Dhammam Sarnam Pavajjami Part 1

Author(s): Bhadraguptasuri
Publisher: Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra Koba
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/009629/1

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dhammA pajjAmi bhAga -1 pravacanakAra : pU. A. zrI vijayabhadraguptasUrIzvarajI For Private And Personal Use Only

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bhAga : 1 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dhammaM saraNaM pavajjAmi AcArya zrI haribhadrasUri -viracita sAdhaka jIvana ke prAraMbha se parAkASTA taka ke ananya sAMgopAMga mArgadarzana ko dharAne vAle 'dharmabindu' graMtha ke prathama adhyAya para AdhArita rocaka-bodhaka aura sarala pravacanamAlA ke pravacana. Shang For Private And Personal Use Only pravacanakAra AcArya zrI vijayabhadraguptasUrijI mahArAja

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puna: saMpAdana jJAnatIrtha- kobA tRtIya bhAvRtti phAgaNa vada-8, vi.saM. 2066, 8-mArca-2010 varSItapa prAraMbha dina mUlya pakkI jilda : ru. 600-00 kaccI jilda : ru. 275-00 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir Arthika saujanya zeTha zrI niraMjana narottamabhAI ke smaraNArtha ha. zeTha zrI narottamabhAI lAlabhAI parivAra prakAzaka zrI mahAvIra jaina ArAdhanA kendra AcAryazrI kailAsasAgarasUri jJAnamaMdira kobA, ji. gAMdhInagara - 382007 phona naM. (079) 23276204, 23276252 email : gyanmandir@kobatirth.org website : www.kobatirth.org mudraka : navaprabhAta prinTarsa, amadAvAda TAITala DijAina: Arya grAphIksa - 9825598855 9925801910 For Private And Personal Use Only

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pUjya AcArya bhagavaMta zrI vijayabhadraguptasUrIzvarajI zrAvaNa zuklA 12, vi.saM. 1989 ke dina pudagAma mahesANA (gujarAta) meM maNIbhAI evaM hIrAbahana ke kuladIpaka ke rUpa meM janme mUlacandabhAI, juhIM kI kalI kI bhAMti khilatIkhulatI javAnI meM 18 barasa kI umra meM vi.saM. 2007, mahAvada 5 ke dina rANapura (saurASTra) meM AcArya zrImad vijayapremasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA ke karamakamaloM dvArA dIkSita hokara pU. bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ke ziSya bane. muni zrI bhadraguptavijayajI kI dIkSAjIvana ke prAraMbha kAla se hI adhyayana adhyApana kI sudIrgha yAtrA prAraMbha ho cukI thI.45 AgamoM ke saTIka adhyayanoparAMta dArzanika, bhAratIya evaM pAzcAtya tatvajJAna, kAvya-sAhitya vagairaha ke 'milasTona' pAra karatI huI vaha yAtrA sarjanAtmaka kSitija kI tarapha mur3a gaI. 'mahApaMthano yAtrI' se 20 sAla kI umra meM zuru huI lekhanayAtrA aMta samaya taka athaka evaM anavarata calI. taraha-taraha kA maulika sAhitya, tatvajJAna, vivecanA, dIrgha kathAe~, laghu kathAe~, kAvyagIta, patroM ke jariye svaccha va svastha mArgadarzana paraka sAhitya sarjana dvArA unakA jIvana saphara dina-ba-dina bharApUrA banA rahatA thA. premabharA ha~samukha svabhAva, prasanna va mRdu AMtara-bAhya vyaktitva evaM bahujana-hitAya bahujana-sukhAya pravRttiyA~ unake jIvana ke mahattva capUrNa aMgarUpa thI. saMgha-zAsana vizeSa karake yuvA pIr3hI. taruNa pIDhI evaM ziza-saMsAra ke jIvana nirmANa kI prakiyA meM unheM rUci thI... aura isI se unheM saMtuSTi milatI thI. pravacana, vArtAlApa, saMskAra zibira, jApa-dhyAna, anuSThAna evaM paramAtma bhakti ke viziSTa AyojanoM ke mAdhyama se unakA sahiSNu vyaktitva bhI utanA hI unnata evaM ujjvala banA rahA. pUjyazrI jAnane yogya vyaktitva va mahasUsa karane yogya astitva se sarAbora the. kolhApura meM tA.4-5-1987 ke dina gurudeva ne unheM AcArya pada se vibhUSita kiyA.jIvana ke aMta samaya meM lambe arase taka ve aneka vyAdhiyoM kA sAmanA karate hue aura aise meM bhI satata sAhitya sarjana karate hue dinAMka 19-11-1999 ko zyAmala, ahamadAbAda meM kAladharma ko prApta hue. For Private And Personal Use Only

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RAINA "prakAzakIya yadi Apa apanA naitika aura dhArmika utthAna karanA cAhate haiM, yadi vyavahAra lokapriya karanA cAhate haiM, to yaha pustaka Apako sundara aura saTIka mArgadarzana karegI. vartamAna kAlIna samasyAoMko sulajhAne ke lie yaha graMtha kalyANamitra bana sakatA hai. - pUjya AcArya zrI vijayabhadraguptasUrijI mahArAja (zrI priyadarzana) dvArA likhita aura vizvakalyANa prakAzana, mahesANA se prakAzita sAhitya, jaina samAja meM hI nahIM apitu jainetara samAja meM bhI bar3I utsukatA aura manoyoga se par3hA jAne vAlA lokapriya sAhitya hai. ___ pUjyazrI ne 19 navambara, 1999 ke dina ahamadAbAda meM kAladharma prApta kiyA. isake bAda vizvakalyANa prakAzana TrasTa ko visarjita kara unake prakAzanoM kA punaH prakAzana banda karane ke nirNaya kI bAta sunakara hamAre TrasTiyoM kI bhAvanA huI ki pUjya AcArya zrI kA utkRSTa sAhitya janasamudAya ko hamezA prApta hotA rahe, isake liye kucha karanA cAhie. pUjya rASTrasaMta AcArya zrI padmasAgarasUrijI mahArAja ko vizvakalyANa prakAzana TrasTamaMDala ke sadasyoM ke nirNaya se avagata karAyA gayA. donoM pUjya AcAryazrIyoM kI ghaniSTha mitratA thI. antima dinoM meM divaMgata AcAryazrI ne rASTrasaMta AcAryazrI se milane kI hArdika icchA bhI vyakta kI thI. pUjya AcAryazrI ne isa kArya hetu vyakti, vyaktittva aura kRtittva ke AdhAra para saharSa apanI sahamatI pradAna kI. unakA AzIrvAda prApta kara kobAtIrtha ke TrasTiyoM ne isa kArya ko Age cAlU rakhane hetu vizvakalyANa prakAzana TrasTa ke sAmane prastAva rakhA. vizvakalyANa prakAzana TrasTa ke TrasTiyoM ne bhI kobAtIrtha ke TrasTiyoM kI divaMgata AcAryazrI priyadarzana ke sAhitya ke pracAra-prasAra kI utkRSTa bhAvanA ko dhyAna meM lekara zrI mahAvIra jaina ArAdhanA kendra, kobAtIrtha ko apane TrasTa dvArA prakAzita sAhitya ke punaH prakAzana kA sarvAdhikAra saharSa sauMpa diyA. isake bAda zrI mahAvIra jaina ArAdhanA kendra, kobA ne saMsthA dvArA | saMcAlita zrutasaritA (jaina buka sTaoNla) ke mAdhyama se zrI priyadarzanajI ke For Private And Personal Use Only

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lokapriya sAhitya ke vitaraNa kA kArya samAja ke hita meM prArambha kara diyA. zrI priyadarzana ke anupalabdha sAhitya ke punaH prakAzana karane kI zRMkhalA meM dhamma saraNaM pavajjAmi graMtha ke cAroM bhAgoM ko prakAzita kara Apake kara kamaloM meM prastuta kiyA jA rahA hai. ___zeTha zrI saMvegabhAI lAlabhAI ke saujanya se isa prakAzana ke liye zrI niraMjana narottamabhAI ke smaraNArtha, haste zeTha zrI narottamabhAI lAlabhAI parivAra kI ora se udAratA pUrvaka Arthika sahayoga prApta huA hai, isaliye hama zeTha zrI narottamabhAI lAlabhAI parivAra ke RNI haiM tathA unakA hArdika AbhAra mAnate haiM. AzA hai ki bhaviSya meM bhI unakI ora se sadaiva udAratA pUrNa sahayoga prApta hotA rahegA. isa AvRtti kA prUphariDiMga karane vAle zrI hemaMtakumAra siMgha, zrI rAmakumAra guptajI tathA aMtima prUpha karane tathA anya aneka taraha se sahayogI banane hetu paMDitavarya zrI manojabhAI jaina kA hama hRdaya se AbhAra mAnate haiM. saMsthA ke kampyUTara vibhAga meM kAryarata zrI ketanabhAI zAha, zrI saMjayabhAI gurjara va zrI bAlasaMga ThAkora ke hama hRdaya se AbhArI haiM, jinhoMne isa pustaka kA suMdara kampojiMga kara chapAI hetu hara taraha se sahayoga diyA. Apase hamArA vinamra anurodha hai ki Apa apane mitroM va svajanoM meM isa preraNAdAyaka satsAhitya ko vitarita kareM. zrutajJAna ke pracAra-prasAra meM ApakA laghu yogadAna bhI Apake liye lAbhadAyaka siddha hogA. __ punaH prakAzana ke samaya graMthakArazrI ke Azaya va jinAjJA ke viruddha koI bAta raha gayI ho to micchAmi dukkar3am. vidvAna pAThakoM se nivedana hai ki ve isa ora hamArA dhyAna AkRSTa kareM. ___ anta meM naye AvaraNa tathA sAja-sajjA ke sAtha prastuta graMtha ApakI jIvanayAtrA kA mArga prazasta karane meM nimitta bane aura viSamatAoM meM bhI samarasatA kA lAbha karAye aisI zubhakAmanAoM ke sAtha... TrasTIgaNa zrI mahAvIra jaina ArAdhanA kendra, kobA _ For Private And Personal Use Only

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dhamrmaM saraNaM pavajjAmi 1 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir pravacanakAra AcArya zrI vijayabhadraguptasUrijI mahArAja For Private And Personal Use Only

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ka NE OMEO dhanado dhanArthinAM proktaH kAminAM sarvakAmadaH / dharma evApavargasya pAramparyeNa sAdhakaH / / vacanAdyadanuSThAna-aviruddhAd yathoditam / maitryAdibhAvasaMyuktaM taddharma iti kIrtyate / / - dharmabinduH A For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra pravacana- 1 USSRE www.kobatirth.org zrI haribhadrasUrijI ne prastuta grantha kA nAma 'dharmabindu' rakhA hai, para isa bindu meM sindhu uphana rahA hai! zrI municandrasUrijI usa sindhu ko yAtrA karavA rahe haiM! Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir mauna, jAgRti aura apramAda, dharmazravaNa ke lie ye tIna bAteM anivArya hai| 'paramAtmA ko praNAma' yaha bhAvamaMgala hai| bhAvamaMgala se vighnoM kA nAza hotA haiN| saccA jJAna vahI hotA hai jo 'ahaM' ko bhulA de ! karuNA kA tattva ho aisA hai jo AdamI ko satkArya ke lie prerita kare, protsAhita kare ! pravacana : 1 ON saMsAra anAdi hai / saMsAra meM jIva bhI anAdi hai ! jIva aura karma kA sambandha bhI anAdi hai / karmoM ke baMdhanoM se ba~dhe hue anaMta anaMta jIva isa anAdi saMsAra kI cAra gatiyoM meM bhaTaka rahe haiN| karmoM ke prabhAva se jIva meM moha, ajJAna, rAga-dveSa, zAtA-azAtA, sukha-dukha...ityAdi tattva sadaiva sakriya hote haiN| isameM bhI naraka aura tiryaMca yoni meM to pragAr3ha rUpa se moha aura ajJAna, rAga aura dveSa sakriya bane hue hote haiN| jahA~ jJAna kA prakAza nahIM ho, ajJAna kA ghora andhakAra ho, vahA~ sivAya duHkha, saMtApa aura vedanA ke kucha bhI nahIM hotA hai / deva gati meM bhI yadi samyakdarzana ho, taba to ThIka hai, anyathA vahA~ para to rAga-dveSa kI uddIpta tAMDava lIlA hI hai| moha aura ajJAna kA kAlanRtya hI calatA rahatA hai| For Private And Personal Use Only zeSa rahA mAnavajIvana! mAnavajIvana meM bhI saMskAra saMpanna kula meM janma milA ho, sadaguru kA samAgama milA ho, taba to jJAna kA prakAza mila jAya... anyathA mAnavajIvana kA koI mahattva nahIM hai / susaMskArahIna, mAnavatArahita, dharmabhraSTa

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pravacana-1 aura pApamaya mAnavajIvana kA kyA mahattva hai? aise to karor3oM manuSya naraka gati aura tiryaMca gati meM cale jAte haiN| saMsAra meM sukha kI khoja chor3a doH samagra saMsAra hI duHkhamaya hai| kabhI kahIM kisI gati meM thor3A-sA sukha dikhAI detA hai, to usakA pariNAma duHkharUpa hotA hai! eka-sA sukha-zAzvat sukha saMsAra meM hai hI nhiiN| saMsAra meM sukha kI khoja karanA chodd'o|| __ aise duHkhapUrNa, vedanApUrNa aura saMtApabharapUra saMsAra meM bhI uttama AtmAe~ hotI rahI haiN| jyoM-jyoM AtmA karmoM ke baMdhanoM se mukta hotI jAtI hai, jJAna kA prakAza bar3hatA jAtA hai| jJAna ke prakAza meM AtmA AtmA ko dekhatI hai, taba karmoM se, karmabaMdhanoM se paidA huI apanI durdazA dekhakara use ghora pIr3A hotI hai, karmoM ke baMdhana tor3ane ke lie vaha uTha khar3I hotI hai| jJAna ke prakAza meM, karmoM ke baMdhana tor3ane ke upAya use dikhate haiM, ve upAya hI 'dharma' haiN| dharma-puruSArtha dvArA AtmA karmabaMdhanoM se mukti pAtI hai| 'dharmabindu' grantha kI upayogitA : parama karuNAvaMta ve anaMtajJAnI tIrthaMkara bhagavaMta saMsAra kI, saMsAra meM bhaTakate hue jIvoM kI duHkhapUrNa sthiti dekhakara, unako duHkhoM se mukta karane ke lie, dharmatIrtha kI sthApanA karake, jIvoM ko dharma kA prakAza dete haiN| jIvoM ke prati apAra karuNAbhAva meM se dharma kA AvirbhAva huA hai aura aisI hI karuNA meM se dharmatattvoM ke pratipAdaka granthoM kA sRjana hotA hai| __jo vAstava meM jJAnI hote haiM, ve avazya karuNAvaMta hote haiN| zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra paramAtmA ke isa dharmazAsana meM, aise aneka karuNAvaMta jJAnI mahApuruSa hue haiM aura ho rahe haiN| saiMkar3o varSa pUrva AcArya zrI haribhadrasUrIzvarajI aise hI jJAnI mahApuruSa the| una karuNAvaMta jJAnI maharSi ne apane jIvanakAla meM 1444 grantharatnoM kI racanA kI thii| Aja ve 1444 grantha sabake saba to nahIM mila rahe haiM, parantu jo bhI grantha mila rahe haiM ve adbhuta aura apUrva haiN| dharmabindu grantha una mahApuruSa kI hI racanA hai, jisa para apane vivecanA kreNge| yaha grantha ucca jIvana nirmANa ke lie atyuttama hai| yadi Apa apanA naitika aura dhArmika utthAna karanA cAhate haiM, yadi vyavahArazuddhi karanA cAhate haiM, to yaha grantha Apako sundara aura saTIka mArgadarzana degaa| bhale yaha grantha For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-1 prAcIna kAla meM likhA gayA hai, parantu vartamAnakAlIna manuSyoM ke lie Aja bhI utanA hI upayukta hai| tIna mahattvapUrNa sUcanAe~ : ___ hA~, eka bAta kaha dU~ : Apako niyamita sunanA hogaa| do dina sunA aura do dina nahIM sunA, aisA mata krnaa| niyamita sunane se samagra viSaya kA bodha hotA hai| jisa artha meM, jisa sandarbha meM maiM bAta karU~gA, Apako usI artha meM aura usI sandarbha meM bodha hogaa| anyathA gar3abar3a paidA ho jAyegI! maiM kahU~gA kucha, Apa samajhoge kucha! dUsarI bAta : jAgrata rahakara sunanA! sunate samaya idhara-udhara nahIM dekhanA, Upara-nIce nahIM dekhanA / kaise sunate ho pravacana? vaktA ke sAmane hI dekhanA caahie| hA~, nIMda A jAya to phira kaise dekhoge? Asana lagAkara baiTheM to nIMda bhI nahIM aaegii| Adhe jAgrata aura Adhe nIMda meM, phira kyA palle par3egA? dharmazravaNa karane kA ApakA DhaMga badalane kI jarUrata hai| ___ eka gA~va meM eka vRddhA pratidina upAzraya vyAkhyAna sunane jAyA karatI thii| varSAvAsa rahe hue gurudeva 'bhagavatI sUtra' para niyamita pravacana dete the| bhagavatI sUtra meM bAra-bAra bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI apane paTTaziSya indrabhUti gautama ko 'goyamA' zabda se pukArate haiN| gurumahArAja kI bolane kI paddhati bhI acchI thii| ve 'goyamA' zabda jora se bolate the| vaha bur3hiyA AdhI nIMda meM aura AdhI jAgrata...vaise hI pravacana sunatI thI...kucha kama sunatI hogii...| eka dina jaba vaha bur3hiyA pravacana sunakara ghara pahuMcI, to usakI putravadhU ne pUchA : 'mAtAjI, Aja guru mahArAja ne pravacana meM kyA batAyA?' bur3hiyA ne kahA : 'mahArAja vyAkhyAna to acchA dete haiM, parantu unakA svAsthya acchA nahIM lagatA hai...bArabAra 'oyamA' 'oyamA'... karate the|' bur3hiyA ne kaisA sunA pravacana! 'goyamA' kA 'oyamA' kara diyA! yadi Apa svasthatA se pravacana nahIM suneMge to artha kA anartha kreNge| isIlie kahatA hU~ ki jAgrata bana kara pravacana suno| tIsarI bAta bhI suna lo : yaha bAta hai khAsa mAtAoM ke lie aura bahanoM ke lie! pravacana-sabhA meM unakI 'mejoriTI' rahatI hai na! bahaneM vizeSarUpa se jyAdA, puruSa km| unase mujhe kahanA hai ki ve pravacana haoNla meM mauna rahakara For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 1 4 praveza kareM, mauna dhAraNa kara pravacana suneM aura jAte samaya bhI mauna rakheM ! bAteM nahIM kreN| zAnti se pravacana suneN| apane choTe-choTe baccoM ko sAtha nahIM lAyeM ki jo yahA~ zAnta nahIM baiTha sakate hoM / pravacana cAlU ho aura ekadama baccA rone lagatA hai, taba pravacana kI dhArA TUTa jAtI hai| zrotAoM kA dhyAna usa bacce kI ora jAtA hai... bAta bigar3a jAtI hai| isa 'dharmabindu' grantha meM bahanoM ke lie bhI bahuta hI upayogI bAteM batAI gaI haiN| unakI tamannA cAhie - jIvana ko sudhArane kI / parantu 'hama to acche haiM, sudhare hue hI haiM... aisA mAnanevAloM ko nahIM sudhArA jA sktaa| Apa loga to sudhare hue hI ho na ? jarA antarAtmA ko pUcha lenA / jo rogI apane Apako nirogI mAnatA ho, usako nirogI nahIM banAyA jA sktaa| Apa apane Apako acchA mAna rahe hoMge, to maiM Apako acchA nahIM banA sakU~gA! Apako apanI burAiyoM kA khyAla honA caahie| hA~, Apa bhale yahA~ sabhA meM khar3e hokara apanI burAiyA~ prakaTa na kareM, parantu Apako ekadama spaSTa khyAla honA cAhie apanI burAiyoM kA / to 'dharmabindu' grantha kA zravaNa Apa meM adbhuta jIvana parivartana kara skegaa| granthakAra evaM TIkAkAra : yaha grantha saMskRta bhASA meM likhA gayA hai| granthakAra maharSi ne zlokAtmaka racanA nahIM kI hai, sUtrAtmaka racanA kI hai| jisa prakAra mahAna AcAryadeva umAsvAtI ne 'tattvArtha sUtra' kI sUtrAtmaka racanA kI hai, vaise AcAryadeva haribhadrasUrijI ne 'dharmabindu' kI racanA kI hai| sUtra arthagaMbhIra haiN| yoM bhI haribhadrasUrijI kI pratyeka grantharacanA arthagaMbhIra hI hai| sAmAnya vidvAna unake granthoM ko samajha hI nahIM sakatA hai / 'dharmabindu' ke sUtroM ko AcArya zrI municandrasUrijI ne sarala TIkA likha kara subodha banA diyA hai| ina mahApuruSa ne apane jaise abodha jIvoM para kitanA mahAna upakAra kiyA hai! apane jJAna ko sarva jIvoM ke lie khulA chor3a gaye...' jJAna prApta karo aura mokSamArga para calate raho...' aisI udAtta bhAvanA se una mahApuruSoM ne grantharacanAe~ kI haiN| TIkAkAra AcAryazrI ne kahA hai : 'bhavyajanopakRtikRte' bhavya jIvoM ke upakAra ke lie yaha TIkA unhoMne likhI hai / yaha TIkA - grantha saMskRta - sAhitya kA anamola grantha hai, aisI rasapUrNa isakI racanA hai| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-1 dainika pravacana-paramparA : Aja kA dina parama maMgalakArI hai, zubha hai aura zukla hai! Aja apane 'dharmabindu' grantha para pravacanamAlA zurU kara rahe haiM, jo ki saMpUrNa varSAkAla meM calatI rhegii| yaha bhI eka prAcIna kAla se calI A rahI pavitra paramparA hai ki varSAkAla vyatIta karane hetu gA~va-nagara meM sthiratA kara rahe munirAja saMgha ke samakSa pratidina dharmopadeza dete rheN| kisI mahAjJAnI zAsanamAnya mahApuruSa ke grantha kA AdhAra lekara dharmopadeza diyA jAtA hai| isase apane jaina saMgha meM acchI dharmajAgrati dekhane ko milatI hai| niyamita cAra-cAra mahIne taka pravacana sunane se zrotAoM ko dharma kA maulika bodha prApta hotA hai| pApAcAroM se bhaya lagatA hai aura sadAcAra kI pravRtti bar3hatI hai| vividha dharma-ArAdhanAe~ hotI haiN| dAna-zIla aura tapa kI ArAdhanA hotI hai| yaha saba niyamita dharmopadeza kA prabhAva hai| 'maMgala' kyoM karanA cAhie? apanI pravacana mAlA kA AdhAragrantha 'dharmabindu' rhegaa| cAra-cAra mahIne taka nirvighna pravacana mAlA calatI rahe, isalie apana ne 'maMgala' kiyA! 'zrutajJAna kI pUjA' Apane abhI par3hI na? 'dharmabindu' grantha kA pUjana bhI kiyA na? yaha 'maMgala' kiyA Apa logoM ne | 'maMgala' meM vighnoM kA nAza karane kI zakti par3I hai| eka bAta hamAre maharSiyoM ne anubhava kI batAI hai- acche kArya meM jyAdA vighna Ate haiM! 'zreyAMsi bahuvighnAni'! yaha pravacana mAlA acchA pavitra kArya hai, isalie isameM jyAdA vighna A sakate haiM-isalie aisA bhAvapUrNa maMgala kareM ki vighna hamAre kArya ko kucala nahIM DAleM, balki vighna svayaM naSTa ho jaayeN| hA~, sAmAjika yA jAsUsI upanyAsa likhanevAle 'maMgala' nahIM karate haiM...unako vighna prAyaH nahIM AtA hai! kaise AyegA vighna? vaha kArya hI acchA nahIM hai! vighna to Ate haiM acche kArya meM, pavitra kArya meM! eka dharmagrantha likhanA pavitra kArya hai, isalie usake prAraMbha meM maMgala karanA hI cAhie! granthakAra AcAryadeva 'maMgala' karane kI paraMparA ko nibhA rahe haiN| bhalA, anubhavI maharSiyoM dvArA prAraMbha kI huI paraMparA kauna nahIM nibhAyegA? zraddhAvAna bhI nibhAyegA aura buddhimAna bhI nibhAyegA! For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra pravacana- 1 bhAvamaMgala : www.kobatirth.org graMthakAra eka nirgratha jainAcArya the| unako apanI AcAramaryAdA meM rahanA thA, isalie 'dravyamaMgala' ve nahIM kara sakate the, unhoMne 'bhAvamaMgala' kiyaa| paramAtmA ko praNAma hI bhAvamaMgala hai | paramAtma-praNAma meM yaha apUrva zakti hai ki sarva vighnoM kA samUla uccheda kara de| yaha hai AdhyAtmika zakti / aba sunie, granthakAra maMgala kara rahe haiM : 'praNamya paramAtmAnaM samuddhRtya zrutArNavAt / dharmabinduM pravakSyAmi toyabindumivodadheH / / Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 1 dharmazAstroM kI racanA karanevAle RSi maharSiyoM kI yaha mAnyatA hai : 'zAstramUlaM maGgalam' / dharmazAstra kA prArambha maMgala se hI honA caahie| isa vidhAna meM dRSTi eka hI hai : vighnoM kA nAza ! vighna upasthita hone kI AzaMkA hai, isalie pahale se hI usakA upAya kara liyA! Apako lagatA hai ki mArga meM DAkU mila sakate haiM, Apako jAnA anivArya hai, Apa surakSA kA prabandha karake hI caleMge na? phira Apa nizciMta banakara calate raheMge! granthakAra mahAtmA bhI vaisA hI kara rahe haiM / vighna Ae~ hI nahIM, yadi A jAyeM to grantharacanA ke kArya meM rukAvaTa na ho, isalie bhAvamaMgala kiyA / paramAtmA ko praNAma kiyA / - prazna : kArya ke prAraMbha meM hI, bhaviSyakAlIna vighnoM kI AzaMkA karanA kyA mAnasika kamajorI nahIM hai ? uttara : koI bhI kArya karane se pUrva jaise kAryapaddhati kA nirNaya karanA cAhie, vaise hI usa kArya meM kyA-kyA bAdhAe~ - rukAvaTeM A sakatI haiM, usakA bhI vicAra karanA cAhie / yaha vicAra karanA mAnasika kamajorI nahIM hai, parantu sAvadhAnI hai, buddhimattA hai| saMbhavita vighnoM kI kalpanA karake una vighnoM kA upAya karanA bhaya athavA kamajorI kA paricAyaka nahIM hai, parantu kAryasiddhi athavA saphalatA kA dyotaka hai| Apane eka acchA paramArtha- paropakAra kA kArya zurU kiyA, Apa kArya karate caleM aura ApakI kalpanA se bhI pare koI vighna - antarAya upasthita huA... kyA hogA Apako! yadi Apa zaktizAlI haiM to usa vighna ko miTA dene kA bharasaka prayatna kareMge...isase usa kArya kI siddhi meM vilamba to hogA na? yadi ApakA prayatna asaphala rahA to vaha kArya adhUrA hI raha jAyagA na? isalie pavitra For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 1 7 kArya karane se pUrva hI usa kArya meM koI vighna nahIM Aye, vaisA prabandha kara lenA caahie| vaha prabandha hai bhAvamaMgala ! vighnoM kA nAza karanA jarUrI : vighnoM kA vinAza karane kA svAdhIna upAya hai yaha bhAvamaMgala ! paramAtmA ko praNAma karanA, svAdhIna upAya hai... na kisI kI parAdhInatA, na kisI kI parataMtratA! paramAtmA ko praNAma karane meM hama svAdhIna haiM, kisI kI AjJA lene kI, - ijAjata lene kI AvazyakatA nahIM! are, maMdira meM bhI jAnA anivArya nahIM! apane mana ke maMdira meM usa vItarAga arihaMta paramAtmA kI padmAsanastha avasthA kI dhAraNA karo, camar3e kI A~kheM baMda karo aura mana kI A~kheM kholakara una paramAtmA kI prazamarasa bharapUra A~kheM dekho, unake caraNoM meM jhuka jAo, unakI stuti karo, prArthanA karo, dhyAna dharo... basa ho gayA maMgala ! bhAvamaMgala ho gayA! isa bhAvamaMgala kA asara par3egA una AnevAle vighnoM para ! ve AyeMge hI nahIM, yadi Ane kA sAhasa kiyA to becAre, Apake pairoM ke nIce kucale jAyeMge! 'parama' evaM 'aparama' : paramAtmA ko praNAma karane se pUrva, paramAtmA ko jarA pahacAno to sahI ! pahacAnate ho paramAtmA ko ? AtmA do prakAra kI hotI hai : parama aura aparama | sarva karmamala kA vilaya ho jAne se prApta vizuddha jJAna - prakAza meM jinhoMne sakala vizva ko 'loka' aura 'aloka' ko dekhA hai, svayaM pUrNa niSkAma aura pUrNa aparigrahI hone para bhI, deva ATha prakAra kI divya zobhA - aSTa mahApratihArya kI zobhA, unake cAroM ora prasthApita karate haiM / saba jIva apanI-apanI bhASA meM samajha jAyeM vaisI bhASA meM jo bolate haiM aura jo unakI vANI sunatA hai, usake mana ke tamAma saMzaya dUra ho jAte haiM / ve jahA~-jahA~ padArpaNa karate haiM vahA~ -vahA~ jIvoM ko sukha-zAnti prApta hotI hai| jinako koI Izvara kahatA hai, koI brahmA kahatA hai, koI zaMkara kahatA hai ... bhinna bhinna nAmoM se jo pukAre jAte haiM - ve haiM arihanta paramAtmA ! parama+AtmA=paramAtmA / inake alAvA saba 'aparama' AtmA! apane 'aparama' AtmA haiM ! aparama se parama banane kI ArAdhanA hI dharma-ArAdhanA hai / aparama AtmA parama AtmA ko praNAma kare, unakI stuti - prArthanA kare, unakA dhyAna dhare, unake batAe hue mArga para calatI rahe to aparama parama bana jAya !! For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 1 kahie, aparama hI rahanA hai ? parama - AtmA bananA hai yA nahIM ? bananA to hai, parantu zakti nahIM hai, kyoM? zakti kahA~ se AtI hai ? AkAza se zakti giratI hai kyA ? paramAtmabhakti meM se zakti prApta hotI hai / isalie, paramAtmabhakti meM lIna bano / eka asAdhAraNa vizeSatA : granthakAra ne 'paramAtmA' ko namaskAra kiyA, koI nAma nahIM liyA... na bhagavAna RSabhadeva kA nAma liyA, na varddhamAna svAmI kA ! nAma koI bhI ho, hone cAhie paramAtmA ! sarvajJa aura vItarAga hone cAhie! ajJAnatA aura rAgadveSa se saMpUrNa mukta-aise paramAtmA ko praNAma kiyaa| jainadharma kI yahI asAdhAraNa vizeSatA hai! yadi Apa aura hama isa asAdhAraNa vizeSatAko samajha jAyeM to Aja bhI 'jainaM jayati zAsanam' ho sakatA hai / granthakAra kI vinamratA : mahAna tArkika evaM diggaja vidvAna AcArya kI vinamratA dekho, ve kahate haiM : 'maiMne yaha 'dharmabindu' grantha merI matikalpanA se nahIM likhA hai, zrutasamudra se tattvaratnoM ko lekara isa grantha kI racanA kI hai / ' ati mahattvapUrNa hai yaha bAta / tIrthaMkara paramAtmA mahAvIradeva ne jo zrutagaMgA - jJAnagaMgA bahAI, usI pavitra jJAnagaMgA meM se kucha bUMdeM le lIM aura yaha grantha bana gayA ! zrutasamudra agAdha hai...durbodha hai...alpa buddhivAle usa samudra meM kUda nahIM sakate aura usameM se motI prApta nahIM kara sakate / 'naya', 'nikSepa', 'bhaMga', 'gama', 'paryAya', 'hetu' ityAdi aise gahana aura gaMbhIra viSaya haiM ki sAmAnya buddhivAlA samajha hI nahIM sake / samajhe ho Apa? 'naya' kisako kahate haiM ? 'dravya-guNa-paryAya' kisako kahate haiM ? batA sakoge ? samajhane kI buddhi nahIM aura tamannA bhI nahIM! are, tattvamArga nahIM samajha sako, kA jJAna to prApta kara sakate ho na ? parantu AcAramArga bindu meM sindhu : 'dharmabindu' grantha AcAramArga kA grantha hai / mAnavajIvana kramazaH aura kaise unnata aura pavitra banAyA jA sake- isakA kramika mArgadarzana isa grantha meM diyA gayA hai| granthakAra ne zrutasAgara meM se tattvoM ko lekara, sarala aura subodha sUtroM For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-1 meM isa grantha kI racanA kI hai| zrutasamudra kI apekSA isa grantha meM dharmatattvoM ke kucha bindu hI haiM, parantu apane lie to yaha grantha hI bar3A samudra hai! granthakAra ne bindu meM sindhu bhara diyA hai| pAnI kI bUMde hotI haiM na? vaise ye haiM dharmatattva kI bUMdeM! isa prakAra AcAryadeva ne isa grantha ko sarvajJatAmUlaka banA diyA! ___ 'dvAdazAMgI' ki jisameM 14 pUrva samAviSTa hai, agAdha samudra hai! samudra kA maMthana saba loga nahIM kara skte| Apane kabhI samudra meM gotA lagAyA hai? kabhI samudra meM taire ho? muzkila hai na yaha kAma Apake lie? parantu hote haiM aise sAhasika manuSya ki jo samudra meM gotA lagAte haiM aura samudra meM se ratna le Ate haiM! jJAna kA bhI sAgara hai...lavaNa samudra nahIM, 'arebiyana' samudra nahIM, kSIrasAgara hai! dUdha kA sAgara! amRta kA sAgara! AcAryadeva haribhadrasUrijI kahate haiM ki jJAna ke usa kSIrasamudra meM se kucha bindu lekara maiMne isa grantha kI racanA kI hai| __ Apako usa amRta-sAgara kA 'sempala' milegA! rasAsvAda karanA, cakhanA, yadi 'TesTaphula'-svAdiSTa lage to phira bindu nahIM, loTA bhara-bharakara deMge! hA~, isa jJAnAmRta kA 'TesTa' laga gayA, phira pA~coM indriya ke viSayasukha nIrasasvAdarahita lgeNge| sacamuca jJAnAnanda ke Age viSayAnanda kucha bhI nahIM hai| 'jJAnamagnasya yaccharma tadvaktuM naiva zakyate' jJAnamagna AtmA ko jo sukha-saMvedana hotA hai, vaha zabdoM meM nahIM kahA jA sktaa| granthakAra maharSi aise hI jJAnamagna mahApuruSa the| unakI vinamratA to dekho...ve kahate haiM : 'zruta (jJAna) sAgara se kucha bindu lekara isa grantha kI racanA karatA hU~, merA isameM kucha bhI nahIM, maiM to eka mAdhyama mAtra huuN...|' sarvajIvahitakArI jinazAsana ke prati unakA kaisA adabhuta hArdika samarpaNa hai! 'jinavacana se bhinna merI svataMtra koI matikalpanA hI nahIM hai!' apane jJAna kA, apanI buddhi kA apanI janapriyatA kA koI abhimAna hI nahIM! saccA jJAna isako kahate haiM, jo 'ahaM' ko bhulA detA hai| grantharacanA kA prayojana : eka prazna yaha hotA hai ki AcAryazrI ne grantharacanA hI kyoM kI? kyA AvazyakatA thI grantha likhane kI? buddhimAna aura jJAnI puruSa binA prayojana koI kAma nahIM karate, grantharacanA bhI binA prayojana nahIM hotii| to batAie, AcAryadeva kA kyA prayojana hogA? kyA paisA kamAnA thA? kyA khyAti For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-1 10 prasiddhi pAnA thA? hA~, saMsAra meM aise uddezyoM se bhI grantharacanAe~ hotI haiM! paisA kamAne kA uddezya gRhasthoM kA hotA hai, sAdhu-puruSoM kA nhiiN| kaMcana aura kAminI ke tyAgI aise zramaNa dhanArjana ke lie grantharacanA nahI karate haiM, unako dhana-saMpatti se koI prayojana nahIM hotaa| to kyA khyAti-prasiddhi ke lie AcAryazrI ne grantharacanA kI hai? apana yaha bhI nahIM mAna sakate haiN| prasiddhi ke premI loga to svaprazaMsA karane se bAja nahIM Ate! AcAryadeva ne kahIM para bhI svaprazaMsA nahIM kI hai... apane jJAna yA buddhi kA guNagAna kahIM para bhI nahIM kiyA hai| dharmagranthoM kI racanA meM prAyaH aisA uddezya rahatA bhI nhiiN| prazna : sAhaba! Ajakala to kucha sAdhu-sAdhviyoM kI chapI huI aisI kitAbeM dekhane ko milatI haiM, jisameM apane nAma kI prasiddhi ke alAvA kucha bhI nahIM dikhatA! uttara : aisI nAma kI prasiddhi kyA kAma kI? usa nAma kI prasiddhi Apake mana para kisa prakAra huI? acchI yA burI? prasiddhi do prakAra kI hotI hai : suprasiddhi aura kuprasiddhi / koI sukhyAta hotA hai aura koI kukhyAta hotA hai! aisI kitAbeM ki jinameM koI tattvajJAna nahIM, jinameM koI satpreraNA denevAlI bAteM nahIM athavA idhara-udhara kI kitAboM meM se kucha aMza lekara apane nAma se chapavA denA...ityAdi pravRtti karanevAle loga khyAta to hote haiM, parantu kukhyAta! aisI bhI kitAboM ke kucha ine-gine loga prazaMsaka hote haiM...Apa loga jaise bhagata! sahI bAta hai na? saMtoM kI grantharacanA prasiddhi ke lie nahIM! eka bAta samajha lo : sAdhupuruSa kabhI bhI prasiddhi ke uddezya se grantharacanA nahIM karate, prasiddhi ho jAya, dUsarI bAta hai| haribhadrasUrijI ne prasiddhi ke prayojana se grantharacanA nahIM kI thI, parantu prasiddhi ho gaI! Apa acchI, uttama vastu deMge, ApakI prasiddhi hogI hI! loga ApakI prazaMsA kareMge hii| hA~, logoM se apanI prazaMsA sunane kI vAsanA nahIM cAhie, yaha vAsanA bhayAnaka hotI hai| svaprazaMsA sunane kI lAlasA kabhI satkAryoM se manuSya ko dUra kara detI hai| jaba usake satkArya kI prazaMsA loga nahIM kareMge, vaha satkArya hI chor3a degA! manuSya ke sabhI satkAryoM kI prazaMsA ho aisA koI niyama nahIM hai| yadi Apake 'apayazanAmakarma' kA udaya ho to ApakI prazaMsA nahIM hogI, ApakI loga nindA kareMge, bhale hI Apane kAma acchA kiyA ho! zrI haribhadrasUrijI to AtmajJAnI maharSi the| grantharacanA kA unakA lakSya thA 'satvAnugraha' | jIvoM ke prati upakAra kI buddhi se grantharacanA kI hai| mumukSu For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 1 11 AtmAoM ko, tattvarasika manuSyoM ko dharmatattva kA bodha ho, mokSamArga kA jJAna ho, mAnavajIvana ke mahAna kartavyoM kA bodha ho, usa bodha se citta kI prasanna prApta ho, AtmAnanda kA anubhava ho, tyAga - vairAgya kI bhAvanAe~ jAgrata hoM... isa pavitra paropakAra kI bhAvanA se prerita hokara granthakAra AcAryadeva ne grantha kI racanA kI hai| karuNA kA tattva hI aisA hai jo paropakAra ke lie manuSya ko uttejita kara detA hai! dUsare jIvoM ke du:kha, karuNA sahana nahIM kara sakatI / paraduHkha kA nAza karane kA puruSArtha vaha karavAegI hii| antarAtmA ko jagAie ! sarvajJa-vItarAga jinezvaroM kA yaha nirNaya hai ki saMsAra meM jIvAtmAe~ jJAna ke abhAva meM bhaTaka rahI haiM, jJAna ke abhAva meM hI duHkha - trAsa aura azAnti hai / granthakAra ne isI nirNaya ko apanA nirNaya banAkara, jIvoM ko jJAna-prakAza dene kA pavitra kArya kiyA hai, saiMkar3oM granthoM kI racanA kI hai| yaha unakA bhavya upakAra hai, mAnate ho upakAra? mAnate ho aise jJAnI mahApuruSoM ko upakArI? Apa batAoge ki Apa kisa-kisako upakArI mAnate ho? dhana denevAlA upakArI yA dharma denevAlA upakArI ? samRddhi denevAlA upakArI yA sadbuddhi denevAlA upakArI? dhana- mAna aura samRddhi denevAloM ko bhale Apa upakArI mAno, parantu dharma-jJAna aura sadbuddhi denevAloM ko bhI upakArI mAno, mAnate ho kyA? jJAna aura jJAnI puruSoM ke prati zraddhA, prema aura bhakti hai? apanI antarAtmA ko TaTolo / jJAna ke lie jAna bhI kurabAna : cIna kA eka pravAsI 'hyu-ena-tsaMga' bhArata ke pravAsa ke lie AyA thA / madhyayuga kI yaha bAta hai| nAlaMdA vidyApITha meM usane bauddha dharma kA adhyayana kiyA aura jaba vaha vApasa apane deza jAne lagA taba usane bauddha dharma ke kaI hastalikhita grantha sAtha le lie| baMgAla ke upasAgara se vaha cIna jA rahA thA, bauddha dharma ke do paMDita - jJAnagupta aura tyAgarAja unako vidA dene ke lie unake sAtha jahAja meM jA rahe the| jahAja Age bar3ha rahA thA, acAnaka AkAza meM bAdala ghira aae| A~dhI aura tUphAna aise ghire ki sabake prANoM ko khatarA ho gayA / jahAja ke kaptAna ne yAtriyoM ko Adeza de diyA ki 'jisake bhI pAsa bhArI sAmAna ho, samudra meM pheMka deN|' hyu-ena-tsaMga ke pAsa una hastalikhita For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 1 12 kUda par3ate bauddha dharma ke graMthoM kA baMDala thA ! vaha samudra meM pheMkane ke lie taiyAra ho gayA, taba jJAnagupta aura tyAgarAja ne kahA : 'yaha to jJAna kA amUlya khajAnA hai, ise Apa samudra meM mata pheMkie, usake badale hama donoM samudra meM haiM... manuSya deha nazvara hai, jJAna zAzvat hai, aise apUrva dharmagranthoM kA tyAga nahIM kreN| ina granthoM se to hajAroM-lAkhoM manuSyoM ko nirvANa kA mArga milegA, parama sukha prApta hogA...' yaha kahate hue una donoM bhAratIya paMDitoM ne apane Apako usa tUphAnI samudra meM jhoMka diyaa| duHkha kA kAraNa ajJAna : jJAna ke prati kaisA pyAra ! dharmagranthoM ke prati kaisI adbhuta zraddhA ! kyoMki donoM ne una dharmagranthoM ko par3hA thA, unhoMne jJAnAmRta kA AsvAda liyA thA / Apane kabhI jJAnAmRta cakhA bhI hai ? ghora ajJAna aura adharma se manuSya AtmA ko bhUla hI gayA hai, mahAtmAoM ko bhI bhUla gayA hai, paramAtmA to use yAda hI nahIM Ate! dina-pratidina duHkha - trAsa aura asaMkhya viDaMbanAoM ke daladala meM manuSya pha~satA jA rahA hai| aise manuSyoM ko dekhakara karuNAvaMta mahApuruSoM kA hRdaya karuNArdra bana jAtA hai aura una manuSyoM ko du:khamukta karane ke lie ve jJAna kA prakAza dete haiN| isIlie AcAryadeva ne 'dharmabindu' grantha kI racanA kI hai| nirmala buddhi anivArya : dharmatattva ko samajhanA - yathArtha rUpa meM samajhanA sarala nahIM hai / isake lie buddhi sUkSma cAhie, nirmala cAhie, arthAt buddhi koI durAgraha se grasta nahIM honI caahie| zAnta citta se, sUkSmatA meM gaharAI meM jAkara dharmatattva kA cintana kreN| hai na buddhi meM sUkSmatA ? hai na buddhi meM nirmalatA ? yadi 'dharma' ko samajhanA hai aura sahI dharmArAdhanA karanI hai, to aisI buddhi avazya cAhie / jisa grantha kI racanA RSi-muni yA AcArya karate haiM, jinako saMsAra ke bhautika sukhoM kA AkarSaNa yA mamatva nahIM hotA, unakA lakSya jaise jIvoM ke prati upakAra kA, Atmika upakAra kA hotA hai vaise svayaM ke prati bhI unake vizeSa dhyeya hote haiN| eka dhyeya hotA hai tattvacintana, zAstra anuprekSA / dUsarA dhyeya hotA hai karmanirjarA kA, arthAt AtmA ko karmabaMdhanoM se mukta karane kA / zAstra-svAdhyAya se, tattvaciMtana se vipula karmanirjarA hotI hai| nirjarA hote For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-1 13 hote kSaya ho jAtA hai karmoM kA, aura AtmA parama vizuddha bana jAtI hai| RSimuniyoM kA yahI dhyeya, yahI Adarza aura yahI lakSya hotA hai-apanI saMpUrNa dharmaArAdhanA kaa| 'dharmabindu' grantha kI racanA karanevAle AcAryazrI haribhadrasUrijI asAdhAraNa prajJAvAle maharSi the| unakA hRdaya karuNA kA sAgara thA, unakA likhA huA eka-eka zabda, eka-eka sUtra hamArI AtmA ko chUtA hai-hamAre hRdaya taka pahu~catA hai| Apa loga yadi dhyAna se isa grantha ko suneMge, to ApakA hRdaya nAca uThegA, ApakI AtmA apUrva Ananda anubhava kregii| granthakAra ne paramAtmA ko namaskAra karake grantharacanA kA prAraMbha kiyA hai| apane bhI paramAtmA ko praNAma kara aura granthakAra ko bhI namaskAra karake 'dharmabindu' grantha para pravacana zurU karate haiM | merI alpa buddhi se, ati alpa jJAna se maiM grantha aura granthakAra ko pUrNarUpeNa to nyAya nahIM de sakU~gA, jo kucha maiM samajha pAyA hU~... Apako btaauuNgaa| mujhe granthakAra ke prati pUrNa zraddhA hai, grantha merA atipriya hai, isIlie maiMne pravacana hetu isa grantha ko cunA hai| grantha aura granthakAra ke prati mere hRdaya meM jo prema aura zraddhA hai, vahI mujhe mukharita karate haiM, mukharita hone meM bhI Ananda AtA hai! jinezvara bhagavanta ke acintya anugraha se aura gurujanoM kI kRpA se maiM isa mahAna grantha kI vivecanA karane meM samartha banUM...yahI merI kAmanA hai| dharma ke acintya prabhAva kA varNana karake granthakAra 'dharmabindu' kA kisa prakAra prArambha karate haiM-vaha kala batAyA jaaegaa| Aja, basa itanA hii| For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra pravacana -2 V100 www.kobatirth.org dharma se dhana milatA hai...! dharma se bhogasukha milate haiM! dharma se svarga milatA hai aura dharma se mokSa bhI milatA hai! dharma kA prabhAva acintya hai ! parantu dharma ke pAsa tuma galatI se bhI sAMsArika sukhabhoga mata mA~ganA ! Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 'jo naphA mile usameM se kucha hissA zubha kArya meM kharca karanA' eka bujurga AdamI viliyama kolageTa ko salAha detA hai, kolageTa usa salAha ko mAnatA hai aura vaha duniyA kA eka udAra dAnavIra dhanakubera banatA hai / * kevala khora ke dAna se vaha gvAle kA lar3akA zAlibhadra nahIM bana gayA thA...vaha supAtra dAna to thA prema kA ! sAdhu ke prema ne usako zAlibhadra banAyA / dharma ko kevala artha-kAma kA sAdhana mata banAo, 'AtmakalyANa' ko ho jovana kA dhyeya banAo aura usIke lie dharmapuruSArtha karate rho| pravacana : 2 14 For Private And Personal Use Only www AdhyAtmika zakti kA prabhAva : parama karuNAvaMta AcArya bhagavaMta zrI haribhadrasUrijI ne 'dharmabindu' grantha kA prAraMbha karate hue paramAtmA ko praNAma kiyA / paramAtmapraNAma bhAvamaMgala hai| bhAvamaMgala meM itanI apAra 'spiricyuala enarjI - AdhyAtmika zakti hai ki bhAvamaMgala karane vAle manuSya ke sabhI upadrava, sabhI duHkha AmUla naSTa ho jAte haiN| sabhI vighna dUra ho jAte haiN| kaise hotA hai, yaha saba ? yaha bAta mata pUcho ! AdhyAtmika-zakti ko hamane pahacAnA hI nahIM hai / Atmazakti ke viSaya meM zAyada Apa logoM ne socA bhI nahIM hogA / Atmazakti ke Age 'eTamika enarjI' bhI kucha nahIM hai / ANavika zakti se Atmazakti kAphI bar3hakara hai| paramAtmapraNAma kI Antarika kriyA usa Atmazakti kA AvirbhAva karatI hai| usa zakti se vighnanAza hotA hai, duHkhanAza hotA hai, cintAoM kA nAza hotA hai / manuSya kA jIvanapatha niSkaMTaka banatA hai|

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pravacana-2 15 viSaya nirdeza : jisa prakAra maMgala kiyA vaise 'abhidheya' bhI batA diyA, yAnI isa graMtha meM ve jo likhane jA rahe haiM usa viSaya ko bhI batA diyaa| unakA viSaya hai dharma | ve dharma ke viSaya meM kucha likhanA cAhate haiN| grantha ke prAraMbha meM grantha kA viSaya batA denA ucita hI hai| isa viSaya ke jo jijJAsu hoMge, isa viSaya ko jAnane kI jisa manuSya kI icchA hogI, ve isa grantha ko par3hege, suneNge| mujhe jijJAsA thI, isalie maiMne pddh'aa| Apako jijJAsA hai, isalie Apa idhara sunane ke lie Ae ho| jisa viSaya ko jAnane kI jijJAsA hotI hai, usa viSaya para sunane se Ananda hotA hai| tRpti hotI hai| Apako tRpti kA anubhava hogA | granthakAra ne itane acche DhaMga se dharma samajhAyA hai ki apanI jijJAsA saMtuSTa ho jAtI hai| saMtuSTi hI Ananda hai! grantha kA prayojana : abhidheya batA kara unhoMne prayojana bhI batA diyaa| kisalie unhoMne isa grantha kI racanA kI, ekadama spaSTa zabdoM meM unhoMne kaha diyA : jIvoM para upakAra karane ke lie! jIvoM ko jJAnaprakAza dene ke lie! yaha prayojana to tAtkAlika prayojana hai / aMtima prayojana hai mukti kI prApti! nirvANa kI prApti! hA~, koI bhI pavitra kriyA ho, usakA phala nirvANa hotA hai| kriyA pavitra ho, kriyA karanevAle kA bhAva nirmala ho-nirvANaphala milegA hii| vaktA aura zrotA-donoM kI kriyAe~ bolane kI aura sunane kI yadi nirmala haiM, zuddha haiM, to phala nirvANa hai | ApakA dhyeya aura merA dhyeya-aMtima dhyeya mukti hI hai / maiM bolatA hU~, bolane kI kriyA karatA hU~, merI yaha kriyA pavitra AzayavAlI cAhie-merI vANI se jIvoM ko tattvabodha ho, merI vANI se jIvoM ke AtmabhAva nirmala hoM, isa prakAra kA merA Azaya honA caahie| to merI yaha bolane kI kriyA nirvANa kA phala avazya degii| Apa loga sunane kI kriyA karate ho na? hA~, sunanA bhI eka mahattvapUrNa kriyA hai| Apa kisa Azaya se sunate ho? kaisA Azaya ho to ApakI sunane kI kriyA muktiphaladAyinI bana sake? socA hai kabhI? sunate ho para socate nahIM! isa jinavANI se mujhe AtmajJAna ho, isa jinavANI ke zravaNa se mere rAgadveSa maMda hoM, karmoM ke baMdhana tor3ane kA puruSArtha pragaTa ho...isa Azaya se suneM to sunane kI kriyA mukti kA phala avazya degii| For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra pravacana- 2 grantha kA sambandha : 16 prayojana ke sAtha-sAtha granthakAra ne 'sambandha bhI batAyA hai| abhidheya - abhidhAnarUpa sambandha hai isakA / dharmatattva yahA~ abhidheya hai yAnI dharma kathanIya hai aura yaha grantha abhidhAna hai| dharmatattva ke sAtha grantha kA sambandha batAyA gayA / usakA zAzvat dharma se kyA lenA-denA? hai lenA-denA ! grantha usa dharma ko batAtA hai, dharma kA abhidhAna karatA hai| dharmatattva svayaM mUka hai, grantha bolatA hai ! isalie grantha upAdeya hai, Avazyaka hai| For Private And Personal Use Only isa prakAra 'maMgala', 'abhidheya', 'prayojana' aura 'sambandha' batAkara granthakAra dharma kA phala batAte haiM ! dharma kA svarUpa abhI nahIM batAte, phala batAte haiN| AcAryazrI ne mAnava mana kA gaharA adhyayana kiyA hogA, aisA isase pratIta hotA hai| mAnava mana kA yaha svabhAva hai - koI bhI kAma karanA hogA, 'isa kAma kA phala kyA hai ? isa kArya se kyA milegA ? kyA lAbha hogA?' mana meM nirNaya ho jAegA ki isa kArya kA mujhe isa prakAra kA phala milegA... acchA phala milegA' isake bAda hI vaha usa kArya kA svarUpa jAnanA cAhegA / dharma karane se phAyadA kyA ? 'dharma kyoM karanA cAhie ? dharmakArya karane se hameM kyA lAbha hogA ?' yaha prazna buddhimAna manuSya ke mana meM paidA hogA hii| buddhimAna manuSya phala kA vicAra kiye binA koI kArya nahIM kregaa| Apa isa dRSTi se apane jIvana kI tamAma pravRttiyoM ko dekho| soco, ApakI tamAma kriyAe~ kisI na kisI phalaprApti ke lakSya se hotI hoNgii| Apa bhojana karate haiM, isalie ki bhojana se kSudhA kA duHkha dUra hotA hai, kSudhA zAnta hotI hai / yadi bhojana karane se kSudhA zAnta nahIM hotI to Apa bhojana nahIM karate! Apa pAnI pIte ho, isalie ki ApakA pyAsa kA duHkha pAnI pIne se dUra hotA hai / Apa dAna dete ho, kyoM? Apako phala kA jJAna hai : dAna dene se kIrti bar3hatI hai, puNyakarma baMdhatA hai athavA dhana kI lAlasA kama hotI hai, isalie Apa dAna dete ho| Apa vastra dhone kI kriyA karate ho-kyoM? dhone se vastra sApha hotA hai, ujjvala hotA hai - yaha huA phala kA jnyaan| jisa phala ko pAne kI ApakI icchA hogI, usa phala ko denevAlI kriyA Apa kreNge| Apake mana ko vizvAsa ho jAnA cAhie ki 'yaha kriyA karane se merA icchita phala mujhe mila jAyegA / ' hama saba karate haiM isa prakAra sArI

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17 pravacana-2 kriyAe~! hA~, mana kA nirNaya galata ho gayA ho aura usa kriyA se icchita phala nahIM mile, vaha bAta dUsarI hai| manakI icchA hai dhanavAna banane kI, saMpatti pAne kii| usako lagA ki 'yaha 'dhaMdhA-bijanesa' karane se mujhe jyAdA dhana milegaa|' dhaMdhA kiyA, dhana nahIM milA, Upara se svayaM kA dhana khoyA / ho sakatA hai aisA / parantu dhaMdhA kiyA usane dhana pAne kI icchA se / dhaMdhA karane se dhana milatA hai; isa vicAra se hI vaha dhaMdhA karatA hai| buddhimAna phala ke bAre meM soce : AcAryadeva kI bhAvanA hai jIvoM ke pAsa dharma karavAne kii| unakA pUrNa vizvAsa hai ki dharma karane se jIva ziva bana sakatA hai, pUrNa sukha aura ananta Ananda pA sakatA hai| unakI bhAvanA hai 'saba jIvoM ko pUrNa sukha aura ananta Ananda prApta ho!' isa prabala bhAvanA se prerita hokara jaba ve jIvAtmAoM ko upadeza dete haiM : 'dharma karanA cAhie, dharma kro|'turnt hI buddhimAna pUchatA hai : 'hameM kyoM dharma karanA cAhie? dharma karane se hameM kyA milegA? kauna-sA phala milegA?' buddhimAna manuSya ke sAmane koI bhI nayA kAma AyegA, turanta hI vaha usake lAbha ke viSaya meM socegA | use vizvAsa ho jAyegA ki 'isa kAma se mujhe kucha lAbha hogA...acchA phala milegA, to hI vaha nayA kAma kregaa| usako lagegA ki 'isa kAma ke karane se mujhe nukasAna hogA, lAbha nahIM hogA, to vaha kAma nahIM kregaa| mAnava-mana kI yaha svAbhAvikatA hai| itanA hI nahIM, jisa kArya se manuSya ko lAbha hotA hai, icchita sukha mila jAtA hai, usa kArya ke svarUpa ko jAnane meM usakI dilacaspI bhI kama hI rahatI hai| kArya kaise karanA, kaise karane se lAbha ho sakatA hai, isa bAta kI jAnakArI to prApta karegA, parantu yaha kArya acchA hai yA burA-zAyada nahIM socegaa| kyoMki usakI dRSTi phala kI ora hotI hai| lAbha kamAne kI ora hotI hai| mAnava-mana kA yaha svabhAva dekhate hue granthakAra mahAtmA dharma ke lAbha, dharma kA phala batAte haiN| ve kahate haiM : dhanado dhanArthinAM proktaH kAminAM sarvakAmadaH / dharma evApavargasya pAramparyeNa sAdhakaH / / Aie, dharma kA phala jAnanA cAhate haiM? tuma hI kaho, tumheM kyA cAhie? dhana cAhie? dharma dhana detA hai! For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra pravacana- 2 hA~, dharma se dhana milatA hai : 18 tumheM pA~ca indriya ke viSayasukha cAhie? zabda-rUpa-rasa-gaMdha aura sparza ke manohara suMdara zreSTha viSaya cAhie ? dharma detA hai ina zreSTha viSayoM ko / bolate calo, kyA cAhie tumheM? devaloka ke divya sukha cAhie? deva bananA hai ? dharma devaloka ke divya sukha bhI detA hai| avazya detA hai / acchA, tumheM aise sukha nahIM cAhie, mokSasukha cAhie? mokSa ke ananta, akSaya sukha cAhie? mileMge ve sukha, dharma hI degaa| dharma ke alAvA mokSa kA sukha koI de hI nahIM sakatA / arthapradhAna aura kAmapradhAna jIvoM ko Azcarya hotA hai yaha bAta suna kara ! jinake jIvana meM artha- dhanasaMpatti hI sarvasva hai aura indriyoM ke viSayasukha hI saba kucha haiM, aise jIvoM ko dharma kI ora mor3anA AsAna kAma nahIM hai| aise jIvoM ko mokSamArga ke pathika banAnA sarala kAma nahIM hai / saMsAra meM jyAdAtara loga arthapremI aura kAmabhogapremI hI hote haiN| unako dharmapremI banAnA hai| miTAnA hai unakA arthaprema aura kAmabhogaprema, isake lie batAte haiM dharma kA phala arthaprApti aura kAmaprApti ! svargaprApti aura mokSaprApti ! For Private And Personal Use Only dharma-sukha kI 'phaikTarI' : yaha mata samajhanA ki jIvoM ko lAlaca de rahe haiM ! dharma kI ora khIMcane ke lie yaha koI lAlaca nahIM batAI gaI hai| dharma kI zakti kA saccA paricaya diyA gayA hai| dharma sabhI prakAra ke sukha de sakatA hai| saMsAra meM aura mokSa meM, jitane bhI sukha haiM, sabhI ke sabhI sukha dharma kA hI utpAdana hai| dharma kA hI 'proDakzana' hai| sukhoM kA utpAdana dharma kI phaikTarI meM hI hotA hai| phaikTarI jo hotI hai, ghaTiyA, bar3hiyA sabhI prakAra kA mAla nikAlatI hai| dharma kI phaikTarI meM se ghaTiyA, bar3hiyA sabhI prakAra kA sukha nikalatA hai| kaisA utpAdana karanA, Apa para nirbhara karatA hai| paidA hogA sukha hI / dharma kI phaikTarI meM se duHkha kA utpAdana hotA hI nahIM / duHkha kA utpAdana hotA hai pApa kI phaikTarI meN| yaha vAstavikatA hai| jIvoM ko lubhAne ke lie AcArya ne yaha koI sapheda jhUTha nahIM bolA hai| pUrNa satya hai / dharma dhana detA hai, kAmabhoga detA hai, svarga aura mokSa detA hai /

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pravacana- 2 19 manuSya ko jo pasanda hotA hai, vahI lenA cAhatA hai / jo pAne kI icchA hotI hai, vahI pAnA cAhatA hai| kapar3e kI dukAna meM saba prakAra kA kapar3A milatA hai| ghaTiyA 'kvAliTI' kA aura bar3hiyA 'kvAliTI' kA / kama mUlya kA, jyAdA mUlya kA / 'selsamena' sabhI prakAra kA kapar3A dikhAegA aura jyAdA mUlya kA, bar3hiyA prakAra kA kapar3A kharIdane kA Agraha karegA / paraMtu lenevAlA prAyaH apanI pasanda kA, apanI 'coisa' kA hI kapar3A khriidegaa| Apako yahA~ dharma se prApta sabhI prakAra ke sukha batAe gae haiN| ghaTiyA sukha aura bar3hiyA sukha! hama to bar3hiyA - uttama ' kvAliTI' kA sukha lene kA hI Agraha kareMge ! ApakI pasandagI kyA hai - Apa batAie! sukha mA~go mata : dharma kA phala hai sukha, yaha bAta to mAnate ho na ? sukha dharma se hI milatA hai, yaha bAta hRdaya meM ja~cI hai na? 'dharmAt sukham ' dharma se sukha hI milatA haiisa bAta kA nirNaya Apake mana meM ho jAya, isake bAda maiM batAUMgA ki dharma se kauna-sA sukha, kaisA sukha Apako prApta karanA caahie| merI bAta ja~ce to sukha prApta karanA, nahIM ja~ce to phira jaisI ApakI icchA ! dUsarI bAta to yaha hai ki sukha mA~gane kI AvazyakatA hI nahIM hai| binA mA~ge jo vastu mila jAtI ho, mA~gane kI jarUrata hI kyoM? Apa dharma karate raheM, sukha svataH mila jAegA! jisa manuSya ke mana meM prabala dhanecchA hogI, jo manuSya svayaM ke jIvana meM paise kI tIvra kamI anubhava karatA hogA, vaha manuSya prAyaH dharma karegA to dharmakriyA se bhI dhanaprApti kI hI kAmanA karegA ! kyoMki 'saMsAra-vyavahAra paise ke binA cala nahIM sakatA, aisA unakA khayAla hotA hai| karmasiddhAnta kA use jJAna nahIM hotA aura bhAgya para bharosA rakha kara niSkriya raha nahIM sakatA hai vaha! maiMne eka ghaTanA par3hI thI kucha varSa pUrva : 'jo munAphA ho, usameM se kucha hissA acche kArya meM kharca karanA!' bujurga kI salAha: 'viliyama kolageTa' amerikA kA nivAsI thA / kolageTa garIba thA / usake mAtA-pitA apane ghara sAbuna banAte the aura zahara kI galiyoM meM jA kara becate the| garIba loga sAbuna kharIdate, kyoMki unako kama dAma meM sAbuna milatA thaa| eka dina nirAza kolageTa ko pitA ne kahA : beTe, tuma nyUyorka jAo, tumhArA bhAgya vahA~ jAkara aajmaao|' viliyama ghara se niklaa| gA~va kI For Private And Personal Use Only

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20 pravacana-2 sImA para eka bujurga AdamI milaa| usane viliyama se pUchA : 'kahA~ jA rahe ho beTA?' viliyama ne kahA : 'nyUyorka jA rahA huuN|' 'kyoM ?' 'bhAgya AjamAne ke lie|' 'acchA hai beTA, cala mujhe bhI nyUyorka hI AnA hai|' vRddha aura viliyama nyUyorka kI tarapha Age bddh'e| rAste meM usa vRddha puruSa ne viliyama ko kahA : 'dekha viliyama, dhaMdhe meM kucha bAteM anivArya rUpa se dhyAna meM rahanI cAhie | pahalI bAta hai 'oNnesTI' kI, prAmANikatA kI | dhaMdhe meM prAmANikatA kA custa pAlana krnaa| dUsarI bAta hai vastu meM milAvaTa kabhI nahIM karanA / vastu meM milAvaTa karane se dhaMdhA laMbe arse taka nahIM cltaa| kabhI na kabhI grAhakoM ko avizvAsa ho hI jAegA! tIsarI bAta yaha hai ki grAhaka ko mAla pUrA denA, dhokhA kabhI nahIM karanA / vajana kama nahIM denA | cauthI bAta kahatA hU~ ki manuSya ko jo kucha milatA hai, paramAtmA kI kRpA se milatA hai| isalie tujhe vyApAra meM jo bhI 'prophiTa' naphA ho, munAphA ho, usameM se bhagavAna kA eka hissA alaga nikAlanA aura usa hisse ko satkArya meM kharca kara denaa|' rAste meM eka carca aayaa| viliyama ne vRddha ke sAtha bhagavAna ko prArthanA kI : 'o goDa', maiM dhaMdhe meM jo kucha kamAU~gA, mujhe jo munAphA hogA, usameM se dasavA~ hissA satkAryoM meM vyaya kruuNgaa|' viliyama ne nyUyorka meM sAbuna banAne kI phaikTarI DAlI-choTA-sA kaarkhaanaa| usako jo naphA hotA thA, usameM se dasavA~ hissA vaha satkAryoM meM kharca kara detA thaa| paramAtmA ko prArthanA karanA, pratijJA karanA, satkArya meM paisA kharca karanA, yaha saba eka prakAra kI dharmakriyAe~ hI haiN| ina dharmakriyAoM se viliyama ko anApa-sanApa dhana milatA gyaa| usane sAbuna kA nAma 'kolageTa' rakhA! daMtamaMjana bhI usane bnaayaa| kolageTa kA daMtamaMjana aura sAbuna vizva ke hara deza meM phaila gyaa| viliyama ne karor3oM Dolara kamAyA, usane dAna bhI khule hAthoM diyaa| ___ apane deza meM to yaha prAcIna paraMparA calatI rahI hai! vyApAra-dhaMdhe meM 'zubha khAte' meM loga paisA alaga nikAlate hI haiN| bhagavAna kA kucha na kucha hissA rakhate hI haiM aura usa hisse kI dravyarAzi meM se satkArya karate rahate haiM | 'dharma For Private And Personal Use Only

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21 pravacana-2 se dhana milatA hai'-yaha vizvAsa hai| jhUThA vizvAsa nahIM hai, saccA vizvAsa hai! haribhadrasUrijI jaise mahAna jJAnI AcArya kahate haiM ki dharma dhana detA hai! gUrjarezvara kumArapAla ke pUrva janma kA vRttAMta par3hane ko milatA hai| pUrva janma meM naukara thaa| eka zrImaMta paramAtma-bhakta seTha ke vahA~ naukara thaa| seTha rojAnA paramAtmA kI pUjA karate the| eka dina isa naukara ko bhI paramAtmA kI pUjA karane kI icchA huii| usane apane paisoM se puSpa kharIde aura bhAvapUrvaka pUjA kii| isa paramAtmapUjA ke dharma se usako gujarAta kA sAmrAjya milA! dharma se dhana nahI milA to kyA milA? milA na dhana? parantu eka bAta yAda rkhnaa| usa naukara ne paramAtmapUjA kA dharma kiyA thA niSkAma bhAvanA se | dhana pAne kI icchA se pUjA nahIM kI thii| yahI rahasya hai dharmatattva kA! mere khayAla se to yadi vaha pUjA kA dharma kara ke dhana mA~gatA, to use gujarAta kA rAjya nahIM milatA! mila jAtI thor3I saMpatti...thor3I jamIna yA paise / dharma kI tAkata : dharma kI zakti kyA hai, kitanI hai, yaha batAyA jA rahA hai| Apa isa bAta para dhyAna kendrita karanA / abhI dUsarI ulajhana meM nahIM pha~sanA | jaise dharma dhana de sakatA hai vaise bhogasukha bhI dharma detA hai| dhana milanA eka bAta hai, bhogasukha milanA alaga bAta hai| jo dhanavAna hote haiM unako bhogasukha mile hI, aisA koI niyama nahIM hai | dhanavAna hai parantu bImAra hI rahatA hai! pA~ca indriya ke priya viSayoM kA upabhoga kaise karegA? aise dhanavAna kyA Apa logoM ne nahIM dekhe haiM ki jo a~dhe haiM, jo pakSAghAta se, 'perelesIsa' se pIr3ita haiM, suna nahIM sakate, cala nahIM sakate, kensara ho gayA ho| aise zrImanta priya viSayoM kA upabhoga nahIM kara skte| zarIra nirogI honA, pA~coM indriyoM kA akhaMDa aura kAryazIla honA dharma kI hI dena hai| mAnate ho na? kala kA gvAlA-Aja kA zAlibhadra : prazna : nirogI zarIra aura indriyoM kI pUrNatA puNyakarma kI dena hai na? uttara : puNyakarma kisakI dena hai? puNyakarma kA bandha kaise hotA hai? pApAcaraNa se yA dharmAcaraNa se? dharma se hI puNyakarma baMdhatA hai| isakA artha kyA? jo puNyakarma se milatA hai vaha dharma kI hI dena hai| isakA artha yaha hai ki bhogasukha pAne ke sAdhana-nirogI zarIra, indriya, mana... vagairaha dharma se hI milate haiM | jo milA hai vaha dharma kA hI phala hai aura bhaviSya meM jo milegA vaha For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-2 ___ 22 bhI dharma kA hI phala hogA | dharma ke prabhAva se hI bhogasukha mileNge| mile the na zAlibhadra ko bhogasukha? __bhagavAna mahAvIra ke samaya meM ho gayA thA vaha bhogIbhramara | rojAnA-pratidina daivI bhogasukha ke sAdhana usako milate the| battIsa auratoM kA vaha pati thaa| bhogasukha bhogane meM-pA~coM indriya ke priya viSayoM ke upabhoga meM vaha itanA magna thA ki magadhasamrATa zreNika kA nAma bhI nahIM jAnatA thA! jisake rAjya meM, jisake nagara meM vaha rahatA thA! itane bhogasukha usako kaise mile the? dharma se! supAtradAna ke dharma se! pUrva janma meM zAlibhadra gvAle kA putra thaa| garIba thaa| eka dina khIra khAne kI icchA huI, to usakI mA~ ne idhara-udhara se dUdhacAvala-zakkara ekatra kI aura khIra banAkara bacce ko dii| thAlI meM bacce ko khIra parosa kara vaha pAnI bharane bAhara calI gii| idhara eka tapasvI muni bhikSA lene A gae | bacce ko tapasvI muni ke prati prIti huI, apane ghara bulAyA aura khIra de dI muni ko! jisa khIra ke lie vaha royA thA, ro-rokara khIra pAI thI... de dI munirAja ko! prasanna citta se dI thI usane, yaha mata bhuulnaa| dene ke bAda, muni ke cale jAne ke pazcAt bhI aphasosa nahIM kiyA thA usane / 'are, maiMne kyoM sArI kI sArI khIra de dI...thor3I detA aura thor3I rakhatA to acchA hotA' aisA koI vicAra nahIM aayaa| muni ke jAne bAda bhI usakI manaHkalpanA se muni nahIM jAte haiN| muni kI zAnta-prazAnta mukhamudrA aura kRpApUrNa A~kheM...baccA bhUla nahIM pAtA hai| kevala khIra kA dAna nahIM thA, prema kA dAna thA! : vaha prIti-dAna thA / mAtra kartavyapAlana nahIM thaa| 'apane ghara para munirAja Ae haiM to bulAnA cAhie, kucha bhikSA denI cAhie...' yaha huA kartavya kA vicAra | isa vicAra meM prema yA sneha kI snigdhatA nahIM hotii| rUkSa vicAra hotA hai| ___ mAtra dAnadharma hI nahIM thA, vaha muniprema kA bhI vahA~ dharma thaa| muniprema, sAdhuprema, tyAgaprema... yaha uttama bhAvadharma hai| uttama bhAvadharma kA phala bhI uttama milatA hai| mAtra khIra kA dAna karane se vaha zAlibhadra nahIM banA thaa| yadi aise zAlibhadra banA jAtA ho to Apa loga eka thAlI bhara ke khIra kyA, eka TaMkI bhara ke khIra kA dAna de do! itane mahAna dAnavIra bana jAo! parantu aise dAna dene mAtra se zAlibhadra nahIM banA jaataa| vaha gopAlaka baccA usI rAta ko zUlaroga se mara gayA thaa| mRtyu ke samaya bhI usakA mana usa munirAja meM thaa| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 2 23 mana hI mana kie hue dAna - sukRta kI anumodanA kara rahA thaa| mA~ pAsa hI baiThI thI, parantu bacce kA mana mahAtmA meM khoyA huA thA / kitanA paricaya thA mahAtmA kA ? paricaya thA hI nahIM, mAtra darzana kie the ! parantu munidarzana bacce ke lie mahAna dharma bana gayA ! usa mahAna dharma ne bacce ko 'TrAnsaphara' kara diyA gobhadra zreSThI kI havelI meM ! bhadrA seThAnI kI kukSi meM / dhana-vaibhava to milA thA zAlibhadra ko, parantu bhogasukha kaise mile the? vAtsalyapUrNa pitA mile, snehapUrNa mAtA milI aura premapUrNA 32 patniyA~ milIM / nirogI aura sarvAMgasundara zarIra milaa| paripUrNa akhaMDa pA~ca indriyA~ milIM... yaha saba milA taba jAkara zAlibhadra bhogasukha, vipula bhogasukha bhoga sakA thA / 'kAminAM sarvakAmadaH' dharma sabhI prakAra kA bhogasukha detA hai / dharma meM yaha zakti hai| dharma kisa prakAra detA hai ? dharma cakravartI ke bhogasukha de sakatA hai / dharma baladeva-vAsudeva ke bhogasukha de sakatA hai| diye haiM bhUtakAla meM, detA hai vartamAnakAla meM aura degA bhaviSyakAla meN| dharma hI degA, dUsarA koI tattva saMsAra meM hai hI nahIM ki jo bhogasukha de ske| yaha mata pUchanA ki kaise detA hai dharma dhana aura bhogasukha ? dharma kI dene kI paddhati nirAlI hai! hama nahIM samajha pAyeMge usakI dene kI 'methaDa'! usa paddhati ko samajhane ke lie hameM yogI bananA hogA! adhyAtma - yogI bananA pdd'egaa| viziSTa - jJAna saMpAdana karanA hogA / soco, vicAro, usa gvAle ke bacce ko koI kalpanA bhI nahIM thI ki 'maiM khIra kA dAna dU~gA to maiM zreSThIputra banU~gA aura apAra dhana-saMpatti evaM vipula bhogasukha mujhe mileNge|' dharma kA phalaviSayaka jJAna use nahIM thA, phira bhI phala milA! hA~, yadi phala kA jJAna hotA to zAyada vaha phala nahIM milatA ! usane dharma kiyA thA sahaja rUpa se, niSkAma bhAva se / use zreSTha bhogasukha mila gaye ! binA mA~ge mila gaye! dharma se jo bhIkha nahIM mA~gatA hai, dharma usako samRddha kara detA hai| mA~ganevAle ko jarUra Tukar3A bhI DAla detA hai| detA hai jruur| dharma ko bhikhamaMge pasaMda nahIM ! dharma dhana detA hai, bhoga-sukha detA hai, svarga ke sukha detA hai - saba prakAra ke sukha detA hai; paraMtu mA~ganevAle use jarA bhI pasanda nahIM ! manuSya ko mA~gane kI Adata par3a gaI hai| bhikhArI bana gayA hai mAnava / jahA~ jAtA hai vahA~ mA~gatA hai ! kabhI jabAna se mA~gatA hai to kabhI mana se mA~gatA hai ! kabhI kAyA se bhI mA~gatA For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 2 24 hai! buddhimAna mAnava kI bhIkha mA~gane kI paddhati nirAlI hotI hai ! vaha bhIkha mA~gegA parantu bhikhArI nahIM dikhegA ! vaha pApa karegA parantu pApI nahIM dikhegA ! buddhimAna hai na! yaha buddhimattA nahIM hai / jahA~ binA mA~ge milatA ho, vahA~ mA~ganA buddhimattA nahIM hai, mUrkhatA hai / manuSya janmatA hai tabhI se mA~gane lagatA hai| choTA hotA hai, bolanA nahIM AtA hai, to rokara mA~gegA / baccA rotA hai to mAtA samajha letI hai ki bacce ko dUdha caahie| phira, jaba bolanA sIkhatA hai, taba bolakara mA~gatA hai| mAtA se aura pitA se mA~gatA hai| bhAI se, bahana se, mitroM se, svajanoM se, basa mA~gatA hI rahatA hai! kucha na kucha mA~gatA hai / guru se bhI mA~gatA hai aura paramAtmA se bhI mA~gatA hai! jaba taka yaha bhikhArIpana dUra na hogA, manuSya dharma kA sarvocca phala, vAstavika phala nahIM pA skegaa| merI rAya mAnoge? saba jagaha bhikhArI mata bano / paramAtmA ke Age, gurujanoM ke Age aura dharma ke Age bhikhArI mata bno| dhana ke bhikhArI mata bano, bhogasukha ke bhikhArI mata bno| dharma ko, dharmasattA ko bhikhArI pasanda nahIM / mA~ganevAloM ke prati sakhta napharata hai dharma ko / jo mana se bhI kucha nahIM mA~gatA hai aura dharma karatA hai, dharma kI zaraNa meM AtA hai, to dharma usako itanA detA hai, aisA adbhuta detA hai ki jisakI kalpanA bhI nahIM kara sakatA vaha jIvAtmA / usa gvAle ke beTe ko kalpanAtIta dhana-saMpatti aura bhogasukha die na? dharma saba kucha detA hai, parantu jIvoM kI yogyatA apekSita hotI hai| jyoM-jyoM jIva kI yogyatA kA vikAsa hotA jAtA hai, tyoM-tyoM dharmatattva kI nikaTatA bar3hatI jAtI hai aura uttarottara ucca - uccatara sukhoM kI svataH upalabdhi hotI jAtI hai| jaba taka jIvAtmA artha- kAma kA abhilASI hai, mAtra sAdhana ke rUpa meM nahIM, lekina artha-kAma hI sAdhya hai, abhyudaya hI usakA lakSya hai; taba taka samajhanA cAhie ki usakI yogyatA paripakva nahIM huI hai| AtmakalyANa ko hI jIvana kA dhyeya banAie : artha - kAma jIvamAtra ke jIvana meM, manuSyamAtra ke jIvana meM Avazyaka hoMge, apane artha-kAma ke binA nahIM raha sakate haiM, jIvana nahIM jI sakate haiM, ho sakatA hai, parantu hamArA lakSya, hamArA dhyeya artha - kAma hI nahIM ho / abhyudaya mAtra sAdhana ke rUpa meM upAdeya hai, sAdhya ke rUpa meM kabhI bhI upAdeya nahIM bana sakatA hai| sAdhya to rahegA niHzreyas hI! kyA lakSya banAyA hai Apa logoM ne? For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-2 mAtra dhanadRSTi aura bhogadRSTi to nahIM hai na? arthapradhAna aura kAmapradhAna to nahIM bane ho na? sabhA meM se : mahArAjazrI, aise hI bana gae haiN| __mahArAjazrI : aisA lagatA hai Apako ki arthapradhAna aura kAmapradhAna jIvana acchA nahIM hai? dhana-daulata aura bhogasukha kA hI Adarza banAkara jIvana jInA, mAnavajIvana kI barbAdI hai? Apa gRhastha haiM, Apa saMsArI jIvana jIte haiM, Apako paisA cAhie aura bhogasukha bhI cAhie, parantu ApakI dRSTi kyA honI cAhie? ApakA lakSya kyA honA cAhie? niHzreyas! AtmakalyANa! dhana kamAnA aura bAta hai, dhana kA mamatva aura cIja hai| bhogasukha bhoganA eka bAta hai, bhogasukha meM Asakti dUsarI bAta hai| bahuta bar3A antara hai ina do bAtoM meN| Apa anAsakta banane kA Antarika puruSArtha kro| isa grantha meM Age yaha puruSArtha batAyA hai| karanA hai na? dhyAna rakhanA, arthapuruSArtha meM hI mAnavajIvana samApta ho gayA, to marakara durgati ke zikAra ho jaaoge| pazu yoni, naraka yoni yA nimnastara kI manuSya yoni ke alAvA dUsarI gati nahIM milegii| duHkha aura saMtApa ke alAvA vahA~ kucha nahIM hai| dharma ko artha-kAma kA mAdhyama mata banAie : ___ 'dharma dhana detA hai, dharma bhogasukha detA hai' - yaha pratipAdana manuSya ke mana meM dharma ke prati, dharma kI zakti ke prati zraddhA-sadbhAva paidA karatA hai| 'dharma karU~gA to dhana milegA, dharma karane se bhogasukha mileMge...' yaha bhAvanA khataranAka hai| isase manuSya dharma ke prati AkarSita nahIM hotA, parantu artha-kAma ke prati AkarSita hotA hai| vaha dharma ko artha-kAma kA sAdhana banA detA hai! dharmasAdhanA meM artha-kAma ko sAdhanarUpa meM istemAla karanA ucita hai, parantu artha-kAma kI sAdhanA meM dharma ko sAdhanarUpa meM grahaNa karanA bilkula anucita hai, mUrkhatA hai| ___ koI bhI bAta ho, acchI ho yA burI ho, Apa usa bAta ko kisa dRSTi se grahaNa karate haiM-yaha mahattvapUrNa hai| strI to vahI kI vahI hai, eka manuSya usako satI-mahAsatI kI dRSTi se dekhatA hai, dUsarA puruSa usI strI ko rUpavatI yauvanA kI dRSTi se dekhatA hai| isI prakAra puruSoM kI bAteM hama sunate haiM, hamArI buddhi ke anusAra hama una bAtoM ko smjheNge| yadi hamArI dRSTi arthapradhAna hai to hama soceMge : 'AcAryazrI ne kahA hai ki dharma se dhana milatA hai, to maiM dharma karU~gA to mujhe dhana milegaa| dhana pAne ke lie dharma kiyA jA sakatA For Private And Personal Use Only

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26 pravacana-2 hai| hamArI dRSTi kAmapradhAna hai yAnI bhogapradhAna hai to hama soceMge : 'AcAryazrI ne kahA ki dharma se bhogasukha milate haiM, mujhe bhogasukha cAhie, maiM dharma karU~gA to mujhe bhogasukha mileMge!' hamArI dRSTi mokSapradhAna hogI to soceMge : 'AcAryazrI ne kahA hai ki dharma mokSa detA hai| mujhe to mokSa-mukti hI cAhie, maiM dharmapuruSArtha karU~gA to mujhe mokSa milegaa|' saMsAra meM sabhI prakAra ke jIva hote haiN| arthapradhAna, bhogapradhAna aura mokSapradhAnamukhya rUpa se tIna prakAra ke jIva hote haiN| granthakAra AcArya ina tInoM prakAra ke jIvoM ko lakSya banAkara kahate haiM : tumheM jo bhI cAhie, dharma degA! pApa nahIM degaa| dhana pApa se arthAt hiMsA karane se, jhUTha bolane se yA corI karane se nahIM milegA, yaha bAta samajha lo| dhana bhI dharma se hI milegA! binA mA~ge milegaa| saMsAra ke sAre ke sAre zreSTha bhogasukha bhI dharma se hI mileMge, pApoM se nahIM mileNge| yadi hiMsA vagairaha pApoM se artha aura kAma milate hote to duniyA meM pApa karanevAle sabhI dhanavAna hote, sabhI ko bhogasukha mile hue hote| parantu aisA dikhatA hai? Apa duniyA meM dekhate ho na? duniyA meM pApa karanevAle jyAdA haiM ki dharma karanevAle? sabhA meM se : pApa karane vAle hI jyAdA haiN| mahArAjazrI : yadi pApoM se dhana milatA hotA to dhanavAna jyAdA hone cAhie saMsAra meM! saMsAra meM dhanavAna jyAdA haiM ki garIba? sabhA meM se : garIba jyAdA haiM! dhanavAna thor3e hI haiN| mahArAjazrI : isakA artha yaha hotA hai ki saMpatti aura bhogasukha pApoM se nahIM milate, dharma se hI milate haiN| sarvaprathama Apako pApoM kA tyAga karanA hogaa| dharmamArga para AnA hogaa| dhana cAhie yA bhogasukha cAhie, Apa pApoM ko chor3akara dharmamArga para A jaaie| isase ApakI pApa-pravRtti samApta hogii| phira samApta karanI hogI pApavRtti / dhanecchA aura bhogecchA pApavRtti hai| dharmamArga para Ane se sadguruoM ke samAgama se pApavRtti bhI naSTa ho jaayegii| ApakA lar3akA hai, par3hAI nahIM karatA hai, dostoM ke sAtha dinabhara khelatA rahatA hai| Apa usako par3hAnA cAhate haiM, kyA kareMge? Apa use par3hAI kI mahattA samajhAyeMge aura khelane kI burAI kareMge, to bacce ke dimAga meM bAta nahIM aNcegii| vaha ApakI bAta nahIM maanegaa| Apako sarvaprathama use bAhara jAne se rokanA hogaa| usako kahoge ki 'khelanA ho to ghara meM khelo, bAhara mata For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-2 27 jAo!' Apa usako ghara meM khelane do thor3e dina / AvArA mitra ghara meM AyeMge nhiiN| Apa una AvArA mitroM ko ghara meM mata Ane do| lar3akA bhale ghara meM khele, A~gana meM khele| phira Apa use thor3A samaya par3hane ke lie kho| vaha mAna jaaegaa| dhIre-dhIre par3hAI meM mana laga jaaegaa| phira apane Apa khelanA chUTa jAegA aura par3hAI karane laga jaaegaa| dharmakriyA ko amRtakriyA banAie : pApoM ke viSaya meM aisA hI hai| manuSya dhanapriya hai, kAma-bhogapriya hai, vaha pApoM ke pAsa jAtA hai-hiMsA karatA hai, jhUTha bolatA hai, corI karatA hai, durAcAra-vyabhicAra sevana karatA hai| yadi aise manuSya ko dharma ke mArga para lAnA hai to usako kaho - 'bhAI, tujhe dhana cAhie? tujhe kAmabhoga cAhie? kyoM duniyA meM bhaTakatA hai? A jA idhara, dharma-ArAdhanA kara, dharma se tujhe dhana bhI milegA aura bhogasukha bhI mileNge|' jaba vaha dharmamArga para Aye-bhale vaha dhanecchA se aura bhogecchA se dharma kare, tatkAla Apa usako mata chedd'o| thor3A samaya jAne do| phira usako prema se samajhAo ki 'dhanecchA aura bhogecchA acchI nahIM hai| aisI icchAe~ karanA pApa hai| mAnavajIvana meM to mukti pAne kI hI icchA honI caahie| dharmapuruSArtha se mokSa hI pAnA hai| dhanecchA se bhogecchA se dharmakriyA viSakriyA ho jAtI hai| amRtakriyA nahIM hotii|' ___ yadi vaha manuSya buddhimAna hogA, to ApakI bAta samajhegA aura dharmakriyA ko amRta kriyA bnaaegaa| yadi mUrkha hogA, to bhI dharmakriyA to karegA na? pApakriyAoM se to dUra rahegA na? usako bhI sukha to mileMge hii| bhale alpakAlIna sukha milo, ghaTiyA 'kvoliTI' ke sukha milo| kiyA hai dharmapuruSArtha, kisI bhI dRSTi se kiyA ho, usako dhana kA sukha, kAmabhoga kA sukha milegA jarUra! hama soca rahe haiM dharma ke prabhAva ke viSaya meM, dharma ke phala ke viSaya meM | bhautika yA Atmika, sukha milegA dharma se hii| dharma se hI milegA sukha! dharma se sukha milatA hI hai| dharma jisa prakAra dhana aura bhogasukha detA hai, usI prakAra svarga sukha aura mokSasukha bhI detA hai| isa viSaya meM Age vivecana kruuNgaa| Aja, basa itanA hii| For Private And Personal Use Only

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www pravacana- 3 svarga aura naraka niro kalpanA nahIM hai, apitu vAstavikatA hai| hama jise nahIM dekha sakate yA samajha nahIM sakate, isakA artha yaha nahIM hotA ki hama usakA astitva hI nahIM mAneM! * jo vastu hotI hai usIko manAI ko jAtI hai| 'naraka' zabda tabhI bolA jAtA hai jabaki naraka ho! Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir * vijJAna ke 'parA manovijJAna' ne punarjanma ke siddhAnta ko prayogasiddha karake AtmA ke astitva ko svIkArA hai| * maje se pApa karanA hai aura sukha cAhie? kabhI nahIM mila sakatA! sukha cAhie to pApoM kA tyAga karanA hogaa| * jIvarAja seTha ko bAharI dharmakriyAoM ko dekhakara nAradajI jaise devarSi bhI khiMca ge| jinheM mokSa cAhie ho nahIM, unheM khuda bhagavAna bhI mokSa meM nahIM le jA sakate! pravacana : dhanado dhanArthinAM proktaH kAminAM sarvakAmadaH / dharma evApavargasya pAramparyeNa sAdhakaH / / 28 DOW dharmatattva kA phala batAte hue yAkinImahattarAsunu AcAryazrI haribhadrasUrijI pharamAte haiM : For Private And Personal Use Only TEAC isa 'dharmabindu' grantha kI racanA AcArya zrI haribhadrasUrijI ne kI hai aura isa grantha para TIkA kI racanA AcAryazrI municandrasUrijI ne kI hai| ye donoM mahAna AcArya jinazAsana ke, jinadarzana ke prakRSTa prajJAvaMta jyotirdhara AcArya ho ge| jaba granthakAra ne dharma kA svarUpa, dharma kI paribhASA pahale nahIM batAte hue pahale dharma kA prabhAva, dharma kA phala batAyA; taba TIkAkAra ne isa paddhati ko suyogya siddha karate hue kitanA acchA tarka diyA! unhoMne kahA : 'phalapradhAnAH prArambhA matimatAM bhavanti / ' unhoMne buddhimAna manuSyoM kI ora dekhA / unakA manovizleSaNa kiyA / buddhimAna manuSya koI bhI kArya karane se pUrva yaha socegA ki 'isakA phala kyA?' phalarahita nirarthaka pravRtti buddhimAna manuSya nahIM

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pravacana-3 29 kregaa| Apa loga buddhimAna ho na? jo bhI kArya karate ho, phala kA anusaMdhAna karake karate ho na? pariNAma kA vicAra karate ho na? sabhA meM se : hamAre bhItara buddhi hI nahIM hai! mahArAjazrI : to kyA mUrkha ho? Apako koI mUrkha kahe to mAna lete ho na? burA nahIM mAnate na? jAnatA hU~ Apa logoM ko! mere sAmane mUrkhatA kA svIkAra kara lete ho, kyoMki javAba denA bhArI par3a rahA hai| pApAcaraNa karanA hai, pApoM ke phala kA vicAra karate nhiiN| 'maiM yaha pApa karatA hU~ isakA kyA phala milegA?' socate ho? sabhA meM se : phala kA vicAra to karate haiM, parantu tAtkAlika phala kA! mahArAjazrI : acchA koI Apako kahe yaha miThAI khAie, svAdiSTa hai| parantu hai viSamizrita, jahara kA asara abhI tatkAla nahIM hogA, 'slo poiz2ana' hai... Apa khA loge na? tAtkAlika phala svAda kA milegaa| kyoM nahIM khAoge? dIrghakAlIna duSpariNAma kA vicAra turaMta A jAtA hai| pApa karate samaya dIrghakAlIna duSpariNAma kA vicAra nahIM karate! buddhi to hai parantu nirmala buddhi nahIM hai, vizuddha buddhi nahIM hai| malina aura azuddha buddhi pApoM ke phala kA vicAra yA dharma ke phala kA vicAra nahIM kara sktii| aisI buddhi to nirantara sukha aura duHkha ke dvandvoM meM hI ulajhI huI rahatI hai| buddhi ko jA~ca lo : malina hai yA svaccha? jisa manuSya kI buddhi nirmala hai, vizuddha hai vaha manuSya to avazya phala kA vicAra karegA hii| ihalaukika phala kA aura pAralaukika phala kA | alpakAlIna phala kA aura dIrghakAlIna phala kaa| jisa pravRtti kA phala vartamAna jIvana meM acchA milatA ho, parantu pAralaukika jIvana meM burA milatA ho, to buddhimAna manuSya vaisI pravRtti nahIM kregaa| jisa kArya kA tAtkAlika phala acchA milatA ho, parantu kucha samaya ke bAda usakA duSpariNAma AnevAlA ho, to manuSya vaisA kArya nahIM kregaa| nirmala buddhivAlA manuSya to sarvaprathama vaisA kArya hI karanA pasanda karegA ki jisakA phala ubhayaloka meM-vartamAna jIvana meM aura bhaviSyatkAlIna jIvana meM acchA milanevAlA ho| ihaloka aura paraloka donoM jagaha acchA pariNAma, uttama phala prApta honevAlA ho| samajha gae na? aba dekha lenA apanI-apanI buddhi ko! samala hai ki nirmala, azuddha hai ki vizuddha! For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 3 30 dharma kA phala batAyA jA rahA hai| dharma kA phala - ihalaukika aura pAralaukika, donoM phala acche haiN| ihalaukika phala meM dhanaprApti aura bhogasukhoM kI prApti hai / pAralaukika phala meM svarga prApti aura mokSa prApti hai| lAlaca yA bhaya nahIM, para nirI vAstavikatA : prazna : manuSya ko dhArmika banAne kI bhAvanA se kyA svarga aura naraka kI kalpanA nahIM kI gaI hai ? dhArmika banAne kI bhAvanA acchI hai, parantu svarga kI lAlaca aura naraka kA bhaya batAnA kahA~ taka ucita hai ? uttara : Apa apane bacce ko DaoNkTara, vakIla yA 'enjiniyara' banAnA cAhate ho| lar3akA par3hanA hI nahIM caahtaa| kaoNleja meM hI nahIM jAnA cAhatA / Apa kyA kahate ho usako ? 'isa jamAne meM nahIM par3hegA to bhUkhA maregA / koI caparAsI kI bhI naukarI nahIM milegI / bhaTaka jAegA duniyA meM / merA kahA mAna aura par3hAI kr|' kyA Apane lar3ake ko bhUkhA marane kA bhaya batAyA? yA vAstavikatA batAI? Apa aura bhI jyAdA kahate ho : 'acchI par3hAI karegA to acchI sarvisa milegI, acchA vyavasAya kara sakegA, paisA kamAegA, baMgalA banegA, gAr3I-kAra aaegii...|' kahate ho na ? kyA Apa lAlaca kahoge isa bAta ko? yA vAstavikatA ? prazna : aisA to hama dekhate haiM hamAre sAmane, isalie vAstavika hI hai / parantu Apa jo svarga aura naraka kI bAta karate haiM, hama nahIM dekha pAte isalie saMdeha hotA hai| uttara : aisA kyoM mAna lenA cAhie ki hama jo nahIM dekha pAte haiM, usako koI bhI nahIM dekha pAtA hai ? hama jo nahIM dekha sakate yA nahIM samajha sakate, vaha ho hI nahIM sakatA aisA kyoM mAna lete ho ? svarga ko aura naraka ko hama nahIM dekha pAte haiM, isase kyA ? svarga-naraka ko pratyakSa dekhanevAle bhI haiM! dekhane kI viziSTa dRSTi cAhie / pAnI ke bindu meM Apane calate-daur3ate jIva dekhe haiM? chAne hu pAnI meM? Apa abhI dekhane jAoge to nahIM dikheMge, parantu 'mAikroskopa' se dekhanevAloM ko hajAroM jIva dikhAI deMge! anachAne pAnI meM jyAdA dikhate haiM jIva, chAne hue pAnI meM kama dikhate haiN| maiMne svayaM 'mAikroskopa' se dekhA hai| vaise hI avadhijJAnI - kevalajJAnI AtmA svarga-naraka ko pratyakSa dekha sakatI hai| aise jJAnI puruSoM ne dekhakara batAyA hai duniyA ko / svarga-naraka ko dekhA itanA hI nahIM, unhoMne yaha bhI dekhA ki kauna-sA jIva svarga meM jAtA hai, For Private And Personal Use Only

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31 pravacana-3 kauna-sA jIva naraka meM jAtA hai| svarga kA bhautika sukha dekhA aura naraka kI ghora zArIrika vedanAe~ dekhiiN| dekhakara unhoMne hameM kahA : 'dharmapuruSArtha' se hI svarga milegA, pApAcaraNoM se naraka milegaa|' isako bhaya aura lAlaca nahIM kaha skte| vAstavika mArgadarzana hai yh| jIvoM ko duHkhoM se bacAne ke lie sAvadhAna karanA, bhaya batAnA nahIM hai paraMtu bhayamukta-du:khamukta karane kA prayatna hai| usI prakAra, svarga ke sukha batAnA jo ki vAstava meM haiM, koI aparAdha nahIM hai| dUsaroM ko, sukha pAne kA mArga batAnA aparAdha nahIM hai| svarga aura naraka kalpanA nahIM, satya hai : prazna : to, Apa kahate haiM svarga hai, naraka hai| kyA Apa isa bAta ko buddhigamya ho, usa prakAra se samajhAne kI kRpA kareMge? uttara : avazya, kyoM nahIM? jo tattva indriyAtIta hote haiM yAnI indriyoM se pratyakSa nahIM hote jo tattva, una tattvoM kA nirNaya anumAna pramANa se kiyA jAtA hai| jaise pratyakSa pramANa hai vastunirNaya meM, vaise anumAna bhI pramANa hai vastunirNaya meN| anumAna yAnI tarka / svarga aura naraka kA astitva siddha ho sakatA hai tarka se, anumAna se| acchA, Apa mujhe batAie ki eka vyakti ne kisI manuSya kI hatyA kara dI, vaha hatyArA 'reDa henDeDa' pakar3A gayA, to use jyAdAse jyAdA kyA sajA hogI? sabhA meM se : phAMsI, dehAMta daMDa! mahArAjazrI : ThIka hai, usa hatyAre ko phAMsI kI sajA hogI, parantu dUsare eka vyakti ne pA~ca manuSyoM kI hatyA kara dI, vaha bhI pakar3A gayA, aparAdhI siddha ho gayA, to usako kyA sajA hogI? sabhA meM se : usako bhI phAMsI hI milegI! mahArAjazrI : kyoM? eka manuSya kI hatyA karanevAle ko phAMsI aura pA~ca manuSyoM kI hatyA karanevAle ko bhI phAMsI? pA~ca manuSya kI hatyA karanevAle ko jyAdA sajA honI cAhie na? isa duniyA meM mRtyudaMDa se bar3hakara koI sajA hI nahIM! sajA to honI hI caahie| aparAdha ke anurUpa sajA honI cAhie! yadi isa prakAra sajA na ho to vaha anyAya khlaaegaa| hiTalara kA sAthI Aikamena thA, usane lAkhoM kI saMkhyA meM manuSyoM kI hatyA kara dI thii| kyA eka bAra phAMsI dene se usa Aikamena ko pUrI sajA mila gaI? aisI adhUrI sajA jahA~ milatI hai, vaha hai naraka! jo jIva narka meM utpanna hotA hai vahA~ For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-3 32 kama-se-kama dasa hajAra varSa to bhayaMkara duHkha use sahane hI par3ate haiN| kyoMki naraka meM jIva kA kama-se-kama dasa hajAra varSa kA AyuSya to hotA hI hai| jainadharma ne jo vizvavyavasthA batAI hai, Apane adhyayana kiyA hai? jainadharma meM vizva ko 'loka' kahA gayA hai| loka ke tIna vibhAga haiM : Urdhvaloka, madhyaloka aura adholoka / sAta naraka jo haiM, ve adholoka meM haiN| isa vizvavyavasthA kA AdhAra hai gaNita! 'loka' kitanA caur3A hai, kitanA U~cA hai, usakA kaisA AkAra hai... saba AMkar3oM meM batAyA gayA hai| 'loka' caudaha rAja laMbA hai aura sAta rAja caur3A hai| 'rAja' eka mApa kA-'mejaramenTa' kA nAma hai| narakoM kA vyavasthita varNana prAcIna graMthoM meM prApta hotA hai| zAstra bhI pramANa mAnA gayA hai| kyoMki zAstroM kI racanA karanevAle RSi-maharSi prAmANika the| prAmANika isalie the kyoMki ve niHsvArthI aura niHspRhI the| ve kyoM jhUTha bolate? svArthI aura lAlacI manuSya hI jhUTha bolate haiM, niHsvArthI evaM niHspRhI mahAtmA to satya ke hI pratipAdaka hoNge| jo bAta ho, usIkI manAI hotI hai : ___ eka tarka to gajaba kA hai! jo vastu hotI hai, usI kA niSedha kiyA jAtA hai! jisa vastu kA kahIM bhI astitva nahIM hotA hai usakA niSedha bhI nahIM kiyA jA sakatA hai| yadi 'naraka' jaisA sthAna hI nahIM hotA to 'naraka' nahIM hai, aisA pratipAdana nahIM ho sktaa| 'naraka nahIM hai-' aisA bolate ho, isase hI naraka kA astitva siddha ho jAtA hai| hA~, idhara madhyaloka meM naraka nahIM hai, Urdhvaloka meM naraka nahIM hai, yaha bAta sahI hai; parantu naraka hI nahIM hai, aisA mAnanA pUrI taraha galata hai| __ zabda jo hotA hai, artha kA bodhaka hotA hai| 'pustaka' aisA zabda hai to pustaka jaisA artha yAnI dravya hai! zabda ho aura zabdavAcya arthapadArtha na ho, aisA koI zabda nahIM milegA! batAie Apa loga aisA eka bhI zabda! zabda hai parantu usa zabda se vAcya padArtha na ho| hai aisA koI zabda? soco, vicAra karake javAba do! hA~, do zabdoM ke saMyojana se banA huA zabda nahIM batAnA, svataMtra zabda batAnA! Apa to kaha doge 'kharazRMga' zabda hai, parantu zabdavAcya artha-gadhe kA sIMga nahIM hai! aisA zabda nahIM clegaa| 'gadhA' zabda hai to 'gadhA' nAma kA jAnavara bhI hai| 'sIMga' aisA zabda hai to 'sIMga' nAma kA avayava bhI hai| hai na yaha akATya tarka? isa tarka kA prati-tarka hai hI nhiiN| isakA koI For Private And Personal Use Only

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33 pravacana-3 javAba hI nhiiN| 'naraka' aisA svatantra zabda hai, yahI naraka ke astitva ko siddha karatA hai| aba to mAnA na naraka ke astitva ko? naraka meM kauna jIva jAtA hai, kyA karane se naraka meM jAnA par3atA hai aura naraka meM kaisI-kaisI yAtanAe~-vedanAe~ sahanI par3atI haiM-yaha bAta pUcho aba! dhyAna rakhanA, dharma ke vicAra aura dharma ke AcAra nahIM apanAe aura pApavicAra evaM pApAcAroM meM ramate rahe, to naraka meM jAnA hI pdd'egaa| hajAroM-lAkhoM-karor3oM varSa taka, asaMkhya varSa taka usa naraka kI ghora, bhayaMkara vedanAe~ paravaza-parAdhIna-asahAya bana kara sahana karanI pdd'eNgii| paramajJAnI aura parama karuNAvaMta jJAnIpuruSoM ne jIvoM kI aisI karuNAspada sthiti dekhI thI, dekhakara jIvoM ko duHkhoM se bacA lene ke lie unhoMne dharmamArga btaayaa| dharmamArga para calanevAlA jIva, dhArmika vicAra aura dhArmika AcAroM kA pAlana karanevAlA manuSya naraka meM nahIM jaataa| samajhe na? dharma kA janma karuNA meM se huA hai| jIvoM ko duHkhoM se mukta karane aura sukha pradAna karane hetu dharma batAyA gayA hai| __ jaise naraka kA astitva tarkoM se siddha kiyA jA sakatA hai vaise svarga kA astitva bhI tarkoM se siddha kiyA jA sakatA hai / svarga ko 'devaloka' bhI kahate haiN| hai, devaloka bhI hai| aba to vijJAna ko bhI svarga kA astitva mAnanA par3e, aisI adbhuta ghaTanAe~ bana rahI haiN| una ghaTanAoM kA samAdhAna bhautika vijJAna ke pAsa hai hI nhiiN| saikar3oM ko gatajanma kI smRti : thor3e varSoM se vijJAna ne 'parA-manovijJAna' zAkhA ko mAnyatA pradAna kI hai| aMgrejI meM isako 'perA-sAyakolaoNjI' kahate haiN| jaba vizva meM punarjanma kI saiMkar3o ghaTanAe~ banane lagIM, pUrva janma kI smRtiyA~ Ane lagI logoM ko, to 'sAyanTisTa' ghabarA utthe| zarIravijJAna, padArthavijJAna aura manovijJAna pUrva janma kI smRti ke kAraNa khojane meM asamartha rhe| bhArata meM aura amerikA, raziyA, iMglainDa, IrAna, irAka-jaise dezoM meM bhI pUrva janma kI smRtivAle loga milane lge| pUrva janma aura pUrva janma kI smRti kI vaijJAnika jA~ca karane ke lie 'parA-manovijJAna' nAma kI vijJAna kI zAkhA kA janma huaa| eka ghaTanA amerikA meM aisI banI hai ki 'rathasImonsa' nAma kI strI ko pUrva janma kI smRti ho AI vaha hai devaloka kI smRti! vaha strI pUrva janma meM svarga kI devI thI yA deva thii| amerikA ke DaoN. 'alekajheMDara kAnana,' jo ki parA For Private And Personal Use Only

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34 pravacana-3 manovaijJAnika DaoNkTara haiM, jinhoMne abhI taka eka hajAra tIna sau bayAsI manuSyoM para saMzodhana kiyA hai, ki jinako pUrva janma kI smRti ho AI hai! __ parA-manovijJAna ke kSetra meM 'eja-rIgrezana' kA eka prayoga hotA hai| isa prayoga ke mAdhyama se usa strI ko pUchA gayA ki abhI tuma kahA~ ho? usane kahA : maiM 'esTrala varlDa' meM hU~| yahA~ mujhe bhUkha nahIM lagatI hai, nIMda nahIM AtI hai aura maiM thakAna bhI mahasUsa nahIM karatI huuN| __ usako pUchA ki-vahA~ tuma apanA samaya kaise vyatIta karatI ho? usane kahA : maiM yahA~ dekhatI hI rahatI huuN| mujhe bahuta Ananda AtA hai| yahA~ samaya hI nahIM hai! nahIM hai dina, nahIM hai rAta! tIsarA prazna pUchA gayA ki vahA~ se isa pRthvI para 'briAna e' (rathasImonsa kI mitra) ke ghara meM kyA ho rahA hai, kyA jAnatI ho? usane kahA : yadi merA dhyAna usa tarapha calA jAya to maiM jAna sakatI hU~! tuma dekha bhI sakatI ho? hA~, hamArI icchA ho to! kyA icchA karane mAtra se dekha sakatI ho? hA~, vicAra karU~ aura jAna lU~! dekha luuN| kyA tuma dUsaroM ke mana ke vicAra jAna sakatI ho? hA~, dUsaroM kI icchAe~ aura vicAroM ko bhI jAna sakatI huuN| 'vahA~ 'esTrala varlDa' meM vRddhAvasthA, roga, mRtyu kA astitva hai?' nahIM, vahA~ vRddhAvasthA nahIM hai, roga nahIM hai aura mRtyu bhI nahIM hai! vahA~ se adRzya hote hI dUsare jIvana meM parivartana ho jAtA hai!' 'usa duniyA meM jaba tuma thI usa samaya isa duniyA ke manuSyoM kA bhaviSya tuma dekha sakatI thI kyA?' ___ 'hA~, maiM dekha sakatI thI, itanA hI nahIM usa duniyA ke jIva ko mAlUma ho jAtA thA ki usako vahA~ se kahA~ jAnA hai!' isa amerikana mahilA ne apane pUrva janma kA jo varNana kiyA hai, ThIka devaloka kA-svarga kA hI varNana hai| apane dharmagranthoM meM devaloka ke devoM kA jo varNana AtA hai, aisA hI AtA hai| isase siddha hotA hai ki svarga kA astitva hai| devaloka hai| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-3 naraka meM duHkha kI bebasI to svarga meM sukha kI lAcArI!: saba deva eka samAna nahIM hote haiN| adholoka meM, isa pRthvI ke nIce jo deva rahate haiM ve vyaMtara-vANavyaMtara aura bhavanapati kahalAte haiN| Urdhvaloka meM jo deva hote haiM ve vaimAnika deva kahalAte haiN| Upara-Upara bAraha devaloka haiN| unake Upara 'navagraiveyaka' devaloka Ae hue haiM aura usake bhI Upara 'pA~ca anuttara' devaloka Ae hue haiN| prAcInatama granthoM meM devaloka kA itanA sUkSma aura yathArtha varNana milatA hai ki par3hane ke bAda mana meM nirNaya ho jAtA hai ki devaloka honA hI caahie| devoM kA AyuSya, unake zarIra kI racanA, zarIra kI U~cAI, unakI zakti, unake nivAsasthAna, vahA~ ke deva-devI ke yauna saMbaMdha, nivAsoM kI racanA, saMkhyA, staMbha, AkAra... ityAdi saiMkar3oM bAteM AMkar3oM ke sAtha batAI gaI haiN| mAtra kalpanA hotI to isa prakAra kA itanA varNana nahIM ho sakatA thaa| dharma se svarga milatA hai, arthAta dharma svarga bhI detA hai| kyoMki svarga meM bhautika sukhoM kI bharamAra hai| vahA~ janma kA duHkha nahIM, mRtyu kI vedanA nahIM! vahA~ vyAdhi nahIM, roga nhiiN| vahA~ deva kisI devI ke peTa se paidA nahIM hotA hai! manuSya aura pazu kI taraha deva ko mA~ ke peTa meM nahIM rahanA par3atA hai| vahA~ to hotI hai puSpazayyA! AtmA usa zayyA meM hI deva kA zarIra dhAraNa kara letI hai| vahA~ bAlyAvasthA yA vRddhAvasthA nahIM hotI hai, vahA~ to hotA hai nitya yauvana! paidA hote hI yuvAna! vahA~ dhana-daulata kamAnI nahIM par3atI! artha aura kAma taiyAra 'reDImeDa' hI mila jAte haiM! devoM ko ve bhautika sukha bhogane hI par3ate haiN| hA~, kucha deva samyagdRSTi hote haiM, ve bhautika sukhoM ko acchA nahIM mAnate haiM, sukhabhogoM ko anarthakArI mAnate haiM, phira bhI ve sukhabhogoM kA tyAga nahIM kara skte| devagati hI aisI hai| naraka ke jIva duHkhoM se mukta nahIM ho sakate haiM aura svarga ke jIva sukhoM se mukta nahIM ho sakate haiM! pApa karanA hai aura sukha bhI cAhie? sukha cAhe bhautika ho yA AdhyAtmika, milegA dharma se hii| pApoM se kabhI bhI sukha nahIM miltaa| pApoM se duHkha hI mileNge| kyA cAhie Apako? sukha cAhie na? to pApoM kA tyAga to karanA hI pdd'egaa| pApa karanA hai aura sukha pAnA hai-kyoM? pApoM kA tyAga nahIM karanA hai aura duHkhoM se bacanA hai-nahIM? aisA saMbhava hI nhiiN| bhautika sukha pAne ke lie bhI pApoM kA tyAga to karanA For Private And Personal Use Only

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36 pravacana-3 hI par3egA! pApoM kA tyAga karane kI taiyArI hai? hiMsA, asatya, corI, durAcAra, parigraha vagairaha pApoM kA tyAga karane ko tatpara ho na? sabhA meM se : saMsAra meM pApa to karane hI par3ate haiN...| mahArAjazrI : kitane pApa karane par3ate haiM? jitane pApa anivArya haiM, utane hI karate ho? jyAdA pApa nahIM karate ho na? niSprayojana pApa nahIM karate ho na? TaTolo antarAtmA ko | pUcho apanI AtmA ko ki 'Atman, tujhe pApa pyAre nahIM lagate haiM na? pApa karane jaise nahIM haiM-yaha bAta satata smRti meM rahatI hai na? pApa karane para duHkha hotA hai na? 'ararara...maiMne kitane sAre pApa kara DAle? tIvra devanA hotI hai? pUchate ho kabhI antarAtmA ko? pUcho to javAba mile na! kabhI pUchate hI nahIM! kyoMki pApa karane meM maz2A jo A rahA hai! dhyAna rakho, jaba taka pApoM ke prati ghRNA nahIM hogI, tiraskAra paidA nahIM hogA, taba taka dharma ke prati prema nahIM hogA, zraddhA nahIM hogii| ___ mai Apako pUchatA hU~ ki Apa kisa dRSTi se pApa karate ho? kyoM pApa karate ho? sukha pAne ke lie na? 'jhUTha bolane se paisA milegA'-isa mAnyatA se jhUTha bolate ho na? corI karane se jyAdA dhana milegA-isa mAnyatA se corI karate ho na? kyA jhUTha bolanA aura corI karanA pApa nahIM hai? mAnate ho na pApa hai? aba kahie-pApa karane se sukha mile yA duHkha mile? karma vijJAna kA sanAtana siddhAnta : sabhA meM se : pApa se to duHkha hI milatA hai! mahArAjazrI : to duHkha pAne ke lie pApa karate ho? kitanI ghora ajJAnatA hai? cAhie sukha aura karate haiM pApa! __sabhA meM se : pApa karate haiM aura sukha milatA hai-aisA pratyakSa dekhate haiMisalie sukha pAne ko pApa karane lagate haiM! mahArAjazrI : acchA, aisA kArya-kAraNa bhAva dekhane ko milA, isalie pApAcaraNa nahIM chor3ate-yaha kahanA hai na? sabhA meM se : jI hA~! mahArAjazrI : saca bolate ho dukAna para baiThakara, to kama rUpaye kamAte ho aura jhUTha bolate ho to jyAdA kamAte ho-aisA ApakA anubhava hai| aisA anubhava sabhI kA hai? saba jhUTha bolane vAle jyAdA kamAI karate haiM? saba corI For Private And Personal Use Only

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37 pravacana-3 karanevAle dhanavAna bana jAte haiM? jisakA puNyakarma udaya meM hotA hai vaha kamAtA hai! puNyakarma udaya meM nahIM ho aura lAkha jhUTha bole, to eka paisA nahIM kamAegA aura kamAnA to dUra, jo hogA vaha bhI gavA~ degA! puNyakarma ke sahAre ke binA pApakArya bhI saphala nahIM ho sakate! puNyodaya nahIM hogA aura corI karane jAegA, to pakar3A jAegA aura jela meM baMda ho jAegA! pUrvasaMcita puNyakarma ke udaya se hI sukha milatA hai | pApoM se to nayA pApakarma baMdhatA hai | puNyakarma dharma se hI baMdhate haiM | 'karmasiddhAnta' par3he ho? karmoM kA baMdha AtmA ke sAtha kisa prakAra hotA hai, karmoM kA udaya kaba AtA hai? karmoM ke prakAra kitane? karmoM kA saMkramaNa-'TrAMsaphormena' kaise hotA hai? karmoM kA kSaya, nAza kaise kiyA jA sakatA hai? ye sArI bAteM jAnate ho? kiyA hai karma-philosaoNphI kA adhyayana? sabhA meM se : Apa karavAie adhyayana, hama kareMge! mahArAjazrI : Apa logoM ko vAstava meM adhyayana karanA hai to maiM avazya krvaauuNgaa| nAiTaklAsa-rAtrivarga zurU kreNge| parantu hA~, adhyayana karanA pdd'egaa| mAtra pravacana sunakara cale jAoge, yaha nahIM calegA! noTsa likhanI par3egI, taiyArI karanI pdd'egii| rAtri varga meM niyamita AnA par3egA, samayasara AnA par3egA, bolo, hai kabUla? sabhA meM se : hama loga taiyAra haiM! mahArAjazrI : kitane? kama-se-kama pacAsa puruSa cAhie, to mere samaya kA sadupayoga ho ske| Apa prayatna kareM, apane zurU kareMge tattvajJAna-varga | jaba taka 'AtmA' aura 'karma' ko nahIM samajheMge, taba taka dharma ko bhI nahIM samajha paayeNge| anAdikAla se AtmA karmoM ke ba~dhanoM se ba~dhI huI hai, karmoM ke AvaraNoM se AvRtta hai| dharma se, dharma kI vRtti aura pravRtti se hameM AtmA ko nirbaMdhana... karmamukta karanA hai| dharma se AtmA mukta bana sakatI hai, isalie to granthakAra ne spaSTa zabdoM meM kaha diyA ki 'dharma mokSa bhI detA hai!' eka prakAra ke dharma se puNyakarma baMdhate haiM, eka prakAra ke dharma se pApakarma aura puNyakarma naSTa hote haiM! jaise puNyakarma ke udaya se bhautika sukha milate haiM vaise karmoM ke kSaya hone se AdhyAtmika sukha milate haiM! jyoM-jyoM AtmA para lage hue karmoM kA nAza hotA jAtA hai, tyoM-tyoM AtmA kA-svayaM kA svAdhIna sukha prApta hotA jAtA hai| puNyakarma ke udaya se jaise svarga milatA hai, vaise pApakarma aura For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 3 38 puNyakarma ke kSaya se - nAza hone se mokSa milatA hai! pApakarma aura puNyakarma kA nAza bhI dharma se hI hotA hai / karanA hai karmoM kA samUla nAza ? sabhA meM se : mokSa pAnA hai to karmakSaya karanA hI par3egA / mahArAjazrI : mokSa pAnA hai Apa logoM ko ? saMsAra ke bhautika sukha aba Apako pasanda nahIM? pA~coM indriyoM ke viSayasukha aba acche nahIM lagate haiM na? puNyakarma ke udaya se milanevAle artha, kAma aura svarga ke sukha aba nahIM bhAte haiM na? taba to kAma ho gayA Apa logoM kA ! hA~ mujhe khuza karane ke lie to nahIM kaha rahe ho na? 'mokSa pAne kI bAta kareMge to mahArAja sAhaba khuza ho jAyeMge aura ve mAneMge ki ye mokSAbhilASI jIva haiM, unakI nigAhoM meM apane acche AdamI ke rUpa meM dikheMge' aisI to koI bAta nahIM hai na ? acchA, Apako mokSa pAnA hai, mukti meM jAnA hai - yaha bAta Apa apane ghara meM bhI karate hoMge ? patnI ko, baccoM ko, mitroM ko... karate ho na ? 'dekho, yaha saMsAra duHkharUpa hai, asAra hai, saMsAra meM milanevAle sukha bhI bhogane yogya nahIM haiN| maiM to aba saMsAra chor3anA cAhatA hU~ / karmoM ke bandhana tor3ane ke lie cAritrya vIkAra karanA cAhatA huuN| tuma loga bhI soca lo, apane saba sAtha hI cAritryadharma aMgIkAra kara leM / ' aisI bAteM ghara meM calatI rahatI haiM na? sabhA meM se : ghara meM aisI bAteM kareM to bhayaMkara dhamAkA ho jAya! mahArAjazrI : isalie aisI bAteM nahIM karate? mere sAmane bhI jhUTha ? kabhI kahI hai aisI bAta? kabhI huI dhamAla ? yoMhI kaise mAna liyA ki cAritryadharmasAdhudharma svIkAra karane kI bAta kareMge, to dhamAkA ho jAegA? karake dekho prayoga! athavA yU~ kaho ki 'hama loga mokSa pAne kI mAtra bAta hI karate haiM, mokSa pAne kI koI tamannA nahIM hai ! vaha jIvarAja seTha thA na ! nAradajI ke sAtha mokSa kI, vaikuMTha meM jAne kI bAteM hI vaha kiyA karatA thA ! eka thA seTha, use pyArA thA vaikuMTha : purAne samaya kI bAta hai / usa samaya yaha zahara itanA bar3A nagara nahIM thA / choTA-sA zahara thaa| pAnI ke nala nahIM the, bijalI nahIM thii| bar3I-bar3I bilDiMgeM nahIM thiiN| bar3I kapar3A mArakITa bhI nahIM thI / vahA~ to thA bar3A maidAna / maidAna ke kinAre jIvarAja seTha kI dukAna thI / jIvarAja seTha dhanavAna the / bar3I havelI meM rahate the| seTha jaise arthapuruSArtha karate the, kAmabhoga bhogate the, vaise dharma bhI kiyA karate the| dharmakriyAe~ karane kA seTha kA zauka thA / lalATa meM For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-3 ATha-dasa tilaka caMdana ke lagAkara, seTha dukAna kI gaddI para baiThate / jaba koI grAhaka na ho, hAtha meM rudrAkSa kI mAlA lete aura bhagavAna kA nAma jpte| ___ eka dina kI bAta hai| nAradajI kA vimAna isa nagara ke Upara se gujara rahA thaa| nAradajI ko nagara dekhane kI icchA huii| unhoMne vimAna ko usa maidAna meM utArA / vimAna ko chor3akara nAradajI zahara dekhane cle| maidAna ke kinAre hI jIvarAja seTha kI dukAna thii| dukAna para seTha jIvarAja hAtha meM rudrAkSa kI mAlA lie rAma-nAma japa rahe the| nAradajI ne seTha ko dekhA, ve dekhate hI raha gae! 'oho! kaisA bhakta jIva hai...!' nAradajI ne seTha ke lalATa meM caMdana ke ATha-dasa tilaka dekhe, hAtha meM mAlA dekhI... basa, bhakta mAna liyA seTha ko | nAradajI dukAna ke pAsa Ae / seTha ne nAradajI ko dekhA | bar3e khuza ho ge| dukAna se nIce utare aura nAradajI ke caraNoM meM sASTAMga daMDavata kiyaa| nAradajI ne seTha ko apane donoM hAthoM se utthaayaa| seTha ne harSa ke A~sU bahAe aura kahane lage : 'he devarSi, Apa mere dvAra para padhAre, dhanya bana gayA maiM! kalpavRkSa mere A~gana meM AyA, kAmaghaTa-kAmadhenu mila gae mujhe! padhArie merI isa jhoMpar3I meM gurudeva!' nAradajI to pAnI-pAnI ho gae seTha ke vinayabhAva se, seTha ke bhaktipUrNa vacanoM se | nAradajI ne seTha kI dukAna meM praveza kiyaa| seTha ne nAradajI ko bar3hiyA galIce para biThAyA aura svayaM do hAtha jor3akara khar3e rahe | nAradajI ne kahA : 'seTha, tuma isa saMsAra meM kaise raha gae? tumhAre jaise bhakta ko to vaikuMTha meM sthAna milanA cAhie! seTha ne kahA : 'prabhu, mere aise bhAgya kahA~ ki mujhe vaikuMTha meM sthAna mile? abhAgA hU~ prabho!' ___ 'nahIM, nahIM seTha, aisA nahIM cala sktaa| bhagavAna tumhAre jaise bhakta ko vaikuMTha meM sthAna nahIM deMge to kisako deMge? maiM vaikuMTha meM jAkara bhagavAna ko kaha detA hU~ ki 'phalA~ zahara ke usa bhakta ko zIghra vaikuMTha meM praveza dene kI kRpA kro|' bhagavAna dayAlu haiM, ve zIghra praveza de deNge| caloge na vaikuMTha meM seTha?' ___ nAradajI ne jIvarAja seTha ke sAmane dekhA | jIvarAja seTha ne nAradajI ke caraNoM meM apanA sira lagAkara kahA : 'bhagavaMta! kyA batAU~ ? mere roma-roma meM For Private And Personal Use Only

