mArI nAMkhIza. tAre mane satata kAma ApyA ja karavAnA.' vANiyo thoDAka ja divasomAM kAma ApI-ApIne thAkyo kemake ApelA badhA kAma ja thai gayA. chevaTe eNe eka sIDI maMgAvIne bhUtane kahI dIdhuM ke 'bIjuM koi kAma na soMpu tyAM sudhI A sIDI para caDa-utara karavuM e ja tAruM kAma !' prastutamAM mana bhUta jevuM che, ene satata kAma soMpavuM ja paDe, nahi to e khoTA raste caDI jaine AtmAne ja khAi jAya. zAstrakAra maharSioe saMyamI mATe covIza kalAkanI evI to kAryavyavasthA goThavI dIdhI che, ke saMyamInuM mana navaruM paDe ja nahi. emAM svAdhyAya sIDI jevo che, jyAre bIjuM kaMi ja kAma na hoya, tyAre svAdhyAya ja karavAno. vaLI tamAma yogo evA che ke je jIvane karmanirjarAdi karAvI ApavA dvArA mokSanI prApti karAve. A prakaraNamAM saMyamInA rojIMdA AcAronuM varNana karazuM. rAtrino chello prahara bAkI hoya, tyAre UThI javAnuM...kharAba svapna AvyuM hoya, to eno kAussagga karI levAno, pachI svAdhyAya. yogya samaye pratikramaNa, tyArabAda tamAma upadhinuM paDilehaNa ! chelle dAMDo paDilehaNa karatI vakhate sUryodaya thAya...aMdAje e rIte ja pratikramaNa + paDilehaNa zarU karavAnA, jethI paDilehaNa prakAzamAM thAya. e pachI gurune vaMdana karI divasano pahelo prahara gAthAo gokhavAnI. poNo prahara thAya, eTale pAtrAnuM pratilekhana karavuM. bIjA praha2mAM arthano pATha ! gurvAdi pAse vAcanA ! artho bhaNAvavA...zAstro vAMcavA...vagere. trIjA praharamAM prabhudarzanAdi karyA bAda gocarI javAnuM, gocarI vAparavAnI, e pachI sthaMDila javAnuM...e pachI jeTalo samaya bAkI hoya, ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI 73

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eTalo samaya svAdhyAya karavo. cotho prahara zaru thAya, eTale upadhi-pAtrAdinuM paDilehaNa...e pachI sthaMDila-mAtru paraThavavA mATenI vasati jovI...e pachI pratikramaNa...pachI svAdhyAya... rAtrino prathama prahara pUro thAya, tyAM sudhI svAdhyAya karyA bAda saMthAro karI devo. A ekadama TuMkamAM vidhi darzAvI. AmAM vartamAnakALamAM aneka kAraNosa2 upa2nI vyavasthAmAM thoDo ghaNo pheraphAra paNa jovA maLe che...chatAM jo e puSTa kAraNosara hoya, to ene apavAdarUpe mAnya ja rAkhavI. dA.ta. navakArazI hoya, to traNa TAima paNa vAparavAnuM thAya... prabhudarzana vahelA / pahelI porisI bAda paNa karavAnA thAya. sAMjanuM prati. zrAvakonI sAthe ka2vAnuM hoya, to emano samaya sAcavavA moDuM paNa karavAnuM thAya. sthaMDilabhUmi game te samaye paNa javAnuM bane. gRhasthone nitya vyAkhyAna ApavAnuM thAya... rAtre saMthA2vAmAM, savAre uThavAmAM samaya badalAyA paNa kare divasanA prathama praharamAM paNa artha pAThAdi thAya. zAstromAM Ama paNa te te dareka AcAronA apavAda dekhADyA ja che, chatAM pUrvakALa karatA Aje enuM sevana vizeSathI karavAmAM Ave che...ghaNA AcAro vartamAna paristhitine kAraNe phe2vAi gayelA che, mATe A jaNAvavuM jarUrI che. eka vAta ekadama cokhkhI karI levI ke AcAramAM pheraphAra thAya, eno vAMdho nathI...paNa enI ekamAtra zarata e che ke gItArtha saMvigna mahAtmAnI emAM saMmati hovI joie...jo e na hoya, to AcAra badalI apavAda na bane, paNa khoTI anavasthA ja banI rahe, ane saMyamIne pramAda-upekSAdino doSa lAge ja. 74 * jaina sAdhu jIvana...

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pada vibhAga-sAmAcArI ucca saMyama levA mAtrathI to badhA doSo khatama na ja thai jAya ne ? e mATe to ghora sAdhanA karavI paDe. e sAdhanA karatA karatA nAnA-moTA doSo prAya lAgavAnA ja. duzmana sAthenA virATa yuddhamAM sainikane ekapaNa ghA na ja lAge. ane jItI jaie..e Adarza rUpe barAbara che, paNa zakyatArUpe nahi, e yuddhamAM sainikane ghA lAge, e dUra karavA malamapaTTA karavAnA..sAjA thaine bamaNA jorathI laDavAnuM. ema saMyamajIvana e kukarmo-kusaMskAro sAmenuM eka moTuM yuddha che, emAM saMyamIne nAnA-moTA doSo lAgI paNa jAya..paNa enI zuddhi karI laine bamaNA jorathI sAdhanA karavAnI, pAchA nahi paDavAnuM e zuddhi mATe malamapaTTA jevA che dasa prAyazcitto ! A ja prastuta sAmAcArI che. mukhyatve chedagranthomAM A dasa prAyazcittonuM vistArapUrvaka varNana jovA maLe che. ApaNe ahIM TuMkamAM A sAmAcArInuM svarUpa samajIe. 1) AlocanAH sadgurUne potAno aparAdha kahevo te. 2) pratikramaNa potAnA aparAdha badala micchA mi dukkaDam bolavuM te. 3) tadubhayaH uparanA baMne AcaravA te. 4) viveka doSita vastu ucita sthAne paraThavI devI te.. 5) kAyotsarga H te-te dharmamAM lAgelA aticAranA nivAraNa mATe athavA ? 1/15 divasa ke 4/12 mahinAmAM lAgelA aticAranA nivAraNa mATe alaga-alaga pramANanA logassano kAusagna karavA te. 6) tapa : doSonI zuddhi mATe cheka 180 upavAsa sudhIno tapa (vartamAnamAM gItArthone je ucita lAge, tevA prakArano tapa..) 7) chedaH tapathI je doSanI zuddhi thai na zake, tevA doSa vakhate saMyamInA kula cAritra paryAyamAMthI doSane anusAra keTalAka saMyama paryAyano ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI - 75 -

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kApa karavo, ghaTADo karavo... 8) mUlaH moTo doSa sevAyo hoya, to saMpUrNa dIkSA paryAya rada karIne pharIthI vaDI dIkSA ApavI te. (9) anavasthApya vadhu moTA doSamAM amuka tapa karAvaDAvIne, tyArabAda vaDadIkSA ApavI te. (10) pArAMcikaH gacchamAMthI bahAra kADhI, amuka tapAdi karAvaDAvyA bAda punaH gacchamAM lai vaDI dIkSA ApavI... A daseya prAyazcittano vistAra zrI vyavahAra sUtra pIThikA +yatijItakalpa Adi granthomAMthI jANavA maLe che. AmAM pratikramaNa sivAya prAyaH dareka prAyazcittamAM AlocanA to Ave ja, gurU pAse nikhAlasa haiye potAnA tamAma pApo raju karavA e ghaNo moTo agatyano AcAra che. e AlocanAnI vidhi zuM che ? e joi jaie... gItArtha mahAtmA ja AlocanA sAMbhaLI zake, bhale pachI e nAnA hoya ke moTA ! * A AlocanA (1) catuSkarNA (2) bakarNA (3) aSTakarNA ema traNa prakAranI hoya. . (1) catuSkarNA : jyAre sAdhu sAdhu pAse ke sAdhvI sAdhvI pAse AlocanA kare, tyAre e be jaNanA cAra ja kAna sAMbhaLatA hovAthI A AlocanA catuSkarNA kahevAya che. (2) baTuka : jyAre yuvAna | vRddha sAdhvIjI vRddha gItArtha pAse AlocanA kare, tyAre e vRddha gItArtha bhale ekalA sAMbhaLe, paNa AlocanA karanArI sAdhvIjInI sAthe to avazya bIjA sAdhvIjI hovA jarUrI ja che. eTale be sAdhvIjI + vRddha gItArtha...ema traNa vyaktinA cha kAna AlocanA sAMbhaLe.mATe e zvakarmA hA e bIjA sAdhvIjI dUra bese, eTale emane spaSTa kazuM na samajAya, mAtra gaNa gaNa jevuM lAge, baMnenA mukhanA hAvabhAva joi zake. -- --- 76 - jaina sAdhu jIvana...

