Manne Shant Rakho

Author(s): Nautambhai R Vakil
Publisher: Shrutsar Trust
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/009280/1

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// surabhitavATIkAmaMDana sAcAdeva zrI sumatinAthAya namaH gaLaoo zAMta rAkho : saMpAdaka: nautamabhAi vakIla : prakAzaka : zrutasAra TrasTa nautamabhAi vakIla, vakIla hAusa, 31-bI, saurASTra sosAyaTI, pAlaDI, amadAvAda-380 007.

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Preston surabhitavATIkAmaMDana sAcAdeva zrI sumatinAtha bhagavAna tyAra ba

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AzIrvacanI 66 suzrAvakanautamabhAI dharmalAbha... 'manane zAMta rAkho' pustakanuM lakhANa joyuM. jemAM tame mananI mahattA samajAvI che ane kaSAyonI kAlImAnuM suMdara varNana karyuM che. atyAranA kALamAM loko azAMta che. tyAre A adhyAtma lakhANa lokone upayogI banaze. deva-gurunI asIma kRpAthI ane tamArA vizALa vAMcanaabhyAsathI tamAruM A pustaka jijJAsu jIvone ghaNuM upayagI banaze. tamoe paradezamAM ghaNA varSo jainadarzananA pravacana Apela che. tyAM jijJAsuo svAdhyAya, satsaMgamAM vadhAre rasa le che. tethI paradezamAM paNa A pustaka lokone khUba pasaMda paDaze. AvA suMdara viSayanI pa. pU. AcArya zrI kIrtiyazasUrIzvarajI ma. sA.nA pustakamAMthI saMkalana karavA badala tathA tamArA vizALa vAMcananA AdhAre thatA pravacanonA nimittathI deza-paradezamAM AvA tAttvika viSayamAM sau rasa letA thayA che. te kArya mATe tamone ghaNA ghaNA abhinaMdana che. tame sva-para zreya karatA raho ane tamAruM Atma-kalyANa paNa sAdhatA raho evA AzIrvAda che. amo deva-guru kRpAe sukhazAtAmAM chIe. rAmasUri ArAdhanA bhavana, pAlaDI, amadAvAda. -guNazIlasUrinA dharmalAbha

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// zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthAya namaH | // namo namaH zrI guru rAmacaMdra-guNayazasUribhyAm | 2073, kArtika suda ki. 4, guruvAra sametazikhara taLeTI tIrtha deva-gurubhaktikAraka suzrAvaka nautamabhAi vakIla yogya dharmalAbha. tame vividha pUjyonA temaja mArA jhANuM pustaka AdinA AdhAre krodhAdi kaSAyo upara eka pustikA lakhI tenuM meTara mane jovA mokalAvI AzIrvAda maMgAvyA te jANyuM. ' pustaka joyuM. thoDA pAnAM mupha paNa mahAtmAe tapAsyuM che. tyAM koi mahAtmAne batAvI pUruM vaMcAvI-sudharAvI lezo, jethI prupha ane padArthanI koi bhUla rahevA napAme. - amerikA jaine dharma upara vaktavyo karavA mATe tamane AmaMtraNa AvatAM tame mArI pAse AvelA tyAre meM tamane mArgadarzana ApeluM ke, "tyAM janArA paikI keTalAka loko AcAra-vicAra ane prarUpaNA" ema traNeya ke paikI koi eka be morce cUkI jai anyane dharma pamADavAne badale emanAM dharmadhanane lUMTI letA paNa jaNAya che. tame vaktavya - ArAdhanA mATe tyAM jAo ja cho, to A traNeya bAbatamAM koi bAMdhachoDa nA karatA. je paNa kahevAmAM Ave te gItArtha saMvigna mahAtmAonA vacanonA AdhAre ja kahevAnuM rAkhazo. tyAre tamane e vAta gamI hatI ane tame mane e bAbatamAM pUrepUro amala karavAnI khAtarI paNa ApI hatI.

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tame jaNAvyA mujaba chellA dasa-bAra varSathI tame tyAM jAo cho ane vaktavya-ArAdhanAdi karAvo cho ane uparokta maryAdAo tame barAbara jALavavAno prayatna karyo che ane enAM ruDAM phaLa paNa anubhavavA maLyA che. e vagere jANI AnaMda thayo. tamArA prayAsanI anumodanA paNa karI che. tame tyAMnA saraLasvabhAvI alpabodhavALA ane dharmanI jijJAsA dharAvatA puNyAtmAonA lAbha mATe kaSAyo ane tenuM svarUpa samajAvI tenAthI bacavAnA upAyo temaja bacavAthI thatA lAbho vagere samajAvatuM pustaka taiyAra karyuM che. te tamArI bhAvanA saphaLa thAo ! tamAro puruSArtha lekhe lAgo ane enA dvArA tatrastha jIvone jinavacano samyagbodha prApta thAo. e ja zubhAbhilASA. | gharamAM tamArA suzrAvikA ane putrAdika-parivAne dharmalAbha jaNAvazo... e ja li. vijaya kIrtiyazasUrinA dharmalAbha

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pUjaya pitAzrI ta(c)(c)(c)(c)92) sva. sIkalAla bhogIlAla vakIlA Ape amArA para anahada upakAra karI vAtsalyanI varSA karela. ApanA rage ragamAM dharmanA susaMskAra vaNAyelA hatA. te jamAnAmAM komarsa grejyueTano vyavahArika abhyAsa karI inkamaTekSanA khyAtanAma vakIla banI aneka jaina TrasTono sucArurUpe vahIvaTa karI sArI kIrti ane nAmanA meLavI. vidyAzALAno cIvaTabharyA vahIvaTa aMge sau koi Apane Aje paNa yAda kare che. aMtamAM jemarAjahaMsa eka mAnasarovaramAMthI uDIne jyAre bIjA mAnasarovaramAM jAya che. tyAre e rAjahaMsa to bIjA sarovaranI zobhAmAM abhivRddhi karanAro banI jAya che. paraMtu prathamanuM mAnasarovara to haMsa vinAnuM banI jAya che. kharI khoTa to vakIla parivArane ja sAlase. Apane amArA zata-zata vaMdana.

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pUjya mAtuzrI rasIlAbena rasIkalAla vakIlA 'nAnapaNathI amone jainadharmanA saMskAra ApI amArA pratye asIma premadarzAvI samAjamAM unnata mastake jIvana jIvavAnI jaDIbuTTI ApI. prabhu bhakti jenA raga-ragamAM vaNAyelI che. mahilA maMDaLamAM aneka varSo sudhI prabhubhaktinA prasaMge hArmonIyama vagADI pote to masta banI jatA hatA paNa bIjAne paNa emAM masta banAvI detA hatA. sAdhu-sAdhvI vaiyAvacca mATe sadAya tatpara tathA game tevA vikaTa prasaMgamAM paNa hakArAtmaka valaNa ..koinuM sAruM thAya to karavuM paNa khoTuM to kadI icchavuM ja nahIM evI vicAradhArA dharAvatA amArA pUjya mAtuzrI Aje paNa amArA samagra parivAra mATe preraNAmUrti samAna che.

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lekhaka zrI nautamabhAi vakIla (C.A.)

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rovedanA. | koi mahAna puNyanA yoge saMskArI kuTuMbamAM 19 mI jUna 1948, jeTha sudI caudasanA roja janma thayo. nAnapaNathI ja gharanA saMskAra pramANe prabhupUjApAThazALAmAM dhArmika abhyAsa vigere karavAnA khAsa Agrahane kAraNe pAMca pratikramaNa, aticAra, jIvavicAra, navatattva vagere sUtro kaMThastha karavAno tathA artha sahita bhaNavAno suavasara sAMpaDyo. dasamA dhoraNanA abhyAsa daramyAna pa. pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrI bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma. sA.nI nizrAmAM Abu-delavADAmAM ane tyArabAda AbuacalagaDhamAM AyojIta zibiramAM pU. mAtuzrIe khUba ja Agraha karI mane mokalyo ane tyArathI mArA jIvanamAM eka agatyano TarnIMga poinTa Avyo ane jainadharma pratyenI mArI zraddhA-niSThA ane ahobhAva atyaMta vadhI gayA. A mATe huM mArA mAtuzrIno jeTalo upakAra mAnuM teTalo ocho che. A sarvenA paripAkarUpe pUjaya gurudeva ane mArA paramopakArI zrI bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma.sA.e mane saMsAranI bhayAnakatA samajAvI ane saMyama levA mATeno khUba Agraha ane prayatna karyo. paraMtu mArI puNyAi ochI haze ane huM saMyama svIkArI zakyo nahIM. paraMtu saMsAra bhUMDo che e sArI rIte samajAI gayuM. A ja zibiramAM amArI sAthe pa. pU. A. bha. zrI ratnasuMdarasUrIzvarajI (saMsArI) yuvAvayamAM hatA tyAM kumArapALa vI. zAha jevA zAsanaratno amArI sAthe ja bhaNyA hatA. tyArabAda vyavahArika abhyAsamAM bI.koma., ela.ela.bI., DI.TI.pI. tathA cArTaDa ekAunTanTano / /

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abhyAsa karyo. satata pravRtizIla svabhAvanA kAraNe savAranI kolejamAM prophesara tarIke kAma zarU karyuM. ane bAkInA samayamAM cArTaDa ekAunTanTa tarIkeno abhyAsa ane prekTIsa zarU karI. puNyanA baLe saMpatti prApta karavA sAthe sArI nAmanA paNa prApta karI. samayanI saMkaDAmaNa ane anya takalIphanI vacce paNa jyAre jyAre samaya maLato tyAre prabhudarzana, vyAkhyAnazravaNa, zAsananA kAryomAM pUrato samaya phALavavA sAthe zrAvakajIvananA AdarzonuM suMdara pAlana karI nijAnaMda meLavato rahyo. mArI yuvAvasthAmAM pa.pU. A. bhagavaMta zrI mitrAnaMdasUrIzvarajI ma.sA., pU. moTA paMDita ma.sA., pa. pU. A. bhagavaMta zrI kIrtiyazasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. Adi gurudevonA zubha AzIrvAda ane jainadharma pratyenI sAcI samajaNa ApavAthI mArA jIvanamAM Aje paNa jainadharmano coLamajIThanI jema raMga lAgela che. kharekhara mArA yuvAvasthAnA jIvana para eka daSTipAta karatAM evuM lAge che ke jo A pUjyono mane saMyoga na sAMpaDyo hota to huM AmAMnuM kazuM ja karI zakyo nahota. A daramyAna mArA dharmamAtA samAna pU. sunaMdAbena vahorAno elIsabrIja AyaMbilazALAmAM paricaya thayo. teozrIe mArI dharmabhAvanA ane jainazAsana pratyenI niSThA ane jIvanacaryA joIne mane AzIrvAda ApavA saha amuka agatyanI sUcanAo ApI amerikAmAM jainadharma upara pravacana ApavA mATe utsAhita karyo. ane A maMgalayAtrA 11 varSa amerikAnA judA-judA 36 zaheromAM cAlI. YA 11 KES/

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mArA jIvananuM eka svapna hatuM ke huM eka suMdara jinamaMdiranuM nirmANa karAvavuM ane mAtA-pitA-deva-gurunA AzIrvAdathI amadAvAdamAM surabhitavATIkAmAM mULanAyaka zrI sumatinAtha bhagavAnanuM zikharabaddha jinamaMdiranuM nirmANa karavAno mane eka suavasara sAMpaDavA sAthe sAthe eka pauSadhazALA paNa banAvI. A zikharabaddha derAsaranI pratiSThA mATe pa. pU. A. bha. zrI guNazIlasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nI nizrA maLI A mATe sAhebajIno upakAra mAnuM teTalo ocho che. jinamaMdira nirmANa samaye mArA manamAM eka saMkalpa karela ke derAsaranuM badhuM ja kAma jAte ja karavuM. Aje ATha varSathI pUjA karavA AvatA zrAvako sAthe kAjo kADhavAthI laine kesara-sukhaDa ghasavA, aMgaluMchaNA, prakSAla sau sAthe maLIne dAdAnI alaukika bhakti karI rahyA chIe. pUjArI rAkhela che, paNa tene gabhArAmAM pravezavAnI manAi che. Ama mArA jIvananuM A paNa eka svapna pUruM thavAthI prabhu upakAra jeTalo mAnuM teTalo ocho che. Aje paNa amerikA jevA aneka dezomAMthI pravacana ApavA mATe avAra-navAra AgrahabharI vinaMtI ane AmaMtraNa pAThavavAmAM Ave che. paraMtu mArA AtmakalyANa mATe ane sAthe sAthe zrI sumatinAtha bhagavAnanI dainika pUjA karavAno je Atmika AnaMda prApta thai rahyo che tenI sAme bIjA kAryo mane gauNa lAge che. mATe huM namratApUrvaka Aje e AmaMtraNono asvIkAra karI rahyo chuM ane prabhupUjAdi kAryomAM samaya ApI vadhu ne vadhu lAbha lai rahyo chuM. - ghaNI-ghaNI nAmAMkita saMsthAmAM TrasTI tarIkenI sevA ApI TrasTanuM aneka rIte hIta jaLavAya tenI mane satata ciMtA rahetI. jaina saMsthAonI lAgaNIne mAna ApI ane mArA cArTaDa ekAunTanTa vyavasAyanA anubhave ane saMsthAnA hitane najara 66. 12

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sAme rAkhIne meM khUba ja saraLa ane sugamarIte TrasTo cAlI zake tenuM samajaNa ApatuM eka "cerITebala TrasTone mArgadarzana' nAmanuM pustaka prakAzita karela. jenI jaina samAjamAM bahumUlya tarIke noMdha levAyela che. - Aje je kaMi paNa meM prApta karela che temAM mArA kuTuMbano bahu moTo phALo che. mArA dharmapatnI nItAbahenano dareka kAryamAM khUba ja utsAhita ane hakArAtmaka sAtha rahyo che. to sAthe sAthe mArA be dIkarAo manana ane jainIka mArI dareka AjJAone ziromAnya gaNI AjJAMkita putra tarIke mArA hRdayamAM sthAna meLavela che. to baMnne putravadhUo a. sau. kAmInI ane a.sau. rimAe paNa bIyAsaNA-trikALa pUjA-svAdhyAyasAmAyika vageremAM haMmezA mane anukuLa thai dareka sagavaDatAo sAcavIne mArA zrAvakajIvanane dIpAvavAmAM amUlya phALo ApI rahyA che. mArAthI jo kaMi jinAjJA viruddha lakhAyuM hoya to trividha-trividhe micchA mi dukkaDam ane vAMcaka varga mAruM A pratye jarUrathI dhyAna dore tevI vinaMtI. aMtamAM sau koi A pustakanA mAdhyame krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha Adi kaSAyo upara aMkuza meLavI mokSasukha pAmo e ja eka maMgalamanISA. - notamabhAI vakIla 13 AG

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maMgala bhAvanA lagabhaga be dasakA pahelA mane zrI nautamabhAino paricaya AyaMbilazALAnA phaMDa nimitte thayo hato. tyAre jANavA maLyuM hatuM ke, teo pravacanakAra che. te samaye mArI paradezanI satsaMga yAtrAo thatI, te daramyAna pITasabarganA kendramAM paryuSaNa parvanI ArAdhanA mATe pravacanakAranI jarUra hatI, meM nautamabhAine phona dvArA samAcAra ApyA ane teo te mATe saMmata thayA. te varSe temaNe pITasabargamAM paryuSaNa parvanI pravacana dvArA ArAdhanA karAvI, pachI to te krama lagabhaga agyAra varSa rahyo. temaNe tyAMnA janasamUhanI ghaNI cAhanA meLavI. mArI sAthe paNa saMparka vadhato gayo. huM kahetI tame tattvabodhano abhyAsa vizeSa prakAre karo. temAM sva-para zreya che, te daramyAna temaNe temanA phArma-hAusamAM jinamaMdira ane upAzrayanuM Ayojana karyuM. pati-patnI puNyayoge sarakhI rUcivALA hovAthI ArAdhanA vRddhi pAmatI gai. phArma-hAusa nirmita jinamaMdiramAM temanA bhaktiyoganI viziSTatAthI Aju-bAjunA bhAviko lAbha letA thayA. prasaMgopAta AjubAju snAtrapUjA jevA zubha prasaMgomAM temanuM yogadAna thatuM. prasaMge svAdhyAya paNa teo

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karAvatA. Ama sva-para zreyanuM zubha kArya temanA dvArA thatuM rahyuM prastuta pustaka "manane zAMta rAkho" lekhana temanI ArAdhanAnI phaLazruti che. vividha zAstronA AdhAre temaNe kaSAyonuM apadhyAna kevuM hAnikartA che. tenuM Alekhana bhAvavAhI karyuM che. te vAcakavargane sparze to lAbhadAyI che. - adhyAtmayogI zrI AnaMdaghanajIe sattaramAM zrI kuMthunAthajI jina stavanamAM mananI avaLacaMDAine paDakArI che. ane chevaTe kahyuM ke "mana sAdhyuM tene saghaLuM sAdhyuM ekahI vAta che moTI. mahAtmAone paNa durAdhya evA mananA kaSAyo dvArA mAnava kevo pIDAya che tenuM prastuta pustakamAM lekhake sacoTa mArgadarzana karAvyuM che. vAcakavargane eno abhyAsa lAbhadAyI che. mATe A lekhanane AvakArajo-hRdayastha karajo. lekhaka jaNAve che ke, mana para niyaMtraNa rAkhavA mATe dhyAna eka adbhuta AlaMbana che. te dhyAna eTale paripUrNa jAgRti. aMdarano eka paNa bhAva, vicAra ke zarIranI kriyA behozImAM na thavI joIe. je kaMI thAya tenI sAme sajAga rahIne pasaMdagI rahita joyA karavuM tenuM nAma dhyAna che. vartamAnamAM vaijJAnikayuganI bhautikatA pAchaLa doDanArA prAye azAMtino anubhava kare che. Adhunika sagavaDo pariNAme mAnavane 15

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anAtha banAve che. jemake unALAmAM e.sI.mAM raheto mAnava tenA abhAve anAtha bALakanI jema muMjhAya che. mAnavanuM mana klezita bane che, Ama aneka rIte muMjhAtuM mana kaSAyone AdhIna bane che. evA nabaLA manano mAnava krodhAdi apadhyAnane Adhina thaI jIvana hArI jAya che. tema anya kaSAyonA ArtadhyAnathI pIDAi duHkhI thAya che. teno citAra lekhake daSTAMto dvArA sacoTa rIte varNavyo che. je vicArakane kaSAya mukta thavAnI preraNA Ape che. mATe sau A lekhanane AvakArajo temAM ja zreya che. nautamabhAi ArAdhaka che. jinavANInA cAhaka che. temaNe sva-para zreyArthe pravacana, lekhana, bhakti jevA anuSThAno karyA che. tene AvakArajo. nautamabhAimAM rahelI A sAttvika ane tAtvika zakti vikasatI rahe teo pUrNa AtmArtha pAme tevI maMgala bhAvanA karatA AnaMda anubhavuM chuM. - sunaMdAbahena vohorA zubhAzISa 16

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prAsaMgiTha niveda016 prathama AvRtti prastuta pustakamAM manane zAMta rAkhavAnI vAta che. Aje dharma sau kare che paraMtu kaSAyone kAraNe, mana zAMta rahetuM nathI tethI AtmakalyANa thavAne badale mAtra pApAnubaMdhI puNya baMdhAya che. atyAranA vartamAna kALamAM tapa ane dAnano ghaNo mahimA che. paraMtu zIla ane bhAva temAM ochA dekhAya che. dharma karavAthI prasannatA je maLavI joIe te lagabhaga dekhAtI nathI. saMvaranA sthAnamAM paNa loko Azrava eTale ke karma bAMdhIne Ave che. jo dharmamAM prasannatA lAvavI hoya to manamAM zubha bhAva Avavo joIe ane mATe manane niyaMtrita karavuM joIe mana para cokI rAkhavI joIe ane kaSAyonA jorane pAtaLuM pADavuM joIe. AtmA e zuddha svarUpa che mATe AtmAmAM sthira raho evI uMcI tAttvika vAta karavAne badale vartamAna jIvanamAM lokonA hRdayamAM ajaMpo che te dUra thAya, jIvana naMdanavana jevuM bane ane je koI jIvanamAM dharma thAya te AtmakalyANakArI bane te bhAvanAthI Avo rojIMdo jarUrI viSaya lIdho che. zakya hoya tyAM sudhI khUba ja vyavahArika rIte ane dareka mANasane samaja paDI zake, ane jIvanamAM utArI zake evI zailIthI lakhela che. dareka prakaraNamAM viSayane anurUpa hitazikSA paNa Apela che. - sau prathama je je graMthono AdhAra lIdho che te zAstravettA ane AcArya bhagavaMtono ane lekhako sauno huM RNI chuM

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A lekhana deva-gurunI kRpA vagara zakya ja nathI. AcAryadeveza zrI mavijaya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma. nA ziSya pa. pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrI guNayazasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nA ziSyaratna pa. pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrI kIrtiyazasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. likhita "jhANuM" pustaka upara saMpUrNa AdhArita che. eTaluM ja nahIM paraMtu gacchanI tathA zAsananI aneka javAbadArIo vacce paNa A lakhANa mATe pUjya sAhebajIe saMpUrNa mArgadarzana Apela che. sanmArga prakAzana TrasTa tathA TrasTanA TrasTIoe mane "jhANaM' pustakano saMpUrNa AdhAra levAnI paravAnagI ApI te badala teono paNa RNI chuM. - pa. pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrI kirtiyazasUrIzvarajI ma. sA.no A sivAya paNa mArA upara ghaNo upakAra che. jyAre IsvIsana 2001nI sAlamAM prathama vakhata amerikA jainadharmanA pravacano ApavA gayelo tyAre sAhebajI muMbaImAM cAturmAsArthe birAjamAna hatA. huM teozrIne vaMdana karavA gayo ane meM mArgadarzana mAMgyuM to amUlya samaya kADhI te o e vAtsalyathI mane jinAjJA mujaba mArgadarzana ApyuM. mane haju paNa yAda che ke teozrIe bhArapUrvaka kahela ke jinAjJA virUddha kaMi na bolazo. tamArA gharanuM kazuM ja na kahezo. tamArA AcAra eka 18