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40 pravacana-3 bhagavAna kA nAma gUMja rahA hai, mujhe saMsAra meM kSaNa kA bhI caina nahIM hai| yadi mujhe vaikuMTha meM sthAna mila jAya... ahA prabho! merI bhava bhava kI pherI miTa jAya / kRpA karo devarSi! vaikuMTha ke alAvA mujhe kucha bhI nahIM caahie|' ___ nAradajI seTha kI bAta sunakara prasanna ho ge| kyoM na hote prasanna? Apa aisI bAta karo to maiM bhI prasanna ho jAU~! kaisI maz2edAra bAta kI jIvarAja seTha ne? kitanA vinaya? AtA hai kucha aisA? bhale hRdaya ke zuddha bhAva se na sahI; abhinaya karanA bhI AtA hai? koI sAdhupuruSa ApakI dukAna ke Age se gujara rahe hoM, Apa dekha lo, kyA dukAna se nIce utarate ho? vinaya-viveka ke binA dharma azakya : __ sabhA meM se : sAdhumahArAja kI bAta chor3o, hama to bhagavAna kI rathayAtrA jA rahI ho, to bhI dukAna se nIce nahIM utarate! mahArAjazrI : dhanyavAda! paramAtmA kA bhI vinaya nahIM karate, phira sAdhupuruSoM kA to karoge hI kaise? vinaya aura viveka ke binA to dharma ho hI nahIM sktaa| bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI ne kahA hai : 'viNayamUlo dhammo / ' dharma kA mUla vinaya hai| dharma kA prAraMbha vinaya se hotA hai| paramAtmA kA vinaya aura sAdhupuruSoM kA vinaya karanA to dUra rahA, kyA mAtA-pitA kA vinaya karate ho? bar3oM kA vinaya karate ho? dinameM tIna bAra mAtA-pitA ke caraNoM meM namana karate ho? 'trisandhyaM namanakriyA' prAtaH, madhyAhna aura zAma-tIna saMdhyA meM mAtA-pitA ko namana karanA cAhie, yaha jAnate ho? kaise karoge namana? namratA ke binA namana nahIM ho sktaa| namratA hai nhiiN| abhimAna-mithyA abhimAna kAphI bar3ha gayA hai| sabhA meM se : namana karane meM zarama AtI hai! mahArAjazrI : kisako? Apako yA Apake baccoM ko? AegI zarama baccoM ko to| kyoMki Apa logoM ne-mAtA-pitAoM ne Adarza nahIM diyA apane baccoM ko | yadi Apake bacce Apako Apake mAtA-pitA ko namana karate hue dekhate, to ve bacce Apako avazya namana karate! Apa logoM ne Adarza hI nahIM diyA / diyA hai Adarza? hA~, diyA hai Adarza apamAna karane kA, tiraskAra karane kA aura gAliyA~ bakane kA' | dhyAna rakho, Apake mAtA-pitA ke sAtha Apa jaisA vyavahAra karoge, Apake bacce Apake sAtha vaisA hI vyavahAra kreNge| thor3A adhUrA thA, to Apane kAma pUrA kara diyA baccoM ko kaoNnvenTa skUloM meM bhejakara For Private And Personal Use Only

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41 pravacana-3 aura 'kAlejoM' meM bhejakara! bana gae abhimAna ke putale / abhimAnI meM namratA kahA~ se AegI? namratA ke binA vinaya kaise karegA? vinaya ke binA dharma kaise hogA? vinaya kI zikSA bAlyakAla se manuSya ko milanI caahie| vinaya to nIMva hai : mAtA-pitA kA vinaya karanevAlA baccA skUla meM adhyApakoM kA bhI vinaya kregaa| samAja meM bar3oM kA vinaya kregaa| dharmasthAna meM sAdhupuruSoM kA vinaya karegA aura maMdira meM paramAtmA kA vinaya kregaa| vinaya kA abhyAsa bacapana se honA cAhie | jIvarAja seTha ne nAradajI kA kaisA vinaya kiyA? kitanA viveka? nAradajI prasanna ho ge| nAradajI ne vApasa vaikuMTha jAne kA socA | jIvarAja seTha ko vaikuMTha meM praveza karAne kA nirNaya kara, nAradajI vimAna meM baiThe aura vimAna vaikuMTha kI tarapha ur3A | jIvarAja seTha vimAna ko jAte dekhate rahe aura gahare vicAra meM DUba ge| nAradajI vaikuMTha meM pahuMca ge| bhagavAna ke pAsa ge| bhagavAna ne pUchA : 'kaho nAradajI, kyA khabara lAe ho mRtyuloka kI?' nAradajI kA mu~ha car3hA huA thaa| kucha kSaNa mauna rahe, phira bole : 'bhagavAna, mujhe mAlUma nahIM thA ki Apake rAjya meM itanA andhera hogA?' nAradajI ne joradAra 'bambArDamenTa' kara diyaa| bhagavAna bhI kSaNabhara stabdha raha ge| parantu mukha para smita lAkara bhagavAna ne pUchA : 'aisI kyA bAta hai devarSi?' 'bhagavAna, Apa antaryAmI hokara mujhase kyA pUchate ho? jaba pUchate hI ho to batAtA huuN| abhI maiM mRtyuloka meM gayA thA, usa phalA~ zahara ko dekhane nIce utarA | vahA~ ke jIvarAja seTha ko maiMne dekhA / bhagavAna kaisA vaha bhakta jIva hai, dina-rAta ApakA nAma hI japatA hai, lalATa meM kitane candana ke tilaka karatA hai, pUjA-pATha karatA hai... ahA, kaisA usakA vinaya aura viveka! kitanI usakI vaikuMTha meM Ane kI tamannA prabho! Apa nArAja mata honA, parantu Apako aise bhaktoM kI koI paravAha nahIM hai! Apa pApiyoM ko pAvana kareMge, aise bhaktoM kI...' nAradajI joza meM bola rahe the| bhagavAna ne A~kheM mUMdI aura unhoMne zahara ko dekhA | usa maidAna ko dekhA, seTha kI dukAna dekhI aura jIvarAja seTha ko dekhaa| bAhara dekhA, bhItara se dekhaa| For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra pravacana- 4 'nAradajI!' 'bhagavaMta!' 'usa zaharavAlA vaha seTha vaikuMTha meM nahIM AegA!' 'AegA, avazya AegA bhagavAna ! maiM use pUchakara AyA huuN...|' bhagavAna ne kahA : 'ThIka hai devarSi, Apa pUchakara Ae ho, lekina maiM kahatA hU~ ki vaha seTha vaikuMTha meM nahIM AegA ! ' 42 'maiM nahIM mAna sakatA ApakI bAta bhagavaMta! mApha karanA, Apa sIdhI bAta kaha dIjie ki vaikuMTha meM usa seTha ke lie jagaha hI nahIM hai! koI kamarA khAlI nahIM hai!' nAradajI ko gussA A gyaa| bhagavAna ko ha~sI A gii| unhoMne kahA : 'acchA, to Apa le Aie usa seTha ko / vaikuMTha meM usake lie teraha naMbara kA kamarA khAlI rahegA... basa ! ' # nAradajI khuza ho ge| unhoMne kahA : 'bhagavAna, maiM ApakA vimAna lekara jAU~gA vahA~ aura le AU~gA usa seTha ko !' bhagavAna ne kahA : 'acchA, le jAnA merA vimAna... / ' nAradajI prasanna hokara apane sthAna cale ge| bhagavAna nAradajI ko dekhate rahe! 'bhaktavatsala haiM parantu bhAvuka haiN| manuSya kI bAharI bhakti dekhakara baha jAte haiN| jAne do lene ke lie usa seTha ko ... / ' Apako bhI mokSa meM jAnA hai na? mokSa meM jAne kI tamannA hai na? dharma mokSa bhI detA hai| parantu vaha dharma kaisA honA cAhie - yaha kabhI socA hai ? 'dharma mokSa detA hai'- itanI bAta to samajha hI lenA / 'mokSa' ke viSaya meM Age vivecana kareMge aura nAradajI ke viSaya meM bhI Age bAta kreNge| Aja, basa itanA hI / For Private And Personal Use Only

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43 pravacana-4 dharma kI prakriyAe~ do prakAra kI hotI haiM : eka prakriyA hotIhai puNyakarma ke baMdha kI aura dUsarI prakriyA hotI hai pApakarmoM ko naSTa karane kii| puNyakarma se bhautika sukha-sAmagrI milatI ca hai, pApakarmoM ko naSTa karane se AtmaguNoM kA AvirbhAva hotA hai! dharma kA marma samajhanevAlA AdamI kabhI bhI bhautika sukhoM ke pIche pAgala nahIM hogaa| vaha bhogI hogA, para bhogadRSTivAlA yA bhogAsakta nahIM hogaa| yogagadRSTi khule binA dharmatatva nahIM samajhA jA sakatA! bhogadRSTivAlA jIva dharmakriyAe~ karatA hai, para use mokSa nahIM milegA...kyoMki vaha cAhatA hI nahIM! mokSa ko jAne binA mokSa acchA laga sakatA hai kyA? mokSa pasaMda Ae binA mokSa mA~gA jA sakatA hai kyA? AdamI ko jo pasaMda hotA hai, vahI mA~gatA hai| jo pasaMda nahIM, use vaha mA~gatA nahIM hai| ATha karmoM ke kSaya se AtmA meM ATha akSaya guNa prakaTa hote - haiN| jAnate ho AtmA ke una adbhuta guNoM ko? RE pravacana : 4 Lege eka hajAra cAraso cavAlIsa dharmagranthoM ke racayitA mahAna AcAryazrI haribhadrasUrijI dharma kA prabhAva batAte hue 'dharmabindu' grantha meM pharamAte haiM : dhanado dhanArthinAM proktaH kAminAM sarvakAmadaH / dharma evApavargasya pAramparyeNa sAdhakaH / / 'koI dhana-saMpatti ko cAhatA hai, dharma use dhana-saMpatti detA hai| koI vaiSayika sukhabhoga cAhatA hai, dharma use vaiSayika sukhabhoga detA hai| koI svarga cAhatA hai, use svarga detA hai aura koI mokSa mA~gatA hai, to use mokSa detA hai|' ___ para mahAnubhAva, dharma ko jAdU mata samajha lenA! yaha bAta koI jAdUgarI kI bAta nahIM hai| yaha bAta sunakara Apa aisA mata samajha lenA ki 'hama dharma ke pAsa jAkara dharma se prArthanA kareM ki 'mujhe lAkha rUpayA cAhie, mujhe de do! mujhe merI For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-4 44 manapasanda patnI cAhie, mujhe de do! mujhe svarga meM jAnA hai, vahA~ le calo! mujhe mokSa cAhie, mujhe mokSa de do|' isa prakAra mA~gane se kucha milane kA nhiiN| dharma ke pAsa mA~gane se kucha nahIM milegA, dharma kA AcaraNa karane se saba kucha milegaa| ___ jaTAzaMkara bImAra pdd'aa| akelA thA, davAI kauna lAkara de usako? itane meM eka phakIra bhikSA mA~gane jaTAzaMkara ke ghara aayaa| jaTAzaMkara ko bImAra dekhakara phakIra ne kahA : 'davAI se acchA ho jaaegaa|' itanA kahakara phakIra calA gyaa| jaTAzaMkara ne socA : 'davAI se acchA hogA, to mujhe davAI ke pAsa jAnA caahie|' vaha bistara se uThA aura dhIre-dhIre davAI kI dukAna para gayA / davAiyoM ke sAmane hAtha jor3akara bolA : 'tumhAre prabhAva se bImArI calI jAtI hai, to he davA devI, tuma kRpA karake merI bImArI dUra kara do!' dharma kI bAteM karane se sukha nahIM milegA : ___ dharma ke viSaya meM aisI mUrkhatA mata krnaa| dharma se sabhI prakAra ke sukha milate haiM, parantu mAtra bAteM karane se nahIM mileNge| Aja manuSya bAteM to bahuta karatA hai| dharma kI bAteM kAphI ho rahI haiM, parantu dharmAcaraNa kama ho gayA hai| yadi dharma kI kriyAe~ hotI haiM to dharma ke vicAra nahIM hote! vicAra hote haiM pApa ke aura kriyA hotI hai dharma kI! __'dharma se dhana milatA hai', yaha sunakara Apane kyA socA? Aja subaha paramAtmA kI pUjA karo aura madhyAhna jaba bAjAra meM jAo taba Dhera sAre rUpaye mila jAya aisA Aja prAtaH dAna diyA aura Aja hI saMpatti mila jAya~-aisA? Aja upavAsa kiyA, AyaMbila kiyA aura Aja hI kisI manacAhI lar3akI se sagAI ho jAya aisA? Aja aNuvrata yA bAraha vrata dhAraNa kie aura Aja hI svarga meM cale jAo-aisA? kyA socate ho Apa? Aja cAritryadharma svIkAra kiyA aura Aja hI mokSa mila jAya aisA? dimAga to ThikAne hai na? 'dharma se mokSa milatA hai-' isa vidhAna kA marma samajhe haiM Apa? dharma se svarga milatA haiisa pratipAdana kA rahasya samajhe? jJAnI puruSoM ke vacana bahuta gaMbhIra hote haiN| mAtra zabda kA artha kara lene se saccA rahasya nahIM miltaa| zabda para gaMbhIratA se, sUkSmatA se cintana-manana karanA hogaa| Apako to sukha pAne kI jaldabAjI hai! tatkAla sukha mila jAya vaisA upAya Apako cAhie-saca hai na? DaoNkTara kaisA pasanda karate ho Apa? 'davA For Private And Personal Use Only

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45 pravacana-4 kaisI bhI do, roga jaldI dUra honA cAhie!' aisA hI kahate ho na? phira 'riekzana' pratikriyA kaisI bhI Ae! sukha Apako tatkAla cAhie na? duHkhamukti bhI zIghra cAhie! Apako lage ki 'yaha sukha saca bolane se zIghra nahIM milegA, jhUTha bolane se mila jAegA...' to kyA karoge? jhUTha hI bologe na? Apako lage ki 'prAmANikatA se-nIti se yaha dhaMdhA karane se jyAdA munAphA nahIM hogA, jaldI lakhapati nahIM bana pAyeMge, anIti karane se kAma jaldI bana jAegA, to kyA karoge? anIti na? kyoMki Apako dhanavAna jaldI bananA hai! Apako dhana zIghra cAhie, bhogasukha zIghra cAhie, svarga zIghra cAhie aura mokSa bhI zIghra cAhie? mere khayAla se mokSa pAne kI itanI jaldI nahIM hogI? dharma sukha detA hai, parantu apanI jaldabAjI kAma nahIM AegI! sukha dene kA eka lambA 'prosIjara' hotA hai dharma kA! eka lambI prakriyA meM se gujaranA par3atA hai| Aja apane pAsa jo bhI sukha haiM, saba dharma se hI mile haiN| apana eka lambI prakriyA se gujare haiM! janma-janmAntaroM kI bAteM apane ko yAda nahIM rahatIM, parantu apane aneka janmoM meM dharma kI usa prakriyA meM se gujare haiM, tabhI Aja apane pAsa kucha sukha haiM | sukha ke sAdhana haiM | sukha kA anubhava hai| Aja isa jIvana meM punaH dharma kI usa prakriyA ko kareMge, to Age ke jIvana meM sukha prApta hogaa| dharma kI do prakriyAe~ haiM : dharma kI eka prakriyA hai puNyakarmoM ke baMdha kI, aura dUsarI prakriyA hai pApakarmoM ke kSaya kii| puNyakarma ke baMdha se bhautika sukha milate haiM, aura pApakarmoM ke kSaya se Atmika sukha milatA hai| dharma se tAtkAlika pApakarmoM kA kSaya ho sakatA hai, isalie Atmika sukha to zIghra mila sakatA hai| parantu puNyakarma jo baMdhate haiM, ve baMdhe hue puNyakarma jaba udaya meM AyeMge, taba bhautika sukha milatA hai| Aja jo puNyakarma baMdhA dharma ke mAdhyama se, vaha puNyakarma tAtkAlika udaya meM nahI A sakatA hai| aisA niyama hai| amuka nizcita samaya ke bAda hI udaya meM AtA hai| jaba taka vaha puNyakarma udaya meM nahIM Ae taba taka dhairya rakhanA hogA! adhIra banane se kAma nahIM clegaa| saMbhava hai ki isa jIvana meM vaha puNyakarma udaya meM na bhI Ae | AegA jarUra udaya meM aura zubha phala bhI degA, parantu dUsare bhavoM meM! yaha bhI jarUrI nahIM ki Age AnevAle dUsare bhava meM hI phala mila jAya~! isa bhava meM bA~dhA huA karma paccIsa bhava ke bAda bhI udaya meM Ae | For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-4 46 isakA artha samajhe? dharma se sukha jo milate haiM, dharma jo sukha detA hai vaha 'DAyarekTa' - sIdhA nahIM detA | puNyakarma ke mAdhyama se detA hai| agni se bhojana banatA hai-pakatA hai, parantu Direct-sIdhA nahIM pakatA | cAvala pakAne haiM, Apa cAvala ko agni meM DAla do to paka jAyeMge kyA? jala jAyeMge na? Apako baratana meM cAvala ko DAlakara Aga para rakhanA hogA, tabhI cAvala pakeMge, vaha bhI turanta nahIM, kucha to samaya lagegA hii| dharma sukha detA hai, parantu puNyakarma dvArA detA hai| bhautika sukhoM kI bAta karatA hU~ | AdhyAtmika sukha to pApakarmoM ke kSaya se, nAza hone se milatA hai| hA~, yadi Apako mAnasika aura AdhyAtmika sukha tAtkAlika cAhie to dharma tAtkAlika degaa| parantu pApakarmoM ke kSaya kI bhI eka prakriyA hai! usa prakriyA meM se to gujaranA hI pdd'egaa| sabhA meM se : hama logoM ko to tatkAla bhautika sukha cAhie! mahArAjazrI : vaise puNyakarma lekara janmAMtara se AtmA AI hogI, to tatkAla bhautika sukha mileNge| yadi puNyakarma aisA nahIM hai AtmA ke pAsa, to lAkha upAya kareM, sukha milane kA nhiiN| yadi makAna kI TaMkI meM pAnI nahIM hai, to nala ko kitanA bhI ghumAo, nala ke Upara sara paTako; to bhI pAnI nahIM AegA nala meM se! hA~, sara meM se khUna jarUra aaegaa| yogadRSTi khule binA dharmatattva nahIM AegA samajha meM : manuSya kI icchAnusAra bhautika sukha nahIM mila skte| AdhyAtmika sukha mila sakatA hai tatkAla / AdhyAtmika sukha yAnI Atmika zAnti / mAnasika prasannatA kA sukha mila sakatA hai dharma se! eka bAta samajha lo : jaba taka hRdaya meM zArIrika-aindrika aura bhautika sukhoM kI hI kAmanA bharI par3I hai, AtmA kI bilkula vismRti hai, taba taka dharma ko samajhe hI nahIM haiN| dharma kA marma samajhanevAlA manuSya zArIrika aura bhautika sukhoM ke pIche pAgala nahIM bntaa| vaha bhogI ho sakatA hai, bhogadRSTivAlA nahIM ho sktaa| yogadRSTi khule binA dharmatattva ko jIva samajha nahIM sktaa| hA~, dharmakriyAe~ to bhogadRSTivAlA bhI karatA hai, usa jIvarAja seTha kI taraha! jIvarAja pUjA-pATha karate the, mAlA-jApa karate the...karate the dharmakriyA, parantu unake hRdaya meM kyA thA? jaba nAradajI bhagavAna kA vizeSa vimAna lekara punaH usa zahara meM Ae, usa maidAna para vimAna ko chor3akara nAradajI jIvarAja kI dukAna para gae / seTha ne svAgata kiyA nAradajI kA | nAradajI ne seTha ko kahA : 'seTha, calo For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-4 47 vaikuMTha meM! bhagavAna se jhagar3A kara Apake lie eka kamarA rijarva karavA kara, bhagavAna kA vimAna lekara AyA hU~ Apako lene ke lie!' __ 'devarSi, Apa kitane karuNAvaMta haiN| mere jaise abhAge ke lie Apane kitanA kaSTa uThAyA prabhu? Apa dayAlu haiM, parahitakArI haiN| ApakA upakAra maiM kabhI nahIM bhuuluuNgaa...|' seTha ne gad-gad svara meM nAradajI kI prazaMsA kI aura nAradajI ke caraNoM meM sASTAMga daMDavat praNAma kiyaa| __nAradajI ne kahA : 'jIvarAja, aba apane ko calanA cAhie, bhagavAna apanA intajAra karate hoNge|' __ 'bhagavana! vaikuMTha meM calane kI merI AkaMTha icchA hai | mujhe saMsAra meM koI rasa nahIM, Asakti nahIM... mujhe to aba vaikuMTha ke sapane Ane lage haiM...' __ 'tuma sacce bhakta ho jIvarAja, isalie to maiM tumheM lene AyA huuN| aba caleM apne|' _ 'mahAtmana! jaba Apa yahA~ pahalI bAra padhAre aura vaikuMTha meM mujhe le jAne kI bAta kI thI, taba mujhe apUrva Ananda huA thaa| maiMne ghara jAkara usI samaya lar3ake kI mA~ ko kaha diyA thA ki 'aba maiM saMsAra meM nahIM rahU~gA, maiM vaikuMTha meM calA jAU~gA, nAradajI mujhe lene AyeMge!' merI bAta sunakara lar3ake kI mA~ ro pdd'ii| usane kahA : Apako vaikuMTha meM jAnA hai to jAie, parantu lar3ake kI zAdI karake jAie | aba ApakI vRddhAvasthA hai, Apako maiM vaikuMTha meM jAne se kaise rokU~? yaha to zAdI kA samaya najadIka hai-mAgha mahIne kA muhUrta hai, zAdI karavAkara Apa vaikuMTha pdhaareN|' 'Apane kyA kahA?' nAradajI ne puuchaa| _ 'maiMne kahA ki lar3ake kI zAdI karanA hai to vaha karegA, merA mana kSaNabhara bhI saMsAra meM nahIM lagatA hai, mujhe to vaikuMTha meM jAne kI tIvra icchA hai|' merI bAta sunakara lar3ake kI mA~ ko gussA A gayA aura kyA batAU~ aapko| vaha aisA bolane lagI ki mujhe bar3A duHkha huA | prabho, aurata kI jAta! Apako bhI gAliyA~ bakane lagI, to maiMne kahA : 'acchA bAbA, maiM lar3ake kI zAdI karavA kara vaikuMTha jaauuNgaa...| taba jAkara vaha zAnta huii| bhagavanta, maiM ApakI nindA kaise suna sakatA hU~? maiM to abhI cala dUM Apake sAtha, parantu loga Apako gAliyA~ deMge...' nAradajI seTha kI bAta sunakara vicAra meM par3a gye| unhoMne kahA : 'to seTha aba kyA karanA hai?' For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana -4 48 'prabho, Apa mAgha mahIne meM padhArane kI kRpA kreN| mere lie itanA kaSTa kreN| maiM avazya calU~gA Apake saath| mujhe to yaha saMsAra jahara lagatA hai jahara... / ' 'acchA to, ThIka hai maiM calatA hU~...' kahakara nAradajI vimAna ke pAsa Aye aura vizvayAtrA karane cale gaye / jIvarAja seTha ko zAnti huI ! vaikuMTha meM jAnA nahIM thA, parantu 'vaikuMTha hI mujhe pyArA hai', aisA duniyA ko dikhAnA thaa| kyoMki jisako vaikuMTha pyArA hotA hai, duniyA usako sammAna kI dRSTi se dekhatI hai, usakI ijjata karatI hai / jIvarAja ko isalie duniyA kI nigAha meM dharmAtmA bananA thaa| usako logoM kA sammAna cAhie thA / Apa loga bhI kahate ho na ki 'hameM mokSa cAhie, hameM vaikuMTha meM jAnA hai...|' jAnA hai vaikuMTha meM ? mahAvideha kSetra meM se sImaMdharasvAmI kisI deva ko bheje Apake pAsa aura deva Akara kahe : 'calo mahAvideha meM sImaMdharasvAmI bhagavAna ke pAsa, ve tumheM vaikuMTha meM bheja deMge!' to deva ke sAtha turaMta hI cale jAoge na ? cAhanA ho usI kI mA~ga kI jAtI hai : sabhA meM se : lekina hameM mokSa hI mA~ganA cAhie na ? mahArAjazrI : mA~gane se kyA ? jo cAhate nahIM vaha kabhI mA~gA jAtA hai ? cAhate ho saMsAra aura mA~gate ho mokSa ! vAha, acchI karI bAta ! duniyA meM kabhI Apane, jo Apa nahIM cAhate vaha mA~gane gaye kisI ke pAsa ? pahale mokSa ko cAho, phira maaNgo| cAhate ho mokSa ko ? mokSa meM kyA hai, kyA nahIM hai; vahA~ AtmA kaisI ho jAtI hai, kyA karatI hai; vahA~ kaisA sukha hotA hai... vagairaha jAnate ho? kaisI mUrkhatApUrNa bAta karate haiM loga? mujhe bar3A Azcarya hotA hai| jo AtmA ko nahIM jAnate ve mokSa kI bAteM karate haiM ! jo mokSa ke svarUpa ko nahIM jAnate ve mokSa kI bAteM karate haiM! kyoM karate haiM jAnate ho ? mokSa kI bAteM karanevAloM kI duniyA ijjata karatI hai ! 'hama to mokSa meM jAne ke lie dharma karate haiM,' aisI bAteM karanevAloM ko samAja sammAna kI dRSTi se dekhatA hai| parantu aisI 'bogasa' bAteM karanevAloM ko jaba samAja ke loga sinemAgRhoM meM dekhate haiM, hoTaloM meM dekhate haiM, zarAba pIte dekhate haiM... anIti, anyAya aura durAcAra karate dekhate haiM; taba kyA hotA hai ? mokSa kI bAteM karanevAloM ke prati tiraskAra ho jAtA hai| dharma ke prati abhAva ho jAtA hai logoM ko / jinako mokSa kA sahI jJAna nahIM, mokSa pAne kI koI cAha nahIM, aise logoM ko duniyA For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-4 ke Age mokSa kI bAteM nahIM karanI caahie| eka aisA hI 'bhagata' kucha dina pahale mere pAsa AyA thaa| kisI upadezaka ne usako 'mokSa' zabda sikhA diyA hogA! maiMne usase pUchA : 'Apa dharmakriyA kisa uddezya se karate ho? usane kahA : mokSa ke uddezya se karatA hU~?' maiMne kahA : 'mokSa kA svarUpa jAnate ho? mokSa meM AtmA kA raMga kAlA hotA hai yA lAla?' ___ phaTAka se usane javAba diyA : 'vahA~ to AtmA siddha hotI hai, siddha kA raMga lAla hotA hai|' mujhe ha~sI A gii| usako itanA bhI jJAna nahIM thA ki mokSa meM AtmA arUpI hotI hai| AtmA ke zuddha svarUpa kA yathArtha jJAna hue binA mokSa kI cAha ho hI nahIM sktii| cAha ke binA mA~ga kaise ho sakatI hai? isalie kahatA hU~ ki jisa mokSa ko Apa cAhate nahIM usako mA~gane kA daMbha chor3a do| aisA abhinaya karane se kyA phAyadA ? daMbha se kamAyI huI ijjata miTTI ke mahala jaisI hai| aisA daMbha karane meM samaya barabAda karane ke bajAya mokSa kA svarUpa samajhane kA prayatna kro| AtmA kA zuddha svarUpa smjho| vaha zuddha svarUpa pasanda A jAye to mokSa pasanda A gayA! phira mokSa mA~go! sabhA meM se : Apa mokSa kA svarUpa samajhAie na! mahArAjazrI : mokSa ke astitva para to zraddhA hai na? 'mokSa hai' aisA to mAnate ho na? hai, saMsAra hai to mokSa honA hI caahie| azuddha AtmA hai to zuddha AtmA honI hI caahie| azuddha hai to zuddha kA astitva ho sakatA hai| saMsAra meM jIva azuddha hote haiM, mokSa meM jIva zuddha hote haiN| azuddhi hai karmoM kI / ATha karmoM kI azuddhi hai taba taka AtmA saMsArI hai| AThoM karmoM kA kSaya AtmA kA mokSa hai! karmoM kA jisase kSaya hotA ho, usakA nAma dharma hai| isalie granthakAra ne kahA ki 'dharma mokSa detA hai|' sarva karmoM kA kSaya hone se AtmA parama vizuddha ho jAtI hai| usa vizuddha AtmA kA ananta guNamaya svarUpa hotA hai| mukhya karma ATha hote haiM, unake kSaya hone se mukhya ATha guNa AtmA meM prakaTa hote haiN| jJAnAvaraNa karma ke kSaya se ananta jJAna pragaTa hotA hai| darzanAvaraNa karma ke kSaya se ananta darzana pragaTa hotA hai| mohanIya karma ke kSaya se vItarAgatA pragaTa For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-4 ___50 hotI hai| antarAya karma ke kSaya se vIrya pragaTa hotA hai| nAma karma ke kSaya se arUpIpana prApta hotA hai| gotra karma ke kSaya se aguru-laghu avasthA pragaTa hotI hai| AyuSya karma ke kSaya se akSaya sthiti prakaTa hotI hai aura vedanIya karma ke kSaya se avyAbAdha sthiti prakaTa hotI hai| mokSa meM AtmA kI sthiti-avasthA aisI zAzvat guNamaya avasthA hotI hai| guNamUlaka ananta Ananda kI sarvadA anubhUti hotI hai| aisI sthiti prApta hone ke pazcAt kabhI bhI AtmA karmoM ke baMdhanoM se baMdhatI nahIM hai, ataH usako punaH saMsAra meM avatarita honA nahIM pdd'taa| __ azarIrI, amohI, adveSI Atmasthiti prApta karane kI abhilASA hai? paramAnandapUrNa saccidAnandamaya Atmasthiti prApta karane ke manoratha jAgrata hue haiM? 'hamArI mokSa pAne kI bhAvanA hai, aisA bolane mAtra se mokSa milane kA nhiiN| kisI ko nahIM milA hai! Apako bolane mAtra se kaise milegA? thor3e kSaNa havA nahIM mile to kaisI becainI ho jAtI hai? kaisI akulAhaTa ho jAtI hai? vaisI becainI, akulAhaTa mokSa ke binA kabhI huI? azarIrI banane kI bAteM karo aura zarIra kA aparaMpAra moha karo! arAgI-adveSI banane kI bAteM karo aura dina-rAta rAga-dveSa kI holI khelo! ananta jJAnamaya Atmasthiti prakaTa karane kI bAteM karo aura ghora ajJAna dazA meM jIvana pUrNa karo! aisI hai mokSa pAne kI ApakI icchA! AtmavaMcanA kyoM karate ho? zarIra se mukta banane kI kalpanA bhI kabhI AI? mukti kI icchA hI nahIM aura mokSa kI bAteM karate ho| paramAtmA se mokSa mA~gate ho| kyA kara rahe ho Apa loga? saMsArasukhoM meM hI nimagna rahanA aura mokSa pAne kI bAta karanAkaisA visaMvAda hai yaha? kalpanA meM, dhyAna meM bhI zuddha Atmadravya dekhA hai? 'maiM zuddha Atmadravya hU~' aisI kalpanA bhI AI hai kabhI? yadi aisI kalpanA AtI rahatI hai, punaH punaH AtI rahatI hai, to mokSaprIti prakaTa hogii| mokSa ke prati prIti prakaTa hone para dharma kA prabhAva anubhava meM aaegaa| dharma se mokSa mila jaaegaa| merA kahane kA tAtparya yaha hai ki mokSadazA ko samajho, mokSadazA kI cAhanA prakaTa karo, phira dekho dharma kA prabhAva! usa jIvarAja seTha ko mokSadazA kA hI jJAna nahIM thA! mokSa kI cAhanA bhI nahIM thI | mokSArthI kA dikhAvA karane kI prabala icchA thI, kyoMki isase vaha nAradajI kI dRSTi meM sammAnapAtra bana sakatA thA! bana gayA na sammAnapAtra? nAradajI ne bhagavAna ke Age bhI jIvarAja ke guNa gAye! For Private And Personal Use Only

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51 pravacana-4 jIvarAja seTha kA dUsarA vacana : nAradajI vizvayAtrA karake lautte| jaba ve vaikuMTha meM bhagavAna ke pAsa gaye, bhagavAna ne pUchA : 'kyoM usa seTha ko le Aye nAradajI?' nAradajI ne kahA : 'bhagavaMta, usake lar3ake kI zAdI karane ke bAda meM aaegaa|' bhagavAna ne kahA : 'nAradajI, zAdI ke bAda bhI nahIM AegA!' nAradajI ne himmata se kahA : 'bhagavaMta, saMsAra meM jIva ko apane-apane vyavahAroM ko to nibhAnA par3atA hai na! seTha ke hRdaya meM to Apa hI base ho, vaha to anAsakta bhAva se zAdI kA vyavahAra karegA! parama bhakta hai aapkaa...|' ___ mAgha mahInA gayA, phAlguna aayaa| nAradajI bhagavAna kA vimAna lekara pahu~ca gaye vApasa seThajI ke pAsa | seThajI nAradajI ko dekha, turaMta hI dukAna se nIce utara gaye aura ekadama namratA se, vinaya se nAradajI kA sanmAna kiyA | nAradajI ne kahA : 'seTha, aba calo vaikuMTha ke lie, maiM lene AyA huuN|' seTha ne kahA : 'he upakArI mahApuruSa, ApakI karuNA kitanI hai? Apa niSkAraNa vatsala ho, mere parama zraddheya ho! prabho, vaikuMTha meM calane kI saMpUrNa bhAvanA hai| saMsAra meM mujhe koI rasa nahIM, svapnavat saMsAra meN...|' ___ 'seTha, tumhArI bAta maiMne samajha lI, aba dera mata karo aura baiTha jAo vimAna meM, caleM vaikuMTha meN|' seTha ne kahA : 'prabho, maiMne ghara para bAta kI thI ki lar3ake kI zAdI ho gaI, tumhArI bAta maiMne mAna lI, aba maiM nAradajI ke sAtha vaikuMTha jAU~gA hii|' merI bAta sunakara lar3ake kI mA~ ne kahA : 'Apa to mana se vaikuMTha meM hI ho| Apake lie vaikuMTha aura ghara samAna hI hai| merI yaha icchA hai ki lar3ake ke vahA~ lar3akA ho jAya, isake bAda Apa bhale vaikuMTha jAya~ / abhI jAyeMge zAyada vahA~ vAsanA jAgrata ho jAye ki 'mere lar3ake ko lar3akA huA hogA yA nahIM...' to acchA nhiiN| eka sAla ruka jAie... ___ nAradajI seTha kI bAta sunakara vicAra meM par3a gye| unhoMne seTha se pUchA : 'phira Apane kyA nirNaya kiyA?' seTha ne kahA : 'maharSi, jinake sAtha jIvana bitAyA, unakI icchA ko kucalakara abhI vaikuMTha meM calanA mujhe ucita nahIM lgaa| hA~, mujhe to koI rAga nahIM hai| unake lie eka varSa yahA~ ruka jAU~ to phira kisI kA mana duHkhI nahIM hogaa| Apa kRpA karake eka varSa ke bAda padhAreM, to ApakA upakAra kabhI nahIM bhuuluuNgaa|' For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-4 52 nAradajI ko bhagavAna ke vacana yAda Aye / 'vaha seTha vaikuMTha meM nahIM aaegaa|' parantu phira bhI nAradajI ne prayatna jArI rakhane kA nirNaya kiyA! kyoMki aba to unakI pratiSThA kA prazna bana gayA thA! nAradajIne bhagavAna kI bAta ko mithyA kara, seTha ko vaikuMTha meM le Ane kI pratijJA kI thI! prazna jaba pratiSThA kA viSaya bana jAtA hai, to manuSya apanI pUrI tAkata lagA detA hai usa prazna ko sulajhAne ke lie / 'yadi maiM seTha ko vaikuMTha meM nahIM le gayA to bhagavAna ke Age merI ha~sI hogI, merI pratiSThA kI hAni hogii...|' svayaM vaikuMTha meM jAnA phira bhI sahaja hai, dUsaroM ko vaikuMTha meM le AnA bar3A duSkara kArya hai! ___ nAradajI vAstava meM pha~sa gaye the| aise vyakti se unakA pAlA par3A thA ki jo daMbhI thA! bAhara se bhakta kA dikhAvA karatA thA, bhItara se pUrA saMsAra kA rAgI thaa| nAradajI ne bAhya dikhAve ko saccA mAna liyA aura pha~sa gaye! duniyA meM jo manuSya kisI ke phaMde meM pha~sate haiM ve bAhya dikhAve ke cakkara meM hI pha~sate haiN| hAlA~ki duniyA meM hI jyAdAtara loga svArthavaza, lobhavaza pha~sate haiM, lekina nAradajI ko aisA koI svArtha nahIM thA, paramArtha thaa| paramAtmabhakta ko mukti dilAne kA bhAva thaa| parantu bAta pakar3I gaI! ___ nAradajI ne seThajI kI eka varSa kI mohalata mAnya kara lI aura sIdhe vaikuMTha cale gye| bhagavAna ne kahA : 'aba chor3a do usa seTha ko nAradajI, vaha AnevAlA nahIM idhara! parantu nAradajI ne nahIM maanaa| unhoMne seTha ko vaikuMTha meM lAne kA saMkalpa doharA diyaa| nAradajI bhagavAna kI bAta mAnane ko taiyAra nahIM the! jida aisI hI vastu hai| jida ke bhItara 'ahaM' baiThA huA hotA hai| ahaMkAra manuSya ko kitanA girA detA hai? jamAlI muni ko kisane girAyA thA? bhagavAna mahAvIra jo ki sarvajJa the, vItarAga the, unakI bAta bhI jamAlI ne nahIM mAnI! jAnate ho na jamAlI kI vaha ghaTanA? ahaMkAra Aga hai : bhagavAna mahAvIra kI putrI priyadarzanA kI zAdI rAjakumAra jamAlI ke sAtha huI thii| bAda meM donoM ne bhagavAna ke caraNoM meM cAritryadharma svIkAra kara liyA thA aura bhagavAna ke zramaNasaMgha meM sammilita ho gae the| jamAlI muni gyAraha aMgoM ke vettA bana gae the| eka dina jamAlI asvastha ho gae, bImAra ho ge| zAma ko pratikramaNa karane ke bAda dUsare zramaNa jamAlI muni kA saMstAraka bichA rahe the| jamAlI muni ne pUchA : 'kyA saMstAraka taiyAra ho gayA?' zramaNa For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-4 53 ne kahA : 'hA~, ho gayA saMstAraka / ' turanta jamAlI muni khar3e hue aura sone ke lie saMstAraka ke pAsa aaye| unhoMne dekhA ki abhI zramaNa saMstAraka bichA rahe haiM, bichAne kI kriyA cAlU hai| jamAlI ko gussA A gayA, ve bole : 'tuma zramaNa ho, mRSAvAda kA tumane tyAga kiyA hai, tuma mahAvratadhArI ho, tumane jhUTha kyoM bolA? saMstAraka taiyAra nahIM hai phira bhI tumane kahA ki saMstAraka taiyAra hai...|' ___ zramaNa ne hAtha jor3akara vinaya se kahA : 'he mahAmuni, bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI ne kahA hai ki jo kriyA ho rahI ho, kahA jA sakatA hai ki kriyA ho gaI! yaha vyavahArabhASA hai aura sarvamAnya bhASA hai| bhagavAna ne kahA hai 'kaDemANe kaDe' yAni kriyamANa-kriyA ko kRta-kriyA kaha sakate haiN| jamAlI ne kahA : 'jahA~ pratyakSa virodha dikhatA hai, vahA~ siddhAnta kI bAta nahIM Tika sktii| kriyA apUrNa hai, pUrNa nahIM huI hai, to kaise kaha sakate ho ki kriyA ho gaI? maiMne pratyakSa dekhA ki saMstAraka (UnI bichaunA) abhI pUrA bichAyA nahIM hai, phira bhI kaise mAnA jAye ki saMstAraka bicha gayA?' zramaNoM ke sAtha jamAlI ne kAphI carcA kii| bAta bhagavAna ke pAsa phuNcii| bhagavAna ne jamAlI ko khUba samajhAyA ki kriyA bhale hI cala rahI ho, kriyA ho gaI-vaisA vyavahArabhASA meM bolA jA sakatA hai| jaise tuma rAjagRhI se kauzAmbI jAne ko yahA~ se ravAnA hue, abhI to tuma rAjagRhI ke hI pradeza meM ho, koI Akara yahA~ kisI zramaNa se pUche ki 'jamAlI muni kahA~ haiM?' to zramaNa javAba degA : 've to kauzAmbI gaye haiM!' abhI tuma kauzAmbI nahIM pahu~ce ho phira bhI bolA jAtA hai ki 'kauzAmbI gaye haiM!' bhagavAna ne aneka udAharaNa aura aneka tarka dekara jamAlI ko samajhAne kA bharasaka prayatna kiyA, parantu jamAlI muni nahIM mAne! kyoMki bAta pakar3I gaI thii| hajAroM muniyoM ke sAmane vAda-vivAda karane se ahaMkAra puSTa huA thA / ahaMkAra ne bhagavAna kI sarvajJatA ko bhulA diyA! bhagavAna ke prati jo zraddhAbhAva thA, usa zraddhAbhAva ko naSTa kara diyaa| jamAlI bhagavAna ko chor3a kara cale gaye / ___ ahaMkArayukta jida kA bhayaMkara pariNAma AtA hai| jJAnayukta jida aura ahaMkArayukta jida meM bahuta aMtara hai| jJAnayukta jidavAlA manuSya jaba apanI galatI samajhegA, turanta apanI jida chor3a degA / ahaMkArayukta jidavAlA AdamI apanI galatI samajhane para bhI jida nahIM chodd'egaa| vibhISaNa ne rAvaNa ko zrIrAma ko sItA sammAna ke sAtha sauMpa dene ko kitanA samajhAyA thA? phira bhI rAvaNa For Private And Personal Use Only

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54 pravacana -4 ne apanI jida nahIM chor3I, to pariNAma kyA AyA ? rAkSasakula kA kaisA vinAza huA ? sAdhvI priyadarzanA jo jamAlI muni kA pakSa lekara calI gaI thI, usakI bhI jida to thI hii| parantu eka prajJAvaMta mahAzrAvaka DhaMka kumhAra ne jaba prayogAtmaka DhaMga se priyadarzanA ko 'kaDemANe kaDe' kA siddhAnta samajhAyA, to priyadarzanA samajha gaI, jida chUTa gaI aura bhagavAna ke caraNoM meM vApasa lauTa aaii| satya samajhane ke pazcAt bhI asatya kI jida nahIM chUTatI hai to pariNAma acchA nahIM AtA hai| nAradajI ne jida kara lI thI usa seTha ko vaikuMTha meM le Ane kI ! dekhanA, pariNAma kyA AtA hai ? kahanevAle kauna haiM ? dharma kI mahimA batAnevAle kauna haiM? yaha soca lo / pApoM kI jida chor3akara dharma ke mArga para clo| dharma para pUrNa vizvAsa sthApita kro| dharma batAnevAle bhavatAraka tIrthaMkara paramAtmA haiN| dharma kA prabhAva batAnevAle karuNAvaMta arihaMta paramAtmA haiM / pApoM kA Agraha chor3anA cAhie / pApoM se mukta hone kA Agraha lakSya bana jAnA cAhie / 'mujhe pApamukta honA hI hai', aisA saMkalpa ho jAnA cAhie / dharma pApamukta karatA hai jIvoM ko / pApamukta hone ke lie dharma kI zaraNa lenI hI par3egI / kahie, honA hai pApamukta ? pAnA hai mukti ? pApoM se mukti pAne kI abhilASA nahIM, puruSArtha nahIM aura cAhie Apako siddhazilAvAlI mukti? kaise milegI vaha mukti ? seTha mara kara billA ho gaye : jIvarAja seTha ko mukti se bacanA thA ! isalie banA rahA thA yukti aura prayukti! eka sAla ke bAda jaba nAradajI jIvarAja kI dukAna para gaye to gaddI khAlI thI! gaddI para seTha nahIM the| dukAna ke bhItara seTha kA lar3akA baiThA thA, usane nAradajI ko dekhA / nAradajI ne lar3ake se pUchA : 'bhAI, seThajI kahA~ haiM ? lar3ake ne kahA : 'vaha to pichale sAla svargavAsI ho ge|' 'are! seTha svargavAsI ho gae ? mara gae?' nAradajI ciMtA ke sAgara meM DUba ge| kisa bAta kI ciMtA huI nAradajI ko, samajhe? seTha mara gayA, isa bAta kI ciMtA nahIM huI thI, parantu aba maiM seTha ko vaikuMTha meM nahIM le jAU~gA to bhagavAna ke Age merI ijjata kyA bacegI? isa bAta kI ciMtA huI ! nAradajI ne socA : seTha to mara gayA, parantu mara kara vaha kahA~ paidA huA hogA ? kahIM na kahIM paidA to huA hI hogaa| vahA~ jAkara seTha ko pakahU~ aura le jAU~ For Private And Personal Use Only

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55 pravacana-4 vaikuMTha meM! bhagavAna ke pAsa jAkara pUcha lU~ seTha kA patA...nayA 'eDresa'! nAradajI gaye bhagavAna ke pAsa | bhagavAna ke mukha para muskarAhaTa thii| nAradajI zaramiMdA the| bhagavAna ne kahA : 'nAradajI, seTha mara gayA na? nahIM AegA vaha vaikuMTha meM, chor3a do aba usa bAta ko / ' ___ 'bhagavaMta, vaha seTha mara kara kahA~ paidA huA hogA? Apa to jAnate haiM, mujhe batA do! maiM vahA~ jAkara le AtA hU~ usa seTha ko| kyA kare becArA seTha? AyuSya pUrNa ho gayA usakA, anyathA vaha bhakta avazya yahA~ aataa|' nAradajI ne seTha ke guNa gAye! bhagavAna to jAnate hI the nAradajI ke svabhAva ko! unhoMne kahA : 'devarSi, vaha seTha mara kara billA huA hai!' nAradajI to sunakara stabdha ho gaye, A~kheM caur3I ho giiN| vaha bole : 'kyA pharamAte ho bhagavAna? seTha mara kara tiryaMcayoni meM gayA? bille kA bhava?' ___ hA~, bille kA bhava milA hai| vaha billA abhI seTha ke lar3ake ke anAja ke 'goDAuna' meM hai| lar3ake ne anAja kA bar3A vyApAra kiyA hai, anAja ke bar3e bar3e koThAra bhare haiM, vahA~ para hai vaha seTha!' nAradajI ne vahA~ jAkara bille ko pratibodha dene kA socA apane mana meM | 'kyA ho gayA billA huA to? Akhira hai to aatmaa| jJAnI puruSoM kI dRSTi meM to deva ho yA mAnava ho, tiryaMca pazu ho yA nArakI kA nAraka jIva, saba samAna hote haiN| kalevara bille kA hai, lekina hai to saccidAnanda rUpa AtmA na! nAradajI pahu~ce usI zahara meM usa seTha ke lar3ake ke pAsa | lar3ake se kahA : 'bhAI tere anAja ke koThAra meM mujhe kucha dekhanA hai, cAbI lekara mere sAtha calegA?' lar3ake ne kahA : 'mahArAja, Apako anAja cAhie na? Apa kahie, maiM yahA~ ma~gavAkara detA hU~ anAja / ' 'nahIM bhAI, nahIM, mujhe anAja nahIM cAhie, mujhe to koThAra dekhanA hai| lar3ake ne munImajI ko koThAra kI cAbI lekara bhejA nAradajI ke sAtha | munIma ne koThAra khola diyaa| munIma ko bAhara khar3A kara, nAradajI pahu~ce bhItara | bhItara a~dherA thA, anAja ke hajAroM bore bhare par3e the koThAra meM | nAradajI calate hI rahe, jaba ekadama bhItara pahuMce, to unhoMne bille kI reDiyama' jaisI camakatI A~kheM dekhii| nAradajI ko saMtoSa huA, Ananda huA kyoMki unake seTha mila gaye the na! For Private And Personal Use Only

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___56 pravacana-4 'are, seThajI!' nAradajI ne AvAja lgaaii| 'oho, prabhu Apa yahA~ padhAra gaye?' vaha billA bola utthaa| kitane dayAlu haiM Apa! mere jaise pApI kA uddhAra karane kI kaisI uccatama bhaavnaa|' nAradajI ko thor3A-sA gussA A gyaa| unhoMne kahA : 'seThajI, aba ye sArI bAteM chor3a do aura calo vaikuMTha meN| yadi nahIM calanA hai to sApha-sApha manA kara do|' bille ne kahA : 'oha prabhu, mujhe to vaikuMTha hI pyArA hai, mujhe isa saMsAra para koI rAga nahIM rhaa| maiM to abhI Apake sAtha calane ko taiyAra hU~...' ___ 'to calo, aba dera mata kro| kitanI muzkila se Apako DhUMr3ha nikAlA hai...|' ___ 'devarSi, mujhe yahA~ rahanA kataI pasanda nhiiN| maiM yahA~ bilkula aparigrahI jIvana jI rahA hU~ | mAtra lar3ake ke prati karuNA se yahA~ raha rahA hU~ | lar3ake ne anAja kA dhandhA kiyA hai, hajAroM bore anAja ke bhare haiN| yahA~ cUhoM kA bar3A upadrava hai| maiM baiThA hU~ idhara to cUhe nahIM Ate haiM, anAja kA nukasAna nahIM ho rahA hai| prabho, 'paropakArAya satAM vibhUtayaH' ke siddhAMta kA pAlana kara rahA hU~| hai na saca bAta? dekhI na seThajI kI dayA! kaise karuNAvaMta haiM billA seTha? nAradajI sunate hI rhe| 'to kyA tuma nahIM cala rahe ho?' nAradajI ne jarA tIkhe svara meM puuchaa| 'bhagavaMta, paMdraha dina meM hI yaha sArA anAja calA jAegA yahA~ se| lar3ake ne mAla beca diyA hai| pArTI paMdraha dina meM mAla kI 'DilivarI' le legI...basa, prabho, phira apane cale caleMge Apake vaikuMTha meN| ThIka hai na?' bille ne kaisI tarakIba lar3AI? AtI hai Apako aisI tarakIbeM? AtI haiM, isase bhI jyAdA yuktiyA~ AtI haiM, isalie to dharma se bace ho? abhI taka mokSa meM jAnA nahIM par3A hai| anyathA kabhI ke mokSa meM pahu~ca jAte! jAnA hI nahIM hai mokSa meN| mAtra mokSa pAne kI, AtmA ko vizuddha karane kI bAteM hI karate rahate haiN| kyA kabhI kisI sadguru ne mukti kA upadeza nahIM diyA? mokSa meM calane ko nahIM kahA? kisI ne nahIM kahA ho to maiM kahatA hU~ : 'calo mere sAtha, apane saba sAtha-sAtha mokSamArga para calate raheMge, to eka na eka dina pahu~ca jAyeMge mokSa meM| calanA hai na? boliye aba mere sAmane! calAie Apa tarakIbeM! sabhA meM se : Apake sAmane hamArI tarakIbeM nahIM cleNgii| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-4 __ mahArAjazrI : taba to majA A jAegA! yahA~ ve tarakIbeM nahIM caleMgI to mukti kI tarakIba mila jAegI! AtmA kI muktAvasthA prApta hone meM dera nahIM lgegii| parantu 'upAzraya meM, pravacana meM jAyeMge, to pha~sa jAyeMge; isalie pravacana sunane jAnA hI nahIM...' aisA to nahIM karoge na? parantu abhI to AnA hI par3egA, usa jIvarAja seTha kI tarakIbeM jAnane ke lie! batAU~gA Age seTha kI cAlabAjI! nAradajI to cale gaye paMdraha dina kI videzayAtrA para | unako lauTa kara Ane do vaaps| dharma mokSa detA hai, parantu usa manuSya ko detA hai ki jisako mokSa ke binA caina nahIM ho| mokSa pAne ko jo Atura ho, lAlAyita ho! dharma ke acintya prabhAva ke viSaya meM Age soceNge| Aja, basa itanA hii| For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra pravacana- 5 VIJIO www.kobatirth.org ajJAnatA kA svIkAra ho jJAna ko bhUmikA hai| mUrkha AdamI, apane Apako mahA buddhimAna samajhatA hai! pAgalakhAne kA pAgala apane Apako pAgala nahIM mAnatA ! Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir tAna meM bhAna kahA~ rahatA hai? joza meM hoza aksara kho jAtA hai| javAna pIr3hI rUpa ke pIche pAgala banI huI hai, to purAno poTho rupayoM ke pIche lAra TapakAtI huI bhaTaka rahI hai| dharmasthAnoM meM bhI jaise phaizana-zo parer3avAlI hAlata huI jA rahI hai| vezaspardhA, kezaspardhA aura rUpaspardhAe~ macI huI haiN| * sabhI sukhoM kA kAraNa niSpApa jIvana hai| bhautika aura AdhyAtmika, sabhI sukhoM kA asAdhAraNa kAraNa niSpApa jIvana hai| * jaba taka saMsAra meM janma lenA par3egA, taba taka duHkha to raheMge ho ! aba to vaisA puruSArtha kara lenA cAhie ki, vApasa janma lenA ho na par3e! vaha puruSArtha hai samyagdarzana, jJAna aura caritra kA / pravacana : 5 mahAna zrutadhara AcAryadevazrI haribhadrasUrIzvarajI 'dharmabindu' grantha ke prAraMbha meM dharma kA prabhAva batAte haiM : ' dhanado dhanArthinAM proktaH kAminAM sarvakAmadaH / dharma evApavargasya pAramparyeNa sAdhakaH / / ' jisa tattva ke prati manuSya kI dRSTi nahIM gaI ho, jisa vastu kA manuSya ko koI paricaya nahIM ho, usa tattva ke prati yadi manuSya ko AkarSita karanA hai, usa tattva ke prati prema aura Adara paidA karanA hai; to usa manuSya ko usa tattva kA prabhAva samajhAnA hI par3egA / usa tattva kA asara batAnA hI par3egA / yadi manuSya ko samajha meM A jAya ki 'maiM jo cAhatA hU~ vaha isase mujhe prApta hogA, to manuSya turanta use apanAyegA / manuSya kI, sAdhAraNa manuSya kI phalecchA balavAna hotI hai| phalecchA ke binA pravRtti karanevAlA yA to mUrkha hotA hai For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-5 athavA yogI hotA hai! phala kI, pariNAma kI icchA rakhe binA Apa loga koI prayatna, koI pravRtti karate ho? phalecchA jIva kA svabhAva hai! 'hyumana necara' hai | mUrkha manuSya, pAgala manuSya phala kA, pravRtti ke pariNAma kA vicAra kara hI nahIM sktaa| usakI buddhi kA vikAsa hI nahIM hotA ki vaha phala kI kalpanA kara ske| acche yA bure pariNAma kI bhedarekhA vaha nahIM khIMca sktaa| jo anAsakta yogI hote haiM, ve to AtmasvarUpa meM hI lIna rahate haiM; phala kA, pariNAma kA koI vicAra hI unako nahIM uThatA hai! koI jijJAsA nahIM, koI zaMkA nhiiN| sahaja-svAbhAvika rUpa se ve AtmaramaNatA karate rahate haiN| aise yogI puruSoM ke sAmane dharma kA prabhAva nahIM batAyA jA rahA hai! ve to samajhe hue hI haiN| vaise mUrkha, pAgala manuSya bhI isa upadeza kA lakSya nahIM hai / mUrkha ko upadeza nahIM diyA jaataa| vikSipta cittavAle ko upadeza nahIM diyA jAtA | jo yogI bhI nahIM haiM aura mUrkha bhI nahIM haiM, aise logoM ko lakSya banAkara yahA~ dharma kA prabhAva batAyA gayA hai! maiM Apa logoM ko jaise yogI nahIM mAnatA hU~, vaise mUrkha bhI nahIM mAnatA huuN| ajJAnatA kA svIkAra hI jJAna kI bhUmikA hai : sabhA meM se : hama loga to mUrkha hI haiM! mahArAjazrI : mUrkha kabhI apane Apako mUrkha nahIM mAnatA! pAgala AdamI kabhI apane Apako pAgala nahIM mAnatA! kabhI pAgalakhAne meM gaye ho? pAgala ke rUpa meM nahIM, darzaka ke rUpa meM gaye ho? pUchanA kabhI pAgalakhAne ke DaoNkTara ko ki 'pAgalakhAne meM AnevAle loga kyA mAnate haiM ki 'hama pAgala haiM...?' mUrkha manuSya apane Apako bahuta bar3A buddhimAna mAnatA hai! jisako yaha bAta samajha meM A jAtI hai ki 'maiM mUrkha hU~,' maiM samajhatA hU~ ki vaha buddhimAna hai| apanI mUrkhatA kA jJAna honA, apanI ajJAnatA kA jJAna honA, mAmUlI bAta nahIM hai, bahuta gaMbhIra bAta hai, mahattvapUrNa bAta hai| ajJAnatA kA, mUrkhatA kA svIkAra hI to jJAnI banane kI bhUmikA hai| daMbha nahIM honA cAhie, kapaTa nahIM honA caahie| mere pAsa Apa mUrkhatA kA svIkAra kara lo aura yahA~ se bAhara jAte hI 'maiM to bar3A buddhimAna hU~,' aisA garva karo to daMbha hogaa| ajJAnatA kA svIkAra hI to namratA hai | namratA meM se vinaya paidA hotA hai| vinaya ko dharma kA mUla batAyA gayA hai| yadi sacce hRdaya se kahate ho ki 'hama loga mUrkha haiM' to bahuta bar3I bAta kI hai Apane | bahuta sundara-'verI nAisa' bAta kahI hai Apane | dharmatattva ko pAne kI yogyatA prApta kara lI aapne| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-5 Apa aura maiM, apane to ajJAnI haiM hI, kalikAla sarvajJa zrI hemacandrasUrijI paramAtmA ke sAmane gadgad svaroM meM kyA kahate haiM? par3hA hai unakA vItarAga stotra? ___ 'kvAhaM pazorapi pazuH? pazu se, jAnavara se bhI gayA bItA jAnavara hU~ maiM!' kyA kaha diyA usa mahAna AcArya ne? kauna the ve mahApuruSa? jAnate ho hemacandrasUri ko? kalikAla meM sarvajJa ke samAna parama tejasvI jJAnI mahAtmA puruSa the| ve kahate haiM ki 'maiM to pazu kA bhI pazu hU~!' paramAtmA ke sAmane, paramAtmA kI tulanA meM unako apanA vyaktitva pazu kA vyaktitva lgaa| kitanA gaharA AtmanirIkSaNa hogA una mahApuruSa kA? yadi Apa loga apane Apako mUrkha mAnate ho, ajJAnI mAnate ho aura yahA~ pravacana sunane Ate ho, taba to ApakA kAma ho jAegA! Apa dharmazravaNa ke adhikArI bana ge| jisako apanI ajJAnatA kA bhAna hotA hai usako jJAna pAne kI jijJAsA hotI hai| jisa manuSya ko apanI daridratA kA bhAna hotA hai, usa manuSya ko dhana pAne kI icchA hotI hai| dhanaprApti meM vaha pramAda nahIM karegA, puruSArtha kregaa| jo manuSya svayaM ko rogI mAnatA hai vaha nirogI bananA cAhegA aura sAvadhAnI se davAI karegA, upacAra kregaa| Apako yadi dharmaviSayaka ajJAnatA kA bhAna ho gayA hai, to dharmaviSayaka jJAna pAne kA puruSArtha kareMge hii| vaha mUrkha hai ki jo apane Apako jJAnI mAna baiThA hai! apane Apako bar3A buddhimAna mAna baiThA hai! aise mUoM ko dharma kA upadeza nahIM denA cAhie / unako diye hue upadeza kA amRta baha jAegA, vaha grahaNa nahIM kara paayegaa| jApAna ke jhena-sampradAya ke dharmaguru 'nAna-Ina' ke pAsa eka prAdhyApaka phuNcaa| usane nAna-Ina se kahA : 'pahale cAya piyo, bAda meM bAta kreNge|' nAna-Ina ne kapa meM cAya DAlI, DAlate hI rahe, cAya nIce girane lagI to usa prAdhyApaka ne kahA : 'cAya nIce gira rahI hai, aba kapa meM cAya nahIM ttikegii|' nAna-Ina ne bar3I zAnti se kahA : 'isI taraha Apa apanI mAnyatAoM se aura anumAnoM se itane bhare hue ho ki jaba taka Apa apane dimAga kA kapa khAlI nahIM karoge, taba taka maiM Apako kyA batAU~ mere 'jhena' dharma ke bAre meM? Apa samajha hI nahIM pAyeMge kucha! pravacana meM mAlA kyoM pherate ho? dharmatattva kI jAnakArI ke dAvedAra bahuta haiM saMsAra meN| apane yahA~ bhI aise For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-5 61 dAve karanevAle hote haiM, ve kahate haiM : 'hama dharma kI ye sArI bAteM jAnate haiM, hama to yahA~ Ate haiM sAmayika karane, mAlA pherane!' dekho, yahA~ pravacana cala rahA hai aura ye jAnakAra loga mAlA phera rahe haiM! dekho, hai na 'sempala' sAmane! kyoMki ina logoM ne mAna liyA hai ki hama dharma kI sArI bAteM jAnate haiM, aba hameM kucha bhI jAnanA zeSa nahIM rahA! caudahapUrvadhara ho gaye haiM ye loga! pUcha lo inako ki 'Apa vyAkhyAna ke samaya mAlA kyoM pherate ho? Apa pravacana kyoM nahIM sunate? baiThate haiM vyAkhyAnasabhA meM aura pherate haiM mAlA!' aise mUrtoM ko dharma kA upadeza nahIM diyA jaataa| sabhA meM se : kyA vyAkhyAna ke samaya mAlA nahIM pheranI cAhie? mahArAjazrI : eka sAtha do kAma ho sakate haiM kyA? mAlA pheranI yAnI kyA? parameSThipadoM kA dhyAna kie binA mAlA-jApa hotA hai kyA? mana yA to mantrajApa meM rahegA yA to pravacana sunane meN| yadi dharmazravaNa karane Ae ho to ekAgratA se zravaNa hI karanA caahie| yadi mantrajApa karanA hai, to maMdira meM jAkara karo, ghara meM kara lo| vyAkhyAna sabhA meM mAlA-jApa karanA sarvathA anucita hai| paraMtu ye bhakta loga mAneMge yaha bAta? jAnakAra haiM na! mahAna jJAnI haiM na! sabhA meM se : aba nahIM kareMge mAlA-jApa, Aja dina taka nahIM jAnate the...| mahArAjazrI : acchA hai mAna jAyeMge to / unako apanI galatI samajha meM A jAegI, apanI bhUla samajha meM A jAegI to sudhAra kreNge| mere bhaya se mAlA chor3a deMge to mere jAne ke bAda vahI kI vahI sthiti rhegii| samajha kara sudhAra kareMge to punaH galatI nahIM kreNge| dharma ke upadeza ke lie ayogya vyakti kauna-kauna? ___ jaise vikSipta cittavAle manuSya ko dharma kA upadeza nahIM denA cAhie, vaise unmatta cittavAloM ko bhI dharmopadeza nahIM denA cAhie | unmAda bhinna-bhinna prakAra ke hote haiN| koI bhI unmAda ho, unmatta manuSya dharmatattva ko nahIM samajha paaegaa| dharma kA prabhAva yA dharma kA svarUpa usake palle nahIM par3a sakatA / mAtra zarAba kA hI unmAda nahIM hai, dUsare aneka unmAda hote haiN| dhana-saMpatti kA unmAda, bala kA unmAda, jAti kA unmAda, rUpa kA unmAda, buddhi kA unmAda, jJAna kA unmAda! aise aneka unmAda haiN| hA~, aise unmAdI loga dharmasthAnoM meM bhI Ate haiM! dharma sunane yA dharma karane nahIM, apanI sampatti kA pradarzana karane! For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-5 62 apane rUpa kA pradarzana karane ke lie 'hama dharma karanevAle haiM, aisA samAja ko dikhAne ke lie| 'unmAda jJAna kA pratibandhaka hai| dharmatattva kA avarodhaka hai| citta meM kisI bhI prakAra kA unmAda hogA, vAstavika rUpa meM dharma-ArAdhanA nahIM hogii| dekho na, dharmasthAnoM meM bhI rUpa aura rUpaye ke pradarzana kitane bar3ha gae? yuvA pIr3hI rUpa ke pradarzana meM pAgala banI hai aura Apa loga rUpayoM ke pradarzana meM pAgala bane ho / dharmasthAnoM meM kaise vastra pahana kara Ate ho? hai koI maryAdA kA khayAla? bhAna ho kaise? tAna meM ho! joza meM hoza nahIM rhtaa| philma ke ekTara-ekTresoM kA andhA anukaraNa cala par3A hai| dharmasthAnoM meM jaise veza-spardhA aura rUpaspardhA ke kAryakrama hoM, vaise loga veza banAkara, keza banAkara aura rUpa banAkara Ate haiN| aise logoM ko hameM upadeza denA! dharmatattva samajhAnA! samajha pAyeMge aise loga? jaise vastra pahanakara, jaisI sAjasajjA kara Apa loga gArDana meM ghUmane jAte ho yA koI zAdI meM jAte ho, vaisI sAjasajjA ke sAtha dharmasthAnoM meMmaMdira aura upAzraya meM Ate ho-kyA yaha ucita hai? dharma ke anurUpa hai? parantu unmAda chA gayA hai jIvana meN| ___ jAnakArI kA bhI eka unmAda hai| 'maiM to saba kucha jAnatA hU~, maiMne to hajAroM pravacana suna lie...' yaha unmAda bhI khataranAka hai| isase jJAna-prApti ke dvAra banda ho jAte haiN| koI abhinava jJAna prApta nahIM hotaa| prApta kiyA huA jJAna AtmasAt nahIM hotaa| jIvana meM jJAna kA phala jo 'virati' hai, vaha nahIM aatii| jAnakArI kA abhimAna lekara manuSya ghUmatA rahatA hai| sarvaprathama jJAna honA cAhie apane ghora ajJAna kA | apane kitane ajJAnI haiM, isa bAta kA jJAna honA caahie| taba jJAna pAne kA sahI puruSArtha hogaa| dharma kA prabhAva : dharma kA prabhAva batAyA jA rahA hai| yaha jJAna honA nitAMta Avazyaka hai| phira jijJAsA hogI ki 'dharma kA svarUpa kyA hai? prabhAva kA hI jJAna nahIM hogA, to dharma kA svarUpa jAnane kA vicAra taka nahIM aaegaa| isalie granthakAra mahAtmA dharma kA prabhAva batA rahe haiN| kucha logoM kA to prabhAva se hI sambandha hotA hai! unako svarUpa jAnane kA jijJAsA hI nahIM hotI! jaise eka baccA hai, use dUdha pilAyA jAtA hai| bacce ko dUdha kA prabhAva hI batAyA jAtA hai na? ki 'dUdha pIne se zarIra acchA banatA hai|' dUdha kA svarUpa jAnane se use For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-5 63 koI matalaba nahIM! 'dUdha kahA~ se AtA hai, gAya-bhaiMsa vagairaha dUdha kaise dete haiM? ve khAte haiM ghAsa dete haiM dUdha, yaha kaise? dUdha meM kauna-kauna se-tattva hote haiM? yaha dUdha kA svarUpajJAna sabako nahIM hotaa| dUdha pInevAle sabako yaha jJAna nahIM hotaa| unakA matalaba hotA hai zarIra ke svAsthya se!' 'dUdha se zarIra acchA banatA hai|' itanA jJAna inake lie paryApta bana jAtA hai| ___ hamAre jIvana meM pratidina upayoga meM AnevAlI aisI kaI vastue~ haiM, jinakA apane kaI bAra upayoga karate haiM; parantu una vastuoM kA svarUpajJAna apane ko nahIM hai| apane nitya prati upayoga meM AnevAlI vastuoM para soceM : jaise sAbuna hai| kauna-sA sAbuna vastroM ko jyAdA svaccha karatA hai, kauna-sA sAbuna zarIra kI camar3I ko nukasAna nahIM karatA hai aura zarIra kA maila sApha karatA haiitanA hI socate haiM yAnI sAbuna kA prabhAva hI jAnate haiN| parantu kyA yaha saba loga jAnate haiM ki sAbuna banatA kaise hai? kina-kina vastuoM ko milAne para sAbuna banatA hai? kitanI mAtrA meM vastue~ milAI jAtI haiM...ityAdi bAtoM kA vicAra saba loga karate haiM kyA? hama kevala usake upayoga se, usake prabhAva se hI sarokAra rakhate haiN| dUsarI bAta : Apake ghara meM 'lAITa' hai na? 'svica' dabAte ho aura prakAza hotA hai| Apako prakAza cAhie, 'svica' dabAne se prakAza milatA hai-itanA Apako jJAna hai, basa! 'ilekTrisiTI' kA jJAna ho yA nahIM ho! vidyuta kaise paidA hotI hai, kaise Apake ghara meM AtI hai aura prakAza karatI hai-ye sArI bAteM saba loga nahIM jAnate haiM aura jAnane kI tatparatA bhI nahIM hotI hai! bahuta thor3e loga aise buddhimAna aura jijJAsAvAle hote haiM, jo vastu kA svarUpa jAnate haiM aura jAnane ko Atura hote haiN| ___ eka lar3akI thii| pratidina prAtaH vaha dUdha pItI thii| eka dina prAtaH jaba samaya para dUdha nahIM milA, to usane ronA zurU kiyaa| usakI mA~ ne pUchA : kyoM rotI hai? lar3akI ne kahA : 'mujhe bhUkha lagI hai, dUdha do|' mA~ ne kahA : 'abhI gAya kA dUdha nahIM AyA hai, Ate hI de duuNgii|' mA~ baccoM ko hamezA gAya kA dUdha pilAtI thii| lar3akI ko to dUdha se matalaba thA-gAya kA ho yA bhaiMsa kaa| usane kahA : 'jo bhI dUdha ho bhaiMsa kA, bakarI kA, gAya kA, abhI de de, mujhe bhUkha joroM kI lagI hai!' lar3akI ko bhUkha lagI thI, bhUkha miTAne ke lie vaha dUdha mA~gatI thii| kyoMki use dUdha ke prabhAva kA jJAna thaa| 'dUdha se bhUkha miTatI hai|' gAya-bhaiMsa ke dUdha ke guNa-doSa vaha nahIM jAnatI thI, na jAnane kI tatparatA thii| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-5 ___ 64 niSpApa jIvana-sabhI sukhoM kA kAraNa : saMsAra meM jIvoM ko sukha caahie| jIvoM kA samagra puruSArtha sukha pAne ke lie hI hai| cAhe ve sukha bhautika hoM yA aadhyaatmik| tIrthaMkara bhagavaMta saba prakAra ke sukha pAne kA mArga batAte haiM-vaha mArga hai dharma kA | unhoMne vizva ke sarva manuSya ko lakSya banAkara kahA ki sukha dharma se milegA, pApoM se nhiiN| sukha pAnA hai to pApoM kA tyAga kro| hiMsA, jhUTha, corI, vyabhicAra, parigraha ityAdi pApoM kA tyAga karanA hI par3egA, yadi sukhI honA hai to | dhana-saMpatti pAne ke lie pApa karane kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| priya viSayasukha pAne ke lie pApAcaraNa karane kI jarUrata nahIM hai| vaise svarga ke sukha pAne ke lie bhI pApa karane, pazuyajJa ityAdi Avazyaka nahIM hai| mokSa to pApoM se prApta ho hI nahIM sktaa| niSpApa jIvana hI sarva sukhoM kA asAdhAraNa kAraNa hai| kyA cAhie? Apa loga kaheMge : mokSa cAhie| cAhie mokSa? mokSa kI cAhanA hai? mokSa pAne kI bhAvanA prakaTa ho, aisI icchA hai? kyoM cAhie mokSa? saMsAra meM saMsAra kI cAroM gatiyoM meM duHkha hai isalie na? usa jIvarAja seTha ko bhI mokSa kI cAhanA thI! usako vaikuMTha meM jAne kI kaisI bhAvanA thI? marakara pazuyoni meM calA gayA to vahA~ bhI nAradajI pahu~ca gaye! kyoMki seTha ko vaikuMTha meM le jAnA thaa| nAradajI ne seTha ke vacanoM para, unakI bAhya dharmakriyAoM para vizvAsa kara liyA thA! seTha nAradajI ko cakamA de rahA hai! dete ho na Apa loga sAdhu-puruSoM ko cakamA? Apa logoM kI bAtoM meM hama loga A jAe~ to? sabhA meM se : hama DUbeM aura Apako bhI Dubo deN| mahArAjazrI : aisA kAma Apa jaise sajjana loga karate haiM kyA? sajjana mAyAvI nahIM hotaa| sajjana kapaTa nahIM krtaa| dUsaroM ko dhokhA nahIM detaa| hA~, kabhI svayaM duHkhI hogA parantu dUsaroM ko duHkhI nahIM kregaa| svayaM gira sakatA hai, dUsaroM ko nahIM giraaegaa| yaha to acchA thA ki nAradajI the| sAvadhAna the| seTha ne do mahIne ke bAda Ane kA vAdA kiyaa| nAradajI cale ge| do mahIne bItane meM kyA derI? bIta gaye do mahIne aura nAradajI pahu~ca gae vApasa | pahu~ce jIvarAja seTha kI dukAna para| lar3ake ne svAgata kiyA nAradajI kA aura Ane kA prayojana pUchA | nAradajI ne anAja ke 'goDAUna' kI cAbI maaNgii| lar3ake ne kahA : 'goDAUna abhI khulA hI par3A hai, usameM mAla nahIM hai|' nAradajI vahA~ se sIdhe 'goDAUna' phuNce| goDAUna khulA hI thaa| bhItara gae, jahA~ vaha billA milA thA, usa jagaha para ge| billA For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-5 dikhAI nahIM diyA, sAre 'goDAUna' meM DhU~r3hA, phira bhI nahIM milA | nAradajI ko ciMtA huii| ve bAhara Aye | idhara-udhara dekhate haiM, vahA~ kucha majadUra the, ve Aye aura nAradajI ko praNAma kiyA / majadUroM ne pUchA : 'mahArAja, kyA DhU~r3hate ho Apa?' 'bhAI, isa 'goDAUna' meM eka billA thA, tuma logoM meM se kisI ne dekhA thA kyA? 'nahIM mahArAja, hamane to nahIM dekhA?' majadUra vicAra meM par3a gae ki 'nAradajI ko bille se kyA kAma hogA?' becAre majadUra? unako kahA~ patA thA ki isa 'goDAUna' ke mAlika kA pitA hI billA thaa| nAradajI ko dekhakara dUsare bhI majadUra jo dUra baiThe the, vahA~ Aye aura eka majadUra ne batAyA ki jaba 'goDAUna' se anAja ke bore uThAkara vaha bAhara A rahA thA usa samaya eka billA bIca meM AyA thA aura anAja kA borA usa para gira par3A thaa| billA vahIM para dabakara mara gayA thA aura usa majadUra ne usako bAhara pheMka diyA thaa| nAradajI soca meM par3a gye| ve apane vimAna ke pAsa aaye| 'aba usa seTha ko kahA~ DhU~r3hane jAU~? marakara kahA~ paidA huA hogA? bhagavAna ko pUchanA par3egA...' bhagavAna kA vicAra Ate hI nAradajI kA~pa gaye / 'bhagavAna ko maiM kyA mu~ha dikhAU~gA? bhagavAna to manA hI kara rahe haiM ki vaha seTha vaikuMTha meM nahIM AegA, AnA hI nahIM caahtaa...|' phira bhI nAradajI himmata karake pahu~ce bhagavAna ke pAsa vaikuMTha meN| bhagavAna ne kahA : 'kaho nAradajI, kyA huA usa jIvarAja seTha kA? le Aye? 13 naMbara kA kamarA khAlI hai...|' nArada ne kahA : 'bhagavaMta, vaha billA to mara gayA, mere jAne se pahale hii|' 'vaha nahIM AegA vaikuMTha meM! use vaikuMTha ke sukha nahIM cAhie! use to saMsAra ke viSayasukha hI cAhie!' 'parantu bhagavaMta, vaha to ApakA nAma japatA thA, ApakA pUjana karatA thA, ApakA stavana karatA thA...' 'hA~, sahI bAta hai| usako mAlUma thA ki yaha saba karane se saMsAra ke priya viSayasukha milate haiN...|' 'to kyA vaha vaikuMTha meM Ane kI tIvra icchA pradarzita karatA thA, vaha...' 'mAtra daMbha! mAtra bolane meM thA vaikuMTha! hRdaya meM sNsaar...|' For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-5 66 kSamA karanA bhagavaMta, parantu mujhe lagatA hai ki abhI bhI maiM prayatna karU~... eka bAra, basa?' 'karo prayatna nAradajI, vaha marakara usI nagara ke bAhara jo gaTara hai, jahA~ sAre nagara kI gaMdagI bahatI hai, vahA~ suara huA hai| gaDuriyA huA hai|' 'kyA kahate ho bhagavAna? gaTara meM suara?' 'hA~, vaiSayika sukhoM kI gaTara hI use pasaMda hai na! dUsaroM kI dRSTi meM usakA jIvana kitanA du:khamaya hotA hai? parantu usa suara ko to vahA~ bhI sukha lagatA hai| Apa jAie, le Aie use idhara!' nAradajI soca meM par3a gye| bhagavAna kI bAta nAradajI ko jaeNca rahI thI, parantu phira bhI usa seTha kI eka aura mulAkAta karane kI icchA huii| nAradajI ko kaI taraha ke vicAra Aye saMsArI jIvoM ke viSaya meN| mAnavajIvana milA thA seTha ko| aisI kauna-sI galatI kara dI seTha ne ki jisake pariNAmasvarUpa pazuyoni meM unako bhaTakanA par3a rahA hai? duniyA jisako dharma kahatI hai, vaisA dharma to ve karate hI the| kriyAtmaka dharma to thA unake pAsa / hA~, bhagavAna ke kahane ke anusAra bhAvAtmaka dharma nahIM thA unameM | unameM / kSamA, namratA, saralatA, nirlobhatA nahIM hogii| saMsAra se ve virakta nahIM hoNge| unakA hRdaya viSayarAga aura kaSAyoM se bharapUra hogA / khAne-pIne kI Asakti hogii| anyathA aisI pazuyoni meM kaise janma hotA? koI bAta nahIM, aba bhI samajha jAya~ to acchA hai| le AU~ vaikuMTha meN...| vaikuMTha-nirmANa svayaM karanA par3atA hai : 'kisI ke lAne-le jAne se vaikuMTha meM jAyA jA sakatA hotA to saMsAra meM koI jIva nahIM rahatA, saba jIva mokSa meM hote! kyoMki pratyeka tIrthaMkara kI yahI bhAvanA hotI hai ki saba jIva mokSadazA prApta kareM | tIrthaMkaroM kI zakti bhI hotI hai! ve kyoM nahIM le gaye saba jIvoM ko mokSa meM? cAhe tIrthaMkara ho yA avatAra ho! allAha ho yA Izvara ho-koI bhI ho, jIvAtmA kI prabala bhAvanA ke binA koI usako mokSa meM nahIM le jA sakate, nirvANa nahIM dilA skte| sabhA meM se : kyA bhAvanA hone mAtra se mokSa mila sakatA hai? koI mokSa dilA sakatA hai? For Private And Personal Use Only

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67 pravacana-5 __ mahArAjazrI : mokSa pAne kI prabala bhAvanA mokSapuruSArtha ko bhI prabala banA detI hai| mokSamArga kI ArAdhanA jaba prabala banatI hai, karmoM kA kSaya hotA hai, jaba sarva karmoM kA kSaya ho jAtA hai, AtmA ko mokSa-dazA prApta ho jAtI hai| vAstava meM dekhA jAya to mokSa pAne kI, mukti pAne kI bhAvanA kahA~ hai? vaha mukti to abhI dUra hai, kyA Apa loga ghara aura dukAna se mukti pAnA cAhate ho? dhana-saMpatti aura bhogavilAsa se mukti pAnA cAhate ho? jaba taka yahA~ ke bhautika vaiSayika sukhoM se mukti pAne kI bhAvanA nahIM, karmakSayajanya mukti kI bAta karanA AtmavaMcanA nahIM hai? antarAtmA meM ttttolo| AtmanirIkSaNa kro| yadi sacamuca mukti kI bhAvanA hogI to dharma avazya mukti degaa| __ mokSa-mukti-nirvANa - kucha bhI kaho, hai bhAvanA vaha pAne kI? kalpanA bhI hai mokSa kI Apake pAsa? kalpanA meM haiM saMsAra ke vaiSayika sukha aura bAteM karanI haiM mokSa kI! hA~, maiMne aise loga dekhe haiM, jo bolate haiM ki unako mokSa pAnA hai! parantu mokSa ke svarUpa kA unako jarA bhI jJAna nahIM! kahate rahate haiM ki unako mokSa meM jAnA hai, parantu vahA~ jAkara kyA karanA hai, ve kucha bhI nahIM jaante| kauna mAnegA unakI bAteM? unakA hI mana nahIM mAnatA hai to dUsarA kauna mAnegA? priyajanoM kA sahavAsa priya lagatA hai, unake mIThe vacana priya lagate haiM, rUpavAnoM ke rUpa dekhane acche lagate haiM, rasanendriya ke priya padArtha bhogane haiM, bhogavilAsa ke binA caina nahIM par3atA hai, aura bAteM karanI hai mokSa kI! suara ke do savAla : nAradajI kA utsAha to maMda par3a hI gayA thaa| phira bhI eka dina ve pahu~ca hI gaye! vimAna ko usa maidAna meM chor3akara nAradajI nagara ke bAhara jahA~ gaTara bahatI thI vahA~ pahu~ca gye| unhoMne dekhA usa seThajI ko! gaTara meM jhUma rahe the seThAnI ke sAtha! bacce bhI the pA~ca-sAta! nAradajI ne dUra se cillAyA : 'seThajI?' usa suara ne nAradajI kI ora dekhA aura bole : 'oha! devarSi, Apa idhara bhI padhAra gaye?' 'AnA hI par3e na, Apako lene? calo vaikuMTha meM calanA hai na?' 'bhagavan! vaikuMTha meM calane kI merI bhAvanA pUrI hai, parantu...' 'parantu kyA? aba bahAnA mata banAo, seTha...' For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 5 68 'bhagavan, mujhe vaikuMTha ke viSaya meM do-tIna prazna pUchane haiN| kabhI se pUchanA thA, parantu zarma kA mArA nahIM pUcha sakA...' 'pUcha lo, jaldI pUcha lo / ' nAradajI ne prazna pUchane kI ijAjata dii| 'devarSi, Apa burA mata mAnanA, maiM yaha pUchatA hU~ ki Apa jisa vaikuMTha kI bAta karate haiM, kyA usa vaikuMTha meM aisI gaTara milegI ? dUsarI bAta yaha hai ki vahA~ aisA parivAra milegA? athavA mere isa parivAra ke sAtha maiM vahA~ A sakatA hU~?' seThajI ke prazna ? ThIka hai na unake prazna ? nAradajI to stabdha raha gaye seThajI ke prazna sunkr| unhoMne kahA : 'seThajI, yadi Apako yaha gaTara hI pasaMda hai aura yaha parivAra hI priya hai, to vaikuMTha meM Ane kI jarUrata kyA hai ? Apako ApakI gaTara mubAraka ho ! basa, maiM jAtA huuN...|' nAradajI turanta hI vahA~ se cala diye / vimAna meM baiThakara ravAnA ho gaye / basa, usake bAda nAradajI vApasa nahIM Aye ! Aye kyA kabhI dekhA kisI ne ? kyoM Aye aba? sabhA meM se Apa padhAre ho na ! mahArAjazrI : acchA, to Apa isa kathA kA upanaya samajha gaye ? bhale hI yaha kathA kAlpanika ho, parantu kitanI mArmika hai? kitanI udbodhaka hai ? bAhara se dharmakriyA karate haiM isalie hama mokSAbhilASI haiM - aisA mAna lenA kitanA khataranAka hai? samajhate ho na? dharma saba kucha detA hai, mokSa bhI detA hai, parantu hama yadi mokSa pAnA cAhate hI nahIM, to dharma mokSa kaise degA ? jisa bhAvanA se Apa dharma ke pAsa jAoge, dharma ApakI bhAvanA pUrNa kregaa| yaha bAta nizcita hai| puNyakarma ke mAdhyama se dharma dhana detA hai, bhogasukha detA hai, svarga detA hai| karmakSaya ke mAdhyama se dharma mokSa detA hai / janma hai vahA~ taka duHkha hI duHkha hai ! jisa dharma-ArAdhanA se puNyakarma baMdhate haiM, vaha dharma - ArAdhanA aura karmakSaya jisa dharma-ArAdhanA se hotA hai vaha dharma-ArAdhanA, donoM bhinna haiN| Age btaauuNgaa| Aja to apane isa bAta kA vicAra kara rahe haiM ki dharma kA prabhAva kitanA mahAna hai? kitanA adbhuta hai? kitanA vyApaka hai ? socanA par3egA, For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 5 69 gaharAI meM jAkara socanA pdd'egaa| binA soce samajhe gatAnugatika dharma-ArAdhanA karane se koI vizeSa lAbha nahIM hai| vaise to apanI AtmA ne gata janmoM meM, ananta ananta janmoM meM kAphI dharma kiyA huA hai / phira bhI Aja duHkhapUrNa, vedanApUrNa saMsAra meM bhaTaka rahe haiN| koI zAzvat sukha, pUrNa Ananda prApta nahIM huaa| isa jIvana meM bhI soceMge nahIM to kyA hogA? Adhi-vyAdhi aura upAdhi kA anta nahIM aaegaa| janma aura mRtyu kA aMta nahIM AegA / janma jaba taka lenA par3egA, duHkha AyeMge hii| dharma se apane ko janma miTAnA hogaa| punaH punaH janma nahIM lenA par3e, vaisA dharmapuruSArtha karanA hogA / parantu yaha kArya kramazaH hogaa| ho sakatA hai, pA~ca-sAta bhava bhI ho jAya~ / prAraMbha to karanA par3egA na? dRSTi khula jAnI caahie| to phira durgatiyoM meM yAnI narakagati aura tiryaMcagati meM to jAnA baMda hI smjho| dharma Apako ucca manuSyagati aura ucca devagati meM hI le jAyegA....! samyakdRSTi-AmUla parivartana kA aMjana : prazna : kyA dharma karanevAloM ke lie sadgati hI hai ? uttara : hA~, yadi jIvAtmA kI jJAnadRSTi khula gaI hai, jIvAtmA ko samyakdarzana prApta ho gayA hai, to vaha sadgati kA hI AyuSyakarma bAMdhegA / samyakdarzana kI upasthiti meM 'AyuSyakarma' devagati kA hI baMdhatA hai, aisA niyama hai| samyakdarzana eka viziSTa guNa hai, AtmA kA / yaha guNa pragaTa hone para AtmA ke vizvadarzana meM, jar3a-cetana padArthoM ke darzana meM AmUla parivartana A jAtA hai| kaSAyoM kI tIvratA nahIM rahatI aura Atmadarzana, paramAtmadarzana kI eka jhalaka A jAtI hai| saMsAra kA bhItarI rUpa use dikhAI detA hai / vaha saMsAra ko hRdaya se cAhatA nahIM hai, dhikkArane lagatA hai| hA~, aisA jIva bAhya dRSTi se saMsAra ke pApoM meM bhI ulajhA huA ho sakatA hai / saMsAra ke vaiSayika sukhoM meM lIna dikhAI degA, parantu usakA hRdaya anAsakta hotA hai / kyoMki vaha jAnatA hai ki 'maiM jo kara rahA hU~, vaha karane jaisA nahIM hai|' aisI jAgrata avasthA meM jIva durgati meM nahIM jA sktaa| vaha jAegA sadgati meM, devagati meM / devagati meM usa jIvAtmA ko vipula sukha - bhautika sukha prApta hote haiM / vahA~ kisI prakAra kA bhautika, zArIrika duHkha hotA hI nahIM / dharma kA yaha prabhAva hai| aise adbhuta aizvarya aura sukhoM ke bIca bhI AtmA yadi 'samyakdarzana' guNa ko banAe rakhatI hai, jAgrata rahatI hai, to devabhava kA AyuSya pUrNa hone para vaha For Private And Personal Use Only

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70 pravacana-5 su-manuSyatva prApta karatI hai| devaloka ke divya sukhoM ke upabhoga meM bhI anAsakti kA paricaya karAnevAlI AtmA kA sattva bahuta bar3ha jAtA hai| manuSyajIvana pAkara vaha saMyama ke kaThina mArga para cala par3atI hai| duHkha usako bhayabhrAnta nahIM kara sakate, sukha usako lalacA nahIM skte| prApta bhautikazArIrika sukhoM kA bhI svecchA se tyAga karane kA mahAna dharmapuruSArtha, jisako cAritryadharma kahate haiM, vaha dharmapuruSArtha karmoM kA kSaya karake jIva ko ziva banA detA hai| bandhanagrasta ko bandhanamukta kara detA hai| 'pAramparyeNa sAdhakaH' kA yaha artha kramazaH jIva ko mokSa prApta karavAtA hai| kramika vikAsa karatA huA, AdhyAtmika vikAsa karatA huA jIva paramapada ko pA letA hai| isa grantha meM AcAryadevazrI haribhadrasUrijI ne kramika dharmapuruSArtha batAyA hai| yadi manuSya isa krama se dharmapuruSArtha karatA cale, to avazya vaha apane jIvana meM dharma kA prabhAva anubhava kiye binA rahe nhiiN| lekina loga prAyaH kramika dharma-ArAdhanA karate hI nhiiN| jJAna hI nahIM hai kramika dharmapuruSArtha kA / jisake mana meM jo AyA, vaha kara liyA dharma! jisako jo a~cA, kara liyA dharma! kyA skUla yA kaoNleja meM aisA cala sakatA hai? jisako jo korsaabhyAsakrama karanA ho, kara sakatA hai kyA? nahIM, vahA~ to kramika abhyAsa hI karanA par3atA hai| pahalI kakSA meM par3hate ho, pAsa ho to dUsarI kakSA meM praveza milegaa| dUsarI kakSA meM par3hate ho, pAsa ho, taba tIsarI kakSA meM praveza mile / zikSA ke kSetra meM jaise kramika vikAsa mAnya kiyA hai, vaise dharmakSetra meM bhI kramika vikAsa ko mAnya karo aura dharma-ArAdhanA karo, to dharma kA acintya prabhAva anubhava kroge| dharma-jahara utAranevAlA parama maMtra : ___ jaise isa graMtha meM dharma kA prabhAva batAyA gayA hai vaise dUsare dharmagranthoM meM bhI dharma kA prabhAva aura dRSTi se batAyA gayA hai| 'paMcasUtra' grantha meM dharma ke prabhAva kA varNana karate hue AcAryadeva ne batAyA hai ki 'dharma sura aura asuroM se bhI pUjita hai| deva aura dAnava bhI dharma kA Adara karate haiN| dharma mohAndhakAra ko miTAnevAlA sUrya hai| dharmarUpI sUrya kA jIvana ke gagana meM udaya hote hI moha kA andhakAra naSTa ho jAtA hai| yaha rAga aura dveSa ke jahara ko utAranevAlA parama maMtra hai! dharma ko parama maMtra batAyA gayA hai! rAga-dveSa ke tIvra jahara ko utAranevAlA maMtra! dharma saba prakAra ke kalyANoM kA kAraNa hai| koI bhI kArya For Private And Personal Use Only

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71 pravacana-5 binA kAraNa nahIM hotaa| yadi apane ko kalyANa prApta karanA hai, to dharma kA AlaMbana lenA hogaa| dharma se kalyANa-prApti avazya hotI hai| dharma jvAlA hai, ananta-apAra karmavana ko jalA detA hai| dharma siddhigati-mokSa ko dilAtA hai| kitanA adbhuta prabhAva batAyA hai dharma kA? kitanA vAstavika pratipAdana kiyA hai jJAnIpuruSa ne!' __ parantu yaha saba kisa dharma se ho sakatA hai? usa dharma kA svarUpa kyA hai? duniyA meM aneka prakAra ke dharma haiM, kyA una saba dharmoM se ye sAre prabhAva paidA ho sakate haiM? apanI kalpanA meM jo AyA, usa dharma ko karane se ye saba prabhAva anubhava meM A sakate haiM? ye sArI bAteM hameM dhyAna se socanI pdd'eNgii| granthakAra maharSi isalie aba dharma kA svarUpa smjhaayeNge| dharma kA prabhAva batAne ke pazcAt, jaba jIva dharmAbhimukha hotA hai, dharma-puruSArtha karane ke lie tatpara hotA hai, taba dharma kA svarUpa samajhAnA Avazyaka hotA hai| aba Age dharma kA svarUpa samajhAyA jaaegaa| Aja, basa itanA hii| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-6 ___72 5. karuNA, sarvajJatva evaM vItarAgatA-ye tInoM uccatama tattva jisa AtmA meM paripUrNarupa se vikasita ho jAte haiM, vahI AtmA dharmatattva kA yathArtha pratipAdana kara sakatI hai| * buddha ne kahA : AtmA anitya hI hai! kapilaRSi ne kahA : AtmA nitya hI hai! bhagavAna mahAvIra ne kahA : AtmA nitya bhI hai, anitya bhI hai! dravyadRSTi se nitya aura paryAyadRSTi se anitya hai| . hameM vedoM se koI duzmanI nahIM hai yA AgamoM meM Asakti nahIM hai| anekAnta dRSTi se jahA~ pratipAdana hotA hai, vahA~ para hameM pema hotA hai. vahA~ hamArI zradhdA hotI hai| . prema jar3a meM cetana kA darzana karavAtA hai! paramAtmapremI patthara se meM bhI paramAtmA kA darzana kara sakatA hai! prema meM vahama nahIM = hotA hai! prema meM aham bhI nahIM rahatA hai! * pravacana : 6 vacanAd yadanuSThAnamaviruddhAd yathoditam / maitryAdibhAvasaMyuktaM taddharma iti kIrtyate / / parama karuNAnidhAna pUjya AcAryadeva haribhadrasUrIzvarajI dharma kA svarUpa samajhA rahe haiN| dharma kA dvividha svarUpa batAyA gayA hai| eka hai kriyAtmaka svarUpa, dUsarA hai bhAvAtmaka svarUpa / kriyAtmaka dharma manaHkalpanA ke anusAra nahIM kiyA jA sakatA hai| nAma mAtra dharma kA, phira manaHkalpita kriyA kareM, jaba cAheM taba kareM, jahA~ cAheM vahA~ kareM, yaha koI dharma nahIM hai| pApakriyA, dharma ke vastra pahana le, isase vaha dharmakriyA to bana nahIM jaatii| sarvajJa aura vItarAga para hI vizvAsa karanA cAhie : __ jinavacana ke anusAra kriyAnuSThAna honA caahie| 'jina' hI sarvajJa hote haiM, vItarAga hote haiN| sarvajJatA aura vItarAgatA hone se unhoMne jo dharma batAyA, yathArtha batAyA, bar3A hI vAstavika btaayaa| unhoMne jo dharmatattva kA pratipAdana kiyA, usameM koI virodha nhiiN| arthAt tarka kI bhUmikA para koI visaMgati For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-6 73 nahIM miltii| jo apane aMtaraMga rAga-dveSa Adi doSoM kA samUla nAza kara dete haiM, unako apane pUrNa jJAna meM jo dravya jaisA dikhatA hai, vaisA hI batA dete haiM, jo vastu jaisI dikhatI hai, vaisI hI batA dete haiN| galata to taba batAe~ jabaki kisI vastu yA vyakti ke prati unheM rAga ho yA dveSa ho| hama koI bhI bAta galata taba batAte haiM, jabaki hamAre pAsa padArtha ko dekhane kA-jAnane kA pUrNa jJAna nahIM hotA hai athavA kisI ke prati rAga athavA dveSa hotA hai| jaise ki Apake pAsa svarNahAra hai| kucha varSa pUrva Apane usa hAra ko kahA~ rakha diyA hai| Apa bhUla gaye haiM ki Apake pAsa hAra hai| Aja ApakA mitra Akara pUchatA hai 'tere pAsa svarNahAra hai? do dina ke lie mujhe caahie|' Apa kyA kaheMge? 'mere pAsa svarNahAra nahIM hai| Apake pAsa svarNahAra hai, parantu 'hai' aisA jJAna nahIM hai| isalie Apane bAta galata btaaii| vaise Apake pAsa hIre kA hAra hai, Apako jJAna nahIM ki ye hIre sacce haiM yA 'imiTezana'! Apa hIre kA svarUpa sahI nahIM batA sakeMge-ajJAnatA hone ke kAraNa! ajJAna evaM rAga-dveSa asatya bulavAte haiM : __ Apake pAsa svarNahAra hai, Apako jJAna hai ki 'mere pAsa svarNahAra hai, parantu svarNahAra para Apako rAga hai! rAga hai isalie Apa kisI ko bhI denA nahIM cAhate / Apake mitra ne svarNahAra mA~gA, Apa kyA kaheMge? 'abhI mere pAsa nahIM hai' athavA TUTa gayA hai yA koI le gayA hai, aisA hI kahoge na? kyoM? rAga hai! rAga jhUTha bulavAtA hai| vaise, hAra para itanA rAga nahIM hai, parantu jo vyakti mA~gane AyA hai, usa para dveSa hai| usako Apa nahIM cAhate, to bhI galata bAta kareMge! tAtparya kyA hai? ajJAna, rAga aura dveSa se manuSya galata bAta batAtA hai, jhUTha bolatA hai| isalie ajJAnI aura rAgI-dveSI manuSya kI bAta para bahuta bharosA nahIM kiyA jA sakatA hai| bharosA kiyA, to dhokhA hogA, dagA hogaa| dharmasthApanA kauna kara sakatA hai? __'dharma' tattva itanA mahAna hai, usakA koI mUlya nhiiN| sonA, jauharAta, reDiyama, pleTinama ityAdi saMsAra kI atimUlyavAna dhAtuoM se bhI dharma kA mUlya nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| aise amUlya 'dharma' ko kyA ajJAnI aura rAgIdveSI manuSya samajha sakatA hai? aura jo svayaM dharma ko nahIM jAnatA ho, dUsaroM ko kyA sahI rUpa meM batA sakatA hai? hA~, ajJAnI aura rAgI-dveSI manuSyoM ke For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-6 74 pAsa buddhi kA vaibhava ho sakatA hai, tarkajAla bichAne meM kuzAgra buddhi ho sakatI haiM, parantu 'dharma' mAtra buddhi se jAnane kI vastu nahIM, mAtra buddhi se saMsAra ko batAne kI vastu nhiiN| ajJAna thor3A dUra huA ho, kucha zAstroM kA-granthoM kA jJAna prApta huA ho, rAga-dveSa bhI kama ho gaye hoM, tyAga vairAgya bhI ho; parantu atIndriya jJAna nahIM ho, AtmapratyakSa jJAna nahIM ho, vItarAgatA nahIM ho-aisA manuSya ThIka hai| kucha logoM kI dRSTi meM 'mahApuruSa' dikhatA ho, phira bhI usakI dharmasthApanA nirdoSa nahIM ho sktii| usake dvArA abhinava dharma batAyA jAtA ho, vaha doSamukta ho nahIM sktaa| dharmasthApanA ke lie ajJAna aura rAga-dveSa kA samUla uccheda honA anivArya hai| saMsAra ke sarva jIvoM ke prati atyanta karuNA honA bhI anivArya hai| karuNA, sarvajJatA aura vItarAgatA-ye tInoM uccatama tattva jisa AtmA meM pUrNarUpeNa vikasita ho jAe~, vahI AtmA dharmatattva kA vAstavika-yathArtha pratipAdana kara sakatI hai| usakA vacana 'aviruddha' hotA hai| aisI AtmA hI 'jina' kahalAtI hai| zramaNa paramAtmA mahAvIra aise jina the, isalie unakA upadeza aviruddha hai! sUkSma, nirmala evaM utkRSTa buddhivAloM ko bhagavAna mahAvIra kA vacana yathArtha aura virodharahita pratIta hotA hai| 'jina' kaise banA jAtA hai? paramAtmA mahAvIra 'jina' bane the| 'jina' kA artha hotA hai vijetA | mahAvIra svAmI vijetA bane the! ananta ananta janmoM se AtmabhUmi para DerA DAlakara baiThe hue rAga aura dveSa, moha aura ajJAna ityAdi asaMkhya zatruoM ke sAtha ve lar3e the, bhISaNa yuddha kiyA thA aura una bhItarI zatruoM ko apanI AtmabhUmi se khader3a diyA thaa| unhoMne AtmasvatantratA prApta kara lI thI, ve vijetA bane the| antaraMga zatruoM ke sAtha mahAvIra ne mahAvIra banakara jo pracaNDa yuddha khelA thA, usakA romAMcaka itihAsa Apa par3hoge, taba Apako yathArtha khayAla AegA ki 'jina' kaise banate haiM! mAtra bhASaNa jhAr3a dene se aura nAcane-kUdane se 'jina' nahIM bana sakate! tattvapratipAdana meM sarvajJatA anivArya hai: jo jina nahIM haiM, jinhoMne apane rAga-dveSa aura ajJAna kA samUla nAza nahIM kiyA hai, unakA vacana 'aviruddha' nahIM ho sakatA | mokSamArga ke viruddha hotA hai, AtmakalyANa ke viruddha hotA hai, unake vacana paraspara virodhI hote haiN| hA~, For Private And Personal Use Only

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75 pravacana-6 jo sarvajJa nahIM the aura vItarAga nahIM the, unakA upadeza karuNAprerita thA, tyAga aura vairAgya kI bAteM batAnevAlA bhI thA, kAma-krodhAdi AMtara zatruoM para vijaya pAne ke lie thaa| parantu ve sarvajJa nahIM the, jina nahIM the, isalie agocara-atIndriya 'AtmA' 'karma' jaise tattvoM ko yathArtha nahIM batA pAe / una AtmA vagairaha atIndriya tattvoM ke pratipAdana meM virodha A gayA, tarka kI kasauTI para ve khare nahIM utara pAe / anubhava jJAna meM bhI ve tattva unake batAe anusAra khare nahIM utre| kapila, buddha, IsA vagairaha ne karuNA se dharma kA upadeza to diyA, parantu ve 'jina' nahIM the, vItarAga sarvajJa nahIM the, isalie atIndriya viSayoM meM kahIM na kahIM virodha A hI gayA! ekAnta dRSTivAle bana gae, ve AtmA vagairaha atIndriya tattvoM ke svarUpa nirNaya meM ekAntavAdI bana gae! vastu kA bahuvidha svarUpa hotA hai, eka svarUpa pakar3a kara 'yaha padArtha aisA hI hai' aisA pratipAdana kara diyA, dUsarI ora 'yaha padArtha aisA hai hI nahIM' aisA virodha kara diyaa| jaise buddha ne kahA : 'AtmA kSaNika hI hai, anitya hI hai!' sAtha-sAtha 'AtmA nitya hai hI nahIM' aisA virodha bhI kiyaa| usI prakAra vedAntavAloM ne kahA : 'AtmA nitya hI hai!' sAtha hI 'AtmA anitya nahIM hai' aisA virodha kara diyaa| eka ne AtmA kA anityatva hI dekhA, nityatva nahIM dekhA! dUsare ne AtmA kA nityatva hI dekhA, anityatva nahIM dekhA! isalie unakA upadeza paraspara virodhI ho gayA! sarvajJatA kA sAkSI anekAntavAda : __ bhagavAna mahAvIra 'jina' the, 'sarvajJa' the, unhoMne aisA nahIM kiyaa| unhoMne AtmA ke saba guNoM ko, saba paryAyoM ko dekhA aura batAyA ki AtmA dravya se nitya hai, paryAya se anitya hai! AtmA to vahI kI vahI rahatI hai, usakI avasthAe~ badalatI rahatI haiM | vastu kI avasthAe~ badalatI rahanA usakI anityatA hai! koI virodha nahIM, koI visaMvAda nahIM! bhagavAna mahAvIra ne jo anekAnta dRSTi dI, vahI unakI sarvajJatA kI sAkSI hai| ___ bhagavAna mahAvIra jaba sarvajJa aura vItarAga bana gae the, unake pAsa usa kAla ke bahuta bar3e brAhmaNa vidvAna indrabhUti gautama Ae the| zraddhAbhakti se nahIM Aye the, mahAvIra ko vAda-vivAda meM parAjita karane Ae the| mahAvIra jAnate the, mAtra jAnate the; usa jAnakArI meM rAga-dveSa nahIM thA, mAtra ve jJAtA the| mahAvIra ne unako Adara se bulAyA aura unake mana meM jo atIndriya tattva ke For Private And Personal Use Only

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76 pravacana-6 viSaya meM saMdeha thA, jisa saMdeha ko vaha svayaM nahIM miTA sake the, bhagavAna mahAvIra ne saMdeha bhI batA diyA, saMdeha kA nirAkaraNa bhI kara diyA! indrabhUti ko kucha bhI bolanA nahIM pdd'aa| unake mana meM jo tAttvika virodha cala rahA thA, bhagavAna mahAvIra ne usa virodha ko miTA diyA, avirodha sthApita kara diyA, vivAda miTA diyA, saMvAda paidA kara diyA! indrabhUti ko anekAnta dRSTi dI, jo tattvoM kA saMvAda sthApita karane kI divya dRSTi hai| indrabhUti ko bhagavAna mahAvIra se aviruddha vacana mila gayA, usake mana ke tattvaviSayaka saba virodha miTa gae! vahI vacana aviruddha hai, jo jIvoM ke mana ke virodhoM kA upazama kara de| hAlA~ki isakA dUsarA artha bhI hai : jisa vacana meM avyApti-ativyApti-asaMbhava doSa nahIM ho! jIvana meM dharma ko sthAna do : 'avyApti' vagairaha doSoM kA jJAna hai? nahIM hai na? kauna adhyayana kare? yadi adhyayana karane se paisA milatA ho to? saba kucha paise ke lie hI karane kA! jIvana kA lakSya bhautika sukha aura bhautika sukhoM ke lie paisA! phira AtmA kA kyA hogA? paraloka meM kyA hogA? mRtyu ke bAda punaH janma kahA~ lenA hai? kucha socate ho yA nahIM? jisa manuSya ne apane jIvana meM dharma ko sthAna nahIM diyA, usakA punarjanma kahA~ hogA? durgati meM na? tiryaMcayoni aura narakayoni meM na? vahA~ phira pA~ca indriya ke viSayasukha mileMge na? zAnta citta se soco| jIvana meM dharma ko sthAna do, isalie dharma ko smjho| dharma kA svarUpa samajho, isalie jJAnI gurujanoM ke caraNoM meM baiThakara kucha adhyayana kro| avyApti : ativyApti : asaMbhava : dharmatattva kA svarUpa-nirNaya karane ke lie sUkSma buddhi se vicAra karanA caahie| kisI bhI vastu kA lakSaNa ina avyApti Adi tIna doSoM se mukta honA cAhie | doSoM kA jJAna prApta karanA muzkila nahIM hai, ghabarAo mata! 'avyApti' use kahate haiM ki jo lakSaNa jisa vastu kA banAyA, usa vastu meM vaha lakSaNa thor3A dikhatA ho, thor3A nahIM dikhatA ho! jaise 'gAya sapheda hotI hai' aisA lakSaNa banAyA, kucha gAyeM sapheda hotI haiM, kucha kAlI bhI! kAlI gAya meM vaha lakSaNa nahIM rahA! isalie 'avyApti' doSa AyA / 'ativyApti' use kahate haiM ki jisa vastu kA jo lakSaNa banAyA, usa vastu meM to vaha lakSaNa rahegA, paraMtu dUsarI vastu meM bhI vaha lakSaNa calA jAya! jaise 'jisako sIMga ho vaha baila! sIMga bailoM ke to For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-6 77 hote hI haiM, saba bailoM ko hote haiM; parantu bhaiMsa aura gAya vagairaha ke bhI sIMga hote haiM-lakSaNa gAya-bhaiMsa meM bhI calA gyaa| isalie yaha lakSaNa 'ativyApti' doSavAlA ho gyaa| 'asaMbhava' doSa samajhanA to kAphI sarala hai| kisI ne gadhe kA lakSaNa batAyA-'jisako sIMga hotA hai vaha gadhA..' kisI bhI gadhe ko sIMga dikhAI nahIM detA, gadhe ko sIMga asaMbhava! arthAt lakSya meM lakSaNa rahe hI nhiiN| jinavacana meM ina tIna doSoM meM se eka bhI doSa nahIM hotA hai| isalie jinavacana meM kisI prakAra kA virodha nahIM hai| hA~, kucha anya dharmasthApakoM kI bAteM bhI aisI aviruddha ho sakatI haiM-bhale ve dharmasthApaka jina nahIM the, sarvajJa nahIM the! anekAnta dRSTi meM hI saMvAditA : prazna : isakA kyA kAraNa? aviruddha vacana to jinezvara kA hI ho sakatA hai na? uttara : dUsare dharmasthApaka dharma kI bAteM lAye kahA~ se? mUla srota to hai jinezvara kA hI vacana! jinavacana meM se kucha bAteM ekAnta dRSTi se pakar3a lIM aura calAyA apanA alaga mata, alaga dhrm| hai usameM mUlabhUta jinavacana, isalie mArgAnusArI buddhivAle manuSya ko kucha bAteM jinavacana jaisI hI lageMgI; parantu ekAntadRSTi hogI, isalie Age calakara virodha AegA hI! ekAntavAdiyoM kI bAteM aviruddha ho nahIM sktiiN| prazna : vedoM ko 'apauruSeya' mAnate haiM-kyA vedavacana aviruddha nahIM haiM? uttara : eka bAta Apa samajha lo, ekAntavAditA jahA~ bhI ho, avirodhasaMvAditA ho nahIM sktii| apane ko vedoM se baira nahIM hai, Agama se pyAra nahIM haiM! jahA~ anekAnta dRSTi se tattvoM kA pratipAdana ho, apane ko prema hai, zraddhA hai| dUsarI bAtaH koI bhI vacana 'apauruSeya' ho nahIM sakatA! binA puruSa, vacana AyA kahA~ se? manuSya bole hI nahIM, mu~ha khole hI nahIM, vacana AyegA kahA~ se? kahate haiM ki veda kisI ne banAe nahIM! anAdikAla se haiM! aisA kahanevAle dUsarI tarapha kahate haiM ki isa sRSTi kI racanA Izvara ne kI! to kyA jaba sRSTi nahIM thI taba 'veda' the? kisalie the? mAnyatA meM ghora virodha upasthita huA taba kucha logoM ne kahA : 'veda Izvaroccarita haiM!' arthAt Izvara ne vedoM kI racanA kii| bhale Izvara ne racanA kI, kyA vedoM meM anekAnta dRSTi se tattvavyavasthA hai? yadi hai, to vedoM ko mAnane meM koI aitarAja nahIM! parantu anekAnta dRSTi nahIM hai! isalie tattvoM meM saMvAditA nahIM hai| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-6 78 jinavacana kI yahI vizeSatA hai : anekAnta dRSTi / isIlie jinavacana zreSTha hai| bhagavAna mahAvIra ke dharmazAsana meM aisI aviruddha tattva-vyavasthA dekhane ko milatI hai, isalie to mahAvIra ke dharmazAsana ko 'jainaM jayati zAsanam' kahate haiN| saba dharmazAsanoM para jainazAsana vijetA hai! anekAnta dRSTi se vaha vijetA banA hai! aviruddha vacana hI upAdeya : jinavacana aviruddha hai, isalie upAdeya hai, svIkArya hai| aise jinavacana ke anusAra anuSThAna-kriyA kI jAya, vaha dharma hai| koI bhI anuSThAna-kriyA karo, jinavacanAnusAra honA cAhie, basa yahI dharma hai! dharma kA kriyAtmaka rUpa yaha hai / yahA~ eka sAvadhAnI rakhanA : vaha kriyA jaise-taise nahIM karane kI hai, apanI kalpanAnusAra nahIM karane kI hai-'yathodita' rUpa se karane kI hai| jisa prakAra kriyA karane ko jinavacana meM kahA gayA hai, usa prakAra karane kI hai! dharma kA svarUpa batalAte hue AcAryazrI kahate haiM ki dharma 'aviruddha jinavacana ke anusAra arthAt jisa prakAra jo anuSThAna karane ko kahA hai, usI prakAra vaha anuSThAna kiyA jAya, vaha dharma hai|' maitrI-karuNA-pramoda aura madhyastha bhAvoM se dharma karanevAle manuSya kA hRdaya navapallavita honA caahie| koI bhI dharmakriyA ho, jinavacana-jinAjJA ke anusAra honI caahie| jisa prakAra vo dharmakriyA karane ko kahI ho, usI prakAra karanI caahie| hA~, pratyeka dharmakriyA ko lekara jJAnI mahApuruSoM ne mArgadarzana diyA hai| kauna-sI dharmakriyA kahA~ karanA, kaba karanA, kauna-se upakaraNoM se karanA aura kisa prakAra ke bhAvoM se karanA! jinavacana ko samajhA hai? Apa loga jainaparivAra meM janme ho aura janma se hI Apako arihaMta paramAtmA mile haiM, unakA dharmazAsana milA hai, isalie jinavacana kI aviruddhatA kA to vicAra bhI karane kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| jinavacana sahaja rUpa se mila gayA hai, to jA~ca karane kI jarUrata hI nahIM rahI! vaMzaparaMparA se saccA hIrA ghara meM hai, jauharI ko batAne kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM arthAt Apa logoM ko jinavacana to mila hI gayA hai| hA~, ghara meM mUlyavAna ratna par3e hoM, parantu Apa una ratnoM ko dekho nahIM, upayoga karo nahIM aura bhaTakate phiro-dUsarI For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-6 79 bAta hai| jinavacana arthAt jinazAsana Apake pAsa hai, Apane kabhI usa jinazAsana ko dekhA? kabhI usako samajhA? kabhI mUlyAMkana kiyA? roga kI davAiyA~-dharmakriyAe~ : kitanA apUrva, kitanA adbhuta hai jinavacana! anekAntavAda kI divya dRSTi denevAlA jinazAsana hI eka aisA dharmazAsana hai ki jo vizva meM saMvAditA lA sakatA hai| samAja meM aura parivAra meM saMvAditA sthApita kara sakatA hai| manuSya ke mana kA samAdhAna kara sakatA hai| jinavacana ne jo mokSamArga batAyA haikitanA spaSTa, kitanA vyavasthita aura kitanA sarala batAyA hai| jinazAsana ne jo aneka dharmakriyAe~-dharmAnuSThAna batAe haiM, kitane vaijJAnika haiM! kabhI tuma logoM ne socA hI nahIM, tuma loga kabhI dharma kI bAta socate hI nahIM! dharmakriyA karate ho, parantu dharma ke viSaya meM socate nhiiN| are, soco nahIM, para samajho to sahI! itanI samajha to Apa meM honI cAhie ki kauna-sA dharmAnuSThAna kaba karanA cAhie, kahA~ karanA cAhie, kauna-kauna-se upakaraNoM se karanA cAhie, kaise kaise bhAva hone cAhie? yadi Apa itanA bhI socanA pasaMda nahIM karate, samajhanA nahIM cAhate, to Apa dharma nahIM kara skte| bhale Apa mAno ki hama dharma karate haiM, to vaha ApakI bhramaNA hai, mithyA kalpanA hai| Apake ghara meM ApakA lar3akA bImAra ho gayA, ApakA pArivArika DaoNkTara AyA, lar3ake ko dekhA aura davAiyA~ likha dIM, Apa bAjAra se davAiyA~ le Ae, DaoNkTara ne davAiyA~ kaba, kitanI aura kisa prakAra lenI-saba batAyA, DaoNkTara calA gyaa| lar3akA yadi davAiyA~ letA hai, parantu DaoNkTara kI sUcanAoM para dhyAna nahIM detA hai aura jaba icchA ho taba davAI letA hai, jitanI icchA ho itanI davAI khAtA hai; jo anupAna pasaMda ho, usa anupAna ke sAtha davAI letA hai; to kyA hogA? kyA yaha upacAra upacAra kahA jAegA? kyA isa prakAra lI huI davAI roga ko miTA sakegI? nirogitA prApta hogI? kyA Apa lar3ake ko isa prakAra davAI lene doge? rokoge nahIM? yadi lar3akA kahe ki 'davAI lene se kAma hai na? maiM davAI letA to hU~...' to Apa kyA kahoge? calane doge na? nahIM, vahA~ to Apa lar3ake ko DaoNkTara kI sUcanAoM kI yAda dilAoge! 'jaise taise davAI lene se ArAma nahIM hogA mara jAegA...' kahoge! jarA to soco, zarIra ke roga miTAne ke lie jisa prakAra DaoNkTara davAI lene ko kahe usI prakAra lenI par3atI hai aura Apa loga lete bhI ho, pUrI sAvadhAnI se! to phira ananta janmoM For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-6 se AtmA para lage hue rAga-dveSa, kAma-krodha, mada-mAna ityAdi asaMkhya rogoM ko miTAnevAlA dharma jinAjJAnusAra nahIM karanA cAhie kyA? jinAjJA ko dhyAna meM lie binA jaise-taise dharmakriyAe~ karane se rAga-dveSa Adi roga miTa jAyeMge kyA? roga miTeMge to nahIM, paraMtu aisI pratikriyA A jAegI ki burI taraha mAre jAoge! jaTAzaMkara kA jhamelA : jaTAzaMkara ke peTa meM darda huaa| usako mAlUma thA ki hiMgvASTaka cUrNa lene se darda miTa jAtA hai| par3hA hogA kisI kitAba meM, athavA suna liyA hogA kisI vaidya se / gayA bAjAra meM aura 10 tole kI hiMgvASTaka cUrNa kI zIzI le AyA, zIzI ke Upara lebala lagA huA thA, usa para likhA thA 'subaha-zAma pAva tolA lenaa|' jaTAzaMkara ne 'pAva' kA artha kiyA 'savA pA~ca tolA!' do samaya meM pUrI zIzI khAlI kara dii| rAta meM bhayaMkara jalana uThI, darda kAphI bar3ha gayA, to daur3A daur3A gayA vaidyarAja ke paas| jaTAzaMkara kI bAta sunakara vaidyarAja bahuta ha~se aura kahA : jaTAzaMkara, davAI isa prakAra svayaM apanI kalpanA se nahIM lI jAtI, jisa prakAra hama kaheM usa prakAra lenI cAhie, pAva tolA lene kI jagaha savA pA~ca tolA cUrNa tUne khA liyA! acchA kiyA ki abhI tU mere pAsa A gyaa|' likhA huA par3hanA bhI to AnA caahie| par3hanA AtA ho phira bhI sahI rUpa meM samajhanA Avazyaka hotA hai| jaTAzaMkara ne lebala par3ha to liyA, para samajha nahIM sakA, galata samajhA, isalie galata ko sahI samajhakara dasa tolA hiMgvASTaka cUrNa eka dina meM khA gyaa| kaisA 'riekzana' AyA? 'selpha DrAiviMga' na AtA ho to 'DrAivara' rakha loH dharma ko, dharmagranthoM ko par3hate AnA cAhie aura samajha meM AnA caahie| par3hane ke lie saMskRta, prAkRta Adi bhASAoM kA jJAna cAhie, samajhane ke lie dharmagranthoM ke jJAtA guruoM kA sahavAsa cAhie, buddhi sUkSma caahie| athavA aise dharmamaya jIvana jInevAle tyAgI evaM zAstrajJa sadguru ke caraNoM meM aisA samarpaNa cAhie ki ve jisa DhaMga se dharmAnuSThAna karane ko kaheM, binA zaMkA kie, binA tarka-vitarka kie, kara leN| kAra calAnA nahIM AtA hai, to DrAivara jaisA DrAiviMga kara ke Apako le jAya, Apa cale jAe~, kAra meM baiThe raheM! DrAiviMga AtA nahIM ho aura karane jAoge to mAre jAoge! isIlie yA to DrAiviMga sIkha lo, For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-6 81 athavA kAra meM cupacApa baiThe raho-DrAivara para bharosA karo! kyA karanA hai, bolo? sammUrchima dharmakriyAoM para bhI abhimAna : __ jinavacana jinagranthoM meM, jinaAgamoM meM bhare par3e haiM-Apako par3hanA hai? samajhanA hai? to Aie mere pAsa! hA~, phira ghara aura dukAna kI mamatA chor3anI par3egI! dina-rAta adhyayana karanA par3egA! jiMdagI taka! yadi yaha vicAra nahIM ho, to phira jaise Apako dharmAnuSThAna karane ko kahA jAya, vaise karanA mAna lo! mAnoge? jisa samaya, jisa sthAna meM aura jina-jina upakaraNoM se dharmakriyAe~ karane kI haiM, usI prakAra AdarapUrvaka karoge dharmakriyA? dharmakriyA karane kA koI DhaMga nahIM, koI Adara nahIM, samaya kA khayAla nahIM, bhAvoM kI to pUrI zUnyatA...aisI sammUrchima kriyA karate ho aura usa para abhimAna-ahaMkAra kitanA? ruka jAo, sAvadhAna ho jAo, anyathA bhayaMkara 'riekzana' AegA! galatI karane kA ahasAsa hai dila meM? acchA, yaha batAo ki Apa loga jinavacanAnusAra dharma-ArAdhanA nahIM karate haiM-yaha jJAna bhI hai Apako? yadi jJAna hai to isa bAta kA duHkha hai? Apa sacce hRdaya se isa bAta kA svIkAra karate ho ki 'maiM jinavacanAnusAra dharmakriyA nahIM karatA hU~, bhAvazUnya aura vivekazUnya dharmAnuSThAna kara rahA hU~| jo manuSya jinAjJAnusAra dharma karate haiM, ve dhanya haiN| maiM bhI kaba jinavacanAnusAra dharmAnuSThAna karU~gA? merA vaisA saubhAgya kaba AegA?' isa prakAra socate ho kyA? galata karate ho, usako galata bhI nahIM mAnate? phira galata karane kA duHkha kaise hogA? sahI rUpa se dharmaArAdhanA karanevAloM ke prati bahumAna kaise hogA? yathAvidhi dharmAnuSThAna karane kA lakSa hI nahIM, to isa jIvana meM Apa dharma pA hI nahIM skte| haribhadrasUrijI dharmAnuSThAna 'yathoditaM' karane ko kahate haiM, 'yathoditaM' karo to hI dharma, anyathA nahIM! jinAjJA kA anAdara mata karo : dharma kA svarUpa batAyA jA rahA hai| dharma ke sAtha mAtra isa vartamAna jIvana kA hI prazna jur3A huA nahIM hai, kiMtu bhaviSya kA, janama-janama kA savAla jur3A huA hai| magara gaphalata ho jAya, to bhaviSya ke aneka janma bigar3a jaayeNge| merA aisA koI Agraha nahIM hai ki Apa Aja hI Aja sabake saba dharmAnuSThAna karanA prArambha kara do| merA yaha Agraha hai ki jo bhI dharmakriyA karo, jinAjJA For Private And Personal Use Only

