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________________ arvAcIna temaja prAcIna utkRSTha ArAghaka 29nonA A ththAi, preraNApai dRSTAMtono amUlya khajAno 2 rena DI-pera vaidanA!. karaNa! laIe. || bhAga 1-2-3 bhAga : 1-ra-3=4 gaNi mahodayasAgara
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________________ "bahuratnA vasuMdharA" 'cAlo, anumodanA karIe, preraNA laie.' I[janmathI ajaina paraMtu AcaraNathI viziSTa jaina hoya tevA vartamAnakAlIna ArAdhakaratnonA anumodanIya preraka dRSTAMtono saMgraha] - saMyojaka - saMpAdaka acalagacchAdhipati pa.pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrI guNasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA vinaya AgamAbhyAsI pU. gaNivarya zrI mahodayasAgarajI ma.sA. zrI kastura prakAzana TrasTa 102, lakSmI epArTamenTa 206, DaoN. enI besanTa roDa varalI nAkA, muMbaI - 400018
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________________ kastUra prakAzana TrasTa 102, lakSmI epArTamenTa, 206, DaoN. enIbesanTa roDa, varalI nAkA, muMbai - 400018 phonaH 4943942,4936266 (2) 72 jinAlaya ophisa 21, kezavajI nAyaka roDa, bhAta bajAra, muMbaI 400009 phona : 3761739, 3760471 (3) DaoN. ratilAlabhAi vorA zAMti klinIka, ilorA zopiMga senTara sAme, daphatarI roDa, malADa(isTa), muMbai - 400097 (4) dIpakabhAi gAlA 72 jinAlaya mahAtIrtha, guNanagara, po. talavANA, tA.mAMDavI (kaccha) pIna : 370465 (5) sughoSA kAryAlaya taLeTIroDa, pAlItANA(saurASTra) (6) pArzvanAtha upakaraNa bhaMDAra esa.TI.sTenDa pAse, zaMkhezvara tIrtha (gujarAta) (7) baroDA phemIlI senTara rAvapurA, vaDodarA - 390001. phonaH 422975 (8) lakSmIcaMdabhAi zAmajIbhAi cheDA 15,svapnaloka, lo gArDana pAse, upar elIsabrIja, amadAvAda - 380006. phona H 5sya prathama AvRtti saMvata-2052 mudraNa sahayoga kahAna pablIkezana pApa, zrIjI kompa naM. 6506285 nakala H 5000 mudraka sAhitya mudraNAlaya sITI mIla kaMpAunDa amadAvAda-380022
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________________ sidhdhAcala zaNagAra giranAra mahAtIrtha maMDana -DE zrI AdinAtha bhagavAna zrI neminAtha bhagavAna I-S) . namo arihaMtANe Shri zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthajI vartamAna tIrthakara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI ijA
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________________ ( - ) sujJa vAcaka vRMdane namra vinaMti ke A pustakamAM rajU thayela che tevA janme ajaina paraMtu AcaraNathI jaina hoya tevA hajI paNa bIjA dRSTAMto ApanA khyAlamAM hoya to vyavasthita rIte nAma-ThAma sahita lakhIne zIgha nIcenA saranAme mokalAvavA jethI dvitIyAvRttimAM temano paNa samAveza thaI zake. tevI ja rIte viziSTa koTinA ArAdhaka[Extraordinary vartamAna kAlIna zrAvaka-zrAvikAonA dRSTAMta temaja asAdhAraNa koTinA ArAdhaka sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonA dRSTAMta paNa lakhI mokalAvavA. jethI A pustakanA bIjA trIjA bhAgamAM temano paNa samAveza karI zakAya. - dRSTAMta mokalavAnuM saranAmuM - pU. gaNivaryazrI mahodayasAgarajI ma.sA. bao zA dhIrajalAla ANaMdajI rAMbhIyA, citrakUTa sosAyaTI, sekaTara naM-2, ploTa naM. 110, baMgalA naM. 9 gAMdhIdhAma-kaccha pInaH 370201 prakAzaka
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________________ sAdara samarpaNa gujarAtI tathA saMskRtamAM prabhu bhaktimaya seMkaDo stavana-stuti-caityavaMdana pUjAo vigere bhAvavAhI bhakti sAhityanI tathA saMskRtamAM triSaSTizalAkA puruSa caritra, samarAdityakevalI caritra, zrIpAla caritra, dvAdazaparva kathA, Adi graMthonI racanA karanAra,..... muMbaithI zikharajI tathA zikharajIthI pAlitANA jevA mahAna aitihAsika cha'rI pAlaka saMghonI preraNA tathA nizrA dvArA prabhu zAsananI adbhuta prabhAvanA karanAra!.. 72 jinAlaya mahAtIrtha, 20 jinAlaya Adi aneka jinamaMdironI preraNA aMjanazalAkA pratiSThA dvArA lAkho AtmAone prabhu sAthe prIta bAMdhavAmAM sahAyaka AlaMbano pUrA pADanAra....... jepha vaye paNa dararoja zrIarihaMta paramAtmA Adi paMca parameSThI bhagavaMtone 108 khamAsamaNa ApanAra...! mArA jevA aneka AtmAone saMsAranI keDIethI saMyamanA punita paMthe prasthAna karAvanAra...! tapa-tyAga, titikSA, kSamA, samatA, namratA, sahanazIlatA, bhadrikatA, apramattatA, sAdagI vigere agaNita guNaratnonA mahAsAgara tathA saguNAnurAgI, yathArthanAma......... anaMta upakArI, bhavodadhitAraka, vAtsalya vAridhi, zAsana samrATa, bhAratadivAkara, taponidhi acalagacchAdhipati pa.pU.gurudeva AcArya bhagavaMta zrIguNasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA caraNomAM sAdara savinaya samarpaNa ma ma 4 ma guruguNacaraNaraja gaNi mahodayasAgara (guNabAla)
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________________ sAdara samarpaNa
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________________ traNa svIkAra - sAdara smRti (1) anaMta upakArI, bhavodadhitAraka, vAtsalya vAridhi, saccAritra cUDAmaNi, ananya prabhubhakta, zAsana samrATa, bhArata divAkara, tIrthaprabhAvaka, divyakRpAdAtA, acalagacchAdhipati pa.pU.AcArya bhagavaMta zrIguNasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. (2) saLaMga 26mA varSItapanA ArAdhaka, zubhAziSadAtA, vartamAna acalagacchAdhipati, tapasvIratna,pa.pU.A.bha.zrI guNodayasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. " (3) sUrimaMtrapaMca prasthAna samArAdhaka, sAhitya divAkara,pa.pU.AcArya bhagavaMta zrI kalAprabhasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA... (4) lekhana Adi zubha pravRtiomAM pratyakSa ke parokSa rupe sahAyaka banatA vinIta ziSya - praziSyo, tejasvI vaktA munirAja zrI devaratnasAgarajI, svAdhyAya premI munirAja zrI dharmaratnasAgarajI, tapasvI munirAja zrI kaMcanasAgarajI, sevAbhAvI munirAjazrI abhyadayasAgarajI tathA nUtana munirAjazrI bhaktiratnasAgarajI.. (5) ratnatrayInI ArAdhanAmAM pratyakSa ke parokSa rUpe sahAyaka banatA tamAma gurubaMdhuo, nAnA-moTA munivaro, nAmI-anAmI sarve zubhecchako, hitaciMtako Adi. (6) mumukSu avasthAmAM pavarSa payaMta saMskRta prAkRta vyAkaraNa, nyAya, kAvya, Sadarzana Adino suMdara rIte abhyAsa karAvanAra paMDita ziromaNi zrI harinArAyaNa mizrAvyA. nyA. vedAMtAcArya) Adi agaNita upakArI AtmAonuM sAdara smaraNa karatAM gaurava tathA AnaMda anubhavuM chuM..... - gaNi mahodayasAgara
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________________ sukRtanA sahayogI dAtAonI hArdika anumodanA (1) sva. saMghavI zreSThIvaryazrI mULajIbhAi cAMpazI sAvalAH- sudeva sugurU sudharma pratye apAra bhakti, zrI jinazAsana pratye avihaDa zradhdhA, zrIbhagavatI sUtrAdi jinAgamo viSenA pravacana zravaNanI ananya jijJAsA, aneka upAzrayAdi dharmasthAnomAM vahevaDAvelI dAnanI gaMgA vigere dvArA jIvanane jIvI jANyuM tevIja rIte kensara jevA asAdhya dardane paNa paralokanI taiyArI mATe agAuthI noTIsa ApanAra tarIke upakAraka mAnIne hasatAM hasatAM, navakAra gaNatAM samAdhimRtyune Ape mANI paNa jANyuM. ApanI prathama puNyAtithi nimite ApanA parivAra taraphathI prastuta prakAzanamAM maLela suMdara sahayoganI hArdika anumodanA. (2) sva. narendrabhAi vIrajI deDhiyA :- bhujapura gAmanA tejasvIratna tathA svAdhyAya premI munirAjazrI dharmaratnasAgarajI ma.sA.nA saMsArapakSe vaDilabaMdha, sudeva-sugurU-sudharma pratye atyaMta bahumAna dharAvanAra, saujanyazIlatA nikhAlasatA, niHsvArtha paropakAra, guptadAna vigere sadguNone kAraNe Aje paNa lokahRdayamAM jIvaMta, dhArmika ke vyAvahArika nAnA moTA kAryomAM udAra2Ite lAbha lenA2, 42 varSanI vaye hArTaeTekanA kAraNe eka mahinA sudhI hospITalamAM paNa dharmadhyAnapUrvaka paralokavAsI banelA evA ApanI prathama puNyatithi nimitte ApanA parivAra taraphathI A prakAzanamAM maLela suMdara sahayoganI hArdika anumodanA. (3) saMghamAtA haMsAbena ANaMdajI rAMbhiyA :- saMyamanA paMthe prayANa karavA icchatA ApanA patideva(hAla tapasvI munirAjazrI abhyudayasAgarajI ma.sA.)ne samajapUrvaka saharSa saMmati ApIne tathA aneka sAdharmikone zrI sidhdhAcalajI Adi tIrthonI yAtrA karAvavA vigere dvArA ApazrIe mahAna sukRta upArjana karela che.have bAkInI jiMdagImAM sva-svarUpanI anubhUti e ja ApanuM mukhya lakSya rahayuM che. ApanA e lakSyane zIghra prApta karo evI zAsanadevane hArdika prArthanA sAthe 'bahuratnA vasuMdharA' nA prakAzanamAM Apela suMdara sahayoganI hArdika anumodanA (4) saMghamAtA maNibena rAmajI zAha:- zrI jinabiMba mATe hIrAjaDita ratnanI TIlaDI tathA cakSu vigere bharAvavA mATe sadaiva taiyAra rahenAra, zatruMjaya mahAtIrthanI sAmUhika 99 yAtrAnA AyojanamAM saMghamAtA banIne lAbha lenAra, prAyaH niyamita byAsaNA vigere tapa-tyAga bhakti tathA anekavidha ArAdhanAmaya jIvana jIvatA evA ApanuM mukhya lakSya nizcayathI samyagdarzananI prApti rahayuM che. ApanA lakSyane zIghra prApta karanArA bano evI arihaMta paramAtmAne hArdika prArthanA. pU.gaNivaryazrI mahodaya sAgarajI ma.sA.nI preraNAthI prastuta prakAzanamAM Apela suMdara sahayoganI hArdika anumodanA. 6
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________________ che. - 05 - sva. saMghavIzrI mULajIbhAI cAMpazI sAvalA che kaccha - nAnI tuMbaDI (kheDAvAlA) ke sva. narendrabhAI vIrajI verazI deDhiyA ja kaccha - bhujapura (malADa) haste saMghamAtA lakSmIbena mULajIbhAI sAvalA zAMtilAlabhAI mULajI sAvalA mukezabhAI mULajI sAvalA saparivAra haste vIrajIbhAI verazI deDhiyA haMsAbena vIrajI deDhiyA nItAbena narendrabhAI deDhiyA saparivAra , saMghamAtA haMsAbena ANaMdajI rAMbhIyA kaccha - merAu (hAla dahIsara) saMdhamAtA maNibAI rAmajI velajIzAha kaccha-bidaDA (hAla madurAI) haste suputro dhIrajabhAI ANaMdajI DuMgarazIbhAI ANaMdajI ullAsabhAI ANaMdajI saparivAra haste suputro ramaNikabhAI rAmajI zAha hemaMtabhAI rAmajI zAha saparivAra
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________________ jarA thobho......vAMco ane AgaLa vadho.... vi.saM.2048-2049mAM amane cAturmAsamAM temaja gujarAtamAM vihAra daramyAna keTalA janmathI ajaina paraMtu AcaraNathI savAyA jaina hoya evA viziSTa koTanA ArAdhaka AtmAono paricaya thato rahyo ke jemane yAda karatAM ahobhAva utpanna thAya tathA jemanuM jIvana aneka AtmAone mATe khUba ja preraNAdAyaka che. pravacanAdimAM paNa tevA AtmAonAM arvAcIna dRSTAMto savizeSa asarakAraka nIvaDatA hoI tevA dRSTAMtonI TUMkI noMdha DAyarImAM lakhavAnuM zarU karyuM. ahobhAva utpanna thAya tevuM lagabhaga sAdhu jevuM jIvana jIvatA hoya tevA keTalAka uttama ArAdhaka zrAvakonA paNa arvAcIna dRSTAMto maLavA lAgyA tenI paNa TUMkI noMdha thatI gaI. cothA ArAnI ke mahAvideha kSetranI yAda apAve tevuM ucca saMyamI jIvana jIvanA keTalAka munivaro paNa paricayamAM AvyA. mAganusAritAnI bhUmikAmAM rahelA keTalA AtmAonuM paNa khUbaja anumodanIya jIvana dRSTigocara thayuM. pravacanamAM temaja satsaMgamAM AvA ArAdhaka ratnonA dAMtonI rajuAta thatAM dhAryA karatAM ghaNI ja viziSTa suMdara asara thatI jovAI. kuvacit kSamApanA patromAM AvA 2-4 dRSTAMto saMkSepamAM raju karatAM paNa cAre bAjuthI atyaMta anumodanAnA udgAro abhivyakta karatA patro AvavA lAgyA. A pariNAme zrIdeva-gurunI asIma kRpAthI evI aMtaHskuraNA thaI ke bhAratabharamAM zrIjinazAsanamAM aneka saMghomAM-gAma-nagaromAM AvA AvA aneka dRSTAMto vidyamAna haze. temanuM jo vyavasthita saMkalana karIne prakAzita karavAmAM Ave to pramodabhAvanA bhAvavAnI prabhu AjJAnuM pAlana thAya.. te te ArAdhaka AtmAone paNa protsAhana ane vadhu sAruM jIvana jIvavAnuM baLa maLe temaja bIjA anekAneka AtmAone anumodanA ane jIvaMta preraNA dvArA khUbaja lAbha thAya. AvI bhAvanAthI prerAIne AvA dRSTAMtono saMgraha karavA mATe
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________________ saM.2049nAM cAturmAsamAM eka vigatavAra paripatra bahAra pADI cAreya phirakAonA prAyaH tamAma sAdhu - sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtone temaja saMghone mokalAvavAmAM Avela. jenA pratisAda rUpe keTalAka dRSTAMto temaja AvA prayatna badala hArdika abhinaMdana ane anumodanAnI paNa anumodanAnA aneka patro prApta thayA. jenAthI A zubha kArya mATenA utsAhamAM abhivRdhdhi thaI. tyArabAda pAlitANA - amadAvAda vigere sthaLomAM paNa vividha samudAyonA munivarAdino rUbarU saMparka sAdhI temanI pAsethI paNa keTalAka dRSTAMto saMgrahita karyA. zakyatA mujaba te te ArAdhaka AtmAone rUbarU maLI ne praznotarI dvArA temanI ArAdhanAnI jANakArI meLavI. " A badhA prayatnonI phalazruti svarUpe Aje A pustaka dharmapremI, jijJAsu, vAcaka vaMdanA karakamalamAM AvI rahyuM che te badala aMtaHkaraNamAM apAra AnaMdanI anubhUti thAya te sahaja che. prastuta pustakanuM prakAzana vaheluM karavAnI bhAvanA hatI paraMtu saMyogavazAt vacce jenA haiye zrI navakAra tene karaze zuM saMsAra?" (cAra AvRti - kula 12000 nakala) nAmanA atyaMta lokapriya banela pustakano aMgrejI B4 LULE 'Miracles of Mahamantra Navkar' yarisi nell 'prabhu sAthe prIta' pustakanuM saMpAdana karavAnI tathA sarvaprathamavAra giranArajI mahAtIrthanI sAmUhika 99 yAtrAmAM nizrA ApavAnI javAbadArI AvI paDI. jethI dhAryA karatAM ThIka ThIka vilaMba thavAthI ghaNA jijJAsuone rAha jovI paDI. paraMtu have vizeSa rAha jovI na paDe te mATe hAla pustakanuM kula 3 vibhAgamAM vargIkaraNa karI, janmathI ajaina paraMtu AcaraNathI jaina hoya tevA 72 viziSTa arvAcIna dRSTAMtono prathama vibhAga prakAzita karavAmAM Avela che. dvitIya vibhAgamAM vartamAnakAlIna viziSTa koTinA ArAdhaka jaina zrAvaka-zrAvikAono dRSTAMto paNa jema bane tema jaldI prakAzita karavAnI bhAvanA che. tyArabAda trIjA vibhAgamAM viziSTa koTinA ArAdhaka vartamAnakAlIna sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonA dRSTAMto sAthe prAcIna mahApuruSonA anumodanIya dRSTAMto paNa prakAzita karavAnI bhAvanA che. pustaka alaga alaga vibhAgamAM prakAzita thAya to pustakanuM kada
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________________ temaja kiMmata alpa rahevAthI vividha dhArmika ke vyAvahArika prasaMge sAdharmikone ke sagA-snehIone prabhAvanArUpe A pustakano koi paNa eka bhAga sugamatAthI ApI zakAya AvuM paNa hitasUcana keTalAka hitecchu AtmAo taraphathI maLela che. e paNa A pustakane alaga alaga vibhAgomAM prakAzita karavA pAchaLa nimitta kAraNa che. chelle badhA vibhAgonuM saMyukta prakAzana paNa thaze. 'je thAya te sArAne mATe ja' e suvAkya mujaba prastuta pustakanA prakAzanamAM thayela vilaMba paNa vadhune vadhu dRSTAMtono saMgraha thavAmAM nimitta banyuM che. dRSTAMtonu saMkalana karatAM karatAM nIceno zloka vAraMvAra yAda Avato rahyo che ane enI yathArthatA paNa vadhune vadhu spaSTa thatI rahI che. A rahyo e zloka pade pade nidhAnAni, yojane rasakuMpikA / mAdInA na pazyati, vaduranA vasuMdhA / / - [bhAvArtha : A pRthvImAM Dagale - pagale nidhAna rahelA che ane pratyeka yojane suvarNasidhdhirasanI kuMpikAo rahelI che. paraMtu bhAgyahIna AtmAo temane joi zakatA nathI. bAkI A pRthvI(vasuMdharA) to kharekhara ghaNA ratnovALI ja che.!..] A zlokamAM sUcita jaDa nidhAno ke rasakuMpikAo bhale kadAca kALanA prabhAve hAla dRSTigocara thatA na hoya paraMtu Dagale pagale / aneka saMghomAM viziSTa ArAdhaka caitanyaratnonAM darzana to Aje paNa acUka thai zake che. te mATe bhAgya karatAM paNa mukhyatve zrIdeva-gurunI asIma kRpAthI vikasita thayelI, ane satsaMga temaja sAMcanathI parikarmita thayelI guNadRSTi ane pramodabhAvanAno bhavya puruSArtha apekSita che. jema jema samaya pasAra thato gayo tema tema AvI anubhUti vadhune vadhu spaSTa thatI rahI che. eTale atre raju thai rahelA daSTAMto to aMzamAtra che, bAkI zrI jinazAsana to AvA AvA anekAneka ArAdhaka caitanyaratnonI khANa che. mATe ja to caturvidha zrIsaMghane ratnonuM utpattisthAna, rohaNAcala parvatanI bhUmi vigarenI upamA siMdUraprakara vigeremAM temaja zrInaMdIsUtra Adi AgamomAM 9
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________________ ApavAmAM Avela che. mATe jemajema AvA chUpA ArAdhaka ratnonI bhALa maLatI jaze tema tema A pustakanI AgAmI AvRtiomAM prakAzita thaI zakaze. sujJa vAcakone AvA dRSTAMto zIdhra lakhI mokalAvavA namra vinaMti. - A pustakanA vividha vibhAgomAM prakAzita thaI rahelA ArAdhaka AtmAomAMthI zakya teTalA vadhune vadhu AtmAone pratyakSa maLIne praznottarI dvArA temanI ArAdhanAnI jANakArI meLavavA prayatna karyo che. keTalAka dRSTAMto dharmacakraprabhAvaka pa.pU. paMnyAsa pravara zrI jagavallabhavijayajI ma.sA., pU. gaNivaryazrI guNasuMdaravijayajI ma.sA., pU.gaNivaryazrI bhuvanasuMdaravijayajI ma.sA., munirAjazrI akSayabodhivijayajI, munirAjazrI mahAbodhivijayajI vigere munivarAdi pAsethI temanA anubhava svarUpe sAMbhaLIne lakhyA che, to keTaloka dRSTAMto vividha AtmAo pAsethI patravyavahAra dvArA paNa prApta karyA che. keTalAka dRSTAMto zAsanaprabhAvakapa.pU.paMnyAsapravara zrI caMdrazekharavijayajI ma.sA. dvArA likhita 'muni jIvananI bALapothI' tathA' mArI tera prArthanAo tathA munirAja zrI bhadrezvaravijayajI dvArA saMkalita jaina Adarza prasaMgo'nA AdhAre raju karyA che. trIjA vibhAgamAM raju thanAra prAcIna mahApurUSonA daSTAMto vairAgyadezanAdakSa papU.A.bha. zrI vijaya hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. dvArA saMpAdita muktinuM maMgala dvAra' pustakamAMthI lIdhela che. A sarve mahAtmAono temaja anya paNa nAmI-anAmI aneka AtmAoe prastuta pustakanA saMkalana saMpAdanamAM vividha svarUpe pratyakSa ke parokSa rUpe sahayoga Apyo che.te sarvene atre kRtajJabhAve yAda karI hArdika AbhAranI lAgaNI vyakta karyA sivAya rahI zakAya tema nathI. dIkSA levAnI tIvra tAlAvelI hovA chatAM paNa mAtra bimAra mAtAnI sevA khAtara vevizALanuM baMdhana svIkArI, sagAI pachI ane lagna pahelAM ja sajoDe mAvajIva brahmacaryavratano svIkAra karI, lagnabAda paNa 10 varSa sudhI (dIkSA paryata) e asidhArAvratanuM nirmaLapaNe pAlana karI, sajoDe dIkSita thayelA munirAjazrI jayadarzanavijayajIe khUbaja AtmIyabhAve prastuta pustakanA prakAzanamAM dilacazmI dAkhavIne mananIya prastAvanA lakhI ApIne pustakanI upayogitAmAM abhivRdhdhi karI che te badala temano paNa hArdika AbhArI chuM. temanuM Azcaryaprada dRSTAMta A pustakanA dvitIya vibhAgamAM pragaTa thaze. atre raju thayela dRSTAMto vadhu vizvasanIya bane temaja jijJAsu AtmAo 10
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________________ te te ArAdhakone rUbarU maLIne yA patra dvArA upabRhaNA karIne vadhu protsAhita karI zake tathA temanA saMparkathI svayaM paNa tevA sadguNo prApta karI zake te mATe zakyatA mujaba te te ArAdhakonA nAma-ThAma atre raju karavAmAM AvyA che. sujJa vAcakavRMdane namra vinaMti ke banI zake to te te ArAdhakone ekAda posTakArDa lakhIne temanI upabRhaNA-anumodanA karavI jethI temane ArAdhanAmAM hajI paNa AgaLa vadhavA mATe baLa maLI rahe temaja ApaNA jIvanamAM paNa tevI viziSTa ArAdhanA karavAnI zakti pragaTe. prAyaH dareka bAbatomAM sApekSa rIte lAbha-geralAbha baMne ochevatte aMze samAyelA hoya che athavA to sikkAnI be bAju hoya che tema eka evuM paNa hitasUcana Avela kenAma-ThAmavinA kevaLa ArAdhakonAM dRSTAMta ja prakAzita karavA(nAma-ThAma koI pUche to ja jaNAvavA) kAraNake vartamAnanI e viSamatA che ke ArAdhanAnuM keTaluMka pAsuM suMdara hoya tevA keTalAkanuM bIjuM pAsuM eTaluM suMdara nathI hotuM tevI vyaktionAM nAma-ThAma sAthe prasaMgo chapAya, to AkhI | vyakti bhadrika jIvo mATe anumodanIya banI jAya. ityAdi A vAta sApekSa dRSTie barAbara hovA chatAM uparokta hetusara atre ArAdhakonA nAma-ThAma raju karavAnuM sAhasa karyuM che. vAcakavRMda uparokata hitasUcanane najara samakSa rAkhIne haMsanI mAphaka kSIra-nIra nyAye ArAdhakonA jIvanamAMthI sadgaNone grahaNa karaze ane chabasthadazAsulabha truTio pratye mAdhyacyabhAva dhAraNa karaze evI AzA. jyAM sudhI chadmasthadazA che tyAM sudhI dareka jIvomAM guNa-doSa baMne ochevatte aMze hovAnA ja che. tethI atre raju thayela ArAdhakonA jIvanamAM, paNa koIka bAbatamAM truTio hoya to temAM Azcarya nathI paraMtu svAbhAvika che. kAraNake anAdikAlathI mithyAtvathI mUDha banelA, karmothI gherAyelA, svasvarUpathI ajJAta evA A jIvamAM anaMta doSo hoya to paNa temAM kazuM Azcarya nathI paraMtu AvA paNa jIvamAM ekAda nAnakaDo paNa saguNa pragaTelo dekhAya to tene mahA AzcaryarUpa mAnI tenI hArdika anumodanA ane avasarocita vANIthI upabRhaNA karavAno mahApurUSono upadeza che. atre raju thayela dRSTAMtonA pAtra svarUpa ArAdhaka AtmAone paNa vinamrabhAve hitasUcana karuM to te asthAne nahi gaNAya ke prastuta pustakamAM tamAruM dRSTAMta tamArA svayaM vAMcavAmAM Ave tyAre yA to te vAMcIne koIka 11
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________________ bhAvuka AtmA tamArI upabRhaNA/prazaMsA kare tyAre mAnakaSAyane poSaNa na maLe te mATe jAgRtipUrvaka AtmanirIkSaNa dvArA potAnAmAM je je khAmIo jaNAya teno vinamrabhAve mAnasika ke kAyika ekarAra karavo ane gaMbhIratApUrvaka te te truTio/doSone zIdhra sudhArI levA purUSArtha karavo ke jethI tamAruM AlaMbana koine paNa mokSamArgathI vimukha na banAve paraMtu savizeSa sanmukha banAvanAruM nIvaDe. prastuta pustakanI kaMpojha tathA prinTIMga saMbaMdhI tamAma javAbadArI, kahAna pablIkezansa vALA adhyAtmarasika suzrAvaka zrI manubhAI dozIe potAne AMkhanI ThIka ThIka takalIpha hovA chatAMpaNa cIvaTapUrvaka saMbhALI lIdhI che tethI temane jeTalA dhanyavAda ApIe teTalA ochA che. zrI kastUra prakAzana TrasTa jenAM haiye zrInavakAra, tene karaze zuM saMsAra?" vagere pustakonI mAphaka A pustakanA prakAzanamAM saharSa saMmati darzAvI che tethI tenA mukhya TrasTI solIsITara zrI harakhacaMdabhAI kuMvarajI gaDA Adi TrasTImaMDaLa temaja prakAzanamAM suMdara sahayoga ApanAra dAtAo sarve dhanyavAdane pAtra che. chabasthadazAvazAt pustakamAM kyAMya paNa zrI jinAjJA virUdhdha lakhAyuM hoya, athavA dRSTAMtomAM vAstaviktAthI ochuM adhikuM yA viparIta lakhAyuM hoya to te badala hArdika micchAmi dukkaDaM. sujJa vAcako te badala dhyAna doraze to navI AvRttimAM sudhAro karI levAmAM Avaze. prastuta pustakanA mananapUrvaka vAMcana dvArA anekAneka AtmAo guNAnurAgI temaja viziSTa koTinA ArAdhaka banIne zIgha muktipadanA adhikArI bano e ja zubhAbhilASA... -- gaNi mahodayasAgara saM. 205ra poSa dazamI maNinagara
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________________ gustAvanA ane stavanA prastAvaka H gacchAdhipati pU. A. zrI vijaya jayaghoSa sUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA praziSya munizrI jayadarzanavijayajI ma.sA. 'pramoda bhAvamAM moda mANI, guNInA guNa je gAve doSa daphana ane guNa vapananA, bevaDA phaLa te pAve; te tattvane ja guNaziromaNi, paramAtmA samajAve ke karaNa karAvaNa ne anumodana sarakhAM phaLa nIpajAve.' devatAe divyamAyAthI durgaMdha vachUTato kUtaro vikrmo kAyA banAvI kALI DibAga paNa te apalakSaNo vacce paNa lAkSaNika vAsudevane marelA te zvAnanI ujjavala daMtapaMkti khUba ja gamI. bhramarabhogI jevA bhuktabhogI yogI sthUlabhadrasUrIzvarajIne vezyA kozAnI kAyAmAM pavitratA dekhANI jene pragaTa karI vAsanA okAvI kozAne zrAvikA banAvI nAkhI. prabhAvanAnI lAlacamAM sapaDAyela bALamAnasamAM sva. premasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.ne sadbhAvanAnI saritA dekhANI, tethI ja to munnA jevA bALane muni banAvI tenI yogyatA vikasAvI AcAryapadavI sudhI pahoMcADI zAsananI prabhAvanA paNa karAvI. basa A ja pramANe koika bAliza baLavAkhore gAMdhIjI upara gaMdo patra lakhyo, je vAMcI te mahApurUSe potAnI bhUla darzAvanArane dilathI navAjyo ne kAgaLa phADI nAkhI temAM bharAvela TAMcaNI upayogamAM lai lIdhI. netAjI subhASacaMdra bojha upara joDo pheMkANo tyAre bharasabhAmAM bha Na thaMbhAvI, joDo pheMkanAra pAse bIjo joDo paNa mAMgyo jethI joDI pUrI thAya ne upayogI thAya. AvI aneka avanavI vAto vismaya karAve paNa sUkSma saMzodhaka cokkasa pAmI zake ke vipattine paNa saMpatti tarIke svIkArI zakanAra vyaktimAM maitrI bhAvathI paNa vadhu UMco koi guptabhAva gUMthAyelo che. jene jaina - jainettaro pramodabhAvanA kahe che. maitrI, pramoda, kAruNya ne mAdhyasthya bhAvanA bhAvavAnI bhavyakaLA jene lAdhI jAya te jIvAtmA kadAca svarganA sukhone paNa AMbI jAya. maitrI bhAvanA sarva jIvo mATe bhAvavAnI che tethI temAM vyApaka phelANa hoya che, jyAre pramoda bhAvanA guNAdhika prati bhAvI AnaMdavAnuM hoya che tethI 13
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________________ temAM UMDANa vadhu hoya che. kahevAnI jarUra nathI ke jema tapanuM ajIrNa krodha che, jJAnanuM ajIrNa mAna che, tema guNa vRdhdhinuM ajIrNa IrSyA-asUyA che. ItihAsa kahe che jyAre-jyAre, jyAM-jyAM, jeTalI-jeTalI vAra mahAbhArata yudhdho khelANA, rAmAyaNo racANA, baLavAnI hoLI pragaTI, lUMTaphATo thaI, khoTa dhaMdho ne khATa dhaMdho vadhyo, dagAbAjIo dekhANI ke dagalabAja spardhAo goThavANI, tyAre tyAre te durghaTanAnA mULamAM pramoda bhAvanAno vinAza malAI mArI gayo hato, kAraNake pramAdane vaza paDI puNyAtmA paNa pAmarAtmA banI gayo hato ane pramodabhAvathI paDI prakopabhAvamAM caDI gayo hato. jo te jIvAtmA jIravI zakayo hota parano prakarSa ke sahI zakyo hota sAmevALAnI sidhdhi - prasidhdhio to kadAca aitihAsika kathA vArtAonA pAnA koIka kadarUpI kathAne badale guNIonI gauravagAthAthI gUMjatA hota paNa. "paNa' zabda vacamAM ADo AvI kahe che ke muzkela che eTaluMja nahi ghaNuM duSkara che bIjAnA badhAya guNone gUMthI-gUMthI te te guNavAnonI guNaprazaMsA karI gaurava vadhAravAnuM. anAdi kALathI ApaNA AtmAe anya anya kaika jIvAtmAo sAthe maitrI sAdhI maitrIbhAvanAnA saMskAro dhabakatA rAkhyA paNa te svArthI mitratA mArgamAM AgaLa AgaLa dhape te pahelAMja bhAMgI paDI kAraNake be mitromAMthI eka mitra bIjA karatAM guNomAM, vaibhavamAM, sukhamAM, AgaLa vadhI gayo te pelA mitrathI na khamAyuM. basa Ama IrSA adekhAInA ATApATAmAM, aTavAyelA e AtmAe mitra khoyo, maitrI khoI ane maitrIthI vadhI pramoda bhAvanAmAM pragati karavAne badale pramAdamAM paDI pachaDATa khAdhI. guNavAnonA guNo joI rAjIrAjI thavuM ne jAheramAM guNAdhikanuM gaurava vadhAravuM ghaNuM ja agharuM che, kAraNake jIbhalaDIne khAvuM jeTaluM game che teTaluMja khAMDavuM paNa game che. te ADuMavaLuM khAI jeTalI eMThI nathI thai, teTalIto guNavAnonI niMdA karI eMThI jUThI thaI che. 'mistI me savabhUesu ne gokhI, nAkhanAra paNa levAyela parIkSA vakhate gUMgo banI jaI nApAsa thayo che. AvI viSama mAnasika sthiti-paristhitinI vacce anyanA guNo viSe ciMtavana karavuM durlabha tethIya vadhI kathana karavuM duSkara ane sauthI vadhu guNAdhikonA guNo gotI gotI lekhana karavuM te to atiduSkara che. guNAnurAganA mahetA bAgano mahAna mALI ja atiduSkarane paNa sukara rUpe sAdhI zake che. - 14
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________________ kadAca te jANato hoya che ke guNavAnonA guNonuM ciMtana - manana-kathana ke | lekhana potAne bamaNo napho karAve che, kAraNake guNAnuvAdathI sAme rahela zatru paNa mitra banI zake che ane anumodanAnI othe sAmevALAnA saMkhyAbaMdha guNonI gaMgA potAnAmAM ja utarI paDI pavitratA pradAna kare che. nAradanI jema eka bIjAne laDAvI mArI lokeSaNA khATI jatAM chApAbAjInA A yugamAM tAtI jarUra che evA sAhityanI je guNazALImAM to guNo dekhADe ja paNa tethIya vadhu doSavALAnA doSone svAbhAvikane gauNa gaNI tenAmAM rahelA guNone gotI-zodhI darzAve. - jJAnI paramAtmA tIrthaMkaro svayaM pramoda bhAvanAnI parAkASThA hoya che. svayaM atizayayukta kevaLI thaI guNomAM zikhare birAje chatAMya doSonI khANa jevA mithyAtvIone paNa guNavALA gaNI pahele guNaThANe rahelA jAhera kare che. dhanADhaye daza viziSTa zrAvakonI upabRhaNA-prazaMsA jAheramAM prabhu vIre eTale nhotI karI ke teo dhanavAna hatA, paNa tethIya ghaNA vadhu guNavAna hatA. bhautika samRdhdhinI sidhdhio te dazeyane rAganuM nahi paNa tyAganuM kAraNa banI hatI, mATe tenA vakhANa thayA, tevI ja rIte jAheramAM prabhu vire guNADhaya puNiyA zrAvakane prazaMsI lIdho hatojoke tenI pAse bhautika sAmagrIo nagaNya hatI paNa AdhyAtmika mUDImAM mukI UMcuM sAmAyika hatuM. Ata purUSa paramAtmA svayaM paramapramoda bhAvanA vaDe anyanA nAnA guNone paNa navAjI le, eTaluM ja nahi paNa 'guNavaMta taNI anupabRhaNA'ne samyakatvanI malinatA kahe tyAre jJAnI te ja kahevAya che te AptapurUSanA pagale cAle athavA samaktinA aticArothI bacavA guNavAnonA guNo tenAmAM tathA potAnAmAM vadhAravA te te guNone jAheramAM jAhera kare. bahuratnA vasuMdharA'- cAlo anumodanA karIe! uparokta zIrSaka dharAvatuM A nAnuM majAnuM navaluM pustaka upavRMhaNA anumodanA-prazaMsAnA mAdhyame AlekhAyeluM eka aneruM sarjana che. pramodabhAvanAnI pagathAre pUrvapurUSoe prAcIna kathAvArtAone keTalAya zAstromAM sAMkaLI lIdhI che, jethI Aje paNa bhUtakAlIna bhavyAtmAonA guNo guMjana karatA kAnamAM athaDAya che. paNa Adhunika IrSApradhAna vAtAvaraNa vacce prAcIna paraMparAne jALavI arvAcIna satya ghaTanAonA mAdhyame loko sudhI te guNonI gaMgAne likhitarUpe vahetI karavAnuM puNya gaMgAsnAnanA puNya karatAM kaMIka 15
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________________ | adakerUM ja rahevAnuM. guNagaMgotrImAM gothA lagAvavA AvuM suMdara sAhitya sarjana karavAno eka abhinava prayAsa karanAra guNIyala mahAtmA che pU.gaNivaryazrImahodaya sAgarajI ma.sA., jeo guNasamrATa svapU.A.zrIguNasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA | paramavineya to che ja uparAMta teozrInI kRpA jhIlI lenAra yogyAtmA paNa che, guNAnurAgI to che ja. traNa -cAra varasa pUrve gaNivarya ma.sA.ne pramodabhAvanAnA pravAhamAM vahetAM vahetAM vicAra stUrI uThayo ke kema nahi, bhUgarbhamAM daTAyelA, dabAyelA ane chUpAyelA ratnone kADhI teno svayaMbhu prakAza anyone paNa mANavA daIe. tethI anekone preraNAnuM pIThabaLa to prApta thazeja uparAMta ArAdhakonA utsAhamAM abhivRdhdhi thaze, anumodakane puNyasaMcaya ane karmakSaya beu saMprApta thaze ane tethIya vadhIne samAja sakaLamAM pramodabhAva pAMgarI uThaze. bhAvanAnI nAva taiyAra hatI temAM vaLI gurukRpAno vega maLyo, tethI kacchathI gujarAta taraphanA vihAra daramyAna jaina ja nahi paNa jainetaro, sAdhu-saMto ja nahi paNa sAmAnya sajjananA paNa lAkSaNika guNone noMdhapothImAM TapakAvI TapakAvI je bhAjanane chalakatuM bharI dIdhuM te ja che A pustakanI racanA pAchaLano nAno itihAsa. lekhakazrInI navakAra viSayaka satya Adhunika ghaTamALAnA pustakanI saphaLatA pachI A avanavo prayAsa paNa loyaNane khATI ja jaze, temAM zaMkA nathI. paNa te badhAyathI alipta guNI ane gaNi zrI mahodayasAgarajI ma.sA. niHsvArtha bhAve apekSA rAkhe che ke A pustakane sau koI vAMce - vicAre ne vAgoLe, jethI vartamAnamAM vicaratA sAdhu-sAdhvIo ke virAjatA sajjano prati je vargane ajJAna bharelI napharata che te dUra thAya, basa te ja apekSA pUrtine teo sarjananI saphaLatA mAnaze. 'karaNa-karAvaNa ne anumodana' sarakhAM phaLa nIpajAve. AgamAbhyAsI dhyAnapriya, madhuravaktA, ne guNAnurAgI gaNivarya zrI supere jANe che ke ApaNo anADI AtmA kAMkarAmAMthI ghauM vaNavAne badale ghauM choDI kAMkarA vINavAmAM kuzaLa che. sinemAnA ke jaganATakanA so sArA drazya joyA pachI tene sahelAIthI bhUlI jaI, basa, eka bhUMDuM drazya mana-magajamAM saMgrahI levAmAM pAvaradho che. bIjAe goLanI rAba pIvaDAvI tenA upakArane thayo na thayo karI, koIe mane | gALa kema ApI tevA duSTa vicAramAM pramodabhAvanAno bhUkko bolAvI devAmAM
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________________ | te hoMziyAra che. mATe ja avaLI rAhe caDela AtmAne anumodanA vaDe apUrva lAbhanI kamANI karI levA A pustaka eka aneruM mArgadarzana Apaze, temAM lagIre zaMkA nathI. A anumodanA koInA avarNavAdanI pIThikA upara racAyelI nathI ke nathI temAM tuccha svArtha sAdhanAnA kAraNo. tethI jarUra vAMcakonI prIti saMpAdana karavAmAM saphaLatA varaze. uparAMta AvuM suMdara sarjana sau koI kare tevI zubhecchA. bAkI jyAM guNavAno paNa nathI pUjAtA, tyAM durguNonI durgadha phelAI jatAM vAra nathI lAgatI. huM bhale pAsa thAuM ke napAsa, paraMtu mArA pratispardhIne parIkSAmAM mArA karatAM eka paNa mArka vadhu na maLavo joIe. mArA pADozI ne mArA karatAM bamaNuM maLavAnuM hoya to mArI eka AMkha phUTI jAo jethI huM kANo thAuM paNa pADozI to baMne AMkhe AMdhaLo ja banI rahe. kema nahi! A vakhate paNa kudaratano kopa utarene aneka pazuo mare to cAmaDuM cIravAno dhaMdho jAmI uThe. pahelA tuM mara, pachI tane karazuM amara bImArI ghaTI che eTaleja dhaMdho Thappa paDI gayo che, AvA anizcita dAkatarI dhaMdhA karatA bIjA dhaMdhAmAM paDayo hota to sAruM. AvI AvI kliSTa bhAvanAo pramodabhAvanI pratipakSI che. tevI tuccha vicAradhArA kyAreya guNavAnamAM guNa jovA na de, balka guNavAnamAM doSo dekhADI samAjamAM paNa bagADa phelAvI nAkhe. AvA badhAya gupta rahasyone jANanAra sajjano, mATe ja garamanI sAme narama thaI nItiniyamothI nAgAone paNa lokalajjAmAM jakaDI rAkhe che. kyAreka to AvI anumodanA hoThanI hoya che, haiyAnI nahi. tALI vagADI vaLatara vALanAra vANiyA jevI lobhI vRtti tevI ThagArI prazaMsAmAM pAMgaratI rahe che. rakhe ne ApaNe paNa dizA bhUlI gumabhAna banIe. olampika ramatagamatamAM paNa eka saujanya darzAvAya che ke jyAre eka khelADI hAre tyAre te jItelA prati irSAmAM aTavAI na jAya tethI te hArelo potAnA hAtheja jItelAne jAheramAM abhinaMde tema karyo bhale te hArelo jItelAnI jItane-guNavattAne gaurava ApI zake, paNa ochAmAM ochuM ISyamAM AvI AtmahatyA na karI nAkhe. ApaNe paNa A pustaka vAMcI nikhAlasa bhAve anumodanA karI guNavAnonA guNo tyAre ja saMprApta karI zakIzuM jyAre anumodanAmAM guNAnurAga paNa bhaLelo haze. guNAnurAga vagarano guNAnuvAda hAsyaprada bane che, kAraNake 17
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________________ temAM chUpA koI svArthanuM poSaNa thatuM hoya che. paccIsa varSathI kAma karatA nokarane tenI pAMtrIsamI janmagAMThanA divase silvara jyubIlIno nAno kAryakrama goThavI zeThe jAhera karyuM ke keTalAya varasothI ApaNA gharamAM nokara rAmu kAma karI rahyo che. to A prasaMge Apa saune mAruM sUcana che ke tenI lAgaTa nokarInA bahumAna rUpe ApaNe saue AjathI tene rAmunA nAme na bolAvI rAmacaMdra tarIke bolAvavo. nokara rAmu A sAMbhaLI jarAya khuza na thayo kAraNake zeThe guNAnuvAda karyo hato paNa guNAnurAga nahi, nahito zeThanI jAherAtamAM potAnA kAmanI kadaradAnI rUpe pagAra vadhArAnI vAta AvyA vagara na raheta. eka vepArIne varasAda mATe megharAjAne manAvatA joI kheDUte pUchayuM 'bhAI! tamArA keTalA khetara che? te kyAM che? je mATe tame varasAda jhaMkhI rahyA cho?' vepArI e javAba vALyo 'bhAI! huM tArI jema kheDu nathI paNa chatrIno vepArI chuM mATe megharAjAnI prazaMsA-stuti karI rahyo chuM.' bhoLA bhATe bhogapremI rAjAne khuza karavA kAlpanika gIto racI gAyA, sAMbhaLatAM ja rAjavI ovArI gayo, ne atireka - utAvaDamAM bhATane pAcaM gAma InAmamAM ApI dIdhA. bAjumAM beThelA maMtrInI mati muMjhAI gaI ke be-pAMca gItonI bakSizamAM te kAMI gAmonI bheTa devAya? paNa have zuM thAya? jAherAta jAheramAM thaI gaI hatI. tethI prazaMsAnA pAtra bhATane gAma devA paDe paNa sApa mare ne lAkaDI tUTe nahIM tevo koI upAya karI inAma pAchuM kheMcI levA kImiyo zodhI kADhayo. rAjA sAthe bhATanI pharI mulAkAta aTakAvI, rAjA vatI rAjAzAhI sUramAM saMbhaLAvyuM, "juo bhATajI! jema tame amArA rAjAne kalpanA gIto saMbhaLAvI karNasukha ApyuM, tema tamane paNa karNasukha ApavA pAMca gAmanuM InAma jAhera karavAmAM Avela che, mATe sAcesAca gAma na maLyAnuM duHkha na lagADazo." basa AvI svArthajanita, daMbhabharelI, prazaMsA-anumodanA AtmAne lAbhakArI to na ja bane kyAreka beu pakSe nukazAnakArI bane, kAraNake mAyAnA mizraNathI anumodanAnuM nimitta ja anumodanAnA pratipakSa niMdAnuM naThAruM kAraNa bane che. jaina kathAnuyoganuM paryAlocana karyo prApta thayA vagara nahi rahe ke keTalIya kathAo pratyakSa ke apratyakSa rUpe pramoda bhAvanAnI abhivyakti karatI suMdara
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________________ ghUTanAo upara AdhArita che. jayAre jayAre je je kALamAM jIvatA jIvonA pragaTelA guNo jAheramAM prazaMsAyA che, tyAre tyAre te te jIvomAM jIvaMta jAgRtino saMcAra thato jovAmAM Avyo che. Ama pramodabhAvanAnI pagakeDIe pragati sAdhatAM jIvAtmA darzanavizudhdha bane che, krame-krame jJAnazudhdha paNa banI guNaThANAmAM paNa pragati sAdhI sidhdha banI zake che. . A anumodanIya pustakanI prastAvanAnA prasaMge stavanA to AvA suMdara sAhityanA sarjaka tathA sarjananI karIe ke jeoe bhUgarbhamAM bhaLI gayelA bhUtakALane nahi paNa, vartamAnanI vATe vikasatA guNavAnonA gauravane guMjita karavA nUtana prayAsa karI haju paNa sudhArI levA jANe saMketa karyo che. eka vyaktimAM aneka doSo dekhAI javA sAva sulabha che, jyAre aneka jIvono eka guNa paNa jo gaNavo gaNAvavo hoya to te duSkara sAdhavA jevuM che.kAraNa eTaluM ja che ke ApaNA AtmAe Aja lagI avaLI rItinItine ja vhAlI banAvI anekanA utsAha toDI nAkhyA che. potAnI pILI paDI gayelI AMkhomAM kamaLAnI bImArI na samajI zakavAthI jagatanI sAva sapheda suvizudhdha vastune ke vyaktine paNa pILA doSavALI mAnI lIdhI che. tethIja guNIjanonA guNo gAvAnA badale potAnA svArthanuM rovAnuM AgaLa karyuM to cAlo, avaLAne savaLuM karavA mahAnano cena ti: sa paMtha ne pasaMda karIe. sAdhu-saMto zrAvaka-zrAvikAo sudhIja nahi paNa sajjana ke sAmAnyanI sImArekhAmAM saMgrahAyelA sUkSma paNa sadgaNane saujyanA sathavAre vadhAvI laie. gulazananA gula, gulAba, ke gulanAranI maheMkatA ja mANIe, zA mATe gulanI dhUla, zUla ke sthUla dazAne doSarUpe dekhIe? vaLI, "dharmaratna prakaraNa"nI prAkRta bhASAnI gAthAne gokhI AtamanA gupta gokho ajavALI laIe. guNarAgI guNavaMtaM bahumannai nigguNe uvehei| guNasaMgahe payaTTai, saMpannaguNaM na milei| guNAnurAgI guNavAnone bahumAne, nirguNonI upekSA kare, guNasaMgrahamAM pravarte, ne prApta guNone malina thavA na de. upA. zrIyazovijayajI ma.sA. paNa | amRtavelinI sajhAyamAM suMdara saMdeza samAvatA lakhe che ke - "thoDalo paNa guNa para taNo, sAMbhaLIne harSa mana ANa re; doSa lava paNa nija dekhatAM, nirguNa nija AtamAM jANa re." 19
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________________ prakAzIya amArA pUjya mAtuzrI kastUrabAi tathA pitAzrI bAbubhAi Urphe kuMvarajI jeThAbhAi, jemaNe amArAmAM susaMskAro nA bIja ropyA, dharmapratyenI zradhdhA jagAvI, dharmamaya jIvana jIvavAnI preraNA ApI temanA amArA u52 khUbaja upakAro che. emanA upakAronuM RRNa yatkiMcita aMze paNa adA karavA mATe ghaNA samayathI amArA haiyAmAM evI bhAvanA rahyA karatI hatI ke samyakttAnanA pustakonuM suvyavasthita rIte prakAzana - prasAraNa mATe eka prakAzana TrasTanI sthApanA karavI. e TrasTane amArA pUjya mAtuzrInA nAma sAthe joDavuM. ane enA anvaye acalagacchIya tamAma sAdhu - sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto dvArA likhita - saMpAdita pustakonuM prakAzana tathA vyavasthita vitaraNa karavuM. amArI A bhAvanA paramopakArI, zAsanasamrATa, bhAratadivAkara, acalagacchAdhipati pa.pU.A.bha.zrI guNasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. AgaLa rajU karatAM teozrInI sAnaMda anumati tathA AzIrvAda sAMpaDatAM amArA utsAhamAM abhivRdhdhi thai, ane tenI phalazruti svarUpe saM.2044nA akSaya tRtIyAnA zubha divase sthapAyela zrI kastUra prakAzana TrasTa taraphathI atyAra sudhImAM chapAyela sAhityanI yAdI A pustakamAM anyatra ApavAmAM AvI che. temAM AgamAbhyAsI pU. gaNivarya zrI mahodayasAgarajI ma.sA. dvArA saMyojita saMpAdita 'bahuratnA vasuMdharA - cAlo anumodanA karIe' (bhAga-1) nAmanA prastuta pustakano umero karatAM ame atyaMta AnaMda anubhavIe chIe. TUMka samayamAM ja tenA anya be bhAga paNa prakAzita karavAnI amArI bhAvanA che. pU. gaNivaryazrI dvArA saMpAdita ''jenA haiye zrInavakAra tene karaze zuM saMsAra?' pustakanI mAphaka A pustaka paNa atyaMta lokopayogI banaze temAM zaMkAne sthAna nathI ja. rUA 1001 ApIne jeo amArA TrasTanA kAyamI sabhyo banaze temane TrasTa dvArA prakAzita thanAra dareka pustako posTa dvArA bheTa mokalAvavAnI amArI yojanA che. AzA che ke pUjyonI kRpAthI tathA Apa sahunA sAtha sahakArathI amArI zubha bhAvanA suMdara rIte pAra paDaze ja. sAMcanano jIvana ghaDataramAM ghaNo moTo phALo hoya che. eTale ja 20
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________________ eka tattvaciMtake kahyuM che ke, "tame kevA pustako vAMco cho tathA kevA mitro sAthe | sobata rAkho cho"? eTaluM ja kaho to huM tamAruM jIvanacaritra kahI dauM!. AjanA jamAnAmAM sine sAhitya vigere vilAsI sAhityanI lAkho nakaloe yuvA mAnasane atyaMta vikRta banAvI mUkyuM che tyAre AvuM saMskArapoSaka sAttvika sAhitya vadhune vadhu prakAzita tathA prasArita thAya e atyaMta jarUrI prastuta prakAzananA saMpAdaka pUjya gaNivaryazrIno, tathA mAnanIya dravya sahAyakono temaja prinTIMgamAM atyaMta sahayoga ApanAra zrI manubhAI Ara. dozI, kahAna pablIkezansano temaja sAhitya mudraNAlayano atyaMta AbhAra mAnI viramuM chuM. li. kastUra prakAzana TrasTa vatI solIsITara harakhacaMda kuMvarajI gaDA (TrasTI) kaccha - bADAvAlAnA - jaya jinendra saha praNAma phiR BE
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________________ 6 - 0 2 So w van AW NG. 0 0 0 e 0 viSaya prApti sthAna namra vinaMti sAdara samarpaNa RNa svIkAra-sAdara smRti sukRtanA sahayogI dAtAonI anumodanA jarA thobho...vAMco ane AgaLa vadho . (saMpAdakIya). prastAvanA ane stavanA prakAzakIya anukramaNikA dRSTAMto jJAti gAma pAnuM 1 kAyama ThAma covihAra avaDha ekAsaNA karatA vanamALIdAsabhAI bhAvasAra amadAvAda 1 2 be dravyathI 77 varSa ekAsaNA karanAra brAhmaNa aDAlajA 3 navakAra mahAmaMtrane sidhdha karanAra hindu | sarapaMca lAlubhA vAghelA garAsIyA TrenTa 10 4 kroDa navakAranA ArAdhaka, nidrA vijetA | jayaMtilAlabhAI vIrANI paTela jAmanagara 16 5 28 varSanI vaye sajoDe brahmacarya svIkAratA | rAmasaMgabhAI lIMbaDa darabAra vaDhavANa 17 6eka ja dravyathI ThAma covihAra 50 oLInA ArAdhaka dAnubhAI ravAbhAI darabAra surendranagara 22 7 bhakti-maitrI-zudhdhino triveNI saMgama ajoDa tapasvI zeSamalajI paMDayA brAhmaNa madrAsa 8 jaina dharma tathA mAtAnI sevA mATe 22
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________________ 9 10 anAnupUrvIthI niyamita navakAra gaNatA karasanabhAi jADejA 11 12 13 yogIndrakumAra rAThoDa 14 ekAzaNA sAthe lAkha navakAra japanAra lakSezakumAra bhUpendrabhAi 15 sAdharmika bhaktinuM ajoDa dRSTAMta ' lagna nahIM karanAra pappubhAi 'kamme sUrA so dharmo sUrA yAne ' haThIjI dIvAnajI ThAkora lakSmaNabhAi 16 salUnamAM paNa deva-gurunA phoTA rAkhatA puruSottamabhAi pArekha 17 20 navakAra mahAmaMtranA ArAdhaka sarapaMca bahAdurasiMhajI jADejA jaina pAThazALAnA adhyApaka mumukSu lAdhusiMhajI solaMkI 8 varSanI uMmare dharmacakratapa karanAra 21 22 saradAra adhyAtmaparAyaNa prophesara kezubhAi DI. paramAra prophesara pI.pI.rAvanI jaina dharma 52 dRDha zradhdhA vardhamAna tapano thaDo bAMdhatA paM.vaidyanAthajI mizra rajaputa 23 rajaputa rajaputa sevAbhAvI svAtaMtryasenAnI vaidyarAja anuprasAdabhAI vALaMda 18 basappAmAMthI muni vidyAcaMdravijaya banyA liMgAyata 19 rajaputa rajaputa vALaMda vALaMda punA-khaDakI 24 bhAvasAra bharUca brAhmaNa AMgaNavADA 25 brAhmaNa kaccha-DumarA 27 kaccha AsaMbIyA 28 jADolI kharaDa 28 zrIphaLanI prabhAvanAnuM nimitta zivappAne A.guNAnaMdasUri banAve che liMgAyata nipANI 39 kSatriya 29 30 jodhapura 31 sAbaramatI 33 maNinagara 35 narasuMDA(AMdhra) 36 jaMbusara 39 muMbai vilepArlA 41 taraunI (bihAra) 43
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________________ 23 24 25 26 28 DaoN.mukuMda sonejImAMthI banyA zraddheya saMtazrI AtmAnaMdajI be putrIone dIkSA apAvanAra suprasidhdha peinTara ema.zaMkararAva vardhamAna tapano thaDo bAMdhatA peinTara bAbubhAi rAThoDa dharmaraMgathI raMgAyela penTara joSI parivAra 30 27 jaina dharmanA kaTTara virodhInuM hRdaya parivartana amRtalAlabhAi rAjagora ajoDa jIvadayA premI 36 vaiSNava mAsakSamaNa tathA brahmacarya vrata letA mohanabhAi mocI ThAkora maMgAbhAi bhagata 29 paryuSaNanA ATheya divasa pAMkhI pALatA kAMyAbhAi lAkhAbhAi mAhezvarI satsaMga maMDaLa calAvatA lAlajIbhAI bhagata 31 jhADu kADhatA harijana lAlajIbhAinI atyaMta anumodanIya nItimattA 32 pUjA karavI che paNa maMdirane abhaDAvavuM nathI. bhAgyazALI bhaMgInI bhavyabhAvanA 33 sAdhu-sAdhvIjInI vaiyAvacca karatAM bhaMgI mULajIbhAi mAstara 34 "mArA jevo duniyAmAM koi sukhI nahi hoya" pItAMbaradAsa mocI mocI 35 mAsakSamaNa tathA sidhdhitapa karanAra ramezabhAi mocI 24 beMglora mahArASTrIyana rajaputa maNinagara 48 brAhmaNa brAhmaNa ratalAma 49 ThAkora kobA hirajana hirajana harijana citroDA mocI mocI pATaDI harijana kaccha-bidaDA 55 vAlavoDa 50 44 48 lakhatara dhaMdhUkA gaDhaDA para amadAvAda 58 devakI vaNasola 56 57 60 61 62 63
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________________ traNeya upadhAna karatA dharmAjI gAyakavADa sAdhu sevAkArI zivAbhAi 38 39 muslima yuvAne pitAno vAraso jato karyo paNa jaina dharma na ja choDayo 40 oLI tathA upadhAnanI ArAdhanA karato khATakI yuvAna nabI sacitta pANI paNa nahi pItA .rAmakumAra kaivaTa pAMca tithi kapaDA nahi dhonAra rAmajIbhAi zrAvakonA satsaMgathI kabIrapaMthI zrI bAbubhAinuM jIvana parivartana 44 jIvadayA khAtara kula paraMparAgata dhaMdho badalanAra gaNapatabhAi paMcAla 45 cha'rIpAlaka saMghanA saMghapati banatA kAMtibhAi ena. pIThavA 37 41 42 43 46 jinabiMba bharAvanAra bhANajIbhAi 47 da2 varSe pacIseka bALakone jaina tIrthonI mocI koLI 51 25 muslima khATakI (kasAI) madrAsa 67 madhubanI kaivaTa (khalAsI) (bihAra) 68 dhobI koMTha vaNakara luhAra yAtrA karAvatA dilIpabhAi mAlavIyA suthAra 48 virodha thavA chatAM roja prabhudarzana tathA pUjA karatA rIjumalajI nathamalajI-polisa khatrI 49 prabhudarzana mATe dara ravivAre jUnAgaDha jatA khemAbhAi ramAbhAi luhAra prajApati bharavADa 50 prabhudarzana vinA pANInuM TIpuM paNa nahi pItA bipInabhAi bhUlAbhAI mAsakSamaNa karanAra sukhAbhAi paTela paTela lakSmaNapura 64 bhAvanagara 65 amadAvAda 66 kukSI karabariyA (mahesANA) 71 69 piMDavADA surendranagara 73 thAnagaDha 74 bADamera 30 74 75 kaTosaNatIrtha 76 bAraDolI 33 dholerA 78
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________________ para sAdhusevA tathA sAmAyika karatA vijayabhAi darabAra 53 sAdhusevAkArI ghanazyAmasiMha DaoNkaTara 54 2 kalAka UbhA UbhA navakAra japatA jasabhAi jamAine paNa rAtribhojana nahi karAvanAra motilAlajI gaNapatajI 56 prajJAcakSu jyotiprasAda agravAla mahAtapasvI sItArAma barage 57 58 oLI tathA aThThAi sAthe 64 praharI 59 pauSadha karatA gajarAjabhAi maMDarAi AtmasAdhaka DaoN.praphullabhAi 60 roja 108 logassanI ArAdhanA karatA ku.mInAbena jagajIvanabhAi 61 mAtra 10 varSanI vaye pAMca pratikramaNa sUtro kaMThastha karanAra bAlikA lakSmI pAMca pratikramaNa kaMThastha karanAra traNa bAlikAo lagna thavA chatAM bAla brahmacArI mumukSu ku. kalAbena puMDalIka mAlave 64 mIrAMbAi jevA prabhubhakta thavAnI bhAvanA bhAvatA nItAbena caMdubhAi 55 62 63 65 vaidhavyamAM dharmano zaNagAra sajatA devakuMvarabena hAthIbhAi 66 varSItapa karatA gurubhakta kamaLAbena 67 zAstrAdhyayana karatA-karAvatA zAradAbena 26 rajaputa rajaputa paTela pATIdAra vaiSNava mocI mocI baDavAha (ma.pra.) 80 tinasukiyA 81 mahArASTrIyana koregAMva(mahA.) 82 pIpaLI 79 hebatapura 79 darajI naDIyAda 80 kSatriya mahArASTrIyana zAyana nepAliyana kalakattA dhorAjI AkolA 7 DoMbIvalI 82 kaccha-AsaMbIyA84 darabAra gAMgavA 85 86 87 87 88 kAThI-darabAra boTAda 89 prajApati boTAda 90 muMbai mahArASTrIyana ghATakopara 91
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________________ luhAra rabArI maNinagara 91 mAMDavI Azrama 91 kaccha moTIkhAkhara 92 khavAsa 68 varSItapanA ArAdhaka jyotnAbena paMcAla 69 sAdhu-sAdhvIjInI vaiyAvacca karatA vAlabAImAM 70 roja jinapUjA karatA hAMsabAImA 71 cha'rIpAlaka saMghanA darzanathI ajaina bAlikAone saMyama svIkAravAnI jAgelI tIvra bhAvanA 72 cha'rIpAlaka tIrthayAtrA saMghanA prabhAve sAta mahAvyasanono tyAga karatA hajAro jainetaro dAudapura 93
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________________ (1) kAyama ThAmacovihAra avaTTa ekAzaNAnA ajoDa ArAdhaka vanamALIdAsabhAi jagajIvanadAsa bhAvasAra (u.va. 69) (satsaMgano prabhAva) gujarAtamAM mahesANA jillAmAM mahuDI pAse AvelA vApura gAmamAM saM. 1985mAM mA.su.14 tA 25-12-28nA janmelA vanamALIdAsabhAinA pitAzrI jagajIvanabhAi bhAvasAra kapaDA raMgavAno raMgATano dhaMdho karatA ane kuLa paraMparAgata vaiSNava dharma pALatA hatA. paraMtu kapaDA raMgAvavA mATe AvatA zrAvakonA paricayathI temane ahiMsA pradhAna jaina dharmano raMga lAgI gayo! pariNAme kapaDA raMgavAmAM ukALelA pANI dvArA thatI apkAya temaja trasakAya jIvonI puSkaLa virAdhanAthI temanuM hadaya dravI UThayuM ane temaNe e dhaMdhAne tilAMjali ApI dIdhI. saMga tevo raMga ane sobata tevI asara te AnuM nAma !.. 7 varSanI bAlyavayamAM vanamALIdAsabhAi potAnA pitAzrI sAthe amadAvAda AvyA. koinI paNa satpreraNAno tarata amala karavAno janmajAta svabhAva dharAvatA temaNe e ja varSe amathIbA nAmanA vidhavA zrAvikAnI preraNAthI navakArazI tathA jinapUjA zarU karI dIdhI !.. saM.2005mAM mAtra 20 varSanI vaye pU. mAnavijayajI ma.sA.nI preraNAthI yAvajjIva sudhI navakArazI tathA covihAra karavAnI pratijJA lIdhI. te vakhate temanA lagnane mAtra 1 varSa mAMDa thayuM hatuM. ! ugatI yuvAnImAM paNa niyamabadhdha jIvana jIvavAnI kevI anumodanIya bhUmikA!.. temanA lagna saM. 2004mAM hIrAbena sAthe thayAM hatA ane saM. 2020mAM 35 varSanI vaye sajoDe AjIvana brahmacaryavrata svIkArI lIdhuM. temAM paNa nimitta sArA mitranI sobata ja banI !.. banyuM evuM ke - eka vakhata temanA eka mitre kahyuM ke - huM aMdhArI rAtanA paNa soyamAM doro parovI zakuM chuM, kAraNake huM 35 varSathI brahmacarya pALuM chu tethI mArI AMkhomAM evI zakti utpanna thai che !.. A prasaMganI temanA mAnasa upara gherI asara thai ane temaNe paNa 1
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________________ tarata nirNaya karIne potAnI dharmapatnInI saMmatithI mAtra 6 mahinAmAM ja sajoDe cothuM vrata sadAne mATe svIkArI lIdhuM!. dharmanA kAmamAM DhIla kevI? AnA anusaMdhAnamAM temaNe kahayuM ke - "dharmanI vAtano amala AvatI kAla para mulatvI nA rAkhavo. Aja Aja bhAI atyAre ja, amalamAM mUkavo. nahitara Aje pheIla to AvatI kAle paNa pheIla jazo.! (mI nahIM to mI nahIM !)hA, pApavicArano amala karavA mATe 'Aje nahi, kAle vAta' A nIti barAbara che. caDhatA pariNAme navakArazI covihAranA abhigrahanuM pAlana karatA vanamALIdAsabhAine anukrame evA pariNAmano AvirbhAva thayo ke navakArazI - covihAra to ghaNA kare, ApaNe to prabhue batAvela utkRSTa paccakhANa avaDhanA karIe jethI jaldI karmakSaya thAya. AvI bhAvanAthI temaNe saM.2023mAM poSa vadi 14nA divase amadAvAdamAM luNazAvADAnA upAzraye pU. munirAjazrI puNyavijayajI ma.sA. pAse mAvajIva mATe avaDha ekAsaNAnA paccakhANa laI lIdhA !!! yogAnuyoga yAvajIva navakArazI -covihAranA temaja avaDha ekAsaNAnA A baMne paccakakhANa vadi 14nA divase ja levAyA ane caDhatA pariNAme tenuM suMdara pAlana thavAthI teo kahe che ke vadi 14nA niyama laIe to kAyama barAbara paLAya !.. 'paristhiti e prArabdhane AdhIna che paraMtu dharmapurUSArtha e ApaNA hAthanI vAta che.'- tathA 'choDane ucheratAM samaya lAge che, paraMtu kApatAM vAra lAgatI nathI, tethI vikaTa saMyogomAM paNa niyamanuM pAlana cIvaTapUrvaka karavuM joIe evuM makkamatApUrvaka kahetA vanamALIdAsabhAIne ekavAra tabIyatanA kAraNe moTAbhAInA atyaMta AgrahathI avaDhane badale purimaThanuM paccakhANa pALavuM paDayuM, paraMtu pAchaLathI temanA aMtarAtmAne eTaluM duHkha thayuM ke bIje ja divase tenA prAyazcitta tarIke covihAra upavAsa karI lIdho ! tyArapachI A niyamamAM pheraphAra karavAno prasaMga Avyo nathI. chellA 30 varSathI temano A niyama suMdara rIte paLAya che. A paNa hajI ochuM hoya tema chellA 15 varSathI to teo avaDha ekAsaNA sAthe ThAma covihAra ja kare che. eTale 24 kalAkamAM | phakta eka ja vAra jamatI vakhate pANI pIe che te sivAya pANI paNa
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________________ vAparatA nathI !.. AjJAMkita suzIla dharmapatnI tathA suvinIta be putra tathA pautrAdi vizALa parivAra hovA chatAM ekatvabhAvanAnI puSTi mATe teo amadAvAdamAM haThIsiMganI vADInI dharmazALAnA upAzrayamAM ekalA rahe che. saMthArA upara sUe che. kAcA pANIthI snAna karatA nathI. roTalI tathA zAka jevI tadna sAdI rasoi jAte ja banAvIne avaDha ekAzaNuM karI le che! dara besate mahine phakta ekaja dravyathI AyaMbila kare che. 40 varSathI kerI baMdha che. khAMDanI koi vastu vAparatA nathI. sUko mevo tathA bhAjIne paNa 16 varSathI tyAgI che. paryuSaNamAM ubhayaTaMka vyAkhyAna zravaNAdi kAraNe rasoi karavAno samaya na maLe to teo mAtra keLA khAi ne ThAma covihAra avaThTha ekAzaNuM karI le che. keLAthI ekAzaNuM karyA bAda teo thoDA kALA marI vApare che jethI koi vikriyA na thAya !... saM. 2031mAM luNazAvADAmAM koi kacchI jaina sAdhvIjInI preraNAthI 14 niyama dhAravAnI zarUAta karI ane te ja divasathI ghI - goLa sivAyanI cAreya vigaino tyAga karela che. ! niyamita ane saMyamI jIvanazailInA kAraNe teo kadI bImAra paDatA nathI chatAM prArabdhavazAt kvacit paNa jo tAva jevuM lAge to DaoNkaTarI davAonuM sevana na karavAno niyama dharAvatA vanamALIdAsabhAi covihAra upavAsa karI ( khAsya talmanuM zreya : )(tAvamAM lAMghaNa karavuM sAruM.) A AyurvedanA vacanAnusAra tAvane bhagADI detA ane kahetA ke 'mahemAna (tAva)ne khAvA pIvA ja na ApIe to sunA ApaNA gharamAM TakI zake !...' ATa ATalA tapa - tyAga paNa hajI ochA lAgatA hoya tema AjathI lagabhaga 20 varSa pahelAM luNasAvADA moTI poLamAM pU. munirAja zrI OMkAra vijayajI ma.sA. eka bhAine 500 AyaMbilanI preraNA karI rahyA hatA te sAMbhaLIne vanamALIdAsabhAie ekAMtarA 500 AyaMbila zarU karI dIdhA ane nirvighne paripUrNa karyA ! jIvadayApremI vanamALIdAsabhAie teukAyanI nirarthaka virAdhanA 3
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________________ thI bacavA mATe jIMdagIbhara svahaste ilekTrIka lAITa cAlu na karavAnI pratijJA lIdhela che, eTaluM ja nahi paraMtu keTalAka varSa pahelAM temaNe svayaM cUlo paNa saLagAvavo na paDe te mATe mAtra zekelA caNAnA bhukkA sAthe ghI, goLa miksa karIne ke mamarA sAthe mIThuM, maracuM miksa karIne avaDha ekAsaNAno prayoga 108 divasa paryata karyo hato! ochAmAM ochI jarUriyAtothI jIvana jIvatA vanamALIdAsabhAI pagamAM pagarakhA paNa paheratA nathI. kavacit unALAmAM paNa baporanA samaye taDakAmAM bahAra javAno prasaMga Ave tyAre paNa teo chAMyaDAno tyAga karIne khullA page taDakAmAM ja cAle che! zA mATe? kAraNa ke - nAnA jIva-jaMtuo chAMyaDAno Azraya laIne rahelA hoya tethI chAMyaDAmAM cAlavA jatAM paga nIce cagadAI javAnI zakyatA rahe. eTale potAne bhale taDako sahana karavo paDe paNa bIjA jIvone jarA paNa takalIpha na paDavI joIe ! kevI udAtta vicArasaraNI !! kevuM umadA uttama jIvana !!!. roja ubhayaTaMka pratikramaNa tathA niyamita jinapUjA karatA vanamALIdAsabhAI roja cAra sAmAyika acUka kare che.saM 2050mAM pU.AzrI zreyAMsacaMdrasUrijInA cAturmAsamAM koI munirAjazrInA AgamanA yogohananI tapazcaryAnuM pAraNuM karAvavAnA lAbha mATe sAmAyikano caDAvo bolAI rahyo hato, tyAre vanamALIdAsabhAI 5OO0 sAmAyikano caDAvo bolyA hatA. tyArabAda koI AgevAna zrAvake temane AgaLa na vadhatAM bIjAne lAbha ApavA IzAro karatAM teo tyAM ja aTakI gayA. caDAvo laIne dIpacaMdabhAI e prathama vahorAvavAno lAbha lIdho to paNa vanamALIdAsabhAIe 3 varSamAM 6000 sAmAyika karavAno niyama laI lIdho ane roja cAra sAmAyika acUka kare che. temanA dharmapatnI hIrAbena paNa roja cAra sAmAyika tathA jinapUjA kare che. suputro tathA pautro paNa prabhudarzana roja kare che. 5 varSa pahelAM temaNe zrAvakanA 12 vratono vidhivat svIkAra karI lIdho che. ATalA utkRSTa tapa - tyAga sAthe apramattatA paNa keTalI !
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________________ teo divase kadI sUtA nathI. ziyALAmAM rAtre rA-3 vAge UThI jAya.| unALAmAM 4 vAge UThI jAya ane jApa tathA kAussagna karavA lAgI jAya. roja be sAmAyika daramyAna 250 logassano kAussagna kare che. tathA roja 10 hajAra vakhata arihaMta.. arihaMta.. padano jApa AMgaLInA veDhAthI kare che. teo kahe che ke - 'maratI vakhate arihaMtane yAda karavA hoya te jIvatAM ja tenI Teva pADavI joIe! deha ane AtmAnA bhedajJAnanA sacoTa lakSyapUrvaka roja AtmasidhdhizAstrano svAdhyAya kare che. chApuM kadI vAMcatA nathI! - gujarAtI 7 copaDI tathA aMgrejI 1 copaDIno vyAvahArika abhyAsa dharAvatA vanamALIdAsabhAI prArabdha ane prAmANika purUSArthavazAta seMcurI mIlanA zeromAMthI sArI Avaka dharAve che. siMdhI, mArkeTamAM kApaDanI dasa dukAno che, te temanA traNa bhAIo saMbhALe che. pote ArAdhanAmaya nivRta jIvana gALe che. atyAra sudhImAM haThIsIMganI vADInA AyaMbilakhAtAmAM tathA bhojanazALAmAM 1-1 lAkha rUA. tathA pAlitANAmAM sidhdhakSetra bhojanazALAmAM 11 lAkha sahita papa lAkha rU.nuM vividha kSetromAM samyaka dAna karela che. dararoja 100 rU.nuM caNa pakSIone nAkhe che ! pakSIo mATe pANInA kuMDA teo bhare tathA upAzraya -pAThazALAmAMthI kacaro jAte kADhe che! dararoja derAsaranA bhaMDAramAM parUA.acUka nAkhe che.'derAsara rUpI AtmanirIkSaNa kendramAM javuM hoya to parUA. nI TikiTa kaDhAvyA sivAya kema javAya?' A hatA temanA udgAro !. 2-3 munivaro pAsethI vanamALIdAsabhAI viSe thoDuM jANyA pachI vizeSa jANavA mATe tA. 20-6-95nA divase ame haThIsIMganI vADImAM gayA tyAre teo jinapUjA karI rahyA hatA. pUjA karyA bAda teo upAzrayamAM AvyA tyAre temanI sAthe praznottarI karIne uparokta ArAdhanAnI vigata jANI tyAre chelle temaNe umeryuM ke - 'A badhuM jANIne tame mane chApe ke chApare na caDAvatA ho !. kevI nirabhimAnatA ane niHspRhatA!...
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________________ priya vAcako ! joyuMne ? jAte bhAvasAra hovA chatAM vanamALIdAsabhAI jinezvara bhagavaMtanI AjJAonuM kevuM suMdara pAlana | karI rahyA che? mATe ja to kahyuM che ne ke : "jAti veSano bheda nahi, kahyo mArga jo hoya; sAdhe to mukti lahe, temAM bheda na koya" 'A to pALe eno dharma che. zUrAono dharma che!... prabhuno mAraga che zUrAno, nahi kAyaranuM kAma jo ne, prathama paheluM mastaka mUkI, vaLatI levuM nAma jone...' prabhu "mahA-vIra"nA saMtAno evA ApaNe A vRttAMta vAMcIne karmakSaya mATe zUravIra ane dhIra-gaMbhIra banavAno saMkalpa karIzuMne ??? (2) bo ja dravyathI 70 varSa ekAsaNA karanAra aDAlajanA brAhmaNa AjathI 20 varSa pahelAM saM 2033mAM dharmacakratapa prabhAvaka pa.pU. paMnyAsa pravara zrI jagavallabhavijayajI gaNivarya ma.sA.vihAra karatAM anukrame gAMdhInagara pAse AvelA aDAlaja gAmamAM padhAryA tyAre derAsara pAse eka bhAIe temane "marthIeNa vaMdAmi - sukhazAtA?" kahIne pUchayuM ke - 'mahArAja sAheba vyAkhyAna vAMcazo?" ma.sA.e kahyuM ke, 'tame Ayojana karo to mane vAMcavAmAM vAMdho nathI.' pelA bhAie kahyuM ke - "ma.sA. vyAkhyAnanuM Ayojana to zrAvako karI zake." ma.sA.e Azcarya sAthe pUchayuM ke - 'zuM tame zrAvaka nathI'? 'huM brAhmaNa chuM,' pelA bhAIe khulAso karyo. 'to pachI tamane jaina sAdhunA vyAkhyAna zravaNano ATalo rasa
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________________ kevI rIte jAgyo che?" ma.sA.e jijJAsAvazAta pUchayuM. brAhmaNa : ma.sA. ApanA praznano javAba ApatA pahelAM huM eka prazna Apane pUchavA mAMgu chuM, pUchuM? ma.sA. : pUcho khuzIthI. brAhmaNa : Apane mArI uMmara keTalI lAge che? ma.sA. : haze 50-55 varSa AsapAsanI umara. paNa A praznano mArA uparokta prazna sAthe zo saMbaMdha che? brAhmaNa : "saMbaMdha che ja eTale ja ApazrIne mAre prazna pUchavo paDyo che. ma.sA. coryAzInA cakkara pUrA karIne paMcyAzImAM praveza karyo che !. "to AvA aphalAtuna ArogyanuM rahasya samajAvazo ?" ma.sA.e bhAre Azcarya sAthe pUchayuM. brAhmaNa : A badho pratApa ane prabhAva jaina dharmano ja che ma.sA. : kevI rIte? vigatavAra samajAvo. brAhmaNa : sAMbhaLo. mArI uMmara jyAre 14 varSanI hatI tyAre amArA gAmamAM eka jaina sAdhu mahArAja padhAryA hatA. makarasaMkrAMtinA e divasomAM ame chokarAo upAzrayanI bahAra oTalA upara besIne gappA mAratA hatA. ma.sAhebe amane joine kahayuM, "chokarAo, Avo, huM tamane vArtA kahuM tathA prabhukIrtana karAvuM." vArtA sAMbhaLavAnA rasathI ame tarata upAzrayamAM gayA. mahArAja| sAhebe vArtA saMbhaLAvIne amane pUchayuM - 'bolo tamArAmAMthI kone jaldI marI javuM che?" Avo vicitra savAla sAMbhaLIne eka paNa chokarAe AMgaLI UMcI na karI. pachI ma.sA.e pharIthI pUchyuM- 'tamArAmAMthI kone roga vinAnuM lAMbu AyuSya bhogavavuM che ?" eTale eka paNa apavAda vinA badhAja chokarAoe potAnI AMgaLI UMcI karI dIdhI. tyAre ma.sA.e kahayuM : juo bALako jemaNe paNa Arogya
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________________ sahita lAMbu jIvavuM hoya temaNe nIcenI traNa bAbatono potAnA jIvanamAM khAsa amala karavo joIe. (1) game teTaluM khAvuM nahi.- bhukha hoya tenA karatA thoDuM ochuM khAvuM arthAt haMmezAM UNodarI karavI. (2) game te khAvuM nahi. - sAduM sAttvika bhojana ja karavuM. vadhu paDatA ghI - telayukta bhAre khorAka ke masAledAra bhojana karavuM, nahi. sArI rIte pacI jAya tevo halako khorAka ja levo. (3) game teTalI vAra khAvuM nahi. kakaDIne bhUkha lAge tyAreja khAvuM. eka ke be TaMkathI vadhAre vakhata khAvuM nahi. basa A traNa bAbatono amala karI juo eTale TUMka samayamAM ja tamane enA prabhAvanI khabara paDaze. ma.sA.nI vAtsalyayukta niHsvArtha vANI bIjA aneka bALako sahita mArA hRdayane evI to sparzI gaI ke bIjA ja divasathI meM teno amala zarU karI dIdho. be divasa ekAsaNA (eka ja TAima bhojana) nI pratijJA ma.sA. pAsethI lIdhI ane mAtra roTalo tathA chAza A be ja dravyathI be divasa ekAsaNA karyA. enAthI mane ghaNI ja skUrtino anubhava thayo. pariNAme mArI zradhdhA eTalI sudaDha banI gaI ke trIje ja divase meM ma.sA. pAsethI mAvajIva mAtra be ja dravyathI ekAsaNA karavAnI pratijJA laI lIdhI!.. ma.sA.e khUbaja prasannatApUrvaka AzIrvAda ane hitazikSA sAthe pratijJA ApI. A vAtane Aje 70 varSanA vahANA vaI gayA. chatAMpaNa hajI sudhI eka paNa divasa A niyamano bhaMga thavAno avasara Avyo ja nathI. mAtra roTalo ane chAza athavA roTalo ane maracuM A be ja dravyathI AnaMdapUrvaka ekAsaNA cAlu che. pariNAme Aje 85 varSanI umare paNa AMkha-kAna, hAtha-paga vigere badhI indriyo tathA avayavo tadRna nIrogI che. mAthuM kevI rIte duHkhe ke tAva kevo hoya teno mane anubhava nathI ! Aje paNa 5 kimI. dUra amArA khetare page ja Ava-jA karuM chuM, A badho pratApa jaina dharmanA ekAsaNAno che tethI
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________________ ja huM jaina sAdhu bhagavaMto nA vyAkhyAna acUka sAMbhaLuM chuM.' eka brAhmaNanA mukhethI jaina dharma ane jaina sAdhu bhagavaMto viSenA AvA zradhdhA ane ahobhAvayukta udgAro sAMbhaLIne ma.sA.ne khUbaja AnaMda thayo. temaNe e brAhmaNanI khUbaja upabRhaNA karI ane tyArapachI teo jyAM jyAM vicaryA tyAM tyAM vyAkhyAnamAM A dRSTAMta khAsa raju karatA je anekone khAsa preraNAdAyaka banatuM. A ghaTanA pachI 6 varSa bAda ma.sA. saM. 2039mAM ANaMda pAse, vaDatAla gAmamAM vyAkhyAnamAM A dRSTAMta varNavI rahyA hatA. tyAre yogAnuyoga aDAlaja gAmanA eka zrAvaka paNa potAnA koI kArya prasaMge vaDatAla AvyA hatA. ane vyAkhyAnamAM hAjara hatA. temaNe kahyuM ke, ma.sA. A dRSTAMta to amArA gAmanuM che.' tyAre ma.sA.e pUchayuM ke, 'hAla emanA zuM samAcAra che?" pelA zrAvake kahyuM ke,' hamaNAM 15 divasa pahelAM ja e brAhmaNano svargavAsa thayela che. banyuM evuM ke madhyAhna samaye temanA putravadhue vinaMti karI ke pitAjI! cAlo ekAsaNuM karI lo. temaNe kahyuM ke, "AvuM chuM" ATaluM kahIne teo potAnA gharanA eka khUNAmAM jyAM teo niyamita prabhujInI chabI samakSa navakAra mahAmaMtrano jApa karatA hatA tyAM jaIne kudaratI saMketAnusAra padmAsana vALIne beThA ane navakAra gaNatAM gaNatAM pAMca ja miniTamAM taddana nIrogI avasthAmAM khUbaja sAhajikatAthI icchAmRtyupUrvaka temaNe dehapiMjarano tyAga karyo. tyAre baporanA 12.30 vAgyAno vijaya muhUrtano samaya hato. temanA putravadhue te vakhate temanA mastaka upara acAnaka prakAzano jhabakAro joyo hato!.' priya vAcaka! joyuM ne UNodarIpUrvakanA mAtra be ja dravyothI yAjajIva ekAsaNAnI pratijJAno kevo adbhuta aciMtya prabhAva che?!.. kharekhara jainadharma keTalo badho vaijJAnika che. tenA pratyeka vidhiniSedho pAchaLa Atmika ane zArIrika baMne prakAranA ArogyanuM rahasya samAyeluM che. hoTalo, bheLapurI vigarenI reMkaDIo tathA resToranTo ane phAsTa phUDa temaja mAMsAhAranA pUrajozamAM cAlI rahela pracAranA A jamAnAmAM mAnavasamAja jainadharmanA AhAra vijJAnane samajIne amalamAM
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________________ mUke to abajo rU.nI davAo ane hospITalo vinA paNa samAjanuM dravya-bhAva Arogya kevuM jaLavAI rahe?!.. khera, sAmAjika levale A vAta jyAre zakya bane tyAre paNa vyakitagata jIvanamAM A vAtano amala karavA mATe to ApaNe sahu svataMtra ja chIe ne? cAlo tyAre dharamanA kAmamAM DhIla kevI ?!.. (3) navakAra mahAmaMtrane siddha karanAra sarapaMca lAlubhA maphAjI vAghelA (hindu garAsIyA) 'zradhdhALu zrotA ane anubhavI sadgurUno yoga kalikAlamAM paNa abhUta pariNAmo nIpajAvI zake che te lAlubhAnA pratyakSa draSTAMtathI samajI zakAze. saM.2037mAM vaizAkha mahinAnI koI dhanya ghaDIe TrenTa gAma (tA.viramagAma, ji. amadAvAda) nA vatanI lAlubhAne vAMkAnera - TaMkArA nI vacce Avela jaDezvara mahAdevanI dharmazALAmAM navakAra mahAmaMtra ArAdhaka papU.paM.zrI mahAyazasAgarajI gaNivarya ma.sA.no satsaMga sAMpaDayo. | vihAra karatAM karatAM pUjyazrI, AjubAjumAM jaina sthAna na hovAthI jaDezvara mahAdevanI dharmazALAmAM eka divasa rokAyA hatA ane bhavitavyatAvazAt TrenTanA sarapaMca lAlubhA paNa potAnA bhANejanA hadayanA vAlvanA saphaLa oparezana bAda mAnatA pUrI karavA mATe jaDezvara mahAdevanA darzana karavA AvyA. tyAM dharmazALamAM uparokta jaina mahAtmAne joIne koI agamya saMketa mujaba lAlubhA potAnA bhANejane saMpUrNa rIte sAruM thaI jAya tevI bhAvanAthI temanA AzIrvAda levA mATe gayA. 'savi jIva karuM zAsana rasI' nI bhAvanAmAM ramatA pUjyazrIe vAtsalya nItaratI 10
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________________ vANIthI temane vyasanatyAga mATe preraNA karI ane 'kampe sUrA so dharmo sUrA' e ukitane ciratArtha karatA zaiva dharmAnuyAyI lAlubhAe tarata hAthamAM pANI laine zaMkara tathA sUryanArAyaNanI sAkSIe, rojanI 100 bIDI pIvAnA varSo jUnA vyasanane eka ja dhaDAke sadAne mATe jalAMjali ApI dIdhI. temanI AvI pAtratA joine pUjyazrIe paNa yathAyogya rIte upabRhaNA karI. pariNAme cAturmAsa daramyAna khAsa pUjyazrInA darzana karavA mATe lAlubhA amadAvAda gayA. potAnA bhANejane saMpUrNa sAruM thai jatAM lAlubhAnI pUjyazrI pratyenI zradhdhA vRdhdhigata banatI gai. tenI phalazruti rUpe saM.2038nA pUjyazrInA jAmanagaramAM cArtumAsa daramyAna patra dvArA pUjyazrInA samAcAra meLavIne cAra vakhata jAmanagara jai AvyA. praznottarI dvArA zaivadharma tathA jainadharmanA tattvonuM rahasya samajyA. pahelAM mahinAmAM be vakhata agiyArasanA phaLAhAra yukta upavAsa karanAra lAlubhA have phakta acittapANIyukta zudhdha upavAsa karavA lAgyA. sAta mahAvyasano, kaMdamULa tathA rAtribhojanano kAyamane mATe tyAga karyo. sagAbhAinI dIkarInA lagnaprasaMge paNa temaNe rAtribhojana na ja karyuM!.. savAranA roja navakArazI ane sAMje cauhiAranA paccakkhANa karavA lAgyA. roja eka bAMdhI navakAravALIno jApa zarU karyo. jainadharma pratye atUTa zradhdhAvALA banyA. A cAturmAsamAM upadhAna tapanI kriyA joine temanAmAM kriyArUci utpanna thai ane roja maunapUrvaka eka sAmAyika karavAno prAraMbha karyo. tathA dara varSe paryuSaNamAM potAnA upakArI gurUdevazrI jyAM paNa hoya tyAM jaine teozrInI pAvana nizrAmAM ekAMtarA cAra upavAsa tathA cAra ekAzaNApUrvaka 64 praharI pauSadha karavA lAgyA. A krama chellA 12 varSathI atUTapaNe cAlu ja che.!... TrenTa gAmamAM eka paNa jaina ghara na hovA chatAM jaina dharma pALatA lAlubhAno zarUAtamAM gAmalokoe ghaNo virodha karyo tyAre lokavirodhane zamAvavA mATe vyavahAradakSatA vAparIne lAlubhA potAnA gurUdevazrInA mArgadarzana mujaba zaivamaMdiramAM jaine paNa - bhavabIjADakura jananA rAgAdyAH kSayamupAgatA ysy| 11
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________________ brahmA vA viSNu rvA, haro jino vA nmstsmai|| bhAvArtha :- saMsArarUpI bIjamAMthI aMkura utpanna karanAra rAga dveSAdi doSo jemanA nAza pAmI gayA hoya tevA je koI paNa deva - brahmA, viSNu, maheza ke jinezvara prabhu hoya temane mArA namaskAra thAo.) A zloka bolIne bAhya dRSTithI zivaliMgane namaskAra karatA dekhAtA lAlubhA bhAvathI to zrI jinazvara prabhune ja namaskAra karatA hatA! gajabano gurUsamarpaNabhAva dharAvatA lAlubhAe saM.204pamAM gurUdevazrI sAthe varSItapano prAraMbha karyo ane pAraNuM paNa gurUdeva sAthe ja hastinApura tIrthamAM karyuM saM.2048mAM vardhamAna AyaMbila tapano pAyo nAMkhyo, temaja | kaSAyajaya tapa tathA dharmacakratA pUrNa karyA bAda viramagAmathI prabhujIne TrenTa gAmamAM padharAvIne ThATha-mAThathI snAtra bhaNAvIne AkhA gAmane jamADayuM !. paraMtu pote tapa nimitte apAtI prabhAvanAno paNa namratApUrvaka asvIkAra karyo. saM.2049mAM phA.su.13nA divase zatruMjaya girirAjanI cha gAunI yAtrA tathA AdinAtha dAdAnI pUjA karI. e ja varSe cAturmAsanA aMtamAM garavA girirAjanI chatrachAyAmAM, upakArI gurUdevazrInI nizrAmAM upadhAna tapa karIne mokSamALAnuM paridhAna karyuM! zrAvakanA 12 vratamAMthI keTalAka vrato-niyamo svIkAryA. parigrahanuM parimANa karyuM. sarakArI jInamAM varSo sudhI cokIdAra tarIke nokarI karyA bAda khetIvADI karatAM khetIvADImAM paNa jIvadayAno savizeSa lakSa rAkhavA lAgyA. khAnadAna kuLamAM janma pAmela saMtAnone paNa AjanA TI.vI. yugamAM mA-bApane page lAgatAM zarama Ave che tyAre 60varSanA lAlubhA Aje paNa dararoja potAnA mAtuzrIne acUka page lAgavAmAM gaurava) ane AnaMda anubhave che. vyavahAra samyatvane nirmaLa banAvavA mATe temaNe sametazikhara, hastinApura, zatruMjaya, rAjagRhI, pAvApurI, caMpApurI, vArANasI Adi aneka tIrthonI yAtrA bhAvapUrvaka karIne jIvanane dhanya banAvyuM. jyAre paNa TrenTathI vIramagAma javAnuM thAya tyAre tyAM je paNa
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________________ jaina munivara hoya temane bhAvapUrvaka vaMdana karI vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLe tathA cAturmAsa daramyAna tyAM je paNa sAmUhika tapazcaryA cAlatI hoya temAM joDAya. dhArmika sUtromAM gurUvaMdanavidhinA sUtro tathA sAmAyika levA pALavAnI vidhinA sUtro kaMThastha karyA che. vyAkhyAnAdimAM je paNa sAruM sAMbhaLe tene tAtkAlika amalamAM mUkavAnI vRtti dharAvatA lAlubhAe saM.204ramAM aMdherI (muMbaI)mAM paryuSaNa daramyAna potAnA upakArI gurUdevazrInA mukhethI kSamApanA viSe pravacana sAMbhaLyuM ane tarata potAnA pratispardhI ceramenane tyAM sAme jaIne kSamApanA karI -khamAvyA. A joIne ceramena paNa Azcaryacakita thaI gayA ane sadAne mATe lAlubhAnA jIgarI dosta banI gayA. navakAra temaja dharmaniSThAnA prabhAve lAlubhAnA jIvanamAM sarjAyela camatkArika ghaTanAo . (1) lohInI UlaTI baMdha thaI gaI rojanA nityakrama pramANe lAlubhA maunapUrvaka sAmAyikamAM hatA tyAre temanA ghare Avela temanA bhANejane acAnaka lohInI UlaTI thatAM kuTuMbIjano khUba gabharAI gayA ane chokarAne amadAvAda hospITalamAM laI javA mATe taiyArI karavA lAgyA. gajabanI navakAraniSThA dharAvatA lAlubhAe mauna hovAthI IzArAthI garama(acitta) pANI maMgAvyuM ane eka bAMdhI navakAravALIno jApa karIne te navakAravALIne pANImAM nAMkhI.tyArabAda tene bahAra kADhIne bhANejane te pANI pIvaDAvatAM lohInI UlaTI baMdha thai gaI. hospITalamAM javAnI jarUra ja na rahI! (2) sarpanuM jhera utarI gayuM. TreTa gAmanA yuvAna koLInA dIkarAne khetaramAM jherI sarpa karaDavAthI, chokaro mRtaHpAya thaIne DhaLI paDayo. tene gADAmAM nAkhIne mA-bApa raDatAM raDatAM lAlubhA pAse AvIne chokarAne bacAvI levA mATe karagaravA lAgyA. 13
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________________ dayALu lAlubhAe gurUdevane yAda karIne upara mujaba eka bAMdhI navakAravALIthI abhimaMtrita jalano jherathI bebhAna banelA chokarAnA mukha upara chaMTakAva karyo ane badhAnA Azcarya vacce chokaro tarata ALasa maraDIne ubho thaIne cAlato thaI gayo. jhera utarI gayuM. chokarAnA mAbApa ahobhAvathI lAlubhAne paisA ApavA lAgyA. paraMtu niHspRhI lAlubhAe eka paNa paiso na letAM jIvadayAmAM e rakamane vAparI nAkhavA bhalAmaNa karI. pote sarapaMca hatA tyAre lAlubhAe khUba ja nItipUrvaka aneka grAmavAsIonA jhaghaDA ghara beThe patAvyA hatA.paraMtu koI pAsethI eka paNa paiso lIdho na hato! cha mahinAnuM peTanuM asahya darda gAyaba thaI gayuM! TeTa gAmamAM sAyakalathI TapAla pahoMcADatA brAhmaNa posTamenane peTamAM asahya darda upaDayuM. cha mahinA sudhI amadAvAda jaI ghaNA upacAro karAvyA chatAM darde macaka na ApI. Akhare lAlubhA pAse AvIne vinaMti karatAM upara mujaba 108 navakArathI abhimaMtrita jala pIvaDAvatAM darda sadAne mATe dUra thaI gayuM!. (4) eka vakhata lAlubhAne kALA vIchIe hAthamAM DaMkha ApatAM AkhA hAthamAM avarNanIya, asahya bhayaMkara pIDA thavA lAgI. A joIne temanI mAtAe gAruDI mAMtrikane bolAvavAnI taiyArI karI. paraMtu lAlubhAe tema karatAM aTakAvIne eka rUmamAM besI, daravAjo baMdha karI eka kalAka sudhI ekAgra citte zradhdhApUrvakanavakAra mahAmaMtrano jApa karyo pariNAme vIMchInA DaMkhanI bhayaMkara pIDA paNa eka kalAkamAM saMpUrNa dUra thaI jatAM aneka lokone jainadharma tathA navakAra mahAmaMtra para zradhdhA thaI. dharaNendra nAgarAjanAM darzana thayAM eka vakhata nityakrama pramANe lAlubhA jInamAM sAmAyika laIne zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthanI chabI potAnI samakSa padharAvIne jApa karI rahyA hatA. sAmAyika pALavAne dazeka miniTanI vAra hatI tyAM to acAnaka vizALa 14
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________________ kAyA dharAvatA dharaNendra nAgarAja tyAM AvI pahoMcyA ane pArzvanAtha prabhunI chabI para potAnI vizALa phaNA dhAraNa karIne thoDIvAra sthira rahyA. A dRzya joine lAlubhA kSaNavAra to stabdha thai gayA. paraMtu jApamAM sthira rahyA. tyAMthI gabharAine UThI na gayA. Akhare thoDIvAramAM phaNA saMkocIne nAgarAja thoDe dUra khUNAmAM rAkhela lokhaMDanA sAmAnamAM alopa thai gayA. sAmAyika pAryA bAda lAlubhAe tyAM tapAsa karI paraMtu nAgarAja pachI dekhAyA ja nahi. (6) khArA samudramAM mIThI vIraDI saM.2043mAM duSkALa vakhate AjubAjunA khetaromAM borIMga naMkhAtAM khAruM pANI nIkaLyuM. paraMtu lAlubhAnA khetaranA borIMgamAM ja mIThuM pANI nIkaLatAM lAlubhAe badhAne chUTathI mIThuM pANI ApIne badhAno prema saMpAdana karyo. (7) jIvadayAno camatkAra eka vakhata TrenTa gAmanA khetaromAM jIrAnA pAkamAM baMTI nAmano roga vyApaka pramANamAM phelAyo hato. paraMtu khetaramAM kadIpaNa jaMtunAzaka davA nahi chaMTAvatA lAlubhAnA khetaramAM jIrAno e roga lAgu na paDayo. A joine gAma lokone jainadharma pratye bhAre ahobhAva thayo!.. lAlubhAnA eka putra jayeze navasArImAM pUjyapAda paMnyAsapravarazrI caMdrazekharavijayajI ma.sA. dvArA prerita tapovanamAM dhoraNa 8 thI 10 sudhI abhyAsa karIne jaina dharmanA suMdara saMskAro meLavyA che. suprasidhdha kathAkAra zrI morArIbApu vigere jainetara sAdhu saMto paNa lAlubhAnA AcAra vicAra ane uccArane joi-sAMbhaLIne jainadharmathI khUbaja prabhAvita thayA che. kharekhara lAlubhAnuM jIvana jainakuLamAM janmelA aneka AtmAo mATe paNa khAsa preraNAdAyaka che. lAlubhAne koTi koTi dhanyavAda sAthe temane dharmamArge vALanAra pUjyazrIne koTi koTi vaMdana. 15
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________________ (4) kroDa navakAranA ArAdhaka nidrA vijetA jayaMtilAla jayarAmabhAi vIrANI (paTela) jAmanagaramAM paTela jJAtimAM janma pAmelA gavarmenTa DIplomA ilekaTrIka thayelA jayaMtilAlabhAi (u.va.52) vidvavarya pU. gaNivarya zrI arUNavijayajI ma.sA.nuM cAturmAsa jAmanagaramAM 12 varSa pahelAM thayela tyArathI temanA pravacana-satsaMgathI pUrvajanmanA jainatvanA saMskAra jAgrata thatAM jaina dharma pAmyA che. hAla temanI viziSTa dinacaryA nIce mujaba che. teo rAtrinA pathArI karIne sUtA nathI paraMtu beThA beThA ja alpatama ArAma karIne paroDhiye 3 vAge sAmAyika laine padmAsanamAM besIne navakAra mahAmaMtrano jApa kare che. 1 kroDa navakAranA jApa karavAnI bhAvanA sAthe roja lagabhaga 33 bAMdhI navakAravALI gaNe che. hAlamAM ja temanA 1 kroDa navakArajApa pUrNa thayela che. ubhayaTaMka pratikramaNa tathA niyamita svadravyathI aSTaprakArI jinapUjA kare che. haMmezAM byAsaNAnuM paccakkhANa kare che. cAra varSathI jJAnapaMcamInA baMne pAMcamanA upavAsa kare che. prathama byAsaNuM jinapUjA pachI tathA bIjIvAra dukAnethI pAchA AvIne bapore 2 vAgye kare che. roja sUryAstathI 96 miniTa pahelAM covihAranuM paccakkhANa kare che.prathama byAsaNuM karyA pachI vIrANI ilekTrIka sTorsa nAme potAnI dukAne jatAM pahelAM roja ochAmAM ochA 10rUA. jIvadayAnA kAryo(kabUtarane caNa, kIDIne sAkara, mAchalIne loTa, kUtarAne roTalA ityAdi) mAM kharce che. 9 varSathI sajoDe brahmacarya vrata svIkArela che. pahelAM varSamAM 6 aThThAi daramyAna 8-9 upavAsa karatA. hajI paNa paryuSaNamAM 8 upavAsa kare che.sidhdhitapa paNa karela che. dara AThama pAMkhInA upavAsa kare che. avAranavAra aThThama kare che. chellA 3 varSamAM vardhamAna AyaMbila tapanI 33 oLI karela che. 100 oLI tathA 16
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________________ covihAra upavAsathI vIsa sthAnaka tapa pUrNa karavAnI tIvra bhAvanA che.badhA upavAsa covihAra ja kare che ane vyAsaNA daramyAna unALAmAM paNa navasekuM garama pANI ja vApare che. dara phAgaNa suda 13nA zatruMjaya mahAtIrthanI cha gAunI pradakSiNA | kare che. paraMtu hAlamAM jamatA nathI temaja prabhAvanA paNa letA nathI. pAlitANAmAM pU.sAdhu sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonI vaiyAvacca bhakti mATe rU. sAta hajArano sadbhaya karela che. haMmezAM khullA page cAle che. - pUrvajanmamAM pote jUnAgaDhamAM jaina zrAvaka hatA tevuM jAtismaraNa jJAna temane thayela che. saM204pamAM jAmanagaramAM amArA cAturmAsa daramyAna 4 mahinA sudhI covIse kalAka akhaMDa jApanuM Ayojana thayela tyAre pAchalI rAtanA jApamAM jayaMtilAlabhAI paTelano sahayoga khUbaja anumodanIya hato. jayaMtilAlabhAinI utkRSTa ArAdhanAnI bhUri bhUri anumodanA. temanuM saranAmuM nIce mujaba che. vIrANI ilekaTrIka varkasa, digvijaya ploTa naM.58, mu.po. jAmanagara (saurASTra) pIna: 361005 phona : pI.pI. 77733 (5) 28 varSanI vaye sajoDe brahmacaryavrata svIkArI upAzrayamAM ja bhojana tathA zayana karatA darabAra rAmasaMgabhAi barnasaMgabhAi lIMbaDa keTalAka mahAtmAonA mukhethI darabAra zrIrAmasaMgabhAInI atyaMta anumodanIya ArAdhanAonI keTalIka vAto pAlitANAmAM sAMbhaLI hatI ane yogAnuyoga jUnAgaDhathI vaDodarA jatAM tA. 6-6-95nA roja vaDhavANamAM ja rAmasaMgabhAinI pratyakSa mulAkAta thaI tyAre temanI 1 7.
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________________ ArAdhanAnI vigata jANavA mATe jijJAsA vyakta karatAM prathama to temaNe vinamrabhAve jaNAvyuM ke, 'jema vRkSanA mULiyA gupta rahe tema jhADa majabuta bane tevI rIte sukRta paNa gupta rahe teja icchanIya che.paraMtu Akhare amArI prabaLa jijJAsA AgaLa temaNe namatuM jokhyuM ane sahajabhAve keTalIka vigata jaNAvI. temaja temanA vIzasthAnaka tapanA ujamaNA prasaMge prakAzita thayela AmaMtraNa patrikA paNa patrikA lakhanAra pAThazALAnA prAdhyApakazrI jItubhAi pAsethI prApta thai temAM paNa rAmasaMgabhAinI ArAdhanAnI keTalIka vigata hatI. tenA AdhAre prastuta lekha taiyAra karavAmAM Avela che.[saMpAdaka] 'saMga tevo raMga' ane 'sobata tevI asara' e kahevata mujaba tathA e prakAranI sobatanA kAraNe cA-bIDI vigera aneka vyasanothI bharapUra evA rAmasaMgabhAi darabArane AjathI lagabhaga 17 varSa pahelAM temanI paDozamAM rahetA jaina mitra zrI caMdrakAMtabhAi lADakacaMda zAhe vyAkhyAnazravaNa mATe preraNA karI. te vakhate vaDhavANamAM saMvegI upAzrayamAM paramazAsana prabhAvaka pa.pU.AcArya zrI vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. nAziSya pU.A.zrI vijayamukticaMdrasurIzvarajI ma.sA.nA ziSya zrI pU. munirAja zrI jayabhadravijayajI ma.sA.nu cArtumAsa hatuM. jaina mitranI preraNAthI rAmasaMgabhAi mitranI sAthe upAzrayamAM vyAkhyAna zravaNa karavA javA lAgyA. dhIre dhIre jinavANIno raMga lAgato gayo. pUrvajanmanA jainatvanA saMskAro prabudhdha thatA gayA. vyasano chuTatA gayA. sAmAyika pratikramaNAdi dharmakriyAomAM rasa jAgato gayo. paryuSaNamAM 64 praharI pauSadha karavA mATe mitre preraNA karI paraMtu roja savAre snAna karI gaNapatinI pUjA niyamita karavAnI kuLaparaMparAgata TevavALA rAmasaMgabhAine pauSadha gamatA hovA chatAM gaNezapUjAmAM vikSepa na paDe te mATe pauSadha na svIkAryA paraMtu AThe divasa moTA bhAgano samaya upAzrayamAM gALavA lAgyA. cArtumAsa bAda ziyANI tIrtha sudhI ma.sA.ne vaLAvavA paNa gayA. pachI to vaDhavANamAM je koi jaina sAdhu bhagavaMto padhAre temanA vyAkhyAna-vAcanAdino lAbha levA lAgyA. prajJAcakSu amUlakhabhAi pAse be pratikramaNAdinA sUtro kaMThastha karyA. 18
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________________ paramAtmAnI svadravyathI niyamita aSTaprakArI pUjA karatA thaI gayA. sukhaDa kesara paNa jAte ghase tathA prakSAla mATenuM pANI paNa potAnA gharethI ja lAve. pUjA mATe cAMdInA upakaraNo paNa vasAvI lIdhA! je kAMI paNa sAruM jANavA maLe teno turata amala karavAnI prakRti dharAvatA ane eka putra tathA be putrInA pitA banelA rAmasaMgabhAie 28 varSanI vaye brahmacaryano mahimA jANyo ane dharmapatnI jhIkubAInI saharSa saMmatipUrvaka pa.pU.AcArya bhagavaMta zrImad vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. pAse yAvajIva saMpUrNa brahmacaryavrata svIkAravA mATe gayA. tyAre prathama to AcArya bhagavaMte temane prekaTIsa svarUpe ekAda varSa mATe A asidhArA-vrata svIkAravAnI bhalAmaNa karI. paraMtu kSAtravaTa dharAvatA A daMpatie yAvajIva mATe ja vrata svIkAravAno potAno makkama nirNaya dRDhatApUrvaka raju karatAM AcArya bhagavaMte AzIrvAdapUrvaka temane yAvajIva brahmacaryavrata uccarAvyo. A vratanuM aNizudhdha rIte pAlana thaI zake te mATe rAmasaMgabhAie kuTuMbIjanonI saMmatipUrvaka dukAnanA samaya sivAya dinarAta upAzrayamAM ja rahevAno prAraMbha karyo. gAdalAno parityAga karI saMthArA para ja zayana karavA lAgyA. jamavA mATe Tiphina paNa upAzrayamAM ja maMgAvavA lAgyA. temAMthI paNa supAtradAna-sAdharmika bhakti karyA pachI ja pote vApare. basa vigerenI musApharImAM paNa jo vijAtIyano anAyAse heja paNa saMghaTTo thaI jAya to eka dhAnyanA AyaMbilano saMkalpa karyo. e rIte lagabhaga 200 jeTalA AyaMbila thaI gayA bAda AcArya bhagavaMta zrImad vijayabhadraMkarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA mArgadarzana mujaba temAM yathAyogya pheraphAra karyo. vratapAlana dvArA jema jema aMtaranA adhyavasAyo nirmaLa banatA gayA tema tema bhUtakALamAM ajJAnadazAmAM thayelA pApo khaTakavA lAgyA ane Akhare samajaNa maLatAM e pAponI zudhdhi mATe adhyAtmayogI pa.pU.A.bha.zrImavijayakalApUrNasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. pAse vidhivat nirdabhabhAve bhava AlocanA svIkArI caDatA pariNAme be varSamAM prAyazcita paripUrNa karyuM. AtmAne sunirmala banAvI lIdho. 19
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________________ vardhamAna AyaMbila tapano pAyo nAkhI atyAra sudhImAM 35 jeTalI oLIo karI lIdhI.temaja samyakajJAnanI ArAdhanA mATe jJAnapaMcamI tapa paNa vidhipUrvaka karyuM. jayaNApremI rAmasaMgabhAI laghuzaMkA, vaDInIti ke snAnanuM pANI paNa gaTaramAM nA paraThavatAM pAriSThApanikA samitinA upayogapUrvaka nirjIvabhUmimAM paraThave che. dararoja be TAIma pratikramaNa tathA parvatithie pauSadha grahaNa kare dareka tIrthakara bhagavaMto jenI ArAdhanA dvArA AgalA trIjA bhave tIrthaMkara nAma karma bAMdhe che te vizasthAnakano mahimA sAMbhaLIne rAmasaMgabhAIe paNa vIzasthAnaka tapano prAraMbha karyo ane 3varSa tathA 3 mahinAnA TUMkA gALAmAM 380 upavAsa tathA 207Dha sahita vIzasthAnaka tapa caDhatA pariNAme vidhipUrvaka paripUrNa karyuM. viziSTa tapanI pUrNAhuti nimitte ujamaNuM karavuM joIe evI zAstravANI anusAra rAmasaMgabhAIe yathAzakti pUjA bhaNAvavApUrvaka ujamaNuM karavAnuM vicAryuM tyAre temanA mAtA-pitA uparAMta dharmapatnI jhIkubAI tathA nAnAbhAI dIpasaMge khUba ja ullAsabharyo sahayoga Apyo ane sakaLasaMghanuM sAdharmika vAtsalya tathA svajJAtinuM prItibhojana temaja vizasthAnakapUjana tathA traNa choDanA ujamaNA sahita jinendrabhaktimaya tridivasIya mahotsavamAM rUA. 51 hajArano sadvyaya karyo. mahotsavanI rathayAtrAmAM tamAma darabAra jJAtijanoe paNa ullAsabhera upasthita rahI bhAvabharI anumodanA karI hatI! eka vakhata rAmasaMgabhAinA mAtuzrI dhanabAIe jaina pAThazALAnA prAdhyApaka zrI jItubhAIne jamavAnuM AmaMtraNa ApyuM tyAre jItubhAIe kahyuM ke tame kaMI paNa vrata-niyama grahaNa karazo to ja jamavAnuM AmaMtraNa svIkArIza ane tarataja mAtA dhanubAIe niyamita jinapUjA tathA covihAra karavAnI pratijJA lIdhI. je Aje paNa akhaMDa rIte cAlu che. teo paNa jAte ja sukhaDa ghasIne jinapUjA kare che. rAmasaMgabhAInA dharmapatnI paNa jinadarzana, sUtAM-UThatAM 12 20
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________________ 12 navakAra smaraNa tathA vyAkhyAna zravaNAdi ArAdhanA kare che. temano suputra mahIpatasiMha tathA suputrI temaja nAnAbhAI dIpasaMganA saMtAno paNa niyamita jaina pAThazALAmAM jAya che. kaMdamULa to have rAmasaMgabhAinA gharamAM hoya ja kyAMthI? nAnAbhAI dIpasaMgabhAI paNa rAmasaMgabhAine dharmakAryomAM pUrato sahayoga Ape che. teo pote tathA mahIpatasiMha kariyANAnI dukAnane sArI rIte saMbhALe che jethI rAmasaMgabhAI thoDA kalAka dukAnamAM prAmANikatApUrvaka vyavasAya karI bAkIno samaya dharmArAdhanAmAM pasAra karI zake che. have to temanA jIvanamAM eka ja laganI che ke 'sasnehI pyArA re saMyama kaba hI mile'! jyAM sudhI cAritra na svIkArI zakAya tyAM sudhI tamAma lIlotarI temaja maga sivAya tamAma kaThoLano temaNe parityAga karyo che... kharekhara, dharmI paDozInI mitratA tathA jinavANInuM zravaNa kevuM ajaba gajabanuM jIvana parivartana karAvIne 'kame sUrA AtmAne kevA dhame sUrA' banAvI zake che, tathA kuTuMbamAM eka AtmA samyakadharma pAme to samagra parivAra upara tenI kevI suMdara chApa paDe che, tenuM jvalaMta udAharaNa zrIrAmasaMgabhAI che. temanA cAritra svIkAravAnA manorathane zAsanadeva jaldI paripUrNa kare e ja zubhabhAvanA. 2 1.
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________________ (6) 'eka ja dravyathI ThAmacovihAra 50 oLInA ArAdhaka zrI 'gohIla dAnubhAi ravAbhAi darabAra pa.pU.A.bha.zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.,pa.pU.A.bha.zrI vijayamAnatuMgasUrIzvarajI ma.sA., pa.pU.A.bha.zrI vijayapuNyapAla sUrIzvarajI ma.sA., pa.pU.A.bha.zrI vijaya kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.,pU.munirAja zrI kAMtivijayajI ma.sA., vigerenA pravacana zravaNa dvArA chellA 40 varSathI jainadharmanI viziSTa koTinI ArAdhanA karatA zrI dAnubhAI darabAra(u.va.73)nA jIvananI vizeSatAono paricaya saM.2049nA poSa mahinAmAM surendranagaramAM ja thayo. zrAvaka kuLamAM janma pAmavA chatAM ane roja prabhupUjA, tapazcaryAdi ArAdhanA karavA chatAM ubhayaTaMka pratikramaNa karanArA zrAvakazrAvikAonI saMkhyA uttarottara ghaTatI jAya che tyAre dAnubhAi darabArano dhArmika kriyAo pratyeno ananya sadbhAva kharekhara preraNAdAyaka ane atyaMta anumodanIya che. teo roja ubhayaTaMka upAzrayamAM AvIne pratikramaNa kare che. savAranAM kadAca bIjA koI pratikramaNa karanAra na maLe to paNa teo ekalA paNa rAI pratikramaNa acUka kare ja ! roja bhAvollAsapUrvaka jinapUjA karatA dAnubhAi surendranagaranA badhA jinAlayonA darzana karAvavA mATe amArI sAthe hoMze hoMze cAlyA hatA ane 70 varSanI uMmare paNa 25 varSanA taravariyA yuvAnanI mAphaka phUrtipUrvaka cAlatA hatA. temaNe vardhamAna AyaMbila tapanI 50 oLI ThAmacovihAra sAthe phakta ekeka dravyathI ja karI che!dA.ta. koI oLI phakta magathI to koI oLI phakta khIcaDIthI ja karI che. ghaNA varSothI caitra tathA Aso mahinAnI navapadajInI oLI cAlu ja che. mahinAmAM pAMca tithi AyaMbila cAlu ja che. doDha varSa saLaMga ekAsaNA karyA bAda hAla ATha varSathI 22
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________________ kuTuMbIonI vinaMtithI byAsaNA karI rahyA che. phakta 13 mahinAmAM traNeya upadhAnanI ArAdhanA karI che. cAturmAsamAM lIlotarIno tyAga kare che. mastakanA vALano varSamAM be vAra loca karAve che! sajoDe brahmacaryavrata vidhipUrvaka ghaNA varSothI svIkArela che.sAdhunI mAphaka gAdalA vigerenA tyAga karI saMthArA upara ja zayana kare che. 25 cha'rI pALatA saMghomAM yAtrika tarIke joDAine aneka tIrthonI yAtrA karI che. surendranagara javAnuM thAya tyAre dAnubhAine kharekhara maLavA jevuM che. (saranAmuM : bhagIratha TelIkoma, vAsupUjya svAmI moTA derAsara pAse, mu. po. surendranagara pInaH363001) () ( bhakti-maitrI-zudhdhino triveNI saMgama ajoDa tapasvI zeSamalajI paMDayA(brAhmaNa) madrAsamAM navanirmita caMdraprabhasvAmI jinAlayanI sAme rahetA tapasvIratna zeSamalajI paMDayA navakAramahAmaMtranA ajoDa ArAdhaka, adhyAtmayogI pa.pU. paMnyAsapravara zrI bhadraMkaravijayajI ma.sA. nA satsaMgathI jaina dharma pAmyA che. temaNe vardhamAna AyaMbila tapanI 100+15 oLI karI che. temAM 1 thI 94 sudhInI oLIomAM ekAMtare upavAsa karatA badhI oLInA badhA AyaMbila ThAmacovihAra purimaTTunA paccakkhANa pUrvaka moTe bhAge be ja dravyathI abhigrahapUrvaka karyA. 68mI oLI mAtra bhAta ane pANIthI karI ! 100mI oLI eka ja dhAna thI karI! temanA gharamAM paNa suMdara gRhajinAlaya che. tapazcaryA tathA prabhubhaktinI sAthe anukaMpA ane jIvamaitrI khUba suMdara rIte AtmasAt karI che. madrAsamAM garIbo tathA bhUkhyAne nitya bhojananI adbhuta 23
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________________ vyavasthA karIne teo suMdara zAsana prabhAvanA karI rahyA che. Ama gRhajinAlaya Adi dvArA zreSTha jinabhakti,dIna du:khI pratye anukaMpA dvArA jIvamaitrI, ane ajoDa tapazcaryA dvArA Atmazudhdhi nA triveNI saMgama dvArA zeSamalajI paMDayA potAnA mAnavabhavane sArthaka banAvI rahyA che ane anekone mATe uttama preraNA rUpa banI rahyA che. temanA jIvanamAM rahelA bhakti-maitrI-zudhdhi Adi saguNonI bhUribhUri hArdika anumodanA ! 5 5 5 (8) jaina dharmanI ArAdhanA tathA mAtAnI sevA mATe lagna nahi karanAra saradAra pappabhAi. mahArASTramAM pUnA khaDakImAM rahetA saradArajI pappabhAI (u.va.30) ne eka divasa jaina pADozI derAsaramAM darzana karavA laI gayA. vItarAga paramAtmAnuM manohara mukhAraviMda joIne A bhAI ne eTalo AnaMda thayo ke tyArathI teo roja derAsaramAM jaIne niyamita prabhudarzana kare che paraMtu temane preraNA karanAra zrAvaka aniyamitapaNe darzana kare che!) - dhIradhIre sAdhu bhagavaMtonA satsaMgathI saradArajIne jaina dharmano raMga vadhune vadhu lAgato gayo ane tenI phalazruti svarUpe temaNe aThThAI tathA mAsakSamaNa paNa karI lIdhA!... saM.2050mAM dharmacakratA prabhAvaka pa.pU.paMnyAsapravarazrI jagavallabhavijayajI ma.sA.nA khaDakInA cArtumAsamAM temaNe dharmacakratApa jevA dIrgha tapanI ArAdhanA paNa karI lIdhI eTaluMja nahi paraMtu e tapanA tamAma tapasvIone eka divasa vyAsaNA karAvavAno lAbha paNa temaNe lIdho. 30 varSanI yuvAna vaya thavA chatAM paNa A saradArajI lagna 24
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________________ karatA nathI tenI pAchaLa be umadA hetu rahelA che. eka to mAtAnI sevA mATe tathA bIjuM kAraNa e che ke jo lagna kare to sAmAnyataH potAnI jJAtinI kanyA sAthe lagna karavA paDe. ane jo kanyAne tapa-tyAgamaya jainadharma na game to kadAca lagnajIvanane TakAvavA mATe jaina dharma temane choDavo paDe ke je temane koi paNa saMyogomAM maMjUra nathI. !.. AjanA atyaMtavilAsI vAyumaMDaLamAM rahIne paNa bharayuvAnImAM jainadharmanI ArAdhanA khAtara svecchAe brahmacaryanuM pAlana karI rahelA saradArajI pappubhAi koTi koTi dhanyavAdane pAtra che. !!! kharekhara bahuratnA vasuMdharA(pRthvI dhaNA ratno vALI che.) A ukti yarthAtha ja che ne ?! cum (9) zUrA so dharmo haThIjI dIvAnajI ThAkora karmo aMgrejImAM kahevata che ke Every saint has his past and every man has his future, (artha:- prAyaH dareka saMtone paNa temano pApothI kharaDAyelo bhUtakALa hoya che (A bhava ke pUrva bhavonI apekSAe) tathA dareka (pApI) mANasane paNa teno (ujjavaLa) bhaviSya kALa hoi zake che, arthAt game tevo pApAtmA paNa kAyama mATe pApI nathI rahevAno. zubha nimitto maLatAM e sajjana ke saMta banI zake che. mATe game tevA pApono paNa kadApi tiraskAra na karatAM prema ane sahAnubhUti dvArA tene sudharavAnI punaH taka ApavI ja joie. banAsakAMThA jillAnA AMgaNavADA gAma(po.jAmapura, tA. kAMkareja) mAM rahetA haThIjI dIvAnajI ThAkora(u.va.47) nuM jIvana paNa - zUrA yAne 25
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________________ kAMika Avo ja saMdezo ApaNane ApI jAya che. haThIjIne pUcho to e paNa kaheze ke jesala jADejAnI mAphaka meM tamAma pApo karyA che. AMgaNavADA ane AjubAjunA tamAma gAmomAM A haThIjInI hAka vAgatI. dAru to te eka sAthe pAMca sAta lITaranuM kena sIdhuMja moDhe mAMDIne pItA ane dAruno vepAra karatA. paraMtu koi dhanyapaLe haThIjInA jIvanamAM gajabanuM parivartana AvyuM. atyAre haThIjI AMgaNavADA gAmamAM prathama paMkitanI vyakti gaNAya che. jIvadayA to have jainathIya AgaLa vadhe evI che.temanA khetaramAM sasalA, tetara, mora nirbhaya rIte rahe che. A haThIjI kIDI jevA jhINAM jIvajaMtunI paNa khUba jayaNAM kare che. jainaderAsaramAM savAra-sAMja niyamita jAya che.AratI bolavI ane utAravI temano nityakrama che. nAhI dhoine pUjA karyA sivAya moDhAmAM kaMipaNa letA nathI. cakalAne roja dANA nAkhe che ane Dhorone pANI pIvA mATe spezyala havADo banAvela che. gAmamAM lAiTa jAya ane pANInI takalIpha paDe tyAre A haThIjI AkhA gAmane potAnuM oila enjIna calAvIne pANI pUruM pADe che. je haThIjIne koi zera mIThuM na ApatA tene Aje savAlAkha rupiyAnuM dhIrANa karanAra paNa maLyA che. emanuM ghara naMdanavana jevuM lAge. bhagavAnane prakSAlanA dUdha mATe khAsa gAya rAkhI che. ne gAyanuM dUdha derAsaramAM phrI Ape che. emanA vartanamAM nItimattAnuM dhoraNa khUba UMcuM jovA maLe che. te pUrNa zAkAhArI che. je zAkAhArI nathI hotA evA emanA kuTuMbIone tyAM pANI paNa pItA nathI ke khAtA nathI. thoDuM bhaNela hoi haThIjI dhArmika pustako vAMcavAmAM khUba rasa dharAve che. teo tamAma vyasanothI mukta che. ane lokone paNa vyasano choDavA Agraha kare che. A vyaktine jo barAbara protsAhita karavAmAM Ave to teo temanI rItabhAta ane vartana dvArA anekane anukaraNIya banI zake. 26
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________________ (10) anAnupUrvathI niyamita navakAra gaNatA jADejA karasanajI hAjAjI kaccha-mAMDavI tAlukAnA DumarA gAmamAM saM. 2047mAM acalagacchIya sA.zrI surendrazrIjI AdinuM cArtumAsa thayuM. te vakhate temanA satsaMgathI karasanajI jADejA (uM.va. 65) jainadharma pAmyA. e cArtumAsamAM temaNe aThThAi karI tathA jinapUjA, covihAra vigere ArAdhanAno prAraMbha karyo. tyArathI mAMDIne dareka cAturmAsamAM karAvAtI nAnI moTI dareka tapazcaryA tathA ArAdhanAmAM anukULatA mujaba joDAya che. saM.2049mAM samavasaraNatapa paNa karela. bhujathI zaMkhezvaranA cha'rI pALatA saMghamAM yAtrika tarIke joDAyela. sametazikharajI, pAlitANA, Adi aneka jaina tIrthonI yAtrA karI che. teo dararoja anAnupUrvI dvArA navakAra jApa kare che. anAnupUrvInI pustikAmAM eka thI nava sudhInA AMkaDA ADA avaLA kramamAM lakhelA hoya che. temAM eka pachI eka je AMkaDA lakhela hoya teTalA naMbarano navakAra mahAmaMtrano pada manamAM bolavAno hoya che. dA.ta. 3 lakhela hoya to navakAranuM trIju pada 'namo AyariyANaM' bolavuM ane 7 lakhela hoya to sAtamuM pada 'savvapAvappaNAsaNo' bolavuM. AnAthI cittanI caMcaLatA ochI thAya che.
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________________ (11) navakAra mahAmaMtranA ArAdhaka sarapaMca bahAdurasiMhajI jADejA(rajapUta) kaccha-mAMDavI tAlukAnA moTA AsaMbIAnA sarapaMca bahAdurasiMhajI jADejA(u.va.55) adhyAtma yogI pa.pU.A.bhagavaMta zrImadvijaya kalApUrNa sUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA satsaMgathI jaina dharma pAmyA che. navakAra mahAmaMtra upara teo gajabanI zradhdhA dharAve che. hAlatAM cAlatAM ke musApharI AdimAM temanI jIbha upara navakAra mahAmaMtranuM ja raTaNa cAlu hoya che. roja derAsaramAM jaine prabhudarzana kare che tathA vyAkhyAnazravaNano yoga hoya to teo jarUra lAbha le che. bhagavAna mahAvIra tathA temanA zAsana pratye teo bhAre Adara dharAve che. gAmanA sarapaMca hovA chatAM svabhAve teo khUba vinamra, vinayI ane milanasAra che. potAnA upakArI guru bhagavaMtone vaMdana karavA mATe teo dUra dUra paNa pahoMcI jAya che. (12) jaina dhArmika pAThazALAnA zikSaka mumukSu lAdhusiMha solaMkI (rajapUta) rAjasthAnamAM piMDavADAnI bAjumAM jADolI gAmamAM jaina dhArmika pAThazALAmAM zikSaka tarIke bALakomAM jaina dharmanA saMskAronuM siMcana karI rahelA yuvAna lAdhusiMha solaMkI (u.va.36) pa.pU.A.bhagavaMta zrI vijaya 28
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________________ jitendrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA satsaMgathI jainadharma pAmyA che. temaNe cAra karmagraMtha sudhIno abhyAsa karI lIdho che. !!! ra varSa pahelAM vardhamAna tapanI 100+12 oLInA ArAdhaka papU. paMnyAsa zrI kanakasuMdaravijayajI ma.sA.nI nizrAmAM temaNe vardhamAna tapano pAyo nAkhyo ane atyAra sudhImAM 13 oLI karI lIdhI che. saM. 2051nA cArtumAsamAM temaNe sidhdhitapa jevuM mahAna tapa paNa karI lIdhuM. avAranavAra mastakanA vALano loca paNa karAve che ane dIkSA levAnI bhAvanA dharAve che. jainetara kuLamAM janmIne paNa cAra karmagraMtha sudhIno abhyAsa karIne dhArmika pAThazALAnA zikSaka tarIke sevA ApatA lAdhusiMha solaMkInA daSTAMta mAMthI preraNA meLavIne sahu samyakajJAnanI abhirUci keLavI samyakajJAnAmRtanA pAna dvArA potAnA AtmAne nikaTa mokSagAmI banAve e ja zubhAbhilASA. (13) 8 varSanI uMmare dharmacakatapa karanAra cogIndrakumAra pravINabhAi rAThoDa (rajapUta) gujarAtamAM dhaMdhukA pAse Avela kharaDa gAmamAM rahetA bhImajIbhAI rAThoDa(rajaputa)ne zAsana samrATapapU.A.bha.zrImadvijaya nemisUrIzvarajI ma.sA. nA satsaMgathI jaina dharmano evo to dRDha raMga lAgyo ke emanA putra pravINabhAI tathA pautra yogIndrakumAra paNa jaina dharmanuM suMdara rIte pAlana karI rahyA che. saM.2041mAM dharmacakratIpa prabhAvaka pa.pU. paMnyAsa pravara zrI jagavallabhavijayajI gaNivarya ma.sA.nuM cArtumAsa dhaMdhukAmAM thayuM tyAre teozrInI preraNAthI yogIndrakumAre mAtra 8 varSanI bAlyavayamAM 82 divasanuM dharmacakra jevu moTuM tapa karyuM eTaluja nahi paraMtu cArtumAsa pachI dhaMdhukAthI zaMkhezvarajIno cha'rI pALato saMgha nIkaLyo temAM paNa yAtrika tarIke joDAIne teNe hoMze hoMze pagapALA yAtrA karI. 29
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________________ traNa traNa peDhIothI jainadharmanuM suMdara rIte pAlana karI rahela | rAThoDa parivArane koTi koTi dhanyavAda! (14) ekAsaNA sAthe lAkha navakAra japato 'kizora lakSezakumAra bhUpendrabhAi bhAvasAra bharucamAM samaDIvihAra tIrthodhdhAranA mArgadarzaka, labdhivikramagarukRpA prApta pa.pU.A.bha.zrI vijayarAjayazasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nuM cAturmAsa saM.2049mAM bharUcamAM thayuM tyAre pUjyazrInA satsaMgathI bhAvasAra vaiSNavakuLamAM janmela mAtra 11 varSanI umaranA lakSezakumAre(janma tA. 17-9-83) ekAsaNAnI tapazcaryA sAthe 1lAkha navakAra mahAmaMtranA jApanI ArAdhanA karI. paryuSaNamAM aThThAI tapa paNa karela, upadhAna tapa paNa zIgha karI levAnI bhAvanA dharAve che. alpa samayamAM caityavaMdana, guruvaMdana tathA sAmAyika vidhinA sUtro kaMThastha karI lIdhA che !!. tenuM saranAmuM nIce mujaba che. laza vI. bhAvasAra, dAjIkalAnI khaDakI, lallubhAI cakalA, bharUca - 392001 lakSezakumAra khUba samyakrajJAnAbhyAsa karIne saMyama svIkArI mAnavabhavane saphaLa banAve evI hArdika zubhecchA. (TI.vI. viDIyonA A yugamAM jainakuLamAM janmela bALakone paNa dhArmika pAThazALAmAM ke ma.sA. pAse mokalAvIne dhArmika sUtrono abhyAsa karAvavAmAM mA-bApone keTalIye kaThinatAno anubhava thato hoya che tevA kALamAM jainetara kuLamAM janmela bALaka nAnI vaye ane TUMka samayamAM ATalI pragati sAdhI le te satsaMga sAthe pUrva janmanA zubha saMskArone AbhArI che.) lakSezakumAranI paDozamAM rahetA ratilAlabhAi puMjAbhAI gAMdhI (u.va.66) | 30.
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________________ janme prajApati(kuMbhAra) hovA chatAM 12 varSa pahelAM bharUcathI pAlitANA padayAtrAmAM joDAyA hatA tyArathI jainadharma pALe che. roja derAsaramAM jaine prabhudarzana kare che. ravivAra tathA rajAnA divase jinapUjA kare che. ghaNA varSothI brahmacaryanuM pAlana kare che. aThThAi vigere tapazcaryA karela che. moTe bhAge teonA ekAzaNA cAlu hoya che. (15) sAdharmika bhaktinA ajoDa daSTAMta rUpa lakSmaNabhAi vALaMda rAjasthAnamAM jodhapuramAM ghaNA varSothI divasa-rAtano moTA bhAgano samaya upAzrayamAM ja gALatA lakSmaNabhAi (hAla u.va. 60) lagabhaga jAte vALaMda hovAthI vyavasAya tarIke lokonA vALa kApatAM kApatAM satsaMganA prabhAve evA to jainadharmamAM otaprota thai gayA che ke have to teo divasa rAta avanavI ArAdhanAo dvArA potAnA karmone kApavAno ja mukhya dhaMdho karI rahyAM che.!... 5.pU. A.bha.zrImad vijayarAmacaMdrasUrijI, pa.pU.A.bha.zrImad vijayabhuvanabhAnusUrijI tathA pa.pU.paMnyAsa pravara zrI bhadraMkaravijayajI ma.sA.no temanA jIvananA vikAsamAM mukhyatve phALo navaparaNita jamAirAjanI sAsujI jevI sarabharA kare tenAthI paNa adakerI sAdharmika bhakti mATe lakSmaNabhAi khAsa jANItA che. koi paNa viziSTa sAmUhika anuSThAnomAM lakSmaNabhAi paMhocI jAya ane badhA ArAdhakone ukALeluM pANI ThaMDuM karIne pIvaDAve. saM.2028mAM pAlanapuramAM unALAnA vekezananA divasomAM pa.pU. A. bha. zrI vijaya bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. tathA pa.pU. A. bha. zrI vijayaguNaratna sUrIzvarajI ma.sA. nI nizrAmAM 250 yuvAnone ukALeluM pANI pIvAnuM mahatva samajAvIne zibira daramyAna paNa ukALeluM pANI pIvA mATe preraNA karavAmAM AvI tyAre yuvAno ekI avAje 31
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________________ | bolI uThayA ke 'AvI sakhata garamImAM ukALeluM pANI zI rIte pIvAya?' tyAre lakSmaNabhAI kahe ke 'tamane badhAne barapha karatAM paNa ThaMDuM banAvI ne ukALeluM pANI pIvaDAvavAnI javAbadArI mArI'. pariNAme pahele divase 100 yuvAno taiyAra thayA. lakSmaNabhAIe aneka parAtomAM ukALelA pANIne ThArIne vAraMvAra uthalAvIne pANIne evuM to ThaMDuM banAvI dIdhuM ke bIje ja divase 250 yuvAno ukALeluM pANI pIvA taiyAra thaI gayA. teo pote pIvAmAM to ukALeluM ja pANI vApare paraMtu hAthapaga dhovA paNa ukALelA pANIno ja upayoga kare ane paricayamAM AvanAra sahune gALelA tathA ukALelA pANInuM khAsa mahatva samajAve. koI paNa sAdhu bhagavaMto padhAre eTale temanA nakha kApI ApavAnI bhakti teo acUka kare tathA AgrahapUrvaka vinaMti karIne potAnA ghare vahorAvavA mATe paNa khAsa lai ja jAya. ochAmAM ochuM blAsaNAnuM paccakakhANa kAyama karatA lakSmaNabhAie vardhamAna AyaMbila tapanI 45 oLI karI lIdhI che. dara varSe be vAra navapadajInI oLImAM paNa 9 AyaMbilapUrvaka ArAdhanA acUka kare. ubhayaTaMka pratikramaNa tathA aSTaprakArI jinapUjA roja kare. koIka vAra lAMbI musApharIno prasaMga Ave tyAre paNa vaccenA sTezane utarIne pUjA pratiSpaNa karyA pachI ja AgaLa vadhe. TikiTa paNa te rIte ja kaDhAve. kevI dharmadaDhatA?!!. - pa.pU. A. bha. zrImad vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nI nizrAmAM pAlitANAmAM temaNe ghaNA cAturmAsa rahI ArAdhanA karI che. 2-3 vAra 99 yAtrA paNa karI che. aneka cha'rI pALatA saMghomAM joDAIne tIrthayAtrAo karI che. mastakanA vALano loca karAve che. roja 14 niyama dhAre che. rAtrinA samaye cAlavuM paDe to jIvarakSA mATe daMDAsaNano upayoga acUka kare che. potAnI eka putrI tathA dohitrone paNa jaina dharmanA khUbaja sArA saMskAra ApyA che. potAnA sagA nAnA bhAIne temaNe kahyuM ke tuM | jo mAro sAdharmika bane(arthAta jaina dharma svIkAre) to mAro phaleTa
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________________ tathA mUDI tane ApuM kAraNake mArI saMpattine pApAnubaMdhI banAvavAnI mArI icchA nathI. keTalI dIrghadRSTi pUrvakanI AtmajAgRti!!! sahune tAravAnI kevI umadA parArthavRtti!! lakSmaNabhAInA jIvanamAMthI sahu sAdharmika bhakti, jIvadayA parArthavRtti, dharmadaDhatA Adi saguNone potAnA jIvanamAM apanAve eja maMgala bhAvanA. (16) salUnamAM deva gurUnA phoTA rAkhatA puruSottamabhAi kAlIdAsa pArekha(vANaMda) "mahArAja sAheba mane evA AzIrvAda Apo ke have A bhavamAM ja zudhdha samakitanI prApti thaI jAya ane pa-7 bhavomAM ja vahelAmAM vahelI take 84 lAkhanA cakkaramAMthI chuTI javAya ane mokSe pahoMcI javAya." A zabdo koI jainakuLamAM janmelA zrAvakanA mukhamAMthI nahi paraMtu sAbaramatI rAmanagaramAM ciMtAmaNi pArzvanAtha jinAlayathI mAtra 2 miniTanA aMtare eka salUnamAM vALaMda tarIke vyavasAya karI rahelA puruSottamabhAI nA mukhethI amane sAMbhaLavA maLyA tyAre amArA AnaMda ane AzcaryanI avadhi na rahI .. AjathI lagabhaga 35 varSa pUrve gulAbakAkA tathA maNikAkAnA hulAmaNA nAmathI oLakhAtA suzrAvako prasaMgopAta hajAmata karAvavA mATe paruSottamabhAI pAse jatA ane temanI preraNAthI puruSottamabhAI upAzraye jatA thayA. pariNAme zAsana samrATa pa.pU.A.bha.zrIvijayanemi sUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA samudAyanA pa.pU. A. bha. zrI vijaya udayasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. tathA pa.pU. A. bha. zrI vijaya meruprabhasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. vigarenA cAturmAsamAM eozrInA satsaMgathI puruSottamabhAI jaina dharmano raMga lAgyo ane uttarottara sudaDha banato gayo. jenI phalazrutirUpe teo ghaNA varSothI roja aSTaprakArI jinapUjA 33
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________________ kare che. vyAkhyAna zravaNano yoga hoya to acUka sAMbhaLe che.mahinAmAM pAMca AyaMbila kare che. roja covihAra kare che. sAmAyika pratikramaNa temaja paryuSaNamAM 64 praharI pauSadha kare che. chellA 4 varSathI upAzrayamAM ja sUe che. brahmacarya pALe saM.2030mAM papU.caMdrazekharavijayajI ma.sA.nA cAturmAsa vakhate teo 1 mahinAnI zikharajI vigere aneka jaina tIrthonI yAtrA sUramAM gayA hatA. sAbaramatIthI pAlitANA temaja valabhIpurathI pAlitANAnAcha'rIpALatA saMghomAM joDAIne tIrthayAtrA karI che. temanA gharanA badhA sabhyo jaina dharma pALe che. kaMdamULa vigere abhakSya khAtA nathI. salUnamAM paNa arihaMta paramAtmA tathA gurubhagavaMtonA phoTA rAkhyA che. jethI vAraMvAra potAnA lakSyanuM smaraNa thayA kare (Aje keTalAka jaino paNa potAnA gharamAM AzAtanAnA kAlpanika bhayathI deva -gurunA phoTA ke dhArmika pustako rAkhatA nathI paraMtu abhinetA - abhinetrIonA phoTA yukta kelenDara rAkhavAmAM temane prabhu AjJAnuM ullaMghana rUpa AzAtanA dekhAtI nathI, temaNe purUSottamabhAInA dRSTAMtamAMthI preraNA laIne sudhAro karavA jevo che. AzAtanAnA bhayathI deva-gurUnI chabIo ke dhArmika pustakAdi upakaraNonI gharamAMthI hakAlapaTTI karavI e to bhUlIkhanA bhayathI vastronA tyAga jevI vicitra vAta kahevAya. AzAtanA na thAya tenI pUratI kALajI rAkhIne paNa dhArmika upakaraNAdi uttama AlaMbano gharamAM acUka vasAvavA ja joIe) jainakuLamAM janmelA paNa keTalAka AtmAo sAdhu sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto sAme maLe tyAre viveka cUkI jAya che ane keTalAka to vaLI ajJAnatAne kAraNe, 'kema mahArAja majAmAM cho ne?" AvA zabdo dvArA koI gRhastha sAthe vyavahAra karatA hoya te rIte sAdhu sAdhvIjI sAthe vAtacIta karatA hoya che.jyAre purUSottamabhAI potAnA salUna pAsethI rastA uparathI koipaNa sAdhu sAdhvIjI pasAra thAya tyAre AdarapUrvaka hAtha joDIne moTethI 'mayUeNa vaMdAmi sAheba sukhazAtAmAM cho?' e rIte bolavAnuM cUkatA nathI. amArI sAthenA vArtAlApamAM temanA mukhamAMthI ugAro sarI 34
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________________ paDayA ke, 'sAheba! pUrvajanmamAM kuLamada karyo haze eTale Aje vALaMda kuLamAM janmyo chuM paraMtu have evA AzIrvAda Apo ke AvatA bhave mahAvideha kSetramAM sAkSAt sImaMdhara svAmI pAse janma pAmI temanA varada haste dIkSA lau kAraNake dIkSA vinA udhdhAra nathI. jaina zAsananI ArAdhanA sArI rIte karyA sivAya bhavathI nisvAra thAya tema nathI. emanI vANImAM spaSTapaNe jhaLakI rahelo jinazAsana pratyeno ahobhAva, saMsAra pratyeno nirveda bhAva, saMyama pratyeno samarpaNabhAva joine amAru aMtara paNa temanA pratye anumodanAnA bhAvathI gadgada thaI gayuM . . (10) sevAbhAvI svAtaMtryasenAnI vaidharAja anuprasAda vALaMda amadAvAda maNinagaramAM rahetA anuprasAdabhAI vaidya jAte vALaMda hovA chatAM nAnapaNathI zrAvako sAthenA sahavAsathI jaina dharma pAmyA. saMga tevo raMga ane sobata tevI asara te AnuM nAma. amadAvAdamAM hAjA paTelanI poLamAM lAMbezvara derAsaranA khaDakInA nAke rahetA temanA mAmA maganalAlabhAI tathA temanA putra bAbu bhAI paNa zrAvako sAthenA sahavAsathI jainadhUma pALatA hatA. anuprasAdabhAIe ekAsaNA, AyaMbila, upavAsa, aThThama uparAMta aThThAInI tapazcaryA potAnA jIvanamAM karI che. derAsaramAM caityavaMdanA uparAtaM paDozI goviMdajI bhAI (kacchI) sAthe ghare pratikramaNa paNa kare che. niHspRhI anuprasAdabhAI svAtaMtryasenAnI hovA chatAM sarakAra taraphathI apAtuM penzana letA nathI. varSothI vaidyano vyavasAya karatA anuprasAdabhAI sAdhu sAdhvI bhagavaMtonI phrI sevA kare che pahelAM dararoja 15 rUA. jeTalI davA garIba gRhasthone phrI ApatA 35
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________________ anuprasAdabhAI Aje paNa dara mahine 100 rU.nI davA phrI Ape che. khaMbhAtanA 3 sAdhvIjIo sva sA.zrI divyaprabhAjI, sva.sA.zrI cAritrazrIjI tathA sA.zrI lalita darzanAzrIjI temanA vizeSa upakArI che. temanA darzanArthe dara varSe teo jatA. Arthika sthiti sAmAnya hovA chatAM paNa prabhubhaktinA pratIka tarIke temaNe derAsaramAM prabhujInI aMgaracanA mATe 4 tithi noMdhAvI che. (saM.2049mAM amAruM cAturmAsa maNinagaramAM hatuM tyAre upAzrayathI anuprasAdajInuM ghara 2 ki.mI. dUra hovA chatAM 84 varSanI vaye paNa teo avAranavAra pravacanamAM AvatA tathA ama daramyAna tAva hovA chatAM temaNe daDha manobaLathI aThThama pUrNa karI - saMpAdaka) temanuM saranAmuM nIce mujaba che. 7,mahezakuMja sosAyaTI, jUnA DhorabajAra pAse, baLIyAkAka roDa, zAha Alama TolanAkA, maNinagara(vesTa) amadAvAda-380028 : (18) liMgAyata basakhAmAMthI muni vidhAcaMdravijaya vALyA karNATaka rAjyamAM jamakhaMDI pradezamAM dhAravADa jillAmAM Avela naraguMDa gAmamAM liMgAyata komamAM janma pAmelA bALaka basappA koI evuM prArabdha laIne AvelA ke tenA janmathI 3 mahinA pUrveja tenA pitAnuM avAsana thayuM ane janma bAda mAtra 6 mahinAmAM tenI mAtA paNa paraloke sIdhAvI gaI tenA pAlaka pitA zaMkarappA(liMgAyata) nA eka muslima mitre bALakane ucherIne moTo karyo. e muslima bhAIne zAsana samrATa pa.pU. A. bha. zrI vijayanemisUrIzvarajI ma.sA. pAse dIkSA levAnI bhAvanA hatI paraMtu saMyogavazAta na laI zakyA. chevaTe temaNe basappAne pU.A.bha.ne soMpI
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________________ dIdho. keTaloka samaya sudhI tAlIma ApyA pachI teozrIe basappAne | dIkSA ApI munizrI vidyAcaMdravijayajI nAma sthApana karyuM hAla 46 varSanI vayanA temaNe atyAra sudhImAM 2 varSItapa, 3 comAsI tapa, 1 soLabhatuM, 3 aThThAI Adi tapazcaryA dvArA AtmAne bhAvita karela che. tapazcaryAnI sAthe sAthe, temaNe keLavela vaiyAvaccano guNa uDIne AMkhe vaLage tevo anumodanIya che. 'sahAya kare te sAdhu' A vyAkhyAne teo suMdara rIte caritArtha karI rahyA che. potAnA garUdevazrInA svargavAsa bAda hAla teo pa.pU. A. bha. zrI vijayazreyAMsacaMdrasUrijInI sAthe vicarI rahyA che. (tA.19-6-95nA amadAvAdamAM bhagavAnanagaranA TekarAnA upAzrayamAM teozrInA darzanano lAbha maLyo hato.-saMpAdaka) (19) zrIphaLanI prabhAvanAnuM nimittA liMgAyata zivappAne A.guNAnaMdasUri banAve che. sidhAMta mahodadhi, karma sAhitya niSNAta, vAtsalya vAridhi, pa.pU. A. bha. zrImad vijayapremasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. vihAra karatA karatA anukrame mahArASTramAM nipANI gAmamAM padhAryA. saccAritracUDAmaNi pUjyazrI nA darzana vaMdana temaja vyAkhyAna zravaNArthe khUbaja sArI saMkhyAmAM loko umaTyA hatA. vyAkhyAna bAda zrIphaLanI prabhAvanA thaI rahI hatI tyAre liMgAyata komano eka chokaro nAme zivappA zrIphaLanI prabhAvanA laI bIjI vAra pAchalA daravAjethI AvIne prabhAvanA le che. A rIte teNe 25 zrIphaLa lIdhA. chevaTe eka AgevAna zrAvakanuM dhyAna jatAM tene pakaDIne dhamakAvavA lAgyA tathA zrIphaLa pAchA laI lIdhA. acAnaka AcArya bhagavaMtanuM lakSa A tarapha gayuM. dIrghadRSTA ane samayajJa sUripuMgave tarataja 37
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________________ AgevAna zrAvakane izAro karI tene choDAvyo ane zrIphaLa pAchA apAvyA. potAnA AvA aparAdhanI upekSA karIne niSkAraNa vAtsalya varasAvanArA AcArya bhagavaMta pratye bALakanuM haiyuM ahobhAvathI ovArI gayuM teNe AcArya bhagavaMtanI mAphI mAMgI. yathArthanAmI pUjyazrIe tene premathI navaDAvI dIdho. pariNAme te bALaka niyamita teozrIno satsaMga karato thaI gayo. Akhare teNe dIkSA lIdhI. zivappA muni guNAnaMda vijaya bane che. ane keTalAka varSo bAda emanI yogyatA joI gurUdeva temane sUripade ArUDha kare che. atyaMta nirabhimAnI ane sAdagI bharyuM jIvana jIvatA A.bha. guNAnaMdasUrijInI vAcanAzravaNano lAbha navasArI tapovananI aMjanazalAkA prasaMge amane maLyo hato. Ama prabhAvanAnuM nimitta ane A.bha.nuM vAtsalya zivappAne muni ane sUri banAve che. koI paNa jAtanI bhUlane sudhAravA mATe Akroza ke tiraskArane badale prema ane vAtsalya kevo gajabano camatkAra sarjI zake che te A dRSTAMtamAMthI khAsa jANavA maLe che. jo A guNone AtmasAta karavAmAM Aveto ghara gharamAM phUlI phAlI rahelA saMgharSo ane kalezo kyAMya adrazya thaI jAya ane prema ane vAtsalyane kAraNe dharatI upara ja svargIya vAtAvaraNano anubhava thayA vagara rahe nahi. paMjAbakesarI pa.pU.A.bha.zrI vijayavallabhasUri samudAyanA hAlanA gacchAdhipati zAsanaprabhAvaka pa.pU.A.bha.zrI vijayaIndradinasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.paramAra kSatriyajJAtimAM janmyA hatA. zAsanasamrATa pa.pU.A.bha.zrI vijayane masUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA samudAyanA sva. gacchAdhipati zAsanaprabhAvaka pa.pU.A.bha.zrI vijayame prabhasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. brAhmaNa kuLamAM janmyA hatA. ane khaMbhAtamAM eka jaina zeThane tyAM rasoiyA tarIke kAma karatA hatA paraMtu satsaMganA yoge jIvana parivartana thayela. 38 38
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________________ hAla vimalagacchanA gacchanAyaka 5.pU. paMnyAsapravarazrI pradhumnavimalavijayajI ma.sA. paNa brAhmaNa kuLamAM janmyA hatA. temanA laghubaMdhue paNa dIkSA lIdhela che. | pa.pU.paMnyAsa pravara zrI caMdrazekharavijayajI ma.sA.nA ziSya pravacanakAra munirAja zrI caMdrajitavijayajI tathA munirAja zrIindrajitavijayajI | baMne baMdhuo paTela jJAtimAM janmyA che. prajApati bAlubhAie 8 koTi moTI pakSa sthAnakamAM jaina dIkSA lIdhI ane paMDitarana pU. choTAlAla svAmInA ziSya prANalAla muni banyA. temaNe karelI gurUsevA kharekhara anumodanIya hatI. (20) adhyAtma parAyaNa prophesara kesubhAi DI. paramAra(kSatriya) gujarAtamAM bharUca jillAmAM jaMbusaragAmamAM zrAvaka poLamAM rahetA pro. kezubhAI paramAra adhyAtmayogI pa.pU. paMnyAsa pravarazrI bhadraMkaravijayajI ma.sA.nA satsaMgathI jaina dharma pAmyA che. tAjetaramAM ja teo kolejamAM pro. tarIkenA adhyApana kAryathI nivRtta thayA che paraMtu jyAre teo kolejamAM bhaNAvatA hatA tyAre paNa dhotiyuM ane khesa paherIne roja jinapUjA karatAM jarApaNa saMkoca na anubhavatA balka anero AnaMda ane gaurava anubhavatA hatA. 39
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________________ pa.pU. paMnyAsajI mahArAjanA keTalAka viziSTa kRpApAtra banelA ArAdhakomAM temanuM nAma mokhare che. kauTuMbika javAbadArI nibhAvatAM nibhAvatAM paNa teo paMnyAsajI mahArAjanI kRpAnA baLe dhyAna dvArA aMtarAtmAmAM DUbakI lagAvIne avarNanIya AtmAnaMdanI anubhUti karatA rahe che. niyamita sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, jinapUjA, navakAra mahAmaMtrano jApa, ghare temaja musApharImAM paNa ukALelA pANIno ja upayoga vigere zrAvaka jIvanane ucita AcAro temanA jIvanamAM sahajapaNe vaNAI gayelA che . dIkSA na laI zakAya tyAM sudhI keTalIka vastuono tyAga paNa temaNe karela che. hAlatAM cAlatAM ke musApharImAM paNa navakAra mahAmaMtranuM smaraNa sAhajika rIte temanuM cAlatuM ja hoya che. tenA prabhAve basa akasmAtamAM kevo camatkArika bacAva thayo tenuM varNana jainA haiye zrI navakAra tene karaze zuM saMsAra?' (saMpAdaka tathA prakAzaka prastuta pustikA mujaba)mAM varNavAyela che. tyAMthI jANI levuM. chellA 10 varSathI teo amArA paricayamAM AvyA che tyArathI prAyaH dara varSe ekAda vakhata to darzanArthe AvI ja jAya che. baMdha AMkhe kalAko sudhI alitapaNe,aMtarAtmAnA UMDANane sparzIne nIkaLatI temanI prAsAdika ane prAsayukta AdhyAtmika vANIno AsvAda ekavAra paNa jemaNe cAkhyo hoya teo jiMdagIbhara temane bhUlI zakatA nathI. teozrI badhoja yaza potAnA paramopakArI gurUdeva paMnyAsajI mahArAjane ja Ape che. vakatRtva zaktinI mAphaka temanI lekhanazaili paNa adbhuta ane asarakAraka che. patralekhanamAM paNa cIlAcAlu vigatane badale AdhyAtmika amRta ja chalakAtuM jovA maLe! paMnyAsajI mahArAjanA jIvana kavana saMbaMdhI daLadAra pustakanuM suMdara Alekhana temaNe karyuM che. je kharekhara vAMcavAlAyaka temanA dharmapatnI puSpAbena paNa khUbaja sevAbhAvI, zAMta, saraLa svabhAvI suzIla sannArI che. jaMbusaramAM padhAratA koIpaNa samudAyanA sAdhu sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonI gocarI pANI vigere dvArA teo khUba ja suMdara 40
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________________ vaiyAvacca kare che. bApa karatAM beTA savAyA e ukti mujaba temanA be saMtAno paikI nAnA suputra surezakumAra pUrva janmano koi yogabhraSTa AtmA hoya tema 32 varSanI bhara yuvAvasthAmAM paNa saMsAranA vAtAvaraNathI nirlepa rahIne brahmacArI ane aMtarmukha jIvana jIvI rahela che. kuMDalinI zaktinA jAgaraNathI sahaja kavitva zakti temane varelI che. sudaMra gajhalo tathA kAvyo banAve che. teo paNa kalAko sudhI sahaja sphuraNAthI AdhyAtmika vArtAlApa ApI zake che. AvA AtmAonI AdhyAtmika zaktiono sakaLa zrIsaMghane lAbha maLe te mATe sAdhana saMpanna suzrAvakoe temanI ucita rIte sAdharmika bhakti karavI joie. sujJeyu kiM bahunA? cAlo ApaNe aMgrejI bhASAmAM temanI AdhyAtmika sAdhanAnI anumodanA karIe [G....o....0....d = guDa..guDa..guDa..!!] (21) grejyueTa thayelA AMdhranA brAhmaNa pro. pI.pI. rAvanI jaina dharma para dRDha zradhdhA AMdhramAM brAhmaNa kuLamAM janmelA ane kulaparaMparAgata vaiSNava dharma pALatA zrI pI.pI.rAva(u.va.65) jUnA jamAnAmAM sAro abhyAsa karI grejyueTa thayelA che.temane pahelethI vAMcanano ghaNo zokha che. jijJAsu ane saMzodhaka vRttinA hovAthI temaNe ghaNA dharmo ane darzano viSe puSkaLa sAhitya vAcyuM hatuM paraMtu temane joie tevo saMtoSa thato na hato. dareka ThekANe kaMine kaMika ochapa-adhUrAza jaNAyA karatI hatI. rITAyara thayA pachI jaina zrAvakanI peDhImAM rahetAM jainonA AcAra - vicAra tarapha AkarSAyA. khUba jijJAsApUrvaka jaina dharmanA dareka vidhi niSedha aMge jhINavaTabharI rIte aneka prazno pUchIne potAnA mananuM samAdhAna meLavavA lAgyA. 41
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________________ jaina dharmanA aMgrejI bhASAmAM chapAyela pustako jyAMthI maLe tyAMthI meLavIne khUba vAMcyA. tenI phalazruti svarUpe have temane daDha zradhdhA thaI gaI che ke bIjA badhA dharmo karatAM sarvajJa ane vItarAga paramAtmA dvArA praNIta jaina dharma ja sarvAga saMpUrNa che. pote zakya eTalA jaina AcAro pALe che. temanuM hAlanuM saranAmuM nIce mujaba che.[zrI pI.pI.rAva 2,jIvana apsarA, 147 e saMta phrAnsIsa roDa, vileilA(vesTa) muMbaI 4OO056 phona : 61513pa7 - dareka dharmonA mukhya mukhya graMthono abhyAsa karanAra igleMDanA suprasidhdha philosophara ane nATayakAra barnArDa zo e gAMdhIjInA suputra devIdAsa gAMdhI pAse AvatA bhavamAM jaina kuLamAM janma pAmavAnI icchA darzAvI hatI. emane paNa taTastha rIte sarvadharmono jhINavaTabharyo abhyAsa karyA pachI jaina dharma ja sarvazreSTha hovAnI dRDha pratIti thaI hatI. bIjA paNa ghaNA taTastha ajaina vidvAnoe jaina dharma viSe ghaNA ja UMcA abhiprAyo ApyA che. tyAre mahAna puNyodaye jainakuLamAM janma pAmelA pratyeka AtmAonuM kartavya che ke khUbaja jijJAsA ane khaMtapUrvaka jaina zAsananA sidhdhAMtono abhyAsa karI aciMtya ciMtAmaNi ratnathI paNa adhika mahimAvaMta evA jinazAsana pratye samajapUrvaka dRDha zradhdhA keLavI suMdara rIte tenI upAsanA karI devadurlabha mAnava bhavane saphaLa banAve, pratyeka jaina mA-bApoe potAnA bALakone mahesANA jevI jainatattvajJAna vidyApIThomAM jaina pAThazALAomAM, dhArmika zibiromAM temaja sAdhu sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto pAse upAzrayamAM mokalAvIne, temaja ghare paMDito ke dhArmika adhyApakone Tyuzana mATe bolAvIne, gharamAM AkarSaka dhArmika pustako vasAvIne temaja svayaM paNa yathAzakya samajaNa ApIne jaina dharmanA sarvottama kalyANakArI sidhdhAMtonA rahasyothI nAnapaNathI ja potAnA saMtAnone sArI rIte vAkepha karavA joie anyathA Adhunika vilAsI vAyumaMDaLamAM temanA jIvananuM nikaMdana nIkaLI jatAM vAra nahi lAge ane saravALe mA-bAponeja pastAvAno vAro Avaze. suSu kiM bahunA? 42
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________________ (22) vardhamAna AyaMbila tapano ghaDo bAMdhatA bujharga brAhmaNa paMDitazrI vaidhanAtha mizra saM. 2050mAM amAruM cAturmAsa amadAvAdamAM nAraNapurA cArarastA pAse acalagaccha jaina upAzrayamAM thayuM, tyAre mArA ziSya munirAjazrI dharmaratnasAgarajIne saMskRta kAvya-nyAya Adino abhyAsa karAvavA mATe bihAranA paM. zrI vaidyanAtha mizra (uM.va.66) amArI sAthe rahyA hatA. paryuSaNa bAda vardhamAna AyaMbila tapano ghaDo bAMdhavA mATe preraNA karatAM keTalAka bhAI bahenoe samUhamAM thaDo bAMdhela. te vakhate paMDitajIne svAbhAvika preraNA karatAM temane paNa bhAvanA thaI gaI ane jiMdagImAM eka paNa AyaMbila ke upavAsano anubhava na hovA chatAM temaNe thaDo bAMdhavAno prAraMbha karI dIdho. 1AyaMbila , 1 upavAsa, AyaMbila upara 1 upavAsa e rIta caDatAkrame 5 AyaMbila para 1 upavAsa e rIte kula 20 divasa sudhI saLaMga caDatA pariNAme teozrIe A tapazcaryA pUrNa karI. A tapazcaryAthI temane zArIrika temaja mAnasika eTalI skUrti tathA prasannatAno anubhava thayo ke bhaviSyamAM AyaMbilanI oLIo tathA varSItapa karavAnA manoratha paNa teo sevavA lAgyA. jaina dharma pratyeno temano sadbhAva khUbaja vadhI gayo. saMghe temanuM yathocita bahumAna karela tenoe saMskRta vyAkaraNa tathA nyAyamAM AcArya sudhInI DIgrIo prApta karelI che. saMskRta kolejomAM prinsIpAla tarIke paNa kArya karyuM che. temanuM saranAmuM nIce mujaba che. paM.zrI vaidyanAtha mizra, mu.po. taraunI, vAyA neharA, ji. darabhaMgA (bihAra) pIna: 847233 A cAturmAsa daramyAna kaccha bhUjanA eka brAhmaNa yuvAna narendrabhAI ramaNalAla mahetAe paNa aThThAi tapa amArI nizrAmAM karela. 43
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________________ (23) vaiSNava DaoN.mukuMda sonejImAMthI banyA zraddheya saMtazrI AtmAnaMdajI saM.2045mAM maNinagara(amadAvAda)mAM amAruM cAturmAsa thayuM.tenAthI pUrve amadAvAdathI mahesANA tarapha jatAM tathA pAchA vaLatAM be vakhata kobA javAnuM thayuM. tyAre AtmasAdhaka zrI AtmAnaMdajI sAthe pratyakSa dharmacarcA karavAno avasara maLyo. te daramyAna temanI aMtarmukhatA, thoDI thoDI vAre 'huM AtmA chuM' e vAkyanA dhImA uccAra dvArA vyakta thatI AtmajAgRti vigere joine khUba AnaMda thayela. [temanA jIvana-kavana viSe pragaTa thayela eka paripatra atre akSarazaH rajU karavAmAM Avela che. - saMpAdaka] nAma : pUjya saMtazrI AtmAnaMdajI janma tA. 2-12-1931nA roja amadAvAda mukAme saMskArI vaiSNava kuTuMbamAM janma. paraMparAgata zikSaNa : M.B.B.S.,M.R.C.P & H(England) sAmAnya bhUmikA : zrImad rAjacandra AdhyAtmika sAdhanA kendra kobAnA saMsthApaka,preraNAmUrti, zraddheyazrI AtmAnaMdajIne pazcima bhAratanI ane khAsa karIne gujarAtanI janatA eka uttama AdhyAtmika saMtapurUSa tarIke oLakhe che. sva-para kalyANamAM ahoniza lAgelA rahetA AtmAnaMdajI temanA sAdhanApradhAna jIvana ane vizALa zAstrajJAna dvArA aneka sAdhakone mokSamArgamAM AgaLa vadhavA vidhavidha prakAre mArgadarzana pUruM pADe che. temanAM preraNAdAyI, anubhavavANIthI nItaratA pravacanonuM zravaNa karatAM ane temanA saMskArI, ziSTa, AdhyAtmika chatAM vyavahAru ane sarvopayogI sAhityanuM agavAhana karatAM, eka prabhAvazALI prajJAvaMta pravakatA, mahAna bhakta-sAdhaka ane sidhdhahasta lekhaka tarIkenI temanA vyaktitvanI amITa chApa paDayA vinA rahetI nathI. abhyAsa tathA vyavasAya : 44
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________________ i.sa. 1956mAM bI.je.meDikala kolejamAMthI M.B.E.S. nI DIgrI prApta karI. tyArabAda mahArASTramAM khopolI mukAme, muMbaI khAte je.je.hospiTalamAM ane gujarAtamAM mANasA mukAme meDikala ophisara tarIke sevAo ApI. gRhasthAzrama praveza ane anusnAtaka kakSAno abhyAsa : i.sa. 1960mAM teoe DaoN. zarmiSThAbena sAthe lagna karI gRhasthAzramamAM praveza karyo. i.sa. 1961mAM iMgalenDa gayA, tyAM pAMca varSanA rokANa daramiyAna M.R.C.P. tathA D.T.M. &H.nI DigrIo prApta karI I.sa. 1966mAM ! svadeza pAchA pharyA jIvananA mahattvanA prasaMgo bALapaNathI ja ekAMta-ciMtana, yogAbhyAsa, bhajana-kIrtana, satsaMga ane AdhyAtmika vAMcananA saMskAravALA A meDikala kaoNlejanA vidyArthIne i.sa. 1954mAM kundakundrAcAryanA traNa ratno' ane i.sa. 1957mAM 'zrImad rAjacandra vacanAmRta' granthono suyoga prApta thayo ane gItA-upaniSada ane saMtasAhityathI saMskArita temanuM citta jaina dharmanI sUkSmatA ane vaijJAnikatAthI | prabhAvita thayuM. i.sa.1954thI sAta varSa sudhI teoe mukhyapaNe adhyAtmapradhAna jainazAstronuM UMDuM avagAhana karyuM. phebruArI, 1969mAM moDhAnA chAlAnI tIvra bImArI daramyAna gahana ciMtana-manananA paripAkarUpe temanA jIvanamAM zuddha AtmajJAna udaya pAmyuM. pariNAma e AvyuM ke jJAna-vairAgyanI vRddhi arthe AgaLanI sAdhaka-dazA pragaTAvavA mATe vyAvasAyika pravRttine saMkSepI, svaparakalyANamaya sAdhanAnA lakSavALI jIvana praNAlikA taraphano jhoka zarU thayo. .sa 1975mAM amadAvAda mukAme satsaMga svAdhyAya bhaktinI vRddhinA | AzayathI zro sadbhuta-sevA-sAdhanA kendra nI sthApanA karI. i.sa. 1976mAM AjIvana brahmacaryavrata aMgIkAra karyuM. I.sa 1982mAM zAMtimaya vAtAvaraNamAM sAdhaka jIvananA sarvatomukhI vikAsa arthe zaheranA kolAhalathI dUra zrImad rAjacandra AdhyAtmika sAdhanA kendranI kobA mukAme sthApanA karI. Ypa
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________________ i.sa. 1984mAM giranAra mukAme viziSTa niyama-vratone aMgIkAra karIne AtmAnaMdajI nAma dhAraNa karyuM. i.sa.1984mAM AphrikA-iMgalenDanI dharmayAtrA ane i.sa.1987mAM amerikA-keneDA-iMglenDa-nI dharmayAtrA dvArA videzasthita sAdhaka-mumukSuone prabuddha jIvana jIvavAnuM uttama mArgadarzana paruM pADayuMne videzamAM sArI evI dharma prabhAvanA thai. i.sa. 1990nA okTobara mahinAmAM laMDananA baMkiMgahAma pelesamAM prinsa philipsane AMtara rASTrIya jaina samAja taraphathI jaina Dekalerezana ona necara arpaNa karavAmAM AvyuM, temAM agragaNya sabhya tarIke teo upasthita rahyA hatA tathA laMDana-AphrikAmAM vividha sthaLoe satsaMga-bhakti-pravacano dvArA dharmaprabhAvanA karI hatI. i.sa.1993mAM zikAgo khAte jainapratinidhi tarIke vizvadharmapariSadamAM vaktavya ApyuM. satsAhityanI sevA-upAsanA aneka granthonA lekhaka-saMpAdaka zrI AtmAnaMdajIe potAnA sAdhaka jIvananA vividha anubhavonI sAthe satsAhityanI gUMthaNI karIne ,satata sarasvatInI sAdhanAnA phaLarUpe samAjane nIcenA grantho bheTa dharyA che ane samAjanA vizALa vargane saMskArI, AdhyAtmika, adhikRta ane upayogI pAtheya pUruM pADayuM che. (1) sAdhanA sopAna (2) sAdhaka-sAthI bhAga 1-2(guja.-aMgrejI) (3) bhaktimArganI ArAdhanA (4) cAritrya suvAsa (5) adhyAtmajJAna pravezikA(guja. aMgrejI) (6) adhyAtma-tattva-praznotarI (7) adhyAtmane paMthe (8) AtmasmRti graMtha (9) teno tuM bodha pAma 46
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________________ (10) sAdhaka-bhAvanA (11) arvAcIna jaine jyotirdharo (12) tIrthaMjali A satsAhitya uparAMta divyadhvani nAmanuM AdhyAtmika mAsika paNa i.sa. 1977thI niyamita paNe temanA mArgadarzana heThaNa pragaTa thAya che. jIvanano abhigama vidyAnI bahumukhI upAsanA, satsaMga-svAdhyAya bhakti-ciMtana-tIrthayAtrAsadAcAra pAlana-guNagrAhakatA ityAdi AtmasAdhanAnAM vividha aMgonuM ArAdhana ane bhakti-saMgItanA mAdhyamathI potAnA sAdhakonA ane dharmapremI janatAnA bhAvone pavitra ane UrdhvagAmI banAvavA pratyeno temanA jIvanano | abhigama ane puruSArtha rahyo che. ApaNe prabhune prArthanA karIe ke bhAratIya saMskRtinA, AdhyAtmika sAdhanAnA, satsAhityanA, adhyAtma saMgItanA, mAnavamAtranA ane vizeSa karIne sAdhakonA parama premI zrI AtmAnaMdajI dIrghakALa sudhI potAnI sAdhanA karatAM-karatAM ApaNane saune niyamita-zistabaddha vidyArthI, uttama nAgarika, prabuddha sAdhaka, sAcA bhakta-dharmAtmA ane sevAbhAvI vAnaprasthAzramI banavA mATe upayogI mArgadarzana pUruM pADe ane temanA sAnnidhyamAM ApaNe vyaktigata ane samUhagata unnati tarapha laI janAruM divya jIvana jIvatA zIkhIe. 47
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________________ (24) be putrIone dIkSA apAvanAra ' : suprasidhdha peinTara ema. zaMkararAva beMgloramAM ema. zaMkararAva nAme suprasidhdha citrakAra rahe che temanI citrakaLAnI kadara svarUpe bhArata sarakAre temanuM jAhera sanmAna karela. jainadharmaviSenA citro banAvatAM banAvatAM gurUbhagavaMto pAsethI mArgadarzana meLavatAM meLavatAM temano aMtarAtmA jAgrata thaI gayo. pariNAme te pote vratadhArI zrAvaka banI gayA. ane potAnI be supatrIone dIkSA apAvela che. pote pAMca tithi AyaMbila kare che. pratidina pratikramaNa, pUjA, svAdhyAya vigere karyA bAda 11 thI 5 vAgyA sudhI phakta jaina dharmanA ja citro banAve che. sAta kSetromAM dAna paNa sAruM Ape che. teimanuM saranAmuM tathA be dIkSita sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonA nAma jANavA maLaze to dvitIyAvRttimAM samAveza karavAnI bhAvanA che.] (25) vardhamAna AyaMbila tapano ghaDo bAMdhatA mahArASTrIyana peinTara bAlubhAi rAThoDa saM 2049mAM amAruM cAturmAsa amadAvAdamAM maNinagaramAM acalagaccha jaina upAzrayamAM thayuM. tyAre upAzrayamAM kAyamI tithi dAtAo vigerenI nAmAvali lakhavA mATe AvatA mahArASTrIyana peinTara bAbubhAI rAThoDa(u.va.57) prAyaH roja vyAkhyAnamAM AvavA lAgyA.upamiti bhava prapaMcA mahAkathA' graMtharatna viSenA pravacanomAM temane khUbaja rasa paDavA mAMDayo. paryuSaNa pahelAM saMghapramukhazrI lakSmIcaMdabhAI cheDA sahita .48
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________________ | keTalAka bhAI bahenoe vardhamAna AyaMbila tapano thaDo bAMdhyo. tyAre peInTara zrI bAbubhAIne preraNA karatAM, jIvanamAM eka paNa AyaMbila ke upavAsa karyo na hovA chatAM teo tarata taiyAra thaI gayA ane caDhatA pariNAme nirvijJatAe kula 15 AyaMbila tathA pAMca upavAsa yukta 20 divasanuM A tapa pUrNa karyuM,eTaluM ja nahi paraMtu A tapa pachI mAtra traNa ja divasa pAraNuM karIne paryuSaNamAM 8 divasanuM kSIrasamudra tapa zarU karI dIdhuM. temAM paNa pAMca ekAsaNA upara aTTama karyo!.. paryuSaNa bAda saMghanA maMtrIzrI TokarazIbhAI mArU tathA eka 16varSanA kizora sahita keTalAya zrAvakone loca karAvatA joine bAbubhAIne paNa loca karAvavAnI bhAvanA thaI hatI. vardhamAna tapa daramyAna dhotiyuM - pacheDI paherIne jinapUjA paNa teo karatA hatA. e cAturmAsamAM rohitabhAI Thakkara(u.va.40) nAmanA eka ajaina yuvAnabhAI paNa dararoja 2 kI.mI. dUrathI page cAlIne samayasara vyAkhyAnamAM AvatA hatA. temaNe cAra mahinAnuM saLaMga mauna svIkArela ane moTA bhAgano samaya jApamAM gALatA hatA!. saM.2051mAM sAzrI cArUdharmAzrIjI ThANA nA cAturmAsa daramyAna bAbubhAIe paryuSaNamAM aThThAitapa paNa karela. (26) 'gharmaraMgathI raMgAyela peinTara joSI parivAra saM. 2030mAM pa.pU.paMnyAsa pravara zrI azokasAgarajI ma.sA.nuM cAturmAsa ratalAma hAtoda (jillo Idora - madhyapradeza)mAM thayuM tyAre peInTIMganA kAma nimitte peInTara joSI ( hAla umara 50 varSa lagabhaga) pUjyazrInA paricayamAM AvyA ane satsaMga dvArA jaina dharma) pAmyA. pachI to dhIre dhIre temanA AkhA parivArane jainadharmano raMga lAgyo. gharanA badhA sabhyo roja derAsaramAM jaine prabhudarzana kare che. - 49 1
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________________ roja bAMdhI navakAravALI gaNe che. kaMdamULano tyAga kare che... temanA nAnAbhAI zyAmabhAI(u.va.28) e pAMca pratikSmaNanA sUtro kaMThastha karela. paryuSaNamAM 64 praharI pauSadha karatA, tathA dIkSAnI bhAvanA dharAvatA hatA !.. zAstramAM kahyuM che ke sAdhUnAM darzanaM puNyaM, tIrthabhUtA hi sAdhavaH / tIrthaM phalati kAlena, sadyaH sAdhusamAgamaH / / (artha sAdhu bhagavaMtonuM darzana paNa jIvane pavitra banAvanAra che. kharekhara sAdhu bhagavaMto saMsAra tAraka tIrtha svarUpa che. tema chatAM pharaka eTalo che ke tIrthanI upAsanAnuM phaLa kAlAMtare maLe che. jyAre sAdhuno satsaMga tAtkAlika phaLa ApanAra thAya che.) A zAstravacanonuM rahasya AvA daSTAMto dvArA sacoTa rIte samajAya che. | sahu jIvo satsaMga dvArA mAnavabhavane saphaLa banAve e ja zubhecchA. jaina dharmanA kaTTara virodhI nuM hadaya parivartanA amRtalAlabhAi rAjagora(bAhANa) gujarAtamAM kheDA jillAmAM bhAdaraNa tAlukAnA vAlavoDa gAmamAM jaina derAsaranI pAchaLa rahetA amRtalAlabhAI rAjagora (u.va. para) eka vakhata jainadharmanA kaTTara virodhI hatA. 103 varSanuM AyuSya bhogavanAra mahAtapasvI susaMyamI sva. pa.pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrI sidhdhisUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nuM samAdhimaMdira banAvavAnI tyAMnA saMghane ghaNI bhAvanA hatI. tenA mATe derAsaranI bAjumAM je anukULa khAlI jagyA hatI te amRtalAlabhAI rAjagoranI mAlikInI hovAthI saMghanA AgevAna zrAvakoe yogya kiMmate te jamIna saMghane vecAtI 50.
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________________ ApavA vinaMti karI. paraMtu jainadharmanA kaTTara virodhI amRtalAlabhAI koI paNa kiMmate e jamIna saMghane ApavA taiyAra na hatA. paraMtu eka rAtre sva. sidhdhisUrIzvarajI ma.sA.e svapnamAM amRtalAlabhAIne darzana ApyA ane saMghane joItI jamIna ApavA | mATe preraNA karI. A ghaTanAthI temanA hRdayamAM jaina sAdhu bhagavaMto pratye bhAre Adara pedA thayo ane bIje ja divase temaNe saMghanA. AgevAnone sAmethI bolAvIne vinA mUlya potAnI jamIna saMghane sarmapita karI dIdhI !!!. pachI to uttarottara jaina zAsana pratye temanA hRdayamAM bahumAnabhAva vadhato gayo ane anukrame teo niyamita jinapUjA karatA thaI gayA. cAra varSathI navapadajInI AyaMbilanI oLI kare che. eka vakhata oLI karAvavA mATe anya traNa dAtAo sAthe emaNe paNa bhAga lIdho ane pote cAlu oLImAM chelle aThThama tapa karyo. teo niyamita navakAravALI gaNe che. temanA dharmapatnI paNa roja derAsaramAM jaI prabhudarzana kare che.! phakta eka ja vakhatanA AcArya bhagavaMtanA svapna darzana dvArA amRtalAlabhAInuM kevuM suMdara hadaya parirvatana ane sukhada jIvana parivartana thaI gayuM! kahyuM che ke 'durjana sAthenI maitrI karatAM paNa sajajana sAthenI duzmanAvaTa sArI.' A uktinuM hArda prastuta dRSTAMta dvArA spaSTa thAya che. prabhu mahAvIra svAmIne DaMkha ApanAra caMDakauzika tathA vAda dvArA karAvavA taiyAra thayela indrabhUti gautama ke tejolezyA pheMkanAra gozAlakanuM paNa kevuM subhaga hadaya parivartana thaI gayuM... jo uttama AtmAo sAthenI duzmanAvaTa paNa AvuM suMdara pariNAma lAvI zakatI hoya to temanA pratyenA Adara ane bhaktibhAva pUrvaka karAyelo satsaMga jIvanamAM kyA AdhyAtmika camatkAro na rsajI zake e ja eka savAla che. !.. 51
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________________ (28) " ajoDa jIvadayApremI ThAkora maMgAbhAi kALAbhAi bhagata, pATaDI gAma (ji. surendranagara-gujarAta) nA ThAkora maMgAbhAIne pAMca varSanA mUkIne mAta-pitA paraloke sIdhAvyA tyAre temanuM pAlanapoSaNa karanAra kuTuMbamAM koI saguM vahAluM na hatuM. paraMtu noMdhArAnA AdhAra rUpe paDozamAM rahetA jaina parivAre temane potAnA ghare rAkhyA. pAlana-poSaNa karIne moTA karyA. zeThanA ghare bheMso hatI. tene cAravA mATe maMgAbhAI sImamAM laI jatA ane pAchA vaLatAM baLataNa mATe lAkaDA laI AvatA. eka divasa lAkaDAmAMthI udhaInIkaLI. zeThANI maMjubena jayaNA khUba ja pALatA hatA. tethI temaNe udhaIvALuM lAkaDuM maMgAbhAIne batAvyuM ane kahyuM ke jo, 'pUMjyA vinA lAkaDuM saLagAvAyato keTalA jIvone bALI nAkhavAnuM pApa ApaNane lAge !' zeThANInA aMtaramAM rahelA dayAnA bhAva maMgAbhAInA jIvanamAM vaNAI gayA. temaNe nizcaya karyo ke havethI barAbara joIne jIvajaMtu rahita ja lAkaDA lAvavA tathA lIlA jhADane kApavA nahi. pagamAM pagarakhA paheravA nahI. dareka jIvo upara dayA rAkhavI. jaina muninI vANI sAMbhaLavI. - temaNe sAte vyasananA tyAganI pratijJA lIdhI. pakSIone anAja tathA kUtarAone roTalA jAte jaIne ApatA. bIjA koI zikAra karatA hoya temane paNa samajAvIne aTakAvatA. pazu-pakSIo jANe temanA kuTuMbIjano hoya tema teo temanI sevA karatA thAkatA nahIM. eka vakhata duSkALanA kAraNe taLAvanA pANI sUkAI gayA. tethI mAchalA, kAcabA Adi jalacara jIvone hiMsaka loko mAravA lAgyA. te joIne maMgAbhAIne khUbaja karUNA utpanna thaI. temaNe bhakta maMDaLI bhegI karI. sahAya mATe pATaDI jaina mahAjanane vAta karI. mahAjananA AgevAno khoDIdAsabhAI chabIladAsa, kAMtibhAI gAMdhI, tathA para
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________________ popaTalAlabhAi Thakkara Adie baLadagADA, ghauMnA loTanI kaNeka Adi sAmagrI pUrI pADI. te laine maMgAbhAi vigere taLAvanA kAMThe gayA ane loTanI kaNeka pANImAM nAkhatAM tene khAvA mATe AvatA mAchalA vigere jalacara jIvone pANIthI yukta pIpamAM nAkhI gADAmAM pIpa laine pUratA pANIvALA taLAvamAM nAkhavA lAgyA. A rIte temaNe 800 kAcabA tathA agaNita mAchalAone bacAvyA! maMgAbhAi dhArmika vAto evI karatA ke temanA samAgamamAM AvatA darabAra, paTela, ThAkora, bharavADa, rabArI, vAgharI, vigere jJAtionA loko paNa dArU, mAMsAhAra tathA jIvahiMsAno tyAga karavA lAgyA. dhanya che te zrAvikAne ke jemaNe maMgAbhAinA jIvanamAM jIvadayAno maMgala dIpaka pragaTAvyo ke je dIpake bIjA anekonA jIvanamAMthI hiMsAno aMdhakAra dUra karyo. maMgAbhAinI eka putrI tathA traNa pautrIoe saMyama svIkArela che. tathA be prapautrI saMyamanI bhAvanAthI sAdhvIjI pAse dhArmika abhyAsa karI rahela che.!... jenI vigata nIce mujaba che. maMgAbhAinI putrI kamubena pa.pU.AcArya bhagavaMta zrI nItisUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA samudAyanA pU.sA.zrI vasaMtazrIjI ma.sA.nA ziSyA pU.sA.zrI kiraNamAlAzrIjI tarIke suMdara saMyama pALI rahyA che.temaNe saMskRta Adino suMdara abhyAsa karyo che. seMkaDo stavano-stutio kaMThastha che. kaMTha paNa sumadhura che. maMgAbhAinA traNa putra che. temAM sauthI moTA putra raNachoDabhAinI be putrIo gaurIbena tathA lakSmIbena uparokta sA. zrI kiraNamAlAzrIjInA ziSyA banI anukrame pU.sA.zrIpAvanaprazAzrIjI tathA pU.sA.zrI akSayaprazAzrIjI tarIke suMdara cAritra jIvana jIvI rahyAM che. maMgAbhAinA dvitIya putra cakubhAinI dIkarI taralAbena paNa saMsArapakSe pATaDInA vatanI pU.sA.zrI jayamAlAzrIjInA ziSyA pU.sA.zrI tattvazIlAzrIjI tarIke ratnatrayInI suMdara ArAdhanA karI rahyA che. maMgAbhAinA pautra pharasurAma cakubhAinI be putrIo rekhA tathA 53
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________________ rakSA uparokta pU.sA.zrI tatvazIlAzrIjInI pAse saMyamanI bhAvanAthI dhArmika abhyAsa karI rahela che. maMgAbhAinuM kuTuMba pATaDI gAmanA daravAjA bahAra vasatuM hoi tyAMthI pasAra thatA jaina sAdhvIjIone joine uparokta cAre AtmAone anumodanA thatI ke ame paNa kyAre AvA dhoLA kapaDAvALA sAdhvIjI banIe! yAdI bhAvanA tAdazI sidhdhi: ane sAdhUnAM varNane puchyuM, tIrthabhUtA hi sAthava: e sUkta mujaba satsaMganA prabhAve temanI bhAvanA sAkAra banI. dhanya che temanA mAtA pitAne ke jemaNe jIvadayAno dharma pALyo ane tenA puNya prabhAve saMtAno saMyamI banyA ! pazusevA, mAnavasevA tathA saMtasevA, niyamita prabhu darzana, satata navakAra smaraNa AdinA kAraNe 'bhagata' tarIke oLakhAtA maMgAbhAi Aje pArthiva dehe hayAta nathI( 18 varSa pahelAM temano dehavilaya thayo) paraMtu temanA suputra raNachoDabhAi Aje paNa pitAjInA pagale pagale kUtarAonA roTalA mATe loTanI jhoLI gAmamAM pheravI pazusevA karI rahyA che. gAmamAM dara varSe jyAre paNa rathayAtrA varaghoDo nIkaLe tyAre rathamAM joDavA mATe potAnA baLado niHsvArtha bhAve ApavAno lAbha raNachoDabhAi ja le che. 6 60 varSanI uMmare maMgAbhAi e zatruMjaya mahAtIrthanI 6 gAunI pradakSiNA phA.su.13nA karI hatI. maMgAbhAinI aMtima samAdhinA sthAne gAmalokoe derI banAvIne temanA pagalA sthApita karyA che. jIvamAtranI sevA dvArA maMgAbhAie kevI adbhuta lokacAhanA prApta karI haze te AnA uparathI samajI zakAya che. kharekhara mANasa janmathI nahi paraMtu kAryothI ja mahAna banI zake che. maMgAbhAinA jIvanamAMthI preraNA meLavIne sahu jIvo niHsvArtha sevAne potAno jIvanamaMtra banAve e ja zubha bhAvanA. 54
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________________ (29) paryuSaNanA ATheya divasa pAMkhI pALatA harijana kAMyAbhAi lAkhAbhAi kacchakesarI, acalagacchAdhipati pa.pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrIguNasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA samudAyanA sA. zrI pUrNAnaMdazrIjInA kaccha - bidaDA gAma (tA. mAMDavI-kaccha (guja.) pInaH370435) mAM thayela cAturmAsa daramyAna temanA satsaMga dvArA chellA sAta varSathI jaina dharmanI ArAdhanA karatA harijana kAMyAbhAI (u.va.67) nuM jIvana kharekhara khUbaja preraNAdAyaka tathA anumodanIya che. saM.2048 mAM amAru cAturmAsa bidaDAmAM thatAM kAMyAbhAInA jIvanane najIkathI nihALavAno avasara sAMpaDayo. cAturmAsa daramyAna dararoja be TAima vyAkhyAnamAM niyamita AvatA. vyAkhyAnamAM dararoja sAmAyika laIne besavAnI preraNAno emaNe tAtkAlika amala karyo. dararoja devasika pratikramaNa paNa niyamita karatA. roja derAsaramAM jaine prabhudarzana karI derAsaranA bhaMDAramAM yathAzakti dravya acUka nAkhe. kvacit anivArya saMyogavazAt savAranAM gurUvaMdana na thaI zakyA hoya to chevaTe rAtre sUtA pahelAM to acUka upAzraye AvIne trikAla vaMdanA kare ja. - cAturmAsa daramyAna prAyaH dareka sAmudAyika tapazcaryAmAM temanuM nAma acUka hoya ja. vardhamAna AyaMbila tapano ghaDo(pAyo) bAMdhyo. aTTama karyo. tathA mastakanA vALano loca paNa hoMzapUrvaka karAvyo. paryuSaNanA AThe divasa pAMkhI pALe.khetare jAya nahIM. gharanA koI paNa sabhya abhakSya bhakSaNa na kare. paryuSaNa bAda potAnA upakArI sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto najIkanA ke dUranA gAmomAM jyAM birAjamAna hoya tyAM vaMdana karavA jAya. saMgha sAthe pAlitANA, Abu, zaMkhezvara, bhadrezvara, sutharI Adi aneka tIrthonI yAtrA karI. bb
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________________ saM.2049nA cAturmAsamAM paryuSaNa daramyAna amArI pAse maNinagara (amadAvAda) AvIne 64 praharI pauSadha sAthe aThThAI karI! hAla niyamita jinapUjA paNa kare che. saM.2050mAM amAruM cAturmAsa amadAvAdamAM nAraNapurAmAM thayuM tathA saM.2051mAM vaDodarAmAM acalagaccha jaina upAzrayamAM cArtumAsa thayuM. A baMne cAturmAsomAM paNa kAyAbhAInI tabIyata kaMIka nAdurasta hovA chatAM TheTha kacchathI gujarAtamAM amArI pAse AvIne 64 praharI pauSadha sAthe ekAsaNA, upavAsa, aTTama, Adi tapazcaryA karI!.. karmasaMyogoe mahetAraja muni AdinI mAphaka harijana kuLamAM janma pAmavA chatAM potAnI karaNI dvArA bhavAMtaramAM jaina kuLamAM janma pAmavAnI taiyArI AvA AtmAo karatA hoya che. cAlo ApaNe kacchI bhASAmAM kacchI koyAbhAInI ArAdhanAnI anumodanA karIe. [kataro khAso?. kataro khAso?. boro khAso...boro khAso !!! (30) satsaMga maMDaLa calAvatA lAlajIbhAi bhagata (harijana) gujarAtamAM citroDA gAma (tA. iDara, ji.banAsakAMThA)mAM rahetA lAlajIbhAI bhagata(u.va.65) harijana kuLamAM janmyA che paraMtu nAnapaNathI ja satsaMga dvArA jainadharma pALe che. AtmajJAnI zrImadrAjacaMdra pratye teo ananya AsthA dharAve che ane satsaMga maMDaLa calAve che. e maMDaLanA 600 sabhyo che. te badhA ja sabhyoe AtmArthI bAbra.suzrAvaka zrI gokuLabhAi(ka
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________________ jeo mULa mAMDalanA vatanI che paNa hAla amadAvAdamAM pAlaDI vistAramAM rahe che) nA satsaMgathI prabhAvita thaIne sAteya vyasanono tyAga karyo che. eTaluM ja nahi paraMtu hoTalanuM pANI paNa te badhA pItA nathI! lagabhaga badhA ja sabhyone zrImad rAjacaMdra viracita AtmasidhdhizAstra vigere AdhyAtmika racanAo kaMThastha che ane roja svAdhyAya kare che. AkhAya harijanavAsamAM Thera Thera AdhyAtmika suvAkyo lakhyA che. [600 harijano hoTalanuM pANI paNa pItA nathI! A bAbata keTalI badhI anumodanIya tathA anukaraNIya che !!]. Aje keTalAya evA AtmAo che ke jemane gharanuM khAvAnuM bhAvatuM ja nathI. paraMtu hoTalo, resToranTo ane reMkaDIonA caTAkedAra bhojana ja bhAve che. pachI bhalene te game teTalA divasanA vAsI, ke abhakSya kAM na hoya ! AvA AtmAo A dRSTAMtamAMthI preraNA laIne kaMika parivartana kare to sAruM e ja zubhAbhilASA). (31) jhADu kADhatA harijana lAlajIbhAinI atyaMta anumodanIya nItimattA lAlajIbhAI nAmanA harijanabhAI zerIomAMthI jhADu kADhIne kacaro sApha karavAnI myunisIpAliTImAM nokarI kare che. eka divasa sosAyaTImAM baMgalA pAse jhADu kADhatAM temane sAcA hIrAno hAra maLyo. bAhya dRSTie garIba paraMtu aMtaranI amIrAtane varelA lAlajIbhAIe hIrAno hAra upADIne bAjunA baMgalAmAM rahetA zeThANIne khAtrI karIne temano hAra soMpI dIdho!!! temanI prAmANikatAnI kadara karavA mATe zeThANIe temane jamavA mATe ApyuM to prathama to temaNe savinaya asvIkAra karyo paraMtu zeThANIe bhojanano asvIkAra karavAnuM kAraNa AgrahapUrvaka pUchatAM temaNe pa7
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________________ khulAso karatAM kahyuM ke, mAre tamAruM bhojana nahi cAle kAraNake temAM kaMdamULa hoya, kothamIra hoya tathA vAsI paNa hoya. jyAre mAre to A badhAno tyAga che !... tema chatAM zeThANIno Agraha cAlu rahetAM temaNe thoDI sAkara ane bhAta lIdhA! zeThANIe bakSisa tarIke rUpiyA ApavA ghaNA prayatno karyA paraMtu temaNe rU.nI sAme paNa joyuM nahi !! Aje jyAre Top to Bottom (uparathI nIce sudhI) sarvatra nItimattAnuM dhoraNa sAva taLiye jaI beThuM che, vyApAra vigeremAM prAmANikatAnuM pAlana e lagabhaga azakyavat manAya che ke Out of Date gaNAya che, tevA A paDatA paMcamakALamAM AvA cIMthare vIMTelA ratna jevA prAmANika AtmAonA jIvanamAMthI sahu koIe dhaDo levA jevo che. (32) 'pUjA karavI che paNa maMdirane AbhaDAvavuM vA' bhAgyazALI bhaMgInI bhavya bhAvanA AjathI lagabhaga 18 varSa pahelAMnI A vAta che. dharmacakratApa prabhAvaka pa.pU.paMnyAsa pravara zrIjagavallabhavijayajI ma.sA. amadAvAdamAM zAhIbAga vistAramAM Avela giradharanagara jainasaMghanA upAzrayamAM vyAkhyAna ApI rahyA hatA. te vakhate upAzrayamAM jagyA hovA chatAM eka bhAI upAzrayanA pravezadvAra pAse bahAra pagathiyA upara eka bAju besIne bhAre rasapUrvaka vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLI rahyA hatA. pUjyazrIne acAnaka Ano khyAla AvatAM pagathiyA upara besavAnuM kAraNa pUchyuM. tyAre pelA bhAI e namratAthI khulAso karatAM kahayuM ke, 'sAheba! huM jAte bhaMgI chuM tethI ahIM besIne vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLuM chuM... karmasaMyoge bhaMgInA khoLiyAmAM rahevA chatAM tenI jinavANIzravaNa 58
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________________ karavAnI abhirUci joine ma.sA.ne tenA pratye khUba ja vAtsalyabhAvanI lAgaNI utpanna thaI. tenI sAthe premapUrvaka vArtAlApa karatAM jANavA maLyuM ke teo vardhamAnatapanI 280 oLInA ArAdhaka 5.pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrImad vijaya rAjatilakasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA satsaMgathI jainadharma pAmyA hatA. roja navakArazI - covihAra tathA navakAra mahAmaMtranI mALA gaNatA hatA. giradharanagaramAM aneka bhAvikone roja jinapUjA karavA jatAM joine temaNe eka vakhata AcArya bhagavaMta pAse potAnI AMtara Arajhu vyakta karatAM kahyuM ke 'gurUdeva! mAre paNa roja pUjA karavI che paNa maMdirane abhaDAvavuM nathI. kRpA karIne mArA mATe koi upAya batAvo.' karuNAnidhi AcArya bhagavaMte tene upAya darzAvyo. te mujaba teNe potAnA ghare 18 abhiSeka yukta prabhujIne padharAvIne roja prabhupUjAnI bhavya bhAvanA pUrNa karI. kevo mahAna AtmA!! jaina kuLamAM janma pAmavA chatAM ane jinamaMdira bAjumAM hovA chatAM ALasa, ajJAnatA Adi koine koi kAraNavazAt jinapUjA nahi karatA AtmAo A dRSTAMtamAM varNavela AtmAne roja savAre bhAre ahobhAvathI yAda karIne namaskAra karaze to eka divasa jarUra emano paNa puNyodaya jAgrata thaze ane prabhubhaktinA punita paMthe temano AtmA paNa prasthAna karaze emAM zaMkA nathI... 59
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________________ (33) sAdhu sAdhvIjInI vaiyAvacca karatA mULajIbhAi mAstara (harijana) gujarAtamAM mahemadAbAda tathA naDiyAdanI vacce Avela devakI vaNasola gAmamAM hAla eka paNa jaina ghara nathI. paraMtu harijana kuLamAM janmelA mULajIbhAI mAstaranA gharanuM vAtAvaraNa jainakuLa jevuM ja che. teo grejyueTa che. vihAramAM AvatA sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtone bhAvapUrvaka | vinaMti karIne potAnA ghare utAre che ane khUba ullAsapUrvaka gocarI pANI vahorAve che. .!!. ghaNA sAdhu sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto temane tyAM Utare che. AvI rIte keTalAka ajaina gAmomAM vividha komanA sagRhastho khUbaja bhAvapUrvaka jaina sAdhu - sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonI vaiyAvacca kare che. jANe sAkSAta bhagavAna potAnA AMgaNe padhAryA hoya tevA harSollAsapUrvaka sevA tathA satsaMga kare che, je bhUriza anumodanIya tathA anukaraNIya che. jyAre bIjI bAju para mu tAta varavara e kahevata mujaba jaina kuLamAM janmelA paNa keTalAka AtmAo A bAbatamAM potAnuM kartavya cUkI jatA jovA maLe che. evA AtmAoe AvA dRSTAMtomAMthI khAsa preraNA laIne potAnA kartavyamAM jAgrata banavAnI tathA satsaMganI bhUkha jagADavAnI khAsa jarUra che.