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zrAvakane chAje tevA ja hovA joIe. AvuM aneka prakAranuM mArgadarzana mane maLela je meM grahaNa karI saMpUrNapaNe teno amala karela ane tethI ja amerikAnA tamAma saMghomAM mArA varNana mujabano AcAra ane jinAjJA mujabanuM varNana khUbaja lokapriya rahyuM eTaluM ja nahIM ghaNA lokone sArI asara thaI ane ghaNA loko zakya eTaluM jinAjJA mujabanuM pAlana karavA lAgyA. A pUjya guru bhagavaMtonA mArgadarzananuM phaLa hatuM. - A pustakanuM saujanya amerikA nyujarsInA zrI anIlabhAI tathA temanA dharmapatni hemalattAbenanA parivArane phALe jAya che. amerikAmAM ghaNA varSothI rahevA chatAM jainadharmanA AcArane A AkhuM kuTuMba bhUlyuM nathI. temano dIkaro naiSadha moTo DaoNkTara hovA chatAM zakya teTalA jaina AcAra pALe che. dIkarAnI vahu maulI tyAMnI pAThazALAmAM dhArmika zikSaNa Ape che. bhAratIya saMskRtinI jhalaka mane e rIte jovA maLI ke jobane kAraNe maulI phIlADelphIyAmAM rahetI hatI. gharanI saMpUrNa javAbadArI, phUla TAIma joba ATalI vyastatA vacce paNa mane bhAvathI temanA ghare ekAsaNuM karavA laI gayA hatAM. ane kahe ke ahIMyA amane sAdharmika bhaktino lAbha kadAcit ja maLe che. kuTuMbanA anya sabhyomAM anIlabhAInI dIkarI nehA temanA jamAI saMkalpa, pautrI jAsmIna tathA pautra rIkIna Ama A AkhA parivAranuM A pustakamAM saujanya che. mATe temanuM abhivAdana karuM chuM. huM I.sa. 2001 thI 2011 sudhI ema 11 varSa amerikA jainadharmanA pravacano ApavA gayelo. 2001nI 19

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sAlathI ja anIlabhAI mArA svAdhyAyamAM AvatA-satsaMga karatAM te ane temanA dharmapatnI hemalattAbena pravacana sAMbhaLIne zakya teTaluM AcAramAM utAratA hatA ane tenI phaLazruti rUpe Aje prastuta pustakanuM prakAzana thai rahyuM che. - A pustaka lekhanamAM jema deva-gurunI kRpA che. tema mArA mAtuzrI rasIlA bena tathA mArA pitAzrI rasikalAla vakIlanA AzIrvAda che. teoe janmathI ja mane dharmanA saMskAro Apela che A pustaka mArA mAtA-pitAne samarpita A uparAMta mArA dharmapatnI nItAbene A pustaka lakhavAmAM jarUrI sahayoga Apyo che. tathA mArA suputro manana ane jainIka mArI putravadhUo kAmInI tathA rimAM, mArA pautro devAMzu tathA Aryamana A badhAno prastuta pustakamAM eka yA bIjI rIte suMdara sahakAra sAMpaDela che. te badala huM anumodanA karuM chuM. - prastuta lekhanamAM je koI truTI che te mArI che ane je kaMI sAruM che te vidradavarganuM che. vAcaka varga kSIra-nIra nyAye je kaMI truTI hoya te mane jaNAve tevI namra araja karuM chuM. A pustaka prakAzana aMgenI preraNA karanAra ane mane temano dharmaputra gaNanAra evA pU. sunaMdAbena vohorAne paNa A samaye smRtipaTa para lAvI temano AbhAra mAnuM chuM. lI. nautamabhAI rasikalAla .... 20.

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munane zAMta rAkho hitazikSA "mana evaM manuSyANAM kAraNuM baMdha mokSaH" manuSyanuM mana AtmA upara karmabaMdha karavAmAM paNa kAraNabhUta che ane karmanirjarA karI mokSe javAmAM paNa mana mukhya kAraNa che. mATe he jIva ! mana upara satata cokI kara. navakAravALI gaNatI vakhate paNa mana upara cokI karavI. jo mana bIjA azubha dhyAnamAM jAya to puruSArtha karI manane zubha dhyAnamAM lAvavuM ane to ja tAro uddhAra che. bAkI to mane A jIvane patananI khAImAM pheMkI deze. AvuM na thAya mATe manane satsaMga, svAdhyAya ane dharmakriyA jevA dhArmika vyavahAromAM vyasta rAkhavuM. kAraNa ke mana dharmadhyAnamAM nahIM hoya to galata paribaLo jevA ke pIkacara-TI.vI. manane khoTA raste jaldIthI laI jaI zake che.

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munanI zIta rAkho

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danano zA ro anaMta upakArI caramatIrthapati zramaNa bhagavAna zrI mahAvI2 paramAtmAnA zAsananA paramArthane pAmelA, paramAtmAnA svahaste dIkSA prApta karanAra zAstrakAra paramarSi zrI vIrabhadra AcArya bhagavaMta '"AturapratyAkhyAna'' nAmanAM prakIrNaka Agama-graMtha dvArA 63 prakAranA durdhyAna batAvIne tenAthI kevI rIte bacavuM tenuM uttama mArgadarzana ApI gayA che. paramAtmA zrI mahAvIranAM 14,000 ziSyaratna hatAM. badhAM ja ziSyoe mahAvIradevanI hAjarImAM ekeka prakIrNaka graMthanI racanA karI hatI. tethI 14,000 prakIrNaka (payajJA) graMthonI racanA thai hatI. temAMthI Aje mAtra 19 (payajJA) ja maLe che. 45 AgamanI gaNanAmAM A 19 payajJAmAMthI 10 payajJAno samAveza karAyela che. (te paikIno A eka Atura pratyAkhyAna che.) AvA 63 durdhyAna paikI mAre atyAre kaSAyo, je ApaNane durdhyAna karAve che tenI vAta vizeSa rIte karavI che. atyAranA jagatamAM kaSAyanI kAlImA moTA bhAganA AtmAne pIDI rahI che. eTale A kaSAyone pAtaLA pADavA khUba jarUrI che. e mATenA prayatno karavA jarUrI che. A pustakamAM krodha-lobha-mAna-mAyA-rAga-dveSa jevA muddAo upara chaNAvaTa karI che. kAraNa ke roje roja AvatA A durdhyAno che. AvuM susAhitya vAMcavAthI, vAraMvAra vAMcavAthI AvA kaSAyo cokkasa pAtaLA paDe che. jene AtmAnuM kalyANa karavuM che tene kaSAyo dUra karavA bhagIratha puruSArtha karavAno che. A pustakamAM mukhyatve pa. pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrI kIrtiyazasUrIzvarajI likhita 'jhANuM' pustaka tathA AturapratyAkhyAna

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jevA AgamagraMthono AdhAra lIdho che. arthazAstrokAmazAstro jagatanuM hita karatAM nathI. e to AtmAne vibhAvamAM nAMkhI jIvane duHkhI kare che. kharekhara to sarvajJoe kahelA dharmazAstro ja jagatanuM sAcu hita kare che. A kALamAM ApaNane tArI zake evA be AlaMbana mUkyA che. (1) jinabiMba ane (2) jinAgama. pa. pU. vIravijayajI mahArAja paNa kahe che ke viSamakALa jinabiMbajinAgama bhaviyaNa ku AdhAra mATe jinAgamanI upekSA na karAya. anAdi kALathI AtmA je rIte mithyAtvathI gherAyela che, je rIte aviratI tenA lamaNe jhIMkAyela che, je rIte kaSAyonA tApathI te tapI rahela che. je rIte tenAM yogo azubha dizAmAM pravartI rahyA che. tenA kAraNe tene azubha dhyAna asvAbhAvika hovA chatAM svAbhAvika jevuM banI rahyuM che. jIva asvAbhAvika azubha dhyAnamAM ArUDha thAya che tyAre tIvratAthI karmabaMdha bAMdhe che. paraMtu jIva zubha dhyAnamAM ArUDha thAya che. tyAre tIvratAthI karma chUTA pADe che. zAstrakAra paramarSi zrI jinabhadra- gaNi kSamAkSamaNe dhyAnazataka nAmanAM mahAna graMtharatnamAM 4 prakAranAM dhyAnanuM svarUpa samajAvyuM temane prazasta ane aprazasta ema be vibhAgamAM vaheMcI ApyAM che. ArtadhyAna ane raudradhyAna aprazasta dhyAna che ane te cheka naraka sudhI lai jAya che. jayAre dharma-dhyAna ane zukladhyAna e prazasta dhyAna che ane cheka mukti sudhI lai (24)

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jAya che. mAnavI manane jItI le ane potAnI kAmanAone vazamAM rAkhe to jagatamAM kyAMya vinAza nathI. mahAbhArata paNa A ja kAraNe thayuM hatuM. mANasanA manamAM dveSa ane abhimAnanI lahera jAge che. ane mahAbhArato zarU thAya che. A badhAM ja dhyAno mukhyatve cittavRtti (mana) sAthe saMkaLAyelAM che. mATe sauthI prathama mana upara cokI mUkavI atyaMta jarUrI che. ApaNane manane ThekANe rAkhatA AvaDatuM nathI. ApaNane saMpatti surakSita rAkhatA AvaDe che, caMpala ThekANe rAkhatA AvaDe che, kapaDA kyAM ThekANe mUkavA enI paNa ApaNane samaja che, makAna kyAM levuM, enI paNa ApaNAmAM akkala che. paNa khATale moTI khoTa e che ke manane ThekANe kema rAkhavuM. e ja mane khabara nathI. manarUpI azvane kAbUmAM laie to Atmasukha prApta thAya. bhagavadgItAmAM paNa lakhyuM che ke manane kAbUmAM rAkhe te devono paNa deva che. AkAza ane pAtALamAM bhramaNa karanAruM A manane aMkuzamAM rAkhavuM khUba jarUrI che. ane eTale ja derAsaramAM dAkhala thatAM ja nizihi bolavAnuM kIdhuM. nisipi tamArA manane yAda karAve che ke, ahIMyA derAsaramAM manane bhaTakavA devAnuM nathI. jJAnIoe dareka dharmakriyAmAM AvuM dhyAna rAkhela che. jemake muhapattinA paDilehaNamAM paNa jJAnIoe 50 bola kIdhA. jethI ApaNuM mana dharma-dhyAnamAMthI bIje na jAya. | mana mobAilanA meseja jevuM kAma kare che. jo ApaNe kharAba vicAro manamAM karatA hoie to phelAvo paNa kharAba vicArono ja karavAnA. eTale A mobAIla (manane) svIca opha karavA jevo che. munizrI samayasuMdara "dhobIDA tuM dhoje mananuM dhotIyuM" A

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sajajhAyamAM manarUpI dhotIyAne sArA AlaMbano ApI AtmAne mokSa sudhI lai javAnI vAta suMdara rIte samajAvela che. | mana e nadInA pUranA pANI jevuM che jo tenA upara baMdha bAMdhIye to phAyado meLavI zakIe nahIM to pUra satyAnAza paNa karI zake. e ja rIte manane niyaMtraNamAM rAkho. A mATe manane haMmeza sArA nimittojevA ke satsaMgamAM goThavo. mananI 3 mahattvanI zaktio che. (1) smRti, (2) kalpanA, (3) ciMtana. A traNe zaktione saMyamamAM rAkhIne jIvIe to te duniyAne jIvavA jevI banAvI de. saMyama na rAkhIe to A ja zaktio aneka samasyAo ubhI karI de che. jemake-(1) smRti eTale ke,yAdadAsta.smRtino upayoga paNa jeTalo jarUrI che teTalo ja karavAno. te ja rIte (2) kalpanA karavAnI paNa eka sImA hovI joIe. mahatvAkAMkSA e paNa kalpanAnuM ja pharajaMda che. (3) ciMtana e paNa sarvazreSTha zakti che. ciMtanane samyadizA prApta thAya to pRthvI upara svarga ubhuM karI zake che.Ama mana eka uttama aMgato che ja. eTale ke agatyanuM aMga che. | mana upara cokI mUkyA pachI khabara paDaze ke, atyAre mana kai sthitimAM che? jo mana upara cokI mUkAya to tenI nabaLI pravRttimAM cokkasa ControlAve che. jenAthI AtmAnuM hita thAya, kalyANa thAya, utthAna thAya, evA dhyAnane prazastadhyAna kahevAya. paraMtu jenAthI mananI malinatA thAya, AtmAnI durgati thAya, adhogati thAya e vA dhyAnane aprazastadhyAna kahevAya. jagatamAM moTA bhAganA (26)

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jIvo durdhyAnamAM sabaDe che. durdhyAnanuM kAraNa mana che. mATe ja kahyuM che mana manuSyALAM vALa vardhamokSasyo manuSyonA karmabaMdha ane mokSa mATe mana ja kAraNarUpa che. eTale ja kahyuM che ke, "jeNe mana sAdhyuM teNe saghaLuM sAdhyuM' manasA vAcA karmaNA... mana-vacana-kAyA eka ja karo...eTale ja mana 'mobAila meseja' nA jevuM ja kAmakare che. ane ApaNe lagabhaga lokone zubha vicAro karatAM azubha vicAro vadhu phelAvIe chIe. ahIMyA paNa svIca opha karavA jevA che. jemake krodha Avyo manamAM paNa tenI sAme kAyA paNa thathare che. ane vacana paNa jema phAve tema bole. kAraNa ke moTe bhAge vacana ane kAyA paNa mananA Adeza pramANe pravarte che. mana sAruM hoya tyAre vacana ane kAyA paNa zubhamAM pravarte che. ane mana jyAre bagaDe che tyAre vacana ane kAyA khoTI dizAmAM pravarte che. mATe jo ApaNe ApaNA samagra jIvanamAM badalAva lAvavo hoya to sau prathama manano badalAva jarUrI che. agara mana na badalAyuM to vacana ane kAyAno badalAva paNa lAMbo Takato nathI. jemake, mAtra kAyA ane vacanathI sAdhanA karo paNa mana nirmaLa na hoya to tenI koi ja kiMmata nathI. kalikAlasarvajJa pUjya zrI hemacaMdrAcAryasUrijIe ''yogasAra'' nAmanA uttama graMtharatnamAM lakhyuM che ke, mana-vacana ane kAyAthI sAdhanA evI rIte karo ke, AtmAnuM utthAna thAya. manane co-pavitra karavuM te paNa agatyanuM che. eTale eka mahApuruSe sajjhAya banAvI che. ''dhobIDA tuM dhoje mananuM dhotIyuM" AtmAnI sauthI najIkano yoga jo koi hoya to te manoyoga che. A manoyogathI ja prazasta ke aprazasta dhyAna Ave che. ane tenA sArA narasA pariNAmo Ave che. A mATe prasannacaMdra rAjarSinI kathA samajavI jarUrI che. 27

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bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmI sadehe jyAre A avanItalane pAvana karatAM hatAM tyAranI A vAta che. ekavAra mahArAjA zreNika rAja-parivAra sAthe bhagavAna zrI mahAvIrasvAmInA darzana-vaMdana karavA jai rahyA hatA. te samaye sumukha ane durmukha nAme be sainiko AgaLa cAlatA hatA. baMne potAnA nAma jevA ja lakSaNo dharAvatA hatA. | rAjA prasannacaMdra vairAgya AvavAthI potAnA nAnA bALakane maMtrInA bharose rAjyagAdI para sthApI dIkSita banyA. prasannacaMdrane nAnA bALakano moha paNa na naDyo. koNa jANe ApaNe AvA moha para kyAre jita meLavIzuM ? chevaTe ApaNo moha pAtaLo karavA zAstranA AvA aneka dRSTAMto vicArI zakAya. jemake, dazavaikAlika sUtranI racanA karanAra zaabhavasUri mahArAja sAheba potAnuM bALaka jyAre patnInA garbhamAM hatuM tyAre temaNe potAnI patnIne mUkIne dIkSA lIdhI. vajasvAmInA pitA zrI dhanagirijI mahArAja sAhebe paNa yuvAvasthAmAM ja sunaMdA nAmanI kanyA sAthe mAtA-pitAnA AgrahanA kAraNe lagna karyo, paraMtu jevI sunaMdA garbhavatI thai ke, tarata ja dIkSA lai lIdhI. vacanasiddha upAdhyAya zrI vIravijayajI ma.sA. paNa AvA ja hatA. bhAvanagaranI bAjunA vaTavA gAmanA vatanI, mAtA-pitAnA AgrahathI lagna karyA. ghI laine eka gAmathI AvatA hatA tyAre gAmanA eka mANase khuza khabara ApyA ke, tamAre tyAM putrano janma thayo che. vIracaMdabhAie te mANasane ghIno gADavo ApI dIdho ane kahyuM ke, mArI mA ne A Apajo ane have vacana pUrNa thayuM che mATe vIracaMda dIkSA levA gayo che. vIracaMdabhAi tAjA janmelA putranuM moTuM jovA paNa ubhA na rahyAM, jene vairAgyano bhAva thAya che tene AkhuM jagata ghAsa samAna lAge che. sApa kAcaLI choDIne nikaLe, pachI 28

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pAchuvALIne kyAreya joto nathI. vIrakta AtmAne saMsAra bhAre bhAre lAge che. ane avirakta AtmAne saMsAra bharyo bharyo lAge che. AvA saMsArarasIyA loko deva-devIo pAse doDha page ubhA rahe che. paraMtu prasannacaMdra parama virakta hatAM. teonA mukha para tyAgavRtti prasannatAnA aneka guNo tarI AvatAM hatAM. te doDha page ubhA-ubhA AtApanA lai rahyA hatAM, paraMtu AtmasAdhanA mATe. sumukhanAM momAMthI zabdo sarI paDyAM ke, "kevAM uttama mahAtmA che !" jyAre durmukha tenAM niMdanIya svabhAvanA kAraNe bolyo ke, dhULa paDI emanAM saMyamamAM? A to svArthI kahevAya. nAnAM putrane maMtrInAM bharose mUkI dIdho ane e ja maMtrI nAnA putra pAsethI rAjya paDAvavAnI taiyArI karI rahyo che. A zabda prasannacaMdra rAjarSinA kAne paDyAM. mana to caMcaLa che ene niyamana karavuM paDe ane A mATe ApaNe ja puruSArtha karavo paDe. jo sAruM nimitta maLe to sanmArge caDhI jAya. jyAre nAnakaDuM paNa kharAba nimitta maLe to unmArge paNa caDhI javAya. durmukhanAM A zabdarUpI nimitta maLatAM ja manomana durgAna zarU thayuM. bahArathI kAyA sAdhanAmAM lIna hatI. paraMtu aMdarathI bhayaMkara raudradhyAna cAlu thai gayuM. e ja samaye zreNIka rAjAe bahArathI sAdhanAmAM lIna banelI kAyAne joIne vaMdana ane anumodana kare che. pachI prabhune pUche che ke, prasannacaMdra A samaye AyuSya bAMdhe to kyAM jAya? prabhue kahyuM -sAtamI narake jAya. jo ke zreNika mahArAjA ema vicAre che ke, mArI sAMbhaLavAmAM kaMika bhUla thai lAge che. potAnI bhUla zodhavAno bhAva e ArAdhabhAva che. jyAre sAmAnI bhUla jovAno bhAvavirAdhakabhAva che. Ama chatAM thoDoka samaya gayA pachI zreNika mahArAjAe pharI pUchayuM, bhagavaMta ! prasannacaMdra atyAre jo AyuSya bAMdhe to kyAM jAya? prabhue kahyuM ke, sarvArthasiddha vimAnamAM jAya. zreNika mahArAjA hajI to A badhI muMjhavaNamAM hatA tyAM to dubhino nAda thayo. prabhune pUchatA temane kahyuM ke, rAjarSi prasannacaMdrane kevaLajJAna thayuM che. (29)

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paramAtmA mahAvIra zreNika mahArAjAne have samAdhAna Ape che-ke A badho manano vilAsa che. nAnA paNa nimittone yogya rIte mUlavAya nahIM to sAdhaka kyAMthI kyAM paTakAi jAya te kahevAya nahIM. * durmukhanuM vacana sAMbhaLIne azubha dhyAnamAM caDelA prasannacaMdra manamAM ne manamAM maMtrInA aneka sainikone sukA ghAsanI jema kApavA lAgyA. ane chevaTe ekalA maMtrI jyAre bAkI rahyA tyAre zastro khUTyA eTale have aNIdAra muguTathI emane mAravA ema nakkI thayuM eTale hAtha mAthA upara lai gayA. mAthuM to muMDIta hatuM. basa A ja nimittathI dhyAna badalAyuM. meM A zuM karyuM? sUtelo AtmA jAgI gayo. anubaMdho hajI paDyA nahatA. nikAcita paNa banyA na hatA. have raudradhyAnamAMthI pAchA pharyA. dharmadhyAnamAM thaine zukladhyAnamAM sthira thayA. kramazaH kSapakazreNI mAMDI. ghAtakarmono kSaya karIne kevaLajJAna prApta thayuM. Ama bAhya AlaMbano paNa agatyanA che. A kapALe thatuM tilaka (cAMdalo), sAmAyika, caravaLo AvA bAhya AlaMbano saMskArI AtmAnuM patana thatuM bacAve che. tarata ja AvI vyaktine manamAM thAya ke, aho ! huM to zrAvaka chuM. huM to zrAvikA chuM. A meM zuM karyuM? Ama satsaMga-svAdhyAya bAhya AcAro paNa khUba agatyanA che. jema svAdhyAya-sAmAyika manane khoTA raste jatAM aTakAvI zake che tema galata paribaLo, kharAba nimitto manane khoTA raste lai jai zake che mATe galata paribaLo-nimitto ApavA ja nahIM ane kadAca galata nimitto sAmethI Ave to vadhu sAvadha thaI javuM. Ama rAjarSi prasannacaMdranA dRSTAMtathI ApaNe samajavuM joIe ke, mananA mAdhyamathI AtmA zubhadhyAna kare to AtmA mokSa pAmI zake. ane azubha dhyAna kare to te adhaHpatana karAve. AmadhyAna e be dhArI talavAra che. dhyAna mATe paNa anukULatAno rAga ane pratikULatAno dveSa choDo kAraNa ke te durgAnano pAyo che. A kAraNe ja dharmakriyAo 30.