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(3) aSTakarNAH jyAre yuvAna | vRddha sAdhvIjI yuvAna gItArtha pAse AlocanA kare, tyAre yuvAna gItArtha pAse paNa eka sAdhu hovA jarUrI che. e dUra bese. spaSTa rIte na sAMbhaLI zake..paNa barAbara dekharekha rAkhe, A vakhate cAra jaNanA ATha kAna thavAthI aSTakartA AmAM sAthe AvanAra sAdhvIjI ke A bAju sAthe rahenAra sAdhu gaMbhIra, pariNata, daDha manobaLavALA ane kaMipaNa akArya thatuM lAge to aTakAvavAnA sattvavALA joie. mULa vAta eTalI ja ke brahmacaryanI surakSA thavI ja joie, e rIte ja AlocanA karavAnI. jo AlocanA karavA jatAM brahmacaryane bAdhA pahoMce, to naphA karatA nukasAna vadhI jAya. prazna H A AlocanA kyAre karavAnI ? uttara : roja baMne TAimanA pratikramaNamAM sAmAnyathI to AlocanA karIe ja chIe. e uparAMta vizeSa doSa lAge, to tarata ja AlocanA karavI. pakhi-comAsa-saMvatsarIe paNa 15/120/360 divasanA aparAdhone yAda karI karIne vyavasthita AlocanA karavI... A kAma chatrIsaguNavALA AcArya paNa karavAnuM che, to sAmAnya saMyamIoe to avazya karavAnuM ja ! nabaLA kALamAM cAritrane TakAvavAnuM-vadhAravAnuM kAma mukhyatve A prAyazcitta dvArA ja thai zake che, mATe AtmArthI saMyamIo emAM upekSA karatA nathI. sAdhue AyaMbila dvArA meLavavAnI thatI sAtamAMDalI (1) sutra (2) artha (3) bhojana (4) kAlagrahaNa ) - A sAte vastu sAmudAyika (5) pratikramaNa vyavasthAne sAcavIne karavI (6) svAdhyAya ( te mAMDalI. (7) saMthAro ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI - 77 ] -

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(gocarI-pANI aMgenA 4ra doSo + pAMca doSo)) mokSa e ja saMyamInuM ekamAtra lakSya che, e meLavavA mATe ratnatrayI atyaMta Avazyaka che. ene mATe zarIra nIrogI, sazakta hovuM jarUrI ! rogI ke azakta zarIravALo saMyamI prAyaH ratnatrayInI ArAdhanA karI zakato nathI. have jo zarIrane TakAvavuM hoya to ene poSaNa ApavuM ja paDe, eTale ke ene khAvA-pIvAnuM ApavuM paDe. A gocarI-pANI meLavavAmAM virAdhanAo na thAya, jIvahiMsA-zAsana hilanAdi doSo na lAge, e mATe pUrvamaharSioe 4ra doSo darzAvyA che ke A doSo na lAge, e rIte gocarI-pANI levA. enuM vistArathI varNana piMDaniryukti Adi graMthomAM kareluM che. ahIM ApaNe eno sAra ja jozuM. e 42 doSonA traNa vibhAga pADI devAmAM AvyA che. (1) 16 ugama doSo. (2) 16 utpAdana doSo. (3) 10 eSaNA doSo. je doSo zrAvako dvArA utpanna thAya che, e 16 udgama doSo ! je doSo sAdhu dvArA utpanna thAya che, e 16 utpAdana doSo ! je doSo gocarI vahoravAnA samaye ja utpanna thAya che, ane emAM ya amuka sAdhu dvArA ane amuka zrAvaka dvArA thAya che...e 10 eSaNA doSo ! darekanuM eka eka dRSTAnta joi laie. zrAvaka saMyamI mATe rasoi banAve A AdhAkarmI. parivAra + saMyamI mATe rasoi banAve A mizra, vagere doSo ugama doSo gaNAya. 16 doSono sAra eTalo ApI zakAya ke jemAM zrAvaka saMyamIne mATe evI koipaNa pravRtti kare ke jemAM alpa paNa hiMsA thAya, to e saMyamIne na cAle. ekalA saMyamI mATe na kare, paNa AkhA saMgha mATe kare, ke saMsAratyAgIo mATe kare...to saMyamI paNa saMghano eka aMza che, saMsAratyAgIono eka aMza che.mATe e vastumAM je hiMsA thai. eno aMzathI doSa saMyamIne paNa lAge. paNa mAtra zrAvaka-zrAvikA mATe kare, mAtra ajaina saMnyAsI mATe kare to ja na 78 jaina sAdhu jIvana

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saMyamI zrAvaka-zrAvikAno aMza nathI, saMyamI ajaina saMnyAsIno aMza paNa nathI. eTale e rasoi saMyamI mATe doSita nathI. saMyamI gharomAM bALakone ramADIne, vArtA karIne khuza kare. enA dvArA gocarI meLave to AmAM hiMsA nathI thatI. paNa saMyamInI pravRtti anucita che, mATe A rIte na vahorAya. AvA doSo saMyamIthI utpanna thAya che, ene utpAdana doSa kahyA che. gRhastha sacittavastu dUra karIne nIce rahelI acitta vastu vahorAve, to e pihita ! saMyamIne vahoratI vakhate AdhAkarmAdinI zaMkA paDe, chatAM vahore . to e zakita ! A badhA doSo barAbara gocarI vahoratI vakhate thatA hoya che, A doSo eSaNAdoSa kahevAya che. emAM pihitAdi gRhasthata che, jyAre aMkitAdi sAdhukRta che...ema beya prakAra AmAM zakya che. nirdoSa gocarI vahorI lIdhA bAda e vAparatI vakhate pAMca doSano tyAga karavAno hoya che. (1) saMyojanA: koipaNa vastu svAda utpanna karavA mATe bhegI karavI e saMyojanA ! dUdhamAM khAMDa, bhAta-dALa, roTalI-zAka, roTalI-goLa, roTalIghI, khAkharA-dUdha...vagere. (2) adhikodarI H purUSano khorAka sAmAnyathI 32 koLIyA ane strIno 28 ! potAnA svAbhAvika khorAka karatA ochuM vAparavuM joie. ene badale vadhAre, peTa bharIne, dAbI-dAbIne vAparavuM te ! (3) rAga : vAparatI vakhate rAga karavo, prazaMsA karavI. (4) dveSa : vAparatI vakhate dveSa karavo, moDhuM bagADavuM, niMdA karavI.... (5) akAraNa : zAstromAM cha kAraNasara gocarI vAparavAnI chUTa ApavAmAM AvI che. emAMthI ekeya kAraNa na hoya to paNa gocarI vAparavI. A pAMca doSono tyAga karavo. prazna : e cha kAraNo kyA che ? uttara H (1) sakhata bhUkha lAge.. (2) glAnAdinI vaiyAvacca karavA mATe svayaM zaktimAna banavA khAvuM paDe. (3) na vApare, to AMkhe aMdhArA AvI javAthI iryAsamitinuM pAlana na thai zake. eTale enA pAlana mATe ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI [ 79 che -

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vApare.(4) vAparyA vinA pUMjavA-pramArjavAnI kriyA barAbara na thai zakatI hoya, to e saMyamanA pAlana mATe vApare...(5) jIvana TakAvavA mATe... (6) vAparyA vinA azakti vagerene kAraNe dharmadhyAnAdi na karI zakatA hoya, to e ka2vA mATe vApare... A cha kAraNasara gocarI vAparavI. prazna : 42 doSo vadhu bhayaMkara ke pAMca doSo ? uttara H badhA potapotAnA sthAne bhayaMkara ja che. chatAM vAparatI vakhatanA rAga-dveSa sautha vadhu bhayaMkara...ema cokkasa kahI zakAya. jo rAga-dveSa nahi hoya, to bAkInA doSonuM nivAraNa karavuM saheluM paDaze. rAga-dveSa ja vyaktine te doSo AcaravA prere che. prazna : 42 doSo na lAge, evI rIte gocarI vahorIe...ema mAMDalInA pAMca doSo paNa na sevIe, to to koi vAMdho nathI ne ? uttara : zrI oghaniryuktimAM kahyuM che ke 'chakkAyadayAvaMto vi, dullahaM kuNai bohiM / AjJAre nihAre TunuM ipiMDAFLe ya / ' jo bIjAne arUci-asadbhAva thAya. e rIte gocarI vAparavAmAM Ave ke vahoravAmAM Ave ke laghu-vaDInIti javAmAM Ave, to saMyamI durlabhabodhi thAya. bhale pachI e SaTkAyanI rakSA karato hoya. A gaMbhIra padArtha che. saMyamI eka ja jagyAethI nirdoSa vastu paNa vadhAre pramANamAM vahore, ane jo vahorAvanArano bhAva tUTe, asadbhAva thAya... to e bilakula ucita nathI. ajainonA moTA annakSetrAdimAM saMyamI gocarI jAya. e vakhate jo ajainonA manamAM evI chApa paDatI hoya ke 'jaina sAdhuo bicArA khAvAnuM levA nIkaLyA che.' to e ucita nathI. jaina sAdhuo dIna na lAgavA joie. AvI bIjI bAbato paNa svayaM vicArI levI. prazna H mAMdagI vagere prasaMgomAM doSita lai zakAya ? uttara : gItArtha mahAtmAnA saMpUrNa mArgadarzana heThaLa lai zakAya, svamatithI nahi. 80 jaina sAdhu jIvana...