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82 pravacana-6 ko samajha kara kro| kauna-sI dharmakriyA kaba karanI? kahA~ karanI? kisa bhAva se karanI? kauna-kauna-se upakaraNoM se karanI..ityAdi bAtoM kA khayAla kro| hA~, kabhI bhUla ho jAya, ho sakatI hai, parantu aisA kabhI mata mAno aura kabhI mata bolo ki 'saba calatA hai, saba loga avidhi se hI karate haiM, isa jamAne meM itanA bhI dharma kauna karatA hai? hama to aise hI kreNge| zAstroM meM to saba likhA hI hai, hamase saba nahIM ho pAtA' aisI tuccha bAteM mata kro| jinAjJA kA kabhI bhI anAdara mata karo, dharma nahIM karanA ho to mata karo, parantu dharmAnuSThAna meM avidhi kI sthApanA to mata kro| dhyAna rakho, avidhi se dharmakriyA ho jAnA, bar3A aparAdha nahIM hai, parantu avidhi ko upAdeya mAnanA, vidhi kA anAdara-tiraskAra karanA, ghora pApa hai| adharma hI hai| jIvana meM anajAne meM pApa ho jAnA bar3A pApa nahIM hai; parantu pApa ko kartavya mAnanA, pApa maje se karanA bahuta khataranAka hai| isase nikAcita karmabandha ho jAtA hai, usa karma ke udaya ko bhoge binA, duHkha bhoge binA chuTakArA nahIM hotaa| dharmakriyAoM meM vidhi kA pAlana kaba hogA? Ajakala sarvatra yaha dikhAI detA hai ki dharmAnuSThAna karanevAle loga prAyaH vidhi kA pAlana nahIM kara rahe haiN| itanA hI nahIM, avidhi karate haiM aura vidhi mAnate haiN| koI vidhi batAne jAye to anAdara karate haiM, cir3hate haiN| aise loga vAstava meM dharmapremI nahIM hote haiM, dharmadveSI hote haiN| unake hRdaya meM dharma ke prati prema nahIM hotA hai, dveSa hotA hai| jahA~ prema hotA hai vahA~ vidhi kI upekSA nahIM hotI hai, svAbhAvika hI vidhi kA pAlana ho jAtA hai| paramAtmapUjana karate samaya paramAtmaprema jarUrI hai : ___ merA kahane kA matalaba smjheN| jo bhI dharmAnuSThAna Apa kareM, usa dharmAnuSThAna ke prati hArdika prIti ho aura vaha dharmAnuSThAna jisa prakAra karane kI jinAjJA ho, usa prakAra kreN| jaise : paramAtmapUjana kA anuSThAna karanA hai, Apake hRdaya meM paramAtmA ke prati prIti kA bhAva honA cAhie, svArtharahita prIti kA bhAva! nirUpAdhika prIti kA bhAva! paramAtmA se kucha pAne kA bhAva nahIM, paramAtmA ko hI pAne kA bhAva! aura jaba paramAtmA ko hI pAne kI tIvra vAsanA jAgrata hogI, Apa apanA saba kucha unake pAvana caraNoM meM nyauchAvara kara dene ke lie tatpara ho jAyeMge! are, usa samaya paramAtmA ke alAvA dUsarA kucha bhI For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-6 83 Apako acchA hI nahIM lagegA! paramAtmaprema kI jaba hRdaya meM bAr3ha A jAegI, taba bhautika vAsanAe~ usa bAr3ha meM baha jaaeNgii| paramAtmA ke prati aisI prIti, aisA prema ho gayA, phira unakI pratimA, unakI mUrti ke darzana kie binA caina nahIM par3egA, unakA pUjana kie binA bhojana nahIM bhAegA! prema, jar3a meM bhI cetana kA darzana karavAtA hai! prAtaHkAla meM uThate hI Apako paramAtmA kI smRti ho AegI, Apa A~kheM mUMdakara unake nAmasmaraNa meM lIna ho jAyeMge | nAma japate-japate ApakA hRdaya unakI mukhAkRti kA darzana karane ko utkaMThita ho jaaegaa| zArIrika bAdhAoM ko dUra kara, zuddha vastra pahanakara Apa paramAtmA ke mandira kI ora cala pdd'eNge| dUsarI to koI jagaha nahIM ki jahA~ Apa paramAtmA ke darzana pA sako! Apa yadi yaha kahate ho ki 'mandira meM paramAtmA kahA~ hote haiM, vahA~ to pASANa kI pratimA hotI hai|' hA~ hotI to hai pASANa kI pratimA, pASANa meM paramAtmA ke darzana karatA hai paramAtmA kA pAgala premI! yahI to prema kA paricaya hai! lakSmaNajI ke mRta kalevara meM zrIrAma jIvita lakSmaNa ko dekhate the| jaina rAmAyaNa ke anusAra chaha mahIne taka lakSmaNa ke mRtadeha ko apane kaMdhe para lekara zrIrAma ayodhyA meM ghUme the! kyA thA yaha? zrIrAma kA lakSmaNa para prema! prema jar3a meM caitanya dekhatA hai, prema se zUnya hRdaya caitanya meM bhI jar3a kA hI darzana karatA hai| ___ pASANa meM paramAtmA kA darzana karanevAlA paramAtmapremI hI jIvamAtra meM saccidAnanda AtmA kA darzana kara sakatA hai| jisa pASANa ne paramAtmA kA AkAra pA liyA, paramAtmapremI ke lie vaha ArAdhya, pUjya aura darzanIya bana jAtA hai| vaha manuSya usa pratimA ke sahAre paramAtmA ke pAsa pahu~ca jAtA hai, paramAtmabhAva meM baha jAtA hai, harSAzru se bharIbharI A~kheM DabaDabA jAtI haiM, hRdaya romAMcita ho jAtA hai aura vANI gadgad bana jAtI hai tathA bhAvaloka meM paramAtmA sAkAra bana jAte haiM | paramAtmA ke premI bana jAiye, phira isameM koI tarka-kutarka paidA hI nahIM hoNge| prema kI paribhASA ko nahIM samajhanevAle loga, premAmRta kI anubhUti nahIM karanevAle loga mithyA tarko ke jAla meM pha~sa jAte haiN| ApakA hRdaya yadi paramAtmaprema se bharA huA hai, to Apa prAtaHkAla meM paramAtmA ke darzana kareMge hii| Apa jAnate haiM mahAmanISI zAstrakAroM ne paramAtmadarzana kA kAla bhI prabhAta kA hI batAyA hai! aura prIti-anuSThAna meM For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-6 84 mukhyatA: 'bhAva' kI hotI hai / kAla kA mahattva gauNa hotA hai| prIti aura bhakti A gaI, to 'dravya' aura 'kAla' A hI jaayeNge| vaha paramAtmapremI jaba bhI usako 'cAnsa' milegA, paramAtmA ke darzana hetu mandira meM pahu~ca hI jAegA / madhyAhna ko aura zAma ko bhii| kabhI kisI dina mAno ki maMdira nahIM jA sakA, to usakI AtmA vyathita rhegii| usakI AtmA tar3apegI / jahA~ prema vahA~ vidhi kA Adara : aise paramAtmapremI ko, paramAtmabhakta ko yadi koI jJAnI puruSa paramAtmapUjana kI vidhi batAye; to vaha bhakta gussA nahIM karegA, anAdara nahIM karegA; parantu utsukatA se sunegA, usa vidhi ko apanAegA / jaise : jinamandira meM 'nisIhi ' bolakara praveza karanA, tIna pradakSiNA denA, tIna bAra praNAma karanA, tIna prakAra kI pUjA karanA ( aMgapUjA, agrapUjA, bhAvapUjA), paramAtmA kI tIna avasthAoM kA cintana karanA (chadmastha avasthA, kaivalya avasthA aura rUpAtIta avasthA), paramAtmA kI mUrti kI ora hI dekhanA; sUtra, artha aura pratimA kA avalaMbana lenA...ityAdi bAtoM kI ora usakA dhyAna jAegA hI / jahA~ prema vahA~ samarpaNa : jisako paramAtmA se prema ho gayA, apane priyatama paramAtmA ke pAsa kyA khAlI hAtha jAegA? kyA gaMde vastra pahanakara jAegA? Apa loga mandira jAte ho na ? mandira meM kisake pAsa jAte ho ? pASANa ke pAsa yA paramAtmA ke pAsa? paramAtmA se lene jAte ho yA kucha dene? kaise dravya lekara jAte ho ? apane ghara se samagra pUjana sAmagrI lekara jAte ho na ? mandira meM rakhe hue lAlapIle kapar3e pahanakara to pUjA nahIM karate ho na ? svaccha aura sundara vastra pahanakara pUjA karate ho na ? candana, kesara, dIpaka, dhUpa, phala, naivedya vagairaha lekara paramAtmA ke mandira jAte ho na? paramAtmA ke pAsa lene jAte ho yA dene? sabhA meM se hama to kucha bhI lekara nahIM jAte mandira meM! kapar3e bhI mandira ke hI pahanate haiM! mahArAjazrI : Apa loga yA to garIba hoMge, isalie pUjana kI sAmagrI nahIM le jAte hoMge! athavA Apa loga svArthI hoMge! lene jAte hoMge, svArthI lene meM hI samajhatA hai| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-6 jaTAzaMkara ko eka dina bhagavAna zaMkara ne darzana die aura kahA : 'beTA, maiM tujha para prasanna ho gayA hU~, tU kucha mA~ga mujhase / ' jaTAzaMkarane pUchA : 'bhagavAna ApakA dene kA tarIkA kyA hai?' bhagavAna ne kahA : 'vatsa! maiM eka kA sau detA huuN| tu mujhe eka rUpayA degA, maiM tujhe 100 rUpaye dUMgA! jaTAzaMkara ne socA ki bhagavAna kI yaha prathama mulAkAta hai| sunA hai ki bhagavAna jo hote haiM kSaNabhara meM adRzya bhI ho jAte haiM... ekadama kaise bharosA kiyA jAye! maiM eka rUpayA de dU~ aura rUpayA lekara bhagavAna adRzya ho jAyeM to? merA to rUpayA bhI calA jaaegaa| jaTAzaMkara buddhimAna thaa| usane kucha socA aura bhagavAna se kahA : / 'bhagavAna! Apa dayAlu ho, eka rUpaye ke badale meM sau rUpaye dete ho, isalie Apa aisA hI kIjie ki eka rUpayA kATakara 99 rUpaye mujhe de dIjie! bhagavAna zaMkara to dekhate hI raha gae! Apa kyA kara rahe haiM? jaTAzaMkara ko to lenA hI thA! dene meM vaha samajhatA hI nahIM thaa| Apa logoM kI kyA sthiti hai? bhagavAna ke pAsa lene jAte ho yA dene? kyA dene jAte ho? pUjana karane jAte ho-uttama dravya lekara jAte ho? sundara vastra pahanakara jAte ho? mandira meM rakhe hue lAla-pIle gaMde kapar3e pahanakara pUjA karate ho na? phira bhAva kahA~ se AyeMge? uttama kSetra meM-tIrthabhUmi meM jAo, vahA~ to apane dravya se hI pUjA karate ho na? vahA~ to nIti-niyamoM kA pAlana karate ho na? tIrthayAtrA kI vidhi kA jJAna hai na? kucha nhiiN| koI jinAjJA kA jJAna nahIM, koI bhI dharmAnuSThAna ke vidhividhAna kA jJAna nahIM, na paramAtmaprIti aura na paramAtmabhakti! phira bhI Apa 'dharma karate ho' aisA mAna rahe ho| kitanA ghora ajJAna! jinavacanAnusAra anuSThAna-kriyA karane kI, parantu 'yathodita' kA pUrNarUpeNa dhyAna rakhanA hai| dravya-kSetra-kAla aura bhAva se 'yathodita' dharmakriyA karoge to paramapada prApta karoge aura AtmA siddha-buddha-mukta bana jaaegii| Aja, basa itanA hI! For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra pravacana- 7 www www.kobatirth.org dharmagranthoM ko satyatA-asatyatA kA bheda jAnane ke lie sUkSma buddhi caahie| nipuNa prajJA caahie| sUkSma buddhi bhI yadi svaccha evaM Agraharahita - durAgrahamukta nahIM hai, to dharmakSetra meM bhI vAda-vavAda khar3e kara detI hai| svayaM ke jIvana meM to anizcitatA evaM caMcalatA paidA karatI ho hai! * jaina zramaNaparaMparA meM anya dharmoM ke adhyayana ko paraMparA thI, Aja bhI hai| jabaki anya kisI bhI dharma meM jainadharma yA darzana ke adhyayana ko paraMparA hai ho nahIM / buddhizAlI ko tarka aura prema se ho samajhAyA jA sakatA hai| gussA karane se yA baukhalAne se to vaha vidrohI ho utthegaa| pAralaukika aura parokSa tattvoM ke viSaya meM rAgI-dveSI manuSyoM ko tarkayukta bAteM bhI nahIM mAnI jA sktiiN| kabhI-kabhI tarka AtmaghAtI bana jAte haiM, jaba ve kutarka kA rUpa lete haiN| pravacana : Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir vacanAdyadnuSThAnamaviruddhAdyathoditam / maitryAdibhAvasaMyuktaM taddharma iti kIrtyate / 86 mahAna zrutadhara AcAryazrI haribhadrasUrIzvarajI 'dharmabindu' grantha meM dharma kA prabhAva batAkara aba dharma kA svarUpa samajhA rahe haiM : For Private And Personal Use Only TWIN kitane mArmika DhaMga se dharma kA svarUpadarzana karAyA hai! dharma ke adbhuta prabhAvoM ko sunakara yA dekhakara, dharmakSetra meM praveza karane Ae hue manuSya ko AcAryazrI dvAra para rokate haiM aura kahate haiM : dharmakSetra meM praveza karanA hai? dharma ke apUrva prabhAvoM kA anubhava karanA hai? to sarvaprathama Apako Agama yAnI zAstra mAnane pdd'eNge| dharmatattva ke pratipAdaka zAstroM kI mAnyatA svIkAra karanI hI hogii| hara kSetra meM pramANita zAstroM ke, granthoM kI mAnyatA Avazyaka mAnI gaI hai| nyAya ke kSetra meM nyAya zAstroM kI, granthoM kI mAnyatA Avazyaka mAnI gaI hai| nyAya ke kSetra meM nyAya zAstroM kI vijJAna ke kSetra meM vijJAna ke mAnya granthoM kI, Ayurveda meM Ayurveda ke granthoM kI aura 'elopathI' meM 'elopathI' ke

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pravacana- 7 87 granthoM kI mAnyatA ko svIkAra karanA hI par3atA hai| dharma ke viSaya meM dharmagranthoM ko prAmANika mAnane hI par3egA / dharmakSetroM meM dharmagranthoM ko hI mAnya rakhanA hogA : jaise dUsare kSetroM meM manuSya manamAnI nahIM kara sakatA, vaise dharmakSetra meM bhI manamAnI nahIM cala sakatI / vijJAna ke kSetra meM siddhAnta ke AdhAra para hI prayoga kie jAte haiN| prayogasiddha siddhAnta sarvamAnya zAstra bana jAtA hai, prAmANika grantha bana jAtA hai| jisa prakAra vizva meM padArthavijJAna hai, zarIravijJAna hai, manovijJAna hai, usake prAmANika grantha haiM aura una granthoM ke AdhAra para adhyayana hotA hai, prayoga hote haiM, vaise hI eka parokSa vijJAna hai : AtmavijJAna ! pratyakSa vijJAna aura parokSa vijJAna do prakAra ke vijJAna hote haiM / pratyakSa vijJAna ke pratipAdaka granthoM ko hamaloga mAnya karane meM hicakicAte nahIM haiM / parokSa AtmavijJAna ke pratipAdaka dharmagranthoM ko mAnya karane meM kyoM hicakicAnA? jinhoMne dharma karane kA upadeza diyA hai, unhoMne ' dharma kisa prakAra karanA cAhie' yaha bhI batAyA hogA na? yaha jAne binA dharma kaise ho sakatA hai? vaha jAnane ke lie prAmANika dharmagranthoM kA sahArA lenA hI pdd'egaa| prAmANika dharmagranthoM kA sahArA lie binA Apa dharma kA AcaraNa sahI rUpa se nahIM kara sakeMge, karane jAoge dharma, ho jAegA adharma ! dekhAdekhI yA andha- anukaraNa se dharma karanevAloM ke jIvana dekho! na koI dharmacetanA kA AvirbhAva, na koI UrdhvamukhI jIvana parivartana hai| andhAnukaraNa : eka dRSTAMta : eka gA~va meM eka sAdhu munirAja pdhaare| rAjasthAna kA pichar3A huA gA~va thaa| gA~va meM kucha jaina parivAra bhI the / sAdhu - munirAja ko dekhakara unako bar3A Ananda huaa| ve upAzraya gae, munirAja ko vaMdana kiyA, bhikSA ke lie saba ghara le gae, acchI Avabhagata kI munirAja kI / munirAja ne bhI una bhaktoM ko kahA : 'zAma ko pratikramaNa karane AnA, mere sAtha pratikramaNa kI dharmakriyA krnaa|' una logoM ne kahA : 'jaise maiM karU~ vaise hI tuma karanA!' ve loga sahamata ho ge| zAma ko upAzraya meM pahu~ca ge| pratikramaNa kI kriyA zurU huii| jaise ve munirAja dharmakriyA karate haiM, unako dekha-dekhakara ve loga bhI kriyA karate haiN| mAtra kriyA karate haiM samajhate kucha nahIM ! parantu una logoM ko to kriyA karane meM bhI takalIpha ho gaI / For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-7 __ munirAja ko 'phiTa' (miragI) kA darda thA / pratikramaNa cAlU thA aura unako phiTa-miragI kA daurA pdd'aa| ve lambe hokara so gae, hAtha-paira paTakane lage, unake mu~ha se jhAga nikalane lgaa| una bhaktoM ne yaha bhI pratikramaNa kI hI kriyA hogI, aisA samajhakara ve loga bhI lambe hokara leTa gae, hAtha-paira paTakane lage; parantu mu~ha se jhAga nahIM nikala rahA thA! jaba pratikramaNa pUrA huA, munirAja ne bhaktoM se pUchA : 'kaho, jaise maiMne kiyA pratikramaNa, tumane bhI vaise hI dekha-dekhakara kiyA na?' to eka bhakta ne kahA : 'mahArAja sAhaba, saba kriyA to kI, parantu eka kriyA adhUrI raha gii|' mahArAja ne pUchA : 'kauna-sI kriyA raha gaI?' bhakta ne kahA : 'Apake mu~ha se jhAga nikalA thA, hamAre mu~ha se jhAga nahIM nikalA | hama lambe hokara so gae the, hAtha-paira bhI hamane paTake the| saba kucha kiyA thA, mAtra jhAga nahIM nikalA mu~ha se, itanI avidhi ho gii|' samajha karake dharmakriyAe~ kareM : dekhAdekhI dharmakriyA karanevAloM ne to dharmakriyA kA rUpa hI kurUpa kara diyA hai| bhale ina logoM ne pratikramaNa kI dharmakriyA kI, parantu ve loga pratikramaNa kA artha bhI nahIM jAnate hoMge! pratikramaNa karanevAloM ko 'Avazyaka sUtra' ko pramANita grantha mAnakara, usa grantha kA acchA adhyayana karake sUtra aura artha ko prApta karake, pratikramaNa kI kriyA karanI caahie| sabhA meM se : hama loga 'pratikramaNa' kA zabdArtha bhI nahIM jAnate! mahArAjazrI : isalie pratikramaNa kI kriyA karane para bhI pApoM ke prati napharata paidA nahIM huii| jIvana meM se pApAcaraNa kama nahIM ho rahe haiN| 'pApa karane jaise nahIM haiM-'yaha vicAra bhI dRr3ha nahIM huaa| pratikramaNa kI dharmakriyA kA pratipAdana karanevAle zAstra par3he binA, sune binA, samajhe binA, mAtra gatAnugatika kriyA karane se Apane kyA pAyA? rojAnA 'pratikramaNa' karanevAle loga thor3e hI mileMge | paryuSaNa mahAparva jaise pavitra dinoM meM to lAkhoM jaina strI-puruSa subaha-zAma pratikramaNa kI dharmakriyA karate haiM na? kaisI hotI hai vaha dharmakriyA? kriyA to Apa kaise bhI kara lete ho, parantu usa kriyA ko batAnevAle zAstra ke prati zraddhA aura Adara hai? yadi nahIM, to vaha kriyA 'dharma' nahIM bana sktii| jo bhI dharmAnuSThAna karanA ho, usa dharmAnuSThAna ko batAnevAle zAstroM ko hameM mAnya karanA hI hogA aura usa zAstra meM batAe anusAra hI dharmAnuSThAna karanA hogaa| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-7 89 dharma ko samajhane ke lie buddhi sUkSma cAhie : __ AcAryazrI ne vizAla aura udAra dRSTibindu se 'aviruddhAda vacanAda' kahA hai| vacana kA artha hai shaastr| koI bhI zAstra ho, kisI kA bhI banAyA huA zAstra ho, cAhie vaha aviruddha! usa zAstra meM virodha nahIM honA caahie| zAstra kI yukti samajhane ke lie aura zAstra kI parIkSA karane ke lie buddhi cAhie | sthUla buddhi nahIM, sUkSma buddhi caahie| isIlie inhIM AcAryazrI ne anyatra kahA hai : 'dharmo sUkSmabuddhigrAhyaH' dharmatattva ko samajhane ke lie sUkSma buddhi caahie| dharmagranthoM kI satyatA-asatyatA kA bheda karane ke lie sUkSma buddhi yAnI tIkSNa-nipuNa buddhi caahie| saMskRta-prAkRta bhASA kA jJAna anivArya hai : prazna : apane dharmagraMtha to saMskRta aura prAkRta bhASA meM likhe gae haiM, hameM una bhASAoM kA jJAna hI nahIM hai| hama kaise ve grantha par3ha sakate haiM? samajhane kI bAta to dUra rahI! uttara : Apako vijJAna ke uccakoTi ke grantha par3hane hoM, zarIra vijJAna ke yA bhautika vijJAna ke grantha par3hane hoM, aura ve grantha aMgrejI bhASA meM haiM, to Apa aMgrejI bhASA kA jJAna prApta karate ho yA nahIM? vaise Apako dharmagranthoM ko samajhanA hai to saMskRta aura prAkRta bhASA kA jJAna prApta karanA caahie| Aja to una granthoM ke adhyayana ke lie vizeSa saralatA ho gaI hai! kucha grantha gujarAtI aura hindI bhASA meM anUdita bhI ho gae haiN| apanI bhASA meM to par3ha sakate ho na? hai tamannA par3hane kI? yadi dharmagranthoM kI bAteM samajha nahIM sako to samajhAnevAle vidvAna sAdhupuruSa bhI milate haiM, jAo unake pAsa aura samajho! buddhi to hai Apake pAsa | buddhi ko sUkSma banAnA cAhie, tIkSNa banAnA caahie| isalie thor3A tarkazAstra kA bhI adhyayana karanA caahie| sabhA meM se : yaha to adhyayanakAla meM ho sakatA thA, aba par3hane kA samaya hI nahIM hai aura par3hane kI abhiruci bhI nahIM hai| kyA kiyA jAe? Aja kA AdamI : artha-kAma kA dAsa : __ mahArAjazrI : adhyayana kAla jinakA hai, ve bhI saMskRta-prAkRta bhASA kahA~ par3hate haiM? par3hate haiM to mAtra pAsa hone ke lie! dharmagranthoM kA adhyayana skUla ke bhASAjJAna se nahIM ho sktaa| aMgrejoM ke zAsanakAla meM saMskRta-prAkRta bhASAoM For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-7 90 kA adhyayana nahIMvat ho gyaa| adhyayana kA dhyeya mAtra arthaprApti ho gayA / manuSya arthapradhAna aura kAmapradhAna bana gayA | dharmapuruSArtha kA jIvana meM sthAna hI nahIM rahA! dekho, apane deza kI kisI bhI 'yunivarsiTI' meM dharmajJAna kI zAkhA nahIM hai! kAnUna, vijJAna, vANijya, kalA...ityAdi zAkhAe~ haiM, dharmajJAna kI zAkhA hI nahIM hai| prAdezika bhASAoM ke sAtha aMgrejI bhASA par3hAI jAtI hai, saMskRta-prAkRta bhASAoM ke prati durlakSya kiyA gayA hai| hamAre deza ke tamAma dharmoM ke grantha jyAdAtara saMskRta aura prAkRta bhASA meM haiM, ina bhASAoM ke vidvAna kitane mileMge? yadi bhASAjJAna diyA bhI jAe, to bhI par3hane kI icchAvAle kitane? saMsAra ke kisI bhI vyavasAya meM saMskRta-prAkRta bhASA kI upayogitA nahIM! dharmapuruSArtha kA lakSya nahIM! phira saMskRta-prAkRta kauna par3hegA? jIvana meM dharmapuruSArtha kI anivAryatA samajhe binA dharmagranthoM ke adhyayana kI abhiruci prakaTa nahIM hogii| samagra jIvana para artha aura kAma chA gae haiN| jIvana meM dharma kA kahA~ aura kitanA sthAna hai? dharma ko samajhe bhI nahIM ho phira sthAna kaise banegA? dharma kA svarUpa samajho, kyoMki Apake pAsa samajhane kI buddhi hai| sabhA meM se : buddhi to hai, paraMtu sUkSma buddhi nahIM hai! mahArAjazrI : buddhi hai to sUkSma banegI! sUkSma banAne kA puruSArtha karanA pdd'egaa| isalie kahatA hU~ ki tarkazAstra (laoNjika) pddh'o| parantu par3hane kI phurasata hI kisako hai? prayatna-puruSArtha kie binA to kAryasiddhi kaise hogI? sUkSma buddhi bhI nirmala honI cAhie : dUsarI bAta suna lo| buddhi sUkSma hone mAtra se bhI dharmatattva kI yathArthatA aura satyatA siddha nahIM ho sakatI hai| buddhi sUkSma honI cAhie, sAtha hI sAtha nirmala honI cAhie | dharma koI vAda-vivAda kI vastu to hai nhiiN| nirmalatA nahIM hotI hai, dharmatattva kA nirNaya karane kI jijJAsA nahIM hotI hai taba sUkSma-tIkSNa buddhi dharmakSetra meM bhI vAda-vivAda paidA kara detI hai| Aja jitane alaga-alaga paMtha aura saMpradAya dikhate haiM, ve kahA~ se nikale haiM? buddhimAnoM kI paidAiza hI to haiM! sUkSma buddhi bhI jaba durAgrahI bana jAtI hai, haThAgrahI bana jAtI hai, taba dharmakSetra meM vivAda paidA kara detI hai| manuSya ke svayaM ke jIvana meM bhI anizcitatA, caMcalatA paidA kara detI hai| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-7 91 jaina zramaNaparaMparA meM anya dharmoM ke adhyayana kI paraMparA : jaina zramaNaparaMparA ke itihAsa meM isakA eka anUThA udAharaNa milatA hai, siddharSigaNi kaa| yauvana meM siddharSi zramaNa bane the| kuzAgra buddhi thI unkii| jaina-darzana kA adhyayana karane ke bAda unhoMne bhAratIya anya SaDdarzanoM kA adhyayana kiyaa| jaina paraMparA kI yaha asAdhAraNa vizeSatA hai| jaina sAdhu-sAdhvI mAtra jaina paraMparA ke aura jaina-darzana ke hI grantha par3hate haiM, aisA nahIM hai| jo sUkSma buddhivAle sAdhu-sAdhvI hote haiM unako anya bhAratIya dharmoM kA aura darzanoM kA adhyayana bhI karAyA jAtA hai| yaha bahuta purAnI paraMparA hai| Aja bhI yaha paraMparA cala rahI hai| jainAcAryoM ne SaDdarzana kA prAmANika nirUpaNa kiyA hai| yadi khaMDana bhI kiyA hai to pUrvapakSa kI prAmANika sthApanA karake khaMDana kiyA hai| dUsarI ora dekheM to dUsare dharma ke saMnyAsI yA sAdhu jaina-darzana kA prAyaH adhyayana nahIM karate haiM, isalie ve loga jaina-darzana kI bAtoM kA prAmANika nirUpaNa nahIM kara paate| DaoN. rAdhAkRSNan jaise vizvaprasiddha dArzanika tattvaciMtaka ne 'hisTrI oNpha philosaoNphI' meM jaina-darzana ke 'anekAntavAda' ke viSaya meM prAmANika nirUpaNa nahIM kiyA hai| kyoMki unhoMne jaina-darzana kA adhyayana hI nahIM kiyA thaa| jisa prakAra zaMkarAcArya ne anekAntavAda kI paribhASA kI hai, vaisI hI rAdhAkRSNan ne kara dI hai| prazna : dUsare dharmavAle jaina-darzana kA aura bauddha-darzana kA adhyayana kyoM nahIM karate? uttara : kyoMki vedAntI loga jaina aura bauddha ko nAstika mAnate haiM | Astika aura nAstika kI unakI apanI hI alaga paribhASA hai! jo vedoM ko mAne vaha Astika, jo vedoM ko nahIM mAne vaha nAstika! nAstika darzanoM ke grantha par3hane se ve loga bacate haiN| zAyada nAstika darzana par3hakara ve nAstika bana jAe~ to! bhaya hogA mana meM! jaina paraMparA meM aisA bhaya nahIM hai| jo buddhimAna ho, tarkazAstra par3hA huA ho, satya-asatya kA tArkika bhUmikA se nirNaya kara sake vaisA ho, usako sabhI dharmoM kA adhyayana karane kI ijAjata hai| apanI vivekadRSTi khula gaI ho, phira kisI bhI dharma ke granthoM ko par3ha lo, koI burAI Apako cipakanevAlI nahIM! nirbhaya hokara pddh'o| siddharSi ko bauddha-darzana kA AkarSaNa jagA : siddharSi ne jaina dharma-darzana kA adhyayana kara liyA, usake bAda vedAntadarzana, For Private And Personal Use Only

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92 pravacana-7 bauddha-darzana Adi kA bhI adhyayana kiyaa| unakI sUkSma buddhi ko bauddha-darzana kA tarkajAla bahuta pasaMda AyA / bauddha-darzana kA adhyayana ve eka bauddha-AcArya ke pAsa jAkara kiyA karate the| bauddha-AcArya bhI siddharSi kI pAradarzI prajJA se kAphI prabhAvita the| unake mu~ha meM pAnI A gayA thA, yadi siddharSi bauddha dharma svIkAra le to! bauddhAcArya ne socA ki 'siddharSi bauddha-darzana kI bAtoM se ekadama prabhAvita hotA jA rahA hai aura bauddha dharma kI prazaMsA karane laga gayA hai|' eka dina usa AcArya ne siddharSi ko prema se, pAsa meM biThAkara kahA : 'siddharSi, tumheM bauddha dharma acchA lagatA hai na?' siddharSi ne kahA : 'hA~, mujhe bauddha dharma-darzana kI bAteM kAphI buddhigamya lagatI haiN|' 'to phira tuma satya ko svIkAra kara lo na? bauddha saMgha tumhArA svAgata karegA | tuma bauddha dharma ke mahAna AcArya bana sakate ho| duniyA ko tathAgata kA nirvANamArga batalA sakate ho|' ___ bauddha-AcArya kI premapUrNa bAtoM ne siddharSi ko moha liyaa| unake mana meM AyA : 'mujhe jainadharma se bhI bauddha dharma jyAdA tarkasaMgata aura buddhigamya lagatA hai, buddha kA madhyamamArga zreSTha lagatA hai, to phira bauddha dharma mujhe aMgIkAra kara hI lenA caahie| parantu mere guru kA isa taraha vizvAsaghAta karake mujhe yahA~ nahIM raha jAnA cAhie | maiM apane gurudeva ke pAsa jAkara, unase mere mana kI bAta batAkara, yahA~ A jAU~gA aura bauddha dharma aMgIkAra kruuNgaa|' aisA socakara unhoMne bauddha-AcArya ko apane vicAra batA die | bauddha-AcArya bhI bar3e buddhimAna the! unhoMne socA : 'siddharSi jAkara jainAcArya se bauddha dharma kI bAta karegA, bauddha dharma svIkAra karane kI bAta karegA, taba jainAcArya anekAntavAda ke akATya tarkoM se bauddha-darzana kA khaMDana kregaa| isako ve tarka pasaMda A jAyeMge, phira vaha jainadharma ko zreSTha mAnane lgegaa|' aisA socakara bauddhAcArya ne kahA : 'dekho siddharSi, tuma bhale apane jainAcArya se bAta karo, ve bhI jaina-darzana ke tarkoM se tumheM prabhAvita kara sakate haiN| usa samaya tumheM jaina dharma hI zreSTha laga sakatA hai| yadi tumheM bauddha dharma svIkAranA nahIM ho, to bhI tuma yahA~ Akara mujhe kaha jAnA...!' siddharSi vApasa jainAcArya ke pAsa Ate haiM : siddharSi kA hRdaya sarala thaa| unhoMne bauddha-AcArya kI bAta mAna lI aura apane gurudeva ke pAsa ge| gurudeva ko unhoMne bauddha darzana ke tarka batAe aura bauddha dharma kI zreSThatA btaaii| gurudeva ne zAnta citta se suna lI sArI baateN| jarA bhI gussA nahIM AyA, jarA bhI vAtsalya kama nahIM huA gurudeva kA! hA~, For Private And Personal Use Only

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93 pravacana-7 yaha bahuta bar3I bAta hai hamAre zramaNa saMgha meN| apanA ziSya dUsare dharma kI prazaMsA kare, dUsare dharma ko zreSTha kahe, yaha kaise sahana ho sake? AgababUlA ho jAe, yadi Aja aisI ghaTanA bana jAe to! siddharSi ke guru mahAna jJAnI aura sthitaprajJa jaise the| eka tIvra buddhimAna ziSya ke mana meM bauddha darzana ke tarka halacala paidA kara sakate haiM, yaha bAta ve acchI taraha jAnate the| tIvra buddhivAloM ko tarka se aura prema se hI samajhAyA jA sakatA hai| gussA karane se aura tiraskAra karane se to aise ziSya vidrohI manavAle bana jAte haiN| mAtra pUrvapakSa sunakara hI Aveza meM A jAnevAle vidvAna, zreSTha uttarapakSa sthApita nahIM kara skte| siddharSi vAstava meM mahAna bhAgyazAlI the ki unako aise bahumukhI pratibhAvAle guru mile the| yadi aise guru nahIM milate to jaina paraMparA ko siddharSi jaise mahAn vidvAn sAdhupuruSa nahIM milte| __gurudeva ne siddharSi kI bAteM suniiN| phira eka-eka bAta lekara akATya tarkoM se una bAtoM kA saphAyA kara diyA! siddharSi to cakita raha gae! 'oha! jaina-darzana ke tarka bhI gajaba ke haiM, bauddha-darzana to isake Age kucha nahIM hai!' unhoMne apane gurudeva se kahA : 'gurudeva, jaina-darzana zreSTha hai| aba maiM bauddha dharma svIkAranA nahIM cAhatA, parantu mujhe apanA yaha nirNaya bauddhAcArya ko batAne jAnA pdd'egaa|' ___ gurudeva ne inakAra nahIM kiyaa| unako bhaya nahIM thA ziSya ke cale jAne kA! 'aba yaha jAegA aura phira bauddha-AcArya ne tarkajAla meM pha~sA diyA to?' gurudeva nizciMta the| unako vizvAsa thA siddharSi para ki 'yaha mujhe sUcita kie binA vahA~ nahIM raha jaaegaa| vahA~ kI bAtoM se prabhAvita hogA to bhI mujhe nivedana karegA hI aura mere pAsa Ane ke bAda maiM usako vApasa samhAla luuNgaa|' siddharSi Ae bauddhAcArya ke pAsa : aisA hI huaa| siddharSi bauddhAcArya ke pAsa ge| unhoMne bauddhAcArya ko jaina dharma kI zreSThatA ko siddha karanevAle tarka die / bauddhAcArya ne prati tarka dekara bauddha dharma kI zreSThatA siddha kara dii| tarkapriya siddharSi ko ve tarka pasanda A ge| punaH ve apane dharmAcArya ke pAsa ge| bauddhAcArya ne jo tarka die the ve unako sunaaye| jainAcArya ne una tarkoM kA khaMDana kiyA aura jainadharma kI zreSThatA siddha kI! siddharSi ko ye tarka akATya lage! siddharSi kI sUkSma buddhi bhI caMcala ho gii| ikkIsa bAra ve isa prakAra bauddhAcArya aura jainAcArya ke pAsa Ae, ge| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 7 siddharSi 'lalitavistarA' par3hate haiM : Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 94 jaba ikkIsavIM bAra siddharSi apane gurudeva ke pAsa Ae, gurudeva ne unase vAda-vivAda nahIM kiyA, tarka kA jAla nahIM bichaayaa| apane Asana para eka dharmagrantha chor3akara ve bAhara cale gae / siddharSi ne socA : 'gurudeva ko vApasa lauTane meM eka ghaMTA laga jAegA, kyA karU~?' unhoMne gurudeva ke Asana para par3e hue dharmagrantha ko uThAyA aura par3hane lge| usa grantha kA nAma thA 'llitvistraa'| 'namotthuNaM' sUtra para likhI huI vivecanA thI / likhanevAle kauna the? ye the mahAna AcArya haribhadrasUrijI ! jinhoMne 'dharmabindu' graMtha kI racanA kI hai| siddharSi 'lalitavistarA' ko par3hate hI cale gaye / gurudeva ne jAna-bUjhakara vApasa lauTane meM derI kii| unakA pakkA anumAna thA ki siddharSi 'lalitavistarA' ko par3hegA hI / jyoM-jyoM ve 'lalitavistarA' par3hate gae, dharmatattva kI yathArthatA kA bodha hotA gayA / 'jinavacana' yathArthatA para zraddhA dRr3ha hotI gaI / usa dharmagraMtha ke sahAre unakI buddhi ko, mana ko, antarAtmA ko samAdhAna prApta hotA gyaa| unhoMne parama saMtoSa pAyA / 'jinavacana hI zreSTha hai' - aisI pratIti ho gii| siddharSi jaina-darzana meM sthira hue : jaba gurudeva vApasa lauTe, siddharSi unake caraNoM meM gira gae, A~khoM meM se A~sU bahate cle| gurudeva ne siddharSi ko gale lgaayaa| siddharSi ne kahA : 'gurudeva! Apane mujha para parama karuNA kI hai| apAra dhairya se Apane mujhe samhAlA hai| ApakA yaha anaMta upakAra hai mujha pr...|' isake bAda siddharSi ne jo 'upamitibhavaprapaMca kathA' likhI hai, vizva kA advitIya upanaya-graMtha hai vaha / Apa par3hanA kabhI usa graMtha ko / For Private And Personal Use Only kucha samajhe isa ghaTanA meM se? 'lalitavistarA' ne siddharSi ko jinavacana ke prati pUrNa zraddhAvAna banA diyA / unakA jIvana dharmamaya bana gayA / caritradharma kI ArAdhanA se unhoMne jIvana saphala banA diyA / 'jinavacana aviruddha hai- 'isakA nirNaya karanA hai to sUkSma buddhi cAhie / yadi nirNaya nahIM karanA hai to vizvAsa kara lo ki jinavacana aviruddha hI hotA hai / jinameM rAga nahIM aura dveSa nahIM aise vItarAga sarvajJa paramAtmA kA vacana viruddha ho hI nahIM sakatA, aisA vizvAsa kara lo| rAgI aura dveSI manuSya ke vacana vizvasanIya nahIM bana sakate / hA~, atyaMta mahattva kI bAta batAtA hU~ yaha /

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pravacana- 7 rAgI-dveSI kA tarka bhI kutarka : Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 95 Ajakala rAgI-dveSI manuSyoM kI bAtoM para Apa loga jyAdA vizvAsa kara rahe haiN| bhale Apake sAMsArika kSetra meM Apako vizvAsa karanA ho, Apa jAno, para Atma-kalyANa ke kSetra meM, pAralaukika aura parokSa tattvoM ke viSaya meM rAgI aura dveSI manuSyoM kI tarkayukta bAteM bhI mAnI nahIM jA sktii| kyoMki ve tarka bhI kutarka hote haiN| kutarka ke jAla bhI aise gU~the jAte haiM ki thor3e samaya ke lie satya bhI hAra jAya ! mere khayAla se to Apa logoM ko isa prapaMca meM pha~sanA hI nahIM caahie| vAda aura prativAda se pAralaukika aura pAramArthika tattvoM kA nirNaya nahIM kiyA jA sakatA / yadi aise tarka-prati tarka se tattvanirNaya hotA to kabhI kA sarvasammata tattvanirNaya ho jaataa| parantu nahIM huA / tattvajJAna ke lie idhara-udhara mata bhaTako : Apa logoM ko yadi dharma kI ArAdhanA karanI hai, ArAdhanA karane ke lie dharma kA svarUpa jAnanA hai, to idhara-udhara bhaTakane kI AvazyakatA hI nahIM hai| Apako paramAtmA jinezvaradeva kA dharmazAsana milA hai| sarvajJa vItarAga paramAtmA kA dharmazAsana milA hai| Apa isa dharmazAsana ke tattvoM ko samajhane kA prayatna kreN| For Private And Personal Use Only ghora ajJAna ke ghanaghora aMdhakAra ko miTAnevAlA kitanA apUrva tattvajJAna detA hai jainazAsana! antarAtmA ke kleza, saMtApa aura viSAda saba miTa jAte haiM isa tattvajJAna se| paraspara virodhI vicAroM meM bhI sAmaMjasya sthApita karanevAlA 'anekAntavAda' par3ho! apane - apane mantavyoM ko dRr3hatA se pradarzita karanevAle nayavAda kA adhyayana kro| samagra jIvasRSTi kA paricaya karAnevAlA jIvavijJAna pddh'o| nau tattvoM kI sarvAMgasampUrNa vyavasthA smjho| jo tattvajJAna Apako saralatA se mila sakatA hai, usake prati Apa dhyAna dete nahIM aura idhara-udhara kA tattvajJAna pAne daur3ate ho, dhyAna rakhanA, gumarAha ho jAoge / prazna : jahA~ acchA sunane ko mile vahA~ to jA sakate haiM na? uttara : acchA kisako kahate ho ? sunane meM maz2A A jAya, vaha acchA? sunane meM Ananda A jAya, vaha acchA ? acchA kyA aura burA kyA, isakA bheda karanA AtA hai? Upara se acchA laganevAlA kabhI bhItara se burA hotA hai, yaha jAnate ho? jaharamizrita laDDU choTe bacce ko acchA lagatA hai, kyoMki vaha laDDU dekhatA hai, usako jahara nahIM dikhatA hai| dharma kI bAtoM meM bhI aisA hotA hai / Upara se to lage dharma kI bAta, bhItara meM ho adharma kI bAta ! hA~, Apa samajhadAra

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pravacana- 7 96 vivekI bana jAo...phira cintA nahIM / vivekabuddhi mahattvapUrNa vastu hai / aisI vivekabuddhi jaba taka jAgrata na ho taba taka idhara-udhara sunane mata jAyA kro| idhara-udhara kA sAhitya bhI mata pddh'o| anyathA ulajha jAoge / jahA~ AtmA kA prazna hai, paraloka kA prazna hai, vahA~ ulajhana nahIM caahie| vahA~ to spaSTatA caahie| rAstA sApha dikhanA cAhie / paramAtmA jinezvara deva kA zAsana, Atma-kalyANa kA spaSTa rAstA dikhAtA hai / parantu zAsana ko samajhanA par3egA, isalie dharmagranthoM kA zravaNa - adhyayana aura cintana-manana karanA hogA / AcAryazrI dharma kA svarUpa samajhA rahe haiM, usameM ve kaha rahe haiM ki aviruddha zAstra ke anusAra jo pravRtti hotI hai usako dharma kahate haiN| dharmapravRtti kI prAmANikatA dharmazAstra para nirbhara karatI hai| vItarAgasarvajJapraNIta zAstra hI prAmANika mAne jA sakate haiM / aprAmANika banAnevAle hote haiM rAga, dveSa aura moha ! asat pravRtti karAnevAle bhI ye hI rAga vagairaha hote haiM / rAga-dveSa va ajJAna khataranAka hai : rAga pakSapAta karavAtA hai| dveSa dUsaroM ke prati tiraskAra karavAtA hai| dUsare sahI hoM, phira bhI dveSa usa satya ko svIkAra nahIM karane detA hai / apanI galata bAta ho, parantu rAga galata ko bhI sahI siddha karane detA hai / apanI galata bAta ho, parantu rAga galata ko bhI sahI siddha karane kA prayatna karavAtA hai| moha yAnI ajJAna | ajJAna to sabhI doSoM kA udbhavasthAna hai / AtmA ke ajJAna se hI jIva duHkhI hote haiM saMsAra meN| jina logoM meM rAga-dveSa aura moha bharA ho, unakI bAta vizvasanIya nahIM ho sakatI, kyoMki ve galata bAta bhI batA sakate haiM / marici ne usa rAjakumAra kapila ko gumarAha kara diyA thA na ? jaba rAjakumAra ne marici se pUchA ki 'Apake pAsa dharma nahIM hai? Apa mujhe kyoM apanA ziSya nahIM banAte ? Apa kyoM mujhe bhagavAna RSabhadeva ke zramaNoM ke pAsa bhejate ho?' usa samaya marici ne kyA socA thA ? unakA socanA rAgadazA se raMgA huA thaa| 'maiM bImAra hU~, bhagavAna ke sAdhu merI sevA karate nahIM, mujhe eka ziSya kI AvazyakatA hai| yaha rAjakumAra merA ziSya bana sakatA hai| mujhe jaisA cAhie vaisA ziSya milA hai|' yo ziSyarAga se prerita hokara marici ne kahA : 'kapila, dharma jaise RSabhadeva ke zramaNoM ke pAsa hai vaise mere pAsa bhI hai / ' jaba ki vAstava meM marici zramaNa nahIM thA, zramaNapana usane tyAga diyA thA, phira bhI rAgadazA ne asatya bolane ko prerita kiyA / For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 7 97 marici ne to asatya bhASaNa karake apanI adhogati kI, parantu kapila ko bhI gumarAha kiyA / isalie AcAryadeva kahate haiM ki vItarAga sarvajJa paramAtmA kA vacana hI vizvasanIya hai / vItarAga ko asatya bolane kA koI prayojana hI nahIM rhtaa| na hotA hai rAga aura na hotA hai dveSa ! phira ve mithyAbhASaNa kyoM kareMge ? Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dharmAnuSThAna kI pahalI zarta yaha hai ki vaha dharmAnuSThAna aviruddha zAstra ke anusAra honA cAhie / aviruddha zAstra, usakA pramANa honA caahie| manaHkalpita anuSThAna dharma nahIM khlaaegaa| jinapraNIta zAstroM ko pramANabhUta mAnakara, una zAstroM kI AjJA ke anusAra ApakI tyAga aura svIkAra kI pravRtti honI cAhie / dharmazAstroM kA jJAna prApta karanA hI hogA : kyoM ye sArI bAteM sunakara stabdha ho gae ? dharma kA prabhAva sunakara to mu~ha meM pAnI A gayA thA! dharma se milanevAle uttama phala kI bAta sunakara prasanna ho gae the! aba kyoM DhIle par3a rahe ho? to kyA jaise-taise, manamAne DhaMga se Apa jo kriyAe~ karate ho, anuSThAna karate ho, usako dharma mAnate ho? aura aise dharma kA phala svarga aura mokSa mAnate ho aisI dharmazAstranirakSepa dharmakriyAoM se yaha phala nahIM mila sakatA / dharmazAstroM ke anusAra dharmakriyAe~, dharmAnuSThAna karane hoNge| isalie dharmazAstroM kA jJAna prApta karanA pdd'egaa| itanA hI nahIM, dUsarI bAtoM ko bhI dhyAna meM lenA par3egA, jo AcAryadeva isa grantha meM batA rahe haiN| Apa zAnti se suneM, ina bAtoM para vicAra kareM aura dharma kA svarUpa acchI taraha samajheM / Aja, basa itanA hI / * For Private And Personal Use Only

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BUDHIHIE pravacana-8 * paramAtmapUjana karake Apa (1) du:khoM ke bhaya se mukta hue ho? (2) guNavAna puruSoM ke prati adveSI bane ho? (3) pavitra kAryoM meM hamezA pravRttizIla rahe ho? anya vyaktiyoM kI pragati-unnati dekhakara khuza honevAle loga / bahuta kama hote haiN| IrSyA se prerita hokara vyakti galata va jhUThI AkSepabAjI meM utara jAtA hai| . bhaya evaM pralobhana para saMpUrNatayA aMkuza rakhe bagaira sAdhu bhI smazAna yA nirjana meM rAtrinivAsa nahIM kara sakate phira sAdhvI to kaise kara sakatI hai? . 'jahA sukkhaM' jaina zramaNaparaMparA kA anUThA evaM anupama sUtra hai| kitanA suMdara bhAva hai isa sUtra kA! samajhAnA thA utanA samajhA diyA...phira bhI Apa nahIM mAnate ho 'Apako sukha ho vaisA karo' apanI bAta nahIM mAnanevAle ke lie bhI sukha kI hI kAmanA! * pravacana : 8 yAkinImahattarAsunu mahAna zrutadhara AcAryadeva zrI haribhadrasUrijI 'dharmabindu' grantha meM dharma kA svarUpa samajhA rahe haiM : vacanAdyadanuSThAnamaviruddhAdyathoditam / maitryAdibhAvasaMyuktaM taddharma iti kIrtyate / / koI bhI kriyA, koI bhI anuSThAna, saphalatA kI dRSTi se kiyA jAtA hai| icchita pariNAma pAne kI dRSTi se kiyA jAtA hai| kisI bhI kArya ko saphalatA tabhI prApta hotI hai jaba vaha kArya ThIka usI prakAra kiyA jAya ki jisa prakAra honA caahie| kArya karane kI paddhati vagairaha kI hameM jAnakArI nahIM hotI hai to usa kArya ke vizeSajJa ke pAsa cale jAte haiM aura saMpUrNa jAnakArI prApta karate haiN| usa jAnakArI ke anusAra kArya karate haiM, tabhI saphalatA prApta hotI hai| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-8 vakIla kA kahA mAnate ho to phira jJAnI kA kyoM nahIM? : mAna lo ki Apa koI mAmale meM ulajha gae, Apako korTa meM jAnA pdd'aa| Apako jJAna nahIM hai ki jaja ke sAmane kyA bolanA, kaise bolnaa| Apa cAhate ho ki Apa nirdoSa siddha ho jAya~ aura ulajhana se chuTakArA pA leN| Apa kisake pAsa jAoge? sabhA meM se : vakIla ke pAsa! mahArAjazrI : kyoMki korTa ke mAmale meM Apa vakIla ko prAmANika mAnate ho / vakIla ApakA kesa letA hai, samajhatA hai aura korTa meM Apako kaise bolanA, vagairaha batAtA hai| jaise vaha kahatA hai vaise hI Apa korTa meM bolate ho na? sabhA meM se : vaise hI bolanA par3atA hai, anyathA kAma bigar3a jAe! mahArAjazrI : ApakI dRSTi kAryasiddhi kI hotI hai| Apa mAnate ho ki kesa jItane ke lie vakIla ke kahe anusAra hI bolanA hogA, calanA hogA...vagairaha | dharmAnuSThAna, dharmakriyA ke viSaya meM bhI ApakI yaha dRSTi khula jAya to kAma siddha ho jAya, naiyA pAra laga jAya! 'yathoditaM anuSThAnam' dharma banatA hai! jisa prakAra anuSThAna karane ko kahA gayA hai zAstroM meM, usa prakAra anuSThAna kiyA jAya to vaha anuSThAna dharma kahalA sakatA hai| dharmagranthoM meM saba prakAra ke anuSThAna batAe gae haiN| ve anuSThAna kaba karane cAhie, kitane samaya meM karane cAhie, kisa prakAra karane cAhie...vagairaha vistAra se batAyA gayA hai| socanA yaha hai ki dharma se hameM kAryasiddhi karanI hai yA nahIM? kAryasiddhi kI jahA~ tamannA hotI hai vahA~ hama saba kucha karane ko tatpara ho jAte haiN| eka bhAI the, mere paricita the| 'grejyueTa' the| dharmasthAna aura dharmaguruoM se paricaya nahIM thaa| paise ThIka ThIka kamAte the| patnI bhI anukUla milI thii| zarIra nirogI thaa| saba kAma ThIka cala rahe the| usa samaya ve kahate the : 'maiM dharmakriyAe~ karane meM nahIM mAnatA, yaha kriyA isa prakAra karanI cAhie aura isa prakAra nahIM karanI cAhie, dharma ke viSaya meM aise baMdhana nahIM hone cAhie... aisI to ve kaI bAteM krte| parantu eka dina unakI patnI ko koI vyaMtara yA bhUta laga gyaa| patnI kA svAthya bigar3ane lgaa| ve mahAzaya ciMtita ho ge| DaoNkTaroM kI davAiyoM se koI phAyadA nahIM huaa| hakImoM ke ilAja kAmiyAba nahIM bne| kisI ne rAya dI : 'tuma amuka pIra kI daragAha para jAo, vahA~ phakIra jaise kahe vaise krnaa|' ye bhAI cale gae udhara! patnI ko nirogI aura svastha karane kA lakSya thA, tamannA thI, kahIM bhI jAne ko taiyAra the, kucha bhI For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-8 100 karane ko taiyAra the| jo-jo kriyA-anuSThAna karane par3e, karane kI taiyArI thii| jaise phakIra ne anuSThAnAdi karane ko kahA, una mahAzaya ne saba kucha kiyaa| dharmakriyA meM vidhi kA Adara karanA jarUrI hai : dharmakriyA jisa prakAra karanI cAhie, usa prakAra kyoM nahIM karate? dharmAnuSThAna se koI kAryasiddhi karane kI tamannA hI nahIM hai| isalie jaise-taise manacAhe DhaMga se dharmakriyAe~ karate haiN| vaha bhI isalie ki 'aisI bhI pramAdayukta dharmakriyA karane se, puNyakarma baMdhatA hai... aisA kahIM se suna liyA hai! aise kucha udAharaNa suna lie haiM, basa, Apa vizvasta ho ge| Asana, mudrA, kAla, zuddhi, kSetra ityAdi bAtoM kA lakSya rakhe binA bhI dharmakriyA karane laga gae! usameM saMtoSa bhI kara liyA! kucha ahaMkAra bhI kara liyA! sahI bAta hai na? avidhi aura abahumAna se kI huI dharmakriyAoM para bhI abhimAna! 'maiMne itanI dharmakriyAe~ kiiN|' yaha mithyA abhimAna hai| mata karo abhimAna, anyathA DUba jAoge bhavasAgara meN| vidhi kI upekSA vidhi ke prati anAdara hai| yaha upekSA aura anAdara zatrutA hai dharmakriyAoM ke prati / paramAtmA ke maMdira meM jAte ho na? paramAtmA ke prati prIti aura bhakti se prerita hokara jAte ho? paramAtmA ke prati prema hai to unake maMdira ke prati bhI Adara honA svAbhAvika hai| kaise jAte ho maMdira? kisa samaya? kaise vastra pahanakara? kyA lekara? paramAtmA ke darzana-pUjana kI vidhi kA jJAna prApta kiyA hai kyA? maMdira meM kaise khar3e rahanA, kaise baiThanA, kaise bolanA, kaise maMdira se bAhara nikalanA...vagairaha kA jJAna liyA hai? dharmakriyA meM ullAsa kaba paidA hogA? : sabhA meM se : hameM to aisA koI jJAna nahIM! yoM hI cale jAte haiM maMdira! mahArAjazrI : itane bar3e hue aura itane varSoM se maMdira jAte ho, phira bhI jJAna prApta nahIM kiyA...duHkha kI bAta hai| aba ApakI bAta samajha meM AtI hai ki maMdira meM jAne para bhI hRdaya zuSka kyoM banA rahatA hai? bhAvollAsa kyoM prakaTa nahIM hotA hai? paramAtmA kA darzana eka anuSThAna hai| paramAtmapUjana eka anuSThAna hai| anuSThAna yAnI kriyA / usa anuSThAna ko 'dharma' banAne ke lie 'yathoditaM' yAnI jisa prakAra vaha anuSThAna karane kA jJAnI puruSoM ne kahA hai usa prakAra karanA hogA | usa prakAra karane ke lie Apake mana meM koI kAryasiddhi kA dhyeya honA For Private And Personal Use Only

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101 pravacana-8 caahie| vizvAsa honA cAhie ki 'isa anuSThAna se merI kAryasiddhi avazya hogii|' hai na vizvAsa? kAryasiddhi kA dhyeya hai na? kauna-sA kArya siddha karanA hai? sukha pAnA hai yA zuddhi pAnA hai? jJAnI puruSoM ne, anubhavI puruSoM ne batAyA hai ki paramAtmapUjana se citta kI vyAkulatA dUra hotI hai aura apUrva prasannatA prApta hotI hai| vItarAga ke pUjana se rAga-dveSa ke tUphAna zAnta hote haiN| isase citta prasanna banatA hai| koI bhaya nahIM, koI vihvalatA nhiiN| banAnA hai aisA citta? honA hai nirbhaya? paramAtmapUjana se avazya yaha kArya ho sakatA hai| lakSya nizcita karake dharmakriyA karo : bhautika sukhoM ke pIche pAgala mata bno| indriyoM ke viSayasukhoM meM mata ulajha jaao| vaiSayika sukhoM meM to ghora azAnti aura saMtApa hI milanevAlA hai| vaiSayika sukhoM kI vAsanA ko vItarAga bhakti ke dvArA jalAkara bhasma kara do| lakSya kA nirdhAraNa karanA hI hogaa| usa lakSya kI siddhi ke lie jAo paramAtmA ke mandira meN| darzana-pUjana kI vidhi ke prati Adara hogA hii| paramAtmA ko apanA parama priyatama mAno, unakI zaraNa le lo| a~catI hai merI bAta? yadi merI yaha bAta a~cegI to paramAtmapUjana kA anuSThAna 'dharma' bana jaaegaa| anyathA anuSThAna mAtra anuSThAna hI rahegA | phAlatU kriyA banI rhegii| koI vizeSa lAbha nahIM aisI kriyAoM se| Apa loga saMsAra meM jagaha-jagaha vidhi kA pAlana karate ho yA nahIM? vyApAra karanA hai to 'lAyasensa' lete haiM na? 'selaTaiksa' naMbara lete ho na? 'inkamaTaiksa' kA 'phaoNrma' bharate ho na? kitanI laMbI-caur3I vidhi hotI hai ina saba meM? para Apa karate ho! pasaMda na bhI ho, to bhI karate ho| kyoMki Apako vyApAra karanA hai, paisA kamAnA hai / lakSya hai, dhyeya hai, kucha pAne kI prabala icchA hai| idhara dharma ke viSaya meM bhI yahI bAta hai| kucha pAne kI prabala icchA jAgrata hone para vidhi ke prati anAdara, tiraskAra yA aruci nahIM rahegI, parantu Adara aura abhiruci jAgrata hogii| anuSThAna ko ThIka rUpa se samajha kara yadi karoge to samaya, Asana, mudrA Adi kA pAlana karoge hii| paramAtmA kI pUjA kaba karate ho Apa? ___ 'isa anuSThAna meM kauna-sA samaya apekSita hai, yaha vicAra honA cAhie | 'mujhe paramAtmapUjana karanA hai, parantu mujhe to subaha kA hI samaya milatA hai, For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-8 102 dopahara meM mujhe samaya nahIM hai| bhAI, apanA mana pavitra cAhie, paramAtmA kA pUjana kisI bhI samaya kara lo...!' Aja aisI mUrkhatApUrNa bAteM karanevAle buddhimAna jyAdA dikhate haiN| aise loga saMsAra meM sarvatra samaya kI pAbaMdI samajhate haiM, dharma ke viSaya meM ve samayAtIta bana jAte haiM! kyoMki aise logoM ko dharmakriyA mAtra dikhAve ke lie athavA kisI ke Agraha se karane kI hotI hai| hRdaya meM nahIM hotA hai paramAtmA ke prati prema yA bhakti kA bhAva | apanI anukUlatA se dharmAnuSThAna karane vAloM meM jyAdAtara prIti-bhakti kA abhAva hI dikhegA | bambaI jaise bar3e nagaroM meM to aba sUryodaya se bhI pUrva bhakta loga mandira meM pahuMcakara pUjana karane lagate haiM! na pUjanapaddhati kA jJAna, na bhaktibhAva kA ullAsa / 'vahI raphtAra beDhaMgI', vahI gatAnugatikatA! paramAtmapUjana meM na ekAgratA, na prasannatA, na pavitratA! jaise gae the mandira meM, vaise hI nikale mandira se kore ke kore | kahate haiM ki 'kucha puNya to kamAte hoMge ye loga?' kamAne do unako puNya | kamAte hoMge puNya, parantu pApa to kamAte hI haiN| avidhi aura anAdara se pApakarma baMdhate hI haiN| pApa-puNya kI bAta abhI jAne deM, isa jIvana para paramAtmapUjana ke zreSTha dharmAnuSThAna kA kyA prabhAva par3A? 1. duHkhoM ke bhaya se mukta bane? 2. guNavAna puruSoM ke prati adveSI bane? 3. dharmAnuSThAnoM meM, pavitra kAryoM meM hamezA ullasita bane? yadi Apa vidhipUrvaka 'yathoditaM' paramAtmapUjA karate raho to ye tIna prabhAva Apake jIvana para avazya pdd'eNge| mujhe isa viSaya meM mahAmaMtrI pethar3azAha ke jIvana kA eka prasaMga yAda AtA hai| mAlavadeza ke yazasvI mahAmaMtrI paramAtmA jinezvaradeva ke parama upAsaka the| mahAmaMtrI pethar3azAha kA paramAtmapUjana : unake jIvanacaritra meM mahattvapUrNa dharmAnuSThAna paramAtmapUjana kA hI par3hane ko milatA hai| jabaki unake jIvana meM apUrva guNasamRddhi ke darzana hote haiN| isase yaha phalita hotA hai ki eka bhI dharmAnuSThAna vidhipUrvaka, AdarapUrvaka aura bhAvapUrNa hRdaya se kiyA jAtA hai to usakA aparimeya prabhAva jIvana para par3atA hai| hamezA madhyAhnakAla meM paramAtmapUjA kiyA karate the| __ pUjana kA samaya bhI madhyAhna hI hai| snAnAdi se zarIrazuddhi kara, zuddha aura svaccha vastra pahanakara, pUjana kI yathocita sAmagrI lekara ve paramAtmamaMdira jAte For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 8 103 the| 'nisIhi bolakara praveza karanA, paramAtmA ko tIna pradakSiNA denA, tIna bAra praNAma karanA, aMgapUjA aura agrapUjA karanA, bhAvapUjA meM pravRtta hone ke lie uttarIya vastra ke chaura se jamIna kA pramArjana karanA, paramAtmamUrti ke sanmukha hI dRSTi sthApita karanA, sUtrapATha kA zuddha uccAraNa karanA, sUtra ke artha aura bhAva meM apane mana ko jor3anA, paramAtma-stavana meM lIna - tallIna ho jAnA, 'prArthanAsUtra' ke mAdhyama se mArgAnusAritA se nirvANa taka mA~ga lenA aura hRdaya meM adbhuta bhAvollAsa bharakara vApasa ghara lauTanA, yaha unakA pratidina kA dharmAnuSThAna thA / mAnanA hI par3egA ki isa pavitra dharmAnuSThAna kA hI prabhAva thA ki ve kabhI duHkhoM meM ghabarAe nahIM, dIna bane nahIM / duHkha aura saMkaTa to pratyeka manuSya ke jIvana meM Ate haiM, parantu bahuta thor3e dhIra aura vIra puruSa hote haiM ki jo duHkha Ane para dIna nahIM banate, saMkaTa Ane para rote nahIM / paramAtmazraddhA jinakI AtmA ke pradeza-pradeza meM phaila gaI ho unako bhaya kisa bAta kA? ve to abhaya hote haiM aura dUsaroM ko abhaya karate haiN| mahAmaMtrI pethar3azAha aise hI dhIra-vIra mahApuruSa the| ve nirbhaya the| guNavAnoM ke prati AdaravAle the aura apane ucita kartavyoM ke pAlana meM nitya ullasita the| kabhI kisI dharmAnuSThAna meM Alasya nahIM, pramAda nahIM yA thakAna nahIM / paramAtmapUjana ke vidhivat dharmAnuSThAna kA yaha prabhAva thA, yaha bAta mata bhuulnaa| alabattA, vidhi unake lie sahajasvAbhAvika bana gaI thI / unako yaha vicAra bhI nahIM AtA hogA ki 'mujhe aisI aisI vidhi kA pAlana karanA hai!' ve paramAtmA kI mUrti ke mAdhyama se paramAtmA ke hI darzana karate hoNge| anyathA itanI tallInatA pASANa kI mUrti meM kaise saMbhava ho sakatI hai? jaba pethar3azAha paramAtmA kI puSpapUjA karate the, taba itane tallIna bana jAte ki pAsa meM Akara kauna khar3A hai, kauna baiThA hai, usakA bhI unako dhyAna nahIM rahatA thaa| mAMDavagar3ha kA rAjA thA jayasiMha, usakA eka nAma zrIrAma bhI milatA hai kathA-granthoM meN| dUsare kucha IrSyAlu rAjapuruSoM ne pethar3azAha ke viruddha rAjA ke kAna bhara diye / rAjA ko mahAmaMtrI para dRr3ha vizvAsa thA / una vidveSI logoM ne rAjA se kahA : 'mahArAjA, Apa bhale pethar3azAha para vizvAsa karate raho, parantu pethar3azAha to Apako padabhraSTa kara, rAjasiMhAsana para baiThanA cAhatA hai|' rAjA ne pUchA : 'isa bAta kA sabUta kyA hai tumhAre pAsa ? tumhAre kahane mAtra se maiM aisI bAta nahIM mAna sakatA / ' For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 8 pethar3azAha ke viruddha sAjiza : Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 104 rAjA jayasiMha buddhimAna thA / vaha samajhatA thA ki pethar3azAha kI kIrti dina-pratidina bar3ha rahI hai, rAjya kI prajA kA pethar3azAha ke prati apAra sneha bar3ha rahA hai, isase dUsare rAjapuruSoM meM IrSyA paidA huI hai| dUsare kI unnati dekhakara, dUsare kA vikAsa dekhakara prasanna honevAle manuSya kama hote haiM saMsAra meN| IrSyA se prerita manuSya mithyA Aropa mar3hane ko taiyAra hotA hai / yazakIrti ke zikhara se girAne ke lie vaha apanA prayatna karatA rahatA hai / rAjA ne rAjapuruSoM kI bAta suna lii| rAjapuruSoM ne kahA : 'mahArAjA, mahAmaMtrI paramAtmA ke pUjana ke nimitta madhyAhna ke samaya mandira jAte haiM, vahA~ dUsare zatrurAjAoM se milate haiM aura Apake viruddha SaDyaMtra racA jAtA hai| Apa mahAmaMtrI para itanA jyAdA vizvAsa nahIM kareM / ' For Private And Personal Use Only rAjA ko ina rAjapuruSoM kI bAtoM se mahAmaMtrI kI niSThA meM jarA bhI saMdeha nahIM aayaa| rAjapuruSoM ko vidA kara, rAjA ne madhyAhna ke samaya usa jinamaMdira jAne kA soca liyA, jisa maMdira meM mahAmaMtrI pUjana karane pratidina jAyA karate the| jaba ve maMdira pahu~ce, unhoMne maMdira meM jAkara jo dRzya dekhA, unako harSa se romAMca ho gayA, A~kheM harSAzru se gIlI ho gii| maMdira meM prazamarasa se paripUrNa paramAtmA kI sundara pratimA thI / pratimA ke sAmane mahAmaMtrI pethar3azAha apramatta aura ekAgra hokara baiThe the aura puSpapUjA kara rahe the| paramAtmA ko sugaMdhita puSpoM se sajA rahe the| pethar3azAha ke pAsa eka AdamI puSpoM kA thAla lekara baiThA thA, vaha puSpoM ko anukrama se jamAtA thA aura pethar3azAha puSpoM se paramAtmA ko sajAte the| pethar3azAha kI dRSTi paramAtmA kI pAvanakArI pratimA para sthira thI / zuddha ghI ke dIpaka jala rahe the / sugaMdhitA dhUpa kI suvAsa se maMdira suvAsita thA / itanA AhlAdaka vAtAvaraNa thA ki rAjA jayasiMha ke tana-mana praphullita ho gae / jarA bhI AvAja na ho, usa prakAra rAjA mahAmaMtrI ke pAsa pahu~ca gayA / izAre se usa AdamI ko vahA~ se haTAkara rAjA svayaM vahA~ baiTha gayA / rAjA puSpoM ko anukrama se jamAne kA prayatna karane lagA, parantu jamA nahIM pAyA / pethar3azAha ke hAtha meM jaba galata krama kA puSpa AyA taba unhoMne pAsa meM dekhA ! apane AdamI kI jagaha mahArAjA ko baiThe dekhakara mahAmaMtrI kSaNabhara to dekhate rahe, parantu turanta hI rAjA ne usa AdamI ko biThA diyA aura mahAmaMtrI se puSpapUjA pUrNa karane ko kaha kara rAjA maMdira ke bAhara A ge| rAjA ke mana meM aneka vicAra Ae :

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pravacana-8 105 'aisA paramAtmabhakta mahAmaMtrI kyA kabhI bhI vizvAsaghAta jaisA ghora pApa kara sakatA hai? kabhI nhiiN| paramAtmapUjana meM itanI tallInatA vizvAsaghAta jaisA pApa karanevAle ko A hI nahIM sktii| kyoMki pApI kA mana caMcala aura asthira hotA hai| yadi mahAmaMtrI ke citta meM rAjyalolupatA hotI to vaha itanA nizcala aura sthira citta rakha nahIM sakatA thaa| itanI prasannatA aura pavitratA usake mukha para Alokita ho nahIM sktii| merA sadbhAgya hai ki mujhe aisA guNasamRddha mahAmaMtrI mila gayA!' IrSyA : insAna kI bar3I kamajorI hai : pethar3azAha ke paramAtmapUjana ne rAjA ko prabhAvita kara diyaa| rAjA ke mana meM pethar3azAha ke prati AdarabhAva bar3ha gyaa| rAjA ne una IrSyAlu rAjapuruSoM ko rAjasevA se nikAla diyaa| pethar3azAha ko una rAjapuruSoM ke prati bhI vidveSa nahIM huaa| ve jAnate the mAnava-sahaja nirbalatA ko / IrSyA mAnava-sahaja kamajorI hai| dUsaroM kA utkarSa dekhakara prasanna honevAle guNavAna puruSa saMsAra meM bahuta thor3e hote haiM! isameM bhI yaha to rAjanIti! rAjanIti meM to eka-dUsare kA paira khIMcane kI hI cAleM calatI haiN| 'dUsare ko kursI se utAro aura apana baiTha jAo!' yahI calatA hai na? prazna : anuSThAna 'yathoditaM' karanA cAhie, vaise karane se lAbha bhI acchA milatA hai, parantu mAno ki 'yathoditaM' anuSThAna nahIM kiyA to kyA nukasAna hotA hai? uttara : avazya! nukasAna hogA hI, isameM pUchane kA kyA? korTa meM vakIla ne Apako jisa prakAra bolane ko kahA ho, Apa usa prakAra nahIM bolo aura mana meM AyA so bola diyA, to nukasAna hogA ki nahIM? makAna bA~dhanA hai, injIniyara ne jisa prakAra kahA usa prakAra nahIM bA~dhA to nukasAna hogA ki nahIM? draupadI ko pA~ca pati kyoM mile? : draupadI ke pA~ca pati the| pA~ca pAMDavoM kI patnI thI draupdii| jAnate ho na? kyoM pA~ca pati karane par3e draupadI ko? usake pUrvajanma kI eka ghaTanA isameM kAraNabhUta hai| kAraNa ke binA kArya nahIM bntaa| kArya hai to kAraNa honA hI caahie| draupadI apane pUrvajanma meM sAdhvI thii| usane cAritrya-dharma aMgIkAra kiyA thaa| jisa prakAra tIrthaMkaroM ne, gaNadharoM ne cAritryadharma kA pAlana karane ko kahA hai, vaise pAlana karanA caahie| cAritrya kA anuSThAna tabhI dharma banatA For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-8 106 hai| sAdhu kA saMyamadharma aura sAdhvI kA saMyamadharma, vrata samAna hote hue bhI maryAdAe~ bhinna hotI hai| lakSa hotA hai vratapAlana kaa| usa sAdhvI ke mana meM AyA ki 'maiM bhI sAdhuoM kI taraha smazAna meM jAkara rAtri ke samaya dhyAna lagAU~! sAdhu akelA rAtri meM smazAna jA sakatA hai to sAdhvI kyoM nahIM?' usane apanI guruNI se nivedana kyA, apane vicAra kaha sunAye | guruNI ne kahA : 'dekho, hara bAta meM sAdhuoM kA anukaraNa sAdhvI nahIM kara sktii| tumheM dhyAna karanA hai to apane sthAna meM, upAzraya meM rahate hue kro| rAtri ke samaya sAdhvI ko baMda makAna meM hI rahanA cAhie | yaha mata bhUlo ki apanA zarIra strI kA hai|' guruNI kI bAta ziSyA ko pasaMda nahIM aaii| aruci aura Agraha meM Akara usane kahA : 'mokSamArga eka hai, phira isameM bheda kyoM? sAdhu aura sAdhvI kI AcAramaryAdAoM meM bheda karanA ucita nahIM hai| sAdhvI bhI karmakSaya karake mokSa meM jA sakatI hai to phira sAdhvI akelI nahIM raha sakatI, sAdhvI rAtri meM makAna ke bAhara nahIM raha sakatI...ityAdi niyama mujhe ThIka nahIM lgte|' bhaya evaM pralobhana : sAdhanA meM bAdhaka : sAdhvI kI bAta zAnti se sunakara, mRdu bhASA meM guruNI ne kahA : 'tapasvinI, sarvajJa paramAtmA ke prati yadi zraddhA aura vizvAsa hai to aise vicAra nahIM karane caahie| ekadama gaMbhIratA se aura gahanatA se socogI to tumheM avazya pratIti hogI ki apane lie saMyamapAlana hetu jo niyama banAe va batAe gae haiM ve ucita haiM, sarvathA ucita haiN| bhaya aura pralobhana kI vRtti para saMpUrNa kAbU pAe binA smazAna, zUnyagRha vagairaha sthAnoM meM sAdhu bhI rAtrinivAsa nahIM kara skte| bhaya aura pralobhana kI vRttiyA~ kitanI gaharI haiM, yaha samajhanI cAhie | sAdhanA ke mArga meM ye do vRttiyA~ bAdhaka haiN| manuSya sAdhanAmArga se kyoM phisalatA hai? bhaya se athavA pralobhana se|' ___ guruNI jo bAta kaha rahI hai apanI ziSyA ko, ati mahattvapUrNa bAta hai| jisa kisI ko mokSamArga kI ArAdhanA karanI hai, koI bhI sAdhanA karanI hai to use bhaya ko jItanA par3egA, pralobhanoM se saMpUrNatayA chuTakArA pAnA hogaa| smazAna aura zUnyagRha jaise sthAnoM meM jAkara ve mahAtmA rAtabhara dhyAna lagAkara khar3e rahate the, jinhoMne bhaya para vijaya pAI thii| jo nirbhaya bane hue the| bhaya para vijaya pAne ke rAste dharmagranthoM meM batAe hue haiN| nirbhaya banane kA kramika mArga batAyA gayA hai| For Private And Personal Use Only

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107 pravacana-8 dhyAna ke lie smazAna meM kaba jAyA jAtA hai? pahale makAna meM rAtabhara dhyAnastha khar3e rahane kA abhyAsa kiyA jAya / vaha sahaja-svAbhAvika hone ke pazcAt kar3Ake kI sardI meM bhI nirvastra hokara makAna meM hI rAtabhara dhyAnastha khar3A rahane kA / svayaM kA zarIra sardI sahajatA se sahana kara sake, vahA~ taka yaha abhyAsa karane kaa| phira makAna ke bAhara, dvAra para rAtabhara khar3e rahane kA aura dhyAna lagAne kA | cUhA, billI, kuttA vagairaha pazu kATe to bhI hilane kA nahIM, dUra khisakane kA nhiiN| yahA~ bhI sahajatA se upadravoM se nirbhaya hone ke bAda, galI ke nukkar3a para jAkara rAtri meM kAyotsarga dhyAna karane kA | vahA~ koI cora, DAkU yA caukIdAra vagairaha ke upadrava ho to bhI nirbhayatA se sahana karane kaa| kaI dinoM taka isa prakAra rAtridhyAna karake phira nagara ke bAhara, nagara ke pravezadvAra ke pAsa dhyAnastha dazA meM rAtri vyatIta karane kii| vahA~ to jaMgalI pazuoM ke upadrava bhI ho sakate haiN| sarpa vagairaha jaharIle pazuoM kA bhI upasarga ho sakatA hai| usa samaya nirbhaya aura niSprakaMpa rahane kA abhyAsa kiyA jaae| isa abhyAsa meM saphalatA pAne ke bAda zUnyagRhakhaMDaharoM meM jAkara rAtri vyatIta karane kI hotI hai| rAtabhara khar3e rahane kA, paramAtmadhyAna meM mana ko lIna rakhane kA | khaMDaharoM meM bhI pazu-pakSI ke jo bhI upadrava ho, vicalita hue binA sahana karane ke hote haiN| bhUta-pizAca-vyaMtara Adi ke upadrava bhI ho sakate haiN| usa samaya jarA bhI bhayabhIta nahIM hone kA / yahA~ khaMDaharoM meM saphalatA pAne ke bAda hI smazAna meM jAkara kAyotsarga-dhyAna karane kA hotA hai| smazAna meM to aneka prakAra ke upadrava ho sakate haiM, parantu vahA~ bhI sAdhaka siMha kI taraha nirbhaya rahe aura AtmadhyAna meM lIna banA rhe| ___ jisa prakAra upadrava-upasarga ho sakate haiM aise sthAnoM meM, vaise pralobhana bhI A sakate haiN| usa samaya virAgI aura anAsakta banA rahanA hotA hai | na rAga na bhaya! isako kahate haiM sAdhanA! samajhate ho sAdhanAmArga ko? aise hI rAga-dveSa aura bhaya ke sAtha ghara meM baiThe baiThe, Apako mokSa mila jAegA, kyA? sAdhanAmArga kA mArgadarzana lie binA, jaise-taise sAdhanA karane se siddhi mila jAegI? dhyAna rakhanA, jo ArAdhanA-sAdhanA karanI ho, usa ArAdhanA ke vizeSajJa jJAnI puruSoM se mArgadarzana lekara hI ArAdhanA kro| usameM Apa apanI TAMga mata ar3AyA kro| vaha sAdhvI apanI guruNI kI bAta nahIM mAnatI hai| usake manameM prabala icchA jAgrata ho gayI thI 'smasAna meM jAkara rAtri vyatIta karU~ aura AtmadhyAna kruuN|' For Private And Personal Use Only

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108 pravacana-8 akelI sAdhvI : rAta ko gaI smazAna meM : dhyAna karane kI prabala icchA to acchI hai, parantu 'sthAna' kA Agraha burA hai| dravya, kSetra aura kAla kA aisA Agraha nahIM honA cAhie ki jisase apane rAgadveSa prabala ho jaaeN| dharma-ArAdhanA kA rahasya bhUlakara, dharma ke nAma manuSya Aja dravya, kSetra aura kAla ko lekara kitane jhagar3e kara rahA hai| kauna samajhAe una samajhadAroM ko, ThekedAroM ko? dravya, kSetra aura kAla ko lekara mArgadarzana diyA jA sakatA hai, parantu jhagar3ane kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| jaba usa sAdhvI ne smazAna meM jAkara AtmadhyAna karane kA Agraha kara liyA, taba guruNI ne kahA : 'jahA sukkhaM' 'tumheM jaise sukha ho, vaise kro|' jaina zramaNa paraMparA kA yaha bahuta acchA sUtra hai 'jahA sukkhaM'! kitanA acchA bhAva hai isa sUtra kA! 'samajhAnA thA itanA samajhA diyA, kahanA thA itanA kaha diyA, phira bhI nahIM mAnate ho, to jaise tumheM sukha ho vaise karo!' apanI bAta nahIM mAne, usake lie bhI sukha kI hI kAmanA! kitanI bar3hiyA bAta hai! aisA nahIM ki 'merI bAta nahIM mAnatA hai to duHkhI ho jaaegaa| nikala yahA~ se, narka meM jAegA...' aisI koI bakavAsa nhiiN| koI tanAva nahIM, koI 'TeMzana' nahIM! apanA pharja adA kara diyA, saccA mArga dikhA diyA, prema se samajhAyA, tarka se samajhAyA; phira bhI nahIM samajhatA hai to dUsarA kyA ilAja? aba tuma svayaM samajha lo apane sukha kA mArga!' apanI acchI bAta bhI dUsarA nahIM mAne taba usake ahita kA vicAra nahIM karanA caahie| guruNI apanI ziSyA se kahatI hai : 'jahA sukkhaM'! vaha sAdhvI dhyAnasAdhanA karane ke lie nagara bAhara ke smazAna meM akelI jAtI hai| sAdhvI mAnasika patana kI khAI meM : zmazAna nagara ke bAhara, najadIka hI thaa| aMdherA ho gayA thaa| smazAna kI bhayAnakatA ne usako bhayabhIta nahIM kiyaa| usane kAyotsarga-dhyAna lgaayaa| vaha khar3I rahI nagara kI tarapha mu~ha karake / jahA~ vaha khar3I thI, usake sAmane thor3I dUra eka makAna thaa| usa makAna meM dIyoM kI rozanI thii| makAna meM se saMgIta kI madhura AvAz2a A rahI thii| sAdhvI ne apanA mana dhyAna meM lagAne kA prayatna to kiyA, pA~coM iMdriyoM ko dhyeya meM ekAgra karane kA prayatna kiyA, phira bhI vaha ekAgra nahIM kara pAI mana ko | usake kAna usa madhura saMgIta kA zravaNa karane lage! mana ne zravaNendriya ko sAtha diyaa| 'acchA saMgIta hai, kahA~ se AvAja A rahI hai?' mana ne vikalpa kiyaa| isa vikalpa ne cakSurindriya ko For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-8 109 prerita kiyaa| A~kheM khulane lagIM, sAmane dekhA, to dUra rozanIvAlA makAna dikhAI diyaa| kAna aura A~kha mana ke sahAre vahA~ cale ge| AtmadhyAna meM se makAnadhyAna, saMgItadhyAna laga gayA! Apa loga mAlA pherate ho na? paMcaparameSThi kA dhyAna karate-karate tijorIdhyAna meM pahu~ca jAte ho na? rasoIghara meM cale jAte ho na? kaisI-kaisI vicAradhArAoM meM baha jAte ho? AtmadhyAna meM sthiratA pAne ke lie indriyavijaya ati Avazyaka hai| indriyoM kI caMcalatA AtmadhyAna meM sthira nahIM hone detI hai| usa sAdhvI kA bhI citta caMcala ho gyaa| jisa makAna ko vaha dekha rahI thI, vaha makAna eka vezyA kA thaa| vezyA makAna ke jharokhe meM Akara baitthii| vividha zrRMgAra se usane apanI kAyA sajAI thii| usake Asa-pAsa pA~ca puruSa baiThe the| pA~coM ke sAtha vezyA hAsya-vinoda kara rahI thI, ve vezyA ko prasanna karane ke lie vividha mohaceSTA kara rahe the| sAdhvI yaha dRzya ekAgratA se dekhatI hai| vArtAlApa kI AvAz2a sunatI hai aura usakA mana aneka vikalpoM ke jAla racane lgaa| 'yaha strI kitanI puNyazAlinI hai| pA~ca-pA~ca puruSoM kA sukha usako mila rahA hai| kitanA pyAra karate haiM ye puruSa ise! isa strI kA kitanA mahAna saubhAgya hai! sAdhvI ko vaha dRzya acchA lgaa| strI-puruSa kI mohaceSTA usako acchI lagI, pyArI lgii| basa, manuSya kA svabhAva hai ki usako jo acchA lagatA hai vaha pAne ke lie usakA mana lAlAyita ho hI jAtA hai| sAdhvI socatI hai : ___ 'mujhe bhI aisA sukha cAhie...parantu isa jIvana meM to mujhe mila nahIM sakatA, kyoMki maiM sAdhvI hU~, parantu AnevAle janma meM mila sakatA hai| merI tapasyAoM ke phalasvarUpa mujhe aisA sukha mila sakatA hai| mujhe aisA sukha caahie|' tapazcaryA kA saudA khataranAka sAdhvI kA citta vaiSayika bhogasukha ke prati atyanta AkRSTa ho gayA, citta meM vyagratA vyApta ho gii| usake citta meM vaha rozanI se jagamagAtA makAna, vaha jharokhA, vaha aurata, ve pA~ca puruSa, unakA raMgarAga, premAlApa ityAdi chA gayA bAhara se to vaha ugra dharmasAdhanA meM nimagna dikhatI hai| smazAna meM kAyotsargadhyAna karanevAlI sAdhvI dUsarA hI dhyAna karane meM lIna ho gaI! 'yathoditaM' kA ullaMghana kiyA sAdhvI ne! jinAjJA kA bhaMga kiyA / smazAna For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-9 110 meM akelI sAdhvI ko rAtri ke samaya nahIM jAnA cAhie thA, phira bhI gaI, yaha jinAjJA kA ullaMghana kiyaa| isakA pariNAma kyA AyA? usake mana meM saMsArasukha kI vAsanA dRr3ha ho gii| usane apane mana meM saMkalpa kara liyA : 'merI tapazcaryA ke phalasvarUpa mujhe AnevAle janma meM pA~ca puruSoM kA sukha mile|' tapazcaryA kA saudA kara liyA / mahAna karmanirjarA karanevAlI tapazcaryA kA nIlAma ho gyaa| saMsAra ke tuccha asAra bhogasukha dekara tapazcaryA samApta ho gii| kyoM huA aisA? patana kyoM huA? pralobhana ne pachAr3A usa sAdhvI ko| usa vezyA ke vilAsa kA darzana sAdhvI ke lie prabala pralobhana bana gayA / bhaya aura pralobhana para vijaya pAye binA sAdhanA meM siddhi prApta nahIM ho sktii| jJAnI puruSoM ne mokSamArga kI jo ArAdhanA batAI hai, usake jo nIti-niyama batAe haiM, vidhi-vidhAna batAe haiM, vaha isa dRSTikoNa se batAe haiM ki sAdhaka bhaya aura pralobhanoM meM pha~sakara gira na jaae| hameM gaharAI meM jAkara socanA cAhie! to vidhi ke prati, maryAdAoM ke prati aruci nahIM hogI, tiraskAra nahIM hogaa| _isa prakAra jinAjJA ko lakSya meM lekara, jJAnI puruSoM ke batAe hue mArga para caleM aura AtmakalyANa kI sAdhanA kareM, yahI zubha kaamnaa| Aja, basa itanA hii| For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra pravacana- 9 www.kobatirth.org guNavAna honA phira bhI sarala hai para guNAnurAgI honA kAphI kaThina hai| dUsare manuSyoM meM guNa dekhakara khuza hote ho na ? * jo jar3a yA cetana vastu manuSya ke zubha aura zuddha bhAvoM ko jAgRti meM nimitta banate haiM, ve nimitta vyakti ke lie darzanIya, vaMdanIya, pUjanIya hote haiN| * tIvra rAga aura dveSa se eka bhI pApa mata kro| pApa ko pApa samajho ! pApatyAga kA Adarza rkho| Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir * hRdaya meM pApAcaraNa kA tIvra du:kha mahasUsa karo / * mAtApitA kA baccoM ke sAtha kA anucita vyavahAra bahudhA baccoM ko dharma se vimukha banA DAlatA hai| unake mana vidrohI ho jAte haiN| isalie acchI bhAvanA ko abhivyakti bhI moThe va madhura zabdoM meM kro| saMgharSa ke binA zAMti nahIM! zakti ke binA siddhi nahIM! pravacana : 9 vacanAd yadanuSThAnamaviruddhAd yathoditam / maitryAdibhAvasaMyuktaM taddharma iti kIrtyate / / yAkinImahattarAsunu mahAna zrutadhara AcArya zrI haribhadrasUrIzvarajI 'dharmabindu' graMtha meM dharma kA svarUpa samajhAte hue pharamAte haiM : 111 For Private And Personal Use Only isa graMtha meM AcAryazrI anuSThAnAtmaka dharma kI paribhASA de rahe haiM, yaha bAta dhyAna meM rakhanI hai| anuSThAnAtmaka dharma ko vyavahAradharma bhI kaha sakate haiM, kriyAtmaka dharma bhI kaha sakate haiN| alabattA, kriyAtmaka dharma bhAvazUnya nahIM hotA / bhAvazUnya kriyA anuSThAnadharma nahIM bana sakatA / hamAre jIvana kI pratyeka kriyA dharma bana sakatI hai| yadi vaha kriyA- anuSThAna (1) aviruddha vacana se pramANita ho / (2) jisa prakAra jo anuSThAna karane kA vidhAna zAstroM meM batAyA gayA hai usa prakAra vaha anuSThAna kiyA jAya aura (3) maitrI - pramoda - - karuNA aura mAdhyasthya-bhAva se yukta manuSya dvArA anuSThAna kiyA jAya /

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pravacana- 9 dharmamaya jIvana hI zAMtipUrNa banegA : Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 112 mAtra dhArmika kriyAoM kI bAta nahIM hai, jIvana kI pratyeka kriyA ko dharma kI yaha paribhASA sparza karatI hai| isI graMtha meM una kriyAoM ko graMthakAra mahAtmA ne batAyA hai aura mArgadarzana diyA hai! makAna kahA~ aura kaisA banAnA, zAdI kisa se aura kaba karanI, dhanaprApti kaise karanI... ityAdi bAtoM ko lekara graMthakAra ne yathocita patha-pradarzana kiyA hai| yadi Apa loga yaha mArgadarzana grahaNa karake jIvana jiyo to ApakA samagra jIvana dharmamaya bana sakatA hai / cAhate ho na jIvana ko dharmamaya banAnA? isa prakAra kA dharmamaya jIvana hI zAntipUrNa ho sakatA hai / Apa bhayamukta baneMge, dveSarahita baneMge aura akhinna bane rheNgeN| dharmamaya jIvana ke ye pratyakSa lAbha haiN| do-cAra dharmakriyAe~ kara lene mAtra se jIvana dharmamaya nahIM bana jAtA / sabhA meM se : hama loga to aisA hI mAna rahe haiM ki do cAra dharmakriyA kara lene se dhArmika banA jA sakatA hai ! For Private And Personal Use Only mahArAjazrI : mAnyatA badalanI pdd'egii| yaha mAnyatA bhrAntipUrNa hai, mithyA hai| are, ve do-cAra dharmakriyAe~ bhI kisa prakAra karate ho? vidhipUrvaka karate ho? bhAvapUrNa hRdaya se karate ho? aucitya ke sAtha karate ho? kaise mAna liyA Apane apane Apako dhArmika ? duHkhoM kA bhaya satAtA hai na? guNavAna puruSoM ke prati dveSa ho jAtA hai na ? kheda, glAni, thakAna mahasUsa karate ho na ? phira kahA~ ke dhArmika ? dhArmika manuSya meM ye bAteM nahIM hotIM / dhArmika manuSya kA jIvana aucityapUrNa hotA hai| sarvatra aucitya kA pAlana vaha karatA hai / anucita pravRtti usake jIvana meM nahIM hotI hai| ThIka hai na? hai na aisA jIvana ? guNAnurAgI bananA kaThina hai : mAMDavagar3ha ke mahAmaMtrI pethar3azAha ke jIvana kI eka aura rocaka evaM bodhaka ghaTanA hai| mAlavA meM usa samaya tAmrAvatI nagarI meM bhIma nAma kA eka sone kA vyApArI rahatA thaa| dhanavAna to vaha thA hI, parantu vaha gurubhakta bhI vaisA hI thA / apane gurudeva kA svargagamana hone se usako itanA duHkha huA ki usane anna kA tyAga kara diyA aura saMpUrNa brahmacarya vrata kA pAlana karane lagA / eka dina usake mana meM vicAra AyA ki apane deza ke sabhI brahmacArI strI-puruSoM kA sanmAna-satkAra karU~ / ' usane pratyeka brahmacArI ko pA~ca-pA~ca vastra aura paramAtmapUjana ke lie rezamI vastra bheje / brahmacArI ko dUsare brahmacArI ke prati

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pravacana-9 113 sneha hotA hai| jo guNa, jo dharmasAdhanA Apako priya hotI hai, vaha dharmasAdhanA, vaha guNa dUsare manuSyoM ke jIvana meM Apa dekheM to Apako kyA hotA hai? prasannatA hotI hai na? unakI bhakti karane kA bhAva jAgRta hotA hai na? apane antaHkaraNa ko ttttolo| apane jIvana para ciMtana kro| guNavAna honA phira bhI sarala hai, guNAnurAgI honA sarala nhiiN| svayaM brahmacArI pitA, jaba usakA lar3akA brahmacArI bananA cAhe to kyA kahegA? ___ sabhA meM se : manA kara deMge, 'choTI umra meM brahmacarya kA pAlana nahIM karane kA hai' - aisA kahate haiN| ___ mahArAjazrI : isakA artha to yaha hotA hai ki brahmacarya-vrata acchA hai, isalie pitA ne vrata grahaNa nahIM kiyA hai, parantu bhogasukha bhogane kI zakti nahIM rahI isalie vrata le liyA hai| zakti hogI taba taka vrata nahIM legA vaha! sahI bAta hai na? anyathA yuvAna putra ko brahmacArI banAne meM brahmacArI pitA kabhI manA nahIM kre| brahmacarya-vrata jisako priya lagA aura vrata grahaNa kiyA, aisA pitA to lar3ake-lar3akI kI zAdI meM bhI zAmila nahIM hotaa| yadi kartavya se zAmila honA par3e to zAdI ke kArya meM vaha nIrasa rhegaa| usako brahmacaryavrata dhAraNa karanevAle bahuta priya lgeNge| brahmacarya-vrata to udAharaNarUpa maiM kaha rahA hU~, koI bhI guNa ho, jo guNa apane meM ho, vaha guNa dUsaroM meM dekhakara prasannatA hI honI caahie| guNavAna puruSoM ke prati sneha aura sadbhAva honA caahie| yadi sneha aura sadbhAva prakaTa nahIM hotA hai, to samajhanA ki apanA mana dhArmika nahIM hai! sabhA meM se : hama loga to guNavAnoM meM bhI doSa dekhate haiM! mahArAjazrI : bahuta jyAdA buddhimAna ho na Apa loga! guNavAna puruSoM meM bhI doSa dekhanevAlA aura dveSa karanevAlA dharmakSetra meM praveza pAne ke lie bhI ayogya hai| parantu Aja to aise loga hI jyAdAtara dharmakSetra meM pAe jAte haiM na? kyoMki koI rokanevAlA hI nahIM hai! jisake mana meM AyA vaha ghusa gayA dharmakSetra meM! ghora avyavasthA phailI hai dharmakSetra meM | Aja aise ayogya logoM ko bAhara nikAlanevAlA koI nahIM hai aura yogya AtmAoM kI kadra karanevAlA koI nahIM hai| bhIma zrAvaka pethar3azAha ko bheMTa bhejatA hai : __ mahAnubhAva bhIma svayaM brahmacArI thA, brahmacarya-vrata usako bahuta pyArA thA isalie dUsare brahmacArI bhI usako priya the| unakA sanmAna karane kA bhAva For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 9 114 jgaa| sabhI brahmacAriyoM ko vastra bheje vaise mahAmaMtrI pethar3azAha ko bhI vastra bheje| hAlA~ki pethar3azAha brahmacArI nahIM the, parantu tatkAlIna jaina saMgha ke ve sarvamAnya zreSTha zrAvaka the / isalie bhIma ne unako bhI apanI bheMTa bhejI thii| bhIma ne apane do mitroM ko vastra lekara mAMDavagar3ha bhejA thaa| ve donoM mAMDavagar3ha phuNce| pethar3azAha kI havelI para jaba ve pahu~ce aura bhIma kA saMdeza sunAyA, taba pethar3azAha kA hRdaya gadgad ho gyaa| apane mana meM bhIma ke prati anahada anurAga utpanna huaa| parantu mahAmaMtrI ne bhIma kI bheMTa ko svIkAra nahIM kiyA / unhoMne una do AgantukoM se kahA : 'maiM ApakA svAgata karatA hU~, Apa mahAnubhAva bhIma kI ora se uttama bheMTa lekara Ae ho, maiM usakA svIkAra abhI yahA~ nahIM karU~gA, Apa nagara ke bAhara jo dharmazAlA hai vahA~ padhAreM, maiM isa bheMTa kA vahA~ ucita svAgata karU~gA, bAda meM svIkAra karU~gA / una do Agantuko ko bar3A Azcarya huA / 'mahAmaMtrI ina vastroM kA svAgata kareMge?' becAre ve loga mahAmaMtrI kA bhavya Adarza kaise samajha pAte ? mahApuruSoM ke saMketa hara koI manuSya nahIM samajha pAtA / Apa loga samajha gae mahAmaMtrI ke saMketa ko ? kyoM unhoMne vahA~ havelI meM hI bheMTa kA svIkAra nahIM kiyA? una do Agantuka puruSoM ke mu~ha se mahAmaMtrI ne mahAnubhAva bhIma ke jIvana ke bAre meM bahuta-ra - sI bAteM sunIM thI / sunate-sunate mahAmaMtrI ke hRdaya meM vaiSayika sukhoM ke prati vairAgya paidA ho gayA thaa| uttama bhAva paidA ho gae the / una uttama bhAvoM kI jAgRti meM nimitta banI thI vaha bheMTa | aise nimitta kA satkAra karanA hI cAhie na? jo bhI jar3a yA cetana, manuSya ke zubha yA zuddha bhAvoM kI jAgrati meM nimitta banatA hai;| vaha nimitta manuSya ke lie darzanIya, pUjanIya aura abhinandanIya banatA hai| vahA~ jar3a-cetana kA bheda nahIM kiyA jAtA / acche nimitta bhI upakAraka hote haiM : kucha loga aisA tarka karate haiM ki 'paramAtmA kI mUrti to jar3a hotI hai, pASANa kI yA dhAtu kI hotI hai, usase kyA milane kA ? patthara kI gAya dUdha nahIM detI...' kitanA mUrkhatApUrNa tarka hai yaha!! zilpI patthara kI gAya banAkara bAjAra meM becatA hai to dUdha kyA, hajAroM rUpayeM prApta karatA hai / paramAtmA kI mUrti bhale jar3a hai, parantu hamAre rAga-dveSa ke durbhAvoM ko miTAtI hai aura vairAgya yA bhakti ke bhAva jAgRta karatI hai, yAnI zubha bhAvoM kI jAgRti meM nimitta banatI hai, isalie vaha mUrti darzanIya aura pUjanIya banatI hai / jisase hameM zubha yA zuddha bhAvoM kI prApti ho, hamAre lie vaha vaMdanIya aura pUjanIya ! yaha For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 9 115 kRtajJatA guNa hai| upakArI ke prati sanmAna dRSTi, pUjya dRSTi hue binA hama dhArmika bana nahIM skte| are, mAnavatA se bhI gae ! nimitta kA upakAra mAnanA hI pdd'egaa| yadi nimitta ko upakArI nahIM mAnA to guru ko bhI upakArI nahIM mAna skte| guru bhI to nimittamAtra haiN| prazna : guru to cetana hai na ? uttara : to phira jitane cetana hoM, sabako guru mAna lo ! kuttA bhI to cetana hai... guru mAna lo ! kutte meM aura gadhe meM caitanya hote hue bhI unako guru kyoM nahIM mAnate? kyoMki kuttA yA gadhA Apake mana meM ucca bhAva paidA nahIM karate, yAnI uttama bhAvoM kI utpatti meM nimitta nahIM banate / hA~, kisI ke AtmavikAsa meM kisI taraha kuttA bhI nimitta bana jAe to kuttA bhI guru bana jAe / nimitta jar3a ho yA cetana mahattvapUrNa bAta nahIM hai, hamAre mana meM zubha bhAva kauna paidA karatA hai, yaha mahattvapUrNa bAta hai| mahAmaMtrI pethar3azAha ke hRdaya meM brahmacarya vrata ke prati Adara thA, isalie brahmacArI bhIma zrAvaka ke prati Adara thA aura isI kAraNa usa brahmacArI kI bheMTa ke prati bhI AdarabhAva jAgRta huA / yadi vAstava meM apane guNa anurAgI hoMge to guNavAnoM ke prati apane ko AdarabhAva hogA hii| yadi guNavAna puruSoM ke prati IrSyA, tejodveSa, tiraskAra Adi kutsita bhAva jAgRta hote haiM to samajhanA ki apane guNAnurAgI nahIM haiM / brahmacarya eka uttama guNa hai, usa guNa ke prati apanA anurAga hai, Adara hai to vaha guNa jisa-jisa vyakti meM apana dekheM, usa vyakti ke prati AdarabhAva paidA hogA hI / jisa vyakti ke prati AdarabhAva hogA, usa vyakti kI mAmUlI bheMTa bhI hama saharSa svIkAra kreNge| vItarAga meM bhI doSa dekhane kI dRSTi : yadi Apa loga AtmanirIkSaNa kareMge to samajha pAoge ki Apa meM guNAnurAga hai yA nhiiN| guNavAna puruSoM ke prati adveSa hai yA vidveSa ? hA~, Apa yaha samajha lenA ki isa saMsAra meM koI bhI manuSya doSarahita guNavAna nahIM milegA / apana kaise haiM? doSarahita guNavAna haiM? maiM to aisA doSarahita nahIM hU~... Apa loga vaise ho to batA do! mujhe bahuta prasannatA hogii| eka bhI doSa na ho aura mAtra guNa hI guNa ho aisA vyakti to vItarAga hI hotA hai| are, vItarAga bhI yadi A jAe to Apa loga unameM bhI doSa dekha lo ! aisI 'pAvaraphula' doSadRSTi hai na Apake pAsa? For Private And Personal Use Only

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116 pravacana-9 pApa ko pApa mAnanA hI hogA, cAhe karanA par3e : cAhe dUsare manuSyoM meM doSa ho, Apa doSa mata dekheN| Apako guNa hI dekhane ke haiN| eka bhI guNa hI dekho, dUsare meN| pethar3azAha vaisI guNadRSTi pAe hue the| bhIma zrAvaka ke brahmacarya-guNa ke prati unako bar3A AdarabhAva paidA huaa| vaha brahmacarya kA uccatama mUlyAMkana karate the| hAlA~ki vaha svayaM brahmacArI nahIM the, unhoMne zAdI kI huI thI aura sadAcArI jIvana vyatIta karate the| abrahma kA sevana karate the parantu abrahma ko acchA nahIM mAnate the! upAdeya nahIM mAnate the| kyoMki ve samyakadRSTi sadgRhastha the| unake pAsa jJAnadRSTi thii| ve pApa ko pApa mAnate the, pApa ko tyAjya heya mAnate the| aisA koI jarUrI nahIM ki hama jo pApa karate hoM usako tyAjya na smjheN| saMbhava hai ki pApoM ko tyAjya samajhane para bhI hama una pApoM kA tyAga nahIM kara sakate hoN| jJAnadRSTivAle manuSya ke jIvana meM bhI kucha pApa ho sakate haiM, paraMtu vaha manuSya una pApoM ko tyAjya dRSTi se dekhatA hai! pApoM kI heyatA ko samajhatA hai| 'kaba antarAtmA kI bhAvanA prabala ho aura maiM ina pApoM kA tyAga kara duuN|' aisA vicAra usako AtA rahatA hai| pethar3azAha abrahma-maithuna kA sevana karate the parantu maithuna ko ve pApa mAnate the, maithuna-kriyA ko ve acchI nahIM mAnate the| unakA Adarza thA brahmacarya / __jina logoM ke pAsa jJAnadRSTi nahIM hotI hai, vaise loga kabhI-kabhI yaha bhUla kara baiThate haiM ki jo pApAcaraNa unake jIvana meM hotA hai, usako ve kartavya ke rUpa meM mAna lete haiM! upAdeya mAna lete haiM! isalie kabhI bhI vaha pApa usase chUTatA nhiiN| isameM kucha ahaMkAra bhI kAma karatA hai| kucha jyAdA buddhimattA bhI kAma karatI hai! pApoM ko kartavyarUpa siddha karane meM ve apane Apako buddhimAna samajhate haiM! mukta mana se tabhI pApa ho sakate haiM na! ve loga kahate haiM ki 'pApa karane meM bhI mana para bhaya kA dabAva nahIM AnA cAhie, nirbhaya hokara pApa karane caahie|' ve loga 'pApa' nahIM boleMge, 'kartavya' kheNge| aise buddhi ke ahaMkArI puruSoM ko kauna samajhAe? aise loga samajhAne se samajhate bhI nahIM haiM | pApa kA pazcAttApa hai dila meM? pApatyAga kI azakti se, vivazatA se jo loga pApa karate haiM, unake hRdaya meM pApAcaraNa kA ghora duHkha hotA hai| Avega meM aura Aveza meM pApa kara to lete haiM, parantu tatpazcAt pazcAttApa bhI hue binA nahIM rhtaa| aise manuSyoM ko pApAcaraNa se jo karmabandha hotA hai vaha zithila karmabandha hotA hai yAnI alpa karma bandhate haiM, pragAr3ha karmabandha nahIM hotaa| parantu jo ajJAnI aura ahaMkArI For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-9 ____117 loga pApAcaraNa karate haiM, pracura rAga-dveSa se pApAcaraNa karate haiM, unako jo karmabandha hotA hai vaha karmabandha pragAr3ha hotA hai arthAt una karmoM kA kaTu phala bhoganA hI par3atA hai unheM / sabhA meM se : to kyA aise karma bhI baMdhate haiM ki jina karmoM kA phala jIva ko bhoganA nahIM par3e? karmoM kA vipAkodaya evaM pradezodaya : __ mahArAjazrI : hA~, aise karma bhI baMdhate haiM ki jina karmoM kA phala jIva ko nahIM bhoganA pdd'e| jIva ko mAlUma hI nahIM par3atA ki usake karmoM kA udaya A rahA hai aura karma naSTa ho rahe haiN| jaise apana ghara meM soye ho aura koI manuSya ghara meM Ae aura jAe! apana ko mAlUma nahIM par3atA hai| karmoM kA udaya do prakAra se hotA hai : vipAkodaya aura pradezodaya | jisa karma kA vipAkodaya hotA hai, jIva ko sukha-duHkha kA anubhava karavAegA hii| jisa karma kA pradezodaya hotA hai, jIva ko koI sukha-duHkha kA anubhava nahIM hotA, karma udaya meM AtA hai aura naSTa ho jAtA hai| koI anubhava nahIM, koI saMvedana nhiiN| kahie, Apako kaisA karmodaya pasaMda hai? vipAkodaya yA pradezodaya? samajha to gae na bAta? dharma-ArAdhanA se jo karma baMdhe, una karmoM kA vipAkodaya ho to acchA aura pApAcaraNa se jo karma baMdhe, una karmoM kA pradezodaya ho to acchA / parantu karmoM ke udaya meM apanI kucha nahIM cala sakatI, karmoM ke baMdha ke samaya apanI cala sakatI hai| jaisA udaya cAhate ho vaisA karmabaMdha honA caahie| Apa mana-vacanakAyA se dharma-ArAdhanA karoge to aisA karmabaMdha hogA ki una karmoM kA vipAkodaya hogA, yAnI Apako ve karma sukha kA anubhava karavAyeMge | bahuta prema se dAna diyA, bahuta dayA se paropakAra kiyA, bahuta bhakti se paramAtmA kA pUjana kiyA, bahuta sadbhAva se sadaguru kI upAsanA kI, bahuta vAtsalya se sAdharmikoM kI sevA kI, bahuta zraddhA se dharmatIrtha kI rakSA kI...ityAdi dharmAcaraNa se jo karmabaMdha hogA usakA vipAkodaya taba hogA jaba vaha jIva ko sukha kA apUrva anubhava karAyegA, divya sukhoM kA anubhava karAegA, dIrghakAla taka sukhAnubhava kraaegaa| isa bAta kA tAtparya yaha hai ki jisa kriyA meM prabala rAga-dveSa jur3e hue hote haiM-milate haiM, usa kriyA se aisA karmabaMdha hotA hai ki jisakA vipAkodaya hotA hai| vaha kriyA dharma kI ho yA pApa kI ho| tIvra rAga-dveSa se pApakriyA karoge to vaisA karmabaMdha hogA ki jaba usakA udaya hogA, taba ghora duHkha kA anubhava kraaegaa| isalie vItarAga sarvajJa paramAtmA ne kahA ki : For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 9 118 tIvra rAga-dveSa se pApa mata karo, pApa ko pApa mAno / pApatyAga kA Adarza bnaao| pApAcaraNa kA duHkha honA cAhie hRdaya meM / isa prakAra pApa ho jAtA ho jIvana meM to isase karmabaMdha alpa ho sakatA hai aura aise karmoM kA pradezodaya bhI ho sakatA hai| mujhe yaha bAta samajhAnI hai ki Apa loga pApoM ko kartavyarUpa nahIM smjheN| pApa ho jAne para hRdaya meM ghora pazcAttApa kreN| pethar3azAha kA ciMtana : mahAmaMtrI pethar3azAha kI umra javAnI kI thii| kevala 32 varSa kI umra thii| patnI pathamiNI rUpavatI aura guNavatI sannArI thii| pati ke prati snehayukta thI, karkazA nahIM thI, svacchandI aura uddhata nahIM thI / vinItA thI / saujanyazIlA thii| phira bhI mahAmaMtrI brahmacarya ke cAhaka the ! abrahmasevana kI vAsanA thI, to brahmacaryapAlana kI cAhanA bhI thI / aisI paristhiti meM bhIma zrAvaka kI ora se brahmacAriyoM ke lie bheMTa aaii| mahAmaMtrI ne usa uttama bheMTa kA bhavya svAgata karane kA socaa| 'eka mahAna brahmacArI nahIM hU~, mahAmanA bhIma jAnate bhI hoMge, phira bhI unhoMne mere pAsa bheMTa bhejI hai to mujhe usakA svIkAra kara lenA cAhie...parantu maiM jaba taka brahmacarya - vrata kA pAlana nahIM karU~gA / usa pavitra bheMTa ke darzana se mere hRdaya meM brahmacarya - - vrata kA pAlana karane kI prabala bhAvanA jAgRta hogii|' dharma kA prANa : viveka aura aucitya : pethar3azAha kI vicAradhArA kitanI vivekapUrNa aura aucityapUrNa hai? jisake hRdaya meM dharma hotA hai, usake vicAra - AcAra meM viveka evaM aucitya sahajarUpa meM dikhAI dete haiN| aviveka aura anaucitya dhArmika manuSya meM nahIM ho skte| yadi aviveka aura anaucitya haiM to samajha lo ki dharma hajAroM mIla dUra hai| bhale phira Apa maMdira meM Ate haiM yA upAzraya ke patthara ghisate haiN| maMdira meM bhI aucityapAlana nahIM, upAzraya meM vivekapUrNa AcaraNa nahIM... phira ghara aura dukAna para to kyA karate hoMge ? na viveka aura aucitya svayaM prakaTa hote haiM, na sikhAne para sIkhate ho| kitanA samajhAyA ki paramAtmA ke maMdira meM aura upAzraya meM viveka se AyA karo, jAyA karo, paraMtu maMdira kI sIr3hiyoM para bhI do mahilA mila gaIM to basa ! jora-jora se bAteM cAlU ! bhagavAna kA abhiSeka karate samaya, pUjA For Private And Personal Use Only

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119 pravacana-9 karate samaya bhI idhara-udhara kI bAteM karate rahate haiM! mauna ko pApa mAnate ho kyA? bolanA dharma aura mauna rahanA pApa, nahIM? jo bolanA Avazyaka hai, vaha bolate nahIM, jo bolanA pApa hai, avivekapUrNa hai, vaha bolate rahate ho| kitanA ghora aviveka chA gayA hai? jIvana ke kauna-se kSetra meM Apa loga vivekapUrNa aura aucityapUrNa vyavahAra karate ho? pethar3azAha kA jIvana Adarza jIvana kahA jA sakatA hai| brahmacArI bhIma zrAvaka kI bheMTa kA bhavya svAgata kara, hajAroM rUpayoM kA sadvyayakara, apane nivAsasthAna meM lAte haiM aura usa paramAtma-pUjana ke vastra ko suyogya sthAna para sthApita kara pratidina usakA darzana karate haiN| zubha manobhAva kI jAgRti meM jo nimitta banA hai, usakA kitanA ucca mUlyAMkana kara rahe haiM mahAmaMtrI? dhyAna meM rahe, saMsAra ke sAre vaibhava prApta honA durlabha nahIM, zubha manobhAva jAgRta honA durlabha hai| zubha vicAra, pavitra manobhAva, uttama adhyavasAya kitane mUlyavAna haiM jAnate ho? eka uttama adhyavasAya anantaananta karmoM kI nirjarA karatA hai! eka zubha vicAra devaloka kA asaMkhya varSoM kA AyuSyakarma bA~dha sakatA hai, eka dharmavicAra dharmadhyAna meM se zukladhyAna meM le jA sakatA hai| ananta janmoM meM apane jIva ne kyA nahIM pAyA? devaloka ke divya sukha ananta bAra pAe haiM, parantu karmanirjarA ke asAdhAraNa kAraNabhUta zubha-zuddha adhyavasAya nahIM pAe! AtmaguNoM ke AvirbhAva meM nimittabhUta vicAravaibhava nahIM paayaa| vrata grahaNa karane meM bhI viveka cAhie : aise nimittoM ke satata saMparka meM rahanA cAhie ki jina nimittoM se satata zubha vicAradhArA bahatI rahe| jaba vicAradhArA bahane lagegI taba jIvanavyavahAra bhI zuddha banane lagegA | jIvana meM se azuddhiyA~ svataH dUra ho jaaeNgii| mahAmaMtrI pethar3azAha ne usa bheMTa kA nimitta pakar3a liyaa| pratidina usa bheMTa kA darzana karate haiN| usa vastra ko pahanate nahIM haiN| eka dina mahAmaMtrI kI dharmapatnI ne pUchA : 'svAmInAtha, Apa isa bheMTa meM Ae hue pUjanavastra kA upayoga kyoM nahIM karate?' mahAmaMtrI ne kahA : 'devI, yaha bheMTa brahmacArI ke lie hai, maiM brahmacArI nahIM hU~, usakA upayoga nahIM kara sakatA!' pathamiNI kucha kSaNa vicAra meM kho gaI, phira pUchA : 'nAtha, to kyA brahmacarya-vrata Apa dhAraNa karanA cAhate haiM?' pethar3azAha ne kahA : 'jaba tumhArI bhAvanA hogI taba apana sAtha hI brahmacarya-vrata dhAraNa kreNge| maiM tumhArI bhAvanA jAnanA cAhatA huuN|' For Private And Personal Use Only

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120 pravacana-9 ___ mahAmaMtrI kI kitanI gaMbhIra dRSTi hai! jaba taka patnI kI brahmacarya-vrata dhAraNa karane kI bhAvanA jAgRta na ho taba taka ve brahmacarya-vrata dhAraNa nahIM karanA caahte| binA vrata dhAraNa kie bhale ve maithuna kA tyAga karate hoM, parantu patnI kI saMmati ke binA vrata dhAraNa nahIM karanA caahte| patnI ko aisA bhI nahIM kahate ki 'mujhe brahmacarya-vrata lenA hai, terI icchA ho to tu bhI le le, anyathA maiM to lU~gA hI, tU terA jaane...|' isa prakAra upekSApUrNa vacana nahIM sunAte / aisI bAta karate to saMbhava hai ki pathamiNI virodhI vicAradhArA meM baha jaatii| jisa dharma-ArAdhanA mai dUsare svajana yA mitra vagairaha ko jor3anA hoM, to jor3ane kI prabala bhAvanA cAhie aura jor3ane kA tarIkA bhI AnA caahie| acchI bhAvanA ko vyakta bhI acche DhaMga se kareM : lar3akA paramAtmA ke maMdira nahIM jAtA ho, Apa cAhate haiM ki usako maMdira jAnA cAhie, Apane do-cAra bAra usako preraNA bhI dI, phira bhI vaha nahIM jAtA hai, to Apa kyA karate ho? kaTu AlocanA karate ho na? 'nAstika hai, udaMDa hai, maMdira nahIM jAtA, naraka meM jAegA...' aise-aise zabda sunAte ho na? kyA aise zabda sunAne se lar3akA maMdira jAne lagegA? ApakA kahA mAnegA? kyA aise zabda sunAne se lar3akA maMdira jAne lagegA? ApakA kahA mAnegA? isa prakAra ke vyavahAra se to kaI lar3ake vidrohI bana gae | mAtA-pitA haiM na? unako anubhava hogA | mAtA-pitA kA anucita vyavahAra santAnoM ko dharmavimukha kara detA hai| bhale mAtA-pitA kI bhAvanA acchI ho| siddhAnta jAnanA alaga bAta hai, prayoga karanA alaga bAta hai| siddhAnta jAnanevAle saba loga sahI prayoga kareM hI, aisA niyama nahIM hai| 'hamAre hRdaya meM to parivAra ke hita kI bhAvanA hai, usa bhAvanA se kahate haiN|' aisA tarka karate ho na? bhAvanA acchI hai parantu bhAvanA kI ApakI abhivyakti ThIka nahIM hai| parivAra ko ApakI acchI bhAvanA kI pratIti nahIM hotI, kyoMki preraNA dene kI paddhati ThIka nahIM hai| mahAmaMtrI pethar3azAha svayaM brahmacarya-vrata dhAraNa karanA cAhate the| ve yadi cAhate to patnI ko preraNA dekara athavA dabAva DAlakara sahamata kara lete aura zIghra hI brahmacArI bana jAte! vrata dhAraNa kara lenA hI paryApta nahIM hai, dhAraNa kie hue vrata kA pAlana karane kI kSamatA cAhie | brahmacarya-vrata kA AjIvana pAlana karanA sarala bAta nahIM hai| yauvana meM kAmavAsanA kA Avega prabala hotA hai| usa Avega para saMyama rakhanA mAmUlI bAta nahIM hai| manuSya kA svataH hArdika saMkalpa ho aura vratapAlana kI apanI kSamatA para vizvAsa ho, tabhI vratapAlana For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-9 121 saMbhava ho sakatA hai| kisI ke lihAja meM Akara athavA dabAva meM Akara vrata grahaNa karanevAle jyAdAtara vratapAlana nahIM kara skte| isalie dUsaroM ko jo vrata denA ho, unheM usa vrata kI mahattA samajhAie, vrata grahaNa karane kA zubha bhAva jAgRta krie| zubha bhAva jAgRta karane meM jaldabAjI nahIM kreN| vratapAlana karane kA vizvAsa paidA kreN| sudRr3ha vizvAsa utpanna kreN| pethar3azAha kI patnI bhI sAtha-sAtha vrata letI hai : mAnanA par3egA ki pethar3azAha ke zubha bhAvoM kA prabhAva unakI dharmapatnI para pdd'aa| pathamiNI ne kahA : 'nAtha! ApakI bhAvanA uttama hai| maiM bhI brahmacarya-vrata grahaNa karanA pasaMda karatI hU~| Apa apanI pavitra bhAvanA saphala kreN| Apa soco, patnI kI aisI bAta sunakara mahAmaMtrI ko kitanA harSa huA hogA? kitanI prasannatA huI hogI? pathamiNI kI prasannatA kA to pUchanA hI kyA! pati kI prasannatA meM hI usakI prasannatA samAI huI thii| pati-patnI donoM ne brahmacaryavrata grahaNa karane kA dRr3ha saMkalpa kara liyaa| bar3I svAbhAvikatA se vratapAlana kaise ho, usa dizA meM cintana-manana karane lge| brahmacArI kI jIvanapaddhati kaisI honI cAhie, jIvanavyavahAra kaisA honA cAhie, ityAdi viSaya meM jJAnI puruSoM se mArgadarzana lene lge| 32 varSa kI yuvAvasthA meM brahmacarya jaisA vrata grahaNa karanA mAmUlI bAta nahIM hai| pethar3azAha ke jIvanacaritra ko par3hate hue aisA lagatA hai ki una mahApuruSa kA samagra jIvana dharmamaya hogaa| jIvana kI pratyeka kriyA dharmaraMga se raMgI huI hogii| rAjA ke sAtha, prajA ke sAtha aura apane parivAra ke sAtha, sabake sAtha unakA vyavahAra kitanA aucityapUrNa thA! kyA Apa loga aisA jIvana nahIM banA sakate? yadi jaina saMgha ke sadasya parivAroM kA aisA jIvana bana jAya to rASTra ko zreSTha Adarza mila sakatA hai| anya samAjoM ke parivAroM ko to itanA spaSTa aura sarala mArgadarzana nahIM mila rahA hai, Apa logoM ko mila rahA hai, Apa isakA mahattva samajheM aura jIvana-parivartana kA saMkalpa kreN| karoge saMkalpa? sabhA meM se : yahA~ to ho jAtA hai saMkalpa, parantu ghara jAte haiM, to jaise the vaise bana jAte haiN| ___ mahArAjazrI : isako saMkalpa nahIM kahate, yaha to uphAna hai! saMkalpa to kAryasiddhi taka le jAtA hai| saMkalpa AtmasAkSI hotA hai| yahA~ ApakA mana jo taiyAra ho jAtA hai vaha to mere zabdoM kA prabhAva hai| merI bAteM jaba ApakI For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-9 122 bAteM bana jAe~gI taba parivartana kA cakra ghUmane lagegA | merI bAteM Apake diladimAga para chA jAe~gI taba parivartana svataH hone lagegA | mujhe to Apake jIvana kI tamAma pravRttiyoM meM parivartana dekhanA hai| khAnA-pInA, calanA-phiranA, bolanAha~sanA, sabhI pravRtti para dhArmikatA kI chAyA par3anI caahie| zrAvaka jIvana na sahI, sadgRhastha kA jIvana to bananA hI cAhie | jaina kA jIvana to uccastarIya jIvana hotA hai, vahA~ taka pahu~cane ke lie sadgRhastha bananA hI pdd'egaa| sadgRhastha bane binA zrAvaka banane jAoge to DUba jAoge! jaina dharma kI niMdA krvaaoge| isalie kahatA hU~ ki sadgRhastha kA aucitya smjho| pahale eka samaya thA ki jaba sadgRhastha banane kI zikSA mAtA-pitA kI ora se aura adhyApakoM se mila jAtI thI, Aja nahIM milatI hai| isalie yaha zikSA bhI Aja dharmaguru ko denI par3atI hai| svayaM ke jIvanadRSTA bano : Apa dRr3ha saMkalpa karo- 'mujhe jIvana-parivartana karanA hI hai| Aryadeza kA sadgRhastha bananA hai|' hA~, eka bAta hai, yadi Apako apanA vartamAna jIvana acchA nahIM lagegA to hI Apa parivartana kA saMkalpa kara paaoge| vartamAna jIvana kA zAnta citta se avalokana kro| jIvana kI pratyeka pravRtti ko dRSTA banakara dekho| Apa dekho ki jIvanapravAha gaMgApravAha jaisA nirmala baha rahA hai yA gaTara jaisA malina? __ sabhA meM se : gaTara jaisA gaMdA pravAha baha rahA hai...| mahArAjazrI : mujhe khuza karane ke lie kahate ho? yadi Apa AtmanirIkSaNa karake kahoge ki gaMgA jaisA nirmala jIvanapravAha baha rahA hai, to bhI maiM khuzI kA anubhava kruuNgaa| yadi Apako lage ki jIvanapravAha gaMdA hai to zuddhikaraNa karanA hogaa| nirAza hokara gaTara kA jIvana vyatIta karane kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| utsAha se, umaMga se zuddhikaraNa kA kArya zurU karanA caahie| arthapradhAna aura kAmapradhAna vartamAna yuga meM Apako pUrNa zakti se zuddhi-prayoga karane hoNge| isa kArya meM 'dharmabindu' grantha Apako acchA mArgadarzana de sakatA hai| manuSya ke jIvana kI eka-eka pravRtti lekara isa grantha meM sucArU mArgadarzana diyA gayA hai| parantu mUla bAta mata bhUleM ki jIvana-parivartana kA ApakA svayaM kA dRr3ha saMkalpa anivArya hai| isake binA hama loga kucha bhI nahIM kara skte| vidyArthI kA par3hAI karane kA saMkalpa hotA hai to adhyApaka adhyApana kara sakatA hai| adhyayana meM acchA sahayoga de sakatA hai| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-9 123 sabhA meM se : vidyArthI meM adhyayana kI abhiruci bhI adhyApaka paidA kara sakatA hai na? mahArAjazrI : maiM bhI vahI kArya kara rahA hU~! dharmamaya jIvana banAne kI abhiruci prakaTa karane ke lie to pratidina pravacana de rahA huuN| pravacana se ApakA 'mUDa' banAyA jAtA hai| 'mUDa' bana gayA ki kAma bana gayA! parantu ApakA 'mUDa' jaldI 'oNpha' ho jAtA hai! 'mUDa' banA rahanA caahie| vaisA parivAra cAhie, vaise mitra cAhie ki jo ApakA jIvana-parivartana kA 'mUDa' 'oNpha' nahIM kara deN| saMgharSa ke binA saphalatA kahA~? zAnti ke binA siddhi kahA~? eka bAta samajha lo ki, Apa jyoM jIvanaparivartana kA zrIgaNeza karoge, tyoM vighna to hajAra aaeNge| duniyA kI dRSTi meM Apane jyoM thor3A-sA bhI mArga badalA tyoM duniyA~vAloM kI dRSTi badala jaaegii| mAno ki Apa sarakArI aphasara haiM, Aja dina taka Apa rizvata lete Ae ho, kala oNphisa meM jAkara rizvata lene se inakAra karoge to Apake AsapAsa ke loga jo rizvatakhora haiM, Apako galata dRSTi se dekheNge| ApakA majAka bhI udd'aayeNge| Apako rizvata lene ke lie samajhAne kA prayatna kreNge| Apa para dabAva DAlane kA prayatna kreNge| jina-jinako usa rizvata meM se hissA milatA hogA, ve saba Apako ghera leNge| usa samaya ApakI kasauTI hogii| ghara pahu~cane para dUsarI kasauTI hogii| yadi gharavAle mauja-majA kA jIvana jInA cAhate hoMge, 'lakjyUriyasa' vilAsI jIvana jInA pasaMda karate hoMge to Apako rizvata ke paise lene ko majabUra kareMge! hA~, aise vighna AyeMge hii| Apake pAsa dRr3ha manobala hogA to hI Apa apanI bAta para aDiga raha skoge| dUsaroM ko apanI bAta samajhAne kI kSamatA bhI Apa meM caahie| ___ saMgharSa ke binA zAnti nahIM! zakti ke binA siddhi nahIM! saMgharSa meM zaktimAna hI siddhi prApta karatA hai| azakta, kamajora manuSya karArI hAra khAtA hai| jIvana-parivartana eka saMgharSa hai| pracura zakti se saMgharSa karate rho| Aja, basa itanA hii| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-10 124 * tumhAre jIvana ko bArIkI se dekho-jA~cau! bhaya ke bhUta tumheM DarAte haiM na? cautarapha dveSa kI jvAlA dhadhaka rahI hai na? dila meM meM kheda aura avasAda kI gaMdagI jamA ho rahI hai na? .jarA samajho to sahI, yadi saMsAra duHkhapUrNa va yAtanAbharA nahIM hotA to hama saMsAra chor3ate hI kyoM? saMsAra ke sukha khataranAka haiN| anaMta doSa bhare haiM isa saMsAra meM! kAnoM sunI yA A~khoM dekhI bAta para bhI jaldabAjI meM koI nirNaya mata kro| usa para saMjIdagI se soco| pUrI jA~capar3atAla kro| jo nirNaya karo vaha bhI kaThoratA yA nirdayatA se mata kro| apane hRdaya meM dharma hai to vaha dharma hI apanI rakSA kregaa| dharma kI zaraNa meM nirbhaya bane rho| durAcAra-vyabhicAra ke rAste para calakara kyoM khuda kI aura / dUsaroM kI jindagI ko barabAda karate ho...? vApasa lauTo usa gaMde rAste se! * pravacana : 10 mahAna zrutadhara dharmadhurandhara pUjya AcAryazrI haribhadrasUrijI 'dharmabindu' grantha meM dharmatattva kA svarUpa samajhAte hue pharamAte haiM : vacanAdyadanuSThAnamaviruddhAdyathoditam / maitryAdibhAvasaMyuktaM taddharma iti kIrtyate / / jaba manuSya kA lakSya nirdhArita ho jAya ki 'mujhe Atmavizuddhi karanA hai, taba vaha Atmavizuddhi kA mArga DhU~r3hegA hii| vaha mArga hai dharma kaa| pahale to Apa yaha soceM ki azuddhiyoM ke prati napharata paidA huI hai kyA? azuddhijanya sukhoM ke prati durbhAva paidA huA hai kyA? azuddhi meM akulAhaTa kA anubhava huA hai kyA? kapar3e azuddha hote haiM to kyA hotA hai? zarIra azuddha hotA hai to kaisA lagatA hai? zuddha karane kA vicAra AtA hai na? vastra aura zarIra ko zuddha karane kA upAya khojate ho na? azuddha vastra pasanda nahIM Ate, azuddha zarIra pasanda For Private And Personal Use Only