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karIne paNa AtmA saMsAranuM ja dhyAna kare che. prabhunA darzana karo ke pUjA karo paraMtu mAMgaNIo to anukULatAnA rAganI ja hoya. jemake, patnIne tAva Avyo hoya to tabiyata sArI thai jAya. Ama saMsArano rAga e durgAnano pAyo che. muktino rAga e sadhyAnano pAyo che. mATe pahelA manane oLakhavuM joIe. manamAM zuM dhamasANa cAle che. A mATe eka prasaMga yAda Ave che eka bhAi derAsaramAM (mULanAyaka zrI munisuvratasvAmI bhagavAna hatA.) khUba suMdara pUjA karatAM hatA. cAMdInA thALAmAM sarasa sugaMdhIdAra kamaLa AdinA phUlo, cAMdInA kaTorAmAM kesara, sarasa naivedya, sarasa zrIphaLa Ama khUba suMdaramAM suMdara dravyo ane prabhunI pUjA khUba suMdara rIte karatA hatA. jyAre emane ema kahevAmAM AvyuM ke Apa ATalI suMdara prabhunI pUjA karo cho, to pUjA karyA pachI sAme upAzrayamAM AcArya mahArAja sAhebanuM suMdara vyAkhyAna cAle che, to Apa jinavANI sAMbhaLavA padhAro. eTale A suMdara prabhu pUjA karanAra bhAi ekadama gusse thaI gayA ke, tamArA vyAkhyAnamAM Akho divasa dIkSA lo. dIkSA levA jevI che. A sivAya bIjI koi vAta hotI nathI. mATe mane vyAkhyAnamAM AvavAnuM kahezo nahIM. kharekhara ahIMyA prazna e che ke, prabhu pUjA paNa karavAnI zenA mATe ? chevaTe to prabhune e ja prArthanA karavAnI che ke prabhu mane cAritrya kyAre maLe? dharmanuM koi paNa anuSThAna karIe. chevaTe lakSya to cAritrya levAnuM ja rAkhavAnuM che. C31.

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kharekhara ! jyAre suMdara prabhupUjA karanArane pUchyuM ke, to tamo A suMdara pUjA zA mATe karo cho? ' chevaTe jANavA maLyuM ke temane saMsAranA sukho mATe zaninI panotI naDatI hatI. mATe teo zrI munisuvratasvAmInI prabhu pUjA suMdara rIte karatA hatA. . ahIMyA dharmakriyAmAM paNa dhyAna saMsAranA sukhonuM che. mATe kriyA amRta banatI nathI. Avo dharma pApAnubaMdhI puNya kadAca Ape paraMtu AtmAnuM kalyANa thatuM nathI. AtmAne guNasthAnake AgaLa lai jato nathI. mAtra pApAnubaMdhI puNya baMdhAve che. eTale AvuM puNya udayamAM Ave tyAre AtmA pAcho pApa ja kare. mATe dharmakriyAmAM saMsAranA sukhonI mAMgaNI kyAreya na karavI. | paraMtu lagabhaga atyAre joie chIe ke, dharmano jaththo vadhyo che. paNa je rIte dharma thAya che. temAM AtmakalyANa sadhAtuM nathI. sAdhanA karIe chIe paNa sAdhya ja bhUlI gayA chIe. sAmAyika karIe chIe paNa samatA rAkhavAnuM vicAratA paNa nathI. cauvisattho karIe chIe paNa guNAnurAgI banatA nathI. vaMdana (vAMdaNA) karIe chIe paNa namra banavAnuM gamatuM nathI. pratikramaNa karIe chIe paNa pApamAM rasa ghaTADatA nathI. kAussagna karIe chIe paNa Asakti ghaTADatA nathI. paccakhANa karIe chIe paNa saMkalpa zakti zIkhatA nathI. Ama upara batAvyA pramANe cha Avazyako karIe pachI te amRtamaya banavI joIe. A mATe koipaNa dharmakriyA na karIe to temAM (1) sthiratA eTale ke dharma eTale ke manamAM caMcaLatA na rAkhavI joIe. (2) te kriyAmAM pUrI zraddhA hovI joIe. (3) te kriyA prasannacitte karavI joIe. veTha (32)

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utAravAnI nathI. (4) kriyA mATe jijJAsA hovI joIe. ane (5) kriyAnuM jJAna meLavavuM joIe. Ama samajIne dharmakriyA karIe to te amRtamaya bane ane AtmAnuM sAcu kalyANa kare che te vicAravuM joIe. ane pachI ene sArA mArge vaLAMka Apavo joIe. jo vaLAMka na ApI zakIe to ApaNe mananAM gulAma chIe. mananA gulAma loko satata du:khI rahe che. indriyonuM zaraNa e duHkhano mArga to che ja. sAthe vinAzano paNa mArga che. mANasa pauSTika paraMtu bhakSya (eTale ke abhakSya nahIM.) evuM bhojana kare to e cAle paNa jIbhane vaza thaine bhojana pAchaLa ghelo bane te khoTuM che. mana para niyaMtraNamAM rAkhavA mATe dhyAna eka adUbhUta AlaMbana che. dhyAna eTale paripUrNa jAgRti. aMdarano eka paNa bhAva, vicAra ke zarIranI eka paNa kriyA behozImAM na thavI joie. je kAMi thAya tenI sAme sajAga rahIne pasaMdagI rahita rIte joyA karavuM enuM nAma dhyAna che. | sAdI bhASAmAM kahIe to vartamAnamAM jIvo e ja meDITezana che. manana badalAya e adhyAtma che. ApaNe ja ApaNAM mananA mAlika chIe. enA badale ApaNe mananAM gulAma thai gayA chIe. ApaNA izAre mana cAlavuM joIe. enAM badale mananAM izAre ApaNe cAlIe chIe. A ja ApaNAM mananI gulAmI. ghaNA loko navakAravALI laine bese ane mana bIjA vicAromAM caDhI jAya. atyAre ahIM beThAM hoya pravacanamAM ane koi potAnI Job para jai Ave (manathI). koi T.V. nI sIrIyalano Flash back joI nAkhe. manane rakhaDavAM javA mATenI ghaNI (33

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bArIo che. ahIM koi mana-gamato zabda sAMbhaLIne rakhaDavAM cAlI jAya. ahIM koI gaMdha Ave ane mana rakhaDavA cAlyuM jAya. eTale ja ciMtako manane pArAnI upamA Ape che. jema pArAne pakaDI zakAto nathI, ema manane paNa pakaDI zakAtuM nathI. (eTale ke sthira karI zakAtuM nathI.) paraMtu manane pArA jevuM ke pavana jevuM caMcaLa mAnI lIdhA pachI hatAza thavAnI jarUra nathI, prayatna jo samajaNa bharyo thAya to pAro paNa pakaDI zakAya che ane pavana paNa pakaDI zakAya che. jema tAva mApavA mATenuM tharmomITara, jemAM pAro keda thayelo che, ane phulAvelA phuggAmAM pavana (havA) keda thayelI che. basa A ja rIte mana paNa samyaka upAyo dvArA pakaDI zakAya che, sthira karI zakAya che. jJAnavimalasUrijIe lakhyuM che ke, prabhu guNagaNa sAMkaLazuM bAMdhyuM - caMcaLa cittaDu tANI re" hA... manane sthira karavuM muzkela che paraMtu azakya to nathI ja. - kAcIMDo kudaratI rIte sAta raMga badalI zake che jyAre mana to aneka viSayo paLavAramAM badalI zake che. hamaNA sudhI yogamAM raheluM mana paLavAramAM bhoga bhogavavA pahoMcADe che. pAMca iMdriyo mAnavImAM vikAra jagAve che ane mana ene AMdhaLo banAvIne doDAve che. | mana krodhI sAme krodha karavA taiyAra thaI jAya che, luccA sAme mana luccAI karavA taiyAra thaI jAya che paraMtu A ja mana dAnavIrane joIne dAna ApavA jaldIthI taiyAra thatuM nathI, vinamrane joIne A ja mana namra banavA taiyAra thatuM nathI kAraNake mana badamAza che. mana upara galata paribaLonI asara jaldI thAya che. ane mATe ja manane jItavA, manane ghaDavA, manane nirmaLa karavAM puruSArtha sAdhanA karavI joie. (34

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A mATe dhyAna khUbaja jarUrI che. emAM paNa dhyAnamAM jo ApaNe ApaNAmAM eTale ke AtmAmAM rata thaI jaIe to Atmika dhyAna kahevAya ane jo AvuM dhyAna paramAtmA pada sudhI laI jAya to te uttama dhyAna che. (dA.ta. zukladhyAna) dhyAna e parivartananI prakriyA che. jo dhyAna karyA pachI ApaNAmAM parivartana na thAya to samajavuM ke dhyAnane badale kaMIka bIju bhaLatuM laIne besI gayA chIe. jIvanamAM jeTalA vikalpo ochA teTaluM jIvana saraLa zAnta ane prasanna. vikalpa rahita jIvana e paNa uttama dhyAna che. eTale ke samabhAva rAkhavo. sAdI bhASAmAM kahIe to cAlaze - phAvaze ane bhAvaze AvI manovRtti rAkhIe to mana zAMta rahe ane jhaghaDo thAya nahIM. dhyAnamAM lIna thavAthI paramAtmA sudhI pahoMcI zakAya che. potAnI jAta (AtmA) sAthe raho te dhyAna ane bIjAnI sAthe raho te vicAra. ApaNe potAnI sAthe rahIzuM tyAre dhyAnamAM lIna thaI zakIzuM. paraMtu bIjAnI sAthe rahevAnA samaye khoTA vicAro Avaze. bIjAnA vicArothI bacavAnI kaLA paNa zIkhavI joIe. atyAranA pravartamAna dhyAno moTe bhAge manovaijJAnika upacAra jevA che. tenAthI manane thoDoka samaya vizrAma maLe che, paNa tene dhyAna kahI zakAya nahIM. kharuM dhyAna to AtmAnA udhvarohaNanuM caramazikhara che. sAmUhika rIte karAtA dhyAnamAM dhyAnanA viSayano kadAca thoDoka IzAro maLe paraMtu dhyAna moTe bhAge vaiyaktika karavAnuM hoya (35)

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Cii, hA che. A mATe dhyAnanAM vibhAgo samajavA paDe, A vibhAgo samajavAM nIcenA cAra dhyAna pahelAM samajavA jarUrI che. 1. ArtadhyAna, 2. raudradhyAna A baMne du-dhdhana kahevAya, aprazasta dhyAna kahevAya ane tedurgati ane saMsAranAM kAraNo che. jayAre 3. dharma-dhyAna, 4. zukla-dhyAna te saMdU-dhyAna kahevAya prazasta dhyAna kahevAya - ane te muktinuM kAraNa kahevAya. dareka dhyAna sAthe 4 muddA vicAravAnAM che. 1.ciMtA - ciMtana karavuM tene ciMtA kahevAya. 2. bhAvanA - ahIMyA ciMtana vAraMvAra karatAM te ciMtanathI bhAvita thavuM, tevI citta sthitine bhAvanA kahevAya. 3. dhyAna - bhAvanA karatAM - karatAM cittanI ekAgra sthiti Ave tene dhyAna kahevAya. 4. anuprekSA eTale dhyAna pachI te sthitine pAchaLathI mANI zakAya te anuprekSA. dhyAnanI pUrNAhuti bAda enI pazcAda avasthA e anuprekSA kahevAya che. bhUkaMpa AvyA bAda jema AphTarazoka Ave che tenI jema dhyAnano uttamottama AsvAda Avato hoya che. - ArtadhyAna-raudra dhyAnane aTakAvavuM hoya to pahelAM ciMtanathI aTakavuM paDe. nabaLo vicAra je miniTe Ave te ja miniTe tene kADhavAno prayatna karavo paDe tene TakavA na devAya - nItizAstramAM paNa kahyuM che ke zatrune ugato ja DAmavo. nabaLA vicAro jene vAgoLavAM game che, tene Arta-raudra dhyAna Ave ja. manane sthira rAkhavuM ane manane zuddha - karavuM e moTAmAM moTI sAdhanA che. - gautama-mahAvIra-buddha vagerenI jema.

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jamIna para kheDUta khAtara ja nAMkhe che, tejAba nahIM. AMkhamAM AMkhanI davA ja nAMkhIye chIe, dhULa nahIM, tijorImAM dhana ja mUkIe chIe, patharA nahIM. - to pachI manamAM sArA vicArane badale nabaLA vicAra (ukaraDA jevA vicAro kema nAMkhIye chIe. ApaNe zarIrane sajAvavA arisAmAM zarIrane tapAsyA karIe chIe paraMtu manane paNa roja tapAsavuM joIe ke mana atyAre kyAM che? duniyAmAM jAta jAtanA zuddhikaraNa plAnsa naMkhAya che paNa mananI zuddhikaraNano plAnTanaMkhAto nathI,je prAthamika AvazyakatA che. mananI caMcaLatAnuM niyaMtraNa e ApaNI sAme sauthI moTo paDakAra che. manane arisA jevuM rAkhavuM, kemerAnA rola jevuM nahIM, arisAmAM koI paNa chApa rahetI nathI tema manamAM paNa ApaNe koI chApa rAkhavI nathI. - jo samyakdarzana joItuM hoya to mana para cokI mUkI Arta ane raudradhyAna TALavuM joIe. vaLI zubha dhyAna emane ema AvI nathI jatAM, A mATe vizeSa lAyakAto pedA thayelI hovI joIe jemake karmanI laghutA, rAga-dveSa Adi doSonI gAMTha chUTI thayelI hoya, AtmakalyANano arthI banelo hoya, viSaya kaSAyane maMda banAvela hoya vigere. saMskAranA khUba rasiyA jIvo kyAreya dhyAna karI zakatA nathI. dhyAna mATe zibiro bharavI anivArya nathI, paraMtu dhyAna mATe saMsArano rAga ghaTI javo anivArya che. manane vaza karavAmAM bAdhaka tattvo krodha - mAna - mAyA - lobha vigere che. A badhA tattvo manane cAre bAju pherave che, sthira thavA detA nathI. dhyAnathI mananI zAMti karatAM, mananI zuddhinuM lakSya rAkhavAnuM che. (37)

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eka ciMtake sAce ja kahyuM che ke dhyAna zIkhavAnuM nathI, dhyAna badalavAnuM che. atyAre bhautika padArtho tarapha mana vaLe che tene badale Atmika dizAomAM manane sthira karo. ane te ja sAcu tathA zubha dhyAna che. dA.ta. IlAcIkumAranuM dhyAna naTaDImAMthI sAdhu tarapha badalAyuM to zubha dhyAne caDyA ane AtmakalyANa sAdhyuM. jJAnI bhagavaMtono A ja upakAra che ke manane sArI jagyAe bAMdhI rAkhavA mATe aneka uttama AlaMbano ApyAM mana kAMI baMdhAIne besI rahe tevuM nathI, tene to satata AlaMbana joIe ja, mATe navapada jevAM uttama AlaMbano manane ApyAM ja karo. jethI durthAna jaldI na Ave. durgAnane bIjI rIte paNa samajAvI zakAya. jemake - je dhyAna AtmAne svabhAvamAMthI vibhAvamAM laI jAya, aMtarmukha dazAmAMthI bahirmukha dazAmAM laI jAya, AtmAnAM vikAsane avarodhIne durgatinuM sarjana kare. tevAM dhyAnane jJAnI bhagavaMto durthAna tarIke oLakhAve che. manane sthira rAkhavuM ane manane zuddha karavuM e moTAmAM moTI sAdhanA. - mithyASTi AtmAo potAnAM mithyAtvI pariNAmanAM AdhAre saMvaranAM kAraNone AzravanAM kAraNo banAvI zake che. Azrava eTale AtmAmAM karmanuM AvavuM. mithyAtva, aviratI kaSAya A badhA AzravanAM kAraNo che. paraMtu AnAthI viruddha samyakdRSTi AtmAo AzravanAM kAraNone potAnAM pariNAmanA AdhAre saMvaranAM kAraNo banAvI zake che. dA.ta. caMDakozIyo pUrvabhavamAM gobhadra nAmano brAhmaNa hato. saMskArathI samRddha hato, buddhino nidhAna hato. lAkho lokone te salAha Apato. tenI salAhathI ghaNAM loko zrImaMta banI gayA hatAM, paraMtu te pote arthanA (paisAnA) anarthathI Darato hato, kAraNa ke paisA kamAvAmAM duHkha che, tenAM rakSaNamAM paNa du:kha che, kharcAI jAya temAM paNa du:kha che, Ama saghaLI rIte paiso du:khane ja ApanAra che. du:khadAyaka - du:kha phalaka ane duHkhAnubaMdhI che. zrI haribhadrasUri ma. sA. e paMca sUtramAM Ano sarasa ullekha karyo che. (38)

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paiso kamAvavA ke meLavavAM loko kevAM valakhAM mAre che? ane 1 paiso maLe tyAre Ama karIza ne tema karIza. AvAM zekhacallInAM vicAro karyA kare che. zekhacallInI vAta sAMbhaLI che? zekhacallInAM gharamAM hAMDalAM kustI karatAM hatAM. thoDI mATI bhegI karIne eka mATaluM banAvyuM. vicAro cAlu thayAM, mATaluM vecIzuM, bIjA mATalAM banAvIza, te paNa vecIza, dukAna kharIdIza, khUba kamAIza, kanyAnAM mAMgAM Avaze, paraNIza, aneka dIkarAo thaze, teo aMdaro aMdara jhaghaDaze, ane teo mArUM kahyuM nahi mAne to temane huM Ama mArIza, Ama mATalAMno chuTTo ghA karyo. mATaluM phUTI gayuM. Ane kahevAya zekhacallI. samajI gayAM? Ane kahevAya arthaviSayaka durbAna ane AthI ja gobhadra brAhmaNane zrImaMtone joIne dayA AvatI. Ama gobhadra - brAhmaNa paisAnAM duHkhonuM niraMtara ciMtana karato paNa prazasta dhyAnathI Ama Azravane saMvaranuM sAdhana banAvato. A ja rIte krodha jevA kaSAyone paNa jJAnIo kahe che te rIte ciMtana kaSAyathI jemake krodha kevo bhayaMkara che ? to A krodha viSayaka prazastadhyAna ja che. AvI ja rIte mAna, mAyA ane lobhanuM prazasta dhyAna karI zakAya? kaSAyonuM jJAna ajJAnarUpa hoya to e aprazasta dhyAna bane ane kaSAyonuM vijJAna thAya to te prazastadhyAna kahevAya. koI paNa padArthanAM thoDAM ghaNAM pAsAno bodha thAya tene jJAna kahevAya ane padArthanAM badhAM ja pAsAMno bodha thAya tene vijJAna kahevAya, mATe kaSAya vagerenuM paNa jo puru vijJAna samajyA hoIe to viSaya ane kaSAyanAM nimitto ApaNane durgAnanAM khADAmAM utAratAM nathI. sAdhanA jagatamAM kevaLa jagatane samajAvavA mATe samajaNanI jhAjhI kiMmata aMkAI nathI. jAtane sudhAravAnI pahelI AvazakyatA che. - hA jAtane sudhAravAnI sAthe, jagatane samajAvavAnuM kAma thatuM hoya to te uttama che. Aje ghaNA kahe che ke "amAre Arta-raudra dhyAna karavuM nathI paNa AjubAjuvALA vAtAvaraNa evuM ubhuM kare che ke amane durgAna AvI ja jAya. Ama AvA loko durbhAna AvavAmAM jAtane javAbadAra mAnavAne badale bIjAne ja kAraNa mAne che. paNa kharekhara 39

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koI nimitta Ape ke na Ape paNa ApaNe jo cittavRttine barobara keLavIe to durdhyAna thatuM aTakI zake. Ama chatAM ghaNAM evuM bole che ke mane patnI evI kaMkAsa karanArI maLI che ke vAte vAte ArtadhyAna karAve che to koI vaLI kahe che ke dIkaro evo mAthAno maLyo che ke Dagale ne pagale durdhyAna karAve che Ama doSa ApaNe kADhyA karIe chIe. A durdhyAnathI bacavAno mArga nathI dareka jIvo judA judA svabhAvavALA che. AvA samaye jAtane kevI rIte keLavavI te jovAno ApaNo adhikAra che jagata ApaNane AdhIna nathI. jagatane sudhAravuM ApaNA hAthanI vAta nathI, ApaNo potAno svabhAva sudhAravo te ApaNane AdhIna che. nadI kyAreya phariyAda nathI karatI ke jamIna khADA, TekarAvALI kema che ? uMcI nIcI kema che ? jevI jamIna hoya temAMthI nadI potAno mArga karI le che, ema ApaNe paNa nadI jevo svabhAva keLavI laIe to durdhyAnathI bacI zakIe. TUMkamAM mana para cokI karIne, mananI samAdhine aMtarAya karatAM Arta ane raudra bhAvothI bacavAnuM che. eka nAmAMkita manovijJAnI Do. rojarse kahyuM che ke moTA bhAganA manorogonuM mULa kAraNa durdhyAna che. sAnaphrAnsiskonA vikhyAta kArDiyolojI Do. phrIDamena ane rojhamene kahyuM che ke ati mahatvakAMkSA, pratispardhA - asaMyamI jIvana - niraMkuza jIvana jIvanArA haMmezA ciMtA - bhaya - krodha - Aveza - tanAva jevA durdhyAnamAM ja rahetA hoya che. ane AvI tanAvagrasta jiMdagIne kAraNe ja hRdayaroganI saMbhAvanA aneka gaNI vadhI jAya che. mATe AvA durdhyAnane samajIne ApaNA jIvanamAMthI dUra karavA prayatna karavo joIe. A mATe pU. zrI vinayavijayajI mahArAjano zAMta sudhArasa tathA pU. umAsvAtIjI mahArAjano prazamarati graMtha vAMcI ne AcaraNamAM utArIe to durdhyAna AvatuM aTakI zake. koInikAcIta 40

