Jailer

Author(s): Abhayshekharsuri
Publisher: Bhuvane Dharmjaykar Prakashan
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/005651/1

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kAnamAM khIlo ThokyA jyAre thaI vedanA prabhune bhAre... - Jain dison International 'le. A.vikaLa AmacazekharasUri Mental peace for AMaster piece jelara che zA www.jainelibrary toye prabhujI zAMtavicAre govALano nahIM vAMka lagAre...

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mArI sAthe ja Thema AvuM thAya che ? daDheka vakhate bhAraeN ja sahana 4ravAnuM ? mArI bhUla nathI to huM kaeN sahana 84 ? AvA agaNita prazana nA sacoTa samAdhAna mATaeN avazya vAMco...... jelara sameta leTa Sasiat dils ( 32 22 9 maka For Personal & Private Use Only

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mananI azAMtine paDakAra zAMti tamArA hAthamAM jelara lekhaka : sva. pU. AcArya zrI vijaya prema - bhuvanabhAnu - jayaghoSa - dharmajita - jayazekharasUri ziSya - AcArya vijaya abhayazekharasUri prathama AvRtti : vi.saM. 2067 H navamI AvRtti : vi.saM. 2068 (kula 25000 nakalo) mUlya : 40.00 rUpiyA prakAzaka : bhuvane dharmajayaka2 prakAzana girIzabhAI je vaDecA 101, sametazikhara epArTamenTa, kAjInuM medAna, gopIpurA - surata 395001 phona - 0261 - 2599387 prApti sthAna : (1) prakAzaka (2) manojabhAI sAIklona inDiyA 225, jaya gopALa inDa. bhavAnIzaMkara roDa, dAdara (ve), muMbaI - 400028. phona naM. - 022 30484830 (3) DaoN. hemaMtabhAI parIkha 21, tejapAla sosAyaTI, phatehapurA basa sTenDa pAse, pAlaDI, amadAvAda - 380 007. phona naM. - 079 26630006 For Personal & Private Use Only

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zrI zAMtinAthAya nama: zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthAya nama: sirasA vaMde mahAvIra eNnama: siddham vijaya prema-bhuvanabhAnu-jayaghoSa-dharmajita - jayazekhara-abhayazekharasUribhyo nama: kSamAdevInI pratiSThAnI AmaMtraNa patrikA cIMTue pInTane pUchyuM - je aparAdha karavA chatAM kabUle nahIM te koNa? pITu - zetAna pharI pUchyuM - je potAno guno kabUlI le, te koNa ? pInTa - zANo ! cIMTue chevaTe pUchyuM - je potAnI bhUla na hovA chatAM kabUlI laI mAphI mAMge, te koNa? pITu - pati ! dAmpatyajIvanamAM A zAMtisUtrane je apanAve che, te pati kahevAya che. paNa mAre kahevuM che ke dekhAtA - banatA - ghaTatA prasaMgomAM pote gunegAra nahIM hovA chatAM je potAne (pUrvabhavanI apekSA AgaLa karIne) gunegAra mAne che, te jIvanamAM zAMti to meLave ja che, paNa e mAtra pati nathI raheto - badhAnA hRdayano pati bane che ne enAmAM evI kSamatA UbhI thavAnI zakyatA rahe che ke bhaviSyamAM e jagatpati banI jAya ! bIjAnI avaLacaMDAIthI potAne sahevuM paDe ne chatAM bIjAne badale potAne gunegAra jevo e, anaMtakALathI ApaNAmAM uchaLatI (1) potAnA sivAya bIjA badhAnA doSa - aparAdha - gunA jovAnI vRtti ane (2) e nimitte vAraMvAra te - te jIvopara dveSa karavAnI vRtti ane (3) emAM paNa mULa kAraNa tarIke khadabadI rahelI tIvratama ahaMkAravRtti - A traNanA kAraNe khUba agharuM che. paNa agharuM che - azakya nathI. krodha anaMtakALathI ghara karI gayo hovA chatAM e svabhAva nathI, vibhAva che. ApaNA svabhAva gharanI vyakti nathI, parAyI che. eNe DerA - taMbu tANyAne anaMtakALa vItI gayo, paNa e AtmabhUmino mAlika nathI - ghuSaNakhora che. ene ApaNe bhagAvI zakIe chIe. taDIpAra karavA sakSama chIe. nirmULa nAza karI zakIe chIe. cANakya naMdavaMzano nirmULa nAza karavA je pratijJA karI hatI, tethI paNa daDhapratijJA ApaNe karIe to zuM azakya che? krodha kajIyAkhora patnI che. enA ja kAraNe ApaNe ApaNI kSamA nAmanI vahAlasoyI mAtAthI dUra thayA chIe. A kSamA nAmanI mAtAnI godamAM evI huMpha che, evI saMjIvanI che ke je ApaNane zAMti prasannatA to Ape ja che, paNa e ApaNI Apattine saMpatti, Aphatane jyAphata, mAtama mahotsava, takalIphane taka mATenI liphTa banAvavA sakSama che. e kSamAdevI - kSamAmAtA pAse javA zuM karavuM ? For Personal & Private Use Only

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eno javAba che A pustaka - lara ! karma jaja, herAna karatI vyakti jelara ne ApaNe aparAdhI. A trikoNa - A tripadIno AdhAra laI pUjyapAda adbhuta tattvonmeSanA svAmI gurudevazrIe hetu-tarka-dAtta pUrvakaenI suMdara-sacoTa - soMsaravI utarI jAya e rIte evI rajuAta karI che ke A pustaka vAMcyA pachI ApaNI bIjA pratyenI daSTi prAyaH badalAyA vinA rahe nahIM. 'vinA aparAdha sajA nahIM, vinA satkArya bakSisa nahIM.' x, Y,zne duSTa mAno. to jeTalI vAra mAno eTalI vAra daMDa.. ne mArA karmo ja duSTa che e mAno to jeTalI vAra e mAno eTalI vAra bhavya InAma !' anyo taraphathI thatA trAsane samatApUrvaka sahI levo e Atmahitano zorTakaTa 'tArA krodhane karmasattA calAvI leze nahIM.' vagere sacoTa vAkyo - je hRdayanI takatI para satata kotarI rAkhavA jevA che, gharaophisa vageremAM borDa banAvI mUkavA jevA che, evA vAkyothI chalakatA A pustakamAM karma kema jaja ? vagere vAto, cAritrya gumAvyuM teNe saghaLuM gumAvyuM kema ? kudaratano gema zo, peTrola - pANI - cinagArI vagere DhagalAbaMdha vAto hetu - tarka ane DhagalAbaMdha dRSTAMto sAthe eTalI sarasa rIte samajAvI che ke hRdayanI jagyAe paththara hoya, to ja praveza nahIM pAme. - pUjyazrIe prasiddha - aprasiddha DhagalAbaMdha dRSTAMto mAtra lIdhA nathI, paNa prastuta mudAne kevI rIte spaSTa kare che e mATe vizada chaNAvaTa paNa karI che, pachI e agnizarmAnuM dRSTAMta hoya ke nAgaketunuM ! pUjyazrInI prajJA jinAjJAnA eMdaparyArthagAmI che, pratibhA tattvonmeSanA navA - navA kSitijane sparzI rahI chene karuNA satata vahetI gaMgA che.. tattvaciMtana emano zokha ke vyavasAya nathI - sahajasiddha svabhAva che ! haMsA ! tuM jhIla maitrI sarovaramAM pustaka khUba lokapriya banyuM. ghaNAnA hRdayagata krodhane calita karanAruM banyuM, emAM A pustaka. eTale mane lAge che ke have to ghaNAghaNAnA hRdayamaMdiramAM pravezI gayelA - pratiSThita thaI gayelA krodhane ravAnA thaye ja chUTako... have krodhanA utthApananA prasaMgo ghare ghare hRdaye hRdaye ujavAze ! kSamA devInI pratiSThAnA prasaMganI AmaMtraNa patrikA AMkhe - AMkhe vAMcavA maLaze ! pUjyazrInA AvA mahAna upakArane satkAravAno. emanA upakArane hRdayathI svIkAravAno eka ja upAya che. satata vAMcana - tarata ciMtana - zIgha amala ! bIjAne prabhAvanA ! mahAsuda - 15, saMvata 2067 - ajitazekharavijaya For Personal Private Use Only

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mAtaMgasiddhAyikA paripUjitAya zrI vardhamAnasvAmine namaH zrI vijaya prema - bhuvanabhAnu - jayaghoSa - dharmajita - jayazekharasUrIzebhyo nama: be zabda... sUryAsta thavAnI taiyArImAM che. ziSya hAthamAM pANInuM pAtra laIne gurubhagavaMtane vinavI rahyo che. pANI vAparI (pI) lyo...paNa guru bhagavaMta koI arthagaMbhIra ciMtananA jhaDapabhera cAlI rahelA vicArone kalama dvArA kAgaLapara kaMDAravAmAM vyasta che. A eka ciMtana lakhI lauM.. nahIMtara magajamAMthI gAyaba thaI jaze. ekavAra. bIjIvAra. trIjIvAra..ziSya vinaMtI karato rahyo.. pANI pAtramAM ja rahI gayuM ne sUryAsta thaI gayo.. vaLI AvuM ekavAra nahIM. anekavAra jemanA jIvanamAM banyuM te mahopAdhyAya yazovijayajI mahArAja AjathI lagabhaga 325 varSa pUrve thaI gayA. jenadharmagrantho to kharA ja. bauddha - vedAMta vagere dharmagranthono paNa sAMgopAMga abhyAsa karyo ane seMkaDo granthonI svayaM racanA karI.. AkhuM jIvana zAstronI upAsanAmAM vitAvyA bAda jIvananI saMdhyATANe teozrIe eka adbhutagranthanI racanA karIH nAma jJAnasAra.. A granthanA eka zlokano pUrvAdha che : sAmyaM bibharti yaH karmavipAkaM hadi cintayan... artha: hRdayamAM je karmanA udayane ciMtave che te samatAne dhAraNa kare che. vAtavAtamAM ciMtA-Tenzana-DIprezana vagereno bhoga banI rahelA daMyugIna mAnavI mATe eka akasIra ilAja cheH karmanA vipAkanuM ciMtana.. AkhI duniyAne khuMdI vaLavAthI ke karoDo rUpiyAno kharcI nAkhavAthI paNa mananI zAMti - svasthatAno je upAya hAtha na lAge, evo rAmabANa A upAya che. paNa khATale moTI khoDa e che ke mAnavIe buddhinI bolabAlA vadhArI dIdhI.. zraddhAne aMdhazraddhA kahI vagovI dIdhI. tethI atIndriya karmano svIkAra durlabha thaI gayo. pariNAma ? eka goDagiphTa jevI camatkArika davAthI e seMkaDo yojana dUra pheMkAI gayo.. vAMdho nahIM. kAMTo kAMTAne kADhe. zraddhAthI nahIM. buddhithI - tarkathI sAbita thAya to to karmane svIkAraze ne ! karmavijJAna pAchaLa so e so TakA lojika paNa che ja. e lojikane AjanI bhASAmAM vyakta karavAno prayAsa eTale prastuta pustaka "jelara." A pustakamAM pIrasAyelo tarka kevo zraddhAjanaka che ne svaMya kevo tarkatIta che e to pustakanAM pAnAM ja kaheze. mana zAMta rahevuM ke azAMta thavuM. Ano AdhAra paristhiti kyAreya hotI nathI. mAtra ne mAtra vicAradhArA eno AdhAra hoya che. manane bhAre apaseTa karI nAkhatI paristhitimAM tasubhAra paNa pheraphAra thayo hovA chatAM yogya rIte badalI nAkhelI vicAradhArA For Personel Private Use Only

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manane zAMtarasamAM jhIlatuM karI de che. A vAstavikatAno svayaM anubhava karavA mATe dareka vAMcakane hArdika apIla che. sAmAnyathI sAhityamAM punarukti (enI e vAtanuM pharIthI kathana) e doSarUpa gaNAya che. paNa roganA upacAramAM pharI pharI davA levI e lAbhakartA karatuM hoya che. prastuta nibaMdha paNa mAnasika upacArarUpa ja che. ne tethI keTalIka vAto (jema ke agnizarmAnI kathA) thoDA alaga-alaga pariprekSyamAM anekavAra je kahevAyelI che te, te te kathanInA spaSTIkaraNa mATe hovAthI lAbhakartA ja nIvaDaze evI zraddhA che. prastuta nibaMdhane mAtra jovAno nathI, jIvavAno che. mAtra vAMcavAno nathI, vAgoLavAno che.. mAtra cAvavAno nathI, pacAvavAno che... jo A thaze. to aMtaHkaraNamAMthI zAMtarasanI apUrva Urmio UThatI cokkasa anubhavAze. "haMsA ! tuM jhIlamaitrI sarovaramAM pustaka' thI jaina - ajena hajAro haiyAmAM zAMtinI lahera UThI che... A pustaka ene vadhu daDha ne vadhu cirasthAyI karavAmAM sahAyaka banaze e niHzaMka che. paramabrahmamUrti sva. pU.A. zrI vijaya premasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. apramAdamUrti sva. pU.A. zrI vijaya bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. jIvaMtajJAnamUti pa.pU.A. gacchAdhipati zrI vijaya jayaghoSasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. saraLatAmUrti sva. pU.A. zrI vijaya dharmajita sUrIzvarajI ma.sA. zrIsUrimaMtrasAdhanAmUrti sva. pU. A. zrI vijaya jayazekhara sUrIzvarajI ma.sA. A suvihitaguruparaMparAnI anarAdhAra varasatI kRpA ja A nibaMdhanA yazanI kharI hakadAra che. ne bIjA naMbare hakadAra che sahavartI ziSyavRMdano dareka kAryamAM maLato bhaktipUrNa sahakAra. A. zrI vijaya ajitazekharasUrIzvarajIe Akho nibaMdha sAdhaMta vAMcyo che. ane anekavidha sUcano sahita suMdara prastAvanAthI alaMkRta karyo che. dhanyavAda. - anekavidha pIDArUpa sajA bhogavyA pachI paNa navI sajAo UbhI karavAnA khoTanA dhaMdhAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLI zakAya. ane eka sajA bhogavI. dasa sajA kensala karIne bhavya inAmanA hakadAra banavAno lAbha meLavI zakAya..ne A banne karatAM bahumUlya.. kSamA - samatA keLavatAM keLavatAM vItarAgatA sAdhI zakAya. enA sacoTa upAyone jANavA- jIvavA mATe prastuta prakAzanano sahu koI upayoga karo evI karuNAbhInI preraNA sAthe caitra suda - 1 - A. abhayazekharasUri vi. saM. 2067 bhAyaMdara torper For Persone Private Use Only Private Use Only

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-: abhiprAya :dekhAvamAM nAnI lAgatI pustikA, enI kAmagIrI jovA joIe to jANe lAkho Tana saMkalezo - udvego, krodhAnubaMdhone nikAla karavAnI phekaTarI na hoya tevuM lAgyA vinA rahe nahIM. cha karmagraMthonuM valoNuM karI mAkhaNa meLavavAmAM Ave tenuM nAma eTale "jelara pustikA. - eka vAMcaka.. * gurudeva! A pustaka vAMcyA pachI enA svabhAvamAM eTalo badho change AvI gayo che jenuM ene khudane Azcarya thAya che ne amane khUba zAMti anubhavAya che. - eka vAMcaka bahenanA patideva -: samarpaNa :amIcaMdanI amIdraSTi, guNasena - agnizarmA vagere pustako ane divyadarzana sAptAhikanA aneka agralekho dvArA kaika vairIonA verane kSamA ane maitrImAM rUpAMtarita karI denArA sva. pUjyapAda gurudevazrI bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma.sA.ne teozrInA hoTa phevarITa viSayarUpa kSamA - maitrI paranA, teozrInA ja vicArabIjamAMthI pAMgarelo A nibaMdha teozrIne zraddhA - Adara - bhakti sahita samarpita karatAM AnaMda anubhavuM chuM. - abhayazekhara For Personal & Private Use Only

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zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthAya namaH mAtaMgasiddhAyikA paripUjitAya zrI vardhamAnasvAmine namaH zrI vijaya prema - bhuvanabhAnu - jayaghoSa - dharmajita - jayazekharasUrIzebhyo namaH maiM namaH - jelara saMtapuruSe sabhAne keTalAka prazno pUchyA... saMta : sukha kone joIe ? sabhA : badhAne... garIba hoya ke tavaMgara.. rogI ke nirogI... bhaNelo ke abhaNa. sukha to jIvamAtrane joIe. saMta : kyAre joIe ? divase ke rAtre ? sabhA : bAre mahinA ne covIse kalAka. saMta H duHkha kone joIe ? kyAre joIe ? sabhA : duHkha koIne joItuM nathI, kyAreya joItuM nathI. saMta : duniyAmAM lAkho kaMpanIo che. eka sAmAnya niyama tarIke koIpaNa kaMpanI kevo mAla banAvavA cAhe ? sabhAmAMthI kaTalAka : sArAmAM sAro.. vaLI bIjA : vadhumAM vadhu napho karAve evo... saMta : nA, mAla game eTalo sAro ke naphAkAraka hoya, paNa enI khapata ja na hoya to? eTale sAmAnya niyama e che ke koIpaNa kaMpanI evo ja mAla banAvavA cAhe che ke je mAlanI bajAramAM mAga hoya. je mAlanI bilakula DimAnDa na hoya Avo mAla koIpaNa kaMpanI kyAre paNa banAvatI nathI. to pachI kudaratanAmanI kaMpanI duHkhanAmanA mAlanuM sarjana zA mATe kare che ? kAraNake duHkhanAmanA mAlanI bajAramAM bilakula mAga nathI. maphatamAM ApavA mAgo to paNa koI jIvahAthamAM jhAlavA taiyAra nathI. badhAne sukha, sukha ne sukha ja joIe che. eTale A prazna to Ubho thAya ja che ke jyAre ekapaNa jIva duHkha cAhato nathI, to kudarata duHkha zA mATe Ape che ? alabata A praznano javAba karma to che ja; paNa A praznano javAba lokabhASAmAM meLavavo che. ne e mATe koIpaNa jelano sarve karavAno. 50-100-200 jeTalA paNa kedI hoya, darekane pUchavAnuM ke 'bolo tamArAmAMthI sajA kone joIe che ?" zuM javAba maLaze? 'koIne nahIM.' 1 For Personal & Private Use Only jelara www.emerary.org

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eTale have prazna Ubho thaze ke jyAre eka paNa kedI sajA cAhato nathI, to korTa sajA zA mATe kare che? "e to aparAdha karIne Avyo che, mATe sajA kare che..." barAbara... eTale A sUtra nizcita karavuM joIe ke "vine aparAdha saja nahIM." jo sajA thaI rahI che, to aparAdha hovo ja joIe. A vAta yogya paNa che ja, kAraNake sajA jovA maLavA para ApaNane kalpanA aparAdhanI ja Ave che. jema ke paDozamAMthI avAja AvI rahyo che.. bApa mArI rahyo che, beTo roI. cillAI rahyo che. dIkarAe zuM karyuM che? e khabara na hoya to paNa ApaNane parIkSAmAM pheIla thayo haze, koI cIja vastunuM nukazAna pahoMcADyuM haze. mAtApitAnI sAme bolato haze..' AvI koI aparAdhanI ja kalpanA Ave che. pazunA gaLAmAM eka lAkaDuM bAMdhavAmAM Ave che je enA pagamAM bhaTakAyA ja kare che ne coMTa karyA ja kare che. paMdara - visa pazumAMthI ekAda pazunA gaLAmAM Avo Dero jovA maLavA para, "e enA mAlikanA kaMTrolamAM rahetuM nahIM hoya. mATe A sajA karavAmAM AvI che" AvI ja kalpanA Ave che. eTale A vAta to niHzaMka che ke sajA aparAdhanI ja hoya che... vagara aparAdhe sajA hotI nathI. have, AnAthI bhinna paristhiti vicArIe. bApa dIkarAne mArI nathI rahyo.. paNa uparathI enI prazaMsA karI rahyo che... ene kaMIka bakSisa ApI rahyo che. zuM kalpanA Avaze ? putre kaMIka sAruM kAma karyuM haze.' eTale bIjuM sUtra nizcita thAya che - vinA satkArya bakSisa nahIM. jJAnIo kahe che A banne sUtrone ApaNe ApaNA jIvanamAM eplAya karavA joIe. zArIrika, Arthika, pArivArika, sAmAjika vagere aneka paristhitiono saravALo eTale ApaNuM A jIvana. AmAMnI je je paristhiti sArI che, ApaNane saMtoSaprada che e badhI kudarate ApelI bakSisa che. jarUra ApaNe tadyogya satkArya karIne AvyA chIe. ane je paristhitimAM ApaNe herAna thaI rahyA chIe. ApaNI phariyAda che ke AvuM kema ? e paristhiti e kudarate ApaNane karelI sajA che. jarUra ApaNe evo koIka aparAdha karIne AvyA chIe. - kare te bhare For Personal Private Use Only

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eka AdamI khAvA-pIvAmAM eTalI badhI kALajI vALo.. A khAuM to bI.pI. vadhI jAya ne A khAuM to sugara.. A nahIM khAvAnuM ne A paNa nahIM khAvAnuM.. eTalI kALajI kare ke kyAreka to khAvAnI karatAM nahIM khAvAnI AITama vadhI jAya... ne chatAM "Aje sugara vadhI gaI che.." "Aje Temparecara che.' roja kaMIka ne kaMIka takalIpha hoya ja. ne eka bIjo AdamI - kazI kALajI nahIM. jyAre icchA thaI, je IcchA thaI, khAI le che. chatAM bilakula nirogI. kyAreya koI phariyAda nahIM. AvuM jovA maLe ? "hA." AvuM jovA maLavuM joIe? kALajI lenAro nirogI rahevo joIe ke kALajI vinAno? to AvuM viparIta kema jovA maLe che?" "kaho.. A bIjA AdamIne kudarata ArogyanI bakSisa ApavA mAge che. "tAre phAve tema khAje - pIje. tAruM Arogya sAruM raheze..." are! kudarata to ema kahe che, "tuM patharo khAze to paNa pacAvI daIza. patharI nahIM thavA dauM. kAraNake mAre tane ArogyanI bakSisa ApavAnI che.' ane pahelAM AdamIne e ja kudarata kahe che "tane zAMtithI jIvavA nahIM dauM. roja kAMIne kAMI takalIpha - pIDA tAre veThavI ja paDaze.' eka yuvAna bhaNelo - gaNelo anubhavI ne plAniMganI sAthe dhaMdho karanAro. chatAM paisA banAvI na zakyo. ane eka bIjo yuvAna eTalo bhaNelo nahIM, evuM plAniMga nahIM ne ADedhaDa dhaMdho karanAro.... ne chatAM jotajotAmAM zrImaMta banI gayo. AvuM paNa duniyAmAM jovA maLe? kema vAraM? A bIjA yuvAnane kudarata jANe ke kahI rahI che "mAre tane zrImaMtAInI bakSisa ApavAnI che. te bhale ADedhaDa dhaMdho karyo, huM AsapAsanI vyaktione ane paristhitine evI anukULa banAvI daIza ke tAre napho ja napho." ane e ja kudarata pahelA yuvakane jANe ke kahe che ke "teM bhale sacoTa Ayojana pUrvaka dhaMdho karyo haze. paNa mAre tane kamAvA devAno nathI. mArI zaktio amApa che. atyaMta vizvAsu evA paNa vaceTiyA dalAla pAse tArI pratye vizvAsaghAta karAvIza. bajAranI rUkha badalI nAkhIza. are ! jarUra paDye sarakAranI polisI badalI nAkhIza. paNa tane kamAvA nahIM dauM e nakkI, kAraNake huM tane daridratAnI sajA karavA mAguM chuM. koIkane pahele ja dhakke dhArelI saphaLatA. koIkane ghaNA dhakkA, ghaNI mahenata ne pachI paNa dhArelI saphaLatA to nahIM ja. For Personal & Private Use Only www[ jelara),

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zA mATe ekane InAma ? zA mATe ekane sajA ? kudaratane koNa potAnuM ne koNa parAyuM ? kaho.. je satkArya karIne AvyA che ene kudarata InAma Ape che. ne je aparAdha karIne AvyA che ene kudarata sajA kare che. eka mANase corI karI. lUMTaphATa karI. are ! koIkanI hatyA paNa karI nAkhI. polIsa pakaDI gaI. korTamAM kesa cAlyo. chevaTe jaje sajA pharamAvI. dasa varasanI sakhata keda ne uparathI roja haMTaranA dasa phaTakA. e kedI pAse jelare savArathI sAMja sudhI jAtajAtanI majurI karAvI ne sAMja paDI, haMTara laIne Avyo. cAla, tAre phaTakA khAvAnA che. e vakhate A kedI jelarane kahe ke "meM tAruM zuM bagADyuM che ? te tuM mane mAre che. huM kAMI mAra khAvAno nathI. huM paNa haMTara laIne tane sAmo mArIza." to enI sajA vadhe ke ghaTe ? vadhe" kedInI vAta khoTI che? kedIe jelaranuM zuM bagADyuM che ? kedI to kahI zake che "meM jene tyAM corI karI che e bhale mAre, tuM zAno mAre ? meM tAre tyAM corI karI che?' to zA mATe kedIe jelarano mAra khAvo joIe ? ne na khAya to sajA zAmATe vadhe che? jelara to korTanA hukamathI mAre che.' barAbara che. kedIe samajavuM joIe ke jelara potAnI icchAthI nahIM, paNa korTano orDara che, mATe mAre che.' AnA karatAM AkhA dezamAM koI korTa nahIM, jela nahIM, jelara nahIM, sajA nahIM. jeNe jema vartavuM hoya tema vartavAnI chUTa.. kadAca sarakAra Avo TharAva lAvavA mAgatI hoya ne ApaNo abhiprAya pUche to ApaNe hA kahIe ke nA? nA ja." zA mATe ?' kAraNake ApaNane khabara che ke pachI to dezamAM vyavasthA ja nahIM rahe, arAjakatA phelAI jAya. khuda ApaNuM paNa zAMtithI jIvavuM azakya banI jAya. Ano artha e thAya ke je dezamAM vyavasthA jaLavAyelI che, to korTa sakriya hovI ja joIe. ane Aje paNa korTa jeTalA aMzamAM niSkriya che, eTalA aMzamAM arAjakatA che ja. have, jema dezamAM e ja rIte samagra vizvamAM - AkhA brahmAMDamAM paNa vyavasthA jaLavAyelI to che ja. to jarUra AkhI duniyAmAM paNa koIka korTa sakriya hovI joIe. A korTanuM nAma che karmasattA. bhArata sarakAra to mAtra mAnavone ja potAnA prajAjana mAne che. A karmasattAnI korTane sthApanAra For Personal & Private Use Only

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kudaratanuM zAsana to mAtra mAnava ja nahIM, pazu - paMkhI - kIDI - maMkoDA vagere sudrajaMtuo ne vanaspatiAdi ekendriya jIvo. jIvamAtrane potAnA prajAjana mAne che. AmAMno koIpaNa jIva nAno - moTo jevo aparAdha kare evI sajA A karmasattAnI korTa kare che. paNa korTanuM kAma mAtra sajA nizcita karavAnuM che ke dasa phaTakA mAro vagere... jaja pote kAMI jelamAM AvIne kedIne phaTakA mArato nathI. sajAno amala karavAnuM kAma to jelaranuM che. ema karmasattAnI korTa paNa mAtra sajA nakkI kare che. to eno amala karanAra jelara koNa ? jJAnIo kahe che ke A jelara sago bhAI paNa hoya zake ke bhatrIjo paNa hoya zake, ke bhAgIdAra paNa, nokara paNa hoya zake ke pADozI paNa. sAsu paNa hoya zake ke vahu paNa. derANI paNa hoya zake ke jeThANI paNa. hA ApaNI AsapAsa rahelA badhA jIvo A karmasattAnI korTanA karmacArI jelara che. AmAMnA koIpaNa jelarane A hAIkamAnDa orDara choDe che ke "jA Ane eka gALa ApI Ava." eNe kAMI tamane gALa ApavI nahotI. paNa bicAro ciThThIno cAkara. tamane gALa ApI gayo. vaLI koIkane hukama karyo ke "Ane eka thappaDa mAravAnI che.' e tamane thappaDa mArI gayo. A korTe koIkane kahyuM ke "A to evo guno AcarI Avyo che ke ene eka lAkha rUpiyAnuM nukazAna pahoMcADavAnuM che." Obey to order e jIva tamArA dhaMdhAmAM evI garabaDa karI gayo ke tamane lAkha rUpiyAnI UThI gaI. gALa ApanAra, thappaDa mAranAra ke nukazAna pahoMcADanAra. chevaTe A badhA jelara ja che. eTale gALa ApanArane ApaNe jo ema kahIe ke "alyA ! meM tAruM zuM bagADyuM che ke tuM mane gALa Ape che? tuM mane gALa Apaze to huM paNa tane gALa ApIza.' to sajA vadhe ke ghaTe ? vadhe." ApaNe sajA vadhAravI che ke ghaTADavI?" ghaTADavI che." jo ghaTADavI che to eno upAya zuM? kedIne vicAro.... jo e haMTara laIne sAmo prahAra karavA jAya to sajA vadhe che. kadAca sAmo prahAra na kare, paNa pratikAra kare ke palAyana kare.. to paNa sajA vadhe che. are, mAra khAya, paNa dhamAla khUba macAve. to paNa sajA ghaTatI nathI. sajA ghaTADavI [ jelara Borary.org For Personal & Private Use Only

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hoya to kedI pAse eka ja upAya che, zAMtithI mAra khAI levo. A karmasattAnI korTe karelI sajAne paNa ghaTADavAno eka ja upAya che. ne e che zAMtithI sahana karI levuM. prazna : paNa, amArAmAM ekanI sAme be gALa ApavAnI tAkAta hoya to ame zAmATe sahana karIe? uttara : ema to kyAreka jelara karatAM paNa kedI ghaNo baLavAna, pahelavAna hoya zake che. chatAM jo eNe sajA ghaTADavI hoya to zAMtithI sahana karavI ja paDe che ne? huM tamane pUchuM "prabhu mahAvIranI zakti vadhAre hatI ke ke kAnamAM khIlA ThokanAra govALiyAnI?" prabhu mahAvIranI.' to pachI prabhue zA mATe ene kAnamAM khIlA mAravA dIdhA ? "alyA! ahIM Ava, tAre khIlA ThokavA che?' ATaluM kahIne enI kAnanI buTa dabAvI hota to e govALiyo rADa pADIne bhAgI jAta. prabhue Avo koI prahAra na karyo, pratikAra paNa na karyo, ke tyAMthI palAyana paNa na karyuM. ne zAMtithI khIlA ThokavAnI bhayaMkara pIDA veThI lIdhI. zA mATe? kAraNake prabhu jANatA hatA ke A to mAtra jelara! mArA ja aparAdhanI karmasattAe karelI sajAno amala karanAro! prahAra vagere karIne mAre kAMI sajA vadhAravAnI nathI. prabhuno aparAdha kayo hato? e to khabara che ne? aDhAramAM bhAvamAM prabhuno AtmA traNa khaMDanA samrATa tripRSTha vAsudeva hato. rAtre uMgha nathI AvatI. saMgItakArone bolAvyA. "dhImuM dhImuM madhura saMgIta vagADo. huM sUI jAuM.' paNa rAjA samaje che ke A to saMgItakAro! ekavAra saMgItamAM tallIna banI gayA pachI emane khabara rahevAnI nathI ke rAjA sUI gayo che ke nahIM ? mATe enuM dhyAna rAkhavAnI pharaja zavyApAlakane soMpI. 'tuM dhyAna rAkhaje, mane uMgha AvI jAya eTale A lokone ravAnA karaje." saMgIta cAlu thayuM. thoDIvAramAM rAjA sUI gayo. zavyApAlakane khyAla AvI gayo che ke rAjA sUI gayo che. paNa atyaMta karNapriya saMgIta sAMbhaLavAno lobha jAgyo. eka pAMca minITa haju sAMbhaLI lauM. pachI ravAnA karuM. rAjA hamaNAM ja sUtA che te thoDA pAMca minITamAM jAgI javAnA che ? saMgIta cAlu rahyuM. zavyApAlaka pAMca minITamAM dharAI jAya ? bhANe AvyuM te jamavuM ne bhAgye AvyuM te veThavuM For Personal & Private Use Only WWW.jahemlara

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eka bAju dukAne javAno samaya thayo hoya ne bIjI bAju TI.vI. para AI.pI.elanI meca jIvaMta prasAraNa thatI hoya. tamane thayuM. be ovara joIne dukAne cAlyo jAuM. be ovaramAM UbhA thaI jAo ne ? nA. e to be nI bAra thAya. bAranI vIsa thAya ne pachI sAmI TImanI paNa 20. AkhI meca pUrI thAya." kama se kama AnA parathI ApaNe eTaluM to samajavuM ja joIe ke Indriyo jIvane gulAma banAvanAra che. indriyo jANe ke jIvane kahe che "teM bhale dhAryuM che ke be ovaramAM Ubho thaI jaIza. paNa tuM tArI icchA mujaba karavA svataMtra kyAM che? jyAM sudhI huM tane saMmati nahIM ApuM tyAM sudhI tuM Ubho thaI zakaze nahIM." pelA zavyApAlakane paNa AvuM ja thayuM. haju pAMca minITa vadhu sAMbhaLI lauM. haju pAMca minITa. haju pAMca minITa.. ne emAM rAjAnI uMgha UDI gaI. eka ADa prazna : saMgItathI uMgha Ave ke jAya ? "Ave...' to rAjA jAgI kema gayo ? jaya" to uMghavA mATe saMgItakArone kema bolAvelA ? vAstavikatA e che ke saMgItathI uMgha Ave paNa kharI. ne jAya paNa kharI. jeTaluM jarUrI hoya eTalA saMgItathI uMgha Ave. ne enAthI vadhI jAya to uMgha UDI jAya. A vAta dareka bAbatane lAgu paDe che. je vastu jeTalI Avazyaka hoya eTalI ja hoya tyAM sudhI lAbhakartA, ne enAthI vadhe to nukazAnakartA. jema ke tame roja cha roTalI khAo cho. ne janma divasa Avyo. "Aje to huM bAra roTalI khAIza." to lAbha ke nukazAna ? "nukazAna" tamAre navA joDAM banAvavA che. mocIe paganuM mApa lIdhuM. "zeThajI ! nava ica.' * "bhAI ! nava zuM ? dasa IcanA ja banAva.' to suvidhA ke asuvidhA ? eTale A niyama barAbara ne ke je vastu jeTalI jarUrI hoya tyAM sudhI ja lAbhakartA. enAthI vadhI jAya to nukazAnakartA. have eka prazna.. ' dhAroke tamAro mahine kharca paMdara hajAra rUpiyA che. paNa tame kamAo cho eka lAkhane paMdara hajara. to lAbha ke nukazAna ? ati sarvatra varjayetuM. A For Personal & Private Use Only [ jelara ]rary.org

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niyama paisAne paNa zuM lAgu na paDe ? pAMca paccIsa karoDa ke ethI ya vadhu saMpatti bhegI karanArA ghaNuM kharuM aneka nukazAnonA bhoga banatA hoya che. paNa ene jovAnI dRSTi joIe. sAva nAnA - pachAta gAmaDAmAM atikaMgAla daridratAmAM jenuM bacapaNa vIteluM evo eka yuvAna bhAgya ajamAvavA zaheramAM Avyo. ne kharekhara eno sitAro camakI gayo. kramazaH karoDopati nahIM, abajopati banyo. ene eka putra. rAjamahela jevo baMgalo. vacce ja svImiMga pula. vizALa bagIco. enI kALajI karanAra mALI. nAnA-moTA dareka kAma mATenA nokaro. rasoIyA. dIkarA mATe khAsa kUtaro paNa pALelo. pANI mAgatA dUdha maLe. ne bUma pADe to eka nahIM cAra nokaro hAjara thaI jAya. AvI sAhyabImAM ucharato dIkaro 14 - 15 varSano thayo. bApane vicAra Avyo ke garIbAI paNa jIvananI eka bAju che. meM to anubhavelI che. dIkarAne paNa eno anubhava to joIe ja. eTale ene koIka garIba gharamAM eka saptAha rAkhavo joIe. mojazokhanI vastuo to nahIM ja, sagavaDa-suvidhAo paNa nahIM. ne Avazyaka vastuomAM paNa keTalIya uNapa. jIvana e kevo saMgharSa che? e, to ja ene khabara paDaze. potAnA ja gAmamAM eka paricita garIba parivArane tyAM mUkI AvyA. jaMgalanA chevADe raheluM ne nadIkAMThe vaseluM A eka sAva nAnuM gAma hatuM. saMdezavyavahAranA koI sAdhana paNa nahIM. aThavADiyA pachI levA gayA. "dIkarA tane phAvyuM ?' pitAjI e pUchyuM. DeDI ! A lokonI ane ApaNI jIvana jIvavAnI padhdhatimAM AsamAna - jamInano phera che. ApaNA ghare to nAnakaDo svImiMga pula ane temAM klorinavALuM gaMdhAtuM pANI. vAsI pANI. mArI to roja AMkho baLe che. ahIM to jhuMpaDInI pAchaLa ja nadI. sadA vahetuM pANI, roja jIMvata ne bilakula phreza. pappA ! mane to nahAvAnI khUba majA paDI gaI. vaLI, mAre to eka ja kUtaro che. ahIM to cAra kUtarAM mArA mitra banI gayA che. ne pAchuM emane navaDAvavAnI ke pheravavAnI koI ja lapa ApaNA mAthe nahIM. te uparAMta be popaTa, kAgaDA, ane sasalAM. badhAnI sAthe gammata karavAnI kevI majA AvI ! vaLI, ApaNe tyAM pappA ! roja rAtre bArI baMdha karI e.sI. cAlu karavAno. ahIM to ame badhA khullAmAM ja sUtA. cAMdanIno prakAza. mITho maMda pavana ne tArAnI cAdara.. evI sarasa uMgha AvI jatI. ane pappA majAnI For Personal & Private Use Only jelara moradig www.