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72 nirdoSa upAzraya-nirdoSavastro nirdoSa pAtrAo J gocarI-pANInI mAphaka saMyamIoe potAnuM rahevAnuM sthAna, 5he2vAnA vastro, gocarI-pANI mATenuM vAsaNa...A badhuM paNa nirdoSa ja vAparavAnuM che. A vastuomAM u52nA 42 doSo badhA ja to na lAge, paNa saMbhava pramANe vicAraNA karI levAnI. hA ! zAstromAM e dareka mATe svataMtra rIte aneka prakAranA doSo batAvelA che, e tamAma doSo jANI lai, tyAga karIne nirdoSa upAzrayAdi vAparavA. prazna : e doSonuM svarUpa darzAvazo ? uttara H emAM ghaNo vistAra thAya. eTale ahIM mAtra ullekha ja karyo che, chatAM amuka bAbato vicArI laie. saMyamIo mATe banelo upAzraya doSita gaNAya, paNa vartamAnamAM gRhasthAdinA gharo vageremAM utaravuM e ghaNA doSonuM kAraNa che, mATe saMghaupAzrayamAM utaravAmAM Ave che. hA ! emAM vyAkhyAna holanI jagyA + hola zrAvaka-zrAvikAonI pratikramaNAdinI ArAdhanAnA lakSyathI moTo banAvavAmAM Ave che. eTale eTalo bhAga apekSAe nirdoSa gaNAya...svAdhyAyarUma vagere to saMyamIonA uddezathI ja karavAmAM AvatA hovAthI emAM vadhu doSa ! sAdhuonA upAzrayamAM bahenono-sAdhvIjIono ekapaNa phoTo na hovo joie. kharekhara to bIjA paNa koipaNa phoTA na hovA joie. upAzrayamAM khAdyavastuo, gRhasthonA vastro...vagere na hovuM joie. upAzrayamAM divase ke rAtre strI-purUSano koino paNa vasavATa na joie. sAdhunA upAzrayamAM kacarA-potA thatA ja hoya, to paNa e ka2nA2 bhAi joie, bahena nahi. upAzrayamAMthI AjubAjunA gharomAM TI.vI., beDarUma vagere dekhAvuM na ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI 81

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joie...upAzraya evI alaga jagyAe hovo joie. upAzrayamAM sUryAsta bAda koipaNa kAraNosara bahenono praveza na hovo joie. upAzrayanA kampAunDanI aMdara ja mAtra paraThavavA mATenI ucita jagyA hovI joie. e paNa jamIna sAthe joDAyelI...(agAsI vageremAM karelI e vyavasthA lAMbo samaya TakatI nathI..) AvI AvI aneka bAbato upAzrayamAM sacavAvI joie. TuMkamAM jIvahiMsAdi koipaNa doSo sIdhI ke ADakatarI rIte saMyamI nimitte utpanna na thavA joie, ema brahmacaryanI paNa surakSA thavI joie. vastra aMge vicArIe to sAdhue gRhasthonA gharomAMthI muhapattI vagere jeTalA vastro nirdoSa maLI zakatA hoya, eTalA meLavavA. ghaNIvAra saMthAro-uttapado, khesa-dhotIyuM vagere ghaNuM ghaNuM nirdoSa maLI rahe che. khesa-dhotIyAno upayoga sAdhuo aneka rIte karI zake che. je vastro doSita-taiyAra kharIdelA ja levAnA hoya...emAM paNa zakya eTalA doSa ghaTADe. eTale ke bahu dUrathI lAvelI vastu na le, zakya eTalI najIkathI lAvelI vastu le. vastrono barAbara kasa kADhe. 'thoDAka jIrNa thAya, eTale paraThavI dai bIjA le' e sAruM nahi. enA tANA-vANAno cheka chelle sudhI upayoga thavo joie. jarAka phATe, to sAMdhI de...TakAve, paNa tarata ja kADhI na nAMkhe. bhaktivALA gRhastho baso-pAMcaso ki.mI. paNa vastrAdi vahorAvavA Ave che, paNa saMyamIe evA moTA doSovALI vastu utsargamArge levI na joie. pAtrA aMge-- pAtrA moTA bhAge doSita maLe che, eTale khUba ja sAcavIne vApare. phUTI na jAya, enI pUrI kALajI kare. tirADa vagere paDe, to sAMdhIne paNa vApare paNa jaldI navA na le. pAtrAnA apalakSaNane kAraNe ratnatrayInI hAni thai rahI hovAno anubhava thAya, to pAtrA badalavA, e vinA nahi, kemake pAtrAmAM lAgela AdhAkarmAdi doSo vadhu moTA che. eTale apalakSaNa hovAmAtrathI pAtrA badalavA jaina sAdhu jIvana... 82

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ucita nahi.(A kALamAM..) A uparAMta sTezanarI paNa gharomAMthI nirdoSa maLI zake che. dA.ta. noTa, pensila, bolapena, kAtara...vagere. to e vastuo gharomAMthI nirdoSa meLavavI eja sAruM. sAra-saMyamIe saMyamopayogI na bane, evI to ekapaNa vastu na ja levI. je saMyamopayogI hoya, anivArya hoya, te paNa nirdoSa ja levI. jo nirdoSa na ja maLe, to chevaTe ochAmAM ocho doSa lAge, eno prayatna karavo. 'saMsArIoe sAdhu sAthe vyavahAramAM vAparavAnA zabdo. * padhAro ghare padhArelAne AvakAratA * lAbha Apo | lAbha Apazo ? koipaNa vastunI vinaMti karatA. * vinaMti karIe chIe cAturmAsa, oLI, jinAlaya varSagAMTha Adi prasaMge padhAravAnuM AmaMtraNa ApatA. * khapaze. upayogamAM Avaze. * joga che. vastu upalabdha che. * vAparo | vAparajo potAnI mAlikInA dravya ke kSetra aMge anumati ApatA... * zAtAmAM cho ? bahumAnapUrvaka zarIranI sukhAkAritA pUchatA.. zAtAmAM rahejo vidAya ApatI vakhatanI zubhecchA * tahatti koipaNa icchAne svIkAratA.. * mathaeNa vaMdAmi * trikALa vaMdanA sUryAsta bAdanuM vinayavacana micchAmi dukkaDa kSamA mAMgavA mATe... gocarI vahoravA padhAro ghare bhojanAdi dravyone lAbha ApavAnI vinaMti... ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI 83] - ja nma

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M. Y Y ). paMcAcAra va AcArya mATe prasiddha vAkya che "pALe, paLAve paMcAcAra' AcArya pAMca AcAra pALe paNa kharA, ane paLAve paNa kharA..bAkInA saMyamIoe paMcAcAra pALavAnA to kharA ja, paLAvavAnI javAbadArI emanI nathI, paNa yogyakALe, yogya jIvane preraNA to cokkasa karI zake. e pAMca AcAranuM svarUpa A pramANe che. jJAnAcAra H jJAnaprApti mATeno je AcAra te jJAnAcAra. enA ATha bheda che. (1) kALa yogya kALamAM yogya jJAna bhaNavuM te... dA.ta. divasanA pahelA praharamAM sUtra, bIjAmAM arthaityAdi. athavA sUryodayanI pahelA 48 miniTa, sUryAstanI pachI 48 miniTa ane purimuDhanI AgaLa-pAchaLa 24-24 miniTa...pUrvadhararacita granthono abhyAsa na karavo.... ema kAlika zrata mATe zAstra darzAvelA kALamAM ja abhyAsa karavo.... | (2) vinaya jJAnadAtA gurUno vinaya karavo. dA.ta. emane vaMdana karavuM, e Ave tyAre UbhA thavuM, emanA mATe yogya Asana pAtharavuM, emanI gocarI-pANI vagere vaDe bhakti karavI... (3) bahumAna : jJAnadAtA guru pratye aMtarano sadbhAva, lAgaNI, kRtajJatAnI buddhi... (4) upadhAnaH je je zAstranA abhyAsa mATe je je joga karavAnA kahyA hoya, te te karavA te karIne te grantho bhaNavA. joga eTale amuka prakAranI tapa vagere rUpa viziSTa kriyA ! upadhAna e zrutajJAnano eka vizeSa prakArano vinaya ja che. (5) aninava H jJAnadAtA gurunuM nAma chupAvavuM nahi, vAraMvAra emanuM nAma yogya avasare jAhera karI upakAra mAnavo. (6) vyaMjana te te sUtronA akSaro ekadama spaSTa bolavA, gokhavA. (7) artha? teno artha barAbara samajavo. ( 84che --jena sAdhu jIvana...

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(8) tadubhaya H sUtra ane artha baMne vidhisara grahaNa karavA, bolavA, samajavA.... darzanAcAra : (1) niHzaMtiH prabhunA eka paNa vacanamAM bilakula zaMkA na karavI. (2) niSkAMkSitaH anya koipaNa dharma grahaNa karavAnI icchA na karavI. (3) nirvicikitsA zAstromAM batAvelA te te dharmaphaLomAM bilakula zaMkA na karavI.. (4) amUDhadaSTi H anyadharmanI | anyadharmInI jAhojalAlI joine mohAi na javuM, AkarSAi na javuM. (5) upabRhaNA (6) sthirIkaraNa (7) vAtsalya (8) zAsana prabhAvanA.. AnuM svarUpa pUrve sthavirakalpa prakaraNamAM joi gayA chIe. cAritrAcAraH pAMca samiti ane traNa gupti e ATha bheda che. e paNa pUrve joi gayA. tapAcAraH enA bAra bheda che. cha bAhya ane cha atyaMtara. cha bAhya tapo ? (1) anazana : upavAsa, chaTha, aThThama vagere itvarakathika anazana che....jyAre AkhI jIMdagI mATe cAra ke traNa AhArano tyAga e yAvatruthika (2) uNodarI : svAbhAvika khorAka karatA ochuM vAparavuM e, bhojanauNodarI ! nakAmI upadhi na rAkhavI e upAdhi-uNodarI ! kaSAyone nabaLA pADI devA e kaSAya-uNodarI ! (3) vRtti saMkSepa : gocarImAM ochA dravyo vAparavA.. (4) rasatyAga H vigai vagereno, rasapoSaka-svAdapoSaka vastuono tyAga karavo te... (5) kAyaklezaH loca karavo, ThaMDI-garamI sahevA. (6) saMlInatA : kAyAne sthira rAkhavI, halana-calana ochuM karavuM, sthirAsanamAM vadhu samaya rahevuM. ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI 85 85