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karma udayamAM Ave to vAta judI che. jemake agnizarmA mahAtapasvI hovA chatAM jyAre trIjuM pAraNuM na thavAthI pAcho Avyo tyAre krodha rUpI ArtadhyAna ane raudradhyAna AvavAthI niyANuM karyuM ke " 'agnizarmAno bhavobhavano huM mAranAro thAuM'' ane Ama AvA durgAnane kAraNe potAnA AtmAnuM ahita karI beTho. tenA guru kauDinya ghaNuM samajAvyuM ke sAmAnI bhUla te karmane AdhIna che tuM durgAnane choDIne tArA AtmAnuM ahita thatuM aTakAva. paraMtu agnizarmA krodhanA evA raudradhyAnamAM caDyo ke gurunI vAta paNa mAnI nahIM ane ghaNuM ahita potAnA AtmA mATe karI beTho. ApaNA AtmAnuM ahita aTakAvI zakAya mATe ApaNane AvatA mukhya kaSAyone samajavA che jethI AvA kaSAyo ApaNA jIvanamAM pAtaLA paDe A mATe ApaNe sau pahelA krodha kaSAyane samajIe ane ApaNA jIvanamAM krodhane kADhavAno prayatna karIe. TUMkamAM mananI samAdhine susthira banAvavAmAM aMtarAyabhUta banatAM Arta ane raudra bhAvothI kevI rIte bacavuM te AturapratyAkhyAna graMthamAM samajAvyuM che. graMthakAre, Arta-raudradhyAnane 63 vibhAgamAM vaheMcI batAvyAM che. krodhI mAnavInuM mana moTuM dArUkhAnuM che. temAM eka cInagArI paDatA badhuM ja saLagI jAya che. krodhI mANasanA cittamAM gussAno eka vicAra paNa Ave to teno krodha AsamAne pahoMcaze. mATe jyAM samajaNa ke viveka che tyAM ja zAMti che. jo samajaNa ane zAMti barobara hoya to krodhane dUra karI zakAze ane mananI azAMti paNa dUra karI zakAze. paraMtu A pustakamAM ApaNane vArevAre tathA rojIMdA jIvanamAM ApaNuM ahita kare che, tevA durgAna samajAvela che. puruSArtha karIne A cha durgAnane pAtaLA pADavA che ane samyakadarzana meLavavuM che. AvA hetuthI A pustaka lakhela che. 41

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krodha yAnA dila zikSA krodha e zakti nathI zaktino bagADa che. jIvanamAM jeTalo krodha ocho eTaluM ApaNuM jIvana zAMta banaze. A mATe apekSAne jItavI paDe. apekSAnA tyAgathI ApaNuM jIvana sukhI bane che. jeTalI karmanA siddhAMtamAM zraddhA vadhe teTalo krodha upara kAbu AvI zake. sAmAnA doSa jovAne badale potAnA doSa jotA zIkhIe to jhagaDo thavAno praznanarahe ane krodha Ave ja nahIM. . atyAranA jamAnAmAM loko bhAga-doDa kare che. parigraha vadhAratA ja jAya che jethI khUba ugra banI jAya che. ane te tethI khUba jhaDapathI sAmI vyakti para krodha karI bese che. che. Aje meDIkala sAyansa paNa kahe che ke krodhane kAraNe mANasa hArTa eTekano zikAra bane che. mATe ja ApaNe puruSArtha karIne paNa krodha na Ave tevA prayatno karavA joIe. zarIranuM nukazAna karatAM AtmAnI behAlI sarjanAra A krodha che, tene dUra karavA ApaNe sattva pragaTAvavuM ja che.

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krodha dhyAna kaDavA phaLa che krodhanAM, jJAnI ema bole, rIsataNo rasa jANIne - haLAhaLa tole. krodhe kroDa pUravataNuM, saMyama phaLa jAya, krodha sahita tapa je kare, te to lekhe na thAya kaDavA phaLa che krodhanA. sAdhu ghaNo tapiyo hato dharato mana vairAgya, ziSyanA krodha thakI thayo - caMDakauziyo nAga. Aga uThe je ghara thakI - te paheluM ghara bALe, jaLano joga jo navI maLe to pAsenuM prajALe. krodha taNI gati ehavI, kahe kevaLanANI, hANa kare je hetanI, jALavajo ema jANI. udayaratna kahe krodhane kADhajo gaLe sAhI, kAyA karajo nirmaLI-upazamarase nAhI. 44 kaDavA phaLa... kaDavA phaLa che... kaDavA phaLa che... kaDavA phaLa che... kaDavA phala che krodha... pU. udayaratnasUrie upara mujabanI sajjhAyamAM krodha viSe ghaNI samaja Apela che. jo mAtra uparanI krodhanI sajjhAyanI sAcI saMvedanA laIe eTale ke sAcI samaja meLavIe to krodha kharekhara pAtaLo paDe temAM bemata nathI.

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krodhane ghaNA loko zakti mAne che. ghaNA kahe che ke karmacArIo upara - jo gusso karIne vAta karIe to teo bhayathI paNa kAma kare che paraMtu kharekhara prema e mahAna zastra che. krodha e zakti nathI paNa zaktino bagADache. ApaNe krodha viSe tAtvika vAta samajIe te pahelA keTalAka laukika sAcA banelA udAharaNo joIe. eka 82 varSanA mAjI maraNa pathArIe hatA. eka pU. sAdhu nirdhAmaNA karAvavA gayA. pU. sAdhue kahyuM ke mAjI have badhAne khamAvI do. tyAre mAjIe kahyuM ke huM badhAne khamAvuM chuM paNa vaceTa dikarAne khamAvatI nathI. kAraNake e nakhkhodiyAnuM mAre moM paNa jovuM nathI. Ama jIMdagInA AkharI zvAsamAM paNa jIvananA verajhera ane badalAnI gAMTha vadhune vadhu majabUta banAve che. sAcI kSamA e jIvanano AnaMda che. hRdayamAM verajhera hoya to koI paNa dhArmika kriyA, AdhyAtma banatI nathI. kSamA e aneka guNonI kukSI che. kSamAthI veranI gAMTha chUTe che. zeraDImAM jyAM gAMTha hoya tyAM rasa hoto nathI. AthI ja jyAM gAMTha che tyAM saMbaMdho nIrasa banI jAya che. jyAM krodha che, tyAM kleza thAya che. kSamA e dharma anuSThAnano mApadaMDa che samatAthI khabara paDe ke dharma keTalo pacyo che. kAzImAM eka saMnyAsI rahetA hatA. gaMgAnadImAM snAna karI pUjApATha karavA jatA hatA. pote cokhAI ane pavitratAnA khUba AgrahI hatA. eka divasa snAna karIne jatA hatA, ne tyAM ja eka cAMDALa athaDAI gayo. saMnyAsI krodhe bharAyA. bolyA ke AMdhaLo chuM, joIne cAlato nathI, have mAre pharI (45)

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snAna karavuM paDaze. cAMDALe hAtha joDIne mAphI mAMgI. pachI have vAta rahI snAnanI. Apa to snAna karo ke nA karo paraMtu mAre to cokkasa snAna karavuM ja paDaze. saMnyAsIe Azcarya sAthe pUchyuM tAre snAna kema karavAnuM? to cAMDALe kahyuM ke Ape je mArA para krodha karyo che to cAMDALa nahIM mahAcAMDAla che ane ApanA krodhe mane sparza karyo che, mATe mAre snAna karavuM paDaze. saMnyAsInuM mAthuM zaramathI jhukI gayuM. have ApaNe krodhane tAtvIka rIte samajIe. krodhanA kAraNe utpanna thatuM dhyAna athavA krodhane utpanna karatuM dhyAna athavA krodhane uttejIta karatuM dhyAna te krodhadhyAna kahevAya che. jene dhamadhamATa vadhAre hoya tene A dhyAna hoya. dhamadhamATabe prakAranAM hoya. keTalAMkano khullo hoya, keTalAkanA mAyAthI DhAMkelo dhamadhamATa hoya. je vyaktinAM jIvanamAM, jeTalI apekSA vadhAre hoya teTaluM vadhAre krodhadhyAna Ave. apekSAo aneka prakAranI hoya. jemake khAvApIvAnI, haravA-pharavAnI, mAna-meLavavAnI, potAnuM kahyuM karAvavAnI, badhAnuM dhyAna potAnA tarapha kheMcavAnI paNa apekSA hoya che. A apekSA pUrI na thAya eTale arUci, aNagamo thAya. e vakhate hatAzA ke nirAzAthI je bolAya ke vicArAya te krodhadhyAna che. mATe apekSAone jItavAno nakkara prayatna karavo paDe. krodhanuM bIja ja apekSA che. sArUM jIvana, zAMta jIvana, pavitra jIvana jIvavuM hoya to apekSAne jItavI ja joIe. A mATe eka mAsTara maMtra che bolo ApuM ? "mAre kAMI joItuM nathI ane mAro koI zatru nathI." apekSAnAM tyAgamAMthI sukhanAM jharaNAM nIkaLI paDe che. jIbha krodhane sAtha na Ape to jIvananA aDadhA jhagaDA patI jAya. krodhadhyAna jene hoya tene potAnI bhUla na dekhAya - paNa sAmAnI ja bhUla dekhAya. krodhane kAraNe moTe bhAge raudradhyAnanI 4i6)

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saMbhAvanA vadhI jAya che. krodhano udaya thavo e alaga che ane krodhane kartavya mAnavuM te alaga che. krodhanI sAthe jyAre abhimAna bhaLe tyAre moTe bhAge krodha bahAra dekhAya ane krodhanI sAthe jyAre mAyA bhaLe tyAre moTe bhAge krodha bahAra dekhAto nathI. krodha akartavya lAge ane krodhane jItavAnuM mana thAya. eTale te apekSAone jItavAno prayatna kare. jemake hasabanDa-vAipha, jyAre zAMti hoya tyAre nakkI kare ke jene gusso Ave tyAre bIju pAtra mauna rahe. strI jyAre koInI hAjarImAM doSa batAve eTale pote harTa thAya. temAMthI krodha Ave che. puruSono mela igo haNAya che tyAre gusso kare che. meM tamane leTa Tarna mAravAnuM kahyuM, paNa tame mAnyA nahIM ane krodha zarU thai jAya che. krodha jItavA navakAra maMtrano sahAro lo, tattvano abhyAsa karo. bhagavaMtanAM darzana karo. uttama bhAvanAthI manane bhAvita karo, sadguruno samAgama karo. bhUtakALanAM mahApuruSo jevAM ke gajasukumAra, khaMdhakamuni vagerene yAda karo. khuda mahAvIra paramAtmAnAM jIvanamAM aneka upasargo AvyAM chatAM paramAtmA zAMta, prazAMta ane upazAMta ja rahyAM. kalpasUtranI TIkAmAM paNa lakhyuM che ke krodhe bhagavAnane kahyuM ke ahIMyA mArI jarAya jarUra nathI. | tapasvI to krodhI kyAreya na hoya, kAraNa ke tapa eTale icchAno nirodha. jene icchAne jItI che. te krodhane paNa jIte ja. Aje tapasvIonI besaNAM, ekAsaNAM ke AyaMbilamAM keTalI vastuonI mAMgaNI hoya che? ApaNAmAM krodha dhyAna na Ave e mATe anya rIte paNa vicArI zakAya. jemake, tamArI pAchaLa tamAruM koI nabaLuM bole, to ( 47

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te vakhate vicAravAnuM ke, mArAM potAnA pApano udaya che, sAmo mANasa to nimitta che. Avo vicAra Ave to krodhadhyAnathI bacI zakAya. jo ApaNo pApodaya cAlu na hoya to koI ApaNo vALa paNa vAMko na karI zake. karmane AdhIna duHkhanAM prasaMgo to Ave ja paNa dharmano rasiyo te prasaMgane duHkharUpa na mAne. te jANe che ke, 'baMdha samaye citta cetIe udaye zo saMtApa -' eTale krodha karatI vakhate dhyAna rAkhavAnuM hatuM, have jyAre karelA karmano udayakALa Ave tyAre saMtApa karyA sivAya zAMtithI sahana karI karmanirjarA karavI. eTale jo du:khane zAMtithI sahana karo to du:kha e AtmAne cokhkho karavAnuM nimitta gaNAya che. kumArapALa mahArAjAne jhera apAyuM. tenI jaDIbuTTI bhaMDArI lAvI na zakyo to paNa kumArapALa mahArAjA bhaMDArI upara gusse na thayA ane pApano udaya samajI krodhe na bharAyA. eka rUmamAM 10 jaNa sUtAM hoya rAtre sApa Avyo. daravAje sUtelAMne na karaDe ane 10mI pathArIe jeno pApodaya hoya tene karaDI jAya, bolo AvuM bane ke na bane? koI pAMcame mALethI paDe ane bacI jAya ane jeno pApodaya hoya te rastA para cAlato hoya barobara enI upara ja pelo paDe, raste cAlanAro marI jAya, bolo AvuM bane ke na bane? pApano udaya hoya to sago dIkaro ke patnI paNa zatru bane ane pApano udaya na hoya tyAre zatru paNa AvIne tamAruM kAma karI jAya. karmane AdhInadu:khanA prasaMgo to Ave ja, paNa dharmano rasiyo te prasaMgane duHkharUpa na mAne tene khabara ja hoya ke 'baMdha samaye citta cetIe udaye zo saMtApa"

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karmanA siddhAMto samajIe-jIvanamAM utArIe to ApaNuM mana zAMta bane che. jo ApaNo puNyodaya jAgato hoya to ApaNuM koI kazuMye bagADI zakatuM nathI. puNya baLavAna hoya ane puNyamAM zraddhA kevI rAkhI zakAya tenuM eka udAharaNa ApuM. eka puNyavAna zeThane jyotiSIe kahyuM ke, tamAro mahinA mATe jabaradasta puNyodaya cAle che zeThe tenI khAtarI karavAno vicAra karyo. eTale rAjAe sabhA barakhAsta karI pachI badhA zeThiyA namaskAra karavA gayA te vakhate zeThe rAjAno mugaTa namaskAra karavAnA samaye pADI nAMkhyo, rAjAne potAnuM apamAna karanAra zeThane daMDa karavA talavAra kADhI paraMtu te ja vakhate mugaTamAMthI jherI nAno sApa bahAra AvI rahyo hato. eTale tarata ja zeThe - rAjAne kahyuM ke, Apane cetavavAno samaya na hato mATe meM mugaTa pADI nAMkhyo. rAjAe talavAra mAravAne badale zeThanuM sanmAna karyuM. AnuM ja nAmapuNyodaya. e ja rIte tame koIkane kAMIka kahyuM ane tamAruM ene mAnyuM nahi to krodha na karatAM, tame koIne kAMI kaho, ane te svIkAre to emAM paNa tamAruM puNya joIe. eTale ApaNane je sukha maLe che, AvakAra maLe che, ApaNuM kahyuM loko mAne che te ApaNAM puNyodayanAM kAraNe. bhalabhalA jJAnI hoya paNa puNya na hoya to temanuM pravacana lokone na paNa game. - IrSAnA saMskAro paDyAM hoya tyAre nAnakaDAM nimittamAMthI paNa krodhadhyAna zarU thaI jAya. dA.ta. siMhaguphAvAsI muninuM koSa vezyAne tyAM AvatuM comAsuM karavAnAM vicAro eTale vaccenAM 8 mAsa 29

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kohaM jhANe" cAluM. krodha Ave eTale tAkAta paNa bamaNI Ave, kAraNake krodha e paNa eka prakAranuM gAMDapaNa ja che, mATe krodha Ave te pahelAM ja tenAM nimittothI bacI javuM. mATe nakkI karo ke mAre koIne nabaLuM nimitta ApavuM nathI. mAre koInAM doSa jovAM nathI, mAre koInI nabaLI vAta sAMbhaLavI paNa nathI. bIjAnI nabaLI vAta sAMbhaLo, to sAmAvALAne nabaLuM bolavAnuM mana thAya ne ? tame sAMbhaLo nahi, TApasI pUro nahi ane mauna ja raho, to sAmo nabaLuM kyAM sudhI bolaze? aMte te paNa thAkIne mauna thaI jaze. keTalIka vakhata ApaNI sAcI vAta paNa vaDIla ke anya koI mANasa svIkAre nahIM to krodhadhyAna na karavuM paraMtu vicAravuM ke (1) vaDIla pratye mane vizvAsa che ke nahi? (2) mArI vAta sAcI ane hitakArI ja che? (3) mane kahevAno e adhikAra che? (4) sAmo svIkAre evuM mAruM puNya che ? (5) sAcI vAta paNa kyAreka kyAMka kevI rIte, kaI bhASAmAM kahevI, tenuM mane jJAna che? kAraNa ke ghaNI vakhata sAcI vAta paNa badhAnI vacce kahevAthI kaThora bhASAmAM kahevAthI, kaSAyane AdhIna thaIne kahevAthI, tamArI sAcI vAta paNa sAmAnA haiyAne asara karatI nathI, dIkaro tamAruM na mAne tyAre paNa te unmArge na caDhe e mATe eka zabda kahevo paDe paNa hRdayamAM to vAtsalya ja hovuM joIe, paNa tene badale dIkarAe mAruM kema na mAnyuM. ane gusso Ave to samajajo ke tamArA mAnabhaMgamAMthI pragaTeluM krodhadhyAna ja che. sApane bajAramAM laIne koNa pharI zake? jene sApane kaMTrolamAM rAkhatAM AvaDe che. e ja rIte je vyakti kaSAyane nAthI zake tene ja kaSAya karavAno adhikAra che. eTale ke mAdhyastha bhAva rAkhatA zIkho. keTalIkavAra mAnamAMthI paNa krodha pragaTe che. huM jeTaluM jANuM chuM, teTaluM koI jANatuM nathI, mane koIe kAMI kahevAnuM nahi, mane badhI (50)

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ja samajaNa paDe che, AvuM mAnanArane jo koI enI bhUla batAve to tarata ja baoNIlara phATe. guru ene samajAvavA jAya to guru upara paNa tUTI paDe, ene eTalI paNa khabara nathI hotI ke sadgurunuM haiyuM to mAnuM haiyuM hoya. gurunAM haiye ziSyanuM hita ja vaseluM hoya. Ama chatAM kyAreka abhimAna, guru upara paNa krodhadhyAna pragaTAve, dA.ta. kulavAlaka muni - ghaNo tapa karatAM paNa kharekhara mAtra bAhyatapa hato. mAna eTaluM badhuM tIvra hatuM ke emanAmAM vinayano chAMTo na hato. emanA guru emanAM hitanI ciMtA karatA hatAM, chatAM ziSyane gurunI Takora gamatI na hatI, ApaNane paNa Akho divasa koI TapAre e game ke paMpALe e game ? atyAre to ApaNane TapAre paNa koNa ? bhUtakALamAM saMyukta kuTuMbo hatAM. mAthe vaDIlo hatAM - bhUla thAya ke tarata teo kahetAM uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM kahyuM che ke guru anuzAsana kare tyAre emanI upara kopa na karavo paNa kSamAnuM sevana karavuM. sAdhanA jIvanamAM potAnAM doSa jovAM. e saphaLatAno pAyo che, ahIMyA mRgAvatIjI ane caMdanabALAjIno dAkhalo vicArI zakAya. potAnA doSa jovAthI kSamApanA karatAM - karatAM baMnene kevaLajJAna thayuM. nimitta koI paNa hoya, samyaka dRSTijIvone e mokSa sudhI laI jAya che, jyAre rAgI ane dveSI jIvone saMsAra vRddhi karAve che. nisaraNI ekanI eka che, jene caDhavuM che, te caDhavA mATe upayoga kare che, ane jene utaravuM che te nIce utaravA mATe teno upayoga kare che. nimitta eka ja hoya, paNa bodha nirmaLa hoya te pagathiyA caDhe che. bodha malina hoya te paDe che. dAkhalA tarIke - jemake huM ema kahuM ke jinezvaranI AjJA che, rAtri bhojana to karAya? sAro jIva - sAru dhyAna karI pApa choDavAno prayatna kare.