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vAta e ke ahIM to Akho parivAra sAthe ja sUto. badhAne ekabIjAnI zILI hUMpha ApaNe tyAM to mArI rUma judI, bahenanI rUma judI, ne tamArI rUma judI. koNa kyAre Ave che ne kyAre jAya che ? kyAre uMdhe che ne kyAre jAge che? zuM kare che ne zuM nathI karato ? kazuM jANavAnI anyane jarUra ja nahIM. jANe ke kazo saMbaMdha ja nathI. ahIM to eka divasa rAtre A kajhInane acAnaka tAva AvI gayo. zarIra to je dhakhe. badhA ja phaTAphaTa UThI gayA. badhA ja UThI gayA to mArI paNa uMgha UDI gaI. paNa e UDI gaI to phemilI lAIpha zuM che e mane anubhavavA maLyuM. eka jaNa paga dAbe, eka jaNa mAthuM ne AnTI ThaMDuM pANI laIne potAM mUkavA lAgyA. nA, A badhI sevAthI nahIM, paNa dareka sevAmAM naryo prema ne nakarI sahAnubhUti je TapakatAM hatA, enAthI ja ekAda kalAkamAM ja tAva utarI gayo. ne savAre to e bilakula phreza thaI gayelo. pappA eka divasa klAsamAM TIcare amane prazna pUchelo : Which is the best therapy of healing ? sli sei : Allopathy. 34-44 Calella sei : Homeopathy. koke Naturopathy paNa kIdhuM. paNa TIcare badhA javAbone nakArIne kahyuM hatuM sympathy. TIcaranA A javAbano mane pappA ! ahIM sAkSAtkAra thayo. ane DeDI! eka mahattvanI vAta to kahevAnI bhUlI ja gayo. rAtre sUtAM pahelAM Akho parivAra roja bhego bese. divasanA thayelA potapotAnA anubhavonI alaka-malakanI vAto. emAM eTalo badho sneha ne parasparano vizvAsa chalakato dekhAya. ApaNe Akho parivAra A rIte bhegAM kyAreya aDadho kalAka, kalAka beThA chIe ? hA, kyAreka badhAnI pasaMdagInI sIriyala hoya to TI.vI. sAme badhA ja beselAM hoya. paNa emAMya karuNatA e ke Akho parivAra bhego hovA chatAM koI koInI sAthe kazuM bole nahIM. kazuM bolavA - sAMbhaLavAno umaLako ja nahIM. hA, sIriyalanA pAtronI vAta sAMbhaLavAnI. ne emanA sukhadu:khe sukhI duHkhI paNa thavAnuM jANe ke e ja ApaNA svajana ! [jo ke have to A rIte paNa bhegA besavAnuM rahyuM nahIM. badhAnA rUmamAM potapotAnA TI.vI. alaga. mANasa jo muktamane vicAra kare to ghaNI apekSAe evuM jarUra lAgaze ke khUba vadhAre paDato paiso AzIrvAda nahIM, abhizAparUpa banI jAya che. 12 For Personal & Private Use Only elibrary.org

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paisAnA jora para parivAranA dareka sabhyanI badhI ja vastuo svataMtra - alaga. na koIe kyAreya bhegA thavAnI jarUra na koIne koInI apekSA rAkhavAnI jarUra. pachI snehanI saravANI phUTe ja zI rIte ?]. ne bApujI! bhojananI vAta karuM to eka vastu ApaNA nasIbamAM ja nathI. ApaNI pahoMcanI bahAra che. ApaNA bhojanamAM maLe ja nahIM. kaI beTA!" prema bApujI." vAta evI che ke ApaNe tyAM to rasoIyAe banAvelI phrIjamAM mUkelI ne pachI mAIkrovevamAM garama karelI rasoI nokara pIrase. ahIM to AnTI ja roja garamAgarama rasoI khuda banAvI khuda ja jamADe. ane e garamAgarama bhojananI sAthe prema paNa pIrase. e Ave eTale badhuM ja mIThuM lAge. ne e vinA badhuM phiE. [eka yuvAna kamAvavA mATe dezAvara gayelo. ghaNo kALa tyAM rahyo. ghaNI hADamArI karI. paNa puNya sAtha na Apyo. kamAyA vagara ja chevaTe pAcho pharyo. bhale phadiyuM paNa kamAIne lAvyo nathI. paNa mA kone kahevAya ? sAro AvakAra Apyo. dIkaro ghaNAkALa pachI pAcho pharyo che. mAnI khUba hoMza. bajAramAM gaI. kerI ke keLAM to na kharIdI zakI. paNa kAkaDI lAvI. cIrIo karatI jAya che ne khUba hetathI putrane khAvA mATe ApatI jAya che. putra paNa eTalA ja harakhathI khAto jAya che. chellI eka cIrI rahI. mAe potAnA mukhamAM mUkI. paNa A zuM? ATalI badhI kaDavAza. "teM nA kema na pADI? kevI kaDavI vakha ?' mAe pUchavA para dIkarAe hasIne kahyuM : mA! kAkaDI kaDavI hatI paNa ene pIrasanAra hAtha ane haiyuM to mIThA hatA ne. pachI kAkaDI mIThI na lAge?] enDa phAdhara! ApaNe tyAM to pekeTanA dUdha, ahIM to roja be vAra tAruM doheluM dUdha.juone, sAta divasamAM to huM kevo lAla TameTA jevo thaI gayo chuM. pappA! tame bahu sAruM karyuM ke sAta divasa mane ahIM rAkhyo. nahIMtara ApaNe kevA garIba chIe ane chate parivAre kevA parivAravihoNA ne ekalavAyA chIe e mane kyAreya khabara ja na paData. kAza! mAro paNa AvA amIra parivAramAM janma thayo hota! atizrImaMta mANasone pArivArikajIvanano ane premano sadaMtara abhAva, vicitra dhaMdhAonA kAraNe lagabhaga khAvA-pIvA uMghavA vagerenI aniyamitatA ne tethI zarIranA svAthyano lagabhaga abhAva, kUdake ne bhUske vadhatA lobhane nAthavA mATe satata ciMtAo. e mATenA navA-navA sAhasomAM koIkamAM paNa For Personal & Private Use Only jelara www.janremorary.org

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pachaDATa maLe to apaseTa - Tenzana - Diprezana vagere vagere aneka nukazAno hoya che. ne sukha to zuM? 100 mAMthI 150 karoDa thayA ne 150 mAMthI 200 karoDa thayA. basa khAlI AMkaDo vadhato jovAnuM sukha ne pachI badhuM chUpuM rAkhavAnI cintA. svIsabeMkomAM bhAratanA rAjanetAo - abhinetAo, krikeTaro ane vepArIonA 75 lAkha karoDa rUpiyA saMbhaLAya che ne! AMkaDo joI joIne harakhAva! A sivAya A saMpattinuM enA mAlikone bIjuM koI sukha maLatuM haze? prazna : saMpatti hoya to sukRta thAya ne? uttara : aho bhAntiH ! jherathI jIvana kahevAya ke mota? "mota.' paNa vaide ApeluM jhera koIkane jIvADe paNa che ne?' hA, jIvADe paNa hajAromAM ekAdane bAkInA hajAro to maraNane zaraNa ja thAya che. ne je ekAda jIve che te paNa emAM evA saMskAra karyA hovAthI. mATe jherathI mota ja kahevAya, jIvana nahIM.' basa, A ja rIte saMpattithI puNya karanArA koka viralA ja hoya che. bAkI moTo bhAga pApa karanAro ja che. sukRta karanAranA jIvanamAM paNa ghaNuMkharuM, paisAthI sukRta jeTaluM thAya che enA karatAM pApo ja vadhu thatA hoya che. are! bIjAnI kyAM vAta karavI? mAnavIe potAnA ja jIvanano vicAra karavo joIe ke paisA vadhyA pachI mArA jIvanamAM puNya vadhyuM che ke pApa ? jIvana mATe ati Avazyaka kahevAya eTalI kamANIthI vadhArAnI kamANI baMdha thaI jAya to keTalA keTalA pApa mArA jIvanamAMthI ochA thaI jAya? prAmANikapaNe A vicAra karavA para spaSTa pratIta thaze ja ke paisA vadhavA para pApa ja dina dau gunA rAta cAragunA vadhyA che. eTale "jhera hoya to jIvI zakAya ne !" A jema eka bamaNA che ema 'paisA hoya to puNya thAya ne !' e paNa eka bhAmaNA che e vAta niHzaMka jANavI. astu. ApaNe mULavAta para AvIe. vadhArAnA saMgIte rAjAnI uMgha UDADI dIdhI. rAjA ziyApAlakane pUche che : alyA ! te dhyAna na rAkhyuM ? huM sUI gayo hato. ""rAjana ! mane khyAla AvI ja gayo hato ke Apa sUI gayA cho. paNa....' For Personal & Private Use Only jelara. elembrary.org

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paNa ?' "madhura saMgIta sAMbhaLavAnA lobhane huM rokI na zakyo. ne tethI meM saMgItakArone ravAnA na karyA.' ane rAjAno gusso! "harAmakhora! mArI AzA mahattvanI che ke tAruM sAMbhaLavAnuM? basa, have tAruM sAMbhaLavAnuM ja baMdha karI dauM. ne rAjAe zavyApAlakanA kAnamAM dhagadhagato sIsAno rasa reDyo. A kono AtmA che ? bhaviSyamAM tIrthakara bhagavAn zrI mahAvIrasvAmI bananArano. to karmasattA tIrthakaranA AtmAne to choDI de ne ? bhale teM aparAdha karyo. paNa tuM to tIrthakara bananAro. jA tane koI sajA nahIM. kharuM ne ? . nA" to gaNadharane choDe? to devone? indrone? rAjAone? zrImaMta - zAhukArone ? uchuM. karmasattA to koIne choDatI nathI." nA, mArI kalpanA che ke karmasattA eka jaNane to avazya choDatI haze. e koNa ?' e tame pote." mahArAja sAheba! kema AvI kalpanA ?" huM tamane samajAvuM. Aje dezamAM pradhAnonA-moTA moTA adhikArIonA nabIrAo bephAma gunAo Acare che. zA mATe ? eTalA mATe ke "mArA phAdhara minIsTara che. mane sajA nahIM thAya." evI emane hUMpha che. barAbara' eTale niyama Avo nizicata thAya che ke guno e ja Acare che jene sajAno Dara na hoya. eTale avakAza maLyo - TI.vI.; dhaMdhe beThA pachI game tevA vizvAsaghAta - mAyA prapaMca; Dagale ne pagale gusso AvA badhA bephikara thaIne pApa karatAM tamane jouM. tyAre mane thAya che ke "karmasattA jarUra AmanI mAsI thatI haze. emane sajA karatI nahI hoya." A to mArI kalpanA che. bAkI karmasattA koIne choDatI nathI. eNe to prabhuvIrane paNa kahI dIdhuM. bhale, tuM tIrthakara banaje. paNa A aparAdha karyo che to enI sajA paNa bhogavavA taiyAra raheje. ane prabhunA kAnamAM khIlA ThokAyA. have tamane huM eka prazna pUchuM, tamAre sAco javAba ApavAno che. jelara | For Personal & Private Use Only WWE ----- OQ

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prabhu mahAvIranAM kAnamAM khIlA ThokAyA, kAraNake (1) prathama vikalpa - prabhu mahAvIranAM karmo duSTa hatAM. (2) bIjo vikalpa - khIlA mAranAro govALiyo duSTa hato. kayo vikalpa sAco ? kauna banegA karoDapati A gema zomAM amitAbha karoDa pati banI gayo. cenalavALA karoDapati banI gayA. tamArAmAMthI keTalA banyA ? A vizvamAM kudaratano paNa eka gema zo cAle che. AvA prazna enA taraphathI AvatA hoya che. sAcA javAbanA karoDa rUpiyA ja nahIM. ApaNI kalpanA bahAranuM InAma A kudarata ApaNane Ape che. cAlo javAba ApavAno che. prabhu mahAvIranAM kAnamAM khIlA ThokAyA, kAraNake (1) prathama vikalpa - prabhu mahAvIranAM karmo duSTa hatA. (2) bIjo vikalpa - khalA mAranAro govALiyo duSTa hato. prathama vikalpa, karmo duSTa hatA.' badhAno A javAba che ? hA" loka kiyA jAya? hA" tamAro A javAba bilakula sAco che. paNa have, tamArA jIvanane sparzato prazna pUchavAno che. tamArI vahAlasoyI dIkarInA lagna thayA. bAra mahinA pachI cAra divasa mATe tamAre tyAM AvI che ne eNe potAnI sAsunI phariyAdo karavAnuM cAlu karyuM. A duniyAmAM sAsu eka evuM pAtra che jenA mATe kahevAya che - je roja paDAve AMsu enuM nAma sAsu. jyAre vyAkhyAnamAM huM A vAta karuM tyAre sAsuo Ano virodha kare che. "sAheba ! have to uMdhuM che." eTale have vyAkhyA badalIe - je roja pADe AMsu enuM nAma sAsu. barAbara ? barAbara.' to pachI bahenone eka prazna : tamAre roja AMsu pADavA che? to sAsu banatA nahIM." paNa sAheba dIkaro hoya to ?' to amane soMpI dejo. kajiyAnA mULarUpa "sAsu" padane pAmavA karatAM "ratnakuli mAtA padane pAmavAnuM saubhAgya lAkha daraje sAruM che, gauravaprada che [ jelara, om For Personal & Private Use Only

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ne AnaMdaprada che. jene A vAtamAM zraddhA na bese eNe, ekaputrane paraNAvIne sAsu banI hoya ne bIjA putrane saMyamamArge vALI ratnakukSi mA banI hoya AvI saMkhyAbaMdha suzrAvikAo Aje zrI saMghamAM je vidyamAna che, e badhI suzrAvikAono sarve karavAnI bhalAmaNa che.) tamArI dIkarI phariyAda karI rahI che. "mammI! pappA! herAna-herAna thaI gaI chuM. savArathI sAMja sudhI majurI karAve che. kacarAM potAM karo. rasoI karo. vAsaNa mAMjo, kapaDAM dhuo. na cenathI khAvA de. na cenathI pIvA de. ke na cenathI uMghavA de. ne vacce vacce kaDavA veNanAM evA haMTara phaTakAre che. pappA! huM khUba trAsI gaI chuM.' have tamane eka prazna pUchuM chuM. tamArI dIkarIne enI sAsuno bahu trAsa che. kAraNake (1) pahelo vikalpa : tamArI dIkarInAM karmo duSTa che. (2) bIjo vikalpa : enI sAsu duSTa che. bolo kayo vikalpa ? prathama ! dIkarInAM karmo duSTa che." "mAtra mane ja kahezo ? ke gharamAM tamArI dIkarIne paNa kahezo ?" zuM dIkarIne tame kahezo ke "beTI ! tArI sAsu duSTa nathI. tArA karmo duSTa che." A ja javAba sAco che ne A ja javAbanuM kudarata bhavya InAma Ape che. eka vAta A paNa samajavA jevI che ke kauna banegA karoDapati ? A gema zomAM sAcA javAbanA InAma hatA. paNa khoTA javAbanI sajA nahotI. jyAre kudaratanA A gema zomAM sAcA javAbanuM InAma jema bhavya che, ema khoTA javAbanI sajA paNa evI ja bhayaMkara che. A InAma ane sajA.. A banne ApaNI kalpanAthI bahAranA hoya che e AgaLa vicArIzuM. A mAtra dIkarInI ja vAta nathI. badhAne lAgu paDatI vAta che. kAMIpaNa sahana karavAnuM Ave eTale A vAta lAgu paDI jAya che. paDozI AphatanI balA che. Dagale ne pagale herAna karyA kare che. nAno bhAI ApaNI virodhamAM paDI gayo che. paDozamAM, samAjamAM ane bajAramAM badhe ja ApaNAaMge kaika sAcI - khoTI vAto karI badhAne uzkerI rahyo che. ne enA kAraNe ApaNe khUba veThavuM paDe che. jeThANI bahu ja ALasu - kAmacora che. ne enA kAraNe derANIne savArathI sAMja sudhI rItasara majurI ja karavI paDe che. pAchI jabarI evI che ke kAMIpaNa sArI vastu Ave to e ja pacAvI pADe che. vaLI vAcALa che. eTale sAsu vagere svajano ke mahemAno pAse derANInI kAMI ne kAMI badaboI karyA ja kare che. ne 14 For Personal & Private Use Only www | jelara

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tethI derANI badhAnI najaramAMthI utarI rahI che. saMsAramAM sahana karavI paDatI AvI to DhagalAbaMdha vAto che.X, X, ke z aneka vyaktio taraphathI e sahana karavI paDatI hoya che ke kyAreka koI eka ja vyakti taraphathI sahana karavI paDatI hoya che. dareka vakhate jAtane A prazna pUcho : huM X, X, keZ dvArA herAna thaI rahyo chuM. kAraNake (1) prathama vikalpa mArA karmo duSTa che. (2) bIjo vikalpa : ex, 4, ke zduSTa che. AmAM dareka vakhate prathama vikalpa ja sAco hoya che. enuM ja prakRti bhavya InAma Ape che. kAraNake X, Y, ke 2 e to jelara che. jelara kedIne aMdhArI koTaDImAM pUrI de. phaTakA mAre. jAtajAtanI majurI karAve, bhUkhyo rAkhe. are ! korTamAMthI orDara hoya to phAMsInA mAMcaDe laTakAvI de. e kyAreya duSTa hoto nathI. potAno aparAdha ja duSTa che ne mATe kedIe sahana karavuM paDatuM hoya che. basa AvuM ja prastutamAM hoya che. dareka vakhate "mArA karmo duSTa che." "mArA karmo duSTa che." A ja maMtra raTavA jevo che. sajA ghaTADavAno ne InAma pAmavAno A ja upAya che. sADA bAra varSanA sAdhanAkALa daramyAna Dagale ne pagale ghora upasargo prabhuvIrane AvyA che. paNa prabhue kyAreya paNa upasargakartAne duSTa mAnyo che ? pachI saMgama hoya, zUlapANi hoya, kaTapUtanA vyaMtarI hoya, govALiyo hoya ke x, y, z koIpaNa hoya. te te koIpaNa upasargakartAne duSTa nathI mAnyA., to ja enA pratyenA dveSa ane durbhAvathI bilakula bacI zakyA che. mArA karmo ja duSTa che. mArA aparAdhanI ja mane sajA thaI rahI che.X, X, ke Z to jelara che. samatAthI sahana karIza to ja sajA nirmULa thaze." AvA vicAro sahanazaktine vadhAre ja. asahya lAgatA AghAtone paNa jIva pachI samatAthI sahI zake che. ne pachI kudarata samatApUrvaka sahana karavAnA enA A parAkramane bhavya InAmothI biradAvyA vinA rahetI nathI. dhokA ane kSArano mAra khAnAra kapaDAMne svacchatA ane ujaLAzanuM InAma maLe che. agnimAM zekAnAra suvarNane zuddhi ane camakanuM varadAna maLe che. tUTI paDyA vinA TAMkaNAno mAra khAnAra paththara paramAtmA banavAnI ane vizvapUjya banavAnI bakSisa pAme che. je vAta jaDa mATe che e ja vAta samAna rIte jIvane lAgu paDe che. AvI paDatI pIDAone samatAthI sahI lenArAne InAma na maLyuM hoya ne uparathI sajA thaI hoya Avo eka paNa kisso anaMtakALamAM paNa noMdhAyo nathI. ne enAthI viparIta, pIDakane prahAra karanAro sajApAtra na banyo hoya evo paNa ekapaNa '15 For Personal & Private Use Only ww[ jelara)

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kisso noMdhAyo nathI. prazna : ApaNA vagara vAMke anya vyakti Dagale ne pagale kanaDagata karyA karatI hoya to e to ghora anyAya kahevAya. anyAya kyAM sudhI sahana karavo ? uttara : ApaNane nyAyamAM rasa che ke samAdhAnamAM ? nyAyamAM ekaghare, jenI phevaramAM cukAdo Ave e gharamAM, ajavALuM thAya che jyAre samAdhAnamAM bane ghare ajavALAM (saMtoSa - khuzI) patharAya che. nyAyamAM karmasattA mAne che. tripRSThavAsudevanA bhavamAM zavyApAlakanA kAnamAM dhagadhagatuM sIsu reDyuM hatuM. chellA bhavamAM kAnamAM khIlA ThokIne karmasattAe nyAya karI lIdho. dharmasattA to samAdhAnamAM mAne che. prabhumahAvIre "mArA ja pUrva aparAdhonI sajA che ema samAdhAna keLavIne e pIDAne paNa apUrva samatApUrvaka sahI lIdhI. paNa e yAda rAkhavuM joIe ke karmasattA jIvane pIDavAmAM mAne che. dharmasattA jIvane sukhI karavAmAM mAne che. ApaNane je pasaMda hoya enA pakSamAM besavuM na joIe ? bAkI to A kudaratanA zAsanamAM anyAya jevuM kazuM che ja nahIM. dara vakhate mAre ja sahana karavAnuM ?' A prazna ja asthAne che. A jelara aMdhArI koTaDImAM goMdhAI raheto nathI. mAra khAto nathI. majurI karato nathI. ne mAre ja roja A badhuM veThavAnuM ? Avo prazna kedI kare e zuM yogya che ? nastaranI ke oparezananI pIDA mAre ja veThavAnI ? DaoNkaTara to kazuM sahana karato nathI. Avo prazna UThAvavAno dardIne adhikAra zuM hoya zake ? karmanuM gumaDuM ke gAMTha dUra thaI rahyA che, pachI Avo prazna uThAvavAno zuM matalaba ? pAlakane jelara ke sarjana DaoNkTara mAnanArA pAMcaso ziSyo ghANImAM pIlAI javAnI prANAMta vedanAmAM paNa anyAya na joyo to kevalajJAnanI zreSThatama bakSisa pAmI mokSe sidhAvI gayA. paNa emanA guru khaMdhakasUrie pAlakano ghora anyAya mAnyo to emane duHkhamaya saMsAramAM rulavAnI sajA ja maLI. "A bALamunine ghANImAM pIlAtA huM joI nahIM zakuM. mATe pahelAM tuM mane pIlI nAkha ne pachI A bALamunine ATalI pAlakane vinaMtI karI. pAlaka to khaMdhakasUrine vadhumAM vadhu trAsa ApavA ja cAhato hato. eTale eNe dharAra nA pADI ne bALamunine ja prathama pIlyA. khaMdhakasUrine thayuM 'vagara vAMke mArA cAraso navANuM sAdhuone teM pIlI nAkhyA. to paNa meM eka harapha suddhAM uccAryo nathI. ne ATalI krama badalavAnI eka nAnI vinaMtI chelle karI rahyo chuM e paNa tuM svIkArato nathI ? A tAro ghora anyAya che. ne A ghora anyAyane mUMge moDhe joI lenArA A nagarajano paNa anyAyane [ jelara ] For Personal & Private Use Only

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na rokavAno anyAya karI rahyA che. anyAya joyo eTale mana ene sAMkhI levA taiyAra thAya ja nahIM. ne chatAM ene TALI na zakAya. ne tethI parANe paNa sAMkhI levo paDe to mana badalo levA taiyAra thaI ja jAya. khaMdhakasUri paNa taiyAra thaI gayA. A duSTa pAlaka, ene chUTo dora ApanAra rAjA ane niSedha na karavArUpe anyAyamAM sAtha ApanAra A prajAjano.. A badhA sahita A nagarano nAza karanAro banuM. evuM niyANuM karI lIdhuM. paNa pariNAma ? kudarata taraphathI bakSisa ke sajA ? e jagajAhera che. saMgamadeve prabhuvIrane eka rAtamAM atyaMta bhayaMkara vIsa upasargo karyA. ane pachI paNa prabhunI pAchaLa paDyo che.. cha - cha mahinA sudhI jAtajAtanI kanaDagato karyA karI che. to paNa prabhue koI ja anyAya joyo nathI, mAnyo nathI. zuM prabhune nukazAna thayuM ? eka vastu yAda rAkhavA jevI che. A karmasattA sajA karavAmAM jema atyaMta nirdaya che. ema sajA mApha karavAmAM paNa e atyaMta dayALu che. ApaNe ApaNA eka gunAnI sajAne samatApUrvaka sahana karI laIe chIe to A karmasattA ApaNA anya DhagalAbaMdha gunAonI sajA mApha karI de jelara roja kedI pAse sakhata majurI karAve che. vaLI phaTakA mAre che. kedI AjJAMkita sevakanI jema badhAM ja cIMdhelAM kAma karI Ape che. mAra paNa zAMtithI khAI le che. A krama roja cAle che. jelamAM banI rahelI A ghaTanAmAtrane ja je koI joze ene AmAM jelarano anyAya lAgaze ja. je potAnI najarane jelanI bahAra laI jaze, ne tethI kedInA aparAdha, korTe pharamAvelI sajA sudhI potAnI dRSTi laMbAvaze ane AmAM aMzamAtra anyAya nahIM bhAse, mAtra ne mAtra nyAya ja bhAsaze. AvuM ja prastutamAM che. "mane ghora anyAya thaI rahyo che AvI phariyAda karanAra je koI hoya eNe samajavuM joIe ke vartamAna jIvana to jela che. kabUla ! A jelamAM meM kazuM khoTuM karyuM nathI. paNa dRSTine sImita na rAkhatA A jelathI AgaLa pUrvajanma, emAM AdarelA aparAdho, karmasattAnI korTe karelI sajA. A badhA sudhI laMbAva, tane anyAyanI gaMdha suddhAM nahIM Ave, nyAya ja bhAsaze. ane nyAya ja jo bhAsaze, to mana e sajAne sahI levA taiyAra thaI jaze. eTaluM ja nahIM, sahevA chatAM zAMta paNa banyuM raheze. A nyAyane have pazcimanA vidvAno paNa svIkAravA lAgyA che. enI keTalIka bAbato joIe. hipnoTIka TrAnsanA AdhAre eka hajArathIye vadhu [ jelara | For Personal & Private Use Only towo-jarre Hbrary.org

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mAnavIonA pUrvajIvanono abhyAsa karanAra DaoN. elekajhAMDara kenane The power within mAM darzAvelAM tAraNo: "bIje janma potAnI pasaMdagI mujaba maLe che ? eja rIgrezananA prayogo daramyAna A praznano javAba nakAramAM maLyo che. potAnI pasaMdagI mujaba pachIno bhava nathI maLato. paNa potAnA vartamAna jIvana mujaba e maLe che." "gatajanmamAM sevelAM koI duSkAyanA badalAmAM te AdamI kriyA-pratikriyAnA A niyamanA kAraNe A janamamAM kevI rIte du:khI thAya che ? te darzAvavA dvArA A pUrvajIvanono abhyAsa, kudaratamAM atyaMta vyApaka e ala nyAyane ja sUcave che. "mArA upara eka pachI eka Apattio kema trATakyA kare che?" AvI phariyAda karanAra mAnavIonA gatajanmomAM najara nAkhatAM jaNAya che ke emaNe e janmomAM krUra karmo AcaryA che. jyAre anya vyakti A jIvanamAM game tema varte che to paNa enA pAsA pobAra paDatAM jaNAya che. gata janmamAM emaNe karelAM koI satkAryanuM A InAma na hoya zake ? parAmanovaijJAnika saMzodhano dvArA karma ane punarjanmanI pratIti thavAnA kAraNe pAzcAtya jagatamAM karma ane punarjanmanA siddhAMtane svIkArI levAnI mAga UThI che. DaoN. polabuTana potAnA "The Hidden Teaching Beyond Yoga" pustakamAM lakhe che ke karma e eka vaijJAnika siddhAMta che. eziyAnA dharmoe ene apanAvelo che. yuropamAM paNa pahelAM eno svIkAra hato. paraMtu Isu pachI pAMcaso varSe konsTanTanopalanI kAunsile ene IsunA upadezamAMthI bAkAta karyo. Ama keTalIka mUrkha vyaktioe pazcima jagatane A vaijJAnika niyamathI vaMcita karyuM. paNa have A vaijJAnika siddhAMtanI pharIthI pratiSThA karavAno avasara AvI gayo che. A kAryane vega Apavo e zAsakonuM, netAonuM, zikSakonuM ane dharmaguruonuM kartavya che. jyAre mAnavIne A khyAla Avaze ke potAnI vRtti-pravRttinA pratyAghAtamAMthI bacI zakAya ema nathI tyAre pote kaI pravRtti karavI ? e bAbatamAM kALajIvALo banaze. ane vicAra karatI vakhate paNa sAvadha raheze. jyAre ene khabara paDaze ke temAM ane vikakAra evA kAtila zastra che ke je mAtra sAmA AdamIne ja nahIM, paNa tyAMthI athaDAIne pAchA pharIne e zastra choDanArane khudane paNa ghAyala kare che. tyAre A sauthI vadhu - karma vinA karasanabhAI jAna kana rI jAya ? karmamAM tela lakhIyo to ghI kaTaMthI thAya? | jelara | For Personal & Private Use Only

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anarthakara pApane potAnA dilamAM sthAna ApatAM pUrve mAnavI sattAvAra vicAra karaze. A samajaNamAMthI sudaDha nItimaya jIvana svayaM uddabhavaze. pazcime punarjanma ane karmanA siddhAMtane apanAvavo atyaMta jarUrI che ane te paNa satvare, kAraNake A satyo mAnavIne ane dezane potAnI naitika javAbadArInuM je bhAna karAve che ke koIpaNa anucitavAda ke mAnyatA karAvI zakaze nahIM - kudaratanA A nyAyane je haiyAthI svIkArI zake che ane pachI jIvanamAM koI phariyAda ja na rahevAthI svastha zAMta jIvana sAhajika bane che. pachI mAre ATaluM badhuM kAma karavAnuM ne e to kazuM karato nathI. AvI badhI je kAMI asamAnatAo jIvanamAM haze teno paNa jIva vinA phariyAda svIkAra karI zake che. sAdI kedanI sajAvALo kedI jelamAM kazI majurI karato nathI. sakhatakedanI sajAvALo majurI karI karIne lotha thaI jAya che, chatAM zuM enI koI phariyAda hoya che? astu. sAsu aMge phariyAda karI rahelI dIkarIne kaho ke jo tAre kudarata pAsethI bhavya InAma joIe che to mArA karmo duSTa che" A sAco javAba ja bolaje, vicAraje. ne sajA nathI joItI e mATe "mArI sAsu duSTa che" evA khoTA javAbano vicAra suddhAM karIza nahIM. prazna : paNa amArI dIkarI kahyAgarI na hoya, kAmagarI na hoya, ALasu hoya, je thoDuMghaNuM kAma kare e paNa AvaData na hovAne kAraNe bagADI nAkhatI hoya, uddhata hovAthI sAsunI sAme bolatI hoya, AvuM hoya ne sAsu amArI dIkarIne herAna karatAM hoya to to samajI zakAya che ke sAsu duSTa nathI. paNa jo amArI dIkarI kahyAgarI che, kAmagarI che, dareka kAryamAM kuzaLa che, ne pAchI eTalI naya che ke kyAreya sAsunI sAme harapha suddhAM uccAratI nathI. ne chatAM enI sAsu ene herAna karatI hoya to to sAsu duSTa che ja ne, "sAsu duSTa nathI' ema zI rIte kahevAya ? (AvuM anekanA jIvanamAM banatuM hoya che. potAnI koI bhUla nahIM. kazo vAMka nahIM. dharAra sAmAnI kalpanA ja galata hoya ke lokadraSTie to e ja duSTa hoya, ne vAraMvAra herAna karato hoya, to "e duSTa nathI" ema manane zI rIte manAvavuM ? ema jenI pAchaLa pote tana-mana-dhanano khUba bhoga Apyo hoya, jenI mATe khUba kaSTo veThyA hoya - apamAnanA kaDavA ghUMTa pIdhA hoya, potAnA (19) For Personal & Private Use Only

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keTalAMya mahattvanA kAryo gauNa karyA hoya, e vyakti dareka rIte herAna karI rahI hoya eve vakhate "e vyakti duSTa nathI" A vAtane dila zI rIte svIkAre ?) uttara : jelara kyAreya duSTa hoto nathI. Azaya e che ke jelara kedIne je kAMI majurI karAve che, "cAla ATalA paththara toDI nAkha." "ATaluM anAja pIsI nAkha." "AkhI jelane vALIjhUDIne sApha kara." dareka vakhate kedI Without any argument te te kAma AjJAMkita sevakanI jema karI Ape che. zAMtithI mAra khAI le che. ne chatAM e kedIne jelara roja sakhata majurI karAve che. vaLI . phaTakA mAre che. eka divasa. bIjo divasa. eka mahino..bIjo mahino. A jelarane duSTa kahevAya ? eka X nAmanI trAhita vyaktinI kalpanA karo. korTa zuM che ? aparAdha zuM che ? sajA zuM che ? jela ke jelara zuM che? A kazI bAbatanI ene kazI kalpanA ja nathI. e X roja ATaluM jue che ke A AdamI (jalara) bicArA A mANasa pAse (kedI pAse) roja keTalIya majurI karAve che. A bicAro narama che, bhoLo che. eTale kazI ya dalIla karyA vinA badhuM ja kAma karI Ape che. ne chatAM A AdamI roja sAMja paDe ne Ane koraDo vIMjhe che. kharekhara A bicAro sIdho-sAdo-mahenatu ne nama che ne A koraDo vIMjhanAro bahu duSTakrUra che je Ane herAna karyA kare che. jela-jelara korTa vagerenI jene kalpanA ja nathI ene jarUra jelara duSTa lAge. paNa jene A badhI meTaranI khabara che ene jelara kyAreya duSTa lAgato nathI. ema pUrvajanma-aparAdho-karmasattAnI korTa - e korTe pharamAvelI sajAojelara tarIke rahelA AsapAsanA jIvo. A badhI kazI kalpanA ja na hoya ene bhale utpIDakajIva duSTa lAge. paNa jene A badhI bAbatonI jANa che ene to e utpIDakajIva jelara ja lAgavAthI pachI duSTa zI rIte bhAse ? zaMkA : A to karmasattA vagerenI jANakArI hovI e paNa aparAdha banI jaze. kAraNake jene e jANakArI nathI enA mATe paDakajIva jelara nahIM, ne tethI eno sAmano kare to sajA na vadhe ne jene jANakArI che enI to sajA vadhI ja jAya, kAraNake eNe to ene jelara ja mAnavAno. samAdhAna : "Ignorance is not an excuse" ajJAna e koI bacAva nathI je jelarane jelara tarIke na jANe ne tethI duSTamAnI ene mAravA sAmo dhasI jAya, e kedanI sajA zuM vadhatI nathI ? ema karmasattA vagerene na jANe ne tethI pIDA ApanAra jIvane sAmo mAravA dhasI jAya, to e ajJAnajIvane paNa [ jelara | www.jamemorary.org For Personal & Private Use Only

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karmasattA sajA kare ja che. enuM ajJAna ene bacAvatuM nathI ja. bALakane pitAno mAra, pazunA gaLAmAM lAkaDuM vagere jyAM jyAM sajA jovA maLe tyAM tyAM gunAnI ja kalpanA karanArA ApaNe ApaNI sajAmAM enI kalpanA na karIe e kema cAle ? je ApaNane gamatuM nathI, ne chatAM veThavuM paDe che e badhuM ja sajArUpa ja che ne jo sajA che to aparAdha hovo ja joIe. ne jo aparAdha che to enI sajA karanAra koIka taMtra (koTa) kudaratamAM hovuM ja joIe. nahIMtara to aparAdho bephAma banI jAya. arAjakatA phelAI jAya. cAre bAju corI - lUMTaphATa- mArAmArIne hatyA ja hatyA jovA maLe. ne kudaratanI jo koIka korTa che to ene pharamAvelI sajAno amala karanAra koIka jelara paNa hovo ja joIe. A badhI vAto be ne be cAra jevI che. eTaluM jANavAnI paNa tasdI na laIe. to e tasdI na levI e ja guno kema na banI jAya ? AvI upekSA bacAva zI rIte ApI zake ? mATe ajJAna e koI bacAva nathI. eTale vAta A nizcita thaI ke karmasattAnI korTa vagerenI jANakArI hoya ke na hoya, utpIDaka jelara ja che. jelarathI vadhu kazuM nahIM ne jelara kyAreya duSTa hoto nathI. dunyavI korTano jelara kadAca dasanA badale agyAra phaTakA mArI de vagerarUpe korTanA hukamathI vadhAre sajA karI de evuM banI zake. paNa karmasattAnI korTano jelara sajAmAM eka aMzamAtra paNa vadhAro karI zakato nathI. jeTalI sajA karmasattAe pharamAvelI hoya eTalI ja karavAnI ene sattA ne eTalI ja zakti. eka tasubhAra paNa vadhAre sajA karavAnI na sattA ke na zakti. pachI ene duSTa mAnI ja zI rIte zakAya ? vaLI jelara aMge eka vAta A che ke jelara kedI karatAM vadhu zaktizALI ja hoya evo niyama hoto nathI. ghaNA pahelavAna - baLavAna ke khUMkhAra gunegAra karatAM jelara nabaLA-dUbaLAM hoya ne chatAM jelara tarIke ene phaTakA mAravA vagere karatAM ja hoya che. ApaNI pIDAonI bAbatamAM paNa AvuM jovA maLatuM ja hoya che. savvaM puvvakayANaM kammANaM pAvaphalavivAgaM / avarAhesu guNesu ya nimittamittaM paro hoI / / artha : sukha ane duHkhamAM bIjo to nimittapAtra bane che. badhuM potAnA pUrvakRta karmonA phaLavipAka maLe che. 21 jelara www.jamembrary.org For Personal & Private Use Only

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brahmadattacakravartI ! chakhaMDano samrATa - 14 ratno - navanidhAna - 16000 devo rakSA karavA mATe sadA tatpara ne potAnI ja rAjadhAnImAM rAjasavArI nIkaLe tyAre to aMgarakSakono paNa kevo kAphalo hoya ? ne chatAM eka jaMgalanA bhIla chokarAe mAtra gophaNa jevA sAdhanathI enI banne AMkho phoDI nAkhI. zuM A zakya banI zake ? paNa banyuM che e hakIkata che. - duniyAmAM ghaTatI AvI ghaTanAo paNa, jo thoDI paNa sUkSmavicAraNA karavAnI kSamatA hoya to jarUra sUcavaze ke baLavAnane herAna karanAro e nirbaLa jelara" ja hovo joIe. jelara tarIkenA adhikAra vinA-korTanA pIThabaLa vinA AvI bAbata zakya banI zake ja nahIM. eTale kahuM chuM ke herAna karanAro jelara che ne jelara kyAreya duSTa hoto nathI. korTano oNrDara hoya to gunegArane e kadAca zULIe paNa caDAvI de. to paNa e duSTa nathI. ema karmasattAnI korTano oNrDara hoya to koI prANa paNa laI le. to paNa ene duSTa mAnI zakAya nahIM. eTale ke gALa ApanAro ..... jelara ! thappaDa mAranAro .... jelara ! jUThA Aropa mUkanAro ..... jelara ! Dagale ne pagale apamAna karanAro ...... jelara ! vAta vAtamAM ApaNI vAta toDI pADanAro ... jelara ! badhA pAse ApaNane halkA cItaryA karanAro ....... jelara ! cIja-vastunuM nukazAna pahoMcADanAro ... jelara ! dhaMdhAmAM vijJa karanAro .. jelara ! hAtha-paga bhAMgI nAkhanAro ....... jelara ! basa, jelara.jelara...jelara... A zabdane ra karo. kAMIpaNa sahana karavAnuM Ave eTale jelara! koI eka vyakti ApaNane khUba trAsa Ape che. vArevAre herAna karyA kare che. enI kanaDagatothI ApaNe vAja AvI gayA chIe. ne tethI manamAM enA pratye ghaNo gusso Ave che. badalo levAnuM mana thaI jAya che. kaMIkane kaMIka karI nAkhuM evI lAgaNIo UDyA kare che. ne e karI zakAtuM nathI tethI mana apaseTa - azAMta rahe che. AvI vyakitanuM X, X, ke je kAMI nAma hoya e nAma goThavIne huM to jarUra kahIza ke "jIvaDA !x to jelara che, e kAMI duSTa nathI." "jIvaDA! x to jelara che, e kAMI duSTa nathI." AvI athavA 22 | jelara | For Personal & Private Use Only

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ekavAra nA maLatuM na thI to je te paDozI jIvaDA !XduSTa nathI, tArAM karmo duSTa che "jIvaDA !xduSTa nathI, tArAM karmo duSTa che." roja eka mALA gaNavI joIe. kyAM sudhI ? jyAM sudhI enA pratyenI verabhAvanA nesta-nAbuda na thaI jAya tyAM sudhI. eka bIjI vizeSatA kahuM kauna banegA karoDapati mAM eka sAcA javAbanuM ekavAra InAma maLyA pachI tame e ja javAba rIpITa karyA karo to kAMI InAma bIjI - trIjIvAra maLatuM nathI. kudaratanA A gema zomAM to jeTalIvAra sAco javAba eTalIvAra InAma. "paDozI to jelara che." "paDozI kAMI duSTa nathI. mArA karmo duSTa che." "mArAM karmo vAMkAM na hoya to paDozI mane zuM karI zake ?" AvuM tame manamAM jeTalIvAra vicAro cho ke paraspara vAtacItamAM jeTalIvAra bolo cho eTalIvAra kudarata tamArA ekAuMTamAM InAma eDa karatI jAya che, kAraNake A sAcA javAba che. ane AnAthI viparIta, "paDozI badamAza che duSTa che. "mane vAre vAre herAna kare che.' AvuM badhuM tame jeTalI vAra vicAro cho ke bolo cho eTalI vAra kudarata tamArA khAtAmAM sajA umeratI jAya che. kAraNake A khoTA javAba che. vaLI, samajavA jevI eka vAta A paNa che ke duniyAnI koIpaNa sattA, koIpaNa saMsthA ke koIpaNa zrImaMta vyakti je InAma nathI ApI zakatI evA bhavya InAma kudarata Ape che. ane e ja rIte duniyAnI koIpaNa sattA, korTa ke zatru vyakti je sajA nathI karI zakatI tevI bhayaMkara sajA kudarata karI zake che. TUMkamAM kudaratanI InAma ApavAnI zaktio paNa amApa che ne sajA karavAnI zaktio paNa amApa che. kudarata pAsethI bhavya InAma joIe che ke bhayaMkara sajA? e nirNaya ApaNe ja karavAno che. prazna : dunyavI jelamAM ghaNIvAra jovA maLatuM hoya che ke jelara tuMDamijAjI hoya to, korTano orDara na hoya to paNa kedInI lAcArIno geralAbha UThAvI kyAreka becAra thappaDa ThokI de. potAnuM kaMIka kAma karAvI le. AvuM paDozI vagere anya vyakti ApaNane je herAnagatio kare che emAM paNa saMbhave che ne! ApaNo koI aparAdha na hoya, ne tethI karmasattAe kAMI sajA pharamAvI na hoya ne chatAM paDozI vagere potAnI icchAthI ApaNane herAna karato hoya evuM bane ne !ne e vakhate to e duSTa che ja ne ? uttara : je sajA karmasattAnI korTe pharamAvI na hoya AvI koIpaNa sajA For Personal & Private Use Only jelara Jorary.org

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koIpaNa jIva kyAre paNa koIne paNa karI zakato nathI. A niyamane dilamAM kotarI rAkhavA jevo che. Azaya e che ke A vizvamAM sajA karavAno adhikAra eka mAtra karmasattAne ja che. enA sivAya koIne nathI. koI jIva game tevo - sattAdhIza hoya, game tevo zaktizALI hoya, game tevo zrImaMta ke buddhimAna hoya ne anyajIvane herAna karavA game eTaluM cAhato hoya - mathato hoya, paNa jo karmasattAe e anyajIvane sajA pharamAvI na hoya to e sattAdhIza jIva e anyajIvane kazuM paNa karI zakato nathI. AnuM sacoTa udAharaNa eTale aghaTakumAra. avaMtideza, vizAlAnagarI, sughaTita nAme rAjA, jJAnagarbhanAme rAjapurohita. cAlu rAjasabhAmAM AvIne eka sevake jJAnagarbhanA kAnamAM kaMIka vAta kahI. je sAMbhaLatAM ja jJAnagarbhanI AMkho pahoLI thaI gaI ne sAnaMdAzcarya zabdo nIkaLI paDyA ke "huMvAta che ? hoya nahIM !' rAjAne A vAta jANavAnuM bhAre kutUhala thayuM. pUchyuM. purohite kahyuM : mArI dAsIe eka putrane janma Apyo che. A bALaka garbhamAM hato tyAre enI mAne AvelA svapno parathI e bhAvamAM mahAnuM banaze evuM sUcana thatuM hatuM. Aje e bALakano janma thaI cUkyo che ne enA aMga upara cakra -dhanuSya vagere lakSaNo che e samAcAra A sevake mane ApyA. rAjA : to A cakra vagere lakSaNono mahimA zuM che e jaNAvo. purohita : A bALaka A nagarIno rAjA banaze. ane te paNa ApanI hayAtimAM ja. rAjAne to eka eka zabda kAnamAM zULanI jema bhoMkAvA lAgyo. mAro kalaiyA kuMvara jevo vikramasiMha nahIM ne eka dAsIputra rAjA bane ? azakya! azakya ! chatAM dhanuSya cakra jevA lakSaNo avazya rAjya apAve. A vicArathI manamAM bhaya DokAyA kare che. chevaTe nirNaya karyo ke A bALakane khatama karAvI nAkhuM. rAjAno hukama thayo. be sevako e ja divase janmelA bALakane purohitanA gharethI upADI gayA. ene khatama karI nAkhavAsto. nagaranI bahAra nIkaLyA. paNa devakuMvara zA bALakane jotAM ja manamAM vicAra cAlavA lAgyA. "AvuM nAnuM bALaka! eNe rAjAnuM zuM bagADyuM haze ke rAjA ene mArI nAkhavA mAge che?" rUDAM - rUpALAM ane nirdoSa A bALakanI hatyA karavAno jIva na cAlyo. - bhAgya ughaDe tyAM UMdhuM paNa sIdhuM thAya [ jelara| For Personal & Private Use Only

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ApaNe ene kyAMya reMDho mUkI daIe. pachI pazu-paMkhIoe je karavuM haya te kare." eka jIrNa bagIcAnA avAvarA kUvAnA kAMThA para bALakane mUkIne banne ravAnA thaI gayA. savAre bagIcAmAM AvatAM ja mALInA Azcaryano pAra nahIM. A bagIco to jIrNa hato. raDyA khaDyA koIka ja jhADa para be-cAra phulo AvatA. Aje to jANe ke vasaMta khIlI UThI che. dareka jhADa phaLa - kulathI lacI paDyuM che. A zo camatkAra ? cAre bAju najara pheravatAM kUvAnA kAMThA para hasatuM - khIlatuM bALaka joyuM. verIne paNa vahAla karavAnuM mana thaI jAya evA devakuMvarazA bALakane cUmIothI navaDAvI dIdhuM ne ghare laI jaI potAnI niHsaMtAna mAlaNane soMpyuM. AjathI tane koI vAMjhaNI nahIM kahe.' paNa bagIcAmAM ghaTI na zake evI ghaTanA ghaTI hovAthI bALakanuM nAma pADyuM, aghaTakumAra. akathya AnaMdanA mahAsAgaramAM DUbelI mAlaNe jatanapUrvaka bALakane ucheravA mAMDyo. ekadi keDe bALakane teDIne rAjasabhAmAM rAjAne phulamALA ApavA Ave che. jJAnagarbhe bALakane jotAM ja nirNaya karyo ke "A e ja bALaka che." bALakanuM apaharaNa thaI gayeluM e khabara hatI. paNa pachI bALaka kyAM che? khabara nahotI. ne Aje bALaka jovA maLyuM eTale enI najara enA para ja coMTI gaI. rAjAnA khyAlamAM A vAta AvI gaI. rAjAe kAraNa pUchavA para spaSTa vaktA purohite kahyuM : A bALaka e ja mArI dAsIno putra che je ApanI rAjagAdIe besavAno che. rAjA pAcho ciMtAmAM garakAva thaI gayo. banne sevakone bolAvyA. rAjAno gusso joIne ja bannee bhUla kabulI lIdhI ne jaNAvyuM ke ame to kUvAnA kAMThe bALakane mUkI dIdhuM hatuM. ne tapAsa karatAM A paNa jANavA maLyuM ke mALIne bALaka kUvAnA kAMThA parathI ja maLyuM che. eTale niHzaMka nirNaya thaI gayo ke "A e ja bALaka che.' paNa A bALaka rAjA bane e rAjAne haragIja maMjUra nathI. eNe atyaMta 'nirdaya jallAdane AjJA karI dIdhI ke A bALakane khatama karo. sainiko parANe aghaTakumArane mAlaNa pAsethI UThAvI gayA. pelo yama jevo niSThura jallAda bALakane laIne jaMgala tarapha ravAnA thayo. aghaTakumAra dekhAvaDo hovAnI sAthe ramatiyALa ne hasamukho paNa che ja. jama jevA ajANyA mANasathI paNa DaryA - rAjA daMDe tene pahoMcAya. paNa nasIba daDe tene na pahoMcAya. 25 jelara www.jamendrary.org For Personal & Private Use Only

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vinA enI dADhI kheMcavA lAgyo ne kAlIghelI bhASAmAM bA...pA...bA..pA... bolavA lAgyo. dADhI kheMcavAnI kriyAne tophAna tarIke jovAmAM Ave to krodhapreraka banI jAya ne bALaramata tarIke jovAmAM Ave to vahAlapreraka banI jAya. jallAda jevA kaThora naThora ne bALahatyA karavA mATe krUra banelA AdamIne to e tophAna lAgavAnI ja zakyatA vadhAre hatI. "harAmakhora ! mArA dADhInA vALa kheMcIne pIDA upajAve che? huM kAMI tAro bApa chuM ke bApA - bApA kare che?' paNa karmasattAe A bALakane sajA pharamAvI nathI, uparathI bakSisa ApavAnI che. eTale eNe AvA jallAda jevA jallAdane paNa, duHkhadAyaka A kriyAmAM bALaramatanA darzana karAvyA. dilane vahAlathI bharI dIdhuM. mane bApA-bApA kahenAra bAbAne zuM huM mArIza ? AvA nirdoSa bALakane mArIza to mane keTaluM pApa lAgaze ? marIne huM kyAM jaIza ? vaLI vicAra Avyo ke paNa jo nahIM mAruM to rAja-AjJAnuM zuM ? mArI nokarInuM zuM ? rAjAne jo khabara paDI to mAro ziraccheda nahIM karI nAkhe ? A gaDamathalamAM ne gaDamathalamAM e jaMgalamAM pahoMcyo. eka yakSamaMdira AvyuM. moTI phAMda ne lAMbI dADhIvALI mUrti joIne bALaka khuza. pApA pagalI karIne pratimA pAse pahoMcI pratimA para caDhI beTho. dADhI sAthe ramata karavA lAgyo. pelA jallAde A joyuM ne bALahatyAnA pApathI bacavA bALakane tyAM ja choDI bhAgI chUTyo. A aghaTakumAra ghora jaMgalamAM ekalo aTUlo hovA chatAM potAnI bALaramatamAM masta che. puNya vinAnA abhAgiyAo ciMtA karI karIne ujAgara kare to ya ciMtA mukta thaI zakatA nathI. jyAre bhAgyazALIne to bhUta paNa raLe che. mATe jJAnIo kahe che "pApa karavAnA baMdha kara, puNyano bhaMDAra bharAI eTalo bharI le. pachI tArI ciMtA tAre nahIM karavI paDe. kudarata karaze. sAmAnyathI devo potAnI duniyAmAM masta hoya che. hajAro varSa vItI jAya. paNa pRthvI para rahelA potAnA khudanA maMdira tarapha paNa teonuM dhyAna kheMcAtuM nathI. paNa aghaTakumAra to puNyano bhaMDAra bharIne Avelo che. kudarate enI sevAmAM tatpara rahevuM ja paDe. kudarate devanuM dhyAna maMdira tarapha kheMcyuM. deve avadhijJAnathI potAnA maMdiramAM bALaaghaTane ekalo aTUlo joyo. aghaTakumAranA A dRSTAMtamAM jallAda hatyA nathI karato ne maMdiramAM choDI ... jelara | ro For Personal & Private Use Only