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125 pravacana-10 nahIM AtA, vaise azuddha AtmA pasanda nahIM AtI hogI to vizuddhi kA vicAra avazya aaegaa| Atmatattva kA ajJAna : parantu isa saMsAra meM kucha aise bhI loga haiM, jinheM azuddha vastra jarA bhI nahIM akharate! azuddha zarIra jarA bhI nahIM akhrtaa| aise manuSyoM ko AtmA kI to kalpanA bhI nahIM hotii| AtmA kI kalpanA nahIM ho phira azuddhi aura vizuddhi kI kalpanA to Ae hI kaise? isa kalpanA ke binA dharma kI kalpanA Ae kahA~ se? parantu aise manuSya bhI dharma ke anuSThAna karate hue dikhate haiM! yA to gatAnugatikatA hotI hai athavA koI sukha pAne kI kAmanA hotI hai! Atmasukha nahIM, bhautika sukha pAne kI kAmanA! indriyoM ke viSayasukha pAne kI kAmanA / vaiSayika sukha pAne kI kAmanA se jo dharmAnuSThAna kiyA jAtA hai usameM abhaya, adveSa aura akheda nahIM rhtaa| kyoMki sukharAga meM se duHkhabhaya paidA hotA hI hai| duHkha denevAloM ke prati dveSa utpanna hotA hI hai aura sukha nahIM milane para dharmAnuSThAna meM kheda A hI jAtA hai| vaiSayika sukhoM kI spRhA eka bar3I azuddhi hai, yaha bAta a~cI hai Apake mana ko? vaiSayika sukhoM kI spRhA jaba taka hRdaya meM bharI par3I hai taba taka abhaya, adveSa aura akheda-ye tIna guNa pragaTa nahIM hoMge aura taba taka sahI dharmaArAdhanA nahIM kara skoge| Apa loga apane AMtara-bAhya jIvana ko dekho, Apako aneka prakAra ke bhaya ke bhata DarAte najara AyeMge! cAroM ora dveSa kI jvAlAe~ dikhAI degii| hRdaya meM kheda aura glAni kI gandagI bharI huI dikhAI degii| isalie jJAnI puruSa kahate haiM vaiSayika sukhoM kI spRhA bAhara pheMka do| 'paraspRhA mahAduHkham' parapadArthoM kI spRhA hI mahAduHkha hai-yaha kathana kitanA yathArtha hai| Apa gaMbhIratA se isa bAta ko soco / bhaya, dveSa evaM kheda : dAna dene kA prasaMga Ane para kyA hotA hai? Ananda hotA hai yA gussA AtA hai? denA hI par3atA hai to kitanA dete ho? thor3A ki jyAdA? mana meM bhaya hai : 'jyAdA de dUMgA to mere pAsa kyA rahegA? phira maiM kyA karU~gA? yaha bhaya hai mana meM, isalie bahuta hote hue bhI thor3A dete ho! dAna dene kA prasaMga Ane para, yadi dAtA ApakI icchAnusAra nahIM de to kyA hotA hai? dAtA para gussA AtA hai na? dveSa hotA hai na? 'dekhA bar3A dAnavIra...nAma bar3A, kAma choTA...' aisA For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-10 ___ 126 hotA hai na mana meM? mAna lo ki ApakI icchA ke anurUpa dAna mila gayA, Apako gharavAloM kA bhaya lagatA hai na? yadi gharavAloM ko mAlUma par3a gayA ki maiM itane rUpaye le AyA hU~ to ve loga mujhe parezAna kareMge...isalie saca nahIM khuuNgaa|' yaha kyA hai? bhaya! vaise tapazcaryA karane kA avasara AyA, kyA hotA hai? ullAsa yA khinnatA? paropakAra karane kA prasaMga AtA hai, kyA hotA hai mana meM? utsAha yA kheda? koI bhI dharmapravRtti hogI, usameM sukha kA tyAga karane kI bAta hogI! una do bAtoM meM bhaya, dveSa aura kheda se ApakA mana mukta banA huA hogA to hI dharmaArAdhanA meM Ananda aaegaa| kisI bhI dharma-ArAdhanA meM ApakA citta sthira banA rahatA hai? kyoM sthira nahIM rahatA? mana meM bhaya hai! bhaya hI caMcalatA, asthiratA paidA karatA hai| jaba taka ApakA mana kisI na kisI bhaya se AkrAnta hai taba taka Apa sthiratA nahIM paayeNge| paramAtmA ke nAma kI eka mAlA bhI sthira citta se nahIM phera skeNge| sabhA meM se : aisA hI hotA hai! hAtha mAlA pheratA hai aura mana viSayoM meM phiratA hai| ___ mahArAjazrI : jaba taka a-bhaya nahIM banoge taba taka yahI sthiti banI rhegii| jaba taka viSayaspRhA banI rahegI taba taka bhaya banA hI rhegaa| bhaya se caMcalatA aura caMcalatA se dharma-ArAdhanA meM vikSepa par3egA! isalie kahatA hU~ ki dRSTi meM AmUla parivartana kro| vaiSayika dRSTi ko badala do, AtmadRSTi khola do| AtmadRSTivAlA manuSya hI Atmazakti pAtA hai| Atmazakti hI manuSya ko abhaya banAtI hai| Apako mAMDavagar3ha ke mahAmaMtrI pethar3azAha kA vyaktitva isalie batA rahA hU~ | ve eka aise aitihAsika mahApuruSa ho gae ki unake uccatama vyaktitva ne mujhe kAphI gaharAI taka prabhAvita kiyA hai| unakA Antaravyaktitva bar3A adbhuta thaa| mahAmaMtrI ke pada para AsIna hone para bhI unako sattA kA moha nahIM thA, garva nahIM thaa| svarNasiddhi hone para bhI saMpatti kA garva nahIM thA, Asakti nahIM thii| sundara nirogI deha hone para bhI viSayavAsanA nahIM thii| yauvana kA unmAda nahIM thA! vilakSaNa rAjapuruSa hone para bhI rAjya aura rAjA ke prati pUrNa niSThAvAna the| saundarya bharapUra aura snehasabhara patnI hone para bhI ve brahmacarya ke upAsaka rahe! aisA vyaktitva hone se ve sadaiva abhaya rahe, adveSI rahe aura akhinna rhe| hA~, saMkaTa bhI Ae the unake jIvana meM, saMkaTa meM bhI ve bhayAkrAnta nahIM bne| aparAdhI ke prati bhI dveSavAle nahIM bne| khinna, nirAza yA vivaza nahIM bane / For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-10 127 pethar3azAha para kalaMka AtA hai : eka bAra mahAmaMtrI niSkAraNa hI eka Aphata meM pha~sa ge| unake pAsa mAlavanareza kA diyA huA savA lAkha rUpaye kA vastra thA | mahAmaMtrI usa vastra ko paramAtmapUjana hetu pahanate the| usa vastra meM aisA prabhAva utpanna ho gayA thA ki yadi kisI ko bukhAra AtA ho, isa vastra ko or3ha le to bukhAra utara jAya | mahAmaMtrI kI dharmapatnI isa prabhAva ko bhalIbhA~ti jAnatI thii| mahAmaMtrI ke brahmacaryavrata kA vaha prabhAva thaa| rAjaparivAra ke sAtha mahAmaMtrI ke parivAra kA saMbaMdha honA svAbhAvika thA / mAlavanareza kI do rAniyAM thIM-eka thI lIlAvatI aura dUsarI thI kadaMbA / rAjA ko lIlAvatI kI ora jyAdA sneha thaa| kadaMbA isase lIlAvatI kI ora IrSyA se jalatI thii| manuSya kA kaisA svabhAva hai? lIlAvatI ko kadaMbA ke prati koI durbhAva nahIM thA, kadaMbA lIlAvatI ke prati jalatI thii| 'mujhe kama aura lIlAvatI ko jyAdA sukha kyoM mile? hA~, yadi lIlAvatI ko bhI kama sukha milatA, jitanA kadaMbA ko milatA thA utanA hI, to kadaMbA ko lIlAvatI kI IrSyA nahIM hotii| parantu isI tattva ne mahAsatI sItA ke harebhare jIvana meM Aga sulagAI thI na? zrI rAmacandrajI kA sItAjI ke prati atyaMta sneha thA, dUsarI rAniyoM se sahA nahIM gayA, una tIna rAniyoM ne milakara SaDyaMtra racAyA aura sarala sItAjI usa SaDyaMtra meM pha~sa gaI una para kalaMka aayaa| zrI rAma ne sItA kA jaMgala meM tyAga karavA diyA / khaira, sItA kI bhavitavyatA hI aisI thI, aisA mAna leM, parantu una tInoM rAniyoM ko sItA ke jAne se, jyAdA sukha milA thA kyA? nahIM, yaha to manuSya kI bhramaNA hai ki dUsare ko duHkhI karane se mujhe jyAdA sukha milegaa|' bAta isase ulTI hai, dUsaroM kA sukha chInane se tumhArA rahA sahA sukha bhI calA jAegA! parantu IrSyA se jalanevAloM ko yaha satya kaise samajhAyA jAe? ve loga vaha samajhane ke lie taiyAra hI nahIM hote| mAlavanareza kI rAnI kadaMbA vaisI thii| 'lIlAvatI ke prati rAjA ko abhAva ho jAe to mere prati prema bar3ha jAe, anyathA isa bhava meM rAjA kA prema mujhe milanevAlA nahIM hai! prema binA jindagI meM aura kyA cAhie? kadaMbA kI aisI vicAradhArA hogii| kadaMbA yaha bhI jAnatI hogI ki jaba taka rAjA lIlAvatI kA koI bar3A doSa nahIM dekhegA taba taka usakA rAga kama nahIM hogaa| doSa-darzana se hI rAga maratA hai| jaba taka Apako isa saMsAra meM doSa-darzana nahIM hogA taba taka saMsAra kA moha dUra nahIM hogA! isalie jJAnI puruSa saMsAra kI nindA karate haiM, saMsAra ke For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-10 128 asaMkhya doSa batAte haiM | Apake mana para eka bhI doSa kI chApa raha gaI to samajha lo ki ApakA saMsAra-rAga khatma! guNadarzana se rAga, doSadarzana se virAga : sabhA meM se : taba to Apake pravacana sunane meM khatarA hai! Apa saMsAra chur3avA doge! ___ mahArAjazrI : saMsAra meM jo khatarA hai, vaha nahIM dikhatA aura idhara khatarA dikhatA hai isa mahApuruSa ko! saMsAra meM kadama-kadama para khatarA hai, hara pala meM khatarA hai, jAnate ho? hamArA kartavya hai ki hama logoM ko aise khataranAka saMsAra se mukta kreN| itanA to samajho ki yadi saMsAra duHkhapUrNa aura yAtanApUrNa nahIM hotA to hamane kyoM saMsAra chor3A hogA? saMsAra ke sukha hI khataranAka haiN| anaMta doSoM se bharA huA hai yaha saMsAra | Apa loga saMsAra meM guNadarzana kara rahe ho isalie Apako saMsAra meM Asakti hai, moha hai| Apa karate ho guNadarzana saMsAra meM, hama karate haiM doSadarzana! guNadarzana se rAga hotA hai, doSadarzana se virAga hotA hai| jaTAzaMkara apane ghara para eka bAlamaMdira jaisA calAyA karatA thaa| kisI bacce se vaha phIsa nahIM letA thaa| paisA nahIM letA thA / bacce bhI apane ghara meM jaba kabhI miThAI banatI, jaTAzaMkara ke lie prasAda le Ate / eka lar3akA aisA AtA thA ki jo kabhI bhI jaTAzaMkara ke lie prasAda nahIM lAyA / jaTAzaMkara kI najara meM to vaha A hI gayA thA, parantu usane lar3ake ko kucha bhI nahIM kahA / eka dina kI bAta hai| vaha mAsTarajI ke lie miTTI ke kuMDe meM khIra le AyA | lar3ake ne jaTAzaMkara se kahA : 'Aja mere choTe bhaiyA kA janmadina hai isalie merI mammI ne khIra banAI thI! Apake lie itanI bhejI hai|' jaTAzaMkara khuza ho gayA! usane to vahIM para baccoM ke sAmane hI khIra pInA zurU kara diyaa| AdhA kuMDA khIra pIne ke bAda jaTAzaMkara ne usa lar3ake se pUchA : 'bacce! yaha to batA Aja terI mammI itanI udAra kaise ho gaI? kuMDA bharake khIra mere lie bhejI?' choTe lar3ake ne kahA : 'merI mammI ne khIra eka bar3I thAlI meM nikAlI thI aura vaha pAnI bharane gaI thI, maiM bAhara khela rahA thA, itane meM eka kAlA kuttA AyA aura khIra ko cATane lgaa| merI mammI pAnI bharake AI, usane dekhA... kutte ko to bhagAyA, parantu aba vaha khIra hamAre lie nApAka ho gaI thii| hama loga to usa khIra ko khA nahIM sakate the| mammI For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-10 ___129 ne kahA : 'yaha khIra tere mAsTarajI ke lie le jA | to maiM isa miTTI ke bartana meM bharakara le aayaa|' jaTAzaMkara to sunakara itanA gusse meM A gayA ki usane kuMDe ko jamIna para de mArA | kuMDA phUTa gayA / khIra jamIna para phaila gii| jaTAzaMkara gusse meM jora se cillAyA 'nAlAyaka, mujhe apavitra kara diyA!' lar3akA jora-jora se rone lgaa| jaTAzaMkara ne kahA : 'aba kyoM rotA hai?' lar3ake ne kahA : 'yaha kuMDA phUTa gyaa| merI mA~ mujhe mAregI' jaTAzaMkara gusse meM thA, usane kahA : 'kyA thA isa kuMDe meN| miTTI kA to thaa| kaha denA terI mA~ ko ki 'mAsTarajI ne kuMDA phor3a diyA / ' lar3ake ne kahA : 'merI mA~ hamezA mere choTe bhaiyA ko isa kuMDe meM TaTTI karAtI thI...' itanA kahakara lar3akA to bhAga gyaa| jaTAzaMkara kI A~kheM caur3I ho gaIM! saMsAra meM doSadarzana karo : pahale to khIra dekhate hI pIne lagA jaTAzaMkara! kyoMki usane khIra meM guNa dekhA, parantu lar3ake ne batAyA ki 'isa khIra meM kutte ne mu~ha DAlA hai' to khIra meM doSa dikhAI diyA, rAga utara gayA, pheMka diyaa| samajhe na? saMsAravAsa kA bhI Apa isa prakAra tyAga kara sakate ho| ho jAnA cAhie doSa kA darzana! bhartRharI ko kyA huA thA? saMsAra meM doSa dikhAI diyA, 'vizvAsapAtra patnI ne vizvAsaghAta kiyA? patnI saMsAra kA eka mahattvapUrNa pAtra hai, usane dhokhA de diyA, to phira dUsare kisa manuSya para vizvAsa kiyA jAya? tyAga diyA saMsAra! Apa logoM ko saMsAra meM doSa dikhatA hI nahIM kyA? guNa hI guNa dikhate haiM kyA? itanI pracaMDa mAra khAte ho to bhii...| sabhA meM se : saMsAra meM mAra to bahuta khAte haiM, parantu vaha 'madhubindu' vAlA sukha milatA hai taba to vaha duHkha bhUla jAte haiN| __ mahArAjazrI : duHkha 23 ghanTe kA, sukha eka ghanTe kA, to bhI Apa Uba nahIM jaate| kamAla haiM Apa loga! kSaNika vaiSayika sukha-alpa kSaNoM kA bhogasukha pAne ke lie Apane apane irdagirda kaisA jAla gUMthA hai? Apa dekho to sahI, usa jAla meM Apa kaise pha~sa gae ho? kyA hogA paraloka meM? vaiSayika sukha kaise mile haiM? kitane gande, kitane vIbhatsa, kitane jugupsanIya? gaTara kI gandagI meM maujamajA? manuSyagati aura tiryaMcagati ke sukha gaTara kI gaMdagI jaise For Private And Personal Use Only

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___130 pravacana-10 sukha haiN| ve bhI Apa sadaiva bhoga sakate haiM? zarIra meM TI.bI. athavA kensara jaisA roga paidA ho gayA? bhale hI javAnI ho, patnI bhI khUbasUrata ho, to bhI Apako A~khoM se A~sU bahAte hue baiThe rahanA par3atA hai| aura, jaba mauta A jAtI hai taba? patnI khar3I-khar3I A~sU bahAtI hai| loga Apake mRtadeha ko uThAkara smazAna meM le calate haiM | jarA A~kheM mUMdakara usa dRzya ko kalpanA se dekho| viSayAMdha AdamI kA gaNita : kadaMbA rAnI lIlAvatI meM rAjA ko doSa-darzana karAnA cAhatI hai, tAki rAjA kA rAga utara jaae| viSayAMdha manuSya kA gaNita kitanA galata hotA hai? rAjA kA prema pAne ke lie vaha dUsare ke jIvana meM Aga lagAne kA socatI hai! isalie lIlAvatI ke jIvana meM vaha doSa khojatI hai| aisA doSa khojatI hai ki rAjA ko lIlAvatI ke prati napharata ho jAe, usake sAmane bhI na dekhe raajaa| tabhI kadaMbA rAjA kA pUrA-pUrA prema pA sakatI hai? ___ eka dina rAnI lIlAvatI bImAra ho gii| rAnI ko bukhAra Ane lgaa| eka dina bukhAra AtA hai, dUsare dina nahIM AtA...isa prakAra ekAntara bukhAra Ane lgaa| rAjA ne bahuta auSadhopacAra karavAye, parantu bukhAra utarA nhiiN| rAjA ko aura samagra rAjaparivAra ko cintA hone lgii| rAnI kA zarIra durbala hotA gayA hai| vaidya bhI nirAza hone lge| lIlAvatI kI dAsI mahAmaMtrI ke ghara para, pathamiNi ko milane aura lIlAvatI kA samAcAra dene gaI thii| dAsI ke mukha para udAsI chAI huI thii| pathamiNi ne udAsI kA kAraNa pUchA, to dAsI ro pdd'ii| 'merI rAnI jI ko kitane dinoM se bukhAra AtA hai, koI davAI kAma nahIM karatI, mahArAnI kA zarIra sUkhatA jAtA hai| mahArAjA dina-rAta cintA karate haiN| sArA mahala gahare zoka meM DUba gayA hai|' pathamiNI ne dAsI kI bAta sunI, kucha samaya vicAra kiyA aura dAsI ko kahA : 'mere pAsa usa bukhAra ko utArane kA eka upAya hai|' dAsI kI A~khoM meM camaka A gaI, vaha bolI : 'hai upAya Apake pAsa? to de do, bar3I kRpA hogI merI bahana / ' vaha to pathamiNI se lipaTa gaI maano| pathamiNI ne kahA : 'suna, mahAmaMtrI pratidina paramAtmA ke pUjana meM jo vastra pahanate haiM, vaha vastra yadi rAnI or3hakara so jAe to bukhAra nahIM aaegaa| hA~ bukhAra Ane se pUrva vastra or3ha lenA caahie|' 'devI, eka kSaNa kA bhI vilaMba kie binA Apa vaha vastra mujhe dene kI kRpA For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-10 131 kareM, maiM jAkara rAnI ko dUMgI, saba bAta samajhA duuNgii...|' pathamiNI ne savAlAkha rUpaye kA mUlyavAna vaha vastra dAsI ko de diyA / paropakAra kI utkRSTa bhAvanA vAle manuSya jar3a padArtha cAhe kitanA bhI mUlyavAna ho, cetana AtmA ke sAmane usakA koI mahattva nahIM smjhte| cetana ke lie jar3a kA tyAga saralatA se kara dete haiN| rAnI kI vedanA kA varNana sunakara maMtrIpatnI kA hRdaya dravita ho gayA aura savAlAkha ke mUlya kA vastra or3hane ke lie de diyaa| 'yadi yaha vastra vApasa nahIM lauTAyA to? bIca meM dAsI ne hI vastra ko gAyaba kara diyA to?' aisA koI vikalpa nahIM, koI bhaya nhiiN| karuNAbhare hRdaya meM bhaya kaise raha sakatA hai? rAnI lIlAvatI kA bukhAra gayA : dAsI usa prabhAvazAlI vastra ko lekara pahuMcI sIdhI raajmhl| rAnI lIlAvatI ke pAsa jAkara usane vastra batAyA aura usako kaba or3hakara so jAnA, smjhaayaa| rAnI ko bhI mahAmaMtrI ke prati zraddhA thii| usake mana meM vizvAsa ho gayA / bukhAra car3hane kA jaba samaya huA, rAnI ne vastra or3ha liyA aura so gii| bukhAra nahIM AyA! dAsI nAca utthii| rAjamahala meM sabako Ananda huA, mAtra kadaMbA ko nahIM! kadaMbA ko kaise Ananda hotA? jisake prati manuSya kI IrSyA hotI hai, usake duHkha meM IrSyAlu ko majA AtA hai| usake sukha meM to vaha jyAdA jalatA hai! lIlAvatI kA bukhAra utara gayA jAnakara kadaMbA prasanna nahIM huii| dUsaroM kA sukha dekhakara prasanna honevAlA manuSya hI dharmakSetra meM praveza karane yogya hai| dUsaroM kA duHkha dekhakara duHkhI honevAlA manuSya hI dharmAdhikArI hai| parantu kadaMbA ko dharma se lenA denA hI kyA thA? vaha to saMsArasukhoM kI bhikhArina thii| rAnI kadaMbA kA AkSepa : __lIlAvatI kA jvara mahAmaMtrI ke prabhAvazAlI vastra se dUra huA hai-yaha bAta jaba kadaMbA ne sunI taba usake mana meM eka bhayaMkara vicAra aayaa| vaha pahuMcI mahArAjA ke pAsa | mu~ha gaMbhIra banAkara usane rAjA se kahA : 'mahArAjA, eka gaMbhIra bAta karane AI hU~| Apa zAyada merI bAta nahIM maanoge| khaira, mAno yA nA mAno, merA kartavya hai Apako bAta batA dene kA / ' rAjA ne kahA 'aisI kaunasI bAta hai? batA do|' kadaMbA ne kahA : 'Apa mujha para nArAja mata honA, parantu Apako mAlUma hai ki lIlAvatI mahAmaMtrI ke prema meM hai...?' rAjA isa bhayaMkara For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 10 132 AkSepa ko sunakara kruddha ho gayA aura bolA : 'tU yaha galata AkSepa kara rahI hai| tere pAsa kyA pramANa hai ?' kadaMbA zAnta citta se kahatI hai : 'mujhe mAlUma hI thA ki Apa merI bAta ko galata hI samajhoge parantu mere prANanAtha, mere pAsa pramANa hai, pramANa nahIM hotA to maiM Apake sAmane yaha bAta karatI hI nahIM / Apa jAkara dekheM, ApakI priya rAnI mahAmaMtrI ke viraha meM usakA pahanA huA vastra or3hakara sotI hai! Apa svayaM jAkara dekheM | prema kA pramANa isase bar3hakara dUsarA kyA ho sakatA hai? rAjA lIlAvatI ko kalaMkita mAnatA hai : lIlAvatI ne yA usakI dAsI ne mahAmaMtrI ke pUjana-vastra kI bAta rAjA ko batAI hI nahIM thii| jaldabAjI meM aisI bhUla ho jAtI hai| rAjA ne kadaMbA se kahA : 'acchA, maiM svayaM jAkara dekhU~gA / ' kadaMbA apane nivAsa meM calI gaI / rAjA ke mana meM tUphAna paidA karake gaI ! rAjA kI kalpanA meM lIlAvatI aura pethar3azAha A ge| donoM ke caritra para rAjA ko vizvAsa thA, parantu kadaMbA kI bAta ne saMdeha paidA kara diyA / 'manuSya ke jIvana meM kaba bhUla ho jAya, patA nahIM pdd'taa| maiM svayaM jAkara dekhuuN|' rAjA lIlAvatI ke nivAsakhaMDa meM pahu~cA / lIlAvatI usa samaya so rahI thI / usane mahAmaMtrI kA vastra or3hA huA thA / rAjA ne usI samaya usa vastra ko pahacAna liyA : 'yaha to maiMne hI mahAmaMtrI ko bheMTa diyA thA vastra, mahAmaMtrI ne rAnI ko diyA? itanA mUlyavAna vastra rAnI ko bheMTa diyA hai| isakA artha ?' rAjA ko atyanta krodha AyA / turanta hI rAjA apane AvAsa meM pahu~cA / kadaMbA kI bAta rAjA ke mana meM puSTa ho gii| usane mahAmaMtrI ko yA rAnI ko pUchatAcha karane kA bhI nahIM socaa| mahAmaMtrI aura lIlAvatI ke viSaya meM usake mana meM galata dhAraNA paidA ho gaI / ajJAnI aura alpa buddhivAle manuSyoM kI yaha dikkata hai! usameM bhI jaba aise loga 'bujurga' bane hue hote haiM, sattAsthAna para baiThe hue hote haiM, taba to bar3A anartha ho jAtA hai| ve loga choToM ko khilaunA samajha lete haiM aura manamAne DhaMga se khelate haiM! rAjA ke mana rAnI mAtra bhogasukha kA khilaunA thA / rAjA ne lIlAvatI se pUchanA bhI nahIM cAhA ki ' mahAmaMtrI kA yaha vastra tere pAsa kaise AyA?' athavA mahAmaMtrI ko bulAkara pUchatA ki 'merA diyA huA vaha savA lAkha kA vastra kahA~ hai?' to bhI satya bAta usake sAmane A jAtI aura do pavitra AtmA ko anyAya nahIM hotA / For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 10 pUrI jA~ca karane ke bAda nirNaya karo : Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 133 koI bhI bAta sunakara yA koI bhI prasaMga dekhakara atyanta rAga yA atyanta dveSa meM baha na jaao| apane rAga-dveSa ke bhAvoM para saMyama rakho, anyathA Apa vicAra nahIM kara skoge| sunI huI bAta para yA A~khoM se dekhI huI ghaTanA para zIghra nirNaya mata kro| usa para vicAra karo / talAza pUrI karo / taba jAkara nirNaya kro| nirNaya kaThoratA se yA nirdayatA se mata karo / lIlAvatI ko dezanikAle kI sajA : mahAmaMtrI pethar3azAha ke prati rAjA ko kitanA vizvAsa thA ! rAjA jAnatA thA ki pethar3azAha ne brahmacarya vrata grahaNa kiyA hai / brahmacArI mahAmaMtrI ke prati prajA ko bhI khUba sadbhAva thA / aise mahAmaMtrI ko bhI rAjA ne durAcArI mAna liyA ! mAtra eka vastra ke kAraNa ! maMtrI kA vastra rAnI ke pAsa dekhakara ! rAnI kA jvara kaise calA gayA, yaha bhI pUchane kI rAjA ko nahIM suujhii| jisa lIlAvatI ke prati apAra sneha thA, usI rAnI ko vyabhicAriNI mAna liyA! yaha hai ApakA saMsAra! kSaNa meM rAga dveSa meM badala jAya! na rAga sthAyI, na dveSa sthAyI! rAjA kA mana tIvra dveSa se bhara gayA thaa| mahAmaMtrI aura mahArAnI ko kar3I sajA karane ko usakA mana macala rahA thA / parantu mahAmaMtrI ko sajA sunAne kI himmata rAjA meM to nahIM thii| mahAmaMtrI kA prabhAva sampUrNa rAjya para chAyA huA thA / rAjA to nAma kA hI thA, sarvesarvA mahAmaMtrI pethar3azAha the| rAjA kI himmata nahIM ho rahI thI mahAmaMtrI ko sajA karane kI / duniyA kA rivAja hai nirbala ko satAne kA! balavAna ko koI nahIM satAtA / rAjA kI dRSTi meM mahAmaMtrI balavAna the, rAnI nirbala thI! lIlAvatI ko bulAkara sajA sunA dI : 'tuma mere rAjya meM se calI jaao| tumhArA mu~ha maiM dekhanA nahIM cAhatA!' parantu yaha sajA mahAmaMtrI kI upasthiti meM rAjA ne sunAI ! rAjA ne yU~ socA hogA ki 'rAnI ke prema meM mahAmaMtrI hai, isalie rAnI ke sAtha mahAmaMtrI calA jAegA!' kaisI bhramaNAoM meM manuSya bhaTakatA hai ! rAjA mahAmaMtrI ke AMtaravyaktitva ko kahA~ jAnatA thA ? rAjA ne jaba lIlAvatI ko sajA kara dI, mahAmaMtrI mauna rahe aura kucha bhI nahIM bole / For Private And Personal Use Only mahAmaMtrI svastha : lIlAvatI kI dAsI caturA ko sArI bAta samajha meM A gaI thii| kadaMbA ke nivAsasthAna se mahAmaMtrI aura lIlAvatI ke praNaya kI bAta prasArita ho rahI

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pravacana-10 134 thii| caturA ne turaMta hI mahAmaMtrI kA vastra le jAkara pathamiNi ko de diyA aura rAjamahala kI karuNa kathA bhI sunA dii| caturA ro pdd'ii| 'maiMne to rAnI ke acche ke lie yaha upacAra kiyA, parantu rAnI ghora saMkaTa meM pha~sa gaI, sAtha meM pavitra mahAmaMtrI bhI kalaMkita hue|' pathamiNI ne dAsI ko AzvAsana diyA aura ciMtA nahIM karane ko smjhaayaa| hAlA~ki pathamiNI ke hRdaya meM bhI khalabalI to zurU ho gaI thii| nArAja rAjA kyA kara sakate haiM, AzritoM kI kaisI barabAdI kara sakate haiM, yaha bAta pathamiNI acchI taraha jAnatI thii| usake mana meM thor3A-sA bhaya A gayA, thor3I-sI cintA bhI huii| parantu itane meM mahAmaMtrI havelI meM A gae | mahAmaMtrI kA mukha nirvikAra thA, nirAkula thaa| ve svastha the, zAnta the, unako mAlUma par3a gayA thA ki 'rAjA mujha para nArAja hai, mujha para kalaMka AyA hai| parantu isa bAta kA koI asara una para nahIM thaa| dAsI caturA ko vidA dekara mahAmaMtrI ne pathamiNI ke sAmane dekhaa| pathamiNI mahAmaMtrI ke caraNoM meM baiTha gii| unakI A~kheM A~suoM se bhara aaiiN| 'mere nimitta mere pati para kalaMka AyA, rAnI para kalaMka AyA / ' pathamiNI ko isa bAta kA duHkha thaa| mahAmaMtrI ne pathamiNI se kahA : 'kyoM ro rahI ho? ciMtA kyoM karatI ho? niSkalaMka hote hue bhI kalaMka AyA, kyoMki pUrvajanmoM meM kisI akalaMka ko kalaMkita karane kA pApa kiyA hogA! usa pApakarma kA phala, pApakarma kI sajA samatA se sahana karanI caahie| cintA mata karo, apane hRdaya meM dharma hai, dharma apanI rakSA karegA hii| dharma kI zaraNAgati meM abhaya raho! rAjA kA koI doSa nahIM hai| mere pApakarma ne rAjA ko nimitta banAyA hai, rAjA para roSa mata krnaa|' pathamiNI mahAmaMtrI kI vicAradhArA meM bahatI rahI, jaise gaMgA kI dhArA meM bahatI ho! duHkha ke A~sU harSa ke A~sU meM badala ge| vaha mahAmaMtrI kI prazAMta mukhamudrA ko dekhatI rhii| na koI bhaya, na koI dveSa! maMtrIpada cale jAne kA koI bhaya nahIM thA, mithyA kalaMka denevAle rAjA para yA kadaMbA rAnI para dveSa nahIM thaa| aisI AtmA 'yathoditaM' dharmAnuSThAna kara sakatI hai aura dharmAnuSThAna meM sthiracitta bana sakatI hai| bhayajanya caMcalatA nahIM, dveSajanya unmattatA nhiiN| pathamiNI lIlAvatI ke lie ciMtita hai : pathamiNI ko eka dUsarA vicAra AyA aura usake mu~ha para udvega chA gayA / usane mahAmaMtrI se kahA : 'svAmInAtha, usa becArI nirdoSa lIlAvatI kA kyA For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 10 135 hogA? rAjA ne dezanikAlA de diyA hai na? vaha kahA~ jAegI?' mahAmaMtrI pathamiNI se isI prazna kI pratIkSA kara rahe the| unhoMne kahA : 'tuma hI batAo, usako bacAne ke lie hama kyA kara sakate haiM? kyA karanA cAhie?' pathamiNI ne kahA : 'maiM kyA batAU~ Apako? Apa hI aisA upAya soceM ki vaha rAnI jaMgalI pazuoM kI zikAra nahIM bana jaaye| mujhe usakI bahuta dayA AtI hai| Apa bacA sakate haiM usa pavitra abalA ko / kitanI choTI umra hai usakI / ' pathamiNI kI A~kheM A~suoM se bhara giiN| mahAmaMtrI ke mana meM to rAnI kI surakSa kI yojanA banI huI thI hI, parantu pathamiNI kI pUrNasammati usa yojanA meM Avazyaka thii| kyoMki ghaTanA bahuta hI pecIdA thii| mahAmaMtrI ne kahA : 'dekho devI, usa rAnI ko tuma hI surakSita rakha sakatI ho| gupta DhaMga se usako tumhArI havelI ke bhUmigRha meM tuma rakha lo... jaba kalaMka dUra hogA taba rAjA ke vahA~ calI jaaegii| kaho, hai tumhArI taiyArI ?' mahAmaMtrI ne pathamiNI ke sAmane dekhA / jisa rAnI ke sAtha prema hone kA Aropa mahAmaMtrI para hai, usa rAnI ko apanI havelI meM Azraya dene kI bAta kitanA bar3A sAhasa hai ? pathamiNI ne bhI niHsaMkoca apanI sammati pradarzita kara dI, yaha usakA apane pati para kitanA aura kaisA avicala vizvAsa hai ! 'mere pati naiSThika brahmacArI haiM! unake mana meM bhI viSayavikAra nahIM hai...' aisA niHzaMka vizvAsa hai pathamiNI ke hRdaya meN| Aja to pati ne patnI kA vizvAsa gavA~ diyA hai : pethar3azAha ne aisA vizvAsa saMpAdana kiyA hogA na! aisA vizvAsa Apa logoM ne patnI kA saMpAdana kiyA hai kyA ? hai na Apa para apanI patnI kA vizvAsa? 'mere sivAya sArI duniyA kI mahilAe~ mere pati ke mana meM mAtA aura bahana ke samAna haiN| kisI bhI dUsarI strI ke sAmane vikArayukta nahIM bana skte...|' aisA vizvAsa Apake prati hogA na? sabhA meM se : taba to hama loga svarga kA sukha pA leM yahA~ ! aise puNya kahA~ haiM hamAre ? mahArAjazrI : puNya to haiM parantu Apake aise lakSaNa nahIM haiM! kahie, Apa apanI patnI ke prati pUrNa vaphAdAra rahe ho? parastrI ko rAga se sparza bhI nahIM kiyA hai na? yadi isa vilAsI yuga meM Apane svapatnI kI vaphAdArI nibhAI hai to mere zatazata dhanyavAda haiM Apako / parastrI kA rUpa bhI nahIM dekhane kA / For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 10 136 parastrI ke sAtha ekAMta meM rAga se bAteM bhI nahIM karane kI / sinemA ke parde para bhI auratoM kI ardhanagna kAyA nahIM dekhane kI / nahIM jAte ho na dekhane ko ? vAsanAe~ pIchA nahIM chor3eMgI : sabhA meM se : zrImatIjI bhI AtI haiM sinemA dekhane ! parapuruSoM ko dekhatI haiM na? mahArAjazrI : acchA, to Apasa meM samajhautA kara liyA lagatA hai ki maiM parastrI ko dekhU~ to tU baukhalAnA mata aura tU parapuruSoM ke rUpa dekhegI to maiM virodha nahIM kruuNgaa| kyoM aisI hI bAta hai na? parantu dekhane taka kA hI samajhautA hai na? Age bar3hakara koI dUsarA samajhautA to nahIM kiyA hai na? kyoM jAna-bUjhakara narka meM jAne ke karma bA~dhate ho ? kyoM isa vartamAna jIvana meM durAcAra-vyabhicAra ke mArga para calakara svayaM kI aura dUsaroM kI jiMdagI barbAda karate ho? kyA svastrI meM aura svapuruSa meM hI ApakI viSayavAsanA zAnta nahIM hotI? vAsanA to dAvAnala hai, viSayasukha bhogane se dAvAnala zAnta nahIM hotA hai, bar3hatA hai / vAsanA prabala banatI jAtI hai / jaba zarIra azakta bana jAegA, indriyA~ zithila ho jAe~gI, taba vAsanAe~ Apako DAyana banakara satAe~gI / pati-patnI kA sadAcArI jIvana hI apane Aryadeza kI saMskRti hai / sadAcArI, paraspara vaphAdAra pati-patnI ke hI saMtAna Arya-saMskRti ke saMvAhaka aura mokSamArga ke ArAdhaka bana sakate haiN| pethar3azAha aura pathamiNI ko eka hI suputra jhAMjhaNazAha thA / parantu kaisA thA ? jaisA bApa vaisA beTA! vaisA hI suzIla, dAnavIra aura paramAtmabhakta ! guNavAna, zraddhAvAna, caritravAna! Apako kaisI saMtAna cAhie ? saMtAnoM kI ciMtA hai Apako ? unakI AtmA kI ciMtA hai ? Apako apanI AtmA kI hI ciMtA nahIM hai, phira saMtAnoM kI to bAta hI kyA karanA ? deza ke hitaciMtaka kahalAnevAloM ne, samAja ke uddhAraka kahalAnevAloM ne, mahilAoM ko sukhI karane kA ThekA lenevAloM ne durAcAra aura vyabhicAra ko phailAne kA ghora pApa kiyA hai aura kara rahe haiN| kucha aise bAjArU sAhityakAroM ne, kalAkAroM ne aura zrImantoM ne durAcAra aura vyabhicAra kA pracAra karane kA akSamya aparAdha kiyA hai aura kara rahe haiM / are, vyabhicAriyoM ko surakSA dene ke kAnUna bana gae haiN| garbhapAta jaisA ghora pApa kAnUna ke sahAre nirbhayatA se ho rahA hai| aise kAnUnoM kA pAlana karane kA ? aise kAnUnoM kA DaTakara virodha karanA cAhie, ullaMghana karanA cAhie / prajA ko niHsattva aura nirvIrya banAnevAlI For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana 10 137 bAtoM kA sakhta virodha karanA cAhie / sadAcAra ke sudRr3ha pakSapAtI jo hoMge ve hI virodha kreNge| jinako duHkha kA bhaya nahIM hogA aura sukhoM kA pralobhana nahIM hogA ve virodha kreNge| kaise rASTra meM jIvana jIne kA hai ? kahate haiM ki kA~gresa gA~dhIjI ke siddhAntoM ke anusAra rAjya karatI hai, lekina merI dRSTi meM gA~dhIjI ke siddhAntoM kI khule Ama hatyA ho rahI hai| yaha deza mahAvIra, buddha, rAma aura kRSNa kA hai| isa deza meM zIla aura sadAcAra kI viDaMbanA ? prajA ko durAcArI - vyabhicArI banAne kI yojanAe~ ? hA~, isa samAja ke bIca, isa deza meM rahate hue hamako zIla aura sadAcAra kA pAlana karanA hai! pati-patnI ke saMbaMdhoM ko pavitra banAe rakhanA hai| pethar3azAha aura pathamiNI ke saMbaMdha kaise pavitra hoMge! eka-dUsare ke prati kitanA vizvAsa hogA? rAnI lIlAvatI ko mahAmaMtrI gupta mArga se apanI havelI meM le Ate haiM aura pathamiNI ko usakI dekharekha karane kI jimmedArI sauMpa dete haiM / abhaya, adveSa aura akheda kI mUrti pethar3azAha vAstava meM dharmAtmA the, dharma kA jaisA svarUpa batAyA gayA hai, usI svarUpa kA dharma usa mahApuruSa meM thA / Aja, basa itanA hI / For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-11 138 . paramAtmA ke sAtha nAtA racane kI, saMbaMdha bA~dhane kI cAra bhUmikAe~ haiM : 1. smaraNa 2. darzana 3. stavana 4. sprshn| * prematattva ko samajhanevAle hI mUrti kA, mUrtipUjA kA rahasya samajha paayeNge| paramAtmA kA prema svataH tumheM khIMcegA maMdira kI trph| * yadi Apa baMgale meM beDaruma, DroIMgarUma, bAtharuma, kicana rakha sakate ho; to kyA eka 'gaoNDaruma' nahIM banA sakate? * gadgad svara meM aura bhAvavibhora hRdaya se bhIla ne apanI A~kha bheMTa karake bhagavAna zaMkara kI pUjA kii| . bhagavAna zaMkara ne jaTAzaMkara se kahA : 'jo mujhe saMpUrNa evaM sarvasva samarpita karate haiM, maiM unakA ho jAtA hU~!' dharmazAlAoM kI Aja dazA kyA ho rahI hai? unheM pApazAlA kA rUpa diyA jA rahA hai! en... * pravacana : 11 yAkinI mahattarAsunu mahAna zrutadhara AcAryazrI haribhadrasUrijI 'dharmabindu' grantha meM dharma kA svarUpa samajhAte hue pharamAte haiM : vacanAdyadanuSThanuSThAnamavirUddhAd yathoditaM / maitryAdibhAvasaMyuktaM taddharma iti kIrtyate / / kyA Apake mana meM isa bAta ko lekara kabhI becainI paidA huI ki itane varSoM se dharmAnuSThAna karate hue bhI abhI taka vicArazuddhi aura AcArazuddhi nahIM huI...to kyA karU~? kyA maiM avidhi se dharmAnuSThAna kara rahA hU~? jisa prakAra dharmAnuSThAna karanA cAhie usa prakAra nahIM kara rahA hU~? kyoM AtmA meM prazamabhAva jAgrata nahIM hotA? kahA~ ulajha gayA hU~? jiMdagI choTI hai| aba jIvana-dIpa bujha jAegA...patA nahIM, paraloka meM AtmA kahA~ jAegI? punaH caurAsI lAkha yoni ke cakkara meM to kahIM nahIM pha~sa jAegI merI AtmA? For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-11 139 Apa AtmaciMtA karate ho kabhI? __isa prakAra kI AtmaciMtA hotI hai sahI? makAna meM 'lAiTa-phiTiMga' karavAyA ho, 'mITara' bhI laga gayA ho, 'svIca' 'ona' karane para prakAza nahIM hotA ho to turanta jA~ca karate ho na? vicAra AtA hai na ki 'phiTiMga' ho gayA hai, 'svIca borDa' laga gayA hai, 'mITara' laga gayA hai, phira bhI prakAza kyoM nahIM hotA? 'pAvara hAUsa' ke riperara ko bulAkara pUchate ho na? vaha Akara, saba kucha dekhakara Apako kahe ki 'lAiTa kahA~ se hogI? Apane 'pAvara hAUsa' se 'kanekzana' to liyA nahIM hai|' ___ mAno ki 'kanekzana' le liyA hai parantu 'lAiTa-phiTiMga' ThIka nahIM huA hai to bhI prakAza nahIM hogA! galatI kahA~ hai, khojo / varSoM se dharmakriyAe~ karane para bhI AtmA meM jJAnaprakAza nahIM ho rahA hai, AtmamaMdira meM aMdherA hI chAyA huA hai, to Apako cintA honI caahie| hotI hai cintA? apanI AtmA kI ora dekhate ho? sArI duniyA ko dekhate ho, apanI hI AtmA ko nahIM dekha rahe ho! kitane buddhimAna ho Apa loga? TUTe hue do rUpaye ke slIpara kI cintA ho jAtI hai, mUlyavAna AtmA ke prati lAparavAhI? yAda rakho, yadi Apa svayaM apanI AtmA kI cintA nahIM karoge to duniyA meM koI ApakI AtmA kA uddhAra nahIM kara skegaa| jarA dhyAna se dekho ki AtmA kI vartamAna sthiti kaisI hai? dharmakriyAe~ karate ho, phira bhI jIvana-vyavahAra meM aura mana ke vicAroM meM prakAza AyA? nahIM, andhakAra hI andhakAra! talAza karo, paramAtmA ke 'pAvara hAUsa' ke sAtha 'kanekzana' to salAmata hai na? paramAtmA ke sAtha saMbaMdha jor3ane kA tarIkA : sabhA meM se : 'kanekzana' liyA hI nahIM hai, phira salAmatI kA savAla hI nahIM uThatA hai! mahArAjazrI : buddhimAna ho na! jaba taka AtmA kA paramAtmA ke sAtha hRdaya kI bhUmikA para prIti-bhakti kA saMbaMdha sthApita na ho, taba taka paramAtmA dvArA batAI huI mokSamArga kI ArAdhanA kaise ho sakatI hai? pratyeka dharmAnuSThAna meM vidhi-vidhAna kA 'phiTiMga' ThIka DhaMga se kaise ho sakatA hai? donoM bAteM apekSita haiM, 'phiTiMga' aura 'kanekzana'! donoM meM se eka bhI nahIM ho to prakAza nahIM ho sktaa| donoM kAma karane ke haiN| merI rAya to yaha hai ki pahale 'kanekzana' le For Private And Personal Use Only

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140 pravacana-11 lo! phira 'phiTiMga' meM derI nahIM hogI! isalie 'kanekzana' kA 'prosIjara' zurU kara do! hA~, 'kanekzana' lene kA bhI eka acchA 'prosIjara' hai! paramAtmatattva ke sAtha saMbaMdha sthApita karanA hai, mAmUlI bAta nahIM hai| sarala nahIM hai| lekina ApakA saMkalpa hone ke bAda koI kaThinatA nahIM hogii| saMkalpa karake kArya prArambha kara do| cAra bhUmikAe~ haiM saMbaMdha sthApita karane kii| 1. smaraNa 2. darzana 3. stavana aura 4. sparzana | smaraNa vyakti ke abhAva meM hotA hai| smaraNa vyakti kI anupasthiti meM hotA hai| smaraNa acche kA hotA hai vaise bure kA bhI hotA hai| jisake prati prema hotA hai usakA smaraNa madhuratA paidA karatA hai sAtha meM vyAkulatA bhI! yaha vyAkulatA bhI madhura hotI hai| isameM udvega nahIM hotA hai, saMtApa nahIM hotA hai| uttejanA hotI hai, virahajanya vyAkulatA hotI hai| sadeha paramAtmA kA viraha hai na hama ko? priyatama paramAtmA ke viraha kI vyAkulatA anubhava kI hai? virahajanya smaraNa kA saMvedana huA hai kabhI? prema binA saba bekAra hai : paramAtmA kA smaraNa ho jAtA hai ki karanA par3atA hai? dhyAna rahe ki smaraNa meM saMvedana hotA hI hai| saMvedanazUnya smaraNa, smaraNa nahIM kahA jAtA, vaha to mAtra hotA hai koI svArthasiddhi kA upAya! 'paramAtmA kA itanI bAra smaraNa karane se amuka kArya siddha hotA hai,' aisA kucha sunakara Apa hajAroM yA lAkhoM bAra paramAtmA kA nAma-smaraNa karo, usa smaraNa se merA sambandha nahIM hai| jisako paramAtmA se pyAra nahIM hotA usakA paramAtmA ke nAma kA smaraNa premajanya nahIM hotA, svArthajanya hotA hai| paramAtmatattva se prIti ho jAtI hai aura usa tattva se milane kI tIvra tamannA jAgrata hotI hai, milana hotA nahIM hai, darzana hote nahIM hai, taba dina-rAta usake smaraNa meM gujarate haiN| kabhI-kabhI usa smaraNa meM A~sU bhI baha jAte haiM, mana becaina bhI ho jAtA hai | sabhA meM se : aisA to kabhI nahIM huA! mahArAjazrI : kaise hogA? yaha saba to paramAtmapremI ke jIvana meM hotA hai| Apa loga paramAtmapremI ho? are, paramAtmA ke nahIM, aura kisI ke bhI premI ho kyA? sacce premI kisake ho? 'imiTezana prema'...mAtra banAvaTI prema! vaise meM smaraNa kisa kA? dikhAvaTI prema meM premI kA abhAva akharatA hI nahIM hai| abhAva akhare nahIM to smaraNa hotA nahIM! kabhI yAda A jAnA eka bAta hai, For Private And Personal Use Only

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141 pravacana- 11 smaraNa honA dUsarI bAta hai / smaraNa meM darzana kI tar3apana hotI hai| milana kI lagana hotI hai| mUrtipUjA kauna samajhegA ? jaba sadeha paramAtmA kA viraha hai apana ko, yahA~ unake darzana saMbhava nahIM hai taba unakI AkRti ke darzana karake kucha tRpti pA letI hai AtmA / prematattva ko samajhanevAlA hI mUrtipUjA kA mahattva samajha sakatA hai / prematattva ko jo nahIM samajhatA hai, mUrtipUjA kA mahattva nahIM samajha sakatA hai| paramAtmapremI paramAtmA kA trikAla - darzana nahIM kare to usake mana ko caina nahIM par3atA, isalie trikAla darzana kI vidhi batAI gaI hai| vidhi batAI gaI hai isalie trikAla - darzana nahIM karane haiM! Apako paramAtmA ke maMdira meM paramAtmaprema khIMcakara le jAe! Apa paramAtmA kI mUrti dekhakara gadgad ho jAe~! A~kheM A~suoM se bhara jaaeN| are! itanA maz2A A jAya ki zabdoM meM usakA varNana hI nahIM kiyA jA sakatA / jAte ho na darzana karane mandira meM? darzana kisa prakAra karate ho? paramAtmA kI dRSTi meM dRSTi milAkara khar3e rahate ho na ? sabhA meM se : azakya hai mahArAja sAhaba, paramAtmA ke isa prakAra ke darzana to koI aise mandira meM ho sakate haiM ki jahA~ loga bahuta kama jAte hoM / yahA~ to bhakta loga bhagavAna ko ghera lete haiM, darzanArthI ko bhagavAna ke pUre darzana hI nahIM ho pAte ! sukhI sadgRhasthoM ko cAhie ki ve gRhamandira banAe~ : mahArAjazrI : saca bAta kahate haiM Apa | svArthI logoM ne bhagavAna ko ghera rakhA hai! svArtha meM viveka nahIM TikatA / pUjA karanevAloM ko yaha hoza hI nahIM rahatA ki unako kisa prakAra mUla gabhAre meM khar3A rahanA cAhie / 'hama akele hI mandira meM nahIM haiM, dUsare darzanArthI bhI haiM...' yaha vicAra AtA hI nahIM hai ina bhaktoM ko| isalie Apa loga yadi acchI taraha darzana karanA cAhate hoM to apane ghara meM hI eka kamare meM eka maMdira banAo! yadi Apa loga baMgalA banA sakate ho aura baMgale meM beDarUma, DroiMgarUma, kicana, bAtharUma saba banA sakate ho to 'gaoNDarUma' nahIM banA sakate? hA~, jo vyakti eka-do kamare meM hI jIvana vyatIta karatA hai, vaha gRhamandira nahIM banA sakatA hai| aise sAdhAraNa aura madhyama sthiti ke logoM ke lie ye saMghamandira banAe jAte haiM / sukhI aura For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-11 ____142 samRddha logoM ko apanA gRhamandira banAnA cAhie aura usa mandira meM darzanapUjana karanA caahie| to saMghamandira meM bhIr3a nahIM hogii| Apa loga yadi apanA-apanA gRhamandira banA lo, to maiM jisa prakAra darzana karane kI bAta kaha rahA hU~, Apa usa prakAra darzana kara sakate haiN| paramAtmA ke sAmane 'trATaka' bhI kara sakate haiN| darzana kI tar3apana ke bAda yadi darzana hote haiM to sahaja hI 'trATaka' ho jAtA hai| bIca meM koI vighna karanevAle AyeMge hI nhiiN| mandira meM dene ke lie jAte ho yA lene ke lie? : Apa logoM ko aise mandiroM meM darzana karane jAnA jyAdA pasanda AtA hai ki jahA~ jyAdA se jyAdA loga ikaTThe ho jAte hoM! Apa vaise tIrtha ko, mandira ko, mUrti ko jyAdA prabhAvazAlI mAnate ho! sahI bAta hai na? Apa logoM ko prabhAvazAlI bhagavAna priya hai na? prabhAvoM se AkarSita hokara jAnevAle paramAtmA ke premI loga nahIM haiM, prabhAvoM kA AkarSaNa lobhI logoM ko hotA hai| aise loga kyA mandira meM darzana karane jAte haiM? nahIM, ve loga to apane darzana dene jAte haiM! 'bhagavAna mujhe dekha lo maiM kitanA dIna hU~, duHkhI hU~...prabhu, mujhe dekho...!' darzana dene jAte ho na? bhagavAna Apako dekha le to ApakA kAma ho jAya! Apako matalaba hai Apake kAma se! yadi bhagavAna usameM mAdhyama bana jAya to acchA hai| isalie jAte ho mandira! aise loga paramAtmatattva ko pahacAnate hI nhiiN| aise logoM ko paramAtmA se koI lagAva nahIM hotA hai| ve loga dene nahIM jAte, lene jAte haiM mandira meM! Apa mandira meM lene jAte ho yA dene? bhIla kI niSkAma bhakti : jaTAzaMkara ko zAdI kiye dasa-bAraha sAla bIta gaye the, parantu koI saMtAna nahIM thii| jaTAzaMkara kI patnI jaTAzaMkara se kahA karatI thI ki 'Apa koI maMtra, taMtra, dorA-dhAgA, tAbIja kucha to karo... jisase apanI kAmanA pUrI ho jAya... santAna kI prApti ho jAya / ' eka dina eka mitra ne Akara jaTAzaMkara se kahA : 'dosta, terA kAma ho jAegA, yadi merI bAta mAne to!' ___ jaTAzaMkara ne kahA : 'tU merA dosta hai, terI bAta kyoM nahIM mAnU~gA bhalA? tU mere bhale ke lie to bAta karane ko AyA hogA!' mitra ne kahA : 'jaTAzaMkara, yahA~ se, apane gA~va se pUrva dizA meM eka maMdira hai mahAdeva kA, bar3I camatkArI hai ziva kI mUrti | jo koI bhAva se zaMkara kI bhakti karatA hai, zaMkara usakI manokAmanAe~ pUrNa karatA hai| tU yadi pratidina For Private And Personal Use Only

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143 pravacana-11 usa maMdira AyA kare aura zaMkara kI pUjA kare to terA kAma ho jAegA!' jaTAzaMkara ko mitra kI bAta para vizvAsa ho gyaa| patnI ko bhI bAta btaaii| patnI to atyaMta prasanna ho gaI aura 'kala se prAtaHkAla Apa usa mandira meM pUjana karane jAyA kreN| pUjana ke lie phala, miThAI, puSpa Adi bar3hiyA sAmagrI le jAyA kreN...|' AjJA hI kara dii| kyA usako paramAtmaprema thA? nahIM, putraprema ne paramAtmA ke pAsa jAne ko bAdhya kiyaa| vaha paramAtmA se putra lene jAtA hai| lene kI, putra pAne kI prabala icchA se jAtA hai, nahIM ki prema se| ___jaTAzaMkara pratidina jAtA hai| vidhi anusAra pUjana karatA hai, jApa karatA hai| usa maMdira meM pratidina eka bhIla-AdivAsI bhI AtA hai, zaMkara ke darzana karane | usakA darzana-pUjana karane kA DhaMga hI nirAlA hai| vaha bhIla mu~ha meM pAnI bhara ke lAtA hai| hAtha meM jaMgala ke phUla lAtA hai| Akara vaha tIra se zaMkara kI mUrti para se phUla vagairaha utAra detA hai, mu~ha meM se pAnI kI picakArI lagAtA hai mUrti para aura hAtha meM se phUla pheMkatA hai| phira zaMkara ke sAmane dekha kara pUchatA hai, 'kaise ho mere zaMkara? terI bar3I dayA hai|' itanA bolakara vaha calA jAtA hai| jaTAzaMkara jApa karate-karate bhIla kI pUjA dekhatA hai aura mana meM gussA karatA hai| bhakti kise kahate haiM? eka dina to jaTAzaMkara ko zaMkara para hI gussA A gyaa| kyoMki usa dina zaMkara ne usa bhIla ke sAtha bAta kI thI! maiM itanI bar3hiyA pUjA karatA hU~ to bhI mere sAtha isa zaMkara ko bAta karane kI nahIM sUjhatI aura usa ga~vAra bhIla se bAta karatA hai|' dUsare dina jaba jaTAzaMkara maMdira gayA, mUrti ko dekhA, mUrti kI eka A~kha gAyaba thI! jaTAzaMkara bar3abar3AyA : 'kaise loga haiM? bhagavAna kI A~kha bhI curA le jAte haiN| khaira, maiM kala bAjAra se eka A~kha le AU~gA aura lagA dUMgA-mere khayAla se vaha bhIla hii...|' jaTAzaMkara ne pUjA kara lI aura jApa karane baiTha gyaa| itane meM vaha bhIla aayaa| usane rojAnA ke DhaMga se pUjA kara lI aura zaMkara kI mUrti ke sAmane dekhaa| 'are, zaMkara! terI eka A~kha kahA~ gaI? merI do A~kheM aura terI eka! bhalA, aisA kaise ho sakatA hai? terI do A~kheM cAhie, le merI eka A~kha de detA huuN|' bhIla ne apane nukIle tIra se apanI eka A~kha For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-11 144 nikAla kara zaMkara ko lagA dii| khUna kI dhArA bahane lagI, parantu bhIla ke mukha para prasannatA chAI huI thii| jaTAzaMkara ko to pasInA ho AyA thA sardI meM bhI! kA~pa rahA thA usakA zarIra | usa samaya zaMkara kI mUrti meM se divya dhvani nikalatI hai : 're brAhmaNa, aba tU samajhA na, ki kyoM maiM isa bhIla ko itanA cAhatA hU~? kyoMki vaha lene nahIM AtA, dene AtA hai| tU dene nahIM AtA, lene AtA hai | maiM usako apanA parama bhakta mAnatA hU~ ki jo apanA sarvasva mujhe samarpita kara detA hai, maiM usakA bana jAtA huuN|' prema samarpaNa karavAtA hai! jaTAzaMkara avAka raha gayA divyavANI sunakara | khAlI thAla lekara apane ghara lauTa gyaa| putra bhale nahIM milA parantu usako paramAtmA ko pAne kI rAha mila gii| paramAtmA se prema kara lo, phira kucha bhI mA~ganA nahIM pdd'egaa| binA mA~ge hI mila jAegA jisa samaya jo cAhie! yadi Apa maMdira meM kucha lene jAte ho, to ApakA citta caMcala banA rhegaa| lene kI icchA, kucha pAne kI icchA caMcalatA paidA karatI hai| maMdira meM ApakA mana sthira rahatA hai? nahIM na? sthiratA se paramAtmA ke darzana karate ho? paramAtmA kI pratimA para ApakI dRSTi sthira rahatI hai? rahatI hai to kitanI dera taka? dRSTi idhara-udhara ho jAtI hai na? ho jAegI, kyoMki Apa lene jAte ho, kucha pAne kI vAsanA caMcalatA ko janma detI hai| ___ Apake hRdaya meM paramAtmaprema jAgrata hogA ki Apa samarpaNa kI bhAvanA lekara paramAtma maMdira jAoge | prema Apako samarpaNa ke lie hI prerita kregaa| smaraNa aura darzana ke bAda ApakI vANI mukharita hue binA nahIM rhegii| ApakI jihvA se paramAtmA kA stavana svataH hI phUTane lgegaa| usa stavana meM viraha kI vedanA ho sakatI hai, paramAtmaguNoM kI prazaMsA bhI ho sakatI hai, paramAtmA se bhAvamilana kI prArthanA ho sakatI hai| sabakucha 'reDImeDa' cAhie Apako! sabhA meM se : hama loga to raTe raTAe stavana hI bolate haiN| hRdaya meM se koI bhAva svataH jAgrata hI nahIM hotA hai| mahArAjazrI : prItipUrNa aura bhaktipUrNa hRdaya meM se svataH stavana nikalatA For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-11 145 hai| dharatI se phUTate jharane kI taraha! TaTolo apane hRdaya ko| hRdaya meM paramAtmA ke prati prIti aura bhakti ke bhAva par3e haiM? mayaNAsundarI zAdI ke bAda, dUsare dina prAtaH jaba bhagavAna RSabhadeva ke maMdira meM gaI thI, usakA pati u~bara rANA bhI sAtha gayA thA, mayaNAsundarI ke hRdaya meM se kaisA stavana pragaTa huA thA? jAnate ho? prItipUrNa hRdaya se stavana prakaTa huA thA, yaha jAnate ho? prItipUrNa stavana ne vahA~ camatkAra kara diyA thaa| paramAtmA ke gale meM par3I huI puSpamAlA mayaNAsundarI ke pAsa A gaI thI! stavana mayaNA kara rahI thI, sunakara u~bara rANA kA hRdaya gadgad ho gayA thaa| stavana karane kI bhI eka paddhati hotI hai| sunanevAlA sunakara bhaktibhAva meM lIna ho jaay| u~bara rANA zAyada pahalI bAra hI mandira meM AyA thaa| parantu usake hRdaya meM mayaNAsundarI ke prati guNamUlaka prIti ho gaI thii| mayaNA ke tyAga aura samarpaNa ne u~bara rANA ko AkarSita kara diyA thaa| mayaNA ke prati AkarSita u~bara rANA mayaNA ke stavana ke prati bhI AkarSita ho gyaa| usa stavana meM nahIM thA koI sukha pAne kA arcana, nahIM thI koI duHkhabhaya se mukta hone kI yAcanA / paramAtmaguNoM kI smRti aura kIrtana! darzana kaise karate ho? jisake prati prIti hotI hai usake darzana kitanI tallInatA se hote haiM, jAnate ho? A~khoM se A~kheM milatI haiM na? paramAtmA kI A~khoM meM kucha dikhatA hai? aisA dikhatA hai ki dekhate hI rheN| A~kheM haTe hI nahIM vahA~ se | para hama dekheM to! eka paramAtmapremI saMskRta bhASA ke mahAkavi ne gAyA hai : 'prazamarasanimagnaM dRSTiyugmaM prsnnm| kavi ne paramAtmA kI A~khoM meM prazamarasa dekhA! prasannatA dekhI! Apa logoM ne paramAtmA kI A~khoM meM kyA dekhA? Apako khayAla bhI hai ki paramAtmA kI A~khoM meM kucha dekhane yogya hai? saMsArI jIvoM kI A~khoM meM jo nahIM dikhAI de vaisA kucha divya tattva paramAtmA kI A~khoM meM dikhAI detA hai| yogIzvara AnandaghanajI ko bhI vaisA kucha dikhAI diyA thaa| ve Ananda se nAca uThe the, unake mu~ha se stavana ke zabda phUTa par3e the, jaise ki kalI phUTatI hai paudhe para! amiyabharI mUrati racI re, upamA na ghaTe koya / zAnta sudhArasa jhIlatI re, nirakhata tRpti na hoya! vimala jina! dIThA~ loyaNa Aja! For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 11 146 'he vimala jinezvara! Apake nayana Aja maiMne dekhe! dekhatA hI rahU~, jIvanaparyaMta dekhatA rahU~, tRpti nahIM hotI hai / zAntarasa kA amRta bharA hai Apake nayanoM meM ! basa, pItA hI rhuuN...|' AnandaghanajI yogI the na? yogI ko parama yogI ke sAtha prIti honA svAbhAvika bAta hai| yogI hI paramayogI kI A~kheM par3ha sakate haiM, A~khoM ke bhAva parakha sakate haiN| bhogI kA paramayogI ke sAtha kaise saMbaMdha bana sakatA hai? hA~, Apa logoM ko bhI yogI bananA par3egA, yadi paramayogI paramAtmA se prIti bA~dhI hai / bhogI ko yogI pasanda hI nahIM Ate! jisako yogI pasanda Ate haiM ve bhogI nahIM hote| unakA hRdaya bhogI nahIM hotA / zarIra se bhogI aura mana se yogI, aise zrAvaka bhI hote haiM / paramAtmapaMtha ke pathika yogI hote haiM! 'yogI' zabda sunakara Dara mata jAnA / 'yoga' zabda kI paribhASA samajha lo, Dara nikala jAegA dimAga meM se / 'mokSeNa yojanAd yoga: / ' jo hameM mokSa se jor3e, mokSamArga se jor3e, usako yoga kahate haiM / kahie, aisA yoga to Apako pasanda AegA na? paramAtmadarzana aura paramAtma-stavana aisA yoga hai| darzana aura stavana apana ko paramAtmatattva se jor3ate haiN| darzana meM tallInatA cAhie, stavana meM bhAvalInatA cAhie / prIti aura bhakti tallInatA evaM bhAvalInatA lAte haiM / pratimA kaisI pasaMda karoge, suMdara yA camatkArika ? prazna : paramAtmA kI mUrti nayanaramya aura AkarSaka hotI hai to tallInatA jaldI AtI hai| apane yahA~ paramAtmA kI mUrtiyA~ itanI sundara kyoM nahIM hotI? uttara : paramAtmA kI mUrti nayanaramya honI cAhie, AkarSaka honI cAhie, yaha bAta sahI hai parantu apana ko mUrti taka hI sImita nahIM rahanA hai| mUrti to mAdhyama hai| usa mAdhyama se apana ko paramAtmasvarUpa ke dhyAna meM pahu~canA hai| mAdhyama uttama hogA to praveza saralatA se ho jAegA / darzana, stavana aura pUjana kA lakSya paramAtmasvarUpa meM pahu~cane kA hai kyA ? nahIM, lakSya hai bhautika sukha pAne kA! eka gA~va meM hama gaye the, vahA~ ke jinamaMdira meM jo mUrti thI paramAtmA kI, choTI thI aura kucha beDaula bhI thii| maiMne eka mahAnubhAva se pUchA : 'aisI For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 11 147 mUrti kyoM rakhI hai ? kyA Apako darzana karane meM, pUjana karane meM, AhlAda AtA hai?' unhoMne kahA : 'yaha mUrti bar3I hI camatkArika hai, bahuta purAnI hai!' camatkAra! Apa logoM ko camatkAra batAnevAle bhagavAna pasaMda A jAte haiM! camatkAra batAnevAle guru pasaMda A jAte haiM aura camatkAra batAnevAlA dharma pasaMda A jAtA hai| jhoMpar3I mahala bana jAe, vaisA camatkAra cAhie na ? lohA sonA bana jAe, vaisA camatkAra cAhie na ? pAnI ghI bana jAe, vaisA camatkAra cAhie na ? mUrti nayanaramya ho yA na ho, camatkArika cAhie ! mana kitanA vikRta ho gayA hai logoM kA ? Apa loga paramAtmA ke darzana karane jAte ho ? nahIM, Apake darzana paramAtmA ko dene jAte ho! paramAtmA Apako dekhe aura camatkAra kara de, isI uddezya se jAte ho na ? hama pratimA ko bhI badasUrata banA DAlate haiM : zilpI kitanI sundara pratimA banAtA hai? apane mandiroM meM jaba se pratimA paramAtmA ke rUpa meM pratiSThita hotI hai, taba se pujArI loga aura Apa loga usa pratimA ko vikRta karate jA rahe ho / zilpI kI banAI huI svAbhAvika A~kheM Apako pasaMda nahIM AtI haiM, Apa jaisI taisI kA~ca kI A~kheM lagA dete ho! jagaha-jagaha TIke lagAte ho| jagaha-jagaha sone-cA~dI kI paTTiyA~ lagAte ho...kyoMki Apake mana meM yaha bAta jamI huI hai ki 'eka tolA sonA mUrti para mar3hane se eka kilo milatA hai|' thor3A dekara jyAdA pAne kI bAta hai na ApakI? phira saundarya kI kalpanA hI kaise A sakatI hai ? 'paramAtmA kI mUrti nayanaramya, khUbasUrata honI cAhie, yaha vicAra bhI zAyada Apa logoM ko nahIM AyA hogaa| AyA hai kabhI ? kaise tIrthoM meM jAnA pasaMda karate ho? kahIM para, kisI tIrthasthAna meM koI aisI saundaryazAlI pratimA mila jAe, kyA vahA~ para bhI Apane darzana karake amRtasara kA pAna kiyA hai? paramAtmA kI dRSTi meM dRSTi jur3a gaI hai kabhI? ekAdha ghaMTA darzana meM calA gayA kabhI? nIrava zAnti ho, mandira meM koI kolAhala nahIM ho, cAroM ora prasannatA aura pavitratA phailI ho...dhUpa kI sugandha aura dIpaka kI jyoti vAtAvaraNa ko AhlAdaka karatI ho...aise sthAna meM kabhI darzana aura stavana meM kho gae ho ? apane Apako For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-11 148 kho diyA hai kabhI? parantu Apa aise nirjana tIrthasthAnoM meM jAnA pasanda karate bhI ho kyA? tIrthasthAnoM meM jAne kA prayojana paramAtmadarzana aura paramAtmapUjana hotA hai kyA? tIrthasthAnoM meM bhavasAgara tairane kI dRSTi se jAte ho kyA? nahIM, tIrthasthAnoM meM Apa aba 'pikanika' kI dRSTi se jAne lage ho| vahA~ para bhI rAtribhojana karane lage ho, vahA~ para bhI abhakSya khAne lage ho, vahA~ para bhI bure vyasana chor3ate nhiiN| kaI loga to tIrthasthAnoM meM jAte haiM parantu maMdira meM nahIM jAte, dharmazAlA ke suvidhApUrNa makAna meM tAza khelate rahate haiM yA reDiyo sunate rahate haiM athavA arthahIna gapazapa meM samaya barabAda karate haiN| dharmazAlAe~ bana rahI haiM pApazAlAe~ : tIrthadhAmoM kI dharmazAlAe~ pApazAlAe~ nahIM bana rahI kyA? nAma kitanA arthapUrNa hai 'dharmazAlA'! dharma-ArAdhanA karane ke lie dAnavIra loga dharmazAlA banavAte haiM, usakA upayoga karanA pApAcaraNa karane meM? yaha dAnavIroM ke prati droha nahIM hai kyA? apane jaina tIrthoM meM bhI aba 'karapzana' jyAdA bar3ha gayA hai| Aja kA AdamI hI 'karapTeDa' bana gayA hai na! ___merA Apa logoM se Agraha hai ki Apa tIrthasthAnoM kA sadupayoga kreN| tIrthasthAnoM meM bane hue bhavya jinamandiroM meM jAkara apUrva cittazAnti prApta kreN| jinamaMdiroM meM birAjita nayanaramya bhavya jinapratimAoM kA AlaMbana lekara paramAtmatattva ke sAtha AntarikasaMbaMdha sthApita kreN| jIvana aura AtmA : mAnava-jIvana kI saphalatA kA AdhAra hai dhrmpurussaarth| yadi arthapuruSArtha aura kAmapuruSArtha meM hI jIvana pUrA bItA diyA to bahuta bar3I galatI hogI, janma-janma usakI sajA bhoganI pdd'egii| gaMbhIratA se soco| artha aura kAma, dhanasaMpatti aura bhogavilAsa kSaNika haiM, vinAzI haiM, duHkhadAyI haiM, unake pIche pAgala mata bano / mana-vacana aura kAyA kI zakti ko vinAzI ke pIche vyartha mata ga~vA do| jo zAzvata hai, jo avinAzI haiM usako pAne kA bhavya puruSArtha kara lo| jIvana se bhI jyAdA AtmA se pyAra kara lo| AtmA kI zuddhi aura unnati ke lie jIvana ko duHkhapUrNa bhI bItAnA par3e, bItA do| jIvana ko sukhapUrNa banAne ke lie AtmA kA ahita mata kro| jIvana caMcala haiM, AtmA zAzvata hai| jIvana asthira hai, AtmA sthira hai| AtmA kI unnati meM jIvana ko sAdhana bnaao| jIvana sAdhya nahIM hai, sAdhana hai| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-11 149 paramAtmA kA smaraNa, darzana aura stavana karane se, sparzana kI abhilASA svataH jAgrata hotI hai| jisakA bAra-bAra smaraNa hotA ho, jinakA darzana kiye binA caina nahIM ho aura jinake gIta gAyA karate ho, unako sparza karane ko hRdaya lAlAyita ho hI jAtA hai| paramAtmA kI pUjA kaise karate ho? Apa meM se kaI bhAI-bahana pratidina paramAtmapUjana karate hoNge| maiM unase pUchatA hU~ ki ve paramAtmapUjana kisa prakAra karate haiM? jisa prakAra 'caityavaMdanabhASya' grantha meM paramAtmapUjana kI vidhi batAI hai, usI prakAra yA gatAnugatika? sabhA meM se : 'caityavaMdanabhASya' par3he hI nahIM haiM, hamako par3hAyA gayA nahIM hai, hama to gatAnugatika... dekhA-dekhI karate haiM pUjana! mahArAjazrI : jo dharmakriyA Apa karate ho, usa dharmakriyA ke viSaya meM Apako yathArtha jAnakArI prApta karanI hI cAhie aura zAstrIya mArgadarzana lenA hI caahie| gatAnugatika... dekhA-dekhI dharmAnuSThAna karane meM aneka doSa, aneka avidhi praviSTa ho jAte haiM, Age calakara avidhi bhI vidhi bana jAtA hai| 'mere dAdA isa prakAra pUjana karate the, mere pitA bhI isa prakAra karate the... kyA ve avidhi se karate the?' Apake dAdA, pitA vagairaha avidhi kara hI nahIM sakate kyA? ve sarvajJa hote haiM? vItarAga hote haiM? kaise buddhihIna tarka karate ho| 'hamAre dAdA isa prakAra karate the|' paramAtmA kI aMgapUjA, agrapUjA aura bhAvapUjA kA krama smjho| aMgapUjA ke bAda agrapUjA aura agrapUjA ke pazcAt bhAvapUjA kI jAtI hai| pratimAjI ke Upara jo jala, candana, puSpa Adi car3hAyA jAtA hai vaha aMgapUjA hai| bhagavAna ke Age jo akSata, phala naivedya Adi rakhA jAtA hai vaha agrapUjA hai aura caityavaMdana kiyA jAtA hai vaha bhAvapUjA hai| pUjA meM se avasthA ciMtana ko hama bhUla gae haiM : isa pUjanavidhi meM eka mahattvapUrNa pUjana hai 'avasthA ciMtana' kA / agrapUjA kara lene ke bAda aura bhAvapUjA se pUrva, paramAtmA jinezvara deva kI tIna avasthAoM kA cintana karanA hotA hai| kiyA hai kabhI? kaise karoge? Apako zAyada mAlUma hI nahIM hogA ki 'avasthAcintana' kyA hai aura kaise kiyA jAtA hai? paramAtmapUjana kI vidhi meM se jaise ki 'avasthA cintana' nikala hI gayA For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-11 150 hai| jabaki 'avasthA cintana' atyanta mahattvapUrNa bhAvakriyA hai| jisa jinezvara paramAtmA kI vibhinna uttama dravyoM se aMgapUjA aura agrapUjA kI, usa paramAtmA ke sAmane khar3e rahakara athavA baiThakara, paramAtmA kI avasthAoM kA cintana karane meM kitanA Ananda AtA hai! tIna avasthAe~ isa prakAra haiM : 1. chadmastha avasthA 2. kaivalya avasthA aura 3. rUpAtIta avsthaa| janma se lagAkara kevala jJAna hone taka chadmastha avasthA hotI hai| usa chadmastha avasthA meM bhI tIna avasthAe~ hotI haiM : (1) bAlyAvasthA (2) rAjyAvasthA (3) zramaNa avasthA / paramAtmA kI bAlyAvasthA kA cintana paramAtmA ke sAmane karanA hai| apanI bAlyAvasthA aura paramAtmA kI bAlyAvasthA meM bahuta antara hai| Apa jAnate ho kyA ki paramAtmA tIrthaMkaradeva mAtA ke peTa meM bhI tIna jJAnavAle hote haiM? unako matijJAna, zrutajJAna aura avadhijJAna hotA hai| hA~, mAtA ke udara meM avadhijJAna hotA hai | arthAt unakA janma bhI tIna jJAnasahita hI hotA hai| unakI bAlyAvasthA jJAnapUrNa hotI hai| bAlaka hote hue bhI ve ajJAnI nahIM hote| unakA zarIra bAlaka kA hotA hai, unakI AtmA to 'avadhijJAnI hotI hai| avadhijJAna' kisako kahate haiM, yaha to jAnate ho na? sabhA meM se : hama loga to kucha bhI nahIM jAnate, dharma kI bAtoM meM! mahArAjazrI : isalie maiM kahatA hU~ ki rAtri ke samaya eka tattvajJAna varga zurU kareM! aisI tattvajJAna kI bAteM usa samaya batAI jAe~ to jaina-paribhASA kA Apa logoM ko acchA jJAna ho sakatA hai| isa samaya pravacana meM AnevAloM meM se kucha logoM ko tattvajJAna meM rasa nahIM hotA hai| jaba tattvajJAna kI bAta AtI hai, unako nIrasa lagatI hai| bahuta gaharAI meM bhale Apa nahIM jAe, parantu kucha Upara-Upara kA tattvajJAna to avazya pA lenA caahie| jainadharma kI bAtoM ko thor3A bhI samajhane ke lie tattvajJAna anivArya rUpa se caahie| bAlyAvasthA : paramAtmA kI bAlyAvasthA kA cintana karoge to avadhijJAna kA vicAra karanA Avazyaka bana jaaegaa| 'avadhijJAna' kyA hotA hai, kisa-kisako hotA hai, ityAdi bAteM samajha lenI caahie| dUra-dUra rahe hue jar3a-rUpI cetana padArthoM ko avadhijJAnI jAna lete haiM, dekha lete haiN| indriyoM kI sahAyatA lie binA jAna lete haiN| dUsare ke mana ke vicAroM ko bhI jAna sakate haiN| devoM ko to avadhijJAna hotA hI hai, manuSyoM ko bhI ho sakatA hai| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 11 janma utsava : paramAtmA kA janma hotA hai, devaloka ke 64 iMdra milakara bhagavAna ko merUparvata para le jAte haiM aura janma- mahotsava manAte haiN| bhagavAna mahAvIra ko jaba iMdra merUparvata para le gaye, choTI-sI kAyAvAle bhagavAna para bar3e-bar3e kalazoM meM se pAnI kA pravAha girane lagA, taba iMdra ke mana meM sandeha huA : 'itane choTe-se bhagavAna para itanA teja pAnI giratA hai, bhagavAna sahana kaise kara sakeMge? vicAra koI burA nahIM thA, parantu ajJAnamUlaka thA! paramAtmA kI ananta zakti kA vismaraNa thA ! bhagavAna mahAvIra ne avadhijJAna se iMdra ke mana ke vicAra jAna lie! iMdra kI ajJAnatA dUra karane ke lie mahAvIra ne apane paira ke a~gUThe ko parvata se dabAyA ! parvata nAcane lagA ! iMdra ghabarA uThA ! iMdra ne avadhijJAna se dekhanA cAhA : 'kisane parvata ko hilAne kI dhRSTatA kI hai ? ' dekhate hI iMdra zaramA gayA! 'oha, yaha to mere paramAtmA ne, mujhe bodha dene ke lie apanI zakti kA paricaya diyA hai|' iMdra ne bhagavAna se kSamA mA~ga lii| 151 For Private And Personal Use Only avasthAcintana meM paramAtmA kI bAla - avasthA kA aisA cintana karanA cAhie ki jisase paramAtmA kI alaukikatA kA jJAna ho aura apanI pAmaratA kA khayAla A jaae| unake jIvana meM se koI preraNAsrota mile, unake prati bhakti kA bhAva bddh'e| merUparvata para ghaTI huI usa ghaTanA ko apanI kalpanA meM lAne se kitanA AhhlalAda hotA hai! dUsarI bAta yaha soco ki paramAtmA kI sevA meM devaloka ke 64 iMdra aura karor3oM deva hone para bhI paramAtmA ko koI garva nahIM! koI abhimAna nahIM ! 'merI sevA meM deva - deveMdra Ate haiN| mere sAmane iMdra baila banakara nAcatA hai...!' aisA koI sva- utkarSa nahIM ! 'dhanya hai bhagavaMta ApakI nirabhimAna dazA ko!' apanA hRdaya bhI aisA bola uThatA hai| jJAnI pradarzana nahIM karate : itane jJAnI, itane zaktizAlI hote hue bhI bhagavAna dUsare samavayaska mitroM ke sAtha ghula-mila jAte the| mitroM ke sAtha nirdoSa bhAva se khelate the| bhItara se jJAnI aura bAhara se ajJAnI se bhI lagate the! bhItara se saMpUrNa virakta, bAhara se mAtA ke prati prema bhI karate the| sabake sAtha ha~sate the, bolate the aura khelakUda karate the| mAtA-pitA unako pAThazAlA le gae to ve cale gae pAThazAlA! 'maiM saba kucha jAnatA hU~, mujhe kyoM pAThazAlA le jAte ho...' aisI koI bAta nahIM kii| cale gae pAThazAlA aura baiTha gae dUsare baccoM ke sAtha!

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pravacana-11 152 __ mAna-sammAna milane para abhimAna nahIM AnA aura jJAnI hote hue bhI apane jJAna ko pradarzita nahIM karanA, sAmAnya bAta nahIM hai| eka bAlaka ke lie asAdhAraNa bAta hai| deva-deveMdra kI ora se mAna-sammAna nahIM, koI bar3e pratiSThita puruSoM kI ora se bhI mAna-sammAna nahIM, rAste calate mAmUlI loga bhI kabhI namaskAra kara deM, to kyA anubhava hotA hai? chAtI phUla jAtI hai na! 'maiM bhI kucha hU~! I am also something! koI gahana-gaMbhIra viSaya kA jJAna nahIM ho, sAmAnya jJAna ho, to bhI pradarzana karane kI icchA jAgrata hotI hai na? 'maiM jJAnI hU~, mujhe sikhAne kI jarUrata nahIM hai!' bola dete haiM na? paramAtmA ke pUjana meM avasthacintana karanA bahuta hI Avazyaka hai| paramAtmA ke jIvana ke sadeha-jIvana ke vicAroM meM kho jAne kA kucha kSaNoM ke lie! rAjyAvasthA : dUsarI avasthA hai raajyaavsthaa| jo tIrthaMkara hone vAlI AtmA hotI hai rAjakula meM hI usakA janma hotA hai| svAbhAvika hai aisI uttama AtmA kA rAjakula meM janma honaa| usako isa vizva meM Akara mahAnatama kArya karanA hotA hai, vizva ke manuSyoM ko, devoM ko, pazuoM ko paramasukha aura parama zAMti kA mArga batAnA hotA hai| jisa kisI ko viziSTa aura asAdhAraNa kArya karane kA hotA hai usako vaisI sAnukUla paristhitiyA~ cAhie aura sAnukUla sAdhanasAmagrI cAhie, tabhI vaha kArya karane ko zaktimAna bana sakatA hai| jo rASTrapati banatA hai vaha rASTrapati bhavana meM rahane ke lie jAegA hii| vaha choTe do kamare ke makAna meM rahakara rASTrapati kA kArya nahIM kara sakatA hai| rAjakula meM janma hone se vaisI sAnukUlatAe~ svAbhAvika rUpa meM mila jAtI haiN| anAsakti kI ArAdhanA : dUsarI bAta yaha hai ki tIrthaMkara kI AtmA itanI virakta aura anAsakta hotI hai ki rAjakula meM janma hone para bhI, rAjasiMhAsana para AsIna hone para bhI unako koI rAga nahIM hotA, abhimAna nahIM hotaa| bar3I svAbhAvikatA se ve rAjya kA tyAga kara dete haiN| bhagavAna ke sAmane dekhakara aisA cintana kareM : 'he jinezvara paramAtmA, Apa rAjasiMhAsana para ArUr3ha hone para bhI rAjasattA se Apako koI moha nhiiN| rAjya ke vaibhavoM se koI lagAva nhiiN| bhogasukhoM meM koI Asakti nahIM! Apa kaise anAsakta yogI aura maiM kaisA AsaktibharapUra bhogI! mere pAsa aisA koI rAja-vaibhava nahIM hai, koI divya sukha nahIM haiM, bIbhatsa For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 11 sukhoM meM bhI kaisI ghora Asakti hai ? prabho, mujhe anAsakta bnaaie| cAhie na Apako anAsakti ? saMsAra ke sukhoM se mana virakta bana jAya, aisA cAhate ho na? to avasthAcintana ke mAdhyama se, paramAtmA se virakti kI prArthanA karo / 153 zramaNa-avasthA : tIsarI avasthA hai zramaNa - avasthA / rAjamahaloM ko chor3akara apAra vaibhavoM kA tyAga kara jaba tIrthaMkara kI AtmA zramaNajIvana ko svIkAra kara letI hai, duniyA Azcarya se dekhatI raha jAtI hai / unako jo kArya karanA hai sarva jIvoM ko paramasukha kA mArga batAne kA, usa kArya ke lie sarvajJatA aura vItarAgatA anivArya rUpa se caahie| jaba taka AtmA sarvajJa - kevalajJAnI nahIM bane, vItarAga nahIM bane, vizva ke jIvoM ko patha-pradarzana nahIM kiyA jA sakatA hai / sarvajJatA aura vItarAgatA AtmA meM prakaTa karane ke lie prabala sAdhanA karanI par3atI hai| sAdhanA karane kA jIvana hai zramaNa- jIvana / jJAna, dhyAna, tapasyA, Atmadamana kA jIvana hai zramaNa jIvana / sarvajJatA aura vItarAgatA meM bAdhaka karmoM kA nAzasarvanAza karane kI sAdhanA ve karate haiN| bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI ne sAr3e bAraha varSa taka aisI ghora aura ugra sAdhanA kI thii| sAdhanA ke pariNAmasvarUpa unhoMne vItarAgatA aura sarvajJatA pAI thI / paramAtmA ke sAmane zramaNa-jIvana kA cintana isa prakAra kiyA kareM : 'he bhagavanta, Apane rAjavaibhavoM kA tyAga kara, pA~ca indriyoM ke aneka priya viSayoM kA tyAga kara kaThora saMyamajIvana grahaNa kiyA, varSoM taka ghora - ugra tapazcaryA kI, apramatta bhAva se dhyAna kiyA / aneka upasarga aura parisaha samatAbhAva se sahana kara karmoM kA nAza kiyaa| kaisI vIratApUrNa ApakI sAdhanA ! kaisA ugra ApakA Atmadamana! he paramAtmA, mujhameM bhI aisI vIratA paidA kro| maiM bhI kaThora dharmasAdhanA karake karmoM kA nAza karU~ aura sarvajJa banU~, vItarAga banU~, prabho ! mujha para aisI kRpA karo / ' bananA hai na sarvajJa aura vItarAga ? ajJAnatA aura rAgadazA se aba Uba gaye ho na? to avasthA cintana meM paramAtmA se yaha yAcanA karo, pratidina yAcanA kro| aMtaHkaraNa se prArthanA karo / kaivalya-avasthA : For Private And Personal Use Only chadmastha-avasthA kA cintana isa prakAra kiyA jAtA hai| janma, rAjya aura zramaNa-avasthA kA cintana zurU karanA / paramAtmapUjana meM yaha cintana karane se

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pravacana-11 154 apUrva bhAvollAsa jAgrata hogaa| chadmastha-avasthA kA cintana karane ke pazcAt kaivalya avasthA kA cintana karane kA hai| tIrthaMkara paramAtmA ko sarvajJatA aura vItarAgatA prakaTa hotI hai, usake bAda ve dharmatIrtha kI sthApanA karate haiN| unako karanA hotA hai sarva jIvoM kA kalyANa | kaisA sarvottama upakAra karate haiM ve vizva ke jIvoM para! dharma-dezanA dekara ve jIvoM ke prabala rAga-dveSa samUla naSTa karate haiN| karmoM kA kSaya karate haiN| paramAtmA ke sAmane dRSTi sthApita kara isa prakAra cintana kareM ki : 'he paropakArI! dharmatIrtha kI sthApanA kara Apane saMsAra ke jIvoM para ananta upakAra kiyA hai| samavasaraNa meM birAjakara Apa kaisI amRtamayI dharma-dezanA dete ho! deva-deveMdra, pazu aura mAnava, strI aura puruSa-sabhI sunate haiM ApakA upadeza aura sabhI apanI-apanI bhASA meM samajhate haiM! jo koI jIvAtmA ApakI zaraNa meM AtA hai, Apa usakI rakSA karate ho| usake roga-zoka, Adhi, vyAdhi dUra ho jAtI haiM | Apa acintya cintAmaNi ho, Apa bhavasAgara meM naiyArUpa ho| he paramAtmA! kevalajJAna aura kevaladarzana meM Apa pratisamaya, pratikSaNa carAcara vizva ko dekha rahe ho, jAna rahe ho|' yaha hai kaivalya-avasthA kA cintana / yadi svataH AtmA meM se yaha cintana paidA nahIM hotA ho to raTa lenA, yAda kara lenA aura bolanA, parantu pUjanavidhi meM avasthA cintana ko jor3a jarUra denaa| rUpAtIta avasthA : cauthI avasthA hai rUpAtIta avsthaa| AThoM karmoM kA kSaya hone se AtmA rUparahita, zarIrarahita banatI hai| siddha, buddha aura mukta aisI AtmA kA cintana karane kA hai| jisako apana 'mokSa' kahate haiM, nirvANa kahate haiM, basa, usakA cintana karane kA / hai 'paramAtman! Apa siddha, buddha aura mukta ho ge| azarIrI bana ge| aba kabhI bhI Apako janma nahIM lene kA, zarIra nahIM dhAraNa karane kA, mRtyu nahIM pAne kaa| Apa kRtakRtya ho gye| anantajJAna, anantadarzana, anantavIrya aura vItarAgatA meM paramasukha-paramAnanda kA anubhava karate ho| carAcara vizva ke sarva dravya aura sarva paryAyoM ko Apa dekhate ho| bhUta-bhAvi aura vartamAnakAla ke sarva paryAyoM ko eka sAtha jAnate ho| isa saMsAra se sarvathA pare... parantu ananta karuNA ke dhAraka...he paramAtman! jo bhI manuSya Apako apane dhyAna meM lAtA hai, Apa usakA uddhAra kara dete ho|' rUpAtIta-avasthA kA cintana karane kI yaha rUparekhA hai| isa prakAra tInoM For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-11 155 avasthA kA cintana karane kA vidhi hai| Apa logoM ne isa mahattvapUrNa vidhi kA anAdara kara diyA hai na? aba Adara karoge na? paramAtmapUjana kA anuSThAna 'yathoditaM' banAne ke lie saMpUrNa vidhi kA jJAna honA cAhie aura usa jJAna ke anurUpa kriyA karanI cAhie | Aja samaya kucha jyAdA hI ho gayA! baha gaye paramAtma cintana meN| vaha pethar3azAha kA prasaMga Aja raha gyaa| rAnI lIlAvatI ko mahAmaMtrI le Ate haiM apanI havelI meM aura gupta nivAsa meM rakhate haiN| vahA~ lIlAvatI kyA sAhasa karatI hai aura mahAmaMtrI kI patnI kaise bacAtI hai?....vagairaha rasapUrNa bAteM Age btaauuNgaa| paramAtmatattva ke sAtha rAnI lIlAvatI kisa prakAra AMtara-saMbaMdha sthApita karatI hai, vaha bAta bhI btaauuNgaa| smaraNa, darzana, stavana aura sparzana-ina cAra bhUmikAoM meM se gujara kara manuSya paramAtmatattva kA anubhava kara sakatA hai| Aja, basa itanA hii| For Private And Personal Use Only

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Jie pravacana-12 156 paramAtmA kA maMdira AdhyAtmika zakti jAgrata karane kI 'risarca leboreTarI' hai-prayogazAlA hai| * bhayamukta hokara zrI navakAra maMtra kI ArAdhanA hameM karanI hai| dveSamukta banakara navakAra kA jApa karanA hai| 'bora' hue binA ra isa maMtra ko dinarAta raTanA hai! duHkhI AdamI ko kevala thothA upadeza dekara hama dhArmika nahIM banA sakate! pahale usake sAtha maitrI kA bhAva vikasita karanA hogaa| phira use bhayamukta kareM, nirbhaya bnaaeN| use adveSI banAe~ evaM ArAdhanA ke lie protsAhita kreN| zraddhA aura vizvAsa se AdamI nirbhaya banatA hai| zaMkA aura avizvAsa se AdamI Darapoka banatA hai| bhaya kI AzaMkA se / ghirA huA rahatA hai| * duHkha kI vAstavikatA ko pahacAnane ke lie karmagranthoM kA = adhyayana AtmasAt karanA caahie| * pravacana : 12 parama karuNAnidhi, mahAna zrutadhara AcAryazrI haribhadrasUrijI 'dharmabindu' grantha meM dharma kA svarUpa samajhAte hue pharamAte haiM : vacanAd yadanuSThAnamavirUddhAd yathoditama / maitryAdibhAvasaMyuktaM taddharma iti kIrtyate / / prayoga kaise karanA cAhie, yaha siddhAnta samajhAtA hai aura siddhAnta kI satyatA prayoga se nizcita hotI hai| prayogasiddha siddhAnta sarvamAnya banatA hai| nAstika ho yA Astika ho, sabako mAnya ho jAtA hai| anuSThAna prayoga hai, prayoga kI prakriyA batAnevAle siddhAnta haiN| hameM jo anuSThAna karanA hai, usa anuSThAna karane kI vidhi hameM jJAta honI cAhie, anuSThAna kI Adi se anta taka kI prakriyA batAnevAle siddhAnta kA hameM jJAna honA caahie| siddhAnta ke anusAra kiyA huA anuSThAna 'dharma' bana jAtA hai| siddhAnta jAne binA, mana ghaDaMta DhaMga se kiyA huA anuSThAna 'adharma' hai| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-12 157 siddhAMta aura prayoga : Apako dharma kI zaraNa svIkAra karanI hai na? to dharma kA svarUpa ThIka DhaMga se samajha lo| eka-eka kriyA prayogAtmaka DhaMga se kiyA kro| prayogazAlA meM, 'leboreTarI' meM vidyArthI prayoga karate haiM na? kaise karate haiM? kaba karate haiM? pahale usa prayoga ke siddhAnta samajhate haiM, phira adhyApaka ke mArgadarzana meM prayoga karate haiN| Apa logoM ne siddhAntoM kA adhyayana kiyA hai? nahIM kiyA hai aura prayogazAlA meM cale jAte ho! paramAtmA kA mandira eka prayogazAlA hai| AdhyAtmika zakti jAgrata karane kI prayogazAlA hai| upAzraya bhI eka prayogazAlA hai| jahA~ AtmasvarUpa pAne ke bhinna-bhinna prayoga hote haiN| 'yathoditaM' anuSThAna karane kA matalaba hI yaha hai ki apana siddhAnta ke anusAra anuSThAna kareM tAki vaha anuSThAna 'dharma' bne| lIlAvatI AtmahatyA karane para utArU ho gaI! ___ choTA-sA bhI anuSThAna 'yathoditaM' kiyA jAya to vaha dharmAnuSThAna usakA phala degA hii| navakAra maMtra kI eka mAlA ginane kA hI anuSThAna ho, jaise mAlA ginane kI vidhi batAI gaI ho, vaise gino| Apa usa anuSThAna kA prabhAva anubhava karoge hii| mAMDavagar3ha kI mahArAnI lIlAvatI ko mahAmaMtrI pethar3azAha ne havelI ke bhUmigRha meM guptavAsa meM rakhA thA taba lIlAvatI ko mahAmaMtrI ne kauna-sI dharmaArAdhanA batAI thI? zrI navakAra maMtra ke jApa kI! kyoMki rAnI kA hRdaya atyanta vyathita thA, apane duHkha se hI vyathita thA, aisA nahIM, 'mere nimitta mahAmaMtrI para kalaMka AyA / merI vajaha se aba bhI unako kitane kaSTa Ae~ge? merI surakSA ke lie kitanA duHsAhasa kiyA unhoNne| mujhe inhoMne apanI havelI meM rakha liyA, yadi mahArAjA ne jAna liyA to?' lIlAvatI Dara se kA~pane lgii| usane eka nirNaya kara liyA : 'mujhe aba jInA hI nahIM hai, maiM AtmahatyA karake mara jaauuNgii...|' jaba rAnI AtmahatyA karane jA rahI thI, mahAmaMtrI kI patnI pathamiNI pahu~ca gaI bhUmigRha meM acAnaka / usane rAnI ko roka liyA AtmahatyA karane se | _ 'kyoM aisA akArya kara rahI ho? AtmahatyA karane se kabhI duHkhoM kA anta nahIM AtA, duHkha samatAbhAva se bhoga lene se samApta ho jAte haiN| yahA~ tuma nirbhaya ho, nizciMta banakara raho idhara, tumheM koI kaSTa nahIM hogaa|' pathamiNI ne AzvAsana diyaa| rAnI ne kahA : 'maiM aisA kalaMkita jIvana jInA kataI For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-12 158 pasanda nahIM karatI hU~...isalie maranA hI acchA hai| mere nimitta mahAmaMtrI kalaMkita hue...unako maiM jyAdA Apatti...' bolate-bolate rAnI ro pdd'ii| pathamiNI rAnI ko preraNA detI hai : __pathamiNI kI A~kheM bhI A~sUoM se bhara giiN| pathamiNI ne rAnI ko apane gale lagAkara kahA : 'merI bahana, tU ro mata | tU niSkalaMka hai, mahAmaMtrI niSkalaMka haiM...koI pUrvajanma ke pApakarma udaya meM Aye haiM...isalie kalaMka A gayA...parantu pApakarmoM kA kSaya hone para tuma donoM niSkalaMka siddha ho jaaoge| pApakarmoM kA kSaya karane kA puruSArtha kro| isalie to mahAmaMtrI ne kahA hai ki tuma yahA~ isa bhUmigRha meM vidhipUrvaka zrI navakAra maMtra kI ArAdhanA kro| maiM tumheM sahayoga duuNgii| hA~, bhayamukta hokara ArAdhanA karanA hai| dveSamukta hokara anuSThAna karane hai | thake binA dina-rAta jApa-dhyAna karanA hai| rAjA kA Dara nahIM rakhanA, rAjA ke prati gussA nahIM karanA aura ArAdhanA karate-karate thakanA nhiiN|' pathamiNI kA hRdaya : pathamiNI kI nirbhaya vANI sunakara lIlAvatI zAMta huii| usane pathamiNI meM dharmazraddhA kI ujvala jyoti ke darzana kie| vaha Azvasta huI, svastha banI aura pathamiNI se navakAra maMtra ke viSaya meM jyAdA sunane ko lAlAyita huii| pathamiNI svayaM nirbhaya thI isalie lIlAvatI ko nirbhaya kara skii| yadi vaha svayaM bhayabhIta hotI to? lIlAvatI ko apanI havelI meM rakhatI hI nhiiN| pathamiNI ke hRdaya meM dayA aura karuNA kA sarovara bharA huA thA, anyathA lIlAvatI ke prati dveSa ho jAtA / 'isa rAnI kI vajaha se mahAmaMtrI para kalaMka AyA...' aisI kalpanA karatI to lIlAvatI ke prati dveSa A jaataa| yadi pathamiNI meM duHkhI kI rakSA karane kA utsAha nahIM hotA, umaMga nahIM hotI to 'vaha jAne aura usakA kAma jAneM...apana ko rAnI kI bAta meM kyoM ulajhanA? apana to zAnti se jiyo!' aisA vicAra kara letii| jisa prakAra mahAmaMtrI pethar3azAha meM sadadharma kI bhUmikA sudRr3ha thI, abhaya, adveSa aura akheda se unakA citta nirmala thA, prasanna thA, vaise pathamiNI bhI bhayarahita thii| dharmAnuSThAna 'yathoditaM' tabhI banegA jaba bhaya-dveSa aura kheda se apana mukta bneNge| jJAnI puruSoM ne jisa prakAra anuSThAna karane ko kahA hai usa prakAra apana kyoM nahIM kara rahe haiM? yA to koI bhaya satAtA hai, yA koI dveSa For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-12 159 se mana bhara gayA hai athavA tana-mana khinna ho gaye haiN| pathamiNI ne lIlAvatI ko bhI abhaya banA diyaa| adveSI banA diyaa| akhinna banA diyaa| kyoMki usake pAsa zrI navakAra maMtra kI ArAdhanA karAnI hai| aisI ArAdhanA karAnI hai ki jisakA prabhAva alpa samaya meM dikhAI de| dUsare ko dharma kA ArAdhaka kaise banAyA jAe? yadi pathamiNI cAhatI to lIlAvatI ko kaha detI : 'tujhe apanA kalaMka miTAnA hai to navakAra maMtra kA jApa krnaa| yadi terA puNyodaya hogA to kalaMka miTegA aura yadi pApodaya hogA to bhoganA pdd'egaa| merA kartavya hai isalie tujhe kahatI huuN| tujhe pasanda ho vahA~ jAkara navakAra kA jApa krnaa|' itanA upadeza dekara apanA kartavya pUrA kara letI to kyA lIlAvatI navakAra maMtra kI sthira citta se ArAdhanA kara sakatI thI? kAphI samajhane kI bAta hai| duHkhI manuSya ko mAtra upadeza dene se dharmasanmukha nahIM kiyA jA sakatA hai| pahale usase Apa maitrI kro| usako bhayamukta kro| usake mana ko dveSarahita karo, usameM utsAha jAgrata kro| phira Apa duHkhI jIvAtmA ko dharma kA upadeza do| usake hRdaya meM upadeza phuNcegaa| vaha 'yathoditaM' dharmAnuSThAna karane ke lie zaktimAna bnegaa| mayaNAsundarI ne apane pati uMbararANA ko kaise dharmasanmukha kiyA thA? zrI siddhacakrajI kI 'yathoditaM' ArAdhanA kaise karavAI thI? jisa prakAra guru mahArAja ne siddhacakrajI kI ArAdhanA-vidhi batAI thI usI prakAra unhoMne ArAdhanA kI thI na? kaise kara pAye the? mayaNAsundarI ko gurudeva ne abhaya banAyA thA, mayaNA ne uMbararANA ko bhayarahita kiyA thA! mayaNA ko gurudeva ne dveSarahita kIyA thA, mayaNA ne uMbararANA ko dveSarahita kiyA thaa| mayaNA ke hRdaya meM gurudeva ne utsAha prerita kiyA thA, mayaNA ne uMbararANA ko utsAha se bhara diyA thaa| taba vaha zAnta citta se, ekAgra mana se siddhacakra kI ArAdhanA kara pAye the aura nauveM dina hI usa ArAdhanA kA phala pA liyA thaa| Apa loga bhI siddhacakra kI ArAdhanA karate ho na? kaise karate ho? ___ sabhA meM se : hama loga to ghara-dukAna meM aura mandira-upAzraya meM sarvatra bhaya-dveSa aura kheda se bhare hue hI rahate haiM! ___ mahArAjazrI : basa, isalie ApakA dharmAnuSThAna 'yathoditaM' nahIM hotA hai aura isI vajaha se dharma kA prabhAva Apa anubhava nahIM kara sakate ho| nirbhaya For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-12 160 banakara jApa kIjie navakAra maMtra kA / dveSarahita banakara dhyAna kIjie paMcaparameSThi bhagavaMtoM kA | utsAha se, vIryollAsa se karie ArAdhanA paramakRpAnidhi paramAtmA kii| Apa bhI dharmaArAdhanA kA adbhuta phala pA skoge| pathamiNI lIlAvatI rAnI ko zrI navakAra maMtra kI vidhivat ArAdhanA karAnA cAhatI hai| usane sarva prathama lIlAvatI ko bhayamukta kara diyaa| rAjA ke prati koI dveSa nahIM rahane diyaa| jIvana kI nirAzA ko miTA diyA / navakArajApa kI vidhi : 'tuma yahA~ zrI pArzvanAtha bhagavaMta ke sAmane navakAra maMtra kA jApa karanA / zarIrazuddhi kara, zuddha zveta vastra dhAraNa kara, zveta varNa kI mAlA se pUrva dizA meM sanmukha baiThakara, padmAsana lagAkara, dRSTi ko nAsikA ke agrabhAga para sthApita kara, ekAgra citta se jApa karanA / jApa meM tuma tallIna banogI, koI phAlatU vicAra tumhAre mana meM nahIM aayeNge| eka-eka navakAra kA jApa karate jAnA aura eka-eka zveta puSpa paramAtmA ke caraNoM meM car3hAte jaanaa| trikAla devavaMdana krnaa| pratidina zvetavarNa ke dravyoM se ekAsana kA vrata krnaa| dina meM eka bAra hI bhojana! eka lAkha navakAra maMtra kA jApa pUrNa karanA hai|' pathamiNI ne zrI navakAra maMtra kI ArAdhanA kI vidhi btaaii| kyoMki lIlAvatI kA yaha prathama avasara hI thA navakAra maMtra kI ArAdhanA karane kaa| usane saMpUrNa vidhi kI jAnakArI prApta kara lii| Apa logoM ne bhI jAnakArI prApta kI hai na? navakAra maMtra kA jApa karate ho na? roja kitanA jApa karate ho? 108 navakAra maMtra kA jApa to karanA hI cAhie, vidhivata karanA cAhie | dharmagranthoM meM kahA gayA hai ki pratidina 108 navakAra kA jApa karanevAloM ko koI duSTa devoM kA upadrava nahIM hotA hai| koI bhUta, pizAca, vyaMtara kA upadrava nahIM hotA hai| koI manuSya usakA kucha bhI nahIM bigAr3a sakatA hai| 'jassa maNe navakAro tassa kiM kuNaI saMsAro?' jisake mana meM zrI navakAra maMtra hai usako saMsAra kyA kara sakatA hai? kucha bigAr3a nahIM sktaa| hai zraddhA? hai vizvAsa? janma se hI navakAra maMtra mila gayA hai na? isalie sahI rUpa se mahAmaMtra kA mUlyAMkana nahIM kara pAye ho| jinako kAphI khojane para milA hai navakAra maMtra, ve loga bhale jaina nahIM haiM, ajaina haiM, parantu pUrNa zraddhA se usakA jApa-dhyAna karate haiM aura divya anubhava karate haiN| jainetara mAMtrika navakAra maMtra detA hai : eka jaina yuvAna thaa| usakA svAsthya bigar3a gyaa| DaoNkTaroM ko batAyA, For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-12 161 vaidya aura hakImoM ko batAyA, davAI kI, parantu acchA nahIM huaa| svAsthya bigar3atA claa| kisI ne kahA : koI daivI upadrava lagatA hai, kisI mAMtrika ko btaao| zahara meM eka ajaina mAMtrika thA, niHsvArtha bhAva se lokasevA karatA thaa| yaha yuvAna usake pAsa gayA / mAMtrika ne yuvAna ko dekhA, yuvAna kI sArI bAteM suniiN| usane kahA : 'tuma jaina ho na? jainadharma kA mahAmaMtra navakAra tumheM nahIM AtA? tuma nahIM jAnate? tuma rojAnA eka hajAra mahAmaMtra kA jApa kro| tumheM acchA ho jaaegaa|' yuvAna kyA bole? vaha jAnatA thA navakAra maMtra! mAlA bhI pheratA thA navakAra maMtra kii| parantu vaha anabhijJa thA mahAmaMtra ke prabhAvoM se| eka ajaina vidvAna ke mukha se jaba usane navakAra maMtra kI mahimA sunI, usake mana meM zraddhA utpanna huI, vizvAsa paidA huA, usane vidhipUrvaka mahAmaMtra kI ArAdhanA zurU kara dii| thor3e dinoM meM hI vaha svastha ho gyaa| Apa loga yaMtrazakti se jitane paricita ho, utane maMtrazakti se paricita nahIM ho| isalie pAsa meM ananta zakti kA srota hote hue bhI Apa dUsare sthAnoM meM bhaTakate ho / bAbA-phakIroM se Dore-dhAge karavAte ho aura kyA kyA karavAte ho rAma jAne! zraddhA hamezA 'blAinDa' hI hogI : - isa mahAmaMtra ke 68 akSara haiM aura eka-eka akSara divya zakti kA bhaNDAra hai| eka-eka akSara bhI jaba naraka kI vedanAoM ko miTA sakatA hai to phira mAmUlI kaSTa aura upadrava kyoM nahIM miTe? cAhie pUrNa zraddhA aura vizvAsa / zraddhA aura vizvAsa se manuSya nirbhaya banatA hai| zaMkA aura avizvAsa hI manuSya ko bhayabhIta karatA hai| 'saMzayAtmA vinazyati / ' saMzaya mAratA hai manuSya ko / agama agocara tattvoM kI ArAdhanA meM zraddhA anivArya tattva hai| yadi una tattvoM ke astitva meM saMzaya huA, una tattvoM ke prabhAva ke viSaya meM saMzaya huA, to kAma se gae smjho| prazna : aMdhazraddhA to nahIM honI cAhie na? uttara : zraddhA aMdhI hI hotI hai! dekhe vaha zraddhA nahIM, dekhatA hai jJAna! zraddhA premamUlaka hotI hai| prema aMdhA hotA hai, isalie zraddhA bhI aMdhI hotI hai| Faith is always blind. Apa loga kise aMdhazraddhA kahate ho? jisa bAta ko Apa samajhate nahIM aura dUsare samajhate haiM, dUsaroM kI zraddhA ko aMdhazraddhA kahate ho| mAtA para ApakI zraddhA kaisI hai? vaha jo bhojana parosatI hai Apa khA lete ho! zraddhA hai, isalie Apa bhojana kA prayogazAlA meM 'TesTa' nahIM karavAte ho| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 12 162 saMzaya hotA hai : 'zAyada isa bhojana meM jahara hogA to / ' to manuSya nahIM khAtA hai athavA prayogazAlA meM 'TesTa' karavAtA hai / samagra jIvana-vyavahAra zraddhA aura vizvAsa se calatA hai / vaha zraddhA aMdhI hI hotI hai| mahAmaMtrI kA bhavya vyaktitva : lIlAvatI ke hRdaya meM zrI navakAra maMtra ke prati zraddhA paidA ho gii| kyoMki pathamiNI ke prati usako vizvAsa thaa| mahAmaMtrI ke prati pUrNa zraddhA thI / mahAmaMtrI ke brahmacarya-vrata kA acintya prabhAva usane anubhava kiyA thaa| lIlAvatI ne ArAdhanA zurU kara dI / ekAgra mana se navakAra maMtra kA jApa aura dhyAna karane lagI / dina-pratidina usakA ullAsa bar3hatA jAtA hai / jApa karate karate usakI A~khoM meM harSa ke A~sU bahate haiM, hRdaya akathya Ananda kI anubhUti karatA hai| paMca parameSThi ke prati bhaktibhAva umar3atA hai / pathamiNI pratidina usase milatI hai| pUrNa gaMbhIratA se samaya vyatIta hotA hai| mahAmaMtrI pethar3azAha bhI pUrNa svasthatA ke sAtha apanI dainika dharma-ArAdhanA meM lIna rahate haiN| rAjA mahAmaMtrI ke sAtha koI vyavahAra nahIM karatA hai| mahAmaMtrI bhI apane kartavyoM kA samucita pAlana karate rahate haiM / prajA kI saMpUrNa sahAnubhUti mahAmaMtrI ke prati hai / saba loga pratIkSA kara rahe haiM ki 'kaba mahAmaMtrI niSkalaMka ghoSita ho ! koI divya ghaTanA ghaTanI caahie|' mahAmaMtrI kA kitanA uttama vyaktitva hogA ! kisI ko bhI mahAmaMtrI ke caritra ke prati kuzaMkA nahIM ! prajA kA kaisA prema saMpAdana kiyA hogA ! mahAmaMtrI ke mana para koI dabAva yA tanAva nahIM thA, balki tanAva thA prajA ke mana para / eka dina tanAva kA anta A gyaa| rAjA kA paTTahasti AlAnastaMbha tor3akara, pAgala hokara bhgaa| sAre nagara meM tUphAna macAtA huA nagara ke bAhara nikala gyaa| hAthI ko pakar3ane ke lie sainika bhI nagara ke bAhara pahu~ce / eka ghaTAdAra vRkSa ke nIce hAthI pahu~cA aura turaMta hI behoza hokara jamIna para gira gyaa| sainikoM ne dekhA to hAthI nizceSTa ho gayA thA / rAjA ke hAthI ko bhUta lagA : rAjA ko jaba samAcAra milA, to daur3atA huA rAjA hAthI ke pAsa AyA / rAjA ko hAthI khUba pyArA thaa| hAthI ko behoza dekhakara rAjA udvigna ho gayA, rone lgaa| kaisA pazuprema ! pazuprema ne rAjA ko rulAyA ! maMtrImaMDala ne nagara ke mAMtrikoM ko, tAMtrikoM ko bulaayaa| mAMtrikoM ne Akara apane prayoga For Private And Personal Use Only