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nisaraNI caDhyA. paNa mithyAdaSTi jIva krodha abhimAna karI vAtane judA svarUpe le, e paDyA. ApaNI mULa vAta kulavAlaka muninI hatI. gurunI salAha, tapanAM abhimAnane kAraNe TakaTaka jevI lAgatI hatI, eTale krodha dhyAne caDhyAM, temAMthI raudradhyAne caDhyAM. eTale zilA gabaDAvI gurune mAravAnuM mana thayuM e miniTe gurunAM mukhamAMthI sahaja zabdo sarI paDyAM, ke tArUM strInA nimittathI patana thaze, gurunuM vacana khoTuM pADavAM vastIthI dUra nadInAM kAMThe ugra tapa karatAM hatA. adhiSThAyaka deva prasanna thayAM. A vAta zreNIkanAM putra koNika rAjAnAM vakhatanI che. ceDAM rAjA sAme tene yuddha jAhera karyuM. 12-12 varSathI ghero ghAlyo, killo tUTato nathI. koIkanI salAhathI kulavAlaka munine sAdhavAM, gaNikAne zrAvikA banAvIne mokale che. tIrthayAtrAe nIkaLI chuM. ema kahI nirdoSa gocarIno lAbha Apo. kapaTI lokone vinaya karatAM bahu sarasa AvaDe. nepALAvALA modaka vahorAvI de che. DAyerIyA thAya che. sakhata nabaLAI AvI jAya che, vezyA sevA cAkarI kare che. ema karatAM karatA aMgasparza paNa kare che. muni have gaNikAmAM Asakta thaI gayAM. tapa gayuM, saMyama gayo, ArAdhanA gaI, patana thayuM. guruno drohI kevI patananI gartAmAM paDe che. teno A namuno. have gaNikA, munine koNika pAse lAve che. munisuvratasvAmIno stUpa toDavAnI yojanA kare che. saMsAra poSavAM muni badhuM ja karI chUTe che. saMsAranAM rasiyA mATe koI paNa cIja pUjya hotI nathI. ahIMyA ApaNe zIkhavAnuM e che ke koI upakArI ApaNane kAMI kahe to ema mAnavuM ke A mArI bhUla nahIM batAve to koNa batAvaze ? hita-buddhie temane sAMbhaLavAM tatpara rahevuM. ApaNo 52

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doSa jovo. bIjAnAM doSa, adhikArI banyAM vagara kyAreya nA jovAM to krodha dhyAnamAMthI bacI zakazo. ApaNI bhUla vagara paNa ApaNane kAMIka kahe to premathI sAMbhaLavAnI taiyArI rAkhavI. temAM sAcuM hoya to svIkArI levuM ane bhUlane sudhArI levI, ane khoTI bhUla kADhI hoya to bhale atyAre mauna raho. paNa kadAca bhaviSyamAM na thAya evI jAgRti keLavavI. ApaNe koInAM doSa jovAM nathI ane jAtanAM doSone joyA vagara rahevuM nathI. bIjAe zuM karavuM joIe ene badale mAre zuM karavuM joIe ? e ja vicAravuM che. siddhAMto pratye sAcI zraddhA pragaTe eTale ApoApa satva AvI jAya. dA.ta. mayaNAsuMdarI mAnatI ke bhagavAne kaheluM tattva kyAreya khoTuM na hoya. prazasta krodhamAM mana ThaMDuM joIe, ekAMte hitanI bhAvanA joIe. AzritonuM ghaDatara karavAM mATe, mithyA-matanuM khaMDana karavAM mATe prazasta kaSAya karavo paDe, paraMtu te pALelAM kutarAM jevo hovo joIe. mULa vAta para AvIe to krodhane khatma karavo hoya to satvane pragaTAvavuM paDaze ane e mATe apekSAone khatama karavI paDaze. AvI aneka jJAnInI vAto ApaNe vicAravI joIe. vyastatA, vyagratA, ugratA ane visaMvAditA A cAra ApaNI jiMdagInA mahArogo che ane te kAraNe ja krodhadhyAna jevA ghaNA durgAnanA zikAra ApaNe banIe chIe. - saMkaleza na hoya tyAre paNa savAre bapore ane sAMje Ama traNeya samaye cAra zaraNano svIkAra, duSkRtanI gaha ane sukRtanI (53) C

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anumodanA karavI joIe ane saMkaleza hoya tyAre vAraMvAra pharI pharI A traNe kriyA karavI joIe. - krodha kevo bhayaMkara che. bhalabhalA sAdhu paNa AvezanI nabaLI paLomAM uttamabhAva gumAvI bese che. jevA ke aMdhakasUri : jyAre bALamunine ghANImAM pIlAtA jue che tyAre AvA mahAna AcArya paNa pAlaka maMtrI upara krodha karI beThA ane niyANuM karyuM ke 'maMtrIno huM bhavobhavano mAranAro thAuM." to he prabhu! A krodha mArA jevAne kaI patananI khAImAM laI jaze? TUMkamAM AvA krodhane pAtaLo karavA aneka pagalA laI zakAya. (1) (3) (4). apekSAo zakya teTalI ochI rAkhavI. IrSAbhayaMkara che mATe teno tyAga karavo. abhimAna zenA mATe karuM? zakya teTalo puruSArtha karavo joIe. krodha Ave tyAre tene kAbumAM levA zakti (puruSArtha) phoravavI paDe. karmanA siddhAMtamAM zraddhA rAkho. gusse thayA vagara, Ama paNa banI zake. karmanacAve -tema nAcavuM paDe. darekamAM potAnI bhUla jovAnI manovRtti keLavo. krodha Ave tyAre navakAra maMtrano sahAro lo. krodha Ave tyAre bhagavAnanA darzana karavA jAo. krodha Ave tyAre gurunuM AlaMbana lo, te tamane bacAvI leze. (6) (8)

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(10) krodha Ave tyAre sadvAMcananuM AlaMbana lo. (11) krodha Ave tyAre mahApuruSone yAda karo. jemake khaMdhakamunie kevuM sahana karyuM hatuM. AvuM sahana to mAre nathI karavAnuM to huM krodha zA mATe karuM? (12) mauna dhAraNa karo. jhagaDo thavAnI sthitimAM sAmo game teTaluM bole, tame mauna dhAraNa karazo to jhagaDo vahelo patI jaze. (13) krodha Ave tyAre sAmAyikalaIne besI javuM. (14) krodhanA prAyazcitta tarIke samyakatapa karo. (15) kaThora bhASA vAparavI nahIM. nAgarbhita saumya bhASAno vivekapUrNa upayoga karo. (16) mAdhyasthabhAvamAM rahetA zIkho. thoDAka udAsIna eTale ke upekSAvALA bano. upekSA e kyAreka amRta che. (17) bIjAne sudhAravAne badale ApaNe sArA thaI javuM ane ApaNe ja sudharavuM, evo prayatna karavo. Amakrodha jevA kaSAyane pAtaLo paNa karIzuM to samatA maLaze ane mana zAMta raheze. (55

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mAnayAnA hita zikSA ahaMkAra e ghaNA dUSaNonuM mULa che. khAsa karIne vinaya ane sadAcArathI dUra karanAra A ahaMkAra ja che. ahaMkArane nAthavA mATe suguru ane sAcA vaDIlanI salAha-temanI vAta manathI sAMbhaLI tenA para yogyavicAra karavo joIe. koI paNa ApaNane siddhi maLI to temAM "huM" no bhAva na rAkhatA, mArA deva guru vaDIla ane mArA puNyano prabhAva che AvI vAta jaDabesalAka hRdayamAM rahevI joIe to ApaNane maLatI siddhi vakhate ApaNe chakI nahIM jaIe. upAdhyAya padanI ArAdhanA karI vinaya guNa AtmasAt karavAnI bahu jarUra che. abhimAna Ave tyAre vicAravu ke rAjA rAvaNanuM abhimAna paNa rahyuM nathI to huM zA mATe abhimAna karuM?

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mAnavAnI krodhadhyAnanI sAthe najIkano saMbaMdha jo koIno hoya to te mAnano che. mAna eTale abhimAna - ahaMkAra, huM kAMIka chuM, mane badhI ja khabara paDe che, mArAmAM akkala che, mArI noMdha levAvI joIe, mane AvakAra Apavo joIe. A badhAM mAnadhyAnanAM rUpo duniyAmAM rUpiyA vagara kAMI ja kiMmata nathI, ane e rIte mAna meLavavAM rUpiyA kamAvavAno vicAra e paNa mAnadhyAna che. bhaNyAM vagara duniyAmAM kAMI kIMmata nathI ane e rIte bhaNavuM e paNa mAna - dhyAna. (selIbrITI) rUpa na hoya to duniyAmAM ApaNI Personality na paDe, ane e mATe tasatasatuM rUpa khIlI uThe ane e mATe zarIrane maintain karavAno bhAva A badhuM ja mAna-dhyAna. mAna-dhyAna vALAne mAna-maLe eTale bhAI-sAheba cAra AMgaLa addhara cAle. ahIMyA pravacanamAM Ave toya badhAMne oLaMgIne AgaLa besavAM joIe, khabhA uMcA rAkhIne ja phare, chAtI bahAra kADhIne ja cAle, potAnAM mATe bahuvacanano prayoga kare, hukamanI bhASAmAM ja bole, vAte vAte potAnI prazaMsA kare, pAvalI vApare toya teno dekhADo kareetc. A badhAM ja mAnanAM rUpo che. bIjAne anukULa thavAmAM je ADo Ave che te paNa ahaMkAra. ahaMkAra e evuM jhera che ke je jIvanane khatama karI nAMkhe che chatAM khabara paNa paDavA deto nathI. kensara to eka bhava bagADe che ahaMkAra bhavobhava bagADe che.

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kartApaNAno ahaMkAra e ja badhA dUSaNonuM mULa che. kalikAlasarvajJazrIe yogazAstramAM kahyuM che ke mAna, vinayano, zrutano, sadAcArano ghAta kare che. mAnathI viveka naSTa thato jovA maLe che, kAraNake abhimAnI puruSa aMdha jevo banI jAya che. AvA mAnanAM ATha rUpo batAvI zakAya. (1) jAtinuM mAna -jemake ame ozavAla chIe. (2) lAbhanuM mAna-jemake mAro dIkaro bahu moTo DokTara thayo che. (3) kULanuM mAna - jemake, marIcIe potAnAM kULanuM mAna karyuM to nIcagotra karma bAMdhyuM. haribhadrasUrinI 'samarAi kahA'mAM Ave che ke vibhAvavasue kuLanuM abhimAna karyuM ane dhobInI nIca jAta kahI dhobInuM apamAna karyuM, to keTalA bhava sudhI nIcagotra maLyuM. (4) moTAInuM mAna -jemake mArI pAse bahu saMpatti che. (5) baLanuM mAna-mArAM bAvaDAMnI tAkAta teM joInathI. (6) rUpanuM mAna-mAruM rUpa apsarA jevuM che. (7) tapanuM mAna - aThThAIto huM ramatAM ramatAM karI nAMkhyuM. (8) jJAnanuM mAna - mArAM viSayamAM mane koI pahoMcI na zake. bhagavatI sUtramAM to mArI mAsTarI. kharekhara to jJAnI namra hovo joIe. - je je bAbatane laIne abhimAna karAya te bAbato bhaviSyamAM cUna maLe che. eno paNa amuka rasoI banAve tyAre ema bole ke lApasI banAvavAnI mArI mAsTarI to A * paNa mAdhyAna che.

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A abhimAnane kaMTrola karavAM sAco guru ke vaDIlanI paNa khUba jarUra che. kAraNa ke sAcA guru vaDIla vakhANa karavAne badale tamArI bhUla kADhe. tame aThThAI karI hoya, dAna paNa ApatA hoya gurunI vaiyAvacca karatAM hoya to paNa guru kahe che ke, haju rAtribhojana kema karo cho ? ATalo badho krodha sAro nahIM. Ama guru kaDakAI kare e game ke pITha thAbaDe e game? guru kevA joIe tamAre guru ApaNane ApaNI bhUla batAve to mAnajo ke tame puNyazALI cho, e paNa je divasa bhUla jovAM chatAM guru ke vaDila ApaNane kAMI na kahe, to mAnajo ke ApaNuM bhAgya paravAryuM. gurunAM haiyAmAM ziSya vasyA te guru kRpA che, paNa ziSyanAM haiyAmAM guru vasyAM to utkRSTa guru kRpA cho ema mAnajo. dA.ta. droNAcArye arjunane vacana ApyuM ke tArA jevI dhanurvidyA koIne nahIM Ama arjunane gurukRpA maLI pachI tenI sAme ekalavya jaMgalamAM gayo. tene gurumUrti banAvI, haiyAmAM sthApI. dhanuvidyA arjuna karatAM paNa savAI zIkhyo, kAraNake guru pratye zraddhA ane samarpaNa hatuM. ekalavyane abhimAna hatuM nahIM. vinayadharma AtmasAt karavAthI vidyA pUrNa rUpe utarI. ahIMyA mUrtipUjA ApaNA jIvanamAM keTaluM baLa Ape che ane zA mATe bhagavAnanI mUrtinI pUjA karIe chIe tenA purAvA tarIke A ekalavyano dAkhalo vicArI zakAya. mAna kaSAya sAdhanAmAM atyaMta bAdhaka che, mATe dareka sAdhake mAnane toDavuM jarUrI che, A mATe jainazAsanamAM upAdhyAya pada batAvyuM che, temanI upAsanAthI vinayanI prApti thAya che, ane vinaya na Ave to mAnanuM dhyAna cAlyA ja kare. duniyAmAM game teTalAM moTAM thAva paNa namra rahetA zIkhavAnuM che. mA-bApa ke gurU pAse namelAM ja rahevAnuM che. Aje to keTalAMka potAnI moTAI batAve, ( 600

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A mArI marsIDIjha gADI leTesTa che A mAruM ghara 4 ekaranuM leTesTa che. khUba mahenata karI che, kALI majUrI karIne zUnyamAMthI A moTAM sAmrAjyanuM sarjana karyuM che. Ama ThassAthI bole ane bolatAM chAtInAM se.mI. vadhe. A paNa mAna-dhyAnanuM pariNAma che. to vaLI koIka amArI pAse potAnAM tapanI prazaMsA kare, huM upavAsa to ramatAM ramatAM karI lauM, 4varSItapa karyA, ane aThThAIto gaNI ja nathI, dara -varSe karuM ja chuM. keTalAMka vaLI amArI pAse AvIne potAne mahAjJAnI mAne che ane manAve, ahIMnA lokala regyulara klAsa huM ja lauM chuM, tattvArtha sUtra bhaNAvuM chuM. bIjuM ghaNuM badhuM kahI de Ama adhUro ghaDo vadhAre chalakAya emaamAre mAnavuM paDe. sAcA jJAnIne jJAnanuM abhimAna kyAreya hotuM nathI. pU. upAdhyAyajI mahArAje seMkaDo graMtha ratno racyAM che chatAM vAta nIkaLI tyAre vinamra bhAve kahyuM ke, " "akSaro bhegAM thayAM, temAMthI zabdo banyAM, zabdo bhegAM thayAM vAkyo thayAM, vAkyo bhegAM thayAM zloka banyAM, zloka bhegAM thayAM graMtha banyo, AmAM meM zuM karyuM? meM to je hatuM, enuM saMyojana karyuM. A badhuM tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnuM ja sarjana che. ApaNe ApaNAM puNyodayanI jagyAe ApaNI jAtane goThavIe chIe e paNa abhimAna che. puNyodaya zAthI pedA thayo? arihaMtonI AjJAnuM jANe ajANe pAlana thayuM, emAMthI Ama ekeka ( 61

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vastune yogya rIte mUlavatAM AvaDe to mAna - dhyAnathI bacI zakAya, ghaNI vAra mAna meLavavAM mAyA paNa kare. emAM saphaLatA na maLe eTale krodha Ave. mAnanI AgaLa pAchaLa mAyA, lobha ane krodha beThAM ja che. jene sArAM banavuM che, tene mAyA karavAnI kyAMya jarUra nathI. jene sArA dekhAvuM che tene mAyA karyA vinA cAle nahIM. dareka sthAne potAnuM varcasva jamAvavAno prayatna kare. A paNa mAyAdhyAna che. kaSAyone jItavAM umAsvAtijInuM prazamarati, haribhadrasUrijInuM samarAiccakahA ane siddharSi gaNinuM upamiti bhavaprapaMcA tathA munisuMdarajInuM adhyAtmakalpadruma AvAM graMtho vAraMvAra vAMcavAM ane ciMtana karIne jAtane sudhAravAno prayatna karavo joIe. A mAnane jJAnIoe vRkSanI upamA ApI che. vRkSa TaTTAra hoya tema mAna paNa TaTTAra hoya che. mAnarUpI vRkSane jaDamULathI ukheDavuM jarUrI che, enAM mATe nadIno dhasamasato pravAha joIe. namratA, vinaya vinA sAdhanAnI zarUAta zakya nathI. vinaya zAsananuM mULa che. darzana, jJAna, cAritrya ke tapamAM paNa vinaya joIe. mAnanI sajjhAyamAM kahyuM che ke, ''mAne vinaya na Ave, vinaya vinA vidyA nahIM, to kimasamakita pAve, samakita vinA cAritrya nahIM, to kima lahIe mukti.' Ama mokSanuM mULa vinaya che. uttarAdhyana sUtramAM paNa paheluM ja adhyayana vinayanuM mUkyuM che. ahIMyA zrI udayaratnasUrijIe mAnanI sajjhAyamAM mAna viSe TUMkamAM ghaNuM badhuM kahI dIdhuM che. 62

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're jIva mAna nakIjIe, mAnevinaya na Ave, vinayavinAvidyA nahIM, tokimasamakita pAve, re jIva mAna na kIjIe, samakita vinA cAritrya nahIM, cAritryavinA nahIM mukti, muktinA sukha che zAzvatA, to kemalahIe jukti, re jIva mAna na kIjIe, vinayavaDo saMsAramAM, guNamAM adhikArI, mAne guNa jAye gaLI, prANI jo jo vicArI, re jIva mAna na kIjIe, mAna karyuM jo rAvaNe, te to rAme mAryo, dUryodhana garve karI, aMte savihAryo, re jIva mAna na kIjIe, sukA lAkaDAMsArikho, duHkhadAyIe khoTo udayaratana kahe mAnane, dejo dezavaTore, re jIva mAna na kIjIe, 63

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Ama vinaya guNa e maulika guNa che te bIjA aneka guNonI janmadAtrI samI banI rahe che. jenAmAM sahaja vinaya Ave tenAmAM Aje nahIM to kAle tamAma guNo pragaTe ja paraMtu vinaya saMsAranA svArtha mATeno na hovo joIe. mAnadhyAnathI bacavAM ApaNI AMkha sAme mahApuruSone lAvavAM jarUrI che, jemake kayAM abhaya kumAranI buddhi ane kyAM mArI buddhi kyAM ? sanatakumAranuM rUpa ane kyAM mAruM rUpa ? kyAM bAhubalInuM baLa ane kyAM mAruM baLa? kyAM zAlibhadranI saMpatti ane kyAM mArI ? huM zenuM mAna karuM chuM? ghaNAM zrImaMto potAnI bAjumAM jI - hajUrIyAM rAkhe. jI hajUrIyAM zrImaMtanA vakhANa kare. pachI kahe ke A to bhAI guNAnurAgI che eTale bole. A mAyApUrvakano mAna kaSAya. mAna - meLavavA mATenAM dhamapachADA, padmazrI jevA evorDa (mAna levA) mATe jAta jAtanA polITIksa rame. mAna - maLyAM bAdanI chAkaTAI ane mAna ghavAyA bAdanI chaTapaTAhaTa A badhuM mAnadhyAnanuM tophAna che. | mAnadhyAnane oLakhavuM agharuM che. ghaNIvAra sAmAnya saMyogomAM ema lAge ke ApaNe dharmanAM kAryo karIe chIe. jemake dAna ApIe chIe, tapa karIe chIe, jJAna meLavIe chIe, paNa jo sAce ja aMtarmukha banIe to khyAla Ave ke aMdarakhAne mAna kaSAyane ja poSatAM hoIe mATe jJAnIoe batAvelI vAtone dhyAnamAM laIne abhimAnane dUra karavA prayatna zIla banavuM joIe 64.

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mAyA dayAnA hita zikSA satyano haMmezA jaya thAya che. mATe satyanA AgrahI banavuM. je jUThano Azaro le che tene mAyA karavI ja paDe che. Aje lagabhaga badhAne sArA dekhAvuM che. paNa kharekhara sArA mANasa banavAnI jarUra che. jo ApaNe sArA mANasa ja chIe to tene dekhADavAnI jarUra rahetI ja nathI. duniyA Aje ke kAle tamane sArA mANasa tarIke yAda karaze. mATe haMmezA saraLa banavAnI jarUra che. saraLa mANaso moDA yA vahelA duniyAmAM prazaMzAne pAtra bane che mAyA karavAthI dharma karIne paNa AtmAnuM ahita karIe chIe mATe mAyAno tyAga karo. marUdevA mAtA saraLatAnA guNathI ja jaldI moze pahocyA. mATe ApaNe mAyA choDI saraLa banavuM jarUrI che.

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mAyA dayAna mAyA bolo, chaLa bolo, kapaTa, ramata, prapaMca, daMbha, paoNlIsI, hoMziyArI, A badhAM ja mAyAnAM prakAro che. jyAre dunyavI hetu siddha karavAM hoya, tyAre je ADA avaLAM rasto apanAvAya che te mAyAdhyAna che. ane mRSAvAda bIju pApasthAnaka che. koIne jamADavAnA che, paraMtu tamAre jamADavA nathI, to sIdhu na kahe, khoTA bahAnA kADhe. pravacanasAroddhAra graMthamAM mAyAvI vyaktino parIcaya ApatAM jaNAvyuM che ke, mAyAvI potAno doSa chupAve, bIjAnAM guNone DhAMke, coranI jema badhe zaMkA rAkhato phare eTale ke e zuM kare che enI koIne khabara paDavA na de. mAyAvIo satata bIjAMne ramADavAno, chetaravAnAM ja vicAro karato. hoya sIdhu juThuM bolavuM e mRSAvAda bIju pApa sthAnaka. mAyAvIne jeTalo asatyano Azaro levo paDe, eTalo bIjA koine levo na paDe. eTale ja mAyA mRSAvAda e sattaramuM svataMtra pApasthAnaka che. mAyApUrvaka jUThuM bolavuM te ja mAyA - mRSAvAda - jyAre mAyA pote paNa AThamuM pApasthAnaka che. mAyA suMvALI che. gamI jAya tevI che, jaldI na dekhAya tevI che. mATe ja tenAthI khUba ja sAvaceta rahevuM. mAyA svayaM paNa na oLakhAya, ane mAyA sAthe rahelA mAyAne Azare rahelAM krodha, mAna ane lobhane paNa na oLakhavA de. sIdhA mANasono jamAno nathI. AvAM mAyAvIo pAchAM kahe, A jamAnAmAM thoDuM ghaNuM to AvuM pAchuM karavuM ja paDe.

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sIdhI AMgaLIe ghI na nIkaLe to ADI AMgaLIe paNa ghI kADhavuM paDe. AvA mAyAvIone dAna ApavAno vAro Ave to kahe ke, "amAre badhe ja UbhAM rahevAnuM hoya." badhe AvI vAta karIne, baMdo kyAMya ubho na rahe ane dAna na kare. koInAM upara krodha kare ane pachI kahe ke mane tArAM upara lAgaNI che eTale to kahuM chuM, ema kahIne mAyAnuM kavaca caDhAve. guru sAme paNa krodha kare, chatAM kahe ke mAro avAja kudaratI ja moTo che. mithyAtvanI sAthe mAyA bhaLe eTale doSo kartavya lAge, ane mAyA doSone DhAMkavAnuM kAma kare, jemake bhale koIne DaMkha na mArIe, paNa phUMphADo to mAravo ja joIe. kare abhimAna pachI kahe zuM mAna na hoya paNa svamAna to hovuM ja joIe. TArgeTa to uMco ja hovo joIe. AvAM badhAM udgAro nIkaLavA mAMDe. tamAma doSone majabUta Teko ApanAra jo koI hoya to A mAyAdhyAna. anAcArI hovA chatAM samAjamAM sadAcArI tarIke oLakhAvavuM hoya to mAyAno sahAro levo paDe. kaMjUsa hovAM chatAM pAvalI vAparIne rUpiyo dekhADavo hoya to mAyAno sahAro levo paDe. sArAM na hovAM chatAM sArAM dekhAvuM hoya to mAyA karavI paDe. sArA banyA vagara sArA dekhAvA mATe paisAnI jarUra paDe. sArA banavA mATe paisAnI jarUra na paDe. | mAyA kyAM sudhI ghusI gaI che. jemake mAyAnAM aneka rUpo che. dhoLA vALane kALAM banAvavAM te paNa mAyA, lAlImAM na hoya chatAM lIpasTIka lagAvIne lAlImA batAvavI, te paNa mAyA, hAiTa ochI hoya ane hIla vALAM senDala, bUTa paheravAM te paNa mAyA, hoya kAMI nahi ane ThaThAro karIne ADaMbara kare te paNa mAyA, TUMkamAM jevAM chIe 68.