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jAya che eTalI ja vAta che. anyatra koIka daSTAMtamAM to evuM paNa Ave che ke potAnA jAnanuM jokhama kheDIne paNa e jallAda Avo nirNaya kare che ke "huM A bALakane mArIza to nahIM, paNa huM ja gupta rIte enuM pAlana-poSaNa ane rakSaNa karIza.' vicAravA jevuM A che ke A e jallAda che jenA dilamAM dayAno chAMTo meM kyAreya pedA thayo nathI. koIka ene kahe ke "alyA ! mANasa mAravAnA dhaMdhA kare che? tAre mArIne kyAM javuM che?' tyAre bhAre nAstikatAne ghoSita karatA e kaheto ke "puNya-pApa-paraloka huM kazuM mAnato nathI.' AvA nirdaya-nAstika jallAdane dayALu ane Astika koNa banAvI rahyuM che ? karmasattAnI amApa zaktione samajavA jevI che. e kahI rahI che ke huM bhalabhalA nirdayane dayALu banAvI zaku chuM. ghora nAstikane Astika banAvI zakuM chuM. bhakSakane rakSaka banAvI zakuM chuM. e to jANe ke kahe che mAre dIrghaAyuSyanI bakSisa ApavAnI hoya to huM zuM na karI zakuM ? I.sa. 2006 nA julAI mahinAmAM kurukSetramAM eka garIba majuranuM 6 varSanuM bALaka nAme prinsa 60 phUTa UMDA boramAM paDI gayuM. eTalo sAMkaDo bora ke jethI koI sAdhana aMdara nAkhI bALakane upADI levuM zakya ja nahotuM. A koI pradhAnanuM, moTA udyogapatinuM ke lazkarI aphasaranuM bALaka nahotuM. eka garIba majuranuM bALaka. Aje garIbonI -majuronI dezamAM zuM kiMmata che ? pAMca-paccIsa marI jAya to paNa koI dezanetAnA peTanuM pANI hAle ema che? bhopAla gesadurghaTanA kesano vicitra cukAdo AnuM pramANa nathI? AvI viSama paristhitimAM rahelA bALakane koNa bacAve ? paNa kudarata konuM nAma ! e bALakane jANe ke kahI rahI che. huM tArI sevAmAM InDiyana AmIne utArIza. eka apUrva oparezana hAtha dharAvIza. karoDo TI.vI. darzako pAse tArA mATe prabhune prArthanA karAvIza." ArmInA A mizana dvArA najadIkanA 45 phUTa UMDA kUvAne 60 phUTa sudhI khodIne 60 phUTa nIce jamInamAM kUvAthI bora sudhIno mArga karIne bALakane ugAravAmAM AvyuM. 50 kalAke bALaka bahAra AvyuM. - hamaNAM I.sa. 2010mAM cIlImAM khANamAM dharatIthI be hajAra phUTa UMDe phasAI gayelA 33 khANiyA kAmadAro ! cIlI deze ne AkhI duniyAe ja nahIM, khuda e kAmadAroe paNa prAraMbhe bacavAnI AzA choDI dIdhelI. paNa karmasattA jIvADavA mAgatI hatI. eka kalpanAtIta abhUtapUrva oparezana dvArA sItera divase badhAne dharatI para sUrajanA darzana thayA. 27 jelara. www.jamelibrary.org For Personal & Private Use Only

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kudarata keTalI kALajI kare che. "harAmakhora! mArI phAMda para caDI beTho? mArI dADhI sAthe mastI kare che? mArI kadarthanA?' Avo vicAra devane na Apyo. paNa, "A bALaka mane kevo pyAra kare che?' evo vicAra kudarate e devane Apyo. ne eTale ja deve "premapUrvaka kALajIthI uchera thAya eve sthAne A bALakane goThavavuM joIe,' evA vicAra sAthe e ja jaMgalamAM chAvaNI nAkhIne paDelA aDhaLaka saMpattimAna, niHsaMtAna sArthavAha devadharane svapna ApyuM. "ahIM najIkamAM mArA maMdiramAM eka devakuMvara jevuM bALaka che, ene tuM laI jA ne putravatu uchera kara." devadhara to rAjIno reDa. tejasvI kAMtivALA bALakane pAmI jAtane bhAgyazALI mAnavA lAgyo. devano khUba khUba AbhAra mAnI bhAvapUrvaka pUjA karI svavatana tarapha ravAnA thayo. devadharanI patnIne bALaka ja nahIM, mAtRtva paNa maLyuM. AnaMdano koI pAra nahIM. kALakrame asAdhAraNa buddhipratibhA, vinaya ane abhyAsanA kAraNe yauvananA uMbare paga mUkavAnI uMmare to zastra ane zAstra, badhAmAM pAraMgata banyo. pitAjInI sAthe rahI dhaMdhAmAM paNa hathoTI keLavavA lAgyo. dhaMdhA mATe pharato pharato devadhara eka vakhata vizAlAnagarImAM pahoMcyo. bahumUlya pavanavegI azvo rAjAne bheTa dharavA ane vepAranI rajA meLavavA mATe aghaTakumAra sAthe rAjasabhAmAM gayo. jJAnagarbhapurohitanI najara aghaTa para paDI ne camakI UThI. zarIra paranA lakSaNo jotAM ja eNe nakakI karyuM ke A aghaTakumAra ja che. pachI ekAMtamAM rAjAne A vAta karI. rAjAnA mAthe to jANe ke vIjaLI paDI. jallAdanI pUchaparacha karI. khAtarI thaI. have zuM karavAnuM? vallabhIbhaMganA ItihAsanI zrAddhavidhigrasthamAM vAta Ave che. mAravADanA pAlI gAmamAM kAkuAka ane pAtAka nAme be bhAIo rahe. nAno zrImaMta. moTo eTalo ja nidhana. karmanI kaThaNAI to evI ke nAnAbhAInA khetaramAM ja kALI majurI karavAnI nobata AvI, eka di thAkIne lothapotha thaIne ghasaghasATa uMghI gayelA kAkuAkane madharAte nAnAbhAIe UThADyo. "kAMI bhAna che ? A khetaranA kyArAmAMthI pANI relAvA mAMDyuM che. ne tame ahIM nirAMte ghoro cho ? A nokarI karavAnA lakSmaNa che ? harAmano pagAra khAvo che ? UTho ne khetare jaI kAma karo.' kAkue mana mArIne UThavuM paDyuM ne khetare javuM paDyuM. paNa tyAM jaIne joyuM to khetaramAM mANaso kAma karI rahyA hatA. ene Azcarya thayuM. vaLI koI cahero paricita jaNAyo nahIM. eNe pUchyuM : AvI madharAte kAma karanArA | jelara) For Personal & Private Use Only Womendrary.org

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tame badhA koNa cho ? "ame tamArA bhAInA puNyathI kharIdAyelA cAkaro chIe." A javAba sAMbhaLatAM kAkune lAgyuM ke A mANaso nathI, paNa devo che. joI kudaratanI kalA! InAma ApavuM hoya to devone paNa dAsa banAvI de ! to mArA mATe paNa AvuM kAma karavAvALA koI maLe kharA ?" kAkuAke pUchI nAkhyuM. tuM vallabhIpura jA. tAruM bhAgya tyAM khIlaze.'ne kAkuAka lAMbI khepa ne bhAre kaSTo UThAvI vallabhIpura pahoMcyo. tyAM jaI tela - maracuM vigere paracuraNavastuo veMcavA mAMDyo. dhIme dhIme eka nAnI dukAna thaI gaI. lokone kAkuAka nAma phAvatuM nahotuM. tethI rokAzeTha kahIne bolAvatA. ne e ja nAma prasiddha thaI gayuM. eka vakhata eka kArpaTika (kApaDIyo) giranArathI Avyo. giranAramAM ghaNI sAdhanA ane zodhakhoLanA aMte eNe siddharasa meLavyo hato. je rasanuM eka TIpuM paNa maNa loDhAne sonuM banAvI de. jAnanI jema jatana karIne e rasanI kUpikA ahIM sudhI lAvelo. rAMkAzeThanI dukAnanI bAjumAM ja eNe mukAma karyo. dhIre dhIre maitrIsaMbaMdha paNa baMdhAyo. e arasAmAM somanAthano mahimA sAMbhaLavAthI tenI yAtrA karavAnuM nakkI karyuM. ane e yAtrAmAM A jokhama sAthe rAkhavAnA badale rokAzeThane bhalAvI javAno nirNaya karyo. zeTha pAse AvIne kahe che "zeThajI ! A mArI kUpI sAcavavAnI che. yAtrAthI pAcho AvuM tyAre mane pAchI Apazo." - rAMkAzeThe saraLatAthI kahyuM : A dukAnamAM tane ThIka lAge tyAM mUkI de. dukAnamAM uparanA bhAge phUpIne vyavasthita bAMdhIne kApeTika prabhAsapATaNanA mArge caDyo. eka divasa koI prasaMgavaza rokAzeThe dukAnamAM ja cUlo peTAvI - upara tavo mUkelo. garamInA kAraNe rasanuM eka TIpuM tavA upara paDyuM ne kALo bhaDha tavo suvarNamaya banI gayo. rAMkAne Azcarya! bIjo tavo lAvyo. vaLI garamI vadhatAM bIjuM TIpuM e tavA para.. ne e ya tavo sonAno banI camakavA lAgyo. rAMkAne khyAla AvI gayo ke A kUpImAM suvarNarasa che. lobha jAgrata thayo. kUpI have pAchI ApavI nahIM, ne pAchaLathI koI babAla na thAya e mATe rokAzeThe dukAnamAMthI sArabhUta badhI cIjo kADhI laIne dukAnane Aga lagADI dIdhI. ne pAchuM ajANyo thaI "Aga! Aga!" nI rADArADa karI mUkI. loka bheguM thayuM. Aga bujhAvI. zeThe navI moTI dukAna karI. Dhagalo sonuM banAvI dIdhuM che. (29) [ jelara brary.org For Personal & Private Use Only

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moTA zeTha banI gayA che. pelo kApeTika Avyo. rAMkAzeThe mukhane dIna - udAsa karIne ene kahyuM : bhaIlA ! zuM karuM ? acAnaka Aga lAgI gaI. AkhI dukAna baLIne sApha. pachI kUpI kaI rIte bace ? A vAta parathI ne zeThanI jAhojalAlImAM dekhAtA AsamAna - jamInanA pheraphAra parathI kApeTikane kAvAdAvAnI gaMdha to AvI ja gaI. paNa zuM bole ? ene acAnaka yAda AvyuM ke jyAre e kUvAmAMthI rasa bharato hato tyAre koIka gebI avAja Avyo hato ke bhara rAMkAnA nAme.. ekavAra to kUpI khAlI karI. pharIthI bharavA mAMDI ne pharIthI avAja Avyo hato : bhara rAMkAnA nAme. kApeTike mana manAvI lIdhuM. A rasakUpI mArA bhAgyanI nahIM, rAMkAzeThanA bhAgyanI ja hatI. khera ! je thayuM te kharuM! abajo rUpiyAnuM sonuM banAvI Ape eTalo rasa gumAvyo hovA chatAM karmasattAnA nirNayane mAthe caDhAvI lenAra kevA svastha rahI zake che. AvA nukazAnane paNa keTalA haLavAzathI laIne krodha - dveSabadalo levAnI prakriyA vagerethI bacI zake che ? purohite mAe joyelA svapno parathI ane zarIranA lakSaNo parathI spaSTa AgAhI karI che ke A bALaka rAjA banavAno che. vaLI pote ene mArI nakhAvavAno prayAsa karyo ne chatAM kudarate ene AbAda bacAvI lIdho che eTaluM ja nahIM bagIcAne navapallavita karI eno mahimA vistAryo che. bIjIvAra to atyaMta krUra ane nirdaya jallAdane soMpyo hovA chatAM potAnA prANano jugAra khelIne paNa jallAde bALakane khatama karavAnI potAnI AjJA mAnI nathI. sughaTarAjA paNa A badhuM ja jANe che enA parathI aghaTane rAjA banAvavAnA kudaratanA nirNayane mAthe caDhAvI zakatA hatA. "haze ! enuM nasIba haze to bhale e rAjA thAya." paNa "dhAryuM to dhaNInuM (kudaratanuM) thAya" e vAtane mAthe caDhAvavAnI taiyArI nahotI. huM rAjA chuM. sattAdhIza chuM. je mane na game e na thavA dauM' AvI badhI kalpanA hatI. ne tethI hAryo jugArI bamaNuM rame nyAya aghaTane patAvI devAnA navA peMtarA racavAnA cAlu karyA. "zastrakalAmAM niSNAta A aghaTanI mATe khUba jarUra che' vagere devadharane samajAvI aghaTakumArane potAnI pAse rAkhI lIdho ne pachI ene mathurAnA pradezanI vyavasthA saMbhALavA mathurA mokalyo. e tyAM pahoMcyo, bhavya svAgata thayuM. thoDA ja vakhatamAM ene khyAla - bhAgya pAdharA to duzmana AMdhaLAM (30 For Personal Private Use Only , jala]y.org

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AvI gayo ke pUrA vaphAdAra - kuzala adhikArIo ane khaDatala sainiko mArA hAthanI nIce joIe. eNe evA eka hajAra AdamIone svavatanamAMthI bolAvI yathAsthAna goThavI dIdhA. ane mathurAdhIza samA tarIke rahevA lAgyo. sughaTarAjAne A samAcAra maLavA para e khUba akaLAyA. have Ano jIva kaI rIte levo ? eNe yukti goThavI kADhI. aghaTakumArane vizAlA bolAvyo. "rAjakumAra vikramasiMha raNamorace laDI rahyo che. tAre enI sahAyamAM javAnuM che. mATe lazkarane taiyAra kara." aghaTakumAra to khuza thaI gayo. manamAM kazI zaMkA nathI. "rAjAjI ! khUba upakAra karyo Ape A kAma soMpIne. kAle savAre ja prayANa karuM chuM." bhale tame taiyArI karo. huM rAjakumArapara patra lakhI dauM chuM.' rAjAe kahyuM. bIjA divase sIlabaMdha patra laIne aghaTakumAre rasAlA sAthe prayANa karyuM. A patramAM mane tAlapuTaviSa ApavAnI vAta che eno aghaTane aNasAra sudhdhAM nathI. pramANamAM vadhatAM vadhatAM eka divasa sAMje A Akho rasAlo jaMgalamAM pelA yakSanA maMdira pAse pahoMcyo ne tyAM ja paDAva nAkhyo. "pote bAlyavayamAM A ja yakSanI dADhI sAthe ramata karelI ane A yakSe ja devadharane svapna AvIne potAnA uchera mATe jaNAveluM.. A badhuM aghaTane kazuM khyAlamAM nathI. e to panotI puNyAI dvArA kudaratano leNadAra banelo che. kudarate satarka thavuM ja paDe. eNe pelA yakSanA avavijJAnanA upayogane pharIthI A jaMgalasthita maMdira tarapha vALyo. deve aghaTakumArane avadhijJAnathI joyo ne oLakhI gayo. avadhijJAnanA baLe ja ciThThInI vAta jANI. potAnI divyazaktithI e ja hastAkSaramAM lakhANa badalI nAkhyuM ke A patra lAvanAranI sAthe rAjakumArIne paraNAvI dejo. . * aghaTa pahoMcyo. patra rAjakumAra vikramasiMhane Apyo. vAMcyo. rAjAnI sahI tathA mahorachApa hovAthI zaMkAne koI sthAna na rahyuM. jozIone muhUrta pUchatAM najadIkamAM ja zreSTha jaNAvyuM. pitAjIe paNa tyAM muhUrta pUchyuM haze ne zreSTha muhUrta najIka hovAthI rAjakumArIne tyAM bolAvI levI azakya samajI ahIM ja ghaDiyAM lagna levAnI vAta che, ema rAjakumAre kalpanA karI lIdhI. ne aghaTakumAranA lagna thaI gayA. A samAcAra jyAre sughaTarAjAne maLyA tyAre enA para to jANe ke vajAghAta thayo. paNa haju e bodhapATha levA taiyAra nathI. aghaTane khatama karavAno navo pAso nAkhavA taiyAra thaI gayo. pachI bhale emAM 31. [ jelara |ary.org For Personal & Private Use Only

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dIkarInuM saubhAgya naMdavAvAnuM hoya. aghaTane vizAlA AvavAnuM AmaMtraNa pAThavyuM. aghaTane Azcarya thaI rahyuM hatuM. kyAM yuddhanI vAta ne kyAM lagna, ne pAchA vizAlAnagarI tarapha prayANa ? patnI - sALA vagerenI sAthe vizAlA pahoMcyo. rAjA - prajAe bhavya svAgata karyuM. rAjAe ekAMtamAM aghaTane kahyuM : tamArA lagna to thaI gayA, eka vidhi karavAno bAkI rahyo che. kayo?" AvatIkAle kALIcaudazanI rAtre kuladevIne naivedha dharavAno vidhi che.' aghaTe vidhi karavAnI vAta svIkArI lIdhI. rAjAe naivedha taiyAra karAvavAnI sAthe mArAone paNa taiyAra karI dIdhA. ane madharAte je nevedhanI thALI laIne Ave ene patAvI nAkhavAnI sakhata sUcanA paNa ApI dIdhI. caudasanI rAta paDI. samaya thayo. AkharI vidAya manamAM rAkhIne rAjAe aghaTane vidAya ApI. pUjApAnI sAmagrI ane naivedhano thALa laI aghaTa nIkaLyo. ne bahAra ja vikramasiMha maLyo. pUchyuM : atyAre kaI tarapha ? aghaTe badhI vAta karI. banevIjI ! maMdira to ghaNuM dUra che. rasto viSama che. aMdhAruM ghora che. ne tame bilakula navA cho. vidhi ja sAcavavAnI che te to sAmagrI mane ApI do. huM e maMdire aneka vAra gayo chuM. rasto paricita che. huM tyAM jaIne naivedha dharI daIza. aATe sAmagrI ApI dIdhI. rAjakumAra maMdire pahoMcyo. bicAro chUpAyelA mArAe choDelA tIrathI vIMdhAI gayo. savAre rAjAne samAcAra maLatAM ja sakhata AMcako-sakhata AghAta anubhavyo. paNa A aNadhAryA AMcakAe rAjAnA ciMtananI dizA badalI nAkhI. pArAvAra pastAvo thayo. "lakhyA lekha miTe nahI" A sanAtanasatyano svIkAra karyo. ane have bAjI sudhAravA tathA potAnA pApanuM prAyazcitta karavA aghaTakumArane svayaM rAjya ApI saMyamamArga svIkAryo. kaThora sAdhanA karavA para kevaLajJAna pAmyA. kramazaH vicaratAM vizAlAnagarImAM padhAryA. rAjA aghaTa prajA sAthe vaMdanArthe Avyo. amRtamaya dezanAnuM pAna badhAe karyuM. chevaTe rAjAe manamAM rahela prazna pUchyo: prabhu ! mArA jIvanamAM caDAva - utAra kema AvyA? kevalIbhagavaMte bhUtakALane ukheDyo. vidarbhadaza kuMDinapuranagara, puraMdararAjA, gajabhaMjana rAjakumAra. eka divasa udyAnamAM ramatAM kumAre tapasvI munirAjane joyA. tapanA tejane badale malamalina vastra-gAtra para najara gaI ne manamAM jugupsA thaI. keTalA gaMdA!" A aparAdha 32 jelare For Personal & Private Use Only V andrary.org

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thayo. enI sajA thaI dAsInA peTe janama lejo. paNa kumArano mitra bhAvuka hato. muninA caraNomAM vaMdana karIne beTho. eTale rAjakumAra paNa beTho. mahAtmAe ahiMsA dayAnI mahattA darzAvatI dezanA ApI je kumAranA hRdayane sparzI gaI. "niraparAdhI trasajIvane kyAreya huM mArIza nahI" evI pratijJA eNe karI. mahinAnA upavAsI e mahAtmAne vahorAvavAno lAbha paNa eNe lIdho.' navarAtrImAM pADAno vadha karavAnI kuprathA e vakhate cAlI AvelI. rAjA puraMdare gajabhaMjana rAjakumArane AjJA karI. "A vakhate pADAnuM balidAna tuM Apa. le A talavAra." kumAra mUMjhavaNamAM mUkAyo. ekabAju pratijJA. bIjI bAju rAjAjJA. rAjAnA atiAgrahe talavAra UThAvI. paNa pratijJApAlananA vicAre talavAra adhavacce ja aTakI gaI. pharIthI rAjAno IzAro. pAchI talavAra UThAvIne ghAno prayAsa. paNa chevaTe pADAnI Doka pAse AvIne aTakI gaI. AvuM cAravAra thayuM. mATe cAravAra aghaTanA prANalevAnA prayAso thayA). chevaTe gajabhaMjane rAjAne kahyuM : pitAjI ! mArAthI A vadha nahIM thAya. mArI pratijJAnuM huM prANasATe paNa pAlana karIza.' ne jIvanabhara e niyama pALyo. pUrvajanmanI vAta sAMbhaLatAM aghaTane jAtismaraNajJAna thayuM. ne pachI to AtmAne vairAgyanA raMge raMgI saMyama lIdhuM, sAdhanA karI, kevalajJAna pAmI mokSe gayA. AmAM spaSTa che ke rAjA jevo sattAdhIza paNa, jo karmasattAnI korTe sajA pharamAvI nathI, to game eTalA dhamapachADA kare to paNa dhArelI sajA karI zakato nathI, ane uparathI enA sajA karavAnA e ja prayAso sAmA jIvane bhavya bakSiso ApanArA banI jAya che. zuM evuM nathI lAgatuM? ke sukRto karI karIne karmasattAnA leNadAra banyA rahevAmAM ja majA che. A ja vAtanuM anyadRSTAMta eTale mayaNAsuMdarI. | 'dhAruM ene sukhI karI zakuM ne dhAruM ene duHkhI karI zakuM AvI potAnI vAtane A mayaNA svIkAratI nathI. ne 'karma kare e thAya. karma kare e thAya" ema kahe che. to have huM ene batADI dauM ke huM ene kevI duHkhI karI zakuM chuM. ne mArI vAta svIkAranAra surasuMdarIne kevI sukhI karI zakuM chuM. AvA vicArathI krodhAviSTa thaIne pitA prajApAla rAjAe mayaNAsuMdarIne koDhiyA uMbararANA sAthe paraNAvI dIdhI. ne prasanna thaIne surasuMdarIne ene pasaMda evA aridamana nAmanA rAjakumAra sAthe paraNAvI dIdhI. paNa dhAryuM to karmasattAnuM ja thayuM. rAjA koDhiyA sAthe paraNAvI devA dvArA mayaNAnuM jIvana ujhADI devA (33 jelara. reprejamelibrary.org For Personal & Private Use Only

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mAgato hato. paNa karmasattAe to evI sajA pharamAvI nahotI. karmasattA to uparathI mayaNAsuMdarIne InAma ApavA mAgatI hatI. eTale karmasattAe uMbararANAnA rUpamAM paramasaubhAgyazALI puNyanidhAna zrIpALakuMvarane mokalyA. ne mayaNA sukhI ja nahIM, mahAsukhI thaI. jyAre surasuMdarIne karmasattA sajA karavA mAgatI hatI. saubhAgyazIla samajIne varelo rAjakumAra kAyara nIkaLyo. ne jIvana nirvAha mATe surasuMdarIe TheTha nRtyAMganA banavA sudhI pahoMcavuM paDyuM. A vAta magajamAM jaDabesalAka karavI paDaze ke karmasattA jyAre InAma ApavA mAge che, sajA pharamAvatI nathI. tyAre game tevI vyakti herAna karavA mATenA game tevA dhamapachADA kare to paNa kazI herAnagati karI zakatI nathI. Ano matalaba spaSTa ja che ke bIjA jIvane herAna karavAnI sattA koI ja jIva pAse che nahIM ane e sattA ja nathI eTale koIpaNa jIva (jalara) game eTaluM cAhe ke mathe, chatAM karmasattAnI korTe na pharamAvelI sajA kyAreya karI zakato nathI. eTale dunyavI korTano jelara kedIne sajA bahArano trAsa bhale kadAca Ape, kudaratanI korTano jelara potAnI IcchAthI sajAmAM aMzamAtra paNa vadhAro ke pheraphAra karI zakato nathI. ne karmasattA ja jo sajA karavA mAge che to mAnavI game tevI vyavasthA kare to paNa emAMthI bacI zakato nathI. e vakhate rakSaka paNa bhakSaka banI zake che. indirAgAMdhInI hatyA koNe karI ? emanA aMgarakSakoe ja ne ? zuM IndirAjInI surakSAvyavasthA kAcI hatI ? emanuM nivAsasthAna dilhImAM saphadaragaMja roDa para. emanI surakSA mATe cAlu TrAphikane tyAMthI pasAra thavA devAto nathI. badhA pAse cakkara marAvAya che. koI trAsavAdI hoya ne bombablAsTa karI de to? vaLI emanA sikyoriTI gArsa pratisaptAha rahasarla karatA hatA. kadAca koka trAsavAdI kyAMkathI phUTI nIkaLe to kaI rIte vaDApradhAnane bacAvI levAya ? kadAca e phAyariMga zarU karI de to enI goLI potAnA zarIra para jhIlI levI paNa vaDApradhAnane bacAvI levA. AmAM teo je jhaDapa -tvarA ne capaLatA dekhADatA hatA temAMnuM kharekhara hatyA thaI e divase kazuM darzAvI zakyA nahIM. - bhAgya bhUlAve bhAna jelave For Personal & Private Use Only ivate Use Only V enembrary.org

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prAIma minIsTaranA baMgalAnI pAchaLa haMmezA covIze kalAka embyulansa taiyAra rahetI. je divase hatyA thaI e divase paNa embyulansa to hatI. paNa eno DrAIvara nahoto, cAvI nahotI. pachI emane eNmbesaDara kAramAM hospITalamAM laI javA paDyA hatA. dilhInI hospITala ola inDiyA insTITyuTa oNpha meDikala sAyansIsa (emsa) ke jyAM badhA vI.AI.pI.onI TrITameMTa thAya che. te hospITala sAthe vaDApradhAnanA nivAsasthAnano vAyaralesa saMdezavyavahAra. ahIM kAMI paNa thAya to tatkALa hospITalamAM saMdeza ApI zakAya. paNa aMgrejImAM eka vAkya che mena sapojhIsa gaoNDa DIspojhIsa. mANasa kaMIka dhAraNAo kare che, paNa paramAtmA enI dhAraNAone uMdhI vALI de che. A aMgrejInuM vAkya che. ApaNe AvuM mAnatA nathI. bhagavAn kyAreya ApaNI bAjI bagADe nahIM. e to bAjI sudhAranArA che. paNa ApaNe ema kahIe ke mena sapojhIsa, karmasattA DIspojhIsa. karmasattA mAnavInI dhAraNAone uMdhI pADe che. vIseka varSanI uMmara thayelI. paraNavAnA ne sukhI thaI javAnA ghaNA koDa - manoratha hatA. mAtapitAe paNa cAra ThekANe pUchaparacha karI sAro abhiprAya maLavAthI eka kanyA sAthe lagna karAvyA. bAra mahinA to barAbara cAlyuM. paNa pachI aMdarano svabhAva bahAra Avyo. bilakula pittaLa. evI kajiyAkhora.. nimitta maLyuM nathI ne AkhuM ghara mAthe lIdhuM nathI. pati sAvadha thaI gayo. nimitta ApavuM ja nahIM enI kALajI rAkhe che. kAMIpaNa bolatA-cAlatA ke karatAM pahelAM satta2vAra vicAra kare che ke AnuM pariNAma zuM Avaze ? ne chatAM enI patnI ! kaMIka ne kaMIka nimitta pakaDI jhagaDo-jhagaDo karI nAkhe che. jIvana jhera thaI gayuM. enA patine thAya ke bIjAone zAMta premALa patnI maLI ne mane ja kema A kajiyAkhora ? mArA ja gaLe A lAkaDuM kema bAjhyuM ? paMdaramAMthI eka ja pazunA gaLe lAkaDuM bAMdhyuM hoya emAM vAMka lAkaDAno nahIM, pazuno hoya che. ema kajiyAkhora patnI maLe emAM vAMka kono ? hA, patino ja. jene kajiyAkhora patnI maLI hoya eNe samajI levuM joIe ke pUrvajanmamAM pote bahu bephAma banela. koInA kaMTrolamAM raheto nahoto. kudaratane thayuM ke Ane kaMTrolamAM lAvavo hoya to gaLe eka lAkaDuM bajhADavAnI jarUra che ne A lAkaDuM bajhADI dIdhuM. sukhI thavAnI badhI kalpanAone kudarate-karmasattAe 35 For Personal & Private Use Only jelara ::brary.org

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vA vAyA DIspojha karI nAkhI. patnI kajiyAkhora che. athavA bahu ja vicitra svabhAvabhALI che. athavA vAtavAtamAM zaMkA ja karyA karavAvALI che. kyAM to pati bahu gussAkhora che ke, dArUDiyo che. athavA Akho divasa gharamAM paDyo rahe che. kazuM karato nathI. AvA koIpaNa kAraNe jenuM dAmpatyajIvana kaDavuM thaI gayuM hoya e patie ke patnIe sAmApAtrane ja doSita mAnIne mana bagADyA karavA karatAM "mArA pUrvanA aparAdhanI karmasattAe A sajA karI che. A rIte A paristhitino svIkAra karI levo joIe. jethI manane zAMta banAvI zakAya, ne sAmA pAtra pratyenA dveSa. - verabhAva vagerethI bacI zakavAthI navA pApathI bacI zakAya. vAta A che. mena sapojhIsa, karmasattA DIspojhIsa. vaDApradhAnanI surakSA mATe hospITala sAthe vAyaralesa saMdezAvyavahAranI vyavasthA hatI. paNa karmasattA kone kahevAya ? mAnavInI jaDabesalAka vyavasthAne paNa khoravI nAkhatA vAra nahIM. indirAjInI hatyAnA ja divase e vAyaralesa saMdezavyavahAra khoraMbhAI gayelo. embeseDara kAramAM emane hospITala laI gayA tyAre ja tyAM DaoNkaTarone khabara paDI ke AvI ghaTanA ghaTI che. DaoNkaTarone pUrva taiyArI karavAno je cAnsa maLavo joI to hato te maLyo nahIM. indirAjInuM blaDa hatuM Ara.eca.negeTIva grupanuM. e blaDano hospITalamAM haMmezA sToka rakhAto. paNa e divase hospITalamAM e blaDa nahIM. IndirAjI para sTenaganadvArA pUrI trIsa goLI dharabI denAra e satavaMtasiMgha ane biyaMtasiMghane kAMI emane khatama karavA emanA sudhI sarakAre mokalyA nahotA. paNa emanI surakSA karavA mATe mokalyA hatA. emane sTenagana je ApavAmAM AvelI ne emAM goLIo je bharavAmAM AvelI te paNa emanI surakSA mATe. paNa karmasattA jyAre rUThe che tyAre rakSaka paNa bhakSaka banI jAya che. mAnavI kAMIpaNa goThavaNa kare, anukULa paristhitio nirmANa karavAnuM Ayojana kare, paNa karmasattA jo sajA karavA mAgatI hoya to mAnavInI badhI goThavaNane karmasattA phoka karI zake che. ekAda anukULatAne paNa evI pratikULatAmAM rUpAMtarita karI zake che athavA koIka navuM ja pratibaMdhaka paribaLa evuM UbhuM karI - hAthamAMthI leze, nasIbamAMthI koNa leze ? For Personal & Private Use Only Womenolary.org

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zake che ke jethI saravALe jIvane sajA ja thaIne rahe che. zAstromAM AvA DhagalAbaMdha daSTAMto noMdhAyelA che. vidhavA bahena, be bhAIo, be bhAbhIo. Ama pAMca jaNano parivAra. zeSa cArene vidhavAbena pratye khUba ja mAna ne khUba ja prIti chatAM ekavAra bahenane vicAra Avyo ke Aje to pyAra che, kAle mane kADhI nahIM mUke ne ? mATe parIkSA karuM. ekavAra moTAbhAIne bahArathI AvatA joIne bene bhAI sAMbhaLe e rIte bhAbhIne kahyuM : "hAtha cokhkhA rAkhavA.' bhAIe benanI vAta sAMbhaLI vicAryuM ke "mArI bena AvI salAha kema Ape che ? cokkasa eNe koI corI karI haze." eNe patnI sAthe bolavAnuM baMdha karI dIdhuM. vyavahAra paNa ocho karI nAkhyo. thoDA ja divasamAM patnI akaLAI gaI. naNaMdane vAta karI. benane badhI kalpanA AvI gaI. bhAIne kahyuM : tame kalpanA karI che evuM nathI. meM to sahaja zikhAmaNa ApelI ke kyAreya corIno vicAra paNa na AvI jAya enI kALajI levI. ne bhAIno pAcho pUrvavatu vyavahAra thaI gayo. benane AnaMda thayo ke moTAbhAI-bhAbhInA dilamAM to mAruM mahattva che ja. vaLI ekavAra nAno bhAI dukAnethI AvI rahyo hato tyAre e sAMbhaLe e rIte nAnA bhAbhIne kahyuM : tamArI sADI saMbhALajo. nAno bhAI vicAramAM paDI gayo ke mArI bene Ama kema kahyuM ? jarUra mArI patnI durAcAriNI haze. ne patnI sAtheno badho saMbaMdha kaTa karI nAkhyo. patnI bhAre ciMtAmAM. chevaTe naNaMdane vAta, naNaMde avasara joI nAnA bhAIne kahyuM ke "tamArA patnI to mahAsatI che. A to manamAM paNa parapuruSano vicAra na AvI jAya evI sAvadhAnI ApavA meM kaheluM.' nAnAbhAIne saMtoSa. patnI sAthe pharIthI pUrvavatuM vyavahAra cAlu karI dIdho. ne bena rAjInA reDa thaI gayA. badhA mArI vAta mAne to che ja vidhavA bene bane bhAbhIo para Aropa Ave evo vyavahAra karavAno aparAdha sevI lIdho. vaidhavyapaNAmAM ArAdhanAo to ghaNI ja karI. paNa A aparAdhanuM prAyazcitta na karyuM. - have juo karmasattAnI sajA karavAnI rIta-bIjAbhavamAM A vidhavA bena eka zeThanI putrI banI. banne bhAIo anya gAmamAM eka zeThanA be putro tarIke utpanna thayA. bemAMthI ekabhAI sAthe A zreSThI kanyAnA lagna thayA. lagnanI rAte ja AkAzamAMthI jatA koIka vyaMtarane majAka karavAnuM mana thayuM. karmasattAe For Personal & Private Use Only ( jelara brary.org

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majAka karavAnuM mana karAvyuM. zreSThI kanyA - navoDhA zayanakhaMDamAM patinI pratIkSA karI rahI che ne vyaMtaradeva enA patinuM rUpa laI zayanakhaMDamAM pravezI enI sAthe vAto karavA lAgyo. navoDhAne kazI khabara nathI. e to ene pati ja samaje che ne e rIte premAlApa karavA lAgI. enA patie bahAra A vAto sAMbhaLI. enA manamAM thayuM "mArI patnI lagnanA divase ja jo parapuruSa sAthe A rIte vAta kare che to jarUra e durAcAriNI ja che. mAre enAthI saryuM.' e patnIne choDIne cAlyo gayo. sAsare kahI dIdhuM ke mane A lagna mAnya nathI." zreSThI kanyAne A jANIne AMcako lAgyo. pachI to vairAgyavAsita thaI dIkSA lIdhI. suMdara sAdhvIjIvana jIve che. A bAju pUrvabhavanI je be bhAbhIo hatI enI ja sAthe kALakrame A banne bhAIonA lagna thayA. sAdhvIjI mahArAja paNa vihArakrame e ja nagaramAM padhAryA che. pUrvabhavanI prItinA kAraNe banne patnIone emanA para prItibhaktibhAva che ne tethI roja emanI sevA-vaiyAvacca karavA jAya che. gocarInI vinaMtI kare che. eka divasa sAdhvIjI emanA ghare bhikSA mATe jAya che. tyAM upadeza ApI rahyA che. e vakhate bahAra potAno hAra rAkhI patnI kaMIka kAme aMdara gaI. bahAra ekalA sAdhvIjI ne hAra rahyA. tyAre divAla paranA citramAM rahelo mora citramAMthI bahAra Avyo ne hAra laIne cAlyo gayo. (koIka deve A rIte pharIthI majAka karI.) pachI hAra corAyAno AkSepa sAdhvIjI para Avyo. guruNIe paNa Thapako Apyo ke gRhasthanA gharamAM rokAvAnI jarUra zI? tyAM UbhA zA mATe rahyA ?" vagere. 'have, A kalaMka dhovA mATe sAgArika anazana karo." teoe karyuM. kAussagnamAM UbhA rahyA. zubhabhAvonI dhArA vadhatAM vadhatAM zukladhyAna para ArUDha thaI kevalajJAna pAmyA.loka bheguM thayuM. ne tyAM ja pelo citramAMno mora AvI te hAra mUkI gayo. badhA Azcarya pAmyA. ne prazna pUchavA para kevalajJAnI sAdhvIjI bhagavaMte pUrvabhavanA vRttAMtathI mAMDIne badhI vAta karI. agnizarmAnA pAraNAnA divase ja guNasenane bhayaMkara zirovedanA UThe? vaLI bIjIvAra paNa pAraNAnA ja divase, ekadivasa paNa AgaLa-pAchaLa nahIM, acAnaka yudhdhanI nobata AvI jAya ? bhISma tapasvInA babbe mAsakSamaNanuM pAraNuM pote cUkavyuM che. agnizarmAne saLaMga trIjuM mAsakSamaNa cAlu thaI gayuM che. tapanI sAthe e samatAmAM paNa AgaLa vadhyo che. ne tethI guNasenano ahobhAva For Personeerivate Use Only

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- bhaktibhAva paNa khUba vadhI gayo che. babbe pAraNuM cUkAvyAno pazcAttApa paNa evo ghora che. ne tethI have koIpaNa hAlatamAM trIjIvAra bhUla na thaI jAya enI bhAre sAvadhAnI che. pAraNAnA lAbha mATe dilanI icchA ja nahIM, taDapana che. have 29 divasa rahyA.. have 28 rahyA. have 15. have 10... kAunTaDAuna rojeroja cAlu che. badhAne sAvadha karI rahyo che. "A vakhate bhUla na thaI jAya.' have pa divasa bAkI rahyA. have traNa. have be ne AgaLA divase AkhA rAjaparivAra sahita badhAne bhArapUrvaka sUcanA ApI che ke AvatIkAle koIpaNa saMjogomAM bhUla na thavI joIe. huM to sAvadha chuM ja. chatAM kAMIpaNa nimitta maLe to badhA paNa mane yAda karAvazo. vAraMvAra svayaM ghUMTeluM. ne bIjAone paNa ghUMTAveluM ne chatAM pAraNAnA ja divase rANIe sauprathama rAjaputrane janma Apyo. badhA ja enI khuzImAM jhUmI uThyA. AnaMdamAM ujANImAM mazagUla banI gayA ne pAraNuM cUkAI ja gayuM. Ama jovA jaIe to game tevA AnaMda - ujANI hoya. divasothI ghuMTeluM hoya e koIne ja yAda na Ave evuM bane ? paNa karmasattAe koIne yAda AvavA ja na dIdhuM. ne jevo agnizarmA vagara pAraNe pAcho pharyo. pachI ja guNasenane pAraNuM yAda AvyuM. A bahu ja samajavA jevuM che. agnizarmA IcchI rahyo che ke mAruM pAraNuM thAya. badhA tApasI paNa e ja IcchI rahyA che. kulapati paNa e ja cAhe che. vaLI guNasena tathA enA rAjaparivAranI paNa e ja icchA che ne e mATenI taiyArI che. te chatAM guNasenanA hAthe enuM pAraNuM na ja thayuM. kema ? kAraNake karmasattA evuM icchatI nahotI. dhAryuM karmasattAnuM ja thAya che. ne potAnuM dhAryuM karavA mATe karmasattA kaMIka paribaLone badalI nAkhe che. athavA kaMIka evA navA paribaLa UbhA karI de che ke jethI potAnI dhAraNA thaIne ja rahe. pahelA bIjA pAraNAnA divase ja zirovedanA - yuddhanI nobata ne trIjA pAraNAnA divase ja rAjaputrano janma. dareka vakhate pAraNAnA divase ja. ekapaNa divasa Avo pAcho nahIM. thoDIghaNI paNa sahRdayatA ne sUkSmavicArakatA hoya to AnI pAchaLa kudaratano kaMIka saMketa hovo pratIta thavo ja joIe. ne te saMketa A ke kudarata agnizarmAne sajA karavA mAge che. guNasena aMta:karaNathI agnizamanuM pAraNuM karAvavA cAhe che ne chatAM karmasattAe enA dvArA pAraNuM cUkAvaDAvyuM che. eTale ja ApaNe samajavuM joIe For Personal & Private Use Only [ jelara elibrary.org

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ke ApaNane kAMIpaNa herAnagati karanAra koIpaNa vyakti ekadama svataMtra potAnI IcchAthI ApaNane herAna karatI nathI, paNa karmasattA ja tenI pAse tevI tevI kAravAhI karAve che. zaMkA : guNasenanI vAta javA do. bAkI to moTebhAge badhA potAnI IcchAthI ja bIjAne herAna karatA hoya che. jema ke A pustakamAM anyatra jenI vAta che e nAgaketunA pUrvabhavamAM kizorane enI sAvakImA potAnI icchAthI ja bhayaMkara trAsa ApatI hatI ne ? samAdhAna : hA, sAvakI mAnI potAnI icchA kharI. paNa e icchA paNa karmasattAnI ja deNagI mAnavI joIe. subhUmacakravartIne chakhaMDanuM sAmrAjya maLyuM. paNa saMtoSa na thayo. mArI pAse 14 ratno - navanidhAna - 96 karoDanuM lazkara che. vaLI 16000 devo mArI sevAmAM che. dhAtakIkhaMDanA bharatakSetranA paNa 6 khaMDa kema na jatuM ? ne eNe carmaratna - chatraratnadvArA bArayojananI chAvaNI taiyAra karI. 96 karoDanA sainya sAthe e chAvaNImAM ArUDha thayo. soLahajAra devone AjJA karI ke AkhI chAvaNI UThAvo. ne be lAkhayojananA lavaNasamudra uparathI addhara laI dhAtakIkhaMDamAM pahoMcADo. devo kAme lAgI gayA. chAvaNI lavaNa-samudra uparathI pasAra thaI rahI che. ne karmasattAnI korTamAMthI oNrDara chUTI gayo. eka devane vicAra Avyo ke bIjA 15999 devo A chAvaNI UMcakI rahyA che. huM eka khasI jaIza to zuM vAMdho AvavAno che ? e deva khasI gayo. nA, e ekalo ja nahIM, soLe hajAra.. badhA ja devo khasI gayA, kAraNake badhAne e ja vakhate e ja vicAra Avelo. ne subhUmacakrIe pUrI chAvaNI sAthe lavaNasamudramAM jaLasamAdhi levI paDI. sAmAnyathI devo atyaMta vaphAdAra hoya che, kyAreya bevaphA banatA nathI. "mArA khasavAthI A jaLazaraNa thaI jaze" AvI kalpanA hota to to eka paNa deva khasata ja nahIM, kAraNake ekapaNa devanI evI IcchA hatI ja nahIM ke subhUma DUbI jAya. ne chatAM jenA kAraNe e DUbI jAya evI IcchA dareka devane thaI che. to A icchA koNe karAvI ? ApaNe mAnavuM joIe ke karmasattAe ja AvI icchA karAvI che. ne e rIte subhUmane phaTakArelI sajAno amala karAvI dIdho che. bhImasenacaritranI paNa keTalIka vAto A ja hakIkatanuM sUcana kare che. potAnA atyaMta viSamakALamAM ene jANavA maLyuM ke bAra yojana dUra AvelA (40 ( jelara | For Personal & Private Use Only