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________________ (34) "mANe jevo A duniyAmAM koi sukhI nahi hoya " ' pItAMbaradAsa mocI surendranagara pAse lakhatara gAmamAM jaina sthAnaka pAse besIne joDA sIvIne AjIvikA calAvatA mocI pItAMbaradAsa (u.va.42) chellA 18 varSa thayA jaina dharma pAmyA che. saM.2049mAM poSa mahinAmAM vihAra daramyAna lakhataramAM traNa divasanI sthiratA thatAM pItAMbaradAsano saMparka thayo. upAzraya ke sthAnakamAM koIpaNa sAdhu - sAdhvIjI padhAre eTale temanA darzana-vaMdana-satsaMga ane sevAno lAbha levA mATe pItAMbaradAsa acUka pahocI jAya. jANe sAkSAta bhagavAna padhAryA hoya tevo AnaMda anubhave. amArI traNa divasanI sthiratA daramyAna teo dararoja 6-7 vakhata upAzrayamAM AvatA. sva-racita deva-gurUbhaktinA gIto hoMze hoMze gAI saMbhaLAvatA. kaMdamULa Adi abhakSya bhakSaNathI dUra rahetA pItAMbaradAse jIvanamAM 22 pratijJAo svIkArI che. dararoja covihAra (rAtri bhojana tyAga) kare che.(jaina kuLamAM janmIne paNa vinA saMkoce kaMdamULa bhakSaNa temaja rAtribhojana karatA ane jamAnAnA nAme potAno bacAva karatA AtmAoe AmAMthI khAsa preraNA levA jevI che.) joDA sIvatAM vacce vacce TAima maLe tyAre tarata potAnI pAse rAkhela sleTamAM 'sArA kAma karavAbhAI, kharAba kAma karavA nahi! sArI dAnata rAkhavI bhAI, kharAba dAnata rAkhavI nahi....' ityAdi suvAkyo lakhatA rahe. vihAra karatI vakhate temaNe khUbaja Agraha ane bhAvapUrvaka amane TapAla vahorAvI ane preraNApatra lakhavA vinaMti karI. gAmanA pAdara sudhI amane vaLAvavA cAlyA. maNinagaramAM cAturmAsa daramyAna temanA vIzeka patro AvyA. dareka patro uparokta prakAranA suvAkyothI bharapUra hoya. kavacita kulaskepa
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________________ pAnAnA cAra pRSTha bharIne suvAkyo lakhI mokalAve. teo niyamita derAsaramAM jaIne prabhudarzana tathA prArthanA kare che ke, he bhagavAna!mane vadhAre paisA na ApIza kAraNake paisA vadhe to pApa vadhe.' vaLI teo kahetA ke 'mahArAja sAheba mArA jevo A duniyAmAM sukhI kadAca koI nahi hoya!! karoDo rUpiyA ane TI.vI.seTa vigere anekavidha leTesTa sukhanI sAmagrInA seTa vacce erakaMDIzana phaleTamAM rahevA chatAM 'apaseTa mAInDa' dharAvatA zrImaMtoe sAcA arthamAM sukhI thavAno kImIyo zIkhavA mATe pItAMbaradAsane khAsa maLavA jevuM che !!! temanuM saranAmuM nIce mujaba che. pItAMbaradAsa mocI jaina sthAnaka pAse, mu.po.tA. lakhatara, ji. surendranagara (gujarAta) pInaH 382775 (35) - - mAsakSamaNa tathA sidhdhitapa karanAra - ramezabhAi mocI saM 2041mAM dharmacakratapa prabhAvaka papU.paMnyAsa pravara zrI jagavallabhavijayajI gaNivarya ma.sA.nuM cAturmAsa dhaMdhUkAmAM thayela. tyAre upAzrayanI bArImAMthI varasAda Avato aTakAvavA mATe AgevAna zrAvakanI sUcanAthI ramezabhAI mocI plAsTIka bAMdhI rahyA hatA. te vakhate ma.sA. eka jaina yuvAnane dharmacakratApa mATe preraNA karI rahyA hatA. e yuvAne to nA pADI paraMtu mocI yuvAne A sAMbhaLIne svayaM kahyuM ke "ma.sA. huM taiyAra chuM A tapa karavA mATe!!' ma.sA.e kahyuM ke roja upAzrayamAM rahIne A tapa ane tenI ArAdhanA karavI paDaze. ramezabhAI kabUla thayA. dharmacakatAnI bhAvanA
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________________ thI prathama aThThama karI. e aThThama khUba ja saraLatAthI thai jatAM tene mAsakSamaNa karavAnA bhAva jAgyA! ma.sA.e temanI A bhAvanAne anumodana ApyuM ane 3-3 upavAsanA paccakkhANa letAM letAM nirvighnatAe mAsakSamaNa upAzrayamAM rahIne ja paripUrNa karyuM.!.. che. bIjA varSe sidhdhitapa jevuM mahAna tapa paNa karI lIdhuM! have te niyamita navakArazI - covihAra tathA jinapUjA kare supAtradAnano lAbha le che. ane kulaparaMparAgata mocInuM kAmakAja karIne AjIvikA calAve che. ramezabhAinI ArAdhanA tathA temane ArAdhanAmAM joDanAra pU. paMnyAsazrInI bhUri bhUri anumodanA!.. Yi 2 (36) mAsakSamaNa tathA brahmacaryavrata svIkAratA zrI mohanabhAi mocI bhAvanagara jillAnA gaDhaDA (svAmInArAyaNa) gAmanA nivAsI zrI mohanabhAi janmathI mocI ane dharmathI custa svAmInArAyaNI hovA chatAM saM 2031nA (amIgurUnA) cAturmAsamAM temanA jainamitro sAthe upAzrayamAM AvavA lAgyA. 63 vyAkhyAna zravaNamAM rasa sAthe zradhdhA vRdhdhi pAmatAM teoe AyaMbila, upavAsa Adi tapazcaryAno paNa prAraMbha karyo ane mAsadha2thI saMvatsarI sudhImAM mAsakSamaNanI mahAna tapazcaryA khUbaja apramattatA ane ullAsapUrvaka caDhatA pariNAme paripUrNa karI. AvI viziSTa tapazcaryAmAM paNa teo vyAkhyAnamAM niyamita hAjarI ApatA hatA. gaDhaDA sthAnakavAsI jainasaMghe svataMtra rIte temanuM vizeSa
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________________ bahumAna karavA zobhAyAtrA kADhI ane sArvajanika dharmasabhAmAM bahumAna karyuM. mohanabhAinA patnIe paNa dharmapatnI tarIke potAnA patinA pagale pagale 16 upavAsa karyA. A rIte vItarAga prabhunA dharmane pAmelA mohanabhAi khUba ja upayogapUrvaka sAmAyika-pratikramaNa Adi dharmakriyAo karI rahayA che. ane zeSakALamAM temaja cAturmAsamAM prAyaH moTI tapazcaryA kare che. AyaMbilanI oLInI paNa ArAdhanA kare che. jaina sAdhu-sAdhvI bhagavaMto pratye ananya zradhdhA bhakti dharAve che. 'Avo lokottara jaina dharma pAmIne have pudgalamAM rAcavuM nathI' evI bhAvanAthI sajoDe brahmacarya vrata svIkArI mocIno dhaMdho baMdha karI 'mahAvIra kirANA hAusa' nAmanI karIyANAnI dukAna calAvatAM mohanabhAi jainadharmanuM anumodanIya rIte pAlana karI rahayA che. A che jainazAsananI ane satsaMganI balihArI! (37) traNeya upadhAna karatA dharmAjI gAyakavADa(mocI) karNATaka rAjyamAM dhAravADa jillAmAM Avela lakSmaNapura gAmamAM mocI kuLamAM janmelA dharmAjI gAyakavADa(u.va.65 lagabhaga) dazeka varSa pahelAM pa.pU. pravartaka zrI dharmaguptavijayajI ma.sA.nA satsaMgathI jainadharma pAmyA che. hAla teo roja jinapUjA, navakArazI, covihAra tathA navakAra mahAmaMtrano jApa kare che. bhAvathI sAmAyika kare che. 64
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________________ temaNe traNe upadhAnanI ArAdhanA karI lIdhI che. 68 ekAsaNApUrvaka navakAra mahAmaMtranI sAdhanA karI che. " (1)pUnAthI pAlitANA (2)nIpANIthI kuMbhojagiri tathA (3) jhUrathI pAbaLa tIrtha A traNa cha'rI pAlaka saMghomAM yAtrika tarIke joDAIne temaNe tIrthayAtrAo paNa bhAvathI karI che ! (38) sAdhu sevAkArI zivAbhAi koLI bhAvanagaramAM dAdAsAhebanA upAzrayamAM ja divasa-rAta rahetA zivAbhAI koLI (u.va.60) trIseka varSothI papU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrImavijayaudayasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. tathA pa.pU.A.bha. zrImavijaya meruprabhasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA satsaMgathI jaina dharma pAmyA che. bimAra ke vRdhdha vigere sAdhu bhagavaMtonI dareka prakAranI vaiiyAvacca evA suMdara bhAvapUrvaka kare che, ke tenA prabhAve temanI suvAsa comera prasarelI che. teo moTAbhAge ekAMtarA AyaMbila kare che. roja jinapUjA kare che. navarAzanA samayamAM navakAra mahAmaMtranI mALA temanA hAthamAM pharatI ja hoya.!" zAstromAM vaiyAvaccane apratipAtI guNa kahyo che. arthAt anya keTalAka sadguNo nimittavazAt nAza paNa pAmI zake che paraMtu vaiyAvaccano sadguNa jIvane acUka mokSa pamADIne ja rahe che. mokSa paryata dareka bhavamAM tenA saMskAra sAthe rahe che. pUrvabhavamAM 500 sAdhuonI suMdara sevA karanAra bAhu ane subAhu muni bharata cakravartI ane bAhubali banIne mokSagAmI bane che. zivAbhAI paNa suMdara sAdhu sevA dvArA AvuM viziSTa puNyAnubaMdhI puNya upArjita karI nikaTa mokSagAmI bane e ja zubha bhAvanA.
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________________ (39) muslima yuvAne pitAno vAraso jato karyo | 'paNa jaina dharma na ja choDayo. amadAvAdamAM pAlaDI vistAramAM rahetA muslima yuvAna sulemAnane tenI sAthe nokarI karatI eka jaina kanyA(guNasaMvatsara jevA mahAna tapanA ArAdhaka eka munirAjanI saMsArI avasthAnI suputrI) sAtheno paricaya thatAM Akhare baMne jaNAe premalagna karI lIdhA. AjathI lagabhaga 17 varSa pahelAM e yuvAna dharmacakratapaprabhAvaka pa.pU. paMnyAsa pravarazrIjagavallabhavijayajI gaNivarya ma.sA.nA paricayamAM Avyo. | mahArAja sAhebe tene jaina dharmanuM svarUpa samajAvyuM tathA muslima dharmanA keTalAka suprasidhdha zabdonuM jainadharmanI rIte arthaghaTana karI batAvyuM. dA.ta. allA = je koInI lA- lhAya - nisAso na le te = jaina sAdhu akabara = jenI kabara na hoya arthata jenuM kadI mRtyu na thAya te =sidhdha bhagavaMto khudA = je khudane jANe te = arihaMta paramAtmA pariNAme te yuvAnane jaina dharma pratye bhAre Adara utpanna thayo. paMnyAsazrInI preraNAthI teNe mAMsa, madirA, tathA kaMdamULano sadAne mATe tyAga karyo. roja jinamaMdiramAM prabhudarzana kare che ane ravivAre bAjunA gAmamAM jaI jinapUjA paNa kare che. navakAra mahAmaMtranuM bhAvapUrvaka smaraNa kare che. tenA mAtA-pitAe tene jaina dharma choDI de nahitara tane pitAno vAraso nahI maLI zake evI rIte samajAvIne jaina dharma choDAvavA prayatna karyo tyAre teNe gaurava ane khumArI sAthe kahI dIdhuM ke, 'mane 'pitAno vAraso nahi maLe to cAlaze paraMtu mahAbhAgyodaye maLelA ciMtAmaNi ratnathI paNa adhika mahimAvaMta dayAmaya jaina dharma to nahIM
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________________ ja choDuM...' Akhare te vArasAhakka jato karIne alaga rahevA lAgyo ane nAma parivartana karI suMdara rIte jaina dharma pALI rahela che. A rIte prasidhdha thavAnI tenI icchA na hovAthI tenA nUtana nAma - ThAma atre prakAzita karela nathI. ' rAta-divasa rUpiyA pAchaLanI AMdhaLI doTanA kAraNe janmathI prApta thayela jinazAsananI aNamola ArAdhanAnI upekSA karanArA tathA vArasAhakkane khAtara sagAbhAI ke pitAnI sAme korTamAM kesa mAMDanArA AtmAo A dRSTAMtamAMthI preraNA meLavIne mahApuNyodaye maLelA jinazAsananA mahimAne samajIne ArAdhanA thAya to kevuM sAruM prabhukRpAe sahune tevI sanmati prApta thAo evI hArdika zubhAbhilASA. (40) oLI tathA upadhAnanI ArAdhanA karato | khATakI (kasAi) yuvAna nabI. zAsanaprabhAvaka pa.pU AcArya bhagavaMta zrImavijaya bhadraMkarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.madrAsamAM padhAryA.te vakhate mULa rAjasthAnanA vatanI paraMtu madrAsamAM rahetA ekakhATakIno yuvAna putra nabI pUjyazrInA paricayamAM Avyo. satsaMganA prabhAve pUrvajanmanA suSupta saMskAra jAgrata thayA. tene jaina dharma pratye khUbaja ArkaSaNa thayuM.anukrame teNe AcArya bhagavaMtanI punita nizrAmAM 9 divasa AyaMbilapUrvaka navapadajInI oLInI suMdara ArAdhanA karI. tyArabAda teNe upadhAna tapanI ArAdhanA paNa caDhatA pariNAme karI. madrAsa jaina saMghe tenuM suMdara rIte bahumAna karyuM. Aje jainakuLamAM janmelA evA keTalAya AtmAo haze jemaNe 40-50 varSanI uMmara thavA chatAM jiMdagImAM kadAca ekeya AyaMbila nahi karyuM hoya athavA eka vAra paNa navapadajInI oLI nahi karI hoya. 67.
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________________ evA AtmAoe A khATakI yuvAna nabInA darghatamAthI preraNA meLavIne AyaMbila Adi tapazcaryA mATe purUSArtha karavA jevo che. = (41) sacina pANI paNa nahi pItA rAmakumAra kevaTa(khalAsI) bihAra rAjyamAM araTiyA jillAnA madhubanI gAma (po. amArA, vAyA. phArasIgaMja)mAM rahetA rAmakumAra kaivaTa jAtimAM janma pAmyA hovAthI temanA parivAramAM mAMsAhAra Adi svAbhAvika rIte thatuM hatuM. paraMtu phArasIgaMjamAM cAturmAsa birAjamAna sva. sumeramunijI tathA vinodamunijInA saMparkamAM prasaMgopAta AvavAnuM thatAM teozrInA sadupadezathI mAMsa-madirA Adi sAta mahAvyasanonA tyAganI pratijJA lIdhI. eTaluM ja nahi paraMtu potAnA parivAramAM paNa mAMsAhAra sarvathA baMdha karAvI dIdho. tyArabAda dazeka varSathI bihAra, baMgALa, AsAma, orIsA, madhyapradeza, tathA mahArASTramAM uparokta munivaro tathA temanA gurUbhAIonI sAthe rahIne sevAno lAbha le che. pariNAme bane tyAM sudhI sacitta(kAcuM) pANI paNa vAparatA nathI. rAtribhojana karatA nathI. dararoja sAmAyika kare che tathA navakAra mahAmaMtranI mALA gaNe che. munivaronI sevA karatAM karatAM temaNe sAruM evuM dhArmika jJAna prApta karI lIdhuM che. upavAsa, aThThama tathA aThThAI sudhInI tapazcaryA paNa karI che. sAdhu saMtonI sevA khUba ja bhAvathI kare che. kharekhara satsaMga rUpI pArasamaNi kathIrane paNa kaMcana banAve che. AvA jIvonA vRttAMtamAMthI preraNA pAmIne sahu jIvo satsaMgapremI bano e ja zubhAbhilASA. . - 68
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________________ (42) pAcaM tithi kapaDAM nahi ghonAra dhobI rAmajIbhAi amadAvAda jillAmAM Avala koMTha gAma(tA.dhoLakA)mAM saM.1993mAM 5.pU.A.bha.zrI vijayameruprabhasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nuM cAturmAsa thayuM. tyAre tyAM kapaDA dhovAno vyavasAya karatA eka dhobI bhAie pUjyazrInI preraNAthI mahinAmAM pAMca tithi kapaDAM na dhovAno niyama svIkAryo. temanA suputra rAmajIbhAi tathA pautro Aje paNa A niyama pALI rahyA che. [ paryuSaNanI aThThAimAM paNa ekAda divasa potAno AraMbha samAraMbhano vyavasAya baMdha nahi rAkhI zakatA AtmAoe A rAmajIbhAi dhobInA parivAra pAsethI khAsa preraNA levA jevI che.!..] temanA gharamAM Aje paNa kaMdamULa temaja anya moTA abhakSyo koi vAparatA nathI!.. jaina dharma pratye teone khUbaja sadbhAva che. koi paNa munibhagavaMtonA vyAkhyAna hoya to teo acUka sAMbhaLe che. A ja koMTha gAmamAM kheMgArabhAi darabAre paNa pa.pU.A.bha.zrI vijayameruprabhasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nI preraNAthI vrata niyamo svIkArela. 555 69
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________________ (43) zrAvakonA satsaMgathI kabIrapaMthI vaNakara zrI bAbulAlabhAinuM jIvana parivartana madhyapradezanA kukSI gAmamAM (mukharjI mArga, vorDa naM. 12, rAmadeva galI, ji. dhAra, pIna : 454331) 2hetA zrIbAbulAlabhAi javaracaMdajI(u. va. 75)no janma vaNakara jJAtimAM thayo che. teo kulaparaMparAthI kabIrapaMthI che.paraMtu chellA 10 varSathI teo suzrAvaka zrI khemacaMdajI tathA temanA putra maNilAlabhAi tathA pautra manoharalAlabhAi eDavokeTanA nikaTanA paricayamAM AvyA che. A Akhoya parivAra jaina dharmanA raMgathI sArI rIte raMgAyela che. pariNAme temanA satsaMganI khUbaja suMdara asara bAbulAlabhAi upara thai che. tenI phalazruti svarUpe teo roja derAsaramAM jaine prabhudarzana kare che. rAtre covihAranuM paccakkhANa kare che. tathA niyamita rIte navakAra mahAmaMtranI mALA gaNavAno niyama lai lIdhela che. ATheka varSa pahelAM 5.pU.A. bhagavaMta zrImad jayaMtasenasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.vihAra karatAM karatAM anukrame kukSI gAmamAM padhAryA tyAre bAbulAlabhAie aMtaHpreraNAthI aneka lokonI upasthitimAM pa.pU. AcArya bhagavaMta pAse jiMdagImAM kadIpaNa madyapAna na karavAnI pratijJA lai lIdhI. emanA parivAramAM paNa koi madyapAna karatuM nathI. paryuSaNa parva Adi divasomAM teo niyamita vyAkhyAna zravaNa kare che. ane yathAzakti vrata paccakkhANanuM pAlana kare che. zAstromAM caturvidha zrIsaMghane jaMgamatIrthanI upamA ApavAmAM AvI che. saMsAra sAgarathI tAre te tIrtha. caturvidha saMghamAM zrAvaka - zrAvikAono paNa samAveza thAya che. eTale jeo tattvatrayInI upAsanA ane ratnatrayInI ArAdhanA dvArA pote tare ane potAnA saMparkamAM AvanAra jIvone tAravAmAM nimittabhUta bane evA zrAvaka - zrAvikAono samAveza tIrtha svarUpa caturvidha saMghamAM thAya che. prastuta dRSTAMtamAM suzrAvaka zrI khemacaMdajI tathA temanA putra-pautronA satsaMgathI eka vaNakaranA - 70
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________________ jIvanamAM zubha parivartana Avyu, tema dareka zrAvaka - zrAvikAoe potAnuM jIvana evuM banAvavuM joie ke jethI pote tarIne bIjAne tArI zake. chevaTe potAnA gharanA sabhyone to acUka tArI zake. te mATe prathama pote custapaNe jinAjJAnA pAlaka banavuM joie. khemacaMdabhAi saparivAranuM daSTAMta sahune mATe preraNA rUpa bano e ja zubhecchA. (44) jIvadayA khAtara kulaparaMparAgata dhaMdho badalanAra gaNapatabhAi paMcAla saM.2035mAM vardhamAna taponidhi pa.pU.A.bha. zrImad vijayabhuvanabhAnu sUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA ziSya pa.pU.A.bha.zrI vijayajagacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nuM cAturmAsa teozrInI janmabhUmi mahesANA jillAnA kherAlu tAlukAnA karaTiyA gAmamAM thayuM. tyAre e gAmamAM phaloramIla (anAja daLavAnI ghaMTI) tathA luhArano dhaMdho karatA gaNapatabhAi paMcAla (u.va.50) ne temanA satsaMga rUpI pArasamaNino pAvana sparza thatAM ja jIvadayAnI daSTie e baMne dhaMdhA baMdha karIne dUdha - dahIMno vyavasAya zarU karI dIdho!...[jainakuLamAM janmIne paNa roja asaMkhya ke anaMta sthAvara tathA trasa jIvonI hiMsA thatI hoya tevA 15 prakAranA karmAdAnanA dhaMdhAomAMthI koine koi prakAranA vyavasAya karI rahela suzrAvako AmAMthI preraNA le to sAruM.] uttarottara dharmarUci vRdhdhi pAmatAM teozrI niyamita jinAlayamAM gabhArAnuM zudhdhikaraNa temaja pakSAla tathA svadravyathI aSTa prakArI pUjA kare che. avAranavAra AyaMbila, upavAsa Adi tapazcaryA kare che. 71
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________________ aThThAI temaja upadhAna paNa karI lIdhela che..mastakanA vALano loca paNa karAve che. " temanI suputrIe pAMca pratikramaNa kaMThastha karI lIdhA che tathA dIkSA levAnI bhAvanA dharAve che. TI.vI. viDiyonA A yugamAM jainakuLamAM janmelA saMtAnone paNa temanA mA-bApone pAThazALAe jatA karavAmAM ke pratikramaNAdi zIkhavADatAM kadAca nAke dama AvI jato hoya che. evA kALamAM luhAra jJAtinA gaNapatabhAIe potAnI suputrIne pAMca pratikramaNa sudhIno dhArmika abhyAsa karAvarAvIne kharekhara atyaMta umadA Adarza pUro pADyo che. temanA parivAramAM nIce mujabanA dareka sabhyo e aThThAi tapa vigere karela che. (1) caMcalabena nArAyaNadAsa paMcAla(16 upavAsa, 64 praharIpauSadha, vizasthAnaka vardhamAna tapa vigere (2) sarojabena nArAyaNadAsa paMcAla(3)gaNapatabhAI nArAyaNadAsa paMcAla (4) ramIlAbena nArAyaNadAsa paMcAla (5) manISAbena gaNapatabhAI paMcAla (6) kailAsabena gaNapatabhAi paMcAla UF UF UF 72
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________________ (45) cha'rIpAlaka saMghanA saMghapati banatA kAMtilAlabhAi ena. pIThavA(luhAra) surendranagaramAM eTalAsa enjinIyarIMga konA mAlika kAMtilAlabhAI ena. pIThavA jAte paMcAla eTale ke luhAra che. paraMtu keTalAka varSo pahelAM adhyAtmamUrti pa.pU.AcArya bhagavaMta zrI kailAsasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA paricaya ane satsaMgathI jaina dharma pAmyA. pUjyazrIe svahaste temane navakAra-mahAmaMtra lakhI Apela. Aje paNa teo niyamita navakAravALI gaNe che. parva divasomAM jinapUjA kare che. temane jinavANI zravaNa karavAno anero rasa che. dara varSe dharmakAryomAM sArI rakamano sadbhaya kare che. paMdareka varSa pahelAM pa.pU.paM.zrIdAnavijayajI gaNivarya ma.sA.nI nizrAmAM surendranagarathI zaMkhezvarajI tIrthano cha'rI pALato saMgha nIkaLela tyAre kAMtilAlabhAIe temAM saMghapati banavAno lAbha lIdhela. temaNe atyAra sudhImAM pAlitANA, giranAra, zaMkhezvara, mahesANAnI paMcatIrthI vigere aneka jainatIrthonI yAtrA bhAvapUrvaka karI
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________________ (46) jinabiMba bharAvanAra prajApati bhANajIbhAi. saurASTramAM surendranagara jillAnA thAnagaDhamAM vAsukI ploTamAM rahetA prajApati bhANajIbhAi ( u.va.70) saM.2034 pU.paM zrI bhadrazIlavijayajI ma.sA.nA cAturmAsamAM satsaMgathI jaina dharma pAmyA. uttarottara satsaMgano raMga vRdhdhi pAmato gayo. pariNAme teo niyamita jinapUjA kare che.! sametazikhara - pAlitANA vigere aneka tIrthonI temaNe yAtrA karI che. borIvalImAM caMdAvarakara lenanA derAsaramAM pa.pU.A.bha.zrImad vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nI nizrAmAM paMcadhAtunA jinabiMba bharAvela che. sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonI suMdara vaiyAvacca kare che. prAyaH dara varSe caitra tathA Aso mahinAmAM navapadajInI zAzvatI oLInI ArAdhanA AyaMbilapUrvaka teo acUka kare che. potAnI chellI jiMdagI pAlitANAmAM AdIzvara dAdAnI bhakti tathA sAdhu-sAdhvI bhagavaMtonI vaiyAvacca karavAmAM vItAvavAnI temanI bhAvanA che. temanA svargastha bhAie paNa apaMga hovA chatAM mAsakSamaNa karela. temanAmAM paNa dharmazradhdhA khUbaja anumodanIya hatI. III (86) dara varSe pacIseka bALakone jainatIrthonI yAtrA karAvatA dilIpabhAi bI. mAlavIyA (suthAra) piMDavADA (velAjI sTrITa ji. zirohI, rAjasthAna)mAM rahetA dilIpabhAi mAlavIyA jAte suthAra che. vardhamAna tapanI 115(100+15) oLInA ArAdhaka pa.pU.paM.zrI kanakasuMdaravijayajI gaNivarya ma.sA.nA satsaMgathI cA bIDI-tamAku Adi vyasanone tilAMjali ApI mahinAmAM pAMca tithi ke tethI 74
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________________ paNa vadhu AyaMbila kare che. kaMdamULa bhakSaNa temaja rAtribhojana prAyaH karatA nathI. vyAkhyAna zravaNa Adi ArAdhanA kare che. teo aMgrejImAM bALavargo calAve che tathA dara varSe pacIseka bALakone pAlitANA, rANakapura Adi vividha jaina tIrthonI yAtrAo potAnA kharce karAve che.. suthAra jJAtimAM janmelA dilIpabhAI jo AvI rIte bALakone jaina tIrthayAtrA karAvatA hoya to sAdhanasaMpanna suzrAvakoe AmAMthI preraNA meLavI | AvA Ayojano goThavavA yogya che. dilIpabhAIne hArdika dhanyavAda! (48). virodha thavA chatAM roja prabhudarzana tathA pUjA karatA rImalajI nathamalajI khatrI-polIsa bADamera (AjhAda coka, rAjasthAna pInaH 344001)mAM polIsa tarIkenI DayuTI bajAvatA rAjumalajI khatrI (uM.va.56) nA jIvanamAM AjathI 18 varSa pahelAM mAMsa-madirA-bIDI-tamAku vigera vyasano hatA paraMtu kharataragacchIya pU. munizrI vimalasAgarajI ma.sA.nA vyAkhyAnazravaNa tathA satsaMgathI emanA jIvanano rAha badalAyo. temaNe uparokta badhA ja vyasanono saMpUrNa tyAga karyo! eTaluMja nahi paraMtu roja derAsaramAM jaine prabhudarzana tathA pUjA karavAnuM paNa cAlu karI dIdhuM. dharmaprabhAve temanI Arthika paristhitimAM paNa sudhAro thavA lAgyo. paraMtu te samaye bADameramAM jainettara thaIne jaina derAsaramAM darzana karanAra khAsa koI na hatuM. jethI temane gharamAM tathA samAjamAM bhAre virodhano sAmano karavo paDayo. khuda temanA patnIe paNa ApaghAta karavAnI dhamakI ApI tema chatAM rIjumalajI dharmazradhdhAthI calita na thayA. Akhare dRDha zradhdhA AgaLa sahune namatuM jokhavuM paDayuM. to dharmastato gayaH' mahAbhAratanA pAtra mAtA gAMdhArI dvArA duryodhanane uddezIne kahevAyelA A zabdo mujaba temanI dharmazraddhAno vijaya thayo. Aje paNa polisa tarIkenI DayuTInI sAthe sAthe prabhudarzana tathA pUjA karavAno temano niyama barAbara jALavI rahyA che. acalagacchIya | munirAjazrI malayasAgarajInI preraNAthI temanI dharmabhAvanA savizeSa dRDhatara 75
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________________ | banI che. kharekhara jainetara kuLamAM janmavA chatAM virodhanA vAtAvaraNa vacce paNa makkamatApUrvaka prabhudarzana tathA pUjAno niyama jALavanAra rAjumalajInuM dRSTAMta | anumodanIya tathA anukaraNIya che! (49) 'prabhudarzana mATe dara ravivAre jUnAgaDha jatA 'bharavADa khemAbhAi ramAbhAi saM.2045mAM gujarAtamAM bhoyaNI tIrtha pAse Avela kaTosaNa tIrthamAM dIkSA pradAnanimitte mAlavabhUSaNa, mahAtapasvI, pa.pU.AcArya bhagavaMta zrI navaratnasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nI padharAmaNI thaI. saMghanA AgevAna zrAvaka sAthe bharavADa khemAbhAI paNa prasaMgopAta upAzrayamAM AvyA. tapasvI AcArya bhagavaMtanI saumya ane suprasanna mukhamudrA, karuNA ane vAtsalya varasAvatAM netroe khemAbhAI para gajabanuM kAmaNa karyuM teo temanA ananya bhakta banI gayA. satsaMga ane preraNAnI phalazruti svarUpe khemAbhAI roja navakArazI tathA covihAra ane navakAra mahAmaMtrano jApa kare che. roja derAsaramAM jaIne prabhudarzana kare che. mAMsa madirA Adi sAteya mahA-vyasanono pratijJApUrvaka tyAga karyo che. dUdhanI DerImAM sarakArI nokarI karatA khemAbhAInI badalI jUnAgaDha pAse meMdaraDA gAme thaI che. jyAM jinAlayana hovAthI dara ravivAre jUnAgaDha jaIne prabhudarzana acUka kare che. - saM.2050mAM potAnA upakArI AcArya bhagavaMtanI pAvana nizrAmAM amadAvAdathI pAlitANAno cha'rI pALato saMgha nIkaLyo tyAre saMghanA 150 | jeTalA yAtriko vigerenI cAra divasa sudhI roja dUdhanI bhakti khemAbhAIe karI. temanI kuLaparaMparA pramANe putranA prathama muMDana prasaMge (mAMga UtarAvatI | vakhate) kukaDAnI kalagInuM balidAna ApavAnI prathA hatI. paraMtu satsaMga dvArA
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________________ jIvadayA premI banelA khemAbhAIe potAnA putranI mAMga UtarAvatI vakhate aneka jaNAno virodha hovA chatAM, hiMmata karIne A prathA baMdha karI. temaNe jJAtijanone spaSTa kahyuM ke, 'mA to dayALu hoya. tene AvA balidAnanI jarUrU na hoya' .... ItyAdi chevaTe kuLadevIe koInA zarIramAM praveza karIne khemAbhAInI dayALutA joine kahyuM ke 'tame nALiyera caDAvazo to paNa cAlaze.' AnI phalazruti svarUpe temanI jJAtinA 70 parivAromAM A ghAtakI prathA baMdha thaI! jIvadayA premI khemAbhAIne koTi koTi dhanyavAda!" (50) prabhudarzana vinA pANInuM TIpuM paNa nahi pItA vipInabhAi lAlAbhAi paTela zAsanaprabhAvaka, yuvA pratibodhaka 5.pU. paMnyAsapravara zrIcaMdrazekharavijayajI ma.sA.nA bAraDolImAM thayela bhavyAtibhavya cAturmAsa daramyAna pUjyazrInA preraka pravacanothI "Turning Point of the life " jIvana parivartanane pAmelA bAraDolI (ji.surata, pIna 394601)nA bipInabhAI paTela (u.va.38) janme ajaina hovA chatAM chellA 15 varSathI cAturmAsamAM roja ekAsaNAnA paccakakhANa kare che. zeSakALamAM paNa dararoja navakArazI tathA covihAra paccadmANa kare che. kaMdamULano pAvajIva tyAga karyo che. vardhamAna AyaMbila tapanI 10 oLI pUrI karela che. dara varSe navapadajInI baMne oLI eka dhAnyathI ane eka ja dravyathI kare che. dararoja zrIjinezvara prabhunA darzana karyA vinA moDhAmAM anna no dANo ke pANInuM TIpuM paNa na nAkhavAnI temanI Teka che.[najIkamAM jinamaMdira hovA chatAM niyamita prabhudarzana karavAnI upekSA sevatA zrAvaka-zrAvikAoe AmAMthI khAsa preraNA levA jevI che.] 19
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________________ saM.2049mAM prakharapravacanakAra pU.paM. zrI ratnasuMdaravijayajI ma.sA.nA bAraDolImAM cAturmAsa daramyAna cAlu ekAzaNAnA tapamAM paryuSaNa daramyAna aThThAi karI ane pAraNAmAM paNa ekAzaNuM ja karela! navakAra tathA guruvaMdana AdinA sUtro kaMThastha karI lIdhA che. dararoja navakAra mahAmaMtranI be bAMdhI navakAravALIno jApa niyamita kare che. jIvanamAM dharmamArge hajI ghaNA ja AgaLa vadhavAnI temanI prabaLa bhAvanA che. ane tethI ja bAraDolImAM cAturmAsa padhAratA koipaNa mahAtmAnA zrImukhe thI jinavANInuM zravaNa teo kadI cUkatA nathI!.. (51) mAsakSamaNa Adi karanAra sukhAbhAi paTela amadAvAda jillAnA dhaMdhukA tAlukAmAM Avela dholerA gAmamAM jaina derAsaramAM 40 varSa pUrve madadanIza pUjArI tarIke kArya karatA sukhAbhAi paTela (uM.va. 75) ne sAdhu bhagavaMtonA satsaMgathI jaina dharma tarapha AkarSaNa thayuM ane tenI phalazruti svarUpe temaNe eka mAsakSamaNa, eka soLabhattuM tathA traNa aThThAinI tapazcaryA karela che.!... sva.pU. caturamuni ma.sA.nA dIrgha sAMnidhyanA pariNAme temaNe cAritranA paMthe punita prasthAna karavAnI pUrI taiyArI karI lIdhI hatI paraMtu koi aMtarAya karmanA udayathI te zakya na banyuM . hAla teo dholerAmAM jaina sthAnakamAM sevA ApatAM dharmamaya jIvana jIvI rahyA che. cAritranA paMthe prayANa karavAnI temanI bhAvanA AvatA bhave zIghra paripUrNa thAya tevI zAsanadevane prArthanA. 78
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________________ - (para). sAdhusevA tathA sAmAyika karatA vijayabhAi darabAra khaMbha tathI pAlitANAnA vihAra mArgamAM AvatA pIpaLI gAma (tA. dhaMdhukA, ji. amadAvAda) mAM rahetA vijayabhAI darabAra (uM.va. 55) vihAramAM pIpaLI padhAratA jaina sAdhu sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonI gocarI - pANI AdinI vyavasthA khUba ja bhAvapUrvaka kare che. ghaNI vakhata sAdhu bhagavaMto sAthe pAdavihAra karIne pIpaLInI baMne bAjunA gAma sudhI jAya che. satsaMganA pariNAme temaNe sAmayika vidhinA sUtrono abhyAsa karI lIdho che. ane sAmAyika laine dhArmika vAMcana karatA rahe che. cAturmAsa daramyAna potAnA pUrva paricita muni bhagavaMto jyAM hoya tyAM vaMdanArthe jAya ane temanI nizrAmAM keTaloka samaya rahIne upavAsa - AyaMbila Adi tapazcaryA paNa kare che. (53) sAdhu sevAkArI zrI ghanazyAmasiMha DaoNkaTara khaMbhAtathI pAlitANAnA vihAramArgamAM AvatA hebatapura gAma(ji.amadAvAda) mAM eka paNa jaina ghara na hovA chatAM tyAMnA vatanI zrI ghanazyAmasiMha DaoNkaTara(uM.va. 51) tyAM padhAratA dareka sAdhu - sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonI suMdara vaiyAvacca kare che. A rastethI pasAra thatA cha'rI pAlaka yAtrA saMgha mATe paNa AgaLa pAchaLanA mukAmanI suvidhA goThavavAmAM teozrI khUba ja suMdara sahayoga Ape che. teozrInA AvA satkAryonI hArdika anumodanA. uparokta traNeya dRSTAMtonA mukhya pAtro (1) sukhAbhAI (2) vijayabhAI tathA (3) ghanazyAmasiMhabhAinuM zrI dholerA zve.mU.jaina saMghe jAheramAM bahumAna karela te badala zrIdholerA saMghane paNa hArdika dhanyavAda.bAmAMthI anya saMgho paNa preraNA leze ane AvA umadA satkAryo 79
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________________ karanAra AtmAonI upabRhaNA karI protsAhita karaze to te ArAdhakonA jIvanamAM vadhune vadhu satkAryo karavAno ullAsa jAgaze tathA saMghone paNa ghaNA lAbha thaze. (54) 2 kalAka UbhA UbhA navakAra japatA jasabhAi paTela naDIyAdamAM zivanagara sosAyaTImAM rahetA jasabhAI paTela (u.va. 60 lagabhaga) satsaMgathI jaina dharma pAmyA che ane ghaNA varSothI dararoja niyamita paNe savAra sAMja eka - eka kalAka derAsaramAM prabhu sanmukha UbhA UbhA atyaMta ekAgratAthI navakAra mahAmaMtrano jApa tathA jinabhakti kare che.. jApa daramyAna AMkha ke mana kyAMya bhAge nahi evI temanI ekAgratA savizeSa anumodanIya che. temaNe aThThAi vigera ghaNI tapazcaryA karI che tathA pAlitANA vigere ghaNA tIrthonI yAtrA paNa karI che. mAine paNa rAtribhojana nahi karAvanAra motilAlajI gaNapatajI pATIdAra madhyapradezamAM baDavAha gAma(ji. kharagona)mAM rahetA motIlAlajI(u.va.68) pATIdAra komamAM janmelA che ane kapAsanA vepArI che. paraMtu jaina munivaronA satsaMgathI ghaNA varSothI temano saMpUrNa parivAra custa rIte jaina dharma pALe che. temanA saMpUrNa parivAramAM rAtribhojana koI paNa karatA nathI eTaluMja nahi paraMtu koIpaNa mahemAna (pachI te jamAirAja kema na hoya) Ave to paNa temane rAtribhojana karAvatA nathI.. [Aje zaherI jIvanazailImAM jaina kuLamAM janmelA paNa ghaNA AtmAo
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________________ rAtribhojana tyAgI zakatA nathI. saMpUrNa parivAramAM rAtribhojana baMdha hoya tevA bahu ochA parivAra hoya che. tyAre jainetara parivAramAM rAtri bhojana karaNa - karAvaNa koTie custapaNe baMdha hoya evuM A daSTAMta atyaMta anumodanIya tathA anukaraNIya che.] teo gALeluM pANI ja vApare che. anya khAdya sAmagrIno paNa jIvotpatti na thAya te rIte khUba ja yatanApUrvaka upayoga kare che. sAdhu-sAdhvI bhagavaMtone bhAvathI vahorAvIne supAtradAnano lAbha letA rahe che. hAlamAM motIlAlajIne pUrvakarmasaMyoge lakavAnI asara thayela hovA chatAM paNa niyamita page cAlIne vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA acUka jAya che. jinavANI zravaNano kevo anumodanIya rasa che.! saMpUrNa parivArane hArdika dhanyavAda. (56) prajJAcakSu jyotiprasAda agravAla(vaiSNava) zrI jyotiprasAda agravAla(u.va. 52) ne azAtA karmanA udayathI nAnapaNathIja netrajyoti cAlI gai. prajJAcakSu banI gayA topaNa laganI puruSArtha ane dharmazradhdhAnA baLe bI.e. sudhIno vyAvahArika abhyAsa karyo. janmathI agravAla vaiSNava hovA chatAM i.sa.1976mAM zrI yugalajI nA pravacano thI dravita thaine digaMbara jaina dharmano svIkAra karyo. zrAvakanA vrato svIkAryA. tyArathI mAMDIne Aja sudhI niyamita prabhudarzana tathA jinavANInuM zravaNa karatAM karatAM dharmamaya jIvana zAMtithI jIvI rahyA che. dharmapatnI tathA be pUtrIone paNa jaina dharmanA saMskArothI bhAvita karela che. saranAmuM :- ola hAusa, mu.po.tinasuyiA, ji. asama(ma.pra.) 81
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________________ (50) mahA tapasvI zaMkararAva sItArAma barage (mahArASTrIyana) mahArASTramAM satArAnI bAjumAM koregAMvamAM rahetA zaMkararAva sItArAma barage(u.va. 55 lagabhaga) saM.2047mAM sA.zrI vinayaprabhAzrIjInA cAturmAsamAM emanA satsaMgathI jaina dharma pAmyA. roja navakAra mahAmaMtra gaNavA lAgyA ane paryuSaNamAM aThThAi karI. kaMdamULa tathA rAtribhojanano sadAne mATe tyAga karyo. [Aje jaina kuLamAM janmelA paNa keTalAka AtmAo aneka upadezo sAMbhaLavA chatAM paNa narakanA 4 dvAromAM jemano samAveza thAya che tevA A be pApo choDI zakatA nathI. teo A dRSTAMtamAMthI preraNA le to sAruM.] saM.2048mAM 5.pU.A.bha.zrIvijayabhadraguptasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nI preraNAthI mAsakSamaNa karyuM. tathA saM2049mAM dharmacakrata5 prabhAvaka pa.pU.paMnyAsa pravara zrI jagavallabhavijayajI gaNivarya ma.sA.nI nizrAmAM 51 upavAsa caDhatA pariNAme karyA. have teo cAturmAsamAM 68 upavAsa karavAnI viziSTa bhAvanA rAkhe che. Ama mAtra 4 varSanA TUMkA gALAmAM uttarottara caDatA pariNAme tapatyAga Adi dvArA temaNe sAdhelo AtmavikAsa kharekhara ahobhAva utpanna karAve tevo che. cAlo, ApaNe marAThI bhASAmAM mahArASTrIyana zaMka2AvabhAinI tapazcaryAnI anumodanA karIe vidhI vidhI pAMmalA?.. GF SF nAMgalA!!!] 82
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________________ ja iDa ( , che (58) bA - ra . dara oLI tathA aphAi sAthe 64 praharI poSadha karatA garAjabhAi maMDAi-mocI mocI kuLamAM janmelA gajarAjabhAI maMDarAI (uM.va.47) hAla pAMca bALakonA parivAra sahita muMbaI-DoMbIvalImAM rahe che ane joDA sIvavAnuM kAma kare che. karma saMyoge temane rahevA mATe ghara nathI eTale jyAM jyAM jagyA maLe tyAM jhuMpaDuM bAMdhIne rahe che. roja kamAya ane roja khAya evI garIba paristhitimAM jIvana jIvatA gajarAjabhAInI aMtaranI amIrAta anerI che. kyAreka myunisIpAliTIvALA temanA jhuMpaDA toDI nAkhe tyAre phUTapAtha para athavA jyAM jagyA maLe tyAM sUI rahe che. pharIthI mahenata karIne jhuMpaDuM bAMdhe che. AvI hAlatamAM samaya vyatIta karatAM gajarAjabhAInA jIvanamAM bhAgyodaya thayo. teo jyAM joDA sIvavA besatA enI bAjumAM eka kacchI zrAvakanI dukAna che. RNAnubaMdhavazAta e zrAvakane gajarAjabhAI pratye anukaMpA jAgI. be varSa pahelAM temaNe potAnI eka khAlI paDelI rUmamAM emaja rahevA mATe temane jagyA ApI ane avAra-navAra emanA jevuM kaMIka kAmakAja paNa ApatA-apAvatA. ema karatAM karatAM paryuSaNanA divaso najIkamAM AvyA tyAre zrAvikAe sukhI thavA mATe dharma ArAdhanA karavA preraNA karI ane jaina dharmaviSe thoDI samaja ApI. haLukarmI evA gajarAjabhAIne dharmanI vAta khUbaja gamI gaI ane temaNe | paryuSaNamAM 8 ekAsaNA karyA pachI to roja derAsaramAM prabhudarzana karyA bAda ja dhaMdhAnI zarUAta karavA lAgyA. mAMsAhara tathA kaMdamULa tyAganI pratijJA laI lIdhI. rAtribhojana tyAganI pratijJA TUMka samayamAM lenAra che.parvatithiomAM brahmacaryanuM pAlana kare che. navakAra mahAmaMtrano jApa kare che. nItithI dhaMdho kare che ane ImAnadArIthI jIve che. gayA varSe paryuSaNamAM ATha upavAsa sAthe 64 praharI pauSadha karelA tathA navapadajInI oLImAM AyaMbila karela temAM paNa chelle divase pauSadha karelI! have to teo saMyamanI bhAvanA paNa bhAve che. temane dharma karavo khUbaja game che. teo kahe che ke kharekhara jaina dharma khUbaja mahAna che.Avo mahAna dharma maLavA badala huM mArI jAtane khUbaja bhAgyazALI mAnuM chuM ane have bAkInI jIMdagI dharmArAdhanA karatAM karatAM gurU bhagavaMtonA caraNomAM vItAvavI che.'gajarAjabhAIne tathA temane jainadharma pamADanAra zrAvaka parivArane hArdika dhanyavAda saha anumodanA. anya zrAvako paNa emAMthI preraNA meLave e ja zubhabhAvanA. 83
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________________ (59) AtmasAdhaka DaoN. praphullabhAi jheDa. jaNasArI(mocI) AjathI lagabhaga 25 varSa pUrve mumukSu tarIke kaccha moTA AsaMbIyAmAM mAro dhArmika tathA saMskRtano abhyAsa cAlu hato tyAre DaoN. bAbubhAinA suputra DaoN. praphullabhAino thoDo paricaya thayela; paraMtu tyArapachI varSo bAda jyAre sa.2051mAM giranAratIrthamAM sAmUhika 99 yAtrA daramyAna mahAzivarAtrinA bhavya prasaMge potAnA mAtuzrInI bhAvanAnusAra DaoN. praphullabhAi giranAra AvelA tyAre temanA jIvanamAM vaNAi gayelI aMtarmukhatA, AtmalakSitA, sahaja sAdhakatA, sAMsArika bhAvo pratyenI udAsInatA tathA AtmAnaMdanI mastI vagere joine khUbaja AnaMda thayo. zaivadharmI bAvAonuM saraghasa jovAnuM paNa temane koija kUtUhala na hatu. - saMpAdaka karmasaMyoge mocI kuTuMbamAM janma pAmavA chatAM puruSArtha ane gurUkRpAthI uparokta bhUmikAe pahoMcelA DaoN. praphullabhAi 'manuSya janmathI nahi paraMtu karmathI (potAnA satkAryothI) mahAna banI zake che.' e zAstrokta vAtanA dRSTAMta rUpa che. abola prANIo pratye apAra karUNAvaMta saMta tarIke kacchamAM prakhyAta thayelA zrI vAladAsajI mahArAjane gurU tarIke svIkArIne DaoN. praphullabhAi roja savAre padmAsanamAM besIne 3 kalAka dhyAna karatA. paraMtu have to teo jaNAve che ke have covIse kalAka sahaja AnaMdamaya sthiti rahe che. have kyAMya javAnI rUci rahI nathI .je samaya maLe te samaya nija svarUpamAM vItAvatAM khUba AnaMda-paramAnaMda-nijAnaMdano anubhava thAya che. koi paNa jAtanI apekSA rAkhyA vinA jIvanamAM vadhune vadhu sahaja saraLa banAya to nijAnaMda pAmavA mATe kayAMya guphAmAM javAnI ke kazuM karavAnI jarUra rahetI nathI. sahu pAThako DaoN. praphullabhAinA jIvanamAMthI preraNA meLavIne jIvanamAM sahajatA saraLatA sAthe aMtarmukhatA-AtmalakSitA prApta kare e ja zubha bhAvanA DaoN. praphullabhAinuM saranAmuM nIce mujaba che. ghara-mu. po. moTA AsaMbIyA, tA. mAMDavI, kaccha pInaH 370455 davAkhAnu-mu.po. rAmapara vekarA, tA. mAMDavI - kaccha 84
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________________ (60). roja 108 logasa AdinI ArAdhanA karatA ku, mInAbena jagajIvanabhAi (mahArASTrIyana) mahArASTramAM thANA jillAmAM zirasADa gAmamAM janmela ku. mInAbena(u.va. 15) ne prArabdhayoge 5 varSanI bAlyAvasthAthI ja kAmakAjamAM joDAvuM paDayuM. paraMtu AgaLa jatAM tenA bhAgye jora pakaDayuM. ane 9 varSanI uMmare te muMbaI - zAyanamAM rahetA dharmasaMskArathI yukta kacchI jaina jagajIvanabhAI zAhanA gharamAM kAma karatAM karatAM potAnA nikhAlasa, vinIta svabhAva ane kAmakAjanI cIvaTanA kAraNe gharamAM nAnA-moTA sahunuM adbhuta premapAtra banI gaI. pariNAme puSpAbena ane jagajIvanabhAIe tene potAnI putrI tarIke ja svIkArI lIdhI che. gharamAM dhArmika vAtAvaraNane lIdhe ku. mInA niyamita pAThazALAmAM javA lAgI ane jotajotAmAM navakAra mahAmaMtrathI mAMDIne caityavaMdana - gurUvaMdana sAmAyika vidhinA sUtro tathA ratnAkarapacIzI, bhaktAmara stotra Adi kaMThastha | karI lIdhA che. roja jinapUjA, navakArazI tathA covihAra kare che. savAre 4-30 vAge uThIne 108 navakAra, 108 logassa, 108 uvasaggaharano jApa tathA ahaM namaH ane sarasvatI devInA maMtranI 1-1 mALA gaNe che. - roja savAre vaDIlone page lAge che. derAsare jatAM pagamAM cappala paheratI nathI. vyAkhyAna zravaNano yoga hoya to jarUra lAbha le che. kaMdamULa tyAganI pratijJA lIdhela che. bapore sAmAyika - jApa tathA svAdhyAya kare che. sevAnI eka paNa taka cUkatI nathI. roja rAtre sUtAM pahelAM svayaM phuraNAthI prabhune prAthanA kare che ke, 'he prabhu,badhAnuM duHkha mane maLo. mAruM sukha badhAne maLo. pArzvanAtha bhagavaMtanuM zaraNuM bhavobhava maLajo.' ityAdi sahu jIvo sAthe kSamAyAcanA karI divasa daramyAna thayelI bhUlono pazcAttApa karI pachI ja zayana kare che. pUrva janmanA saMskAra ane vartamAnamAM dhArmika saMskAro yukta gharanA vAtAvaraNanA lIdhe ku.mInA roja bhAvanA bhAve che ke, sasnehI pyArA re saMyama kabaDI mile!..' 85
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________________ mInAbenanI bhAvanA jaldI saphaLa bane evI hArdika zubhecchAo . sahu vaDIlo potAnA saMtAnomAM AvA suMdara saMskAro nAkhe to kevuM sAruM thAya ??.. mInAbenanuM saranAmuM nIce pramANe che. jagajIvanabhAi visanajI zAha, 34 camana hAusa, 3je mALe, bloka naM.,23 zAyana(vesTa) muMbai - 400022. (61) mAtra 10 varSanI vaye pAMca pratikramaNa sUtro kaMTha karanAra nepAliyana bAlikA lakSmI vardhamAna taponidhi pa.pU.AcArya bhagavaMta zrImad vAriSaNasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nuM saM2049mAM kalakattAmAM cAturmAsa thayuM. tyAre tyAM lakSmI nAme 10 varSanI uMmaranI nepAliyana bAlikA rahetI hatI. tenI paDozamAM jaina zrAvakanuM ghara hatuM. satsaMganA prabhAve tene jaina sAdhu, jaina AcArya tathA jaina dharma khUba ja gamavA lAgyA. pariNAme teNe anukrame pAMca pratikramaNa sUtro 10 varSanI bAlyAvayamAM kaMThastha karI lIdhA. pAThazALAmAM badhA vidyArthIomAM teNIe prathama kramAMka meLavyo. roja jinapUjA sAmAyika tathA keTalAka vrata niyamonuM pAlana karavA lAgI eTaluM janahi paraMtu A nAnI bAlikAe potAnA mAtA-pitAne paNa zAkAhArI banAvavA mATe prayatno karyA !... hArdika dhanyavAda lakSmIne tathA teno AtmavikAsa karanAra satsaMgane!.. 86
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________________ (2) paMca pratikramaNa kaMThastha karanAra darajInI traNa bAlikAo . - saurASTramAM dhorAjI gAmamAM darajI bAlikAo traNa baheno che. chellA eka varSathI jainadharma pAmyA che. temanA pitAzrI ekasIDaMTamAM mRtyu pAmela che. teonI moTIbA upAzrayamAM kAjo levAnuM kAma kare che. upAzrayanI pAchaLa rahe che. niyamita pratikramaNa-darzana karavA jAya che. abhyAsamAM paMcapratikramaNa thavA Avela che. aticAra traNa cAra vAra sabhAmAM bolela che. upAzrayamAM je ArAdhanA, ekAsaNA, upavAsa, jApa Adi thAya temAM sau prathama bhAga le che. niyamita vaDIlone page lAge che. vaMdana karavA niyamita Ave che. jinapUjA paNa kare che. kaMdamULano tyAga che. Ama traNe bahenone protsAhita karIe to bhAvimAM jainazAsanamAM uttama zrAvikA ke sAdhvI banI zake evI karaNI jovAya che teo traNenA nAmo anukrame alpAbena, bhAviSAbena, pUjAbena che.(uMmara varSa 13, 10, 8) cAlo ApaNe gujarAtI bhASAmAM traNe bAlikAonI upabRhaNA karIe [keTaluM sAruM? keTaluM sAru?... bahu sAruM. bahu sAruM (63) lagna thavA chatAM bAlabrahmacArI mumukSu ku. kalAbena paMDalIka mAlave (kSatriya) mULa cittoDagaDha (rAjasthAna)nA paraMtu AkolA(mahArASTra)mAM ja janma tathA ucherane pAmelA ku. kalAbena mAlave(uM.va. 32)ne nAnapaNathI ja sthAnakavAsI jaina mahAsatIjIonA satsaMgathI dharmano raMga lAgyo hato. 11 varSanI kAcI uMmare temanA lagna thaI gayA tema chatAM teo | sAsare gayA ja nathI! vyAvahArika pAMca marAThI copaDIno abhyAsane pAmelA kalAbena chellA [4 varSathI ATha koTi moTI pakSanA bhAvanAbAI mahAsatIjI sAthe rahIne 87.
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________________ pAMca pratikramaNa, dazavaikAliMka sUtranA 4 adhyayana, 25 bola, cha kAyanA bola, bhaktAmara stotra vigerano suMdara abhyAsa karela che. mULa marAThI hovA chatAM hAla gujarAtI bhASAmAM sArI rIte bolI tathA vAMcI zake che. - atyAra sudhImAM 3 aThThAi, ghaNI aThThamo tathA ghaNA AyaMbilanI tapazcaryA karI che. saM.2049mAM amAruM cAturmAsa maNinagaramAM hatuM tyAre paryuSaNa bAda darzanArthe Avela haidrAbAdanA keTalAka zrAvaka - zrAvikAo sAthe ku. kalAbena | mAlave paNa AvelA. tyAre prasaMgopAta 'bahuratnA vasuMdharAnA prakAzana aMge vAta nIkaLatAM kalAbenanI vAta haidrAbAdanA zrAvakoe karI. teo saM.2050mAM ziyALAmAM haidrAbAdamAM dIkSA levAnA hatA te mujaba teo hAla mahAsatIjI tarIke vicarI rahyA haze. * kahevAya che ke pArasamaNi karatAM paNa satsaMgano mahimA vadhAre che. pArasamaNi to lokhaMDane sonuM banAve che paraMtu potAno jevo pArasamaNi banAvI zakato nathI. jyAre sAdhu saMtono saMga karanAra AtmA eka divasa pote ja sAdhu saMta banI zake che. ku. kalAbena mAlave AnuM pratyakSa udAharaNa che. (64) 'mIrAMbAi jevA prabhubhakta thavAnI bhAvanA bhAvatA 'nItAbena caMdubhAi (darabAra) kaccha-mAMDavI tAlukAnA mau gAmanA vatanI caMdubhAI darabAra chellA 30 varSathI hAlAramAM jAmanagara jillAnA gAMgavA gAmamAM rahe che. te bAjunA zikA gAmamAM AvelI telanI phekaTarImAM nokarI kare che. temane saMtAnomAM 9 putrI tathA 1 putra che. temAM sAtamA naMbaranI suputrI nItAbena(hAla u.va.21)ne pUrvajanmanA saMskAravazAt nAnapaNathI ja bhakta kavayitrI mIrAMbAI jevA banavAnI laganI hatI. paraMtu kuTuMbIjanoe parANe temanA lagna dhaMdhukAnI 88
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________________ | bAjumAM Avela vAgaDa gAmamAM karI dIdhA! paraMtu karmasaMyoge aThavADiyAmAM ja | sAsarethI pAchA pharavuM paDayuM. acalagacchIya sA. zrI AryarakSitAzrIjI tathA sA.zrI devarakSitAzrIjI saM. 2049nuM cAturmAsa jAmanagaramAM karIne zeSakALamAM vihAra karatA anukrame | gAMgavA gAmamAM padhAryA. nAnapaNathIja satsaMgapremI nItAbena vArtA sAMbhaLavA | nimitte upAzrayamAM gayA. sAdhvIjInI vAtsalyapUrNa vANIe temanA hadayamAM AgavuM sthAna jamAvyuM. pariNAme mAtA-pitAnI rajA meLavI be mahinA sudhI sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto sAthe rahIne giranArajI, porabaMdara, mAMgaroLa vigere) tIrthonI yAtrA karI tathA te daramyAna caityavaMdanavidhi temaja be pratikramaNanA sUtro kaMThastha karI lIdhA. roja jinapUjA, navakArazI, covihAra tathA bAMdhI navakAravALIno jApa kare che. traNa vAra aThThAI tapa karI lIdhela che. koI paNa jaina sAdhu sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto padhAre to teo bhAvathI gocarI pANI vahorAvI satsaMgano lAbha le che. je thAya che sArAne mATe ja' e ukti mujaba nItAbenane sAsarethI aThavADiyAmAM ja pAchA pharavAnuM nimitta paNa AtmavikAsane mATe ja banyuM ne? mATe ja kahayuM che ke 'paristhiti e bhAgyAdhIna che paratuM dharma puruSArtha e manuSyane svAdhIna che.' sahu mAnavI hara koI saMyogomAM paNa dharmapurUSArtha dvArA mAnavabhavane saphaLa banAve e ja zubhecchA. ' (65) vaidhavyamAM dharmano zaNagAra sajatA zrImatI devakuMvarabena hAthIbhAi kAThI-darabAra boTAda nivAsI devakuMvarabena hAthIbhAi kAThI-darabAra parivAranA putrI ane putravadhU che. azubha karmodaye temanA pati zrIhAthIbhAInuM hRdayarogathI avasAna thatAM viyoga vyathAne lIdhe ArtadhyAna thavA lAgyuM. paraMtu temanA pitRpakSanA saMskAra ane jaina sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonA satsaMgathI jaina dharma pratye bahumAna-bhakti utpanna thatAM teo navakAra mahAmaMtra, sAmAyika,
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________________ chakAyanA bola vigere jJAnAbhyAsa karatAM karatAM dharmadhyAna karI rahyA che. jApa, AyaMbilanI oLI, upavAsa Adi tapazcaryA dvArA tana mana AtmAne pavitra banAvI rahyA che. temanA puNyodaye temanA sAsu-phoi paNa haMmezAM navakAra mahAmaMtranI anAnupUrvI gaNe che. satsaMga, prArthanA, vyAkhyAnamAM acUka hAjarI Ape che. ane jaina dharmanI ArAdhanA karI jIvana ujjavaLa banAvI rahyA che. temanA nAnA bALako raNajIta tathA mAyAne paNa suMdara saMskAra tathA sAmAyika zIkhavAnI preraNA ApI rahyA che. (66) varSItapa karatA gurubhakta zrImatI kamaLAbena lallubhAi prajApati boTAda nivAsI prajApati jJAtinA zrImatI kamaLAbenanA pati lallubhAine bhayaMkara bimArI lAgu paDatAM mAMgalika temaja upadeza zravaNa nimitte pU. amIcaMdajI mahArAjano paricaya thayo. pariNAme temanA parivAramAM jaina dharma pratyenI zradhdhA ane gurUbhakti dina - pratidina vRzciMgata banatI rahI. tenI phalazruti rUpe guptadAna dvArA garIbonA AdhAra staMbha banI aneka dhArmika saMsthAomAM paNa guptadAnanI saravANI vahAvI rahyA che. zrI kalyANajIbhAi prajApatino parivAra 'kalyANa parivAra' tarIke oLakhAya che. niSkAma bhaktinA karanArA e bhaktone nAmanI nahi paraMtu kAmanI mahattA che. ekavAra potAnA gurU pU. amIcaMdajI mahArAjanI janmabhUmi bhRgupurane dhumADAbaMdha rIte jamADIne gurUbhaktino mahimA vadhAryo hato . Adarza pativratA gRhiNI zrImatI kamaLAbene gata varSe ja varSItapanI ArAdhanA paripUrNa karI che. temano parivAra dharmamArge khUbaja AgaLa vadhe tevI prabhu pAse prArthanA. 80
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________________ (60) 'zAstrAMdhyayana karatA-karAvatA ' zAradAbena mahArASTrIyana ghATakopara(muMbaI)mAM rahetA zAradAbena (u.va.60) jAte mahArASTrIyana che. paraMtu satsaMgathI jaina dharma pAmIne eTalo jJAnAbhyAsa karyo che ke Aje teo sthAnakavAsI jaina samAjane mAnya 32 Agamone vAMcI zake che tathA dIkSArthI bahenone bhaNAve che. vyAkhyAnamAM keTalIka vAra mahAsatIjIone paNa javAba detAM vicAra thaI paDe tevA prazno pUche che. (68) varSItapanA ArAdhaka jyotsanAbena paMcAla(luhAra), maNinagaramAM(amadAvAda) jainasthAnaka sAme rahetA jyosnAbena jayaMtilAla paMcAla(luhAra) paDozI zrAvakonA satsaMgathI custa jaina dharma pALe che. sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtone bhAvathI vahorAve che. vyAkhyAna zravaNanI taka cUke nahi. varSItapa paNa karela che.!. (69) 'sAdhu - sAdhvInI vaiyAvacca karatA rabArI vAlabAImA kaccha-mAMDavI pAse AvelA jaina AzramamAM karmacArI tarIke kAma karatA kaccha nAnA bhADiyA gAmanA rabArI komanA vAlabAImA(uM.va.72) roja savAre jinamaMdiramAM khUbaja bhAvapUrvaka prabhudarzana kare che. garIba hovA chatAM derAsaranA bhaMDArAmAM roja yathAzakti kaIpaNa rakama acUka nAkhe che. pote 91
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________________ vRdhdha hovA chatAM AzramamAM sthiravAsa rahelA vayovRdhdha temaja bimAra sAdhusAdhvIjInI khUbaja bhAvathI aneka prakAre vaiyAvacca kare che. jIvadayAnA pratika tarIke dhArmika holamAMthI kAjo khUbaja jayaNApUrvakadararoja kADhe che. roja bhaktAmara zravaNa kare che. vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLe tathA bapore 1 kalAka navakAra mahAmaMtrano jApa kare che. sAdhu-sAdhvIjInI sevA karatA vAlabAImAnI hArdika anumodanA. (70) roja jinapUjA karatA hAMsalAmA(khavAsa) kaccha-mAMDavI tAlukAnA moTI khAkhara gAmamAM rahetA hAMsabAImA(uM.va.70) khavAsa jJAtimAM janmyA che paraMtu upAzrayanI najIkamAM ghara hovAthI sAdhvIjIonA satsaMgathI temaja zrAvikAonA paricayathI lagabhaga 15 varSathI jainadharma pAmyA che. teo dararoja navakArazI, covihAra kare che. pratikramaNa tathA jinapUjA paNa dararoja kare che. pAMca pratikramaNa vagereno abhyAsa karela che. AThama pAMkhInA pAMkhI pALe che arthAta khetara vADIe jatA nathI tathA pauSadha paNa kare che. avAranavAra AyaMbila, upavAsa, aThThama vigare tapazcaryA kare che. kaMdamULa vigere abhakSyono tyAga karela che. comAsAmAM moTA bhAge upAzrayamAM sAdhvIjI pAse sUe che. hAMsabAImA nI ArAdhanAnI hArdika anumodanA. - 92.
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________________ * . kIkata saranA dIkarI anena bAlikAone Ama savIkAravAnI jAgalI nI bhAvanI namaskAra mahAmaMtra samArAdhaka pa.pU.paM.zrI azokasAgarajI ma.sA. tathA pU.paM.zrI hemacaMdrasAgarajI ma.sA., pU.paM.zrI jinacaMdrasAgarajI ma.sA. AdinI nizrAmAM nIkaLela suratathI sametazikharajIno cha'rI pAlaka yAtrA saMgha anukrame dAudapura gAmanI bhAgoLe padhAryo. je khetaramAM saMghano paDAva naMkhAyo hato te khetaranA mAlikanI be putrIo | Akho divasa sAdhvIjIo vigerenI dinacaryA joIne khUbaja prabhAvita thaI. temanA aMtaramAM paNa AvA sAdhvIjI banavAnA koDa jAgyA. pariNAme baMne baheno rAtre doDha vAge gharethI chAnImAnI nIkaLIne vihAranA mArgamAM 1 kI.mI. dUra pUla nIce besI rahI. savAranA saMgha tyAMthI pasAra thato hato tyAre saMghanI sAthe bhaLI gaI. 15 ki.mI. saMghanI sAthe page vihAra karyo. sAmA mukAme pahoMcyA bAda potAne dIkSA ApavA mATe sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtone khUbaja AjIjI karI. sAdhvIjIoe temane samajAvyuM ke dIkSA levI hoya to mAtApitAnI saMmati hovI joIe. eTalI vAramAM to temanA vaDIlo paNa bAlikAone zodhatAM zodhatAM tyAM pahoMcI gayA. sAdhvIjIoe temane sAcI hakIkta samajAvI. chokarIo koI rIte ghare javA taiyAra nahatI, paraMtu temanA vaDIlonI apekSA mujaba mahAmusIbate temane samajAvIne ghare mokalavAmAM AvI. paraMtu ghare jatAM pahelAM teo mAMsabhakSaNa tyAga Adi niyamo svIkAratI gaI. dhanya che charI pAlaka tIrthayAtrA saMghane! dhanya che sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtone. jemanI nirdoSa dinacaryA joine eka ja divasamAM ajaina bAlikAone paNa | sAdhvIjI banavAnA koDa jAgI gayA. 93
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________________ (02) cha'rIpAlaka tIrthayAtrA saMghonA prabhAve hajAro jainetaroe karela sAta mahAvyasanonA tyAganI pratijJA uparokta saMgha daramyAna temaja tenAthI agAu saM.2040mAM acalagacchAdhipati pa.pU.gurUdeva AcArya bhagavaMta zrI guNasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nI tAraka nizrAmAM nIkaLela muMbaithI sametazikharajI mahAtIrthanA cha'rI pAlaka saMgha temaja saM 2041mAM teozrInI nizrAmAM nIkaLela sametazikharathI zatruMjaya mahAtIrthanA cha'rIpAlaka yAtrA saMgha daramyAna hajAronI saMkhyAmAM jainetaroe mAMsa-madirA jugAra vezyAgamanaparastrIgamana-corI tathA zikAra A 7 mahA vyasanonA tyAganI pratijJA lIdhI tathA namaskAra mahAmaMtranu smaraNa roja karavAno saMkalpa karyo. temane namaskAra mahAmaMtranuM kArDa tathA navakAravALI bheTa ApavAmAM AvatI hatI. aneka polIso vigerae paNa zrI saMghanI dinacaryA joine gadgada hradaye saMghanI bhUri bhUri anumodanA karI hatI ane vyasanatyAganA niyamo svIkAryA hatA. balihArI che zrI jinazAsananI ke jemAM jIvonA Atmika utthAna mATe AvA AvA anekavidha zubha AlaMbanonuM Ayojana karavAmAM AvyuM che..... 94
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________________ E kastura prakAzana TrasTanAM prakAzanI 1. - 8 8 8 - kimaMta rU.. 1. jenA haiye zrI navakAra, tene karaze zuM saMsAra?(4 thI AvRtti)30 2. ziva sundara 3. sarva maMgala mAMgalya 4. parvonuM bhUSaNa jIvananuM AbhUSaNa 5. saMsAranuM maraNa, muktinuM zaraNa 6. mane javA do, huM nahi aTakuM 7. sarasvatI upAsanA 8. nikalA sUraja, huA saberA 9. zrI zatruMjaya guNastavamAlA 10. zrIvardhamAna zakrastava(dvitIyAvRtti) (nitya svAdhyAya) 11. giranAra maMDanazrI neminAtha guNaguMjana *92. Miracles of mahamantra Navkar 13. prabhu sAthe prIta 14. bahuratnA vasuMdharA bhAga-1 15. bahuratnA vasuMdharA bhAga-2 noMdha: AvI nizAnIvALA pustako ja hAla upalabdha che. 2 8 6 2 presamAM 95
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________________ pU. gaNivaryazrI mahodayasAgarajI ma.sA. dvArA likhitasiMpAdita sAhityanI yAdI % $ kimaMta rUA. 1. dAdAzrI kalyANasAgarasUrijI jIvana caritra(hindI) 2. ArAdhanA dIpikA deza virati dIpikA 4. zrAvaka janato tene re kahIe zrAvakanA 12 vratono cArTa zrAvakanA 21 guNono cArTa 14 niyama dhAro-cArTa 8. manavA! dhara tuM navapada dhyAna 9. cAha eka, rAha aneka 10. zrI zatruMjaya guNa stavamAlA 11. darzana-vaMdana-sAmAyika vidhisUtro(aMgrejI-hindI-gujarAtI) 10 12. bhakti sudhA 20 13. jenA haiye zrI navakAra tene karaze zuM saMsAra!(4thI AvRtti) 30 14. zrI vardhamAna zakastava(sAthe)(dvitIyAvRtti) amUlya *94. Miracles of Mahamantra Navkar 16. giranAra maMDana zrIneminAtha guNa guMjana 17. prabhu sAthe prIta 18. bahuratnA vasuMdharA bhAga-1 15 19. bahuratnA vasuMdharA bhAga-2 presamAM noMdha: AvI nizAnIvALA pustako ja hAla upalabdha che. 15
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________________ .................................... 'bahunA vasuMdhA cAlo, anumodanA karIe,preraNA laIe' bhAga - bIjo vartamAnakAlIna keTalAka viziSTa ArAdhaka zrAvaka-zrAvikAonA atyaMta anumodanIya - preraka Azcaryaprada dRSTAMtono saMgraha 7 saMyojaka - saMpAdaka acalagacchAdhipati pa. pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrI guNasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nA vineya AgamAbhyAsI pU. gaNivaryazrI mahodayasAgarajI ma. sA. * prakAzaka zrI kastUra prakAzana TrasTa 102 lakSmI epArTamenTa 206 Do. enIbesanTa roDa varalI nAkA - muMbaI - 400018
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________________ AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA C - prAptisthAna - II (1) kastUra prakAzana TrasTa 102, lakSmI epArTamenTa, 206 Do. enIbesanTa roDa varalI nAka-muMbaI - 400018 phonaH 4943942, 493626 (2) kacchI bhavana, mu. po. zaMkhezvara tIrtha, ji. mahesANA (uM. gujarAta) pInaH 384246) phona: 02733-73363 (3) 72 jinAlaya ophisa, 21 kezavajI nAyaka roDa, bhAtabajAra, muMbaI-400009. phonaH 3761739-3760471 (4) Do. ratilAlabhAI vorA zAMti klinIka, IlorA sopIMga senTara sAme, daphatarI roDa, malADa (pUrva) - muMbaI - 40007. (5) mohanalAla pAsu bhAI gosarA yaMbaka bhuvana-bIje mALe, rUma naM. 16 phaLake roDa, DoMbIvalI (pUrva) phonaH 465949 () sughoSA kAryAlaya taleTI roDa, pAlitANA (saurASTra), 364270 (7) baroDA phemIlI senTara, rAvapurA, TAvara pAse vaDodarA - 390001, phonaH 422975 (8) lakhIcaMdabhAI zAmajI cheDA 15 svapnaloka, lo gArDana pAse, elIsa brIja, amadAvAda-380006. phonaH 469525 prathama AvRtti saM. 2053 jeTha sudi 15 ( kiM. rU. 40 mudraka - kalpaka prI - surendranagara.
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________________ (vAcaka vRMdane vinaMti) sujJa vAcaka vRdane namra vinaMti ke A pustakamAM raju thayela che tevA uttama ArAdhaka zrAvaka - zrAvikAonA hajI paNa bIjA drazaMto ApanA khyAlamAM hoya.. tevI ja rIte A pustakanA prathama bhAgamAM temaja dvitIya bhAganA pariziSTamAM raju thayela che tevA janma jaina paraMtu AcaraNathI na hoya tevA draSTAMto ApanA khyAlamAM hoya to prakAzakanA saranAme athavA saM. 2013nA cAturmAsa daramyAna nIcenA saranAme lakhI mokalAvavA vinaMti, jethI dvitIyAvRttimAM temano samAveza thaI zake. - tevI ja rIte asAdhAraNa koTinA ArAdhaka vartamAnakAlIna sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonA kUto paNa nIcenA saranAme moDAmAM moDA e. 2053nA zrAvaNa pUnama pahelAM banatI tvarAe lakhI mokalAvavA jevI A pustakanA trIjA bhAgamAM prakAzita thaI zake. trIjA bhAganuM saMpAdana kArya cAlu chei. mATe drazaMto zIgha mokalAvavA vinaMti. moDA AvanAra dajhaMtono samAveza chevaTe bIjI AvRttimAM thaI zakaze. dareka sujJa vAcaka ATalo saMkalpa kare ke ochAmAM ochuM ekAda drazcaMta to mAre acUka lakhIne anumodanAno mahAna lAbha levo ja che.. | bhAga-2 mAM jemanA dAMto raju thayA che temanuM viziSTa bahumAna 5 gaNivaryazrInI nizrAmAM zaMkhezvara tIrthamAM bhA.su. 15, maMgaLavAra tA. 1-9-97nA thaze e prasaMge sahu ne acUka hAjara rahevA vinaMti. dato mokalavAnuM saranAmuM : pU. gaNivaryazrI mahodayasAgarajI ma. sA. kacchI bhavana mu. po. zaMkhezvara tIrtha ji. mahesANA (uttara gujarAta) pIna : 384246 (phona : 02733-7333) - prakAzaka AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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________________ sAdara samarpaNa gujarAtI tathA saMskRtamAM prabhubhaktimaya seMkaDo stavana- stuticaityavaMdana pUjAo vigere bhAvavAhI bhakti sAhityanI tathA saMskRtamAM triSaSThizalAkA puraSa caritra, samarAditya kevalI caritra, zrIpAla caritra dvAdaza parvakathA Adi graMthonI racanA karanAra muMbaIthI zikharajI tathA zikharajIthI pAlitANA jevA mahAna aitihAsika cha'rI pAlaka saMghonI preraNA tathA nizrA dvArA prabhuzAsananI addabhuta prabhAvanA karanAra.. 72 jinAlaya. 20 jinAlaya Adi aneka jinamaMdironI preraNA aMjanazalAkA pratiSThA dvArA lAkho AtmAone prabhu sAthe prIta bAMdhavAmAM sahAyaka AlaMbano pUrA pADanAra " jepha vaye paNa dararoja zrI arihaMta paramAtmA Adi paMca parameSThI bhagavaMtone 108 khamAsamaNa ApanAra..! mArA jevA aneka AtmAone saMsAranI keDIethI saMyamanA punIta paMthe prasthAna karAvanAra.... tapa-tyAga titikSA, kSamA, samatA, namratA, sahanazIlatA, bhadrikatA, apramattatA, sAdagI vigere agaNita guNaratnonA mahAsAgara tathA saguNAnurAgI yathArthanAmI.. anaMta upakArI, bhavodatiAraka, vAtsalyavAridhi, zAsana samrATa, bhArata divAkara, taponidhi, acalagacchAdhipati, pa. pU. gurudeva AcArya bhagavaMta zrIguNasAgara sUrIzvarajI ma.sA. nA caraNomAM sAdara savinaya samarpaNa. - guru guNacaraNaraja gaNimahodayasAgara guNalAla)
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________________ AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA sukatanA sahayogI (1) zAha enjinIyarIMga kuM. - gAMdhIdhAma-kaccha (2) dhanavaMtIbena dAmajI gosara - ghATakopara - muMbaI (3) purabAI kalyANajI - kokaliyA kaccha (4) ratilAlabhAI maganalAla gAlA - nAnA AsaMbIyA (5) somacaMdabhAI visanajI dharamasI- maMjala relaDIyA amo AbhArI chIe nakala pU. gaNivaryazrI mahodayasAgarajI ma. sA. dvArA saMpAdita ane amArA taraphathI prakAzita thayela "jenA haiye zrI navakAra, tene karaze zuM saMsAra" kiM. rU. 60), pustakanI pa00 nakala jJAnabhaMDAro temaja pU. sAdhu-sAdhvIjI | bhagavaMtone sAdara bheTa rUpe mokalAvavA mATe nIcenA saMghoe | jJAnakhAtAmAMthI Apela sahayoga badala amo temanA RNI chIe.] bhaviSyamAM paNa AvI rIte sAtha sahakAranI sahu saMgho pAse apekSA. saMgha (1) amadAvAda acalagaccha jaina saMgha 100 (2) bhujapura acalagaccha jaina saMgha 100 | (sA. zrI bhuvanazrIjInA 40 varSanA saMyama payayanI anumodanArthe temaja bhujapuramAM temanA prathama cAturmAsa nimitte) (3) bidaDA ka. vI. o. derAvAsI jaina saMgha (4) jakhau ratnapUMka tathA sAdhAraNa phaMDa (5) nareDI acalagaccha jaina saMgha (6) mAMDala acalagaccha jaina saMgha ---- -- 100 ~~- - pa0 -~ - :5 .
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________________ saMghavI zrI bAbubhAI tathA saMghamAtA kasturabena AdinI | anumodanIya ArAdhanA iiiiIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII Illiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii - - - - - - - - - - - - * sajoDe muMbaIthI sametazikharajI tathA zikharajIthI pAlitANAnA cha'rI saMghomAM padayAtrA karI. temaja prathama saMghamAM saMghapati- saMghamAtA banavAno paNa lAbha lIdho. * saM. 2045mAM pU. gaNivaryazrI mahodayasAgarajI ma. sA. Adi ThANAnI nizrAmAM saMghapati - saMghamAtA banIne seMkaDo sAdharmikone siddhagirinI 99 yAtrA karAvI temaja svayaM paNa 2 vAra 99 yAtrA vidhipUrvaka karI...! * sajoDe pAMca varSItapa temaja vIzasthAnaka tapanI ArAdhanA vidhivat karI che ! hAla paNa varSItapa sajoDe cAlu che. * ghaNA varSothI ubhaya Teka pratikramaNa temaja covihAra - navakArasI cAlu che. * sajoDe caturthavrata svIkArela che. * 17 varSothI jJAnapaMcamI tathA navapadajInI moLIo cAlu che. * dararoja savAre pratikramaNa bAda siddhagiri temaja siddhicakranI ArAdhanA ananya zraddhA pUrvaka kare che. ane enA prabhAve ja nAnA-moTA dareka kAryo nirvibatAe thAya che ema mAne che. * A uparAMta bAbubhAIe 10 vAra aThThAItapa, ekavAra 16 upavAsa (soLabha), siddhitapa, zreNitapa, dharmacakra tapa jevA moTA tapa temaja pAMca kalyANakanA 125 upavAsa, 96 jinanA upavAsa, tathA vardhamAna tapanI 20 jeTalI oLIthI jIvanane tapomaya banAvela che. * chellA 8 varSamAM aneka vAra loca paNa karAvela che. * 72 jinAlaya, datANI, zaMkhezvara-kacchI bhavana vigere aneka dharmasthAnomAM moTI rakamonuM dAna Apela che. * temanA suputra zrI harakhacaMdabhAIe solIsITara tarIke hovA chatAM anekavidha javAbadArIo vahana karatAM karatAM ekAMtarA pa00 AyaMbila tathA vardhamAna tapanI 40 jeTalI oLIo karI lIdhela che. 2 vAra aThThAI tapa karela che. niyamita jinapUjA temaja covihAra - navakArasI kare che. * aMtarIkSajI tIrthanA kesamAM potAnI suMdara sevA niHsvArthabhAve Apela che. aneka saMghonA dhArmika TrasTonA baMdhAraNa teoe vinA mUlya taiyAra karI Apela che. * aneka kuTuMbonA jhaghaDA parasparane samajAvIne vinA korTe patAvela che. * saMghavIzrI bAbubhAInA suputrI a. sau nirmaLAbena jhaveracaMdabhAI devajI deDhiyA (kaccha-godharAvAlA) e 108 pArzvanAtha bhagavaMtanI 108 aThThamo dvArA ArAdhanA pUrNa karI e nimitte mAtuzrI ratanabAI devajI deDhiyA parivAra taraphathI gAmAIo tathA sagA vahAlA vigeremAMthI 225 jeTalA sAdharmikone saM. 2013mAM poSadazamI prasaMge bhIlaDIyAjI tIrthamAM sva kharce teDI jaIne samUha aThThama sAthe pU. gaNivaryazrI mahodayasAgarajI ma. sA. nI nizrAmAM ahat mahApUjana bhaNAvela tathA kula 14 jaNA sAthe emaNe paNa sajoDe caturtha vrata nANa samakSa svIkArela. * papapapapapapa papapapapapapa papapapapa : :
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________________ zrI bAbubhAI urphe kuMvarajI jeThAbhAI gaDA (bADAvAlA) prastuta pustakamAM jemano sauthI vadhu Arthika sahayoga prApta thayo che. evA dharmaniSTha, saMghavI suzrAvaka zrI kasturabena kuMvarajI gaDA (bADAvAla jemanA dharmamaya jIvananI anumodanArthe " " kastUra prakAzana TrasTa''nI sthApanA karavAmAM AvI che, evA
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________________ AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA RNa svIkAra - sAdara smRti) (1) anaMta upakArI, bhavodadhitAraka, vAtsalya vAridhi, saccAritra cUDAmaNi, ananya prabhubhakta, zAsana samrATa, bhArata divAkara, tIrthaprabhAvaka, divyapAdAtA, acalagacchAdhipati pa. pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrIguNasAgarasurIzvarajI ma. sA. (2) saLaMga 28mA vaSItapanA ArAdhaka, zubhAziSadhatA. vartamAna acalagacchAdhipati, tapasvIratna, pa. pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrI guNodayasAgara surIzvarajI ma. sA... (3) sUrimaMtrapaMcaprasthAna samArAdhaka, sAhitya divAkara, pa. pU. A. bhagavaMta zrI kalAprabhasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. (4) lekhana Adi zubha pravRttiomAM pratyakSa ke parokSa rUpe sahAyaka banatA vinIta ziSya-praziSyo, tejasvI vaktA munirAja zrI devaratnasAgarajI, svAdhyAya premI munirAja zrI dharmaratnasAgarajI, tapasvI munirAja zrI kaMcanasAgarajI, sevAbhAvI munirAjazrI abhyadayasAgarajI tathA nUtana munirAjazrI bhaktiratnasAgarajI... ratnatrayInI ArAdhanAmAM pratyakSa ke parokSa rUpe sahAyaka banatA tamAma gurubaMdhuo, nAnA - moTA munivaro, nAmI-anAmI sarve zubhecchako, hitaciMtako Adi.. mumukSu avasthAmAM dhArmika sUtro (sAthe)no suMdara abhyAsa karAvanAra ! temaja saMyamanI preraNA ApanAra paramopakArI yoganiSThA, tattvajJA sva. sA. zrI guNodayazrIjI mahArAja Adi.. mumukSu avasthAmAM 5 varSa paryata saMskRta prAkRta vyAkaraNa, nyAya, kAvya, Sadarzana Adino suMdara rIte abhyAsa karAvanAra paMDita ziromaNi zrI harinArAyaNa mizra (vyA. nyA. vedAMtAcAya) (8) prastuta pustakano prathama bhAga vAMcIne rUbarUmAM temaja patro dvArA ke hArdika anumodanA abhivyakta karIne bIjA tathA trIjA bhAganA zIgha prakAzana mATe protsAhita karanAra sahu guNAnurAgI AtmAo ... Adi agaNita upakArI AtmAonuM sAdara smaraNa karatAM gaurava tathA AnaMda anubhavuM chuM. !... -gaNi mahodayasAgara hopeu : :
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________________ AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ( sukRtanA sahayogI dAtAonI hArdika anumodanA) (1) sva. saMghavI zreSThIvarya zrImULajIbhAI cAMpazI sAvalA -sudeva sugurU sudharma pratye 6 apAra bhakti, zrI jinazAsana pratye avihaDa zradhdhA, zrIbhagavatI sUtrAdi jinAgamo viSenA pravacana zravaNanI ananya jijJAsA, aneka upAzrayAdi dharmasthAnomAM vahevaDAvelI dAnanI gaMgA vigere dvArA jIvanane jIvI jANyuM tevIja rIte kensara jevA asAdhya daIne paNa paralokanI taiyArI mATe agAuthI noTIsa ApanAra tarIke upakAraka mAnIne hasatAM hasatAM. navakAra gaNatAM samAdhimRtyune Ape mANI paNa jANyuM. ApanI prathama puNyatithi nimitte ApanA parivAra taraphathI prastuta prakAzanamAM maLela suMdara sahayoganI hArdika anumodanA. 6 (ra) sva. narendrabhAI vIrajI deDhiyA - bhujapura gAmanA tejasvIratna tathA svAdhyAya premI munirAjazrI dharmaratnasAgarajI ma.sA.nA saMsArapakSe vaDilabaMdhu sudeva-sugurU-sudharma pratye atyaMta bahumAna dharAvanAra, saujanyazIlatA nikhAlasatA, niHsvArtha paropakAra, guptadAna vigere sadgaNone kAraNe Aje paNa lokahRdayamAM jIvaMta, dhArmika ke vyAvahArika nAnA moTA kAryomAM udAra rIte lAbha lenAra, 42 varSanI vaye hArTaeTekanA kAraNe eka mahinA sudhI hospITalamAM paNa dharmadhyAnapUrvaka paralokavAsI banelA evA ApanI prathama puNyatithi nimitte ApanAra parivAra taraphathI A prakAzanamAM maLela suMdara sahayoganI hArdika anumodanA. 6 (3) saMghamAtA haMsAbena ANaMdajI rAMbhiyA - saMyamanA paMthe prayANa karavA icchatA ApanA patideva (hAla tapasvI munirAjazrI abhyadaya-sAgarajI ma.sA.)ne samajapUrvaka saharSa saMmati ApIne tathA aneka sAdharmikone zrI sidhdhAcalajI Adi tIthanI yAtrA karAvavA vigere dvArA ApazrIe mahAna sukata upArjana karela che. have bAkInI jiMdagImAM sva-svarUpanI anubhUti eja ApanuM mukhya lakSya rahyuM che. ApanA e lakSyane zIdhra prApta karo evI zAsanadevane hArdika prArthanA sAthe bahuratnA vasuMdharA nA prakAzanamAM Apela suMdara sahayoganI hArdika anumodanA. (4) saMghamAtA maribena rAmajI zAha - zrI jinabiMba mATe hIrAjaDita ratnanI TIlaDI tathA cakSu vigere bharAvavA mATe sadaiva taiyAra rahenAra, zatruMjaya mahAtIrthanI sAmUhika 99 yAtrAnA AyojanamAM saMghamAtA banIne lAbha lenAra, prAyaH niyamita vyAsaNA vigere tapa-tyAga bhakti tathA anekavidha ArAdhanAmaya jIvana jIvatA evA ApanuM mukhya lakSya nizcayathI samyagadarzananI prApti rahyuM che. ApanA lakSyane zIdhra prApta karanArA bano evI arihaMta paramAtmAne hArdika prArthanA pUgaNivaryazrI mahodaya sAgarajI ma.sA.nI preraNAthI prastuta prakAzanamAM Apela suMdara sahayoganI hArdika anumodanA.
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________________ guNAnurAgano mahimA zAstra dRSTie uttama guNANurAo nivasaI hiyayaMmi jasTa purisassa Atitthaya25yAo, na dullA tassa riddhIo !! (je puruSanA hRdayamAM uttama evo guNAnurAga vase che tenA mATe tIrthaMkara pada sudhInI Rddhio durlabha nathI paraMtu sulabha che.) te dhannA te putrA, teru paNAmo havijja maha niccuM / jesiM guNANuAo, akittimo hoI aNavarayaM (teo dhanya che, teo puNyazALI che, temane mAro haMmezAM namaskAra hojo; ke jemanA hRdayamAM akRtrima evo guNAnurAga sadA vase che.) kiM bahuNA bhaNiairNa, kiMvA tavieNa kiM va dANeNaM / IkyuM guNANurAyuM, sikhaha sukSmANa kulabhavaNuM II (vadhAre bhaNavAthI, vadhAre tapa karavAthI ke vadhAre dAna ApavAthI saryuM. paraMtu sukhonA kula bhavana jevA eka guNAnurAgane ja zIkho.) jaIvi carasa tava viula, paDhasi suyaM karisi viviha kaThThAI / na dharisa guNANurAyuM, paresu tA niSkalaM sayaluM (he jIva ! tuM bhale ugra tapa karato hoya, ghaNuM zrutajJAna bhaNato hoya ke vividha prakAranA parisahonA kaSTo sahana karato hoya; paraMtu jo bIjA jIvo pratye guNAnurAgane dhAraNa karato nathI to te badhuM niSphala jANavuM !...) souNa guNukkarisyuM, annaksa karesi maccha2e jaIvi to nUrNa saMsAre, parAhataM sahasi satya // (he jIva ! jo tuM bIjA jIvonA guNonA utkarSane sAMbhaLIne IrSyA karato hoya to tuM cokkasa A saMsAramAM sarvatra parAbhavane sahana karIza.) :6:
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________________ AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA jarA thobho....vAMco ane AgaLa vadho. K (saMpAdakIya)) vi. saM. 2048-2049mAM amane cAturmAsamAM temaja gujarAtamAM 6 vihAra daramyAna keTalAka janmathI ajene paraMtu AcaraNathI savAyA jaina hoya evA viziSTa koTinA ArAdhaka AtmAono paricaya thato rahyo ke jemane yAda karatAM ahobhAva utpanna thAya tathA jemanuM jIvana aneka AtmAone mATe khUba ja preraNAdAyaka che. pravacanAdimAM paNa tevA AtmAonAM avacIna draSTAMto savizeSa asarakAraka nIvaDatA hoI tevA draSTAMtonI TUMkI noMdha DAyarImAM lakhavAnuM zarU karyuM. ahobhAva utpanna thAya tevuM lagabhaga sAdhu jevuM jIvana jIvatA hoya tevA keTalAka uttama ArAdhaka zrAvakonA paNa avacIna vRSTAMto maLavA lAgyA tenI paNa TUMkI noMdha thatI gaI. cothA ArAnI ke mahAvideha kSetranI yAda apAve tevuM ucca saMyamI jIvana jIvanArA keTalAka munivaro paNa paricayamAM AvyA. mAganusAritAnI bhUmikAmAM rahelA keTalA AtmAonuM paNa khUbaja anumodanIya jIvana vRSTigocara thayuM. pravacanamAM temaja satsaMgamAM AvA ArAdhaka ratnonA draSTAMtonI rajuAta thatAM dhAryA karatAM ghaNI ja viziSTa suMdara asara thatI jovAI che kvacita kSamApanA patromAM AvA 204 draSTAMto saMkSepamAM raju karatAM paNa cAre bAjuthI atyaMta anumodanAnA udgAro abhivyakta karatA patro AvavA lAgyA. pariNAme zrIdeva-gurunI asIma kRpAthI evI aMtaHskuraNA thaI ke bhAratabharamAM zrIjinazAsanamAM aneka saMghomAM-gAma-nagaromAM AvA AvA aneka dRSTAMto vidyamAna haze. temanuM je vyavasthita saMkalana karIne prakAzita karavAmAM Ave to pramodabhAvanA bhAvavAnI prabhuAjJAnuM pAlana thAya. te te ArAdhaka AtmAone paNa protsAhana ane vadhu sAruM jIvana jIvavAnuM : 10:
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________________ AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA huM baLa maLe temaja bIjA anekAneka AtmAone anumodanA ane jIvaMta ke preraNA dvArA khUbaja lAbha thAya. AvI bhAvanAthI prerAIne AvA draSTAMtono saMgraha karavA mATe saM. 2049nA cAturmAsamAM eka vigatavAra paripatra bahAra pADI cAreya phirakAonAM prAyaH tamAma sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtone temaja saMghone mokalAvavAmAM Avela. jenA pratisAda rUpe keTalAka dRSTAMto temaja AvA prayatna badala hArdika abhinaMdana ane anumodanAnI paNa anumodanAnA aneka patro prApta thayA. jenAthI A zubha kArya mATenA utsAhamAM abhivRddhi thaI. tyArabAda pAlitANA - amadAvAda vigere sthaLomAM paNa vividha samudAyonA munivarAdino rUbarU saMparka sAdhI temanI pAsethI paNa keTalAka vRSTAMto saMgrahita karyA. zakyatA mujaba te te ArAdhaka AtmAone rUbarU maLIne praznottarI dvArA temanI ArAdhanAnI jANakArI meLavI. A badhA prayatnonI phalazruti svarUpe Aje A pustaka dharmapremI, jijJAsu vAcakavRMdanA karakamalamAM AvI rahyuM che te badala aMtaHkaraNamAM apAra AnaMdanI anubhUti thAya te sahaja che. prastuta pustakanuM prakAzana vaheluM karavAnI bhAvanA hatI paraMtu saMyogavazAt vacce jenA haiye zrI navakAra tene karaze zuM saMsAra ?' (pAMca AvRtti - kula 19000 nakala) nAmanA atyaMta lokapriya banela pustakano aMgrejI anuvAda 'Miracles of Mahamantra Navkar pustakanuM tathA "prabhu sAthe prIta' pustakanuM saMpAdana karavAnI tathA sarvaprathamavAra giranArajI mahAtIrthanI sAmUhika 99 yAtrAmAM nizrA ApavAnI javAbadArI AvI paDI. jethI dhAryA karatAM ThIka ThIka vilaMba thavAthI ghaNA jijJAsuone rAha jovI paDI. paraMtu have vizeSa rAha jovI na paDe te mATe hAla pustakanuM kula 3 vibhAgamAM vargIkaraNa karI, "janmathI ajaina paraMtu AcaraNathI jaina hoya, tevA 72 re viziSTa arvAcIna vRSTAMtono prathama bhAga gata varSe prakAzita karavAmAM Avela che. prastuta dvitIya bhAgamAM vartamAnakAlIna viziSTa koTinA ArAdhaka : 11:
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________________ * * * * * * AAAAA jaina zrAvaka-zrAvikAonA dRSTAMto prakAzita karavAmAM Avela che. tyArabAda trIjA vibhAgamAM viziSTa koTinA ArAdhaka vartamAnakAlIna sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonA vRSTAMto sAthe prAcIna mahApuruSonA anumodanIya draSTAMto paNa prakAzita karavAnI bhAvanA che. pustaka alaga alaga vibhAgamAM prakAzita thAya to pustakanuM kada temaja kiMmata alpa rahevAthI vividha dhArmika ke vyAvahArika prasaMge sAdharmikone ke sagA-snehIone prabhAvanA rUpe A pustakano koI paNa eka bhAga sugamatAthI ApI zakAya evuM paNa hitasUcana keTalAka hitecchu AtmAo taraphathI maLela che. e paNa A pustakane alaga alaga vibhAgomAM prakAzita karavA pAchaLa nimitta kAraNa che. chelle badhA vibhAgonuM saMyukta prakAzaka paNa thaze. je thAya te sArAne mATe ja e suvAkya mujaba prastuta pustakanA prakAzanamAM thayela vilaMba paNa vadhune vadhu dRSTAMtone saMgraha thavAmAM nimitta banyuM che. dRSTAMtonuM saMkalana karatAM karatAM nIceno zloka vAraMvAra yAda Avato rahyo che ane enI yathArthatA paNa vadhune vadhu spaSTa thatI rahI che. A rahyo e zloka pade pade nidhAnAni, yojane rasakuMpikA ! bhAgyahInA na payaMti, bahuranA vasuMdharA re [bhAvArtha A pRthvImAM Dagale pagale nidhAna rahelA che ane pratyeka yojane suvarNasiddhirasanI kaMpikAo rahelI che. paraMtu bhAgyahIna AtmAo temane joI zakatA nathI. bAkI A pRthvI (vasuMdharA) to kharekhara ghaNA ratnovALI ja che !.] A zlokamAM sUcita jaDa nidhAno ke rasakaMpikAo bhale kadAca kALanA prabhAve hAla dRSTigocara thatA na hoya paraMtu Dagale pagale aneka saMghomAM viziSTa ArAdhaka caitanyaratnonAM darzana to Aje paNa acUka thaI zake che. te mATe bhAgya karatAM paNa mukhyatve zrIdeva-gurunI asIma kRpAthI vikasita thayelI, ane satsaMga temaja sadvAMcanathI parikarmita thayelI guNavRSTi ane pramodabhAvanAno bhavya puruSArtha apekSita che. : 12:
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________________ AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA jema jema samaya pasAra thato gayo tema tema AvI anubhUti vadhune che vadhu spaSTa thatI rahI che. eTale atre raju thaI rahelA draSTAMto to aMzamAtra che, bAkI zrI jinazAsana to AvA AvA anekAneka ArAdhaka caitanyaratnonI khANa che. mATe ja to caturvidha zrIsaMghane ratnonuM utpattisthAna rohaNAcala parvatanI bhUmi vigerenI upamA siMdUraprakara vigeremAM temaja zrInaMdIsUtra Adi AgamomAM ApavAmAM Avela che. mATe jema jema AvA chUpA ArAdhaka ratnonI bhALa maLatI jaze tema tema A pustakanI AgAmI AvRttiomAM prakAzita thaI zakaze. sujJa vAcakone AvA dRSTAMto zIdhra lakhI mokalAvavA namra vinaMti. A pustakanA vividha vibhAgomAM prakAzita thaI rahelA ArAdhaka AtmAomAMthI zakya teTalA vadhune vadhu AtmAone pratyakSa maLIne praznottarI dvArA temanI ArAdhanAnI jANakArI meLavavA prayatna karyo che. keTalAka vRSTAMto dharmacakraprabhAvaka pa. pU. paMnyAsa pravara zrI jagavallabha vijayajI ma. sA.pU. gaNivaryazrI guNasuMdaravijayajI ma. sA., pU. gaNivarya zrI bhuvanasuMdaravijayajI ma. sA., gaNivaryazrI akSayabodhivijayajI, munirAjazrI mahAbodhivijayajI vigere he munivarAdi pAsethI temanA anubhava svarUpe sAMbhaLIne lakhyA che, to keTalAka ke drazaMto vividha AtmAo pAsethI patravyavahAra dvArA paNa prApta karyA che. keTalAka dRSTAMto zAsanaprabhAvaka pa. pU. paMnyAsapravara zrI caMdrazekharavijayajI ma. sA. dvArA likhita "muni jIvananI bALapothI' tathA "mArI tera prArthanAo tathA. munirAja zrI bhadrezvaravijayajI dvArA saMkalita jaina Adarza prasaMgonA AdhAre raju karyA che. A sarve mahAtmAono temaja anya paNa nAmI-anAmI aneka AtmAoe prastuta pustakanA saMkalana/saMpAdanamAM vividha svarUpe pratyakSa ke parokSa rUpe sahayoga Apyo che. te sarvene atre kRtajJabhAve yAda karI hArdika AbhAranI lAgaNI vyakta karyA sivAya rahI zakAya tema nathI. dIkSA levAnI tIvra tAlAvelI hovA chatAM paNa mAtra bimAra mAtAnI sevA khAtara vevizALanuM baMdhana svIkArI, sagAI pachI ane lagna pahelAM ja sajoDe mAvajIva brahmacaryavratano svIkAra karI, lagnabAda paNa 10 varSa sudhI (dIkSA paryata) e asidhArAvratanuM nirmaLapaNe pAlana karI, sajoDe dIkSita thayelA munirAjazrI jayadarzanavijayajIe khUbaja AtmIyabhAve prastuta pustakanA HUUUUUUUUUUUuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu : 13:
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________________ AAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA prakAzanamAM dilacaspI dAkhavIne mananIya prastAvanA lakhI ApIne pustakanI upayogitAmAM abhivRddhi karI che te badala temano paNa hArdika AbhArI chuM. temanuM Azcaryaprada dRSTAMta A pustakamAM prathama kramAMkamAM raju thayela che. atre raju thayela vRSTAMto vadhu vizvasanIya bane temaja jijJAsu AtmAo te te ArAdhakone rUbarU maLIne yA patra dvArA upabRhaNA karIne vadhu protsAhita karI zake tathA temanA saMparkathI svayaM paNa tevA sadguNo prApta karI zake te mATe zakyatA mujaba te te ArAdhakonA nAma-ThAma atre raju karavAmAM AvyA che. sujJa vAcakavRMdane namra vinaMti ke banI zake to te te ArAdhakone ekAda posTakArDa lakhIne temanI upabRhaNA-anumodanA karavI jethI temane ArAdhanAmAM hajI paNa AgaLa vadhavA mATe baLa maLI rahe temaja ApaNA jIvanamAM paNa tevI viziSTa ArAdhanA karavAnI zakti pragaTe. prAyaH dareka bAbatomAM sApekSa rIte lAbha/geralAbha baMne ochevatte aMze samAyelA hoya che athavA to sikkAnI be bAju hoya che. tema eka evuM paNa hitasUcana Avela ke nAma-ThAma vinA kevaLa ArAdhakonAM dRzaMta ja prakAzita karavA (nAma-ThAma koI pUche to ja jaNAvavA) kAraNake vartamAnanI e viSamatA che ke ArAdhanAnuM keTaluMka pAsuM suMdara hoya tevA keTalAkanuM bIjuM pAsuM eTaluM suMdara nathI hotuM, tevI vyaktionAM nAma-ThAma sAthe prasaMgo chapAya, to AkhI vyakti bhadrika jIvo mATe anumodanIya banI jAya.ItyAdi A vAta sApekSa vRSTie barAbara hovA chatAM uparokta hetusara atre ArAdhakonA nAma-ThAma raju karavAnuM sAhasa karyuM che. vAcakavRMda uparokta hitasUcanane najara samakSa rAkhIne haMsanI mAphaka kSIra-nIra nyAye ArAdhakonA jIvanamAMthI sadguNone grahaNa karaze ane chavasthadazAsulabha truTio pratye mAdhyazmabhAva dhAraNa karaze evI AzA. jyAM sudhI chavasthadazA che tyAM sudhI dareka jIvomAM guNa-doSa baMne ochevatte aMze hovAnA ja che. tethI atre raju thayela ArAdhakonA jIvanamAM paNa koIka bAbatamAM truTio hoya to temAM Azcarya nathI paraMtu svAbhAvika che. kAraNake anAdikAlathI mithyAtvathI mUDha banelA, karmothI gherAyelA, svasvarUpathI ajJAta evA A jIvamAM anaMta doSo hoya to paNa temAM kazuM Azcarya nathI; paraMtu AvA paNa jIvamAM ekAda nAnakaDo paNa sadaguNa pragaTelo dekhAya to tene mahA AkSayarUpa mAnI tenI hArdika AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA : 14:
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________________ anumodanA ane avasarocita vANIthI upabRhaNA karavAno mahApurUSono upadeza che. atre raju thayela dRSTAMtonA pAtra svarUpa ArAdhaka AtmAone paNa vinamrabhAve hitasUcana karuM to te asthAne nahi gaNAya ke prastuta pustakamAM tamArUM dRSTAMta tamArA svayaM vAMcavAmAM Ave tyAre, yA to te vAMcIne koIka bhAvuka AtmA tamArI upabRhAprazaMsA kare tyAre mAnakaSAyane poSaNa na maLe te mATe jAgRtipUrvaka AtmanirIkSaNa dvArA potAnAmAM je je khAmIo jaNAya teno vinamrabhAve mAnasika ke vAcika ekarAra karavo ane gaMbhIratApUrvaka te te truTio/doSone zIghra sudhArI levA purUSArtha karavo ke jethI tamAruM AlaMbana koIne paNa mokSamArgathI vimukha na banAve paraMtu savizeSa sanmukha banAvanAruM nIvaDe. prastuta pustakanI kaMpojha tathA prinTIMga saMbaMdhI tamAma javAbadArI, "kalyANa" mAsikanA mAnada saMpAdaka zrI kIracaMdabhAI je. zeThe cIvaTapUrvaka saMbhALI lIdhI che tethI temane jeTalA dhanyavAda ApIe teTalA ochA che. zrI kastUra prakAzana TrasTe 'jenAM haiye zrInavakAra, tene karaze zuM saMsAra ?' vagere pustakonI mAphaka A pustakanA prakAzanamAM saharSa saMmati darzAvI che tethI tenA mukhya TrasTI solIsITara zrI harakhacaMdabhAI kuMvarajI gaDA Adi TrasTImaMDaLa temaja prakAzanamAM suMdara sahayoga ApanAra dAtAo sarve dhanyavAdane pAtra che. prastuta pustakano prathama bhAga vAMcIne seMkaDo AtmAoe rUbarumAM temaja patro dvArA bhUri bhUri hArdika anumodanA abhivyakta karIne bIjA tathA trIjA bhAganA zIghra prakAzana mATe protsAhita karela che. te sahu sadguNAnurAgI AtmAono AbhAra vyakta karavA mATe zabdo ochA paDe che !... ane aMte gacchataH skhalanaM kvApi, bhavatyeva pramAdataH / hasanti durjanAstatra, samAdadhati sajjanAH // ["cAlanAra ke koIpaNa zubha kArya karanAra AtmAnI chadmasthadazAvazAt pramAdane lIdhe kyAMka paNa bhUlacUka thAya che, paraMtu durjana :15:
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________________ AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA - puruSo e bhUla upara hase che jyAre sajjana puruSo bhUlanuM samAdhAna kare ? - - - - - - - - A zloka mujaba prastuta pustakamAM kyAMya paNa zrI jinAjJA viruddha lakhAyuM hoya athavA DrAMtomAM vAstavikatAthI ochuM adhikuM yA viparIta lakhAyuM hoya to te badala hArdika micchAmi dukkaDa. sujJa vAcako te badala dhyAna doraze to navI AvRttimAM sudhAro karI levAmAM Avaze. A pustakanA prathama bhAganA prinTIMga vakhate ja sagavaDa khAtara bIjA tathA trIjA bhAga mATe TAITala citra chapAI gayela. paraMtu have traNe bhAganuM saMyukta prakAzana thaze tyAre mukhapRSTha citra badalAvavAmAM Avaze tathA pAkA pUThAnI bAIDIMga thaze jenI sujJa vAcakoe noMdha levA vinaMti. prastuta pustakanA mananapUrvaka vAMcana dvArA aneka AtmAo guNAnurAgI temaja guNavAna ane viziSTa koTinA ArAdhaka banIne zIgha mukti padanA adhikArI bano e ja zubhAbhilASA -gaNimahodayasAgara saM. 2053 caitra sudi 1 cArUpa tIrtha - - - - - - - - - - - - - - kavara pRSThanA citrano paricaya - - - - - - - - kavarapRSTha naM.1 upara pustakanA nAma pramANe vividharaMgI ratnonuM citra che, jyAre kavara pRSTha naM. 4 upara anukrame brAhamaNa, rajaputa, kheDuta, bharavADa, prophesara, suthAra, mocI tathA musalamAnanAM rekhAcitro che. dareka citranI nIce "jene jayati zAsana" lakheluM che te ema sUcave che ke pustakanA prathama bhAgamAM AvA prakAranI vividha jJAtionA loko paNa jaina dharma viziSTa rIte pALe che temanA daSTAMto che. tyArabAda rAjA-maMtrI, zrAvaka tathA zrAvikAnA citro che. te A| pustakanA bIjA bhAganA viSayane sUcave che. tyArabAda zvetAMbara mU.pU, sthAnakavAsI, terApaMthI tathA digaMbara munionAM citro sUcave che ke trIjA bhAgamAM cAreya phirakAnA viziSTa ArAdhaka sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonA daSTAMto che. : 16:
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________________ AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA PREFACE CUM PRAISE (prastAvanA ane stavanA) | lekhaka - gacchAdhipati pUjya A. zrI jayaghoSasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nA praziSya muni jayadarzana vi. ma. zraddhArUpI zrIthI zrImaMta, vivekarUpI vidyAthI vidvAna ane kriyArUpI kasabathI kalAkAra amArA adakerA jina paramAtmAnA zAsanano amAro zrAvaka te sAmAnya jana nahi paNa jinAjJA vAsita jaina nabIro che. jyAre laukika dharmanA anuyAyImAM paNa guNonA guNAkAra jovA maLI jAya to alaukika ne agharA kahevAtA dharmanA dharmamAM teja guNo gaNyA gaNAya nahinI mAtrAmAM maLe to Azcarya zuM? "bahuratnA vasuMdharA" pustakano A dvitIya bhAga tevA ja arvAcIna Adarza vRSTAMto rajU karavA rajA mAgI rahyo che, jenuM kAraNa e paNa kharUM ke A sarjana pAchaLano mukhya hetu chadmasthAvasthAmAM rahelA chidro-doSo vacce paNa citra-vicitra guNo gotI tene gAvAno che, paNa tethI rakhe ne koI mAnI le ke che te te draSTAMtonA AdhAra pAtro karmamaLathI sAva korA che, nyArA che ke sarvaguNa saMpanna che. kAraNa cokhyuM che ke jyAM sudhI sAdhakAtmA siddhionA sopAna sara karato siddha padane prApta nathI karato tyAM sudhI apekSAe kevaLI banI gayA pachI paNa cAra aghAtI karmothI laDavAnuM bAkI ja rahe che, pachI ja saMsAramukta banI siddhazilAe sthira thAya che. Ama vyavahAra nayanI guNa parAkASThA jyAre kevaLajJAna sudhI saMketa-saphara karAvI zake che, tyAre nizcaya naya to kevaLIone paNa karma kalaMkathI kaMIka amukta kahI siddhAvasthA pUrvanI sarva sthitione apUrNa dekhADe che, je satya paNa che. chatAMya te te kALe ghaTelI ghaTanAonA AdhAre phakta tIrthakara ke sAmAnya kevaLajJAnIonI ja nahi, paNa zrAvaka-zrAvikAonI yazogAthAthI { paNa jaina-kathAnuyoga bharapUra bhaya che, tethIya vadhIne pazu-paMkhIonI paNa pragati noMdhavAmAM jJAnIoe kSobha-saMkoca na rAkhI kamAla karI nAkhI che. samaDI marI rAjakuMvarI sudarzanA banI, pUrvabhavano mitra marI ghoDo banyo paNa puNyodaye tIrthapati paramAtmAne pAmI svarge saMcaya, caMDakauzika jevo vRSTiviSadhArI bhujaMga AtmavRSTi AtmasAt karI karmajaMga jItI gayo, pADo marIne dharma pasAthe devalokano deva kevI rIte banyo, hAthInA bhavanI jIvadayAye meghakumAra jevA medhAvI mahApurUSa rUpe kevo rUDo janma ne jIvana ApyuM. zrI navakAra pratApe deva maTI vAMdaro banela jIva pharI devalokanI :17:
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________________ AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - duniyAmAM pravezI gayo, ema nAno tuccha deDako zubhadhyAna baLe marI divya 6 zaktivALo devatA thayo. are ! pANInA porA rUpe janmela jIvo eka dhamatmiAnI jaNAthI eka vRkSa upara yakSo banyA, vanaspatinA bhavamAM aTavAyelo jIvAtmA bAjunI ja kAMTALI vanaspatinI bhoMka samatAthI sahana karI mAtA marUdevA banyA, tIrthakara AdIzvara jevA puNyaziromaNi ne janma ApI teja bhavamAM potAnA janma-maraNanI jhaMjhALa sameTI lIdhI. Aja pramANe uMdara, popaTa-menA, haMsa, mAchalI, baLada ke siMhanA jIvo potapotAnA bhAvamAM ja ! guNa vaibhavono aMzamAtra pAmI kevI rIte pragati karI gayA, tenI ajaba-gajabanI kathA vArtAothI jaina zAstro samRddha che. tevA tuccha dazAnA jIvone maLela ucca dizAnI gauravagAthA jo gavAya, to tethIya ghaNAja HIGH STAGE Hi 224 HONERABLE 2414-zutell zrAvaka-zrAvikAonA guNa prakarSano paricaya pradAna karavA-karAvavAmAM guNAnurAga sivAya zuM samajI zakAya? pazu-paMkhI ke jhADa-pAna jevI tiryaMca gatinA te jIvonI pragati ghaNI ja alpa che, kAraNake temAMnA moTA bhAganA jIvonI pragati deva ke mAnava rUpe thaI che, kadAca aTakI paNa gaI che, koIka pharI patananI pagathAre paDI gayA haze toya acaMbo nahi. chatAMya asiddha dazA sudhI jo guNavikAsanA vividha 6 viSayo vAta rUpe prastuta karavAmAM pUrvajoe kaMjusAI karI hota to AvI apUrva ane AzcaryakArI ghaTanAo koNa jANata? vAMcana pachI ciMtana, manana, 6 nididhyAsana karI temAM rahela rahasyonI UMDAI sudhI koNa DUbakI lagADI zakata? A pustikAmAM tevI tuccha gaNAtI tiryaMcagatinA jIvonA bayAna nathI, paNa uccamAM ucca gaNAtI manuSyagati, ane temAMya ati ucca ArAdhanAno ujjavala paMtha pAmelA jaina pathikonA jIvana-kavanano ekAMza prastuta che. caturvidha zrI saMghamAM jema gaurava pade sAdhu tathA sAdhvI bhagavaMto che tema temanA "ammA-piyA'nI upamA jinezvaronA zrImukhe pAmanAra ArAdhaka zrAvaka-zrAvikAono paNa samanvaya che. amArA dharmazAsanano te gRhastha pApanI parNakuTimAM rahe che, AraMbha-samAMrabha paNa kare che, chatAMya puNyAtmA eTale che ke te haMmeza puNyavaMtA pavitrAtmA guru-guruNInA paDakhA sevato jIve che, pApothI bIve che. parigrahI te zrAvaka vividha vastuo vAnagIono saMgrAhaka vepArI che, to tenA vyApAramAM naphAnI noMdhaNI karAvanAra vastra-pAtranabhikSA gaveSaka :18:
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________________ grAhaka jevA bhikSuka sAdhu-saMto che, caturvidha zrIsaMghanA be bhAga pUjya che, be bhAga pUjaka. chatAMya mokSa purUSArtha mATe potapotAnA sthAne rahI zakti gopavyA vagara dharmapurUSArtha karanAra cAreya bhAga che. tethI ja to zAstrakAroe jema pUjya hemacaMdrAcAryane abhivaMdyA che tema pUjaka evA kumArapALa ne abhinaMdyA che, jema guru pade rahelA vajasvAmi pUjArA che tema ziSya pade rahela jAvaDazA jevA zrAvakaratna paNa gavANA che. prabhu mArganA musAphara munivaro saMsAranI sAthe saMsArI gRhasthonI. mAyAno paNa tyAga karI ArAdhanAmAM agresara bane che, jyAre saMsArIo teja tyAgIonA rAgI banI sAMsArika mAyAjALa vacce paNa munimahaMtonI mAyA rAkhe che. sAdhu sarvaArAdhaka che to zrAvaka dezArAdhaka, sAdhune virati sarvathI che to gRhastha zrAvakane dezathI kharI, samatAnA AjIvana sAdhaka zramaNo che, to zramaNopAsaka sAmAyikanA mAdhyame sAdhu jevo ja { ArAdhaka-sAdhaka banavA adhikArI che. mATe ja to pratikramaNa mAMDalImAM ke sAdhunI sAthe pratikramaNa karatA te te viziSTa zrAvakanI savizeSa ArAdhanAnI anumodanA sAdhu svayaM pUrvakALanA puNyazALI gRhasthone yAda ke karI bolIne nahi paNa gAIne kare che. pratikramaNa vakhate sAMje sajujhAyanA AdezonI sattA saMsArI upAsakane na ApI sAdhune suprata karavA pAchaLa AptapurUSono te uddezya kaMIka rahasyamaya che. savAranA pratikramaNamAM sajjana zreSThI ke sAmAnya zrAvakanA guNone smaraNamAM laI sAdhu paNa zuM zrAvaka-zrAvikAnI dharmasattA ke satIvratanI prazaMsA nathI karatA? bharaphesaranI sajujhAya tenuM udAharaNa che ja to. are ! vadhu to zuM kahevuM, paNa jema sAdhu-sAdhvInI AzAtanA paNa, pAparUpa gaNAvAI che tema zrAvaka-zrAvikAonI paNa AzAtanA3 avagaNanAthI bacavA jJAnIoe sAdhu-sAdhvIone sAMjanA pratikramaNamAM teo vaDe bolAtA pavitra zrI zramaNa sUtranA mAdhyame gupta IzAro karI ja dIdho che. te zrAvaka-zrAvikA vagarano saMgha caturvidha kevI rIte bane ? AvA uttama Four Fold vALA SANGH nI zreSThatAne samajavA AgamapurUSoe naMdIsUtra nAmanA AgamamAM sAdhune uddezI zuM zuM nathI kahyuM? HIS HIGHNESS nA sthApita zrI saMghane kaMIka AvI upamAo. paNa ochI kahevAya... 8 = SUPREME STRUCTURE OF ALL THE EARTHLY ASSOCIATIONS. A = APPEARANCE OF VERY VIRTUOUS AND '' APPRECIATIVE PEOPLE. N = NAVIGATION TO SWIM-OVER UNFATHOMABLE :19:
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________________ SAMSAR SAMUDRA. G = GLORIOUS AND INDESCRIBABLE ESTABLISHE MENT OF JINESHWARS. H = HISTORY OF HIS HIGHNESS AND HOLYMEN CONCERNING JAINISAM. zramaNa-zramaNI ratnone jo COLLEGE STUDENT kahIe to zrAvaka-zrAvikAo paNa SCHOOL STUDENT jevA kema na gaNAya?? alabatta saue potapotAnA sthAnanI sAdhanAmAM saphaLatA sAthe dharmaparIkSAmAM PASS thavAnuM che. A pustakanA koIka pAtro na jANe mumukSuo haze ne bhAvimAM dikSA leze, to koI zrAvaka maTI zramaNa paNa banI gayA haze. chatAya jemanA jemanA udAharaNo guNAnurAgI gaNivarya zrI mahodayasAgarajI ma. sA. e AlekhyA che te saue to khAsa potAnI prazasti vAMcI lagIra levAI nathI javAnuM paNa te pachI UMDANamAM UtarI tapAsa karavAnI che ke potAmAM haju karma-kadama keTalo badho jAmelo haze ke game tevA guNonA vizeSa AvibhAva chatAMya A kSetrathI A kALamAM mokSa maLe tevuM puNyAnubaMdhI puNya je khUTe che te ja tenA pApodayanI cADI khAya che. vadhu to zuM kahIe paNa jema potAne chadmastha taraphathI prazaMsA puSpo maLyA che ke maLaze tethIya vadhu AzA-apekSA to kevaLIonA CERTIFICATE nI jarUrI. AgArI maTI aNagArI bananAra sAdhake to sAva sAvadha thaI cetI javAnuM che ke upavRMhaNAnI UMcAI ke upara caDyA pachI patananI pagathAre paga na paDI jAya, balka eka guNavizeSanI upalabdhimAM chakI na jaI muktinI labdhi kema lAdhI jAya tenI ke ciMtA karavAnI che. saMsArAvasthAnA saravALA kadAca so sudhI sAMpaDI paNa gayA hoya toya sanyAsAvasthAmAM to zUnyAvasthAthI ja sarjana-arcana karI pAponuM visarjana karavuM bAkI rahe che. tema je gRhastha upara gaNizrIjIe prazaMsA puSpo veryA che teNe tenI puSpamALA paheravA pahelAM pAchA pagalAM bharI potAnI parAdhInatA pIchANavAnI che ke kevI karmanI kATakhIlI ke pote haju moharAjAnI jIhajUrImAMthI ja bahAra nathI AvI zakyo tyAM bhADatI alaMkArothI zaNagAra sajI lokamAM guNazrImaMta tarIke gaNAya toya zuM ? je hoya te, sAramAM eTaluM ja ke saue potapotAnA pagane pragati paMthe dhapAvavA ja kaTibaddha banavAnuM che, saMkalpa karavAno che, pUrvajonA parAkramo sAme potAnI pAmaratA pakhavAnI che, anyathA pitAnA mukhe potAnI prazaMsA prathama vAra ja parANe sAMbhaLavAmAM saphaLa thayelA citrakAra putranI te pachInI pragati sAva aTakI gayA jevo betAla thayA vagara nahi rahe kadAca guNasamRddhi vastupALa-tejapALa jevA zrAvaka ratno ane anupamAdevI jevI pApa : 20:
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________________ AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA zrAvikA-ziromaNi gurumukhe prazaMsA pAmelA chatAMya pote nAnAmAM nAnA bALazrAvaka ke sAmAnya gaNAtA zrAvaka-zrAvikAono paga dUdhapANIthI pakhALI potAnI laghutAnA darzana karAvatA hatA. teo jANatA hatA ke zrAvaka-zrAvikA jevI mahAmUlI mUDIne svayaM guNazreSTha tIrthakaro paNa "Namo tiththassa" kahI jo navAje to pote to tevA uttamAtmAonA caraNa prakSAla karI ke zrIsaMghanI dhULa paNa mAthe caDhAvI apratyakSa rUpe koI tirthaMkara, gaNadhara ke nikaTabhavI jIvone ja abhivaMdI rahyA che, potAnI yogyatA paNa te vaDe vikasAvavA prayAsa karI rahyA che. guNI gaNivaryazrI jANe che ke tema-rAjUlanI joDIe chellA bhavamAM bhavanA pherA sadAya mATe samApta karyA paNa te pUrvanA nava bhavomAM temanI sAdhanA zrAvaka-zrAvikAnA svAMgamAM ke devabhavamAM mitro tarIke kalyANamaitrI tarIke pAMgarI hatI. jaMbUsvImIe chellA bhavamAM chellA kevaLInuM birUda meLavyuM te pahelAMno ItihAsa sAdhupadanI aprAptimAM jhUrI jhUrI chaThThanA pAraNe AyaMbila karI zrAvakAvasthAmAM ja karmone haLavA karavAno hato. zrAvakanI sthitimAM jIvadayAne jagavI eka jIvAtmA cakravartI ane tIrthapati jevI bevaDI kamANI karanAra prabhu zAMtinAtha banI zake, sAdhunI saprema sevA karanAra vaidarAjaputra pragati pAmI jo nAbhirAjanA suputra AdinAtha tIrthaMkara banI zake, abaLAvasthAmAM anuttama bAkuLA vahorAvI caMdanabALA jo uttama saMyama prabhuvIra pAse pAmI teja bhavamAM muktinI majhala kApI zake, nirmaLa samyakdarzananA prabhAve zrAvikA sulasA AvatI covIzInA tIrthapatinuM | RESERVATION karAvI zake to te zrAvaka-zrAvikAo rUpe ArAdhanA karanAra paNa keTalA bhAgyavaMtA kahevAya? navakArazI jevuM tapa paNa na karI zakanAra zreNika zrAvakanuM zrAvakapaNuM zuM vagovI zakAya ? pacAsa pacAsa varasa sudhI dharmavagara bhaTakanAra kumArapALanI niMdA karI zakAya ? are ! cAritra vagara ja marI janAra samakitI kRSNane naraka maLyAnI vAto hoMze hoMze karI 3 zakAya ? javAba maLaze, nahi ja ! kAraNa ke e to jJAnIe jaNAvyuM che tethI ApaNe jANI gayA chIe ke tevA karmabhArI zrAvako paNa bhAvimAM tIrthakaro ke gaNadharo thaI zAsana zobhAvavanA che, to jenA bhAvi utthAnanI bhaviSyavANI ApaNe jANI nathI zakyA tevA jAtiratno karmarajathI { kharaDAyelA hoya to tenA doSo dekhI tene durguNI kema kahI zakAya? banavA joga che nAdAna bALa jevo dekhAto bALazrAvaka cAMgo hoyane bhAvimAM prabhAvaka AcArya bananAra hoya, na jANe te nAno sAva nAno-nAjuka nAgaketu pypttittiypttiyyppttippppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy : 254.
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________________ hoya paNa teja bhavamAM mokSa meLavI janAra hoya, koNa jANe che ke bALa sulabha ramata ramanAra vajakumAra bhAvimAM vajasvAmI banI paramAtmAnI , pATa-paraMparAne dIpAvaze. daridra dekhAto zrAvaka kadAca puNyavaMto puNIyo zrAvaka hoya. takalIphamAM mUkAyelo tApasano upasarga sahana karanAra duHkhI dekhAto te aMdarathI ghaNo ja sukhI hoya ne tethI samAdhinA baLe sanakumAra cakravartI banyo hoya. dAsI jevI dekhAtI caMdanabALA jevI zrAvikA na jANe ke bhaviSyamAM keTalIya sAdhvIjInuM netRtva laI karmanA dAsatvamAMthI mukta karAvanArI hoya. eTaluM to mAnavuM ja rahyuM ke A pustakanI, lekhakanI, vAMcakanI saunI mayadiA che jethI draSTAMtonI paNa sImA baMdhAyelI che, bAkI haju to tethIya vadhu vismayakAraka AdhAra pAtronA AdhAra samI "bahuratnA vasuMdharA" cokkasapaNe camakatA hIrA-ratno dharabIne beThI che. koIka ratno prakAzamAM AvI gayA che to koIkano prakAza ja dekhatAM jonAranI AMkho aMdhApo pAmI gaI che. tethIya vadhu keTalAka ratno to haju prakAzita thayA ja nathI ne koIka kAcuM ratna, ratna rUpe pAkI rahyuM che. paramAtmAnA zAsananA avicchinna aMga zrAvaka-zrAvikA thakI paNa zAsana potAnuM kALa AukhuM ArAmathI pAra karaze, bhale pachI ajJAnIne dharmakALano aMta AvI gayelo lAge. alabatta A badhI vAto lagabhaga tevA zrAvaka-zrAvikAne ghaTe che jemaNe pAMcamuM guNasthAna sparzI lIdhuM hatuM te che / haze. kAraNa ke aMtaHkoTAkoTi jeTalI kamasthiti thayA pachI paNa graMthIbhedanA mAdhyame samakita prApta karI te kamasthitimAM paNa be thI nava palyopama jeTalI sthiti jyAre ghaTe tyAre dezavirati zrAvakapada prApta thAya che, bAkI maphatanA bhAve jainakuLamAM janma laI ke jainatvane ja maphatanA bhAve veMcI nAkhanAra janmajAta jaina zrAvakanI nahi paNa jIvanajAta zrAvakanI anumodanA ubhaya pakSe lAbhakArI thAya tevI kahevAya. chatAMya kone khabara ke amArA e zrAvaka-zrAvikAono dedAra-dekhAva, sthiti-paristhiti citra-vicitra haze, to kevI haze? duHkhIyAro dekhAva jagaDuzAno joI koI na ? jANI zakyuM ke te to traNa-traNa savAkoDanI kIMmatanA mahAratnono mAlika dAnezvarI zrAvaka che. ema daulatathI garIba paNa dilathI amIra cha druma vALo bhImo kuMDalIyo paNa moDe moDe bAhara maMtrI dvArA oLakhAyo. saparivAra rakhaDato Udo ghaNAthI upekSANo paNa puNyodaya thatAM teja banyo siddharAja jayasiMhano maMtrI udayana. bappa pitAne bhaThThI mAtAno putra surapALa bALa hato paNa tenI tejasvitA pArakhI tene bakha bhaTTa muni banAvI krame sUri pade : 22:
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________________ ke sthApita karanAra prabhAvika AcArya zrI siddhasenasUrijInI najara keTalI vedhaka haze ke jeoe teja pramANe bhIlaDIyA pArzvanA darzana karI jaMgalamAMthI pasAra thatAM AMbAnA jhADa upara jhoLImAM rAjavaMzIya sukumAra bALane tenA rUpatejathI pArakhI lIdho. moDherAnA saMgha pAse vAta mUkI ApattimAM Avela suyazArANI tathA tenA ciraMjIva AmakumArane vanavanabhramaNathI mukti apAvI rAjA yazovarmA sAthe teonuM milana karAvyuM, sUrijInA beu upakRta bALa bappabhaTTasUri tathA AmarAjA banyA ne zAsananI abhUta prabhAvanA thaI. - bhUlamAMya dIna-duHkhI, takalIphamAM paDelI abaLAne joI AMkho pheravI lejo nahiM. banavA joga che ke sAsarIyA pakSathI tarachoDAyelI aMbikA hoya. satI sItA ke aMjanA hoya, je kALakrame herata pamADe tevA ItihAsa sarjanAra sabaLA sannArI bane. A pustakanA draSTAMta pAtrone maLo ke jANo tyAre teone lakSmI ke sarasvatInA tilaka-trAjave na jokhazo. kadAca kAyA kALI hoya ne kAyAdhArI AtmA ujaLo-ujaLo. page pAvaDI ke khissAmAM pAvalI na hoya, paNa dharmathI dhanavAna ne puNyathI paisAvALo hoya, tenuM tana taMbU jevuM DhIluM hoya paNa mana mahelAta jevuM majabUta hoya. svajanathI nokho hoya paNa saujanyathI anokho $ hoya, vANImAM vilAsa na hoya paNa vartanamAM vikAsa hoya, sAramAM saghaLuMya { pratikULatA jevuM dekhAya paNa teja tenI anukULatA hoya. vAMcako ! vadhu to zuM kahevuM, jhaverInI AMkho ja hIrAne mUlavI zake. devalokanA devo paNa ugrasAdhaka zrAvaka-zrAvikAnuM sagapaNa svapna mAdhyama sAdhavAmAM sukhAnubhUti pAme che. zAsanadevI samarAzAnI sevAmAM Ave, cakrezvarI jAvaDazAne jagADe, devatAI baLe sarpa paNa puSpamALa banI zrImatInA kaMThamAM paDe, govALIyA devapAlane divyAnubhUti thAya ne tIrthaMkara nAmakarma baMdhAya, A badhIya ghaTanAomAM ekatva eka e che ke kyAreka sAdhu karatAMya saMsArI zrAvaka tenI savizuddha bhAvanAnA baLe devone paNa AkarSavAmAM sAhajika saphaLatA meLavI jato hoya che. prAMte eTaluM ja hArdika sUcana ke Dara rAkhajo, kyAMka tevA uttama AtmAo AMkhothI to oLakhAya paNa draSTithI jo na dekhAya. te ArAdhakonI upAsanA to dUra rahI paNa AzAtanA na thaI jAya. te sAdharmikanI gaNanA to dUra anupabRhaNA na thaI jAya. anumodanA to ThIka paNa bhUlamAM avaLIkhaMDanA na thaI jAya. potAnA durbhAgya upara raDavAnuM to che. paNa temanA sAcA sadbhAgya upara hasavAnuM na banI jAya. astu. wwww : 27:
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________________ prakAzakIya amArA pUjya mAtuzrI kastUrabAI tathA pitAzrI bAbubhAI Urphe kuMvarajI jeThAbhAI, jemaNe amArAmAM susaMskAronA bIja ropyA, dharma pratyenI zraddhA jagAvI, dharmamaya jIvana jIvavAnI preraNA ApI temanA amArA upara khUba ja upakAro che. emanA upakAronuM RRNa yatkiMcit aMze paNa adA karavA mATe ghaNA samayathI amArA haiyAmAM evI bhAvanA rahyA karatI hatI ke samyakttAnanA pustakonuM suvyavasthita rIte prakAzana-prasAraNa mATe eka prakAzana TrasTanI sthApanA karavI. e TrasTane amArA pUjya mAtuzrInA nAma sAthe joDavuM. ane enA anvaye acalagacchIya tamAma sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto dvArA likhita-saMpAdita pustakonuM prakAzana tathA vyavasthita vitaraNa karavuM. amArI A bhAvanA paramopakArI, zAsanasamrATa, bhAratadivAkara, acalagacchAdhipati pa. pU. A. bha. zrI guNasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. AgaLa rajU karatAM teozrInI sAnaMda anumati tathA AzIrvAda sAMpaDatAM amArA utsAhamAM abhivRddhi thai, ane tenI phalazruti svarUpe saM. 2044nA akSaya tRtIyAnA zubha divase sthapAyela zrI kastUra prakAzana TrasTa taraphathI atyAra sudhImAM chapAyela sAhityanI yAdI A pustakamAM anyatra ApavAmAM AvI che. temAM AgamAbhyAsI pU. gaNivarya zrI mahodayasAgarajI ma. sA. dvArA saMyojita saMpAdita ''bahuratnA vasuMdharA - cAlo anumodanA karIe'' (bhAga-2) nAmanA prastuta pustakano umero karatAM ame atyaMta AnaMda anubhavIe chIe. TUMka samayamAM ja teno trIjo bhAga paNa prakAzita karavAnI amArI bhAvanA che. pU. gaNivaryazrI dvArA saMpAdita "jenA haiye zrI navakAra tene karaze zuM saMsAra ?'' pustakanI mAphaka A pustaka paNa atyaMta lokopayogI banaze temAM zaMkAne sthAna nathI ja. rU. 1001 ApIne jeo amArA TrasTanA kAyamI sabhyo banaze temane TrasTa dvArA prakAzita thanAra dareka pustako posTa dvArA bheTa mokalAvavAnI amArI yojanA che. AzA che ke pUjyonI kRpAthI tathA Apa sahunA sAtha sahakArathI amArI zubha bhAvanA suMdara rIte pAra paDaze ja. :24:
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________________ ddhAMcanano jIvana ghaDataramAM ghaNo moTo phALo hoya che. eTale ja eka tattvaciMtake kahyuM che ke, "tame kevA pustako vAMco cho tathA kevA mitro sAthe sobata rAkho cho? eTaluM ja kaho to huM tamAruM jIvanacaritra kahI dauM ..." ! AjanA jamAnAmAM sine sAhitya vigere vilAsI sAhityanI lAkho { nakaloe yuvA mAnasane atyaMta vikata banAvI mUkyuM che tyAre AvuM saMskArapoSaka sAttvika sAhitya vadhu ne vadhu prakAzita tathA prasArita thAya e atyaMta jarUrI che. prastuta prakAzananA saMpAdaka pUjya gaNivaryazrIno, tathA mAnanIya dravya sahAyakono temaja prinTIMgamAM atyaMta sahayoga ApanAra zrI kIracaMdabhAI je. zeThano atyaMta AbhAra mAnI viramuM chuM. li. kastUra prakAzana TrasTa vatI. solIsITara harakhacaMda kuMvarajI gaDA (TrasTI) kaccha-bhADAvAlAnA jaya jinendra sAthe praNAma - - - - - - - - - bhavya bahumAna samAroha prastuta pustakanA bhAga 1-2 mAM jemanA daSTAMto raju thayA che te sahu ArAdhaka AtmAonuM viziSTa bahumAna anumodanA pU gaNivaryazrI mahodayasAgarajI ma.sA.nI nizrAmAM "guNI jana bhakti TrasTa' vigere nA anvaye, zaMkhezvara tIrthamAM bhA.su. 15, maMgaLavAra tA. 1-9-97 nA karavAmAM Avaze. A prasaMge paripatra prakAzita thaze temAM anumodaka dAtAonA nAma paNa pragaTa thaze. to jemane paNa A mahAna lAbha levAnI bhAvanA hoya temaNe zaMkhezvara-cchI bhavanamAM pU. gaNivaryazrIno zIdhra saMparka sAdhavA vinaMti. A prasaMge sahu ArAdhakone, dAtAone temaja guNAnurAgI sahu bhAvikone acUka hAjara rahevA vinaMti. papapapapapapa : 25:
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________________ anukramaNikA anukama 0 8 4 ba uM. viSaya prAptisthAna namra vinaMti sAdara samarpaNa suktanA sahayogI saMghavI zrI bAbubhAI tathA saMghamAtA kasturabena AdinI anumodanIya ArAdhanA RNa svIkAra- sAdara smRti dAtAonI hArdika anumodanA jarA thobho....vAMco ane AgaLa vadho (saMpAdakIya) kavarapRSThanA citrano paricaya prastAvanA ane stavanA prakAzakIya bhavya bahumAna samAroha anukramaNikA 2 1 0 4 2 uM. | to gAma mundrA-kaccha 8 - - - mAMDavI-kaccha hAladahArAroDa jayapura(rAja) - - - 8 - - - - - - - 10varSanA lagnajIvana chatAM AbAlabrahmacArI daMpati a.sau. bhAratIbena jatInabhAI zAha ekajapravacanathI 24 varSanI vaye bahAryavrata svIkAratA daMpati dakSAbena dilIpabhAI Adhunika mInI vijayazeTha-vijyA zeThANI prakAzabhAI tathA zazIbena ("zAlibhadrani") dIpaDAmAMthI dIkarI banAvyo AbAla brahmacArI yuvA daMpati uSAbena jayendrabhAI zAha kahacarthanAsaMkalpano adbhuta prabhAvahasamukhabhAI ajaDabrahmaguptinA pAlaka guNavaMtabhAI nA! mAre have bIjA putranathI joIto ! - - hAla muMbaI hAlapAlitANA 6 X - - - - - - - - - amadAvAda 6 - - - - - - amarelI 6 - - - - - -- vuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu : 26:
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________________ 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 32 3 zIlarakSA zIlavatI suzrAvikA zIlarakSA mATe patino tyAga nUtana pariNitanuM parAkrama hasamukhabhAInA brahmacarya vagere niyamo yAvajjIvanA brahmacaryanI tAlAvelI bharayuvAnImAM brahmacarya lagna divase rAtribhojana tyAga lagna prasaMge badhAM pApa tyAga suMdarabhAInuM sAcuM sauMdarya adhyAtmaniSTha bAMdhavabelaDI devajIbhAI tathA nAnajIbhAI AtmasAdhaka khImajIbhAI vAlajI vorA himAlayanA yogInA mArgadarzana mujaba navakAranI sAdhanA karatA dAmajIbhAI hajAra yAtrikone 100 divasa sudhI 99 yAtrA karAvatA baMdhuyugala zrI zAmajIbhAI tathA morArajIbhAI sadguNothI maghamaghAyamAna, dariyAvadila bAbubhAI meghajI cheDA yAvajjIva potAnA makAnathI bahAra na javAno saMkalpa karanAra premajIbhAI (premasansavAlA) navakAra mahAmaMtrathI kensarane kensala karAvatA dhIrajalAlabhAI khImajI gaMgara 9 kroDa navakAra mahAmaMtranA ArAdhaka prANalAlabhAI lavajI zAha RSimaMDala stotranA sAdhaka zrIkAMtilAlabhAI ke. saMghavI 211 upavAsanA tapasvI hIrAcaMdabhAI ratanasI ''kambe sUrA so dhamme sUrA''-dhanajIbhAI vagara davAe hajAro dardIone sAjA karatA ratilAlabhAI padamasI panapArIyA akramanA pAraNe aThThamathI 99 yAtrA karanAra kacchI daMpati bacubena TokarasIMbhAI deDhiyA vinamra sevAbhAvI daMpati damayaMtIbena dAmajIbhAI dRDhadharmI daMpati dhanavaMtIbena devacaMdabhAI :27: surata gujarAta gujarAta gujarAta gujarAta gAMdhIdhAma vasaIroDa dAdara-muMbaI moTA AsaMbIyA (kaccha) kAMDAMgarA-kaccha hAla carcageTa kAMDAgarA-kaccha merAujI hAlaghATakopara dhrAMgadhrA surendranagara kalikaTa saudhava-kaccha nAgrecA-kaccha hAla-vaDodarA lAyA-kaccha hAla-goregAma nareDI-kaccha devapu-ccha ? ? ? 18 59 SO 1 1 ra ra 4 73 78 82 85 88 90 e 98 101 10 108 110 113 114
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________________ vaDha-kaccha hAlajogezvarI bhAI-bahena navasArI/malADa samI/nAnA rataDIA khaDakI (pUnA) kAlabAdevI roDa muMbaI amadAvAda godharA-kaccha * * * * * * * * * * * phalodI (rAja) (amadAvAda) vAlakezvara (muMbaI) amadAvAda * * * * * 34 11 varSanI vaye siddhacakrapUjana moDhe bhaNAvatA bALa vidhikAra kyavakumAra narendrabhAI naMdu 35 4 varSanI umarathI navapadanI oLI karatA 36 bALazrAvakaratnonA adbhuta parAkramo 37 Ajanma cavihAra karanArA bALako prajJAcakSu zrAvakonI adbhuta ArAdhanA roja 9 kalAka 5ghAsanamAM japa karatA zrAvaka ziromaNi' dalIcaMdabhAI dharmAjI 40 pratidina paMcakalyANakanI ujavaNI tathA 500 rU.nA puSpAdithI prabhu bhakti karatA girIzabhAI mahetA dararoja pacAseka jinAlayomAM pUjA karatAsuzrAvaka 42 prabhujIne kroDokhamAsamaNa ApanAra bhogIlAlabhAI mANekacaMda mahetA 82 varSa sudhI akhaMDa prabhupUjA dvArA samAdhi maraNane sAdhatA pAcaMdajI kocara ja roja trikALa 34 logassano kAussagna karatA zrI hiMmatabhAI beDAvAlA 45 roja siddhacakrapUjana karanAra, svAnubhUtisaMpanna zrI bAbubhAI kaDIvAlA siddhacakramahApUjananA ajoDavidhikAra zrI hIrAlAlabhAI maNilAlabhAI zAha 47 4 lAkha rU.nA upakaraNo tathA roja 108 cAMdInAcokhAthI prabhubhakti karatA vimalabhAI saMghavI sAmAyikatathA pUjA na thAya to 1-10 hajAra rU, derAsaramAM arpavAno abhigraha svIkAratA. dhIrabhAI jhaverI 49 belagAma jillAmAM ArAdhanAmAM prathama naMbare yuvAna DokTara ajitabhAI dIvANI 46 vAra 99 yAtrA karatA ratilAlabhAI zeTha 51 bhAratabharanA jaina tIrthonI padayAtrA karanAra rAmadayAla nemicaMdajI jaina 3varSa sudhI UbhA UbhA sAdhanA karatA baMsIlAlajI umedamalajI coraDiyA 53 saMDAsa-bAtharUmanA upayogane TALatA - araviMdabhAI dozI 54 ajoDa vyaktitva-kumArapALabhAI vI. zAha amadAvAda bhIvI - - - - - surata nipANI pAlitANA bharatapura(rAja) pUnA borIvalI dhoLakA L: 28:
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________________ vaDhavANa nipANI kaTosaNa cImanagaDha amalanera nAsika sAbaramatI giragAma-muMbaI malADa-muMbaI cANasmA 55 prANanA jokhame ghoDAo tathA mAchalAne bacAvatA ratilAlabhAI jIvaNa abajI pas seMkaDo bakarAnI sAmUhika baliprathAne aTakAvatA sumatibhAI rAjArAma zAha 1500 bhUMDane bacAvanAra bAbubhAI ajaba jIvadayApremI bApulAlabhAI zAha 59 dRDha samparzanapremI nemicaMdajI koThArI lagnaprasaMgane gharma mahotsava rUpe ujavatA borAbhAI vakIla AryasaMskRtinI maryAdAnusAra thayela keTalAka zAsana prabhAvaka satkAryo skUlanuM zikSaNa varjana karyuM: ghara eja zALA traNa kalAkanI tejasvI zALA - niHzulkazAnadAnano sevAyajJa mAMDatA Adarza zikSaka zrI jasavaMtabhAI daphatarI apramatta ArAdhanAthI moharAjAne gabharAvatA cANasmAnA gabharabhAI zatruMjaya mahAtIrthanA abhiSekano mahAna lAbha letA zrAddhavaryazrIrajanIbhAI devaDI Avo oLakhIye kAMtibhAIne tathA zrI hastagirijI tIrthazreSThane amarIzabhAInI bhavya jinapUjA tathA tapa tyAga, viracaMdabhAIno vizvavikrama zrI AdinAthanI pahelI pUjA karAvI. kaTokaTImAM paNa kAyama covihAra karatA zAMtibhAI ghara derAsarano prabhAva - zrIpAla ane zreNike karelo TI.vI.no bahiSkAra cAMdamalajInI puSpapUjAno pamarATa dAnavIra' sva. saMghavI bherumalajInA sukRto 75 zAMtilAlabhAI zAhanI adbhuta nItimattA keTalAka zrAvakonI anumodanIya ArAghanAo 74 paMDita narezabhAI lAlajIbhAI zAha 77 40 varSathI chaThThanA pAraNe chaThTha karatA rasIbhAI 78 choTubhAI bhIkhAbhAI mazkarIyA muMbaI pATaNa ghATakopara bAraDolI AAAAA khaMbhAta vAsaNA (amadAvAda) 194 kalakattA mAlagAMva(rAja) amadAvAda vikrolI-muMbaI pUnA-kempa sudAmaDA 199 199 ': 29:
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________________ AAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA gAMdhIdhAma prApura-kaccha kaTanI rAjakoTa marInaDAIva amadAvAda pAlanapura vAlakezvara amadAvAda ghATakopara ghATakopara jAmanagara kAMdIvalI-muMbaI dAdara-muMbaI ghATakopara muMbaI ka7/pAla bAraDolI anupacaMdabhAI maMgalajI morabIyA 80 lakhamasIbhAI mAlasI bauA 81 sohanabhAI golecchA zazikAMtabhAI mahetA kiraNabhAI pArekha bA.bra. AtmasAdhaka caMdrezabhAI khetANI bA.bra. AtmasAdhaka yogezabhAI bA.bra. AtmasAdhaka rAkezabhAI bA.bra. AtmasAdhaka gokuLabhAI 88 AtmasAdhaka gAMgajIbhAI devasI mAtA AtmasAdhaka zrI rAyacaMdabhAI caMpakalAla vIrajIbhAI mahetA. 91 atulabhAI vI. zAha 92 ravilAlabhAI ThAkarazI saMgoI morArajIbhAInAnajI cheDA 94 ni:spRhakacchI vidhikAra tripuTI devacaMdabhAI dhanajI gaDA 96 ajoDa sAdharmika bhakta rasikabhAI 97 sAdharmika utkarSa TrasTa-prakAzabhAI 98 mInI yuriyA zrAvakaanilabhAI 99 jIvadayA premI azokabhAInuM parAkrama 100 18 varSa mauna-amaracaMdajI nAhara 101 A che AjanA kALanA ArAdhako 101 manubhAI sutariyA 101 rohitabhAI zAha 10ra gharmacastatAnA netradIpaka45 prasaMgo 103 hArdika anumodanIya 18prasaMgo 104 vardhamAna tapanI saLaMga 100oLInA ajoDa tapasvI ratibhAI khoDIdAsa 105 vardhamAna tapanI 100 oLInA tapasvIonI anumodanA 100 100LI karanAra sAdhu bhagavaMto 107 100LI karanAra sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto 108 100LI karanAra zrAvako 6 109 10LI karanAra grAvikAo 110 mahA tapasvIonI vaMdanIya dII bhIkha tapaNaryAonuM koSTaka muMbaI sAMtAkrUjha 5nA jayapura naDiyAda amadAvAda vIramagAma : 30:
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________________ 111 lagna thavA chatAM AbAlabrahmacAriNI vijayA benanuM vismayakAraka vyaktitva nA mAre audArika dehadhArI manuSyane nathI paraNavuM - kumudabenanuM adbhuta parAkrama 113 180 upavAsanA tapasvI vimalAbAI pArekha 114 saLaMga aThThama sAthe 7 cha'rI saMghomAM pAdavihAra karatA kaMcanabena gaNezamalajI lAmagotA 115 mahAtapasvI sarasvatIbena kAMtilAla 116 aThThAI tathA soLabhattAthI varSItapa karanAra mahAtapasvI sarasvatIbena jasavaMtalAla 117 mahA tapasvI caMdrAbena bAbulAla saMghavI 118 tapasvIratna jhamakubena lAlajI khonA 119 33 varSItapanA tapasvI khetabAI kAnajI 120 25 varSItapanA tapasvI nAnabAI premajI 121 apramatta tapasvInI mainAbAI coraDiyA 122 mahAtapasvI lIlAbena gAMdhI -: uttama ArAdhaka zrAvikAonAM dRSTAMto : - khaMbhAta 112 123 mahAtapasvI kamalAbena 124 roja 12 ki.mI. nA aMtare pUjA karavA jatA khetIbAI bhacubhAI deDhiyA 125 kacchanI dhIMgI dharAno joI lyo ThATha; eka mAtAnI dIkarIonI dIkSA thaI ATha 126 ratnakukSi zrAvikAratna pAnabAI rAyazIM gAlA 127 ahiMsAnI devI gItAbena bacubhAI rAMbhiyA 128 bUtaronI sevA karatA jIvadayApremI ratanabena rAghavajI guTakA 129 25 vAra 99 yAtrA karanAra bhacIbena bhavAnajI 130 siddhAcalajImAM bhavapUjA karanAra dhIrajabena ratilAla salota 131 mahinAmAM 70 rU. nI Avaka chatAM adbhuta sAdharmika bhakti karatA zrAvikAratna 132 sAsu sasarAnI sevA mATe 6-6 mahinA pati tathA saMtAnono viyoga svIkAratA derANI-jeThANI 133 mAtA ho to AvI hojo. 134 karma sAme yuddha kuM. mayaNAbena :31: sANaMda madrAsa parela (muMbaI) rAdhanapura surata khaDakI (pUnA) muluMDa (muMbaI) devapura (kaccha) pArlA (muMbaI) yeravaDA (punA) amadAvAda khAra - (muMbaI) baMghaDI (vAgaDa) rApara (vAgaDa) hAla lAyajA 7 amadAvAda majhagAma (muMbaI) godharA-kccha juha (muMbaI) pratApanagara muMbaI bArAmatI 255 201 23 264 66 268 249 29 272 273 274 274 276 276 279 281 283 287 288 289 291 292 293 293
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________________ bahu ratnA vasuMdharA bhA. 1nuM pariziSTa 135 saMjayabhAI DAhyAlAla sonI pATaNa 134 rasIkabhAI viThThaladAsa mocI pATaNa. 137 Do. khAna mahamadabhAI kAdarI-paThANa amadAvAda 138 jayendrabhAI prANajIvanabhAI (vaiSNava) vaDodarA 139 zaMkarabhAI bhavAnabhAI paTela khAkharecI 140 sAdhu-sAdhvIjInI apUrvabhakti karatA darabAra jamaragAma 141 99 yAtrA karatA koLIdapati gomatIbena amarelI, nAraNabhAI 142 bAlAbhAI dUdhavALAno ajaba jIvadayAprema amarelI 143 ekajapravacanathI sacitta pANIno tyAga karI kULacI (AMdha) Akhare saMyama svIkAratA sAyavannA (mArUti) 14 jaina dIkSA svIkArato brAhmaNa yuvAna ghamIja mahendrabhAI trivedI 145 10varSathI paryuSaNamAM aDhAI surezabhAInApita nAre 146 darajI pitA-putrInI kaThora tapazcaryA amadAvAda 147 somapurA mayUrabhAInI ArAdhanA bhorolatIrtha 148 praviNabhAI ladhAbhAI paTela parivAra amadAvAda 149 siddhitapa karatA muktAbena bhaMgI, surendranagara 150 "sAsarAmAM kaMdamULa-rAtribhojana tyAga karavA prApura(vAgaDa) maLe to ja lagna karIza" - harijana kanyA navalabAI 151 "jo nAnapaNathI jaina dharma maLyo hota to lagna ja gAMdhIgAma na karatA ane dIkSA leta" rekhAbena mistrI 15ra ramezabhAInApitanI anumodanIya kANodara deva-gurubhakti 153 kastUra prakAzana TrasTanA prakAzano 6 154 pU. gaNivarya zrI mahodayasAgarajI ma.sA. dvArA likhita/saMpAdita sAhityanI yAdI : 32:
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________________ - honor 1H dasa varSanAM sahajIvana chatAM AbAla brahmacArI kacchI mumukSu daMpati a.sau. bhAratIbena jatInabhAI zAhanuM ati adbhata romaharSaka jIvana vRttAMta. (1) potAne paraNavA AvelA che e rAjakumArone yukti pUrvaka pratibodhIne dIkSAnA divase ja kevalajJAnane varelA - zrImallIkumArI - (mallInAtha bhagavAna). | (2) pazuonI rakSA khAtara lagnanA mAMDavethI jAnane pAchI vALI saMyama dvArA 54 divasomAM ja kaivalya lakSmIne varatA AbAla brahmacArI zrI neminAtha bhagavAna.. (3) potAnAM svAmI zrI neminAtha bhagavAnanA pagale pagale temanA ja varada haste saMyama svIkArIne, potAnA rUpamAM mohita thayelA potAnA dIyara rathanemine pratibodha pamADIne mokSamAM zrI neminAtha bhagavAna sAthe zAzvata sahavAsa pAmatA satI ziromaNi zrI rAmatIjI.. (4) mAtA-pitAnA ati AgrahathI eka divasa mATe ja koThAdhipati - ATha zreSThI kanyAo sAthe lagna karIne prathama rAtrIe ja e ATheya patnIone, temanA tathA potAnA mAtA-pitAne temaja corI karavA AvelA prabhava Adi "pa00 corone vairAgyamaya vArtAlApa dvArA pratibodhIne kula pa26' jaNA sAthe bIje ja divase dIkSA letA carama kevalI zrI jaMbUsvAmI.... ; (5) bAra varSa sudhI jenI sAthe vilAsI jIvana vItAvela evI rUpakozA vArAMganAnA mahelamAM patananA tamAma nimitto vacce rahIne paNa parama nirvikArapaNe cAturmAsa vItAvIne vArAMganAne vIrAMganA (uttama zrAvikA) banAvavA dvArA '84 covIzI sudhI zAstronA pAne amara rahenAra carama zrutakevalI zrI skUlibhadra svAmI.. (6) saMyamanI utkaTa bhAvanA hovA chatAM mAtApitAnA ati AgrahathI phakta eka divasa mATe lagna mATe taiyAra thayelA ane koThAdhipati - ATha-ATha zreSThI kanyAo sAthe lagnanI corImAM hastamilApanI kriyA vakhate paNa saMyamanA utkRSTa manoratha karatAM karatAM kevalajJAnane pAmatA temaja ATheya kanyAo, temanA tathA potAnA mAtA-pitA temaja, rAjasiMhAsana para beThelA pRthvIcandra rAjAnAM paNa ( bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 1 33 Annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
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________________ nananananananananananananananananananananananananananananana kevalajJAnamAM nimitta banatA zreSThIputra zrI guNasAgara .. ekanAM sudi pakSanA ane bIjAnAM vadi pakSanA brahmacarya pAlanA. paccazmANa lagna pUrve ja grahaNa karAyela hovAthI lagna thavA chatAM AjIvana akhaMDa brahmacaryanuM pAlana karIne zAstronA pAne amara banI che gayelA bhadrAvatI (kaccha) nagarInA vijayazeTha-vijayAzeThANI... rAjakumArI manoramA sAthe lagna karIne potAnA nagara tarapha pAchA pharatAM rastAmAM munidarzana thatAM sALA udayasuMdara dvArA "dIkSA levI che , ke zuM?" ItyAdi vyaMga vacanothI prerAIne kharekhara tarata ja sajoDe dIkSA laI letA rAjakumAra vajubAhu... (9) eka hajAra sakhIo sahita paraNavA mATe jatAM rastAmAM sAdhvIjInI vairAgyamaya dezanAthI saMyama svIkAravAnA manoratha karatAM karatAM kevalajJAnane pAmatA mahAsatI prabhaMjanA... vigere viziSTa koTinA naiSThika brahmacArI mahAna pavitrAtmAone hArdika anaMtazaH namaskAra karIne.... jANe ke pUrva janmamAM AvA aneka mahAtmAo ane mahAsatIonA Adarza jIvanamAMthI preraNA meLavIne emanA jevuM nirmaLa zIla pALavAnA manoratha aneka janmomAM keLavIne ahIM avatarelA hoya tevA vartamAnakAlIna AbAla brahmacArI mumukSu daMpatinuM atyaMta anumodanIya ane vismayakAraka jIvana vRttAMta ApaNe joIe. mULa kaccha-mundrAnA jatInabhAI zAMtilAla zAhano janma madrAsamAM thayo. hato. 15 varSanI "TIna eIja" mAM ja pUrvanA puNyAnubaMdhI puNya udayamAM ? AvyA ane temane bihAra rAjyamAM samatazikharajI tIrthanI pAse AvelA jhariyA gAmamAM vardhamAna taponidhi pa. pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrI vijaya bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma. sA. (te vakhate gaNivaya) no satsaMga sAMpaDI gayo ane e satsaMga ja temanAM jIvanamAM "TanIMga poInTa' lAvavAnuM bIja banI gayo. e puNya prasaMgane ApaNe vigatavAra mANIe. bALa avasthAmAMthI nIkaLI kizora avasthAne pAmelo jatIna parama pAvana tIrthabhUmi zrI sametazikharajInA nikaTavartI nagara jhariyAmAM vasato. hato. tyAre phakta janmathI zrAvaka hato paNa tattvathI ke tAtparyathI zAsananA zaNagAro to dUranI vAta paNa saMyama paMthanA aNagArone paNa kyAreya buddhipUrvaka joyA jANyA na hatA. gharanI bAjumAM rahela derAsara to ene mATe ke ramata gamatanuM medAna hatuM, na ke ArAdhanAnuM AsthAna. paNa pUjya bhAnuvijayajI gaNivarya ma.sA.no pahelo meLApa sarjAI gayo. samajaNa - bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 34 IN
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________________ buddhimAM sarva prathama sAdhupuruSanAM darzana karyA, ne ene lAgyuM ke AvA sAdhuone kyAMka bhALyA che, nihALyA che. vagara oLakhANa ke pichANe jANe koI apUrva sneha saMbaMdhanA bAMdhamAM e baMdhAI gayo. ane bhoLA bhadrika bhAve teozrI jyAre svayaM koIka zrAvakane ghera jaI rahyA hatA, tyAre jijJAsAnA juvALe enAthI sahasA pUchAI gayuM ke 'ApazrIne dIkSA lIdhe keTalA varSa thayA ?' nAnA moDhe moTo prazna thaI gayo hoya tevuM enI sAthenA mitrane lAgI AvyuM, tethI te vacce TapakI paDyo, 'bhaIlA ! AvuM badhuM mahArAja sAhebane na pUchAya.' teTalAmAM to pUjyazrIe prakAzyuM, 'suMdara prazna karyo che teM, AvA prazno pUchI zakAya hoM ! huM tane tArA praznano javAba ApuM to tuM paNa dIkSA laIza ne ?' praznano javAba maLe te pahelAM ja eka prazna jatInanI sAme AvI Ubho, jethI te vadhu muMjhAyo ne guru mahArAjanAM yukti bharelA javAbathI enI laghutA graMthI to bhAMgI gaI paNa - 'javAba sAMbhaLI dIkSA laIza ja tevo javAba ApavA jIbhe madada na karI. vAcA vikala banI gaI ne manamAM mauna vyApI gayuM. gurujIe vAtane ramUjI rIte vALI lIdhI ne potAnI dIkSAno paryAya jaNAvatAM jaNAvyuM ke- 'kaMI nahi, tAre dIkSA levI haze to ApIzuM, paNa te mATe tArA praznano javAba nahi aTake,' javAbamAM ramUja hatI ne raMjana paNa... te pachI to koNa jANe kayA lagAvathI pUjyazrIe premapUrvaka pITha thAbaDI ne paricaya paNa sAdhyo ane jatIna paNa gurudevazrInA gurutvAkarSaNamAM gupta rIte kheMcAyo. avanavI keTalIya vAtacIto thaI. teozrInA pravacano sAMbhaLyAM. rAtrInA paNa vyAkhyAno ApI teozrIe enA suSupta saMskArone sateja karI nAkhyA. ugatI uMmara ane sUjha vagaranI samajaNa buddhi sUkSma sudhI pahoMcavAnI zakti dharAra na hatI. chatAM skUla buddhimAM jeTaluM saMgrahI zakyo teTaluM teNe grahI lIdhuM. phakta 12-15 divasanA rokANamAM teozrIe khAsa to bALakone bodhapATha ApyA. paNa jatInanA mAtA-pitA muMjhAyA. jethI teonA vidAya samAraMbhamAM javAno moko paNa na Apyo. Ama jo ke jatInanAM bALa mAnasane kharI yuvAnI bakSavA AtmabhUmimAM jANe dharmanAM bIja vavAI gayAM ane e bIjanuM khAtara-pANI dvArA saMvardhana karavAnuM kArya teozrInAM ja praziSya tapasvIratna pa. pU. paMnyAsa pravara (te vakhate munivarya) zrI jayasomavijayajI ma. sA. nA jhariyAmAM cAtumasa dvArA ane lagAtAra vIza varSo sudhI preraNA patro dvArA thatuM rahyuM. uparokta prathama satsaMga pachI to divaso vItavA lAgyA. bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 35
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________________ Annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn = = = = = = mAtA-pitAnA Agrahane lIdhe sAMsArika abhyAsamAM manane mArI macakoDIne mUkavuM paDyuM, paNa koNa jANe kema, te puNyapuruSa jeTalIvAra yAda AvyA teTalI vAra temano prazna javAba ApuM to tuM paNa dIkSA laIza ne?" jatInane yAda che AvavA lAgyo. e praznano javAba jo ke te vakhate e hoto ApI zakyo, paraMtu te praznano javAba Apavo ja joIe. tevuM kartavyabhAna jAgavA lAgyuM. ane Akhare e praznano javAba jyAre taiyAra karI zakyo tyAre javAbano AkAra kAMIka evo hato ke- "hA. huM paNa dIkSA laIza !' tema chatAM e javAbane na to e jabAna upara lAvI zakyo ke na to e AkArane sAkAra karI zakyo. kAraNake teTalI taiyArI jeTalA divaso pachI thaI hatI, teTalAmAM to yuvAnI UgI UThI hatI. mUchanAM dorA phUTI nIkaLyA hatA. sAthe mohanAM dorA paNa. AvavA lAgyA hatA. B.com. sudhInuM vyAvahArika jJAna meLavavA kolejanA pagathiyA ghasAvA lAgyA ane sAthe sAthe vyavasAyika jJAna meLavavA dukAnanA pagathiyA paNa. Ama vyAvahArika ane vyavasAyika be pAMkho AvavAthI lAlasAnA vAyumAM tRSNAnA gaganamAM e uDAna karI rahyo hato. chatAM paNa khuza nazIbInI vAta to e hatI ke jatInanAM jIvana rUpI pataMganI dorInuM kuzaLa saMcAlana enA vartamAna gurudeva pa. pU. panyAsa pravara zrI jayasomavijayajI gaNivarya ma. sA. e niyamita preraNA patronAM mAdhyama dvArA saMbhALI lIdhuM hatuM. tethI ja jyAre tana traNamAMthI era kamAvavA doDatuM che hatuM, tyAre paNa enuM mana saMyama jIvanane meLavI levA mATe kheMcAtuM hatuM. gharamAM bhAI-bhAMDuomAM jayeSTha hovAnA kAraNe jaldI javAbadArI AvI gaI ! hatI. paraMtu kizoravayamAM dharmanA vavAyelA bIjamAMthI AdarzonAM choDavA UgI gayA hatA. tethI kamAvavAnI laganImAM paNa paramAtmAnA zAsanaprati enI laganI lagADavAmAM bahu pharaka na paDyo, ane tethI ja jIvananI koI ghanya paLe jatInakumAre pUjyapAda AcArya bhagavaMta vijaya vikamasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nI pAvana preraNA mujaba 22 varSanI yuvAna vaye pAMca varSa mATe brahmacaryavratanI pratijJA laI : ke lIdhI! pANI pahelAM pALanI mAphaka A pratijJAe ja tene munijIvananI prAptimAM mahattvanuM baLa pUruM pADyuM che. eno vicAra karatAM paccakakhANa AvazyakanAM upadezaka zrI arihaMta paramAtmA ane temanA zAsana pratye mastaka ahobhAvathI jhukI jAya che. AbAlabrahmacArI jatInabhAInAM mAtuzrI kaMcanabenane kiDanInI bimArInA lIdhe AkhA zarIre sojAnA kAraNe gRhakAryamAM takalIpha paDatI women news bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo, 30
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________________ "" " """"" " hatI. tethI teo enA lagna karAvIne jaldI putravadhUne gRhabhAra soMpavA IcchatA hatA. jyAre bIjI bAju satsaMganI phalazruti tarIke jatInabhAInuM aMtaHkaraNa koI rIte saMsAranAM baMdhanomAM jakaDAvA taiyAra na hatuM. balka e to ke saMyamanAM sohAmaNAM soNalAmAM rAcI rahyuM hatuM. tethI ja sagapaNa mATe aneka kanyAonA eka pachI eka mAMgA AvavA chatAM temanuM aMtaHkaraNa InkAra ja karatuM rahyuM. e to siddhivadhU sAthe zAzvata saMbaMdha karAvI ApanAra sarvavirati dharmano svIkAra karavAnA manoratha sevI rahyuM hatuM. tema chatAM jyAM sudhI A manoratha saphaLa na thAya tyAM sudhI pitAjInAM ke AgrahathI ane vyAvahArika pharajanI draSTie paNa "oDiTiMga tathA TesTika sAthe B.com." nAM abhyAsa pachI saphArI sUTakesa kaMpanInA ejanTa tarIke jatInabhAIne joDAvuM paDayuM ane AgaLa vadhatAM e ja kaMpanInAM Internal Audit Section nA Manager Audit tarIke mahattvanA pada para nimaNuMka thatAM pUrA bhArata dezanI khepo havAI - sapharathI teo karavA lAgyA. 250 jeTalA karmacArIone saMbhALavAnI javAbadArI AvI. te vakhate teo beMglora rahevA mATe AvI gayA hatA. arthopArjana mATe vAraMvAra havAI jahAjamAM uDatAM uDatAM vairAgyanI jyota kyAMya bujhAI na jAya ke jhAMkhI na paDe babbe vadhune vadhu dedIpyamAna banI jhaLahaLatI rahe te mATe vyavasAya nimitte karavI paDatI e havAI saphara daramyAna vividha jaina tIrthonI yAtrA dvArA AtmAne pAvana banAvavAnI sanmati paNa satsaMganA prabhAve maLatI rahI. jethI jIvanamAM kula 202 vAra thayela plenanI musApharI daramyAna bhAratabharanA "250'' thI vadhu tIrthonI anekavAra yAtrA karavAno tathA vIza tIrthakaronI nirvANabhUmi zrI sametazikharajI mahAtIrthanI 36' vAra yAtrA karavAno lAbha paNa temane maLyo. taduparAMta jhariyA - madrAsa - beMgloramAM pAThazALA tathA pU. sAdhu bhagavaMto pAsethI je paMca-pratikramaNa cAra karmagraMtha (sAthe) vairAgya zataka, re jJAnasAra, zAMta sudhArasa, upamiti bhava prapaMco kathA vigereno abhyAsa { thayelo te kaTAI na jAya te mATe tathA "vAparyo mAla vadhe e hetuthI beMgloranI ke dhArmika pAThazALAmAM samyaka jJAnadAnanI pravRtti paNa cAlu rAkhI hatI. tathA ke jJAna bhaMDAranI sthApanA paNa temaNe karelI. . e jJAnabhaMDAranI vyavasthAmAM sahAyaka bane te mATe koI yogya ke chokarAnI goThavaNa karavA mATe saMghanA kAryakartAo pAse rajuAta karI hatI. paraMtu saMyogovazAtu tevA suyogya chokarAnI goThavaNa zakya na banatAM chevaTe che kAryakartAo dvArA gujarAtamAM bhAvanagara jillAmAM zihora pAse AvelA vaDIyA gAmanAM mULa vatanI ane te vakhate beMgloranI pAThazALAmAM bhaNatA kAkaDA na La LaLaLaLaLaLaLaLaLanananana+nananananananananananana (bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo . 37
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________________ bhAratIbena lakSmIcaMda saMghavI (u. va. 16) (Inter Arts) nAmanI kanyAnI nimaNuMka thaI. je jatInabhAIne na chUTake paNa mAnya rAkhavI paDI. lIdhelI pratijJAnuM aNizuddha pAlana karavA mATe teo sajAga hatA. tethI jJAnabhaMDAranI vyavasthA mATe paNa baMnenA TAIma alaga-alaga ja goThavelA. chatAM kvacit lIsTa vigere nimitte eka bIjA sAthe vAtacIta karavAnA prasaMgo UbhA thatAM. dhIre dhIre A vAta jatInabhAInAM mAtuzrInAM kAne koIke nAMkhI. temane to joItuM ja eTaluM hatuM. eTale temaNe tarata bhAratIbenanAM mAtA-pitA pAse bhAratIbenane potAnI putravadhU banAvavA mATe prastAva mUkyo. temaNe paNa turata ja saharSa saMmati ApI dIdhI. tyAra bAda mAtuzrIe jatInabhAI pAse A saMbaMdha svIkArI levA mATe AgrahabharI rajuAta karI. AnAthI agAu aneka kanyAonA mAMgAone nakArI cUkelA jatInabhAI have pU. mAtuzrInI vinaMtine kyAM sudhI hukarAvato rahuM ?" evI vicArasaraNI ne bIjI bAju pAMca varSa mATe lIdhelI pratijJAne lIdhe 'hA' ke 'nA' kazo javAba ApavAne mATe asamartha thaIne dvidhAbharI sthitimAM sTeja mauna rahyA. ane emanA maunane saMmati mAnIne mAtuzrIe jaldIthI sagapaNa mATenI taiyArI karavA mAMDI. have paristhitinI gaMbhIratA pAmI jaIne jatInabhAIe bhAratIbenane A hakIkatathI vAkepha karI ane enI vicAraNA jANavA prayatna karyo. TI.vI. ! 6 upara aThavADiye be pikacara jenAra bhAratIbenane kAMI dIkSA levAnI vicAraNA na hatI. eTale eNe A bAbatamAM saharSa saMmati vyakta karI. te vakhate pAMca varSa sudhI brahmacarya pAlananI pratijJA pUrI thavAne haju rAA varSanI vAra hatI. jatInabhAIe bhAratIbenane nikhAlasatAthI e hakIkatathI vAkepha karIne sAthe potAnA saMyama svIkAravAnA manoratha paNa jaNAvyA. tyAre khAnadAna kuLanI e Arya kanyAe uttara Apyo ke "jyAre tame saMyama svIkAravAno pAko nirNaya karazo tyAre jo mane paNa saMyamanI bhAvanA jAgI jaze to huM paNa tamArI sAthe ja saMyama svIkArI laIza. ane jo kadAca tevA pariNAma nahi thAya to paNa tamane to dIkSA levAmAM aMtarAya rUpa nahi ja banuM ... ane Akhare teo baMne sagapaNanAM baMdhanathI to baMdhAI gayA! paNa haju lagnane vAra hatI. te daramyAna eka divasa jatInabhAIe sahadharmacAriNIne pUchyuM ke pAMca varSa sudhI brahmacarya pAlananI pratijJAnI avadhi pUrI thayA pachI kadAca keTalAka samaya mATe e pratijJAnI avadhine bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo . 38 ON
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________________ kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk laMbAvuM. arthAt pharI bIjA 2-4 varSa mATe evI pratijJA lauM to tArI saMmati haze ne?!... tyAre jANe ke baMnenI puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanI rAzie mukhamAM pravezIne preraNA karI hoya tema sahasA enAthI kahevAI gayuM. ke- "AvI rIte kaTake kaTake vrata levA karatAM kAyamane mATe ja vrata laI laIe to kema ! jatInabhAI mATe ? to A vAkya bhAvatuM hatuM ne vaidhe batAvyuM. e yukti muja amRta tulya hatuM. huM eTale temaNe saharSa te mATe taiyArI darzAvI ane bhAratIbene paNa sAnaMda anumodana ApyuM. tethI sagAIthI nava mahinA pachI ane lagnathI traNa mahinA ke pahelAM gujarAtamAM vApInI pAse vAghaladharA gAmamAM zrI saMbhavanAtha bhagavAnanI samakSa - paramokArI pUjyapAda AcArya bhagavaMta zrI vijayabhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. nA zrI mukhethI yAjajIva mATe sajoDe brahmacarya vratano svIkAra karI lIdho !!!... vrata grahaNa karatI vakhate pU. gaNivaryazrI jayaghoSa vijayajI ma.sA. (hAla gacchAdhipati AcAryazrI)nI hAjarI hovAthI temanI sAthe jJAnacarcA dvArA sAruM evuM mArgadarzana meLavyuM. A ghaTanA pachI traNa mahinA bAda jyAre vyAvahArika draSTie e baMnenA lagna thayA tyAre lagna pachI tarata ja teo giranArajI mahAtIrthanI yAtrAe gayA. ane AbAlabrahmacArI zrI neminAtha bhagavAnanI pAse suvizuddha brahmacarya pAlana mATe zakti pradAna karavAnI hArdika prArthanA karI. kharA aMtaHkaraNathI thayelI e prArthanAno svIkAra thayo hoya tema lagna pachI ke daza varSa sudhI sAthe rahevA chatAM paNa baMne bhAI-blenanI jema nirmaLa jIvana jIvI zakyA temAM e prabhukRpA ane sAthe gurukRpAne ja mukhyatve yaza ghaTe che. ? ema baMne jaNA namrabhAve mAne che. baMnenA mAtA-pitA temaNe lIdhelA vratathI ajANa hatA. kAraNake vrata letAM pahelAM temane jaNAvAya to rajA ja na maLe. ane vrata lIdhA pachI jaNAvavAthI paNa temane jabbara AghAta lAge tema hovAthI A vAta temaNe jaNAvI na hatI. tethI lagna bAda mAtApitAne jANa na thAya te mATe eka ja zayanakhaMDamAM sUvAnuM rAkhavuM paDyuM. chatAM paNa vatarakSA mATe teo T AkAre { pRthaka pRthaka zayyA para zayana karatA. jatInabhAIne haju vrata pAlana mATe mAnasika puruSArtha karavo paDato jyAre bhAratIbenane mATe to jANe vrata pAlana taddana sAhajika - naisargika hatuM !. daza varSanA sahajIvanamAM kadIpaNa emanAM taraphathI vrataviraddhi sahejapaNa vAtacIta 3 ke tevI ceSa thaI nathI. adhyavasAyonI nirmaLatA jaLavAI rahe te mATe teo baMne 5 ekabIjAne saMbodhana paNa bhAI-bahena tarIke ja karatA !!!... nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje pa 39
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________________ Ama deva-guru kRpAthI nirmaLa rIte vratapAlana karatAM karatAM samaya pasAra thavA lAgyo. daza varSanAM vahANAM vAI gayAM. te daramyAnamAM baMne jaNAe bhAratabharanAM 17pathI vadhu tIrthonI anekavAra yAtrA karI tathA pAMca pratikramaNa, cAra karmagraMtha (sAthe) jJAnasAra, zAMta sudhArasa, upamiti bhava prapaMca kathA, Adino abhyAsa karI lIdho. temaja kIDanInI bimArIthI pIDita sAsujInI bhAratIbene ajoDa sevA karI. emanA lagna pachI doDheka varSa bAda jatInabhAInAM mAtuzrIno svargavAsa thayo. paraMtu nAnAbhAI amitanA lagna to tyAra pachI paNa 8 varSa thayA. tethI tyAM sudhI temane saMsAramAM rokAvuM paDyuM. have jANe emanAM cAritra mohanIya karmano udayakALa pUro thaI rahyo hato. jethI je pUjyazrIe jhariyA mukAme jatInakumAranAM kizora mAnasamAM saMyama pariNAmanA bI vAvyA hatA. e ja pUjyapAda AcArya bhagavaMta zrImad vijaya bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nuM ziSya-praziSyAdi parivAra sahita saM. 204nuM cAtumasa koImbatUra mukAme thayuM tyAre cAtumatithI pahelAM teozrI beMglora padhAryA. saMyama prAptinI bhAvanA chatAMya saMyamanI upalabdhi so TakA zaMkAspada hatI. tevA kaparA samaye AcArya bhagavaMtazrIe sAme caDIne jatInabhAIno paricaya sAdhyo ne emanA guramahArAjanAM mAdhyame saMparka - sAMnidhyane gADha karatA gayA. vaca vacamAM vaNamAgI hitazikSAnAM mAdhyame saMyama mArge dhapavA preraNA karatA rahyA. jethI jatInabhAI paNa temanAM nirdeza mujaba dakSAnI taiyArIo karavA lAgyA. e mahApuruSanI amIdraSTithI pratikuLatAo anukuLatAmAM palaTAvA lAgI. dIkSA mATe sahamata na thayela pitAzrI paNa palaTAyA. nAnAbhAIe paNa gRhastha dharmano bhAra UMcakI lIdho. ane sahuthI vadhu anukULatA to e saNI ke bhAratIbena jeo pApabhIra sAthe saMyama bhIru paNa hatA. teoe paNa potAnA patidevane pagale-pagale kadama mAMDavA nirdhAra karyo. temanA mAtRdhdhayA guruNI viduSI sAdhvIzrI vasaMtaprabhAzrIjI vairAgyadezanAdakSa pUjyapAda AcArya bhagavaMta zrI vijaya hemacandrasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nAM bahena ma. sA.) paNa 16 sAdhvIjIonA samudAya sAthe. gujarAtathI vihAra karI beMglora padhArI gayA. pUjyazrIe saM. 2047 nA phAgaNa vadi 3, ravivAra, tA. 3-3-91 nuM zubha muhUrta dIkSA nimitte pharamAvyuM. dIkSAnI jAherAta thatAM ja Thera TherathI anumodanA saha bahumAna mATe AgrahabharyA AmaMtraNo maLavA lAgyA. vijayavADA - IroDa - amadAvAda - madrAsa - tathA muMbaImAM malADa -Ila - bhAyakhalA - goDIjI temaja govAliyA tAja bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 40 NSINH
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________________ TenkamAM zAsana prabhAvaka pUjyonI nizrAmAM anumodanAnA kAryakramo goThavAyA. jemAM 250 thI vadhu yugaloe saMpUrNa ke AMzika brahmacaryavratano svIkAra karyo ! beMgloramAM lagabhaga 125 jeTalA daMpatIoe bhAvollAsa pUrvaka saMpUrNa athavA AMzika brahmacaryavratano svIkAra karavA pUrvaka emane vAyaNA-jamaNa karAvela !... sA. zrI vasaMta prabhAzrIjInI preraNA thI 200 thI vadhu bhAvikoe pAMca ke daza varSamAM nava lAkha navakAramaMtra gaNavAnI pratijJA lIdhI ! bIjApaNa aneka bhAvikoe A nimitte vividha abhigraho dhAraNa karyA. sonAmAM sugaMdhabhaLe tema amadAvAdanAM traNa moTI uMmaranA zraddhA saMpanna - 12 vratadhArI suzrAvakonI dIkSAnuM Ayojana paNa emanI sAthe ja beMgloramAM goThavAyuM. temAM (1) dIpakalA sADI senTara vAlA-dIpakabhAI zAha. jeoe karoDapati hovA chatAM varasothI navA kapaDA sIvaDAvyA na hatA. pagamAM cappala paherela na hatI. potAnA baMgalAnA eka rUmamAM sAmAyika - pauSadha - svAdhyAyamAM masta rahetA hatA. (2) bIjA zrI ratilAlabhAI zAha (cA vALA) jeo varasothI upAzrayamAM ja sUtA hatA. ane pUjya sAdhu - sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonI ullAsa pUrvaka vaiyAvacca karatA hatA. tathA dIkSAnI bhAvanA bhAvatA hatA. (3) trIjA zrI rasikabhAI jeo nitya biyAsaNAnI sAthe varasothI pAThazALAmAM mAnad sevA tarIke tattvArthasUtra, 4 prakaraNa Adino abhyAsa karAvatA hatA. tathA UbhA UbhA 100 logassano kAussagga karatA hatA. jatInabhAInI sajoDe dIkSAnI vAta sAMbhaLI teo paNa turata cAritra aMgIkAra karavA taiyAra thaI gayA... ! ane uparokta zubha muhUrte bhavya ekAdazAlikA mahotsava pUrvaka pAMceyanI dIkSA saMpanna thaI tyAre A prasaMganI anumodanA karavA dakSiNa bhArata - mahArASTra- gujarAta AdinA aneka gAma - nagarothI umaTelI 25 hajAranI mAnavamedanInI upasthiti vacce vardhamAnataponidhi pUjyapAd AcArya bhagavaMta zrImad vijaya bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma. sA. e emanuM nIce mujaba nUtana nAmakaraNa karyuM. ... mumukSunuMnAma nUtana nAma gurunuM nAma (1) dIpaka bhAI munizrI harSaghoSa vijayajI- pa. pU. A. gacchAdhipativijaya jayaghoSasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo - 41
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________________ (2) ratibhAI- munizrI ratnaghoSavijayajI- pa. pU.gacchAdhipati vijaya jayaghoSasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. (3) rasikabhAI muni zrI ramyaghoSavijayajI- pa.pU. gacchAdhipati vijaya jayaghoSasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. (4) jatInabhAI- munizrI jayadarzana vijayajI- pa. pU." nA ziSya gaNivarya jayasoma. vi. ma. sA. (5) bhAratIbena- sA. bhavyaguNAzrIjI- sA. zrI vasaMta prabhAzrIjI ma. sA. - priya vAcaka pU. gaNivarya zrIguNasuMdaravijayajI ma. tathA pU. gaNivarya zrIbhuvanasuMdara vi. ma. sAhebanA mukhethI A dRSTAMta sAMbhaLyA bAda amadAvAdamAM khAnapura jaina saMghanA upAzrayamAM tA. 15/95 nA roja uparokta munirAjazrI jayadarzana vijayajInI sAthe mulAkAta thaI tyAre temanA pUrva jIvana viSe pUchelA praznonA maLelA pratyuttarono sAra atre raju karyo che. kalikAlamAM paNa AvA romaharSaka anumodanIya draSTAMto vidyamAna che. e jANIne aMtaramAMthI heje udgAro sarI paDe che ke kharekhara "bahuranA vasuMdharA." dIkSA bAda pUjya guru bhagavaMtonA satata sAMnidhya ane kRpAdraSTinA prabhAve utkRSTa cAritra pALavA mATeno temano utsAha dina pratidina vRddhigata banato jAya che. pariNAme mAtra cha varSanAM dIkSA payayamAM vardhamAna AyaMbila tapanI 40 oLI sudhI pahoMcI gayA che ! (dIkSA pUrve 12 oLI sajoDe karI hatI) chellA traNa varSamAM chuTaka upavAsa - AyaMbila sAthe oLIo karavA dvArA 1008 AyaMbila - upavAsa pUrNa karI lIdhA ne tenI upara vardhamAna tapanI 37 mI oLI ekAMtara upavAsa (19 AyaMbila + 19 upavAsa) thI pUrNa karI. ATalA ugra bAhya tapanI sAthe dararoja 8-9 kalAkano kaThIna zAstra graMthono svAdhyAya cAlu ja hoya. taduparAMta "zAMti saurabha" temaja dharmadhArA" uparAMta vividha mAsikomAM - graMthomAM avAra navAra temanI siddhahastakalamathI AlekhAyela lekho pragaTa thAya che. je kharekhara vAMcavA yogya che. prastuta pustakanA bhAga 1 tathA 2 baMnenI prastAvanA dvArA paNa temanI jJAna pratibhA tathA viziSTa lekhana zailino helAIthI paricaya vAcakavRMdane ( bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 42 NN
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________________ thaI zakaze. temanA parama upakArI gurudeva pa. pU. panyAsa pravara zrI jayasomavijayajI ma. sA. suvizuddha cAritrAcAranuM pAlana tathA pa. pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrImad vijaya premasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nI aMtima samayamAM viziSTa vaiyAvaccanI sAthe vardhamAna AyaMbila tapanI 108 oLI uparAMta 36, 38, 40, 41-45-55-68 upavAsa tathA be varSItapa vigere viziSTa tapazcaryAnAM kAraNe pU. gurudeva AcArya bhagavaMta zrI vijaya bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nA zrImukhethI 'tapasvIratna'nuM biruda pAmyA che. AvA utkRSTa tapasvI ArAdhaka gurudevano tapa vAraso munizrI jayadarzana vijayajInAM jIvanamAM atyArathI ja jovA maLe che. sA. bhavyaguNAzrIjI paNa dIkSita jIvanamAM 2 mAsakSamaNa, eka siddhitapa, 50 aThThama, vardhamAna tapanI bAra oLI uparAMta hAla vIzasthAnaka tapanI ArAdhanA karI rahyA che. temanA guruNI sA. zrI vasaMtaprabhAzrIjIe paNa pUrvAvasthAmAM (ku. vijayA tarIke) lagna thavA chatAM bAla brahmacAriNI rahIne kevA adbhuta parAkramathI saMyamanI prApti ane sAdhanA karI che tenuM roma harSaka dRSTAMta A ja pustakamAM zrAvikAonA dRSTAMta vibhAgamAM vAMcavA maLaze. astu. prastuta dRSTAMtamAM AlekhAyela sahu saMyamI pavitrAtmAonA Adarza jIvanamAMthI preraNA meLavI sahune suvizuddha saMyama pAlananuM baLa saMprApta thAo e ja zubha bhAvanA. 2 H eka ja vAra pravacana zravaNathI 24 varSanI vaye yAvajjIva soDe brahmacarya vrata svIkAratA kacchI daMpati dakSAbena dilIpabhAI cAritrasaMpanna vaktA ane zraddhA saMpanna zrotAno subhaga sumeLa sadhAya to kevuM camatkArika pariNAma nIpajI zake che te ApaNe dakSAbenanA dRSTAMtamAMthI joIzuM. kaccha-mAMDavI zaheramAM sthAnakavAsI jaina parivAramAM janma pAmelA ane kaccha-mundrAnA mUrtipUjaka vI2 sainika dilIpabhAI nAmanA yuvAna sAthe lagnagraMthIthI joDAyelA dakSAbena hAla muMbaI pAse AvelA DahANu gAmamAM bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo = 43
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________________ AnnnnnnA rahe che. hAla temanI uMmara 35 varSanI che. 21 varSanI vaye temanA lagna thayela hatA. 3 varSanA lagnajIvana daramyAna temane tyAM eka suputrano janma thayela che. temanA pati dilIpabhAI suprasiddha yuvA pratibodhaka pa. pU. paMnyAsapravara zrI caMdrazekharavijayajI ma. sA. nA khAsa bhakta che. - 24 varSanI vaye dakSAbene ekavAra pa. pU. caMdrazekhara vijayajI ma.sA. nuM pravacana zravaNa karavA gayela. e pravacanamAM pUjyazrIe brahmacaryano mahimA varNavI eka ja vAranA abrahma sevanamAM 2 thI 9 lAkha jeTalA garbhaja manuSyo, asaMkhya saMmUrNima manuSyo tathA agaNita beIndriya jIvonI hiMsAnuM kevuM bhayaMkara pApa lAge che tenuM asarakAraka zailimAM varNana karela. te sAMbhaLIne haLukarmI evA dakSAbenano AtmA coMkI UDyo ane e ja pravacananA aMte temaNe draDha saMkalpa karI lIdho ke havethI koI paNa saMyogomAM kSaNika sukhAbhAsanI khAtara AvuM ghora pApa mAre nathI ja karavuM. - ghare AvIne potAnA zubha saMkalpanI pati pAse rajuAta karI ane mAvajIva mATe sajoDe brahmacarya vrata svIkArI levA mATe preraNA karI. | dilIpabhAInA AtmAne A vAta gamatI hovA chatAM temanuM manobaLa hajI eTaluM makkama na hatuM jethI temaNe dhIre dhIre e bAbatano abhyAsa karavAnI darakhAsta mUkI. paraMtu makkama manobaLavAvALA dakSAbena have eka paNa vakhata A pApa karavA mATe dharAra lAcAra hatA. teo potAnA nirNayamAM aDaga ja ! rahyA. kuTuMbanA anya sabhyone A vAtanI jANa thatAM temaNe dakSAbenane ! samajAvavA prayatna karyo ke hamaNAM ATalI nAnI uMmaramAM jo tame Avo nirNaya karazo to saMbhava che ke tamArA pati tamArI upara nArAja thaIne tamane choDI de athavA pote bIje kyAM jatA thaI jAya. paraMtu dakSAbene kahyuM ke je thavAnuM hoya te thAya. pati choDI deze to huM mArA AtmabaLe pagabhara thaIne jIvIza paraMtu A nirNayamAM koIpaNa saMyogomAM pheraphAra karI zakuM tema nathI !' tyArabAda dakSAbena jinamaMdiramAM gayA ane khUba ja zraddhApUrvaka, ekAgracitte prabhu prArthanA karI ane kahyuM ke- "he prabhu! jo mArI bhAvanA sAcI che to mane tame jarUra sahAya karajo ane tenI pratIti tarIke hamaNAM je 3 phUla ApanA mastake caDhelA che temAMthI vacaluM phUla hamaNAM ja mArI samakSa nIce paDo ... ane kharekhara camatkAra sarjayo hoya tema tarata ja vacaluM phUla nIce paDyuM!.. - dakSAbenanA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. temanuM manobaLa have ekadama vadhI gayuM. temane thayuM ke prabhu mArI sAthe che pachI mAre zI ciMtA !!. ane kharekhara alpa samayamAM ja temanA pati paNa vrata svIkAravA mATe saMmata thaI gayA ane baMne jaNAe zubha muhUyAvajIva brahmacaryavratano svIkAra karyo tyAre prabhAvanA tarIke pa. pU. caMdrazekharavijayajI ma. sA. dvArA likhita brahmacarya IN bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje ja
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________________ viSayaka mananIya pustaka 'jo je amRtakuMbha DhoLAya nA' Apela. chellA keTalAka varSothI temanA sAsune lakavA lAgu paDyo che. tyAre eka dIkarI potAnI mAtAnI sevA kare tenA karatAM paNa viziSTa rIte dakSAbena potAnA sAsujInI khaDe page sevA kare che. sAsunA palaMganI pAse ja temanI beThaka hoya. thoDI thoDI vAre AhAra-nIhAra karAvavo, mAlisa karavI, davA ApavI. vigere evI adbhuta sevA kare che ke jonArA AphrIna pokArI UThe che. thoDA varSa pUrve dakSAbenanA upakArI pArzvacaMdragacchIya sA. zrI bhavyAnaMdazrIjI caturvidha saMgha sAthe pAlitANAmAM 99 yAtrA karI rahyA hatA. dakSAbenane tenI jANa thatAM sAsujI samakSa rajuAta karI ke jo ApanI rAjIkhuzIthI anumati hoya to ApanI sevAnI vyavasthA karIne huM siddhagirinI eka yAtrA guruNInI nizrAmAM karI AvuM. AvI suzIla, suvinIta ane sevAbhAvI putravadhUnI AvI uttama bhAvanAmAM aMtarAya rUpa bane tevA A sAsu na hatA. temaNe AzIrvAda pUrvaka saMmati ApatAM dakSAbene tarata patra lakhIne potAnI bhAvanAnI guruNIjIne jANa karI. paraMtu tarata ja sAdhvIjIe yogya pratyuttara vALatAM lakhyuM ke lakavAgrasta sAsujInI sevAne thoDIpaNa gauNa karIne hAla yAtrA mATe atre AvavAnI AvazyakatA nathI. tamArA mATe to hAla bimAra sAsunI suMdara sevA karIne temanA AzIrvAda meLavavA e ja sAcI tIrthayAtrA che. kAraNa ke bhagavAne kahyuM che ke 'jo gilANaM paDisevaI so maM paDisevaI' arthAt je bimAranI sevA kare che te mArI ja sevA kare che.' e patra vAMcatAM ja eka paNa kSaNano vilaMba karyA vinA dakSAbene pAlitANA javAnI potAnI bhAvanA mAMDI vALI, dhanya sAdhvIjI...! dhanya zrAvikA...! chellA keTalAka samayathI temaNe eka navuM makAna lIdhuM che. e makAnanA vAtAvaraNane maMdira jevuM pavitra rAkhavA IcchatA dakSAbena ane dilIpabhAIe nirNaya karyo che ke e makAnanI aMdara kadIpaNa koI mahemAnane paNa rAtribhojana ke abrahmanuM pApa karavA maLe nahi ! AvA dRSTAMta sAMbhaLatAM kharekhara vicAra thAya ke abaLA gaNAtI nArI paNa jo dhAre to potAnA jIvananI pavitratA dvArA parivAramAM paNa kevuM sukhada dharmamaya vAtAvaraNa sarjI zake che ! te mATe jarUra che kusaMgathI dUra rahevAnI ane zraddhApUrvaka satsaMga karavAnI. saranAmuM : dakSAbena dilIpabhAI zAha, C/o. phezana TonTa/1, IrAnI dahANu roDa-20 (mahArASTra) bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo = 45
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________________ 3 : Adhunika mInI vijaya zeTha - vijayA zeThANI prakAzabhAI tathA zazIbena athavA arvAcIna "zAlibhadramuni" dararoja devalokamAMthI (pitA) deva dvArA mokalavAmAM AvatI vastra-AbhUSaNa tathA divya bhojananI 99 peTIo, 7 mALanI AlizAna havelI tathA 32 snehALa patnIono parityAga karIne, bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra svAmInuM ziSyatva svIkArI ghora sAdhanAnA aMte vaibhArigiranI dhagadhagatI zilA upara pAdapopagamana anazana svIkArI ekAvatArI deva banelA bhUtakAlIna zAlibhadra mahAmuninA zAstrokta dRSTAMtamAM jo koI Adhunika zikSitane atizayokti ke asaMbhavoktinAM darzana thatAM hoya... athavA lagnanI prathama rAtrithI ja yAvajjIva brahmacaryanuM aNizuddha pAlana karatA vijaya zeTha ane vijyA zeThANInA suprasiddha dRSTAMtamAM koIne kAlpanikatAnuM darzana thatuM hoya to emaNe prakAzabhAImAMthI 2 varSa pahelAM ja zAlibhadra muni banelA mahAtmAne khAsa maLavA jevuM che !... rAjasthAnanA jayapura zaheramAM rahetA, sAcA hIrAnA prAmANikatA pUrvakanA (eka naMbarI-vhAITa) vyavasAya dvArA abajopati banelA garbhazrImaMta kuLamAM janmelA prakAzabhAIne koI pUrva janmanA tathAprakAranA zubha saMskAronA kAraNe bhara yuvAvasthAmAM badhA ja prakAranI bharapUra anukULatAo hovA chatAM paNa sAMsArika vaiSayika sukhabhoga tarapha lezamAtra AkarSaNa na hatuM. balke teo bhogasukhonI kiMpAka phaLa tulya pariNAma kaTutAne jJAnagarbhita vairAgyanA prabhAve sArI peThe samajatA hovAthI 'sasnehI pyArA re saMyama kaba hI mile'nI bhAvanAmAM ja ramatA hatA. paraMtu karmasattAe temanI A uttama bhAvanAne sAkAra banatI aTakAvavA mATe jANe kammara kasI hoya tema temanA mAtuzrIno svargavAsa thatAM pitAzrI dvArA dIkSA mATe koIpaNa rIte anumati maLatI na hatI. kAraNa ke teo pitAnA ekanA eka lADakavAyA suputra hatA. prakAzabhAIne traNa baheno hatI paraMtu bhAI eka paNa na hato. tethI pitAzrI taraphathI temane lagna karavA mATe avAra navAra Agraha cAlu ja raheto hato. Akhare dAkSiNya guNanA lIdhe pitAzrInI AjJAmAM anicchAe paNa saMmati darzAvatAM pahelAM temaNe zarata mUkI ke- ''huM lagna karuM to paNa yAvajjIva brahmacaryanuM pAlana karyuM. A vAta jo Apane maMjUra hoya to ja huM lagna bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo = 46
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________________ karavA aMgenI ApanI AjJAne zirodhArya karavA mATe vicAra karuM.'' keTaloka vicAra karIne Akhare pitAe e bAbatamAM saMmati darzAvatAM tevA prakAranA pAtranI zodha karatAM RNAnubaMdhavazAt tevuM ja pAtra maLI AvyuM. kumArikA zazIbena paNa abajopati garbhazrImaMta kuTuMbamAM janma pAmavA chatAM saMsArasukhathI jalakamalavat alipta rahI saMyamanI bhAvanAmAM ramatA hatA. paraMtu mohavaza mAtA-pitA taraphathI anumita maLatI na hatI. Akhare bhavitavyatA mujaba zazIbena tathA prakAzabhAInuM sagapaNa nakkI thayuM paraMtu te pahelAM ja baMne jaNAe yAvajjIva brahmacaryavrata pAlana karavAno makkama nirdhAra karI ja lIdho hato. tyArabAda baMnenA lagna thayA tyAre zazIbenanA pitAzrIe potAnI lADakavAyIne sAsare vaLAvatAM 99 kroDa rU. daheja tarIke ApyA. tema chatAM A navadaMpati paulika vaibhavamAM lezamAtra moha na pAmatAM Atmika sadguNonI samRddhimAM dina-rAta abhivRddhi karavAno puruSArtha karatAM karatAM bhAI-bahenanI mAphaka nirmaLa jIvana jIvatAM jIvatAM asidhArAvratanuM sahajapaNe pAlana karavA lAgyA. ane lagnanI corImAM paNa saMyamanA utkRSTa manoratho karatAM karatAM kevalajJAna pAmelA guNasAgarazreSThI putranI mAphaka sarvavirati dharmano svIkAra karavAnI bhAvanA bhAvatAM bhAvatAM bhAvadIkSita banIne samaya vyatIta karavA lAgyA. Akhare eka divasa prakAzabhAInA pitAzrInuM avasAna thatAM have A saMyamAbhilASI AtmAone cAritranA gaganamAM uDDayana karatAM aTakAvanAra koI ja baMdhana rahyuM na hatuM. tethI TUMka samayamAM ja temaNe mahAbhiniSkramaNanA punIta paMthe prasthAna karavA mATenI taiyArI karI lIdhI. potAnI traNe bahenone 5-5 kroDa rU. ApIne AjIvikA aMge nizcita banAvIne vadhune vadhu dharmamaya jIvana jIvavA mATe prakAzabhAIe preraNA ApI. eTaluM ja nahi paraMtu potAnA gharamAM tema ja dukAnamAM kAma karatA tamAma karmacArIone paNa 5-5 lAkha rU. ApIne temane yAvajjIva dararoja ochAmAM ochuM eka sAmAyika karavAnI saphaLa preraNA ApI. zrI jayapura saMghe A baMne dIkSArthIonuM bahumAna karavA mATe sAMjInuM Ayojana karyuM tyAre sAMjImAM Avela 80 jeTalA zrAvikAone darekane 2-2 lAkha rU.nI sAcA hIrAnI vIMTI temaNe prabhAvanA tarIke ApI. ane bAkI rahelA 400 kroDa (4 abaja) rU. nuM dharmAdA TrasTa banAvIne AjathI be varSa pahelAM ja temaNe sajoDe dIkSA aMgIkAra karI tyAre prakAzabhAInI uMmara 45 varSanI hatI. temaNe potAnA guru tarIke sthAnakavAsI saMghano eka peTA samudAya ke bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 47