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tevAM ughADAM paDI na jaIe te mATenAM prayatno te mAyA. mAyA karavAM ekavAra jUThThuM bolyAM pachI ene sAcuM ka2vAM so jUTha paNa bolavAM paDe. Ama eka mAyAne DhAMkavAM navI mAyA karavI paDe. Ama mAyAnI paraMparA cAlyAM ja kare. kalikAlasarvajJe mAyAno paricaya ApatAM kahyuM che ke mAyA asatyanI mAtA che. mAyA asatyane janma paNa Ape che ane tenuM pAlana-poSaNa paNa kare che. eTalAnTAmAM eka jJAnI mANase, (digaMbara hatA) paNa kahyuM ke mAyA viSe ghaNuM vAMcyuM paNa A vAte khUba asara karI. kharekhara asatyamAMthI mAyA janme che. sadAcArane mULamAMthI ukheDI nAMkhe che mithyAjJAnanuM vatana che, durgatinuM kAraNa che. mAyAvI bhale ema mAne ke huM bIjAne mUrkha banAvuM chuM, paNa kharekhara e AtmAnuM ahita karIne pote ja mUrkha bane che. Aje sagA bhAIo, svajano, mitro, A badhAM ekabIjAM pratye na hoya tevAM lAgaNI vagerenAM dekhAva kare e paNa mAyA ja che. mAyAnAM kAraNe mallinAtha bhagavAnane tIrthaMkaranAM bhavamAM paNa strIno deha dharavo paDyo. AvI mAyAne jItavAM mATe saraLatAM joIe. zAstrakAro kahe che ke saraLatA guNa koI bhAgyazALI AtmAne ja prApta thAya che. bIjAM badhA guNa karatAM saraLatAno guNa meLavavo ghaNo ja kaThIna che. mAyA kRtrima ane avaguNa che. saraLatA naisargika ane guNa che. bALaka jevAM saraLa banavuM te moTAmAM moTI sAdhanA che. ApaNe sAdhanA karIe chIe. sAdhya ja bhUlI gayA chIe - pratikramaNa karIe paNa pApa ghaTADatA nathI. gautama gaNadhara prabhu vIra pAse bALaka jevAM saraLa rahetAM hatAM. mAyAvInA jIvanamAM sAcI AlocanA paNa zakya banatI nathI. 69

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aSADhAbhUti muni agara jo mAyAne zaraNe na gayAM hota to emanAM jIvanamAM patananI ghaDIo AvI na hota. aSADhAbhUti muninuM dRSTAMta:- aSADhAbhUti muni gocarI vahoravA gayA uttamamodaka, judAM judAM rUpa karI eTale ke mAyA karI, vAraMvAra lADu vahoryA. dIkarIno bApa rUpa - parAvartananI vidyA A munimAM che te joI gayo. eTale muninuM patana karavAnI yojanA cAluM karI dIdhI. chevaTe rajoharaNa mUkIne nATyakAranAM gharamAM rahevA gayAM. paraMtu haju gurue ApelAM saMskAra hatAM eTale naTIo sAthe moha hovAM chatAM zarata mUkI. A gharamAM kyAre madirApAna ke mAMsAhAra thavo na joIe. naTIone lAgaNI baMdhAI gaI hatI, eTale zarata maMjUra rAkhI. sAcI lAgaNI tene kahevAya che, jenAM pratye lAgaNI hoya tene game te ja karavAnuM mana thAya. jema jaMbukumAre 8 - 8 patnIone A ja kahyuM hatuM ne? ane patnIo paNa haju Aje paraNIne AvI che chatAM chevaTe ema kahe che ke svAmInAtha have tamAro mArga e ja amAro mArga. svArthanA sau koI sagA che. mAtapitA parivAra. bolo ApaNAM gharanAM saMsAramAM paNa Avo ja lAgaNI - prema che ne ? ApaNane hajI saMsAranuM svarUpa samajAyuM ja nathI. saMsAranAM mota ane mAyAnI bhramajALamAM ja rahIe chIe ne. vacamAM eka saMnyAsInI vAta kahI dauM. eka yuvAne saMnyAsIne kahyuM ke mArI patnIne mArA para eTalo badho prema che ke mArAM vagara eka kSaNa paNa rahI na zake. saMnyAsIe kahyuM ke, bhAI A saMsAranI A ja mAyA jALa che. saMsAramAM (70)

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koI koInuM hotuM nathI. yuvAna na mAnyo eTale saMnyAsIe pArakhuM karavAM prayoga batAvyo. saMnyAsI e prANAyAma zIkhavADyA. 2-3 kalAka zvAsa rokI zakAya che. nakkI karyA pramANe yuvAna, yuvatI ekalI hatI tyAre chAtImAM sTeja duHkhAvo thAya che eplAna pramANe yuvake vAta karI ane 2, 3 minITamAM dhabAka karato paDyo. pelAe prANAyAmano khela khelIne zvAsa baMdha karI dIdho. yuvatIe dhabakArA joyAM. chAtI para hAtha mUkyo, pAkI khAtarI thaI ke A marI gayo che, have yuvatIe gharanAM daravAjA baMdha karI dIdhAM, dAgInA paisA ThekANe mUkI dIdhAM. pachI vicAryuM ke eka be divasa bhUkhyuM rahevuM paDaze, eTale cokhkhA ghIno zIro banAvIne khAI lIdho. have daravAjA kholI, chAtI kUTIne nATaka zarU karyuM. pelo yuvAna kANI AMkhe badhuM joI leto hato. Ama vAta ghaNI AgaLa vadhI. TUMkamAM saMsAra Akho mAyA jALa che. mAtApitA-parivAra sau koI svArthanA sagA che. eno tene anubhava karI lIdho. Avo ja eka bIjo laukika dAkhalo paNa joIe. eka yuvAna hato, tene potAnA ghara upara khUba prema hato ane ema mAnato hato ke gharanA sarve sabhyone paNa mArA para khuba prema che mArA mATe gharano koI paNa sabhya potAnA prANa nyochAvara kare tevuM yuvAna mAnato hato. evAmAM tene eka saMnyAsI maLyA. saMnyAsIne A yuvAne vAta karI ke gharanA tamAma sabhyone mArA mATe khUba prema che. pelA saMnyAsIe kahyuM ke A badhI jagatanI mAyA che. yuvAna na mAnyo. saMnyAsIe pArakhuM batAvavA tene eka yojanA samajAvI te yojanA pramANe yuvAna mAMdo paDyo. gharanA mANaso DokTaro vaidyo badhAne bolAvI lAvyA. paNa yuvAnanI tabiyata sudharatI na hatI. gharanA

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mANaso thAkyA. evAmAM eka saMnyAsI (pelI yojanAvALA) gharanI bahArathI pasAra thatA hatA. DUbelo mANasa taraNuM pakaDe tema gharanA mANaso saMnyAsIne ghare bolAvI lAvyA ane saMnyAsIne yuvAnanI mAMdagInI vAta karI, saMnyAsI kahe eka loTo lAvo temAM pANI bharI do ane huM maMtro bolIne loTo pheravIza eTale yuvAna sAjo thaze. paNa koIke te loTAnuM pANI pIvuM paDaze, yuvAna sAjo thaze paNa je tene sAjo karavA A loTAnuM pANI pIze te mAMdo paDaze. have tenI patnIne pANI pIvAnI vAta karI te kahe ke mAre hajI ApaNA chokarAone moTA karavAnA che. yuvAnanI mAtAne kIdhuM to mAtA kahe mAre hajI jAtrAo karavAnI bAkI che ema gharanA dareka sabhyo bahAnuM batAvavA mAMDyA. chevaTe (bAvAe) saMnyAsIe pANI pI lIdhuM ane gharamAMthI nIkaLI gayA. pelo yuvAna paNa have yojanA pramANe ubho thaI gayo paraMtu tene tenA gharano prema kevo che te joI lIdhuM. saMsAranA svarUpanI khabara paDI gaI. dariyAmAM paDelAMne dariyAnuM svarUpa na samajAya. dariyA kinAre ubhelAMne ja dariyAnuM svarUpa dekhAya. eTale tamArAM vagara nahIM jIvI zakuM, evI lAgaNImAM ApaNe taNAI javAnI jarUra nathI. badhAM vagara badhAM majethI jIve che. AkhuM arthazAstra paNa mAyAcAra para nabhe che. tame mAla vecavAnI jAherAto jUo to khabara paDI jAya. AkhuM kAmazAstra paNa mAyAcAra para nabhe che. eka rIte joIe to duniyAnI badhI ja zAkhAnAM zAstro arthazAstra ane kAmazAstra para nabhe che, eTale ke duniyAnI badhI ja zAkhAo mAyA dhyAna para nabhe 2

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che ema kahI zakAya. eka mAtra sarvajJa vItarAge kahelAM dharmazAstramAM ja mAyA nathI. ApaNe mAyAthI dharma karIe e ApaNo vAMka che, bAkI mokSe javAno TUMko mArga eTale ''mAyAno tyAga ane saraLatAno svIkAra ja che." jene taravuM ja che, te koIpaNa nimittathI tarI jAya che. jene taravuM ja nathI evA jIvane khuda bhagavAna paNa tArI zakatA nathI. jenA jIvanamAM A saraLatA AvI jAya te mokSe javAnA pagathIyAM saDasaDATa caDhI zake che. dA.ta. prANalAla suMdaralAla kApaDIyA eTale ke pachIthI dIkSA laIne puNyadarzana vijayajI muni banyAM. saraLa jIvana jIvI adbhUta sAdhanA - 72 varSanI uMmare dIkSA laIne karI, mATe mAyAno tyAga karo. dunyavI dRSTie saphaLatA dekhAya, to paNa AtmAnuM kalyANa karavAM mAyAno tyAga karo. pU. zrI udayaratna kavie mAyAnuM varNana nIcenI sajajhAyamAM sarasa rIte samajAvela che.

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bhAyAnI sajajhAya | samakitanuM mULa jANIejI, satya vacana sAkSAtu; sAcAmAM samakita vasejI, mAyAmAM mithyAtvare, prANI ! ma karIza mAyA lagAra. 1 mukha mITho jUTho mane jI, kUDakapaTano re koTa; jIbhe tojIjI kare jI, cittamAM tAke coTa re. prA) 2 Apa garaje Agho paDe jI, paNa na dhare vizvAsa; manazuM rAkhe AMtaro jI; e mAyAno pAsare. prA03 jehazuM bAMdhe prItaDIjI, tehazuM rahe pratikULa; melana chaMDe mana taNo jI, e mAyAnuM mULa re. prA04 tapa kIdho mAyA karI jI, mitrazuM rAkhyore bheda; malli jinezvara jANajo jI, to pAmyA strIveda re. prA05 udayaratna kahe sAMbhaLo jI, mUko mAyAnI buddha; muktipurI jAvA taNo jI, e mAraga che zuddha re. prA06 (74)

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lobhadhyAna hita zikSA Aje AkAza jeTalI anaMta IcchAo rAkhI mANasa kyAMya aTakato nathI mATe te potAnA parivAra sAthe, potAnA zarIra sAthe ke potAnA AtmA sAthe ciMtana karI zakto nathI kharekhara lobha e pApano bApa che. AtmAnuM nikaMdana A lobha ja kADhe che. ane have to dharmamAM paNa lobha vaNAI gayo che. A khataranAka che je dharma karIne saMsArane kApavAno che chatAM lobha umerAvAthI dharma karIne paNa saMsAra vadhAre che. lobha ApaNane parAdhIna banAve che. bhagavAna mahAvIra lobhane jItavA aparigrahano siddhAMta batAvIne gayA che. mATe he jIvadareka vastunI maryAdA nakkI kara.

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lobhadayAnA lobha: eka mANasane dUdhapAka khUba bhAve che. paraMtu te dUdhapAkano upayoga-bhoga keTalA vATakA karaze ? eka-be-pAMca paNa te kyAMka aTakaze. kAraNa ke bhoga e zarIra kendrita che. jayAre lobha mana kendrita hovAthI mANasa kyAMya aTakavA taiyAra nathI. bhAratanA bhUtapUrva rASTrapati DaoN. abdula kalAma ekavAra kaTAkSamAM temanA pravacanamAM bolyA hatA ke mANasa khAdhA-pIdhA vagara dasa-paMdara divasa kheMcI zake. havA vagara paNa keTalIka minITo kheMcI kADhe, paNa AzA vagara-icchA vagara eTale ke lobha vagara eka minITa paNa choDavA mAMgato nathI. kavinAnAlAla paNa kahe che ke, AzA e che madhura-kaDavo aMza je jiMdagIno... icchA bolo, AzA bolo, apekSA bolo. A badhAM lobhanAM ja paryAya che. A lobhadhyAna nAnAmAM nAnAM kIDI maMkoDAthI mAMDIne moTAmAM moTAM mANasa upara sAmrAjya calAve che, eTale ke ekendriyathI paMcendriya sudhI, narakathI devaloka sudhI, pahelAMthI 10mA guNasthAnaka sudhI badhe ja lobhanuM sAmrAjaya che. nAnuM TeNiyuM hoya toya ene muThThImAM Ave eTale ene levAM joIe.

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samarAditya kevaLI caritramAM lobhanuM dhyAna karyuM che ke eka vRkSa paNa dUra rahelAM nidhAnane potAnAM tAbAmAM levAM potAnAM mULiyAMne cheka khajAnA sudhI lAMbA kare. Aje to bajAramAM jAva ane je juo te levAnuM mana thAya, na kharIdI zake to hatAzA Ave athavA zekhacallInAM vicAro cAluM thAya. Aje zrImaMtonAM jIvanamAM je dUSaNo che, je kusaMskAro che, te ghaNI vakhata atizaya paiso ja lAvato hoya che. paiso jema meLavavo agharo che, tema paisAne pacAvavo tenAthI agharo che. benone game teTalI sADIo dAgInA maLe chatAM mArI pAse kAMI ja nathI ema bolyAM kare. dhArmika ke sAmAjIka prasaMgomAM paNa dAgInA ke kapaDAM upara ja najara hoya, ane pachI e lAvavAnuM lobhayAna zarU thaI jAya, ane AmAMthI pati-patnInAM jhagaDAM paNa zarU thaI jAya. badhAM pApa A lobha uparaja nabhe che, mATe ja lobhane pApano bApa kahyo che. | nave nava prakAranAM parigrahane vadhAranAro ane saphaLa banAvanAro A lobha che. lobhI hoya e zrImaMta hoya ke garIba paNa du:khI ja hoya. jyAre jene saMtoSa che, te zrImaMta hoya ke garIba paNa sukhI ja che jemake bharata cakravartI ane puNIyo banne sukhI kAraNa ke saMtoSI hatA. - Aje dharmakriyA karatI vakhate paNa mAtra saMsAranI ja lAlaca hoya to te paNa barAbara nathI. ghaNA evo bacAva kare che ke e nimitte paNa thoDo ghaNo dharma kare che ne jo mAtra zarUAta karAvavA mATe A apavAda 78.

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laIne pachI lobha ke lAlaca ApyA vinA sAmAyika karavAno hoya to A apavAda kAmano gaNAya bAkI to Aje dharmamAM paNa lakI DrothI sAmAyikanAM Ayojano thAya A badhuM pAyAthI ja khoTuM che. upAdhyAya yazovijayajIe paNa kahyuM che ke, jyAM dharma paisAthI vecAvA lAge tyAM pachI e dharma - dharmarUpa na rahe. e paNa eka jAtano vyApAra banI jAya. eTale bhagavAne dharma upadezaka mATe paNa kahyuM che ke, pahelAM saMsAranI asAratA samajAvo, vairAgya pedA karAvo muktinI mahAnatA samajAvo, enI tAlAvelI jagAvo, pachI saMsArathI chUTavA mATe ane mokSane meLavavA mATe dharma samajAvo ane zakti mujaba dharma karAvo. lobha ane lAlacathI kadAca thoDI ghaNI dharmakriyA thaI jAya, paNa dharma ja uDI jAya tenuM zuM? jema zivAjI bolyAM hatAM ke, "gaDha AlA paNa siMha gelA ! koIne saMsAranAM sarjana mATe jJAna ApavuM te paNa bhagavAnanAM zAsanano aparAdha che. Aje ghaNAM loko mahUDI ane nAkoDAjI doDe che ane e paNa saMsAranI icchAo pUrI karavA mATe... saMsAranI icchAthI dharma karo to puNya maLe paNa enAthI dunyavI, sAmagrImAM Asakti thAya tevI maLe ane e ApaNane pachADe jemake brahmadatta cakravatI agAunA 79.

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bhavamAM saMbhUtivijaya hatA, nirmaLa cAritrya pALyuM paNa badalAmAM cakravartIpaNuM mAMgyuM. sAdhanA suMdara hatI paNa vRttio malina hatI. sAdhanAthI cakravartIpaNuM maLyuM. paraMtu marIne sAtamI narake gayAM. A sAdhanAne vecI tenuM phaLa hatuM. jainazAsanamAM sAdhanA nAnI hoya ke moTI hoya eTale ke navakArasI hoya ke mAsakSamaNanuM tapa hoya tenuM phaLa to mokSa ja che paNa jo ApaNe AnI sAme dunyavI phaLa mAMgIe to mahAna vastune ApaNe kSadra banAvIe chIe kAraNake paramAtmAnI AjJA lopavI te mahApApa che. yogasAra graMtharatnamAM kahyuM che ke jeTalI jinAjJA ArAdho eTaluM sukha maLe ane jinAjJA virAdho eTaluM duHkha maLe. dharmakriyA bahArathI thatI hoya paNa aMdara khAne manamAM Azaya judo hoya to kyAreka bahArathI dharmadhyAna dekhAya paNa aMdara khAne raudra dhyAna paNa cAluM hoI zake. Ama ghaNIvAra sAdhanAmAM dizAnuM mahatva vadhAre hoya che. ekanI eka kriyAne tame kayA raMgothI raMgo cho te ja mahatvanuM che. gADI eka che paNa tenuM sTIyarIMga je dizAmAM pheravazo, te dizAmAM gADI tamane laI jaze. jemake eka moTo bhAI rasoIyAne sUcanA Ape che ke dUdhano glAsa DhAMkI do nahIM to jIvajaMtu aMdara paDaze to bicAru marI jaze. jIvadayAnuM pAlana karavAnI dizAthI AvI sUcanA Ape che. jyAre nAno bhAI rasoIyAne sUcanA e ja Ape che ke dUdhano mAro 80.