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pratiSThAnapuranagaranA rAjavI arijaya atyaMta prajAvatsala ne udAra che. dara cha mahine savArIe nIkaLe che ne duHkhIonA duHkha dUra kare che. bhUkhyAne bhojana, nirdhanane dhana, bekArane nokarI Ape che. ane nokarImAM pagAra batrIsa rUpiyA jevo mAtabara Ape che. emano jamAI jitazatru to 64 rUpiyA pagAra Ape che. bahu ja moTI AzA sAthe pahoMcyo ane pRcchA karI to jANavA maLyuM ke jamAI jitazatrunI savArI AgaLA divase ja nIkaLI gayelI. badhA duHkhiyAonA duHkha eNe dUra karI dIdhelA. paNa have to 6 mahinA rAha jo. bhImasenane jANe ke vajAghAta thayo. karuNArka ane saujanyazIla dhanasAra zreSThIe Azaro Apyo. 6 mahinA nIkaLI gayA. rAjA arijayane maLyo. rAjAnA pUchavA para potAnI badhI vAta karI. e vAtamAM rahelI saccAI bhalabhalAne pIgaLAvI devA samartha hatI. to A to paraduHkhabhaMjana, karuNAvatsala ane paropakArane ja sAra mAnanAra rAjavI che. e bhImasenanA duHkha dUra na kare evI aMzamAtra zakyatA nahotI. paNa karmasattA... AvA rAjavIne paNa evo vicAra Apyo ke "A to dhUrta mANasa lAge che. nahIMtara hariNarAjA paNa paropakArI udAra che. Ane ahIM zuM kAma AvavuM paDe ? Ane kAma ApavAmAM huM kyAMka phasAI jaIza." ne e udAra rAjA bhImasena pratye kRpaNa banI gayo. mAre koI mANasanI jarUra nathI' kahIne nanaiyo bhaNI dIdho. hataprabha : bhImasenane dhanasAra zreSThIe pAcho saMbhALI lIdho. 6 mahinA vadhu rokAI jA. jitazatru to jarUra tAruM daLadara pheDI nAkhaze." AzAmAM ne AzAmAM 6 mahinA bIjA kADhI nAkhyA. paNa karmasattAe jitazatrune paNa uMdho vicAra ja Apyo. rAjAe jo hAtha jhAlyo nathI. to mAre paNa cetI javA jevuM che. jarUra dALamAM kaMIka kALuM haze." ne e paNa bhImasenamATe nirbhaya banI gayo. atyAra sudhI lAgaNIzIla ane dayALu rahelA dhanasArazreSThInA manamAM paNa karmasattAe zetAnane jagADyo. eNe bhImasenanA zastro ane pagAra ApavAnI ghasIne nA pADI dIdhI ne "badamAza" kahIne kADhI mUkyo. bhImasenanI niSThA-sadvartana-sevA vagere kazuM ja karmasattAe dhanasArane yAda AvavA na dIdhuM. pachI meLApa thayo ratnasAra zreSThIno. e to sahRdaya - udAra zrAvaka che. bhImasenanI ApatkathAthI atyaMta dravelo che ane AvI viSama paristhitimAM - sItArAmANI satI koNa zANI patipratijJAthI sadA pramANI; kuraMga haNavA mati bhraSTa kIdhI, vinAzakALe viparIta budhdhi. For Pershed Private Use Only

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paNa bhImasenanI prAmANikatAthI ovArI gayelo che. karmasattA eno vicAra to badalI zake ema nathI. eTale eNe bhImasena pAse ja bhUla karAvI. zeTha Apela nava lAkhanI kiMmatanA ratno bharelI kaMthAne prANanI jema chAtI ne chAtI para ja rAkhIne TheTha jyAM potAno parivAra che te kSitipratiSThita nagaranA pAdara sudhI to pahoMcyo. ne tyAM svaccha nirmaLajaLavALuM sarovara joI snAna karavA karmasattAe ene lalacAvyo. nirjana jagyAne salAmata samajI kinAre vastra - kaMthA mUkI snAna mATe sarovaramAM peTho. ane karmasattAe vAMdarA pAse bhImasenanA sarvasva jevI kaMthAnuM haraNa karAvyuM. bhImasenane TheTha AtmahatyAnA pagalA sudhI majabura thavuM paDe evo kAramo ghA karavAnI vAMdarAnI koI IcchA nathI. ene to eka mAtra ramata ja karavAnI hatI. paNa bhImasena para to evo ghA paDI ja gayo. pAcho jaTAdhArI bAvo bhImasenane vaDavAInA phAMsAmAMthI bacAve che. enI duHkhada ApavItI sAMbhaLI karuNAddha banI Azvasta kare che. bhImasenane uttarasAdhaka tarIke rAkhI cAra tuMbaDA suvarNarasa siddha karyo jemAMthI bAvAe, niSkapaTapaNe udAratAthI 1 tuMbaDuM rasa bhImasenane ApavAnI vAta karI che. bane pAchA kSitipratiSThita nagaranA pAdara sudhI pahoMcI gayA. bAvAe bhImasenane bhojanano prabaMdha karavA nagaramAM mokalyo. A mokalavA pAchaLa paNa bAvAnA manamAM koI ja malina IrAdo nathI. paNa jevo bhImasena gayo ke tarata karmasattAe A bAvAnI dAnata bagADI. "eka tuMbaDuM rasa paNa zA mATe Apavo ?' e vicAre bhImasenanA AvavA pUrve ja bAvo chUmaMtara thaI gayo. ApaNe surasuMdarI ane amarakumArane paNa yAda karI laIe. surasuMdarI rAjakumArI che. amarakumAra nagarazreSThIno putra che. atyaMta bAlyakALanI vAta che. nidrAdhIna surasuMdarInI 7 koDI UThAvIne miThAI lAvIne amare badhA bALakone khuza karyA. jAgelI surasuMdarIne paNa enA bhAganI miThAI ApI. "A ujANI konA taraphathI ?' 'tArA taraphathI' kahIne amane badhI vAta karI. bahu ja snehabharelA mIThA saMbaMdho hatA. "A mastImajAkathI surasuMdarI paNa khuza thaze" AvI kalpanA amarane hatI. paNa banyuM UlaTuM. surasuMdarI gusse thaI gaI. AvI corI karatAM kyAMthI zIkhyo ?" vagere vAgmANathI amaranuM dila vIMdhyuM. mastImAM karelI nAnI majAkane moTuM svarUpa na ApavA amare kahevA para rAjakumArIe tuM sAtakoDIne nAnI vAta mAne che. huM sAta koDIthI rAjya laI (42 [ jelaraary.org For Personal & Private Use Only

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lauM.' kahIne kaTAkSa karyo. jo ke pAchaLathI rAjakumArIne potAnI bhUla svayaM samajAI. pArAvAra pastAvo thayo. bIje divase amaranI mAphI mAgIne dila pharIthI jItI lIdhuM. A prasaMganI koI ja asara nathI bemAMthI ekeyanA dilamAM ke nathI parasparanA snehabhInA vyavahAramAM. kALAMtare bannee yauvananA uMbare paga mUkyo. yogAnuyoga bannenA lagna thayA. banne guNiyala che. tattvajJa che. ekabIjAnA atyaMta prItipAtra che. sAtakoDInA prasaMganI koI ja yAda na hovAthI ekabIjAne prANathI paNa adhika cAhe che. ekavAra samudra saphara daramyAna mAnavabhakSI yakSanA dvIpa para AvelA che. tyAMnA suramya upavanamAM banne premapUrvaka TahelavA nIkaLyA che. khuzanumA vAtAvaraNamAM surasuMdarInI AMkho gherAvA lAgI. amaranA khoLAmAM mastaka mUkI nidrAdhIna thaI. surasuMdarInA rUpa lAvaNya ane prema bharelA nirdoSa caherAne premabharI najarathI pI rahelA amaranA manamAM ekAeka sAtakoDIno prasaMga yAda AvI gayo. potAnuM apamAna, surasuMdarInA abhimAna-krodha A badhI yAda amaranA manamAM kaDavAza vyApI gaI. kSaNa - bekSaNamAM ja sakhtAI evI phelAI gaI ke eNe nidrAdhIna surasuMdarInA sADInA cheDe 7 koDI bAMdhI. rAjya laI batAvavAnuM sUcana lakhyuM. ne ene tyAM nirAdhAra mUkI pote samudrakAMThe bhAgI Avyo. "mAnavabhakSIyakSa Avyo. surasuMdarIne jhapaTamAM lIdhI. huM mAMDa mAMDa bhAgI Avyo chuM. ApaNe bhAgo.' badhA phaTAphaTa jahAjamAM goThavAI gayA. laMgara UThI gayA. ne jahAjo haMkArAI gayA. eka jhaMjhAvAtanI jema A prasaMga banI gayo. paNa pariNAma ? surasuMdarI vAraMvAra bhayaMkara evI AphatomAM mUkAI je vAMcatAM bhalabhalAnI AMkha bhInI thaI jAya. amAre tyAga bhale karyo. paNa pachI tarata ja ene bhAre pastAvo thayo che. e roja royo che. surasuMdarI pratyeno prema evo ne evo akabaMdha che ne ethI bhAre gamagInI - udAsInatA ene gherI vaLI che. surasuMdarIe zIlanuM prANa karatAM paNa adhika jatana karyuM che ne enA prabhAve ja mahAmusIbatomAMthI paNa AbAda ugarI gaI che. ane tattvanI jANakAra che. karmavijJAnano upayoga karIne dareka ApattimAM svakarmadoSa ja vicAryo che. eTale amara pratye koI roSa-rIsa nathI. ne prema evo ne evo akabaMdha jALavI rAkhyo che. chevaTe bAra varSe beno meLApa thayo. paNa e pUrve amare karelA tyAganA kAraNe surasuMdarIe vAraMvAra pIDAo bhogavavI ja paDI che. 43 For Personal & Private Use Only jelara . www.ja nelibrary.org

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A badhA daSTAntomAM spaSTa che ke utpIDakajIvo kAMI pIDita jIvanA zatru nathI. vairabhAvanAthI te te pravRtti karI che evuM nathI. mAtra tatpaNa icchA thaI AvI, te te pravRtti karI nAkhI. paNa pariNAme pIDitanI pIDAno koI pAra na rahyo. eTale mAnavuM joIe ke pIDitajIvane tevI tevI ghora sajA karavA ja karmasattAe evI evI IcchA utpIDakajIvane jagADI hatI. vaLI karmasattA to jema koIka jIvane tatkAlIna icchA jagADe che to anya pIDitajIvanI bAbatamAM enA utpIDakajIvane dIrghakAlIna evI icchA paNa jagADI zake che jethI e dIrghakALa sudhI pIDitane pIDato rahe kedIne dasa varasanI sakhata kedanI sajA hoya to ene dasa varasa sudhI sakhata majurI karAvavAnI jelaranI icchA jovA maLe ja. paNa e icchA ATalo lAMbo kALa cAlavA pAchaLa korTano oNrDara ja mukhya paribaLa che ne ! eTale 'karmasattAnI preraNAthI-hukamathI ja koIpaNa jIva evI svecchApUrvaka ke e vagara, karmasattAe pharamAvelI sajAno amala kare che ema nizcita thAya ja che ane eTale ja e nakkI thAya che ke pIDA ApanAro jIva mAtra jelara che. ethI vadhu kazuM nahIM. arthAt jIva vadhumAM vadhu kelara banI zake che, paNa bIjAjIvane svaMtatra rIte (karmasattAnA hukama vagara) sajA phaTakAranAra jaja nahIM. ane tethI ja e potAnI IcchAthI sajAmAM aMzamAtra paNa vadhAro ke pheraphAra karI zakato nathI. prazna : vAta to badhI barAbara. paNa sahana karavAnI paNa koIka hada hoya ne ! duHkha laMbAyA ja kare, laMbAyA ja kare, kyAMya cheDo ja jovA na maLato hoya to pachI sahanazIlatA zI rIte rahe ? pratiprazna : cAlo, duHkha keTaluM joIe ? prati uttara : joItuM ja nathI, sukha ja joIe. A bahu sAruM. eka chokarAe raMga bharavAnI picakArImAM gaMduM, kALuM meza bhayaMkara durgadha mAratuM pANI bharyuM. pachI khullA AkAzamAM uparanI tarapha jorathI uchALyuM. ne tyArabAda e paramAtmAne prArthanA kare che ke "prabhu ! mArA mastaka - uMdara eke kIdho udyama, karaMDIyo karakole, mAMhe ghaNA divasano bhUkhyo nAga rahyo du:kha Dole re.... (7) vivara karI mUSaka tasa mukhamAM diye ApaNo deha, mArga lahI vana nAga padhAryA karmamarmajuo eha..ce. (8) (zrI vinaya vijayajIkRta zrI vIraprabhunuM pAMcasamavAyakAraNanuM stavana DhALa cothI) / jelara) For Personal & Private Use Only

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para gulAbajaLanI vRSTi thAo.' jo ke enA mAthA para e ja gaMduM gaTaranuM pANI paDyuM. eTale pachI e prabhune phariyAda kare che "prabhu ! tAro kAMI prabhAva ja nathI rahyo. ATaATalI prArthanA karI. chatAM e ja gaTaranuM pANI paDyuM." bolo, A chokarAne zuM kahevuM? "alyA! gulAbajaLa cAhato hato to picakArImAM gulAbajaLa ja bharavuM hatuM ke, gaTaranuM gaMdhAtuM pANI zA mATe bharyuM ?' TAIma maLyo. TI.vI., thoDA paisA vadhAre maLI gayA. vaoNTara kiMgDama; rU5 AvyuM. AMkho coMTADI dyo.. pachI bhale ne derAsara kema na hoya; koI ekAda zabda AvuM - pAchuM bolyuM ke ekAda vastu AghI pAchI karI. gusso leTa - go karavAnI vAta ja nahIM. jiMdagInI picakArImAM gaTaranuM pANI ja bharyA karavuM che ne pachI AzA gulAbajaLanI rAkhyA karavI. A kyAMno nyAya ? ne pachI badho Topalo prabhunA mAthe. pAMca varasathI punama bharuM chuM, paNa duHkho ochA thatA nathI ! aparAdha karyo ja rAkhavA che.. ne sajA joItI nathI. A vAta na bhUto na bhaviSyati vALI che. chatAM mAnI lyo ke kudarata A vAta svIkAravA taiyAra thaI jAya, to tame ja nA pADI UThazo. "nA, ame nA nahIM pADIe.' UbhA raho. pahelAM aparAdha kone kahevAya? khabara che ?' nA" nA, nA nahIM, tamArAmAMthI ghaNAne khabara che. huM bolavA mAMDIza to tame paNa bolavA mAMDazo. pahele prANAtipAta (hiMsA), bIje mRSAvAda (jUTha), trIje adattAdAna (corI).. A aDhAranuM je lisTa che e aparAdhonuM lisTa che. TUMkamAM prabhue je jeno niSedha karyo che, e badhuM aparAdharUpa che, kudarata enI sajA kare che. bIjI rIte kahIe to kudaratanA kAnunamAM je aparAdha tarIke lekhAya che eno ja prabhue niSedha karela che, ene ja prabhue pApa tarIke jaNAvela che. jene sajA nathI joItI ene A pApo choDavA ja joIe. A vAta aMge ghaNA evI dalIla karatA hoya che ke "huM rAtrI bhojanane pApa nathI mAnato.' "huM kaMdamULane pApa nathI mAnato." "huM anItine pApa nathI mAnato" vagere. te corI karI che, mATe tane ATalI sajA Ama korTe sajA phaTakAravA para kedI kahe che ke huM corIne guno nathI mAnato.' to korTa zuM enI sajA mApha karI 45 jelara For Personal & Private Use Only

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deze? korTa to ene kaheze ke "alyA mUrakha ! tuM zuM mAne che ne zuM nathI mAnato enI kiMmata zuM che ? amArA kAnunamAM je gunA tarIke lakhAyela che enI sajA thaze, thaze ne thaze." basa, A ja rIte kudaratanI korTa karmasattA jIvane kahe che "alyA! tuM kaI vADIno mULo ? tArI mAnyatAnI kiMmata zuM che ? amArA kAnunamAM je pApa tarIke lakhAyela che enI sajA thaze, thaze ne thaze. havethI dezamAM koI korTa nahIM, jela nahIM, jelara nahIM, sajA nahI Avo TharAva lAvavA mAgatI sarakAra tamAro abhiprAya pUche to hA pADazo ke nA pADazo? nA ja pADIe. nahIMtara to amAruM jIvavuM ja bhAre thaI jAya.' basa A ja rIte kadAca kudarata pUche ke "bolo karmasattAnI korTa Disolva karI daIe ?? to hA pADazo ke nA pADazo ? nA" "A nA hoTha para che ke haiyAmAM che ?" ghaNuM kharuM haiye A hoya che ke bIjAo mATe to karmasattAnI korTa hovI ja joIe. mAtra mArA mATe ja na joIe." arthAt bIjo mane herAna kare (hiMsA), bIjo jUTha bole, mArI sAthe anIti Acare, mArA para gusso kare, to ene to sajA thavI ja joIe. paNa huM bIjAne herAna karuM, huM jUThuM boluM, corI karuM, gusso karuM to mane sajA na thavI joIe. jo ke kudarata to bahu udAra che. bIjAne sajA, mane nahI" AvI mAgaNI svIkAravA paNa taiyAra che. paNa kadarata kahe che ke "jevuM tuM kahe che evuM ja tAro pADozI kahe che. evuM ja badhA jIvo kahe che. ne mAre nathI koI potAnuM, nathI koI parAyuM. eTale mAre to badhAnI vAta mAnavAnI che. eTale kyAM to koIne sajA nahIM ne kyAM to badhAne sajA. A bemAMthI kayo vikalpa rAkhuM ? tuM kahe e vikalpa rAkhuM. to kayo vikalpa kahezo ? badhAne sajA." "A vikalpano artha zuM thAya che? khabara che ?' Ano artha e thAya che e ApaNe roja prabhu samakSa bolavo joIe. Ano artha e thAya che ke "prabhu! huM *mana-vacana-kAyAthI koIne paNa duHkha pahoMcADuM to mane sajA thavI ja joIe. bIjAnA prANa harI levA e hiMsA. hiMsAno artha ATalo sImita nathI. bIjAne koIpaNa prakAre duHkha pahoMcADavuM e hiMsAno ja prakAra che, e prathama naMbaranuM pApa che. For Personal & Private Use Only jelara w .cally.org ww

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huM kaDavAveNa boluM-koIne marmamAM ghI lagADuM. mane sajA thavI ja joIe, nahIMtara badhe arAjakatA phelAI jAya. prabhu ! huM jUThuM boluM. mane sajA thavI ja joIe. prabhu ! huM corI karuM.. anIti karuM.. vizvAsaghAta karuM.. to mane sajA thavI ja joIe. eTale ke eka rUpiyAnI anItinI sAme mane ochAmAM ochuM dasa rUpiyAnuM nukazAna thavuM ja joIe. nahIMtara to duniyAnI vyavasthA tUTI jAya. prabhu! huM bIjAnI mA-dIkarI - bahena tarapha bUrI najare jouM to mane sajA thavI ja joIe. prabhu ! huM gusso karuM to mane sajA thavI ja joIe. nahIMtara duniyAmAM aMdhAdhuMdhI phelAI jAya.' AvuM badhuM roja prabhu samakSa bolavuM joIe. eTale nakkI A thayuM ke vizvamAM vyavasthA jaLavAI rahe e mATe aparAdhanI sajA hovI ja joIe. huM aparAdha karuM to mane paNa sajA thavI ja joIe. jo mAre sajA - duHkhonI pIDA na joItI hoya to mAre gunA - pApa AcaravAnA baMdha karavA ja joIe. vaLI keTalAka ema kahetA hoya che ke "pApanA to evA gADha saMskAra paDI gayA che ke pApa to thavAnA ja. paNa kudarata ja potAnA kAnuna badalI de to ? eTale ke pApane havethI aparAdharUpa mAnIne sajA karavAnA badale satkAryarUpa mAnIne enI bakSisa ApavAnuM zarU karI de to amane koI takalIpha na rahe." parIkSA ApIne Avelo chokaro potAnI mAne kahe che : "mammI! mammI! kolaMbo bhAratanI rAjadhAnI banI jAya to.' kema beTA ! evuM kahe che? kolaMbo to zrIlaMkAnI rAjadhAnI che." "mammI ! huM parIkSAmAM evuM lakhI Avyo chuM." lyo. pote parIkSAmAM evuM lakhI Avyo che, mATe kolaMboe bhAratanI rAjadhAnI banI javuM joIe evuM chokaro cAlI rahyo che. ema, pote pApa choDavA nathI eTale kudarata potAnI mAnyatA badalIne aparAdhane satkArya tarIke jovA mAMDe. evI IcchA. kAMI vAMdho nahIM, meM kahyuM ne kudarata to bahu udAra che. ApaNe kahIe evo pheraphAra karavA taiyAra che. paNa pachI kudarata ApaNane pUche che tane koI thappaDa mAre to ene satkArya mAnIne InAma ApuM ne ? koI vizvAsaghAta karIne dhaMdhAmAM tArA lAkha rUpiyA DUbADI de to ene dasa lAkha rUpiyA vadhArAmAM InAma tarIke ApuM ne?' nA..nA.. ene kAMI InAma apAya? ene to sajA ja thavI joIe." eTale ke hiMsA, jUTha, corI..vagere gunA ja lekhAvA joIe ne? enI sA. [ jelara | For Personal & Private Use Only

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hovI ja joIe ne? enI sajA karanAra korTa karmasattA hovI ja joIe ne? e sajAno amala karanAra jelara paNa hovA ja joIe ne? kudaratanA je kAnuna che e barAbara ja che ne? eTale ApaNe sajA na joItI hoya to ApaNe gunA - pApa AcaravAnA baMdha karavA e ja upAya che ne. barAbara? cAlo have pAchA mULa vAta para AvIe. e che sahana karavAnI paNa koI hada hoya ne? herAnagati laMbAyA kare. laMbAyA ja kare. to kyAM sudhI sahana karavAnuM? dIkarI paNa kahe che : "sAsuno trAsa sahana karuM. babbe varasa thaI gayA. have kyAM sudhI sahana karavo?' A praznanA javAba mATe paNa kedIne ja yAda karIe. "kedIe sajA kyAM sudhI veThavAnI?" sajA pUrI na thAya tyAM sudhI." pelA kedIne korTe dasa varasanI sajA suNAvavA para kedI kahe che : nAmadAra! dasa varasa nahIM. eTale huM sahana nahIM karuM. be varasa rAkho. to korTa svIkArI le? sajA kedInI icchA mujaba hoya ke gunA mujaba? ema duHkha - trAsa ApaNI icchA mujaba AvavA joIe ke ApaNA pApa mujaba? jene duHkha joItA ja nathI, eNe pApa karavA ja na joIe. kadAca nathI rahI zakAtuM. pApa thaI ja jAya che. to sajA to thavAnI ja. chatAM sajA jo. maryAdita joIe che, to pApa para paNa maryAdA mUkavI ja joIe. aparAdha para maryAdA mUkavI nahIM, bephAma amaryAditapaNe karyo ja rAkhavA che. ne sajA maryAdita joIe che, A kyAMno nyAya? TI.vI. keTalA varasathI juo cho? have baMdha karavuM che? ghaNI sIriyaloghaNI meco joI lIdhI. ghaNA nyujha joI lIdhA. have baMdha karavuM che?" nA, e to jiMdagInA chellA divasa sudhI nahIM, chellI kSaNa sudhI jovuM che." peluM eka prabhubhaktinuM gIta Ave che. bhakti karatAM chUTe mArA prANa, prabhu evuM mAguM chuM. ghaNA A gItane sAmAnya pheraphAra sAthe gAvAno jANe ke irAdo dharAvatA hoya che : "TI.vI. jotAM chUTe mArA prANa, prabhu ! evuM mAguM chuM.' TI.vI. jotAM jotAM nirlajjatA AvI gaI. evA azlIla dazyo jovAmAM tamArI sajjanatAne zarama naDatI nathI. TI.vI nI skrIna para parastrIonA jevA dazyo juo cho, tamArI patnI - dIkarI ke bahenanA evA dazyone bIjAo dhArI dhArIne jotAM hoya e gamaze ? nahIM game ne ? mATe samajI lyo ke TI.vI. e pApa che. For Personal & Private Use Only >>[ jelaray org

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pahelAM naMbaramAM to saMpUrNa choDI devA jevuM che. bahu joyuM. have nahIM.... chatAM kadAca eTaluM sattva nathI. to paNa koI kaMTrola mUkavo che ? mArI pAse be phaoNrmyulA che. batAvuM? (30-35-40 minITanI je sIriyala jotAM ho. chellI dasa minITa jovAnI nahIM. vana-De mecamAM chellI pAMca ovara jovAnI nahIM. emAM ja to rasAkasI hoya.. bhAre rasa paDe, kema chUTe?" to pahelI 45 ovara nahIM jovAnI.' "e na joIe to rasa jAge ja zI rIte? "rasa na jAge e to sAruM ja che ne!" cAlo, bIjI phaoNmyurlA batAvuM.. dara eka -be episoDa thayA pachI ekAda episoDa choDI devAno. badhI anukULatA hovA chatAM, nahIM jovAno eTale nahIM jovAno.. 'paNa to to pachI liMka ja na rahene?" tamane eno kyAM problema che ? tame to episoDa choDavAne TevAyelA ja cho ne! comAsAmAM prakhyAdhArita vyAkhyAna thAya tyAre rojanuM vyAkhyAna ekaeka episoDa jevuM ja hoya che. sAva mAmulI mAmulI bahAnA kADhIne paNa tame vacce episoDa choDatA ja raho cho ne! moDA Avo-vahelA UThI jAva. badhuM ja tamane cAle. hasavAnI vAta nathI. TI.vI. aparAdha che. enA para maryAdA na mUkavI hoya to, bhaviSyamAM amaryAdita sajAmATe taiyAra rahejo. pachI rovA besavAno kazo matalaba nahIM rahe. ema 25-30-40 varasathI dhaMdho karo cho. ne dhaMdho karo cho tyArathI kaMIka ne kaMIka anIti-bheLaseLa-vizvAsaghAta vagere jo karo cho, to have anIti choDavI che? varSonA varSothI anIti karI che. khUba kamAyA. ghaNuM bheguM karyuM. have choDavI che? nA, jiMdagInA chellA divasa sudhI dhaMdho karIzuM. ne chellA divasa sudhI anIti karIzuM. jo Avo ja IrAdo haze to karmasattA paNa evo ja IrAdo dharAvaze. paralokamAM bhAre kaMgAliyata, daridratA to satI strInI jema paDachAyAnI jema pIcho nahIM choDe. atyAre paNa evA ghaNA niIno jovA maLatA hoya che. hoMziyArI hoya, ne bhAre hADamArI paNa karatA hoya. paNa na kamAya na ja kamAya. dareka vakhate pUrvanuM kaMIka ne kaMIka azubhakarma evI pachaDATa khavaDAve. hAthamAM Avelo koLiyo jhuMTavAI jato dekhAya, hoThe maMDAyelo pyAlo chInavAI Xc jelara A brary.org For Personal & Private Use Only

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jato dekhAya. AvA haMmezanA anubhava hoya. ghora nirAzA - hatAzA, bhAre parAbhava. paisA mATe bhalabhalAnI dADhImAM hAtha nAkhavAno. kaMIka maskA mAravAnA. apamAnanA kaDavA ghUMTa pIvAnA ne chatAM paisA na maLe te na ja maLe. roTalInA TUkaDA - TUkaDA mATe bhaTakavuM paDe. ne AvuM kyAM sudhI ? jiMdagIno aMta Ave, paNa hAlAkIno aMta na Ave. jemaNe anIti choDavI nathI emaNe AvA sadAkAlIna dIna - hIna - patnI jevA aMgata svajanathI paNa apamAnita thayA karanArA abhAgiyAne najaramAM rAkhavo joIe. vIsathI paccIsa ke pacAsa karoDa para pahoMcavAmAM ahIM AMkaDo vadhavA sivAya bIjo koI vizeSa pharaka paDavAno nathI. paNa e mATe karelA kAvAdAvA - dagophaTakA ke game tevA dhaMdhA paralokamAM mojazokha ke sagavaDa suvidhA to nahIM ja, jIvana mATe ati ati Avazyaka cIjone paNa bhAre dohilI banAvIne mRtyuparyata raMjADaze. A vAta koIe bhUlavA jevI nathI. paisA mATenI game tevI melI ramato, aprAmANikatA vagerenI kudarata jo noMdha letI na hoya ne AvI sajA karatI na hoya to to duniyAmAM nyAya jevuM kazuM rahe ja nahIM. A ja rIte krodhI svabhAva-vAtavAtamAM gusso karyo, vAraMvAra karyo, ghaNo karyo. have A svabhAva badalavo che? ahIM nahIM badalo to kyAM badalazo ? prakRti prANa sAthe jAya" eTale cAlI nathI jatI. prANa jyAM jaze tyAM paNa eno pIcho pakaDIne Avaze. ene choDavI hoya to ApaNe ja choDavI paDaze. ahIM ja choDavI paDaze. 'nathI chUTatI, zuM karIe ?' vagere roMdaNAM nahIM rovAnA ke jaMpIne besavAnuM nahIM. gusso karyA karavAnI kuTeva chUTatI na hoya to kaDaka sajA rAkho. bIje divase covihAra upavAsa karIza. jenA para gusso karyo ene page lAgIne mAphI mAgIza. ekavAranA gussAno dasa hajArano daMDa rAkhIza. je karavuM paDe e karIza. paNa gusso choDavo che. jeo gussAnI Teva choDatA nathI emane kudarata paNa bhaviSyamAM kaheze ke dareka rIte tArA bUrA hAla karavAnI Teva huM paNa choDI zakatI nathI. ema dareka vyakti sAthe dareka prasaMgamAM mAyA-daMbha-kyAMya saraLatAnikhAlasatA nahIM. bIjI trIjI vyaktine to nahIM ja, paNa mitrane svajanane - patnIne - mAtApitAne ke gurubhagavaMtane paNa na choDe. badhe ja poliTiksa. jiMdagInA 60-70-75 varSa A ja rIte mAyA-daMbha sevI sevIne pasAra karyA. have A aparAdha choDavo che? [ jelara | rary.org For Personal & Private Use Only

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bhAIne-sahakAryakarane-sAsune-vahu-derANIne ke jeThANIne.. koka vyaktine Dagale ne pagale kaDavAveNa saMbhaLAvavA-kaTAkSa karavA-kaMIka kanaDagato karavI. bicArI nabaLI che, garIbaDI che, kazo pratikAra karavAnI hAlatamAM nathI. enI A nabaLAIno lAbha UThAvI vAtavAtamAM TorcariMga karyA karavuM. enI yAtanAo - mAnasika trAsa joIne harakhAvuM, aMtastoSa mAnavo, ene dabAvyA karavAno - dabaDAvyA karavAno, potAnI sattA calAvavAno AnaMda mANyA karavo. A paNa aparAdha che. bahu sevyo. have choDavo che? aparAdha bephAmapaNe sevyA karavA che. koI ja maryAdA mUkavI nathI. ne sajA maryAdita joIe che. aparAdhathI thAkavuM nathI. ne sajAthI thAkI javuM che. A vAta kyAreya banavAnI nathI. sajAthI trAsavuM e sajAthI chUTavAno upAya che ja nahIM. aparAdhathI trAsavuM e sajAthI chUTavAno upAya che. prazna : dunvayI korTa kayo guno che? kaI kalama heThaLa sajA karavAmAM AvI rahI che? ane keTalI sajA che? vagere badhuM jaNAve che. eTale sajA veThavAnI mAnasika taiyArI thaI zake che. tema ja ATalA vakhata pachI chUTakAro thaI jaze e AzA UbhI thAya che. karmasattAnI korTa to A kazuM jaNAvatI nathI. uttara : hA, A vAta barAbara che. paNa jema pUrve jaNAvyuM ke, chokarAe zuM karyuM che? e khabara na hovA chatAM bApano mAra paDI rahyo hoya to kalpanA aparAdhanI ja karavAmAM Ave che. ema sajA thavA para sAmAnyathI aparAdhanI ja kalpanA karavI joIe. ne e karavAmAM Ave to sajA mATe mana taiyAra thaI zake che. tathA keTalI sajA thaI che? e tyAM ApaNane kahevAmAM AvatuM nathI. paNa sajA pUrI thavA para ApaNo duHkhathI chUTakAro thaI ja jAya che. je jelara roja savAra paDe ne karaDAkIpUrvaka kedI pAse majurI zarU karAvato hoya che. e ja jelaranuM sajA pUrI thavA para vartana badalAI jAya che. sanmAna pUrvaka kedIne chUTo karI de che. AvuM ja karmasattAnI korTanA jelaranuM che. ne pavanaMjaya jAna laIne aMjanAsuMdarIne paraNavA Avyo che. lagnanI AgalI rAte akALa utsukatA jAgI che ke bhAvI patnInuM rUpa kevuM che? e joI lauM. mitra prahasita sAthe guptaveze aMjanAnA mahele rAtre pahoMcyo che. aMjanAnuM rUpa joIne mohI paDyo. paNa tyAM aMjanAnI sakhIo mazkarInA vAde caDhI che. vAta evI banelI ke aMjanAnA mAtapitA samakSa be rAjakumAronA prastAva AvelA. eka pavanaMjayano, bIjo vidyu--bhano. vidyu--bha caramazarIrI che. ne caramazarIrI pa1 jelara | For Personal & Private Use Only

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che mATe mahAguNiyala hoya ja. paNa AyuSya ochuM hovAthI aMjanAnA lagna pavanaMjaya sAthe nizcita thayelA. pavanaMjaya paNa guNiyala ne parAkramI che ja. sakhIo aMjanAne cIDavavA mATe aMjanAnA sAMbhaLatAM paraspara vAto karI rahI che. "bhalene AyuSya ochuM hoya. caramazarIrI e caramazarIrI.. ene ja varavAnuM hoya" vagere. chadmaveze Avela pavanaMjaya A sAMbhaLI rahyo che. pavanaMjaya vicakSaNa che. AryasannArInI maryAdAono ajANa nathI. AvA avasare mauna e je AryanArIno ucita pratibhAva che evA khyAlavALA ene aMjanAnA mauna para akaLAI javAno koI prazna ja nahoto. paNa karmasattA aMjanAne sajA karavA mAge che. ne tethI vicakSaNa - premALa evA paNa pavanaMjayane udho vicAra Apyo. "aMjanA mAro pakSa letI nathI. sakhIone rokatI nathI. to jarUra vidyu--bhane cAhatI haze.' pariNAma ? paraNyAnI rAtathI sajAno prAraMbha thaI gayo. pavanaMjaye aMjanAno tyAga karI dIdho. aMjanA to mahAsatI che. pativiraha zRMgAra tyAga karyo che. jhurI jhUrIne kRzakAya ne plAnavadanA thayelI che. paNa svakarma doSane jovA dvArA na mAtra pavanaMjaya pratyenA dveSane TALyo che, dilanA premane paNa evo ja akhaMDa rAkhyo che. bAvIsa-bAvIsa varSanA vahANAM vItI gayA. paNa pavanaMjaya sivAyanA puruSane manathI paNa IcchatI nathI. ne jyAre pavanaMjaya yuddha mATe prayANa karI rahyo che to e ja premathI ene zubhakAmanA ApavA enA caraNomAM jhukI gaI che. e vakhate paNa pavanaMjaye amIdraSTi to nahIM ja, bhAre tiraskArapUrvaka haDadhUta karI nAkhI che. jamIna para Dhagalo thaIne phasaDAI paDI. sakhI vasaMtatilakA mAMDa mAMDa ene enA mahelamAM laI AvI. pavanaMjayanuM prayANa thaI gayuM. saMdhyA samaye prathama chAvaNI sarovaranA kinAre paDI che. vidyAbaLe tyAM paNa mahela Ubho karI dIdho. jharukhAmAMthI sarovaranI zobhA joI rahelA pavanaMjaye cakravAkanA virahamAM jhUratI cakravAkIne joI. eno karuNa vilApa joyo. divasanA bAra kalAka to banne sAthe rahyA che. rAtrInA bAra kalAkanA virahanI paNa A vedanA! ne acAnaka pavanaMjayane aMjanA yAda AvI gaI. aMjanA pratyeno pUrvagraha vilIna thaI gayo ne premanA aMkurA phUTyA. prema to evo pAMgaryo ke have eka kSaNano vilaMba khamavA paNa taiyAra nathI. tatkALa prahasita mitrane laIne vidyAbaLe sIdho ja aMjanAnA mahelamAM. ahIM jarA UMDANathI vicArIzuM to jaNAze ke, cakravAkInA vilApane para jelara Ary.org For Personal & Private Use Only

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jevA para pavanaMjayane, Aja sudhInA pUrvagraha ane tiraskAranA prabhAve Avo ja vicAra Avavo zakya gaNAya ke "eka rAtano paNa viraha sahana na karI zakanAra A cakravAkIno svapati pratyeno kevo athAga prema ! ne aMjanA ! chat bIjA puruSane cAhanArI ! mAtapitA ke prahasitadvArA apAtI samajaNane paNa bilakula na gaNakAranAra pavanaMjayano pUrvagraha Aje svaMya dUra thaI javo, vicAradhArA badalAI javI. A zI rIte zakya bane ? paNa A zakya banyuM che e sUcave che ke sajA pUrI thaI gaI eTale jelaranuM vartana badalAI gayuM. kedIno sajAmAMthI chUTakAro thaI gayo. varSothI ghara karI gayelA rogane nAbuda karavA keMka mathAmaNa karI hovA chatAM moTA moTA DaoNkaTaro ne bhAre bhAre davA pAchaLa lAkho kharcI nAkhavA chatAM, jarAya macaka na ApanAro roga kyAreka sAva sAmAnya nusakhA jevI rUpiyA be rUpiyAnI davAthI sAva nirmuLa thaI jato jovA maLe che. AmAM paNa mULavAta to A ja che ke karmasattAnI korTe pharamAvelI sajA pUrI thaI gaI che. eTale nimitta to game te banI zake che, paNa jIvane sajAmAMthI DiscArja maLI jAya che. tA. 8-2-04 nA gujarAta samAcAramAM vAMcelo eka prasaMgaH paradezamAM evina robinsana nAmanA eka Traka DrAIvarane eksIDaMTa thayo. TrITameMTa karAvI. chatAM paNa bane AMkhonI rozanI gaI, kAne sAMbhaLavAnuM baMdha thaI gayuM. ghaNAM DaoNkaTara ne ghaNI davA bAda kAne mazIna lagADavAthI moTethI bolAyelA zabdo mAMDa mAMDa sAMbhaLavAnI zarUAta thaI. paNa AMkho mATe to have AkhI jiMdagI aMdhApo raheze. kAraNake aMdaranI yaMtraNA ja khatama thaI gaI che." evuM DaoNkaTare spaSTa kahI dIdhuM. e vakhate enI uMmara 53 varSanI hatI. DrAIviMga baMdha thaI gayuM. sTIka laIne AsapAsa pharato. AMgaNAmAM eka nAno bagIco banAvyo. enI kALajI leto. navavarSa A rIte vItyA. eka vakhata je vRkSa pAse Ubho enA para ja AkAzamAMthI vIjaLI paDI. vRkSa dharAzAyI thaI gayuM. pote paNa jamIna para paDyo. behoza thaI gayo. vIseka mInITa bAda jyAre hoMzamAM Avyo tyAre Azcaya ! e bahu ja spaSTa rIte joI, sAMbhaLI zakato hato. enA AMkhanA DaoNkaTaranI AMkha pahoLI thaI gaI. zuM vIjaLI paDavAthI aMdhApo dUra thaI jAya ? kaho, sajA pUrI thaI gaI eTale DiscArja maLI gayo. mATe, be varasa thayAM. traNa varasa thaI gayAM.. kazo pharaka paDato nathI. have kyAM sudhI trAsa veThavo ? AvI akaLAmaNa thAya tyAre jIvane samajAvavuM 53 For Personal & Private Use Only jelara. . . .brary.org

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joIe ke "jIvaDA ! zA mATe AkaLo thAya che ? sajA pUrI thaze eTale chUTakAro thaI ja javAno che. kyAreka aparAdhane anusarIne sajA lAMbI hoya to jiMdagInA cheDA sudhI paNa sajA rahe. akaLAvuM na joIe. * ciMe nii TI ema ne gaja baMdha ogya to? "eTale anyo taraphathI thatA trAsane samatApUrvaka sahI levo e Atmahitano zorTakaTa che.' evuM vidhAna karavAmAM paNa koI atizayokti jaNAtI nathI. varSonA varSo sudhI suMdara sAdhanA karavA chatAM nahIM pragaTeluM kevalajJAna, upasargakALe samatA rAkhavAnA prabhAve bahu ja alpakALamAM pragaTa thaI jAya che e vAta jhAMjharIyA muni, aMdhakasUrinA pAMcaso ziSyo, aMdhakaRSi vagere DhagalAbaMdha dRSTAMtomAM pratIta thAya che. eTale bhayaMkara trAsa, vAraMvAra trAsa ane e paNa varSonA varSo vItavA chatAM laMbAyA ja kare, kyAMya cheDo jaNAto na hoya, to paNa sahanazIlatA keLavavI, akaLAvuM nahIM, samatA jALavavI, A e trAsano aMta lAvavAno zreSTha upAya che. enA badale jeo trAsane - duHkhane raDyA kare che ane duHkha denArane dhikkAryA kare che teone pachInA janmomAM paNa trAsa ane raDavAnuM cAlu ja rahe 54 ( jelara) jIvane bhavya InAmothI navAjIne atyata sanmAnanAya sthAna para mUkI de che. to A anumAnamAM kazuM vAMdhAjanaka jaNAtuM nathI. eTale anyo taraphathI thatA trAsane samatApUrvaka sahI levo e Atmahitano zorTakaTa che." evuM vidhAna karavAmAM paNa koI atizayokti jaNAtI nathI. varSonA varSo sudhI suMdara sAdhanA karavA chatAM nahIM pragaTeluM kevalajJAna, upasargakALe samatA rAkhavAnA prabhAve bahu ja alpakALamAM pragaTa thaI jAya che e vAta jhAMjharIyA muni, aMdhakasUrinA pAMcaso ziSyo, khaMdhakaRSi vagere DhagalAbaMdha dRSTAMtomAM pratIta thAya che. eTale bhayaMkara trAsa, vAraMvAra trAsa ane e paNa varSonA varSo vItavA chatAM laMbAyA ja kare, kyAMya cheDo jaNAto na hoya, to paNa sahanazIlatA keLavavI, akaLAvuM nahIM, samatA jALavavI, A e trAsano aMta lAvavAno zreSTha upAya che. enA badale jeo trAsane - duHkhane raDyA kare che ane duHkha denArane dhikkAryA kare che teone pachInA janmomAM paNa trAsa ane raDavAnuM cAlu ja rahe 54 For Personal & Private Use Only jelara.