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162 pravacana-12 zurU kie| unako mAlUma par3A ki hAthI ke zarIra meM kisI vyaMtara deva kA praveza ho gayA hai| vyaMtara ko bhagAne ke lie aneka upAya karane lage parantu, vyaMtara nahIM niklaa| tAMtrikoM ne bhI apane prayoga kie, ve bhI niSphala rahe | rAjA ne mAMtrikoM aura tAMtrikoM se kahA : 'tuma cAhoge utanA dhana dU~gA, parantu mere priya hAthI ko sajIvana kro| yadi hAthI sajIvana nahIM huA to maiM citA meM agnisnAna kruuNgaa|' caturA ne upAya khoja nikAlA : ___ maMtrImaMDala ciMtita ho gayA / antaHpura meM rAniyA~ rone lgiiN| prajA ko bhI apAra duHkha hone lgaa| 'kyA karanA hAthI ko sajIvana karane ke lie?' kisI ko kucha bhI nahIM sUjhatA hai| saba nirAzA ke sAgara meM DUba ge| hAthI ke pAsa hI rAjA baiTha gayA thaa| aneka paricAraka-paricArikAe~ bhI vahA~ upasthita thiiN| rAnI lIlAvatI kI dAsI caturA bhI vahA~ upasthita thii| caturA ke citta meM sahasA eka nayA vicAra utpanna huaa| 'yadi mahAmaMtrI pethar3azAha kA pavitra pUjanavastra hAthI para DAla diyA jAya, to avazya hAthI vyaMtara se mukta ho sakatA hai! merI rAnI kA jvara usa vastra ke prabhAva se dUra ho gayA, to hAthI kA upadrava kyoM dUra nahIM hogA? parantu, mahArAjA mere isa prastAva ko mAneMge? unake hRdaya meM mahAmaMtrI ke prati gussA hai| are, usI vastra ko lekara to rAjA ne merI mAlakina rAnI ko duHzIlA samajha liyA aura mahAmaMtrI jaise naiSThika brahmacArI ko bhI durAcArI mAna liyaa|' caturA kI himmata nahIM bar3hI rAjA ko apanI bAta karane kii| udhara rAjA ati udvigna banatA gyaa| agnisnAna karane kI haTha pakar3a lii| loga rone lage| caturA kA hRdaya bhI bhara aayaa| usake mu~ha se nikala hI gayA : 'mahArAjA, mujhe eka upAya yAda AyA hai, hAthI ko sajIvana karane kaa| Apa AjJA kareM to maiM batA sakatI huuN|' rAjA ne caturA ke sAmane dekhaa| rAjA kI A~khoM meM caturA ne jijJAsA paaii| caturA ne kahA : 'mahArAjA, yadi isa hAthI para mahAmaMtrI kA pUjanavastra DAla diyA jAe to hAthI vyaMtara ke prabhAva se mukta bana sakatA hai| mujhe pUrNa vizvAsa hai| rAnI lIlAvatI kA jvara isI vastra se dUra huA thA, mahArAjA!' caturA kA aTUTa vizvAsa : rAjA mahAmaMtrI kA nAma Ane se thor3A-sA nArAja to avazya huA, parantu For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-12 164 manA nahIM kara skaa| mauna kA artha hotA hai anumati / 'maunaM anumatam' | caturA daur3I mahAmaMtrI kI havelI kI ora | pathamiNI ne daur3atI AtI huI caturA ko dekhA | kucha kautUhala huaa| parantu caturA ne pahu~cate hI pathamiNI se kahA : 'devI, abhI eka bahuta uttama avasara AyA hai mahAmaMtrI ko akalaMka siddha karane kaa| lIlAvatI rAnI bhI niSkalaMka siddha ho jaaegii| rAjA kA hAthI vyantara ke prabhAva meM Akara nizceSTa par3A hai| rAjA vilApa kara rahe haiN| sabhI mAMtrika-tAMtrikoM ne upAya kara lie, phira bhI hAthI sajIvana nahIM huA hai / maiMne himmata kara mahArAjA ko kaha diyA : 'yadi mahAmaMtrI kA pUjanavastra hAthI para DAla diyA jAya to avazya hAthI upadravarahita ho jAegA, Apa AjJA kareM to maiM vastra le AU~ / ' mahArAjA ne mauna saMmati de dI hai| isalie maiM daur3atI huI AyI hU~| Apa kRpA kara mujhe mahAmaMtrI kA pUjana vastra de do| mujhe saMpUrNa vizvAsa hai ki vastra ke prabhAva se hAthI acchA ho jaaegaa| basa, phira to mahArAjA ko apanI galatI khayAla meM A hI jaaegii| mahAmaMtrI ke prati unakA pUrvavata sadbhAva bana jAyegA | rAnI ke prati bhI rAjA niHzaMka bana jaaeNge| Apa derI mata kareM....nizcita hokara vastra de deN|' caturA ke hRdaya meM rAnI aura mahAmaMtrI ko nirdoSa, niSkalaMka siddha karane kI pUrNa tamannA hai| cUMki usake hRdaya meM ina donoM ke prati sneha aura sadbhAva hai| guNavAna purUSoM ko Apatti meM dekhakara unake anurAgI manuSyoM ko gaharA duHkha hotA hai aura ve una guNavAnoM kI Apatti dUra karane tatpara banate haiM | caturA usI mauke kI talAza meM thI, 'kaba avasara mile aura rAnI evaM mahAmaMtrI kA kalaMka dUra ho jAya!' Aja usako avasara mila hI gyaa| pathamiNI ko bhI caturA kI bAta a~ca gii| usane pUjana kA vastra de diyA caturA ko| caturA vastra lekara calI gaI aura pathamiNI turanta hI bhUmigRha meM lIlAvatI ke pAsa pahuMca gii| lIlAvatI abhI-abhI hI jApa karake nivRtta huI thii| 80 hajAra se bhI jyAdA jApa ho gaye the| pathamiNI ne lIlAvatI ke donoM hAtha pakar3a kara kahA : 'rAnIjI! basa, aba duHkha ke dina gae samajha lo|' lIlAvatI ne kahA : 'mere dina duHkha ke haiM hI nahIM! mere dina to apUrva sukha meM vyatIta ho rahe haiM! mere jIvana ke zreSTha dina haiM ye! tuma merI kitanI khAtira karatI ho! zrI navakAra maMtra ke jApa-dhyAna meM apAra Antara Ananda mila rahA hai|' terI bAta sahI hai lIlA, parantu maiM tujhe Aja acchA samAcAra dene AI huuN| aba terA kalaMka gayA samajha lo! pathamiNI ne caturA se sunA huA sArA vRttAMta kaha sunaayaa| lIlAvatI ko harSa huA, roma-roma vikasvara ho uThA, hRdaya For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-12 ____165 gadgad ho gyaa| usane kahA 'pathamiNI, merI Antara pukAra paMcaparameSThi bhagavaMtoM ne sunI / adhiSThAyaka devoM ne merI sahAyatA kii| avazya, mahAmaMtrI ke vastra se hAthI upadravarahita hogaa| abhI samAcAra lekara caturA yahA~ AI samajha le / kyA mahAmaMtrI ko mAlUma hai yaha sArA vRttAMta?' mana ko zAMta evaM sthira rakho : _ 'maiM sIdhI yahA~ hI calI AI huuN| mahAmaMtrI ko samAcAra aba duuNgii|' pathamiNI vahA~ se pahu~cI mahAmaMtrI ke pAsa | mahAmaMtrI ko bhI pathamiNI ne sAre samAcAra kaha sunAye | mahAmaMtrI ne svastha mana se aura prasannamudrA se samAcAra sune | unhoMne pathamiNI se kahA : 'puNyakarma aura pApakarma ke udayoM ke anusAra saMyoga badalate rahate haiN| pApakarmoM kA udaya samApta hotA hai| saMyoga acche bana Ate haiN| puNyakarma kA udaya samApta hotA hai, saMyoga pratikUla bana jAte haiN| dono prakAra ke saMyogoM meM dharmatattva ko samajhanevAle puruSa samabhAva dhAraNa karate haiN|' saMtulita vyaktitva : mahAmaMtrI kA tattvajJAna kitanA AtmasparzI thA! viparIta saMyogoM meM bhI koI caMcalatA nahIM, asthiratA nhiiN| 'kaba merA kalaMka dUra hogA?' aisI bhI koI utsukatA nhiiN| rAjA ke prati koI roSa nhiiN| acche saMyoga, acchI paristhiti yA~ puNyakarma ke udaya ke sAtha saMbaMdhita haiN| puNyakarma kA udaya zAzvata nahIM hotaa| puNyakarma vinAzI aura kSaNika hote haiN| kabhI bhI puNyakarma samApta ho sakate haiM, manuSya nahIM jAna sakatA hai| puNyakarma samApta hote hI sukha samApta! alaga-alaga prakAra ke puNyakarma hote haiN| kabhI kisI puNyakarma kA udaya hotA hai kabhI kisI dUsare puNyakarma kaa| puNyakarma aura pApakarma ke udaya sAtha calate rahate haiN| duniyAbhara meM aisA koI jIva nahIM hotA hai ki jisako koI bhI pApakarma kA udaya nahIM AtA ho aura sabhI prakAra ke puNyakarmoM kA udaya hoM! kucha puNyakarma kA udaya aura kucha pApakarma kA udaya...lekara manuSya jIvana jItA hai| yadi isa vAstavikatA ko acchI taraha samajha lo to apanI AtmA ko sukha-du:kha ke saMvedanoM se bacA sakate ho| harSa aura udvega ke dvandvoM se bacA sakate ho| khuzI-nArAjI ke dvandvoM se AtmabhAva ko alipta rakha sakate ho| mahAmaMtrI pethar3azAha ke pAsa yaha tattvajJAna thA / AtmasAt kiyA huA tattvajJAna thA, mAtra kitAboM kA jJAna nhiiN| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 12 kitAba kA jJAna dimAga taka, dila taka kahA~ jAtA hai ? 166 eka paMDita the| apanI jaina pAThazAlA meM par3hAte the| 'karmagrantha' aura 'karmaprakRti jaise granthoM kA adhyayana karavAte the / eka dina ve mere pAsa Aye / bahuta udvigna the| maiMne pUchA : 'kyA bAta hai ? Aja itane parezAna kyoM ?' unhoMne kahA : 'pAThazAlA ke TrasTiyoM kI ora se parezAna hU~ / tIna sAla se par3hAtA hU~, parantu tanakhvAha bar3hAte nahIM aura kAma bar3hAte jAte haiN|' maiMne pUchA : 'aisA kauna se karma ke udaya se hotA hai ? kisI na kisI karma kA udaya kAma karatA hogA na?' unake pAsa jJAna thA karmasiddhAnta kA, parantu vaha jJAna AtmasAt nahIM huA thA, mAtra AjIvikA kA sAdhana bana kara raha gayA thA / jJAnI to apanI samasyAoM kA samAdhAna apane jJAna se karate rahate haiM aura mana ko samarasa banAe rakhate haiN| karmabaMdha kA aura karmodaya kA vijJAna mana kA samAdhAna kara sakatA hai| mahAmaMtrI ne apane mana kA samAdhAna kara liyA thA / hAthI meM cetanA kA saMcAra : udhara caturA mahAmaMtrI se pUjana kA vastra lekara hAthI ke pAsa pahu~ca gii| vastra hAthI ko or3hA diyaa| rAjA aura prajA kI A~kheM hAthI para sthira ho giiN| 'aba kyA hogA ?' sabake mana meM intajArI bar3ha gii| thor3A samaya bItA aura hAthI ke zarIra meM kaMpana paidA huaa| hAthI ne apane paira hilAye ... / rAjA khar3A ho gyaa...| usake mu~ha para khuzI kI lahara daur3a AI / hAthI kI sU~r3ha hilane lgii| dhIre-dhIre usane apanI A~kheM kholiiN| For Private And Personal Use Only kalaMka dUra ho gayA : logoM ne mahAmaMtrI pethar3azAha kA jaya-jayakAra kiyA / dAsI caturA to harSa se nAcane lgii| dhIre-dhIre hAthI khar3A hone lgaa| rAjA ke hRdaya meM se mahAmaMtrI ke prati jo gussA thA, nikala gyaa| usane mahAmaMtrI ko bulAvA bhejaa| mahAmaMtrI rAjA ke pAsa phuNce| rAjA ne mahAmaMtrI ke brahmacarya vrata kI prazaMsA kI aura apane sAtha hAthI para baiThane ko khaa| mahAmaMtrI hAthI para nahIM baiThate the, unhoMne inakAra kiyA, to rAjA ne apanA paTTa - azva mNgvaayaa| maMtrI ko azva para biThAyA, ca~vara aura chatra dhAraNa krvaaye| utsava ke sAtha nagara meM praveza krvaayaa| rAjasabhA meM rAjA ne mahAmaMtrI ko eka lAkha svarNamudrAe~ bheMTa diiN| mahAmaMtrI kI bahuta prazaMsA kI / sAre nagara meM Ananda chA gayA /

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra pravacana- 12 badalate mana kA kyA bharosA ? 167 parivartanazIla jIvana meM saba kucha parivartanazIla hai / manuSya ke vicAra kitane parivartanazIla haiM! rAjA ke vicAroM meM kaisA parivartana A gayA! mahAmaMtrI kA pApakarma kA udaya samApta huA aura sAnukUla saMyoga paidA ho gye| rAnI lIlAvatI kA pApodaya samApta huA aura paristhiti badala gaI / rAjA jaba mahala meM gayA, usake mana meM rAnI lIlAvatI kA vicAra AyA / 'maiMne lIlAvatI ke prati kaisA ghora anyAya kiyA ? vaha nirdoSa thii| maiMne koI talAza nahIM kI ki usane mahAmaMtrI kA vastra kyoM or3hA hai? maiMne usake caritra para zaMkA kI / mahAmaMtrI, ki jo pavitra mahAtmA puruSa hai, usake viSaya meM kuzaMkA kI / maiMne kitanA galata socA... becArI lIlAvatI kahA~ gaI hogI? usakA kyA huA hogA?' rAjA kA hRdaya bhara aayaa| ghora duHkha kA anubhava karane lagA / dUsare ko duHkhI karanevAlA sukhI hogA kaise ? I aura vaha rAnI kadaMbA ? rAjA samajha gayA kadaMbA ke Sar3ayaMtra ko / rAjA ke hRdaya meM se kadaMbA nikala gaI ! lIlAvatI ke lie khode hue khaDDe meM kadaMbA svayaM girii| dUsare ke lie jo khaDDA khodate haiM, eka dina ve svayaM usa khaDDe meM girate haiN| lIlAvatI ko rAjA ke hRdaya se aura rAjya meM se nikAlane calI thI na? alpa samaya ke lie ThIka hai, usako saphalatA milI, parantu dIrghakAla ke lie usane apanA bhaviSya aMdhakAramaya banA diyA / apane sukha ke lie dUsaroM ko duHkhI karanevAle kabhI sukhI nahIM bana sakate / dhyAna rakhanA, sukha pAne ke lie yadi dUsaroM ko duHkhI karane caloge to tuma svayaM duHkha kI gaharI khAI meM gira jaaoge| kadaMbA kA aba isa rAjamahala meM koI sthAna nahIM rahA / sabakI najaroM meM vaha gira gii| tiraskArapAtra bana gaI / vaha svayaM bhI samajha gaI hogI ki 'aba merA isa mahala meM koI sthAna nahIM rahA / ' rAjA ko lIlAvatI kI ciMtA : For Private And Personal Use Only dUsare dina jaba pethar3azAha rAjasabhA meM pahu~ce, mahArAjA rAjasabhA meM nahIM Ae the| mahAmaMtrI rAjamahala meM ge| mahArAjA zayanakakSa meM the| mahAmaMtrI zayanakakSa meM phuNce| rAjA ati udvigna the| mahAmaMtrI ne vinaya se pUchA : 'mere nAtha, Apa itane becaina kyoM haiM ? Aja itanA duHkha kisalie ?' rAjA kI A~khoM meM se A~sU Tapakane lge| mahAmaMtrI ne apane uttarIya vastra se A~sU poMcha die /

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pravacana-12 168 'mahAmaMtrI, mujhe lIlAvatI kI cintA satA rahI hai| usa becArI kA kyA huA hogA?' rAjA ne mahAmaMtrI ke sAmane dekhA | mahAmaMtrI ne kahA : 'mahArAjA, Apa dhairya dhAraNa kreN| rAnI kuzala hI hoMgI! unake hRdaya meM dharma thA, dharma ne unakI rakSA kI hogii| maiM unakI khoja karavAtA huuN| parantu Apa eka kArya karane kI kRpA kreN|' rAjA ne pUchA : 'kyA karU~? tuma kaho vaha karane ko taiyAra huuN|' mahAmaMtrI ne kahA : 'Apa mahAn dharmakArya kareM, jisase merA prayatna saphala baneM aura sAta dina meM mahArAnI ko hAjira kara skuuN|' kauna-sA dharmakArya karU~?' rAjA ne pUchA | mahAmaMtrI ne dharmakArya batAyA : 'mahIne meM pA~ca pavitra parva tithiyA~ AtI haiM, una dinoM meM apane deza meM koI AdamI kisI prakAra kA vyasana sevana nahIM kre| sAta vyasanoM kA niSedha karavA diyA jaae| koI mAMsabhakSaNa nahIM kare, zarAba nahIM piye, juA nahIM khele, vyabhicAra nahIM kre| koI corI nahIM kre|' rAjA ne mahAmaMtrI kI sUcanA kA turanta hI amala krvaayaa| rAnI lIlAvatI kA kRtajJatA guNa : mahAmaMtrI ne apane ghara Akara pathamiNI ko sArI bAta btaaii| pathamiNI prasannacitta prasannavadanA ho gii| bhUmigRha meM jAkara lIlAvatI ko sArI bAta kaha sunaaii| lIlAvatI harSavibhora bana gii| usane kahA : 'yaha sArA prabhAva zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra kA hai| paMcaparameSThi bhagavaMtoM kI parama kRpA se hI yaha paristhiti paidA huI hai| mere lAkha navakAra kA jApa pUrNa hone jA rahA hai| pUrNa ho jaaegaa|' pathamiNI ne kahA : 'aba tU mahArAjA kI paTTarAnI bana jaaegii| tujhe Dhera sArA sukha milegA, parantu paramAtmA ko aura navakAra maMtra ko kabhI bhI nahIM bhuulnaa| rAnI ne kahA : 'pathamiNI, unako maiM kaise bhUla sakatI hU~? navakAra maMtra to mere zvAsozvAsa meM samA gayA hai| paramAtmA pArzvanAtha to mere parama priyatama haiM! maiM svarNa kI pratimA banAU~gI aura pratidina pUjana kruuNgii| maiM kabhI mAMsabhakSaNa nahIM karU~gI, rAtribhojana kA bhI tyAga kara duuNgii| aura eka bAta kahU~? maiM tere upakAroM ko kabhI nahIM bhuuluuNgii|' rAnI kI A~khoM meM A~sU bhara aaye| vaha pathamiNI ke gale lipaTa gii| pathamiNI kI A~khoM se bhI A~sU bahane lge| guNavAnoM ko guNIjanoM se prema ho jAtA hai| rAnI meM kRtajJatA kA zreSTha guNa thaa| usane pathamiNI meM aneka guNa dekhe the| pathamiNI ke upakAroM ko vaha kaise bhUla sakatI thI? pathamiNI kahatI hai : For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-12 169 'rAnI, tU kitanI acchI hai| terI manokAmanAe~ kitanI pavitra haiM...tU mujhe bhUla jAegI to calegA, parantu jinadharma ko kabhI nahIM bhUlanA, hRdaya meM sthira rakhanA | dharma ne terI rakSA kI hai, maiMne kucha nahIM kiyA hai|' pathamiNI kitanI nirabhimAnI sannArI hogI! brahmacAriNI to thI hI, aneka guNoM se suzobhita mahAna zrAvikA thii| lIlAvatI ke hRdaya meM dharmatattva kI pratiSThA kara dI usane / saba kucha vApasa mila gayA : sAta dina gujarate kitanI dera! sAtaveM dina mahAmaMtrI ne jAkara mahArAjA ko zubha samAcAra de diye / 'lIlAvatI kA patA laga gayA hai aura merI havelI para A gaI hai| Apa AjJA kareM to mahala meM le aauuN|' rAjA ne kahA : 'nahIM, maiM svayaM tumhAre ghara para AtA huuN|' mahAmaMtrI khuza ho gae | mahArAjA pethar3azAha kI havelI meM pdhaare| pathamiNI ne Adara-satkAra kiyA aura lIlAvatI ke pAsa le gii| lIlAvatI ko dekhakara rAjA harSavibhora ho ge| rAnI ko aneka mUlyavAna vastra die aura 32 lAkha rUpaye bheMTa kie| bar3e sammAna ke sAtha rAnI ko mahala meM le aae| lIlAvatI ne pArzvanAtha bhagavaMta kI svarNapratimA banavAI! pratidina pUjana karatI hai| pratidina zrI navakAra maMtra kA jApa-dhyAna karatI hai| anachAnA pAnI nahIM pItI hai, rAtribhojana nahIM karatI hai aura dharmamaya jIvana vyatIta karatI hai| rAjA ne lIlAvatI ko paTTarAnI bnaayaa| ArAdhanA jIvaMta bananI cAhie : lIlAvatI kI dharmaArAdhanA 'yathoditaM' thii| jisa prakAra pUjana vagairaha anuSThAna karane cAhie usI prakAra vaha pratyeka dharmAnuSThAna karatI thii| to usakA anuSThAna, usakI kriyA dharma bana gii| usa dharma ke prabhAva se hI usake duHkha dUra hue, sukha mile, kIrti bar3hI aura AtmA nirmala bnii| __ vaha anuSThAna 'dharma' banatA hai ki jo 'yathoditaM' hotA hai, isa bAta kA apana vistAra se vicAra kara gae, aba tIsarI bAta socane kI hai ki apanA pratyeka anuSThAna maitrI, pramoda, karuNA aura mAdhyasthya-bhAva se yukta honA cAhie / ina cAra bhAvanAoM se bhAvita hRdaya kI kriyA hI dharma banatI hai! isa viSaya meM kala se vivecana zurU kruuNgaa| Aja, basa itanA hii| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-13 170 5. bhItara meM dekhane ke lie bAharI carmacakSu baMda karane par3ate haiN| bAhara kI nigAheM baMda hoMgI to antarcakSu apane Apa khuleNge| aMtara kI A~khoM se bhItara kI duniyA ko dekho| * vAsanA meM baurAyA huA dimAga kabhI bhI svastha evaM saMtulita nahIM raha pAtA hai| vivekazUnya hokara mAna-maryAdA-AbarU saba . kucha bhUla jAtA hai| garbhavatI strI yadi apane saMtAna kA bhaviSya jAnanA cAhe, parakhanA cAhe to jAna sakatI hai| svayaM ke manobhAvoM kA adhyayana hI use batA degA ki AnevAlA baccA acchA hogA yA buraa| .sabhI jIva karmaparavaza haiN| apane hI karmoM se jIva sukha-duHkha pAtA hai! kisI ko kyoM doSa denA ki : 'tumane hameM duHkhI kara DAlA!" pravacana : 13 karuNA ke mahAsAgara AcAryazrI haribhadrasUrIzvajI ne 'dharma' kI paribhASA kI hai| bahuta hI acchI paribhASA kI hai AcAryazrI ne! ve aisA nahIM kahate haiM ki 'mahAvIra svAmI kA batAyA huA dharma hI saccA dharma hai|' ve kaha rahe haiM ki vaha anuSThAna dharma kahalAtA hai ki jo aviruddha vacana se pratipAdita ho, yathodita kiyA jAtA ho aura maitrI-pramoda-karuNA aura mAdhyasthya-bhAva se kiyA jAtA ho| aisA anuSThAna phira kisI kA bhI batAyA huA ho, 'dharma' khlaaegaa| bhale hI mahAvIra yA pataMjali kA batAyA huA ho| honA cAhie avisaMvAdI anuSThAna, yathoditaM anuSThAna aura maitrI-pramoda-karuNA tathA mAdhyasthya-bhAva se paripUrNa anuSThAna! dharma kA anuSThAna, dhArmika kriyA karanevAloM kA hRdaya maitrI vagairaha pavitra bhAvoM se navapallavita honA caahie| yadi manuSya ke hRdaya meM maitrI nahIM hai, zatrutA hai, pramoda nahIM hai IrSyA hai, karuNA nahIM hai, tiraskAra aura nirdayatA hai, mAdhyasthya-bhAva nahIM hai parantu ghora ghRNA bharI par3I hai, to usa manuSya kA kiyA For Private And Personal Use Only

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171 pravacana-13 huA anuSThAna 'dharma' nahIM khlaaegaa| bhale hI vaha anuSThAna sarvajJakathita ho, yathodita kiyA gayA ho, vaha 'dharma' nahIM bana sktaa| dekhoge to socoge : TaTolo apane antaHkaraNa ko| bhItara dekho, kyA-kyA par3A hai bhItara! kaise kaise bhAva par3e haiM hRdaya meM? zatrutA, IrSyA, nirdayatA, napharata, tiraskAra...vagairaha asaMkhya durbhAvoM ke Dhera lage haiM na? bhItara dekhoge to dikhAI degaa| dekhoge to socoge! dekhate hI nahIM, to phira socoge kaise? ye bhAva acche nahIM haiM, unako nikAla dU~, ye bhAva acche haiM, unako surakSita rakhU / ' aisA socate ho kyA? makAna meM dekhate ho ki 'yahA~ kacarA par3A hai, to socate ho ki 'isako nikAla denA caahie|' vastroM ko dekhate ho ki kapar3e gaMde ho gae haiM, to socate ho 'inako dhonA caahie|' manuSya dekhatA hai to socatA hai! dekhe hI nahIM to socegA kaise? parantu durbhAgya hai ki manuSya apane bhItara nahIM dekhatA hai| bAhara to kitanA kucha dekhatA hai! ghara meM, bAjAra meM, skUla-kaoNleja meM, pArka meM aura klaboM meM kama dekhane ko milatA hai... to sinemA dekhane jAtA hai| nATaka dekhane jAtA hai! bAhara kA Dhera sArA dekhatA hai to socatA bhI bAhara kA hI hai! bhItara meM... antaHkaraNa meM dekheM... to vahA~ bhI virATa vizva hai! bhItara meM bhI svarga aura narka hai! hRdaya kI zuddhi Avazyaka hai : bhItara dekhane ke lie A~kheM banda karanI par3atI haiM! kAna baMda karane par3ate haiN| bAhara kI A~kheM baMda karoge taba antaHcakSu khula jaaeNge| antaHcakSu se bhItara kI duniyA dekhnaa| kaise-kaise bhAva par3e haiM vahA~! ananta-ananta janmoM se, ananta ananta duSTa bhAva AtmA meM... karmabaddha AtmA meM jame hue par3e haiN| ye duSTa bhAva hamArI kriyAoM ko 'dharma' nahIM banane dete| cAhe kriyAoM kA bAhya rUpa dhArmika kyoM na ho? azubha aura azuddha bhAvoM se malina bane hue hRdaya ko zuddha karanA ati Avazyaka hai| mahasUsa karate ho isa AvazyakatA ko? sabhA meM se : mahasUsa to karate haiM parantu azakya-sA lagatA hai! mahArAjazrI : zakya prayatna kie binA 'azakya' mAna lenA, bar3I galatI hai| jisa AvazyakatA ko Apa tIvratA se mahasUsa karate ho, zakya prayatna karate hI ho| azubha vicAroM ko dUra karane kA koI prayatna kiyA hai? azubha, azuddha For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 13 172 vicAra kA~TeM kI taraha cubhate haiM kyA? nahIM, zakkara jaise mIThe lagate haiM ve vicAra ! lagate haiM na mIThe ? kharAba vicAra jyAdA mIThe lagate haiM ! phira unako miTAne kA puruSArtha hI kaise hogA? Apa apane bhItara dekho, bAra-bAra dekho| dekhoge to avazya socoge / yAda rahe, zuddha citta, zuddha antaHkaraNa hI dharma hai / ' SoDazaka' grantha meM isI AcAryadeva ne kahA hai 'dharmazcittaprabhava' : kaisA citta dharmasvarUpa banatA hai ? vizuddha citta ! rAga-dveSa aura moha kI azuddhi dUra honI cAhie / rAga-dveSa aura moha kI azuddhi dUra hone se citta zuddha banatA hai aura puSTa banatA hai| zuddha aura puSTa citta hI dharma hai| dharma ko bAhara DhU~r3hane kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai, apane bhItara hI ddhuuNddh'o| isalie kahatA hU~ ki bhItara dekho! jo vastu jahA~ hotI hai vahA~ se hI milatI hai, dUsarI jagaha DhU~r3hane se nahIM milatI hai| jo cIja jahA~ hogI, vahA~ se milegI : rAtri kA samaya thaa| eka bur3hiyA sar3aka para roDalAITa ke nIce kucha DhU~r3ha rahI thii| vahA~ se 3-4 bacce jA rahe the| unakI bur3hiyA ke prati sahAnubhUti jAgrata huii| unhoMne bur3hiyA se pUchA : 'mA~, kyA kho gayA hai ? kyA DhU~r3hatI ho?' 'merI suI kho gaI hai, suI ko DhU~DhatI hU~ / ' bur3hiyA ne khaa| bacce bhI udhara suI khojane lge| bahuta khojane para jaba suI nahIM milI, taba baccoM ne pUchA : 'mA~, yaha batAo ki suI kidhara girI thI ?' bur3hiyA ne kahA : sUI to mere ghara meM gira gaI hai, parantu vahA~ lAITa nahIM hai, yahA~ prakAza hai, isalie yahA~ DhU~r3hatI huuN|' bacce peTa pakar3akara ha~sane lage aura cala diye vahA~ se / jo vastu jahA~ nahIM hai, vahA~ khojane se, hajAroM varSa taka khojane para bhI nahIM milegii| jahA~ ho, vahA~ khojane se mila sakatI hai| dharma ko kahA~ DhU~r3hate ho? bAhara dharma nahIM hai, dharma bhItara hai| azuddha citta ko zuddha karo, zuddha citta hI dharma hai| rAga-dveSa aura moha kI azuddhi dUra kro| zatrutA, IrSyA, nirdrayatA, tiraskAra azuddha dUra karo / jIvadveSa : gaMbhIra prakAra kA aparAdha : sarva prathama yaha kAma karanA Avazyaka hai| jIvasRSTi ke prati anantakAla se jo aparAdha karate Aye haiM, una aparAdhoM kI paraMparA ko tor3a do| jIvoM ke prati zatrutA hai, IrSyA hai, nirdayatA hai... ghRNA hai, usako miTA do| jIvoM ke prati For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-13 ___ 173 zatrutA bahuta bar3A pApa hai, bahuta bar3A aparAdha hai| jaise jIvoM ke prati IrSyA karanA, jIvoM ke prati nirdaya bananA, ghRNA-tiraskAra karanA bhI gaMbhIra aparAdha hai| ina aparAdhoM kI sajA bahuta bar3I hai| bhayaMkara sajA hotI hai| sabhA meM se : aise aparAdha to hamAre logoM ke jIvana meM bahuta ho jAte haiM! ina aparAdhoM se bacanA muzkila lagatA hai| __ mahArAjazrI : aparAdhoM se bacanA muzkila lagatA hai to phira sajA se bacanA muzkila hI nahIM varana asaMbhava smjho| jaba taka hRdaya kI azuddhiyA~ Apa dekhoge nahIM, una azuddhiyoM ko dUra karane kA vicAra hI nahIM AegA, dUra karane kA puruSArtha to hogA hI nhiiN| aura azuddha evaM azakta citta se Apa kitanI bhI dharmakriyAe~ karo, vaha dharma nahIM khlaaegaa| pApavicAra pyAre lagate haiM na? yadi Apa dUsare jIvoM ke hita kA vicAra nahIM karate haiM, ahita karane kA socate ho, yadi Apa guNavAna puruSoM ke guNoM kI prazaMsA nahIM karate haiM; parantu guNavAnoM ke bhI doSa dekhate ho aura nindA karate ho, yadi Apa meM duHkhI jIvoM ke prati dayA-karuNA nahIM hai, parantu nirdayatA aura kaThoratA hai, yadi Apa pApI jIvoM ke prati tIvra ghRNA karate haiM, madhyastha nahIM rahate, to ApakA koI bhI anuSThAna, ApakI koI bhI kriyA, dharma nahIM bana sktii| yadi Apa sahI artha meM dharma-ArAdhanA kara mAnava-jIvana kA sAphalya pAnA cAhate ho, AtmavikAsa karanA cAhate ho, to sarvaprathama kAma cittazuddhi kA kro| azuddha vicAra kA~ToM kI taraha pIr3A deMge taba una vicAroM ko dUra karoge hii| abhI to azuddha pApavicAra phUla jaise lagate haiN| __jar3a-bhautika padArthoM kA rAga hI to jIvoM ke prati dveSa karavAtA hai! dUsare jIvoM ke sukha kA, hita kA, kalyANa kA vicAra kyoM nahIM AtA hai? kyoM apane hI sukha kA, apane hI hita kA vicAra karate ho? rAga haiM... prIti hai jar3a padArthoM ke prati! jIvoM ke prati zatrutA kA mUlabhUta kAraNa yaha hai / jar3a kA rAga jIvadveSa paidA karatA hai| rAga meM se dveSa paidA hotA hai : Apako paise pyAre lagate haiM na? mAnoM ki Apane apane bhAI ko hajAra rUpaye die haiN| bhAI ne rUpaye Apako vApasa lauTAne kA kahA hai| yadi samaya para usane paisA nahIM lauTAyA, to Apako kyA hogA? bhAI ke prati gussA For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-13 174 AegA na? bhAI ke prati dveSa hogA na? yadi Apako paise pyAre haiM to dveSa hogA hii| rAga, dveSa ko janma detA hai! dveSa kI yoni rAga hai! paise jar3a haiM, bhAI cetana hai, jar3a kA anurAga cetana ke prati Apako dveSI banAtA hai| paise ke jhagar3e meM bhAI bhAI ko mAratA hai na? pitA putra kI hatyA kara detA hai na? pati patnI ko jalA detA hai na? par3hate ho na akhabAroM meM par3hate parantu socate nahIM! yahI bar3A duHkha hai| yahA~ merI bAteM sunate ho, parantu socate nahIM, isalie jIvana meM koI Thosa parivartana nahIM A rahA hai| kisI parastrI kA sundara zarIra dekhakara rAga ho jAtA hai na? zarIra jar3a hai, jar3a zarIra kA rAga kyA karavAtA hai? yadi vaha strI apane zarIra ko chUne na de to usa rAgI ko kyA hogA? usa strI ke prati dveSa hogA, apaharaNa karegA, balAtkAra karegA... mAra ddaalegaa| rAjA maNiratha ne apane laghubhrAtA yugabAhu kI hatyA kara dI thI na? kyoM? jar3a zarIra ke rAga ke kAraNa hI! sunI hai kahAnI? mahAsatI madanarekhA : mAlava pradeza meM sudarzanapura nagara thaa| vahA~ kA rAjA thA maNiratha / usakA laghubhrAtA thA yugabAhu | yugabAhu yuvarAja thaa| yugabAhu kI patnI thI mdnrekhaa| madanarekhA atyanta rUpavatI thii| mAtra rUpasundarI nahIM thI, suzIlA thI, sulakSaNA thI, saubhAgyazAlinI thii| rUpavatI strI meM ye sArI bAteM durlabha hotI haiM | rUpa aura guNa kA sahavAsa hajAroM meM kisI eka-do manuSya meM hotA hai| rUpavAna vyakti suzIla ho, saccaritri ho, sadAcArI ho to vaha mahAna puNyazAlI, dhanya kahalAegA | madanarekhA vaisI puNyazAlinI sannArI thii| apane pati yugabAhu ke prati saMpUrNa vaphAdAra thii| apane mana meM bhI parapuruSa kI abhilASA nahIM karatI thii| eka dina rAjA maNiratha ne madanarekhA ko dekhA / madanarekhA kA adbhuta rUpa dekhA... rAjA mohita ho gyaa| madanarekhA ke zarIrasaundarya ne maNiratha ke mana ko aura nayana ko vikArI banA die | maNiratha madanarekhA ke prati anurAgI bana gyaa| basa, aba vaha priya pAtra ko pAne ke lie tarasane lgaa| priya viSaya kI prApti kI abhilASA hotI hI hai! tIvra abhilASA meM manuSya vivekazUnya ho jAtA hai| maNiratha kyA nahIM jAnatA thA ki 'yaha strI mere laghubhrAtA kI patnI hai| mere bhAI kA usa para adhikAra hai| mere bhAI ke sukha kA vaha sAdhana hai, mujhe usake prati mohita nahIM honA caahie| usako pAne kA vicAra nahIM karanA caahie|' For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 13 175 aisA vivekapUrNa vicAra mohamUr3ha manuSya ko nahIM A sakatA / vaha to apane hI sukha kA vicAra karegA, dUsaroM kA sukha chIna kara bhI vaha svayaM sukhI hone ke lie socegaa| basa, yahI to zatrutA hai| isakA nAma azuddha citta, malina antHkrnn| aise pApamalina antaHkaraNa meM dharma nahIM raha sakatA / kAmAtura ko lAja kahA~ ? : maNiratha ke manoratha to dekho ! 'maiM kisI bhI prakAra se isa strI ko pAU~gA / acchA-burA kucha bhI karanA par3e, maiM isako pAkara rahU~gA / isako prApta kie binA mujhe caina nahIM pdd'egaa...|' laghubhrAtA ke sukha ko chInane kI kaisI nIca vRtti! zIlasampanna nArI kA zIla lUTane kI kaisI adhama manovRtti? jar3apudgala kA cetana jIva ke prati anyAya hI hai / rUpa kyA hai ? pudgala kA hI khela ! eka kavi ne kahA hai : Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 'koI gorA koI kAlA pIlA, nainana nirakhana kI vo dekhI mata rAco prANI, racanA pudgala kI ' jar3a zarIra kA rUpa bhI jar3a hai, paudgalika hai| rUpa kA rAga jar3a kA hI rAga hai| vaha rAga cetana AtmA ke prati aparAdha karavAtA hai| choTe bhAI kI patnI ke prati rAgI banA huA maNiratha, bhAI ke prati zatrutApUrNa vyavahAra apanA rahA hai| 1. upakArI ke prati maitrI | 2. svajana ke prati maitrI / 3. parijana ke prati maitrI / maNiratha svajana-maitrI bhI nahIM nibhA rahA hai| maitrI ke mukhya cAra prakAra batAe gae haiM : 4. sarva jIvoM ke prati maitrI | yugabAhu maNiratha kA svajana thA / madanarekhA bhI svajana hI khlaaegii| moha se abhibhUta maNiratha maitrI kaise nibhA sakatA thA? usane madanarekhA ko apane prati AkarSita karane kA prayoga zurU kara diyA / madanarekhA ke prati kAphI vAtsalya pradarzita karatA hai| acche-acche alaMkAra banavA kara detA hai / sundara vastra lAkara detA hai / kabhI puSpahAra bheMTa karatA hai, kabhI svAdiSTa tAMbUla pradAna karatA hai / madanarekhA to nirdoSa hai! usake mana meM For Private And Personal Use Only

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176 pravacana-13 koI pApa nahIM hai| vaha to maNiratha ko mAtra jeTha hI nahIM mAnatI hai, pitAtulya samajhatI hai| yugabAhu ke mana meM bhI koI zaMkA nahIM hai| usake hRdaya meM to maNiratha ke prati bahuta sadbhAva hai| ye nirdoSa pati-patni kaise jAna sake maNiratha ke mana kI duSTatA ko? chala kA sahArA : maNiratha kAmavAsanA se jala rahA hai| hAlA~ki vaha ku~vArA nahIM hai, usake antaHpura meM rAnI hai, parantu isase kyA? kAmI vikArI manuSya apanI patnI meM hI santuSTa hotA to rAvaNa ke antaHpura meM kauna-sI kamI thI? hajAroM rAniyA~ thIM, phira bhI sItAjI ke pIche rAvaNa pAgala banA thaa| maNiratha ne apanI eka vizvAsapAtra dAsI ke dvArA apanA saMdeza bhejA madanarekhA ke pAsa / dAsI ne Akara madanarekhA se kahA : 'devI, apane mahArAjA tumhAre guNoM ke anurAgI bane haiM, tumhAre prati unake hRdaya meM bahuta prema hai| unhoMne kahalAyA hai ki 'he candramukhI, tU merI bhAryA bana jA, mujhe pati rUpa meM svIkAra le...aura merI paTTarAnI bana jA / ' madanarekhA khar3I ho gii| dveSa... bhaya aura viSAda se usakA mana bhara AyA | usane dAsI se kahA : tU jAkara mahArAjA ko kahanA ki 'he rAjana, svastrI meM santuSTa ho| parastrI kI abhilASA bhI manuSya ko durgati meM le jAtI hai, to phira parastrI ke sAtha bhoga karanevAloM kI narkAdi durgati meM kaisI bhayAnaka durdazA hotI hogI, yaha bAta socanA / Apa to mere zvasuratulya hai, mere pitAtulya haiM, Apako aisA pApa-vicAra karanA bhI nahIM caahie|' madanarekhA kA manomaMthana : madanarekhA ne bar3I svasthatA se pratyuttara diyaa| hAlAMki usake mana meM atyanta udvignatA thI, phira bhI dimAga ko svastha rakhate hue, dakSatA se pratyuttara diyA / dAsI ke jAne ke pazcAta madanarekhA ne socA : yaha bAta maiM yugabAhu se kahU~ yA nahIM? aisI gaMbhIra bAta se unako aparicita nahIM rakhanA caahie| kala kucha anahonI ho jAe to ve kyA soceMge? 'mujha se madanarekhA ne aisI bAta kyoM chipAI hogI?' hAlA~ki mere prANa cale jAe~ to bhI maiM rAjA kI prArthanA svIkAra nahIM karU~gI, parantu sattA ke Age... apaharaNa... balAtkAra...' vicAra karate-karate madanarekhA ke mana meM ghabarAhaTa phaila gii| mana meM AyA ki 'yugabAhu ko bAta batA dUM, unako sAvadhAna kara duuN|' parantu jaba usakI pratikriyA ke viSaya meM madanarekhA socane lagI to vaha rUka gii| For Private And Personal Use Only

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177 pravacana-13 yadi maiM yugabAhu ko yaha bAta kahU~gI to unake mana meM maNiratha ke prati ghora ghRNA paidA hogii| bhayaMkara roSa utpanna hogaa| donoM bhAiyoM ke bIca lar3AI chir3a sakatI hai| mere nimitta rAjaparivAra meM kalaha... lar3AI aura vinAza maiM nahIM caahtii|' madanarekhA kI yaha jJAnadRSTi hai| jo kAma samajhAne se, saralatA se nipaTatA ho, usa kAma ko ulajhAnA nahIM cAhie, usa kAma ko jhagar3e meM DAlanA nahIM cAhie | madanarekhA ne socA ki : 'merA sandeza sunakara rAjA zAnta ho jAyegA | merI anicchA jAnane ke bAda vaha Age nahIM bddh'egaa| aba zAyada vaha apanA mu~ha bhI mujhe nahIM dikhAegA! aise hI mAmalA sulajha jAegA to do bhAiyoM ke bIca sneha-sambandha bhI akhaMDa raha skegaa| Apatti meM bhI auroM kI ciMtA : rAjA kA duSTa vicAra jAnane para bhI madanarekhA ke mana meM rAjA ke prati vairabhAvanA paidA nahIM hotI hai| svayaM mahAsatI hai, sadAcAra kI sakhta pakSapAtI hai, durAcAra aura vyabhicAra kA vicAra bhI usake mana meM kabhI paidA nahIM huA hai| rAjA ke prati usakA vicAra kitanA uttama hai? 'aisA anucita karane se tumhArA ahita hogA... tuma DUba jAoge duHkhasAgara meM / ' rAjA mara kara durgati meM na calA jAe, isakI cintA madanarekhA karatI hai| yadi usake hRdaya meM maitrIbhAvanA-parahitacintA nahIM hotI to vaha turaMta hI apane pati yuvarAja se kaha detI ki : 'dekho, tumhAre bar3e bhAI kA caritra! dAsI ke sAtha mere lie aisA sandeza bhejA ki ve mujhe apanI patnI banAnA cAhate haiN| abhI taka maiMne unakI aisI duSTabhAvanA nahIM jAnI thii| mujhe kyA patA ki unake mana meM aisI burI vAsanA hai, anyathA maiM unase bolatI bhI nahIM, unakI dI huI koI vastu bhI grahaNa nahIM krtii| aba merI samajha meM AyA ki ve kyoM mujhe acche-acche alaMkAra dete the| bar3hiyA-bar3hiyA vastra dete the| ve mujhe isa prakAra AkarSita karanA cAhate the| maiM mara jAnA pasanda karU~gI, parantu unake vaza to nahIM houuNgii|' yadi yugabAhu ko aisI bAta karatI madanarekhA, to kaisI yAdavAsthalI maca jAtI rAjaparivAra meM? yugabAhu naMgI talavAra lekara daur3atA rAjA ke pAsa aura donoM bhAiyoM ke bIca khUkhAra yuddha chir3a jaataa| madanarekhA ke pAsa jJAnadRSTi thI, usake antaHcakSu khule hue the, parantu maNiratha ke pAsa kahA~ jJAnadRSTi thI? vaha to becArA mohadRSTi se vyAkula thA / kAmavikAroM se vihvala maNiratha jaba dAsI se madanarekhA kA pratyuttara sunatA hai, kSaNabhara becaina ho jAtA hai| sItA ke For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 13 178 binA rAvaNa kI jaisI manovihvalatA thI, madanarekhA ke binA maNiratha kI vaisI hI manovyathA thI / vAsanAparavaza jIvoM ke mana meM zAnti kahA~ se! svasthatA kahA~ se! madanarekhA kA pratyuttara sunane se usake mana meM caMcalatA bar3ha gaI / 'mujhe madanarekhA cAhie hI, kisI bhI prakAra madanarekhA ko maiM apanI priyA banAU~gA / ' socate-socate usake mana meM eka ati duSTa vicAra ubhara AyA / 'jaba taka yugabAhu jindA hai, madanarekhA merI priyA nahIM bana sktii| maiM yugabAhu ko isa duniyA se bidA kara dU~gA... phira to madanarekhA merI priyA banegI hI / ' itanA adhama, itanA ghora zatrutApUrNa vicAra kyoM AyA? bAta samajha rahe ho na? maNiratha apane sage bhAI kI hatyA karane kI kyoM soca rahA hai? jar3a paudgalika deharUpa kA rAga usako bhAna bhulA rahA hai / svajanamaitrI kA ghAta karavA rahA hai| nirdoSa aura guNavAna bhrAtA kI hatyA karavA rahA hai| jar3a paudgalika padArthoM kA rAga, pA~ca indriyoM ke priya viSayoM kA anurAga kitanA anarthakArI hai, yaha samajha lo / cAroM prakAra kI maitrI kA ghAtaka hai yaha vissyraag| isalie kahatA hU~ ki viSayAndha mata bano / viSayAndha jIvoM meM dharma ho hI nahIM sktaa| viSayAndha manuSya kA citta malina hI hotA hai| rAga-dveSa aura moha se malina citta meM dharma nahIM ho sakatA / zuddha citta meM hI maitrI, pramoda, karuNA aura mAdhyasthya-bhAva ke dharmapuSpa khilate haiM / madanarekhA ke pavitra mana meM puSpa khile hu haiN| maitrI Adi bhAvanAoM se madanarekhA kA citta suvAsita hai / maNiratha kA citta rAga, dveSa aura moha se durgaMdhagrasta hai| usake citta meM 'yugabAhu ko kaise mArA jAya... merI beijjatI na ho aura vaha mArA jAya...' aise vicAra cala rahe haiM / ye madanarekhA garbhavatI banatI hai : eka dina madanarekhA ne yugabAhu se kahA : 'mere nAtha, Aja svapna meM maiMne candra ko dekhA !' yugabAhu ne kahA : 'devI, tU candra ke samAna saumya, prasannavadana aura sarvajanavallabha vaise putra ko janma degii|' madanarekhA pati kI bAta sunakara bar3I prasanna ho utthii| vaha garbhavatI banI thii| jaba tIna mahIne vyatIta hue, madanarekhA ke citta meM acche-acche manoratha paidA hone lge| uttama jIva jaba mAtA ke udara meM AtA hai, mAtA ke hRdaya meM pavitra aura dhArmika bhAvanAe~ jAgrata hotI haiN| garbhastha jIva kA prabhAva mAtA ke mana para par3atA hai| garbhastha jIva yadi puNyazAlI hotA hai, pavitra aura dhArmika hotA hai to mAtA ke mana meM acchI bhAvanAe~ utpanna hotI haiM aura yadi garbhastha jIva pApI hotA hai, krUra aura For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 13 179 nirdaya hotA hai to mAtA ke mana meM burI bhAvanAe~ paidA hotI haiN| garbhavatI nArI yadi apane saMtAnI kA bhaviSya samajhanA cAheM to samajha sakatI haiN| 'utpanna honevAlI merI saMtAna acchI hogI yA burI hogI / ' rAvaNa kI mAtA kaikasI, jaba rAvaNa peTa meM thA taba kabhI hAtha meM talavAra lekara ghUmatI thI! kabhI siMhAsana para baiThakara naukaroM ko dhamakAtI thI! kabhI hAthI para baiThakara ghUmA karatI thI! kabhI rAjaparivAra para tIvra gussA karatI thI / hamezA abhimAna se uddhata banakara ghUmatI thI / garbhavatI strI yadi apane vicAroM ke prati jAgrata ho, to vaha apanI bhAvisantAna ke viSaya meM bahuta kucha jAna sakatI hai| magadhasamrATa zreNika kI paTTarANI celaNA ke peTa meM jaba kUNika thA, celaNA ko khyAla A gayA thA ki 'yaha santAna usake pitA kI zatru hogI / ' kyoMki celaNA ko aisI icchA huI thI ki 'maiM zreNika kI A~teM khA jAU~!' apane pati kI hI A~teM khAne kI kharAba icchA paidA huI... jo ki celaNA jaisI pativratA strI ke mana meM kabhI bhI paidA ho nahIM sakatI thI, isase celaNA ne niSkarSa nikAlA ki 'yaha jIva, jo mere peTa meM AyA hai, usake pitA kA zatru hogaa|' isalie to usane, putra kA janma hote hI usa nagara ke bAhara kUr3e ke Dhera meM DalavA diyA thA / 'mujhe aisA putra nahIM cAhie ki jo apane pitA kA zatru bane / ' kyoMki celaNA ke hRdaya meM zreNika ke prati apAra sneha thaa| apane snehI ke zatru ko kauna pasanda kare? madanarekhA ko paramAtmapUjana karane kI icchA hotI hai / sAdhupuruSoM ko dAna dene kI icchA paidA hotI hai| garIboM ko dAna dene kI bhAvanA hotI hai| jo-jo icchA hotI hai madanarekhA ko, yugabAhu pUrNa karatA hai / madanarekhA kA rUpa-lAvaNya bar3hatA jAtA hai| usakI manaHprasannatA bhI bar3hatI jAtI hai| kucha mahInoM se maNiratha kI tarapha se koI harakata nahIM hone se madanarekhA Azvasta ho gaI hai ki 'mere sandeza se maNiratha ne merI icchA chor3a dI hai|' sarala aura bhadrapariNAmI mahAsatI ko kyA mAlUma ki kabhI khAmozI meM bhayAnaka Aga chupI huI hotI hai ? maNiratha yugabAhu kI hatyA kara detA hai : eka dina yugabAhu madanarekhA ko lekara nagara ke bAhara udyAna meM gyaa| usa samaya udyAna meM koI bhI strI - puruSa nahIM the / udyAna meM praveza kara, yugabAhu aura madanarekhA ne kadalIgRha meM nivAsa kiyA / madanarekhA kI manaHprasannatA ke lie rAtri kadalIgRha meM vyatIta karane kA nirNaya kiyA / udyAna ke cAroM tarapha zastrasajja sainika surakSA hetu khar3e the| jisa samaya udyAna meM rAjA-rAnI For Private And Personal Use Only

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180 pravacana-13 athavA yuvarAja-yuvarAjJI hote usa samaya dUsarA koI nAgarika udyAna meM AvAjAhI nahIM kara sakatA thaa| ___ maNiratha ko samAcAra mila gae / 'Aja yugabAhu aura madanarekhA kadalIgRha meM rAtri vyatIta karane gae haiN| donoM hI haiN|' usake mana meM vaha pApa-vicAra jAgrata ho gyaa| 'Aja maukA acchA hai| Aja yugabAhu ko mAra kara madanarekhA ko merI priyA banA lN|' vaha rAtri ke prathama prahara meM hI hAtha meM talavAra uThAkara udyAna kI ora cala diyaa| udyAna ke dvAra para yugabAhu ke sainika khar3e the| rAjA ne pUchA : 'merA choTA bhAI yugabAhu kahA~ hai?' sainikoM ne javAba diyA : 'mahArAjA, ve kadalIgRha meM so rahe haiN|' __ rAjA ne kahA : 'mujhe samAcAra mile ki vaha kadalIgRha meM rAta vyatIta karegA, isalie to mujhe abhI AnA par3A, jaMgala hai, koI zatru Akara mere bhAI para hamalA kara sakatA hai... isalie usako mahala meM le jAne ke lie maiM AyA huuN|' itanA kahakara maNiratha kadalIgRha meM praveza kara gyaa| sainika rAjA ko kaise roka sakate the! sainikoM ke mana meM vicAra to AyA hogA ki 'hama saba sainika yahA~ khar3e haiM... koI bhI zatru A jAya... Apake bhAI ko kucha bhI nahIM hogA, unako sone do kadalIgaha meM... Apako bhItara jAne kI jarUrata nahIM hai|' lekina kahate kaise! sAmane rAjA thA na! saccI aura sahI bAta bhI kabhI-kabhI maryAdAbhaMga ke bhaya se kahI nahIM jAtI hai! aisA bhaya kisa kAma kA? aisA bhaya rakhane se satya daba jAtA hai aura asatya saphala ho jAtA hai kbhii| jyoM maNiratha ne kadalIgRha meM praveza kiyA, yugabAhu ne dekha liyaa| bar3e bhAI ko Aye dekhakara turaMta yugabAhu khar3A ho gyaa| maNiratha ne yugabAhu se kahA : 'vatsa, idhara rAta meM rahanA ucita nahIM hai | calo nagara meM cleN|' yugabAhu bacapana se maNiratha kA vinaya karatA AyA thA / bar3e bhAI kI AjJA kA usane kabhI bhI ullaMghana nahIM kiyA thaa| bar3e bhAI ke prati kabhI zaMkA kI dRSTi se dekhA nahIM thaa| unake prati pUrNa vizvAsa thaa| maNiratha ne nagara meM calane ko kahA taba yugabAhu ne madanarekhA kI ora dekhakara nagara meM calane kA izArA kara diyaa| yugabAhu jyoM hI kadalIgRha ke bAhara nikalatA hai, maNiratha yugabAhu ke kandhe para jora se talavAra kA vAra kara detA hai...| madanarekhA kI svasthatA : yugabAhu jamIna para gira pdd'aa| madanarekhA ke mu~ha se tIvra cIkha nikala gaI... 'dhokhA, dagA huA hai|' pAsa meM hI khar3e hue sainika cIkha sunakara daur3a For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-13 181 aae| madanarekhA to turaMta hI yugabAhu ke pAsa baiTha gaI...| pati kA sira apane utsaMga meM lekara karuNa krandana karane lgii| sainikoM ne maNiratha ko ghera liyA aura pUchA : 'yaha kaise huA?' maNiratha ne kahA : merI lAparavAhI se mere hAtha meM se talavAra gira gii|' sainikoM ne tAr3a liyA ki 'rAjA ne jAna-bUjhakara prahAra kiyA hai|' rAjA apanI jAna bacAne ke lie vahA~ se bhAgA / bagIce meM se nikala rahA thA ki aMdherI rAta meM chupa kara baiThe hue kAle saoNpa ne rAjA ko DaeNsa liyA! idhara sainikoM ne jAkara yugabAhu ke putra candrayaza ko kahA : 'Apa zIghra kadalIgRha meM pahu~co, Apake pitAjI kI hatyA kA prayAsa huA hai|' candrayaza phUTa-phUTakara rone lgaa| zIghra vaidyoM ko lekara vaha udyAna meM phuNcaa| vahA~ jAkara usane dekhA to yugabAhu ke zarIra meM se bahuta sArA khUna baha gayA thaa| yugabAhu kI A~kheM baMda thIM, zarIra zveta par3atA jA rahA thA... phira bhI vaidyoM ne apane upacAra zurU kara die| candrayaza madanarekhA se lipaTa kara rone lgaa| madanarekhA ke dila meM tIvra vedanA thii| putra ke sara para hAtha rakhatI huI usako zAnta karane kA prayatna karatI hai| idhara usane dekhA ki yugabAhu kA jIvanadIpa bujhane jA rahA hai| usake hRdaya meM uccatama maitrI kA bhAva jAgrata huaa| 'yadi ye azubha bhAva meM...kaSAya ke bhAva meM mRtyu pAeMge, to durgati meM cale jAyeMge | maiM unako antima ArAdhanA karavA kara unake citta ko svastha banA duuN| paraloka kA pAtheya unako de duuN|' ___ madanarekhA ne apane hRdaya ko, apanI manovyathA ko dabAyA aura pati ke nikaTa baiThakara, unakI dRSTi se dRSTi milA kara, khUba sneha aura premabhare zabdoM meM kahA : 'mere nAtha! abhI Apa ekadama sAvadhAna rho| kisI prakAra kA kheda mata kro| kisI ke prati krodha mata krnaa| saba jIva karmaparavaza haiN| apaneapane karmoM se hI jIvAtmA sukha-duHkha pAtA hai| dUsare jIva to nimittamAtra hote haiN| Apa to isa samaya puNya kA pAtheya bA~dha lo| apane duSkRtyoM kI AtmasAkSI se nindA kara lo| mitroM ke sAtha, zatru ke sAtha, svajana aura parijana ke sAtha kSamApanA kara lo|' ___ madanarekhA yugabAhu kA mRtyu-samaya sudhAra rahI hai| svajanamaitrI ko lokottara maitrI banAkara pati kA paraloka sudhAra rahI hai| Age vaha kyA karatI hai, kala bAta kreNge| Aja, basa itanA hii| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-14 182 - kyA ApakA dila bhItara se pukAra rahA hai? 'maiM auroM ko kabhI MM duHkhI nahIM karUMgA; maiM dUsaroM ke sukha kI IrSyA nahIM karUMgA,E maiM pApIjanoM se napharata nahIM karUMgA' * hiMsaka dRzyoM ko bAra-bAra dekhane se dila bar3A sakhta ho jaaegaa| kaThoratA evaM niSThuratA panapane lagegI bhItara meM! aise dRzya dekhanA chor3a do! * yadi apane hI mana ko zuddha banAnA hai, dharma kA udgamasthAna banAnA hai, mana ko zAMti aura prasannatA kA pAtAlakUpa banA denA hai, to sinemA-nATaka dekhanA pUrI taraha baMda kara denA! pArivArika evaM vyaktigata jIvana meM Aga lagAnevAlA yadi koI tattva hai to sinemA! .upakArI ke prati bhI maitrI-bhAvanA hI honI jarUrI hai| upakArI ke prati apane dila meM sneha-sadbhAva evaM Adara honA hI caahie| dese pravacana : 14 parama zraddheya AcArya zrI haribhadrasUrijI 'dharma' tattva kI paribhASA karate hue kahate haiM : 'dharmAnuSThAna karanevAloM kA citta maitrI, pramoda, karuNA aura mAdhyathya bhAva se navapallavita honA cAhie | dharma paidA hotA hai zuddha citta meM se! jaba taka citta zuddha nahIM banatA, manuSya ke jIvana meM dharma kA AvirbhAva nahIM hotaa| maitrI vagairaha bhAvoM ke do rUpa : ___ maitrI vagairaha bhAva vidheyAtmaka Positive rUpa se bhale nahIM dikhAI deM, niSedhAtmaka Negative rUpa se to hone hI cAhie | maitrI kA vidheyAtmaka rUpa hai dUsare jIvoM kI hitcintaa| niSedhAtmaka rUpa hai dUsare jIvoM kA ahita nahIM krnaa| karuNA kA vidheyAtmaka rUpa hai dUsare jIvoM ke duHkha ko dUra krnaa| niSedhAtmaka rUpa hai dUsare jIvoM ko duHkhI nahIM karanA / pramoda kA vidheyAtmaka rUpa hai sukhI manuSyoM kA sukha dekhakara khuza honaa| niSedhAtmaka rUpa hai sukhI manuSyoM kA sukha dekhakara IrSyA nahIM karanA / mAdhyasthya kA vidheyAtmaka rUpa hai For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-14 183 dUsare pApI jIvoM ke doSoM kI upekSA krnaa| niSedhAtmaka rUpa hai pApiyoM ke prati dveSa-dhikkAra nahIM krnaa| dUsare jIvoM kA ahita mata karanA : ___ karane jaisA nahIM karate ho to dUsaro ko nukasAna to nahIM hogA, parantu nahIM karane yogya karane se dUsaroM ko nukasAna hotA hai| dUsaroM ko sukha de nahIM sakate, to calegA! parantu dUsaroM kA sukha chIna lo, chInane kA prayatna karo, to nahIM clegaa| dUsaroM kA duHkha dUra nahIM karoge to calegA, parantu dUsaroM ko duHkhI karane ke kAma karoge to nahIM clegaa| tumhAre mana kI itanI zuddhi to honI hI caahie| kyA tumhArA mana bolatA hai ki 'dUsare jIvoM kA ahita to nahIM hI karU~gA! dUsaroM ko duHkhI nahIM hI kruuNgaa| dUsaroM ke sukha kI IrSyA nahIM hI kruuNgaa|' kisI pApI kI bhI bhartsanA, tiraskAra nahIM hI kruuNgaa|' bolatA hai mana? duniyA kI yA deza kI bAta jAne do, nagara kI aura muhalle kI bhI bAta jAne do, Apake parivAra ke sadasyoM ke prati to mana aisA bolatA hai na? Apake jo upakArI loga hai, unake prati to mana aisA kahatA hai na? Apake jo paricita loga haiM, unake prati to mana aisA socatA hai na? dharma kA udbhavasthAna : zuddha hRdaya : sabhA meM se : hamArA mana jo socatA hai vaha to Apake sAmane kaha hI nahIM sakate! azuddha mana kyA socegA? mahArAjazrI : pUrNa zuddha na ho mana, para kyA thor3A bhI zuddha nahIM? yadi mana thor3A bhI zuddha ho to, usa mana meM 'dharma' kA prasava ho sakatA hai| yadi pUrA azuddha ho to 'dharma' kI utpatti nahIM ho sktii| bAhya dharmakriyA karane mAtra se 'dharma' kA AcaraNa nahIM ho jAtA | haribhadrasUrIjI kahate haiM 'dharma:cittaprabhavaH' dharma jo hai vaha zuddha citta kA utpAdana hai! Religion is a Production of pure mind. ___ upakArI jIvoM ke prati vidheyAtmaka maitrI nahIM sahI, niSedhAtmaka maitrI to rakha sakate ho na? yadi itanA bhI nahIM hai to jAnavara se bhI gae? jAnavara meM bhI aisI maitrI to hotI hai! upakArI ke prati apakAra nahIM kregaa| upakArI kA ahita nahIM kregaa| maiM choTA thA taba eka kahAnI sunI thI maiMne eka siMha kii| jAnavara meM bhI maitrIbhAva : jaMgala meM eka siMha ke paira meM kA~TA cubha gyaa| siMha laMgar3AtA calatA hai, For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-14 184 use vedanA bhI hotI hai| eka per3a ke nIce baiThA-baiThA paira ko dekhatA hai / vahA~ se eka musAphira gujaratA hai| usane siMha ke sAmane dekhA, siMha kI A~khoM meM vedanA thI, krUratA nahIM thii| musAphira ko dayA A gii| usane ghabarAe binA, siMha ke paira meM se kA~TA nikAla diyaa| siMha ne prasannatA se musAphira kA zarIra sUMghA / musAphira vahA~ se apane rAste calA gyaa| kucha dinoM ke bAda vaha musAphira kisI aparAdha meM pakar3A gyaa| rAjA ne usako mauta kI sajA kara dii| usa rAjA kA mauta kI sajA karane kA tarIkA nirAlA thA! rAjamahala ke samIpa usane eka maidAna banAyA thA, cAroM ora U~cI-UMcI dIvAre banavAI thiiN| eka tarapha siMha kA piMjarA rakhA thA / aparAdhI ko usa maidAna meM pheMka diyA jAtA thA aura piMjare meM se siMha ko maidAna meM chor3a diyA jAtA thaa| bhUkhA siMha usa manuSya ko mAra DAlatA thA! rAjA aura usake parivAra ke loga vaha tamAzA dekhate the| majA AtA thA tamAzA dekhane meM / koI kisI ko mAratA ho, vaha dekhane meM Apa logoM ko to majA nahIM AtA hai na? dayAlu ho na Apa loga to! sabhA meM se : aisA dekhane ko gA~va meM nahIM milatA hai, isalie sinemA dekhane jAte haiM! vahA~ aise dRzya dekhane ko milate haiM! hiMsaka dRzya mata dekhA karo : ___ mahArAjazrI : vaise dRzya dekhate hue Apake hRdaya meM kyA hotA hai? marate hue jIva ko dekhakara ApakA jIva vedanA se karAhatA hai? marate hue ke prati karuNA, sahAnubhUti...jaise bhAva paidA hote haiM yA aisA dekha-dekhakara hRdaya dayAhIna-karuNAhIna bana gayA hai? aise hiMsaka dRzya bAra-bAra dekhane se hRdaya nirdaya bana jAtA hai| aisI hiMsaka pustaka bAra-bAra par3hane se par3hanevAle kA mana bhI hiMsaka bana jAtA hai| isalie kahatA hU~, bAra bAra kahatA hU~ ki sinemA dekhanA chor3a do| aise naoNvelsa kahAniyA~, jAsUsI upanyAsa vagairaha par3hanA chor3a do| yadi mana ko zuddha aura dharma kA prabhavasthAna banAnA ho to| yadi zAnti aura prasannatA kA pAtAlakUpa mana ko banAnA ho to| kyA vicAra hai? mana kitanA sar3a gayA hai, vaha to soco jarA! aba bhI usa sar3ana ko nahIM miTAoge to mana pUrA naSTa ho jaaegaa| dUsare janma meM mana milegA bhI nhiiN| zuddha mana kI pahacAna : zuddha mana meM, mana jaba zuddha honA zurU hotA hai, taba sarvaprathama dayA-dharma kA For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-14 185 janma hotA hai| duHkhI jIvoM ke prati atyanta dayA! hai na atyaMta dayA? thor3IsI to hogI? yA bilkula nahIM? dayAhIna manuSya kA koI bhI dharmAnuSThAna 'dharma' nahIM bana sktaa| bhale dikhane meM vaha dharmAnuSThAna dikhe, vAstava meM vaha 'dharma' nahIM hotaa| dharma kA AbhAsamAtra hotA hai | jAnavara bhI kRtajJa hote haiM : usa musAphira ko rAjA ne mauta kI sajA kI thI, usako rAjA ne usa maidAna meM dhakela diyA / udhara se siMha ko piMjare se chor3A gayA / chalA~ga mAratA huA siMha usa musAphira kI ora lapakatA hai| musAphira to eka jagaha A~kheM mUMdakara khar3A raha gayA hai| siMha najadIka pahu~cA, nikaTa jAte hI ruka gayA, musAphira ke zarIra ko sUMghane lagA aura vApasa lauTa gayA! apane piMjare meM calA gayA! rAjA mahala ke jharokheM se yaha dRzya dekha rahA hai, usako bahuta Azcarya huaa| usane sainikoM ke dvArA phira se siMha ko piMjare se bAhara niklvaayaa| siMha punaH usa AdamI ke pAsa gayA...usakA zarIra sUMghA aura vApasa A gayA! rAjA kI sAMsa U~cI ho gaI! aisI ghaTanA rAjA ne kabhI bhI pahale dekhI nahIM thii| 'siMha kyoM isa aparAdhI ko nahIM mAra DAlatA hai?' rAjA ko siMha ke Upara gussA bhI A gayA! usane tIsarI bAra siMha ko dhakelA usa AdamI ke sAmane | tIsarI bAra bhI vaisA hI huA, siMha ne usa puruSa ko sUMghA aura lauTa AyA apane piMjare meM! rAjA ne usa AdamI ko apane pAsa bulAyA aura pUchA : 'tere pAsa aisA koI maMtra hai, taMtra hai.... kyA? jisase yaha siMha tujha para hamalA nahIM karatA hai? kyA vajaha hai isa bAta kI?' usa AdamI ne kahA : 'rAjana, siMha manarahita prANI nahIM hai, usako bhI mana hai| usake mana meM kucha zuddhi hotI hai| vaha apane upakArI ke Upara hamalA kabhI nahIM kregaa| hA~, usako phAlatU hI cher3anA nahIM caahie|' rAjA ne pUchA : 'to kyA tUne usa para koI upakAra kiyA hai?' musAphira ne kahA : 'rAjana, kucha dina pUrva jaba yaha siMha jaMgala meM thA, usake paira meM kA~TA cubha gayA thA, maiMne vaha kA~TA nikAlA thA! yaha siMha vahI hai! usane mujhe pahacAna liyA hai! mere para hamalA kaise karegA? upakArI ke Upara svArthI manuSya hamalA kara degA, yaha siMha nahIM karegA kabhI!' For Private And Personal Use Only

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___ 186 pravacana-14 AdamI kyA jAnavara se bhI gayA bItA hai? : bhagavAna mahAvIra, jo karuNA kI sAkSAta mUrtirUpa the, jinake samavasaraNa meM hiMsaka pazu bhI hiMsA ke bhAva se mukta hokara baiThate the aura mahAvIra kA upadeza sunate the! una mahAvIra svAmI ke Upara kabhI bhI kisI pazu ne hamalA nahIM kiyA thA...parantu eka manuSya ne hamalA kara diyA thA! vaha bhI kauna thA, jAnate ho na? mahAvIra ne jisa para aneka bAra aneka upakAra kiye the! vaha thA gozAlaka! apane parama upakArI guru bhagavAna mahAvIra ke Upara 'tejolezyA' se hamalA kara diyA thaa| AdamI pazu se bhI gayA bItA hai, yadi usakA citta nirA azuddha hai| upakArI kA dveSI-gozAlaka : bhagavAna mahAvIra ne gozAlaka ko kaI jagaha mauta se bacAyA thA / gozAlaka bhI apane ko mahAvIra kA ziSya batAtA huA phiratA thA, kyoMki isase usako acchA bhojana milatA thA! parantu usake apalakSaNa kama nahIM the! apalakSaNoM kI vajaha se kaI sthAnoM para logoM dvArA burI taraha pITA gayA thA vaha! antatogatvA, gozAlaka mahAvIra kA hI vidveSI aura vidrohI bana gayA thaa| jisa 'tejolezyA' kI zakti bhagavAna ne usako dI thI, gozAlaka ne vahI tejolezyA bhagavAna para DAlI thii| usI tejolezyA se gozAlaka marA thaa| burI taraha marA thaa| ghora vedanAoM ko sahatA sahatA marA thaa| aise pracaMDa pApakarma usane bA~dhe haiM ki usako aneka bAra sAtoM naraka meM jAnA pdd'egaa| upakArI ke prati maitrIbhAvanA avazya honI cAhie | upakArI ke prati apane hRdaya ne sneha, bhakti aura sadbhAva honA hI caahie| kisI kA choTA-sA bhI upakAra apane para huA hai, usako jIvana meM kabhI bhI nahIM bhUlanA cAhie / dharma karanevAloM meM kyA itanI yogyatA nahIM honI cAhie? itanI yogyatA bhI na ho, to kyA vaha sarvajJabhASita dharma kI ArAdhanA kara sakatA hai? kadApi nhiiN| kRtaghna manuSya dharmakSetra meM praveza hI nahIM kara sktaa| madanarekhA kA citta kitanA vizuddha thaa| kitanA pavitra thA! maNiratha ne yugabAhu para talavAra kA prahAra kara diyA, madanarekhA usa samaya maNiratha ke prati gussA yA krodha kiye binA, yugabAhu ke prati apanA dhyAna kendrita karatI hai| yugabAhu madanarekhA kA pati thA yAnI svajana thaa| pati thA yAnI upakArI bhI thaa| pati patnI ko sukha detA hai, sukha ke sAdhana detA hai isalie upakArI banatA hI hai| madanarekhA yugabAhu ko upakArI ke rUpa meM bhI dekhatI hai| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-14 187 Apa patnI ko upakArI mAnate ho? sabhA meM se : hamAre gharavAleM to hamako upakArI nahIM mAnate haiM! [sabhA meM joradAra ha~sI kI lahara...] mahArAjazrI : ApakI pasaMdagI acchI nahIM hogI! [sabhA meM phira se ha~sI kI lahara...] pasaMdagI acchI hotI to vaha Apako upakArI mAnatI! Apa sukha dete haiM to! mere khyAla se Apa thor3e bahuta sukha ke sAdhana dete hoMge, parantu sukha nahIM dete hoMge! merI bAta sahI hai? sukha ke sAdhana denA eka bAta hai, sukha denA alaga bAta hai| sukha ke sAdhana dete ho parantu sAtha meM gAliyA~ bhI...? kabhI mArate hoMge? kabhI jhagar3A? bevaphAI to nahIM karate ho na? Apako Apake zrImatIjI upakArI kyoM nahIM mAnate? Apake lakSaNa acche ho to avazya mAneMge! yugabAhu to kitanA suyogya yuvarAja thA, jAnate ho? madanarekhA ke prati pUrNa vaphAdArI thii| pUrNa saujanya thA, ucca khAnadAnI thii| madanarekhA bhI asAdhAraNa sannArI thii| pavitra aura vizuddha antaHkaraNavAlI thii| usane apane pati kA Atmahita socaa| 'inakA paraloka nahIM bigar3anA caahie| jo honA thA, vaha ho gyaa| aba ye bacanevAle nahIM haiN| unakA mana prazAnta honA caahie| samatA aura samAdhi ke sAtha yadi unakI AtmA paraloka kI yAtrI banegI to avazya unakI sadgati hogii| mujhe unakI kaSAya kI Aga zAnta karanI caahie|' kaisI AtmamaitrI hai madanarekhA kI? svajanamaitrI hai, upakArImaitrI hai aura AtmamaitrI hai| apane sukha-duHkha kA koI vicAra nhiiN| apane saubhAgya-vaidhavya kA usa samaya koI vicAra nahIM! pati ke ghAtaka maNiratha ke prati bhI usa samaya koI vaira-virodha kI bAta nhiiN| kyA sAdhAraNa strI meM ye bAteM saMbhavita haiM? aisI Akasmika bhayaMkara durghaTanA meM dimAgI saMtulana rahanA sAmAnya strI ke lie saMbhava hai kyA? manuSya-mana kI behAlI : kauna sAdhAraNa strI aura kauna asAdhAraNa strI hai? kauna sAmAnya strI aura kauna asAmAnya strI hai? bAta samajha rahe ho nA? samajha lo ye bAteM to nihAla ho jAoge! yahA~ upasthita bahaneM yadi ye bAteM apane mana meM le leM to Aja bhI aneka madanarekhA mila sakatI haiN| parantu sunanA aura hai, samajhanA alaga hai aura AcaraNa meM lAnA bahuta hI muzkila hai| B.A., M.A. yA B.Com., M.Com For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 14 188 jaisI DigriyA~ le lene mAtra se asAdhAraNa nArI nahIM bana jaatii| philmI vezabhUSA pahanane se yA kRtrima zrRMgAra racane se nArI asAmAnya nahIM bana jAtI / asAmanya aura asAdhAraNa nArI to vaha bana sakatI hai, jisakA mana zuddha hotA hai, dRr3ha hotA hai aura jJAnAmRta se bharA huA hotA hai / duHkhoM ke bIca jo dhairya rakha sakatI ho, sukhoM meM jo namra raha sakatI ho aura maitrI, pramoda, karuNA evaM mAdhyathya-bhAvanAoM se jisakA mana navapallavita rahatA ho / Aja ke yuga meM ina bAtoM kI AzA kisase kareM ? zatrutA, nirdayatA, IrSyA, dhikkAra aura tiraskAra se logoM ke mana bhraSTa ho gae haiM, gande aura nirbala bana gae haiN| viSayarAga aura jIvadveSa se manuSya Aja ghora aMdhakAra meM bhaTaka rahA hai| mohamUr3hatA se vyAkula manuSya kArya-akArya kA bheda hI bhUla gayA hai| kartavya ko akartavya aura akartavya ko kartavya mAna rahA hai, dUsaroM ko manavA rahA hai| aisI paristhiti meM 'dharma' kA udbhava ho kaise ? madanarekhA ke pAsa thA vizuddha citta, vizuddha citta hI to parama dharma hai| madanarekhA yugabAhu kI kalyANamitra hai / paraloka kA pAtheya de rahI hai| sadgati-durgati kA AdhAra mRtyu : maitrIpUrNa hRdaya se aura madhupUrNa zabdoM se madanarekhA yugabAhu kI antarAtmA ko sparza karatI hai| antarAtmA meM se azuddha bhAvoM ko dUra kara zuddha bhAvoM ko sthApita karanA, mAmUlI 'oNparezana' nahIM hai, gaMbhIra 'oNparezana' hai| jaise manuSya kA 'hArTa' hRdaya badalane kA oNparezana gaMbhIra hotA hai, vaise hRdayagata bhAvoM kA parivartana karane kA oNparezana gaMbhIra hotA hai / zarIra ke bhItara kA azuddha avayava dUra kara, acchA avayava sthApita karanevAle DaoNkTara kA lakSa marIja ko jindA rakhane kA hotA hai, vaise mana ke azuddha vicAroM ko dUra kara, pavitra... vizuddha vicAroM ko sthApita karanevAloM kA lakSa jIvAtmA kI bhavaparaMparA sudhArane kA hotA hai| madanarekhA isa samaya yugabAhu kA pAralaukika hita socatI hai| vaha samajhatI hai ki 'mRtyusamaya manuSya ke jaise manobhAva hote haiM, jaise adhyavasAya hote haiM, jaisI lezyA hotI hai, tadanusAra usa manuSya kI sadgati yA durgati hotI hai|' durghaTanA aisI bana gaI hai ki yugabAhu ke mana meM apane bhAI maNiratha ke prati tIvra roSa Ae hii| 'maNiratha ne jAna bUjhakara merI hatyA kA prayAsa kiyA hai,' yaha bAta yugabAhu samajha gayA hai| isase usakA zaurya uchala AnA aura pratihiMsA kA bhAva jAgrata honA svAbhAvika thA / isa azuddha bhAva ko miTAnA For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-14 189 bahuta hI Avazyaka thaa| madanarekhA ne apanA prayatna pUrI lagana se kiyaa| kitanI acchI-acchI bAta sunAtI hai| yugabAhu ko madanarekhA ke prati prema thA, zraddhA thI, sadbhAva thA, isalie madanarekhA kI bAteM usake hRdaya taka pahu~catI haiM | yadi mAtra daihika rAga hotA, mAtra vAsanAjanya anurAga hotA to madanarekhA kI bAteM...jJAnabharapUra bAteM pasanda nahIM aatiiN| itanA hI nahIM, yadi pUrva jIvana meM madanarekhA-yugabAhu ke bIca kabhI-kabhI tattvacarcA, dharmacarcA nahIM huI hotI aura yugabAhu ko tattvacarcA meM Ananda nahIM AtA hotA, to bhI mRtyu ke samaya madanarekhA kI dharmapreraNA usako pasanda nahIM aatii| tIsarI bAta hai yugabAhu ke nirmala AtmabhAva kii| karma-mala kucha kama hone se hI mRtyu-samaya meM dharmapreraNA priya lagatI hai| mRtyu ke vakta dharmapreraNA acchI kise lagegI? mRtyu ke samaya rAga-dveSa-moha Adi azuddha bhAva mana meM na raheM aura maitrI, samatA, samAdhi vagairaha vizuddha bhAva mana meM sthApita hoM, isalie tIna bAteM samajha lo| yugabAhu aura madanarekhA ke jIvana meM se ye tIna bAteM phalita hotI haiN| 1. jisake prati apane hRdaya meM maitrI, sneha aura sadbhAva hogA, vaha vyakti yadi mRtyu-samaya pAsa meM hogA aura antima ArAdhanA karavAegA to hI vaha dharmapreraNA apane aMtaHkaraNa ko sparza kregii| 2. jIvanakAla meM tattvacarcA, dharmacarcA meM rasAnubhUti kI hogI to mRtyu-samaya dharmapreraNA priya lgegii| 3. AtmA karmoM ke baMdhanoM se thor3I bhI mukta huI hogI to jIvana ke anta samaya meM paramAtma smaraNa hogaa| paramAtmA kA nAma yAda aaegaa| karmoM kI prabalatA se abhibhUta jIva ko bhagavAna kA nAma pyArA nahIM lgtaa| gyAraha dharmapreraNAe~ : mauta ke samaya : madanarekhA mRtyu-Asanna pati ko svastha mana se antima ArAdhanA karAtI hai| yugabAhu ko madanarekhA kI eka-eka bAta sparza karatI hai| madanarekhA ne bhI kaisI sArabhUta bAteM kahI haiM! 1. sAvadhAna bano! 2. dhIratA rakho! 3. kheda mata karo! 4. karmavipAka ko soco! For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-14 190 5. nimittakAraNa kA vicAra karo! 6. duSkRtagardA karo! 7. saba jIvoM se kSamApanA karo! 8. cAra zaraNa kA svIkAra karo! 9. namaskAra maMtra kA smaraNa karo! 10. aTThAraha pApasthAnoM kA tyAga karo! 11. caubIsa tIrthaMkaroM kA dhyAna karo! laMbA upadeza dene kA samaya nahIM thaa| buddhimAna puruSa ko laMbA upadeza dene kI jarUrata bhI nahIM hotI hai| aise gaMbhIra prasaMga meM to laMbA upadeza denA hI nahIM caahie| putra candrayaza vaidyoM ko lekara AyA thA, vaidyoM ne ghAva sApha karake paTTI bA~dha dI thI, parantu khUna kAphI baha gayA thaa| yugabAhu kA zarIra ThaMDA par3atA jA rahA thA / madanarekhA madhura, komala aura gadgad svara meM zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra sunAtI rahatI hai| cAra zaraNa aMgIkAra karavAtI hai| arihaMte saraNaM pavajjAmi siddhe saraNaM pavajjAmi sAhU saraNaM pavajjAmi kevalipannataM dhamma saraNaM pavajjAmi... yugabAhu kI mRtyu : yugabAhu ke cehare para ekadama samatA chA gaI thii| kaSAya upazAnta ho gae the| namaskAra maMtra ke smaraNa meM lInatA prApta ho gaI thI aura usane prANoM kA tyAga kara diyA / ananta kA pravAsI eka dharmazAlA chor3akara apanI maMjila kI ora ur3a gyaa| jaba madanarekhA ko mAlUma par3A, vaha svasthatA kho baiThI, phUTaphUTakara rone lgii| putra candrayaza bhI karuNa kalpAMta karane lgaa| ___ madanarekhA Akhira to rAga ke baMdhana meM baMdhI huI eka nArI to thI hI! guNavAna, rUpavAna aura balavAna pati kA viyoga madanarekhA ko rulA de, isameM koI Azcarya nahIM! saMyoga meM sukhAnubhAva karanevAloM ko viyoga meM ronA par3atA hI hai| hama loga to sAdhu haiM na? parantu hamane bhI kisI ke saMyoga meM sukha mAnA, to viyoga meM rudana kareMge hI! bhale hI hamArA rAga prazasta ho! prazasta rAga bhI rulAtA hai! gautamasvAmI kA kyA huA thA? jAnate ho na ki For Private And Personal Use Only

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191 pravacana-14 gautamasvAmI manaHparyavajJAnI the, hajAroM sAdhuoM ke guru the, phira bhI, jaba bhagavAna mahAvIra kA viyoga huA taba phUTa-phUTakara ro par3e the| kyoMki bhagavAna ke saMyoga meM gautama ne parama sukha mAnA thaa| mahAvIra ke caraNoM meM gautama ne mukti kA sukha pAyA thA! jaba viyoga huA, bhayaMkara manovyathA anubhava kii| madanarekhA jJAnI thI, satI sannArI thI, parantu thI to saMsArI strI! hRdaya meM rAga to baiThA hI thA! vilApa karatI hai| ____ 'maiM abhAgina huuN| merA sarvasva calA gyaa| oha, mere rUpa ko dhikkAra ho...mere rUpa ne hI mere pUjyasthAnIya puruSa ko vikArI banAyA / mere hI nimitta ina kI hatyA ho gii| kaisA ghora anartha ho gyaa|' madanarekhA kI jJAnadRSTi : aise ghora duHkha meM bhI madanarekhA kI jJAnadRSTi khulI rahatI hai| pati kI nirmama hatyA meM vaha apanA hI doSa dekhatI hai| apane rUpa kA doSa dekhatI hai| ghora pApa karanevAle maNiratha ke prati usake hRdaya meM ghRNA yA tiraskAra paidA nahIM hotA hai| yugabAhu ke prati vaphAdAra sainika bhI the| yadi vaha cAhatI to una sainikoM ke dvArA maNiratha ko sajA karavA sakatI thii| maNiratha kI duSTa vAsanA ko duniyA ke sAmane khulI kara sakatI thI..'isa duSTa ko mujhe apanI patnI banAnA hai, isalie isane apane bhAI kI hatyA kara dI hai| mujhe lalacAne ke aneka prayatna karane para bhI jaba maiMne usakI bAta nahIM mAnI, taba usane yaha kukarma kiyA hai| isa nAlAyaka ko kar3I zikSA honI caahie|' ___ parantu nahIM, madanarekhA ne aise ajJAnamUlaka vicAra nahIM kie | usane to yaha socA ki : 'maNiratha mere prati AkarSita huA merA rUpa dekhakara | saMsAra meM strI kA sundara rUpa hI to puruSoM ke patana kA nimitta banatA hai| saMsArI jIva apane mana ko vaza nahIM rakha sakatA hai aura vaha akArya kara baiThatA hai|' ___ jIvadveSa se aisA manuSya hI baca sakatA hai, jisake pAsa jJAnadRSTi hotI hai| jinakI vicAradhArA samyagajJAna ke raMgoM se raMgI huI hotI hai| acche vicAra honA alaga bAta hai, samyagajJAna se raMge hue vicAra alaga hote haiN| acche vicAra to prabala AghAta meM naSTa ho jAte haiM, jabaki jJAnaraMga se raMge hue vicAra, jJAnarasAyaNa se rase hue vicAra prabala AghAta meM bhI naSTa nahIM hote| Aja acche-acche vidvAna bhI aisA bolate haiM : 'kyA kareM? bahuta dhairya rakhA, parantu vaha samajhatA hI nahIM, kharAba kAma chor3atA hI nhiiN| apana ko to usake For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-14 ___192 prati napharata sI ho gaI hai! aba to usakA mu~ha taka dekhanA pApa mAnatA hU~, mara kara naraka meM jaaegaa|' aisA-aisA to bahuta-sA bolate haiM! kahA~ rahI jJAnadRSTi? kahA~ rahA viveka? madanarekhA aba apanI surakSA kA, apane zIla kI surakSA kA vicAra karatI hai| usako aba mahala meM rahanA surakSita nahIM lgaa| dUsarI bAta, madanarekhA garbhavatI thii| nau mahIne pUre ho gae the| usako yaha bhaya bhI thA ki roSAyamAna maNiratha usakI bhI hatyA kara de, to garbhastha jIva kI bhI hatyA ho jAya / ' usane apane mana meM nirNaya kara liyA ki vaha aba mahala meM nahIM jaaegii| apane putra candrayaza ko eka tarapha le jAkara usako sArI bAta batA dI aura usako ekadama sAvadhAna rahane ko kahA | candrayaza taruNa thA / kalpanAtIta ghaTanAoM ne usako becaina banA diyA thaa| yugabAhu kI maraNottara kriyA candrayaza ko sauMpakara madanarekhA rAtri ke aMdhakAra meM kho gii| madanarekhA jaMgala kI ora : jIvana ke prati niHspRha parantu zIla ke prati saspRha vaha mahAsatI nagara se dUra-sudUra calI gii| yadi jIvana kA moha hotA to vaha aisA sAhasa nahIM krtii| svayaM calakara asahAya sthiti ko mola nahIM letii| dUsare jIvoM ke prati bharapUra snehabhAva se bharI huI madanarekhA svayaM ke prati niHsneha thii| svayaM ke jIvana ke prati mamatvahIna thii| hA~, to yahI rahasya hai maitrIbhAvanA kA! svayaM ke jIvana ke prati, svayaM ke sukhoM ke prati niHspRha aura niHsneha manuSya hI dUsare jIvoM ke prati maitrI nibhA sakatA hai| parahitanirata bana sakatA hai| apane hI sukhoM kA vicAra karanevAlA manuSya dUsaroM kI hitaciMtA kara hI nahIM sktaa| vaha to apane sukha ke lie dUsaroM ke sukha chIna legA! dUsaroM ko duHkhI kregaa| maNiratha ko sajA karavA kara, jela meM baMda karavA kara madanarekhA nirbhayatA se mahala meM raha sakatI thii| parantu aisA nahIM kiyA usa mahAsatI ne / vaha svayaM mahala chor3akara jaMgala meM calI gii| saMsAra meM rahI huI strI meM kitanI mahAnatA! dUsare jIvoM ke prati koI zatrutA nahIM, tiraskAra nahIM aura apane prati zIlarakSA kI apUrva dRr3hatA! Apa logoM ke dimAga meM AtI hai yaha bAta? Apa to acche samajhadAra aura 'bhagata' loga hai na? ApakA ahita karanevAloM ke prati zatrutA nahIM rakhate ho na? ApakA sukha chInanevAloM ke prati dveSatiraskAra nahIM karate ho na? dharmakriyA karanevAloM ke hRdaya meM maitrIbhAvanA honA anivArya hai| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-14 193 sabhA meM se : kyA patA hamAre hRdaya aise kyoM nahIM banate? kyA kareM aisA hRdaya banAne ke lie? mahArAjazrI : isakA artha maiM aisA karatA hU~ ki Apako azuddha hRdaya pasanda nahIM hai, Apa hRdaya kI zuddhi cAhate ho parantu zuddha ho nahIM rahA hai| ThIka bAta hai na? azuddha hRdaya ko zuddha karane meM saphala nahIM ho rahe ho...Apa, sahI bAta hai na? __ sabhA meM se : saccI bAta to yaha hai ki hRdaya ko zuddha karane kA prayatna hI nahIM kiyA hai Aja taka! aba karanA hai! vizuddha hRdaya se puNya karma kA baMdha : ___ mahArAjazrI : kara sakate ho hRdaya ko vizuddha / saMkalpa kara lo hRdaya vizuddha karane kaa| vizuddhi prApta karane ke lie azuddhi dUra karanI hogii| jIvadveSa aura jar3arAga kI azuddhi dUra kro| aneka janmoM kA abhyAsa ho gayA hai jIvadveSa karane kA, jar3arAga karane kaa| isalie prayatna mAmUlI nahIM calegA, joradAra puruSArtha karanA pdd'egaa| vaha puruSArtha hogA maansik| jIva mAtra kA azuddha svarUpa jAnanA hogA, vaise karmoM se malina svarUpa bhI jAnanA hogaa| madanarekhA ne yaha jJAna batAyA thA isalie usakA hRdaya vizuddha thaa| vizuddha hRdaya pApakarmoM kA baMdhana nahIM hone detA hai! zubha karmoM kA hI baMdhana hotA hai| vizuddha hRdaya se aise puNyakarma baMdhate haiM ki AtmA paripuSTa bana jAtI hai| jar3a ke prati rAga ko tor3o : ___ jaba kabhI dUsare jIvoM ke prati aisA vicAra Ae ki : 'isane merA ahita kiyA, isane mujhe duHkha diyA, isane mujhe nukasAna pahu~cAyA / ' turaMta hI vicAra badala denA / 'nahIM, isane merA ahita nahIM kiyA hai, mere pApakarmoM ke udaya se merA ahita huA hai| yadi mere pApakarma udaya meM nahIM Ate to merA koI ahita nahIM kara sakatA thaa| yaha becArA to nimitta banA hai! athavA maiMne pUrva janma meM isakA ahita kiyA hogA, isako duHkha diyA hogA, anyathA vaha nimitta nahIM banatA!' aisA vicAra karane se jIvadveSa nahIM hogaa| vaise jar3arAga ko miTAne ke lie anityabhAvanA, azucibhAvanA, vagairaha bhAvanAoM se apane mana ko bhAvita karate rho| jar3arAga, jar3a padArthoM kA anurAga aneka viSamatAe~ paidA karatA hai, aneka anartha paidA karatA hai| maNiratha ko kisane bhramita kiyA? jar3arAga ne! madanarekhA For Private And Personal Use Only

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194 pravacana-15 kA rUpa kyA thA? jar3a-pudgaloM kI racanA! zarIra aura zarIra se saMbaMdhita tattva jar3a-pudgala hI haiN| jar3arAga ko kama karane ke lie soco ki jar3a pudagala racanA parivartanazIla hai| padArtha badalate rahate haiN| Aja jo padArtha acchA, sundara lagatA hai, vahI padArtha kala dekhanA bhI pasanda nahIM Ae! jo jar3a padArtha Aja bahuta mIThA lagatA hai, kala vahI padArtha kar3avA bana jAe! koI sthiratA nahIM hotI padArthoM kii| 'jar3a-pudgaloM se merI AtmA jyAdA mUlyavAna hai| jar3a ke lie cetana ko nukasAna nahIM pahu~cAnA hai| jar3a rAga se cetana AtmA pApakarmoM se baMdhatI hai| yahI bar3A nukasAna hai| jar3a rAga meM se hI azAnti, kleza aura santApa paidA hote haiN|' garbhapAta to pApa hI rahegA : aisA mAnasika cintana karate raho aura kriyAtmaka rUpa se dAna, zIla aura tapa kI ArAdhanA karate rho| dAna se dhana-daulata kA rAga kama hogaa| zIla se vaiSayika rAga kama hogaa| tapa se zarIra kA moha kama hogaa| madanarekhA saMsAra ke sukhoM ke prati kitanI anAsakta hogI? jaMgala meM calI gaI, garbhavatI thI vaha / koI ciMtA nahIM hai, koI vyathA nahIM hai| zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra kA smaraNa karatI huI nirbhaya aura nizcita banakara cala rahI hai| udarastha jIva ko kaSTa na hoM, usakA dhyAna rakhatI hai | garbhastha jIva kA kabhI ahita na ho jAe-isakA khayAla karatI hai| sabhA meM se : usa samaya garbhapAta pApa mAnA jAtA hogA? __ mahArAjazrI : isa samaya garbhapAta dharma mAnA jAtA hai kyA? garbhapAta kitanA bhayaMkara pApa hai, yaha bAta bhale Aja bhulA dI jAtI ho, parantu garbhapAta karanevAlI striyoM ko bhavAntara meM vaMdhyA hI rahanA pdd'egaa| saMtAnaprApti hogI hI nahIM! itanA hI nahIM, garbhapAta karanevAle aisA ghora azAtAvedanIya karma bA~dhate haiM ki aneka janmoM taka zArIrika roga ke bhoga banate rahate haiN| isa viSaya para phira kabhI bAta kruuNgaa| Aja, basa itanA hii| For Private And Personal Use Only

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195 pravacana-15 . jisakA dila dayA aura karuNA se bharA huA hai, jisake hRdaya meM se vaira vRtti hI mara miTI hai, vaise vyakti ke pAsa AnevAlA hiMsaka jAnavara aura hiMsaka AdamI bhI ahiMsaka ho jAtA hai| devaloka meM jAnevAle jIva vahA~ jAkara devaloka ke divya / sukhabhoga meM itane to DUba jAte haiM ki manuSya janma ke snehIsvajanoM ko to ve bhUla hI jAte haiN| are, apane upakArI ko bhI vismRta kara dete haiN| upakArI ke prati sneha evaM sadbhAva hamezA banAe rakhanA, yaha eka atyaMta mahattvapUrNa guNa hai| alabattA, Ajakala kI duniyA meM yaha guNa durlabha hai...virala hai| upakArI-maitrI dharma ArAdhanA kI AdhArazilA hai, buniyAdI tattva hai| . upakArI ke prati dveSa rakhanA...yA napharata karanA, isase = bar3hakara dUsarA pApa kaunasA hogA? pravacana : 15 mahAna zrutadhara AcAryadeva zrI haribhadrasUrIzvarajI dharmatattva kA svarUpa samajhA rahe haiN| isa AcAryazrI kA samajhAne kA DhaMga hI nirAlA hai| 1444 dharmagranthoM kI racanA karanevAle mahAna zAstrakAra to the hI, parantu bahuta bar3e manovaijJAnika bhI the! advitIya tArkika the! inakI bAta 'klAsikala' hogI! hara bAta 'sAyakolaoNjikala' hogI, hara bAta 'laoNjikala' hogI! kaisI sarvatomukhI pratibhA hogI ina mahAmanA yogIzvara kI! ApakI kriyA bhale zAstrIya ho, vidhipUrvaka ho parantu ApakA hRdaya yadi maitrI, pramoda, karuNA aura mAdhyastha-bhAva se bharA huA nahIM hai to ApakI vaha zAstrasaMmata kriyA bhI 'dharma-kriyA nahIM kahalAegI! dhArmika banane ke lie ApakA hRdaya maitrIsabhara honA jarUrI hai! karuNA se gIlA honA Avazyaka hai! pramoda se pulakita honA anivArya hai! mAdhyasthya-bhAva se mukharita honA Avazyaka hai! For Private And Personal Use Only

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196 pravacana-15 dharmakriyAe~ azuddha mana se ho rahI haiM : upakArI puruSoM ke prati bhI zatrutA, svajanoM ke prati bhI dveSabhAvanA, snehI aura paricitoM ke prati bhI roSa aura nArAjI, dUsare jIvoM ke prati bhI ahitakara vyavahAra...phira jAo mandira meM, Ao upAzraya meM, dharmazAlA meM, karo sAmAyika aura pratikramaNa, mAna lo ki 'maiMne dharma kiyA!' kaba taka yaha bhramaNA banI rahegI? kaba taka yaha jar3atA jamI rahegI? hRdayazuddhi kaba karoge? / sabhA meM se : aisI hI dharmakriyA karate karate hRdayazuddhi nahIM hogI kyA? mahArAjazrI : kitane varSoM se dharmakriyAe~ kara rahe ho? kitanI hRdayazuddhi huI? hRdayazuddhi kA lakSya banAyA hai kyA? hRdaya kI azuddhi akharatI hai kyA? nahIM...nahIM...! nirbhaya ho gaye ho dravyakriyAe~ kara-karake! 'azuddha hRdaya se kI huI dharmakriyAe~ puNyakarma to baMdhavAyeMgI na!' basa, Apako to puNyakarma se saMbaMdha hai! phira hRdayazuddhi karoge hI kisalie? / prazna : azuddha hRdaya se kI huI dharmakriyA se puNyakarma nahIM baMdhatA hai kyA? uttara : baMdhatA hai! azuddha tela se bhI bhojana banatA hai yA nahIM? kaisA taiyAra hotA hai? sar3e hue ATe se bhI roTI bana sakatI hai yA nahIM? parantu kaisI? azuddha hRdaya ho aura dharmakriyA karatA ho to dravya-kriyA se puNyabaMdha hogA, parantu vaha puNyabaMdha pApa jyAdA karAegA, jaba vaha puNya udaya meM AegA taba! eka bAta barAbara samajha lo : azuddha citta meM niHzreyasa kA lakSya jAgrata nahIM raha sakatA / azuddha citta meM mokSaprApti kI AkAMkSA hI paidA nahIM hotI / azuddha citta meM aisA bhAvollAsa utpanna nahIM hotA hai ki kriyA bhAvakriyA bane / dravyakriyA bhI vahI kahalAtI hai ki jo bhAva ke lakSya se kI gaI ho! cittazuddhi ke lakSya se kI gaI kriyA hI dharmAnuSThAna bana sakatI hai| duHkha kA dveSa aura sukhoM kI spRhA mata karo : duHkhabhIrutA aura sukhalipsA ne hRdaya ko azuddha banAe rakhA hai| duHkhabhIrutA se aura sukhalipsA se hI to manuSya pApAcaraNa karatA hai! akArya karatA hai! yadi duHkha kA bhaya nahIM ho aura bhautika sukhoM kI spRhA nahIM ho to manuSya pApa karegA hI nahIM! madanarekhA ne duHkha kA bhaya aura sukhoM kI spRhA se hRdaya alipta rakhA thaa| isalie to maNiratha ne aneka pralobhana diye phira bhI madanarekhA maNiratha kI For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-15 197 duSTa vAsanA ke vaza nahIM huii| duHkhoM se DaratI nahIM thI isalie jaMgala meM calI gaI... apanI zIlarakSA ke lie | usakA citta kitanA vizuddha hogA! dUsare dina madanarekhA calatI hI rhii| saMdhyA ke samaya eka vRkSa kI ghaTA meM surakSita sthAna pAkara usane vizrAma kara liyaa| dina meM usane phalAhAra kara liyA thA aura jharanoM kA pAnI pI liyA thaa| pAsa meM hI eka bar3A sarovara thaa| pradeza ramaNIya thaa| nirjana thaa| hAlA~ki jaMgalI pazuoM kA vicaraNa avazya thA, parantu madanarekhA ke prati unameM hiMsaka-bhAva nahIM rahA! dayA aura karuNA kA prabhAva : ___ madanarekhA ke caritragrantha meM yaha bAta jo likhI gaI hai, 'bogasa' nahIM hai, mAtra madanarekhA kA prabhAva batAne ke lie nahIM kahI gaI hai| vAstavika bAta hai| jisa manuSya kA hRdaya dayA aura karuNA se sabhara hotA hai, jisa hRdaya meM se vairavRtti nAmazeSa ho gaI hotI hai, usake pAsa AnevAle hiMsaka jAnavara aura hiMsaka manuSya bhI ahiMsaka bhAvavAle bana jAte haiM! unameM se vairavRtti calI jAtI hai| maharSi pataMjali ne yogasUtra meM kahA hai : / ___ 'ahiMsApratiSThAyAM tatsannidhau vairtyaagH|' jisa hRdaya meM ahiMsA kI pratiSThA ho gaI, usake sAnnidhya meM AnevAloM ke hRdaya bhI vairavRtti se mukta ho jAte haiM! isalie to tIrthaMkara paramAtmA ke samavasaraNa meM bAgha aura bakarI sAtha meM baiThate haiM! zera nirvaira banatA hai, bakarI nirbhaya banatI hai! nikaTa ke bhUtakAla meM aise kucha yogIpuruSa ho gaye, kahate haiM ki unake pAsa hiMsaka pazu bhI pAlatU pazu kI taraha nirvaira bana jAte the! madanarekhA ke hRdaya meM ahiMsA kI pratiSThA ho gaI thii| jIvamAtra ke prati usake hRdaya meM maitrIbhAva ubhara rahA thA / 'mitti meM savvabhUesu' sUtra vAstavika rUpa meM madanarekhA ne AtmasAta kiyA thaa| vRkSoM kI ghaTA meM, parNazayyA meM soI huI madanarekhA ne madhyarAtri ke samaya putra ko janma diyaa| na koI prasava kI pIr3A, na koI vihvltaa| jaba aruNodaya huA, madanarekhA ne putra ko aMgulI se yugabAhu kI mudrikA bA~dha dI aura apane ratnakaMbala meM lar3ake ko lapeTakara sulA diyA / madanarekhA vastra dhone aura snAna karane sarovara para calI gii| prabhAta kA samaya thA / sarovara kA nIra zAnta aura zItala thaa| For Private And Personal Use Only

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1988 pravacana-15 madanarekhA kA apaharaNa : madanarekhA sarovara ke kinAre snAna kara rahI thI, itane meM AkAzamArga se eka vimAna AtA hai, vimAna meM se eka tejasvI rAjapuruSa utarA, snAnarata madanarekhA ko uThAyA aura jahAja meM biThAkara zIghra AkAzamArga se cala diyaa| canda kSaNoM meM yaha ghaTanA kalpanAtIta ghaTanA bana gaI! madanarekhA stabdha raha gaI! pati kI Akasmika hatyA, jaMgala meM putra kA janma aura svayaM kA apaharaNa... 'kyA ho rahA hai?' vaha samajha nahIM sakatI hai| zIlarakSA hetu mahala chor3akara jaMgala meM AI to jaMgala meM se apaharaNa ho gayA! usake mana meM navajAta zizu kI cintA hai| usane usa rAjapuruSa se kahA : 'he vIrapuruSa! madhyarAtri ke samaya maiMne putra ko janma diyA hai| putra ko sarovara ke pAsa vRkSa-ghaTA meM sulAkara maiM snAna karane aura vastra dhone sarovara para AI thii| mere bacce kA kyA hogA? yA to koI vanyapazu usako mAra degA athavA dugdhapAna ke binA vaha svayaM mara jAegA| he rAjapuruSa mujha para dayA karo, mere bacce ke pAsa mujhe le jAo athavA bacce ko yahA~ le aao|' madanarekhA kI A~kheM A~suoM se bhara gii| parantu duniyA meM sabhI loga thor3e hI santa hote haiM! madanarekhA kA adbhuta rUpa isa rAjapuruSa ko bhI kAmAMdha banA detA hai| usakI A~kheM vikArI bana gaI haiN| madanarekhA ke A~sU usa para koI asara nahIM karate haiN| tIvra rAga yA tIvra dveSa meM manuSya karuNAvihIna bana jAtA hai| dUsaroM ke prati sahAnubhUti jagatI hI nhiiN| madanarekhA kI vivazatA dekhakara vaha kahatA hai : ___ 'tU pahale mujhe pati mAna le! basa, phira terI hara icchA ko pUrNa karane maiM taiyAra huuN|' madanarekhA kA~pa utthii| parantu dhIratA dhAraNa kara usane pUchA : 'tuma kauna ho? tumhArA paricaya kyA hai?' usa puruSa ne kahA : vaitADhyaparvata para 'ratnavaha' nAma kA nagara hai| vahA~ maNicUr3a nAma ke rAjA the| maiM unakA putra maNiprabha huuN| pitAjI ne merA rAjyAbhiSeka kara diyA aura unhoMne cAritryadharma aMgIkAra kara liyaa| abhI ve mahAmuni 'nandIzvaradvIpa' para birAjate haiM, vahA~ ke zAzvat jinamaMdiroM ke, zAzvata jinapratimAoM ke darzana karane ve gae haiN| maiM bhI pitA munirAja ke darzana karane jA rahA thaa| rAste meM maiMne tujhe dekhA / ' For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-15 199 madanarekhA rAstA DhU~r3hatI hai : madanarekhA maNiprabha kI eka-eka bAta dhyAna se sunatI hai| usako to apanA mArga nikAlanA hai| kisI bhI taraha apane zIla kI rakSA karanI hai| maNiprabha se kahA : 'acchA, to tuma eka muni-pitA ke putra ho / mujha para eka dayA kara do| merA putra mujhe lA do|' do hAtha jor3akara, sara jhukAkara usane anunaya kiyaa| ___ maNiprabha rAjA ne A~kheM banda kIM, dhyAna lgaayaa| kucha samaya meM hI A~kheM kholakara usane kahA : ___ 'jisa jaMgala meM terA putra soyA thA, usa jaMgala meM mithilApati rAjA padmaratha akasmAta pahu~ca gayA... tere putra kA rudana sunakara, rAjA ne usako dekhA aura uThA liyA, apanI rAnI puSpamAlA ko de diyA hai| madanarekhA ke zvAsa staMbhita ho ge| usane pUchA : 'tumane kaise yaha saba jAna liyA? mujhe AzvAsana dene hetu to tuma aisI jhUThI bAta nahIM kaha rahe ho na?' ___ 'maiMne jhUThI bAta nahIM kahI hai| 'prajJaptidevI' se pUchakara maiMne yaha bAta batAI hai| rAnI puSpamAlA tere putra ko apanA putra mAnakara prema se usakA pAlana kregii| tU aba putra kI cintA chor3a de | tU merI bAta mAna le| mere nagara meM tujhe le calatA huuN| mere antaHpura meM terA zreSTha sthAna hogaa|' maNiprabha madanarekhA ke pAsa sarakane lagA thaa| madanarekhA usase dUra rahane kA prayatna karatI thii| madanarekhA ne socA : 'buddhipUrvaka kucha rAstA nikAlanA caahie| to hI zIlarakSA ho sakatI hai| usake mana meM eka upAya sUjhA / usane maNiprabha kahA : madanarekhA kI buddhimattA : __'merI eka icchA pahale pUrNa karo, mujhe naMdIzvaradvIpa le calo, maiM vahA~ zAzvat jinamaMdiroM ke, zAzvat jinapratimAoM ke darzana-pUjana karanA cAhatI hU~... bAda meM jaise bhI tuma kahoge, vaise kara luuNgii|' maNiprabha ne madanarekhA kI bAta mAna lii| madanarekhA Azvasta huii| svastha aura dhIra citta meM hI acche upAya sUjhate haiN| asvastha, caMcala aura adhIra citta to ulajha jAtA hai | bhayabhrAMta ho jAtA hai, kartavyamUr3ha bana jAtA hai| madanarekhA kI dhIratA kitanI adbhuta hogii| 'kAlakSepa kara dU~, bacane kA rAstA mila jaaegaa| abhI yadi inakAra kara dUMgI to AkrAmaka banegA, pariNAmasvarUpa mujhe AtmahatyA hI karanI pdd'egii|' For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-15 200 ___ madanarekhA kI bAta Apa logoM kI samajha meM AtI hai? Apatti ke samaya bhI vaha svasthatA nahIM khotI hai| svastha mana se uttama upAya khoja nikAlatI hai| usakI dhAraNA bhI sahI thii| nandIzvaradvIpa para maNiprabha rAjA ke pitA-muni birAja rahe the| madanarekhA una munIzvara kI zaraNa lekara maNiprabha se chuTakArA pA sakatI hai| maNiprabha pitA munirAja kI AjJA kA ullaMghana nahIM kara sakatA, kyoMki usane hI batAyA thA ki 'maiM pitA-munirAja ko vaMdana karane jA rahA thaa|' yAnI usake hRdaya meM pitA-muni ke prati zraddhA aura sadbhAva thaa| vaha kaise munirAja kI AjJA kA anAdara karatA? dUsarI bAta : munirAja madanarekhA kI zIlarakSA meM sahAyaka baneMge hI! muni to hamezA zIlarakSA ke hI pakSa meM hote haiM | apanA hI putra parastrIgAmI bane, yaha munirAja kabhI bhI pasanda nahIM kareM| madanarekhA ne naMdIzvaradvIpa le jAne kA jo prastAva rakhA, usake bhItara ye sArI dhAraNAe~ thIM madanarekhA kii| saccI dhAraNAe~ thiiN| sahI mArga para calanevAloM ko, zIlarakSA ke pavitra uddezya se jIvana jInevAloM ko sahI upAya mila hI jAtA hai| madanarekhA naMdIzvaradvIpa para : ___ maNiprabha rAjA madanarekhA ko lekara naMdIzvaradvIpa para pahu~cA / madanarekhA to bar3I prasanna ho gaI vahA~ ke atibhavya zAzvat jinamaMdiroM ko dekhakara / ati nayanaramya virATakAya jinapratimAoM ke darzana kara | bar3I bhAvabhakti se donoM ne paramAtmA ke darzana-pUjana kiye| bAda meM, jahA~ munirAja maNicUr3a birAjate the, vahA~ gye| donoM ne vinaya se munirAja ko vaMdanA kI aura vidhipUrvaka munirAja ke sAmane baiTha gaye | munirAja maNicUr3a ko cauthA manaHparyavajJAna prakaTa ho gayA thaa| matijJAna, zrutajJAna, avadhijJAna aura manaHparyavajJAna-ye cAra jJAna the, una munibhagavaMta ko| munirAja ke divya mukhAravinda ke darzana se madanarekhA kA hRdaya harSa se gadgad ho gyaa| avadhijJAna aisA AtmapratyakSa jJAna hotA hai ki bhUtakAlIna aura bhaviSyakAlIna bAtoM ko bhI jAnA jA sakatA hai| dUsare manuSyoM ke bhI bhUta-bhaviSya jAne jA sakate haiN| manaHparyavajJAnI to dUsare jIvoM ke mana kI bAteM bhI batA sakate haiN| anumAna se nahIM, pratyakSa dekhakara batA sakate haiN| Aja to apanA durbhAgya hai ki aise avadhijJAnI aura manaHparyavajJAnI mahAtmA isa bhUmi para nahIM haiN| kevalajJAnI kI to bAta hI kahA~!! yadi aise jJAnI puruSoM ke yuga meM apana hote to kalyANa ho jAtA apanA! For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-15 201 ___ sabhA meM se : kyA aise jJAnI puruSa hamAre vyApAra kI tejI-maMdI bhI batA dete haiM? [sabhA meM joradAra ha~sI!] sAdhupuruSoM ke pAsa kyA mAMgoge? mahArAjazrI : Apa logoM kI dRSTi kamAla kI hai! divya jJAnI puruSoM se bhI paise kamAne ke hI rAste jAnane kI tamannA! mere khayAla se Apako lage ki 'phalA~ jJAnI puruSa... sAdhupuruSa acche jyotiSa ke jJAnI haiM, to unakA upayoga aisA hI karo! sabhA meM se : unake pIche gAr3iyA~ lekara ghUmate haiN| mahArAjazrI : bhale ghUmeM, parantu yadi ve jJAnI puruSa vAstava meM sAdhupuruSa hoMge, paramAtmA jinezvara ke zAsana ke sacce anurAgI hoMge to ve ApakI artha-kAma kI icchAoM ko pUrNa karane meM sahayogI nahIM bneNge| ve to ApakI arthalolupatA ko, kAmaparavazatA ko miTAne kA hI upadeza deNge| hA~, veza sAdhu kA pahanA ho aura kAma DAkU kA karate hoM, unakI bAta jAne do| aise vezadhArI sAdhu bhI hote haiN| unako aise svArthI aura lobhI loga mila bhI jAte haiN| duniyA meM mUrkha loga hI jyAdA haiN| dhUrtoM ko aise mUrkha loga mila jAte haiN| Apa logoM ko to aisA koI dhUrta nahIM mila gayA hai na? dimAga ThikAne rakhanA, anyathA dharma ke nAma para pApa meM DUba jaaoge| kabhI bhI sAdhupuruSoM se artha-kAma kI prApti kI abhilASA nahIM krnaa| koI sAdhu aisI bAteM kareM to unako vinaya se kaha denA ki : 'mahArAja sAhaba, hamako Apase paise nahIM cAhie, lar3ake nahIM cAhie, hameM to Apase mokSamArga kA jJAna cAhie, samyaka-darzana aura samyak-caritra cAhie | Apa to hameM aisI preraNA do ki isa artha-kAma kI lolupatA miTa jAya~, vAsanAe~ mara jAe~... aura hama mokSamArga ke ArAdhaka bneN|' maNicUr3a mahAmuni uccakoTi ke mahAtmA puruSa the| unhoMne apane jJAnabala se madanarekhA kA bhUtakAla jAna liyA aura apane putra ke mana kI icchA bhI jAna lii| maNiprabha kucha pUche, isase pUrva hI mahAmuni ne maNiprabha se kahA : rAjA maNiprabha kI A~kheM khulI : _ 'maNiprabha, tU jisa nArI ko lekara yahA~ AyA hai, vaha eka mahAsatI strI hai| apane zIladharma kI rakSA ke lie to usane mahala chor3A hai, putra ko chor3A hai aura apane prANoM ko bhI chor3a sakatI hai| vatsa, yaha mahAsatI svargastha For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-15 202 yuvarAja yugabAhu kI patnI hai| tere mana meM se parastrI kI vAsanA ko nikAla de| parastrIsevana narka kA rAstA hai| parastrIsevana kA vicAra bhI mata krnaa| madanarekhA kA bhaviSya bahuta ujjvala hai| vaha apanI AtmA ko vizuddha kregii|' ____ maNiprabha pitA-munirAja kA upadeza sunakara zAnta ho gyaa| usake manovikAra jala ge| mana pavitra ho gyaa| sAdhupuruSoM ke satsaMga kA yahI to phala hai| sAdhusamAgama se viSayavAsanA kI bhar3abhar3a sulagatI Aga bujha jAtI hai| sAdhuparicaya se kaSAyoM kA bhayaMkara dAvAnala bhI bujha jAtA hai| sAdhuparicaya se ghora pApoM kA kSaNa meM nAza ho jAtA hai| maNiprabha kI antarAtmA itanI nirmala ho gaI ki usane khar3e hokara madanarekhA se kSamA mA~gI aura kahA : 'he mahAsatI! tuma merI bahana ho Aja se, maiM tumhArA bhAI huuN| tumhArI hara AjJA kA pAlana kruuNgaa|' madanarekhA kI A~khoM meM harSa ke A~sU umar3ane lge| usane bhI gadgad svara meM kahA : 'bhAI, tuma mahAna pitA ke mahAna putra ho! tumane mujha para ananta upakAra kiyA yahA~ naMdIzvaradvIpa para lAkara | aise adbhuta tIrtha kI yAtrA karavAI aura aise mahAna jJAnI gurudeva ke darzana krvaae| sacamuca, merA mana prasanna ho uThA hai|' madanarekhA ne putra ke bAre meM munirAja se pUchA : madanarekhA ke mana meM tIna bAtoM kA harSa thA : nandIzvaradvIpa kI durlabha yAtrA sulabha ho gii| manaHparyavajJAnI aise maNicUr3a munIzvara ke darzana ho gae aura zIlarakSA ho gii| madanarekhA ke mana meM apanA navajAta zizu yAda A gayA... usane mahAmuni ko usa bacce ke viSaya meM pUchakara apane mana ko zAnta karanA caahaa| usane vinaya se munirAja ko prazna kiyA : ___ 'he tAraNahAra! ApakI paramakRpA se merI zIlarakSA ho gii| maiM nirbhaya ho gii| prabho, merA navajAta zizu, jisako maiMne usa vRkSaghaTA meM sulAyA thA, usakA kyA huA? kRpA karake btaaie| mahAmuni ne karuNApUrNa vANI meM kahA : ___ 'madanarekhA, maNiprabha ne tujhe prajJaptividyA kI sahAyatA se jo batAyA hai, vaha sahI hai| rAjA padmaratha usa bacce ko le gayA hai aura rAnI puSpamAlA ko diyA hai| rAjA-rAnI bar3e prema se lar3ake ko pAla rahe haiN|' 'bhagavaMta! rAjA ko mere putra ke prati itanA sneha kyoM huA?' madanarekhA ne apanI jijJAsA vyakta kii| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-15 203 'pUrvajanma kA sneha! pUrvajanma meM do rAjakumAra the, donoM marakara devaloka meM deva hue| devaloka kA AyuSya pUrNa hone para eka mithilA kA rAjA padmaratha huA, dUsarA terA putra huaa| rAjA padmaratha ko usakA azva hI usa jaMgala meM le gayA thaa| vahA~ usane tere putra ko dekhA, pUrvajanma kA sneha jAgrata huA aura vaha le gayA use apane sAtha / ' janma-janmAntara ke sneha aura dveSa vartamAna jIvana ke sneha aura dveSa meM nimitta banate haiN| kabhI-kabhI aisA anubhava Apa logoM ko bhI hotA hogA ki jisako Apa pahacAnate bhI na hoMge, kabhI unase Apa mile bhI nahIM hoMge, unake bAre meM acchI-burI bAta bhI sunI nahIM hogI aura Aja usako dekhate hI sneha ho jAya! athavA aruci-dveSa ho jAya! pratyakSa koI bhI kAraNa na dikhatA ho, phira bhI sahaja rAga-dveSa ho jAte haiM, vahA~ pUrvajanma ke rAga-dveSa hI pramukha kAraNa hote haiN| vaise, naye rAga-dveSa kA prAraMbha bhI isa jIvana meM ho sakatA hai| eka aura naI ghaTanA : tIna anicchanIya ghaTanAe~ aura tIna acchI ghaTanAe~ do-tIna dinoM meM hI ho giiN| aba eka naI romAMcakArI ghaTanA usI nandIzvaradvIpa para banatI hai| madanarekhA aura maNiprabha mahAmuni maNicUr3a ke pAsa baiThe haiM aura acAnaka AkAzamArga se eka dedIpyamAna vimAna vahA~ utara AtA hai| maNiprabha aura madanarekhA usa vimAna kI ora dekhate haiN| eka divya kAntivAlA devapuruSa vimAna se bAhara AyA / aneka AbhUSaNoM se usakI deha suzobhita thii| jamIna para usake paira Tike hue nahIM the| gale meM sugaMdhita puSpoM kI sundara mAlA thii| usake pIche pIche vimAna meM se aneka devAMganAe~ utara AI / devAMganAoM ne utarate hI gIta aura nRtya kA prAraMbha kara diyA / gAte aura nAcate ve saba mahAmuni maNicUr3a ke pAsa A rahe the| madanarekhA ke lie yaha dRzya nayA-nayA hI thaa| maNiprabha rAjA vidyAdhara hone se aura nandIzvaradvIpa para pahale bhI AyA huA thA, isalie yaha dRzya usake lie nayA nahIM thaa| nandIzvaradvIpa devoM kA hI tIrthasthAna hai| parva dinoM meM deva-devI isa dvIpa para Ate rahate haiM aura paramAtmabhakti kA mahotsava manAte rahate haiN| deva-deviyoM ko to maNiprabha ne dekhA hI thA, usake lie koI bar3A Azcarya nahIM thA, parantu eka nayA Azcarya usako bhI dekhane ko mila gyaa| usa bhavya dehAkRtivAle deva ne mahAmuni ke pAsa Akara, sarva prathama madanarekhA ko praNAma For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-15 204 kiyA, madanarekhA ko tIna pradakSiNA dI, bAda meM munirAja ko praNipAta kara, vinayapUrvaka munirAja ke sAmane baiThA / deviyoM ne deva kA hI anukaraNa kiyA, ve deva ke pIche jAkara khar3I raha giiN| maNiprabha ko lagA ki 'deva ne aisA avinaya kyoM kiyA?' usase rahA nahIM gayA... pUcha hI liyaa| ___ 'deva bhI yadi aisA aviveka kareMge to phira hama kisake sAmane phariyAda kareMge? cAra-cAra jJAna ke dhAraka sucAritrI aise mahAmuni ko chor3akara Apane prathama eka strI ko praNAma kiyaa|' maNiprabha ne apanI arUci prakaTa kii| Agantuka deva pratyuttara de hI rahA thA ki mahAmuni ne usako roka diyA aura svayaM maNiprabha se kahane lage : 'maNiprabha, aisA mata bolo| tuma pahacAnate nahIM ho isa mahAnubhAva ko | usane jo kiyA hai vaha ucita kiyA hai|' maNiprabha ko bar3A Azcarya huA | usane pUchA : 'bhagavaMta yaha kaise?' mahAmuni ne kahA : 'isa madanarekhA ke pati kA nAma yugabAhu thA / yugabAhu yuvarAja thaa| usake bar3e bhrAtA maNiratha, madanarekhA ke rUpa meM Asakta bane the| madanarekhA ko apanI bhAryA banAne ke lie maNiratha ne yugabAhu kI hatyA kara dI, parantu mRtyu ke samaya madanarekhA ne apane pati ko bahuta hI sundara ArAdhanA karavAI, yugabAhu ko samatArasa pilAyA, cAra zaraNa aMgIkAra karavAe, navakAra maMtra sunaayaa| isa ArAdhanA ke pratApa se yugabAhu marakara pA~cave devaloka meM utpanna huaa| utpanna hone ke bAda usane avadhijJAna se dekhA ki 'maiM kahA~ se AyA huuN|' jaba usane apanI paramopakAriNI patnI ko yahA~ mere pAsa dekhA, vaha vimAna lekara yahA~ calA AyA... yaha vahI deva hai!' upakArI mahAna hai : maNiprabha kA hRdaya harSavibhora ho gayA | mahAmuni ne kahA : 'maNiprabha, deva ne madanarekhA ko kyoM prathama praNAma kiyA, vaha tU samajha gayA na? jo manuSya jisake upakAra se zuddha dharma prApta karatA hai, vaha usake lie guru banatA hai| yaha deva madanarekhA ko apanA dharmAcArya mAnatA hai / 'yaha merI pUrvabhava kI patnI hai,' isa kalpanA se vaha nahIM AyA hai| 'isane mujhe durgati se bacAyA, mujhe zuddha dharma diyA, mujhe devaloka meM bhejA... mujha para ananta upakAra kiye|' isa bhAvanA se vaha AyA hai|' maNiprabha ne khar3e hokara yugabAhu-deva se kSamA mA~gI aura bahuta-bahuta dhanyavAda For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-15 205 die / madanarekhA ne mahAmuni kI kRpA se jAna liyA ki 'yaha deva yugabAhu kI AtmA hai| aura pA~caveM devaloka meM utpanna huA hai|' usako saMtoSa huaa| yugabAhu kI AtmA kI kitanI uttamatA! upakArI ke upakAra ko devaloka meM jAne para bhI bhulAyA nahIM! anyathA, devaloka meM jAnevAle loga vahA~ ke divya sukhoM meM itane lIna ho jAte haiM ki manuSyabhava ke snehIsvajanoM ko to bhUla hI jAte haiM, apane upakArI ko bhI bhUla jAte haiN| Ajakala to jo devaloka meM jAte haiM, koI idhara AtA dikhatA hI nahIM hai| jisane mAnava-jIvana meM acchA dharmapuruSArtha kiyA ho aura mRtyu-samaya bhI acchI samatA-samAdhi rakhI ho, vaha prAyaH devaloka meM jAtA hai, aisA apana mAna sakate haiM, anumAna kara sakate haiN| aise jIva bhI yahA~ Ate hue nahIM dikhate Ajakala / deva cAhe to A sakate haiN| yugabAhu AyA ki nahIM? aba usako koI cintA nahIM rhii| saMbaMdha meM kalyANamaitrI ko vikasita karo : isa jIvana meM saMbaMdha bAMdho to aisA baaNdho|, patnI pati kI mAtra patnI hI nahIM rahe, kalyANamitra bne| pati mAtra pati hI banA rahe, itanA hI paryApta nahIM, apitu vaha patnI kA kalyANamitra bane! mAtra vartamAna jIvana ke hI sukha-duHkha kA vicAra nahIM, pAralaukika sukha-duHkha kA vicAra karo | patnI vicAra kare ki : mere pati kA paraloka nahIM bigar3anA caahie| maiM usako aisA sahayoga pradAna karU~ ki usakA jIvana dharmamaya banA rahe / isI prakAra pati bhI patnI kA pAralaukika hita kA vicAra karatA rhe| zreSTha maitrI yahI hai| aisI maitrI aneka janmoM taka akhaMDita rahatI hai| nirvANa taka aisI maitrI banI rahatI hai| ___ mAtra pA~ca indriyoM ke viSaya-sukhoM ke AdAna-pradAna kI maitrI, maitrI nahIM hai| 'tuma mujhe sukha do, maiM tumheM sukha duuNgaa|' yaha maitrI nahIM hai, saudA hai| 'tuma mujhe sukha nahIM detI to maiM bhI tumheM sukha nahIM dUMgA' yaha maitrI nahIM hai| duHkha denevAloM ko bhI sukha dene kI bhAvanA maitrI hai| sarva jIvoM ke prati Atmavat sneha pradAna karanA, maitrI hai | maitrI meM sneha hotA hI hai| sneharahita mitratA ho hI nahIM sktii| hitacintArUpa sneha kA jharanA sarva jIvoM ke prati niraMtara bahatA hI rahanA caahie| madanarekhA ke prati yugabAhu kI maitrI 'upakArI-maitrI' kaha sakate haiN| 'mere upakArI ke upakAroM kA badalA cukAU~... pratyupakAra karU~...' aisA vicAra maitrIbhAvanA kA dyotaka hai| upakArI ke prati sneha banA rahanA, eka viziSTa For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-15 206 guNa hai| hA~, isa duniyA meM yaha guNa durlabha hai | upakArI ke upakAroM ko bhUla jAnA, Ajakala manuSya ke lie AsAna ho gayA hai| eka bAta yAda rakhanA, jo manuSya upakArI ke upakAroM ko bhUla jAtA hai, upakArI ke prati sneha aura Adara nahIM rakhatA hai, vaha manuSya dharmaArAdhanA karane ke lie ayogya hai apAtra hai| kRtajJatAguNa dharmaArAdhaka meM honA hI caahie| isakA artha yaha hotA hai ki 'upakArI-maitrI' dharmaArAdhanA kI nIMva hai| 'yogasAra' nAma ke prAcIna graMtha meM ajJAtamaharSi ne kahA hai ki dharmarUpa kalpavRkSa ke mUla haiM maitrI-pramoda-karuNA aura mAdhyastha bhAva / ' bAta bilkula sahI hai| maitrI vagairaha bhAvanAoM ke binA AtmA meM dharma sthira raha hI nahIM sktaa| ____ maNicUr3a munirAja ne maNiprabha ko eka mahattvapUrNa bAta kahI... yAda hai? yo yena zuddhadharme sthApyate sa tasya guru:|' jo manuSya jisake dvArA zuddha dharma pAtA hai, vaha usakA guru kahalAtA hai! munirAja ne aisA nahIM kahA ki : 'madanarekhA to avirata-zrAvikA hai, maiM yahA~ sarvaviratidhara sAdhu baiThA hU~ aura usako praNAma karanA avinaya hai, merI AzAtanA hai| usane aMtima ArAdhanA karavAI to kyA ho gayA? guru to maiM huuN|' mere jaisA sAdhu hotA, to aisI hI bAta jhAr3a detA! Aja to isa viSaya meM bhI bar3I gar3abar3a paidA ho gaI hai| mAnoM ki mare pAsa Apa Ae mujhe Apase koI svArtha hai, athavA Apako mere bhakta banAne haiM, yA ziSya banAne haiM to maiM kyA karU~gA? Apa jisa mahAtmA se, jisa vyakti se saddharma pAye hoMge, Apako jisake prati zraddhA aura prema hogA, maiM usakI burAI karU~gA, Apake upakArI ke prati dveSa-aruci paidA karU~gA! Apake hRdaya meM unake prati sneha nahIM rahe, to hI mere prati sneha sthApita hogA na! upakArI, parama upakArI ke prati dveSa paidA karane jaisA pApa dUsarA nahIM hai| parantu puNya-pApa kI bAteM karanevAle bhI kabhI yaha pApa kara lete haiN| aura vaha bhI 'dharma' samajhakara | apanA durbhAgya hI samajhanA caahie| yaha roga apane saMgha meM vyApaka rUpa se phaila gayA hai| deva yAnI yugabAhu, madanarekhA ko 'guru' mAna kara sarva prathama unako tIna pradakSiNA detA hai aura praNAma karatA hai| bAda meM munirAja ko praNAma karatA hai, isa bAta ko munirAja ucita batA rahe haiM! arthAt pAralaukika upakAra karanevAloM kA kitanI U~cI koTi kA mahattva hai, yaha bAta samajhane kI hai| bhale, madanarekhA sAdhvI nahIM thI, gRhastha strI thI, parantu yugabAhu ke lie to saddharma denevAlI guru thI, AcArya thI! yugabAhu kA yaha bhAva yathArtha thA, ucita thA, kalyANakArI thaa| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-15 207 yugabAhu-deva madanarekhA se kahatA hai : 'devI, tumhArI aba kyA icchA hai? tumheM jo priya ho vaha karane ko taiyAra huuN|' __madanarekhA kahatI hai : 'mujhe to mokSa hI priya hai| karmoM ke baMdhanoM se merI AtmA mukta bane, yahI mujhe priya hai, parantu abhI to mujhe turaMta hI mithilA meM pahu~cA do| maiM apane navajAta putra kA muMha dekha lU~, bAda meM merA samagra jIvana dharmaArAdhanA meM vyatIta kruuNgii|' madanarekhA kA pratyuttara kitanA preraNAdAyI hai! usakA antaHkaraNa mokSa hI cAhatA hai| bAhya mana putra kA mu~ha dekhane kI icchA karatA hai| moha se nahIM, parantu 'usa bacce ko koI takalIpha to nahIM hai, apanI A~khoM se dekha lU~, basa, phira mujhe samagra jIvana dharmamaya hI bitAnA hai|' isa bhAvanA se vaha mithilA jAnA cAhatI hai| jJAnadRSTi khulane para saMsAra pyArA lagatA hI nhiiN| saMsAra ke sukha priya lagate hI nhiiN| usakI cAhanA banI rahatI hai kevala mukti kii| baMdhanoM meM rahate hue bhI cAhanA rahatI hai mukti kI / 'samyakdarzana' kA guNa prApta hone para saMsAra ke prati vairAgya aura mokSa ke prati saMvega-prIti jAgrata hue binA na rhe| ___ madanarekhA ne munirAja kI bhAvapUrNa hRdaya se vaMdanA kii| rAjA maNiprabha ko praNAma kiyA aura yugabAhu-deva ke sAtha vimAna meM baiTha gii| deva ne caMda kSaNoM meM hI madanarekhA ko mithilA meM utAra diyA / madanarekhA ne kahA : 'yaha mithilA hai, bhagavAna mallInAtha kA yahA~ janma huA thA, yahIM para dIkSA lI thI aura yahIM para unheM kevalajJAna prApta huA thA, yaha puNyabhUmi hai| ataH hama sarvaprathama jinamaMdira meM cleNgeN|' donoM jinamaMdira meM jAte haiN| darzana-pUjana karane do una donoM ko| Aja, basa itanA hii| For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra pravacana- 16 UI www.kobatirth.org mahAkavi mAgha ko dharmapatnI ne kabhI pati ke karuNAsabhara dila ko nirdayatA se tor3A nahIM thA! apanI garIbI se ciMtita va parezAna hote hue bhI usane saMyama rakhA thaa| karuNA meM se cittaprasannatA paidA hotI hai| duniyA ke loga kama se kama paramAtmabhakta evaM gurubhaktoM ke pAsa se to dayA va karuNA ko apekSA rakheMge ho na? duniyA ko nigAhoM meM paramAtmatattva evaM gurutattva ko pratiSThA banAnA / bar3hAnA, isakI jimmedArI bhaktoM ko hai| Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir jaba pApI pApoM kA tyAga kara detA hai taba phira usake prati dveSa rakhanA yA ghRNA-napharata karanA anucita hai| isase to usakA prema Apa kaise jIta pAoge? pati ke mana ko ciMtA karanA patnI kA pahalA kartavya hai... yadi vaha apane jIvana ko prema-prasannatA se harA-bharA rakhanA cAhatI hai| alabattA, pati ko bhI patnI ko icchA kA utana hI Adara karanA hai| pravacana : 16 vacanAdyadanuSThAnamavirUddhAdyathoditam / maitryAdibhAvasaMyuktaM taddharma iti kIrtyate / / 208 For Private And Personal Use Only Www mahAna jJAnayogI AcAryadeva zrI haribhadrasUrIzvarajI 'dharma' kA svarUpa samajhA rahe haiN| maitrI, karuNA, pramoda aura mAdhyasthya- bhAvoM se nirmala, vizuddha aura pavitra citta hI dharma hai! aisA hI dharma jIvAtmA ko durgati meM girane se bacA sakatA hai| 'dharma' zabda kA vyutpatti- artha yahI hai : 'durgatau prapatat prANinaM dhArayati-iti dhrmH| durgati meM girate hue jIvoM ko pakar3akara rakhe usakA nAma dhrm| jIvoM ko durgati meM girane se bacAye vaha hai dharma | cittazuddhi ke binA nahIM calegA : manuSya kA citta jIvadveSa aura jar3arAga se bharA ho aura vaha bAhya dharmakriyAe~ karatA ho, kyA usakI sadgati ho sakatI hai ? durgati- patana se vaha baca sakatA