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glAsa DhAMkI do kAraNa ke dUdha ThaMDu thaIjaze to pIvAnI majhA nahIM Ave. ahIMyA banne bhAIonI sUcanA eka ja che paraMtu moTobhAI jIvadayAnI dizAne kA2Ne karmanirjarA kare che jyAre nAnA bhAIne dUdha garama pIvAnI majhA Ave che. A hetune kAraNe karma baMdha kare che. AvI ja rIte bIjo dAkhalo joIe eka zrAvikA ghara sApha rAkhe che ane dizA e che ke sApha gharane kAraNe jIvotpatti ochI thAya tethI hiMsA ochI thAya. jyAre bIjI strI gharane sApha rAkhe che. paNa lokone dekhADavA ke juo ghara sApha Ama rakhAya ? potAno vaTa paDe mATe ghara sApha rAkhe che. ahIMyA paNa kAmaeka ja prakAranuM che chatAM eka zrAvikA karma nirjarA kare che jyAre bIjI karma baMdha kare che. atyAre koI vyakti upadhAna ke varSItapa ke AyaMbIlanI oLI kare paNa manamAM dizA e rAkhe ke zarIra suDoLa banI jaze. to A hetu barobara nathI. prabhune, gurune khamAsamaNa ApIzuM te vakhate jo bhAva e hoya ke DhIMcaNa chUTA thaI jaze to A dizA barobara nathI. Ama ApaNo hetu ApaNI sAdhanAne dizA Ape che. jo sAcI dizA Apazo to sadgati ane chevaTe mukti apAvaze ane khoTI dizA Apazo to durgati ane duHkha Apaze. paramAtmAno mahAna upakAra che, ke ApaNAM AtmAnAM hita mATe dhyAna mArga batAvyo che. 81

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Di//IN/ jainazAsananuM dhyAna evuM nathI ke tenAM mATe padmAsana, yogAsana jevAM Asano karavAM paDe. A dhyAna evuM paNa nathI ke jenAM mATe pahADanI guphAmAM jaMgalamAM ke nadIonAM kinAre javuM paDe. A dhyAna evuM nathI ke mAtra savAre ke sAMje ja thaI zake, mAtra strIo ke puruSo ja karI zake? A dhyAna koI paNa vyakti, koI paNa samaye, koI paNa sthaLe, koIpaNa Asana mudrAmAM karI zake tevuM che. mAtra mana para cokI rAkhavAnI che, ke 24 kalAka mArA manamAM zuM cAle che? 63 durthAna paikInuM kayu durthAna cAle che. A 63 durthAna na hoya eTale sAcu dharmadhyAna Ave ja -maitrIbhAva ane prema Ave ja ane A dhyAnathI sAco AnaMda Ave. vijJAna, dharmane anusare to sonAno suraja uge. A durgAnathI bacavAM jagatanAM jeTalAM padArtho upAdeya lAge che, tenuM mAtra jJAna nahi paNa vijJAna karo, eTale ke badhuM ja jUo. mAtra eka be pAsA nahIM paNa badhAM ja pAsAno samajavAno prayatna karo. eTale anartha kArikA samajAze. dA.ta. TI.vI. eTale enAthI chUTavAno prayatna thaze. durthAna TaLaze. puruSArtha karazo to dUra bhAgavAnuM paNa mana thaze. jJAnIo eTale ja kahe che ke bhava-svarUpanAM vijJAnathI saMsAra paraSa pedA karo. 82 UpaITUTTITIVE ALL

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sApa game teTalo suMvALo hoya, lIso hoya, bALaka lIsA sApane ramADavAM jAya lIso hoya to tene bahu game, paNa mAnI najaramAM Ave eTale ene sApanuM vijJAna che eTale doDatI bALakane tyAMthI kheMcI lAve. - ema ApaNane paNa padArthanAM amuka ja pAsAonuM jJAna che paNa tenuM vijJAna nathI eTale dhana - saMpatti bhegI karavAnuM mana thAya che, ane AvuM mana e lobhayAna che. jayAM sudhI jagatano koI paNa padArtha upAdeya lAgaze tyAM sudhI lobha dhyAna bahu saraLatAthI AvI javAnuM. sAdhune paNa nimitta vaza AvI ja rIte kyAreka lobha- dhyAna AvI jAya che, jemake mahA tapasvI sAdhu siMha kesarIyAM modaka vahoravA gayAM. to ApaNe keTaluM dhyAna rAkhavuM paDaze. AnAthI chUTavA eka sUtra ApuM chuM. parAdhInapaNuM badhuM ja duHkharUpa che, ane svAdhInapaNuM badhuM ja sukharUpa che. bajAramAM jAva ane je AiTama jUone te AiTama levAnuM mana thAya A parAdhInatA che. vastu vagara cAle te svAdhInatA che, jayAre ApaNI paristhiti evI che ke koInAM kapaDAM jUo, koInI gADI jUo, koInAM ghareNAM jUo ane ApaNane e levAnuM mana thAya eTale A badhAM vicAro e lobha dhyAnanAM bIja che. AmAMthI lobhadhyAna pragaTe ane AtmAne durgatimAM laI jAya che. A durgAnathI bacavAM anityAdi bAra 83

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bhAvanAothI hRdayane bhAvita karo. A lobhadhyAnane kAraNe ghaNAMe dareka tIrthakaramAM AIjyanI jayoti eka sarakhI hovAM chatAM bhagavAnamAMya bheda pADyAM. jemanI bAjumAM derAsara hoya tyAM na jAya paraMtu caudasanI rAtre khAto khAto mahuDI darzana karavA jAya. pAcho tIrthamAM abhakSya khAya. pUjAnI lAInamAM jAta - jAtanI vAto kare. dAdAne TapakuM karI ravAnA thAya, caityavaMdana paNa na kare pAchuM A badhuM padgalika lAlasAM poSavA mATe A zuM batAve che? lobhadhyAna. - jeTalI jeTalI mAMdagI Ave che te mAMdagInAM mULamAM paNa A lobha che. bhartuharine paNa kahevuM paDyuM ke "bhoge roga bhaya" bhoga karavAmAM rogano bhaya rahelo che. iMdriyo jene jItANI enAM zArIrika rogo jItAyAM. ane kaSAyo jenAM jItAyAM enAM mAnasika rogo jItAyA. joke nikAcIta karmano udaya hoya to vAta jUdI che. A mATe ApaNe cakravartI eTale cha khaMDanAM vijetA thavAnuM che. cha khaMDa eTale pAMca iMdriyo ane huM mana ane A mATe pharI pelo maMtra AtmasAta karavo jarUrI che. eTale ke "mAre kAMI joItuM nathI ane mAro koI zatru nathI." pU. udayaratnakavie lobhanuM tAttvika varNana khUba ja saraLa bhASAmAM nIce mujabanI sajajhAyamAM karelache. (84

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lobhanI sajajhAya tume lakSaNa jo jo lobhanAM re, lobhe munijana pAme kSobhanAre, lobhe DAhyA mana DolyAM kare re, lobhe durdhara paMthe saMcare. tume71 taje lobha tehanAM leuM bhAmaNAM re, vaLI pAya namIne karuMkhAmaNAM re, lobhe marajAdAna rahe kehanI re, tune saMgata melo tehanI re. tume, 2 lobhe ghara melI raNamAM mare re, lobhe uMca te nIcuM Acare re, lobha pApa bhaNI pagalAM bhare re, lobhe akAraja karatAM naosare re. tume03 lobhe manaDuM narahanirmaLuM, lobhe sagapaNa nAse vegaLuM re, lobhe narahe prItine pAvaThuMre, lobhe dhana maLe bahu ekaThuM re. tumeLa lobhe putra pratye pitAhaNe re, lobhe hatyApAtaka navi gaNe re, te to dAma taNe lobhe karI re, upara maNidhara thAya te marIre. tume05 jotAM lobhano thobhadise nahIMre, evuM sUtra siddhAMte kahyuM sahI re, lobhe cakrI subhUmanAme ore, te to samudramAMhe DubI muo re tume76 ema jANIne lobhane chAMDajo re, ekadharmazuM mamatA mAMDajo re, kavi udayaratna bhAkhe mudAre, vaMdu lobha taje tehane sadAre. tume07 85

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gaga dhyAna hita zikSA duniyAmAM koI koInuM kyAreya thayuM nathI ? to ATalI badhI mamatA - Asakti zA mATe karavI ? rAga karI karIne ApaNe to du:khI thavAnuM Ave che. mAruM mAruM karIne ja ApaNe marI gayA. mATe he jIva! jiMdagImAMthI kAmarAga-sneharAga ane draSTirAga kADha. atyAre mithyAmatanuM pravartana eTale jinAjJAthI viruddha potAne sAcu lAge te pramANe carcAo karI emAM aDaga rahI AtmAnuM ahita kare che. mATe tamArA vyaktigata vicAro choDo- zAstra je kahe che te ja bolo. Aje ghaNA kahe che devadravyanI ATalI moTI rakamo che to garIba lokone suvidhA Apo. AvI ApaNA matanI vAto karavI nahIM anukuLatAno rAga e saravALe kAmarAga che mATe anukULatA ja joIe, pratikuLatA na ja joIe Avo bhAva na rAkhatA chevaTe je hoya te cAlaze AvI manovRtti keLavavI joIe. gautamasvAmI jevA gaNadharane mahAvIrasvAmI pratye prazasta sneha hato tyAM sudhI kevaLajJAna na thayuM to ApaNA jevAnA aprazasta sneha rAga karI karIne ApaNuM zuM thaze ? e vicAravA jevuM che.

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ga dhyAna rAga ane dveSano upazama e sAdhanA che rAga ane dveSano kSaya e sAdhya che. mAtra zrotA nathI banavuM, sAdhaka banavuM che, je sAMbhaLIe te sAdhanA karavA mATe eTale ke sAMbhaLIne samajavAno prayatna karavo, samajIne jIvanamAM apanAvavAno prayatna karavo A mATe pahelA mana para cokI karavI atyaMta jarUrI che. ApaNe saMsArane asAra mAnatA nathI. vairAgya na hoya eTale kyAM to rAga hoya, kyAM to dveSa hoya A bannemAM ApaNe saLagIne duHkhI thavAnuM. mahArAjA kumArapALane jaMgalamAM thayelA anubhava mujaba jaMgalamAM eka uMdara joyo, je sonAmahoro goThavIne nRtya karato hato tiryaMcamAM paNa Avo rAga hoyache. gharamAM dekhAtI garoLI paNa banI zake ke koI ApaNuM ja svajana gharamAM rAga karIne marI gayA pachI, A bhavamAM rAgane kAraNe A ja gharamAM garoLI tarIke utpanna thaI hoya. duniyAmAM koI koInuM kyAreya thayuM nathI. to rAga ke mamatA ke Asakti zAnI?

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rAganA ATha svarUpa batAvI zakAya - (1) icchA, (2) mUrchA, (3) kAma, (4) sneha, (5) gArdhya, (6) mamatA, (7) abhinandana, (8) abhilASA. Ama dveSanA paNa ATha svarUpa batAvI zakAya : (1) irSA, (2) roSa, (3) doSa, (4) parivAda, (5) matsara, (6) asUyA, (7) vera, (8) pracaMDatA. rAga eTale zuM ? koIpaNa vyakti, vastu ke vAtAvaraNa pratye lagAva, rUci, Asakti, rati, gamo, lAgaNI, baMdhanano bhAva, AtmIyatA, kheMcANa, DhALa e rAga che. A rAganAM kAma-rAga sneha rAga ane daSTi rAga ema3prakAra che. rAga. (1) kAmarAga - kAmabhoganI lAgaNIthI utpanna thato rAga. (2) sneharAga-snehanAM rAgathI pedA thato rAga. (3) dRSTi-rAga - eTale mithyA mAnyatA, mithyA-mata uparano kalikAlasarvajJa zrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAe kahyuM che ke kAma-rAga ane sneha-rAgane dUra karavAM haju sahelAM che paraMtu dRSTirAga to saMtone mATe paNa dUra karavo agharo che. bAhyadRSTie sArAM dekhAtAM hovAM chatAM paNa potAnI sArIchApano upayoga karIne dRSTi-rAgavALAM aneka jIvone unmArge laI jaIne emanI jIMdagI khuvAra kare evuM 89

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banI zake. vyakti pratyeno rAga e sneharAga che ane vyaktimAM rahelI khoTI mAnyatA pratyeno rAga e dRSTirAga che. jemake patnIne rAjI rAkhavAM pati patnInI sAthe derAsara Ave paNa pati miththAmati hovAthI deva-gurunI koI vAta ene na game. dA.ta. zreNika rAjAno dAkhalo : A vakhate zreNika mahArAjA samyakdarzana pAmyAM na hatAM. celaNA rANI sAthe carcA thAya tyAre tattva carcAmAM ghaNIvAra zreNikarAjA pAse javAba na maLato eTale nakkI karyuM ke jainadharmane khoTo puravAra karavo. jyAre vyakti tarkabaddha vAtano uttara na ApI zake tyAre kaSAyane AdhIna banIne satyane asatya ane asatyane satya puravAra karavAM koI paNa rasto AdarI zake che. ahIMyA paNa yojanA banAvI. mahAdevanAM maMdiramAM jaina munine yojanA pramANe pUrI aMdara vezyAne dhakelI maMdiranA bAraNAM baMdha karI dIdhAM, paraMtu e gItArtha sAdhue utsarga ane apavAdano upayoga karIne jainazAsananuM mAlinya nivAryuM. ahIMyA zreNika mahArAjAne jainadharmane badanAma karavAnuM dhyAnate daSTirAganuM dhyAna hatuM. mithyAmatanuM pravartana karavAM ke sanmArganuM khaMDana karavAM jeTalo abhyAsa karAya, jeTalo upadeza apAya, jeTalAM graMtho racAya, te samaye ekAgra banelI manasthiti, daSTirAga dhyAnamAM Ave. vItarAga paramAtmA eTale ke sarvajJa prarUpita dharmathI viparIta, jeTalAM paNa 90

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dharmo, darzano che, tenA pratyeno rAga e dRSTirAga che. A dRSTirAga e moTAmAM moTuM pApa che, je AtmAnuM khUba ja ahita kare che. jinAjJAthI zuddha evA loko che temane ja mahAjana jANI temanAM saMghamAM rahevuM. ekalo paNa zAstranItithI cAle tene mahAjana kahevAya. guruno nAto tIrthaMkara sAthe che. pAvara hAusa sAthe je borDanuM joDANa na hoya to e.sI. ke hITara cAle nahi. je guru tamane potAnA banAvavAnA prayatna kare te suguru nathI, paraMtu tamane paramAtmAnAM banAvavAnA prayatna kare te suguru che te ja rIte zAstra vacana manAvavAno Agraha rAkhe che te suguru mithyA mAnyatAo pratyenAM AkarSaNane kAraNe je rAga pedA thAya temAM daSTirAga pradhAnatA bhogave che. athavA pAMceya prakAranAM mithyAtvanAM kAraNe thato roga e daSTirAganuM rUpa dhAraNa kare che. darzanamohanIya karmanA udayathI daSTirAga thAya che, jyAre cAritryamohanIya karmanA udayathI je rAga pedA thAya, te kAM to sneharAga hoya, kyAMto kAmarAga hoya, agara to baMne sAthe hoya. vyaktinAM vartamAna jIvana upara bhUtakAlIna jIvanonI asara hoya che, AryadezamAM ane saMskAra kahevAya che. kAma-rAga jema daSTirAga viveka dazAno nAza karI mANasane aMdha jevo 91. ocied

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banAve che, tema kAmarAga paNa mANasane aMdha jevo banAve che, te samajAvavAM zAstramAM sthUlibhadrano dAkhalo Apyo che. 12-12 varSa sudhI sthUlibhadrajI janmadAtA mA-bApane choDIne kozAne tyAM rahyAM. rAjyanAM SaDayaMtramAM pitA zakaTAlanuM mRtyu thayuM, ane nAnA bhAI zriyaka temane bolAvavAM gayAM. chatAM teonI AvavAnI taiyArI nahotI. temano kAmarAga kevo tIvra haze ? kAmarAga keTalo bhayaMkara che te samajAya che ne ? kAma eTale mohajanya bhoganI icchA ane e icchAne poSavA paMpALavAno bhAva e kAmarAga - AvAM kAmarAga vALAM jIvone ekeeka iMdriyonAM viSayone mANavAnI icchA thatI hoya che, ane ene poSavAM pravRttio karatAM hoya che, jemake vALane seTa karavAM, kAmane poSavA vastro e rIte paheravAM. zarIranuM sauSThava jALavavuM. - manamAM eka ja bhAva hovo ke huM kevo lAguMchuM? kAmarAganuM pAtra dUra thatAM ja thAya che ke ame sAthe khAtAM hatAM, ame sAthe pharatAM hatAM, Ama ekeka vastu yAda karI karIne rovuM e paNa kAmarAgano prakAra che, jyAre enI sAme narasiMha mahetAnA patnI marI gayA, tyAre temane svasthatAthI gAyuM ke, bhaluM thayuM bhAMgI jhaMjALa, sukhe bhajazuM zrIgopALa emano kAmarAga ke sneharAga jo tIvra hota to AvAM udgAro temanAM moMmAthI na nIkaLyAM hota. rAganI tIvratAne kAraNe manamAM keTalAM ghamasANa cAle che? Aje to kAmarAga poSAya tevAM sAdhano gharamAM ja ThalavAI rahyAM che. 92

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duniyAnI gaTaro gharamAM evI ThalavAI che ke koI gharanAM sabhyane pavitra rahevuM hoya to paNa kaparuM banI jAya bhUtakALamAM gharamAM citrapaTo evAM rakhAya ke dharmabhAvanA vadhe. jyAre Aje to evAM sAdhano (jevAM ke TI.vI.) vasAvyAM che ke pavitratA bacAvavI agharI paDI jAya. ekeka iMdriyonAM jeTalAM viSayo che te viSayo pratye Asakti hovI e paNa saravALe kAmarAga ja che. gharanAM gArDanamAM AvuM ja thavuM joIe, paDadA AvAM ja hovAM joIe, kAra AvI ja hovI joIe. eN, kapaDAM, jUtAM, belTa, ghaDiyALa AvAM ja joIe, A badho ja eka prakArano kAmarAga che. mane to mArI patnInI hAthanI ja rasoI joIe. Avo tIvra pakSapAta e paNa kAmarAga che. A mohAMdha lokonI duniyA che. A badhuM ja kAmarAganuM pariNAma che. have to A bhAva kyAM sudhI pahoMcyo che te vicAravA jevuM che. ghaNAM AvIne kahe che ke hamaNAM pratiSThA mahotsava ghaNo sarasa thayo, eTale mane anumodanAno bhAva jAge. eTale meM pUchyuM ke ''pratiSThA mahotsavamAM zuM vizeSa hatuM? eTale emane javAba Apyo ke mahotsavamAM ekeka vyavasthAo aphalAtUna hatI. jamavAnI vyavasthA ekadama sarasa hatI. ekeka AiTamo bhUlI bhUlAya tema nahotI. je rIte banAvI hatI ane je rIte pIrasI hatI tenuM varNana zabdomAM thAya evuM nathI. pachI meM pUchyuM - kayA kayA bhagavAnanI pratiSThA thaI ? pravacano kayA viSayanAM hatAM? eTale bhAgyazALIe javAba Apyo ke e badho khyAla nathI. 93

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Aje tIrthayAtrAe jatAM paNa loko AvAM ja vicAro kare che. kayAM sagavaDatA sArI che ? tyAM jaIne vAnagIo sArI, AgatAsvAgatA sArI ane sagavaDatA sArI eTale mahotsava sAro. A paNa kAma-rAganuM ja pariNAmache. pati-patnIne eka bIjA parano rAga te kAmarAga, A sthULa vyAkhyA che, bAkI pAMceya Indriyo ane tenAM viSayonAM sAdhana sAmagrIno rAga te kAmarAga, jyAre vyakti ke vastu pratyeno snehanI, mamatvanI lAgaNI hoya te sneharAga. kAmabhoganI vRtti vinAno rAga te sneharAga. paraMtu bhoga vRttimAMthI pragaTe te kAmarAga. Aje to parivArajano pratye paNa sAco sneharAga kyAM che ? Aje to naryo svArtharAga che. jemake pati-patnI eka sAthe jIvatAM hoya, duniyAne lAge ke jANe sArasa-sArasInuM joDuM che, paraMtu bemAMthI eka jaNanuM mRtyu thAya, pachI keTalAMya loko tarata ja bIjI vAra paraNI jAya che ane majethI jIve che. eTale ja rAgAMdha jIvo, dharma pALavA mATe niyamo ke pacakakhANa paNa laI zakatAM nathI. kAmarAgane vaza thazo to niyamo nahIM pALI zako. putra ke patnInAM nimitte ArtadhyAnanI jema raudradhyAna paNa AvI zake che, eTale ke sneharAga ke kAma-rAgamAMthI raudradhyAnanAM pAyA udbhavI zake che, jemake mArI patnI sAme jo koI AMkha mAMDazo to huM tenI AMkha phoDI nAMkhIza. hiMsAnubaMdhita, mRSAnubaMdhI KAU COREY 94

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snehAnubaMdhI ane viSaya-saMrakSaNAnubaMdhI A cAre raudradhyAnanAM prakAronAM mULamAM kAmarAga ane sneharAga paNa che. enAMya mULamAM anukULatAnuM arthIpaNuM ane pratikULatAnuM dveSIpaNuM che. A - A kAma-rAga kevAM kevAM uttama AtmAone pIDato hoya che. teno eka dAkhalo bhagavAna zrI yugAdinAtha AdIzvara che. jyAre devalokamAM lalitAMga nAme deva hatAM ane svayaMprabhA nAmanI temanI devI hatI. devInuM AyuSya pUruM thavAthI prabhuno AtmA lalitAMga devanI vedanA, vyathA, rUdana kevAM hatAM e badhuM ja varNana kalikAlasarvajJa triSaSThI zalAkA puruSa caritramAM karyuM che. kAmI mANasone kAma na maLe tyAM sudhInI je utkaMThA hoya, kAma maLyAM pachIno je unmAda hoya ane kAmanAM sAdhano jhUMTavAI jatAM je valopAta hoya, tenuM dhyAna triSaSThI maharSie tyAM ApyuM che. kAma pote arUpI che chatAM e jene vaLage che tene purepuro AMdhaLo kare che. jemake, tripRSTha - vAsudevamAM pitAno kAmarAga kevo. tripRSThanAM pitA prajApatine potAnI ja dIkarInuM rUpa joIne kAma pragaTyo. kAmarAga kevAM akAryo karAve che teno paNa A eka namUno che. Ama AvAM kAmanAM vicAro e kAmarAganuM pariNAma che. enuM ciMtana, bhAvanA, anuprekSA ane dhyAna e rAgadhyAnamAM Ave che. A eka prakAranuM ArtadhyAna che, ane A rAgane mANatAM je ADAM Ave tene patAvavAM 95T

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sudhInAM vicAro e raudradhyAna che. A kAmarAgane nAthavA vijaya zeTha ane vijaya zeThANIno dAkhalo ApaNe vicAravA jevo che. eka kRSNapakSanuM brahmacarya ane eka zukla pakSanuM brahmacarya jIMdagI bhara pALyuM. sneha-rAga : dIkarA-dIkarI, pautro uparanI lAgaNI, tenuM ciMtana e sneharAga che. mAne pUcho ke dIkarA dIkarIno cahero joIne kevAM khuza thAya che? ahIMyA pravacanamAM beThAM beThAM vicAra kare ke dIkarI je jagyAe rahe che tyAM vyavasthA to sArI hazene? atyAre ene khAI lIdhuM hazene? A badho sneharAga, mA-bApa ke mitra svajana pratyenI premabharI lAgaNI te sneha-rAga. ahIMyA pravacana patyA pachI ame pUchIe ke A bhagavAnanI vAto game che ne? eTale mA kahe ke, bIjuM badhuM to barobara paNa koNa jANe kema-dharma karatAM karatAM paNa dIkarAM - dIkarI - pautro yAda AvI jAya che. A ja sneha-rAga, ane temAMthI pragaTeluM rAgadhyAna kahevAya. ghaNAM ArAdhako mALA gaNatAM - paNa dIkarAdIkarI sAthe manomana vAta karI le. ghaNAM dharmakriyA paNa potAnI patnI sAthe ja karavI che evo Agraha rAkhe che. paNa zAstromAM je kriyA sajoDe karavAnuM vidhAna che te sajoDe karavAnI te sivAya rAgane poSavA mATe badhI ja kriyAo sajoDe karavAnI nathI, kAraNa ke kAmarAga viratI pAmavAmAM naDatara rUpa che, 96.