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che. aneka khulAsA, jAtajAtanI samajAvaTa, chevaTe sAmA keTalAka kaDaka-karkaza pratikAra. AvuM badhuM karavA chatAM trAsa ApanAra vyakti aTakatI to nathI, uparathI trAsa vadhAryo jAya che. mAnasika rIte paNa satata kanaDyA kare che, to pachI have to jAtane A trAsa sahI levA mATe taiyAra karI ja devI joIe. trAsa veThavAno ja che to samatApUrvaka zA mATe na veThavo ? jethI bhaviSyamAM to eno aMta AvI jAya. AvA avasare samatA khUba ja muzkela che e vAta jarUra sAcI che, chatAM samatA azakya to nathI ja. ane muzkela che. atimuzkela che, mATe ja kudarata bhaviSyamAM enA bhavya InAmo Ape che. atikaThina evI paNa samatAne jALavI rAkhavAmAM saphaLatA maLe e mATe AvuM paNa jarUra vicArI zakAya ke "jIvaDA ! AvI paristhitimAM samatA jALavavI e ja tArA mATe mukhya sAdhanA che. mAsakSamaNanI ghora tapazcaryA karanAra tapasvI je karmanirjarA ane Atmahita sAdhe enA karatAM kaeNkagaNI adhika nirjarA tuM A samatA jALavavA dvArA sAdhI zake che. karoDonA dAna denAra dAtA je puNya upArjana kare che enA karatAM paNa aDhaLaka puNya he jIva! tuM A samatA dvArA kamAI zake che. vaLI, samatA na rAkhe to paNa trAsa to kAMI ocho thavAno nathI. e to evo ne evo akabaMdha veThavAno ja che. to pachI samatA zAmATe na rAkhavI? vaLI AvA vicAro paNa ArtadhyAna saMklezathI jIvane bacAvI zake ke "he Atman ! raDavAthI, hAyavoya karyA karavAthI, jene tene phariyAda karyA karavAthI, duHkha ApanAranuM bhUDuM ciMtavyA karavAthI, badalo levAnI IcchA karyA karavAthI ke veranI gAMTha bAMdhavAthI duHkha kAMI ochuM thavAnuM nathI thatuM nathI. uparathI bhaviSyamAM paNa sudIrghakALa sudhI AnA karatAM paNa adhika duHkha veThavAnuM UbhuM thavAnuM che, kAraNake AmAM karmasattAnI korTe karelI sajA sAme phariyAda che. garbhita rIte sajAne ayogya mAnavAno abhiprAya che jene karmasattA kyAreya mApha karatI nathI. te paNa eTalA mATe ke anaMtAnaMta kALa vItI gayo ne vItaze gunegAra chUTI jAya ne binagunegAra phasAI jAya AvI gaphalata karmasattA kyAreya karatI nathI. potAnI A sarvathA kSatirahita karavAhI para karmasattA atyaMta magarUra che. ne tethI potAnI kAravAhI pratye koI AMgaLI cIMdhe to karmasattA ane sAMkhI zakatI nathI. jANe ke chaMcheDAI jAya che. ne tethI jANe ke "tuM tArA aparAdhane jANe nahIM ne tethI meM karelI sajAne mArI bhUla Therave che ?" ema kahIne jIva para [ jelara | jelara. For Personal & Private Use Only Www.jatembrary.org

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vadhAre tUTI paDe che. mATe "he Atman ! raDavA vagerethI saryuM. samatA rAkhavAno prayAsa karI kasoTI jarUra che. paNa samajaNane akabaMdha rAkhaze ne hiMmatane jALavI rAkhaze to jarUra emAMthI pAra UtarI jaIza. ne pAra UtarIza to tuM kudaratane priyapAtra banI jaIza.' keTalAka amane phariyAdanA sUramAM pUchatA hoya cheH "mahArAja sAheba ! ame jiMdagImAM evuM koI pApa karyuM nathI. koInuM bUruM karyuM nathI ke bUruM icchavuM paNa nathI. banI zake to bhalAInA kAma karIe chIe. ne chatAM amArA jIvanamAM eTaluM duHkha che. trAsI gayA mahArAja ! kAMI ne kAMI duHkha AvyA ja kare che. koI Aro - ovAro dekhAto nathI. sAheba ! kudaratano A kevo nyAya ? evo koI aparAdha amArA jIvanamAM che nahIM. ne chatAM sajAno pAra nahIM.' samajAvavuM ? A bhAgyazALIone ! eka saradArajI rastethI pasAra thaI rahyA hatA. vacce eka hoTala AvI. enA pAra borDa mAryuM hatuM ke sA! hamArI haoNTala meM manapasaMda bhojana lIjiye. bIla Apase nahIM liyA jAyegA. ApakI chaThThI parivasuta vAra nai. saradArajI to vAMcIne khuza. sava catra jJAnahI vo? yahI haoNTana vAjhA. pAcho vicAra Avyo. chaThThI divasane selphI hai? kauna hisAba rakhegA aura kauna vasula karegA? hameM to muphta meM hI khAnA hai aura muphta dIvAnA hai, to nahI ? vIvI vacce pIvo te gAuM. Avyo ghare. bIbIne kahI dIdhuM. mana sopavAnI nadI hai, samI to haoNTa che ne nAtA hUM gaura Aja no kanTrola. jisako jokhAnA hai, jitanA khAnA hai, khAo, mai manA karanevAlA nahIM, vipaise hI nahI hai badhA pahoMcyA. icchA mujaba peTa bharIne khAdhuM. UThyA eTale saradArajInA hAthamAM sIdhuM be hajAra rUpiyAnuM bIla pakaDAvavAmAM AvyuM. saradArajI to DaghAI ja gayA. AghAta ane AzrayanI lAgaNI sAthe menejara pAse. "sApane to vorDa tathA jaivika vita chaThThI pauddhi vasuna vara , phira mujhe kyoM dete ho ?' __'yaha Apane khAyA isakA bila nahIM , yaha to Apa kI pahale kI chaTThI pIr3hi khA gayI thI usakA bIla hai|' hA, ApaNe yAda rAkhavuM joIe ke A janamamAM ApaNe nirdhanatA, parAbhava, apamAna vagere je kAMI sahI rahyA chIe, e ghaNuM kharuM pUrvajanmomAM je karI AvyA chIe enuM bIla cUkavI rahyA chIe. A bhavamAM je sAruM ke narasuM ra For Personal & Private Use Only Wow.jammerotary.org

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karI rahyA chIe enuM zubha ke azubha phaLa to prAyaH AvatA janmomAM maLaze. eTale A janamamAM pApa nathI karatA, koInuM bUruM nathI karatA.. dhanyavAda. AvatAbhAve sajA nahIM thAya.. paNa pUrvajanmamAM aparAdha karyA hoya to enI sajA to ahIM thAya ne ? prabhu mahAvIradeve paNa e caramabhavamAM kayuM pApa karyuM hatuM ? konuM bUruM karyuM hatuM ? are ! uparathI bhayaMkara upasarga karanAranI paNa karuNA ciMtavI hatI. ne chatAM keTalA upasargo veThavA paDyA ? zA mATe ? e to prabhunA karmo bhAre hatA.' prabhunAM karmo bhAre hatA. ne ApaNe to ladhukarmI?" koI ja jAtanI dalIla vinA cUM ke cA karyA vinA khUba ja zAMtithI sajA bhogavato ane bIjI rIte paNa khUba ja saujanyapUrNa vyavahAra karato kedI jelarane kahe ke A jelamAM AvyA pachI meM zuM guno karyo che jenI tame mane ATalI ATalI sajA karo cho. to jelara zuM kahe ? e ja ne ke jelamAM AvyA pachI zAMti rAkhe che, dhanyavAda... paNa ahIM AvatA pUrve tuM je karI Avyo che, enI tane sajA thaI rahI che. A vAta ApaNA ahIMnA duHkho mATe paNa samAna nathI ? prabhu mahAvIra mATe je samAdhAna karIe chIe ke pUrvajanmanA karmonI sajA hatI. e ApaNe ApaNA mATe na vicAravuM joIe ? pachI phariyAda zAnI ? A to bhUlavuM na ja joIe ke sajA aparAdhanI ja hoya che. vartamAnanA nahIM to pUrvanA. ghaNAM varSo pUrve meM eka satya ghaTanA koIka megejhInamAM vAMcelI. jevI yAda che evI jaNAvuM. bhAratamAM aMgrejonA zAsanakALanI vAta che. eka nyAyAdhIza custa brAhmaNa hatA. roja vahelI savAre khullAmAM maLazuddhi arthe elIsabrIja pAse sAbaramatI nadInA khullA paTamAM jatA. rojiMdA kramamujaba pote nadIe gayelA. e ja vakhate brIja para eka AdamInI hatyA thaI. roDalAITamAM hatyArAne paNa pote barAbara joyo. yogAnuyoga A hatyAkesa potAnI ja korTamAM Avyo. paNa polIse jene AropInA piMjarAmAM Ubho karelo e koI anya ja AdamI hato. ene jotAM ja jajanA manamAM vicAra AvI gayelo ke "A nirdoSa chUTI jaze, kAraNake hatyAro to bIjo ja che.' paNa Azcarya. polIse raju karelA purAvAo, sAkSIonI jubAnIo ane ulaTatapAsa daramyAna khuda AropInA mukhamAMthI nIkaLelA zabdo.. badhuM ja A AropI ja hatyAro che" evA nirNaya tarapha dorI janAra hatuM. jaja bhAre pa7 For Personal & Private Use Only jelara eselary.org W

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gaDamathalamAM. aMtaHkaraNa kahe che ke A hatyAro nathI, ne korTanI kAravAhI kahe che ke A ja hatyAro che, sajApAtra che. chevaTe, AjakAla korTamAM nyAya nathI tolAto, kAnuna tolAya che. ne kAnunI prakriyA pramANe A AropIne sajA pharamAvavI paDe evuM hatuM. nirdoSane phAMsI kyAM ApavI ? eTale potAnA aMtaHkaraNane paNa kaMIka AzvAsana maLe e vicArathI AropIne phAMsInA badale janmaTIpa sajA suNAvI. AropI hatyAro hato ja nahIM. eTale e janmaTIpa paNa zAnI svIkAre? eNe hAIkorTamAM apIla karI. paNa Azraya. tyAM cAlelI kAravAhIthI hAIkorTanA jajane thayuM : Ane janmaTIpa zAnI ? Ane to phAMsI ja hoya. ane phAMsI ghoSita thaI. chellI (suprima ke privIkAunsIla) korTamAM paNa phAMsIne bahAlI maLI ane phAMsInI tArIkha paNa nizicata thaI gaI. pelA brAhmaNa nyAyAdhIzane A jANIne khUba ja gaDamathala thaI. 'IzvaranA rAjamAM dera che, aMdhera nahIM.' AvI jaDabesalAka zraddhAnA pAyA hacamacavA lAgyA. chevaTe phAMsInA AgaLA divase jelamAM e AropInI ja mulAkAta lIdhI. 'jo bhAI ! tArI kAlanI phAMsI nizcita che. tArA kesa para pUrNavirAma mUkAI gayo che. vaLI huM tArI pAse atyAre korTanA jaja tarIke nahIM, paNa eka jijJAsuM tarIke Avelo chuM. eTale ApaNe je kAMI vAto karIzuM enuM korTanI-kesanI dRSTie kazuM ja mUlya nathI e niHzaMka jANaje. tuM paNa A vAtamAM saMmata hoya ane tethI je satya hakIkata hoya te jaNAvavA taiyAra hoya to huM kaMIka pUchavA mAguM chuM, kAraNake mArA manamAM ghaNI mUMjhavaNa pedA thayelI che.' 'huM tamArI vAtamAM saMmata chuM. ane Ame kAle have mAre maravAnuM ja che, to aMtima ghaDIomAM huM jUTha nahIM ja boluM enI khAtarI rAkhajo. ne eTale have je pUchavuM hoya te pUcho.' Ama kedIe kahyuM eTale jaje 'potAnI najara sAme A hatyA thaI che.' vagere badhI vAta karI. 'A hatyA kesamAM tuM hatyAro nathI evuM mArI AMkho kahe che e sAcuM che ?' 'hA nAmadAra ! e bilakula sAcuM che. huM A kesamAM bilakula nirdoSa chuM.' 'to pachI korTa kAravAhIdvArA tuM doSita kema Tharyo ? tArA khudanA keTalAka zabdo evA kema nIkaLyA je tane khUnI Therave ? meM kaMIka sahAnubhUtithI karelI janmaTIpa phAMsImAM kema pheravAI gaI ? A aMge tuM kaMIka kahI zake ?' AMkhamAM jhalajhaliyAM sAthe kedIe kahyuM : nAmadAra ! have jiMdagInI aMtima 58 For Personal & Private Use Only jalara www.jamnary.org

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ghaDIomAM jUTha nathI bolavuM. pApa nathI chUpAvavuM. ghaNAM varSo pUrve eka hatyA karIne huM AbAda nirdoSa chUTI gayelo. mane lAge che ke enI sajA hAla mane thaI rahI che. ane nyAyAdhIzanI zraddhA vadhAre sthira thaI gaI. vAta A che, vartamAnamAM ApaNI jAta game eTalI nirdoSa bhAsatI hoya, paNa jo sajA thaI rahI che, to ApaNo guno hovo ja joIe. vartamAnano nahIM to atItano. paNa sajA, vinA aparAdha hotI nathI. ne sajA jo ApaNA ja aparAdhanI che, to eno amala karanAra jelara ja hoya zake, ne e jo jelara ja che, to mAre ene duSTa manAya nahIM. eno badalo levAno vicAra paNa karAya nahIM. prazna : ApaNI jema sAmI vyaktine paNa potAnA aparAdhavagara sajA hoya ja nahIM. eTale, ApaNe ene thappaDa mArIe to ApaNe paNa jelara ja chIe ne ? ne jelara kedIne haMTara mAre vagere je kAMI kare enI ene kAMI sajA thatI nathI. eTale ApaNane paNa sajA nahIM thAya ne ? uttara : lagnanA bIjA ja divase kanyA rIsAIne piyaramAM cAlI gaI. mAtapitA vageree pUchavA chatAM ne svayaM vicAravA chatAM vararAjA jyAre kazuM ja kAraNa pAmI na zakyA tyAre varapakSano badho rasAlo kanyAne tyAM pahoMcyo. khudanA mAtapitA paNa kanyAne pUchI rahyA che : "beTA ! evuM te zuM banyuM ke tuM rIsAIne pAchI pharI gaI ?' 'tamArA jamAIrAja mane kalaMkita kahe che kanyAe AMkhamAM AMsu lAvIne kahyuM. badhAnI najara jamAI tarapha. ne jamAIne bhAre Azcarya, meM tane kyAre kalaMkita kahI ? AvuM pUchavA para kanyAe potAnI vAtano phoDa pADyo. "kema rAtre tame mArI sAme joIne kahyuM nahotuM ke tuM candramA jevI cho.' saumyatA - AlhAdakatAne jaNAvavA ApeluM candranuM dRSTAMta kalaMkitaaMzamAM laI zakAya ? vAta A che, koIpaNa daSTAMta jeTalA aMzamAM abhipreta hoya eTalA ja aMzamAM levAnuM hoya che. sarvAza levA jaIe to arthano anartha thaI jAya. . prastutamAM jelaranA daSTAMta mATe paNa AvuM ja che. koInA taraphathI ApaNane kaI sahana karavAno prasaMga Ave tyAre ApaNe samabhAva cUkI na jaIe e mATe, e trAsa ApanArane jelara samajIne krodha, vairabhAvathI mukta rahevAnuM che. paNa ApaNe ja jyAre bIjAne trAsa ApIe chIe, tyAre ApaNe jelara nathI, (59 For Personal & Private Use Only [, jelara |ary.org

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jaja chIe. karmasattA to jANe ke ApaNane pUche che: "meM tane kyAre jaja banAvyo? e jIvane thappaDa mAravAno hukama mAro hoya to tuM enuM lekhita pramANa Apa. A to teM khuda jaja banIne sajA karI che. ne sajA karavAno adhikAra ekamAtra mArI pAse che. teM emAM dakhala karI che. mATe tuM paNa sajApAtra che. ne tane paNa enI sajA thaze." eTale ApaNane thappaDa mAranAro paNa enI potAnI dRSTie to jaja ja banI rahyo che ne tethI bhaviSyamAM ene paNa sajA thavAnI ja che. mAtra ApaNI samatA mATe ApaNe ene jelara mAnavAno. TUMkamAM, koI ApaNane herAna kare che to e jelara, ApaNe koIne herAna karIe chIe to ApaNe jaja. prazna : A vicitra nathI ? bIjo pratikULa varte to jelara, ane ApaNe pratikULa vatIe to jaja... uttara : nA, A vicitra nathI, paNa A ja anekAntavAda che. upadezamAM prAyaH sarvatra AvuM hoya che. potA mATe judo ane bIjA mATe judo. jemake upakAra aMge-pote bIjA para upakAra karyo hoya to e upakArane yAda na rAkhavo joIe, bhUlI javo joIe. bIjAe potAnA para upakAra karyo hoya to e yAda rAkhavo, kyAreya bhUlavo nahIM potAnA sukRtanI prazaMsA karavI nahIM, bIjAnA sukRtane prazaMsA vinA rahevuM nahIM. AvI to DhagalAbaMdha vAto maLaze. eTale nakkI thayuM ke bIjAo ApaNA pratye pratikULa vartana kare to karmasattAnI korTanA karmacArI-jelara, ApaNe bIjAo pratye pratikULa vartIe to karmasattAnI korTanI kAravAhImAM dakhalagIrI karanArA binaniyukta jaja. aghaTitaghaTitAni ghaTayati, sughaTitaghaTitAni jarjarIkurute / vidhireva tAni ghaTayati, yAni pumAnnaiva cintayati / / artha : aghaTita ghaTanAone ghaDe che ne sughaTita ghaTanAone raphedaphe karI nAkhe che. jIve je svapnamAM paNa ciMtavyuM na hoya ene bhAgye ja ghaDI kADhe che. [jelara) For Personal & Private Use Only

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mAMkaDa- billI eka uMdarane eka mAMkaDe caTako bharyo. uMdara dhuMApUMA thaI gayo. harAmakhora! batAvI dauM.' paNa vicAra Avyo, eka karatAM be bhalA. konI sahAya lauM ? ne manomana nirNaya karIne e bilADInI sahAya levA upaDyo. pariNAma ? mAMkaDanA caTakAnI pIDA sAme uMdaranuM bilADInI sahAya levA javuM e keTaluM badhuM ajugatuM, mUrkhAmIbhareluM ane kaTupariNAmavALuM lAge che ? jJAnIo kahe che dunyavI koIpaNa nukazAnanI pIDA sAme jIva krodhanuM zaraNa le e AnA karatAM paNa vadhAre ajugatuM - mUrkhAmI bhareluM ne vadhAre dArUNa vipAkavALuM che, kAraNake uMdare mAtra prANa khovAnA che ne eka ja vAra karavAnuM che, jyAre krodhanA zaraNe gayelA jIve, potAnA kSamAmaya guNiyala AtmAne gumAvavAno che, ne durgatinA ravADe caDIne vAraMvAra karavAnuM che. hA, dunvayI koIpaNa nukazAna e mAtra mAMkaDano caTako che. pachI bhalene e nukazAna gALa sAMbhaLavAnuM hoya, apamAna veThavAnuM hoya, jUThA Aropono sAmano karavAnuM hoya, cIja-vastuno bagADanuM hoya, pAMca hajAranuM hoya, pAMca lAkhanuM hoya, pAMca karoDanuM hoya ke pAMca abajanuM hoya, thappaDanuM hoya, daMDAnA phaTakAnuM hoya, hAtha-paga bhAMgavAnuM ke TheTha prANa gumAvavAnuM hoya, e mAtra mAMkaDano caTako ja che ne enI sAme krodhano dhamadhamATa karavo e udare bilADInI soDamAM taNAvA jevuM che. prazna : pAMca-paccIsa rUpiyAnA nukazAnanI sAme gusso na karavo joIe, leTa - go karavuM joIe, e barAbara. paNa lAkho rUpiyAnuM nukazAna veThavA chatAM ke hAtha-paga koI bhAMgI nAkhe tyAre paNa gusso na karavo. gusso karavo e bhUkhamI kahevAya. A vAta zI rIte barAbara hoya zake ? uttara : gusso karavo e jIvano anAdikALano abhyAsa che. nukazAna thavA para ja nahIM, nukazAna thavAnI kalpanAmAtra para paNa jIva gusso ja kare che. laMTa - go karavA taiyAra ja nathI. vaLI A vAta mAtra potAnA pUratI ja sImita che, evuM paNa nathI. AsapAsanI AkhI duniyAmAM lagabhaga A ja jovA maLe che. tethI, "gusso e mUrkhatA che, akartavya che A vAta mAnavA mana taiyAra na thAya e sahaja che. paNa eTalAmAtrathI e mUrkhatArUpe maTI jato nathI. | jelara For Personal & Private Use Only -: bhArataelibrary.org

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cappala ghare bhUlI gayelo eka musAphara rastethI pasAra thaI rahyo hato. paththaranI joradAra Thokara lAgI. nakha ukhaDI gayo. bhAre pIDA. paNa e vicArI rahyo che "sAruM thayuM cappala paheryA nahotA. nahIMtara emAM aMguThAnuM nAkuM tUTI jAta." bolo A mUrkhAmI kahevAya ke nahIM? A to kahevAya ja ne kAraNake chevaTe paga e pote che ne cappala para che." basa ! AvuM ja prastutamAM che, kAraNake paisA ke prANa, chevaTe jIva mATe parAyI cIja che. eka divasa chUTI ja janAra che. jyAre kSamA to jIva pote che, potAnuM ja svarganI parI jevuM manamohaka svarUpa che. parAyI cIjanA bagADane rokavA jAtane bagADI nAkhavAmAM-kSamAparInI najAkatatAne gumAvI krodharAkSasanI barbaratAne apanAvavAmAM DahApaNa na ja hoya. A vAstavikatAne eka vizvaprasiddha vAtathI samajavAno prayAsa karIe. e vizvaprasiddha vAta eTale A traNa aMgrejI vAkyo. If wealth is lost, nothing is lost, If health is lost, something is lost, If character is lost, everything is lost. A traNa vAkyono artha paNa eTalo ja prasiddha che. , jo dhana gumAvyuM, to kazuM ja gumAvyuM nathI, jo Arogya gumAvyuM, to kaMIka gumAvyuM che, paNa jo sadguNa-sadAcAramaya saccAritra gumAvyuM to badhuM ja gumAvyuM che. A vAta ucita to lAge ja che, paNa enI pAchaLa kAraNa zuM? "dhana karatAM ArogyanuM ne Arogya karatAM saccAritranuM mahattva vadhAre che ema kahI zakAya. paNa mahattva paNa A ja kramamAM kema adhika che ? A praznano javAba meM Avo vicArelo che. A jagatamAM evA ghaNA zrImaMto che jeoe jiMdagImAM ghaNI AsamAnIsulatAnI joyelI hoya. zerabajAranA khelaMdAone to A rojanA jevuM lAge. karoDapatino ka DUla thaI jatAM paNa vAra nahIM, ne pAchuM potAnuM sthAna laI letAM paNa vAra nahIM. keTalIya skrIpTanA bhAvono grApha AIsIyumAM rahelA hArTapezanTanA kArDiyogrAmane DiTTo anusarato hoya. Ano matalaba spaSTa che. gayeluM dhana A ja janamamAM pAchuM meLavI zakAya che. vAraMvAra meLavI zakAya che. je gumAveluM - be sagapaNa ne trIjuM vera kadI na Avazo mAre ghera For Personal & Private Use Only jelara | www.jamendrary.org

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pAchuM meLavI zakAya che. zIdhra pAchuM meLavI zakAya che. ene gumAvavAmAM gumAvyuM zuM? rAta paDe che ne AkhI duniyA prakAza gumAvI de che. paNa koI rovA besatuM nathI, kAraNake kAle pAcho prakAza maLavAno ja che. mATe kahevAya che ke "jo dhana gumAvyuM che to kazuM gumAvyuM nathI.' paNa Arogya evI vastu che je ekavAra gumAvI dIdhA pachI AkhI jidaMgImAM pAchuM meLavI zakAtuM nathI. zarAbano nazAbAja pAchaLathI koInI sabheraNA pAmIne ke aneka prakAranI pAyamAlI anubhavIne zarAba kadAca choDI de to paNa lohI je Alkoholika thaI gayuM che, e pAchuM normala thaI zakatuM nathI. guTakhA - mAvAmasAlAno vyasanI pAchaLathI e choDI de to paNa jaDabAnuM kensara maTatuM nathI. jaDabuM kaDhAvye ja chUTako. rAkSasa jevo bIbhatsa cahero calAvye ja chUTako. prazna : jo Ama ja che, to "Arogya gumAvyuM eTale saghaLuM gumAvyuM ema ja kahevuM joIe ne ? uttara : nA, evuM eTalA mATe nathI kahevAtuM ke gumAveluM Arogya paNa paralokamAM to pAchuM maLI ja jAya che. Azaya e che ke game eTalA lAMbAkALathI ghara karI gayelo roga hoya ke AjIvana sabhya jevo bI.pI., DAyAbiTIsa vagere roga hoya, paralokamAM eka paNa roga sAthe cAlato nathI. zarIra choDavAnI sAthe ja enA badhA problemsa paNa chUTI jAya che. ne jIvane pAchuM Arogya prApta thaI jAya che. mATe "Arogya gumAvavAmAM saghaLuM gumAvyuM ema nathI kahevAtuM, paNa kaMIka gumAvyuM" ema ja kahevAya che. Ama paisA gumAvavAmAM kazuM ja gumAvavAnuM nathI. ane Arogya gumAvavAmAM to kaMIka paNa gumAvavAnuM che, mATe "paisA karatAM Arogya vadhAre - mahattvanuM che e paNa samajAya che. eTale ja "paheluM sukha te jAte naryA' lokokti dhanasukha karatAM tanasukhano naMbara prathama jaNAve che. peTa bharavA to koIpaNa majurI karavI paDe e samajyA. paNa paTArA bharavA mATe evA dhaMdhA karavA ke jethI khAvuM-pIvuM-uMghavuM badhuM ja khoravAI jAya. to ene icchanIya kema manAya ? bombemAM brekaphAsTa, lakhanaumAM laMca ne dilhImAM DInara.. AvI UDAUDa karanArane AjanuM dhanalaMpaTa jagatuM bhale moTo udyogapati kahIne mAnasanmAna Ape. paNa vyAsamunie eka subhASitamAM nityasevakanI sAthe A nitya pravAsIne paNa mUrakha kahyo che. ema zerabajAra vageremAM evA AMdhaLukiyA vagere paNa zA mATe? 63 For Personal & Private Use Only jelara

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ke eka ja vAranI dhobIpachADa evo vasamo ghA mArI che jenI jiMdagIbhara kaLa ja vaLe nahIM. prazna : duniyAmAM saMpattinI bolabAlA che. ne sAhasa vinA saMpatti kyAM? uttara : chatAM "paheluM sukha te jAte naryA.' Arogya karatAM saMpattine vadhAre mahattva to na ja ApavuM joIe. dhAro ke dhaMdhAmAM paccIzalAkhanuM nukazAna thaI gayuM. A nukazAnane dhaMdhAmAM ja rahevA devAnuM. manamAM laI javAnuM nahIM. paNa, paisAne ApI dIdheluM vadhAre paDatuM mahattva nukazAnane manamAM laI gayA vagara rahetuM nathI. ane manamAM pahoMceluM nukazAna bI.pI, sugara vagere koI ne koI hAIparaTenzAnanA roganI bheTa ApyA vinA rahetuM nathI.' dhaMdhAmAM kamANI to pharIthI thaI jAya che. nukazAna badhuM bharapAI thaI jAya che. paNa AgaMtuka tarIke AvelA bI.pI. vagere khasavAnuM nAma letA nathI. zuM AmAM DahApaNa che? ne koIka to evo AghAta lagADI de ke pachI sAva sUnamUna thaI jAya. Akho divasa vicAromAM ne vicAromAM khovAyelo rahe. bAghAnI jema Amatema joyA kare. atyaMta hoMziyAra ne bhAre parizramI 27-28 varSano yuvAna paNa have Akho divasa gharamAM paDyo rahe. kazuM kare nahIM, kazI javAbadArI samaje ja nahIM. ane patnI tathA parivAramATe moTo ciMtAno viSaya banI jAya. mane khyAla che mahArASTranA eka zaheranI jene parivAranI ja eka yuvatI, bhaNavAmAM hoMziyAra paNa khUba ne sinsIyara paNa evI ja. DaoNkaTara banavAnI khvAhiza hatI ne e mujabanI ja mahenata hatI. parIkSA ApI. peparo paNa khUba ja sArA gayA. meriTamAM naMbara Avaze ne enA para ja meDikalamAM eDamizana paNa maLI jaze AvA chalakAtA vizvAsa sAthe pariNAmanI pratIkSA karI rahI hatI. paNa pariNAme dhabAko bolAvI dIdho, jenI svapnamAMya kalpanA nahotI. pAsiMga mArka mAMDamAMDa pAsa thayelI. meDikalamAM pravezanuM svapna to cUracUra thaI gayuM. paNa eTalo sakhata AghAta ke damano roga lAgu paDI gayo. asthamAno pahelo ja eTeka eTalo joramAM Avyo ke gharanA badale sIdhI hospiTalAIjha karavI paDI. hospITalamAM DaoNkaTaranI paNa TrITameMTa karavAmAM koI evI bhUla thaI gaI ke asthamA haMmezano ghara karI gayo ne game tyAre evI vicitra rIte damano joramAM humalo AvI jAya, kazuM kahevAya nahIM. zarIranI prakRti ja atyaMta [ jelara ]. For Personal & Private Use Only

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viSama banI gaI. ane saMsAranI TrejeDI juo. pepara kholAvyA. rIceka karAvyuM. hakIkatamAM meriTa tulya ja mArksa hatA.mArkazITamAM garabaDa thaI gayelI. meDikalamAM eDamizana paNa maLI gayuM. DaoNkaTara paNa banI gaI. ghaNAnA roga maTADe che. paNa potAnuM zarIra ? enI prakRtino potAne ja koI bharoso nahIM. umara cAlIsane vItAvI gaI che. paNa paraNavAnI hiMmata karI zakatI nathI. eka bIjuM dRSTAMta paNa joI laIe. aMgrejI sAhityakAra jeremITelara, sarasvatI ane lakSmI. bannenA enA para cAra hAtha hatA. paNa eka sarakho cAle e saMsAra zuM kahevAya ? je beMkamAM jIvanabharanI mUDI hatI e beMka phaDacAmAM gaI. A samAcAra maLavA para eno mitra ene AzvAsana ApavA Avyo. paNa Azcarya ! A to bilakula zAMtaprasanna hato. mAtra AMkhamAM ja nahIM, enA aMtaramAM paNa lakSmI cAlI gayAnI koI asara nahotI. mitre pUchyuM: tane duHkha nathI thatuM? eNe kahyuM: jo dosta! havA-pANI-vANInI badhI ja suvidhA Aje paNa akabaMdha che. mArA aMge aMgamAM skUrti ane tAjagIno jharo vahI rahyo che, hAtha - paga evA ja majabUta che. AMkhanI rozanI aMzamAtra paNa ghaTI nathI. AvI to keTalIya naisargika saMpattisamRddhithI mAruM jIvana sabhara che. vaLI mArA saccAritryanA killAnI eka kAMkarIya kharI nathI. pachI duHkha zAmATe ? mULa-thaDa-zAkhA ane prazAkhA badhuM salAmata che. thoDAM pAMdaDAM kharI paDyA emAM ciMtA zuM ? je jIvana - maraNano prazna banI jAya evuM to jIvana ja hoya zake ne ! enA sivAyanI dhana - padavI vagere bhautika vastu karatAM bezaka jIvana ja mahAmUluM che. A zuM samajAvavAnI vAta che ? eTale dhanane khAtara ArogyanI sAthe ceDAM karavA e DahApaNa nathI e spaSTa che. - tathA Arogyane jALavI rAkhanAro, chevaTe kALI mahenata karIne paNa jIvananirvAhane jarUrI dhana to prAya: meLavI ja le che. jyAre Arogyane phaTako mArI denAro, pachI lAkho-karoDo kamAya ne TrITameMTa pAchaLa lAkho-karoDo kharce to paNa Arogya pAchuM meLavI zakato nathI. ne bilakula parAdhIna-lAcArImaya jIvana vitAvavuM paDe to paNa navAI nahIM. TUMkamAM ArogyathI dhana pAchuM meLavI zakAya che, paNa dhanathI Arogya pAchuM meLavI zakAtuM nathI. mATe Arogya gumAvavAmAM kaMIka gumAvyuM che. vaLI dunvayIdaSTie dhananI mahattA, enA dvArA je sagavaDa suvidhA ne | jelara | For Personal & Private Use Only

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upabhoganI sAmagrI dvArA mojamajAha karI zakAya che enA kAraNe che. ArogyanI pAyamAlI karI nAkhanAro chatI saMpattie A badhAthI vaMcita rahe che. parivArajano, svajano ne mitro.. badhA AnI saMpatti para lIlAlahera karatA hoya ne AnA nasIbamAM? pathArImAM eka paDakhuM pheravavuM hoya to paNa pagAradAra nokaranI parAdhInatA. (premALa patnInI nahIM, e to zeThANI! ene to AnI saMpatti sAthe ne e saMpattipara thatI jayAphata sAthe ja nisbata!!) khorAkamAM mAtra cA-dUdha ke mosaMbI rasa ja hoya ne te paNa sevaka camacIe camacIe mukhamAM mUke tyAre. eTale Arogya gumAvyA bAda, dhana to hoya toya gumAvyA jevuM ja che. mATe Arogya gumAvanAre kaMIka gumAvyuM che. paNa jo jIva, potAnuM saccAritra gumAvI de che to e A bhavamAM to pAchuM maLatuM nathI, paralokamAM paNa maLatuM nathI. jIvane pAchI preraNA maLe, saccAritra keLavavAnuM praNidhAna baMdhAya ne ene anurUpa satata sakhata puruSArtha phoravAya. e pachI ja pharIthI enI prApti thAya che. paNa emAM hajAro, lAkho ke asaMkhya janama vItI jAya ke koIkane anaMtakALa vItI jAya, to paNa navAI nahIM. mATe kahevAya che ke jo saccAritra gumAvyuM to saghaLuM gumAvyuM. vaLI saccAritra gumAvyuM eno artha ja jIva duzcAritrano zikAra banI gayo. pachI jyAM sudhI enI cuMgAlamAMthI chUTe nahIM tyAM sudhI durAcAramaya ne durguNamaya jIvano ne enA prabhAve evA cIkaNAM karmono baMdha ke jethI durgationI paraMparA ne emAM paNa dareka janamamAM na ArogyanA ThekANAM ke na saMpattinA ThekANAM. AnuM jIvatuM jAgatuM dRSTAMta eTale agnizama! pUrvAvasthAmAM guNasane gujArelo bhayaMkara trAsa ne pote tApasa banyA pachI paNa cUkAvelAM be - be pAraNAM. lAgaTa trIjA mA khamaNano prAraMbha, chatAM kevo samatAbhAvamAM AgaLa vadhelo. bhalabhalAnuM dila ovArI jAya evI dilanI udAratA - kSamA. paNa trIjuM pAraNuM cUkavavA para kSamA gumAvI dIdhI. to krodhano zikAra banI gayo. pariNAma? guNasena kramazaH upara uparanA devalokanI samRddhionA, sAdhanAonA ane guNonA zikharo sara karato gayo. chevaTe chelle samarAdityanA bhavamAM sarvakarmano kSaya karI mokSa pAmI gayo. ane agnizama! e ja guNiyala - premALa - nirdaSNa guNasenano putra - patnI - bhAI vagere banavA chatAM atyaMta kaluSita svabhAva, bhayaMkara vairAnubaMdha, satata chaLakapaTa ne vizvAsaghAta vagere | jelara | For Personal & Private Use Only

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kAraNe ucATavALuM jIvana. ne A badhAnA prabhAve vadhAre ne vadhAre bhayaMkara narakanI yAtanAo. samarAdityanA mokSagamana pachI paNa anaMtakALa sudhI saMsAramAM ribAmaNabhareluM bhamaNa. tyAra pachI pharIthI kSamAne AtmasAt karI AtmakalyANa. ApaNe caMDakauzikane paNa yAda karI laIe. prabhunuM zAsana na maLyuM hovA chatAM kevuM guNiyala vyaktitva hatuM gobhadrabAhmaNanuM. ghaNI ja vikaTa Arthika paristhiti hovA chatAM, chatI vividhakalAonI kuzaLatAe ane chatAM puruSArthazIlavyaktitve, e dhanopArjana mATe koI vizeSa prayatna karato ja nahoto, kAraNake apUrva saMtoSane dharanAro hato. jevo dhana aMge saMtoSa hato evo ja kAma aMge saMtoSa hato. rAtrIno samaya, jaMgalanuM ekAMta, divyavimAna jevuM sthAna, pAsenA ja kamarAmAM potAno sAthIdAra eka yuvatI sAthe bhogavilAsamAM gaLADUba che. ne e yuvatInI ja nAnI bahena apsarA tulyarUpavALI yuvatI sAmethI AvIne kahe che : "AjanI rAta mAre tamArI sAthe bhAryAnI jema rahevAnuM che.' to paNa koI ja galagaliyA nahIM. potAnuM zIla to aMkhaDa rAkhyuM. paNa e bhAryAbhAva dekhADavA AvelI suMdarIne paNa vAstavika bhaginI banAvI dIdhI. svaguNano koI ahaMkAra - ApabaDAI nahIM, anyanI duSTapravRttio jovAnuM jANavA chatAM koI tiraskAra nahIM, atyaMta paropakArIpaNuM. dhananI AvazyakatA UbhI thaI chatAM e mATe na kalA vecavAnI taiyArI ke na yAcanA karavAnI dInatA, mAnTika-nAnTika saMhAraka zaktionA kAraNe atyaMta zaktizALI be mAnavIo ke jeo paraspara aparAdhanA kAraNe paraspara khatama karI nAkhavAnA tIvavairavALA hatA temano vairabhAva choDAvI prItibhAva utpanna karavAnI dhIraja ane kuneha.. zrI mahAvIracariya graMthamAM gobhadrabrAhmaNanA prasaMgo vAMcIe tyAre AvA to enA aneka saNo pratIta thayA vinA rahetA nathI. Avo guNiyala gRhastha saMyama le pachI kAMI bAkI rAkhe ? saccAritrano bhavya vikAsa sAdhyo. paNa kSullakamuninA "mahArAja!deDakI" "mahArAja!deDakI.." karavA para kSamA gumAvI. krodhAviSTa banyA. to AgaLanA janmomAM paNa, kSamA ja nahIM, badhuM ja saccAritra gumAvyuM. TheTha dRSTiviSasarpa banavA sudhI pahoMcyA. 'jIvananuM eka ja dhyeya, eka ja lakSya, jenA para dRSTi paDe ene khatama karo. kyAM gobhadrane kyAM caMDakauzika sarpa ? e to karuNAsAgara prabhuvIra maLyA. caMDakauzikane pUrvabhavonuM smaraNa karAvyuM. pAchI kSamA sAdhavAnuM praNidhAna keLavAvyuM. ne e jelara For Personal & Private Use Only

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mATe pracaMDa puruSArtha karAvyo. to caMDakauzika pAcho mArge AvI gayo. paNa prabhuvIra jo na maLyA hota to e jIvanI zI bhavaparaMparA hota? prabhu mahAvIrano jIva trIjA bhave banyo che marIci. prathama tIrthakara ane potAnA pitAmaha zrI RSabhadeva prabhu pAse saMyamajIvanano bhAre vairAgya sAthe svIkAra karyo. suMdara pAlanadvArA AtmAne mahAnuM banAvyo. paNa pAchaLathI zarIranI sukhazIlatA naDI. nirmaLasAdhanArUpa saccAritra gumAvyuM ne zithilatAne poSanAruM tridaMDikapaNuM svIkAryuM. te TheTha soLamA bhave pharIthI saccAritra maLyuM. AvA to DhagalAbaMdha daSTAMto che. sadAcAra-saguNone ekavAra gumAvI dIdhA pachI janama-janama vItI jAya to paNa enI prApti khUba ja duSkara hoya che. vaLI saccAritrane keLavanAro pUrvanA evA koI tIvapApanA udaye kadAca e bhavamAM Arogya ke zrImaMtAI na pAme, to paNa pachInA bhavathI e uttarottara vadhu ne vadhu sArA pAmato ja jAya che. guNasena AnuM sacoTa udAharaNa che. juo enI bhavaparaMparAmAM vacce vacce thayelA devalokanA bhAvomAM kramazaH 1,5, 9, 15, 18, 20,30 ane 33 sAgaropamanA AyuSya che je enI uttarottara : pragatine sUcave che. vaLI A devalokanA bhavonA AMtare AMtare thayelA manuSyabhavomAM paNa e bAhya ane AtyaMtara banne samRddhiomAM uttarottara vadhato jAya che. eTale ke anizarmAjIvano dareka bhavamAM daMbhIvyavahAra, vizvAsaghAta ne mota sudhInI herAnagatio chatAM guNasenanA jIve saraLatA - maitrIbhAva - kSamA vagere guNone ane tadanurUpa sadAcArane choDyA nahIM, potAnuM saccAritra jALavI ja rAkhyuM. to uttarottara vadhu uttama kakSAnuM saccAritra, bhavya - bhavyatara samRddhio e pAmato ja gayo che. Ama dhana vagerenA bhoge paNa saccAritrane jALavI rAkhanAro pariNAme vadhAre sArA dhanavagere paNa pAme ja che. A vAto parathI nizcita thAya che ke dhana karatAM Arogya mahattvanuM che ane Arogya karatAM saccAritra mahattvanuM che. ne tethI jeno paNa bhoga Apavo paDe ApIe, saccAritra jALavI ja rAkhavuM joIe. rAjasabhAmAM bahArathI saMgItakAro AvyA. rAjAne saMgIta atyaMta gamI gayuM. ahIM ja raho ne avasare avasare mane saMgIta pIrasatA raho. rahI gayA, emane rahevAnI vyavasthA eka bahoLA parivAra sAthe rahetA zeThanA makAnanI bAjunA ja makAnamAM thaI. rAjasabhAmAM to amuka vakhata hoya, bAkI Akho 68 [ jelara) For Personal & Private Use Only

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divasa makAnamAM ja vividha rAgonI riyAjha cAlu ja hoya jeno avAja zeThanA gharamAM paNa satata guMjyA kare. vaLI emAM to mAdaka gIto ne mAdaka saMgIta paNa Ave. zeTha coMkI gayA. yuvAna vahuonA ne yuvAna dIkarIonA kAne A avAja paDyA kare to emanA manamAM vAsanA-vikAranA kevA tophAno pedA thaI zake ? badhAnA zIla - sadAcAra - sadvicAranI rakSA karavI ja joIe. tapAsa karAvI. A to rAjAe ja goThavyA che ne tethI emane haTAvavA sahelA nathI, kAMI nahIM. je kiMmata cUkavavI paDe e cUkavIzuM, paNa sadAcAra mahattvano che. zeThe khajAnAmAMthI bahumUlya durlabha ratno kADhyA. thALa bharyo. rAjasabhAmAM bheMTaNuM laIne pahoMcyA. ratnono caLakATa joIne ja rAjAnI AMkho pahoLI thaI gaI. "zeThajI! zuM icchA che ?' rAjanuM! bIjuM to kAMI nahIM, paNa gharamAM eka maMdira karavuM che, ApanI saMmati - AzIrvAda joIe." zeThajI! A to dharmanuM kAma, emAM saMmatinI zI jarUra?" paNa rAjanuM! bhagavAnuM Ave eTale bhakti ne DholanagArAM ya Ave. koIne game, koIne nA paNa game. pAchaLathI koI phariyAda kare ne maMdiramATe prazna Ubho thAya enA karatAM pahelethI ApanI saMmati hoya to pachI koI ciMtA nahIM.' "zeThajI! banAvo maMdira ne karo bhakti. mArI ekadama rAjIkhuzI che." khUba khUba AbhAra, rAjan !" na banI gayuM maMdira. padhAryA bhagavAnuM. cAlu thaI gaI bhakti... zeThe DholanagArAvALAne bolAvyA. Akho divasa jora jorathI vagADyA karo. pachI to pUchavuM ja zuM? Akho divasa Dham Dha.... saMgItakArone bhayaMkara vikSepa, riyAjha kaI rIte karavI ? rAjA pAse phariyAda.. "zeThajIne to saMmati ApelI che, nA nahIM pADI zakAya. ema karo maMtrIzvara ! saMgItakArono mukAma badalI nAkho." badalAI gayo ne zeThajIne hAzakAro thayo. "hAza ! sadAcAranuM jokhama TaLI gayuM.' - paNa, Aje bahu ja viSamakALa Avyo che. bilakula viparItakrama thaI gayo hoya evuM lAge. hAya-hAya jIvanazailI apanAvavI che. paNa e mATe puruSanI kamANI ochI paDe che. eTale parivArano mahilAvarga paNa kamAvAnI lhAyamAM potAnA zIlasadAcArano jugAra khele che. nokarInA sthAne bosa vagere | jelara) For Personal & Private Use Only www.jainenbrary.org