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cha abhyattara tapa : (1) prAyazcitta H saMyamamAM lAgelA aticAro gurune kahIne enuM prAyazcitta vahana karavuM. (2) vinaya guru-vaDIla vagereno ucita vinaya karavo. (3) vaiyAvacca : bAla-vRddha-glAna-tapasvInI sevA karavI... (4) svAdhyAya : vAcanA, pRcchanA vagere pAMca prakArano svAdhyAya karavo. (5) dhyAna H Arta-raudra e be dhyAnano tyAga, dharma-zukula e be dhyAnano Adara karavo. (6) kAyotsargaH mana-vacana-kAyA traNeyane ekadama saMkocI levA, gupta karI levA... vIryAcAra : uparanA kula 36 AcAronA pAlanamAM pUrA ullAsa sAthe prayatna karavo. e vIryAcAra ! praznaH vIryAcAranA koi svataMtra bheda nathI ? uttara : nA, jJAnAcArAdi 36 AcAromAM ullAsa e ja vIryAcAra ! jo ullAsa na hoya, to bahArathI jJAnAcArAdinuM pAlana hovA chatAM paNa emAM vIryAcAra na gaNAya, ane vIryAcAra na hoya to paramArthathI jJAnAcArAdi paNa nakAmA ja gaNAya. -~ ~ -1 86) 86 - jaina sAdhu jIvana..

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sthita-asthita kalpa zrI kalpasUtramAM prAraMbhamAM ja saMyamIo mATeno dasa prakArano AcAra batAvelo che, ane emAM prathama-carama tIrthakaro tathA madhyama 22 tIrthakaro..ema be bheda pADI dIdhelA che. sau prathama ApaNe e dasa AcAra joi laie. (1) Acelakya : jinakalpI viziSTa saMghayaNAdi hoya, to vastra na vApare. zeSa saMyamIo mAtra ne mAtra saMyamopayogI vastra ja vApare, e paNa jIrNa-malina-alpamUlyavALA...vApare...to A Acelakya AcAra kahevAya. cela = vastra ! te bilakula na hovuM, athavA ekadama alpa hovA...te Acelakya ! (2) ozikaH ekapaNa saMyamInA mATe gRhastha koipaNa vastu banAve, to e vastu tamAme tamAma saMyamIo mATe akalpanIya banI jAya, AdhAkarmAdi doSavALI banI jAya..badhAe eno tyAga karavAno. (3) zayyAtara H jene tyAM rAtre rokAyA ke jene tyAM savAre pratikramaNa karyu...e zayyAtara bane. enA gocarI-pANI saMyamIne na cAle. jyAM rAtre rokAyA, tyAM jo rAtre jAgatA ja rahe ane savAre pratikramaNa anya sthAne jaine kare...to e zayyAtara na bane. jyAM rAtre uMdhyA, te zayyAtara ! jo savAre bIje jaine pratikramaNa kare, to e paNa zayyAtara ! (4) jyeSThaH jenI vaDI dIkSA pahelA, te moTo ! nAno moTAne vaMdana kare. paNa pitA-putra, rAjA-maMtrI, zeTha-nokara e rIte saMbaMdhavALA hoya, to emAM pitA-rAjA-zeThe pachIthI dIkSA lIdhI hoya, to paNa putra-maMtrI-nokarane vaMdana na kare evuM ja mA-dIkarI vageremAM samajavuM. sAra e ke vizeSa kAraNa vinA A ja vaMdana-vyavasthA ke jeno dIkSA-paryAya moTo, ene ochA paryAyavALo vaMdana kare, bhale ne e jJAnI-tapasvI hoya. (5) kutikarmaH kRtikarma eTale paNa vaMdana ja che. paNa ahIM sAdhusAdhvIo vacce koNa kone vaMdana kare ? enI vicAraNA karavAnI che. so ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI 87

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varSanA dIkSAparyAyavALA sAdhvIjI paNa AjanA dIkSitaneya vaMdana kare. paNa Ajano dIkSita emane vaMdana na kare..hA ! mathaeNa vaMdAmi.bole. ema zrAvako paNa sAdhvIjIne mAtra mayUeNa vaMdAmi kare, AkhA vaMdana na kare. (6) rAjapiMDa : mastaka para jeno rAjyAbhiSeka karavAmAM Avelo hoya, tathA rAjA-maMtrI-purohita-senApati-zreSThI..pAMcanI vyavasthAvALo hoya e rAjA ! e rAjAnA gocarI-pANI vagere kahyuM nahIM. (7) mAsakalpaH zeSakALamAM=comAsA vinAnA kALamAM eka-eka sthAne eka-eka mAsa rokAvAnuM. (8) pratikramaNa savAre rAia ane sAMje devasia...ema be pratikramaNa avazya karavAnA. doSa na lAge, to paNa karavAnA. ema paMdara divase pakUikha, cAra mahine comAsI, eka varSe sAMvatsarika pratikramaNa karavAnuM. (9) mahAvata: Ama to strI eka prakArano parigraha ja hovAthI eno pAMcamA mahAvratamAM samAveza thaI ja jAya. chatAM ene svataMtra gaNIne, enA aMgenuM cothuM mahAvrata paNa svataMtra svIkAravAnuM. (10) paryuSaNA kalpaH comAsAnA cAra mAsa varasAda vagerenI virAdhanAthI bacavA mATe eka ja sthAne rokAI javAnuM. A dasa AcAro che. prathama-aMtima tIrthaMkaranA saMyamIo A daseya AcAro pALe, eTale ke teo emAM sthira che. mATe emano A kalpa sthitakalpa kahevAya che. 22 tIrthakaranA saMyamIo A badho ja AcAra nathI pALatA, emanAmAM taratamatA che. te A pramANe : (1) teo rAga-dveSa na thatA hoya, to nirdoSa raMgaberaMgI vastro paNa pahere. (2) je sAdhu mATe vastu banAvelI hoya, e ja sAdhune na cAle, bAkI badhAne cAle. sTa 88 - jaina sAdhu jIvana..

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(3) rAgAdi doSo na lAgatA hoya, to rAjapiMDa paNa vahore, vApare. (4) saMyamapAlana sarasa rIte thatuM hoya, to dezonapUrvakroDa varSa sudhI eka ja jagyAe paNa rahe, eTale emane mAsakalpa nahi. (5) doSa lAge, to ja pratikramaNa kriyA ! bAkI nahi. (6) varasAdAdi na hoya, to comAsAmAM paNa vihAra kare. Ama, A saMyamIo Acelakya, ozika, rAjapiMDa, mAsakalpa, pratikramaNa ane paryuSaNa kalpamAM asthita che. bAkInA cAra-zayAtara, mahAvrata, jyeSTha ane kRtikarmamAM sthita che. praznaH A madhyama sAdhuone to cAra ja mahAvrata hoya che, to pachI mahAvratamAM paNa teo asthita ja banyA ne ? uttara : juo, madhyamane cAra ane prathama-aMtimane pAMca...A je bheda che, e mAtra saMkhyA bolavAno bheda che. AcArapAlanamAM to badhA pAMce ya mahAvrato pALe ja che. emAM koI bheda nathI. madhyamasaMyamIo Rju ane prAjJa che. mATe teone cAra mahAvrata batAvIe, to paNa samaje ke strI parigrahaviramaNa mahAvratamAM AvI ja jAya, eTale eno paNa tyAga ja karavAno. eTale teone cothuM mahAvrata alaga batAvavuM paDatuM nathI. prazna : A dasa AcArono A rItano sthita-asthita bheda pADavAnuM koi kAraNa ? uttara : zAstrakAra maharSio pharamAve che ke prathama tIrthaMkaranA saMyamIo saraLa, paNa jaDa ! carama tIrthakaranA saMyamIo vakra ane jaDa ! madhyama tIrthakaranA saMyamIo saraLa ane prAjJa = samaju ! A kAraNasara sthita-asthitano bheda pADelo che. praznaH saMyamIo AvA alaga alaga svabhAvanA kema hoya che ? uttara : e vakhatanA kALano ja evo jabaradasta prabhAva ! ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI 89 U s

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prazna : badhA evA ja hoya ? uttara : nA, A nirUpaNa moTA-bhAganI apekSAe che. prazna : to pachI caramatIrthaMkaranA saMyamIono to mokSa na ja thAya ne ? e to vaka + jaDa che. uttara H thAya, paNa emaNe potAnI vakratA + jaDatA dUra karavA mATeno sakhata prayatna karavo paDe. madhyama saMyamIone mokSa mATe vadhu mahenata na ka2vI paDe. prazna : bhale kALabhedathI saMyamIomAM svabhAvabheda hoya, paNa A AcArabheda karavAthI zuM phAyado ? uttara H ghaNo ja phAyado ! madhyamasaMyamIo saraLa + prAjJa hovAthI yogya nirNaya lai zakaze. eTale ke comAsAmAM vihAra karavAmAM nukasAna lAgaze, to aTakI jaze, ane phAyado dekhAze, to vihA2 ka2ze. jyAre caramasaMyamIo vakra + jaDa che. eTale eka to jaDatAnA kAraNe napho-nukasAna jaldI samajaze ja nahi, ane dhAro ke samajAze, to paNa vakratAnA kAraNe kaMi ne kaMi bahAnA kADhIne potAnuM dhAreluM ja karaze. eTale emanA mATe A daseya bAbato sthitakalpa ka2vAmAM AvI ke doSa lAge ke na lAge, emaNe A dasa AcAronuM pAlana karavAnuM. (hA ! viziSTa kAraNosara emAM paNa apavAda sevana hoi zake.) 80 Dreamstime. * jaina sAdhu jIvana...