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________________ nown je "jJAna gaccha" tarIke oLakhAya che temAM "mahAtmAjI" tarIke paMkAyelA khUba ja AdhyAtmika jIvana jIvanArA zrI jayaMtilAlajI muni upara potAnI pasaMdagIno kaLaza DhoLyo. vartamAnakALamAM abajo rU. nI saMpattino jJAnagarbhita vairAgya dvArA parityAga karIne saMyama svIkAratA prakAzabhAInuM nAma paNa "mahAtmAjI' e "zAlibhadra muni' rAkhyuM. sApa jema kAMcaLI utAre tema saMsAranA vAghAno parityAga karIne pAramezvarI pravrajyAnA punIta paMthe prasthAna karatA "zAlibhadra muni vigerene vidAya ApavA mATe zrIjayapura saMghanA saMkhyAbaMdha zrAvaka-zrAvikAo upasthita thayA hatA tyAre atyaMta vairAgyabhAvamAM jhIlatA evA A navadIkSita munivare koInIya sAmuM joyA vinA Iya samitinuM aNizuddha pAlana karatAM karatAM sAdhanAnA paMthe prasthAna karyuM tyAre sakala saMgha temanA niHspRhIpaNAne manomana abhinaMdI rahyo. siMhanI jema zUravIratA pUrvaka dikSA grahaNa karIne siMhanI jema ja zaurya pUrvaka tenuM pAlana karavA IcchatA A munivara moTA bhAgano samaya maunapUrvaka jJAna-dhyAnamAM ja pasAra kare che. atyaMta anivArya kAraNa hoya to ja guru AjJApUrvaka bhASA samitinA upayogapUrvaka teo bole che. gayA varSe (saM. 20paramAM) temanuM cAturmAsa potAnA guru mahArAja sAthe rAjasthAnamAM hatuM. temanA guru temaja gurubhAIo paNa kevA custa saMyamI che teno eka prasaMga hamaNAM ja sAMbhaLavA maLyo. - saM. 203mAM teo pa munivaro kacchamAM padhAryA hatA. ziyALAnAM divaso hatA. gAMdhIdhAmathI 11 ki.mI.nA aMtare AvelA padANA gAmathI sAMje 4 vAgyA bAda vihAra karI gAMdhIdhAma AvI rahyA hatA. Iya samitinuM sArI rIte pAlana thaI zake te mATe zAstrajJA mujaba teo vihAramAM custapaNe mauna pALe che tathA sUryAsta thatAM jyAM hoya tyAM ja yogya sthaLe rAtrinivAsa kare che paraMtu sUryAsta bAda AgaLa vihAra karatA nathI. te mujaba e pAMca munivaromAMthI "mahAtmAjI" tathA bIjA eka munivara gAMdhIdhAma pahoMcI AvyA paraMtu uMmaranA kAraNe cAla dhImI hovAthI bAkInA 3 munivaro sUryAsta sudhI gAMdhIdhAma pahoMcI zakyA nahi tethI teo rastAmAM ja relve phATaka pAse chAparA nIce rAta rokAI gayA. paraMtu zrAvakone A vAtanI khabara na hovAthI temaNe tapAsa karavA javAnI rajA mAgI tyAre { "mahAtmAjI" e kahyuM ke tame ciMtA na karo. teo yogya sthAne ja haze. ane kAle savAre paNa thoDA moDA Ave to ciMtA na karazo kAraNa ke savAranA paNa bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjA 48 MS
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________________ teo potAno nityakrama tathA sAdhanA karIne pachI ja vihAra karaze." ane kharekhara teo bIjA divase savAre 10 vAgye gAMdhIdhAma padhAryA. vijJAnayuganA atyaMta vilAsI vAtAvaraNa vacce paNa dama dama sAhyabIno svecchAe parityAga karIne AvuM suMdara saMyamajIvana jIvatA A arvAcIna "zAlibhadra muni" Adi mahAtmAonA jIvanamAMthI preraNA meLavI sahu rAganA tyAgI banI tyAga-vairAgyanA rAgI bano e ja zubha bhAvanA. . [A dRSTAMta cha koTi sthAnakavAsI samudAyanA tAriNIbAI mahAsatIjI pAsethI tathA gAMdhIdhAmanA suzrAvaka zrI anupacaMdabhAI morakhIyA pAsethI sAMbhaLIne lakhyo che. anupacaMdabhAI "mahAtmAjI" nA ? sArA saMparkamAM che.] 4: "dIpaDAmAMthI dIkaro banAvyo | Anon Annnnnnnn (lagna divasathI jayAvAjIva hAcarya pAtAdapatI II) hAla muMbaImAM raheto eka gujarAtI yuvAna tathA prakAranI sobata. temaja Adhunika vAtAvaraNanA prabhAve potAnA gharamAM gRhamaMdira hovA chatAM tenA darzana karato na hato. eka vakhata dharmacakatapa prabhAvaka pU. paM. zrI jagavallabhavijayajI ma. sA. nuM che tyAM comAsuM thayuM. teozrInI preraNAthI e yuvAnanA moTA bhAI moTI tapazcaryAmAM joDAyelA. tapazcaryA daramyAna karmasaMyoge temanI tabIyata kaMIka nAdurasta banI tyAre potAnA mAtuzrInA kahevAthI A nAstika yuvAna upAzrayamAM Avyo ane kahevA lAgyo kema. sA. ! tame mArA bhAIne tapa re karAvyo tethI te maravA paDyo che. to have tame ja tene jIvADo !.. jarApaNa uzkerAyA vinA ma. sA.e tene premapUrvaka potAnI pAse besADI vAtsalyapUrvaka hitazikSA ApI. tyArabAda tenA ghare jaIne tapasvI moTa bhAIne vAsakSepa ApI mAMgalika saMbhaLAvyuM. moTA bhAIne sAruM thaI gayuM. ma. sA.nA vAtsalyapUrNa vANI-vyavahArathI A nAstika gaNAto yuvAna temanA tarapha AkarSAyo ane niyamita temano satsaMga karato thaI 1 gayo.. pariNAma mAtra 15 divasanA paricayamAM jate roja jinapUjA karato thaI gayo 6 tathA mAtApitAne niyamita savAre praNAma paNa karavA lAgyo !. A joIne tenI = = (bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 49
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________________ - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - mAtAnA mukhamAMthI udgAra sarI paDyA ke mahArAja sAheba ! mAro dIkaro dIpaDA" jevo hato. tene tame kharekhara "dIkarsa (laputro banAvI dIdho che. tamAro upakAra kadApi nahi bhUlI zakuM!'... satsaMgano kevo adbhuta prabhAva hoya che ! keTalAka samaya bAda A yuvAnanA lagna thayA. jyAM sudhI mArA upakArI ma.sA. nAna na thAya tyAM sudhI mArebAyaryanuM pAlana karavuM che evI bhAvanAthI A yuvAna lagnanI prathama satrathI ja dArtha pAlana cAlu rAkhe che! lagabhaga 1 mahinA pachI ma. sA. tyAM padhAryA. bhAvavibhora banIne teNe ma. sA. nA darzana vaMdana karIne potAnA hRdayanI eka muMjhavaNa nikhAlasatApUrvaka ma. sA. pAse raju karatAM teNe kahyuM ke - "ma. sA. ! ApanA kahevAthI huM roja jinapUjA tathA mAtA-pitAne praNAma Adi badhuM karuM chuM paraMtu koNa jANe kema hajI joIe tevo bhAva nathI Avato. tethI joIe tevo AnaMda paNa nathI Avato.." ! ma. sA. e kahyuM - huM kahuM tema to tuM karavA taiyAra che ne! mArA upara to tane zraddhA che ne?" yuvAne hA pADI eTale mA sA. e tarata kahyuM ke "to pachI have huM kahuM chuM ke tuM havethI roja "bhAvapUrvaka pUjA kara" ane bIjA ja divase e yuvAne khUba ja bhAvapUrvaka jinapUjA karI. bhAvollAsapUrvaka karAyelI jinapUjAe tenA jIvanamAM evo to adbhuta camatkAra sarjI dIdho ke tenuM zabdomAM saMpUrNa varNana karavuM azakya che. tenA pariNAmo che eTalA badhA vizuddha banI gayA ke bIje ja divase e yuvAne potAnA dharmapatnI sAthe ma. sA. pAse AvIne lAvavA mATe brahmacarya vratano svecchAe saharSa svIkAra karI lIdho! Ama lagnanI prathama rAtrithIja thAvajIva brahmacarya vratanuM pAlana karI rahelA A daMpatine joIne ApaNane vijaya zeTha ane vijyA zeThANI yAda AvyA vagara rahe nahi !!!... AjakAlanA A.vI.viDiyonA yugamAM mohamayI muMbaI nagarImAM rahIne bharayuvAnImAM lagnanI prathama rAtrithI lAvavA mATe brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavuM e keTaluM badhuM kaThIna che. chatAM satsaMga tathA bhAvollAsapUrvaka karAyelI jinapUjAe yuvAnanA jIvanamAM Avo camatkAra sarjI dIdho che e hakIkta che! che A yuvAnanA moTA bhAI paNa khUba ja pApabhIrU che. vepAradhaMdhAmAM anIti bilakula na kare ! "ATalI kiMmatamAM mAla lAvyo chuM ane ATalI kiMmatamAM veMcuM chuM" ema grAhakane spaSTa satya jaNAvI de !. paTAvALAthI mAMDIne pradhAnamaMDaLa sudhInI prajAmAM comera vyApelA bhraSTAcAranA A jamAnAmAM nIti ane prAmANikatAne vaLagI rahelA AvA virala AtmAo kharekhara atyaMta dhanyavAdane pAtra che. anumodanIya tathA anukaraNIya che. ( haranA vasaMgharA-bhAga bInI 50. It I
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________________ pi. pU. paMnyAsapravarazrI jagavallabhavijayajI ma. sA. nA mukhethI ? sAMbhaLeluM A dRSTAMta atre raju karela che. e yuvAnane potAnA nAma-ThAma jAhera karavAnI IcchA na hovAthI atre jaNAvela nathI.] 5: AbAlabrahmacArI yuvA daMpatI uSAbena jayendrabhAI zAha A ja pustakanA prAraMbhamAM varNavela traNa daMpatIonI mAphaka cothA AbAlabrahmacArI daMpatI uSAbena zAha (uM.va. 40) tathA jayendrabhAI ramaNalAlabhAI zAha (uM. va. 45)nuM jIvana vRttAMta paNa khUba ja anumodanIya che. pahelAM amadAvAdamAM bhaThThA pAlaDI vistAramAM rahetA jayendrabhAIne dIkSA levAnI bhAvanA hatI. paraMtu keTalAka kauTuMbika saMyogovazAt temane : dIkSA mATe vaDilo taraphathI anumati maLatI na hatI ane lagna karavA mATe vAraMvAra Agraha thato hato. pUrva janmanA saMskAro temaja pa. pU. paMnyAsapravara (te vakhate muni) zrI caMdrazekharavijayajI ma. sA. AdinA pravacanazravaNa temaja sAMcana-satsaMganA 3 prabhAve jayendrabhAIne mAvajIva brahmacaryapAlananA manoratha aMtaramAM ramatA hatA. bIjI bAju vaDilo lagna mATe Agraha karI rahyA hatA. tethI chevaTe { temaNe vicAryuM ke potAnI mAphaka mAvajIva brahmacarya pAlananA manoratha { dharAvanAra koI mumukSu kanyAratna maLI jAya to lagna karavA !... yAdrazI bhAvanA - tAdrazI siddhiH' e ukti mujaba evA prakAranuM kanyAratna temane amadAvAdamAMthI ja maLI gayuM !.. amadAvAdamAM DhALanI poLamAM rahetA uSAbena zAhane paNa dIkSAnI bhAvanA hovA chatAM vaDilo taraphathI rajA na maLatAM chevaTe mAvajIva brahmacaryapAlananA koDa hatA !... - jayendrabhAIne A samAcAra maLatAM temaNe puruSArtha karyo ane pariNAme baMnenA lagna nakkI thayA. paraMtu sagAInI pUrve ja baMne jaNAe 3 vicAra vinimaya karIne mAvajIva brahmacArI rahevAno draDha saMkalpa karI ja ke lIdho hato. te mujaba A ja divasa sudhI teo baMne ekabIjAne bhAI-bahena tarIke ja saMbodhe che. jayendrabhAI paNa uSAbenane kadIpa ekavacanathI - tuMkAre bolAvatA nathI!.. bahumAnapUrvaka bahuvacanathI ja bolAve che !... nirdoSa bhAvathI paNa teo kadI roSe bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo . 51 -
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________________ maka kAma karatA ekabIjAne sTeja para sparza karatA nathI ... - uSAbene pAMca pratikramaNa, 4 prakaraNa, 3 bhASya tathA karmagraMthAdino artha sahita abhyAsa karela che. paryuSaNamAM jyAM sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtono yoga na thayo hoya tevA kSetramAM jaIne paryuSaNanI ArAdhanA khUba suMdara rIte ? karAve che. samatA Adi aneka saNo sahaja rIte temanAmAM AtmasAta thayelA jovA maLe che. sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonI khUba suMdara vaiyAvacca temaja sAdharmikabhakti adbhuta rIte kare che. jayendrabhAInA kAryomAM khUba sAro sahayoga ApI rahyA che. jayendrabhAIe vyAvahArika abhyAsamAM B.A., LL.B., B.Com. vige2 DIgrIo sAthe patrakAritvano paNa sAro abhyAsa karyo che. tevI ja rIte kammapayaDI sudhIno dhArmika abhyAsa paNa suMdara rIte karela che. kSetra samAsanA viSayamAM to emanI khAsa mAsTarI gaNAya che. abhyAsa pUrNa karyA pachI teo zikSaka tarIkenI sarakArI nokarImAM joDAyA. vijJAna, aMkagaNita, ItihAsa bhUgoLa temaja vaidyazAstra temanA khAsa priya viSayo hatA. yuvA pratibodhaka, 5. pU. paMnyAsa pravara zrI caMdrazekhara vijayajI ma. sA. nI preraNAthI sthapAyela akhila bhAratIya saMskRti rakSaka daLa temaja vardhamAna saMskati dhAma - amadAvAdamAM temaNe lagabhaga 16 varSa sudhI mukhya saMcAlaka tarIke anya yuvAnonI sAthe rahIne suMdara sevA bajAvI. akhila bhAratIya hiMsA nivAraNa saMghamAM 10thI vadhu varSo sudhI sakriya rahIne jIvadayAnA aneka kAryo karyA. - navasArI tapovanamAM dazeka varSa gRhapati temaja prinsIpAla tarIke khUba sArI sevA karI. muMbaI temaja amadAvAdanI lagabhaga badhI pAThazALA| omAM khUba mahenata karIne jAgRti lAvyA. potAnI rakamamAMthI pAThazALAomAM prabhAvanA - InAma ApyA tathA te mATe aneka ThekANe sAro che phiDe paNa karAvyo. hAla chellA keTalAka varSothI teo pAlitANamAM taleTI pAse "jabUdvIpa" dharmazALAmAM rahIne pa.pU. paMnyAsapravara zrI abhayasAgarajI ma. sA. tathA temanA paTTaziSya pa.pU. A. zrI azokasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nA kAryamAM sAro sahayoga ApI rahyA che ane temanI sArI kRpA prApta karI che. "pRthvI daDA jevI goLa nathI paraMtu thALI jevI goLa-sapATa che. pRthvI pharatI nathI paraMtu sUrya-caMdra vigere jyotiSacakra jaMbUdvIpanA kendramAM rahelA meru parvatanI AsapAsa phare che. epolo-11 caMdraloka upara pahoMcyuM nathI paraMtu - bAranA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 1 para S
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________________ bharatakSetranA ja koIka DuMgarALa pradeza para pahoMcyuM che." ItyAdi jaina darzana saMmata vAtone teo aneka dAkhalA - dalIlo sAthe jaMbudrIpanA moDela dvArA dararoja sAMjanA samaye AvanAra jijJAsu yAtrikone samajAvIne sarvaza bhagavAnanA vacano pratye Dagumagu thatI navIpeDhInI zraddhAne sthira banAvI rahyA che. vaktRtvakaLA temane suMdara rIte varelI che ja. temanA pitAzrI ramaNalAlabhAI babAbhAI zAha paNa uparokta viSayonA sArA jANakAra hatA ane temanA lekho paNa kalyANa - sughoSA jevA mAsikomAM chapAtA hatA. hAla jayendrabhAI paNa "jaMbUTTIpa"nAmanA mAsikanuM saMpAdana karI rahyA che. vaighazAstranA teo sArA jANakAra che. - potAnA khorAkamAM mukhyatve AmaLA ane tenA pANIno mukhyatve upayoga kare che. anya khorAka alpa pramANamAM le che. pariNAme temanI taMdurastI sArI jaLavAI rahe che. TApaTIpa ne phezanathI dUra rahIne teo haMmezAM sapheda kapaDA ja paheravAnuM pasaMda kare che. aMkagaNitamAM kelakyuleTara jevI adbhuta mAsTarI hovAthI phorenanI keTalIka saMsthAo taraphathI temane khUba UMcA pagAranI nokarInuM AmaMtraNa maLe che paraMtu phorenamAM rahevAnuM pasaMda karatA nathI. ane AjIvana dhArmika saMsthAne upayogI banIne dharmamaya vAtAvaraNamAM jIvana vyatIta karavA Icche che. paryuSaNanI ArAdhanA karAvavA mATe bhAratamAM aneka ThekANethI temaja AphrikA, laMDana vigera paradezathI paNa temane AmaMtraNo maLe che. jeno svIkAra karIne teo deza-videzamAM khUba ja suMdara zAsana prabhAvanA karAve che. "yuvA pratibhA zodhamAM gujarAtamAM temaja akhila bhAratIya dhoraNe temaNe anekavAra prathama kramAMka meLavela che. agAu "maMgala vardhanI" dvArA bhAratabharanA aneka gAmaDAomAM pharIne mahAbhArata temaja rAmAyaNanA prasaMgo TAMkIne lokamAnasamAM AryasaMskRti temaja dharma viSe teo sArI jAgRti lAvavAmAM saphaLa thayela che. 5. pU. paMnyAsapravara zrI caMdrazekharavijayajI ma. sA. dvArA varSo pUrve sthapAyela vIra sainika daLanA mukhya pAMca vIra sainiko (1) dinezabhAI navalacaMda zeTha (jAmanagaranA - sarva prathama vIra sainika), (2) lalitabhAI dhAmI (3) jitubhAI zAha (hAla munizrI tirakSitavijayajI) (4) jayendrabhAI zAha (5) yogezabhAI zAha A pAMca yuvAnomAM jayendrabhAI bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo - 53 *
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________________ Anni nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn 'paNa eka atyaMta niSThAvAna, vizvAsu, vyavahArakuzaLa ane nItimattAnI chApa dharAvanAra yuvA zrAvaka che. be varSa agAu pAlitANAmAM temane rUbarU maLavAnuM thayela tyAre ? AtmazlAghAnA bhayathI temaNe potAnA jIvana viSe khAsa kazI mAhitI ApI na hatI. paraMtu tA. 28497 nA roja zaMkhezvara tIrthamAM uparokta prathama vIra sainika zrI dinezabhAI navalacaMda zeTha pAsethI sAMbhaLIne jayendrabhAInA jIvananI keTalIka anumodanIya vigato atre raju karela che. dinezabhAInuM jIvana paNa khUba ja anumodanIya che. temanA lagnane mAtra doDha varSa thayo hato tyAre teo pa. pU. paMnyAsa pravara zrI caMdrazekharavijayajI ma. sA. (te vakhate munirAjazrI)nA satsaMgamAM AvyA ane tyArathI mAMDIne potAnA dharmapatnI suzrAvikAzrInA sahayogathI varSamAM 301 divasa brahmacaryapAlananI pratijJA svIkArela. AgaLa jatAM chellA 20 varSathI varSamAM 341 divasa brahmacaryanI pratijJA svIkArela che. bAkInA divasomAM paNa prAyaH teo brahmacaryanuM pAlana karatA hoya che. moTe bhAge teo upAzrayamAM ja pU. muni bhagavaMtonI nizrAmAM ArAdhanA temaja rAtre zayana kare che. jApa-dhyAna - ciMtana vigere suMdara sAdhanA kare che. vakatRtva zakti khUba suMdara hovAthI che temanA saMparkamAM AvanAra koIpaNa AtmA prAyaH temanI pAsethI jIvana jIvavAnI kaLA aMge kaMIka ne kaMIka adbhuta mArgadarzana meLavIne ja jAya che. pa. pU. paM. zrI caMdrazekharavijayajI ma. sA. nA teo viziSTa kRpApAtra che. jayendrabhAInuM saranAmuM:jayendrabhAI Ara. zAha jabUdIpa" taleTI pAse, pAlitANA (saurASTra) pInaH 364270 dinezabhAInuM saranAmuM - dinezabhAI navalacaMda zeTha pIThaDiyAnA makAnamAM nIce raNajIta roDa, laMghAvADa, jAmanagara (saurASTra) - 361001 TI bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 54
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________________ 6 : brahmacaryanA saMkalpano adbhuta prabhAva e bhAInuM nAma che hasamukhabhAI. teo amadAvAdanAM rahevAsI che. emanA eka dIkarAnA janma pachI emanI patnInI tabiyata bagaDI. evo vicitra roga thayo ke amadAvAdanA lagabhaga tamAma DokTarone batAvyuM ane ghaNI jAtanI davAo karI chatAM pharaka na paDyo. Akhare e bhAI hatAza thaI gayA. patnInuM zarIra divase divase vadhune vadhu kSINa thatuM jatuM hatuM. Amane Ama jo cAle to patnI vadhAre divaso kADhe e vAtamAM kAMI mAla na hato. e bhAIne patnInA viyogamAM pote vidhura thAya e karatAM paNa potAnA bALakane ucheraze koNa ? enA jIvanane dharmanA saMskArathI suvAsita banAvaze koNa ? e ciMtA satata korI khAtI hatI.. Akhare emaNe saMkalpa karyo. jo patnI sAjI thaI jAya to jiMdagI sudhI brahmacaryanuM pAlana karIza. Avo ghora saMkalpa thatAM ja jANe camatkAra thayo. acAnaka gharanA phonanI ghaMTaDI raNakI. bhAIe phona upADyo. sAmethI eka leDI DokTara bolI rahyA hatA. 'tamArA patnIne kema che ?" ema hasamukhabhAIne pUchatAM emaNe kahyuM mane have amadAvAdanA koI DokTaramAM rasa rahyo nathI. amadAvAdanA badhA ja DokTarone meM batAvyuM. teo rogane dUra to nathI karI zakyA paraMtu roganuM nidAna paNa nathI karI zakatA' leDI DokTare kahyuM ke-"tame mArI pAse to hajI sudhI tamArA patnIne lAvyA ja nathI. tyAM sudhI tame ema kema kahI zako ke meM amadAvAdanA badhA ja DokTarone batAvI dIdhuM? tarata ja A bhAI potAnA patnIne laIne pelA leDI DokTara pAse gayA. dardIne tapAsIne ja A leDI DaoNkTare kahI dIdhuM ke benane roga judo che ane Aja sudhI davA judI apAI che. emane che suvAroga (suvAvaDano roga) anee Aja sudhI TAIphoDanI davA apAI che. thoDA divasamAM leDI DokTaranI davAthI e bena to sAjA thaI gayA paNa temanA patideva to Aje paNa eka ja vAta kare che ke davA ane DokTara to nimitta mAtra che. bAkI mArA brahmacaryanA pavitra saMkalpanA prabhAve ja te bacI gaI che !!!... bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo = 55 E
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________________ 7H ajoDa brahmacarya guptinA pAlaka guNavaMtabhAI ToLiyA uuuuuuuuuuuu||||||||||||||!!!!!!!||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| A guNavaMtabhAI amarelInA vatanI che. hAla uMmara che dara varSanI. 35 varSanI bharayuvAna umare teoe sajoDe brahmacarya vrata lIdhuM ane aNIzuda pALyuM. brAhmacaryapAlanamAM sAvadhAnI evI ke - makAnanA tALAnI cAvI potAnA dharmapatnI bhAnubenane ApavAnI hoya to thohAtha nahIM ApatA, uparathI ApatA ke nIce mUkIne temanA dharmapatnI bhAnubena paNa brahmacaryanA A viSayamAM evA ja custa che. - A guNavaMtabhAIe pAlItANAmAM saMvatu 2019mAM pUjyapAdu AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya kArasUrIzvarajI ma. sAhebanI nizrAmAM bIjuM upadhAna karyuM. A vakhate teo potAnI dharmapatnIne kahe - "have 35 divasa tamAre mArI pAse vAto karavA AvavuM nahIM ke mAre tamArI pAse AvavAnuM nahIM. ApaNe vAto paNa nahIM karavAnI ane eka bIjAnA moDhA paNa jovAnA nahIM. pauSadha karIe chIe to sAdhupaNuM zuddha pALavuM." AvI jinAjJA temanAmAM vaNAyelI hatI. 3pa divasanA upadhAna pachI teone prabhAvanAmAM be moTA thelA bharIne vAsaNa ane cekaDI rakama Adi ghaNuM maLyuM. paNa A badhI prabhAvanA ghoDAgADImAM AgamamaMdiranI peDhIe jaIne lakhAvI dIdhI. ATalI badhI prabhAvanA bheTa karI dIdhI. Ama tapanuM zikhara tyAgathI caDAvyuM. hAla guNavaMtabhAI munizrI guNasundaravijayajI ma. nA nAme pUjya AcAryadava sva. zrImad vijaya bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma. sAhebanA ziSyaratna banyA che. paryAyi 22 varSano thayo che. nAma tevA guNa pramANe teo guNanA bhaMDAra che. teonuM saranAmuM :- munizrI guNasundara vijayajI ma. C/o. navalacaMda kiracaMda ToLiyA adhyArU zerI amarelI (gujarAta) [brahmacarya pAlanamAM preraNA ApanAra, temaja tapanI sAthe sAthe che tyAganI preraNA ApanAra ane upadhAna tIrthayAtrA jevI paramapavitra HisiY baharanA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo pa kSa
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________________ kriyAomAM svajana-milana tyAganI preraNA ApanAra A preraka jIvana ApaNane saune sAcuM preraka bane tevI abhilASA] 8 : "nA ! have mAre bIjo putra nathI joIto !" ApaNe emane sUryamatIbena kahIzuM. emanI uMmara 32 varSanI. pote sarakArI gejheTeDa kakSAnA adhikArInA patnI. emano ekano eka cAra varSano putra TUMkI bImArImAM ja svargavAsI banyo. saMsAranI bhayaMkaratA, vastunI anityatA, azaraNatA AdinI vAto emaNe sadguruonI pAsethI sAMbhaLI hatI, vAMcI hatI. putragamana bAda emaNe hAtha joDIne potAnA zrAvakapatine vAta karI, 'ApaNe have kaTuvipAkavALA saMsArabhogathI saryuM ! to saMmata thAva to have ApaNe bIjo putra paNa joIto nathI. ane saMsArabhoga paNa joItA nathI. ApaNe have sugurunA mukhe bhagavaMta samakSa cothuM vrata laI laIe to kema ?' emanA pati turata to A vAta svIkAravA taiyAra na thayA. paNa bahu ja TUMkA samayamAM e banne pati-patnI sadgurunI aMgata preraNAthI caturthavratadhArI banyA... saMsAramAM rahIne paNa e yuvAna pati-patnIe brahmacaryavrata suMdara rIte pAlana karyuM. potAnA patine gharanI cAvI ApavAnI hoya to paNa e bena kadApi aDIne nahotA ApatA, paNa dUrathI ja aDakyA vagara ApatA. sAthe eka ja gharamAM rahevA chatAM emaNe kadApi eka ja rUmamAM zayyA nathI karI. eTaluM ja nahi rAtrie potAnA rUmane aMdarathI baMdha karI e sUI jatA. Aje paNa suMdara dezivaratipaNuM pAlana karI rahyA che. dhanya jinazAsana jyAM AvA strIratno maLatAM rahe che !!!.... 9H zIlarakSA keTalAka varSo pahelAMnI vAta che. DokTara hatA mULa pAlanapuranA, yuvAna vaya, rUpALA, vadhu bhaNavA IMglenDa gayA. DigrI meLavI. moTI hospiTalamAM sArI nokarI maLI. potAnI DyuTI mujaba eka rAtre rAunDa lagAvI potAnI rUmamAM AvyA. DokTarane khabara nahi ne pAchaLathI eka rUpavatI narse rUmamAM bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo - 57
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________________ AvI bAraNAM aMdarathI baMdha karyA. yuvatIe mIThI vAto karavA mAMDI. pachI kAmanA hAvabhAva zarU karyA. pachI to uparanA vastro utAravA lAgI. samajAvavA jatAM bUmAbUma karI beAbarU kadAca kare ema vicArI DokTare bArI kholI navakAra gaNatAM nIce bhUsako mAryo. DokTara bacI gayA. Aje paNa e Do. zIlarakSAno prasaMga yAda karI AnaMdita banI jAya che. kuzIla sevanArane to jIMdagIbhara pApaDaMkha khUba duHkhI kare che. Aje e DokTara surata ja rahe che. khUba dhanyavAda ! 10: zIlavatI suzrAvikA eka yuvatI rUpavatI hatI. hAla gujarAtamAM rahe che. zIlano prema ghaNo. paraNyA pachI thoDA divaso bAda daMpatI patinA mitrane ghera gayA. vAto karyA pachI temano pati ane patinA mitranI patnI bahAnuM kADhI bahAra gayA. patimitre aziSTa vAto AraMbhI. aDapalA karavA gayo ke yuvatI bahAra javA mAMDI. patimitre bAraNA vAsI paga pakaDI tene rokI dIdhI. zIlarakSA mATe A yuvatIe mAyA karavI paDI. mIThI vAto karI. pelo vizvAsamAM AvatAM lAga maLatAM te bhAgI chUTI ! patnInI adalAbadalIthI baMne vilAsI pati bhogano AnaMda meLavavA Icche che e vAta te samajI gaI. derAsare jaI harSanA AMsuthI yuvatIe prabhuno upakAra mAnyo ! avasare patine paNa makkamatA pUrvaka zIlanuM mahattva samajAvI dIdhuM. AvA vilAsI kALamAM paNa patinI sAme thaI zIlarakSA karatI satIonI prazaMsA jeTalI karIe eTalI ochI. ApaNe paNa zIlaguNa meLavIe. 11 : zIlarakSA mATe patino tyAga jinazAsana mATe gaurava samI zIlapremI e yuvatI Aje paNa gujarAtanI bhUmine pAvana karI rahI che. lagnanA thoDA samaya pachI A bena patine saMskArI bhASAmAM kahe che ke, "dukAne tamArA gayA pachI Aje pitAjI rasoDAmAM AvI hasatA hatA. aziSTa cALA karatA hatA... samajAvIne A baMdha karAvo." patie javAbamAM kahyuM ke, "tuM DarIza nahi. paraNIne tAjI Avela tane ekalavAyuM na lAge te mATe pitAjI Ama kare che..." pachI paNa 3-4 divase bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo = 58
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________________ 'aziSTa vartana vadhatAM vAraMvAra phariyAda karI. tyAre patie kahyuM ke, "jo ! varSo pahelAM mA marI gaI che. pitAjI nIrasa jIvana jIvI rahyA che. emane ! AnaMda ApavA tAre badhuM karI chUTavuM. mArI tane saMmati che !." hoziyAra phe evI A zIlasaMpana yuvatI potAnI nArAjI chUpAvI potAnI pathArImAM sUvA gaI. uMgha AvatI nathI. zIlanAzanA jJAnIoe kahelA aparaMpAra duHkho vicAratI e pati ane sasarAnA sUI gayA pachI gherathI nIkaLI piyara re pahoMcI gaI. acAnaka Avela putrIne joI mAtA-pitAe ghaNA prazna pUchayAM. ke teNe javAbamAM kahyuM ke, "hamaNAM ApanA ghare ja rahevAnI chuM. nokarI zodhI huM laIza. tethI Apane bhArarUpa nahIM banuM. sadAcArathI jIvIza. atyAre vadhu na pUchatA." piyaramAM rahI. zikSikAnI nokarI maLI gaI. patie avAranavAra 6 patro lakhI teDAvI. na gaI. rUbarU teDavA AvyA paNa na mAnI. lagabhaga 18 varSa bAda pati jAte levA AvyA. ghaNI dalIlo karI. na svIkAryuM. Akhare patie kahyuM ke, "pitAjI to devaloka thaI gayA che. have nirbhayapaNe Ava." tyAre patinA paricita be saMbaMdhIne vacamAM rAkhIne sAsare sidhAvI. tAjuM lagna, yuvAna vaya, patisukha choDIne nokarI karIne paNa zIlabhaMga na ja karyo ! zIla sugaMdhane anumodatI e Aje paNa mAnavabhava AnaMdathI saphaLa karI rahI che. anaMtAnaMta vaMdanA ho AvI vartamAna satIone. A vAMcI tame badhA paNa hiMmatapUrvaka zIlanI rakSA karatAM svahita sAdho e ja zubhAbhilASA. (12 nUtana pariNitanuM parAkramo lagnanI prathama rAtri AkhI e anokhA AtmAe patnI sAthe sAmAyikamAM saphaLa karI !!! e alagArI dharmIne cAritrano ullAsa na hato, chatAM vicAre che ke amArAM sAdhu-sAdhvIjI jiMdagIbhara brahmacarya pALe che. to mAre paNa zakya eTaluM kema na pALavuM? A satya ghaTanA cothA ArAnI nathI paNa atyAranI ja che. patnIne dilanI vAta karI. puNya paNa prabaLa ke patnIe madhurajanI sAmAyikathI ujavavAnI sahamati ApI ! ajJAnI ane vilAsI mAnavonI rAto anaMtA cIkaNA pApa bAMdhavAmAM jAya che. jyAre A ke dharmAtmAe madhurajanIe paNa anaMtA karmono nAza karyo !! A dharmI yuvAna lagnanI prathama rAtre bhAvathI sAdhu jevo banI gayo !!! baMnee masalata karI ke ApaNe ra varSa moDAM lagna karyo hota to abrahmanuM pApa 2 varSa sudhI to na karata ne? to ApaNe kkkkkkkkk 'bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje pa 59 IS
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________________ manathI mAnI levuM ke ApaNe lagna karyAM nathI ! ema manane samajAvI lagna pachI 2 varSa brahmacarya pALyuM ! loko pAchaLa bolavA mAMDyA ke be-be varSa thayA chatAM saMtAna kema thatuM nathI ? tyAre gupta brahmacArI A baMnee abrahmanuM pApa sevavuM paDyuM. paNa tyAre manamAM baMnee evI prArthanA karI ke amAruM bALaka khUba mahAna bane ! chatAM pachI paNa teo ghaNAM divasa to brahmacarya pALe che. Avo adbhuta prasaMga vAMcI tame paNa anaMta bhavonA mULa evA A abrahmane tyajI dejo. e zakya na hoya to chevaTe paryuSaNa vagere parvoe tyAga tathA parastrItyAga vagere khUba sahelA AcArothI, durlabha A mAnavabhavane saphaLa karo e aMtaranI abhilASA. 13: hasamukhabhAInA brahmacarya vagere niyamo hasamukhabhAInAM yuvAna sagarbhA dharmapatnIne Tebala parathI paDI javAthI vAgyuM. DokTare tapAsI kahyuM ke 'zarIramAM jhera thaI gayuM che. oparezana karavuM paDaze. janmanAra bALaka athavA janma ApanAra bemAMthI eka ja bace tema che.' hasamukhabhAIe kahI dIdhuM ke "mAre oparezana karAvavuM nathI." vicAra karatAM saMkalpa karyo ke zrAvikAne sAruM thaI jAya mATe 81 AyaMbila karavAM ane tyAM sudhI brahmacarya pALavuM ! lagnane mAtra 2 varSa thayelAM. chatAM AvA ghora saMkalpane prabhAve thoDIvAramAM temane saphUraNA thaI ke amuka DokTarane batAvavuM. te pramANe batAvyuM. te kahe, "ciMtA na karo. TAIphoIDa che. sAruM thaI jaze." davA ApI. tAva gayo. sabALa zrAvikA bacI gayAM ! oparezana paNa karAvavuM na paDyuM. AyaMbila ka2vAno mahAvaro nahIM, AyaMbila karavAmAM takalIpha paDe, tethI 3 varSamAM paNa 81 AyaMbila pUrAM na thayAM. tethI bhAvanA vadhArI patnInI saMmatithI jIvanabharanuM brahmacarya laI lIdhuM ! hasamukhabhAIe AvanArI putravadhU sAthe zarata karI ke ukALeluM pANI pIvuM paDaze ane navakArazI, covihAra karavA paDaze ! zaratano svIkAra thayA pachI ja lagna thayAM. dIkarInA sAsare paNa kahyuM ke 'lagna pachI mArI dikarI navakArazI, covihAra karaze ane ukALeluM pANI pIze.' dIkarInAM sAsariyAM kabUla thayAM pachI ja lagna thayAM. Aje hasamukhabhAInA gharanAM badhAM ane temanI dIkarI A traNe kaThina niyamonuM pAlana kare che ! AcAraprema kevo jabarajasta ! gharanAM badhAMe ATaluM karavuM ja paDaze. bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 60
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________________ nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn Annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn sau niyamamAM khUba makkama rahe. vinA kAraNe mAmUlI muzkelImAM abhakSya-anaMtakAya bhakSaNa ne rAtribhojana karanAra badhA janoe A vAMcI hiMmata keLavI narakadAthI rAtribhojana Adi bhayaMkara pApothI jarUra bacavA jevuM che. ApaNe UMcA kuLamAM janmyA chIe. to UMcA kuLanA AcAravicAra ! UMcA ja hoya ne? siMha ghAsa khAya? jene rAtribhojana kare? 14: thAvajIvanA brahAcaryanI tAlAvelI mana - munizrI meghadarzanavijayajIne kAratakamAM dapatIe brAhmacaryavrata ApavAnI vinaMtI karI. baMne rUpALAM! lagabhaga 3ra varSanI uMmara ! temaNe oLakhANa ApatAM kahyuM "A varSathI dharmamAM joDAyAM chIe. saMghamAM comAsAmAM karAvelI badhI tapa vagere ArAdhanA karI che." paNa ma. zrI e bharayuvAnavayane kAraNe ATaluM kaThina vrata ApavAnI nA pADI. teoe ati. ke Agraha karatAM kahyuM "cAre mAsa brahmacarya pALyuM ja che. cokkasa pALIzuM." khUba tapAsI ma. zrI e pharI vaMdana karavA na Ave tyAM sudhInuM paccakakhANa levAnuM kahyuM. teoe 3 mAsa jaghanyathI ane pachI vaMdana na thAya tyAM sudhInI bAdhA lIdhI. 1 varSe AvyAM ane pharI paccakhANa ApavAnI vinaMtI karI. . ke pharI varSanuM ApyuM. ema 4-5 varSa teo AvatAM rahyAM. ane jiMdagIbharanI ja mAMgaNI karatAM ! ma. zrI 1 varSanuM Ape. gaI sAla 5 varSanuM paccazmANa ApyuM. navo dharma pAmelA A jIvone AvuM kaThina vrata levAnI kevI tAlAvelI? teo eka ja rUmamAM sUe che. chatAM temane manathI paNa annAhAno vicAra sutAM nathI Avato! kevAM pavitra? he jaino! tame paNa Amane hRdayathI praNAma karI AvA guNo tamArAmAM Ave evI prabhune prArthanA karI yathAzakti A guNathI paNa AtmAne pavitra banAvo e zubhAbhilASA. 15H bharayuvAnImAM brahmacarya gujarAtamAM rahetA eka bahenano A prasaMga khUba anumodanIya che. ApaNe emane manoramAnA nAmathI oLakhIzuM. lagna pachI eka-be varSamAM ja ke vIsa varSanI bharayuvAnavaye pati paraloka padhAryA. khUba rUpALAM, guNiyala, sadAcArI A bahene, "have bIjIvAra lagna nathI ja karavAM. have mAre brahmacarya 3 jevo mahAna dharma AdarI mAnavajanma saphaLa karavo che." Avo bhagIratha ke saMkalpa karyo ! NON bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 1 ANAAAAAADAANANNnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnNANANNANnnnnnnnnn
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________________ pachI zikSikA banyAM ane suMdara zIla-sadAcAramaya jIvana jIve che." Aje 45 varSanI uMmare, yuvAnI ane rUpa evA ja chalakAI rahyAM che tyAre temanA anokhA, AzcaryakAraka jIvananI asara bIjAne thaI. bahenano brahmacarya pALavAno saMkalpa sAMbhaLI eka nisaMtAna vidhura bhAIe bahena pAse brahmacaryanA pAlana sAthe lagnano prastAva mUkyo. brahmacarya vratanAM rAgI manoramA bahene prastAvano InakAra karyo. kadAca puruSanA sahavAsa ane paricayathI manamAM paNa vikAra janme to ? brahmacaryanAM A upAsake, upAsanA eLe na jAya mATe lagna na ja kaya. bIjAM eka bahena, jeo lagna pachI pati sAthe na banatAM kAyama mATe piyara pAchA AvI gayA che. temaNe pharI lagna na karavAno nizcaya karI lIdho che. chevaTe bIjA lagna to na ja karavA evo nirNaya tame karo to brahmacaryanI sAdhanAnA lAbha sAthe ghaNI ciMtA ane upAdhiothI bacI jaze. 1da: lagna-divase rAtribhojanatyAga IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIlllllllllluIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIII eka anokhA lagnautsavanI vAta dhyAnathI vAMco. chokarA-chokarInA pitAoe nakkI karyuM ke ApaNe rAtribhojana na karAvavuM. chokarIvALA lagna pachI sIje jamAIne ghaNA badhA sAthe jamADavAnA hatA. patipatnI lagna pachI pa. pU. A. bha. ne vaMdana karavA gayA. TrAphika vagerene kAraNe pAchA AvatAM ghaNuM moDuM thaI gayuM. sUryAstanI pa miniTanI vAra hatI. chokarInA bApa mUMjhavaNamAM paDyA ke jamADavAnI nA pADIe ne jamAIne vAMdho paDaze to mArI dIkarIne jiMdagIbhara herAna karaze. have zuM karavuM ? paNa patipatnI jevAM bhojanamaMDapamAM AvyAM ke tarata dIkarAnA bApe bUma mArI ke sUryAstanI taiyArI che. rasoDuM baMdha karo ! chokarInA bApanI mUMjhavaNa TaLI gaI. rAtribhojananA pApathI badhA bacI gayA. lagnanA divase paNa badhAne rAtribhojananA pApathI AvA dharmapremI narabaMkAo bacAve che ! to he jeno tame paNa mana draDha karo to narakadAyI A rAtribhojananA pApathI avazya bacI zako., 17: lagnaprasaMge badhA pApa tyAga paraNatA eka yuvAnanI pApabhIratAne tame hAtha joDIne vAMco. lagna-prasaMge pitAjI vagere samakSa vRDhatAthI rAtribhojanabarapha, abhakSya # R Y bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje dara varSa winnamon
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________________ na vagere badhAnI A yuvAne spaSTa manA karI. tethI lagnabhojana paNa bapore rAkhyuM. pANI ThaMDuM karavA teNe jamInamAM khADA khodAvI kALI mATInI nava koThIo mukAvI. ThaMDuM pANI bharAvI 7 divasa rAkhyuM. roja e pANI gaLAve. lagna prasaMge barapha vinAnuM paNa phrIja jevuM A ThaMDuM pANI pI badhAne Azcarya thayuM. satkAra-samAraMbha vagere badhuM A pApabhayavALA yuvAne divase rakhAveluM, paNa vidAya muhUrta rAtre ja hatuM. ane lokarivAja pramANe tyAre rAtre badhAne cA pIvaDAvavI paDe. yuvAne pitAne spaSTa nA pADI dIdhI. chatAM lokalAje pitA A pApa nA kare mATe yuvAne mitrone yojanA khAnagImAM samajAvI dIdhI. vidAya samaye TramAM cA lAvatAM dUrathI joI mitroe tyAM pahoMcI badhI cA japta karI DhoLAvI naMkhAvI ! paraNatA yuvAnanI bhAvanA paNa kevI uttama ! tame paNa mana makkama karI moTA ke nAnA bahAnAthI abhakSya vagere bhayaMkara pApothI baco ane anyane bacAvo e ja manokAmanA. 18: suMdarabhAInuM sAcuM sauMdarya IIIIIII gujarAtanA suMdarabhAIno A khUba anumodanIya prasaMga vAMcIne tamAre badhAe paNa zubha saMkalpa karavA jevo che. sonogrAphI pachI temanI patnI sahita badhAMne DokTare jaNAvyuM ke garbhamAM bebI che. vaLI te apaMga janmaze. jIvaze to paNa vadhumAM vadhu 20 varSanuM AyuSya haze. kadAca mAtra cha 3 mAsa ja jIve. mAtra mAthAno vikAsa thaze. bAkInuM badhuM zarIra janmelI bALakI jevuM kAyama raheze. dekhAva rAkSasI jevo haze. A vagere badhuM samajAvI dabANa karyuM ke garbhapAta karAvI nAMkho, nahIM to e chokarI tamane ke badhAMne khUba herAna karaze. dharmapremI gharanA badhAe vicArIne garbhapAta nahIM karAvavAno nirNaya karyo ! kharekhara DokTarano rIporTa sAco paDyo. rAkSasI bALakI janmI. nAma virati pADavuM. zarIramAMthI paru vagere nIkaLyA ja kare ! dharmI kuTuMbIoe : nakkI karyuM ke Ane khUba dharma karAvavo che ! ane puNyazALI banAvI devI che. mahinA pachI navaDAvI tarata pUjA karAvI ! mAtra mULanAyakane aMgUThe TIkI karAve. kAraNa paru, rasI vAraMvAra nIkaLatA. badhAM tIrtho ane AcArya Adi pUjyonI yAtrA ane vaMdana A bALakIne karAvavA mAMDyAM ! pU. zrIne gharanAMe vaMdana karAvIne kahyuM ke thoDA samayanI A mahemAnane ame sthAvara-jaMgama tIrthayAtrA karAvyA karIe CL ja bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo pa kaa
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________________ nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnAAAAAAAAA Nannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn chIe. amane sauthI vadhu AnaMda e vAtano che ke khUba duHkhI A jIvane ame bhavya banAvI dIdho ! zAzvatA zatruMjayanI yAtrAe laI jaI pUjA karAvI. zAstromAM kahyuM che ke mAtra bhavya ja zatruMjayanA darzana karI zake ! pAchalA koI janmanA bhayaMkara pApe ene khUba dukha ApyAM che. paNa have enuM puNya vadhe ane sadgati maLe ane enuM Atmahita zIdhra thAya e mATe ame khUba mahenata karI alpa samayamAM ghaNo dharma karAvyo che ! ane 3 mahine enuM AyuSya pUrNa thaI gayuM. gharanAe chelle te viratine badhuM vosirAvavuM vagere badhI aMtima ArAdhanA karAvI ! A bALakI keTalI bhAgyazALI ke mAbApe khUba dharma karAvyo. mAre khAsa e dhyAna deravuM che ke ghaNAM badhAM pApo karela A jIve evuM koI suMdara pujya karyuM haze ke A garbhapAtanA jamAnAmAM Ane AvA dharmI mAtApitA maLyAM ! AvA vilAsI ne svArthI jamAnAmAM paNa kuTuMbIoe satata traNa mAsa enA AtmAnI ja ciMtA karI! A vAMcI tame badhA nakkI karo ke amAre amArAM badhAM bALakone zakya eTalA dharmasaMskAro ApavA che ane dharmaArAdhanA karAvavI ja che. tamArAM saMtAno to AnA karatAM anekagaNAM puNayazALI che. bALapaNamAM je ke dhAro tame karAvI zako. tethI tame khUba dharma karAvI temanuM ane tamAruM khUba Atmahita sAdho. AnAthI tamane paNa evuM puNya baMdhAya ke bhavobhava tamane dharmI mAtApitA maLe ane janmathI ja ukALeluM pANI vagere bhAtabhAtanI dharma sAmagrI maLe! (19H kacchanI adhyAtmaniSTha, ajAtazatru bAMdhava belaDI devajIbhAI tathA nAnajIbhAInI anumodanIya guNavelaDI jemanA adbhuta jIvana prasaMgo tathA sabhUta guNa samUhane varNavavA mATe eka svataMtra daLadAra pustaka lakhAya to paNa saMpUrNa jAya to na ja ApI zakAya tyAM eka nAnakaDA lekha dvArA to keTalo nyAya ApI zakAya ?...vaLI jeo prasiddhithI sadA seMkaDo gAu dUraja rahevAnuM pasaMda kare che. eTale potAnA viSe Avo lekha lakhAya e temane bilakula nahIM game e samajavA chatAM paNa AvA uttama AtmAonI guNasamRddhinI AzikapaNa anumodanA vinA A pustaka tadana adhUruM gaNAya ema mAnIne tathA emanA cAhaka aneka AtmAonI bhAvanAne lakSamAM rAkhIne, bhAMgyA tUTayA. zabdo dvArA temanA viSe kaMIka lakhavA mATe gajA uparAMtanuM sAhasa karavA A. A bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo u4
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________________ kalama taiyAra thaI gaI che, evA-mULa kaccha merAu gAmanA vatanI paraMtu vyavasAyArthe varSothI gAMdhIdhAmamAM sthira thayelA baMdhuyugala zrI devajIbhAI tathA nAnajIbhAI ne yAda karatAM ja ItihAsa prasiddha vastupALa-tejapALa ke rAma lakSmaNanI joDI yAda AvyA vinA rahe nahIM !... mAtA mUrIbAI tathA pitA cAMpasIMbhAI padamasIM deDhiyA taraphathI udAratA, bhadrikatA, dhIratA, gaMbhIratA, nItimattA, jinabhakti, jIvamaitrI, gurubhakti, sAdharmika bhakti, vinaya, vaiyAvacca, sAdagI, sevA, samarpaNa Adi agaNita guNasamRddhi emane vArasAmAM ja maLI che. eka vakhata kaTokaTI bharelI taddana sAmAnya Arthika paristhitimAMthI pasAra thaIne prArabdha ane nItipUrvakanA puruSArthanA baLe koTayAdhipati banI gayA hovA chatAM potAnA vayovRddha pitAnI pagacaMpI jAte ka2tAM meM emane najare nihALyA tyAre emano vinaya ane kRtajJatAno guNa joIne ahobhAvathI mastaka jhukI gayuM ! mAtA pitAnI sevA dvArA prApta karela emanA bharapUra AzIrvAdone lIdhe ja Aje teo lAkhonA lADIlA banI zakayA che. varSo sudhI niyamita rIte zrI siddhacakralaghupUjana jeo khUba ja bhAvapUrvaka karatA pariNAme Aje siddhacakranA sArabhUta arha svarUpI nija AtmasvarUpamAM jeo svayaM susthira thaI gayA che !... gAMdhIdhAmanA AMgaNe AvatA koIpaNa samudAyanA paricita ke aparicita dareka sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonI dareka prakAranI vaiyAvacca-bhakti khUba ja ullasitabhAvathI varSothI teo karatA AvyA che. temaja gAMdhIdhAmanI baMne bAjue Avela mAthaka tathA padANA gAmamAM jaina vasatI na hovAthI tyAM padhAratA dareka sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonI gocarI-pANI AdinI vyavasthA varSo sudhI emaNe bhaktibhAve jAte saMbhALI che pariNAme hajAro sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonA aMtaranA AzIrvAda temane sAMpaDayA che. temAM paNa pa.pU. acalagacchAdhipatizrInA AjJAvartinI mahAtapasvI, tattvajJA pU.sA.zrI jagatprIjI ma.sA. tathA temanA suziSyA yoganiSThA pa.pU. viduSI sA.zrI guNodayazrIjI ma.sA. no satsaMga emanA jIvanane AdhyAtmika vaLAMka ApavAmAM mukhya rUpe nimittabhUta banyo che. temanA svargavAsa bAda Aje paNa temanA suziSyA yathArthanAmI AtmajJA pU.sA.zrI anaMtaguNAzrIjI ma.sA. tathA svAnubhUtisaMpanna pU.sA.zrI tattvaguNAzrIjI ma.sA.no temanA jIvananI AdhyAtmika vikAsa yAtrAmAM savizeSa phALo rahyo che. moTA bhAI devajIbhAI to jANe janmatAM ja yogI jevA. bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 65
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________________ bAlyAvasthAthI ja teo khUba ja zAMta prakRtivALA temaja aMtamukhavRttivALA svAbhAvika rIte ja hatA. vyavasAyArthe oNphisamAM beThA hoya tyAre paNa che emanI sthitaprajJatA alaga ja tarI AvatI hatI. varSo sudhI (AjIvana) gAMdhIdhAma jaina saMghanA sarvAnumate varAyelA pramukha tarIke temaNe amUlya sevAo ApI che. krodha karavAnuM ke koI pharI pharI mAMgavA AvatA yAcakane paNa 'nA' kahevAnuM to teo jiMdagImAM kadI zIkhyA ja nathI. baMne bhAIonA nAmanA prathama akSaro "nA" thAya che. eTale bIjAne devA mATe ja jANe teo jamyA hoya tema emanuM jIvana jenAra koIne paNa lAgyA vinA nahi rahe. ke koInI apekSA mujabanI nAnI ke moTI rakama sahAya tarIke ApyA pachI copaDAmAM ke potAnA magajamAM paNa tenI noMdha emaNe kadI rAkhI nathI. tethI ja to devajIbhAInI vidAya pachI anekAneka loko nAnI-moTI rakamo pAchI soMpavA mATe nAnajIbhAI pAse AvyA tyAre temaNe paNa darekane prema pUrvaka kahI dIdhuM ke "mane zeTha (moTAbhAIe) A rakama aMge kazuM kahyuM nathI tethI temanI AjJA vinA huM svIkArI na zakuM. mATe tame ja khuzIthI A rakamano sadupayoga karo" baMne bhAIo vacceno lokottara bhrAtRsneha anumodanIya ane anukaraNIya hato. upAzrayamAM sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonA darzana-vaMdanArthe javAnuM roja thAya tyAre devajIbhAI pote moTA hovA chatAM nAnAbhAI nAnajIbhAIne ja AgaLa besADe ane pote sTeja pAchaLa bese. moTA bhAge temanA netro nimilita avasthAmAM ja hoya. jarUrI prAsaMgika vAtacIta nAnajIbhAI ja patAve. nAnajIbhAI paNa uttarasAdhakanI jema moTA bhAIno paDachAyo banIne sadA sAthe rahe ane dareka rIte saMbhALa rAkhe. moTA bhAIne "zeTha" tarIke ja saMbodhe ! kayAMya bahAra javAno prasaMga Ave ke anya koI kArya hoya to paNa moTAbhAInI IcchAne ja AjJA tulya samajIne nAnajIbhAI teno amala kare. Avo atUTa brAtRprema hovA chatAM tenA pAyAmAM AdhyAtmikatA. rahelI hovAthI Asakita yukta laukika neharAga karatAM koI alaga ja prakArano alaukika zuddha Atmika prema baMne vacce hato. tethI ja devajIbhAIno dehavilaya tA.2pa-pa-1995 nA divase atyaMta sahaja samAdhimaya. avasthAmAM thayo tyAre nAnajIbhAInI AMkhomAM viyoganI vedanAnA azrabiMdu ke ArtadhyAnane badale moTAbhAInI samAdhi avasthAnuM gaurava hatuM. teo Aje paNa kahe che ke "zeTha kayAMya gayA nathI. teo mArI sAthe eka rUpa bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo kai
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________________ nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn Annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn www thaIne abhinnabhAve vidyamAna ja che. pahelAM deha bhinna hatA ane AtmA jANe ke eka rUpa hato. have eka ja deha dvArA be AtmA abhinnapaNe potAnuM kartavya { bajAvI rahyA che! jo zeTha cAlyA gayA hoya to mArAthI ahIM rahI zakAya ja ! nahIM !!!" temanA A zabdono tAga koNa pAmI zakaze? potAnA dharmapatnI suzrAvikA zrIratanabAInA dehavilaya bAda devajIbhAInI vRtti savizeSapaNe aMtarmukha thatAM temane anAhata nAda ane AjJAcakranA sthAne jyotinAM darzana baMne ekI sAthe zarU thaI gayA hatA. pariNAme mana-vacana-kAyAnA traNe yogo sahajapaNe sadA AtmAbhimukha ja banI gayA hatA. kalAko sudhI samAdhi avasthAmAM teo AtmasvarUpamAM lIna rahetA tyAre bahirmukha jIvana jIvanArA loko jAta jAtanA tarka vitarka karatA paNa nAnajIbhAI temanI ucca AdhyAtmika avasthAne sArI rIte samajI zakatA hatA. jethI uttarasAdhaka tarIke temanI dareka rIte sAra saMbhALa bhaktibhAve ane gauravapUrvaka karatA. samayasAra" nAmanA AdhyAtmika graMthanA AdhAre racAyela eka zlokanuM nAnajIbhAInI vinaMtithI punaH punaH manana karatAM devajIbhAIne viziSTa AdhyAtmika anubhUti thaI hatI ane temano AtmA AnaMdathI nAcI UThyo hato. tethI to temanA dehavilaya bAda temanA dareka kuTuMbIjanonA ghare rahela temanI pratikRtinI nIce e gAthA aMkita thayelI jovA maLe che. A rahyo te zloka - chinna bhinna sahu thAva che, bhale sarva luMTAva; vizaso ke vikharAo paNa, paradravya mAruM navi thAva." jIvananI parIkSA kharekhara mRtyu samaye thAya che. jeo sAcA arthamAM AdhyAtmika jIvana jIvyA hoya temano dehavilaya paNa sahajapaNe samAdhipUrvaka thato hoya che. mRtyu e temanA mATe jIrNa vastra badalAvIne navIna vastra dhAraNa karavA tulya AnaMdano ja viSaya hoya che. temanuM maraNa mahotsava rUpa hoya che. athavA to amarajIvananuM praveza dvAra hoya che. AvA AtmAonA dehavilaya mATe kahI zakAya ke - "mRtyu marI gayuM re lola" !! athavA to mahAna yogIrAja zrI AnaMdaghanajInA zabda "aba hama amara bhaye na mareMge, yA kAraNa mithyAtvadIyo taja karyuM kara deha ghareMge!...aba hama..." e AvA AtmAo jalalakArI zake. AnnandAnnnnnnnnnonnanonneanannnnnANNnnnnnn ( bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 7
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________________ nnnnANANANANAANAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANAANAANANA Annunnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn devajIbhAInI dehavilayanI ghaTanA paNa A vidhAnano sAkSAtkAra karAvanArI banI. saM. 2051 vaizAkha vadi 12 nA savAre 1nA vAgyA AsapAsanA samaye temano dehavilaya thayo tyAre e divase paNa teo saMpUrNa svastha ja hatA. savAranA vahelA UThIne potAnA AdhyAtmika nityakramathI paravArIne, potAnA ghare padhArelA sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtone potAnA hAthe bhAvapUrvaka gocarI vahorAvIne supAtradAnano lAbha lIdho tyAre koIne kalpanA paNa na hatI ke have mAtra 1 praharanI aMdara ja A yogIpuruSa potAnI jIvanalIlA svecchAe cUpacApa saMkelI leze ! mana-vacana- kAyAnA traNe yogo atyaMta zAMta hoya ane AtmA potAnA svarUpamAM lIna hoya tevI avasthAmAM devajIbhAI ghaNIvAra rahetA. hovAthI nAnajIbhAIe temane agAu ra-4 vAra kahI rAkhela che. "zeTha ! jyAre vidAya levAno samaya Ave tyAre amane jANa karajo bhalA. emane ema amane aMdhArAmAM rAkhIne cAlyA na jatA." tyAre devajIbhAI maunapUrvaka maMdasmita sAthe A vAtane sAMbhaLI letA. ane kharekhara evuM ja banyuM ke jema bhagavavAnazrI mahAvIra svAmIe sadA potAnI sAthe rahenArA potAnA parama vinIta ziSya zrI gautamasvAmI gaNadhara bhagavaMtane nivaNa samaye devazamAM brAhmaNane pratibodha pamADavAnA bahAne potAnAthI dUra mokalI dIdhA hatA temaja devajIbhAIe paNa potAnA dehavilayanI thoDI kSaNo pUrve ja nAnajIbhAIne jinAlaye jaI AvavAnI sUcanA ApI dIdhI hatI ! dehavilayanA divase savAre 9 vAgye teo potAnA makAnamAM uparanA khaMDamAM gayA ane palaMga upara sTeja ADuM paDakhuM karIne dehane laMbAvyuM tyAre nAnajIbhAIne to ema ja hatuM ke moTAbhAI ArAma karI rahyA che ! - thoDIvAra bAda temaNe pUchayuM ke- "zeTha ! derAsara-upAzraye cAlazuM?' tyAre devajIbhAIe kahyuM ke Aje tame jaI Avo. huM ahIM ja chuM ! nAnajIbhAIne thayuM ke savizeSa aMtarmukhatAnA kAraNe Ama kahetA haze tethI teo moTAbhAInI sUcanA mujaba nIce UtaryA. paraMtu nIce UtaryA bAda tarata temane bhAsa thayo ke "upara javA jevuM che." paraMtu moTAbhAIne ArAma ke samAdhibhAvamAM vikSepa na paDe te mATe teo nIce ja rahyA. ane lagabhaga dazeka vAgye teo pharI upara gayA tyAre joyuM to moTA bhAI kAyotsarga mudrAmAM palaMgamAM cattA sUtA hatA. jethI teo thoDIvAra ema ja besI rahyA. paraMtu thoDIvAra bAda temane UThADavA mATe heja koziSa karI tyAre kazo ja pratibhAva na maLatAM lAgyuM ke moTAbhAIno AtmA A dehapiMjaramAM nathI ? rahyo. tarata DaoNkTarane bolAvavAmAM AvyA. DaoNkTare nidAna karyuM ke "zeTha www ETV bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 8 )
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________________ - - - - huM avasAna pAmyA che.' tyAre nAnajIbhAIe joyuM ke bAjunA khaMDamAM jyAM 3 prabhujIne padharAvela che teno daravAjo pahelAM baMdha hato paraMtu atyAre khullo re che. eTale khAtrI thaI ke vidAya letAM pahelAM aMta samaye paNa prabhuprArthanAdi karyA bAda ja yogInI mAphaka temaNe svacchAe samAdhi avasthAmAM dehatyAga karyo che...aMta samayanI vedanAnA koI ja cilo zarIra upara ke palaMga upara dekhAtA na hatA. pathArImAM eka paNa karacalI paDI na hatI. hAtha-paga paNa kAyotsarga mudrAmAM ja vyavasthita rIte goThavAyelA hatA ane mukha upara apUrva saumyatA ane kAMti chavAyelI hatI. jANe hamaNAM ja AMkho kholaze ane kAMIka bolaze evuM lAgatuM hatuM!. Ama teoe jIvanamAM zAMti, samatA ane samAdhibhAvane AtmasAt karyA hatA jethI aMtima samaye paNa samAdhibhAva TakI zakayo ? hato. temanA dehane pAlakhImAM padharAvavAmAM Avyo. aMtimayAtrAmAM hajAro loko dUra-sudUrathI umaTI paDayA hatA. loko ghaDIkamAM devajIbhAInA pArthiva re deha upara chavAyela saumyatA ane kAMtine nihALIne daMga thaI jatA hatA to $ bIjI bAju AvA prasaMge paNa nAnajIbhAInA mukha upara taravarI rahela sAhajikatA ane sthitaprajJatAne joIne Azcarya cakita banI jatA hatA. zAstramAM varNavela samyagdaSTi jIvanA lakSaNo zama-saMveganirveda-anukaMpA ane Astikaya A bAMdhava belaDImAM sArI rIte AtmasAt thayelA jovA maLe. temaja gaMbhIratA. rUpa, saumya prakRti, lokapriyatA, akrUratA. pApabhIrutA, saralatA, dAkSiNya, lajjA, dayA, madhyastha saumyadaSTi, ra guNAnurAga, satkathApriyatA, sAro parivAra, dIrdhadarzitA. vizeSajJatA. vRddhAnusAritA, vinaya, kRtajJatA, paropakAra parAyaNatA ane labdhalakSyatA A zrAvakanA 21 guNo paikI badhA ja guNothI alaMkRta AdarzazrAvakapaNAnuM pratyakSa daSyata A 6 baMdhuyugala che. navakAra, navapada, nava tattva ane navanidhi vigeremAM rahela 9 no AMka 3 akhaMDa AMka tarIke suprasiddha che. devajIbhAIno AtmA TUMka samayamAM ja akhaMDa-akSaya evA muktisukhano bhokatA banaze ema jANe ke temanA dehavilayano divasa paNa nIce mujaba sUcavI rahyo che. tA. 25+5+1995= 2025=9 vaizAkha vadi 12 saM. 2051 mAM vaizAkha eTale 7 mo mahino, 7+12+2051=2070=9 yogAnuyoga kevo suMdara divasa mahAprayANa mATe pasaMdagIne pAmyo ! Y bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo . 69 IN nAmanagamana nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn B
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________________ A bAMdhava belaDIne udAra, dAnavIra, dharmAtmA, sajjana ziromaNi, zrAvakazreSTha vigere tarIke to sahu koI oLakhe che. paraMtu e badhA sadguNonuM mULa to che. temanI AtmaniSThatA. tene bahu ochA loko jANatA haze. kAraNa ke AtmazlAdhA ke ADaMbarano aMza paNa emanAmAM nathI. nAmanAnI kAmanA ke prasiddhinA vyAmohathI teo sadA dUra ja rahyA che. tenA udAharaNa rUpe thoDI ghaTanAone saMpekSamAM joIe. (1) saM. 2051 mAM amArI nizrAmAM giranAra mahAtIrthanI caturvidha saMghanI sAmUhika 99 yAtrAnuM Ayojana thayela tyAre temAM emaNe paNa saMghapati tarIke Arthika sahayoga Apela. paraMtu 90 divasanA e kAryakrama daramyAna teo kayArepaNa bahumAna svIkAravA ke saMghapati tarIke mALA paheravA mATe paNa AvyA na hatA !.... (2) eka jinAlayamAM mULanAyaka prabhujInI pratiSThAno lAbha moTI rakamano caDhAvo bolIne eka zrAvake lIdhela. paraMtu pAchaLathI temanI Arthika sthiti nabaLI thatAM e moTI rakama teo bharapAI karI zake tema na hatA. tyAre A baMdhuyugale cUpacApa e 2kama zrIsaMghanA kAryakartAone arpaNa karI dIdhI paraMtu kayAMya potAnA nAmanI takatInI paNa apekSA rAkhI nahi ! (3) prastuta pustakamAM potAnA mAtA-pitAnA phoTAne badale sva. devajIbhAIno phoTo chapAvavA mATe eka bhAvuka AtmAe bhAvabharI vinaMti karI ane tene mATe pote sArI rakama ApavAnI bhAvanA darzAvI paraMtu nAnajIbhAIe phoTo nahi chApavAnI savinaya vinaMtipUrvaka e rakama pote ja ApI dIdhI !.... (4) Aje to nAnajIbhAIne mAnasika maunanI avasthA sahaja banI gaI che. paraMtu sAdhanAnA prAraMbha kALamAM teo dara mahine saLaMga 8 divasa mAnasika maunanA lakSyapUrvaka vANInuM mauna ekAMtamAM rahIne karatA ane paryuSaNamAM 8 divasa to acUka mauna karatA. tyAre eka vakhata gAMdhInagarathI sarakArI oNphisarano patra Avyo. kroDo rUA. nA eka moTA projekTanuM TenDara bharIne rUbaru maLI javA mATe nAnajIbhAIne bolAvela. paraMtu te vakhate paryuSaNanA divaso hovAthI teo na gayA ane maunamAM ja rahyA ! paryuSaNa pachI jyAre teo gAMdhInagara pahoMcyA tyAre temanI AvI sAdhanA niSThatA joIne sarakArI oNphisara paNa cakita thaI gayo, ramaNa maharSino bhakta evo te oNphisara bIjA lokone bhAgye ja pAMca-daza miniTano samaya mulAkAta mATe Apato. teNe nAnajIbhAI sAthe 2 kalAka sudhI AnaMdapUrvaka carcA karI ane bIjI kaMpanIo karatAM devajIbhAI nAnajIbhAInI zAha enjinIyarIMga bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 70
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________________ ka. nI zarato AkarI hovA chatAM e badhI ja zarato maMjUra rAkhIne paNa oNphisare sAmethI e projekaTa emane ja Apyo !! (5) saM. 20para mAM vaizAkha mahinAmAM kacchamAM 72 jinAlaya mahAtIrthanI aMjanazalAkA- pratiSThA prasaMge lagabhaga 1 mahinA sudhI 100 re thI adhika sAdhu sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonI temanA parivAre karelI udAra bhakti, supAtradAna ane sAdharmika bhakti kharekhara cirasmaraNIya raheze. e prasaMge paMca kalyANakanI ujavaNI daramyAna prabhujInA mAtA-pitA nAbhirAjA ane marudevI mAtA banavA mATe caDAvo bolAvavAne badale nAnajIbhAIne ja 3 nakarAthI e lAbha levA mATe TrasTanA AgevAnoe sAmethI bhAvabharI vinaMti karI e ja temanI adbhuta lokapriyatA ane dharmaparAyaNatAno purAvo che. mAIka ane sTejathI sadA dUra rahenArA nAnajIbhAIe A lAbha bIjA re koI bhAgyazALIne ApavA mATe namratApUrvaka vinaMti karI. paraMtu chevaTe 3 badhAnI makkamatA pUrvakanI bhAvabharI vinaMtino dAkSiNya guNane lIdhe temane svIkAra karavo ja paDayo. ane nAbhirAjA tarIkenuM pAtra bhajavatAM temanA aMtarAtmAmAMthI bhagavAnanA pitAne chAje tevA AdhyAtmika udgAro ke sahajapaNe sarI paDatA te sAMbhaLIne badhA Azcaryacakita thaI jatA ane huM vicAramAM paDI jatA ke sadA maunapriya ane atyaMta mitabhASI evA 3 nAnajIbhAI ne badale kharekhara nAbhi mahArAjA ja atyAre bolI rahyA che !..73 IcanA mULanAyaka zrI AdinAtha bhagavAnane gAdInazIna karavAno 6 mahAna lAbha paNa khUba ja moTo caDAvo bolIne temaNe tathA bIjA eka re bhAgyazALIe saMyukta rIte lIdho ! te sivAya paNa gAMdhIdhAma. vaDodarA bhadrezvara, aMjAra, Adipura vigere aneka ThekANe temaNe moTI rakamonA dAna leza paNa nAmanAnI kAmanA vinA Apela che. Atma sAdhanAnA prAraMbha kALamAM teo AtmAnubhavI sadgurunI ke zodha mATe keTaleka ThekANe gayA paraMtu kayAMya saMtoSa na thatAM chevaTe jagadguru ane paramaguru evA arihaMta paramAtmAnI ja zaraNAgati svIkArIne temanA anugrahathI je kAMI aMtaHskuraNA thatI te mujaba prArthanA-mauna Adi dvArA teo sAdhanA karatA rahyA. 3 bALaka jema mAtA pAse kayAreka haTha pakaDe tema nAnajIbhAIe paNa eka vAra prabhujI samakSa haTha pakaDI ke have jyAre saMtoSakAraka viziSTa AdhyAtmika 6 anubhava thaze tyAre ja A mastaka UMcuM thaze, tyAM sudhI nahi, bhale game teTalA kalAko ke divaso kAM na lAge !' Ama kahIne prabhujI samakSa mAthuM jamIna para DhALI dIdhuM. ? lagabhaga 2 kalAka sudhI e ja rIte zaraNAgatinA bhAvamAM ane samarpaNa Y bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 71 Annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn..
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________________ mudrAmAM sthira rahyA tyAre temane saMtoSakAraka anubhUti thayA pachI ja temaNe mAthuM UMcuM karyuM !!!... nAnajIbhAInI vinaMtithI eka dhyAna sAdhaka mahAtmAe potAnI viziSTa Atmazakti dvArA temane phakata 2 miniTa mATe viziSTa zAMtino anubhava karAvyo paraMtu temane AvI kSaNika zAMtine badale covIse kalAka cAlu rahe tevI akhaMDa ane gahana Atmika zAMti ane AnaMdanA anubhavanI jhaMkhanA hatI je Akhare paramAtmAnI zaraNAgati ane sadgurunI kRpA dvArA paripUrNa thaI !... ''sva- svarUpanI anubhUti mATe kaI rIte sAdhanA karavI joIe ?'' evA eka praznano pratyuttara ApatAM temaNe kahyuM ke ''svAnubhUtisaMpanna sadgurunI zaraNAgati ane temanI kRpA dvArA ja e zakaya banI zake che. paraMtu jyAM sudhI evA pratyakSa sadgurunI prApti na thaI hoya tyAM sudhI paramaguru paramAtmAnI pratimA ke pratikRti samakSa paNa samarpaNabhAve niyamita hArdika prArthanA karatA rahevAthI kALa paripakava thatAM ane sAdhakanI yogyatAno vikAsa thatAM paramAtmAnA arcitya anugrahathI avazyameva eka divasa sadgurunI prApti RNAnubaMdha pramANe sAdhakane thAya che ane temanI kRpAthI sAdhakanuM kArya siddha thAya che. chadmastha avasthAmAM sadgurunI zodha mATe prayatno karavAmAM bhUlathApa khAvAnI ghaNI zakayatA rahelI che. tethI uparokta rIte paramAtmAnI zaraNAgati svIkArI sAdhanA karatAM eka divasa paramAtmAnI aciMtya AtyazaktinI preraNAthI AtmajJAnI sadguru sAmethI sAdhakano hAtha pakaDe che ane mArgadarzana ApI kRtArtha banAve che !" mahAna yogIrAjazrI AnaMdaghanajI dvArA racAyelI stavana covIzI nAnajIbhAine atyaMta priya che. sAdhanA mArganI mahattvanI kuMcIo e stavanomAM rahelI che ema teo jaNAve che. bhUta-bhaviSyanA vikalpothI para thaIne vartamAnakSaNamAM ja Atma jAgRti pUrvaka jIvavuM e nAnajIbhAI mATe Aje sahaja banI gayuM che. rAtre UMghamAM paNa phakata eka ja vAra paDakhuM pheravavuM paDe te paNa jAgRtipUrvaka ja ! AtmAnI sUcanA vinA zarIra paDakhuM paNa pherave nahi. ghaNIvAra to AkhI rAta (pAMceka kalAka) eka ja paDakhe teo ArAma kare che. paDakhuM paNa badalatA nathI. AvI temanI Atma jAgRti kharekhara anumodanIya che. aMtaramAM anubhavAtI atyaMta gahana ane gADha AdhyAtmika zAMti temanI mukhamudrA upara sadA taravaratI dekhAya che- temanA dharmapatnI a.sau hIrAkuMvarabena (bacubAI) no paNa temane khUba ja sAtha sahakAra sadA maLato rahyo che. bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo # 72 Guo
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________________ AtmArthI jIvoe nAnajIbhAIno satsaMga khAsa karavA jevo che. sajJeSu kiM bahunA ? temanuM saranAmuM nIce mujaba che. zAha enjinIyarIMga kuM. DI.bI.-jheDa. ena. 147 gAMdhIdhAma- kaccha pIna H 370201, phona : 02836-20462. 20 : jepha vaye sAdhanAno prAraMbha karIne viziSTa AdhyAtmika anubhUtio prApta karanAra AtmasAdhaka khImajIbhAI vAlajI vorA sAmAnya rIte AtmasAdhanA mATe yuvAvasthAno kALa uttama gaNAya che. kAraNa ke tyAre zarIra baLa majabUta hovAthI tapa-japa-dhyAna vigere lAMbA samaya sudhI sthiratA pUrvaka karI zakAya che. vRddhAvasthAmAM zArIrika zakti kSINa thavAthI sAdhanA muzkela bane che. chatAM temAM apavAda rUpe keTalAka AtmAo evA paNa jovA maLe che ke jemaNe saMyogavazAt pAchalI vayamAM sAdhanAno prAraMbhakaryo ane tIvra vairAgya, prabaLa mumukSA ane niyamita akhaMDa puruSArthanA baLe sAro evo AdhyAtmika vikAsa sAdhyo hoya. AvA sAdhakomAM kaccha nArANapuranA khImajIbhAI vAlajI vorA (u. va. 79) nuM nAma prathama haroLamAM mUkI zakAya tema che ! khImajIbhAInA jIvanamAM bAlyAvasthAmAM namratA saralatA Adi sadguNo sAthe dharmanI rUci hatI. pAMca pratikramaNa, 4 prakaraNa, karmagraMtha tathA saMskRta be bukono abhyAsa karela. paraMtu pachI sAMsArika javAbadArIonA kA2Ne ane raMgUna jevA kSetramAM varSo sudhI rahevAne kAraNe e rUcine khAsa kAMI uttejana maLI zakyuM nahIM. lagnajIvana ane nokarI-dhaMdhAmAM ja jIvananA amUlya varSo pasAra thaI gayA. khAsa kAMI ArAdhanA thaI zakI nahIM. paraMtu lagabhaga 57 varSanI uMmare temanA jIvanamAM TarnIMga poInTa AvyuM. koIka vyAvahArika prasaMga uparathI temane saMsAranI asAratA ane svArthamayatAnuM bhAna thayuM. vairAgyanI jyota prajvalita banI ane 60 varSanI vaye teo nokarImAMthI rAjInAmuM ApIne muMbaI choDIne kaccha nArANapurA AvI gayA. suSupta rIte paDelI adhyAtma rUci punaH jAgRta thaI. tethI AdhyAtmika graMthonuM vAMcana-manana/ekAMtavAsa/mauna/ navakAra mahAmaMtrano temaja OM hrIM ahanamaH no tAlabadgha jApa temaja zrI sImaMdhara svAmI bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo = 73
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________________ paramAtmAne gadgad haiye prArthanAne temaNe sAdhanAnA aMgo banAvyA. roja rAA kalAka khetaramAM jaIne savAre ane rAtre tyAM ekAMtamAM navakAra che mahAmaMtrano ekAgratApUrvaka jApa karavA lAgyA. ekAdavAra kaccha-DumarAmAM dhyAna zibiramAM jaIne dhyAnAbhyAsa paNa cAlu rAkhyo. yogIrAja zrI ! AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja dvArA racAyelI stavana covIzInuM vivecana yukta sAhitya temaja AtmajJAnI zrImad rAjacaMdranAM AdhyAtmika sAhityanuM teo vizeSa prakAre parizIlana karavA lAgyA. Ama ekAMta ane maunapUrvaka jJAna-dhyAna-jApa-AtmaciMtana ane prabhu prArthanAdinA pariNAme aMtaHkaraNanI zuti uttarottara vRddhi pAmatAM temane vividha prakAranI che AMtarika anabhUtio thavA lAgI. kyAreka ghaMTa, jhAlara, vINA, pakhAvaja, zaMkha bherI duMdubhi Adi vividha vAjiMtronA dhvani tulya anAhata nAda aMtaramAM saMbhaLAya to kyAreka AjJAcakramAM jyoti lIsoTA ke kaNiyA svarUpe prakAza puMjano anubhava thAya. kyAreka dIvA, vIjaLI, caMdra ke sUrya jevA prakAza dekhAya. kyAreka divya sugaMdhano anubhava che thAya to kyAreka gahana ane gADha zAMtinI ghaTA mastakathI prAraMbhIne anukrame AkhA astitvane gherI vaLatI hoya tevI anubhUti thAya. AvA anubhavonA kAraNe temano sAdhanA mATeno utsAha vRddhigata banato rahyo. | temane to AtmAnubhavanI laganI lAgI hatI. tethI teo roja mahAvideha kSetramAM viharamAna zrI sImaMdhara svAmI bhagavAnane gadgada haiye prArthanA karatA ke he prabhu ! have mane AvA sAmAnya koTinA anubhavothI . saMtoSa nathI thato. mAre, to ApanA vItarAgatAmaya AMtarika svarUpanI jhAMkhI joIe chIe.' teo roja sImaMdhara svAmI bhagavAnanuM suprasiddha stavana"suNo caMdAjI ! sImaMdhara paramAtama pAse jo muja vInataDI prema dharIne eNI pare tuma saMbhaLAvajo...." atyaMta bhAva vibhora banIne, romeromamAMthI pokAra UThato hoya te. rIte gadagadda kaMThe, AA AEye ane azrubhInI AMkhe divasamAM traNeka vAra gAtA. jene sAMbhaLanAranuM haiyuM ane AMkha paNa Adra banyA vinA rahe nahi. jANe kharekhara jyotiSI devonA Indra candra deva potAnI samakSa UbhA hoya ane temanA mAraphata potAnI arajI prabhujIne mokalatA hoya te rIte A stavana teo gAtA. temanA mukhethI A stavana sAMbhaLavuM e paNa eka anero lhAvo che. mane 2-3 vAra temanA mukhethI A stavana sAMbhaLavAno tathA temanI AtmasAdhanAnA mUka sAkSI rUpa DelAne nihALavAno lAbha maLyo che : 5 bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje pa 74 NS
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________________ vItarAga paramAtmAnA AMtarika svarUpanI jhAMkhI meLavavAnA lakSyapUrvaka temaNe 6 mahinA sudhI taddana ekAMtavAsamAM maunapUrvaka sAdhanA karavAno dRDha saMkalpa karyo. phakta be TAIma ghare jaI maunapUrvaka bhojana karatA bAkIno samaya gharanI bAjumAM ja pazuo mATeno ghAsacAro rAkhavAno nAnakaDo Delo hato temAM besIne saddhAMcana-AtmaciMtana-jApa-dhyAna-prArthanAdi sAdhanAmAM magna rahetA. cittamAM eka paNa bina jarUrI vicAra pravezI na jAya te mATe teo khUba ja jAgrata rahetA. Ama sAdhanA karatAM karatAM lagabhaga 3 mahinA jeTalo samaya pasAra thayo tyAre saM. 2037 mahA sudi 14 maMgaLavAra tA. 17-2-91nA baporanA lagabhaga 3 vAgyAno samaya hato. garamInA divaso hatA. chatAM bahAranAM koI azuddha paramANuo aMdara na praveze te mATe DelAno ekamAtra daravAjo hato te paNa baMdha rAkhela. eTaluM ja nahIM paraMtu aMdhArAmAM ekAgratA sArI rIte thaI zake te mATe mastakathI mAMDIne AkhA zarIre kALo dhAbaLo oDhIne teo sAdhanAmAM beThA. nityakrama pramANe sImaMdhara svAmIne prArthanA karIne sAdhanAmAM sthira thayA ke thoDI ja kSaNomAM mana zAMta thaI gayuM ane zarada pUrNimAnA caMdra karatAM paNa kroDo ghaNI zItala, ujjavala tejomaya, padmAsanastha vItarAga AkRti temanI baMdha AMkho samakSa pragaTa thaI ! jANe ke jenI khUba ja jhaMkhanA hatI te sAkSAt zrI sImaMdhara svAmI paramAtmAnA AMtara svarUpanI ja jhAMkhI na hoya ! khImajIbhAInA romeromamAM avarNanIya AnaMdanA pUra umaTyA ! potAnI sthiti paNa jANe ke vItarAgatAmaya banI gaI !... paraMtu A AkRti be-traNa miniTamAM adRzya thaI gaI ane khImajIbhAInI eka AMkhamAMthI prabhudarzananA kAraNe harSa ane ahobhAvajanya temaja bIjI AMkhamAMthI punaH prabhuvirahanI vedanAjanya azrudhArA 1 kalAka sudhI askhalitapaNe cAlu rahI !!!... keTalAya divaso sudhI A anubhUtino AnaMda temanA jIvanamAM cAlu rahyo. teo svAnubhavanA AdhAre kahe che ke-'ApaNo pokAra jo sAco hoya, aMtaranA UMDANamAMthI Avato hoya to prabhudarzana mATe kSetra ke kAlanuM vyavadhAna naDatuM nathI. Aje paNa ahIM beThA beThA zrI sImaMdhara svAmI bhagavaMtanA darzana azakya nathI ja !..... uparokta anubhava pachI paNa vividha prakAranI AdhyAtmika anubhUtio temane hajI sudhI thatI ja rahI che. pariNAme A mAnava jIvana saphaLa thayAno ahesAsa teo anubhavI rahyA che. hAla teo saMyogavazAt muMbaImAM potAnA suputra maNilAlabhAInI sAthe rahe che. vRddhAvasthAnA kAraNe bAhya rIte sAdhanAmAM thoDI oTa AvI che. paraMtu AMtarika rIte bhAvadhArA to uttarottara vizuddha ja banatI anubhavI bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 75
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________________ rahyA che. mahAna yogIrAja zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja dvArA racAyela stavana che covIzI upara svAnubhavanA AdhAre temaNe suMdara vivecana noTabukamAM lakhela che. jijJAsu AtmArthI jIvoe khAsa vAMcavA yogya che. temanuM hAlanuM saranAmuM nIce mujaba che. khImajIbhAI vAlajI vorA C/o. maNilAlabhAI khImajI vorA DI-9 samIra epArTamenTa - grAunDa phlora, (sAMI nagara) samatA nagara, mu. po. vasaI roDa (vesTa) ji. thANA (mahArASTra) pIna. 401202 khImajIbhAInA dharmapatnI suzrAvikA zrI lakSmIbena paNa roja pAMca bAMdhI navakAravALIno jApa, prabhupUjA, pratikramaNa, supAtradAna, sAdhu-sAdhvIjInI vaiyAvacca anukaMpAdAna Adi ArAdhanAmAM sAro rasa dharAve che. temanA be putro jayaMtilAlabhAI tathA maNilAlabhAI tathA baMne che putravadhUo tArAbena ane dakSAbena tathA suputrI lIlAbena badhA sAdhanA mATe anukULatA karI Ape che. A dRSTAMta vAcIne koIe ema nathI vicAravAnuM ke "ApaNe paNa AvI rIte pAchalI vayamAM sAdhanA karI laIzuM. hAla to paisA kamAIne moja-majA karI laIe..' kAraNa ke jIvanano koI bharoMsA nathI. mATe dharmanA kAmamAM DhIla karavI ucita nathI. paraMtu saMyogavazAtu jeo yuvAvasthAmAM AtmasAdhanA karI zakyA nathI ne have pAchalI vayamAM pravezI cUkyA che, evA AtmAo hatAza na thatAM A draSTAMtamAMthI preraNA meLavI, "jAgyA tyArathI savAra' samajI AtmasAdhanAmAM AgaLa vadhe e ja zubhecchA.... sAdhanAnA vividha anubhavoH tA. ka. khImajIbhAIne anAhata nAdanAM temaja prakAzanA anekavidha anubhavo thayA che. temAMthI keTalAka mahattvanA anubhavo saMkSepamAM nIce mujaba che. prakAzanA anubhavonI noMdha tithivAra sahita temanI pAse vidyamAna che. jyAre nAdanA anubhavonI noMdha tithivAra pramANe karelI che paNa hAla upalabdha na thatAM mAtra anubhavo ja jaNAvela che. 0 lagabhaga saM. 2036mAM eka divasa vahelI savAre 3 vAgye 'bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo pa 77 N
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________________ nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn AAAAAANNAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAnna acAnaka jANe mastaka phATI jAya tevo joradAra ghaMTanAda mastakamAM zarU thayo. 3 kalAka sudhI sAdhanAmAM satata ghaMTanAda saMbhaLAto rahyo. dhIre dhIre nAda maMda ke thato gayo. pachI thoDA thoDA divasanA aMtare anukrame jhAlaranAda. pakhAvaja nAda tabalAnAda. vINAnAda. zaMkhanAda, bherInAda.. duMdubhinAda.. mahAnAda siMhanAda) meghanAda.. samudranAdanA anubhavo thayA 0 saM. 2036thI prakAzanA vividha anubhavono prAraMbha thayela. 0 saM. 2048mAM mAgasara sudi 12 thI phA. su. 6 sudhI rAA mahinA daramyAna roja baMne AMkhomAMthI prakAzanA kaNo bahAra nIkaLavAno anubhava thato rahyo. 3 0 tyAra bAda phA. su. 6 tA. 10-3-9ra nA paroDhe 3 vAgye sAdhanAmAM viziSTa anubhava thayo. eka khUba lAMbI guphA hatI. tenI upara chata na hatI. temAM eka cheDethI saryaprakAza jevo jAjvalyamAna prakAzano dhodha vaheto hato ane bIje cheDe nIkaLato hato. pariNAme tyAMnuM samasta AkAza prakAzathI uM vyApta anubhavAtuM hatuM. 3 kalAka sudhI satata A anubhava cAlu rahyo ke hato ! 0 saM. 2013mAM mAgasara sudi 10, gurUvAra tA. 19-12-96 nA ke savAre lA vAgye kapALamAM AjJAcakranI jagyAe maNiratnonA jhabakArA. bahArathI aMdara pravezI rahyA che ane aMdarano AkAza pradeza pUrNapaNe { prakAzathI jhaLahaLAyamAna thaI rahyo che tevo anubhava pAMceka miniTa sudhI re cAlu rahela. che tyArabAda 3 divasa pachI tA. 22-12-96nA savAre lA vAgye sAdhanA daramyAna mastakamAMthI sahastrAracakramAMthI hajAro caMdranA teja karatAM adhika zItala ane jAjvalyamAna prakAza AkAzamAM jaI rahela che tevo divya anubhava pAMceka miniTa sudhI cAlu rahela !.. A badhA anubhavo aMtaHkaraNanI khUba zuddhine dazAve che. AtmA khUba haLukarmI banyo che. niraMjana-nirAkAra paramAnaMdamaya AtmAnubhavanI te khUba ja najIkanI uttama avasthA sUcave che. vizeSa to jJAnI bhagavaMto ke uccatara bhUmikAnA sAdhako ke siddhayogI mahAtmAo jaNAvI zake. bIjA ! sAdhakone upayogI thAya tevA ekamAtra zubha AzayathI A anubhavo atre raju karyA che. 3% zAMti... zAMti... zAMti... bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje pa 77 IS
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________________ 21 : himAlayanA siddhayogI mahAtmAnA mArgadarzana mujaba navakAra mahAmaMtranI sAdhanA karatA dAmajIbhAI jeThAbhAI sutharIvAlA maMtrAdhirAja zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra !... jenA viSe gavAya che ke - "yogI samare bhogI samare, samare rAjA raMka, devo samare dAnava samare, samare sahu niHzaMka." AvA navakAra mahAmaMtranuM smaraNa jaina kuLamAM janmela dareka AtmA oche vatte aMze kare ja temAM Azcarya nathI, paraMtu himAlayamAM rahetA seMkaDo varSanI uMmara dharAvatA siddhayogI mahAtmAo paNa navakAra mahAmaMtranuM AlaMbana laIne yogasAdhanA kare che e jANIe tyAre mahAmaMtranI sarvavyApaktA joIne sAnaMda Azcarya sAthe ahobhAva vRzriMgata banyA vinA rahe nahIM. mULa kaccha-sutharInA vatanI paraMtu hAla muMbaI dAdaramAM rahetA suzrAvaka zrI dAmajIbhAI jeThAbhAI loDAyA (uM.va. 86) chellA 50 varSothI himAlayanA AvA yogIrAjanA mArgadarzana mujaba navakAra mahAmaMtranA AlaMbanathI yogasAdhanA karI rahyA che ! cAlo ApaNe temanA jIvanamAM thoDuM DokIyuM karIe. dAmajIbhAInA pitAzrI jeThAbhAI ujjaina (ma.pra.) mAM kapAsa (rU) no vepAra karatA hatA. tethI ujjainamAM grejyueTa thayelA dAmajIbhAI temanA kAkA zrI vAlajIbhAI ladhAbhAInI muMbaImAM kapAsanI moTI peDhI cAlatI hatI temAM bhAgIdAra tarIke joDAyA. dAmajIbhAIe potAnA kAkAzrIne saTTo na karavAnI vinaMti karavA chatAM bhavitavyatAvazAt bIjA traNeka vepArIonA AgrahathI potAnI kaMpanInA nAme temaNe moTo saTTo karyo ane karma saMyoge temAM 90 lAkha rU. nI khoTa gaI. bIjA vepArIo chaTakI jatAM ATalI moTI 2kama vAlajI ladhAbhAI kaMpanIne bharapAI karavAnI javAbadArI AvI paDatAM tenA AghAtathI vAlajIbhAInuM hRdaya baMdha paDI javAthI avasAna thayuM. tethI A rakama bharapAI karavAnI javAbadArI dAmajIbhAI upara AvI paDatAM teo khUba ciMtAtura banI gayA. temane ciMtAmagna joIne eka zrAvaka temane dAdaramAM kabUtarakhAnA pAse Avela zAMtinAtha jinAlayanA upAzrayamAM cAturmAsa birAjamAna bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo - 78
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________________ NNNNNNAAAANNNNNANAAAANAAANAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA paramazAsanaprabhAvaka pa.pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrIvijayalakSmaNasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. pAse laI gayA. te vakhate dAmajIbhAI nAstika jevA hatA. dharma pratye temane jarApaNa zradhdhA na hatI. e jANIne AcArya bhagavaMte temane kahyuM ke - "nAstiktAne bhUlI jAo. jaina dharmamAM ghaNA uttama maMtro che. tamane eka maMtra ApuM chuM. 3 3 divasa sudhI kAMI paNa khAdhA pIdhA vinA eTale ke covihAra aThThama tapa karIne { A maMtrano jApa karavAno che. huM jANuM chuM ke tame nAstika hovAthI tamArI pAse kaTAsaNuM, dIpaka, agarabattI vigere kaMI paNa nahIM hoya. tethI khurasI upara 6 besIne. pUrva dizA sanmukha mukha rAkhIne A maMtrano jApa karajo. rAtanA phakta 2-3 kalAkathI vadhAre sUvuM nahIM. A rIte maMtra jApa karatAM jo 3 divasamAM 90 3 lAkha rU. maLI jAya to mArI pAse Avajo. huM tamane dharmamAM joDI ApIza !!! ... (e maMtra hato - "OM paramaguru-gurubhyo namaka svAhA) DUbato mANasa taNakhaluM paNa pakaDe. e ukti mujaba dAmajIbhAI A anuSThAna karavA taiyAra thaI gayA. ane trIje divase kharekhara camatkAra sarjayo hoya ? tema eka mAravADI bhAIe temane phona dvArA ghare bolAvIne 1 kroDa rU. sAmethI bheTa { tarIke ApI dIdhA !!!... dAmajIbhAInA Azcarya ane ahobhAvano pAra na rahyo. parama pUjya AcArya bhagavaMtazrI pratye ane jaina dharma pratye temanA hRdayamAM apAra zradhdhA che ane Adara utpanna thaI gayA. banyuM evuM hatuM ke eka varSa agAu uparokta mAravADI bhAIne rUnA ? saTTAmAM 3 kroDa rU.nI nukazAnI thAya tevI paristhiti sarjAI hatI. tyAre e bhAI dAmajIbhAI pAse AvIne kahevA lAgyA ke aMgreja gavarnara sAthe tamArI sArI dostI che. to temane maLIne samajAvo ke rUno saTTo baMdha karavAno vaTahukama bahAra pADe ane rUno bhAva paNa ghaTADI nAkhe jethI huM moTI nukazAnI mAMthI bacI zakIza ane tamAro upakAra kadApi nahIM bhUluM.' emanI vAta sAMbhaLIne dAmajIbhAIe emanA kahevA mujaba karyuM pariNANe 3 koDa 3. temanA bacI gayA. te vakhate e mAravADI bhAIe potAnA manamAM ja nirNaya karyo hato ke jo A 3 kroDa rUA.nuM nukazAna aTakI jaze to 1 kroDa rUA. dAmajIbhAIne ApIza. A nirNayanI vAta temaNe dAmajIbhAIne kahI na hatI. paraMtu dAmajIbhAInI Arthika muzkelInA samAcAra maLatAM ja e bhAIe sAmethI ke phona karIne dAmajIbhAIne 1 kroDa rU. rokaDA ApI dIdhA ! tethI teo ke devAdAra tarIke maTI gayA. ane rUnA moTA vepArIo dAmajIbhAIne khUba ja E Sa bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 79 IS nakazAna
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________________ AdaranI draSTithI jotA thaI gayA. A ghaTanA bAda dAmajIbhAI niyamita rIte pa.pU. AcArya bhagavaMtazrI pAse jatA thaI gayA. pUjyazrIe paNa temanA upara kRpAdraSTi varasAvI ane jaina dharmano marma samajAvI temane navakAra mahAmaMtranI ArAdhanAmAM joDyA. dAmajIbhAInA nazIba khulI gayA ane niyati temane hajI paNa AgaLa vadhAravA IcchatI hoya tema temanA jIvanamAM eka viziSTa ghaTanA banI. eka vakhata teo punAmAM eka lAyabrerImAM besIne yoga, prANAyAma tathA svarodaya saMbaMdhI pustako vAMcI rahyA hatA. tyAre eka mahAtmA temanI pAse AvIne kahevA lAgyA ke - "tamane je bAbatanI jhaMkhanA che te tamane himAlayamAM haradvAramAM laMgaDAbAbAnI TekarI che tyAM javAthI maLaze.' - dAmajIbhAInuM jijJAsu ane sAhasika hRdaya A sAMbhaLIne harSitA thayuM ane thoDA divasa bAda teo kharekhara plena ane TrenanI musApharI karIne haradvAra pahoMcI gayA ! tyAM jaIne temaNe laMgaDAbAbAnI tapAsa karI to lokoe kahyuM ke "emanI pAse jAo bhale paNa teo tamane mAra mArIne ravAnA karaze !'. dAmajIbhAIe kahyuM ke - "mArA nazIbamAM haze tema thaze.' pachI teo hiMmata karIne navakAra mahAmaMtranuM smaraNa karatAM karatAM TekarI upara caDayA ane rastAmAM ajagara tathA hAthI yugalane sAta-sAta navakAra saMbhaLAvavA dvArA dUra karIne laMgaDAbAbAnA nivAsa sthAnamAM gayA. temane praNAma karyA. mahAtmAjIe prathama to temanI parIkSA karavA mATe kaDaka zabdomAM kahyuM ke - "kyAM Aye ho yahIM? cale jAo vahAMse dAmajIbhAIe namratAthI pratyuttara Apyo to paNa vadhu AkarI kasoTI karavA mATe temanI gaLacI pakaDIne TekarI uparathI nIce pheMkI devA taiyAra thayA. to paNa dAmajIbhAI gabharAyA nahIM ane navakAra mahAmaMtranuM smaraNa karatA rahyA. Akhare temanI hiMmata ane zradhdhA joIne mahAtmAjI prasanna thayA ane temane navakAra mahAmaMtranI sAdhanA aMge adbhuta mArgadarzana ApyuM. paMca parameSThInA pAMca raMganI sAthe pAMca bhUtamaya ApaNA zarIra ane vizvamAM rahela pAMca raMgono saMbaMdha samajAvyo. tathA ApaNA zarIramAM karoDarajjumAMthI pasAra thatI suSuNNA nADImAM Avela mUlAdhAra - svAdhiSThAna - maNipUra - anAhata - vizuddhi - AjJA ane sahastrAra A sAta cakromAM navakAra mahAmaMtrano jApa karavAno vidhi samajAvyo. dAmajIbhAIne to jANe amRtabhojana maLyuM hoya teTalo AnaMda thayo ane teo ghare AvIne mahAtmAjInA mArgadarzana mujaba niyamita rIte rAtanA ane vahelI savAre brAhma muhUrtamAM klAko sudhI navakAra mahAmaMtranI mAM bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje . 80 SEsa N
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________________ sAdhanA karatA rahyA. jyAre jyAre mArgadarzananI jarUra paDe tyAre dAmajIbhAIne TelIphonanI mAphaka mahAtmAjIno avAja saMbhaLAya ane dUra beThA beThA paNa teo potAnA ziSyanI saMbhALa rAkhatA rahyA che. uparokta ghaTanA bAda dara daza daza varSanA aMtare teo dAmajIbhAIne | anukrame dilhI - Abu - kanyAkumArI ane nepAlamAM pratyakSa paNa maLatA rahyA che. sAdhanAnA prabhAve dAmajIbhAIne avanavA AdhyAtmika anubhavo thatA rahyA che, paraMtu mahAtmAjInI AjJA mujaba teo potAnA anubhavo gupta rAkhavAnuM ja pasaMda kare che. paraMtu yogya jijJAsuone teo navakAra mahAmaMtranI sAdhanA aMge mArgadarzana vinA saMkoce Ape che. anekavAra phorenanA loko taraphathI paNa temane AmaMtraNa maLe che ane teo videza jaIne tyAMnA lokone navakAra mahAmaMtranI mahAnatA samajAve che ane sAdhanA viSe mArgadarzana Ape che, navakAra mahAmaMtrano zuddha uccAra karavA upara teo khUba ja bhAra mUke che. zuddha tathA azuddha uccAra karavAthI vizvanA pAMca mahAbhUta pRthvI-pANI-agni-vAyuke AkAza) upara tenI kevI alaga alaga asara thAya che te temaNe videzanA vaijJAnikonA sahayogathI prayoga karIne sAbita karyuM che! kacchI dazA osavALa jJAtinA mukhapatra prakAza samIkSA' mAsikamAM ! dAmajIbhAInA "saraLa yogadarzana' viSaya upara lagabhaga 13 jeTalA lekho ( chapAyA che. je jijJAsuoe khAsa vAMcavA lAyaka che. AdhyAtmika sAdhanA uparAMta vyavahAramAM teo aMgrejonA samayathI ane Aje paNa sarakAramAM sArI vaga dharAve chetA. 14-4-1944 nA muMbaImAM thayela pracaMDa dhaDAkA vakhate temaja tyArabAda paNa duSkALa, ativRSTi, dharatIkaMpa jevA aneka prasaMgomAM sarakAranI vinaMtithI temaNe suMdara lokasevA bajAvI che. I.sa. 1994 nA eprila mahinAnA "janmabhUmi" nA eka aMkamAM re temanI A sevAo badala suMdara lekha dvArA temane biradAvavAmAM AvyA che. vi.saM. 1967 nA aSADhI bIjanA divase janmelA dAmajIbhAI Aje 86 varSanI vaye paNa navakAra mahAmaMtranI sAdhanA niyamita rIte ullAsapUrvaka karatAM ja rahyA che. teo dAdaramAM jJAnamaMdira pAsenI bilDIMgamAM rahe che. saranAmuM nIce mujaba che. 20/21 divya mahAla- jJAnamaMdira roDa, dAdara-muMbai-28 phonaH 2660724 - 2660346 ophisa / 4223483 ghare. N bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 1 81) Anno u n annnnnnnnnnnnnnn :
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________________ nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn kAma mAtA ra2H hajAra yAtrikone 100 divasa paryata 99 yAtrA karAvatA baMdhuyugala saMghavI, saMgharatna, zrI zAmajIbhAI - tathA morArajIbhAI gAlA dara varSe pAlitANAmAM judI judI 12-13 dharmazALAomAM judA judA saMghapatio taraphathI zrIsidhdhAcalajI mahAtIrthanI sAmUhika 99 yAtrAnuM Ayojana karavAmAM Ave che. darekamAM prAyaH 300 - 400 AsapAsanI saMkhyAmAM yAtriko hoya che. ane lagabhaga be ke aDhI mahinAmAM A Ayojana paripUrNa thatuM hoya che. jyAre saM. 2035mAM kacchI samAjanA seMkaDo varSonA ItihAsamAM prathamavAra kaccha-moTA AsaMbIAnA saMghavI saMgharatna zrI zAmajIbhAI jakhubhAI gAlA ane temanA laghubaMdhuzrI morArajIbhAI gAlAe 1 hajAra ! jeTalA yAtrikone 99 yAtrA karAvavAno mahAna lAbha lIdho hato. 8 varSathI mAMDIne 78 varSanI uMmaranA yAtriko temAM joDAyA hatA. teo badhA nirAMte rojanI ekeka yAtrA karIne sArI rIte yAtrA tathA prabhu bhakti karI zake te mATe A Ayojana 100 divasanuM goThavavAmAM Avela. kanvInaro zrI mAvajIbhAI velajI gaDA (kaccha-moTA rataDIAvAlA tathA zrI premajIbhAI devajI (kaccha-godharAvAlA) e khUba ja kuzaLatAthI A AkhuMya Ayojana pAra pADayuM hatuM. jethI saMghapatio paNa ekadama nizcita banIne 99 yAtrA karI zakyA hatA. dararoja savAre pratikramaNa tathA bhaktAmara stotrapATha bAda mAMgalika zravaNa karIne Dhola-zaraNAInA sUro sAthe vividha dhArmika nArAo tathA jayanAdothI gagana gajAvatA ane zrIsiddhagirine vadhAvatAM eka hajAra yAtriko zistabaddha rIte rAjendra vihAra dharmazALAthI prayANa karIne zatruMjaya girirAjanI jayataleTIe sAmUhika caityavaMdana karatA tyAranuM adbhuta dRzya joIne moTA moTA AcArya bhagavaMto paNa vicAramAM paDI jatA ke koI paNa AcAyadi padasthonI nizrA vinA mAtra 3 nAnA munivaro [ munizrI kvIndrasAgarajI (hala gaNi), munizrI mahodayasAgarajI (hAla gaNi-prastuta pustakanA saMpAdaka) tathA munizrI puNyodayasAgarajI]nI nizrAmAM AvuM moTuM ane adbhuta Ayojana zI rIte goThavAyuM haze ? ... paraMtu yugAdidevazrI AdinAtha dAdA tathA zrIsiddhAcalajI mahAtIrthano adbhuta prabhAva temaja tIrthaprabhAvaka bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 82 S
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________________ acalagacchAdhipati pa.pU. gurudeva AcArya bhagavaMta zrI guNasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nI asIma kRpA tathA potAnA paramopakArI yoganiSThA susAdhvIzrI guNodayazrIjI ma.sA. nA divya AzIrvAdone ja A AyojananI saphaLatAmAM mukhya paribaLo tarIke saMghapatio vinamrabhAve jaNAvatA hatA. e prabhAva kRpA AzIrvAdonA prabhAve ja mAtra 4 varSano dIkSA paryAya hovA chatAM mAtra "namo arihaMtANaM" pada upara ja e 100 divasanA kAryakramamAM vyAkhyAna ApavAnuM sadbhAgya mane sAMpaDayuM hatuM !... saMghapatizrI zAmajIbhAIe svayaM maunapUrvaka 99 yAtrA karI hatI. lagabhaga 3-4 vAgye pUjA vigerethI paravArIne nIce AvyA bAda ekAsaNu karatA hatA. tyAM sudhI mauna ja rahetA hatA ! temaNe tathA bIjA paNa keTalAka yAtrikoe A 99 yAtrA daramyAna zrIsiddhagirinI tamAma TUMkomAM rahela nAnA-moTA dareka prabhujInI navAMgI pUjA karavA rUpa "bhavapUjA" paNa karI hatI ! saMghapatimAlAropaNa prasaMge saMghavIzrI zAmajIbhAIe AjIvana krodha na karavAnI pratijJA svIkArIne A ArAdhanAnA maMdira upara jANe ke kaLaza caDhAvyuM hatuM !... 100 divasa paryaMta roja seMkaDo pU. sAdhu sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtone traNe TAIma supAtradAnanuM paNa khUba ja anumodanIya Ayojana temanA taraphathI karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. poSa pUnama bAda jyAre anyatra 99 yAtrAnA Ayojano pUrNa thaI cUkyA hatA tyAre to savizeSa pramANamAM A lAbha temane maLyo hato. A AkhAya AyojanamAM eka paNa rU|. koI anya dAtAono temaNe lIdho na hato. saMpUrNa 99 yAtrAno lAbha A baMne bhAIoe ja lIdho hato. chelle badhA ja yAtrikonA caraNa bahumAnapUrvaka dUdhathI dhoIne saMghapati parivAroe caraNAmRtanuM pAna karyuM tyAre temanI AvI vinamratA joIne ghaNAnI AMkho ahobhAvathI azrubhInI banI gaI hatI ..... A 99 yAtrAnA Ayojana bAda pAMceka varSa rahIne temaNe samasta kacchamAMthI 40 varSathI moTI uMmara thavA chatAM jemaNe zrIsiddhAcalajI mahAtIrthanI yAtrA na karI hoya tevA seMkaDo sAdharmikone basa dvArA pAlitANA ane tenI paMcatIrthanI yAtrA karAvavAno mahAna lAbha lIdho hato. saM. 2033 mAM tIrthaprabhAvaka, acalagacchAdhipati pa.pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrIguNasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nI tAraka nizrAmAM kaccha godharAthI bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo = 83
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________________ pAlitANAnA 45 divasanA cha'rI pAlaka saMghamAM 3 saMghapatio paikI eka che saMghapati tarIke temaNe lAbha lIdho hato. potAnI janmabhUmi kaccha - moTA AsaMbIAmAM potAnA paramopakArI, yoganiSThA viduSI pU. sA. zrIguNodayazrIjI ma.sA.nI nizrAmAM kula 27 ThANAne cAtumasa karAvavAno mahAna lAbha paNa temaNe saM. 2024mAM lIdho hato. te vakhate anya gRpanA sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto paNa pU.sA. zrI guNodayazrIjI ma.sA.nI nizrAmAM saMyama jIvananI viziSTa tAlima arthe rahyA hatA! saM. 2026 thI pAMca varSa sudhI pU. sA. zrI guNodayazrIjI ma.sA.nI. nizrAmAM sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto tathA mumukSuonA saMskRta vyAkaraNa - nyAya temaja SaTradarzanonA abhyAsa mATe bihAranA vatanI paMDita ziromaNi zrI harinArAyaNa mizra (vyAkaraNa - nyAya - vedAMtAcAya) ne teo kacchamAM lAvyA hatA ane pa varSa sudhI temanA pagAra vigereno mahAna lAbha paNa temaNe lIdho hato ! e vakhate mane paNa e paMDitajI pAse pAMca varSa payaMta vyAkaraNa - nyAya - pardarzana AdinA abhyAsano mahAna lAbha maLyo hato. aneka mumukSuone tathA temanA mAtApitAone temaNe sameta zikharajI Adi mahAtIrthonI yAtrA karAvavAno mahAna lAbha lIdho che. saM. 2037mAM tapasvIratna (hAla acalagacchAdhipati) pa.pU. A.bha. zrIguNodayasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma. sA.nI pAvana nizrAmAM 108 jinabiMbonI aMjanazalAkA moTA AsaMbIAmAM karAvavAno mahAna lAbha paNa temaNe lIdho hato. temAMthI ghaNA jinabiMbo gujarAta, muMbaI temaja anya kSetromAM pratiSThita thayela che. bAkInA jinabiMbo moTA AMsabIAnA jinAlayamAM paroNA tarIke birAjamAna che. e badhA ja prabhujInI prakSAla tathA navAMgI pUjA teo jAte dararoja kare che. temanA suputrI vyavasAyArthe muMbaI muluMDamAM rahetA hovA chatAM chellA ghaNA varSothI zAmajIbhAIe ArAdhanArthe kacchamAM ja rahevAnuM pasaMda karyuM che, roja savAre 6 thI mAMDIne baporanA 2 vAgyA sudhI teo prAyaH derAsaramAM ja { prakSAla-pUjA-caityavaMdana-jApa-Arati Adi dvArA prabhubhaktimAM ja samayano sadupayoga kare che. vyAkhyAna zravaNano yoga hoya to vacce 1 klAka upAzrayamAM jAya. bAkI moTA bhAgano samaya prabhubhaktimAM vItAve che. te comAsAmAM jIvarakSArthe teo potAnuM gAma choDIne bIjA gAmamAM game tevA vyAvahArika prasaMgo hoya to paNa jatA nathI. eTaluM ja nahIM paraMtu potAnA gAmamAM paNa gharathI mAMDIne derAsara - upAzraya sudhInI zerI sivAya (bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje pa 84 N
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________________ MAAAAAAAAA anya zerImAM paNa jatA nathI .. nIcI draSTi karIne, IrSA samitanuM pAlana karatAM karatAM gajagAminI gatithI dhIratApUrvaka jinAlaye ke upAzraye jatA temane nihALavA e paNa lhAvo che! bolavAno prasaMga Ave tyAre mukha AgaLa rUmAlano upayoga rAkhIne bhASA samitinA upayoga pUrvaka khapa pUratuM ja bole ! vyAkhyAna vakhate AMkho baMdha rAkhIne khUba ja ekAgratA ane bhAvapUrvaka ekeka zabdanuM pAna kare !. kharekhara AvA dharmAtmA zrAvakaratnothI saMgha-zAsana-ane samAja paNa gauravavaMtA bane che. * emanA jIvanamAMthI sahu yathAzakti preraNA meLave e ja zubhAbhilASA. saranAmuM :saMghavI zrI zAmajIbhAI jakhubhAI gAlA mu. po. moTA AsaMbIA. tA. mAMDavI-kaccha pInaH 370485 - - - - - - - - - ra3H aneka saguNothI maghamaghAyamAna, dariyAvadila suzrAvaka zrI bAbubhAI (khImajIbhAI meghajI cheDA nisvArtha sevA jemano jIvanamaMtra che, zrI jinezvara paramAtmA pratye jemanI bhakti adbhuta che, jinAjJApAlaka sAdhu-sAdhvI bhagavaMto pratye jemanA aMtaramAM ananya zraddhA ane ahobhAva che, navakAra mahAmaMtra jemano zvAsaprANa che, kroDapati hovA chatAM vinamratA, saraLatA, saujanya, sAdagI, sevA saMyamaprema, sadA prasannatA, udAratA, vigere anekAneka saguNoe jemanA aMtaramAM sadAne mATe potAnA DerA-taMbU tANyA che, lAkho lokonA. lADIlA aneka sAdhu-saMtonA anugrahapAtra, sarvavirati dharma (sAdhupaNuM) svIkAravA mATe sadA talasatA evA zrAvakazreSTha zrI bAbubhAI meghajI cheDAnA guNone varNavavA mATe A klama khUba ja vAmaNI bhAse che. mULa kaccha-kAMDAgarAnA ane hAla muMbaI - carcageTamAM rahetA bAbubhAI bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo . 85 IS nonnnnnnnnnnn
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________________ cheDA (uM. va. 60 lagabhaga) koI nikTa mokSagAmI jIva hoya ema emanuM jIvana jonAra koIne paNa lAgyA vinA nahi rahe. dararoja savAre 4 vAgye UThIne 2 klAka sudhI navakAra mahAmaMtrano ekAgratacitte jApa temaja zrI arihaMta paramAtmAnuM dhyAna dhare che. tyArabAda jinAlayamAM jaIne prabhupUjA bhAvapUrvaka kare che. jinavANI zravaNano yoga hoya to acUka lAbha le. pote nitya ochAmAM ochuM byAsaNAnuM paccakkhANa kare che. temAM paNa phakta pAMca ja dravyathI vadhAre vAparatA nathI. ghI-dUdha tathA phrUTa ane mevAno sadAne mATe tyAga che paraMtu sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtone A badhI cIjo khUba ja bhAvapUrvaka vahorAve che. be-traNa vanaspati sivAya anya badhI lIlotarInA zAkano paNa tyAga che. zAka paNa bApheluM ja vApare che. navapadajInI zAzvatI oLInI ArAdhanA potAnI janmabhUmi kAMDAgarAmAM jaIne kare che tyAre dharmabhAvanAzIla aneka gAmAIo tathA paricitone potAnI sAthe teDI jaIne potAnA ghare ja AyaMbila karAvavAno lAbha le che. roja saMghapUjana kare tathA pAraNA karAvIne viziSTa koTInI prabhAvanA kare. pote utsAhathI navapadanI ArAdhanA kare ane anekane navapadanI ArAdhanAmAM joDe jethI kAMDAgarA jevA nAnA gAmamAM paNa khUba ja suMdara dharmajAgRti jovA maLe che. cAturmAsanA cAra mahinA daramyAna teo kacchamAM rahe che tyAre koIpaNa gaccha ke saMpradAyanA sAdhu - sAdhvIjI temanA gAmamAM birAjamAna hoya temanA darzanArthe jeTalA paNa sAdharmiko Ave temane AgrahapUrvaka potAnA ghare laI jAya ane khUba ja bhAvapUrvaka temanI sAdharmika bhakti kare. jo koI sAdharmika jamavA mATe AnAkAnI kare to bAbubhAI pote upavAsanuM paccakkhANa levA taiyAra thaI jAya. AvI che temanI sAdharmika bhaktinI prIti ! cAturmAsano prAraMbha thAya tenAthI pahelAM AkhA kacchamAM jyAM jyAM sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto birAjamAna hoya tyAM potAnI gADI laIne pahoMcI jAya ane temane kalpe tevA upakaraNo khUba ja bhAvapUrvaka vahorAvIne potAnI jAtane dhanya mAne. cAturmAsa daramyAna temaja zeSakALamAM paNa jyAre sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtono yoga hoya tyAre teo khUba ja bhaktibhAva pUrvaka potAnA ghare traNe TAIma gocarIno lAbha ApavA mATe vinaMti kare ane khUba ja ahobhAva pUrvaka supAtradAnano udAradile lAbha le. muMbaImAM bombe hospITalamAM temano amUlya phALo che. dareka dardIone teo navakAra mahAmaMtrano kArDa Ape ane jApa karavA bhalAmaNa kare. pote bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo = 86
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________________ tathA gharanA dareka vyaktio dardInI pUchaparacha karavA jAya tyAre navakAra mahAmaMtra saMbhaLAve. dardI mATe bhojanArthe TIphIna paNa temanA gharethI pahoMcADavAmAM Ave. AvI temanI niHsvArtha sevAvRttine lIdhe teo 'bAbubhAI bombe hospITalavALA'' tarIke prakhyAta thaI gayA che. hospITalanA DokTaro sahita tamAma sTApha temane devadUta tarIke bahumAnathI nihALe che. potAnA gharanuM bAMdhakAma karanAra majUrone bheTa rUpe sonAnI vIMTI ApIne temano AbhAra mAnatAM bAbubhAIe kahyuM ke- 'tame jo mane ghara bAMdhI ApyuM na hota to huM zuM karI zakta ? tame to mArA ghaNA ja upakArI cho !' Ama jIvamAtramAM zivatvane nihALanAra bAbubhAI lAkhonA dilamAM vasI jAya temAM Azcarya zuM ?.... temanAthI upakRta thayelA aneka dardIoe patro dvArA potAnA hRdayanA udgAra vyakta karyA che temAMthI eka vyaktie kAvya rUpe bAbubhAI pratye potAnI kRtajJatA abhivyakta karI che je nIce mujaba che. "dila jenuM darIyAva che, jenA guNono nahIM pAra; e bAbubhAI cheDAnA caraNamAM, vaMdana karuM huM vAraMvA2. -1 sevA kare che khaMtathI, bhale e raMka hoya ke rAya; savAra-sAMja nitya e, dardIne malavA jAya. sAdhu banavuM sahela che, bAbu banavuM muzkela; nikhAlasatA nayaNe jhare, jenA manamAM nathI mela, malaktA hoya e mAnavI, javAba Ape mITho; jIvato jAgato bhagavAna, meM bAbubhAImAM dITho. nirAdhArano AdhAra che, ane garIbono dAtAra; nAmanI nathI lAlasA, ane matalaba nathI lagAra. hospITalamAM hoMsathI, hAjara rahetA haMmeza; leMgho jhabhbho ane dhoLI TopI, sAdo emano veza. muMbaImAM moTapa maLe, ane videzamAM vaMcAya; kacchane gAmaDe gAmaDe, gujarAte paNa gavAya. muMbaI jevA zaheramAM, koNa kone pUche che ? paNa olIyo A avatArI, sahunA AMsu lUche che. -8 dhanya mAta-pitA kAMDAgarA gAma, jeNe bAbubhAIne janma dIdho; duHkhIyAnA duHkha bhAMgavA, manuSya janma lIdho. bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo = 87 -3 p -7 -2 W
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________________ ' bhacAu tAluko vAyA sAmakhIyArI, jaMgI mAruM gAma, nAgajI mahArAjano dIkaro, ne dayArAma mAruM nAma." -10 adhyAtmayogI, pa.pU. paMnyAsa pravara zrI bhadraMkaravijyajI ma.sA. tathA viziSTa navakAra sAdhaka 5.pU. paMnyAsa pravarazrI abhayasAgarajI ma.sA. nI nizrAmAM rahIne teozrInA mArgadarzana mujaba bAbubhAIe navakAra mahAmaMtranI viziSTa sAdhanA karI che ane Aje paNa emanI sAdhanA cAlu ja che. tenA pariNAme emane aneka avanavA anubhavo paNa thayA che. tethI ja teo asIma lokacAhanA vacce paNa anAsakta karmayogI jevuM jIvana jIvI rahyA che. emanI sevAkIya pravRttio temaja sAdhanAmAM temanA dharmapatnI zAntAbena temaja suputra mahendrabhAI vigereno paNa suMdara sahayoga che. temanuM saranAmuM nIce mujaba che. cheDA sadana-bIje mALe. je. TATA roDa, carcageTa-muMbaI 400000 phonaH 2042850/ 2853155 (ghara) 24: nIrogI hovA chatAM mAvajIva potAnA makAnathI bahAra na javAno saMkalpa karanAra, ajoDa ArAdhaka premajIbhAI (prema sansavAlA). kaccha-mundrA tAlukAnA kAMDAgarA gAmamAM suzrAvaka premajIbhAI (prema sansavAlA) adbhuta ArAdhanA dvArA jIvana dhanya banAvI gayA. anekone mATe preraNA rUpa banatA gayA. gata varSe ja aNasaNa pUrvaka, apUrva samAdhibhAvapUrvaka svargavAsI banelA premajIbhAI pote koTayAdhipati ane nIrogI zarIravALA hovA chatAM AtmasAdhanArthe temaNe chellA dazeka varSathI jIvana paryaMta kAMDAgarAmAM AvelA potAnA makAnathI bahAra na javAno saMkalpa karyo hato !! kevo haze emano adbhuta saMvarabhAva! kevI anokhI haze emanI AtmatRpti ane Atma mastI !!!... Aje aneka zrImaMto phakta moja-zokha ke pharavA mATe phorena jAya che. laMDana-perIsa ke hoMgakoMga jAya che. paraMtu jyAM sudhI AtmasaMtoSa nahi anubhavyo hoya tyAM sudhI duniyAnA khUNe khUNo pharI vaLavA chatAM ke AgaLa vadhIne caMdraloka upara jaIne zItalatA meLavavA mATenA vyartha prayatno karavA chatAM paNa sAcI zAMti ke zItalatAno anubhava zakya nahi bane. jyAre bIjIbAju jemaNe sAdhanA dvArA svAdhIna-sahaja Atmika AnaMdano anubhava karyo hoya che tevA kAja bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 88 P OST
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________________ ( AtmAo gharamAM ke jaMgalamAM vastImAM ke verAna pradezamAM, smazAnamAM ke guphAmAM game te jagyAe hoya to paNa sadAbahAra prasannatAnA mahA sarovaramAM jhIlI zake che !!! evA AtmAone "muDa lAvavA ke "mAInDa phesa' karavA mATe bahAra kyAMya pharavA ke rakhaDavA javAnI jarUra paDatI nathI ke TI.vI. viDiyo jevA koIpaNa kahevAtA manoraMjananA sAdhanonI parAdhInatA bhogavavI paDatI nathI. enuM pratyakSa udAharaNa rUpa premajIbhAI hatA. teo dhArata to potAnA baMgalAmAM leTesTamAM leTesTa tamAma prakAranA mojazokhanA sAdhano vasAvI zake tema hatA. chatAM paNa bAhya koIpaNa padArthamAM sukha nathI, sAcuM sukha to AtmAmAM che ane tene pragaTAvavA mATe sarvathA niHspRha thavAnI jarUra che evuM spaSTapaNe samajatA evA premajIbhAIe re potAnA gharanuM vAtAvaraNa upAzraya jevuM sAdagIpUrNa ane jJAna-darzana-cAritra rUpa ratnatrayInA upakaraNothI suzobhita ane pavitra banAvyuM hatuM. gharanI pratyeka dIvAlo upara AtmajAgRti preraka suvAkyo vAMcavA maLe. pote pauSadhakhaMDamAM pauSadhamAM ja rahetA. bhojanamAM ghaNI badhI cIjono varSothI pratijJApUrvaka tyAga hato jenuM vizeSa varNana temanA jIvana viSe bahAra paDela pustikA dvArA jANI zakAze. chellA ghaNA samayathI teo aThThamanA pAraNe aThThama ane pAraNAmAM ke paNa mAtra sAdA pAMca dravyothI ThAma covihAra ekAsaNuM ja karatA !! mIThA vagaranA bhAta. sAkara vinAnuM dUdha. caNA vigere pa dravyothI { teo ThAma covihAra ekAzaNuM karIne bIjA divasathI aThThamano prAraMbha karI ke detA!!! AvI ugra tapazcaryA karavA chatAM paNa temanI mukhamudrA upara jarApaNa glAni na hatI. balka adbhuta prasannatA ane anokhuM teja sadA jovA maLatuM. temano janma sthAnakavAsI ATha koTi nAnI pakSane anusaratA gharamAM thavA chatAM paNa teo derAvAsI sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto pratye paNa khUba ja Adara dharAvatA hatA ane temane paNa bhAvathI vahorAvatA hatA. viziSTa jIvadayAnA premI evA premajIbhAIe samasta jIvarAzi { sAthe lokottara premabhAva keLavIne potAnuM nAma ane jIvana sArthaka banAvyuM. temanA jIvanamAMthI sahu yathAzakti preraNA meLavI svajIvanane sArthaka banAve eja zubhecchA. ARANNOnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn Y bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 1 89 =
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________________ 25: navakAra mahAmaMtranA baLe kensarane kensala karAvatA dhIrajalAlabhAI khImajI gaMgara anAdikAlIna mahA bhayaMkara bhavarogane maTADavA mATe mahA dhanvaMtarI samAna navakAra mahAmaMtranA prabhAvathI kensara jevA asAghya gaNAtA bAhya rogo kensala thaI jAya temAM kazuM Azcarya nathI. paraMtu te mATe jarUrI che sAdhakanA hRdayanI bhadrika pariNAmitA ane ekAgratA pUrvakanI navakAra mahAmaMtra pratyenI sAcI zaraNAgati. AvI bhadriktA ekAgratA ane zaraNAgati dvArA navakAra mahAmaMtrane sidhdha karI avanavA AMtiraka anubhavonA AnaMdamAM ahoniza masta rahetA suzrAvakazrI dhIrajalAlabhAI khImajI gaMgara (uM. va. 50) dazeka varSa pahelAM saMsArapakSe temanA gAmanA (kaccha-merAunA) temaja saMbaMdhI evA munirAja zrIsarvodayasAgarajInI preraNAthI dharmamAM joDAyA. anukrame guruvaMdana ane caityavaMdanavidhinA sUtro zIkhyA bAda tenA arthano abhyAsa karatAM karatAM uvasaggaharaM stotranA artha vAMcatAM paramAtmAne karAtA namaskArano mahimA jANI atyaMta ahobhAva utpanna thayo. tyArabAda adhyAtmayogI pa.pU. paMnyAsa prava2zrI bhadraMkaravijyajI ma.sA. dvArA likhita navakAra mahAmaMtra aMgenuM pustaka temaja kastUra prakAzana TrasTa dvArA prakAzita ''jenA haiye zrI navakAra, tene karaze zuM saMsAra ?'' pustakamAM varNavAyela navakAra mahAmaMtra nA prabhAvane darzAvatA aneka arvAcIna dRSTAMto vAMcIne navakAra mahAmaMtra pratye ananya AkarSaNa utpanna thayuM. gurumukhethI navakAra mahAmaMtrane grahaNa karIne vidhipUrvaka teno jApa zarU karyo. hRdayanI sAhijaka bhadriktA-saralatA ane zradhdhAnA kAraNe jApamAM ekAgratA paNa sArI thatI. pariNAme thoDA samayamAM ja avanavA AMtarika anubhavonI zarUAta thaI. jApanA prabhAve dhIrajabhAIne koIvAra godohikA Asane to koI vAra kAussagga mudrAmAM ema judA judA svarUpe sAta vAra mahAvIra svAmI bhagavaMtanA sAkSAta svarUpe (mUrti rUpe nahi) darzana thayA. be vAra gautama svAmI gaNadhara bhagavaMtanA paNa sAkSAt svarUpe darzana thayA. manamAM je paNa IcchA ke saMklpa thAya te anAyAse tatkAla paripUrNa thavAnA anubhavo thavA lAgyA. manamAM kaMIpaNa prazna ke mUMjhavaNa thAya to derAsaramAM jaI navakAra mahAmaMtranuM smaraNa karI, prabhujIne bALakanI jema nikhAlasa hRdayathI prazna pUche to zrI ciMtAmaNi pArzvanAtha bhagavAna jANe sAkSAt vAto karatA hoya te bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo = 90
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________________ rIte praznonA javAba ApatA ane barAbara te pramANe ja banatuM. ekavAra ! kaMIka nimittavazAtu dharmapatnI divyAbena upara gusso karyA bAda dhIrajabhAI derAsaramAM pUjA karavA gayA to prabhujIe temane kahyuM ke pahelAM ghare jaIne re divyAbenane khamAvI Ava pachI ja tArI pUjAno svIkAra thaze." ane kharekhara dhIrajabhAIe tema karyuM tyAre ja temanI pUjAno svIkAra thayo !" eka vakhata mahArASTramAM DIgrasamAM 18 abhiSeka prasaMge dhIrajabhAI gayA hatA. temane vicAra Avyo ke prabhubhaktinA AvA zubha prasaMgomAM to deva-devIo paNa padhAratA hoya che. to mane temanA darzana thAya to sAruM ane re IcchA thatAMnI sAthe ja be devIonA temane darzana thayA. sAthe prabhujInA paNa sAkSAt darzana thayA. devIonuM rUpa adbhuta hatuM, paraMtu prabhujInuM svarUpa to huM temanA karatAM anekAnekagaNuM ati adbhuta hatuM .. eka vakhata dharmapatnI divyAbene temane pUchayuM ke paMtanagaramAM hAla nAnakaDuM ghara derAsara che tenI jagyAe moTuM jinAlaya kyAre baMdhAze ? navakAra jApanA prabhAve dhIrajabhAIe jaNAvyuM ke '3 mahinAmAM ane kharekhara tema ja thayuM!.. AvA AvA to aneka avanavA anubhavo temane thatA rahe che, jenuM vigatavAra varNana karavA jatAM to kadAca svataMtra pustaka taiyAra thaI jAya. saM. 2050nA cAturmAsamAM nAraNapurA (amadAvAda) mAM tathA saM. 2051nA cAturmAsamAM vaDodarAmAM dhIrajalAlabhAI amArI pAse AvyA hatA tyAre nikhAlasatApUrvaka AvA keTalAka anubhavo raju karyA hatA. temAMthI navakAra prabhAve eka munirAjanuM kensaranuM asAdhya darda kevI rIte kensala thayuM teno romAMcaka anubhava ApaNe dhIrajalAlabhAInA zabdomAM ja vAMcIzuM. "saM. 2049mAM zeSakALamAM paMtanagara (muMbaI ghATakopara) nA ; tapAgacchIya upAzrayamAM vadhamAnataponidhi pa.pU. A. bha. zrI vijya bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA samudAyanA pa.pU. paM. zrI jayatilaka vijyajI ma.sA. nA ziSya pU. munirAja zrI tribhuvanatilaka vijyajI ma.sA. padhAryA. temane gaLAmAM bIjA sTejanuM bhayaMkara kensara hatuM. temanI zuzruSA mATe pU. munizrI haMsaratnavijyajI ma.sA. (pU. munizrI tattvadarzanavijyajI ma. : sAM. nA bhAI ma.sA.) sAthe hatA. kensaranI bhayaMkara pIDA hovA chatAM pU. munizrI tribhuvanatilakavijyajI ma.sA. koIpaNa jAtanI davA levA taiyAra na hatA. temanA guru mahArAja temaja saMsArI saMbaMdhIo tathA saMghanA aneka AgevAnonI nannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo . 91
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________________ Annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn samajAvaTa tathA AgrahabharI vinaMti hovA chatAM teo davA levA saMmata thatA. na hatA. vadhu jIvavAnI AzA temaNe choDI dIdhI hatI. mArA dharmapatnI divyAbenane A vAtanI khabara paDatAM temaNe mane kahyuM che ke, "tame ma.sA.ne davA levA mATe saMmata karI Apo." meM kahyuM, "bhale." 2 divasa sudhI meM navakAra mahAmaMtranuM smaraNa karyuM. trIje divase navakAra prabhAve che aMta phuraNA thaI ke -'tame hamaNAM ja upAzrayamAM jAo. tame kahezo tema ma.sA. karaze." huM pU. munizrI haMsaratnavijyajI ma.sA. pAse gayo ane badhI vAta karI. temaNe mane kahyuM ke, tamAre 'nA' sAMbhaLavI hoya to bhale davA levAnI vAta karajo." tyArabAda huM pU. munizrI tribhuvanatilaka vijyajI ma.sA. pAse gayo ane temane kahyuM ke- "ma. sA., Apane nukazAna na thAya ane phAyado thAya tema ke hoya to karo ke nahi? nukazAna ame bhogavIzuM ane phAyado thAya te ApanA mATe.." ma.sA. e kahyuM ke, hA, bhale ! tyAre meM kahyuM ke, "Apane kudaratI upacAra (necaropathI) nA DokTara tapAsavA mATe Avaze. Apa temane tapAsavA mATe saMmati Apajo.' ma.sA.e kahyuM, "bhale, paraMtu huM pezAba nahi pIuM.' meM kahyuM, "bhale.' Ama navakAra mahAmaMtranA smaraNanA prabhAve ma.sA. DokTarI tapAsa mATe saMmata thayA te jANI pU. munizrI haMsaratnavijyajI ma.sA.ne paNa khUba ja navAI lAgI. tyArabAda meM "mAnavamitra' nA upanAmathI suprasidhdha suzrAvaka zrI valabhajIbhAIne phonathI badhI vAta jaNAvI. temanI bhalAmaNathI trIje divase Do. ajaya zAha AvyA. ma.sA.ne tapAsIne kudaratI upacAra lakhI ApyA. paraMtu bIje divase ma.sA. e upacAra karavAnI nA pADI dIdhI. pU. haMsaratnavijayajI ma.sA. e mane paDakAratAM kahyuM ke- "ma.sA. to che upacAra karAvavAnI nA pADe che to kyAM gayo tamArA navakAra smaraNano prabhAva? - be divasano samaya mAMgyo. ravi-soma be divasa pharI navakAra jApamAM lIna banyo. AvA muMjhavaNabhaya prasaMgomAM mArA mitra bhagavAna zrI ciMtAmaNi meM bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo . 92 ON
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________________ - - ----- -----------******** * ********** pArzvanAtha prabhujI mane anekavAra mArgadarzana ApatA. A prasaMge paNa prabhue mane jaNAvyuM ke - " 2 divasamAM ma.sA. 'hA' pADaze.' ane kharekhara bIjA divase eka kacchI zrAvaka jeo jagaDUzAnagaramAM rahetA hatA teo kudaratI upacAra dvArA kensaramAMthI sAjA thayelA eka sajjanane lAvyA ane ma.sA.ne samajAvatAM temaNe hA pADI dIdhI !!!. . kudaratI upacAra zarU thayA.. Do. ajaya zAhe 6 mahinAno samaya Apyo. paraMtu navakAre 9 mahinAnI mudata jaNAvI ane kharekhara 9 mahinA ja lAgyA ! dravyathI kudaratI upacAranI sAthe sAthe bhAva upacAra tarIke mAro navakAra jApa cAlu ja hato. dararoja ghare besIne 1 bAdhI navakAravALIno jApa karIne mArA hAtha dvArA sapheda kiraNono eka ma.sA.nA gaLAne Apato. 3 mahinA pasAra thayA. tyAre Do. ajaya zAha pote bimAra hovAthI ma.sA.ne tapAsavA mATe AvI na zakyA. saMghanA AgevAnoe DokTarane bolAvI lAvavA mArA upara dabANa karyuM. eTale huM DoMbIvalI gayo. tyAM Do. ajaya zAha sakhata tAvamAM hatA. meM navakAra mahAmaMtranuM smaraNa karyuM ane sauthI moTA DokTara mahAvIra prabhunuM dhyAna dharyuM. prabhunA darzana thayA. ' meM kahyuM - prabhu! ApanA ziSya bimAra che. Apa to parama dhanaMtarI cho to kaMIka davA Apo.' karuNAnidhAna prabhue sapheda vATakImAM sapheda malama ApyuM. meM dhyAnAvasthAmAM ja e malama ma.sA.nA gaLA upara bhAvathI lagADayo ane kharekhara 50 TakA pIDA ochI thaI gaI !... bIje divase paNa e ja rIte navakAra smaraNa pUrvaka prabhunuM dhyAna dharatAM prabhue sapheda vATakImAM malama ApyuM. meM kahyuM - "prabhu Apa ja ApanA varada haste ma.sA.ne malama lagADI Apo. mane barAbara khabara na paDe. ane kharekhara prabhue svahaste malama lagADI ApyuM te meM spaSTa joyuM .. ane thoDI vAramAM sojA tathA pIDA adrazya thaI gayA. kensaranI gAMTha nAnI thatI gaI. 6 mahinA pachI ma.sA. e cAtumAsArthe mATuMgA tarapha vihAra karyo. mATuMgAmAM cAturmAsa daramyAna tyAMnA TrasTI suzrAvaka zrI paMkajabhAI, re DokTaranI salAha mujaba ma.sA.nI sevA karatA hatA. kula 9 mahinA sAravAra thaI. have gAMTha caNAnI dALa jevaDI nAnakaDI thaI gaI hatI ane pIDA paNa dUra nAna ka DaLanamananananananananana+nananananana bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo . 93
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________________ thaI gaI hatI tethI davA temaja jApa baMdha karela. 6 mahinA pachI pharI duHkhAvo zarU thatAM temaNe mAro saMparka sAdhyo. meM punaH navakAra jApa zarU karyo ane DokTaranI salAha mujaba pa0 TakA anna tathA 50 TakA phrUTa upara rahevAnuM nakkI thayuM. saM. 2051 nA akSaya tRtIyAnA divase Do. ajaya zAha ma.sA.ne tapAsavA AvyA ane have kensara tadna kensala thaI gayuM che evuM nidAna lakhI ApyuM !!!'' [ prastuta dRSTAMtamAM mahAvIra svAmI bhagavAna, ciMtAmaNi pArzvanAtha bhagavAna tathA gautama svAmInA sAkSAt svarUpe darzana thavA, prabhu dvArA praznonA uttara maLavA, davA maLavI vigere vAto vAMcIne koIpaNa budhdhijIvI vyaktine svAbhAvika rIte prazna thaze ja ke A badhuM zI rIte saMbhavI zake ? kAraNa ke paramAtmA vItarAga hoya che tathA teo niraMjana nirAkAra svarUpe sidhdhazilA upara birAjamAna che tethI temanuM Agamana vigere kevI rIte ghaTI zake ? ItyAdi. A praznonuM samAdhAna nIce mujaba rIte vicArI zakAya. eka to A vAto karanAra AtmA ekadama bhadrika pariNAmI niSkapaTI-nikhAlasa che tethI temanI vAtone asatya kahIne uDADI nAkhavA jevI nathI ja. bIjuM temane eka nahi paraMtu anekAneka prasaMgomAM dhyAnAvasthAmAM je pramANe prabhujI taraphathI pratyuttara maLyA che te pramANe ja banyuM che eTale e anubhavone mAtra mananI kalpanA, bhramaNA ke mithyA AbhAsa kahIne paNa upekSaNIya gaNI zakAya nahi. eTale AvA anubhavono samanvaya e rIte vicArI zakAya ke mahAmaMtranA jApa temaja sAdhakanI hRdayanIzuddhi AdithI AkarSAyelA koI zAsanadeva sAdhakanI zradhdhAne sudRDha banAvavA mATe temaja mahAmaMtrano prabhAva phelAvavA mATe tevA tevA dRzyo sAdhakane dekhADe ane vividha rIte sAdhakane sahAya karatA hoya tethI AvuM banI zake. bIjuM ApaNI buddhinI maryAdA hoya che. tethI AvI keTalIya atIndriya vAto buddhi gamya ke tarkagamya nahi paraMtu zradhdhAgamya hoya che. AtmAnI anaMta zaktio - labdhio tathA sidhdhio zAstromAM jaNAvI che. eTale viziSTa koTinA sAdhako saMkmasidhdha hoI zake che. teo je pramANe dhAre ke saMklpa yA IcchA kare te pramANe prakRti temane sahayoga Ape che. tethI paNa AvuM banI zake che temAM jarApaNa asaMbhavokti ke atizayokti mAnavAne kAraNa nathI. bIjA paNa keTalAka viziSTa sAdhakone AvA prakAranA anubhavo Aje bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo = 94 -
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________________ paNa thatA hovAnuM temanA ja zrImukhethI sAMbhaLyuM che. eTale AvI AMtarika anubhavonI vAtone haMbaga mAnIne hasI nAkhavA karatAM zradhdhApUrvaka svIkArIne niSThApUrvakanI sAdhanA dvArA pote paNa tevA prakAranI anubhUtio meLavavA mATe taTastha vicArazIla samaju AtmAoe kaTibadhdha banavuM joIe. AvA atIndriya anubhavonI satya vAto paNa nAhaka koInA vAda-vivAda, zaMkA-kuzaMkA ke kutarkanuM nimitta kAraNa na bane te mATe ja moTA bhAganA sAdhako AvA anubhavo sadguru yA koI zradhdhALu supAtra jIva sivAya koIne jaldI jaNAvavAnuM TALe che. tema chatAM anya sAdhakone sAdhanAmAM savizeSa protsAhana maLe tathA taTastha vicArakone madhyasthabuddhithI vicAravAnuM zubha AlaMbana maLe tevA zubha AzayathI ATalA khulAsA sAthe A vAto atre raju karI che. dhIrajalAlabhAInA dharmapatnI suzrAvikAzrIdivyAbena paNa dararoja 3 bAdhI navakAravALI niyamita gaNe che. temanI bhAvanA 8 kroDavAra namo arihaMtANaM'' padanA jApanI che ! teo ratnatrayI grupanA upakrame anekavidha satkAryo guptapaNe karatA ja rahe che. jemaNe jiMdagImAM kadI pAlitANAnI yAtrA karI na hoya tevA 240 jaNAne kacchamAMthI pAlitANAnI yAtrA karAvI. aneka pAThazALAonA zikSaka-zikSikAone pUjAnI joDa ApI tathA pAlitANAnI yAtrA karAvI. saM. 2052 mAM 100 sAdharmikone pAlitANAmAM cAturmAsika ArAdhanA mATenuM Ayojana goThavyuM. A uparAMta paNa aneka ThekANe gupta sAdharmika sahAya, anukaMpA dAna, sAmUhika 24mo tathA vividha tIrthayAtrAnA Ayojano teo avAra navA2 goThavatA rahe che. temanA suputra kamalakumAre paNa 30 divasamAM byAsaNA pUrvaka 1 lAkha navakAra jApanuM anuSThAna karyuM. 8 mA dhoraNanI parIkSA bAda vekezanano sadupayoga karavA mATe roja 30-35 bAMdhI mALAno jApa karyo. 2 pratikramaNa sUtro kaMThastha karyA che. roja jinapUjA tathA 2 bAMdhI mALAno jApa acUka kare che. suputrI premalakumArI paNa roja 5 bAMdhI navakAravALIno jApa kare che. Ama dhIrajabhAInA gharanA badhA sabhyo navakAranI ArAdhanAmAM lIna che. eTaluM ja nahIM paNa dhIrajabhAI jyAM paNa jAya tyAM anekAneka AtmAone vidhipUrvaka navakAra jApano mahimA samajAvI navakAra mahAmaMtranI ArAdhanAmAM joDatA rahe che. ekavAra to dhI2jabhAIne rUbaru maLIne temanA zrImukhe ja navakAranA anubhavo sAMbhaLavA jevA che. bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo = 95
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________________ annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn dhIrajabhAInuM saranAmuM nIce mujaba che. dhIrajalAla khImajI gaMgara 118/ 3424 paMtanagara . ghATakopara (pUrva)-muMbaI 400075 phonaH 511433/5115678 26 navakoDa navakAranA ArAdhaka prANalAlabhAI lavajI zAha saurASTramAM dhrAMgadhrAmAM rahetA prANalAlabhAI (uM. va. 66) e B.sc. sudhI vyAvahArika abhyAsa karyo che. pahelAM anAjano holaselano dhaMdho tathA nANA dhIravAno vyavasAya karatA teo chellA 13 varSathI nivRtta jIvana gALe adhyAtmayogI pa.pU. AcArya bhagavaMtazrI vijyakalApa-rIrajI ma.sA.nI preraNAthI chellA sAteka varSathI teo navakAra mahAmaMtranI ArAdhanAmAM savizeSapaNe joDAyA che. - uttarottara jApamAM abhirUci vadhatAM hAla teo roja 13-14 kalAka navakAra mahAmaMtrano jApa kare che. - savAre 3 vAgyAthI mAMDIne sAMje 7 vAgyA sudhImAM AhAra-vihAra tathA jinapUjA sivAyano lagabhaga badho samaya teo navakAra mahAmaMtranA jApamAM ja vyatIta kare che. jema jema jApanI saMkhyA vadhatI gaI tema tema keTalAka mithyAdraSTi vyaMtara devo jApa choDAvavA mATe jAta jAtanA pratikULa temaja anukULa upasaga karavA lAgyA. bhayaMkara sarpa vigere dekhADI temane jApa choDI devA mATe dhamakIo ApavA lAgyA to kyAreka svarUpavatI mahilAone dekhADI temane calAyamAna karavA prayatna karavA lAgyA. paraMtu uparokta AcArya bhagavaMta temaja mahAtapasvI pa.pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrImad vijaya himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. nA mArgadarzana mujaba teo DaryA vinA jApamAM makkama rahyA che. pariNAme Akhare mithyAvRSTi devonuM jora kaMIpaNa cAlatuM nathI. . eka vakhata koI jhADa nIce laghuzaMkA karatAM tyAM rahelo halakI koTino baMtara (jInAta) temane khUba ja herAna karavA lAgyo. paraMtu munizrI baharanA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo . 96
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________________ WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn zAMticaMdrasAgarajI ma.sA.nI preraNA mujaba anya koIpaNa upAya na karatAM prANalAlabhAIe navakAra mahAmaMtrano jApa cAlu rAkhyo. Akhare eka divasa jinAta kahevA lAgyo ke - "navakAra maMtrano tApa huM jIravI zakto nathI. jANe baLIne bhasma thato houM tevo dAha thAya che tethI huM jAuM chuM" ema kahIne sadAne mATe te upadrava karato baMdha thaI gayo! jema mithyAdraSTi vyaMtara devo jApathI calita karavA mATe upasarga karatA rahyA che tema bIjI bAju aneka samyagdaSTi zAsana deva-devIonA paNa jApa ! daramyAna prANalAlabhAIne darzana thatA rahyA che. atyAra sudhImAM cakezvarI, padmAvatI, mahAkAlI, lakSmI, sarasvatI vigere devIo temaja mANibhadra, ghaMTAkarNa, kALabhairava, baTuka bhairava vigere devoe jApa daramyAna temane darzana ApyA che. te badhAe temanA jApanI khUba khUba anumodana karI che. koIka devoe temanI parIkSA karavA mATe pralobhano paNa dekhADyA che. paraMtu teo lalacAyA nathI ane koIpaNa bhautika vastuonI mAgaNI kadIpaNa deva-devIo pAse karI nathI. tethI devo vadhu prasanna thayA che. potAne kyA divase kevo anubhava thayo tenI noMdha paNa prANalAlabhAIe karI che temaja roja keTalo jApa thayo tenI gaNatarI paNa teo noMdhatA rahe che te amane batAvI. temanA pitAzrIe paNa savA kroDa navakAra jApa karela. temaNe paNa devalokamAMthI AvI prANalAlabhAIne darzana ApyA ane jApa badala khUba ja prasannatA vyakta karI. temanA paricita bIjA paNa keTalAka AtmAo che svargavAsI banyA che temaNe paNa darzana ApyA che. keTalIka vAra devoe temanI upara gulAbanA puSponI vRSTi, amIvRSTi vigere paNa karI che. navakAra mahAmaMtranA jApanA prabhAve thayelA AvA anekavidha Adhidaivika anubhavonuM varNana vAMcIne sAmAnya mAnavIne jarUra Azcaryano anubhava thAya. paraMtu viziSTa Atma-sAdhakone AmAM jarApaNa Azcarya thatuM nathI. teo to AdhyAtmika anubhUtine mahattva Ape che. navakAra jApa dvArA viziSTa AdhyAtmika anubhUtio jarUra thaI zake paraMtu e mATe paMca parameSThI bhagavaMtonuM adbhuta AtmasvarUpa gurugamathI temaja sadavAMcanathI jANIne evuM potAnuM nirmaLa AtmasvarUpa anubhavavAnA cokkasa ane spaSTa layapUrvaka jApa karavAmAM Ave e khAsa jarUrI che. tA. 29/196 nA roja dhrAMgadhrAmAM savAre lA thI 1nA vyAkhyAna bAda prANalAlabhAIe jApanA prabhAve theyalA Adhidaivika anubhavonI nikhAlasabhAve rajuAta amArI pAse karI tyAre temanuM lakSya uparokta dizAmAM vALavA mATe vinamra prayatna karyo che. kALa paripakva thatAM dravya navakAra bhAva navakAramAM cokkasa pariNamaze temAM zaMkA nathI. bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje pa 97 NE tamanannnnnn
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________________ - vyAkhyAna zravaNano yoga hoya to prANalAlabhAI jarUra teno lAbha le che che. tathA comAsAmAM samUha pratikramaNamAM paNa teo joDAya che. chellA pa varSathI navapadanI AyaMbilanI oLInI ArAdhanA varSamAM be vAra teo kare che tathA mahinAmAM 6-7 AyaMbila kare che. chuTaka 500 AyaMbila karavAnI temanI bhAvanA che. atyAra sudhImAM 4 aThThAI tathA 13 aThThama paNa temaNe karela che. "kacchamitra" nA mAjI menejara jamanAdAsabhAI panAjI vorAnA suputrI guNavaMtIbena temanA dharmapatnI che. teo paNa roja 10 bAdhI navakAravALIno jApa kare yoga asaMkhya jinavara kahyA, navapada mukhya te jANo re" e zAstrAnusArI paMkita mujaba jinezvara bhagavaMtoe AtmAnI mukti mATe asaMkhya upAyo batAvyA che. temAMthI potapotAnI rUci anusAra koI ekAda yogane pradhAnapaNe ArAdhIne tathA bIjA yogo pratye sApekSabhAva rAkhIne aneka AtmAo tarI gayA che. tema prastuta draSTAMtamAM prANalAlabhAI mukhyatve navakAra mahAmaMtranA japayogane pradhAnapaNe ArAdhI rahyA che ane jinapUjA, vyAkhyAnazravaNa, pratikramaNa, tapazcaya Adi anya yogo pratye paNa temano sApekSabhAva draSTigocara thAya che. A DrAMtamAMthI preraNA meLavIne sahu jIvo aciMtya ciMtAmaNi navakAra mahAmaMtranI samyaka prakAre ArAdhanA karIne nikaTamokSagAmI bano e ja maMgala bhAvanA. prANalAlabhAInuM saranAmuM nIce mujaba che. prANalAlabhAI lavajI zAha nAnI bajAra mu. po. dhrAMgadhrA ji. surendranagara (gujarAta) pInaH 363310 27: zrI RSimaMDala mahAstotranA viziSTa sAdhaka kAMtilAlabhAI kezavalAla saMghavI viziSTa kakSAnA sAdhaka mahApuruSanI kRpAthI maLelA mArgadarzana mujaba jyAre koI zraddhALu zrAvaka paNa akhaMDapaNe vidhipUrvaka sAdhanA kare che tyAre (baharanA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 98
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________________ A A A teo sAdhanA mArge kevI adbhuta siddhio pAmI zake che te ApaNe nIcenA vRSTAMtamAMthI joIzuM. mULa mAMDalanA vatanI paraMtu chellA 19 varSothI surendranagaramAM rahetA suzrAvaka zrI kAMtilAlabhAI kezavalAla saMghavI (u. va. 61) jyAre 28 varSanI uMmaranA hatA tyAre mAMDalamAM temanA gharamAMthI keTalIka vAra ApoApa dhUpanI viziSTa sugaMdha AvatI hatI. A aMge mArgadarzana meLavavA mATe te vakhate tyAM vidyamAna pU. munirAja zrIsubodhavijayajI ma. sA. bhAbharavAlA pU. A. zrI zAMticaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nA samudAyanA) pAse teo gayA. ma. sA. sArA sAdhaka hatA. temaNe thoDIvAra AMkho mIMcIne pachI kahyuM ke "SamaMDala stotranI ArAdhanA karo." tyArabAda kAMtilAlabhAIe temanA mArgadarzana mujaba 8 mahinA sudhI rAtribhojana tyAga vigere lagabhaga vIseka jeTalA niyamonI maryAdApUrvaka niyata sthAna tathA niyata samaye akhaMDapaNe zrI RSimaMDala stotrapATha (102 gAthA) tathA tenA maMtra jApanI sAdhanA karI. e sAdhanA daramyAna temane calAyamAna karavA mATe aneka prakAranA pratikULa temaja anukULa upasargo thayA. dA. ta. kyAreka temanA zarIramAM bhayaMkara baLatarA thAya to kyAreka temanI cAre bAju sAkSAtu agni pragaTI jAya, kyAreka ajagara AkhA zarIre vIMTaLAI vaLe to kyAreka tIkSNa bhAlAo potAnI sAme dhasI AvatA dekhAya. kyAreka deva-devInA nATaka ke nRtya paNa dekhAya. paraMtu ma. sA. e temane agAuthI jaNAvI dIdheluM hoya ke AvA prakArano upasarga thaze temAM jarApaNa gabharAvuM ke calAyamAna thavuM nahIM. tethI teo jarApaNa gabharAyA vinA sAdhanAmAM lIna rahetA. pariNAme zrI RSimaMDala stotramAM jaNAvela che te mujaba trIjA mahine temane jAjvalyamAna tejomaya zrI jinabiMbanA darzana thayA !!. bIjA paNa keTalAka viziSTa anubhavo thayA. keTalIka vAra sAdhanA daramyAna sonerI ke rUperI akSaromAM keTalAka sAMketika vAkyo ke keTalAka praznonA pratyuttaro baMdha AMkhe jANe ke TI.vI. jotA hoya te rIte dekhAtA. chellA 33 varSamAM phakta eka ja divasanA apavAdane bAda karatAM temanI sAdhanA akhaMDita paNe cAlu che. temanA pitAzrInA avasAnanA divase saMyogavazAt temanI sAdhanA eka divasa na thaI zakI te vAta Aje paNa temane khUba khaTake che. hAla paNa roja savAre 4 thI 8 daramyAna teo niyamita rIte nIce mujaba sAdhanA kare che. savAre 4 vAgye UThIne rAA thI pA zrIpArzvanAtha ke bhagavAna ke zrI sImaMdhara svAmI vItarAga paramAtmAnuM dhyAna siddhAsanamAM A pa bhASa bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjou 99 NNN
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________________ nnnNNNNN besIne kare che. te vakhate baMne hAtha joDIne daya ke lalATa sanmukha addhara rAkhe che che. ane paramAtmAnI vItarAga mudrA ane vItarAgatAne bhAvapUrvaka vaMdanA karatA hoya ke potAnI jAtane prabhu pratye samarpita karatA hoya te rIte lagabhaga pacAseka miniTa sthira rahe che te vakhate temane apUrva AnaMda anubhavAya che. A dhyAna vakhate temanI AsapAsa tejovalaya temaja mastakanI pAchaLa bhAmaMDalanI jema tejanuM vartuLa racAya che je tyAM hAjara rahelA bIjA aneka AtmAoe najare joyela che. temanI anumati lIdhA vinA koIpaNa AtmA sAdhanA vakhate temanI pAse besavAnI hiMmata karI zake nahi evo e sAdhanAno pratApa hoya che. pA thI 6 sudhI zrI RSimaMDala stotrapATha temaja teno maMtrajApa karyA bAda derAsaramAM jaIne jinapUjA kare che. pachI 7 thI 8 daramyAna bhaktAmara stotrapATha, vardhamAna zakrastava pATha, navakAra mahAmaMtranI mALA, uvasaggaharanI ra mALA tathA 5 hrIM zrIM ahaM namaH temaja OM hrIM ahaM namaH no jApa temaja vItarAgaprabhunuM dhyAna kare che. kyAreka bahAragAma javAnuM thAya to savAre 2- rAA vAgye vahelA UThIne paNa potAno nityakrama teo acUka sAcavI le che. sAdhanAmAM akhaMDita niyamitatA e bahu ja mahattvano bhAga bhajave che. thoDA varSa pUrve sAdhanAmAMthI UThatI vakhate uparathI divya sugaMdhI sopArI paDI ane tyArabAda maLelA saMketa mujaba tenuM dUdha ane pANIthI prakSAla karatAM bIje divase e havaNa jala sugaMdhI ghI rUpe pariNamI gayuM. lagabhaga 2 varSa sudhI e divya sopArI temanA ghare rahI ane tenA haraNa ka jalathI kensara jevI asAdhya bimArIo dUra thavA vigerenA aneka prasaMgo nyA. tyArabAda kAMtibhAIne acAnaka thoDA divasa mATe muMbaI javAnuM thatAM gharamAM rahela e sopArInI niyamita vAsakSepa pUjA vigere thaI zakyA nahIM tethI e sopArImAM kANuM paDI gayuM ane teno prabhAva paNa ocho thaI gayo. ! jethI eka sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtanA mArgadarzana mujaba tene kUvAmAM padharAvI dIdhI !... kAMtilAlabhAIe agAu uparokta pU. munirAjazrInA mArgadarzana mujaba eka vAra aTTama sAthe 8 hajAra jApa aiSimaMDala maMtranA karyA hatA. bIjIvAra polA aThThama sAthe 8 hajAra jApa temaja traNa vAra 3-3 ekAsaNA pUrvaka 8-8 hajAra jApa karyA hatA. taduparAMta zaMkhezvara tIrthamAM rahIne 3 divasa ekAsaNA pUrvaka uvasaggahara stotrano 1008 vAra jApa karyo hato. temaja bIjI vAra zaMkhezvaramAM 3 ekAzaNApUrvaka 12 hajAra vAra padmAvatI mAtAno jApa karela tyAre temanA ghare temanA dharmapatnI suzrAvikA zrI (bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje pa 100N
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________________ puSpAbenane paNa padmAvatI- mAtAnA darzana thayA hatA ! ekavAra rasoyaNabAI tarIke temaja bIjIvAra kAmavALI bAI tarIke paNa padmAvatI mAtAe temane darzana ApyA hatA !... be varSa agAu kAMtilAlabhAIne kuMDalinI jAgaraNano eka viziSTa anubhava thayela. nAbhicakramAM Dhama...Dham...m... e rIte jorathI DholakanAda thavA sAthe AkhuM zarIra uchaLavA lAgyuM. tyArabAda hRdayacakra (anAhata cakra)mAM huM..........e jAtano anAhata nAda zarU thaI gayo je Aje paNa cAlu che paraMtu kAMtilAlabhAI e tarapha lakSa na ApatAM zrI vItarAga prabhunA dhyAnamAM ja lIna rahe che !... temane trIjA bhave mahAvidehakSetramAMthI mokSano paNa viziSTa saMketa prApta thayela che !!!... bhUmiparIkSA vigere keTalIka viziSTa zaktio paNa sAdhanAnA prabhAve ADapedAza rUpe prApta thayela che. teno upayoga mukhyatve teo zAsananA kAryomAM ja kare che. kAMtilAlabhAInI pratyakSa mulAkAta surendranagaramAM 2 varSa agAu thayela. pharI tA. 29/4/97nA roja zaMkhezvara tIrthamAM temanI mulAkAta thatAM praznottarI dvArA jANelI vigata atre raju karI che. temAMthI preraNA meLavIne AtmasAdhanAnA lakSyapUrvaka gurugama dvArA vItarAgaprabhunuM dhyAna, navakAra mahAmaMtrAdino sAttvika jApa temaja viziSTa stotrapATha dvArA prabhubhaktinA mArge akhaMDitapaNe utsAhapUrvaka AgaLa vadhIne sahu zIghra samyagdarzanAdi Atmika guNone prApta karI muktinA adhikArI bane e ja zubhAbhilASA. dunyavI sukha - duHkhanA prazno mATe AvA sAdhakonI Atma sAdhanAmAM koIe vikSepa pADavo nahIM ke mAtra kutUhalavRttithI prazno pUchIne AvA AtmAono amUlya samaya koIe veDaphavo nahIM e khAsa namra sUcanA sahue sadaiva acUka lakSamAM rAkhavA yogya che. saranAmuM :- kAMtilAlabhAI kezavalAla saMghavI, 4 kizora sosAyaTI dezaLa bhagatanI vAvanI pAse, surendranagara, pIna - 363001 phonaH 02752 - 23523- ghare 0 25525 - ophisa 28 : 211 upavAsanI tapazcaryA karanAra hIrAcaMdabhAI ratanasIM mANeka adhyAtmanI jhaMkhanA mAnavIne aMtaranI keDIe dorI jAya che. ghaNIvAra AkhI duniyAmAM bhamato mAnavI potAnA bhItarathI ajANa hoya bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo = 101 Ming
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________________ che. caMdranI dharatI para utarelA mAnavIne ghaNIvAra hRdayanI dharatInI bhALa nathI hotI. aMtaranA bhAvone jANavA mATe ane anaMta IcchAothI bharelA manane nAthavA mATenuM amogha zastra che- tapa. tapa karanAra IcchAo upara aMkuza pAme che. jIvanamAM AvatI muzkelIone e samabhAvathI sahana karI zake che. enA azubha karmone tapa dvArA bALI zake che. AthI tapane eka adbhuta jaDIbuTTI kahevAmAM AvI che. jene sUMghatAM ja eka bhayaMkara nAga (mana) ane pAMca nAgaNIo (Indriyo) mRtyu pAme che. (vaza thaI jAya che.). adhyAtmane mArge cAlatI vyakita tapa dvArA Atmazuddhi sAdhe che. jagatanA pratyeka dharmamAM eka yA bIjI rIte A tapano mahimA gavAyo che. emAM AtmakalyANa ane vizva kalyANa baMne eka sAthe joDAyelA che. kacchanA sujApura gAmanA vatanI zrI hIrAcaMdabhAI ratanasIMbhAI cheDA vyApAra arthe cheka kerAlAnA kalikaTamAM jaIne vasyA. kacchathI seMkaDo mAIla dUra rahetA hovA chatAM hIrAcaMdabhAInA hRdayamAM jaina dharmanI unnata bhAvanAo eTalI ja jaLavAyelI rahI. I.sa. 1937 nI 12mI sapTembare janmelA hIrAcaMdabhAIne pitA ratanasIMbhAI pAsethI dharmanA saMskAro maLyA. gujarAtathI ATale dUra vasyA hovA chatAM A khamIravaMtA dharmaniSTha mAnavIe dharma ArAdhanA cAlu rAkhI. I.sa. 1974 thI dara varSe paryuSaNamAM ATha upavAsathI mAMDIne 9, 11, 16, 32, 35 upavAsa sudhI tapazcaryA karI. 16 mahinA sudhI chaThThanA pAraNe chaThTha karyA. 25 jeTalI AyaMbilanI oLIo karI. tapa karatI vakhate emaNe kyAreya potAnA kartavyamAM kazI cUka karI nathI. potAnA vyavasAyanuM kAma niyamitapaNe kare ane sAthosAtha tapazcaryA cAlu ja hoya. dhagazabhera sAmAjika kAryo kare ane kyAreka ema karatAM ukALeluM pANI pIvAno samaya na maLe to paNa cAle. jIvanamAM tapa dvArA aMtaranI keDIe AgaLa vadhatA jAya ane bIjI bAju jIvana nirvAha karatA jAya. emAM paNa gayA varSe 4 thI mArce RSikezanI pAvanabhUmi para emane koI yogasiddha mahApuruSanA darzana thayA. hRdayamAM tapano prakAza hato. guruonA parama pAvana AzIrvAda hatA. bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo = 102
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________________ emAM AdhyAtmika puruSanAM darzana thayA ane tapazcaryAnA mArge adhyAtmanI ke UMcAI pAmavAno abhilASa jAgyo. A samaye 201 upavAsa karyAnI pU. sahaja muni nAmanA saMtanI vAta sAMbhaLI. atyAra sudhImAM 3pa upavAsa karI cUkelA hIrAcaMdabhAIne potAnuM hIra kasavAno vicAra thayo. pahelAM to 111 upavAsa karavAno saMkalpa karyo, paraMtu 40 upavAse emanI tabIyata bagaDI. cAreka divasa tabiyata asvastha rahI paNa pharI AtmabaLathI deha para vijya meLavyo ane potAnI tapayAtrA cAlu rAkhI. - enjinIyarIMgamAM bI. I. mikenIkalanI DIgrI meLavanAra hIrAcaMdabhAIne sAhitya ane saMzodhanamAM paNa eTalo ja rasa. kalikTa jevA zaheramAM ekavAra emaNe gujarAtI skUla sthApavAno vicAra karyo. kAma ghaNuM kaparuM hatuM, paNa hIrAcaMdabhAIno saMkalpa eTalo ja balavAna hato. emaNe nizcaya karyo ke jyAM sudhI vizALa sabhAgRha sAthenI skUla na baMdhAvuM tyAM sudhI caMpala paheravA nahi. madhyama varganA mAnavIne mATe A saMkalpa ghaNo moTo hato. keTalAka emanI majAka paNa karatA ke khuda gujarAtamAMthI gujarAtI bhASA taraphanI laganI ochI thatI jAya che. tyAre tame kalikaTamAM gujarAtI zALA. sthApavAno manasUbo zAne rAkho cho ? koI kahetA ke chokarAone aMgrejI ! skUlamAM mokalIzuM pachI gujarAtI skUlanI zI jarUra che? tapanI khUbI ja e che ke mAnavInA AMtara jIvananI peThe bAhya jIvanane paNa draDha ane makakama banAve che. hIrAcaMdabhAIne A tapanA. pariNAme vicAronI zuddhi ane kAryanI rUparekhA aMge spaSTa darzana hatuM. temaNe dhUNI dhakhAvI. pAMca varSa sudhI kAramI ThaMDImAM ke baLabaLatA tApamAM caMpala vinA ghUmyA. vaLI vyavasAya evo hato ke Thera Thera ghUmavuM paDe. pahelAM siMdhiyA sTIma nevIgezanamAM ejanTa hatA ane pachI nALiyeranA vepArI tarIke emaNe nAmanA meLavI hatI. Akhare gujarAtI samAjanuM makAna UbhuM thayuM. eziyAnA prathama 10 sabhAgRhomAM sthAna pAme tevuM oDiToriyama taiyAra thayuM. kalikaTano gujarAtI samAja kacchanI dhIMgI dharatInA A makakama mAnavI para vArI gayo. eNe cAmaDAnA caMpala nahIM paheravAnI pratijJA lenAra hIrAcaMdabhAInuM cAMdInA. caMpala ApIne sanmAna karyuM. varSo sudhI hIrAcaMdabhAI gujarAtI samAjanA pramukha rahyA. sAhityano jevo UMDo rasa eTalo ja UMDo rasa saMzodhanamAM. dharma ane B Y bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 103 rasa hannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
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________________ vijJAna e be mAnava jIvananI AMkha che. AthI I. sa. 1995 nI 19mI jUne emaNe dIrgha tapazcaryAno prAraMbha karyo tyAre DokTarone sAthe rAkhyA. kalikaTanI hospITalanA meDIsInanA prophesara Do. sI. ke. rAmacaMdrana satata emanI zArIrika tapAsa karatA rahe. IgleMDamAM P.R.C.P. ane M.R.C.P. tathA ethIya vadhu DIgrI meLavanAra Do. sI. ke. rAmacaMdranane emanI zArIrika tapAsamAM UMDo rasa paDayo. varSothI sUryazaktinA yogya upayoga mATe khuda hIrAcaMdabhAI saMzodhana karatA hatA. bhAratanI solara enarjI sosAyaTInA sabhyapade rahIne emaNe che ghaNuM kArya karyuM. ethIya vizeSa emanA saMzodhanano viSaya to dariyAnA pANIne pIvAnA pANImAM kaI rIte pheravI zakAya e rahyo che. adhyAtma ane vijJAnanA virala samanvayanI sAthe hIrAcaMdabhAIe | ugra tapazcaryAno prAraMbha karyo. chellA 30 varSothI dara paryuSaNa parvamAM 8 ke tethI vadhu upavAsa karanAra hIrAcaMdabhAIe tapa dvArA manovijya meLavavAno puruSArtha karyo. AtmabaLanI vRdhdhino prayAsa karyo. aparigrahathI AtmakalyANano Azaya rAkhyo. pratyeka saptAhe DokTara emanI saMpUrNa zArIrika tapAsa kare. avAranavAra eksa re ane skrInIMga paNa thAya. AkhA divasamAM eTale ke sUryAsta sudhImAM teo pa00 milIgrAma jeTaluM ukALeluM pANI pItA. zarUAtamAM to tapazcaryAnI sAthe vepArano kArobAra calAvatA hIrAcaMdabhAIne joIne loko acaraja pAmatA. kyAreka hIrAcaMdabhAI sUryazaktinI ke sUryacikitsAnI vAta karatA hoya to kyAreka tapanA AdhyAtmika anubhavanI vAta karatA hoya. zarUAtamAM Do. sI. ke. rAmacaMdrana A bAbatamAM thoDI zaMkA sevatA hatA paraMtu emaNe joyuM ke hIrAcaMdabhAInI tapazcaryA e vaijJAnika saMzodhanano viSaya banI rahe tema che ! tethI emanI tabIbI tapAsanI javAbadArI saMbhALI. ekaso agiyAra upavAsano prAraMbhika saMlpa pUro thayo chatAM emaNe emanI tapazcaya cAlu rAkhI. | doDhaso upavAsa thayA tyAre nevyAsI kilo vajana dharAvanAra hIrAcaMdabhAInuM vajana ogaNasAITha kilo thaI gayuM. dara aThavADiye doDheka 6 kilo vajana utaratuM hatuM, paraMtu Adhunika zarIra vijJAnane AzcaryamAM mUkI detA A tapasvInI ugra tapazcaryA cAlu rahI. tapane pariNAme emanA AdhyAtmika jIvanamAM jAgelI zraddhA ane IcchAzaktino teo anubhava karAve che. Aje teo sarva ciMtAothI mukta ki bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje. 104 sa kha
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________________ che. emanA kahevA pramANe mAnavI khorAka vinA divaso sudhI sUrya pAsethI zakti meLavIne jIvI zake che. pote sUrya pAsethI A zakti meLave che. eka samaye potAnA parivArajano ane samAjane hIrAcaMdabhAI parigraha ocho karavA kahetA hatA, tyAre keTalAka tene majAka samajIne TALI { detA hatA, paraMtu emanI tapazcaryAno ApoApa prabhAva eTalo paDayo ke gharanA lokoe emanI jarUriyAto para aMkuza ja nahIM balka kApa mUkyo eTaluM ja nahIM paNa paricitoe paNa potAnI sukha-suvidhAmAM dasa TakAno kApa mUkyo. tapazcaryA dvArA dharmaprabhAvanA karavAnI sAthesAtha hIrAcaMdabhAI | vizvazAMtino saMdeza ApatA rahyA. kAlikaTathI tIrthAdhirAja zatruMjayanI yAtrAe nIkaLelA hIrAcaMdabhAIe sthaLe sthaLe tapanI anumodanAnuM vAtAvaraNa jagADayuM. Aja sudhInA ItihAsamAM koI vyaktie basone agiyAra upavAsa karyA nathI. hIrAcaMdabhAInI A ugra tapazcaya ajoDa vikramarUpa banaze. ugra tapane pariNAme emanA adhyAtma jagatamAM prazAMta ane pragADha vicArazUnyatvano anubhava kare che. dhIre dhIre jIvana pratye alipta bhAva ane vairAgya bhAva jAge che. 207mA upavAse hIrAcaMdabhAIe zatruMjaya girirAja upara page caDIne yAtrA karI hatI ane 16 mI jAnyuArIe kacchamAM acalagacchAdhipati pa. pU. AcArya bhagavaMtazrI guNasAgarasUrIjI ma.sA.nI preraNAthI sthapAyela 72 jinAlaya tIrthamAM teozrInA paTTadhara saLaMga 28 varSItapanA ArAdhaka tapasvIratna acalagacchAdhipati pa. pU A. zrI guNodayasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nI nizrAmAM ra11 upavAsanuM pAraNuM thayuM tyAre hajAronI janasaMkhyA tyAM upasthita rahIne A mahA tapasvI AtmAne bhAvathI vaMdI rahI hatI. adbhuta zAsana prabhAvanA thaI hatI. [ Do. kumArapALabhAI desAI likhita "ITa ane ImArata" kolama(gujarAta samAcAra tA. 4/1/96) nA AdhAre sAbhAra.] noMdha - 205mAM upavAse hIrAcaMdabhAI amadAvAda AvyA hatA tyAre amArI nizrAmAM amadAvAda acalagaccha jaina saMgha tathA anya saMsthAoe temanuM bahumAna karela tyAre paNa lagabhaga 15 miniTa sudhI svasthapaNe UbhA UbhA vaktavya ApatA hIrAcaMdabhAIne joI sahu Azcarya cakti thaI gayA hatA ane "AtmAmAM anaMta zakti che" e zAstra vacana para sahunI zradhdhA sudraDha banI hatI. zAstromAM ATha prakAranA mahApuruSone zAsana prabhAvaka kahyA che temAM pAMcamA naMbare AvA viziSTa prakAranA tapasvIone zAsana prabhAvaka tarIke biradAvatAM upAdhyAya zrI ST bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo . 105 N nanananananananananananananananannnnnnnnnnnntananananana
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________________ yazovijayajI ma.sA. e samakita saDasaThInI sajajhAyamAM kahyuM che ke - ''tapa guNa opere rope dharmane, gope navi jina ANa; Azrama lope re navi kope kadA, paMcama tapasI te jANa dhanadhana zAsana maMDana munivarA''... jANavA maLyuM che ke hIrAcaMdabhAIe havethI AjIvana anna tyAga karIne phakta amuka pravAhIo upara ja zarIra nirvAha karavAno saMkalpa karyo che !.... AtmAnubhUtinA lakSya sAthe 12 prakAranA bAhya-AtyaMtara tapa dharmanI uttarottara caDatA pariNAme ArAdhanA karIne hIrAcaMdabhAIno AtmA zIghra muktigAmI bane e ja hArdika zubhecchA. -saMpAdaka hIrAcaMdabhAInuM saranAmuM : 9/13 bIca roDa, kaliphTa (kerAlA rAjya) pIna H 673001. phona H 0445 - 365006 366603. 29 : "kampe sUrA so dhamme sUrA" te AnuM nAma. ceIna smokara dhanajIbhAI banyA utkRSTa ArAdhaka paM. zrI bhadrazIlavijayajI ma. eka subhASitamAM kahyuM che ke 'satAM sakhzo hi bheSajam' arthAt satpuruSono saMga e bhavaroganuM nivAraNa karavA mATe uttama auSadhanI garaja sAre che. saMta tulasIdAse paNa kahyuM che ke - 'eka ghaDI AdhI ghaDI, AdhImeM puni Adha tulasI saMgata sAdhukI, kaTe koTi aparAdha' uparokta subhASitonI yathArthatA ApaNane dhanajIbhAInA dRSTAMtamAMthI jovA maLaze. Qu mULa kaccha-abaDAsA tAlukAnA sAMdhava gAmanA vatanI paraMtu dhaMdhArthe kalakattAmAM rahetA dhanajIbhAI zivajI zAha jIvananI pUrvAvasthAmAM satsaMganA abhAve jainAcArathI vimukha jIvana berokaToka jIvatA hatA. bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo - 106
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________________ rAtre 12 vAgye rAtribhojana, kaMdamULa bhakSaNa temaja roja golDa sleka sIgAreTanA 3-4 DabbA jeTaluM dhrumapAna temanA jIvanamAM sahaja banI gayA. { hatA!... paraMtu koI dhanya paLe saM. 2011 mAM 38 varSanI vaye pUrva janmanuM koIka puNyAnubaMdhI puNya udayamAM AvyuM ane temaNe prathamavAra ja vyAkhyAna 3 vAcaspati pa. pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrImad vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nuM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLyuM. phakta eka ja pravacana sAMbhaLatAM ja temanA aMtaramAM ? susuptapaNe rahelA janma-janmAMtaranA dharma saMskAra jAgrata thaI gayA ane 15 3 divasamAM to temaNe rAtribhojana, kaMdamULabhakSaNa, cA tathA sIgAreTano sadaMtara { tyAga karI dIdho ! evuM custapaNe covihAra karavA lAgyA ke sAMja paDe eTale emanA gharamAM pANInA mATalA UMdhA vaLI jAya. gharanA badhA ja sabhyo to covihAra kare ja paraMtu ghare AvatA mahemAnane paNa emanA ghare rAtre pANI na maLe! saM. 2012 thI phakta roTalI-dALa-bhAta ane dUdha A cAra ja dravyathI ekAzaNA zarU karyA te saM. 2049 sudhI AjIvana cAlu rahyA! trikALa svadravyathI jinapUjA karavA lAgyA. anivArya saMyogavazAta jo pUjA na { thaI zake to bIje divase covihAra upavAsa karavAno niyama lIdho! musApharImAM paNa jo pratikramaNa na thaI zake to bIje divase upavAsa karatA. roja sAdharmikanA dUdha tathA pANIthI paga dhoI, tilaka karI, zrIphaLa tathA rUpiyo ApI, jamADIne sAdharmika bhakti karatA. je divase tema na thaI zake to bIje divase covihAra upavAsa karavAno niyama!.. roja dareka munivarone vidhipUrvaka vaMdana karatA. padastha munivarone roja bevAra tathA AcArya bhagavaMtane 3 vAra vaMdana karatA. koIne paNa vaMdana karavAnuM rahI jAya to bIje divase upavAsa karatA!. . saM. 2013 mAM 40 varSanI vaye sajoDe brahmacaryavrata svIkAryuM. tyArabAda nAnI dIkarIne paNa jo aDI javAya to AyaMbila karatA! saM. 2018 mAM jeTha suda 10nA potAnA 2 putro, 1 putrI tathA dharmapatnI sahita dIkSA lIdhI. ane dhanajIbhAImAMthI munirAjazrI bhadrazIlavijayajI banyA. putra munivaro pa.pU. paM. zrI guNazIlavijayajI ma.sA. tathA munirAjazrI lazIla vijyajI tarIke suMdara ArAdhanA tathA zAsana prabhAvanA. karI karAvI rahyA che saM. 2025 mAM varSItapa karyuM. temAM paNa prAraMbhamAM covihAra chaThThanA pAraNe paNa 6 ekAsaNuM to hoya ja! cAlu varSItapamAM phakta 9 divasamAM taLAjA tIrthanI 99 yAtrA (bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje. 107)
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________________ vidhipUrvaka pUrNa karI! prabhu bhakti evI bhAvapUrvaka karatA ke khAvAnuM paNa bhUlI jatA. pAlitANAmAM paNa dareka derAsaramAM birAjamAna dareka prabhujIne 3-3 khamAsamaNa Apela. dhAtunA nAnakaDA prabhujIne paNa 3 khamAsamaNa ApatA. roja trikAla devavaMdana karatA. 5 DIgrI tAvamAM paNa devavaMdana karyA vinA pANI paNa na vAparatA! guru bhakti paNa evI ajoDa ke 5 DIgrI tAvamAM paNa AcArya bhagavaMtanI sevA-bhakti (spaMDila paraThavavuM, pagacaMpI karavI vigere) jAte ja karatA! kriyAzuddhi evI ke 17 saMDAsA (sAMdhA) pramArjavA pUrvaka UbhA thaIne apramattapaNe khamAsamaNa tathA vAMdaNA ApIne pratikramaNAdi kare! apramattatA evI ke rAtre 11 vAgyA pachI ja sUve ane savAre 4 vAgye UThI ja jaya. svAdhyAya jApa vigere apramattapaNe kare. moTI uMmare dIkSA levA chatAM saMskRta be buka, caritravAMcana, saMskRta kAvya tathA nyAya vigereno abhyAsa karyo tathA AgAmomAM AcArAMga, sUyagaDAMga tathA ThAsAMga vigere sUtronuM vAMcana karyuM! saM. 2049nA cAtamasiAthe pAlitANA tarapha jaI rahyA hatA tyAre ? karmasaMyoge temane jIvaleNa akasmAta naDyo te vakhate paNa teo AMgaLInA veDhe navakAra ja gaNatA hatA. kharekhara karmane koInI zarama naDatI nathI. temano AtmA jyAM paNa haze tyAM samAdhibhAvamAM ja haze. kAraNa ke temaNe A. bhavamAM anukULa ke pratikULa dareka paristhitimAM samatAbhAvane ThIka ThIka aMze AtmasAta karyo hato. saM. 2049mAM amadAvAdamAM pAlaDImAM temaja sAbaramatImAM temanAM darzanano lAbha maLyo tyAre khUba ja AtmIyabhAvathI vAtsalyabhAve temaNe vArtAlApa karyo hato. temanA draSTAMtamAMthI preraNA meLavI sahu bhavya jIvo dhamarAdhanAmAM dRDhatA keLavo e ja zubhAbhilASA. 30H DokTarothI asAdhya hajAro kesone vagara davAe ane vinA mUlya sAjA karatA, sevAbhAvI ratilAlabhAI padamasI panapArIyA keTalAka manuSyonuM jIvana aneka prakAranA vyasano ane durgaNonA che kAraNe samAja mATe abhizApa rUpa hoya che, jyAre keTalAka virala mAnavonuM { jIvana keTalAka viziSTa sadguNo ane taddna niHsvArtha sevAvRttinA kAraNe bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 108
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________________ samagra mAnava samAja mATe bhAre AzIrvAda rUpa hoya che. AvI virala sevAzIla vyaktiomAM ratilAlabhAIno samAveza thAya che. mULa kaccha-nAgrecA gAmanA vatanI paraMtu hAla vaDodarAmAM rahetA kacchI dazA osavALa jJAtinA gaurava samAna ratilAlabhAIne pUrvanA koI viziSTa puNyodaye temanA mAmA zrI narasIMbhAI rAmaiyA dharamasI (kaccha-sAMyarA) pAsethI evI viziSTa kaLA ke kudaratI bakSisa prApta thaI che ke chellA 5 varSamAM DokTarothI asAdhya evA cAreka hajAra dardIone vinAmUlye ane prAyaH vagara davAe alpa samayamAM sAjA karI ApyA che !... khAsa karIne karoDarajjunA maNakAnA jJAnataMtuo kAma karatAM baMdha thaI gayA hoya ke hADakAmAM phekcara thayela hoya evA kesomAM to temanI khAsa 'mAsTarI' che. DokTaroe jemane oparezana karAvavAnuM anivArya jaNAvyuM hoya tevA 150 thI vadhu hADakAnA dardIone vagara oparezane temaNe sAjA karyA che. lakvAnA 25 thI vadhu kesone temaNe sAjA karyA che. temAM TheTha laMDana ane amerikAthI ratilAlabhAInI TrITamenTa levA mATe vaDodarA AvelA keTalAka bhAratIyone temaNe lakavAthI mukta karyA che. !... AMkhanI naso sUkAI javAnA kAraNe najara bilakula cAlI gayela ane DokTaroe je kesane asAdhya jAhera karela evI pAMca vyaktio emanI TrITamenTathI barAbara dekhatI thaI gayela che. jemAMnI eka vyakti to Aje skUTara sArI rIte calAvI zake che. vaDodarAnA eka sonInI najara 'hAI DAyAbITIjha' nA kAraNe bilakula baMdha thaI gayela. DokTarI upacAro pAchaLa lAkha rU|. kharcI nAkhyA chatAM saphaLatA na maLI. teo paNa ratilAlabhAInI sAravArathI mAtra 15 divasamAM dekhatA thaI gayA ! , lakSmI palsa (dALa-cokhAnI mIla) vALA pAdarAnA hasamukhabhAInI AMkhano DoLo pharI javAthI eka ja vastu 8-10 nI saMkhyAmAM dekhAtI. teo tAtkAlika ratilAlabhAI pAse AvatAM turata phAyado thaI gayo. na vaDodarAnA eka bhAIne lesara TrITamenTathI sudhAro thayo na hato. teo A TUTImenTathI dekhatA thaI gayA... 5-7 varSa jUnI kAnanI baherAzavALA pAMceka keso paNa temanI TrITamenTathI, barAbara sAMbhaLatA thaI gayA che. DAyAbITIjhanA keTalAya kesa temaNe bhIMDAnA prayogathI sAjA karyA che. asAdhya banelA DAyAbITIjhanA kAraNe oparezana aTakatuM hatuM te paNa bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 109
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________________ bhIMDAnA prayogathI ThIka karela che. harasa mATe teo eka paDIkI Ape che. game tevA dUjhatA harasa eka ja paDIkIthI mAtra 4 klAkamAM maTADe che. hAI tathA lo blaDa presaranA keTalAya kesa temanAthI sAjA thayA che. divase TrAnsaporTanA vyavasAyamAM vyasta hovAthI teo roja sAMje 7. 00 vAgyAthI rAtre 11.00 vAgyA sudhImAM saMkhyAbaMdha dardIone potAnA ghare ja sAravAra Ape che. ane khAsa noMdhanIya bAbata to e che ke A sAravAra badala teo eka navo paiso paNa phI rUpe ke bheTa tarIke paNa svIkAratA nathI. !!!.. teo dhAre to Aje lAkho-koDo rUA. A sAravAra dvArA kamAI zake tema che; paraMtu AvI umadA kudaratI bakSisane AjIvikAnuM sAdhana banAvavAmAM teo pApa mAne che. kharekhara to AvI niHsvArtha vRtti hoya tyAM sudhI ja AvI kudaratI bakSisa TakI zake che. saM. 2051 mAM amAruM cAturmAsa vaDodarAmAM kacchI bhavanamAM thayela tyAre ratilAlabhAIno sAro paricaya thayela. AvI nisvArtha sevA dvArA hajAro manuSyonI duA ane mahAtmAonA AzIrvAda pAmI ratilAlabhAI alpa bhavomAM muktinI maMjhilane prApta kare e ja zubhecchA. saranAmuM: 1B vaibhava nagara, saMgama sosAyaTInI pAchaLa haraNI roDa, vaDodarA, 390022, phona: 0265-63588 556082 ophisa. 31: aThThamanA pAraNe amathI girirAjanI 99 yAtrA karanAra apramatta ArAdhaka, kacchI daMpati a.sau. bacabena TokarazIbhAI deDhiyA [ sAmAnya rIte dharmakSetramAM zrAvako karatAM zrAvikoonI monopolI vizeSa pramANamAM jovA maLatI hoya che. ghaNA zrAvako, potAnI dharmapatnI zrAvikAne ema paNa kahetA hoya che ke tuM tAre dharma kara bhale. mane to hAla dhaMdhA pAchaLa dharma karavAnI jarApaNa phurasada nathI. tuM dharma karIza tethI mane paNa lAbha maLazeja!' paraMtu AmAM apavAda rUpa keTalAka evA paNa virala daMpati zrAvaka-zrAvikAo jovA maLatA hoya che ke jeo dareka ArAdhanAo sAthe (bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 110
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________________ nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnANNNNNNNNNN maLIne ja karatA hoya che. AvA virala daMpationI paMktimAM kaccha-lAyajAnA vatanI a.sau. bacubena TokarazIbhAI tathA TokarazabhAI devajI deDhiyAnuM nAma prathama haroLamAM mUkI zakAya. A daMpati aneka vakhata amane maLela che. temanI anumodanIya ArAdhanAnI vigata mArA ziSya munizrI abhyadayasAgarajInA zabdomAM atre prastuta che. - saMpAdaka vi.saM. 2040 nA kArtaka mahinA (tA. 29/12/85)nI vAta che. huM te ! 3 vakhate gRhasthapaNAmAM sajoDe 99 yAtrA karavA pAlitANA gayela. ame vIzA nImA dharmazALAmAM UtaryA hatA. te ja vakhate kaccha-lAyajAnA TokarazIMbhAI (hAla uM. va. 62) paNa sajoDe pAlitANA Avela teo kezavajI nAyaka dharmazALAmAM UtaryA hatA. ame keTalIka vAra girirAja upara ke taLeTImAM bhegA thaI jatA. TokarazIMbhAIne 99 yAtrA karavAnI bhAvanA hatI. jyAre ke temanA dharmapatnI a.sau. bacubene harasanuM oparezana karAvela hovAthI khUba ? ja azakti hovAthI vizrAMti levA mATe pAlitANA Avela. prathama divase baMne jaNA taLeTIe AvyA bAda TokarazIbhAIe 99 yAtrAno prAraMbha karyo tyAre bacubenane vicAra Avyo ke lAva eka yAtrA to huM zrAvakanI sAthe karyuM. ane AdinAtha dAdAne prArthanA karI temaNe yAtrAno prAraMbha karyo. Akhare dAdAnA darabAramAM pahoMcatAM temane pUrA pAMca lAka lAgyA! prabhu bhakti karatAM badho thAka UtarI gayo. bIjA divase paNa taLeTI sudhI sAthe AvyA { bAda TokarazabhAIne yAtrArthe upara jatAM joI Adarza dharmapatnI tarIke bacubenane paNa punaH temanI sAthe thoDA pagathiyA sudhI javAnI bhAvanA thaI. ane dAdAnI prArthanApUrvaka AgaLa vadhatAM saMpUrNa yAtrA karavAnI hiMmata AvI gaI. bIjI yAtrAmAM upara pahoMcatAM 4 klAka lAgyA. pachI to girirAja ane dadA pratyenI atUTa zradhdhA-bhaktinA prabhAve uttarottara hiMmata vadhatI gaI ane baMne jaNAe nirvighnatAe 99 yAtrA sAthe ja pUrNa karI jyAM 1 yAtrAnI paNa AzA na hatI tyAM 99 yAtrA pUrNa thaI gaI jethI bacubenanI zradhdhA tathA AtmavizvAsamAM khUba ja abhivRddhi thaI gaI. pachI to potAnA patideva je je tapazcaryAdi ArAdhanA kare temAM bacubenano paNa sakriya sahayoga hoya che. pariNAme chellA 14 varSamAM A daMpatie nIce mujabanI anumodanIya ArAdhanAo sajoDe karI che. (1) 4 varSItapa ekAMtarA upavAsa-vyAsaNAthI. (2) 1 varSItapa chaThThanA pAraNe chaThThathI. (3) 1 mAkhamaNa (TokarazIbhAInuM) siddhitapa (bacubenanuM) ja bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 111 nnnnnn kAkA choka rAnA janananananananananananananananananananananana nanananananana
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________________ AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA (4) zatruMjaya girirAjanI 16 vakhata 99 yAtrA. (5) temAM chaThThanA pAraNe chaThThathI 2 vakhata 99 yAtrA karI. AmAM prathama upavAse ka yAtrA + bIjA upavAse ka yAtrA + tathA pAraNAnA divase 2 yAtrA ema kula 14 yAtrA karyA pachI jAte rasoI karIne pAraNuM karatA. () amanA pAraNe 99 yAtrA. temAM traNe upavAsamAM roja pAMca pAMca yAtrA eTale kula 15 yAtrA karyA pachI ja jAte rasoI karI. supAtradAna karyA bAda pAraNuM karatA. (7) saM. 2051mAM mArA gurudeva pU. gaNivaryazrI mahodayasAgarajI ma.sA. ThA. 3 nI nizrAmAM sarvaprathamavAra giranAra mahAtIrthanI sAmUhika 99 yAtrAnuM Ayojana sA. zrI. jyotisprabhAzrIjInI preraNAthI thayela tyAre paNa A daMpati sidhdhAcalajInI 13mI 99 yAtrA mAtra 36 divasamAM pUrNa karIne giranArajI Avela. tyAM teo baMne jaNAnA vazasthAnakanA ekAMtarA upavAsa cAlu hatA. tenI sAthe upavAsanA divase giranArajI mahAtIrthanI 4 yAtrA tathA pAraNAnA divase 2 yAtrA karI 99 yAtrA karI. Ama sidhdhAcalajInI 16 + giranArajInI 2 + zikharajInI 1 maLI kula 19 vAra 99 yAtrAo thaI. e dareka 99 yAtrAmAM teo haMmezAM jAte rasoI karIne ja vAparatA. koIpaNa saMghanA rasoDe jamatA nahi. giranAramAM paNa jAte maga vAdIne pAraNuM karyA bAda bapore 1 vakhata bhojanazALAmAM jamatA. (8) eka ja varSamAM sametazikharajI-zatruMjaya tathA giranArajI A traNe tIrthonI yAtrAo karI. 9) 108 pArzvanAtha bhagavaMtanI saLaMga 108 aThThama karI. dareka aThThamamAM te te pArzvanAtha bhagavaMtanA nAma maMtranI 125 mALAno jApa karatA. TokarazIbhAI roja rAtre 8 vAgye sUIne 1rA vAgye UThI jAya. pachI jApa-pratikramaNAdi ArAdhanAmAM ja bAkInI rAtri pasAra kare. divase paNa sUe nahi. dara aThThamanA trIjA divase lagabhaga AkhI rAta jAgaraNa kare. AvI viziSTa che ArAdhanAnA prabhAve temane ghaNI vAra suMdara svapno Ave. dAdAnA darzana thAya. addabhuta AnaMda anubhavAya. (10) traNe upadhAna sajoDe karyA che. (11) vIzasthAnakanI 18 mI oLI cAlu che. (12) sajoDe brahmacaryavrata svIkArela che. (13) bhava AlocanA lIdhela che. kharekhara, 5 mA ArAmAM paNa kathA ArAnI vAnagI jevA AvA dharmAtmAothI zrI jinazAsana sadAya jayavaMtuM che. kaI T bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje. 112TTER
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________________ temanuM saranAmuM nIce mujaba che. "kRpA" ploTa naM 21, jaya prakAzanagara, roDa naM. 4 goregAma (pUrva), muMbaI naM. 400063 phona naM. 8737721 gha2, 8734084 presa. 8733422 gha2, 8733422 presa. 32 : vinamra sevAbhAvI, dharmAtmA kacchI daMpati a.sau. damayaMtIbena dAmajIbhAI nAgaDA tathA dAmajIbhAI vIrajI nAgaDA devagurU dharma pratye apAra zradhdhAvALA A zrAvikA bahena kacchamAM khetIno vyavasAya hovA chatAM nitya navakArazI-covihAra kare. prabhu pUjA karyA pachI ja navakArazI kare. cauda niyamodhAre, pANI ukALeluM vApare, gharanAM sabhyo jo ke dhArmika saMskAravALA che chatAM temane vadhumAM vadhu dharmamAM joDavAno vinayapUrvakano pUrUSArtha kare. eka jeTha janmathI baherA-mUMgA hovA chatAM emane IzArAthI nitya prabhudarzana, tithinAM divase pUjA-paccakkhANa karAve, nitya bAMdhI navakAravALI gaNAve. gAmamAM jaina-jainetara koI mAMduM paDayAnI khabara paDe to pUchA karavA doDI jAya. navakAra tathA zAMti saMbhaLAve. gAmamAM cAlatA chAza-kendramAM sevA Ape. sAdharmika tathA sAdhu-sAdhvInI bhaktimAM emano joTo na maLe. gharanI javAbadArIo sAthe vardhamAna tapanI 38 oLI karI che. temanI be suputrIo zrI jayazrIbena tathA zrIcaMdrikAbene gata varSe saM. 2052mAM vaizAkha vada 2 nA dIkSA grahaNa karela che. suzrAvakazrI dAmajIbhAI nitya-prabhupUjA-navakArazI-covihAra, tithinAM AyaMbila vagere saMghanA pramukhapadanI javAbadArI sAthe karI rahyA che, gAmanAM ane saMghanAM kAryo mATe emanI vicAraNA maulika hoya. saMghanA ke sAmudAyika kAryomAM navA paisAno khoTo veDaphATa na thAya ane khoTo bacAva paNa na thAya e emanI kAryazailI che. saM. 2051mAM amArI nizrAmAM giranArajI mahAtIrthanI 99 yAtrA karI tyAre sahasAvanamAM zrI neminAtha bhagavaMtanA pagalAnI be derIo che. teno jIrNodhdhAra peDhInI saMmatipUrvaka svadravyathI tathA jAta mahenatathI nAmanAnI kAmanA rAkhyA vinA dAmajIbhAIe karyo che. teo jAte jyAre derInA jIrNoddhAranuM kArya karI rahyA hatA tyAre bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo - 113
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________________ prasidhdha pravacanakAra pa.pU. A. bha. zrI yazovarmasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. yAtrArthe tyAM padhAryA. temane lAgyuM ke koI majUra jIrNodhdhAranuM kArya peDhInA orDarathI karato haze. paraMtu pAchaLathI temane khabara paDI ke A to kacchI 99 yAtrika tathA nareDI saMghanA pramukha che. tyAre temanA hRdaya temaja mukhamAMthI khUbaja anumodanAnA zabdo sarI paDayA hatA. kharekhara, AvA niSThAvAna, niHspRha, sevAbhAvI kAryakartAo prApta thAya to dareka saMgha temaja saMsthAonA dedAra palaTAI jAya. saranAmuM : mu. po. nareDI tA. mAMDavI - kaccha. pIna 370030 33 : dRDhadharmI kacchI daMpati a.sau. dhanavaMtIbena devacaMda tathA devacaMdabhAI ratanazI kaccha-devapura gAmanA Adarza zrAvaka daMpati a. sau. dhanavaMtIbena devacaMda, tathA devacaMdabhAI ratanazI (uM.va. 46)nuM jIvana kharekhara khUba ja anumodanIya che. prArabdhAnusAre kuLa paraMparAthI khetIno vyavasAya saMbhALatA A daMpati roja jinapUjA karyA sivAya moDhAmAM anna-pANI kazuM ja nAkhatA nathI. lagabhaga 15 varSanI uMmarathI navakArathI-covihAra kare che. baMne jaNA ubhaya TaMka niyamita pratikramaNa kare ja. kyAreka khetarethI AvatAM moDuM thAya to paNa rAtre pratikramaNa karyA pachI ja sUe. kyAreka savAranA vahelA javAnuM hoya to 4 vAgye UThIne paNa baMne jaNA pratikramaNa karyA pachI ja jAya. kyAreka rAtanA vADImAM rahevAnuM thAya ane divase gAmamAM AvavAmAM moDuM thAya to paNa bapore 12 vAgye pUjA karyA pachI ja jame. gata varSe varSItapa soDe pUrNa karyuM. temAM paNa kyAreka vADIethI AvavAmAM moDuM thAya to paNa pUjA karyA pachI ja pAraNuM kare. baMne jaNAe paMcapratikramaNa vigere kaMThastha karI lIdhA che. devacaMdabhAIe kaccha-merAu vidyApIThamAM abhyAsa karela che. tenA saMskArane lIdhe roja mA-bApane acUka page lAge che. sinemA- nATaka tathA kaMdamULa tyAganI yAvajajIvanI pratijJA lIdhelI che. khetInA vyavasAyamAM paNa koI paNa prakAranI anIti na karavAno dRDha bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo - 114 W saMkalpa che.