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jyAre sneharAga vItarAgatAM ane kevaLajJAna pAmavAmAM naDatara rUpa che. khUda gautamasvAmIne mahAvIra paramAtmA para prazasta sneharAga hato, to tyAM sudhI temane kevaLajJAna na thayuM. pRthvIcaMdra ane guNasAgarane paNa sneharAga naDato hato, bhavobhava, chevaTe sneharAgane jItI, saMyamanI uttama ArAdhanA karI sarvArthasiddha vimAnamAM deva thayAM. tyAMthI manuSya rUpe utpanna thayAM. yogya samaye pRthvIcaMdra rAjagAdI para beThAM. to guNasAgara lagnanI corImAM kevaLajJAna pAmyAM. A ja rIte rAmacaMdrajI ane sItAne atyaMta sneharAga hato paraMtu mahAsatI sItAjIe jyAre potAnAM karmothI thatI potAnI behAlI joI saMsAra asAra lAgyo tyAre sItA sAdhvIjI banyAM, ane e ja rIte rAmano lakSmaNa sAtheno sneharAga tUTyo ane rAme dIkSA lIdhI ane mokSe gayAM. dveSa ane dveSanA anubaMdho karatAMya rAga ane rAganAM anubaMdho vadhAre kharAba che. AdrakumAra jevAM paNa A rAganAM baMdhanone kAraNe saMsAramAM rahI gayAM. virAgI thaI javAnAM kAraNe anArya dezanuM AkhuM sainya jemane bAMdhI na zakyuM temane rAgane kAraNe kAcAM sUtaranAM tAMtaNAM bAMdhI gayAM. janmAMtaramAM ya parama virakitathI patnI sAthe cAritryano svIkAra karyo 97

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hato paNa eka vAra sAdhvI rUpe patnIne jotAM manamAM saMsAra saMbaMdhI nabaLo vicAra Avyo, rAganAM saMskAro draDha banyAM, A aticAranI AlocanA karyA vinA kALadharma pAmyAM ane pariNAme jyAM jaina zAsana na maLe tevAM anArya dezamAM janma thayo. vicAra karo ke sneha rAgamAM masta banelAM ApaNuM zuM thaze ? sneharAga to eTalo badho kharAba che ke mANasane bhAna bhUlo banAvI de. vAstavikatAo paNa svIkAravAM na de. mahAbhAratanuM yuddha pUrNa thayuM, so so putronA mRtyune na jIravI zakatAM mahArAjA dhRtarASTra ane mahArANI gAMdhArInA manamAM haju potAnA putro mATeno rAga, sneha rAga heja paNa ocho thayo nathI. potAnA ja putrono doSa hovA chatAMya teo temanA mRtyune sahana karI zakatAM nathI. jyAM sudhI cittamAM rAgano sApa saLavaLI rahyo che ane dveSanuM zamana thayuM nathI tyAM sudhI zAnti meLavavAnuM temane mATe ghaNuM muzkela che. jIvanamAM zAnti prApta karavA mATe sneharAga choDavuM anivArya che. rAga chUTatAM krodha ApoApa chUTI jAya che. jayAM sudhI sneharAga, krodha, dveSa, cittamAM jAgatA beThA hoya tyAM sudhI zAnti kevI ? ane sAcI zAnti vagara AtmAno uddhAra kyAMthI? 98

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vyaktigata sneharAga e moha che, zAstramAM Avo sneharAga karavAno niSedha karAyo che. SoDazaka graMthanI TIkAmAM lakhyuM che ke gautamasvAmIjIno prabhu pratyeno sneharAga te mokSa meLavavAmAM bAdhaka naDyo che mATe AvAM mohanuM nivAraNa karavAnuM kahyuM che. marUdevAmAtA bhagavAna RSabha devanI dIkSA pachI 1000 varSa sudhI raDatA raDatAM jIvyAM. te putra pratyenAM sneharAganuM pariNAmahatuM. e ja rIte mahAvIradevano AtmA trizalA mAtAnA garbhamAM mAtRbhaktithI prerAIne potAnAM aMgonuM halana calana baMdha kare che tyAre mAtAnAM zokanuM varNana kalpasUtramAM ApyuM che, tenAM mULamAM A sneharAga ja che. gurU pratye vyakti tarIkeno rAga hoya te sneharAga che ane aprazasta che. paNa guNo pratyeno rAga e prazasta sneharAga che. mohAdhIna manamAM sneharAga hoya che ane viveka sabhara hRdayamAM guNa rAga hoya che, jo ke mokSa mATe to baMne rAga kADhavAnAM che. Aje ghaNAM loko sneharAga zarIrano ke vyaktino kare. zarIranA sneha rAgathI madha mAkhaNa baTAkA khAya ane pachI apavAdamAM khapAvavAno prayatna kare. paraMtu je apavAdanuM lakSya utsarga tarapha javAnuM na hoya to te apavAda apavAda nathI paNa unmArga ja che. zAstranI apekSAne bAjue mUkI potAnI marajI anukULatA mujaba AcaraNa karavuM te unmArga che. ( 99.

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gurU hoya ke ziSya hoya, pitA hoya ke putra, mAtA-pitA hoya ke parivAra paraMtu jo paraspara sneharAgathI baMdhAI jAya to te paraspara mATe ArAdhanAmAM sahAyaka na banI zake jayAre guNarAga ke bhaktirAga ApaNI bhUmikAmAM ArAdhanAmAM sahAyaka bane che. jyAM aucitya pAlana jInAjJA pradhAna che tyAM bhaktirAga che. jayAM mAtra mohanI lAgaNIo pradhAna che te sneharAga kahevAya. jo sneharAga guNAnurAgI hoya ke bhakti-rAgI hoya to tAraka paNa banI zake che. dA.ta. zailakAcArya ane paMthakajI A ja kathA mATe navvANuM prakAranI pUjAmAM paNa Ave che ke, "selaka paNa sayavikhyAtAre, Adesara alabelo re" cauda pUrvadhara saMyamabhavasUrine paNa potAno putra manaka jayAre kALa karI gayo tyAre AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayAM. e paNa sneharAgane kAraNe ja. dazavaikAlika sUtra racyuM. Ama chatAM potAnA ziSyone potAno putra che ema jaNAvyuM paNa nahi. pitA tarIke kartavya bajAvyuM, ane 6-6 mAsa sudhI sneharAgane nAthyo. mAtra kALa karI gayAM te samaye ja AMkhomAM pANI AvI gayAM. AnI sAme ApaNI sneharAganI zuM sthiti che? te vicAravA jevuM che. ApaNAM zarIra pratyeno, patnI, putra ke parivAra pratyeno kevo kevo rAga che ane temAMthI keTaluM durbhAna thAya che, A badhuM ApaNe vicAravuM joIe. chevaTe A rAga pAtaLo karavAno prayatna karavo joIe. (100)

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aprIti daryAnA hitazikSA ApaNe koI vyakti ke paristhiti upara rAga ke dveSa karavA jevo nathI, kharekhara koI paNa paristhitimAM samadRSTi ane samabhAva rAkhatA zIkhavAnuM che A mATe anukuLatAno rAga ane pratikuLatAno veSa choDavo jarUrI che. AjanA kALanI moTI sthiti e che ke saMsAramAM rahevuM paDe e judI vAta che paNa saMsAra mITho lAge to eno artha e thayo ke dharma gamato nathI. che A mATe zarIranI anukuLatA khUba game che te pAtaLI karavI joIe. zarIrane badale AtmAnuM kalyANa karatA zIkhavA jevuM che. cAlaze- phAvaze-bhAvaze AvA siddhAMto sahaja svIkArIe to rAga ke dveSa ochA Ave ane jIMdagI naMdanavana banI jAya. ApaNA jIvanamAMthI svArthIpaNuM ochuM karavAnI jarUra che kAraNa ke kaThoratA ane dveSa A svArthI banavAthI vadhe che. mATe he jIva! jIvanamAMthI dveSa (aprIti) kADhavAnAM prayatna kara.

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AprIti duryAnA RATI SONG SPILI

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DOLEODUDOUDOUBLE AprIti duryAnA draSa-dhyAna : Sa be prakAranAM hoya che, (1) arUcimAMthI janmato dveSa - aNagamo. (2) durbhAvamAMthI janmato dveSa - droha eka vyakti tamArI pAse Ave ane na game te arUcinuM pariNAma che. paNa e Ave ane na game eTaluM ja nahi paNa ene patAvI nAMkhyuM enuM nikaMdana kADhI nAMkhuM, evI bhAvanA paNa thAya, eTale durbhAvamAMthI janmatAM raudra vaiSanuM pariNAma che, ghaNAM amane kahe che ke upavAsa kaho to karI lauM. ""AyaMbila karavAnuM nAma nahi letAM. enI rasoInI gaMdha Ave che, arUci thAya che, ubakAM Ave che, A arUci paNa dveSa ja kahevAya. koI vyakti, tame sAruM kAma karavA jatAM ho ane sAme ja maLe, tamane enAM para aNagamo hoya, eTale tamane ema thAya ke A ja kyAM sAmo maLyo, A paNa dveSa ja che. RE

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A dveSa aMgeno niyama paNa ekAMtika nathI, Aje je vyakti ke vastuo ApaNane game che, te ja vyakti ke te ja vastuo, jo ApaNo bhAva badalAya jAya to aNagamatI thaI jAya ema banI zake. Aje je saMyogo nathI gamatAM te kAle gamatAM thaI jAya tema paNa bane. Aje na bhAvatI vastu kAle bhAvatI thaI jAya, Aje na gamatuM vAtAvaraNa kAle gamatuM thaI jAya eTale koI paNa vyaktine, koI paNa vyakti, vastu ke paristhiti jayAre anukULarUpe vedAya tyAre rAga thAya che ane pratikULarUpe vedAya tyAre dveSa thAya che. A pratikULatAnAM dveSanuM ke A draSamAMthI pragaTatuM dhyAna te dveSa dhyAna che, eTale eka subhASitamAM kahyuM che ke, jagatamAM koI paNa vastu svabhAve suMdara ke asuMdara hotI nathI, jene je game tene mATe te suMdara che, ane jene je aNagamatuM hoya tene mATe te asuMdara che. dA.ta. 104

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zAstrIya saMgIta, AdhyAtmika pravacana vigere jene game tene majhA paDe, na game te mAthuM khaMjavALe. - A subhASitanuM tattva hRdayamAM utArIne ApaNe koI vyakti ke paristhiti upara rAga-dveSa karavA jevo nathI. khAvAnI vastu paNa sArI hoya to prazaMsA na karavI ane kharAba hoya to niMdA na karavI, e mATe samadaSTi ane samabhAvamAM rahetAM zIkhavAnuM che. A samabhAva rAkhatA zIkhavuM hoya to evuM vicAro ke jagatanA padArtho vastuo ke vyaktio parivartanazIla che ane khuda ApaNe paNa parivartanazIla chIe enA kAraNe enA pratyenA ApaNAM rAga ane dveSa paNa parivartanazIla che mATe anUkuLatAno rAga ane pratikULatAno dveSa je choDI zake te vyakti mATe rAga ane dveSa choDavo sahaja che. jo A rAga dveSa kAyama chUTe to e siddhi che, chevaTe pAtaLA paDe to paNa A jIvana sArthaka thAya. - ApaNI sauthI najIkanuM ApaNuM potAnuM zarIra che zarIranI anukULatA ane pratikULatAnI lAgaNI sauthI vadhAre che ane emAMthI rAga ane dveSa pedA thAya che. A rAga ane dveSathI chUTavA mATe zarIranI anarthakAritA samajavI joIe. zarIranI racanA paNa juo to lohI, mAMsa, hADakA, kapha, pitta A badhAthI bhareluM (105)

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che, jJAnIo kahe che bolo AmAM zuM moha karavA jevo che ? A mATe 19 mA tIrthaMkara mallinAtha bhagavAnano dAkhalo ApI zakAya. chellA bhavamAM mallikumArIe strI dehe manuSya bhava dhAraNa karyo, rUpa rUpanA aMbAra jevI mallikumArI mATe aneka rAjAo lagna karavA utsuka hatA. paraMtu mallikumArIne to A saMsAra asAra lAgato hato, dIkSA levI hatI. cha rAjAo tene paraNavA mATe yuddha karavA taiyAra hatA. mallikumArIe potAnA jevuM ja Abehuba sonAnuM pUtaLuM banAvyuM, aMdara roja pote je khorAka khAya che te pUtaLAmAM padharAve. cAra divasa pachI rAjAone bolAvI, pUtaLAno mo no bhAga kholAvyo to bhayaMkara durgadha prasarI. mallikumArIe rAjAone samajAvyuM ke pudgala paryAyano khyAla karo. zarIranI asAratAmAM Avo moha karavA jevo nathI. A mATe jJAnIoe samajAvyuM che ke A zarIramAM nAkhela mIThAI paNa viSTA banI jAya che ane A zarIramAM padharAveluM amRta paNa pezAba banI jAya che. AgaLa vadhIne ema paNa 106

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samajAvyuM che ke je kAMI miSTAnna ApaNA peTamAM jAya che te viSTAno pUrva paryAya ane pazcAda paryAya paNa che. eTale ke, viSTA rUpI khAtaramAMthI anAja ane anAja peTamAM jAya pachI viSTA - ATaluM paNa samajAI jAya to koI padArtha upara rAga ane dveSa na thAya. A mATe pudgalanAM paryAyano khyAla Ave to duniyAnA koI paNa pudgala ApaNAM zarIrane vikRta na karI zake. ApaNI citta-vRttine yogya rIte keLavIe to koI paNa padArtha, vyakti ke paristhiti ApaNAM du:khanuM kAraNa na banI zake. A to ziyALo Avyo ane ThaMDI paDe eTale kahe ke bahuM ThaMDI che, unALAmAM kahe ke bahu garamI che. paraMtu pudgalano dharma samajanAra to samaje ke A to kudaratano krama che emAM ATalI badhI hAya-vAya zuM? AtmAne jenI sAthe levAM devAM na hoya tevI paristhitionI carcA zuM karavAnI ? ane enI mUMjhavaNa paNa zuM rAkhavAnI ? AvAM vikalpo karavAM e ja to durthAnanuM mULa che. sAmAno svabhAva game evo hoya paraMtu karmano siddhAMto jo ApaNe pacAvyAM hoya to koI vyakti pratye ApaNane kyAre ya durbhAva na thAya. - je sAdhaka potAnA manane bIjA sAthe seTa karI na zake, tene haMmezA apaseTa ja rahevuM paDatuM hoya che. enAM kAraNe kyAM to rAga-dhyAna karIne maravAnuM kyAM to dveSa - dhyAna karIne maravAnuM mATe ja jJAnI A baMne durgAnathI dUra rahevAnuM kahe che. (107

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ahIMyA pravacanamAM paNa koI aNagamatI vyakti tamArI bAjumAM AvI ne besI jAya to manamAM kyu dhyAna cAle ? breSa dhyAna ja cAle ne ? ane koI mana-gamatI vyakti sAthe bAjumAM besavAnuM Ave to AnaMda Ave ne ? ane rAgadhyAna cAluM ne ? paraMtu bAjunI vyakti karatAM e vicAro ke AtmAno ghAta kare tevI duHkhada paristhiti manamAM AvavA na devI. e ja rIte AtmAno ghAta kare evI sukhada paristhiti paNa manamAM AvavAM na devI. | du:khada ke su:khada koI paNa paristhitino sahaja bhAve svIkAra karavo eTale ke AtmaghAtaka na bane tenuM dhyAna rAkhavuM. te sAdhanAnuM eka aMga bane che. koI vyakti ApaNI sAthe nabaLuM vartana kare tenI upara paNa dveSa karavAno nathI. to pachI vaDIla ke guru upara to kyAre ya dveSa karavAno na hoya. ApaNI bhUla hoya ane vaDIla ke guru, sAraNAM, vAraNAM coyaNAM ke paDicoyaNAthI sudhAravAno prayatna kare to ApaNAMthI dveSa ja na thAya darzanamohanIya karma tIvra hoya to ja dveSa thaI jAya. koI vyaktinI kAyAthI pApa karavAnI trevaDa na hoya paNa manathI durbAna karI karIne moTA bhAganAM jIvo karmabaMdha kare che. zAstramAM 108)

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taMdUliyA malyanuM udAharaNa prasiddha che. A matsya raudra dhyAnanAM pariNAme sAtamI narakanuM AyuSya bAMdhe che. viNa khAdhe, viNa bhogave, mAtra be ghaDI jeTaluM ahIMnuM jIvana puruM karIne 7 mI narake cAlyo jAya. IrSyA paNa dveSa dhyAnano ja prakAra che. ghaNAM garIbo zrImaMtanA baMgalA pAsethI nIkaLatAM hoya emanAM baMgalA tathA bhoga vilAsa jue eTale manamAM ane manamAM baLyAM kare pAcho vicAre che ke lokonA lohI cUsI cUsIne A baMgalA banAvyAM che. mAruM cAle to A gADI vADI badhuM ja bhasmIbhUta karI nAkhuM, karI zake kAMI nahi, paNa manamAM AvA dveSa ane hiMsAnA vicAro karyA kare ? A kayu dhyAna ? dveSadhyAna, hiMsA dhyAna ane raudradhyAna. ghaNAM zrImaMta loko paNa TI.vI. mAM samAcAra jotAM jotAM udgAro kADhe che ke jo huM pramukha/vaDApradhAna hovuM to A AtaMkavAdIone eka ja divasamAM patAvI dauM. pAcho kahe ke umAzaMkara joSI paNa kahI 109

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gayA che ke garIbono jaTharAgni jAgaze, khaMDeranI bhasmakaNI na lAdhaze. ( pITha ane mahApITha muni, guruvare bAhu, subAhunI vaiyAvaccanI prazaMsA karI to A bannee IrSA karI, tethI strIveda bAMdhI beThA. bIjA bhavamAM brAhmI ane suMdarI thayA. A paNa dveSa ane raudra dhyAna. A mana dharmakSetramAM paNa IrSyA kare che. bIjAnI koI tapa, jJAna, dAna, bhaktimAM tamArAM badale prazaMsA thAya, tenI vAha vAha thAya ane tamAruM nAma jatuM rahe to manamAM kevAM bhAva thAya, AvAM khoTAM bhAvo paNa dveSa dhyAna ja che. tame Avo tyAre saMghamAM tamane koI AvakAra na Ape ane tamArI ja keTegarIno bIjo koI Ave ane ene AvakAra Ape to tamArAM manamAM zuM thAya ? ahIMyA paNa dveSadhyAna ja thAya che. subhUmIkrIe pRthvI parathI brAhmaNone khatama karyA A paNa tIvra kakSAnuM raudradhyAna ja hatuM ApaNAM gharamAM macchara vadhe to ene mArI nAMkhavAno bhAva e draSadhyAna ja che. e jIvo to bicArAM lAcAra che. ApaNA gharamAM temane paNa jIvavAno adhikAra che. kaI rIte ? sAcuM kaho tamAro nAno dIkaro tamArA gharamAM rahe che. kema? kAraNa ke e tamAre tyAM janmyo eTale. tema A jIvo paNa A ja gharamAM janmyAM che to emane ahIM jIvavAno adhikAra kema nahi ? ApaNAM zarIra, parasevo, vastra ke gharavakharImAM utpanna thayelAM e jIvone jIvavAno adhikAra kema nahIM ? paNa ApaNAM (110)

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samAjanI kamanasIbI e che ke sagAM dIkarA pratye paNa svArtha sivAya sneha nathI. dIkaro paNa kAma lAge to nabhAve nahIMtara aborzana'. eka lAcAra jIva haju dharatIne jUe te pahelAM ja tene khatma karI devo, AvuM ghorAtIta ghora mahA-pApa thaI ja zake kaI rIte ? AvAM pApanAM vicAro e paNa dveSa dhyAna, AgaLa vadhIne raudradhyAna sudhI laI jAya che. je jaina kULamAM ekendriya jIvane na mAratAM, teo paNa majethI aborzana karAvatA thatAM thaI gayAM. ghaNAMne to pApano pazcAttApa paNa nathI. A kaThoratA mAtra svArthIpaNuM ane sukhanAM arthIpaNAmAMthI janme che ane emAMthI ja dveSa dhyAna kaho ke aprIti dhyAna pragaTe che. Ama ApaNAM jIvanamAM kyAM kyAM dveSa dhyAna Ave che te samajAI gayuM hoI to puruSArtha karI A durthAnamAMthI paNa chUTavAM jevuM che. takalIphamAM sAdhanA sArI na thAya jarA anukUtA hoya to sAdhanA sArI thAya Avo mata bhagavAna mahAvIrano nathI Avo mata gautama buddhano che. sAdhuo ApaNane ema ja samajAve che ke anukULatAmAM rAga nahIM ane pratikuLatAmAM dveSa nahIM. jenA rAga-dveSa maMda paDe tene ja samakita maLe. Ama kaSAyone A manuSya bhavamAM pAtaLA pADavA bhagIratha purUSArtha karavo joIe. (111)

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kaSAyo karmanuM sarjana karavAnI tAkAta dharAve che. jyAre kaSAya vagaranuM jIvana karmanuM visarjana karavAnI tAkAta dharAve che. kaSAyo durgatinuM sarjana kare che jyAre kaSAya vagaranuM jIvana sadgatinuM sarjana kare che. kaSAyo saMsAranuM sarjana karavAnI tAkAta dharAve che jyAre kaSAya vagaranuM jIvana saMsAranuM visarjana karavAnI tAkAta dharAve che. jayAre kaSAyomAM azubha anubaMdho pADavAnI tAkAta che. jyAre kaSAya vagaranA jIvanamAM zubha anubaMdho pADavAnI tAkAta dharAve che. Ama dharmakriyA ghaNI karI, enA karatAM dharmakriyA kayA AzayathI karI eTale bhautika sAmagrI mATe dharmakriyA karI ke karma nirjarA karavA mATe dharmakriyA karI, te ja rIte bhAvathI karI ke yaMtravat karI, AvuM vicArI dharma, karmanirjarAnA AzayathI zubha dhyAnathI eTale ke sArA bhAvathI karIe to ApaNuM AtmakalyANa thAya. Atma guNasthAnake caDhe ane mokSamArgI bane mATe jIvanamAM kaSAyo pAtaLA pADavA atyaMta jarUrI che. 112