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caraNa sittarI + karaNasitarI saMyamInA AcAromAM be bheda pADavAmAM AvyA che. (1) mUlaguNa (2) uttaraguNa. je nitya karavAmAM Ave te mUlaguNa ! je vizeSa kA2Na AvI paDe, tyAre AcaravAmAM Ave te uttaraguNa ! mUlaguNanA kula 70 bhedo che, e caraNasittarI kahevAya che. uttaraguNanA kula 70 bhedo che, e karaNasittarI kahevAya che. A prakaraNamAM ApaNe caraNasittarInuM ane karaNasittarInuM svarUpa joizuM. mahAvrata + zramaNadharma + saMyama + vaiyAvacca + brahmacaryagupti + mokSamArga + tapa + kaSAyanigraha = mUlaguNo. eTale ke 5 + 10 + 17 + 10 + 9 + 3 + 12 + 4 = 70. AmAM pAMca mahAvrato, dasavidha zramaNadharma, bAra prakArano tapa, A ApaNe pUrve joi gayA chIe. samyag darzana + samyajJAna + sabhyacAritra. A traNa prakArano mokSamArga che. krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha...A cAra kaSAyono nirodha ema cAra prakArano kaSAyanigraha che. brahmacaryanI navavADonuM varNana AgaLa alaga prakaraNamAM jozuM. saMyama 17 prakArano nIce pramANe che. (1-9) pRthvIkAya + akAya + teukAya + vAyukAya + vanaspatikAya. A pAMca ekendriyo, beindriya + teindriya + caurindriya. A traNa viphalendriyo. Ama 5+3=8 ane paMcendriya...ema nava prakAranA jIvone lezapaNa trAsa ApaNA nimitte na thAya, enI kALajI karavI...A kula nava prakArano saMyama ! (10) ajIvasaMyama : pAMca prakAranA pustako, pAMca prakAranA vastro apratilekhya, duzrRtilekhya hovAthI na vAparavA e ajIvasaMyama ! (vartamAnamAM buddhibala kSINa thavAthI pustako vAparavAmAM Ave che, prAcIna kALamAM eno vaparAza na hato. tathA sIvelA vastrAdinuM vyavasthita paDilehaNa na thai zake, eTale emAM jIvavirAdhanAnI saMbhAvanA che, mATe e na cAle...TuMkamAM jIva ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI 91

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virAdhanA jenAthI utpanna thAya, evA prakAranA koI paNa upakaraNAdi vAparavA e doSa che. ane eno tyAga karavo e ajIva saMyama !) (11) manasaMyama : manamAM azubha vicAro utpanna na thavA devA, e manasaMyama ! (12) vacanasaMyamaH sAvadya bhASA, aprIti karanArI bhASA na bolavI e vacanasaMyama ! (13) kAyasaMyamaH jIvanI virAdhanA thAya e rIte kAyAnuM halanacalana na thavA devuM e kAyasaMyama ! (14) prekSAsaMyama koipaNa vastu letI vakhate ke mUkatI vakhate tyAM barAbara joi levuM ke "koipaNa jIva mare nahi, koine paNa kilAmaNA na thAya. potAnA sparzathI koi duHkhI na thAya. vastunA bhArathI koi marI na jAya." A barAbara jovuM e prekSAsaMyama ! e kALajI rAkhI besavuM, suvuM, pharavuM...ityAdi athavA sahavartI saMyamIo saMyamayogomAM pramAda karatA hoya, to lAgaNIsabhara bhASAmAM amane samajAvIne saMyamayogomAM daDha karavA e prekSAsaMyama ! (15) upekSAsaMyama : zrAvako potAnA sAMsArikakAryomAM pramAda karatA hoya to ene kazuM na kahevuM. 'tuM kema dhaMdho karato nathI. tuM kema chokarAne paraNAvato nathI." vagere kazuM ja na bolavuM e upekSAsaMyama ! pAsatyAdinA saMyama pratyenA nirdhvasa pariNAmonI upekSA karavI te paNa upekSA saMyama. (16) pramArjanA saMyamaH koi paNa vastra-pAtrAdi upakaraNo vagere letA mUkatA joyA pachI paNa pUMjIne ja le-mUka karavA te vagererUpa pramArjanA saMyama. (17) pariSThApana saMyama : maLa + mUtra + zleSma vi. azuci tathA avidhithI lIdhelo-saMyamane anupakArI AhArAdi nirjIva jagyAe choDI devo te..pAriSThApana saMyama. zAstromAM bIjI rIte paNa sattara prakAra saMyama batAvelo che. hiMsAdi pAMca AzravothI nivRtti = 5 pAMca indriyono nirodha = 5 cAra kaSAyono jaya = 4 azubhamana vagereno tyAga - 3 17. ^ { 92] jaina sAdhu jIvana...

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AcArya, upAdhyAya, tapasvI, bAla, vRddha, glAna, caitya, kula, guNa, saMgha Ama kula dasa vastunI vaiyAvacca karavI e dasa prakAranI vaiyAvacca kahevAya. praznaH A vaiyAvaccamAM zuM karavAnuM ? uttara : gocarI-pANI-auSadha vagere vaDe AcAryAdine zAtA pahoMcADavI, emanA paga dabAvI ApavA, mAthuM dabAvI ApavuM, emanI badhI rIte surakSA karavI e badhuM ja vaiyAvacca kahevAya. prazna : AmAM caitya eTale zuM ? uttara : caitya eTale derAsara, caitya eTale jinapratimA ! prazna : saMyamIe enI vaiyAvacca zI rIte karavAnI ? uttara : enI surakSA thAya e mATeno niravadya upadeza zrAvakone Ape, caityavaMdanAdi rUpa bhAvapUjA karavI, vizvanA asaMkhya jIvo prabhunI je dravyapUjA kare che, enI bharapUra anumodanA karavI. A eka prakAranI vaiyAvacca ja che. have ApaNe 70 prakAranA uttaraguNo eTale ke karaNasittarI joizuM. piMDavizuddhi + samiti + bhAvanA + pratimA + indriyanigraha + pratilekhanA + gupti + abhigraha = uttaraguNa 4 + 5 + 12 + 12 +5 + 25 + 3 + 4 = 70. emAM gocarI, pANI, upadhi ane upAzraya A cAra piMDadoSa vinAnA grahaNa karavA e piMDavizuddhi ! * pAMca samiti pUrve joi gayA chIe. * anitya, azaraNa, saMsAra svarUpa, ityAdi 12 prakAranI bhAvanA che. * sAdhu mATe eka mAsikI...vagere bAra prakAranI pratimAo che. * pAMca indriyono nigraha eTale enA iSTaviSayomAM indriyone rAgapUrvaka pravRtti karatA rokavI ane aniSTa viSayomAM dveSa na karavo. * akhoDA-pakukhoDA Adi 25 bhedo pratilekhanAnA che. traNa gupti pUrve joi gayA chIe. dravya, kSetra, kALa ane bhAva ema cAra bhedathI abhigraho levAnA hoya che. praznaH AmAM bhAvanA, pratimA, pratilekhanAnuM svarUpa vistArathI samajAvazo ? uttaraH enuM varNana anya grathomAMthI jANI levuM. ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI 93 ] - 1

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brahmacaryanI nava vADaH zAstromAM kahyuM che ke navi iiva vi pattisiddha, nAgubbAya ca jiNavariMdehiM / muttuM mehuNabhAvaM, na taM viNA rAgadosehiM / prabhue koipaNa vastuno ekAMta niSedha nathI karyo ane koipaNa vastunI ekAMta hA nathI pADI, paNa maithunano = abrahmano ekAMte niSedha karelo che. kAraNa ke e rAga-dveSa vinA thAya ja nahi. Azaya e che ke paramArthathI vicArIe to rAga ane dveSa e ja be pApa che, bAhyakriyAo kharekhara pApa nathI. paNa je bAhyakriyAomAM rAgAdi thatA hoya, e bAhyakriyAo upacArathI pApa kahevAya che ane eno tyAga ka2vAno hoya che. eTale je bAhyakriyAo dekhItI hiMsAdimaya hovA chatAM emAM rAgAdi na thAya, enI apavAdamArge chUTa ApavAmAM Ave che. eTale ja bAhya kriyAomAM evo koi ekAMta nathI ke A karavI ja...ke Ane ja karavI. paNa jemAM rAgAdi thAya, e kriyA bahArathI sArI hoya to paNa na karavI. jemAM rAgAdi na thAya. e kriyA bahArathI dekhAvamAM kharAba hoya, to paNa apavAdarUpe enI chUTa ! paNa abrahma nAmanI bAhya kriyA evI che ke jemAM ekAMte rAga thAya ja. ane mATe teno tyAga ja karavAno. emAM chUTa nahi. dhAro ke koi sAdhu bhUla karI bese, to ene avazya prAyazcitta ApavAmAM Ave. A rIte jainadarzanamAM brahmacarya sauthI moTo guNa banI rahe che. bIjI bAju anAdikALanI vAsanAo jIvane vaLagelI che, emAM paNa manuSyabhavamAM maithunasaMjJA sauthI vadhAre satAve evuM zAstravacana che. eTale sAdhu thayA pachI paNa jo kunimitto vageremAM aTavAi javAmAM Ave, to brahmacaryapAlana azakya ja banI rahe. A mATe brahmacaryanI rakSA karavA mATe nava AcAro goThavavAmAM AvyA che. jema vRkSanI, pAkanI rakSA karavA mATe enI cArebAju kAMTAnI vADa karavAmAM Ave, ke jethI pazuo aMdara ghUsIne ene nukasAna na pahoMcADe, ema brahmacaryanI surakSA mATe nava AcAro goThavavAmAM AvelA hovAthI ene nava vADa kahevAmAM jaina sAdhu jIvana... 94