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pravacana-16 209 hai? sunA hai aisA koI udAharaNa? mAtra bAhya dharmAnuSThAna ke sahAre, rAgI-dveSI manuSya ne sadgati pA lI ho, mokSa pA liyA ho, aisA koI dRSTAMta maiMne to nahIM par3hA zAstroM meM! sunA bhI nahIM! hA~, zAstroM meM aisA par3hA hai ki azuddha-malina citta se kI huI dharmArAdhanA bhI saMsAra meM Dubo detI hai! jisa citta meM jIvoM ke prati maitrI, karuNA, pramoda aura mAdhyasthya-bhAva nahIM hote haiM, jar3a padArthoM ke prati virakta bhAva nahIM hotA hai vaisA citta saMsAra meM paribhramaNa hI karavAtA hai| usakI bAhya dharmakriyAe~ usako duHkhoM se bacA nahIM sakatI haiN| dUsaroM ke doSa mata dekho : dhyAna rakhanA, yaha bAta Apake svayaM ke AtmanirIkSaNa-hetu kaha rahA huuN| isa dRSTi se dUsaroM ko nApane kA kAma nahIM karanA / 'phalA~ bhAI yA phalA~ bahana dharmakriyAe~ to bahuta karate haiM, parantu kitanA krodha karate haiM? kitane dayAhIna haiM? kitanI IrSyA karate haiM... unakI dharmakriyAe~ kisa kAma kI?' yadi isa prakAra duniyA meM dekhane jAoge to Apako sabhI logoM meM kama yA jyAdA mAtrA meM rAgadveSa dikhAI deMge hii| kyoMki saMsAra meM koI vItarAga nahIM hai! dveSarahita nahIM hai! to phira kisI meM bhI 'dharma' Apako dikhAI nahIM degA...! karmaparavaza jIvoM meM doSa to ananta hote haiM, prakaTa guNa thor3e hI hote haiN| vAstava meM dekhA jAya to guNa dekhane kA viSaya hI nahIM hai! bAhya kriyAoM ke AdhAra para guNoM kA anumAna galata bhI siddha ho sakatA hai| manuSya kI Adata hai bAhya-kriyAkalApoM ko dekhanA aura guNa-doSa kI kalpanA krnaa| dUsaroM ke AMtarika guNa-doSoM kA anumAna karanA chodd'o| svayaM kA AtmanirIkSaNa kro| 'dUsare jIvoM kA ahita karane kA vicAra to nahIM AtA hai na? dUsaroM ke duHkha dUra karane kI bhAvanA paidA hotI hai yA nahIM? dUsare jIvoM ke guNa dekhakara yA sunakara IrSyA to nahIM hotI hai na? pApI jIvoM ke prati dveSa-tiraskAra to nahIM hotA hai na? pUcho, apanI antarAtmA se puucho| ___saMsAra ke pratyeka jIvAtmA ko mitra mAna liyA, mitra ke prati sneha jAgrata ho gayA, phira yadi mitra duHkha meM A jAe to usakA duHkha dUra karane kI bhAvanA paidA hogI hii| 'paraduHkhavinAzinI karuNA' karuNA dUsaroM ke duHkha miTAne kI preraNA detI hI hai| mitra kA duHkha kaise dekhA jAya? mitra duHkha meM ho aura apane caina se raheM, aisA ho sakatA hai kyA? AtmA kI tIna vizeSatAe~ : AtmA kI kramika vikAsayAtrA meM jaba AtmA kAla kI apekSA se carama For Private And Personal Use Only

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210 pravacana-16 aMtima 'pudgala parAvarta' meM AtI hai yAnI 'aba vaha nizcita-nirdhArita kAlasamaya meM mokSa pAegI,' aisA kevalajJAnI kI dRSTi meM nizcita hotA hai taba usa jIvAtmA meM tIna vizeSatAe~ prakaTa hotI haiM : 1. duHkhI jIvoM ke prati atyaMta dyaa| 2. guNavAna puruSoM ke prati adveSa, aura 3. sarvatra aucitya-ucita pravRtti kA pAlana | mAmUlI karuNA : asIma karuNA : dekhie, yahA~ sarva prathama bAta kauna-sI batAI? dayA batAI na? dayA kaho, karuNA kaho, eka hI bAta hai| mAmUlI dayA nahIM, atyaMta dayA hotI hai usa jIvAtmA meN| mAmUlI karuNA aura atyaMta karuNA kA bheda samajha lo| duHkhI jIva ko dekhakara hRdaya meM vicAra Ae ki 'becArA duHkhI hai, kucha dUM, bhUkhA hai... cavannI de dUM, khA legA kuch...|' yaha huI mAmUlI karuNA! kyoMki Apake pAsa usako bharapeTa khilAne ke lie paise hote hue bhI Apane cavannI dekara hI santoSa kara liyA! atyaMta karuNA kyA karavAtI hai, jAnate ho? usako peTa bhara ke khilaaegii| cAhe eka rUpayA lage yA dasa rUpaye lageM| karuNA ke cAra prakAra 'Sor3azaka' grantha meM AcAryadeva ne batAe haiM : 1. mohayukta karuNA 2. asukha karuNA 3. saMvega karuNA 4. anyahita karuNA ina cAroM prakAra kI karuNA ko samajha lo| karuNA kA itanA talasparzI vivecana dUsare granthoM meM nahIM milatA hai| haribhadrasUrijI ne manovaijJAnika DhaMga se 'Sor3azaka' meM bahuta hI acchA vivecana kiyA hai| 1. mohayukta karuNA : moha kA artha hai ajJAnatA / ajJAnamUlaka karuNA hotI hai! jaise eka mA~ hai, usakA lar3akA bImAra par3A, vaidya-DaoNkTara ne kahA hai : 'isa bacce ko miThAI mata khilAnA, talA huA koI padArtha mata khilaanaa|' ghara meM miThAI banI hai, lar3akA miThAI mA~gatA hai| mA~ ko lar3ake ke prati bahuta prema hai, prema ke bahAva For Private And Personal Use Only

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211 pravacana-16 meM vaha lar3ake ko miThAI khilA detI hai! isako ajJAnamUlaka, mohajanya karuNA kahate haiN| mAtA ko jJAna nahIM ki 'miThAI khAne se lar3ake kA bukhAra bar3ha jAegA, bImArI bar3ha jaaegii|' svAsthyaviSayaka ajJAnatA ke kAraNa vaha khilA detI hai miThAI! hai yaha karuNA, para mohajanya! lar3akA miThAI ke lie rotA hai, mA~ ke hRdaya meM dayA A jAtI hai! dayA se khilA detI hai miThAI! 2. asukhakaruNA : __ asukha yAnI du:kha | jisake pAsa sukha ke sAdhana nahIM haiM, rahane ko ghara nahIM hai, pahanane ko vastra nahIM hai, khAne ko anna nahIM hai... aise manuSyoM ko makAna, vastra, bhojana Adi denA, karuNA kA dUsarA prakAra hai| vaise hI koI bImAra hai, usako davAI denA, sevA karanA, kisI ko saMkaTa meM sahAyatA karanA, upadrava se mukta karanA... vagairaha karuNA ke dUsare prakAra meM samAviSTa hotA hai| 3. saMvegakaruNA : ___ saMvega kA artha hotA hai mokSa kI abhilASA / jisa puruSa meM aisI mokSAbhilASA paidA huI ho, vaha yaha cAhatA hai ki 'maiM akelA hI mokSa meM jAU~ isase kyA, saba jIva mokSa pAe~... parama sukha, paramAnanda, parama zAnti prApta kareM to bahuta acchA!' aise mahAnubhAvoM meM, saMsAra ke bhautika sukhoM se samRddha jIvoM ke prati bhI karuNA hotI hai : 'ye becAre saMsAra ke sukhoM meM lIna ho jAyeMge, rAga-raMga aura bhogavilAsa meM DUba jAyeMge to inakI durgati ho jAegI, bhaviSya meM duHkhIduHkhI ho jaayeNge| maiM unako ina kSaNika sukhoM ke tyAgI banA dU~ athavA maiM cAhatA hU~ ki ve ina sukhoM ke tyAgI baneM!' 4. anyahitakaruNA : isa karuNA kA kSetra vizAla hai| sarva jIvoM ke prati hitakAmanA! sarva jIvoM ke prati anukaMpA... anugrhshiiltaa| prItijanya, snehajanya koI saMbaMdha ke kAraNa karuNA nahIM apitu sarva jIvoM ke prati sahaja, svAbhAvika karuNA / mohajanya karuNA kA maiMne Apako udAharaNa eka hI diyA hai, aise aneka udAharaNa haiM isake | yaha karuNA upAdeya nahIM hai| aisI karuNA se dUsare jIvoM kA hita nahIM hotA hai, ahita hotA hai| dUsare jIva sukhI nahIM banate, duHkhI banate haiN| isalie karuNA jJAnajanyA honI caahie| apane upAya se sAmanevAlA jIva sukhI banegA yA duHkhI, isakA jJAna honA cAhie apane ko| duHkha dUra For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-16 ___ 212 karane ke upAyoM kA sahI jJAna honA caahie| yadi aisA jJAna nahIM ho to 'isakA dU:kha dUra ho jAe,' itanI sadbhAvanA hI rakhanI cAhie, upacAra nahIM karanA caahie| karuNA meM anya ke duHkha kA vicAra : duHkhI jIvoM ke prati hRdaya meM atyaMta karuNA honI caahie| jisa manuSya meM aisI karuNA hotI hai vaha apane sukha-duHkha kA vicAra nahIM karatA hai| apanA sukha dekara bhI vaha dUsare kA duHkha dUra karane kA prayatna kregaa| aisA karake vaha prasanna hogA! apanA sukha calA gayA... aisA aphasosa nahIM kregaa| nirAlAjI kI nirAlI bAta : hindI bhASA ke zIrSastha kavi nirAlAjI ke jIvana kI eka sahI ghaTanA maiMne pddh'ii| nirAlAjI kI karuNAbhAvanA se maiM bar3A prabhAvita huaa| sardI ke dina the, nirAlAjI sardI meM ThiThura rahe the| hindI bhASA kI prasiddha kavayitrI mahAdevI varmA ne nirAlAjI ko ThiThurate hue dekhaa| unakA hRdaya bhara AyA / zIghra hI nirAlAjI ke lie eka UnI koTa silavA diyA aura nirAlAjI ko de diyA / koTa dete samaya bar3e prema se mahAdevIjI ne nirAlAjI se kahA : 'yaha koTa ApakA nahIM hai, merA hai! __ Apake lie maiMne silavAyA hai| isalie merI anumati ke binA isakA dUsarA upayoga mata karanA!' | kucha hI dinoM bAda nirAlAjI mahAdevI se dUra-dUra rahane lge| parantu mahAdevI ne unako pakar3a hI liyA! nirAlAjI ke zarIra para vaha koTa nahIM thA, mahAdevI ne pUchA : 'vaha koTa kahA~ hai! Aja kyoM nahIM pahanA hai?' nirAlAjI samajha gaye! unhoMne sahI bAta batA dI : 'thor3e dina pahale rAste para eka naMge bhikhArI ko dekhA, becArA sardI meM aisA ThiThura rahA thA ki sArA zarIra sikor3a kara eka tarapha soyA thaa| mujhe lagA ki mujhase bhI koTa kI jyAdA jarUrata isako hai... maiMne koTa utArakara usako or3hA diyA!' mahAdevIjI kI A~khoM meM harSa ke A~sU A ge| apane sukha kA vicAra karuNAvaMta puruSa ko AtA hIM nahI, ve hamezA dUsaroM ke lie socate haiN| mahAkavi mAgha kI ghaTanA : aisI hI ghaTanA hai saMskRta bhASA ke mUrdhanya kavi mAgha ke jIvana kii| bhItara For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-16 213 se samRddha aura bAhara se nirdhana... mAghakavi AzAvAdI the| ve kabhI rAjAoM kI khuzAmada karanA pasanda nahIM krte| isalie ve kabhI rAjasabhA meM nahIM jAte the| daridratA ne mahAkavi kI kar3I parIkSA zurU kI thii| patnI bhI daridratA se udvigna thii| usane Agraha kara eka dina mahAkavi ko rAjasabhA meM bhejaa| rAjA ne kavIzvara kA svAgata kiyA, rAjA to bahuta prasanna huA mAghakavi ko apanI rAjasabhA meM Ae dekhakara | mahAkavi kI kAvya-pratibhA se prasanna hokara rAjA ne mahAkavi ko hAthI, ghor3e, sonA muhareM, alaMkAra, dhAnya vagairaha... bahuta diyA / mahAkavi yaha saba lekara rAjasabhA meM se nikale taba rAjamArga ke donoM ora bhikSuka khar3e raha gae the| saba yAcanA kara rahe the : 'bhikSAM dehi! bhikSAM dehi!' dIna-duHkhI, daridra logoM ko dekhakara mahAkavi kA hRdaya dravita ho gyaa| apane pAsa jo thA, denA zurU kara diyaa| kisI ko hAthI diyA, kisI ko ghor3A! kisI ko alaMkAra to kisI ko sonAmuhareM... dete hI cale... jaba ve apane ghara pahuMce taba unake pAsa sivAya dAla-cAvala, kucha bhI nahIM bacA thA! bAhara se khAlI ho gae the parantu bhItara se bhara gae the! Antarika Ananda kI sImA nahIM thI! mukha para apUrva prasannatA chAyI thI... A~khoM meM se karuNA barasa rahI thii| patnI bhI kitanI mahAn ? ghara ke dvAra para unakI dharmapatnI mahAkavi kA intajAra karatI khar3I thii| usakI kalpanA thI ki mahAkavi kAphI dhana-daulata lekara padhAreMge! mahAkavi ne patnI ke hAthoM meM dAla-cAvala kI do poTalI thamA dI aura prasannavadana se usake sAmane dekhate rahe! bole : 'devI! Aja to dIna-duHkhI ko dene meM itanA Ananda AyA... kyA varNana karU~? rAjA ne bahuta diyA, maiMne sArA kA sArA mAla garIboM ko, anAthoM ko de diyA / mujhe lagA ki mujhe se bhI jyAdA jarUrata unako thii...|' patnI to sunatI hI rahI! vaha apane pati ko acchI taraha samajhatI thI... pati ke karuNAsabhara hRdaya ko usane kabhI nirdayatA se tor3A nahIM thaa| apanI daridratA se udvigna hone para bhI usane apane Apa para saMyama kiyA thaa| hAlA~ki ghara meM khAne ko kucha bhI nahIM bacA thaa| mahAkavi jo dAla-cAvala lAye haiM, usase hI khicar3I pakAkara khAne kI thii| phira bhI usane mahAkavi ko prasanna mudrA meM kahA : 'nAtha, bahuta acchA kiyA Apane! ApakA hRdaya hI nirAlA hai... karuNA kA sarovara hai! Apa duHkhI ke duHkha nahIM dekha skte| khaira, aba Apa vizrAma kareM, maiM bhojana taiyAra karatI huuN|' For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-16 214 jaba bhojana taiyAra ho gayA, mahAkavi bhojana karane baiThe, itane meM dvAra para bhikSuka ne dastaka lagAI : 'bhikSAM dehi' kI AvAja aaii| mahAkavi turaMta bole : 'devI, jAo, dvAra para bhikSuka khar3A hai, yaha merI thAlI kA bhojana usako de do|' kavi-patnI kucha bhI bole binA khar3I huI aura jAkara yAcaka ko khicar3I de aaii| yAcaka AzIrvAda detA huA calA gyaa| kavi-patnI ne Akara, apanI thAlI kavi ke sAmane rakha dI aura kahA : 'nAtha! Aja mujhe itanA harSa hai ki merI to kSudhA hI zAnta ho gaI hai! isalie Apa bhojana karalo, maiM Apake pAsa baiThI huuN| koI aruci nahIM, koI gussA nahIM koI kalaha nahIM, koI jhuMjhalAhaTa nahIM! kavi-patnI ne apanA svabhAva kaisA banA diyA hogA? kaisI ucca vicAradhArA vAlI hogI vaha sannArI! aisI sahadharmiNI tabhI milatI hai jaba mahAn puNya kA udaya ho| mahAkavi jyoM bhojana kA prAraMbha karane jA rahe haiM, dvAra para AvAja AI : 'bhikSAM dehi!' mahAkavi khar3e ho ge|... svayaM jAkara yAcaka ko thAlI kI thAlI prema se de dI! yAcaka AzIrvAda detA huA calA gayA | mahAkavi Akara patnI ke pAsa baiTha ge| aba bhojana samApta ho gayA thA, kucha bhI bacA nahIM thaa| phira bhI donoM prasanna the! karuNA meM se Antarika prasannatA kA janma hotA hI hai| kabhI karuNA bar3I parIkSA letI hai : parantu karuNA kabhI manuSya ko ghora vedanA meM bhI paTaka detI hai! aisA hI huaa| dvAra para tIsarA yAcaka AyA, 'bhikSAM dehi!' aba mahAkavi kA mukha mlAna ho gyaa| 'mere pAsa yAcaka ko dene ke lie kucha bhI nahIM hai, mere dvAra se yAcaka khAlI hAtha vApasa lauTegA?' mahAkavi khar3e hue, dvAra para ge| mahAkavi kI A~kheM gIlI-gIlI ho gaI thiiN| ve bole : 'bhAI, aba dene ko kucha nahIM bacA hai' becArA yAcaka... mahAkavi kI A~khoM meM A~sU dekhakara turaMta hI calA gayA / parantu mahAkavi kI manovedanA kA pAra nahIM rahA / "maiM bhUkhe ko kucha nahIM de skaa...|' itanA gaharA sadamA pahu~cA ki mahAkavi kA prANapakherU tatkAla ur3a gyaa| nizcetana deha par3A rhaa| karuNA kI parAkASThA hai yaha / atyanta dayA isako kahate haiN| ApakI kyA hAlata hai ? dharma kA prAraMbha dayA aura karuNA se hotA hai| Apa loga to dharmAtmA ho na? eka dina meM tIna-cAra bhikhArI A jAya~, to kyA hotA hai? For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 16 215 sabhA meM se: bhikhArI to kyA, sAdhumahArAja bhI agara tIna-cAra bAra bhikSA lene A jAe to bhI mana meM gar3abar3a ho jAtI hai| mahArAjazrI : kyA bAta karate ho ? sAdhupuruSa to supAtra haiM, unake prati to bhaktibhAva aura pUjyabhAva hai, karuNA nahIM / jahA~ pUjyabhAva aura bhaktibhAva hotA hai, vahA~ to sarvasva samarpaNa karane kI bhAvanA ullasita hotI hai| Apa kahate ho ki dina meM tIna-cAra bAra sAdhu gocarI lene A jAte haiM to bhI pasanda nahIM AtA hai ! to phira pUjyabhAva kahA~ rahA ? bhaktibhAva kahA~ rahA? hA~, bhikSA dene kI kSamatA na ho, ghara meM itanI garIbI ho, nirdhanatA ho aura de na sako, dUsarI bAta hai| vahA~ to apanI asamarthatA kA duHkha hotA hai, sAdhupuruSoM ke prati aprIti yA abhAva to hogA hI nahIM / parantu jahA~ jisa hRdaya meM karuNA nahIM ho, usa hRdaya meM pramoda - bhaktibhAva - pUjyabhAva ho hI kaise ? bhikhArI ke prati anukaMpA nahIM hai, dIna-duHkhI ke prati karuNA nahIM hai, to ucca koTi ke sAdhana - guNavAna puruSoM ke prati pramodabhAva ho hI nahIM sktaa| sabhA meM se : aisA dekhate haiM ki garIboM ke prati dveSa - tiraskAra aura napharata karanevAle bhI kucha loga sAdhupuruSoM kI sevAbhakti bahuta karate haiN| mahArAjazrI : acchI bAta kaha dI Apane! aise nirdaya aura karuNAhIna puruSa taba taka hama logoM kI sevAbhakti karate haiM, jaba taka unakA hama logoM se koI svArtha hotA hai! athavA sAmAjika pratiSThA milatI hai / athavA ghara meM se kisI kA dabAva hotA hai! hA~, hama sAdhu haiM, tyAgI haiM, mokSamArga kI ArAdhanA karate haiM... isa dRSTi se loga hamArI sevAbhakti nahIM krte| unake hRdaya meM sAdhutA kA anurAga nahIM hotA hai, aise logoM se bahuta sAvadhAna rahanA par3atA hai| dikhAvA hotA hai bhakta kA, hRdaya hotA hai zaitAna kA ! aise loga kabhI na kabhI dhokhA dete hI haiN| dhArmikatA : dayA-karuNA ke binA kyA kAma kI ? : isameM bhI jo loga 'paramAtmabhakta' athavA 'gurubhakta' ke rUpa meM prasiddha hote haiM, ve loga yadi dayAhIna - karuNAhIna hote haiM, to ve loga duniyA meM paramAtmA ko aura gurujanoM ko badanAma karate haiN| duniyA to paramAtmabhaktoM se, gurubhaktoM se dayA aura karuNA kI hI apekSA rakhatI hai / yadi yaha apekSA pUrNa nahIM hotI hai, to duniyA una logoM kI to nindA karatI hI hai, deva guru kI bhI nindA karatI hai| duniyA kI dRSTi meM gurutattva aura paramAtmatattva kI pratiSThA banAe rakhane kI jimmedArI bhakta logoM kI bana jAtI hai / yadi bhaktaloga dayA- karuNA For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-16 216 se bhare pUre hoM to duniyA paramAtmA se pyAra karegI, gurujanoM kA gaurava kregii| madanarekhA vAstava meM paramAtmabhakta thii| vAstava meM gurubhakta thii| kitanI karuNA thI usa mahAsatI meM! manaHparyavajJAnI aise gurudeva ne usakI prazaMsA kii| kAmI-vikArI banA huA maNiprabha bhI zAnta-prazAnta bana gyaa| mahAsatIne maNiprabha kA koI tiraskAra nahIM kiyA, usake viruddha yugabAhudeva ko zikAyata bhI nahIM ki : 'yaha rAjA merA zIlabhaMga karanA cAhatA thA, duSTa hai, acchA huA ki ye gurudeva mila gae, anyathA kyA hotA? madanarekhA kI bhAva karuNA : pApI vyakti bhI jaba pApatyAga kara detA hai taba usake prati koI gussA nahIM, koI vairabhAvanA nhiiN| 'becArA karmavaza jIva hai, pApakarma ke udaya meM jIva hoza ga~vA detA hai, galatI kara baiThatA hai...|' aisA karuNApUrNa vicAra AtA hai| maNiratha aura maNiprabha-donoM kI tarapha madanarekhA ne karuNApUrNa vicAra hI kiye| hAlA~ki maNiratha to usI rAtri meM sarpadaMza se mara kara naraka meM calA gayA thaa| jaba yugabAhudeva ne maNiratha kI mRtyu ke samAcAra madanarekhA ko die... madanarekhA ke mana meM usake prati bhAvadayA jAgrata huI... 'mere nimitta becArA pApa bA~dhakara durgati meM calA gayA, kitanA duHkhI hogA, kitane ghora duHkha usako sahane par3eMge!' __ mithilA meM madanarekhA yugabAhudeva ke sAtha gaI, vahA~ paramAtmA ke maMdira meM jAkara mallinAtha bhagavaMta kI stavanA kI, jaba donoM maMdira se bAhara nikale, pAsa meM hI upAzraya thA, upAzraya meM sAdhvIjI ko dekhA | madanarekhA ne deva ko kahA : 'apana sAdhvIjI ke darzana kara leN|' donoM sAdhvIjI ke pAsa gae, vinayasahita vaMdanA kara, sAdhvIjI ke pAsa baitthe| sAdhvIjI ne 'dharmalAbha' kA AzIrvacana sunAyA aura supAtra jIva samajhakara upadeza diyaa| saMsAra kI bhISaNatA, bhautika sukhoM kI vinazvaratA... dharma kI upAdeyatA, karmabaMdha aura karmakSaya kA tattvajJAna... mokSa kA svarUpa... vagairaha bAteM bar3e vAtsalya se madhura vANI meM sunaaii| jaba upadeza pUrA huA, yugabAhu deva ne madanarekhA ko kahA : 'devI, calo rAjamahala meM, putradarzana karA duuN|' madanarekhA ne sAdhvI-jIvana svIkAra kiyA : madanarekhA ne deva ke sAmane dekhA | madanarekhA gaMbhIra ciMtana meM DUba gaI thii| usane kahA : For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-16 217 __'putradarzana kI aba koI AkAMkSA nahIM rahI hai| Apake kahe anusAra vaha kuzala hai, basa, aba mere hRdaya meM koI bhI sAMsArika sukha kI cAha nahIM hai, maiM isa sAdhvIjI kI zaraNa lenA cAhatI hU~ | saMyama svIkAra karake AtmakalyANa karanA cAhatI huuN|' deva ne madanarekhA ko praNAma kiyA aura apane sthAna calA gyaa| idhara madanarekhA ne cAritryadharma aMgIkAra kara liyA, unakA nAma rakhA gayA 'suvratA'| suvratA sAdhvI ne duSkara tapazcaryA zurU kara dii| AtmasAdhanA meM lIna ho gii| sarva jIvoM ke prati anugrahasabhara bana gii| sAdhvI-jIvana yAnI sabhI jIvoM ko abhayadAna dene kA jIvana | sabase maitrIbhAva kA jIvana! madanarekhA kA putra mithilApati banatA hai : udhara mithilApati padmaratha rAjA ne madanarekhA ke putra kA nAma 'nami' rakhA thA, kyoMki jaba se vaha putra rAjamahala meM AyA thA, taba se rAjA padmaratha ke caraNoM meM aneka rAjAoM ne apane mastaka namAye the-jhukAye the! samarpaNa kiyA thaa| rAjA ne namikumAra ko zastrakalA aura zAstrakalA meM pAraMgata bnaayaa| jaba kumAra yauvana meM AyA, padmaratha ne eka hajAra ATha rAjakanyAoM ke sAtha namikumAra kI zAdI kara dii| aneka sukhabhogoM ke bIca rAjakumAra kA jIvana vyatIta hotA hai| rAjA padmaratha ne apanI uttarAvasthA AtmakalyANa kI sAdhanA meM vyatIta karane kA nirNaya kiyA / namikumAra kA rAjyAbhiSeka kara diyA aura svayaM cAritryadharma svIkAra kara ke ghora tapazcaryA karane lge| sabhI karmoM kA kSaya kara, unhoMne parama pada pA liyA! mithilApati ke hAthI ko rAjA candrayaza pakar3atA hai : idhara sudarzanapura meM, maNiratha kI sarpadaMza se mRtyu hone ke pazcAta maMtrIvarga ne yugabAhu ke putra candrayaza kA rAjyAbhiSeka kara diyA thaa| candrayaza apane maMtrImaMDala kI sahAyatA se acchA rAjya calAtA hai| eka dina mithilApati namirAjA kA paTTahastI AlAna-stambha ukhAr3akara bhAgA... vindhyAvaTI kI tarapha daur3ane lgaa| jaba vaha zveta hAthI sudarzanapura ke pradeza meM se gujaratA thA, sudarzanapura ke logoM ne dekhA, cAra daMtazUlavAlA sundara hastiratna dekha kara, logoM ne jAkara rAjA candrayaza ko nivedana kiyaa| candrayaza ne jAkara hAthI ko vaza kara liyA aura pakar3akara apane nagara meM le AyA / apanI hastizAlA meM bAMdha diyaa| For Private And Personal Use Only

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218 pravacana-16 namirAjA ko samAcAra mila gae ki 'hAthI sudarzanapura meM rAjA candrayaza ke pAsa hai|' usane apane dUta ko candrayaza ke pAsa bhejA / dUta ne Akara nivedana kiyA ki 'Apa jisa zveta hasti ko pakar3akara lAe ho, vaha hAthI mithilApati kA hai, Apa hAthI hameM vApasa sauMpa deN|' candrayaza ne kahA : 'vIrabhogyA vasundharA! aise hAthI nahIM milegaa| maiM jaMgala meM se pakar3akara lAyA hU~, aise de dene ke lie nahIM lAyA hU~ use!' bhAI-bhAI yuddha meM Amane-sAmane : dUta ne mithilA jAkara namirAjA ko nivedana kiyaa| nami baukhalA utthaa| usane turaMta hI yuddha kI bherI bjvaaii| pUrI senA ke sAtha usane sudarzanapura kI tarapha prayANa kara diyaa| candrayaza ne bhI pUrI taiyArI kara lI thI yuddha kii| usane nagara ke dvAra baMdha karavA die aura kile ke Upara zastrasajja sainika jamA die | svayaM zastrasajja bana kara yuddha ke lie taiyAra ho gyaa| donoM sahodara haiM! parantu namirAjA candrayaza ko nahIM jAnatA hai! candrayaza namirAjA ko nahIM jAnatA hai ki 'yaha merA laghubaMdhu hai!' donoM bhAI eka hAthI ke nimitta yuddha karane tatpara ho gae haiM! sAdhvI ke dila meM bhAva karuNA : mithilA meM yuddha ke samAcAra ghara-ghara phaila gaye the| sAdhvIjI suvratA ko bhI samAcAra mile| 'oha, yaha kyA ho gayA? donoM bhAI Apasa meM lar3eMge? unako mAlUma hI nahIM hai ki ve donoM sahodara haiN| yuddha kitanA kharAba hai| jIvoM kI ghora hiMsA hogii| bhAI-bhAI ke bIca vaira bddh'egaa|' sAdhvI kA hRdaya karuNA se dravita ho gayA / 'nahIM nahIM, maiM yuddha nahIM hone dUMgI | maiM jAU~gI yuddhamaidAna para aura samajhAU~gI donoM putroM ko! merI bAta ve nahIM ttaaleNge| maiM apanA paricaya duuNgii| sAdhvIjI taiyAra ho gaI yuddhamaidAna para jAne ke lie | usane sudarzanapura kA rAstA liyaa| usa tapasvinI sAdhvI ke mana meM aneka prakAra ke vicAra umar3ate haiN| 'eka hAthI ke lie ye yuddha kareMge? hAthI to nimitta bana gyaa| yuddha hai 'ahaM' aura 'mama' kaa| moha rAjA kA yaha prabhAvazAlI maMtra hai! isa maMtra ke prabhAva se jIva mohamUr3ha bana jAtA hai| kartavya-akartavya kA bheda bhUla jAtA hai| candrayaza ne hAthI nahIM diyA to nami ko kyA hAthiyoM kI kamI thI? parantu 'merA hAthI vaha kyoM nahIM detA hai?' kyA hAthI usake sAtha paraloka meM jAegA? kyA vaha hAthI kabhI nahIM maregA? parantu yaha vicAra una lar3akoM ko For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 16 219 Aye bhI kaise? unako aisA jJAna milA hI nahIM hai / parantu merI santAna hai na / maiM samajhAU~gI to ve mAna jaayeNge| vinayI haiM, suzIla haiN| hA~, nami kA kucha nahIM kaha sakatI, kyoMki usane merA dUdha kahA~ piyA hai ? candrayaza ne to merA dUdha piyA hai, bAlyAvasthA meM merI zikSA bhI pAI hai / candrayaza mAtRbhakta bhI hai| jaba maiM usa rAtri meM sudarzanapura se nikala par3I thI, usa samaya vaha kitanA royA thA ? pitA kI hatyA ho gaI thI aura maiM usako chor3akara nikala gaI thii| vaha kitanA duHkhI ho gayA hogA usa samaya ?' sAdhvI suvratA ke kadama teja calate haiN| mana meM vicAra bhI teja calate haiN| hRdaya meM karuNA hai, apane putroM ko hiMsA ke pApa se bacAne kI tamannA hai| 'inakA paraloka na bigar3a jaae|' yaha bhAva karuNA hai| unake hRdaya meM yaha bhI hai ki 'mere putra bhI rAjya kA tyAga kara, cAritryadharma svIkAra kara, karmakSaya kara ke paramapada ko prApta kareM!' saMvega karuNA hai yaha / sAdhvI kI premabharI vANI : namirAjA ne sudarzanapura ko ghera liyA thA / sudarzanapura ke dvAra baMdha the / yuddha zurU nahIM huA thaa| sAdhvIjI suvratA vahA~ pahu~ca giiN| sainikoM ne sAdhvIjI ko yuddhamaidAna para dekhakara Azcarya vyakta kiyaa| sAdhvIjI ne pUchA : 'bhAI, ApakA rAjA nami kahA~ hai? mujhe unase milanA hai|' sainikoM ne namirAjA kA nivAsa btaayaa| sAdhvIjI udhara pahu~ca gii| rAjA sAdhvIjI ko dekhakara khar3A huA, praNAma kiyA aura vaha sAdhvIjI ke sAmane jamIna para baiTha gayA / madanarekhA ne Aja hI apane isa beTe ko dekhA ! dekhane calI thI rAjamahala meM! dekhatI hai Aja yuddha ke maidAna para ! bAlyAvasthA nahIM dekha pAI thI / Aja yuvAvasthA meM dekha rahI hai / bilakula yugabAhu kI hI mukhAkRti ! nami kA vinaya dekhakara suvratA sAdhvI prasanna huI / sAdhvIjI ne kahA : 'he rAjana, kisalie yuddha karate ho? kitanA bhayaMkara jIvasaMhAra hogA ? kitane ghora pApakarma baMdheMge? rAjyasaMpatti asAra hai, caMcala hai, vinazvara hai / saMsAra ke bhogasukha, sukha nahIM haiM, duHkha ke hI kAraNa haiM / vaiSayika sukhoM ke vipAka kitane dAruNa hote haiM ? 'maiM kahatI hU~, tU yuddha mata kara / yuddha karane para pachatAvA hogA tujhe / kyoMki tU apane hI bhAI ke sAtha yuddha karane AyA hai!' namirAjA yaha bAta sunakara cauMkA! Azcarya se pUchatA hai : 'kauna merA bhAI ?' sAdhvIjI ne kahA : 'candrayaza terA bhAI hai!' namirAjA kucha samajha nahIM pAtA hai, pUchatA hai : 'yaha kaise ?' For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 17 sAdhvIjI nirAza ho jAtI haiM : Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 220 sAdhvIjI ne sArI bAta btaaii| nami kI aMgulI para rahI huI mudrikA batAkara kahA : 'par3ha le isa mudrikA para jo nAma hai ! tere pitA kA nAma hai| maiM terI mAtA huuN|' sAdhvI ne nami ko sArI bAta kaha sunAI / yuddha nahIM karane ko bahuta bahuta samajhAyA, parantu namirAjA nahIM maanaa| 'bhale vaha merA bhAI ho, mujhe merA hAthI caahie| yadi vaha hAthI de detA hai sAmane Akara, to mujhe yuddha nahIM karanA hai| anyathA yuddha to karU~gA hI / ' sAdhvIjI ko nirAzA huI / turaMta usako yAda AyA : 'isane merA dUdha nahIM piyA hai na! dUsarI bAta, kaSAya prabala hote haiM, sahI bAta samajhane nahIM dete haiM / ' sAdhvIjI ko kisI bhI prakAra yuddha nahIM hone denA thaa| unhoMne sudarzanapura meM jAkara candrayaza ko samajhAne kA nirNaya kiyaa| ve calI AI sudarzanapura nagara meM aura sIdhI pahu~cI rAjamahala ke daravAje para sainikoM ne sAdhvIjI ko dekhakara daravAjA khola diyA / sAdhvIjI sIdhe rAjamahala ke bhItara pahu~ca gaIM, jahA~ candrayaza rahatA thA / For Private And Personal Use Only candrayaza ne sAdhvI ko dekhate hI pahacAna liyA ! 'are, yaha to merI mAtA hai ! merI mahAsatI mAtA hai / ' bar3e hI vinaya se, Adara se, bhakti se rAjA ne namaskAra kiyA, Asana pradAna kiyA aura sAre mahala meM samAcAra bheja die / candrayaza kI rAniyA~ bhI vahA~ A gaI, rAniyoM ne bhI bhaktipUrNa hRdaya se vaMdanA kii| maMtrImaMDala bhI vahA~ pahu~ca gyaa| sabakI A~kheM A~sU barasA rahI thIM / candrayaza ne hAtha jor3akara kahA : 'mAtA, aisA duSkara vrata kyoM dhAraNa kara liyA?' sAdhvI ne madhura vANI meM sArI bAta kaha sunAI / yugabAhudeva ke milana kI bAta bhI kaha sunAI / sabake mana prasannatA se bhara gae / candrayaza ne pUchA : 'Arye, vaha merA choTA bhAI abhI kahA~ hai?' sAdhvIjI ne kahA : 'abhI to vaha sudarzanapura ko ghera ke khar3A hai!' 'kyA namirAjA?' 'hA~! Azcarya, Ananda aura udvega ke mizra bhAvoM se candrayaza bhara gayA / Age kI bAta Age! Aja, basa itanA hI /

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pravacana-17 221 HD jIvadveSI aura guNadveSI vyakti auroM kI prazaMsA sunakara nArAja hote haiM, itanA hI nahIM ve to guNIjana evaM puNyazAlI vyakti ko bhI badanAma karane kI koziza karate rahate haiN| * acchI bAta sabhI mAna leM, yaha saMbhava nahIM hai| AdamI kA dila jaba kaThora aura niSThura ho jAtA hai taba usake dila meM saccI yA acchI bAta bhI nahIM jaMcatI! apanI saccI aura acchI bAta bhI na mAne usake prati na to dveSa karanA hai, na hI gussA karanA hai...aise loga karuNA ke pAtra haiN| . jo sukhI haiM...samuddha haiM, nirogI haiM, phira bhI jindagI kA adhikAMza samaya pApoM meM gujArate haiM... vaise jIvoM ke lie bhI karuNA hI rakhanA hai hameM to! sa.sAdhutA kI bhI pahalI zarta hai karuNA, bhAvakaruNA! dharmakriyAe~ ___ yadi bhAvanAoM se bharI-pUrI nahIM haiM to ve jIvaMta nahIM hoNgii| EXSO pravacana : 17 parama karuNAnidhAna AcAryadeva zrI haribhadrasUrIzvarajI 'dharma' kA svarUpa batAte haiN| sarvajJabhASita anuSThAna kA sau-pratizata phala pAne ke lie 'dharma' kA sarvAMgasaMpUrNa svarUpa samajhanA anivArya hai| jaise kriyAzuddhi Avazyaka hai vaise hRdayazuddhi bhI anivArya hai| zuddha hRdaya puNya se puSTa hotA hai | puNyAnubaMdhI puNyakarma kA baMdha zuddha hRdaya ke binA nahIM ho sakatA hai| 'puNyAnubaMdhI puNya' kisako kahate haiM, jAnate ho? puNyakarma ke udaya se sukha ke sAdhana milate haiM, vipula bhogasAmagrI milatI hai, yaha to jAnate ho na! parantu usa sukhasAmagrI kA sadupayoga karo to nayA puNyakarma baMdhatA hai aura durUpayoga karo to pApakarma baMdhatA hai| yadi ApakA puNyakarma puNyAnubaMdhI hogA to Apako sadupayoga karane kA hI mana hogA, pApAnubaMdhI hogA to durUpayoga karane kA mana hogaa| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 17 puNyAnubaMdhI puNya kaise baMdhatA hai? dharmakriyA zuddha ho parantu mana azuddha hogA to isase jo puNyakarma baMdhegA vaha pApAnubaMdhI hI bNdhegaa| dharmakriyA zuddha hogI aura mana bhI zuddha hogA to jo puNyakarma baMdhegA vaha puNyAnubaMdhI hI baMdhegA / puNyAnubaMdhI puNya se mana puSTa banatA hai aura aisA puSTa mana hI mahAna dharmapuruSArtha kara sakatA hai| isalie bAra-bAra kahatA hU~ ki mana ko zuddha karo, zuddha mana se dharmAnuSThAna karate raho / mana kI azuddhi dUra karane kA satata puruSArtha karate raho / nirdaya evaM niSThura mata ho jAo : duHkhI jIvoM ke prati nirdayatA, kRpAhInatA, upekSAvRtti, mana kI eka bahuta bar3I azuddhi hai, malinatA hai / 'vaha du:khI hai to maiM kyA karU~ ? usake aise pApakarma hoMge, bhale hone do du:khI, maiM isameM kyA karU~ ?' yaha bhayaMkara nirdayatA hai / 'vaha to duHkhI honA hI caahie| usane kaiyoM ko duHkha die haiN| aba usako marane do|' yaha niSThura hRdaya kA vicAra hai / 'mujhe usase kyA lenA-denA hai ? vaha sukhI ho to bhale, duHkhI ho to bhale / ' yaha upekSAvRtti hai, mana kI rogI avasthA hai| aisA mana dharma ArAdhanA ke lie yogya nahIM hai / duHkhI jIvoM ke prati atyanta dayA-karuNA honA anivArya mAnA gayA hai dharmakSetra meM / dayA aura karuNA ke binA dharmakSetra meM praveza nahIM ho sakatA hai| 222 dUsarA manuSya bhUkhA mara rahA ho aura Apa maje se miThAI khA sakate ho ? dUsarA manuSya naMgA phira rahA ho aura Apa bar3hiyA kapar3e pahanakara zRMgAra sajA sakate ho? dUsarA vyakti rAste para sar3aka para so rahA ho aura Apa baMgale meM 'Danalopa' kI gaddI para so sakate ho ? dUsarA manuSya roga aura vyAdhi meM karAha rahA ho aura Apa Ananda - pramoda kara sakate ho? yadi 'hA~' to ApakA hRdaya nirdaya hai, karuNAhIna hai, Apa paramAtmA jinezvaradeva kA dharma pAne ke lie yogya nahIM ho| pAtratA - yogyatA ke binA dharma pAyA nahIM jA sktaa| dharma AtmasAt nahIM banatA / For Private And Personal Use Only yadi Apa dUsare jIvoM ke duHkha se duHkhI hote hoM, yadi Apa dUsaroM ke duHkha dUra karane kA prayatna karate hoM, apanA sukha dekara bhI dUsaroM ko du:khamukta karane kA kArya karate hoM to Apa supAtra haiM, ApakI komala AtmA meM dharmatattva kA praveza hogaa| mRdu jamIna meM pAnI utara jAtA hai, patharIlI jamIna meM pAnI praveza nahIM pAtA hai /

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pravacana-17 ____ 223 duHkhI jIva do prakAra ke : saMsAra meM duHkhI jIva do prakAra ke hote haiM : eka dravya se duHkhI, dUsare bhAva se duHkhii| jinake pAsa khAne ko nahIM hai, pIne ko nahIM hai, pahanane ko nahIM hai, makAna nahIM hai-ye loga dravya se duHkhI haiM | zarIra rogI hai, nirdhanatA hai, anAthatA hai-yaha saba dravya duHkha haiM yAnI bAhya du:kha haiN| vaise, jinake jIvana meM dharma nahIM hai, pApa haiM, ve bhAva se du:khI haiN| hiMsA karate haiM, corI karate haiM, durAcArI haiM, parigrahI haiM, krodha karate haiM, abhimAna karate haiM, mAyAkapaTa karate haiM... ye saba Antara duHkhI haiN| pApAcaraNa karanevAle Antara duHkhI haiN| pApakarma ke udaya se jo duHkhI haiM, ve bAhya duHkhI haiN| jinakA pApakarmoM kA udaya hai aura yahA~ bhI pApAcaraNa karate haiM ve bAhya aura Antara donoM dRSTi se duHkhI haiN| aise bhI jIva saMsAra meM bahuta haiM, jo yahA~ du:khI haiM phira bhI pApAcaraNa nahIM chodd'te| aise jIva karuNApAtra haiN| aise jIvoM ke prati bhI dveSa nahIM karanA hai| bhAvakaruNA ke viSaya meM zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI ke jIvana kI eka ghaTanA batAtA huuN| bhagavAna mahAvIra aura saMgamadeva : zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra jaba sAdhanAkAla meM the, gA~va-nagara aura jaMgaloM meM vicarate the, aneka upasarga-parisaha dhIra-vIra banakara sahana karate the, usa samaya eka bAra devarAja indra ne apanI devaparSadA meM zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra ke guNagAna kiye, jI bharakara prazaMsA kI 'mahAvIra prabhu kA manobala meruvat nizcala hai, koI deva-dAnava bhI unakI samAdhi ko bhaMga nahIM kara sakatA / dhanya hai bhagavAna kI dhIratA aura viirtaa|' indrasabhA meM sabhI devoM ke hRdaya meM bhagavAna ke prati zraddhA aura sadbhAva bar3ha gayA, parantu eka deva ke mana meM AyA : 'indra mahAvIra kA bhakta hai, isalie mahAvIra kI itanI prazaMsA karatA hai| mahAvIra Akhira hai to manuSya na! deva kI zakti ke Age manuSya kI zakti kyA mahattva rakhatI hai? manuSya kitanA bhI dRr3ha ho, deva usako hilA sakatA hai| maiM jAkara mahAvIra kI samatA-samAdhi ko hilA duuN| unake manobala ko tor3a dU~!' guNadveSI jIvoM ke samakSa kisI kI bhI prazaMsA mata karo : dUsaroM kI prazaMsA saba loga suna nahIM skte| guNarAgI manuSya hI dUsaroM kI prazaMsA sunakara rAjI hotA hai| jIvadveSI, guNadveSI manuSya to dUsaroM kI prazaMsA sunakara nArAja hote haiM... itanA hI nahIM, usa guNavAna aura puNyazAlI manuSya ko girAne kA prayatna karate haiN| isalie prazaMsA karate samaya eka sAvadhAnI For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 17 224 baratanI cAhie : jIvadveSI aura guNadveSI logoM ke sAmane kisI kI prazaMsA nahIM karanA! ve loga to paranindA sunakara hI rAjI hote haiN| hAlAMki guNAnurAgI guNapremI manuSya ke mu~ha se prazaMsA ke zabda nikala hI jAte haiM ! bhAvollAsa, bhAvAtireka meM yaha khayAla hI nahIM rahatA ki sAmane kauna hai? yU~ to indra apane avadhijJAna se devoM ke mana ke vicAra bhI jAna sakatA thA, parantu usane 'avadhijJAna' kA upayoga hI nahIM kiyA, kaise karatA upayoga? usake hRdaya meM bhagavAna mahAvIra ke prati apUrva bhaktirAga umar3a rahA thA / vaha abhAgA deva jisakA nAma saMgama thA, usake manobhAva indra ko jJAta nahIM hue / saMgamadeva ne mahAvIra ke sattva kI kasauTI karane kA nirNaya kara liyA / saMgama, bhagavAna mahAvIra ko mAtra eka manuSya ke rUpa meM dekhatA hai| bhagavAna mahAvIra kI dehAkRti ko hI dekhatA hai / 'mAnavadeha meM deva se bhI jyAdA balavAna AtmA ho sakatI hai,' yaha jJAna usako nahIM hai| ho bhI kaise ? vaha svayaM deva hai / aura 'manuSya se deva jyAdA balavAna hotA hai,' yaha kalpanA usake mana meM dRr3ha huI hai| vaha nahIM jAnatA thA ki zArIrika bala kI apekSA manobala jyAdA mahattva rakhatA hai| manobala kI apekSA Atmabala kAphI jyAdA mahattva rakhatA hai| saMgama deva thA, deva ke pAsa manuSya se jyAdA zArIrika bala hotA hai, parantu mAnasika bala deva se jyAdA manuSya meM ho sakatA hai| uccatama manobalavAle manuSyoM ke caraNoM meM deva sevaka banakara rahate haiN| maMtrazakti se jisakA manobala uccakoTi kA banatA hai, deva bhI unako namaskAra karate haiM! bar3e-bar3e mAMtrika bhI ananta Atmazakti ke mAlika tIrthaMkara paramAtmA ke caraNoM meM natamastaka banate haiN| iMdra zaramindA ho gayA na! saMgama bhagavAna mahAvIra kI Atmazakti se aparicita thA / vaha to apanI hI zakti ke Upara mustaida thaa| 'maiM jAkara abhI canda kSaNoM meM mahAvIra ko vicalita kara detA huuN|' usane indrasabhA meM apanA nirNaya ghoSita kara diyaa| mahAvIra ko dhyAnabhraSTa karane kA apanA saMkalpa jAhira kara diyA / indra aura pUrI devasabhA stabdha raha gii| 'aisI pratikriyA AegI, yaha kalpanA kisI ko nahIM thI / saMgama ke ahaMkArapUrNa vacana sunakara, bhagavAna mahAvIra ke prati tiraskArapUrNa vacana sunakara indra kAphI roSAyamAna huA... parantu yadi vaha saMgama ko rokatA hai to saMgama usakA dUsarA galata artha karegA : 'dekho apane bhagavAna kI zakti For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 17 225 para indra ko vizvAsa nahIM hai isalie mujhe rokatA hai|' apanA ullU siddha karanevAle manuSya hoM yA deva hoM, dUsaroM para Aropa mar3hane meM tanika bhI hicakicAte nahIM haiM / indra ke mana meM aphasosa huA : 'maiMne to prazaMsA kI aura bhagavAna ke lie upadrava paidA kara diyA / ' saMgama ke upadrava : saMgama calA AyA hai pRthvI para / jahA~ bhagavAna mahAvIra vicarate the usa pradeza meM calA gayA / bhagavAna para vividha upadrava karane zarU kara diye / bhagavAna ko zuddha bhikSA bhI nahIM milane detA hai| kaI dinoM taka vividha upasarga karane para bhI bhagavAna mahAvIra vicalita nahIM hote haiM, unakA manobala nahIM TUTatA hai taba saMgama jyAdA ugra banatA hai| usakA 'ahaM' khaMDita huA thA na ! usane isa bAta ko apanI 'pratiSThA' kA prazna banA diyaa| chaha-chaha mahInoM taka vaha upadrava karatA rhaa| phira bhI bhagavAna mahAvIra meruvat nizcala rahe ! atyanta kruddha saMgama ne bhISaNa 'kAlacakra' bhagavAna para chor3A | kAlacakra kA itanA tIvra prahAra bhagavAna para huA ki bhagavAna ghuTanoM taka jamIna meM dha~sa gaye / devaloka ke devendra aura devoM ke mana isa ghaTanA se atyanta duHkhI ho ge| saMgama ke prati saba deva tIvra roSayukta ho gae / 'aise duSTa deva ko aba devaloka meM rahane nahIM denA cAhie' use nikAla dene kA nirNaya kara liyA indra ne| kAlacakra kA dAruNa AghAta hone para bhI bhagavAna kA dhairya akhaMDa rahA ! saMgama cakita raha gayA, nirAza ho gayA, ghabarA bhI utthaa| aba usako indra kA bhaya lgaa| usakA 'ahaM' barapha kI taraha pAnI-pAnI ho gyaa| lambe niHzvAsa ke sAtha jaba vaha devaloka kI tarapha calA, bhagavAna mahAvIra kI A~kheM karuNA ke A~suoM se bhara aaiiN| mahAkavi dhanapAla ne isa prasaMga kA varNana 'tilakamaMjarI' ke maMgalazloka meM itanA hRdayasparzI kiyA hai ki par3hate-par3hate apanI A~kheM DabaDabA jAe~ ! rakSantu skhalitopasarga-galita-prauDhapratijJAvidyau yAti svAzrayamarjitAMhasi sUre niHzvasya saMcAritA AjAnukSitimadhyamagnavapuSaH cakrAbhighAtavyathA mUrchAnte karuNAbharAJcitapuTA vIrasya vo dRSTayaH / / karuNA se pUjita mahAvIra kI A~kheM hamArI rakSA karo ! ghora pApakarma For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-17 226 upArjana karake apane Azraya ke prati cale jAte deva ke prati bhagavAna mahAvIra kI yaha bhAvakaruNA thii| sabhA meM se : aisI karuNA to bhagavAna hI barasA sakate haiM... hama loga aisI karuNA lAyeM kahA~ se? dila meM bhAvakaruNA paidA karo : mahArAjazrI : aisI karuNA nahIM to kaisI karuNA Apa loga pA sakate haiM? bhale Apa aisI karuNA Aja nahIM barasA sakate, parantu aisI cAhate to ho? apane para ghora kaSTa barasAnevAloM ke prati bhI "becArA, kaSAyaparavaza kaise cikane pApakarma bA~dhatA hai! kyA hogA usakA?' aisI bhAva-karuNA Aja apane pAsa nahIM hai, parantu aisI karuNA AtmA meM paidA ho jAya, yaha pasanda to hai na? azakya nahIM hai, bhAvakaruNA apanI AtmA meM prakaTa ho sakatI hai| tIvra cAha hogI to eka dina aisI karuNA prakaTa hogI hii| jisa prakAra nirdhana, bhUkhe, pyAse, naMge, rogI jIva karuNA ke pAtra haiM, vaise pApAcaraNa karanevAle bhI karuNA ke pAtra haiN| vaha karuNA hogI bhAvAtmaka | usa vyakti ko hama bhale niSpApa nahIM banA sakate, parantu 'ina pApoM se yaha becArA bhaviSya meM duHkhI hogA'... aisA vicAra kara sakate haiN| isa vicAra se hRdaya komala banA rahatA hai| yahI dharma hai! __ kabhI kisI ko pApa karate rokanA hai, samajhAne se nahIM rukatA hai aura kucha zikSA bhI karanI par3e, to vaha bhI karuNA hai! mAtA-pitA apanI santAnoM ko ayogya AcaraNa se rokane ke lie zikSA kareM, sajA kareM, to vaha karuNA hI hai| dikhane meM karuNA nahIM dikhegI, parantu bhAva karuNA ho sakatI hai| 'yadi isa lar3ake ko isa bure kAma se nahIM rokeMge to usakA jIvana barabAda ho jAegA, mAnava-jIvana vyartha calA jaaegaa|' isa bhAvanA se mAtA-pitA santAna ko zikSA bhI karate haiM, to vaha karuNA hI hai| isalie to madanarekhA jo ki sAdhvI hai, apane lar3akoM ko yuddha se rokane ke lie yuddha ke maidAna para gaI thii| yuddha meM honevAlI ghora jIvahiMsA se sAdhvIjI kA hRdaya dravita ho gayA thA / 'aisI ghora jIvahiMsA kA pApa karake mere lar3ake mAnavajIvana hAra jaayeNge| durgati meM cale jaayeNge| maiM roka dU~ unko...|' yaha mohavAsanA nahIM thI, karuNA bhAvanA thii| For Private And Personal Use Only

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227 pravacana-17 saccI aura acchI bAta bhI saba nahIM mAnate : ___ nami rAjA sAdhvImAtA kI bAta nahIM mAnatA hai! 'kucha bhI ho maiM to yuddha karU~gA hI, merA hAthI lekara rahU~gA!' usane sAdhvIjI ko apanA nirNaya sunA diyA | acchI bAta sabhI mAna leM, aisA koI niyama nahIM hai| mAtA-sAdhvI kI saccI aura acchI bAta bhI putra mAna le, yaha koI niyama nahIM hai| jaba manuSya kA hRdaya kaThora hotA hai, komalatA nahIM hotI hai, to saccI aura acchI bAta bhI vaha nahIM maanegaa| saccI aura acchI bAta karanevAle ke prati sneha, zraddhA aura bhakti nahIM hogI to bhI vaha bAta nahIM sviikaaregaa| duniyA meM jyAdAtara loga aise haiM ki jo saccI aura acchI bAta kA svIkAra nahIM karate! jJAnI puruSoM ko, sajjanoM ko saMta puruSoM ko jo acchI lagatI hai, saccI lagatI hai, vaha bAta ajJAnI aura durjanoM ko, acchI nahIM lagatI! saccI nahIM lagatI hai| kabhI-kabhI apane mana meM aisA vicAra A jAtA hai ki 'kitanI acchI bAta maiM kahatA hU~, kitanI saccI bAta maiM kahatA hU~, kitanI kalyANakAriNI bAta hai... phira bhI ye loga nahIM mAnate haiM... kaise haiM ye loga?' apane mana meM aphasosa bhI hotA hai! parantu aphasosa karane kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| nahIM mAnanevAloM ke prati dveSa yA roSa karane kI jarUrata nahIM hai| aise loga karuNA pAtra haiN| rAjA candrayaza nami ke pAsa : sAdhvI madanarekhA ne nami rAjA ke prati roSa nahIM kiyA! tU merA putra hai aura merI bAta nahIM mAnatA hai?' gussA nahIM kiyaa| sAdhvIjI ne bar3e putra ke pAsa jAne kA socA | bar3A putra candrayaza to mAtA ko acchI taraha pahacAnatA thaa| sAdhvIjI nagara meM calI gii| candrayaza mAtA sAdhvI ko dekhate hI prasanna ho gayA! mAtA aura sAdhvI! vinaya se svAgata kiyA, Ananda se gadgad candrayaza jamIna para baiTha gayA aura sAdhvIjI kI kuzalatA puuchii| sAdhvIjI ne bhI apanI sArI kahAnI sunA dI candrayaza ko| jaba usane sunA ki usakA choTA bhAI bhI hai, turaMta hI pUcha liyA : 'abhI merA vaha bhAI kahA~ hai?' sAdhvI ne kahA : 'nagara ko ghera ke khar3A hai vaha nami rAjA hI terA laghu bhrAtA hai!' candrayaza Azcarya se sAdhvIjI ko dekhatA hI raha gyaa| 'kyA bAta kahatI ho? nami rAjA merA sahodara hai? maiM abhI usake pAsa jAtA huuN|' candrayaza kA hRdaya apane choTe bhAI ko milane ke lie atyaMta For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-17 228 utsuka ho utthaa| mAtA-sAdhvI ko vahA~ hI sthiratA karane ko kaha kara candrayaza nagara se bAhara niklaa| do bichur3e bhAiyoM kA milana : nagara kA daravAjA khulA aura zastrarahita rAjA ko apanI chAvanI meM AtA dekhakara nami rAjA ko Azcarya huaa| usako sAdhvIjI kA vacana yAda AyA, turanta yAda AyA : 'candrayaza terA bar3A bhAI hai|' usane dUra se candrayaza ko apanI tarapha AtA dekhA, vaha bhI khar3A ho gayA aura bar3e bhAI ke sAmane daudd'aa| yuddha ke maidAna para donoM bhAiyoM kA madhura milana huA | nami candrayaza ke caraNoM meM gira par3A | candrayaza ne nami ko apanI chAtI se lgaayaa| donoM kI A~khoM meM se A~sU kI dhArA bahane lgii| sArA sainya stabdha-sA ho gyaa| sainikoM ko patA nahIM thA ki ye donoM bhAI haiM! hAlA~ki ve jAnate the ki 'sAdhvIjI AI thI aura nagara meM calI gaI thii|' candrayaza TakaTakI bA~dhe apane choTe bhAI kA ceharA dekha rahA thaa| hRdaya apUrva Ananda anubhava kara rahA thaa| nami rAjA bhI bar3e bhAI ko animeSa nayanoM se dekha rahA thA / namirAjA candrayaza ko apane nivAsa meM le gayA | candrayaza ko siMhAsana para biThAkara nami jamIna para baiTha gayA | candrayaza ne kahA : 'vatsa, maiMne pitAjI kI karuNa mRtyu merI A~khoM se dekhI hai| mujhe to tabhI se isa rAjya ke prati, saMsAra ke prati, aruci ho gaI hai! eka mAtra kartavyadRSTi se rAjya kara rahA huuN| aba yaha kartavyabhAra tU uThA | maiM aba saMsAratyAga karanA caahuuNgaa| yU~ bhI merA mahAna bhAgyodaya hai ki mujhe Aja mAtA-sAdhvI ke puNyadarzana mila ge| merA choTA bhAI mujhe mila gyaa|' __ nami kI A~kheM A~sU barasA rahI thiiN| candrayaza ke donoM caraNa pakar3akara nami bolA : 'nahIM, nahIM, Apako maiM saMsAratyAga nahIM karane duuNgaa| Aja hI to pahalI bAra Apako dekhA hai, Aja hI Apa se milA hU~| Aja to mA~ sAdhvIjI ne paricaya karavAyA hai aura Apa Aja hI saMsAratyAga karane, mujhe chor3a jAne kI bAta karate ho...| aisA mata kro|' saMvedanazIlatA ciMtanazIla banAtI hai : / candrayaza ke mu~ha para gaMbhIratA chA gii| A~khoM meM vairAgya kI jhalaka A gii| kaI varSoM se usake hRdaya meM saMsAra ke sukhoM ke prati abhAva to A hI gayA thaa| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 17 229 maNiratha ne yugabAhu kI kapaTa se hatyA jaba kara dI thI aura mAtA madanarekhA apanI zIlarakSA ke lie nagara chor3akara... putra candrayaza kA tyAga kara calI gaI thI... taba se candrayaza ke hRdaya meM halacala maca gaI thii| hatyAre cAcA maNiratha kI sarpadaMza se usI rAta mRtyu bhI candrayaza ne dekhI thI ... / buddhimAna aura 'bhAvuka - senseTiva' manuSya aisI ghaTanAoM para cintanazIla bane binA nahIM raha sktaa| jJAnadRSTivAle manuSya kA cintana vairAgyotpAdaka hotA hai| mohadRSTi vAle manuSya kA cintana rAga-dveSotpAdaka hotA hai / candrayaza ke pAsa jJAnadRSTi hogI hI, anyathA aisI ghaTanAoM se usake hRdaya meM vairAgya paidA nahIM hotA / tyAga ke mArga para calane ke lie puNyodaya bhI jarUrI : itane varSoM taka vairAgya hone para bhI tyAga nahIM kara sakA saMsAra kA ! tyAga ke lie sAnukUla saMyoga cAhie ! sAnukUla saMyoga ke lie aisA puNyakarma apekSita hotA hai| puNyakarma ke binA sAnukUla saMyoga prApta nahIM hote aura manuSya tyAgamArga para cala nahIM sakatA hai| tAtparya yaha hai ki hRdaya meM vairAgya hone para bhI manuSya pratikUla saMyogoM meM tyAga nahIM kara sakatA hai / jambUkumAra kA pUrvabhava rAjakumAra zivakumAra kA thA, jAnate ho na ? zivakumAra kA hRdaya vairAgya se bharapUra thA, saMsAratyAga kI prabala bhAvanA thI / 12 varSa taka ghora tapazcaryA kI / phira bhI saMyamajIvana - tyAgamArga nahIM pA sakA thA vaha ! mAtApitA ne rukAvaTa kI thI na ? maNiratha kI mRtyu ke pazcAt rAjyabhAra candrayaza ko uThAnA pdd'aa| dUsarA koI rAjakumAra nahIM thA ki jisako rAjA banAyA jA sake ! candrayaza ko rAjasiMhAsana para baiThanA par3A / virakta hRdaya hone para bhI saMsAra ke khela khelane par3e usako! Aja usako sAnukUla saMyoga mila gae, tyAgamArga para calane ke lie! rAjya kI jimmedArI uTha sake vaisA laghu bhrAtA mila gayA! mAtA- sAdhvI kA milana ho gyaa| usane nami rAjA se kahA : 'bhAI, merA mana saMsAra se uTha gayA hai| maiM mAtA ke padacihnoM para calanA cAhatA huuN| mAnavajIvana meM hI mokSamArga kI ArAdhanA ho sakatI hai| zAzvat avinAzI sukha pAne kA puruSArtha aba kara lenA hai| saMsAra ke kSaNika... vinAzI sukhoM ke prati koI AkarSaNa nahIM rahA hai mana meM / tU rAjya kA svIkAra kara le aura merA mArga prazasta kara de !' nami rAjA candrayaza kI bAta dhyAna se sunatA hai / usake antaHkaraNa ko For Private And Personal Use Only

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230 pravacana-17 bAteM jaMcatI haiM | usake mana meM vicAra AyA hogA ki 'AyA thA hAthI lene aura mila rahA hai pUrA rAjya! AyA thA yuddha karane, mila rahA hai prema aura sneha! kyA hone vAlA thA aura kyA ho rahA hai| jisakI svapna meM bhI kalpanA nahIM thI, aisI bAteM bana rahI haiN| mujhe kahA~ patA thA ki vAstava meM maiM puSpamAlA aura padmaratha kA putra nahIM hU~! Aja kaisA rahasya khula gayA? merI mAtA sAdhvI, mere pitA devaloka meM deva! merA bhAI sudarzanapura kA rAjA! sahodara ko maiM zatru mAna rahA thA...!' aise to kitane-kitane vicAra nami rAjA ke mana meM ubhare hoNge| nami rAjA ne sainya ko sUcita kara diyA ki 'yuddha nahIM karanA hai|' candrayaza nami ko lekara nagara meM praveza karatA hai| nagarajanoM ko mAlUma to ho hI gayA hai ki mithilApati aura sudarzanapura ke rAjA sage bhAI haiN| sabake mana meM Ananda chA gayA / yuddha kA bhaya Tala jAne se aura madanarekhA ke Agamana se logoM meM utsAha-umaMga bar3ha gayA hai| hA~, prajA ko abhI yaha mAlUma nahIM huA hai ki unakA rAjA aba thor3e hI dinoM meM saMsAra tyAga karake saMyamI sAdhu bana jAegA! donoM bhAI mA~ sAdhvIjI ke pAsa : donoM bhAiyoM ne mahala meM Akara, jahA~ sAdhvI-mAtA baiThI thI vahA~ gae aura bhAvapUrNa hRdaya se, A~khoM meM se A~sU bahAte hue donoM ne vaMdanA kii| __ madanarekhA sAdhvI ke citta meM Ananda huaa| donoM putroM ko sAtha meM dekhakara unhoMne samajha hI liyA thA ki yuddha aba nahIM hogaa| hajAroM jIvoM kA saMhAra ruka jAne se karuNApUrNa sAdhvIjI ko atyadhika Ananda huaa| sAdhvIjI ne kahA : 'vatsa, tuma donoM ne yuddha nahIM karane kA nirNaya kiyA, yaha jAnakara mujhe bahuta prasannatA huI hai| bhAI-bhAI ke bIca eka hAthI ke nimitta ghora saMgrAma hotA to kitanA bhayaMkara anartha hotA? acchA kiyA tumane, aba maiM yahA~ se calI jAU~gI?' sAdhvIjI kI bAta sunakara candrayaza ne kahA : 'he parama upakAriNI tapasvinI mAtA, Apane yahA~ padhAra kara hama donoM ko ghora pApa se bacA liyaa| pitAjI ko jaise antima ArAdhanA karavAkara durgati se bacA liyA thA vaise hama ko upadeza dekara, durgati se bacA liyA, ApakA yaha upakAra hama kabhI nahIM bhuuleNge|' nami rAjA ne kahA : 'he tapasvinI mAtA! Aja maiM dhanya bana gayA Apake For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-17 231 darzana se aura bar3e bhAI ke milane se| sacamuca bar3e bhAI devatulya haiN| unakI udAratA, unakA vairAgya, unakI jJAnadRSTi-yaha saba dekhakara merA hRdaya unake caraNoM meM jhuka gayA hai|' candrayaza ne sAdhvIjI ke sAmane apanI saMsAratyAga kI bhAvanA vyakta kara dii| apanA nirNaya sunA diyaa| sAdhvIjI kI A~kheM harSa ke A~suoM se bhara gii| 'vatsa, terA nirNaya yathocita hai| mAnavajIvana meM cAritryadharma kI ArAdhanA kara lenA hI parama kartavya hai| jIvana caMcala hai, AyuSya kSaNika hai, saMsAra ke bhogasukha durgati meM le jAnevAle haiM, isalie jarA bhI pramAda kie binA terI bhAvanA ko saphala kara le|' sAdhvIjI kI preraNA ne candrayaza kI bhAvanA ko aura bar3hAvA de diyA / candrayaza ne rAjya namirAjA ko sauMpakara cAritryadharma aMgIkAra kara liyA aura AtmasAdhanA ke mArga para cala pdd'e| sAdhvIjI ne vahA~ se anyatra vihAra kara diyaa| madanarekhA kI bhAva karuNA ne do AtmAoM kA durgati gamana roka diyaa| do AtmAoM meM sadbhAvanAe~ bhara dii| candrayaza ke jIvana kA to AmUlacUla parivartana kara diyaa| janma-janmAntara sudhAra diye / yadi sAdhvIjI yaha socatIM ki : 'mujhe kyA hai? maiM to sAdhvI bana gaI, aba mere putra kahA~ rahe? lar3ane do unako, jaise unake karma hoMge... vaisA hogaa|' to kyA hotA? jo honevAlA hotA vahI hotA, parantu sAdhvI kA hRdaya kaThora bana jAtA | karuNA nahIM rahatI aura karuNA ke binA sAdhutA rahatI yA nahIM, kyA patA? tIrthaMkaratva kI paidAiza karuNA meM hai : Apa jAnate ho kyA, sAdhutA kI janetA karuNA hai| karuNA hai to sAdhutA hai, karuNA ke abhAva meM sAdhutA nahIM rhtii| itanA hI nahIM, tIrthaMkaratva kI janetA karuNA hai| saMsAra ke ananta ananta jIvoM kI duHkhapUrNa sthiti ko dekhakara apanI jJAnadRSTi se, hRdaya meM bharapUra karuNA pragaTatI hai taba 'tIrthaMkara nAmakarma' baMdhatA hai| isa viSaya meM Age carcA kreNge| Aja to mujhe Apako yaha batAnA hai ki Apa bhAva karuNA kI mahimA smjho| jisa prakAra duHkhI, dInahIna-daridra ke prati karuNA honI cAhie vaise jo loga bhautika dRSTi se sukhI haiM, saMpanna haiM, dhana-vaibhava, Arogya, saubhAgya vagairaha jinake pAsa haiM, ve loga pApAcaraNa karate haiM, to unake prati bhI karuNA caahie| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-17 232 __sabhA meM se : Ajakala to aisA hI dekhane meM AtA hai ki dhanavAna aura yuvAna loga hI jyAdA pApa karate haiN| __ mahArAjazrI : unake prati Apa logoM ke hRdaya meM kyA hotA hai? kaise vicAra Ate haiM? dveSa ke yA karuNA ke? pApAnubaMdhI puNya ke udayavAle logoM meM aisA hI dekhane ko milegA! bhautika dRSTi se sukhI loga, dhanavAna, rUpavAna, sattAvAn loga jyAdA pApa kreNge| pApa karane ke sAdhana unake pAsa jyAdA haiM na? Ajakala logoM ko pApAnubaMdhI puNya kA udaya jyAdA dikhatA hai| Apa logoM ke pAsa jaba taka bhautika sukha ke sAdhana nahIM haiM taba taka acche ho! yadi Apako bhI pApAnubaMdhI puNya kA udaya AyA ho Apa bhI yahA~ hamAre pAsa AnA chor3a doge| maMdira meM jAnA chor3a doge| pApa karane meM khuzI hotI hai? sabhA meM se : to kyA maMdira-upAzraya meM AnevAle loga pApAnubaMdhI puNya ke udayavAle nahIM hote haiM? ve saba puNyAnubaMdhI puNya ke udayavAle hI hote haiM? mahArAjazrI : aisA koI niyama nahIM hai| yadi pApa ko pApa mAnatA hai, 'pApoM kA tyAga karanA cAhie,' vaisA hRdaya se mAnatA hai, phira bhI pApoM kA tyAga nahIM kara sakatA hai, unako hama pApAnubaMdhI puNya ke udayavAle nahIM kaheMge! pApAnubaMdhI puNya kA udayavAlA to pApoM ko hI kartavyarUpa mAnatA hai| hA~, maMdira, upAzraya meM aisI mAnyatAvAle Ate hoM to ve bhI pApAnubaMdhI puNya ke udayavAle khlaayeNge| bahurUpI hotA hai na? ghara meM alaga rUpa, maMdira meM dUsarA | dukAna meM alaga rUpa, upAzraya meM duusraa| kitane rUpa karate ho eka dina meM? pApa karane par3ate haiM aura karate ho, taba mana meM duHkha hotA hai? pApa kara lene ke bAda bhI duHkha hotA hai? pApAnubaMdhI puNya ke udayavAle ko duHkha nahIM hotA hai| usako to pApa karate samaya majA AtA hai aura kara lene ke bAda bhI majA AtA hai| ___ aise jIvoM ke prati apane hRdaya meM karuNA honI caahie| 'mohamUr3ha banakara yaha becArA pApa karatA hai, durgati meM calA jAegA, ghora duHkha pAegA... 'aisA vicAra karanA caahie| 'merA cale to maiM usako pApoM se roka dUM, pApoM se bacA lU~, cAhe mujhe kaSTa bhI uThAnA par3e to uThAU~gA, parantu usako bacA luuN|' aisA vicAra karanA caahie| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-17 233 AlocanA bhI taMdurasta ho sakatI hai : dhanavAna hai, parantu dAna nahIM detA, tandurasta hai, parantu tapa nahIM karatA... bUr3hA ho gayA hai parantu zIlavrata kA pAlana nahIM karatA hai, samaya milatA hai phira bhI maMdira nahIM jAtA hai, paropakAra ke kArya nahIM karatA hai, buddhi hai phira bhI tattvajJAna pAne kA puruSArtha nahIM karatA hai... aise manuSya ke prati dhikkAra yA tiraskAra nahIM karanA cAhie | Ajakala tiraskAra karanA sAmAnya bAta bana gaI hai| dveSapUrNa samAlocanA karanA sAdhAraNa bAta bana gaI hai| kyoMki Ajakala manuSya kA hRdaya karuNAhIna banatA jA rahA hai| bAhya dRSTi se duHkhI jIvoM ke prati karuNA nahIM hai, to Antara dRSTi se duHkhI jIvoM ke prati karuNA karane kI to bAta hI kahA~! nirdhana, rogI, dIna-hIna jIvoM ke prati dayA AtI hai? dUsare nahIM, apane snehI, apane svajana aisI sthiti meM A gae hoM, unake prati bhI dayA AtI hai? eka bhagata ko maiMne kahA : 'ApakA bhAI bahuta duHkhI sthiti meM hai, Apa usakI sahAyatA kareM to usakI sthiti sudhara jaay|' phaurana bhagata ne mujhe kaha diyA : 'mahArAja sAhaba, Apa usako acchI taraha nahIM jaante| vaha to aisA aisA hai|' bhagata ne apane bhAI kI kAphI burAI kii| maiMne kahA : 'Apane apane bhAI meM jo-jo burAI batAI, kyA Apa meM aisI koI burAI nahIM hai na? dUsarI bAta, bhAI burA hai, usakA parivAra to vaisA kharAba nahIM hai na? Apa parivAra ko to sahAyatA kara sakate haiM na?' aise hote haiM ye bhagata loga! aba kahie, Apase kyA apekSA rakhU? eka bAta samajha lo : yadi hRdaya meM maitrI, pramoda, karuNA aura mAdhyasthya bhAva dhAraNa nahIM kie to ApakI koI bhI dharmakriyA 'dharma' nahIM bnegii| aisI bhAvazUnya kriyAe~ Apako durgati se nahIM bcaayeNgii| Apa bharose meM raha jAoge ki 'itanI itanI dharmakriyAe~ karate haiM, apana naraka meM nahIM jaayeNge| parantu Apa baca nahIM skoge| isalie kahatA hU~ ki maitrI vagairaha bhAvanAoM kA abhyAsa karo, AtmAsAt kro| citta ko zuddha kro| zuddha citta hI dharma hai| zuddhacitta hI puNyAnubaMdhI puNya se puSTa banatA hai| zuddha aura puSTa citta hI mokSaprApti kA asAdhAraNa kAraNa hai| 'dharma' tattva ke viSaya meM gaMbhIratA se soceM / yahA~ jo bAteM Apa sunate haiM, una bAtoM para cintana-manana kreN| Aja, basa itanA hii| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-18 234 - maitrI aura karuNA kI pahalI zarta hai : na to kisI bhI jIva ko apanA duzmana mAnanA aura na hI kisI jIva ko tanika bhI pIr3A pahu~cAne kA irAdA rkhnaa| 1.azuddha aura malina vicAroM se gaMde bane hue dila ke AMgana meM paramAtmA kI kRpA kabhI avatarita nahIM ho sakatI! hamezA soco : 'maiM tamAma jIvoM ko kSamA detA huuN| sabhI jIva mujhe kSamA kara deN| sabhI jIvoM ke sAtha merI maitrI hai| kisI ke prati vaira nahIM hai|' * suvrata seTha ne anitya ityAdi bhAvanAoM se satata bhAvita hokara jar3a-rAga ko ukhAr3a pheMkA thA apane dila kI dharatI para se! 5 maitrI, karuNA Adi bhAvanAoM se jIvaddheSa ko jalA diyA thaa| .krUra aura nirdaya dila meM bhalA, dharma ke lie koI sthAna kabhI = ho sakatA hai kyA? * pravacana : 18 paramakRpAnidhi AcAryadeva zrI haribhadrasUrIzvarajI 'dharma'tattvakA svarUpa samajhAte hue kahate haiM : vaha anuSThAna dharma hai ki jo jinavacanAnusAra hai, yathodita hai aura maitrI, karuNA, pramoda aura mAdhyasthya bhAva se yukta hai| Apa logoM ko anuSThAna to zuddha hI mile haiM, anuSThAna karane cAhie yathodita aura sAtha-sAtha Apake hRdaya meM cAhie maitrI vagairaha bhaavnaaeN| itanA ho jAya to anuSThAna 'dharma' bana jaay| aisI dharmaArAdhanA Apako Ananda se bhara degii| dharmakriyAe~ rasapUrNa bneNgii| zAstradRSTi to cAhie hI : _ 'hama loga dharmakriyA karate haiM parantu Ananda nahIM AtA hai, majA nahIM AtA hai|' aisI zikAyata karate ho na Apa loga? zikAyata dUra ho sakatI hai| jisa prakAra anuSThAna karane kA zAstrokta vidhAna ho, usa prakAra anuSThAna karane kA lakSa banAie aura hRdaya ko maitrI Adi bhAvanAoM se bhAvita karate rahie / pratidina maitrI Adi bhAvanAoM kA abhyAsa karate rheN| isalie vicArakSetra ko For Private And Personal Use Only

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235 pravacana-18 vistRta karanA hogA | caudaha rAjyalokavyApI vicArakSetra banAnA hogA / Urdhvaloka, adholoka aura madhyaloka meM niraMtara paribhramaNa kara rahe anaMta-anaMta jIvoM kA jJAnadRSTi se, zAstradRSTi se vicAra karanA hogaa| hA~, zAstradRSTi to cAhie hii| zAstradRSTi ke binA kaisI kaisI gatiyoM meM, kisa kisa prakAra jIva janmamRtyu karatA hai, Apa nahIM jAna sakate / saMsAra kitanA duHkhapUrNa hai, yaha khayAla zAstradRSTi se hI A sakatA hai| zAstradRSTi meM Apa saMsAra kI vAstavikatA dekhoge| pApakarma bAMdhakara manuSya kaise narakagati aura tiryaMcagati meM calA jAtA hai aura una durgatiyoM meM kaise-kaise dAruNa duHkha anubhava karatA hai! Apake pAsa hRdaya meM una jIvoM ke prati apAra karuNA bahane lgegii| tIrthaMkara kise kahate haiM : vizva kI sarvottama AtmAoM ke hRdaya meM saMsAra-avalokana se hI apAra karuNA jAgrata hotI hai| 'moha, ajJAna ke ghora aMdhakAra meM becAre jIva kaisekaise kukarma karate haiM aura durgati meM cale jAte haiM, kaisI ghora vedanA anubhava karate haiM, maiM una jIvoM ko jJAna kA prakAza dUM, unako duHkhoM se bacA lU~, paramasukha aura paramazAnti kA mArga batA duuN|' 'tIrthaMkarapada' pAne kI yogyatA aisI karuNA meM hotI hai| aisI karuNAvAle jIva hI 'tIrthaMkarapada' pAte haiN| __'tIrthaMkara' kise kahate haiM, jAnate ho? tIrtha kA artha hai dharmazAsana / jo dharmazAsana kI sthApanA karate haiM ve 'tIrthaMkara' kahalAte haiN| 'tIrthaM karoti iti tiirthNkrH|' tIrthaMkara zabda kI yaha vyutpatti hai| jo tAre, vaha tIrtha! jisake sahAre bhavasAgara tairA jAya vaha tIrtha / tIryate anena iti tIrtham' bhavasAgara se yAnI duHkhasAgara se tAranevAle jo hotA hai vaha 'tIrtha' kahalAte hai, aise tIrtha kI sthApanA karanevAle tIrthaMkara kahalAte haiN| tIrthaMkara kI yaha zreSTha karuNA hai...| sarva jIvoM ko sarva duHkhoM se mukta karane kI bhAvanA! tIrthaMkara kI karuNA ke hama pAtra baneM : ___jo manuSya tIrthaMkara kI karuNA kA pAtra bana jAtA hai, usake sarva duHkha naSTa ho jAte haiN| vaha duHkhasAgara taira jAtA hai| bananA cAhie tIrthaMkara kI karuNA ke pAtra! pAtra banane ke lie hRdayapAtra zuddha karanA hogaa| zuddha hRdayapAtra meM tIrthaMkara kI divya karuNA avatarita hotI hai| hRdaya kA pAtra zuddha hotA hai maitrI, karuNA Adi bhAvanAoM se| kisI jIva ko apanA zatru nahIM mAnanA For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-18 236 aura kisI jIva ko du:khI karane kA vicAra nahIM karanA, yaha maitrI aura karuNA kI prathama zarta hai| sabhI jIvoM ko mitra mAnanA aura saba ke duHkha dUra karane kI bhAvanA karanA, yaha hai maitrI aura karuNA kI dUsarI zarta | dUsare jIvoM ke duHkha dekhakara apanA hRdaya kA~pa uThanA caahie| dUsaroM kI vedanA apanI vedanA bana jAnI caahie| taba apanI sArI vedanAe~ tIrthaMkara paramAtmA miTA deNge| unakI karuNA apane sarva duHkhoM ko naSTa kara degii| pahale hama dUsare jIvoM ke prati karuNAvaMta bane / apane duHkhoM kI cintA hama jaba taka karate raheMge, tIrthaMkara kI karuNA ke pAtra nahIM bneNge| 'paramAtma-anugraha' kA divya tattva samajha lo, ApakI sArI dInatA dUra ho jAyegI! 'upamiti bhavaprapaMcakathA' grantha meM zrI siddharSi nAmaka maharSi ne isa 'paramAtma-anugraha' ko bahuta hI mArmika DhaMga se samajhAyA hai| paramAtma-anugraha yAnI paramAtma-kRpA, paramAtma-karuNA / apanA hRdaya zuddha honA caahie| 'upamiti' grantha kI eka upanaya kathA : eka nagara ke rAjA ke mana meM AyA : 'mere nagara meM koI bhikhArI nahIM rahanA caahie|' usane maMtrI ko AjJA dI : 'nagara meM jo koI bhikhArI ho, usako rAjamahala meM bulAkara vastra, anna, bhojana Adi do aura usakA bhikhArIpanA miTA do|' maMtrI ne rAjA kI AjJA kA pAlana karanA zurU kiyaa| aneka bhikhAriyoM kA bhikhArIpanA dUra hone lgaa| bhikhAriyoM ko vyavasAya milane lgaa| kucha dinoM meM to nagara bhikhArIrahita ho gyaa| eka dina rAjA ne mahala ke jharokhe se nagara ke mArga para eka bhikhArI ko dekhaa| rAjA ne zIghra hI maMtrI ko khlaayaa| maMtrI ne rAjapuruSa ko bhejakara bhikhArI ko apane pAsa bulAyA aura usako snAna karavAkara, acche vastra phnaayaa| phira bhojanAlaya meM le jAkara usako kahA : 'terA jo bhikSApAtra hai, usameM jo jUnApurAnA aura gandA bAsI bhojana hai vaha bAhara pheMka kara pAtra sApha kara de| bhikSApAtra ko zuddha kara de, tAki maiM tujhe uttama bhojana usameM de sakU~ / ' bhikhArI ne socA : 'maiM yadi mere bhikSApAtra meM se merA bhojana pheMka dUM aura yaha AdamI mujhe bhojana nahIM de, to merA kyA ho? maiM to donoM tarapha se laTaka jAU~? isalie mujhe merA bhikSApAtra khAlI nahIM kara denA cAhie!' aisA socakara usane maMtrI se kahA : 'Apako jo denA ho, Apa isI bhikSApAtra meM do, maiM apanA purAnA bhojana pheMkU~gA nhiiN| Apako denA ho to do|' For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-18 237 ___ maMtrI ne usako samajhAyA ki tere bhikSApAtra meM kitanA gandA aura sar3A huA bhojana hai? aisA bhojana nahIM khAnA cAhie | tU isako nikAla de, pAtra ko dhokara sApha kara de, zuddha pAtra meM uttama bhojana lenA caahie| azuddha ke sAtha zuddha bhI azuddha bana jAtA hai| yadi maiM isa sar3e hue bhojana meM merA zuddha bhojana DAlU~gA to vaha bhI bigar3a jaaegaa|' maMtrI ne usako bhikSApAtra sApha karane ko samajhAyA, parantu vaha nahIM samajhA! bahAnA banAkara vahA~ se bhAga gayA! bhikhArI kA bhikhArI rhaa| hRdaya ko zuddha-svaccha karanA hogA : jJAnI puruSa kahate haiM pahale tumhArA hRdaya sApha kro| sApha hRdaya meM paramAtmA kI divyakRpA utaratI hai aura vaha divyakRpA tumhAre sAre du:kha miTA degii| karanA hai hRdaya sApha? krUratA, zatrutA, IrSyA, roSa dhikkAra-tiraskAra... yaha saba sar3A huA mAla hai! bAhara pheMka do / pheMkoge bAhara? hRdaya meM yaha saba sar3A huA mAla rakhanA hai aura usa hRdaya meM paramAtmA kI karuNA utare, aisA cAhate ho? yaha kabhI nahIM hogaa| malina, azuddha aura pApa-vicAroM se bharapUra hRdaya meM paramAtmA kI karuNA avatarita nahIM hotI hai| zuddha hRdaya ko dharma kahA hai, isakA yahI tAtparyArtha hai| zuddha hRdaya meM paramAtmakRpA utaratI hai, vahI hI dharma hai| jisa hRdaya meM paramAtmakRpA ho, usa hRdaya meM adharma nahIM raha sktaa| jisa kamare meM prakAza hotA hai, usa kamare meM aMdhakAra nahIM raha sktaa| sabhA meM se : hRdaya ko zuddha kaise kareM? vaha to kAma-krodha Adi se azuddha banA hI rahatA hai! Aja zuddha karate haiM to kala punaH azuddha ho jAtA hai| mahArAjazrI : samasyA to hai hI! parantu sulajhe hI nahIM vaisI samasyA to nahIM hai| hRdaya ko zuddha karate raho! roja azuddha hotA hai to roja zuddha kro| rojAnA zarIra gandA hotA hai to rojAnA snAna karate ho na? rojAnA vastra gande hote haiM to rojAnA vastra dhote ho na? vaise hRdaya rojAnA azuddha hotA hai to rojAnA zuddha karate raho! rAta ko sone ke pUrva hRdaya zuddha karake soyA kro| nirantara yaha kAma karate rho| eka dina hRdaya aisA zuddha ho jAegA ki phira kabhI azuddha nahIM bnegaa| eka choTA-sA prayoga : do zloka barAbara yAda kara lo, artha bhI samajha lo, phira pratidina trikAla pATha kiyA kro| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-18 238 zivamastu sarvajagataH parahitaniratA bhavantu bhUgataNAH / doSAH prayAntu nAzaM, sarvatra sukhIbhavatu lokaH / / eka zloka to yaha hai| isakA artha hai : 'sAre jagata kA kalyANa ho| sarva jIva parahita karane meM lage rho| jIvoM ke saba doSa naSTa hoN| sarvatra sabhI jIva sukhI hoN|' dUsarA zloka suna lo : 'khAmemi savva jIve, savve jIvA khamaMtu me| mitti meM savvabhUesu veraM majhaM na keNaI / / isakA artha bhI samajha lo : | 'maiM sabhI jIvoM ko kSamA detA hU~, sarva jIva mujhe kSamA kareM, sabhI jIvoM ke sAtha merI maitrI hai, kisI ke prati mujhe vaira nahIM hai|' ina do zlokoM kA subaha, madhyAhna aura zAma ko pATha kro| arthacintana kro| yadi anukUlatA ho to sAre parivAra ke sAtha pATha kro| ghara meM sabako ye zloka yAda karavA do| aisA kucha prayogAtmaka kro| rojAnA sunate hI rahoge aura kriyAtmaka kucha bhI nahIM karoge to Thosa rUpa se kucha bhI milanevAlA nhiiN| hRdayazuddhi kA yaha prayoga karate raho | jyoM-jyoM ApakA hRdaya zuddha hotA jAyegA, jIvamaitrI bar3hatI jAyegI tyoM-tyoM ApakI dharmakriyAe~ rasapUrNa banatI jAyeMgI, Apake sAre kartavya vivekapUrNa bneNge| sabhA meM se : dIna-duHkhI aura rogI ke prati to karuNA AtI hai, parantu jo hiMsA, corI Adi pApa karate haiM, unake prati karuNA nahIM AtI hai, unake prati to gussA A hI jAtA hai! napharata ho hI jAtI hai! __ mahArAjazrI : dIna, garIba, anAtha, rogI vagairaha ke duHkha pratyakSa Apako dikhate haiM isalie ApakA hRdaya dayA se-karuNA se bhara jAtA hai| jo loga hiMsA, asatya, corI Adi pApa karate haiM, unakA duHkha pratyakSa nahIM dikhatA hai! duHkha ke kAraNa pratyakSa haiM, duHkha parokSa hotA hai| yadi Apa pApa ke phala kA vicAra kareM to ApakI kalpanA meM duHkha A sakate haiM : 'yaha manuSya hiMsA karatA hai, hiMsA kA phala roga aura zoka, durbhAgya aura pratihiMsA / yaha jAnatA nahIM hai athavA mAnatA nahIM hai ki hiMsA ke kaTu phala mujhe bhogane pdd'eNge|' vaise corI karanevAle kA pratyakSa duHkha nahIM dikhAI detA hai| Apako jJAna For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-18 239 honA cAhie ki corI karane se kaisA pApakarma baMdhatA hai aura jaba vaha pApakarma udaya meM AtA hai taba kaise kaise duHkha jIva ko sahana karane par3ate haiN| yaha jJAna hogA to corI karanevAle ke prati roSa nahIM AyegA, karuNA aayegii| usako corI se mukta karane kA vicAra aayegaa| cora ke prati bhI karuNA : eka satya ghaTanA : _landana meM eka ghaTanA banI thii| eka yuvAna rAtri ke samaya corI karane nikalA | eka sTrITa meM se vaha gujaratA hai| pulisa ko zaMkA ho gaI ki 'yaha cora honA caahie|' pulisa satarka ho gii| vaha yuvAna bhI samajha gyaa| pulisa se bacane ke lie vaha eka carca meM ghusa gyaa| carca khullA thaa| carca meM usane dekhA ki dharmaguru apane kucha atithiyoM ke sAtha baiThe vArtAlApa kara rahe the| vaha bhI vahA~ eka kursI para baiTha gyaa| Tebala para cAya ke baratana par3e the| naukara ne isa yuvaka ko bhI cAya kA kapa diyA | dharmaguru kI najara isa yuvaka ke Upara nahIM thI, vaha to apanI bAtoM meM lIna the| Tebala para jo kapa par3e the, cAMdI ke the| usa yuvaka kA mana lalacAyA! corI karane to nikalA hI thA...avasara... 'cAnsa' mila gayA! jaba dharmaguru apane mitro ke sAtha vahA~ se uThakara dUsare kamare meM calA gayA, isa yuvaka ne apane koTa kI bar3I-bar3I jeboM meM kapa bhara lie aura zIghra hI carca se bAhara nikala gayA / parantu bAhara to pulisa isakA intajAra kara hI rahI thI! yuvaka pakar3A gyaa| pulisa ne usako 'kasTaDI' meM baMda kara diyA / corI kA mAla usakI jeboM se pakar3A gyaa| dUsare dina usako nyAyAdhIza ke sAmane khar3A kara diyA gyaa| pulisa ne kahA : 'yaha cora hai, carca meM se isane cAMdI ke kapa curAe haiM, ye rahe sAre kp|' yU~ kahakara pulisa ne saba kapa korTa meM prastuta kiye | kapa ke Upara usa carca kA nAma thA, jahA~ se isane corI kI thii| dharmaguru ko korTa meM bulAyA gyaa| nyAyAdhIza ne pUchA : 'kyA Apake vahA~ se kapoM kI corI huI hai? yaha yuvaka kala rAta carca meM AyA thA? Apane dekhA thA?' dharmaguru ne yuvaka ke sAmane dekhA / nyAyAdhIza ko kahA : 'yaha yuvaka cora nahIM hai, yaha to merA mehamAna hai! rAta ko yaha mere carca meM AyA thA, maiMne ye sAre kapa usako bheMTa diye the! usako cora samajha kara pakar3a liyA gayA, isase mujhe bahuta duHkha huA hai| maiM vinatI karatA hU~ ki isako mukta kara diyA jaay| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-18 240 pulisa zaramA gii| yuvaka ko bar3A Azcarya huaa| nyAyAdhIza ne usako mukta karane kA Adeza de diyA aura ve sAre kapa bhI usako lauTAne kA Adeza jArI kara diyaa| pulisa ne dharmaguru se kSamA maaNgii| dharmaguru usa yuvaka ko lekara korTa se bAhara nikale, bAhara Ate hI yuvaka dharmaguru ke caraNoM meM gira pdd'aa| phUTa-phUTakara rone lgaa| dharmaguru ne usako apanI chAtI se lagAyA aura AzvAsana dene lge| yuvaka ne kahA : 'maiM jIvana meM aba kabhI bhI corI nahIM kruuNgaa| Apane mujhe bacA liyA / mujha para bahuta bar3I dayA kii|' ___ dharmaguru ne kahA : 'terA ceharA dekhane se mujhe lagA ki itanA acchA yuvaka corI kA dhaMdhA nahIM kara sktaa| koI vikaTa paristhiti ne isako majabUra kiyA lagatA hai corI karane ko| isalie maiMne nyAyAdhIza ko aisA khaa| aba mujhe tU batA ki tujhe corI kyoM karanI par3I?' __ yuvaka ne kahA : 'maiM abhI duHkhI hAlAta meM jI rahA huuN| mere pAsa paise nahIM haiM | merI eka bahana hai, usakI zAdI karanI hai| mAtA-pitA kA svargavAsa ho gayA hai| bahana ke prati mujhe pyAra hai| zAdI ke lie paisA cAhie...maiMne mere snehI, mitroM se sahAyatA mA~gI, parantu kisI ne mujhe sahAyatA nahIM kI, isalie corI karane nikala par3A aura pakar3A gyaa|' yuvaka ne sahI bAta batA dI dharmaguru ko| dharmaguru usako carca meM le gaye aura usakI bahana kI zAdI ke lie pUrI Arthika vyavasthA kara dii| yuvaka ke hRdaya meM dharmaguru ke prati apAra zraddhA sthApita ho gii| corI nahIM karane kA dRr3ha saMkalpa kara liyaa| usakA jIvana sudhara gyaa| usakA jIvana sudhArane ke lie to dharmaguru ne asatya bolA! dUsaroM kA jIvana bacAne ke lie, sudhArane ke lie kabhI asatya kA Azraya lenA par3e, vaha pApa nahIM hai| satya : asatya-sApekSa dharma : __mAna lo ki eka parivAra hai| parivAra ke strI-puruSa-pati-patnI apane do choTe-choTe baccoM ko ghara meM chor3akara bAhara gaye haiN| jaba ve vApasa Ate haiM, ghara meM Aga laga gaI hai| donoM bacce to khela rahe haiM / unako Aga kA bhaya nahIM laga rahA hai| mAtA-pitA unako ghara se bAhara A jAne ko kaha rahe haiN| parantu ve to khelane meM tallIna haiN| Aga bar3ha rahI hai mA~-bApa bhItara jAne kI himmata nahIM kara rahe haiM... 'baccoM ko kaise bAhara nikAle jAya?' mA~ ro rahI hai... vahA~ bApa ko eka upAya sUjhatA hai, usane kahA : 'suno beTe, tumhAre lie maiM sAikila le AyA hU~, jo pahale bAhara AyegA usako sAikila milegii|' sunate hI For Private And Personal Use Only

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241 pravacana-18 donoM bacceM daur3ate bAhara A gaye! ghara jala gayA, bacce baca gaye! pitA ko asatya bolanA par3A! baccoM ke prANa bacAne ke lie pitA asatya bolaa| sAikila lAyA nahIM thA, phira bhI kahA ki 'tumhAre lie sAikila lAyA huuN|' to kyA asatya bolane kA pApa lagA? nahIM, vahA~ asatya pApa nahIM thaa| dharma thA! satya-asatya sAkSepa dharma hai| ekAntataH satya dharma nahIM hai, ekAntataH asatya pApa nahIM hai| __vahA~ usa dharmaguru kI dRSTi thI usa yuvaka ko corI ke pApa se bacAne kii| karuNAdRSTi thii| yuvaka ko corI ke pApa se bacA liyA / dharmaguru jAnate the ki 'corI karanA pApa hai, corI se isa yuvaka kA patana hogA... du:khI ho jaaegaa...|' corI ke pariNAma svarUpa AnevAle duHkha kA unako jJAna thA, isalie yuvaka para gussA nahIM AyA, karuNA AI! ___ sabhA meM se : hamAre to do rUpaye ke slIpara bhI koI le jAya aura pakar3A jAya to burI taraha pITate haiM usako! mahArAjazrI : jIva se bhI jar3a jyAdA pyArA hai Apako! jar3a padArthoM ke lie jIvAtmA ko kaSTa dete Apa hicakicAte nahIM! jaba taka caitanya ke prati prIti, sneha jAgrata nahIM hotA hai, AtmA meM dharma kA sparza bhI nahIM hotA hai| do rUpaye kI slIpara ke lie manuSya ko mAranevAlA, eka rUpaye ke jhADU ke lie bakarI ko DaMDA mAranevAlA kyA dharma kI ArAdhanA kara sakatA hai? dharma karane kI yogyatA rakhatA hai, kyA? Apako socanA cAhie ki 'isane slIpara kI corI kyoM kI? vaha kitanA garIba hogA? usako corI karane ke lie kisane prerita kiyA? vaha isa dUSaNa se kaise mukta ho sakatA hai?' socA hai kabhI? karuNA ho to soco na! karuNA hI nahIM hai aura cale ho dharma karane? kahalAte ho bar3e dharmAtmA! krUra hRdaya meM dharma ho hI nahIM sakatA hai| aMba krUratA ko miTA do aura karuNA ko jAgrata kro| hRdaya meM se krUratA kI miTTI khoda-khodakara bAhara pheMka do, karuNA svayaMbhU prakaTa hogii| __ aisA mata socanA ki sAdhupuruSa hI aisI karuNA kara sakate haiM! gRhastha bhI aisI karuNA kara sakatA hai| gRhasthadharma karuNA se hI zobhAyamAna hotA hai| aise aneka sadgRhastha ho gaye bhUtakAla meM, jinakA hRdaya karuNA se bharapUra thaa| duHkhI jIvoM ke prati atyaMta karuNA dhAraNa karate the| vartamAna meM bhI aise sadagRhastha haiM, jo dayA ke sAgara haiN| For Private And Personal Use Only

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242 pravacana-18 aparAdhI ke prati bhI karuNA : dharmagranthoM meM zreSThi suvrata kA udAharaNa AtA hai| karor3apati thA vaha / gyAraha karor3a sonAmuharoM kA mAlika thaa| gyAraha patniyoM kA pati thA aura ekAdazI-tithi kA ArAdhaka thaa| suvrata ke sAtha '11' kA aMka jur3a gayA thaa| eka bAra ekAdazI ke dina, jaba suvrata 'pauSadhavrata' dhAraNa kara apanI havelI ke eka ekAnta kamare meM dharmadhyAna meM lIna thA, rAtri ke samaya coroM ne usakI havelI meM praveza kiyA | suvrata kI sArI saMpatti havelI meM hI thI! usa jamAne meM baiMkeM kahA~ thI? 'sepha DipojiTa vAlTa' kahA~ the? zrImaMta loga apanI havelI meM hI saMpatti rakhate the| koI jamIna meM gAr3a detA to koI tijorI meM bhara detA! koI bhitti meM chipAtA to koI makAna kI chata meM chipAtA! havelI meM saba so gaye the, suvrata zreSThi dhyAna lagAkara khar3e the| coroM ne dhanamAla ikaTThA kiyA, gaThariyA~ bhI baaNdhii| suvrata ne jaba dhyAna pUrA kiyA, usako mAlUma par3a gyaa| parantu coroM ko rokane koI prayatna nahIM kiyaa| 'pauSadhavrata' meM the, saMsAra kI koI bhI pravRtti nahIM karane kI pratijJA thI! vaise, unakA hRdaya itanA anAsakta thA ki 'merI saMpatti, karor3o kA dhana cora le jAe~ge...to merA kyA hogA?' aisA vicAra bhI nahIM aayaa| usane to socA ki 'jo vAstava meM merA hai, usako koI le jA nahIM sakatA hai aura jo merA nahIM hai, usako koI le jAtA hai to mujhe kyA? merA hai samyakajJAna, samyakadarzana aura smykcritr| mere haiM akSaya guNa! usakI corI koI nahIM kara sktaa| yaha bhautika saMpatti merI hai hI nhiiN| maiM kyoM cintA karU~ usakI?' kyA thA suvrata seTha meM? ___ gyAraha karor3a sonAmuharoM kA mAlika kyA cintana karatA hai? kucha samajha meM AtA hai? dhana-daulata ke prati usakI kaisI dRSTi hai? hai koI mamatva? hai koI parigraha kI vAsanA? dhana ke parvata para baiThA hai phira bhI usa parvata para koI rAga nahIM! yadi saMpatti para rAga hotA, mamatva hotA to kyA karatA? pauSadhavrata ko bhaMga kara detA! cillAtA... rakSakoM ko bulAtA, dhamAla kara detA vahA~? coroM ko kaisI sajA karavAtA? suvrata ko coroM ke prati koI roSa nahIM AyA, dveSa nahIM aayaa| jar3a para rAga hotA to jIva ke Upara dveSa avazya AtA! jIva ke prati rAga thA, jar3a ke prati vairAgya thA, phira dveSa kahA~ se AtA? jar3a-rAga aura jIvadveSa hI to sarva anarthoM kA mUla hai| anityAdi bhAvanAoM ke satata For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-18 243 abhyAsa se jar3a-rAga miTAyA thA aura maitrI, karuNA Adi bhAvanAoM se jIvadveSa dUra kiyA thA usa mahAna zrAvaka ne | dhanavAna hone para bhI dhanapremI nahIM thA / zrImaMta hone para bhI lakSmIdAsa nahIM thaa| suvrata zreSThi to paramAtmA ke dhyAna meM lIna ho gaye! coroM ko to majA A gayA hogA na? dhanamAla kI gaThariyA~ sira para uThAkara ve jAne lage, parantu jAe~ kaise? havelI ke dvAra para hI cAroM cora cipaka gaye! paira jamIna ke sAtha aise cipaka gaye ki ukhar3e hI nahIM! bahuta prayatna karane para bhI becAre cipake hI rahe! aba ve ghbraaye| jJAnI puruSoM ne kahA hai : 'dharmo rakSati rakSitaH' Apa apane hRdaya meM dharma ko surakSita rakho, dharma ApakI surakSA karegA hii| jIvarAga aura jar3avairAgya jaisA mahAna dharma thA suvrata ke hRdaya meM! zuddha hRdaya hI zreSTha dharma thA usake pAsa! usakI saMpatti cora kaise le jA sakate the? daivI tattva jAgrata ho ge...| coroM ko cipakA die jamIna se! ___ hA~, eka bAta batA dU~ yahA~ / suvrata ne koI deva-devI se prArthanA nahIM kI thI ki 'he kSetra devatA, merI saMpatti bacA lenA!' athavA paramAtmA se bhI prArthanA nahIM kI thI ki 'he bhagavAna, merI dhanadaulata bacA lenaa|' gRhasthajIvana meM bhI anAsakta yogI thA suvrata zreSThi / usake hRdaya meM dhanasaMpatti kA rAga hI nahIM thA, phira dhanasaMpatti ko bacAne kI prArthanA kyoM kare? anAsakta hRdaya hI mahAna dharma hai| anAsakti hI paramAnanda hai aura parama sukha hai| jIvamAtra ke prati maitrI aura karuNA jisa hRdaya meM bharI ho, vaha hRdaya kitanA vizuddha, kitanA nirmala, kitanA pavitra aura prazAnta hogA! prAtaHkAla zreSThi ne apanA 'pauSadhavrata' pUrNa kiyA aura apane kamare se bAhara Aye, unhoMne coroM ko bure hAla meM dekhA! cora bahuta ghabarAye hue the| zreSThi ne pUchA coroM se : 'tuma yahA~ kyoM khar3e ho? cale kyoM nahIM gae abhI taka? kotavAla AegA to pakar3a legaa| tuma cale jaao...jldii...|' coroM ne kahA : 'seTha sAba, hama kaise cale jAyaM? hama to jamIna se cipaka gaye haiN| Apane kucha kiyA hai| kRpA karake 'hamako mukta kro| hama ApakA sArA mAla yahA~ chor3akara jaayeNge| kabhI corI nahIM kreNge| hamako jAne do|' suvrata ne coroM ko sparza kiyA ki cora calane laga gaye! parantu jAyeM kahA~? udhara kotavAla hAjara hI thA! kotavAla cAroM coroM ko pakar3akara le gayA...rAjA ke sAmane! suvrata kA sArA kA sArA dhanamAla baca gayA na? phira bhI suvrata becaina thA! mAla baca jAya to rAjI hone kA yA nArAja? dhanamAla bacane kA Ananda nahIM For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-18 244 ho rahA hai, cora pakar3e gae aura unako sajA hogI...isa bAta kA duHkha ho rahA hai suvrata ko! 'rAjA coroM ko sUlI para car3hA degaa| becAre cAra AdamI mere dhana ke nimitta mara jAyeMge...!' aisA soca rahe haiM suvrata shresstthi| Apa kyA soceMge aise vakta meM! : __aisI ghaTanA Apake vahA~ bane to Apa kyA karo? tulanAtmaka dRSTi se soco jarA! dhanasaMpatti kI lolupatA kyA karavAye? cora pakar3e jAyeM to rAjI yA nArAja? are, nahIM pakar3e jAyeM to pakar3avAne ke lie AkAza-pAtAla eka kara do! kyoM sahI bAta hai na? sabhA meM se : coroM ko to sajA honI cAhie na? __ mahArAjazrI : yaha socane se pahale yaha soco ki insAna ko corI kyoM karanI par3atI hai| corI ke pApa se manuSya ko bacAyA jA sakatA hai yA nahIM? sajA karane se, mArane se yadi vaha corI kA pApa chor3a detA ho to ThIka hai, sajA karo! corI kA pApa karanevAlA pahale to karuNApAtra hai, bAda meM sajApAtra! sajA karane meM bhI hRdaya to karuNAvAlA hI caahie| "kaisA pApa karatA hai yaha jIva...| kitanA duHkhI ho rahA hai...?' usake prati sahAnubhUti cAhie | suvrata zreSThi to yaha cAhate haiM ki 'coroM ko sajA nahIM honI cAhie, maiM unako bacA lU~, unako maiM samajhAU~gA, ve corI nahIM kareMge bhaviSya meM / ' upavAsa kA pAraNA nahIM kiyA aura pahu~ce rAjamahala meM rAjA ke pAsa / rAjA ko suvrata zreSThi ke prati Adara thaa| rAjA ne zreSThi kA svAgata kiyA aura prAtaHkAla meM Ane kA prayojana puuchaa| seTha ne coroM ke lie abhayadAna maaNgaa| itane meM kotavAla bhI cAroM coroM ko lekara rAjA ke pAsa upasthita huaa| suvrata jaise dharmAtmA kI havelI meM corI karanevAle coroM ke prati rAjA ko bar3A gussA A gyaa| parantu suvrata ne rAjA ko zAnta karate hue kahA : 'mahArAjA, doSa ina corI karanevAloM kA nahIM hai, merA hai| maiMne... mere jaise zrImaMta ne duHkhI manuSyoM kI cintA nahIM kI, unake duHkha dUra karane kA kAma nahIM kiyA, isalie inako corI kA pApa karanA par3a rahA hai| Apa inako mukta kara deM, maiM Apako vizvAsa dilAtA hU~ ki ye loga aba corI nahIM kreNge| unako jo cAhie maiM duuNgaa|' duHkhI ko hI nahIM, duHkha ko bhI jAno : duHkhI ko sajA karane ke bajAya duHkhI kA duHkha dUra karane ke lie soco| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-18 245 corI karanevAlA pApI hai, duSTa hai, adhama hai, aisA socane se pahale 'corI karanevAlA duHkhI hai!' yaha vicAra kro| 'duSTa hai', aisA socane para dveSa ubhregaa| 'duHkhI hai' aisA vicAra socane para karuNA ubhregii| suvrata coroM ko 'duHkhI' dekhate haiN| isa bhava meM duHkhI aura parabhava ke bhI duHkhI / isalie unake hRdaya meM karuNA ubhrii| suvrata kI bhAva karuNA kA prabhAva coroM para kitanA gaharA par3A? cora suvrata ke caraNoM meM gira pdd'e| A~khoM meM se A~sU bahAte...gadgad svara se bolane lage : 'he mahAtmA puruSa, hama kabhI bhI corI nahIM kreNge| Apane hamako abhayadAna diyA hai| ApakA upakAra kabhI nahIM bhuuleNge| Apane hamAre bhayaMkara aparAdha ko kSamA kara diyaa| Apa devatA puruSa ho|' rAjA bhI suvrata kI atyanta karuNA se kAphI prabhAvita huaa| suvrata kA dharmateja hajAroM sUrya se bhI jyAdA camakane lgaa| jisa-jisa ne yaha ghaTanA sunI hogI nagara meM, una sabake mana suvrata ke prati kitane snehayukta aura zraddhAyukta bane hoMge? karuNAvaMta puruSa dUsaroM ke hRdaya meM dharma kI saccI sthApanA kara dete haiN| dharma kI zreSTha prabhAvanA karuNAvaMta loga hI karate haiN| jisake pAsa dharma ho, vaha dUsaroM ko dharma de sakatA hai na? karuNAyukta hRdaya hI to dharma hai| jisa hRdaya meM maitrI, pramoda aura karuNA nahIM, vahA~ dharma hai hI nahIM, phira dharmaprabhAvanA karegA kaise? dUsaroM ko dharma degA kaise? suvrata kA ekAdazI-ArAdhanA kA anuSThAna vAstava meM 'dharma' thA, kyoMki vaha anuSThAna jinavacanAnusAra thA, yathodita thA aura maitrI-karuNA Adi zuddha bhAvanAoM vAlA thaa| aisA anuSThAna hI 'dharma' kahalAtA hai| dharma kI bhASA barAbara samajha lo| vistAra se isalie samajhA rahA hU~ ki Ajakala 'dharma' kI manamAnI bahuta paribhASAe~ hone lagI haiN| apanA svArtha sAdhane ke lie aneka dhUrta dharma kI bAteM kara rahe haiN| hAlA~ki aisI dhUrtatA Ajakala kI nahIM hai, hajAroM varSa se calI A rahI hai| isalie kAphI satarka rahanA par3atA hai| kisI se bhI dharma kI bAta suno, usa para socanA ki 'yaha dharmAnuSThAna jinavacana se viparIta to nahIM hai na? yathodita hai na? maitrI-pramoda Adi bhAvanAoM se yukta hai na? maitrIbhAvanA aura karuNAbhAvanA kA vivecana yahA~ pUrA karatA huuN| aba hama 'pramodabhAvanA' ke viSaya meM cintana kareMge aura tatpazcAt 'mAdhyasthya bhAvanA' kI anuprekSA kreNge| Aja, basa itanA hii| For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra pravacana- 19 VO www.kobatirth.org AdamI ko apanI khuda ko prazaMsA sunanA jyAdA acchA lagatA hai| svakendrita evaM apane Apako auroM se acchA mAnane- manavAnevAlA vyakti hamezA yahI cAhatA hai : 'mero prazaMsA ho| loga sabase jyAdA mero tArIpha kreN|' Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir * dimAga ko jarA khulA rakhakara thor3A soco to sahI : IrSyA kitanA bhayaMkara doSa hai? IrSyA kA Avega vyakti ko na to guruvacana ko ijjata karane detA hai aura na hI vinaya - viveka ko phulavArI ko khilA-khilA kara rakha sakatA hai| * pramodabhAvanA ke pAnI se IrSyA ko Aga bujha jAtI hai| rojAnA, pratidina pramodabhAvanA kA abhyAsa karo, sukho aura guNI jIvoM ko kabhI bhI IrSyA mata kro| unako burAI mata kro| 'IrSyA slo-poijhana' banakara tana-mana ko khatma kara detI hai| pravacana : 19 246 10 parama karuNAvaMta mahAna zrutadhara AcAryazrI haribhadrasUrIzvarajI ne 'dharmabindu' grantha meM 'dharma' kI vAstavika paribhASA kI hai| hama isa paribhASA ko lekara dharmatattva kA cintana kara rahe haiM / For Private And Personal Use Only pratyeka dharmAnuSThAne maitrI, karuNA, pramoda aura mAdhyasthya bhAvoM se paripUrNa hRdaya se honA caahie| isakA tAtparya yaha hai ki dharma kA parizuddha hRdaya ke sAtha ghaniSTa sambandha hai| hRdaya parizuddha nahIM hai aura manuSya kitanI bhI dharmakriyAe~ kare, ve kriyAe~ 'dharma' nahIM haiM / isalie hRdaya ko parizuddha karanA atyanta Avazyaka hai / tattvajJAnI bana jAie : hRdaya aneka prakAra ke doSoM se malina hai / jIvoM ke prati dveSa, dhikkAra, matsara-IrSyA aura ghRNA ... bar3e doSa haiN| gaMbhIra doSa haiN| jIvasvarUpa ke ajJAna meM se aura karmasiddhAnta ke ajJAna se ye sAre doSa paidA hote haiN| jIvoM kA svarUpa jAnate ho? Apa svayaM jIva haiM na? Apa apanA svarUpa jAnate ho?