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________________ annnnnnnnnnnnnn bajAra mitra-pharasANa tathA gAyanA ghI sivAyanuM ghI ke tenI miThAI ke na vAparavAno paNa niyama che. Avakano 4tho bhAga gharmamAM vAparavAno abhigraha che. dIkSA na laI zakAya tyAM sudhI kerI-AMbAno tyAga che! mAvajIva mATe mukisahiyaMnA paccakakhANapUrvaka traNa TAImathI vadhu na | vAparavAno niyama che. jamatI vakhate paNa eThA moDhe na bole. pavatithionA brahmacarya pAlananA paccakhANa che AvA AvA aneka vrata- niyama ane tapa -tyAgamaya zrAvaka jIvana jIvatA A daMpatine khUba ja dhanyavAda che. saranAmuM :- mu. po. devapura (gaDhavALI) tA. mAMDavI-kaccha pInaH 370445 (34: 11 varSanI vaye zrI siddhacakramahApUjana moDhe bhaNAvatA tejasvI bALa vidhikAra - kavannakumAra narendrabhAI naMdu mAtA-pitA jo bALakanuM jIvana ghaDatara karavA mATe sajAga hoya to bALaka kevuM mahAna banI zake che tenuM pratyakSa draSTAMta tejasvI bALa vidhikAra zrI kayavannakumAra narendrabhAI naMdu che. tenA pitAzrI narendrabhAI naMdu mULa kaccha-mAMDavI tAlukAnA vAMDha 3 gAmanA vatanI paraMtu hAla muMbaI-jogezvarImAM rahe che. teo mAtra kacchI samAja ke acalagaccha mATe ja nahi paraMtu samasta jaina zAsana mATe gaurava rUpa eka pratibhAvaMta Adarza vidhikAra ane uttama ArAdhaka yuvA zrAvakaratna che. : jyAre juo tyAre temanA hAthamAM navakAra mahAmaMtranI gaNanA cAlu ja 3 hoya. eka miniTa paNa teo nirarthaka javA detA nathI. pote apramattapaNe kroDa ! navakAranI ArAdhanA karatA hovAthI aneka AtmAone teo kroDa navakAranA jApamAM joDatA rahyA che !... teo navakAranI ArAdhanAmAM kevI rIte joDAyA ane navakAranA 5 prabhAve jIvanamAM kevA camatkAro anubhavyA tenuM varNana prastuta pustakanA saMpAdaka dvArA saMpAdita ane kastUra prakAzana TrasTa dvArA prakAzita atyaMta lokapriya banela pustaka "jenA haiye zrInavakAra, tene karaze zuM saMsAra?" (kula 19 hajAra nakala) mAM prakAzita thayela che. te khAsa vAMcavA lAyaka che. lagna pachI TUMka samayamAM ja temaNe 2 vakhata ekAsaNA ane brahmacaryanI 'bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 1 115 RONANnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
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________________ pratijJApUrvaka 1-1 lAkha navakAranI ArAdhanA pUrNa karI hatI. have to varSothI temanA jIvanamAM jANe sadAyane mATe ekAzaNA sahaja banI gayA che. kyAMya chUTaka pUjana bhaNAvavuM hoya ke aMjanazalAkA pratiSThA jevA mahAna vidhi-vidhAno karAvavA hoya to paNa teo eka navo paiso paNa letA nathI. bahumAna paNa na svIkAravAnI temanI pratijJA che. AvI niHspRhavRtti ane uttama ArAdhanAnA pariNAme temanA jIvanamAM evI sUkSmanI tAkAtanuM pracaMDa baLa nirmANa pAmeluM che ke teo bhAratabharamAM jyAM paNa jAya tyAM emano paDayo bola jhIlAya che ! haidrAbAda (caitanyapurI), gADaravADA, jabalapura, vigere aneka ThekANe temanI preraNAthI jiulayonA nirmANa thayA che. jemAM temaNe svayaM paNa sAro evo Arthika sahayoga Apyo che ! potAnA ghare gRhamaMdira mATe temaNe khAsa suvarNanuM jinabiMba paNa utkRSTa jinabhaktinA pariNAme bharAvela che ! jinabhakti ane dhArmika vArtAlApa mATe paradezathI paNa temane AmaMtraNa maLI rahyA che. temanA dharmapatnI suzrAvikA zrI damayaMtIbena paNa navakAra mahAmaMtranA viziSTa ArAdhaka ane dharmanA raMge raMgAyelA che. kahevata che ke - 'vaDa tevA TeTA ane bApa tevA beTA'. paraMtu kayavatra kumArane to garbhAvasthAthI ja AvA uttama mAtA-pitAnA saMskAro maLyA hovAthI bApa karatAM beTA savAyA' A uktine sArthaka kare tevA cihno nAnapaNathI ja tenAmAM dekhAI rahyA che. mAtA pitAnA pagale pagale e paNa kroDa navakAranI ArAdhanAmAM atyArathI ja joDAI gayela che. enA hAthamAM paNa jyAre juo tyAre navakAranI gaNanA cAlu ja hoya !.... navakAra mahAmaMtra pratye tene gaLathUthIthI ja evI atUTa zradhdhA maLI che ke koI paNa kArya karavAmAM jo jarApaNa aMtarAya ke vilaMba thato jovAya to tarata ja AdinAtha bhagavAnane celenja pUrvakanI prArthanA karIne navakAra mahAmaMtranuM smaraNa kare ke turata kArya siddha thayA vinA rahe nahi !!!... roja savAre mAtA-pitAne page lAgIne temanA AzIrvAda meLave che. pAMceka varSanI uMmarathI ja e potAnA pitAzrI sAthe skUlamAM rajA hoya tyAre pUjanamAM besato hovAthI Aje 11 varSanI uMmare to zrI siddhacakramahApUjana temaja zrI bRhatkrAMtisnAtra jevA pUjano to pustaka ke pratanA AdhAra vinA ja atyaMta zudhdha uccArapUrvaka te moDhe bhaNAvI zake che !!! ... ghaNIvAra ekIsAthe 2-3 ThekANe pUjana bhaNAvavA mATe bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo = 116
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________________ ( AmaMtraNa maLela hoya tyAre kayavannakumAra ekalo paNa pitAnI hAjarI vinA) potAnI pArTI sAthe jaIne khUba ja suMdara rIte pUjana bhaNAvI Ave che. teNe bhaNAvelA pUjananI viDiyo keseTa phorenamAM paNa khUba ja prazaMsanIya banI pUjano daramyAna abhiSeka vakhate prabhujInA janma kalyANakanI ujavaNI prasaMge harisegamepI devanuM pAtra te khUba ja adbhuta rIte bhajave che. roja savAre 2- rAA klAka sudhI derAsaramAM svadravyathI aSTa prakArI jinapUjA kare che. trIseka jeTalA stavano tathA be pratikramaNa sUtro kaMThastha karela che. mahinAmAM paMdareka divasa sAMje mAtA-pitA sAthe pratikramaNa paNa kare che. kaMdamULa to kadIpaNa tenA koThAmAM gayuM ja nathI ! badhA pAponI mA-sinemA'no to teNe paDachAyo paNa lIdho nathI!... kayavanakumAra moTo thaIne jinazAsananI jabaradasta prabhAvanA karaze ke temAM koI zaMkA nathI. tenA kAkAno dIkaro jayakumAra paNa hAla 7 varSanI uMmare avAra-navAra pUjana bhaNAvavAnI tAlIma meLavI rahyo che. baMne jaNA dhotiyuM ane khesa paherIne pUjanamAM beThA hoya tyAre jANe lava-kuzanI joDI hoya tevA zobhe che. baMne mAtA-pitAo A draSTAMtamAMthI preraNA meLavIne potAnA ? saMtAnomAM AvA susaMskAronuM sIMcana karavA kaTibadhdha bane ane tenA mATe potAnuM jIvana paNa ArAdhanAthI maghamaghatuM banAve e ja hArdika zubhAbhilASA. saranAmuM narendrabhAI rAmajI naMdu : vibhA sadana, sahakAra roDa jogezvarI (vesTa)-muMbaI-400102, phonaH 6208524. 35 4 varSanI uMmarathI navapadanI oLI karatA bhAI-bahena kumArapALa tathA mayaNA e bahena dIkSAnI bhAvanAvALA hatA. karma saMyoge emane paraNavuM paDyuM. paraNavA chatAMya emanA hRdayamAM dharmanI bhAvanA evI ne evIja rahI. lngkaang (bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 117 AH
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________________ nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn potAnA be bALako eka varSanA hatA tyArathI baMnene rAtribhojana baMdha karAvyuM ane ukALeluM pANI zarU karAvyuM. emanI nAnI bebI mayaNA ne pUchIe ke rAtre khavAya? to phaTa daIne kahI deze ke na khavAya. kema na khavAya? ema pUchIe to kaheze ke rAtre khAya tene je je dAdA narakamAM mAre' ! kyAreka sAMjanA jamavAnuM rahI gayuM hoya ane aMdhAruM thaI jAya pachI game teTalI ene lAlaca Apo to paNa te rAtre nahi khAya. ene bhale ghaDIyALa jotA nathI AvaDatI. paNa eTaluM enA magajamAM phiTa che ke aMdhAruM thaI jAya pachI na khavAya. kyAreka pADozInA ghare rAte ramavA gaI hoya ane pADozIo ene cokaleTa pIpara khAvAno khUba ja Agraha kare to paNa te makakama rahIne khAtI nathI. A bebI atyAre 5 varasanI thaI che. eno bhAI kumALapALa 7 6 varSano che jamyA pachI 41 mA divasathI bannee pUjA zarU karI che. te pachI bhAgyeja koI divasa pUjA vagarano gayo haze. Aje to muMbaImAM emanA ghare gharaderAsara che. baMne jaNA klAko sudhI paramAtmAnI adbhuta bhakti kare che. banne bALako jyAre 4 varasanA hatA tyArathI tenA mAtA-pitAe navapadanI oLI zarU karAvI che. pratyeka zAzvata oLImAM ATalI nAnI uMmaramAM paNa baMne jaNA nava divasa nanta hasatAM hasatAM AyaMbila kare che. e divasomAM tAva Avyo hoya ke pachI skUlamAM parIkSA hoya paNa kyAreya AyaMbilanI oLI karavAnuM teo cUkyA nathI ! baMne bALako potAnI mAtA sAthe niyamita pAThazALAe jAya che. moTA bAbAne to pAMca pratikramaNa tathA aticAra sudhInA sUtro moDhe che. dhanya che baMne bALakone ane dhanya che, tenA janmadAtA ane susaMskAra che dAtA evA mAtapitAne. (36: bALa zrAvakaratnonA adbhuta parAkramonI gaurava gAthA IIIIIII kumaLA choDane jema vALIe tema vaLe, korI sleTa upara dhArIe tevA citra dorI zakAya. kArbana pepara upara jevuM lakhIe tevuM nIcenA pAnAmAM lakhAI jAya; tema nAnA bALakomAM jevA saMskAro nAkhIe tevA nAkhI zakAya. A jagatamAM je koI mahApuruSo thayA che temanA jIvana caritro jotAM jaNAze ke temanI mahAnatA pAyAmAM temanI gabhavisthA ke bAlyavasthAmAM mAtApitA/adhyApaka ke sadguru Adi dvArA thayela saMskAronuM sIMcana ja ja bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje. 118
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________________ kAraNabhUta hoya che. A pRthvIpaTa upara janma letA pratyeka bALakamAM mahAna thavAnI zakyatA rahelI hoya che. chatAM temAMthI keTalAka mahApuruSa bane che to keTalAka zayatAna jevA thAya che temAM mukhyatve javAbadAra temanI bAlyavasthAmAM maLela zubha-azubha saMskAro hoya che. Avo, ApaNe susaMskAra pAmelA bALa zrAvakaratno kevA adbhuta parAkramo dAkhavI zake che tenA kaTelAka dRSTAMto joIe ane ApaNA Azrita bALakonA jIvanamAM paNa tevA susaMskAronuM sIMcana karavA kRtanizcayI banIe. (1) aDhI varSanA bALake karelo aThThama tapa H vi.saM. 2049 mAM valasADamAM adhyAtmayogI pa.pU. A. deva zrI vijyakalApUrNasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA ziSya munirAja zrI pUrNacandravijyajI ma.sA.nA cAtumasi daramyAna pragaTa prabhAvI zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanA samUha aThThama tapanuM Ayojana thayela. jemAM 122 tapasvIo joDAyA hatA. tyAre mAtra 2 varSanI ugatI bAlyavayanA bALa zrAvaka jinalakumAre paNa AnaMdapUrvaka aThThama tapa karela. zrI saMgha dvArA 2500 rU|. nA pUjA mATenA cAMdInA upakaraNo vagere bheTa ApIne tenuM bahumAna karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. A bALaka jinala doDha varasanI uMmarathI nitya jinapUjA, navakArazI, rAtribhojana tyAga, UkALeluM pANI vigere niyamonuM custa rIte pAlana kare che. AvA suMdara saMskAra tenA mAtA zobhanA bahena tathA pitA navInabhAI zAhanI kALajIne AbhArI che. bhaviSyamAM A bALaka saMyamanA mArge jAya evI temanI AzA che. dhanya jinalakumAra ! dhanya mAtA-pitA. (2) 3aa varSanI uMmare aThThAI- 5 varSanI vayamAM 10 upavAsa dahIMsara (hAla mIrAM roDa) mAM rahetA viveka nAmanA bALake mAtra 35 varSanI uMmare aThThAI tapa ane 5 varSanI uMmare 10 upavAsano vizva vikrama noMdhAvyo che ! (3) doDha varSanI vaye zreyAMsakumAre karela upavAsa. muMbaI vAlakezvaramAM saM. 2049mAM cAturmAsa birAjamAna prakhara pravacanakAra pa.pU. A. zrI yazovarmasUrijI ma.sA.nI nizrAmAM mAtra 1|| varSanI uMmaranA zreyAMsakumAra kemalezabhAI zAhe karela 1 upavAsa tenA mATe ugra tapazcaryA samAna gaNAya. AthI ja A bALakane saMghe tapasvIratnanuM birUda bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo = 119 +
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________________ Apela che je yogya ja che. bhaviSyamAM AvA bALarAjAo jaina zAsananA dharmadhuMradharo banavA mATe zaktimAna gaNI zakAya temAM zaMkA nathI ! (4) 4 varSanI uMmare aThThAI tapa (8 upavAsa) ! vi. saM. 204pamAM amAruM cAturmAsa jAmanagaramAM hatuM. tyAre tyAM pAThazALAnA upAzraye pa. pU. zAsana samrATa samudAyanAM pU. A. bhagavaMta zrI vijaya azokacaMdrasUrijI ma.sA.nI nizrAmAM mAtra 4 varSanI uMmaranA sAgarakumAra dilIpabhAI sutarIyA e aThThAI tapa karIne sahune Azcarya cakti banAvI nAkhyA hatA. mAtA dInAbene tenAmAM suMdara saMskAronuM sIMcana karyuM che. roja savAre mAtApitAne praNAma tathA derAsaramAM jaI prabhudarzana kare che. ravivAra temaja anya rajAnA divasomAM dhotiyuM ane khesa paherI bhAvapUrvaka jinapUjA kare che. hAla te morabImAM sAusara ploTa, zerI naM. 9, pArasa meDIkalanA makAnamAM rahe che. (5) enTavarpa (paradeza)mAM paryuSaNa karAvavA gayela tapovana saMskAra ghAmano eka bALaka gujarAtamAM navasArIthI 7 ki.mI. dUra Avela tapovana saMskAra dhAmamAM bALa saMskaraNano yajJa cAlI rahela che. tyAMno eka bALaka hemala e. zAha vi. saM. 2049mAM paryuSaNanI ArAdhanA karAvavA gayo hato. enTavarpa eTale vaibhavano mahAsAgara ! jyAM lokonA dhare sonAnAM naLa ane cAMdInA pAIpa che ! cAMdInA thALI-vATakA-glAsa to tyAM sAmAnya che. ghare ghare pAMca-pAMca marsiDIjha kAro che. AvA enTavarSamAM 50 varSanA ItihAsamAM pahelI ja vAra paryuSaNanI ArAdhanA thaI. A tapovanI bALaka sAthe anya be vIra sainika yuvAno paNa hatA. A bALake tyAM kumALapALa mahArAjAnI bhavya AratI karAvI. savAra-sAMja zuddha uccAra ane zuddha vidhipUrvaka pratikramaNa karAvyAM. vyAkhyAna, paMcakalyANanI pUjA, bhAvanA, yuvAno tathA bALakonAM jIvanane uccatama banAvavA aMge preraNAdAyI miTIMgo vigere karyuM hatuM. A bAlaka pAse vastRtvazakti viziSTa kakSAnI che. tenI mAtAe bAlyAvasthAthI ja tenuM uccatama ghaDatara karavA mATe rAta-divasa joyA vinA jatana karyuM che. dhanya che tenI mAtAne ! dhanya che AvA babbe tapovananA praNetA zAsanaprabhAvaka, yuvA pratibodhaka, 5.pU. paMnyAsa pravarazrI caMdrazekharavijyajI ma.sA. ne!... () suratanA tapasvI tArako :vi. saM. 2049mAM suratamAM parama zAsana prabhAvaka pa. pU. A. bha. zrI bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo . 120 nnnnnnnnnnnn
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________________ vijya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA praziSya pU. munirAja zrI kIrtiyazavijyajI ma.sA. (hAla AcArya) nI preraNAthI cAturmAsamAM 66 jaNA siddhitapa tathA aneka bhAgyazALIo aThThAI vigere tapamAM joDAyA hatA. tyAre phakta 9 varSanI uMmare ku. nikItA dIpakabhAI masAlIyAe paNa siddhitapa jevI mahAna tapazcaryA karI hatI. A tapazcaryAmAM ja divasamAM 36 upavAsa ane 8 bAsaNA karavAnA hoya re che! bIjA aneka bALakoe suratamAM aThThAI tapa karela. temAMthI 10 varSathI nIcenI 6 uMmaranA je bALakoe aphAI karela temanA nAma nIce mujaba che. (1) khubu bhadrezabhAI ra zAha (uM.va.5), (2) komala zAMtilAla zAha (uM.va.), (3) komala mahezakumAra zAha (uM.va.5), (4) pUjA lalItabhAI zAha (uM.va.). (5) ciMtana mahezakumAra (uM.va.), (6) amI kauzikakumAra (uM.va.7), (7) bijala girIzabhAI zAha (uM.va.8), (8) bhaviSyA bhadrezakumAra zAha (uM.va. 8), (9) racanA ketanakumAra zAha 3 (uM.va.8), (10) priyaMkA virezabhAI zAha (uM.va.8), (11) jIrala ramezabhAI lAkaDAvAlA (uM.va.5), (12) virATa azvinabhAI zAha (uM.va.9), (13) kriInA bhadrezakumAra zAha (uM.va.9). (7) amadAvAdanA tapasvI-tejasvI tArako : amadAvAda eTale dharmanagarI. jyAM dara varSe seMkaDo pU. sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonA cAtumaso thAya che ane zeSakALamAM paNa hajAreka jeTalA sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonI hAjarI prAyaH haMmezAM hoya ja. eTale temanA satsaMganA pratApe seMkaDo bALakoe nAnI uMmaramAM tapazcaryA tathA viziSTa dhArmika abhyAsa karyo hoya. temAMthI thoDAka draSTAMta yathAmati atre raju huM karavAmAM Ave che. sAbaramatI-rAmanagaramAM saM. 2050mAM pa.pU. paM. zrI IndrasenavijyajI ma.sA. (hAla AcArya) nI nizrAmAM saurabhakumAra satIzabhAI zAha (uM.va.8) tathA zrIkamala priyakAMta jhevarI (uM.va.8) e aThThAI tapa karela. kALuzInI poLamAM ku. sonala nItinakumAra (uM.va.10) e 16 upavAsanI tapazcaryA karela. zrI dAnasUri jJAnamaMdiramAM pU. munizrI kulazIla vi.ma. tathA pU. munizrI harSazIla vi. ma.nI nizrAmAM kauzalakumAra jayendrabhAI zAha (uM.va. 11) pAMca pratikramaNa tathA cAra prakaraNa sudhIno abhyAsa karI lIdhela che. teNe 9 varSanI uMmare aThThAI karela. chellA 4 varSathI 4 praharI pauSadha kare che ! raMgasAgara-upAzrayamAM sA. zrI devendrazrIjI ma.nI preraNAthI ku. zivAMgI rohikumAra (uM.va.7) pAMca pratikramaNa aticAra sahita, tathA ajita zAMti, moTI nonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn 5 bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje121 E
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________________ zAMti, saMtikare, bhaktAmara Adi smaraNo kaMThastha karI lIdhA che ane khUba ja suMdara bole che che. tyAM ku. biralAe 8 varSanI uMmaramAM aThThAI tapanI ArAdhanA karela che. nAraNapurAmAM devakInaMdana sosAyaTImAM 3 varSa agAu eka 7 varSanI uMmarano bALaka dhotiyuM-khesa paherIne jinapUjA tathA vidhipUrvaka caityavaMdana karato hato. AnaMdaghana covIzInuM stavana khUba ja bhAvapUrvaka lalakArato hato. tyArabAda upAzrayamAM AvIne spaSTa uccArapUrvaka guruvaMdana karyuM. A bALaka pAMca pratikramaNa, tathA 4 prakaraNa zIkhIne 3 bhASya zIkhI rahyo hato. tenA mAtuzrIe 6 karmagraMtha sudhIno abhyAsa karyo hovAthI emanI pAse ja A bALaka bhASyano abhyAsa karato hato. roja vyAkhyAna zravaNa paNa kare. huM dhanya che bALakane ane enI mAtAne! jaina nagaramAM pa.pU. A. zrI azokasAgarasUrijI ma.sA.nI nizrAmAM pAMcathI ATha varSanI uMmaranA sAteka bALakoe aThThAI tapa karela !... - kRSNanagaramAM 9 varSanI uMmaranA jigarakumAra kamalezabhAI zAhe paryuSaNamAM vizALa hAjarImAM aticAra sUtra, moTIzAMti tathA anya dhArmika sUtro bolIne darekane Azcaryamugdha karI dIdhA hatA. zrI saMghe tenuM bahumAna karela. te roja jinapUjA tathA navakArazI kare che. pAMca tithie lIlotarIno tyAga kare che. (8) 10 varSanI vayathI dara varSe aThThAI karatA kacchI yuvA zrAvaka kiraNabhAI verasI gaDA (u.va.37) amadAvAdamAM jenanagara-saurASTra sosAyaTImAM rahetA suzrAvakazrI jasavaMtabhAI lAlabhAI (uM.va.66) chellA 20 varSathI dara paryuSaNamAM aThThAI tapa kare che. paraMtu kacchagrIAsaranA (hAla muMbaI zivarImAM rahetA) kiraNabhAI verasI gaDA (u.va.37) e 10 varSanI bAlya vayamAM aThThAI tapano prAraMbha karela. tyArathI mAMDIne chellA 27 varSathI dara paryuSaNamAM teo aThThAI karatA AvyA che ! kaccha kesarI, alagacchAdhipati pa.pU. A.bha. zrI guNasAgara sUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nI pAvana nizrAmAM vi.saM. 2040mAM muMbaIthI sametazikharajI mahAtIrthano tathA saM. 2041mAM sameta zikharajIthI pAlitANAno cha'rI pALato virATa saMgha nIkaLela. tyAre 25 varSanA kiraNabhAIe potAnA be sAthI yuvA mitro rAmajIbhAI zAmajI dharoDa tathA jatInakumAra morArajI cheDA sAthe maLIne AvA mahAna saMghonuM saMcAlana kanvInara tarIke rahIne khUba ja suMdara rIte karyuM hatuM. pariNAme acalagacchAdhipatizrInI kRpA temanI upara sadeva varasatI rahI che. saM. (bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 122 mAM
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________________ (2046mAM pAlitANAmAM virATa 99 yAtrA saMghanuM saMcAlana paNa uparokta tripuTIe karela! (9) kAMdIvalI - mahAvIranagaramAM rahetI eka bALAe mAtra 12 varSanI uMmare mAsakhamaNanI mahAna tapazcaryA karI hatI! (10) rAjasthAnamAM dezanoka gAmamAM vi.saM. 2049mAM ku. samatA bAMThIyAe mAtra 11 varSanI nAnI vayamAM mAsakhamaNanI ugra tapazcaryA karI hatI. (11) ku. riddhi harIzabhAI (diorA) e vi.saM. 2049mAM muMbaI-malADamAM, 4 varSanI bAlyavayamAM pa.pU. A. zrI pUrNAnaMdasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. nI nizrAmAM aThThAI (8 upavAsa) tapa karela !.... (12) malADa (pUrva)mAM ratnapurI upAzrayamAM dazeka varSa pahelAM vairAgyadezanAdA pa.pU. A.bha. zrI vijya hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nI nizrAmAM mAtra 3 varSanI uMmaranA jijJeza nAmanA bALake saM. 2038, Aso mahinAmAM 47 divasanuM upadhAna tapa karIne badhAne Azcarya cakti karI dIdhela! (13) mAtra pa varSanI uMmara dharAvatI ku. kimI. tathA ku. harSitAe pa. pU. A. bha. zrI azokasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nI nizrAmAM hoMze hoMse girirAjanI 99 yAtrA vidhipUrvaka pUrNa karI hatI! (14) muMbaI-ghATakopamAM sAMdhANI esTeTamAM rahetA 10 varSanI vayanA bALaka RSabhakumAre mAtra 3 klAkamAM AkhuM bhaktAmara stotra kaMThastha karIne AtmAnI Azcaryaprada anaMtazakitanuM AMzika darzana karAvIne badhAne bhAvavibhora banAvI dIdhA hatA. vadhu AzcaryanI vAta to e che ke A bALaka aMgrejI mIDIyamamAM bhaNato hovAthI tene gujarAtI barAbara vAMcatAM paNa AvaDatuM nathI !!! [37: Ajanma cauvihAra karanArA bALako : navasArImAM janmela e bALaka eTaluM puNyazALI che ke enA mammI ene rAtre dUdha paNa na Ape. e dharmI kuTuMbamAM koI rAtribhojana na kare. emane rU thayuM ke janmelA bALakone paNa A pApa na karAvavuM. tethI stanapAna mAtra ke divase ja karAve.......! malADamAM paNa AvuM bALaka che. A bALakoe ke pUrvajanmamAM kevuM puNya karyuM haze ke narakamAM laI janAra mahApApI rAtribhojanathI janmathI ja bacI gayA. A kALamAM karoDapati ne abajapati ghaNA che. paNa Ajanma cavihAra karanAra puNya samrATa keTalA? bIjA paNa ke AvA keTalAka bALako che. paNa badhA maLIne vizvamAM keTalA nIkaLe ? kadAca bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo . 123
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________________ 25-30 haze. AvA ugra puNyazALInuM darzana karavAnuM mana thAya che ? jemake grInIza bukamAM jagata zreSTho noMdhAya che ema A bALako to grInIza bukamAM nahIM paNa dharmarAjAnA copaDe noMdhAI gayA haze ! tame kadAca janmatI vakhate to ajJAna hatA. vaLI puNya paNa zreSTha koTinuM nahIM. jethI mAbApa mahAdharmI na maLyA. paNa chatAM he jeno ! tame paNa anaMta puNyanA svAmI cho. vaLI tame khUba bhaNelA ane samaju cho. ddaDha nizcaya karo ke have to yAvajIva rAtribhojana na karavuM. muMbaI vageremAM evA aneka dharmAtmAo che ke jeo TIphIna maMgAvI, gherathI sAthe lAvI ke koIpaNa vyavasthA karI cauvihAra kare che. evA paNa dharmapremI che ke zeThane vinaMti karI ochA pagAre paNa rAta pahelAM ghera pahoMcI cauvihAra kAma kare che! tame to jarApaNa takalIpha vinA A mahApApathI bacI zako tema cho. Aje to vizvamAM hajAro evA sAhasiko che ke jeo bALa, yuvAna ke prauDha vaye ramata-gamata, resa, parvatArohaNa, dhruva-saMzodhana Adi anekavidha kSetromAM jIvasaTosaTanA sAhaso karI jagaprasiddha bane che. to tame AvA nAnA dharmakAryamAM kema pAchA, paDo cho ? bhAva UMce uThAvo ne Atmahitane sAdho. amArA aMtaranA ArzIvada che. jema zrI vajasvAmIjIe janmathI dIkSAnA manoratho ne prayatna karyA tema A bALako paNa amuka apekSAe kevA uttama ke janmathI rAtribhojananA moTA pApathI bacI gayA! (38: prajJAcakSu zrAvakonI adbhuta ArAdhanA karmasaMyoge bAlyavayamAM ja cakSunI rozanI gumAvavA chatAM paNa hatAza thaIne ApaghAtanA vicAro karavAne badale sudeva-suguru-sudharmanuM zaraNuM svIkArI jIva samyaka puruSArtha karavA mAMDe che tyAre kevI addabhuta sthitine prApta karI zake che te ApaNe vividha dRSTAMto dvArA joIzuM. (1) zaMkhezvara pAse samI gAmamAM prajJAcakSu paMDita zrAvaka motIlAlabhAI DuMgarajI (uM.va. 77) rahe che. 10 varSanI bAlya vayamAM temaNe AMkhonuM teja gumAvyuM. prajJAcakSu banyA. chatAM hiMmata na hAratAM temaNe mahesANAmAM yazovijyajI jaina saMskRta pAThazALAmAM pAMca varSa rahIne saMskRta-prAkata temaja karmagraMthAdino suMdara abhyAsa karyo ! hAla ghaNA varSothI teo samImAM rahI sAdhu-sAdhvIjIo temaja mumukSuone 6 karmagraMthAdinA arthano sArI rIte abhyAsa karAve che ! temanI pAse bhaNelA 15 bahenoe dIkSA lIdhI che ! teo bAlabrahmacArI ane mahA tapasvI che. vardhamAna AyaMbila tapanI 145 bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 124 N *
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________________ oLI, siddhitapa, zreNitapa jevI moTI tapazcaryA temaNe karI che. hAla moTI uMmare paNa roja ekAsaNA cAlu che. dararoja derAsaramAM 1lA mALe 11 prabhujInI prakSAla, aMgalUchaNA tathA navAMgI pUjA teo jAte kare che. AjubAjunA gAmamAM jyAM jaina ghara na hoya tyAM sAdhu-sAdhvIjI padhAravAnA hoya to eka mANasane sAthe laIne teo jAte tyAM jaIne pUjyonI yathAyogya vaiyAvacca khUba suMdara rIte kare che !!! (2) mahesANAmAM zrIyazovijayajI jaina pAThazALAnA mukhya adhyApaka paMDitazrI pukharAjabhAI paNa bAlyavayamAM ja prajJAcakSu banyA hatA. chatAM temaNe { paNa khUba ja utsAhapUrvaka 6 karmagraMtha - kammapayaDI - paMcasaMgraha vigereno evo 3 talasparzI abhyAsa karyo hato ke aneka AcArya bhagavaMtAdi sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtone paNa jyAre karmagraMthane lagatA koI jaTila praznanuM samAdhAna na maLatuM hoya tyAre teo paMDitazrI pukharAjabhAIne pUchAvatA ane pratyuttara meLavI saMtuSTa thatA. teo paNa bAla brahmacArI ane uttama ArAdhaka hatA. 2 varSa agAu ja teo svargavAsa pAmyA che. (3) kaccha-bhujapuramAM paMDitajI ANaMdajIbhAI paNa bAlyavayamAM prajJAcakSu banyA hatA. teo paNa saMskRta vyAkaraNa temaja karmagraMthAdinA artha khUba sArI rIte bhaNAvatA hatA. bhujapuranA yoganiSThA tattvajJA pU. sA. zrI guNodayazrIjI ma. sA. vigere aneka jijJAsuone temaNe khUba sArI rIte abhyAsa karAvela. (4) suprasiddha jaina paMDita zrIsukhalAlajI paNa bAlyavayamAM prajJAcakSu thayA hatA. tatvArthasUtra upara temaNe lakheluM gujarAtI vivecana Aje khAsa adhyayana karAvAya che. teo dArzanika vidvAna sAthe kaMIka sudhArAvAdI valaNa dharAvatA hatA. (5) kaccha-mAMDavI tAlukAnA nAnA rataDIyA gAmanA suzrAvaka zrI mIThubhAI velajI gaDA (u. va. 3) mAtra be varSanI kumaLI vayamAM prajJAcakSu banyA. chatAM 14 varSanI uMmare temaNe prathama varSItapano prAraMbha karyo tenI sAthe dhArmika jJAnAbhyAsa paNa cAlu karyo. Aje temane pAMca pratikramaNa, snAtrapUjA paM. zrI varavijayakta moTI pUjAo, aneka coDhALiyA temaja zrI AnaMdaghana covIzI, upA. zrIyazovijayajI covIzI, zrI jJAnavimalasUrijI covIzI zrI devacaMdrajInI covIzI sahita 250 jeTalA stavano kaMThastha che ! moTA bhAgano dhArmika abhyAsa temaNe acalagacchAdhipati pa. pU. A. bha. zrI guNasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nA saMsAra pakSe kAkAnA dIkarI suzrAvikA zrI hIrabAI pAsethI sAMbhaLI sAMbhaLIne karela che ! dararoja jinapUjA, nAnA nannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnntanAma nonnnnnnnnnnn bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 125 IST
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________________ nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn pratikramaNa tathA navakArazI - covihAra kare che. 7 varSItapa, 211 aTTama, ke navapadajInI 45 oLI, vIza sthAnaka tapa, vardhamAna tapa, 24 bhagavAnanA ekAsaNA, jJAnapaMcamI, 14 pUrvaakSayanidhi, samavasaraNa, rohiNI vigere anekavidha tapazcaryAthI ghaNI kamanirjarA karI che. be vAra zatruMjaya mahAtIrthanI 99 yAtrA tathA cha'rI saMgha dvArA pAlitANAnI yAtrA karI che !!!... (5) jAmanagara pAse rAvalasara gAmamAM maganalAlabhAI jIvarAja (u.va. 77) nAmanA prajJAcakSu zrAvaka hatA. 7 varSa pahelAM temanI sAthe amArI mulAkAta thayela. bAlyavayamAM ja zItaLAnA rogamAM baMne AMkhonI rozanI gumAvela. chatAM paNa sAMbhaLI sAMbhaLIne pAMca pratikramaNa tathA bhaktAmara stotra vigere huM kaMThastha karI lIdhela. roja savAra-sAMje baMne TAIma lAkaDInA Teke derAsaramAM che jaIne bulaMda svare vidhipUrvaka caityavaMdana karatA ! "STinA abhAve huM bhale prabhunA darzana karI zakato nathI. paraMtu prabhujInI amI druSTi mArI upara paDaze to ya mAro beDo pAra thaI jaze. eTalA mATe ja roja be TAIma jinAlayamAM AvuM chuM." A hatI temanI anumodanIya zraddhA ane niSThA ! be varSa pahelAM teo svargastha banyA che. (39H roja 9 kalAka padmAsanamAM navakAra mahAmaMtrano jApa karatA apramatta "zrAvaka ziromaNi" dalIcaMdabhAI dharmAjInI ajoDa ArAdhanA apramattapaNe ajoDa anupama ArAdhanA dvArA karmadalikone daLI nAkhanArA "zrAvaka ziromaNi" zrI dalIcaMdabhAInI ajoDa dharmacaya jANIne munivaro paNa temanI zatamukhe prazaMsA karyA vinA rahI zakatA nathI. karmasAhitya niSNAta, suvizuddhasaMyamI, pa. pU. A. bha. zrImad vijaya premasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nA satsaMgathI dharma pAmelA A suzrAvaka hAla 85 varSanI jepha vaye paNa je adbhuta ArAdhanA karI rahyA che te jANIne mastaka ahobhAvathI jhukI jAya che !.. - roja rAtre 9 vAgyAthI mAMDIne sUryodaya paryata lagabhaga 9 kalAka sudhI padmAsanamAM besIne sAmAyika pUrvaka navakAra mahAmaMtrano jApa tathA arihaMta, paramAtmAnuM dhyAna dharatA A suzrAvakane joIne bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInA samayamAM thaI gayelA puNiyA tathA AnaMda vigere suzrAvakonI yAda tAjI thayA vagara rahe nahi.. ====en " (bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 12
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________________ atyAra sudhImAM 2 lAkhathI adhika sAmAyika karanArA A zrAddhavaryane pratidina 15 sAmAyika (pratikramaNa sahita) karavAno niyama che !... sUryAsta samaye devasika pratikramaNa karyA bAda mAtra be kalAka ja zarIrane { ArAma ApIne punaH 9 vAgyAthI padmAsanapUrvaka jApa-dhyAnamAM besI jAya che! aho! keTalI apramattatA ! devadurlabha mAnavabhavanI ekeka kSaNano keTalI jAgRtipUrvakano sadupayoga !. "samaya goyama mA pamAyae" e prabhu mahAvIra svAmInA upadezane kevo adbhuta rIte AtmasAta karyo haze ?... ! paryuSaNanA 8 divasa temaja dara caudaze sAdhu jIvananI neTa prekTIsa svarUpa pauSadha jevA pavitra anuSThAna dvArA AtmaguNonI puSTi karanArA A suzrAvakazrIe atyAra sudhImAM 2000thI paNa adhika pauSadha karyA che !... dararoja 5000 navakAra mahAmaMtra (50 bAMdhI navakAravALI) no jApa karanArA re A ArAdhakarane atyAra sudhImAM 5 kroDathI adhika navakAra jApa dvArA paMca parameSThIone praNidhAnapUrvaka praNAma karIne potAnA AtmAne namratAthI nakha-zikha bhAvita karI dIdho che !... [A vAMcIne ApaNe paNa kamase kama roja 1 bAMdhI navakAravALI niyamitapaNe gaNavAno draDha saMkalpa to acUka karIe.] - amathI varSItapa tathA pAraNe ThAma covihAra ekAsaNA pUrvakanA varSItapa sahita kula 25 varSItapa, 10 aI, siddhitapa, zreNitapa, cattAri aThTha daza doya tapa, dharmacakra tapa, svastika tapa jevA moTA moTA tapa sahita kula 6 hajAra jeTalA ! upavAsa, hajAro AyaMbila-ekAsaNA temaja 22 varSanI vayathI vyAsaNA, ke mAtra 6 varSanI vayathI rAtre covihAra, tathA 16 varSanI vayathI ukALeluM pANI vAparanAra A mahAtapasvI zrAvakaratnanI tapazcaryAnuM varNana vAMcIne he dhamapriya vAcaka ! kamase kama yAvajIva navakArazI-covihAra no dRDha saMkalpa to acUka karajo.] gharamAM gRhajinAlaya tathA jJAnabhaMDAranuM suMdara Ayojana karanAra A suzrAvakazrInA gharamAM (Adhunika keTalAya gRhasthonA gharonI mAphaka sine abhinatA - abhinetrIonA kelenDaro to hoya ja kyAMthI !!) pravezatAM ja jANe koI upAzrayAdi dharmasthAnakamAM pravezyA hoIe tevA pavitra bhAvo pragaTyA vinA rahe nahi .... sAta lAkhathI adhika rU. no sAta kSetromAM sadvyaya karavA dvArA dAnadharmane ArAdhatA, 40 varSanI vayathI brahmacaryavrata tathA zrAvakanA 12 ke vratono svIkAra karavA dvArA zIladharmanI suMdara sAdhanA karanArA, traNa upadhAna tapa sahita agAu vaNavyA mujaba anekavidha tapazcaryAnA ETV bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 127a Annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
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________________ toraNothI jIvanane alaMkRta karanArA, cha'rI pAlaka saMgho dvArA aneka tIrthonI bhAvapUrvaka yAtrA karanArA, varSothI pUnAmAM khaDakI jaina saMghanA jinAlayamAM temaja Abu najIka Avela zrIjIrAvallA- pArzvanAtha tIrthamAM TrasTI tarIke niSThA ane khaMtathI sevA ApanArA A dharmasapUtane dharmacakra tapanA bahumAna ke prasaMge dharmacakratapaprabhAvaka pa. pU. gaNivaryazrI jagavallabhavijayajI ma. sA. e sakaLa saMghanI upasthitimAM tA. 8/1094 nA roja "zrAvaka ziromaNi" birudathI navAjyA e kharekhara atyaMta yogya ja che. mULa mAravADanA paraMtu varSothI pUnAmAM khaDakI jaina saMghamAM rahetA ane huM deza-videzanA lAkho lokone lADIlA A suzrAvakazrInI jinazAsanane maLelI bheTanI kathA paNa eTalI ja romAMcaka che. janma thayo tyAre nahi raDatA ke nahi hAlatA evA temane mRta jANIne gAmaloko dATavA jatA hatA. paraMtu rastAmAM navajAtazizu hAlavA mAMDayuM ! janma samaye ati ThaMDIthI TharI gayela A bALakane saMgha tathA samAjanA mahApuNyodaye mAsI dvArA zrIjinazAsananA caraNe dharI dhadho ! - 73 varSanI vaye hArTa eTekanA kAraNe bezudhdha thaI jatAM temane hospITalamAM laI javAmAM AvyA. lUkojha tathA lohInA bATalA cAlu hatA. tyAM acAnaka bhAnamAM AvatAM potAnA hAthe ja ijekzananI sIrIMja kADhI nAkhIne turata sAmAyikamAM besI gayA !!!.. dehAdhyAsathI kevI mukta dazA !DokTaro vigeree Azcarya vyakta karatAM temaNe kahyuM ke "deva-gurudharmanI kapA e hArTa eTekane paNa eTeka karanAra che!kavI adbhuta khumArI ane gaurava!.. chellA 40 varSathI dhaMdhAno temaja caMpalanA tyAganI sAthe sAthe ahaMkArano tyAga karI vinamrabhAve apramattapaNe ArAdhanA bharapUra che anumodanIya ane anukaraNIya AdarzazrAvakajIvana dvArA anekone mATe preraNA rUpa banI rahelA A "zrAvaka ziromaNi" nuM jIvaMta vrata vAMcIne he dharmapriya vAMcako ! tame paNa jIvanamAM vadhune vadhu ArAdhakabhAva sAthe, tatvatrayInI upAsanA ane ratnatrayInI ArAdhanA dvArA devadurlabha mAnava bhavane sArthaka banAvo e ja zubhAbhilASA. pUnA javAnuM thAya tyAre "zrAvaka ziromaNi" zrI dalIcaMdabhAInuM darzana karavAnuM cUktA nahi! saranAmuM:jaina derAsara pAse, khaDakI-pUnA (mahArASTra) pInaH 411003. kAja bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje. 128 kaa pa
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________________ 40 pratidina paMcakalyANakanI ujavaNI tathA 500 rUA.nA puSpo vigerethI pAMceka kalAka adbhuta prabhubhakti karatA girIzabhAI tArAcaMda mahetA pAMceya IndriyonA paudgalika sukhonI pAchaLa pAgala banIne tenI prApti mATe anivArya sAdhanabhUta paisAne ja paramezvara mAnIne rAtadivasa tenI paryApAsanA mATe parizrama karavAmAM moTA bhAganA loko pAchuM vALIne jotA paNa nathI. to bIjA keTalAka loko paramAtmAnI upekSA karIne paisA prApti mATe aneka mithyAdraSTi, deva-devIonI mAnatAmAMthI UMcA AvatA nathI, to keTalAka vaLI 'arihaMta paramAtmA to vItarAga che. temanI game ! ke teTalI bhakti karIe to paNa teo rIjhatA nathI ke varadAna ApatA nathI, tethI ApaNe temanA adhiSThAyaka zAsana deva-devInI upAsanA karIe jethI teonI kRpAthI ApaNI sAMsArika vADI lIlIchama rahe, tijorI bharapUra rahe' AvI mAnyatAthI samyagRSTi zAsana deva-devInI roja klAko sudhI upAsanA kare che. paraMtu temane khabara nathI ke jevI rIte rAkha jaDa hovA chatAM tenA tathA prakAranA svabhAvane lIdhe tenA astitvamAtrathI koThInuM anAja saDatuM nathIharaDe ke paragolaksanI goLImAM paNa koI kartutvabhAva na hovA chatAM tenA svabhAva mAtrathI teonA peTamAM astitvane lIdhe malazuddhinuM kArya ApoApa thAya che, tevI rIte vItarAga paramAtmAmAM kartutvabhAva (huM A bhaktanA duHkha dUra karIne tene sukhI banAvI dauM tevo vicAra) na hovA chatAM temanA vizuddha Atma svarUpano prabhAva ja evo adbhuta hoya che ke je AtmA bhaktibhAva pUrvaka potAnA hRdaya maMdiramAM temanI padharAmaNI kare che temanA rAga-dveSAdi bhAvamala ApoApa dUra thavA mAMDe che. temanA Atmika sadguNo rUpI anAjamAM viSaya-kaSAyanA kIDAo uppanna thaI zaktA nathI. jevI rIte agninuM yathAyogya rIte sevana karavAthI ThaMDInI pIDA dUra thAya che, tevI te rIte vItarAga paramAtmAnI bahumAnapUrvaka parthapAsanA karavAthI rAgAdi doSonI kAtIla pIDA acUka zAMta thAya che. bhAvollAsapUrvakanI niSkAma prabhubhaktithI pracaMDa puNyAnubaMdhI puNya upArjana thAya che ane azubha karmonI vipula pramANamAM nirjarA thavAthI vino-Apattio dUra thavA mAMDe che. anukULatAo prApta thavA mAMDe che. sukhamAM alInatA tathA duHkhamAM adInatAnI prApti thAya che. bhaktinI mastImAM masta banelA sAcA bhaktane ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo (bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo . 129 ST
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________________ WANNANANnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnANA sAMsArika sukhonI spRhA paNa rahetI nathI. e AtmatRpta banI jAya che. A vAtanI pratIti ApaNane girIzabhAI mahetAnAvRSyata dvArA thAya che. deva-devInI game teTalI upAsanA karavA chatAM jo ApaNe pUrvasaMcita ! puNya udayamAM nahi hoya to teo kazuM ApI zaktA nathI ane jo puNya beleMsamAM hoya ane tethI deva-devI kadAca prasanna thaIne kaMIka bhautika samRddhi Ape to paNa sakAma bhakti dvArA mAMgIne meLavelI e saMpatti vigeremAM evI Asakti utpanna thaI jAya ke AtmAparamAtmA-paraloka ke paramalokano vicAra paNa na Ave. pariNAme saMpatti ane sAMsArika sukhomAM Asakta banelo e AtmA durgatinI paraMparAmAM aTavAI jAya che. jyAre arihaMta paramAtmAnI viziSTa koTinI niSkAma bhakti dvArA A lokamAM paNa adbhuta citta prasannatA, mAnasika zAMti, Atmika AnaMda, mRtyumAM samAdhi. pariNAme paralokamAM sadgatinI paraMparA ane alpa bhavomAM paramamuktinI prApti thAya che. to cAlo ApaNe evA eka viziSTa prabhubhakta AtmAnA jIvanamAM thoDo vRSTipAta karIe. ' hAla muMbaImAM kAlabAdevI roDa upara pa4pa6 rAmavADImAM 4thA mALe rahetA girIzabhAI tArAcaMda mahetA (uM.va. 40)ne AjathI lagabhaga 12 varSa pahelAM pAyaMdhanImAM goDI pArzvanAtha jinAlayamAM ThATha-mAThathI adUbhUta ! prabhubhakti karatA joyA tyAre amane paNa emanI prabhubhaktino kAryakrama pUrNa thayo tyAM sudhI tyAMthI bahAra nIkaLavAnuM mana na thayuM. cAreka klAka prabhubhaktimAM jANe kSaNavAramAM pasAra thaI gayA hoya tema lAgyuM. ! lagabhaga 2 lAkha rU. nA cAMdInA upakaraNo prabhubhakti mATe temaNe banAvarAvela che. ekrIlekanA AkarSaka samavasaraNamAM prabhujIne birAjamAna karIne uttama prakAranA paMcaraMgI vividha jAtinA puSpo vigerethI evI nayanaramya aMgaracanA kare ke ApaNe jotA ja rahI jaIe. agrapUjA mATe paNa 5 prakAranA uttama phaLa, 5 prakAranA sAcA ghInA naivaidya ItyAdi roja lagabhaga 500 rU. nA puSpa AdithI teo prabhupUjA kare che. cAMdInA 108 kaLazathI 1 klAka sudhI prabhujInI abhiSeka pUjA kare che. dararoja prabhujInA pAMca kalyANakanI bhAvapUrvaka ujavaNI kare che. dravya pUjA ThAThamAThathI karyA bAda caityavaMdana rUpa bhAvapUjA kare tyAre hAthamAM ghUgharA bAMdhI Dholaka jAte vagADatAM vagADatAM AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja, upAdhyAyazrIyazovijyajI mahArAja vigere dvArA racita 10-12 stavano khUba ja bhAvavibhora banIne gAya. A rIte roja 4-5 klAka prabhubhakti karIne ghare jAya. - gharamAM paNa sukhaDa vigerenA aneka AkarSaka prabhujIne padharAvela che. ja bahuranA vasuMdhA-bhAga bIje130
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________________ temanI samakSa bapore sAmAyika laIne jApa kare tathA jaina dharmanA pustako vAMce avAra navAra potAnA mAtuzrIpArvatIbAIne sAthe laIne zAMta tIrthasthAnomAM jAya. tyAM 10-15 divasa rahIne savizeSapaNe prabhubhaktimAM otaprota banI jAya. keTalAka varSo pUrve jyAre temanI mAsika Avaka khUba ja maryAdita hatI { tyAre paNa khUba ja karakasara pUrvaka jIvana jIvatA paraMtu Avakano sAro evo hisso prabhubhaktimAM ullAsapUrvaka vAparatA. Aje Arthika sthiti sadhdhara che paraMtu vadhu kamAvavA mATe temane vadhu mahetana karavI paDatI nathI. ra-3 klAka ja vyavasAya mATe jAya che. bAkIno badho samaya A rIte prabhubhakita jApa-sAmAyika sadUvAMcana, satsaMgamAM ja gALe che. jaina dharma viSe khUba ja sAruM jJAna dharAve che. A rIte viziSTa prabhubhakti karavAthI evI adbhuta cittaprasannatA ane sAttvika AnaMdanI anubhUti temane thAya che ke mohamayI muMbaI nagarImAM rahevA chatAM, bhara te yuvAvasthAmAM bharapura anukuLatAmAM paNa temane lagna karavAnI IcchA ja thaI nathI. lagna mATe Agraha karatA vaDilone temaNe vinayapUrvaka jaNAvI dIdhuM ke mArA paramAtmA sAthe | lagna thaI cUkyA che. tethI mAre bIjA koI sAthe lagna karavA nathI. temanA eka bahene 3 nityabhaktAmarastotrapAThI, tIrthaprabhAvaka pa.pU. A.bha. zrI vijyavikramasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA samudAyamAM dIkSA lIdhI che. tathA eka bhANeje paNa dIkSA laIne uparokta AcArya bhagavaMtanA ziSyaratna munirAjazrI ajitayazavijayajI tarIke dararoja adbhuta prabhubhakti karI-karAvI rahyA che. temanI tathA temanA gurabhAI munirAjazrIvarayazavijayajI ma.sA.nI smaraNazakti { eTalI tIkSNa che ke baMne jaNA bArasAsUtra moDhe ja saMbhaLAve che. lagabhaga 350 gAthA pramANa pakakhIsUtra paNa eka divasamAM kaMThastha karI lIdhuM hatuM. teo baMne Aje suprasidhdha pravacanakAra pa.pU. A.bha. zrI vijya yazovarmasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nI sAthe vicare che. tA. ka. hAlamAM ja jANavA maLyuM che ke girIzabhAIe potAnA ghare nAjuka paNa bhavya ghara derAsara baMdhAvI temAM zrI sImaMdharasvAmI Adi prabhujIne padharAvela che. je bhavyAtmAo tyAM zudhdha bhAvathI prabhubhakti kare che ke temane viziSTa anubhavo paNa thAya che .. prabhubhaktinI mAphaka girIzabhAI prabhujInA pUjArInI paNa udAratAthI bhakti kare che. pUjArIne pagAra ghaNo Ape che. tenA gAmamAM tenuM ! ghara banAvI ApyuM che tathA ene potAnA ghare gharanA mANasanI jema ja premathI www bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 131
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________________ nnnnnnn ma rAkhe che! ghara derAsaramAM pUjA karatI vakhate prabhubhakitanA raMgamAM bhaMga na paDe te ? mATe girIzabhAI pUjA samaye TelIphonanuM risIvara paNa nIce mUkI de che ! chellA keTalAka samayathI temaNe potAnA ghare dravyAnuyoganA prakhara ciMtaka paMDitavarya zrI pannAlAlabhAIne paNa kAyamanA mATe potAnA ghare ja rAkhyA che ane temanI pAsethI vinayapUrvaka suMdara jaina tattvajJAnano abhyAsa paNa karI rahyA che !... katalakhAnAomAM thatI rojanI lAkho abola prANIonI hiMsA aTake yA ochI thAya evA zubha saMkalpa pUrvaka girIzabhAIe saM. 205ramAM jeTha mahinAmAM zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha tIrthamAM 18 abhiSekanA tamAma caDAvAo svayaM bolIne khUba ja viziSTa rIte prabhubhakti karI tyAre sadbhAgye amArI paNa tyAM hAjarI hatI. dara mahine sudi bIjanA divase teo acUka zaMkhezvara tIrthamAM Ave che ane prabhujInI prakSAla vigereno caDAvo acUka teo le che. girIzabhAI mahetAnA draSTAMtamAMthI preraNA meLavI viziSTa koTinI niSkAma prabhubhakti dvArA sahu mAnavabhavane saphaLa banAvo e ja zubhAbhilASA. phona naM. 2060579-2013065 ghara (41 dararoja pacAseka jinAlayomAM pUjA karatA prabhubhakta suzrAvaka IIIIIIIIIIII Aje jyAre eka bAju jaina kuLamAM janma pAmavA chatAM ane jinAlaya gharanI bAjumAM hovA chatAM paNa niyamita prabhudarzana ke jinapUjA karavAmAM ALasa ke upekSA dharAvanAro eka moTo varga che tyAre bIjI bAju bhUtakALanA viziSTa jinabhakta zrAvakapuMgavonI jhAMkhI karAve tevA ajoDa ! prabhubhakta AtmAo paNa zrI jinazAsanamAM vidyamAna che. dararoja 50-55 jinAlayomAM mAtra darzana ja nahi paraMtu prabhupUjA karanArA zrAvakanI vAta kadAca jaldI na mAnavAmAM Ave tevI lAgatI hoya paraMtu tA. 28/1/96 nA amadAvAdanA eka upAzrayamAM evA zrAvakaratnanI mulAkAta thaI tyAre temanA haiyAnA udgAro sAMbhaLIne amAruM haiyuM paNa atyaMta bhAvavibhora banyA sivAya na rahI zakyuM. potAnuM nAma na chApavAnI e niHspRhI prabhubhaktanI khAsa bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 132
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________________ (AgrahabharI vinaMti hovAthI ahIM ApaNe temano "jinadAsa" tarIke ullekha karIzuM. mULa rAdhanapuranA ane hAla amadAvAdamAM rahetA "zrI jinadAsa" bhAI (uM.va.45)ne dhArmika vAraso to vaDilo taraphathI maLelo ja hato. temAM paNa pa.pU. AcArya bhagavaMtazrI kalyANasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. tathA mAmA ramaNikabhAInI zubha preraNAthI temane prabhubhaktino colamajITha jevo raMga lAgyo che. potAnI pUvavasthAnuM nikhAlasabhAve varNana karatAM temaNe jaNAvyuM ke -saM. "2031 thI saM. 2045 sudhInA paMdara varSa to meM bhautika samRddhinA hetuthI padmAvatI devInI ghaNI upAsanA karI. paraMtu tenAthI kAMI phAyado jaNAyo nahi. chevaTe eka divasa mArA mAmA ke jemanI eka suputrIe dIkSA aMgIkAra karela che) e mane Takora karI ke - "jinadAsa! deva-devInI pUjA pAchaLa gAMDA banavA karatAM ja Indro tathA asaMkhya deva-devIo jemanA dAsa che evA devAdhideva arihaMta paramAtmAnI bhakti pAchaLa gAMDo bana to tAro beDo pAra thaI jaze'!... ane samayasaranI e Takore mArA jIvanamAM "TanIMga poInTa' lAvI dIdhuM. saM. 2045 nA bhAdaravA mahinAmAM huM zaMkhezvara tIrthamAM gayo. tyAM padmAvatI devInI rajA letAM kahyuM ke - AjathI have huM mAtra arihaMta paramAtmAnuM ja zaraNuM svIkAruM chuM. tethI sAdharmika tarIke tamArA lalATe tilaka karIza paraMtu enAthI vizeSa kAMI nahi karI zakuM to mane kSamA karazo. tyArabAda atyAra sudhI devI upAsanA { khAtara arihaMta paramAtmAnI karelI upekSA badala AkhI rAta prabhune yAda karIne khUba ja raDyo. e rAtre mane prabhudarzana thayA. tyArabAda huM niyamita prabhupUjA karavA lAgyo. zarUAtamAM keTalAka samaya sudhI joIe tevA bhAva AvatA na hatA. paraMtu tema chatAM meM nakakI karyuM ke jo mArI Arthika sthiti thoDI sudhare to huM eka jinAlaya baMdhAvuM. ane deva-gurukRpAthI mArI e bhAvanA TUMka samayamAM phaLIbhUta thaI. pariNAme 3 amadAvAdamAM ja eka ThekANe jinAlayanI khAsa AvazyaktA hatI. tenA samAcAra maLatAM meM e taka jhaDapI lIdhI ane e lAbha mane ApavA mATenI mArI vinaMtino tyAMnA zrIsaMghe saharSa svIkAra karyo. saM. 204nA mahA sudi | 14 nA e jinAlayamAM 50 varSa prAcIna zrIsahastraphaNA pArzvanAtha bhagavaMtanI pratiSThA pa.pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrI kalyANasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nI tAraka nizrAmAM thaI. ke zarUAtamAM ame bhADAnA makAnamAM rahetA hatA. paraMtu jyArathI { uparokta jinAlaya baMdhAvavAno nirNaya karyo tyArathI Arthika sthiti nnnnnnnnnnnnAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo : 133 AS
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________________ uttarottara sudharatI gaI. pariNAme saM. 204mAM rAdhanapurathI sidhdhAcalajI mahAtIrthano cha'rIpAlaka yAtrA saMgha pa. pU. A. bha. zrI kalyANasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nI pAvana nizrAmAM kaDhAvavAno mahAna lAbha paNa amArA parivArane maLyo ! anya zrAvaka pAsethI jANavA maLyuM ke A saMghanI pUrNAhuti prasaMge amadAvAdathI 7pa basa tathA rAdhanapura vigerethI 75 basa maLI kula 150 lakjharI baso dvArA "zrI jinAsabhAI" e potAnA kharce sAdharmikone pAlitANA bolAvI 2 divasa sudhI temanI suMdara bhakti kirI. tathA tIrthamALane divase Akho divasa AkhA pAlitANAne jamADela. te divase TAMgAvALA paNa jamavA padhAre to temane paNa premathI jamADavAmAM Avela.] - uparokta jinAlaya baMdhAvyA pachI tathA cha'rIpAlaka yAtrA saMgha | kaDhAvyA pachI uttarottara prabhubhaktinA bhAvomAM paNa ThIka ThIka abhivRdhdhi thavA lAgI. mArA parama upakArI AcArya bhagavaMte paNa jinabhakti viziSTa rIte karavA mATe preraNA karI. jethI mane paNa lAgyuM ke mArAmAM tapa vigerenI sAdhanA karavAnI to zakti nathI paraMtu prabhubhakti e saMsAra sAgara taravA mATe saraLa ane sacoTa sAdhana che. pArzvanAtha bhagavaMtanA jIve pUrvabhavamAM pa00 kalyANakanI ujavaNI ullAsapUrvaka karI hatI to huM kamase kama 500 prabhujInA roja darzana-pUjana to karuM. AvI bhAvanAthI prerAIne huM roja savAre lagabhaga pA thI lA daramyAna cAlIseka jinAlayomAM prabhupUjA karuM chuM. tyArabAda navakArasI karIne pharI AjubAjunA daza jinAlayomAM pUjA karuM chuM.. bIjA koI gAmamAM hota to kadAca ATalA jinAlayonI pUjA karavAnI anukULatA na paNa hota paraMtu amadAvAdamAM A lAbha sahelAIthI maLI zake che." tame kyA kyA jinAlayomAM roja pUjA karo cho ? A praznanA pratyuttaramAM temaNe nIce mujabanA jinAlayo gaNAvyA. zAhapuranA-2, khADIyAno 1, haThIsiMganuM jinAlaya 1, paMcabhAInI poLamAM 2, ghIkAMTAno 1, jesiMgabhAInI vADImAM 1, pAMjarApoLa vistAramAM 5, rilIpharoDa-zAMtinAtha ! jinAlaya 1, laherIyAnI poLamAM 1, jagavallabha pArzvanAtha Adi 5. ! jhaverIvADa tathA dozIvADAnI poLanA 12, patAsAnI poLamAM 4, che zekhanApADAmAM 4 devasAnI bArImAM 4, A rIte 44 jeTalA jinAlayomAM pUjA karyA pachI lA vAgye navakArazI karyA bAda pharI vijayanagaramAM 1, nAraNapurA cAra rastAmAM 1, pragatinagara 1, mIrAMbikA 1, osamAnapurA-2, zAMtinagara-1, jhevarIpArka-1, hasamukha kolonI-1, A rIte bIjA 10 maLI ! bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 134 NS
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________________ kula 54 jinAlayomAM pUjA karuM chuM. dareka jinAlayamAM mULanAyaka bhagavaMtanI che navAMgI pUjA karuM chuM. tathA bAkInA prabhujIne 2 aMgUThe tathA lalATe tilaka karuM chuM. zarUAtamAM ekAda jinAlayamAM pUjA karato hato tyAre joIe tevI ekAgratA ke bhAva AvatA na hatA. paraMtu A rIte aneka jinAlayomAM pUjA karatAM khUba ja AnaMda-ullAsano anubhava thAya che. prabhujIne jotAM ja haiyuM gadgada banI jAya che. AMkhomAMthI harSAzrunI dhArAo vahevA mAMDe che. ane evA avarNanIya che { AnaMdano anubhava thAya che te na pUcho vAta. mAro aMtarAtmA ema kahe che ke have 4-5 bhavathI vadhAre samaya saMsAramAM rakhaDavuM nahi paDe!... A AMsu e ja mArI sAcI saMpatti che. te sivAya mane bIjuM kazuM AvaDatuM nathI. vaLI A rIte aneka jinAlayomAM darzana-pUjana karavAmAM AnusaMgika rIte bIjo moTo lAbha e paNa maLe che ke te te jinAlayomAM prabhudarzana karavA ke mATe padhArelA lagabhaga 200 jeTalA sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonA darzana paNa. thaI jAya che. hAla to jinadarzana karavA mATe jinAlaye javuM paDe che tathA jinavANI zravaNa karavA mATe upAzraye AvavuM paDe che. paraMtu have A baMneno eka ja jagyAe lAbha levAnA manoratha che. arthAt have to samavasaraNamAM sAkSAta zrIjinezvara bhagavaMtanA darzana tathA dezanA zravaNa karavAnA bhAva rahe che ane te jarUra pUrNa thaze ja evI zradhdhA che. have to sAkSAta zrI jinezvara bhagavaMtanA haste ja cAritra che grahaNa karavuM che ane evuM aNizuddha cAritra pALavuM che ke jethI e ja bhavamAM muktinI prApti thaI jAya!"... vaLI temaNe umeryuM ke " mane have jyAre paNa tIrthaMkara paramAtmA ke kevalI bhagavaMta maLaze tyAre temane A pramANenA 4 prazno pUchavA che. (1) mane kyA sidhdha bhagavaMte nigodamAMthI bahAra kADhyo? (2) AnAthI agAu kyA tIrthakara bhagavaMtanI dezanA sAMbhaLI hatI? (3) bhagavaMtanI dezanA sAMbhaLavA chatAM kyA kAraNe huM atyAra sudhI saMsAramAM bhaTakto rahyo ? (4) have kyA bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM mAro mokSa thaze ?" atyAra sudhImAM tame kyA kyA tIrthonI yAtrA karI che ?' evA praznanA pratyuttaramAM temaNe jaNAvyuM ke- dara varSe pAlitANAnI yAtrA 9 vAra karuM chuM. tathA nIcenA pAMca tIrthomAM dara mahine ekavAra to acUka jAuM chuM (1) meDatA roDa (phalavRdhdhipArzvanAtha bhagavaMtanuM para jinAlaya (ra) zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha (3) jIrAvallA pArzvanAtha (4) cArUpa (5) bhIlADa -naMdIgrAma. dara zani-ravivAre tIrthayAtrAno lAbha letAM khUba ja AnaMda anubhavAya che. temAM paNa rAjasthAnamAM jodhapura jillAmAM meDatA roDanA phalavRddhi pArzvanAtha bhagavaMtanA jinAlayamAM mane Y bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo . 135 TV
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________________ sahuthI vadhAre AnaMda anubhavAya che. je koIpaNa zrAvakane Apa tIrthayAtrA mATe preraNA karo to meDatA roDanI yAtrA karavAnI khAsa preraNA karo evI mArI namra vinaMti che. 4-5 klAka tyAM jinabhakti karyA pachI e gAmamAM anya koI pravRtti na karatAM anyatra cAlyA javuM .. have hindustAnanA badhA jaina tIrthonI yAtrA che 2-3 varSamAM karavAnI bhAvanA che !.. tathA sUratamAM aDAjaNa pATiyA cAra rastA pAse eka jinAlayanI jarUra hovAthI tyAM jinAlaya baMdhAvavAno lAbha paNa deva-guru kRpAthI mane maLyo che. tyAM 210 kilo vajananA paMcadhAtanA zrIvimalanAtha bhagavaMtanI pratiSThA karAvavAnI bhAvanA che. jinabhakti tathA upakArI guru mahArAjanI preraNAnI phalazruti rUpe mAruM lakSya mukhyatve A 3 saguNo keLavavAnuM rahyuM che (1) samatA (2) ekAgratA (3) jIva maitrI. koI jIvane bhale bIjuM kazuM AvaDatuM na hoya to paNa jo A traNa saguNo AtmasAta karI le to teno beDo pAra thayA vagara rahe nahi. jIvamAtra mULa svarUpe sidhdha paramAtmA che. tethI koI paNa jIvanI ) avagaNanA-AzAtanA na thAya tenI khAsa kALajI rAkhuM chuM." che ema paNa jANavA maLyuM che ke "jinadAsabhAI" rAdhanapuramAM hatA tyAre potAnA pitAnI dara mAsika tithie samUha AyaMbila karAvatA ane AyaMbila karanAra darekane 40 -50 rU.nA upakaraNo prabhAvanA tarIke ApatA. AvA udAradila, viziSTa prabhubhakta suzrAvakazrInA draSTAMtamAMthI che preraNA meLavI sahu jIvo viziSTa jinabhakti dvArA mAnavabhavane sArthaka banAve eja zubha bhAvanA. (42: zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha bhagavaMtane kroDa khamAsamaNa ApanAra bhogIlAlabhAI mANekacaMda mahetA InsarTa karIne Ajano yuvAna derAsaramAM kadAca praveza to kare che paNa IstrI TAITa kapaDAnI gaLI bagaDI javAnA bhayathI devAdhideva trilokInAtha arihaMta paramAtmA samakSa paNa akakaDa thaIne ja ubho rahe che ! to bIjA keTalAka 3 khamAsaNa Ape kharA paNa temAMya zAstrokta vidhimujaba be hAtha, be DhIMcaNa tathA lalATa ema pAMca aMga jamInane aDAvavA pUrvaka paMcAMga praNipAta karanArA keTalA? keTalAka prathama khamAsamaNa vakhate kadAca pAMca aMga jamInane aDADe Ni bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 13)
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________________ kharA paNa bAkInA be khamAsamaNa to beThA beThA ja patAve !. tyAre bIjI bAju jepha uMmare paNa dareka khamAsamaNa vakhate UbhA thaIne huM paMcAMga praNipAtapUrvaka paramAtmAne paMdara varSamAM kroDa vAra vaMdanA karanAra bhogIlAlabhAIne (hAla uM.va. 78) kharekhara vaMdana karavAnuM kone mana nahIM thAya? kaccha-godharA gAmamAM vi. sa. 2016mAM parama tapasvI, tattvajJA pU. sA. zrI jagatazrIjI ma.sA. ane temanA parama vinIta ziSyA, yoganiSThA 5. | sA. zrI guNodayazrIjI ma.sA. Adi ThANAnuM cAtumasa thayuM. tyAre temanA sadupadezathI bhogIlAlabhAIne "vaMdanA te pApa nikaMdanA" nuM mahattva samajAyuM ane temanI preraNAthI dharmamAM uttarottara pragatinA paMthe AgaLa dhapatAM temaNe nIce mujaba herata pamADe tevI ArAdhanA karI che ane hajI paNa karI rahyA che. ArAdhanAno prAraMbha karyo tyAre temanI uMmara 50 varSanI hatI ! (1) zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthAya namo namaH" ATaluM UbhA UbhA bolIne paMcAMga praNipAtapUrvaka prabhujIne khamAsamaNa ApatA. A rIte 15 varSamAM kula 1 kroDa khamAsamaNa ApIne paramAtmAne vaMdanA karI che. potAnA AtmAne haLukarmI banAvela che. rAtre 2 vAgye UThIne teo khamAsamaNa ApatA. ekI sAthe 50 ke 100 jeTalA khamAsamaNa ApyA bAda thoDuM halana calana karatA. pharI AgaLa khamAsamaNa ApatA. roja savAre tathA rAtre maLIne lagabhaga 3 hajAra khamAsaNa ApatA !!!... 1 klAkamAM 1 hajAra khamAsamaNa ApatA ! (2) uparokta maMtra bolIne beThA beThA ja be hAtha joDI, mastaka namAvavA pUrvaka 3 varSamAM 1 kroDa vAra paramAtmAne vaMdanA karI che ... (3) ubhaDaka Asane besIne uparokta maMtra bolavA pUrvaka be hAtha joDI, mastaka namAvIne pAMca varSamAM 1 kroDa vAra vaMdanA karI che !" () uparokta maMtrano 1 koDa vAra jApa 15 varSamAM sthiratA pUrvaka karela che. (5) navakAra mahAmaMtrano 1 kroDa vAra jApa karela che ! ) "namo arihaMtANa" padano 1 kroDa vAra jApa karela che. hamaNAM dararoja 25 bAMdhI navakAravALI tathA zAMtinAtha bhagavAna ane zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanI 25-25 mALAno jApa savAre vahelA UThIne karyA bAda rAI pratikramaNa temaja sAmAyika karavAno temano krama cAlu che. 1 klAkamAM 12 bAMdhI navakAravALI gaNI zake che ! (8) navapadajInI zAzvatI oLInI ArAdhanA 35 vAra karI che. 1 varSItapa tathA samavasaraNa tapa temaja chaThTha, aThThama, aThThAI vigere tapazcaryA ! Aje bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 177)
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________________ nnnnnnnnnnnn karI che. che pAlitANA, zaMkhezvara temaja rAjasthAna ane kacchanA aneka tIrthonI yAtrA anekavAra karI che. roja 2 klAka prabhupUjA kare che. koDo jApa ane khamAsamaNa dvArA temane anekavAra suMdara anubhavo paNa thayA che je temanA svamukhe jANavA yogya che. temanuM saranAmuM nIce mujaba che. bhogIlAlabhAI mANekacaMda mahetA. mu. po. godharA-kaccha tA. mAMDavI-kaccha pInaH 370450 (43H 82 varSa sudhI akhaMDa prabhupUjA dvArA) samAdhimaraNane sAdhatA pAcaMdajI kocara ' kho mULa rAjasthAnamAM phalodI nagaramAM janmelA suzrAvaka zrI padmacaMdajI kocara vyavasAyArthe amadAvAdamAM navA mAdhupurA vistAramAM rahetA hatA. temanA jIvanamAM prabhubhakti, gurubhakita temaja sAdharmika bhakti abhuta rIte vaNAyela hatI. koIpaNa sAdharmika emanA ghare padhAre temanI evI bhAvapUrvaka bhakti kare ke AgaMtuka sAdharmika yAvajIva sudhI e prasaMgane bhUlI na zake ane emanI pAsethI sadgaNonI suvAsa meLavIne ja jAya. prabhupUjA pratye temane savizeSa prIti hatI. 10 varSanI uMmarathI temaNe jinapUjAno prAraMbha karela te TheTha 92 varSanI umare temano dehavilaya thayo tyAre chellA pAMceka divasa teo pUjA karI na zakyA. te sivAya 82 varSa sudhI lAgalAgata akhaMDapaNe prabhupUjA karI!... te daramyAna eka vAra teo paDI gayA hatA. pagamAM phekyara thayela. baMne ke hAthamAM lAkaDAnI ghoDIothI cAlavuM paDatuM. to paNa navA mAdhupurAthI haThIsIMganA para jinAlayamAM cAlatA jaIne teo niyamita pUjA karatA hatA. jIvanamAM AtmasAt karelI prabhubhaktino adbhuta prabhAva aMtima jipaN bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 38ONNa
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________________ samaye sahue nihALyo. jIvananI aMtima ghaDIo gaNAI rahI hatI tyAre caturvidha saMghanI hAjarImAM kapALa upara aMjali joDIne "jaya vIyarAya" pArthanA sUtranuM uccAraNa karatAM karatAM AbhavamakhaMDA" pATha bolatAM ja temanuM prANapaMkheruM UDI gayuM che. upasthita caturvidha saMgha AvuM adbhuta paMDita maraNa nihALI ke bhagavAna pAse eka ja prArthanA karI rahyo ke "amone paNa AvuM samAdhi maraNa malo" :: SS S 44 roja trikALa 346 logassano kAussagga karatA utkRSTa ArAdhaka zrAdhdhavarya hiMmatabhAI beDAvAlA e to lagabhaga sAdhu jevuM jIvana jIve che AvA zabdo keTalAyanA mukhethI emanA mATe bolAya che evA zrAdhdhavarya zrI hiMmatabhAI vanecara beDAvAlA (uM. va. 70 lagabhaga) adhyAtmayogI pa. pU. paMnyAsa pravara 3 zrIbhadraMkara vijyajI ma.sA.nA viziSTa kRpApAtra ane teozrInA mArgadarzana mujaba AtmasAdhanAnA paMthe haraNaphALa gatie AgekUca karI rahelA mahAna sAdhaka AtmA che. arihaMta - siddha - AcArya - upAdhyAya - sAdhu - samyagdarzana -samyajJAna- sammacAritra ane samyaktapa A navapadajInI ArAdhanA jANe che ke temanA romeromamAM vaNAI gaI hoya tema teo navapadajInA 346 guNo 3 pramANe 346 logassano kAussagga roja trikALa kare che ! lagabhaga 6 vigaIno tyAga, pa dravyothI vadhu dravyo na vAparavA, ke vardhamAna tapa tathA navapadajInI AyaMbilanI oLIo karavI. moTA bhAgano samaya sAmAyikamAM ja vItAvavo, pavatithie pauSadha karavA, mastaka tathA { dADhImUchanA vALano loca karAvavo, jIva virAdhanAthI bacavA mATe comAsAmAM kyAMya bahAra javuM nahi, zeSakALamAM sidhdhacakra pUjana bhaNAvavA mATe muMbaI bahAra javAnuM thAya to bahAranuM pANI paNa pIvuM nahIM, roja saMkSepamAM siddhacakranuM pUjana karavuM, paMca parameSThIne khamAsamaNa ApavA vigere anekavidha ArAdhanAothI maghamaghatuM temanuM jIvana kharekhara khUba ja anumodanIya tathA anukaraNIya paNa che. ET V bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje. 139)
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________________ temanI dharmadRDhatAnA thoDA anumodanIya prasaMgo TUMkamAM joIe. (1) ekavAra sAMje pratikramaNa pachI teo derAsaramAM kAussagga karI rahyA hatA. bhavitavyatAvazAt pUjArIne temanI upasthiti khyAla bahAra rahI gaI ane derAsarano daravAjo baMdha karI dIdho. niyata kAusgaga pUrNa thatAM hiMmatabhAIne A bAbatano khyAla Avyo paraMtu temaNe daravAjo kholAvavA mATe koI ja prayatno na karyA. UlaTuM '"Aje to AkhI rAta prabhunA sAMnidhyamAM gALavA maLaze'' evI bhAvanAthI AkhI rAta apramattapaNe kAussaggamAM ja vItAvI. savAre pUjArIe daravAjo kholyo tyAre ja utAvaLamAM potAnA hAthe thayelI bhUlano khyAla AvatAM teNe mAphI mAMgI paraMtu hiMmatabhAIe to tene jarApaNa Thapako na Apyo paraMtu prabhudhyAnano Avo uttama avasara maLavA badala AnaMda ja vyakta karyo ! kevI apramattatA, aMtarmukhatA ane prabhu sAthe prIta !!!... (2) 5-6 varSa pahelAM mahArASTramAM ahamadanagaramAM siddhacakrapUjana bhaNAvavA mATe hiMmatabhAI gayA hatA. tyAre muMbaIthI kola Avyo ke 'hamaNAM ja pAchA Avo. tamArA dharmapatnInI tabIyata ekadama sIrIyasa che !' paraMtu dRDhadharmI evA hiMmatabhAIe javAba Apyo ke- siddhacakra pUjana choDIne adhavacce na javAya. je thavAnuM haze te thaze. vaLI A prabhubhaktithI ja tene sAruM thaI javuM joIe !' A rIte kahIne jarApaNa ciMtA karyA vinA khUba ja bhAvathI pUjana bhaNAvyuM ane dharmaprabhAve temanA dharmapatnInI tabIyata paNa sArI thaI gaI. kevI apUrva dharmazraddhA ! kevo anAsakta bhAva ! (3) ekavAra hiMmatabhAInA gharamAM sarakArI reDa paDI. dharmazraddhAthI cAvIo sarakArI amaladArone soMpI daI pote bhAvathI navakAra gaNavA lAgyA. adhikArIo kabATamAM tapAsa kare che. ghaNA rUpiyA vigere hovA chatAM temane dekhAyA nahi ! Akhare teo cAvIo soMpIne pAchA cAlyA gayA ! AnuM nAma ''dharmo rakSati rakSita:'' ApaNA dvArA rakSAyelo (sArI rIte pAlana karAyelo) dharma avasare ApaNuM jarU2 rakSaNa kare che. dazeka varSe pahelAM vAlakezvaramAM hiMmatabhAInA ghare javAnuM thayuM tyAre teo sAmAyikamAM maunapUrvaka jApa karI rahyA hatA. temanuM saranAmu nIce mujaba che. vidhikAra zrI hiMmatabhAI vanecara, ratilAla Thakkara mArga, caMdanabAlA, vAlakezvara, muMbaI 40006. phona H 8129885. hiMmatabhAInI utkRSTa ArAdhanAnI bhUrizaH hArdika anumodanA. bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo | 140 Guo
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________________ 4pa roja siddhacakra pUjana karatA, svAnubhUti saMpanna zrAddhavarya zrI bAbubhAI kaDIvAlA IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIlilil/Il lullllllllllIIIIIIII) navakAra mahAmaMtranA parama ArAdhaka temaja prabhAvaka, ajAtazatru, adhyAtmayogI, yathArthanAmI, pa. pU. paMnyAsa pravara zrI bhadraMkaravijayajI ma.sA.nA keTalAka viziSTa kRpApAtra, uttama ArAdhaka zrAdhdhavaryomAMnA eka Atma sAdhaka eTale zrI bAbubhAI kaDIvAlA (uM.va.28). dararoja siddhacakrapUjana na thAya tyAM sudhI mukhamAM pANI paNa nahi nAkhatA bAbubhAI sidhdhacakramahApUjana uparAMta tridivasIya ahita mahApUjana bhaNAvanAra vidhikAra tarIke jaina saMghomAM suprasiddha che. sAlaMbana dhyAna prayoga, mahAvidehanI bhAvayAtrA, zrIpALa-mayaNA rAsanA AdhyAtmika rahasyo, divya jIvana jIvavAnI kaLA-zrI navakAra... A viSayo upara temaNe mananIya pustako lakhyA che tathA jaina saMghomAM paNa pUjana vakhate vivecana karIne zrotAone rasa taraboLa banAve che eTaluM ja nahi paraMtu A viSayo temanI dainika AtmasAdhanAmAM sArI rIte vaNAyelA che. hAla prAyaH dara varSe paryuSaNa ke navapadajInI oLInI ArAdhanA karAvavA mATe athavA uparokta viSayo upara AdhyAtmika vArtAlApa mATe temane amerikA vigerenA jaina saMghonA AmaMtraNathI videza javAnuM thAya che tyAre 30 klAka sudhI saLaMga plenanI musApharIne kAraNe siddhacakrapUjana na thaI zake tyAM sudhI teo pANI paNa pItA nathI. kevI adbhuta bhaktiniSThA! roja rAtre rAA thI pAA sudhI sAmAyika pUrvaka jApa ane arihaMta paramAtmAnuM sAlaMbana dhyAna karyA bAda savAre 7 thI 10 sudhI derAsaramAM laghasiddhacakrapUjana karIne roja zrIsiddhasena divAkarasUri upara prasanna thayelA saudharma arpala, arihaMta paramAtmAnA 273 viziSTa vizeSaNa garbhita, mahAprabhAvazALI zrI vardhamAna zakastavano pAMca vakhata pATha kare che. tathA tenA mULa maMtra "OMDrI zrI ahaM namaH" nI ra5 mALAno jApa kare che. temanA gharanA dareka sabhyo paNa A zrIvardhamAna zakastavano pATha niyamita kare che. (vardhamAna zakastavano niyamita pATha karavA IcchatA ArAdhakone tenI sAthe pustikA "kastUra prakAzana TrasTa'' mAMthI maLI zakaze.). AjIvana vyAsaNA karavAnI temanI pratijJA che. viziSTa AtmasAdhanA mATe teo varSamAM ekAda mahinA sudhI giranArajI ke mahAtIrthamAM sesAvananA pavitra zAMta vAtAvaraNamAM rahe che. saM. 2013mAM prathamavAra pa. pU. paMnyAsa pravara zrI bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. nonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 141 "
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________________ nnnnNRANNANANANANANAnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn sA.nAM darzana thatAM ja temanuM mana mayura nAcI UThayuM. dhIre dhIre satsaMga vadhatAM ke temaNe pUjya paMnyAsajI mahArAja pAse "AtmAnubhava" karAvavA mATe prArthanA karI. pUjyazrI paNa temanI yogyatAne pichANIne sarvaprathama dhaMdhAmAMthI ke nivRtti meLavI levAnI sUcanA karatAM temaNe tarata ja teno amala karyo. ane zivamAM sarvataH" nI bhAvanA pUrvaka trikALa 12-12 navakAra gaNavAthI AtmasAdhanAno prAraMbha thayo. pUjyazrInI preraNA ane mArgadarzana mujaba ke sAdhanA karatAM saM. 2029 mAM upadhAna daramyAna temane viziSTa AMtarika anubhUti thaI. tyArabAda temane je je anubhavo thatA gayA tenI DAyarImAM noMdha karatA gayA. - tA. 1965 nA roja amadAvAdamAM doDheka klAka sudhI bAbubhAI sAthe mulAkAta thaI. te daramyAna keTalAka AdhyAtmika anubhavo temaNe jaNAvyA. paraMtu e anubhavo potAnI hayAti daramyAna jAheramAM mUkAya evuM moTA bhAganA sAdhako sahetu IcchatA nathI hotA temaja sadguru taraphathI paNa temane tevI AjJA hoya che eTale e vAto atre rajU karI zakAya tema nathI. bAbubhAInuM hAlanuM saranAmuM nIce mujaba che. sonArikA bilDIMga, jenanagara, navA zAradA maMdira roDa pAlaDI, amadAvAda-380007, phonaH 2170pa. (ghara) (46: siddhacakra mahApUjananA ajoDa vidhikAra zrAddhavarya zrI hIrAlAlabhAI zAha - Aje navA navA pUjano ghaNA bhaNAvAya che paraMtu prAcInakALamAM mukhyatve siddhacakra mahApUjana temaja zAMtisnAtra ja bhaNAvavAmAM AvatA hatA. vividha pUjano bhaNAvanAra vidhikAro paNa Aje aneka che, paraMtu jemanuM siddhacakra mahApUjana ekavAra dhyAnapUrvaka joyA-sAMbhaLyA pachI jiMdagIbhara yAda rahI jAya evA siddhacakra mahApUjananA ajoDa vidhikAra zrAddhavarya zrI hIrAlAlabhAI maNilAlabhAI zAha (uM.va. 70 lagabhaga) paNa navakAra, sAmAyika ane maitrIbhAvanA mahimAne jaina saMghamAM guMjato karanAra pa. pU. paMnyAsapravara zrIbhadrakaravijayajI ma.sA.nA eka viziSTa kRpApAtra zrAvaka che. dararoja siddhacakrapUjana karanAra varSothI ochAmAM ochuM vyAsaNAnuM paccakhANa karanAra, cAreka vigaInA prAyaH tyAgI, zrImaMta hovA chatAM sAdagI priya. ubhaya Teka pratikramaNa Adi zrAvakAcAronuM cIvaTapUrvaka pAlana karanAra evA teo varSothI amadAvAdamAM giradharanagara je. mU. pU. (bahusnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 142
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________________ AAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNNN tapAgaccha jaina saMghanA pramukha tarIke saMghano vahIvaTa khUba ja kunehapUrvaka saMbhALIne lokomAM atyaMta AdarapAtra banyA che. jinabhakti ane jIvamaitrI A be saMsArasAgarane taravA mATenA ajoDa tuMbaDA che A temanA vArtAlApano temaja AcaraNano mukhya viSaya che. 3 bimAra sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonI khAsa vaiyAvacca mATe temaNe potAnuM eka makAna phALavela che. ane tyAM prAyaH haMmezAM koI ne koI samudAyanA bimAra sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtone vinaMtipUrvaka rAkhIne temanI anumodanIya vaiyAvacca kare- karAve che. gaccha ke samudAyanA bhedabhAva vinA teo dareka sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonI suMdara bhakti kare che. temanAM viziSTa netRtva heThaLa zrI giradharanagara saMghamAM khUba ja aikya ke bhAvanA che. matabheda ke manabhedanuM nAma nizAna nathI. saM. 2051 mAM gacchAdhipati pa.pU. A. bha. zrI vijya jayaghoSasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. Adi munivaro tathA jemane paNa zAstrAbhyAsa karavo hoya evA judA judA grupanA 125 jeTalA sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonuM cAturmAsa zrI ? giradharanagara saMghe karAvela. temAM vidvAna munirAja zrI abhayazekharavijyajI ? gaNivarya ma. sA. 3 klAka sudhI judA judA 3 viSayano suMdara abhyAsa 6 karAvatA hatA. giradharanagarathI zaMkhezvarano tathA giranArajI mahAtIrthanA saMgho paNa nIkaLyA. prAyaH dareka cAturmAsamAM atyaMta anumodanIya ArAdhanAo zrI ke giradharanagara jaina saMghamAM thAya che. koI paNa jaina sAdhu-sAdhvIjInI phrI ke TrITamenTa karavAnI zarate tyAMnI catrabhuja hospITalamAM giradharanagara saMghe 11 lAkha rU. ApyA che. A badhuM yathA rAjA tathA prajA' e nyAye saMghapramukha ke zrAddhavarya zrIhIrAlAlabhAInI viziSTa dharmabhAvanA, maitrIbhAvanA temaja vyavahArakuzaLatAne mukhyatve AbhArI che. ke potAnA parama upakArI gurudeva paMnyAsajI mahArAjane dharmacarcA daramyAna teo vAMravAra bhAre bahumAnapUrvaka yAda kare che. dareka saMghomAM jo AvA dharmaniSTha bAhoza saMcAlako maLI jAya to zAsanano kevo suMdara jaya jayakAra thaI jAya! temanA moTA suputra surezabhAI nAraNapurA cAra sastA derAsara sAme rahe che. tyAM saMghamAM AyaMbilakhAtuM cAle che. teno tamAma Arthika lAbha teo le che eTaluM ja nahi paraMtu AyaMbila karanAranI jAte bhakti paNa teo kare che. AvA viziSTa zrAddhavane taiyAra karanAra pa. pU. paMnyAsajI viSe bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo pa 43 TS ne
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________________ nnnnnnnn nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnANANANANnnnnnnnnnnnnn mahArAjane anaMtaza vaMdanA sAthe zrAddhavarya zrI hIrAlAlabhAInI ArAdhanAnI bhurizaH hArdika anumodanA. 47: 4 lAkha rU.nA sonA-hIrAnA upakaraNo tathA roja 108 cAMdInA cokhAthI prabhubhakti karatA vimalabhAI siMghavI - magadha samrATa zreNika mahArAjA dararoja bhagavAna zrImahAvIrasvAmI ! je dizAmAM vicaratA hoya te dizA sanmukha sonAnA nUtana 108 javalA dvArA aSTamaMgala AlekhI paramAtmA pratyenI potAnI adbhuta bhaktine abhivyakta karatA hatA. A zAstrokta dRSTAMtamAM koIne atizayokti jaNAtI hoya temaNe muMbaI pAse bhIvaMDImAM gokaLanagaramAM rahetA vimalabhAI siMghavI nAmanA mAravADI yuvAnanI prabhubhaktinA darzana khAsa karavA jevA - - - - - jozIlA pravacanakAra munirAja zrI akSayabodhivijayajI ma.sA.nA eka ja pravacana zravaNathI jIvanamAM 'TanIMga poInTa' AvatAM "me sUrA so dhame sUra e uktine caritArtha karatA vimalabhAIe saMgadoSathI pravezI cUkelA vyasanAdi pApone pazcAttApa pUrvaka eka ja dhaDAke tyAgI daIne uttarottara vadhu ne vadhu dharmamaya jIvana jIvavAno nirdhAra karyo. roja jinapUjA zarU karI. ane jinavANI zravaNa karatAM karatAM bhAvollAsamAM abhivRddhi thatAM aSTaprakArI prabhupUjA mATe hIrAjaDita suvarNa kaLaza vigere sakala sAmagrI sonAnI 4 lAkha rU. no savyaya karIne taiyAra karAvI!... deva-manuSyatiryaMca ane naraka A saMsAranI cAra gatimAMthI ke choDAvIne paMcamagati muktimAM potAno zIdhra vAsa karAvavAnI prabhuprArthanA karavA mATe dararoja cAMdInA nUtana 108 cokhAno sAthiyo Alekhe. te mATe vArSika lAkha rU. no savyaya teo kare che. sAthiyAnI upara zAna-darzana-cAritranA pratIka tarIke roja cAMdInI 3 gInI tathA dara mahine sonAnI 3 gInI mUke che! ... ATalI Arthika anukULatA hovA chatAM pote sonAnA AbhUSaNo ke raMgIna kapaDA paNa paheratA nathI balka vhAITa enDa uITa (sapheda) kapaDA ja pahere che. dararoja be TAIma pratikramaNa tathA sAmAyika kare che. sajoDe varSItapa karyuM te daramyAna brahmacaryavratanuM pAlana paNa karavA lAgyA. dIkSAnI bhAvanA bhAvatAM bhAvatAM teo uttamakoTinuM zrAvaka jIvana jIvI rahyA che. bhAvollAsamAM abhivRddhi thatAM temaNe eka vakhata potAnA upakArI guru enews huM bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 144 )
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________________ AnnnnnANNNN OnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnANNNNNN mahArAjane vinaMti karI ke tijorInI cAvI Apane ApI dauM. mArA hita mATe ApaNe kaho te sthAnomAM, kaho teTalo lAbha levA taiyAra chuM'!... pravacana zravaNanuM eka zubha nimitta jIvanamAM kevuM camatkArika sukhada parivartana lAvI zake che te prastuta draSTAMtathI samajIne zrAvaka jIvananAM mahattvanAM dainika kartavya "jinavANI zravaNa" dvArA sahu Atmahitane sAdho ane vimalabhAInI mAphaka viziSTa jinabhakti dvArA AtmAne karma melathI muktavimala banAvo e ja zubha bhAvanA. 48: sAmAyika ke pUjA na thAya to 10-10 hajAra rUA. derAsaranA bhaMDAramAM nAkhavAno abhigraha dhAraNa karatA suratanA yuvA zrAvakaratna dhIrubhAI jhaverI zramaNa bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra svAmIe magadha samrATa zreNika rAjAne kahyuM ke he rAjanatArA AkhA magadha dezanuM sAmrAjya puNiyA zrAvakane ApI de to paNa enA eka sAmAyikanA puNyane kharIdI na zakAya !!!. puNiyA zrAvakanuM drazcaMta anekavAra vyAkhyAnAdimAM sAMbhaLavA vAMcavA chatAM e sAmAyikane AtmasAta karavAno niyamita puruSArtha karanArA keTalA haze? kadAca dhaMdhAthI ke gharakAmathI nivRtta thayelA keTalAka vaDilo roja 3-4 che ke tethI vadhu sAmAyika karatA paNa haze parata yuvAvasthAmAM dhaMdhAnI javAbadArI nimitte avAra navAra paradeza javuM paDatuM hovA chatAM paNa roja eka sAmAyika acUka karavAno abhigraha dhAraNa karanAra suratanA yuvA zAvakara dhIrubhAI jhaverI pU. A. 6 zrI bhadraguptasUrijI ma.sA. tathA pU.dharmagupta vi.ma.sA. nAsaMsArI bhANeja) nuM yaMta kharekhara atyaMta anumodanIya ane anukaraNIya che. vyAkhyAnamAM sAmAyika tathA jinapUjAno mahimA jANyA pachI temaNe niyamita jinapUjA tathA eka sAmAyika karavAno saMkalapa karyo. paraMtu hIrAnA dhaMdhArthe temane avAra navAra enTavarpa vigere paradezanA kSetromAM javuM paDatuM jethI avAra navAra uparokta saMkalpa tUTI jato. musApharImAM samaya temaja jinAlayAdinA abhAve sAmAyika tathA pUjAmAM khADA paDavA lAgyA. sAcA dhamatmiA evA dhIrubhAInA hRdayamAM A vAta khUba khaTakavA lAgI. AthI temaNe 5. ratnasuMdaravijayajI ma.sA. hAla AcAya) pAse 12 varSa pahelAM abhigraha lIdho ke je divase sAmAyika ke jinapUjA na thAya te divase 100 kALAnALAnanananana+nanananana bakuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje pa 145 NNNN INNING INNI
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________________ rU. derAsaranA bhaMDAramAM daDa tarIke nAkhavA. 1lA varSe 250 khADA paDyA. bIjA varSe 1000 rU. no daMDa nakkI karatAM 25 ja khADA paDyA trIjA varSathI 10 hajAra rU. no daMDa nakkI karatAM traNa ja khADA paDyA. temanA dharmapatnI varSAbene sAmAyika na thAya to amano abhigrahapU.A. zrI yazovarmasarijI ma.sA. pAsethI lIdhela che. have teo eTalI kALajI rAkhe che ke musApharInI TikiTa paNa evI rIte kaDhAve ke jethI vaccenA sTezane utarIne pleTaphorma upara besIne paNa sAmAyika karI le tathA sAthe rAkhelA jinabiMbanI pUjA karI le pachI ja AgaLa musApharI kare !!!.. temanA bena hAla sA. zrI kalpajJAzrIjI tarIke pU. A. zrI vikramasUrijI ma.sA.nA samudAyanA sA. zrI subhadrAzrIjInA parivAramAM suMdara saMyama pALe che. dhIrubhAInA adbhuta dRSTAMtamAMthI preraNA laIne sahu koI sAmAyika ane prabhubhaktine jIvanamAM AtmasAt kare e ja hArdika zubhAbhilASA. saranAmuM : 604-704 dharama pelesa, pArale poInTa, aThavAlAInsa, surataH 395007. phonaH 668018 ghare. ka68078 6pa2219-ophisa 49: yuvAna DaoNkTara chatAM satsaMga prabhAve AkhA jillAmAM ArAdhanAmAM prathama naMbare nipANInA DokTara ajitabhAI dIvANI keTalAka lokone jyAre koI sAdhu-saMta dharma karavAnI preraNA kare tyAre teo bolI UThe che ke- "ma. sA. ! hamaNAM to paisA kamAvavAnI uMmara che. saMsAranA moja-zokha karavAnI vaya che. yuvAnImAM te kAMI dharma karAto haze ! pachI nivRtta thazuM tyAre ghaDapaNamAM prabhuguNa gAzuM." (TAIma pAsa karavA mATe !) paraMtu anaMtajJAnIoe to yuvAvasthAmAM ja khAsa dharma karavAnuM kahyuM che. vRddhAvasthAmAM Indriyo tathA avayavo DhIlA paDI gayA hoya. zarIramAM rogoe DerA-taMbU tANyA hoya tyAre jo nAnapaNathI ke yuvAvasthAmAM dharmanA draDha saMskAra pADayA na hoya to prabhunuM nAma levAnI vAta to dUra rahI paraMta prabhunuM nAma sAMbhaLavuM ya kadAca na game to navAI nahi. mATe yuvAvasthAmAM baharanA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo . 146
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________________ zarIra sazakta hoya tyAre ja viziSTa koTinI dharma ArAdhanA tathA AtmasAdhanA karIne anaMtabhavonuM sATuM vALI levuM joIe. karNATaka rAjyanA belagAma jillAnA nipANI gAmamAM rahetA Do. ajitabhAI hIrAcaMda dIvANI (uM.va.36) ne A vAta pUrvanA puNyodaye 3 satsaMga dvArA samajAI gaI ane teno turata amala paNa zarU karI dIdho. saM. 2043mAM zeSakALamAM pa. pU. adhyAtmarasika A. bha. zrI vijayadharmatirijI ma.sA.nI preraNAthI 23 varSanI vaye temaNe roja jinapUjA tathA navakArazIno prAraMbha karI dIdho !- tyArabAda saM 2043 mAM pa.pU. | munirAjazrI jayatilakavijyajI ma.sA. nuM cAturmAsa thatAM temanI preraNAthI svadravyathI aSTaprakArI pUjA tathA roja covihArano prAraMbha karI dIdho. saM. 2048mAM dharmacakratapaprabhAvaka pa. pU. paM. zrI jagavallabhavijyajI gaNivarya ma. sA.nA cAturmAsamAM teozrInI preraNAthI 82 divasanuM dharmacakra tapa karyuM. navapadajInI AyaMbila oLI karI tathA kAyamI vyAsaNA ane baMne TAIma 3 pratikramaNa karavAno prAraMbha karyo. jiMdagImAM 500 AyaMbila pUrA karavAnI 3 bhAvanA pUrvaka teo amuka pavatithiomAM AyaMbila kare che. dararoja savAre 4 vAgye UThIne 1 sAmAyika tathA pratikramaNa kare che. roja rAAM klAka sudhI ke bhAvapUrvaka svadravyathI aSTaprakArI jinapUjA kare che. jinavANI zravaNanI taka { teo kadI cUktA nathI. dara ravivAre kuMbhojagiri tIrthanI yAtrAe acUka jAya tathA tyAMnA davAkhAnAmAM phrI sevA Ape che. garIbonA teo belI che. garIbone phrI sevA Ape che. potAnA pitAne teo kahe ke- "mAre koIne lUMTavA nathI. mAre to sahunI sevA karavI che!' kevI umadA bhAvanA! - AkhA belagAma jillAmAM puruSomAM ArAdhanAmAM emanI tole koI AvI zake tema nathI. kamase kama bIjA jaina DokTaro paNa Do. ajitabhAInA jIvanamAMthI preraNA meLavIne ArAdhanAmaya tathA sevAlakSI jIvana jIvavA mAMDe to potAnA AtmakalyANa sAthe samAjano uddhAra ane zAsananI kevI adbhuta { prabhAvanA thAya!.... tevI ja rIte jaina vakIlo, jaina prophesaro, jaina zikSako, jaina Ijanero vigere vyAvahArika draSTie agragaNya gaNAtA AtmAo paNa A draSTAMtamAMthI preraNA meLavIne jIvanane ArAdhanAmaya tathA niHsvArtha sevAlakSI banAve to !!!... Do. ajitabhAInA moTAbhAI dIpakabhAI paNa saM. 2048nA | cAturmAsathI temanI jema ja ArAdhanAmAM otaprota banI gayA che. AvA dharmAtmAonI tathA temane dharmamAM joDanAra mahAtmAonI bhUrizaH hArdika anumodanA. AnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnANANANANAAN je bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 147
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________________ AANAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAnAnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnANAANAAAAAAAAN pa0 siddhAcalajI mahAtIrthanI 46 vAra 99 yAtrA karatA ratilAlabhAI jIvarAjabhAI zeTha A avasarpiNI kALanA prathama tIrthaMkara zrI RSabhadeva bhagavAna 99 pUrva (1 pUrva =70 lAkha pa6 hajAra kroDa) vAra siddhAcalajI mahAtIrtha upara padhAryA hatA. tenA AMzika anukaraNa svarUpe dara varSe hajAro bhAviko vyaktigata rIte ke judA judA saMghomAM sAmUhika rUpe sAmela thaIne A girirAjanI 99 vAra yAtrA vidhipUrvaka karIne potAnI jAtane dhanya mAnatA hoya che. keTalAka moTI uMmaranA bhAviko roja upara javAnI azaktinA kAraNe comAsAmAM ke zeSakALamAM girirAjanI taLeTInI 99 vAra vidhipUrvaka yAtrA karatA hoya che. aneka bhAgyazALIoe ekathI vadhu vakhata siddhAcala mahAtIrthanI 99 yAtrAo karI haze. paraMtu vartamAnakALamAM sauthI vadhu vakhata 99 yAtrA karavAno vizvavikrama noMdhavanAra koI hoya to te che ratilAlabhAI jIvarAjabhAI zeTha. hAla 7ra varSanI jepha vaya dharAvatA ratilAlabhAIe koI viziSTa aMta preraNAthI 26 varSanI bharayuvAna vaye ja dukAnamAMthI nivRtti laI lIdhI ane chellA 46 varSathI teo dara varSe zeSakALamAM tIrthAdhirAja zrI siddhAcalajI mahAtIrthanI upara caDhIne vidhipUrvaka 99 yAtrA kare che. tathA comAsAmAM taleTInI 99 yAtrA ekAzaNA vigere 6 rI nA niyamonA pAlanapUrvaka vidhivata kare che. eTale atyAra sudhI 46 vAra 99 yAtrA siddhigirinI tathA 46 vAra 99 yAtrA taleTInI temaNe karI che. teo pAlitANamAM ja rahe che. be vAra upadhAna tapa paNa karela che. tathA navapadajInI AyaMbilanI oLI saLaMga 20 varSathI kare che. avAra navAra temane svapnamAM AdinAtha bhagavAnanA darzana thAya che. atyAra sudhImAM cha'rI pALatA saMgho dvArA tathA baso dvArA kula 1ra vakhata judA judA aneka tIrthonI yAtrAmAM temaNe karI che. temanI ArAdhanA joIne prasanna thayelA aneka gAmonA saMghoe temanuM viziSTa bahumAna karela che che. pAlitANAmAM "rAjA" nA hulAmaNA upanAmathI teo oLakhAya che. pAlitANAmAM varaghoDAmAM lAla dhotIyuM tathA lAla pacheDIvAlA koI zrAvakane tame juo to mAnavuM ke teo prAyaH ratilAlabhAI ja hovA joIe. tAja bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 144TERNE STD 5 = '1 ' ' S SS I N
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________________ nonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn saM. 203pamAM, 2045mAM tathA 2047mAM amArI nizrAmAM kacchI samAjanI sAmUhika 99 yAtrAo thaI tyAre ratilAlabhAIno paricaya thayela. temanuM saranAmuM nIce mujaba che. haThIbhAInI dharmazALA, dANApITha, pAlitANA (saurASTra) pIna 364270 (51: 10 varSamAM 7pa hajAra ki.mI.nA pravAsa dvArA bhAratabharanA jaina tIrthonI padayAtrA karanAra rAmadayAla nemicaMdajI jaina samagra vizvamAM jyAre Aje mANasa mANasano zatru banI rahyo che ane sahu potapotAno svArtha sAdhavAmAM racyA pacyA rahe che tyAre koI samRddha ke kuTuMbanA papa varSanI vaya dharAvatA bujharga samagra bhAratanI padayAtrAe nIkaLe ane te paNa tIrthayAtrAnI sAthe sAthe samagra mAnava samAjamAM maitrIbhAvanA-bhAIcArAnA vikAsanI bhAvanA sAthe ! prathama to jarAka hAsyAspada lAge paraMtu A eka nakakara hakIkta che ke rAmadayAla nemicaMdajI jaina nAmanA papa varSIya suzrAvaka rAjasthAnamAM Avela bharatapura gAma (potAnI janmabhUmi) thI tA. 16/11/87 nA maMgala prayANa re karI uparokta bhAvanA sAthe tAmilanADu, karNATaka, orissA, AMdhra, baMgAla, bihAra, poMDIcerI, AsAma, kanyAkumArI, uttarapradeza, madhyapradeza thaIne 3 sarvaprathamavAra yojAyela sAmUhika 99 yAtrAnI pUrNAhuti vakhate saM. 2051nA phAgaNa mahinAmAM jUnAgaDha mukAme amane maLyA tyAre temaNe 8 varSamAM 6 44000 ki.mI. nA aMtara kApI 250 tIrthonI padayAtrA pUrNa karI hatI. ane ke temanA kahevA pramANe 10 varSamAM kula 75 hajAra ki.mI. nI padayAtrA dvArA samagra bhAratanA jaina tIrthonI yAtrA karavAnI temanI bhAvanA hatI je A lekha prakAzita thaze tyAM sudhImAM prAyaH paripUrNa thaI cUkI haze. gujarAtamAM tharA pAse Avela rUnI tIrtha camatkArika che ema temaNe jaNAvyuM. teo roja ke sarerAza 25 ki.mI. jeTalo pravAsa kare che. eka ja TAIma bhojana kare che. 3 uparAMtamAM eka-be vakhata cAthI nabhAvI le che. paraMta hoTalanI cA pItA nathI. bajArU cIjo tathA kaMdamULano tyAga che. dararoja jinapUjA acUka kare che. navakAra mahAmaMtra pratye ananya ane akhUTa AsthA dharAve che. { thoDA varSa pUrve temaNe sametazikharajImAM keTalAka niyamapUrvaka vidhivata 1 lAkha ke navakAra mahAmaMtra jApanI ArAdhanA karI hatI. temAM keTalAka kSudra upadravo thavA chatAM bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo . 149)
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________________ teo aDaga rahyA hatA. tyAre tyAMnA adhiSThAyaka zrIbhomiyAjI deve temane darzana ApyA hatA. temanI preraNAthI ja temaNe A padayAtrAno prAraMbha karyo che. navakAra mahAmaMtra dvArA teNe madhyapradezamAM haTA tathA maMDAvara nAmanA gAmomAM tathA ahArajI jaina siddhakSetramAM aneka lokone bhUta-pretanA vaLagADathI tathA patharI, lakvA vigere rogothI mukta karyA che. gujarAtamAM vaDodarAmAM eka bALakane kensara thayela te temaNe navakAra dvArA maTADela che. prAMtIjamAM eka vyaktine vIMchI karaDela. tenuM jhera paNa navakAramaMtra dvArA UtArI dIdhuM, paMcamahAla jillAnA godharA gAmamAM 8 musalamAnone pratijJA pUrvaka mAMsAhAra choDAvyo che. navakAra mahAmaMtranuM smaraNa karI teo bhomiyAjI devanI stuti rUpe eka saMskRta zloka bole ke tarata ja temanA zarIramAM bhomiyAjI devano praveza thAya che je ApaNe temanI vividha ceSTAo dvArA tarata samajI zakIe chIe. pachI je paNa prazno pUchIe tenA javAbo bhomiyAjI deva potAnA avadhijJAnanI maryAdA mujaba Ape che. te ame pratyakSa joyuM. rAmadayAlabhAInA parivAramAM temanA dharmapatnI urmilAbena skUlamAM zikSikA tarIke kAma kare che. 3 putrI tathA 1 putra maLI 4 saMtAno che. vyavasAye kApaDanA vepArI che. tathA 3 bhAIo vacce 180 vIghA jamIna dharAve che. pote melerIyA vibhAgamAM 16 varSa InspekaTara tarIke kAma karyA bAda rAjInAmuM ApI dIdhuM. temaNe padayAtrAno saMkalpa jAhera karyo tyAre zarUAtamAM temanA dharmapatnIe virodha karyo paraMtu samajAvaTa bAda teo mAnI gayA hatA. temanI padayAtrAno aMtima tabakke kAzmIramAM pUro thaze. kAzmIramAM zAMti sthapAya tevI sadbhAvanA sAthe padayAtrA karatAM kadAca kAzmIranI dharatI para temanuM khUna paNa thaI jAya to ene teo potAnuM sadbhAgya mAne che. bihAramAM cAreka badamAsoe temane charI batAvIne 650 rU|. lUMTI lIdhA tathA madhyapradezanA AdivAsI vistAramAM mAra paNa khAvo paDayo chatAM teo potAnA nirNayamAM makkamatApUrvaka AgaLa dhapI rahyA che. I.sa. 1997mAM padayAtrA pUrNa thayA bAda teo potAnA vatana bharatapuramAM pAchA pharaze ane potAnA khetaranA makAnamAM rahI vAnaprasthAzramI tarIke jIvana jIvavA mAge che. temanuM saranAmuM nIce mujaba che. Indra kolonI, basa sTenDa pAse, mu. po. ji. bharatapura (rAjasthAna). bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo = 150
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________________ 52 : 3 varSa sudhI satata UbhA UbhA apramattapaNe sAdhanA karatA baMsIlAlajI umedamalajI coraDiyA pUnA (mahArASTra)mAM rahetA suzrAvaka zrI baMsIlAlajI umedamalajI coraDiyA (uM.va.77)nI sAdhanA Azcaryaprada che. 15 varSanI kizoravayathI emaNe evI pratijJA karI che ke bhojana vakhate kAMIpaNa mAMgavuM nahIM. svAbhAvika rIte je pIrasAya temAM ja saMtoSa rAkhavo. eThuM mUkavuM nahi. tathA ghare ke bahAragAma yA lagnAdikanA prasaMgamAM javAnuM thayuM hoya tyAre paNa jyAre koI kahe ke 'bhojana karo' to ja jamavuM nahIMtara bhUkhyA rahevuM !... 24 varSanI vayamAM temaNe 6 varSa mATe ghauMnI koIpaNa vAnagI vAparavI nahIM, juvAra ke bAjarIno lUkho roTalo ane dALa A be ja dravya vAparavA evI pratijJA karI ane pALI hatI !.... chellA 40 varSathI teo dararoja 1 klAka sudhI navakAra mahAmaMtrano jApa tathA savA klAka sudhI nADI baMdha karIne dhyAna kare che !... vacce 3 varSa sudhI temaNe niraMtara UbhA UbhA ja apramattapaNe sAdhanA karI hatI. ! 3 varSa sudhI saLaMga ThAma covihAra ekalaThANuM karyuM hatuM !... chellA 37 varSathI dara zanivAre Akho divasa maunamAM rahe che. chellA 36 varSothI pagamAM pagarakhAno tyAga karyo che. chellA 32 varSothI AjIvana brahmacarya vratano svIkAra karyo che. chellA 47 varSothI roja 2 sAmAyika acUka kare che. 6 varSathI roja purimaDhanuM paccakkhANa kare che. potAnA prANa jAya to paNa khoTuM na ja bolavuM ane koInI paNa niMdA na ja karavI evI pratijJA paNa chellA traNeka varSathI temaNe svIkArI che. zrAvakanA 12 vrato paNa pAMceka varSathI grahaNa karyA che. vacce eka aThThama karela tyAre paNa traNe ahorAtra niraMtara UbhA UbhA ja sAdhanA karI hatI. ! vacce keTalAka varSa sudhI ThAma covihAra avajhu ekalaThANuM karatA. tyAre sUryAsta thavAne lagabhaga be ghaDI jeTalo samaya bAkI rahyo tyAre 5-10 miniTamAM ja AhAra-pANI grahaNa karatA ! bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo = 151
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________________ saMpUrNa jIvana nirvyasanIpaNe pasAra thayuM che. sthAnakavAsI saMpradAyanA karNATaka kesarI, khAdIdhArI, gaNezabAbA ma.sA.nA teo parama bhakta che. temanI kRpAthI uparokta prakAre sAdhanA karatAM karatAM temanAmAM viziSTa Atma zaktiono prAdurbhAva thayelo che. jenA prabhAve ghaNIvAra sAmI vyaktinA mananA vicAro paNa jANI zake che ! bhUta-pretAdinA vaLagADa paNa dUra karI zake che ! keTalIka viziSTa bimArIo paNa jApa dvArA dUra karI zake che. AjathI 10 varSa pahelAM 67 varSanI vaye temanA zarIre ardhAMga lakvAnA 7 vAra humalA thayA hatA chatAM paNa temaNe DokTaranI davA na lIdhI ane zraddhA baLe deva-guru kRpAthI ja ThIka thaI gayA !!!... Aje 77 varSanI jepha vaye paNa teo da22oja savAre pA vAgye pUnAnI gaNeza peThamAM Avela sAdaDI sadana jaina sthAnakamAM to kyAreka nAnA peThamAM Avela sAdhanA sadana jaina sthAnakamAM bulaMda svare, ekAgra citte, bhaktibhAva pUrvaka prArthanA, bhaktAmara stotra pATha temaja dhyAna 2 klAka sudhI kare che !... emanA jIvananI apramattatA kharekhara anumodanIya che ! 53 : muMbaImAM paNa saMDAza-bAtharUmanA upayogane TALatA araviMdabhAI dozI pahelAMnA jamAnAmAM Arya loko prAyaH gharanuM ja bhojana karatA. hoTala ke reMkaDInA bajAru vAsI khorAkathI prAyaH dUra ja rahetA. ane vaDInIti mATe gAmanI bahAra jaMgalamAM jatA. jyAre AjakAla gAmaDAnI saMskRti chinna bhinna thatI jAya che ane gAmaDAnA loko paNa AjIvikA vigere mATe zaheramAM javA lAgyA che. paraMtu zaherI vAtAvaraNamAM jIvatA lokone have gharanuM bhojana game teTaluM sAttvika ane svAdiSTa hoya to paNa ochuM bhAve che. ane hoTala-resToranTa tathA reMkaDInuM bhojana bhale vAsI, dUSita ane rogacALo phelAvatuM hoya to paNa tenA pratyeno moha vadhato jAya che. ane nIhAra mATe bahAra javAne badale gharamAM ja prAyaH rasoDAnI bAjumAM Avela saMDAzamAM javuM paDe che !... ane snAna paNa bAtharUmamAM karavuM paDe che. paraMtu e saMDAza ane bAtharUmanA pANI vigere je gaTaramAMthI pasAra thAya che temAM agaNita kIDAo, asaMkhya saMmUrNima manuSyo vigerenI thatI ghora hiMsAno temane khyAla nathI Avato. bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo = 152 B ---
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________________ paNa Aje ya evA virala AtmAo vidyamAna che ke jeo satsaMga dvArA A vAtone samajIne vivekapUrvaka jIvana jIvatAM AryasaMskRtine jIvaMta rAkhI rahyA che. mULa saurASTranA mahuvA baMdaranA vatanI paraMtu hAla muMbaI borIvalImAM jAMbalI galImAM rahetA zramaNopAsaka zrI araviMdabhAI dozI (uM.va.37 lagabhaga) paNa AvA ja eka Adarza yuvAna che. yuvA pratibodhaka, suprasiddha pravacanakAra pa. pU. paMnyAsapravara zrI caMdrazekharavijyajI ma.sA.nA pravacana zravaNathI pratibodha pAmelA araviMdabhAI muMbaImAM re rahevA chatAM paNa saMDAza ke bAtharUmano upayoga karatA nathI. parAtamAM besIne maryAdita pANIthI jayaNApUrvaka snAna karIne tenuM pANI DolamAM nAkhIne agAsI upara ke anya khullI jagyAmAM yatanApUrvaka parave che. vaDInIti mATe paNa teo relve pATA pAse dUra jAya che paraMtu saMDAzano upayoga karatA nathI. varSamAM 2 vAra dADhInA vALano tathA 1 vAra mastakanA vALano loca karAve che. paraMtu salUnamAM javAnuM TALe che. karma saMyoge AjathI sAteka varSa pUrve temanA 7 ane 8 varSanI uMmaranA baMne putro goyama ane mutrAne blaDa kensara thayela. roja DokTara rAtre Ijekzana Ape ane savAre kADhe. A rIte karavA chatAM paNa eka divasa DokTare araviMdabhAIne kahI dIdhuM ke amArI thIyarI mujaba A baMne jaNA anukrame 17 tathA 23 divasathI vadhu jIvI zake tema nathI. to paNa dharmanI tAkAta upara atUTa zradhdhA dharAvatA araviMdabhAI hatAza na thayA. temaNe dharmacakratapaprabhAvaka pa.pU. paMnyAsa pravara zrI jagavallabhavijyajI gaNivarya ma.sA.nI preraNAthI dharmacakranI AratIno caDAvo lIdho. ane baMne suputronA hAthe AratI utarAvI. kharekhara camatkAra sarjayo hoya tema baMne jaNA blaDa kensara jevA jIvaleNa rogamAMthI AbAda rIte bacI gayA. DokTaro paNa Azcaryacakti thaIne dharmasattAne namI paDyA. A vAtane Aje 7 varSa thaI gayA. baMne bhAIo khUba ja suMdara dhamarAdhanA karI rahyA che. kharekhara je AtmA niSThApUrvaka kaTokaTImAM paNa dharmanuM pAlana kare che to te dharma paNa ? tenI rakSA karavA mATe baMdhAyelo che. (dharmo rakSati rakSitaH) uparokta ghaTanAthI to araviMdabhAInI dharmazraddhA ane prabhu pratyenI prItimAM anekagaNo vadhAro thaI gayo. pa.pU. mahArAja sAhebanI preraNAthI ? temaNe gRhamaMdira banAvyuM che ane roja 2-3 klAka sudhI dila daIne prabhubhakti kare che. araviMdabhAIe pAMceka varSa pahelAM mahuvAthI pAlitANAno cha'rI saMgha khUba ja ullAsapUrvaka kaDhAvela. araviMdabhAInA dRSTAMtamAMthI preraNA meLavI aneka AtmAo nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn (bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje. 153N
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________________ dharmaniSTha, AcAra custa temaja prabhubhakta ane guru AjJApAlaka bano e ja zubhAbhilASA. saranAmuM : AnaMda maMgala-trIje mALe, jAMbalI galI borIvalI (vesTa), muMbaI. 400091, phonaH 80pa3241 54: eka ajoDa preraNAdAyI vyaktitva kumArapALabhAI vI. zAha e zAsanaprabhAvaka, dayA-karuNA ane pavitratAnA avatAra, dIrdhadraSTA de Ayojaka, ApattimAM AMsu luchanAra, yuvAnonA rAhabara ane preraNAnA zrota vyakitanuM nAma che." kumArapALa vimaLabhAI zAha. Aje emanI uMmara 49 varSanI che. teo mULa bIjApura (ji.mahesANA) (uttara gujarAta)nA. paNa varasothI muMbaImAM sthira thayA hatA. varaso sudhI teo hIrAnA vyApAramAM joDAI rahyA... paNa hAla kalikuMDa-dhoLakA (ji.amadAvAda) emanI dharmakAryabhUmi che. hIrAno dhIkto vyApAra choDI dezanA-samAjanA ne dharmanA puNya kAryamAM tana-mana-dhana, mana-vacana-kAyA ane samaya-zaktinuM samarpaNa karI ? rahyA che. khAnadAna mAtA-pitAnA A saMtAnane bALapaNathI dharmanA susaMskAro hatA ja. paNa I.sa. 1964 nA unALAmAM 17 varSanA kumArapALa mitro sAthe AbUparvatanA acalagaDha zikhara para jainadhArmika zikSaNa zibira dvArA jaina AcAra, jaina tattvajJAna, mAganusArI jIvana, jaina ItihAsa, sUtronA rahasyo Adi bhaNavA gayA...... A jaina dhArmika zikSaNa zibiramAM yuvAnone mArga ciMdhADanAra ane mArgadarzaka hatA. vardhamAna taponidhi, nyAyavizArada, dhArmikazibira dvArA AdhyAtmika krAMti lAvanArA AcArya zrI vijaya bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba. temanI vedhaka vANI dvArA Aja sudhImAM hajAro yuvAno AkarSAyA che ane nyAya, nIti, sadAcAra temaja saMyamanA mArge agresara thayA che. e vedhakavANInuM AkarSaNa kumArapALa upara paNa thayuM. Y bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje. 154RS www R
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________________ dhArmika zikSaNanA jJAna dvArA potAnA AtmAne ati bhAvita karI rahelA kumArapALanA jIvanamAM eka vAvAjhoDuM AvyuM ane TarniMga poInTa lAvyuM. banyuM evuM ke- mAunTa AbUnA e UMcA zikhara acalagaDhamAM varasAda sAthe bhayaMkara pavana phUMkAyo. e vinAzaka vAvAjhoDAmAM zibiranA TenTa uDI gayA, to sAdhunI pANI ThAravAnI parAto paNa uDI. makAnanA naLiyA uDayA to vizALakAya vRkSo paNa ukhaDayA. AvA vakhate 17 varSanA nayayuvAne eka pavitra saMkalpa karyoH 'jo A vAvAjhoDuM zAMta thAya to mAre AjIvana brahmacarya vrata levuM.' ane Azvarya thayuM. DarAmaNuM ne bihAmaNuM bhayaMkara vAvAjhoDuM kSaNavAramAM zAMta thaI gayuM. ane kumArapALe zibira jJAnadAtA, gurudeva pU.A. zrI vijyabhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma.ne potAnA zubha saMkalpanI vAta kahI. pUjya gurudevazrI apAra khuza thayA ane AzIrvAdanA dhodha vahAvavA pUrvaka potAnA A lADalA zibira ziSyane AjIvana brahmacaryavrata uccarAvyuM. sarvatra AnaMdanI lahero uchaLI. pachI to 'mAre cAritra na levAya tyAM sudhI mULathI ghI tyAga' nI kumArapALe pratijJAkarI. kumArapALanI bhISma pratijJA ane bhavya saMkalpe jainazAsanamAM eka itihAsa sarjyo. temAM guru kRpAbaLe cAra cAMda lagAvyA. aneka zAsanaprabhAvaka kAryo thayAM. je zAsanaprabhAvaka kAryo kumArapALabhAIe zobhAvyA che. tenI thoDI jhalaka... ApaNe anumodanA karI zakIe, preraNA laI zakIe, dhanyatA anubhavIe te mATe ahIM AlekhyA che. 0 1970mAM bhArata-pAkIstAnanA yuddha vakhate. baMgalAdezathI bhAratamAM AvelA lAkho baMgALI musalamAna zaraNArthIonI anAja, AhAra, davA, vastro Adi dvArA bhavya mAnava sevA karI. 0 AMdhrapradezamAM Avela bhayaMkara dariyAI vAvAjhoDAmAM lAkho rUpiyA kharcI rAhata kAryo moTI kunehapUrvaka pAra pADayA hatA. 0 1984mAM morabI (saurASTra) gAmamAM pAseno macchuDema tUTatAM jIvaleNa bhayaMkara pUra AvyuM. pANInA pUranA prakopamAM hajAro mANaso ne jIvo phasAyA... tyAre A dayALu kumArapALabhAI potAnI mitramaMDaLI sahita tyAM pahoMcIne anna, vastra, auSadhi AdinI anekavidha sahAyatA bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 155 E
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________________ nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn karI pIDita lokonA AMsu lUchI AzvAsana Apela. 0 1987 thI 1989 sudhI ema lagAtAra traNa varSa gujarAtamAM bhayaMkara duSkALa paDayo tyAre jIvadayA, anukaMpA ane mAnavarAhatanA mahAna kAryo karyA. moTI kasoTInA A vizALakAryamAM teo hiMmata ane khaMtathI pAra UtaryA ane lakhalUTa karmanirjarAnA bhAgI banyA. 0 san 1989-90mAM orissAmAM bhayaMkara duSkALa paDayo. anna-pANI vinA hajAro-lAkho mAnavo ne pazuonI hAlata khUba kaphoDI banelI tyAre tyAM jIvadayA ane mAnava rAhatanA abhuta kAryo karyA. 0 san 1993mAM mahArASTranA lAtura jillAmAM bhayaMkara dharatIkaMpa thayo. temAM lagabhaga 32 hajAra mANaso homAyA. hajAro apaMga ane nirAdhAra banyA. A dharatIkaMpathI DarelA ne svajano tathA ghara-bAra-sAmagrI gumAvelA hajAro mAnavone anna, vastra, AhAra, auSadhi Adi ApavA dvArA ane lAkho rUpiyA rokaDA ApavA dvArA jainetara tathA jainonI lAgaNI che sabhara sahAyatA karI ane jainazAsanano dayA ane karuNAno saMdezo sAcA arthamAM vistAya. kumArapALabhAI dhoLakAmAM potAne tyAM zilpI rAkhI bhagavAnanI mUrti ghaDAve che ane icchukasaMghane bhaktipUrvaka bheTa Ape che. pratimAno nakaro levA koI saMgha ghaNo Agraha kare to kumArapALabhAI hasIne kahe - "pratimAjI laI jAva paNa mAre nakaro laI vakaro nathI karavo." 0 gujarAtanA boDelI vistAramAM, rAjasthAnanA pallIvAla (jillA-savAImAdhopura, bharatapura, alavara) kSetramAM varaso sudhI jainetarone paNa jainadharmI banAvyA ane aneka yuvAnone sadAcAranA raste agresara karyA. che temaNe aneka jinamaMdiro baMdhAvI ApyA che. hAla temanA hastaka 80 jeTalA jIrNoddhAranA kAryo cAle che. A uparAMta sAdharmika bhakti, sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonI vaiyAvacca, derAsaronA nirmANa, jIrNoddhAra, pAThazALA, upAzrayonA nirmANa, jenadhArmika zikSaNa zibiro, saMghone zAstrAnusArI mArgadarzana, sata sAhityanuM prakAzana, jaina saMskArono pracAra prasAra ItyAdi aneka prakAranI pravRttio kumArapALabhAI mUkapaNe nitya karatA ja rahe che. gurUdeva pU. AcArya zrI vijya bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma. sAhebanuM mananIya ciMtana divyadarzana' hindI ane gujarAtI pAkSika ane sAptAhika patronuM varaso sudhI saMpAdana karI kumArapALabhAIe sat sAhitya loko wenn R Y bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo . 156a
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________________ sudhI pahoMcADayuM che. vaLI, jinapUjA, sAmAyika, zAstra svAdhyAya-mananaciMtana, A badhA nityanA AtmajAgRti karanArA kartavyo to kumArapALabhAInA jIvanamAM kharA ja kharA. teo khUba ja udAra, premALa, sahAnubhUtipUrNa dilavALA uttama vicAraka ane AcAra saMpanna che. have emanI uttama vicAraNA ane vAtacitanA aMzo joIe: (1) ekavAra koIe pUchayuM tamArI ophisamAM guruno phoTo kema nathI?'. haMsI majAka karatA kumArapALabhAI kahe- "gurune divAla para nahIM, dilamAM rAkhavAnA hoya." (2) ekavAra kahe - koInA para avizvAsa rAkhI satata duHkhI thavA karatAM vizvAsa mUkI chetarAvuM paDe to chetarAvuM sAruM (3) sevAnA ane tyAganA kSetramAM mArA-parAyAno vicAra na karAya." (4) zibiranA koI yuvAnane pAna khAto joI, kyAreka kumArapALabhAI haLavI majAka karI le.... bole- "are bhAI ! pAna to bakAM khAya. ApaNe mAnava chIe." (pa) koI emanI pAsethI kAMI madada laI gayA. ane pAchaLathI ke bIjAe kumArapALabhAIne kahyuM hoya ke pelI vyakti tamane chetarIne madada laI gaI.' to kumArapALabhAI kahe "haze, kAMI vAMdho nahIM, ApaNane to sukata thaI gayuM. sukRta karatAM kyAreka AvuM paNa bane. ApaNe moTuM mana ane udAra dila rAkhavAnuM che." kumArapALabhAInA anekavidha saguNomAMthI ApaNe sau uttama preraNA laIe evI zubhAbhilASA. saranAmuM :kumArapALabhAI vI. zAha 39 kalikuMDa sosAyaTI dhoLakA, ji. amadAvAda pInaH 383810 phona: 02714-22282/23981. nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo. 157 5
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________________ nananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananana nanananananananananananana pipa potAnA prANanA jokhame ghoDAo tathA mAchalAone bacAvanAra vaDhavANanA suzrAvaka zrI ratilAlabhAI jIvaNa abajI - - - - tA. 6-6-95nA vaDhavANamAM rAmasaMgabhAI darabArane, temanI anumodanIya ArAdhanAnI vigata jANavA mATe maLavAnuM thayuM tyAre temaNe potAnI vAta to saMkSepamAM pUrNa karI ne vaDhavANanA jIvadayApremI suzrAvaka zrI ratilAlabhAInI atyaMta anumodanIya vAto kahI. ratilAlabhAI Aje hayAta nathI. thoDA ja varSa pahelAM teo paralokavAsI banyA che. chatAM temanA jIvana prasaMgo atyaMta preraka hovAthI atre raju karyA che. ratilAlabhAInA suputranA ghare vaDhavANamAM Aje paNa ghara derAsara che tyAM ame darzanArthe gayA hatA. -saMpAdaka. (1) I.sa. 1947mAM bhAratane AjhAdI maLI te pahelAMnI A vAta che. te vakhate bhArata upara aMgrejonI sattA cAlatI hatI. keTalAka aMgreja amaladAro jyAre potAnA ghoDA vRddha thatA tyAre temane khADAmAM UtArIne baMdUkathI sUTa karI nAkhatA hatA. . "Atmavat sarvabhUteSu" nI jIvana vRSTi dharAvanArA vaDhavANanA suzrAvaka zrI ratilAlabhAIne A vAta khUba ja khaTaktI hatI. - eka vakhata temane samAcAra maLyA ke aMgreja amaladAroe ghoDAone khADAmAM utAryA che ane have temane sUTa karavAnA che eTale tarata ja ratilAlabhAI aMgreja amaladAra pAse gayA ane ghoDAne na mAravA mATe ghaNuM samajAvyuM. paraMtu amaladAra eka nA be na thayA. tyAre ratilAlabhAI jAte e khADAmAM UtaryA. ghoDAonI AgaLa UbhA rahyA ane amaladArane kahyuM ke - pahelAM mArI upara baMduka calAvo pachI ja ghoDAo upara baMduka cAlI zakaze !"... gusse thayelA aMgreja aphasare ratilAlabhAIne pakaDAvIne rUmamAM pUrI dIdhA. tyAM paNa ratilAlabhAI navakAra mahAmaMtranuM smaraNa karI ghoDAone bacAvavA mATe prabhu prArthanA karavA lAgyA. sAcA hRdayanI niHsvArtha prArthanAno svIkAra thayo hoya tema eka ghaTanA banI gaI. e rUmanI bhIMta ITa ke paththaranI banelI na hatI. paraMtu lAkaDAnI paTTIothI banelI hatI. tenA chidromAMthI ratilAlabhAIe bAjunA oraDAmAM draSTipAta karyo to tyAM aMgreja amaladAro mATe moTo dUdhapAkano H N bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje. 158 )
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________________ tapelo taiyAra thaI rahyo hato. temAM upara naLiyAmAMthI pasAra thatA sApanuM jhera re paDatuM temaNe joyuM. ratilAlabhAIe samayasUcaktA vAparIne lAkaDI dvArA e tapelAne dhakko mArI dUdhapAka DhoLI nAkhyuM. aMgreja amaladArone A vAtanI re khabara paDatAM prathama to khUba ja chaMcheDAyA paraMtu pAchaLathI sarpanA jheranI hakIkta jANI tyAre khAtrI karavA mATe dUdhapAkane prayogazALAmAM mokalavAmAM Avyo. temAM jheranuM astitva sidhdha thatAM Azcaryacakti thayelA aphasaroe ratilAlabhAIne pUchayuM ke ame to tamArA duzmana gaNAIe. chatAM tame ? amane maravA devAne badale kema bacAvyA ?" tyAre ratilAlabhAIe javAba Apyo ke- "sAheba, tame paNa mArA mitro ja cho ane ghoDAo paNa mArA eTalA ja mitra che. tame jo mArA upara prasanna thayA ho to ghoDAone sUTa na 3 karavAnuM vacana Apo !". ane prasanna thayelA aMgreja amaladAroe ghoDAone sUTa na karavAnuM vacana ApyuM tathA eka golDa meDala (suvarNa caMdraka) paNa ratilAlabhAIne bahumAnapUrvaka arpaNa karyo !... (2) 10 vakhata mAchalAone bacAvyA!... divase mahAjanathI DaratA mIyANA mAchImAro rAtre vaDhavANanA taLAvamAMthI puSkaLa mAchalA pakaDatA hatA. A vAtanI ratilAlabhAIne khabara paDatAM teo rAtre 2-3 vAgyAnA sumAre ekalA taLAve pahoMcI jatA. dUrathI ratilAlabhAInA AgamananI khabara paDatAM ja mAchImAro temane paDakAratA huM ane kahetA ke-"pAchA cAlyA jAo, nahitara baMdUkanA eka ja dhaDAke tamane ' khatama karI nAkhazuM ! to paNa jarAya gabharAyA vinA makakama pagale ratilAlabhAI mIyANA-mAchImAro pAse pahoMcI jatA. mAchImAra baMdUkanuM nALacuM ratilAlabhAInI chAtIne aDADIne kahetA ke "jIvavuM hoya to haju paNa pAchA cAlyA jAo. amane amAruM kAma karavA gho." tyAre ratilAlabhAI potAnA khissAmAMthI kAgaLa kADhIne beTarInA prakAzamAM mAchImArone 3 vaMcAvatA. temAM lakhyuM hatuM ke meM svayaM amuka prakAranI takalIphothI kaMTALIne 6 ApaghAta karyo che. mane koIe paNa mAryo nathI. mATe A mRtyu badala koIne paNa sajA karavI nahi !' paththara dilanA mAchImAro paNa devatAI dilanA mAnavIne joIne pIgaLI jatA. ke tyAre ratilAlabhAI temane kahetA ke- "have bhale tamane baMdUka calAvavI hoya to mArI upara calAvo. paraMtu mane vacana Apo ke mane mAryA pachI tame ke tamArA saMtAno koI re mAchalAne nahi mAro." mAchalAnI khAtara potAnA prANone hoDamAM mUkanAra A AdamInI. dilanI dilAvaratA joIne mAchImAro paNa ovArI jatA. tyAre kng (baharatnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 159 N NE
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________________ ' ratilAlabhAI khissAmAMthI pa00 rUA. temane ApIne nirdoSa AjIvikA che mATe preraNA karatA pariNAme mAchImAro paNa teno svIkAra karI sadAne mATe mAchImArIno tyAga karatA. AvA to dazeka prasaMgo temanA jIvanamAM banyA che !.... (3) jinAlayano vahIvaTa karavAmAM paNa ratilAlabhAI eTalA ja cokakasa hatA. keTalIka vAra rAtre 3-4 vAgye derAsaramAM saMtAI jAya ane pUjArI pUjAnA kapaDA paheratAM pahelAM nhAya che ke nahi tenI paNa kALajI rAkhatA!.. (4) derAsarano bhaMDAro kholavAno hoya tyAre kadI paNa eka-be jaNA che nahi paraMtu pAMceka jaNA sAthe besIne ja bhaMDAro kholatA ane tarata ja gaNatarI karatA. vacce kadAca potAne laghuzaMkA mATe bahAra javuM paDe to paNa ekalA na jatAM pAMca jaNAmAMthI koIne paNa sAthe laIne ja jatA. eTale svAbhAvika rIte bIjA AgevAno pAsethI paNa A ja padhdhatinuM anusaraNa karAvI zaktA. kharekhara, jinazAsananI balihArI che ke kaliyugamAM paNa AvA jIvadayApremI, prAmANika suzrAvako thatA rahyA che. vartamAnakAlIna saMghonA vahIvaTadAro paNa AmAMthI kAMIka preraNA meLavaze e ja zubhAbhilASA. (5) ratilAlabhAI niyamita jinapUjA acUka karatA. eka vakhata temane mastakanuM oparezana karAvavAno prasaMga Avyo. DokTare kahyuM ke-"saMpUrNa ArAma karavo paDaze.' ratibhAI H karIza. paraMtu mAtra prabhupUjAnI chUTa Apo." DokTaraH halanacalanathI TAMkA tUTI jAya mATe chUTa na apAya.' ratibhAI game te thAya paraMtu bhagavAnanI pUjA karyA vinA mane cena na paDe !' DokTaro paraspara IglIzamAM vAto karavA lAgyA ke "A jiddI che. vediyA che. ApaNe emane enesthisiyA ApIzuM. tethI ghenamAM raheze." ratilAlabhAI dhotiyuM ! paheratA. tethI Do. ne lAgyuM ke Amane aMgrejI nahi AvaDatuM hoya. paraMtu ratilAlabhAI aMgrejI jANatA hatA. teo Do.nI vAta samajI gayA. oparezana vakhate enesthisiyA levAnI nA pADI dIdhI. Do. e dabANa karyuM. tyAre ratilAlabhAI kahe "huM cUM ke cAM nahi karuM. badhI vedanA sahana ! karIza." !. oparezana thayuM. bIje divase narsane paisAnI bakSisa ApI pUjA mATe rajA mAMgI. narse rajA na ApI. ratilAlabhAI pAchalI bArIthI utaravA gayA. gabharAIne narse koIne na kahevAnI zarate rajA ApI. Ama bIje divase pUjA karI. Do. kahe kema ratibhAI! pUjA karI hota to keTalI takalIpha thAta? dharmanuM gAMDapaNa na karavuM joIe." ratibhAI: 'DokTara!pUjA savAre karI che. mArA bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 160
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________________ bhagavAnanI pUjAthI ja bacyo chuM. TAMkA paNa tUTayA nathI. prabhukRpAthI ja badhuM sAruM thAya ! dharma karavAnI kadI koIne nA na pADavI. ratibhAInI AvI dharmadRDhatA joI DokTaranuM mastaka paNa ahobhAvathI jhUkI gayuM !... (6) ratilAlabhAInI suputrInA lagnano prasaMga hato. aNadhArI AphatathI rastAmAM samaya bagaDavAthI ghare jAna AvI tyAre sUryAstane thoDIka ja vAra hatI. ratilAlabhAIe vevAI pakSane kahyuM ke ''tame jANo cho ke rAtre huM khAto nathI ane koIne khavarAvato nathI. cA taiyAra karAvI dIdhI che. badhA cA-nAsto jaldI karI lo. rAtribhojananuM pApa huM koIne paNa karavA nahIM dauM !" sagA-snehIe samajAvavA mAMDayA ke- ratilAlabhAI ! dIkarInA lagnano prasaMga che. ATalI kaDakAI na cAle." paNa ratilAlabhAIe makkamatAthI sUryAsta pachI koIne jamADayA nahIM ! dharmano kevo dRDha prema !.... (7) A ja ritalAlabhAI IMdoranA hukamIcaMdajIno mAla lAvI vepAra kare. hukamIcaMdajI karoDapati. temane vaDhavANamAM eka prasaMge AvavAnuM hatuM ratibhAIe potAne tyAM ja UtaravAnI vinaMti karI. sAthe kahyuM ke 'zeThajI ! sUryAsta pachI huM koIne pANI paNa pIvaDAvato nathI. vimAna leTa thavAthI vaDhavANamAM sUryAsta pachI e AvyA. ratibhAIe jamADavAnI nA pADI. bhAIo vageree khUba dabANa karyuM ke- 'zeTha gusse thaze. mAla nahIM Ape. mATe A ekavAra emane jamADI gho. ratibhAI na mAnyA. teo kahe H ''bhale dhaMdho baMdha karavo paDe. paNa huM rAtribhojana nahIM ja karAvuM !'' hukamIcaMdajI kahe "ratibhAI ! lavIMga to Apo. (temane laviMganI Adata hatI.) ratibhAI kaheH 'zeThajI ! mApha karo, rAtre mArAthI kazuM paNa nahi apAya. AmAM mAro aMtarAtmA nA pADe che..... .. rAtre jAhera sabhAmAM badhA khUba DaratA hatA ke zeTha jarUra khUba ja gusse thaI TIkA karaze. paraMtu hukamIcaMdajIe to ratibhAIne jAhera sabhAmAM pAse bolAvIne khUbaja dhanyavAda ApyA ! priya vAcako ! joyuM ne dharmavRDhatAnuM kevuM sukhada pariNAma AvyuM. mATe tame sahu paNa dRDhatA keLavI rAtribhojananA mahApApane jarUra tilAMjali ApI ratilAlabhAInA jIvananI sAcI anumodanA karazo. (8) eka vakhata ratilAlabhAI TreInamAM musApharI karatA hatA. rastAmAM TikiTa cekara Avyo. ratibhAIe TikiTa batAvI. chatAM TI.sI. kahe ke UtarI jAo.' ratibhAI jIvadayAnA jarUrI kAme iMdorathI makSIjI jaI rahyA hatA. TikiTa hovA chatAM TI. sI.e parANe UtArI mUkyA ! ane e TreInane thoDIvAramAM ja bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo - 161
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________________ akasmAta thayo ! emanA DabbAnA badhA musApharo marI gayA. ratibhAI bacI gayA ! kahyuM che ke- "dharmo rakSati rakSitaH " arthAt je kaTokaTImAM paNa custa rIte dharmanuM rakSaNa kare che - dharmane vaphAdAra rahe che to temanuM dharma paNa acUka rakSaNa kare ja che ! ratilAlabhAInA jIvana prasaMgo vAMcI sahu dharmavRDhatA keLavo e ja hArdika zubhAbhilASA. 56 : prativarSa seMkaDo bakarAnI sAmUhika bali prathAne aTakAvatA zrAddhavarya sumatibhAI rAjArAma zAha Aje jyAre comera bhayaMkara hiMsAnuM tAMDava nRtya dina-pratidina mAjhA mUkI rahyuM che tyAre tene nAthavA mATe tAtI jarUra che gAme gAmamAMthI suzrAvaka zrI sumatibhAI (uM. va. 55 lagabhaga) zAha jevA ko'ka bhaDavIra narabaMkAonI. to cAlo ApaNe sumatibhAInuM romaharSaka dRSTAMta vicArIe. mahArASTramAM kolhApura jillAnA kAgala tAlukAmAM liMganUra (kApasI) nAme eka nAnuM gAma AveluM che. A gAmanA loko pachAta varganA che. ajJAnatAne kAraNe teo aMdhazradhdhAthI prerAIne dara varSe 3 vakhata aMbikAdevInI yAtrA vakhate 300 thI 400 bakarAonI bali caDhAvatA hatA. e lokonI evI mAnyatA hatI ke A rIte bakarAonuM balidAna ApavAthI devI khuza thAya che pariNAme anAja khUba Uge che. koIpaNa prakArano rogacALo thato nathI. bakarAonuM mAMsa khAvA mATe teo sagA-vahAlA tathA mahemAnone AmaMtraNa Ape. dArUnI mahephila jAme, mAMsanI jayAphata UDe ane AvA aneka apakRtyo dara varSe varSamAM 3 vAra sAmUhika rIte thatA. A gAma mahArASTra ane karNATakanI sarahada pAse AveluM che. liMganUrathI thoDe ja dUra karNATaka rAjyanA nipANI gAmamAM sumatibhAI rAjArAma zAha nAmanA suzrAvaka rahe che. jIvadayApremI A zrAdhdhavaryane dharmanA nAme cAlato A sAmUhika hatyAkAMDa khUba ja khaTakato hato. chellA 15 varSathI teo A hatyAkAMDane aTakAvavA kaIka prayatno karatA paNa saphaLatA maLatI na hatI. pharI tA. 26-2-92nA divase A yAtrA ane baliprathAno divasa AvI rahyo hato tyAre sumatibhAIe dRDha nizcaya karyo ke A vakhate to koI paNa bhoge A hatyAkAMDa aTakAvavo ja che. teo bhagavAna zrI caMdraprabhasvAmInA jinAlayamAM gayA. prabhunA caraNo pAse mastaka DhALIne bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo = 162
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________________ nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn AnnnANANAAAAAnnananan temaNe gadgada bhAve prArthanA karI ke he devAdhideva ! jIvadayAnA mahAna zubha che ke kArya mATe jAuM chuM. Apa mane zakti Apaje.' che tyAra bAda teo liMganUra gayA ane tenA AgevAna lokone ekaThA karIne temanI samakSa potAnA hadayanI vAta pragaTa karatAM kahyuM ke tame A hatyA baMdha karo to sAruM. kAraNa ke A aMdhazradhdhA che. AnAthI tame dukhI thaI rahyA cho. A dharma nahi paraMtu adharma che. AnAthI to tame bhavobhava barabAda thaI jazo..ItyAdi. liMganUra gAmanA AgevAna loko sumatibhAInI pratiSThA ane ke dhArmikatAthI prabhAvita thayA hatAM. temaNe kahyuM, "zeThajI ! ame Aje ja rAtre gAmamAM DhaMDhero piTAvIne gAmalokone samajAvavA prayatna karIe chIe." rAtre DhaMDhero piTAthI te mujaba bIje ja divase tA. 12-1-94 nA savAranA 8 vAgye AkhA gAmanI mITIMga aMbikAdevInA maMdiranA prAMgaNamAM thaI. e mITIMgamAM sumatibhAI paNa upasthita rahyA. temaNe lokone jIvahiMsAnA bhayaMkara duSpariNAmone samajAvyA. ane kharekhara te divase jANe camatkAra sarjAI gayo hoya tema varSonI bali prathAne sadAne mATe tilAMjali ApavAno nirNaya sarvAnumate thaI gayo. lezamAtra paNa koIe virodha na karyo. sumatibhAInuM manamayUra nAcI UThayuM. temaNe lokone kahyuM ke A varSe 3 aMbAmAnI yAtrA dhAmadhUmathI manAvo. je paNa kharca thaze te huM ApIza. paraMtu huM eka vAta khAsa dhyAna rAkhajo ke eka paNa pazu ke pakSInI hiMsA na thavI joIe.' AvI jAherAtathI AkhA gAmamAM AnaMdollAsanuM vAtAvaraNa chavAI gayuM. paraMtu thoDA divasa bAda gAmanA keTalAka AgevAnone bhaya lAgyo ke ke je bakarAnuM balidAna nahi maLavAthI aMbikA devI kopAyamAna thaze to? A dvidhAnuM nivAraNa karavA mATe gAmanA 150 jaNA karNATakamAM { Avela yallamAM devInA maMdire gayA. bhAratabharamAMthI hajAro-lAkho loko dara varSe tyAM jAya che. mahAsudi 15 nA tyAM moTo meLo bharAya che. e meLAmAM liMganUranA 150 mANaso gayA. tyAM jyAre devInA bhaktanA zarIramAM devIe praveza karyo tyAre temane prazna pUchayo ke- "he mAtAjI ! ame zeTha sumatibhAIne vacana ApyuM che te mujaba bakarAnuM bali nahi caDhAvavAnuM vacana pALIe ke nahi!' tyAre javAba maLyo ke "vacananuM pAlana karo. hiMsA du:khanI khANa che. tene baMdha nonnnnnnnnnnAAAANANAANANAANnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd IN bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje. 13N
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________________ ANNAAANNANNAAAAAAAAAAAAnnnnnnnnnnnn karo. enAthI tamArA gAmanuM kalyANa thaze.' AthI lokono bhaya sadAne mATe dUra thaI gayo. teo nAcatA kUdatA potAnA gAmamAM pAchA pharyA ane badhAne devInA javAbanI vAta jaNAvI. ema karatAM tA. 25-2-92 no divasa Avyo. yAtrAno prAraMbha thayo. AkhA gAmamAM loko vAjiMtronA nAda sAthe sANaMga daMDavata praNAma karatA karatA aMbAmAnA maMdire pahoMcyA ane potapotAnA gharethI lAvela zrIphaLa, naivedya vigere caDhAvIne utsava manAvyo. - je divase lohInI nadI vahetI te divase gAmalokonA sahayogathI maitrInuM vAtAvaraNa sarjAyu aMbAmAnuM maMdira rozanIthI zaNagAravAmAM AvyuM hatuM. patrakAro doDI AvyA. gAmalokono InTaravyu lIdho. akhabAromAM A vAta prakAzita thatAM cArebAjuthI sumatibhAI upara dhanyavAdano varasAda varasavA lAgyo. hiMsA baMdha thavAthI sumatibhAInA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. temaNe AkhA gAmanA pratyeka jaNa dITha 1-1 motIcura lADunI lhANI ghare ghare jAte jaIne karI. loko khUba rAjI thayA. ahiMsAmaya jaina dharmano jayajayakAra thayo. be-traNa gharomAM chupI rIte e divase nonavejano upayoga thayAnI khabara paDatAM gAmalokoe mITIMga bolAvI nonaveja khAnArane 500 rU. no daMDa karyo tathA mA maMgAvI tyArathI e divase koI nonaveja khAtuM nathI.' aMbAmAnA maMdiranA jIrNoddhArano kharca sumatibhAIe Apyo. eTaluM ja nahi paraMtu dara varSe yAtrAnA divase pote naivedya badhAne Ape paraMtu lokonA utsAhanI abhivRdhdhi mATe kahe ke "tame baliprathA baMdha karI tethI khuza thayelA. saMghoe muMbaIthI naivedha mATe paisA mokalAvela che !' - saM. 2048 mAM dharmacakratapaprabhAvaka pa.pU. paM. zrIjagavallabha vijayajI, ma.sA.nA cAturmAsamAM dharmacakatapanuM vyAsanuM sumatibhAIe karAvyuM, paisA pote ApyA paraMtu dAtA tarIke nAma liMganUra gAmanuM lakhAvyuM tathA e che gAmanA AgevAnonuM bahumAna karAyuM AthI e . gAmanA loko sumatibhAInI AvI udAratA upara ovArI gayA. e gAmanA eka yuvAne ma.sA.ne kahyuM ke ma.sA. jyArathI amArA gAmamAM A hiMsA baMdha thaI tyArathI traNa lAbha amane thayA che. (1) khetaromAM pahelAM karatAM pAka vadhu thavA mAMDayo che. (2) pahelAM karatAM pAkanA bhAva vadhu maLe che. (3) gAmanA netA oparezana pharajiyAta karAvavuM paDe tevI bimArImAMthI paNa vagara oparezane sAjA thaI gayA !".. AvI rIte jAte bhoga ApIne jIvadayAno jhaMDo pharakAvanAra, ahiMsAnA pUjArI zrI sumatibhAI zAhane koTi koTi dhanyavAda saha bhUri bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 14 New
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________________ = = = = = = = = bhUri anumodanA. temanA draSTAMtanuM aneka ThekANe zubha anukaraNa thAya tevI hArdika zubhAbhilASA. pa7H 1500 bhUMDane bacAvanAra, jIvadayApremI suzrAvakazrI bAbubhAI kaTosaNavAlA "zrAvakajI ! hamaNAM ja huM bahAra spaMDila bhUmiethI pAcho Avyo chuM. gAma bahAra vADA jevA sthAnamAM seMkaDo bhUMDo pUrAyelA che. tyAMnI paristhiti uparathI lAge che ke kadAca e bhUMDone bahAragAma kasAI Adine veMcavA mATe rAkhelA hoya. tamo pUrepUrI tapAsa karIne e jIvonI rakSA mATe ucita karI e khAsa kartavya jaNAya che." gujarAtamAM mahesANA jillAnA kaDI gAmamAM re pa.pU. A. bha. zrI labdhisUrIzvarajI ma.sA. nA ziSya pU. paM. zrI. padravijayajI gaNivarya ma.sA.e gAmanA jIvadayApremI suzrAvakane gadgada! haiye vAta karI. "mahArAja sAheba ! ApanI vAta sAcI che. ame sahu bhegA thaI bhaMDone bacAvavA mATe zakya prayatno jarUra karIzuM" zrAvake vinayapUrvaka javAba Apyo. gAmanA bIjA AgevAna zrAvakone sAthe laI e zrAvaka myunisipala presiDenTa tathA cIpha ophisarane maLyA. cIpha ophisare kahyuM ke- "mahAjananI bhUMDa bacAvavAnI vAta khUba vyAjabI che. paraMtu gAmamAM bhaMDonI saMkhyA khUba vadhI gaI che. gAmalokonI vAraMvAra phariyAda Ave che. eTale myunisipAliTIe ja bhUMDa pakaDanAra mANasone bolAvyA che." "paNa sAheba ! ATalA badhA nirdoSa jIvone amArI AMkha samakSa yamadUtonA havAle thatA ame kema sahana karI zakIe. tame Ano bIjo koI rasto kADho to sAruM." zrAvakoe kahyuM. "jo tame A bhaMDone gAmamAMthI kAyama mATe dUra mUkI AvI zako to temane soMpI devA mATe ame taiyAra chIe." yunisipAliTI sattAvALAoe jaNAvyuM aMdaroaMdara vicAra vinimaya karI zrAvako bhUMDono kabbo levA taiyAra { thayA. myunisipala sattAvALA, polisanA vaDA vigerenI madadathI temaNe A bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 15 ); S
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________________ nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNANANAANNAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANAANTAN gAmamAM rahelA 1300 jeTalA bhaMDono kasAI jevA mANaso pAsethI ko meLavyo. Arthika rIte temane saMtuSTa karavAmAM AvyA. e badhA bhaMDone 10 majUro mAraphata TrakomAM goThavIne gAma nagarathI che dUra-sudUra TheTha aravallInA DuMgaromAM AgevAna zrAvaka jAte jaIne choDI AvyA. jethI pharI temane bIjA koI pakaDI na zake tathA tyAM pANInA jharaNA vigere kAraNe teone AhAra-pANI paNa maLI zake tyArabAda becarAjI tathA kaTosaNa roDanA lokone khabara paDatAM temanI vinaMtithI becarAjIthI 120 tathA kosaNa roDathI 6pa jeTalA bhUMDone tathA bIjA paNa jhALamAM sapaDAyelA 14 jeTalA bhaMDone choDAvIne aravallInA DuMgaromAM mUkAvIne bacAvyA. A puNya kAryamAM temaNe 13 hajAra rU. no savyaya prasannatAthI karyo tathA samaya temaja jAta mahenatano ghaNo ja bhoga Apyo. pU. paMnyAsajI mahArAjane A samAcAra maLatAM emaNe khUba ja prasannatA vyakta karIne e zrAvakane khAsa zubhAzIrvAda ApyA. e jIvadayApremI suzrAvakanuM nAma bAbubhAI kaTosaNavAlA. "Live and let live" arthAt "jIvo ane jIvavA dyo" A laukika sUtra karatAM paNa AgaLa vadhIne "Die and let live" arthAta "jarUra paDaye potAnuM balidAna ApIne paNa bIjA jIvone bacAvo.. pote prasannatAthI kaSTone vadhAvIne paNa anya jIvone sukhethI jIvavA gha" evA lokottara jIvadayAnA upadezane pAmelA zrAvakoe bAbubhAInA jIvanamAMthI preraNAne pAmIne AvA prasaMgoe potAnA tana-mana-dhana temaja lAgavaga Adino sadupayoga karIne abola jIvone bacAvavA mATe banatuM badhuM ja karI chUTavuM joIe. Aje pAlitANA jevA mahAtIrthadhAmamAM paNa keTalIya vAra pakaDAI rahelA bhUMDonI karuNa cIso saMbhaLAtI hoya che tyAre zakti saMpanna zrAvakoe temane bacAvavA mATe bAbubhAInI mAphaka bIDuM jhaDapavuM joIze. jIvadayAnA pariNAma vikasita thatAM bAbubhAIe potAnA taraphathI sarva jIvone abhayadAna ApavA mATe saM. 2038 mAM mA. su. panA bhoMyaNI tIrthamAM sarvavirati dharmano svIkAra karyo ane AgamaprajJa pa.pU. munirAja zrI vijyajI ma.sA. nA ziSya munirAjazrI bAhuvijyajI tarIke khUba tapomaya saMyama jIvana jIvI rahyA che. hAla 75 varSanI uMmare pahoMcelA A mahAtmAe 58 varSanI uMmarathI ja mAvajIva ochAmAM ochA ekAsaNAnuM tapa to sadAya karavAno M ost varSa bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje16 NN
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________________ - - - - - - - - - - - - - abhigraha lIdhela che. taduparAMta ekAMtara 500 AyaMbila-ekAsaNA, ke navapadajInI 67 oLI, dikSA pachI prathama ja cAturmAsamAM mAsakSamaNa tapa ! 3 vigere dvArA suMdara karmanirjarA karI AtmAne haLukarmI banAvI rahyA che. hAla teo vardhamAna tapanI 108 oLInA mahAtapasvI pU. munirAjazrI manoguNavijyajI ma.sA.nI suMdara vaiyAvacca karI rahyA che. amadAvAda pAse sANaMda gAmamAM jeThAveNAnA upAzrayamAM tA. 24/1/96nA bIjIvAra temanA darzana thayA tyAre tyAMnA jinAlayanI varSagAMTha prasaMge prAsaMgika pravacanamAM bahuratnA vasuMdharA" pustaka prakAzananI vAta sAMbhaLIne teo khUba ja AnaMdita thayA ane tarata tyAMnA TrasTIone preraNA karIne sANaMda jaina saMghanA jJAnakhAtAmAMthI pU. sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtone tathA jJAnabhaMDArone prastuta pustaka bheTa mokalAvavA mATe daza hajAra rU. pAsa karAvyA. parArthavyasanI mahAtmAne koTiza vaMdana ho. 58: ajaba jIvadayApremI bAbulAla mohanalAla zAha pAlanapura jIllAnA kAMkareja tAlukAnuM cImanagaDha nAmanuM gAmaDuM ahIM eka zrAvaka rahe. addabhUta jIvadayApremI. AjubAju gAmaDAonAM kasAIone jIva vecatI komanA mANaso pAsethI dara mahine e 100 jeTalA jIvone motanA mukhamAMthI abhayadAna devAnuM mahAna kArya kare. nitya ekAsaNa kare. jIvadayAnA kAryamAM saMgha ane aneka saMsthAnI madada le. pote paNa cImanagaDhamAM saMgha hastaka pAMjarApoLa calAve che. eka vakhatanI vAta che. mAtAjInI pAse jIvatA bokaDAno bhoga { dharavA bhUvo taiyArI karI rahyo che. e bhUvA pAse pahoMcI gayA, ene bokaDo. { na mAravA khUba samajAvyo paNa bhUvo mAnavA taiyAra na thayo. zrAvaka pahoMcI gayA. bhUvAnI patnI pAse. ene namra bhASAmAM kahe, tuM mArI dharmanI bahena ! tArA putra-putrInA mAmerAmAM mAmA banIne 500 rU.no kariyAvara karIza. game tema kara, bahena ! paNa A nirdoSa bokaDAne marato bacAva.' dharmanI bahena' zabda sAMbhaLI bhUvAnI patnI kUNI banI. eNe bhUvAne * bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje pa 17 Esa innnnnnnnnnni
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________________ samajAvyuM. zrAvake manomana akrama karavAnI taiyArI karI lIdhI. mAtA ane bokaDA taraphathI anukULa saMketa maLatAM bhUvo bokaDAne na mAravA kabUla thayo. eka paMcendriya jIva bacAvyAno mahAna AnaMda e zrAvakane thayo. emanuM nAma bAbulAla mohanalAla zAha, 59 H dRDha samyagdarzanapremI nemicaMdajI koThArI 'gora mahArAja ! tamArI lagna karAvavAnI phI zuM che ? juo Aje sAMje je lagna che e vidhimAM tamAre mane koI devadevIne ke sopArIne pANI caDAvavuM kaMkUnuM tilaka karavuM ke cokhA caDAvavA vagere vAto karavI nahi, tamAre tamArI vidhi mujaba bolyA karavuM, huM mAre manamAM je bolavAnuM ke ka2vAnuM haze te karIza. tone tamArI phI peTe haMmeza karatAM Dabala phI maLaze' mahArASTranA eka zaheramAMthI eka rAjasthAnanA yuvAnanI jAna paraNavA AvI hatI. vararAjA jainatvanI khumArIvALA hatA. sudeva-suguru-sudharmane ja mAnavA. emane ja vaMdanIya-pUjanIya samajavA ema enuM samakita ene dRDha rIte samajAvatuM hatuM. lagnanI vidhimAM koI Itara devadevInuM pUjana bhUlathI paNa na karavuM paDe mATe lagnanA gorane agAuthI bolAvI e vAta eNe goranI sAthe nakkI karAvI lIdhI. mAre to mArI lagnanI phI sAthe kAma che, vararAjA pUjana kare ke na kare mAre zuM levA devA ?" e samajavALA gora mahArAje vAtane saharSa vadhAvI lIdhI. yogya samaye lagnanI vidhi zaru thaI. gora mahArAja suMdara kapaDAM paherI ThATha baMdha lagnanA zloko bolavA lAgyA. saMgItamayI emanI bhASA vahevA mAMDI. 'varakanyA kaMkuthI pUjA karo... cokhA caDAvo... pANIthI aMjali karo' vagere zabdo anusAra kanyA to badhI vAtano amala karavA mAMDI paNa vararAjA A vAta sAMbhaLatA ja kyAM hatA ? e to manamAM potAnA ISTadevanuM smaraNa karavAmAM tallIna hatA... potAnI sUcanAno amala na thatAM gora mahArAjano pitto phATyo. vAraMvA2 jora jorathI sUcanA ApavA chatAM vararAjA enI sUcanAno amala karatAM nathI eTale e have vadhu garama thaI vararAjA sAthe sIdhA bolacAlamAM AvI gayA. vararAjAe pUrve thayelI vAtacItanI yAda ApI paNa atyAre gora mahArAja potAnA pleTaphorma para hatA. e atyAre namatuM jokhavA taiyAra bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo = 168
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________________ nahotA. gora mahArAjanI bUmAbUma sAMbhaLI kanyAnA pitA ane vararAjAnA pitA paNa doDI AvyA. "Apa ApanA sthAne padhAro, hamaNAM ja mAmalo thALe paDI jaze, Apa jarA paNa ciMtA na karatAM" ema vinamrabhAve bannene samajAvI vararAjAe ravAnA karyo. gora mahArAjane zAMtabhAve samajAvavA chatAM e jyAre vAta svIkAravA taiyAra na ja thayA tyAre vararAjAe emane eka bAju khasI javAnI sUcanA ApI. gora mahArAja dUra thatAM emanA sthAne vararAjAnA jainadharmI mitro goThavAI gayA. avAranavAra snAtrapUjA, bhAvanA, bhaktAmara pATha karanArA temaNe saMskRta stutio moTethI suMdara rAgamAM zarU karI dIdhI. -aInto bhagavaMta IndramahitA siddhAzca siddhisthitA AcAryA jinazAsanonnatikarAH pUjyA upAdhyAyakA ... - tulya namastribhuvanArtiharAyanAtha tulya namaH kSititalAmalabhUSaNAya.. vagere vyavasthita gavAtA zlokonA jayaghoSathI vAtAvaraNa maMgaLamaya banI gayuM. A to lagnanI vidhi ja cAlI rahI che evuM samajI gora mahArAja DarI gayA. mAre to paisA ane AbarU bane jaze. e bhayathI gora mahArAja DhIlA thaI gayA. emaNe vararAjAne be traNa vAra kAkaludIbharI bhASAmAM lagnanI vidhi karI ApavA taiyArI batAvI. vararAjAe mAnya karI. lagnanI vidhi vararAjAnI IcchA mujaba ja pUrI thaI. vararAjAe ane emanA jaina mitroe pachIthI to mahArASTramAM 'sItAne mana eka rAma, jainane mana eka arihaMta' vALI vAta kharI karI batAvI. - varaghoDIyA paraNIne ghera AvyA. gharamAM mAtAjIe kuLadevInA naivedya karavAnI vAta karI to paraNIne Avelo putra kahe "mA! tAre je kAMI karavuM hoya te tuM jANe paNa mane kuLadevInI koI vidhimAM na pADIza. mAre vaMdanIya | namaskaraNIya pUjanIya ArAdhanIya deva arihaMta ja che. mane bIjA deva devImAM rasa nathI. mA e putranI vAta sAMbhaLI lIdhI paNa e ja rAtre e putra 3 tAvamAM paTakAyo. kula devInA naivedyanI nA pADI mATe tAva Avyo evuM lAkaDe mAMkaDuM joDanAre joDI dIdhuM ane ethI ja mAtA putrane naivedyanI vidhi karavA | vivaza karavA lAgI. putra mATe vyAgha-nadI nyAya jevuM thayuM, eNe mAtAne Y bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 169 IS ANRANNO nnnnnnn
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________________ Annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn javAba na vALyo paNa tAva nAbudI mATe vaidyakIya sAravAra vadhArI. savAra pahelAM ja eno tAva gAyaba thaI gayo eTale eNe vinamrabhAve mAtAne namaskAra karI jaNAvyuM 'amane zatruMjayanI yAtrA karavA pAlItANA javuM che, tame rajA Apo.' kema ekAeka zatruMjayanI yAtrA yAda AvI mA rAtre mane tAva Avelo e prasaMgane kuLadevInA naivedya sAthe joDI daI, tareha tarehanI vAto gharamAM thatI hatI. mAre naivedhanI vidhimAM besavuM nahotuM ane e mATe tAva Utaravo jarUrI hato. tAva Utare to ja amAre bannee zatruMjayanI yAtrA karavA javuM. evo manomana saMkalpa meM rAtre karelo. ke tAva UtarI javAthI have amane zatruMjaya javuM jarUrI che. putre vinamrabhAve mAtAne jaNAvyuM. kuLadevInA naivedyanI vAtamAMthI ene managamatI mukti maLI gaI. zatruMjayanI yAtrA sajoDe karI AvyAno ene khUba harakha hato. e yuvAnanA eka putrane kharajavAnI bimArI lAgu paDelI. ghaNA ja vaidyakIya upacAro - prayogo - malama - paTTA chatAM khaMdhIluM kharajavuM hasuM nahi. yuvAnanI patnIne koIe bAjunA gAmanA pIrane page lagADavAnI vAta karI. paNa arihaMtadeva para aDaga zraddhA dharAvatA yuvAnanI patnI sIdhI sAdI rIte ja AvuM zI rIte karI zake. huM bAjunA gAme mArA svajanane maLavA jAuM chuM, che evuM zeThane kahejo' ema kahI e bALakane laI pIravALA gAma mATe basa sTenDa tarapha ravAnA thaI yuvAna ghera jamavA Avyo tyAre zeThANInI gerahAjarIno Avo javAba sAMbhaLavA maLyo. javAbamAM zaMkA jatAM eNe kaDaka thaIne pUchatAM nokara sAcI hakIkata bolI gayo. draDha samakita premI A yuvAnane ? pIra-phakIravALI vAta zI rIte gaLe Utare ? eNe potAnI gADI laIne mANasane potAnI patnI pAchaLa doDAvyo, patino saMdezo - tamAre pIra phakIra pAse javuM hoya to khuzIthI jajo paNa pachIthI. mArA gharamAM praveza na karazo sAMbhaLI patnI pIrane batAvyA vagara ja ghera pAchI AvI. A traNa prasaMgo jenA mATe kahevAyA, e hatA amalanera (mahArASTra) nA nemicaMda mizrimala koThArInI peDhIvALA draDha samyagdarzanapremI suzrAvaka nemicaMdajI koThArI.. enA vRDha samakitapreme ene pachIthI sarvavirati cAritra apAvyuM. nemicaMda munizrI naMdIzvaravijayajI banyA, taponidhi pU. AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya trilocanasarIvarajI ma. sA. nA savinIta ziSya. emanI dIkSA vakhate amalaneranA AMgaNe aneka gAma-nagaronA chavvIza mumukSuonA dIkSAnA - - E bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 170)S
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________________ nnnnnnnnnnnnnnn maMDapa baMdhAyelA. * e chaLIza dakSAnI bhavya ujavaNImAM nemicaMda parivAre tana-mana-dhanano ajaba gajabano bhoga Apelo. jaya ho dRDha samyagadarzana premadAtA arihaMta devono ! - tA.ka. yogAnuyoga tA. 7-5-7 nA roja zaMkhezvara tIrthamAM A daSTAMtanuM prUpha tapAsavAnuM kArya cAlu hatuM tyAM ja uparokta munirAjazrI naMdIzvaravijayajI ma.sA. nA amane prathamavAra darzana thayA tyAre 72 varSanI vaye paNa temanI aThThamano trIjo upavAsa hato. cAlamAM teo kAyama 3 ekAsaNA kare che. agAu paDI javAthI pagamAM phekyara thatAM naTabola besADela De che chatAM paNa hajI page vihAra kare che. DolI ke vIla cerano upayoga karavAnI temanI jarApaNa IcchA nathI ! dhanya che temanI pApabhIrutAne !!... -saMpAdaka 60H dIkarInA lagna prasaMgane dharma mahotsava rUpe ujavatA nAsikanA borA vakIla !!! nAsikanA borA vakIlo dRDha dharmapremI. sadguruo pAsethI emane rAtribhojananA pApanI bhayaMkaratA jANavA maLelI... potAnI putrI sunaMdAnA lagnanI kaMkotrIne emaNe jANe dharmaprasaMganI kaMkotrImAM pheravI nAkhelI. pAMca pAnAnI suMdara e kaMkotrImAM emaNe - pote sajoDe brahmacaryavrata svIkAraze - ke jinendra bhakti svarUpa paMcAtvika mahotsava - kAMtibhAI vakIla, eMkAramalajI Adi dIkSArthIne potAnA AMgaNe sanmAna vagare lakhANathI bharI dIdhI, mAtra chelle pAne lagnanI vigata TUMkamAM jaNAvI dIdhI. nAsikamAM saM. 2033 nI sAlamAM ujavelA A prasaMgamAM emaNe lagnavidhinA maMDapane jANe dharma mahotsavanA maMDapamAM pheravI nAkhelo. pote caturmukha bhagavAna samakSa saDe vidhipUrvaka saMpUrNa cothuM vrata uccaryuM. potAne tyAMnA bhojana samAraMbhamAM moTA mejisTreTo-jajo vakIlo AmaMtrelA. chatAM koIne rAtribhojana nahi karAveluM. borAM vakIle potAne tyAM gRhamaMdira rAkheluM ane tyAM khUba bhAvapUrvaka pUjA-darzana Adi paNa karatA. nAnA-nAnannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjA 171
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________________ 61: rAjA RSabha dvArA pravartAvAyela AryasaMskRtinI praNAlikA ane maryAdAnusAra thayela keTalAka zAsana prabhAvaka satkAryonI hArdika anumodanA kahevAtI lokazAhInA A jamAnAmAM Aje jyAre Adhunika zikSaNa, vijJAnavAda ane yaMtravAdanA pariNAme comera nAstitA, bhautikatA ane ? hiMsAe mAjhA mUkI dIdhI che. garIbI, bekArI ane moMghavArInA viSacakramAM Arya mahAprajA vadhune vadhu bhIMsAtI jAya che. cAre bAju azAMti, anArogya ane aMdhAdhUMdhIe kALo kera pravartAvyo che. tyAre e badhAyanA mULa kAraNa tarIke prathama tIrthaMkara zrI AdinAtha (2Sabhadeva) bhagavAne rAjyAvasthAmAM pravartAvela uttama vyavahArothI taddana viparIta evI Adhunika jIvana paddhati ane enA pravartaka briTIzaro che A vAtane dIrghadraSTA, AryasaMskRtipremI, sUkSma tattvaciMtaka zrAddharatna sva. paMDita zrI prabhudAsabhAI becaradAsa pArekhe potAnI pracaMDa medhA, nirmaLa buddhi ane dIrghadraSTithI jANI ane te te bhayasthAnothI prajAne tathA dharmaguruo vigerene vAkepha karavA mATe temaNe lagabhaga doDha lAkha pAnA jeTaluM sAhitya lakhyuM che. jemAnuM keTaluMka sAhitya "hitamita pathya satya" mAsikanI phAIlo tathA paMcapratikramaNa sUtra - tattvArthasUtra AdinA vivecano vigere rUpe prakAzita thayela che. - A sAhitya dvArA ghaNAne navI jIvana draSTi lAdhI che. ane yathAzakti te mujaba jIvana jIvavA mATe puruSArtha paNa karyo che. paraMtu vartamAnakALamAM A sAhityanA ciMtana manananI sahuthI vadhu vidhAyaka asara jo koInA jIvanamAM thaI hoya to te che eka koTyAdhipati, garbhazrImaMta, hIrAnA vepArI vaDagAma (pAlanapura pAse)nA suzrAvaka zrI dalapatabhAI ane rati suzrAvikA zrI zAMtAbenanA ghare AjathI 35 varSa pahelAM janmela atulakumAra (B.Com.) ke jemaNe AjathI 6 varSa pahelAM amadAvAdamAM saradAra sTeDiyamamAM lAkhathI adhika janamedanInI hAjarImAM suvizAlagacchAdhipati, vyAkhyAnavAcaspati, parama zAsanaprabhAvaka, pa.pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrI vijaya rAmacaMdra sUrIzvarajI ma.sA. nA varada haste saMyama svIkArI gurapradatta munizrI hitarucivijayajI evuM yathArtha nAma dhAraNa karela che! - temanA jIvanane tathA e aitihAsika dikSA prasaMgane sArI rIte jANavA mATe to e dikSA bAda thoDA mahinAmAM ja "kalyANa" mAsika dvArA A bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje. 172 NN
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________________ pragaTa thayela "atulam" vizeSAMka acUka vAMcavo ja rahyo. ahIM to mAtra atisaMkSepamAM e vizeSAMkanA AdhAre temanA jIvananI keTalIka vizeSatAone anumodanArthe ane anukaraNArthe 2ju ka2vAmAM Ave che. (1) teo TUthapesTa-TUthabrasane badale Ayurvedika daMtamaMjana ke dAtaNa vAparatA. (2) hAthavaNATanA khAdInA kapaDAM ja paheratAM. (3) kemikala vagaranA goLa-khAMDa vAparatA. (4) mIlanA polIzDa cokhAne badale hAtha chaDanA cokhA vAparatA. (5) rIphAInDa telane badale baLadaghANInuM pIleluM talanuM tela ja vAparatA. (6) IlekTrIka ghaMTIne badale hAtha-ghaMTIthI anAja daLAvatA. (7) pharTilAIjhara, pesTIsAIksa vagaranA dezI khAtarathI ugADela anAja vAparatA. (8) tAjuM dUdha ane cokhkhuM ghI vAparatA. (9) naLanA pANIne badale kUvAnuM pANI pItA. (10) sTIlanA badale kAMsAnI thALI-vATakImAM jamatA. (11) gesa-sTavane badale cUlA para thayelI rasoI vAparatA. (12) lagabhaga chellA 7 varSathI ekAzaNA karatA. temAM paNa nAnapaNathI ja tamAma phrUTa ane sukhaDI - kaMsAra-zIro ane pUraNapoLI sivAyanI mIThAIno tyAga hato. (13) TI.vI., viDIo, reDiyo, TeparekorDara, phrIjha, erakaMDIzana, voziMga mazIna, gIjhara, mIkSara, jyusara, grAInDara vigere Adhunika pApa sAdhanono upayoga kyAreya na karatA. (14) kudaratI mote marelA pazunA cAmaDAnA caMpala paheratA. (15) phoTA paDAvavAno niSedha karatA. (16) gRhasthapaNAmAM paNa bahu moTI sabhA sivAya bane tyAM sudhI mAIkano upayoga TALatA. (17) elopethI ke homiyopethI davAne badale alpa hiMsAvALI Ayurvedika davA vAparatA. (18) bAtharUmamAM snAna na karatAM khullI jagyAmAM snAna karatA. (19) pharnicara mATe kArakhAnAmAM banatA sanamAIkA, phoramAIkA, ke bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo # 173
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________________ *plAyavuDane badale sAga vagerenuM kudaratI lAkaDuM vAparavAnA himAyatI hatA. jeno amala gharamAM karyo hato. (20) daravAje Dorabelane badale dorIvALI ghaMTaDI rAkhI hatI. (21) ghara derAsaramAM lAITanuM phITIMga paNa nhotuM karAvyuM. (22) dIkSAnAM AgotarA AmaMtraNo khAdInA kAgaLa para hAthe lakhAvyA. (23) dIkSAnI viziSTa AmaMtraNa patrikA khAdInA kapaDAmAM hAtha chapAIthI karAvI hatI. temAM kemikala kalarane badale kudaratI raMgono upayoga karyo hato. (24) varaghoDA tathA dIkSA aMgenA benaro paNa hAthe lakhAvaDAvyA hatA. (25) varSIdAnanA pAMca viziSTa atibhavya rajavADI varaghoDAmAM peTrola DIjhalanA vAhano tathA benDavAjAne jAkAro Apyo hato. (26) dIkSAnA koIpaNa prasaMgomAM IlekTrIka rozanI karAvI na hatI. muMbaI temaja amadAvAdanA dareka derAsaramAM dIvAnI rozanI karAvI hatI. (27) varaghoDA ke dIkSA prasaMgamAM temanA taraphathI viDIyo-mUvI to zuM paNa phoTogrAphara paNa rAkhyo na hato. (28) vAyaNA prasaMge yAdagIrI mATe phoTAne badale kaMku-kesaranA hAtha-paganA thApA karyA hatA. (29) temanA tara5NI-pAtrA vigere dezI paddhatithI raMgela hatA. (30) temano ogho, kAmaLI, Asana, saMthAro vigere upakaraNo dezI UnanA hatA. (31) sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtone vahorAvavA mATe moTA pramANamAM khAdInA hAthavaNATanA kapaDAno upayoga karAyo hato. (32) varaghoDA ane dIkSAne divase karNAvatI (amadAvAda) nA temaja bahAragAmanA doDha-be lAkha jeTalA sAdharmika bhAI-bahenone bUke paddhatine badale besADIne sAdharmika bhakti karI hatI ! azakya ja lAge tevI vAtane suzakya banAvI apUrva sAdharmika bhaktino Adarza pUro pADyo hato. A badhI bAbato uparathI temanAmAM rahelo yaMtravAdanI hiMsAno aNagamo ane ahiMsaka prAcIna paraMparAno prema vagere jaNAI Ave che. dIkSA pachI paNa... (33) lagabhaga nirdoSa gocarI-pANIno ja upayoga kare che. bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo - 174
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________________ (34) dainika ekAsaNA cAlu che. jogamAM paNa AyaMbilakhAtAnA AhArano tyAga !. (35) dIkSAnA divase sAmethI lavAyela kAmaLI-kapaDA Adine gujJA laIne vahoya nahi. (36) dakSAnA bIjA divase "vasudhA baMgalAmAM vahoravA javAnuM { thayuM. tyAM paNa doSanI saMbhAvanAvALI aneka vastuo na vahorI ! ? (37) prAcIna vidhi mujaba zrIdazavaikAlika sUtranA cAra adhyayana pUrepUrA gokhIne saMbhaLAvyA bAda vahIdIkSA grahaNa. (38) vaDodakSAnA avasare paNa sAMsArika kuTuMbIjanonA atyAgrahane vaza thayA vinA pAtrAnI joDI Adi upakaraNo vahoya nahi. (39) hastalikhita pratonA AdhAre ja moTA bhAgano svAdhyAya cAlu! (40) dIkSA grahaNa bAda jJAna-dhyAna ane tapa japamAM anerI mastI. jenA prabhAve ogha niyukti, Avazyaka niryukti, yogabiMdu, tilakamaMjarI, muktAvalI, Adino abhyAsa TUMka samayamAM karI lIdho. avasare "zrAddhavidhi' . graMthanA AdhAre temanA dvArA apAtI vAcanAno lAbha ghaNA zrAvako letA rahyA che! (41) pratikramaNAdi kriyAonI apramattabhAve ArAdhanA. (42) jJAna dhyAnanI bharacaka sAdhanA sAthe vaMdanArthe AvatA jijJAsuone paNa maryAdita vArtAlApapUrvaka jJAnadAna dvArA dharmasanmukha banAvavAnI hitabuddhi !.. A ane AvI aneka vizeSatAonAM saravALA guNAkArathI samRddha vyaktitvanuM ja eka nAma eTale munizrI hitarucivijayajI mahArAja ! gata be varSomAM judA judA samudAyanAM pUjyonI pAvana nizrAmAM traNeka cha'rIpAlaka yAtrAsaMgho evA nIkaLyA ke jemAM AdhuniktAnI jagyAe uparokta prakAranI keTalIka prAcIna paraMparAonuM anusaraNa karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. AnI pAchaLa paNa sAkSAt ke paraMparAe uparokta munivaranI preraNA tathA mArgadarzanano phALo hato ema kahevAmAM atizayokti nahi gaNAya. A saMghomAM IlekTrIka lAITa tathA mAIkano upayoga TALavAmAM Avyo hato. peTrola ke DIjhalathI cAlatA eka paNa vAhanano upayoga karavAmAM Avyo na hato. yAtrikono sAmAna temaja taMbU vigerenI heraphera mATe UMTagADIo E S bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje , 175) annoncen
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________________ nanaannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. tathA baLadagADAono upayoga karavAmAM Avyo hato ! thoDIka ghoDAgADI paNa hatI. dareka taMbUomAM rAtre mazAla, divelanA dIvA ke kyAMka peTromeksanI. vyavasthA rAkhavAmAM Avela. vaDInIti javA mATe Adhunika saMDAsane badale mATInA kulaDAnI vyavasthA karavAmAM Avela. rasoI tathA pANI garama karavA mATe gesa vigerene badale lAkaDAno upayoga karavAmAM Avato. A lAkaDAone pUjavA mATe khAsa mANaso rAkhavAmAM Avela. sUryodaya thayA bAda ja rasoDuM cAlu karavAmAM AvatuM. AvI AvI aneka vizeSatAothI yukta A saMgho hatA - (1) sAgara samudAyanA pUjyonI nizrAmAM gata varSe nIkaLela pAlitANAthI giranAra mahAtIrthano saMgha. (ra) A varSe gacchAdhipati pa. pU. A. bha. zrI vi. mahodayasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. AdinI nizrAmAM nIkaLela pATaNathI pAlitANAno cha'rI pALato saMgha. ke (3) yuvAjagRtipreraka pa. pU. A. bha. zrI guNaratnasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nI nizrAmAM nIkaLela rAjasthAnamAM nAralAIthI zaMkhezvarajI mahAtIrthano charIpAlaka saMgha. munizrI hitarucivijayajInA mArgadarzana mujaba prAcIna paraMparA mujaba AvA zAsananA kAryo karavA mATe keTalAka cunaMdA yuvAno sadA taiyAra rahe che. koIpaNa samudAyanA pUjyone AvA kAryomAM sevA ApavA mATe teo taiyAra che. (4) uparokta saMgho uparAMta thoDA varSa pUrve dharmacakratapaprabhAvaka pU. gaNivarya zrI jagavallabhavijayajI ma. sA. (hAla AcArya nI preraNAthI teozrInI nizrAmAM pUnAthI pAlitANAno cha'rI pALato saMgha nIkaLyo hato. e saMghamAM keTalIka maryAdAo khUba ja anumodanIya temaja anukaraNIya hatI jeno TUMka sArA nIce mujaba che. rasoDA vibhAgamAM rasoI karavA mATe ke anAja yA vAsaNa sApha karavA vigere kAryo mATe paNa eka paNa bAIne rAkhavAmAM nahotI AvI. puruSa rasoIyAo vigere ja badhA kAryo saMbhALatA hatA. jethI ema. sI. pAlana ke vijAtIyatAnA kAraNe koI ja anartha thavAnI saMbhAvanA rahetI nahi. koIpaNa puruSa svayaMsevaka bahenonA vibhAgamAM jaI zaktA nahi. tevI ja rIte koIpaNa bahena svayaMsevakane puruSonA vibhAgamAM javAno kaDaka pratibaMdha hato. snAtrapUjA ke astrakArI pUjA mATe bhAIo tathA baheno mATe alaga alaga be ThekANe vyavasthA rAkhavAmAM AvI hatI. te mATe prabhujInA be rathanI vyavasthA rAkhavAmAM bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje17 N
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________________ AvI hatI. vihAra daramyAna paNa prathama sAdhu bhagavaMto pachI zrAvako tyArabAda sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto ane zrAvikAo Akrama vihAranA prAraMbhathI mAMDIne sAme gAma pahoMcavA sudhI | pharajiyAta jALavavAmAM Avato hato. jethI rastAmAM paNa koI vijAtIya sAthe vAtacIta re karI zake nahi! sauthI chelle cokIdAra temaja be-traNa prauDha zrAvako rakSaNa mATe rahetA. caturvidha saMghanA lagabhaga badhA ja yAtriko sAmA gAmanA pAdare pahoMcI Ave pachI ja sAmaiyAno prAraMbha thato! saMghamAM benDapArTIne sAthe rAkhavAmAM Avela je anya kSetramAMthI bolAvavAmAM Avela. pIrasavAnI javAbadArI paNa emane ja soMpavAmAM AvI hatI. pUnAnA koIpaNa svayaMsevakane e kArya soMpavAmAM AvyuM na hatuM. A ane AvI bIjI paNa keTalIya vizeSatAonA kAraNe A saMgha ke khUba ja zAsana prabhAvaka banyo hato. Aje dara varSe aneka charIpAlaka yAtrA saMgho, 99 yAtrA saMgho, upadhAna, ujamaNA vigere sAmUhika Ayojano goThavAya che. temAM paNa jo AvA prakAranI maryAdAonuM cokkasAIpUrvaka pAlana karAvavA mATe pUjyo tathA saMghapatio ane kanvInaro jAgrata rahe to saMbhavita ghaNA anartho ane AzAtanAothI bacI zakAya. ane kharA arthamAM te te anuSThAno zAsana ane dharmanI prabhAvanA karAvanArA banI zake. astu. (5) zatruMjaya mahAtIrthanI 99 yAtrA chellA keTalAka varSothI dara varSe 12-14 jeTalI dharmazALAomAM judA judA saMghapatio dvArA karAvAya che ane hajAro bhAgyazALIo 99 yAtrAnI ArAdhanA dvArA potAnA AtmAne haLukarmI banAve che. paraMtu zatruMjaya mahAtIrthanI eka TUMka tarIke gaNAtA zrI giranAra mahAtIrthanI 99 yAtrAnuM sAmUhika Ayojana seMkaDo varSonA ItihAsamAM sarva prathamavAra saM. 2051mAM acalagacchAdhipati pa.pU. A. bha. zrI guNasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma. sA.nA ziSya praziSyo pU. gaNivaryazrI mahodayasAgarajI ma.sA. Adi ThA-3 nI 6 nizrAmAM sA. zrI nirmalaguNAzrIjI tathA sA. zrI jyotiprabhAzrIjInI preraNAthI karavAmAM Avela. giranAranI taLeTImAM eka ja jaina dharmazALA ane te paNa jarjarita hAlatamAM hovAthI pa0 jeTalI maryAdita saMkhyAmAM A Ayojana pAMca ke saMghapationA sahayogathI goThavavAmAM Avela. ' keTalAka yAtriko AkhA raste "jaya neminAtha"nI dhUna vagara thAke a . bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje pa 177),
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________________ PAAANAAAANNNNNNNNNNNNAAAAAAAAAAAAAnnnnnnn bolAvatA ' kula 90 divasanA A AyojanamAM 78 varSanI vayanA vayovRddha mAjI che paNa varSItapa karavA pUrvaka joDAyA hatA ... che40 jeTalA yAtrikoe chaThTha tapa sAthe be divasamAM sAta yAtrAo karI hatI. jemAM moTA bhAganA yAtrikoe covihArI chaThTha karela ! keTalAka yAtrikoe akrama sAthe 11 ke 9 yAtrA tathA upavAsa karIne 4 yAtrA karI hatI. varSItapa, ekAMtarA pa00 AyaMbila temaja vardhamAna AyaMbila tapanI! oLI karavA pUrvaka paNa ArAdhakoe hoMze hoMse 99 yAtrA karI hatI ! traNeka yAtrikoe Dabbala navANu pUrNa karela. eka 99 pUrNa karyA bAda zaMkhezvarajI tIrthamAM sAmUhika akramamAM joDAIne punaH bIjIvAra 99 karela! traNeka ArAdhakoe 90 divasa sudhI saMpUrNa maunapUrvaka 99 yAtrA karI hatI! keTalAka zrAvakoe loca karAvI hatI. giranAranA dareka jinAlayo ane dareka derIo samakSa sAmUhika caityavaMdana thaI jAya te rIte roja neminAtha bhagavAna uparAMta alaga alaga jinAlayomAM sAmUhika caityavaMdana karavAmAM AvatuM hatuM. giranArajI jevA mahAtIrthanI taleTImAM anya jaina dharmazALAnI tAtI jarUriyAtane lakSamAM rAkhIne tyAM levAmAM Avela jamIna upara pU. gaNivaryazrIe mAMgalika saMbhaLAvI vAsakSepa nAkhela. tyAM gharmazALA - bhojanazALA - jinAlaya, upAzraya AdinuM bAMdhakAma zarU thaI gayela che. TUMka samayamAM e kArya paripUrNa thatAM avAra navAra 99 yAtrA vigere Ayojano thatAM tIrthano mahimA vRddhi pAmaze temAM zaMkAne sthAna nathI. dira skUlanuM zikSaNa varya karyuM ghara e ja zALA amadAvAdanuM jaina kuTuMba bhUtakALane vartamAnakALamAM lAve che snAtaka ane anusnAtaka thayA pachI nokarI meLavavA mATe aDadhI jiMdagI jatI rahe che. AvI sthiti UbhI thAya che tyAre moTA bhAganA loko (bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 178 AN
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________________ Apa { kahe che ke A zikSaNano zo lAbha je be TaMka roTalA paNa na ApI zake. AvA ke tamAma praznonuM uttara amadAvAnuM eka jaina parivAra banyuM che. A jaina parivAranAM agiyAra bALakone zALAe javAnuM baMdha karyuM che. A agiyAre bALakoe have saMskRta, prAkRta ane vaidika gaNita bhaNavAnI zarUAta karI che. have temane mane kahevAtuM zikSaNa ane DigrI mahattvanAM nathI. jIvana 3 jIvavAnI kaLA zIkhave e ja zikSaNa che. A prayogano amala to chellA doDha varSathI thayo che. paraMtu kharekhara to { teno vicAra 20 varSa jUno che. mULa rAjasthAnanA, paNa varSothI surata jillAnA kima gAme rahetA javAnamalajI zAhane cAra putra che. javAnamalajIno kimamAM anAjano dhIkato dhaMdho hato. ghara paiseTake sukhI hatuM. che 1970mAM javAnamalajInA bIjA naMbaranA putra uttamabhAI esa.esa.sI. mAM hatA. pariNAma jAhera thatAM uttamabhAIne 72 TakA maLyA. AkhA kimamAM prathama sthAna prApta karyuM hatuM. uttamabhAInI pragati joI gAmanA keTalAka AgevAno javAnamalajIne maLavA AvyA. uttamabhAI bhaNavAmAM hoziyAra che, temane DokTara banAvavA joIe tevI lAgaNI vyakta karI, ane uttamabhAIe sAyansa sTrImamAM bhaNavAnuM zarU karyuM. paNa keTalAka saMjogone kAraNe uttamabhAIe abhyAsa adhUro mUkyo ane pitA sAthe anAjanA dhaMdhAmAM jhaMpalAvyuM. anAjano vepAra karatAM karatAM temaNe jaina muni ke zrIcaMdrazekharavijayajI mahArAjanAM pustako vAMcavAnuM zarU karyuM. tyArathI parivartananI zarUAta thaI. sAyansa sTrIma- mAM bhaNelA bAyolojI-kemisTrI vagere nakAmAM lAgavA mAMDyAM hatAM. paNa bIjuM karavuM zuM tenI khabara paDatI nahotI. samayanuM cakra cAlatuM rahyuM. uttamabhAI kimanA sarapaMca banyA ane ke Aje paNa chellA paMdara varSathI kimamAM sarapaMca che. joke zaherIkaraNanI asarathI temano parivAra bacI zakyo nathI. Aje javAnamalajI temanA moTA dIkarA ramaNabhAI, uttamabhAI, zaileSabhAI ane ajitabhAIe 3 amadAvAdamAM anAjano vepAra zarU karyo che. joke hajI paNa uttamabhAIno AtmA kimane prema kare che. 1992nA varSa daramyAna uttamabhAIe muMbaInA atula zAhamAMthI hitarucivijayajI mahArAja banelA jaina muninuM navasArImAM pravacana sAMbhaLyuM hatuM. tyAre temanA zabdo hatA pazcimanI saMskRti bhaDako che. bhaDako kSaNika hoya che jyAre prakAza lAMbA samaya mATe hoya che. amadAvAdanA sAbaramatI vistAramAM saMyukta kuTuMbamAM rahetA 3 uttamabhAIe 1993mAM pitA ane traNe bhAIo sAthe carcA karI. potAnA nanananana+nanananananananananananana+nanananana (bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 179S
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________________ bhANiyA sahita gharamAM rahetA agiyAra bALakone zALAmAMthI uThADI levA joIe tevo mata vyakta karyo. vartamAna zikSaNanA geraphAyadAo ane RSionA jamAnAnA zikSaNanA lAbhonI mAhitI ApI. Akhare badhAe uttamabhAInI yojanAne maMjUrInI mahora mArI hatI. gharamAM sauthI moTA bhAI ramaNabhAInI dIkarI pUnama dho. 12mAM, putra cetana dho. 10mAM, akSaya sAtamAmAM ane dharmeza pAMcamAmAM hato. bIjA naMbaranA uttamabhAInI dIkarI kAjala dho. 12mAM, AratI dho. 10mAM, aMkitA navamAmAM ane akhila sAtamAmAM hato. trIjA naMbaranA zaileSabhAInI zvetA sAtamAmAM ane sauthI nAnA ajitabhAInI dikarI anitA to be varSanI ja hatI. A uparAMta A rAve bhAIonI muMbaI paraNAvelI IndirAbahenano dIkaro vizAla paNa dasamAmAM hato. A agiyAre bALakone zALAmAMthI uThADI mUkatAM jANe dharatIkaMpa thayo. moTA bhAganA lokoe uttamabhAInA nirNayanI TIkA karI. - jyAre ghaNAe A nirNayane AvakAryo paNa kharo. chellA doDha varSathI A agiyAre bALakoe jUnuM badhuM ja bhUlIne saMskRta bhaNavAnI zarUAta karI che. saMskRtano moTA bhAgano abhyAsa pUrNa thaI gayo che. have prAkRta bhaNavAnI zarUAta karI che. skUlane badale ghare ja UbhI karavAmAM AvelI pAThazALAmAM roja ATha kalAka abhyAsa karatAM A bALakone mAtra bhaNavAnuM nahIM, paraMtu sAthe saMgItanI tAlIma paNa ApavAmAM Ave che. A uparAMta hamaNAM sudhI svimiMga, ghoDesavArI ane yogAsananI tAlIma paNa lIdhI che. A badhA viSayo mATe alaga alaga zikSako rokavAmAM AvyA che. eka samAnya prazna ubhave ke saMskRta ane prAkRta bhaviSyamAM zuM kAma Ave ? teno javAba paNa A parivAra pAse che. saMskRta ane prAkRtano prAraMbhika tabakko che, paraMtu temanA abhyAsakrama anusAra have pachI teo gujarAtI, hiMdI, aMgrejI, jyotiSazAstra, Ayurveda, vAstuzAstra, ItihAsa, khagoLazAstra, nItizAstra ane vaidika gaNitano paNa abhyAsa karaze. A 5 uparAMta rAIphala zUTiMga, vyApAra saMcAlana, hastakalA, kRSi-pazupAlana, nATya, vakatRtva vagerenI tAlIma paNa ApavAmAM Avaze. uttamabhAI zAhe abhiyAna sAthenI mulAkAtamAM kahyuM hatuM ke saMskRta mATe lokonI khoTI mAnyatA che ke saMskRta eTale dharmanuM ja zikSaNa, paraMtu mArA mate saMskRta zIkhyA vagarano bhAratIya adhUro che. A badhAM ja bALako hAITeka jamAnAnA viSayono paNa abhyAsa karaze, paraMtu potAnI mULa bhASA para to kAbU hovo ja joIe! AjanuM zikSaNa arthahIna hovAno dAvo karatAM uttamabhAIe kahyuM hatuM ke ApaNe Yi bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo aa 180
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________________ WannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnANRANNAARRRRRRRRRR pazcima tarapha doTa mUkI che. jene ApaNe vikAsa gaNIe chIe te manuSya mATe khataro? banyo che. kAraNa, hAlamAM roDa, udyoga, makAno vagerene vikAsa gAvAmAM Ave che, paraMtu kharekhara te paDatInI nizAnI che. uttamabhAI potAnI vAtanA samarthanamAM kahe che, udyogo zarU thAya che eTale vikAsa kahevAya che, paraMtu udyogone kAraNe phelAtA pradUSaNe dATa vALyo. che, jyAre bIjI tarapha jyAM hajI roDa banyA nathI, udyogo sthapAyA nathI tyAM jaIne tapAsa karo ke tyAMnA loko keTalA sukhI che. tyAM koI rogo thatA nathI. bALakone A prakAranuM zikSaNa ApavAnA hetu aMge spaSTatA karatAM, uttamabhAIe kahyuM hatuM ke sadIo agAu cAlatI nAlaMdA jevI vidyApITho ja kharA arthamAM vizvavidyAlaya hatI. A vidyApIThomAM abhyAsa karavA bahAranA vidyArthIo paNa AvatA hatA. ane abhyAsa pUrNa karyA bAda te vidyArthI hiMtamapUrvaka duniyAno sAmano karato hato. Aje DigrI meLavyA bAda paNa lAcAra bane che. mArI yojanA anusAra eka sArI vAtanI zarUAta meM mArA gharethI karI che. mArI IcchA nAlaMdA jevuM gurakaLa UbhuM karavAnI che. paisAnI khoTa nathI, paraMtu AjanA zikSaNanA geraphAyadA ane 3 gurukuLanA zikSaNanA phAyadA loko samaje te jarUrI che. tAtkAlika koI pariNAma maLaze nahIM, paNa pariNAma cokkasa maLaze ja. bALakone skUlamAMthI uThADI gurukuLa anusAra bhaNAvavAno nirNaya to A gharanA vaDIlono hato, paNa jenA mATe A nirNaya karavAmAM Avyo te bALako zuM mAne che te paNa mahattvanuM che. sAtamA sudhI abhyAsa karanAra akhila zALAnA abhyAsane parIkSAlakSI gaNAve che ane have je bhaNe che te ja jIvanalakSI hovAno teno dAvo che. joke akhilane abhyAsa pUrNa karyA bAda dIkSA levAnI IcchA che. jyAre dasamA sudhI bhaNanAra AziSane dhaMdho karavo mAmAnA ghare bhaNavA AvelA muMbaInA vizAlane zarUAtamAM saMskRta bhaNavAnuM agharuM lAgyuM hatuM. have badhuM phAvI gayuM che. A abhyAsa bAda tene 3 komyuTarano dhaMdho karavAnI IcchA che. cothA sudhI abhyAsa karanAra dharmezane A bhaNavuM game che, paNa tene sauthI vadhu krikeTa ramavuM game che. pUnama-kAjala, aMkitA ane zvetAne zALAmAM hamaNAM sudhI bhaNeluM nakAmuM lAge che. skUla choDyAno kAMI aphasosa paNa thato nathI. kAraNa, temane manapasaMda nRtya, 1 saMgIta ane citrakalAno abhyAsa karavAnI taka maLI che. cetanane baMsarI vagADavAnI majA Ave che. akSaya A badhAM karatAM judo che. te pAThazALAmAM bhaNavA mATe rAjI ************* ja bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje. 181
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________________ - - - - - - nathI. tenA manamAM skUla nahIM javAnuM hajI paNa duHkha che. tene saMskRta bhaNavuM gamatuM nathI. tene krikeTa ramavuM che. mitro sAthe pharavA javuM che. have rahI mAtra ke sADAtraNa varSanI anitA, paraMtu anitAne to skUla zuM te khabara nathI. tene mana to pAThazALA te ja skUla che. te paNa tenA bhAI-bahena sAthe roja ! pAThazALAmAM jaI dhIre dhIre bhaNavAno prayatna kare che. javAnamalajInA sauthI nAnA putra ajitabhAInuM kahevuM che ke meM bI.koma. karyuM paNa teno zo phAyado? hamaNAM sudhI amArI pAse zALAkIya zikSaNano koI vikalpa ja hato nahIM. have eka navo mArga dekhAyo che. je ke bhAratane kharA arthamAM majabUta karavuM haze to prAcIna bhAratanI Dhabe nimaNi te karavuM paDaze. mane vadhu AnaMda che ke mArI dIkarI anitAe to skUla kadI joI ja nathI. je samaye mAro bagaDyo che te teno nahIM bagaDe. hA, A bALako pAse sarakArI DigrI nahIM hoya, paNa duniyAmAM koI paNa sthaLe pAchAM nahIM paDe tenI mane khAtarI che. jIvanamAM na joIe AdhunikatA. amadAvAdanuM A jaina parivAra mAtra zikSaNa dvArA prAcIna bhAratamAM javA nathI mAgatuM, paraMtu kramazaH potAnuM jIvanadhoraNa paNa teo badalI rahyAM che. zaherIkaraNane kAraNe UbhA thayelA koMkrITanAM jaMgalomAM have temaNe nahIM rahevAno nirNaya karyo che. sAbaramatI vistAramAM ja temaNe vAstuzAstra pramANe baMgalo banAvavAnI zarUAta karI che. A baMgalAmAM simenTa ane lokhaMDano upayoga nahIM thAya. tenA badale cUnA ane lAkaDAno upayoga thaze eTaluM ja nahIM, IlekTrikanuM joDANa paNa levAnA nathI. tenA badale roja rAtre ghInA dIvA saLagAvavAmAM Avaze. A ghara vAstuzAstra pramANe banatuM hovAne kAraNe gharamAM paMkhAnI paNa jarUra nahIM rahe. ziyALAmAM ThaMDI nahIM lAge ane unALAmAM garamI nahIM thAya. zAstra anusAra pRthvI paranuM amRta eTale gAyanuM dUdha che, jene dhyAnamAM laI gharamAM gAyo paNa bAMdhavAmAM Avaze. A baMgalAmAM lAkho rUpiyAno kharca karavAno hovA chatAM gharamAMja mATInuM lIMpaNa karavAmAM Avaze. kAMsAnAM vAsaNomAM jamavAnuM raheze, tAMbAnA ghaDAmAM pANI raheze ane pitaLanA vAsaNamAM pANI maLaze. gharamAM phrija to nahIM hoya, kAraNa ke A parivAranuM mAnavuM che ke tAjI vastune vAsI banAvavAnuM mazIna eTale phrija. ane TIvIno to prazna Ubho thato nathI. vaLI jaina zAstra pramANe sAMje cha pachI cUlo saLagaze nahIM. - prazAMta dayALa ("abhiyAna" tA. 11-12-95 mAMthI sAbhAra) koY bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 182