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puruSo taraphathI kevI harakato thatI hoya che e jagajAhera che. e harakato ne kamane paNa nabhAvavI ja paDe che. ne pachI yauvanane e gamavA lAge che. svaMya lapasavAnuM cAlu thAya che. ne lapasatAM lapasatAM sAva chellA pagathiyAM sudhI lapasI gayA to jiMdagIbhara eka gunAhita lAgaNI dilane kosyA ja kare che. lagnabAda pati jyAre pavitratA aMge prazna pUche tyAre sAcI vAta kahI zakAtI nathI. ane atyaMta priyapAtra evA patine dareka vakhate khoTo javAba Apavo paDe che. bhAre mAyAcAra sevavo paDe che. dilamAM satata DaMkha rahyA kare che. bhaviSyamAM A badhAnA dArUNa pariNAmo.. enA karatAM jiMdagInI thoDI hAI-phAInesa ochI paNa calAvI levAnuM zIkhyA hota to? zuM pharaka paDe che? bAkI vAstavika rIte to sadAcAra-sadguNamaya jIvana e ja hAI-phAIjIvana che. badhA ja naitikamUlyonI aisI taisI karIne dhana kamAvavuM ne e dhananA jore baMgalo bhavya hoya, kAra leTesTa moDalanI hoya, InTIrIyara Dekorezana naMbara vana hoya, vezabhUSA pazcimI saMskRtine (ke vikRtine?) anurUpa hoya, svapuruSa ke parapuruSanI AbhaDacheTa vinAnA hasI-majAka, vAto ke spardhAdimAM koI maryAdA na hoya, DAnsa ane pArTInA jhAkajhamAla jalasA hoya, paiso to pANInI jema bhogavilAsamAM ja veravAno hoya. AvI badhI lAIphasTAIlane hAya-phAya mAnanArAno AtmA gaTaraklAsa ja hoya evuM nathI lAgatuM? baMgalAnI ne phanacaranI ja bhavyatA jovAnI? AtmAnI nahIM? AtmAnI bhavyatA to kevI hoya? aMgrejonA kALamAM vaDAlAgAma DuMgarI kahevAtuM. AjhAdI AvyA pachI gAmadhaNInI hakumata gaI. gAmanA girAsadAra evA be bhAIo samaya oLakhIne judA thayA. bApadAdAnI milakatarUpa vaDAlA gAmane benA bhAgamAM rAjIkhuzIthI vaheMcI lIdhuM. mAlamilakata-jamIna- Dhora - sonuMrUpuM vagere badhAnA yogya bhAga karyA. gAmanA pAdare eka 100 vIghAnI vADI hatI. mAtra enA bhAga na pADyA, ne e moTAbhAI vIrAnA hise rAkhI, kAraNake moTAbhAI vIrAne nizAnabAjImAM rAjya taraphathI InAmamAM maLI hatI. "moTAbhAInI kuzaLatAne maLI che. bApadAdAnI milakata na gaNAya" ema samajIne nAnA rAmabhAIe paNa eno bhAga na mAgyo. 20 varSa vItI gayA. vIrAbhAInuM mRtyu thayuM. bannenA dIkarA yuvAna thaI gayelA. kArabhAra saMbhALI lIdho. ne pachI rAmabhAInA dIkarAoe vADImAM bhAga mAgyo. virAbhAInA dIkarAoe samajAvaTathI kahyuM: amArA pitAjIne InAmamAM maLI che, kAkAe paNa bhAga mAgyo nathI. chao For Personal & Private Use Only | jelara. eenbrary.org L

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bhale, ame mAgIe chIe.' chevaTe korTa kacerInA cakkara cAlu thayA. mudata paDyA kare che. banne pakSe kharca cAlu thayo. moTAnA dIkarAo samaju hatA. tethI pitarAIone kahyuM kesathI kyAreya aMta nahIM Ave ne banne khatama thaI jaIzuM. to amane vADImAM bhAga ApI do." jo kAkA kahe ke mAro bhAga che, to aDadhI vADI tamArI." e to kahe ja che ne!' korTamAM AvIne amArI samakSa kahevuM joIe." pachI pharI nahIM jAo ne?' 'bhagavAnanA sogaMda, nahIM pharIe." rAmabhAInA dIkarAone harakhano pAra nahIM. bhagavAne kRpA karI te kAkAnA dIkarAonI buddhi bahera mArI gaI che. avaLI mati sUjhI che. pAMcalAkha maLI ja gayA samajo. AjathI lagabhaga 35 varasa pahelAM dasalAkhanI vADI hatI jenA Aje dasa karoDathI ochA to na ja gaNAya. uchaLave haiye gAmamAM AvyA. saune vAta karI. badhAne Azcarya. vIrAbhAInA dIkarA thApa khAI gayA. AvA kaLajagamAM Avo bharoso mUkAto haze ? be cAra jaNe emane pUchyuM paNa kharuM. 'tamArA kAkAnA kahevA para aDadho bhAga ApI dezo ? hA.paNa amArA kAkA che, amane bharoso che.' rAmabhAInA dIkarA mA pAse.. "mA ! aDadho bhAga maLI gayo.' - kema ? kesa jItI gayA" nA, have jItIzuM." badhI vAta karI. tuM paNa pitAjIne kaheje mA ! ke bhAga mAge. * ' "nA, mArAthI e na kahevAya, kAraNake AkhI jiMdagImAM nathI kahyuM.' bhale, ame kahIzuM.' pitA pAse gayA. badhI vAta karI. rAmabhAI hasyA. bhatrIjA paNa kharA nIkaLyA, mArA beTA ! mane sAkSI banAvyo. "bApujI ! tamAre korTamAM AvavAnuM che." ame banne bhAImAMthI kyAreya koI korTamAM gayuM nathI.' "bhale, have Avo ." hA, e to tamAro Agraha che ne emaNe mane ja sAkSI banAvyo che te mAre AvavuM ja paDaze ne !" dIkarAo khuza. pitAjIne avasare avasare cakAsI For Personal & Private Use Only jelara www.jattelibrary.org

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rahyA che. potAnI phevara mATe taiyAra karI rahyA che ne vizvAsamAM AgaLa vadhI rahyA che. tArIkha AvI. badhA korTamAM pahoMcyA. sAmevALAnA vakIle rAmabhAIno sAkSI tarIke paricaya karAvyo. sAkSInA pAMjarAmAM goThavAyA. dharmagraMthapara prasannavadane sogaMda. dIkarAo khuza che. pitarAIo sAme joIne vicAre che. 'tamArA kAkA che, paNa amArA to pitAjI che. have pAMcalAkha hAthaveMtamAM che.' bhatrIjAo ciMtAmAM che. kyAMka kAkAno putramoha jItI na jAya. sAmenA vakIle pUchyuM : vaheMcaNI vakhate A vADInA bhAga nahotA pADyA ? 'nA, nahotA pADyA.' 'tamAro bhAga che e vAta sAcI ?' rAmabhAI vicAramAM paDI gayA. 'kema, kahetA nathI ?" 'vicArIne kahuM ne ? A kAMI nAnI sUnI vAta nathI. vaLI amAruM ja lohI jhagaDe che.' 'tame sAcuM bolo eTale jhagaDo pUro. kAraNake tame kahezo e bannene mAnya che.' 'amAro koI bhAga nathI. ne e mAgavAno amAro adhikAra paNa nathI.' beya dIkarAone to jANe ke mAthe Abha paDyuM. dhagadhagatI AMkhe joIne bolyAH 'bApu ! kAMThe AveluM amAruM vahANa tame DUbADyuM.' 'vahANa to tame DUbADavAnA hatA, beTA ! ApaNI sAta peDhInI khAnadAnI mAtra pAMcalAkhamAM veMcavA taiyAra thaI gayelA. paNa e ema thoDI veMcI zakAya ? AkhA malakane ApaNA khoraDA para vizvAsa che ne e vizvAsa akabaMdha raheze.' A kharuM hAyaphAya jIvana che, kAraNake jIvana jIvanuM hoya che, baMgalAnuM ke pharnIcaranuM nahIM, ne jIvanI (AtmAnI) bhavyatA A ja che. A saccAritra che ne e dhana karatAM lAkhogaNuM mahAmUluM che ja. Ama vizvamAM sadAcAra - sadguNathI vadhIne koI cIja nathI, prANa suddhAM nahIM, mATe ja mahAsatIo zIlanuM jokhama UbhuM thaI jAya to prANa choDI devAmAM paNa koI hicakicATa anubhavatI nathI. A rIte zIlarakSAmATe prANanI AhUti ApI denAranA AtmAne nukazAna nahIM, paNa aparaMpAra lAbha ja lAbha thato hoya che. kAraNake kudarata prANanA bhoge paNa thayelA zIlapAlananI bahu ja UMcI kadara kare che. je bhautikasamRddhi sAthenA je kvoliTInA prANone e vyakti choDe che enA karatAM lAkhogaNI adhika samRddhi sAthenA lAkho darajje 72 For Personal & Private Use Only jelara

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vadhAre uMcI kvoliTIvALA prANa e jIvane kudarata Ape che. zIla - sadAcAra ane saguNa mATe saMpatti - samaya - svajana ke zarIra je kAMI paNa choDavuM paDe - choDavAmAM Ave to A sodo jIvane kyAreya nukazAnamAM UtArato nathI, paNa lAbha ja lAbha karAvI ApanAro nIvaDe che. A badhI vAto parathI nakkI thAya che ke saMpatti karatAM Arogya ne Arogya karatAM saccAritra vadhAre mahattvanA che. eTale nukazAna pAMca-paccIsa rUpiyAnuM hoya, pAMca - paccIza lAkhanuM hoya ke pAMca-paccIza karoDanuM hoya, e mAMkaDano caTako ja che ne krodhane vaza thavuM e uMdara bilADIne zaraNe javA jevuM ja che. prazna : Ano artha to e thayo ke pAMca - paccIza lAkhanuM nukazAna thatuM hoya to paNa kAMI karavuM ja nahIM. hAtha joDIne besI rahevuM. nukazAna thavA devuM. uttara : jJAnI puruSo ucita lokavyavahArano kyAreya niSedha karanArA hoya nahIM. "leNAMnI rakama AvatI na hoya to ugharANI paNa na karavI" AvuM teo kahe nahIM. prazna : paNa ugharANI karavAmAM kaDakAI joIe ja, ne kaDakAI karavA jatAM krodha paNa AvI ja jAya che. uttara : jo sattva hoya to ugharANI choDI ja devI. ugharANIne AvavuM hoya to Ave, na AvavuM hoya to pAMca-paccIza lAkha bhale DUbI jAya. paNa mane gusso pAlave nahIM. saMpattinA bhoge huM kSamAne sAcavI laIza. to kudarata mArI kadara karaze ja. prazna : paNa eTaluM sattva na hoya to ? vaLI ApaNe paNa kokanI pAse paisA lIdhA hoya. e leNadAra paThANI ugharANI karato hoya. ApaNane ja nahIM. AkhA parivArane kanaDyA karato hoya to ? . uttara : eTale ja jJAnIoe AvA arthavyavahArono niSedha karyo che. duniyAnA paise pote kamAvavA nIkaLavuM ne garabaDa thaI jAya to nAdArI noMdhAvIne lokonA paisA DUbADI devA" A pazcimanI vikRti che, ApaNI saMskRti nahIM. chatAM AvI paristhitimAM mUkAI ja gayA chIe ne tethI ugharANI daramyAna gusso paNa AvI ja jAya che, to paNa ene kartavya to na ja mAnavo. eno manamAM raMja ja anubhavavo. avakAzanA samaye "huM aMgArA meLavavA mATe caMdana bALI rahyo chuM." huM eka khIlI mATe Akho mahela urdhvasta karI rahyo chuM.' [ jelara. For Personal & Private Use Only

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jIva ! aMtarAyo na haTe tyAM sudhI rakama pAchI AvavAnI ja nathI. pachI gusso karIne tArA kSamAguNane zA mATe raphedaphe karI nAkhe che ?' jIva! dhyAna rAkhaje, krodha vairanuM svarUpa na pakaDI le. devAdAranI anya herAnagatio joIne khuzI na anubhavIza. ene mArI nAkhavA sudhInI dhamakIo Ape evA TaporIonI sahAya levAnuM bhUlecUke paNa vicArIza nahIM. enuM paNa kalyANa thAya evI ja prabhune prArthanA karaje." AvuM badhuM ciMtana karatA rahevuM joIe. kaDaka ugharANI karavA chatAM paisA na Ave. ekavAra gusso karyo. bIjIvAra karyo. vAraMvAra karatA gayA. dareka vakhate karatA gayA. vaLI gusso cIja evI che ke e karavA chatAM kAma na thavA para enI mAtrA vadhatI ja jAya che. pachI to dareka vakhate AsamAne pahoMcato dhamadhamATa.. kSamA to evI DaghAI jAya che. evI DarI jAya che ke pachI be - cAra divasa - mahinA ke varasa pachI ja nahIM, be- cAra bhava pachI paNa pAchA DokAvAnI hiMmata karatI nathI. tyAM sudhImAM saMpatti to keTalIya vAra AvIne keTalIya vAra gaI. (Azcarya to e hoya che ke uMdhuM catuM karIne paNa rokAyelA paisA chUTA karAvyA. paNa e chUTA thAya eTale tarata pAcho prazna thato hoya che ke have kyAM rokuM ? alyA ! rokavA ja hatA to rokAyelA ja hatA ne ! chUTA zA mATe karyA ?) eTale saMpatti karatAM kSamA mahattvanI che. ne tethI game tevuM nukazAna veThavuM paDe to paNa e krodhanuM-veranuM nimitta to banI zakatuM nathI ja. A mahattvanI vAta ApaNe samajI rAkhavA jevI che ke naphA ane nukazAnanA bajAra alaga nathI hotA. napho bajAramAM-dukAnamAM thAya ane nukazAna gharamAM thAya AvuM hotuM nathI. jyAM napho thAya che tyAM ja nukazAnanI paNa saMbhAvanA hoya che. ema kSamA ane krodhanA bajAro alaga hotA nathI. je avasara krodhanA hoya che e ja kSamAnA hoya che. anyanA jevA vartana-vyavahAra para ApaNane gusso Ave che evA ja vartana-vyavahAra para pUrvanA mahiSaoe kSamAne keLavelI hatI. koIe gALa ApI, koIe apamAna karyuM, jUTho Aropa lagAvyo, kaTuveNa saMbhaLAvyA, ApaNI niMdA karI, cIja-vastu toDIphoDI nAkhI, thappaDa vagere mAryA, paisA DUbADyA, AvI badhI anyanI je harakatone ApaNe krodhanuM nimitta kahIe chIe. emAMnI ekapaNa harakatane kudarata krodhanA nimitta tarIke mAnavA jelara. For Personal & Private Use Only

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taiyAra nathI. e to darekane kSamAnuM ja nimitta mAne che. eka ja vyakti taraphathI vAraMvAra aneka prakAranI kanaDagato thayA kare ne enA kAraNe khUba khUba bhayaMkara vedanAo vekyA karavI paDe. A badhAnA asarakAraka varNanathI ApaNe AkhI duniyAne kaviMsa karI zakIe. ne AkhI duniyA "ATalo badho trAsa hoya to to gusso Ave ja ne ! e sahaja che !" Ama kahe to paNa karmasattA gussAne calAvI levA taiyAra nathI. e to kahe che "je kAMI sahana karavAnuM Ave e badhuM kSamAnuM ja nimitta che. tAre kSamA ja rAkhavAnI. gusso karavAno tane adhikAra nathI." agnizarmAe keTaluM vekyuM hatuM ? pahelAM mazkarIo,pachI emAM kaThoratA ne krUratA bhaLI ane pachI traNa traNa vAra mAsakSamaNanuM pAraNuM cUkavyuM che. have ApaNe ApaNI jAtane agnizarmAnI jagyAe goThavIne vicAra karavAno che. "bhAre takedArI rAkhavAnI bAbata hoya, koIpaNa hAlatamAM garabaDa na ja thavA dauM evo garbhita ekarAra hoya evI bAbatamAM, pUrve bhayaMkara kakSAnI krura mazkarIono vAraMvAra trAsa ApI cUkelI vyakti ekavAra garabaDa kare ne pachI zirovedanAnuM kAraNa AgaLa dhare bIjIvAra garabaDa kare ne acAnaka yuddhanI paristhitine AgaLa dhare. ne pAchI trIjIvAra garabaDa kare. ApaNane e vyakti mATe zuM vicAra Ave? "AgaLa-pAchaLa kyAreya nahIM e ja divase ekadama mAthuM duHkhavA AvyuM? vaLI mahinA pachI pAchA pAraNAnA ja divase acAnaka yuddha AvI paDyuM? A badhA bahAnA che. mAthuM dukhavAno paNa DhoMga hato. ne yuddhanI vAto paNa eka sTaMTa sivAya bIjuM kazuM nathI. pAraNAnA lAbha ApavAnI vinaMtI, eno bhArobhAra Agraha - pAraNuM cUkavyAno bhAre raMja, AMsuono dhodha, A badhuM ja dekhADo hato. pharI pharI pAraNAno svIkAra karAvIne pAraNuM cUkavI herAna karavA mATenI ja A badhI cAla hatI.' AvA badhA ja vicAra Ave ne ? ne AvA vicAra Ave eTale gusso ja Ave ne ? ApaNane ekalAne ja ke sAmAnyathI koIpaNa vyaktine? eTale agnizarmAe guNasena taraphathI je sahana karyuM che. vaLI baLe pAraNA cUkAyA ne tapa AgaLa vadhyo to paNa eNe samatA ja vadhArI che. ATaluM badhuM thayA pachI guNasane trIjIvAra pAraNuM cUkavyuM. ATalI bhayaMkara kanaDagata pachI karelA gussAne paNa karmasattAe mAnya karyo nathI. ane agnizarmAnA e gussAne aparAdha lekhavI enI kaDaka sajA paNa karI ja che. 75 [ jelara any org For Personal & Private Use Only

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pAlake potAnA aMgata vairanI tRpti mATe rAjAne khoTI vAta ThasAvI sajA karavAno adhikAra meLavI lIdho che. khaMdhakasUri tathA temanA 500 ziSyone jIvate jIva pIlI nAkhavA mATe yAMtrika ghANI UbhI karI che. vagaravAMke prANapriya 499 ziSyone pIlI nAkhyA. have chellA bahu ja nAnA - nAjuka - sukomaLa bALamuni che. "bhAI ! Ane pIlAtA huM joI nahIM zakuM. mATe pahelAM mane pIlI nAkha." ATalI najIvI vinaMtIno paNa pAlake dharAra inakAra karI bALamunine ja prathama patyA ane pachI khaMdhakasUrine pIlyA. pAlakanA AvA ghora atyAcAra para khaMdhakasUrie karelA gussAne paNa karmasattAe mApha karyo nathI, ne enI krUra sajA karI ja che. kuruTa-utkaTa banne baMdhumunivaro che. tIvratapa ane nirmaLasaMyama sAdhanA para aneka labdhio AvIne varelI che. kramazaH kuNAlAmAM comAsu rokAyA che. yogAnuyoga megharAjA rIsAyA che. varasAdanuM to TIpuM ya nathI. paNa AkAzamAM eka pAtaLI vAdaLInA paNa darzana nathI. ajJAnaloka khoTI kalpanAmAM caDyuM. mahArAje varasAdane bAMdhI rAkhyo che ne mahAtmAone kanaDavAnuM cAlu thayuM. koI AkrozabharelA vacano kahe che. koI gAlAgAlI kare che. koI mahAtmAone dhakke caDAve che. paNa mahAtmAo potAnI mauna sAdhanAmAM rata che. sAmo prahAra to nahIM, pratikAra paNa nahIM. phariyAdano sUra paNa nahIM. badhuM ja samatAbhAve sahana karatA jAya che. divaso vitatA jAya che ne loko taraphathI trAsa paNa vadhato gayo. koI dhUke che, koI thappaDa mAre che. ora divaso vadhatA gayA. have to loko bephAma banyA che. mahAtmAonI samatAne kAyaratA-lAcArI samajI daMDa phaTakAre che. lohIlUhANa karI nAkhe che. ne banne mahAtmAonI kamAna chaTakI. megharAjAne paMdara divasa sudhI divasa - rAta musaLadhAra varasavAnuM AhvAna karyuM. labdhidhara mahAtmAonuM vacana niSphaLa jAya ema nahotuM. Akho mulaka tArAja thaI gayo. taNAI gayo. ne sAthe sAthe avvala kakSAnA sAdhaka mahAtmAo paNa sAtamI narakamAM taNAI gayA. karmasattAe emanA gussAne mApha na karyo. karmasattA bahu spaSTa che. e kahe che ke "nyAya mAre karavAno che, duniyAe nahIM. AkhI duniyA jene santavya mAne e gusso paNa mArA kAnUnamAM kSattavya nathI. mArA kAnUnamAM to gusso mAtra akSattavya che." prazna : paNa sAmI vyakti ja ApaNA krodhane uzkeratI hoya to ? uttara : sAmo zuM kare che ? e jovA - vicAravAno ApaNane adhikAra 76 [ jelara | For Personal & Private Use Only

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nathI. Azaya A che ke vi.saM. 2038 nuM amAruM comAsuM pAlanapura hatuM. sva. pU. gurudeva zrI vijayabhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. saparivAra pAlanapura taraphanA vihAramAM hatA. vacce eka madhyamakakSAnuM zahera AvyuM. tyAM eka vayovRddha AcArya potAnA moTA ziSya parivAra sAthe rokAyelA hatA. avasthAnA kAraNe emanI paristhiti gaMbhIra hatI. sva.pU.gurudevazrI to nirdhAmaNA karAvavAmAM atyaMta nipuNa paNa kharA ne rasika paNa kharA. e vayovRddha sIriyasa mahAtmAnI samAdhi mATe daseka divasa tyAM rokAvAno nizcaya karIne rokAyA. tyAM vIsa AsapAsanI uMmaranA keTalAka yuvAna mahAtmAo hatA. gurudeva to zAsanane varelA. potAnA - parAyApaNAnI bhAvanAthI para. "A sAdhuo mArA ziSya bhale nathI. paNa mArA zAsananA to che. teo bhaNaze-gaNaze to mArA prabhunA zAsanane ajavALaze." AvI udAtta bhAvanAthI emane bhaNAvavAno nizcaya karyo. zAstronA rahasyo pAmavA mATe tarkazakti joIe. ne tarkazakti vikasAvavA mATe sAmAnyarIte nyAyadarzananA graMthonuM ApaNe tyAM adhyayana thAya che. paNa nyAyadarzananI prAthamika paribhASA ja evI kaThina ne magajanuM dahIM karanArI ke jethI vidyArthIo DarIne bhaNavAnuM ja choDI de. kadAca na choDe to paNa AgaLanA graMtho durgama banI jAya. pU. gurudevazrI to nyAyavizArada, vAyagraMthonuM punaH punaH UMDuM parizIlana karIne teozrIe eka graMtha racyo: 'nyAyabhUmikA." kAzI banArasanA diggaja paMDito paNa je graMtha joIne moMmAM AgaLa nAkhI gayA ke "seMkaDo varSomAM amArA paMDito je saraLatA nathI lAvI zakyA e tame lAvyA cho." gurudeve sAmethI e yuvAna mahAtmAone kahyuM ke mArA 8- 10 divasanA rokANa daramyAna tamane nyAyabhUmikA graMtha karAvI dauM, jethI AgaLanA graMtho saraLa banI jAya. zrI saMghamAM atyaMta labdhapratiSTha ne AvA moTA mahAtmA sAmethI kahe eTale nA to zI rIte paDAya? pATha zarU thayo. paNa A mahAtmAo jANe ke janmajAta verI na hoya ema zraddhA-bahumAnanA sthAne khUba vicitra lAge evuM dveSa prayukta vartana ja karyA karatAM. e joIne amArA mahAtmAo jarA samasamI jatA. ekadivasa phariyAda karI : gurudeva ! Apa to apramatta sAdhaka cho. "covIsa kalAkamAM chavvIsa kalAkanuM kAma rAkhavuM jethI eka minITa paNa vyartha na jAya" evo Apano siddhAMta. atyaMta TAITa zIDyulamAMthI paNa game te rIte samaya kADhIne ApazrI mahAtmAone bhaNAvI rahyA cho. paNa A mahAtmAone to kazI paDI nathI. uparathI ApazrInI mAnahAni thAya evuM vicitra vartana jelara For Personal & Private Use Only

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karyA kare che. to pATha baMdha karI done! ApaNe bhaNAvavAnI zI jarUra che? tyAre gurudeve e ziSyone je vAkya kahyuM te ApaNe sahue ApaNI dilanI DAyarImAM noMdhI levA jevuM che. teozrIe kahyuM ke : karmasattA jyAre lekhAjokhA karavA bese che tyAre koNe zuM karyuM? (kevuM vartana karyuM?) e nathI jotI.. paNa ApaNe zuM karyuM? e ja jue che. hA, A bahu samajavA jevuM che. karmasattA jyAre ApaNI phAIla kholIne bese che tyAre bIjAnI koInI phAIla kholatI nathI. karmasattA jANe ke kahe che : bIjAe zuM karyuM che ? e to jyAre enI phAIla kholIza tyAre joIza. hAla to tArI ja phAIla kholI che. ne emAM gusso jo vaMcAya che to kaDaka sajA karIza. kSamA jo vaMcAya che to bhavya InAma ApIza. guNasene agnizarmAno vAraMvAra krUra upahAsa karyo che. traNa - traNavAra pAraNuM cUkavyuM che. paNa karmasattA agnizarmAne jANe ke kahe che: guNasenanI phAIla to koIka kabATanA koIka khAnAmAM daTAyelI paDI haze. hAla to mArA hAthamAM tArI ja phAIla che. ne emAM to bhayaMkara krodha, vairanI tIvagAMTha, guNasenane bhavobhava mAravAnuM niyANuM. AvuM badhuM ja vaMcAya che. je ghora aparAdharUpa che. AnI sajArUpe tAre narakAdimAM anaMtakALa sudhI bhayaMkara yAtanAo veThavI ja paDaze. guNasene zuM karyuM che? e to enI phAIla jyAre hAthamAM laIza tyAre ja huM vAMcIza - vicArIza. sIdhI vAta che. jyAre naphA-nukazAnano hisAba mAMDavAno hoya che tyAre vepArI potAnA ja copaDA jue che. bAjuvALAe zuM naphA-nukazAna karyA che ke phalANA vepArIno copaDo zuM bole che? e thoDuM jue che? hospITalamAM bharatI thayelA dardIno rasa zemAM ? A DAbI bAjunA dardInI phAIla zuM kahe che? ne jamaNI bAjunA dardInI phAIla zuM kahe che? emAM ke mArI phAIla zuM kahe che? emAM? potAnI phAIla hAthamAM lIdhA pachI paNa tajajJa DaoNkTara paDozI dardInI phAIlanI carcA karyA kare to dardI akaLAI jAya che. ApaNI phAIlamAM paNa je pRSTha para ApaNA satkAryonI noMdha che e pRSThano naMbara Ave tyAre ja karmasattA bIjAnI phAIlamAM caMcUpAta kare ane ApaNA sonerI pRSThane najaraaMdAja kare to zuM e ApaNane pAlavaze ? eTale ja karmasattA to kahI rahI che ke jyAre jenI phAIla hAthamAM lIdhI tyAre e ja jovAnI. bIjAnI phAIlamAM jovAnuM ja nahIM." jelara For Personal & Private Use Only

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eTale ApaNe "eNe mane kevI gALo bhAMDelI, dilane ArapAra vIMdhI nAkhe evA kevAM marmabhedI vacano kahelAM, kevo kevo trAsa gujArelo, AvuM badhuM ApaNA bacAvamAM je kAMI kahIe eno kazo matalaba raheto nathI. karmasattA kahe cheH tuM bIjAnI phAIla khola ja nahIM. tArI ja phAIlanI vAta kara ke te zuM karyuM che?' ApaNe kedInA dRSTAMtanA pariprekSyamAM vicArIe to gALa ApanAro - mArapITa karanAro ke koIpaNa prakArano trAsa ApanAro. badhA karmasattAnI korTanA karmacArI jelara ja che. jelara korTanA hukama mujaba kedIne vividha sajA kare ke korTano oNrDara hoya to phAMsInA mAMcaDe laTakAvIne mArI paNa nAkhe. kedIne kyAMya paNa gusso karavAno adhikAra maLe kharo ? je kAMI sajA thAya, kedIne zAMtithI e sahana ja karI levAnI hoya che. dehAMtadaMDanI sajA thAya to paNa kedIne gusso karavAno paravAno korTa ApatI ja nathI. karmasattAnI korTanI paNa A ja rItarasama che. sajA nAnI hoya ke moTI hoya.. sajA e sajA ja che. tArA ja gunAnI sajA che. e zAMtithI bhogavI levI e ja tArI pharaja che. eTale nukazAna pAMca rUpiyAnuM hoya, pAMca lAkhanuM hoya ke pAMca abajanuM hoya. gusso karavAno adhikAra tane maLI jato nathI. thappaDa khAvI paDe, hAthapaga bhAMge ke prANa jAya. tArA krodhane karmasattA calAvI leze nahIM. mATe nakkI karavuM joIe ke mAre jo karmasattAnI korTa taraphathI vadhAre sajA na joItI hoya ne uparathI bhavya InAma joItA hoya to sahana karavAnA je kAMI prasaMgo upasthita thAya, mAre kSamA ja rAkhavAnI, krodha karavAno nahIM. eTale ke sahana karavAnA dareka prasaMgo kSamAnA ja avasara che, krodhanA nahIM. - ' divasamAM dasa nimitta maLe to dasevAra aMdarathI krodha ja UThe che, kSamAnuM saMgIta dilamAM ekavAra relAtuM nathI. krodha ekadama sAhajika lAge che. kSamA mATe ghaNo saMgharSa karavo paDe che. "havethI gusso karavo nahIM Avo dilathI saMkalpa karyo hovA chatAM prasaMga banavA para gusso AvI ja jAya che. saMkalpanuM to kyAMya surasurIyuM thaI jAya che. gussAnA nukazAno anekavAra anubhavyA hovA chatAM temaja upadezamAM paNa gusso kharAba-akartavya e vAta vAraMvAra samajAvAtI hovA chatAM dila gussAno pakSapAta choDI zakatuM nathI. ane "gussA vagara koI kAma ja thAya jelara For Personal & Private Use Only Verjamembrary.org

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nahIM. gusso na karIe to namAlA dekhAIe. gusso na karIe to badhA mAthe caDI bese." AvA badhA sUra cheDyA ja kare che. A ane AvI anya hakIkato dhvanita kare che ke anaMtabhUtakALamAM anaMtA prasaMgo banyA. jIva svarucithI gusso ja karyo che, kSamA kyAreya rAkhI nathI. ane tethI jIvanuM astitva jANe ke krodhamaya banI gayuM che. A ja kAraNa che ke vartamAnamAM paNa te te prasaMge aMdarathI to krodhanI ja preraNA maLe che, kSamAnI kyAreya nahIM have, krodhanA dAruNa vipAko samajAvA para jIvanA astitvane kSamAmaya banAvavAnI jo IcchA che, to krodhanAM nukazAno ane kSamAnA lAbhone jaNAvanAra upadeza vacanonuM vAraMvAra pArAyaNa jarUrI che ane sAthe sAthe evA prasaMgo paNa jANe ke jarUrI che. eka saMnyAsI krodhamAM to jANe ke durvAsAno avatAra, nimitta maLyuM nathI ne boIlara phATyuM nathI. potAnA krodhathI pote ja trAsI javA para himAlayamAM nirjana pradezamAM pahoMcI gayo. trIsa varasa tyAM rahyo. A dIrghakALa daramyAna kyAreya pote gusso karyo nathI. eTale have vAMdho nahIM Ave ema samajI pAcho lokanI vacamAM Avyo. yogAnuyoga kuMbhameLAnA divaso.. bhAre bhIDa. koIkano paga potAnA paga para paDyo. ne lAvArasa okAvAno cAlu. "AMdhaLo che, saMbhALIne cAlatA zuM thAya?' 30-30 varasa sudhI gusso na karyo hovA chatAM kSamA kema na keLavAI? e kAraNa vicArIzuM to jaNAze ke kSamAnI keLavaNIno avasara ja na maLyo e kAraNe. bahu ja prAraMbhika bAlyavayathI je bALakone cappala - bUTa vagara kyAMya mokalAtA nathI e bALakonA paga atyaMta sukomaLa banI jAya che. athaDAvuM - kUTAvuM - TIMcAvuM-karkaza - kaThora jamIna para ghasAvuM.. A badhuM ja bALakanA pagane majabUta karanAra hoya che. vidyArthI avasthAthI ja kekyuleTaranA panAre paDI gayeluM magaja 12417 jevA saraLa dAkhalAmAM paNa mUMjhavaNa anubhavaze, jyAre jUnA mANasanuM magaja AMkhanA palakArAmAM eno javAba ApI deze. eTale spaSTa che ke koyaDAbharelA prazno magajanI keLavaNI mATe hoya che. zarIra ane magaja (mana) aMgenA A ja niyamane AtmAaMge lAgu pADIne kudarata jIvane jANe ke kahI rahI che ke "alyA ! tuM kSamA keLavI zake e mATe to huM tane koIkanA dvArA gALa apAvuM chuM. koIkanA dvArA apamAna karAyuM ( jelara | For Personal & Private Use Only

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chuM ke thappaDa marAvuM chuM. tuM ja vicArane ke koI gALa ApanAra hoya ja nahIM. to kSamA keLavaze zI rIte ? mATe samajI rAkha ke gALa vagere kSamAnA avasaro che, krodhanA nahIM.' vaLI magajanI keLavaNI mATe pahelAM be ne be cAra thAya.. evA saraLa dAkhalA, pachI agharAM dAkhalA ne pachI uttarottara vadhu ne vadhu gUMcavADA bharelA dAkhalA ApavAmAM AvatA hoya che. ema thappaDa khAvA para kSamAno pratibhAva zIkhI gayelA AtmAne AgaLanA pATha bhaNAvavA mATe hAtha - paga bhAMgI jAya evA prahAra upasthita karAya che. e avasare paNa je AtmA kSamAno sAtha choDato nathI ene haju AgaLa vadhAravA mATe ja prANahara paristhiti nirmANa thAya che. ema samajavuM joIe. AvuM ja kramaza: pAMca hajAra, pAMca lAkha ke pAMca karoDanA nukazAna aMge samajavuM jarUrI che. eTale ja kudarata kahe che ke karoDonuM nukazAna ke prANaghAtaka ghA.. A badhuM ja kSamAnuM nimitta che, krodhanuM nahIM. ane tethI te te prasaMge je jIva krodha kare che ene kudarata sajA karyA vinA rahetI nathI ane je jIva kSamA dAkhave che ene kudarata satkAryA vinA rahetI nathI. nirNaya ApaNe karavAno che ke mAre kudarata taraphathI sajA joIe che ke satkAra ? kSamA keLavavA mATe anya eka vicAra A che ke gALa, apamAna ke Arthika nukazAna ApaNA bI.pI. sugara vagerene asara karI zakatA nathI, paNa e vakhate ApaNe karelo krodha ja hAyaparaTenzananA rogone AmaMtre che. ema bIjAe Apelo trAsa ApaNane narakAdi durgatimAM laI javA samartha nathI. paNa e vakhate ApaNe karelo krodha ja ApaNane narakano mahemAna banAvI de che. pAlake pAMcaso ziSyone yAMtrika ghANImAM pIlI nAkhyA. paNa ekene durgatimAM mokalI na zakyo, kAraNake koIe krodha karyo nahIM. apUrva samatA dAkhavI. khaMdhakasUrine paNa pIlyA. paNa teoe gusso karyo to durgatinA ravADe caDI gayA. A prasannacandrarAjarSi aMgenA zreNika mahArAjAnA praznano sarvajJa prabhu mahAvIra deve javAba ApyoH "sAtamI narake jaya." rAjarSine sAtamI narake koNa mokalI rahyuM che? maMtrIoe Acarelo vizvAsaghAta? ke maMtrIone duSTa mAnavAthI pedA thayelA krodhe kheleluM mAnasikatumula yuddha? prabhue bIjIvAra javAba Apyo: 'sarvArtha siddha vimAna; vAgI devanI duMdubhi tyAM, RSi pAmyA kevalajJAna. jelara ( jelara) For Personal & Private Use Only

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have sarvArthasiddhavimAna ke kevalajJAnanI prApti.. A pharaka zAnA kAraNe ? zuM maMtrIo sudharI gayA ? ke maMtrIone duSTa mAnavAnuM choDI pote samatAbhAvamAM AgaLa vadhyA.. eTale spaSTa ja che ke anyanuM game tevuM pratikULa vartana ApaNane eTaluM nukazAna pahoMcADI zakatuM nathI jeTaluM ApaNo krodha pahoMcADe che. sIdhI vAta che, gALa khAvI paDe e moTuM nukazAna ke narakagamana e moTuM nukazAna ? ema thappaDa khAvI, hAtha-paga bhAMgavA ke be pAMca karoDanI UThI javI e moTuM nukazAna ke narakagamana e moTuM nukazAna ? are, prANa jAya enA karatAM paNa . narakagamana e ja moTuM nukazAna che, kAraNake prANa chUTatI vakhate paNa samatA jo jALavI rAkhI to vadhAre jAhojalAlI sAthenA jAjaramAna prANa maLavAnA nizcita. che, paNa samatA gumAvIne jo naraka bhegA thaI gayA to pratikSaNa motanI jAlima vedanA, ne chatAM mota na thavAthI asaMkhyavAra mRtyuvedanA. eTale A ja vAta nizcita thAya che ke game te kakSAnuM pratikULavartana e mAtra mAMkaDano ja caTako che. ne e vakhate krodhano pratibhAva e uMdare bilADInI sahAya levA barAbara che. have eka bIjI mahattvanI vAta vicArIe. "koIe gALa ApI mATe gusso Avyo" vagere vAta paNa je vartamAnamAM zAMtino icchuka che ne bhaviSyamAM sukhano icchuka che tenI mATe sAcI nathI. eka sigArazokhIne pUrI thavA AvelI sigAreTane bUjhavyA vagara ja ghA karIne pheMkI dIdhI. saLagatI sigAreTa eka rUnA goDAunamAM paDI. jotajotAmAM rUe Aga pakaDI lIdhI. AkhuM goDAuna baLIne sApha, pacAsa lAkha rUpiyAnuM nukazAna thayuM. paNa mAlike A sigArazokhInanI harakata joyelI ne tethI enA para korTamAM kleIma karyo. pelA sigAravyasanIne AropInA kaTheDAmAM Ubho karavAmAM Avyo. prazno pUchAya che. 'tame e vakhate sigAreTa pItA pItA jaI rahyA hatA ?' hAjI !" chelle tame saLagatAM sUMThAno ghA karelo ?" hA, nAmadAra !' "e ThUMThuM rUnA goDAunamAM paDeluM ? 'hA, sAheba!" to tamAre A mAlikane thayela pacAsa lAkhanuM nukazAna bharapAI karI ApavuM paDaze, kAraNake tamArI saLagatI sigAreTanA kAraNe Aga lAgI hatI." 8 ) jelara. www.jainenbrary.org For Personal & Private Use Only

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nA, nAmadAra ! nA. mArI sigAreTanA kAraNe Aga lAgI e vAta sAcI nathI." jaja, sva-paranA vakIlo sahita AkhI korTa stabdha thaI gaI. "jo tArI sigAreTanA kAraNe Aga nathI lAgI, to zenA kAraNe lAgI che ?" nAmadAra ! Aga eTalA mATe lAgI ke eNe goDAunamAM rU bharyuM hatuM. jo eNe goDAunamAM lokhaMDano bhaMgAra bharyo hota to saLagatuM ThUMThuM zuM? saLagatuM lAkaDuM nAkhyuM hoya to paNa zuM Aga lAgata ?' - vAstavikatA to A ja che ke nathI ekalI cinagArIthI Aga lAgatI ke nathI ekalA peTrolathI Aga lAgatI. bannenA saMyoga thavA para ja Aga lAge che. ema, nathI ekalI gALa vagererUpa nimitta maLavAthI krodhanI Aga lAgatI ke nathI ekalA krodhI svabhAvavALA AtmA rUpa upAdAnanA kAraNe krodhanI Aga lAgatI. e banneno saMyoga thavA para ja krodha pedA thAya che. aMgAro levA AvelA yuvakane nA pADavA chatAM pharIthI mAgavA para bAvAjIe kahyuM : bhAI ! tamane saMbhaLAtuM nathI ? ekavAra to kahyuM ke Aga bUjhAI gaI che. chatAM yuvake pharIthI Aga mAgI. "khoTI jIda zAmATe pakaDo cho?" bAvAjIno avAja jarA moTo thayo. eTale yuvake pAchuM kahyuM : "bApajI! khoTuM zA mATe bolo cho? rAkha heThaLa dabAyelo agni cokhkho varatAya che." tuM to mavAlI lAge che. cokhkhuM kahyuM ke Aga nathI chatAM mAga mAga kare che." bAvAjIno roSa vadhI gayo. "mArI sagI AMkhe huM dhUmADo joI rahyo chuM. bApajI !nA zA mATe pADo cho ?" yuvake Ama kahevA para bAvAjIe cIpiyo UThAvyo. ne yuvaka sAme dhasyo. yuvake e ja svasthatAthI kahyuM : have to tamArI AganA taNakhAM paNa UDavA mAMDyA che. jo tamArI pAse Aga hoya ja nahIM, to e bane zI rIte ? . . aMdara Aga che eno artha ja upAdAna hAjara che. ane upAdAna hAjara che to eka nAnI cinagArI paNa bhaDako karI zake che. upAdAna hAjara rAkhavuM ane chatAM bhaDako na thAya e mATe, koI cinagArI ja na nAkhe AvI apekSA rAkhavI e kyAreya saphaLa na bananAra bAbata che, kAraNake emAM svAdhInatA nathI, ApaNA saMparkamAM AvanAra hajAro loko che. koNa ? kyAre ? kaI rIte ? kyAMthI ? cinagArI nAkhI de, zuM kahI zakAya ? badhAnA hAtha haMmeza mATe bAMdhI rAkhavA zakya che ja nahIM. vaLI ApaNI avaLacaMDAI, ApaNAM pUrvaka paNa sAmAne cinagArI nAkhavA uzkerI zake ema che. eTale koI cinagArI ja na (83) For Personal & Private Use Only

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nAkhe AvI apekSA e mUrkhatA che. je bhaDako nathI thavA devo to upAdAna ja dUra karI devuM joIe. eTale ke AtmAne ja evo banAvI devo ke jethI koI gALAgALI vagere game te kare, krodhanI Aga pedA thAya ja nahIM. are krodhanI Aga zuM, dilamAM zatrupratye paNa prIti ne karuNA ja vahyA kare. gorakhapurathI prakAzita thatAM hiMdI mAsika kalyANanA varSa 35 nA eka aMkamAM pRSTha 9para thI 955 para prakAzita thayela eka satya ghaTanAne A saMdarbhamAM jANIe. Azare cAlIsa varSa pUrvenI vAta che. hugalI jillAnA eka nAnA gAmanA purohitano putra rAmatanu kalakattA gayo. nokarInI sAthe bhaNatAM bhaNatAM ema.e. thayo. kramaza: baso rUpiyAnA mAsika pagAra sAthe eka sarakArI zALAnA AcArya banyo. e jamAnAmAM A pagAra ghaNo ja moTo kahevAto. emano ne emanA dharmapatnIno svabhAva ghaNo sAro hato. abhimAnanI chAMTa nahIM, koInuM bUruM karavAno vicAra suddhAM nahIM. uparathI badhAnuM bhaluM ja karavAnI bhAvanA ne eno zakya prayatna. tethI AkhA gAmamAM AdarapAtra, prItipAtra ne prazaMsApAtra banelA hatA. paNa temanA eka pADozI adharacaMdrane temanI A pragatithI ane pratiSThAthI bhAre IrSA thatI hatI. eTale vAre vAre te rAmatanune beAbaru karavA mATe kaMIka ne kaMIka khaTapaTa karyA karato. paNa jevI dRSTi evI sRSTi. rAmatanu bAbunI draSTimAM to maitrI ane karuNA ja bharelA hovAthI teo to badhAne mitra ja jotA hatA. adharacaMdra zatrutA AcarI rahyo che evI emane to kalpanA paNa nahotI. eka vakhata adharacaMdra eka duSTa yojanA ghaDI. be - traNa guMDAone taiyAra karyA. vaLI bahArathI koI eka kulaTA strIne bolAvI. "A strIe khoTI hohA karIne rAmatanu bAbu para kalaMka mUkavuM ane pachI e strIne bacAvavAnA nAme adharacaMdra ane guMDAoe emanA para tUTI paDavuM' evI yojanA banAvI. ane eka divasa e yojanAne amalamAM mUkI. baporanA samaye rAmatanuM bAbu bahArathI ghare AvI rahyA hatA. eka nAnI nirjana galImAM nakkI karelA sthAne pelI strI UbhelI hatI. jevA rAmatanuM tyAMthI nIkaLyA ke eNe bUmAbUma karI mUkI. "harAmakhora ! choDa - choDa, tuM brAhmaNa zikSaka thaIne AvI badamAzI kare che. mArI lAja lUMTavA icche che." bacAvo...bacAvo... mane koI bacAvo.' ATaluM bolatAM bolatAM to ekadama najIka AvI gaI. potAnAM vastro astavyasta karI nAkhyA.adharacaMdra paNa [jelara) For Personal & Private Use Only