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pravacana-19 247 ApakA svAbhAvika svarUpa kyA hai aura karmoM ke prabhAva se prabhAvita vaibhAvika svarUpa kyA hai, jAnate ho? pratyeka saMsArI jIvAtmA ke do svarUpa hote haiM : svAbhAvika aura vaibhAvika | sAre ke sAre doSa vaibhAvika svarUpa kA utpAdana haiM | sAre ke sAre guNa svAbhAvika dazA kA 'proDakzana' haiM! yadi yaha tattvajJAna pA lo to jIvoM ke prati Apake hRdaya meM dveSa, dhikkAra, IrSyA aura ghRNA jaise duSTa bhAva paidA nahIM ho skte| yaha tattvajJAna jina mahApuruSoM ne AtmasAt kiyA hotA hai unake hRdaya meM jIvoM ke prati maitrI, karuNA, pramoda aura mAdhyasthya bhAva bane rahate haiN| moha aura ajJAna se grasta jIva bhale hI dveSa kareM, IrSyA kareM, dhikkAra aura ghRNA kareM, unake prati bhI tattvajJAnI dveSa nahIM kareMge, IrSyA nahIM kreNge| unako dhikkAreMge nahIM, unakA tiraskAra nahIM kareMge| tattvajJAnI to bananA par3egA! tattvajJAna AtmasAt karanA pdd'egaa| __ maitrI kI bhAvanA se zatrutA kA doSa dUra hotA hai, karuNAbhAvanA se dhikkAra kA doSa naSTa hotA hai, IrSyA kA durguNa pramodabhAvanA se dUra kiyA jAtA hai aura ghRNA kI vAsanA mAdhyasthya bhAvanA se naSTa hotI hai| IrSyAlu mata banie : ___ jIvoM ke prati IrSyA kA doSa bahuta khataranAka hai| IrSyA ko 'matsara' bhI kahate haiN| IrSyA se manuSya apanI cittazAnti, cittaprasannatA kho detA hai| IrSyA roSa utpanna karatI hai| dUsare jIvoM kA sukha dekhakara, dUsaroM kI unnati dekhakara apane hRdaya meM AnaMda nahIM hotA hai, khuzI paidA nahIM hotI hai, prema jAgrata nahIM hotA hai to samajhanA ki apanA hRdaya IrSyA se bharA huA hai| IrSyAgrasita mana azAnta aura becaina hI bana rahatA hai| aise mana kA duSprabhAva tana para par3atA hai aura tana rogagrasta bana jAtA hai| IrSyAlu manuSya kA zarIra Apa dekhanA, vaha nirogI nahIM hogaa| hRdaya meM IrSyA bharI par3I ho aura vaha kitanI bhI dharmakriyAe~ kareM, ve dharmakriyAe~ mAtra jar3a kriyAe~ banI raheMgI, ve 'dharma' nahIM bana sktii| IrSyA se to manuSya kA patana hI hotA hai! phira vaha gRhastha ho yA sAdhu ho! bAlaka ho yA bUr3hA ho! strI ho yA puruSa ho! usakA patana hI hogaa| eka prasiddha kahAnI : zAstroM meM eka udAharaNa AtA hai, aitihAsika udAharaNa hai| eka AcArya the, saMbhUtivijaya unakA nAma thaa| unake aneka ziSya the| koI bar3e tapasvI the, For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-19 248 koI bar3e tyAgI aura kaThora sAdhanA karanevAle the| eka dina magadha kI rAjadhAnI pATalIputra meM eka yuvaka ne saMbhUtivijaya ke caraNoM meM jIvana samarpita kiyaa| vaha yuvaka thA pATalIputra kA mahAmaMtrI zakaDAla kA putra sthUlabhadra! sthUlabhadrajI kI prazaMsA svayaM gurudeva karate haiM : Apa loga sthUlabhadrajI ke jIvanacaritra se paricita ho na? Apa jAnate ho ki sthUlabhadrajI ne cAritryadharma svIkAra kara, gurudeva kI AjJA pAkara, prathama cAturmAsa apanI pUrva-priyatamA 'kozA' nAma kI nRtyAMganA ke vahA~ kiyA thaa| kyoMki ve nRtyAMganA ko bhI dharma kA mArga batAnA cAhate the! aura batAyA bhI! kozA ko 'zrAvikA' banA diyaa| bAraha vrata diye usako aura jaba ve apane gurudeva ke pAsa pahu~ce, gurudeva ne unakA madhura zabdoM se svAgata kiyaa| 'tumane duSkara... duSkara... duSkara kArya kiyA / svayaM nirvikAra rahe aura kozA ko dharma pradAna kiyA! dhanya ho tuma sthUlabhadra!' siMhaguphAvAsI jala uThe IrSyA se : jisa samaya gurudeva ne sthUlabhadrajI kI prazaMsA kI, usa samaya vahA~ dUsare ziSya upasthita the| ve bhI alaga-alaga sthAnoM meM varSAkAla vyatIta karake Aye the| acchI sAdhanA karake Aye the| gurudeva ne una sabakA bhI acche zabdoM meM abhivAdana kiyA thA, parantu sthUlabhadrajI kA kucha jyAdA abhivAdana kiyA! dUsaroM se yaha kaise sahana ho? eka muni cAra mahIne siMha kI guphA ke dvAra para vyatIta karake Aye the! unameM IrSyA ubhara aaii| sthUlabhadra kI prazaMsA sunakara unakA hRdaya jalane lgaa| ve socane lage : 'gurudeva ne sthUlabhadra kI bharasaka prazaMsA isalie kI kyoMki ve mahAmaMtrI ke putra the| kyA bar3I sAdhanA kI usane? nRtyAMganA ke vahA~ pratidina acchA-acchA bhojana kiyA, nRtyAMganA ke nRtya dekhe / majA kiyA hai isane cAra mahInA | kauna-sI duSkara sAdhanA kI hai? phira bhI gurudeva ne usakI bharasaka prazaMsA kI aura maiMne kitanI kaThora sAdhanA kI? phira bhI utanI prazaMsA merI nahIM kii| isameM kyA hai? maiM bhI AgAmI varSAvAsa vyatIta karane kozA ke vahA~ jAU~gA... phira dekhatA hU~ ki gurudeva merI prazaMsA karate haiM yA nahIM!' siMhaguphAvAsI muni siMha kI guphA ke dvAra para cAra mahIne raha sakate the... cAra-cAra mahIne ke upavAsa bhI kara sakate the... parantu dUsare muni kI prazaMsA prema se suna nahIM sakate the! pramodabhAvanA se unakA hRdaya vizuddha nahIM thaa| IrSyA For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-19 249 se malina thA unakA hRdaya! jaina zAsana meM aisI sAdhanA kA koI mUlya nahIM hai| aisI tapazcaryA ko mukti kA kAraNa nahIM mAnA hai| dUsaroM ke guNoM ke anurAgI bane binA, dUsaroM ke sukha dekhakara pramoda kiye binA ghora tapazcaryA bhI niSphala jAtI hai | ghora tapasviyoM kA bhI patana hotA hai| siMhaguphAvAsI muni kA hRdaya sthUlabhadrajI ke prati IrSyA se jalane lgaa| IrSyA kI Aga meM unakA sukRta bhI jala gayA! unakI zAnti bhI jala gii| unake mana meM to eka hI bAta thI-maiM AgAmI varSAkAla usa nRtyAMganA ke AvAsa meM vyatIta kruuNgaa...| phira gurudeva merI bhI vaisI prazaMsA karate haiM yA nahIM, dekheNgaa| nRtyAMganA ke AvAsa meM varSAkAla vyatIta karanA kauna-sI bar3I sAdhanA hai? maiM bhI sthUlabhadra se koI kama nahIM huuN|' __ prazaMsA, apanI prazaMsA sunanA, eka bar3A sukha hai| apanI prazaMsA dUsaroM kI prazaMsA jyAdA ho, IrSyAlu manuSya ko jarA bhI pasanda nahIM aataa| vaha to yaha cAhatA hai ki 'merI hI prazaMsA ho! sabase jyAdA merI prazaMsA ho!' usako dUsaroM kI nindA sunane meM majA AtA hai! usako dUsare ke duHkha jAna kara majA AtA hai! IrSyAlu manuSya sunegA ki 'phalAM vyakti khUba duHkhI ho rahA hai', to vaha khuza hogaa| dUsaroM ke sukha se usako hamezA jyAdA sukha cAhie! apane Apako bar3A mAnanA khataranAka ho sakatA hai : siMhaguphAvAsI muni ko prazaMsA kA sukha kama par3a gyaa| sthUlabhadra se bhI unako jyAdA prazaMsA cAhie thI! aura jaba varSAkAla nikaTa AyA, unhoMne jAkara gurudeva se kahA : 'maiM yaha varSAkAla kozA nRtyAMganA ke vahA~ vyatIta karanA cAhatA huuN|' gurudeva ne bahuta komala zabdoM meM kahA : 'vatsa! kozA ke vahA~ varSAkAla vyatIta karanA aura nirvikAra rahanA, eka sthUlabhadra ke lie hI saMbhava hai, tere lie nahIM aura mere lie bhI nahIM!' ___ parantu siMhaguphAvAsI muni gurudeva kI bAteM kaise mAna leM? unako to jAnA hI thA kozA ke vahA~ / unhoMne gurudeva kI bAta nahIM maanii| gurudeva ne unako kAphI samajhAyA, parantu ve nahIM mAne aura kozA ke nivAsa pahu~ca hI ge| IrSyA se jIva patita banatA hai : IrSyA ne gurvAjJA kA anAdara karavAyA / gurudeva kI saccI bAta nahIM mAnane dii| 'soco, dimAga se soco| IrSyA kitanA bhayaMkara doSa hai| IrSyA thI For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 19 250 sthUlabhadra ke prati, anAdara karavAyA guruvacana kA ! siMha kI guphA ke dvAra para khar3A rahanA sarala hai, vezyA ke ghara meM nirvikAra rahanA sarala nahIM hai|' yaha bAta siMhaguphAvAsI muni nahIM mAna sake / 'yadi sthUlabhadra nirvikAra raha sakate haiM to maiM kyoM na raha sakU~? maiM sthUlabhadra se kama hU~ kyA?' IrSyAbharapUra AdamI apanI Atmasthiti kA vAstavika darzana nahIM kara sakatA hai| apanI bhUmikA nahIM samajha sakatA hai / apanI zakti - sAmarthya kA sahI mUlyAMkana nahIM kara sakatA hai| IrSyAgrasita manuSya hamezA apane Apako bar3A U~cA mAnatA hai| dUsaroM se apane ko mahAna mAnatA hai / koI jJAnIpuruSa usako samajhAyeM to bhI vaha nahIM samajha sktaa| gurudeva ne to apanI AcAra - maryAdA ke anusAra kaha diyA : 'jahA sukhaM devANuppiyA ! 'jaise tujhe sukha ho vaise kara sakatA hai!' sAdhu-jIvana kI yaha maryAdA hai| koI avinIta, uddhata ziSya guru kI bAta nahIM mAne to guru 'jahA sukhaM...' kaha deN| isase guru kA mana khinna nahIM hotA hai aura vyAkula nahIM banatA hai / guru to jAnate haiM jIvoM kI vaibhAvika avasthA ko! karmoM ke duSprabhAva se grasita manuSya kaisA galata AcaraNa karatA hai, vaha gurudeva bhalIbhAMti jAnate haiM / kozA ke dvAra para : siMhaguphAvAsI muni pahu~ca gae kozA nRtyAMganA ke nivAsasthAna para / muni ne dvAra para pahu~cate hI 'dharmalAbha !' zabda kA uccAraNa kiyaa| ghara meM se kozA 'dharmalAbha' zabda sunate hI apane vastra ThIka kara, bAhara aaii| usane saMpUrNa sAdagI apanAI thii| aba vaha zrAvikA banI huI thI / munijIvana ke prati usake mana meM AdarabhAva thaa| usane mastaka namAkara vandanA kI aura pUchA : 'kahie munivara, mere yahA~ padhArane kI kRpA kisalie kI ?' muni to kozA kA rUpa aura kozA ke zabda se hI vicalita ho gae ! unhoMne kabhI kozA kA rUpa dekhA nahIM thA / magadha kI prasiddha nRtyAMganA kA rUpa asAdhAraNa thaa| usake zabda bhI vaise mAdhuryapracura the / rUpa aura zabda ne usa muni ke sattva ko pala do pala meM parAjita kara diyaa| ve to TakaTakI lagAkara kozA kI ora dekhate hI raha ge| catura kozA muni ke badalate bhAvoM ko bhA~pa gaI ! muni ne apanI himmata juTAkara kahA : 'mujhe tere vahA~ varSAvAsa vyatIta karanA hai! kozA ne samajha liyA ki 'ye mahArAja sthUlabhadrajI kA anukaraNa karane Ae haiM!' For Private And Personal Use Only

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251 pravacana-19 kozA bhI samajhadAra zrAvikA bana gaI thI : kozA ke hRdaya meM muni ke prati gussA nahIM AyA, karuNA aaii| 'yaha muni pathabhraSTa bana jAyeMge, para maiM unako pathabhraSTa nahIM hone duuNgii| kyoMki maiM aba zrAvikA huuN| zramaNopAsikA huuN| merA kartavya hai ki kabhI pApakarmoM ke udaya se manuSya pathabhraSTa bana jAtA ho to usako pathabhraSTa nahIM hone denA / parantu isa samaya isa muni ko upadeza dene se acchA pariNAma nahIM AegA... inako saccA bhAna karAne ke lie dUsarA upAya karanA hogaa|' kozA ne turanta hI munirAja se kahA : ___ 'mahArAja! Apa jAnate ho na ki hama loga to vezyA haiN| vezyA ko to paise se saMbaMdha hotA hai| Apa paise lAe ho?' ___ aba muni vicAra meM par3a gae! unhoMne kahA : 'mere pAsa paise to nahIM haiM! maiM paisA kahA~ se lAU~?' kozA ne kahA : 'kahIM se bhI lAie! paise ke binA mere yahA~ nahIM raha skte| jAie nepAla! nepAla kA rAjA sAdhu-saMtoM kA bhakta hai| lAkha rUpaye kI kambala bheTa detA hai / Apa yadi vaha ratnakambala le Ate haiM to mere yahA~ raha sakate haiM aura sukha pA sakate haiM!' muni ke dila-dimAga para aba kozA chA gaI thii| kozA ke rUpa ne muni ko vikAravinAza banA diyA thaa| kozA ke zabdoM ne aura hAvabhAvoM ne muni ke vairAgya ko naSTa kara diyA thaa| ve apane sAdhupana ko bhUla gae aura ratnakambala lAne nepAla kI ora cala par3e! IrSyA to Aga hai : kisalie ve kozA ke vahA~ Ae the aura kyA ho gayA? kucha samajhate ho yA nahIM? IrSyA se manuSya kA patana kisa prakAra hotA hai, samajha gae na? jaba aise tapasvI aura zUravIra muni kA bhI patana ho jAtA hai to phira Apa logoM kA kyA hogA? isalie kahatA hU~ ki IrSyA kA tyAga karo, pramodabhAvanA se IrSyA dUra hotI hai| pramodabhAvanA kA pratidina abhyAsa kro| sukhI aura guNavAnoM kI IrSyA kabhI mata kro| kama se kama apane snehI-svajana aura saMbaMdhI strI-puruSoM kI to nindA, IrSyA mata karo | bhAI bhAI kI IrSyA kara rahA hai! sAsa bahU kI aura bahU sAsa kI, pitA putra kI aura putra pitA kI IrSyA kara For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-19 252 rahA hai| are, tyAgamArga meM bhI jaba IrSyA kA praveza ho gayA hai, phira saMsAra kI bAta kyA karU~? guru ziSya kI aura ziSya guru kI IrSyA meM jala rahA hai! eka sAdhu dUsare sAdhu kI IrSyA meM tar3apa rahA hai| ghora viSamatA chAI huI hai| IrSyAbhare hRdaya meM 'dharma' kaise ho sakatA hai? azuddha hRdaya meM dharma nahIM raha sakatA hai| dUsare jIvoM kA bhautika yA AdhyAtmika sukha dekhakara IrSyA mata kro| dUsaroM ke pAsa Apase jyAdA vaiSiyika sukha haiM, Apase jyAdA AdhyAtmika sukha hai, Apa unake prati sadbhAvanA rakho, IrSyA karane se yadi unakA sukha Apake pAsa A jAtA ho to Apa bhale IrSyA kareM! dUsaroM kA sukha to Apake pAsa AegA nahIM balki ApakA Antara-bAhya sukha calA jAegA jarUra! siMhaguphAvAsI cale nepAla kI ora : apanI prazaMsA se sthUlabhadrajI kI prazaMsA jyAdA huI aura siMhaguphAvAsI muni IrSyA se sulagane lage! gurudeva kA anAdara kara ve vezyA ke ghara gae aura vahA~ se varSAkAla meM vihAra kara ke nepAla gae! kozA kA rUpadarzana karane ke bAda 'maiM muni hU~ aura maiM yahA~ varSAvAsa karane AyA hU~'... yaha bAta bhUla gae! aba unakA mana kozA-saMga ke lie Atura ho gyaa| kozA ke lie ratnakambala lene nepAla cale gae! sAdhutA se girane lge| patana kI gaharI khAI kI ora tIvra gati se Age bar3hane lge| nepAla pahu~ce, rAjA se ratnakambala mila gyaa| muni khuza-khuza ho ge| zIghra hI pATalIputra ke lie ravAnA ho ge| rAste meM takalIpheM bahuta paaii...| parantu Akhira pATalIputra pahu~ca ge| nRtyAMganA ke vahA~ pahu~ce / vezyAsaMga kI pracura vAsanA se abhibhUta muni, kozA ke sAmane jAkara khar3e rahe aura bole : 'priye, tere lie nepAla jAkara yaha lAkha rUpaye ke mUlya kA ratnakambala le AyA huuN|' itanA kahakara ratnakambala kozA ko de diyaa| ratnakambala ko DAlA gaTara meM : kozA ne bhI ratnakambala kA muni se svIkAra kiyA aura bolI : 'Apane bahuta kaSTa uThAyA' nahIM? varSAkAla meM nepAla jAkara aae| ApakA mere prati kitanA sneha hai!' muni to kozA ke eka-eka zabda ko amRta kA ghuTa mAnakara khUba prema se pI rahe haiN| sukha pAne kI kalpanA ne unako behoza kara DAlA hai| kAmavAsanA ne unake viveka sauSThava kA dhvaMsa kara DAlA hai| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-19 253 kozA ne ratnakambala lekara usako do Tukar3e kara die aura apane pairoM ko poMcha kara vahIM para gaTara meM DAla diyA! muni to hakkebakke raha gae... vyAkula citta se bola uThe : 'are! kyA kara diyA tUne? lAkha rUpaye kA kambala gaTara meM DAla diyA? maiMne kitanI mehanata kara....' muni kI A~khoM meM A~sU bhara aae| kozA ke mukha para nahIM thI glAni, nahIM thI vyAkulatA! kozA ne munirAja se kahA : kozA kA saTIka pratyuttara : 'he siMhaguphAvAsI muni! zoka mata karo, lAkha rUpaye kA ratnakambala to dUsarA bhI mila jAegA, parantu Apa araboM rUpaye dene para bhI nahIM mileM vaise pA~ca mahAvrata saMsAra kI gaTara meM pheMka rahe ho-mujhe isa bAta kA bhArI duHkha hai| Apa mere rUpa meM mohAndha bana ge| varSAkAla meM nepAla gye| mujhe pAne ke lie ratnakambala le Ae aura aba Apa apanA pavitra sAdhujIvana chor3akara saMsAra ke asAra... tuccha vaiSayika sukha pAne ko lAlAyita ho ge| kucha soco| gambhIratA se soco | maiM jAnatI hU~ ki Apa mahAmuni sthUlabhadrajI kA anukaraNa karane Aye the|' siMhaguphAvAsI munivara! siMha kI guphA ke dvAra para cAra mahInA nirbhaya banakara rahanA sarala hai, rUpa aura yauvana se chalakatI yauvanA ke sAmane nirvikAra rahanA duSkara hI nahIM, ati duSkara hai| aisA ati duSkara kArya eka mAtra sthUlabhadrajI kara sakate haiN| Apa unakA galata anukaraNa karane cale aura mere sAmane Ate hI kAmaparavaza bana gaye| sthUlabhadrajI kA prakarSa Apase sahA nahIM gayA, Apa IrSyA se jalane lage aura galata rAste para utara aae|' ___ muni to kozA kI bAteM sunakara stabdha ho ge| unakA kAmonmAda zAnta ho gayA / muni hoza meM A gae! kozA ne namratA se, vinaya se aura sabhyatA se muni ko jo kahanA thA kaha diyaa| usane dRr3ha svara meM kahA : 'he mahAmuni! zrI sthUlabhadrajI ne mujhe vratadhArI zrAvikA banAyA hai| Apa mujhe mAtra nRtyAMganA mAnakara Ae, vaha ApakI bhUla hai | cAra-cAra mahIne maiMne sthUlabhadrajI ke sAmane nRtya kie the, gIta gAe the aura unako SaDrasa se bharapUra bhojana karAye the, phira bhI ve mahAmuni vikArI nahIM bane! vicalita nahIM hue| maiMne apanA parAjaya svIkAra kiyA, unako maiMne kAmavijetA ke rUpa meM paayaa| Apa bhI mahAmuni haiN| Apane apane jIvana meM aneka kaThora sAdhanAe~ kI haiN| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-19 254 Apa apanI sAdhanA kI maMjila para Age bar3hate rheN| saMsAra ke vaiSayika sukha tAlapuTa jahara se bhI jyAdA khataranAka hai| dikhane meM ve sukha bar3e sundara dikhate haiM... parantu tatkAla bhAvaprANoM kA nAza karate haiN| merI Apase karabaddha prArthanA hai ki Apa apane saMyama meM susthira bana jAe~ aura mokSa pAne kA, mukti pAne kA lakSya kabhI bhI cUkeM nhiiN| __ he munivara! jaba bAta calI to kaha detI hU~ ki saccA sukha saMyama dharma meM hI hai| mere mana meM bhI saMyama dharma basa gayA hai| kyA karU~ maiM? parAdhIna hU~, vivaza hU~... anyathA abhI kI abhI saMsAra chor3akara cAritryadharma aMgIkAra kara letii| ApakA ananta puNya kA udaya hai.... Apako mahAna cAritryadharma mila gayA hai| ananta ananta janmoM ke pApa Apake dhula ge| Apa kitanI apUrva karmanirjarA kara rahe ho! dhanya hai ApakA caaritryjiivn...|' siMhaguphAvAsI vApasa saMbhala gae : siMhaguphAvAsI muni jamIna para dRSTi gar3Aye khar3e the| A~khoM meM A~sU bhara Aye the| hRdaya ghora pazcAttApa se jala rahA thaa| kozA ke prati saccA pramodabhAva jAgrata ho gayA thaa| zrI sthUlabhadrajI ke prati aba IrSyA kA durbhAva nahIM rahA thaa| unake prati bhI apUrva pramodabhAva chalakane lagA thaa| munivara ne kozA kahA : ___ 'kozA, tU sacamuca jinazAsana kI saccI zrAvikA hai| mujhe pathabhraSTa hote tUne bacA liyaa| durgati meM girate girate merA hAtha pakar3a liyA, mujhe bacA liyaa| mujha para terA yaha mahAna upakAra hai... maiM terA yaha upakAra kabhI nahIM bhuuluuNgaa| tUne merI mohadazA miTA dI, mujhe jJAnadRSTi de dii| aba maiM gurudeva ke caraNoM meM jAU~gA, merI galatiyoM kA prAyazcitta karU~gA aura AtmakalyANa kI sAdhanA meM lIna bnuuNgaa| zrI sthUlabhadrajI jaise kAmavijetA mahAmuni kI padaraja mere sira para car3hAU~gA... dharmalAbha... maiM aba jAtA huuN|' muni to gurudeva ke pAsa pahuMca gae aura prAyazcitta kara AtmabhAva ko vizuddha kara liyA, parantu Apa loga kucha samajhe yA nahIM? kozA ne jo bAteM mahAmuni ko sunAI, jisa prakAra aura jisa samaya sunAI haiM, yaha mahattvapUrNa hai| kozA kI jJAnadRSTi va udAratA : (1) giratI huI AtmA ko bacA lene kI parama karuNA caahie| kozA ke For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-19 255 hRdaya meM yaha parama karuNA thii| usane aisA nahIM socA ki : 'mere gurudeva zrI sthUlabhadrajI ke prati IrSyA hone se, unakI tulanA karane yahA~ Ae haiM... to batA dU~ isako, pha~sA dU~ mere mohapAza meM girA dU~ isa IrSyAlu ko|' aisA gaMdA aura nimna stara kA vicAra kozA ne nahIM kiyaa| (2) kozA ne muni ko apane ghara Ate hI aura cAturmAsa karane kI bAta kahate hI upadeza denA zurU nahIM kiyA, balki unako nepAla bhejA, ratnakambala bhI ma~gavAyA aura bAda meM jaba ratnakambala kA mUlya muni ne batAyA, taba kozA ne mahAvratoM kA mUlya batAyA! upadeza dene mAtra se kartavya pUrNa nahIM ho jAtA hai| upadeza dekara giratI huI AtmA ko bacA lene meM kartavyapUrNatA hotI hai| (3) kozA ne jo upadeza diyA, bar3e vinaya se, bar3I gambhIratA se aura munirAja kI maryAdA kA pAlana karate hue diyaa| kozA kI bAtoM meM kaTutA nahIM thI, tiraskAra nahIM thaa| munirAja ke guNoM kI prazaMsA bhI kI thii| Aja aisI zrAvikAe~ kahA~? zrAvikAe~ yadi aisI hoM aura kabhI koI muni kA pApodaya jAgrata ho, to zrAvikA muni kI anucita prArthanA kA svIkAra to nahIM kareM, varan muni ko aisI bAteM kaheM ki muni hoza meM A jAya | muni kA kAmonmAda zAnta ho jAya / Aja to durbhAgya hai apanA / aisI zrAvikAe~ lAe~ kahA~ se? apane patidevoM ko bhI mArga para... sanmArga para rakhe to bahuta hai! zrAvikA svayaM sanmArgasthita rahe to bhI bahuta hai! Ajakala zrAvikAe~ bhI bIbhatsa sinemA dekhane jAtI haiM, klaboM meM jAtI haiM... aneka vyasanoM kI zikAra bana gaI haiN| aisI zrAvikAoM se kauna-sI apekSAe~ rakhI jAya? kabhI-kabhI to aisA sunane ko milatA hai ki acche saMyamI muni ko aisI mahilAe~ girAne kA kAma karatI haiN| muni meM bhI rUpa yauvana dekhA, ki usako bhI patita karane meM dera nahIM! sabhA meM se : muni kA mana sthira ho to aurata kyA kara sakatI hai? ___ mahArAjazrI : muni kA mana sadaiva sthira rahe, aisA niyama nahIM hai| kabhI mohanIya karma kA prabala udaya A bhI sakatA hai| usa samaya yadi sAmane jinazAsana kI zrAvikA ho to muni kI kAmAgni meM ghI DAlane kI ceSTA nahIM karegI, pAnI DAlane kA kAma kregii| muni kI kAmavAsanA saMtuSTa karane kI pravRtti nahIM karegI, kAmavAsanA ko zAnta-upazAnta karane kA kAma kregii| For Private And Personal Use Only

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256 pravacana-19 citta ke bhAva bhI tIna taraha ke hote haiM : Apa loga kyA muni-janoM ko paripUrNa samajhate ho? paripUrNa banane kA ve prayatna karate haiM, puruSArtha karate haiM, paripUrNa nahIM haiN| muni ke cittapariNAma bhI tIna prakAra ke hote haiM : 1. vardhamAna 2. hIyamAna 3. avasthita / pratyeka saMsArI jIvAtmA kI cittasthiti aisI hotI hai| kabhI acche vicAroM kI dhArA bahatI rahe, kabhI acche vicAra utarate raheM aura kabhI acche vicAra sthagita se... eka se bane rheN| vaise hI bure vicAroM meM bhii| bure vicAra kabhI bar3hate rahate haiM, kabhI ghaTate rahate haiM, to kabhI bure vicAra eka sarIkhe bane rahate haiN| muni kA jIvana aisA hotA hai ki unake mana meM acche vicAra jyAdA samaya vardhamAna raha sakate haiM athavA acche vicAra avasthita jyAdA samaya rahate haiN| parantu kabhI mohodaya ho jAtA hai to acche vicAra cale jAte haiM aura bure vicAra hAvI bana jAte haiM! usa samaya yadi vivekI pAtra sAmane ho, jJAnI aura samajhadAra pAtra sAmane ho, to muni ke mohodaya ko zAnta kara sakatA hai| yadi pAtra avivekI, ajJAnI aura mohagrasta mila gayA, to kAma tamAma ho jaaegaa| siMhaguphAvAsI muni kA utanA puNyodaya thA ki unake sAmane kozA jaisI vivekI aura jJAnI zrAvikA thI / vyavasAya se bhale hI vaha nRtyAMganA thI, parantu hRdaya se evaM jIvanapaddhati se vaha zrAvikA thii| viSayopabhoga karane para bhI vaha viSayopabhoga ko upAdeya nahIM mAnatI thii| viSayopabhoga meM usakI Asakti nahIM thii| yadi aisA nahIM hotA to lAkha rUpaye kA ratnakambala lalacAne ke lie paryApta thA! lAlaca sacamuca burI balA hai : Ajakala do rUpaye kA sinemA kI TikaTa bhI lalacA detA hai| kaI madhyama evaM garIba parivAroM kI lar3akiyA~ evaM mahilAe~ do rUpaye ke sinemA ke TikaTa para apanA zIla beca detI haiM | lAkha rUpaye kA mAla milane para to pUrI jindagI bhI beca deM! paise kA lAlaca duniyA meM bar3A lAlaca hai| acche-acche loga bhI paise ke lAlaca meM gira jAte haiN| lAkha rUpaye kA ratnakambala kozA ko nahIM lalacA sakA! nRtyAMganA thI na? vezyA kahate ho na kozA ko? vezyA hI hotI to lAkha rUpaye kA ratnakambala usako lalacAtA yA nahIM? itanA hI nahIM, kozA ne to mahAna paropakAra kiyA! caMcalacitta bane muni ko sthiracitta banA For Private And Personal Use Only

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257 pravacana-19 diyA | moha ke andhakAra meM jJAna kA ratnadIpaka jalA diyA! kozA isalie saccI zrAvikA thii| aisI jJAnI aura vivekI zrAvikAe~ jinako nahIM milI thIM, aise kaI mahAmuni... jo ki kAmavAsanA se grasita ho gaye the, unakA patana hI huA thaa| ASADhAbhUti mahAmuni kA patana kyoM huA? ve do lar3akiyA~... jo eka naTarAja kI putriyA~ thIM, zrAvikAe~ nahIM thIM, ASADhAbhUti kA patana kara diyA donoM ne milakara | nandISeNa mahAmuni ko vezyA milI thI, zrAvikA nahIM thI, to patana ho gayA thaa| araNika muni kA patana bhI isI vajaha se huA thA, vaha mahilA zrAvikA nahIM thii| zrAvikA kaba kahI jAtI hai? __ jaina parivAra meM janma hone mAtra se koI mahilA zrAvikA nahIM bana jAtI hai| maMdira meM jAne mAtra se, upAzraya meM jAne mAtra se, sAmayika-pratikramaNa kI kriyAe~ karane mAtra se zrAvikA nahIM banA jaataa| zrAvikA banane ke lie, zrAvikA bane rahane ke lie acchA manobala cAhie, acchA jJAna cAhie, viveka aura pAralaukika dRSTi caahie| Aja ye sArI bAteM kahA~ se lAyeM? manobala khatama jaisA bana gayA hai| jJAna, tattvajJAna to hai hI nhiiN| viveka naSTa hotA jA rahA hai aura pAralaukika dRSTi rahI nahIM hai| vartamAna jIvana ke hI sukha-duHkhoM ke vicAroM meM manuSya ulajha gayA hai| aisI mahilAoM se koI asAdhAraNa, asAmAnya AzA rakhanA vyartha hai | jo apane jIvana ko nahIM banA sakatIM, apane parivAra ke jIvana ko nahIM banA sakatIM, vaha dUsaroM ke jIvana-vikAsa meM, AtmakalyANa meM kaise sahAyaka bana sakatI haiM? girate hue manuSyoM ko kaise bacA sakatI haiM? pramodabhAvanA se sadA khile-khile raho : __ jyoM siMhaguphAvAsI muni ke antaHkaraNa meM zrI sthUlabhadrajI ke prati pramodabhAva AyA, unakI apanI bhUla samajha meM A gii| punaH saMyamadharma meM sthiratA prApta ho gii| samatAbhAva meM sthiratA prApta ho gii| dUsare jIvoM ke prati IrSyA na rahe aura dUsare jIvoM ke guNa dekhakara pramodabhAva jAgrata ho jAe, basa, samatAsAgara meM gote lagAte raho aura apUrva Ananda pAte rho| mana kI prasannatA nirantara bar3hatI jAegI aura Apake AtmaguNa vikasita hote jaayeNge| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-19 258 zrI zAntasudhArasa grantha meM upAdhyAya zrI vinayavijayajI ne kahA hai : pramodamAsAdya guNaiHpareSAM yeSAM matirmajjati sAmyasindhau / dedIpyate teSu manaHprasAdo guNAstathaite vizadI bhavanti / / 'dUsaroM ke guNa dekhakara jinako pramoda hotA hai unakI mati sadaiva samatAsAgara meM nimajjana karatI hai, unakA manaHprasAda zobhAyamAna hotA hai aura unake guNa vizeSa rUpa se vizada banate haiN|' isalie ve mahApuruSa apane Apako sambodhita kara kahate haiM : vinaya, vibhAvaya gunnpritossm| parihara dUraM matsaradoSam / / 'guNavAna puruSoM ke tU guNa hI guNa dekha | guNa dekhakara hI prasanna raha, IrSyAdoSa ko dUra tyAga de|' pratyeka jIva meM guNa to hogA hI : __ eka bAta samajha lo! isa saMsAra meM Apako koI sampUrNa guNavAna manuSya to milegA nhiiN| jinameM eka bhI doSa na ho, sabake saba guNa hoM, vaisA vyakti milegA nhiiN| hara insAna meM koI na koI doSa to hogA hii| chadmastha jIvAtmA meM ananta doSa hote haiN| aisI vAstavika sthiti meM, dUsare jIvoM meM guNa dekhanA hai| kAma itanA sarala nahIM hai| hAlA~ki pratyeka jIvAtmA meM guNa hote haiM avazya! dekhane kI dRSTi cAhie | dRSTi ho to guNa dekheNge| guNadRSTi se hI guNa dikhate haiN| doSadRSTi se doSa hI dikhAI deNge| doSadarzana karanevAle meM pramodabhAva ho nahIM sktaa| pramodabhAva ke binA dharmatattva pAyA nahIM jA sktaa| ___ ananta janmoM se jIvoM meM IrSyA-matsara doSa sahaja ho gayA hai| usa doSa ko miTAne kA lakSya bananA cAhie / 'mere jIvana meM IrSyA ko jarA-sA bhI sthAna nahIM honA caahie|' aisA dRr3ha saMkalpa honA caahie| IrSyA se honevAle nukasAnoM kA pUrA khayAla honA cAhie / 'pramodabhAva' se honevAle sabhI lAbhoM kA khayAla honA caahie| IrSyA ko jalAne ke lie guNAnuvAda karo : IrSyA ko miTAne ke lie Apa dUsare jIvoM ke guNAnuvAda karanA prAraMbha kro| choTA-bar3A guNa dekhane ko mile, Apa usa guNa kI mukta mana se prazaMsA For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-19 259 karate raho / hA~, eka sAvadhAnI rakhanA, dUsaroM ke Age prakaTa meM guNAnuvAda aura pracchanna doSAnuvAda, aisA mata karanA / maiMne eka sAdhu ko bhI dekhA hai ve pratyakSa meM to guNAnuvAda karate haiM parantu pracchanna rUpa meM doSAnuvAda hI karate rahate haiN| isa burI Adata se unake mitra nahIM rahe | jo mitra the ve bhI unase dUra ho gye| unake nikaTa ke kucha sAthI bhI unako chor3a gye| guNAnuvAda karane se IrSyA kA durguNa svataH dUra hotA jaaegaa| parantu yAda rakhanA, guNadarzana ke binA, guNa-prema ke binA guNAnuvAda nahIM hogaa| guNaprema guNadRSTi ke binA nahIM ho skegaa| to, pramodabhAvanA kA mUla rahA hai guNadRSTi meN| guNadRSTi ke binA 'pramodabhAva' hRdaya meM jAgrata nahIM ho sktaa| guNadRSTi banAye rkho| usako baMda mata hone do| guNadRSTi kA andhApana carmadRSTi ke andhepana se bhI bahuta jyAdA hAnikartA hai| maiMne kaI aise manuSya dekha haiM ki jo dharmakriyAe~ to karate rahate haiM, parantu kabhI ve kisI guNavAna ke guNa nahIM gaate| kabhI-kabhI to ve bolate haiM : 'Ajakala saMsAra meM koI guNavAna manuSya rahA hI nahIM hai|' hA~, ve apane Apako guNavAna mAnate haiM! dUsaroM ko nahIM! doSadarzana se unameM itanA jyAdA jIvadveSa bar3ha gayA hai ki unakI kauna-sI gati hogI, bhagavAna jAne! jIvadveSI aura jar3apremI jIvoM kI adhogati hI hotI hai| vartamAna jIvana meM bhI unako zAnti, samatA, prasannatA nahIM milatI hai| dharmaArAdhanA karanevAloM kA hRdaya maitrI, karuNA, pramoda aura mAdhyasthya-ina cAra bhAvanAoM se bharapUra honA cAhie, yaha bAta granthakAra AcAryadeva batAte haiN| cAra bhAvanAoM ko apane jIvana meM pramukha sthAna denA anivArya hai| cAra bhAvanAoM meM se maitrI aura karuNA kA vivecana pUrA karake hama pramodabhAvanA para cintana kara rahe haiN| pramodabhAvanA ke jo pramukha viSaya haiM unakA vivecana aura pramodabhAvanA ke prakAroM kA varNana aba karanA hai, parantu, Aja nhiiN| Aja, basa itanA hii| For Private And Personal Use Only

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VINI pravacana-20 260 kisI ke guNoM ko yAda karake dila bahuta uchalane lage, bhItara meM prasannatA kA pArAvAra ubharane lage, hRdaya bhAvavibhora banakara nAca uThe... use 'pramodabhAva' kahate haiN| prazaMsA bhI dila se honI caahie| guNoM ke mAdhyama se huA prema dIrghajIvI hotA hai| rupa aura / rupayoM kI khAtira honevAlA prema alpajIvI hotA hai| aisA prema havA banakara palaka jhapakate ur3a jAtA hai| guNadarzana se prema hotA hai, doSadarzana se dveSa! . jahA~ prema hotA hai vahA~ citta AnaMda kI anubhUti karatA hai, jahA~ dveSa hotA hai vahA~ mana saMtApa se sulagatA rahatA hai| .haribhadrasUrijI jaise prakAMDa prajJAvAna AcAryabhagavaMta bhI apanI dharmadAtA sAdhvIjI yAkinImahattarA ko hara graMtharacanA ke samaya : yAda karate haiM... vaha bhI apane Apako unakA 'putra' kahakara! - pravacana : 20 mahAna jJAnayogI AcAryazrI haribhadrasUrIzvarajI ne 'dharmabindu' grantha meM 'dharmatattva' kI paribhASA dI hai| duniyA meM aneka loga dharma... dharma to bolate haiM, parantu vAstavika dharmatattva ko jyAdAtara loga nahIM jaante| duniyA ko dharmatattva jAnane kI paravAha bhI kahA~ hai? sakala saMsAra meM sukha-zAnti kA mUla srota hI dharma hai, phira bhI saMsAra ne hamezA dharma ke viSaya meM beparavAhI hI baratI hai| saMsAra meM hamezA pApa ke hI Dhola pITate rahate haiN| pariNAma jAnate ho? saMsAra meM jo duHkha, trAsa, vedanAe~ aura viDaMbanAe~ dikhatI haiM, ve saba pApoM kA utpAdana haiN| dharmatattva jaba jIvaMta banatA hai taba...: merA yaha kahanA hai ki Apa sarvaprathama dharmatattva ko sahI rUpa meM samajha lo| dharma kA AcaraNa karanA na karanA, Apake viveka para chor3a detA hU~| Apa pahale samajho, yadi dharmatattva para prema ho gayA sunate-sunate yA par3hate-par3hate, to eka For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-20 261 dina Apake jIvana meM dharmatattva jIvaMta bana hI jaaegaa| Apake jIvana-zarIra para dharma ke alaMkAra jhagamagA uTheMge hii| Apake mana-vacana aura kAyA para dharma kI zobhA bikhara jaayegii| Apake vicAra dharmamaya baneMge, ApakI vANI meM dharmatattva kA raNakAra hogA, Apake pratyeka AcaraNa meM dharma kA prabala asara hogaa| Apa apUrva zAnti aura AnaMda paayeNge| yadi, pUrvajanmoM kA puNyakarma utanA saMcita nahIM hogA to Apako bAhya bhautika sukha kama mileMge, parantu jIvana meM dharmatattva ko sthAna de diyA hai to Antarika zAMti aura AtmAnanda apUrva milegaa| sukha jitanA mahattvapUrNa nahIM hai, utanI zAMti mahattvapUrNa hai| sukha jitanA anivArya nahIM hai, utanA AtmAnanda anivArya hai| zAnti aura Ananda hai to sAre vizva ke sukha Apake pAsa haiM-aisA mAno | mAnoge Apa loga? bhautika sukhoM ke pIche pAgala banakara bhaTakanevAlo, Apa zAnti aura AtmAnanda kA mUlyAMkana kara sakoge?: pramodabhAva kyoM nahIM hai? ___ acchA, Aja mujhe pramodabhAvanA ke viSayabhUta vizva ke zreSTha guNavAle mahApuruSoM kA paricaya karAnA hai| Apako jaba unakA paricaya hogA, to ApakI vicArasRSTi badala jaaegii| Apako lagegA ki isa virATa vizva meM ananta-ananta guNoM se bharapUra mahAna AtmAoM kA astitva hai| Apa kevala apane irdagirda hI dekhate ho, ApakI duniyA bahuta choTI hai| choTI duniyA meM bhI dekhate ho choTI dRSTi se, choTe hRdaya se! isalie pramodabhAvanA se vaMcita rahe ho| pramoda yAnI prema : jinake guNoM kA smaraNa kara apane khuzI se, Ananda se bhara jAyeM, apanA hRdaya gadgad ho jAye, apanI antarAtmA bhAvavibhora bana jAye, yaha 'pramodabhAvanA' hai| una uccatama vibhUtiyoM ke prati guNoM ke mAdhyama se 'prema' ho jAnA caahie| eka vidvAna mahAtmA ne 'pramoda' kA artha aMgrejI meM Love prema kiyA hai! mujhe yaha artha pasaMda A gayA | guNoM ke mAdhyama se zreSTha vibhUtiyoM ke prati prema karanA duniyA meM ajJAnI aura mohAndha jIva svArtha ke mAdhyama se hI eka dusare ke sAtha prema-ceSTA karate dikhAI dete haiN| prema...prema to saba karate haiM, bolate haiM, parantu vaha prema nahIM hotA, prema kA AbhAsamAtra hotA hai, svArtha kI badabU se bharI For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-20 262 huI vAsanAmAtra hotI hai, dUsarA kucha nhiiN| jJAnI aura vivekI manuSya hI guNoM ke mAdhyama se jIvoM ke sAtha prema kara sakatA hai| sabhA meM se : hama loga to duniyA meM paise ke mAdhyama se prema karanA jAnate haiM! hamAre mana meM jitanA mUlyAMkana paise kA, rUpaye kA hai, utanA guNoM kA nahIM hai! phira guNavAna vyakti ke prati prema kaise hogA? mahArAjazrI : isalie to kahatA hU~ ki dRSTi bdlo| dhanavAn pyArA lagatA hai Apako, cUMki Apako dhana pyArA hai! Apane dhana kA mUlyAMkana kiyA hai| Apa kSamA, namratA, vairAgya, paramArtha, paropakAra ityAdi guNoM kA mUlyAMkana karate raho, Apako guNavAna manuSya ke prati prema hogA hI arthAt unake prati sadbhAva, unake guNoM kI anumodanA, guNAnuvAda Apa karoge hii| rUpa aura rUpaye se hI pyAra hai! sabhA meM se : ye purAne loga jo haiM vo to dhana se prema karate haiM aura yuvaka jo haiM, rUpa se prema karate haiN| Ajakala sArI duniyA meM dhana aura rUpa kA prema niHsIma bar3hatA jA rahA hai! __ mahArAjazrI : isase viparIta amarIkA jaise dezoM meM dhana aura rUpa kA prema kSINa hone lagA hai! dhana aura rUpa kA tyAga kara hajAroM strI-puruSa Ajakala bhArata meM A rahe haiM! dhana aura rUpa kSaNika sukha de sakate haiM, parantu manuSya ko Antarika zAnti nahIM de sakate, Antarika Ananda nahIM de sakate / Antarika zAMti ke binA jIvana kitanA bojhila bana jAtA hai, jIvana kitanA asahya bana jAtA hai, una amarikanoM se puucho| ThIka hai, Apa dhana aura rUpa kA upabhoga kie binA nahIM raha sakate, parantu Apa usase lagAva mata rkho| Apa dhana aura rUpa ko jIvana ke abhinna aMga mata smjho| 'dhana aura rUpa ke binA bhI AnandapUrNa jIvana vyatIta ho sakatA hai, aisA mAna kara clo| dhana aura rUpa ke prati Apake hRdaya meM Adara nahIM rahegA to guNoM ke prati, guNavAnoM ke prati Adara paidA ho jAegA hI aura vaha Adara bar3hatA hI clegaa| guNamUlaka prema hI dIrghajIvI : dUsarI bAta samajha lo / guNoM ke mAdhyama se prema hotA hai, dIrghajIvI hotA hai| rUpa aura dhana ke mAdhyama se jo prema hotA hai, kSaNajIvI hotA hai| kyoMki rUpa aura dhana-donoM parivartanazIla haiN| rUpa badala gayA, kurUpa ho gayA vyakti, prema For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-20 263 samApta! dhana calA gayA, nirdhana ho gayA vyakti, prema samApta! jabaki guNoM meM aisA parivartana nahIM aataa| isalie prema zIghra samApta nahIM hotA hai| guNadRSTi samApta nahIM honI caahie| pramodabhAvanA ke cAra prakAra batAe gae haiM 'SoDazaka' nAma ke grantha meM | 1. sukha mAtra ke prati pramoda / 2. ihalaukika sukha ke prati pramoda | 3. parabhava-ihabhava kI apekSA se sukha ke prati pramoda / 4. parama zAzvat sukha ke prati pramoda / hama ina cAra prakAroM meM se sarvaprathama cauthA prakAra leNge| phira tIsarA, bAda meM dUsarA aura tatpazcAt pahalA prakAra | Aja aura kala, do dina meM cAroM prakAroM para vivecana sampUrNa karanA hai| tIrthaMkara paramAtmA ke prati snehabhAva : jina tIrthaMkara paramAtmAoM ne paramazAzvat sukha pAne kA mArga batAyA, mArga kA upadeza diyA, mArga meM sAtha diyA, una tIrthaMkara paramAtmA ke prati apane hRdaya meM apAra sneha, apAra mamatA honI caahie| tIrthaMkara paramAtmA ke guNa, unakA jIvana aura unake upakAroM kA cintana, manana aura stavana karane se unake prati prema jAgrata hogA, prema dRr3ha hogaa| unakA jJAnaguNa, darzanaguNa, vItarAgatA aura ananta vIrya-ina cAra akSaya guNoM kA vicAra kareM, to bhI unake prati hRdaya prema se bhara jaay| jinameM rAga nahIM aura dveSa nahIM, jinameM moha nahIM aura ajJAna nahIM, unake sukha kA pUchanA hI kyA? unakA sukha zAzvat hotA hai| unakA sukha avarNanIya hotA hai| duniyA ne rAga meM sukha mAnA hai, duniyA ko vItarAgatAjanya sukha kI kalpanA bhI nahIM hotI hai| rAgI ke sukha se anantagunA jyAdA sukha vItarAgI ko hotA hai| 'prazamarati' meM kahA hai : yatsarvaMviSayakAMkSodbhavaM sukhaM prApyate sraaginnaa| tadanantakoTiguNitaM mudhaiva labhate vigatarAgaH / / rAgI ke sukha se vItarAgI kA sukha ananta-ananta gunA jyAdA hotA hai| vItarAga sadeha bhI hote haiM aura videha bhI hote haiN| tIrthaMkara aura dUsare kevalajJAnI sadeha vItarAga hote haiN| mokSa meM gae hue videha vItarAga hote haiN| sadeha, videha-donoM vItarAgI kA sukha samAna hotA hai| aise paramasukhI vItarAgI For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-20 ____264 paramAtmA ke prati apanA hRdaya prema se bharapUra honA caahie| sukha kI dRSTi se yaha pramodabhAva honA cAhie | guNoM kI dRSTise bhI unake prati apAra pramodabhAva jAgrata honA caahie| arihaMta paramAtmA meM ananta guNa hote haiN| unake zreSTha puNyaprakarSa se utpanna bhI aneka guNa hote haiN| duniyA ke lAkhoM-karor3oM manuSya unake prati AkarSita hote haiN| tIrthaMkaroM kA advitIya puNyaprakarSa unake samavasaraNa meM jAkara dekho! maz2A A jAegA! sabhA meM se : kaise jAye unake samavasaraNa meM? Ajakala bhArata meM yA vartamAna vizva meM kahA~ haiM tIrthaMkara? kalpanA se jAie samavasaraNa meM : mahArAjazrI : nahIM haiM bhArata meM tIrthaMkara, nahIM haiM vartamAna vizva meM tIrthaMkara | mahAvideha kSetra meM haiM tIrthaMkara, parantu hama udhara jA nahIM sakate isalie nahIM ke barAbara hI haiM! parantu hama cAheM to mana se jA hI sakate haiM samavasaraNa meN| kalpanAsRSTi meM samavasaraNa lAie aura dhyAna kendrita kara tIrthaMkara paramAtmA kI ora dekhie / kitanA adbhuta rUpa hotA hai tIrthaMkaroM kA! unakA rUpa dekhane ke bAda duniyA kA koI bhI rUpa bhakta hRdaya ko AkarSita nahIM kara sktaa| duniyA ke sAre rUpa phIke lagate haiN| unakI ATha prakAra kI zobhA, jisako 'aSTa prAtihArya' kahate haiM, Apa kalpanA se dekho | ApakI tabIyata khuza ho jaayegii| azokavRkSa, tIna chatra, bhAmaMDala, cAmara, siMhAsana, divya dhvani, devaduMdubhi aura puSpavRSTi-ye aSTa prAtihArya hote haiN| devanirmita samavasaraNa bhI kitanA manohara aura AhlAdaka hotA hai! kalpanAsRSTi meM bhI kiyA huA paramAtmaparicaya, unake prati pramodabhAva jAgrata karatA hai, unake prati sneha aura sadbhAva jAgrata karatA hai| paricaya ke binA sneha, prema, sadbhAva kaise jAgrata hogA? paricaya ke binA prema kaise hogA? : isa duniyA meM bhI kisI se paricaya hue binA prema hotA hai? jisa jisa ke sAtha ApakA prema hai, pahale unase ApakA paricaya huA hI hogaa| kisI kA paricaya sahaja rUpa se ho jAtA hai to kisI kA paricaya karanA par3atA hai| paramAtmA kA paricaya karanA par3atA hai| Aja sadeha tIrthaMkara nahIM haiM to kalpanAsRSTi meM paramAtmA kA paricaya kara sakate ho| isameM paramAtmA ke maMdira For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 20 265 aura paramAtmA kI mUrti sahAyaka bana sakatI hai / paramAtmA kI mUrti meM sacce paramAtmA kI kalpanA sAkAra bana sakatI hai / parantu isa kalpanA ko sAkAra karane ke lie paramAtmamUrti meM mana aura nayana sthira banane caahie| maMdira meM kisase paricaya karate ho ? Apa loga pratidina maMdira jAte ho na ? paramAtmA kI mUrti ke darzana aura pUjana rojAnA karate ho na ? kyA darzana-pUjana karate samaya ApakA yaha lakSa hotA hai ki 'mujhe, paramAtmA kA paricaya karanA hai, kyoMki mujhe unase prema karanA hai!' nahIM, yaha lakSya hI nahIM banA hai / isalie darzana-pUjana meM na to mana sthira hotA hai, na nayana ! A~kheM paramAtmA kI mUrti para sthira rahatI haiM kyA ? mana paramAtmA ke guNoM ke cintana meM sthira banatA hai kyA ? nahIM, kucha nahIM ! mana bhaTakatA hai saMsAra kI galiyoM meM! cU~ki saMsAra se matalaba hai ! saMsAra se pyAra karanA hai ! isalie saMsAra kA paricaya karate rahate ho| maMdira meM bhI saMsArI jIvoM kA paricaya kara lete ho na! maMdira kisalie banAe gae haiM? saMsArI jIvoM kA paricaya karane yA paramAtmA kA paricaya karane ke lie? maMdira meM saMsAra kI, ghara-parivAra kI, samAja kI bAteM karate ho na ? yAda rakhanA, paramAtmA ke maMdira meM, paramAtmA se hI prema karanA hai, paramAtmA se hI paricaya karanA hai, yadi vahA~ dUsare dUsare kAma kie to kar3I sajA hogI aapko| karmasattA sajA karegI hii| isalie kahatA hU~ ki sAvadhAna rahanA / bhale hI Apa dhanavAna hoM, rUpavAna hoM yA buddhimAna kahalAte hoM, karmasattA kisI bhI aparAdhI ko kSamAdAna nahIM karatI hai| apanI kalpanAsRSTi meM paramAtmA ko lAne kA zreSTha sthAna hai paramAtmamaMdira / zreSTha Alambana hai paramAtmA kI mUrti / darzana-pUjana aura stavana karane kA prayojana bhI yahI hai / paramAtmA se Antarika prIti bA~dha lenI hai| Antarika prIti paricaya se, ghaniSTa paricaya se hI ba~dhatI hai| paramAtmA ke jIvanacaritra par3hane cAhie : tIrthaMkara paramAtmAoM ke jIvanacaritra par3hane cAhie / jIvanacaritra par3hane se, unake jIvana ke mahAna satkAryoM se unake prati prIti bar3hatI hai| 'tIrthaMkaroM ne aise-aise mahAna acche kArya kie the!' unake prati 'ahobhAva' jAgrata hotA hai| jaba Apa bhagavAna RSabhadeva ko jIvAnanda vaidya ke bhava meM par3hoge jIvAnanda vaidya kI bImAra sAdhu kI sevAbhakti dekhoge, cakita raha jAoge ! bhagavAna mahAvIra For Private And Personal Use Only

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266 pravacana-20 svAmI ko jaba Apa nayasAra ke bhava meM par3hoge, nayasAra kA atithi-satkAra dekhakara harSavibhora bana jAoge! bhagavAna zAntinAtha kA megharatha rAjA kA bhava par3hoge, taba eka pakSI ko bacAne ke lie apanA pUrA zarIra samarpita karanevAle megharatha ke prati ApakA hRdaya prema se bhara jaaegaa| ghora upasarga karanevAle saMgama ke prati aura gozAlaka ke prati bhI gussA nhiiN| mAtra karuNA karanevAle bhagavAna mahAvIra ko kalpanAsRSTi meM dekhane para, kyA unake prati prIti kA bhAva jAgrata nahIM hotA? do kAnoM meM kIleM ThokanevAle gvAle ke prati bhI kisI prakAra kA roSa nahIM karanevAle una paramapuruSa ke prati sneha jAgrata nahIM hotA kyA? paramAtmA mahAvIra svAmI kA 27 bhavoM kA jIvanacaritra mananapUrvaka par3ho, Apako aisI aisI adbhuta bAteM jAnane ko mileMgI ki ApakA paramAtmA ke sAtha ghaniSTa saMbaMdha baMdha hI jaaegaa| prIti kA bhAva jAgrata hogA hii| paramAtmaprema se manaHpramoda : pramodabhAvanA kA prathama viSaya hai paramAtmatattva! parama... zAzvat sukha ke svAmI paramAtmA ke prati sampUrNa pramodabhAva jAgrata karane kA hai| arthAt paramAtmA se prIti bA~dhane kI hai| jyoM-jyoM paramAtmA ke prati prIti dRr3ha hotI jAegI, saMsAra ke tuccha asAra sukhoM se mana uThatA jaaegaa| rAgI-dveSI jIvoM se prIti ke baMdhana chUTate jaayeNge| ApakA mana prasannatA se bharatA jaaegaa| ApakA Antarika Ananda pratikSaNa bar3hatA jaaegaa| paramAtmA ke guNoM ke anucintana se manaHprasAda kI prApti hotI hI hai| guNoM ke cintana se Apa meM guNa bar3hate jaayeNge| ApakI guNa-samRddhi bar3hatI jaaegii| ApakA AtmasvarUpa prakAzita hotA jaaegaa| pramodabhAvanA ke pAtra sAdhupurUSa : jisa prakAra arihaMta aura siddha bhagavaMtoM ne paramasukha, paramAnanda aura avyAbAdha sthiti prApta kara lI hai usa prakAra nirgrantha sAdhupuruSoM ne parama sukhazAzvat sukha pAne kA puruSArtha kiyA hai, isalie vaise sAdhaka mahAtmA puruSa bhI anumodanA ke, pramoda ke pAtra haiN| sadaiva jo dharmadhyAna meM nimagna rahate haiM, prazAnta rahate haiM, gambhIra AzayavAle hote haiM, sarva pApavyApAroM ke tyAgI hote haiM, paMcAcAra-jJAnAcAra, darzanAcAra, cAritryAcAra, aura tapAcAra, vIryAcAra ke pAlaka hote haiM, pAMca mahAvrata (prANAtipAta viramaNa, mRSAvAda-viramaNa, adattAdAna For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-20 267 viramaNa, maithunaviramaNa aura parigraha viramaNa) ke dhAraka hote haiM, parvatoM kI gahana guphAoM meM jA-jAkara jo dhyAnanimagna banate haiM, aise nirgrantha mahApuruSoM ko kaisA apUrva Antarika sukha, AtmAnanda hotA hai, vaha to kevalajJAnI hI batA sakate haiN| ve apanI pramodabhAvanA ke pAtra banate haiN| vaise jo mahAtmA puruSa jJAnI haiM, satata zAstrAdhyayana meM lIna rahate haiM, sadaiva dharmopadeza dete rahate haiM, zAMta hote haiM, indriyA~ jinako vaza hotI haiM aura jagata meM jo paramAtmA jinezvaradeva ke zAsana ko prasArita aura prajvalita karate haiM, aise mahAtmApuruSa bhI pramodabhAvanA ke viSaya banate haiM apane lie | ahaMkAra se patana hotA hai : aise mahAtmApuruSoM ke prati, jJAnIpuruSoM ke prati ApakI jJAnadRSTi, ApakI guNadRSTi khulI rahanI caahie| yadi guNadRSTi nahIM hogI to ApakI dRSTi meM inake bhI doSa dikheNge| chadmastha jIvoM meM doSa to hote hI haiM, doSadRSTi se doSa dikhate haiM, guNadRSTi se guNa dikhate haiN| ApakI guNadRSTi salAmata hogI to Apako aise mahAtmAoM meM guNa dikheMge / anyathA mahAtmAoM meM bhI doSa dikheNge| jamAlI muni ko bhagavAna mahAvIra meM bhI doSa dikhAI diyA thA! bhagavAna kA kathana galata lagA thA! bhagavAna ne kahA : 'kar3emANe kar3e' jo kArya ho rahA hai, vaha kArya 'ho gayA' aisA vacanaprayoga ho sakatA hai, saMsAra meM vaisI vyavahArabhASA calatI hai | bhojana bana rahA ho, to bhI 'bhojana bana gayA' vaisA prayoga ho sakatA hai| jamAlI muni ko aneka dinoM taka, aneka dRSTAntoM se bhagavAna ne samajhAyA bhI thA, parantu vaha nahIM maanaa| bhagavAna kA anAdara karake bhagavAna kA tyAga kara, vaha calA gayA thaa| usake prabala 'ahaM' ne usako pathabhraSTa kara diyaa| prabala 'ahaM' manuSya kA patana karavAtA hI hai| aise mahAmuni ki jo AtmasAdhanA meM nirata hote haiM, unako apAra Antarika sukha hotA hai| ve duHkhI nahIM hote, ve parama sukhI hote haiN| unake prati pramodabhAvanA honI cAhie yAnI unake prati apane hRdaya meM prema honA caahie| zraddhAvAna-jJAnavAna-cAritryavAna gRhastha bhI pramodabhAvanA ke pAtra : vaise jo gRhastha haiM, parantu jinake pAsa jJAnamUlaka zraddhA hai, paramAtmA jinezvaradeva ke dharmazAsana ke prati avicala zraddhA hai, vizvAsa hai aura ve zraddhA se dAna, zIla, tapa aura zubha bhAvanA rUpa cAra prakAra kI dharma-ArAdhanA karate rahate haiM, ve bhI pramodabhAvanA ke viSaya haiN| unakI dAnapriyatA, unakI zIladrar3hatA, For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-20 268 unakI tapazcaryA aura unake zubha bhAva dekhakara hRdaya meM prIti honI cAhie | unake prati hRdaya meM sadbhAva bar3hanA caahie| IrSyA nahIM honI cAhie! jaise, Apake kisI sAdharmika bhAI ne acchA dAna diyA, lAkha-do lAkha rUpaye dAna meM de diye, samAja ne athavA nagara ke logoM ne usakA abhivAdana kiyA, vaha dekhakara Apa khuza hote ho na? usake dAnadharma kI anumodanA karate ho na? nahIM re nahIM! anumodanA karoge Apa apane sAdharmika kI? taba to yahA~ se 'DAyarekTa' sIdhe siddhazilA para-mokSa meM pahu~ca jAoge! Apa to bologe ki 'dekhA dekhA bar3A dAnezvarI / hama jAnate haiM usake duzcaritra / eka tarapha to kaise bure kAma karatA hai aura dUsarI tarapha dAna detA hai! cAla hai usakI... apane bure kAma Dhakane ke lie dAna detA hai|' doSadRSTi burAI karavAtI hai : yaha doSadRSTi hai | gRhastha hai, saMsAra ke aneka pApoM meM pha~sA huA jIva hai| burAiyA~ to haiM hI... jitanI burAiyA~ Apa saMsArI jIva meM, chadmastha jIva meM dekhanA cAho dekha sakate ho| isameM koI vizeSatA nahIM hai| burAiyoM se bhare hue jIvAtmA meM Apa koI acchAI dekho, to usameM vizeSatA hai| kisI gRhastha ne acchI mAsakSamaNa jaisI tapazcaryA kI aura guNAnurAgI logoM ne usako bahutasI bheMTa dI, yaha dekhakara Apake hRdaya meM usa tapasvI gRhastha ke prati prema hogA? sneha ubharegA? nahIM! Apa to bologe : 'kiyA bar3A tapa isane | jAnate haiM isake sAre kAranAme | tapa kiyA kisalie? jAnate ho Dhera sAre rUpaye ikaTThe karane ke lie | acchI-acchI bheMTa pAne ke lie|' ___ pApa meM pha~se hue bhI kaI manuSya apane hRdaya meM acchI bhAvanAe~ bhAte haiM, pApoM se mukta hone kI kAmanA karate haiM, usa bhAvadharma kI anumodanA karanI caahie| sAdhvIjI bhI anumodanA kA pAtra : vaise, jo sAdhvIjI haiM, jo pratidina jJAna-dhyAna meM lIna rahatI haiM, samyakadarzana, samyakjJAna aura samyakacAritrya se jinakI buddhi nirmala banI hai, jo apane pA~coM mahAvratoM kI acchI pAlanA karatI haiM, unake prati bhI pramodabhAva honA cAhie | kinhIM do-cAra sAdhvIjI kA avivekI AcaraNa dekhakara sabhI sAdhvIjI ke Upara doSAropaNa nahIM karanA cAhie | jo sAdhvI sAdhanAsabhara hai, jJAnadhyAna meM tallIna rahatI hai, apane gurujanoM kI sevA-bhakti karane meM tatpara rahatI haiM, For Private And Personal Use Only

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269 pravacana-20 apane zIla kI rakSA meM tatpara rahatI haiM, unake prati kabhI bhI durbhAvanA na A jAya, usakI jAgrati rahanI caahie| ___ paramAtmA jinezvaradeva ke dharmazAsana meM sAdhvIjI kA bhI mahattvapUrNa sthAna hai| sAdhvIjI meM aneka prakAra kI uttama dharma-ArAdhanA dekhI jAtI hai| jIvana meM hajAroM AyaMbila kI tapazcaryA karanevAlI aneka sAdhvIjI vartamAnakAla meM bhI haiN| hajAroM zlokoM ko kaMThastha kara, pratidina svAdhyAya meM lIna rahanevAlI sAdhvIjI bhI Aja dekhI jAtI hai| gurujanoM kI sevAbhakti aura vinaya karanevAlI aneka sAdhvIjI ke darzana hote haiN| aise bhoga-vilAsa aura viSaya-vAsanA se bharapUra kAla meM, saMsAra ke sAre sukha-sAdhana chor3akara saMyamadharma ke kaThora vrataniyama pAlana karate hue jIvana vyatIta karanA, AsAna kAma nahIM hai, duSkara kArya hai| aisA duSkara kArya karanevAlI sAdhvIjI ke prati apane hRdaya meM sadbhAvanA honI caahie| ___ apane dharmagranthoM meM, bhagavAna RSabhadeva ke samaya meM sAdhvI brAhmI aura sundarI vagairaha kA varNana AtA hai| bAhubalI ko kevalajJAna kA mArga kisane batAyA thA? sAdhvI brAhmI aura sundarI ne! vaise isI 'dharmabindu' grantha ke racayitA haribhadrasUrijI ko haribhadra purohita se haribhadramuni kisane banAyA thA? haribhadra purohita ke hRdaya meM saddharma kI sthApanA kisane kI thI? yAkinImahattarA nAma kI eka sAdhvI ne! haribhadrasUrijI jaise mahAna zrutadhara ne isa sAdhvI ko 'mAtA' kA sthAna diyA aura apane aneka granthoM meM apane svayaM kA paricaya 'yAkinImahattarAsunu' nAma se diyA / jAnate ho na haribhadrasUrijI kA jIvana vRttAnta? sabhA meM se : nahIM jI, hama logoM ko aisI bAteM sunane ko hI nahIM milIM! mahArAjazrI : koI cintA nahIM, maiM sunAU~gA! isa cAturmAsa meM saba suna lo! parantu sunane mAtra se koI vizeSa lAbha honevAlA nahIM hai| zravaNa ke bAda cintana aura manana karanA caahie| sunane ke bAda ghara jAte ho, dukAna jAte ho, jaba samaya mile, yahA~ sunI huI bAteM yAda karo aura cintana-manana kro| AcAryazrI haribhadrasUrIzvarajI : _haribhadra, cittaur3a kI rAjasabhA meM purohita kA pada zobhAyamAna karate the| caudaha vidyAoM veda-vedAMgoM ke ve pAragAmI the| acche prasiddha vidvAna the| parantu vidvattA ke sAtha-sAtha eka bar3A doSa thA unameM abhimAna kA! ve apane Apako saMsAra kA sarvazreSTha vidvAna mAnate the| isalie ve apane peTa para eka paTTI bA~dha For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 20 270 kara rakhate the| ve kahate the : 'merI vidvattA itanI jyAdA hai ki peTa phUTa na jAya, isalie peTa para paTTI bAMdhakara rakhatA hU~ / ' haribhadra purohita apane hAtha meM eka choTI-sI sIr3hI rakhate the! ve kahate the : 'koI vidvAna vAdIpuruSa mere Dara se AkAza meM Upara car3ha jAya to maiM isa sIr3hI para car3ha kara use pakaDUMgA aura unase vAda-vivAda karU~gA!' ve apane pAsa eka jAla rakhate the choTI-sI ! ve kahate the : 'yadi koI vidvAna mere bhaya se koI sarovara meM yA nadI meM chipa jAya to maiM yaha jAla DAlakara usako pakar3a lU~gA aura usase vAdavivAda kara parAjita karU~gA / 'maiM vijayI banU~gA, isakA unako pUrNa bharosA thaa| vidvattA unakI Thosa thii| cittaur3a kI rAjasabhA meM AnevAlA koI bhI vidvAna vAdI vijayI bana kara nahIM lauTa sakatA thA / hara vidvAna ko haribhadra purohita burI taraha parAjita kara dete the / eka dina prAtaHkAla ve rAjamArga para se gujara rahe the, rAste para jaina upAzraya thA, upAzraya meM sAdhvIjI prAtaHkAlIna svAdhyAya kara rahI thiiN| eka sAdhvIjI zuddha aura spaSTa zabdoM meM svAdhyAya kara rahI thIM, unake zabda mArga se gujaranevAloM ko bhI sunAI dete the / sAdhvIjI eka prAkRta bhASA kA zloka yAda kara rahI thI : 'cakkIdugaM haripaNagaM paNagaM cakkINa kesavo cakkI / kesava cakkI kesava da cakkI kesI ya cakkI ya / / ' (Avazyaka niryukti) haribhadra purohita ne yaha zloka sunA / ve khar3e raha gaye / zloka kA artha karane lage, parantu artha samajha meM nahIM AyA / ve punaH punaH artha samajhane kA prayatna karane lage, parantu asaphala rhe| unake mana meM eka pratijJA thI : 'yadi maiM koI zAstra, koI zAstra kI bAta nahIM samajha sakU~gA aura koI mujhe samajhA de to maiM unakA ziSya bana jAU~ / vaha zAstra samajhAne ke lie, samajhAnevAlA jo zarta rakhe, vaha zarta mujhe svIkArya hogI / ' bhale yaha pratijJA unhoMne duniyA ke sAmane jAhira nahIM kI hogI, parantu mAnasika pratijJA ke pAlana meM bhI ve sudRr3ha the| yaha unakI maulika yogyatA thI / mAnasika saMkalpa kA pAlana karane kI dRr3hatA, mAmUlI bAta nahIM hai / vAcika saMkalpa ko bhI loga bhaMga kara dete haiM, kAyika saMkalpa kA bhI pAlana nahIM karate haiM, to mAnasika saMkalpa, mAnasika pratijJA kA pAlana karane kI bAta hI kahA~ ? For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-20 271 Ajakala to manuSya kA manobala hI TUTa gayA hai| hInasattva bana gayA hai manuSya / - vrata-niyama kA pAlana duSkara bana gayA hai| grahaNa kie hue vrata kA bhaMga kara denA, AsAna kAma ho gayA hai| dhArmika pratijJA kA pAlana karane kA jaise satva nahIM rahA, vaise sAMsArika jIvana meM bhI pratijJApAlana kA satva nahIM rhaa| Ajakala talAka kitane ho rahe haiN| zAdI kyA hai? jIvanaparyanta manavacana-kAyA se strI-puruSa pati-patnI ke saMbaMdha meM pratijJApUrvaka baMdhate hai na? hInasatvavAle loga aisI pratijJA bhI nibhA nahIM skte|| mahAna puruSoM meM yaha maulika vizeSatA hotI hai ki ve satvazIla hote haiM aura lI huI pratijJA kA pAlana prANoM kI paravAha kie binA karate haiN| yaha vizeSatA AtmA kI AdhyAtmika vikAsayAtrA ke prAraMbha meM hI jAgrata hotI hai| 'prANAn tyajati dharmArthaM, na dharmaM praannsNktte|' 'dharma ke lie prANoM kA tyAga karatA hai, prANa bacAne ke lie dharma kA tyAga nahIM karatA hai|' haribhadra purohita sAdhvIjI ke upAzraya meM : ___ 'yogadRSTi samuccaya' grantha meM yaha bAta haribhadrasUrijI ne svayaM hI kahI hai! jo bAta unake svayaM ke jIvana meM thii| sAdhvI kA svAdhyAya kA zloka 'cakkI dugaM...' unakI samajha meM nahIM aayaa| unhoMne upAzraya meM jAkara sAdhvIjI se pUchane kA socaa| ve upAzraya meM Aye | upAzraya meM eka kASThAsana para eka praur3ha sAdhvIjI virAjamAna thiiN| haribhadra purohita ne aMjali racA kara, mastaka namA kara sAdhvIjI ko praNAma kiyA aura pUchA : 'maiM bhItara A sakatA hU~?' sAdhvIjI ne 'dharmalAbha' diyA aura bhItara Ane kI anumati pradAna kii| sAdhvIjI ke AzIrvAda vacana meM haribhadra purohita ko amRta kA AsvAda milA | sAdhvIjI ke darzana se usakI antarAtmA ne prasannatA anubhava kii| namaskAra kara purohitajI ne abhivAdana kiyA aura bole : 'he pUjanIyA, abhI abhI upAzraya meM jo svAdhyAya ho rahA thA, usameM vaha 'cakkI dugaM...' vAlA zloka maiMne sunA, usa zloka kA artha ThIka rUpa se merI samajha meM nahIM AyA, maiM artha jAnane kI jijJAsA se Apake pAsa AyA hU~, Apa mere prati kRpA kareMgI? For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-20 272 sAdhvIjI kA suyogya pratyuttara : sAdhvIjI yAkinImahattarA ne tAr3a liyA thA ki 'ye mahAnubhAva haribhadra purohita hI hone caahie|' sAdhvIjI bar3I vicakSaNa thiiN| unhoMne kahA : 'he mahAnubhAva! hamAre jinazAsana meM sUtra kA artha batAne kA adhikAra sAdhupuruSoM kA hai, sAdhvIjI arthajJAna nahIM de sakatIM, isalie Apako yadi arthajJAna cAhie to Apa hamAre gurudevazrI ke pAsa jaaie|' bar3I karuNA aura vAtsalya se sAdhvIjI ne haribhadra purohita ko khaa| 'kahA~ birAjate haiM Apake gurudeva?' haribhadra ne pUchA! 'jinamaMdira ke pAsavAle upAzraya meM!' sAdhvIjI ne pratyuttara diyaa| sAdhvIjI kI jJAnadRSTi : sAdhvIjI kitanI vicakSaNa hoMgI? unhoMne svayaM usa zloka kA artha nahIM batAyA! kyoMki vaha jAnatI thIM ki 'yaha vyakti mAmUlI nahIM hai, kabhI jainamaMdira yA jainaupAzraya meM paira nahIM rakhanevAlA yaha purohita Aja saMyogavaza A gayA hai to AcAryadeva se isakI mulAkAta karA denI cAhie / AcAryadeva dravya, kSetra, kAla aura bhAva se jJAtA hote haiN| yadi maiM zloka kA artha batA dU~gI to yaha vidvAna yahIM se hI lauTa jAegA, gurudeva ke pAsa nahIM jaaegaa| pAne AyA hai mAtra eka zloka kA artha, lekara jAnA cAhie AtmakalyANa kI bhavya preraNA! jainazAsana ke apUrva tattvajJAna kI suvAsa!' sAdhvIjI kA hRdaya kitanA karuNAsabhara hogA? dUsarI AtmAoM ke prati kaisA apUrva vAtsalya hai! jAnatI thI sAdhvIjI ko isI haribhadra purohita ne jainamaMdira meM jAkara, paramAtmA jinezvaradeva kI mUrti kA upahAsa kiyA thA eka dina / phira bhI usake prati sAdhvIjI ko gussA nahIM AyA, 'unako bhI saddharma kI prApti ho!' aisI bhAvakaruNA aaii| aparAdhI ke prati bhI roSa nahIM parantu karuNA! yaha saMtahRdaya kI vizeSatA hotI hai| aparAdhI ke prati roSa aura tiraskAra to saMsAra meM sabhI karate haiN| saMta kI dRSTi hI jJAnadRSTi hotI hai| haribhadra purohita kI sUkSma dRSTi ne sAdhvIjI ke upAzraya kA zAnta, prazAnta aura suvAsita vAtAvaraNa jAna liyaa| zista aura anuzAsana se prabhAvita hue| unhoMne sAdhvIjI ko punaH namaskAra kiyA aura vinaya se unhoMne bidA lii| sAdhvIjI ne punaH 'dharmalAbha' kA AzIrvAda diyaa| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-20 273 haribhadra purohita ke hRdaya meM sAdhvIjI ke prati pramodabhAva jAgrata ho gayA thaa| isalie sAdhvIjI kI bAta bhI unako a~ca gaI thii| ve vahA~ se sIdhe jainamaMdira phuNce| kyoMki AcAryadeva jainamaMdira ke pAsa hI birAjate the| rAstA bhI jainamaMdira meM se jAtA thaa| Aja haribhadra purohita ke dila aura dimAga para sAdhvI, sAdhvI kI bAteM aura upAzraya kA prazAnta-nirmala vAtAvaraNa chAyA huA thaa| jainadharma kI AcAra-maryAdA ke prati unake hRdaya meM sadbhAva jAgrata huA thA, isalie maMdira meM jAkara usane paramAtmA kI mUrti kI khUba prazaMsA kii| __yaha vahI maMdira thA ki hAthI ke bhaya se haribhadra isa maMdira meM Azraya lene A gaye the aura paramAtmA kI mUrti ko dekhakara upahAsa kiyA thaa| usa samaya unake hRdaya meM jainadharma ke prati vidveSa thA / Aja vidveSa nahIM thA, sadbhAva thA! pramodabhAva thA! hRdaya ke bhAva manuSya ke AcaraNa meM pratibiMbita hote haiN| hA~, mAyAvI aura kapaTI manuSyoM kI bAta dUsarI hotI hai| ve loga apane hRdayagata bhAvoM ko AcaraNa meM dikhane nahIM dete| sarala aura niSkapaTa manuSya ke bhAva usake AcaraNa meM pratibiMbita hoMge hii| jisa vyakti ke prati, jisa dharma ke prati, jisa sthAna ke prati pramodabhAva yAnI prIti kA bhAva jAgrata hotA hai, usa vyaktikA dharma aura sthAna ke prati acchA AcaraNa hI hotA hai| acchA hI vyavahAra banatA hai| hRdaya meM pramodabhAva A jAnA caahie| pramoda ke sthAna para yadi IrSyA kA, dveSa kA yA tiraskAra kA bhAva AyA to vyavahAra bigar3egA hii| isalie kahatA hU~ ki hRdaya ko, guNavAnoM kI prati evaM puNyazAliyoM ke prati pramodabhAva se bharapUra rkhie| Apa jahA~ jahA~ bhI guNadarzana karoge, vahA~ vahA~ prema hogA hii| guNadarzana se prema hotA hai, doSadarzana se dveSa hotA hai| jahA~ prema hotA hai vahA~ apanA citta Ananda kA anubhava karatA hai, jahA~ dveSa hotA hai vahA~ apanA mana saMtApa anubhava karatA hai| haribhadra purohita AcArya bhagavaMta ke pAsa : __ Aja haribhadra purohita ne paramAtmA jinezvaradeva kI mUrti meM saccI vItarAgatA pAI! unakI A~kheM AnaMdAzru se bhara gii| unakI stuti kA zloka AcAryadeva ne upAzraya meM baiThe-baiThe suna liyA thaa| haribhadra purohita kI AvAja paricita thI! AcAryazrI samajha gaye ki 'haribhadra purohita kI yaha AvAja hai|' AcAryadeva ne avyakta Ananda kA anubhava kiyaa| unakI dakSiNa cakSu sphurAyamAna hone lgii| aneka zubha saMketa hone lge| For Private And Personal Use Only

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274 pravacana-21 - haribhadra purohita maMdira meM se upAzraya meM Aye | AcAryadeva ke darzana hote hI namaskAra kiyA aura 'maiM A sakatA hU~?' kI pRcchA kara, AcAryadeva kI anumati pA kara, ve AcAryadeva ke caraNoM meM aae| punaH praNAma kara vinaya se ve AcAryadeva ke caraNoM meM baiTha gye| AcAryadeva ne 'dharmalAbha' kA AzIrvAda diyA aura vAtsalyabhAva se kuzalatA kI pRcchA kii| haribhadra purohita ne apane Agamana kA prayojana btaayaa| gurudeva ne jAna liyA ki isake hRdaya meM sAdhvIjI ke prati pramodabhAva jAgrata huA hai, paramAtmA ke prati bhI saccI dRSTi khula gaI hai| unhoMne haribhadra purohita ko kahA : gurudeva kA vAtsalyabharA javAba : __ 'mahAnubhAva! jainadarzana meM kramika adhyayana karane kA vidhAna hai| jainadarzana itanA gahana, gaMbhIra aura vizAla hai ki isakA kramika adhyayana karane para hI sahI tattvajJAna prApta ho sakatA hai | jainadarzana kA rahasyabhUta jJAna sAdhujIvana meM hI pAyA jA sakatA hai| anekAntavAda aura saptanayoM kI bAteM jAnanesamajhane ke lie satata gurukulavAsa karanA caahie| eka zloka kA artha jAnane se kyA? yaha to jaina paribhASA meM likhA gayA zloka hai| artha bhI sarala hai| tumhAre jaise medhAvI, manasvI aura prajJAvaMta puruSa to mahAna zrutadhara bana sakate haiN| jJAna kI apUrva jyoti apanI AtmA meM pragaTa kara sakate haiN| aneka ajJAnI jIvoM ko prakAza pradAna kara sakate haiM | mAnavajIvana kI yahI to saphalatA hai!' AcArya bhagavaMta kI dhIra, gaMbhIra aura karuNAmayI vANI ne haribhadra purohita ke antaHstala ko sparza kiyA, sukhada sparza thA vaha / haribhadra ko apanI pratijJA kA khayAla thaa| AcAryazrI kisa bAta kI ora iMgita kara rahe haiM vaha bhI ve samajha rahe the| unake mana, hRdaya, antarAtmA meM Ananda kI zahanAI baja rahI thii| samaya pUrA ho gayA hai| Aja, basa itanA hii| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-21 275 pam Ajakala guNavAnoM kA apamAna karanA, unakA ha~sI-majAka karanA aura sukhI logoM ko napharata se dekhanA yA unakI TIkA-TippaNI karanA to jaise 'phezana' sA ho gayA hai| * pUrvajanma meM jinhoMne dAna-zIla-tapa vagairaha dharma kI utkRSTa ArAdhanA kI hotI hai, ve vartamAna jIvana meM aneka prakAra - kI sukha-suvidhA ko prApta karate haiN| unakI IA hamako nahIM karanI caahie| pramoda-bhAvanA kI pahalI zarta yahI hai ki Apa kisI ke sukha kI IA na kreN| . prema ke lie IrSyA jahara hai! IrSyA ke jahara ne prema ko hamezA mArA hai| IrSyA kI mAnasika karatA prema ke nAjuka phUloM ko kucala DAlatI hai| baco isa IA 'DAyana' se! * pravacana : 21 parama upakArI mahAna zrutadhara AcAryazrI haribhadrasUrIzvarajI ne svanirmita 'dharmabindu' grantha meM dharma kA bahuta hI acchA svarUpa batAyA hai| dharmakriyAoM kA jaise svarUpa samajhAyA vaise, dharmakriyA karanevAle manuSya kA hRdaya kaisA honA cAhie, vaha bhI batAyA hai| dharmakriyA zuddha ho parantu dharmakriyA karanevAle kA hRdaya azuddha ho, to vaha kriyA dharma nahIM banegI! kaisI coTadAra bAta kahI hai haribhadrasUrijI ne! yadi Apako dharma pAnA hai to Apa apane hRdaya ko zuddha bnaaie| dveSa, IrSyA, tiraskAra aura ghRNA ke duSTa bhAvoM ko hRdaya se nikAla deN| hRdaya-upavana meM maitrI, karuNA, pramoda aura mAdhyasthya bhAvoM ke prati mAdhyasthya - isa prakAra vidvAnoM ne vibhAgIkaraNa kiyA hai| apanA vivecana pramoda-bhAvanA para cala rahA hai| Apa kyA auroM ke sukha meM saMtuSTa haiM? pramoda-bhAvanA kA dUsarA nAma hai muditA-bhAvanA / artha samAna hai, zabdaracanA meM hI thor3A aMtara hai| 'pramoda' pulliMga zabda hai, 'muditA' strIliMga zabda hai| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-21 276 donoM zabda 'mud' dhAtu se bane haiN| donoM kA artha hotA hai khuzI! dUsaroM kA sukha dekhakara khuzI kA anubhava karanA yaha hai muditaa-bhaavnaa| ___'parasukhatuSTirmuditA Apa loga apane sukha meM saMtuSTa haiM yA dUsaroM ke sukha meM saMtuSTa? sabhA meM se : apane hI sukha meM saMtuSTa, prasanna! dUsaroM kA sukha dekha kara to IrSyA hotI hai| mahArAjazrI : hRdaya ko bdlo| ananta-ananta kAla se jIva saMsAra meM bhaTaka rahA hai, isakA kAraNa bhI yahI hai! vaha apane hI sukha kA vicAra karatA hai, apane hI duHkhoM kA vicAra karatA hai| isa svArtha ne hI jIva ko pApI banAyA hai aura saMsAra meM bhaTakAyA hai| svArthI IrSyAlu to hogA hii| puNyAnubaMdhI puNyodayavAloM ke prati : jisa prakAra arihaMta paramAtmA evaM siddha bhagavantoM kA zAzvat sukha jAna kara, unake prati pramoda-bhAvanA rakhane kI hai usa prakAra, jo jIva isa saMsAra meM puNyAnubaMdhI puNya ke udaya se, devabhava meM yA manuSyabhava meM sukha pAte haiM, sukha kA upabhoga karate haiM, unake prati bhI pramoda bhAva hI rakhane kA hai| 'itanA itanA bhautika-vaiSayika sukha milA hai, phira bhI ye isameM Asakta nahIM banate! bahuta hI alipta se rahate haiM | dhanya hai inheM / ' hRdaya unake prati sadbhAvanAvAlA bana jAya | puNyAnubaMdhI puNya ke udaya se jo sukha milatA hai, usa sukha meM jIva nimagna nahIM banatA hai| ati Asakta nahIM banatA hai | puNyAnubaMdhI puNya ke udaya se milanevAle sukhoM meM manuSya pApa nahIM karatA hai parantu nayA puNya bAMdhatA hai| puNya baMdhatA hai dharma ke AcaraNa se / bharapUra sukha pAsa hone para bhI jo jIvAtmA dharma kA AcaraNa karatA hai, unake prati Apake hRdaya meM prema ho sakatA kyA? honA cAhie prem| jisa prakAra dUsaroM ke kalyANakArI sukha dekhakara hRdaya Anandita honA cAhie vaise Apake pAsa bhI vaise sukha hoM ki jo sukha Apako pApoM kI ora prerita nahIM karate hoM, Apako khuza honA caahie| sukha ke aneka sAdhana hone para bhI usakA amaryAdita upabhoga nahIM karate ho, durUpayoga nahIM karate ho, to samajhanA ki Apake pAsa puNyAnubaMdhI puNya kA udaya hai| mokSamArga kI ArAdhanA meM yaha puNyodaya hI sahAyaka siddha hotA hai| jitanA bhI puNyodaya ho, usameM For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-21 277 saMtoSa rakhanA caahie| dUsaroM kA puNyodaya Apase bar3ha kara hai to Apako asaMtoSa nahIM karanA caahie| deva bhI pramoda-bhAvanA ke pAtra : __ svarga meM bhI jo samyakdRSTi deva haiM, daivI sukha-vaibhavoM meM bhI jo virakta rahate haiM yAnI AtmabhAna khokara jo bhogasukhoM meM lIna nahIM banate haiM, unake prati bhI apane hRdaya meM pramoda-bhAvanA rakhane kI hai| vaiSayika sukha bhogane para bhI jo mahAnubhAva vaiSayika sukhoM ko upAdeya nahIM mAnate, bhogane yogya nahIM mAnate, ve sacamuca pramoda ke pAtra haiN| saMsAra meM jyAdAtara loga vaiSayika sukhoM ko upAdeya mAnakara bhogate haiM aura usameM tallIna banate haiN| ina jIvoM kI apekSA jo jIva vaiSayika-sukhoM ko heya mAnate haiM, ve anumodanA ke pAtra haiN| tyAjya aura mAraka mAnakara viSaya-sukhabhoganevAle Asakti meM DUba nahIM jaate| DUbanA nahIM hai, jAgrata rho| IrSyA se bacakara rahanA : kisI kI bhI IrSyA mata kro| sAdhu kI IrSyA mata karo, sAdhvI kI bhI IrSyA mata karo | zrAvaka-zrAvikA kI bhI IrSyA mata karo / anya darzanoM meM yAnI dUsare dharmoM meM rahe hue mArgAnusArI jIvoM kI bhI IrSyA-nindA mata kro| sarvatra guNadRSTi se dekho | guNadRSTi se dekhane meM ApakA kucha bhI bigar3anevAlA nahIM hai| Apako koI pApa laganevAlA nahIM hai| ___ jo sAdhvI, jo zrAvikA samyakadarzana, samyakajJAna aura samyakacAritra kA saMpUrNa athavA AMzika pAlana bhI karatI hai, apane zIlavrata kA pAlana karatI hai, vaha pramoda ke pAtra hai| aisI sAdhviyoM ke guNa gAte raho, aisI zrAvikAoM ke guNa gAte rho| unake doSoM ke sAmane dekho hI nhiiN| kabhI dekha lie doSa, to una doSoM para vicAra mata kro| yAda rakhanA, doSa-darzana bar3I krUratA hai| krUra hRdaya dharma-ArAdhanA ke lie ayogya mAnA gayA hai| samajhate ho na merI bAta? krUra hRdaya ko dharma sparza nahIM kara sktaa| krUra hRdaya meM dharma raha nahIM sktaa| doSadarzana ke bar3e pApa ko chor3a do| dUsaroM ke sukha evaM dUsaroM ke guNa dekhakara prasannatA kA anubhava karanA zurU kro| jahA~ choTA-sA bhI guNa dikhAI deM, Anandita bano / jahA~ kisI kA choTA-sA bhI sukha dikhAI de, Anandita bno| yAnI IrSyA mata karo, tiraskAra mata kro| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-21 278 guNadarzana ke binA pramoda-bhAvanA AegI kaise ? Ajakala guNavAnoM kA anAdara karanA aura sukhI manuSyoM ke prati tiraskAra karanA sAmAnya ho gayA hai| phaizana ho gayA hai| kisI sukhI manuSya kI AlocanA-pratyAlocanA karanA, kaTu zabdoM kA prayoga karanA sAdhAraNa bAta bana gaI hai| guNavAnoM kA to mUlyAMkana hI samApta ho gayA hai! Aja mUlyAMkana hai dhanavAnoM kA aura rUpavAloM kA! rUpa aura rUpayoM ke pIche duniyA pAgala banI hai| pAgaloM ko guNadarzana hogA bhI kaise? guNadarzana ke binA pramoda-bhAvanA Ae kaise? pramoda ke binA dharma kA sparza hRdaya ko mile kaise? premabharA vyavahAra jarUrI hai : - haribhadra purohita ke pAsa guNadRSTi thii| AcAryadeva kI bAteM unake antaHkaraNa ko chU jAtI hai| AcAryadeva ne unakI pAtratA ko parakha liyA hai| purohita kI pratijJA se bhI ve paricita the| Aja pratyakSa unakI vizeSatAoM kA paricaya milaa| AcAryadeva kI bhI kaisI jJAnadRSTi hogI? unhoMne purohita kI purAnI galatI yAda nahIM kii| 'yaha vaha purohita hai ki jisane mere paramAtmA kA krUra upahAsa kiyA thA, Aja AyA hai mere pAsa, sunA dU~ usako...kyA samajhatA hai vaha apane Apako?' aisI galatI AcAryadeva ne nahIM kii| kisI ke bhUtakAla kI burI bAta yAda karAne se usako sudhArA nahIM jA sktaa| kisI kI kSatiyoM ke prati kaTAkSa yA prahAra karane se unakI kSatiyA~ dUra nahIM hotI haiN| yadi AcAryadeva haribhadra purohita ko sunA dete ki : 'tuma hI ho na vaha purohita...jinhoMne isI mandira meM vItarAga paramAtmA kA krUra upahAsa kiyA thA? jAnate ho usakA pariNAma? Apa rAjapurohita haiM, isakA Apako ghamaMDa hogA, parantu dhyAna rakhanA, paramAtmA ke upahAsa kA kaTuphala Apako bhI bhoganA pdd'egaa|' ityAdi bAteM sunAte to kyA hamako mahAna zrutadhara haribhadrasUrijI milate? haribhadra purohita kA mana AcArya ke prati khaTTA bana jaataa| ve vahA~ se cale jAte aura zloka kA artha kahIM se bhI DhU~Dha lete| jinazAsana ke AcArya kaise hote haiM ? jinazAsana ke AcArya samayajJa hote haiM, kAlajJa hote haiN| ve vyakti ko acchI taraha pahacAna lete haiN| kucha viziSTa jJAnI AcArya to sAmane AnevAle manuSya ke bhaviSya ko bhI jAna lete haiN| kahA~ para kyA bolanA, kaisA bolanA, pUrA khayAla For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-21 279 rakhate haiM | samaya kA unako jJAna hotA hai| zAstroM kA unako acchA jJAna hotA hai| prajJAvaMta hote haiM AcArya | aise AcArya hI jainazAsana kI prabhAvanA duniyA meM kara sakate haiN| jo mAtra nAma ke AcArya hote haiM ve to prabhAvanA nahIM, jainazAsana kI viDaMbanA karavAte haiN| AcAryapada kI zAna ko naSTa karate haiN| Ajakala apane durbhAgya se anuzAsanahInatA phaila gaI hai jinazAsana meN| anuzAsanahInatA kI vajaha se aneka doSa praviSTa ho hI jAte haiN| ___ haribhadra purohita eka aise mahAna jainAcArya ke pAsa pahuMce the ki jo viziSTa jJAnI the aura karuNA ke sAgara the| unhoMne bar3e prema se vidvAna purohita ke sAmane cAritrya-jIvana kA prastAva rakha diyaa| jJAna kI tIvra pipAsAvAle purohita ko AcAryadeva kI koI bhI zarta maMjUra thii| saMsAra ke vaiSayika sukhoM kI spRhA se bhI balavatI spRhA thI jJAnaprApti kI! jJAnaprApti ke lie vaiSayika sukhoM kA tyAga karanA unake lie AsAna thA! vaiSayika sukhoM ke lie jJAnaprApti kA avasara kho denA, unake lie asaMbhava thA, AtmaghAta jaisA thA! kRtajJabhAva : maulika yogyatA : __ haribhadra purohita haribhadramuni bana gaye aura unhoMne jainadarzana kA dina-rAta adhyayana kiyaa| adhyayana meM unakI tallInatA aura prasannatA bar3hatI hI gii| paramAtmA jinezvaradeva ke prati, unake dvArA prakAzita dvAdazAMgI ke prati, dharma ke prati apUrva AdarabhAva jAgrata huaa| pramodabhAva se unakA hRdaya bhara gyaa| paramAtmA ke aura paramAtmA ke dharmazAsana ke unhoMne bahuta guNa gAe | isameM bhI, sAdhvI yAkinI mahattarA ko to ve jIvana meM kabhI nahIM bhulA paae| apanI mAtA ke rUpa meM unhoMne apane aneka granthoM meM unakA ullekha kiyA hai | upakArI ke prati kRtajJabhAva mahAna AtmA kI maulika yogyatA hotI hai| sabhA meM se : kRtajJabhAva aura pramodabhAva eka hI hai yA bhinna? mahArAjazrI : donoM bhAva bhinna haiN| pramodabhAva to sabhI puNyazAlI aura guNavAna jIvoM ke prati hotA hai, jaba ki kRtajJabhAva upakArI jIvoM ke prati honA caahie| jina-jinakA apane Upara upakAra ho, choTA yA bar3A upakAra ho, unake prati kRtajJabhAva honA caahie| pramodabhAva to sabhI jIvoM ke prati ki jo puNyazAlI haiM, guNavAna haiM, honA cAhie | Apase jo jyAdA sukhI haiM, unake prati aura Apa se jo jyAdA guNavAna haiM, unake prati pramodabhAva honA caahie| sabhA meM se : hamase jo jyAdA sukhI haiM, unake prati pramodabhAva-premabhAva For Private And Personal Use Only

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280 pravacana-21 rakhanA kyA ucita hai? bhautika sukha to saMsAra meM DubonevAlA hai, aisA Apa pharamAte ho, phira aise sukhavAloM ke prati premabhAva honA cAhie yA karuNAbhAva? mahArAjazrI : yadi Apake hRdaya meM, Apa se jo jyAdA sukhI haiM, jinake pAsa bhautika vaiSayika sukha Apase jyAdA haiM, unake prati IrSyA kA bhAva jAgrata nahIM hotA hai aura Apake pAsa bhI jo vaiSayika sukha haiM ve bure lagate haiM, tyAga karane yogya lagate haiM, to Apa dUsare bhautika sukhavAloM ke prati bhAvakaruNA kA bhAva rakha sakate ho! yadi Apako apane sukha puNya kA udaya lagatA hai, mIThA mIThA lagatA hai aura dUsaroM ke sukha pApa kA kAraNa lagatA hai, durgati kA kAraNa lagatA hai to samajhanA ki vahA~ IrSyA kA bhAva hI kAma karatA hai| pApAnubaMdhI puNya ke udaya se milanevAle sukha, Apake pAsa hoM yA dUsaroM ke pAsa hoM, saMsArasAgara meM DubonevAle hI haiM | dUsaroM ke bhautika sukha dekhakara, Apako dayAbhAva karane kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| Apa to pramodabhAva hI rkhie| hA~, koI pApAcaraNa karatA hai to karuNAbhAva rkhnaa| Aja kA sukhI : pUrvajanma kA dharmAtmA : eka bAta Apa samajha lIjie | koI bhI sukha dharma kI ArAdhanA kie binA nahIM milatA hai| Aja jo sukhI hai, pUrvajanma kA vaha dharmAtmA hai| pUrvajanmoM meM dharma kI ArAdhanA kie binA yahA~ sukha mila hI nahIM sktaa| dharma-ArAdhanA se puNyakarma kA baMdha hotA hai aura puNyakarma ke udaya se sukha milatA hai| yaha jainadharma kA avicala siddhAnta hai| isa siddhAnta ke anusAra Aja kA sukhI jIva, pUrvajanma kA dharmAtmA hai | dharmAtmA ke rUpa meM usako dekho, to pramodabhAva AegA hii| sabhA meM se : sukhI zrImantoM ko jyAdA pApa karate hue dekhate haiM to unake prati dveSa hotA hI hai| pApI ke prati nahIM, pApoM ke prati dveSa karo : __ mahArAjazrI : pApoM ke prati dveSa hotA hai na? unake sukhoM kI IrSyA to nahIM hotI hai na? jarA apane mana ko ttttolo| dekho apane bhItara! pApoM ke prati hI dveSa hotA ho to aparAdha nahIM hai| IrSyA-janya dveSa hotA hai to bar3A aparAdha hai| pApoM ke prati dveSa bhale hoM, pApI ke prati dveSa nahIM karane kA hai| pApI ke prati to karuNA athavA madhyasthabhAva hI rakhane kA hai| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-21 281 maiM yaha bAta samajhAnA cAhatA hU~ ki Aja jisake pAsa bhautika sukha haiM, vaiSayika sukha haiM, vaha pUrvajanmoM kA dharmAtmA hai| pUrvajanma meM jisane dAna, zIla, tapa ityAdi dharma-ArAdhanA kI huI hotI hai, vaha vartamAna jIvana meM aneka prakAra kI sukha-sAmagrI kA svAmI banatA hai| aise jIvoM ke prati IrSyA nahIM honI caahie| 'isako itanA sukha milA aura mujhe nahIM? mujhase se jyAdA sukha isako kyoM milA? isase jyAdA sukha mujhe milanA cAhie | athavA isake pAsa sukha honA hI nahIM cAhie, yaha to duHkhI hI honA caahie|' ye sAre IrSyA ke rUpa haiN| IrSyAgrasta baccA : ___ maine eka gA~va meM eka aisA baccA dekhA, maiM hairAna raha gayA / hogA pA~ca-sAta sAla kA lar3akA | parivAra sukhI-saMpanna / lar3ake ke prati mAtA-pitA ko apAra sneha thaa| lar3akA eka hI thA, lar3akiyA~ tIna thiiN| tInoM bahaneM bhAI se pyAra karatI thIM...parantu bhAI tInoM bahanoM kI ghora IrSyA karatA thA! yadi mAtA-pitA ne lar3akiyoM ko kucha acchA diyA, to bhAI kA dimAga cakarA jaataa| 'bahanoM ko kucha bhI acchA nahIM milanA caahie|' yaha usakI haTha thii| bahaneM itanI acchI thIM ki apane bhAI ko khuza rakhane ke lie koI bhI acchI vastu nahIM letI thiiN| acche vastra nahIM, acche khilaune nhiiN| acchA khAnA bhI nhiiN| mAtApitA lar3ake ko kitanA bhI samajhAe~, samajhe hI nhiiN| pitA kI mRtyu ho gaI, tInoM bahaneM apane-apane sasurAla calI gaIM, aba bhAI kA patana honA prAraMbha huaa| mAtA kA kahA mAne nahIM, uddhatAI aura avinaya, IrSyA aura dveSa...aneka doSoM se bhara gyaa| juA aura corI ke pApa bhI karane lgaa| jela meM gayA / snehI-svajanoM ne bar3I muzkila se chudd'vaayaa| choTI umra se IrSyA kA doSa manuSya ke jIvana meM praviSTa ho jAtA hai, taba manuSya kA jIvana naSTa-bhraSTa hone meM derI nahIM lgtii| Age calakara vaha bAlaka sAdhu-jIvana meM bhI jAtA hai, to bhI IrSyA kA doSa nahIM jAtA hai| sAdhu-jIvana meM bhI dUsare guNavAna sAdhuoM kI IrSyA karegA hii| dUsare kIrtiprApta, pratiSThAprApta sAdhuoM ke doSa dekhatA rahegA aura IrSyA se jalatA rahegA! IrSyA meM se chala, prapaMca vagairaha aneka doSa paidA hote haiM! kleza, azAnti aura saMtApa se usakA hRdaya sadaiva jalatA rahatA hai| maiMne aise logoM ke jIvana dekhe haiM, ve vyartha meM hI ghora azAnti ke zikAra bana gaye haiN| For Private And Personal Use Only

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282 pravacana-21 IrSyA galata kAma karavAtI hai : hanumAnajI kI mAtA aMjanA kA pUrvabhava Apa jAnate ho kyA? pUrvajanma meM vaha eka rAjA kI kanakodarI nAma kI rAnI thii| rAjA kI dUsarI bhI eka rAnI thI, usakA nAma lakSmIvatI thaa| lakSmIvatI paramAtmabhakta thii| usane apane mahala meM eka choTA-sA parantu sundara kalAtmaka jinamaMdira banAyA thaa| pratidina nagara kI aneka mahilAoM ke sAtha vaha maMdira meM pUjApATha va gItagAna karatI thii| maMdira kI vajaha se aneka mahilAe~ usake mahala meM AtI jAtI thiiN| rAta ko bhI dera taka lakSmIvatI ke mahala meM paramAtmabhakti hotI rahatI thI! nagara meM lakSmIvatI kI kIrti bar3hatI jAtI thii| kanakodarI IrSyA se jalatI thI! lakSmIvatI kI prazaMsA vaha suna nahIM sakatI thii| lakSmIvatI kA sukha, usakA Ananda kanakodarI ke lie asahya bana gyaa| usane lakSmIvatI kA sukha chIna lene kA upAya socaa| eka adhama vicAra usake mana meM aayaa| apanI eka vizvAsapAtra dAsI ko apanA vicAra batAyA / dAsI sammata ho gii| __lakSmIvatI ke jinamaMdira meM se paramAtmA jinezvaradeva kI mUrti ko hI vahA~ se curA kara, aisI jagaha DAla dene kI yojanA banAI ki mUrti kisI ke hAtha nahIM lage | kanakodarI ne socA thA ki 'lakSmIvatI ke mahala meM aneka mahilAoM kI cahala-pahala isa maMdira kI vajaha se hai| maMdira bhI taba taka hai, jaba taka bhagavAna kI mUrti hai| yadi mUrti ko hI gAyaba kara deM to maMdira kA koI mahattva nahIM rahatA! phira logoM kA AnA-jAnA baMda ho jaaegaa| "lakSmIvatI ke mahala meM itanI cahala-pahala aura mere mahala meM koI nahIM? lakSmIvatI kI itanI prazaMsA aura merI koI prazaMsA nahIM!' IrSyAjanya ye vicAra kanakodarI ke hRdaya ko jalA rahe the| usane eka dina tIvra dveSa se paramAtmA kI mUrti kI corI karavAI aura nagara ke bAhara kUr3e-kacare ke Dhera meM gAr3a dene ke lie vaha svayaM cala dii| usa ne nagara ke bAhara Akara, kUr3e-kacare ke Dhera meM paramAtmA kI pUjanIya pratimA ko gAr3a diyaa| __parantu vahA~ acAnaka eka sAdhvI kA saMyoga mila gayA rAnI ko / vihAra kara ke A rahI thI saadhviijii| unhoMne rAnI kI A~khoM meM bhaya aura AzaMkA dekhii| unhoMne socA ki 'isane koI burA kAma kiyA hai|' dUra se sAdhvIjI ne dekhA bhI thA ki yaha strI kacare ke Dhera meM kucha gAr3a rahI hai|' unhoMne rAnI se pUchA : 'bahana, tU yahA~ kyA kara rahI thI? isa kacare ke Dhera meM tUne kyA chipAyA hai!' For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 21 283 aba rAnI pasIne se nahA gaI / ghabarA utthii| sAdhvIjI ke prabhAva aura pratApa se vaha abhibhUta ho gaI / usane kaha diyA : 'maiMne paramAtmA kI mUrti isa kacare ke r3hera meM DAla dI hai / ' sAdhvIjI ne kahA : 'tUne bahuta bar3A pApa kiyA hai| tU zIghra hI paramAtmA kI mUrti nikAla le yahA~ se aura jahA~ se mUrti lAI hai vahA~ le jA / tUne yaha ghora pApa kiyA hai| isa pApa kA kaisA ghora duHkha AegA, tU jAnatI hai ?' roSa aura karuNA se mizrita vANI se sAdhvIjI ne rAnI ko smjhaayaa| rAnI ne sArI bAta batA dI sAdhvIjI ko / dAsI ne gAr3I huI mUrti nikAla lI aura nagara meM calI gii| sAdhvIjI bhI usI nagara meM jAnevAlI thI, calI gaI! sAdhvI kI bAta sunakara kanakodarI ko apanI bhUla samajha meM A gii| usane mUrti ko maMdira meM rakhavA diyA aura sAdhvIjI ke pAsa jAkara apanI galatI kA pazcAttApa bhI kiyA... parantu usane IrSyAjanya dveSa se prerita hokara paramAtmA kI mUrti kI jo ghora AzAtanA kI, usakI vajaha se aisA pApakarma ba~dhA ki aMjanA ke bhava meM 22-22 varSa taka pati kA viyoga rahA aura kalaMkita honA pdd'aa| nirdoSa hone para bhI vyabhicAriNI kA kalaMka usake sara aayaa| karmoM kA tattvajJAna samajhanA jarUrI hai : kaisI-kaisI pravRtti karane se, kaise-kaise zabda bolane se aura kaise-kaise vicAra karane se kaise-kaise karma baMdhate haiM aura una karmoM ke udaya se kaise duHkha Ate haiM... kaise-kaise sukha milate haiM, yaha tattvajJAna pAyA hai kyA? yaha tattvajJAna pAne se hI Apa ayogya aura niSiddha pravRtti kA tyAga kara sakoge / pApa-vANI aura pApa - vicAroM kA bhI tyAga kara skoge| itanA samajha lo ki pApakarmoM ke udaya se hI duHkha AtA hai| pApakarmoM kA udaya tabhI AtA hai ki jaba jIva ne kisI bhI bhava meM ve karma bAMdhe hoN| pApakarma baMdhate hai pApAcaraNa se| mana-vacana aura kAyA se jIvAtmA pApAcaraNa karatA hai aura isase pApakarma bA~dhatA hai / yadi duHkhoM se Darate ho to pApoM se Darate raho / duHkhoM kA bhaya lagatA hai to pApoM kA bhaya laganA cAhie / pApoM kA tyAga kro| IrSyA bahuta bar3A pApa hai, kyoMki IrSyA meM se asaMkhya pApa paidA hote haiM aura manuSya kA jIvana naSTa ho jAtA hai| saMsAra kI cAra gatiyoM meM jIva bhaTaka jAtA hai| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-21 284 IrSyA se prema kI mRtyu ho jAtI hai : dUsare jIvoM kA kisI bhI prakAra kA sukha dekhakara IrSyA mata kro| vaha sukha puNyAnubaMdhI puNya ke udaya se milA ho yA pApAnubaMdhI puNya ke udaya se milA ho / vaha sukha usa jIvAtmA ko bhoganA AtA ho yA nahIM AtA ho| vaha apane sukha kA tyAga kare yA na kare | Apako usake sukha se koI lagAva nahIM rakhanA caahie| pramoda-bhAvanA kI pahalI zarta yaha hai ki kisI bhI sukhI ke prati IrSyA mata kro| IrSyA se prema mara jAtA hai| prema ke binA pramodabhAva jAgrata hI nahIM ho sktaa| jo jIva mithyAdRSTi hai yAnI jinako samyakajJAna, samyakadarzana nahIM milA hai, jo mithyA mAnyatAoM meM bhramita ho gae haiM, una jIvoM meM bhI dayA, dAna, zIla ityAdi uttama guNa dekhakara anumodanA karane kI hai| unake guNa dekhane se unake prati bhI dveSa, tiraskAra paidA nahIM hogaa| hA~, saMsAra ke koI bhI jIvAtmA ke prati dveSa, dhikkAra, tiraskAra nahIM karanA hai| apane hRdaya ko aisA banAnA kA hai| sabhA meM se : mithyAdRSTi jIvoM ke guNoM kI anumodanA karane se unake mithyAtva kI bhI anumodanA nahIM ho jAtI hai? mithyAtva kI anumodanA kA doSa nahIM lagatA hai? guNa to sabake anumodanIya haiM : __ mahArAjazrI : nahIM, anumodanA kA, pramoda-bhAvanA kA apanA viSaya hai gunn| mithyAtva guNa nahIM hai, doSa hai| anumodanA hama guNoM kI karate haiM, nahIM ki doSoM kI | unake mithyAtva ke prati to karuNA honI cAhie | isa jIvAtmA kA mithyAtva dUra ho aura samyakadarzana prApta ho, samyakajJAna prApta ho, isako parama sukha, parama zAnti prApta ho!' aisA vicAra karanA caahie| mithyAtva kI nindA aisI nahIM karo ki jisase mithyAtvI ke pAsa rahe hue guNoM kI bhI nindA ho jAya / guNoM kI nindA kara dI to barabAda ho jaaoge| nindA-prazaMsA karane meM itanI sAvadhAnI baratanA ati Avazyaka hai| kisI vyakti ke doSoM kI nindA karate samaya ApakA dhyAna unake guNoM kI ora jAtA hai? guNoM kI nindA na ho jAya, isakI sAvadhAnI rakhate ho? yadi Apa sAmanevAle ke guNoM kI ora thor3A-sA bhI dekha loge to ApakA nindA-rasa maMda ho jaaegaa| parantu doSa-darzana itanA prabala hotA hai ki guNadarzana hone hI For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 21 285 nahIM detaa| mithyAdRSTi jIvoM meM rahe hue dayA, dAna, zIla, paramArtha, paropakAra ityAdi guNoM kI anumodanA karane kA vidhAna upAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajI ne bhI kiyA hai : 'thor3alo paNa guNa parataNo, teha anumodavA lAga re...' guNoM ko jahA~ bhI dekho, anumodanA karo, yAnI prasannatA kA anubhava kro| pazu-pakSI meM bhI guNa hote haiN| usake vizeSajJa puruSoM ne pazu-pakSI ke bhI guNa batAe haiN| pazu-pakSI ke guNa dekhe jA sakate haiM, manuSya ke guNa nahIM! durbhAgya hai na? kutte se prema karanevAlI strI, pati se dveSa karatI hai ! ghor3e se prema karanevAlA puruSa apanI patnI se dveSa karatA hai ! kitanI vicitratA hai saMsAra kI ? mithyAdRSTi jIvAtmA kA mithyAtva dekhakara, galata mAnyatAe~ jAna kara bhI usake prati roSa nahIM karane kA hai| usakA mithyAtva dUra karane kI karuNApUrNa bhAvanA rakhane kI hai| usake guNoM ke Upara doSoM kA AvaraNa car3hAkara nindA karane kI Adata chor3a do! chor3oge? dUsaroM ke doSa, dUsaroM ke pApa dekhane kA pApa chor3oge kyA? nahIM chor3oge to duHkhI ho jaaoge| 'zAMtasudhArasa' grantha meM upAdhyAya zrI vinayavijayajI ne bhI mithyAdRSTi jIvoM meM rahe hue satya - saMtoSAdi guNoM kI anumodanA kI hai : mithyAdRzAmapyukArasAram saMtoSasatyAdiguNaprasAram / vadAnyatA-vainayikaprakAram mArgAnusArItyanumodayAmaH / / mithyAdRSTi jIvoM meM 'mArgAnusAritA' ho sakatI hai| jainadarzana ne mArgAnusAritA ko AtmavikAsa kI prathama bhUmikA batAI hai| AtmavikAsa kI prathama bhUmikA para koI bhI jIvAtmA ho, usakI mArgAnusAritA anumodanIya hotI hai| mArgAnusAritA : 'eproca roDa' : sabhA meM se : 'mArgAnusAritA' kA artha kyA? mahArAjazrI : mArga + anusAritA = mArgAnusAritA! mArga yAnI mokSamArga / mokSamArga hai samyakdarzana - jJAna - cAritryAtmaka / usa mArga kI ora le jAnevAle guNoM ko mArgAnusAritA kahate haiN| nezanala hAI-ve - rAjapatha hotA hai na ? usa sar3aka taka pahu~canevAlA 'eproca ror3a' nahIM hotA? mArgAnusAritA 'eproca ror3a' hai! mokSamArga taka pahu~cAnevAlA mArga! isa mArga para Aye hue jIvoM meM 35 prakAra ke guNoM meM se aneka guNa hote haiM / jAnate ho na 35 prakAra ke guNa ? isI For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 21 286 'dharmabindu' grantha meM ve 35 guNa batAye gaye haiM aura aba tIna-cAra dina ke bAda una 35 guNoM kA hI varNana zurU karanA hai / cAturmAsa - varSAvAsa meM 35 guNoM kA vivecana pUrA ho jAya to acchA hai ! hAlA~ki 'dharmabindu' grantha to bar3A hai| usameM mArgAnusAritA se lagAkara mokSaprApti taka kA kramika vikAsa batAyA gayA hai| kramika AtmavikAsa jinakI sAdhanA hai, unake lie 'dharmabindu' grantha atyanta upayogI hai| doSadarzana kI burI Adata chor3a do : apanI bAta to vaha thI ki mithyAdRSTi jIvoM meM jo mArgAnusArI jIva haiM aura unameM jo satya-saMtoSa - vinaya ityAdi guNa haiM, una guNoM kI hArdika anumodanA karanI caahie| maiM Apako kaI bAra kahatA hU~ ki saMsAra meM pratyeka jIvAtmA meM koI na koI guNa hotA hI hai / guNa ke binA caitanya kA honA saMbhava nahIM / guNa dekhane kI apane pAsa dRSTi cAhie / guNadRSTi se hI guNa dikhate haiN| guNa hone para bhI, guNadRSTi nahIM hotI hai, to guNa nahIM dikheNge| dUsaroM ke doSa hI dekhane kI AdatavAloM ko dUsaroM ke guNa dikhe hI nhiiN| aise jIvoM se kaise apekSA rakheM ki ve guNa dekheM / Adata ko chor3anA sarala bAta nahIM hai| bIr3I kI Adata jaisI mAmUlI Adata chor3anA bhI muzkila lagatA hai to phira doSadarzana jaisI gaMbhIra aura purAnI Adata ko chor3anA kitanA muzkila hogA? hA~, koI mahAna bhAgyodaya honevAlA ho, koI divya-kRpA ho jAya aura doSadarzana kI lata chUTa jAya vaha dUsarI bAta hai / jaise haribhadra purohita ! jainadharma aura jaina dharmasthAnoM meM ve doSa hI doSa dekhate the, parantu yAkinImahattarA sAdhvIjI ke paricaya se parivartana A gyaa| paramAtmA kI mUrti kA upahAsa karanevAle ve, paramAtmA kA stavana karanevAle bana gaye / eka romAMcakArI kahAnI govindAcArya kI : aisI hI eka dUsarI ghaTanA hai govindAcArya kI / brAhmaNa paMDita the / jainadharma ke prati unake hRdaya meM ghora ghRNA thI / jainadharma ke siddhAntoM kA rAjasabhA meM khaMDana kara parAjita karane kI tIvra icchA thI / jisake sAtha vAda-vivAda karanA ho, usake siddhAntoM kA bhI samucita jJAna honA caahie| govindAcArya ne vaise jainadharma ke siddhAntoM kA jJAna pAne kA prayatna kiyA, parantu jainAcArya ke alAvA prAmANika siddhAntajJAna ve pAyeM kaise ? govindAcArya ko cintA huI / ve jAnate the ki 'jainAcArya' sabhI ko apane siddhAntoM kA rahasya nahIM batAte haiN| apane For Private And Personal Use Only