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________________ 63 : traNa kalAkanI tejasvI zALA Ajano vidyArthI skUla pAchaLa rojanA sarerAza cha kalAka bagADe che. bIjA traNa kalAka homa varka ane TyUzana pAchaLa veDaphe che. ane tema chatAM kociMga klAsa bAkI rahI jAya che. dara mahine yuniTa TesTa, traNa mahine semisTara, cha mahine Tarminala ane varSe enyuala ekjhAmanA hathoDA tene mAthe jhIMkavAmAMAve che. A badhAmAMthI pasAra thayA pachI te DigrI meLave che tenI koI kiMmata nathI hotI tyAre te hatAza thaI jAya che. tene ema thAya che ke tenI jiMdagInAM suvarNa varSo nakAmAM gayAM. te eka niSphaLa ane nirAza nAgarika bane che. giragAmamAM rahetA kiraNabhAI zuklae A kAraNe ja potAnAM baMne bALakone skUlethI uThADI mUkyAM che. chellAM cha varSathI kiraNabhAI temane badhA viSayo skUla karatAM paNa sArI rIte ghare rahIne ja bhaNAve che. bAra varSanI zraddhA ane dasa varSano vizvAsa Aje khuzakhuzAla che. zraddhAe aMgrejI mAdhyamanI zALAmAM siniyara ke.jI. karyuM te pachI zikSaNanA asahya bojAmAMthI potAnI kyArInA A kumaLAM puSpane ugArI levA saMvedanazIla pitAnuM hRdaya dharAvatA kiraNabhAIne thayuM ke teo zALAno trAsa vadhu sahana karI zake tema nathI. vyavasAye zikSaka evA kiraNabhAI karoDapatinAM bALakonAM TyUzana kare che ane temane vizvAsa hato ke zALAmAM je cha kalAkamAM bhaNAvavAmAM nathI AvatuM e teo niSThApUrvaka be kalAkamAM ghare bhaNAvI zakaze. ane A rIte cha varSa agAu temanI gRhazALA zarU thaI. temano putra vizvAsa temAM pAMca varSa agAu joDAyo. be kalAkanI zALA hovAne kAraNe baMne bALakone saMgIta, citrakAma, kavitA, sAhitya, nRtya vagere kaLAo mATe puSkaLa samaya raheto ane A kSetramAM paNa temanI TelenTa khIlI UThI che. bAra varSanI zraddhA bharatanATyama zIkhI rahI che to vizvAsa tabalAvAdanamAM pAraMgata banI rahyo che. te paMdara varSano thaze tyAre teNe kyAMya nokarI mATe bhIkha mAgavA nahi javuM paDe. tabalAvAdananI kaLA dvArA potAnI AjIvikA raLI levAnI tAkAta tenAmAM AvI gaI haze. ane te vakhate ja esa.esa.sI. nI parIkSA pAsa karavA jeTaluM vyAvahArika zikSaNa paNa teNe prApta karI lIdhuM haze. zikSaNa viSenA kiraNabhAInA viSayo maulika ane krAMtikArI che. temanI zikSaNanI paddhatimAM mAhitIono Dhagalo vidyArthIonA magajamAM ThAMsI ThAMsIne bharI devAno upakrama nathI. vidyArthIne parIkSAno trAsa bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 183
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________________ ApavAmAM paNa teo mAnatA nathI. mAtRbhASA ane aMgrejInI keLavaNI che teo saMbhASaNa ane saMvAdo dvArA Ape che. vijJAna to bALakane prayogazALAmAM ja zIkhavavuM joIe, ema teo mAne che. gaNitano pAyo aMkagaNita hovo joIe. kekyuleTara ke komyuTara | vinA bALaka vyAja gaNI zake ane naphAtoTAnA dAkhalA gaNI zake tenA sivAya gaNitanuM zikSaNa teo adhuruM mAne che. ItihAsanuM zikSaNa preraNAtmaka kathAonA rUpamAM hovuM joIe ane paryaTana tema ja pravAsa dvArA bhUgoLa zIkhavavAmAM teo mAne che. kiraNabhAInI zALAmAM bhaNatuM bALaka esa.esa.sI.mAM pahoMce tyAM sudhI tene 300 jeTalA saMskRta zloka hasatAM ramatAM kaMThastha thaI gayA haze. gujarAtI, aMgrejI ane hindI bhASAmAM 500 thI vadhu vAta gIta ane kavitA tene AvaDatA haze. tenuM bhASAbhaMDoLa atyaMta samRddha haze, ane potAnI AjIvikA raLI zake tevo hunnara paNa tene AvaDato haze. kiraNabhAInI A samAMtara paNa vadhu tejasvI zALA joIne mArA tamArA jevA anekane thAya ke ApaNe paNa bALakane A prakAre zikSaNa ApI zakIe to kevuM sAruM. paraMtu kiraNabhAI jevo bhoga potAnAM bALako mATe ApavAnuM badhAM mAbApo mATe zakya nathI hotuM. kadAca samaya ApavAnI taiyArI hoya to paNa tevI AvaData nathI hotI. eTale dakSiNa muMbaInA keTalAka vAlIoe bhegA maLIne kiraNabhAIne vinaMtI karI ke tame amArAM bALakane paNa tamArI zALAmAM bharatI karo. potAnAM bALakane skUlamAMthI uThADI laI A rIte abhyAsa karAvavA daseka zrImaMta ane zikSita vAlIo taiyAra thaI gayA che. A bALakone cha varSamAM dhoraNa pAMcathI laI dasamA sudhInuM zikSaNa maulika paddhatie ApavAmAM Avaze. A zALA traNa ja kalAka cAlaze. pachI koI homavarka nahi, TyUzana nahi, kociMga klAsa nahi ane parIkSA paNa nahi. phAjala samayamAM bALakanI pratibhAnA vikAsa mATe kaI kaLA tene zIkhavavI tenuM mArgadarzana paNa ApavAmAM Avaze. cha varSe bALaka esa.esa.sI pAsa thaI jaze, ane vividha kaLAomAM paNa pAraMgata thaI jaze. pahelA becamAM kula 15 vidyArthIthI zarUAta karavAmAM Avaze. tame paNa tamArA bALakane A. prakAre bhaNAvavAnI icchA dharAvatA ho to 386 82 16 naMbara upara kiraNabhAI zuklano saMparka sAdhI zako cho. krAMtino prAraMbha AvA nAnakaDA prayogathI ja thato hoya che. kiraNabhAInA prayAsamAM zaikSaNika krAMtinuM bIja daSTigocara thAya che. ("miDa De" tA. 105-96 mAMthI sAbhAra) bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjA 184) wwwwwwwwwwNNNNN E
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________________ (64: niHzulka jJAnadAnano sevAyajJa mAMDatA, Adarza zikSaka zrI jasavaMtabhAI DI. daphatarI kALanA prabhAve Aje jyAre zikSaNanuM kSetra paNa bhraSTAcAra ane anItithI kharaDAvAmAM bAkAta nathI rahI zakyuM. skUla ke kolejamAM praveza meLavavA mATe paNa moTI rakamanA Donezana ghaNe ThekANe pharajiyAta jevA banI gayA che. moTI phI cUkavIne hoMziyAra vidyArthIo mATe paNa TyUzano lagabhaga anivArya jevA banI gayA che. kharcALa zikSaNa paddhatine lIdhe garIba vidyArthIone tejasvI hovA chatAM paNa AgaLa bhaNavAmAM aneka avarodho naDe che. zikSakavarga paNa TyUzano dvArA vadhu kamAI levAnI lAlacamAM skUlamAM adhyApana korsa pUro karavA pratye kaMIka lAparavAha banato jovAya che, evA avasare Adarza zikSaka zrI jasavaMtabhAI DI. daphatarInuM jIvana kharekhara anumodanIya ane anukaraNIya che. mULa saurASTramAM morabInA vatanI ane hAle ghaNA varSothI muMbaI malADamAM rahetA, jasubhAInA hulAmaNA nAmanI hajAro vidyArthInA lADIlA zrI jasavaMtabhAI (u.va. 40) e kharekhara jaina samAja mATe gauravarUpa che. huM temaNe atyAra sudhImAM 130 jeTalA sAdhu-sAdhvIjIone tathA mumukSuone B.A. tathA | M.A. samakakSa hindI, gujarAtI, aMgrejI tathA saMskRta bhASAnA judA judA viSayonuM niHzulka adhyayana karAvela che. eTaluM ja nahIM paraMtu 108 garIba vidyArthIone paNa vinA mUlya jJAnadAna karela che. 60 TakAthI vadhu mArka meLavela hoya tevA aneka madhyama vargIya tathA zrImaMta vidyArthIone paNa vinA mUlya jJAnadAna karela che. AvA tejasvI zrImaMta vidyArthIo pAsethI potAnA mATe teo kazuM ja letA nathI paraMtu eka garIba vidyArthIne ucca abhyAsa mATe phI cUkavavAnI teo bhalAmaNa jarUra kare che. malADa senTrala skUlamAM Adarza zikSaka tarIke temanI chApa sahunA mAnasapaTa upara aMkita thayelI che. Aje jyAre skUla-kolejanA AcArya prinsIpAla)no hoddo dharAvatA keTalAya AtmAonA jIvanamAM AcAra pAlanamAM ghaNI UNapa jovA maLe che tyAre tenAthI taddana bhinna jasavaMtabhAInuM jIvana sadAcAranI suvAsathI atyaMta maghamaghAyamAna jovA maLe che. ra9 varSanI bhara yuvAvasthAthI ja sajoDe brahmacaryavratanuM svecchAe pAlana karatA temaNe 35 varSanI uMmare malADamAM narendramuni pAse jAheramAM brahmacaryavrata aMgIkAra karela che ! A vratanuM suvizuddha rIte pAlana thAya te mATe temaNe dUdha tathA ghI ane tenI tamAma banAvaTa (miSTAnna vigere)no sadAne mATe tyAga nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn ET Y bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 185 NN
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________________ karela che! upavAsathI, AyaMbilathI tathA ekAsaNAthI ema traNa rIte 20 sthAnaka tapanI ArAdhanA kula 3 vAra karI che.. saLaMga 11 upavAsa, saLaMga 7 cha%, tathA 24 tIrthakaronA caDatA-UtaratA krame 25 ekAzaNA vigere aneka prakAranI tapazcaryAthI temanuM jIvana dedIpyamAna banI rahyuM che. mahinAmAM 10 tithi prAyaH ekAsaNA hoya ja. temanA dharmapatnI suzrAvikA zrInItAbene paNa ekAMtarA 500 AyaMbila temaja varSItapanI ArAdhanA karI che. jasavaMtabhAIno janma sthAnakavAsI (goMDala saMpradAyano peTA vibhAga nAno saMghANI saMpradAya) parivAramAM thayo hovA chatAM teo tIrthasthAnomAM vAsakSepathI jinapUjA kare che. roja derAsare jaIne prabhudarzana kare che. tithinA ! pAMca derAsaromAM darzana kare che. zatruMjaya mahAtIrthanI 2 vAra 99 yAtrA karI che. temaja tenI taLeTInI 3 vAra 99 yAtrA karI che. muMbaI vigerethI kula 108 vakhata pAlitANA AvavAnI bhAvanA rAkhe che. temAMthI 104 vakhata teo pAlitANA AvI cUkyA che ! potAnA kharce 31 jaNAne pAlitANAnI yAtrA temaNe karAvI che! 35 varSathI roja sAmAyika karavAno tathA tithinA divase pratikramaNa karavAno niyama che. tathA roja 1 kalAka dhArmika sUtronA svAdhyAya karavAno niyama che. ! AvI rIte jJAna-darzanacAritra ane tapanA subhaga saMgama samA zrI jasavaMtabhAI sarvavirati cAritra svIkAravAnI bhAvanAmAM rame che. temanI A uttama bhAvanA zIdhra sAkAra bane evI hArdika zubhecchA saha zAsanadevane prArthanA. temanuM saranAmuM nIce mujaba che. jasavaMtabhAI DI. daphatarI pharipa podAra pArka ko. o. hAusIMga sosAyaTI, podAra roDa, malADa (pUrva) - muMbaI-40007 phonaH 8834892/840489ra ghare. 5H apramatta ArAdhanAthI moharAjAne gabharAvatA cANasmAnA gabharUbhAI emanuM nAma gabharubhAI. cANasmAnA teo vatanI. 91 varSanI ke vRddhavaye jyAre emaNe deha choDyo tyAre paNa temaNe savAre UbhA UbhA pratikramaNa kareluM. jiMdagInA chellA divasa sudhI teo be TaMka UbhA UbhA MANNA bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 18N
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________________ A pratikramaNa karatA. jiMdagInA chellA 40 varasa teoe ekAsaNA karyA. pavitithie upavAsa chaThTha ke aThThama karyo hoya toya pAraNe to ekAsaNuM ja 3 karatA. paryuSaNAmAM saMvatsarInA akama karyA pachI pAraNe ekAsaNuM karatAM pahelA potAnA | dIkarAne teo kahetA "jA kaMcanA 8 divasamAM ApaNe jeTalI bolI bolyA hoIe tenA paisA pahelAM bharI Ava." dIkarI paisA bharI Ave tenI pahoMca hAthamAM Ave pachI ja teo ekAsaNuM karavA besatA !!! oLInA divasomAM teo navapadanI ArAdhanA ekadhAnanA AyaMbilathI karatA. te cheka jiMdagInA aMtima divase eTale ke caitra suda pUnamanA divase deha choDyo te divase paNa emaNe eka ghAnanuM AyaMbila karyuM hatuM potAnA putra pautra dhArmika adhyayana kare, pAThazALA jAya tevuM aMtarathI ke teo icchatA. phaLIyAmAM ja pAThazALAnA mAstara rahetA hovAthI teo roja ke temane pUchI letA ke Aje pAThazALAmAM koNa koNa natuM AvyuM. jevI khabara paDe che ke gharamAMthI ekAda jaNa pAThazALAmAM bhaNavA mATe na'tA gayA eTale bIjA divase savAre ene bolAvIne kahI detA ke , AyaMbila khAtAmAM mAruM AjanuM AyaMbila noMdhAvI Ava," vagara tithie dAdAjI AyaMbila kare eTale pautro samajI jatA ke Aje dAdAjIe zA mATe AyaMbila karyuM. ane vagara kaho bIjA ja divasathI badhAnI pAThazALAmAM hAjarI niyamita thaI jatI !!! dareka vaDilo jo potAnA saMtAnomAM dhArmika saMskAronuM sIMcana karavA mATe Avo rasto apanAve to kevuM sAruM thAya !" di6: zrI zatruMjaya mahAtIrthanA abhiSekano mahAna lAbha lenAra, udAra dila zrAddhavarya zrI rajanIbhAI devaDI ' rajanIbhAI devaDI muMbaInA hatA. temane ghaNA sAdhu ane zrAvako sArI rIte oLakhe che. zAsana pratye temane gADha zraddhA hatI. ati udAratAthI zAstrIya vidhipUrvaka hajAro sAdhu-sAdhvI ane zrAvakonI samakSa A dhamatmAe 2047mAM poSa vadi 6nA lAkho rUpiyA kharcI siddhagirijIno abhiSeka karAvyo ! seMkaDo varSo pachI atyaMta dhAmadhUmathI ujavAyelo A anumodanIya prasaMga joI, sAMbhaLI vizvabharanA jainonA haiyAmAM vAha-vAhanA ; udgAro nIkaLI gayA. A adbhuta prasaMgane vidhipUrvaka ujavavA paiso nAnA-nAnannnnnnnnntajananananananananananananananananana (bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 1875
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________________ ANDAANAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA - - pANInI jema vApaya...! badhe ja vyavasthA vagere zreSTha. badhA sAdhu-sAdhvI ane zrAvaka-zrAvikA A prasaMge padhAre te mATe badhe jAte AgrahabharI vinaMti karI. sakala saMghanI kharA dilathI bhAvathI suMdara bhakti karI. padhArelA badhA saMyamIo ane suzrAvako rajanIbhAInA bhaktibhAva, udAratA vagerenI ekI avAje prazaMsA ane anumodanA karatA hatA. temaNe anaMta karmanI nirA karI. vaLI tyAre padhArelA ke na AvI zakelA lAkho dhamaoe paNa tyAM yathollAsa bhakti karavA uparAMta prazaMsA ane anumodanAthI bhAre nirjarA ane puNyopArjana karyo. e AkhA prasaMganuM varNana ghaNI patrikA vageremAM chapAI gayuM che. ekavIsamI sadInA uttama zrAvake AvA anekAneka dharmaprasaMgothI ghaNuM ghaNuM Atmahita sAdhyuM che. emanA AvA aneka manoratho tathA dhamarAdhanA sakala saMghe jANavA jevA che. AvA karoDapatine paNa dIkSA levAnI bhAvanA satata thatI hatI ! ghaNAne kahetA ke mane dIkSA kyAre maLaze? emanuM puNya paNa joradAra. Akho prasaMga raMgecaMge saphaLa thayA pachI sakala saMghanI hAjarImAM temanA bahumAna prasaMge ja teo sadgatimAM cAlyA gayA ! emanuM samAdhi-mRtyu sAkSAta joI ghaNAe dilamAM bhAvanA bhAvI ke amane paNa AvuM mota maLe ! jagata jenAthI khUba Dare che e mota paNa ghaNAMe mAMgyuM ! dharmAtmAo ! zAsana, saMgha ane dharma pratye uchaLatA bhAvothI jIvanamAM zakti pramANe AvuM ekAda paNa satkArya karI tame paNa mohanIyane mArI sadgati pAmo. tyAM paNa utkRSTa ArAdhanA karI zAzvata sukha pAmo e ja ekanI eka zubhAbhilASA. - rajanIbhAI devaDI khUba dharmapremI hatA. ekavAra emane zubha bhAva jAgyo. te anusAra saMkalpa karyo ke sAdharmika bhakti karavI. pote tapAsa karI. madhyama varganA 22 jaina parivArone svayaM 1-1 lAkha rU.nuM guptadAna karyuM ! AvI mAtabara chatAM gupta bhakti karanArA AvA hIralA haDahaDatA. kalikALamAM paNa che! bhale viralA hoya. zatrajayanA abhiSeka prasaMge rajanIbhAI taraphathI caturvidha zrIsaMghanI khUba ja udAratAthI bhakti cAlu hatI. tyAre rasoDAnI bAjumAM temanA eka saMbaMdhI hatA. teo kahe ke rasoDAmAM geravahIvaTa ghaNo thAya che...vigere. rajanIbhAIe temane tarata kahyuM ke maherabAnI karIne tame tamArI jagyA badalI nAkho. mAre koInI paNa TIkA sAMbhaLIne mArA bhAva bagADavA nathI mane to pratyeka sAdhumAM gautamasvAmI ane pratyeka sAdhvIjImAM caMdanabAlAnA darzana thAya che !!! - ekavAra rajanIbhAI devaDI zreNikabhAIne kahe ke "zeTha zrI ! zatrujya para caumukhajInI TUMkanA zikharo paranAM kaLazo sonAnAM karAvavAM che. mane lAbha (bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 188
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________________ na Apo.zeThe rajanIbhAIne kAraNa pUchatAM kahyuM ke e suMdara kaLazonA badhA yAtrALu dUrathI darzana kare che. e sonAnAM hoya to darzana karanAranA bhAva khUba vadhe. ghaNA samakita paNa pAme. e badhA lAbhamAM huM nimitta banuM. kevI uttama 3 bhAvanA? he hitecchuo ! tame paNa zubha bhAvone pragaTAvo ane mahAna puNya pragaTelA zubha manorathone zakti pramANe saphaLa karo. 67H Avo oLakhIe kAntibhAIne tathA zrI hastagirijI tIrthazreSThane suzrAvaka kAntibhAI maNibhAIthI ghaNA badhA paricita che. zrI hastagirijI tIrthanA uddhAramAM temaNe tana, mana, dhana, jIvana nyocchAvara karI ? dIdhA che ! sukalakaDI A eka zrAvaka sAhasathI kevI anokhI siddhi pAmI che zake che, enuM sAkSAt darzana Aje hastagiri tIrthamAM thAya che. eka nAnuM derAsara paNa koI ekalAne bAMdhavAmAM keTalI badhI muzkelIo naDe che e ApaNane khabara che. jyAre kAMtibhAIe UMcA parvata upara zUnyamAMthI eka bhavya tIrtha nimaNamAM keTalo badho bhoga Apyo haze? A zrAddharatna A tIrthane zreSTha ne pavitra banAvavA avidhi-AzAtanAo na thAya te mATe te tyAM rahI badhI tapAsa rAkhatA! oLInA AyaMbila jALiyA gAmamAM { jhUMpaDImAM jAte rasoI banAvI A karoDapati zrAvake karyA che! saMyamamUrti paramapUjya AcArya bhagavaMta zrImad vijaya mAnatuMgasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nI hastagirijInA uddhAranI bhAvanA jANI A suzrAvake te ati bhagIratha satkArya bhavya rIte sAkAra karavAnuM bIDuM jhaDapI lIdhuM. parama pUjya AcArya bhagavaMta zrImad vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. Adi aneka pUjyonI kRpAthI ane potAnI sarvazaktithI A zreSTha kArya khUba suMdara rIte pAra pADyuM. ane UMcA parvatanA zikhara para 72 jinAlayanuM bhavya ke devAlaya khaDuM karI dIdhuM ! AvA atipavitrahmayI zAsanarAgIe uchaLatAM nirmaLa bhAvothI zAstrIya vidhipUrvaka nimaNi karelA A bhavya hastagiri tIrthanI ApaNe zAMtacitte vidhipUrvaka zubha AzayathI vAraMvAra yAtrA karavI ja joIe. tenAthI ApaNA anAdi anaMta azubha bhAvono mULathI nAza thaI samyakatva, sarvavirati ane zIdhra zivaramaNI ApaNane avazya maLaze. jIva mAtra pratye temano maitrIbhAva paNa khUba ja anumodanIya che. upakAra buddhithI nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn 'bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo . 189 NN
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________________ InnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnOnRNAANNNANANANANANANARAANRANNAN 'nokarImAM rAkhela mANase lAkheka rUpiyA jeTalI corI karI. ghamakAvavAne badale kAntibhAIe saMvatsarIe sau prathama samApanA - patrikA tene lakhI! bIjA koI pagalAM nahi, daDa nahIM. potAnuM mAthuM phoDavA AvanArane pAlItANA comAsuM karavA premathI bolAvI keTalIka vyavasthA soMpI potAnA maitrI bhAvane khUba dRDha ryo. potAnI re ! suputrInA lagna prasaMge nimaMtrI suMdara AgatAsvAgatA karI. jALiyAnA mAthAbhAre mANasonuM tIrthavirodhIpaNuM kunehathI miTAvI dIdhuM. A kAMtibhAInA sAdagI, namratA, nikhAlasatA vagere aneka guNo anumodanIya hatA. moDhA para paNa abhimAna ane moTAIno chAMToya jovA na maLe ! mULa pATaNanA A jhaverI zreSThIe pAlItANAmAM mukti nilaya dharmazALA ane amArI - vihAra baMdhAvyA. comAsuM, navANu yAtrA ane tIrthonI yAtrA emaNe anekane udAratA pUrvaka karAvI che. AjanA vilAsa pradhAna kALamAM gaNyA-gAMThyA bhAva zrAvako paikInA eka suzrAvakane ApaNAM bhAvapUrvaka praNAma. emanA zreSTha dharmakAryonI bhAvapUrvaka anumodanA karI tame paNa tIrthayAtrA, tIrthanirmANa Adi ArAdhanA yathAzakti karo e ja zubhAziSa. 6i8H ghATakoparanA amarIzabhAInI bhavya jinapUjA ane viziSTa tapa-tyAga ghATakoparanA amarIzabhAInA tapa ane tyAganA viziSTa pariNAma khUba anumodanIya che. Aje temanI uMmara mAtra 36 varSanI che. 2 varSa pahelAM divasamAM kula mAtra 7 dravya ane eka TaMke cArathI vadhu na vAparavAnuM jAvajIva mATe paccakhANa lIdhuM ! chatAM pariNAma eTalA badhA tyAganA ke savAranA mAtra ra thI 3 ane sAMje lagabhaga 3 dravya ja jame! temanI phekTarI gharathI lagabhaga 125 ki.mI. dara. pAlaghara emane roja javAnuM. gherathI TIphIna laIne nIkaLIne divasamAM mAtra 2 ja vakhata vApare. navakArazI, covihAra karavAnAM. tethI baMne bhojana TreInamAM ja karavAM paDe. ravivAre besaNuM kare. bahAranI badhI vastuono tyAga che. covihArano AjIvana niyama che. mahinAmAM 6 upavAsa kare ! caudasanA 2 tathA bIjA 4. ghaNA kharA upavAsa covihAra ja kare. kAcI 3 vigaIono jiMdagIbhara tyAga che. amarIzabhAI aSTaprakArI jinapUjA roja khUba bhAvathI kare che. ATalI doDAdoDa chatAM roja lagabhaga 1 kalAka jeTalo samaya bhaktipUrNa rdaye bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo . 190 )
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________________ pUjA kare. ane sonA-cAMdInA varakhanI roja AMgI kare. nevedya phaLa vagere badhAM dravyo bhaktimAM UMcI jAtanA, moTA, zreSTha ja vAparavAnAM. dhUpa paNa sugaMdhI ne sAro vAparavAno. dara zanivAre ane rajAnA divase to sAta kalAka sudhI AMgI vagere khUba bhAvathI kare! vizeSamAM AMgI pUrI na thAya tyAM sudhI badhuM khAvA ke pIvAnuM baMdha ! AkhA muMbaImAM kyAMya paNa sAlagIrI nimitte temane AMgI mATe saMgha bolAve to dhaMdho choDI hoMzathI doDI jAya ane khUba suMdara AMgI 4-6 kalAka sudhI kare. sAthe potAnA sonAnA varakha vagere sAmagrI laI jAya. koI saMghamAM sAmagrI ochI hoya to potAnI vApare ! bhAvanA UMcI ke mAruM dravya jinabhaktimAM jeTaluM vadhAre vaparAya teTaluM sAruM. bhagavAnanI stavanA karavAmAM bhAna bhUlI jAya. kaMTha sAro che. sAMbhaLanArane paNa bhAva AvI jAya ! caityavaMdana vageremAM bhAvavibhora thaI jAya. caudaza zukra ke ravivAranA Ave tyAre chaThTha karavo paDe to paNa avazya kare ane te paNa khUba prasannatAthI. amarIzabhAInI saraLatA vagere paNa khUba anumodanIya che. paricayamAM AvanArA sarvanA ddhayamAM temanuM viziSTa sthAna che. mokSa zIgha pAmavAnI laganI bhAre. sAdhusAdhvInI bhakti karavA kAyama doDa. sAdharmikonI bhakti paNa khUba bhAvathI kare ! 69: bAraDolInA (vIracaMbhAIno vizvavikrama) | viracaMdabhAI bAraDolIvALAnI aneka ArAdhanAo be hAtha joDI AdarathI vAMcoH 30 varSanI bharayuvAna vaye AjIvana brahmacaryavrata svIkAryuM! kAcA pANIne aDavAnuM paNa nahi!! kALaveLAe posAtInI jema khullAmAM kAmaLI oDhIne ja jAya !!! pUjA mATe snAna khullAmAM kare. saMDAsa-bAtharUma sAdhunI jema bahAra khullAmAM jAya ! 4-4 mahine loca karAvatA!!!! dararoja 10 sAmAyikanuM desAvagAsika ane 5 tithi pauSadha karatA!!!!!! comAsAmAM gAma bahAra jatA nahIM ! dararoja sAdharmika bhakti karatA ! game te mahemAna Ave paNa gharamAM sUryAsta pachI pANI paNa na Ape ! keLA sivAyanI badhI lIlotarIno tyAga karelo. zAsanaprabhAvaka pa. pU. A. bha. zrImad vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. nAM nanananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananananana+nanananana bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje pa 191
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________________ vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLI anItinA dhananA tyAgano abhigraha karyo ane tethI ja InspekTaranA hoddAvALI sArI nokarI choDI daI pAThazALAnA adhyApaka banyA ! pU. zrInA paricayathI prajyAno dRDha bhAva pedA thaI gayo. paraMtu e maLI niha. tethI e na levAya tyAM sudhI ghIno mULathI tyAga karyo ! dararoja trikALa jinapUjA karatA ! tapa paNa khUba karyA - 2 varSItapa, 2 comAsI tapa, 3 upadhAna, siddhagirimAM AyaMbila sahita comAsuM, poSa dazamI vagere ghaNA tapa karatA. vardhamAna tapano pAyo nAMkhI satata oLIo karatA. bAkInA divasomAM ekAzaNA karatA. pAlitANAmAM 2 mAsa mauna pALyuM ! 97mI oLImAM azakti khUba vadhavA chatAM glukojhanA bATalA levAnI nA pADI dIdhI. AyaMbila kAyama purimaDhe karatA ! mAtra 3 dravya vApare pachIthI to traNe bhegA karI vAparatA. 13 varSa pUrve 47mA AyaMbile navakAravALI gaNatA satine sAdhI gayA. temanI advitIya ArAdhanAthI ahobhAvapUrvaka saMghe anukaMpA-dAna sahita pAlakhI kADhavA pUrvaka smazAnayAtrA kADhelI. emanI anokhI ArAdhanA ane khUba UMcA adhyavasAyathI A jIva cothA ArAno hoya tevuM ApaNane lAge. jIvadayA ane mAtra ArAdhanAnA ja pariNAma, pApano paDachAyo paNa na levo. A badhuM ApaNA mATe to azakya lAge che. ApaNe sAcA bhAvathI Amane sAdara praNAma karavA dvArA AvI ArAdhanAnI zakti ane bhAva prabhu ApaNane jaldI Ape e ja eka mAtra manoratha karIe ane AMzika paNa zakya ArAdhanA karIe e ja manokAmanA. 70: zrI AdinAthanI pahelI pUjA karAvI 15 varSanI kizora vaye eka puNyavaMto prasaMga sAkSAt joI rANapuranA manavaMtarAyanuM haiyuM gadgada thaI gayuM. zrI zatruMjayanI yAtrArthe gayelA manavaMtarAya pUjA karavA lAInamAM beThelA. pahelI pUjAnu ghI bolAtuM hatuM. raMgamaMDapamAM mAtA sAthe beThela eka mAtRbhakta bhAI paNa uchAmaNI bolatA hatA. caDAvo AgaLa vadhato hato. chevaTe pAchaLa beThelA eka bhAIne caDAvo maLyo. temanuM nAma prabhudAsa kalpIe. mAtRbhakta bhAI ane temanA mAtuzrInI AMkhomAMthI azrudhArA nIkaLavA mAMDI. bhAInuM mAthuM khoLAmAM laI mA sAMtvana ApavA lAgI. tethI ghaNAnuM dhyAna tyAM gayuM. Adeza maLela puNyazALI prabhudAse tyAM jaI pUchyuM, "ekAeka kAMI takalIpha thaI nathI ne ?" bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 192
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________________ mAtRbhakta bhAIe javAba Apyo, "he puNayazALI ! bImArI kAMI nathI. huM to mArA karmone rouM chuM. A mArA bAne 80 varSa thayA che. dAdAnI yAtrA tathA pahelI pUjAnI temanI IcchA hatI paNa zakti na hatI tethI AgaLa bolI na bolyo. kamabhAgI huM bAnI IcchA pUrI karI zakyo nahi tethI khUba lAgI Ave che. vRddha bA have pharI yAtrA mATe AvI zakaze ke nahIM? ane temanI pahelI pUjAnI IcchA huM pUrI karI zakIza ke nahIM te koNa jANe? bIjuM kAMI dukha nathI. Apa sau ciMtA na karo. pUjA karavA padhAro." A sAMbhaLI Adeza maLela prabhudAsabhAI mAtRbhaktanI bAnA khoLAmAM mAthuM mUkI bolyA, "bA! huM paNa tamAro dIkaro ja chuM. putranI IcchA mA avazya pUrI kare. A pUjAnI thALI lo. tame pahelI pUjA karo. mA pUjA kare pachI ja dIkaro pUjA kare ne?" prabhudAsabhAInI kevI udAratA! vRddhAnI. aMtaranI bhAvanA jANI A lAgaNIzIla suzrAvaka temane potAnI mA gaNI pahelI pUjA temanI pAse karAvavA taiyAra thaI gayA. mAe paNa vinaMtI svIkArI ane mAtRbhakta ane prabhudAsa ane mAne hAtha pakaDI dAdA pAse laI javA mAMDyA. jonArA badhA AvuM adbhuta drazya sAkSAt joI harSathI gadgadita thaI gayA. ghaNAMne harSAzru varasavA mAMDyA ! lAInamAM pAchaLa hoya tene paNa kyAreka udAratApUrvaka AgaLa karo. e | AnaMda paNa anubhavavA jevo che. A vAMcI tame prabhudAsa para prasanna thayA ho to nizcaya karo ke huM paNa kyAreka khUba UMcI bhAvanAvALA zaktihIna sAdharmikane pahelI pUjA vagere karAvI prabhudAsa banIza. tethI tamane pUjA, udAratA, sAdharmika bhakti vagere aneka lAbho thaze. ( 71: TokaTImAM paNa kAyama covihAra karatA khaMbhAtanA zAMtibhAI aneka dharmAtmAonA kAraNe khaMbhAta dharmapurI tarIke prasiddha che. tyAM pa. pU. A. bha. zrI municaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. ra3 varSa pUrve padhArelA. khaMbhAtano 17 varSano yuvAna zAMti pAchalA bhavano sAdhaka jIva hato. vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLI bhAva evA ullasita thaI gayA ke bIjA ja divasathI rAtribhojana tyAga ane kaMdamULatyAgano niyama to karyo paNa ukALeluM pANI paNa pIvAnuM zarU karI dIdhuM ! AcAramAM eTalI dRDhatA ke ra3 varSathI A traNe ArAdhanA cAlu ja che ! covihAramAM khUba makkama. tethI ghaNI vAra nokarI paNa choDI dIdhI che. sUryAsta pahelAM jamavA nokarInA sthaLathI nIkaLe, chatAM ' nanananana+nanananananananananananananana (bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 13 CONTENT
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________________ - - - - - - - - - - - - - koI muzkelInA kAraNe sUryAsta rastAmAM thaI jAya to rastAmAM ja covihAra karI le muMbaImAM ghaNe dUra nokarI hoya. tethI covihAranI agavaDa khUba paDe. tethI mohamayI muMbaIne salAma karI gujarAtamAM rahevA AvI gayA ! have to gharmapuNyathI zeTha che khUba sArA maLI gayA che. zeThe covihAra mATe sAMje roja vahelA javAnI rajA ApI dIdhI A varSe to varSItapa upADyo che. zrAvikA paNa dharmapremI maLyAM che. baMne potAnA bALakane paNa khUba dhArmika saMskAro Ape che. traNe ukALeluM pANI ja pIve che ! zAMtibhAIne dharmakriyAnI vidhi pratye paNa khUba rAga che ! AvA jIva Asana-bhavya hoI zake che. vaLI zAMtibhAI roja trikALa pUjA kare che! baMne pratikramaNa uparAMta eka sAmAyika paNa kare che. he bhavyo! tame paNa zAMtibhAInA jIvanamAMthI eTalI preraNA to avazya lo ja ke mAre paNa driDhapaNe kAyama covihAra karavo ja. ane narakamAM dhakelI denAra rAtribhojananA pApane tilAMjalI ApI do. vaLI 17 varSano kizora kAyama ukALeluM pANI pI zakato hoya to tamAre mATe zuM e azakya che? tamane ghaNAMne to nivRtti, prauDha vaya, dhaMdhAnI mAlikI vagere ghaNI anukULa sAmagrI mahA puNya maLI che. huM che tethI covihAra karavo tamAre mATe sahelo che. to puNyano sadupayoga karI sagati bhavobhava meLavo e ja zubhecchA. (72 ghara derAsarano prabhAvaH grejyueTa zrIpAla) ane zreNike karelo TI.vI.no bahiSkAra IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIllulu||||IIlil IIIIIIIIIIII amadAvAdamAM vAsaNAmAM dinezabhAIe lagabhaga 20 varSa pahelAM potAnA baMgalAmAM prabhujIne padharAvyA. ghara-derAsara banAvI prabhujIne birAjamAna karyA. prabhujInI padharAmaNIne pratApe pU. AcArya bhagavaMto vagere avAra-navAra ghera padhAre. pUjyonA saMsargathI dharma vadhavA mAMDyo ! parivAra paNa ArAdhanAmAM AgaLa vadhavA mAMDyo ! pachI to puNyodaye gharathI paMdara DagalAM dUra ja saMghanuM zikharabaMdhI derAsara baMdhAI gayuM! suvizuddhasaMyamI pa. pU. AcAryazrI vijaya bhadrakarasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. tathA tapasvIsamrATa pa. pU. AcAryazrI vijaya himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma. sA. Adi aneka mahApuruSo vAraMvAra temanA nivAsasthAne padhAratA. tethI yuvAna putro paNa dharmI banavA mAMDyA. eMjiniyara putra zrIpAle vevizALa pahelAM kanyA sAthe spaSTa te khulAso karyo ke, "gharamAM TI.vI. nathI. bhaviSyamAM AvavAnI zakyatA nathI. AvA (bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 194 IN
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________________ ( kaLiyugamAM paNa kanyA saMskArI hatI tethI lagna mATe saMmata thaI ane zrIpAlanAM lagna ke thayAM! nAno zreNika bha.cha. pAsa thayo. nokarImAM zarUAtathI ja sAta hajArano pagAra maLe che. teNe paNa vevizALa pahelAM ja A khulAso karyo. tene paNa bahu saMskArI kanyA maLI ! baMne bhaNelA yuvAna bhAIo atyAre rAtribhojana karatA nathI! AjanA yuvAnoe A satya ghaTanA parathI dhaDo levo joIe. A kALamAM pitAjInI nArAjI hovA chatAM yuvAna putro TI.vI. lAve. pitAjI vagere sAmAyika vagere ArAdhanA karatA hoya tyAre paNa putro moTethI TI.vI. cAlu karI upakArI pUjyone paNa dharmamAM aMtarAya karI aviveka karI gADha pApa bAMdhe che. gharamAM upajatuM na hoya tevA putro AvanArI potAnI patnIne khAnagImAM kahe ke, "tuM ciMtA na karIza. lagna pachI TI.vI. lAvIza ja." vahu paNa lagna pachI kAnabhaMbheraNI karI patine judo karAvI TI.vI. laI Ave ! AvA jAtajAtanA kissA Aje bane che. tyAre A dharmI kuTuMba Aje paNa vagara TI.vI. e saMpa, saMyama ane premathI killola kare che ! khUba dhanavAna che chatAM AvA TI.vI. vinAnA ghara keTalAM maLe? dhanya che AvA dharmapremIone ! he hitakArI jaino, tame paNa saparivAra satata sAdhuonA samAgamamAM rahI bhAvathI suMdara ArAdhanA karo ane pApakarmathI baco. 73: kalakattAnA cAMdamalajI baraDiyAnI ) puSpapUjAno pamarATa - kalakattAnivAsI cAMdamalajI baraDiyA kApaDanA vyApArI che. ke puSpapUjAno prabhAva, mahattA, enAM anaMta phaLa vagere mahAtmAo pAsethI ? sAMbhaLIne temane khUba suMdara asara thaI. badhA AvI phulapUjAno adbhuta lAbha le to kevuM sAruM tevA bhAva haiyAmAM UchaLavA lAgyA! kalakattAmAM moTA daherAsaramAM Damaro vagere phUlo mahAmuzkelImAM maLe che. cAMdalajI vahelA UThI phUlabajAramAMthI ghaNAM phUlo kharIdI badhAM moTA daherAsare gabhArA pAse thALImAM mUkI Ave. dhaMdhArthe kyAreka bahAragAma javuM paDe tyAre A lAbha maLe nahIM. tethI haiyuM khUba raDatuM. khUba vicAratAM Ano ukela zodhI kADhyo. che potAnA eka mANasane vadhArAno pagAra ApI badhA daherAsare phUlo pahoMcADavAnuM goThavI dIdhuM. Aje paNa Ama hajArone phUlapUjA karAvI prazaMsanIya mahAna lAbha le che !! - navA navA zrAvakono paricaya thAya tyAre temanI sAthe paNa A zreSTha prabhubhaktimAM vadhu bhAviko joDAya enI carcA-vicAraNA karI tenA upAyo nananana na nanananana nananana nananana bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 195AN
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________________ mamama mamamama mamamamamama kare che! hAvarAmAM 9 mALanA navA moTA bilDIMganA phaleTo potAnA parivAra mATe e zarate kharIdyA ke agAzIno jarUrI bhAga daherAsara mATe bilDara ApI de ! tame zuM karo ? agAzImAM kaMDAmAM phUlonA choDa ugADavA jevA vilAsanA kAma karI ne ? A bhAgyazALI kevA ke mojazokhanA nahi paNa prabhubhaktinA vicAromAM ane kAryomAM ja sadA khovAyelA rahe. ane A kharIdelI jagAmAM svadravyathI suMdara paMdara lAkhanuM jinAlaya baMdhAvI saMghane arpaNa karyuM ! kevA nispRhI ! bilakula IcchA nahi chatAM sabhyonA ati AgrahathI TrasTI thavuM paDyuM. daherAsaranA viziSTa prasaMgomAM uchAmaNI bolIne ja lAbha le che. zrI sametazikharajInI yAtrA badhA saraLatAthI karI zake mATe zakya suvidhAo UbhI karI che. mitro sAthe bhomiyAjI bhavana banAvarAvyuM. Aje to tyAM zrI zAMtinAtha bhagavAnanuM devAlaya, bhaktAmara maMdira ane bhomiyAjInuM sthAna banI gayuM che. bhojanazALA ane 100 rUmanI dharmazALA paNa taiyAra karAvI dIdhI. teo A saMsthAnA maMtrI tarIke sevAno lAbha le che. bhomiyAjInI pratiSThA vakhate temane jANavA maLyuM ke zrI pArzvanAtha prabhunI 12,500 sapheda phUlothI pUjA sAthe jApa karavAthI ghaNo lAbha thAya. tarata kalakattAthI phUlo maMgAvI badhA yAtrALu sAthe pUNUjA karI. hAlamAM paNa A saraLa svabhAvI baraDiyAjI Ama AgavI rIte prabhubhakti vagere karI-karAvI rahyA che. he bhavyo! mAtra 18 phUlathI kumArapALa rAjAne phulapUjAnuM kevuM suMdara phaLa maLeluM? to bhaktibhAvathI Ama AcAMdamalajIe phUlapUjAsvayaM karI, aneko pAse karAvI levuM puNyAnubaMdhI puNya bAMdhyuM haze? tame paNa AvA bhAvathI phUlapUjA vagere karI sAcuM sukha pAmoe manokAmanA. ( 74: "dAnavIra" sva. saMghavI bherumalajI hukamIcaMdajI bAphanA (mAlagAMva-ji. sirohI)nA sukato... . * zrI jIrAvAlAjI tIrthamAM 3000 ArAdhakone navapadajInI oLInI ArAdhanAnuM Ayojana - duSkALamAM pAMca gAmomAM pazuonI anukaMpA - mAlagAMvathI zatruMjaya mahAtIrthanA 2700 yAtrikonA cha'rI pAlaka saMghanuM ati bhavya Ayojana - zrI saMgha dvArA zrI zaMkhezvaratIrthamAM vizALa sAmudAyika akramanuM T bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje. 196I sa
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________________ Ayojana. jIrAvalAjI tIrthamAM bhojanazALA bhavana nimaNi. tIdhirAja zrI zatruMjayanI talATImAM pAlItANA nagare dharmazALA nirmANa ane temAM dararoja sAdhu sAdhvI ane sAdhamirkonI bhakti. delavADA tIrthamAM bhojanazALA bhavana nirmANa. acalagaDha tIrthamAM bhojanazALA bhavana nirmANa - zaMkhezvara tIrthamAM dharmazALAmAM eka vIMganuM nirmANa jIvadayA tathA samAja sevA mATe mAlagAMvamAM sevA kendra nirmANa zrI hastagirijI tIrthamAM nIra tRpti gRha nirmANa zatruMjya tIrthamAM saM. 2051nI sAlamAM varSItapanA sAmudAyika pAraNA tathA bIyAsaNA karAvyA - - zrI zatruMjaya tIrthamAM saM. 2051mAM tIrthapatizrI AdinAtha Adi jinabiMbone bhavyAtibhavya aDhAra abhiSeka tathA svAmI vAtsalyanuM Ayojana. - Ayojana - - pAlItANAmAM zAsanasevArata jainetarone ucitadAna mAlagAMvamAM atibhavya upadhAnatapa-ujamaNuM-aThThAI mahotsava zrI zaMkhezvarajI tIrthamAM aThThAI mahotsava zrI rANapura Adi paMcatIrthI yAtrAnuM Ayojana zrI jIrAvalAjI Adi 10 sthaLo para netraroga nivAraNa zibira dvArA 1500 daradIonI sevA. - - zatruMjaya tIrtha 99 yAtrA Ayojana - gulAbagaMja jinamaMdira pratiSThAmAM mahattvapUrNa sahayoga. teo saM. 2051mAM svargavAsa pAmyA che. temanA pachI temanA suputro dvArA saM. 2052mAM sametazikharanI spezyala Trena dvArA hajAro bhAvikone yAtrA karAvAI che. 75 : zAMtilAlabhAI zivalAla zAhanI nItimattA adbhuta "mAmA ! mAmA ! huM tamane zodhato zodhato ATale dUra AvI gayo chuM. mAmA eka majhAnI ane tamArA lAbhanI vAta che" "bola bhANA ! zI vAta bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo - 197
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________________ laIne Avyo che?" mAmA sarakAranA jAhera bAMdhakAma khAtAnA jillA kakSAnA vaDA vibhAgIya Ijanera hatA ane atyAre samagra gujarAtamAM jyAM jyAM rastAmakAna-pUla AdinA kAmamAM gerarItinI phariyAda rAjya sarakArane maLatI tyAM e phariyAdanI tapAsa karavA mATenA khAsa ekamamAM sarakAre emane niyukta karyA hatA. atyAre e eka gAmanA resTa hAusamAM UtaryA hatA. AvatI kAle e gAmanI najIka pUlanA bAMdhakAmamAM gerarIti thaI nathI e rItanI tapAsa temaNe karavAnI hatI. "e bAMdhakAmamAM koI gerarIti AcarAI nathI evuM pramANapatra lakhI ApavAnA badalAmAM emane khUba sArI rakama maLaze evI vAta emanA bhANeje emane IjAradAra vatI karI.... potAne traNa bALakIo ane be bALako koleja-zALAmAM bhaNanAra hatA. samAjamAM vyavasthita vyavahAra calAvavA paisAnI khUba jarUra rahetI hatI. sAmethI ja paisAnI prAptinI vAta AvI hatI, paNa A Ijanera koI judI ja mATInA hatA. emaNe paisA levAnI vAta svIkArI nahIM ane spaSTa jaNAvI dIdhuM ke pote potAnI pharajanI rUe je vAta potAnI tapAsamAM potAne jANavA maLaze te ja vAta bahu spaSTa rIte upalA adhikArIne lakhI jaNAvaze, paiso potAnI pavitra pharajane AMtarI zakaze nahi. paNa mAmA! AvI moTI rakama sAmethI maLavI sahelI nathI. AvI rakamanI sAmethI ophara karanAra nahi maLe." bhANA! rakama ApanAra to hajI maLaze paNa nA pADanAra nahIM maLe. paisA khAtara huM mArA prAmANikatA guNane veMcavA nathI mAgato." Ijanere bahu spaSTa zabdomAM jaNAvI dIdhuM. A agAu ene pAlanapura jillAnA achata vistAramAM Ijanera tarIkenI kAmagIrI soMpAI hatI. khoTI hAjarI, khoTA mApa lakhavA dvArA lAkhonI kamANI thaI zake evA prasaMge emaNe nItimattA dvArA potAnA AtmAne pavitra rAkhelo. prAmANikatA. nItimattAnA parama AdarzavALA e che zAMtilAla zivalAla zAha nivRtta kAryakArI Ijanera, Aje paNa suMdara Adarza zrAvaka jIvana, dvArA e potAno manuSya janma saphaLa karI rahyA che. saranAmuM :- 18/105 vijayanagara kolonI, vijayanagara, nAraNapurA, amadAvAda-380013. phonaH 7482313 bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo . 198E
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________________ 76: keTalAka zrAvakonI anumodanIya ArAdhanAo: paMDita narezabhAI lAlajIbhAI zAha (kacchI) unuIIIIIIIIIIIllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllil) 122 upavAsa, 108 upavAsa, 7ra upavAsa, 68 upavAsa, 45 3 upavAsa-3 vAra, 36 upavAsa, mAsakSamaNa-6 vAra tathA zaMkhezvaramAM 300 3 akrama. mULa kacchanA che. hAlanuM saranAmuM nIce mujaba che. padmAvatI janamaMdira, amiTa cAla naM.2, rUma naM. 6. myu. skUlanI sAme, vikolI (pUrva)muMbaI-400083 ( 77H mahAtapasvI rasikabhAI , pUnA kempa (mahArASTra)mAM rahetA suzrAvaka zrI rasIkabhAI (uM. va.5 lagabhaga) chellA 40 varSathI chaThThanA pAraNe chaThTha ane pAraNAmAM paNa ekAsaNA ja karI rahyA che ! aThThAI vigere moTI tapazcayanA pAraNe paNa eka ja ekAzaNuM karIne upara 3 chaThThanA pAraNe ekAzaNA cAlu ja rAkhe che !! - dhanya tapasvI!... (78: choTubhAI bhIkhAbhAI mazkarIyA) Illllllllllllllllllllllllllll lllll!ll!!ill saurASTramAM sudAmaDA gAmamAM janmelA suzrAvaka zrI choTubhAI bhIkhAbhAI | mazkarIyA (uM. va. 55). chellA 8 varSothI temaNe divasamAM kadI 2-3 TAIma bhojana karyuM nathI ! ochAmAM ochuM ekAsaNuM to hoya ja. zreNitapa-siddhitapa-dharmacakra-tapa-mAsakhamaNa jevA moTA moTA tapanA pAraNe paNa ekAsaNuM ja karela che ! tamAma miSTAna - phUTa tathA dUdha-ghInI vigaI mULathI baMdha che ... rasanendriya upara kevo suMdara kAbu . saranAmuM nIce mujaba che. 7/580 vijaya nagara, amadAvAda - 380013. (79: anupacaMdabhAI maMgalajI morakhIyA (uM. va. pa3)]. potAnA mAtuzrI hIrAbenanI sAthe chellA 10 varSathI saLaMga varSItapa karI rahyA che.. pAraNAmAM paNa be TAIma jame tyAre ja pANI vApare che. 40 bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo . 199 IS 31 1 paSTI
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________________ varSathI roja baMne TAIma pratikramaNa kare che ! chellA 4 varSathI roja 251 khamAsamaNa ApI paMcaparameSThI bhagavaMtone vaMdanA kare che ! roja 5 sAmAyika tathA 27 logassano kAussagga kare che. khUba ja pApIbhIrU, apramatta ane jJAnapremI suza zrAvaka che. saranAmuM morakhIyA TreDIMga kuM. jhaMDA coka, gAMdhIdhAma-kaccha, pIna H 370201 : 80 : lakhamasIbhAI mAlasIM bauA (u. va. 70) tathA temanA dharmapatnI suzrAvikA lakSmIbena bauAe saM. 2024 thI 2048 sudhI saLaMga 24 varSItapa sajoDe karela che ! saM. 2023mAM baMnee sajoDe caturthavrata aMgIkAra karela che. varSItapa daramyAna AThama-pUnama-amAsanA chaTTha tapa karatA tathA caitra-Aso mahinAnI oLI daramyAna pAraNe AyaMbila ja karatA ! comAsAmAM teo kacchamAM ja rahe che. saranAmuM :- mu. po. prApura, tA. mundrA-kaccha, pIna : 370410. zeSakALamAM - IlAvIA bilDIMga, hArTIja roDa, mATuMgA bI.bI.- muMbaI. 81 : sohanalAlabhAI golecchA :- (u. va. 79) 12 varSa sudhI saLaMga ThAma covihAra ekAzaNA karyA ! navapadajInI oLIo paNa ThAma covihAra AyaMbilathI karI. lo blaDa presaranA kAraNe DaoNkTaroe vAraMvAra khAvA-pIvAnuM kahevA chatAM hAla teo ThAma covihAra byAsaNA kare che. bIjA paNa aneka vrata-niyamopUrvakanuM tyAgamaya jIvana hovAthI AjubAjunA aneka gAmanA nAmAMkita loko paNa temanA jIvananI khUba khUba anumodanA kare che. saranAmuM :- subhASa coka, kApaDanA vepArI, esa. sohanalAla, mu. po. kaTanI, pIna H 483501 phona H 07622 - 2872 dukAna, 2172 gha2. bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 200
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________________ - -- - - - - - - ----- - (82 zazikAMtabhAI kIracaMda mahetA - rAjakoTavAlA (u.va. ra7) adhyAtmayogI, pa. pU. paMnyAsapravara zrI bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. sA. nI kRpAthI navakAramahAmaMtranI viziSTa sAdhanAne varelA zazikAMtabhAI sumadhura vaktA tarIke khUba ja suprasiddha che. teo pote udyogapati hovA chatAM khUba ja vinamra ane udAradilanA che. rAjakoTamAM praznAda plaTa jaina saMghanA pramukha tarIke ghaNA varSo sudhI khUba suMdara sevA bajAvI che. mahAvIra janmakalyANa temaja sAMvatsarika kSamApanA jevA prasaMgo zazikAMtabhAInI kunehabharI rAhabarI heThaLa rAjakoTanA tamAma saMgho sAthe maLIne ujave che. dararoja laghusiddhacakrapUjana bhaNAvyA pachI ja teo bhojana grahaNa kare che. aneka ThekANe temaNe sAmUhika navakAra mahAmaMtranI suMdara ArAdhanAo karAvI che. navakAranA rahasyone kholatA temanA vArtAlApo sAMbhaLavA e paNa jIvanano eka lhAvo gaNAya che. saurASTranA aneka vihAra kSetromAM jyAM sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonuM AvAgamana ThIka ThIka pramANamAM thavAnI zakyatA hovA chatAM sAdharmikono vasavATa nahIMvata hoya che tyAM pUjyonI vaiyAvaccanI vyavasthA saMbhALatA saurASTra vihArabhUmi bhakti TrasTa" nA teo mukhya mArgadarzaka che. saranAmuM : 34 karaNaparA, "bhadraMkara" rAjakoTa - 360001 phonaH 223780 ghare, 4577pa6,457757- oNphisa. (83H kiraNabhAI pArekha:-) chellA trIseka varSathI dara zanivAre sAMje muMbaI-pAyadhunImAM goDIjI pArzvanAtha jinAlaya - upAzrayanI bAjunA holamAM temanA AdhyAtmika vArtAlApo yojAya che. teo paNa adhyAtmayogI pa. pU. paMnyAsa pravara zrI bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. sA. nA viziSTa kapApAtra banyA che. AjathI 27 varSa pahelAM mumukSu avasthAmAM meM goDIjImAM temanA vArtAlApa sAMbhaLela. navakAra mahAmaMtra, namolyuzaM, logassa vigere sUtronA apragaTa AdhyAtmika rahasyo n on FESTION bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 2015
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________________ teo potAnI sAdhanA tathA gurukRpAnA baLe vArtAlApomAM viziSTa zailimAM raju kare che jene sAMbhaLavA mATe muMbaInA aneka parAMomAMthI jijJAsuo | doDI Ave che, ane temanA vArtAlAponI Tepa paNa kare che. - saranAmuM - kiraNabhAI (kAMtilAlabhAI) pArekha alasabhA korTa, me mALe, marIna DrAIva, muMbaI-400002. phonaH 29887. 84: bA.bra. AtmasAghaka caMdrezabhAI caMpakalAla khetANI (u.va. 33). Illlllllllllllllllllllli llllllllllllllll teo AtmasAdhanAnA lakSyapUrvaka roja 22 kalAka mauna saha potAnA ghare ekAMta rUmamAM sAdhanA kare che. sAMje mAtra 2 kalAka rUmathI bahAra AvIne jijJAsuonA AdhyAtmika praznonA pratyuttara Ape che. bAlAhAcArI che. AphrikAmAM temanI 7pa lAkha rU.nI kApaDanI phekaTarI cAlatI hatI paraMtu AtmasAdhanAnI laganI lAgatAM e paNa baMdha karI dIdhI ! potAnA gharathI bahAra teo jatA nathI. temanI preraNAthI amadAvAdamAM harakisanabhAI jhATakIyA (647 harika mArkeTa, revaDI bajAra, phona : 34789, 434639) sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonI tamAma jarUriyAto pUrI pADI anumodanIya bhakti karI rahyA che. caMdrezabhAInuM saranAmuM nIce mujaba che C/o. kizorabhAI caMpakalAla khetANI (moTAbhAI) 11/12 caitanya phleTa, 1le mALe esosIeTa peTrola paMpa sAme sI. jI. roDa, paMcavaTI, elIsabrIja, amadAvAda, 380006. phonaH 44284845981 ghare. 85 bA.bra. AtmasAdhaka yogezabhAI mULa pAlanapuranA vatanI yogezabhAI paNa bharayuvAvasthAmAM sAMsArika viSayothI parADamukha banIne moTe bhAge Abu-acalagaDha tIrtha upara jyAM mahAna yogIrAja zrImadvijaya zAMtisUrijIe AtmasAdhanA karela e sthAnamAM temaja tenI bAjunI guphAmAM mahinAo sudhI maunapUrvaka HiN bahurAnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 202 ranna
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________________ - - - - - ekAMtamAM AtmasAdhanA kare che loka paricayathI potAnI AtmasAdhanAmAM huM vikSepa na paDe te mATe teo koIne paNa potAnuM ThekANuM jaNAvatA nathI temaja bahudhA maunamAM ja rahe che. temanA mAtuzrI vasumatIbena paNa AtmasAdhanAmAM sAro re rasa dharAve che. teo baMne jaNA AtmajJa zrAvaka zrI nagInabhAI jI. zeThanA (AzA ke nagIna vADI, aphINa geTa, gaThAmaNa daravAjA, pAlanapurI mArgadarzana mujaba AtmasAdhanA karI rahyA che. ( 86: bA.bra. AtmasAdhaka rAkezabhAI muMbaI' - vAlakezvaramAM rahetA rAkezabhAI jAtismaraNa jJAna dharAve che. ke teo paNa moTe bhAge potAnA ghare ekAMtamAM maunapUrvaka AtmasAdhanA kare che. jijJAsuonA praznonA samAdhAna mATe 2 kalAka bahAra Ave che. ke ghaNIvAra saLaMga 8-10 kalAka sthira Asane dhyAnamudrAmAM rahI zake che. 87: bA. bra. AtmasAdhaka gokuLabhAI mULa mAMDalanA vatanI gokuLabhAI cInubhAI hAla amadAvAdamAM pAlaDI vistAramAM rahe che. avAra navAra IDara temaja tAraMgA jaIne guphAmAM AtmasAdhanA kare che. ghare paNa moTe bhAge sAdhanAmAM masta rahe che. re amadAvAdamAM hoya tyAre sAMje 4 thI pa sudhI dazA poravADa sosAyaTInI sAme jyAM cAritravijaya jJAnabhaMDAra Avela che tyAM AdhyAtmika vArtAlApa Ape che. temanI pAse siddhAMtabodha ghaNo sUkSma che. kAyama ekAsaNA ja kare 1 che. ane sapheda vastro ja pahere che. pAMjarApoLa mATe preraNA karI sAruM yogadAna 3 apAve che. saranAmuM :- 906 (sumerU) zikhara bilDIMga navA vikAsa gRha roDa pAlaDI- amadAvAda-380007, phonaH 643-4399 (phakata savAre 10 thI 11aaaaN (88: AtmasAdhaka gAMgajIbhAI devasI mAtA mULa kaccha-devapura (gaDhavAlI)nA vatanI gAMgajIbhAIne pUrva janmanA ke saMskArathI nAnapaNathI ja vairAgyavRtti ane aMtarmukhatA rahetI hatI. je bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 203 IS
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________________ AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAnAmennnnnnnnnn mamamama mamamamama karmasaMyoge lagna karavA paDyA ane vyavasAya karavo paDato chatAM roja savAre 2 kalAka AtmasAdhanA niyamita karatA. avAra navAra ekAMta-zAMta sthaLomAM thoDA-thoDA divasa mATe jaIne viziSTa sAdhanA karatA. Akhare koI dhanyapaNe temane UMDI dhyAna avasthAmAM sva-svarUpanI jhAMkhI thaI ane temanA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. AtmajijJAsuone teo mArgadarzana Ape che. temanA pratye zraddhA dharAvanAra bhAvuko taraphathI bhuja ane kukamA pAse zAMta sthaLe eka sAdhanAkendra paNa nimaNiAdhIna che. hAla teo nivRtta jIvana jIve che. temanA dharmapatnI paNa temane sAdhanAmAM sAro sahayoga ApI rahyA che ane pote paNa sAdhanA kare che. saranAmuM : 24 rAju menzana, vallabhabhAga lena ghATakopara, muMbaI-400077. (89 : AtmasAdhaka zrI rAyacaMdabhAI ghanajI ajANI muMbaI ghATakoparamAM rahetA AtmasAdhaka zrI rAyaeNcaMdabhAI mULa kaccha-abaDAsAnA vatanI che. viziSTa yaugika prakriyAo sAthe bhaktimArganA samanvayathI sudhArasanI prApti dvArA AtmAnubhavanI prakriyA temane guruparaMparAthI maLI che. tenI sAdhanA dvArA pote viziSTa AdhyAtmika anubhavone prApta karI mumukSu AtmAone sadbhayatAthI teno viniyoga paNa karI rahyA che. saranAmuM - 2 kailAsadhArA, Ara.bI.mahetAmArga, ghATakopara (pUrva) muMbaI-77. phonaH pa129001 ( 90H caMpakalAla vIrajIbhAI mahetA - (uM. va. o) | 500 oghA tathA 9000 gucchA (caravaLA) pote kharIdelA una dvArA jAte banAvIne sAdhu-sAdhvIjIone tathA zrAvaka-zrAvikAone arpaNa karela che.. varSamAM 35 sAmAyika karavAnI pratijJA lenArane teo gucchAnI prabhAvanA kare che... dhArmika pAThazALAmAM niyamita hAjarI ApanAra bALakone gaNita-vijJAna tathA aMgrejI maphatamAM zIkhavADe che. bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo . 204
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________________ potAnA kharce davAkhAnuM calAve che ane dardIone phrI davA Ape che !... potAnA pitAzrInA nAme TrasTa sthApela che. temAM 95 TakA potAnuM dAna ApIne eka adyatana upAzraya banAvIne TrasTane bheTa Apela che ane pUjyonA cAturmAsa paNa sArI rIte karAve che. teo jAmanagaramAM raNajItanagara sthAnakavAsI jaina saMghanA-pramukha che. 80 varSanI vaye paNa yuvAna jevI sphUrtithI saMghanI sevA karI rahyA che ! 91 : atulabhAI vI. zAha (u. va. 41) mULa surendranagaranA paraMtu hAla muMbaI - kAMdIvalImAM rahetA yuvA zrAvaka atulabhAInA aMtaramAM prabhubhakti ane jIvadayAno prema ajoDa koTino che. teo vardhamAna zakrastavanA ajoDa ArAdhaka ane pracAraka bAla brahmacArI suzrAvaka zrI cInubhAI zAhanI preraNAthI vardhamAnazakrastavanI niyamita ArAdhanA karI rahyA che ane aneka AtmAone tenI ArAdhanAmAM joDI rahyA che. temanA ghare gRha jinAlaya paNa che. roja aSTaprakArI jinapUjA viziSTa rIte karyA bAda ja teo bhojana grahaNa kare che. navakAra mahAmaMtranI viziSTa sAdhanA kare che. paMca namaskAra cakra mahApUjana sArI rIte bhaNAve che. tathA navakAra mahAmaMtra viSe mananIya vaktavyo paNa Ape che. jIvadayAnA viziSTa kAryo karanAra "viniyoga parivAra"nA teo TrasTI che. muMbaImAM 4 varSa pahelAM myunisipAliTIe 500 katalakhAnAone lAyasansa Apela tyAre atulabhAIe araviMdabhAI pArekha tathA anilabhAI vigerenI sAthe rahIne rAta-divasa jhajhumIne lAyasansa baMdha karAvela !... evI ja rIte muMbaImAM myunisipAliTI roja 400 kUtarAone pakaDIne rIbAvI rIbAvIne mAratI hatI tenI sAme paNa prayatno karIne baMdha karAvela. gerakAyadesara rIte DhoronI katalane aTakAvavA mATe, tathA navA katalakhAnAone banatA aTakAvavA mATe sarakAra sAme keso karavA mATe potAnA dhaMdhAne gauNa karIne zAsananA kAryomAM otaprota rahe che, bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo = 205
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________________ namratA, guNAnurAga vigere aneka sadguNothI maghamaghAyamAna jIvana jIvatA atulabhAInI ArAdhanAnI hArdika anumodanA. saranAmuM :B-8 zreyasa epArTamenTa azoka cakravartI roDa, kAMdIvalI (pUrva) - muMbaI - 400101 phonaH 376558 - 375016ra ophisa 8870054 - 8876087 ghare 92 : ravilAlabhAI ThAkarasI saMgoI, kaccha-punaDI gAmanA vatanI ane hAla muMbaI - dAdaramAM rahetA ravilAlabhAImAM mAna-sanmAnanI lezamAtra apekSA rAkhyA vinA zAsananA kAryo karavAnI virala - viziSTa zakti ane dhagaza che. acalagacchAdhipati pa. pU. AcArya bhagavaMtazrI guNasAgarasurIzvarajI ma. sA. nI preraNAthI kacchamAM navanimaNi pAmela zrI AdIzvara 72 jinAlayanI paripUrNAhuti temaja tenI aMjanazalAkA pratiSThA mahotsavanA AyojanamAM ravibhAIno tana-mana ane dhanano jabbara phALo che. vizALa rAjakIya vaga dharAvatA ravibhAI potAnI lAgavagara ane zaktino sadupayoga zAsanakAryomAM kare che ane kArya paripUrNa thayA pachI sanmAna svIkAravAno avasara Ave che tyAre teo kadIpaNa sTeja upara hAratorA svIkAravA mATe hAjara rahetA ja nathI. AvI mUka ane nisvArtha zAsanasevAthI ravibhAIe khUba ja anumodanIya lokacAhanA prApta karI che. 72 jinAlayanA nirmANamAM rAtadivasa khaDe page yogadAna ApanAra suzrAvaka zrI morArajIbhAI nAnajI retIvAlAnuM acAnaka avasAna thatAM 72 jinAlayanA nimaNimAM rUkAvaTa AvI tyAre 5. pU. acalagacchAdhipati A. bha. zrI guNasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma. sA.nI preraNAne jhIlI laIne ravibhAIe adhUrA rahelA e kAryane potAnI tamAma sUjha-bUjha ane zakti dvArA AgaLa dhapAvIne paripUrNa karAvyuM. pariNAme pUjyazrInI viziSTa kRpAnA teozrI adhikArI banyA paraMtu saMsthAmAM koIpaNa jAtanA adhikAra-pada ke khurasIthI teo sadA dUra rahyA che. A temanI virala vizeSatA Aje bhAgye ja kyAMya jovA maLe che. emanA dharmapatnI paNa khUba ja dhamaniSTha, aneka sadguNothI alaMkRta Adarza suzrAvikA hatA. yAtrA pravAsa daramyAna basa akasmAtamAM temanuM (bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 206 ASS
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________________ avasAna thatAM ravibhAIne e preraNAmUtino viyoga thayo chatAM paNa emanI huM adhUrI rahelI dharmabhAvanAone sAkAra karavA mATe ravibhAIe potAnA samaya ane zaktino sadupayoga savizeSapaNe zAsanasevAmAM ane ? samAjasevAmAM karavA mAMDyo che. ravibhAInA hAthe vadhu ne vadhu zAsanasevAnA satkAryo thatA rahe e ja hArdika zubhecchA. saranAmuM : 27 samartha prasAda, Do. ghaMTI roDa, pArasI kolonI dAdara-muMbaI-400014. phonaH 4122039,4228546 ghare 4309944 ophisa 3H morArajIbhAI nAnajI cheDA kaccha-kAMDAgarAnA vatanI paraMtu hAla muMbaI ghATakoparamAM rahetA suzrAvakazrI morArajIbhAIe paNa uparokta ravibhAInI sAthe rahIne, emanI ke jema ja koIpaNa jAtanI sattA ke sanmAnanI lezamAtra apekSA rAkhyA vinA ekamAtra prabhubhakti ane gurubhaktithI prerAIne 72 jinAlayanI paripUrNAhuti ane aMjanazalAkA-pratiSThAnA AyojanamAM tana-mana ane dhanathI khUba ja anumodanIya phALo ApIne viziSTa gurukRpA temaja puNyAnubaMdhI puNya upArjana karela che. ke muMbaIthI avAra-navAra kaccha-72 jinAlaya javuM paDe ke TheTha rAjasthAnamAM makarANA ke jayapura javuM paDe to paNa teo kadI TikiTabhADuM paNa saMsthAmAMthI letA na hatA !!! potAnA paisAthI ja teoe nisvArthabhAve tIrthanirmANanA kAryamAM viziSTa sevA Apela che. temanA dharmapatnI suzrAvikA zrI bhAnubena paNa aneka sadaguNothI alaMkata, vAtsalyamUrti suzrAvikA che. potAnA patine gurubhakti ane zAsanasevAnA | kAryonI preraNA ane sahayoga ApavAmAM temano paNa moTo phALo che. yoganiSThA, pU. sA. zrI guNodayazrIjI ma.sA.nI kRpA ane mArgadarzana mujaba sAdhanA karatAM temane viziSTa AMtarika anubhUti paNa thayela. saranAmuM - 126 A zyAma kuMja, mahAtmA gAMdhI roDa, ghATakopara - muMbaI-400077. phenaH 5111165 ghare. na na nananananananananananana+nanananana Y bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo . 207)
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________________ ( 94H niHspRha kacchI vidhikAra tripuTI) IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII (1) baMkImacaMdrabhAI kezavajI zAha (ra) narendrabhAI rAmajI naMdu (3) kezavajIbhAI dhArasI gaDA A traNeya kacchI vidhikAro aMjanazalAkA - pratiSThA vigere temaja anya mahApUjanonA vidhi vidhAno zuddha zAstrokta vidhi mujaba karAve che. traNeya jaNA gADIbhADA sivAya kaMIpaNa rakama ke bheTa svIkAratA nathI. ane traNeya jaNA navakAra mahAmaMtranA viziSTa ArAdhaka che. narendrabhAI temaja kezavajIbhAI haMmezAM ekAzaNA ja kare che. bhAratabharamAMthI aneka ThekANethI A vidhikArone AmaMtraNa maLe che. ane teo parizramane gaNakAryA vinA dareka ThekANe jAya che. zarUAtamAM teo sAthe ja jatA hatA, paraMtu samaya jatAM ekIsAthe aneka ThekANethI AmaMtraNo maLatA, jethI sahayogI vidhikAronI 3 TIma taiyAra karIne teo traNe svataMtra rIte paNa vidhividhAno karAvavA jAya che. kacchI samAja ane acalagaccha saMgha AvA ArAdhaka vidhikAro badala gaurava anubhave che. traNeya jaNA suMdara vakatRtva zakti paNa dharAve che jethI pUjano vigerenA rahasyo paNa sArI rIte samajAve che. saranAmuM : (1) baMkImacaMdrabhAI ke. zAha 149/1 jaina sosAyaTI, zAyana (vesTa) muMbaI-400022. phonaH 4091222. (2) narendrabhAI rAmajI naMdu vibhAsadama, sahakAra roDa, jogezvarI (vesTa) muMbaI- 400102. phonaH 2085ra4 ghare. 281388 dukAne. (3) kezavajIbhAI dhArasI gaDa, 3/17 zrIsadana sosAyaTI, navaghara roDa, muluMDa (pUrva) - muMbaI - 400081. phonaH pa681626. [95H uttama ArAdhaka devacaMdabhAI dhanajI gaDA , mULa kaccha-cIAsaranA vatanI devacaMdabhAI (uM-va-54) hAla muMbaImAM rahe che. munirAjazrI bhadrezvaravijayajI nI satreraNAthI emaNe ArAdhanA ane zAsanasevA mATe vadhu samaya phALavI zakAya te mATe potAnI pAse maryAdita mUDI hovA chatAM saMtoSa rAkhIne dhaMdhAmAMthI nivRtti meLavI lIdhI. che ane potAne tamAma samaya ArAdhanA ane zAsana sevAmAM ja vItAve che. s (bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje . 208 IN
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________________ roja baMne TAIma pratikramaNa. svadravyathI aSTaprakArI jinapUjA, kAyamI ekAsaNA, parvatithie pauSadha vigere ArAdhanA karatA devacaMdabhAI hAla sajoDe varSItapa karI rahyA che. temAM paNa upavAsanA bIje divase ekAsaNuM ja kare che!...pagamAM pagarakhA paNa teo paheratA nathI. ArAdhanA sivAyano moTA bhAgano samaya teo derAsaranI peDhImAM ja mAnada sevA ApavA mATe hAjara rahe che - dhArmika jamaNavAromAM zAstra viruddha koIpaNa vastu na bane te mATe teo khUba ja kALajI rAkhe che. temanA be bahenoe acalagacchamAM dIkSA aMgIkAra karela che. teo sA.zrI ahakiraNAzrIjInA ziSyA sA. zrI anaMtakiraNAzrIjI tathA sA.zrI kaivalyakiraNAzrIjI tarIke suMdara saMyama pALI rahyA che. devacaMdabhAInuM saranAmuM nIce mujaba che. A- anurAdhA 1le mALe rUmanaM. 102 esa. vI. roDa, Ila brIja aMdherI (vesTa)-muMbaI 400058 phonaH ka20535ghare. vaayaiyaayppyyyyyyyyy 96H areDa sAdharmika bhakti karatA, udAradila zrAdhdhavarya zrI rasikabhAI zAha IIII IIIIIIIIIlIIIIIIIIIIII) "mArA 3ra varSanA dIkSA paryAyamAM AvA udAradila sAdharmika bhakta,meM joyA nathI... re suprasiddha pravacanakAra, yuvA pratibodhaka, 5.pU.A.bha.zrI ratnasuMdara sUrIzvarajI ma.sA. e potAnA eka pravacanamAM jemanA mATe AvA uddagAro 3 kADhyA che te zrAddhavarya zrIrasikabhAI zAha (uM.va.70 lagabhaga) gujarAtamAM surata pAse Avela bAraDolI (sTezana roDa) jaina saMghanA pramukha tarIke zrIsaMghanI suMdara sevA karI rahyA che. * koIpaNa ma.sA. Arthika daSTie sIdAtA koIpaNa sAdharmika tarapha rasikabhAInuM dhyAna dore ke tarata ja teo ma.sA. sUcave tenA karatAM savAI-doDhI ke Dabbala rakama ApIne sAdharmika bhakti kare. roja hajAro rU. nuM ane dara mahine lAkho rU. nuM dAna karatA A ni bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo : 209) oner
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________________ - - - - udAradila suzrAvakanuM bahumAna bAraDolInA aDhAre komanA lokoe sAthe maLIne karyuM tyAre rasikabhAIe namratApUrvaka pratyuttara ApatAM kahyuM ke- huM to hajI mArI zakti karatAM adhuM dhana paNa karato nathI!".... teo pu-paMnyAsapravara zrI caMdrazekhara vijayajI ma.sA. nuM bAraDolImAM cAtumasa thayuM tyArathI savizeSapaNe dharmamAM otaprota banI gayA che. dhanya che AvA udAradila sAdharmika bhakta suzrAvakIne !" Aje takatImAM nAma khAtara lAkho rU. nA dAna ApanAra ghaNA maLe che? paraMtu sIdAtA sAdharmikone gupta rIte sahAya karanAra bahu viralA dAtAo jovA maLe che. dareka zrImaMto rasikabhAInuM anusaraNa karatA thAya to kevuM sAruM ! 97: sAdharmika utkarSa TrasTanA sthApaka prakAzabhAI jhaverI IIIIIIIIIIIIIIiiliiiiii mUla uttara gujarAtanA vatanI suzrAvakazrI prakAzabhAI jhaverIe muMbaImAM "sAdharmika utkarSa TrasTa " sthApela che. temAMthI. Arthika rIte nabaLA sAdharmikone dhaMdhA mATe vagara vyAje lona Ape che. dara mahine phakata 100 rU. nI rakama sAdhamika parata karavAnI rahe. teo pote sAMtAkrUjha rahe che. temanI oNphisanuM saranAmuM nIce mujaba che. ratana hAusa senTrala sinemA sAme 264 rAjA rAmamohanarAya roDa - operA hAusa-muMbaI 400004 phonaH 3614475 98H arvAcIna mInI paNiyAzrAvaka - anilabhAI DuMgarazI zAha mULa kaccha- rAyaNanA vatanI .com. pAsa thayela yuvAna anilabhAI nokarI mATe eka zeTha pAse gayA. sAMtAkrUjha (muMbaI) mAM samrATa skUTarsa senTara nAme sperapArTsanI dukAna dharAvatA kaccha vAgaDanA vatanI e zeThe ja bahuratnAM vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 210 NS
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________________ >> >> >> >> >> >> = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = zarUAtamAM 1500 rU. nA pagAra sAthe anilabhAIne nokarI ApavA mATe saMmati darzAvI. tyAre anilabhAIne namratA pUrvaka zeThane kahyuM ke zeThajI ! pahelAM mArI traNa zarato che te sAMbhaLI lo. pachI bhale Apane e nimitte mArA pagAramAM je paNa kApa mUkavo haze te mane maMjUra che. (1) huM dara caudasanA ahorAtrano pauSadha karuM chuM eTale mahinAmAM e be divasa huM kadIpaNa nokarI mATe nahIM AvI zake. (ra) huM dararoja jinapUjA tathA vyAkhyAna zravaNa karuM chuM eTale savAranA sADA daza pachI ja huM nokarI mATe AvI zakIza. (3) huM sAMje covihAra acUka karuM chuM. eTale sAMje sUryAstathI ekAda kalAka pahelAM ghare jato rahIza. mArI A traNa zarato Apane mAnya hoya to Apa kaho te pagAre huM rAjI khuzIthI nokarI karavA taiyAra chuM!....' A B.com. pAsa thayelA yuvAnanI AvI dharmacustatA joIne prasanna thayelA zeThe vicAryuM ke je yuvAna Avo dhamaniSTha che te kadIpaNa mArA { gallAmAMthI eka rUpiyAnI paNa corI nahi ja kare. ane bIjI ja kSaNe zeThe kahyuM ke- "tArI traNeya zarato mane khuzIthI maMjUra che ane e nimitte tArA nakkI karelA pagAramAMthI eka paNa rUpiyo kApavAmAM nahIM Ave !!!." dhanya che dharmanI kadara karanAra AvA dharmapremI zeThane ane dhanya che { UgatI yuvAnImAM paNa AvI dhamaniSThA dharAvanAra bAlabrahmacArI anilabhAIne !!!.. - phakta mAtA-pitAnI sevA mATe ja saMsAramAM rahelA mumukSu 3 anilabhAI Aje 38 varSanI vaya thavA chatAM paNa paraNyA nathI ane have lagna karavAnI temanI IcchA paNa nathI, kAraNa ke temaNe potAnI cittavRttine jinAjJApAlanamAM joDI dIdhI che. , hAla traNeka hajAra rUA. no pagAra meLavatA anilabhAI potAnI Avakano trIjo bhAga to svadravyathI aakArI jinapUjA karavAmAM ja vAparI nAkhe che. bAkInI ke rakamamAMthI mAtA-pitA ane potAnI AjIvikA calAve che. temaNe beMkamAM hajI sudhI 3 khAtuM kholAvyuM nathI! temane vadhu AkarSaka pagAranI nokarInA pralobhana paNa bIje ThekANethI maLe che. paraMtu dharmanI kadara karanAra AvA zeThane choDIne bIje ThekANe javuM temane pasaMda nathI ane idharmanA bhoge vadhu dhana kamAvavAnI temane jarApaNa lAlaca nathI. T bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 211) karanAranA
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________________ I.sa. 1984 mAM pU. A.zrI bhaktisUrisamudAyanA pU.paM. zrI zAMti caMdravijayajI ma.sA.nA satsaMgathI dharma tarapha vaLelA anilabhAIe pAMca pratikramaNa sUtro kaMThastha karyA bAda acalagacchIya munirAjazrI udayaratna sAgarajI pAse cAra prakaraNa (sAtha) no abhyAsa paNa karyo che. roja 2 TAIma pratikramaNa acUka kare che. anilabhAIne oLakhanAra yuvAno temane arvAcIna mInI puNiyA zrAvaka tarIke ja oLakhAve che !.... dhana prAptine ja jIvananuM mukhya dhyeya mAnIne dharmanI taddana upekSA karanAra AtmAo anilabhAInA dRSTAMtamAMthI kaMIka preraNA le to kevuM sAruM !..... saranAmuM :- anilabhAI DuMgarazI zAha 25/2 navIna nagara, cepala lena, sAMtAkrUjha (vesTa) muMbaI 400054, phona H 6126388 dukAne. 99 : bheMsane bacAvavA mATe, jIvadayApremI azokabhAInuM adbhuta parAkrama " pUnA (mahArASTra) mAM goDIjI pArzvanAtha jinAlayanI sAmenI galImAM eka suzrAvaka rahe che. "azokabhAI jIvadayAvALA " tarIke emane sahu koI oLakhe. temanA dharmapatnI tathA be suputroe dIkSA aMgIkAra karela che. pa.pU AcArya bhagavaMtazrI dolatasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. nA ziSya munirAjazrI harSasAgarajI ma.nA ziSya munizrI virAgasAgarajI tathA munizrI vinItasAgarajI tarIke teo suMdara saMyamanI ArAdhanA karI rahyA che. sarva jIvone abhayadAna ApanAra sarvavirati dharma (sAdhupaNA)no svIkAra karavA mATe asamartha evA azokabhAI jIvadayAnA anekavidha kAryo khUba ja ullAsabhera karatA rahyA che. eka ja prasaMga uparathI temanI jIvadayArUcino ApaNane khyAla Avaze. eka vakhata kasAIo pAsethI jIva bacAvavA mATe traNa bheMso bhAgI chUTI-temAMthI be bheMso to TreInanI haDapheTamAMthI AvI jatAM marI gaI. paraMtu trIjI bheMsa relvenA pATA pAsenA eka UMDA ane sAMkaDA khADAmAM phasAI gaI. koI rIte bahAra nIkaLI zake tema na hatI. keTalAka lokonuM dhyAna enA tarapha jatAM koIke myunisIpAliTInA adhikArIne phonathI A ghaTanAnI jANa karI paraMtu game te kAraNe A bheMsane bacAvavA mATe 2 divasa sudhI to koIja bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo = 212 E
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________________ AvyuM nahIM. chevaTe trIje divase koIke uparokta azokabhAIne A vAtanI jANa karatAM teo tarata ja potAnA badhA kAma paDatA mUkIne ghaTanA sthaLe doDI AvyA. pachI tarata ja pUnA relve sTezane jaIne tyAMnA adhikArIne badhI. hakIkata samajAvIne bheMsane bacAvavA mATe traNa enjina, traNa DabbA tathA 25 mANasono sTApha ApavA vinaMti karI. pahelAM to relve adhikArIe A vAtane TALavA mATe potAnA pitAjIno zrAdhdhadivasa hovAnuM bahAnuM kADhyuM. paraMtu jIvadayAnI khumArIvALA azokabhAIe tarata temane spaSTa zabdomAM saMbhaLAvyuM ke 'tamArA pitAjI to paralokavAsI banI gayA che jyAre A bheMsa to hajI jIve che. mATe game te bhoge mane ATalI madada karavI ja paDaze. nahitara ....!' ane tarata ja adhikArIe temane upara mujaba vyavasthA karI ApI. tenI madadathI bheMsane khADAmAMthI bahAra kADhI yogya sAravAra ApavAmAM AvI chatAM kamanazIbe e bheMsanuM bIje divase AyuSya pUrNa thaI gayuM. paraMtu camatkAra e sarjAyo ke pelA relve adhikArI azokabhAIne kahevA lAgyA ke " sacamuca tuma koi oliyA AdamI ho / 2 ghaMTe taka donoM orase kisI bhI gADIko Age baDhaneke lie hamane signala nahIM diyA, phira bhI hamAre uparake adhikArIyoMmeMse kisIne bhI mujhe phonase bhI upAlaMbha nahIM diyA yA kisIne zikAyata bhI nahIM kI ! yaha saba tumhArI ahiMsAke zubha bhAvoMkA adbhuta prabhAva hai !'' sasalAnI rakSA khAtara aDhI divasa sudhI potAno paga addhara rAkhanAra hAthIe zreNika rAjAnA putra meghakumAra banIne bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra svAmInA varada haste saMyama pAmavAnuM mahAna puNya upArjana karyuM; to eka bheMsane bacAvavA mATe ATalI jahemata uThAvanAra azokabhAIe keTaluM jabbaradasta puNya upArjana karyuM haze !!!...dhanya che AvA jIvadayApremI zrAvaka ratnane !... 100H saLaMga 18 varSa sudhI mauna vratI amaracaMdajI nAhara kharataragacchamAM sA.zrI vicakSaNAzrIjI prakhara vyAkhyAtrI temaja apUrva samatAnA sAdhaka hatA. temanA upadezathI savizeSapaNe dharmane pAmelA jayapura (rAjasthAna ) nA suzrAvaka zrI amaracaMdajI nAhara eka viziSTa bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 213
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________________ AtmasAdhaka hatA. teo kAyama ekAzaNA karatA. ekAzaNamAM paNa eka ja vastu vAparatA. chelle keTalAka samayasudhI teo mAtra dUdha ke chAsanuM pANI ja vAparatA ! sAdhunI mAphaka teo kadI snAna karatA na hatA. temaja pagamAM pagarakhA paNa paheratA nahi. temane bhayaMkara TI.bI. nuM darda hatuM te paNa davA lIdhA vinA phakata sAdhanAthI ja maTALyuM. viziSTa dharmAtmA tarIke emanI evI suMdara chApa hatI ke jayapuramAM koIe paNa moTI tapazcaryA karI hoya to temane pAraNuM amaracaMdabhAInA hAthe ja karAvavAmAM AvatuM temaja e moTA tapasvIne tyAM ukALeluM pANI amaracaMdabhAInA gharethI ja mokalavAmAM AvatuM !..... eka vakhata temanA paramopakArI sA. zrI vicakSaNAzrIjI dakSiNa bhArata tarapha prayANa karI rahyA hatA tyAre amaracaMdabhAIe evo abhigraha dhAraNa karyo ke jyAM sudhI sA.zrIvicakSaNazrIjI punaH jayapuramAM na padhAre tyAM sudhI mauna dhAraNa karIne sAdhanA karavI. A abhigraha bAda sAdhvIjI 18 varSe pAchA jayapuramAM padhAryA tyAM sudhI amaracaMdabhAI mauna ja rahyA !!!....kevI ajoDa gurubhakti !....kevo anupama sAdhanA prema !!...kevI adbhuta aMtamurkhatA !!! sAdhvIjI jayapuramAM padhAryA tenAthI pahelAM amaracaMdabhAIne potAnA AyuSyanI samApti aMge sAdhanA daramyAna saMketa maLI cUkayo hato ke 18 mI tArIkhanA AyuSya pUrNa thavAnuM che. AthI temaNe 14 mI tArIkhathI ja sAgArika aNasaNano prAraMbha karI dIdho hato .... 18mI tArIkha pasAra thaI gaI chatAM temane kaMI ja na thayuM tyAre temane pAraNuM karI levA mATe vinaMti karavAmAM AvI paraMtu amaracaMdabhAIe saMketathI sUcavyuM ke 18 mI tArIkha nakkI ja che. mahino game te hoya. ane kharekhara bIjA mahinAnI 18 mI tArIkhe ja teo 35 divasanuM aNasaNa pUrNa karIne samAdhipUrvaka svargavAsa pAmyA !.... svargavAsathI eka ja divasa agAu temaNe muniveSa paNa dhAraNa karI lIdho hato ! chelle sAdhvIjIe temane pUchela ke- tamArI 18 varSanI mauna sAdhanAnI phlazruti zuM ?" tyAre temaNe jaNAvyuM ke -- mArI bhAvanA hatI ke mArA aMta samaye guru mahArAjanI hAjarI hovI joIe. ane mArI e bhAvanA paripUrNa thaI rahI che teno mane apAra AnaMda che"... ATaluM bolIne teo punaH mauna thaI gayA hatA... bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo = 214
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________________ amaracaMdabhAI AjathI 20 varSa pahelAM lagabhaga 65 varSanI uMmare svargavAsa pAmyA che. paraMtu temanA suputra dharamacaMdajI Aje hayAta che temaja eka suputrIe kharataragacchamAM dIkSA lIdhI che jeo Aje sA.zrI nirmaLAzrIjI tarIke suMdara saMyama pALI rahyA che. dharamacaMdajInuM saranAmuM nIce mujaba che sauthalI vAloMkA rAstA, jauharI bAjAra, jayapura rAja. A daSTAMta uparokta sA.zrI vicakSaNAzrIjInA ziSyA sA.zrI surekhAzrIjI pAsethI jANavA maLyuM che ke jemaNe "samyagdarzana" viSaya upara pI. eca. DI karyuM che ane hAla "paMcaparameSThI ane jaina darzanamAM paramAtmA" viSaya para DI.lITa. karI rahyA che ! 101 : A che AjanA kALanA ArAdhako (1) naDiyAdanA suzrAvaka manubhAI sutariyAnA dAdA dara pUname naDiyAdathI mAtaranI yAtrA karavA jAya e vakhate mAsamAM eka ja vAra potAnA gADA mATe baLadonI sevA le, bAkInA divasomAM pazuone phakta khavarAvavAnuM ja. (2) potAnA ghera gurujInA padharAmaNA thayA enI khuzAlImAM cALIza varSanA e sukhI yuvAne soDe yAvajjIva saMpUrNa caturthavrata svIkArI lIdhuM. emaNe gurujInI yAdamAM ja gharamaMdira baMdhAvyuM ane gurupratimA sthApana karAvI. e che amadAvAdanA lAvaNya sosAyaTInA suzrAvaka rohitabhAI zAha suzrAvikA jyotsnAbena zAha (3) saurASTranA sarakArI gejheTeDa kakSAnA adhikArInA eka patnI potAnA patine kahe, 'tamArI posTa khUba ja mahattvanI che, tamo dhAro to lAMcanA khUba paisA kamAI zako cho paNa huM tamane khAsa jaNAvuM chuM ke tamo ApaNA gharamAM eka rAtI pAI paNa harAmanI na lAvatA- mAre hIrAnI baMgaDI nathI paheravI. nyAyanuM dhana e ja sAcA hIrA che.' bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo - 215
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________________ - - - - - - - - - - - -- - - - - - - - - - - - - (102: "dharma custatAnA netradIpaka45 prasaMgo (pa. pU. paMnyAsapravara zrI caMdrazekharavijayajI ma.sA. dvArA likhita mArI tera prArthanAomAMthI sAbhAra uddhata.) eka ghare varasAdanI RtumAM divAlamAM bheja UtaratAM dIvAle lIla jAmI gaI. e dIvAlane aDIne eka kabATa paDyuM hatuM. tene khaseDavAnI jarUra UbhI thaI. bane bhAIoe te khaseDavAnuM kAma eTalA mATe na karyuM ke tema karavAthI hIlanA anaMtajIvonI hiMsA thavAnI zakyatA hatI. mahinAo sudhI te kabATa tyAM ja rahyuM. unALAmAM lIla ApameLe sukAyA bAda kabATa khaseDavAmAM AvyuM. soLa varSano kolejiyana kizora koleja dvArA goThavAelI paradezanI TUramAM gayo hato. enI mammIe AgrahapUrvaka tene mokalyo hato. vIsa divasanI TUra hatI. cAra divasamAM to jinapUjA-darzana-kazuMya nahi maLavAthI khUba akaLAyo. mammIne patra lakhIne AvI TUramAM potAne mokalavA badala | sakhata zabdomAM Thapako Apyo. pUjA vinAnA divaso tenA kevA bheMkAra jAya ! che tenuM varNana karyuM. dikarA uparanA mohane lIdhe hoTelamAM gaelI mA jUThuM bolI. chokarAne bheLa khavaDAvI. pachI khabara paDI ke temAM kAMdA vagere hatA. chokaro ! tyAM ja krodhe bharAIne cAlI gayo. kaMdamULathI potAne bhraSTa karyAno Aropa teNe mammI upara mUkyo. pitAe ke.jI. skUlanI zikSikAne sApha kahI dIdhuM hatuM ke, "mAro ke bAbo baTATAvaDA vagere nahi khAya mATe risesamAM apAtA alpAhAramAM te vastu tene Apazo nahi. te khUba zAnta hovA chatAM dhArmika bAbatamAM garabaDa thAya to uzkerAI gayA vinA raheto nathI." durbhAgye eka di zikSikA cUkI gayAM. baTATAvaDAno vATako laIne chokaro zikSikAnI pAse jaIne Ubho. garama thayo ane tenA mAthe chuTTo mArIne ghare jato rahyo. bahuratnAM vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo . 21
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________________ ghare AvatA pappAnA mitro jo rAte jame ke cA paNa pIe to A cAra 3 varSano bAbo temane lAkSaNika abhinaya sAthe, kAlIghelI bhASAmAM kahe che, "rAtre zuM khAo cho ? rAte khAzo to narakamAM javuM paDaze. tyAMnA paramAdhAmI devo tamane khUba mAraze. mATe rAte khAvAnuM choDI do." (6) e koThAdhipati muMbaInA yuvAne potAnA vaizAkha mAsanA lagnamAM upasthita thanArA mahemAnone baraphanuM pANI ApyuM na hatuM. be ya pakSanA vevAIo vagere A haThathI khUba akaLAyA hatA. yuvAne amadAvAdathI : ziyALu mATalAM lAvIne gALavA sAthe pheravyA ja karyuM hatuM. evuM hima jevuM ThaMDuM pANI sahane pAIne badhAnI bolatI baMdha karI dIdhI hatI. peTe pATA bAMdhIne dIkarAne koleja sudhI pahoMcADyo. kAyama pharsTa : klAsa Avato hovAthI keTalIka saMsthAoe tene DokTara banavAnI preraNA karI. mAe sApha nA pADI. A dhaMdhAmAM zIkhatI vakhate deDakA cIravAnA ane kamAtI vakhate zIlanI pavitratAne so TakAnA jokhamamAM mUkavAnI. prANija ! davAo ApIne teno vadhumAM vadhu pracAra karavAno... nA beTA ! huM jIvIza tyAM sudhI hajI paNa peTiyuM raLI ApIza ane tane khavaDAvIza paNa A pApI dhaMdho ke to ApaNane na ja khape. (8) amerikAmAM janmIne moTI thaelI jaina kanyA sAthe bhAratIya jaina yuvAnanuM sagapaNa thayuM. cAMllA vidhi thatAMnI sAthe yuvAne bhAvI-patnIne kahI dIdhuM ke, "pAMca pratikramaNa, cAra prakaraNa, traNa bhASya ane cha karmagrantha artha sAthe tuM gokhe nahi tyAM sudhI huM lagna nahi karuM." pelI to A sAMbhaLIne huM stabdha banI gaI ! tene hajI to mAtra navakAra AvaDato hato. 9). yuvAna vaye maratAM bhAIe potAnA vIlamAM lakhyuM hatuM, "mane be ghaDInI aMdara bALI nAMkho jethI saMmUrchAima jIvonI hiMsA na thAya." (10) pitAnA agnisaMskAramAM jarUrI tamAma lAkaDAM dIkarAe yuvAna mitronI madadathI laIne badhAM pUMjI lIdhAM hatAM. annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn (bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje pa ra17
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________________ (11). zeTha motIzAhe bhAyakhalAmAM baMdhAvelI cAlamAM temane ja (mukhyatve rAdhanapurIone) rahevA bolAvyA hatA, jeo kadI rAtri bhojana karatA na hatA. AthI upAzrayastha glAna sAdhuone sAMjanI gocarI meLavavAmAM takalIpha paDatI nahi. (12) A zeThe potAnA nokarane mUlyavAna hAra bheTa Apyo hato. teNe te girave mUkIne badhuM devuM cUkate karyAnI khabara paDatAM zeThe tene bolAvIne devAnI cukate rakama ApIne hAra choDAvI Apyo hato. maratI vakhate aneka sAdharmikonI leNI nIkaLatI eka lAkha rU. jeTalI rakama mApha karI dIdhI hatI. (13) e hatA zeTha mANekalAla. gharaderAsaranI nIlamanI banelI eMsI hajAra rU. nI pratimA corIne tene veMcIne zera bajAranuM devuM cUkate karavA nIkaLelA sAdharmikane pakaDI laIne miSTAnathI sAdharmika bhakti karIne eMsI hajAra rU. rokaDAnI paherAmaNI karI vahAlA bhagavAna pAchA meLavyA. (14) - sara kIkAbhAI premacaMda rAtribhojana tyAganA dharmamAM evA kaTTara hatA ke vAIsaroya taraphathI AvelA athavA vepAra mATe AvelA gorAone paNa rAtre pANI sivAya kazuM detA nahi.. (15) - antarIkSajInA kesamAM saMDovAelA pU. sAgarajI ma. sA. ne asatya bolIne nirdoSa chUTavA mATe dabANa lAvanArA dIkarA lAlabhAIne mAtA gaMgAe jhATakI nAMkhyA hatA. ghAgharo ane sADalo paherI levAnuM jaNAvyuM - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - hatuM. - - - - (1) meTrikamAM AvI gaelA dIkarAe bhagavAnamAM paththara joIne bApAne, te divasathI pUjA karavAnI ghasIne nA pADI. bApAne khUba AghAta lAgyo. sAva mauna thaI gayA. dIkaro chellI hade vilAsI banI gayo. paNa maraNapathArIe paDelA bApAnA haiye ghumarAtI kALI vedanAne diIkarAe pArakhI lIdhI. bApAnI maunanI tapazcaryA phaLI gaI. dIkarAe hitazikSA mAMgI. bApAe kahyuM, "beTA ! mane lAge che ke, mArI vidAya sAthe gharamAMthI dharamanI paNa vidAya thaI jaze." Y bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 218 = G
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________________ dIkarAe kahyuM, "pitAjI ! dharama savAyo thaze." (17) pelA zrAddharatna cImanabhAI ! gAmaDe vepAra karavA jAya. dasa gAu sudhImAM paNa derAsara hoya to tyAM jaIne ThAThathI pUjA kare. te pachI ja dAtaNa kare. eka paNa di' temaNe pUjA karyA vinAno pasAra karyo nathI. (18) vaDhavANanA sva. ratibhAI ! peTanI gAMThanuM oparezana karAvyuM hatuM. DokTaro prANija davA ghenanI avasthAmAM ApI de te bhayathI ghena lIdhA vinA AkhuM oparezana - bhayaMkara vedanAmAM apUrva samAdhi rAkhIne temaNe karAvyuM. (19) : kamaLazIbhAInA moTA dIkarAnA lagnanA cAMllArUpe mahAnuM jaina zrAvaka pATaNanA nagInadAsa karamacaMde be tolA sonAno hAra Apyo. sAmAnya sthitinA kamaLazIbhAIe zeThane kahyuM, "tamArA jevA dharmAtmA jo lagnarUpI saMsAranI A rIte anumodanA karaze to have "dharma' kyAM jovA maLaze ?" emaNe hAra gharanI upara pheMkI dIdho. cInanI phAIvasTAra hoTelamAM utAro karanArA hIrAnA yuvAna vepArI ke tyAM paNa be thaIma pratikramaNa kare che. erakanDizana ane lAITanI virAdhanAmAMthI bacavA mATe AkhA zarIre garama blekeTa oDhI le che. ' dIkarAnAM lagna hatAM. mitro DiskoDAnsa karavA lAgyA. dIkaro paNa joDAyo. bApane AghAta lAgyo. tophAna vadhyuM. bhAvI patnI paNa bephAma thaIne nAcavA lAgI. have bApathI na jovAyuM. tarata UnAthI basa pakaDIne amadAvAda pahoMcI javA mATe gADI pakaDavA gayA. badhA coMkI gayA. mAphI mAMgI. bApane pAchA laI AvyA. kevo kaTTarapaMthI bApa ! dhanya che, AvA pitAone! (22). hamaNAM ja hIrAnA vepArI atulanI dIkSA thaI. tenA sAtaso mitroe madada karIne be lAkha mANasone-bhANe besADIne bhojana ApyuM. paNa buphenuM beDhaMgu bhojana to na ja thavA dIdhuM. ATha varSanI uMmare bAbo dhanura thavAthI marI gayo. enI ekadhArI ma Latanannnnnni HTTIN bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo . 219
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________________ rADa hatI : "bApA ! mane navakAra saMbhaLAvo. enuM zarIra dhanuSyanI jema goLa banI jaIne paDatuM hatuM. atizaya vedanA jotAM mA-bApa raDavA lAgyAM. navakAra saMbhaLAvavAnI hiMmata khoI beThAM. pachI bAbAe jAte, jAtane navakAra devA mAMDyo. chellI dasa miniTa avAcak banI gayo. paNa tenI AMgaLI TeravAMo upara satata pharatI hatI; chellI sekaMDa sudhI. (24) navasArInA dharmAtmAne eTeka Avyo. hospiTale laI javAnI taiyArI thaI. sAthe daMDAsana lIdhuM. embyulansamAM gAdI pUMjIne ja sUtA. hospiTalamAM paNa sarvatra pUMjavAnuM cAlu rahyuM. (25) zrAdvaratna rajanIbhAI devaDI tathA zAnticaMda bAlubhAIe be varSa pUrve tIrthAdhirAja zrIzatruMjayanA karAvelA aDhAra abhiSekamAM eka hajAra yuvAno joDAyA hatA. tera hajAra jinabiMbonA cakSu badalavAnI kAmagIrI be divasamAM 18 kalAka cAlI hatI. seMkaDo yuvAno divasanA samaye 8-10 kalAka tIrtha upara rahyA hatA. laghuzaMkA pyAlAmAM karatA. ATha Dola mAtaruM bheguM thayuM hatuM. yuvAnoe jAte badhI Dola - eka paNa TIpuM pahADa upara paDavA dIdhA vinA TheTha nIce utArI. kevo tIrthaprema ! kevI pApabhIrutA ! (26) muMbaInA eka bhAI roja jJAnanA ekAvana khamAsamaNA vidhivat de che. dareka vakhate mAthuM jamIna para TekavatA paganI pAnI pAchaLathI to UMcI thAya ja; eTale e jagAne dareka vakhata pUMjI lIdhA bAda pAnIo jamIna upara rAkhIne ja UbhA thAya che. kevo uttama jayaNA dharma ! (27) amadAvAda kALupuramAM raheto zrImaMta zrAvaka haMmeza kALupura sTezananA bhaMgAra khAte bAju para paDI rahelA DabbAonA saMDAsamAM zauca mATe jAya che. jethI maLa pATA para paDIne tyAM ja sUkAI jAya. (28) vAraMvAra mAMdA vRddha bApane saMDAsa thaI javAthI bhakta-putra potAnA be hAthamAM ja maLa laI le che. pachI tenuM visarjana karI Ave che. A dIkaro C.A. thaelo che. pitAnI A hAlatamAM covIsa kalAka ghare rahe che. (29) tAjetaramAM muMbaImAM nIkaLelA suzrAvaka atulabhAInA varaghoDAmAM bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo - 220
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________________ eka paNa yaMtra saMcAlita vAhana na hatuM. benDa na hatuM. badhuM svadezI - belagADA, UMTagADI, Dhola-nagArAM vagere hatuM. dIkSAnI patrikA saMpUrNa paraMparAgata rIte hAthe lakhAelI hatI. (30) muMbaInA bhAI roja derAsaramAM savAre bolAtI uchAmaNInuM koI ghI le to tarata bUma mArIne sAtame mALethI dIkarI sAthe tenI rakama magAvI le che. bharI de chepachI ja potAne maLelI prakSAlAdino lAbha le che. (31) te ATha varSanA bALakane tenI bAe nitya jinapUjAnI Teva pADI hatI. ekavAra tene TAIphoIDa thayo. cha DigrI tAvamAM ya jida karIne, khUba raDIne teNe pUjA karI. eka loTo snAna karAvIne tenI mAe tenI IcchA AnaMdabhera pUrI karI hatI. (32) * kAThiyAvADanA eka vizALa baMgalAmAM badhe gAralIMpaNa karavAmAM AvyuM che. TAIlsano bahiSkAra karAyo che. dhArmika draSTie paraMparAgata mUlyonI rakSA karavAnI buddhithI. (33) uttara gujarAtanA eka mAlikInA gharamAM lAITanuM koI phiTiMga nathI. rAte jarUra paDe tyAre ghaNI - dhaNIANI (be ja che.) beTarIno upayoga jarAka vAra karI le che, te ya jIvahiMsAnA dubhAtA dile. (34) lagnanI pahelI rAtathI dasa varSa thavA AvyAM to ya cha jeTalAM yugalo brahmacarya pALe che. mAbApane jANa na thAya te mATe eka ja zayanakhaMDamAM sAthe sUIne ! AmAMnA eka yugale A varSamAM beMgaloramAM dIkSA lIdhI che. (35) lagnavidhi pUrve ja kanyAne khabara paDI ke teNe vidhi pUrI thayA bAda potAnA pati sAthe Disko DAnsa karavAno che. saMskArI kanyAe te ja kSaNe lagna phoka karyo. dIkSArthI banI gaI. (36). savAre cArathI dasa vAgyA sudhI tamAma dhArmika anuSThAno - bhAre mastIthI - karyA bAda ja te yuvAna dukAna khole che. ATalI moDI dukAna HTS bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo : 221 SH
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________________ annnnnnnnn nnnnnnnnnn nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn kholavA chatAM tenI dukAnanA pATIe paccIsa gharAko rAha jotA besI rahe che, kema ke te atyanta prAmANika dhaMdho kare che. (37) garbhastha saMtAnane "mahAnuM banAvavAnI khevanAthI garbhakALamAM saMpUrNa brahmacaryAdi kevA kevA niyamo pALavA joIe ? te saMbaMdhamAM jANakArI meLavatI zrAvikAonI saMkhyA vadhatI jAya che. (38) muMbaInA pleTinama erIyAnA eka yuvAne potAnI dIkarIonAM nAma sulasA, mayaNA ane trizalA rAkhyAM che. bhAvamAM bALaka thAya to tenuM nAma vRSabha pADavAnI bhAvanA che. aneka gharomAM samakita, virati, samatA vagere nAmonAM saMtAno jovA maLe che. (39). lagabhaga cha thI sAta hajAra yuvAno, yuvatIo ane vayaskoe bhavAlocanA mArI pAse karI che. temAM keTalAke to garbhamAM rahIne nava mAsa sudhI mAne trAsa ApyAnI AlocanA paNa karI che. (40) svadravya nitya jinapUjA karanAro varga mohamayI muMbaI suddhAMmAM UmaTyo che. muMbaImAM roja covihAra karI zakAya tenI sagavaDatA ApatAM covihAra hAuso (traNa ke cAra) khUlI gayA che. (41) sAdhu-sAdhvIjInI gocarIno lAbha AThamA mALe na maLato hovAthI muMbaIno Dolara erIyAno te zrImaMta bIjA mALe AvI gayo che. - potAnAM vatanothI je loko - gAmaDAM tUTavAthI ane dhaMdho bhAMgI paDavAthI, bALakone zikSaNa barobara nahi maLavAthI muMbaI vagere zaheromAM kAyamI vasavATa karavA AvI gayA che. temAMnA keTalAke te vatanamAMthI vihAra karatA sAdhu-sAdhvIjInI vaiyAvacca mATe kAyamI phaMDanAM rasoDAMnI sagavaDa karI che. (43) A ja kAraNe amadAvAdanA keTalAka zrAvako zahera choDIne bahAranA bhAganI sosAyaTIomAM rahevA jatA nathI. www bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 222
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________________ (44) dakSiNa bhAratanA atyanta dhanADhya, vizALa kuTuMba dharAvatA zrAvakane tyAM hajI TI.vI. erakanDizana ane phrIja AvyAM nathI. (45) chellAM paMdara varSathI bhAratabharamAM dara varSe pacAsa jeTalAM kendromAM dharmaniSTha sadAcAra saMpanna, zAstracusta yuvAnonI TukaDIo paryuSaNa parvanI ArAdhanA karAvavA jAya che. jyAM munio pahoMcyA nathI tyAM A zramaNopAsako pahoMce che. lagabhaga cAraso gAmomAM be hajAra jeTalA yuvAnoe ArAdhanA karAvI che. bIjAne pamADavA jatAM svayaM dharma pAmI gayA che. AvA to bahu arvAcIna prasaMgo che jemAM ApaNane netradIpaka dharmacustatAnA camakArAo dharAI dharAIne, AnaMdathI UchaLI UchaLIne jovA maLe. 103 : hArdika anumodanIya 18 prasaMgo |||||||||| [pa. pU. paMnyAsapravarazrI caMdrazekharavijayajI ma. sA. dvArA likhita "munijIvananI bALapothI"mAMthI sAbhAra udbhuta. ] (1) eka bhAIe dharmapatnInI preraNAthI svadravye jinAlayanuM nirmANa karyuM che, jemAM lagabhaga trIsa lAkha rU. no vyaya thaI cUkyo che, hajI kAma cAlu che, potAnA bhaMDAranI Avaka teo bahAra Ape che, paNa potAnA A jinAlayamAM vAparatA nathI. (2) thoDA varSa pUrve muMbaImAM eka makAnano pAchalo bhAga ekAeka tUTI paDyo, te makAnamAM eka jaina bhAI te vakhate sAmAyika karatA hatA, pAravAne be ja miniTanI vAra hatI tyAre saMDAsa javAnI tIvra zaMkA thaI paNa vaheluM sAmAyika nahi pALavAnA dRDha saMkalpathI temaNe be miniTa sAmAyikamAM ja pasAra karI, ane... te ja be miniTamAM te makAnano pAchalo bhAga-jemAM saMDAsa hatuM te tUTI paDyo. pelA bhAI AbAda ugarI gayA ! temanI vratapAlananI niSThAnuM hArdika anumodana (kavo sAkSAt jovA maLe che dharmano prabhAva !) bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 223
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________________ thoDA ja varSo pUrve eka ema.koma. thayelA vIrasainike amadAvAdamAM potAnA lagna samAraMbhamAM abhakSya, apayano, jamAnAvAdI, tamAma rItono bahiSkAra karavA pUrvaka lagnavidhi karI, teno prabhAva bIjA cAra jaina, grejyueTonA AvI rahelAM lagno upara paDyo. temaNe paNa te tattvonA bahiSkAra pUrvaka ja lagnavidhi karavAnuM nakkI karyuM che. eka bhAIe aparicita gAmamAM svadravya Akho upAzraya bAMdhI Apyo che, jemAM te gAmanA agraNIo sAthe zarata karI che ke sAvaraNI paNa bIjA koInA paise lAvI zakaze nahi? badho ya lAbha pote ja leze. eka muninI dezanA sAMbhaLIne jina dharma pAmelA vaiSNava bahene potAnA lagna divase rAtribhojana baMdha rakhAvyuM hatuM ane divase paNa ke AIskrIma, barapha vigere abhakSya cIjono upayoga karAvyo na hato. . (6) eka vaDIla mRtyu samaya pUrve potAnAM kuTuMbonajanone evuM sUcana karI ke gayA ke, mArA maDadAne bALavA mATenA lAkaDAM traNa vAra pUMjI lejo, jethI koI jIva-jaMtu agnimAM baLI na jAya. jenuM hajI vevizALa ja karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM te bahena sAsare jamavA gaI. gAmaDAmAM enuM sAsaruM hatuM. tyAM sagaDImAM cetavavA mATenA chANAmAM teNIe kIDA joyA. tenuM mana dravI UhyuM, arerere ! vAsanAnA sukhane pAmavA jatAM AvA to keTalAya jIvone mAre mArI nAkhavA paDaze." te ja paLe dIkSA levAno nirNaya karyo ane eka di caMdanabALAnA paMthe eNe Daga mAMDI diIdho. potAnI dIkarIne sAsare vaLAvyA pachI pitAne khabara paDI ke gAmamAM jinAlaya nathI." jinAlaya vinAnA gAmamAM dIkarInuM jIvana to barabAda thaI jAya ? tarata ja trIsa lAkha rU. jeTalI rakama judI phALavIne te gAmamAM pitAe dravya zikharabaMdhI ArasanuM jinAlaya baMdhAvavAnuM cAlu karI dIdhuM. === = N Y bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 224 pa nna
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________________ AMkhanI tIvra pIDA dUra thAya to saMyama lauM evI bhAvanAthI bhAvita re banelA e mamakSane bIjA ja divasathI pIDA ochI thatAM thatAM nirmULa thaI gaI, e AtmA saMyama paMthano yAtrI banI gayo. (10) emanI dIkSA levAnI kevI tIvra talapa haze, ke gurUnI pAse javA mATe 3 e mumukSu eka sAthe, eka di'mAM 36 mAIla cAlyomAtra cAra paisAnA caNA 5 khAIne. madharAte gADImAMthI UtarIne upAzrayamAM sAdhu bhagavaMtonI sAthe be yuvAna zrAvako sUI gayA. rAtre ekAeka vidhavA thayelI yuvatInuM kALamIMDha pANA pIgaLI jAya tevuM - rUdana sAMbhaLIne teo jAgI gayA ? enA pati jevuM acAnaka ApaNuM mota thaI jAya to? rAta paNa pUrI na vIte to?" e vicAre ane yuvAna zrAvakoe munino veSa tarata ja paherI lIdho. bAjumAM saMthAro karelA be munionA rajoharaNa laI lIdhA. bAkInI rAta navakAra maMtranA dhyAnamAM besIne pUrI karI. savAre rajoharaNanI zodha cAlatAM ghaTasphoTa thayo, baMne yuvAnonI vidhivat dakSA thaI. (12) sinemA jovAnI mAtAnI nA hatI, chatAM dikarAe sinemA joyo. A jANa thatAM ja mAtAe prAyazcitta rUpe akrama karyo. dIkarAe mAphI to mAMgI paNa jIvanabhara mATe sinemAno tyAga karI dIdho. (13) DokTaranI lAIna levA icchatA chokarAne madhyama varganI mAtAe kahyuM, "dIkarA! koleja sudhI tane lAvavAmAM meM ThIka ThIka majUrI karI che. hajI paNa majUrI cAlu rAkhIza, paNa tuM DokTara thAya, deDakAM-vAMdarA cIre ane paisA * kamAya te tArI A mAtAthI khamAya tema nathI. "beTA ! je bhaNyo che, temAM kAMI nokarI male to meLava, nahi to ghare rahe. tArI A mAtA maraze tyAM sudhI majUrI karIne tane khavaDAvaze. tuM jarAya | ciMtA na karIza." dIkaro AvI mahAna mAtAnAM caraNomAM jhukI jaIne khUba raDyo, bIje ja di mAtAnI AziSe nidaoNSa nokarI maLI gaI. janana . . . . A baharanA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 225
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________________ (14) lagnanI pUrvasaMdhyAe patie jAheramAM bhAvI patnI sAthe nRtya (DAnsa) karavAnI icchA patnI pAse vyakta karI. suzrAvikAnI e kanyAe tema karavAnI ghasIne nA to pADI dIdhI paNa lagna karyA vinA ja ghare pAchI pharI gaI. mahArASTranA eka jaina boDiMgamAM gRhapatie dharmanA evA suMdara saMskAra bALakomAM nAkhyA che ke A bALako parvatithinA divase savAre rAI pratikramaNa karatA hoya tyAranuM drazya atyaMta AlhAdaka hoya che. pratyeka sUtra khUba ja zuddha uccArathI bolAtuM hoya che. sakalatIrtha sUtranI vaMdanAonuM drazya che to Abehuba hoya che. khAso doDha kalAka to A rAI pratikramaNamAM lAge ja (1) dasa varSano e bALa che, sinemA kadI joto nathI, paNa tenI sAthe koI mA-bApa potAnAM saMtAnone laIne sinemA jovA jAya che to rastA vacce AMtarIne A bALa temane kahe che ke "tame ja tamArAM bALakone sinemA dekhADIne pApa karAvazo? nA...pAchAM pharo, ghare jAo." sinemA to na ja jovAya. mArA gurUdeve sApha nA pADI che." (17) esa.esa.sI.nI parIkSAmAM ApaghAta karavA dariye paDavA jatA yuvAnane enA mitre khUba sarasa vAta karatAM teNe ApaghAta karavAnuM mAMDI vALyuM. mitre tene kahyuM ke ApaghAta karIza to navo janma levAno, kadAca manuSyano bhava maLe to ya garbhakALa ane soLa varSano jIvanakALa pasAra thAya pachI ja esa. esa. sI. pAsa thavAya jyAre Aje tuM ApaghAta na kare to AvatA varSe eka ja varSanA gALAmAM esa. esa. sI. pAsa thaI javAya. yuvAnanA magajamAM vAta besI gaI. ApaghAta karavAno vicAra mAMDI vALyo. oparezananA samayamAM DokTaro koI abhakSya davA ApI de tevI saMbhAvanAne najaramAM rAkhIne te puNyavAna dhamatmAe ghena lIdhA vinA ja oparezana karAvyuM. vADhakApanI asahya vedanA sahI chatAM tenuM dukha na hatuM. balka 'abhakSya na levAyuM teno AnaMda e paLomAM yamukha upara ramato hato. ka bahurA vasuMdharA-bhAga bI )
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________________ 104: vardhamAna AyaMbilatapanI saLaMga 100 oLInA aneDa tapasvI zrI ratibhAI khoDIdAsa yaammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm vIramagAmanA vatanI, vardhamAna tapanA ajoDa ne akhaMDa ArAdhaka ane chellA lagabhaga be varSanA ItihAsamAM potAnA tejasvI tapathI eka navuM. sonerI saMbhAraNuM umerI janArA zrAddhavarya zrI ratibhAI khoDIdAsa vi. saM. re 2074 nA caitra vada pAMcame samAdhipUrNa - svargavAsa pAmatAMjaina saMghe eka virala kahI zakAya evA tapasvI-ratnanI khoTa anubhavI! vardhamAna tapanI saLaMga so oLInI ArAdhanA ja emanA jIvananI eka vizeSatA na hatI. AvI to kaI-keI vizeSatAonAM saravALA samuM emanuM jIvana hatuM. e jIvana-khaMDamAM eka DokiyuM karIzuM toya ApaNe ahobhAvathI bolI uThIzuM ke-zrI ratibhAI vartamAna kALano eka Adarza ja nahi, Azcarya paNa hatA! pAna, bIDI, tamAku, rAtribhojana AdinA vyasanothI gherAyelA zrI ratibhAInA jIvanamAM 57 varSanI japha gaNAtI vaye, vi.saM. 2017nA bhAdaravA vada 10nA divase ajaba ghaDI eka AvI. ane A divase emaNe vardhamAnatapano pAyo nAMkhyo. tyAre to koNa evI kalpanA paNa karI zake ema hatuM ke A tapa ratibhAInA jIvanamAM vardhamAna ja banato raheze. pAyAnI pUrNAhutinA 20 divaso daramiyAna emanuM jIvana jANe puNya-palaTAnI tAlIma laI rahyuM. eka manoratha emanA manamAM bhAvanA bhAvI rahyoH jo 20 divasano tapa thaI zake to pachI AgaLa vadhI kema na zakAya? emaNe manorathanA A rathane AgaLa vadhavA ja dIdho. pAyo pUro thayo. paNa pAraNuM karyA vinA ja che hI oLInI ArAdhanA cAlu rAkhI. bIjA varSe A manorathanI gatimAM bhAre vega Avyo ane emaNe AjIvana-AyaMbila cAlu rAkhavAnA saMkalpa sAthe sabaMga so oLI pUrNa karavAnI bhIkha-pratijJA svIkArI. A bhISmapratijJA koI puNya paLe thaI haze. jethI uttarottara zrI ratibhAInA jIvanamAM bhAvanAnI bharatI caDhatI ja gaI, caDhatI ja gaI! ! AyaMbilanI tapa Ameya kakSAdhya to che ja! pati zrI ratibhAIe ene vividha-abhigo karIne vadhu kaSTasAdhya banAvyo. vi. saMvata 2019 thI emaNe ThAmacavihAra (phakta AyaMbila karatI vakhate ja pANI levuM) ane aluNA pAMca dravyo ! dvArA AyaMbila karavAnI pratijJA svIkArI ane 2023 thI to phakta be ja dravya (roTalI da)thI amalavArA AyaMbilano abhigraha dhAraNa karyo. --- nAma amArA HTT11111 AN bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo . rara7 11
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________________ - - - - - - - AvA bhIkha-AyaMbilanI tapazcaryA daramiyAna vacamAM vacamAM upavasa-chaThTha to pAchA cAlu ja hoya ! Ama, vividha-abhigraho dvArA vardhamAnatapane bhISmAtibhIkha banAvIne zrI ratibhAIe saM. 203ranA kArtika suda uThe saLaMga so oLI pUrNa karI. A pUrNAhUtino prasaMga vividha I vyaktio ane saMghonI udAra bhAvanAthI, viramagAma zrI jaina svayaMsevaka che maMDaLanI athAga jahematathI viramagAmanA AMgaNe bhavya rIte ujavAyo. A ujavaNImAM pU. vardhamAnataponidhi AcArya bhagavaMta zrI rAjatilaka sa. ma. nI nizrA, ane emanI 1lpa (100 + 5) nI oLInA pAraNAno prasaMga joDAtAM enuM anumodana-AMdolana bhArata-vyApta banI gayuM! saLaMga so oLI pUrNa thayA bAda zrI ratibhAIe potAnI tapoyAtrA Age baDhAvI. paNa 103 oLI pUrNa thatAM zarIra-zakti ekadama kSINa thaI gaI. ane emanA zire kSINa thatI zarIrazaktie pAraNuM karavAnI pharaja pADI. 103 oLI pUrNa thayA bAdanA 7 mahinA emaNe lagabhaga ekAsaNA biyAsaNA Adi tapa dvArA vItAvyA. ane thoDIka zakti-saMcAra thatAM puna : be dravyathI aluNA AyaMbila zarU karyA. AvA bhIkha-AyaMbilatapanI ArAdhanAmAM ja cetravada 5 nA roja zrI ratibhAI samAdhi mRtyune vaya. che. Ama, potAnA tapomaya, samAdhimaya ane samatAmaya jIvana dvArA vartamAna yugamAM eka navo vikrama sthApIne zrI ratibhAI vidAya thayA. emanI AdarzabharI ane Azcarya taravaratI tapasiddhine koTiza namana ! ("kalyANa" mAsikamAMthI sAbhAra), (105: zrIvardhamAna AyaMbila tapanI 100 oLInA A tapasvIonI anumodanA ziSya pUche che- ajita hi kena ?' (A jagatamAM jIvana saMgrAmamAM) kharekhara jItyuM koNa gaNAya ) guru uttara Ape che- "raso vai yena' jeiNe rasa-rasanendriya upara vijaya meLavyo che.] In zAstramAM kahyuM che ke "ammANa rasaNI' athati pAMceya IndriyomAM rasanendriyane jItavI sahuthI vadhu duSkara che. je rasanendriyane jIte che athatu kAbumAM rAkhI zake che te bAkInI indriyone tathA manane paNa jItI zake che. Indriyo ane manano vijetA ja AtmavijetA banI jagata vijetA-jagapUjya (bahurA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo . rara8N:
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________________ banI zake che. rasanendriya upara vijaya meLavavA mATe AyaMbila tapa e jinazAsananI jagatane anokhI ane anupama dena che! AyaMbilamAM dUdha-dahIM-ghI-tela-goLa tathA kaDA (taLelI vastuo) A cha e vigaIo (vikArotpAdaka dravyo) thI sarvathA rahita nirvikArI sAtvika che AhArathI 1 TaMka bhojana karavAnuM hovAthI Indriyo ane mana nirvikArI bane De che, citta sAttvika ane prasanna bane che, brahmacarya pAlana sulabha thAya che, zarIra nIrogI ane haLavuM phula bane che, phUrti vadhe che, mana zAMta sthira ane jApa-dhyAnamAM sahelAIthI ekAgra banI zake che.. upavAsathI paNa uparokta lAbho meLavI zakAya che. paraMtu upavAsa maryAdita pramANamAM thaI zake che jyAre AyaMbila to mahinAo ke varSo sudhI paNa niraMtara karI zakAya che. hoTalo, resTorenTa, reMkaDIo ane phAsTaphUDanA A jamAnAmAM bhakSya-abhakSya, peca-apeya Adino viveka bhUlIne mANasa jIvavA mATe khAvAne badale jANe ke khAvAne mATe jIvato hoya tema jaNAya che. pariNAme aneka navA navA asAdhya ke dusAdhya gaNAtA rogoe mANasanA zarIrane bharaDo levA mAMDyo che tyAre sarvajJa-sarvadaza evA jinezvara bhagavaMtoe batAvelo AyaMbila tapa zArIrika, mAnasika temaja Atmika Arogya mATe bhAre AzIrvAda rUpa puravAra thayela che. mATe ja to AvA vilAsI vijJAnayugamAM paNa hajAro AtmAo viSamizrita modaka tulya pariNAmakaTu evA caTAkedAra bhojanano svecchAe parityAga karIne amRtatulya AyaMbila tapane jANe ke jIvana vrata banAvyuM che hoya tema caDatA pariNAme AyaMbila tapanI oLIo upara oLIo hoMse hoMse karatA jovA maLe che. evA AtmAo je sArakhAyA te yakjhAyA, je re tayajJayA te sArakhAyA' (jemaNe sArabhUta athati vigaIo yukta mAla-pANI vALo AhAra karyo che temaNe kharekhara chotaro ja khAdhA che ane jemaNe AyaMbilanuM nIrasa bhojana karyuM che temaNe ja kharekhara sArabhUta bhojana karyuM che) A zAstra vacananuM hArda samajI zakyA che ane jIvanamAM anubhavI rahyA che apa - AyaMbila tapanI ArAdhanA paNa navapadanI oLI, ekAMtarA ke | saLaMga 500 yA 1000 AyaMbila, pavatithiomAM chuTaka AyaMbila vigere aneka rIte thAya che paraMtu temAM paNa vardhamAna AyaMbila tapanuM sthAna ane che. kAraNa ke temAM nAma pramANe vardhamAna eTale ke vadhatA krame oLIo na nanananana nanananana nananananananananana r , NG 8 bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo. ra29 N T
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________________ hann NovnanAANAnnnnnnnnnnnamonu karavAnI hovAthI vadhu ne vadhu oLIo karavAno utsAha vardhamAna banato jAya che. tethI ja Aje seMkaDo AtmAo vardhamAna tapanI 100 oLI pUrI. karIne pharI bIjI vAra pAyo nAkhIne oLIo karatA jovA maLe che, to koIka | virala AtmAo be vAra so oLI pUrI karIne trIjI vAra pAyo nAkhIne AgaLa dhapatA jovA maLe che. AvA parama tapasvI AtmAonA darzana, vaMdana ke smaraNa mAtrathI paNa ApaNI anaMta karmarAzinI nirjarA thAya che. - eka AyaMbila upara eka upavAsa karavAthI 1lI oLI pUrI thAya che. pachI saLaMga be AyaMbila upara eka upavAsa karavAthI bIjI oLIpUrI, thAya che. e rIte anukrame AgaLa vadhatAM pAMca oLI saLaMga karavAthI kula ka 15 AyaMbila ane pa upavAsa dvArA 20 divasamAM vardhamAna tapano pAyo nAkhyo ke thaDo bAMdhyo gaNAya che. | makAnano pAyo nAkhyA pachI anukULatA mujaba uparanA majalAonuM caNatara thaI zake che tema saLaMga pAMca oLIthI vardhamAna tapano pAyo nAMkhyA bAda chaThThI, sAtamI vigere oLIo anukULatA mujaba saLaMga ke chuTI chUTI paNa karI zakAya che. je eka paNa pAraNuM karyA vinA saLaMga 100 oLI pUrI karavAmAM Ave to kula 5050 AyaMbila ane 100 upavAsa dvArA 14 varSa.. 3 mahinA ane 20 divase A tapa paripUrNa thAya che !!... [vIramagAmanA ratilAlabhAI khoDIdAsa nAmanA suzrAvake saLaMga 100 oLI paripUrNa karela. temane mAvajIva AyaMbila karavAno abhigraha hato Bl]. bhUtakALamAM zrIcaMdrakevalI tathA mahAsenA ane kRSNA nAmanA sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtoe vardhamAna AyaMbila tapanI 100 oLI dvArA karma nirjarA karI kevalya ane muktinI prApti karyAnA vrato zAstromAM noMdhAyA che, paraMtu Aje chevakuM saMghayaNa hovA chatAM paNa caturvidha zrI saMghamAMthI seMkaDo AtmAoe 100 oLI paripUrNa karI che. temanI yathAprApta zubha nAmAvali atre anumodanArthe sAdara-sALaMda raju karavAmAM Ave che. che - AmAM aneka AtmAoe keTalIka oLI phakta bhAta-pANIthI ja karI haze! to keTalAke badhA dravyomAM kariyAtuM nAkhIne oLI karI haze !... keTalAke phakta eka ja dhAnyanI vAnagIthI ke phakta eka ja dravyathI oLIo karI haze!... to keTalAke vaLI ThAma covihAra ke aluNA AyaMbilathI paNa oLIo karI haze !... keTalAka sAdhusAdhvIjI bhagavaMtoe ugra vihAromAM paNa gAmaDAomAM sahajatAe sujhatA maLI zake tevA phakta caNA-mamarA ke khAkharA ane pANIthI AyaMbila karIne oLIo karI bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo ra30
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________________ haze !!! to cAlo ApaNe e sahu tapasvI pavitrAtmAonI maMgaLamaya nAmAvali vAMcIne mana-vacana-kAyAthI temanI anumodanA karIne e dizAmAM AgaLa vadhavA mATe zakti saMprApta karIe !... A nAmAvali prApta karavAmAM sahayoga ApanAra pa. pU. paM. zrIzobhanavijayajI ma. sA., pa. pU. paM. zrI vidyAnaMdavijayajI ma. sA. tathA pa. pU. paM. zrI vajrasenavijayajI ma. sA. AdinuM atre kRtajJabhAve smaraNa karuM chuM. vAcakavRMdane namra viMnati ke atre raju thayela nAmAvali uparAMta anya je koI vardhamAna tapanI 100 oLInA ArAdhaka AtmAo ApanA khyAlamAM hoya to temanA nAma-ThAma tathA kyAre 100 oLI pUrI karI ityAdi vigata nIcenA saranAme zIghra mokalAvavA vinaMti jethI saMpAdita thaI rahela '"bahuratnA vasuMdharA - bhAga 1-2-3 pustakamAM teno samAveza karI zakAya. atre raju thayela nAmAvalimAM paNa tapasvI sAdhu-sAdhvIjI tathA zrAvaka-zrAvikAonA saranAmA, kyAre 100 oLI pUrI karI, so oLI pUrNa thayA bAda pharI keTalI oLI thaI ItyAdi vigata paNa nIcenA saranAme mokalAvavA vinaMti. gaNi mahodayasAgara ''kacchI bhavana'' mu. po. zaMkhezvara tIrtha, ji. mahesANA pIna : 384246 (phona : 02733-73363 mahetAjI somAbhAI) 106 : vardhamAna AyaMbila tapanI 100 oLI pUrNa karanAra tapasvI sAdhu bhagavaMtonI zubha nAmAvali nAma kyAre pUrNa karI ? vi. saM. 1 pU. A. zrI rAjatilakasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. bIjI vAra (100+100+88 oLI) 2 pU. A. zrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma. sA. pU. A. zrI lalitazekhara- sUrIzvarajI ma. sA. 4 pU. A. zrI naracaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. 5 pU. A. zrI prabhAkarasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. samudAya 2013 pU.A.zrI premasUrijI 2034 ma. sA. 2039 2045 2034 2048 bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo - 231 23 " "
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________________ **************** ** 2030 2040 6 pUA. zrI guNayazasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. 2042 7 pU. paMnyAsa zrI divyAnaMdavijayajI ma. sA. 2034 8 pU. paMnyAsa zrI rAjayazavijayajI ma. sA. 203pa 9 pU. paMnyAsa zrI jayamaMgalavijayajI ma. sA. 10 pU. paMnyAsa zrI jinasenavijayajI ma. sA. 2038 11 pU. paMnyAsa zrI jinayazavijayajI. ma. sA. ' 2044 12 pU. paMnyAsa zrI naravAhanavijayajI ma. sA. 13 pU. paMnyAsa zrI vimalasenavijayajI ma. sA. 2041 14 pU. paMnyAsa zrI jayasomavijayajI ma. sA. 2041 15 pU. paMnyAsa zrI kIrtiratnavijayajI ma. sA. 2045 16 pU. paMnyAsa zrI kanakasuMdaravijayajI ma. sA. 2050 17 pU. paMnyAsa zrI zobhanavijayajI ma. sA. 2030 (gRhasthapaNAmAM karela) 18 pU. paMnyAsa zrI vidyAnaMdavijayajI ma. sA. 2050 19 pU. paMnyAsa zrI yazobhUSaNavijayajI ma. sA. 2051 20 pU, gaNivarya zrI varabodhivijayajI ma. sA. 2053 21 pU. munirAja zrI manoguptavijayajI ma. sA. 2032 22 pU. munirAja zrI nityAnaMdavijayajI ma. sA. 2033 23 pU. munirAja zrI bAhubaLavijayajI ma. sA. 2037 | 24 pU. munirAja zrI mitravijayajI ma. sA. 2036 25 pU. munirAja zrI pUrNAnaMdavijayajI ma. sA. 2043 26 pU. munirAja zrI muktibhadravijayajI ma. sA. 204pa (10052) 27 pU. munirAja zrI satyAnaMdavijayajI ma. sA. 2034 28 pU. mu. zrI vizvadarzanavijayajI ma. sA. 205ra (bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo. ra3ra ON
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________________ Mnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn ANNNAAAnnnnnnn 29 pU.AcArya bhagavaMta zrI bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma. sA. 2017 bha30 pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrI malayacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. 2032 31 pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrI pradyatanasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. 2050 bharUra pU. paMnyAsa zrI caMdrayazavijayajI ma. sA. 2023 133 pU. paMnyAsa zrI caMdrAMzuvijayajI ma. sA. 2029 34 pU. paMnyAsa zrI jayaMtabhadravijayajI ma. sA. 2023 3pa pU. pravartaka zrI yogIndravijayajI ma. sA. 2026 136 pU. paMnyAsa zrI harSavijayajI ma. sA. 2007 137 pU. paMnyAsa zrI kAMtivijayajI ma. sA. 2013 138 pU. munirAja zrI kumudavijayajI ma. sA. 2008 | "39 pU. munirAja zrI mahAnaMdavijayajI ma. sA. 2014 *40 pU. munirAja zrI narottamavijayajI ma. sA. 2023 "41 pU. munirAja zrI maNiprabhavijayajI ma. sA. 2024 *4ra pU. munirAja zrI kalyANapravijayajI ma. sA. 2030 43 pU. munirAja zrI jitamohavijayajI ma. sA. 2023 (gRhasthapaNAmAM karI) 44 pU. munirAja zrI kIrtibhUSaNavijayajI ma. sA. 2039 *45 pU. munirAja zrI bhuvanakItivijayajI ma. sA. 2040 46pU. munirAja zrI akalakavijayajI ma. sA. 2040 47 pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrI kumudacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. (100-73) 2022 pU. A. zrI nemisUrijI ma. sA. 48 pU. munirAja zrI kuzaLacaMdravijayajI ma. sA. (gRhasthapaNAmAM karela) 49 pU. munirAja zrI pUrNacaMdravijayajI ma. sA. 2043 *- kAladharma pAmyA che. bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 1 233 " nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn 10
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________________ 50 pU. munirAja zrI devaprabhavijayajI ma. sA. 51 pU. A.zrInavaratna sAgarasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. 205ra pU. A. zrI sAgarAnaMdasUrijI ma. sA. " 2039 para pU. upAdhyAya zrI himAMzusAgarajI ma. sA. pa3 pU. munirAjazrI nityavadhanasAgarajI ma. sA. 54 pU. A. zrI bhadrakarasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. papa pU. munirAjazrI hemendravijayajI ma. sA. paka pU. upAdhyAya zrI bhuvanavijayajI ma. sA. 2030 pU. bApajI ma. sA. 2025 " pU. A. zrI nItisUrijI ma. sA. pa7 pU. muni zrI anaMtabhadravijayajI ma. sA. 58 pU. muni zrI darzanavijayajI ma. sA. 2013 pU. A. zrI bhaktisUrijI ma.sA. * 2025 59 pU. muni zrI prabodhavijayajI ma. sA. 2013 " "60 pU. A. zrI nipuNaprabha sUrIzvarajI ma. sA. 2033 pU. mohana lAlajI mahArAja * 1 pU. dayAmuni ma. sA. 2025 " dara pU. munirAja zrI kAravijayajI ma. sA. vAgaDavAlA 3 pU. munirAja zrI divyaratnavijayajI ma. sA. ra0para 64 pU. munirAja zrI zAMtivijayajI ma. sA. 2035 65 pU. munirAja zrI rAmavijayajI ma. sA. *- kAladharma pAmyA che. bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 234
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________________ AAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN 66 pU. munirAja zrI jayakuMjaravijayajI ma. sA. 2041 pU.A. zrI labdhisUri jI ma.sA. ka7 pU. munirAja zrI sudarzanavijayajI ma. sA. pU.A.zrI dharma 168 pU. munirAja zrI taruNavijayajI ma. sA 69 pU. munirAja zrI manoharavijayajI ma. sA. sUrijI ma. sA. pU. A. zrI kesarasUrijI ma. sA. 2020 pU. muni rAja zrI kapUravijaya jI ma. sA. 2013 pU. muni rAja zrI amI. vijayajI ke "70 pU. munirAja zrI bhAvavijayajI ma. sA. ma. sA. 107 vardhamAna AyaMbila tapanI 100 oLI pUrNa karanAra tapasvI sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonI zubha nAmAvali je 43 * pU.A. zrI sAgarAnaMdasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. no samudAya nAma 100 oLI kyAre pUrva karI? vi. saM. pU. sA. zrI tIrthazrIjI ma. sA. 2002 pU. sA. zrI saMvegazrIjI ma. sA. 2008 3 pU. sA. zrI rAjendrazrIjI ma. sA. 2018 *4 pU. sA. zrI praviNAzrIjI ma. sA. 2021 - kAladharma pAmyA che. meM bahuratnA vasuMdharAbhAga bIjo . 235) 2 nnnnnnnnnnnACORDO CORONARONO CROONDANNONCON NONNA
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________________ 5 7 10 11 12 13 14 *15 *16 * 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 *26 27 28 29 * 30 31 pU. sA. zrI revatIzrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA. zrI jitendrazrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA. zrI sunaMdAzrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA. zrI suzIlAzrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA. zrI dharmodayAzrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA. zrI anupamAzrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA. zrI kalpabodhAzrIjI ma. sA. [10+ 69] pU. sA. zrI suzImAzrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA. zrI kalpalatAzrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA. zrI IndriyadamAzrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA. zrI kamalaprabhAzrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA. zrI maNiprabhAzrIjI ma. sA. (108 ALI) pU. sA. zrI nirUpamAzrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA. zrI tattvavidAzrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA. zrI harSitavadanAzrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA. zrI mahAyazAzrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA. zrI dharmavidAzrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA. zrI amIvarSAzrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA. zrI arUNazrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA. zrI priyadharmAzrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA. zrI vinayadharmAzrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA. zrI rohitAzrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA. zrI jayarekhAzrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA. zrI dharmayazAzrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA. zrI priyadarzanAzrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA. zrI saMyamazrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA. zrI tattvazAzrIjI ma. sA. * - kAladharma pAmyA che. bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo - 236 2020 2028 2032 2032 2033 2042 2044 2042 2046 2043
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________________ NANNAnnnnnnn 432 pU. sA. zrI sudakSAzrIjI ma. sA. 33 pU. sA. zrI caMdrayazAzrIjI ma. sA. 2040 34 pU. sA. zrI pAlatAzrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA. zrI mAdevatAzrIjI ma. sA. 2050 36 5. sA. zrI puNyodayAzrIjI ma. sA. 37 pU. sA. zrI karmazAzrIjI ma. sA. 20para pU. sA. zrI navaratnAzrIjI ma. sA. 205ra pU. sA. zrI sumanazrIjI ma. sA. 2052 40 pU. sA. zrI RSidattAzrIjI ma. sA. 2053 pU. sA. zrI pradIptAzrIjI ma. sA. 2053 42 pU. sA. zrI ajazrIjI ma. sA. 2040 pU. A. zrI kanakasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.no (vAgaDa) samudAya 43 pU. sA. zrI puSpacUlAzrIjI ma. sA. (100+100+27) 2014 (bIjIvAra). 204 pU. sA. zrI vibudhazrIjI ma. sA. * *45 5. sA. zrI sulasAzrIjI ma. sA. 2011 46 pU. sA. zrI haMsakIrtizrIjI ma. sA. (100+100) 2018 tathA 2053 47 pU. sA. zrI saMyamapUrNAzrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA. zrI kalyANazrIjI ma. sA. 49 pU. sA. zrI anaMtazrIjI ma. sA. 50 pU. sA. zrI damayaMtI zrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA. zrI vijayalatAzrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA. zrI jayalatAzrIjI ma. sA. pa3 pU. sA. zrI prabhaMjanAzrIjI ma. sA. (10+82) 54 pU. sA. zrI divyaprabhAzrIjI ma. sA. papa pU. sA. zrI devAnaMdAzrIjI ma. sA. 2037 *- kAladharma pAmyA che. 2031 bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo . ra37.
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________________ pU. sA. zrI caMdrakIrtizrIjI ma. sA. 57 pU. sA. zrI kuvalayAzrIjI ma. sA. 58 pU. sA. zrI prabhAvatIzrIjI ma. sA. 59 pU. sA. zrI cArUvratAzrIjI ma. sA. SO pU. sA. zrI hemacaMdrAzrIjI ma. sA. 1 pU. sA. zrI anupamAzrIjI ma. sA. phara 3 64 5 4 4 67 68 69 30 71 72 73 74 ka 75 76 77 78 79 * 80 *81 pU. sA. zrI caMdralatAzrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA. zrI nemiprabhAzrIjI ma. sA. (108+56) pU. sA. zrI padmaprabhAzrIjI ma. sA. (100+71) pU. sA. zrI anaMtakiraNAzrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA. zrI hIrazrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA. zrI nityAnaMdazrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA. zrI naMdanazrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA. zrI praviNaprabhAzrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA. zrI subhadrAzrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA. zrI amIrasAzrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA. zrI cArUdharmAzrIjI ma. sA pU. sA. zrI saumyayazAzrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA" zrI pUrNayazAzrIjI ma. sA. pU. bApajI mahArAjano samudAya pU. sA. zrI manoramAzrIjI ma. sA. (100+100+29) pU. sA. zrI dakSAzrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA. zrI rAjendrazrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA. zrI raviprabhAzrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA. zrI kamalaprabhAzrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA. zrI vidyAzrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA. zrI harSalatAzrIjI ma. sA. x - kAladharma pAmyA che. bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo - 238 2041 2038 2043 2047 2044 2041 2052 2053 2026-2051 (bIjIvAra) 2041 2041 2041 2048 2030
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________________ 233 2036 2033 2039 2048 2048 2042 pU. sA. zrI vidhutrabhAzrIjI ma. sA. 83 pU. sA. zrI jayakItizrIjI ma. sA. 84 pU. sA. zrI kiraNazrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA zrI IndrajayAzrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA. zrI jayaprabhAzrIjI ma. sA. (100+11) 87 pU. sA. zrI sUryakAntAzrIjI ma. sA. 88 pU. sA. zrI mRgAvatIzrIjI ma. sA. 89 pU. sA. zrI svayaMprabhAzrIjI ma. sA. 90 pU. sA. zrI vimalayazAzrIjI ma. sA. 91 pU. sA. zrI kanakalatAzrIjI ma. sA. 92 pU. sA. zrI jayAnaMdAzrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA. zrI dharmazrIjI ma. sA. 94 pU. sA. zrI padyarekhAzrIjI ma. sA. (108 oLI) 95 pU. sA. zrI zIlaratnAzrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA. zrI caMdrazIlAzrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA. zrI bhavyapUNazrIjI ma. sA. 98 pU. sA. zrI guNajJAzrIjI ma. sA. 99 pU. sA. zrI hiraNyaprabhAzrIjI ma. sA. pU. sA. zrI labdhaguNAzrIjI ma. sA. 101 pU. sA. zrI jayapUrNAzrIjI ma. sA. (100+12) 102 pU. sA. zrI kSamAzIlAzrIjI ma. sA. pU. A. zrI nItisUrIzvarajI ma. sA. no samudAya 103 pU. sA. zrI sulocanAzrIjI ma. sA. 104 pU. sA. zrI anaMtapUrNAzrIjI ma. sA. * 105 5, sA. zrI sunaMdAzrIjI ma. sA. 106 pU. sA. zrI nirmaLAzrIjI ma. sA. 107 pU. sA. zrI priyaMkarAzrIjI ma. sA. 108 pU. sA. zrI mahAprajJAzrIjI ma. sA. * kAladharma pAmyA che. : 2051 2048 2049 AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA 2049 2051 205ra - 2053 - - - - - - - - 2037 2038 2009 2040 2043 TbahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 239 S
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________________ AANAAAANNAAN DAAAAAAAAANNAAANNN vision, 2043 204pa 2049 2048 2049 2031 2025 2034 109 pU. sA. zrI snehalatAzrIjI ma. sA. 110 pU. sA. zrI mahAnaMdAzrIjI ma. sA. 111 pU. sA. zrI divyayazAzrIjI ma. sA 112 pU. sA. zrI vipulayazAzrIjI ma. sA. 113 pU. sA. zrI ratnarekhAzrIjI ma. sA. 114 pU. sA. zrI vizvapUrNAzrIjI ma. sA. +115 pU. sA. zrI dakSAzrIjI ma. sA. pU.A. zrI labdhisUrIzvarajI ma. sA. no samudAya * 116 pU. sA. zrI suvratAzrIjI ma. sA. 117 pU. sA. zrI zaziprabhAzrIjI ma. sA. 118 pU. sA. zrI subhadrAzrIjI ma. sA. 119 pU. sA. zrI divyaprabhAzrIjI ma. sA. 120 pU. sA. zrI nirmaLAzrIjI ma. sA. 121 pU. sA. zrI jitendrIjI ma. sA. 122 pU. sA. zrI urmilA zrIjI ma. sA. 123 pU. sA. zrI pUrNayazAzrIjI ma. sA. 124 pU. sA. zrI zubhaMkarAzrIjI ma. sA. * 125 pU. sA. zrI vasaMtaprabhAzrIjI ma. sA. 126 pU. sA. zrI bAlasenAzrIjI ma. sA. 127 pU. sA. zrI paramapadmAzrIjI ma. sA. 128 pU. sA. zrI jinendrazrIjI ma. sA. 129 pU. sA. zrI haMsakalAzrIjI ma. sA. 130 pU. sA. zrI sudhAMzuyazAzrIjI ma. sA. 131 pU. sA. zrI jayalatAzrIjI ma. sA. 132 pU. sA. zrI caMdrikAzrIjI ma. sA. - pU. A. zrI nemisUrIzvarajI ma. sA. no samudAya 133 pU. sA. zrI puNyaprabhAzrIjI ma. sA. 134 pU. sA. zrI nayaprajJAzrIjI ma. sA. 2044 2035 20para 2044 2038 20para 2037 20pa0 2053 2049 2053 2031 *- kAladharma pAmyA che. . MY bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje . 240)
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________________ 135 pU. sA. zrI manoramAzrIjI ma. sA. 136 pU. sA. zrI ratnayazAzrIjI ma. sA. 137 pU. sA. zrI ratnaprabhAzrIjI ma. sA. 138 pU. sA. zrI caMdralatAzrIjI ma. sA. 139 pU. sA. zrI padmalatAzrIjI ma. sA. 140 pU. sA. zrI abhayaprajJAzrIjI ma. sA. pU. A. zrI rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. no samudAya 141 pU. sA. zrI sUryaprabhAzrIjI ma. sA. 142 pU. sA. zrI mArgodayAzrIjI ma. sA. 143 pU. sA. zrI anupamAzrIjI ma. sA. 144 pU. sA. zrI hemaprabhAzrIjI ma. sA. 145 pU. sA. zrI vimalaprabhAzrIjI ma. sA. 146 pU. sA. zrI vizvaprajJAzrIjI ma. sA. 147 pU. sA. zrI labdhaguNAzrIjI ma. sA. 148 pU. sA. zrI kiraNarekhAzrIjI ma. sA. 2043 2052 2043 acalagacchAdhipati pU. A. zrI guNasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. no samudAya 2038 2051 2050 2043 2049 2051 149 pU. sA. zrI amarendrazrIjI ma. sA. 150 pU. sA. zrI manaharazrIjI ma. sA. 151 pU. sA. zrI aruNodayazrIjI ma. sA. (107) 152 pU. sA. zrI vizvodayazrIjI ma. sA.(100+40) 153 pU. sA. zrI abhayaguNAzrIjI ma. sA. (100+22) 154 pU. sA. zrI ramyaguNAzrIjI ma. sA. (100+20) pU. A. zrI bhaktisUrIzvarajI ma. sA. no samudAya 155 pU. sA. zrI harSaprabhAzrIjI ma. sA. (100+86) 156 pU. sA. zrI surendrazrIjI ma. sA. (100+25) 157 pU. sA. zrI vizAlAzrIjI ma. sA. pU. A. zrI rAmasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. (DahelAvALA)no samudAya 158 pU. sA. zrI jayaMtizrIjI ma. sA. (108 oLI) 159 pU. sA. zrI kanakaprabhAzrIjI ma. sA. (108 oLI) 160 pU. sA. zrI zreyaguNAzrIjI ma. sA. (108 oLI) bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo - 241 2048 2052 2037 2048 2038 2040 2038 2045 2050
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________________ 2045 2046 2053 2036 ra04ra 205ra 161 pU. sA. zrI lalitAzrIjI ma. sA.. 162 pU. sA. zrI padmaprabhAzrIjI ma. sA. 163 pU. sA. zrI bhAnuprabhAzrIjI ma. sA. 164 pU. sA. zrI vasaMtazrIjI ma. sA. pU. A. zrI kArasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. no samudAya 15 pU. sA. zrI suvaNazrIjI ma. sA. (100+55) 166 pU. sA. zrI sadgaNAzrIjI ma. sA.(100+30) pU.A. zrI zAMticandrasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. no samudAya * 167 pU. sA. zrI suzIlAzrIjI ma. sA. 168 pU. sA. zrI suvratAzrIjI ma. sA. 169 pU. sA. zrI sUyarakhAzrIjI ma. sA. * pU. A. zrI buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. no samudAya 170 pU. sA. zrI sumitrAzrIjI ma. sA. 171 pU. sA. zrI sUryalatAzrIjI ma. sA. 172 pU. sA. zrI rAjulAzrIjI ma. sA. 173 pU. sA. zrI rAjendra zrIjI ma. sA. 174 pU. sA. zrI hitaprajJAzrIjI ma. sA. pU.A. zrI dhanapAlasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. no samudAya 175 pU. sA. zrI zubhadarzanAzrIjI ma. sA. 176 pU. sA. zrI vimalaprabhAzrIjI ma. sA. pU. A. zrI dharmasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. no samudAya 177 pU. sA. zrI ajitasenAzrIjI ma. sA. - kharatara gaccha 178 pU.sA. zrI jasavaMtazrIjI ma.sA. saudharmabRhat tapAgaccha tristutika samudAya 179 pU.sA.zrI caMdraprabhAzrIjI 2037 2044 2039 2041 2051 2049 2052 teM bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 242 S
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________________ AnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnANANnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn ( 108: vardhamAna AyaMbila tapanI 100 oLI pUrNa karanAra tapasvI zrAvakonI zubha nAmAvali. nAma * 1. cImanalAlabhAI sarUpacaMda * 2. dattAtraya gaNapata trATaka * * che kaM = * 8. jeThAlAlabhAI khImajI mohanabhAI (prajJAcakSu) kAnajIbhAI bhudarabhAI 6. cImanalAlabhAI garabaDadAsa 7. bAlAbhAI rAyacaMda ratilAlabhAI vanamALIdAsa kAMtilAlabhAI haragoviMda 10. manasukhalAlabhAI popaTalAla * 11. lIlAdharabhAI puMjAbhAI 012. ratilAlabhAI khoDIdAsa 13. hiMmatalAlabhAI rUpajI 14. zeSamalajI satAvata. 15. caMdanamalajI devIcaMda kyAre pUrNa karI? gAma vi.saM. 2007 muMbaI 2014 nIpANI (karNATaka) 2015 verAvaLa 2010 pATaNa 2017 rAdhanapura 2018 2023 khaMbhAta 2024 muMbaI 2025 rAdhanapura pATaNa 2030 muMbaI 203ra vIramagAma 203ra luNAvA rAjasthAna 2043 luNAvA (hAla loara parela). jhaverI 2044 muMbaI-borI valI (pUrva). jainacAla, rUma naM. 18, dolatanagara 2045 muMbaI motIcaMda 16. jhaveracaMdabhAI (100+46). 17. amaracaMdabhAI phakIracaMda jhaverI 18. dalapatabhAI bodharA pAlI *- kAladharma pAmyA che. R bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje ra43 paS
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________________ nA karatA jodhapura 19. paMDita motIlAlabhAI DuMgarajI ' (prajJAcakSu) (100+45) samI 20. mULarAjajI 21. jasavaMtabhAI kapUracaMda alAta. 22. kapUracaMdabhAI aMgarAja samajaDI (rAjasthAna) 23. kanubhAI lAlubhAI jhaverI 2050 muMbaI 24. bAbubhAI 2051 25. azokabhAI 2047 punA 26 jagadIzabhAI kezavalAla pArekha (7thI 100 oLI sahasAvanamAM 3 ke pa 2051 jUnAgaDha, . dravyathI) uparakoTa roDa, gebanazA pIra pAse, mohana nivAsa * 27. jagajIvanadAsa giradharalAla 2023 muMbaI (munizrI jitamohavijayajI ma) premasUrima. samudAyamAM) 2023 rAdhanapura * 28. jayaMtilAlabhAI maNilAla (munizrI jayaMtabhadra vijayajI ma.) vijayajI ma.) (premasUrima. 29. DAhyAbhAI (hAla munizrI kuzaLacaMdra vi.ma.) samudAyamAM) surata (namisUrima. nA samudAyamAM) (premasUri ma. 30. zAMticaMdra hIrAcaMda jhaverI nA. samudAyamAM) (hAla munizrI zobhanavijayajI ma.) *- kAladharma pAmyA che. kina bapharanA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo. 24 rata vadhA-bhAga bIje 2 - -
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________________ AANRANNANANANANANANANANAANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNAAANAN 31. pukharAjajI kasturacaMdajI (100+29) 2047 404 gokulanagara, vIzIna epArTa, bhIvaMDI ji. thANA 32. chanAbhAI malADa - muMbaI 33. azokabhAI morakhIyA (AMgIvALA) kAMdIvalI kAMdivalI ve. muMbaI - 67, 202 zivaloka zAMtilAla modI mArga 34. zAMtilAlabhAI kAMdIvalI 35. saMpatabhAI sutarIyA 36. surezacaMdra dalasukharAma dhamIjavALA 205ra * AvI nizAnIvALA tapasvI sadgata thayelA jANavA. * saM. 2017mAM zarUAta karI saLaMga 100 oLI pUrNa karI. yAjajIva AyaMbilano abhigraha hato. () 27 thI 30 naM. nA tapasvIoe gRhasthapaNAmAM 100 oLI pUrNa karIne dIkSA aMgIkAra karI che. 109: vardhamAna AyaMbila tapanI 100 oLI pUrNa karanAra tapasvI zrAvikAonI zubha nAmAvali nAma kyAre pUrNa karI 1. vejubena 2. maNibena maNilAlabhAI 3. pArvatIbena rAghavajI 4. caMdanabena tArAcaMda vi.saM. 2025 mAMDavI-kaccha zAyana (khaMbhAta) ghATakopara borIvalI bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo . 245
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________________ nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn 'pa. maNibena IzvaralAla 6. maNibena ratilAla 7. jamanAbena pUnamacaMda 8. gaMgAbena pAla bhuja-kaccha. 2038 muMbaI (gulAlavADI) 2037 amadAvAda (paMkaja sosAyaTI) 2041 kailAsanagara 2041 amadAvAda 204 surata sojata sITI (rAja.). 9. kamubena bhUramalajI 10. lIlAbena cImanalAla 11. nirmaLAbena suracaMda jhaverI 12. lADabAI siMghavI 13 zakarIbena 14 kamaLAbena kasturacaMda sAkaracaMda 6 jene saurA. amadAvAda pAlaDI)-7 bhacAu-kaccha. khaMbhAta 15. jaDAvabena dAmajI gAMdhI 16. caMcaLabena nemacaMda zAha 17. madhubena kapUracaMda zAha ke 18. jaDAvabena kAMtilAla mahetA 19. caMdrAbena bAbulAla saMghavI 20. gulAbabena ramaNalAla zAha alAta. 2045 cobArI (vAgaDa) 2047 khaDakI-punA 2046 6 akIka epArTa. gujarAta sosA. jainanagara 21. nirmaLAbena bacubhAI zAha (108+33) 2041 amadAvAda-7 svastika epArTa naM-7 amadAvAda zAMtinagara AyaMbilakhAtA sAme zAmaLAnI poLa amadAvAda 6 22 subhadrAbena hIrAlAla (bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 24 E
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________________ 23. padmAbena cImanalAla 2041 jaina epArTa, prItamanagara akhADA sAme, ama-7, 24. subhadrAbena zAMtilAla zAMtinagara amadAvAda 25. vimaLAbena cImanalAla (borasadavALA) amadAvAda (patAsA poLa) 26. damayaMtIbena dinakarabhAI 2051 amadAvAda (jana nagara) ra7. lIlIbena ravilAlabhAI zAha mAMDavI-kaccha. 28. zAradAbena lAlabhAI 29. subhadrAbena cunIlAla amadAvAda 30. nIlIbena bAbubhAI muMbaI 31. Indubena pUnamacaMda zAha (prajJAcakSu) 2047 74 zivam epArTa, vArDaja amadAvAda 32. subhadrAbena ravacaMda amadAvAda 33. tArAbena pArekha jUnAgaDha 34. kuMvarabAI kaccha-devapura-vAyA bhuja - 35. gajarAbena pannAlAla 36. kokilAbena nautamalAla ghaDiyALI 37. maNibena 38. jhaverabena muMbaI mATuMgA-muMbaI-19 nAyarobI- AkkiA sANaMda AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn T Y bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje, 47
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________________ krama 1. 2 3 4 5 ka . 9 bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo - 248 110 : keTalAka mahAtapasvIonI vaMdanIya dIrgha bhISma tapazcaryAonuM koSTaka tapazcaryAnuM sthAna tapasvInuM nAma sAdhvIzrI bhUrojI lADana (rAja.) mahAsatIzrI hemakuMvarajI ma. sA. dillI (agAu 108, 131, 151 upavAsa karela che. avAranavAra kesaravRSTi thAya che.) hIrAcaMdabhAI ratanarsI cheDA (vizeSa vigata mATe juo A ja pustakamAM temanA viSeno lekha.) zrI sahamunijI ma. sA. (kula 9 vAra 100thI adhika upavAsa karela che !!! ) mahAsatI zrI mohanamAlAjI ma.sA. (agAu 112 upa. karela. kesaravRSTi thAya che.) munizrI khUmajI ma. sA. (mAtra chAsanA pANInA AdhAre A tapazcaryA karela.) zrAvikA caMpAbAI (akabara bAdazAhanA samayamAM. bAdazAhanA jIvana parivartanamAM nimitta banela) zrAvikA vimalAbAI vIracaMda pArekha (vizeSa vigata mATe juo A ja pustakamAM temanA viSeno lekha.) zrAvikA Ica2jabAI guNAvata kalikaTa khAra-muMbaI dillI tAla(mevADa) dillI. beMglora jayapura upavAsa 365 251 211 201 180 thI adhika 193 180 180 165 vi.saM. pUrve 2052-53 2051-52 acalagaccha 2050 2052-53 1912 pUrve 2049 samudAya je. terApaMthI sthA zramaNasaMgha 2030 sthA. zramaNa saMgha sthAzramaNasaMgha me. terApaMthI zve. mUrtipUjaka zve. mUrtipUjaka sthA. ratnavaMzIya
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________________ we . bhavAta(paMjAba) 161 2049 sthA. zramaNa saMgha beMglora 151 2041 je. sthAnakavAsI udayapura koTA (rAja.) gidaDAvAhA 134 132 131. 2050 2052-53 kharataragaccha sthA. zramaNa saMgha - ke 10 zrI ajaya munijI ma.sA. vi. saM. 2051mAM 110 upavAsa karela. agAu anekavAra moTI tapazcaryA karela.) 11 zrAvikA dhApUbAI golecchA (agAu aneka mAsakhamaNa tathA pa1, 108, 121 upavAsa paNa karela che !) 12 munizrI kezulAlajI ma.sA. 13 zrA. saMpatabAI cothamalajI gAMdhI 14 mahAsatI zrI zubhAjI ma. sA. (gayA varSe 62 upavAsa karela) 15 zrA. prakAzavatI TekacaMda jaina (agAu 8 varSItapa tathA 8 mAsakhamaNa karela che.) 16 zrA. caMcalAbAI baladorA (agAu 81 upavAsa karela che.). 17 praphullabhAI vI. vakhAI 18 narezabhAI lAlajIbhAI zAha (mULa kacchanA vatanI. 108 upavAsa vi. bIjI paNa ghaNI tapazcaryA karI che.) zrI pramodakumAra bAphanA 20 munizrI nayadhanavijayajI ma.sA. (pa. pU. A. bha. zrI vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nA ziSya.) jAkhala(paMjAba) 131 2051 2. terApaMthI 131 2051 sthA. zramaNa saMgha 2052 che. sthAnakavAsI koTa (muMbaI) 125 vikolI (kuM.) 122 auraMgAbAda 121 lAlabAga(muMbaI) 113 2051 2039 hai. sthAnakavAsI tapAgaccha - - - - - - IN bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 249 N
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________________ bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 250 porabaMdara 111 mahuvA (saura.) 108 ghATakopara 108 2051 sthA.goMDalapakSa 2040 prAyaH che. mU.pU tapA. 2R4 prAyaH acalagaccha - surata 108 tapAgaccha AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA amadAvAda 108 205 prAyaH - tapAgaccha - 21 zrA. vanitAbena amRtalAla sukhaDiyA 22 munizrI ratnAkaravijayajI ma.sA. 23 ku bAMyAbAI (kaccha-vAlAvAlA) (muni zrI dharmaprabhasAgarajI ma. nA saMsArI bahena) 24 sarasvatIbena jasavaMtalAla kApaDiyA (bIjI ghaNI tapazcayanI vigata mATe vAMco lekha) 25 bhIkhAbhAI darajI (pa. pU. A. zrI bhuvanazekharasUrijI ma. sA. nI nizrAmAM kezavanagaramAM karela.) 26 pa.pU. gaNivaryazrI nityAnaMdavi. ma.sA. (pa. pU. A. zrI vi. pratApasUrijI ma. sA.nA ziSya che. 50 aThThAI paNa karela che !). 27 munizrIcAritrasAgarajI ma.sA. 28 pU, munizrIsomatilakavijayajI ma.sA. muMbaI- goDIjI 108 2025 tapAgaccha 2051 kacanera(mahA.) 102 306 upa. (370 divasamAM) 2051 205 digambara tapAgacchA pAlitANA 250 cauvihAra chaThTha (480 divasamAM 407 upavAsa thAya tevA guNasaMvatsara tapanI 13mI bArImAM 76 varSanI vaye kAladharma pAmyA.) 29 gacchAdhipati pa.pU.A.zrI arihaMtasiddhasUrIzvarajI ma.sA (250 cauvihAra chaThTha sAthe dareka chaThTha tapamAM zrI siddhAcalajInI 7 yAtrA karela che !!!) | 30 rUpAbena pradIpakumAra zAha auraMgAbAda 41 upa. cauvihAra 2050 sthA. zramaNa saMgha
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________________ (pANI paNa lIdhA vinA cauvihAra upavAsanI mahAna tapazcaryA karela che.) 31 zrImatI IcchAbAI boharA 32 33 34 35 36 37 38 (agAu aneka mAsakhamaNa vigere tapazcaryA karela che.) zrImatI vimalAdevI zAMtilAla kAMkariyA (bIjI paNa anekavidha tapazcaryA karI che ane hAla paNa kare che.) 5. pU. gaNivaryazrI nityAnaMdavijayajI ma.sA. (saM. 2002 thI prAyaH dara mahine aThThAI tapa kare che. 108 upavAsa paNa saLaMga karyA che.) zrI gumAnamalajI loDhA (420 upavAsane badale 420 aThThAI dvArA vIzasthAnaka tapanI ArAdhanA karI che.) sA. zrI.. (dIkSAthI mAMDIne saLaMga aThThamanA pAraNe akrama cAlu che.) rasIkabhAI (chellA 40 varSathI saLaMga chaThThanA pAraNe cha4thI varSItapa karI rahyA che. pAraNAmAM paNa ekAzaNA ja kare che) sarasvatIbena (vizeSa vigata mATe A ja pustakamAM lekha vAMco.) khetabAI kAnajI bilADA(rAja.) 37 u5. cauvihAra 2047 33 u5. cauvihAra 2047 500 aThThAI tapa beMglora lodI(rAja.) pUnA 435 aThThAI 1000 aThThama saLaMga chaThThathI 40varSItapa rAdhanapura devapura (kaccha) 33 varSItapa sthA. ratnavaMza bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo - 251 sthA. zramaNasaMgha tapAgaccha 1thI8 upavAsa dvArA varSItapo tapAgaccha tapAgaccha. acalagaccha
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________________ 39 40 41 42 43 upAdhyAya zrI vasaMtavijayajI ma.sA. (11 varSItapa covihAra chaThThathI tathA 1 varSItapa covihAra aThThamathI ane 46 bahuratnA vasuMdharA bhAga bIjo - 252 1 varSItapa covihAra chaThThanA pAraNe AyaMbilathI) acalagacchAdhipati pa. pU. A. zrI guNodaya-sAgara sUrIzvarajI ma. sA. (hajI paNa varSItapa cAlu che. ) ku. samatA bAMThIyA (u.va.11) (ATalI nAnI uMmaramAM mAsakhamaNanI tapazcaryA rekarDa rUpa che.) vivekakumAra (uM. va. 5) (A bALake mAtra jhA varSanI bAlyavayamAM 8 upavAsa karela.) sAgarakumAra dilIpabhAI sutarIyA u.va.4 (mAtra 4 varSanI bAlyavayamAM 8 upavAsa (aThThAI) karela.) 44jinalakumAra navInabhAI zAha (u.va.2A) (mAtra 25 varSanI kumaLI vayamAM saLaMga 3 upavAsa rekarDa rUpa che.) 45 zreyAMsakumAra kamalezabhAI zAha (mAtra 1 / / varSanI taddana nAnI vayamAM upavAsa karavo e AzcaryarUpa che.) ku. nikItA dIpakabhAI masAlIyA (u.va.9) (mAtra 9 varSanI vayamAM siddhitapa (jemAM 44 divasamAM 36 upavAsa + 8 byAsaNa hoya che) ka2vo e rekarDa rUpa che.) paMjAba saLaMga covihArA 30 varSItapa kaccha dezanoka(rAja.) mIrAMroDa jAmanagara valasADa vAlakezvara surata saLaMga 29 varSItapa 30 upavAsa 10 upavAsa 8 upavAsa aThThamatapa 1 upavAsa siddhitapa 2045 2049 2049 2049 A. vallabhasUri samudAyanA acalagaccha tapAgaccha tapAgaccha tapAgaccha tapAgaccha
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________________ 2039 tapAgaccha tapAgaccha 2050 92 upavAsa 2049 prAyaH 47 jijJezakumAra (uM.va.7) malADa (muMbaI) upadhAnatapa pa. pU. A. bha. zrI vi. hemacaMdrasUrIzvara ma. sA.nI nizrAmAM upadhAna karela !). 48 ku. kImI tathA ku. harSitA (u.pA) 99 yAtrA pa. pU. azokasAgarasUrijInizrAmAM) 49 Do. bakulA pI. zAha aMdherI (muMbaI) mAsakhamaNamAM . (ATalI moTI tapazcaryAmAM chellA 20 divasamAM 23 moTA 23 oparezana. oparezana karavA te rekarDa rUpa che. chelluM oparezana 27mA upavAse karela.) 50 mAvajIbhAI AsubhAI kenIyA muluMDa(kaccha bAroI) - (80 varSanI jepha vaye daivI saMketathI aNasaNa prAraMbha karI 92mA upavAse khUba ja svasthatApUrvaka dehatyAga karyo.) vardhamAna AyaMbila tapanA mahAtapasvIo pa1 pa.pU. A. zrI. vi. rAjatilaka sUrIzvarajI ma.sA. 100+100+88 AyaMbila | (hajAro varSano rekarDa rUpa tapa che. hajI paNa oLI cAlu ja che!) para sA. zrI manoramAzrIjI ma.sA. 100+100+29 (sAdhvIjIomAM vardhamAna tapamAM rekarDa rU5 che.) . (saM. 2051mAM bIjI vAra 100mI oLI akramanA pAraNe AyaMbila punaH aThThama e rIte karI !) tapAgaccha AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA tapAgaccha - My = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = NR baharanA vasaMdharAbhAga bIjo : 253 N
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________________ 53 54 55 pa 57 60 58 59 mahAsatI zrI nUtanaprabhAzrIjI ma. sA. sA. zrI. puSpasUlAzrIjI ma.sA. sA. zrI haMsakIrtizrIjI tilAlabhAI khoDIdAsa kara 63 bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo - 254 (vizeSa vigata mATe lekha vAMco.) pa. pU. A. zrI.vi. himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. pa. pU. A. zrI. vi. kumudacaMdasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. amaracaMdajI nAhara 61 munizrI mahodayasAgarajI ma. sA. (hAla gaNivarya) (prastuta pustakanA saMpAdaka. ) kuM. rUpAlI sAMkhalA (nAnI uMmaramAM ATalA divasanuM mauna rekarDa rUpa che.) A. vidyAsAgarajI ma. sA. (tA. 27/5/89thI saLaMga 15 varSanA maunanA saMkalpa sAthe himAcala pradezamAM bhUttara gAme jainasAdhanA kendramAM ekAMtamAM AtmasAdhanA cAlu che ! pIna H 175125. ji. kullu.) mahAsatI zrI kiraNazrIjI ma.sA. (anekavAra saLaMga 24 ke tethI vadhu kalAka dhyAnamudrAmAM sthira rahe che !) 100+100+27 oLI 100+100 vIramagAma oLI akhaMDa103oLI 3000thI vadhu upavAsa tathA dazahajAra AyaMbila tapAgaccha 3000 thI vadhu upavAsa tathA dazahajAra AyaMbila tapAgaccha jayapura saLaMga 18 varSa mauna sAthe sAdhanA kharatara gaccha bhUttara (hi.pra.) saLaMga 15 varSa mauna-dhyAna sthA, zramaNasaMtha tapAgaccha tapAgaccha tapAgaccha dillI 325 divasa mauna saM.2051 sAthe ekAzA kaccha-koTaDA 150 divasa mauna sahajA5 2037 acalagaccha 121 divasa maunavrata virse 2052 pUnA saLaMga 24 kalAka dhyAnamudrA sthA zramaNasaMgha digambara
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________________ 111 : lagna thavA chatAM AbAla brahmacAriNI vijayA benanuM vismayakAraka virala vimala vyaktitva [A ja pustakamAM AbAlabrahmacArI daMpati jatInabhAI ane bhAratIbenanuM dRSTAMta ApaNe AgaLa vAMcI gayA. temAM bhAratIbena (sA. zrI bhavyaguNAzrIjI)nA guruNI sA. zrI vasaMtaprabhAzrIjInA adbhuta jIvanavRttAMtane jatInabhAImAMthI jayadarzanavijayajI banelA siddhahastalekhaka munirAjazrIe viziSTa zailimAM Alekhela, "dharmadhArA" mAsikanA I.sa. 1995nA jAnyuArI mahinAnA aMkamAM pragaTa thayela lekha atre sAbhAra uddhRta karavAmAM Avela che. -saMpAdaka.] saMsaraNa kare rAkhe te paNa saMsAra, ane jemAM sarvatra asAra samabhAge sarjAyeluM sahajamAM sAMpaDe, te paNa saMsAra. mananI murAdo ne manasvIonA mAnanuM mardana karI mardane nAmarda jevo mAyakAMgalo karI nAkhato A saMsAra mArA mitrane paNa dasa varSa pahelAM sArabhUta bhAsato hato, kAraNa ke tene eka koDilI kanyA jaDI hatI, paNa Aje te koDilIe tene koDInA mUlya jevoya nahoto rahevA dIdho. dasa varSa pahelAMnAM kroDakroDa aramAno Aje AmaLAI-cImaLAI ne bhasmavat banI gayAM hatAM, kAraNa ke je paraNitA mATe mitra manane mAtA-pitA, bhAI-bhAMDuothI dUra dUra thaIne potAnI patnI mATe pAtharI dIdhuM hatuM, te potAnI Aje parAI banI gaI hatI, na jANe najIvI najIvI bAbatomAM rUsaNAM ne rodaNAM karI-karAvI teNI na sAsariyAMnI ke na piyariyAMnI tevI tumAkhI banI gaI hatI. mitre ghaNA prayatna karI lIdhA, paNa jyAre tenuM bhAgya bharaDAI gayeluM jAhera thaI gayuM, tyAre te potAnI vyathAne vahana na karI zakyo ne mArI pAse AvI potAnI vItaka vilApamaya svaramAM saMbhaLAvavA lAgyo. tenI manovedanA tenA mukhe maraDAI maraDAi kalavAI rahI hatI. tenI vAtono vAyaro vAvAjhoDuM bane te pahelAM ja mAre madhyasthI saMbhALavI yogya lAgI ne meM kahyuM... "mitra ! gAjyA meha varasyA vagara jAya. tArI patnIno palaTo paNa tevI ja kudaratanI lIlA samajaje. A saMsAramAM koIMkanI mAninI to koIkanI bhaginI, koIkanA pitA ke koIkanA bhrAtA, koIkanI mAtA ke koIkanI paraNitA, mitra-kalatra sau koI RNAnubaMdhamAM avaLAM-savaLAM UtarI zake che. temAMya bhavobhavanI bhramaNA bhAMgI nAkhI bhagavAnanI bhakti bhaNI laI janAra nArI ke sannArI to lAkhomAM ekane paNa bhAgye ja maLe. sagAIthI bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 255
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________________ lagnagALA vaccenA vAyadAnA sodA bhAgye ja napho karAvatA hoya che, kAraNa ke temAM mugdhane mugdhanA bhAvAvezathI vadhIne bIjuM tattva bhAgye ja hoya che." "sakhe ! tArI vAtamAM saMpUrNa satya samajAya che, moTI AzAo khoTI TharI. balke huM ja nirAzAmAM TharI gayo chuM. tArA sivAya kahevuM paNa kone mAre ?" mAro mitra maraNatola AghAta khAI sthiratAnA ja pApAta karato koInuM zaraNuM-taraNuM zodhato hoya tevuM tenI mukhamudrA spaSTa kahetI hatI, tyAre tene Azvasta karavA huM vyasta banI gayo houM tema salAhakAranI mudrAmAM goThavAI gayo ne eka satya, sAva satya vItaka kahevI zarU karI. "sAMbhaLa mitra ! saMsAra svayaM asAra AthI ja to kahevAya che. temAM patnInI vaphAdArI vaTalAya ke badalAya temAM Azcarya zuM ? tuM to eka vakhata saMsArakUpamAM kUdavA ja icchato na hato ne temAMya paDyA pachI panAruM AvuM paDyuM mATe tArI vedanA vadhI gaI, paNa tArI patnIe tane lagna pahelAM ja madhurA zabdo saMbhaLAvI je saMsAranI lagana lagADI tenI ThIka viruddha dizAmAM doTa bharanAra mane to te nAra yAda AvI rahI che, kumArI hatI tyAre to ThIka, paNa lagna pachI paNa kuMvArI rahI ane tenI khumArI kevI, khabara che?" mitra avAcaka banI mane nirnimeSa joI rahyo hato. tenA praznono tene koI uttara maLaze tevI AzAmAM teNe mauna ja rAkhyuM. tyAre huM adhIro banI satyakathAnAM eka pachI eka tIra choDato gayo. tene nirAzA nAgaNanA pAzathI mukta karavA, meM vArtA cAlu karI. "mitra ! sAMbhaLa, dharmamAM bhAta purAve tevuM nAnuM zahera khaMbhAta. kumArI vijayA bhAMDuomAM alaga taravaratI naTakhaTa kanyA hatI, teno gamo tophAna-mastI ne sastI bALasulabha ramatagamata, ghaNAno aNagamo banI. jatI. pAnanI dukAna upara rAtreya pahoMcI jatI ne cA-pANInI lijjatamAM potAnI vadhatI Ijjatano phAMko rAkhatI te bALA lagabhaga khaTapaTI nadI jevA veza vaTalAvatI rahetI. moDI rAtri sudhI pANIpUrI ne bheLapUrImAM pUrI vyasta rahetI te kanyAnuM bhAvi kevo palaTo khAze te vidhAtA vinA koNa jANI zake ? mAtA mULIbenanuM A pharajaMda tyAre mULamAM dharmathI vAsita nahotuM thayuM. arvAcIna paNa prAcIna prathA pramANe teNInI sagAI tenI nava varSanI nAdAna vaye vizA ozavAla jJAtinA jaina nabIrA zrI pravINacaMdra ramaNalAla pArekha nAmanA bALazrAvaka sAthe parivAsI prathAe karAvI dIdhI. te ummare sagAInA artha sAthe bALakane zuM sagapaNa hoya ? basa, vahetA divasothI bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo - 256
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________________ Annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn teNInI umara vadhatI cAlI, paNa je jhapa ummaravRddhinI hatI tethIya buddhi-zuddhinIvRddhi vadhu jhaDape thaI rahI hatI. dharma to Ameya gharanI khAnadAnInA tANAvANA rUpe vaselo hato. temAMya mAtAe upadhAna tapamAM jhaMpalAvyuM, sAthe kumArI vijayA paNa joDAI gaI, paNa sAva anicchAthI, kAraNa... kAraNa lagabhaga te prasaMganA ATha mAsa pUrve ja bhAMDuomAM anokhA eka bhAIe dhakSA aMgIkAra karI hatI. te prasaMga raMgIlI koDilI kanyAnA vilAsI raMgamAM jANe bhaMga pADI gayo hoya tema bhAI mahArAja sAheba hemacaMdravijayajInAM (hAlamAM pU hemacaMdra sUrIzvarajI) vairAgyavarALanAM vAdaLAM jANe kyAreka kyAreka varasI javA lAgyAM. bhAI maTI mahArAja banelA te bhAI paNa jabbara hatA mohavijetA, jemaNe sagAI to karI hatI paNa lagna thAya te pahelAM ja saMsAranI sagAI toDI nAkhI potAnI judAI sthApita karI dIdhI hatI, basa.. AvuM ja nimitte vaLI pharIvAra mita banI sAmethI AvyuM, jethI upadhAnanA nizrAdAtA pU. A. bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nI sabaLa ne saphaLa preraNA thakI vijayAe pAMca varSanuM brahmacarya aMgIkAra karI upadhAnanI mALA jANe potAnA hAthe ja paherI lIdhI. loko kahetA ke tuM to tArA bhAInI sAcI bahena banavAnI lAge che. paNa khabara che ke tArAM lagna thoDA divasomAM levAI jaze, pachI tAruM zuM? tArA vratanuM zuM?" mAro mitra vAta sAMbhaLatAM vadhu ekatAna banI gayo hato. temAMya jANe koI jAsusI kathAmAM have zuM Avaze-no prazna laTakato rahe tema tenuM mana paNa AgaLanuM prakaraNa sAMbhaLavA laTakI gayuM hoya tevuM mane lAgyuM. tenI vAcA potAnI vyathAmAM athavA mArI kathAmAM jANe baMdha paDI gaI hatI, tethI meM paNa bhAvAnumodanAnA bhAvAvezamAM tenA maunane lakSyamAM na lIdhuM ne mArI gADI AgaLa doDAvI. "ane kharekhara eka divasa to kharAkharIno khela khelAI gayo. brahmacAriNInA lagna lakhAI gayAM ne thoDA divasomAM to mohAdhIna kuTuMbe lagna laI paNa lIdhAM. mane-kamane eka kumArIne nArI banavAnuM saubhAgya maLyuM hoya tevo tAla thaI gayo. karamanu kI gata nyArI je kahevata che, tenA tathya jevI kahANI che. mitra ! kevA yoga ne kevA saMjoga racAya che kudaratanI lIlAnA ! saM. 2009nA kArataka mAsamAM upadhAna, temAM aMgIkAra thayela brahmacaryavrata. paNa jANe kudarata ja kasoTI karavA kaTibaddha hoya tema te ja varSanA mAha mAsamAM vivAha levAI gayAM, abaLA nArIne vyavahAra vaDIlono vahAlo karavo paDyo, paNa e kaMI abaLA na hatI, badhe brahmazastrathI sabaLA pannnnnnnnnnnnnnnka Annnnnd NO bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 1 257 AS S
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________________ banI gaI hatI." sahasA mitranI vAcA vAcALa banI gaI keTalAya samayanuM mauna tUTatAM ghaNA praznonI vaNajhAra vahAvI dIdhI. lagna ane brahmacarya? gharamAM piyaramAM rakajhaka kevI thAya? to lagna zuM kAma karyuM? 6 vaDilonA AghAta-pratyAghAta kevA hatA? pachI zuM thayuM? vagere vagere prazno mitranA mukhe vismaya rekhA pAtharI gayA hatA. mane paNa lAgyuM ke mArI mahenata saphaLa thaI rahI che. eka paMtha do kAja jevuM thayuM hatuM. eka to vratadhArInA vrata-aDagatAnAM ovAraNAM tathA anumodanAno lAbha maLI rahyo hato, sAthe mitranA ekAMta-zUnya manavanamAM sahAya karavA ane mitratAnuM mUlya cUkavavAno anero avasara hato. mitranA vividha praznoe mArA bhAvAvezamAM vividha raMgo pUryA. mAruM mitrakAma cAlu rAkhyuM. "mitra !! jovAnuM to havenuM pAsuM che. je prazno tane Aje thayA tevA keTalAyane AvI gayA che. vijayAnA durbaLa dehamAM sabaLa dehadhArI AtmA hato. tenAM parAkramano krama to have zarU thavAno hato. patidevane spaSTa vANIthI sumadhuratAthI samajAvyuM ke pote caturtha vratadhArI che, mATe lagna paNa kuMvArI rahevA Icche che, jethI temane anya koI ukela lAvavo hoya to lAvI zake che. svayaM saMyamanI bhAvanAthI bhAvita che. joke yuvAnInuM brahmacarya bolatuM hatuM. mATe teno pravAha sahana thAya tevo na hato, chatAMya pravINabhAI potAnA manane manAvavA niSphaLa prayAsa karatA rahyA. paNa nArIne brahmacarya sahajamAM prApta thayela hatuM ne narane te meLavavA jabbara puruSArtha karavAno hato. mATe beunI bhAva-raphatAramAM puruSano puruSArtha pAMgaLA jevo lAgato hato. mATe ja vijayAbahene phakta cha mAsa sAsaravAsa vasAvyo ne pAchA piyara pharyo. jo ke avAranavAra sAsare jatAM AvatAM. paNa te phakta aupacArika rUpe. pravINabhAI mana sAthe samAdhAna na karI zakyA jethI AghAtanA AMcakA anubhavavA lAgyA. be-traNa vAra to tabiyata tabIbI sahAyane AdhIna karavI paDI. AghAtanA pratyAghAta kyAreka to ApaghAta sudhInA khUNe laI AvatA hatA, ane mohano mAro evo to cAlyo ke dhaMdhA vigeremAM paNa vikSepa thavA lAgyo. jema atyAre mitra, tuM mUMjhANo che ne huM vahAre doDuM chuM, tema te vakhate bhAI mUMjhANAM hatA ne eka bAI bAMhedharI ApI bhAIne samajAvavA mathI rahI hatI, pharaka eTalo hato ke teNI pAse tArI patnI jevAM solapaNAM varSa bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 1 258
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________________ = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = papapa svipnano sohAmaNo saMsAra na hato, paNa teNIne te ja saMsAra bihAmaNo dekhAI rahyo hato, mATe ja vAyaDI vAtonA vAyadAnuM sthAna lIdhuM hatuM { saMyamapathanA phAyadA ane AtmAnuzAsananA kAyadAnI carcAe. sAsarA paNa vijayAbenane manAvatA rahyA ne sAthe potAnA manane paNa manAvavAnuM cAluM karyuM, putravadhUne vadhu to zuM kahI zakAya, paNa jo saMyamanI anumati Ape to putranuM zuM ane anumati na Ape to mumukSunuM zuM? beu praznoe maLI mati ja mUMjhavI dIdhI hatI. mitra! abaLA jyAre sabaLA bane che, tyAre te baLa karatAM. kaLano upayoga vadhu kare che." vacamAM ja mitra sahasA bolI UThyo, "to zuM vijayAbahene dIkSA lIdhI ? pachI zuM thayuM?" javAba jarUrI hato paNa taiyAra ja hovAthI kahevAmAM huM sahaja kahI UThyo.. "mitra ! lasaratI yuvAnImAM lasalasatuM brahmacarya joDAya to sonAmAM, sagaMdhanI upamAya jhAMkhI paDe ne ! te brahmatejanI tejasvI tAkAta kayo tarakhATa na sarja? are ! badhuM ya avaLuM savaLuM banavA lAge, vibo to UbhI pUMchaDIye bhAge. vijayAbahene manovijayanA pagathAre pagaluM bharI ja didhuM hatuM pachI maMjhila to svaye nikaTa thavA lAge ne ! sAsarIne manAvavAmAM niSphaLa vijayAbena piyaranI pAlakhImAM besI, varasIdAna varasAvI, saMvata 2011nA vaizAkha suda 7nA dikSita banIne ja jhaMpyAM. jIvananI vasaMtaRtu yuvAnI, tevI mohaghelI avasthAmAM vasaMtaRtunAM suMdaraphaLa saMyamane prApta karanAra 6 vijayAbahenane temanAM prazAMta ne viduSI guNI-guru thakI "vasaMtaprabhAzrI"nuM suMdara nAma maLyuM. navA parivAranAM pradAdI mahArAja pU. sAdhvIjI caMdrazrIjI ma. sA., dAdI mahArAja samabhAvI pU. subhadrAzrIjI ma. sA., ne guruNInA gauravasthAne maLyAM hatAM saraLasvabhAvI pU. raMjanazrIjI mahArAja. | pitA aMbAlAlabhAInI lADakavAyI potAnI mahecchA AMbI ja gaI, eTaluM ja nahi paNa aDhAra varSanI bALA jANe ekasAthe hajAra parAkrama karavAnI jhaMkhanA sevatI hoya tema krama upara kramamAM parAkramanA vikrama sarjavA 3 sajAga banI. mATe ja jinazAsananuM moMgheruM ratana banI gaI. mitra! have tuM ja vicAra, ke saMsAramAM sAra nahi hoya tyAre ja badhIya anukULatAmAM baLatA hRdaye saMsAra tyajI dIdho haze ne ? A vAta nahi, paNa satyaghaTanA che. tenA sAra rUpe eTaluM ja nItAravAnuM ke tAruM ke anyanuM duHkha paNa zI visAtamAM che? kharekhara to mArI draSTie taraMgI ne manasvI patnInI mamatA to tArI ke samatAnuM kAraNa ja banavI joIe. kAraNa ke teNIye tane to saMsAranuM svarUpa kevuM hoya teno namUno ApIne upakRta karI dIdho che. mArI draSTie to bhaluM Rannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo . 259
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________________ thayuM bhAMgI jaMjALa, sukhe bhajAze zrIgopALa.' mitra to vAta sAMbhaLatAM kharekhara potAnuM duHkha bhUlI ja gayo hato, teTaluM ja nahi, teno AtmA koI mahAtmA jevo nirmaLa banI rahyo hato tevuM mane tyAre lAgI AvyuM, jyAre teNe navI utkaMThA ThAlavatAM navo prazna choDyo, "sakhe ! tArI pAsethI sAMbhaLatAM mane to vicitra-anubhava kaMpArI rUpe thaI gayo. mAruM mana have hAzakAro nahi paNa hAyakAro ja anubhavaze, paNa tArI vArtAno raMga evo to lAgyo che, ke pachI zuM thayuM te jaNAvIza, to ja mane zAMti thaze, Aje ja balke atyAre ja kahe ke pachI zuM thayuM ?" je udyAnamAM amAro vArtAlApa cAlI rahyo hato, tyAMthI sUrajadeva nityakarma bajAvI. vizrAma hetu pAchA vaLI rahyA hatA, pakSIo paNa sUryadevanI sAme potAnA AvAsamAM vaLI rahyAM hatAM, mATe meM paNa pAchA vaLavAnA mUDamAM vaLato javAba vALyo. "cAla mitra ! ghara tarapha paga upADa, jo aMdhAruM phelAI rahyuM che. paNa mane have tane je prakAza maLyo che tethI AvuM aMdhAruM nahi naDe, tArI jijJAsAnA javAbamAM saMkSepamAM eTaluM ja ke..." ame beu ghara tarapha vaLavA vacamAM mArga kApavA ne mitrane haju vadhu vicArazIla banAvavA cAlatA kadame ja meM AgaLa calAvyuM ne rasto kApyo... mitra ! jo, jema ApaNe udyAnamAM hatA chatAM paMkhIDAMnA gItagAnamAM bhAna bhUlyA ne ApaNAmAM ja ekatAna rahyA. temaja jenI dRSTimAM sRSTinuM je vAdaLuM dekhAya che tenA upara tenI ja vRSTi varasI rahe che. pUrvabhavano koI yogabhraSTa jIvAtmA bAkI rahela yogano saMoga sarjAvA ahIM AvI paDyo hato, ane joga-saMjoge tene yoganA kSetramAM praveza-patra maLI gayo, pachI zA mATe atra-taMtra manane bhaTakavA mokalAve ? mAsakSamaNa, siddhitapa, zreNItapa, dharmacatapa, cattArI aTha-dasa hoya, vIsa sthAnaka, varasI tapa, 17-16-15-12-11 upavAsa, aThThAI, saMkhyAbaMdha akrama-chaThTha, vardhamAna tapanI pacAsa oLIo, sahaja sahajamAM sAdhI, sAdhvI pramukhA banI gayA. vaMzavelAmAM hAla 21 mumukSuonI jIvana naiyAnAM khelaiyA banI gayAM che. saMsArI pati pravINabhAI rAgavaza dIkSAnuM nAma sAMbhaLatAM kamakamI jatA, teo ja pAchaLathI sAdhvIjI zrI vasaMtaprabhAzrIjIne manomana namI gayA, ane Ajeya prasaMge prasaMge potAnI puNyalakSmIno sadyaya karI yatkiMcit RNa utAravA jAgRta che. ane lokanA avAjamAM avAhano sUra vadhu saMbhaLAto hato te sau Aje dIkSAnAM kAraNonI aphavAhanA prAyazcitta peTe jANe Aje vAhavAha bolAvavA mAMDyAM che, puruSane chAje tevAM bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo - 260 W
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________________ Aaaa annnnnnn0AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAnnnnnnnnnnnnnn parAkramonA krama pakhI pU. A. yazodevasUrijI ma. sA. nA tapasvI ziSyaratna ! pU. A. trilocanasUrijI ma. sA. paNa A anerAM sAdhvIne kamAu dIkarA gaNI vadhu kamANI karavA ne karAvavA dUradUra mahArASTra, muMbaI, gujarAta uparAMta kaccha-karNATaka sudhI vicaravA AjJAo detA rahyA, hAle teo zrI pU. yazodevasUrijInA prazAMta ziSyaratna pU, dhanapAlasUrIzvarajInI AjJA taLe pravarte che, tathA sau vaDIlo mATe eka Adarza banI gayela che. ugravihArI-mitAhArI-svaupadhinAM svayaMdhArI vizALa ziSyApraziSyAothI bhArI durbaLa dehamAM paNa zaktizALI-vacanasiddhithI TaMkazALI- AzAtAvedanIyane sahiSNutAthI khALI navanavI avanavI sAdhanA karanAra A sAdhvIjI samudAyanA tapa-tyAgAdithI bhAvita thaI svayaM pU. A. bhuvanabhAnu- sUrIzvarajIe paNa "jaMga-e-bahAdura'nuM biruda ApI dIdhuM che. chatAMya temanAM pratyakSa darzana karIza to kadAca sAcA vezamAM sainika jevo bahAdura pariveza tane paNa nahi dekhAya, mATe koI anerI draSTi vaDe ja temanA jIvana-kavananI kamanIyatA kaLI zakAze. svayaM vidUSI che, paNa badhuMya vaDIlo ane khAsa dAdI gu. ma. tathA guruSI raMjanazrIjInA upakArano paDachAyo banI jIvana jIvI rahyAM che." gharanI sAva nikaTa ame beu mitro pahoMcI gayA hatA, mATe have vikhUTA paDavAnA hatA, paNa Ajano svarNima sUraja jANe pote DUbI gayo hato paNa mArA mitranA aMta sthaLa upara apUrva prakAza pAtharI gayo hato. have tenI pAse navo koI prazna na hato paNa meM joyuM ke tenuM haiyuM halavAI gayuM hatuM, AMkho bharAI gaI hatI. AMsu cokkasa harSanAM hatAM, na ke potAnI vipattisabhara svArthanAM. te sAva mauna rAkhI ghara AvyA pahelAM ja phakta sAmAnya IzAro karI vikhUTo paDI potAnA ghara tarapha prayANa karI gayo, tyAre te tenI bhadrikatA-saraLatA ne vihavaLatAnA vicitra saMgamasthaLa jevo mane lAgI Avyo. tene dUra-dUra jato huM joto rahyo, basa joto ja rahyo. pachI to mArAM nayanomAMthI paNa amRtabiMdu jharI paDyAM, kadAca mitranI mitratAmAM sAtha pUrAvavA, bhAta pUrAvavA. 112H mAre audArika dehadhArI manuSyane nathI paraNavuM ! kumudabenanuM adbhuta parAkrama yauvananA uMbare AvelI vAMkaDiyA vALavALI, namaNI nAjuka sukumALakAyAvALI rUpALI ane sAthe ja guNiyala potAnI putrI bena mATe (bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 21 AN AANAAAAAA noon
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________________ MOANAnon = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = mAtapitA-bhAIo sAro mUratiyo zodhatA hatA ane eka divase svajano potAnI pasaMdagInA mUratiyA tathA emanA saMbaMdhIone kanyA jovA laI AvyA. kanyAne sArI rIte vezabhUSA AdithI taiyAra thavAnuM jaNAvavAmAM ja! AveluM paNa A zuM? banI ThanIne suMdara rIte AvavAnI apekSAvALI A kanyA to phATelI tUTelI sADImAM, vikharAyelA vALamAM, nokarANInI jema laghara vaghara kapaDAmAM sAmA pakSavALA samakSa hAjara thaI. AvI gamAra aNadhaDa kanyAne koNa pasaMda kare? eo potAno spaSTa abhiprAya jaNAvIne ravAnA thayA. kanyAe AvuM zuM kAma karyuM? nA, ene audArika dehadhArI mAnavane potAno hAtha ApavAnI bhAvanA nahotI. enuM mana azarIrI evA anaMtA siddha bhagavaMto sAthe ekameka thaI javAnuM hatuM ane mATe ja ene cAritra dharmane varavAnI tIvra tAlAvelI lAgelI. potAne managamatA sthaLe javuM kAMI saheluM thoDuM ja hatuM. svajano ene thoDA emane ema cAritradharmane sIdhI rIte soMpI de? potAne jaldIthI cAritra maLe e mATe ero jinabhakti, gurubhakti, ubhayakALa Avazyaka, svAdhyAya uparAMta tyAga ane tapano abhyAsa karavA mAMDalo. vastra AbhUSAmAM khUba ja sAdAI, saMthAre zayana, cha mAsa sudhI eka ja sADIno upayoga. roTalI-pANI yA roTalI dALathI calAvavAnI neTa prekTIsa, kaDA vigaI ane dahIMno mULathI ja tyAga. bhAInA lagna vakhate paNa dALa-bhAtanuM sAdu bhojana vagerethI eNIe potAno vairAgya majabUta banAvyo ane svajanone paNa potAnA vairAgyanI pratIti karAvI. ekavAra to cAritradharmane bheTavAnI utAvaLamAM e gherathI chAnImAnI ! bhAgI gayelI. "dIkSA rAjIkhuzIthI jaldIthI apAvIzuM evI svajanonI khAtrI pachI ja e ghera pAchI pharelI. enA vairAgyanI pAkI khAtrI thayA pachI mAtApitA bhAIo Adie ene rAjIkhuzIthI aDhAI mahotsavapUrvaka cAritra apAvyuM. ApaNA gAmanI kuMvArI mUrtipUjaka kanyAnI A prathama ja dikSA che ! e jANI sANaMda saMgha paNa ullAsamAM hato. sANaMdanA e kanyA ratnanuM nAma che kumudabena kezavalAla saMghavI. 21 varSanI bharayuvAna vaye e pravrajita banyA. pU. bApajI mahArAja arthAt pU. AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya siddhisUrIzvarajI ma.nA samudAyanA gauravavaMtA sAdhvI pAlatAzrIjI banyA. bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje rekara
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________________ 'cothA ArAnA sAdhvI' tarIkenI suMdara chApavALA, AtmakalakSI e sAdhvIratnanA 50 varasanA sudIrgha nirmaLa saMyamaparyAyane loko Aje mAnabhera jhUkI paDe che. dhanya sAdhvIjI ! dhanya zrI jinazAsana ! 113: saLaMga 180 upavAsanA mahAtapasvI a.sau. vimalAbAI vIracaMda pArekha jaina zAsanamAM tapazcaryAnuM adbhuta sthAna che. janma janmAMtaronA karmone kApanAra agara koI hoya to te tapa che. tapanA prabhAvathI ja arjunamAlI tathA daDha prahArI jevA ghora pApI paNa kaivalya ane muktine pAmyA che. pAmara AtmAne paramAtmA banAvanAra tapadharma Aje paNa jayavaMta che. akabara bAdazAhanA samayamAM caMpAzrAvikAe saLaMga 180 upavAsa karela tevI ja rIte vartamAnakALamAM, mULa lodI (rAjasthAna) nA paraMtu hAla madrAsamAM rahetA a.sau. zrImatI vimalAbAI vIracaMda pArekhe 180 upavAsanI ugra tapazcaryA zrIdeva-gurunI asIma kRpAthI khUba ja zAtApUrvaka paripUrNa karI che. 100 upavAsa pachI divasamAM phakata eka ja vAra ukALeluM pANI vAparatA. temanuM pAraNuM mAgasara sudi 14 tA. 27-12-93 somavAranA adhyAtmayogI pa.pU. A.bha. zrImadvijaya kalApUrNa-sUrIzvarajI ma.sA. nI tAraka nizrAmAM phakata 1 dANAnA AyaMbilathI ja thayela ! -...A tapazcaryA paNa teozrInI ja pavitra nizrAmAM thayela. AnAthI agAu vimalAbAIe nIce mujaba tapazcaryAthI jIvanane dhanya banAvyuM che. saLaMga 9,11,15,17 upavAsa, be vAra 16 upavAsa, 68 upavAsa, 15 covihAra upavAsa, siddhitapa (dareka pAraNAmAM byAsaNAnA badale 1 dANAthI AyaMbila), upavAsanA pAraNe AyaMbilathI varSItapa (A varSItapanA aMtamAM mAsakSamaNa karI tenuM pAraNuM 1 dANAnA AyaMbilathI karela.), vardhamAna tapanI 34 oLI, eka ja dhAnyathI navapadajInI 11 oLI, 1 ja dANAnA AyaMbilathI navapadajInI 7 oLI, tathA saLaMga 31, 51, 120 AyaMbila ItyAdi. kharekhara, AvA tapasvI dharmAtmAonI ArAdhanAnI jeTalI anumodanA karIe teTalI ochI che. mahAtapasvInI vimalAbAI pArekhane tapazcaryA karavAmAM aMtarAya na nAkhatAM sahAyaka bananAra samasta pArekha parivAra paNa khUba khUba dhanyavAdane bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 263