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Ave che. je nava vADonuM pAlana kare, ene mATe brahmacaryanuM pAlana ekadama saraLa banI rahe. je nava vADomAM garabaDa kare, e game tyAre brahmacaryamAM garabaDavALo banI bese. mATe koipaNa hisAbe vADonA pAlanamAM DhIlA na paDavuM. e navavADo nIce mujaba che. (1) vasatiH sAdhunA upAzrayamAM strIno phoTo na hovo joie. koipaNa prakAranI strI pratimA na joie, AjubAjunA gharomAM rahelI strI dekhAvI na joie, strInA zabdo paNa saMbhaLAvA na joie, sUryAstathI sUryodaya vacce upAzrayamAM strInI hAjarI na joie, divase paNa ekalI strIno praveza na joie. upAzrayamAM nIce oraDI vageremAM strI potAnA pati / putra sAthe rahe, e paNa na cAle. (2) kathAH sAdhue koinI paNa sAthe strIsaMbaMdhI vAta na karavI. strInA rUpanA, avAjanA vakhANa na karavA, strIsaMbaMdhI mazkarI na karavI. ema sAdhue strI sAthe vAta na karavI, kAraNasara vAta karavI ja paDe, to strI sAme jovuM nahi, najara nIcI rAkhavI, hasI-majAka-mazkarI bharelI vAto na karavI, gaMbhIra banIne vAta karavI. (3) niSadyA : strI jyAM beThI hoya, tyAM enA UbhA thayA bAda paNa 48 miniTa sudhI besavuM nahi. ema jyAM hola vageremAM strI beThI hoya, vyAkhyAna holamAM baheno beThA hoya, tyAM emanI sAme besavuM nahi. (4) indriya H strInA AMkha, mukha vagere koi aMgopAMga kapaTathI, ADInajarathI, koipaNa bahAnA heThaLa paNa na jovA. (5) kulcAttara H upAzrayanI ekadama najIkanA gharamAM pati-patnI vagere saMsArasukha bhogavatA hoya ke premakathA karatA hoya...to e sthAnamAM rahevuM ja nahi. bhUlathI rahI gayA, to e kazuM jovuM nahi, sAMbhaLavuM nahi...vahelAmAM vahelI take e sthAna choDI devuM. (6) pUrvakrIDita smaraNa H bhUtakALamAM strI sAthenA je koipaNa nAnA moTA pApo karyA hoya, e bilakula yAda na karavA, e kAyama mATe bhUlI javA. (7) praNIta H dUdha-dahIM-ghI-mIThAi vagere pauSTika vastuo zarIramAM tAkAta khUba vadhArI de, ane ene kAraNe bikAro jAgavAnI zakyatA ghaNI vadhe. ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI- ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI 95

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mATe zarIra TakAvavA jeTaluM jarUrI hoya, eTaluM ja vAparavuM. A badhA mAdaka dravyo zakya eTalA tyAgI devA. (8) atimAtra-AhAra : potAnA sAhajika rojIMdA AhAra karatAM vadhAre AhAra vAparavo e A doSa kahevAya. kharekhara to rojIMdA AhAra karatA paNa thoDoka ocho AhAra levAno hoya che. jo vadhu AhAra levAmAM Ave, to e zarIramAM uttejanA, manamAM vikAro pedA kare. mATe uNodarI karavI. (9) vibhUSAH zarIrane cokkhuM rAkhavuM, moDhuM dhovuM, mela dUra karavo...A rIte zarIrane sohAmaNuM karavuM e zarIranI vibhUSA ! kapaDAno kApa vAraMvAra kADhavo, cokhAcaTa vastro paheravA, AkarSaNa ubhuM thAya e rIte vastro paheravAM....A badhI ja vastravibhUSA ! ema hAtha-paganA nakhane sarasa AkAra Apavo, mAthAnA vALa vyavasthita rIte goThavavA....A badhA paNa vibhUSAnA prakAro che. khyAla rAkhavo ke A nava vADa vayaM brahmacarya nathI, paNa brahmacaryanI surakSA karanAra amogha zastra che. ema navavADono bhaMga e svayaM brahmacaryanAza nathI, paNa je navavADone toDe, ene brahmacaryano nAza thavAnI saMpUrNa zakyatAo ubhI thAya che. strI saMbaMdhI aMtima pApa e abrahma ! emAM avazya rAga thAya ja...e doSathI bacavA mATe nava vADo pALavAnI che. zrI uttaradhyayana sUtramAM to cokhA zabdomAM lakhavAmAM AvyuM che ke je A navavADomAMthI ekapaNa vADanuM pAlana na kare, ene kAM to tAtkAlika ja mArI nAMkhanArA rogo thAya athavA to lAMbA kALa sudhI pIcho na choDe evA rogo thAya, athavA to mota ja AvI jAya, athavA to sAdhu dharmathI bhraSTa thAya. AvA bhayaMkara nukasAna brahmacaryanI vADonA bhaMgamAM paNa batAvelA che, to pachI sAkSAt abrahmasevananA nukasAno to keTalA badhA hoya ? kevA bhayAnaka hoya ? AtmArthI jIvoe ekadama kaTTaratA sAthe nava vADonuM pAlana karavuM. - jaina sAdhu jIvana..

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sAdhvIgaNano AcAra digaMbara saMpradAya ema mAne che ke 'strIo mokSamAM na jAya, puruSo ja jAya...' zvetAMbaro strIono paNa mokSa mAne che. enI seMkaDo yuktio syAdvAdaratnAkara vagere granthomAMthI jANI levI. sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto paNa mokSa to pAmI ja zake che, paNa sAdhu karatA teone AcAra pAlanamAM vizeSa kALajI ka2vAnI jarUra hoya che, enuM kAraNa emanA zIlanI rakSA che. sAdhu jo svayaM nirvikArI hoya, to ene zIlarakSA sAva sahelI che. jyAre sAdhvIjIo svayaM nirvikArI hoya, to paNa strIjAti hovAthI emane bIjAnI baLajabarIthI paNa bacIne rahevAnuM che, nahi to paNa zIla jokhamamAM mukAya. A kAraNasara sAdhuo karatA sAdhvIjIonA amuka AcAro alaga prakAranA darzAvavAmAM AvyA che. e tamAmamAM mukhya kAraNa prAyaH zIlarakSA ja che. A prakaraNamAM ApaNe sAdhvIjIonA evA keTalAka vizeSa prakAranA AcAro jozuM, amuka AcAronA bodhathI pachI e khyAla AvI ja jaze ke kevA prakAranI kALajI teoe rAkhavAnI hoya che. (1) jAta-samApta kalpa : sAdhuomAM 5 ane 7 saMkhyA samAptakalpa mATe darzAvelI, sAdhvajIo zeSakALamAM ochAmAM ochA 7 ane comAsAmAM ochAmAM ochA 9 hoya, to ja e samApta kalpa kahevAya. vadhu saMkhyAmAM rAkhavAnA aneka kAraNo che. M.C. nA samaya daramyAna sAdhvIjI kAma-kAja na karI zake. eTale evA vakhate vadhu saMkhyA hoya, to ja badhI vyavasthA jaLavAya. sAdhvIjIoe gocarImAM vadhu saMkhyAmAM javAnuM hoya che. mATe vadhu saMkhyAnI jarUra paDe. vadhu hoya, to brahmacaryanI surakSA thai zake. (2) gocarI : sAdhuoe be benA grupamAM gocarI javAnuM hoya che. jyAre sAdhvIjIoe traNa-traNanA grupamAM gocarI javAnuM. emAM be prauDha uMmaranA ane eka yuvAna...e rIte javAnuM. jUnA jamAnAmAM jainetaro vagere ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI 62