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287 pravacana-21 vizvAsapAtra evaM AjJAMkita ziSyoM ko hI rahasya batAte haiN| ataH mujhe unakA ziSya bana jAnA caahie| yadi maiM ziSya bana jAU~gA to jainadharma kI bhItarI sthiti kA bhI acchA adhyayana ho jAegA aura phira maiM usI jainAcArya se vAda karU~gA, unako parAjita karU~gA, jainadharma ko bhArata meM se nikAla dUMgA!' govindAcArya ne dIkSA lii| gurudeva ne govindAcArya ko jainadharma ke siddhAntoM kA jJAna denA prAraMbha kiyaa| govindAcArya bhI kAphI vinaya aura namratA se jJAnArjana karane lge| banAvaTa karanevAle to jyAdA vinaya kareMge, namratA bhI jyAdA rakheMge! para jyoM-jyoM ve adhyayana karate gaye, jainadharma ke 'anekAntavAda' jaise siddhAntoM kA jyoM-jyoM talasparzI adhyayana karate gaye tyoM-tyoM jainadharma ke prati dveSa jo thA, dUra hotA gyaa| AcAramArga meM aparigraha kA, siddhAnta aura vicAroM meM anekAntavAda kA siddhAnta...aparigraha aura anekAntavAda, jainadharma ke akATya siddhAnta haiM | Aye the doSa dekhane, parantu dikhAI diye guNa hI guNa! sAdhujIvana kI uttama jIvanacaryA se ve kAphI prabhAvita hue| unake hRdaya meM jainadharma ke prati AdarabhAva bahuta bar3ha gayA / dRSTi badala gaI! gurudeva ke caraNoM meM gira kara kSamA mA~gI aura kahA : 'gurudeva, pahale to maiMne sAdhu hone kA daMbha hI kiyA thA, jainadharma ke prati dveSa hone se, jainadharma ke siddhAntoM kA khaMDana kara, jainAcAryoM ko parAjita karane kI bhAvanA thii| ___ jainadharma ke siddhAnta mujhe isalie jAnane the ki maiM una siddhAntoM kA vedAnta ke siddhAntoM se acchI taraha khaMDana kara skuuN| isalie maiM sAdhu banA aura adhyayana kiyaa| parantu ApakI paramakRpA se mujhe jainadharma ke siddhAnta hI paripUrNa aura akATya lge| aise siddhAntoM kA khaMDana ho hI nahIM sktaa| aisA paripUrNa jainadarzana pAkara aba maiM kho denA nahIM cAhatA huuN| Apa kRpA kara mujhe prAyazcitta dIjie aura punaH mujhe cAritryadharma pradAna kreN| sacamuca jainadharmajainadarzana paripUrNa hai, isalie sarvazreSTha hai|' ___ parivartana A gayA dRSTi meN| doSadRSTi calI gaI, guNadRSTi khula gii| aisA kisI ke jIvana meM sahajabhAva se bana jAtA hai, kisI ko abhyAsa karanA par3atA hai, yAnI prayatna se doSadRSTi miTAnI par3atI haiN| doSadRSTi miTAye binA doSadarzana kI Adata se mukta nahIM bana skoge| pramoda-bhAvanA ke lie guNadRSTi cAhie hii| guNadRSTi se dUsaroM ke guNa dikhate haiM aura tabhI pramoda-bhAvanA jAgrata hotI hai| dUsaroM kA sukha bhI guNadRSTi se hI sahana ho sakatA hai, yAnI IrSyA nahIM hotI hai| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-21 288 putra ke sukha ke prati mA~ ko bhI IrSyA : eka mAtA hai| usane apane eka hI eka putra kI zAdI kii| acche khAnadAna kI lar3akI se zAdI kii| mAtA-pitA ko apane putra para prema to thA hI, 'putra hamArA hI banA rahanA cAhie, patnI kA nahIM bana jAnA cAhie,' aisA bhI bhAva thaa| zAdI ke bAda lar3akA apanI patnI ko lekara kabhI-kabhI ghUmane calA jAtA hai, mAtA se pUchatA nahIM hai, mAtA ko burA lgaa| aba yaha lar3akA merA mAnatA nahIM, mujhe kucha bhI pUchatA nhiiN| mA~ ne lar3ake ko do-cAra bAra TokA bhI sahI, parantu lar3ake ne dhyAna nahIM diyaa| aba mA~ ne kucha cAla calane kA socaa| usane eka banAvaTI prema-patra likhA aura putravadhU kI pahanane kI sAr3I meM rakha diyaa| dUsare dina jaba apane pati ke sAmane usane sAr3I uThAI, kholI, to andara se vaha prema-patra jamIna para gira gayA, jhaTapaTa vaha patra lene gaI, parantu usake pahale usake pati ne patra ko uThA liyA aura patra ko kholakara par3hane lage, usakA manobhAva badalane lage, usakI mukhAkRti badala gaI! patnI to becArI ghabarA utthii| pati ne patnI ko kharIkhoTI sunaaii| patnI garbhavatI bhI bana gaI thii| parantu pati kA gussA usa banAvaTI prema-patra se itanA bhar3aka gayA thA ki patnI usa gusse ko zAnta nahIM kara skii| lar3ake kI mA~ to bar3I khuza huii| 'aba merA beTA merA kahA maanegaa|' apane sukha ke lie mA~ ne apane putra kI aura putravadhU kI jiMdagI meM Aga lagA dii| putravadhU ko usake mAyake bheja diyaa| pitRgRha meM Akara usane putra ko janma diyaa| apane pati ko samAcAra bheje, parantu vaha nahIM aayaa| do sAla taka nahIM aayaa| mA~ ne usa prema-patra kA rahasya beTe ko batAyA hI nhiiN| do sAla ke bAda patnI ne talAka pasanda kiyA aura apanA jIvana naye utsAha se zurU kiyaa| IrSyA jalA DAlegI : ___ apane putra evaM putravadhU kA bhI sukha mA~ nahIM dekha sakI aura unakA sukha naSTa karane kA adhama mArga apanAyA, isase bar3hakara IrSyA kA kArya dUsarA kyA ho sakatA hai? putra-parivAra ke sukha kI IrSyA karanevAle dUsaroM ke sukha kI IrSyA to kitanI karate hoMge? isase, aisA karane se kyA ve svayaM sukhI bana jAte haiM? sukhI bananA ho to dUsaroM ke sukhoM kI IrSyA karanA tatkAla chor3a do| sukhI aura guNavAn puruSoM ke prati pramodabhAva kA vikAsa kro| arihaMta paramAtmA, siddha bhagavaMta, sAdhupuruSa, sAdhvI, gRhasthapuruSa evaM strI For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 21 289 aura mithyAdarzanoM meM rahe hue mArgAnusArI jIva... ina sabameM guNadarzana karate raho aura pramodabhAva bar3hAte rho| vaise, jo bhautika dRSTi se sukhI haiM, arthAt jinake pAsa puNyodaya se baMgalA, moTara, naukara-cAkara evaM saMpatti hai unake prati IrSyA mata kro| yadi vaha apane vaibhava - saMpatti kA durUpayoga karatA hai to bhI usakI kaTu-AlocanA mata kro| usake prati karuNA rkho| jo zrImaMta apanI zrImaMtAI kA sadupayoga karatA hai, usake prati pramoda-bhAva rkho| pramoda-bhAvanA se ApakA mana prasanna rhegaa| ApakI AtmA Anandita rhegii| jIvana meM aura kyA cAhie Apako? Aja hama pramoda-bhAvanA kA vivecana pUrNa karate haiN| cAra bhAvanAoM meM se tIna bhAvanAoM kA vivecana pUrNa huaa| maitrI, karuNA aura pramoda - bhAvanA kA vivecana pUrNa kiyA, aba cauthI mAdhyasthya bhAvanA kA vivecana tIna dina taka kareMge / Aja, basa itanA hI / For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-22 290 - jIvadveSa jaisA aura koI pApa nahIM hai| jIvapIr3A jaisA dUsarA koI duSkRtya nahIM hai| jIvadveSa ko miTAne ke lie bAra-bAra maitrI vagairaha bhAvanAoM kI gaMgA meM snAna karate rahanA caahie| 'ahaMkAra' aura 'mamakAra' - 'maiM' aura 'merA' ke sAtha tiraskAranapharata kI dostI ho hI jAtI hai| ghara meM yA saMsAra meM jina bar3oM ke dila meM upekSA-bhAvanA (mAdhyasthya bhAvanA) nahIM hotI aise kaI vyaktiyoM ko maiMne ghora azAMti aura saMtApa meM jhulasate dekhA hai! kyA sabhI ko sudhArane kA ThekA hamane hI le rakhA hai? kyoM hama apanI mAnyatAoM aura icchAoM ko auroM para itanI sakhtAI se thopate haiM? asahiSNutA kI Ar3a meM hamArI bhASA kaThora ho jAtI hai| / zabdoM kI komalatA, madhuratA hamAre lie jaise kucha mAIne hI nahIM rakhatI hai! pravacana : 22 parama upakArI mahAn zrutadhara pUjya AcArya zrI haribhadrasUrijI svaracita 'dharmabindu' grantha meM dharma kA svarUpadarzana karavAte haiN| dharma ke anuSThAna karanevAloM meM, dharmakriyAe~ karanevAloM meM maitrI, karuNA, pramoda aura mAdhyasthya bhAvoM kI anivArya AvazyakatA batAnevAle ye AcArya bhagavaMta jainazAsana meM apanA gauravapUrNa sthAna banA gaye haiN| jaina hI nahIM, jainetara vidvAna bhI isa jainAcArya kI mukta mana se prazaMsA karate haiN| svadezI hI nahIM, videzI vidvAna bhI haribhadrasUri kI prazaMsA karate haiN| bhale hI Aja unake dvArA likhe gae 1444 grantha nahIM mila rahe haiM, jo bhI cAlIsa-pacAsa grantha mile haiM, apUrva haiM, adbhuta haiN| kucha granthoM kA gujarAtI bhASA meM anuvAda bhI ho gayA hai| hindI bhASA meM bhI kucha granthoM kA anuvAda milatA hai| Apa loga par3ha sakate haiN| cintana-manana kara sakate haiN| Apako bahuta Ananda... AtmAnanda prApta hogaa| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-22 291 durgati meM girane se jo bacAye vaha hai dharma : durgati meM girane se jIvoM ko vaha dharma hI bacA sakatA hai, jo dharma maitrI Adi bhAvoM se bharapUra ho / jo manuSya apane hRdaya ko maitrI Adi bhAvoM se navapallavita rakhatA hai, vaha manuSya durgati meM nahIM jAtA hai| maitrI Adi bhAvanAoM se surabhita hRdayavAlA manuSya jo bhI dharmAnuSThAna karatA hai, vaha dharmAnuSThAna usakI AtmA ko sparza karatA hai| duSkarmoM kA nAza karatA hai| satkarmoM kA sarjana karatA hai | maitrI vagairaha cAra bhAvanAoM se rahita manuSya kI dharmakriyAe~ bhI niSphala jAtI haiN| durgati se vaha baca nahIM sakatA! 'jIvadveSa' jaisA koI pApa nahIM hai| jIvapIr3ana jaisA koI duSkRtya nahIM hai| jIvadveSa ko miTAne ke lie punaH punaH maitrI Adi bhAvanAoM kI gaMgA meM snAna karate rho| maitrI Adi bhAvanAe~ pratidina punaH punaH gAne kI haiN| isalie maiM vistAra se ina bhAvanAoM ko samajhA rahA huuN| Aja hamako mAdhyasthya-bhAvanA para cintana karanA hai| yaha bhAvanA bahuta hI acchI bhAvanA hai| vartamAnakAlIna dhvasta pArivArika jIvana meM apane mana ko saMtulita rakhane ke lie yaha bhAvanA 'rAmabANa auSadha' hai| jina strI-puruSoM ke Upara dUsaroM kI jimmedArI hotI hai, una strI-puruSoM ke lie yaha mAdhyasthya-bhAvanA atyaMta upayogI hai| arthAt una strI-puruSoM ko apane hRdaya meM isa bhAvanA-rasAyaNa ko surakSita rakhanA caahie| pahale isa bhAvanA ke prakAra batAU~gA, bAda meM isa bhAvanA ko kaba aura kaise jIvana meM upayogI banAyA jAye, vaha btaauuNgaa| saMsAra meM burAiyA~ anAdi-anaMta : mAdhyasthya-bhAvanA ko 'upekSA'-bhAvanA bhI kahate haiN| yaha 'upekSA' cAra prakAra kI batAI gaI hai| 1. karuNA sArA 2. anubandha sArA 3. nirveda sArA 4. sattva sArA yadi duniyA meM sabhI loga vinIta hote, saba loga acche hote to upekSAbhAvanA kI AvazyakatA hI nahIM hotI! parantu hamezA duniyA meM acchAI-burAI sAtha rahI hai| tIrthaMkaroM ke kAla meM bhI acchAI aura burAI thI na? jaise saMsAra For Private And Personal Use Only

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292 pravacana-22 anAdi-ananta hai vaise saMsAra kI burAiyA~ bhI anAdi-ananta haiM! burAiyoM kA anta nahIM hai| tIrthaMkaroM ne aura aneka saMta mahAtmAoM ne jIvoM ko burAiyoM se mukta karane kA puruSArtha kiyA hai, kucha jIvAtmAe~ avazya burAiyoM se mukta bhI huI haiN| parantu burAiyoM kA sarvathA nAza nahIM ho paayaa| yadi saMsAra meM se burAiyA~ calI jAyeM to phira saMsAra aura mokSa meM kyA antara rahegA? saMsAra burAiyoM se bharA huA hai isalie duHkhamaya hai, mokSa meM eka bhI burAI nahIM hai isalie vahA~ eka bhI duHkha nahIM hai| jindagI meM kabhI nahIM sudharanevAle loga bhI hote haiM : __ kucha manuSya aise hote haiM ki jJAnI puruSoM ke upadeza se unakI burAiyA~ dUra ho jAtI hai, arthAt upadeza se sudhara jAte haiN| kucha bure loga aise nimitta milane para sudhara jAte haiN| kucha loga svayaM kAla paripakva hone para sudharate haiM! kucha loga jindagI meM kabhI nahIM sudharate! burAiyoM kA tyAga kabhI nahIM karate...lAkha upadeza dene para bhI nahIM sudharate! uttama nimitta milane para bhI nahIM sudharate! aise nahIM sudharanevAle bure logoM ke prati mAdhyasthya-bhAvanA se, upekSA-bhAvanA se dekhanA hai, bolanA hai aura socanA hai| aisA karane se bure logoM ke prati bhI roSa nahIM hogA, dhikkAra yA tiraskAra ke bhAva jAgrata nahIM hoNge| apanA mana malina nahIM hogaa| ghRNA evaM napharata se dUra raho : saMsAra hai, saMsAra meM sabhI prakAra ke loga mila sakate haiN| snehI aura svajana ke rUpa meM bhI aise loga mila sakate haiN| jaba apane saMbaMdha meM AyA huA manuSya bure kAma karatA hai, avinaya aura maryAdAbhaMga karatA hai, to usake prati zIghra dveSa ho jAtA hai, zIghra roSa ho jAtA hai! manuSyamana kI yaha bhI eka nirbalatA hai| isa nirbalatA ko miTAyA jA sakatA hai| isakA upAya hai mAdhyasthya-bhAvanA! galatI to bar3oM kI bhI hotI hai, acche acche vidvAnoM kI aura mahAtmAoM kI bhI hotI hai, parantu jo apanI galatI mAnatA hai aura galatI sudhAranevAloM ke prati prema, Adara aura sadbhAva banAye rakhatA hai vaha apanI galatI sudhAra bhI letA hai| kucha loga apanI galatI mAnane ko hI taiyAra nahIM hote! 'merI bhUla ho hI nahIM sakatI... aisA mithyA abhimAna lie phirate haiN| aise loga, unakI bhUla batAnevAloM ke prati gussA karate haiN| guru ho to bhI gussA karate haiM, tIrthaMkara ho For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-22 293 to bhI gussA karate haiM! parantu vAstava meM jo guru hote haiM ve aise avinIta aura abhimAnI ziSyoM ke prati gussA nahIM karate, upekSA-bhAvanA rakhate haiN| unake mana meM gussA AtA hI nhiiN| upekSA-bhAvanA se bhAvita manuSya meM aparAdhI ke prati bhI gussA nahIM AegA | bure se bure kAma karanevAloM ke prati bhI gussA nahIM aaegaa| sabhA meM se : dUsare logoM ke prati gussA nahIM AtA hai, parantu jinako hama apanA mAnate haiM aura ve jaba nahIM sudharate haiM, galatiyA~ karate rahate haiM, taba unake prati gussA A hI jAtA hai! 'maiM' aura 'merA' gusse kI jar3a hai : __ mahArAjazrI : ekatva bhAvanA aura anyatva bhAvanA kA punaH punaH abhyAsa karake apanatva kI vAsanA ko nirmUla kara do| 'yaha merA lar3akA hai aura merA kahA nahIM mAnatA hai?' yaha gussA lar3ake kI burAI ke prati nahIM, parantu ApakA svamAnabhaMga hone se paidA huA! bAta samajhe na? ThIka prakAra se samajha lo / jaba ApakI patnI, ApakA putra yA putrI yA naukara-cAkara ApakI acchI bhI AjJA nahIM mAnate, ApakA kahA nahIM karate, burA kAma nahIM chor3ate haiM taba Apake mana meM kyA hotA hai? gussA kyoM AtA hai? 'vaha burA kAma karake pApakarma bA~dhegA aura pApakarmoM ke udaya se duHkhI hogA... isa vicAra se gussA AtA hai? nahIM na? 'yaha merI patnI hai, usako merA kahA mAnanA hI cAhie! yaha merA lar3akA hai, maiM isakA pitA hU~, merA kahA usako mAnanA hI cAhie, yaha merA naukara hai, maiM usakA baoNsa hU~, merI bAta usako to mAnanI hI cAhie...' aisI ahaMkArajanya mAnyatAe~ mana meM bharI par3I haiN| isalie roSa hotA hai| isalie dhikkAratiraskAra ke durbhAva paidA hote haiN| 'ahaM' aura 'mama' yAnI 'maiM' aura 'merA' kA bhAva hRdaya se nikAlanA atyaMta Avazyaka hai| sabhA meM se : maiM aura merA ye bhAva to AtmasAta ho gaye haiN| inako kaise miTAyA jAya? ina bhAvoM ko miTAne se jIvana kA Ananda kyA rahegA? mahArAjazrI : ApakI bAta sahI hai| maiM aura merA, ahaMkAra aura mamakAra ke bhAva isI jIvana ke nahIM hai, ananta janmoM se AtmA ke sAtha cale A rahe haiN| kevalajJAnI mahApuruSoM ne isI ko mahAmoha kahA aura isa mahAmoha ko saMsAraparibhramaNa kA kAraNa btaayaa| jisa manuSya ko saMsAra-paribhramaNa miTAnA hai usako mahAmoha miTAnA hI pdd'egaa| mahAmoha miTAyA jA sakatA hai| miTAne kA puruSArtha karanA pdd'egaa| mahAmoha se jIvana meM kataI Ananda nahIM hai| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-22 294 mahAmoha se to jIvana meM rAga-dveSajanya ghora vedanA hI hai| ahaMkArajanya Ananda Ananda nahIM hotA hai, Ananda kA mAtra AbhAsa hotA hai| mamakArajanya Ananda Ananda nahIM hotA hai, Ananda kA mAtra AbhAsa hotA hai| ahaMkAra-mamakAra aura tiraskAra kI tripuTI : ahaMkAra aura mamakAra ke sAtha tiraskAra kI mitratA ho jAtI hai taba vaha tripuTI manuSya kA sarvatomukhI patana karatI hai| jamAlI bhagavAna mahAvIradeva ke jamAI the aura paramAtmA ke caraNoM meM dIkSA lI thI-yaha bAta Apa loga jAnate ho na? jamAlI rAjakumAra the| dIkSA lene ke bAda unhoMne acchA jJAna saMpAdana kiyA thaa| parantu vaha mAtra zrutajJAna thA, zrutajJAna AtmajJAna nahIM bana pAyA thaa| jaba taka zrutajJAna yAnI zAstrajJAna AtmasAt nahIM bane taba taka usa tripuTI kA khatarA banA rahatA hai| ahaMkAra, mamakAra aura tiraskAra! jamAlI muni ke bhItara yaha tripuTI baiThI huI hI thii| nimitta mila gayA aura tripuTI ne muni ke mana para dhAvA bola diyA / bhagavAna mahAvIra ne siddhAnta batAyA thA ki 'jo kAma hotA ho, vaha kAma ho gayA...aisA vyavahAra meM bolA jA sakatA hai| jamAlI muni jaba bImAra par3a gaye, ziSya sAdhu rAtri meM jaba unakA saMstAraka bichAte the, jamAlI ne pUchA : 'kyA saMstAraka bichA diyA?' muniyoM ne kahA : 'jI hA~, saMstAraka ho gayA hai, pdhaareN|' jaba jamAlI sone ko gae, unhoMne dekhA to saMstAraka bichAyA jA rahA thA! zarIra asvastha thA, jamAlI asahiSNu bana gae the| unako gussA A gayA! 'saMstAraka taiyAra nahIM huA hai, phira bhI Apa logoM ne asatya bolA...'saMstAraka ho gayA hai|' kyA Apa logoM ne apane dUsare mahAvrata kA bhaMga nahIM kiyA? __ muniyoM ne zAnti se jamAlI muni kA Akroza sahana kiyA, parantu pratyuttara jarUra diyA! 'bhagavAna mahAvIra prabhu ne kahA hai ki 'kar3emANe kar3e' jo kArya hotA ho vaha kArya ho gayA, aisI vyavahAra-bhASA bolI jA sakatI hai|' ___ jamAlI muni kA ahaMkAra uchala par3A : 'galata bAta hai, jo kArya abhI pUrA nahIM huA hai, usako 'pUrA ho gayA,' aisA bolanA kyA satya hai? kArya pUrA ho jAne para hI 'kArya ho gayA' aisA bolA jA sakatA hai| 'kar3emANe kar3e' nahIM, 'kar3e kar3e' bolanA caahie|' For Private And Personal Use Only

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295 pravacana-22 apanI mAnyatA kA durAgraha khataranAka cIja hai : / __ muniyoM ne jAkara bhagavAna se bAta khii| bhagavAna ne jamAlI muni ko apane pAsa bulAkara 'kar3emANe kar3e' kA siddhAnta samajhAne kA bharasaka prayatna kiyA / parantu jamAlI aba taka ahaMkAra ke sAtha mamakAra se bhI ba~dha gaye the! unake mana meM apanI bAta kA mamatva ba~dha gayA thA! hajAroM sAdhu-sAdhvI meM bhI isa siddhAnta kI carcA zurU ho gaI thii| jamAlI muni ke mana meM merA siddhAnta hai 'kar3e kar3e!' aisA siddhAnta-mamatva baMdha gayA thaa| 'bhagavAna kA siddhAnta galata hai, merA siddhAnta sahI hai' - aisA Agraha bana gayA thaa| bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI ne bahuta samajhAyA jamAlI ko, parantu jamAlI nahIM samajha paaye| apanA Agraha nahIM chodd'aa| jamAlI ke mana meM aba tiraskAra kA bhAva ubhara AyA! paramAtmA ke prati tiraskAra ho gayA / ahaMkAra-mamakAra aura tiraskAra...usa tripuTI ne jamAlI muni kA ghora patana kiyaa| jamAlI bhagavAna ko chor3akara cale ge| avinIta ke prati bhI kucha socanA hai, para kyA? jaba paramAtmA jaise paramAtmA kI bAta unake jamAI-ziSya ne nahIM mAnI, to phira apanI bAta koI nahIM mAne, to usake prati roSa kyoM karanA? apanI hitakArI-kalyANakArI bAta bhI koI nahIM mAnatA hai, to usake prati mAdhyasthya bhAva hI rkhnaa| mAdhyasthya bhAva yAnI na rAga na dveSa! avinIta ke prati dveSa rakhane kI AvazyakatA nhiiN| jaba koI ApakI bAta nahIM mAne, ApakI AjJA nahIM mAne, taba isa prakAra socanA ki 'tIrthaMkara paramAtmA jaise utkRSTa puNyazAlI kI bhI bAta unake jamAI-ziSya ne nahIM mAnI, unakI putrI-ziSyA priyadarzanA ne nahIM mAnI to phira mere jaise ati alpa puNyavAle kI bAta koI nahIM mAnatA hai to Azcarya kisa bAta kA? maiM kauna hU~? maiM kucha bhI nahIM hU~ | merA puNya bhI kucha nahIM hai| he Atman! tU ahaMkAra aura mamakAra ko tor3a de|' phira kisI bhI jIva ke prati tujhe tiraskAra nahIM hogaa| mithyAbhimAna chor3a do! apane vyaktitva kA bahuta U~cA khayAla apane ko abhimAnI-ahaMkArI banAtA hai| samAja meM yA parivAra meM thor3A-sA mAna-sanmAna mila gayA, ki hama For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-22 296 mAna lete haiM ki maiM bhI kucha hU~! I am also Something Age bar3hakara | am everything maiM saba kucha hU~! aisA mithyAbhimAna ubharatA hai| mithyAbhimAnI ko mAnasika sukha nahIM hotA hai, zAMti nahIM hotI hai| vaha apane Apako bahuta U~cA banAye rakhane meM aura U~cApana kA pradarzana karane meM itanA ulajhA huA rahatA hai ki usake lie svasthatA aura prasannatA svapna bhI nahIM bana sktii| isalie kahatA hU~ ki mithyAbhimAna kA tyAga kro| apane ApakA U~cA khayAla chor3a do| aisA soco ki I am nothing maiM kucha bhI nahIM hU~ | merA mAtra astitva hai, 'maiM hU~' itanA hI, merA vyaktitva kucha bhI nahIM hai! __ isa cintana meM eka sAvadhAnI rakhanA 'merA vyaktitva kucha bhI nahIM hai|' isa vicAra meM dInatA nahIM AnI caahie| nirAzA nahIM AnI caahie| merA vyaktitva kucha bhI nahIM...' aisA rote-rote nahIM bolane kA / tattvajJAnI banakara svastha citta se socane kA hai| mahApuruSoM kI apekSA se socane kA hai| jaba hama apanA vyaktitva bhUla jAyeMge, taba koI apanA avinaya karegA, apane sAtha auddhatyapUrNa vyavahAra karegA, to usake prati gussA nahIM aaegaa| usake prati dveSa yA tiraskAra nahIM ubhregaa| basa, yahI to mAdhyasthya-bhAvanA hai| karmaparavazatA kA ciMtana karate raho : saMsAra meM sabhI jIva karmaparavaza haiM, sabhI jIva ke apane apane karma hote haiM, una karmoM ke anusAra pratyeka jIvAtmA acchA yA burA AcaraNa karatI hai| jIva svataMtra to hai hI nahIM! phira usa para gussA kyoM karanA! jIva kI karmaparavaza sthiti kA ciMtana karate rho| __ jaba kabhI ApakA snehI, svajana, mitra yA dUsarA koI, anucita vartana karatA ho, abhadra vyavahAra karatA ho, avinaya se peza AtA ho, taba Apa usake prati tiraskAra nahIM karanA, gusse se baukhalAnA nhiiN| Apake kAphI samajhAne para bhI, kAphI upadeza dene para bhI vaha sudharatA nahIM ho, apanI rAha chor3atA na ho, galata kAryoM kA tyAga nahIM karatA ho, to Apa mauna rahie | bolane se koI phAyadA nahIM hai| Apake mana meM dveSa hogA, tiraskAra kI bhAvanA hogI aura Apa bolate jAoge to ApakI bhASA karkaza-kaThora bana jaayegii| sAmanevAlA manuSya, jo ki avinIta uddhata aura asaMyamI hai, ApakI kaThora vANI se jyAdA bhdd'kegaa| jyAdA kharAba kAma kregaa| jAna-bUjhakara, Apako parezAna karane ke kAma kregaa| For Private And Personal Use Only

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297 pravacana-22 __ sabhA meM se : jina jina manuSyoM kI hamAre para jimmedArI hotI hai, unako to kabhI kaThora zabdoM meM bhI kahanA par3atA hai! nahIM kaheM to ve loga jyAdA bigar3a jAya~! asahiSNutA jabAna ko kar3avI banAtI hai : mahArAjazrI : kaThora bhASA meM kahane se jo sudhara jAte haiM, unako kahane kA maiM inakAra nahIM krtaa| kaTu zabdoM se prabhAvita hokara jo sudharate hoM, unako kaTu zabda sunAne kA maiM niSedha nahIM karatA huuN| jo sarjana DaoNkTara hote haiM, ve kesa ko marIja ko pahale dekhate haiN| unako lage ki 'oNparezana thiyeTara' meM hI mara jAegA! isakA zarIra jyAdA kamajora hai...' to DaoNkTara oNparezana nahIM karate haiN| usako sazakta banAne kI davAiyA~ dete haiN| oNparezana karane kA prayojana hotA hai marIja ko jiMdA rakhane kA, yadi prayojana siddha nahIM hotA ho to oNparezana karane se kyA? vaise dUsaroM ko kaTu zabda, apriya sunAne kA prayojana kyA hotA hai? dUsaroM ko sudhArane kA na? aisA lagatA hai ki 'kaTU zabdoM se yaha sudharegA nahIM parantu jyAdA bigar3egA, to kaTu zabda sunAne kI AvazyakatA kyA? parantu bAta eka dUsarI hai! parAI ciMtA chor3o, apanI sa~bhAlo : dUsaroM ko sudhArane kI bAta ThIka hai, apane se dUsaroM kA avinaya, auddhatya, asaMyama sahana nahIM hotA hai, isalie hama kaTu zabda sunAte haiM! apanI asahanazIlatA kaThora zabda istemAla karavAtI hai| asahanazIlatA meM se dveSa jAgrata hotA hai| apane AzritoM kA ayogya AcaraNa dekhakara apane se sahA nahIM jAtA hai aura kahane para bhI, upadeza dene para bhI ve sudharate nahIM haiM taba sahana nahIM hotA hai! sahI bAta hai na? 'maiM tumhArA pAlaka hU~, tumhArI AjIvikA meM calAtA hU~, tumheM merA kahA mAnanA caahie|' hai na aisI kalpanA Apake dimAga meM? yaha kalpanA hI Apako rAga-dveSa karavAtI hai| jo ApakA kahA mAnatA hai usake prati rAga aura jo ApakA kahA nahIM mAnatA hai usake prati dveSa! pratidina pratighaMTA ye rAga-dveSa hote rahate haiM! Apa loga apane Apako duHkhI mAnate ho! mana meM tar3apate rahate ho! aisA kyoM karanA? aisI paraciMtA nahIM karanI cAhie ki jisakA koI phala nahIM milane kA ho| jisase apanI cittaprasannatA calI jAtI ho! For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-22 __298 'zAntasudhArasa' grantha meM granthakAra upAdhyAyajI ne kahA hai : 'niSphalayA kiM parajanataptyA kuruSe nijasukhalopaM re|' 'niSphala parajanaciMtA karake tU apane sukha kA nAza kyoM karatA hai?' parantu apane logoM kI Adata ho gaI hai paraciMtA karane kI! paraciMtA karate rahanA, rAga-dveSa karate rahanA, pApakarma bA~dhate rahanA aura saMsAra kI durgatiyoM meM bhaTakate rahanA! aba bhI bhaTakanA ho saMsAra meM to apanI Adata banAye rakho! nahIM bhaTakanA ho to Adata ko miTAne kA bharasaka prayatna kro| karoge kyA? hotI hai AtmaciMtA? nahIM, paraciMtA meM itane gahare pha~sa gae ho, ki AtmaciMtA kA avakAza hI nahIM rahA! niSphala paraciMtA karanA chodd'o| saphala AtmaciMtA karanA zurU kro| sabhA meM se : paraciMtA kI Adata kaise chor3eM? mahArAjazrI : paraciMtA burI lagatI hai kyA? paraciMtA kI bhayAnakatA samajha rahe ho kyA? yadi paraciMtA tyAjya lagatI hai to usakA tyAga karane kI bAta hai| paraciMtA kA bhI eka rasa hai| kucha logoM ko to parAI ciMtA kiye binA caina nahIM pdd'taa| becAre ve ajJAnI aura mohAndha hote haiN| unako paraciMtA karane ke nukasAna bhI kauna batAe? niSphala paraciMtA karanA chodd'o| avinIta ko upadeza nahIM denA : vyavahAra nahIM rakhanA : ___ jo ApakI hitakArI-kalyANakArI aura sukhakArI bAta bhI nahIM mAnate hoM, usako kucha mata kaho / Apake hRdaya meM usake prati karuNA banAye rkho| 'isa becAre kA kyA hogA? aise duSkarmoM se isakA kaisA ghora patana hogA? paramAtmA kI paramakRpA se isako sadbuddhi prApta ho!' karuNAsabhara ciMtana karane kA, parantu usa vyakti ko kucha bhI kahane kA nhiiN| yaha hai 'karuNAsArA maadhysthybhaavnaa|' kucha bhI vyavahAra usake sAtha karane kA nhiiN| ___ maiMne Apako pahale hI kahA hai ki yaha mAdhyasthya-bhAvanA vizeSa karake jo bar3e haiM, jina para kisI kI jimmedArI hai, unake lie hai| jo bar3e haiM, jo jimmedAra vyakti haiM ve yadi isa upekSA-bhAvanA ko AtmasAt kara leM aura apanI jimmedArI ko nibhAne kA prayatna kare to unakA mana azAnti kI Aga meM sulagegA nhiiN| dUsaroM ke prati ghora tiraskAra hogA nhiiN| jina bar3e logoM ke hRdaya meM upekSA-bhAvanA nahIM hotI hai, aise bar3e logoM ko For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-22 299 maiMne ghora azAnti aura saMtApa meM sulagate hue dekhe haiN| jaba kabhI unakI icchAnusAra kArya nahIM huA, icchA ke viparIta kArya huA, viparIta kArya karanevAle apane AzritoM ke prati unakA pracaMDa gussA jAgrata ho jAtA hai| ve AzritoM ko na kahanevAlI bAteM kaha dete haiN| unakI burAI karate rahate haiM, unake prati tiraskArapUrNa ravaiyA banAye rakhate haiN| pariNAmasvarUpa, dUsaroM ko sudhArane kI bhAvanA naSTa ho jAtI hai aura 'yaha to kabhI sudharegA hI nahIM...' aisA galata khayAla ve bA~dha lete haiN| kavi bhAravi kI eka ghaTanA : saMskRta bhASA ke eka mahAkavi ho gae, jinakA nAma thA bhAravi | bhAravi ke yauvanakAla kA eka dilacaspa prasaMga hai| bhAravi ke pitAjI kA nAma thA trilocana aura mA~ kA nAma thA bhagavatI / bhAravi jaise zAstrajJa thA vaise medhAvI bhI thA / parantu apanI zAstrajJatA aura buddhimattA kA usako bar3A abhimAna thaa| zAstrajJatA aura buddhimattA ke sAtha namratA banI rahe, to to vaha manuSya mahAtmA bana jAya! pitA trilocana bhI prakhara vidvAna aura prajJAvaMta the| 'yuvAna abhimAnI putra ko hitakArI bAta...upadeza denA pratyuta anarthakArI banatA hai, yaha bAta ve acchI taraha jAnate the| aisA kaTu anubhava bhI unako huA hogaa| isalie unhoMne bhAravi ko upadeza denA iSTa nahIM samajhA hogA | putra kA abhimAnaprerita ayogya AcaraNa bhI ve madhyastha bhAva se dekhate rahate the| eka dina nagara meM rAjA kI ora se udghoSaNA ho rahI thii| 'videzI paMDitoM ke sAtha vAda-vivAda karake unako parAjita karane kI kSamatA rakhanevAle vidvAna rAjasabhA meM pdhaare|' udghoSaNA sunakara bhAravi pahu~ce rAjasabhA meM | mahArAja ko praNAma kara, bhAravi ne kahA : 'mahArAjA, maiM kisI bhI paMDita ke sAtha vAda-vivAda kara sakatA huuN| mujhe AtmavizvAsa hai ki maiM vAda-vivAda meM vijaya prApta kruuNgaa|' mahArAjA prasanna hue | bhAravi kA rAjasabhA meM videzI paMDita ke sAtha vAda-vivAda huA / bhAravi ne vijaya prApta kii| mahArAjA bhAravi ke prati atyaMta AdarabhAvavAle bana gye| unhoMne sneha se bhAravi ko AliMgana diyA aura hAthI para bhAravi ko biThAkara, svayaM rAjA cAmara dulotA huA aura mahAmaMtrI chatra dhAraNa karatA huA bhAravi ko usake ghara chor3ane aaye| bhAravi ke mAtA-pitA ne rAjA kA bhAvapUrNa svAgata kiyaa| rAjA ne donoM ko namaskAra kiyA aura kahA : 'Apake darzana karake maiM kRtArtha huaa| trilocana ne kahA : 'he dakSiNApatha ke rAjezvara! Apa jaise narezvara ne mujha jaise raMka ke gRha ko For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-22 300 pAvana kiyA, yaha merA sadbhAgya hai|' rAjA ne kahA : 'he vidvattzreSTha! ApakI tapazcaryA aura vidyAdhana ke sAmane maiM raMka huuN...|' rAjA rAjamahala cale ge| idhara bhAravi mAtA bhagavatI ke caraNoM meM vaMdana karane jAtA hai, mAtA kahatI hai : 'beTA, prathama tere pitAjI ko namaskAra kara / ' bhAravi ne pitAjI ke caraNoM meM sASTAMga namaskAra kiyaa| pitA ne usake sira para hAtha rakhA aura kahA : 'zataM jIva!' __ trilocana ke putra ke prati aise rukSa vyavahAra se mAtA bhagavatI ko duHkha huA | bhagavatI ne trilocana se kahA : 'basa, mAtra eka hI zabda? vijayI putra ko chAtI se bhI nahIM lagAyA? kyA Apake hRdaya meM putra ke prati itanA bhI sneha nahIM?' bhagavatI kI A~khoM meM A~sU A ge| __trilocana ne bhagavatI kI ora dekhA, bhAravi kI ora bhI dekhA, ve bole : 'devI! putra ko AvazyakatA se jyAdA mAna mila gayA hai| jaba taka vaha mAnasanmAna ko pacAnA nahIM sIkhe, mAna-sanmAna kI pAtratA prApta na kare, taba taka usako gale se lagAne kA bhAva kaise jAgrata ho? mahArAja svayaM isako hAthI para biThAkara ghara chor3ane Ae | parantu yaha abhimAnI putra mahArAjA ko chor3ane thor3I dUra bhI nahIM gyaa| rAjA kaise guNAnurAgI... ki isako hAthI para biThAyA aura isane mahArAjA ko apane para cAmara Dhone diyaa|' ____ bhAravi ne apanI saphAI peza karate hue kahA : 'pitAjI, mahArAjA ne svayaM mujhe hAthI para biThAyA thA, apanI icchA se unhoMne cAmara dulAyA thaa|' __ trilocana ne kahA : 'mahArAjA ne to apanA bar3appana batAyA, terA vinaya kahA~ rahA? terI namratA kahA~ calI gaI?' bhAravi gusse se bhara gyaa| taiza meM Akara vaha bola : "pitAjI, yaha sammAna mere pAMDitya kA thA, merA nhiiN|' trilocana ne bhI dRr3hatA se kahA : 'abhimAna ke sAtha daMbha karane kA prayAsa kara rahA hai?' 'pitAjI! maiM isa prakAra apamAna sahana karane kA AdI nahIM huuN|' 'beTA, jisameM pAtratA na ho, unako mAna dene kI Adata merI bhI nahIM hai|' bhAravi apane kamare meM calA gyaa| trilocana apane pUjAkhaMDa meM cale ge| bhagavatI trilocana ke pIche-pIche pUjAkhaMDa meM phuNcii| Aja usake mana meM koI bar3e anartha kI AzaMkA utpanna ho gaI thii| bhAravi ke abhimAnI svabhAva se mAtA suparicita thii| pati kI siddhAntaniSThA se bhI vaha suparicita thii| putra ke For Private And Personal Use Only

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301 pravacana-22 abhimAna ko puSTa karanevAle ve pitA nahIM the| putra ke prati unake hRdaya meM vAtsalya thA, parantu putra ke abhimAnapUrNa kAryakalApa se ve utane hI duHkhI the| trilocana ne bhAravi ko upadeza dekara sudhArane kI AzA nahIM rakhI thii| Aja trilocana ne prasaMgavaza itanA kaha diyA thaa| yaha upadeza nahIM thA, parantu mAtra thor3A-sA pathapradarzana thaa| vaha bhI bhAravi ko rucA nahIM thaa| abhimAna : Aja kI zikSA kI 'giphTa AiTama' : Aja to ghara-ghara meM aise abhimAnI bhAravi paidA ho gae haiM! Aja kI skUlakaoNleja kI zikSA ne hamArI yuvApIr3hI ko abhimAna kI bhavya bheMTa dI hai| zAyada hI kisI ko yaha bheMTa nahIM milI ho / aMgrejoM kI calAI huI isa zikSApraNAlI meM vinaya ko sthAna nahIM hai| namratA ko dezanikAlA de diyA gayA hai| saralatA kA nAmonizAna miTA diyA gayA hai| zIla-sadAcAra kI bhAvanA ko hI naSTa kara dI gaI hai| aisI zikSApaddhati kitane varSoM se cala rahI hai? AjAdI milane ke bAda bhI vaisI hI zikSA dI jA rahI hai| yuvApIr3hI kA naitika adhaHpatana hone meM kyA zeSa rahA hai? pArivArika jIvana meM kitane adhika aniSTa praviSTa ho gaye haiM? phira bhI vahI zikSA dI jA rahI hai aura lI jA rahI hai| abhimAnI upadeza ke lie bhI lAyaka nahIM : vezabhUSA bhI vaisI bana gaI hai ki manuSya meM abhimAna ubhara aae| anapar3ha aura mUrkha loga bhI vaisI vezabhUSA kara rahe haiM aura abhimAna kI aMgar3AiyA~ le rahe haiN| abhimAnI manuSya paramAtmA kA bhI upahAsa karatA hai| tyAgI, virAgI aura jJAnI sAdhupuruSoM kI bhI avajJA karatA hai| dharmaniSTha strI-puruSoM kI avahelanA karatA hai| vAstava meM to abhimAnI apanI hI mUrkhatA kA pradarzana karatA hotA hai| parantu kauna batAye unakI mUrkhatA? gadhe ko upadeza denA aura abhimAnI ko upadeza denA-samAna hai| lAta khAnI ho to gadhe ko upadeza dene jaao| gAlI yA kaTu vacana sunane hoM Rto abhimAnI ko upadeza dene jaao| jisake ghara meM abhimAnI lar3ake-lar3akiyA~ hoM, jisakI patnI abhimAnI hoM, jisakA pati abhimAnI ho, jisakA baoNsa abhimAnI ho...unako pUchanA ki ve abhimAnI ke sAtha zAntimaya aura sukhamaya jIvana vyatIta karate haiM yA azAntipUrNa aura duHkhamaya jIvana vyatIta karate haiN| jinake ziSya abhimAnI hoM, vaise dharmaguru se pUchanA ki unakI manaH sthiti kaisI rahatI hai| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-22 302 choTe-choTe bacce bhI abhimAna ke putale : Aja ke yuga kI yaha vAstavikatA bana gaI hai-choTA ho yA bar3A, strI ho yA puruSa, thor3A-bahuta abhimAna dekhane ko milegA hI! ahamadAbAda meM eka parivAra ko maiM jAnatA huuN| usa parivAra meM eka choTA-sA tIna-cAra sAla kA lar3akA thaa| yadi usa lar3ake kI mA~ ne lar3ake ko kabhI ekAdha thappar3a mAra diyA, jaba taka lar3akA mA~ ko ekAdha dhakkA nahIM mAratA, usako nIMda nahIM AtI! kyA thA lar3ake ke mana meM? 'mujhe mA~ ne kyoM mArA?' yaha abhimAna nahIM to kyA hai? aisA hI eka kissA dUsare parivAra kA hai| lar3akA hogA dasa-gyAraha sAla kaa| apane pitA se kahatA hai : 'DeDI, mujhe do rUpayA de do| hamAre klAsaTIcara ne ma~gavAyA hai|' pitA ne pUchA : 'kyoM?' lar3ake ne kahA : 'hamAre klAsa ke lar3akoM ko eka pikcara dekhane jAnA hai|' pitA ne kahA : 'nahIM, vaisA pikcara nahIM dekhane kA hai| maiM rUpaye nahIM duuNgaa|' to lar3ake ne tanakara, joza meM kaha diyA : 'DeDI, mujhe Apake rUpaye nahIM cAhie, mata denA, maiM sTezana para jAkara majadUrI karU~gA, paisA kamAU~gA aura pikcara dekhane jaauuNgaa| 'kaoNnvenTa' skUloM kA moha : pitA aura mAtA, donoM lar3ake ko dekhate rahe ge| lar3akA jo ki 'kaoNnvenTa' meM par3hatA thA, abhimAna kA mUrtarUpa thaa| mAtA-pitA kA 'konvenTa' skUla kA moha utara gyaa| Ajakala bar3e zaharoM meM baccoM ko aMgrejI mAdhyama kI 'kAnvenTa' skUloM meM bhejane kA 'phaizana' bana gayA hai| 'hama saMpanna parivAra ke haiM...'-yaha pradarzana karane kA yaha eka mArga hai| __Apa logoM ke dimAga meM bAta ThIka lagatI hai? kucha gaMbhIratA se socoge yA nahIM? yadi socoge nahIM aura isa burAI se mukta hone kA nirNaya nahIM karoge, to nikaTa ke bhaviSyakAla meM ghora saMkaTa meM pha~sa jAoge | zatamukhI patana hogaa| abhimAnI ko apanI khuzAmada pyArI hotI hai : abhimAna meM se krodha utpanna ho jAtA hai| abhimAnI ke abhimAna ko jaba Takkara lagatI hai, taba krodha utpanna ho jAtA hai| bhAravi ko vaisA hI huA / pitA kI saccI bAta bhI usako pasaMda nahIM AI! kaise AtI? abhimAnI ko saccI bAta pasanda nahIM AtI, usako to svaprazaMsA hI pasanda AtI hai| khuzAmada hI pasanda AtI hai| jo usakI bAta meM 'hA~ jI', 'hA~ jI' karatA rahe, For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-22 303 vaha usako pasanda AtA hai| yadi trilocana bhAravi ke abhimAna ko puSTa karate, yAnI usakI prazaMsA karate aura chAtI se lagAte to bhAravi khuza ho jaataa| vaha apane Apako pitA se bhI mahAna mAnane lagA thaa| 'jaisA bhavya rAjasammAna maiMne pAyA vaisA mere bApa ne kahA~ pAyA hai?' abhimAnI jamAlI muni ne bhagavAna mahAvIra kI bhI avagaNanA kara dI thI, to becArA bhAravi kauna thA? usane pitA ke prati ghora roSa kiyaa| parantu yaha bAta mahattva kI nahIM hai, yaha to saMsAra kI svAbhAvika bAta hai| vizeSatA hai pitA trilocana meN| trilocana ne abhimAnI putra ke prati bhI tiraskAra nahIM kiyA / roSa nahIM kiyA / jaba trilocana apane pUjAkhaMDa meM pahu~ce, patnI bhagavatI bhI vahA~ phuNcii| trilocana ke mukha para koI roSa nahIM thA, gaMbhIratA thI aura kucha udaasiintaa| trilocana paramAtmA ke darzana karake bAhara cale ge| jaba zAma ko ghara lauTe, taba ghara meM aMdherA dekhaa| unhoMne bhagavatI ko zokamagna dekhaa| trilocana ne pUchA : 'devI, Aja ghara meM diyA kyoM nahIM jalAyA gayA hai?' bhagavatI ro pdd'ii| rote-rote usane trilocana se kahA : 'Aja Apane bhAravi ko jo kucha kahA, ThIka nahIM kiyaa|' trilocana ne bhagavatI kA upAlaMbha suna liyaa| zAnti ke sAtha unhoMne bhagavatI se kahA : ___ 'devI, kyA mere hRdaya meM putra ke prati sneha nahIM hai? to phira, maiMne sAta dina taka, jaba taka rAjasabhA meM bhAravi vAda-vivAda karatA rahA, maiMne upavAsa kyoM kiye? usakI vijaya ho, isalie anuSThAna kyoM karatA rahA? kyA maiM nahIM jAnatA ki lar3akA bhaviSya meM nAma kamAegA? vaha merI ikahattara pIr3hI kA nAma kare vaisA sAmarthya hai usameM / parantu eka durbhAgya hai... usameM vinaya aura namratA nahIM hai| sarva guNoM kI jar3a hai vinaya aura nmrtaa| yadi pitA apane abhimAnI putra kI prazaMsA karegA to vaha pitA nahIM kahalAegA, vaha putra kA ahita karanevAlA zatru kahalAegA | maiM bhAravi meM vinaya aura namratA dekhanA cAhatA hU~| tabhI usakA vikAsa hogA, unnati hogii| yadi usakA yaha abhimAna nahIM gayA to yaha kabhI kisI kA prANa le legaa|' jIvana-parivartana bhAravi kA : jaba mAtA-pitA kA yaha vArtAlApa cala rahA thA, bhAravi ghara kI chata meM eka pApa yojanA banA rahA thaa| miTTI kA eka bhArI kuMDA usane uThAyA thA aura pitA ke sara para paTaka dene kA soca rahA thaa| kuMDA uThAkara jaba vaha nIce A rahA thA, usane mAtA-pitA kA vArtAlApa dhyAna se sunaa| pitA kI gad-gad For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-23 304 AvAja meM usane apanI prazaMsA sunI, pitA ke hRdaya kA vAtsalya usako sparza kara gayA aura usakI A~kheM A~suoM se bhara aaii| usane kuMDA vahIM jamIna para paTaka diyaa| 'dhar3Ama' joroM kI AvAja aaii| trilocana aura bhagavatI sIr3hI kI ora daudd'e| itane meM to bhAravi ne Akara pitAjI ke caraNoM meM namaskAra kiyA / kSamAyAcanA kii| pitRhatyA ke saMkalpa kA prAyazcitta mA~gA aura bhAravi ke jIvana-parivartana kA suprabhAta pragaTa huaa| ___ mAdhyasthya-bhAvanA yAnI upekSA-bhAvanA ne trilocana kI manaHsthiti ko bigar3ane nahIM diyA / trilocana svastha rahe, tabhI bhAravi ko jIvana-parivartana kA suavasara prApta huaa| ___ jaba-jaba kisI svajana-parijana ke ayogya AcaraNa dekho, upadeza dene para bhI sudharate nahIM dekho, Apa becaina mata bano / azAnta mata ho uTho / usake prati madhyastha-bhAvanA rkho| apane zuddha AtmasvarUpa kA cintana karo / zuddha AtmasvarUpa kA cintana karane kA abhyAsa karanA pdd'egaa| majA AtA hai usa cintana meN| paracintA meM se utpanna sabhI akulAhaTa dUra ho jaaegii| prasannatA banI rhegii| madhyasthya, bhAvanA ke dUsare prakAra Age btaauuNgaa| Aja, basa itanA hii| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-23 305 . jo AdamI jaisA use bananA hogA vaha vaisA hI bnegaa| hama lAkha uThApaTaka kareM yA jhallAe~ Akhira to jo honA hai vaha hokara hI rhegaa| Apa yA maiM. usameM tanika bhI parivartana nahIM lA sakate! Aja dina taka AtmA ke vikArI svarUpoM ke bAre meM socA, aba vaha saba chor3akara hameM kucha vaisA AtmadhyAna karanA hai jo hamane Aja dina taka kabhI kiyA hI nahIM! .puNyakarma ke udaya se milanevAle tamAma bhautika-paudgalika sukha asAra haiM, kSaNika haiM, AtmA kA svAdhIna sukha to hai guNarupa hai...jo ki zAzvat hai-sArabhUta hai| sAMsArika koI bhI acchI yA burI laganevAlI cIjoM meM yaha tAkata nahIM hai ki jIvAtmA meM rAga-dveSa paidA kara ske| mohavikAra ke vaza huA apanA mana rAga-dveSa ko paidA karatA hai| vastue~ yA vyakti to bahAnA mAtra hote haiN| * pravacana : 23 - parama karuNAvanta jJAnayogI AcArya zrI haribhadrasUrijI 'dharmabindu' grantha meM dharma kA svarUpadarzana karA rahe haiN| dharma kA bhAvAtmaka svarUpa samajhAte hue ve maitrI, pramoda, karuNA aura mAdhyasthya ina-cAra bhAvanAoM kI anivAryatA batAte haiM / arthAt jisa manuSya ko dharmArAdhana karanA hai, usa manuSya kA hRdaya ina bhAvanAoM se prabhAvita honA cAhie | maitrI, karuNA aura pramoda-ina tIna bhAvanAoM ke pazcAt hama mAdhyasthya-bhAvanA para cintana kara rahe haiN| ___ manuSya ke jIvana meM yaha mAdhyasthya-bhAvanA athavA upekSA-bhAvanA atyanta upayogI hai| jaba svajana, parijana vagairaha kI ora se pratikUla AcaraNa hotA ho, mana azAnta aura udvigna ho jAtA ho, taba isa bhAvanA kA cintana kro| isa bhAvanA kA sahArA lo| ApakA mana zAnti kA anubhava karegA, ApakA udvega dUra ho jaaegaa| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-23 306 pratyeka jIvAtmA kA apanA bhAvi nizcita : Apako lagatA hai ki ApakA snehI-svajana ahitakArI kArya kara rahA hai, Apane vaha kArya nahIM karane kI preraNA dI, bAra-bAra preraNA dI, phira bhI vaha usa kArya kA tyAga nahIM karatA hai, karatA hI rahatA hai, to Apa usako kahanA chor3a do| karane do jo use jaMcatA ho| Apa usako rokane kA prayatna mata karo | ghabarAnA mata! 'yaha aisA burA kAma karatA hai, kyA hogA usakA?' soco hI mata! jo usakA bhaviSya hogA, vahI hogaa| hogA hI vh| Apa nahIM roka skte| Apane ucita prayatna kara liyA / anucita prayatna karane kA sAhasa mata kro| anucita prayatna karane se na usako lAbha hogA, na Apako lAbha hogaa| Let go kara do| Apa apane mana ko vaisA banA lo| Apa eka satya siddhAnta samajha lo : 'yena janena yathA bhavitavyaM tad bhavatA durvAraM re... _jisa manuSya ko jaisA bananA hai, banegA hii| Apa usako roka nahIM sakate, kataI nahIM roka skte| sarvazaktimAna Izvara bhI nahIM roka sktaa| hara jIvAtmA kA apanA bhaviSya nizcita hai| jisake pAsa 'kevalajJAna' hotA hai yAnI jo sarvajJa hote haiM, ve hara jIvAtmA kA bhaviSya jAna sakate haiM, dekha sakate haiN| bhaviSya nizcita ho tabhI dekhA jA sakatA hai, tabhI jAnA jA sakatA hai| apane pAsa kevalajJAna nahIM hone kI vajaha se hI bhaviSya ke viSaya meM cintA karate rahate haiN| AtmA ke avikArI svarUpa ke bAre meM soco : itanI para-ciMtA nahIM karanI cAhie ki hama apanA hI AtmaciMtana bhUla jAyeM! hama apanI hI AtmA ko bhUla jAya~! chor3a do prciNtaa| apanI AtmA kA avikArI svarUpa smjho| paraciMtA se mukta banoge tabhI isa prakAra kA AtmaciMtana, AtmadhyAna kara sakoge, anyathA mana usa para-vyakti meM calA jaaegaa| AtmA ke do svarUpa haiM : vikArI aura avikaarii| ajJAna, moha, rAga-dveSa aura zarIra vagairaha vikAroM se vyApta jIvAtmA vikArI hai| 'maiM rUpavAna hU~, maiM dhanavAna hU~, maiM pitA hU~, patnI hU~, putra hU~, balavAna hU~, buddhimAna hU~...' vagairaha For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-23 307 vikArI svarUpa haiM | hama vikArI hote hue bhI avikArI AtmasvarUpa kA ciMtana kara sakate haiN| manuSya nirdhana hote hue bhI dhanavAna kI kalpanA meM kho jAtA hai na? nirbala hote hue bhI balavAna kI kalpanA karatA rahatA hai! vaise hama vikArI hote hue bhI, kucha kSaNoM ke lie vikAroM se mukta hokara avikArI svarUpa kA ciMtana kara sakate haiN| ___ maiM jJAnamaya hU~, maiM vItarAga hU~, maiM ajara-amara, amUrta, arUpI aura anaMta hU~, maiM azarIrI hU~ | maiM siddha, buddha aura mukta hU~ | maiM parabhAvoM kA kartA nahIM hU~, bhoktA nahIM huuN| maiM svabhAva kA hI kartA hU~, bhoktA huuN| maiM anaMta zakti kA bhaMDAra hU~| socoge kyA? aisA AtmadhyAna karoge kyA? sabhA meM se : aisA AtmadhyAna to hama logoM ne jIvana meM kabhI kiyA nahIM hai... aisA karanA to muzkila-sA pratIta hotA hai| mahArAjazrI : kabhI jo nahIM kiyA vahI to karanA hai! hamezA jo kiyA hai vaha to chor3anA hai! hamezA paraciMtAe~ kI haiM, unakA tyAga karanA hai| hamezA vikArI svarUpa kA manana kiyA hai, usakA tyAga karanA hai| jo AtmadhyAna nahIM kiyA hai, vaha karanA hai! avikArI AtmasvarUpa kA dhyAna karanA hai| muzkila kAma karane meM hI maz2A hai| Apa vizvAsa ke sAtha karo, karate raho, Ananda kA anubhava hogaa| upekSA-bhAvanA kA dUsarA prakAra : dUsarA prakAra upekSA-bhAvanA kA hai 'anubaMdha sArA' | koI manuSya hai, Alasa se bharA huA hai, na dhaMdhA karatA hai, na naukarI karatA hai, sotA rahatA hai, ghUmatA rahatA hai AvArA kI trh| Apane usako samajhAyA, kAphI samajhAyA aura vaha samajha gyaa| pramAda kA tyAga kara usane vyavasAya karanA zurU kara diyA, dhIre dhIre usane acchI unnati kI, taba Apane usako preraNA denA baMda kara diyA, usa vyakti meM rasa lenA chor3a diyA, isako kahate haiM anubandha-sArA upekSA! yaha bar3I acchI bAta hai| kaiyoM ko aisI Adata hotI hai jisako preraNA dekara rAste lagAyA ho, usako bAra-bAra yAda dilAte rahate haiM : 'tuma pahale kaise the? tuma ko rAste lagAte-lagAte mujhe kitanA parizrama karanA par3A hai, jAnate ho? acchA huA tuma rAste laga ge| aba dhyAna se calanA...' vgairh| yaha bAta acchI nahIM hai| sAmanevAle manuSya ko AghAta lagatA hai, burA lagatA hai| kabhI aisA bhI ho jAe ki vaha manuSya apanA rAstA chor3a de! pUrvavat sthiti meM pahu~ca For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-23 308 jaaye| isalie haribhadrasUrijI kahate haiM ki kisI ko rAste para lagAne ke pazcAt yadi usa vyakti kI kSamatA nahIM hai ApakA upadeza Dhone kI, to usako upadeza denA chor3a do, usameM Apa ruci hI mata rakho / usako jaeNce vaise karane do, usako jaeNce usa rAste para calane do| usake pIche mata par3a jaao| upekSA-bhAvanA kA tIsarA prakAra : upekSA-bhAvanA kA tIsarA prakAra hai 'nirvedasArA' | yaha upekSA dusare manuSyoM ke prati nahIM hai, parantu prApta-aprApta bhautika-sAMsArika sukhoM ke prati hai| manuSya ke hI bhautika sukha nahIM, devoM ke bhI bhautika sukhoM meM asAratA aura kSaNikatA kA darzana karane se nirveda A jAtA hai| virakti A jAtI hai| devagati, manuSyagati, tiryaMcagati aura narakagati-ina cAra gatiyoM meM paribhramaNa karate hue jIva jo aneka prakAra kI ghora vedanAe~ anubhava karate haiM, use jJAnadRSTi se dekhanevAle loga saMsAra ke vaiSayika sukhoM ke prati AkarSita nahIM hote haiN| nirvedasAra-upekSA sukhoM kI upekSA hai| vaiSayika sukhoM kI upekSA! sukha ke sAdhana pAsa meM hone para bhI koI lagAva nhiiN| pAMca indriyoM ke utkRSTa viSaya kyoM na ho, una viSayoM ke prati koI mAnasika AkarSaNa nhiiN| devaloka kA deva isa dharA para utara Ae aura 'oNphara' kare daivI sukhoM kI, to bhI koI Asakti nhiiN| Ajakala to devaloka ke deva isa dharatI para Ate nahIM, parantu prAcInakAla meM dharmAtmAoM ke dharmaprabhAva se deva Ate the aura kucha camatkAra batAte the| zAstroM meM aise udAharaNa par3hane ko milate haiN| jo sacce dharmAtmA hote haiM ve daivIsukhoM ke pralobhanoM ke sAmane bhI virakta bane rahate haiM yAnI AkarSita nahIM hote haiN| aise dharmAtmAoM meM yaha 'nirvedasArA' upekSA hotI hai| unhoMne gaharA ciMtana-manana kara vaiSayika sukhoM kI 'kvAliTI' ko jAna liyA hotA hai| koI bhI indriya kA viSaya ho, vaha niHsAra hotA hai aura kSaNika hotA hai| vaiSayika sukhoM meM koI sAra nahIM hotA hai| sukhoM ke prati nirveda jagA hai ? __ Apa logoM ko to sAra lagatA hai na? kabhI Apane isa viSaya meM ciMtanamanana hI nahIM kiyA hogaa| saMsAra ke sukhoM kI 'kvAliTI' ko parakho / ve sukha sAra haiM yA asAra haiM? ve sukha kSaNika haiM yA zAzvat haiM | parakha kara lenA ati Avazyaka hai| Apake pAsa buddhi hai, Apa loga vicAra kara sakate ho| yadi For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-23 309 vicAra nahIM karoge aura sukhoM ke prati nirveda nahIM AyA to duHkhI duHkhI ho jaaoge| kyoMki sukhoM ke prati nirveda kA abhAva yAnI vairAgya kA abhAva hI to sarva duHkhoM kA mUlabhUta kAraNa hai| ___ sukhoM ke prati rAga hai to sukha pAne kI prabala icchA jAgrata hogI hii| jaba sukha mileMge nahIM taba kleza aura saMtApa hogA hii| hotA hai na Apa logoM ko? sukha priya haiM parantu milate nahIM, milate haiM to Tikate nahIM...kabhI Tikate haiM to bhogane kI kSamatA nahIM rahatI, taba kaisI vedanA hotI hai? kyA jIvana isa prakAra vedanAmaya hI vyatIta karanA hai? ro-rokara hI AyuSya pUrNa karanA hai? kyoM prakAza hone para bhI andhakAra meM bhaTaka rahe ho? amRta pAsa meM hone para bhI kyoM jahara pI rahe ho? __ saMsAra ke sarva sukhoM meM asAratA aura kSaNikatA kA jJAna ho jAnA cAhie | sAre ke sAre vaiSayika sukha asAra haiM aura kSaNika haiM-yaha bAta AtmA ke hara pradeza meM pahu~ca jAnI caahie| phira kaisA bhI sukha Apake pAsa Aye, Apa kaisA bhI sukha bhogo, ApakA mana Asakta nahIM bnegaa| Aye hue sukha cale jAne para Apako koI duHkha nahIM hogaa|' sukha ke cAra prakAra : mukhya rUpa se sukha cAra vibhAgoM meM vibhAjita ho jAtA hai : 1. svajanoM kA sukha 2. parijanoM kA sukha 3. dhana-vaibhava kA sukha 4. zarIra kA sukha jaba nirvedasArA upekSA-bhAvanA ko acchI taraha samajhanA hai, taba ina cAra prakAra ke sukhoM ko bhI acchI taraha samajhanA hI caahie| sukhoM kI upekSA tabhI saMbhava hai| Apake pAsa mAna lo ki ye cAroM prakAra ke sukha haiM, phira bhI Apa ina sukhoM se nirbaMdha rahate hue, bahuta kama sukhoM kA upabhoga karate hue, prasannatApUrNa jIvana jI sakate ho| yaha tabhI saMbhava hai ki Apa sukhoM kA 'eksare' lekara sukhoM ke bhItara jo duHkha par3e haiM, unako dekha lo| sukhoM kI bhItarI kharAbI dekha lo| bhItarI kharAbI hai asAratA aura kssnniktaa| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-23 310 puNyakarma kA sukha : AtmA kA sukha : sukha do prakAra ke hote haiM : 1. asAra aura kSaNika evaM 2. sAra aura zAzvat! puNyakarma ke udaya se milanevAle sAre ke sAre paudgalika sukha asAra aura kSaNika haiM | AtmA ke svAdhIna guNarUpa jo sukha haiM ve sArabhUta evaM zAzvat haiN| sukha meM sArabhUta tattva hai AnaMda! amApa AnaMda! AtmIya svAdhIna sukha meM niraMtara AnaMda kI anubhUti hotI rahatI hai| vaiSayika sukhoM meM AnaMda kA anubhava hotA huA lagatA hai, paraMtu vaha AnaMda kA vikRta rUpa hotA hai| AnaMda kA AbhAsa mAtra hotA hai| AbhAsa zAzvata nahIM ho sakatA, kSaNika hotA hai | vaiSayika sukha isalie kSaNika haiN| priya zabda suno taba taka maz2A, phira kyA? kyA sadaiva priya zabda sunane mileMge? nahIM, zabdoM meM priyatva kI dhArA nirantara nahIM bahatI hai, kaTutA bhI bahane lagatI hai na? isalie zravaNeMdriya kA zabda sukha kSaNika hai! vaise koI acchA rUpa dekhA taba taka khuzI! kyA A~khoM ko sadaiva priya rUpa hI dekhane ko milegA? kyA apriya rUpa nahIM dekhanA par3atA? priya rUpadarzana satata nahIM milatA hai A~khoM ko, isalie vaha priyarUpa kA sukha kSaNika hai| jihvA ko madhura rasa milA, sukha milA, parantu madhura rasa aura jihvA kA saMyoga kaba taka rahatA hai? jaba vaha saMyoga TUTa jAtA hai taba? athavA kaTu rasa kA anubhava hotA hai taba kyA hotA hai? jiveMdriya ke rasa kA sukha isalie kSaNika hotA hai| sukha kI eka dhArA nahIM rahatI hai| dhArA TUTa jAtI hai| vaise hI priya sparza kA sukha kSaNika hai| jaba taka priya vyakti kA sparza hotA rahatA hai taba taka sukhAnubhava, parantu kisI se nirantara sparza to raha nahIM sakatA hai| vaise kala jisakA sparza sukhada lagatA thA Aja usakA sparza duHkhada lagatA hai! sukhAnubhava kI niraMtaratA nahIM rahatI hai| nirvedasArA upekSA ko jIvana meM sthAna de do| vaiSayika sukhoM meM lIna nahIM banoge, Avazyaka sukhabhoga karane para bhI usameM kho nahIM jaaoge| zAlibhadra jaise zreSThiputra ne apAra dhana-vaibhava kA aura rUpavatI battIsa patniyoM kA sukha saralatA se tyAga diyA thA na? utkRSTa vaiSayika sukha unako mile the, phira bhI upekSA kara dI una sukhoM kI / sukhoM meM asAratA kA aura kSaNikatA kA jJAna ho jAne para, cakravartI ke sukhoM kA tyAga karanA bhI AsAna hai| vaise sukhoM meM sAra mahasUsa huA, sthAyitva lagA to bhikhArI kA bhikSApAtra chor3anA bhI asaMbhava ho jAtA hai| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 23 upekSA- bhAvanA kA cauthA prakAra : Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 311 cauthI upekSA- bhAvanA hai tattvasArA upekSA / 'Sor3azaka' graMtha meM AcArya bhagavaMta haribhadrasUrijI ne upekSA - bhAvanA ke ye cAra prakAra batAye haiN| itanA sundara vizleSaNa kiyA hai unhoMne ki Aja kA bar3e se bar3A manovaijJAnika bhI aisA vizleSaNa nahIM kara sakatA! 'Sor3azaka' grantha adbhuta grantha hai| AtmasAdhanA ke mArga meM, jainazAsana ko samajhane ke lie, yaha grantha acchA mArgadarzaka bana sakatA hai| Apa logoM ko to par3hane kI phurasata kahA~? sunane kA samaya bhI kahA~ hai ? upekSA - bhAvanA batA rahe haiN| cauthA prakAra hai tattvasArA upekssaa| vastu svabhAva ko kahate haiM tattva / hara vastu kA apanA svabhAva hotA hai| vastu kA saccA jJAna usake svabhAva ke jJAna se hotA hai / saMsAra kI koI bhI manojJa-amanojJa, acchI yA burI vastu meM rAga yA dveSa utpanna karane kI kSamatA nahIM hai| rAga yA dveSa utpanna hote haiM jIva kI mohadazA meM se| mohavikAra se rAga-dveSa utpanna hote haiN| padArtha kA svabhAva hI nahIM ki vaha jIva meM rAga-dveSa utpanna kre| yaha eka pAramArthika satya hai / jo manuSya isa pAramArthika satya ko nahIM jAnatA hai, vaha ajJAnI hai / ajJAnI jIva padArthoM meM rAga-dveSa kI utpAdakatA mAnatA hai| kabhI rAgI banatA hai, kabhI dveSI banatA hai| apane Apako madhyastha nahIM rakha sakatA / sukhaduHkha kA kAraNa : svayaM ke rAgadveSa : koI bhI parapadArtha jIvAtmA ke sukha-duHkha kA kAraNa nahIM hai / yaha vAstavika satya hai| isa satya ko samajhanevAlA jJAnI puruSa kisI parapadArtha para Aropa nahIM mar3hatA ki 'yaha padArtha mujhe milA isalie maiM sukhI aura yaha padArtha mujhe nahIM milA isalie maiM duHkhI / ' kisI bhI padArtha meM vaha aparAdha nahIM dekhatA, kisI bhI vastu meM vaha upakAra nahIM mAnatA / sukha-duHkha ke kAraNa vaha apane hI rAga-dveSa ko mAnatA hai / eka vastu acchI hai isalie apana ko priya nahIM lagatI hai, apana meM rAga hai isalie vastu priya lagatI hai| eka vastu acchI nahIM hai kharAba hai, isalie apriya nahIM lagatI, hama meM dveSa kI vAsanA par3I haiM isalie apriya lagatI hai / isa prakAra jJAnIpuruSa apane Apako rAga-dveSa se bacA lete haiN| isako kahate haiM tattvasArA upekSA bhAvanA / For Private And Personal Use Only yaha bAta tAttvika hai, phira bhI Apa logoM ko samajhane kI hai| bahuta acchI bAta hai| rAga aura dveSa ke dAvAnala ko bujhAne hetu yaha bAta 'phAyara

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pravacana-23 312 bigreDa' - damakala hai | yadi yaha bAta samajha lo to kAma ho jaay| kisI bhI vastu meM, kisI bhI padArtha meM acchAI yA burAI nahIM hai| priya aura apriya kI apanI apanI kalpanAe~ haiM / ina kalpanAoM meM se sukha-duHkha kI kalpanAe~ utpanna hotI hai| kucha udAharaNa se yaha bAta samajhAtA huuN| Apa eka choTe-se makAna meM rahate ho, makAna meM utanI sukha-suvidhAe~ bhI nahIM haiM, Apako pasanda nahIM hai, Apa socate ho ki 'koI acchA makAna mila jAe, suvidhAoM vAlA makAna mila jAe to acchA, parantu vaisA makAna lene ke lie rUpaye cAhie, utane rUpaye pAsa meM nhiiN|' eka makAna jo ki Apake pAsa hai, Apako burA laga rahA hai, jo makAna Apake pAsa nahIM hai, parantu sukha-suvidhAoM vAlA makAna acchA lagatA hai-yaha kyA hai? makAna meM acchAI yA burAI, ApakI kalpanAmAtra hai! makAna meM acchAI hotI to sabhI ko makAna acchA lagatA, makAna meM burAI hotI to sabhI ko makAna burA lagatA, parantu aisA nahIM hai, jo makAna Apako acchA lagatA hai, dUsare ko burA lagatA hai! jo Apako burA lagatA hai, dUsare ko acchA lagatA hai! __jo bhojana Apako priya lagatA hai, dUsare ko apriya bhI lagatA hai! Apako bhIMDI kI sabjI priya lagatI hai, Apake bhAI ko bhIMDI kI sabjI dekhate hI ulTI hone lagatI hai! Apako rasagulle bahuta priya haiM, to ApakI patnI usa rasagulle ko dekhanA bhI pasaMda nahIM krtii| yaha kyA hai? yadi bhiMDI meM burAI hotI to sabako apriya lagatI...yadi rasagulle meM acchAI hotI to sabhI ko rasagulle priya lgte| parantu aisA nahIM hotaa| kyoMki padArtha to apane-apane svabhAva meM sthita haiN| priya aura apriya kI kalpanA jIvAtmA karatA rahatA hai, isase rAga aura dveSa ke dvandva bane rahate haiM | sukha aura duHkha kI kalpanAe~ banI rahatI haiN| isalie kahatA hU~ ki vyartha ke rAga-dveSa chor3o, tattvasArA upekSA bhAvanA acchI taraha AtmasAt karo | madhyastha bhAva ko sthira karane kA prayatna kro| 'yaha acchA aura yaha burA-' isa kalpanA-jAla ko hI naSTa kara do| koI vastu acchI-burI nahIM hai| apane rAga-dveSa se utpanna kalpanAe~ hI haiM | vyartha kI kalpanAe~ kara ke kyoM azAnta banate ho? apanI AtmA ke sAtha prema kiyA hai ? cetana jIvoM ke prati karuNAsArA upekSA aura anubandhasArA upekSA-bhAvanA For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-23 ____313 se bhAvita bano / jar3a padArthoM ke prati nirvedasArA upekSA-bhAvanA se bhAvita bno| vizva meM do hI tattva haiM : jar3a aura cetana / apane ko ina do tattvoM ke samparka meM rahanA hI par3atA hai| apanA svayaM kA astitva bhI ina do tattvoM ke saMyojana se hai| zarIra jar3a hai, to AtmA cetana hai| AtmA sadA ke lie zarIra ke baMdhana se mukta ho jAegI taba isa saMsAra se chuTakArA ho jaaegaa| parantu zarIra ke baMdhana se mukta honA AsAna kAma nahIM hai| 'maiM saccidAnanda svarUpa AtmA hU~, maiM azarIrI hU~,' aisA cintana kabhI kiyA hai? apanI AtmA se kabhI prema kiyA hai kyA? AtmA se prema ho jAya to hI usako zarIra ke bandhana se mukta karane kA puruSArtha ho sake / zarIra bandhanarUpa lge| sabhA meM se : zarIra to bar3A pyArA lagatA hai, zarIra kabhI bandhanarUpa lagatA hI nahIM! ___ mahArAjazrI : yahI to bAta hai! zarIra pyArA lagatA hai, to AtmA kA vicAra AtA hI nahIM hai| kabhI-kabhAra rAtri ke samaya, jaba parivAra ke loga so gaye hoM, ApakI nidrA TUTa gaI ho, usa samaya bichone meM zAnti se baiThakara, Atmacintana kiyA kro| makAna kI khir3akI se khule nIla gagana kI ora dekho...ananta AkAza kI ora dekho...phira vicAra karo : ko'ham? 'maiM kauna hU~?' __ Apa apanI vartamAna avasthA ko bhUla jaanaa| 'maiM chaganalAla yA maganalAla hU~ yA maiM surendrakumAra yA mahendrakumAra hU~... maiM zrImaMta hU~ yA maiM garIba hU~... maiM durbala hU~ yA maiM pahalavAna hU~... 'yaha saba yAda nahIM krnaa| ye to sArI parivartanazIla avasthAe~ haiN| jo sthira tattva hai, jo mUlabhUta tattva hai - 'orijanala maiTara' hai vaha maiM huuN| vaha hai Atma-dravya | Atma-dravya anAmI hai, azarIrI hai, ajara aura amara haiN| nahIM hai usakI vRddhAvasthA, nahIM hai usakI mRtyu | apAra, ananta Ananda hai usameM / akSaya, avinAzI sukha hai usameM | Apa isa cintana meM DUba jAo...thor3e kSaNoM ke lie bhI DUba jaao| DUbane meM bar3A Ananda hai| svabhAvadazA ke cintana meM DUba jaao| Daro mata, DubakiyA~ lagAte rho| paraciMtA chor3o, AtmaciMtana meM DUbe raho : _parAyI cintAoM ke sAgara meM DUbane se to ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna banA rahatA hai| citta azAnta aura asvastha banA rahatA hai| parAyI cintAe~ karane se For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-23 314 dUsarA kyA milatA hai? kyA dhana-daulata mila jAtI hai? milatA kucha nahIM, khone kA hI dhaMdhA hai| apane svayaM ke sukha ko kho dene kA hai| svayaM kI prasannatA kho dene kI hai| isalie paracintA karanA chor3a do| dUsaroM kI yogyatA ke anusAra unakA patha-pradarzana karate rho| dUsaroM ko ahita se bacAne ke lie preraNA dete raho, parantu jinako ApakI preraNA nahIM cAhie, jinako ApakA mArgadarzana nahIM cAhie, unako Apa jabaradastI preraNA yA mArgadarzana mata diyA kro| ApakI icchAnusAra ve nahIM cale to Apa azAnta mata bno| eka bAta samajha lo ki duniyA meM hara eka jIvAtmA ke apane-apane karma haiM, apane-apane saMskAra haiM, usI ke anusAra ve jIvana vyatIta kreNge| Apa apanA mithyA Agraha chor3a do| mana se Agraha ko nikAla do| __ bAhya duniyA ke sAtha jitanA ati Avazyaka ho utanA hI saMbaMdha rkho| Antara jagata vizAla hai| AMtara vizva kI yAtrA karane nikala pdd'o| aisA mata samajho ki mAtra jo A~khoM se dikhatA hai utanA hI vizva hai! pA~ca indriyoM se agocara eka vizAla bhAvasRSTi hai| apane svayaM kA anaMta...anAdi atItaitihAsa hai| ananta janmoM kI ananta kahAniyA~ haiN| jaba samaya ho, jaba paraciMtA se Uba jAo, Apa isa bhAvasRSTi meM cala pdd'o| prayatna karate raho, eka dina Apako isa bhAvasRSTi kI yAtrA meM saphalatA milegii| 'hama loga to aisI yAtrA nahIM kara sakate...hamAre pAsa vaisA jJAna nahIM, vaisI sUjha nahIM hai' aisA mata socnaa| kabhI bhI nirAzA se bharA ciMtana nahIM krnaa| kauna svajana? kauna parAyA jana ? azAnta aura becaina karanevAlI vyartha cintAoM se mukta hone kA dRr3ha saMkalpa kro| 'mujhe aisI azAnti utpanna karanevAlI vyartha paracintA nahIM karanI hai | svajanoM se mujhe kyA lenA denA? ye loga to mAtra isa janma ke svajana haiM...pUrva janmoM meM maiMne kitane-kitane svajana kiye aura chor3e? ye bhI svajana kaise? maiM svajana mAnatA hU~, ve loga mujhe svajana mAnate haiM? nahIM mAnate haiM mujhe svajana, to maiM kyoM mAnUM? koI svajana nahIM hai, koI parajana nahIM hai| isa saMsAra meM svajana parajana bana jAtA hai, parajana svajana bana jAtA hai| koI saMbaMdha sthira nahIM hai, zAzvat nahIM hai| sthira aura zAzvat hai merI AtmA! maiM akelA huuN| akelA janmA hU~, akelA hI paraloka kI yAtrA kruuNgaa| to phira akelA hI jIvana kyoM na jIU~? For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-23 315 __isa prakAra ekatva bhAvanA drar3ha kro| mAdhyasthya-bhAvanA kI buniyAda hai ekatva bhAvanA / 'eka'ham' maiM akelA hU~-yaha vicAra nirAzA yA durbalatA kA nahIM hai| rote-rote mata bolanA ki 'kyA karU~? maiM akelA huuN...| kisI prakAra kI dInatA kiye binA cintana karanA ki 'maiM akelA huuN|' antaHkaraNa ko ekatva se bhAvita karanA / AtmabhAva ko puSTa karate rho| ekatva ke binA mAdhyasthya nahIM : sabhA meM se : isa prakAra socanA svArthIpana nahIM hai? mahArAjazrI : nahIM, AtmabhAva ko puSTa karanevAlA hI saccA parArtha aura paramArtha kara sakatA hai| jisane AtmA ko nahIM jAnA, AtmA kA ekatva nahIM jAnA, AtmA kI zakti nahIM jAnI, vaha saccA aura nirdabha, parArtha-paramArtha nahIM kara sktaa| karane jAegA to daMbha karegA! sAdhegA svArtha, batAegA paramArtha! Ajakala ke dezanetAoM ko nahIM dekhate? kyA karate haiM ve loga? kahate phirate haiM ki 'hama loga ApakA kalyANa karanA cAhate haiM, Apa logoM ke sukha ke lie prayatna karate haiM aura kAma kyA karate haiM? apanA 'baiMka-belensa' acchA kara lete haiM! kaisA bhayaMkara daMbha? jo apane Apako nahIM jAnatA hai, AtmA kA jo caitanya svarUpa hai, usako nahIM jAnatA hai, vaha paramArtha nahIM kara sakatA hai| isalie prAcInakAla meM RSi-maharSi chAtroM ko jo zikSA dete the, usa zikSA meM sarvaprathama 'AtmA' samajhAte the| cAhe prAraMbha meM dArzanika DhaMga se nahIM samajhAte hoMge, parantu AtmA ke prati prema jAgrata karate hoNge| AtmapremI manuSya hI saccA parivArapremI, samAjapremI, rASTrapremI aura vizvapremI bana sakatA hai| AtmA ko tarkoM se cAhe dera se samajho, AtmA se prema to kara sakate ho| yAnI AtmA kA jo ekatva hai, nirdvadvatA hai, usake prati prema kro| AtmapremI manuSya svArthI nahIM bana sktaa| vaha saccA paramArthI bnegaa| vahI saccA paropakArI bnegaa| jo AtmajJAnI nahIM hai vaha kabhI bhI saccA paropakArI nahIM bana sakatA / ekatva ke sAtha mAdhyasthya kA saMbaMdha hai| ekatva ke binA mAdhyasthya nahIM! AtmajJAna kI pratiSThA kama hotI jA rahI hai : Aja to prajA kA ghora durbhAgya hai| AtmajJAna kI zikSA hI sthagita ho gii| kisI bhI skUla-kaoNleja meM AtmajJAna nahIM diyA jaataa| AtmajJAna se jyAdA pratiSThA vijJAna ko mila gii| AtmajJAnI se bahuta jyAdA pratiSThA vijJAnI ko mila gii| pariNAma bahuta hI vighAtaka AyA hai| thor3e varSoM meM For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-23 316 pariNAma aura vinAzaka aayegaa| jo AtmajJAnI nahIM haiM aura vaijJAnika bana gae, ve saMsAra ke tAraNahAra nahIM baneMge, ve saMsAra ke saMhAraka bneNge| __AtmajJAnI hI saMsAra ke sarva jIvoM ke prati prema kara sakatA hai, karuNA pravAhita kara sakatA hai| vijJAnI kI dRSTi prema kI hotI hI nhiiN| unakI dRSTi meM to padArtha aura padArthoM ke pRthakkaraNa hote haiN| isa padArtha meM itane-itane 'kemikalsa' haiM...isakA aisA asara...isakA vaisA asara...basa, padArtha kA vizleSaNa kara ke rakha deNge| ___ AtmajJAnI sarva jIvoM meM apane samAna Atma-tattva kA darzana kara, sarva jIvoM ke prati prema maitrI kA bhAva rakha sakatA hai| vaijJAnika kauna-sA bhAva rakhegA? isalie bhAratIya saMskRti aura sabhyatA kI nIMva hai Atma-jJAna | isa deza meM bacce ko jhUle meM bhI AtmajJAna ke gIta sunAye jAte the...| vyavahArika zikSA ke sAtha yaha jJAna diyA jAtA thaa| Ajakala Apa loga kyA apane baccoM ko AtmajJAna dete ho? sabhA meM se : hama logoM ke pAsa hI AtmajJAna nahIM hai...hama kaise deMge apanI saMtAnoM ko AtmajJAna? mahArAjazrI : AtmajJAna ke binA, AtmA kA caitanya aura AtmA kA ekatva samajhe binA, AtmA se prema kiye binA, koI bhI dharmakriyA phalavatI nahIM bnegii| Atmavizuddhi kA phala prApta nahIM hogA | jIvana-vyavahAra meM Apa saccI zAnti, AMtara prasannatA prApta nahIM kara skoge| isalie punaHpunaH kahatA hU~ ki AtmapremI bano, AtmajJAnI bano / AtmA ke ekatva kA cintana kara, saMsAra ke sAre saMbaMdhoM kA khokhalApana samajha lo| saMsAra kA koI saMbaMdha vAstavika nahIM hai| itanA jAnane para, ina bAtoM ko hRdayastha bhAva Aye binA nahIM rhegaa| 'vaha merA kahA nahIM mAnatA hai, na mAneM, merA usase kyA lenA denA hai? merA usase kyA vAstA hai? usakA bhalA ho?!' ___ mAdhyasthya-bhAvanA kA abhyAsa manuSya ko acchA virAgI banAtA hai| virAgI ke pAsa mAdhyasthya-bhAvanA honI hI cAhie! iSTa viSayoM ke saMyoga aura viyoga meM rAgarahita aura zokarahita bane rahane ke lie mAdhyasthya yAnI upekSA-bhAvanA nitAnta Avazyaka hai| aniSTa viSaya ke saMyoga aura viyoga meM bhI rAga-dveSa se bacanA anivArya hotA hai| upekSA-bhAvanA se virAgI AtmA rAga-dveSa se baca sakatI hai| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-23 317 hRdaya ko cAra bhAvanAoM se sarAbora kara do : dharma-ArAdhanA ko prANavAn banAne hetu, ArAdhaka kA hRdaya ina cAra bhAvanAoM se-maitrI, karuNA, pramoda aura mAdhyasthya se bharA-bharA honA cAhie | bhAvanAoM se harA-bharA hRdaya dharma kA grAhaka banatA hai| dharma ke svarUpadarzana meM ina bhAvanAoM ko samAviSTa kara ke zrI haribhadrasUrijI ne bahuta hI acchA pratipAdana kiyA hai| Apa loga yadi ina bhAvanAoM ko samajha lo aura hRdaya ko bhAvita karane lago to Apa apUrva zAnti paaoge| ApakI hara dharma-kriyA ullAsamaya bana jaaegii| ApakI dharma kriyA dekhakara dUsaroM ko Apake prati aura ApakI dharma kriyA ke prati Adara evaM bahumAna paidA hogaa| Aja hama upekSA bhAvanA kA vivecana samApta karate haiN| kala cAroM bhAvanAoM kA upasaMhAra karane kA vicAra hai| maitrI, karuNA, pramoda aura madhyasthya-bhAvanA ke viSaya meM aura dharma ke svarUpa ke viSaya meM kala upasaMhAra kruuNgaa| kyoMki bAda meM mArgAnusArI jIvana ke 35 guNoM kA varNana granthakAra maharSi ne kiyA hai| una guNoM ke viSaya meM hamako vivecana karanA hai| granthakAra asAdhAraNa vidvAna evaM mahAna AtmajJAnI the| sUtrAtmaka bhASA meM unhoMne isa 'dharmabindu' grantha kI racanA kI hai| sUtra bar3A mahattva rakhate haiN| choTe se vAkya meM aneka bhAva bhare hue hote haiN| hama una sUtroM para cintana kreNge| jaina-ajaina sabhI ke lie ye 35 guNa jIvanopayogI haiN| Aja, basa itanA hii| For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra pravacana- 24 www.kobatirth.org 318 eka bAta mata bhUlanA ki : apane bhaviSya kA nirmANa hama khuda karate haiN| apanI kismata aura koI na to banAtA hai na hI bigAr3atA hai! * jaise bhaMga, carasa, zarAba aura mAdaka padArthoM kA nazA hotA hai vaise hI rAga-dveSa aura moha vagairaha kA bhI eka taraha kA nazA hotA hai... naze meM phira hoza kahA~ rahegA? Apa yadi ina bhAvanAoM ko hamezA apane jIvana-vyavahAra meM sthAna dete rahoge, to eka dina Apako pUrI vicAradhArA gaMgA ko bhA~ti nirmala evaM pavitra ho jaaegii| * vidvattA alaga cIja hai aura bhAvanA dUsarI bAta hai| bhAvanAzUnya vidvattA bhItarI AnaMda yA Antarika prasannatA nahIM jagA sakatI / * koro vidvattA logoM ko prabhAvita kara sakatI hai, prema se AplAvita nahIM kara sakatI! bhAvanAoM se racopacI vidvattA auroM ko prema se bhara degI! pravacana : 240 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir parama upakArI mahAna zrutadhara pUjya AcArya zrI haribhadrasUrIzvarajI svaracita 'dharmabindu' grantha meM dharma kA svarUpa samajhA rahe haiN| eka zloka meM AcAryadeva ne bahuta sI bAteM kaha dI haiM / inakI grantha racanAe~ hI aisI haiM, jo thor3e zabdoM meM bahuta kucha kaha dete haiN| bhinna-bhinna AcAryoM ne evaM RSi-munivaroM ne 'dharma' kI bhinna-bhinna paribhASAe~ kI haiN| ina sArI paribhASAoM meM yaha paribhASA zreSThakoTi kI paribhASA lagatI hai mujhe| Apa loga acchI taraha samajha leM isa paribhASA ko| tAki idhara-udhara bhaTaka na jAyeM / 'dharma' ke viSaya meM kAphI socasamajhakara nirNaya karanA / kyoMki dharma ke sAtha apane ananta bhaviSya kA saMbaMdha jur3A huA hai| yadi dharma ke viSaya meM gar3abar3I kara dI to bhaviSya aMdhakAramaya ho jAegA, bhaTaka jAoge durgati meM / AtmanirIkSaNa karanA sIkho : jo bhI dharmAnuSThAna karanA ho, Apa soca lo ki yaha dharmAnuSThAna kisakA batAyA huA hai| kisI rAgI -dveSI manuSya kA batAyA huA to nahIM hai na? For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-24 319 batAnevAlA vizvasanIya hai na? niSpakSa, madhyastha aura jina hai nA? yadi nirNaya ho jAya to, batAnevAle ne jisa prakAra vaha dharmAnuSThAna karane kA kahA ho, usI prakAra karanA / vidhi kA Adara karanA / samaya kA khayAla krnaa| bhAvoM kA lakSya rakhanA | itanA saba karane para bhI Apake hRdaya ko TaTolanA | ApakA hRdaya maitrI, karuNA, pramoda aura mAdhyasthya bhAvoM se zuddha banA huA hai yA nhiiN| yAnI Apake vicAroM meM saMzodhana huA hai yA nhiiN| Apake vicAra maitrIbhAvanA se bhAvita bane haiM? karuNA se Apake vicAra komala bane haiM? pramoda se Apake vicAra unnata bane haiM? mAdhyasthya se Apake vicAroM meM samatva AyA hai? apanI kismata apane hAtha : ___ apane bhaviSyanirmANa meM apane vicAra mahattvapUrNa sthAna rakhate haiM | yaha mata bhUlanA ki apane bhaviSya kA nirmANa hama hI karate haiM, koI dUsarA nahIM krtaa| koI Izvara nahIM krtaa| hama isa jIvana meM apane vicAra-bIja jaise boyeMge apanI AtmabhUmi meM, una vicAra-bIjoM meM se jIvana-vRkSa paidA hoNge| yadi bIja boyA hai nIma kA to vRkSa Ama kA paidA nahIM hogA, nIma kA vRkSa hI paidA hogaa| Ama kA vRkSa cAhie to bIja Ama kA bonA pdd'egaa| yadi vicAra-bIjoM ko bone meM sAvadhAna nahIM rahe, jAgrata nahIM rahe, to bhaviSya aMdhakAramaya, duHkhamaya aura vedanAmaya bnegaa| zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra prabhu ne isIlie to kahA ki : calo sAvadhAnI se, baiTho sAvadhAnI se, khAo sAvadhAnI se, pIo sAvadhAnI se, bolo sAvadhAnI se...! sAvadhAnI yAnI jAgrati! koI galata vicAra kA bIja AtmabhUmi meM gira na jAye isake lie jAgrata rho| vicAroM ke bIja AtmabhUmi meM girate dera nahIM lgtii| vicAroM se saMsArI : vicAroM se sAdhu : __kahie, Apako kaisI phasala cAhie? kaise vRkSa pasanda karate ho? babUla ke? nIma ke? yadi Apane zatrutApUrNa vicAra kie, krUratApUrNa vicAra kie, IrSyAyukta vicAra kiye, tiraskAra aura dhikkArapUrNa vicAra kie to samajha lo ki naraka sAmane hai| pazuyonI sAmane hai| koI bhI ho, saMsArI ho yA sAdhu ho| vicAroM se manuSya saMsArI hai, vicAroM se manuSya sAdhu hai| rAjarSi prasannacaMdra ne sAtaveM naraka meM jAne ke karma kaise ikaTThe kara liye the? veSa sAdhu kA thA parantu vicAra saMsAra ke the! bharata cakravartI ne zIzamahala meM kevalajJAna kaise pA liyA thA? veza saMsArI kA thA, parantu vicAra sAdhu ke the! vicAroM ne unako vItarAga banA diyA thA, sarvajJa banA diyA thA! vicArazakti kA apAra aura adbhuta prabhAva haiM | jAgrata bane raho, to hI vicAra zuddha raha sakate haiM | jAgrati calI gaI, hoza For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-24 ____320 calA gayA, behoza ho gae to kAma tamAma hai! behozI bar3I khataranAka hai| behozI meM na karane ke vicAra ho jAte hai! jaise bhaMga, zarAba vagairaha ke naze hote haiM vaise rAga, dveSa aura moha vagairaha ke naze hote haiN| naze meM hoza nahIM rhtaa| eka saradArajI dillI ke basasTenDa para khar3e the| khar3e kyA the, eka beMca para baiThe-baiThe ubAsiyA~ khA rahe the| naze meM the| kiyA hogA koI nazA! eka pulisamena ne dekhaa| usane saradArajI ke pAsa Akara kahA : 'kyA kara rahe ho idhara?' 'ubAsI khA rahA huuN|' 'saradArajI, tuma yahA~ ubAsI kyoM khA rahe ho? yahA~ ubAsI khAne ke paise lagate haiN|' 'kitane paise lagate haiM?' saradArajI ne puuchaa| 'eka ubAsI kA eka rUpayA...' saradArajI ne jeba se paccIsa rUpaye nikAla kara pulisa ko de die / pulisa calA gyaa| saradArajI ghara pahu~ce / naze meM the| apanI bIvI se bar3e garva ke sAtha kahate haiM : 'maiMne Aja pulisa ko khUba ullU banAyA / ' 'kaise? kyA huA jI?' bIvI ne utsukatA se puuchaa| 'maiMne ubAsiyA~ khAI hoMgI pacAsa-sATha aura pulisa ko rUpaye diye mAtra paccIsa! pulisa ko kaisA mUrkha banAyA!!' behozI meM manuSya svayaM mUrkhatA karatA hai, mAnatA hai dUsare ko mUrkha! rAga kI behozI, dveSa kI behozI aura ajJAna kI behozI vaisI hai| hoza meM raho, behozI meM mata jaao| nazA mata kro| jAgrata rho| vicAroM meM ho sake utanI jAgrati banAe rkho| vicAroM meM se azuddhi dUra karane kA prayatna karate rho| vaha prayatna hai maitrI vagairaha bhAvanAoM se bhAvita hone kA | pratidina prAtaHkAla yA sAyaMkAla ina bhAvanAoM kA abhyAsa kro| yadi yaha abhyAsa nirantara karate rahe to ApakI vicAradhArA gaMgA kI pavitra dhArA bana jaayegii| Apa jAgrata bana jaaoge| hoza meM A jaaoge| aba, Aja hama maitrI vagairaha bhAvanAoM kA upasaMhAra kreNge| maitrIbhAvanA : Apako maitrI yA zatrutA, do meM se eka bAta pasanda karane kI hai| yadi Apako maitrI pasanda hai to maitrI ko apanA lo, yadi Apako zatrutA se pyAra hai to zatrutA apanA lo| hote haiM saMsAra meM aise manuSya jinako zatrutA karane meM, zatrutA banAe rakhane meM aura zatrutA bar3hAne meM majA AtA hai| parantu majA to For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 24 321 pazuoM kI katla karanevAle kasAI ko bhI AtA hai aura zarAba pInevAloM ko bhI AtA hai| maz2A AtA hai isalie saba kucha nahIM kiyA jA sakatA hai| ajJAnI ko jisa-jisa kArya meM maz2A AtA hai, jJAnI ko nahIM aataa| rAgI ko jisa kArya meM majA AtA hai, virAgI ko nahIM aataa| yadi ApakI jJAnadRSTitRtIya netra khula gayA hai to Apako zatrutA kataI pasaMda nahIM aaegii| Apa maitrI hI pasanda kreNge| ajJAnI socatA hai : 'isane mujhe kaSTa diyA hai, merA sukha chIna liyA hai, mujhe parezAna kiyA hai, mujhe sukha nahIM detA... isalie isako to maiM merA zatru hI maanuuNgaa| isake prati maitrI kaisI? vaha mujhe zatru mAnatA hai to maiM usako mitra kaise mAnU~? mujhe bhI saMsAra meM jInA hai, saMsAra-vyavahAra meM tattvajJAnI bane rahane se nahIM calatA... hama koI sAdhu saMta to hai nhiiN...|' aisI vicAradhArAvAloM meM maitrI kaise ho sakatI hai? yadi aise mUr3ha manuSya kisI se maitrI karate dikhAI bhI deM, to bhI svArthaparavaza! sabhI jIvoM ke prati aise loga maitrI nahIM bAMdha sakate / 'sAre jIva mere mitra haiM-' yaha udAtta bhAvanA unakI manaHsRSTi meM nahIM ho sakatI hai / maitrI : tIna prakAra kA ciMtana : (1) jJAnI manuSya yoM socatA hai : 'he Atman, tU sarva jIvoM ke prati maitrI ko sthApita kara, isa jagata meM terA koI zatru nahIM hai, saba tere mitra haiM, isa jIvana kA to vicAra kara ! kitanI choTI-sI hai yaha jindagI ? pA~ca-pacAsa sAla kI choTI-sI jiMdagI meM tU kisa-kisake sAtha zatrutA bA~dha rahA hai? kyoM? zatrutA se tujhe kyA milegA? kucha nahIM, mAtra kleza aura azAnti !' (2) 'he Atman, isa saMsAra meM paribhramaNa karate hue tUne sabhI jIvoM ke sAtha sabhI prakAra ke saMbaMdha kiye haiN| mAtA-pitA, bhAI-bahana, pati-patnI... vagairaha sAre sabaMdha kiye hue haiM- unake sAtha aba kyA tUM zatrutA karatA hai? zatrutA bhI kyA kAyama TikanevAlI hai ? nahIM, pUrva-janma kA zatru isa janma meM snehI bana jAtA hai, isa bhava kA snehI agale janma meM zatru bana jAtA hai| sAre saMbaMdha aise parivartanazIla haiM, to phira tU kyoM apane hRdaya meM zatrutA rakhatA hai ? sArI jIvasRSTi terA kuTuMba hI hai / (3) 'he Atman! zatrutA se terA hI sukRta nAza hotA hai / zatrutA kA bhAva zubha karmoM kA nAza karatA hai / kyoM kisI se duzmanI rakhanA ? sabhI jIva karmaparavaza haiN| karmoM kI vicitratA apAra hai / tere prati zatrutA rakhanevAloM kA bhI tU azubhacintana mata kr| sajjanoM ke lie kalaha, zatrutA zobhA nahIM dete| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-24 322 terI sajjanatA samatA meM hai| samatA se manuSya sajjana kahalAtA hai| zatrutA se manuSya durjana kahalAtA hai|' ____ maitrIbhAvanA ko isa prakAra hRdaya meM sthira karane kA prayatna karate rho| karuNAbhAvanA : sAre guNoM kA udbhavasthAna hai komala hRdaya | hRdaya kI komalatA meM se hI guNoM kA AvirbhAva hotA hai| ina guNoM meM karuNA zreSTha guNa hai| dUsare jIvoM ke duHkha jAnakara yA dekhakara, una duHkhoM ko dUra karane kI prabala icchA-karuNA hai| Apa loga apane duHkhoM ko dUra karanA cAhate ho, yA dUsaroM ko? sabhA meM se : hama loga to hamAre hI duHkhoM ko rote haiN| mahArAjazrI : to phira dharmatattva kA AtmA ko sparza honA saMbhava nahIM hai| duHkhI jIvoM ke prati atyaMta karuNA ke binA-dharmaArAdhanA kI yogyatA hI paidA nahIM hotii| dharma-ArAdhanA karane kI yogyatA apekSita hai| yogyatA ke binA kI huI dharma-ArAdhanA Atmazuddhi nahIM kara sktii| AtmA mahAtmA nahIM bana sktii| AtmA ke guNoM kI utpatti yA guNoM kI unnati nahIM ho sktii| jisa mAnavahRdaya meM karuNA nahIM hotI hai, usa mAnavahRdaya meM krUratA hotI hai| krUra hRdaya meM dharma kA praveza nahIM ho sktaa| koI hiMsA karatA hai, jIvoM kI katla karatA hai, vohI krUra hai, aisA nahIM hai, Apa dUsare jIvoM ke duHkha dekhane para bhI, jAnane para bhI duHkhI nahIM hote haiM, to Apa bhI krUra haiN| krUra manuSyoM ko dharmakSetra meM praveza nahIM mila sakatA! sabhA meM se : hama logoM kA to praveza ho gayA hai! mahArAjazrI : anadhikRta praveza ho gayA hai! adhikArayukta praveza nahIM huA hai| kyA kahU~ Apa logoM ko? paramAtmA jinezvaradeva ke dharma ko lajAo mata / jaina hI nahIM, Arya bhI nahIM kahalA sakate / dayA aura karuNA ke binA Aryatva nahIM, jainatva nhiiN| Arya aura jaina to dUsare jIvoM ke duHkhoM se duHkhI hotA hai| duHkha dUra karane kI tIvra bhAvanA aura bharasaka prayatna karanevAlA hotA hai| duHkhI bhI do prakAra se : ___ saMsAra meM duHkhI jIva do prakAra ke hote haiM : dravyaduHkhI aura bhAvaduHkhI / jinake pAsa puNyodaya nahIM hai ve dravyaduHkhI haiM, jinake pAsa mohanIya karma kA kSayopazama nahIM hai, ve bhAvaduHkhI haiN| samajhe isa bAta ko? samajha lo, acchI taraha samajha lo isa bAta ko| puNyakarma ke 42 prakAra haiN| sAre ke sAre bhautika sukha, ina 42 prakAra ke For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-24 323 puNyakarma ke utpAdana haiM, 'proDakzana' haiM | Apa manuSyagati meM ho, Apake pAsa manuSyagati kA AyuSya hai, Apa 'ucca' jAti ke kahalAte ho, ApakA zarIra nirogI hai, ApakI pA~coM indriyA~ paripUrNa haiM, ApakA rUpa acchA hai, svara madhura hai, Apa lokapriya haiM, ApakI bAta dUsare loga mAna lete haiM, ApakA yaza phailA hai, ApakA zarIra sugandhayukta hai, ApakI cAla haMsa jaisI hai, Apake pAsa acchA dhana hai, parivAra hai... yaha saba puNyakarma ke udaya se hai| jinako puNyakarma kA udaya nahIM hai, unake pAsa ye sAre sukha nahIM hote haiN| isase viparIta unake pAsa duHkho kA Dhera hotA hai| ve duHkhI hote haiM, dravyaduHkhI kahalAte haiM ye loga | dravya yAnI paisA nahIM, apitu dravya yAnI bAhya, dravya yAnI bhautik| ___ bhAvaduHkhI vaha hai jinako mohanIya karma kA kSayopazama nahIM hai| prabala 'mohanIyakarma' kA udaya hai| isa pApakarma ke udaya se manuSya kI mati kaluSita hotI hai| sudeva-suguru aura saddharma ke prati isako zraddhA nahIM hotii| itanA hI nahIM, kudeva ko sudeva mAnatA hai | kuguru ko sadguru mAnatA hai, asad dharma ko saddharma mAnatA hai! isI pApakarma ke prabhAva se manuSya krodhI, abhimAnI, mAyAvI aura lobhI hotA hai| isI pApakarma ke udaya se jIvAtmA meM vividha prakAra ke vikAra utpanna hote hai| viSayavAsanA bhI isI karma ke udaya kA phala hai| ronA aura ha~sanA, khuza honA aura nAkhuza honA, rAga karanA yA dveSa karanA... isI karma kI preraNA se hotA hai| aise mohamUr3ha jIva bhAvaduHkhI haiN| ye sAre duHkha mAnasika haiM, mana ke bhAvoM se saMbaMdhita haiM, isalie bhAvaduHkha kahalAte haiN| __ ina donoM prakAra ke jIvoM ke prati apane hRdaya meM karuNA honI caahie| kyoMki eka yahA~ duHkha bhoga rahA hai, dUsarA bhaviSya ko duHkhamaya banA rahA hai| pApAcaraNa karanevAlA svayaM apane bhaviSya ko duHkhapUrNa banA rahA hai| 'pApAd dukham' - pApa kA phala hai duHkha! samajha gae isa bAta ko? duHkhI yA pApI-donoM ke prati karuNAbhAvanA rakhane kI hai| karuNA se hRdaya ko navapallavita rakhane kA haiN| ___ sabhA meM se : dravya duHkhI ke prati to kabhI karuNA A jAtI hai, parantu pApI ke prati karuNA nahIM AtI hai! Apa bhI mahAtmA bananA sIkheM : ___ mahArAjazrI : sahI bAta hai ApakI, kyU~ki Apa niSpApa haiM! niSpApa ko pApI ke prati krUratA AnA svAbhAvika hai!! kaisI pAgala jaisI bAta karate ho| Apake jIvana meM pApa nahIM haiM kyA? Apa logoM ke jIvana meM asaMkhya pApa bhare par3e haiM aura For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-24 324 dUsaroM ke prati dhikkAra? eka bhikhArI dUsare bhikhArI ko kahe ki : 'tujhe zarma nahIM AtI bhIkha mA~gate hue? mehanata kara... bhIkha mAMganA acchA nhiiN|' to? Apake hRdaya meM pApoM ke prati arUci paidA huI hai? pApoM ke prati napharata ho gaI hai kyA? pApa karane se pahale duHkha hotA hai? 'mujhe isa mAnavajIvana meM pApa karanA par3egA? kaisA merA durbhAgya?' hotA hai aisA aphasosa? pApa karane ke pazcAt pazcAttApa hotA hai kyA? mAna lo ki pApa karate samaya sukha anubhava karate ho, parantu pApa ho jAne ke pazcAt duHkha hotA hai? merA cale to maiM bhaviSya meM aisA pApa nahIM kruuN|' aise vicAra Ate haiM nahIM! Apa pApa karo, Apako maz2A AtA hai, dUsarA pApa kare isase Apako ghRNA hotI hai - sahI bAta hai na? yaha ApakI pApa ke prati ghRNA nahIM hai, jIva ke prati hai| pApa karanevAle jIvoM ke prati bhI karuNA honI caahie| zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIradeva ne pApI jIvoM ke prati bhI karuNA kA srota bahAyA thaa| aneka mahApuruSoM ne isa karuNApatha para calakara bhavya udAharaNa prastuta kiye haiN| yadi hama unake pada-cihnoM para caleM to hamako bhI mahAnatA prApta ho sakatI hai| apanI AtmA mahAtmA bana sakatI hai | mahAtmA bananA hai na? mahAtmA yAnI sAdhu banane kI bAta nahIM karatA hU~, hRdaya ko udAtta banAne kI bAta karatA hU~ | apanA hRdaya mahAtmA kA hRdaya bana jAnA caahie| ApakA Adarza bana jAe ki 'mujhe mahAtmA bananA hai, to hI isa dizA meM gati ho sakatI hai| yadi adhamAtmA hI bane rahanA hai, zatrutA, tiraskAra aura krUratA ko banAye rakhanI hai, to ina bAtoM se ApakA koI saMbaMdha nahIM rhtaa| parantu Apa yahA~ mere pAsa Ate ho, pratidina Ate ho, prema se merI bAteM sunate ho, isalie maiM mAnatA hU~ ki Apako mahAtmA bananA pasanda to hai! sahI bAta hai na? pramoda-bhAvanA : _ 'guNISu pramodaH' guNavAnoM ke prati pramoda-bhAvanA caahie| pramoda yAnI prema! guNavAnoM ke prati prema! guNoM ke prati prema hogA to guNavAnoM ke prati prema hogaa| parantu eka bAta pUcha lU~ Apa se| kyA Apako isa saMsAra meM koI manuSya guNavAna dikhatA hai? sarvaguNasaMpanna paramAtmA to abhI sadeha hai nhiiN| abhI to apanI duniyA meM jo jIva haiM ve sabhI guNa aura doSa, donoM se yukta hI hoNge| hA~, aisA koI jIva saMsAra meM nahIM hai ki jo doSoM se paripUrNa ho aura guNa eka bhI na ho| pratyeka jIvAtmA meM koI na koI guNa hotA hI hai| apane pAsa guNadRSTi honI caahie| guNadRSTivAlA manuSya hI dUsaroM meM guNadarzana kara sakatA hai aura guNoM se prema kara sakatA hai| jo doSadRSTivAle haiM, ve guNoM se For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana- 24 325 kabhI bhI prema nahIM kara skte| una meM pramoda nahIM ho sakatA / gozAlaka pUrNapuruSa bhagavAna mahAvIra meM guNadarzana nahIM kara sakA thA / guNamUrti se prema nahIM kara sakA thA / bhagavAna mahAvIra ke prati bhI usane dveSa kiyA thA / prema guNoM se karanA sIkheM : mokSa ke prati bhI dveSa karanevAle jIva hote haiM saMsAra meM! mokSa yAnI sarvaguNasaMpanna siddha bhagavAnoM kI sRSTi / guNasRSTi se jisako koI paricaya nahIM hai, mAtra doSoM se hI prema hai, aise jIva mokSadveSI ho sakate haiM / siddhadveSI, arihaMtadveSI, AcAryadveSI, upAdhyAyadveSI aura sAdhudveSI jIva bhI isa saMsAra meM hote haiN| ye jIva guNadveSI hote haiN| aise jIvoM ko kSamA se prema nahIM hotA, krodha se prema hotA hai| inheM namratA se prema nahIM hotA, abhimAna se prema hotA hai| inheM saralatA se prema nahIM hotA, mAyA aura kapaTa hI unako pyAre hote haiM / inheM nirlobhatA se prema nahIM hotA, lobha aura parigraha se prIti hotI hai| inheM satya se prema nahIM hotA, jhUTha hI unako pyArA hotA hai / inheM prAmANikatA priya nahIM hotI, beImAnI se muhabbata hotI hai / TaTolanA antarAtmA ko / guNoM se prema hai yA doSoM se, dekhanA jarA bhItara meN| AtmanirIkSaNa karanA - 'selpha Abjaravezana' karanA / 'pramoda' koI eka-do yA pA~ca-dasa vyakti taka sImita nahIM hai, pramoda kA kSetra bar3A vizAla hai, laMbAcaur3A haiN| 'lava Apha varacyuja' guNoM se prema sulabha tattva nahIM hai, durlabha tattva hai| pA~ca-daza kSaNa pramoda - bhAvanA kA cintana kara lene mAtra se hama guNapremI nahIM bana jAte haiN| pramoda kA viSaya 'sabjekTa' kitanA vizAla hai, kitanA vyApaka hai, jAnate ho ? suna lo dhyAna se : 1. jo vItarAga-sarvajJa haiM, jo sadeha paramAtmA haiM, jIvoM ke prati apAra upakAra karate haiN| ve hamAre sarvazreSTha pramoda ke viSaya haiN| 2. jo dehAtIta ho gae haiM, jo siddha-buddha - mukta haiM, ananta guNoM ke sAgara haiM - ve hamAre sarvazreSTha pramoda ke viSaya haiM / 3. jo pahAr3oM kI guphAoM meM, jaMgaloM meM nirmama aura avikArI mahAtmA puruSa dharmadhyAna meM nimagna rahate haiM, samatArasa meM lIna rahate haiM, ghora tapazcaryA apramattabhAva se karate haiM - ve hamAre pramoda ke zreSTha pAtra haiN| 4. jo sAdhupuruSa jJAnI haiM, nirantara logoM ko dharmopadeza dete haiM, jinake mana zAnta haiM, jinakI indriyA~ upazAnta haiM, jo jinazAsana kI prabhAvanA karate haiM ve hamAre pramoda ke pAtra haiN| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-24 326 5. jo gRhastha strI yA puruSa dAnadharma-zIladharma-tapadharma aura bhAvadharma kI zraddhA se ArAdhanA karate haiM - ve bhI hamArI pramoda-bhAvanA ke viSaya haiN| 6. jo sAdhvIjI apane zIla ko surakSita rakhatI haiM aura jJAna-dhyAna meM tanmaya rahatI huI garvarahita citta se mokSamArga kI ArAdhanA karatI haiM-ve bhI hamAre pramoda-bhAvanA kI pAtra haiN| 7. jinako samyakadarzana-guNa prApta nahIM huA hai parantu jo paramArthaparopakAra evaM saMtoSa vagairaha mArgAnusArI jIvana ke guNoM ke bhaMDAra haiM, ve bhI pramoda-bhAvanA ke viSaya hai| guNadRSTi meM thor3AsA paribhramaNa karane apane mana ko le clo| isa paribhramaNa meM mana Ananda kA anubhava kregaa| sacce aura sAtvika Ananda kI anubhUti hogii| karanI hai aisI anubhUti? nahIM! doSadRSTi aura doSasRSTi! doSasRSTi meM bhaTakanA hI acchA lagatA hai, isameM hI majA AtA hai! dhyAna rakhanA, yaha majA kSaNika hai, sajA bahuta lambI hai| guNavAnoM se prema nahIM kiyA, guNavAnoM se dveSa kiyA to durgati meM 'TrAnsaphara' ho jAoge | kutte, billI kA bhava mila jaaegaa| guNadveSI jyAdAtara zvAnayoni meM jAte haiM! guNapremI sadgati meM jAte haiN| devatva yA manuSyatva prApta hotA hai| sabhA meM se : Apa guNarAga kI bAta karate haiM, parantu Apa to hamAre doSa batAte rahate haiN| guNAnurAgI bhI doSa dekhegA para alaga DhaMga se : mahArAjazrI : saccI bAta hai ApakI! Apake prati guNAnurAga hai isalie doSa batAtA huuN| Apake doSa dUra ho jAyeM aura ApakI guNasamRddhi bar3hatI jAya isalie doSa batAtA huuN| Apa meM jo jo guNa haiM, maiM unakI prazaMsA karatA hU~, Apa meM jo jo doSa haiM, una doSoM ko dUra karane ke lie doSa batAtA hU~| doSa batAye binA Apa doSa kaise dUra kareMge? Apake prati prema nahIM hotA to doSa nahIM btaataa| Apa gRhastha haiM aura maiM sAdhu hU~, sAdhu bhI gRhasthoM ke guNoM kA prazaMsaka hotA hai / mahAn AcAryoM ne guNavAna gRhasthoM ke bhavya caritra likhe haiN| kalikAlasarvajJa zrI hemacandrasUrijI ne rAjA kumArapAla kA jIvanacaritra likhA hai| kumArapAla kI guNadRSTi batAI hai| kumArapAla ke aneka guNoM kI bahuta prazaMsA kI hai| sAtha meM sUrijI ne rAjA ke doSa bhI batAye the| parantu nindA karane kI dRSTi se nahIM, doSa dUra karane kI dRSTi se| ___ gurjarezvara kumArapAla ne aneka satkArya kiye the, parantu apane hajAroM sAdharmika baMdhuoM ke duHkhoM ke prati usakA dhyAna nahIM gayA thaa| gurudeva For Private And Personal Use Only

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327 pravacana-24 hemacandrasUrijI ne rAjA kA dhyAna usa bAta kI ora AkarSita kiyA thA, kitane acche DhaMga se! yaha bhI eka samajhane kI bAta hai| sabere-sabere jaba rAjA vaMdana karane AyA, usane gurudeva ke zarIra para phaTI huI aura moTI caddara dekhii| vaMdana kara, rAjA ne hAtha jor3akara gurudeva se pUchA : 'gurudeva, kyA pATana meM zrAvaka itane du:khI haiM ki Apako aisI caddara or3hanI par3I hai?' gurudeva ne kahA : 'kumArapAla, tere sAdharmikoM ke pAsa dene ko jaisA hotA hai vaisA ve dete haiM, tUne kabhI sAdharmikoM ke sukha-duHkha jAnane kA prayatna kiyA?' basa! kumArapAla ko apanI gaMbhIra bhUla samajha meM A gii| usa dina se usane sAdharmikoM kA duHkha dUra karane kA puruSArtha zurU kara diyaa| prativarSa karor3oM rUpaye kharca karane lgaa| galatI batAnevAle gurudeva kA upakAra mAnane lgaa| guru doSa nahIM batAyeMge to kauna batAyegA? mAdhyasthya-bhAvanA : rAga kI prabalatA na ho, dveSa kI prabalatA na ho, isako kahate haiM mdhysthtaa| rAga kI prabalatA meM azAnti hotI hai, dveSa kI prabalatA meM bhI azAnti hotI hai| do azAnti meM bar3A antara hai| eka azAnti kA pratyakSa anubhava hotA hai, dUsarI azAnti kA pratyakSa anubhava nahIM hotaa| rAga kI prabalatA meM manuSya sukha kA anubhava karatA hai, parantu usa sukhAnubhava ke bhItara azAnti bharI par3I hotI hai| jisa sukha kA pariNAma du:kha ho, usako sukha kaise kahA jAya? jisa Ananda kA, jisa khuzI kA pariNAma azAnti aura kleza ho, usako Ananda kaise kahA jAya? usako khuzI kaise kaheM? ___ madhyastha bno| madhyastha banAnevAlI hai mAdhyasthya-bhAvanA, upekssaa-bhaavnaa| hAlA~ki yaha bhAvanA aise jIvoM ke lie batAI gaI hai ki jo avinIta haiM, uddhata haiM, manasvI haiM aura apanA pallA aise jIvoM ke sAtha par3A ho, unake anucita aura ahitakArI vyavahAra se apanA mana udvigna rahatA ho, apanA citta saMkliSTa rahatA ho, azAnta rahatA ho| isa upekSA-bhAvanA se, isa bhAvanA ke punaH punaH abhyAsa se udvega, saMkleza aura azAnti dUra ho jAtI hai| gRhasthajIvana meM bhI Avazyaka hai yaha bhAvanA : Apa gRhastha haiM, ghara meM sabhI loga-parivAra ke sadasya Apa kA vinaya, Adara aura sammAna kareM, aisA zAyada hI kisI parivAra meM hogaa| Apa bar3e haiM, bujurga haiM, ApakA koI vyakti avinaya karatA hai, apamAna karatA hai, auddhatyapUrNa vyavahAra karatA hai to Apa isa mAdhyasthya bhAvanA kA avalaMbana leN| isase Apa azAnti se baca jAyeMge | saMtApa se aura roSa se baca jaayeNge| jisa prakAra Apa For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-24 328 logoM ke lie yaha bhAvanA kAphI upakArI haiM vaise hama logoM ke lie bhI yaha bhAvanA atyaMta Avazyaka hai| hama loga sAdhu haiM, phira bhI ina bhAvanAoM ke abhAva meM hama bhI Antara zAnti kA anubhava nahIM kara skte| pratidina... pratikSaNa ina bhAvanAoM kI apane mana ko AvazyakatA hai| bhale hI hama vidvAna ho, paMDita ho, bhAvanAoM ke binA zAnti kA anubhava durlabha hai| 'zAntasudhArasa' grantha meM upAdhyAya zrI vinayavijayajI ne spaSTa kahA hai : 'sphurati cetasi bhAvanayA vinA na viduSAmapi shaantsudhaarsH| vidvattA aura bAta hai, bhAvanA aura bAta hai| bhAvanAzUnya vidvattA Antarika Ananda, Antarika prasannatA pradAna nahIM kara sakatI / vidvattA kA saMbaMdha jyAdAtara dimAga ke sAtha hai, bhAvanA kA saMbaMdha jyAdAtara dila ke sAtha hai, hRdaya ke sAtha hai| samagra jIvasRSTi ke prati apanA hRdaya maitrI, karuNA, pramoda aura mAdhyasthya - ina cAra bhAvanAoM se paripUrNa rahe - basa, sadaiva prasannatA hI prasannatA hai| kabhI azAnti nahIM, saMtApa nhiiN| eka hI rAstA hai : bhAvanA kA : dUsarA koI upAya nahIM hai zAnti pAne kA, yaha bAta soca lenaa| alabattA, anityAdi bAraha bhAvanAoM kA ciMtana-manana bhI Avazyaka hai hii| yoM socA jAye to anitya, azaraNa, ekatva, anyatva aura saMsAra vagairaha bhAvanAe~ maitrI Adi cAra bhAvanAoM kI pUraka bhAvanAe~ haiM, sahAyaka bhAvanAe~ haiN| isalie una anityAdi bhAvanAoM kA bhI pratidina abhyAsa karanA caahie| Aja una bhAvanAoM ko saMkSepa meM batAtA hU~ : bAraha bhAvanAe~ : anitya-bhAvanA : priyajanoM kA saMyoga, vaibhava, vaiSayika sukha, zarIra kA Arogya, yauvana, zarIra aura jIvana... yaha saba anitya hai| yAnI sadA kAla TikanevAlI nahIM haiN| saMyoga kA viyoga hotA hI hai, isalie koI bhI saMyogasaMbaMdha tIvra rAga se mata kro| kisI bhI vaiSayika sukha se pragAr3ha prIti mata kro| yauvana kA abhimAna mata karo, zarIra kA bharosA mata karo... jIvana kA moha mata rkho| azaraNa-bhAvanA : janma, vRddhAvasthA aura mRtyu ke bhaya se vyAkula, vyAdhi aura vedanAoM se bharapUra isa saMsAra meM jinavacana ke alAvA dUsarA koI zaraNa nahIM hai| dUsarA koI bacAnevAlA nahIM haiM : dUsarA koI sahArA nahIM hai| duHkhoM For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-24 329 se, vedanAoM se bacane ke lie idhara-udhara bhaTakane kI AvazyakatA nahIM, Apa jinezvara kI vANI kA sahArA lo| __ekatva-bhAvanA : jIva akelA janamatA hai, akelA maratA hai| isa bhISaNa saMsAracakra meM akelA hI zubha-azubha gatiyoM meM bhaTakatA hai| akelA hI sukhadukha anubhava karatA hai| to phira AtmakalyANa kI sAdhanA akele hI kara lenI cAhie / 'dUsarA koI sAthI mile to dharma kA puruSArtha karU~,' aisI galata bhAvanA meM bahanA nhiiN| 'maiM akelA hU~' aisI nirAzA anubhava karanA nhiiN| 'ekatva' kI bhAvanA ko paripuSTa krnaa| anyatva-bhAvanA : 'maiM svajanoM se bhinna hU~, parijanoM se bhinna hU~, vaibhava se bhinna hU~, evaM zarIra se bhI bhinna hU~,' isa vicAra ko punaH punaH karate rho| isa vicAra se apanI AtmA ko bhAvita kara do| yadi apane vicAroM meM yaha vicAra ghulamila gayA, to zoka-saMtApa apana ko satA nahIM skte| ___ azuci-bhAvanA : yaha zarIra azuci-apavitra padArthoM se bharA huA hai| acchA bhI padArtha, isa zarIra ke saMparka meM AtA hai, gaMdA bana jAtA hai| azuci bana jAtA hai| aise zarIra se kyA rAga karanA? aise zarIra se kyA moha karanA? zarIra ke rUpa-raMga parivartanazIla haiN| parivartanazIla padArtha para kyA mamatva karanA? saMsAra-bhAvanA : saMsAra ke sAre ke sAre saMbaMdha parivartanazIla haiN| koI saMbaMdha sthAyI nahIM hai | mAtA marakara putrI yA bhaginI, patnI yA mAtA bana sakatI hai| putra marakara pitA bana sakatA hai, bhAI yA zatru bhI bana sakatA hai| zatru marakara pitA yA putra bana sakatA hai| saMsAra ke aise saMbaMdhoM ko kyoM aura kaise sthira mAneM? kaise aise saMbaMdhoM meM rAgI-dveSI baneM? Azrava-bhAvanA : mithyAtva, avirati, kaSAya, azubhayoga aura pramAda-ina pA~ca AzravoM kI kaisI bhayAnakatA hai? ananta-ananta karmoM kA pravAha ina AzravoM ke dvArA AtmA meM A jAtA hai| AtmA meM karmoM ko praveza karane ke ye dvAra haiN| ananta janmoM se ye dvAra khulle haiM... 'maiM aba isa jIvana meM ina dvAroM ko banda kara duuN|' ___ saMvara-bhAvanA : mithyAtva ko samyaktva se, avirati ko virati se, kaSAya ko kSamAdi dharmoM se, azubha-yogoM ko zubha yogoM se aura zubha yogoM ko ayoga se tathA pramAda ko apramatta bhAva se banda kara dU~ | isa jIvana kA merA pramukha puruSArtha yahI rhegaa| For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravacana-24 330 nirjarA-bhAvanA : tapazcaryA karake maiM mere karmoM kA kSaya kaba karU~gA? bAhya aura Abhyantara tapazcaryA se hI karmoM kI nirjarA saMbhava hai| maiM merA jIvana tapomaya banA dUM, tAki vipula karma-nirjarA hotI rahe, merI AtmA vizuddha banatI cle| tapazcaryA ke binA karma nirjarA hotI nhiiN| __ lokasvarUpa-bhAvanA : caudaha rAjaloka meM merI AtmA janma-jIvana aura mRtyu dvArA satata paribhramaNa kara rahI hai| Urdhvaloka, adholoka aura madhyaloka meM vividha prakAra ke jIvana pAe haiM maiMne | naraka, tiryaMca, manuSya aura devagati ke jIvana ananta bAra pAe haiM maiMne / kaba isa paribhramaNa kA anta AegA? kaba merI AtmA siddha-buddha banakara siddhazilA para zAzvat sthiti prApta karegI? dharmasvAkhyAta-bhAvanA : zrI jinezvara bhagavaMtoM ne vizva ke kalyANa ke lie hI dharmatattva prakAzita kiyA hai| jinezvaroM kA yaha anupama upakAra hai| jo jIva isa dharma ko apane hRdaya meM basAte haiM ve jIva saralatA se isa bhISaNa bhavasAgara ko taira jAte haiN| he Atman! tU bhI isa dharma kI zaraNa le le| ___ bodhidurlabha-bhAvanA : manuSya jIvana pAyA, karmabhUmi meM janma pAyA, Aryadeza meM janma pAyA, uccakula milA, Arogya aura indriyoM kI pUrNatA pAI, saddharma kA zravaNa milA... phira bhI sarvajJa-vacana para avicala zraddhA honA durlabha hai! jisa bhavyAtmA kI zraddhA ho jAtI hai, vaha sacamuca dhanya hai| ye haiM bAraha bhaavnaaeN| ina bhAvanAoM meM anitya, azaraNa, ekatva, anyatva, saMsAra aura azuci-bhAvanA kA vizeSa mahattva hai| hRdaya ko nisaMga, nirlepa aura niHspRha banAnevAlI ye bhAvanAe~ haiN| aise hRdaya meM maitrI, karuNA, pramoda aura mAdhyasthya-bhAvanA ke puSpa bahuta hI acche khilate haiN| manuSya guNoM kI suvAsa se suvAsita bana jAtA hai| apane jIvana ko AbAda banAne ke lie ina bhAvanAoM se hRdaya ko suvAsita kareM aura dharmapuruSArtha meM Age bddh'eN| dharma kA svarUpadarzana kara liyaa| dharma aisA hotA hai| aisA dharma apane jIvana ko dhanya banA sakatA hai, AtmA ko vizuddha kara sakatA hai| Aja hama bhAvanAoM kA vivecana samApta karate haiN| aba Age dharma ke prakAroM kA varNana kreNge| dharma ke aneka prakAra haiN| apane jIvana meM una vibhinna prakAroM ko sthAna denA hai aura Atmavizuddhi ke mArga para agrasara honA hai| Aja, basa itanA hii| For Private And Personal Use Only

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AcArya zrI kalAsasAgarasUri jJAnamaMdira kobA tIrtha Acharya Shree Kailasasagarsuri Gyanmandir Shree Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra Koba Tirth, Gandhinagar-382 007 (Guj.) INDIA Website : www.kobatirth.org E-mail: gyanmandir@kobatirth.org ISBN: 978-81-89177-18-8 ISBN SET : 978-81-89177-17-1 For Private And Personal Use Only