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________________ pAtra che temanuM saranAmuM nIce mujaba che. 412 minTa sTrITa, madrAsa, pIna 600079 (phonaH pa15766) (114: saLaMga aThThama tapa sAthe 7 charI saMghomAM pAdavihAra karatA mahA tapasvI kaMcanabena gaNezamalajI amIcaMdajI sAmagotA pa 'saM. 2053 mAM phAgaNa sudi 3 no zubha divasa hato. rAjasthAnamAM Avela nADalAI tIrthathI prayANa karIne zaMkhezvarajI mahAtIrtha tarapha jaI rahela cha'rI pAlaka yAtrA saMgha anukrame uparokta divase uttara gujarAtamAM Avela visanagara zaheramAM padhAryo. saMghavI zrI tArAcaMdajI ratanacaMdajI parivAranA saujanyathI nIkaLela A charI saMghamAM yuvA jAgRtipreraka. vidvataya susaMyamI pa.pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrIvijaya guNaratnasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. nizrAdAtA tarIke birAjamAna hatA. yogAnuyoga te divase amArI upasthiti paNa visanagaramAM ja hatI. jethI pUrvaparicita AcArya bhagavaMtAdi caturvidha zrIsaMghanA darzanArthe ame paNa visanagarathI doDheka ki.mI. nA aMtare khetaramAM jyAM saMghano paDAva hato tyAM gayA hatA. AcArya bhagavaMtazrInI amRtamaya vANInuM zravaNa karavAnI khAsa bhAvanA hatI. paraMtu saujanyazIla, udAradilanA pUjyazrIe prathama mane ja pravacana ApavA mATe Agraha karyo. Akhare pUjyazrInI AjJAne ziromAnya karIne thoDIvAra prAsaMgika pravacana karyuM, jemAM caturvidha zrIsaMghanA viziSTa ArAdhakonI khAsa anumodanA karI. che tyAre eka zrAvake jaNAvyuM ke A saMghamAM eka zrAvikA aThThamanA pAraNe aThThama karIne roja pAdavihAra karI rahyA che ! visanagara vigerethI AvelA zrAvaka-zrAvikAone paNa temanA darzanano lAbha maLe te mATe e tapasvI bahenane UbhA thavAnI vinaMti karavAmAM AvI. tyAre acakAtAM acakAtAM e bahene UbhA thaIne hAtha joDIne sahune praNAma karyA. AvI ugra tapazcaryA karavA chatAM paNa temanI mukhamudrA upara chavAI rahelI adbhuta prasannatA ane apUrva teja joIne sahu Azcarya mugdha banI gayA ! jANe roja 3 TAIma bhojana karatA hoya tevuM lAge !... pravacana pUruM thayA bAda sarvamaMgala thayA pachI temanI ArAdhanAnI vizeSa vigato jANavA mATe temane pravacanamaMDapamAM ja keTalAka prazno pUchyA. bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje . 24
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________________ AnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnAAAAAANNNAAAAnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn sAmAyikamAM rahelA e tapasvI zrAvikA kaMcanabene (u.va.56) AtmazlAghA thaI javAnA bhayathI kAMIka acakAtAM chatAM paNa guruAjJAne ziromAnya karIne vinamrabhAve je pratyuttaro ApyA teno sArAMza nIce mujaba che. rAjasthAnamAM pAli jillAmAM Avela khImADA gAmanA vatanI A zrAvikA hAla muMbaI-parelamAM rahe che. nAnapaNathI ja temanA dAdImAnI preraNA ane AzIrvAdothI temane dharmano raMga lAgyo hato. tyArabAda lagna pachI paNa potAnA bimAra mAtuzrInI sAta varSa sudhI khUba sevA karavAthI temanA paNa khUba AzIrvAda maLyA. ane pachI kensarathI gherAyelA bimAra sAsunI doDha varSa khaDe page sevA karavAthI temanA paNa bharapUra AzIrvAda maLyA hatA. A traNeya AtmAonI sevAthI maLelA aMtaranA AzIrvAdone ja teo potAnI AdhyAtmika pragatimAM mukhya kAraNa tarIke vinamrabhAve jaNAve che. ane jemane paNa AtmavikAsa sAdhavo hoya temaNe potAnI upakArI vaDilonI khAsa sevA karIne temanA aMtaranA AzIrvAda prathama meLavavA ja joIe ema teo bhArapUrvaka jaNAve che. vaDilonI AMtaraDI kakaDAvIne koI game teTalI ArAdhanA kare to paNa temane sAcI zAMti ane saphaLatA maLatI nathI. uparokta traNeya vaDilonA AzIrvAdanA prabhAve kaMcanabene potAnA jIvanamAM nIce mujaba ArAdhanAo karela che. (1) atyAra sudhImAM sAta cha'rIpAlaka saMghomAM aThThamanA pAraNe aThThamathI pAdavihArapUrvaka tIrthayAtrAo karI che. trIjo upavAsa hoya ke pAraNAno divasa hoya to paNa temaNe kadI vAhanano upayoga karyo nathI !!! (ra) 4 mAsakSamaNa karyA. temAMthI be mAsakSamaNa to charIpAlaka saMghamAM kya che. temAM paNa 20 upavAsa sudhI to cAlIne ja yAtrAo karI. pachI sakala saMghanA khUba AgrahathI bhagavAnanA rathamAM pUjAnA vastromAM prabhujIne laIne teo besatA !... paraMtu yAMtrika vAhanamAM besatA nahi. (3) 14 varSItapa karyA che. (4) 140 aThThAI tathA 240 aThThama karI che. (5) siddhitapa be vAra. (6) zreNitapa be vAra (7) samavasaraNa tapa cAra vAra. tathA bhadra tapa be vAra. (8) cattAri aThTha daza doya tapa 1 vAra. (9) 4 vAra soLabhatuM. 5 vAra 15 upavAsa tathA 3 vAra 17 upavAsa. (10) vIzasthAnaka tapa tathA traNeya upadhAna karela che. (11) 36 varSanI uMmare sajoDe brahmacaryavrata svIkArela che. saMtAnamAM >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> (bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo . 25
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________________ phakata eka ja putra bAbulAlabhAI che. (12) roja be TAIma pratikramaNa, jinapUjA vigere ArAdhanAo cAlu che. (13) roja sAmAyikamAM pAMca ke tethI vadhu bAMdhI navakAravALIno jApa kare che. jethI ekathI vadhu vakhata navalAkha navakAra mahAmaMtrano jApa karela (14) 20 varSathI teo kadI chuTA moDhe rahyA nathI. ochAmAM ochuM biyAsaNAnuM paccakakhANa to hoya ja !.. (15) cAritra na laI zakAya tyAM sudhI keTalIka vastuono tyAga che. saranAmuM niyAmata Teresa, vardhamAna javelarsanI upara, DaoN. bATalIvAlA krosaroDa (DaoN.AMbeDakara roDa) parela, muMbaI 4000 12, phonaH 41 37862 ghare. 115: 1 upavAsathI mAMDIne kramazaH 8 upavAsathI | varSItapo karanAra mahAtapasvI sarasvatIbena kAMtilAla - - - - - vi.saM. 2021 mAM pU.munizrI kalasavijayajI ma.sA. AdinuM cAtumasa rAdhanapura zaheramAM (ji. banAsakAMThA) hatuM. tyAM eka bALavidhavA mahAtapasvI sarasvatIbena kAMtilAla nAme zrAvikA hatA. vaidhavya bAda temaNe potAnA jIvanane tapomaya banAvI dIdhela. koI divasa saLaMga be divasa bhojana karyuM nathI. upavAsa-AyaMbila AditapazcaryA cAlu ja hoya.. eka divasa teo vyAkhyAna samayathI pahelAM upAzraye AvyA. vaMdana karIne sIdhA 16 upavAsanA paccakakhANa lIdhA! 16 upavAsa zAMtithI pUrNa thayA. 17 mA divase munivaro ! navakArazInA samaye rAha jotA hatA ke teo pAraNAthI pahelAM gocarI mATe ? bolAvavA Avaze. paraMtu teo to vyAkhyAna samaye AvyA ane ? sADhaporisI ekAzaNAnA paccakakhANa lIdhA. tenI sAthe abhigraha paccakakhANa paNa lIdhuM. vA vAgye abhigraha pUrNa thayuM tyAre ekAsaNuM karyuM. huM - bIje divase vyAkhyAnamAM AvyA ane vaMdana karI sIdhA 15 upavAsanA paccakakhANa lIdhA te zAMtithI pUrNa thatAM karI bIjA 15 divasanA upavAsanA paccakakhANa lIdhA. zAsanadevanI kRpAthI nirvighnatAe ! pUrNa thayA. Eii bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo . 24 E
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________________ - - - >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> Ama 47 divasamAM phakata eka ja divasa vAparavAnuM temAM paNa abhigrahapUrvaka ekAsaNuM .. A mahAtapasvI zrAvikAe potAnA jIvanamAM bIjI paNa herata pamADe tevI tapazcaryA karI che. (1) upavAsanA pAraNe blAsaNAthI varSItapa. 20vakhata. (2) chaThThanA pAraNe cha4thI varSItapa-20vAra. (3) amanA pAraNe amathI varSItapa bevAra : (4) 4 upavAsanA pAraNe 4 upavAsathI varSItapa bevAra. (5) 5 upavAsanA pAraNe pa upavAsathI varSItapa () 6 upavAsanA pAraNe upavAsathI varSItapa. (7) 7 upavAsanA pAraNe 7 upavAsathI varSItapa. (8) 8 upavAsanA pAraNe 8 upavAsathI varSItapa (apUrNa) (9) siddhitapa (10) zreNitapa (11) cattAri- aThTha-daza-doya ta5 (12) samavasaraNa tapa (13) siMhAsana tapa (14) cha vAra mAsakSamaNa (15) 25 vAra aThThAI (16)21-32-44-45-51 upavAsa) (17) paMcaparameSThInA kula 108 upavAsa(18) 24 tIrthakaranA kula 300 upavAsa (19) vardhamAna tapanI 3pa oLI (20) mahAvIra svAmI bhagavAnanA 229 chaThTha (21) pArzvanAtha prabhunA gaNadharanA 10 chaThTha (22) 20 viharamAna tIrthakaronA 20 chaThTha (23) 24 tIrthaMkaranA 24 chaThTha (24) mahAvIra svAmI bhagavAnanA 11 gaNadharonA 11 chaThTha. vigere A uparAMta charI pALatA saMghomAM joDAIne aneka tIrthonI yAtrAo dvArA paNa samyakdarzanane nirmaLa banAvela che. tapazcaryAnI sAthe samyakajJAnAbhyAsa paNa suMdara karela. temanA saMsArapakSe bhatrIjIe saMyama svIkArela che. teo sAgara samudAyamAM sA.zrI niraMjanAzrIjI ma.sA. tarIke suMdara cAritra pALI rahyA che. sirasvatIbena Aje hayAta nathI. saM.2035 mAM mAgasara vadi 2 nA aThThAInA pAraNe aThThAInA cAlu varSItapamAM ja temano svargavAsa thayela che. paraMtu temanA atyaMta anumodanIya tapomaya jIvananuM daSTAMta atre anumodanArthe raju karavAmAM Avela che. kharekhara, zrI jinazAsananI balihArI | che ke temAM AvA aneka ArAdhaka ratno pAkI rahyA che !] non-con nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnny meM bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 267 AS
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________________ nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn 116: aThThAI tathA soLabhattAthI varSItapa karanAra mahAtapasvI sarasvatIbena jasavaMtalAla kApaDiyA mULa surata pAse kaThora gAmanA vatanI paraMtu varSothI suratamAM rahetA mahAtapasvI suzrAvikA zrI sarasvatIbena jasavaMtalAla kApaDiyA (u.va.70) e potAnA jIvanamAM karela atyaMta anumodanIya tapazcaryAnuM lIsTa vAMcatAM ke koIpaNa sahRdayI vAcakanuM mastaka ahobhAvathI jhukayA vinA ane baMne hAtha joDAyA vinA na ja rahI zake. A rahyuM temaNe karelI tapazcaryAnuM lIsTa 108 upavAsa - 1 vAra 70 68 - - " (charI pALatA saMghamAM !) pAMca vAra 1 vAra 10. - 30vAra chaThThatapa - 229 vAra (bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInI cha8) soLabhattA (16 upavAsathI) varSItapa- 1 vAra aThThaI (8 upavAsathI) chaThThathI 1 upavAsathI " - 2 vAra(kula 5 varSItapa) { siddhitapa - 1 vAra bhadratApa -" cattAri-aThTha-daza-doya tapa - " kSIra samudra tapa -" ItyAdi temanuM saranAmuM nIce mujaba che. galemaMDI - goLazerI, ghara naM. 6/1049 surata - 395003. R ja bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje . 248)
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________________ -------------- -------***************************************** (117H mahAtapasvI caMdrAbena bAbulAla saMghavI) khaDakI pUnA) nivAsI mahA tapasvI suzrAvikA zrIcaMdrAbena bAbulAla saMghavIe potAnA jIvanamAM karelI adbhuta tapazcaryAnuM lIsTa re vAMcatAM koIpaNa sahRdayI vAcakanuM mastaka ahobhAvathI jhUkayA vinA, baMne hAtha bhaktithI joDAyA vinA ane mukhamAMthI "dhanya tapasva" jevA udgAro sarI paDayA vinA nahi rahe. A rahyuM temanI tapazcaryAnuM lIsTa. 4mAsI, aDhI mAsI, mAsakSamaNa-2, sauLabhatuM vigere. * aThThAI tapa 150 vAra, * pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanA 108 akama tathA bIjA 1000 thI vadhu aphama. * mahAvIra svAmI bhagavAnanI 229 cha8. * varSItapa- upavAsa, chA, tathA amathI eka eka. * 3 vAra vIza sthAnaka tapa, upavAsa, cha, tathA amathI. * zreNitapa, siddhitapa, kaMThAbharaNapa, cAri adazadoya tapa. * dharmacakratapa, zatruMjayatapa, akSaya nidhi tapa vigere. * kSIra samudra, samavasaraNa, siMhAsana, mokSadaMDaka vigere tapa. * vardhamAna tapanI 101 obI. * saLaMga AyaMbila eka vAra 825, bIjI vAra 500. * 24 bhagavAnanA ekAsaNA-12 vAra. * AyaMbilathI upadhAna, zatruMjayanI 99 yAtrA, cha mahinAnA charI pAlaka saMghamAM yAtrA. * navalAkha navakAra mahAmaMtrano jApa ItyAdi. dhanya che AvI tapapariNativALA AtmAone ! avAra navAra AvA koI tapa karIkarma khapAvI aMte aNAhArI pada pAmavAnI ApaNane paNa sAcI bhAvanA jAge evI prabhune prArthanA karIe. 118: apramatta tapasvInI ratna jhamakubena lAlajI khonA pUrvanA mahA munivaro mA khamaNanA pAraNe mAsakhamaNa jevI ugra tapazcaryAo apramattapaNe karI zakatA hatA. A vidhAnamAM Adhunika jamAnAmAM jo koIne jarApaNa atizayokti jevuM lAgatuM hoya temaNe = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = (bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 269
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________________ mahAtapasvInI suzrAvikA zrIjhamakubena (uM-va.60 lagabhaga) nA darzana karavA jevA che. mULa kaccha- nalIyA gAmanA ane hAla muMbaI-muluMDamAM rahetA jhamakubene karelI ke apramata tapazcaryAnuM varNana sAMbhaLatAM bhalabhalA nAstikanuM mastaka paNa ahobhAvathI jhukayA vinA rahe nahi. ugra tapazcaryAnI sAthe temanI apramattatA. kharekhara anumodanIya che. aThThAInA pAraNe aDhAI cAlatI hoya chatAM 8mA upavAse paNa teo khaDe page badhAnI sevA karatA hoya. navA AgaMtukane kalpanAmAM paNa na Ave ke jhamakubenano Aje 8 mo upavAsa ho eTalI badhI prasannatA sadaiva temanA mukha upara chavAyelI hoya. jo evaThThA saMghayaNanA ekavaDA bAMdhAnA sUkalakaDI zarIrathI paNa AvI mahAna tapazcaryA apramattapaNe ane prasannacitte thaI zakatI hoya to che vajaaSabha nArAca vigere majabUta saMghayaNavALA pUrvanA mahAtmAo ke mAsakhamaNanA pAraNe mAsakhamaNa jevI tapazcaryA karI zake temAM atizayokti ke asaMbhavokti mAnavAne koI kAraNa rahetuM nathI. jhamakubenanI mahAna tapazcaryAnI rUparekhA nIce mujaba che. (1) aThThAInA pAraNe aThThAI (sAMkaLI annaI) 31. aThThAInA pAraNe paNa mAtra 2 dravyathI ekAsaNuM hoya. (2) bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe 1ra. varSanA chadmastha kALamAM karela tapazcaryA. 12 aThThama, 229 chaThTha, 7ra pakSakSamaNa, 12 mAsa kSamaNa, be doDhamAsI, be aDhImAsI, be trimAsI, cha bemAsI, nava comAsI, eka chamAsI, eka chamAsImAM 5 divasa ochA. badhA maLIne kula 4149 upavAsa jhamakubene paNa karela che. (3) zreNitapa (111 divasanA A tapamAM kula 83 upavAsa tathA 28 vyAsaNA karavAnA hoya che.) (4) siddhitapa (4pa divasanA A tapamAM kula 36 upavAsa tathA 9 vyAsaNA karavAnA hoya che. (5) chellA vIseka varSathI dara varSe cha e aThThAIomAM 89 upavAsa kare che. () cattAri-a-daza-doya tapa. (7) 13 kaThiyArAnA nivAraNa nimitte saLaMga 13 aThThama (8) saLaMga 500 AyaMbila. jemAM phakata be ja dravyathI AyaMbila karatA. (9) samavasaraNa tapannakula upavAsa 64. (10) siMhAsana tapa (11) pAMca kalyANaka tapa. atIta covIzI- anAgata covIzI- vartamAna covIzI- vIza viharamAna tathA 4 zAzvata jina e rIte kula 96 tIrthakaronA pa-5 kalyANakanA kula 480 upavAsa. dareka pAraNAmAM sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtone ullasita bhAvathI supAtradAna ApI, 4-5 bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo . 270 AS
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________________ sAdharmikonI bhakti karyA pachI ja pAraNuM karela . (12) mahAbhadratapa=A tapamAM prathama zreNimAM 1-2-3-4-5-6-7 upavAsa eTale ke kula 28 upavAsa Ave. pAraNAmAM ekAzaNuM ja karatA. AvI rIte kula 7 zreNinA 196 upavAsa tathA 49 pAraNA maLIne 245 divase A tapa pUrNa thAya che (13) bhadrottaratapa= A tapamAM kula 5 zreNi hoya che. dareka zreNimAM 5-6-7-8-9 upavAsa ekeka pAraNAnA aMtare karavAnA hoya che. eTale 175 upavAsa tathA 25 pAraNA maLI 200 divase A tapa pUrNa thAya che. (14) bhadratapaH- A tapamAM pAMca zreNi hoya. dareka zreNimAM 1-2-3-4-5 upavAsa ekeka pAraNAnA AMtare karavAnA hoya che. eTale kula 75 upavAsa ane 25 pAraNA maLI 100 divase A tapa pUrNa thAya che. dareka pAraNAmAM byAsaNAnA badale jhamakubene ekAzaNA karela che. te paNa moTA bhAge be dravyathI ja ekAzaNA karela che. (15) dharmacakra tapa=prAraMbha tathA pUrNAhutimAM eka eka akrama ane vacce 37 upavAsa ekAMtare karavAnA ema kula 82 divasamAM A tapa thAya che. (16) be varSa sudhI dara mahine covihAra aThThama tapa karela. temAM pArzvanAtha bhagavaMtanA bhavya prAcIna tIrtho hoya tyAM jaI 3 divasa tyAM ja aThThama sAthe rokAI jApa, bhakti vigere karatA ane pAraNuM bIjA koI tIrthamAM jaI prabhubhakti vigere karyA bAda karatA. (17) zaMtrujyatapaH- pAlitANAmAM be comAsA karyA. baMne vakhata, chaThTha tathA be aThThama karela. (18) be varSItapa karela. (19) chellA 35 varSamAM ekAMtA upavAsathI ochuM tapa temaNe karela nathI. arthAt saLaMga be divasa kadI vAparyuM nathI ! Aje paNa temanA ekAMtarA upavAsa cAlu che. dhanya AvA tapasvI AtmAone. zrIjinazAsana AvA tapasvI ArAdhaka AtmAothI gauravavaMtuM che. ApaNe paNa * AvA tapasvI AtmAnA jIvanamAMthI kaMIka preraNA meLavIne, AhArasaMzA upara kAbU meLavI, dehAdhyAsathI mukta banI, AtmAnA aNAhArI padane prApta karavA kaTibaddha banIe e ja maMgala bhAvanA. saranAmuM :- jhamakubena lAlajI ghelAbhAI khonA. C/. vIracaMda lAlajI khonA. A sAMIdhAma epArTamenTa- 7 me mALe, parasottama kherAja roDa, muluMDa (vesTa)- muMbaI 400080 phona H 5619022/8553737 bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 271
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________________ nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnAAAAAAAAnAnnAAAANNNANANANANnnn 119H saLaMga 33 varSItapanA tapasvI - khetabAI kAnajI (khetAmA) kaccha - devapura gAmamAM khetAmA' tarIke suprasiddha tapasvI zrAvikAnuM mULa nAma "khetabAI kAnajI' (uMmara varSa 92) emanA tyAganI, satkAryonI jhalaka ApaNe joIe. pote vepAra karIne tathA khetInA dhaMdhA vi.karIne bacAvelI mUDImAMthI prAyaH 3 lAkha rU. jeTalI rakamanuM dAna deva-guru-dharmanA kAyomAM karyuM che. nAnI moTI vividha tapazcaryAmAM 33 to saLaMga varSItapa karyA che. temAM traNa varSItapa cha8,aTTama thI ane temanA ujamaNA vakhate prabhajano cAMdIno caMdaravo, ghaMTa, pUjana mATe cAMdInA pATalA vigere ghaNIcIjo bheTa Apela che. vaLI dehAdhyAsa kevo maMda ! varSItapanA pAraNAmAM maga, kAMjInI apekSA nahIM.bAjarAno roTalo, chAza ane caTaNI ATalI vastumAM saMtoSa. pagamAM caMpala nahIM. gAdalA ke godaDI para sUvAnuM nahi. muMbaIthI zikharajI tathA zikharathI pAlitANA vigere aneka charI pAlaka saMghomAM temaNe saMghamAtA banavAno lahAvo lIdhela. sAdhu-sAdhvI bhagavaMtonI apUrva sevA-vaiyAvacca kare. yoganiSThA susA.zrI guNodayAzrIjI ma. sAheba paNa bimArInA samayanAM, aMtima divasomAM emane baMgale rahyA hatA. tyAre khetAmAe. emanI ghaNI viziSTa bhakti karI uttama lAbha lIdho hato evo khetabAI mAtAjInA tapa-tyAgano vAraso emanA suputromAM paNa jovAya che. (1) suputra visanajIbhAI. temaNe paNa saMghapati banI jIvanamAM keTalAka abhigraha lIdhela che. dA.ta. jinamaMdira baMdhAvavuM, pratimAjI bharAvavA. siddhAcalanI 99 yAtrA karAvavI. ane jyAM sudhI A abhigraha pUrNa na thAya tyAM sudhI amuka ja dravyonA vaparAza sAthe kAyama ekAsaNuM karavuM ane sAthe roja be kalAka muMbaI harakizanadyasa hospITalamAM sevA ApavI. ghaNA varSothI devapuramAM temanA taraphathI pakSIone roja 25 kilo juvAra tathA kUtarAone zA kilo roTalA naMkhAya che. vaLI emanA bIjA suputra "bAbubhAI e tadana nAstika hatA. paraMtu yoganiSThA pU.pU. sA.zrI guNodayAzrIjI ma.sA. nA saMparkathI jIvana palaTAI gayuM. jIvanamAM dharmanuM vapana thayuM. ane e upakArI guru mahArAja pratyeno avihaDa samarpita bhAva bolI uThayo- "jyAM sudhI guru ma. svasthatA (zArIrika) na pAme tyAM sudhI sarva anAjano tyAga." paraMtu guru ma. nI gojhArI ghaTanAthI badhAnI samajAvaTathI mAMDa mAMDa mAnyA. Aje paNa jIvanamAM eonA pratye evI ja zraddhA che ke 24 kalAka guru mahArAja mArI sAthe che. mane koI jAtano news 'bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 1 272
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________________ bhaya nathI. jIvanamAM tyAga paNa ghaNo ja che. hAla ghaNA samayathI teo phakata be vastu- bAjarAno roTalo ne chAza upara jIvI rahyA che. [A lekha maLyA bAda samAcAra maLyA che ke tapasvI khetAmA svargavAsI thayA che. chatAM 33 varSItapanI mahAna tapazcaryA karanAra hovAthI temanuM dRSTAMta anumodanArthe atre prastuta che. mumukSu avasthAmAM temaja dIkSA bAda devapuramAM cAturmAsa daramyAna khetAmA nA anekavidha sadguNono pratyakSa paricaya paNa thayo che = saMpAdaka. saranAmuM :- visanajI kAnajInI kuM. mahAlakSmI cA bhaMDAra, gAMjAvAlA bilDIMga, tAradeva nAkA, muMbai-34 phona H 4947149 : 120: 25 varSItapanA ArAdhaka, ugratapasvinI suzrAvikA nAnabAI premajI sAvalA mULa kaccha guMdAlAnA vatanI paraMtu hAla muMbaI pAlamAM rahetA ugra tapasvInI suzrAvikA zrIMnAnabAIe vi.sa.2028 mAM brahmacarya vrata aMgIkAra karyuM ane te ja varSe mAsakSamaNanI ArAdhanA karI. tyArabAda bIjA varSe saM. 2029 thI varSItapanI ArAdhanA cAlu karI te Aja sudhI akhaMDapaNe cAlu che hAla temano 25mo varSItapa cAlu che. emanI sAthe temanA jeThANI gaMgAbena paNa varSItapamAM joDAyA ane 13 varSItapa sudhI sAthe ja tapazcaryA karI ! nAnabAIe 25 varSItapa daramyAna eka chaThThathI tathA eka akramathI paNa varSItapa karela che !.... taduparAMta 4 vakhata siddhitapa, dharma cakratapa, pAMca vakhata 11 upavAsa, 14 upavAsa, 16 upavAsa, 20 upavAsa, dara varSe paryuSaNamAM aThThAI, caitra tathA Aso mahinAnI oLImAM upavAsanA pAraNe AyaMbila, dara varSe 25 aThThama vigere tapazcaryA paNa cAlu varSItapo daramyAna temaNe karI che !.... ekavaDo paraMtu khaDatala bAMdho dharAvatA nAnabAI yuvatIne paNa zaramAve tevA utsAhapUrvaka potAnI sAdhanA AgaLa dhapAvI rahyA che. roja pratikramaNa, sAmAyika, vyAkhyAna zravaNa, navakAra mahAmaMtrano jApa, prabhu prArthanA vigere ArAdhanA paNa niyamita karI rahyA che. saranAmuM :- 331 kailAsa koTeja, rUmanaM. 1, TelIphona ekSacenjanI bAjumAM, naMdA pATakara roDa, pAli (pUrva) - muMbaI-400057. bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo - 273
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________________ ANNAAAANNNANNANANANANANANAnnnnnnnn 121 H apramatta tapasvInI mainAbAI kacaradAsajI coraDiyA uilillllllliiliiliitilitillutillllllllllllllllllll yeravaDA (punA) nivAsI suzrAvikA zrImainAbAI kacaradAsajI coraDiyA (u.va.pa0) potAnA jIvanamAM khUba ja apramattapaNe anumodanIya ArAdhanA karI rahyA che. A rahI temanI ArAdhanAnI vigata. roja phakata rAtre 12 thI 2 sudhI be kalAka ja ArAma kare che. bAkIno samaya apramattapaNe ArAdhanAmAM vItAve che. chellA 25 varSathI roja 15 sAmAyika, 5 kalAka mauna, navakAra mahAmaMtranI 15 bAdhI mALA, 1 logassanI mALA tathA 1 namItyAMnI mALAno jApa kare che. chellA 15 varSathI saLaMga varSItapa cAlu che. temAM paNa mahinAmAM 5 cha4 tathA 1 Ama temaja 10 mAsakSamaNa, 51 upavAsa jevI moTI tapazcaryA karI che! 11 varSathI roja 108 khamAsamaNa pUrvaka paMcaparameSThI bhagavaMtone vaMdanA kare che. 10 5 varSanI uMmarathI mAMDIne Aja sudhI saLaga rAtribhojanano tyAga che. game tevA kaTokaTInA prasaMgomAM paNa rAtre acUka covihAranuM paccakakhANa kare che saLaMga 6 mahino AyaMbila karela che. 25 vAra 10 paccakakhANa karela che. upavAsanA divase 3 prahara divasa pasAra thayA pachI ja pANI pIe. chellA pAMca varSathI AjIvana brahmacaryavratano sajoDe svIkAra karela che. temanA pati paNa temane tapa-japa vigere dharmakAryomAM sAro sahayoga ApI rahyA che. upara mujabanI suMdara ArAdhanAnA prabhAve mainAbAInA AtmAmAM amuka { prakAranI labdhi temaja AMkhomAM tapanuM apUrva teja pragaTa thayela che. aneka bimAra vyaktione temaNe navakAra mahAmaMtranA smaraNapUrvaka hAtha pheravIne nIrogI banAvyA che. eka vakhata temanA pati uparathI paDI gayA hatA. joradAra coTa lAgI hatI. tyAre paNa temane davAkhAnAmAM laI javAne badale navakAra mahAmaMtranA yogathI ja ThIka karyA hatA. tapazcaryA daramyAna teo koInI paNa sevA svIkAratA nathI. apramattabhAvathI jJAna-dhyAnamAM lIna rahe che. pariNAme che temanA gharanA dareka sabhyomAM ThIka ThIka dhArmika saMskAro jovA maLe che. (122 : 5 varSanA lIlAbahena gAMdhInI 68 upavAsanI tapazcaryA sAthe 15 varSanI pautrI DimpalanA 30 upavAsa eka tarapha "grInIsabuka opha varlDa rekorDajha' mAM nAma noMdhAvavA mATe vadhumAM vadhu khorAka khAvAnI hariphAI karanAra ane jIbhanA caTAkA saMtoSavA ja bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 274 E
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________________ khAtara jAta jAtanI vAnagIo svAhA' karI janArA nabIrAo A duniyAmAM Thera Thera jovA maLe che. to bIjI tarapha A jaina zrAvikA lIlAbena prabhudAsa gAMdhIe 68-68 divasa phakata mAtra garama pANI laIne jaina dharmanI ajoDa tapazcaryA-upavAsa karela che. jainonA paryuSaNa parva prasaMge AvA mahAna tapa karanAra gaganavihAra khAnapuramAM vasatA A 65 varSanA bujharga chatAMya yuvAnane paNa zaramAve tevI sphUrti dharAvatA A zrAvikAe emanA jIvanamAM karela aneka ugra tapanI yAdI jANIe to ApaNe ..........dha..dha..thaI uThIe ! 45 upavAsa, 36 upavAsa, 31 upavAsa, 31 upavAsa, 30 upavAsa, pANInA paNa tyAga sAthe 14 vakhata 8 upavAsa (aThThAI), pANI levA pUrvaka 30 vAra 8 upavAsa, eka varSathI vadhu samaya sudhI traNa upavAsa nA pAraNe traNa upavAsa (akramathI varSItapa) tathA be upavAsanA pAraNe be upavAsa (chaThThathI varSItapa) be vAra eka varSathI vadhu samaya sudhI upavAsanA pAraNe upavAsa (be varSItapa), temaja upavAsa, AyaMbila ane upavAsa (upavAsa-AyaMbilano varSItapa) A rIte kula pAMca varSItapa, satata 500 divasa saLaMga 500 AyaMbila (tela maracA-mIThAI-phruTa vinAnuM mAtra bAphelA anAjanuM ja bhojana ekavAra levuM tene jainadharmamAM AyaMbila kahevAya che.) vardhamAna tapanI 53 oLI, zreNItapa, siddhitapa, samavasaraNatapa, siMhAsanatapa jevA jaina dharmanA aneka mahAna ane dIrgha tapa bhUtakALamAM karI cUkanAra A zrAvikAe A varSe 11 AyaMbila para lAga lagATa 68 upavAsa karela che. 45 upavAsa sudhI to derAsaramAM badhA mATe caMdana ghasatA hatA. pachI makkamatAthI badhAMe niSedha karatAM baMdha karyuM. cAraso varSa pahelAM mogala samrATa akabarane potAnA cha mahinAnA prakhara tapathI prabhAvita karanAra caMpAzrAvikA, potAnA zraddheya jagadguru zrI vijaya hIra sUrIzvarajI ne potAnI tapa zaktinA pAvarahAusa' rUpe gaNAvatI hatI, tema A lIlAbahena paNa kahe che ke AvA adbhuta tapa karavAnuM sAmarthya emanA paramaguru svargastha jainAcArya yugadivAkara zrI vijaya dharmasUrIzvarajInI kRpAthI ane temanA piravAranA zrIvizvanaMdIkara jaina saMgha pAlaDImAM cAturmAsa rahelA jainAcArya zrI vijaya sUryodayasUrijI. tathA AgamavizArada zrInavakAra mahAmaMtranA ArAdhaka pUjaya paMnyAsa gurudevazrI abhayasAgarajI ma. nA paTTadhara jainanagara pAlaDImAM birAjamAna pU. paMnyAsapravarazrI azoka sAgarajI ma. tathA teozrInA praziSya khAnapura jaina saMghamAM birAjamAna pU. munirAjazrI sAgaracaMdrajI ma. dvArA navakAramaMtranI ArAdhanA prasaMge zrI navakAranA 68 bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 275 Guo
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________________ WANANONNnnn NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNAAAAAANAANNNNNNNAAN akSaronA anulakSyathI 68 divasanI ArAdhanAnI preraNA maLI. } lIlAbahenanI sAthe sAthe temanI pautrI Dimpala dilIpabhAI gAMdhI (u.va. 15. ) e paNa dAdImAnI sAthe 30 upavAsa karela che. bannenA pAraNA paryuSaNa parvanI pUrNAhuti bAda tA. 21-9-97 nA divase eka sAthe thayela. ja AjanA vilAsI vAtAvaraNamAM paNa AvI abhuta ane ugra tapazcaryA karanArA A tapasvIo biradAvavA jevA che. ("saMdeza" mAMthI sAbhAra udhdhata.) 123H mahAtapasvI kamalAbena). muMbaI khAramAM rahetA suzrAvikA zrIkamalAbena 108 aThThama tapanI ArAdhanA karI rahyA hatA. - saMghamAM jinAlayanuM khAtamuhUrta karAvavAno prasaMge upasthita thayo tyAre AgevAnone bhAvanA thaI ke AvA tapasvI suzrAvikAnA haste khAtamuhUrta thAya to sAruM. tethI temaNe kamalAbenane te mATe vinaMti karI. kamalAbene temanI vinaMtino svIkAra to karyo paraMtu jinAlayanA khAtamuhUrtano mahAna lAbha vagara caDAvo bolAvye potAne maLyo te badala bIjIvAra 108 aThThama karavAnI potAnI bhAvanA temaNe saMgha samakSa vyakta karI. sahu temanI AvI che uttama bhAvanAnI anumodanA karavA lAgyA. pachI to adhyavasAyomAM zubha bhAvonI abhivRddhi thatAM temaNe 108 aThThAI (8 upavAsa) karela zrIsaMghe temanuM yathocita bahumAna karela. dhanya che AvA tapasvI suzrAvikAne ane temanI kadara karanAra ke zrIsaMghane !" (124 roja 12 ki.mI.nA aMtare jinapUjA karavA jatA khetIbAI bhacubhAI deDhiyA kaccha-vAgaDamAM bhacAuthI 12 ki.mI. nA aMtare baMdhaDI nAme gAma che. tyAM khetIbAI nAme atyaMta dharmacusta suzrAvikA rahetA hatA. emanI janmabhUmi to manapharA gAma hatuM paraMtu temanA lagna baMdhaDI nAme nAnakaDA gAmamAM thayA hatA ke jyAM ekapaNa jinamaMdira na hatuM !... pUrva janmathI ja dharma saMskAronI mUDI laIne janmela khetIbAIne jinapUjA vinA varSa bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo. ra7 NN
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________________ 'kema cAle? eTale teo dararoja basa dvArA 12 ki.mI. nA aMtare Avela bhacAu gAmamAM jaIne jinapUjA ullAsa pUrvaka karatA. prabhupUjAmAM evA ekatAna banI jatA ke ghaNIvAra samayano paNa khyAla na rahe. TheTha bapore 1 vAgye pAchA ghare AvIne jAte badhI rasoI karIne pachI AyaMbila karatA ... kevI adbhuta haze emanI prabhu sAthenI prIta !.... gharanI bAjumAM ja jinAlaya hovA chatAM paNa niyamita jinapUjA ke prabhudarzananI paNa upekSA karanAra AtmAo khetIbAI nI prabhubhaktinI mastIne kayAMthI samajI zakaze ! jIvadayAnA bhAvo evA AtmasAta thayelA ke saMyogavazAtu pacAseka vakhata muMbaI javAnuM thayuM tyAre dareka vakhate aThThama karIne ja jAya jethI saMDAzano upayoga karavo ? ja na paDe. 3 divasamAM teo muMbaIthI acUkapAchA AvI jatA! jJAnarUci evI gajabanI hatI ke roja 8 sAmAyika karIne bhaktAmara stotra gokhatA. jJAnAvaraNIya karmanA udaye 8 divase ja sAmAyikamAM 1 gAthA mAMDa kaMThastha thatI chatAM paNa kaMTALyA vinA puruSArtha cAlu rAkhyo ane bhaktAmara temaja kalyANa maMdira stotra vi. kaMThastha karIne ja jaMpyA.... jJAna sAthe kriyAnI rUci paNa khUba ja anumodanIya hatI. jayaNA mATe Dagale pagale poMjavA-pramArjavAnI khUba ja kALajI rAkhatA. ghora tapazcaryAmAM paNa baMne TAIma UbhA UbhA ja pratikramaNa kare! tapanI rUci to evI ajaba gajabanI ke 35 varSanI uMmarathI ekAsaNA zarU karyA pachI game tevA saMyogomAM ekAsaNAthI ochuM paccakakhANa pAravA mATe aMtaHkaraNa kabUla ja na kare ! e ya ochuM hoya tema vardhamAna AyaMbila tapano ghaDo bAMdhIne oLIo zarU karI. prAyaH dareka obIno prAraMbha aThThama tapathI ja kare. 7 dravyathI vadhAre na vAparavAno saMkalpa! vacce ! covihArA upavAsathI varSItapa tathA cauvihAra upavAsathI vIsa sthAnaka tapa paNa caDatA pariNAme pUrNa karela! viza sthAnaka tapamAM cothabhaktanI oLI upara mAsakhamaNa karela ane vardhamAna tapanI 60 mI oLI upara soLabhatto karela !!!... 55 jeTalI to aDhAI karela che! AyaMbila tapa upara eTalo badho prema ke 500 AyaMbila saLaMga karyA ! bIjI vAra 1100 AyaMbila saLaMga karavAnI bhAvanA sAthe 256 saLaMga AyaMbila thayA tyAre temanA AMkhanI rozanI jatI rahI to paNa ekAMtarA 500 AyaMbila pUrNa karyA. 10 mahinA sudhI AMkhonI rozanI jatI rahI hatI to paNa ekAsaNAthI ochuM tapa na ja karya! Akhare emanI zraddhA baLe AMkho barAbara thaI gaI! nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnANNAAnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 277
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________________ ekavAra sakacUra nAmanuM atyaMta jherI jaMtu karaDyuM hatuM. enuM jhera evuM bhayaMkara hoya che ke 100 mAMthI ekAda kesa mAMDa bace. paraMtu AyaMbila tapanA prabhAve khetIbAIne kAMIjana thayuM!... tapanI sAthe sevAno saddaguNa bhAgye ja jovA maLe paraMtu emaNe to sagI dIkarI potAnI mAnI sevA kare evI rIte potAnA sAsunI suMdara sevA karIne AzIrvAda meLavyA hatA! khetIbAInA pati bhacubhAI skUlamAM heDa mAsTara tarIke hatA. temane paNa premathI samajAvIne dharmamAM evA joDI dIdhA ke 36 varSanI vaye temaNe sajoDe brahmacarya vratano svIkAra karI lIdho !" AcAra custatA evI ke rAtribhojana to koIpaNa saMyogomAM na ja thavA de. kayAreka bhacubhAIne skUlamAMthI pAchA pharatAM moDuM thayuM hoya ane sUryAsta thavAne mAMDa 2-5 miniTanI ja vAra hoya to bhareluM bhANuM kutarAne ApI de paraMtu rAtribhojana to na ja thavA de !!!... ATalI badhI ArAdhanA karavA chatAM paNa temane saMtoSa thato na hato. mAnava jIvanane kharekhara sArthaka banAvavo hoya to saMyama ja grahaNa karavuM joIe evI spaSTa samajaNa dharAvatA khetIbAIe potAnI baMne suputrIone saMyamanA mArge AzIrvAda pUrvaka mokalAvI. jeo Aje adhyAtmayogI papU A.bha. zrI vijayakalApUrNa sUrIzvarajI ma.sA. nA samudAyamAM sA. zrI subhadrayazAzrIjI tathA sA.zrIkRtadarzanAzrIjI ! tarIke suMdara saMmayanuM pAlana karI rahela che ! ATalethI paNa na aTakatAM potAne paNa dIkSA levAnI anumati ApavA mATe potAnA patine samajAvatA rahyA ane Akhare temAM saphaLa paNa thayA. saghUra jaMtunA jherathI bacavAno prasaMga banyA pachI temanA patie paNa temane dikSA levA mATe rAjIkhuzIthI anumati ApI dIdhI ane AjathI 7 varSa pahelAM papa varSanI uMmare temaNe khUba ja ullAsapUrvaka uparokta samudAyamAM saMyamano svIkAra karyo. khetIbAI maTIne sA.zrI saMyamapUrNAzrIjI tarIke navajIvana pAmyA ! agAu gRhasthapaNAmAM AtmAnI dharatI upara dharmanI khetI karIne ArAdhanAno mabalakha pAka pedA karavA dvArA svanAmane sArthaka banAvanArA khetIbAI dIkSA lIdhA pachI potAnA navA nAmane sArthaka banAvavA mATe ? bhagIratha puruSArtha karI rahyA che ! vardhamAna tapanI 100 oLI jotajotAmAM pUrNa karI ! temAM paNa 100 mI oLI phakata roTalI ane pANI vAparIne vihAra daramyAna pUrNa karI ane zaMkhezvara tIrthamAM koIpaNa jAtanA ADaMbara vinA atyaMta sAdagIpUrvaka pAraNuM karyuM! - - - - - - EE T bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 278)
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________________ ANAANNNNnnnnnnnnnnnnnn - 3 varSa agAu temaNe pAlitANAmAM cAtumasa karyuM tyAre dararoja taleTInI yAtrA karavA acUka jatA. cAturmAsa bAda girirAjanI 99 yAtrA ullAsapUrvaka pUrNa karI. pAlitANA jevA kSetramAM paNa kayAMya asUjhatI gocarI na levAya te mATe teo khUba ja kALajI rAkhatA ! rAtre paNa bahu ja alpanidrA laIne moTA bhAgano samaya jApamAM pasAra kare che. jyAre juo tyAre temanA hAthamAM mALA ke pustaka bemAMthI kAMIka acUka dekhAya ! vAtsalyAdi sadguNo paNa apUrva koTinA che. AvA uttama ArAdhaka AtmAnA jIvanamAMthI sahu yathAzakti preraNA meLave e ja hArdika zubhecchA. 125: kacchanI dhIMgI dharAno joI lyo ThATha eka mAtAnI dIkarIonI dIkSA thaI ATha !! pymrrvpttiyyyyyyyy AjathI lagabhaga 350 varSa pUrve sthUlibhadrasUrinI sAteya baheno yakSA, lakSadinA, bhUtA, bhUtadinnA, seNA, veNA ane reNAe dIkSA aMgIkAra 6 karela. tyArabAda hajI sudhImAM ATalI moTI saMkhyAmAM sagI bahenoe dIkSA 3 aMgIkAra karela hoya tevI koI ghaTanA banI na hatI. paraMtu tA. 13/2/1995 nA uparokta parAkramane paNa atikramI jAya tevI ghaTanA kaccha jillAmAM vAgaDa vistAramAM rApara gAme sarjAI hatI. rAparathI 21 ki.mI.nA aMtare Avela rAmAvAva gAmanA vatanI paraMtu vyavasAyArthe rAparamAM vasatA maNilAlabhAI chaganalAla mahetA ane temanA re dharmapatnI ratnakukSi suzrAvikA zrI kuMvarabAInI suputrIo anukrame vanitAbena, madhubena, bhAratIbena, cAMdanIbena, rozanIbena tathA jyotibena I.sa. 1978 thI 1984 sudhImAM dikSA grahaNa karI anukrame vaMditAbAI mahAsatIjI, mitAbAI mahAsatIjI, bhAratIbAI mahAsatIjI, cAMdanIbAI mahAsatIjI, rozanIbAi mahAsatIjI ane suvatAbAI mahAsatIjI tarIke saMyamanI suMdara sAdhanA karI rahyA che. temAM vaLI bAkI rahela be suputrIo zIlu bena tathA prItibene paNa tA. 13/2/95 nA saMyamano svIkAra karatAM ATha sagI bahenonI dikSAno vizva vikrama bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInA zAsanamAM noMdhAyo che. A baMne bahenonA nAma anukrame suhAnIbAI mahAsatIjI temaja priyAMzIbAI mahAsatIjI tarIke jAhera thayela che. ATheya baheno bAla brahmacAriNI tathA ucca ke vyAvahArika zikSaNa pAmela che. temanA eka ja sagA bhAI bhogIlAlabhAI (bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo. ra79)
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________________ mahetA che jeo rAparamAM vyavasAya karI rahyA che. ATheya bahenoe sthAnakavAsI lIMbaDI ajarAmara saMpradAyamAM dIkSA grahaNa karela che. ATheya baheno eka ekathI caDhe tevA hoziyAra che. temAMthI be mahAsatIjIoe 28 Agamo kaMThastha karI lIdhA che. bIjA naMbaranA mItAbAI mahAsatIjI khUba ja maunapriya ane AdhyAtmika sAdhanA parAyaNa che. temaNe saLaMga 12-1ra mahinAnA mauna paNa karela che. ekAMtarA divase mauna to ghaNIya vakhata rAkhe che. vyAkhyAna paNa khUba ja asarakAraka zailimAM Ape che. rAtre aDhI-traNa vAgye UThIne Agama sUtronA upara suMdara ciMtana kare che. koInIya niMdA karavI ke sAMbhaLavI nahi evI che temanI pratijJA che !.... TI.vI. viDIo ane byuTI pArlaro temaja phAIva sTAra hoTalonA A 6 vilAsI vijJAnayugamAM bharayuvAvasthAmAM badhI bhautika anukULatAone ! svecchAe parityAga karIne saMyama grahaNa karatI vakhate A dIkSArthIoe upasthita hajAronI janamedanIne saMbodhatAM kahyuM hatuM ke - saMyama amAro pakSa ane mokSa amAro lakSya che. have amo samabhAvanA sarovaramAM snAna karIzuM ane sAdhanAono zRMgAra dhAraNa karIzuM. anuSThAno amArI AtmajhaMkhanA banI raheze. saMyamanA svaicchika svIkAra sAthe amo saMsArane AkharI salAma karIe chIe. vizvamaitrI sAthe saMbaMdha bAMdhavA ame nAnakaDA ane kahevAtA sukhano tyAga karIe chIe tyAre ApanI AMkhomAMthI AziSa varasavI joIe, AMsu nahIM !"... ....."saMsAramAM sagavaDo che, paraMtu zAMti kyAM? koI kAma TevAna vinA senAna thatuM nathI. Donezana vinA eDamIzana nathI. oparezana vinA darda dUra karanArA nathI ! saMsAramAM vRddhAzramo, anAthAzramo, chuTTA cheDAnA banAvo, garbhapAto- kAnUnI ane gerakAnUnI A saghaLuM darda ja che. jyAre amo tapa, tyAga, sAdhanA, siddhi ane mokSa mArge prayANa karIne dardI banyA pUrve ja pUrNa nirAmaya svarUpe ja temAMthI bahAra nIkaLI gayA chIe. ahIM amAro satkAra thaI rahyo che paraMtu vAstavikatA e che ke sarvano tyAga kare ene sahu satkAre ".... dhanya che saMyamI AtmAone! dhanya che emanA mAtA-pitAne". dhanyate nagarI dhanya velA ghaDI, mAta-pitA kula vaMza".... (bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 280)
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________________ 126 : ratnakukSi Adarza zrAvikAratna pAnabAI rAyazI gAlA (cAMgaDAIvAlA) zAstramAM madAlasA satInI vAta sAMbhaLI che ? evI ja vAta ratnakukSi Adarza zrAvikA pAnabAI (u-va-68) nI che. mahAsatI madAlasA jema potAnA dareka saMtAnane pAraNAmAM jhulAvatAM jhulAvatAM "zukrosi buddhoDasi niraMjano'si, saMsAramAyA parivarjito'si" ItyAdi hAlaraDAM dvArA vairAgyanA susaMskAronuM siMcana karI saMyamanA paMthe vALatI tevI ja rIte suzrAvikA zrI pAnabAIe potAnA dareka saMtAnone nAnapaNathI saMsAranI asAratA daSTAMto dvArA samajAvIne vairAgyamArge vALyA che. (1) mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya (govAliyA TeMka-muMbaI) mAM rahIne elphinsTana kaoNlejamAM InTara sAyansa (Int.sc.) no abhyAsa karatA suputra manaharalAlane patro dvArA tathA vekezanamAM pratyakSa hitazikSA dvArA sadA prabhubhakti tathA satsaMganI preraNA ApI. tenI phalazruti svarUpe jyAre ene dharmano marma jANavAnI, pAmavAnI ane saMyama svIkAravAnI bhAvanA jAgrata thaI tyAre mAtA pAnabAIe AzIrvAda saha saharSa saMmati ApI. potAno putra moTo thaIne nAmAMkita DaoNkTara ke enjInIyara banIne potAne saMpatti sAthe gaurava apAvaze evI mohagarbhita vicAraNA dharAvatA pati rAyazIbhAInI 5-5 varSa sudhI rAha jovA chatAM saMyama mATe saMmati na maLatAM Akhare hiMmata karIne mAtA pAnabAIe potAnA saputra manaharalAla (hAla prastuta pustakanA saMpAdaka, tathA mArA gurudeva gaNivaryazrI mahodayasAgarajI ma.sA.)ne pAMca varSa sudhI paM.zrI harinArAyaNa mizra (vyAkaraNa nyAya vedAntAcArya) pAse saMskRta-prAkRta vyAkaraNa temaja SaTkarzana Adino abhyAsa karAvIne AzIrvAdapUrvaka saM. 2031 nA mahAsudi 3 nA kaccha-devapuragAmamAM saMyama paMthe prasthAna karAvyuM ! jeo Aje acalagacchAdhipati pa.pU. A.bha. zrIguNasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA ziSyaratna tarIke 45 Agamono abhyAsa karI, saLaMga 5 tathA4 mahinAnA mauna saha navakAra jApa vigere dvArA AtmasAdhanA sAthe tAttvika pravacano, vAcanAo tathA jenAM haiye zrI navakAra, tene karaze zuM saMsAra' ? temaja 'bahuratnA vasuMdharA' vigere pustakonuM saMpAdana-lekhana dvArA suMdara paropakAra temaja zatruMjaya tathA giranAranI sAmUhika 99 yAtrAo, aneka cha'rI pAlaka saMgho vigeremAM nizrA ApavA dvArA anumodanIya zAsana prabhAvanA karI rahyA che. bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo = 281
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________________ NAANNNNNNNNNNANnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn nonnnnnnnnnnnnnnn (2) suputrI vimaLAbenane paNa pa varSa sudhI yoganiSThA, tattvajJA pa. pUche viduSI sA. zrI guNodayAzrIjI ma. sA. pAse temaja paM. zrI harinArAyaNa mizra pAse ka karmagraMthanA artha temaja padarzana Adino abhyAsa karAvIne, suputra manaharalAlanI sAthe ja devapura gAmamAM dakSA apAvI. jeo hAla sA.zrI bhuvana zrIjI nA ziSyA sA.zrI vIragaNAzrIjI tarIke ullasita bhAvathI tapa-japanI suMdara ArAdhanA sAthe aneka jijJAsuone samyakajJAnanI lhANI udAradile karI rahyA che. (3) suputra dIpakakumAra (hAla uM.va.40 ) ne paNa kaccha-merAumAM, acalagacchAdhipati pa. pU. A. bha. zrI guNasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nI preraNAthI sthapAyela jaina tattvajJAna vidyApIThamAM, 4 varSa sudhI dhArmika temaja saMskRtano abhyAsa karAvI dharmamAM nipuNa banAvela che. temanI paNa saMyama svIkAravAnI khUba ja bhAvanA hovA chatAM potAnA vaDilo pitAzrI rAyazIbhAI, vayovRddha nAnImA devakAMbAI tathA mAtuzrI pAnabAI) nI sevA mATe saMsAramAM jalakamalavatuM nirlepabhAve rahIne potAnA prabhubhaktimaya ke brahmacArI jIvana dvArA temaja deva-guru kRpAthI svayaMskRrta sadgodha dvArA anekAneka AtmAonA jIvanamAM samyakajJAnano prakAza relAvI potAnA nAmane sArthaka banAvI rahyA che. pAnabAIne bAlyAvasthAthI ja satsaMga dvArA temaja kaccha-DumarAmAM kabubAInI jaina pAThazALAmAM dhArmika saMskRtano abhyAsa karavA dvArA saMyamanI bhAvanA jAgI hatI. paraMtu mAtA-pitAnuM pote ja eka ja saMtAna hovAthI saMyama mATe anumati meLavI na zakayA paraMtu upara mujaba potAnA dareka saMtAnone vairAgyanA paMthe vALIne ratnakukSi banyA che? Adarza zrAvikA pAnabAIe potAnI jabarI koThAsUjhathI vayovRddha che mAtApitAne dharmamArge vALIne varSItapa, vi. tapa karAvI zrAvakanA vrato svIkArAvyA. mAtA-pitAnI dravya-bhAva sevA karI temane aMta samaye paNa suMdara niyamiNA karAvI samAdhi pamADI. pote paNa niyamIta prabhupUjA, ubhaya TaMka pratikramaNa, zrAvakanA 12 vatono svIkAra, satsaMga, svAdhyAya-sadvAMcana, varasItapa- vIzasthAnakavardhamAna tapanI 45 oLI, navapadanI oLIo vigere tapazcaryA, sAdhu-sAdhvI bhagavaMtonI ullAsapUrvaka vaiyAvacca vyAkhyAna zravaNa, prabhubhakti, jApa vigere dvArA tattvatrayI (sudeva-gururUdhama) nI anumodanIya upAsanA temaja ratnatrayI (samyaphadarzana-samyakajJAna-samyakyAritra) nI suMdara ArAdhanA dvArA ane saMyamanA manoratha dvArA jIvanane dhanya banAvI rahyA bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 282 SN
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________________ A daSTAMtamAMthI preraNA meLavIne anya zrAvikAo mAtAo paNa pote dharmamaya jIvana jIvIne potAnA saMtAnone dharmanA susaMskAronuM sIMcana kare e ja bhAbhilASA mULa cAMgaDAI gAmanA vatanI hAla teo saMyogavazAt lAyajA . gAmamAM rahe che. saranAmuM sojANI DelI phaLiyo, mu.po. moTA lAyajA, tA. mAMDavI-kaccha pInaH 37047pa (anumodaka - munizrI devaratnasAgarajI) (127: ahiMsAnI devI sva. gItAbena bacubhAI rAMbhiyA AAAAAA je bhAratadezamAM nAnA nAnA ekendriya jIvothI mAMDIne paMcendriya sudhInA tamAma jIvone potAnA Atmatulya mAnIne temanI rakSA karavAno | re abhayadAna ApavAno upadeza ApanArA aneka tIrthaMkaro thayA che..bIjA paNa aneka karuNAvaMta saMto mahApuruSo pAkayA che ke jemaNe nAnA-nAnA jIvonI rakSA khAtara potAnA prANonI paNa paravA karI nathI AvA ahiMsApradhAna dezamAM Aje kALaprabhAve hajAro nAnA-moTA yAMtrika katalakhAnAomAM rojanA lAkho abola paMcendriya prANIo nirdayapaNe raheMsAI rahyA che tyAre ahiMsApremI aneka AtmAonI lAgaNI dubhAya te svAbhAvika che. tema chatAM Aje tathA prakAranA sarakArI kAyadAonA kAraNe e badhA katalakhAnAone baMdha karAvI devAnI vAta to azakyaprAyaH lAge che paraMtu jIvarakSA mATenA keTalAka kAyadAonI paravA karyA vinA gerakAyadesara rIte paNa roja hajAro lAkho jIvo katalakhAnA vigeremAM atyaMta niSpharapaNe halAla thaI rahyA che. AvA abola jIvonI rakSA kAje keTalAka virala narabaMkAo ane nArIratno Aje paNa potAnA prANonI paravA karyA vinA jhajhumI rahyA che. te paikI 3 varSa pahelAM ja pazurakSA kAje potAnI jAtanuM balidAna ApanAra gItAbena rAMbhiyAnI jhiMdAdilI kharekhara dAda mAgI le tevI atyaMta anumodanIya che. mULa kaccha-mundrA tAlukAnA rAmANIA gAmamAM janmelA gItAbena varSothI ! potAnA pati sAthe amadAvAdamAM mAMDavInI poLamAM rahetA hatA. atyaMta sAmAnya TbahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje pa 287 AS nonnnna nnnnnnn annanannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn nnnnnnnnnnn
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________________ Arthika sthitimAM ucharelA ane sAdagIbharyuM jIvana jIvatA gItAbenanuM hRdaya nirdoSa abola prANIo upara gujArAto amAnuSI atyAcAra joIne kakaLI UThatuM hatuM ane mardAnagIbharyuM dila dharAvatA teo potAnA jAnanA jokhame kasAIone damadATI ApIne temane tyAM veMcAvA mATe AvelA aneka pazuone choDAvatA ane pAMjarApoLomAM e pazuone jamA karAvI rasIda meLavI letA. amadAvAdanA vividha vistAromAMthI temaja AjubAjunA bIjA paNa aneka ThekANethI temaNe A rIte hajAro gAya, bheMsa, vAcharaDA, baLada, pADA, gheTA, bakarA vigerene bacAvIne jabaradasta puNya upArjana karela kasAIone paisA ApIne pazuo choDAvavA karatAM A rIte gerakAyadesara katala thatA pazuone bacAvavAmAM anekaghaNI hiMmatanI jarUra paDe che. paisA dvArA kasAIo pAsetI pazuo kharIdavA jatAM kasAIo paNa puSkaLa paisA mAMge che ane pachI e ja rakamamAMthI vadhAre pazuo tathA zastro kharIdIne vadhu jIvahiMsA kare che. AvI samaja dharAvatA gItAbena pazurakSA mATe zrI akhila bhArata hiMsA nivAraNa saMghamAM mAnada InspekTara tarIkene hodo dharAvatA hatA ane InspekTara tarIke puruSanA vezamAM sajja banIne sAthe hanTara tathA lAkaDI laIne potAnA sAgarItonI sAthe zaMkAspada sthaLe acAnaka game te samaye chApo mAratA. keTalIka vAra jhapAjhapImAM zArIrika IjA paNa thatI chatAM tenI teo paravA karatA na hatA. ane jIvo ne bacAvyAno UMDo AtmasaMtoSa anubhavatA hatA. temanI AvI uttama kArakIrdInA samAcAra saM. 2049 nA maNinagara (amadAvAda) mAM cAturmAsa daramyAna amane maLatAM emanA A zreSTha kAryane protsAhana ane sahayoga maLI zake e hetuthI ravivArIya jAhera pravacana daramyAna temanuM bahumAna karAvavA vicArela. temAM upasthita rahevA mATe temane rUbarU bolAvIne saMmati meLavI lIdhela paraMtu karmanI akaLa gatino koNa tAga pAmI zakayuM che ! bIje ja divase jyAre teo keTalAka pazuone kasAIo pAsethI choDAvIne pAMjarApoLamAM jamA karAvIne rIkSAmAM pAchA pharI rahyA hatA. temanI sAthe be saha kAryakaro paNa hatA. ginnAyelA kasAI yuvAno keTalAya samayathI gItAbenanuM kAsaLa kADhI nAkhavAnI yojanA taiyAra karI rahyA hatA. te mujaba dhoLe divase temanI rIkSAne AMtarIne be kasAI yuvAnoe gItAbenane aneka charInA ghA mArIne svargavAsI banAvI dIdhA hatA W...vIjaLIvege A samAcAra dezabharamAM prasarI jatAM Thera Thera jaina-jainetara hajAro saMsthAoe sabhAo yojIne A hiMsaka kRtyane vakhoDI bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 1 284 ma che s
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________________ AnnonnnnnAANANANNANANANNANANANANANAN AAAAAAAAAAAAAANAAN 74 ikADhela ane gItAbenane zraddhAMjali Apela. temanI aMtima yAtrAmAM 2 hajAronI mAnavamedanI umaTI hatI. amadAvAdanI tamAma dukAno svayaMbhU rIte baMdha rahI hatI. aMtyeSTInA samaye gItAbenanA pati zrIgaNubhAI rAMbhiyAe ghoSaNA karI hatI ke huM paNa mArA dharmapatnInA mArge jIvadayAnuM kAma karIza ane e ghoSaNA mujaba temaNe paNa potAnI jAnanA jokhame chellA 3 varSamAM svayaMsevako, yu. korporezana ane polIsano sahakAra meLavIne lagabhaga 10 hajAra uparAMta muMgA pazuone bacAvIne judI judI pAMjarApoLomAM mokalI ApIne abhayadAnanuM mahAna umadA kArya karyuM che. chellA 3 varSamAM moTA samUhamAM eka ja jagyAethI temaNe bacAvelA pazuonI yAdI nIce mujaba che. I.sa. 1994 kacchamAMthI 980 1995 sAbaramatI guDajhanTena vejalapura, zAha Alama 210 1996 kurezInagara, vizAlA hoTalanI sAme 254 = kula 2188 uparokta rIte jIvarakSAnA kArya mATe gItAbenanI smRtimAM nIce mujabanI be saMsthAonI sthApanA karavAmAM Avela che. (1) "gItAbena rAMbhiyA, smRti ahiMsA TrasTa" (2) "gItAbena rAMbhiyA parivAra cerITebala TrasTa" (gItA senA) rajI. naM. :- 1910 rajI. oNphisa - kAryakArI ophisa nAgajI bhUdaranI poLa , jhuMpaDAnI poLa, mAMDavInI poLa, mANekacoka mAMDavInI poLa, amadAvAda-1 phonaH 2141197 mANeka coka, amadAvAda-1 jIva saTosaTIno Avo khela ekalA hAthe to na ja khelI zakAya. te mATe evA kAryamAM kasAIonI sAthe hiMmatapUrvaka jhajhumI zake tevA yuvAnono ke sahakAra joIe. te mATe "gItAsenA" nAmanI yuvAnonI phoja paNa re bacubhAIe taiyAra karI che. jemAM koIka mAnada sevA Ape che jyAre bAkInA 6 jainetara yuvAnone yogya vetana paNa ApavuM paDe che. tethI uparokta saMsthAonA upakrame nAnA jIvane choDAvavAnA rU. 351 ane moTA jIvane choDAvavAnA rU. 601 no nakaro nakkI karavAmAM Avela che. jIvadayApremI janatAne apIla karavAmAM Ave che ke ApaNe pote jAnanA jokhame bIjA jIvonI rakSA karavA jeTalI hiMmata kadAca na ke nAnA nAnA bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje . 285 NN S
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________________ NANNAANNAAAaaaa dharAvatA hoIe to chevaTe potAnI jAnanA jokhame AvA umadA kArya karanAra che AtmAone Arthika rIte evA pagabhara banAvI daIe ke jethI teo vadhu ne vadhu utsAhapUrvaka AjIvana AvA uttama kAryo karatA rahe che jIvadayAnA sarva kAryakaronI hArdika anumodanA jainazAsananA rahasyonA marmavettA, dirghadaSTA, AryasaMskRti premI sUkSma tattvaciMtaka, zrAddharatna, sva. paMDitavarya zrIprabhudAsabhAI becaradAsa pArekhanI vicArasaraNInA AdhAre Aje suzrAvaka zrI araviMdabhAI maNilAla pArekha, goradhanalAlabhAI chaganalAla, mohanalAlabhAI juhAramala vigere "viniyoga parivAra" [bI-2/104, vaibhava jAMbalI galI, borIvalI (vesTa) muMbaI 400092, phona : 807781 saMsthAnA nejA heThaLa kAyadA dvArA katalakhAnAone baMdha karAvavA mATe tathA pAThayapustakomAMthI mAMsAhArane protsAhana ApanArA pATho dUra karAvavA mATe temaja jIvarakSA, saMskRti rakSA ane zAsanaraMkSAne lagatI anekavidha sampravRttio karI-karAvI rahyA che. che tathA te mATe uparokta saMsthAnA upakrame sva. prabhudAsabhAI becaradAsa pArekha tathA sva. veNIzaMkarabhAI morArajI vAsa vigerenuM satsAhitya prakAzita karI rahyA che je khUba khUba anumodanIya che. zAsanapremI, saMskRtipremI temaja jIvadayApremI { AtmAoe A sAhitya khAsa mananapUrvaka vAMcavA jevuM che. tevI ja rIte zrI kumArapALabhAI vI. zAha, zrI atulabhAI vI. zAha (kAMdIvalI), zrI jayezabhAI bhaNazAlI, zrI kalpezabhAI zAha, zrI saMjayabhAI vorA, zrI girIzabhAI zAha vigere suprasiddha yuvAno temaja DaoN. surezabhAI jhaverI, zrI hasamukhabhAI zAha (maNinagara) vigere pAMjarApoLone pagabhara banAvavA mATe, temaja gerakAyade katalane aTakAvavA mATe anekavidha satyavRttio karI rahyA che je anumodanIya che. mULa rAjasthAnanA ane hAla AMdhamAM AdonImAM rahetA rUganAthamalajI rUpacaMdajI tathA temanA sAthImitra pIlAzrIrAmakRSNa vizAkhA paTTanaMvAlA) paNa varSothI katala aTakAvavA tathA mAMsAhAra choDAvavA saphaLa prayAso karI rahyA che. zrI hiMsA virodha saMgha, zrI a.bhA. hiMsA nivAraNasaMgha, zrI ahiMsA mahAsaMgha, vigere saMsthAo paNa jIvadayAnA suMdara kAryo karI rahela che AvI vyaktione temaja saMsthAone tana-mana dhanathI sAtha-sahakAra ane protsAhana Apavoe pratyeka ahiMsApremI AtmAonuM kartavya che. suSu kiM bahunA? ETS bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjA 287 NR
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________________ 128 : kabUtaronI sevA karatA, jIvadayApremI suzrAvikA zrI ratanabena rAghavajI guTakA .................................!! vartamAnakALamAM eka bAju svArthAMdhatAne kAraNe dararoja lAkho kroDo abola pazu-pakSIonI nirdaya rIte katala thAya che tyAre bIjI bAju evA mUMgA pazu-pakSIone potAnA svajana samAna mAnIne niHsvArtha bhAve temanI sevA karanArA paNa keTalAka mAnavaratno A vizvamAM vidyamAna che... AvA niHsvArtha sevAbhAvI ArAdhakomAM kaccha-bAroI gAmanA vatanI ane hAla majhagAmamAM rahetA suzrAvikA zrIratanabena rAghavajI guTakA (uM. va. 55) ne paNa yAda karyA vinA kema rahevAya ? jyArathI temanA lagna thayA tyArathI eTale ke chellA 35 varSothI teo niHsvArthabhAve karuNAthI prerAIne bimAra kabUtaronI sevA karI rahyA che. 35 varSa pahelAM temanA paDosaNe temane eka bimAra kabUtara Apela. tenI sevA karatAM karatAM ratanabenane aMtaHpreraNA thaI ane temaNe potAnA gharamAM khAsa kabUtaro mATenA 2 kabATa vasAvyA jemAM kula 24 khAnA che. jemanI pAMkha kapAI gayela hoya, ke paga tUTI gayela hoya yA Doka maraDAI gaI hoya athavA AMkhe aMdhApo AvI gayo hoya ke lakavA grasta hoya tevA bimAra kabUtarone khAsa potAne tyAM rAkhIne potAnA hAthe temanI dareka prakAranI sAravAra karatA ratanabenane A zAMtinA dUta evA abola pakSIonI AMtaraDImAMthI je mUka duA maLe che. tenAthI temane khUba ja zAMti ane prasannatAno anubhava thAya che. koIpaNa prakAranA pramANapatra, golDa meDala ke prasiddhinI khevanA rAkhyA vinA kevala kartavyabuddhithI temanI A sevAnuM mizana 35 varSathI avirata cAlu che. dara mahine ekAdavAra teo potAnA kharce pakSIonA DokTarane bolAve che ane tevA prakAranI sAravAranI jarUriyAtavALA kabUtaronI DokTara dvArA sAravAra karAvaDAve che. bAkI to ATalA varSonA anubhavathI moTA bhAganA kabUtaronI svayaM ja sAravAra kare che. jIvadayAno temano A vAraso temanA saMtAnone paNa sArI peThe prApta thayo che. temanA eka suputra tathA eka suputrIe sarvajIvone abhayadAna ApanAra bhAgavatI pravrajyA (dIkSA) aMgIkAra karela che jeo Aje acalagacchamAM munirAjazrI ratnAkarasAgarajI tathA sA. zrI zrutaguNAzrIjI tarIke bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 287
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________________ saMyamanuM suMdara pAlana karI rahyA che, bIjA be suputro jitendra tathA bipIna paNa saMyamanI bhAvanA bhAve che. eka suputra pravINabhAInA 2 varSa agAu lagna thayA tyAre lagna divasathI ja temaNe saMkalpa karela ke jyAM sudhI kacchamAM vicaratA bhAI mahArAjanA darzana na thAya tyAM sudhI brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavuM. lagabhaga be mahinA bAda bhAI mahArAjanA darzana thayA tyAM sudhI saMkalpane sArI rIte pAra pADyuM !... lagna bAda ekAda mahinAmAM ja teo sajoDe pAlitANAM Avela tyAre yAvajjIva varSamAM cha aThThAIo daramyAna brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavAnA paccakkhANa mArI pAsethI lIdhA !... tathA uparokta saMkalpa mujaba abhigraha paccakkhANa paNa lIdhuM !... dhanya che AvI ratnakukSI suzrAvikAne ke jemaNe jIvadayAnuM jAte suMda2 pAlana karI niHsvArtha sevAno suMdara Adarza samAjane tathA saMtAnone paNa Apyo che. temanA dRSTAMtamAMthI preraNA meLavIne sahu zrAvaka-zrAvikAo AvI niHsvArtha sevA tathA saMyamanA saMskAro pote keLavI potAnA saMtAnone paNa tevA susaMskAro Ape e ja hArdika zubha bhAvanA. ** saranAmuM :- stanabena rAghavajI kezavajI zAha, 180/192 Do. maskAra hensa roDa, zropha bilDIMga - 2je mALe, majhagAma-muMbaI - 400010. 129 : zatruMjaya mahAtIrthanI 25 vAra navANayAtrA karanAra bhacIbena bhavAnajI canA 82 varSanI uMmare paNa DoLI vinA zrIsiddhAcalajI mahAtIrthanI 25mI vAra 99 yAtrA karanAra kaccha-godharA (tA. mAMDavI)nA suzrAvikA zrI bhacImA (u.va. 88)nI noMdha bhale grInIsa varlDa rekorDa bukamAM na thaI hoya paraMtu najare jonArA hajAro bhAvukonA hRdayamAM to temanI amITa chApa paDI. ja gaI che. kharekhara karmakSaya mATe zarIrabaLa karatAM paNa dRDha manobaLa ane AtmabaLanI ja pradhAnatA hoya che ane A vAta bhacImAe karela nIce mujabanI ArAdhanAthI sAbita thAya che. tapazcaryA (1) cAra mAsakSamaNa (2) 4 varSItapa (3) 35 aThThAI (4) pAMca soLabhattA (pa) zreNitapa (6) siddhitapa (7) vIza sthAnakanI 20 oLI (8) 24 tIrthaMkaranA 600 upavAsa, (9) 96 devanI 4 oLI (10) 500 AyaMbila (11) vardhamAna tapanI 59 oLI (12) navapadanI 25 oLI (13) traNa upadhAna tapa (14) jJAna pAMcama - AThama-agiyArasa -pUnama bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo = 288 +
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________________ = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = nnnnn papapa pAyo, upadhAna, parva tithiomAM upavAsa, AyaMbila, ekAsaNA, 4ra vakhata ! navapadajInI AyaMbila oLInI ArAdhanA (I.sa. 1975 thI 1996 sudhI) zrI pArzvanAtha tathA mahAvIra svAmI bhagavAnanA kalyANakomAM upavAsa, Adi tapazcaryA temaja siddhAcalajInI 99 yAtrA, pAlitANAmAM cAtumAsika ArAdhanA, vigere ArAdhanAo karI che. - dararoja savAre 3.30 vAgye UThIne sAmAyika laIne navakAra mahAmaMtrano jApa-dhyAna tathA prAyaH pratikramaNa paNa kare. navapadajInI oLI tathA paryuSaNamAM to acUka baMne TAIma pratikramaNa kare ja che. navapadajInI ghaNI oLIo phakta eka ja dhAnyanA AyaMbilathI karI che ! I. saM. 1975 thI 1994 sudhI aThavADiyAmAM pa divasa ekAsaNA temaja pavatithiomAM AyaMbila karatA. te vakhate teo umareTha gAmamAM rahetA hatA ane saravIsa mATe vaDodarA jatA hatA. I. sa. 1994 sudhI vaDodarAmAM amadAvAdamAM ke anya moTA zaheramAM kyAMya paNa javuM hoya to basa ke rIkSAmAM na besatAM page cAlIne ja jatA jethI roja 8-10 mAIla cAlavAnuM thatuM. AthI svAthya paNa sAruM jaLavAI rahetuM. paheravezamAM teo moTA bhAge sapheda vastro pahere che ane vastro jAte ja sIvI le che tathA vastro dhovA mATe dhobIne, kAmavALIne ke gharanA sabhyone paNa na ApatAM jAte ja dhoI le ane IsTarI paNa jAte ja karI le. kapaDA phATe to jAte ja sAMdhI le! eTaluM ja nahIM paraMtu chellA 25 varSathI potAnA vALa paNa paranA mANasanI madadathI jAte ja kApI le che !!!... aneka moTI DigrIo dharAvatA hovA chatAM, ane badhI anukULatA hovA chatAM moTI uMmare paNa teo potAnA dareka aMgata kAryo jAte ja karI le che. temano A sAdagI ane svAvalaMbitA (jAta mahetana jhIMdAbAda)no guNa kharekhara anumodanIya ja nahi paraMtu anukaraNIya paNa che. jayendrabhAI sArA lekhaka tathA vaktA paNa che. temanA lekho sughoSA, kalyANa vi. mAsikomAM chapAyA che. auraMgAbAdathI zikharajInA charI pALatA saMghamAM temane roja vaktavya mATe AmaMtraNa ApavAmAM Avela. "mAMsAhAra tyAga", "kaMdamULa abhakSya sAthI", "acitta pANInA phAyadA" "jaina dharmanI vizeSatAo" vigere viSayo uparanA temanA gAmegAmamAM thatA vaktavyothI jainataro paNa khUba ja prabhAvita thayA hatA. pADivathI pAlitANA temaja amadAvAdathI pAlitANAnA cha'rI pALatA saMghomAM joDAIne charInuM pAlana karavA pUrvaka temaNe yAtrA karela che. temanA dharmapatnI paNa umareThamAM garlsa hAyara sekaMDarI skUlamAM prinsIpAla hatA. tyAM jena ghara eka paNa na hovAthI vihAramAM AvatA jaina pnn bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 305 N TI - - Siaa NILE
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________________ sAdhu-sAdhvIjIone gocarI-pANI vahorAvavA vigere dareka prakAranI vaiyAvaccano hoMse hoMse lAbha letA. temaNe paNa pAlitANA, hastagiri, zaMkhezvara Adi jaina tIrthonI yAtrAo sAnaMda karI che. temanA suputra paNa B.E. ChiaaN sarakArI saravIsa kare che ane zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha bhagavaMta pratye khUba ja AsthA dharAve che. dara varSe zaMkhezvaranI yAtrA jarUra kare che. AvI rIte anya dharmAvalaMbI kuLamAM utpanna thavA chatAM satsaMga dvArA jaina dharmanuM ! viziSTa rIte pAlana karatA AtmAone jaina samAje khUba ja gauravabhera apanAvI levA joIe temaja temanuM avasarocita jAheramAM bahumAna karI upabRhaNA karavI joIe. protsAhana ane sAtha-sahakAra Apavo joIe jethI teo hajI paNa vadhu utsAha ane ullAsabhera jainazAsananI ArAdhanA karavA dvArA potAnA AtmAnuM kalyANa karI zake ane bIjA anekAneka AtmAone tevuM ArAdhanAmaya jIvana jIvavA mATe anukaraNIya udAharaNa rUpa banI zake. sazeSa kiMghahanA!.. jayendrabhAInuM saranAmuM nIce mujaba che. - 16 AbhAra sosAyaTI, S.R.P. peTrola paMpanI sAme, nijhAmapurA, vaDodarA-390002. phona: 0265-22462 (139 roja 18 kalAka jaina dharmanA pustako vAMcatA zaMkarabhAI bhavAnabhAI paTela gujarAtamAM rAjakoTa jillAnA mALIyA mIyANA tAlukAnA khAkharecI gAmamAM rahetA zaMkarabhAI paTela (u. va. 65)ne saM. 2047nA cAturmAsamAM khAkharecI gAmamAM birAjamAna adhyAtmayogI pa.pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrImad vijaya kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. nA AjJAvartinI pU. sA. zrI vanamAlAzrIjI ma. sA. AdiThANAnA satsaMgano lAbha maLyo. cAtumasimAM roja vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLatAM tathA sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonuM tapa-tyAgamaya AcAraniSTha jIvana joIne temane jaina dharma pratye bhAre ahobhAva jAgyo. , AnAthI agAu zaMkarabhAIe rAmAyaNa, mahAbhArata, bhAgavata, purANa vigere ghaNuM vAMcana karela. jenetara ghaNA sAdhu-saMto-saMnyAsIonA paricayamAM Avela. paraMtu kaMcana-kAminInA sarvathA tyAgI, AkhI jiMdagI pAdavihAra karatA, paMcamahAvratadhArI evA jaina sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonuM tapa-tyAga ane sadAcAramaya jIvana joyA pachI zaMkarabhAIne aMtaHspharaNA bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 30N
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________________ thaI ke kharekhara Avo tapa-tyAgamaya dharma ja zIdhra mukta apAvI zake. eTale ke jainadharma viSe vadhu ne vadhu jANavAnI temanI jijJAsA balavattara banatI gaI huM ane e jijJAsAne tRpta karavA mATe teo vyAkhyAna zravaNa uparAMta ahorAtrano moTA bhAgano samaya jaina dharmanA gujarAtI pustako vAMcavAmAM : gALavA lAgyA. rojanA sarerAza 18 kalAka jeTalo samaya jenA sAhityanuM ! vAcaMna karatAM teo jANe dharAtA na hatA. 3 upadeza prAsAda bhAga 1 thI 5. zAradA zikhara vigere ghaNA daLadAra pustako temaNe vAMcyA che. Aje jaina dharma viSe kalAko sudhI teo bolI zake che arabI-urdu-aMgrejI vigere bhASAo paNa teo jANe che. kurAnanI keTalIka AyAto paNa temane kaMThastha che. tA. 10-6-9nA kacchathI mAMDala cAturmAsa mATe jatAM rastAmAM khAkharecI gAmamAM zaMkarabhAInI mulAkAta thaI tyAre temaNe kurAnanI AyAto. artha sahita saMbhaLAvI tathA jaina dharma saMbaMdhI ghaNA gujarAtI duhAo bhAvavibhora banIne gAI saMbhaLAvyA. dararoja derAsaramAM jaIne prabhudarzana kare che tathA sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtone bhAvathI vahorAve che. khAkharecI padhAratA sAdhu-sAdhvIjI re bhagavaMtone AjubAjunA gAma sudhI vaLAvavA mATe teo sevAbhAve sAthe jAya che. kharekhara, jo mane jaina dharma vahelo maLyo hota to huM saMsAramAM paDI ja nahi. dIkSA ja laI leta. kAraNa ke saMyama vinA uddhAra nathI. have to uMmaranA kAraNe dIkSA laI zakuM tema nathI paNa have A jiMdagInA chellA zvAsocchavAsa sudhI jaina sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonI vaiyAvacca karato rahe jethI AvatA bhavamAM mahAvideha kSetramAM sImaMdhara svAmI bhagavAna pAse dIkSA laI zakuM" ATaluM bolatAM bolatAM temanI AMkho azrubhInI banI | gaI !!! kaccha kaTArIyA tIrtha ane mALIyA vacce sUrajabArI mukAme jyAM raNanA cheDe phakta upAzraya che tyAM rahIne sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonI niHsvArthabhAve (pagAra lIdhA vinA ja) sevA karavAnI temanI bhAvanA che. hAla e upAzrayanI cAvI kaTArIyA tathA lAkaDIAmAM hoya che. sUrajabArI padhAratA sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtone gocarI-pANInI vyavasthA kaTArIAthI karAvavI paDe che tathA cAvI tyAM pahoMcADavI paDe che. paraMtu je kaTArIyA tIrthanI peDhI zaMkarabhAIne sUrajabArI upAzrayamAM rahevAnI tathA rasoInA. sAmAnanI vyavasthA karI Ape to jAte rasoI karIne sAdhu-sAdhvIjI jja bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 307 nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnARRARAAN
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________________ bhagavaMtonI vaiyAvacca karIne bAkIno samaya navakAra mahAmaMtranuM smaraNa temaja jaina dharmanA pustakonuM sadvAMcana karavA dvArA bAkInI jiMdagI sArthaka banAvavAnI temaja khUba ja anumodanIya bhAvanA che. temanI A uttama bhAvanA jaldI paripUrNa thAya e ja zubha bhAvanA. 140H jaina sAdhu-sAdhvIjInI apUrva bhakti karatA jhamaragAmanA darabAra gujarAta rAjyamAM vaDhavANathI dhrAMgadhrAnA vihAra mArgamAM jhamaragAma nAme nAnuM gAmaDuM AveluM che. e gAmamAM derAsara upAzraya ke eka paNa jaina ghara nathI. chatAM paNa e gAmamAM padhAratA koIpaNa jaina sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtone jarApaNa takalIpha paDatI nathI. kAraNa ke gAmamAM rahetA darabAra... eka viziSTa zraddhALu jaina zrAvakanI mAphaka ja sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonI apUrva bhakti kare che. potAnuM eka makAna jaina sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtone utAravA mATe temaNe khAsa alAyaduM ja rAkhela che. koIpaNa samudAyanA jaina sAdhu-sAdhvIjI tyAM padhAre eTale jANe ke ke sAkSAta bhagavAna potAnA AMgaNe padhAryA hoya teTalA ahobhAvathI teo temanI bhakti karavAmAM jarApaNa kacAza rAkhatA nathI. gocarI pANI auSadha vigere to bhAvapUrvaka vahorAve ja paraMtu ziyALAmAM mevo tathA unALAmAM Tavigere dvArA paNa ullAsapUrvaka bhakti kare che! game teTalI saMkhyAmAM sAdhu-sAdhvIjI padhAre to paNa badhI ja vaiyAvaccano lAbha teo AnaMdapUrvaka le che. . keTalAka varSa agAu temane kaMIka takalIpha hatI te koI jaina munivaranA AzIvadithI dUra thaI jatAM temanA aMtaramAM jaina sAdhu-sAdhvIjI pratye zraddhAnA bIjanuM vapana thaI gayuM. pachI to jaina sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonuM tapa-tyAga ane sadAcAramaya jIvana joIne uttarottara ahobhAvamAM abhivRddhi thatI gaI. Aje teo vyAvahArika draSTie sAdhana saMpana che ane maLelI saMpattine A rIte sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonI viziSTa bhakti dvArA che sArthaka banAvI rahyA che. bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 308 S
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________________ AnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnAAAAAANAAAAnNnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn ( 141: zatruMjayanI 99 yAtrA karatA koLI daMpati gomatIbena-nAraNabhAI emanuM nAma nAraNabhAI mULajI. amarelInA rahevAsI. koLI kuLamAM janmelA chatAM sadugarano samAgama pAmI e jainadharma pAmyA. emanA patnI gomatIbena saha bannee yuvAnavayamAM zrAvakanA vrato sahasaMpUrNa cothuM vrata svIkArela. jainatva maLyuM eTale koI apUrva khajAno maLyo' ema samajI nAraNabhAI gharmArAdhanAmAM khUba utsAhI jaNAtA hatA. jinendrapUjA, ubhaya TAIma Avazyaka, sAmAyika, navakAramaMtra jApa e emanI nitya ArAdhanA uparAMta emaNe zatruMjaya tIrthanI 99 yAtrA, cha'rI pALatA saMgha dvArA zatruMjayanI yAtrA, upadhAna vagere khUba suMdara rIte karela. bahu ja sAmAnya Arthika paristhiti chatAM emanI dAnarUci khUba ! sArI. zatruMjayanA paTanI yAtrA mATe bhAthuM Adi aneka vAtomAM emaNe dAnanAM pravAha vahevaDAvelA. emane cAritra dharma pAmavAnI bhAvanA paNa khUba. e mATe emaNe prayatno paNa ghaNA karelA, paNa koI kAraNosara emanI e bhAvanA saphaLa na thaI. eo jyAre derAsarajImAM bhAvavAhI stavana gAtA hoya tyAre sAMbhaLavAno AnaMda Avato. emanA patnI gomatI bahena paNa sArA dharma ArAdhaka hatA. bahu suMdara ArAdhanA dvArA e banne koLI daMpati suMdara zrAvaka jIvana jIvI gayA. [ 142: bAlAbhAI dUdhavALAno ajaba jIvadayAprema emanuM nAma bAlAbhAI dUdhavALA. amarelImAM jIvadayA premI tarIke ke e suvikhyAta thayelA. emaNe jIvanamAM aneka kUtarA kUtarI je cAmaDInA rogathI saDI gayA hoya emane sAjA karelA. A kAme emane jarA paNa sUga nahi. emanI pADozamAM eka kuMvArI benane mAthAmAM kIDA paDelA. enI pIDA pArAvAra. mAthAmAMthI durgadha pArAvAra prasare. AjubAjunA pADozI paNa A durgadha sahI na zake eTalI hade mAthuM saDI gayeluM. bAlAbhAIe A chokarInI davA karavAnuM zarU karyuM. ATalI durgadha paNa e majhathI sahana kare. ENGG banA: (bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 309 IN nnn A nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn 100SSSSSS
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________________ emaNe divasonAM divaso sudhI jAte davA vagere karI chokarIne sAjI karI. chokarInA saMbaMdhI DokTara to tAjuba thaI gayA ke A dardI A rIte sAjA thayA zI rIte ? bAlAbhAIe gAyonI paNa khUba sevA karelI. 143H eka ja pravacanathI sacitta pANIno tyAga karI Akhare saMyama svIkAratA sAyavanA (mArUti) varSo sudhI niyamita vyAkhyAna zravaNa karavA chatAM keTalAka "pravacana~pha" AtmAonA svabhAvamAM ke AcaraNamAM khAsa noMdhapAtra kazo ja sudhAro jaNAto nathI jyAre keTalAka haLukarmI supAtra zrotAo mAtra ekAdavAra pravacana sAMbhaLIne potAnA jIvanamAM kevuM Azcaryaprada sukhada parivartana ANI zake che te ApaNe nIcenA vRSTAMtamAMthI joIzuM. AMdhra pradezamAM rAyacurathI 18 mAIlanA aMtare Avela kaLacI gAmamAM gaMgerU gotranA pitA hanamaMtappAnA phaLamAM mAtA tikhavAnI kalie janma dhAraNa karanAra sAyavannA (mArUti)ne lagna graMthIthI joDAyA bAda dhaMdhArthe vividha kSetromAM rahevAnuM thatAM eka vakhata AjathI 20 varSa pUrve karnala (AMdhra pradeza) gAmamAM upAzrayamAM padhArelA jaina muninuM eka ja vakhata pravacana sAMbhaLyuM ane temAM pANInA eka TIpAmAM aplAyanA asaMkhya jIvonI virAdhanAnuM svarUpa sAMbhaLIne joradAra vairAgya pragaTyo ane te ja kSaNe sacitta pANI nahi. vAparavAno niyama laI nitya bIyAsaNAno prAraMbha karI dhArmika adhyayanArthe beMglora AvI tyAM khUba ja ullAsapUrvaka dhArmika abhyAsa karI cAtumasa pUrNa thatAM guMTUra nagare saM. 2032mAM caturvidha saMghanI upasthitimAM saMyama ke svIkArI pa.pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrIvijaya nItisUrIzvarajI ma.sA. nA samudAyanA pa. pU. zrI kastUravijayajI ma. sA. nA praziSya munizrI rAjatilaka vijaya banyA. hAla saMyamajIvananI khUba ja suMdara ArAdhanA karI rahela che. temanI preraNAthI rAjasthAnamAM jAlora pAse goviMdapura tIrthamAM kIrtistaMbhanuM bhavya nimaNikArya cAlI rahela che. cAlo ApaNe prastuta draSTAMtamAMthI preraNA meLavIne, eka kAnathI huM pravacana sAMbhaLIne bIjA kAnethI kADhI nAkhanAra cALaNI jevA zrotA na banIe... pravacanamAM sAMbhaLelI vAto mAtra mukha dvArA bIjAne saMbhaLAvIne saMtoSa mAnI lenAra zrotA paNa na banatAM jIvanamAM AtmasAt karanAra sAcA zrotA banavAno draDha saMkalpa karIe. ' M 'bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 310 NS
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________________ nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn 144H jaina dIkSA svIkArato brAhmaNa yuvAno - mahezabhAI trivedI 3 - dahegAma tAlukAmAM mezvo kAMThA vistAramAM AvelA dhamIja gAmanA brAhmaNa kuTuMbanA eka covIsa varSanA navayuvAne jaina dharmanI dIkSA apanAvI ra che. A navayuvAna dhamIja gAmanA brahmasamAjanA agraNI zrI madhusudanabhAI trivedIno ema.e. sudhI abhyAsa karI cUkelo suputra nAme mahezabhAI trivedI che. jene zAsanamAM dIkSA aMgIkAra karavI e sahelI nathI. paNa Aje to maheza trivedIe jaina dharmanI thatI tapazcaryA karyA bAda soLa upavAsa, vardhamAna tapano pAyo, zrI sameta zikharajI mahAtIrthanI yAtrA, aThThamatapa sAthe : ubhayaka, pratikramaNa, cauvihAra ane jaina dharmanI bhakti bhAvano saMpUrNa abhyAsa karI detAM mahezabhAI trivedInA samagra kuTuMbIjanoe harSAnaMda-ullAsa sAthe jaina zAsanane potAnA panotA putrane dhamIjanagaranI dhanya dharA para pa. pU. AcAryadava zrI kalyANasAgarasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanI pAvana nizrAmAM bhAgavatI pravrajyA (dIkSA) apAvI hatI. je prasaMge zrI zAMtinAtha dAdAnI sAlagirI nimitte zrIsiddhacakra mahApUjana sAtheno paMcAlikA mahotsava paNa ujavavAmAM Avyo hato. temaja dhamIja nagaramAM varSIdAnano vizALa janasamudAya vacce varaghoDo kADhavAmAM Avyo. hato ane A prasaMge pa.pU. AnaMdasAgara sUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nA samudAyanA pa.pU. Agama vizArada paMnyAsa pravara zrI abhaya sAgarajI ma. sA. nA suziSya pa. pU. 3 AcAryazrI kalyANasAgara sUrijI ma. sA., pa.pU. munirAja zrIrAjatilaka sAgarajI ma. 2 sA. pa.pU. munizrI kRtipuNya sAgarajI ma.sA. AdiThANAnI pAvana nizrAmAM maheza trivedIno bhavya dIkSA mahotsava ujavAyo hato. A zubha prasaMge rAjyanA nAgarika puravaThA pradhAna zrI viThThalabhAI ! zAha, bahiyala vistAranA jaina samAjanA agraNI zrI Do. nikhilabhAI zAha, re zAha nAnAlAla bhAyacaMda parivAra, kaloka nivAsI kAMtilAla ema. zAha, sakaracaMda zAhano parivAra, cImanalAla nANAvaTIno parivAra, nAthAlAla aMbAlAlano parivAra, dhAnerAvALA zeThazrI hasamukhabhAI, ANAsolAvALA zeThazrI sudhirabhAI, mAlaNavALA zeTha zrI bharatabhAI, zeTha zrI azokabhAI, re suratanA bilDara zeTha zrI jasavaMtabhAI, laMDanavALA kizorabhAI vigere upasthita rahyAM hatAM. jAnyuArI 1997nA ("gujarAta samAcAra"mAMthI sAbhAra) nAnAnAnAnAnAnAnannnnnnnnnn bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 311 RTINE
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________________ 145 : 10 varSathI dara paryuSaNamAM aThThAI tapa karatA surezabhAI aMbAlAla pArekha (nApita) peTalAda tAlukAmAM Avela nAra gAmamAM saM. 2042mAM vairAgyadezanAdakSa pa. pU. A. bha. zrI vi. hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nA ziSya pU. munirAja zrI nipurNacaMdravijayajI ma. sA. (hAla paMnyAsa)nuM cAturmAsa thayuM. teozrInI janmabhUmi paNa nAra gAma ja hatI. pariNAme gAmamAM nApitano vyavasAya karatA aMbAlAlabhAI pArekha temanA saMsargamAM AvyA. dhIre dhIre prAyaH dararoja vyAkhyAnamAM AvatAM satsaMgano raMga barAbara lAgyo. cAturmAsa bAda ma. sA. to vihAra karI gayA. paNa aMbAlAlabhAInA mAnasa paTa upara jaina dharmanI amITa chApa upasAvatA gayA ! tyArabAda karmasaMyoge TUMka samayamAM ja aMbAlAlabhAInuM avasAna thayuM. paraMtu aMtima samaye paNa koI kuTuMbIjanone yAda na karatAM uparokta pU. ma. sA. nuM ja nAma temanA manamAM ane mukhamAM hatuM. pariNAme teo aMtima samaye paNa khUba ja svasthatA jALavI zakyA. A prasaMga uparathI temanA yuvAna putra surezabhAInA (hAla u. va. 45) mAnasapaTa upara paNa jaina sAdhu ma. ane jaina dharma pratye AkarSaNa jAgyuM. keTalAka samaya bAda punaH uparokta pU. munirAjazrInuM nAra gAmamAM padArpaNa thatAM surezabhAI paNa temanA vizeSa paricayamAM AvyA ane teozrInI preraNAthI jaina dharmanI ArAdhanA karavA lAgyA. Aje teo basa DepomAM sarakArI nokarI kare che. chatAM roja jinapUjA acUka kare che. tathA chellA 10 varSathI dara paryuSaNamAM 8 upavAsa acUka kare che. temanA dharmapatnI paNa suzIla ane saMskArI che. temane paNa jainadharma pratye sAruM bahumAna che. pariNAme avAra navAra jaina sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtone supAtradAna karavAno lAbha paNa teo letA rahe che. saranAmuM surezabhAI aMbAlAla pArekha mu. po. nAra tA. peTalAda (gujarAta) pIna H 388150 bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo = 312
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________________ AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANANNANANANAAAAANANANANANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN (146: darajI pitA-putrInI kaThora tapazcaryA). vi. saM. 2050mAM amadAvAdamAM kezavanagaramAM pa. pU. A. zrI vijaya bhuvanazekharasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nI nizrAmAM zrI bhIkhAbhAI darajIe 51 upavAsa ane temanI putrI sonale 16 upavAsanI tapazcaryA karI hatI. AnAthI agAu chellA 7 varSamAM bhIkhAbhAIe pU. AcArya bhagavaMtanI nizrAmAM 108, 68 ane 51 upavAsa karela che jyAre temanI sapatrI sonale 16 upavAsa tathA mAsakhamaNanI tapazcaryA karela che. jainetara kuLamAM janmavA chatAM jene dharmanI rIte ATalI moTI tapazcaryA karanAranuM A virala vRSTAMta che ! 147 somapurA mayUrabhAInI ArAdhanA | gata varSe uttara gujarAtamAM banAsakAMThA jillAmAM bhorola tIrthamAM { AbAlabrahmacArI 22mA tIrthaMkara zrIneminAtha bhagavAna Adi jinabiMbonI 3 aMjanazalAka pratiSThAno atyaMta bhavya mahotsava suvizAlagacchAdhipati pa. pU. A. bha. zrIvijaya mahodayasurIzvarajI ma. sA. Adi aneka padastha pUjyonI nizrAmAM ujavAyo. e tIrthamAM kAma karatA somapurA mayUrabhAI ghaNA samayathI navapadajInI dara oLImAM 9 AyaMbila pUrvaka ArAdhanA kare che. paryuSaNa daramyAna aThThAI tapa paNa karela. roja jinapUjA kare che tathA dararoja sAMje derAsaramAM prabhujInI AratinA samaye acUka hAjara rahIne prabhubhaktino lAbha le che. (Aje ghaNA gAmomAM AratI vakhate phakta ekalA pUjArI sivAya koIne khAsa rasa hoya tevuM dekhAtuM nathI. tyAre ANaMta vicAravA lAyaka che.). ( 148: praviNabhAI paTela parivAranI ArAdhanA mULa kaccha-bhaDalI gAmanA vatanI paraMtu hAle amadAvAdamAM rahetA praviNabhAI paTelanI suputrI pUrvI (hAla u.va. 18)ne 10 varSanI bAlyavayathI satsaMga dvArA jaina dharmano raMga lAgyo che. te dararoja jinapUjA kare che. tenA mAtuzrI lIlAbena, pitAzrI praviNabhAI, moTAbhAI prakAzabhAI, moTI bahena varSA tathA pote ema gharanA pAMceya sabhyo saMvatsarInA divase covihAra upavAsa kare che !!!... (bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo . 313 nnnnnnnnnnAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNennnnn
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________________ jaina kuLamAM janma pAmavA chatAM paryuSaNa ke saMvatsarI jevA divasomAM paNa rAtribhojana tyAga, kaMdamULa tyAga, ke lIlotarI tyAga karatAM paNa jeo acakAya che evA AtmAoe A dRSTAMtamAMthI khAsa preraNA meLavavA jevI che. temanuM saranAmuM nIce mujaba che. praviNabhAI ladhAbhAI paTela samasta brahmakSatriya sosAyaTI gujarAta koleja pAchaLa amadAvAda - 380006 ( 149H siddhitapa karatA muktAbena bhaMgI) surendranagaramAM bhArata sosAyaTImAM jaina sthAnamAM saM. 2046mAM sthA. cha koTi samudAyanA zrI bhAskaramunijI AdinuM cAtumasa thayuM. temanI preraNAthI aneka AtmAo siddhitapamAM joDAyA tyAre muktAbena nAmanA bhaMgI bena paNa ja divasanI A tapazcaryamAM joDAyA ane vidhipUrvaka tapazcaryA paripUrNa karI. dararoja vyAkhyAna zravaNa-sAmAyika pratikramaNAdi ArAdhanA hatA. temaNe sakaLa zrI saMghane potAnA ghare pagalA karAvela ! kaMdamULa Adi abhakSyano tyAga karela che. temanA sagAvahAlAmAM koI mAMsAhAra karatuM hoya tenA gharanuM paNa paNa pItA pItA nathI. 150H je sAsarAmAM kaMdamULa tathA rAtribhojana tyAga karavA maLe to ja lagna karIza" - harijana kanyA navalabAInA uddagAra !!! gujarAta rAjyamAM kaccha jillAmAM vAgaDa pradezamAM rApara tAlukAmAM prAgapura nAme gAma che. jemAM 12vratadhArI, vRDhadharmI jyotirvid vidhikAra suzrAvaka zrI vanecaMdabhAI paTavA jevA zrAvakonA paMdareka ghara che. temanA pitAzrI vAlajIbhAI paTavAe pa. pU. A. zrI vi. kanakasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nA sadupadezathI zItalanAtha bhagavaMtanuM zikharabaMdhI jinAlaya jAta dekharekha heThaLa saMghanA kharce baMdhAvela che ke bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo . 314 NS
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________________ A gAmamAM hirajana bhANAbhAI pAMcAbhAI paramAra potAnA parivAra sAthe rahe che. AjathI vIseka varSa pahelAM temane sonagaDhavALA kAnajIsvAmI ane pachAta jJAtiomAM jaina dharmano pracAra karatA temanA keTalAka anuyAyIono paricaya thayo. temaNe jaina dharma ane tenA AcAra-vicAro samajAvyA. AthI te hirajana bhANAbhAI, temanA patnI moMghIbena tathA zALA mAvajIbhAI bhagate jainadharma aMgIkAra karI rAtribhojanano tyAga karyo. kaMdamULa temaja anya abhakSyano paNa tyAga karyo. Aja lAgI temano niyama cAlu che. mAtA-pitA taraphathI jaina dharmanA saMskAra maLavAthI temanI 10 varSanI suputrI navalabAIe paNa kaMdamULa temaja abhakSyano tyAga karyo ane rAtribhojana nahi karavAno paNa niyama lIdho. A kanyAnI 18 varSanI vaya thatAM tenA mAtA-pitA yogya mUratIyAnI zodha karavA lAgyA tyAre A kanyAe mAtA-pitAne vinayapUrvaka spaSTa jaNAvI dIdhuM ke-'huM lagna to ja karIza, jo sAsarAmAM kaMdamULa tathA rAtribhojanano tyAga ka2vA maLe'' !... AthI khuza thaIne mAtA-pitAe sAmA pakSavALAne A hakIkatathI vAkepha karyA. teo paNa AmAM saMmata thayA tyAre AjathI 7 varSa pUrve A navalabAInA lagna thayA. lagna vakhate paNa rAtribhojana tathA kaMdamULa Adi abhakSya tyAganA niyamanuM barAbara pAlana karavAmAM AvyuM !!! vAgaDa pradezanA paramopakArI adhyAtmayogI pa. pU. A. bha. zrI vi. kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. gAmamAM padhAratA tyAre bhANAbhAI, mAvajIbhAI tathA navalabAI acUka vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA jatA ane potAnA AtmAne dhanya mAnatA. A bhANAbhAInI bIjI suputrI alalabAIe paNa mAtA-pitAnA saMskArothI 10 varSanI vaye rAtribhojana tathA kaMdamULa Adi abhakSya tyAgano niyama lIdhela che. tenA lagna AjathI 3 varSa pahelAM gAgodara gAmamAM thayela che. lagnabAda potAnA patine paNa rAtribhojana tathA kaMdamULa Adi abhakSya bhakSaNathI thatI jIvahiMsA ane tenuM bhayaMkara pApa samajAvIne tenA tyAgano niyama karAvela che ! ane A rIte ''dharma-patnI' tarIkenuM potAnuM kartavya sArI rIte adA karela che. [potAnI jAtane 'morDarna'' kahevaDAvatA AjanA yuvaka-yuvatIo AmAMthI bodhapATha le to sAruM !] prAgapurathI pUrva dizAmAM 3 ki.mI. dUra vallabhapura nAme gAma che. tyAM nIce mujabanA pachAta koLI jAtinA mANaso jaina dharma pALe che ane rAtribhojana tathA kaMdamULa Adi abhakSyano tyAga karela che. (1) koLI gaMgArAma raNachoDa (2) jhINIbena gaMgArAma (3) koLI rAghubhAI raNachoDa (4) sejIbAI rAdhu bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo - 315
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________________ Annonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn 11111111 prAgapurathI uttaramAM 4 ki.mI. dUra umaiyA gAmamAM harijana jJAtinA nIcenA mANaso jaina dharma pALe che. (1) harijana kAMthaDa kAnA (2) harijana ghenIbAI kAMthaDa (3) harijana devA kAnA (4) harijana rAmajI kAnA (5) harijana goviMda kAMthaDa () harijana bhacu kAnA A badhA parivAromAM kaMdamULa Adi abhakSyano tyAga che ane rAtribhojana paNa banatA prayatna tajavA koziSa kare che. - uparokta badhA parivAro kAnajI svAmInA anuyAyI che. dara varSe caitrI pUname guru darzanArthe sonagaDha jAya che ! tathA potAnA ghare DelAmAM tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnI chabIo rAkhe che. savAre chabInA darzana karI pachI ja khetInuM kAma karavA jAya che ane sAMje ghare AvI chabInA darzana tathA stavanA karI potAnuM jIvana dhanya mAne che ... A badhA parivAro kaMdamULa bhakSaNa to karatA nathI paraMtu kaMdamULanuM vAvetara paNa karatA nathI. teo mAne che ke kaMdamULanuM vAvetara karanAra tathA khAnAra manuSyane tathA Dhorone paNa ghaNuM ja pApa lAge che! A uparAMta mULa vallabhapuranA paraMtu hAle rAparamAM rahetA harijana becara AlA tathA temanA dharmapatnI jALavaNI paNa jaina dharma pALe che ane rAtribhojana tathA kaMdamULa Adi abhakSyano tyAga karela che. eTaluM ja nahIM paraMtu gata cAturmAsamAM temaNe brahmacarya vrata paNa aMgIkAra karela che. sAmAyika tathA navakAra maMtrano jApa paNa kare che! bhImAsara gAmamAM paNa keTalAka harijano jaina dharma pALe che! kAdavamAMthI jema kamaLa khIlI zake che tema karmodaye pachAta kuLomAM janmelA AtmAo paNa satsaMga dvArA, uttama kuLamAM janmelA AtmAo mATe paNa Adarza rUpa banI zake tevuM unnata jIvana jIvI zake che. e AvA dracaMtothI sAbita thAya che. mATe ja to satsaMgane pArasamaNi karatAM paNa adhika mahimAvaMta kahyo che. AvA satsaMga dvArA sahu koI potAnA jIvanane urdhvagAmI banAve e ja zubhecchA. 151H je nAnapaNathI jaina dharma maLyo hota to lagna jo na karata ane dIkSA ja leta" rekhAbena (mistrI) Aje jyAre eka bAju Adhunika DIgrIne pAmelA paraMtu jaina dharmano ekaDo paNa nahi jANatA evA keIka yuvAna potAne jainakuLamAM janma maLavA badala aphazoSa vyakta karatA saMbhaLAya che ke kyAM A jainakuLamAM janmyA ke bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 31
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________________ jyAM A na khAvuM, te na pIvuM, A na jovuM, te na karavuM vigere Dagale ne pagale keTalAya niyamonA baMdhanonI vAto karI che. AnA karatAM to pazu thayA hota ke rANI elIjhAbethanA gharamAM kUtarA tarIke sthAna maLyuM hota to rANI potAnA hAthe ramAData, moTaramAM pharavA maLata, rANInA hAthe kaika vigere khAvA maLata...' ItyAdi. tyAre bIjI bAju mistrIkuLamAM janma pAmavA chatAM pAchaLathI jaina dharmanA marmane kAMIka aMze samajelo eka haLukarmI AtmA jaina dharma pratye kevuM anahada mAna dharAve che ane kevA manoratha seve che te ApaNe joIe. mULa kaccha-bhujanI bAjumAM kukamA gAmamAM mistrIkuLamAM janmelA paraMtu RNAnubaMdha ke bhavitavyatAvazAt kaccha-rAmapara vekaDA gAmanA sthAnakavAsI jaina parivAramAM paraNelA rekhAbena (u. va. 25) hAla gAMdhIdhAmamAM apanA nagaramAM rahe che. B.Com. sudhI vyAvahArika abhyAsa karela che. jaina parivAramAM lagna thavAthI jaina sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonA satsaMga ane vyAkhyAna zravaNathI rekhAbenanA AMtaramanamAM rahelA suSupta dhArmika saMskAro jAgrata thaI gayA che. pariNAme temaNe yAvajjava rAtribhojana temaja kaMdamULane pratijJApUrvaka tilAMjali ApI dIdhI che. (Aje jaina kuLamAM janmelA paNa keTalAya AtmAo narakanA dvAra samAna A be pApone choDI zakatA nathI. temaNe rekhAbenanA dRSTAMtamAMthI khAsa preraNA levA jevI che.) ekAzaNA, AyaMbila, upavAsa, chaThTha, aThThama vigere tapazcaryA temanI cAlu ja hoya che. saMsAramAM AraMbhasamAraMbhanA kAryomAM na chUTake thatI jIvahiMsAthI temanuM hRdaya ekadama dravI UThe che ane gharanA sabhyone paNa jema bane tema vadhu ne vadhu jayaNA pUrvaka jIvana jIvavA mATe teo avAranavAra preraNA ApatA rahe che. temane prIta nAme eka ja nAno suputra che. potAnI uMmara nAnI hovA chatAM potAnA patine yAvajjIva brahmacarya vrata svIkArI levA mATe avAranavAra samajAvatA rahe che. teo atyaMta pApabhIrU ane bhavabhIrU che. kaccha-72 jinAlayanI pratiSThA prasaMge temaNe aThThama karela tyAre prabhAvanAmAM maLela "bahuratnA vasuMdharA bhAga-1" mAM AlekhAyela 72 dRSTAMto vAMcIne kahyuM ke-ma. sA. mArI paNa sthiti kaMIka aMze evA prakAranI che. jo mane nAnapaNathI jaina dharma maLyo hota to huM lagna ja na karata ane cokkasa dIkSA ja laI leta, jethI pApo to na karavA paData'- ATaluM bolatAM bolatAM temanI AMkhomAM AMsu dhasI AvyA ! kevI bhavabhIrUtA !... bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 317
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________________ teo dararoja derAsaramAM jaIne prabhudarzana acUka kare che tathA vyAkhyAnano yoga hoya to acUka sAMbhaLe che. cAturmAsa daramyAna je je tapa-japa vigere sAmUhika ArAdhanAo karAvavAmAM Ave temAM teo khAsa bhAga le che. navapadajInI 3 oLI karela che. eka oLI phakta maganI dALathI karela. pU. paM. zrI ratnasuMdara vijayajI ma. sA. dvArA likhita lakSmaNarekhA' pustakanI parIkSA paNa temaNe ApI che. niyamita UkALeluM pANI vApare che. varSItapa karavAnI bhAvanA che. dareka miSTAnnano tyAga che ! pANI jamatI vakhate ja vApare che. traNeka phUTa sivAya bAkInA phUTano tyAga che. ekavAra vyAkhyAnamAM temaNe sAMbhaLyuM ke- sametazikharajI tIrthanI cakAbhasvAmI TUMka pAsethI savAre sUryodaya samaye je vAtAvaraNa svaccha hoya to aNapadajI tIrthanA darzana thaI zake che - ane te ja rAtre svapnamAM temane caMdraprabhasvAmInA darzana thayA. tyArathI prabhu pratyenI zraddhA-bhakti temaja saMvega-nirvedanA zubha bhAvomAM khUba ja abhivRddhi thayela che. potAnA nAnakaDA suputramAM paNa temaNe evA zubha saMskAro nAkhyA che ke te paNa sAdhu banavAnA manoratha seve che. rekhAbenanI eka nAnI benane paNa dIkSA levAnI bhAvanA che. temanA AvA uttama manoratha paMca parameSThIbhagavaMtonA anugrahathI zIgha paripUrNa thAo e ja zubha bhAvanA. ! saranAmuM : rekhAbena harezakumAra caMpakalAla mahetA, 1793 apanAnagara, azvina smRti, gAMdhIdhAma kaccha. pIna 370201 15ra: kANodaramAM ramezabhAI nApitanI anumodanIya deva-guru bhakti uttara gujarAtamAM pAlanapura pAse kANodara nAme nAnuM gAma che. gAmamAM hAla jenavastI nahivat che. muni bhagavaMto kANodara gAmamAM padhAre che, te badhAnI khUba ja bhAvathI vaiyAvacca tyAM rahetA ramezabhAI nApita (uM. va. 5) ane temanA dharmapatnI kare che. gAmamAM nAnuM paNa suMdara jinAlaya che. ! tenI prakSAla-pUjA vigere paNa ramezabhAI ja saMbhALe che. paraMtu A kArya teo potAnA AtmA uparanI anugrahabuddhithI kare che eTale pagAra letA nathI paraMtu Avo mahAna lAbha maLavA badala potAnI jAtane dhanya mAne che. pahelAM sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonI tamAma vyavasthA paNa potAnA kharce teo karatA hatA. paraMtu pAchaLathI maryAdita Avakane kAraNe pAlanapuranA suzrAvakanA sahayogathI tyAM rasoDuM cAle che jenuM saMcAlana ramezabhAI ane ww (bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIje 318 )
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________________ *********** AAAANAAAAAAAAAAAAAnnnnnn temanA dharmapatnI mAnada sevAbhAvathI ja kare che !.. temanA dharmapatnI hAla ekAMtare 500 AyaMbila karI rahyA che. agAu temaNe varSItapa, upadhAna vigere ArAdhanA paNa karela che. rAtribhojana temaja kaMdamULano kAyamI dhoraNa tyAga karela che!.. maryAdita Avaka hovA chatAM paNa arihaMta paramAtmA ane jaina sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonI vinA vetane sevAbhakti karI rahelA ramezabhAI nApitanI bhUrizaH hArdika anumodanA. saranAmuM ramezabhAI nApita jaina derAsara, mu. po. kANodara, tA. pAlanapura, ji. banAsakAMThA (uM. gujarAta) kastUra prakAzana TrasTanAM prakAzano | # 8 9 9 = 9 0 = = * 1 jenAM haiye zrInavakAra, tene karaze zuM saMsAra? (pAMcamI AvRtti) 2 ziva sundara 3 sarva maMgala mAMgalya 4 parvonuM bhUSaNa jIvananuM AbhUSaNa pa saMsAranuM maraNa, muktinuM zaraNa 6 mane javA do, huM nahIM aTakuM 7 sarasvatI upAsanA 8 nikalA sUraja, huA saberA ' 9 zrI zatruMjaya guNastavamAlA. * 10 zrI vardhamAna zakrastava (sAthe) nityasvAdhyAya * 11 giranAra maMDana zrIneminAtha guNa guMjana * 92 Miracles of Mahamantra Navkar * 13 prabhu sAthe prIta * 14 bahuratnA vasuMdharA bhAga-1 * 15 bahuratnA vasuMdharA bhAga-2 * 16 bahuratnA vasuMdharA bhAga-3 presamAM noMdha - * AvI nizAnIvALA pustako ja hAla upalabhya che. ja bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo 319 - 2 9 9 ra RonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnOnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
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________________ * * * * * dAdA zrI kalyANasAgarasUri jIvana caritra (hindI) ArAdhanA dIpikA dezavirati dIpikA 2 H 3 pU gaNivarya zrImahodaya sAgarajI ma.sA. dvArA likhita saMpAdita sAhityanI yAdI ThI zrAvaka jana to tene re kahIe zrAvakanA 12 vratone cArTa 5 OM zrAvakanA 21 guNono cArTa 14 niyamano cArTa manavA ! dha2 tuM navapada dhyAna 10 zrI zatruMjaya guNastavamAlA * 11 darzana-vaMdana-sAmAyika sUtro (aMgrejI-hindI-gujarAtI) 9 cAha eka, rAha aneka * 14 Miracles of Mahamantra Navkar 16 giranAra maMDana zrIneminAtha guNa guMjana 17 prabhu sAthe prIta 18 bahuratnA vasuMdharA bhAga-1 33 " 19 bhAga-2 20 bhAga-3 noMdha : * AvI nizALIvALA pustako ja hAla upalabhya che. bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga bIjo - 320 12 bhaktisudhA 13 jenAM haiye zrI navakAra, tene ka2ze zuM saMsAra ? (5mI AvRtti) 14 zrI vardhamAna zakrastava (sAthe) (dvitIyAvRtti)-amUlya " "" kiM. rUA. 5 0800 10 20 30 * jaTTa 8 2 6 presamAM
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________________ == == = == "ha86o uddhA thI = == = cAlo, anumodanA karIerizA laIe) = (bhAga - trIjo) = = = = = = = = vartamAnakAlIna keTalAka viziSTa ArAdhaka sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonA atyaMta anumodanIya - preraka Azcaprada dRSTAMtono saMgraha = = = = = = = = = = = - saMyojaka - saMpAdaka - acalagacchAdhipati pa. pU. AcArya bhagavaMta ; zrI guNasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma ya nAvineya AgamAbhyAsI 5 gaNivaryathI mahodayasAgarajI ma. sA. = = = = = = = - = - = - = - = - = - = * prakAzaka ) zrI karAra prakAzana 102 lakSmI epArTamenTa 206 Do. enIbesanTa roMDa varelI nAkA-muMbaI-400018 - = - = - = - = = - = -
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________________ CprAptisthAna(1) kastura prakAzana TrasTa 102, lakSmI epArTamenTa, 206 Do. enIbesanTa roDa varalI nAka-muMbaI - 400018 phonaH 4943942, 436266 (2) kacchI bhavana, mu. po. zaMkhezvara tIrthaji. mahesANA (u. gujarAta) pInaH 384246phona02733- 73363 (3) 72 jinAlaya ophisa, 21 kezavajI nAyaka roDa, bhAtabajAra, muMbaI-400009. phonaH 3761739-3760471 0 Do. ratilAlAbhAI vorA zAMti klinIka, IlorA sopIMga senTara sAme, datarI roDa, mauDa (pUrva)-muMbaI - 400097. (2) mohanalAla pAsubhAI gosara cuMbaka bhuvana-bIje mALe, rUma naM. 16 phaLake roDa, DoMbIvalI (pUrva) phona 465949 () sughoSA kAryAlaya taleTI roDa, pAlitANA (saurASTra, 364270 (7) baroDA phemIlI senTara, rAvapurA, TAvara pAse vaDodarA-390001, phonaH 42275 (8) vAmIcaMdabhAI zAmajI cheDA 15 svapnaloka, lo gArDana pAse, elIsabrIja, amadAvAda-380006. phonaH 469525 prathama AvRtti saM. 2053 bhAdaravA sudi 15 kiM. rU. 30 mudraka - kalpaka prInsa- surendranagara
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________________ RNa svIkAra - sAdara smRti (1) anaMta upakArI, bhavodadhitAraka, vAtsalyavAridhi, saccAritracUDAmaNi, ananya prabhubhakta, zAsana samrATa, bhArata divAkara, tIrthaprabhAvaka. divyakapAdhatA, acalagacchAdhipati pa. pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrI guNasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. (2) saLaMga 29mA varSItapanA ArAdhaka, zubhAziSadAtA, vartamAna acalagacchAdhipati, tapasvIrana, 5. pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrI guNodayasAgara - sUrIzvarajI ma. sA (3) sUrimaMtrapaMcaprasthAna samArAdhaka, sAhitya divAkara, pa. pU. A. bhagavaMta zrI kalAprabhasAgara surIzvarajI ma.sA. (4) lekhana Adi zubha pravRttiomAM pratyakSa ke parokSa rUpe sahAyaka banatA vinIta ziSya - praziSyo, tejasvI vaktA munirAja zrI devarana sAgarajI svAdhyAyapremI munirAjazI gharmaratnasAgarajI, tapasvI munirAja zrI kaMcanasAgarajI, sevAbhAvI munirAjazI abhyadayasAgarajI tathA nUtana munirAjazI bhaktirana sAgarajI.. (5) ratnatrayInI ArAdhanAmAM pratyakSa ke parokSa rUpe sahAyaka banatA tamAma gurubaMdhuo, nAnA - moTA munivaro, nAmI - anAmI sarve zubhecchako. hitaciMtako Adi. () mumukSu avasthAmAM dhArmika sUtro (sAthe)no suMdara abhyAsa karAvanAra temaja saMyamanI preraNA ApanAra paramopakArI yoganiSThA tavA sava. sA. zrI gurodayazrIjI mahArAja Adi. (7) mumukSu avasthAmAM 5 varSa pahaMta saMskRta, prAkRta vyAkaraNa, nyAya, kAvya, padarzana Adino suMdara rIte abhyAsa karAvanAra sva. paMDita ziromali zrI harinArAyaNa mitra (vyA. nyA. vedAMtAcArya) (8) prastuta pustakano prathama tathA dvitIya bhAga vAMcIne rUbarUmAM temaja patro dvArA hArdika anumodanA abhivyakta karIne trIjA tathA cothA bhAganA zIdhra prakAzana mATe protsAhita karanAra sahu guNAnurAgI AtmAo.... Adi agaNita upakArI AtmAonuM sAdara smaraNa karatAM gaurava tathA AnaMda anubhavuM chuM... -gaNimahodayasAgara
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________________ sAdara samarpaNa gujarAtI tathA saMskRtamAM prabhubhaktimaya seMkaDo stavana-stuti caityavaMdana pUjAo vigere bhAvavAhI bhakti sAhityanI tathA saMskRtamAM triSaSThizalAkA purUSa caritra, samarAditya kevalI caritra, zrIpAla caritra, dvAdaza parvakathA Adi graMthonI racanA karanAra... muMbaIthI zikharajI tathA zikharajIthI pAlitANA jevA mahAna aitihAsika cha'rI pAlaka saMghonI preraNA tathA nizrA dvArA prabhuzAsananI adbhUta prabhAvanA karanAra... 72 jinAlaya, 20 jinAlaya Adi aneka jinamaMdironI preraNA, aMjanazalAkA pratiSThA dvArA lAkho AtmAone prabhu sAthe prIta bAMdhavAmAM sahAyaka AlaMbano pUrA pADanAra... jaipha vaye paNa dararoja zrI arihaMta paramAtmA Adi paMca parameSThI bhagavaMtone 108 khamAsamaNa ApanAra...! mArA jevA aneka AtmAone saMsAranI keDIethI saMyamanA punIta paMthe prasthAna karAvanAra... tapa-tyAga-titikSA, kSamA, samatA, namratA, sahanazIlatA, bhadrikatA, apramattatA, sAdagI vigere agaNita guNaratnonA mahAsAgara tathA sadguNAnurAgI yathArthanAmI... anaMta upakArI, bhavodadhitAraka, vAtsalyavAridhi zAsana samrATa, bhArata divAkara, taponidhi acalagacchAdhipati pa. pU. gurUdeva AcArya bhagavaMta zrI guNasAgara surIzvarajI ma.sA.nA caraNAraviMdamAM sAdara savinaya samarpaNa - guru guNa caraNaraja gati mahodayasAgara (guNabAla)
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________________ sukRtanA sahayogI (1) saMghavI zrI zAmajIbhAI jakhubhAI gAlA (kaccha-moTA AsabIA) osavALa yAtrika gRha' - pAlitANA)nA sthApaka tathA saMcAlaka zrI osavALa cerITIjha - jAmanagara zrI ke.pI. saMghavI cerITebala TrasTa suratamAlagAma (rAjasthAna) (4) zrI valabhajIbhAI mAlasIMgAlA * nAnA AsabIAvAlA mAtuzrI maNibAI ravajI jesaMga gAlA parivAra (kaccha - moTA AsaMbIA). () mAtuzrI pAnabAI rAyasI gAlA (kaccha-gAMgaDAI) siA. zrI vIraguNAzrIjI ma.sA. (saMsArapakSe suputrI)nI preraNAthI (7) vasaMtabhAI uttamacaMda zAha - UMjhA zrI zatruMjaya mukti vIrendu ratnatrayI TrasTa - hubalI (9) zrI mohanalAla pAsubhAI gosara - kaccha - vIDha) (10) zrI jeThAlAlabhAI arajaNa nAgaDA (kaccha-cAMgaDAI) (11) zrI paMkajabhAI jayasukhalAla rAyacaMda mahetA (mATuMgA) (12) zrI kuMvarajIbhAI hemarAja cheDA parivAra (13) zrI sevaMtilAlabhAI cUnIlAla (kaccha-mAMDavI) (14) aMjubena jagadIzalAlajI zAha (koDAya/mATuMga) haH mInAbena jagajIvanabhAI zAha (zAyana) (15) visanajIbhAI premajI luNIvAlA (16) zAmajIbhAI narazI daDa (zrI a.bhA. acalagaccha jaina, saMghanA maMtrI) (17) vimaLAbena ravilAlabhAI saMghoI
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________________ sukRtanA sahayogI dAtAonI hArdika anumodanA IIIIIIIIIiiliillllllluIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII 1) saMghavI saMvaranI TokacchabhAI nAgArgI vorA - sudeva - sugara-sudharma pratye apAra zraddhA, muMbaIthI zikharajI tathA zikharajIthI pAlitANA cha'rI pAlaka saMghonA temaja sAmUhika 99 yAtrAnA saMghapati... sAtakSetra temaja jIvadayA vigerenA satkAryomAM sadAya udAradile saMpattino sadyaya karanAra, varSathI ekAzANA Adi tapathI niyamita pratikramaNa, jinapUja, navakArajApa, vyAkhyAna zravaNa, Adi ArAdhanA dvArA jIvanane saphaLa banAvanAra, bhadrika pariNAmI evA ApanA taraphathI prastuta prakAzanamAM maLela suMdara sahayoganI hArdika anumodanA. (2) 7 kalyANajIbhAI rAmajI gAlA - saM. 205ramAM adhika aSADha su. 13 zanivAra, tA. ra969nA roja, zaMkhezvara mahAtIrthamAM, aThThamatapanA paccakakhANamAM bIjA divase sAMje pU. gaNivarya zrI mahodayasAgarajI ma.sA. sAthe 1 kalAka satsaMga karyA bAda derAsaramAM zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha prabhujI samakSa besIne japa karatAM karatAM paNa varSanI vaye adbhuta samAdhimaraNane pAmIne jiMdagIne jItI gayA. ahamanuM pAraNuM karyA bAda ApanI bhAvanA zrI siddhAcalajI mahAtIrthanI yAtrA karavAnI hatI. te have banIne saphaLa thaI haze ja. chellA ghaNA varSothI dara varSe zaMkhezvara tathA pAlitANAnI yAtrA karatA hatA temaja chellA 3 vaSathI dara varSe zaMkhezvaramAM akama paNa karatA hatA. ApanI sAthe ApanA AI bhatrIjA zrI azokabhAI gagubhAI TokarazI mANekanI paNa te divase akama hatI. ApanI puNya smRti nimitte ApanA parivAra taraphathI prastuta prakAzanamAM maLela suMdara sahayoganI hArdika anumodanA. (3) 10 saMghakhAtA khetabAI dhanajI gAlA - saLaMga 33 varSItapanA ArAdhaka... temAM paNa 3 varSItapa cha4, amathI. pAraNAmAM maga, ke guMdaranI rAbanI apekSA nahIM roTalo. chAsa ane caTaNI ATalAmAM saMtoSa ! pagamAM caMpala nahIM gAdalA ke godaDI para sUvAnuM nahIM ! muMbaIthI zikharajI tathA zikharajIthI pAlitANA vi. aneka charI pAlaka saMghomAM saMghamAtA banavAno apUrva lAbha lIdho. sAdhu-sAdhvI bhagavaMtonI suMdara vaiyAvacca, yoganiSThA sva. susA. zrI guNodayazrIjI ma. sA.nI aMtima bimArImAM potAnA alAyadA baMgalAmAM rAkhIne apUrva sevA karI. ApanA pagale pagale ApanA suputra saMghavI saMghanazrI visanajIbhAI paNa muMbaIthI zaMkhezvara-bhInamAla thaI datANI tIrthanA charIpAlaka saMghamAM saMghapati banIne tathA anekavidha sukRto dvArA ApanA nAmane rozana karI rahyA che tathA ApanI anumodanArthe prastuta prakAzanamAM Apela suMdara sahayoganI hArdika anumodanA [A pustakanA bhAga-2 mAM pAnA naM. 272 upara temanuM vrata Apela che.] ) va. sAkarabAI zAmajI zAha - prabhubhakti, satsaMga, tapazcaya navakAra mahAmaMtrano jApa ItyAdi ArAdhanAthI jIvana sArthaka banAvI gayA. ApanI puNyasmRti nimitte ApanA suputra zrI nItinabhAI taraphathI prastuta prakAzanamAM maLela suMdara sahayoganI hArdika anumodanA.
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________________ saMghavI saMgharatna zrI TokarazIbhAi nAgazI vorA kaccha - bidaDAvAlA (hAle govAliyA TeMka-muMbai) haste : saMdhamAtA kastUrabena TokabhAi vorA tathA suputro zAMtilAlabhAi/vinodabhAi/ kizorabhAI saLaMga 33 varSItapanA ArAdhaka sva. saMghamAtA khetabAi kAnajI gAlA kaccha - devapuravAlA haste : saMdhavI saMgharatna visanajIbhAI kAnajI gAlA sva. kalyANabhAi rAmajI gAlA kaccha - kAMDAgarAvAlA (cembara) haste : mAtuzrI maNibena rAmajI kurapAra gAlA praphullAbena kalyANajI gAlA sva. sAkarabena sAmajI rAmajI kaccha - koDAya (madurAivALA) haste : nItinabhAi zAmajI zAha
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________________ . che ja anukramaNikA viSaya prAptisthAna RNa svIkAra sAdara samarpaNa sukRtanA sahayogI dAtAonI anumodanA anukramaNikA jarA thobho..vAMco ane AgaLa vadho (saMpAdakIya). prastAvanA ane stavanA anumodanA eTale? 10 prakAzakIya anumodanAnI anumodanA 8 0 0 8 4 i 8 0 0 1 = 6.2 8 8 0 cata 0 2 ( 2 & 4 - 0 1 1 10+100+88 oLInA tapasvI samrATa' sUrirAja. bhISaNa kalikAla mojAra, vase che eka dhano aNagAra. mahA tapasvIratna sUrIzvarajI. 250 covihArI cha8 - dareka chaThThamAM sAta-sAta yAtrA ! saLaMga 33 kalAka sudhI dhyAnamudrAmAM sthiratA! adhyAtmayogI AcArya bhagavaMtazrI. siddhagiri AdinA pratyeka jinAlayamAM pratyeka prabhujIne 3 khamAsamaNa dvArA vaMdanA. siddhagiri tathA amadAvAdanA pratyeka prabhujI samakSa caityavaMdana ! 9 yathArthanAmI gacchAdhipatizrInI guNa-garimA. gacchAdhipatizrInA preraka prasaMgo. 11 gacchAdhipatizrInI anumodanIya ane anukaraNIya kriyAniSThatA - niyamitatA tathA vAtsalya. vaMdanIya kriyApAtratA. 13 34 varSItapa sAthe navakAra, logassa, namostheNe dhammo maMgala, vigere darekanA 99 lAkha japa !.. 14 saLaMga covihArA 30 varSItapanA tapasvI. : 8 ka. = B ? A &
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________________ 15 saLaMga 2hmA varSItapanA ArAdhaka sUrivara. 16 prathama rAkha vahorAvAya to ja pAraNuM karavAno abhigraha! 17 saLaMga 201 upavAsanA tapasvI samrATa, 18 saLaMga 108 upavAsa tathA 500 aThThAInA tapasvI ! 19 guNaratnasaMvatsara tapanA bhIkha tapasvI. kariyAtAmAM bhIMjAvelI roTalInA AyaMbilathI mahAnizItha sUtranA yogodvahana ! 21 30mA upavAse loca!. adbhuta jJAnapipAsA, viziSTa yAdazakti. 23 20 varSanA athAga parizramathI dvAdazAra nayacakra' graMthanuM saMpAdana! 24 mAtra 6 divasamAM dazavaikAlika sUtra kaMThastha ! 25 12 varSamAM 425 saMskRta-prAkRta graMthono abhyAsa ! 26 saMskRta bhaNavA mATe roja 12 mAIla chANIthI vaDodarA vicce AvI jAva! vihAramAM 84mI oLI sAthe roja 4 vakhata vAcanA tathA vyAkhyAna ApatA munivara ! yuvA pratibodhaka padastha tripuTI! AjIvana maunavrata ! 24 varSathI mauna sAthe sAdhanA ! guru AjJApAlanano ajoDa Adarza ! roja be-traNa kalAka prabhujI samakSa UbhA UbhA vaMdanA, anumodanA, gahanA adUbhUta ArAdhaka. 33 phakta pAMca sAdA dravyothI thAvajIva ekAsaNA! aparicita pradezomAM ugra vihAromAM paNa nirdoSa gocarInA gaveSaka mahAtmAo ! 3pa zuddha gocarInA abhAve traNa-traNa upavAsa! 36 phakta cA-dUdha-khAkharAthI nitya ekAsaNA ! 37 pariNatilakSI sAdhutA. 38 dikSAnI khANI, nAma lIdhuM jANI? 39 saparivAra tathA sAmUhika saMyama svIkAra ! 40 kAmaLInA kALa pUrve ja upAzrayamAM pravezavAno niyama. 41 dhanya che e mahAkarUNAne !
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________________ 42 anumodanIya saraLatA ane pApabhIrutA. avidhino khaTako ane saMyamanI kaTTaratA. oparezana prasaMge paNa AdhAkarmI anupAnano tyAga. 43 44 45 4 brahmacaryanI rakSArthe nimittanAzanI apUrva takedArI. rasanendriyane jItanArA kImiyAgaro ! x 4 x 4 eMThA moDhe bolAI jatAM 25 khamAsamaNa ApatA AcAryazrI 49 AdhAkarmI AhAradoSathI bacavA mATe, tIrthabhUmimAMthI zIghravihAra ! adbhuta gurubhakti. saLaMga 32 varSItapa, pAraNAmAM nAkathI dUdhapAna ! vyAdhi eTale karmInarjarAnI sonerI taka !" "mahemAnane DAma devAya" ??? 52 nAgapurathI zikharajInI yAtrA, sahAyaka mANasa vinA ja ! 53 laghutAmeM prabhutA base ! kamanIya karakasara. 54 adbhuta sAdagI. bhaktone paisAnuM kAma kahevAnuM baMdha ! svopakAranA bhoge paropakAra karAya ? vaMdanIya pApabhIrutA. 55 5 57 58 59 dUdha pAkanA ajANa khAkhI mahAtmA ! Adarza guruAjJApAlana. So 61. AdhAkarmI maganA pANInA pratyeka ghuMTaDe nisAso ! ra roja rAtre 4 kalAka ekI beThake jApa ! namanIya navakAra niSThA. 63 64 dareka TapAla dITha 10 khamAsamaNa ! divase nidrA badala upavAsa !... 65 ziSyo pratye adbhuta hitaciMtA. 44 59 Fe Fe kAgaLanI karakasara. 70 padavInI mahAnatA chatAM AsananI alpatA. aparigrahatAnI parAkASThA. mohane mAravAno kImiyo. nirdoSa pANI mATe 20 mAIlano vihAra ! ...chevaTe cauvihAra upavAsa ! OM OM OM OM 59 so so 61 61 & & & & phara 63 63 63 *******= OM ba ba ba 4 4 44 44
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________________ 71 zalyoddhAranI saphLa preraNA. 72 bimAra praziSyanA paga dabAvatA AcAryazrInI vANI ! 73 mAMdagImAM paNa kerI vAparavAnI vAta sAMbhaLatAM ja AMkhomAMthI vahetI azrudhArA ! tIrtharakSA sAthe zAsanarakSA mATe AcAryazrInI jAnaphesAnInI taiyArI sAthe apUrva dIrghadarzitA ! brahmacaryanI rakSA mATe adbhuta jAgRti. uttama ArAdhaka sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonA keTalAka dRSTAMto saMyamanA svIkAra mATe abaLA gaNAtI nArIoe dAkhavelA adbhuta parAkramonI yazogAthA ! jaMgalamAM vaDanA jhADa nIce svayaM veSa paridhAna ! roja 500 khamAsamaNa Adi viziSTa ArAdhanA karatA svahaste veSa paheranAra sAdhvIjI ! saMyamanA svIkAra mATe 3-3 vAra gRhatyAga chatAM anumati na maLatAM Akhare....! 74 75 76 77 78 79 80 81 82 83 84 85 saMyama mATe 5 varSa sudhI cha vigaIno tyAga dIkSAnI rajA meLavavA mATe chae vigaIno tyAga tathA sAgArika aNasaNano svIkAra ! vardhamAna tapanI be vAra 100 oLI pUrNa karI trIjI vAra AgaLa vadhatA traNa sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto ! saLaMga 20-20 upavAsathI vIzasthAnakanI ArAdhanA karanAra pAMca sAdhvIjI bhagavato ! 73 varSanI vaye saLaMga 251 upavAsa ! saLaMga 180 thI adhika upavAsa ! 11 aMgasUtrone kaMThastha karanAra viduSI sAdhvIjI 89 viduSI sAdhvIjI 'bena mahArAja'. 2 3 4 2 3 4 vardhamAna tapanI be vAra 100 oLI pUrNa karI trIjI vAra AgaLa vadhatA traNa sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto ! vardhamAna tapanI be vAra 100 oLI pUrNa karI trIjI vAra AgaLa vadhatA traNa sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto ! pallIvAla kSetramAM dharmane punarjIvita karatA sAdhvIjI. dareka pAraNAmAM eka dhAnanA AyaMbila saha aThThAIthI varSItapano bhavya puruSArtha ! 10 67 39 se 68 68 70 75 $$ 20 81 82 83 84 85 pAka 3 88 90
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________________ $ $ $ $ $ $ $ 100 101 101 103 105 92 900 AyaMbila upara 45 upavAsanI tapazcaryA sAthe navasArIthI zaMkhezvarano vihAra ! 93 saLaga 400 chaThThathI vIzasthAnakanI ArAdhanA ! 94 tapomaya jIvana. 95 72 varSanI vaye saMyama svIkAra ! 96 maraNAMta pariSadamAM paNa adbhuta samatA ! 97 108 mAsakSamaNa karavAnI bhAvanA ! 98 108 mAsakSamaNa karavAnI bhAvanA ! 99 prAyaH saLaMga cauvihArI 108 chaThTha saha 99 yAtrA! 100 prAyaH saLaMga cauvihArI 108 chaThTha saha 8-8 yAtrA! agnisaMskAra vakhate eka vastra baLyuM ja nahIM! 101 dIkSAthI mAMDIne saLaMga 1000thI adhika aThThama! 102 AMkhamAM maMkoDo pravezI gayo chatAM AtmajJa sAdhvIjInI abhuta samatA! 103 svAnubhUtisaMpana sAdhvIjInI adbhuta nirIhatA. 104 100 oLInuM pAraNuM. sAdI rIte.. sahaja bhAve! 105 12 varSa sudhI akhaMDa mauna saha AtmasAdhanA! 106 saLaMga 4 varSathI mauna sAthe varSItapa cAlu.... 107 nirdoSa gocarInA abhAve 15 divasa sudhI caNA Adi sUkI vastuothI nivahi! 108 tapa-japathI kensarane kensala karatA utkRSTa ArAdhaka sAdhvIjI ! ' 109 84 varSano dIkSA payaya! 110 vihAramAM AvatA dareka gAma-nagara-tIrthonA dareka jinabiMbo samakSa caityavaMdana.' 111 prasanna mukhe vALa cUMTAvA (loca)nuM kaSTa sahI letA jaina sAdhu-sAdhvIono addabhuta dharmaprema parizipa (bhAga 1-2 nA pAchaLathI AvelakUto). 112 satsaMganA prabhAve mocI muni banyA ! 113 Ayara jJAtinA vejIbena banyA sA. zrI vIprabhAzrIjI. 114 dara pUname zaMkhezvaranI yAtrA karatA kRSNa manusvAmI seTIAra (madrAsI brAhmaNa). 115 varSItapa, siddhitapa, soLabhag Adi tapa karatA sAhebasiMha lakhubhA jADejA (kSatriya). 17. 108 109 111 - 112 113 120 122 1ra4
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________________ 116 11 varSathI dara poSa dazamInA ama karatA zaMkhezvaranA polIsa jamAdAra jorAvarasiMhajI, 117 25 varSanI yuvAvasthAmAM, varSamAM mAtra 2 kalAkanI ja jayaNA sAthe yAvajjava brahmacaryavrata svIkAratA AkolAnA ratilAlabhAI ! 118 aThThAIthI varSItapanA ArAdhaka tapasvI navInabhAI 119 saMsAramAM paDavA chatAM paDyA nathI rahyA ! 120 supAtradAnanA adbhUtapremI jAmanagaranA maMgaLAbena. 121 kaccha-dezalapuranA lakSmIbena khetIM visarIyA. 122 caMdraprabhAbena vallabhajI kaccha-zeraDI (hAle sAMgalI). 123 zrI ke.pI. saMghavI cerITebala TrasTanA sukRtonI anumodanA. bhAga-4 sukRta anumodanAnAM phaLa. ISyavRittinA aniSTa phaLa upara kuMtalA mahArANInuM dRSTAMta. sukRtAnumodanathI haraNanI paNa baLabhadra muni ane dAna ApanAra sArthavAhanI samAna gati. sva sukRta anumodanA. ekendriya AdinA bhavomAM kAyAdino sadupayoga thayo hoya tenI anumodanA. 124 vizvamAM thayela, thatA tathA thanArA sukRtonI anumodanA siddha bhagavaMtonI anumodanA. AcArya bhagavaMtonI anumodanA. upAdhyAya bhagavaMtonI anumodanA. sAdhu bhagavaMtonI anumodanA. zrAvakonI zubha karaNInI anumodanA. samyadRSTi jIvonI anumodanA bhadraka - mithyAvRSTiono sukRtonI anumodanA. sutAnumodanA aMge keTalAka zAstrapATho (sAtha). keTalAka mahApuruSonA jIvananI tathA ugra ArAdhanAnI anumodanA. cAlo anumodanA karIe paMca parameSThInI puNyavAna prabhubhaktonI hArdika anumodanA. khullI kitAba parIkSA praznapatra bhA. 1. 12 125 126 126 127 127 128 137 sukRtonA manoratho karatAM guNasAgara tathA pRthvIcaMdra temaja temanI strIone paNa kevaLajJAna ! 131 134 141 144 148 149 152 153 155 155 159 162 164 165 167 175 197 204
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________________ jarA thobho.... vAMco... ane AgaLa vadho... (saMpAdakIya) prastuta pustakanA padubhavanI vigata bhAga 1-2nI saMpAdakIya prastAvanAmAM jaNAvAyela che, eTale tenI punarukita na karatAM bhAga 34 viSe lakhavuM prasaMgocita lekhAze. bhAga-1 mAM janmathI arjana paraMtu AcaraNathI jana hoya tevA ArAdhakonAM 72 draSTAMto temaja bhAga-2mAM vartamAnakAlIna uttama ArAdhaka zrAvakazrAvikAonAM anumodanIya draSTAMto raju karyA bAda paNAnupUrvI kramathI bhAga-3mAM vartamAnakAlIna utkRSTa ArAdhaka sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonA anumodanIya draSTAMto raju karavAnuM pustakanA prAraMbhamAM ja vicArAyela. paraMtu bhAga 1-2 raju thAya e arasAmAM ja bhAvanagaranA naMdalAlabhAI dalalaka taraphathI zAsana prabhAvaka zamaNa bhagavaMto" tathA "zAsananAM bhamarIranI" nAmanA daLadAra graMtho prakAzita thaI cUkayA hovAthI trIjA bhAganuM Alekhana mAMDI vALavA vicArela. tenI pAchaLa bIjo e paNa hetu hato ke cAreya phirakAnA badhA samudAyanA sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonA. viziSTa dRSTAMto prApta karavAnuM temaja lakhavAnuM khUba ja zamasAdhya. samayasAdhya temaja azakayaprAyaH kArya hatuM. vaLI niSpakSapAtIbhAva hovA chatAM, pUratI mAhitinA abhAve paNa je koI samudAyanA viziSTa mahAtmAonAM dravrato rahI javA pAme to kAca manadukha thavA pAme. te chatAM keTalAka hitecchu munivaro taraphathI trIjo bhAga paNa saMpAdita karavA mATe punaH punaH vinaMti cAlu rahetAM.. chevaTe, "zubhe yathAzakti yatanIyam (sArA kAryamAM yathAzakti prayatna karavo joIe.) e sUktine najara samakSa rAkhIne pratyakSa paricaya dvArA, suvihita mahAtmAo pAsethI sAMbhaLavA dvArA patro, paripatra temaja pustakAdi dvArA je kAMI sAmagrI ekatrita thaI hatI tenA AdhAre sthAnapUrti mATe trIjA bhAganuM Alekhana thayela che. temAM raju thayela draSTAMto to sempalamAtra che. bAkI tevA bIjA paNa anekAneka sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto che ke jemanA thrato mAhitino abhAva Adi kAraNothI atre raju karI zakAyA nathI temanI hArdika kSamApanA saha bhUri bhUri anumodanA karuM mukhyatve zvetAmbara mUrtipUjaka sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonA dRrzato vizeSa pramANamAM prApta thavAthI temane raju karavAmAM AvyA che. tenI sAthe anya phirakAonA paNa yathAprApta alpa dravaMto lakhavAmAM AvyA che. temAM je je bAbatomAM sAMpradAyika ke sAmudAyika mAnyatAomAM matabheda pravartato hoya tenA
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________________ pratye mAdhyacyabhAva keLavIne je viziSTa ArAdhanAo ke sadguNo hoya tenA pratye sAruM te mAruM' e buddhithI, guNAnurAga draSTithI, pramodabhAva keLavI vAMcavA mATe vAMcakavRMdane namra vinaMti che. mukhyatve jemanA jIvanamAM ekAda paNa ArAdhanA ke saddaguNa evA asAdhAraNa koTinA hoya ke je jvaleja anyatra jovA maLe tevA DrAMto atre raju karavAmAM AvyA che. khAsa karIne jeo vartamAnakALamAM vidyamAna hoya tevA viziSTa ArAdhakonA dAMto raju karavAnI bhAvanA hovA chatAM keTalAka najIkanA bhUtakALamAM thaI gayelA mahAtmAonI asAdhAraNa koTinI ArAdhanA jANIne tene raju karavAnI lAlaca paNa rokI zakyo nathI. keTalAka kAraNosara A bhAgamAM jemanA dravaMto raju thayA che temanA nAma prAyaH sIdhI rIte na jaNAvatAM sAMketika rIte sUcita karavAmAM AvyA che. vaLI A rIte saMketa dvArA sUcita thayelA nAmone zodhavA mATe je ciMtana ke pUchaparacha karavI paDe tenA kAraNe te te drazcaMto smRtimAM sArI rIte sthira thAya temaja enA nimitte sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonA satsaMgamAM paNa AvavAnuM nimitta gRhastho mATe banI zake. ka tema chatAM jAvatInA pAtronA nAma koIne uparathI khyAla Ave na zake ane nAma jANavAnI jijJAsA hoya temaNe bhAga 1-thI ja thayela vato javA viziSTa anumodanIya navA dAMta mokalAvIne A catumasa daramyAna zekhera - namaskAra ArAdhanA bhavannA saranAme tathA zopakALamAM prakAzakanA saranAme patra lakhIne mAro saMparka sAdhavo. jeTalA dUtonA pAtronA nAma jANavA hoya teTalA navA vaMto mokalAvavA! kema gamaze ne A yojanA , ta ne. 40 thI 75 sudhInA 36 DUto pa. pU. paMnyAsapravara zrI robara vijayajI ma.sA. dvArA viracita punijIvananI bALapothImAMthI sAbhAra uddhata karavAmAM AvyA che. jethI teozrInI IcchA mujaba e dratonAM pAtronA nAma aMge vizeSa koI saMketa raju karavAmAM Avela nathI. e kUtonA zIrSaka uparokta pustakamAM na hatA. jethI emanA zIrSaka meM yathAmati Apela che. * | mukhyatve avacIna vrato ja raju karavAnI bhAvanA hatI ke jethI navI peDhIne mATe te vizeSa zraddhAnuM kAraNa banI zake. chatAM tenI sAthe prAcIna zAstrIya draSTAMto paNa raju thAya to sAruM evuM paNa hitasUcana Avela hovAthI 4thA bhAgamAM paMca parameSThI bhagavaMto temaja prAcIna keTalAka mahApuruSonA anumodanIya dRSTAMto raju karavAmAM AvyA che. avaciIna vrato vAMcyA bAda prAcIna draSTAMto navI peDhI mATe savizeSarUpe zraddheya banI zakaze tevI AzA che. prAcIna draSTAMtAdinA lekhakonA nAma te te lekhamAM sUcita karavAmAM Avela che. trIje - cotho bhAga temaja cAreya bhAgonA saMyukta pustakanA vimocana avasare ja (bhA. su. 15nA) bhAga 1-2 nA drazaMtapAtronuM viziSTa jAhera bahumAna che
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________________ paNa "guNIjanabhati TrasTanA upakrame zrI stara prAzana TrasTa tathA vividha dAtAonA saujanyathI goThavAI rahyuM che te paNa khUba ja anumodanIya che. tenAthI te te ArAdhakone protsAhana maLaze temaja samAjane paNa temanAM pratyakSa darzana. paricaya temaja preraNA - anumodanAno savizeSa lAbha maLaze. te mATe TrasTanA menejIMga TrasTIo nI hasamukhabhAI zAha nArAyaNadAsabhAI mahetA solIsITara thI harakhacaMdabhAI gaDA temaja sarve dAtAo dhanyavAdane pAtra che. vithoNamAM mA ArAdhako je je gAmanA hoya te te gAmonA zrI saMgho temaja temanI AjabAjanA saMzo jo potapotAnA gAmamAM rahetA ke AjubAjunA gAmamAM rahetA AvA ArANonuM ravivArIya jAhera pravacanAdimAM bolAvIne bahumAna karaze to viroSa lAbhanuM kAraNa banI cAreya bhAganA saMyukta pustakanuM yaITala citra badalAvavA mATe keTalAka hitecchuonuM sUcana hovAthI tema karavAmAM AvyuM che. prathama bene bhAganI mAphaka trIjA bhAga mATe paNa siddhahastalekhaka munirAja zrI jayadarzanavijayajIe mananIya prastAvanA temaja cothA bhAga mATe paNa suMdara lekha lakhI Apela che te badala temano AbhArI chuM. prastuta pustakanI kapojha - prinTIMga saMbaMdhI tamAma javAbadArI zrI kIracaMdabhAI je. zeke (kalpaka ophaseTavAlA) saMbhALI lIdhela che ane samayasara pustaka chApI Apela che te badale teo dhanyavAdane pAtra che. kasturaprakAzana TrasTa nAM haiye zrI navakAra, tene koI saMsAra temaja bahuratnA vasuMdhara' bhAga 1-2nI mAphaka prastuta pustakanA prakAzanamAM saharSa saMmati darzAvI che tethI tenA mukhya TrasTI solIsITara thI harakhacaMdabhAI varajI gaDA Adi TrasTImaMDaLa temaja prakAzanamAM suMdara sahayoga ApanAra dAtAo vigere sahu dhanyavAdane pAtra che. chavAsthadazAvazAt pustakamAM kyAMya paNa zrIjinAjJA viruddha lakhAyuM hoya athavA dravratomAM vAstavikatAthI ochuM adhik yA viparIta lakhAyuM hoya to te badala hArdika micchAmi dukkI. prAMte... gacchataH skhalanaM kvApi, bhavatyeva pramAdataH / isanti purjanAstatra, samAdadhati sajjanAH // artha : cAlanAra athavA koIpaNa zubha kArya karanAra AtmAnuM chaghasthadazAsulabha pramAdane lIdhe oche - vatte aMze alana bhUlacUka) thAya ja che, paraMtu durjana puruSo te badala hAMsI ke TIkAniMdA karIne karma bAMdhe che, jyAre sarjana puruSo tenuM samAdhAna kare che. prastuta pustakanA mananapUrvaka vAMcana dvArA anekAneka AtmAo guNAnurAgI temaja viziSTa koTinA ArAdhaka banIne zIgha muktipadanA adhikArI bano e ja zubhAbhilASA. - gaNimahodayasAgara saM 2053 aSADha sadi, zaMkhezara.
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________________ ( prastAvanA ane stavanA lekhaka-gacchAdhipati pUA.zrI jayaghoSasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA praziSya buni zI jayadarzana vi. ma. namo loe savva sAhUNe namo hetu - siddhAcAyapAdhyAya - savI sAdhubhyA paMcamahatvaya dhArA, aDhArasa + sahassa - sIliMga dhArA/akabumAra caritA, jAvaMta kevi sAhu te sarve sirasA mAsA matyaeNa vaMdAmi. . jAvaMta kevi sAhU bharaperavaya - mahAvidehe A sabesi tesiM paNao, tiviheNa tidaDa virayAmAM, bAhya abhyatara tapa ujamAla te muni vaMdu guNa -maNimAla. bhArata dezanA TacUkaDA bhAgamAM rahela GARDEN cja tarIke oLakhAtA BANGALORE cTY jeyA pachI mArA bALa mAnasamAM vasI gayeluM ke AvA svargIya zahera samAna bIjo koI bhUbhAga bhAgye ja hazo. paNa... | mArI vasI ne ThasI gayelI bhAMti bhAMgIne bhUkko tyAre thaI jyAre mArA eka aMgata ne kalyANa mitre mArI managathine pakaDI pADI ane eka mAnasazAstrInI adAthI mArA manobaMdha upara zastrakriyA karI mane gArDana siTithI vizALa bhArata nahi paNa bharatakSetranA A kALanA sADApaccIsa Adeza jevA vistRta GARDEN COUNTRY no puNya paricaya karAvyo. te virATa udyAnamAM TheraThera dAna-zIlatapa-bhAvAdi rUpI pavitra puSpo pAMgarelA jovA maLyA. maitrI pramodakArUNya ne mAdhyayya rUpI bhAva choDavAo to TheraThera phulIphAlI ugyA hatA. ahiMsA-saMyamananirveda-saMvega nAmanA dharma vRkSo to jANe A upavananI upamAne sArthaka karavA khaDA hatA. udyAna dezamAM vicaratAM-vicaratAM mane to jovA maLyuM ke AvA maghamaghatA bAgamAM rAganI lU to bicArI banI bImArIthI pIDAtI hatI. ane temano degala dabAI-TAI gayelA jevo hato. azAnano aMdhakAra to lagabhaga koI sthAnane paNa gherI nahato zakato. paramArthanA pavanathI ja jANe AkhAya upavanane saMcAra prApta thato hato. AvA suMdara ane saubhAgI samanvayanuM kAraNa tapAsavA mArA bALa mAnasane bahuja ulaTatapAsa AdaravI paDI. kalyANamitrane guru pade sthApI tenI mArgadoravaNIthI mAMDa huM bALabhAva cheDI vicAraSimAM yuvAnI jevI tAjagI anubhavavA lAgyo. jo ke haju sudhI kayAreya prauDha jevI pItAno pukhta paricaya prApta nathI thayo. chatAMya te manorama mahAvana jevA udyAnane nIrakhIne ja have anya kahevAtA bAga-bagIcAo to bacukaDA jevA lAge che, zobhAyamAna udyAna-dezanI zobhA prAkRtika to hatI ja, paNa temAMya sonAmAM sugaMdha jevI sthitinA sthApako sAdhu jevA sAdhakono samudaya dekhatAM ja khyAla AvavA lAgyo ke A anupama dharmaupavanane sIMcI sIMcI samRddha banAvanAra sAdhuo che, temAM kayA sthAne kaI vanaspati-velaDIo vAvavI ne kyAre vaNavI, teno phAla kayAre pAke, kevo pADe, kevI rIte pAke vagere vijJAnanuM zAnadAna karanAra sAdhaka upAdhyAyo che, saMpUrNa upavananA mALI jevA
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________________ munivarI, tathA temanA dvArA thatuM mabalakha mAlanuM utpAdana naphAnuM najarANuM banI rahe tevI vyApArika buddhithI dharmabAganI upajanI bAgaDora saMbhALanArA dakSa vyApArI jevA 'mAcAryone oLakhato thayo. tethIya vadhIne A mahAbAganA mukhyamaMtrI jevA gaNadharonI paNa gauravavaMtI oLakhANa thaI, ane moDe moDe paNa samajAI gayuM ke vizALavirATa MIGUEL GAL GARDEN COUNTRY U PRESIDENT IN 4 au? PRESTIGIOUS POST upara rahelA rAka-rAja ke rASTrapatinI tejavI ojasvI adA yukta tIrthapati svaye pote che. jemanA zAsananA anuzAsanamAM rahelA koI paNa sAdhako kayAreya dukhanI dakhalagIrIthI kanaDatA nathI ane sAcA sukhanA svAdathI vacita rahetA nathI. sAdhakathI siddha sudhInA samakakSI jIvAtmAothI jIvaMta A dharma upavana kharekhara upamAtIta to jANI lIdho ja che, paNa hajuya te bagIcAnI zobhAmAM cAra cAMda lagADI denAra sAdhaka munivarInA yogadAnanA lekhAjokhA tolavAmAM thApa khAI jAuM chuM. mArA kalyANa mitranA sUcana pramANe MAxi sizInA gogalsa kAThI jayAre MICRO SPECS AMkhe caDAvuM chuM tyAre ja mane ekAeka mALI jevA munivaronI mahAnatAnA mahAdarzana thAya che. kevA ugra ane ucca sAdhanAbaLanA teo dhaNI che, guNonA pUjathI guNI che, dharmabAganI dharAnI jANe teo pUrA che, samudAyarUpe sarve sadAcArothI pUrA che. udhAna dezarUpI uttama kArya jo ke kudaratI che paNa te kAryanA kAraNarUpa anya koI nahi paNa te bAgane sadA lIluMchama rAkhanAra munivaro mukhya kAraNa che. nidrA ane niMdA rUpI pramAdanA pAzamAM pahelA pAmaro mATe A zramaNa saMsthAnI sAMkaLanI kaDI samA sAdhakone samakSa joyA pachI paNa oLakhavA mATe bhAva ke bhava badalAvavA paDe tema che. anubhavanA Azika AdhAre nakkaratAthI kahI zakuM chuM ke jemane jemane siddha padanI sAdhanAnA sAdhakone satya svarUpe samajavAoLakhavA hoya temaNe buddhinA bAraNA baMdha rAkhI dilanA daravAjethI jhaverI jevI jhINI najarano nikSepa karavo paDaze. are ! vadhu to zuM kahevuM sIdhA-sAdA dekhAtA sAdhu AtmAnI sAdhutAne samajavA zramaNopAsaka to dUra paNa pADozI sAdhuo paNa dhokho khAI zake che. mATe ja to..... bALaNani maIpurAkumAranI nIkAramatanI phariyAda noMdhAvanAra vaDIla munivarone mahAvIra prabhue AzAtanAthI bacAvI TUMka samayamAM ja kevaLI banavAnI yogyatA jaNAvI. tapa-tyAga ArAdhavA jevA mahAparvane divase paNa bhUkhanuM dukha sahana na karI savAranA pahoramAMja bhojana ArogavA taiyAra thayela 27 muninA bhojanapAtramAM dhutkAra sAthe dhUkanAra tapasvI pADozI munio bhUlyA ke pote upavAsI chatAMya AtamavAsI na hatA paNa tapanA ajIrNa krodhathI gherAyelA hatA. jayAre temanI sAme ja dhikkAranA pAtra banela kuragapujI to khAtA chatAMya upavAsIthI vadhu kamInA karanArA hatA. tethI to munivaronA dhikkArano sahajatAthI svIkAra karanAra temane kevaLalakhI satkAra karatI varI gaI. vaDatAvAryano pracaMDa upAlaMbha ne haDAno mAra prathama divase ja prasAdI rUpe upazama bhAvamAM mAragI janAra ziSya to jANe ramata ramatamAM kevaLI banI gayA ane guru to ziSyane khamAvyA pachI ja pathAttApanA AMsunI kiMmata cUkavI pAchaLathI ja paMcamazAna pAmI zakavA. gurubhAIonI ja prazaMsA guruzrInA mukhe suNI laghutAgaNIthI pIDAI parano utkarSa. sahana na karI zakanAra teja be munivaro pachInA bhAvamAM bhavyatA gumAvI hatI ane baMdI jevA strI avatArane pAmyA. jayAre vaiyAvacce premI temanA ja gurabhAIo purUSadane upAI bA ane bAhubalI jevA uttama pujya banyA. milaranA bahAcaryanA tejanI sAme paDI temanA ja
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________________ samakAlIna siMhagulavAsI bhAImuni hariphAImAM hINA paDyA ne gaurava gumAvyuM. "mA rUpa, mA tuSa' jevA nAnA padane paNa bAra-bAra varasa gaukhavA chatAM vAraMvAra mukhamAM "mASatuSa' bolAI jatuM jaI jemanI ajJAna zA upara sahavata munio hasatA rahyA ne temanA Akroza parisahane premathI khamI khAI janAra mAtA muni to acAnaka ja ajJAnImAMthI paMcamajJAnI banI gayA. are vadhu to zuM kahevuM kevaLI banI guNonA zikharo sara karI janAra ziSyone svarya thara gAma svAmI paNa kevaLI tarIke oLakhavAmAM moDA paDayA. mArca 2 makipura kevaLI banela sAdhvI pAse gocarIo magAvatA rahI jAzAtanAo karI, ziSya banela madhurasvabhAvI mAsI mRgAvatI nA apratipAtI zAnanI khabara guraNI caMdanabALA jevA sAdhvI pramukhAne paNa nikAnA pramAdathI moDethI paDI. dUrathI DuMgara raLiyAmaNanA nyAye dUranA sAdhuo anumodanIya lAge, paNa pADozI puNyAtmAnA puNyano praka" nI sahI matsaramahAzAnathI tenA guNone badale doSo prati ja dopavRSTi paDatI rahe tevuM to aneka kathAvAtathI jANavA maLe tema che. Ameya jema jema suMdara bhAsato DuMgara AMkhonI AgaLa Ave tema tema tenAmAM rahela suMdaratA ne zreSThatAnuM sthAna patharA ne caTTano laI le ane jenArane nikaTamAM Avelo te pahADa patharAnA samUhathI vadhu kaMI na lAge.. zamaNane oLakhavAmAM zamaNIe thApa khAdhI kAraNa ke teo savizaddha zramaNanA sahavata hatA. samIpamAM hatA. paNa AvA ja susAdhuone aNagAra tarIke oLakhavAmAM AgArIo paNa dhokho khAI gayA che. mATe ja to dIpadInA have bhAgalA bhavamAM supAtra sAdhune mATe sudAna karI bhavanI paraMparA kApI nAkhavAnA nimitane- mUrkhatAthI kaDavI. tuMbaDInuM zAka vahorAvI bhavanI paraMparA vadhArI nAkhIne nAgazrI bAhArano te jIva aneka durgatiomAM bhaTakI cheka pAlikAnA bhAvamAM kaIka sudharma pAmyo. zikarAjanI sauthI nAnI rANI dulAe AgalA bhavamAM sAdhunA vastro ne vadanamAMthI vachUTatI gaMdhanI jugupsA karI pApakamAM bAMdhyA ne tenA kAraNe sAdhunI saMyama suvAsa prati nAka macakoDI pachInA bhavamAM pote ja durgadhI vachUTatA dehavALI thaI. bhadramAtAne ghera punita pagalAM pADavA zAlibhajI sAme pagale gayA pachI paNa pravrayA pazcAta tAjapa-dhyAnamAM tananuM teja zoSI nAkhanAra teone temanA sAMsArika gharanA sadasyo ja oLakhI na zakayA. tApasa dharmano tapasvI maniyAmAM paNa sAdhuparUpa jevA rAjA guyenanA guNo oLakhI na zakayo jethI ajJAnane vaza paDI ekapakSI zatratA dhArI pote ja durgatinA khADAmAM khAbakatI rahI. bhAI tarIke janmelA kamaThe prabhu pArzvanAthanA jIvane daza-daza bhava sudhI alaga alaga bhavo karI satAvavAmAM kaMI paNa bAkI na rAkhyuM. are ! dUranI vAta to dUra paNa hAlamAM ja thayelA carama tIrthaMkara paramAtmA vIra jevA purUSottamane paNa sAdhu tarIke sArI rIte oLakhavAmAM javalanazamanA tApaso. kheDUto. devo ane dAnavo paNa bhUlA paDyA jethI saMta ziromaNi, prabhu vIrane keTalIya vAra kedakhAne javuM paDayuM cAlu tapamAM cUlAnA tapa khamavA paDyA. cAlu comAse vihAra karavo paDyo honA upadrava to ThIka paNa katarAmonI kanaDagata paNa sahevI paDI, ati viSama khIlAone kAnamAM khamI khAI mInane mahAna banAvavuM paDayuM. ane adhurAmAM puruM jIleyAnA zikAra banI cha-cha mAsa sudhI lohInA jhADA thakI dehadamanane vadhAvavuM paDyuM. kAza! sAdhu-saMto ane sAdhakone te te vakhatanA ja sahavatIo samyaka rItie sAcavI saMtoSI zakyA hota, anumodanA karI zakyA hota to vatihAsika kathAo kaIka ochI ja hota. anAdi kALathI ApaNA AtmAmAM evA avaLA saMskAronuM siMcana thatuM rahyuM haze
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________________ ke sadbhAvamAM paNa te AbAda rIte abhAva tattvane tAravI zake che. mATe ja, to AjanA kaparA kALamAM sAdhu-sAdhvIonA sadguNa jonAro varga sAmAnya, jyAre temanAmAM doSonuM AropaNa karI potAnI kAkavRSTinA pote ja ovAraNA lenAro samudAya suvistRta spaSTa dekhAya che. bhAgadoDanA bhUMDA kALamAM sukhamATe doDato saMsArI jo be ghaDI samatA bhAtamAM poro khAI saMsAranuM asAra svarUpa ciMtave to tene cokkasa te jJAyA vagara na rahe ke kyAM Adhi vyAdhi ne upAdhinA tridaMDa mArano bhAra saheto pote ne kAM samAdhinI sAdhanAmAM sukhAnubhUti vALo asaMsArI eka sAdhu ! tenA sagA saMsAramAM dagA denArA keTalA badhA ? kyAMka koI kumArI bALA kaumArya khoI nAnA bALa kumArane janma ApI beThI che, kyAMka beImAnI to kyAMka nAdAnInA nRtyo cAlI rahyA che. jyAM juo tyAM ThagAI, bevaphAI, svArtha sagAI ke bhavAI jevA bhayaMkara bhAvo che, bhadraMkara tattvono to jANe dukALa ja dekhAya che. hiMsA ane hevAniyate to jANe pRthvI samasta upara pakDa lIdhI che. AhAra ane maithuna, saMjJAnA atireke hoTalo ane hospITalonI saMkhyAmAM vadhAro karyo che, bhaya saMjJAnA vadhArAthI matsyagalAgala nyAye sattAdhArIonI dhAradAra talavAra alpa sattAzAlIonI garadana upara laTakI rahI che, ane parigraha sattAnuM parimANa pracaMDa rUpe dekhA devAthI cAre tarapha vividha vastuo - vAnagIone pedA karanAra, patAvanAra ne pApakarmone karanAra-karAvanAra vargano to jANe rAphaDo phATI paDyo che. sukha-sukha basa sukha ja saune joIe che. paNa sukhanI bhUkha bhAMgavA duHkhanI daDamajalamAM ja dama toDI denAra dayApAtro-rio * daradIo ane duHkhIyArAo dekhI kone saMsAramAM sAra jaNAya ? paNa duSkara che ajJAnIonI AMkhomAM zAnanA cazmA paherAvavA. AMkho kamaLAnA rogathI pILI paDI gaI hoya tene duniyA AkhIya pILI dekhAya. sajjanomAM paNa te daradIne durguNo dekhAya to navAI nahi. AvI avaLI gaMgAnI sAme pravAhe taravA jevuM kAma pU. gaNivara rI mahodaya sAgarajI ma. sA. e AdaryuM che. anumodanAnA mukhya uddezyo AMkha sAme rAkhI teothI A pustakane mAdhyama banAvI prAcIna karatAMya arvAcIna maNagAronI Alamane oLakhAvavA eka puNya prayAsa karI rahyA che. rakhe mAnazo ke sAdhu eTale siddhapurUSo, paraMtu bhaLabhaLatA saMsAranA sauMsA sUsavATA vacce paNa samatA-sAdhanAnA sAdhako je zItaLatAno anubhava kare che tenI sukhAnuvedanA to teo svayaM ja jANI-mANI zake tema che. paMca parameSThI padanA koI paNa pade rahelA, paramAtmAnI AjJAne vaphAdAra, prabhu zAsananA anuzAsanane ziromAnya karanAra, sAdhakathI siddhapurUSa sudhInA pavitrAtmAo kadAca kALa ane saMghayaNa baLanA prabhAve satva pramANe ochI-vadhu ArAdhanAthI pragati paMthe hoya ke Icchita siddhi sAdhI paNa gayA hoya chatAMya temanI eka eka ArAdhanAono saravALo ja bhAvimAM guNAkAra banI aMtima ane uccapada mokSane prApta karAve to Azcarya nahi, paramAtmAnA pravrajyA paMthane pAmanAra pathika vahelo ke moDo bhavyatAno bhAgI banyA vinA na rahe kAraNa ke te pote ja bhavyAtmA che. jo ke A pustikAnA pAtro pUrvajo jevA mahAparAkramI kadAca na paNa lAge, chatAMya teoe potAnI pUratI zaktione dharmapurUSArthamAM vahevA dIdhI che tethI teo paNa eka navA ItihAsanuM sarjana karI rahyA hoya tevuM lAgyA vagara nahi rahe. kALanI krUratAe temane ghaNI-ghaNI khAmIo phaTakArI dIdhI che. chatAM tenI vacce paNa khUbIonI khIlavaNI te ja te te sAdhakono jIvanamaMtra che. thoDA ja UMDA utarazo to jaNAze ke eka eka nAnA moTA prasaMgonA pAtronA puNyadehamAM rasa-rakta/vIrya-zaurya badhuMya jANe dharma-dharmamaya ne dhavala-dhavala 19
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________________ che. cAlo kaMIka anerI oLakhANa AvA apUrva aNagAronI karI laIe... mane to lAge che ke zramaNa-zramaNIono A samudAya ja nikaTanA bhaviSyamAM nikaTanA bhUtakALa jevA HISTORICAL RECORDS ne sthApita -karaze. FROM TOP TO TOE (nakhathI zikha sudhI) teo evA dharmamaya thayelA che ke temanA omaromamAMthI basa sadAcAra ja zvAsocchvAsa laI rahyo che. juo, juo ! kyAMka gautama svAmI jevI vinayayukta zAna sAdhanAo cAlI rahI che, kyAMka muni naMdiNa jevA kriyApremInI sUkSma ArAdhanAo, koIka sAdhaka haribhadrasUrijI jevo medhAvI che, to koIka pAse mASatuSa muni jevuM guruvacana zraddhAnuM dilaDuM che. keTalAyane dhannAjI jevI jIvaMta jIbha maLI che, to kaIka sAdhako vayathI sthavira chatAMya ArogyathI akhaMDa dAMtavALA che. gItArtha vRSTithI duniyAne dekhanAra zAnanayanovALA bhadrabAhusvAmi jevA kaho ke caMdanabALA jevA zramaNI saMghanA nAyikAnAka jevA paNa Aja sAdhu saMsthAmAM beThA che, jaMbUkumAra jevA tejasvI bhAgya lalATavALA, prasannacaMdrajI jevA kuMDa mastakane mastIvALA, naMdiSeNa jevI vedhaka vANI vahAvanAra mukhavALA, hemacaMdrAcAryajI jevA kalAtmaka kazavALA, ke siMhamuni jevI vaiyAvacca-sevA mATe doDanAra pagavALA, abhigraha sAthe tapa karI peTano khADo pUranAra bhIma muni jevA, hIrasUrIzvarajInI jema ahiMsAne asthimajjA karI nAkhanAra, sthUlibhadra jevA apUrva vIryavAna, prabhuvIra jevI zubha vezyAthI dhavala raktavALA, avi jIva karUM zAsana rasInI bhAvanAne romaromamAM pragaTAvI denAra pragaTa ke gupta sAdhakothI A sAdhu saMsthA Ajeya dhabakatI jAgatI che. sAramAM eTaluM ja ke koIke jJAnayajJanI dhUNI dhakhAvI che, koIke sevA-vaiyAvaccano apratipAtI guNa gamAvyo che. koIka kroDo navakAranA jApa japI janAra che to koIka AyaMbilanA tapamAM ja jIbhanuM samarpaNa karanArA puNyAtmA che. A saMsthAmAM ja koIka vaktA che, koIka ciMtaka to koIka prabhAvaka ane koIka lekhaka che. koIka zAstronA racanAra che to koIka vAMcanAra. koIka bhakta yogI evA che ke temanA bhagavAna paNa temane bhaktithI vibhakta na karI zake. zAna-dhyAna-tapa-japa-vinaya-vaiyAvacca vagere vividha guNono ekatra saMgama paNa koIka gItArthamAM ke gItArtha nizcitamAM jovA maLe che. deza-videza kahevAtA kSetronI vividhatA ane anekatA vacce paNa ekatAthI rahetA, paramAtmAnA zAsananI chatrachAyAmAM saMsAra tApathI bacI niHsvArtha bhAve phakta karma nirjarAnA uddezathI eka-bIjA prati audArya vyavahAra dAkhavI baMdhu ane bhaginIthI ya vadhu snehAtmaka saMbaMdho sthApI zakanAra saMsthA te ja paramAtmAno zrIsaMgha. kyAM. kuMbhakarNI nidrAmAM ALoTatA saMsArIo ne kAM brahmamuhUrtamAM ja jAgI Atma sAdhanAne sAdhatA zramaNa-zramaNIo ! kyAM sIgareTa-bIDI-pAnamasAlA-tamAku ke dArUmAM DUbI janAra duniyAnA daulatadhArIo ne kyAM nAnA-moTA tapa vaDe vyasana ane phezanathI para saMyamadhArIo ! kyAM bhUtanI jema doDatA-bhAgatA sAdhano-vAhanonI sapharamAM sukha mAnI akasmAtomAM maratA durbhAgIo ne kyAM jIvanabhara ughADA page gAma-paragAmano pravAsa karI gharagharane ghaTa-ghaTamAM dharmane jIvato rAkhatA saubhAgI sAdhu-sAdhvIo .... kyAM TOTALLY ARTIFICIAL LIFE STYLE mAM gaurava mANatA mohAdhIna mAnavo, ane kyAM COMPLETELY NATURAL LIVE SMILE mAM gaurava jANatA movijetAo ! sUrya ane caMdranI jema kudaratI ane askhalita gatie gamana karatA kyAM aNagArIo ne kyAM ghAMcInA baLadanI jema ane kuMbhAranA cAkaDAnI jema pArakI buddhie bhaTakatA-bhamatA bhogI 20 *
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________________ kAmaro. darajImmocI. luhAra-suthAra, hamapradhAna, kaDiyA-kaThiyArA, mALI-mistrI, nArI-vepArI kalAkAra-zAhukAra vagerenI parAdhInatAthI yukta kayAM pAmara jIvaDAo ne kayAM mukti mATe yuktio laDAvatA mukta gagananA svAdhIna paMkhIDAo ! anapANInuM ArogavuM paNa jemanA ArogyanI hAni ane anarthakArI artha ane kAmanI vRddhinuM kAraNa bane che jyAre tethI virUddha phakta sAdhanAne poSaNa ApavA zarIrane bhADe ApatA muni bhagavaMtonA AhAra-vihAra nIhAra paNa dharma purUSArthanI puSTikAraka bane che. kyAM vyabhicArIo ne kyAM brahmacArIo kayAM pApamaya pravRttithI kharaDAyelAo ne kyAM puNyavaMtI nivRttimAM goThavAyelAo ! are ! aMdhAdhUMdhI ne AMTIghUMTImAM aTavAyelAo kayAM ne kayAM sIdhI-sAdI-saraLatAne sAdhutAthI zaNagArAyelAo ! rAga ane dveSa rUpI lUMTArUoe lUMTI lIdhA che nUra jenA tevA nara-nArIo kayAM ne kyAM cha ne sAtamA guNasthAna vacce hIMcakA khAtA "udyAna dezanA' zUravIra narabaMkAo... AbhagAbha jevuM, hAthI-ghoDA jevuM, rAta-divasa jevuM ke AkAza-pAtALa jevuM AMta paDI jAya che saMsArarAgI ane tyAgI vacce 3. mATe ja mAre khAsa bhArapUrvaka saMsArapremIone darzana karAvavA che amArI saMsthAnA sudraDha saMskAra premIonA. sAdhUnAM darzana purNa, tIrthabhUtAdi sAdhavA, tIrathati bhalena, savAra sAdhu samAgama kalpavRkSa kalpita vasate, satAM ke saMga sAMprata eka ghaDI, AthI , AthI paibhI mAthAlANI saMgata mANI kare koTi aparAdha Abu-azapAdi sthAvara tIrtho to kALe phaLe, paNa sAdhu jevA jaMgama tIrthonA darzananuM puNya ja paLamAM prakarma phaLa batAvavA samartha bane che. darzana karatAM to pelI salamAne AvaDyuM hatuM ke dUra beThA prabhu vIre paNa teNInA bhAvane jANe vadhAvavA aMbAnI sAthe dharmalAbha pAThavyA hatA. kharA darzana to vasumatIne karatAM AvaDyAM ke teNIe pAMca mAsane pacIsa divasanA upavAsI prabhunA pAraNAno lAbha levA chelle AMsunuM artha ApI dIdhuM. vaLataramAM sonAmahorono Dhagalo ThIka paNa sonA ane sugaMdha jevuM saMyama prApta thayuM ne 36000 kamANInA sukAnI banavAno jaza maLyo ! sArthavAha dhanane muninA darzana maLyA ne phaLyA jethI te bhavAMtaramAM munipati mahinA banI gayA. kAraNa ke phakta ghI vahorAvatAM caDatA pariNAme samakita lAdhI gayuM ne pachI pragati ja pragati thaI. zAlibhAne tyAM samRddhiRddhio nRtya karatI AvI. ke rAjA caMpatine zAsana prabhAvanA karavA zakti-kIti maLI tenA mULamAM sAdhunA pahela vahelA darzana ja saphala banyA hatA. - samaDI marI kavarI banI, deDako marI deva banyo, keTalAya dAnava maTI mAnava banyA. khUnI paNa muni banyA. bhIkhArIo bhikSuka banyA, tiryaMco paNa tarI gayA. yamanA dUto paNa marI gayA A badhIya satya vAtaoinA mULamAM te te jIvAtmAone paramAtmA ke paramAtmAnA patha-pathika mahAtmAonA darzananA camatkAro ja che. sAme AvelA sAdhu ugrAcArI che ke zithilAcArI, zItalAcArI che ke zuddhAcArI tenI badhI bhAMjagaDamAM je paDyA te svayaM guNasthAnethI paDyA ne jeNe sAdhunA vezamAtrane dekhI dilane DolatuM karI dIdhuM teonI bhAgyarekhAo palaTAI gaI, thazarekhAo laMbAI gaI. are ! AvA adbhuta zAsananA ajaba sAdhuo saMsAra samastanI sAme che keTalA sImita parimita? ratnonA te kaMI DhagalA na hoya, paNa ekamAtra ratnanI tulanA-gaNanA karavA rakhaDatA-2jhaDatA pattharono puMja trAjavAnA sAme palle goThavI na zakAya.
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________________ have AvA umadA sAdhu samudAyanI sAme paDI bilADo citaravA ke batrIsIe caDavuM keTaluM adhamAdhama karma kahevAya? hA kayAMka gRhasthonI apekSA mujabanI sAdhutA, sAme rahela sAdhumAM na dekhAya ke na paNa hoya chatAMya teTalAja paLanA pallI pakaDI Agraha ne pUrvagraha te kevI rIte bAMdhI zakAya? nidaka vargane moTe garaNA na bAMdhI zakAya kAraNa ke darajIno dIkaro jyAM sudhI jIve tyAM sudhI sIsanA nyAye niMdakono dhaMdho ja niMdAkuthalI karI AnaMdavAno hoya che, ane kharUM pUcho to tevo samAja svaye sArI rIte jANato hoya che ke je ArAdhanAo zramaNo sAdhI rahyA che teno AMzika bhAga paNa potAnA jIvanamAM ArAdhavAmAM temane navanejA pANI UtAravA jevuM thAya ! mATe drAkSa sudhI kUdakA mAravA chatAMya moDhAmAM kaMI na AvatAM chelle lUccA ziyALe jema kAkSane ja khATI TharAvI saMtoSa mANyo tema Avo anADI varga halaku bolavAmAM lakhavAmAM ja toSa mAnato hoya che. mAvI avaLI gaMgAnA vaheNa sAme javuM eTale anumodanAnI koI gApikanA ovAraNA levA. kharI anumodanA to mAre kharA anumodaka gari zrI mahodaya sAgarajI ma. sA. nI karavI che ke, me maha zrama laI Adhunika manumodanIya pAtro prati potAno prema-pratibhAva pradarzita karyo che. vANa (mana) thI zramaNa (jaina sAdhu) sudhInA guNavAna pAtro jyAM jyAMthI jANavA maLyA. sAMbhaLavA maLyA tenI noMdha letAM letAM te samayamAM jerAza traNa puso ratha nAkhyA ne pramoda bhAvanAno bhaya parizya sIne karAvyo. jo AvI nivAI kheladIlIbullI banI sanAyAthI hoTha sudhI khIlI UThe to jhIMdAdIlInuM jhaLahaLatuM rUpa-2varUpa samAja samagamAM vyApI jAya. pachI na rahe khabasUyAmadekhAI che matsara na rahe agaDA TA, bhavADA bhopALATbasa badheya bahuta ne bhAIbalIne khavya so vaya pratipALe paNa jota. mAe hAtharyanuM pAlana karo , anuvAdaka banI prAsAnuprAsamAM lakhI lekhaka tarIkenI khyAti khATI javuM sugama tarIke paNa karI che, ati viSama che niHravAI bhAve manamohaka banavuM. guNAdhika bhAI AcArya bhadrabAvavAmI banyA te joI sago bhAI varAhamihira matsarathI saLagI gayo ne marIne vyaMtara banyo. rAjA zatAnike mRgAvatI rANInA hUbahU citrakArano aMgUTho asUyAbhAvathI kapAvyo to citrakAre paNa IdhyathiI deva sAdhI DAbA hAthe citra racavAnI kaLA sAdhI tevuM ja bIjuM citra rAjA caMpradyotane dekhADI kAmAMdha banAvyo. mRgAvatInuM nimitta beu rAjAnI laDAImAM bhAga bhajave te pahelAM bhayamAM atisAra thavAthI zatAnike prANa gumAvyA. zivamastu sajagatA, parahitanirA bhavatu bhUta gaNAya, doSA prayAM, nAza, sarvatra sukhI badhu loka-nI atibhava pati keTalIya vAra dhaDATa bolI gayo , paNa haja anumodanA konI - pare-dhI rIte kahI teTaluM paNa nathI AvavuM Ato daranI lagabhaga eka varasa pahelAM ja himAja sAmethI pulAle pathAya ne temanI yAdonI palpa carcAomAM ja temanI bhavya bhAvanAonuM bheda pAmI cho jethI tenA suMdara sarjanamAM bhAkharAvavA mAgamanano moralopanRtya karavAthagyo. bAkI khAkharAnI nimaNe sAkarano svAda STILL COLDY BUT BOLDLY, WITH MODESTY BUT MODERETLY I ALSO SEIZE THIS OPPORTUNETY TO EXPRESS MY HEARTLY SALUTATION TO ALL MUNIVARS, UAPADHYAYS, ACHARYAS AND ALL ELDERS, GRACE OF WHOM ONLY MAY MAKE ME SIDDHA AT THE LAST, BUT THROUGH MEDIA OF BECOMING ARIHANT AT THE FIRST. ALSO MY CONGRATULATION TO APPERICIATIVE VIRTUOUS POOJYA GANIVARYA SRI MAHODAY SAGAR MAHARAJ SAHEB, WHO HAS REALLY VENTURED A LOT TO CREATE SUCH LIVELY COLLECTIONS OF SO MANY HONERABLE JAIN MONKS AND CHASTE WOMEN. TI
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________________ pharI yAda karI lau te mArA mukhya kalyANa mitrane jeNe mArA mAMhyalAmAM triI bhAvanA to pragaTAvI ja paNa sAthosAtha pramodabhAvano prAdaka paricaya karAvyo. gurukRpAe jeTaluM pAmyo teno sAra eTalo ja lAge che ke nAno paNa rAIno dANo' jevo teja hoya tevA tejavaMtA nAnA atimukta ke vajakumAra jevA bALamunine nAnAbALa mAnavAnI bAlizatA na karavI, balka sarve jJAnAdhika, guNAdhika ke ratnAdhika saune mAna mUkI manomana vAMdI-abhivAdI levA, tema karyuM ja kaMIka guNadIvA pragaTaze AtamarAmanA aMdhArA khUNAomAM, anyathA aMdhArapaTamAM karela rakhaDapaTTI jevA behAla pahelAM ya hatA ane haveya rahevAnA. saMta puruSanA satsaMga-samAgama vize anumodana ke anuvAdana karIe eTaluM ochuM che, paNa FAST FOOD no A jamAno hakIktamAM PECULIAR MOOD no jamAno paNa kharI ja, mATe ja SHORT AND SWEET no mArga madhUro lAge che. chatAMya he vAMcako! A pustakanA pAne-pAne je mahApurUSonI puNaya gAthAo gavANI che temanA jIvana-kavanane jANavA-mANavA teono pratyakSa ke parokSa paricaya karavo cUkazo nahi satya samajAyA pachI te te satya purUSono pIcho mUkazo nahi. sAthapatinA pagale pagale paNa paga dabAvya bhavobhavanA jaMgala pravAsamAM maMgala sumaMgalano madhura nAda manAtananuM manoraMjana karyA vagara nahi rahe. khUba khUba bhaje sAdhune tuM, janamAMthI sarjana thavA. sajaja banI khUba khUba mathake, parArtha premI jana thavA jaina muni thaI AgaLa dhapaje, khUba khUba jaldI jina thavA khAmI-khoTathI khAlI thaI ne khUbI khUbI bhaya siddha thavA.... janAvara jevI jaTila gatithI jannata jevI pragati mATe ke sAmAnya janathI laI vizeSa dina tarIkenI unnati mATe je eka mAtra AdhAra hoya to te sAdhaka sAdhu, sUtradhAra hoya to te che sAkSAt sAdhu U "anumoda...nA..." eTale? ane anumodanA = pramoda bhAvanAnI prastuti. koInA guNo dekhI manamAM prathama moda thAya, pachI pramoda ane te ja modana te te guNanuM anusaraNa karavA mathe tyAre je sarjana thAya teja anumodana. nukasAnI zUnya, zUnya zUnya (000) jyAre lAbha pUrNa, pUrNa, pUrNa Avo nusakho maLI jAya to kayo vaNika lAbha na uThAve? basa to guNa tathA guNIjananI anumodanA = lAbha, lAbha ne lAbha.. mo- mokSano modaka ArogavA tyAre maLe jyAre moha ane svArthanA
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________________ saMsAramAM rahenArA paNa vyAmoha vinA niHsvArtha bhAve sAdharmikanI pragati pekhI rAjI rAjI thAya, prazaMsA kare, ovAraNA le, temanuM vAtsalya kare.. - darzana tatvanI zuddhi tathA vRddhi jenAthI thAya che te che paranA sukatanI upabRhaNA. karaNa karAvaNa ne anumodana, sarakhA phaLa nIpajAve. cAlo, ApaNe paNa anumodanA karIe | preraNA laIe. nA- nAzavaMta jagatamAM zAzvata jo che to te che dharma ane dhamajananI prItinI nIti. nAstikane paNa Astika banAvI devAnI kamAla che anumodanAnI amIdraSTimAM tathA abhinaMdanayukta abhivaMdanaanuvaMdanamAM. je anumodana gIta che (rAga A to lAkheNI AMgI kahevAya) guNa upavananA puSpo kahevAya...phUlo che raMga-raMganA... sugaMdhathI guNI harakhAya, premI satsaMganA... 1. koI dAnI svamAnI A bhuvanamAMhI, koI zIlavaMtA, guNavaMtA tribhuvanamAMhI, vasuMdharA che gaurava pAyaphUlo che. 2. koI tapasvI tyAgI che jIvanamAMhI, koI jJAnI che, dhyAnI che upavanamAMhI, A to ratnonI khANa kahevAya. phUlo che. 3. bhAvadharmanI sparzanA karI sAcI, parabhAva ne iDI adhyAtma rAcI, aMtarmukhI paNa kaMIka thAya. phUlo che.
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________________ 4. jinazAsana praNetA, jinezvara prabhu mahAupavananA siMcaka, rakSaka vibhu, jemanI kRpAnA pAtro kahevAya...phUlo che. 5. anumodanA karIe, guNa-guNIjananI mokSamArganI gatimAM eka kathanI aMga aMga ullasita thAya...phUlo che. jiNajammAiUsavakaraNaM taha maharisINa pAraNae / jiNasAsaNaMmi bhattIpamuhaM devANa aNumanne // zrI jinezvara bhagavaMtonA janmAdi utsavo karavA tathA mahAmunivaronA pAraNA vakhate divya pragaTAvavA ane jinazAsananI bhakti karavI vigere devonAM sukRtonI huM anumodanA karuM chuM. tiriANa desaviraI, pajjaMtArAhaNaM ca aNumoe / sammadaMsaNalaMbhaM, aNumanne nArayANaM pi // tiryaMconI dezavirati tathA aMtima samayanI ArAdhanAne anumoduM chuM. nArakIone paNa samyak darzanano lAbha thAya, tenI anumodanA karuM chuM. sesANaM jIvANaM dANarUittaM sahAvaviNiyattaM / taha payaNukasAyattaM, parovagAstiMbhavvattaM // dakkhivanna- dayAluttaM, piyabhAsiAivivihaguNanivahaM / sivamaggakAraNaM jaM, taM savvaM aNumayaM majjha // ane bAkInA jIvonuM dAnarUcipaNuM, svAbhAvika vinItapaNuM, kaSAyonuM pAtaLApaNuM, paropakArIpaNuM, bhavyapaNuM, dayAlupaNuM, priyabhASIpaNuM, vigere vividha guNono samUha ke je mokSamArganuM kAraNa che te sarvanI mArI anumodanA che. ("ArAdhanA patAkA" graMthamAMthI...) 23
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________________ prakAzakIya :::: * nakakI amArA pUjya mAtuzrI kastUrabAI tathA pitAzrI bAbubhAI urphe kuMvarajI jeThAbhAI, jemaNe amArAmAM susaMskAronA bIja ropyAM, dharma pratyenI zraddhA jagAvI, dharmamaya jIvana jIvavAnI preraNA ApI temanA amArA upara khUba ja upakAro che. emanA upakAronuM RNa yatkiMcit aMze paNa adA karavA mATe ghaNA samayathI amArA haiyAmAM evI bhAvanA rahyA karatI hatI ke samyajJAnanA pustakonuM suvyavasthita rIte prakAzana - prasAraNa mATe eka prakAzana TrasTanI sthApanA karavI. e TrasTane amArA pUjya mAtuzrInA nAma sAthe joDavuM. ane enA anvaye acalagacchIya tamAma sAdhu sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto dvArA likhita - saMpAdita pustakonuM prakAzana tathA vyavasthita vitaraNa karavuM. amArI A bhAvanA paramopakArI, zAsanasamrATa, bhAratadivAkara, acalagacchAdhipati pa. pU. A. bha. zrI guNasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. AgaLa rajU karatAM teozrInI sAnaMda anumati tathA AzIrvAda sAMpaDatAM amArA utsAhamAM abhivRddhi thaI, ane tenI phalazruti svarUpe saM. 2044nA akSaya tRtIyAnA zubha divase sthapAyela zrI kastUra prakAzana TrasTa taraphathI atyAra sudhImAM chapAyela sAhityanI yAdI A pustakamAM anyatra ApavAmAM AvI che. temAM AgamAbhyAsI 5 gANivarya zrI mahodayasAgarajI ma.sA. dvArA saMyojita-saMpAdita "ahuranA vasuMdharA - cAlo anumodanA karIe" (bhAga-3-4) nAmanA prastuta pustakano umero karatAM ame atyaMta AnaMda anubhavIe chIe. cAreya bhAganuM saMyukta pustaka paNa AnI sAthe ja prakAzita karatAM gaurava anubhavIe chIe. pU. gaNivaryazrI dvArA saMpAdita, jenA heye zrI navakAra tene karaze zuM saMsAra?" temaja bahuratnA vasuMdharA' bhAga 1-2nI mAphaka A pustaka paNa atyaMta lokopayogI banaze temAM zaMkAne sthAna nathI ja. rU. 1001 ApIne jeo amArA TrasTanA kAyamI sabhyo banaze temane TrasTa dvArA prakAzita thanAra dareka pustako posTa dvArA bheTa mokalAvavAnI
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________________ amArI yojanA che. AzA che ke pUjyonI kRpAthI tathA Apa sahunA sAtha sahakAra thI amArI zubha bhAvanA suMdara rIte pAra paDaze ja. - saddhAMcanano jIvana ghaDataramAM ghaNo moTo phALo hoya che. eTale ja eka tattvaciMtake kahyuM che ke, "tame kevA pustako vAMco cho tathA kevA mitro sAthe sobata rAkho cho? eTaluM ja kaho to huM tamAruM jIvanacaritra kahI dauM !"... AjanA jamAnAmAM sine sAhitya vigere vilAsI sAhityanI lAkho nakaloe yuvA mAnasane atyaMta vikRta banAvI mUkyuM che. tyAre AvuM saMskArapoSaka sAttvika sAhitya vadhune vadhu prakAzita tathA prasArita thAya e atyaMta jarUrI che. prastuta prakAzananA saMpAdaka pUjya gaNivaryazrIno tathA mAnanIya dravya sahAyakono temaja prinTIMgamAM atyaMta sahayoga ApanAra zrI kIracaMdabhAI je. zeThano atyaMta AbhAra mAnI viramuM chuM. li. kastUra prakAzana TrasTa vatI solIsITara harakhacaMda kuMvarajI gaDA TrasTI) kaccha-baDAvAlAnA jaya jinendra sAthe praNAma
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________________ anumodanAnI anumodanA (eka anumodanIya patra) prastuta pustaka mATe dRSTAMto mokalAvavA aMgenuM paripatra vAMcIne temaja prastuta pustakanA bhAga-1 tathA bhAga-2 vAMcIne seMkaDo guNAnurAgI AtmAoe rUbarumAM temaja patro dvArA A prakAzananI bharapeTa anumodanA karIne pramoda bhAvanA abhivyakta karI che temaja A kArya mATe mArA utsAhamAM paNa abhivRddhi karI che te sahu anumodakonI paNa hArdika anumodanA karuM chuM. e badhA patro prakAzita karAya to nAnakaDI pustikA banI jAya. paraMtu graMthagaurava na thAya te mATe e patromAMthI sempala rUpe mAtra eka ja patra atre raju karavAmAM Ave che. patramAM lakhyA mujaba patra lakhanAra mane oLakhe che paraMtu patranA aMte potAnuM nAma pragaTa karela nathI jethI mAre to e niHspRhI lekhakanuM anumAna karavA mATe mAtra aTakaLa ja karavI rahI. patralekhakanI niHspRhItAnI temaja anumodanAnI paNa hArdika anumodanA. -saMpAdaka zrI zAMtinAthAya namaH pUjya upakArI, maunI, svAdhyAyI, jJAnI, tapasvI ane guNAnurAgI evA gaNi Adi vizeSaNoyukta mahAtmA zrI mahodayasAgarajI ma. tathA sarve mahAtmAone mArI anaMtAnaMtazaH vaMdanA.... paramAtmAnI asImakRpAthI khUba ja majAmAM chuM. Apa paNa zAtAmAM AnaMdamAM hazo ja. vizeSamAM "bahuratnA vasuMdharA (bhAga-1)" daivayoge hAthamAM AvI. saMpAdakIya vAMcyuM. tathA thoDAMka prasaMgo paNa vAMcyAM. atyAra sudhI huM Apane eka bhalA, bhoLA evA muni bhagavaMta. samajato hato. paraMtu A pustaka hAthamAM AvatAM evuM lAgyuM ke Apa to 28
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________________ ustAda cho. jemAM Ape lakhyuM che ke TapAla dvArA saunI anumodanA karavAnI ame emanI anumodanA karIe tyAre ja emanAM guNo amArAmAM Ave. paraMtu Apa to amArA dvArA emanAM guNo paNa meLavazo ane amArA paNa tame meLavI lezo. 1 tIrathI be jIvonI hatyA zreNika mahArAjAe karI hatI evuM sAMbhaLyuM vAMcyuM che paraMtu eno sAkSAta anubhava Aje tamArI pAse thayo! Aje jayAre duniyAmAM ISanuM jhera bharAyeluM che tyAre AvA kALamAM paNa bIjAnAM guNo jeva, kahevA ane lakhavA A traNe kArya ati ati ati kaThina che ane temAM paNa tene chApIne jagatanI sAme mUkavAM te to kharekhara khUbaja ati kaThina che. evAM jagatanA jIvonAM saddaguNone Apa prakAzita karI rahyAM cho. te khUba khUba anumodanIya che. ajaina graMthamAM sarva tIrathanI jAtrA jema mAbApane kahI che tema huM paNa A sarvajIvonI to TapAlAdithI koI paNa rIte anumodanA nahi ja karI zakuM kAraNa ke kAkavRSTivALo chuM, paraMtu A sarvanAM guNonA prakAzaka evA ApanI anumodanA karavA dvArA hAla to saMtoSa mAnI rahyo chuM. vizeSamAM Apa A pachI paNa je be bhAga vizeSa prakAzita karI rahyA cho, temAM tana dhanathI to huM kAMIja madada nahi karI zake kAraNake mahA paNa chuM. paraMtu manathI ApanA A kAryanI bhUri bhUri prazaMsA karuM chuM. jaina zAsanano mahA udaya Apa jevAM guNIyala gaNi zrI mahodaya sAgarajI ma. sA. dvArA ja thAya emAM navAI nathI lAgatI. vizeSamAM mArAM lAyaka kAmakAja jaNAvazo. duzmana sAthe laDIne jItanArA ghaNAM joyA. paraMtu duzamana sAthe laDyA vinA ja jItanArAo A paramakRpALu devAdhideva mahAdhUrta evA jinezvaranAM zAsanarUpI ToLIvALA joyA che! eja A jinazAsanane prApta karela evA eka premI pAgala nI anaMtazaH vaMdanA..
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________________ 1) 100 + 108 + 88 oLInA | 'tapasvI samrATa' sUrirAja samasta vizvamAM hajAro varSamAM vikrama rUpa kahI zakAya tevI utkRSTa tapazcaryA -vardhamAna AyaMbila tapanI 100+100+88 oLInA ArAdhaka parama tapasvI AcArya bhagavaMta saM. 1990mAM 18 varSanI vaye dIkSA lIdhA bAda vaDI dIkSAnA 1 mahinAnA yoga paNa mahA muzkelIthI karI zakyA hatA!... AyaMbilano lukamo AhAra jotAM ja UlaTIo thavA mAMDe ! paraMtu guru samarpaNabhAvanA kAraNe prApta thayela amogha gurukRpAnA aciMtya prabhAvathI Aje teo na kalpI zakAya tevI ajoDa tapasiddhine varelA che! - 21 varSanI uMmare temane dAMtanA peDhAnI tIvra pIDA upaDI. AyuSyanI prabaLatAnA prabhAve navajIvana pAmelA A munizrIe jIvananI kSaNabhaMguratAnuM divyajJAna prApta karI tapanI tamannA sevI. lohInA kaNakaNamAM tapanI ugra sAdhanAno saMkalpa karI vardhamAna tapano prAraMbha karyo. emAM paNa 40mI oLIthI 100mI oLI sudhI kAma covihAra AyaMbila karyA !!! bhara unALAmAM vihAromAM paNa teo ThAma covihAra AyaMbila karatA! prathamavAra 108mI oLInuM pAraNuM saM. 2013mAM thayA bAda TUMka samayamAM punaH pAyo nAMkhI avirata tapanI yAtrA cAlu rahI. vayathI vRddha banatA paNa saMkalpamAM sadA taruNa rahenArA munivarane haiye hoMza hatI tethI 1 thI 72 oLI kAma covihArI karI ! zarIranI aneka pratikULatAne veThI A mahApuruSe deva-gurunI kRpA baLe aneka | vinonA vAdaLa vikherI tamayAtrA cAlu rAkhI. saM. 2022mAM paMnyAsa pade tathA saM. 2029mAM AcAryapade ArUDha karAyA. saM. 2034 phe. va. 10 nA roja bIjI vAra 100mI oLInuM pAraNuM amadAvAdamAM thayuM. mohanA sainyano vidhvaMsa karavA mATe raNasaMgrAma khelatA AcAryazrIe trIjI vAra pAyo nAMkhyo ane Aje eka pachI eka oLI pUrNa karatA trIjI vAra 100 oLInI maMjila tarapha AgaLa vadhatAM 88 oLI pUrNa karI cUkyA che!!!.. vizvamAM rekorDa rUpa temanA 14 hajAra jeTalA AyaMbila thayela che.
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________________ ATalI tapazcaryA chatAM paNa prasiddhi ane ADaMbarathI sadA nirALA rahelA A saumya svabhAvI AcArya bhagavaMtanuM nAma hajI paNa ghaNA jainone khabara nathI e keTalI Azcaryajanaka vAta kahevAya !.... koIpaNa rAjAno rAjayAbhiSeka thAya tyAre karavAmAM AvatI eka viziSTa vidhi teozrInA nAmane sUcita kare che ! vaLI teozrInA nAmano uttarArdha jinazAsananA eka evA viziSTa pratIkane sUcave che ke jenI rakSA, kumArapALa mahArAjA pachI rAjagAdIe Avela AtatAyI rAjA ajayapALanA samayamAM 21 jeTalA navapariNIta yugaloe dhagadhagatA telanA kaDAyAmAM potAnI jAtane saharSa homI daIne karI hatI !!!... 'tapasvI samrATa' AcArya bhagavaMtanA gurudevazrI eTale 'karmasAhitya niSNAta', 'suvizuddha saccAritracUDAmaNi', 'akhaMDabrahmateMjomUrti' tarIke jinazAsanamAM suprasiddha thaI gayela suvizAla munigaNa netA AcArya bhagavaMtazrI! have to oLakhI lIdhI ne A guru-ziSyanI ajoDa joDIne ?! jo AvA ''tapasvI samrATa'' AcArya bhagavaMtanA darzana-vaMdana na karyA hoya to jayAM sudhI teozrInA darzana-vaMdana na thAya tyAM sudhI ekAda priya cIjanA tyAgano zubha saMkalpa atyArathI ja karazo ne ? A varSe teozrI amadAvAdamAM cAturmAsa birAjamAna che. tapasvI samrATa sUrIzvaranA caraNAraviMdamAM anaMtazaH bhAva vaMdanA. teozrI zIghra trIjI vAra 100 oLI pUrNa karanArA bane tevI zAsana devane prArthanA. : bhISaNa kalikAla mojAra, vase che eka dhanno aNagAra...!!! 7 ''gInIsa buka opha varlDa rekarDa'' mAM duniyAmAM sahuthI vadhu khAnArA ane sauthI vadhu zarIranuM vajana dharAvanArA mAnavonI mahAnatA AlekhAyI che. tyAre zAstronAM suvarNa pRSTho 52 ghora tapa karanArA ane tapa tathA saMyamanI sAdhanA dvArA zarIra ane karmone zoSI nAkhanArA dhannA aNagAra jevA munivaronI jIvanagAthA AlekhAyelI che.