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badhI jagyAe gocarI javAnuM thatuM. emAM kharAba mANaso kyAMka kazuMka karI bese to ? to muzkelIno pAra nahi. traNa sAdhvIjI eka sAthe hoya, to evI viziSTa paddhitithI gocarI vahore ke ghasnI aMdara ke gharanI bahAra kyAMya ekalA yuvAna sAdhvIjI koipaNa aNagamatI bAbatano bhoga na bane. sAdhumAM saMghATaka = be jaNa. sAdhvIjImAM saMghATaka = traNa jaNa. (3) mAsakalpaH sAdhue zeSakALamAM 1 sthAne 1 mAsa ja rokAvuM, vadhu nahi. e rIte ATha sthAnamAM ATha mAsa pasAra karavA, e emano mAsakalpa AcAra ! sAdhvIjIoe roSakALamAM 1 sthAnamAM be mAsa rokAvuM, e rIte cAra sthAnamAM ATha mAsa pasAra karavA. A ja emano mAsakalpano AcAra ! AvuM zA mATe ? tenA kAraNo. sAdhvIjIone brahmacarya surakSA mATe kevA prakAranA upAzrayasthAna joie, e ekaMdare ghaNA durlabha ! sAdhuone game tevA sthAna cAlI rahe, sAdhvIjIone nahi. eTale sthAna ja ochA hovAthI emane 1 sthAnamAM be mAsanI AjJA karavAmAM AvI. eka sthAnathI bIjA sthAnamAM javAnuM hoya, to sAdhvIone vihArano paNa moTo prazna ! rastAmAM brahmacaryanI surakSA bAdhita thAya..eTale emane mATe to vihAra ochA hoya, e ja sarasa ! e mATe emano mAsakalpa be mAsano goThavAyo che. jethI cAra ja vAra vihAra karavAno Ave, eTale 50% jokhama to enI meLe ja ghaTI jAya. (4) spaMDilabhUmiH sAdhu mATe anApAta-asaMloka sthAnamAM vaDInItilaghunIti javAnuM vidhAna che. anApAta = jyAM koi najIkamAM acAnaka AvI na caDe, asaMloka = jyAM koI jotuM na hoya.. have AvuM sthAna to nirjana ja hoya. sAdhvIjI jo AvI jagyAe jatA hoya, to koika vikArI purUSa nirjanatAno lAbha laine upadrava karI bese. eTale sAdhvIjIoe ApAta + ja na 98 - jaina sAdhu jIvana...

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asaMloka ja javAnuM. teo jyAM laghunIti-vaDInIti jAya. tyAM emane koi joi na zake..paNa najIkamAM avarajavara kharI, mANasonI hAjarI kharI..eTale koi purUSa ekAMtano lAbha lai upadrava karavA Ave, to sAdhvIjI bUma pADIne badhAnI sahAya meLavI zake. (5) pAtra-vastra-vasati : sAdhuo A badhI vastu potAnI jAte tapAsa karIne meLavI zake, paNa sAdhvIoe potAnI jAte A vastuo gRhastho pAsethI vahoravAnI nahi. sAdhvIjIonA adhipati je hoya, te ja sAdhvIjIo mATe vastro-pAtra-upAzraya zodhe, meLave ane sAdhvIjIone soMpe. AnuM kAraNa paNa A ja ke kharAba gRhastha A badhuM ApavAnA bahAne sAdhvIjIono durupayoga na karI bese. sAdhvIjIo mAtra gocarI-pANI jAte lAve. e rojeroja lAvavAnuM hovAthI sAdhuo e kAmamAM pahoMcI ja na zake, mATe eTalI chUTa emane ApavAmAM AvI che. bAkI vastrAdi to badhuM sAdhvIoe svagaNAdhipati pAsethI ja meLavavAnuM. (6) sAdhvIo strI jAti hovAthI emane dRSTivAda nAmanuM bAraNuM aMga bhaNavAno niSedha karavAmAM Avyo che. emAM vidyA-maMtra vagere ghaNI viziSTa bAbato hoya che, ane sAdhvIo strI svabhAvanA kAraNe A badhuM pacAvI na zake. eTale emane A bhaNavAnuM nathI. (7) jinakalpa, parihAravizuddhika kalpa, bArapratimA, yathAsaMdika kalpa.. A badhuM mAtra sAdhuo mATe che, sAdhvIjIo mATe nahi, emAM brahmacaryAdi aneka prazno AvI paDe che, mATe emane niSedha che. dA.ta. jinakalpamAM ekalA rahevAnuM hoya che, sAdhvIjI ekalA rahe to zuM thAya ? e samajI zakAya che. " (8) sAdhuonI ogha-upAdhi 14 che, sAdhvIjIonI 25 che. emAM moTA bhAge brahmacaryanI surakSA mATe ja te te vadhArAnI upadhi rAkhavAmAM AvI che. (9) sAdhuono upAzraya ekadama alAyado hoya, strI ke purUSa koipaNa ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI 99 -

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emAM na hoya. jyAre sAdhvIjIono upAzraya gRhastha strIovALo hoya. eTale ke ekadama najIkamAM ja saMsArI strIo rahetI hovI ja joie. sAdhvIjIo sAva alAyadA sthAnamAM rahe, to e ekAMtano durupayoga koipaNa gRhastho karI zake. jyAre zayyAtaranI bahena-patnI-bA vagere najIkamAM ja hoya, zayyAtara paNa majabUta hoya to evA sthAnamAM sAdhvIjIone koi bhaya na rahe. (10) sAdhvIjIoe jogamAM svayaM kAlagrahaNa levAnA nahi, emAM hAjarI paNa ApavAnI nahi. sAdhuo je kAlagrahaNa le, e badhuM sAdhvIjIomAM paNa gaNAi jAya. upAzrayamAMthI bahAra nIkaLavAnI spaSTa nA che. mATe emaNe A vidhi karavAnI nathI. (12) sAdhune AcArya + upAdhyAya + saMghATaka sAdhu ema kula traNa sAthe saMbaMdha bAMdhavAno hoya. jyAre sAdhvIjIne AcArya + upAdhyAya + pravartinI + saMghATaka ema cAra sAthe saMbaMdha bAMdhavAno hoya. nUtana dIkSitane gocarI-pANI-aMDila-pratikramaNAdi..badhAmAM je mukhya sahAyaka bane, te eno saMghATaka kahevAya. (13) sAdhu gItArtha hoya, to kAraNasara ekAkI vihAra karI zake. sAdhvIjI gItArtha hoya, to paNa kAraNasara paNa ekAkI vihAra na karI zake. AvI bIjI paNa seMkaDo bAbato che, e gurU pAsethI jANI levI. A AcArabheda mAtrane mAtra brahmacaryAdinI surakSA mATe ja che. e khAsa dhyAnamAM levuM. - 10 100 -ne sApha jIvana...

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: : : : pAMca prakAranA vyavahAra saMyamI bhUla kare, to ene bhUla pramANe nAnuM-moTuM prAyazcitta ApavuM e vyavahAra ! mumukSu, upAzraya vagere aneka vastuomAM koNa konI mAlikInuM gaNAya ? e nirNaya karavo e vyavahAra ! A badhuM kula pAMca prakAre thAya che, eTale vyavahAra paNa pAMca prakArano che. (1) Agama vyavahAra : kevalajJAnI, avadhijJAnI, mana:paryavajJAnI, caudapUrvadhara, dasapUrvadhara (navapUrvadhara) potAnA viziSTa jJAnanA baLe je prAyazcittAdi vyavahAra kare, e Agama vyavahAra gaNAya. (2) zrutavyavahAra : nizIthAdi zrutanA dhAraka ATha pUrvadhara vagere mahAtmAo zrutanA AdhAre je vyavahAra kare te zrata vyavahAra ! prazna : kevalajJAnI vagere pAse to AtmA dvArA thatuM sAkSAt jJAna che, eTale emano vyavahAra bhale AgamamAM gaNAya. paNa codapUrvadhara vagere to zrutajJAnanA baLathI ja vyavahAra kare che, to emano vyavahAra to zrutamAM ja gaNavo joie ne ? uttara : sAcI vAta. paraMtu emanuM zrutajJAna kevalajJAnAdi jevuM ja spaSTa, cokakhuM, viziSTa pratyakSatulya hoya che, eTale emane Agama vyavahAramAM gaNyA che. (3) AzA vyavahAraH be gItArtha munio judA judA dUravartI sthAnomAM rahelA hoya, ghaDapaNa vagerene lIdhe paraspara ekabIjA pAse javA mATe asamartha hoya, to emAMthI jene AlocanA karIne prAyazcitta levAnuM hoya, e potAnA agItArtha sAdhune moghama bhASAmAM AlocanA ApIne athavA to moghama bhASAmAM lakhANa ApIne bIjA gItArtha pAse mokale. agItArtha e kazuM samajI na zake, paNa bIjo gItArtha e sAMbhaLIne ke vAMcIne badhuM samajI jAya, ane pachI e ja rIte moghama bhASAmAM javAba pAcho mokale...e sAMbhaLIne ke vAMcIne A gItArtha muni prAyazcitta samajI le ane e pramANe prAyazcitta vALI le. ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI --101 -