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guMDAonI sAthe tyAM ja chUpAyelo hato. bahAra AvIne hohA karI mUkI, gALo bhAMDavA lAgyo ne rAmatanunI dholAI karavA lAgyo. guMDAo paNa tUTI paDyA. rAmatanu to bhAre AghAta sAthe DaghAI ja gayo. ene kAMI samaja ja na paDI ke A zuM thaI rahyuM che? zA mATe thaI rahyuM che? kolAhala sAMbhaLIne AsapAsanA gharavALAM bahAra doDI AvyA. sAruM evuM ToLuM bheguM thaI gayuM. lokone rAmatanunI sajjanatAno khyAla hato. ane enA pratye badhAne AdarabhAva hato, kAraNake lagabhaga badhA para eNe kAMI ne kAMI upakAra karelo hato. alabatta upakAra to adharacaMdra para paNa karelo ja hato. paDozI hovAnA nAte anekavAra sahAya karelI hatI. jyAre AkhA gAmamAM plega phelAyelo ne adharacaMdra paNa emAM sapaDAyelo tyAre adharacaMdranA kuMTuMbIo to "sahu svAratha ke hitakArI uktine sArthaka TheravatA hoya ema ene choDIne cAlyA gayelA. e vakhate rAmatanu bAbue ja potAnI parArtharasikatAne caritArtha karatAM hoya ema enI covIse kalAka sevA karelI, davA - dAru karelA ane ene bacAvI lIdhelo. parivArajano to e sAro thayA bAda pAchA AvelA. ane chatAM IrSyAkhora adharacaMdra Aje kRtaghna banI rAmatanune badanAma karavA mathI rahyo che. paNa kudarata to kudaratanuM kAma kare ja che. A badho tamAzo jovA chatAM lokone rAmatanuM nirdoSa ane sajjana bhAsyA ane adharacaMdra doSita ane durjana bhAsyo. eka jaNe to pelI strIne najadIkanA ekagAmanI AvArA strI tarIke oLakhI paNa kADhI. e AvA ja kAma mATe paMkAyelI hatI. guMDAone paNa lokoe oLakhI kADhyA. rAmatanune bacAvIne loko adharacaMdra para tathA guMDAo upara ginnAyA ane rItasaranA emanA para tUTI ja paDyA. paNa komaLahRdayanA rAmatanubAbu A sahI na zakyA. emaNe hAtha joDIne badhAne vinaMtI karI. khuda vacce paDyA. ane mAMDa mAMDa adharacaMdra vagerene bacAvyA. pelI AvArA strI to oLakhAI gaI tyArathI ja bhAgI gaI hatI. chatAM A badhuM joIne be mANaso jyAM polIsa cokI hatI te be mAIla dUranA gAmamAM khabara ApavA doDI gayA hatA. badhI vAta sAMbhaLIne phojadAre polIsonI sAthe ja tapAsa AdarIne adharacaMdra tathA guMDAone pakaDI lIdhA. sAkSI banavA sahu koI taiyAra hatA. pelI strIne paNa polIsa mokalIne pakaDI maMgAvavAmAM AvI. eNe to AvatAM ja potAno aparAdha svIkArI lIdho ane kahI dIdhuM ke adharacaMdra paMdara rUpiyA ApIne mArI pAse A kAma karAvyuM che. paNa mane jelara. TVVVVVV.Jamelibrary.org For Personal & Private Use Only

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khabara nahotI ke A badhA rAmatanubAbune mAraze.' adharacaMdranI to kApo to lohI na nIkaLe evI hAlata thaI. AMkhomAMthI azrudhArA vahevA lAgI. rAmatanu enA duHkhe duHkhI thaI gayA ane phojadArane AjIjI karavA lAgyA ke teo adharacaMdrane choDI de. phojadAre rAmatanubAbunuM gaurava jALavyuM. chatAM kaDaka thaIne kahyuM ke tame amArA kAmamAM dakhala na karazo. ame A badhAne raMge hAtha pakaDI pADyA che. emane sajA karavA mATe amArI pAse sAkSIo ane pUratA purAvA che. mATe A bAbatamAM tame kazuM bolazo nahIM." jyAre rAmatanue ghaNI vinaMtIo karI tyAre phojadAre kahyuM ke "ame hugalIthI tamArA ghAnA ane mAranA rIporTa mATe DaoNkaTarane bolAvyA che ane tame A gunegArone choDAvavA iccho cho ?" phojadAre Adara pUrvaka rAmatanubAbune emane ghare pahoMcADyA. sAthe eka polIsa mokalyo je DaoNkaTara AvavA para emano rIporTa laIne polIsathANe Ave. A bAju gAmanA ghaNAM loko rAmatanunA ghare bhegA thaI gayA hatA. ' gunegArone sajA thavI ja joIe" evo badhAno sUra hato. paNa rAmatanubAbunuM dila kaMIka juduM ja icchatuM hatuM. adharacaMdrane bacAvavAnI temanI prabaLI icchA hatI. temaNe lokone kahyuM : dareka potAnA svabhAva mujaba varte che. paNa duHkha to badhAne thAya ja che. mane je mAra paDyo che e kharuM jotAM mArA ja pUrvanA evA koI karmanuM phaLa che. mAruM karma duSTa na hota to adharacaMdranI zI tAkAta hatI ke e mane kAMI paNa karI zake. eTale A to mArAM ja karmonuM phaLa mane maLyuM che. adharacaMdra to mAtra nimitta banyo che. paNa enA kAraNe e ane eno parivAra kevo muzkelImAM mUkAI gayo che. mATe e dayA ane kSamAne pAtra che. eTale huM badhAne vinaMtI karuM chuM ke ApaNe phojadArane vinaMtI karIe ke A kesamAM teo AgaLa na vadhe. ne teo ApaNI vinaMtI na svIkAre to ApaNe evI vyavasthA karIe ke adharacaMdra viruddha koI sAkSI na bane. meM mAruM nivedana haju ApyuM nathI. huM jaNAvI daIza ke lapasI javAnA kAraNe mane A vAgyuM che. loko to A sAMbhaLIne daMga ja thaI gayA. koIka manomana rAmatanune abhinaMdatuM hatuM. koIka niMdatuM hatuM ke A rIte to gunAo vadhaze. paNa rAmatanubAbunI AMkhomAMthI to karuNAnA AMsu vahI rahyA hatA. gAmalokomAM ( jelara) For Personal & Private Use Only

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eka zrIharipada nAmanA samaju vRddha sajjana hatA. emaNe rAmatanubAbunI prazaMsA karIne emanI vAta gAmavAsIone samajAvavA prayAsa karyo. eTale gAmavAsIonuM dila paNa kaMIka badalAyuM. eTalAmAM DaoNkaTara AvI gayA. teo paNa rAmatanubAbunI sajjanatA jANatA hatA ne tethI emanA pratye Adara dharAvatA hatA. adharacaMdrane anukULa Ave evI ja rIporTa ApavA rAmatanubAbue samajAvyA. paNa emanA dimAgamAM e vAta besI nahIM. chatAM emaNe eTalI vAta svIkArI ke huM hamaNAM rIporTa lakhato nathI. jo phojadAra tamArI vAta svIkArI le to pachI mAre rIporTa lakhavAnI jarUra ja nahIM paDe. | DaoNkaTaranA gayA pachI rAmatanubAbu gAmanA cAra - pAMca mAnya vRddha puruSone laIne polIsathANAmAM gayA, badhI vAto samajAvI ane kesa calAvyA vagara ja badhAne choDI devA mATe khUba karagaryA. thANedAra para rAmatanubAbunI karuNAno ghaNo prabhAva paDyo. yogAnuyoga e divase polIsanA sarkala InspekTara pramathabAbu paNa tyAM AvelA hatA. temanA upara paNa rAmatanubAbunA AvA vilakSaNa vyavahAranI asara paDI. thANedAre temanI sAthe vicAraNA karI. adharacaMdra vageree A vAto sAMbhaLI ne emanA dilamAM sAco pazcAttApa pedA thayo. emanuM aMtara kharekhara pazcAttApathI nirmaLa banatuM jatuM hatuM. e avasare pramathabAbue cAra-pAMca sajjanone kahyuM - tame eka raMge hAtha pakaDAyela gunegArane bacAvavA dvArA gunAo vadhAravAmAM nimitta banI rahyA cho. AvA gunegArone jo jarApaNa sajA na thAya to to gunegAronI hiMmata vadhI jaze je badhA mATe jokhamakAraka che. A rAmatanubAbu to karuNA hRdaya dharAve che. teo kadAca A vAta na samajI zake - paNa tame badhA kema AvI vAtamAM emane sAtha ApavA AvyA cho ? AthI zrI haripada tathA rAmatanue pramathabAbune e samajAvavA koziza karI ke gunAo prema ane sahAnubhUtithI ghaTI zake, daMDathI nahIM. duHkhanA avasare niHsvArtha sevAthI ja aparAdhIonuM hRdaya parivartana thaI zake. vaLI ame evo nirNaya karyo che ke adharacaMdra vagerenI viruddha tamArI samakSa na koIe sAkSI banavuM na koIe purAvA ApavA. pachI tame zuM karI zakazo ? prathamathI ja prabhAvita pramathabAbu para Ano vizeSa prabhAva paDavA chatAM teoe thoDI karaDAkI dekhADI. "mane tamArA sahu pratye Adara che. tamArI kSamA ane udAratAnI huM kadara karuM chuM. paNa gunegArane A rIte ekAeka choDI daIne ame amArI || jelara | For Personal & Private Use Only

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pharaja cUkI zakIe nahIM. AmAM zuM thaI zake che ? te ame cakAsazuM. tamAre hamaNAM emane choDAvavA hoya to tamArAmAMthI koIke emanA jAmIna banavuM paDaze." A sAMbhaLyuM nathI ke rAmatanubAbu bolI UThyA : "sara ! tame kaho e jAmIna mucarakA huM ApI daIza." A sAMbhaLIne thANedAra ane InspekTara banenuM hRdaya paNa pIgaLI gayuM. chevaTe teo paNa mANasa to hatA ja. teoe adharacaMdrane kahyuM : A badhI vAto tame sAMbhaLI ? have tamAre zuM kahevuM che ? adharacaMdranI AMkhamAMthI to AMsu vahI ja rahyA hatA. rotA ane pujatA svare eNe kahyuM: nAmadAra ! huM zetAna chuM ne teo saMta - devone paNa pUjanIya mahAtmA. chatAM huM chUTavA nathI mAgato. mane AjIvana kALApANInI sajA karo to paNa e ochI che, evo bhayaMkara guno meM karyo che. tame korTamAM kesa karo. huM jAte ja mAro guno kabUlI laIza. pachI pramathabAbunA kahevAthI thANedAre badhAne choDI mUkyA. badhA kAgaLo paNa phADI nAkhyA. ne khuza thatAM thatAM badhA chUTA paDyA. pramathabAbu ane thANedAre rAmatanubAbunA caraNasparza karyo. AnuM nAma che, krodhanuM upAdAna ja dUra karI dIdhuM. AtmAne pANInuM TeMkara banAvI dIdho. have, "bIjAoe cinagArI nAkhavI nahI" evI apekSA jarUrI nahIM. peTrolanA TeMkarane cinagArIno Dara hoya. pANInA TeMkarane zuM Dara? e to cinagArIne paNa bujhavI deze- ThArI deze. caMDakauzika sarpe to prabhu tarapha mAtra cinagArI ja nahIM, bhaDabhaDatI Aga ja okI hatI. to paNa koI bhaDako na thayo. ane caMDakauzika khuda evo TharI gayo ke mahAnuM kSamAmUrti banI gayo. jarUra che peTrolanA TeMkarane pANInuM TeMkara banAvI devAnI. peTrola ja na rahyuM. IdhaNa ja nathI. pachI Aga kyAMthI? meghakumAranA jIva hAthIne enA paNa pUrvanA hAthIbhavanuM jAtismaraNa jJAna thayeluM che. jaMgalamAM UThelo bhayaMkara dAvAnaLa ne jaMgalanA pazuonuM lAcArapaNe emAM homAI javuM. badho ja citAra najara samakSa khaDo thaI gayo. have A bhavamAM A hAlAkI bhogavavI na paDe e mATe eNe eka surakSita sthAna nirmANa karavAno nizcaya karyo. cAre bAju bhayaMkara dAvAnaLa pragaTyo hoya to paNa enI koI ja asara nahIM, koI ja bhaDako nahIM. AvuM zakya to ja bane jo vivakSita sthAnamAMthI IdhaNa ja dUra karI nakhAya. jaMgalamAM to vRkSo ja moTuM IdhaNa che. eNe eka yojanAnA vistAramAMthI jelara omenulary.org For Personal & Private Use Only W

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vRkSone ukheDI ukheDIne bahAra pheMkI dIdhA. vizALa medAna banAvI dIdhuM. ne pachI paNa, eka taNakhaluM ya UgI nIkaLe to e sApha karI nAkhato. ane pachI jyAre pharIthI dAvAnaLa lAgyo. A medAnamAM hajAro pazuono AbAda bacAva thaI gayo. paNa peTrolanA TeMkaranuM pANInA TeMkaramAM rUpAMtaraNa thaI zake? hA, kema na thaI zake? mAtra kAnamAM vadhArAnA saMgItano praveza, niMdrAmAM khalela ne krodhano pAro evA AsamAne pahoMcyo ke zavyApAlakanA kAnamAM dhagadhagato sIsAno rasa nAkhI dIdho. AvA bhayaMkara durvAsAbAnDa krodhI svabhAva dharAvanArA AtmAe kSamAne evI AtmasAt karI ke kAnamAM taNa khIlA ThokAvA chatAM krodhanI eka rekhA paNa nirmANa na thaI. sAdhunA bhavamAM sAmAnya jvalanazIla IdhaNa jevo bALamuni para gusso hato. caMDakauzika RSinA bhavamAM jvalanazIlatA vadhI. AzramamAMthI phaLa toDe e badhAne khatama karI nAkhuM. ne dRSTiviSasarpanA bhavamAM to atijvalanazIla svabhAva banI gayo. je najare caDyo ene khatama karI nAkhuM. paNa pachI prabhuvIranI karuNAnA jaLane evuM jhIlyuM ke jvalanazIlatA khatama. svabhAva to jANe ThaMDogAra barapha lokoe paththaramAryA, daMDa phaTakAryA, jaMgalI kIDIoe zarIrane ArapAra vIMdhI nAkhyuM. paNa krodhano eka taNakho paNa jharato nathI. tiryaMcayonimAM rahela eka daSTiviSasarpa jo A hade peTrolane pANImAM pheravI zake to ApaNe kema nahIM? e kaI rIte pheravI zakAya e AgaLanA prakaraNamAM vicArIzuM. dostovaskIe tenA pustaka "DAyarI opha rAITara" mAM lakhyuM che ke bhaviSya zUnya ke aMdhakAramaya dekhAvAno anubhava ghaNo ja apamAnajanaka hoya che. je kudarate mArI AvI behAlI ane dhikkArajanya dazA karI che e kudaratane ja huM sajA karavA mAguM chuM. paraMtu kudaratano vinAza karavo mArAthI zakya nathI. tethI huM mAro nAza karuM chuM. jemane karmavijJAna" ke "mAruM je kAMI bagaDyuM che te mArAM ja pUrvakRtyonuM phaLa che, emAM bIjA koIno (kudaratano ke Izvarano paNa) hAtha nathI" AvuM tattvajJAna nathI maLyuM teone kevA asahya saMkalezano bhoga banavuM paDatuM hoya che! jelara | For Personal & Private Use Only

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peTrola-pANI eka makAnamAM Aga lAgI bhaDa bhaDa UThatI aganajvAlAo jANe ke , AkAzane AMbavA mathatI hatI. e makAnamAM be bhAIo rahetA hatA. e banne vacce carcA cAlI. moTobhAI nAnAbhAIne doSita TheravI rahyo che. teM phalANI, garabaDa karI, mATe Aga lAgI. nAno bhAI paNa kAMI gAMjyo jAya ema na hoto. "mArI zenI? tamArI ja bhUla che.' banne vacce carcA cAlI. paDozIo cillAya cheH "are! pahelAM Aga to bUjhavo. banne bhAIo nA pADe che. "nA, pahelAM nakkI thavA do konI bhUla che? pachI ja Aga bUjhavIzuM.' A banne bhAIone kevA kahIzuM? DAhyA ke pAgala? . AmAM prazna ja kyAM che? banne pAgala che, kAraNake bhUla nakkI thAya tyAM sudhImAM to baLIne badhuM sApha. pachI konI bhUla? e nakkI thayuM to ye zuM? ne na thayuM to ye zuM? A hakIkata e vAtanuM sUcana kare che ke Aga lAgI hoya tyAre paheluM kartavya "konI bhUla che?" e nakkI karavAnuM nahIM, paNa Aga bUjhavavI e che. jJAnIo kahe che ke jema eka makAnamAM Aga lAge che ema AtmAmAM paNa eka Aga pedA thAya che, krodhanI Aga. e jyAre lAge che tyAre paNa paheluM kartavya e Agane bUjhavI devI e ja hoya che, nahIM ke te mane gALa ApI, mATe mane gusso Avyo" vagere rUpe konI bhUla che eno nizcaya karavo e. pANI chAMTo to Aga bUjhAya. peTrola sIMco to Aga vadhAre uddIpta thAya. krodhanI Aga mATe paNa AvuM ja che. evuM kayuM pANI che je chAMTavAthI krodhanI Aga zAMta thaI jAya ? evuM kayuM peTrola che je krodhanI Agane vadhAre bhayaMkara banAve ? TUMkamAM krodhanI Aga mATe pANI zuM? ane peTrola zuM? sabhA : kSamA - samatA e pANI che. "nA, e to pariNAma che. krodha zAMta thaI javo e ja to kSamA-samatA che paNa evuM kayuM pANI chAMTIe to krodha zAMta thaI jAya?" potAnI bhUla jovI e krodhanI Aga mATe pANI che ne sAmAnI bhUla jovI e krodhanI Aga mATe peTrola che. vividha kSetranA agraNIonI eka mahattvanI mITiMga che. tamane paNa AmaMtraNa che. navA nakkora hAITa ane vhAITa kapaDAM paherIne tame javAnuM nakkI karyuM che. jarA moDuM thaI gayuM. dhaDAdhaDa taiyArI karavAnI che. tame nokarane jelara. www.jamembrary.org For Personal & Private Use Only

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kahyuM: "cAla, A rUmAla pAkITa-pena vagere penTamAM mUkI de.' eNe mUkyA. tame kapaDAM paherIne bahAra nIkaLo e pahelAM to khIsA pAse syAhIno moTo bhUro dhabbo joyo. nokare pena mUkelI paNa DhAMkaNuM phITa karavAnuM bhUlI gayelo. dhabbo joyo nathI ne tamAro pitto phATyo nathI. kacakacAvIne eka thappaDa nokaranA gAla para. "harAmakhora! DhAMkaNuM phITa karI detAM zuM thAya?' bIjI vakhata AvA ja prasaMge tame ja pena khIsAmAM mUkelI. paNa DhAMkaNuM phITa karavAnuM bhUlI gayelA. pachI bhUro dhabbo paDatAM zIvAra? tame e joyo. tarata ja pUrvavat pitto phATaze ne? tamArI potAnI jAtane kacakacAvIne eka thappaDa saplAya karazo ne? kema nahIM ? kAraNake evo gusso ja nathI Avyo. kema nathI Avyo? kAraNake potAnI ja bhUla joyelI che. tame eka mahinA mATe yAtrA pravAse hatA. bhAgIdAre koIka sodo karyo ne eka lAkha rUpiyAnuM nukazAna thaI gayuM. yAtrA pravAsethI pAchA pharavA para tamane jANa thaI. "A rIte dhaMdho thato haze? mane pUchyuM kema nahIM? huM bahAragAma hato to rAha jotAM zuM thAya? Aje lAkhanuM nukasAna thayuM. kAle pAMcalAkhanuM thaze. pachI to devALuM ja kADhavAno avasara Ave ne!" kevo dhamadhamATa thaI jAya che? ne AnAthI viparIta. bhAgIdAra hAjara nathI, tame sodo karyo. lAkhanuM nukazAna thayuM. bhAgIdAra dhamadhamATa karI rahyo che ne tame- "ATalo akaLAI kema jAya che? dhaMdho che. kyAreka nukazAna paNa thAya. enA para jhagaDo karavAnA badale bIjA sodA para dhyAna ApIe to nukasAna rIkavara paNa thaI jAya.' bIjAnI bhUla joIne ApaNA vANI vyavahAra kevA pravarte? ane potAnI bhUla jovAmAM Ave to kevA pravarte? rajAnA divase gharanA AMgaNAmAM khurazI nAkhIne bApa ne dIkaro bane chApuM vAMcI rahyA hatA. rasoDAmAMthI acAnaka kAcanI baraNI paDavAno ne phUTavAno avAja Avyo. bApe dIkarAne kahyuM : jarA aMdara jaIne jo to konA hAthe baraNI phUTI? putre aMdara gayA vinA ja kahI dIdhuM. "bAnA hAthe." beTA ! joyA vagara tuM e zAnA parathI kahe che?' pitAjI! baraNI phUTyA pachI bIjo koI avAja Avyo nathI, enA parathI kahuM chuM." jIvanamAM banatI AvI rojiMdI ghaTanAothI e spaSTa che ke jIva jyAre potAnI bhUla jue che tyAre krodhanI Aga UThI zakatI nathI ne enA badale jo jelara www.jamendrary.org For Personal & Private Use Only

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e sAmAnI bhUla jovAnuM cAlu karI de che to e krodhanI agana jvAlAothI bacI zakato nathI ja. A badhI bAbatomAM ApaNA mATe to agnizarmA e ja liTamasapepara. prathama pAraNuM thayuM nathI. agnizarmA tapovanamAM pahoMcyo che. tApasone khyAla AvI gayo che ke mAsakSamaNanuM pAraNuM thayuM nathI. badhA vyathita thayA che. keTalAkane to guNasena pratye roSa - rIsa paNa AvyA che. tyAre teone agnizarmA kahe che. sevanuyapUyasa, viM mana sAhAre ti (gurujanano pUjaka evo te guNasena svastha raho. mArA AhAranI (pAraNAnI) ciMtAthI saryuM. arthAt pAraNuM nathI thayuM to paNa mane zuM phera paDe che?) pachI guNasena AzramamAM pahoMcyo che. kulapatine pAraNuM cUkavyAnI vAta karavAmAM khUba Darato hato. tyAre kulapati guNasenane kahe che. vatsa ! savyasa nApIyUmo rajUro tavanipaje to A taM papha Mtti ?(vatsa! tapasvIjana to badhAnI mA jevo hoya che. pachI tene ' (mAtAne) vAta karavAmAM zarama-saMkoca zuM?). bIjIvAranA pAraNe agnizarmA guNasenanA rAjamahele pahoMcyo che paNa koI AvakAratuM nathI - bolAvatuM nathI. thoDI pratIkSA karIne vagara pAraNe ja pAcho pharI rahyo che. e daramyAna ja guNasenane pAraNuM yAda AvyuM che ne hAMphaLophAMphaLo thaI Azrama tarapha rItasara doTa ja mUkI che. rastAmAM ja agniza maLI gayo. eTale ene pAchA pharIne pAraNAno lAbha ApavAnI vinaMtI kare che e vakhate agnizarmAnA bola cheH saccapanA 3 taLio dakti, nitrilesa ya nAmAnAmenuM tapasvIo satyapratijJa hoya che, eTale ke (tapasvIo pratijJAnuM aNIzuddha pAlana karanArA hoya che, emAM chUTachATa letA nathI, mATe mAre have pAraNAmATe pharIthI na avAya.) ane tapasvIo pAraNuM thAya ke na thAya emAM samAnacittavALA hoya che. (eTale ke pAraNuM na thavA chatAM mane kazo pharaka paDyo nathI. huM to eTalo ja svastha chuM. AnaMdamAM chuM.) paNa jyAre trIjuM pAraNuM paNa cUkAI gayuM. zrI haribhadrasUri mahArAjanA zabdo joIe. sthAMiya nAvo samAviyapa2sthipatti cAritro kasAehiM, avagayA se paraloyavAsaNA, paNaTThA dhammasaddhA, samAgayA syldukkhtruubiiymUgA merI, gAya pIDAnI tIvavumuvaNI artha A daramyAna, ajJAnanA kAraNe ane pAramArthika mArgane bhAvita karyo na hovAthI e kaSAyagrasta thaI gayo, enI paraloka sudhArI levAnI tAlAvelI naSTa thaI gaI, dharmazraddhA khatama jelara. For Personal & Private Use Only

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thaI, badhA ja duHkhorUpI vRkSanA bIjabhUta amaitrI zatrutA pedA thaI gaI. ane dehane pIDA karanArI tIvra bubhakSA jAgI. kulapatie Apela karmavijJAnane e bhUlI gayo. tethI ajJAnagrasta banyo che. tathA "traNa-traNa vAra pAraNuM cUkAya ne enA kAraNe pote bhUkha vagere duHkha khUba ja veThavuM paDe che e badhA mULa karmasattAnA kArastAna che, guNasenanA nahIM. guNasena to mAtra jelara che." AvI vicAradhArA e paramArtha che. AvI vicAradhArAnA prabhAve samatAbhAvane jALavI rAkhavo e AtmakalyANano ne ujjavaLa paralokano pAramArthika mArga che. A mArganI bhAvitatA ochI paDI. eTale guNasenane ja doSita mAnavAnuM cAlu thayuM. bIjAnI bhUla joI eTale tarata krodhanI Aga prajvalI UThI. krodhAviSTa thayo eTale paralokadaSTi ane dharmazraddhA badhuM ja khatama.. sarva duHkhonA mULabhUta zatrutAe manano kabbo laI lIdho. liTamasa TesTano rIrpoTa spaSTa che. bevAra pAraNuM cUkAyuM tyAM sudhI svabhUla darzana hatuM. ane mana keTaluM badhuM svastha prasanna nirmaLa hatuM. paNa trIjIvAra pAraNuM cUkAyA para guNasenanI bhUla jovAnuM karyuM. krodhanI Aga phelAI gaI. e AgamAM mananI zAMti-svasthatA prasannatA suMdaratA vagere badhuM ja homAI gayuM. ne azAMti-krUratA-vairabhAvanI kALAze manane kaluSita karI dIdhuM. mahAsatI sItAnI kukSimAM lava-kuzanA puNyazALI jIvo garbha tarIke vikasI rahyA che. enA prabhAve "amAripravartana karAvuM, prabhubhaktinA mahotsavo karAvuM. supAtradAna ApuM, tIrthayAtrA karuM' vagere dohilA utpanna thayA che. tIrtha yAtrA sivAyanA bAkInA to rAmacandrajIe pUrA karI dIdhA che. ne e daramyAna lokoe kalaMka mUkyuM che. "dIrghakALa sudhI rAvaNane tyAM rahelA satAjInuM satItva niSkalaMka zI rIte hoya zake?" AvI vAtane phelAtA vAra zI? TheTha rAmacandrajI sudhI pahoMcI. ane temaNe sItAjIno tyAga karavAno nirNaya karyo. senApati katAMtavadanane vAta samajAvI dIdhI. - senApati ratha taiyAra karIne sItAjI pAse. "devI! Apane tIrthayAtrA karavAnI che ne! padhAro, ratha taiyAra che.' sItAjInA manamAM to koI zaMkA nathI. rathArUDha thaI gayA. senApatie haMkArIne bharajaMgalanI vacamAM Ubho rAkhyo. 'bhAI! ahIM kema? ahIM to koI tIrtha nathI." senApatinI AMkhamAM AMsu. badhI vAta karI. nibiDa nirjana jaMgala. cAre bAju hiMsaka-jaMgalI pazuonI 2 [ jelara , For Personal & Private Use Only w ww.jamemulary.org

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garjanAo, jherIlA sarponA saLavaLATa. eka rAta paNa hemakhema pasAra thaze ke kema? bahu moTo prazna. AvA bhayaMkara jaMgalamAM sagarbhAvasthAmAM sItAjI ekalA aTUlA tyajAI rahayA che. koNe kone AzvAsana ApavAnuM hoya? senApatie sItAne ke sItAjIe senApatine? juo svabhUladarzanano camatkAra. haju paNa roI rahelA senApatine sItAjI svastha karI rahyA che - bhAI! tuM zA mATe rue? AmAM tAro koI vAMka nathI. tuM to ciThThIno cAkara. svAmInI AjJAnuM pAlana karavuM e tAruM paNa kartavya che ne mAruM paNa. to svAmIno paNa zuM vAMka ? je prajA para zAsana karavAnuM che ene saMtoSa ApavAnuM kartavya ja teo to bajAvI rahyA che. ne prajAno paNa zuM vAMka? karmasattA ja emane AvI mAnyatA mATe majabUra karI rahI che. nahIMtara to A ja prajAe mane jagadaMbA - mahAsatI - sItAmaiyA mAnIne e rIte mArA nAmano jayajayakAra karyo hato. pAchA pharatI vakhate senApati sItAjIne kahe che. svAmIne kAMI saMdeza kahevo che? tyAre paNa "A tamAro kevo nyAya? eka ja pakSanI vAta sAMbhaLIne sajA pharamAvI dIdhI? mane paNa pUchavuM hatuM. vaLI eka sAmAnya mAnavI paNa, patnIno tyAga karavo hoya to paNa enA piyaramAM ene mUke. tame to moTA rAjA rahyA te bharajaMgalamAM ekalI choDI do cho. dhanya che tamAruM aucitya!' Avo koI ja kaTAkSa ke Akroza nahIM. ATalI badhI svasthatA - zAMti kyAMthI AvatI haze? kaho svabhUladarzanamAMthI. svabhUla jonArane "mArI ja bhUla che ne mAre bhogavavAnI che A vicAra pIDA veThI levAnI mAnasika taiyArI UbhI kare che. enuM e ja kaSTa mAnasika taiyArI hoya tyAre sahevuM saraLa lAge che. aMtara bAra ki.mI. nuM kahyuM hoya ne paMdara ki.mI. nIkaLe to chellA traNa ki.mI. cAlatAM trAsa-trAsa anubhavanArane paNa jo pahelethI paMdara ki.mI. ja kahyA hoya to e aMtara sahajatAthI kapAI jAya che. kema? kAraNake pahelethI paMdara ki.mI. cAlavAnI mAnasika taiyArI che. eTale svabhUla jonArane mAnasika taiyArI hovAthI pIDA sahevI saraLa lAge che ane tethI svasthatA TakI rahe che. bIjAnI bhUla jonArane "enI bhUlanI sajA huM zAno bhogavuM?" AvI vicAradhArA rahevAthI pIDA veThavAnI mAnasika taiyArI to UbhI thatI nathI, paNa uparathI pIDAne TALavAnuM-pIDAno pratikAra karavAnuM ja mAnasikavalaNa For Personal & Private Use Only jelara Jay org

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ghaDAya che. te chatAM pIDA TALI zakAtI nathI. tyAre pIDA TALavAnI potAnI icchA kacaDAtI dekhAvAthI eno ahaMkAra paNa ghavAya che. potAnI jAta lAcAra anubhavAya che. A badhA paribaLo paNa enI e ja pIDAne atyaMta asahya hovI pratIti karAve che. potAnuM kAma paNa TALavA mathatI jeThANIne derANInuM kAma paNa karavAnI pharaja paDAya to e kevI asahya lAge che? asahya pIDA veThavAnI nobata Ave eTale asvasthatA-akaLAmaNa anubhavAya ja. potAnI herAnagatinA mULa tarIke bIjAne jonArane e bIjo "zatru" tarIke ja bhAsavAno. zatru taraphathI AvatI pIDAne veThavA to koNa taiyAra thAya? ne chatAM e veThavI paDe che, eTale jIva Akula-vyAkuLa thaI jAya che. vaLI e bIjA pratye zatrutA - badalo levAnI vRtti vagerenI tIvra tAlAvelI che. ne tethI jyAM sudhI badalo levAto nathI tyAM sudhI manane cena na paDavAthI paNa mana azAMta-azAMta rahyA kare che. vaLI, potAnI bhUla to bhUtakALa banI gaI che. have emAM ghaTADo zakya nathI. ne tethI enI sajArUpe jeTaluM paNa bhogavavAnuM Ave ene ghaTADavAnuM potAnA hAthamAM nathI evo mAnasika svIkAra hovAthI paNa ene veThI levAnI mAnasika taiyArI ghaDAya che. paNa je potAnI herAnagatinA mULa tarIke bIjAne jue che, ene to e bIjAnI vicitra zabdo-vicitra vartana vagere rUpa vartamAna kAravAhI ja potAnA duHkhanuM mULa bhAse che. ne tethI e karavAhI aTake-ghaTe to potAnuM duHkha aTake-ghaTe evI zakyatA jaNAvAthI e kAravAhI aTakAvavA ghaTADavAnI IcchA jAge che ne e mATenA prayatna paNa cAlu thAya che. ne chatAM sAmI vyakti potAnI kAravAhI baMdha karatI nathI ne potAnuM duHkha aTakatuM nathI. A paristhiti asahya lAge che. sAmI vyakti vadhAre duSTa lAge che. potAno ahaMkAra chaMcheDAya che. duHkha ghaTADavAnuM ja lakSya-mAnasika valaNa hovAthI, e ghaTavAnA badale jemajema laMbAtuM jAya che tema tema e vadhu ne vadhu asahya lAgatuM jAya che. A badhA kAraNe paNa mana kSubdha rahe che. sItAjI to svakarmono ja doSa jonArA hatA. eTale ekadama zAMta ne svastha hatA. rAmacandrajI pratye paNa koI roSa ke rIsa hatA nahIM.(svakarmadoSa jovAno A vartamAna lAbha paNa zuM ocho bhavya che ke jethI enA bhoge ApaNe anyane doSita jovAnI mUrkhatA karIe?) khUba ja bhavya saMdeza rAmacandrajIne pAThave che- "svAminAtha lokonI vAta sAMbhaLIne mAro tyAga karo cho, vAMdho nahIM. Apane savAyI sItA maLI zakaze, ne Apano mokSa kAMI aTakavAno ( jelara) For Personal & Private Use Only Whemendary.org

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niyama nathI. paNa A to loka che. kAle UThIne jene dharmanI paNa niMdA kare to paNa eno tyAga karazo nahIM, kAraNake enAthI savAyo to nahIM, ene samakakSa dharma paNa bIjo koI Apane maLaze nahIM. ne ene choDavAthI Apano mokSa , cokkasa aTakI jaze." kevA bhavya bola. na koI phariyAda, na koI kaTAkSa, na koI AkrozabharyA vacano. zuM AvI mananI svasthatA ApaNane nathI joItI? amadAvAdamAM zAhapura cUnArAnA khAMce moMghIbahena rahe. bApajI mahArAja pratye khUba ja zraddhA. emane vaMdana karIne pachI ja kAMIpaNa khAvAnuM. varSItapanuM besaNuM karavA besI gayA hoya to paDadAmAMthI bApajI ma. hAtha bahAra kADhe moMghIbahena e hAthane vaMdana kare. karmasaMyoge lagna eka sthAnakavAsI yuvaka sAthe thayA. pachI borIvalI rahevA AvavAnuM thayuM. patine dharmanI bhAre elarjI eTale prabhudarzana-sAmAyika-svAdhyAya vagere kAMIpaNa kare to khUba gusse bharAI jAya. mAra mAre. tethI patinI gerahAjarImAM ja badhuM kare. cha karmagrI-kamapayaDI sudhIno abhyAsa karelo. bIjAne paNa bhaNAve. eka di bapore 1.00 vAgye kamapayaDInI prata vAMcI rahyA hatA. acAnaka chokarAo AvIne "kAkI! kAkA AvyA... kAkA AvyA." cetavyA. anavasare AvelA jANI cAraso pAnAMnI prata phaTAphaTa pothImAM bAMdhI abharAI para mUkI. paNa pati joI gayA. patino krodha AsamAne. bAraNuM baMdha karyuM. huM ghadhe jAuM ne tuM ahIM A dhaMdho mAMDe che! Dhora mAra mAravAno cAlu. pAcho Akroza, bephAma zabdo dharma pratyeno bhabhUkato roSa. ne pAcho mAra.. bahArathI chokarAo bAraNAM pachADe bAraNuM kholo, nahIMtara toDI nAkhIzuM.' paNa na kholyuM. moMghIbahena to manamAM arihaMtanI dhUna, gurudevanuM zaraNa. patine duSTa jovAnA ja nahotA. mArA karmo ja duSTa che. ne tethI nathI koI phariyAda, nathI koI roSa ke nathI koI rIsa. pAcho Akroza, pAcho mAra.. patinA krodhanuM A tAMDava kalAka karatAM paNa vadhu cAlyuM. pachI pati pAchA ophIse. paNa jatI vakhate e pothIne pANInA TAMkAmAM nAkhI dIdhI. - aDozI-paDozI gharamAM AvyA. paNa moMghIbahena to eTalA ja zAMta ane eTalA ja svastha. jANe ke mAtra TapalIo ja na mArI hoya! pANInA TAMkAmAM joyuM to pothInuM kapaDuM bhInuM thayuM nahotuM. patinA mUDhamAranI AvI prasAdI to keTalIya - garIba bole to TapalAM paDe, dhanI bole to tALIyo paDe. jelara. www.jaineibrary.org For Personal & Private Use Only

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vAra cAkhelI. ne chatAM pAchaLI uMmaramAM patine kensara thavA para khUba ja sevA karI. eka di patie kahyuM: "huM tane patnI kahuM? mAtA kahuM? devI kahuM? bhagavatI kahuM? meM tane duHkha ApavAmAM kazuM bAkI rAkhyuM nathI. ane teM mane phariyAda to kyAreya karI ja nathI. paNa haMmezA sukha ja ApyuM che. have mRtyunA kinAre tArI prasannatA mATe zuM karuM? jo kharekhara prasanna thayA ho to ApaNI cAlImAM cothA naMbaranI rUmanA bhAI sAthe tamAre aNabanAva che, ene mAphI ApI do. micchAmi dukkaDaM kahI svakarmadoSa jonAra kevA zAMta-svastha rahI zake che ne avasare, herAnagati karanArane paNa karuNA bhInA dile kevI kalyANakara vAta cIMdhI zake che, eno A moMghIbahena e sacoTa dAkhalo nathI? ane svakarmadoSa jonAra mATe AmAM acarija jevuM paNa anubhavAtuM hotuM nathI. AnuM kAraNa spaSTa che. sAmI vyaktinA anukULa vartanane e upakAra tarIke joI prIti-maitrI vikasAvI zake che. ane pratikULa vartanane to mAtra svakarmanA pariNAmarUpe jovAthI zatrutA to rUMvADAmAMya pharakI zakatI nathI. eTale ene AsapAsamAM badhA mitro ja dekhAya che, zatru koI dekhAto ja nathI. pachI manamAM UcATa, bhaya, ciMtA vagere enI pAse pharake ja zI rIte? "AsapAsamAM badhA mitro ja mitro che, koI zatru nahI" A kalpanA ja keTalI AslAdaka che. anyanA vicitra vartanamAM zatrutA joyA karanArA khuda ja herAna thayA karatA hoya che. ne svakarmadoSa jonAra bilakula svastha-zAMta rahetA hoya che. thoDAM varSo pUrve AgrAnA eka parivAramAM banelI ghaTanA - eka vidhavA mAe mahenata - majurI karIne potAnA banne dIkarAone bhaNAvyA - gaNAvyA ne beMkamAM sArI nokarIe lagADyA. banneno paryApta pagAra hato. jIvananirvAhanI ciMtA rahI nahIM. have e vidhavA mAne eka ja hoMza hatI. banne dIkarAone koIka zrImaMta zreSThInI putrIo sAthe paraNAvIza jethI sAruM daheja lAve to have sArA sukhamAM divaso vIte. dIkarAo guNiyala hatA. vinIta hatA. sArI rIte seTa thayelA hatA ne sIdhI lAInanA hatA eTale A hoMza pUrI thavI azakya na hotI. potAnI kalpanA mujaba ja mAe moTA dIkarAnA sagapaNa eka sukhIgharanI kanyA sAthe karyA. e eka lAkha rUpiyA dahejamAM lAvaze evI goThavaNa thayelI. mAe bhAre hADamArI bhareluM jIvana jIveluM. hAthamAM kyAreya cAra-pAMca jelara. For Personal & Private Use Only

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hajAra rUpiyA paNa joyelA nahIM. ne "eka sAthe lAkha rUpiyA Avaze? A kalpanA ja eTalI badhI sukhada hatI ke mA vAraMvAra sonerI svapna sRSTimAM sarI paDatI. paNa sva. pUjyapAda gurudeva zrI bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. je zabdomAM saMsArane varNavatA e "dhAreluM na thAya ane nahIM dhAreluM ghaNuM ghaNuM thAya enuM nAma saMsAra.." A zabdo sAkSAt thayA. lagna pUrve ja kanyAnA pitAne tyAM reDa paDI. dhaMdhAmAM paNa khoTa AvI. mUDI jANe ke taLiyAjhATaka jevI thaI gaI. nizcita muhUrta dIkarInA lagna to karAvyA, paNa daheja ApI na zakyA. mAnA badhA ja svapna cUra cUra thaI gayA. baMdhAyelI apekSA tUTI gaI. ' paNa bIjuM to kAMI thaI zake ema na hotuM. vahuno gharamAM to praveza thayo. paNa mAnA dilamAM praveza na thayo. tyAM to vahu pratye aNagamo - eka chUpo tiraskAra pravezI gayo. alabat vahu khUba saMskArI che, zAMta che, suzIla che. sAsune dilathI cAhe che ne sagI dIkarI karatAM vadhAre sevA kare che. gharakAmamAM paNa hoMzilI che. kuzaLa che. koIpaNa vyaktinA dilane jItavA mATenI DhagalAbaMdha yogyatAo hovA chatAM e vahu mAnuM dila jItI na zakI, kAraNake mAne A saMskAritA vagere kAMI dekhAtuM nathI. sArA dahejanI tUTI gayelI sva-apekSA ja dekhAyA kare che. mATe jJAnI puruSo ApaNane kahe che. koI apekSA rAkho nahIM, kAraNake ekAda apekSA paNa tUTaze to anya aneka bAbatonuM sArApaNuM najaramAM nahIM Ave. ane tethI e sArApaNAMno na koI AnaMda anubhavI zakAze ke na e sAruM karanAra vyakti pratye prIti nirmANa thaI zakaze . thoDA vakhata bAda nAnA putranA sagapaNa - lagna karyA. enI vahu dahejamAM doDhalAkha rUpiyA lAvI. mAnI apekSA pUrI thaI. ne eTalA mAtrathI e mAne vahAlI thaI gaI. pariNAma? mA taraphathI pakSapAtabharyo vyavahAra cAlu thayo. savArathI sAMja sudhI gharanuM vetaruM moTI vahue karavAnuM. e jarA ADI paDe to "alI! kema sUtI cho? A vAsaNa mAMjI kADha.' enI sakhIo AvI hoya, haju pAMceka minITa paNa mAMDa thaI hoya, ne sakhIonI hAjarImAM ja haDahaDatuM apamAna thaI jAya evA kaDavA veNa nIkaLatAM - "have bahenapaNIone vidAya karo. emane kazuM kAma lAgatuM nathI te hAlI nIkaLe che. gappAM ja mAryA karazo to rasoI koNa karaze?" ane nAnI vahu! e to doDhalAkha laIne AvI che ne ! mAe ene 98 jelara | elbrary.org For Personal & Private Use Only