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________________ cAritra lIdhA bAda jiMdagIbhara mATe chaThThanA pAraNe AyaMbila karavAno ghora abhigraha lenAra ane kaThora saMyamanI sAdhanA karanAra pannA aNagAranA jIvana caritrane sAMbhaLI ApaNA hAtha joDAI jAya che, mAthuM namI jAya che ane sTayamAM temanAM upara bhArobhAra bahumAna UbhuM thaI jAya che. te ja rIte vartamAnamAM paNa ghanAjInA jIvananI jhAMkhI karAvanArA, jemanA vividha taponI yAdI vAMcIne ApaNA rUMvADA khaDA thaI jAya ane mukhamAMthI AzcaryanA udgAro nIkaLI jAya tevo ghora tapa karanArA eka AcArya bhagavaMtazrI vartamAna kalikAlamAM paNa vidyamAna che e ApaNA mATe AnaMda ane ahobhAvapreraka bInA che. A mahApuruSe 27 varSanI bharayuvAnImAM haryA bharyA saMsArano tyAga karI saMyamanA mArge saMcaraNa karyuM. nAnapaNathI lokhaMDI sTaya ane majabUta mana dharAvavAnA kAraNe cAritra lIdhA bAda ghora sAdhanAno yajJa mAMDayo. vihAra hoya to AyaMbilano tapa ane sthiratA hoya to upavAsa!... te sAthe saMyamanA yogonuM suvizuddha pAlana, nidorSa gocarIno Agraha temaja svAdhyAya prema A badhAno sumeLa e ja pUjayazrInuM jIvana banI gayuM. vaDIlono vinaya, vaiyAvacca, bhakti ane AjJApAlana Adi dvArA gurudevonA parama kRpApAtra banI gayA. Aje 90 varSanI vaye paNa chellA saLaMga 13 varSathI (vacce 92 divasanA ekazaNA sivAya) AyaMbilano tapa karI rahyA che. temAM paNa divase prAyaH karIne sUvAnuM nahIM. Akho divasa jApa ane svAdhyAya. 20 ane 22 ki.mI. nA lAMbA vihAromAM paNa DolIno upayoga karavo nahi! Avo ApaNe AvA mahAna tapasvI AcArya bhagavaMtanI tapazcaryAnI jhalaka vAMcIne pAvana thaIe. sAcA bhAve anumodanA ane vaMdanA karIe ane e dvArA ApaNe paNa tapaguNane prApta karIe. tapasyA karatAM karatAM ho ke DaMkA jora bajAyA ho (1) tIrthakara vardhamAna tapa. caDatA krame 1 upavAsathI 24 upavAsa sudhI, tema UtaratA krame 1 upavAsathI 24 upavAsa sudhI kula 600 upavAsa. vizeSatA ? (A) 22mA zrI neminAtha bhagavAnanA saLaMga 22 upavAsa karI 23 mA divase zrIsiddhagirinI yAtrA karI pAraNuM AyaMbilathI karyuM. (B) 23 mAM pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanA saLaMga 23 mA upavAse jUnAgaDhathI giranAra taLeTInI yAtrA karI AyaMbilathI pAraNuM karyuM. (C) UtaratA krame zrI AdIzvara bhagavAnanA 24
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________________ 6. upavAsane badale mAsakSamaNa karI 31mA divase zrI siddhagirinI yAtrA karI AyaMbilathI pAraNuM karela ! (D) saM. 1995mAM jeTha vada 14 nA suratamAM cAturmAsa pravezathI mahA vadi 6 nA vihAra sudhImAM 260 divasanI sthiratA daramyAna cAlu varSItapamAM 16 mA bhagavAnathI 23mA bhagavAna sudhInA 16 + 17 + 18 + 19 + 20 + 21 + 22 + 23 = 156 upavAsa, bAkInA 104 divasamAM varSItapanA para upavAsa eTale 260 divasa mAM kula 208 upavAsa ane 52 pAraNAM thayAM !... (2) vIza sthAnapadanI ArAdhanA : (A) temAM prathama arihaMta padanI ArAdhanA saLaMga 20 upavAsa 20 vAra karIne chellI vIzI vakhate zrI siddhagirinI yAtrA 21mA divase page caDhIne karI ane pAraNuM AyaMbilathI karyuM.! : (B) bIjA ''namo siddhANaM'' padamAM pAMca akSaro che. tethI bIjA padanI ArAdhanA pAMca aThThAIthI karI ! (C) vIza sthAnakanA bAkInA aDhAre padonI cAlu vidhi pramANe chUTA vIza vIza upavAsathI vIza sthAnaka tapa pUrNa karyo. (3) be varSItapa karyA. keTalAya varSothI ekAzaNAthI ochuM paccakkhANa karyuM nathI. (4) 78 varSanI jaipha vaya sudhI dara paryuSaNamAM akrama, comAsI chaThTha temaja dIvALInA chaThTha karela. Aje paNa jJAnapaMcamI, mauna ekAdazI ane saMvatsarIno upavAsa cAlu che. (5) zreNItapa : saM. 1993mAM pUnA cAturmAsamAM (135 divasanI sthiratA daramyAna) zreNItapa tathA arihaMta padanI eka vIzI tathA chUTA upavAsa thaI 116 upavAsa tathA phakta 19 divasa pAraNA karyA !... A rIte pUjyazrIe 85 varSanI uMmara sudhImAM karela 3000 thI adhika upavAsanuM koSTaka nIce mujaba che. 30 upavAsa 24 23 22 21 20 19 18 17 16 1 vAra 1 ra 2 ra 22 2 2 2 ra 10 9 8 7 S 5 4 3 ra 2 3 8 3 5 5 6 52 204 1334|3005 13 12 11 ra 22 15 2 1 14 ra kula
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________________ lai, (6) AyaMbila tapaH vardhamAna tapanI 108 oLI karI. vizeSatAo : (A) 54mI oLImAM siddhagirinI nitya be yAtrA sAthe 108 yAtrA. (B) papa + 5 + pa7 mI oLI saM. 2008mAM siddhagirimAM cAturmAsa vakhate saLaMga karI. (C) 58 mI oLImAM siddhagirinI 120 yAtrA sAta chaThTha ane be aThThama pUrvaka karI !!! (D) 59-60-1-44 mI oLI chaThThanA pAraNe AyaMbilathI karI! (E) junAgaDha-giranAramAM 1 mI oLImAM sAta ane 2 akama temaja vacce pAraNAmAM 9 Acabila sahita 29 divasamAM ja giranAranI 99 yAtrA karI che ane chelave agI sAthe jAmakaMDoraNAthI junAgaDha sudhI charI pAlaka saMghamAM vihAra karyo ! ATalA lAMbA vihAramAM eka ja divasa pANIno upayoga karyo !... AvI ja rIte bIjI vakhata vihAramAM 9 upavAsa karyA ! (E) 65 mI oLI ekAMtare upavAsa-AyaMbilathI karI. (G) 5 mI oLImAM keTalAka chaThTha ane keTalAka ekAtare upavAsa karyA! (H) 77 mI oLImAM siddhagirinI 108 yAtrA karI! (I) 9 mI oLI bAda saMgha hitArthe 100 mI oLIthI vagara pAraNe saM. 2039 jeTha vahi 7 thI sAjAMga AyaMbilano prAraMbha karyo. DaoNkaTaranI cetavaNIo ke bhakatonI kAkaludIo pUjyazrIne temanA abhigathI jarApaNa vicalita karI na zakI. 100, 101, 102, 103, 104, 105, 106, 17, 108 oLIonA maMgala AMkane vaTAvI pragaTa prabhAvI zrI zaMkhezvara tIrthamAM 1008 AcaMbila pUrNa kya. tenA upara ama karIne pAraNuM kyAM vinA niraMtara 1749 AyaMbila thayA tyAre zrI saMghanA agraNIonA AdezathI 1751 AyaMbila upara eka upavAsa karIne saM. 204 nI vaizAkha sudi 3 nAM anicchAe zeraDInA rasathI ThAma covihAra pUrvaka pAraNuM karyuM. vigaInA tyAgapUrvaka 92 divasa ekAsaNA karyA bAda punaH saM. 204nA aSADha suda 1 thI AyaMbila cAlukya tene 9 varSa thayA. Aja divasa sudhI AyaMbila cAlu ja che. 90 varSanI bujharga vaye paNa teozrI potAnA saMkalpathI jarApaNa vicalita thayA nathI !!!...
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________________ teozrIe 72 varSanI vaya sudhI dara varSe 2 vAra navapadajInI AyaMbila oLInI vidhipUrvaka ArAdhanA karI che. Ama atyAra sudhI 10 hajArathI adhika AyaMbila tathA 3 hajArathI adhika upavAsa karanAra pUjyazrIe dIkSA bAda ekAsaNAthI ochuM paccakhANa kadI karyuM nathI ! 85 varSanI vaye siddhagiri ane giranAranI yAtrA tathA akhaMDa 1100 uparAMta AyaMbilamAM vaizAkha mAsanI dhIkhatI dharA para mAtra 12 divasamAM rAjakoTathI amadAvAda sudhI 225 ki.mI. no ugra vihAra karyo!... AvI uca-ghora ane bhIkha tapazcaryA karanArA pUjayazrInA akSaranA nAmano artha "caMdra" evo thAya che. potAnI jAta mATe vajathI paNa kaThora ane bIjA jIvo mATe phUlathI paNa komaLa ane caMdrathI paNa zItala saumya ane vAtsalyasabhara svabhAvane dhAraNa karanArA pUjayazrIne roja savAre UThIne bhAvathI vaMdana karavA joIe. pUjayazrI hAla amadAvAdamAM birAjamAna che. keTalAka zrAvako pUjayazrI amadAvAdamAM koIpaNa ThekANe birAjamAna hoya to acUka emanA darzana-vaMdana karyA vinA mukhamAM pANI paNa nAkhatA nathI!... pUjayazrInA vaDila baMdhue temanAthI pahelAM dIkSA lIdhela. teo paNa AcArya pada upara ArUDha thayela. pAMca akSaranA temanA nAmano artha "caMdrane jItI lenAra" evo thAya che. temano jIvana bAga paNa tapa, tyAga, titikSA, gurUsamarpaNa, vAtsalya, gaMbhIratA, nispRhatA, svAdhyAyaprema, AzritonI anokhI saMyama kALajI, kriyArUci, nirabhimAnatA, samatA, saujanya Adi anekAneka guNo rUpI gulAbathI maghamaghato hato. vaLI tapasvI samrATa pUjayazrIe potAnA suputrane mAtra 7 varSa, 4 mahinA ane 18 divasanIbAlyavayamAM saMyamanA paMthe vALela. temaNe paNa (1) eka mahinAmAM AyaMbila sahita siddhagirinI 99 yAtrA, (2) ekAsaNA sahita 99 yAtrA (3) traNa thI cAra vakhata giranAranI 99 yAtrA (4) covihAra chaThTha sAthe siddhagirinI ra vAra 7 yAtrA vigere viziSTa ArAdhanA karela. aneka guNaratnonI khANa hovAthI "manuSyomAM ratna samAna" athavA to "uttama manuSya" evA temanA nAmanA arthane caritArtha karanArA AcArya bhagavaMta hatA. ra varSa pahelAM ja teo samAdhipUrvaka ! kAladharma pAmyA che. uparokta traNeya sUrivaro "kama sAhitya nipuNamati', saccAritra cUDAmaNi' "ajoDa brahmamUrti tarIke suprasiddha AcArya bhagavaMtanA samudAyanA che.
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________________ kahevAze anumodanA sAcI lezo A pratijJA vAMcI priya vAMcaka ! ApaNA jIvanamAM AvI ghora sAdhanA karavAnI vAta to dUra rahI paraMtu vicAratAM ya ApaNane gabharAmaNa thaI jAya. tyAre jJAnIo kahe che ke ''karaNa karAvaNa ne anumodana, sarikhA phala nIpajAve.'' dilathI anumodanA karavA dvArA ApaNe paNa AvA tapano lAbha meLavI zakIe chIe. paNa sabUra, mAtra lukhkhI anumodanA karavAthI sAcI anumodanA gaNAtI nathI, paraMtu AvA tapasvI samrATa AcArya bhagavaMtanI ghora tapazcaryAnI yAdI vAMcIne ApaNA jIvanamAM ekAda paNa nAnakaDo vrata, niyama, tyAga ke tapano saMkalpa karIe, vyasanono tyAga karIe tathA eka ke traNa varSamAM 108 AyaMbila pUrNa karavAno abhigraha laIe temaja jayAM sudhI AvA mahApuruSanAM pratyakSa darzana-vaMdana na thAya tyAM sudhI ekAda priya cIjano tyAga karIe to ja vAMcelI tapazcaryAnI yAdI ane karelI anumodanA sArthaka ane saphaLa gaNAze. jI mahA tapasvIratna sUrIzvarajI 43 varSanI uMmare sajoDe dIkSA aMgIkAra karIne, 75 varSanI vaye sUripade birAjamAna thaIne, 94 varSanI vaye pAMca varSa pahelAM (saM. 2048, mahA sudi 11) kAladharma pAmelA AcArya bhagavaMte potAnA jIvanamAM karelI tapa-japanI sAdhanA kharekhara herata pamADe tevI che. A rahI temaNe karelI ArAdhanA-sAdhanAnI rUparekhA. bhAre ahobhAvathI vAMcazo to aDhaLaka karma nirjarA sAthe mahAna puNya upArjana thaze ane kayAreka evI viziSTa sAdhanA karavAnI zakti paNa prApta thaze. upavAsa (1) zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranA saLaMga 68 upavAsa pAraNe 11 AyaMbila. (2) 45 AgamanA 45 upavAsa (3) mRtyuMjaya tapa = mAsakSamaNa. (4) 20 vakhata siddhitapa !... temAM paNa 18 vakhata to dareka pAraNAmAM AyaMbilapUrvaka siddhitapa karela ! (5) zreNitapa
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________________ (6) saLaMga cattAria dazadIyatapa. (7) ekAMtarA upavAsapUrvaka vIza sthAnaka tapanA 420 upavAsa (8) 96 jina ArAdhanAnA 96 upavAsa (9) sahastrakUTanA 1024 upavAsanI sAdhanA cAlu hatI (10) 4-5-6-7-8-10-15-16 upavAsa anekavAra karela (11) 75 varSathI dara mahinAnI be caudazanA upavAsa (12) 75 varSathI paryuSaNanA cha-aTTama. divALIno chaThTha (13) cha e aThThAInI eka vakhata 8 upavAsa pUrvakanI eka ja varSamAM 8-8 upavAsanI sAdhanA. (14) bIja-pAMcama-AThama-aMgiyArasanI vidhipUrvaka sAdhanA. (15) be varSItapa pAraNAmAM pAMca ja dravya vAparavAnA abhigraha sAthe. (1) 70 varSathI ochAmAM ochuM ekAsaNuM! AyaMbila tapanI sAdhanA (1) zrI vardhamAna tapanI 100+ 73 oLI. (2) zrInavapadajInI 131 oLI (3) be vakhata saLaMga 500 AyaMbila (4) vardhamAna tapanI 86-87 mI oLI upara siddhitapa. (5) vardhamAna tapanI 91mI oLI upara mAsakhamaNa. (6) vardhamAna tapanI 100mI oLInuM pAraNuM 16 upavAsapUrvaka karyuM. (7) 20 varSa sudhI guru caraNe saMlagna rahI cAtumAMsamAM cAtumAM praveza divasathI comAsAnAM kSetramAMthI vihAra na thAya tyAM sudhI AyaMbila karavAno abhigraha !... (8) saMpUrNa japa AgamanA yoganI bilapUrvakanI sAdhanA. (9) vIryollAsa vadhatAM alpa dravyano abhigraha. AhAranAM dravyo paNa eka rasa banAvI Indriyanigrahano kaDaka amala. - 8
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________________ mahAmaMtranI sAdhanA (1) karoDonI saMkhyAmAM zrI navakAra mahAmaMtrano jApa. (2) lAkhonI saMkhyAmAM zrI vardhamAna vidyAnA jApa tathA zrI sUrimaMtra-paMca prasthAnanI AMyabilapUrvaka 84 divasanI sAdhanA bAda lAkhonI saMkhyAmAM sUrimaMtrano jApa. (3) 5-9-10-12 logassano kAussagga pratidina. 100 logassano kAussagga paNa anukULatAe karatA. pAvana tIrthonI yAtrAo (1) gRhastha jIvanamAM zrIzikharajI, jesalamera, kaccha bhadrezvara, mAravADa, mevADa, siddhagirijI vigerenI prAyaH zakya prAcIna tIrthonI yAMtrA. temaja cha'rI pALatA saMgho sAthe paNa yAtrAo karI hatI. (2) muni jIvanamAM zrI siddhagirijInI 1800 yAtrAo 9 vAra 99 yAtrApUrvaka. 10 vakhata chaThTha karI sAta yAtrA. (3) zrI giranArajInI 108 yAtrA 33 divasamAM. aThThama karI 11 yAtrA. (4) zrI kadaMbagirijI tathA zrI taLAjAnI 108 yAtrA. (5) surata - katAra gAmanI tathA amadAvAda haThIbhAInI vADImAM birAjamAna zrI dharmanAtha prabhunI 99 yAtrA. A che teono saMyama pratyeno Adara (1) jinAjJA temaja guru AjJAnI ananya upAsanA. (2) saMyamazuddhi aMge piMDeSaNAnI ajabanI jAgRti. manonigraha ane Indriya nigraha aMge vividha AkarA abhigraho. (3) niHspRhavRti, nirabhimAna ane nirADaMbara jIvana sAthe RjutAbharI bAhya AtyaMtara jIvananI khevanA. (4) krodhAdi kaSAya bhAvathI nyArA rahevAnI herata pamADe tevI cittavRtti. (5) 2khe ne koI azubha karmano baMdha na paDI jAya te aMge ratnayatrInI sAdhanAnuM lakSya. 9
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________________ (6) teozrIe gRhastha jIvanamAM eka alpAyu saMtAnanI prApti bAda 30 varSanI vaye sajoDe brahmacarya vrata aMgIkAra karela. AvA mahA tapasvI sUrIzvarane anaMtaza vaMdanA. temanA nAmamAM uttarArdhanA darzana karIne pUrvArdha vikasita thAya che!" temanA guru deva "prAkRta vizArada" ane "dharmarAjA" tarIke suprasiddha AcArya bhagavaMta hatA. ( 250 covihArI chaThTha dareka chaThThamAM sAta sAta yAtrAo !!! | gacchAdhipati pade birAjamAna eka AcArya bhagavaMte potAnA jIvanamAM 250 thI adhikavAra covihArI chaThTha karIne dareka chaThThamAM siddhAcalajI mahAtIrthanI sAtasAta yAtrAo karI che !!! kema, Azcarya cakita thaI gayA ne A vAMcIne? paNa A koI prathama saMghayaNavALA cothA ArAnI vAta nathI. temaja dUranA ke najIkanA bhUtakALanI paNa vAta nathI. A mahA tapasvI AcArya bhagavaMta Aje hayAta che. tame dhAro to jarUra emanA darzana-vaMdanano mahAlAbha pAmI zako cho. alabatta, teo hAla kalakattAmAM cAturmAsa birAjamAna che. paraMtu AjanA vijJAnayugamAM gRhasthone mATe kalakattA paNa bahu dUra na kahevAya. sametazikharajI thaIne tyAM javAthI aneka sthAvara tIrthonI sAthe AvA mahAna jaMgamatIrthanA darzana-vaMdana no mahAlAbha maLI jAya. varSo pUrve gRhasthapaNAmAM trIjA sTejanI TI.bI.nA kAraNe bacavAnI AzA nahIMvata hovAthI aMtima zvAsa levA mATe zrIsidhdhAcalajI mahAtIrthamAM AvelA emaNe covihArI chaThTha sAthe sAta yAtrA karatAM TI.bI. adazya thaI gayuM! navajIvana maLyuM. tyAMne tyAM saMyama svIkAravAno saMkalpa karyo ane te mujaba TUMka samayamAM saMyama svIkArIne Aje gacchAdhipati pade birAjamAna thaI gayA. potAne jIvatadAna ApanAra sidhdhAcalajI mahAtIrthanI covihAra chaThTha sAthe sAta yAtrA hovAthI dIkSA pachI temaNe avAra navAra covihAra chaThTha sAthe sAta yAtrAo karavAnuM caDhatA pariNAme cAlu ja rAkhyuM. pariNAme Aje ajoDa vizva vikrama rUpa kahI 10
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________________ zakAya tevI uparokta siddhi teozrIe hAMsala karI che. gacchAdhipati AcAryapade birAjamAna hovA chatAM teozrInI namratA ane sAdagI evI anokhI che ke teo moTe bhAge vyAkhyAna ke cAturmAsamAM rAtre saMthAro karavA sivAya pATano upayoga prAyaH karatA nathI. nIce ja bese che. vastro paNa khUba sAdA sAmAnya muni jevA ja lAge. svabhAve paNa khUba ja saraLa. A varSe teozrInI pAvana nizrAmAM jAkhoDA tIrtha (rAjasthAna) thI zikharajI mahAtIrthano cha'rI pALato mahAna saMgha nIkaLela. sidhdhAcala zaNagAra TUMka tathA gheTI pagalAnI pAchaLa Adapara gAma pAse vizALakAya AdinAtha bhagavaMtanI aMjanazalAkA-pratiSThA paNa teozrInA varada haste thayela che. temanA pavitra nAmamAM paramAtmAnA sAkAra ane nirAkAra bane svarUpono samAveza thAya che A temanA gurudevazrI paNa "khAkhI mahAtmA' tarIke prakhyAta AcArya bhagavaMta hatA. have to oLakhI gayA ne guru-ziSyanI anokhI joDIne? jo kadAca jIvanamAM ekapaNa vAra emanA darzana na karyA hoya teM jayAM sudhI emanA darzanano lAbha na maLe tyAM sudhI ekAda vastunA tyAgano saMkalpa karazo ne ?.. dhanyavAda. ( ) saLaMga 33 kalAka sudhI dhyAnamudrAmAM sthiratA karatA AtmajJAnI AcAryazrI !!! 22 varSanI bhara yuvAvasthAmAM saM. 2025mAM digaMbara muni dIkSAne aMgIkAra karIne apramattapaNe jJAna-dhyAnanI viziSTa sAdhanA ane vinaya-vaiyAvacca Adi aneka sadaguNonI yogyatAne lIdhe guru dvArA mAtra cAra ja varSanA dIkSA paryAyamAM (20 varSanI nAnI vayamAM) AcArya pada upara ArUDha karAyelA e mahAtmAnI sAdhanAnI vAto vartamAnakALamAM herata pamADe tevI che. * sAMpradAyika pUrvagrahathI mukata thaIne guNagrAhI daSTithI, pramoda bhAvapUrvaka A dRSTAMta vAMcavA vinaMti. - 11
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________________ roja trisaMdhyAe ra-rA kalAka (kula 6-7 kalAko sudhI niyamitapaNe dhyAnamudrAmAM sthira thaIne AtmAnubhava mATe sAdhanA karatA A mahAtmA kayAreka nirjana guphA vigeremAM kalAko sudhI kAyotsarga mudrAmAM UbhA UbhA aDolapaNe sthira rahe che! eka vAra ajamera (rAjasthAna) mAM cAturmAsa daramyAna teozrI saLaga 33 kalAka sudhI nakzAsanamAM UbhA UbhA) dhyAnalIna rahyA hatA !!! ATalA lAMbA samaya sudhI bhUkha-tarasavikA-thAka-laghunItivaDInIti Adi zArIrika bAdhAo upara temaNe adbhuta vijaya meLavyo hato ! dIkSAthI mAMDIneyAvajajIva paryata mIThuM, lAla maracuM, tela tathA sAkarano tyAga karela che. pAchaLathI tamAma phaLono paNa sadAne mATe tyAga karela che. yAjajIva ThAma cauvihAra ekAsaNA hovAchatAM varSadaramyAna 40-50cauvihAra upavAsa paNa teo kare che. AvA viziSTa tapa-tyAga ane jJAna-dhyAnanI sAthe gurukRpAthI samayasAra graMthanuM ciMtana-manana-nididhyAsana karatAM karatAM temane viziSTa AtmAnubhUti thaI hatI. te teozrInA zabdomAM ja joIe. muni-dIkSAke pazcAt pAvana belAmeM, parama pAvana, taraNa-tAraNa gurucaraNake sAnnidhyameM grantharAja samayasArakA cintana-manana-adhyayana yathAvidhi prama TunAmAM ahA yaha bhI gurukI garimA-mahimA-astimA ki kannaDa bhASA bhASI unhoMne mujhe atyaMta sarala, sumadhura bhASA zailImeM samayasArake hRdayako kholakholakara bAkhAra dirvaayaa| prati gAthAmeM amRta hI amRta bharA hai... aura maiM vatA rahI gayA... tArI mAyA... mAMke samAna guruvara apane anubhava aura milAkara, dhola dholakara pilAte hI gaye. pilAte hI gye| mu..... zirA-dhAramuni 50 vaha5 350dhi dur 3 pUrva vibhUtizI... mAtmAnubhUtithI !! gau samAsAra praca (pri6) pratIta ho rahA hai !! pIpUSa bharI gAthAoMke rasAsvAdameM DUba jAtA hUM ki Upara uThatA huA, uThatA huA, Urdhva gamamAna hotA huA, siddhAlayako pAra kara gayA hUM... sImollaMghana kara gayA hUM !!! avidyA kahAM ? kaba sarapaTa bhAga gayI, patA nahIM rahA / Azcarya yaha hai ki jisa vidyAkI cirakAlIna
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________________ pratIkSA thI phUla vidyAsAmI para dUta tU..! jUtidU... ! padUdha yA dU vidyAavidyaase pare... dhyAna-dhyeya jJAna-jJeyase pare... bhedAbheda-khedAkhedase pare, usakA sAkSI banakara udgrIva upasthita hUM akampa nizcala zaila, cAroM ora chAyI hai. sattA... mahAsattA... saba samarpita-pita svayaM sapanemeM...!! AvA svAnubhUtisaMpanna prakhara AtmasAdhaka hovA uparAMta teo viziSTa kakSAnA sAhityakAra vidvAna ane zIghrakavi paNa che. temanI kRtiomAM "mUkamATI' nAme AdhyAtmika mahAkAvya khUba ja prasiddhi ane prazaMsAne pAmyuM che. taduparAMta pAMca kAvyasaMgraho, 22 pravacana saMgraha pustako, samayasAra vigere saMskRta-prAkRta 20 jeTalA graMthono hindImAM padyAnuvAda, nijAnubhava zataka vigere hindI tathA saMskRta bhASAmAM 7 zataka tathA anya 21 jeTalI kAvyamaya racanAo AtmArthI jIvo tathA vidvAnomAM khUba ja lokapriya thayela che. My Self nAme aMgrejI kAvya racanA tathA baMgALI bhASAmAM paNa temaNe be kAvya racanAo karI che! ATalI sAhitya racanAo tathA niyamita ziSyo tathA mumukSuone zAstra vAcanA ApavA chatAM potAnIdainika6-7 klAkanI dhyAna sAdhanAne teo cAturmAsamAM ke zeSakALamAM kadApi gauNa karatA nathI e temanI khAsa vizeSatA che. temanA mAtA-pitA be baheno tathA be laghubaMdhuoe paNa dIkSA aMgIkAra karela che. paraMtu AcAryazrIe temanA pratye paNa jarAya mamatvabhAva rAkhyo nathI. temanA eka laghubaMdhu ziSyamuni paNa temanA jevA ja prakhara AtmasAdhaka che!... kaDakacAritrapAlana tathA viziSTa koTinI vidvattA vAtsalya AdithI AkarSAIne aneka grejyueTa thayelA yuvAnoe temanI pAse dIkSA aMgIkAra karI che. viziSTa sAhityakAra hovAthI aneka vidvAnonA patro temanA upara Ave che. paraMtu teo svayaM kadI patra lakhatA ke vAMcatA nathI. Avela kavarane teo kholatA ke phADatA paNa nathI ! temanA eka ziSya A kartavya adA kare che. Ama vyavahAra ane nizcayano adbhuta samanvaya-samatulA temanA jIvanamAM jovA maLe che. besavA mATe teo kadApi caTAIno paNa upayoga karatA nathI !... AgalA divasanovihArano kAryakrama koI zrAvakone keziSyone paNa jaNAvatA nathI. jyAre paNa vihAra karavAno hoya tyAre acAnaka UThIne cAlatA thaI jAya che! evI ja rIte cAturmAsanuM sthaLa paNa agAuthI jAhera karatA nathI. aSADha sudamAM pote jayAM hoya tyAM cAturmAsa mATe sthira thaI jAya che !... potAnA AjJAvartI 13
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________________ sAdhu-sAdhvIjIone paNa teo jayAM jayAM hoya tyAM cAturmAsa mATenI AjJA te te saMghonA AgevAna zrAvako aSADha sudamAM vinaMti karavA Ave tyAre temanA mAraphata jaNAvI de che!... temanA jIvananA aneka preraka prasaMgo tathA vigatavAra jIvana caritrane jANavAnI jijJAsuo, kobA (ji.gAMdhInagara) thI I.sa. 1991nA julAI-ogaSTa mahinAmAM prasiddha thayela "divyadhvani' vizeSAMka tathA IndorathI prasiddha thayela tIrthakara' mAsikanA vizeSAMka dvArA potAnI jijJAsA saMtoSI zake che. taduparAMta eka zrAvikAe temanA jIvana viSe pI.eca.DI. no mahAnibaMdha lakhyo che! bIjI paNa pAMca smArikAo tathA jIvana caritranA pustaka prakAzita thayela che !. - teozrI moTA bhAge madhyapradeza tathA rAjasthAnamAM vicare che. paraMtu gata varSe pahelI vAra gujarAtamAM surata pAse mahuvA gAmamAM cAturmAsa karela. cAturmAsa bAda giranAra tathA pAlitANAnI yAtrA karIne teo punaH madhyapradeza tarapha prayANa karI gayA che. - temanA nAmano pUrvArdha evA prakAranA dhanane sucavanAra aDhI akSarano - strIliMga zabda che ke jene cora corI zaktA nathI, rAjA laI zakato nathI, bhAIo bhAga paDAvI zakatA nathI ane jema jema vAparavAmAM Ave tema temA vRddhi pAme che. tathA uttarArdhano artha samudra thAya che !.. adhyAtmayogI AcArya bhagavataMtrI) e AcArya bhagavaMta Aje adhyAtmayogI tarIke jaina zAsanamAM suprasiddha che. emanI dhyAnayoganI pravRtti jotAM ema ja lAge che ke jaina sAdhanAmAMthI ThIka ThIka pramANamAM vIsarAI gayelA dhyAna sAdhanAnA mArgane punaH cAlu karavA teo, | jAta anubhava ane svayaM prayoga dvArA bahu ja AvakArapAtra prayatna karI rahyA che. jayAre teo tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnI pratimA sAme Izvara praNidhAnamAM UtarI jAya che tyAre to ArAma, AhAra ane sthaLa-kALanA bhedane vIsarI gayA hoya tevuM bhavya ane preraka dazya jovA maLe che! AhAra levAnI vRtti upara tathAsvAda upara emaNe je kAbU meLavyo che te herata pamADe tevo ane dAkhalA rUpa banI rahe tevo che. potAnA dharmapatnI ane baMne saMtAno sAthe temaNe saMyama aMgIkAra karela che. 14
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________________ darzana-jJAna ane cAritrarUpI ratnatrayInI ArAdhanA tarapha to gRhastha jIvana daramyAna javaLyA hatA ane dIkSA lIdhA pachI to e ArAdhanA khUba ja aMtarasparzI, marmagrAhI ane vyApaka banI che. ajAtazatru ane adhyAtmayogI tarIke suprasiddha thaI gayelA paMnyAsajI bhagavaMtanA sAMnidhyamAM ghaNo samaya rahIne temanA mArgadarzana mujaba teozrIe dhyAnasAdhanAmAM savizeSa pragati sAdhI che. e vakhate jayAre vyAkhyAnAdi prasaMge pUjayapAda paMnyAsajI bhagavaMtanI sAthe pATa upara besavAnuM thatuM tyAre teo ratnAdhika evA paMnyAsajI bhagavaMtane vacce besAlA ane pote temanI bAjumAM sAiDyAM besatA ! kevo adbhuta vinayanamatA-laghutA !!!" bALakanA jevI nirdoSatA, dhyAnayoganI sAdhanA ane samarpitabhAvathI zobhatI paramAtmabhakti Adi anekavidhavizeSatAonA prabhAve temanA jIvanamAM evI aneka ghaTanAo banatI rahe che jene joIne loko Azcaryacakita thaI jAya che. dA.ta. emanI nizrAmAM thatI prabhu pratiSThA daramyAna jinAlayamAM kalAko sudhI spaSTa amIjharaNA... teozrI pasAra thayA hoya tyAM kvacita jamIna upara kesaranA pada cihno.. vigere lagabhaga sADA cAraso jeTalA sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto temanI AjJAmAM pravarte che. anekavidha zAsana prabhAvanAnA kAryo temanI nizrAmAM sahajapaNe cAlu ja hoya che. chatAM paNa teozrI potAnI AtmasAdhanAne jarApaNa gauNa banavA detA nathI. vyavahAra ane nizcayano adbhuta samanvaya temanA jIvanamAM jovA maLe che 24 kalAkamAM mAMDa 2-3 kalAka ja teo ArAma kare che. temanA baMne putra munivaro temanI sAdhanA ane zAsananA kAryomAM suMdara sahayoga ApI rahyA che. adhyAtmayogI apramatta AcArya bhagavaMtazrInI AtmasAdhanAnI hArdika anumodanA saha bhAvabhInI vaMdanA. Oi siddhagiri AdinA pratyeka jinAlayamAM pratyeka prabhujIne 3 khamAsamaNa dvArA vaMdanA. chaeka varSa pahelAM kALadharma pAmelA eka gacchAdhipati AcArya bhagavaMtazrIe zrI siddhagirijI mahAtIrthamAM birAjamAna lagabhaga 22000 jinabiMbone traNatraNa khamAsamaNa ApIne vaMdanA karI hatI!.. evI ja rIte amadAvAdanA tamAma jinAlayomAM birAjamAna pASANanA sarva 15
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________________ 'jinabiMbone paNa teozrIe 3-3 khamAsamaNa ApIne vaMdanA karI hatI. gujarAta, mAravADa, mevADa, mahArASTra, bihAra, baMgALa, kaccha vigeremAM teozrI jayAM paNa vicaryA tyAMnA badhA jinAlayonA pASANanA sarva jinabiMbone 3-3 khamAsamaNa ApIne vaMdanA karI !... be vAra vidhipUrvaka siddhagirijInI yAtrA karI tyAre paNa girirAja upara kadIpaNa AhAra ke spaMDila mAtru karyuM nahotuM. pANI paNa bane tyAM sudhI girirAja upara vAparatA nahIM. chelle 95 varSanI bujharga vaye yAtrA karI tyAre paNa ajavALuM thayA bAda ja yAtrAno prAraMbha karI navaTUMkonA darzana temaja mukhya jinAlayomAM caityavaMdanA karatA 12 vAgye dAdAnA darabAramAM pahoMcyA. tyAM paNa stavana-stutimAM lIna banI cheka savAbe vAgye bahAra AvyA ane gheTI pagale gayA. tyAM dareka maMdiromAM (darzana-caityavaMdana karI nIce UtaryA ane cheka 3 vAgye paccakakhANa pAryuM. vyAkhyAna vAcaspati ItyAdi anekabirUdAvalithI alaMkRta thayelA teozrIe anekavidha zAsanaprabhAvaka kAryo karyA che. - teozrInuM zubha nAma vartamAna avasarpiNI kALamAM bharatakSetramAM thayela 9 balabhadro paikI eka suprasiddha balabhadranuM nAma che !... pUjayazrInI jinabhaktitIrthabhaktinI hArdika anumodanA. teozrInA paTTadhara, AjIvana gurucaraNasevI AcArya bhagavaMta Aje gacchAdhipatipade che. teozrIe paNa potAnA gurudevazrInI sAthe dareka prabhujIne 3-3 khamAsamaNa Apela che. cha siddhagiri tathA amadAvAdanA tamAma prabhujI samakSa caityavaMdana !! eka munivare zrIsiddhagirijI mahAtIrtha upara temaja pAlitANAnA tamAma jinAlayomAM rahelA ArasanA nAnA-moTA tamAma hajArojinabiMbo samakSa vidhipUrvaka caityavaMdana karela che !!!... tevI ja rIte e mahAtmAe amadAvAdanA 348 jinAlayomAM rahela ArasanA tamAma jinabiMbo samakSa paNa vidhipUrvakacaityavaMdana karIne vyavahArasamaktine nirmaLa banAvyuM che !... : 1
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________________ temanI preraNAthI amadAvAdamAM pAMca bALakoe 100 thI vadhu derAsaronA tamAma prabhujInI pUjA karI che. bhaviSyamAM A bALako amadAvAdanA bAkInA tamAma derAsaronA prabhujInI pUjA karavAno saMkalpa pUrNa karavAnI dizAmAM AgaLa vadhI rahyA che! vaLI temaNe "OM hU namo cArittasa'' padanAM kroDa vAra jApa karela che, tathA anya aneka AtmAone A rIte cAritra padano kroDa vAra jApa karavAno abhigraha Apela che. A mahAtmAne giranAra maMDana AbAlabrahmacArI zrI neminAtha bhagavAna upara ananya zraddhA-bhakti che. hAla teo potAnI dIkSAthI pahelAMnA 20 varSanA hisAbe, dara pakhInA 1 upavAsa athavA 2000gAthAnA svAdhyAya mujaba 12 lAkha gAthAno svAdhyAya karI rahyA che.. sAgara samudAyanA A mahAtmAnuM nAma bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra svAmInA 11 gaNadharo paikI eka gaNadhara bhagavaMtanA nAma jevuM ja che. munivaranI prabhubhakti AdiranayatrInI ArAdhanAnI hArdika anumodanA. 9) yathArthanAmI gacchAdhipatizrInI guNa garimA 13 varSanI nAnI vayamAM zItaLAnA rogathI mUchita mRtaprAya:) thaI gayela bALakane tenA mAtA-pitA vigere kuTuMbIjanoe mRtyu pAmelo mAnIne bhAre haiye smazAnayAtrAnI taiyArI karavA mAMDI hatI. paraMtu e bALakanA hAthe AgaLa jatAM jainazAsananI anekavidha prabhAvanA thavAnI hatI eTale thoDIvAra pachI sTeja aMgaskUraNa thatAM tene jIvato jANIne ThAThaDI choDI nAkhI ane yogya upacAro cAlu rahetAM cha mahinAnI gaMbhIra mAMdagInA aMte svAthyanI prApti thatAM vairAgyano raMga lAgyo. tapa-tyAga, sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, pauSadha AdinI ArAdhanA karavA karAvavA dvArA vairAgyane puSTa banAvyo. chevaTe dIkSA mATe rajA na maLe tyAM sudhI ekAsaNAno prAraMbha karI dIdho. sahanazIlatAH ekavAra mAtuzrIne rasoImAM madada karAvatAM dhagadhagatuM tela zarIra upara paDyuM. asahya vedanA thaI chatAM paNa ekAsaNA choDayA nahi!... 17.
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________________ tapazcaryA : Akhare 3 varSa sudhI ekAzaNA karyA bAda dIkSA mATe rajA maLI. dIkSA bAda ekAzaNA choDavA mATe Agraha karavAmAM Avyo tyAre temaNe makkamatApUrvaka javAba Apyo ke, 'gRhastha jIvanamAM ekAzaNA karyA hoya to sAdhu jIvanamAM ekAzaNA kema choDAya ?'... ane temaNe dIkSA pachI 43 varSa sudhI ekAzaNA cAlu rAkhyA. ATalethI saMtoSa na mAnatAM pAchalI vayamAM lAgaTa 8 varSItapa karyA !.. ziSyo tathA bhakto vinaMti karatA ke- sAhebajI ! Apane zAsananA ghaNA kAryo karavAnA bAkI che ane have ApanI uMmara paNa moTI thaI che mATe have Apa varSItapa na karo to sAruM.' tyAre pUjayazrI kahetA ke 'huM lAMbA samaya sudhI jIvuM ema tame IcchatA ho to tapazcaryA choDavAnI vAta mArI pAse pharI vAra karazo nahi. tapazcaryAthI ja dravya-bhAva Arogya sAruM rahe che !...' gacchAdhipatizrInI AvI preraNAthI temanA sAdhu-sAdhvI samudAyamAM aneka viziSTa tapasvI mahAtmAo pAkayA che. pUjayazrInA eka varSItapanuM pAraNuM rASTrapatizrI jJAnI jhailasiMghe IkSurasa vahorAvIne karAvyuM hatuM !... teo svayaM cA pItA nahi ane koIpaNa mumukSu dIkSA levA mATe temanI pAse Ave tyAre cA khAsa choDAvI detA !... : jJAnopAsanA tIvra jJAna pipAsAne kAraNe paMDitanI bahu alpa samaya mATe sagavaDa maLavA chatAM saMskRta vyAkaraNa Adino khUba suMdara abhyAsa karI lIdho eTaluM ja nahi paraMtu saMskRtamAM gadya-padya racanAo paNa karatA thaI gayA. chatAM jJAnano jarApaNa mada na hato. vinaya-vaiyAvacca dvArA gurunA hRdayamAM evA vasI gayA ke mAtra pAMca varSanA dIkSA paryAyamAM gurudevazrIe temane upAdhyAya pade ArUDha karyA !... temaNe saMskRtamAM laghu triSaSTi zalAkA puruSa caritra samarAditya kevalI caritra, zrIpALa caritra, dvAdAza parvakathA saMgraha vigere suMdara racanAo karI che. evI ja rIte bhAvavAhI stavana covIzI sahita aneka stavano, stutio, caityavaMdano tathA pUjAo vigerenI paNa racanA anekavidha zAsanaprabhAvanAnI pravRttionI vaccethI paNa samaya kADhIne karI che. eka ja cAturmAsamAM be TAIma vyAkhyAna, vayovRddha gurudevanI sevA karavA uparAMta temaNe 11 aMgasUtronuM vAMcana gurukRpAthI svayameva karyuM hatuM !... darzana zuddhi : tIrthaMka2 5ramAtmA ane temanA zAsana pratye temanA hRdayamAM adbhuta bhakti ane samarpaNabhAva hato. tethI ja jinazAsananI vartamAna paristhiti joIne temane khUba ja duHkha thatuM. badhA gacchomAM saMpa ane maitrIbhAva vadhe tathA ekatA yA 18
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________________ ekasaMpItA thAya te mATe teo aneka AcArya bhagavaMtone maLIne vicAra vinimaya karatA. jarUra paDaye potAnI AcArya padavIno tyAga karavAnI paNa taiyArI hovAnI vAta anekavAra jAhera pravacanomAM paNa karI hatI ...! apramattatAH 24 kalAkamAM mAMDa traNeka kalAka teo ArAma karatA. rAtre 12 vAgye UThI jaIne jApa vigere ArAdhanA-sAdhanAmAM lAgI jatA. bhIMta vigereno Teko kayAre paNa letA nahi. chellA thoDA mahinAne bAda karatAM varSo sudhI temaNe dararoja paMcaparameSThI bhagavaMtone 108 khamAsamaNA ApIne vaMdanA karI ... sAdagI: kayAreka ziSyo bhaktithI temane navA kapaDA paheravAno Agraha kare tyAre teo AnAkAnI karatA ane kahetA ke sAdagI e ja sAdhunuM sAcuM AbhUSaNa che. sAdhu tapa-saMyama ane sAdagInA AbhUSaNothI zobhe che. dUdha jevA sapheda navA nakora kapaDA paheravA sAdhune mATe hitAvaha nathI. tema chatAM jIrNa thayela vastrane badala nUtana vastra paheravAno prasaMga Ave tyAre teo jANI joIne te vastrane jema tema gUMcaDuM vALIne pachI ja paheratA!!!... nirabhimAnItA kayAreka koInAnA sAdhune paNa tenI bhUlanA kAraNe Thapako Apavo paDayo hoya to sAMje pratikramaNanI mAMDalI vakhate badhA sAdhuonI hAjarImAM te nAnA sAdhune khamAvatAM jarApaNa acakAtA nahi!!!... samatA-kSamA kayAreka temanA koI virodhI ke vijJasaMtoSI jAhera sabhAmAM temanI hAjarImAM ja teozrInI viruddhamAM kAMIpaNa bole ke virodhanI patrikA chapAve to paNa teno virogha ke pratIkAra na karatAM 'sAmo thAya Aga to tame thajo pANI; A che prabhu vIranI vANI'... ItyAdi suvAkyone jIvanamAM AtmasAt karIne samatAja rAkhatA. pariNAme AkhI sabhA pUjayazrInI adbhuta kSamA ane samatA joIne Azcarya ane ahobhAva sAthe pUjayazrI para ovArI jatI !.. karakasara: anekavidha racanAo tathA patravyavahAra karavA mATe paNa temaNe potAnA nAmano leTarapeDa chapAvavA mATe kadIpaNa ziSyone saMmati ApI na hatI. eTaluM ja nahIM paraMtu TapAlamAM AvelA kavarane Akho kholI nAkhIne tenI aMdaranA bhAgano upayoga teo navIna racanA karavA mATe ke patranA javAba lakhavA mATe karatA mAMdagInA prasaMgomAM paNa teozrI prAyaH elopathI davAne TALatA ane moTe bhAge mATI, pANI, loTa, ghUMka, zivAmbu ke cokhA jevA tahna sAdA ane nirdoSa upacAra karatA. eka vAra rAtre mAtra karavA mATe UThyA tyAre aMdhArAmAM Thesa lAgatAM paganA 19
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________________ aMgUThAmAMthI lohInI dhAra vachUTI gaI. chatAM koIpaNa ziSyane UMghamAMthI na UThADatAM pANIthI bhIMjAvela pATo bAMdhI dIdho ane potAnA nityakramamAM parovAI gayA. savAre ajavALuM thayA bAda upAzrayamAM lohInA DAgha joIne ziSyoe pUchatAM khulAso karyo. ziSyoe kahyuM ke- "gurudeva! amane kema UThADayA nahi?" pUjayazrIe sahajatAthI kahyuM ke - "potAnA svArtha khAtara tamArA ArAmamAM aMtarAva zA mATe nAMkhavo? evI vicAraNAthI tamane UThADayA nahi!..' gurudevanI AvI sahanazIlatA ane parahitaciMtA joIne ziSyo pUjayazrInA caraNomAM namI paDayA!.. zAsana prabhAvanA : pUjayazrIe rAta-divasa apramattapaNe puruSArtha karIne jANe biMdumAMthI siMdhunuM navasarjana karatA hoya tema samyakajJAna mATe babbe vidyApIThonI sthApanA, muMbaIthI sametazikharajI ane zikharajIthI pAlitANAnA be virATa aitihAsika yAtrA saMgho, aneka jinAlayo; tIrtho, upAzrayo, dharmazALAo, jJAnasatro, adhivezanoM, dIkSAo, pratiSThAo, aMjanazalAkAo vagere dvArA adbhuta zAsanaprabhAvanA karI. pariNAme zrIsaMghe ane samAje temane prasaMge prasaMge anekavidha birUdothI navAjyA chatAM paNa teno jarApaNa mada temanA jIvanamAM daSTigocara thato na hato !... . - " cha'rI pALatA saMgho daramyAna babbe vAra maraNAMta akasmAtanI zakyatAmAMthI paNa pUjayazrI daivI prabhAve adbhuta rIte ugarI gayA hatA. paraMtu karmasattAne lAgyuM ke have A alagArI AtmAe potAnI anAdikAlanI saMsAranI peDhIsameTavAnI pUrI taiyArI karela che eTale potAnuM bAkI raheluM leNuM jaldI vasUla karavA mATe pUjayazrInA zarIre kamaramAM koIna kaLI zakAya tevo asAdhya ane asahya roga pariSaha utpanna karI dIdho !... tyAre bhayaMkara vedanAnI vacce paNa teozrI paramAtmAne vaMdanA karavAnuM cUkatA nahi. kyAreka rAtre UMgha UDI jAya tyAre paNa, "mane pratikramaNa karAvo... paDilehaNa karAvo' ItyAdi bolatA! ziSyo kahetAM ke "gurudeva!pratikramaNa/paDilehaNa karAvI dIdhuM che." tyAre pUjayazrI kahetA ke mAro upayoga barAbara na hato mAre pharIthI karAvo !!!... jaipha vaye paNa teozrI baMne TAIma UbhA UbhA ja pratikramaNa ziSyonI sAthe mAMDalImAM karatA !!!... AvA AvA anekavidha guNonA bhaMDAra yathArthanAmI pUjayazrInA guNonuM varNana eka nAnakaDA lekha dvArA keTaluM karI zakAya? te mATe to teozrInI vidAya (saM 2044 bhA.va.30) bAda prakAzita thayelA daLadAra smRtigraMthanuM avagAhana karavuM ja rahyuM! priya vAMcaka! have to oLakhI ja gayA hazo ne ke A pUjayazrI koNa haze? - pUjayazrInA caraNomAM anaMtaza vaMdanA. - 20
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________________ (10H gacchAdhipatizrInA preraka jIvana prasaMgo kAkA (1) svAdhyAyato saMgIta che - eka munivara gAthA gokhI rahyA hatA. acAnaka ja temanI najara pUjyapAda gurudevazrI upara gaI. pUjyazrI jApanI taiyArI karI rahyA hatA. eTale e munivare potAno avAja ekadama nAno karyo. svAdhyAyano ghoSa ekadama aTakI jatAM pUjyazrIe pUchyuM kema gAthA gokhavAnI baMdha karI?" munivare kahyuM : "sAhebajI ! Apa jApamAM besI rahyA cho. mArA avAjathI Apane khalela na paDe eTale manamAM gokhI rahyo chuM.' pUjyazrIH "are! bhalA bhAI ! vAdhyAyanA ghoSathI mane khalela pahoMcatI | haze? sAdhunI vasatimAM to covIseya kalAka svAdhyAyanA ghoSano raNakAra cAlavo joIe. enAthI mAro jApa ekAgratAthI thAya che. hA, tame vAtacIta karI to mArI ekAgratA tUTe che.' pUjyapAdazrIno svAdhyAya prema ane phijula vAto-cIto pratyeno spaSTa aNagamo anubhavIne badhA munivaro paNa svAdhyAyanA ghoSamAM magna banyA. ane pU. gurudevazrIne jhUkI paDyA. (2) akSara upara alaema zibirArthI vidyArthIone ra-3 pravacano ApyA bAda sAMje gurudevazrI sAdhuone nyAya bhUmikA bhaNAvatA hatA. samajAvavA mATe bAjumAM blekaborDa hatuM. kaThinamAM kaThina padArtho magajamAM saraLatAthI UtarI jAya te mATe borDa para lakhIne gurudevazrI adhyApana karAvatA hatA. tyAre eka vizeSatA jovAmAM AvI. jUnuM lakhANa bhUMsIne navuM lakhavuM hoya tyAre AkhuM na bhUMsatAM amuka zo ke akSaro bhUMsI tenA sthAne navA zabdo goThavI detA. A kAmamAM teozrInI hathoTI besI gaI hatI... uparachallI draSTie jotAM lAge ke keTalI mAthA phoDa? keTalI mahenata? AnA karatAM AkhuM borDa eka miniTamAM bhUMsAI tarata navuM lakhAI jAya.. samaya keTalo bagaDe? paNa pUjyazrI A kArIgIrImAM mAsTara hatA. kayAre zabdo UDI jAya.. navA zabdo AvI jAya. ne AkhI zabdaracanA vyavasthita thaI jAya, : : : : : : : : : : : ........ ................... 3333333 IN bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIje 21 S
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________________ ANNAANNNNNNNNNNNANANANANANANNAAAnann - - - tenI khabara zuddhAM na paDe... dA.ta. jUnA zabda vizeSyatA' mAMthI pya' eTaluM | bhUsIne enA sthAne paNa eTaluM umeratAM navo zabda "vizeSaNatA taiyAra thaI jAya..! pUchyuM- "Ama kema karo cho?" gurudevazrI: "eka to akSaro lakhavA e ja guno che, ne bhUMsavA e moTo guno..... ApaNe lakhyA vagara cAlatuM nathI to jeTalo guno ocho thAya teTaluM sAruM - - - Vi (3) samyagdarzana te AnuM nAma : khaMbhAtathI vihAra karIne amadAvAda jatAM mAtara tIrtha AvyuM. sAMjanA vihAramAM sakhata taDako lAgelo. jotajotAmAM derAsara AvI gayuM. gurudeva ! ! pahelAM pANI vAparI lo, pachI padhAro." ziSya kahyuM. mahAtmA! gAmamAM AvyA pachI jyAM sudhI bhagavAnanA darzana na kya hoya tyAM sudhI pANI pIvAya kevI rIte? kaMTha bhale jalapAna mATe tarase paNa akhiyAM jina darizanakI pyAsI ! - pUjyazrI padhAryA derAsare, stuti-stavana - darzanamAM evA garakAva banI gayA ke tarasa tarasanA ThekANe. sUryAsta samaye bahAra upAzraye padhAryA tyAre derAsaramAM covihAranuM paccakhkhANa karIne ja AvyA hatA. pUjyazrIno A nityakrama hato. gAmamAM AvI gayA pachI derAsara hoya to darzana karyA vagara pANI paNa vAparatA nahIM. eTalI laganI hatI prabhudarzananI - samyagdarzana te AnuM bIjuM nAma. dA (4) TokasInuM paDilehaNa rahI jatAM cauvihAra upavAsaH saM. 2003nI sAlanA jeTha mahinAno A prasaMga che. savAre ghATakoparathI vihAra karIne muluMDa javAnuM hatuM. vihAranI taiyArI cAlatI hatI. tevAmAM pUjyazrInI najara potAnI tarapaNI para gaI. "mArI tarapInI TokasI kema badalAyelI lAge che!" "hAjI gurudeva! ApanI TokasI namUnA tarIke batAvavA eka zrAvakane ApI che, Aje AvI jaze." kyAre ApI?". gaI kAle savAre". "savAre tenuM paDilehaNa thaI bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIje 22 SS
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________________ gayuM hatuM ?..." "hAjI"... "bapore tenuM paDilehaNa koNa karavAnuM ? TokasInuM paDilehaNa rahI jAya te cAlatuM haze ? pUchavuM to joIe ne ?" TokasInuM eka TeMka paDilehaNa rahI gayuM tenuM pUjyazrInA hRdayamAM eTaluM darda thayuM ke 14 ki. mI. no vihAra karIne paNa sakhata garamImAM ya te divase prAyazcitta rUpe cauvihAra upavAsanuM paccakkhANa karI lIdhuM. kevI pApabhIrUtA ! kevo saMyama ! 5 (5) jIvana jenuM sAduM, enuM nAma sAdhu H eka divasa pUjyazrInA cazmA tUTyA. navA karAvavAnA hatA. eka gurubhaktane khabara paDatAM tarata hAjara thaI gayA. "gurudeva ! ApanA cazmAno lAbha mane Apo." "paNa phrema kevI lAvazo ?"... "sArAmAM sArI, kiMmatImAM kiMmatI"... "to tamane lAbha nathI Apavo. mAre to sAdAmAM sAdI phrema joIe."... "paNa ApazrI to jaina zAsananA mahAna prabhAvaka AcArya cho. 200 ziSya-praziSyonA guru cho, mahAjJAnI cho..... golDana phrema camakatI hoya to prabhAva paDe. vaLI mAre cazmA veMcAtA nathI lAvavAnA, gharanI 6 dukAna che"... te zrAvake, keTalAka sAdhuoe tathA anya zrAvakoe paNa bhaktithI sArAmAM sArI phrema mATe pUjyazrIne khUba dabANa karyuM. have pUjyazrI akaLAyA. makkama svare spaSTa kahI dIdhuM. ''tamAre bhakti karavI che ke kamabakhtI ? sAdhupaNAmAM sAdagI ja joIe. A sAdhuo zuM AlaMbana leze ? mATe ghara nathI calAvavo, gaccha calAvavAno che. tamArI dukAnamAM sAdI ane sastI phrema hoya to lAvo... A to tamArI dukAna che mATe tamane lAbha ApuM chuM jethI krItadoSa na lAge.' 39 pUjyazrInI sAdagInI makkamatA joIne pelA zrAvaka to ovArI gayA. sAdI phrema ApIne mahAna lAbha lIdho. (6) AkhI rAta bilakula sUtA nahIM : rojanA krama pramANe pUjyazrI rAtre cAMdanInA prakAzamAM lakhavA beThA hatA. teozrIno saMthAro pAtharelo hato tenI bAjumAM eka bAla munino saMthAro hato. bAlamuni to UMghamAM khasatAM khasatAM pUjyazrInA saMthArA pAse AvI gayA. bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo # 23
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________________ ( moDI rIte lakhANa pUrNa thayA bAda sUvA mATe pUjyazrI potAnA saMthArA) pAse gayA to temAM pelA bAlamunino hAtha hato.... bAlamunine saMthArAmAMthI uThADyA nahIM. pote pAchA lakhavA besI gayA ane savAra sudhI lakhavAnuM ja kAma karyuM. AkhI rAta bilakula sUtA nahIM. bAlamuninI UMgha na bagaDe te mATe potAnI UMghano bhoga Apyo che... (7) paLe paLa sAdhI levAnI adbhuta kaLA: pUjyazrI mahAna jainAcArya eTale koIpaNa gAmamAM praveza hoya tyAre sAme dUra sudhI ghaNA mANaso levA AvatA. ghaNIvAra koI evA zrAvako paNa hoya ke je pUjyazrI AgaLa ghara-saMsAranI ke potAnA gAmanA koI zrAvakanI kathA mAMDe. paNa, pUjyazrIne { AvI pArakI paMcAtano jarAya rasa nahi, eTale siphatathI tenI vAta uDADI daIne bhakti ke jJAnanI vAtamAM tene joDatA * kyAreka thAkane kAraNe pote vAta karavAnA muDamAM na hoya ane zrAvakanI vAto cAlu hoya tyAre pUjyazrI haM... he. karyA kare. ekavAra pUjyazrIe munivaro AgaLa tenuM rahasya kholyuM: "huM AvA samaye navakAra, uvasaggahara ane logassano jApa karavA lAgI jAuM chuM. eka navakAra thAya eTale huM boluM. eka uvasaggahara thatAM pharI , logassa gaNAI jatAM pharI huM ema traNeya sUtrano 50-10-150 jeTalo jApa thaI jAya. evI nirarthaka vAto sAMbhaLavAnI ke emAM hA purAvavAnI mane kyAM pharasada che ?" eka eka paLane sArthaka ane saphaLa karavA mATe teozrI haMmezAM sAvadhAna ! hatA. E uparokta 7 prasaMgo jemanA jIvananA AlekhAyA che te pUjyazrInA nAmano artha "jagatamAM sUrya samAna' evo thAya . kharekhara samyakajJAnanA agaNita teja kiraNo A vizvamAM phelAvavA dvArA teozrIe potAnA nAmane sArthaka karela che. teozrInA jIvanamAM AvA to agaNita preraka prasaMgo banelA che. vizeSa jijJAsuoe temanA viSeno daLadAra AkarSaka smRti graMtha vAMcavo ja rahyo. e asessonsoooooooooooooooooooo bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo 24
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________________ = = = = = = == = = = == = (11H gacchAdhipatizrInI anumodanIya ane anukaraNIyo kiyAniSThatA. niyamitatA tathA vAtsalya...! eka mahAna zAsana prabhAvaka, gacchAdhipati AcArya bhagavaMtazrInA jIvanamAM rahelI kriyAniSThA ane samayanI niyamitatA kharekhara khUba ja 3 anumodanIya tathA anukaraNIya che. dararoja seMkaDo bhakto temanA darzana-vaMdanArthe AvatA hoya. keTalAya ! saMghonA AgevAna zrAvako paNa zAsananA vividha kAryo mATe temanuM re mArgadarzana temaja AzIvadi meLavavA mATe AvatA hoya.... chatAM paNa pratikramaNAdi dainika kriyAomAM temanI samaya AdinI cokkasAI khUba ja anumodanIya che. sAMje sUryAsta thAya tyAre pratikramaNanI ArAdhanAmAM temanuM "zamaNa sUtra' acUka cAlu hoya ja! game tevA agatyanA kAmo hoya to paNa A bAbatamAM teo kadI bAMdhachoDa karatA nathI !!!.. rAtre paNa 12 vAgye UThIne traNeka kalAka sudhI saLaMga jApa - bAna Adi re sAdhanA paNa niyamitapaNe varSothI teozrI karI rahyA che. pariNAme devI tattvonI kapA paNa temaNe sArI saMpAdana karI che. aneka sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtone { pratikULa saMyogomAM teozrInI kRpAthI ghaNI rAhata thaI che. gocarInI mAMDalImAM paNa badhA ziSya-praziSyAdine vAtsalyabhAve gocarI, re potAnA hAthe vaheMcIne pachI ja teo vApare che. temanI preraNAthI aneka zAsanaprabhAvanAnA kAryo thAya che. eka che viziSTa tIrthanI sthApanA paNa teozrInI preraNAnuM pariNAma che. teozrInA nAmano artha samyajJAnano dariyo" evo thAya che! [12 H vaMdanIya kriyApAtratA sukatanuM abhimAna mAre che. sukRtanI anumodanA tAre che. sukata koInuM paNa hoya, pote kareluM hoya toya ane anyanuM hoya toya, tenI anumodanA ja hoya, ane e anumodanAthI AtmA saumya, guNapakSapAtI ane pachI guNiyala bane. anyanA thoDA evA paNa sadgaNa ke bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo pa 25 OF nananana nanananana s
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________________ MANANAANAnnnnAnAnnnnnnnnnn domenAnAnAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNnnnnnnnn sukatathI jo haiye harSa na thAya to jANavuM ke hajI ApaNe avaguNI ane guNaSI ane tethI bhArekarmI chIe. ApaNI vRSTi jo khullI rAkhIe to ApaNI AjubAjumAM ja evA che keTalAka viziSTa guNa dharAvatA loko vartatA ja hoya che ke je dekhAvamAM nAnA ke ajJAta hovA chatAM jenI karaNI athavA vicArasaraNi anokhI ja hoya. A sthaLe AvA ja eka prasaMgavizeSanI vAta karavI che. eka AcArya bhagavaMtano prasaMga che. ' teozrInA hAthe eka kumArikAnI dIkSA thaI hatI. te pachI temane joga karAvIne vaDI dIkSA pradAna karavAnI hatI. have munijIvananI eka viziSTa madiA evI che ke caitra mahinAmAM traNa divasa "acittarajauDUDAvaNIno khAsa kAyotsarga karelo hoya to ja joga vagere viziSTa kriyAo karI/karAvI zakAya. bhUlamAM paNa te kAyotsarga rahI gayo hoya to te A badhuM karI/karAvI na zake. yogAnuyoga, anAbhogAdivaza pU. AcAryazrIthI te varSe kAyotsarga nahi thayelo. have jo teo A vAta koIne kare nahi, to AcAryazrIne koI pUchavAnuM ke TokavAnuM nahotuM. balka kadAca AvI vAta koIne kahe to koI emane ema paNa kahI zake ke "evI to bhUla thaI jAya, emAM vAMdho nahi." paraMtu AmAM koIne nahi, paNa khuda emanA kriyApAtra AtmAne vAMdho hato. ane khapI AtmA kyAreya potAnI jAtane chetare nahi. AcAryazrIe pote ja sAmethI jAhera karyuM ke mAre kAyotsarga karavAno rahI gayo che mATe huM nUtana dIkSitane yogo dvahana ane vaDIdIkSA nahi karAvuM, paNa thoDA ja divasamAM bIjA AcArya mahArAja padhAravAnA che, temanA haste badhuM thaze. ! - kriyAnI AvI abhiruci, bhUla paratve ATalI sajAgatA ane AvI 6 niSThA anumodanIya ja nahi, vaMdanIya gaNAya. A AcArya bhagavaMtanA nAmano pUrvArdha eTale ApaNA 8 Akhkhadezo ke jeo kadIpaNa karmathI DhaMkAtA nathI temanA mATe vaparAto zabda; ane uttarArdha eTale jyotiSI devInA eka IndrA. A AcArya bhagavaMta jemanA samudAyamAM che te AcArya bhagavaMtanuM nAma eTale saMsAra sAgarane taravA mATe sahuthI saraLa ane salAmata mArga tarIke prAyaH sarvamAnya upAya!... kaho jouM, koNa haze A sUri puMgavo? ... 8 bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo. rAja
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________________ * anumodaka H zAsana samrATazrInA samudAyanA pa. pU. A. bha. zrI vijayazIlacaMdra sUrIzvarajI ma. sA. 13 : 34 varSItapa sAthe navakAra, logassa, namotthaNaM, dhammo maMgala.... arihaMto maha devo... vigere darekanA nava-nava lAkha jApanA ArAdhaka eka sthAnakavAsI samudAyanA nAyaka mahAtmAe potAnA 46 varSanA dIkSA paryAyamAM nIce mujaba tapa-japa AdinI viziSTa ArAdhanA-sAdhanA karI hatI. -: tapazcaryA : (1) chellA 34 varSa saLaMga varSItapa !!!... (2) 1 upavAsathI mAMDIne chaThTha, akrama vigere kramaza : 15 upavAsa sudhI tapa. (3) mAsakSamaNa - bevAra. (4) 25 tathA 35 upavAsa. (5) chelle saMthArAnI bhAvanA sAthe 45 upavAsa. temAM chellA 15 upavAsa covihArA karela. (6) eka eka pakhavADiyA sudhI mIThuM-maracuM vigere cha rasono tyAga. (7) tIrthaMkara vardhamAna tapa. (8) paMca kalyANaka tapa. (9) sarva tithi tapa. (10) eka vakhata mauna sAthe aThThAI tapa karIne 8 divasa sudhI baMdha rUmamAM mukhyatve dhyAna sAdhanA karI hatI. (11) varSo sudhI ghI tathA telanI vigaI temaja sAkarano mULathI tyAga. pAraNAmAM paNa ghI vigere letA na hatA. (12) roja 108 khamAsamaNA dvArA paMca parameSThIne paMcAMga praNipAta pUrvaka namaskAra karatA. (lagabhaga 20 varSa sudhI.) (13) roja 30 miniTa sudhI zIrSAsana sAthe dhyAna karatA !!!... (14)vividha prakAranA abhigraho dhAraNa karatA. bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo - 27
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________________ - jApaH (1) navakAra mahAmaMtranA 9 lAkha jApa anekavAra karela .... (2) saMpUrNa logassa sUtrano 9 lAkha jApa !... (3) saMpUrNa namotpurNa sUtrano 9 lAkha jApa !... (4) dazavaikAlika sUtranA prathama adhyayana (dhammo maMgala mukki N vigere 5 gAthA) no 9 lAkha jApa ... (5) cattAri maMgala... nA saMpUrNa pAThano 9 lAkha jApa ... (6) "arihaMto mahadevo"...ityAdi samyakatvanI gAthAno 9 lAkha jApa .... (7) sUyagaDAMga sUtranA chaThThA adhyayana (pucchisurNa... ItyAdi zabdothI zarU thatI vIrastuti)no nava lAkha jApa karavAno saMkalpa hato. paraMtu 3 lAkha jeTalo jApa thayA bAda teo kALadharma pAmyA hatA. - kSamAbhAvaH (1) saurASTramAM ekavAra koI kheDUte ajJAnatAthI temanA upara kAMTAvALI lAkaDI dvArA prahAra karyo hato chatAM temaNe samabhAve e upasargane sahana karela .... (2) bhaDakelA baLadano dhakko lAgatAM paDI javAthI hADakAmAM bhayaMkara phekacara thavA chatAM paNa khUba ja samatA rAkhela !... temaNe potAnA gRhastha jInanA 3 putro tathA 2 putrIo sahita 41 varSanI vaye saM. 2002mAM dIkSA lIdhI hatI !... ane 88 varSanI vaye saM. 2048mAM kArtika amAvAsyAnI bapore 12.00 vAgye IMdoramAM kAladharma pAmyA hatA. teozrInA nAmano pUrvAdha eka raMga vizeSanuM nAma che tathA uttarArdha jyotiSNakranA eka devavimAnanuM nAma che. temanA tapa-japAdinI hArdika anumodanA. 14 : saLaMga covihArA 30 varSItapanA tapasvI eka mahA tapasvI mahAtmA chellA 30 varSathI saLaMga, covihArA upavAsathI varSItapo karI rahyA che. temAM paNa 10 varSItapa covihAra chaThTha dvArA karyA. eka varSItapa covihAra bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo - 28 W
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________________ chaThThanA pAraNe AyaMbilathI karyuM ane eka varSItapa covihAra aThThamanA pAraNe akramathI karyuM !... 9 varSanI bAlyavayamAM dIkSita thayelA A mahAtmAe 28 varSanI uMmarathI saLaMga varSItapono prAraMbha karyo che ! teo avAranavAra hastinApuramAM dhyAna zibiro calAve che. tA. 13-4-94nA caitra sudi 3 nA pAlitANAmAM temanA darzana thayA hatA ! tyAre teo upAdhyAya pade birAjamAna hatA. temanuM zubha nAma eka evI RtunuM nAma che ke je badhAne khUba ja priya che. temanA guru eka suprasiddha AcArya bhagavaMta hatA ke jemanA nAmano artha paNa "priya" evo thAya che. have to A guru-ziSyanI joDIne oLakhI ja gayA hazo ne ?! 15: saLaMga 29mA varSItapanA ArAdhaka sUrivara eka mahAtmA chellA 29 varSothI saLaMga varSItaponI ArAdhanA karI. rahyA che. pariNAme "tapasvIratna" tarIke suprasiddha che. hAla teo 40 jeTalA sAdhu bhagavaMto tathA lagabhaga 210 jeTalA sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto dharAvatA gacchanuM netRtva saMbhALatA gacchAdhipati AcArya bhagavaMta che. gata varSe temanA varada haste eka moTA nUtana tIrthanI aMjanazalAkA - pratiSThA thayela. teozrInA nAmamAM uparokta tIrthanA preraka temanA gurudevazrInuM nAma paNa samAI jAya che !... vaLI teozrInA nAma dvArA sUcita bAbata jemanA paNa jIvanamAM hoya teo A jagatamAM sarvatra sanmAnanIya bane che. kaho jouM - koNa haze A guru-ziSyanI joDI ?... 5 bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo - 29
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________________ nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn (16: prathama rAkha vahorAvAya to ja pAraNuM) karavAno gupta abhigraha II - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - gata varSe vardhamAna AyaMbila tapanI 100 oLI paripUrNa karanAra eka mahAtmA prAyaH dareka oLInA pAraNA vakhate vividha prakAranA abhigraha dhAraNA karatA. eka vakhata aThThamanA pAraNA prasaMge temaNe evo abhigraha manamAM dhArela ke koI prathama rAkha vahorAve to ja pAraNuM karavuM nahitara upavAsa cAlu rAkhavA !... ghaNA ghare gocarI mATe gayA paraMtu rAkha koNa vaherAve che. jethI maunapUrvaka pAchA pharyA. Akhare temanA saMsArI mAsInA ghare gayA. temaNe paNa vahorAvavA lAyaka anekavidha vastuonA nAma lIdhA, paraMtu mahAtmAe mastaka dhUNAvI InkAra ja karyo. tyAre mAsIthI rahevAyuM nahIM ane bolI javAyuM ke - "ATalI badhI vastuo hovA chatAM tame kazuM vahoratA nathI tyAre zuM have tamane rAkha vahorAvIe?!.." mahAtmAe mastaka halAvI "hA" pADI ane rAkha vahoravA mATe pAta bahAra kADhyuM. mAsInA AnaMdano ane Azcaryano pAra na rahyo. Akhare temaNe prathama rAkha vahorAvI ane tyArabAda bIjI vastuo vahorAvI. dhanya che AvA ugra abhigrahadhArI tapasvI mahA munivarone .. 'Aja mahAtmAe 5mI oLInA pAraNA prasaMge bhopAvaramAM tA. { 24/1/94nA manamAM abhigraha dhArela ke pU. gacchAdhipati AcArya bhagavaMtazrInI upasthiti hoya, 100 oLInA ArAdhaka pAMca tapasvI hAjara hoya temaja eka ja divasanA nUtana dIkSita 3 ThANA (ra sAdhu tathA 1 sAdhvIjI) upasthita hoya, tathA caturvidha zrI saMgha pAraNA mATe vinaMti karato hoya to ja pAraNuM karavuM !.. emanA utkRSTa puNya yoge Avo viziSTa abhigraha paNa eka ja divasamAM bapore 4 vAgye pUrNa thayela .. pAMca varSamAM 108 aThThama teozrIe pUrNa karyA. temAM pUnAmAM eka vakhata aThThamanA pAraNA prasaMge manamAM dhArela abhigraha pUrNa na thatAM upavAsa - - - - - - - - - I ACCESSOA N P ARARAAAAAAAAA bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo 30 nna
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________________ cAlu rAkhyA. Akhare 11 upavAsa bAda abhigraha pUrNa thatAM pAraNuM karyuM ... bhI oLI ThAma covihAra avaDha AyaMbila dvArA phakta alUNA magathI pUrNa karI .. oLI sivAyanA divasomAM paNa dara mahine ochAmAM ochA 2 6 upavAsa, 4 AyaMbila tathA bAkInA divasomAM ekANA hoya ja. 100 oLI pUrNa thayA bAda bIjIvAra pAyo nAkhIne 25 oLI pUrNa karI che. A mahAtmA dararoja savAre navakAra-sUrimaMtra Adino jApa kalAko sudhI kare che. purimaDha sudhI jApa pUrNa karyA pachI ja paccakakhANa pAre. unALAnA vihAromAM paNa jApa pUruM na thAya tyAM sudhI pANI paNa vApare nahi. vaLI sAMje paNa kAyama sUryAstathI 2 ghaDI pahelAM ja covihAranuM paccanmANa svIkArI le ... roja trikALa devavaMdana kare che. game tevI mAMdagImAM paNa baMne TAIma UbhA UbhA apramattapaNe pratikramaNAdi kriyAo kare che. svabhAve atyaMta nikhAlasa che. 11 varSanI umare dIkSA grahaNa karanAra A mahAtmA 4 varSa pahelAM munivaramAMthI sUrivara banyA che. sUrimaMtrAdinI viziSTa sAdhanA mATe A varSe eka suprasiddha prabhAvazALI tIrthamAM cAtumasa rahyA che. eka vAra to acUka temanA darzana - vaMdana karavA yogya che. A mahAtmAnuM zubha nAma - akabara bAdazAhanA darabAramAM birabala ? vigere keTalIka viziSTa vyaktio mATe vaparAto zabda che ! have to samajI gayA ne ke A AcArya bhagavaMtazrI koNa haze. (17 saLaMga 201 upavAsanA tapasvI samrATa) paMjAbamAM saMgarUra jillAnA lehalakalA gAmamAM tA. 18-11-1973mAM janma pAmIne 20 varSanI vaye sthAnakavAsI zramaNa saMgha samudAyamAM dIkSita thayelA eka mahAtmAe potAnA jIvanamAM AdarelI bhISma tapazcaryAnI yAdI Azcarya sAthe ahobhAva upajAve tevI che. A rahI ke temanI tapazcaryAnI yAdI nnnnnnnnnnnnNANANANANAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANAA bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIje 31
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________________ che ja da 1 0 1 paMjAba 54 1 54 6 6 kamAMka vise zahera prAMta sabaMgaupavAsa 1 2020 TohAnA hariyANA 21 2021 saMgarUra paMjAba 31 2022 nAvAgaDha himAcala 2023 hoziyArapura paMjAba 2024 jammatavI kAzamIra 2025 navA zahera paMjAba 7 2026 mAlera koTalA paMjAba 8 2027 paTiyAlA 9 2028 ambAlA hariyANA 2029 TohAnA hariyANA 2033 caMDIgaDha hariyANA 2040 ambAlA hariyANA 2041 mADala rAuna dillI 104 2042 prItamapura dillI 15 2043 sadana bajAra dillI 121 16 2044 zaktinagara dillI 2045 azoka vihAra dillI 18 2046 savAI mAdhopura rAjasthAna 19 2047 ajamera rAjasthAna 20 2048 jodhapura rAjasthAna 111 21 2049 udhanA-sUrata gujarAta 131 22 2050 khAra-muMbaI mahArASTra 201 23 2051 pUnA mahArASTra 108 24 ra0para sikaMdarAbAda AMdha saM. 2050mAM temaNe 201 upavAsanI tapazcaya muMbaI-khAramAM karI tyAre ATalI dIrgha tapazcaryAmAM paNa teo dararoja darzanArthe AvatA hajAro lokone 2 thaIma mAMgalika saMbhaLAvatA hatA .. tapazcayanI sAthe temanA jIvanamAM viziSTa saumyatA, samatA, kSamA . pha da ka ka & K 6 dara 6 da da ha 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 - 14 112 94 S4 109 127 (bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo 3ra
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________________ huM ane prasannatA jovAmAM Ave che. je tapanA AbhUSaNa rUpa gaNI zakAya. keTalAka loko ATalI moTI tapazcayane zaMkAnI draSTie jue che. paraMtu avAranavAra DokTaro temanA zarIranI vaijJAnika rIte tapAsa karatA hatA jethI zaMkA rAkhavAnI jarUra nathI. agAunA varSomAM temaNe karelI daI tapazcaryAonuM lIsTa jotAM samajI zakAya che ke abhyAsathI kazuM ja azakaya - nathI. - kha sAmAnyataH utsarga mArga tarIke vartamAnamAM chevala zArIrika saMghayaNanA kAraNe utkRSTathI saLaga 180 upavAsa sudhI tapazcaryAnI zAstrIya maryAdA che. paraMtu syAdvAdamaya zrI jinazAsanamAM prAyaH koI bAbatanuM ekAMte vidhAna ke ekAMte niSedha nathI. tethI uparokta dRSTAMtamAM temaja A pustakamAM nirdiSTa anya draSTAMtamAM 251 upavAsanI tapazcaya eka viziSTa apavAda tarIke vicAraNIya jaNAya che. tattva tu kevalI gamyuM. suzeSa kiM bahunA? uparokta mahAtmAnA nAmano artha "sAthe janmela" evo thayela che. sAdho. samAdhi bhalI" A prasiddha vAkyamAM khAlI jagyAnA sthAne je zabda hoya che te paNa A tapasvI samrATanA zubha nAmane sUcavanAro che...34 zAMti... A varSe A mahAtmA beMgloramAM cAtumasi birAjamAna che. 321 upavAsanI bhAvanAthI temaNe tA. 1/57thI upavAsano prAraMbha karela che 18: saLaMga 108 upavAsa tathA 500 aThThAInA tapasvI !!! Annnnnnnnnnnn tA. 21-1-94nA roja ghoghA baMdara pAse taNasA gAmamAM eka tapasvI mahAtmAnA darzana thayA hatA. bhAvanagara jillAnA methalA gAmamAM janma pAmela A mahAtmAe se. 2008 mAM 19 varSanI vaye 5. pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrI vijaya pratApasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. pAse dikSA aMgIkAra karI hatI. saM. 203ra mAM teo panyAsa padavI pAmyA hatA. A mahAtmAe dakSAthI agAu saM. 200rathI (13 varSanI uMmarathI) prAya dara mahine eka aThThAI tapa karavAno prAraMbha karela. uparokta divase amane maLyA tyAre temanI 496 aThThAI pUrNa thaI hatI. kula 500 aThThAI annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn n nnnn huM bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjA 33 N
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________________ karavAnI temanI bhAvanA hatI je kyAranI paripUrNa thaI cUkI haze !.. sthaLa A uparAMta paNa A mahAtmAe potAnA jIvanamAM nIce mujaba tapa-japanI ArAdhanA karela che. upavAsa - 108 81 68 saMvata 2025 2012 2007 muMbaI-goDIjI surata mahuvA 51 2009 vAlakezvara HE 45 2010 bhAvanagara muMbaI-pAyadhunI 21 2013 mAsakhamaNa 2003 mahuvA mAsakhamaNa 2004 mahuvA bhAvanagara mAsakhamaNa 2045 saM. 2002 thI dara varSe navapadajInI baMne oLImAM 9-9 AyaMbila sahita ArAdhanA kare che. saM. 2051 thI roja 11 bAMdhI navakAravALIno jApa tathA 1 kalAka dhyAna kare che. gheTIpAgamAM jemanI mUrtinI pratiSThA karavAmAM AvI che te dhyAnI zrI maNivijayajI dAdAnI preraNAthI zarUAtamAM 10 miniTathI prAraMbha karIne pachIthI roja 1 kalAka dhyAna kare che. tapa-japa tathA dhyAnanA prabhAve avAra navAra svapnamAM lagabhaga 21 IMcanA nIlavarNA pArzvanAtha bhagavaMtanA darzana thAya che. temaja sapheda nAgarAjanAM darzana paNa svapnamAM temaja pratyakSa rUpe paNa avAranavAra thAya che. haMmezAM AnaMdamAM rahenArA' A yathArthanAmI mahAtmAe ghoghAmAM 15 cAturmAsa karela che. 19 : 77 varSanI jepha vaye guNaratna saMvatsara tapanA bhISma tapasvI munivara ................................................... amadAvAdamAM janmela suzrAvaka zrI hIrAlAla DAhyAlAla gAMdhIe 68 varSanI vRddha vaye muMbaImAM saMyamano svIkAra karyo. bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo - 34
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________________ ATalI moTI uMmare dIkSA levA chatAM 9 varSanA dIkSA paryAyamAM temaNe je tapa-japanI adbhuta ane ajoDa ArAdhanA karI che te kharekhara herata pamADe tevI che. A rahI temaNe potAnA jIvanamAM karela ajoDa tapazcaryAnI yAdI. hAtha joDIne ahobhAvapUrvaka vAMcavA vinaMti. (1) aThThamanA pAraNe aThThamathI eka varSItapa. (2) chaThThanA pA2Ne chaThThathI eka varSItapa. (3) ekAMtara upavAsa - besaNAthI be varSItapa. (4) siddhi tapa. (43 divasamAM 36 upavAsa.) (5) zreNitapa. (110 divasamAM 83 upavAsa.) (6) siMhAsana tapa (30 divasamAM 25 upavAsa) (7) samavasaraNa tapa (80 divasamAM 64 upavAsa) (8) mAsakhamaNa tapa (saLaMga 30 upavAsa) (9) jina kalyANaka ta5 (474 divasamAM 263 upavAsa) . (10) vIza sthAnaka tapa (eka oLI 20 chaThThathI bAkI 19 oLI chUTA 20 upavAsathI.) (11) laghudharmacakratapa (82 divasamAM 43 upavAsa + 39 besaNA) (12) bRhat dharmacakratapa (132 divasamAM 69 upavAsa + 63 besaNA) (13) ekAMtarA 500 AyaMbila. (14) vardhamAna tapanI 53 oLI. (15) A uparAMta navapadajInI oLIo, Indriya jaya tapa, kaSAyajaya tapa, yoga zuddhi tapa, mauna ekAdazI tapa, jJAnapaMcamI tapa, poSadazamI tapa, 14 pUrvano tapa, akSayanidhi ta5, 45 Agama tapa, zatruMjya tapa, paMcaraMgI tapa, yugapradhAna tapa, ratnapAvaDI tapa, covIza bhagavAnanA ekAzaNA, be aThThAI tapa, 11 upavAsa Adi aneka tapa karyA. gRhasthapaNAmAM paNa traNa upadhAna, siddhagirinI 99 yAtrA, 10 jeTalA charI saMghomAM joDAIne vividha tIrthonI yAtrAo, 4 ThekANe jinabiMbo bharAvyA, 6 varSa sudhI dara pUname siddhagirinI yAtrA, siddhagirimAM be cAturmAsa, be vAra svadravyathI aSTottarIsnAtra saha aThThAI mahotsava vigere anekavidha ArAdhanAo temaNe karI hatI. bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo - 35
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________________ ennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn jApa tapanI sAthe japa bhaLe to sonAmAM sugaMdha jevuM thAya ane adbhuta cittazuddhino anubhava thAya. mahAtapasvI munirAjazrIe potAnA jIvanamAM nIce mujaba jApa karyo che - - - - - - - - - - - - - - (1) navakAra mahAmaMtrano jApa. 15 kroDa. * (2) "namo arihaMtANa" padano jApa.... 50 lAkha (3) "siddhA siddhi mama disaMtu" 1doDa. () % hrIM zrIM ahanama"..... 9 lAkha. (5) "namo loe savva sAhUNa". 9 lAkha. () sarasvatI maMtra. 1 lAkha. anya pavitra maMtronA paNa lAkhonI saMkhyAmAM jApa karela che. AvI rIte anekavidha tapa-japathI tana-manane keLavyA pachI tA. 10-3-88thI temaNe guNasaMvatsara nAmanI sudIrgha bhIkha tapazcaryAno prAraMbha karyo. soLa mahinAnA A ugra tapamAM kula 407 upavAsa tathA 73 pAraNA Ave che. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra svAmInA ziSya baMdhaka aNagAre tathA meghamuni vigeree A tapa karyAno ullekha zAstromAM Ave che. tyArabAda chellA seMkaDo varSanA ItihAsamAM A tapa karyAno koI ullekha kyAMya jaNAto nathI. dara mahine eka eka upavAsanI vRddhi karatAM 12 mahinAmAM 12 ! upavAsanA pAraNe 12 upavAsanI sAdhanA pUrNa karI. 13mA mahine paNa 13 upavAsa pUrNa karI, besaNuM karI, punaH thoDI asvasthatA chatAM makkamatAthI 13 upavAsanuM paccakhkhANa karyuM. temAM bIjA upavAsanA tA. 14-3-89) divase thoDI asvasthatA vadhI. bI.pI. lo thaI gayuM. ane veDhA upara navakAra mahAmaMtranuM raTaNa karatAM karatAM temaja nizrAdAtA AcArya bhagavaMtAdinA mukhethI navakAra sAMbhaLatAM dehapaMjaramAMthI mukta thaI paraloka tarapha prayANa karI didhuM. samAdhimaraNane sAdhI lIdhuM. AvA bhISma tapa daramyAna munizrI pAraNAnA divasa tathA prathama che upavAsanA divase sivAya kyAreya divase sUtA nahIM. rAtre paNa mAtra 4-5 ke kalAkathI vadhu nidrA letA nahIM. badho ja samaya maunapUrvaka svAdhyAya ane jApa vigeremAM vItAvatA. tapa japanA prabhAve anekavAra temane viziSTa AdhyAtmika anubhava thatA ane avarNanIya AnaMda anubhavatA. 480 divasanA cAlu bhIkha 8 bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjA 36 - - - -
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________________ - - - na AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA nanananana 4tho cAkA , tapamAM munizrI 370mA divase kALadharma pAmyA. 370 divasamAM 306 upavAsa ane 64 pAraNA karyA ahIM guNaratnasaMvatsara tapanuM koSTaka Apela che. khAsa upavAsa kama kula upavAsa pAraNA kula divasa 1lo ekanA pAraNe eka 15 15 30 rajo benA, pAraNe be 20 10 30 3jo traNanA pAraNe traNa cAranA pAraNe cAra pamo pAMcanA pAraNe pAMca 25 5 30 ThTho chanA pAraNe cha 24 4 28 7mo sAtanA pAraNe sAta 21 3 24 8mo AThanA pAraNe ATha mo navanA pAraNe nava 27 3 30 10mo dazanA pAraNe daza 11mo agiyAranA pAraNe agi. 1ramo bAranA pAraNe bAra 13mo teranA pAraNe tera 26 2 28 14mo caudanA pAraNe cauda 15mo paMdaranA pAraNe paMdara 30 16mo soLanA pAraNe soLa 32 2 34 kula 407 73 480 AvA bhISma tapasvI munivaranA caraNomAM koTiza vaMdanA. temanA te nAmanA be akSaranA pUrvArdhano artha "caMdra thAya che. tathA uttarArdha jinAjJApAlananA pratIkane sUcave che. temanA gacchAdhipatinA nAmano artha "jagatamAM sUrya samAna" evo ! thAya che. tathA gurudevanA nAmano artha "dharma vaDe jItanAra' evA AcArya bhagavaMta thAya che. teo bane paNa kAladharma pAmyA che. 1 AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALAAAAAAAAAAAA 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo 37 paN
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________________ 20: kariyAtAmAM bhIMjAvelI roTalInA AyaMbilathI mahAnizItha sUtranA yogodvahana karatA munizrI.... lagabhaga 17 varSanI uMmare mahAnizItha sUtranA yogodvahana karI rahelA eka munivare 52 divasa sudhI phakta kariyAtuM ane roTalI dvArA AyaMbila karyA hatA. kariyAtAmAM roTalIone bhIMjavIne ardho kalAka sudhI rahevA detA. ane tyArabAda prasannacitte vAparatA. emanI anumodanArthe aneka sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtoe ekAda divasa kariyAtA ane roTalIthI AyaMbila karyA hatA. dhanya che rasanA vijetA munivarane ... A munivara hAla cAreka varSathI ThAma covihAra ekAzaNA sAthe adhyayana-adhyApanamAM lIna rahe che. temanA vaDila baMdhue temanAthI agAu dIkSA lIdhela che tathA pitAzrIe paNa pAchaLathI dIkSA lIdhI che. sADA pAMca akSaranA A munivaranA nAmanA eka suprasiddha upAdhyAya bhagavaMte racelA aneka stavano tathA sajjhAyo. jaina saMghamAM Aje khUba gavAya che. A munivara je samudAya (gaccha)nA che tenA traNa nAma che. kaho jouM koNa haze. A munivara ! ane teo kyA samudAyanA haze ?.... 21 : 30mA upavAse prasannatA saha loca karAvatA munivara saM. 2040mAM gacchAdhipati gurudevazrInI tAraka nizrAmAM 67 ThANA sAdhu-sAdhvIjI zrIsametazikharajI mahAtIrthamAM cAturmAsa birAjamAna hatA. 4 mahinA sudhI dararoja gacchAdhipatizrIe uttarAdhyayana sUtranA vinaya adhyayananA prathama zlokanA AdhAre ja sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtone vAcanA ApI. aneka sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtone Agama sUtronA yogodvahana karAvyA. paryuSaNanA divaso najIka AvatAM gurudevazrIe potAnI bhAvanA bahuratnA vasuMdharA bhAga trIjo 38
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________________ vyakta karatAM jaNAvyuM ke vIza-vIza tIrthakaro ahIMnI pAvana bhUmimAM aMte mAsakSamaNa karIne mokSamAM padhAryA che tethI ochAmAM ochA 20 mAsakSamaNa thAya to sAruM." pUjyazrInI bhAvanAne sAkAra karavA mATe vIseka sAdhu-sAdhvIjI tathA cAreka zrAvaka-zrAvikAo taiyAra thaI gayA. bAkInA sAdhu-sAdhvIjIomAMthI eka navadIkSita bAla sAdhvIjI tathA eka bimAra sAdhvIjIne bAda karatAM bIjA tamAma sAdhu sAdhvIjIoe ochAmAM ochI aThThAI ane tethI vizeSa tapazcaryA karI. keTalAka mAsakSamaNanA tapasvI munivaro bIjA dvArA sevA karAvavAne badale svaye bIjA tapasvI munivaronI pagacaMpI vigere sevA karavA paDApaDI karavA lAgyA tyAranuM drazya kharekhara adbhuta hatuM. zrAvaNa suda paMcamInA divase pU. gacchAdhipatizrInA eka praziSya ke jemanA AcArAMga sUtranA yoga cAlu hatA tathA tAva paNa cAlu hato. teo pUjyazrI pAse jJAnapaMcamI nimitte 1 upavAsanuM paccakhANa levA upasthita thayA. 22 varSanI vayanA e muni dekhAvamAM 16 varSanI uMmaranA lAgatA hatA. | vinaya vaiyAvacca - svAdhyAya rUci Adi guNasaMpattinA kAraNe e munizrI gacchAdhipatizrInA hRdayamAM vasI gayA hatA. tethI pUjyazrIe sahajatAthI pUchyuM ke - "munivara ! tame paNa mAsakSamaNa karazo ne sI. munizrIne svapna paNa mAsakSamaNanI kalpanA na hatI. chelle paryuSaNamAM ATha upavAsa karIza evI bhAvanA jarUra hatI. paraMtu hAla to phakta jJAnapaMcamIno upavAsa karavAnI ja taiyArI hatI. ane tAvanA kAraNe AcArAMga sUtranA cAlu yogamAMthI nIkaLIne bIje divase pAraNuM karavAnI vicAraNA hatI ! chatAM gacchAdhipatizrInI bhAvanAne vadhAvI letAM munizrI roja ekeka | upavAsanuM paccakakhANa letAM letAM AgaLa vadhavA mAMDyA. paraMtu sAtamA upavAse karmarAjAe temane AgaLa vadhatAM aTakAvavA mATe potAnI tamAma tAkAta vAparI. munizrInA tanamAM ane manamAM karmarAjAe evI akaLAmaNa utpanna karI dIdhI ke je asahya banatAM munizrI gacchAdhipatizrIne kahevA lAgyA ke "sAhebajI ! have AgaLa vadhAya tema nathI. AvatI kAle to pAraNuM ! jarUra karIza" ! samayajJa gacchAdhipatizrIe temane kahyuM ke- bhale jevI tamArI IcchA. mAro jarApaNa Agraha nathI. AvatI kAle tamane zAtA rahe tema khuzIthI karajo.' paraMtu bIje divase savAre punaH skUrtino anubhava thatAM munizrIe svaye AThamA upavAsanuM paccakhANa lIdhuM ane e divasa samatApUrvaka pasAra karyo. (bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo 39
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________________ nAnA nAnA nAnama mamamama - - - - - - - bIje divase temanA gurudevazrIe kahyuM ke- "aThThAI tapa to tame agAu paNa karela che. mATe jo thaI zake to hajI ekAda upavAsa karI lo to navAI thaI jAya.' vinayavaMta munivare guru IcchAne vadhAvI laIne mo tathA 10mo. che upavAsa paNa AnaMdathI pUrNa karyo. pachI pavatithi hovAthI 11mo upavAsa karyo. pachI to tIrthaprabhAve tathA gurukRpAthI evI hiMmata AvI gaI ke soLabhanuM pUruM karavA mATe roja ekeka upavAsanA paccakhkhANa sAnaMda levA mAMDyA. uttarottara skUrti vadhatI jatAM pachI to mAsakSamaNanI maMjhila bhaNI umaMgabhera AgaLa vadhatA gayA ane jotajotAmAM trIsamA upavAsa sAthe saMvatsarIno divasa paNa AvI gayo ! A lAMbI tapazcayanI sAthe sAthe munizrI potAnA guru mahArAja dvArA apAtI cha karmagraMthanA arthanI sAmUhika be kalAkanI vAcanAmAM paNa chevaTa sudhI niyamita besatA tathA lekhita parIkSA paNa ApatA hatA !. sahavartI sAdhu-sAdhvIjIone e ciMtA thatI hatI ke have sAMvatsarika pratikramaNa pahelAM tapasvI munizrI loca kevI rIte karAvI zakaze. paraMtu badhAnA AzcaryanI vacce munizrIe potAnA guru mahArAjanA haste 1 kalAkamAM khUba ja svasthatA ane prasannatA sAthe loca karAvI lIdho !" temanA vALanA mULa majabUta hovAthI dara vakhate doDheka kalAka locamAM lAgI jato. paraMtu tIrthabhUmi, mAsakSamaNanI mAMgalika tapazcaryA tathA gacchAdhipatizrI Adi vaDilonI kRpAnA prabhAve A vakhate mAtra 1 kalAkamAM khUba ja sArI rIte loca thaI gayo. tIrthabhUmi, tapazcaryA tathA gurukRpAno pratyakSa prabhAva nihALI sahu khUba ja anumodanA karavA lAgyA. * A munivaranA nAma sAthe sAmya dharAvato eka prakaraNa graMtha ghaNA pravacanakAro cAturmAsamAM vyAkhyAna mATe pasaMda kare che. kAraNa ke temAM zrAvakanA 21 guNo vigerenuM khUba ja suMdara varNana karavAmAM AvyuM che. munizrInA guru mahArAjanuM nAma mokSano paryAyavAcI cAra akSarano : joDAkSara vinAno zabda che. tathA gacchAdhipatizrI to nAma pramANe anekAneka | guNonA bhaMDAra yathArthanAmI AcArya bhagavaMta hatA. ' "aNIno cUkyo so varasa jIve" kahevata mujaba AThamA divase avazya pAraNuM karavAnA vicAravALA munizrI jotajotAmAM 30 upavAsa karI 5 gayA. - A prasaMga uparathI bodhapATha meLavIne kaTokaTInA prasaMgomAM hiMmata na ke hAratAM sahu ullAsabhera ratnatrayInI ArAdhanAmAM AgaLa vadho e ja zubhAbhilASA. bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo 40 S
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________________ 22: akSata jJAna pipAsA: anumodanIya jJAnopAsanA!! viziSTa yAdazakti !! pUrvanA mahA munivaro keTalAya kroDAkoDa zloka pramANa 14 pUrve sahita re samasta dvAdazAMgI sUtrono abhyAsa temaja svAdhyAya koIpaNa prata vigerenA 3 AlaMbana vinA moDhe ja karatA hatA. paraMtu avasarpiNI kALanA prabhAve yAdazakti ghaTI jatAM Agamone lakhAvavA paDyA. AjathI lagabhaga 300 varSa pUrve thaI gayelA upAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajI mahArAja tathA upAdhyAya zrIvinayavijayajI mahArAje lagabhaga 1200 (matAMtare 2000) zloka pramANa tattva ciMtAmaNi nAmano nyAya zAstrano kaThIna graMtha mAtra eka ja ahorAtramAM kaMThastha karI lIdho hato.... pUjya AcArya zrI munisuMdarasUrijI ma. sA. sahastrAvadhAnI hatA. eTale eka hajAra bAbatone teo ekI sAthe potAnI smRtimAM avadhArI zakatA hatA ... kadAca uparokta prakAranI bAbatomAM koIne atizayoktinA darzana thatA hoya temaNe nIcenA avAcIna sAdhu-sAdhvIjIonA DraSTAMto khAsa vicAravA lAyaka che. (1) tapAgacchanA eka samudAyamAM eka ja grupamAM cAra sAdhvIjIo "zatAvadhAnI" thayA che.... (2) bIjA paNa amuka AcArya tathA eka jaina paMDitajI "zatAvadhAnI thaI gayA. 3 varSa pahelAM dikSita thayelA eka munivare mAtra traNa ja kalAkamAM AkhuM pakhIsUtra kaMThastha karI lIdhuM che. e ja mahAtmAe yogazAstranA 100 zloka paNa mAtra traNa ja kalAkamAM kaMThastha karI lIdhela che... (4) mAtra sAta ja varSanA dIkSA payayamAM eka munivare upAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajI mahArAja dvArA viracita nyAya ane tarkazAstranA kaThIna kApA pA pA pA pA pA paga pALA ( bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo 41
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________________ 1 0 - - - - - graMtha "bhASA rahasya" upara saMskRtamAM TIkAnI racanA karI che ! temaNe anya paNa saMskRtamAM racanAo karI che. (5) 12 varSanA dIkSA payayamAM eka munivare saMskRta prAkRtamAM kaThIna evA 425 graMthono abhyAsa karela !.. temaja aMgrejImAM paNa 40 jeTalA pustakonuM vAMcana karela !... () keTalAka munivaroe saMskRta bhASAmAM vividha chaMdomAM seMkaDo zlokonI racanA Aje paNa karI che ! (7) eka samudAyamAM be munivaro paryuSaNamAM AkhuM bArasA sUtra moDhe ja vAMce che. (8) bIjA eka samudAyamAM be bAla munivaro paNa AkhuM bArasAsUtra moDhe ja bole che ! ra3H viza varSanA athAga parizramathI dvAdazAra naya caka graMthanuM saMpAdana karatA - munivaranI anumodanIya kRtabhakti ! eka bahuzruta munivara sadA AgamonAM saMzodhana - saMpAdana - prakAzana kAryamAM vyasta jovA maLe che. temaNe zrI malavAdIjI dvArA viracita dvAdazAra nayacakra" nAme Akara graMthanuM yazasvI saMpAdana karyuM che. A graMthamAM bhAratIya darzanonA 12 prakAranA dArzanika maMtavyonI khUbI ane khAmIonuM vivaraNa karavAmAM AvyuM che. uparAMta jainadarzananA anekAMtavAdanI spaSTatA temaja pratiSThA karavAmAM AvI che. - A zakavartI kArya karavA mATe temaNe be dAyakA jeTalA lAMbA samaya sadhI khUba ja mahenata uThAvI che. pariNAme bhAratIya tattvajJAnanA abhyAsIone eka apUrva ane aprApya graMtha suMdara, sughaDa ane suvAcya svarUpe sulabha banyo. tanathI durbaLa paraMtu manathI majabUta evA A munivare pracaMDa jJAnazaktithI, samartha AtmabaLathI ane adamya icchAzaktithI, kaThInatama ! graMthanuM saMzodhana-saMpAdana-prakAzana karyuM che. e mATe pUjyazrIe tibeTa, cIna, jApAna, IMglenDa, amerikA vigere dezomAMthI prAcIna graMthonI judI judI paddhatithI levAmAM AvelI pratikRtio, mAIkrophilma, prato Adi sAmagrI EING bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo 42 nna
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________________ AnnonAnandaanAnAAAAnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn MAAA ekatra karI. A graMthathI mAhitagAra deza-videzanA sAkSaro sAthe paricaya keLavyo, patra vyavahAra karyo ane teonA mata-matAMtaro jANyA. pratyeka nAnA-moTA pratipAdanonA mULa sudhI pahoMcIne tenA tAratamyo pAmavAnI. satyazodhaka vRSTino paricaya Apyo. AvI apUrva zrutabhakti karanAra munivarane bhAvapUrvaka vaMdana !.. A mahAtmA saMskRta - prAkRta vigere bhAratIya aneka bhASAo uparAMta aMgrejI, urdu phArasI vigere keTalIka videzI bhASAo upara paNa khUba ja sAro kAbU dharAve che. avAranavAra temanI pAse phorenanA loko jainadharmanA vividha viSayonuM jJAna prApta karavA mATe Ave che. arihaMta paramAtmA ane potAnA svargastha pitA gurudeva pratyeno temano samarpaNabhAva paNa khUba ja anumodanIya che. koIpaNa patra Ave yA teo koIne paNa patra lakhe to pahelAM prabhujI tathA gurudevazrInI pratikRti samakSa patra mUke. temanI bhAvathI anujJA meLavIne pachI ja patra vAMce yA posTa karAve ! bhagavAnanA ke guru mahArAjanA phoTA kyAre paNa nAbhithI nIcA na rahe te mATe teo upAzrayamAM tathA vihAra daramyAna rastAmAM vizrAma letI vakhate paNa khUba ja kALajI rAkhe che. kaho jouM, koNa haze A mahAtmA (24H mAtra 6 divasamAM dazavaikAlika sUtra kaMThastha! mAtra 9 varSanI bAlyavayamAM dIkSita thayelA bAla munivare 6 divasamAM AkhuM dazavaikAlika sUtra kaMThastha karI lIdhuM NI... Aje teo viziSTa kavitvazakti, lekhana zakti ane vakatRtva zaktinA triveNI saMgama banIne khUba ja anumodanIya zAsana prabhAvanA karatA AcAryapadavIne zobhAvI rahyA che. temaNe aneka chaMdobaddha zloko, prabaMdho tathA nibaMdhonI racanA karI che. temAM teozrInI samatazikhara parvatAkAra kAvyaracanA adbhuta ane advitIya che. cAlu divasomAM paNa temanA pravacanamAM vizALa pravacanahola cikkAra bharAI jAya che. temaNe aneka ThekANe karAvelI zibiromAM sAsu-vahunI zibira, pati-patnInI zibira, tathA yuvAnonI zibiro khUba ja prazaMsAne pAmela che. 'baharanA vasaMdharA-bhAga trIjo 43 N nnnnnnnnnnnnnnn ma .sA.ananvu
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________________ anekonA jIvanamAM TanIMga poInTa lAvavAmAM nimittarUpa banela che. temanA nAmano pUrvAdha nAmakarmanI puNyaprakRtine sUcave che ke je prAya badhAne khUba ja game che. tathA uttarArdhano artha kavaca evo thAya che ! ra5 bAra varSamAM 425 saMskRta-prAkRta graMthono abhyAsa !! eka munivare mAtra 12 varSanA dIkSA payayamAM saMskRta-prAkRta bhASAmAM vyAkaraNa-nyAya-SaDradarzana-jaina Agama vigerenA jara5" jeTalA kaThIna graMthono abhyAsa karyo hato. tathA aMgrejI bhASAmAM 38 jeTalA pustakonuM vAMcana karyuM hatuM .. kevI adbhuta haze emanI jJAna pipAsA, tIkSNa medhA ane apramattattA che. Avo ajoDa jJAnAvaraNIya karmano kSayopazama hovA chatAM nispRhatA ane aMtarmukhatA evI anupama hatI ke AjIvana ziSya na karavAno tathA vyAkhyAna na vAMcavAno temano draDha saMkalpa hato !!!... be mumukSuoe emanI pAse ja dIkSA levAno potAno nirNaya jAhera karyo chatAM paNa teo potAnA saMkalpathI jarApaNa vicalita na thayA. Akhare mumukSuone premathI samajAvIne bIjAnA ziSya banAvarAvyA ! - tamAma miSTAnna, phUTa, mevo vigere aneka vastuono temaNe kAyama mATe tyAga karyo hato. gRhasthapaNAmAM grejyueTa thatI vakhate roja IstrITAITa apaDeTa kapaDA paheravAnA zokhIna hovA chatAM paNa dikSAbAda ghaniyukti AdinA zAstravacana mujaba varSamAM phakta eka ja vAra vastra prakSAlana karatA. dhIre dhIra emanA grupamAM emanA gurudeva sahita lagabhaga tamAma munivaro ane aneka sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto paNa temanuM anusaraNa karIne Aje paNa varSamAM phakta eka ja vAra vastraprakSAlana kare che !!!.. aneka munivarone temaNe khUba ja udAratApUrvaka zAnadAna karyuM che. aneka saMghomAM jJAnabhaMDAro vyavasthita karAvyA che. ajoDa vidvattA hovA chatAM paNa temanAmAM gurusamarpaNabhAva ane gurudeva tathA glAna-vRddha Adi munivaronI sevA karavAnI vRtti paNa atyaMta anumodanIya koTinI hatI ! taY baharanA vasaMgharA-bhAga trIje ja ja
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________________ jinazAsananA aNamola jhaverAta samAna AvA muniratna mAtra 29 varSanI nAnI vayamAM tA. ra-pa-87nA roja vihAra daramyAna pAchaLathI dhasamasatI AvatI TrakanI haDapheTamAM AvI jatAM kAladharma pAmyA che ! karmanI gati kevI vicitra che !!... temanA jIvana caritrane varNavatuM eka pustaka prakAzita thayuM che, jenuM nAma che "barasa rahI akhiyAM'. pratyeka sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtoe A pustaka acUka vAMcavA jevuM che. temaNe vAMcelA 425 saMskRta-prAkRta graMthonI nAmAvali paNa e pustakamAM che. A munivaranA nAmano aDhI akSarano pUrvAdha eTale sahu dhama jIvonuM mukhya dhyeya ane aDhI akSarano uttarArdha sahu saMsArI jIvone khUba ja game che. have to samajI gayA ne koNa haze A mahAmunivara zAbAza !. emanA gurudevazrI eTale vartamAnamAM zibironA mAdhyamathI hajAro yuvAnonA jIvanamAM 'TanIMga poInTa' lAvanArA, yuvA jAgRti preraka, zAsana prabhAvaka, uttama ArAdhaka, AcArya bhagavaMtazrI. koTi koTi vaMdana hojo AvA AcArya bhagavaMtone tathA mahA munivarone....!! 26: saMskRta bhaNavA mATe roja 12 mAIla chANIthI vaDodarA vacce Ava-jAva !! lagabhaga so varSa pUrvenI A vAta che. jJAnAbhyAsa rasika eka | munivara saMyogavazAtu potAnA vaDilo sAthe chANImAM keTalAka mahinAo sudhI rokAyA hatA. te samaye vaDodarA rAjyanA rAjArAma zAstrI saMskRtanA 3 moya vidvAna lekhAtA. munivarane thayuM ke AvA vidvAna pAse saMskRta kAvya che ane nyAyazAstrono abhyAsa karavAnuM maLe to kevuM sAruM !'. Akhare vinayapUrvaka vaDilonI anumati meLavIne teo roja savAre chANIthI che mAIlano vihAra karIne vaDodarA jatA. tyAM paMDitajInI sagavaDa mujaba adhyayana karIne pAchA cha mAIla page cAlIne chANI AvI jatA ! A krama mahinAo sudhI cAlyo! kevI tIvra adhyayana rUci haze e mahAtmAnI !!!. AgaLa jatAM e mahApuruSa AcArya padavI pAmyA. mahAna zAsana prabhAvaka banyA. 105 varSanA dIrdhAyuSI thayA. temAM chellA 33 varSa saLaMga ja bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo 45 noun ana sLavanAnajIbhAvanAnAnAnAnAnA
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________________ ta varSItapa kyAW tenAthI agAu 26 cAturmAsa daramyAna dara comAsAmAM | ekAMtarA upavAsa karatA jApa, dhyAna ane haThayoganA paNa teozrI sArA abhyAsI hatA.85 varSanI jepha vaye temaNe siddhagiri tathA giranAranI yAtrA page cAlIne karI hatI. nAnapaNathI ja vairAgyavaMta evA temane vaDilonA ati AgrahathI na chUTake lagna karavA paDela. paraMtu 3 varSanA anAsakta lagna jIvana bAda 23 varSanI uMmare temaNe svaye mastakanuM muMDana karAvIne sAdhuveSa paherI lIdho hato ! kuTuMbIo sAme thayA, to traNa divasa sudhI bhUkhyA - tarasyA eka che oraDAmAM bharAI rahevAnuM maMjUra rAkhyuM paraMtu potAnA nirNayamAM aDaga rahyA. Akhare kuTuMbIoe saMmati ApI hatI. temanI dIkSA pachI pAMca varSe che temanA dharmapatnI sAsu tathA sALAe paNa dikSA lIdhela... aDhI akSaranA temanA nAmane sahamumukSu AtmAo avazyameva jhaMkhe che ! kaho jouM, koNa haze A AcArya bhagavaMta?.. 27: vihAramAM 84mI oLI sAthe roja cAra vakhata vAcanA tathA vyAkhyAna ApatA munivara A varSe vihAra daramyAna be mahinAnA samayagALAmAM judA judA che? gAmomAM thoDA thoDA divasonA AMtare dazeka ThANAnA eka grupa sAthe maLavAnuM thayuM. vairAgyadezanAdakSa tarIke suprasiddha e AcArya bhagavaMte gRhasthapaNAmAM premasagAI thayA pachI jinavANI zravaNanA prabhAve vairAgya pAmI lagna karyA vinA ja dIkSA laI lIdhI ... emanI sAthe emanA eka prabhAvaka ziSyaratna che ke jeo temanA dareka kAyamAM jamaNA hAtha tarIke sAro evo sahayoga ApI rahyA che. e mahAtmAe 84mI oLInuM pAraNuM caitra mahinAmAM - garamInA divasomAM karyuM. rojanA cAlu vihAromAM paNa e mahAtmA 84mI vardhamAna AyaMbila tapanI oLI karatA ane sAthe vyAkhyAna vAMcatA ane sahavartI mahAtmAone dazavaikAlika sUtra vigere judA judA cAra viSayonI vAcanA ApatA. vihAra, saLaMga AyaMbila.... vyAkhyAna... cAra vakhata vAcanA.. A badhuM hovA chatAM e mahAtmAnA mukha upara je prasannatA ane sAhajikatA kSAmAM bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIje da)
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________________ hatI te kharekhara anumodanIya hatI. navA AgaMtukane khyAla paNa na Ave ke A mahAtmAnI ATalI moTI oLI cAlatI haze !... A uparAMta lekhana-jApa temaja yuvA zibira, navapadajInI sAmUhika oLI prAcIna sAhityano udghAra, vividha mahotsavo vigerenuM Ayojana paNa mukhyatve A mahAtmA saMbhALatA. AcArya bhagavaMtanuM svAsthya nAdurasta rahetuM hovA chatAM A mahAtmAnA AvA sAtha sahakArathI khUba ja rAhata rahe che. pariNAme AvA vinIta ziSya upara temanI pUrepUrI kRpA utare e sahaja che. dhana dhana zAsana maMDana munivara !!!... A mahAtmAnA darzana to kalyANakArI che ja paraMtu temanA nAmano pUrvArdha panna kalyANarUpa che ane uttarArdha eTale 'jaya vIyarAya' prArthanA sUtra dvArA vItarAga paramAtmA pAse je lokottara evI 13 bAbatonI mAMgaNI karavAmAM Ave che temAM sauthI chellI bAbatane sUcavato be akSarano zabda !... 28 : yuvA pratibodhaka padastha tripuTI sAmAnyataH ema kahevAya che ke AjanI yuvApeDhI Adhunika zikSaNa ane vijJAnanA nitanavA AviSkAromAM aMjAI jaIne dharmathI vimukha banatI jAya che. sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonA pravacanomAM moTe bhAge prauDha ke vRddha zrotAo ja maryAdita saMkhyAmAM jovA maLe che. moTA bhAgano yuvAvarga derAsara - upAzrayAdi dharmasthAnomAM kvacita ja jovA maLe che... A vAta ghaNe aMze sAcI hovA chatAM apavAda rUpe Aje paNa evA keTalAka vidvAna ane saMyamI mahAtmAo che ke jeo AjanA yuvAvarganI nADa pArakhI zakyA che. pariNAme dharmanA amUlya tattvone Adhunika abhinava zailimAM, jozIlI jabAnathI raju karIne hajAro yuvAnone mAtra dharma sanmukha ja nahi paraMtu dharmamAM otaprota ane oLadhoLa banAvI rahyA che. temanA ravivArIya pravacano temaja zibiromAM yuvAno kIDIyArAnI jema ubharAya che. moTA moTA pravacana hola paNa sAMkaDA paDe che. pariNAme gelerImAM ke dAdAnA pagathiyA upara doDha-be kalAka sudhI UbhA rahIne paNa keTalAya yuvAno jemanA pravacana amRtanuM hoMse hoMse pAna karatAM jANe dharAtA ja nathI." vhAITa enDa vhAITa" DresamAM sajja hajAro zibirArthI yuvAnone vagara mAIke apAtA pravacananA zravaNamAM pUrA zista sAthe ekatAna banatAM temaja keTalIya vakhata ekI sAthe hajAro yuvAnone vyasanone tilAMjali ApatAM ane vividha prakAranA bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo 47
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________________ vrata-niyamone prasannatAthI svIkAravA mATe hAtha joDIne UbhA thatAM jovA e paNa jIvanano adbhuta lhAvo gaNAya che. seMkaDo - hajAro yuvAnoe jemanI pAse nikhAlasatApUrvaka potAnA jIvananI bleka DAyarInA tamAma pAnAone khullA mUkI daIne, bhava AlocanA prAyazcitta svIkArIne AtmAne pavitra banAvyo che skUlo-kolejo-yunivarsiTIo uparAMta jelomAM paNa jemanA pravacanoe kedIo upara kAmaNa karyuM che ane dArU-mAMsa Adi 7 mahAvyasanonA sakaMjAmAMthI temane sadAne mATe mukti apAvI che. Adhunika AkarSaka zailimAM lakhAyelA jemanA saMkhyAbaMdha pustakoe AjanI yuvApeDhIne saddhAMcananuM gheluM lagADyuM che ane e pustakoe kai'kanA jIvanamAM "TarnIMga poInTa" lAvI dIdhuM che. vaLI jeo mAtra korA vidvAn ke vAcALa vaktA ja nathI paraMtu sAthe sAthe susaMyamI paNa che. evA mahAtmAono vicAra karIe tyAre zve. mU. pU. tapAgacchanA eka ja samudAyanA traNa-traNa padastha mahAtmAo tarata najara samakSa tarI Ave che. kaho jouM koNa haze e mahAtmAo ?... anya samudAyomAM paNa koI koI viralA vidvAna-vaktA-lekhaka-saMyamI munivaro che. keTalAkmAM vakatRtvazakti madhyama prakAranI che paraMtu lekhana zakti adbhuta che. siddhahasta lekhaka evA temanI kalamathI AlekhAyelA pustakane ekavAra hAthamAM upADIe eTale ekI beThake pUruM karIne pachI ja UThavAnuM mana thAya !... keTalAka mahAtmAonA dainika pravacanomAM paNa Akho hola cikkAra bharAI jato hoya che. AvI rIte saMyamanI sAdhanA dvArA svopakAra sAthe vividha zaktio dvArA viziSTa paropakAra ane zAsana prabhAvanA karI rahelA sahu mahAtmAonI bhUrizaH hArdika anumodanA. 29: AjIvana mauna vrata jUnAgaDha jillAnA paraba vAvaDI gAme saM. 1969mAM janmIne 20 varSanI vaye sthAnakavAsI samudAyamAM dIkSita thayelA eka mahAtmAe potAnA jIvanamAM nIce mujaba anumodanIya ArAdhanA karela che. (1) saLaMga 14 varSa mauna sAthe jApa. (2) saLaMga 19 varSa varSItapa. (3) saLaMga 3 varSa polI ama (4) saLaMga 3 varSa chaThThathI varSItapa. bahuratnA vasuMdharA bhAga trIjo = 48
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________________ MANNNNNNNNNNNNnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnONARNNNNNN (5) saLaMga 1000 AyaMbila () saLaMga 19 varSa pANIno tyAga II - - phakta chAsanI Acha letA. saM. 2049 nA kA. su. 5 thI temaNe AjIvana maunavrata svIkArela che !!!" temanA nAmanA pUrvArdhano artha harSa evo thAya che. uttarArdha eka raMga vizeSanuM nAma che. (30H 24 varSathI mauna sAthe sAdhanA!) - nanananana 50 varSano dIkSA paryAya dharAvatA eka mahAtmA (uM. va. 70) chellA | 24 varSathI mauna sAthe Atma sAdhanA karI rahyA che. zarUAtamAM pAMca varSa sudhI teo Akho divasa UbhA UbhA kAussagnamAM ja rahetA hatA. vAparavAnuM paNa phakta be kaIma 2-2 roTalI tathA 1 kapa dUdha te paNa ubhaDaka Asane jI... teo hAla pAlitANAmAM birAjamAna che. pAlitANAmAM 3 vakhata ke sAmUhika 99 yAtrA daramyAna A maunI mahAtmAnA darzanano lAbha anekavAra maLyo che. temanA nAmanA pUrvArdhano artha rAjA evo thAya che. tathA uttarArdhano artha mela rahita evo thAya che. temanA gurudevazrI paNa eka dhyAnaniSTha AcArya bhagavaMta hatA. (31H guru AjJA pAlanano ajoDa Adarza) ullllli llllllllllllllllllllllll llisit thillibly e hatI guru- ziSyanI ajoDa eDI. jene joIne keTalAka lokone re mahAvIrasvAmI bhagavAna ane gautama svAmInI joDI yAda AvI jatI hatI !!... guru hatA 36 koDa 3 lAkha navakAra jApanA ArAdhaka sarijI. ziSya paNa AgaLa jatAM banyA tapasvI sarivara. emane potAnA gurudevazrI pratye ananya samarpaNa bhAva hato. gurudevazrInI pratyeka AjJAne to teo vinA vikalpa "tahatti" karatA ja paraMtu gurudevazrInI IcchAmAtrane paNa Igita baharanA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo 49 IN nAma : - - a. nAnaunni
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________________ AAAAAAAAAA AkArathI samajI jaIne te mujaba vartIne gurudevane sadAya suprasanna rAkhatA. pariNAme gurudevanI kRpA paNa ziSya upara bAre khAMge anarAdhAra varasatI. che eka divasanI vAta che. 16 upavAsanA pAraNAnA divase ziSya gurudevazrIne vaMdana karIne navakArazInuM paccaSmANa mAMgyuM. gurue pUchyuM : ke "Aje navakArazInuM paccakhANa kema?" ziSya kahyuM: 'gurudeva! Aje mAruM soLabhajJAnuM pAraNuM che tethI.' gurue kahyuM: tuM to hajI bIjA 16 upavAsa karI zake tevI tArAmAM skUrti dekhAya che, to pachI..! suvinIta ziSya tarata ja guruvacanane vadhAvI letAM kahyuM: 'tahatti, gurudeva ! Apo 16 upavAsanA paccaSmaNa' ane ziSyanI zakti ane samarpaNabhAvane pArakhanAra gurudevazrIe paNa tarata ja 16 upavAsanA ekIsAthe paccakhANa ApI dIdhA! ziSya paNa aMjali joDIne prasannacitte e paccakhANano svIkAra che karyo ane nitya caDatA pariNAme ullAsapUrvaka bIjA 16 upavAsa paNa pUrNa karyA che. dhanya gurudeva.. dhanya ziSya .. sahavartI munivaro to A prasaMga joIne Azcarya ane ahobhAva sAthe guru-ziSyanI A ajoDa joDIne bhAvathI abhinaMdI rahyA !!!.. Aje A guru- ziSyanI joDI sadehe hayAta nathI. lagabhaga vIseka varSa pahelAM kALadharma pAmela che. paraMtu potAnI ArAdhanA ane saguNo dvArA Aje paNa hajAro lokonA haiyAmAM teo jIvaMta ja che .. kaho jouM - koNa haze e guru-ziSya?! e gurudevanuM nAma gharAvanAra anya samudAyanA eka AcArya bhagavaMtazrI Aje vidyamAna che. tathA ziSyanuM 4 akSaranuM nAma zaMkaranuM paryAyavAcI nAma bane che. have to zodhI lezo ne?" - - - - 3i2 roja be-traNa kalAka prabhujI samakSa UbhA UbhA vaMdanA...anumodanA gahanA addabhuta ArAdhaka pravartaka pade birAjamAna eka mahAtmAno ghaNA varSothI eka adbhuta nityakrama cAlI rahyo che. teozrI roja jinAlayamAM prabhujI samakSa ra thI 3 kalAka sudhI satata UbhA UbhA paramAtma vaMdanA... mahA puruSone vaMdanA..! sapuruSonA sukRtonI anumodanA... tathA svaduSkatonI gaha. khUba ja gadgada haiye bhAva vibhora banIne maMdasvare uccArapUrvaka kare che. tyAre temanI AMkhomAMthI ahobhAva. tathA pazcAttApabhAva janya azruonI dhArA vahetI hoya che. A azrudhArAmAM agaNita karmono kATamALa dhovAIne sApha thaI 'bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIje 50
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________________ annannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnANNNNNNNNNNN - - - - - - jato hoya che. A ArAdhanA dvArA adbhuta citta prasannatAnI anubhUti teozrI karI rahyA che. teozrInA eka ziSya paNa e ja rIte ArAdhanA karI rahyA che. keTalAka saMghomAM paNa temaNe A ArAdhanA karAvatAM badhAne khUba ja che AnaMda thayela che. A mahAtmAe bALabhogya zailimAM "saMskAra dhana" nAmanI ? pustikAono seTa taiyAra karela che je bALakomAM jainatvanA saMskAronuM sIMcana ke karavA mATe khUba ja upayogI puravAra thayela che. bIjA paNa keTalAka suMdara pustakonuM Alekhana teozrIe karela che. teozrInA laghubaMdhue paNa saMyama svIkArela che. teo Aje AcArya pade birAjamAna che. Agamo tathA kama sAhityanA sArA abhyAsI | teozrIe lokabhogya zailimAM saMkhyAbaMdha pustakonuM Alekhana karela che. temAMnA keTalAka pustako to khUba ja lokapriya thayela che vaLI temanA sumadhura pravacano paNa ghaNAnA jIvanamAM "TanIMga poInTa" lAvavAmAM nimittabhUta banyA che. uparokta pravartaka mahAtmAnA nAmano pUrvArdha tAraka tattvatrayInA eka tattvane sUcavanAra che. jyAre uttarArdhano artha chupAyela evo thAya che. teozrInA laghubaMdhu AcArya bhagavaMtanA nAmanA pUrvArdhano artha 8 kalyANa' evo thAya che. uttarArdha upara mujaba jANavo. vaMdana ho e baMdhuyugala mahAtmAone. 33H phakta pAMca sAdA dravyothI mAvajIva ekAsaNAno abhigraha uparokta pravartaka mahAtmAnA be ziSyono yAvajIva ekAzaNA karavAno abhigraha che. ' ekAsaNAmAM paNa phakta pAMca ja dravya vAparavAnA. temAM kvacitu. ochA thAya paraMtu vadhAre to nahi ja.. e pAMca dravyo paNa roTalI - dALa - bhAta - zAka tathA dUdha e rIte nizcita karelA dravyo ja levAnA. A sivAya bIjA koIpaNa dravyo nahi levAnA !!!... kAra karatA nAnA nAnA ja bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo 51
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________________ kevo suMdara vRttisaMkSepa tapa !!!... rasanendriya tathA AhAra saMjJA upara kevo adbhuta kAbu !!! tamAma miSTAnna - pharasANa - phrUTa - mevo vigereno tyAga karI mAtra zarIrane parimita bhADuM ApIne temAMthI sAdhanAno vadhu ne vadhu kasa kADhavAno kevo suMdara kImiyo !!! roja eka ja prakAranA dravyo vAparavAnA chatAM "ceInjanI koI apekSA nahi. kaMTALo nahi. kevI suMdara aMtarmukhatA !... AtmAnaMdItA ... dhanya e mahAtmAone ... 34 : aparicita pradezomAM ugra vihAromAM paNa nirdoSa gocarInA gaveSaka mahAtmAo !!! traNeka varSa pahelAM sAgara samudAyanA pUjyonI nizrAmAM suratathI sametazikharajI mahAtIrthano cha'rI pALato saMgha nIkaLyo hato. temAM e samudAyanA be mahAtmAo saMghanA rasoDethI gocarI na vahoratAM 1-2 ki.mI. dUra gAmamAMthI jaina ke ajjaina gharomAMthI nirdoSa gocarI vahorIne vAparatA ... saMghamAM dararoja miSTAnna - pharasANa Adi aneka managamatI vastuo hoya chatAM svecchAe teno parityAga karIne... eka ja ThekANethI badhI gocarI na vahoratAM aneka gharomAMthI thoDuM thoDuM vahorIne sAcA arthamAM "go-carI"nI gaveSaNA karatA e mahAtmAone joIne aneka AtmAonA aMtaramAM ahobhAva tathA anumodanA dvArA dharmabIjanuM vapana thaI jatuM hatuM !... dhanya te mahAtmAone !... baMne mahAtmAonA nAmano uttarArdha jyotiSamAM sauthI mahattvanA grahane sUcave che. eka mahAtmAnuM nAma prabhu mahAvIrasvAmI bhagavAnanA samayamAM thaI gayelA eka suprasiddha rAjarSinuM nAma che. mAtra IriyAvahI sudhI AvaDatuM hovA chatAM temaNe dIkSA lIdhI ane hAla roja 5 gAthA gokhe che tathA 500 gAthAno svAdhyAya kare che. ekAzaNAMthI ochuM paccakkhANa karatA nathI. guru samarpaNabhAva gajabano che. ghaNIvAre rAtre 3-4 kalAka kAussagga kare che. bIjA mahAtmAnA nAmano pUrvArdha siddhacakra pUjanamAM je 28... nuM pUjana thAya che te che. bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo - para
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________________ - : (35: zaddha gocarInA abhAve traNa-traNa upavAsa ) Guildil/I!! IIIIIIII!'. /// 11 //ltI illlllllllllll their Influblin its tr"| | | | e mahAtmA ghaNA varSo sudhI rAjasthAnamAM ja vicaya. nitya ekAsaNA karatA. vardhamAna tapanI 70 oLI paNa karI. zuddha AhArake pANInI gaveSaNA tathA nirdoSa DilabhUminA teo khAsa khapI hatA. ? keTalIkavAra vihAro daramyAna nirdoSa gocarI na maLatI to teo traNa-traNa 3 divasa sudhI saLaMga upavAso karI nAkhatA paraMtu potAnA nimitte banelI gocarI vAparavAno svapna paNa vicAra na karatA !!" prAyaH dara varSe 2-3 upadhAna teozrInI nizrAmAM thatA temAM khUba sArI saMkhyAmAM ArAdhako joDAtA. zAMta ane premALa svabhAvanA kAraNe aneka ArAdhako teozrInI nizrAmAM ArAdhanA karavA mATe hoMse hoMse joDAtA. 2 varSa sudhI AcArya pade rahIne saM. 2045mAM caitra sudi pa nA zaMkhezvara tIrthamAM teozrI samAdhipUrvaka kALadharma pAmyA. temanA pitAzrIe paNa temanI dIkSA bAda thoDA varSo rahIne dikSA lIdhI hatI. teo navakAra mahAmaMtranA ajoDa ArAdhaka, adhyAtmayogI paMnyAsajI mahArAja" nA ziSyaratna hatA. teozrInA nAmanI be alarano pUrvArdha arihaMta paramAtmA mATe vaparAto eka zabda che tathA uttarArdhano artha kAMti- teja evo thAya che..... vaMdana ho zuddha eSaNAsamitinA ArAdhaka te mahAtmAne ! (36 phakta cA-dUdha khAkharAthI nitya ekAsaNA ) karma sAhitya niSNAta, naiSThika brahmamUti, saccAritracUDAmaNi mahAna re AcArya bhagavaMtanA eka dIrghacAritrI ziSyaratna varSothI nitya ekAzaNA kare che. savAranA navakArasI samaye teo phakta be tarapaNI cetanA laIne ekAsaNAnI gocarI vahoravA mATe jAya. jhoLImAM bIjA pAtrA na le.) eka tarapaNI cetanAmAM cA + dUdha tathA khAkharA vahore. khAkharAno bhUkko karIne mIksa karelA cA-dUdhamAM nAkhI de ane bIjI tarapaNImAM gharomAMthI ja UkALeluM pANI vahorI lAve. enAthI ja ekAsaNuM karI le. pANI vadhe to 2-4 mahine mAMDa kapaDAno kApa kADhe. derAsaramAM tathA pratikramaNamAM khUba ja bhAvavibhora banIne stavana - sajhAyAdi lalakAre.. ER N bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIje . 53) - - - - .. . . . .. ....... . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
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________________ hAla teo amadAvAdamAM birAjamAna che. avAra navAra vividha jinezvara bhagavaMtonA kalyANakonI suMdara ArAdhanA zrIsaMghone karAve che. temanA nAmanA pUrvArdhano artha cAritra thAya che tathA uttarArdhano artha kAMti teja evo thAya che. (37H pariNatilakSI sAdhutA!] 3 varSa pahelAM surendranagaramAM eka munivaranAM darzana thayA. khUba ja anumodanIya aMtarmukhatA emanA jIvanamAM jovA maLI. satata AtmalakSI ArAdhanA-sAdhanAnuM ja ekamAtra mukhya lakSya potAnA aMtaraMga pariNAmonuM ja khAsa avalokana. lokasaMjJAnuM nAmo nizAna nahIM. vAha vAhanI koI paravA nahi nAmanAnI koI kAmanA nahIM. AdhyAtmika svAdhyAya ane AtmaciMtanamAM ja racyA pacyA rahe. lagabhaga 85 AsapAsanI vardhamAna AyaMbila tapanI oLI cAlu hatI. AyaMbilakhAtAmAM vahoravA javAnuM nahIM. gharomAMthI sahajabhAve je sUjhatuM maLe te ja vahoravAnuM. pANI paNa pANI khAtAmAMthI nahi vahoravAnuM. gharomAMthI ja sUjhatuM pANI vahoravAnuM. varSamAM ? eka ja vAra kapaDAno kApa kADhavAno. koI mahotsavAdino rasa nahIM. vyAkhyAnano zokha nahIM. adhyayana adhyAyananI apUrva rUci. potAnA adhyavasAyo kema uttarottara nirmala - nirmalatara - nirmalatama bane e ja mukhya lakSya. te mATe jinAjJAnuM sUkSma rIte pAlana ! yuvAna vaya hovA chatAM koI che kutUhalavRtti ke utsukatA nahIM ! vaDilono paNa saMpUrNa vizvAsa temaNe saMpAdana karelo. jethI teoe paNa emanI anukULatA mujaba tevA khapI -3 ke mahAtmAo sAthe vicAravAnI temane anukuLatA karI ApI hatI. viziSTa 4 vidvatA hovA chatAM vyAkhyAnAdi dvArA tenuM pradarzana karavAnI koI tamannA na na hovAthI vyAkhyAna mATe paNa sahavartIne ja AgaLa karatA. AvuM AtmalakSI, pariNatilakSI, aMtarmukhI Adarza saMyama jIvana jIvanArA e mahAtmAnA nAmanA pUrvArdhano artha duniyA evo thAya che. ane uttarArdhano artha samakti athavA jovuM evo thAya che. suvizuddha saMyamamUrti e. mahAtmAne hArdika vaMdana ! teo vyAkhyAna vAcaspati, suvizAla gacchAdhipati tarIke suprasiddha AcArya bhagavaMtazrInA samudAyane alaMkRta te karI rahyA che .... jinazAsananA zaNagAra rUpa e aNagAranI punaH bhUri bhUri hArdika anumodanA. bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo 54 ANG H
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________________ (38: dIkSAnI khANI - nAma lIdhuM jANI??? A jagatamAM aneka prakAranI khANo vidyamAna che. paththara, Arasa, sonA - rUpA ke hIrAnI khANa viSe to tame sAMbhaLyuM ja haze paraMtu kyAMya dIkSAnI khANa hoya tevuM tame sAMbhaLyuM che? | gujarAtamAM eka evuM gAma vidyamAna che ke je dIkSAnI khANI tarIke suprasiddha che. 80 jeTalA jaina gharonI vastIvALA A gAmamAMthI 160 jeTalA AtmAoe dIkSA aMgIkAra karI che !!.. temAMthI koI AcArya bhagavaMta, upAdhyAya bhagavaMta, paMnyAsa ke gaNivarya vigere banIne jinazAsananI prabhAvanA karI rahyA che. tyAM prAyaH ekeya jaina ghara evuM nathI ke jemAMthI koIe paNa dikSA lIdhI na hoya ! dhanya che e gAmanI dharatIne temaja e gAmanI rakukSi mAtAone ke jyAM aneka saMyamIratno pAkyA che. mAtra beja akSaranuM nAma dharAvatuM A gAma-jeNe lIdhuM jANI teNe jIvana lIdhuM pANI ane jeNe hajI na lIdhuM jANI teNe valovyuM mAtra pANI !!! jIvanamAM ekavAra to acUka A gAmanA traNa - traNa jinAlayonA darzana karavA jevA che. (39H saparivAra tathA sAmUhika saMyama svIkAra IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll prAcIna kALamAM seMkaDo AtmAoe ekI sAthe saMyama svIkArela 3 hoya tevA jaMbUsvAmI vigarenA anekAneka draSTAMto zAstromAM jovA maLe che. eka ja parivAranA tamAma sabhyoe saMyama svIkArela hoya tevA paNa aneka dRSTAMto jovA maLe che. paraMtu e draSTAMtomAM kadAca koIne atizayoktinA darzana thatA hoya temaNe vartamAnakALanA nIcenA vrato khAsa vicAravA yogya che. (1) ekaja parivAranA 23 sabhyonI dIkSA !!! che. mU. pU. tapAgacchIya sAgara samudAyamAM eka ja parivAranA 24 AtmAoe saMyama svIkArela che. temanA saMyamI nAma temaja paraspara bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo 55 N a nonstonia
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________________ sAMsArika saMbaMdha nIce mujaba che. (1) gaNivarya zrI jinaratnasAgarajI ma. (naM. 3 nA sagAbhAI) (2) munirAja zrI apUrvaratnasAgarajI ma. (naM. 1 nA sagA kAkAnA dIkA) (3) munirAja zrI jayaratnasAgarajI ma. (naM. 1 nA sagA bhAI) (4) munirAja zrI jitaratnasAgarajI ma. (naM. 1 nA putra) (5) munirAja zrI caMdraratnasAgarajI ma. (naM. 1 nA putra) (6) munirAja zrI dharmaratnasAgarajI ma. (naM. 2 nA pitA) (7) sAdhvI zrI catuzrIjI (naM. 1 nA dAdImA) (8) sAdhvI zrI InduzrIjI (naM. 7 nA putrI) (9) sAdhvI zrI hemendrazrIjI (naM. 1 nA sagA kAkAnI putrI) (10) sAdhvI zrI saumyayazAzrIjI (naM. 10nI sagI bahena) (11) sAdhvI zrI saumyavadanAzrIjI (naM. 10nI sagI bahena) (12) sAdhvI zrI arpitAzrIjI (naM. 10nI sagI bahena) (13) sAdhvI zrI guNazAzrIjI (naM. 6 nA sagAbhAInI putrI) (14) sAdhvI zrI surekhAzrIjI (naM. 13 nI sagI bahena) (15) sAdhvI zrI muktirasAzrIjI (naM. 13 nI sagI bahena) (16) sAdhvI zrI suvarSAzrIjI (naM. 1 nA sagA kAkAnI pautrI) (17) sAdhvI zrI pUrvitAzrIjI (naM. 6 nA sagA nAnA bhAInI putrI) (18) sAdhvI zrI tIrtharatnAzrIjI (naM. 1 nA dharmapatnI) (19) sAdhvI zrI cAritraratnAzrIjI (naM. 3 nA dharmapatnI) (20) sAdhvI zrI guNaratnAzrIjI (naM. 1 nA putrI) (21) sAdhvI zrI apUrvarasAzrIjI (naM. 1 nA sagA kAkAI benanI putrI) (22) sAdhvI zrI priyadarzanAzrIjI (naM. 1 nA sagA bhAbhInA sagA bahena) (23) sAdhvI zrI kamalaprabhAzrIjI (naM. 1nA mAsInA dIkarI) saMsArI avasthAmAM madhyapradezamAM iMdora jillAnA gautamapurA vigere gAmomAM rahetA uparokta munivaro sAthe saM. 2050nA akSaya tRtIyAnA divase pAlitANAmAM mulAkAta thaI tyAre teomAMthI munirAjazrI caMdraratnasAgarajI (tyAre uM. va. 29 tathA dIkSA paryAya 17 varSa)nA saLaMga 800 AyaMbila (71thI 82 oLI sudhI saLaMga) thayA hatA ane AgaLa bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo = 56
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________________ cAlu rAkhavAnA bhAva hatA ! (hAla 2000 thI adhika saLaMga AyaMbila thayela che !) prAyaH be dravyathI oLI karatA ane 4 ghaDI pahelAM pANahAranuM paccakkhANa laI letA ! temaNe pAMca varSathI lIlotarI baMdha karela che tathA teo cAturmAsamAM AkhuM kaThoLa paNa vAparatA nathI ... bIjA munivaroe paNa yathAyogya tapa-tyAga tathA jJAnAbhyAsamAM sArI pragati sAdhI che. (2) eka ja gharanA ATheya sabhyonI ekI sAthe dIkSA prathama saMtAnoe dIkSA lIdhI hoya ane pAchaLathI mAtA-pitAe paNa saMyama svIkArela hoya evA to saMkhyAbaMdha dRSTAMto vartamAnakALamAM jovA maLaze. eka ke be saMtAna sahita mAtA-pitAe sAthe dIkSA lIdhI hoya tevA dRSTAMto paNa ghaNA jovA maLaze. ekalA kaccha jillAno vicAra karIe to paNa bhuja, koDAya, sAMdhava vigere gAmonA tevA parivAro che. jyAre samagra bhAratanI apekSAe gaNatarI karavA jaIe to e yAdI ghaNI lAMbI thaI jAya. temAMthIeka viziSTa udAharaNano vicAra karIe to potAnA chae saMtAno (2 suputro ane 4 suputrIo) sahita mAtA-pitAe (kula ATha jaNAe) ekI sAthe saMyamano svIkAra karyo hoya tevuM paNa dRSTAMta vidyamAna che. zaMkhezvara tIrthanI pAse Avela jhIMjhuvADAmAM AjathI 20 varSa pahelAM upara mujabanA eka parivAre zAsanaprabhAvaka pa. pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrI OMkAra sUrIzvarajI ma. sA.nA varada haste dIkSA grahaNa karela che ane suMdara cAritra ane jJAnAbhyAsa dvArA AtmakalyANa sAthe suMdara zAsana prabhAvanA karI rahela che. (3) ekI sAthe 27/24/25 tathA 31 dIkSAo :- Aje samUha lagnano jamAno cAlI rahyo che. ekI sAthe 25-50 yugalonA lagno yojAtA hoya che. jyAre zrIjinazAsanamAM Aje paNa judA judA gAmonA aneka dIkSArthIo eka ja gAmamAM ekI sAthe dIkSA aMgIkAra kare evI virala ghaTanAo banatI hoya che. vi.saM. 2034mAM mahArASTramAM amalanera zaheramAM vyAkhyAna vAcaspati pa. pU. A. bha. zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. tathA vardhamAna taponidhi pa. pU. A.bha. zrImadvijaya bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nA varada haste judA judA aneka gAmonA kula 26 mumukSuoe ekI sAthe rajoharaNano svIkAra karyo tyAre kevuM adbhuta vAtAvaraNa sarjAyuM haze !!... tenI to kalpanA ja bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo 57
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________________ karavI rahI. uparokta vyAkhyAna vAcaspati pUjyazrInI nizrAmAM khaMbhAtamAM ekI sAthe 24 dakSAo thaI hatI. tevI ja rIte kacchamAM kaTArIyA tIrthamAM adhyAtmayogI pa. pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrImad vijaya kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nA varada haste vividha gAmonA kula 24 mumukSuoe saMyamano svIkAra karI saMsArane alavidA karI tyAre paNa adbhuta zAsana prabhAvanA thaI hatI ! digaMbara saMpradAyamAM ekI sAthe 25 mumukSuoe AcAryazrI vidyAsAgarajI ma. nA haste dIkSA aMgIkAra karela. terApaMthI AcArya zrI tulasInI nizrAmAM ekI sAthe 31 jaNAe dIkSA aMgIkAra karI hatI !.temaNe kula 800 jaNAne terApaMthamAM dikSA ApI che !.. (4) 8 sagI bahenoe karelo saMyamano svIkAra - kaccha-vAgaDanA mULa rAmAvAva gAmanI grejyueTa thayelI ATha sagI bahenoe kumArikA avasthAmAM ja sthAnakavAsI samudAyamAM saMyamano svIkAra karela che. sagI bahenoe ATalI moTI saMkhyAmAM saMyamano svIkAra che karyo hoya tevI virala ghaTanA bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra svAmInA zAsanamAM prAyaH A prathama che. (agAu zrI sthUlibhadra svAmInI sAta bahenoe dIkSA lIdhI hatI.) A ATheya bahenonA nAma vigere A ja pustakanA dvitIya bhAgamAM prakAzita thayela che. 40H kAmaLInA kALa pUrve ja upAzrayamAM - pravezavAno niyama I eka munivarane vihAramAM kAmaLIno kALa thatAM pUrve ja vasatimAM praveza karI devAno niyama hato. eka vakhata temaNe ekAzana karIne dhUma tApamAM bAra vAge vihAra zarU karI dIdho. sAMja thatAM kAmaLIno kAla thavAne have daza ja 3 miniTanI vAra hatI. temaNe bhAre rti karI ane tenI ekaja miniTa pUrve vasatimAM praveza karI dIdho. pratijJA pAlana karyAno temanA moM upara apAra | AnaMda UbharAto hato. dirgata naM. 40 thI 75 sudhInA dabaMto pa. pU. paMnyAsapravara zrIcaMdrazekharavijayajI ma.sA. dvArA likhita munijIvananI bALapothI bhA. 1 mAMthI sAbhAra uddhata karavAmAM AvyA che. ===== bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo 58 S
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________________ 41 : dhanya che e mahAkarUNAne ! mahArASTramAM eka AcArya bhagavaMtane vegathI dhasI AvatI TeksIe aDapheTamAM lIdhA. joradAra dhakko lAgavAthI pUjyazrI soLa phUTa dUra pheMkAIne pachaDAyA. pagamAM phekcara thaI gayuM. mAranI asahya vedanAmAM paNa teozrIe svaziSyone kahyuM, "pelA DrAIvarane kazuM ja karatA nahi. e bicAro tadna nirdoSa che. mAruM sahune micchAmi dukkaDam.' dhanya che; e mahAkarUNAne ! 42 : anumodanIya saraLatA ane pApabhIrUtA eka mahAtmAe Adhunika jaina nATakanI joradAra tarapheNa karI hatI. paraMtu temanA kALadharmanA najIkanA ja divasomAM temaNe potAnI e bhUlano nikaTavartI munio pAse hArdika ekarAra karyo hato. dhanya che. temanI saraLatAne ! pApabhIrutAne ! 43 : avidhino khaTako ane saMyamanI kaTTaratA tAjetaramAM kALadharma pAmelA eka mahAtmA ArogyanAM kAraNe, nizcita thayelA sthaLe cAtumasa karavA jaI na zakyA., DoLImAM besIne jaI zakAtuM hatuM paNa temane te maMjUra na hatuM. paNa anya sthaLe cAturmAsa karavAnI avidhi temanA haiyAne sAlatI hatI. tethI ja jANe ke comAsI pratikramaNa pUrve te sthaLane ya te kRpAlue choDI dIdhuM ! dhanya che; temanI saMyama-kaTTaratAne ! 44 : oparezana prasaMge paNa AdhAkarmI anupAnano tyAga !!! oparezana pUruM thayA bAda bhAnamAM AvelA AcArya bhagavaMta pAse vinIta ziSye garama pravAhI lAvI mUkyuM. apramatta AcAryazrIe mauna rahIne saMketathI pUchyuM ke, A pravAhI kyAMthI lAvyo ? mArA mATe koI bhaktane tyAM khAsa banAvarAvyuM che ?? ziSye hA kahI ke tarata ja AcArya bhagavaMte te bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo - 59
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________________ -- -- - -- -- - - - - --- - -- --- - - - -- - - - - - -- - - - - - pravAhI levAnI sApha nA kahI dIdhI !. AcAryadevanA AvA adbhuta jAgaraNanuM hArdika anumodana. 45 eMThA moDhe bolAI jatAM ra5 - khamAsamaNa ApatA AcAryazrI hadayarogano trIjo hamalo AvI gayA bAda 84 varSanA e AcArya bhagavaMta eka divasa paMcAMga praNipAtanI vidhipUrvaka khamAsamaNa daI rahyA hatA. ziSya vinayabhAve kAraNa pUchyuM ane AvI sthitimAM A zrama na levA mATe AgrahapUrvaka vinaMti karI. paNa AcArya deva na mAnyA. temaNe ziSyane kahyuM ke "eMThA moMe na bolavAno mAro abhigraha che. Aje sahasA bolAI gayuM eTale 25 khamAsamaNAno meM rAkhela daMDa bhogavuM chuM." dhanya che temanI vrata-pAlananiSThAne ! (46H brahmacaryanI rakSArthe nimitta nAzanI apUrva takedArI potAnA ziSyonA bahmacaryanI sahaja rakSA mATe eka munivare upAzrayanA pAchalA bhAganA khullA dvAramAM UbhA lokhaMDanA saLIyA jaDAvI devAnI preraNA karI. tarata amala thayo. kevI nimitta-nAzanI apUrva takedArI! (47H rasanendriyane jItanArA kImiyAgaro e mahAtmAne mIThAI vagere svAdapracUra dravyono to tyAga ja hato. paraMtu chatAMya roTalI khAtAM ya rAga thavAno bhaya hato, tethI teo dareka roTalI 1 upara dezI divela copaDIne ja vAparatA. bIjA mahAtmA badhI vastu eka pAtarAmAM bhegI karIne temAM AyaMbila khAtAnuM kariyAtuM nAMkhI detA. che trIjA mahAtmA moMmAM eka ja bAjuthI dareka koLIyo utAratA athati ja bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIje 1 0 iaa
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________________ - - - - - - - - koI koLIyAne mamarAvatA nahi. jANe ke eka bAju avALu thayuM hoya te rIte hAthe karIne vAparatA. rAgane dhULa cATato karatA e mahAtmAone vaMdana ! vaMdana! (48: AdhAkarmI AhAradoSathI bacavA mATe tIrthabhUmimAMthI zIda vihAra tathadhirAja zrI zatruMjayanI yAtrArthe sahaja rIte gayelA vizALa samudAyane levI paDatI AdhAkarmI "bhakti' joIne vaDIla gurae traNa cAra divasamAM ja yAtrAo karIne sahune vihAra karAvI dIdho ! (49H adbhuta guru bhakti A mahAtmA haMmeza saMvegaraMgazALAno ThIka ThIka samaya sudhI svAdhyAya karatA. jyAre paNa teone guvajJAthI juduM comAsu karavuM paDatuM tyAre teo comAsAmAM haMmeza guranI dizAmAM thoDAka pagalA AgaLa vadhIne temane vaMdana karatA. (50H saLaMga 32 varSItapa pAraNAmAM nAkathI dUdhapAna! e mahAtmAe lagAtAra batrIsa varSa sudhI varSItapa karyo. teo upavAsa ne pAraNe ekAsaNuM karatA, ane pAraNAmAM nAkethI dUdha vAparI jatA. teo kahetA ke AthI rasa upara vijaya maLe che ane Arogya prApta thAya che. ( 51: "vyAdhi eTale karmanirjarAnI sonerI taka! "mahemAnane DAma devAya???" pIThamAM pharatA vAnI bhayaMkara pIDAne gurudeva samAdhithI vedatA hatA. ziSyo garama pANInA sekanI kothaLI laI AvyA. bhAre svasthatA sAthe gurudeve kahyuM, "mahemAnane mIThAI khavaDAvAya; traNacAra di' rokAvAno Agraha uM bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIje 1 S
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________________ karAya, paNa kAMI DAma thoDA devAya ? tame to 'vA' nAmanA mahemAnane sekanI kothaLInA DAma devA AvyA ? nA... mAre e seka karavo nathI. kanirjarAnI A to apUrva, vaNamAgI AvI paDelI sonerI taka che !' 52 : nAgapurathI zikharajInI yAtrA sahAyaka mANasa vinA ja e hatI., guruziSyanI ajoDa saMyamI joDI. temaNe nAgapurathI zikharajInI yAtrA zarU karI paNa sahAyaka mANasa vinAja ! TheTha zikharajI jaIne pAchA AvI gayA ! saMpUrNa nirdoSa saMyama jIvananI rakSA sAthe ja. 53 : laghutAmeM prabhutA base jogamAM peThelA ziSyone gocarImAM thoDoka AhAra vadhI gayo. eMTho paNa thaI gayo hato. vadheluM jo paraThave to divasa paDe e cintAthI ziSyanI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA ? gacchanA vaDIla AcArye tenA AMsu joI lIdhA. bIjA koIne kazuM ya kIdhA vagara te AcArya bhagavaMta te ziSyanI bAjumAM jaIne besI gayA ane samaya joIne tenI vadhelI gocarI tarata ja vAparI gayA ! ziSyanI AMkhe AMsu to haju paNa cAlatA hatA. te harSanAM hatA. 54 : kamanIya karakasara te AcArya mahArAja dainika chApAonI sAIDa uparanI korI paTTIo phADIne laI letA ane tenI upara potAnA dohanone TapakAvatA, lakhatA, ane sAcavI rAkhatA. 55H adbhuta sAdagI e mahAtmA, cholAIne sAvaja nAnI - hAthamAM mAMDa pakaDI zakAya tevaDI - pensila thaI jAya to ya teno upayoga karIne vadhu kasa kADhatA. bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo = 62
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________________ nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn (padaH bhaktone paisAnuM kAma kahevAnuM baMdha!) mahAtmAe eka di ko'ka bhaktane thoDAka ja rUpiyAnuM kAma dekhADyuM. 3 bhakta moM bagADyuM. basa te divasathI te mahAtmAe sadA mATe bhaktone paisAnuM kAma kahevAnuM baMdha karI dIdhuM. pi7H svopakAranA bhoge paropakAra karAya?) e vyAkhyAnakAra mahAtmAne koI zrAvake savAla pUchyo ke, "ApanuM ! suMdara vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLIne ApanI pAse koI prazaMsA kare to Apane re mAna-kaSAya jAge kharo ? je Apa nikhAlasa bhAve 'hA' kaho to mAro bIjo savAla e che ke, jenAthI potAnuM ahita thAya ane bIjAnuM hita thatuM dekhAya tevI pravRtti jaina sAdhuthI thaI zake kharI ?" ? A sAMbhaLIne te vyAkhyAnakAra mahAtmA UMDA AtmanirIkSaNamAM garakAva thaI gayA. tyArathI temaNe AgADha kAraNo sivAya vyAkhyAnanI re pATano tyAga karI dIdho. 58: vaMdanIya pApabhIratA e hatA, pUrA pApabhIru mahArAja. jaldI jaldI TapAla lakhavAno to vAta ja zenI hoya? paNa kyAreka na chUTake TapAla lakhavI paDe to eka posTakArDa 3 lakhe to kharA, paNa lakhyA bAda ATha divasa sudhI temanI pAse ja te kAI paDI rahe. koI zrAvaka vaMdana karavA Ave to acakAtAM acakAtAM pUche ke, ke "punyazAlI ! tame posTano Dabbo che e dizAmAM javAnA cho kharA?" pelA bhakta bhAInA javAbamAM zaMkA paDe eTale mahArAja kArDa nAMkhavA na Ape. temanuM mana bolI UThe, "mArA nimitte e kArDa nAMkhavA mATe e dizAmAM jAya te to mane keTalo doSa lAgI jAya ?" paNa chevaTe koI evo yogya mANasa maLe che tyAre ja te kArDa Ape. paNa toya te rIte temanuM mana vAraMvAra eka vicAra to kyAM ja kare ke ke "e DabbAmAM jyAre kAI paDyuM haze tyAre tyAM aMdara koI jIvajaMtu haze to? ( bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIje da8
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________________ meM to tyAM pUMjyuM ja nathI. ! arerere ! kevI virAdhanA thaI gaI !" dhanya che AvA mahAtmAone ? jeo sAcA arthamAM jinazAsananAM prabhAvaka che. 59H dUdhapAkanA ajANa khAkhI mahAtmA ! e khAkhI mahAtmAne khabara paNa na hatI ke dUdhapAka kone kahevAya ? koIvAra dUdhapAka vAparavAno prasaMga Avyo tyAre te vAparatAM temaNe potAnA ziSyane kahyuM, "bhAI ! yaha kaDhI to bahuta mIThI lagatI hai !" 60: Adarza guru AjJApAlana gurudevanI bUma paDatAM ja ziSya doDI AvatA. kyAreka rAtre gurudeva bUma pADIne ziSyane bolAvatA. ziSya "jI" kahetAMka temanI pAse pahoMcI jatA. paNa vRddha gurudeva ardhataMdrAmAM tarata UMghI jatA. eka vAra ziSya hAtha joDIne tyAM ja rahI gayA. rAtanA be vAgI gayA tyAre mAtra karavA mATe jAgelA gurudeve ziSyane Ubhelo joIne pUchyuM, "kema Ubho che ? kyArathI Ubho che ?" ziSye kahyuM, "Ape bolAvyo mATe AvIne Ubho chuM. rAtre nava vAgyAthI Ubho chuM !" 61 : AdhAkarmI maganA pANInA pratyeka ghuMTaDe nisAso ! ArogyanA kAraNavazAt e mahAtmAne vaidyarAje khAsa banAvIne taiyAra karAveluM (AdhAka) maganuM pANI roja eka vAra vAparavAnI pharaja pADI. mahAtmAjI maganuM pANI letA. paNa tenA pratyeka ghuMTaDe nisAso nAMkhatA ane bolatA, "A AdhAkarmInuM pApa mane zA mATe karAvo cho ? mAruM zuM thaze ?" A mahAtmA nirdoSa roTalI, paTelanAM gharanI jADI-laTTa hoya toya premathI nirdoSa che enA AnaMdathI) vAparatA; ane maganA pANImAM bhArobhAra nisAsA nAMkhatA ! 62 : roja rAtre 4 kalAka ekI beThake jApa ! !!!}}}}}/ eka AcArya bhagavaMta haMmeza rAtre be vAge UThIne jApamAM bese che. satata cAra kalAka sudhI ekaja beThaka, eka ja jApa; eka ja sthira Asana. bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo - 64
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________________ teozrI kahe che ke "mArA jIvananI kharekharI koI ArAdhanAmAM kamANI hoya to AmAM che. AnAthI mane covIsa kalAkanI mastIvALo ArAdhakabhAva prApta thAya che. ( 63H namanIya navakAra niSThA navakAra mannanI kevI apAra niSThA ke e mahAtmAne hRyarogano kAtIla humalo Avyo, 48 kalAkanI ja jIvAdorInI DokTaroe eMdhANI ApI dIdhI toya... auSadha na ja lIdhuM ane sahune kahyuM ke "mA navakAra ja mAruM rakSaNa karaze." kharekhara temaja thayuM. te mahAtmA tyAra pachI divasanA 10 thI 15 mAIla haMmeza cAlIne tathadhirAja zrI zatruMjayanI yAtrA paNa karI AvyA. 6i4: dareka TapAla dITha 10 khamAsamaNa ! divase nidrA badala upavAsa !! rAtre 4 kalAkathI adhika nidrA thAya to zAka tyAga !! eka khAkhI mahAtmA sAmAnyataH kadI koIne kavara TapAla lakhatA nathI. na chUTake TapAla lakhAvI paDe to dareka TapAla dITha paMcAMga praNipAta pUrvaka daza khamAsamaNa devAno temaNe daDa rAkhyo che. uparokta mahAtmAne bIjo niyama e che ke rAtre sADA cAra kalAkathI eka paNa miniTanI vadhu UMgha thAya to te divase ekAsaNamAM zAkano saMpUrNa tyAga karavo ! A mahAtmA je kyAreka divase nidrA le che to eka upavAsano daMDa bhogave che ! (5 ziSyo pratye abhata hitaciMtA eka AcArya bhagavaMta bhojanamAMDalImAM potAnA ziSyone zAstranA kuTa prazno pUchatA. emanI IcchA evI hatI ke AvA praznonA javAba che zodhavAmAM ja ziSyonuM mana ekAkAra thaI jAya to temane AhAra karatAM rAgAdi doSo jAge nahi. ziSyonA hita mATe kevI mahAkaruNA ! mahAvatsalatA ! bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo kapa nannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnAAA
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________________ Annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn (66: padavInI mahAnatA chatAM AsananI alpatA ghaNA ziSyonA gurune vadhumAM vadhu be ja moTA Asana pAtharavAno abhigraha hato. kintu bhaktinA AvezamAM ziSyo kyAreka traNa Asana paNa pAtharI detA, paraMtu A gurudeva keTalIka vAra A vastu pakaDI pADatA. teo jAte kyAreka Asana gaNatA ane bethI vadhu jeTalA Asana hoya te svaya bahAra kADhI nAMkhatA ! (67H aparigrahatAnI parAkASThA!) eka tapasvI munirAja dIkSA vakhate lIdhelo saMthAro 25 varSa bAda paNa vApare che. have to phATI jaIne aDadho saMthAro ja rahyo che. paNa toya enI upara TUMTIyuM vALIne sUI rahe che ! aparigrahatAnI kevI parAkASThA ! ( 68: mohane mAravAno kImiyo ) lakhavAmAM khUba sArI paDe evI penanI jarUravALA e mahAtmAne bhAre mUlyanI pena ja rAkhavI paDe. paNa toya te pena mohaka na banI jAya te mATe tenI upara kAgaLo coTADe che, ane te kAgaLo para sahInA lapeDA karI nAMkhe che. AthI te penanI mohakatA khatama thaI jAya che ! di9: kAgaLanI karakasara sArA peDanA kAgaLo upara lakhANanuM kAma karavAne badale e mahAtmA AvelI TapAlonAM kavarone khullo karI nAMkhIne teno ja bahudhA lakhANamAM upayoga kare che. 7i0H nirdoSa pANI mATe 20 mAIlano vihAra!... chevaTe cauvihAra upavAsa !! IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII e mahAtmA pANI paNa nirdoSa maLe to ja vApare che. ekavAra te mATe temaNe vIsa mAIlano vihAra karyo hato. paNa tyAMya nidaoNSa pANI na maLatAM, pUrI prasannatA sAthe covihAra upavAsanuM paccakhANa karI lIdhuM hatuM ! nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood
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________________ ANNAnandAnnnAANAAAANnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnAAAAAAAAAAANAAnAnAnnan (71 : zalyoddhAranI saphaLa preraNA eka mahAtmA vizALa samudAyanA vaDIla hatA. roja rAtre ekAda te sAdhune potAnI pAse aMgata besADatA ane mAtAnuM vAtsalya ApIne enA ke jIvanamAM praveza karatA. enA doSonuM zuddhikaraNa karAvI letA. mahAnizItha sUtranA zalyodvAranI jyAre e vAto karatA tyAre bhalabhalA sAdhuneya zuddhi karavAnI bhAvanA tIvra thaI jatI! | 72 bimAra praziSyanA paga dabAvatA AcAryazrInI - vANI "Apa muA vinA svarge na javAya! e AcArya bhagavaMtane potAnA praziSyanI kensaranI bhayaMkara mAMdagImAM paga dabAvatA meM joyA che. je vakhate te praziSya ardhabebhAna avasthAmAM hatA. meM te pUjyazrIne kahyuM. "paga Apa na dabAvo. e lAbha mane ! levA do." teo makkama svare bolyA, Apa muA vinA svarge na javAya !" (73H mAMdagImAM paNa kerI vAparavAnI vAta sAMbhaLatAM jo AMkhomAMthI vahetI daDadaDa azrudhArA! kerInI AjIvana pratijJA laI cUkelA muni khUba mAMdA paDyA. DokTare ke kerI vAparavAnI salAha ApI. je kAraNavazAta garadeva rajA Ape to temane chUTa hatI. eTale DokTare gurudeva upara dabANa karyuM. gurudeve emane eTaluM ja pUchyuM ke "tuM AvA kAraNe kerI laIza? nidoMSa maLe to ja levAnI che. huM tane rajA ApuM chuM." basa... ATaluM sAMbhaLatAM ja te kerInA tyAgI munivaranI AMkhethI daDa! daDa daDa AsuM vahI javA lAgyA. vAtsalyamUrti gurudeve te joIne tarata ja ! potAnI vAta pAchI kheMcI lIdhI! navsa r i . .. .. .. . .. . . . . .... ... .. . S w; bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo pa ka7 TV
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________________ 74 : tIrtharakSA sAthe zAsanarakSA mATe AcAryazrInI jAnaphesAnInI taiyArI sAthe apUrva dIrghadarzitA ! e tIrthanI rakSA mATe te AcArya bhagavaMte potAnA tamAma ziSyo sAthe killAnI comera UbhA rahIne AkhI rAta coMkI pahero bharyo hato. mAtra potAnA paTTa ziSyane tyAMthI ravAnA karI dIdhA hatA. temaNe temane Agraha pUrvaka ravAnA karatAM kahyuM hatuM ke "huM kadAca bhale khapI jaIza. paNa tAre to mArI pAchaLa zAsana calAvavAnuM che. mATe tuM ahIMthI cAlyo jA." 75 : brahmacaryanI rakSA mATe adbhuta jAgRti sAdhvIjIno upAzraya sAdhunA upAzrayanI lagolaga hato. vayovRddha AcArya bhagavaMta tyAM praveza karatAM ja paristhiti joI lIdhI. upara caDatAM pahelAM agraNIone bolAvIne daravAje tALuM marAvyuM. te pachI ja teo potAnA ziSya parivAra sAthe puruSonA upAzrayanA meDA upara gayA. 76 : saMyamanA svIkAra mATe anumati na maLatAM abaLA gaNAtI nArIoe dAkhavelA adbhuta parAkramonI yazogAthA !!! saurASTramAM boTAda gAme. saM. 1924mAM janmelA sAMkaLIbenanA lagna 14 varSanI vaye thaI cUkyA hatA. paraMtu karmasaMyoge be varSa bAda 16 varSanI vaye temane vaidhavyanI prApti thatAM sakhata AghAta lAgyo. paraMtu dhArmika saskAro hovAthI vipattinA samaye viSAdane dUra karI samatA bhAve AtmAne bhAvita karatAM vairAgya raMge raMgAvA lAgyA. te vakhate boTAda tarapha saMvegI sAdhu-sAdhvIjIono vihAra virala hato. paraMtu sadnazIbe pU. vRddhicandrajI ma. nA ziSya pU. gaMbhIravijayajI ma. nA boTAda gAme pagalA thatAM temanA upadezathI sAMkaLIbenano vairAgyabhAva dRDha thayo. dhArmika abhyAsamAM AgaLa vadhavA lAgyA. tyArabAda parama tyAgI paMjAbI sAdhu pU. labdhivijyajI ma. nuM boTAdamAM cAturmAsa thatAM temanA vyAkhyAna zravaNathI sAMkaLIbenanI vairAgyanI jyota prajvalita banI. bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo 68
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________________ ( saMyama svIkAravA mATe koI sAdhvIjInA samAgamanI rAha jotA hatA. tyAM DelAnA upAzrayamAM sA. zrI jeThIzrIjI Adi 3 ThANA padhAryA. temanI pAse dIkSAnA bhAva darzAvyA, paNa potAne vicAra Avyo ke mohavaza banelA mAtA-pitA dakSAnI anumati nahIM Ape, tethI teo pAlitANA AvyA che gAunI sparzanA karI siddhavaDa nIce RSabhadeva bhagavAnanA caraNapAdukanA darzana karI, siddhavaDanI zItaLa chAyAmAM pote jAte cAritraveSa dhAraNa karyo!.. tyArabAda gheTI gAme sA. zrI jeThazrIjI Adi birAjamAna hatA tyAM { AvyA. temanI sAthe vihAra karI jUnAgaDha gayA. potAnI putrI pAlitANAthI pAchI na karatAM mAtApitAne ciMtA thavA lAgI. pAlitANA tapAsa karI, to samAcAra malyA ke sAMkaLIbena potAnI jAte sAdhvIjIno veSa paherI jUnAgaDha gayA che. temanA bhAI jUnAgaDha gayA ne mohavaza thaI haTha karIne pAchA boTAda laI AvyA! vaLI be varSa gRhavAsamAM rahyA!... Ama chatAM temanI vairAgyanI jyota jarA paNa jhAMkhI paDI na hatI. pharI temane samAcAra maLyA ke sA. zrI vIjakorajI Adi vaLA gAmamAM ! padhAya che, eTale turata tyAM jaIne vinaMti karI ke, "Apa boTAda padhAro. mAre ApanI pAse dIkSA levI che. te mATe mArA mAtA-pAta pAsethI anumati apAvo." parAtharasika sA. zrI vijakArazrIjI boTAda padhAya paraMtu e arasAmAM sAMkaLIbenanI nAnI bahenanA lagna hovAthI tenI dhamAlamAM mAtA-pitAne dIkSAnI vAta na karAya tema vicArI teoe thoDA divasanI sthiratA bAda boTAdathI vihAra karyo. have sAMkaLIbenane saMyama vinAno eka eka divasa varSa jevo lAgavA mAMDyo. tethI teo potAnA kuTuMbIjanone jaNAvyA vagara vaDhavANa gayA. tyAM pU. khAMtivijayajI dAdA birAjatA hatA. temanI pAse jaI vaMdanA karI dIkSA ApavA mATe vinaMti karI ! paraMtu tyAM paNa sAMkaLIbenane aMtarAya karma naDyo. pU. khAMtivijayajI dAdAe zarIrAdinA kAraNe dIkSA ApyA vagara vihAra karyo. vaDhavANathI sAMkaLIbena lIMbaDI AvyA. tyAM pU. labdhivijayajI ma. tathA pU. jhaverasAgarajI ma. ne vaMdanA karI. e mahApuruSono tyAgabhAva joIne potAne aMtarAtmA pokArI UThyo - "kArya sAdhayAmi vA deha pAtayAmi'... Akhare temaNe cUDA gAmamAM jaIne tyAMnI dharmazALAmAM potAnI jAte cAritraveSa dhAraNa karyo ! tyArabAda sA. zrIvIjakArazrIjI Adi . - EEN bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjA da9 ON
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________________ rANapuramAM birAjamAna hatA tyAM gayA. paraMtu kuTuMbIonI saMmati vinA veSa paheryo hovAthI temaNe pAchA cUDA mokalyA. tyAM zrAvaka-zrAvikAonI sahAyathI 10 divasa ekalA rahyA. kevo aMtarAya karma udayamAM ke, babbe vakhata hiMmatathI jAte veSa paheryo chatAM pravajyAno paMtha sulabha nA banyo ... chatAM hiMmata na hAratAM temaNe cUDAthI patra lakhIne potAnA kuTuMbIjanone mokalyo. e patra vAMcIne Akhare mAtA-pitAnA hRdayamAM dIkarIne saMyamamArge vaLAvavAnI bhAvanA jAgrata thaI. zraddhA pUrvaka puruSArtha cAlu rAkhyo to Akhare saMyama udayamAM Avyo. mAtA-pitAe anumati darzAvato patra lakhI mokalyo. te vAMcIne temanA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. havibhora banIne e patra temaNe sA. zrI vIjakorazrIjIne vaMcAvyo. tethI teo dIkSA ApavA taiyAra thayA. sAyalAmAM pU, khAMtivijayajI ma. nA varada haste saM. 1946nA vaizAkha sudi 2 nA dIkSAvidhi thaI ane teo sA. zrI vIjakorazrIjInA ziSyA sA. zrI devazrIjInA ziSyA tarIke jAhera thayA. dIkSA pachI 50 varSa sudhI suMdara saMyamanuM pAlana karI vi. saM. 1996mAM mAgasara sudi nA pAlitANAmAM samAdhipUrvaka kALadharma pAmyA. temanA parivAramAM Aje 300 jeTalA sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto suMdara rIte saMyamanI ArAdhanA karI rahyA che. temaNe dIkSA bAda sametazikharajI, banArasa, kalakattA AdinI yAtrA karI hatI. sametazikharajI, gvAliyara tathA bAlucara vigeremAM cAtumaso karyA hatA. bAlucaranI rAjakumArI ke je rojanA 50 pAnabIDA vAparatI hatI tene pratibodha pamADIne vIzasthAnaka tapamAM joDI tathA tenA dvArA khaMbhAtamAM dhArmika pAThazALAnI sthApanA karAvI. A sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtanuM nAma, eTale nAmakarmanI eka evI puNya prakRti ke jenA udayathI jIva prAyaH sarvalokone priya thaI paDe che !... 77 : jaMgalamAM vaDanA jhADa nIce svayaM veSa paridhAna !!! uparokta sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtanA praziSyAnA ziSyA sAdhvIjI bhagavaMta Aje vidyamAna che. temaNe paNa potAnA jIvanamAM AvA ja viziSTa prakAranA parAkrama dvArA saMyamarUpI aNamola ratnanI prApti karI che. gRhasthapaNAmAM temanuM nAma prabhAvatIbena hatuM. gujarAtamAM paMcamahAla jillAnA vejalapuragAmamAM teo rahetA hatA. 14 varSanI nAnI vayamAM saM. 1987mAM emanA lagna e ja gAmanA zAMtilAlabhAI sAthe thayela. paraMtu temane hajI bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo = 70
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________________ AaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNANNA sAsare vaLAvela na hatA, e arasAmAM ja gAMdhIvAdI caLavaLamAM joDAyelA zAMtilAlabhAIne 6 mahinAnI kedanI sajA thaI. A banAvathI prabhAvatIne ! temaja temanA mAtA-pitAne khUba duHkha thayuM. keTalAka samaya bAda godharAmAM pa. pU. zAsana samrATa AcArya bhagavaMta zrImada vijaya nemisUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nA samudAyanA pU. munirAja zrI padravijayajI ma. sA. Adi munivaro temaja uparokta draSTAMtamAM varNavela sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtanA praziSyA sA. zrI guNazrIjI Adi ThANAnuM cAtumasa thayuM. cAturmAsanA aMte upadhAna tapa nakkI thatAM godharAthI 8 mAIlanA aMtare { Avela vejalapura gAmamAM A samAcAra prasaratAM tyAMnA agraNI zrAvikA dhIrajabena ke jeo prabhAvatIbenanA kAkAnI dIkarI thatA hatA temaNe upadhAnamAM joDAvAnuM nakkI karyuM. temanI sAthe prabhAvatIbenane paNa upadhAna re karavAnI hoMsa jAgatAM, pUrvanA duHkhada prasaMgathI tenuM mana zAMta thAya te mATe mAtA-pitAe paNa rAjIkhuzIthI rajA ApI. upadhAna daramyAna sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonuM suMdara saMyamamaya zAMta ane ? suprasanna jIvana joIne prabhAvatIbenanA aMtaramAM paNa saMyama svIkAravAnA. koDa jAgyA. saMsAranA kahevAtA vaiSayika sukho tene jhera jevA lAgavA mAMDyA. chatAM lajjA guNathI mAtA pitAne potAnA sTayanI vAta kahI zakyA nahi. tethI na chUTake sAsare javuM paDyuM. upadhAnanI mALa paheratI vakhate temaNe dahIM vigaIno sarvathA tyAga karyo hato. sAsare gayelA prabhAvatIbenanA manamAM to saMyamanA vicAro ramatA. hatA. tethI koI paNa bahAnuM kADhI dIkSA levA mATe avanavA plAna manamAM ghaDatA paraMtu temAM saphaLatA na maLI. sAsare rahelA prabhAvatIbena sAmAyika - pratikramaNa temaja jJAnAbhyAsamAM potAno ghaNo samaya vItAvavA lAgyA. e arasAmAM pU. munizrI dharmasAgarajI ma. sA. nA sadupadezathI prabhAvatIbenanA mAtA-pitAne sametazikharajI Adi tIrthonI yAtrA karavAnI bhAvanA thaI. potAnI putrI prabhAvatIne paNa sAthe laI javAno vicAra thatAM putrIne vicAra jaNAvyo. prabhAvatIbenanA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. paraMtu che temanA pati zAMtilAlabhAIe te mATe cokanI nA pADI dIdhI. chevaTe ! prabhAvatIbenanA moTAbhAI nagInabhAIe hiMmata ApatAM kahyuM : "bahena ! ! kapaDAM laIne ahIM AvatI rahe mArA jIvatAM tAro vALa vAMko karanAra koNa che' !. AthI nirbhaya banelA prabhAvatIbena zvasurapakSamAM koInI paNa rajA lIdhA vinA mAtA-pitAnA ghare pahoMcI gayA. tyAMthI temanA be bhAIo kapaDavaMja rahetA hatA tyAM rAtre TreIna dvArA gayA ane Akhare 500 yAtrika bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIje pa 71 N akaLAtA = nnnnnnnnnnnn
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________________ ANAANNANANANANANANANAnonnnnnnnMAAAAAAAAAAANANAAAANAnonnannannan bhAI baheno sAthe bhAvollAsapUrvaka zikharajI, mAravADa, AbujI, rANakapuranI paMcatIrthI, giranAra, tAraMgAjI, pAlitANA vigere ghaNA tIrthonI yAtrA karI. traNa mahinA spezyala TreInamAM karyo. prabhubhaktinA prabhAve vairAgyanA raMgo vadhu ne vadhu gherA banyA. chelle pAlitANAmAM prabhAvatIbene potAnA mAtA pitAne kahyuM ke "kAM mane dIkSA apAvo athavA ahIM zrAvikAzramamAM mUkIne jAo.' paraMtu mohAdhIna mAtA-pitA potAnA ghare laI gayA. ghare AvyA bAda sagA saMbaMdhIo bhegA thaIne prabhAvatIbenane sAsare javA mATe khUba ja dabANa karavA lAgyA. tethI na chUTake teo sAsare javAnI taiyArI karavA lAgyA. manamAM evI bhAvanA hatI ke sAsarethI jAkAro maLaze eTale dakSA mATe mArga mokaLo banaze. paraMtu sAsarAmAM judI ja yojanA ghaDAI hatI. te mujaba badhAe sAro AvakAra Apyo. AthI kamane sAsare rahevAnI pharaja paDI. potAnA patidevanI pAse potAnI AdhyAtmika bhAvanA vyakta karatAM teo chaMcheDAyA. baMne vacce bolAcAlI thavA mAMDI. prabhAvatIbenanA { netromAMthI strIsvabhAvasulabha azrudhArA vahevA lAgI. A samAcAra temanA mAtA-pitAne maLatAM chevaTe temaNe ghare AvI javA jaNAvyuM. paraMtu prabhAvatIbene makkamatA pUrvaka jaNAvyuM ke tame mane dikSA apAvI na zakyA to have tamArI pAse AvavAthI zo phAyado ? have to huM sAsarethI ja AtmabaLa keLavIne saMyamapaMthe prayANa karIza.' AthI mAtA-pitA vadhu duHkhI thayA. A bAju pati-patnI vacce bolAcAlI thatAM zAMtibhAIe orDara karyo ke derAsare nahi javAya !'.. prabhAvatIbene pratIkAramAM upavAsa karyo . bIje divase sAsujInA kahevAthI derAsare gayA. derAsaranI sAmenA bAMkaDA upara prabhAvatIbenanA pitAzrI potAnA moTAbhAInA dIkarI dhIrajabena sAthe prabhAvatInI dIkSA aMge vAtacIta karI rahyA hatA. dhIrajabene prabhAvatIbenane AzvAsana ApatAM kahyuM ke- "ame tane dikSA apAvIzuM !' eTalIvAramAM prabhAvatIbenanA mAtuzrI paNa AvI pahoMcyA. temaNe kahyuM "beTA ! dakSA leje. mAro emAM niSedha nathI, paNa tuM ghare cAla.' tethI prabhAvatIbena mAtapitAne ghera pahoMcI gayA. A bAju zAMtilAlabhAIe prabhAvatIbenane dikSA nahi ApavA ane potAnA ghare laI javA mATe AkAza-pAtALa eka karyA. paraMtu bhoMyarAnuM chUpAyeluM ratna sahelAIthI maLe tema na hatuM .. prabhAvatIbenanA mAmA tathA moTAbhAI mahuvAmAM pU. A. zrI ja bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo 72 NOT swers
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________________ nemisUrijI masA. pAse gayA ane badhI vAta karI. paraMtu zvasura pakSanI anumati vinA dikSA ApavAnI teozrIe nA pADI. Akhare prabhAvatIbenanA moTAbhAIe zAMtilAlabhAIne tAra karI mahuvA bolAvyA. tyAM pU. AcArya ma. sA. vigeree ghaNuM samajAvyA chatAM teo saMmata na ja ! thayA. chevaTe badhA pAchA ghare gayA. - be varSanA vahANAM vAI gayA. chevaTe prabhAvatIbene mAtapitAne chAnI dIkSA levA aMgenI potAnI bhAvanA jaNAvI. mAtA pitA have saMmata ke thaI gayA hatA. pitAzrIe boTAdamAM sA. zrI. guNazrIjI ma. pAse jaIne vAta karatAM temaNe niSedha na karyo. yathAyogya rIte hiMmata ApI. - ghare AvIne pitAzrIe prabhAvatIbenane kahyuM beTA ! have tAruM kArya siddha thaze." mahA vadi 2 nA mAtAe prabhAvatInA kapALamAM kumakumano cAMdalo karI, hAthamAM akSata tathA zrIphaLa ApIne AzIrvAda ApyA ke "beTA ! tArI | manokAmanA phaLIbhUta thAo ! bhava vistAra pAmaje ane amane paNa tAraje ! Akhare pitA-putrI sAMje godhUlI samaye gharethI pratikramaNanA bahAnAthI kaTAsaNuM laIne bahAra nIkaLyA ane godharA thaIne boTAda pahoMcyA. tyAM pU. A zrI amRtasUrijI ma. sA.ne vADIlAlabhAIe potAnI putrInI dIkSAnI vAta jaNAvI. paraMtu zvasura pakSanI anumati na hovAthI teo paNa dIkSA ApavA mATe taiyAra na thayA !. chevaTe prabhAvatIbene potAnA upakArI sA. zrI guNazrIjI ma. pAse che jaIne chAnI dIkSA levA aMge potAnI bhAvanA jaNAvI ke- huM svayaM ekalI sArA sthaLamAM jaI jAte kapaDAM paherI kAryasiddhi karIza!... mumukSunI AzA nirAzAmAM palaTAI na jAya te mATe sAdhvIjI re bhagavaMte sahAnubhUti sAthe dIkSAnA sarva upakaraNa ApyA. boTAdathI vADIbhAI, munimajI, prabhAvatIbena tathA dIvALIbAI (sA. zrI guNazrIjInA praguNInA saMsArI bena) umarALA AvyA. tyAM sA. zrI guNazrIjI ma. nA suparicita maNibena nAme suzrAvikA hatA. vADIbhAIe che temane sAdhvIjInI ciThThI vaMcAvI. temAM lakhyuM hatuM ke "AvanAra benane tame yogya sahAya Apajo." maNibene kahyuM ke A rIte chAnI dIkSA mATe ahIMno saMgha maMjurI nahi 3 Ape paraMtu tame ahIMthI rAA gAu dUra daDavA mAtAnuM maMdira che tyAM jAo. N bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo pa 73 mAtA - -
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________________ ANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNAANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn { tyAM A kAryamAM koI aMtarAyarUpa nahi banI zake." Akhare cAre jaNA rAta tyAM rokAIne bIje divase vahelI savAre hajAmane sAthe laIne uparokta maMdira pAse pahoMcyA. prabhAvatIbenanA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. muMDana karAvIne tyAM eka TekarInI pAchaLa ThaMDA pANIthI snAna karIne dIvALIbAInI sUcanA mujaba vaDalAnI chAyA nIce navakAra maMtra gaNatA gaNatAM pUrva dizA sAme mukha rAkhIne svayameva sAdhvIjIno veSa dhAraNa karI lIdho !!! pitAzrIe tathA dIvALIbAIe maMgaLa rUpa kesaranA | chAMTaNA kapaDA upara nAkhyA hatA. ane traNe jaNAe akSatathI nUtana dIkSitane vadhAvyA. kevI dIkSA/na ThAThamAThAna koI muhurta! ... tyArabAda sahu umarALA gAmanA derAsaramAM AvyA. navadIkSite jAte prabhu samakSa covihAra upavAsanuM paccakakhANa lIdhuM. vADIlAlabhAIe zrI saMghane sarva vAta jaNAvI ane navadIkSitane sAcavavAnI bhalAmaNa karI. saMghe hA pADatAM pote zvasurapakSanA lekhita kAgaLo levA bahAragAma gayA. A bAju saMghe sAMje navadIkSitane umarALA choDI javAnI vAta karI .chevaTe maNibenanI salAha mujaba divALImA sAthe teo 3 mAIla dUla pIparALI gAme gayA. saMghanI rajA laIne UtaryA. A bAju vADIbhAIne maMjurInA lekhita kAgaLo maLI cUkyA hatA. e kAgaLo laIne khaMbhAta gayA. tyAM sA. zrI guNazrIjInA pracuraNIne kAgaLo batAvI temano AjJApatra meLavI pachegAma gayA. tyAM sA. zrI guNazrIjIne patro vaMcAvyA. temaNe nUtana dIkSitane pachegAma laI AvavA jaNAvyuM. tyAMthI vADIbhAI tathA munimajI umarALA thaIne pIparALI AvyA. badhI vAta thaI. chevaTe bIje divase guru-ziSyAnuM milana thayuM. mahA vadi 13nA divase sA. zrI guNazrIjIe derAsaramAM - ThavaNI mUkIne "karemi bhaMte" uccarAvyuM !... e zubha divasa hato vi. saM. 1992 mahA vadi 13no ! 12 mahinA sudhI ajogI rahyA. e daramyAnamAM paNa temanA vinaya - vaiyAvaccanA adbhuta guNo joIne AgevAna zrAvikAo "sA. vinayazrIjInA hulAmaNA upanAmathI bolAvatA thaI gayA. khaMbhAtamAM prathama cAtumAsa pUrNa karIne che kapaDavaMjamAM pU. A. zrI amRsUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nI varada haste nAnI temaja moTI dikSAnI kriyA thaI. A prasaMga temanA saMsArI pitAzrIe khUba ja ThAThamAThathI ujavyo hato. A rIte gheghUra vaDalA nIce svayameva veSa paherI dakSA lenAra A sAdhvIjI Aje 108 thI adhika ziSyA-praziSyAone vaDalAnI jema a wesson bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo 74 WANA
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________________ nnnnnnnnnnnnnnAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANANNAAAANNNN vAtsalyanI zItaLa chAyA ApatA suMdara saMyamanuM pAlana temaja zAsana prabhAvanA karI karAvI rahyA che. pU. A. zrI vijaya dharmadhuraMdharasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. pAsethI temaNe aneka Agama sUtronI vAcanA grahaNa karI che. A sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtanA nAmano artha kuzaLa-hoziyAra-bAhoza evo thAya che. nAma pramANe teozrI guNa dharAve che. (78: roja 500 khamAsamaNa Adi viziSTa ArAdhanA karatA svahaste veSa pahenAra sAdhvIjI amadAvAdamAM jhaverIvADa vistAramAM saM. 1962mAM janma pAmela jAsudabenane gaLathuthIthI ja pUjA, sAmAyika, covihAra AdinA dharma saMskAro maLyA hatA. 17 varSanI vaye temanA lagna thayA. e arasAmAM prakhara pravacanakAra munipravara zrI rAmavijayajI (pAchaLathI vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma. sA.) nA saM. 1980-81-82nA amadAvAdamAM vidyAzALAmAM thayela cAtumAsika pravacanoe aneka nava pariNIta yuvAnonA haiyAmAM paNa vairAgyanI jyota jagADela. e pravacanonA zravaNathI jAsuda bahenanA AtmAmAM paNa vairAgyanI jyota prajvalita thaI. saMsAra khAro jhera lAgavA mAMDyo. paraMtu saMsAranI kAramI kedamAM pUrAyela A nava pariNIta paMkhIne A kedamAMthI chUTavuM mahAduSkara hatuM. kuTuMbIone jANa thatAM sakhata cokI pahero goThavAI gayo. darzana-vaMdanAdi mATe paNa have bahAra nIkaLI zakAya tema na hatuM. chatAM jAsudabenano pravrajyAno nirNaya aDaga hato. jema jema svajanono virodha vadhato gayo tema tema vairAgya jvalaMta banato cAlyo. ane eka divasa sAsare kahyuM huM piyara jAuM chuM ane piyare kahyuM huM sAsare jAuM chuM- ema kahI badhAne vizvAsamAM nAkhI svaIcchita siddha karavA potAnA mAmAnI dIkarI lIlAvatIbena sAthe ekAeka rAtre bhAgI jaI zerIsA tIrthe pragaTa prabhAvI. puruSAdAnIya zrIpArzvanAtha prabhunI sanmukha, potAnA hAthe ja veSa paherI, "karemi bhaMte" uccarI, vi. saM. 1983nA vaizAkha vadi 6 nA, 21 varSanI bhara yuvAna vaye, mAtra cAra ja varSano saMsAravAsa bhogavI, jaina zAsananA sAcA aNagAra banyA. AMtara zatruo upara "jaya meLavavA mATe temaNe potAnuM nAma paNa ene anurUpa ja dhAraNa karyuM!... pAchaLathI kuTuMbIone jANa thatAM AvI paDelA hallAne prabaLa vairAgya ane aNanama nizcayathI parAsta karyo. svajano bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo . 7pa =
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________________ hatAza haiye pAchA vaLyA. A rIte ATalI nAnI vayamAM mahApuruSArtha kheDI saMyama svIkAryuM || tyArabAda vi. saM. 1984nA phAgaNa sudi nA suratamAM pa. pU. A. zrImad vijaya dhanasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nA zubha haste svanAmathI vaDI dIkSA svIkArI emanA ja samudAyanA sA. zrI lakSmIzrIjI ma. nuM ziSyatva svIkAryuM ! ekadhArA 37 varSa sudhI guruNInI suMdara vaiyAvacca karI temanA svargavAsa bAda samudAyanA bhArane kuzaLatAthI vahana karyo. paMcasaMgraha kamapayaDI, vyAkaraNa, nyAya AdinA UMDA abhyAsathI aneka Azrita sAdhvIjIone suMdara tasvAmRtanuM pAna karAvyuM. 8-9-10-12 varSanI nAnI nAnI vayanA aneka AtmAone saMyama ApI, suMdara ghaDatara dvArA Adarza sAdhvIjIone taiyAra karyA. apramattapaNe AvazyakAdi kriyAo, UbhA UbhA rojanA 500 khamAsamaNA, aneka vastuono AjIvana tyAga, game tevI svastha avasthAmAM paNa, bhara unALAnA garamInA vihArAdinA parizramamAM paNa, jyAM sudhI potAno jApa, khamAsamaNa, kAyotsarga Adi ArAdhanA na thAya, tyAM sudhI moDhAmAM pANI na nAkhavAnI aTala pratijJA, dakSA kALathI yAvajIva tamAma zUTa tathA mevAno tyAga, potAnA parama gurudevane vaMdanAdino lAbha maLe tyAre ja amuka miSTAnnanI chUTa, te sivAya sadaMtara baMdha, 3 vigaIno haMmeza tyAga, dahIM vigaI mULathI kAyama baMdha, ADaMbara vinAnuM sAdagImaya jIvana, alpa upadhi, ItyAdi aneka prakAranI vizuddha saMyama sAdhanA dvArA, Azrita sAdhvIgaNane ucca prakAranuM AlaMbana pUruM pADI rahyA che. jepha vaye paNa 150 thI adhika ziSyA - praziSyAdi parivAranA pravartinI padane sArthaka karI rahyA che... (79: saMyamanA svIkAra mATe traNa-traNa vAra gRhatyAga chatAM anumati na maLatAM Akhare....!! suratamAM vi. saM. 1958mAM janmela subhadrAbenanA jIvanamAM nAnapaNathI ja dharmanA saMskAro vaNAI gayA hatA. 14 varSanI laghuvayamAM pU. A. zrI kamalasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nI nizrAmAM be upadhAna karI lIdhA hatA. saMsAranA krama pramANe 16 varSanI vaye temanA lagna thaI gayA hatA. paraMtu aMdarathI to vairAgyano agni prajvalita thato rahyo. temAM vaLI temane w w.ponsooooooooooooooooooooooo e bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIje 76S
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________________ -- - -- vyAkhyAna vAcaspati pa.pU.A.bha. zrImad vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA viratipoSaka pravacano sAMbhaLavAno suyoga sAMpaDyo. A pravacanoe temanA ' virAganA cirAgane zata zata jyota jalato karI dIdho. saMsArI piMjarAmAMthI mukta banavA mATe temaNe pracaMDa puruSArtha AraMbhI dIdho. ekvAra saMyama levA gherathI nIkaLI gayA paraMtu kuTuMbIo temane sTezanethI pAchA laI AvyA. bIjIvAra katAragAme mAthuM muMDAvIne besI gayA; saMsArIo tyAMthI paNa pAchA laI AvyA. trIjIvAra chANI vaDodarA pAse) bhAgI gayA. kuTuMbIo tyAMthI paNa pakaDI lAvyA [.. . Akhare hatAza thayelA subhadrAbena potAnA brahmavratane akhaMDita ! rAkhavA DAmaranI goLIo paNa khAI gayA !!!. A vAtathI poLamAM cakacAra thatAM kuTuMbIo bhegA maLIne subhadrAbenanA pati jhaveracaMdabhAIne samajAvavA lAgyA. jhaveracaMdabhAIe kahyuM ke mAgasara pUrNimA sudhImAM dakSA le to mArI saMmati che, na le to mAro ra saMsAra calAvavo. subhadrAbenane to bhUkhyAne ghebara maLavA javuM thayuM ! cAturmAsa pUrNa thatAM ja kArtaka vada 10nA divase temanA pati vigere subhadrAbenane dIkSA apAvavA mATe chANI AvyA. te ja maMgala divase dhAmadhUmapUrvaka pU. munirAjazrI jabUvijayajI ma. sA. (pAchaLathI AcAya)nA haste saMyama svIkAryuM ane pU. jaMbUvijayajI ma. sA. nA saMsArI bena mahArAja tapasvinasA. zrI kalyANazrIjI nA ziSyA tarIke jAhera thayA. dIkSA bAda pAMca varSa sudhI nitya ekAsaNA, 25 varSa sudhI che biyAsaNA, cattAri aThTha daza hoya tapa, aSTApada tapa, vIza sthAnaka tapa, che temAM paNa 20 aThThAIo dvArA arihaMta padanI ArAdhanA, tIrthakara vardhamAna { tapamAM ekAzaNAne badale lAgaTa upavAsa dvArA 19mA bhagavAna sudhI karyA ke bAda tabiyatane lIdhe 20mA tathA 21 mA bhagavAnanI ArAdhanA ekAMtarA upavAsathI karI. vardhamAna tapanI 28 oLI, pISadazamInI AjIvana ArAdhanA, cha-aTTama dvArA 99 yAtrA, vigere vividha tapazcaryA sAthe 3 vAra lAkha navakAra, sImaMdhara svAmIno savA lAkha jApa, zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthano jApa temaja pratidina zatruMjayanuM dhyAna ItyAdi dvArA aDhaLaka kama nirjarA temaja viziSTa zAsana prabhAvanA karI hatI. kavikulakirITa pU. A. zrI vijayalabdhisUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nA. AjJAvartI sAdhvIomAM teo pravartinI hatA. papa varSa sudhI saMyamanI sAdhanA karyA bAda chelle IDaramAM sthiravAsa karyo. tyAM vi. saM. 2039nA bhA. taLatAnananananananananananana+ N 'bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo 77 IN
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________________ su. 3 nA caturvidha zrIsaMghanI hAjarImAM navakAra mahAmaMtranuM zravaNa karatAM karatAM bapore 12 vAgye teo samAdhipUrvaka kALadharma pAmyA. suMdara rIte vratonuM pAlana karIne temaNe potAnA nAmane sArthaka karyuM..." 80H saMyama mATe pa varSa sudhI cha vigaIno tyAga!.. - amadAvAdamAM rahetA zIzIbenanA lagna temanA mAtuzrInI IcchAnusAra 13 varSanI umare thaI gayA hatA. eka putrI thayA bAda 15 varSanI uMmare ja temane vaidhavyanI prApti thaI ! eTaluM ja nahIM paraMtu TUMka samayamAM temanI putrIe paNa potAnA pitAnI vATa pakaDI !!... zazIbenanA dharmaniSTha pitAzrIe dIkSA lIdhI hatI. saMdara sAdhanA karatA hatA. chatAM karma saMyoge pAchaLathI temanuM magaja kaMIka asthira banatAM temanA gurudeve temane pATaNamAM sthiravAsa karAvyo hato. zazIbenane A samAcAra maLatAM tatkALa pATaNa doDI gayA ane pitA ma. sA. nI suMdara bhakti karI. aMta samaye niyamaNA paNa temaNe ja karAvI .... zazIbenanA bhAI mahArAja pU. A. zrI motiprabhasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. pATaNa padhAryA. temaNe zazIbenane upadeza ApIne saMyamanI bhAvanA jagADI. teozrInI preraNA mujaba zazIbene saMyama na laI zakAya tyAM sudhI dUdha-dahIMghI-tela-goLa ane kaDA A cha e vigaInA tyAganI pratijJA lIdhI !!! AvI bhISma pratijJA laIne teo ghare AvyA. potAnA jeThA zrIbhagabhAIne vAta karI. teo udAsa thayA ane kahyuM ke-"gharamAM rahIne dAna Apo. sAdharmika bhakti karo. A badhuM karavAthI paNa kalyANa thAya che. dIkSA levAnI jarUra nathI." tethI na chUTake zazIbenane gharamAM ja rahevuM paDyuM. paraMtu niyama pramANe cha vigaIno tyAga cAlu rAkhyo. Akhare pAMca varSa bAda bhagubhAIe temane dIkSA mATe saMmati ApI. se. 199ranI mahA sudi bIjane divase 24 varSanI uMmare zazIbenanI dikSAno bhavya varaghoDo nIkaLyo. varaghoDAmAM 5000 rU. nI vIMTInuM dAna ApyuM. zAsana samrATa pa. pU. A. bha. zrI vijaya nemisUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nA haste dIkSA thaI. temanA samudAyanA sA. zrI prabhAzrIjI ma. nA ziSyA banyA. - temanAmAM guru samarpaNa bhAva sAthe vaiyAvaccano guNa ajoDa hato. teo madhyama varganA loko mATe sAdharmika bhaktino upadeza mukhyatve ooooooooooooooooooooooo bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIje 78 MS Isssssss
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________________ ApatA. prazAMta mukhamudrA, sumadhura vANI ane guru AjJA e ja jIvanamaMtra hato ! 44 varSanA dIrgha cAritra paryAyamAM vilAyatI davA ke DokTaranI jarUra nhotI paDI !... saM. 2034nA jeTha sudi 13 nA divase amadAvAdamAM paMkaja sosAyaTImAM comAsA mATe praveza karyo. jeTha pUnamanA divase bapore aDhI vAgye 3 DIgrI jeTalo tAva caDhyo. temAM lavAro zarU thayo ke : "maiM kriyA karI ! mArI kriyA bAkI che... mane dharma saMbhaLAvo... mane jaldI pratikramaNa karAvo...' sAMje ulaTImAM sAmAnya lohI dekhAyuM. DokTarane bolAvavAno prayatna thatAM temaNe tarata kahyuM- 'have thoDA mATe DokTarane zA mATe bolAvo cho ?' ATaluM bolIne manamAM pratikramaNa cAlu karI dIdhuM. pApa AlocanAnuM sUtra pote bolatAM bolatAM 67 varSanI uMmare samAdhipUrvaka dehatyAga karyo ! kevuM suMdara samAdhi mRtyu ! mAtra ardhA divasanI sAmAnya bimArImAM ja nazvara dehano tyAga karyo. sva AlocanA karatAM karatAM ja gayA !... dhanya ho temanA AtmAne ! temanA kuTuMbamAMthI 10 jaNAe dIkSA lIdhela che ! anekavidha sadguNone keLavIne temaNe potAnuM nAma sArthaka karyuM !... uparokta pAMca dRSTAMto sivAya bIjA paNa keTalAya sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtoe AvI rIte dIkSA levA mATe vaDilono virodha hovA chatAM vividha rIte parAkrama phoravIne saMyama svIkArI jIvanane saphaLa banAvela che te sahunI bhUrizaH hArdika anumodanA. aneka munivaroe paNa AvA parAkramo dAkhavIne saMyama svIkArela che temanI paNa hArdika anumodanA. AvA dRSTAMtomAMthI preraNA meLavIne avasare AvuM zubha sattva phoravavAnI zakti sahune maLo e jazubhAbhilASA. 81 : dIkSAnI rajA meLavavA cha e vigaIno tyAga tathA sAgArika aNasaNano svIkAra !... lagnanA divase ja rastAmAM patinuM acAnaka hRdaya baMdha paDI javAthI avasAna thatAM vairAgyavAsita banelI kanyAe dIkSA levA mATe mAtuzrI pAsethI rajA mAMgI. mohAddIna mAtuzrIe rajA na ApatAM mumukSu kanyAe cha e vigaIno tyAga karyo ! to paNa rajA na maLatAM chevaTe sAgArika agrasaNano prAraMbha karI dIgho !... Akhare utkRSTa vairAgya joIne vaDiloe AzIrvAdapUrvaka bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo = 79
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________________ anumati ApI. - saM. 2014mAM dIkSita thayelI e rANIgAMva (rAja.)nI kanyA Aje 80 jeTalA ziSyA-praziSyAonI jIvana naiyAnA saphaLa sukAnI mahA tapasvinI sAdhvIjI che. karma nirjarArthe emaNe karelI atyaMta anumodanIya bhIkha tapazcayanuM lIsTa hAtha joDIne ahobhAvathI vAMco. (1) amathI vizasthAnaka tapanI ArAdhanA. (400 aTTama) (2) pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanI 108 aThThama. (3) amathI varSItapa. (4) chaThThathI varSItapa (5) mahAvIra svAmI bhagavAnanI 229 chaThTha (ka) upavAsathI vIza sthAnakanI ArAdhanA (420 upavAsa) (7) traNa mAsakSamaNa (8) zreNitapa (9) siddhitapa (10) bhadratA (11) samavasaraNa tapa (12) siMhAsana tapa (13) soLabha4 (14) 15 upavAsa (15) be vAra 11 upavAsa (16) 9 upavAsa be vAra (17) 16 aThThAI (18) cattAri aThTha-daza-doya tapa (19) 158 karma prakRtinA upavAsa (20) navakAra maMtranA saMpadA sahita upavAsa (21) ekAMtarA 500 AyaMbila (22) navapadajInI oLIo.. ItyAdi. tapa-japanA prabhAve eka vakhata padmAvatI devIe temane pAlitANAmAM svayameva darzana ApyA hatA! temanI preraNAthI traNa ThekANe tIrtha tulya jinAlayanA nirmANa thayela che. jemAM eka vIza jinAlayano samAveza paNa thAya che! taduparAMta 3 navANu yAtrA saMgha, 6 vAra sAmUhika upadhAna tapa, 9 jeTalA charI pAlaka tIrthayAtrA saMgha, tathA 21 vakhata 25-36-51-108 Adi choDanA ujamaNA ItyAdi aneka zAsanaprabhAvaka Ayojano paNa temanI preraNAthI thayela che. dhanya che AvA mahA tapasvinI, zAsana prabhAvikA sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtane!. tapanA tejathI dapatA e, sAdhvIjInA nAmano artha paNa "suMdara teja (kAMti)vALA evo thAya che. temanA garaNInuM nAma eTale je "muktinI tI" tarIke gaNAya che te che. te jemanA saMpUrNa nAmamAM cAra-cAra parameSThI bhagavatono samAveza thAya che evA mahAtapasvI gacchAdhipati AcArya bhagavaMtanA teo AzAvartinI che. have to oLakhI lezo ne e sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtane . kara n oooooooooooooooooooooo huM bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo . 80