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A Akho vyavahAra AjJA vyavahAra kahevAya. (4) dhAraNA vyavahAra : gItArtha sAdhu koikane amuka prakAranA dravya kSetra-kALa-bhAvamAM amuka prakAranuM prAyazcitta Ape, e bIjo agItArtha jue, e badhuM barAbara samajI le. pachI evA ja prakAranA dravya-kSetra-kALa bhAvamAM e paNa evI ja rIte prAyazcitta Ape...e dhAraNA vyavahAra ! ema koika sAdhu ghaNI badhI rIte gacchane upakArI hoya, paNa ene cheda granthonA tamAma padArtho bhaNAvavA ucita na hoya, to guru enA mATe upayogI evA padArtho cheda granthomAMthI uddhata karIne ene ApI de, ane e uddhata karelA padArtho bhaNI-gaNIne e sAdhu je vyavahAra kare e badho dhAraNA vyavahAra ! kyAreka evuM bane ke agItArtha sAdhu badhI rIte supAtra hoya, gacchane upayogI paNa hoya. paNa badho abhyAsa karavAnI zakti ja enI pAse na hoya..e vakhate guru ene upayogI padArtho uddhata karIne Ape. prazna : paNa AvI rIte uddhata padArtho zA mATe ApavA ? uttaraH e puNyazALI, labdhimata, kAryadakSa hovAthI gacchanA anekAneka kAryo kare che, have jo ene te te kAryo saMbaMdhI utsarga-apavAdano bodha na hoya, to bhUlo karI bese. ene badale jo ene vyavasthita bodha ApI devAmAM Ave, to eTalA kAryo zAstrAnusArI thAya, vyavasthita thAya..e mATe ja AvA sAdhune uddhata padArtho ApIne dhAraNA vyavahArI banAvavAmAM Ave che. (5) jIta vyavahAra : kALAdi badalAya, tema gItArtho navA navA nirNayo letA hoya che, e pachI prAyazcitta saMbaMdhI paNa hoya ke anya paNa hoya...e badho ja jIta vyavahAra gaNAya che. dA.ta zAstromAM kyAMya prAyazcitta rUpe sthirAsana ke svAdhyAya vagere vastu dekhAtI nathI. jyAre vartamAnamAM gItArtho AvA prakAranA prAyazcitta paNa Ape che. ema pAMcamane badale cothanI saMvatsarI..A badhuM paNa jIta vyavahAra rUpa jANavuM. A pAMca prakAranA vyavahAra pramANe jinazAsananI aMdara anekAneka nirNayo levAtA hoya che. ~- 102 - jaina sAdhu jIvana...

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mahAsAgarane khoLe sAdhujIvananA mahattvanA AcAronuM atyaMta TuMkamAM varNana karatuM A pustaka eka mAtra nAnakaDuM biMdu ja che. A vAMcatA vAMcatA e biMduno AsvAda koikanA haiyAmAM tIvra tarasa janmAvI de. to vizALa dariyo pIvA mATe ene mArgadarzana ApavuM e amArI pharaja che. A prakaraNamAM ApaNe e jozuM ke kyA viSayo upara uDANathI jANakArI meLavavA mATe kahyuM sAhitya upayogI che. viSaya : pustaka-grantha 1) icchAdi sAmAcArI sAmAcArI prakaraNa" nAmano upA. yaza vi. kRta saMskRta grantha + e ja grantha upara aneka saMskRta TIkA + gujarAtI bhASAMtara + gujarAtI vivecana saraLa 2) rojIMdI sAmAcArI oghaniryukti graMtha + bhASAMtara + uddharaNa. 3) padavibhAga sAmAcArI cha chedagrantho (nizItha, bRhatkalpa, (dasavidha prAyazcitto kone, kyAre vyavahAra, paMcakalpabhASya, dazAzrutakayA doSathI Ave....) skaMdha, mahAnizItha..emAM paNa prathama traNa mukhya vartamAnamAM A grantho bhaNavAnI chUTa mAtra sAdhuone ja che. ane e paNa viziSTapAtratA hoya to ja bhaNavA devAmAM Ave che.) yatijatakalpa (nafaLIyabppo) ityAdi. 4) gocarInA 42 doSo piMDaniryukti, piMDavizuddhigrantha.. A uparAMta 5) dharmasaMgraha-sAdhu adhikAra 6) paMcavastuka grantha 7) paMcAzaka grantha (9mAM paMcAzakathI chelle sudhI...) ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI ( 103 -

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8) yatidinacaryA 9) yatilakSaNasamuccaya. 10) adhyAtmakalpadrumano yatizikSA adhikAra... 11) yogazAstrano pahelo ane cotho prakAza.. 12) dharmabiMdunA cothA adhikArathI mAMDIne aMta sudhI... 13) AcArAMga sUtra...dasakAlika sUtra (hAribhadrI TIkA)...Avazyaka niryukti..uttarAdhyayanasUtra - taduparAMta mArA ane anya mahAtmAonA lakhelA sAdhujIvananA AcAra, vicAra ane vyavahAra para prakAza pAtharanArA anekAneka bhASAkIya pustako.... basa, A pustako-grantho e mahAsAgara che. jemAMthI A pustakamAM biMduo levAmAM AvyA che. gujarAtI vivecana zailinA pustakonuM vAMcana jAte karI zakAya, mULa graMtho ke temanA bhASAMtaranA vAMcana gItArtha mahApurUSonI nizrAe karAya. A sivAya bIjA paNa aneka mahAsAgara che, paNa sAdhu jIvananA AcAranI apekSAe vicArIe, to vartamAnamAM A granthomAM AcAra saMbaMdhI. evI koi bAbata bAkI nathI rahetI, ke je AmAM na hoya ane anya granthomAM hoya. A tamAma grantho vyavahAranayanI pradhAnatAvALA che. arthAt emAM nizcayanA rahasyo nathI AvyA, evuM nathI, paNa moTA bhAge AmAM AcAronuM ja varNana karavAmAM AvyuM che. hA ! bhaNanAra vyakti jo vyutpanna hoya, vivekI hoya to AmAM eTalA to nizcayanayanA padArtho che ja ke je ene nizcayano bodha karAvIne ja jaMpe. jo sAdhu jIvananI pariNatinuM ja vadhu ne vadhu nirUpaNa karanArA grantho vicArIe, to yogasAra jJAnasAra samatAzataka (guja.) samAdhizataka (guja...) - 104] 104 - jaina sAdhu jIvana...

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vairAgyakalpalatA prathama stabaka (emAM ya 120 pachInI tamAma gAthAo..) prazamarati... Ama AvA to aneka granthonA nAma ApI zakAya. jo biMduno svAda gamyo hoya, ane eTale ja mahAsAgara pIvAnuM mana thayuM hoya, to upara darzAvelA grantho-pustakonuM barAbara ciMtana-manana-adhyayanaadhyApana karavuM. chelle eka vAta pharI pharI yAda karAvI dauM, jinazAsananuM eka mAtra lakSya mokSa ja che. mokSa mATe zuddha bhAvo joie ja, zuddhabhAvo moTA bhAge suMdara majAnA AcArothI ja prApta thaI zake. mATe prabhue virATa AcAra vyavasthA goThavI che. paNa kALe kALe, kSetre kSetre, vyakti-vyaktie paristhiti badalAya paNa kharI ja, ane eTale te te kALe, te te sthAne, te te vyaktine vize AcAranuM svarUpa paNa badalAyA ja kare...emAM kyAMya, kyAreya, kadI paNa ekAMtamAM aTavAi javuM nahi. anekAntavAda rUpa jinazAsanane pAmelAoe ekAntavAdano Azaro levo e to jeNe ApaNane zaraNa ApyuM che, enuM ja khUna karavA jevuM thAya che. anekAntavAda ApaNo upakArI che, jo ApaNe ekAntavAda pakaDanArA banIe, to upakArInI hatyA karyAnuM pApa lAge ke nahi ? e zAMtacitte vicAravuM. hA ! A badhuM ja samajI zakavAnI tAkAta saMvigna-gItArtha mahAtmAmAM hoya che, eTale evA mahAtmAne saMpUrNa parataMtra rahevuM e vartamAna tamAma saMyamIo mATe atyaMta hitAvaha che. mATe ja guruSAratanyameva rAtri evuM kahevAmAM AveluM che. namo stu tasmai jinazAsanAya ajaba jIvananI gajaba kahAnI - 105] ~ ~ ~

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wao 'sAdhu bhagavaMta dvArA bolatA zabdo za artha | kyAre ane zAnA mATe bolAya dharmalAbha | | dharmano lAbha thAo gocarI vahoratA/vaMdanA svIkAratA. | sAMsArika vAtano javAba ApatA. vartamAna joga te-te samaye jevA saMyogo |bhaviSya mATenI koipaNa vinaMtino | tevo nirNaya karazuM javAba ApatA. kSetra sparzanA | bhavitavyatAmAM je kSetra potAnA kSetramAM padhAravAnI vinaMtino sAthe RNAnubaMdha haze tyAM javAba ApatA. jaizuM. jAga che ? | jarUrI vastu tamAre tyAM gocarI AdimAM upalabdha che? khapa che. amAre jarUra che. gocarI AdimAM upayoga karo | te sAdhana/vastu vAparo gRhasthane sUcana/saMketa karatI vakhate. jayaNA karo | baMdha karo/jIva hiMsA gRhasthane sUcana/saMketa karatI vakhate. | aTakAvo ? vAparIe? | upayoga karIe ? upAzrayamAM pATa-pATalA-Tebalano vAparatA pahelA, evI ja rIte anya sthAnamAM paNa. * utarIe ? sthAnamAM rahIe? koipaNa sthAnamAM utaratA. * jahA sukha | jema tamane sukha upaje ema,sAdhvAcArane abAdhaka viSayamAM pUchatA javAba Ape. - nityAga saMsAra sAgarathI pAra vAsakSepa karatI vakhate pAraga hoha | utaranArA thAo deva-gurU pasAya | deva-gurUkRpAthI.. zAtA pUchatA ke viziSTa ArAdhanAnI anumodanA vakhate javAba. * upayoga rAkho | kALajI rAkho. anucita pravRtti rokavA, athavA kALajI vadhAravA. *prAyaH lagabhaga * micchAmi dukkaDa, kSamA mAMgavA... ~ [ 106) - jaina sAdhu jIvana....

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