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rANI banAvI dIdhI. cAranI vacamAM vaTa paDe evA moTAInA - gauravanA kAma ja eNe karavAnA. bahAra koI sArA prasaMgamAM javAnuM hoya, be jaNAne jamavAnuM AmaMtraNa hoya to nAnA putra-putravadhUno ja naMbara lAge. nAnInA piyarIyAnI umaLakAbhera sarabharA thAya. moTInA to mAthe paDyA hoya evo vyavahAra. AkhI duniyAne naryo pakSapAta dekhAya evuM vAtAvaraNa nirmANa thaI gayuM. paNa moTI vahu saMskArI che. karmavijJAnanI jANakAra to che ja, jIvanAra paNa che. je kAMI ochuM vaDuM thAya che e badhAnuM doSAroSaNa karmanA mAthe. sAsunA mAthe kazuM nahIM. eTale sAsupratye dilamAM bhakti che. ne tethI sAsu vetarAM jevAM kAma soMpe to paNa ochuM AvatuM nathI. AnaMdaghanajInI "mana sAdhyuM eNe saghaLuM sAdhu vAta soTacanA sonA jevI puravAra thAya che ne! moTI putravadhUnI sAthe sAthe ghaNIvAra moTA putranI paNa upekSA sAthe joDAyelI hoya ema cAlu thaI. be putro vacce paNa pakSapAtanuM valaNa zaru thayuM. moTA dIkarAnI najaramAM A taphAvata AvavA lAgyo. eNe kAMI karmavijJAnane pacAvyuM nathI ke jethI AvA pakSapAtane sAMkhI zake. ne pariNAma? azAMtievaiSe enA manano kabbo levA mAMDyo. mAtA pratyenA bhakti-vinaya to kyAMya chU thaI gayA. vaLI patnIne anyAya to rojiMdI ghaTanA hatI. moTo e joIne akaLAI jato tyAre A moTIvahu ene zAMta pADavA prayAsa karatI. putra mAno vAMka kADhato tyAre A vahu potAno vAMka kADhatI. ne pachI A aMge banne vacce carcA cAlatI. putraH tuM to mAno paDato bola jhIle che, pachI tAro zuM vAMka ? putravadhU mArA karmo vAMkA e ja mAro vAMka. putra: e zI rIte? putravadhU mArA karmo vAMkA na hoya to pitAjI vAtamujaba lAkha rUpiyA ApI ja zakyA hota ne e ApyA hota to mAne huM paNa vahAlI ja hota. putra : ThIka che, paNa mA to mane paNa anyAya kare che. mAro zuM vAMka? putravadhUH tamArAM paNa karmo ja vAMkAM! putra: mArA karmo zuM vAMka? putravadhU : jo vAMkAM na hota to, lAkha zuM, savAlAkhanuM daheja lAvanArI patnI tamane na maLata? 99 jelara ensdary.org Wo

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paNa, dimAgamAM besatI evI paNa patnInI vAtane pati dilamAM besADI na zakyo ane tethI enA nasIbamAM to saMkleza-azAMti ja lakhAyelA rahyA. evAmAM eka divasa bahArathI kyAMkathI thoDI miThAIo AvI. mAe sArI sArI miThAI nAnA dIkarA-vahune ApavA mAMDI, sAdI moTIne. moTA dIkarAthI A na sahevAyuM. e bolI UThyo: "mA! Avo pakSapAta huM ghaNA vakhatathI jouM chuM. jo tAre AvuM ja karavuM hoya to ame judA thaI jaIe." A sAMbhaLIne moTI vahu kahe che: arara! A zuM bolyA? je mAe nava-nava mahinA peTamAM rAkhyA, moTA karyA, bhaNAvyA-gaNAvyA ne saMskAra ApyA, enAthI chUTA paDavAnI vAta? . Avo vicAra paNa nA karAya. patnInI A vAta sAMbhaLIne pati vicAramAM caDhI gayo. rItasara majurI lAge eTale evuM kAma karyA pachI paNa patnIne mAnI prazaMsA to nahIM, paNa kaMIka ne kaMIka Akroza ja veThavo paDato. jyAre nAnI vahu rANInI jema rahevA chatAM mA enI vAha-vAha karatAM thAkatI nahIM. AvuM badhuM vAraMvAra thatuM hovA chatAM patnInI svasthatA, kAma pratyenI lagana ne mA pratyenI bhakti evI ne evI akSata joIne pati ghaNIvAra pUchato ke "tuM kema A badhuM sahana kare che?" tyAre patnI kahetI ke huM kyAM sahana karuM chuM? mArA mATe A badhuM sahaja che, kAraNake huM ejasTa thaI gaI chuM. 'te tAre ja ejasTa thavAnuM? mAe nahIM thavAnuM?" mA to mA che. ApaNe ja emane anukuLa thavAnuM hoya ne!' A bahu samajavAnI vAta che. AMkhe cazmAne anurUpa thavAnuM hotuM nathI. cazmAe AMkhane anurUpa thavAnuM hoya che, kAraNake (1) AMkha pahelethI hoya che, cazmA pachI Ave che. (2) pasaMdagI AMkhanI nathI hotI, cazmAnI hoya che, basa A ja rIte (1) mAM pahelethI hoya che, patnIno praveza jIvanamAM pachIthI thAya che. (2) pasaMdagI mAnI nathI hotI, patnInI hoya che. ane eTale ja pasaMda thayelI patnI mAne anurUpa hovI joIe. arthAt patnIe mAne anurUpa thavAnuM hoya, mAe patnIne nahIM. astu. patnI svastha che, kAraNake mAnI bhUla jotI nathI ane dareka paristhitimAM mAre enjasTa thaI javuM.' A sonerI sUtrane jIvatA zIkhI gaI che. pati asvastha thaI jAya che, akaLAI jAya che ne tethI judA thaI javAnI vAta karI rahyo che, kAraNake mAnI bhUla joI rahyo che. svaMya ejasTa thatAM zIkhyo nathI. jJAnIo For Personal & Private Use Only ( jelara brary.org

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kahe che. namAvevyA puiirayAta jamAvavuddhiI kriyA je bhAvathI karAya che te bhAvone vadhAranArI bane che. vAraMvAra dIkarA pratye paNa pakSapAta dAkhavavAnI kriyAthI mAnA dilamAM moTA dIkarA pratye paNa eka aNagamo tiraskArabhAva pedA thaI gayelo hato. ane tethI moTA dIkarAe judA paDavAnI karelI vAtane mAe vadhAvI lIdhI. moTI vahUnI ghaNI anicchA, chatAM gharamAM pArTIzana thayuM ne mA nAnA dIkarA-vahU sAthe rahevA lAgI. - pahele ja divase jamyA pachI nAnI vahu to sUI gaI. mAe kahyuM: beTA! pachI sUjo. A vAsaNa mAMjI nAkho.' "mA! e mane na phAve . huM to A sUtI." Aja sudhI AvAM kAmo moTIvahu karI letI hatI. Aje mAe karavA paDyA. cAreka vAgye vahu UThI, taiyAra thaIne bahAra nIkaLI. beTA! kyAM jAva cho?" bahenapaNIne tyAM.'. paNa rasoI?' juo ! huM to ene tyAM ja jamavAnI chuM. emane beMkamAM koI pArTI che. "paNa huM?" " khAkharA paDyA che, cA banAvIne khAI lejo.' bIje divase savAre. beTA! A kapaDAM dhovAnA paDyA che.' "juo bA! AvA badhAM kAmo mATe huM TevAyelI nathI. ApaNe eka nokara rAkhI laIe to?' beTA! ApaNI kAMI evI kamANI che nahIM. TUMkA pagAramAMthI badhuM kema nabhAvAya ?" "paNa bA! huM doDhalAkha lAvelI chuM ne. emAMthI pagAra ApIzuM. nAnI vahu bhakti-prema-kAmagarApaNuM jANatI nathI. e to potAnA zrImaMta pIyaranI jema ja ahIM rahevA mAMge che. mA ciMtAmAM paDI. A rIte to doDhalAkhanI caTaNI thaI jatAM zuM vAra? ciMtAmAM ne ciMtAmAM mA bimAra rahevA lAgI. dIkaro davA to barAbara karAve che. paNa vahu AvuM badhuM zIkhI nathI ke ekalI davAthI bimArI na jAya. "beTA! cAravAra davA levAnI che. samaya thAya eTale ApatA rahejo.' bA! A Tebala para mUkI rAkhuM chuM. samaye samaye laI lejo.' davAno jelara wwbejammemoraly.org For Personal & Private Use Only

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samaya thavA para bAe bUma mArI. "beTA! pANI.. davA laI lauM! "A maTakI tamArI bAjumAM mUkI dauM chuM. vArevAre mane bolAvatA nahI nAnI vahu sevAnA pATha zIkhI nathI. e to potAnAmAM ja khovAyelI rahe che. Aja sudhI mAe moTA putra-putravadhUne A samAcAra paNa ApyA nathI. chatAM moTI vahune koIka rIte e khabara paDavA para tarata khabara kADhavA AvI. bimArI jANIne potAnA rasoDethI garama garama ukALo banAvI lAvI. bAjumAM besIne pIvaDAve che. paga dabAve che. mIThI mIThI vAto kare che. potAnuM kAma AghuM pAchuM karIne paNa lagabhaga Akho di sAsunI bAjumAM bese che. dhIre dhIre mAne sAruM thavA mAMDyuM. eka divasa mA UbhI thaI. AMkhamAM AMsu sAthe, moTI vahune page paDavA jAya che. are! mA A zuM karo cho? AMsuM zA mATe?" beTA! meM tane oLakhI nahIM, bahu herAna karI, kaDavA veNa saMbhaLAvyA. kyAM tArI mahAnatA ne kyAM mArI tucchatA ! mane mApha karaje.' mA! zAnI mAphI ? mArA karmoe mane herAna karI che, tame nahIM. pachI mAphIno prazna ja kyAM che?" kharekhara, sAsuno koI doSa joyo ja nathI, ne tethI, enA dilanA koI khUNAmAM paNa sAsupratye roSa ke phariyAda na hotI. mA kahe che : "beTA! eka prArthanA karavI che, te svIkArIza?' "mA! tamAre prArthanA karavAnI na hoya, AjJA ja karavAnI hoya. ane ame to tamArAM bALa, tamArI AjJAnuM pAlana ja hoya. pharamAvo.." beTA! mArI icchA che ke A pArTIzana nIkaLI jAya.' "mA! hamaNAM ja. zubhasya zIghram. sArA kAmamAM vilaMba zuM?' svakarmadoSa jonAra A lokamAM svastha-zAMta rahevA sAthe kevuM suMdara pariNAma pAme che! ane paralokamAM? paralokamAM kevAM bhavya InAma ene kudarata Ape che e jANavA mATe ApaNe nAgaketuno sahAro laIe. mayaivetatkRtaM soDhavyamapi mayaivetyevaM jAtanizcayAnAM karmakSaNodyatAnAM na manasa:pIDotpadyata iti ||(aacaaraangg lokavijayAdhyayane caturtha uddesa sU : 83vRttau) artha : meM ja A karma karyuM che ne mAre ja e bhogavavAnuM che Avo nizcaya karIne karmakSaya karavA mATe udyamazIla banelA jIvane (te karmaphaLa tarIke game tevuM kaSTa sahana karavA chatAM) manamAM koI pIDA - duHkha anubhavAtuM nathI. For Personal & Private Use Only >> jelara iry.org

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paryuSaNA mahAparva daramyAna paramapavitra zrI kalpasUtranAM vyAkhyAno vaMcAya che. emAM nAgaketunuM dRSTAnta Ave che. pUrvajanmamAM e eka paMdareka varSano kizora che. sagImA marI gaI che. sAvakI mA che. sAvakI mA pratye paNa e eTalo badho AjJAMkita, nama ane vinIta che ke jethI kyAreya paNa kArya karavAnuM kahe to game tevI ramatane paNa paDatI mUkIne e hoMzathI karI Ape che. chatAM enI sAvakImAnA dilamAM enA pratye khuba ja TheSa che. vAtavAtamAM dhamakAvI nAkhe. thappaDa mAre... kyAreka to Dhora mAra mAre.. bhUkhyo rAkhe, oraDAmAM pUrI de. divase-divase sAvakI mAno trAsa vadhato gayo. kizora herAna-herAna thaI gayo. chevaTe potAnA mitranI salAha levA mATe jAya che. sadnasIbe eno mitra zrAvaka che. jinavacanone mAtra sAMbhaLyA ja nathI, samajyA paNa che, bhAvita paNa karyA che ne jIvanamAM utAryA paNa che. ne tethI e TUMkI dRSTivALo nathI, paNa dIrdhadaSTivALo che. mAtra vartamAnane jonAro nathI, paNa dIrghabhaviSyane paNa jonAro che. bhaviSyanA vadhAre bhayaMkara duHkhone je AmaMtraNa Ape e rIte vartamAna duHkhano pratikAra ene mAnya nathI. ene to e rIte pratIkAra karavo che ke jethI na vartamAnamAM duHkha rahe, na bhaviSyamAM koI duHkha Ave ne bhaviSyamAM uparathI kudarata bhavya InAmo Ape. zuM vartamAna duHkhano Avo pratIkAra zakya che?' - "che ja, emAM prazna zuM che?' A kalyANamitre evo ja pratIkAra batAvyo ne kizorane bIje ja bhave zAzvata sukhano bhoktA banAvI dIdho. eNe paNa jANe potAnI samakSa be vikalpo UbhA karyA. A kizorane enI sAvakImAno khUba trAsa che. kAraNake (1) e kizoranAM karmo duSTa che athavA bIjo vikalpa (2) e kizoranI sAvakImA duSTa che. kalyANamitra samaje che ke kudarata pAsethI A kizorane InAma apAvavuM hoya to ene prathama vikalpa ja jaDabesalAka besADI devo joIe. jo ke kizoranI mAnasikatA bIjA vikalpane ja svIkArIne besI che. sAmAnyathI AkhI duniyA potAnI herAnagatimAM koIka ne koIka jIvane doSita TheravI detI hoya che, ne ene duSTa mAnatI hoya che. dareka vakhate A javAba khoTo ja hoya che ne tethI jIvo ghaNuM kharuM kudarata taraphathI bhayaMkara sajA ja pAmatA rahetA hoya che. kizora paNa e ja manodazAvALo che. ne tethI sAvakIma aMge khUba ja phariyAdo karI rahyo che. pote kevo AjJAMkita che, vinIta che vagere jaNAvavAnI sAthe sAvakImA kevo kevo trAsa gujArI rahI che (103) jelara. ww-jermenorry.org For Personal & Private Use Only

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enuM paNa varNana kare che. ne pachI pUche che ke "dosta! have mAre zuM karavuM? dhAryuM hota to e mitra kahI zakato hato ke tuM ATalo badho AjJAMkita ne nama che. ne chatAM tArI sAvakImA tane ATalo herAna kare che? tArA bAvaDAmAM jora che ke nahIM? le budhu ne kara suvuM. ekavAra evo mAra mArI de ne ke mA cUpa ja thaI jAya." vaLI AvI salAha to e kizorane paNa tarata ja gaLe utarI jAya, gamI jAya evI hatI, kAraNake enI manodazA paNa e ja dhvanita karI rahI hatI ke mArI mA bahu duSTa che. vaLI bIjAne duSTa mAnavAnA jIvane anAdikALanA saMskAro paNa che ja. eTale, 'dosta! tArI mA duSTa nathI, paNa tArAM karmo duSTa che che." A vAta enA gaLe utAravI e sAme pravAhe taravA jevuM kaThina hovA chatAM e mitre e kizorane e ja samajAvavAnuM munAsiba mAnyuM, kAraNake emAM ja kizoranuM vAstavika kalyANa hatuM. eNe kizorane A ja hitavAkya kahyuM: dosta ! tArI mA duSTa nathI, tArA karmo duSTa che. pratikAra to je duSTa hoya eno ja karavAno hoya ne! je duSTa nathI eno paNa pratikAra karavAno hoya to to badhA ApaNo paNa pratikAra karavA mAMDe! praznaH paNa jo mAno pratikAra na karavAno hoya to to enA taraphathI AvatI pIDAo UbhI ja raheze. ane to pachI A pratikAra "na vartamAnamAM duHkha rahe, na bhaviSyamAM duHkha Ave" evA pratikAra rUpa to nahIM ja bane ne? uttara : nA, e evA pratikAra rUpa banaze ja. Azaya e che ke je kAMI pIDA Ave, kaSTo Ave.. sahana karavAnuM Ave.. e jIvane jo duHkhI kare to ja duHkharUpa kahevAya che. e jo jIvane duHkhI na kare to e duHkharUpa kahevAtuM nathI. anya rAjya para vijaya meLavIne sIkaMdara svadeza pAcho pharI rahyo hato. parAjita rAjAno khajAno vagere ghaNuM ghaNuM sAthe lIdheluM. eka majurane jhaverAta bharelo kothalo upaDAvelo ne potAnI sAthe ne sAthe cAlavAnI AjJA hatI. emAM vacce eka nAno parvata Avyo. pelo majura khUba hAMphI jato hato. maMtrIne dayA AvI. "rAjanuM! Ano boja haLavo karo ne." tuM to kahe che. e kahe che?" 'pUchI lauM?" hA pUcha, paNa Ubho rahe, pahelAM eka jAherAta karAvake "A vakhate je majure je mAla upADyo che e mAla rAjA ene ja bheTa ApI devAnA che.." 10 jelara. For Personal & Private Use Only

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jAherAta thaI gaI... ne pachI maMtrIe majurane pUchyuM: "kothalAmAMthI vajana ochuM karavuM che?' eNe dharAra nA pADI, eTaluM ja nahIM mukha para je dInatA - zrama ane lAcArI dekhAtA hatA enI jagyAe tAjagI-camaka ane skUrti vaMcAvA lAgyA. zuM A bhAre boja have enA mATe duHkha rU5 rahyo? pelI hindunArI ! patinuM mota thavA para satI thavA IcchatI hatI. aMgreja amaladAra nA pADI rahyo hato. "strI potAnI IcchAthI nahIM, paNa samAjanA dabANathI satI thavA mAge che. mATe rajA nahIM ApuM." Avo e amaladArano abhiprAya jANavA para e strIe khulAso karyo ke nahIM, mArI khuzIthI ja huM satI thAuM chuM." to amaladAra kahe: "kSaNika Aveza che. agnino sparza thaze ne badhI khuzI UDI jaze." paNa strI makkama hatI. aMgreja kahe: "mArI parIkSAmAM pAsa thAya to rajA ApuM." eNe agni peTAvyo. pelI strIne kahyuM 'tAro hAtha A agnimAM rAkha ane huM kahuM nahIM tyAM sudhI kheMcI na letI. jo e pahelAM kheMcI leze to rajA nahIM maLe.' strIe potAno hAtha bhaDabhaDa baLI rahelA agnimAM rAkhI dIdho. AMgaLIo baLavA lAgI. AkhI hathelI baLavA lAgI paNa strIe hAtha na kheMcyo. eTaluM ja nahIM enA mukha para eka viziSTa hAsya camakavA lAgyuM. chevaTe amaladAre rajA ApI ne e ja vilasatA hAsya sAthe e satI thaI. bhagatasiMha paNa hasatAM hasatAM ja motane verelA ne! lokottara zAsanamAM to AvA DhagalAbaMdha dRSTAMto maLaze. khaMdhakasUrinA 500 ziSyoe yAMtrika ghANImAM pIlAI javA mATe pada mA... pahatve mApa... nahIM paNa "pahelo huM "pahelo huM evI ahamamikA karelI. jo mota duHkharUpa lAgatuM hota to A spardhA ke mukha para hAsya hoI zake ja nahIM. eTale nakkI thayuM ke jIvane je duHkhI kare e ja duHkharUpa kahevAya. (1) "sAvakImAne duSTa mAnIne eno pratIkAra karIza to kudarata mane vadhAre bhayaMkara sajA karaze. ne enA badale karmone duSTa mAnIne mAnA trAsane samatA pUrvaka veThIza to kudarata ane bhavya InAma Apaze.' bhavya InAmanI kalpanA trAsane duHkharUpa rahavA na ja de e spaSTa che. (2) 2-3 kilo vajana UMcakavAno paNa jene abhyAsa nathI ene pAMca kilo vajana UMcakavuM duHkharUpa bane. paNa dasa kilo vajana UMcakavAnI kSamatA keLavI lenArane e evuM duHkharUpa na ja rahe. eTale ja eka saMte prabhune khUba suMdara (105) ( jelara | For Personal & Private Use Only

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prArthanA karI che ke - prabhu! mAro boja haLavo kara evuM huM nathI mAgato. paNa e bojane UThAvanAra mAro baraDo majabUta kara eTaluM ja huM mAguM chuM. A ja nibaMdhamAM anyatra kahyuM che ema, svabhUla jonArane sahanazakti vadhatI jAya che ne sahanazakti vadhI gayA pachI e ja trAsa have duHkharUpa raheto nathI. (3) "have A sahana karavAnuM ja che evI vRtti ghaDAI gayA pachI ane evuM anekavAra sahana karyA pachI e rUTina jevuM banI jAya che ne tethI pachI duHkharUpa rahetuM nathI. hAtha ke paga bhAMgI javo vagere rU5 koI khoDakhAMpaNa zaruAtamAM jeTalI duHkhada banI rahe che, eTalI "have A paristhiti ja haMmezA rahevAnI che, emAM sudhAro zakya nathI" Avo svIkAra karI lIdhA pachI ne e paristhitithI TevAyA pachI e evI du:khada rahetI nathI. sudhArAnI apekSA hoya ne e na thAya to ja e paristhiti duHkhada rahyA karatI hoya che. svabhUla jonArane e bhUla to thaI gaI che e thaI gaI che. emAM have koI sudhAro zakya ja na hovAthI e sudhArAnI apekSA rahetI nathI. ane apekSA nathI tethI e paristhiti duHkharUpa rahetI nathI, kAraNake vimag IIM-pApekSA mahAd vagere zAstravacano apekSAne ja duHkha kahe che. (AnI tarkasaMgata samajaNa mATe vAMco-aviSNA aNANaMda-pustaka.) eTale, je kAMI sahana karavAnuM AvI paDyuM che ke AvI paDe che ene duHkharUpa na banAvavuM hoya ne tethI svayaM duHkhI na thavuM hoya to svabhUladarzana eno zreSTha upAya che... ne pote duHkhI na thato hoya to enA kAraNe cintATenzana-apaseTa thaI javuM vagere saMbhavita na ja rahe e spaSTa che. mATe, potAnA koIpaNa trAsamAM potAnI ja bhUla jovI e zAntino amogha upAya che. e kizorane paNa "jo mArI mA duSTa nathI, paNa mArA karmo duSTa che A mAnasikatA ghaDAI jAya, to pachI mAno e trAsa vartamAnamAM duHkharUpa rahevAno nahoto ja e spaSTa che. (ane bhaviSyamAM kevo bhavya InAma ApanAro banavAno che e ApaNe AgaLa joIzuM). praznaH paNa A mAnasikatA ghaDAya ja zI rIte? khUba herAnagatinA avasare "mArA karmo ja vAMka..' vagere vicArArA dila karmone duSTa mAnavA to haju taiyAra thaI jAya. paNa potAno kazo ja vAMka jaNAto na hovA chatAM jo koI herAna karatuM hoya to 'e duSTa nathI' evuM mAnavA mana taiyAra thAya ja zI rIte? e ja badamAza che, duSTa che, mane herAna kare che evuM ja kahyA kare ne! (16) J, jelaranary.org For Personal & Private Use Only

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uttara : hA, anAdikALanA saMskAra to e ja che ne tethI mane evuM ja kahyA karavAthI upara kahelI mAnasikatA ghaDAvI muzkela che ja. tema chatAM, yogya samajaNa dvArA viveka khIlavavAthI e ghaDI paNa zakAya che. jelara vagere vicAraNA e yogya samajaNa che. paNa, enA dvArA A mAnasikatA ghaDavI jarUrI che ja, kAraNa ke mitra samaje che ke Aga lAgI hoya tyAre pANI ja chaMTAya, peTrola nahI, to ja huM eno sAco mitra. guNasenanA bhayaMkara trAsathI trasta agnizarmA, bIjo koI ja upAya na rahevAthI chevaTe nagara ne ghara badhuM ja choDIne bhAgI nIkaLyo che. AzramamAM kulapati pAse pahoMcyo. ne kulapatinA pUchavA para potAnI badhI ApavItI kahI che. bhale, kulapati zrI jainazAsanane pAmyA nathI. chatAM Arya deza-Arya saMskAra pAmelA che. teo samaje cheH Aga lAgI hoya tyAre pANI ja chaMTAya.... bhale sAmA jIvane e rucatuM na hoya. to ja huM sAco hitasvI. eTale emaNe pANI ja chAMTavAnuM cAlu karyuM. "vatsa! guNasena tArI mazkarI kema kare che ? gurujI! mAruM zarIra atyaMta kaDhaMguM che, eTale.' vatsa! kurUpatA to ghaNAne maLelI hoya, paNa tArA to aMgeaMgamAM vicitratAo bharelI che. kharuM ne? hA, gurujI! eke aMga sIdhuM ke sAruM nathI. arIsAmAM jouM to mane ya dIThuM gamatuM nathI.' "vatsa ! ATalI badhI kurUpatAmAM guNasenano hAtha haze, nahIM?" - "gurujI ! AmAM guNasenanuM zuM cAle? e to mArA karmo vAMkAM.." 'barAbara, vatsa! guNasena tArI mazkarI kare che kurUpatAnA kAraNe tathA tArI lAcArInA kAraNe ane A kurUpatA ane lAcArInA mULamAM che pUrvanAM pApa karmo.... eTale tArI mazkarInA mULamAM pUrvanAM pApa karmo ja che, ema samaja. jo evA pApa karmo na hota to A kurUpatA na hota... ne kurUpatA na hota to mazkarIo paNa na ja hota ne ! "gurujI! vAta to barAbara lAge che. paNa zuM badhuM ApaNAM karmonA kAraNe ja thatuM haze? "hA, vatsa!" "karo tevuM pAmo ne vAvo tevuM laNo A niyama kudaratamAM na hota to duniyAmAM koI duHkhI jovA ja na maLata, kAraNa ke duHkha koIne ja joItuM nathI. [jelara | For Personal & Private Use Only te Use Onde

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kulapatie agnizarmAnA dilamAM A vAta jaDabesalAka besADI dIdhI ke potAnI herAnagatimAM potAnAM pUrvakarmo ja kAraNa che. ane pachI to eka hyumana sAIkolojI che ke je duSTa bhAse eno pratikAra karavAnuM mana thAya. karmono prabaLa pratikAra eTale tapa. "mArA karmo ati ati duSTa che, to enA pratikAra rUpe tapa paNa huM ati ati tIvra karIza.. mAsakSamaNa (eka mahinAnA upavAsa)nA pAraNe mAsakSamaNa... ane te paNa AjIvana.' have guNasena mATe koI ja roSa-rIsa ke phariyAda nathI, ne e nathI eTale mana apUrva zAMtirasamAM jhIlavA mAMDyuM che. ApaNe eka kalpanA karIe. dhAroke kulapatie agnizarmAne A samajaNa na ApI hota, athavA agnizarmAe na svIkArI hota. to dUra AvI gayo hovAnA kAraNe guNasenano trAsa bhale na hota.. paNa Aja sudhInA trAsanI yAda vAraMvAra manane bhayaMkara trAsano anubhava karAvyA ja karata ne! potAnI bhayaMkara yAtanAo, chatAM guNasenane kazuM ja na karI zakavAno bhAre raMja, vasavaso. ne uparathI zatrurUpe bhAsatA guNasenanI rAjA vagere banavArUpa pragati joIjANIne dilamAM bhayaMkara baLatarAo. A bahu samajavA jevuM che-ApaNe jene ghora anyAyakartA, duSTa zatru mAnI rahyA chIe e ApaNane doSothI bharelo, nAlAyaka, AtatAyI ja bhAsyA karavAno che, kAraNake ApaNe zatrutAnA cazamAthI ja joyA karavAnA chIe. paNa loko kAMI zatrutAnA cazmAthI jotA nathI. eTale e vyaktine AtatAyI to nathI mAnatA, uparathI guNiyala mAne che ne tethI eno jaya jayakAra kare che. hAratorA-sanmAna kare che. vaLI A lokomAM potAnA aMgata gaNAtA snehI, svajana ke mitra paNa bhaLelA hoya tyAre to A badhuM ora asahya banI jAya che. kyAreka to e guNiyala paNa na hoya chatAM, enA puNyodayanA kAraNe badhA ene guNiyala mAnatA hoya ne tethI guNa gAyA karatAM hoya. tathA puNyazALI che eTale ja e sarvatra saphaLatA meLavato hoya, AgaLa vadhe ja jato hoya.. zatru daSTinA kAraNe pote jenI niSphaLatAo, nAlezI ne nukazAnI icchI rahyo che enI ja saphaLatA jIva joI zakato nathI. ne e saphaLatAdi paNa vAraMvAra thatA hoya tyAre manamAM bhayaMkara tophAno jAge che. pote jenI burAI karavA cAhe che ne mathe che enI ja sArAI thatI jovA maLe tyAre kudarata pratye paNa bhAre napharata jAge che. Izvarane kartAhartA mAnanAra hoya to Izvarane paNa gALo bhAMDavAnuM mana thAya evA ulkApAta manamAM sarjAya che. ghaNIvAra to, e vyakti (108) For Personal & Private Use Only kha, jelara | Re wwwdary.org

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taraphathI thatA trAsa karatAM paNa A badho trAsa vadhu vasamo thaI paDato hoya che. svakarmadoSa jovAnA paralokamAM maLatA lAbhane bAju para rAkhIe to paNa A lokamAM paNa vAraMvAranA mAnasika trAsathI chUTakAro ne apUrva mana:zAMti e zuM ocho lAbha che ? koI eka ke aneka vyakti taraphathI thatI aneka prakAranI kanaDagatanA kAraNe jemanuM paNa mana saMtapta rahetuM hoya e sarvane, atyaMta karuNAbhInA dile eka aMtaranA aMtarathI hArdika preraNA che ke dilathI svakarmadoSa jovAno prayoga karo. A pustakamAM ApelI aneka dalIlothI, 'te te koI vyakti duSTa nathI, mArA karmo ja duSTa che" A vAta jIvaDAne samajAvavAno prAmANika paryApta prayAsa karo. eka apUrva mAnasika camatkAra cokkasa sarjAze. bahu bhAre davAthI paNa je zAMti dohilI haze te vagara davAe saraLatAthI sahaja banaze. pelo zrAvaka mitra paNa A vAstavikatA barAbara samaje che ne tethI ene paNa sAvakI mAnA trAsathI trasta e kizorane pANI ja chAMTavAnuM cAlu karyuM. dosta! tArAM karmo jo duSTa na hota to, sagI mA vahelI marI javI, pitAjI pharIthI paraNe, navI AvanAra mA premAla na hoya uparathI draSiNI hoya, pitAjI paNa tArA pakSamAM na rahe.. A badhuM thAta ja nahIM ne?" jAta-jAtanI samajaNa ApIne kizoranA manamAM sAvakImA pratye pragaTelI Agane zAMta karI dIdhI. "A badho ja trAsa mArAM pUrvanA karmonuM duSpariNAma che' A vAta kizoranA dile svIkAravAnI sAthe ja sAvakIma aMgenI badhI phariyAdo dUra thaI gaI, ane have e paNa A pUrvakarmono pratikAra karavA tatpara banyo che. zrAvaka mitre paNa e ja upAya darzAvyo-tapa. pUrva karmono nAza karavA mATe aThThamano tapa kara. kizore zrAvakanI sonerI salAhano svIkAra karyo ane paryuSaNa mahAparvamAM aTTama karavAno saMkalpa karyo. "mArA ja pUrva aparAdhonI sajA che A dRSTi AvI gaI hovAthI have sajA svIkArI levAnI mAnasika taiyArI che. tethI have nathI sAvakIma aMge koI phariyAda ke nathI trAsa aMge koI phariyAda. mana zAMta-prazAMta-upazAMta baneluM che. eka divasa ghAsanI jhuMpaDImAM sUtelo che. sAvakImAe ene joyo. enA hRdayamAM to A oramAna putra pratye bhArobhAra dveSa che ja. e to Ane sonerI taka samajavA lAgI ane ThaMDe kaleje jhuMpaDIne Aga cAMpI dIdhI. jhuMpaDI bhego kizora paNa baLIne mRtyu pAmyo. paNa manamAM eka ja raTaNa hatI, paryuSaNa aTTama. paryuSaNa aTTama... ne have juo (10gle L| jelara | wLand ry.org For Personal & Private Use Only

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"mArI mA duSTa nathI, mArA karmo duSTa cha' A sAcA javAbanuM kudarate ApeluM bhavya InAma. candrakAntA nagarI che, eno vijayasena nAme rAjA che ane zrIkAMtanAme abajopati nagarazreSThI che. emanA dharmapatnI zrIsakhI che. paraNyAne varasonAM vahANAM vItI gayA che, paNa eka saMtAna nathI. ghaNI icchAo-pratIkSAo ne upAyo sevI cUkyA che. kALAMtare e kizora A nagarazreSThInA putra tarIke utpanna thayo. nAma pADyuM nAgaketu.. pUrvabhavamAM jhuMpaDImAM rahenAro kaMgAla kizora abajopatinI havelImAM mahAlato nAgaketu banyo. pUrvabhavamAM premALa mAno to viyoga hato, sAvakImAno bhayaMkara trAsa hato. pitAno paNa prema nahoto... (kAraNake e hota to sAvakI mA ATalo trAsa ApI na zakata.) A bhavamAM dIrghakAlIna pratIkSAbAda putra prApti thaI hovAthI mAtapitA ne parivArano to apAra prema maLyo ja, paNa zeThane tyAM dIkaro thayo." "zeThane tyAM dIkaro thayo..' ema AkhA gAmano prema maLyo che. A to haju prAraMbha che. kudarata AnA karatAM paNa anekagaNA bhavya InAmo kevA Ape che te joIe. haju to stanapAna karavAnI mAtra traNa-cAra mahinAnI umara thayelI che ne mahAparva najIka AvI rahyA che. parivAramAM eka jaNa bolyuM : paryuSaNa Ave che, huM aThThama karIza. vaLI bIjI vyakti paNa bolI-paryuSaNamAM huM paNa aTTama karIza. pAchuM koI trIjA svajane paNa A ja vAkya doharAvyuM., Ama vAraMvAra sAMbhaLavAthI bALakanA manamAM paNa "ama" "paryuSaNa" zabdo ghumarAvA lAgyA. ne pUrvajanmanI vaccenAM paDelo haTI gayA. ene jAtismaraNa jJAna (pUrva janmanuM jJAna) thayuM. potAnI kizoraavasthA, sAvakI mAno trAsa, zrAvakamitranI salAha, aThThamano saMkalpa.badhuM ja najara sAme taravaravA mAMDyuM. ane stanapAnanI uMmaranA nAgaketue "have paryuSaNanI paNa rAha jovI nathI, mATe AjathI ja aThThama.." e vicAra karIne akrama karyo. zrIsakhI mAtA bALakane dhavaDAvavAno ghaNo prayatna kare che. paNa bALaka dUdha pItuM nathI. mAnuM dUdha pacavAmAM sAva halakuM. be -traNa kalAkamAM ja peTa khAlI thaI jAya. ane traNa-cAra mahinAnA bALakanA zarIranI kSamatA paNa zI? jotajotAmAM bALaka mUcchita thaI gayuM-behoza thaI gayuM. svajano samajyA ke bALaka marI gayuM. nagara bahAra jaIne jamInamAM khADo karI bALakane mRta samajI dATI dIdhuM. zrIkAnta pitAne to evo akAro AghAta [ jelara | For Personal & Private Use Only

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lAgyo ke emanuM mota ja thaI gayuM. e vakhate rAjyano kAnUna hato ke pitA ke vArasadAra putra koI na hoya to badhI saMpatti rAjakhajAnAmAM ApI devI. rAjAnA adhikArI puruSo saMpatti mATe AvI gayA che. paNa nAgaketu kudarata pAsethI bhavyabakSisano leNadAra banIne Avelo che. ciMtA badhI kudaratanA mAthe che. ne kudarate nIce pAtAla lokamAM rahelA dharaNendra nAgarAjanuM siMhAsana kaMpAvyuM. eNe avadhijJAnathI badho vRttAnta jANyo. brAhmaNanuM rUpa karIne upara Avyo. rAjapuruSone saMpatti letAM aTakAve che. ne putra jIvato che vagere kahe che. chevaTe rAjA vagere badhA ja jyAM putrane dATyo hato tyAM AvyA. uparathI mATI haTAvI, bALakane bahAra kADhyuM. brAhmaNe bALaka para amRta sIMcyuM. ne bALaka hoMzamAM AvyuM. dharaNendra (brAhmaNa) rAjAne kahe che "rAjan ! A bALakanuM kALajI pUrvaka pAlana-poSaNa karaje. bhaviSyamAM tArI ane tArA AkhA nagaranI e rakSA karanAro che. tathA carama zarIrI che - A ja bhavamAM sarva karmano kSaya karIne mokSe jaze.' kALAntare, eka nirdoSa mAnavIne cora samajIne rAjAe phAMsIe laTakAvI dIdho. mRtyu samaye thoDI samatA rAkhavAthI e AdamI deva thayo. deve avadhijJAnathI potAno pUrvabhava joyo, rAjApara bhayaMkara dveSa bhAva jAgrata thayo. rAjAne upadrava karavA ane nagarIno nAza karavA taiyAra thayo. eka virATa zilA vikuvIne nagara para pheMkI rahyo che. nAgaketue A dazya joyuM. bhavya jinamaMdiro vagereno vidhvaMsa kema thavA devAya? upara AvIne potAnI AMgaLI UMcI karI. pracaMDa puNya ane apUrva tejanA prabhAve zilA aTakI gaI. nagaranI rakSA thaI. vaLI kALAntare prabhunI puSpapUjA karatI veLA puSpanI sAthe AvI gayelA nAnA sarpe DaMsa dIdho. tIvravedanA... chatAM nAgaketu zubhadhyAnamAM-apUrva samatAmAM AgaLa vadhyA. kSapakazreNi mAMDIne kevalajJAna pAmyA. zubhabhAvonA prabhAve sarpadaMsanI asara na thaI. dIrghakALa kevalIpaNAmAM pRthvItala para vicarI chevaTe zeSa cAra aghAtI karmono kSaya karIne mokSe sidhAvyA. ApaNAmAMnA ghaNAe aThThama zuM aThThAI ke mAsakSamaNa jevI tapazcaryAo karI che. anekavAra karI che. paNa dharaNendra to zuM, eka sAmAnyadeva paNa Avyo nathI. ne nAgaketu bALaka pAse khuda dharaNendra Avyo... rAjA dvArA khUba ja lADa-pyAra-kALajIpUrvaka pAlana-poSaNa jatana thayuM. [ jelara) For Personal & Private Use Only

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dveSI devanuM teja paNa nAgaketunA teja AgaLa hArI gayuM ne zilA pAchI saMharI levI paDI. ane badhAmAM ziramora. keTalAya janmonI dIrghakAlIna sAdhanA bAda paNa je maLavuM ati ati durlabha che te kevalajJAnanI prApti ane chevaTe mokSa. sAcA javAbanA kudarata taraphathI maLatA InAmo kevA bhavya hoya che! AvA bhavya InAma zuM ApaNane nathI joItA? kudaratane ApaNe paNa kAMI aLakhAmaNA ke parAyA nathI ja. e to ApaNane paNa AvA ja kalpanAtIta InAma ApavA taiyAra che, mAtra e rAha joI rahI che, eNe karelI parIkSA vakhate ApaNe sAco javAba ApIe.. mAre kAMIpaNa sahevAnuM Ave emAM doSa mArA karmono ja che, bIjo to mAtra jelara! jelara!! jelara!!! priya vAMcaka ! A pustaka vAMcavAthI jo manamAM kaMIka paNa zAMtino anubhava thayo hoya to pharI pharI A pustaka vAMcavAnI tamane preraNA che. tathA, jaina-ajena, snehI-svajana- mitra-vepArI vagerene paNa A pustaka vAMcavAnI preraNA karazo to emane paNa zAMtino zvAsa levAnI taka maLaze. jarUra paDye tame khuda pAMca-paccIza nakala laIne mitra vagerene vAMcavA ApI zako cho. (jo Apo to pa-7 divase pholoapa karavuM ke teo vAMce che ke nahIM. vaLI bIjA pa-7 divase pustaka pUruM thayuM ke nahIM e pUchatAM rahevuM. kAraNake moTe bhAge Aje vAMcavAno rasa rahyo nathI.) paNa hajAro rUpiyAnI gIphaTa karatAM A bahu ja lAbhadAyI bheTa puravAra thaze e niHzaMka che. For Personal Private Use Only wwpoemorary.org jelara

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evuM lAge che Aje mane ! prabhu AvyA che mArA hRdayamAM.... mitra mAnuM badhA jIvane, bhAva jAgyA che mArA hRdayamAM... ThaMDo suramo aMjAI gayo, rAtA dhagadhagatA locana mahIM; krodha Avyo to jenI upara, prema pragaTyo che mArA hRdayamAM. kare nukazAna jeo mane te to kevaLa nimitto badhA; bhAga bhajave che mArA karama, sAcuM samajAyuM mArA hRdayamAM. jenI jAgI'tI IrSyA mane, tenI IcchuM pragati have; sukha enuM e mANe bhale, baLuM zAne huM mArA mArA hRdayamAM ? veravRttinI jvAlA upara, dhArA varasI rahI meghanI; kUNAM kUNAM kSamabhAvanA, phUTyA aMkurA mArA hRdayamAM. baMdhasamaya citta! cetIe re, udaye zo saMtApa? - jJAnIo kahe che : he jIva! aparAdhaveLA cetI jA... sajA vakhate rovAno zuM matalaba ? amerikAnI prasiddha moTI hoTala hilTananI vArasadAra herisa hilTana.. lAIsaMsa pUruM thayA pachI kAraDrAIviMga karatAM pakaDAI. 23 divasanI jelanI sajA thaI. sAMkaDI koTaDI.. sUvA mATe mAtra lAkaDAnuM pATIyuM. atizaya ThaMDI.. be divasamAM raDI raDIne aDadhI thaI gaI. (muMbaI samAcAra tA. 8-6-07) (113) [ jelara) For Personal & Private Use Only

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sabUra ! AsapAsanI lagabhaga dareka vyakti ApaNane anyAyakartA bhAsatI hoya to sauprathama ApaNo svabhAva ja vicAravAnI tAtI jarUra che. ApaNo krodhI svabhAva. karkaza zabdo... zaMkAzIla prakRti.. badhAnI niMdA karavAno rasa.. kAmacorI vRtti. uMdhA vicAro ja karavAnI kuTeva. jo AvuM kAMIpaNa jaNAya to sauprathama e ja sudhAravAnI tAtI jarUra che. taTastha nirIkSaNa karyA pachI paNa A kazuM na jaNAya, to paNa pUrvakarmono-aparAdhono vicAra karIne manane to zAMta ja rAkhavAnuM che. bodhaprada sAhitya. - haMsA tuM jhIla maitrI sarovaramAM (gujarAtI + hindI lagabhaga 61000 nakala) - haiyuM mAruM nRtya kare - huM karuM huM karuM e ja ajJAnatA (lagabhaga 20000 nakala) - kara paDikkamaNuM bhAvazuM - aviSpA akhANaMda - huM chuM sevaka tAro re - hA ! pastAvo vipula jharaNuM.. - micchAmi dukkaDaM. - TALiye doSa saMtApa re... For Personal & Private Use Only jelara | whermendrary.org

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A lekhakanuM mananI zAMti mATe eka anya adbhuta pustaka haMsA ! tuMjhIla maitrI sarovarazmAM TJ]. | A.abhayazekharasUri A pustakanI Aja sudhImAM gujarAtI ane hiMdImAM kula 69000 nakala prakAzita thaI cukI che. A pustaka mana mATeno pharsTa eIDa bokasa samAna che, mATe avazya vAMcajo... prastuta jelara pustakanA prakAzananA 8 mahinAmAM gujarAtI ane hiMdI kula maLIne 25000 nakala prakAzita thaI cukI che.... A pustakanuM English mAM bhASAMtara thaI rahyuM che.... thoDAka samaya mAM prakAzita thaze..... For Personal & Private Use Only

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camatkAra ! game tevA trAsamAM karmasattAnI korTe karelI sajAnA darzana... trAsadAtAmAM jelaranA darzana... azAMta mana... kSaNavAramAM zAMta-prazAMta-upazAMta thatuM anubhavAze... A anubhava tamArA hAthamAM ja che... prastuta 'jelara' pustaka. POOJA ARTS 9820669494 For Personal & Private Use Only