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________________ nA manamA na karanArane ja . - 8i20 vardhamAna tapanI be vAra 100 oLI pUrNa karI trIjIvAra pAyo nAkhI AgaLa vadhatA vardhamAna taponidhi traNa sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto e vardhamAna AyaMbila tapanI be vAra 100 oLI pUrNa karI trIjI vAra { 88 oLI pUrNa karanAra tapasvIratna AcArya bhagavaMtazrInuM daSTAMta ApaNe A ja pustakamAM AgaLa vAMcI gayA. tevI ja rIte vartamAnakALamAM sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtomAM paNa traNa-traNa tapasvI mahAtmAo che ke jeo be vAra 108 oLI pUrNa karIne trIjIvAra pAyo nAkhIne oLIo karI rahyA che. temAM prathama naMbare pU.bApajI ma.sA.nA samudAyanA eka sAdhvIjI bhagavaMta ke jemanuM zubha nAma eka prAcIna mahAsatInA nAma mujaba hovAthI roja rAI pratikramaNamAM bharaphesaranI sajajhAyamAM caturvidha zrIsaMghamAM bolAya che. siMharAzinuM nAma dharAvatA A sAdhvIjI karmakSaya karavAmAM siMha jevA parAkramI che { che. 19 varSanI bhara yuvAvasthAmAM saM. 2004mAM pratikULa paristhitimAMthI paNa rasto kADhIne saMyama svIkArela che. dikSA laIne karmakSaya mATe eja varSe vardhamAna tapano pAyo nAMkhyo ane saM. 2020mAM prathama vAra 100 oLI pUrNa karI. temAM saLaMga 400pa00 tathA 1000 AyaMbila uparAMta 16 upavAsa, mAsakSamaNa Adi tapazcaryA paNa karI che. gRhastha jIvanamAM ja vIza sthAnaka tapanI ArAdhanA pUrNa karanAra A tapasvI mahAtmAe 100 oLI pUrNa karyA bAda saMtoSa na mAnatAM , siddhitapazraNitapa/samavasaraNa tapasiMhAsana tapa/cattAri aThTha daza doya tapa/upavAsathI vaNatapa/aTTamathI varSItapa jevI moTI tapazcaya karIne punaH saM. 2028mAM amathI vardhamAna tapanA pAyAnI zarUAta karI ane mAtra 23 varSamAM 66 varSanI uMmare 47 varSanA dIkSA paryAye bIjI vAra vi.saM. . 2051nA poSa vadi 3nA 100 oLI pUrNa karI. bIjIvAra 100mI oLI AkhI temaNe mahAmanA pAraNe AyaMbilathI eTale ke 25 akSama ane 25 AyaMbilathI pUrNa karI II AvI ghora tapazcayanI sAthe sAthe emanA jIvanamAM apramattatA ane samatA khUba ja anumodanIya che rAtre 10 thI 2 daramyAna mAMDa 3-4 kalAka ja ja baharanA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo 81 ) N ka . . . : -- . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
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________________ AMANANANANANANANANANANNAANNAAANNNNNAANANANAANannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn teo ArAma kare che. divase kadI sUtA nathI. 20 kalAkamAMthI 12 thI 15 4 kalAka jApa ane svAdhyAyamAM gALe che. roja 10 bAMdhI navakAravALI tathA arihaMta padanI 100 mALAno jApa kare che. 1 kroDa navakAra jApa karavAnI. temanI bhAvanA che. arihaMta padano lagabhaga 2 kroDa jeTalo jApa pUrNa thavA Avyo che.. pUrvAvasthAmAM guru mahArAjanI khUbaja bhakti ane vaiyAvacca karavA dvArA viziSTa gurukRpA prApta karI che. tapa-japa ane gurukRpAnA prabhAve temane devIkRpA paNa sahajapaNe prApta thaI che. tenA pratIkasvarUpe keTalIkavAra vAsalepanI vRSTi paNa thayela che.. bIjI vAra 100 oLI pUrNa karyA bAda temaNe jepha vaye trIjI vAra pAyo nAMkhyo ane trIjIvAra 29 oLI pUrNa karyAnA samAcAra maLela che. zAsanadeva teozrIne dIghayuSya sAthe trIjIvAra 100 oLI pUrNa karavAnuM sAmarthya Ape evI prArthanA. temanA be ziSyAoe paNa 100 oLI pUrNa karI che ! tathA bIjA be ziSyAonI 7pa thI adhika oLI thaI che. sANaMdamAM janmela A mahA tapasvI sAdhvIjI zrI saMghanI vinaMtithI vRddhAvasthAne kAraNe moTA bhAge sANaMdamAM birAjamAna che. ekavAra acUka temanA darzana karavA yogya che. 83 16 varSanI vaye lagnagraMthIthI joDAvA chatAM pUjyonA satsaMganA. prabhAve vairAgya pAmI ra9 varSanI vaye saM. 2001mAM kaccha-vAgaDa samudAyamAM dIkSita thayelA A sAdhvIjIe dIkSA pahelAM 3 upadhAna tathA vadhamAna tapanI 11 oLI pUrNa karI hatI. dakSA bAda 4 varSamAM vIza sthAnaka tapa pUrNa karyuM. ane saM. 2005 thI 1ramI oLIno prAraMbha karIne 19 varSanA TUMkA gALAmAM 100 oLI paripUrNa karI se. 2024nA poSa vadi 1 nA roja rAjakoTa mukAme pAraNuM karyuM - lAMbI oLImAM paNa ghaNI vakhata zuddha AyAbila, grIkha stanI pracaMDa garamImAM paNa kAma cauvihAra temajamaNA AyaMbila karelI.. - eka vAra sADA paMdara mahinA sudhI saLaMga AyaMbila karela tyAre rogano bhayaMkara humalo thayo hato. chatAM mananI makkamatAthI ane AyaMbila pratyenI atUTa zraddhAthI e AkarI kasoTImAMthI pasAra thai gayA hatA. 100 oLI pUrNa thavA chatAM paNa temanI tapatRSA zAMta thavAne badale Ni bahunnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIje 82 mAM
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________________ uttarottara vRddhi pAmatI gaI. tethI e ja varSe punaH vardhamAna tapano pAyo nAMkhIne saLaMga 11 oLI karI. pachI to pratikuLatAnA ghUghavatA sAgara vacce tapa rUpI naukA AgaLa vadhatI cAlI. jenI phalazruti rUpe se. 204nA mahA sudi 5 nA divase kacchaAdhoI mukAme bIjI vAra 100 oLI 74 varSanI jaipha vaye pUrNa karI. samagra bhAratavarSanA sAlvI samudAyamAM 200 oLI pUrNa karanArA puNyAtmAomAM prathama sthAna zobhAvI jainazAsananA mahAna ghAtaka banI rahyA! paNa A te kevuM gajabanAka Azcarya ! temanI tapatRSA tRpta ja na thaI. jethI eja varSe phA. su. panA punaH trIjI vAra pAyo nAkhyo ane jotajotAmAM 27 oLI pUrNa karI lIdhI ! have vRddhAvasthA ane zArIrika pratikULatAne te kAraNe vadhu oLIo thaI zake tevI zakyatA ochI jaNAya che paraMtu jarApaNa zArIrika pratikULatA UbhI thAya to teozrI AyaMbilanI smRtine tIvra 'banAve che. temaNe jIvanamAM davAnA sthAne AyaMbila ane DaoNkTaranA sthAne navapadajIne sthAna ApyuM che. tapanI sAthe sAthe samatA, apramattatA. jayaNA. svAdhyAya rUci vAtsalya vigere aneka sadgaNonA kAraNe teo anekonA jIvanamAM dharmabIjanuM vapana karI zakyA che. temanuM nAma paNa prAtaH kAle pratikramaNamAM bolAtI bharoMsaranI sajajhAyamAM AvatA eka mahAsatInuM nAma che. temanA nAmanA pUrvArdhano artha phUla thAya che. nAma pramANe temanuM hRdaya bIjA jIvo mATe phUla jevuM komaLa ane aneka sadguNonI suvAsathI maghamaghatuM che. hArdika anumodanA temanA tapomaya jIvananI. hAlamAM prAyaH surendranagaramAM teo birAjamAna che. 84 uparokta mahA tapasvI sAdhvIjInA pagale pagale temanA praziSyA paNa gata varSe bIjIvAra 100 oLanuM pAraNuM karIne punaH trIjIvAra pAyo nAkhIne AgaLa vadhI rahyA che saLaMga 500/1000/1500/1700 AyaMbila karyA che ! teo dara oLImAM aThThama tapa kare che. taduparAMta temaNe mAsakSamaNa, soLabhad, cha aThThAI tathA siddhitapa vigere tapazcaryA paNa karI che, pariNAme temaNe haMsa samAna ujjavala kIrtine prApta karI che. teo trIjI vAra paNa 100 oLI pUrNa karanArA bane evI zAsanadevane prArthanA saha temanA tapomaya jIvananI hArdika anumodanA. nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnAAAAAAAAAAAAnnuonnon bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo . 83
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________________ (85 saLaMga 20-20 upavAsathI vIzasthAnakanI ArAdhanA karanAra pAMca sAdhvIjI bhagavato! uparokta rara7 oLanA tapasvI sAdhvIjInA eka ziSyAe saLaMga 6 20-20 upavAsathI vaza sthAnaka tapanI 20 oLI pUrNa karI che ... A uparAMta paNa temaNe saLaMga 45/31/30/27/01/20/18/11 upavAsa, 7 vakhata aThThAI. cattAri aTTa daza doya tapa...siddhi tapa.... upavAsathI varSItapa...amathI varSItapa temaja saLaMga 100000/ra05 tathA 200 AyaMbila (pAMca vakhata) tathA kSIra samudra tapa (7 upavAsa) ; vigere anekavidha tapazcaryAthI potAnA jIvanane suvarNa jevuM dedIpyamAna ane caMdra samAna ujjavala yazomaya banAvyuM che. temanA tapomaya jIvananI hArdika anumodanA. temanA nAma sAthe sAmya dharAvatA eka AcArya bhagavaMte bhUtakALamAM 3 kroDA zloka pramANa saMskRta sAhityanI racanA karela. tathA hAla paNa e nAmanA prAyaH be. vidvAna AcArya bhagavaMto judA judA samudAyamAM vidyamAna che. - Aja samudAyanA bIjA be sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtoe paNa A ja rIte ? saLaMga 2020 upavAsathI vIza sthAnaka tapanI ArAdhanA karI che. temAMnA eka sAdhvIjIe 100 oLInuM pAraNuM sAdI rIte sahajabhAvathI karyuM temanuM daSTAMta A ja pustakamAM anyatra ApavAmAM Avela che. - bIjA sAdhvIjI bhagavaMta gRhasthapaNAmAM pahelAM kaMdamULanA khUba ja zokhIna hatA. pAchaLathI kaMdamULabhakSaNathI thatI anaMta jIvonI hiMsAno khyAla AvatAM kaMdamULano bilakula tyAga karyo hato. paraMtu sthAnakavAsI parivAramAM temanA lagna thatAM kaMdamULanuM zAka banAvavA mATe Agraha thatAM vairAgya pAmI dikSA lIdhI hatI. temaNe paNa saLaMga 220 upavAsa 20 vAra karavA dvArA vIza sthAnakatapanI ArAdhanA pUrNa karI che. temanA nAmano artha suMdara mukhavALA evo thAya che. nAma pramANe tapanA tejathI temanI mukhAkRti dedIpyamAna che. anya eka samudAyanA be sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtoe paNa saLaMga 20-20 upavAsathI vIzasthAnaka tapanI ArAdhanA karela che. temaNe sahuthI vadhu mAsakSamaNa paNa karela che. temanuM dAMta A ja pustakamAM anyatra ApavAmAM Avela che. bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAganI 84 S
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________________ 86 : 73 varSanI vaye saLaMga 251 upavAsa paMjAbamAM rAmA maMDI gAmamAM i. sa. 1924mAM janma pAmIne 20 varSanI vaye sthAnakavAsI zramaNa saMgha samudAyamAM dIkSita thayelA eka mahAsatIjIe 73 varSanI vaye gata varSe saLaMga 251 upavAsanI sudIrgha tapazcaryA karIne sahune Azcarya cakti karela che. chellA 9 varSomAM temaNe karela viziSTa tapazcaryAnI yAdI nIce mujaba che. kAMka . . vi.saM. 2044 2045 buDhalADA 2046 saphIdo maMDI 2047 paTiyAlA 2048 bhaTiMDA 2049 rAniyA 2050 mAlera koTalA 2051 pAnIpata zaktinaga2 2052 tapa ane jayanA divya prabhAve vividha gAmomAM temanI upara seMkaDo vAra kesara vRSTi thayela che ... 9 varSanI uMmare temano vivAha thai cUkyo hato ! tema chatAM satsaMganA prabhAve 19 varSanI bharayuvAvasthAmAM temane vairAgya pragaTatAM aneka prayatnonA pariNAma svarUpe dIkSA mATe saMmati prApta karIne 20 varSanI vaye teo dIkSita m x La thra 3 7 cAturmAsa sthAna jAbala saLaMga upavAsa 61 31 71 73 75 108 131 hariyANA 151 dillI 251 8 prAMta paMjAba "" . "" "9 " " banyA hatA. tapanI sAthe svAdhyAya ane vaDilonI viziSTa sevA dvArA temaNe adbhuta gurukRpA prApta karI che. 251 upavAsanI tapazcaryA vartamAnakAlIna 180 upavAsanI zAstrIya maryAdAnA viziSTa apavAda rUpe jANavI. temanA nAmamAM 2 akSaranA pUrvArdhano artha sonuM thAya che. ane 3 akSarano uttarArtha kumAra avasthAno sUcaka zabda che. bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo = 85
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________________ nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn temanI tapazcaryA AdithI prabhAvita thayelA temanA gacchAdhipati AcAryazrI taraphathI teo "tapo vAridhi", "tapa mukuTa ma"i ityAdi birUdothI alaMkRta karAyA che. (87H saLaMga 311 upavAsa !!!) temanA ja samudAyanA "tapa cakrezvarI" tarIke suprasiddha thayelA eka mahAsatIjIe vi.saM. 205ranA cAturmAsamAM dillI (mAna sarovara pArka-zAhadarA)mAM 311 upavAsanI dIrgha tapazcaryA karela che. tathA temaNe saM. 2051mAM RSabha nagara dillI)mAM 112 upavAsanI tapazcaryA paNa karela! temanA upara paNa anekavAra kesaravRSTi thayela che. keTalAka darzanArthIone bIjA paNa viziSTa anubhava thAya che. - temanA nAmamAM 3 akSaranA pUrvArdhano artha moha pamADanAra evo thAya che. viziSTa tapa-japa dvArA devonA manane paNa AkarSa lenAra evA temanA nAmano pUrvArdha yathArtha ja che. tevI ja rIte temanA nAmano uttarArdha eka evI pavitra vastune sUcave che ke je prAyaH temanA hAthamAM avAranavAra jovA maLe che! mahAsatIjInI tapa-japa Adi sAdhanAnI hArdika anumodanA. (88H 11 aMgasUtro ne kaMThastha karanAra viduSI sAdhvIjI) |||||||||||||||||| saMsArathI virakta banela potAnA mAtuzrInA susaMskArothI bAlyavayamAM ja rAjImatIe vardhamAna tapano pAyo nAkhyo ane tyArabAda mAtra 14 varSanI vaye vi.saM. 2006 mAM kavikulakirITa AcArya bhagavaMtazrInA samudAyamAM potAnI nAnI bena vasu sAthe dIkSA aMgIkAra karI. bAlyAvasthAthI ja temanAmAM abhyAsanI lagana hatI ane rojanI 100 gAthA kaMThastha karI zake tevI tIvra yAdazakti hatI!.. vaDI dIkSAnA yogoddhahana vakhate je divase je adhyayananI anujJA maLe te divase te adhyayana AkhuM kaMThastha karI le !..mAtra kaMThastha karI le eTaluM ja nahIM paraMtu niyamita svAdhyAyanA kAraNe gokhaluM pachI paNa haMmezAM moDhe te hoya! che jotajotAmAM temaNe 4 prakaraNa, 3 bhASya, 6 karmagraMtha, kSetrasamAsa, T bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjA 86 mAM E
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________________ tA. bRhatsaMgrahaNI, dazavaikAlika, uttarAdhyayana sUtra, jJAnasAra, tattvArthasUtra, vItarAga stotra, abhidhAna ciMtAmaNi koza vigere navakAranI jema kaMThastha karI lIdhA. saMskRta ane prAkRta bhASAmAM to temanA jevA viduSI sAdhvIjI zravaNIsaMghamAM gaNyA gAMThayA ja haze ! dazavaikAlikanI TIkA, uttarAdhyayanasUtranI TIkA, piMDa niyukita, ogha 6 niyukti, 10 payatrA, triSaSThizalAkA puruSa caritra jevA aneka graMtho temaNe | vAMcyA che ane vaMcAvyA che. vijaya prazasti, hIra saubhAgya, meghadUta, abhijJAna zAkuMtala, re zAMtinAtha mahAkAvya Adi aneka mahAkAvyo temaja saMskRta kayAzraya, prAkRta jyAzraya jevA kaThina graMthono abhyAsa vartamAnamAM paNa khUba saraLatAthI karAve che ! teozrInI AvI apUrva svAdhyAya magnatA ane apUrva grahaNazakti joIne tIrthaprabhAvaka AcArya bhagavaMtazrIe temane 11 aMgasUtro kaMThastha karavA preraNA karI. e preraNAne jhIlI laIne temaNe AcArAMga-sUyagaDAMgaThANAMga - samavAyAMga - bhagavatI - jJAtAdharmakathA - upAzaka dazAMga-aMtati dazAMga-anuttarIpapAtika dazAMga- prazna vyAkaraNa tathA vipAka sUtra e nAmanA 11 aMgasUtro kaMThastha karI lIdhA ! temAM AkhuM bhagavatI sUtra ekAsaNAnA tapa pUrvaka kaMThastha karela. saMskRta ane prAkRta bhASAmAM chaMdobaddha kAvya racanA paNa teo karI che zake che. vikrama bhaktAmara nI temanI racanA khUba ja suMdara ane vidvabhogya banI che. jJAnAbhyAsa uparAMta bhakti, vaiyAvacca guAjJApAlana, sahanazIlatA, na bhAvatAMne nibhAvavAnI suMdara kaLA, vigere aneka sadgaNonA kAraNe temaNe viziSTa gurukRpA ane sahavartI sahunI sArI cAhanA prApta karI che. aneka ziSyA-praziSyAonA parivArathI parivarelA teozrI | svopakAra sAthe viziSTa paropakAra ane suMdara zAsana prabhAvanA karI rahyA che. teozrInA nAmano pUrvArdha samavasaraNamAM uparano prathama gaDha jeno banelo hoya re che tene sUcave che tathA uttarArdhano artha "zikhara'no paryAyavAcI rIliMga zabda thAya che. ' bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo . 87 STV I
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________________ ennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn 89H viduSI sAdhvIjI bena mahArAja uparokta sAdhvIjInI sAthe 10 varSanI uMmare dikSita thayela temanA nAnA bena mahArAje paNa potAnI apUrva grahaNazakti dvArA prakaraNa bhASya, te karmagraMtha, kammapayaDI, paMcasaMgraha saMskRta-prAkRta vyAkaraNa, nyAya, kAvya, jyotiSa Adi aneka viSayomAM prabhutva meLavyuM che. temanI adhyApana kaLA paNa avvalakoTinI che. temanI vakatRtva zakti adbhuta che. vakatRtva karatAM paNa adhika zakti che temanI lekhinImAM che. zrIdazavaikAlika citanika, zrI uttarAdhyayana ciMtanika, zrI AcArAMga ciMtanika, pAtheya koInuM zreya sarvanuM...vigere pustakomAM che temanI kalame je gahana ciMtana manana vahevaDAvyuM che te kharekhara adbhuta che. sthAnakavAsI dAkhave che ke jo teo najIkanA kSetramAM hoya to avazya temanAM darzana karI, vAraMvAra temanA zrImukhe kaMIka ciMtanadhArA jhIlavA Atura hRdaye che upasthita thAya ja. adhyayana- adhyApana-vajrata temaja lekhana uparAMta temanAmAM Ayojanazakti paNa khUba ja viziSTa prakAranI che. charIpAlaka padayAtrA saMgha hoya ke jinabhakti mahotsava hoya, upadhAna tapa hoya ke mahilA zibira hoya, sAmUhika tapa hoya ke samUha sAmAyika hoya...TUMkamAM zrIjinazAsanane lagatuM koIpaNa anuSThAna hoya temAM emanI Ayojana zakti jhaLakI UThe ! teozrInA gurudeva tIrthaprabhAvaka AcArya bhagavaMtazrInI nizrAmAM khaMbhAtamAM 108 mAsakSamaNanI tapazcaryA thaI hatI tyAre paNa tapasvIone zAtA pamADavAmAM, temanA samudAyamAM "bena mahArAja nA hulAmaNA nAmathI suprasiddha evA A sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtanuM suMdara yogadAna hatuM. - potAnA samudAyanA traNa-traNa AcArya bhagavaMtonI temaNe suMdara gurukRpA prApta karI che ane temanA mArgadarzana mujaba navakAra mahAmaMtra, bhaktAmara stotra temaja pArzvanAtha bhagavaMtanI suMdara ArAdhanA temaNe karI che. aneka saMghomAM navakAra tathA ahaMno jApa karoDonI saMkhyAmAM temaNe karAvela che. temanA nAmanA 4 akSaro sAdhu mATe vaparAto zabda che ke je vacanagupti tathA bhASA samitino nirdeza kare che! aneka ziSyA-praziSyAonA parivArathI parivarelA teozrI suMdara zAsanaprabhAvanA karI rahyA che. ( bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo . 88N
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________________ 9i0H pallIvAla kSetramAM dharmane punaHjIvita karatA sAdhvIjI) uparokta baMne bahenonI dIkSA bAda bIjA ja varSe saM. 2007 mAM che temanI trIjI nAnI bahena sarojanI dIkSA 9varSanI bAlyavayamAM tenA mAtuzrI zAMtAbena sAthe thaI. temanA jIvanamAM bAlyavayamAM ja saMyama prAptino zubha udaya thayo? tethI temanuM nAma paNa tevA prakAranuM ja rAkhavAmAM AvyuM. temanA gurudevazrInI nizrAmAM sikaMdarAbAdathI sametazibirajIno ? 191 divasano charI pAlaka saMgha tathA kalakattAthI pAlitaNAno 201 3 divasano aitihAsika charI pAlaka saMgha nIkaLelo. ' e saMgha jyAre rAjasthAnamAM Avela bharatapura, alavara, gaMgApurasI { tathA hinDona vigere jillAonA samUha rUpe pallIvAla pradeza tarIke 3 oLakhAtA kSetramAMthI pasAra thato hato tyAre tyAMnA jaina maMdironI dazA khuba ! ja jIrNa jovAmAM AvI. tathA jainonI paNa dharmajIrNa avasthA jovAmAM AvI. AcArya bhagavaMtanA hRdayamAM A joIne khUba ja dukha thayuM. tyAMnA sthAnika jainoe AcArya bhagavaMtanA pagamAM paDIne potAno uddhAra karavA mATe vinaMti karI. te vakhate to saMghayAtrA AgaLa vadhI paraMtu pAchaLathI AcArya bhagavaMte { A kArya mATe uparokta sAdhvIjIne pallIvAla kSetramAM vicaravA mATe AjJA karI. nA - guru AjJAne ziromAnya karIne sAdhvIjI bhagavaMta saparivAra saM. 2038 mAM pallIvAla kSetramAM padhAryA. sAdhupaNAnA AcArathI ajANa evA A pradezamAM gocarI-pANI-vihArasthAnonI tathA bIjI aneka prakAranI agavaDa nabhAvIne paNa saLaMga 9 varSa sudhI e pradezamAM vicaryA dhamapadezano dhodha vahAvIne lagabhaga 36 jinamaMdirono jIrNoddhAra tathA navanirmANa karAvyuM. zrAvakomAM ropela saMskArone jIvaMta rAkhavA mATe 11 ArAdhanA bhavano-upAzrayo karAvyA. tyAMnA suvikhyAta sirasa tIrthanI pAMca vAra saMghayAtrAnuM Ayojana karyuM dhArmika zibironuM Ayojana karIne tyAMnI. AdivAsI jevI pachAta jana prajAmAM dharmano suMdara pracAra prasAra karyo. ziSyA samudAyamAM mAsakSamaNa jevI mahAna tapazcaryA ArAdhanA paNa karI anya sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtoe paNa A kSetranA jINoddhAramAM suMdara sahayoga Apyo....... temanA mAtA sAdhvIjI paNa "mA mahArAja tarIke vAtsalya yukta 2 svabhAvanA kAraNe AkhA samudAyamAM badhAne khUba ja priya thaI paDayA hatA. bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo . 89 )
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________________ nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn guru AjJApAlana, sadA apramattatA, mevA-mIThAI, phUTano tyAga, 75 varSanA uMmare trIjo varSItapa, (kula 4 varSItapa), 11 tathA 21 upavAsa, navapada tathA vardhamAna tapanI oLIo, cattAri-aThTha-daza-doya vigere tapazcaya tathA 44 jeTalA ziSyA-praziSyAdi zramaNI vRMdanuM suMdara anuzAsana vigere dvArA jIvana dhanya banAvI gayA. ratnatrayI jevA uparokta traNa-traNa zramaNIratnonI zAsananA caraNe bheTa dharIne saM. 2050 nA merUtrayodazInA divase ! samAdhipUrvaka sadgatine pAmyA. 91: dareka pAraNAmAM eka ghAnanA AyaMbila saha aThThAIthI varSItapano bhavya puruSArtha! B. Sc. mAM pharsTa kalAsa pAsa thayelI kaoNlejiyana kanyAe upadhAna ! che tapamAM praveza karyo te divasathI roja nIvi ke AyaMbilamAM pAMcathI vadhu dravyo na vAparavAno abhigraha lIdho !... , upadhAna sAnaMda pUrNa thatAM ja dIkSA levA mATe manomana nirNaya karI lIdho eTaluM ja nahIM paraMtu lAvajajIva mATe pAMcathI vadhu dravyo na vAparavAno abhigraha ApavA mATe AcArya bhagavaMtane vinaMti karI. chevaTe AcArya bhagavaMte dakSAnuM muhUrta na nIkaLe tyAM sudhI upara mujabano abhigraha Apyo ane dIkSA bAda guruNI jema kahe tema karavAnuM jaNAvyuM !" saM. 2031 mAM 27 varSanI vaye dikSita thayela e kanyAe 14 varSanA che dIkSA payayamAM nIce mujabanI herata pamADe tevI tapa- tyAganI bhavya ane bhagIratha sAdhanA karI che. (1) pa00 AyaMbila (2) mAsakSamaNa (3) bhadratapa () zreNitapa (5) dareka pAraNAmAM ekAsaNA saha akramathI pAMca varSItapa !!!...temAM paNa dareka vaSatapamAM uttarottara eka -e traNa-cAra- pAMca vigaIno mULathI tyAga karatA gayA !!...1 lA varSItapa daramyAna kaDA vigaIno tyAga. bIjA vaSatapamAM kaDA vigaI tathA goLano tyAga trIjA varSItapamAM kaDA vigaI, goLa tathA telano tyAga. cothA 6 varSItapamAM kaDA vigaI, goLa, tela tathA dahIMno tyAga ane pAMcamA varSItapamAM kaDA vigaI, goLa, tela, dahIM tathA ghIno tyAga. A badhI | vigaIono mULathI tyAga karelo eTale ke uparokta vigaIono jemAM thoDo paNa upayoga thayela hoya tevI bIjI paNa koI vastuo kahyuM nahIM ! A varSItapo daramyAna prAyaH ghaNA akrama cauvihArA karela . karma saMyoge temane TI.bI.nuM darda lAgu paDyuM. temAM paNa virAdhanA na ( bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjou (c) N ooooooooooooo k
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________________ nanana thAya te mATe eksa re phoTo paDAvatA nahIM ke blaDa tathA yurInano TesTa paNa karAvatA nahIM. 9 mahinAnA nirdoSa upacAra pachI svAthya sAruM thatAM punaH karmazatru sAme jaMgI yuddhano prAraMbha karyo ... 8 upavAsanA pAraNe 8 upavAsathI varSItapano prAraMbha karyo..!..pAraNAmAM paNa AyaMbila ja karavAnA che. te paNa { AyaMbila eka dhAnanA ja karavAnA che. temAM paNa parimanuM paccakakhANa karavAnuM !!!.. temAM paNa gharomAMthI je nirdoSa gocarI sahajatAthI maLe tenAthI ja calAvavAnuM !!!... AvI viziSTa tapazcayanA prabhAve temano dehAdhyAsa ghaNo maMda thaI gayo hato. nazvara kAyAnI mAyA jANe marI paravArI hatI. avinazvara evA Atma tattvane anubhavavAnI dizAmAM temanI sAdhanA AgaLa dhapI rahI che hatI. "vAre sAdhake vA pati evo temano daDha nighara hato. ane Akhare 14 mI aThThAI daramyAna pAMcamA upavAse saMpUrNa jAgrata avasthAmAM, ke sarva jIvone khamAvI, potAnA guNInA zrImukhethI navakAra tathA pAMca mahAvratonA AlAvAne sAMbhaLatAM sAMbhaLatAM saM.205 nA aSADha sudi 13 nA divase samAdhipUrvaka sadAne mATe AMkha mIMcI dIdhI. aNAhArI padane prApta karavA mATe jANe AhArano sadAne mATe tyAga karI dIdho !. AvA bhISaNa tapanI sAthe jIvanamAM khUba ja anumodanIya apramattatA hatI. potAnuM kArya pote ja karatA eTaluM ja nahIM paraMtu vaDIlonI bhakti mATe paNa haMmezAM khaDe page taiyAra rahetA. cha karmagraMtha, vyAkaraNa, tarkasaMgraha vigereno artha sahita talasparzI abhyAsa paNa temaNe karyo hato !. temanA nAmano pUrvArdha zAnano paryAyavAcI doDha akSarano zabda che tathA uttarArdha prAyaH sarvajanapriya evI ekAnuM nAma che. temanI dIkSA pachI sAta varSe temanI grejyueTa thayelI traNa nAnI bahenonI dIkSA thayelI. tathA tyArabAda bIjA pAMca varSa rahIne temanA mAtuzrInI paNa dIkSA thaI hatI. e cAre jaNA paNa khUba ja tapomaya anumodanIya jIvana jIvI rahyA che. temanI anumodanIya ArAdhanAnI 3 vigata AnA pachInA dagaMtamAM Apela che - kharekhara zrIjinazAsana AvA mahA tapasvI, ArAdhaka, saMyamI AtmAothI gauravavaMtuM che ! Ann nlanananananananananananananana nanananana nanananananananana bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo . 91
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________________ (92 900 AyaMbila upara 45 upavAsanI tapazcaryA sAthe navasArIthI zaMkhezvarano vihAra !!! B. Cm sudhI vyAvahArika abhyAsa karanAra kaoNlejiyana kanyAe saM. 6 2038 mAM mahA sudi 5 nA saMyama svIkAryuM. jemanA ghare kAyama be miSTAnna che ane be pharasANa hAjara ja hoya tevA sukhI parivAramAMthI dIkSita thayelA A sAdhvIjIe dikSA bAda karma nirjarArthe ugra tapazcaryAno prAraMbha karI dIdho. 6 saLaMga 900 AyaMbila karIne upara pAraNuM karyA vinA saLaMga 45 upavAsa zarU karyA - 21 mA upavAse temane bhAvanA thaI ke mAre zaMkhezvara tIrthamAM jaI prabhudarzana karyA pachI ja pAraNuM karavuM. AvI bhAvanA sAthe temaNe navasArIthI vihAra prAraMbhI dIdho. AvI ugra tapazcaryA sAthe roja vihAro karatAM karatAM anukrame zaMkhezvara pahoMcyA tyAre temano 42 mo upavAsa hato ! zaMkhezvaramAM AvIne aThThama karI eTale kula 45 upavAsa thayA. pAraNAnA divase baporanA samaye eka hAthamAM tApaNI cetano ane bIjA ke hAthamAM loTa (lAkaDAno ghaDo) laIne teo svayaM AyaMbilanI gocarI vahoravA mATe nIkaLyA. temanA saMsArI mAtuzrI pAraNuM karAvavA AvelA. paraMtu temane tyAM vahoravAnI nA pADatAM temaNe khulAso karyo ke - 'tame mArA nimitte banAvela che tethI na kalya'!... AvI rIte AyaMbilathI pAraNuM karyA bAda paNa temaNe AyaMbila cAlu rAkhyA. thoDA AyaMbila bAda vacce vacce aThThama paNa karatA rahyA. kula 970 AyaMbila saLaMga karyo. pachI caitra sudi 4 thI punaH mAsakSamaNano prAraMbha karI dIdho ! unALAnI asahya garamImAM paNa temaNe khUba ja prasannatApUrvaka mAsa kSamaNa pUrNa karIne akSaya tRtIyAnA divase AyaMbilathI pAraNuM karyuM .. pAraNA prasaMge nahi koI patrikA, nahIM mahotsava, nahIM pracAra, ke tapasvinI tarIke dekhAvAnI leza mAtra AzaMsA nahIM !...rasanendriya upara kevo adbhuta kAbu ! mAnakaSAya upara kevo ajoDa vijaya! A uparAMta paNa 15 varSanA dIkSA payayimAM temaNe nIce mujaba che atyaMta anumodanIya tapazcaryA karI che. (1) siddhitapa (pAraNe AyaMbila) (2) zreNi tapa (" ") (3) vIza sthAnakanA saLaMga 400 ama! krANuM baharanA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjI 92 OS 512111
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________________ (4) pArzvanAthanA saLaMga 108 aThThama ! (5) chellA ghaNA varSothI dara paryuSaNamAM aThThAI tapa (6) 1 varSa sudhI nIce mujaba navapadajInI viziSTa rIte ArAdhanA karela eka dhAnanA 9 AyaMbila karyA bAda 1 pAraNuM karI punaH bIjA eka dhAnanA 9 AyaMbila bAda 1 pAraNuM karI punaH trIjA eka ja dhAnanA 9 AyaMbila...ItyAdi. vihAramAM eka dhAnanA AyaMbilanI nirdoSa gocarI na maLe to kAcI maganI dALa, aDadanI dALa ke loTa pANImAM 3-4 kalAka palALIne vAparatA !!! (7) hAla aThThamathI varSItapa cAlu che. pAraNAmAM purimaTTu ekAzaNuM kare che ! AvI ugra tapazcaryAnI sAthe sAthe jJAna-dhyAna rUpa ApyaMtara tapamAM teo apramattapaNe anumodanIya puruSArtha karI rahyA che. temanA nAmano pUrvArdha zAnanA pAMca prakAromAMthI je bolatuM jJAna' kahevAya che te che. tathA uttarArdha prAyaH badhAne priya evI eka Rtu vizeSanuM nAma che. temanA moTA bahene temanAthI 7 varSa agAu dIkSA lIdhela temanuM khUba ja anumodanIya daSTAMta AnAthI AgaLa Apela che. tathA be nAnI bahenoe temanI sAthe ja saM. 2038 mAM dIkSA lIdhela. tathA mAtuzrIe saM. 2043 mAM 72 varSanI vaye dIkSA lIdhela. e traNenI ArAdhanA paNa anukrame nIce mujaba jANavI.. 93 : saLaMga 400 chaThThathI vIzasthAnakanI ArAdhanA (37) vIza sthAnakanI saLaMga 400 chaThTha... siddhitapa...varSItapa...saLaMga 870 AyaMbila...temAM paNa 1 varSa sudhI mahinAmAM 3 aThThama ! gRhasthapaNAmAM M.SC. mAM pharsTa klAsa pAsa thayela A sAdhvIjInA nAmano pUrvArdha jIvanamAM khUbaja mahattvanA be akSaranA sadguNane sUcave che. uttarArdha upara mujaba jANavo. 94 : tapomaya jIvana vIza sthAnaka tapa... siddhi tapa... zreNitapa... saLaMga 500 bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo 93
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________________ AyaMbila.... saLaMga 6 varSItapa (tamAM gayA varSe chaThThanA varSItapanuM pAraNuM karyuMhAla paNa ekAMtarA upavAsathI varSItapa cAlu che A sAdhvIjInA nAmano pUvadhi samyakatvanA prathama lakSaNane sUcave che. uttarArdha upara mujaba. 5: 72 varSanI vacce saMyama svIkAra IIIIIIII 72 varSanI jepha vaye jyAre nirAMte ArAma karavAno samaya kahevAya te samaye ja karmanI sAme jhajhUmavA emaNe mahAbhiniSkramaNa AdaryuM ! pAlitANA, giranAra zaMkhezvara, Abu, rANakapura vigere tIrthonI yAtrA page vihAra karIne moTI uMmare karI ! chellA 40 varSathI ekAsaNAthI ocho tapa che karyo nathI. siddhitapa be varSItapa. vardhamAna tapanI pa1 oLI 99 yAtrA vigere aneka nAnA-moTA tapathI jIvanane ojasvI tathA tejasvI banAvela che. game tevA prakaSTa AnaMdano prasaMga hoya ke chAtI paNa besI jAya tevA duHkhano viSaya hoya paraMtu emanA mukhanA bhAvo eka sarakhA ja rahe che. hAla 82 varSanI vaye teo navasArImAM sthiravAsa birAjamAna che. aneka prakAranI zArIrika takalIpho hovA chatAM khUba ja samatA ane prasannatApUrvaka saMyama jIvananuM pAlana karI rahyA che. - A pAMceya zamaNIratnonA jIvanaghaDataramAM preraNAnuM pIyUSa pAnAra viduSI sAdhvIratnanA nAmano artha siMha evo thAya che. nAma pramANe teo paNa khUba ja zuravIratA pUrvaka saMyama jIvananuM pAlana karI rahyA che. najIkanA bhUtakALamAM mInI devardhigarimAzramaNanI upamAne pAmelA AcArya bhagavaMtazrInA samudAyane teo badhA alaMkRta karI rahyA che! 96: maraNAMta pariSadamAM paNa addabhuta samatA vividha prakAranA maraNAMta bhayaMkara upasargo tathA pariSadomAM apUrva samatAnA prabhAve kevalajJAna ane muktinI maMgalamAlA varanArA gajasukumAla, mahetAraja, sukozala, aMdhaka, avaMtI sukumAla, khaMdhaka, aMdhakasUrinA 500 ziSyo, arNikAputra AcArya vigere pUrvanA mahAmunivaronA aneka dagaMto zAstronA pAne noMdhAyelA che. paraMtu emAM je koIne atizayokti ke asaMbhavokti jevuM lAgatuM hoya to temaNe nIcenuM HINY baharanA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIje 94)
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________________ arvAcIna daSTAMta khAsa vicAravA lAyaka che. saM. 2046 nA vaizAkha di 8 nI vAta che. 6 sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto AkolA (mahArASTra) thI surata tarapha vihAra karI rahyA hatA. haju dazeka ki.mI. no vihAra thayo hato tyAM pAchaLathI eka Traka AvI. roDathI nIce kAcI saDaka para cAlI rahelA eka sAdhvIjIne Trake jabbara dhakko mAryo !... sAdhvIjI paTakAI paDayA. Traka temanA baMne paga upara pharI vaLI... paga lagabhaga zarIrathI chUTA thaI gayA ! ... lohIno ghogha chUTayo !...ane prANa jAuM jAuM karI rahyA ! nahi ciciyArI ke nahi vedanAno UMhakAra ! sthiratA ane samatAnI mUrti banI rahyA !... dhIme dhIme uccAraNa zarU thayuM, vedanAnuM nahi paraMtu navakAra mahAmaMtranuM ! sahavartI sAdhvIjIo pUche che : 'zAtAmAM cho ?' pratyuttara maLyo : 'hA, huM zrI navakAra gaNuM chuM' kevI adbhuta samatA !... sahanazIlatA !!! potAne ghANImAM pIlanAra abhavi-pApI pAlaka u52 jema khaMdhakasUrinA 500 ziSyoe aMzataH paNa dveSa na karyo tema A sAdhvIjI bhagavaMte paNa TrakavALA upara lezamAtra dveSa na karyo. uparathI kahyuM ke, 'TrakavALAne kazuM karazo nahIM' !...kevo apUrva che kSamAbhAva III saM. 2038mAM potAnA suputrane dIkSA ApyA bAda saM. 2040 mAM potAnA pati tathA suputra sAthe 47 varSanI vayamAM dIkSita thayelA A sAdhvIjI bhagavaMte mAtra 6 varSanA dIkSA paryAyamAM gurukRpAnA prabhAve AvI adbhuta samatA prApta karI hatI ! potAnA putrI mahArAja sAthe hatA chatAM paNa 'Ane sAcavajo' evI bhalAmaNa paNa karI nahi. sneharAga upara kevo vijya meLavyo haze...! poNA kalAka sudhI sahavartI sAdhvIjIoe temane navakAra temaja dharmazravaNa karAvyuM ane aMtasamayocita paccakkhANa ApyA. tyArabAda AMgaLInA veDhe navakAra gaNatAM gaNatAM chelle - huM jAuM chuM' ATaluM bolI. punaH navakAra gaNatAM teozrI samAdhipUrvaka svargavAsa pAmyA .... jo chellA saMghayaNavALA dehathI paNa AvA maraNAMta pariSahamAM gurukRpA ane majabUta manobaLa dvArA AvI adbhuta samatA-sahanazIlatA ane kSamA rAkhI zakAtI hoya to prathama saMghayaNa dharAvanAra pUrvanA mahAmunivaro maraNAMta upasargomAM samatAnA baLe kevalajJAna tathA mukti pAmI zake temAM lezamAtra atizayokti hoi zake ja nahIM !' AvuM uttama udAharaNa potAnA jIvana dvArA pUruM pADanAra A mahAna sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtanA nAmano pUrvArdha pAMca prakAranA AcAramAMthI pAMcamA AcArane sUcave che, tathA uttarArdha tAraka bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo 95
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________________ tattvatrayImAMthI trIjA tatvane sUcavanAra che.... - teo paNa gata dagaMtamAM sUcavela sAdhvIjInA parivAramAM ja dIkSita. thayA hatA. potAnA jIvanamAM mAsakSamaNasiddhitapa...varSItapa ekAMtarA 500 AyaMbila vardhamAna tapanI 25 oLI....navapadajInI 9 oLI..99 yAtrA....chaThTha karIne 7 yAtrA...dIkSita jIvanamAM kadIpaNa chUTA moDhe na rahevuM...vigere ArAdhanA dvArA potAnA jIvanane saphaLa banAvI gayA ! - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - 97: 108 mAsakSamaNa karavAnI bhAvanA che! - - - - nitya bhaktAmara stotrapAThI, ' tIrthaprabhAvaka AcArya bhagavaMtanA samudAyanA, eka ja grupanA be sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtoe vartamAnakALamAM vikrama rUpa kahI zakAya tevI mAsakSamaNanI tapazcaryA potAnA jIvanamAM karI che. baMnenA praguNI eka ja che. temAMthI eka sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtane bAlyAvasthAthI ja sahaja vairAgyabhAva vartato hato. chatAM karmavazAtu lagna thayA. paraMtu lagna pachI be mahinAnA alpakALamAM ja temaNe potAnA pitAzrI pAse potAnI pravRjyAnI. bhAvanA vyakta karI. putrInI kasoTI karatA pitAzrIe thoDo samaya vItavA dIdho. paNa jyAre temaNe joyuM ke eka putranI mAtA thavA chatAM paNa saMtAnanA mamatva karatAM saMyamano rAga tIvra che, tyAre saMyamanI anumati ApI ane Akhare saM. 2018 nA poSa vadi 5 nA muMbaImAM lAlabAga mukAme temanI dIkSA thaI. temanA eka bhAI nirmalabhAIe paNa 17 varSanI yuvAna vaye che uparokta pU. AcArya bhagavaMtanA varada haste lAlabAgamAM dIkSA grahaNa karela - dIkSA lIdhA bAda uparokta sAdhvIjI bhagavaMte jJAnAcAra, darzanAcAra, cAritrAcAra, tapAcAra tathA vIcAra A pAMceya AcAronI yathAyogya rIte suMdara ArAdhanA karela che. temAM paNa temaNe je utkRSTa tapanI ArAdhanA karI che te to pUrvakALanA maharSionI tapazaktino sAkSIbhAva ane zraddhA. pragaTAve che.. A saMsArI avasthAmAM ja temaNe aThThAI, cattArikha-daza-daya tapa, 16 upavAsa, upadhAna Adi tapazcaryA karela ane dIkSA lIdhA bAda temanI te tapazakti soLe kaLAe khIlI UThI. temaNe potAnA jIvanamAM 36 upavAsa 42 upavAsa....45 upavAsa..51 kAja bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIje 6 NR NR
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________________ upavAsa...68 upavAsa...vIza vakhata saLaMga 20 upavAsa dvArA vIza sthAnaka tapanI ArAdhanA...eka varSamAM 20 makAI (kula 25 aThThAI) 30 mAsakSamaNa. saLaMga 375 Ayabila vardhamAna tapanI 45 oLI... zreSitapa..bhadratapa..3 varSItapa... uvasaggahara stotranA 185 akSaronI ArAdhanA nimitte saLaMga 185 | ama... AvI aneka viziSTa tapazcaryA dvArA potAnA AtmAne haLukarmI banAvavA uparAMta suMdara zAsana prabhAvanA ane aneka AtmAonA jIvanamAM anumodanA dvArA dharmabIjanuM vapana karela che. jyAre temaNe saLaMga 20-20 upavAsa dvArA vizasthAnaka tapanI ArAdhanA karI tyAre uparokta AcArya bhagavaMte temane AzIrvAda saha preraNA karI ke - "20 mAsakSamaNa dvArA arihaMta padanI ArAdhanA karo." pU. gurudevanA AzIvadane saphaLa karavA mATe A sAdhvIjI bhagavaMte tathA jemanuM daSTAMta have varNavavAmAM Avaze te sAdhvIjI bhagavaMte paNa madrAsa cAtumasa daramyAna mAsakSamaNano prAraMbha karyo ane mAtra pAMca varSanA alpakALamAM 20 mAsakSamaNanI ArAdhanA baMne jaNAe pUrNa karI . e ArAdhanA daramyAna Akho mahino mauna sAthe mukhyatve jApa temaja svAdhyAya cAlu hoya! tapanI sAthe samatA eTalI badhI ke pIvAnuM pANI ThaMDuM hoya ke garama hoya yA vaheluM-moTuM maLe to paNa koI divasa phariyAda nahIM. potAnI tapazcaryA te daramyAna bIjA sAdhvIjI mAsakSamaNamAM joDAyA hoya to avasara maLatAM temanI vaiyAvaccano lAbha paNa laI le !.. temanA ra5mA- rajata mAsakSamaNanI pUrNAhuti prasaMge madrAsamAM 237 mAsakSamaNanI rekarDa rUpa tapazcaryA thaI hatI !!! 25 mA mAsakSamaNa daramyAna dareka aThThamanuM paccakakhANa madrAsavAsI bhAvikoe vAjate gAjate tapasvIne potAnA gRhAMgaNe padArpaNa karAvIne koIne koI abhigraha dhAraNa karavA pUrvaka karAvela!" potAnA jIvanamAM 108 mAsakSamaNa karavAnI temanI tIvra bhAvanA che. ' zAsanadeva teozrInI A uttama bhAvanA paripUrNa karavA mATenI zakti Ape kuM temaja teozrI nirAmaya dIghAyuSI bane e ja zubhAbhilASA saha temanI 3 tapazcaryAdi ArAdhanAnI bhUri bhUri hArdika anumodanA.. temanA nAmano pUrvArdha padya racanAo mATe vaparAto be akSarono eka zabda che. teno artha "sUtra" evo paNa thAya che. tathA uttarArdhano artha samI evo thAya che .. ! temanA guNIzrIe 11 aMgasUtro kaMThastha karela che. temanuM daSyata paNa A ja pustakamAM Apela che. bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo 7 -
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________________ 98 uparokta mahAtapasvI sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtanI lagabhaga sAthe ja dareka tapazcaryAmAM joDAyelA bIjA sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtanuM gRhasthapaNAnuM nAma dakSA hatuM. nAnakaDI dakSA potAnI mAtA sAthe upAzraye jAya tyAre vAsakSepa ApatAM kavikulakirITa AcArya bhagavaMtazrI kahe ke - tAruM nAma dakSA nahi, paNa dIkSA. mAtra ATha varSanI bALa vaye dakSAe prathama upadhAna karyuM ane tyArathI dIkSAnI bhAvanAnA bIja ropAI gayAM ! paraMtu dakSAnI dIkSA thAya tenAthI pahelAM tenI moTI bahena nIlAno dIkSA mATe naMbara lAgI gayo. 14 varSanI nAnI vayamAM nIlAe saMyama svIkAryuM ane apramattapaNe paMcAcAnI sAdhanAmAM AgaLa vadhyA. karmagraMtha, tattvArthasUtra, saMskRta-prAkRta vyAkaraNAdino suMdara abhyAsa karyo. sAthe sAthe be mAsakSamaNa...be varSItapa... bevAra soLabha....aThThAIo...saLaMga 500 AyaMbila....vardhamAna tapanI 70 oLI... siddhitapa.... cattAriaThTha-daza-doya tapa Adi tapazcaryA dvArA jIvana dhanya banAvyuM. vartamAnamAM adhyApananuM kArya samudAyamAM suMdara karAvI rahyA che. suMdara maroDadAra akSaronA kAraNe samudAyanI sevAno lAbha laI rahyA che. temanA nAmano pUrvArdha naigama vigere sAta...vAcaka zabda che. ane uttarArdha eka saprasiddha tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnA adhiSThAyikA devInA nAmano pUrvArdha thAya che. emanI dIkSA bAda 10 varSa rahIne dakSAnI dIkSA thaI. dIkSAnI sAthe ja nAnA bega ane moTA joganI saLaMga ArAdhanA eka paNa divasa pADayA vagara, akhaMDa paNe cha mahinAmAM paripUrNa karI ! tyArabAda uttarottara tapazakti vikasita thatAM temaNe atyAra sudhImAM 30 mAsa khamaNa...20 vakhata saLaMga 20 upavAsa dvArA vIzasthAnaka tapanI ArAdhanA... 16 upavAsa ....36 upavAsa... 51 upavAsa...68 upavAsa...eka varSamAM 20 aThThAI (kula 36) eka varSamAM 71 aThThama (kula prAyaH 185 ama)...2 varSItapa... siddhitapa...dharmacakratapa...saLaMga 108 AyaMbila...vardhamAna tapanI 40 oLIo vigere viziSTa tapazcaryAo dvArA jIvanane tapomaya banAvela che. tapanI sAthe jApa, abhyAsa, vaiyAvacca, bhakti temaja saMyamanI anya dareka kriyAomAM temano acUka phALo hoya ja. citta prasannatA ane milanasAra vyaktitvanA kAraNe sahunA prItipAtra ane AdaraNIya banyA che. saM. 2007 mAM temano janma bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo 98
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________________ thayo hovAthI hAla temanI uMmara 46 varSanI che. temanA nAmanA pUrvadhano artha prakAza ApanAra eka vastu thAya che. tathA uttarArdha eka nAma karmanI puNya prakRtine sUcave che ke je AvI viziSTa tapazcaryAne kAraNe temane sheje prApta thayela che ja. temanA pagale pagale temanI nAnI bahena surekhAe paNa zaMkhezvara tIrthamAM dIkSA grahaNa karela che. teo paNa mAsakSamaNa, varSItapa, vardhamAna tapanI oLIo vigere tapazcaryAmAM AgaLa vadhI rahela che. dhanya che AvA mahAtapasvI sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtone !... 99 : prAyaH saLaMga covihArI 108 chaThTha saha 9-9 yAtrA! eka mahA tapasvI sAdhvIjIe prAyaH saLaMga covihArI 108 chaThTha karI. dareka chaThThamAM siddhAcalajI mahAtIrthanI 7-7 yAtrAo karI ! dareka chaThThanA pAraNAnA divase byAsaNuM karatAM. e divase paNa 2 yAtrAo karyA pachI ja pAraNuM karatA. eTale 3 divasamAM kula 9 yAtrAo karyA pachI ja pAraNuM karatA !... dhanya che emanI taponiSThAne ! tIrtha bhaktine II.. daDha manobaLane III... saMsArapakSe emanA traNeya suputrIoe paNa saMyama aMgIkAra karela che ! teo muLa mAlavAnA vatanI hatA. temanA nAmano pUrvArdha pAMca prakAranA jyotiSI devonA vimAnomAMthI eka prakArane sUcave che; tathA uttarArdha nAma karmanI eka puNya prakRtine sUcave che .. teo '"AgamolAraka'' tarIke saprasiddha thaI gayela AcArya bhagavaMtamInA samudAyanA che ! saLaMga 108 covihArI chaThTha karavAmAM Ave to 324 divasa lAge. paraMtu cAturmAsamAM sAdhu- sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto siddhagirinI yAtrA karatA nathI. hotA. jethI cAturmAsa pahelAM amuka chaThTha saLaMga karIne bAkIne chaThTha cAturmAsa bAda saLaMga karela. Ama be kaTake 108 chaThTha thayela hovAthI ahIM prAyaH sarvAMga e pramANe jaNAvela che. bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo - 99
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________________ 100HprAyaH saLaMga 108 covihArI chaThTha saha 8-8) yAtrA! agnisaMskAra vakhate eka vastra baLyuM ja nahIM !! lagna pachI mAtra 6 mahinAmAM ja vaidhavya prApta thatAM mAlavAnA vatanI kaMcanabena vairAgya vAsita banyA. saM. 2009 mAM pAlitANAmAM sAgara samudAyamAM dIkSA aMgIkAra karI. dIkSA bAda koI divasa lagAtAra be divasa vigaInuM sevana kyuM nahIM !!! aneka prakAranA tapa satata cAlu rAkhyA, tethI ghaDyA aNagAranA nAme comera suvAsa prasaravA lAgI. varSItapa vIzasthAnakatA. zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthanA 108 aThThama....mahAvIra svAmInI 229 chaThTha, 12 aThThama.... siddhitapa... soLabhattA. cattAri aThTha daza doya... aThThAI... navakAra mahAmaMtranA padanI. upavAsathI ArAdhanA....mera tapa.. bhadrapratimA... mahAbhadrapratimA... zreNita.... vargatapa-dhana tapa karmasUdana tapa. upavAsathI sahastrakUTa (1024 upavAsa).. ghaDiyA be ghaDiyA tapa...ra50, 500, 700 vagere saLaMga AyaMbila 1176 lagAtAra AyaMbila (A tapa daramyAna zAsanadeve temanI kaThina parIkSAo karI hatI, jemAM teozrI aDaga rahyA hatA). paramAtmAnA kalyANaka aMtargata vardhamAna tapanI 100 oLI.... zatruMjayamAM be kaTake prAyaH saLaMga 108 covihAra chaThTha saha 7-7 yAtrA, che (pAraNAnA divase paNa 1 yAtrA karyA bAda pAraNuM karatA). ATaATalI tapazcayanI zRMkhalA chatAM mAnasanmAnathI sadA dUra ja rahetA .... saM. 2043 mAM jinamaMdirethI pAchA AvatAM rastAmAM gAye zIMgaDAthI uchALI dUra pheMkI dIdhA !... hAtha-paganAM hADakAM bhAMgI gayAM sAthe rahela sAdhvIjInA hozakoza UDI gayA. DaoNkTare plAsTara karyuM tathA davA ApI. paraMtu teozrIne tapazakti para evo atUTa vizvAsa ke davA lIdhI ja nahi .. saM. 2045 mAM chellA 3 varSathI AghADa mahAdhana tapa cAlu hatuM. paryuSaNa pachI svAthya bagaDayuM. chatAM tapazcaya cAlu ja rAkhI ! Akhare Aso vada 3 nA divase navakAra mahAmaMtranuM zravaNa karatAM karatAM samAdhipUrvaka kALadharma pAmyA! agni saMskAra vakhate ghaNo prayatna karavA chatAM eka vastra baLyuM ja nahIM III.... A mahAtapasvI sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtanA nAmano pUvadhi eka viziSTa phUla vizeSanuM nAma che, tathA uttarArdhano artha kAMti teja evo thAya che. temanI tapazcaryAdi ArAdhanAnI bhUrizaH hArdika anumodanA... HIN bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIje. 100 N R
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________________ 101 : dIkSAthI mAMDIne saLaMga 1000 thI adhika aThThama eka sAdhvIjI bhagavaMte aThThamanuM paccakkhANa karyuM. jijJAsue pUchyuM: "patithi vagara Aje kema aThThama ?" bAjuvALA sAdhvIjIe javAba Apyo : Amane to dIkSA divasathI amanA pAraNe akrama cAle che. Aja divasa sudhI saLaMga 970 aThThama thaI gayA' !!!... 'zuM vAta che !' ...sAMbhaLanArane parasevo chUTI gayo !... A sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtanA nAma tathA samudAya aMgenI mAhiti pa.pU.A.bha.zrI vijaya ratnasuMdarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. pAsethI jANI zakAze. A dRSTAMtano ullekha 2 varSa agAu "gujarAta samAcAra" mAM eka lekhamAM thayela. paraMtu tyArabAda tapAsa karatAM saMyogavazAt hajI sudhI temanuM nAma jANI zakAyuM nathI. Wan 102 : AMkhamAM maMkoDo pravezI gayo chatAM AtmajJa sAdhvIjInI ajaba samatA ! e hatA yoganiSThA, svAnubhUti saMpanna, vyavahAra- nizcayanA adbhuta samanvayakArI, yathArthanAmI sAdhvIjI bhagavaMta. emanA jIvanamAM udaya pAmelA agaNita guNonuM varNana karavA mATe A kalama ghaNI ja vAmaNI bhAse che. apramattapaNe gurusevA sAthe mauna, jApa bhakti ane dhyAnanA prabhAve ghaNI ja ucca AdhyAtmika avasthAne teo pAmelA hatA.. temanA jIvananA aneka prasaMgomAMthI mAtra traNeka prasaMgone ahIM TUMkamAM joIzuM. (1) vIMchIno DaMkha chatAM DhoLI upADIne 35 ki.mI. no vihAra saM. 2008 mAM dIkSA lIdhA bAda vaDI dIkSAnA yoga cAlu hatA. te vakhate pU. upAdhyAyajI bhagavaMta (pAchaLathI gacchAdhipati AcAryazrI ) nA vayovRddha bA mahArAja tyAMthI lagabhaga 70 ki.mI. dUra eka tIrthamAM birAjamAna hatA. temane potAnI pAse teDI lAvavA mATe koI be sAdhvIjI mahArAjone mokalavA mATe pU. upAdhyAyajI ma.sA. e sUcana karyuM. 70 ki.mI. bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo = 101
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________________ sudhI DoLI UMcakavAnI koInI hiMmata cAlatI na hatI. tyAre navadIkSita uparokta sAdhvIjI bhagavaMte guvaMzA meLavIne joga pUrNa thatAMnI sAthe ja pAraNAnA divase porasI biyAsaNuM karIne bIjA eka sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtane sAthe laIne vihAra karyo. ugra vihAra karIne tIrthamAM pahoMcI gayA. tyAMthI vayovRddha sAdhvIjIne DoLImAM sAthe laIne lagabhaga ardhe raste pahoMcyA tyAre emane (navadIkSitane) pagamAM vIMchI karaDayo ! bhayaMkara vedanA thavA lAgI. chatAM paNa vedanAne gaNakAryA vinA, samayasara guru mahArAja pAse pahoMcavAnuM hovAthI upacAra mATe vacce kayAMya rokAyA vinA, phakata pagamAM pATo bAMdhIne vihAra cAlu rAkhyo ane samayasara guru mahArAja pAse pahoMcI gayA !... temanI AvI gajabanI sahanazIlatA ane hiMmata vigere joIne guru mahArAje mana mUkIne temanA upara AzIrvAdanI amIvRSTi karI !... (2) AMkhamAM maMkoDo chatAM ajaba samatA H eka vakhata rAtanA samaye teozrInI AMkhamAM maMkoDo pesI gayo .... AMkhamAMthI azruonI dhArA vahetI jAya. AMkha sUjhIne TeTA jevI thaI gaI ! chatAM paNa A mahAtmAe tenI paravA karI nahi. je AMkhane coLIza to maMkoDAne trAsa thaze' ema vicArI karuNAnaMta A sAdhvIjI bhagavaMte AkhI rAta ema ja navakAra mahAmaMtranA smaraNanA baLe samatApUrvaka pasAra karI !... savAra thatAM e maMkoDo potAnI meLe bahAra nIkaLI gayo. kevI adbhuta sahanazIlatA ....jIvadayAnI kevI utkRSTa bhAvanA !! dehAdhyAsa upara kevo aneeDa vijaya II (3) aMta samaye paNa jinAjJA ane guru AjJAnuM pAlana azAtA vedanIya karmanA udayathI chellA 4 varSa sudhI temanI tabIyata ghaNI nAdurasta rahetI. koIka vAra lohInA jhADA thaI javAthI khUba ja azakti thaI jatI. chatAM paNa koI navA AgaMtukane khabara na paDe ke A sAdhvIjI bimAra haze evI adbhuta prasannatA ane teja haMmezAM temanI mukhamudrA upara chavAyelA rahetA hatA. saM. 2031 mAM chellA cAturmAsa vakhate temanI tabIyata ghaNI ja nAdurasta hatI. gurubhakta ziSyAo temane AvI sthitimAM choDIne anyatra cAturmAsa javA IcchatA na hatA. chatAM paNa gacchAdhipatizrInI AjJAne ziromAnya karIne potAnA ziSyA- praziSyAone judA judA 7 sthaLe cAturmAsa karavA mATe mokalI dIdhA !!!... e ja cAtumasamAM kA. su. 8 nI rAtre temano dehavilaya thayo. tenAthI bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo 102
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________________ - - - - janana nananana nananana ke thoDA divasa agAu cAreka ki.mI.nA aMtare bIjA gAmamAM temanA thoDAka | ziSyAo cAtumasi birAjamAna hatA. temaNe darzanArthe AvavAnI anumati maMgAvI. paraMtu saMyama jIvananI maryAdAonA custapaNe pAlaka evA teozrIe pratyuttara mokalAvyo ke - "cAtumAsika zAstra mayadAonuM ullaMghana karIne atre AvavA karatAM jyAM cho tyAM ja rahIne zubha bhAvanA pUrvaka navakAra mahAmaMtrano jApa karo to sAruM.' zAstrIya mayadAonA pAlana 6 mATe kevI jAgarUkatA .. nAdurasta tabIyatamAM paNa temaNe saLaMga 27 AyaMbila karyA hatA. { AyaMbilamAM mAtra maganuM pANI ane thoDA bhAta letA hatA. chatAM paNa apramattabhAva gajabano hato. tabiyatanI chellI gaMbhIra avasthAmAM DaoNkTaranI salAha mujaba jyAre rAtre aNAhArI auSadha tarIke sveja aMbara temanA mukhamAM nAkhavAno nirNaya levAmAM Avyo tyAre badhAne lAgatuM hatuM ke teo bebhAna avasthAmAM che. { paraMtu jevuM auSadha hoThane sparyuM ke tarata ja temaNe AMkha kholIne dhIme svare ke kahyuM ke- are A zuM karo cho ! mane kazuM ja nathI thayuM.....Akhare temaNe chellI avasthAmAM paNa rAtre heja paNa aNAhArI auSadha na ja lIdhuM !!!! { utsargamArganI jinAjJApAlana- mATenI kevI custatA !!. chelle paNa vIra...vIra...vIra.bolatAM temaNe samAdhipUrvaka dehatyAga karyo! 103: svAnubhUtisaMpanna sAdhvIjInI addabhuta nihitA - uparokta dagaMtamAM varNavela uparokta sAdhvIjI bhagata pAse aneka mumukSu kumArikAo dakSA levA AvatI. paraMtu teo 4-5 varSa sudhI saMyamanI. ke tAlIma ApyA pahelAM prAyaH koMIne utAvaLathI dIkSA ApatA na hatA. khUba cakAsaNI karIne yogya lAge temane ja dIkSA ApatA. teo kAladharma pAmyA tyAre temanI nizrAmAM 3 mumukSu kumArikAo dhArmika abhyAsa karatI hatI. temaNe traNe jaNAe nirNaya karyo ke ApaNe have uparokta sAdhvIjInA saMsArI sagA bhANejI ma.sA. pAse ja dIkSA levI. teo paNa nAma pramANe aneka guNa gaNanA bhaMDAra, svAnubhUti saMpanna paramAtmA ane guru mahArAjane ananyabhAve samarpita, susaMyamI sAdhvIjI Innan mAmA ) TI che. bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjA 103 IN 1 NSS - ' - 1, -
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________________ AAAPANO che. eTale traNe jaNAe potAne ziSyA tarIke svIkAravA mATe A sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtane vinaMti karI. paraMtu nispRhI evA A mahAtmAe javAba Apyo. ke- "mArAthI vaDila sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto vidyamAna che tame temAMthI koInI pAse paNa dIkSA laI zako cho paraMtu mAro A viSaya nathI !".... tema chatAM paNa traNe jaNAe potAno makkama nirNaya jaNAvatAM kahyuM ke"ame dikSA lezuM to ApanI pAse ja nahitara emane ema zrAvikA tarIke ArAdhanA karatA rahIzuM! lagna paNa amAre karavA nathI !!!" Ama ne Ama varSo vItatA gayA. chatAM na to sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtanA aMtaramAM potAnI ziSyA banAvI levAnI leza mAtra paNa spRhA jAgI ke na mumukSuo potAnA nirNayamAMthI calita thayA. lagabhaga 20 varSanA vahANA vAI gayA. te daramyAnamAM eka mumukSu dIkSAnI bhAvanA bhAvatAM bhAvatAM TUMkI bimArImAM kAladharma pAmI gayA....chevaTe bIjA eka mumukSu bahene na chUTake e che ja samudAyamAM bIjA sAdhvIjI bhagavaMta pAse dIkSA levAno nirNaya karyo che paraMtu trIjA mumukSu to hajI paNa potAnA nirNayamAM makkama ja hatA ! teo potAnA ghare rahIne ArAdhanA karatA hatA ane dhArmika pAThazALA calAvatA hatA. chevaTe dhIrajanAM phaLa mIThAM hoya che' e kahevata mujaba temanI dhIrajanI tapazcaya phaLI. temanI makkamatA joIne uparokta sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtanA vaDila gurubahene nirNaya karyo ke huM mArI javAbadArIe tamane tamArA Icchita sAdhvIjInA nAme dakSA apAvIza !!!.. Akhare 2 varSa agAu e dIkSA che goThavAI. vaDila sAdhvIjIe potAnA uparokta gurubahena pAse mumukSune ziSyA tarIke svIkArI levA mATe prastAva mUkayo. tyAre paNa A mahAtmAe A vAtane savinaya TALavA mATe koziSa karI parata Akhare vaDilanA makkama nirNayathI uparavaTa javAmAM avinaya doSa lAgavAno saMbhava jaNAtAM na chUTake mauna rahevuM paDyuM ane...30 varSanA dikSA paryAya bAda temanA prathama ziSyA thavAnuM saubhAgya meLavIne e navadIkSita dhanya banI gayA che. jo ke chelle chelle e vinayI mumukSu AtmAe vaDila sAdhvIjIne jaNAvI dIdhela ke jo A mahAtmAne ATaluM badhuM duHkha thatuM hoya to huM mAro Agraha pAcho kheMcI lauM chuM. Apane yogya lAge tenA ziSyA mane banAvI zako cho !!! paraMtu vaDila sAdhvIjIe mumukSu AtmAnI viziSTa pAtratA ane ananya samarpaNabhAva joIne Akhare uparokta sAdhvIjInA ja ziSyA banAvarAvyA !! bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIje 104 para
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________________ dhanya che mumukSunA samarpaNabhAva tathA dhIrajane! dhanya che sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtanI 3 nirIhatAne !!... dhanya che vaDila sAdhvIjInA suyogya nirNayane .... viSama evA vartamAnakALamAM AvA daSTAMto keTalA maLaze. .. uparokta sAdhvIjI bhagavaMta mAtra svasAdhanAmAM racyA pacyA rahe che che evuM paNa nathI. sva- para koI paNa samudAyanA-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMta temanI pAse Ave teo temanA adUbhuta vAtsalyamAM bhIMjAIne dhanyatAnA anubhava kare che sahu vAMcako A dagaMtane samyaka rIte vicArIne yathAyogya preraNA meLave e ja zubhabhilASA. A daSTAMta chapAyo che e khyAla paNa A nispRhI mahAtmAne Avaze to temane nahIM game e svAbhAvika che. chatAM vartamAnakALamAM savizeSa preraNAdAyaka hovAthI A daSTAMta atre raju karavAnI dhRSTatA karavI paDI che. OM zAMtiH ' ( 104H 100 oLInuM pAraNuM. sAdI rIte... sahaja bhAve!. daSTAMta naM.102 mAM varNavAyela AtmajJa sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtanA ziSyA. eka sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtanI 2 varSa pahelAM saM. 2051 nA cAturmAsa daramyAna vardhamAna AyaMbila tapanI 100 oLI paripUrNa thaI. saLaMga 100 oLI karavAmAM Ave to 14 varSa, 3 mahinA ane 20 mahinA lAge. kula 5050 AyaMbila ane 100 upavAsa thAya. AvI dIrgha tapazcaryA karavA chatAM paNa tenuM pAraNuM taddana sAdI rIte.. sahaja bhAvathI karyuM. e nimitte nahi koI mahotsava nahi patrikA...nahi jAherAta. nahi Dhola- zaraNAInA nAda.. nahi pUjana vagere che! zrI uttarAdhyayana sUtra vigeremAM sAdhune ajJAta tapasvI kahyA che. arthAt sAdhunA tapanI gRhasthone khabara na paDe te rIte tapa karavAnuM kahyuM che. kAraNa ke je gRhasthane khabara paDe to te sAdhunA nimitte AraMbha-samAraMbha karIne khAsa rasoI banAve je levI sAdhune kalo nahi. vaLI mahotsavAdi thatAM potAnA mAnakaSAyane poSaNa maLavAnI zakayatA paNa rahe. ~ nonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn -~ ------------ ENNY bahanA vasaMdharA-bhAga trIjo . 105)
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________________ jethI A sAdhvIjI bhagavaMte taddana sahajabhAvathI ja pAraNuM karI lIdhuM. dhanya che temanI niHspRhatAne !...sAhajikatAne ! A sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtanA nAmamAM aDhI akSaranA pUrvAdhano artha suMdara evo thAya che tathA uttarArdha jemanA paNa jIvanamAM hoya te jIva prAyaH sarvatra AdaraNIya, sanmAnIya ane prazaMsanIya bane che !... (2) vAgaDa samudAyamAM paNa eka sAdhvIjI bhagavaMte pAMca varSa pahelAM amadAvAdamAM cAturmAsa daramyAna 100 oLInuM pAraNuM upara mujaba sAdI rIte sahajabhAvathI karyuM hatuM. dhanya che emanI nirIhatAne !...temanA vizALa samudAyamAM paNa kadAca bahu ochAne khabara haze ke A sAdhvIjInI 100 oLI pUrNa thaI cUkI che !... A sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtanA nAmano pUrvArdha eTale cAra ghAtIkarmono kSaya thavAthI pragaTa thatA AtmAnA cAra mukhya guNonI AgaLa vizeSaNa tarIke vaparAto eka zabda !... ane uttarArdha eTale sUrya-caMdra jemanA vaDe zobhe che te !!!.... have to samajI gayA ne ke AvA niHspRhI tapasvI mahAtmAo koNa haze ?...... 105 : 12 varSa sudhI akhaMDa mauna saha AtmasAdhanA !! maunabhAvamAM rahIne Atma svarUpanuM manana kare te muni !. AvI munidazAne prApta karavAnA manoratha sAthe eka sAdhvIjIe tA. 27-5-1989 thI 14 varSanI sudIrghakAlIna AtmasAdhanAno saMkalpa karyo che. zarUAtamAM be varSa sudhI roja 23 kalAka mauna karatA. paraMtu saM. 2051 caitra sudi 13 (bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra svAmInA janma kalyANakanA pavitra divasa) thI 12 varSa sudhI saMpUrNa mauna pUrvaka ekAMtamAM AtmasAdhanA karI rahyA che. zarUAtamAM aThThama, chaThTha, ekAMtarA upavAsa, AyaMbila, 5 dravyathI ekAzaNA vigere tapazcaryA cAlu hatI. have chellA 2 varSathI sAdhanA pUrNa thAya tyAM sudhI phakata sAkara vinAnuM dUdha ane kisamIsa e be ja dravya sivAya kazuM na vAparavAnA paccakkhANa laI lIdhA che !... bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo - 106
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________________ NANANANNAAA temanA sahavartI traNe sAdhvIjIoe paNa Avo ja abhigraha lIdho che.... sAdhanAlIna sAdhvIjInA darzana phakata savAre 10 thI 11 sudhI ja thaI zake che. teo himAcala pradezamAM, kulla jillAmAM, bhUttara gAmamAM Avela jaina sAdhanA kendra (pIna koDa : 175 125, phona naM. 2pa1) mAM sAdhanA karI rahyA che. A sAdhanA kendramAM koI sAdhaka sthAyI rahetA nathI paraMtu rUci ane yogyatA mujaba temane vibhinna vidhio dvArA Atma sAdhanAnA mArga upara AgaLa vadhavA mATe mArgadarzana ApavAmAM Ave che. sAdhanA kendranuM saMcAlana suzrAvikA zrI suzIlAbena karI rahyA che. AvA utkRSTa AtmasAdhikA mahAsatIjIno nAmano artha "navIna kAMtivALA' evo thAya che. teo eka evA sthAnakavAsI AcAryazrInA AzAvartI che ke jemanA nAmanI pAchaLa sari zabdano prayoga karAto nathI temaja temanI AzAmAM 1 hajArathI paNa adhika sAdhu-sAdhvIjIo che. temaNe 300thI adhika pustako lakhyA che. sAdhvIjInI mauna saha AtmasAdhanAnI hArdika anumodanA. (106 saLaMga 4 varSathI mauna sAthe varSItapa cAlu che kaccha-mundrA tAlukAnA eka gAmamAM sthAnakavAsI parivAramAM janma pAmela e AtmAne pUrva janmanA saMskAravazAtu nAnapaNathI ja Atma sAdhanAno raMga lAgelo. chatAM karma saMyoge lagna karavA paDayA. gRhasthAzramamAM paNa jaLakamaLavat nirlepa rahyA. lagabhaga 60 varSanI uMmare pahoMcelA emaNe ATheka varSa pahelAM cha koTi lIMbaDI saMpradAyamAM dIkSA aMgIkAra karela che. sthAnakavAsI samudAyamAM janma ane dIkSA pAmavA chatAM temane jinapratimA pratye aneruM AkarSaNa che. anukULatA mujaba ghaNIvAra sAMga 4-6 kalAka sudhI derAsaramAM besIne prabhubhaktimAM lIna banI jAya che. kacchanA eka suprasiddha tIrthamAM prabhubhakti karatI vakhate prabhujInA hAthamAM rahela phUla acAnakaDIne temanA hAthamAM AvI gayuM hatuM !!!.. ' sAta ikAranA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIje. 107
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________________ - - - - - - - - - - = = bhakti-jApa ane dhyAna sAdhanAnA prabhAve temane avanavA AdhyAtmika anubhavo thatA rahe che. ekavAra devalAlImAM sAdhanA daramyAna temane viziSTa prakAzanAM darzana ane avarNanIya AnaMdanI anubhUti thayela. varSamAM be vAra mastakanA vALano loca thato hoya tyAre temane loca jeTalI vAra cAlu rahe teTalI vAra viziSTa prakAzanI anubhUti thatI hoya che. AgAmI bhavamAM pote eka viziSTa padavIne pAmanAra hovAno paNa che temane sAdhanA daramyAna saMketa prApta thayela che. svabhAve khUba ja bhakika pariNAmI che. vacce keTalIka vAra pazu-pakSInI bhASA paNa teo sahajatAthI jANI zaktA hatA !.. chellA 4 varSathI temaNe manamAM kAMIka abhigraha dhAraNa karela che. jyAM sudhI - abhigraha paripUrNa na thAya tyAM sudhI mauna sAthe varSItapa cAlu rAkhela che. AvA uttama AtmAne bIjI to bhautika apekSA kayAMthI hoya ! paraMtu UMDI Atmika ke anubhUtinI apekSA hoI zake che. zAsanadeva temanA abhigrahane- temanI ucca AdhyAtmika bhAvanAne zIgha paripUrNa karavAnuM baLa Ape e ja zubhAbhilASA. A varSe teo thANA jillAmAM gholavaDa mukAme cAtumasa ke birAjamAna che. A mahAsatIjInA nAmano artha pRthvI evo thAya che. temanA guruzInA nAmano pUrvArdha eka sarvajanavallabha RtunuM nAma che. tathA uttarArdhano artha kAMti teja evo thAya che. A guNInA bhANejIe derAvAsI samudAyamAM dIkSA lIdhela De che. teo chellA 13 varSothI roja savAre uThatAM veMta 100 logassano kAusagga kare che. tathA navakAra ane tenA pratyeka padano paNa khUba jApa kare che. pariNAme temane keTalIka viziSTa AMtarika anubhUtio thatI rahe che. temanA nAmano artha "suMdara samakitavata" evo thAya che. nAma pramANe teo zuddha nilaya samakitane zIgha prApta kare evI prabhu prArthanA. AvA daSTAMtomAMthI preraNA laIne sahune AdhyAtmika sAdhanAnI tIvratama abhirUci pragaTo eja zubha bhAvanA. (107: nidorSa gocarInA abhAve 15 divasa sudhI) caNA Adi sUkI vastuothI nirvAha !! mAtra 40 varSanI uMmara ane 21 varSano dIkSA payaya hovA chatAM lagabhaga 80 jeTalA ziSyA-praziSyAono vizALa zramaNIvRMda dharAvatA sAdhvIjI bhagavate cha'rIpAlaka saMgha sAthe jesalamera tIrthanI yAtrA karI. Editing bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIje108)
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________________ pAchA pharatI vakhate saMghavI taraphthI badhI vyavasthA hovA chatAM paNa teno svIkAra na karatAM, rastAmAM jaina-jainetara vastInA abhAve nirdoSa gocarInI azakyatA hovAthI 15-15 divasa sudhI caNA Adi sUkI vastuothI jIvana nirvAha karyo !... guruNIno Avo AcAra joine ziSyAoe paNa temanuM anukaraNa karyuM !!!... A sAdhvIjI bhagavaMte yAvajjIva mATe pharasANa, mevo ane phrUTano tyAga karela che. taduparAMta chellA keTalAka varSothI cAtumAMsamAM miSTAnna, kaMDaka vastu, kaDA vigai AdinA tyAga pUrvaka mAtra traNa ja dravya vApare che ! temaNe vIzasthAnaka, aThThAi, aThThama Adi viziSTa tapazcaryAo paNa karela che. bAhya tapanI sAthe sAthe saMskRta-prAkRta vyAkaraNa, ratnAkarAvatArikA sudhI nyAyanA graMtho, kammapayaDI sudhInuM karma sAhitya, AcArAMgauttarAdhyayana sUtra Adi Agamo vigerenuM suMdara adhyayana karyuM che. temanuM utkRSTa saMyama jIvana joIne aneka grejyueTa thayelI yuvatIoe temanI pAse saMyama grahaNa karela che. temAMthI moTA bhAganA sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto varSamAM mAtra eka ja vAra vastrono sAbuthI kApa kADhe che !... keTalAka sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtone yAvajjIva miSTAnna, pharasANa, phrUTa Adino tyAMga che. moTA bhAganA sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto ochAmAM ochA ekAzaNAno tapa kare che, keTalAka potAnA hAthe ja kezaloca kare che, keTalAka sAdhvIjIoe kammapayaDI, khavagaseDhI vigereno paNa abhyAsa karI lIdho che !.....zrAvikA zibiranuM Ayojana paNa dara varSe temanI nizrAmAM thAya che. - A zAsana prabhAvaka sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtanA nAmano pUrvArdha jeTalA pramANamAM ApaNI pAse hoya teTalA pramANamAM sAnukULa saMyogo ane sAmagrInI prApti thAya che; tathA uttarArdha darekanA hAthamAM oche vatte aMze hoya ja che. temanuM saMpUrNa nAma paNa darekanA hAthamAM ochA-vattA pramANamAM hoya ja che !... temanA saMsArI parivAramAMthI kula 6 jaNAe dIkSA lIdhela che temAMthI temanA be kAkA hAla AcArya tarIke suMdara zAsana prabhAvanA karI rahela che. 108 : tapa-japathI kensarane kensala karatA utkRSTa ArAdhaka sAdhvIjI 16 varSanI vaye dIkSita thaine Aje 48 varSano dIkSA paryAya dharAvatA eka utkRSTa ArAdhaka, ane jinazAsananA zaNagAra evA eka bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo = 109
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________________ aNagAra-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtanI ArAdhanAnI vAto bhAvapUrvaka vAMco. chellA 20 varSathI mAMDIne have AjIvana kApamAM sANano upayoga na karavAnI 5 pratijJA che! dararoja 51 bAMdhI navakAravALIno jApa kare che. banatAM sudhI eka beThake 7 kalAka sudhI ATalo jApa kare che..... 24 kalAkamAM phakta aDhI kalAka rAtre 10 thI parA) ja ArAma kare che.... 300 uparAMta aThThama karI che! temane kensara thayela tyAre davA na letAM 81 AyaMbila tathA 15 covihArI akrama tapa sAthe navakAra mahAmaMtrano japa karatAM kensara maTI gayela. lohInI ulaTI thatAM che kensaranA kITANo dUra thaI gayelI saLaga 500 AyaMbila kyAM tyAre paNa AyaMbila-khAtAmAMthI na vahoratAM gharomAMthI je sI maLe tenAthI ja AyaMbila karatA. ghaNI vakhata phakta roTalI ane ! pANI kekhAkharA ane pANIthI AyaMbila karatA !!! rara jeTalA ziSyA-praziSyAono parivAra dharAvatA A sAdhvIjIe nIce mujabanI pratijJAo AjIvana mATe savIkArela che. have ziSyA banAvavI nahi praziSyAnI ghaTa), mizana-pharasANa- dUTa-mevo, vAparavo nahi, khAdInA ja kapaDA vAparalA, beDIthI vadhAre kapaDA rAkhavA nahi, koIne TapAla lakhavI nahi, vAsopa ke rakSApoTalI ApavI nahi, koine sTeja paNa manaduHkha thAya tevuM bolAi jAya to ahama karavI, koinI heja paNa niMdA saMbhaLAi jAya to AyaMbila karavo. ItyAdi III tapa-japa-niyama Adi utkRSTa ArAdhanAmaya apramatta jIvana hovAthI ghaNI vakhata temanI upara sugaMdhI vAsakSepanI vRSTi Adi aneka anubhavo thAya chechatAM teo ene jarApaNa mahattva ApatA nathI. temanI to eka ja laganI che ke A bhavamAM jahadI grathibheda dvArA zuddha samyakatvanI prApti thAya ane AvatA bhave mahAvideha horamAMthI kevalajJAna pAmIne molamAM jaI zakuM evA AzIrvAda ane hitazikSA Apo.. nAma pramANe aneka guNono bhaMDAra che. prasiddhithI bilakula dUra rahevA icche che. chatAM temanuM jIvana ApaNA sahune mATe Adarza rUpa hovAthI ATalI kalama calAvavAnI dhRSTatA karyA vagara rahI zakAyuM nathI ! cothA ArAnI vAnagI jevuM utkRSTa saMyama jIvana jIvatA sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtanI ArAdhanAnI bhUrizaH hArdika anumodanA. temanA nAmano pUrvArdha eTale gharSanuM mULa evo eka mahAna gura; ane ja vAranA vasaMghara-bhAga trIjA 11)
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________________ uttarArdhano artha kAMti (te) evo thAya che. teo yoganiSThatarIke prasiddha thaI gayelA evA eka AcArya bhagavaMtanA samudAyanA che. ekavAra to acUka temanA darzana karavA jevA che! (109H 84 varSanI dIkSA paryAya !!! mAtra 6 varSanI bAlyavayamAM potAnA mAtuzrI sAthe dikSita thayelA e sAdhvIjI bhagavaMta 84 varSanA sudIrgha saMyamanA prabhAve Aje 90 varSanI vaye paNa pAMceya IndriyonI paTutA dharAve che. vartamAnakALamAM ATalo sudIrgha cAritra payaya dharAvanAra bhAgye ja bIjA koI haze! mULa kacchaDumarAnA vatanI ane siddhagirimAM dIkSita thayelA e pravartinI sAdhvIjI Aje 45 jeTalA zramaNIrvAdathI zobhI rahyA che ane hAla uMmaranA kAraNe amadAvAdanA eka suprasiddha parAmAM sthiravAsa che. upamiti bhavaprapaMcA mahAkathA, triSaSThi daza parva, lalita vistaro, uttarAdhyayana sUtra, muktAvalI, syAdvAdamaMjarI AdinA adhyayanaadhyApana dvArA samyakajJAna padanI ArAdhanA karI. 14 varSanI nAnI vayamAM potAnI janma-bhUmimAM bArasAstranuM vAMcana karIne zrotAjanone mugdha ke banAvyA ... - taLAjA-zatruMjaya girirAjanI 99 yAtrA Adi dvArA samyagdarzanane nirmaLa banAvyuM. kaccha-kAThiyAvADa, gujarAta, mAravADa, mahArASTra AdimAM apramattapaNe vicarIne samyagucAritranI ArAdhanA dvArA svopakAra sAthe paropakAra ane zAsana prabhAvanA karI. AcArAMga-uttarAdhyayana-dazapayanA sUtronA yogodvahana, doDha mAsI, be mAsI, aDhI mAsI, cAra mAsI, varSItapa, navapadajInI 105 oLI, 62 varSa sudhI jJAnapaMcamInI ArAdhanA, mAsakSamaNa. 19 upavAsa, soLabhad, 6 aThThAI, vIzasthAnaka, vardhamAnatapa, poSadazamI, mauna ekAdazI, merU terasa, caitrI pUnama AdinI ArAdhanA dvArA samyaphatapa padanI ArAdhanA karIne vipula kamanirjarA sAdhI. 84 varSanuM nirmaLa cAritra emane tathA emanA bhAvapUrvaka mAtA kAma karatA tamArA mAtA nija bAranA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIje 111 paS
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________________ darzana-vaMdanavaiyAvacca-bhakti karanAra AtmAone zIvra coryAsInA cakkaramAMthI mukta karAvanAra bano e ja zubhAbhilASA. emanA nAmanA prathama be akSara eka suprasiddha tIrthakara bhagavAnanA nAma sAthe ekarUpatA dharAve che !!! teo yoniSTha tarIke suprasiddha thaI gayelA AcArya bhagavaMtanA samudAyanA che? ane hAla je AcArya bhagavaMtanI AjJAmAM che temanA nAmano artha "savarNa jevI kAMtivALA' evo thAya che. teo A varSe pAlitANAmAM cAturmAsa birAjamAna che. (110H vihAramAM AvatA dareka gAma-nagara-tIrthonA) dareka jinabiMbo samakSa caityavaMdana ! - - 39 varSanI vaye saM. 2003mAM potAnI 16 varSanI putrI sAthe pU. A. ! zrI bhaktisUrijI (samIvALA)nA samudAyamAM dIkSita thayelA e sAdhvIjI bhagavaMta jyAM jyAM vihAra karIne jatA te gAma-nagara ke tIrthamAM jeTalAM | jinabiMbo hoya te pratyekanI sanmukha caityavaMdana karatA !..pachI te zatruMjaya tIrtha hoya ke jesalamera tIrtha hoya !!! vi.saM. 2023mAM jesalamera tIrthe nAnAM-moTAM prAyaH 6000 jinabiMbo sanmakha caityavaMdana karavAnI bhAvanA doDha mahino sthiratA karIne pUrNa karI !.. temanAM putrI mahArAje ahIM badhA cetyavaMdana karAvyA hatA. teozrIe A rIte kAThiyAvADa, kaccha, gujarAtanAM temaja mAravADarAjasthAnanAM aneka tIrthonA pratyeka jinabiMbo sanmukha caityavaMdana karavA. pUrvaka jinabhaktino apUrva lhAvo lIdho hato. teozrIe devavaMdanamALA kaMThastha karela hatI. zArIrika pratikULatAmAM paNa temaNe doSita AhAra ke kyAreya vAparyo nathI ! anekavidha tapa ane svAdhyAya sAthe divasamAM 11-10 kalAka maunanI sAdhanA karatA. game tevo ugratA hoya to paNa tenI badhI ja 6 kriyA svasthatA ane skUrtithI UbhA UbhA karatA .. ' temanA saMsAra pakSe be baheno, bahenanI traNa putrIo, bhAI-bhAbhI, bhAInA dikarA, kuTuMbIbhAIo-bhAbhIo tathA mosALa pakSa sahita 45 bhavyAtmAo saMyamanI suMdara sAdhanA karI rahyA che. saM. 203nA jeTha sudi 3nA navakAra mahAmaMtra gaNatAM gaNatAM teo samAdhipUrvaka kALadharma pAmyA che. (bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo 112)
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________________ nanana nananana nananana nananana nanananana nanananana temanA nAmanA pUrvArdhano artha AnaMda thAya che, tathA uttarArdhano artha velaDI thAya che. temanI viziSTa jinabhaktinI bhUriza: hArdika anumodanA. temanA putrI sAdhvIjI Aje vizALa parivAra saha suMdara saMyamanI ArAdhanA karI rahyA che. temanA nAmanA pUrvArdhano artha suvarNa tathA uttarArdhano artha velaDI thAyache. 111H prasanna mukhe vALa cUMTAvA liocanuM kaSTa sahI letA jaina sAdhusAdhvIono abhuta dharmaprema - saMjaya vorA dvArA likhita A lekha "abhiyAnamAMthI sAbhAra uddhata karAyela che.] jaina dharmanA Azare dasa hajAra sAdhusAdhvIjIo che. jemAM zrAvaka ke zrAvikA dIkSA grahaNa kare tyAre jIvanamAM chellI vAra hajAmane bolAvI mAthAnA ane ghaDhImUchanA vALa dUra karAve che. pachI teo kyAreya hera kaTiMga salUnamAM jatA nathI ke potAnA upAzrayamAM hajAmane bolAvatA nathI. chatAM dareka paryuSaNamAM tame sAdhusAdhvIjInAM darzana karavA upAzrayamAM jazo to jaNAze ke tamAme muMDana karAvyuM che. A ajAyaba lAgatI ghaTanA jaina sAdhusAdhvIono paricaya keLavanAra ane temanI dinacayani jANanAra vyakti mATe taddana sAmAnya che. teo jANe che ke dareka sAdhusAdhvIo varSamAM be vAra potAnA mAthAnA ane dADhImUchanA vALa jAte kheMcI kADhe che athavA bIjA pAse kheMcAvaDAve che. lagabhaga tamAma zrAvaka-zrAvikAo A vAta jANatAM hovA chatAM mAMDa eka TakA jaino evA haze ke jemaNe loca tarIke oLakhAtI A vidhi najare joI hoya. sAmAnya saMjogomAM A locanI vidhi cAlatI hoya tyAre koIne hAjara rahevA devAmAM AvatA nathI. parelanA upAzrayamAM munizrI dharmaprabhasAgarajIne eka zrAvaka pAse loca karAvatA joi Azcarya thayuM ke mAthAnA vALa kheMcAI rahyA che, chatAM muninA caherA para vedanA ke pIDAnI koI nizAnI paNa jovA maLatI nathI. pAchaLathI amane khabara paDI ke A muni cAtumasamAM be upavAsane pAraNe be upavAsanuM tapa karI rahyA che. cAtumasanA traNa mahinA to temanA upavAsamAM ja pasAra thavAnA che. jena sAdhusAdhvIomAM mAthAnA vALano loca karAvavAnI paraMparA S bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIje 113 . . snow-nansarita
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________________ anAdikALathI cAlI Ave che. jaina dharmanI sthApanA karanAra tIrthakara bhagavaMto dIkSA letI vakhate jAte ja paMcamuSTi loca kare che. A locano ullekha kalpasUtra nAmanA AgamagraMthamAM karavAmAM Avyo che. tIrthakara bhagavAna viziSTa prakAranuM zArIrika baLa dharAvatA hoya che eTale teo mAtra pAMca ja muThThImAM mAthAnA ane dADhImUchanA tamAma vALano loca karI nAkhe che. cAra mukImAM teo mAthAnA vALa kheMcI kADhe che ane dADhImUchanA vALa kheMcavA mATe eka ja muThThInI jarUra paDe che. prathama tIrthaMkara RSabhadeva bhagavAne dikSA lIdhI tyAre temanA mAthAnA vALanI eka laTa eTalI suMdara rIte khabhA para laTakatI hatI ke te joI Ije A laTano loca na karavAnI vinaMtI karI. bhaktanI bhAvanAne mAna ApI aSabhadeva bhagavAne mAtra cAra muSTino ja loca karyo. jene eka apavAda gaNavAmAM Ave che. RSabhadeva sivAyanA tamAma tIrthakaro paMcamuSTi loca ja kare che. Aje paNa rASabhadeva bhagavAnanI je mUrti jene derAsaramAM padharAvavAmAM Ave che te bIjA tIrthaMkaranI mUrtithI alaga paDe che. anya tIrthakaranI mUrti saMpUrNa muMDana karAvelI hoya che, paNa aSabhadeva bhagavAnanI pratimAnA khabhA para vALa batADavAmAM Ave che. jaina dharmanA cAreya phirakAomAM Aje sAdhusAdhvIo mAthAnA vALano loca karAve che. strIo mATe to mAthAnA vALa eka AbhUSaNa che. paNa jaina sAdhvIo bAhya TApaTIpa karatAM AMtarika sauMdaryane vadhu mahattva Ape che. jaina sAdhusAdhvIomAM locanI kriyA mukhyatve to sahayogI sAdhusAdhvIjI dvArA ja thatI hoya che. sAdhuonA dareka jUthamAM ekAda-be ? sAdhu evA hoya che. jemaNe locanI kaLA hastagata karI lIdhI hoya. paraMta pachI loca karanAra sAdhano loca karanAra koI rahetuM nathI. ghaNA jUthamAM locanI kaLAmAM jANakAra eka paNa sAdhu hotA nathI. AvA saMyogomAM loca karanAra gRhastha kArIgaranI jarUra paDe che. loara parelanA jainamaMdiramAM pUjArInI nokarI karato kezava locano eka acho kArIgara che. potAnA jIvanamAM teNe pAMca hajArathI vadhu lo, kyAM hato. eka sAdhano loca kare eTale kezavane temanA bhakta. taraphathI bakSisamAM 200 thI 250 rUpiyA maLe che. karADanA padamazIbhAI nAmanA zrAvaka to loca karavAnA eTalA utsAhI che ke koI paNa sAdhu mahAtmA bolAve eTale TikiTabhAI paNa potAnuM kharmI sevA mATe pahoMcI jAya che. dhadaranA nAnAlAla kubaDiyA paNa tadana nivArthabhAve loca karI Ape che. loca karAvanAra sAdhu hasate mukhe je vedanA sahana kare che tenA phaLarUpe tene be upavAsanuM puNya maLe che, paNa loca karanAra vyakti tapasvI sAdhu mahAtmAne kema ochAmAM ochuM kaSTa paDe tenI kALajI rAkhe te badala temaNe traNa upavAsanuM puNya maLe che. mAMDamAM rahetA baranA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo 114)N
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________________ pramodabhAI ane govAliyA TendranA derAsarano eka cokIdAra paNa locanA acchA kArIgaro che. locanI sIjhanamAM A kArIgaronI bhAre DimAnDa rahe che, ane sAdhusaMtoe paNa temanI sevA mATe tArIkho agAuthI buka karAvI rAkhavI paDe che. hAthanI mAtra traNa AMgaLInI madadathI mAthAnA vALane jaDamULamAMthI ukheDI nAkhavA e eka AgavI kaLA che. kudaratI bakSisa jevI A kaLA bahu ochA lokone prApya bane che. loca karatI vakhate eka laTane aMguTho ane vacalI be AMgaLIo vacce pakaDamAM levAmAM Ave che. cIkAzane kAraNe vALa AMgaLI vaccethI sarakI na jAya te mATe tene kheMcatA agAu tenA mULamAM rAkha lagADavAmAM Ave che. eka ja sekanDanA chaThThA bhAgamAM hAthamAM 30-40 vALanI laTa kheMcAIne AvI jAya che. je ThapathI vALa kheMcavAmAM Ave che tene kAraNe AMgaLI cIrAI javAno bhaya rahe che. Ama na bane te mATe AMgaLI para rabbaranI bhUMgaLI paheravI paDe che athavA jahonsananI benDa-eiDa paTTI vIMTALavI paDe che. hajAma jeTalI jhaDapathI astrA ke kAtara vaDe mAthAnA vALa kApe teTalI ja hRtithI loca karanAra Azare aDadhA kalAkamAM to AkhuM mAthuM saphAcaTa karI Ape che. vALa 4pathI kheMcAya eTale svAbhAvika rIte ja vALanA mULamAM lohInI Tazaro phUTI nIkaLe che. tenI upara loca karanAra tarata ja chANanI rAkha dabAvI de che, je enTisepTikanuM kAma kare che. loca karavA mATe je rAkha vAparavAmAM Ave che te aDAyA chANAnI ja rAkha hovI joIe. bIjI koI jAtanI rAkha temAM kAmamAM nathI AvatI. gAya ke baLada jyAre podaLo mUke tyAre tene koI aDe nahi ane te jamIna upara paDyA paDyA sUryanA tApamAM ema ja sukAI jAya ane tenuM je chANuM bane tene aDAyuM chANuM. kahevAmAM Ave che. A chANAmAM mATInuM pramANa nahivat hoya che. anya prakAranA chANane athavA lAkaDAne bALIne je rAkha maLatI hoya che temAM kSAranuM pramANa vadhu hoya che. A kSAra vALanA mULamAM jatAM cacare che, eTale loca mATe aDAyA chANAnI rAkhano ja upayoga karavo paDe che. AvI aDadho kilo rAkhamAM nAnAlAlabhAI AsAnIthI 50 loya karI zake che. muMbaImAM rahI kolejano abhyAsa karI pachI jaina sAdhu banelA mukitavallabhavijayajI locano vaijJAnika abhigama samajAvatA kahe che ke re tenAthI mastakanA bhAgamAM lohInuM paribhramaNa vadhatAM magaja vadhu kAryazIla bane che ane hemareja jevA rogonI zakyatA ochI thAya che. vaLI mAthAnA ke vALa kheMcAvAthI svAbhAvika rIte ja ekyupaMkyara thaI jAya che je jJAnataMtuone vadhu sakriya ane sateja banAve che. loca thaI gayA pachI kyAreka je bahurA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjA 115)S
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________________ AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA - - - - becAra kalAka ke ekAda divasa sudhI mAthuM saNakA mAre, ke koIne tAva paNa caDI jAya. paraMtu A badhI pIDA sAdhuo hasate moDhe sahana kare che. anyasAdhu bhagavaMto loca karAvanAra sAdhunI vizeSa prakAre sevA-suzruSA kare { che. janadarzana mAne che ke A rIte kaSTa sahana karavAthI AtmA upara chavAyelAM che karmono kacaro baLIne khAkha thaI jAya che. jenadarzananA niyama pramANe loca e nirjarAno eka prakAra che. AkhA bhAratamAM sAdhuonA locanI kaLAnA jANakAronI saMkhyA bahu maryAdita che. gharamAM rahetA nAnAlAlabhAI kagaDiyA temAMnA eka che. 58 varSanA nAnAlAlabhAI kavAgaDanA vatanI che. pahelI vakhata locanI kriyA temaNe AjathI 40 varSa agAu amadAvAdamAM devavijayajI nAmanA vayovRddha sAdhu upara karI hatI. sAmAnya rIte navA nizALiyA pAse loca karAvavA sAdhuo jaladIthI taiyAra nathI thatA kAraNa ke kyAreka asahya vedanA bhogavavI paDe che, paraMtu A vRddha mahAtmAe 19 varSanA nAnAlAlane potAnuM pAkI gayelA vALa | dharAvatuM mAthuM ApI dIdhuM. A rIte nAnAlAlane sTArTa maLI gayo. be-cAra loca karyA eTalAmAM to temano hAtha barAbara besI gayo ane AtmavizvAsa paNa AvI gayo. 40 varSanI potAnI kArakIrdImAM nAnAlAle 3,000thI vadhu sAdhusaMtonA kezakuMcanano lAbha lIdho che. chellA dasa varSathI to teo varSe 100nI sarerAzathI loca kare che. jaina sAdhu bhAratanA koI paNa khUNe voca karAvavA bolAve eTale nAnAlAlabhAI tyAM pahoMcI javA tatpara rahe. chellA paMdara divasamAM ja lonca karavA mATe nAnAlAlabhAI aDadhuM gujarAtamAM pharI vaLyA che. paryuSaNa agAu Azare paMdareka divasathI sAdhusAdhvIo loca karAvavAno prAraMbha karI de che. chellAmAM chelle saMvatsarInuM pratikramaNa bhaNAvatAM pUrve dareke loca karAvI levAno hoya che. eka paryuSaNa agAu ane bIjo phAgaNa mahinAmAM. cAlu paryuSaNanI loca sIjhanamAM nAnAlAlabhAI naDiyAda, amadAvAda, vaDodarA. bAraDolI, surata. muMbaI vagere sthaLoe maLI trIseka mahAtmAono loca karI cUkyA che. hajI ! che teo kolhApura, puNe, zahApura, bhivaMDI, DoMbIvalI vagere sthaLe bIjA vIseka loca paryuSaNa pUrA thAya tyAM sudhI karavAnI gaNatarI rAkhe che. prakhara pravacanakAra caMdrazekhara vijayajI mahArAja chellAM dasa varSathI nAnAlAlabhAI pAse jalIya karAve che. tAjetaramAM teo suratamAM nasAgarajI mahArAjanA ziSyavaMdanA mAtra dasa ane bAra varSanI umaranA be bALamunino loca karIne AvyA. bALavaye paNa A munione kaThora jIvananI evI tAlIma ApavAmAM AvI che ke temaNe hasate mukhaDe ane prasannacitte loca N bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjA 11da SS
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________________ karAvyo. jene dharmanuM pAlana karatA sAdhuonI jema amuka zrAvako paNa niyamita { loca karAve che. zrAvako dara paMdara divase potAnA pAponuM prAyazcitta karavA aticAra nAmanuM sutra bole che, temAM eka vAkya evuM Ave che ke zrAvaka paNa locAdi kaSTo sahana karavAnuM tapa karavuM joIe. A kAraNe virAramAM rahetA jeThamalabhAI nAmanA prajJAcakSu zrAvaka niyamita loca karAve che. vAlakezvaranA caMdanabALA epArTamenTamAM rahetA himmatabhAI beDAvALA nAmanA zrAvakanI IcchA dIkSA laI sAdhu banavAnI hatI. paraMtu vRddhAvasthAne kAraNe teo sAdhu na banI zakyA eTale lagabhaga sAdhu jevuM jIvana gALatA teo niyamita loca karAve che. AvI ja rIte mAhimamAM rahetA bhabhUtamalajI nAmanA zrAvaka paNa niyamita rIte nAnAlAlabhAI pAse loca karAve che. gRhasthajIvanamAM loca karAvavA re dvArA teo bhaviSyamAM sAdhu banavA mATenI tAlIma prApta kare che. jena dharmamAM tapanA je bAra prakAra gaNAvyA che, temAM kAyakaSTa paNa eka re prakAranuM tapa jaNAvAyuM che. koI paNa vizuddha dharmano uddeza tenA ArAdhakane ! janmamaraNanI ghaTamALamAMthI ane rAgadveSanA dUSaNomAMthI mukita apAvavAno hoya che. A mokSa tyAre ja zakya bane jyAre AtmAne pote zarIrathI bhinna koI astitva che tenI pratIti thAya. moha ane ajJAnane kAraNe AtmA ema ja mAnI beTho hoya che ke A je zarIra che te ja huM chuM. deha nAzavaMta che ane AtmA amara che tevo khyAla tene jaladI Avato nathI. A khyAla Ave te mATe dehAtma bhedajJAnanI jarUra che. zarIrane koi paNa kaSTamAMthI pasAra thavuM paDe to paNa AtmAne jarAya glAni thavI na joIe. A jAtanI anubhUti prApta karavA ane teno abhyAsa karavA zarIrane svecchAe kaSTa ApavA joIe ema jainadarzana mAne che. A kAraNe ja dIkSA grahaNa karI sAdhu banatA jainonuM jIvana aneka prakAranAM ka vaDe vIMTaLAyeluM hoya che. A badhAM kaSTo koIe parANe ThokI besADelAM nathI hotA paraMtu te svecchAe vahorI ! lIdhelAM hoya che. A kAraNe tamAma prakAranAM karthano hasatA hasatA sAmano karI sAdhusaMto AtmamitratA keLavatA hoya che. temanAmAM pedA thayelI vairAgya ane adhyAtmanI mastI sAme locAdika koI visAtamAM nathI hotAM. A kAraNe ja bahArathI kaSTamaya jIvana jIvatA jaina sAdhuo AMtarika rIte samRddhinA mahAsAgaramAM hiloLA letA hoya che. loca e sAdhujIvananI viziSTa kriyA che. dIkSAnA samaye sauthI pahelI vakhata loca karAvAya tenuM muhUrta kADhavAmAM Ave che. rakSA samaye to ke mAthAnA vALanuM muMDana hajAma pAse ja karAvavAmAM Ave che. e vakhate vALanI ja bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIje 117 meM paramAra - ka - - - - - - -- ---
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________________ eka ja laTa bAkI rAkhavAmAM Ave che, jeno loca dIkSA ApanAra guru potAnA hAthe kare che. loca karatAM agAu ane lonca karyA pachI sAdhue gura bhagavaMta pAse khAsa vidhi karavAnI hoya che. loca karAvI lIdhA pachI tamAma ke vaDIla sAdhu bhagavaMtone vaMdana karavAnI vidhi hoya che. jaina zrAvako sAdhu ! karatAM UMcA Asane bese to te guru bhagavaMtano avinaya gaNAya che, paraMtu che loca karanAre UMcA Asane ja besavuM paDe che. yuvAna sAdhunA locamAM kArIgarane khUba zrama paDe che. vRddha sAdhuno loca khUba AsAnIthI thaI jAya che. loca karAvanAre jo AyaMbila ke upavAsanI lAMbI tapazcaryA karI hoya to che tenA vALa pocA thaI jAya che ane loca khUba AsAnIthI thAya che. jaina sAdhuo mATe locanI kriyA pharajiyAta banAvavAmAM AvI che teno eka ADalAbha batAvatAM 5. candrazekhara vijayajI mahArAja kahe che ke A kaThora niyamane kAraNe mAtra mojamajA karavA ja sAdhu banavA icchatA bogasa membaronI bharatI sAdhu saMsthAmAM thatI nathI. saMsAra pratye tamane kharekharo vairAgya AvI gayo che ke nahi te jANavAnI agniparIkSA eTale loca. jeo zarIrane ja AtmA mAnI beThA che teo locanuM kaSTa sahana karI na zakatA nathI. loca jevAM kaSTo paNa sahana karavAnI vIratA je sAdhumAM AvI jAya te pachI bhale game tevA karthe Ave to paNa potAnI sAdhanAmAMthI vicalita thato nathI. jaina sAdhu e kharekhara duniyAnI eka ajAyabI che. temane kapaDAM sIvavA darajInI, jUtAM banAvavA mocInI, pharnicara banAvavA. suthAranI, dAgInA ghaDAvavA sonInI jarUra nathI paDatI. tema vALa kApavA hajAmanI paNa jarUra nathI paDatI. aDhAreya varNanI vacce rahIne paNa koinIya madada vagara jIvI zakanAra jaina sAdhu kharekhara svAvalaMbanano ane svAdhInatAno AnaMda mANe che. WAARAWANYAM AMMASSAADADADANAS bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo 118)
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________________ zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzznny pariziSTa bhAga-1 tathA bhAga-2. chapAyA bAda te te bhAgane anurUpa daSTAMto je pAchaLathI jANavA maLyA che te atre raju karavAmAM Avela che. . . .. . . . . E N bahunA vasaMdhA-bhAga trIjo 119 NNNN
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________________ 112: satsaMganA prabhAve mocI, muni banyA!) prabhudAsabhAi kharekhara prabhunA dAsa banyA! AjathI lagabhaga 16 varSa pahelAM zAsanaprabhAvaka pa.pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrI bhaktisUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA samudAyanA pa.pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrI, vijaya vinayacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. Adi ThANAnuM cAtumati saurASTramAM dhrAMgadhrA madhya thayuM. mULa haLavadano vatanI paraMtu dhrAMgadhrAmAM potAnA mosALamAM raheto prabhudAsa nAme eka 23 varSano yuvAna temanA paricayamAM Avyo. pUjyazrInA premALa ane paragaju svabhAve prabhudAsa para ajabanuM kAmaNa karyuM. te niyamita jinavANI zravaNa karavA mATe AvavA lAgyo. pariNAme tene dayAmaya jaina dharmanuM gheluM lAgavA mAMDyuM. satsaMgapremI prabhudAsae cAturmAsa pachI je paNa sAdhu-sAdhvIjI tyAM padhAre temano satsaMga karavA lAgyo. dhIre dhIre tenA aMtaramAM saMyamanI bhAvanA aMkurita thavA mAMDI. mAtA-pitA pAse teNe potAnI bhAvanA vyakta karI. parata mocI kuLanA saMskAranA kAraNe mAtA savitAbena tathA pitA maganalAlabhAI cAvaDA tene dIkSAnI rajA ApavA mATe jarApaNa saMmata na hatA. chevaTe AkharI upAya tarIke teNe mAtApitAne jANa karyA vinA ja saMyama svIkAravA mATe goThavaNa karI ane saM. 2051nA mAgasara sudi 10nA roja 37 varSanI vaye muMbaI-lAlabAgamAM paramazAsana prabhAvaka 5.pU.AcArya bhagavaMta zrImad vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA samudAyamAM siddhahastalekhaka pa.pU.A.bha. zrI vijaya pUrNacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA ziSya pU.nirAja zrI yugacaMdravijayajI ma.sA.nuM ziSyatva svIkArI, saMyama grahaNa karyuM. mocI prabhudAsabhAI have muni padharAmaravijaya nAme sAcA arthamAM prabhunI AzAnA pAlaka-prabhunA dAsa banyA. ANaMdanI bAjumAM vidyAnagara gAmamAM paraNelA temanA bahena vasaMtabena vinodarAya cauhANane prabhudAsa pratye vizeSa lAgaNI hovAthI dikSAnI temane jANa karavAmAM AvI hatI. tethI teo potAnA pati sAthe dIkSA prasaMge hAjara rahyA hatA. paraMtu banevI vinodarAyabhAI aMtaramAM khUba nArAja hatA tethI dIkSA maMDapamAM thoDIvAra hAjarI ApIne teo adhavacce che bahAra cAlyA gayA hatA. Ama mAtA-pitA tathA banevI A dIkSA mATe khUba ja nArAja hatA paraMtu pAchaLathI muni pAmaravijayajInuM tapomaya tathA jJAnamaya viziSTa saMyamI jIvana IN bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo 120 pa nna
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________________ A nAnA nAnA nAnA joIne temanuM hRdaya parivartana temaja jIvana parivartana thayuM hatuM. pariNAme e traNe jaNAe zrAvakanA 12 vatono svIkAra karI lIdho che eTaluM ja nahIM paraMtu A varSe mAtA-pitAe pu.A.zrI vijaya pUrNacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nI nizrAmAM rAdhanapura mukAme upadhAna karIne mokSanI mALAnuM paridhAna paNa karI lIdhuM che. evI ja rIte temanI bhANeja jAgRtie paNa rAdhanapuramAM aDhAriyuM upadhAna karI lIdhuM! 5.pU.AcArya bhagavaMta zrImad vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. kahetA keeka AtmA sAdhupaNuM svIkAre che tyAre enA nimitte bIjA aneka AtmAo sAcA zrAvaka banavA mAMDe che. uparokta atamAM A kathananI yathArthatA sArI rIte daSTigocara thAya che. muni padmazramaNavijayajIno nAnobhAI hiMmatalAla Aje paNa haLavadanI mocI bajAramAM mocIno vyavasAya kare che. gRhasthapaNAmAM s.s.c. sudhI vyAvahArika abhyAsa karelA muni padmazramaNavijayajIne dikSA laIne ! 3 vaDilonI vaiyAvacca sAthe saMskRta abhyAsa paNa karavA mAMDyo. A varSe jeTha sudi 15nAM zaMkhezvaramAM temanI mulAkAta thaI tyAre temano saMskRta bIjI bukano abhyAsa cAlu hato. alpa saMyama payayamAM temaNe varSItapa, vizasthAnakanI 2 oLI tathA vardhamAna tapanI 37 oLI jeTalI tapazcaryA paNa karI lIdhI che !...kharekhara satsaMga e pArasamaNi karatAM paNa mahAna che ke je sAmI vyaktine potAnA jevI ja banAvI de che !!! 113H Ayara jJAtinA vejIbena banyA sA.zrI vIraprabhAzrIjI - saurASTramAM kutiyANA gAmamAM AjathI pAMceka dAyakA pUrve Ayara huM (bharavADa) jJAtinA mAtA putIbAi ane pitA rAmAbhAInA ghare belaDA rUpe be kanyAoe janma lIdho. ekanuM nAma vejI ane bIjInuM nAma laherI pADavAmAM AvyuM. temAMthI tejInuM puNya kAMIka jora karatuM hatuM. temanI mAtA pArvatIbena chaganalAla bakhAI nAmanA jaina zrAvikAnA ghare kAmakAja karavA jatA tenI sAthe nAnakaDI vejI paNa jatI hatI. jaina kuLanA AcAro joine vejInA pUrva janmanA saMskAro jAgrata thaI gayA. pariNAme te paNa roja derAsaramAM jaIne prabhudarzana karavA lAgI. AthI pArvatIbenane tenA pratye savizeSa a nenns.niaa ANNNAAAAA N bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIje 121 )
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________________ 'vAtsalyabhAva utpana thayo. eka vakhata pAlitANAmAM zAsanaprabhAvaka pa. pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrI vijaya bhaktisUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nI nizrAmAM upadhAna tapanuM Ayojana thayuM hatuM. suzrAvikA zrI pArvatIbenanI sAthe vejIe paNa upadhAna tapamAM potAnuM nAma lakhAvI dIdhuM. upadhAnanI ArAdhanA karatAM karatAM satsaMga ane pUrvanA puNya { pratApe tenA manamAM saMyamanI bhAvanA jAgrata thaI gaI. ane Akhare mAtA-pitAnI anumati meLavIne vejIe zeThANI ke pArvatIbenanA plena mahArAja pU. sAdhIzrI jayazrIjI ma.sA. sAthe saMyamanI tAlIma temaja jJAnAbhyAsa mATe vihAra karavAno prAraMbha karI dIdho. kauTuMbika saMyogovazAt vyAvahArika zikSaNathI vaMcita rahela vejIe prathama to lekhana-vAMcana pUratuM bhASA jJAna meLavI lIdhuM temaja prAthamika dhArmika abhyAsa karI lIdho. tyArabAda mahesANA nagare saMyama svIkArIne pa.pU. A. zrI bhaktisUrIzvarajI ma. sA. (samIvALA)nA AjJAvartinI pU.sA.zrI jayazrIjI ma. sA. nA ziSyA (saMsArasaMbaMdhe suputrI) (hAla pravartinI) pU.sA.zrI lAvayazrIjI ma.sA. nA caraNomAM jIvana samarpita karyuM. vejIbena maTIne teo have pU. sA. zrI vIAbhAzrIjI tarIke jAhera thayA. gurukRpAthI saMskRta-prAkRta vyAkaraNa, karmagraMtha AdinA abhyAsa sAthe varSItapa, vIzasthAnaka, AyaMbila Adi tapa dvArA AtmAne haLukarmI banAvyo. gujarAta, kaccha, kAThiyAvADa, mAlavA, mevADa, mAravADa AdinA. aneka tIrthonI yAtrA dvArA darzanazuddhi karI. zAMtaprakRti, sumadhura kaMTha Adine lIdhe sArI lokacAhanA prApta karI. 45 varSanA dIrghacAritra payayane dhAraNa karatA teozrI potAnA ziSyA-praziSyA parivAra sAthe A varSe sAMtAkrUjha mukAme cAtumati birAjamAna che. 114 dara pUname zaMkhezvaranI yAtrA karatA kRSNa manusvAmI seTIAra (madrAsI brAhmaNa) mULa madrAsanA vatanI paraMtu ghaNA varSothI muMbaI-malADamAM rahetA kRSaNa manusvAmI seTIyAra (u.va.44)ne 24 varSanI uMmarathI jaina yuvAna mitronI sobatathI jainadharmano raMga lAgyo. bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo: 122
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________________ nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn yuvA pratibodhaka prakhara pravacanakAra 5.pU. paMnyAsa pravara zrI caMdralokharavijayajI. ma.sA., pa.pU. mA. zrI ratnasuMdarasUrijI ma.sA., pa.pU.A. zrI hemaratnasUrijI | ma.sA. tathA 5.pU. A. zrI yazovarmasUrijI ma.sA. AdinA pravacano mitro sAthe che temaNe paNa sAMbhaLyA ane uttarottara jaina dharma pratyenuM AkarSaNa vadhatuM gayuM. - satsaMganA prabhAve teo ghaNA varSothI nIce mujaba nitya temaja naimittika jaina dharmanI ArAdhanAo karI rahyA che. (1) roja savAre pA thI 8 sudhI jinAlayamAM praNAla prabhupUjA tathA 108 navakArano jApa kare che. (2) vAvajajIva mATe kaMdamULano tyAga karela che. (3) anukULatA mujaba rAtre prAyaH cauvihAra ke tivihAra kare che. (4) roja pAMca ImathI vadhu vakhatana vAparavAno abhigraha lIdhela che. temAM cA pIe to paNa vakhata gaNAya. (5) pAMca vAra aThThAI tapa karela che. () paryuSaNanA 8 divasa pratikramaNa kare che. (7) 16 varSathI dara kArtika pUname tathA 3 varSathI dara phAgaNa sudi terasanA siddhagiri mahAtIrthanI yAtrA acUka kare che. (8) be varSathI dara pUname zaMkhezvaranI yAtrA kare che. temanA baMne laghubaMdhuo rAjubhAI tathA AnaMdabhAI paNa roja derAsaramAM prabhudarzana kare che. traNe bhAIonA dharmapatnIo tathA bALako paNa roja derAsaramAM jinapUjA kare che.. temanuM saranAmuM nIce mujaba che. kRSNa manusvAmI seTIyAra aMkura-404-405. turala pAkADI roDa, lIbarTI gArDana hAusIMga sosAyaTInI sAme, malADa (vesTa), muMbaI-400 064 phonaH 8898884 (ghara) 9898262 (ophisa) 111111 ja bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo . 123
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________________ WANANANANAnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnANANAAAAAAANAAAAnnnnnnnnnn 115 varSItapa, siddhitapa, soLabhatuM Adi tapa karatA , sAhebasiMha lakhubhA jADejA (triya) mULa dhrAphAnA vatanI paraMtu hAla dhorAjI (saurASTra)mAM rahetA zrI sAhebasiMha lakhubhA jADejA jJAtiya kSatriya hovA chatAM dhorAjImAM cAtumasArthe padhAratA lIMbaDI saMpradAyanA sthAnakavAsI mahAsatIjIonA vyAkhyAna zravaNathI jaina dharmathI raMgAyA. satsaMgapremI sAhebasiMhanI ke vyAkhyAnamAM acUka hAjarI hoya ja. saMga tevo raMga ane sobata tevI asara. pariNAme atyAra sudhImAM temaNe ekAMtarA upavAsathI vaNatapa AyaMbilathI varSItapa, siddhitapa, paryuSaNamAM aThThAI vigere aneka tapazcaryAo karela che. chelle goMDala saMpradAyanA bA. bra. pU. rAjezamuni ma.sA. zeSakALamAM dhorAjI padhArela tyAre temanA suMdara cAritra ane vyAkhyAna vANI temaja dharmacarcAthI khUba ja prabhAvita thayelA sAhebasiMha rAjakoTamAM bhaktinagara upAzraye temanI nizrAmAM 16 upavAsa karI potAnI jAtane dhanya banAvela. 116: 11 varSathI dara poSadazamInA aTTama karatA zaMkhezvaranA polIsa jamAdAra jorAvarasiMhajI mULa bhAlaka (tA. visanagara, ji. mahesANA)nA vatanI paraMtu hAla zaMkhezvaramAM rahetA polIsa jamAdAra zrIjorAvarasiMhajI vI. rAva (bAroTa) (uM.va.45) chellA 10 varSathI dara varSe poSadazamInA hajAro bhAvikonI sAthe zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha bhagavaMtanI aThThamamAM joDAya che. cA-kophI-bIDI-sIgareTa-pAna-dArU vigere koI vyasana temanA jIvanamAM nathI ! zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha bhagavAna pratye temane khUba ja zraddhA che. I.sa. 1986 thI 1996 sudhI teo zaMkhezvaramAM polIsa jamAdAra tarIke hatA. tyArabAda 1 varSa mATe temanI badalI moDherA gAmamAM thayela. hAla punaH zaMkhezvaramAM temanI badalI thayela che. temanA dharmapatnI kamaLAbene paNa pAMca vAra aThThama tapa karela che. temanI 2 putrI tathA 1 putramAMthI putrI mittalabena kaMdamULAdinuM bhakSaNa karatI nathI temaja ekAsaNA, AyaMbila Adi tapazcaryA paNa kare che. bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIje124 pAnAnna
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________________ 117H 25 varSanI yuvAvasthAmAM, varSamAM mAtra 2 kalAkanI ja jayaNA sAthe mAvajIva bahAcarya vrata svIkAratA AkolAnA ratilAlabhAI papapapapapa AjathI 30 varSa pahelAMnI vAta che. mahArASTramAM AkolA zaheramAM sAgara samudAyanA eka mahAna tapasvI munirAja zrInavaratnasAgarajI ma.sA. (hAla AcArya upAzrayamAM birAjamAna hatA. teozrInI pAse 25 varSanI vayanA ratilAlabhAI nAme eka yuvAna zrAvaka AvyA. vaMdanavidhi karIne temaNe AcArya bhagavaMtazrIne abhigraha paccakakhANa ApavAnI vinaMti karI. pUjyazrIe pUchyuM: "bhAgyazALI ! zeno abhigraha levo che?' javAba maLyo : ke brahmacaryano . keTalA divasano ?.... "mahinAmAM 28 divasa sudhI, kAyama mATe !' ratilAlabhAInI bharayuvAvasthA ane viziSTa rUpa vigere jaIne pUjyazrIe pUchyuM - "barAbara samajI vicArIne nirNaya karyo che ne? - zrAvake kahyuM: "jI hA. Ama to mAre lagna karavAnI IcchA ja na hatI. paraMtu na chUTake karmasaMyoge lagna karavA paDyA che. chatAM puNyayoge pAtra mArI bhAvanAne anukULa maLyuM che. tethI vratapAlanamAM jarAya vAMdho nahi Ave. pUjyazrIe sAnaMda paccakakhANa sAthe AzIrvAda ApyA. paraMtu A zuM ?. thoDA divaso bAda pharI e zrAvaka ma.sA. pAse AvyA ane abhigraha paccakakhANa ApavAnI vinaMti karI. pUjyazrIe pUchyuM : 'have zeno abhigraha levo che ?'...javAba maLyo - brahmacaryano che. "e abhigraha to tame hajI thoDA divasa pahelAM ja laI gayA cho ne? - "jI hA, paraMtu pAchaLathI vicAra Avyo ke mahinAmAM be divasa eTale 48 kalAka sudhI mAre aviratinuM bhayaMkara pApa zA mATe vahoravuM? eTale have e chu rAkhelA be divasamAM paNa mAtra pAMca-pAMca miniTanI jayaNA rAkhIne { bAkInA samaya mATe paNa brahmacaryanA paccakakhANa mAvajIva mATe ApI dyo che jethI varSamAM kula 2 kalAka sivAyano bAkIno samaya to mAro viratimaya bane !'. Avo adbhuta pratyuttara sAMbhaLIne munirAja paNa Azcarya cakti thaI gayA. suzrAvaka zrI ratilAlabhAInI pApabhIrutA ane viratiprema pratye ovArI gayA. ane khUba khUba AzIrvAda sAthe temane paccakakhANa ApyA. . . n nounnnnnn bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIje 1 125 IN
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________________ - - - - - - - - - - - - - - AvA mahAna zrAvakaratna ratilAlabhAI Aje hayAta nathI paraMtu uparokta pU AcArya bhagavaMtazrInA zrImukhethI A varSe ja jeTha vada cothanA zaMkhezvara tIrthamAM A daSTAMta sAMbhaLIne atre raju karela che. ratilAlabhAInA darzana dvArA teozrIe aneka AtmAone brahmacaryanA viziSTa abhigraha ApyA che ! balihArI che zrIjinazAsananI ke che jemAM AvA zrAvakaratno pAkatA rahe che ! 118: aThThAIthI varSItapanA ArAdhaka tapasvI navInabhAi muMbaInI bhAIdara nagarI. . temAM vasanAra zrI navInabhAI. aThThAinA pAraNe aDhAi karI varasItapa karyuM. saM. 205nI sAlamAM akhAtrIje vAlakezvaramAM pAraNuM karyuM...phAgaNa vidi 12 e chelluM vyAsaNuM karyuM. pachI kALajhALa garamImAM masta rIta 33 upavAsa karyo ! AjanI tArIkhe emanA manoratho manamAM rame che- "ekAda varasa A zarIra barAbara jAmI jAya to mAsakSamaNanA. pAraNe mAsakSamaNa karuM !'. A paDato kALa e bhale mAInasa poInTa hoya paNa e kALamAMya mastaka jhukAvI de tevA ArAdhako e plasa poInTa che.. 119H saMsAramAM paDavA chatAM paDyA nathI rahyA! kaccha mAMDavI zahera. cAtumasa praveza bAda eka zrAvakanA ghare gocarI javAnuM banela. zrAvaka-zrAvikAnI uMmara 3235 varSanI aMdAjita..banne jaNAe gocarI vahorAvavAnI pUrve brahmacaryanA paccakakhANa mAgyAcAra mAsanA brahmacaryanI svIkArela pratijJA prabhukRpA/gurukRpAe suMdara ArAdhI rahyA che. AgamaprajJa pU. munipravara zrI jaMbUvijayajI mahArAjanI nizrAmAM cAritra svIkAravAnI bhAvanA hovA chatAM koika bhogAvalI karmanA udaye saMsAramAM paDyA bhale paNa paDyA nathI rahyA.bane bALakone zrutajJAnanI khUba ArAdhanA karAvI rahyA che. che (bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo para INS soormanessnooooooooooooosses se
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________________ 120 supAtradAnanA abhuta premI jAmanagaranA maMgaLAbena (mahAvIra bAMdhaNIvAlA) A zrAvikAnI udAra bhakti ahobhAva jagADI de. koI paNa samudAyanA sAdhu-sAdhvI jAmanagara padhAre tyAre potAnA ghare acUka pagalA karAve. glAna-vRddha sthiravAsa rahelA zramaNa-zramaNIonI dilathI bhakti kare...cokhkhA dUdha-dahIMthI supAtra bhakti karI manoratha seve ! AgAmI janme maneya A pAtrA maLe !.. (121H kaccha dezalapuranA lakSmIbena khetazI visarIyA) satsaMgano prabhAva kaho ke dharmanA raMge raMgAyA pachI ArAdhanAnI sAthe sAthe uchaLatI bhakti uramAM vasI.. sAdhu-sAdhvIjInA pAtrA dekhI haiyuM harakhAya.A vhorAvuM.A Ape A vastu zramaNa-zramaNIonA saMyama yogane puSTa karaze...bAI nA hulAmaNA nAmane sArthaka karI potAnA putro harakhacaMdabhAI khuzAlabhAI temaja putra vadhuone e vAraso ApI vedanAnI vacce vaMdanA karatA samAdhi-maraNane pAmyA. bhAyakhalA/vaDAlA khAte emanA parivAranI savAra prasarela che...nAnAmAM nAnA karmacArI-pUjArI, sAdhu-sAdhvIjI sAthe rahela sevakanI jarUrIyAta, khyAla karI enI bhakti karI rahyA che. 122: caMdraprabhAbena vallabhajI. kaccha-zeraDIvAlA) (hAle sAMgalI) savArathI sAMja sudhI deha bhale gharamAM hoya paNa citta derAsara-upAzrayamAM ramatuM hoya ! cAtumAsa pahelA chellA 5/6 varSathI mahArASTrakaccha, kyAreka amadAvAda-pAlitANAnA upAzraye-upAzraye be-be moTara bharI judA judA upakaraNo laI vhorAvavA nIkaLI paDe... potAnA bena-banevI kaccha nareDInA zrI kherAjabhAI khImajI ne sAthe laI judA judA nAnA nAnA (bAharanA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo . 127 meM
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________________ winnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn upakaraNo, vastra-pAtra-upadhi-dezI davAo, aNAhArI davAo Adi horAvI sapAtranI bhakti kare...dareka sAdhu-sAdhvIjInI jarUrIyAta pramANe lakSa rAkhe..chelle ArzIvAda mAMge sAheba ! evA AziSa Apo ke ke AvatA janme A zveta vastro maLe...enuM sAnnidhya maLe....saMpattinI sAthe sukatanI daSTi ahobhAva janmAvI jAya..! dagaMta naM. 118 thI 12ranA lekhaka tejasvI vaktA munirAjI devaratnasAgara che. 1ra3H zrI ke. pI. saMghavI cerITebala TrasTanA sutonI hArdika anumodanA bhAratamAM TrasTo aneka che, paraMtu niHsvArthabhAve, paropakArArthe dharmoddhAraka ane janahita kAryomAM sadA pravRttizIla TrasTa tarIke zrI ke.pI.saMghavI cerITebala TrasTa eka ajoDa saMsthA che. mAlagAMva (ji. sirohI rAjasthAna) nivAsI mAtuzrI kanIbena tathA pitAzrI pUnamacaMdanA anekavidha sukRtonI anumodanArthe temaja teozrInuM RNa thata kiMcit aMze paNa adA karavAnI bhAvanAthI, "dharmavIra, Abu goDaratna' (1) suputrazrI hajArIgalajI pUnamacaMda saMghavI (2) suputrI bAbulAlajI pUnamacaMda saMghavI temaja (3) pautra zrI kizorabhAI hajArImala saMghavI (zrI ke.pI.saMghavI parivAra) dvArA saMsthApita uparokta TrasTa dvArA karAtA anekavidha uttama ane anumodanIya ke satkAryonI mAhiti zrI prakAzabhAI ke. saMghavI dvArA A pustakanA kaMpojhanI pUNahiti vakhate saMprApta thaI che te anyane preraNA ane anumodanAno lAbha maLe temaja TrasTane zubhecchAo rUpI zakti prApta thAya e hetuthI atre raju karavAmAM Ave che. (1) zrI ke. pI. saMghavI rIlijIyasa TrasTa: A TrasTa taraphathI jinAlayonA jIrNoddhAra ane nUtana jinAlayanA nimaNimAM sahayoga ApavAmAM Ave che. jinAlayo mATe prabhu pratimAjIo arpaNa karavAmAM Ave che. sAthe cAMdInA 14 svapno, pAraNe paramAtmAnA cakSa, thakA ApavA Adi ke paramAtmabhaktinA kAryo karavAmAM Ave che. (2) zrI ke. pI. saMghavI cerITebala TrasTa: bhArata sarakAra taraphathI "lADalA" seases # ahirag baharanA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjo 128)
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________________ rASTrIya evorDane pAmelA A TrasTa taraphathI sAdharmika bhaktajanone jarUriyAta mujaba davAo AdinI sevA-sAravAra tathA zikSaNika pravRttimAM jarUriyAta mujaba sahAya mApavAmAM Ave che. (3) tIthAdhirAja zrI zatruMjaya mahAtIrthanI yAtrArthe padhAratA bhAvika bhaktone upara caDatA-utaratAM zItaLa chAyA ane naisargika vAtAvaraNa maLe te mATe moTI saMkhyAmAM vRkSAropaNa karavAmAM Avela che. ) kI bhakti TrasTa - A TrasTa dvArA zrI zatruMjaya mahAtIrthamAM padhAratA pU sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonI bhakti, dakSAthI bhAI-bahenonI bhakti temaja ke. pI. saMghavI bhaktigRhamAM padhAranAra yAtrikonI bhakita karavAmAM Ave che. nI khemAra pAnAtha bhakti TrasTa - A TrasTa dvArA pragaTa prabhAvI zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha prabhujInI bhakti mATe padhAratA pU. sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonI bhakti karavAnuM tathA yAtriko mATe sArI suvidhAvALI dharmazALA banAvavAnuM kArya nimaNiAdhIna che. () zrI saMmati varadA kena pAvApurI - A TrasTa dvArA jIvadayAnA mahAna kAryo karavAnI TrasTa saMcAlakonI UMcI bhAvanA che. sirohI jillAmAM kRSNagaMja (rAjasthAna)mAM vizALa jagyAnI aMdara gauzALA, pAMjarApoLa. dvArA aneka prakAranA jIvadayAnA kAryo karavAnuM TrasTanuM Ayojana che. - koIpaNa jagyAe mahAjana yA saMgha dvArA 300 ke tethI vadhAre pazuono samAveza thAya tevI pAMjarApoLanuM nirmANa thatuM hoya to A kena lArA pAMca lAkha rU.nuM dAna ApavAmAM Ave che.. (7) koipaNa gAmamAM cauda supanA, pAraNuM, trigaDuM, bhaMDAra tathA jinAlayane upayogI vastuonI jarUriyAta hoya temaja paramAtmAnI mUrtio yA pratimAjI mATe cIkAnI para hoya to gAmamAM jainonA paranI saMkhyA Adi mAhiti sAthe zrI ke. pI. saMghavI rIlijIyasa TrasTane jaNAvavA vinaMti che. te tamAma sevA bhakti karavA turata prayatnazIla banazo. A TrasTanI zAsana sevAnI AvI anekavidha uttama kAryavAhI-tIrthoddhAraka kAryo sAdhu-sAdhvIjInI bhakti, sAdharmika bhakti, Finalia S vAranA vaselA bhAga trIje 129 Niti
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________________ jIvadayAnA kAyo, vigere dina-pratidina vRddhi pAme, sarvanI zubhecchAo saMprApta thAya ane mokSamArgamAM AgekUca karavAmAM sahune sahAyaka bane evI ke hArdika zubhecchAo. saranAmAM (1) 201, alpA epArTamenTa, baDuMgarA nAka, lAla daravAjA, surata phona: 0261-4212pa14ra6153 (2) 1301 prasAda cembarsa, operA hAusa, muMbaI-400 004 phonaH 022-33031533049 See more awesome | dhayANA 100 baharanA vasuMdharA-bhAga trIjA 130 =
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________________ BOBOBOBOBOBOBORODOLOBOBOBOBOBOBOBOBOBOBOBOR bahujacLA vasuMdhA cAlo anumodanA karIe bhAga-4tho paMca parameSThI bhagavaMto temaja prAcIna mahApuruSonA keTalAka anumodanIya dRSTAMto - - - - - - consciousnessoriososomeoecon - - - - - - - - - naka 1 , Ny bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga cotho . 131 S mai
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________________ zrI zaMkhezvarapArzvanAthAya nama: *sukRta anumodanA suphata anumodanAnuM phaLa sukRta anumodanAnA aneka lAbho che. ahIM mAtra thoDA lAbho ApaNe vicArIe. (1) surata anumodanAthI bhavyatvano paripAka. - sukRta anumodanAthI bhavyatvano paripAka thAya che ane mukti nikaTa bane che. (2) suhAnI anumodanA e suhatanuM bIja che. sukRtanI anumodanA e sukRtanA pakSapAta rUpa hoI sukRtanA bIjanuM AtmakSetramAM vAvetara karanAra thAya che, arthAt je je sukRtonI ApaNe bhAvapUrvaka anumodanA karIe te sukRtonI ApaNane paNa bhaviSyakALamAM prApti thAya che. zAstrakAroe dharmanI prazaMsAmAM dharmane pAmavAnuM bIja kahyuM che, te anusAre sukRtanI anumodanA paNa sukRtane pAmavAnA bIja rUpa banI jAya che. (3) sutanI anumodanAthI puNayaprakRtinA rasanI vRddhi. ApaNe karelAM sukRtonI jagatamAM zAbAzI meLavavAnA AzayathI nahIM, paNa aMtarAtmAnI sAkSIe anumodanA karavAthI sukRta vakhate baMdhAyela puNya anekagaNuM vistRta banI jAya che. sukRtanI anumodanAthI puNyanA guNAkAra thAya che. sukRtanI niMdAthI puNyanA bhAgAkAra thAya che. eTaluM ja nahIM paNa sukRtanI niMdAthI aMtarAya Adi navAM kama paNa UbhA thAya che. AnA mATe mammaNa zeThanuM draSTAMta prasidhdha che. pUrva bhavamAM (supAtra) munine modaka vahorAvavAnA sukRtathI temaNe puNya saMcaya karyo. hadayanA uttama bhAva sAthe atyaMta ullAsapUrvaka dAna ApavAthI sukRta ryA pachI paNa thoDA samaya sudhI pariNAmanI dhArA nirmaLa rahevAthI anumodanA karI puNyanA guNAkAra karyA. paNa tyAra pachI pADozI dvArA modakanI viziSTatA khyAlamAM AvatAM pazcAttApa karyo, tethI vistRta puNyanA bhagAkAra thayA. jenA pariNAme divya saMpatti ApanAra puNya hovAM chatAM manuSyapaNAnI Rddhi vairAgya dezanA dakSa pa.pU. A. bha.zrI vijaya hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. dvArA likhita 'muktinuM maMgala dvAra' mAMthI sAbhAra udhdhata. ' bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAgacotho 132 NNNNINGH
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________________ meLavI. tethI AgaLa vadhIne muni pAsethI lADavo pAcho mAgyo. munie na ApatAM dhULamAM ragadoLI nAMkhyo. Ama munine aMtarAya karavAthI pote ghora aMtarAya karma bAMdhyuM, jenA pariNAme zreNika mahArAjAthI paNa vadhu saMpatti hovA chatAM pote mAtra telacoLAnuM bhojana ane DhIMcaNa sudhInA vastra sivAya bIjuM kaMIpaNa bhogavI zakyo nahIM. vaLI supAtra dAnanI niMdA-pazcAttAparUpa pariNAmanA kAraNe nArakImAM laI janAra anubaMdha Ubho karyo, jenA prabhAve prApta thayela saMpatti tene mUccha UbhI karAvI sAtamI narakamAM laI gaI. mATe jIvanamAM kadI potAnA ke bIjAnA sukRtonI niMdA to karatA ja nahi. dekhItuM nAnuM eka ja vakhatanA supAtradAnanuM sukRta hovA chatAM zAlibhadra, dhannA vagerene je vizALa sukhonI, zubha paraMparA prApta thaI, temAM anumodanA e ja viziSTa kAraNa jaNAya che. (4) sukRta-anumodavAthI zubhanA anubaMdhanI prApti ane vRdhdhi dvArA bhavAMtaramAM deva-guru-dharma Adi zubha sAmagrInI prApti - - sukRta-anumodanAnuM viziSTa phaLa che-zubha karmanI paraMparAnI vRdhdhi. paMcasUtrakAra maharSi pharamAve che ke - AsagalijjaMti pariposijjaMti nimmavijjati suhakammANubaMdhA / sANubaMdhaM ca suhakammaM pagiLaM pagiTThabhAvajjiaM niyamAlayaM supautte via mahAgae suhaphale siA, suhapavattage siA, paramasuhasAhage siaa| bhAvArtha :- AnAthI (sukRta-anumodanAthI) zubha karmanA anubaMdhano saMcaya thAya che, poSaNa thAya che ane nirmANa thAya che. tathA anubaMdhavALuM evuM zubha karma prakuTa bane che. prakRSTa bhAvathI upArjita thAya che. ane samya rIte yojAyela mahA-auSadhanI jema zubha phaLane niyamA ApanAra thAya che. zubha pravRttine karAvanAra thAya che ane paramasukhanuM eTale ke muktinuM sAdhaka bane che. sukRtonI anumodanA sukRtanA pakSapAta rUpe hoI, sukRtathI UbhuM thayela puNya jyAre udayamAM Ave che, tyAre AtmAne zubhamati Ape che, ane te zubhamati dvArA navAM sukRto karAvI puNya paraMparAno vistAra kare che, Ama vistRta thatuM puNya devAdhideva; bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAgacotho 133 pAThya
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________________ athavA kevaLajJAnI bhagavaMto vagere uttamottama AtmAonI sAkSAt prApti karAvavA dvArA jIvanamAM ArAdhanA vadhArIne mokSanA phaLane jaladIthI pamADe che. * TUMkamAM, je sukRtanI anumodanA sAcA hRdayanA bhAvathI ullAsapUrNa hado thAya to cheka mokSanI prApti thAya tyAM sudhI A anumodanA saMsAramAM sukRtanI sAmagrIvALA sadgatinA bhavo ane sukhanI paraMparAne Ape che. (5)sukRta anumodanAthI IrSyA-matsarabhAvano nAza: Aje jagatamAM vyApaka banela mahAna doSa che ISya-matsara-adekhAI. sukRta anumodanAmAM paranA sukRtanI anumodana paNa AvatI hovAthI IrSyAvRttino nAza thAya che. IrSAdoSathI mANasa pArakAnuM sAruM joI zakato nathI. lAkhopati paNa bIjAne AdhIna lakSmI joIne baLe che. ane tethI potAne maLela sAmagrInA sukhane paNa bhogavI zakato nathI. devatAo paNa IrSyAvRttithI paraspara jhaghaDe che ane kleza kare che. dharmanI pravRttiomAM paNa IrSyAvRttio ghaNe ThekANe pesI jaIne dharmanA phaLathI vaMcita rAkhe che. ane nAhaka karma baMdha karAvI jIvane du:khamAM pheMkI de che. mArA mahotsava karatAM bIjano mahotsava sAro na thavo joIe. mArA karAvelA upadhAna karatAM bIjAnAM vadhu sArAM na dekhAvAM joIe, vagere aneka prakAranI vRttio dharmakriyA karanArAonA haiyAmAM paNa ghara karI jAya che. pariNAme dharmakiyAo paNa kaluSita banI jAya che, jethI dharmakriyAo karavA chatAM jIva durgatine pAme che. IrSAvRttinA aniSTa phaLa upara kuMtalA mahArANInuM draSTAMta zrAdhdhavidhi nAmanA graMthamAM eka draSTAMta Ave che. pRthvIpura nagaramAM jitazatru rAjA che, tene kuMtalA nAme mukhya paTarANI che. bIjI paNa aneka rANIo che. kuMtalA rANI jinadharmamAM khUba draDha che. teNe dhIme dhIme potAnA saMgathI anya rANIone paNa dharmamAM joDI dIdhI. badhI rANIo paNa tenA upara bahumAnane dharatI jinadharmanI suMdara ArAdhanA karavA lAgI. kuMtalA rANIe eka uttama prakAranA jinamaMdiranuM nirmANa karAvyuM ane temAM zrI jinezvaradevanI pUjA, nRtya, gIta-gAna Adi dvArA khUba khUba bhakti kare che. prasaMge sAdharmikonI sevA kare che. anya rANIoe paNa te joIne potAnAM derAsarI, derIo, pratimAo bharAvIne pratiSThAdinA mahotsavo zarU karyA, ane te nimitte roja jinabhakti, sAdharmika-bhakti 5 bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga cotho . 134 pa N
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________________ vagere karavA lAgI. ISyavRttinI bhayaMkaratA juo. kuMtalArANI potAnA maMdiranI jinabhakti, sAdharmika bhakti Adi kAryonI prazaMsA sAMbhaLI harSa pAme che paNa zokyonAM maMdirAdinI prazaMsA sAMbhaLI baLe che. tenAmAM ISyavRtti utpanna thAya che. karmanI kevI vicitratA che ke-saMsAranAM kAryomAM to ThIka, paraMtu dharmanAM kAryomAM paNa jIvo matsarabhAvane dhAraNa kare che. anya rANIo saraLa che tethI kuMtalA rANInAM sukRtanI anumodanA kare che. kuMtalA ISyabhAvane choDI zakatI nathI. AgaLa jatAM tene durnivAra roga utpanna thayo. zokyo uparanA dheSabhAva, ISyavRttine kAraNe mRtyu pAmIne te potAnA ja maMdira AgaLa kUtarI tarIke utpanna thaI. te pUrvanA abhyAsathI daherAsaranA daravAjA AgaLa besI rahe che. nokarI vagere mAre, kUTe to paNa te te jagyA choDatI nathI. pAchI pharI pharIne tyAM AvIne bese che. kAlAMtare tyAM koIka kevaLajJAnI bhagavaMta padhAryA. rANIoe dezanA sAMbhaLI. aMte pUchayuM ke, "amArAM upakArI kuMtalAdevI kayA bhavamAM gayA?' kevaLajJAnI bhagavaMte kUtarI dekhADIne, kuMtalArANIno jIva A kUtarI tarIke utpanna thayo che'-ema jaNAvyuM. che. A sAMbhaLI badhI rANIo kheda pAmI. kevaLajJAnI bhagavaMta pAsethI tenuM kAraNa jANI vairAgya pAmI kUtarIne roja khAvAnuM nAkhIne snehathI yAda devaDAve che. * "he mahAbhAgyA ! tuM amArI dharmadAtA, dharmAtmA hatI. mAtra ISyavRttithI tArI A dazA thaI che. mATe te vRttine choDI daIne dharmanA bhAvamAM sthira thA." - Ama vAraMvAra temanA vacano sAMbhaLIne tenA maMdira vagerene dekhI kUtarIne jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM. potAnA pUrvabhava joI vairAgya pAmI, sidhdhAdika samakSa potAnA veSabhAvanAM pApane AlocI niMdA karI, aNasaNa AdarI, zubhabhAvathI mRtyu pAmIne te vaimAnika devI thaI. Ama IrSAno bhAva e AtmAno paramazatru che. mahAna doSa che. sukRtanI anumodanA ApaNI A ISyavRttino nAza karI ApaNane A mahAna doSathI bacAve che. Aija bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga cotho pra 135
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________________ sukRtanI anumodanAnA vAraMvAranA abhyAsathI ApaNane koInI paNa dharma kiyAnI adekhAI karavAnuM mana nahi thAya, paraMtu anumodanA karavAnuM mana thaze. - Ama sukRta anumodanAthI ApaNe eka mahAna doSathI bacI jaIe chIe ane pratipakSI pramodabhAvanA mahAnaguNane prApta karIe chIe. (6) sukRtAnumodanAthI sukRtanI ArAdhanAna karI zakavA chatAM sukRtanA phaLanI prApti upadeza padanI TIkAnI nIcenI paMktio juo. guNarAga-audArya-dAkSiNyAdiguNa-bahumAnaH kartavyaH / kuto'pi. vaiguNyAt svayaMguNAnuSThAnAsAmarthe'pi / sAmarthya nibiDaguNAnurAgavazAd bhAvAtizayatastadanuSThAnaphalavanto bhavanti jntvH| guNono rAga eTale ke udAratA, dAkSiNyatA vagere guNonuM bahumAna karavuM joIe. kadAca koI kAraNasara tathA prakAranA guNanA abhAve svayaMgaNane anurUpa dAnAdi anuSThAnanuM sAmarthya na hovA chatAM nibiDa eTale ke gADha guNAnurAganA vazapaNAne lIdhe bhAvanA atizayapaNAthI prANIo te dAnAdi anuSThAnanA phaLavALA bane che. sukRtanI bhAvapUrvakanI anumodanA e guNano rAga ja che. upadezapadanA vRttikAra paNa e ja vAta jaNAve che. - koI kAraNasara udAratA-dAkSiNyatA vagere guNane anusaratAM dAnAdi anuSThAno karavAnI zakti na hoya tevA jIvo paNa jo audAryAdi guNono rAga ne bahumAnavALA bane che, to te guNone anusarIne dAnAdi anuSThAna karanAra je phaLa meLave te ja phaLa te paNa (anumodanA karanAra) meLavI zake che. Ama sukRtanI anumodanA dvArA sukRtanA sAmarthanA abhAvavALA puruSo paNa sukatanuM phaLa meLavI zake che. sukRta parimita paNa sukRta anumodanA aparimita. mahAnubhAvo! ApaNe jIvanamAM keTalAM sukRta karI zakIe ! ApaNe ullAsabhera ArAdhanA karIe to paNa jIvanamAM keTalI ArAdhanA karI zakIe? tame jIvanamAM dAna keTaluM daI zako? zIla keTaluM pALI zako? tapa keTalo karI zako? zubha bhAvo keTalAM bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga cotho 137)
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________________ bhAvI zako? mahAdAnezvarInuM jIvanabhara dAna paNa lAkho-karoDo, mAno ke abaje paNa thAya, jyAre anumodanA karavA besIe ane sarva tIrthakara bhagavaMtonA varasIdAnanI ja mAtra anumodanA karIe to paNa keTalA mahAna dAnanI anumodanA thaI jAya ! ApaNI jinabhakti keTalI parimita ? pethaDazAha, kumArapALa, vastupALatejapALa, saMprati vagere puNyAtmAonI jinabhaktine yAda karI anumodanA karIe to keTalI badhI anumodanA thAya! ApaNuM zIla, sadAcAra ke saMyama gaNIe to keTaluM ane kevuM? jyAre vijayazeThavijyAzeThANInuM zIla kevuM? sthUlabhadramuninuM kevuM? pUrva koTinA AyuSyavALA jIvonuM saMyama keTaluM badhuM? anaMtA tIrthaMkara prabhunI zAsana sthApanA, gaNadhara bhagavaMtonI lAzAMgInI racanAo, sidhdha paramAtmAonA zudhdha AtmasvarUpa, sUri bhagavaMtonI jinazAsana ArAdhanA, prabhAvanAo, vAcakonI zrutajJAnanI ArAdhanA, sAdhuonI pariSahaupasargo vakhate paNa acalapaNe saMyamanI sAdhanA, zrAvaka-zrAvikAonuM paNa sAtakSetramAM dhananuM vAvetara, tathA dharmakriyAo, jainetaronI paNa jinavacanathI apratikULa evI dayA-dAna AdinI pravRtti ane bhadrakapaNAdinI vRtti vagere aparimita sukRta-guNo A jagatamAM thAya che. te badhAMnI anumodanAthI aparimita ArAdhanA thAya che. sukRtAnumodanathI haraNanI paNa baLabhadra muni ane dAna ApanAra sArthavAhanI samAna gati. - kRSNa vAsudevanA moTAbhAI baLabhadra, kRSaNanA mRtyu pachI cha mAsa sudhI zokathI khabhe maDaduM laIne pharyA. aMte potAno sArathi mRtyu pAmIne deva thayela che tenAthI pratibodha pAmI cAritra lIdhuM. mAsakSapaNane pAraNe mAsakSapaNa kare che. jaMgalamAM rahe che. temanI prazAMtatAthI jaMgalanAM hiMsaka prANIone paNa dezanA ApIne dharmI banAvyAM che. mAsakSapaNanA pAraNe gAmamAM gocarI jAya che. temanuM rUpa atyaMta zreSTha che, jethI pAraNA mATe gAmamAM jatAM baLabhadra munine jovAmAM vyAkuLa strIo badhuM ja kAmakAja bhUlI jAya che. ekavAra baLabhadra munine jatAM joI temanA rUpanA darzanamAM vyAkuLa banelI strI E TbahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga cotho 137 - panna
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________________ kUvAnA kAMThe doraDuM beDAmAM nAMkhavAne badale chokarAnA gaLAmAM nAkhe che. baLabhadra muninI dRSTi paDatAM aTakAve che ane tyArathI jaMgalamAMja pAraNuM karavAno abhigraha kare che. have mAsakSamaNane pAraNe A muni gAmamAM gocarI AvatA nathI. jaMgalamAM jatA-AvatA sArthavAhako ke pravAsI musApharo pAsethI pAraNAnA divase je maLe tenAthI nirvAha kare che. vaLI eka ja divasanA pAraNA upara navuM mAsakSamaNanuM tapa kare che. baLabhadra muninA saMyamathI AkarSAyela eka bhadrika saraLa svabhAvI haraNa roja muninAM darzana Adi kare che. dezanA sAMbhaLe che. pAraNAnA divase AjubAju Avela sArthavAha ke musApharanI tapAsa karIne munine tyAM laI jAya che. muninA tapanI anumodanA kare che. eka prasaMge mAsakSamaNanA pAraNAnA divase jaMgalamAM sArthavAhane joIne haraNa munine sArthavAha pAse laI jAya che. sArthavAha paNa munine joIne khUba ja harSa pAme che, jaMgalamAM mahA-maMgalanI prApti mAne che. sArthavAhano mukAma jhADa nIce che. haraNa munine laIne tyAM AvI pahoMce che. muni eSaNA-samitimAM ekAgracittavALA banI jinazAsananI ane cAritramArganI anumodanA karatA pAtramAM dAna laI rahyA che. sArthavAha muninA darzanathI ane supAtradAnanA maLelA avasarathI AnaMdita banelo che. romAMca khaDA thaI gayAM che, supAtra dAnanA maLelA avasarane dhanya mAne che, muninA cAritramArganI paNa anumodanA kare che. dhanya che, A mahAmunine ! kharekhara manuSyajIvanane saphaLa karI rahyA che. AvA jaMgalamAM ugra tapanI ArAdhanA karI rahyA che. mArI badhI saMpattino muninA dAnamAM upayoga karIne jIvana kRtArtha banAvI dauMema ullasita banIne muninA pAtramAM dAna ApI rahyo che. pAse UbheluM haraNa potAnI jAtanI niMdA karatuM muni ane sArthavAhanI bhUri bhUri anumodanA kare che. 'dhikkAra che mArA tiryaMcanA bhavane, ke na to saMyamanI sAdhanA thaI zakI, ke nathI munine dAna Adino paNa lAbha laI zakato. dhanya che tapasvI ane saMyamI muni bhagavaMtane ! jIvana kRtArtha karyuM, saMyama, tapadharmanI ArAdhanAthI kaIka karmonA kaccaraghANa kADhI muktinI nikaTa jaI rahyA che. dhanya che sArthavAhane ! potAne maLelA dravyane saphaLa karI rahyo che, mahAtmAnA pAtramAM dAna ApIne puNyanA puMjane bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga cotho - 138
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________________ ekaTho karI rahyo che. mAro paNa evo zubha avasara kyAre Ave ke huM paNa A rIte munione dAna ApanAra thAuM, athavA munidharmanI ArAdhanA karuM !' Ama traNe zubha dhyAnamAM che, tyAM acAnaka pavanano jhapATo Avyo, vizALa jhADanI DALIo kaDaka avAja karIne tUTI, traNe upara paDI. saMyamanA ArAdhaka muni zubha dhyAnamAM kALadharma pAmI pAMcamA brahmadevalokamAM, munine dAna ApanAra sArthavAha paNa pAMcamA devalokamAM ane baMnenI bhAvapUrNa anumodanA karanAra haraNano jIva pAMcamA brahmadevalokamAM utpanna thayo. mATe ja kahyuM che ke karaNa karAvaNane anumodana, sarakhAM phaLa nipajAve. sukRtAnumodanA kevI rIte karavI? sukRtAnumodanAnA aparaMpAra lAbha vicAryA, to have A sukRtAnumodanA kevI rIte karavI te vicAravAnuM che. eTale dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnuM che ke zakti mujaba karanAra ane karAvanAranuM anumodana saphaLa bane che. zakti hovAM chatAM kaMI ja karavuM nahi. mAtra anumodanAno lAbha levo tevA bhAvavALAnI anumodanA vAstavika banatI nathI, paNa lagabhaga niSphaLa jAya che, mATe anumodanAne saphaLa karavA mATe zakya anukAnone AcaravA taiyAra thavuM joIe. anumodanA padamAM be zabda che manu ane mo. "modana" zabda saMskRtamAM jeno artha "AnaMda pAmavo che' che, te mudde dhAtu parathI banyo che. anu = pAchaLa athavA anu = anusarato-sukRtanI pAchaLano athavA sukRtane anusarato AnaMda tenuM nAma sukRtAnumodana. anumodanA bhAvapUrNa hRdaye karavAnI che, eTale ke je sukRtanI ApaNe anumodanA karI rahyA hoIe, temAM citta bhAvita thavuM joIe. dhannA aNagAranA tapanI anumodanA karIe tyAre najara sAme jANe tapasvI, tapanA tejathI camakatI paNa hADa-mAMsa-lohI sukAvAthI taddana kRza evI muninI kAyA ApaNI sAme Ave, ane ApaNe temane dhanyavAda ApavA pUrvaka namI rahyA hoIe, tevI ja rIte sarva anumodanA sthAnomAM jANavuM. - anumodanA karatAM AtmA gaLagaLo thaI javo joIe, mahAna sukRtyo najara sAme joIne haiyAmAM harSane AnaMda Ubho thAya. je sukRtonI anumodanA karIe te sukRto upara haiyAmAM khUba ja bahumAna UbhuM thavuM joIe, tethI sukRtane karanAra ApaNane E bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAgacotho 139 NONE;
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________________ khUba dhanyatApAtra jIva lAge. ApaNA sukRtanI anumodanA karatAM paNa sukRtanI e paLa ApaNane dhanya lAgavI joIe. sukRtanA manoratho : je je sukRtonI anumodanA karIe te te sukRto ApaNA jIvanamAM Ave ane vistAra pAme tevA manoratho anumodanA karatAM karatAM hRdayamAM UbhA thavA joIe. sukRtanA manorathomAM paNa tAkAta che. kalikAla sarvajJa A. zrI hemacaMdrasUri mahArAjazrIe paNa yogazAstramAM rAtre nidrAno viccheda thAya tyAre zrAvakane karavAnA zubha manoratho A pramANe jaNAvyA che jinadharmavinirmukto, mA bhUvaM cakravartyapi / syAM ceTospi daridro'pi, jinadharmAdhivAsitaH // 140 // jinadharmathI vAsita evo nokara ke daridra bhale thAuM, paraMtu jinadharma vinAno cakravartI paNa huM na thAuM. tyaktasaMgo jIrNavAsA, malaklinnakalevaraH / bhajana mAdhukarIvRttiM municaryAM kadA zraye // 141 // . he prabhu, huM saghaLA saMgane choDIne jIrNa vastra dhAraNa karanAra, melathI yukta zarIravALo, mAdhukarIvRttithI AjIvikAne calAvato evo, munipaNAnI caryAne kyAre sevIza ? tyanan duHzItasaMsarga, guruvArana:spRAn| kadA'haMyogamabhyasyan, prabhaveyaM bhavacchide // du:zIlonA saMsargane choDato, tathA gurucaraNanI rajanI sparzanA karato, yogano abhyAsa karato huM bhava eTale ke saMsArano uccheda karavA kyAre samartha banIza ? mahAnizAyAM prakRte, kAyotsarge purAd bahiH / stambhavatskandhakarSaNaM, vRSAH kuryuH kadA mayi // evo divasa kyAre Avaze ke jyAre mahArAtrine viSe nagaranI bahAra kAusagga dhyAne rahelA mArA viSe baLado thAMbhalAonA mAphaka garadana ghasaze ? (baLado nizcala UbhelA mane thAMbhalo mAnIne potAnI khaNaja dUra karavA mArA zarIra joDe potAnI garadana ghasaze ?) bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga cotho - 140
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________________ vane padmAsanAsInaM, kroddsthitmRgaarbhkm|| kadA''prAsyanti vakatre mAM, jaranto mRgyuuthpaaH|| - vanamAM padmAsane beThelA, jenA khoLAmAM nAnA haraNiyAM beThelAM che, evA mArA mukhane vRdhdha haraNAMnA ToLAnA nAyako jyAre suMghaze ? (dhyAnanI nizcalatA batAvavAno Azaya che.) zatrau mitre tRNe straiNe, svarNe'zmani maNau mRdi| mokSe mane vidhyami, nirvizeSamatiH sI II huM zatru tathA mitramAM, taNakhalA tathA strIonA samudAyamAM, sonAmAM tathA paththaramAM, maNine mATImAM tathA AgaLa vadhIne mokSa ane saMsArane viSe kyAre samAna budhdhivALo banIza? adhiroDhuM guNazreNiM, niHzreNI muktiveshmnH| parAnandalatAkandAn, kuryAditi manorathAn // A pramANe muktirUpI mahelanI nisaraNI samAna guNonI zreNI upara caDhavA mATe zreSTha AnaMdanI latAnA kaMdarUpa manorathono keTa-keTalo mahimA pUrvAcArya bhagavaMtoe batAvyo che. sukRtonA manoratho karatAM guNasAgara tathA pRthvIcaMdra temaja temanI sIone paNa kevaLajJAna. guNasAgara zreSThI putra che, ATha kanyAo sAthe vevizALa thayela che, gokhe beThAM sAdhunA darzanathI jAti smaraNazAna thAya che. AgalA bhavamAM pALela cAritra yAda Ave che. teno sAkSAt prabhAva anubhavyo che. have cAritranA koDa thAya che, mAtA-pitAnI rajA mAge che. mAtA-pitA, 'ATha kanyA sAthe lagna karIne pachI je karavuM hoya te karajo, tema jaNAve che. chevaTe lagna karI bIjA divase cAritra levAnuM nakkI thAya che. kanyAnA mAtApitAone te vAta jaNAvAya che. teo camakI UThe che. bIjo vara karavAno vicAra kare che. paNa AvedazanI zIlanA parAkamavALI kanyAo mAtA-pitAne kahe che, A bhavamAM bIje vara nahIM karIe, e guNanidhi je karaze te ame karIzuM. # SS basuranA vasuMdharA-bhAgacotho 141 ANNI N#
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________________ rAga-virAga baMnemAM temanI AjJAne zire dharIzuM." lagna levAyAM, dhavala maMgala gIto zarU thayAM. varaghoDe caDIne guNasAgara tyAM Avyo. corImAM Avyo. hastameLApa zarU thayo. sAjana sahu bhegA thayA che. te vakhate guNasAgara kumAra kevA suMdara sukRtanA manoratha karatA kevaLajJAna sudhI pahoce che te vAta sajajhAyakAra zrI jIvavijaya mahArAjanA zabdomAM ja joIe. have kumAra zubha cittameM, dharmadhyAna sAMbharIyAM re lola saMyama leI saguru kane, zruta bhaNazuM sukhakArI re lola; samatA rasamAM jhIlazuM, kAmakaSAyane vArI re lola, guru vinaya nitya sevazuM tapa tapazuM manohArI re lola, doSa beMtAlIza TAlazuM, mAyA lAbha nivArI re lola. jIvita maraNe samapaNuM, sama tRNamaNi gaNazuM re lola, saMyama yoge sthira thaI, moha ripune haNazuM re lola. guNasAgara guNazreNie, thayA kevaLajJAnI re lola, nArI paNa mana ciMtave, varIe ame guNakhANI re lola, ame paNa saMyama sAdhazuM, nAtha nagInA sAthe re lola; ema AThe thaI kevaLI, te savi piyuDA hAthe re lola.' juo, sukRta-manorathono kevo suMdara mahimA che, lagna corImAM ATha strIonI sAthe hastameLApanI bAhya kriyA vakhate aMtaramAM saMyamanA manorathamAM rAcatAM guNasAgara temaja AThe kanyA kevaLajJAnane pAme che. guNasAgaranAM mAtA-pitA paNa samAcAra maLatAM saMvega raMgamAM AgaLa vadhatAM kevaLajJAnane pAmyAM. tevI ja rIte A samAcAra rAjya siMhAsana upara beThela pRthvIcaMdrakumArane rAjasabhAmAM maLatAM guNasAgara muninI anumodanA karatAM ane pote paNa sukRtanA manoratha karatAM pRthvIcaMdra kevaLajJAnane kevI rIte pAme che, te mATe juo te ja sajajhAyanI nIcenI paMktio- pRthvIcaMdra te sAMbhaLI, vAdhyo mana vairAga, dhanadhana te guNasAgaru, pAmyo bhava jaLa tAga...! huM nija tAtane dAkSiNya, paDyo rAjya majhAra, paNa have nisaraNuM kadA, thAzuM, kaba aNagAra ...2 E bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAgacotho para IST
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________________ DhALa. dhanadhana je munivara dhyAne rame, karatA Atama zudhdha, munIsara rAjA ciMte sadguru sevanA, karIzuM nirmaLa budhdha, munIsara dhanadhana je munivara dhyAne rame /1 kabahu madama sumati sevazuM, dharazuM Atama dhyAna Ima ciMtavatA apUrava guNa caDhe, zreNie zukla dhyAna munidhana. dhyAna baLe savi AvaraNa kSaya karI, pAmyA kevaLajJAna. pRthvIcaMdrakumAra Ama guNasAgara muninA sukRtanI anumodanA tathA potAnA jIvana mATe sukRtanA manoratho karatAM karatAM kevaLajJAna pAme che. kumAranI ATha strIo paNa te sAMbhaLatAM saMvega raMgamAM jhIlatI kevaLajJAna pAme che. dayitA ATha suNI mana harSathI, ulaTa aMga na mAya; saMvega raMga taraMgameM jhIlatI, AThe kevaLI thAya muni dhana. A che sukRta-anumodanA tathA sukRta manorathonA uttamottama lAbho. ApaNe paNa AvA sukRta manoratho hadayanA utkRSTa bhAvapUrvaka bhAvIe-jethI karmanA baMdhanothI mukta thaI zAzvata sukhane prApta karIe. ahIM ApaNe have sukRta-anumodanA je karavAnI che te traNa vibhAgathI karIzuM. (1) ApaNA potAnA A bhava tathA bhUtakALanA bhAvomAM thayela sukRtonI anumodanA (2) ekendriya AdimAM pRthvI, pANI, agni, vAyu, vanaspati ke trasakAyanI ApaNI pUrva bhavanI kAyAo, ApaNe ajANatAM chatAM paNa je jinabhakti Adi sukRtomAM upayogI thaI hoya tenI anumodanA (3) jagatanAM sarvazreSTha sukRta karanAra zrI arihaMta paramAtmAnAM sukRtothI zarU karIne vAva jinazAsanane nahi pAmela tevA itara paNa bhadrika jIvonA dayA-dAna-anukaMpAdi zubha pravRtti ke zubha bhAvonI anumodanA. duSkRta niMdAmAM jema dareka AlAvAne aMte "micchA mi dukkaDama" sAmudAyika badhA bolatA hatAM tema ahIM AkhA sukRtano AlAvo saMpUrNa zAMtipUrvaka ekAgracite sAMbhaLyA pachI chelle "anumoduM chuM" ema ema badhAMe sAmudAyika rIte bolavAnuM bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAgacotho 143
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________________ vibhAga 1lo sva-sukRta anumodanA prathama sAmAnya sarvasukRtanI anumodanA karAya che. yatkRtaM sukRtaM kiJcit, rtntritygocrm| tatsarvamanumanyehaM, maargmaatraanusaarypi|| ( zrI jinezvara bhagavaMtanA mArgane anusarIne je kaMI sukRta meM karyuM hoya te sarvane huM bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. mArA jIve bhUtakALanA bhAvomAM tathA A bhavamAM samyagdarzananI prApti karI hoya, tathA samatvanA AcAronuM pAlana karyuM hoya, jevuM ke jinabhakti, jinadarzana, pUjAvaMdana, tIrthayAtrA, navakAra maMtrano jApa vagere karyuM hoya te sarvane bhAvathI anumoDuM mArA jIve dezaviratimAM aNuvrato pALyAM, vrata paccakhANa karyA hoya, tapatyAga karyA, abhigraho karyA, sAmAyika pauSadhAdika karyA hoya te badhAM A bhava ke bhUtakALa bhavonA sukRtonI bhAvapUrvaka anumodanA karuM chuM. zrI jinacaitya zrI jinapratimA, samyakajJAna, sAdhu, sAdhvI, zrAvaka, zrAvikArUpa sAta kSetrone poSyA hoya, tene viSe bhaktipUrvaka dravyano upayoga karyo hoya te-zubha pravRttine bhAvapUrvaka huM anumoduM chuM. mArA jIve A bhavamAM ke bhUtakALanA bhAvomAM zrI sidhdhagirijI, zrI zaMkhezvarajI, AbujI, giranAra, sametazikhara, bhoyaNI, pAnasara, serisA, tAraMgA, mAtara, mahesANA (sImaMdharasvAmI) kuMbhAriyAjI, rANakapura, brAhmaNavADA, diyANA, nAMdiyA, loTALA, mUchALA mahAvIra, vakANA, nADola, nADalAI, bhadrezvara, aMtarikSa pArzvanAtha vagere bhAratabharamAM karelI tIthanI yAtrA trividha trividha anumoduM chuM. - bhUtakALanAM bhAvomAM tathA A bhavamAM mArA jIve je kaMI jIvo upara dayA karI hoya, kasAIkhAnA AdithI jIvone choDAvyA hoya, hiMsaka prANIothI bIjA karatA jIvone bacAvyA hoya, mAchImAronI jALone aTakAvI hoya; bhUkhyAne anna-pANI, nirdhanane dhana-dhAnya, vastra Adi ApyAM hoya, lakSmI paranuM mamatva A rIte ochuM karyuM E N bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAgacotha 11 N B
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________________ vagere zrI jinezvara bhagavaMtanA vacanathI avirudhdha tevI je kaMI zubha karaNI karI hoya te badhAMne arihaMta prabhunI sAkSIe pUjya gurudevanI puNya nizrAmAM zrI saMgha samakSa bhAvathI anumodu chuM. paMcAcAra pAlananI anumodanA samyajJAna bhayo, bIjAne bhaNAvyuM, samyajJAna tathA jJAnIonI bhakti karI, zrI jinAgamo lakhyAM-lakhAvyAM, jJAnabhaMDAro karIne zrutanI rakSA karI, jJAnanI ATha prakAranA AcAra' jevAke yogyakALe bhaNavuM, AkALe na bhaNavuM, vinaya bahumAnapUrvaka bhaNavuM, jJAnadAtA guruono apalopa na karavo, sUtra, artha, ubhaya barAbara kahevA vagere, pALyA, paLAvyA. Ama jJAnAcArane lagatAM je kaMI sukRta mArA jIve A bhavamAM ke bhUtakALanA bhAvamAM karyA hoya te sarvasukRtone arihaMta paramAtmAdinI sAkSIe bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. zrI jinezvara bhagavaMtanA vacana upara zradhdhA rAkhI temAM ni:saMdeha budhdhi karI, zrI jinamata sivAya bIjA koI darzananI IcchA na karI, zrI jinadharmanA phaLanI zaMkA bilakula na karI, sAdhu, sAdhvInA mala-malina gAtra, vastra, pAtra AdinI durgachA na karI, zrI jinadharmanA ArAdhakonI upavRMhaNa eTale ke prazaMsA karI, pramAda karatA jIvone dharmanI ArAdhanAmAM sthira karyA, caturvidha saMgha pratye vAtsalyabhAva rAkhyo tathA zrI jinazAsananI prabhAvanA karI vagere darzanAcArane lagatA je kaMI zubha AcAro meM A bhavamAM ke bhUtakALanA bhAvomAM pALyA hoya te badhAne bhAvathI anumoduM zrI jinamaMdironAM nirmANa karyA, karAvyAM, jina pratimAo bharAvI, zrI jinabiMbonI aMjanazalAkA tathA pratiSThA karAvI, zrI jinabhaktinA mahotsavo karyA, karAvyA, deva-dravyanI vRdhdhi karI-karAvI, tIrthayAtrAo karI-karAvI, saMgha kADhyA, upadhAna, ujamaNAM Adi zAsanaprabhAvanAnAM kAryo karyA, karAvyAM, devanA bhavomAM prabhunA kalyANako ujavyAM, samavasaraNanI racanAo karI, merUparvata upara jaI prabhunA janmakALe abhiSeko karyA, naMdIzvaradvIpa, rUcakaddI5 merU Adi uparanAM zAzvata tIthanI 1. jJAnanA ATha prakAranA AcAra A mujaba che--kaale viNae bahumANe, uvahANe tahaya anihvnne| vaMjaNa attha tadubhae, aviho naannmaayaaro|| 2. ATha prakAranA darzanAcAranissNkiy nikkaMkhiya, nivvitigiccha amuuddhditthiy| uvavUha thirIkaraNe, vacchalla pabhAvaNe atth|| #AN bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAgacotho 145 NN
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________________ yAtrA karI vagere darzanAthArane lagatI saghaLI mArI zubha pravRtti, A bhavamAM ke gatabhavomAM thaI hoya te sarvane bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. isamiti, Adi pAMce samitinuM sabhya pAlana karyuM, mana, vacana ane kAyAnI gupti karI, sAmAyika, pauSadha, desAvanasika, Adi vrato karyA, upayoga pUrvaka pratikramaNa, paDilehaNa, gocarI, pANI, vagere zubha sAdhupaNAnI carcAone AcarI, zrAvakapaNAnA suMdara AcAro pALyA vagere cAritrAcArane lagatA je AcAro pALA hoya te sarvane bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. | navakArazI porasI, sAporasI, purima, ava, ekAzana, besaNuM, AyaMbila, - upavAsa, cheTha, aThThama, aThThAI, soLa upavAsa, mAsakSamaNa vagere je koI prakArano 'tapa kya, uNodarI rAkhI, vRtti saMkSepamAM bhojananAdravyAdinuM niyamana karyuM, cora mahAvigaIono sarvathA tyAga tathA cha vigaImAMthI koI paNa ekAda ke adhika vigaIono tyAga karyo, zarIrane kaSTa ApyuM, saMlInatAmAM, aMgopAMga ke Indriyone gopavI rAkhyA vagere cha prakAranA bAhya tapanA viSayamAM je kaMI ArAdhanA mArA jIve A bhavamAM ke bhUtakALanA bhAvomAM karI hoya, te sarvenI bhAvathI anumodanA karuM chuM. thayela doSone guru pAse pragaTa karI prAyazcitta grahaNa karI tenuM vahana karyuM, AcArya, upAdhyAya ratnAdhika Adino vinaya karyo, bALa, vRdhdha, glAna, tapasvI, zaikSaka (nUtana muni) vagere sAdhu bhagavaMtonI tathA sAdharmikonI vaiyAvacca karI, vAcanA, pRcchanA, parAvartanA, dharmakathA tathA anuprekSArUpa pAMca prakArano svAdhyAya karyo, dharmadhyAna ane zukala dhyAnane dhyAvuM, karmakSayAdi nimitte kAusagna karyA, vagere cha prakAranA abhyatara tapane viSe je kaMI ArAdhanA karI hoya, A bhavamAM ke gatabhavomAM te sarve ArAdhanAnI, he devAdhideva prabhu ! A ArAdhanA mArA jIvanamAM khUba vistare tevA bhAvathI caturvidha saMgha sahita anumodanA karuM chuM. . 1. ATha prakAranA cAritrAcAra-pnnihaann joga jutto, paMcahiM samIihiM tIhiM guttiihiN| esa carittAyAro aThaviho hoi naayvvo|| 2 bAhya tapanA cha prakAraannsnn muNoariyA, vittisaMkhevaNaM rsccaao| kAyakileso saMliNayAya banjho tavo hoi / / 3 AtyaMtara tapanA cha prakAra--paaycchittN viNayo veyAvaccaM taheva sjjhaao| jhANaM ussaggo vi aabhiMtarao tavo hoii|| ja bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga cotho :14)
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________________ - - - mAruM vIrya zrI jinezvara bhagavaMtanA ratnatrayInA mArgamAM jyAM meM pravartAvyuM hoya, ullAsabhera zrI jinadharmanI ArAdhanA karI hoya, prabhu-zAsananI ArAdhanAmAM puruSArthane phoravyo hoya, te vicArane lagatAM sukRtone mana, vacana ane kAyAthI bhAvapUrvaka anumoduM . - dhanya che e divasane prabhu ! je divase ApanA mArgane anusaryo.dhanya che e divasane prabhu ! je divase meM ApanA viSe citta ekAgra karyuM...! dhanya che e kSaNane prabhu! je mArI kSaNa samabhAvamAM pasAra thaI. dAna-zIla-tapa-bhAvadharmanI ArAdhanAnI anumodanA . mArA jIve zAnadAna, abhayadAna, supAtradAna, tathA anukaMpAdAna ne ucitadAnanI je kaMI pravRtti karI. - ' zIla dharmamAM svayaM saMpUrNa brahmacaryanuM pAlana karyuM, athavA parvatithi Adine viSe brahmacaryanA paccakhANa karI tenuM pAlana karyuM, iMdriyonA viSayono vivekapUrvaka tyAga karyo, parastrIothI vivekapUrvaka nivRtta thayo, daSTi paNa pAchI vALI bIjAne upadeza AdithI brahmacaryanuM pAlana karAvyuM, zIlavaMtonAM bahumAna karyA, guNagAna gAyA, vagere je kaMI zubha ArAdhanA karI. bAhya abhyatara tapa dharmanI ArAdhanA karI tapasvIonA pAraNAdika karAvyAM, teonAM prabhAvanAdika dvArA bahumAna karAvyAM. | zrI navapadajInI tapa, vardhamAna tapa, zrI vIzasthAnaka tapa, paMcamI, aSTamI, ekAdazI Adi taponI ArAdhanA karI. * bhAva dharmane viSe bAra bhAvanAo vAraMvAra bhAvI, maitrAdi cAra bhAvanAothI paNa AtmAne vAsita karyo, vagere. cAre prakAranA dharmamAMthI je kaMI dharmanI ArAdhanA bhUtakALanA bhAvomAM tathA A bhavamAM karI hoya tenI mana-vacana kAyAthI bhAvapUrvaka arihaMta prabhunI sAkSIe, zrI gurubhagavaMtonI nizrAmAM sakala saMghanI sAthe anumodanA karuM chuM. . TUMkamAM, he nAtha ! he jagatasvAmI devAdhideva! ApanA mArgane anusarIne mArA vaDe A bhavamAM ke gatabhavomAM je kaMI mana-vacana-kAyAthI alpa paNa pravRtti thaI che, te alpa hovA chatAM bIja rUpa hoI temAMthI vistRta velA phelAze te AzayathI te sarva pravRttine bhAvapUrvaka anumoduM chuM. ja baharanA vasuMdharA-bhAgacotho 147 ANS 11
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________________ vibhAga 2 je ekenika AdinA bhAvomAM kAyAdino sadupayoga thayo hoya tenI anumodanA. anAdinigodamAM avyavahAra rAzimAM mArA jIve eka kAyAmAM anaMtA jIvonI sAthe vAsa karIne je kaMI duHkha, pIDA vagere bhogavIne akAmanirjarAthI karma khapAvyAM hoya tene anumoduM chuM. mArA jIve vyavahAra rAzimAM AvyA pachI paNa pRthvIkAya AdinA bhavomAM du:kha pIDA bhogavIne je karma akAmanirjarAthI khapAvyAM hoya tene bhAvathI anumo pRthvIkAyanA bhavamAM paththara, mATI, ratna, dhAtu, vagere tarIke huM hato-tyAMnI mArI kAyAno upayoga zrI jinapratimA, zrI jinamaMdira, pauSadhazALA ke jJAnamaMdira Adi zubha sthAnomAM thayo hoya tene huM trividha trividha anumoduM chuM. apakAyanA bhavamAM mArI kAyAno upayoga zrIjinezvara bhagavaMtonA snAtraabhiSekomAM, ke zrI jinamaMdira, pauSadhazALA AdinA nirmANa vageremAM thayo hoya tenI huM bhAvathI anumodanA karuM chuM. agnikAyanA bhavamAM mArI kAyAno upayoga jinabhakti ke zrutabhakita vageremAM dhUpa-dIpa vagere tarIke thayo hoya tene huM bhAvathI anumoduM chuM... vAyukAyanA bhavomAM zrI jinezvara bhagavaMto, sAdhu bhagavaMto ke sAdharmikonI anukULatAmAM mArI kAyAno upayoga thayo hoya tene bhAvathI anumoduM .. vanaspatikAyanA bhavamAM puSpa, phaLa, Adi tarIke mArI kAyAno upayoga jinabhaktimAM thayo. thaDa, mUla vagere mArI kAyAno jinamaMdira, upAzraya, sAdhunAM pAtra, daMDa vageremAM upayoga thayo hoya te sarvene bhAvathI anumoduM chuM.. trasakAyanA bhavamAM kIDAdi thaIne tathA gheTA, bakarA vagere tarIke thavAthI mArA vizva-una vagereno upayoga prazasta rIte jainazAsanamAM thayo tene bhAvathI anumoTuM - Ama bhUtakALanA bhAvomAM mArI kAyAdi sarve sAmagrIno upayoga yatkiMcita paNa zrI jainazAsanamAM thayo hoya tene arihaMta paramAtmAdinI sAkSIe caturvidha saMgha samakSa bhAvapUrvaka anumoduM chuM. N bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga cotho . 148 Ne
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________________ vibhAga 3 jo vizvamAM thayela, thatAM tathA thanArAM sukRtanI anumodanA sAmAnyataH jagatanAM arihaMtAdinAM saghaLAM sukRtonI anumodanA karatAM zrI hemacaMdrasUri ma. pharamAve che ke--srvessaamrhdaadiinaaN, yo yo'rhatvAdiko guNaH / anumodayAmi taM taM, sarvaM teSAM mahAtmanAm / sarve arihaMtAdi ne viSe je je arihaMtapaNAdino guNa che te mahAtmAonA te te sarva guNone huM anumoduM chuM. have vistArathI anumodanA karAya che. zrI arihaMta paramAtmAnA suphatanI anumodanA jagatamAM sarva zreSTha sukRto zrI arihaMta prabhunAM che. bhUtakALamAM thayela sarva arihaMta paramAtmAnA tIrtha sthApanAnA sukRtane huM anumoduM chuM. . arihaMta paramAtmAonA jIvoe trIjA bhavamAM "savi jIva karuM zAsanarasI" nI je uttama bhAvanA bhAvI tathA tene anurupa pravRtti karI tene huM anumoduM chuM. arihaMta paramAtmAnA jIvone tIrthakara nAmakarmanA baMdhamAM nimitta bhUta je nirmaLa samyakatvano pariNAma tathA vIzasthAnaka padonI ArAdhanA trIjA bhavane viSe hatI, tene huM bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. , arihaMta paramAtmAnA jIvo pUrva bhavamAM devalokamAM vairAgya-vAsita hoI, divya bhogo vacce paNa udAsIna bhAve rahyA, viSayasukhonI avagaNanA karI tathA nArakInA bhavamAM ghora pIDAmAM paNa samabhAvamAM rahyA, teonA te zubha bhAvane anumoduM chuM. zrI arihaMta paramAtmAnA avanakalyANaka vakhate jagatamAM ajavALAM thayAM. narakanA jIvoe paNa kSaNabhara mATe sukha ane AnaMdano anubhava karyo, indrAdie paNa te vakhate paramAtmAnA bhAvapUrvaka-stuti bahumAna karyo, te prabhunA cyavanakalyANakane bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. zrI arihaMta paramAtmAnA janma samaye paNa caudarAja lokamAM ajavALAM thayAM, sarvajIvoe kSaNabhara mATe sukhane anubhavyuM, chappana dikumArikAoe sUtikarma karyuM, IiN bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhaga cotho 149Nlsa
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________________ Ikoe merUparvatAdi upara laI jaI karoDo jaLakaLazothI abhiSeka karyA. pitA rAjAe paNa sva-vaibhava anusAra janma mahotsava ujavyA. te prabhunA janmakalyANakane bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. - zrI arihaMta paramAtmAo gRhasthIkALamAM paNa vinaya, viveka, vairAgya, aucitya vagere guNothI yukta hatA. prabhunA te sarve guNone bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. - zrI arihaMta prabhue je mahAnuM aizvarya Rdhdhi, bhogasAmagrI choDIne cAritra lIdhuM, te pUrve sAMvatsarika dAna dIdhuM, te prabhunA saMvaccharadAnane bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. prabhue saMvatsarIdAna ApyA pachI cAritra lIdhuM, prabhuno cAritra mahotsava ujavavA devo, asuro, iMdro vagere paNa AvyA. vaLI cAritranI grahaNa kSaNe puna: lokamAM prakAza tathA jIvone sukhanI prApti thaI te prabhunA cAritrakalyANakane huM bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. arihaMta prabhue cAritra laI chamasthapaNAmAM apramatta bhAvathI cAritranuM pAlana karyuM, prabhu samiti, guptimAM upayogavALA hatA, pariSaha ne upasargone samatAbhAve sahana karyA, maunapaNe vicaryA, ghora tapane AcAryo, sadA kAusagga mudrAe rahI dhyAna karyuM, jamIna upara beThA paNa nahIM, prabhunI te ucca cAritra-sAdhanAne trividhe-trividhe anumoduM chuM. arihaMta prabhune kevaLajJAna thatAM prabhu sarvajJa thayA, devoe samavasaraNanI racanA karI, vaLI puna: vizvamAM prakAza thayo tathA nArakanA jIvo paNa kSaNabhara AnaMdane pAmyA. prabhunA te kevaLajJAna-kalyANakane bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. sarvajJa thayA pachI devaracita samavasaraNamAM besI prabhue dezanA ApI aneka jIvone pratibodhita karyA. sAdhu, sAdhvI, zrAvaka, zrAvikArUpa caturvidha zrIsaMghanI sthApanA karI, prabhunA mukhya ziSya gaNadhara bhagavaMtoe prabhunI pAsethI prApta karela tripadInA AdhAre dvAdazAMgInI racanA karI, tathA zrIarihaMta prabhue gaNadhara-bhagavaMtonI dvAdazAMgIne anujJA ApI. zrI arihaMta prabhunI A badhI zubhakaraNInI bhAvathI anumodanA karuM chuM. zrI arihaMta paramAtmAoe vividha sthaLomAM vicarI bhavya dezanAo ApI, aneka jIvone pratibodhita karyA, te prabhunI mahA-paropakAranI pravRttine bhAvathI anumoTuM #SS bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAgacotho 150 S S =
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________________ manoyoga dvArA paNa prabhue aneka mana:paryavajJAnI munionA tathA anusaravAsI devonA saMzayonuM nirAkaraNa karyuM, prabhunA te zubha manoyogane paNa bhAvathI anumoTuM yogano nirodha karIne zailezIkaraNa karyuM, te daramiyAna 14mA guNasthAnakane prApta karIne sarva karmono nAza karyA te prabhujInA yoganirodha tathA zailezIkaraNane bhAvathI anumodu chuM. prabhu sarva pApano kSaya karI nirvANa (mukti) padane pAmyA, Idro-devo vageree prabhunA A nirvANa-kalyANakane mahotsavapUrvaka ujavyuM. prabhunA nirvANa kalyANakane huM bhAvathI anumodu chuM. he trijagadAdhAra prabhu ! ApanA anaMtA guNo, ApanuM sAmarthya ne ApanI zaktinI gaNanA huM zI rIte karuM ? ApanA anaMtaguNone gaNavA mArI pAse zakti nathI, yopazama nathI, chatAM traNa jagatanA nAtha, vibhu ! ApanA arihaMtapaNAnI, ApanA anaMtaguNonI, ApanI anaMta zaktinI ApanA zreSTha paropakAra Adi sukRtonI te te guNo ane sukRtonI abhilASAne karavA pUrvaka huM bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. bhUtakALamAM thayela anaMtA arihaMta paramAtmAnAM saghaLA sukRtone bhAvathI anumoTuM chuM. bhaviSyakALamAM thanArI anaMtA arihaMta paramAtmAnAM saghaLAM sukRtone bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. vartamAnamAM vicaratA vIza arihaMta paramAtmAnAM saghaLAM sukRtone bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. . - zrI RSabhadeva svAmInA dIkSAthI mAMDIne 13 mAsathI adhika thayela tapane bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. zrI pArzvanAtha prabhue kamaThanA upasargone samabhAvathI sahana karyA, te samabhAvanI anumodanA karuM chuM. carama tIrthapati zrI mahAvIra svAmIjIe chellethI trIjA bhavamAM 1180645 mAsakSamaNanI ArAdhanA karI tene bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. carama tIrthapati zrI mahAvIrasvAmIjIe sADAbAra varSanA chadmastha dIkSA paryAyamAM karela ugra ane ghora tapa jevAM ke--1 chamAsI 6 bemAsI 12 aThama 1 5 divasanUnachamAsI 1 doDhamAsI 229 chaTha (bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAgacotho 151 ANS
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________________ 9 comAsI 12 mAsakSamaNa bhadrAditraNapratimAo 2 aDhI mAsI 72 pAsakSamaNa 349 pAraNA vagere kula 349 pAraNA sivAya prabhujIne bAkInA divaso nirjaLa upavAsa thayA, te ugra ane ghora tapanI bhAvapUrvaka trividha trividha anumodanA karuM chuM. - camara tIrthapati zrI mahAvIra prabhue 12aa varSanA chadmastha dIkSA paryAyamAM saMgama zUlapANI Adi devonA, govALiyA vagere manuSyonA tathA anArya dezamAM plecchonA, tiryaMca AdinA je bhayaMkara upasargo, ane sudhA-tRSAdi pariSahone sahana karyA, tene bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. sarva tIrthakara bhagavaMtonAM sarva sukRtone bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. sidhdha bhagavaMtonI anumodanA sidhdhapaNAne anumoduM chuM. anaMtA jIvo sidhdhapaNAne pAmyA che, teone pragaTa thayela AtmasvarUpane huM anumoduM chuM. tIrthaMkara thaIne sidhdha thayA, tIrthaMkara thayA vinA sAmAnya kevaLI thaIne je sidhdha thayA, tIrthane viSe je sidhdha thayA te zrI gautamasvAmIjI Adi tIrthasidhdho tathA tIrtha vinA je sidhdha thayA te marudevA mAtA Adi atIrthasidhdho, puruSapaNAmAM, strIpaNAmAM ke napuMsakapaNAmAM kevaLajJAna pAmIne jeo sidhdha thayA te sarve sidhdha paramAtmAone bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. svaliMga eTale ke sAdhunA veSamAM kevalajJAna pAmIne mokSe gayA te jaMbUsvAmI Adi tathA gRhiliMga eTale ke gRhasthanA veSamAM kevaLajJAna pAmI mokSe gayA, te bharata cakavartI vagere tathA paraliMgamAM eTale ke anya tApasAdi veSamAM kevaLajJAna pAmIne mokSe gayA te valkalacIrI vagere, temanA sidhdhapaNAnI bhAvathI anumodanA karuM chuM. svayaMbudhdha eTale ke jeo potAnI jAte ja (gurU vinA) nimitta vagara bodha pAmIne mokSe gayA, tathA pratyeka budhdha eTale ke potAnI jAte paNa nimitta dvArA bodha pAmIne mokSe gayA, tathA budhdhabodhita eTale ke AcAryo AdinA upadezathI bodha pAmIne mokSe gayA, vaLI jeo ekalA ja mokSe gayA, temaja jeo anekanI sAthe mokSe gayA te eka sidhdha tathA aneka sidhdho-A sarve prakAranA sidhdhonI bhAvathI anumodanA karuM chuM. rAtrinA viSe jeo sidhdha thayA, saMdhyA samaye, madhyAhna samaye, ke savAre sidhdha bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAgacotho 152 N
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________________ thayA, bALapaNe (8 varSa) jeo sidhdha thayA, yuvAvasthAmAM, madhyamAvasthAmAM ke vRdhdhAvasthAmAM jeo sidhdha thayA, dviIpane viSe, samudramAM, parvata upara ke game te sthAnone viSe jeo sidhdha thayA, palyakAsane beThA beThA, UbhA UbhA kAusagna-dhyAne, ke sUtA sUtA-game te avasthAne viSe jeo sarvakarmano kSaya karIne sidhdha thayA, te sarva sidhdha paramAtmAone bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. sidhdha bhagavaMtonA mukhya ATha guNo A pramANe che- anaMtajJAna, anaMtadarzana, avyAbAdha sukha, vItarAgatA, ajarAmarapaNuM, arUpipaNuM, agurulaghutA, anaMtavIrya. A AThe guNonI bhAvathI anumodanA karuM chuM. he sidhdha bhagavaMto ! Ape AtmAnA yathArtha svarUpane pragaTa karyuM che, Apa saMpUrNapaNe nirmaLa, zudhdha, karmakalaMkathI rahita, kRtakRtya thaI gayA cho. huM to malina, azuddha karmathI badhdha saMsArI avasthAne anubhavuM chuM. Apane vizeSa zuM kahuM? ApanA anaMta guNa svarUpa tevA sidhdhapaNAnI, prApti mane zIgha thAya te abhilASAthI, anaMtajJAnI evA ApanI bhAvathI anumodanA karuM chuM. AcArya bhagavaMtonI anumodanA zrI jinazAsananA zaNagAra, zAsananI prabhAvanAne karanArA, zrI tIrthakara - bhagavaMtonI gerahAjarImAM zAsanane vahana karanArA, tIrthakara bhagavaMtanI AjJAnI samAna jemanI AjJA che, jJAnAcArAdi pAMca prakAranA AcAronuM svayaM pAlana karanArA tathA jagatanA jIvone karAvanArA AcAryonI karaNInI bhAvathI anumodanA karuM chuM. zrutasamudranuM avagAhana karanAra, kRtano udhdhAra karanArA tathA zrutanuM rakSaNa karanArA, temaja zrutajJAnanuM ziSyone dAna karanArA, AcArya bhagavaMtonA A zubha AcArone bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. 24 tIrthakara bhagavaMtonA 145ra gaNadharonI dvAdazAMgInI racanA Adi zubha karaNIne bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. zrI gautamasvAmIno mahAvIra prabhu pratyeno uttama vinaya tathA 50 hajAra ziSyone pratibodha karIne kevaLajJAna apAvyuM, vagere zubha AcArone anumoduM chuM. jinazAsana ratnonI khANa che. temAM rAjAo vagerene pratibodha karI zrIjinazAsananI mahAna prabhAvanA karanArA, traNa varSanI umare dIkSita thayelA zrI vajasvAmijI thayA, 1444 graMthonA racayitA AcArya zrIharibhadrasUrijI, 3 karoDa bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAgacotho 153 pIpaE4
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________________ zlokanI sthanA karanArA tathA zrI kumArapAla rAMjAne pratibodha karIne aDhAra dezamAM jainazAsananI apUrva prabhAvanA karanArA pAMca varSanI umare dIkSita thayelA zrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA, Ama rAjAne pratibodha karanArA zrI bappabhaTTasUri mahArAjA, lAkho jinapratimAjInI tathA seMkaDo maMdironI pratiSThA vidhi karAvanArA zrI hIrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA, tathA zrI senasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA Adi zrI sudharmAsvAmIjI thI mAMDIne yAvat vartamAna kALanA AcAryonI zrI jinAjJAne anusarIne thayela, thatI temaja bhaviSya kALamAM thanArA AcAryonI prabhu AjJAnusArI thanArI zubha pravRttine bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. gurU AzAnA pAlana khAtara lokhaMDanI tapelI tavI upara caDanArA zrI rAmacaMdrasUrijI mahArAjanI prANa samarpaNanI pravRttine bhAvathI anumoduM chuM... - vinayaratna dvArA rAjAnuM khUna thatAM zrI jinazAsananI apabhrAjanAnA nivAraNa arthe potAnA gaLe charI pheravI prANonA samarpaNa dvArA zAsana upara AvatA kalaMkane aTakAvanArA zrI kAlikasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanI bhAvathI anumodanA karuM chuM. zrI sarasvatI sAdhvInA zIlanI rakSA khAtara, bhagIratha mahenata karI plecchone lAvI gaIbhilla rAjA sAthe yudhdha karAvI zrI jinazAsananI rakSA karanArI zrI kAlikasUri ma.nI pariNati tathA zAsanarakSAnI zubha pravRttine bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. ayodhyAthI vijayanagarIno seMkaDo mAIlano ugra vihAra zrI jainasaMghanI rakSA khAtara karanArA zrI dharmasiMhasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanI saMgharakSAnI karaNIne bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. pUjanIya AcArya bhagavaMtonI tIrtharakSAnI, zAsanarakSAnI, devadravyAdinI vRdhdhinI, saMyama pradAnanI, anekAneka AtmAone pratibodha karavAnI zubha pravRttine bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. AcAryo gacchanI sAraNA, vAraNA, coyaNA, paDicoyaNAnI zubha pravRtti kare che. AcAryo gacchane yogya upadhi upakaraNo vagereno saMgraha kare che. AcAryo gacchamAM rahela glAna sAdhu-sAdhvIonI yogya vaiyAvaccAdi karAvaDAve che. AcAryo caturvidha saMgha pratye vAtsalya bhAvane dhAraNa kare che. AvI AcAryonI zubha pravRttinebhAvathI anumoduM chuM. . TUMkamAM, zrI jinazAsanamAM AcAryonA zire je je javAbadArIo che tenuM ETV bahuranA vasuMdhA-bhAgacotho 154 jJa
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________________ pAlana karatA AcAryonI pAMce AcAranI zubha pravRttine bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. zrI upAdhyAya bhagavaMtonI anumodanA zrI jinazAsanamAM yuvarAja samAna, sAdhugaNane zruta jJAnanuM dAna ApanArA, paccIza guNothI yukta zrI upAdhyAya bhagavaMtonI bhAvathI anumodanA karuM chuM. aneka graMthonI racanA karavAnI, aneka jIvone pratibodha karavAnI tathA caraNa sittarI ane karaNa sittarInI upAdhyAyanI karaNIne bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. azpakSayopazamavALA sAdhuone paNa jJAnadAna dvArA paMDita banAvanArA, upAdhyAya bhagavaMtonI anumodanA karuM chuM. gacchanI upadhi, vastrAdinI ciMtA karavAnI, AcAryanI sAthe rahI gacchano boja upADI levAnI, sarva sAdhuone prathamazruta bhaNAvavAnI upAdhyAya bhagavaMtonI sAdhanAne anumoduM chuM. tIvra kSayopazamavALA ane zrI zruta dharmanI ArAdhanA ane rakSA khAtara seMkaDo graMthonI racanA karanArA bahuzruta upAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajI mahArAjanI zruta sAdhanAne bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. lokaprakAza Adi anekavidha graMthonI racanA karavAvALA upA. zrI vinayavijayajI ma.nI zruta ArAdhanAne bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. baMnee bhegA thaI kuzAgrabudhdhithI kAzImAM cha hajAra zloka pramANa graMthane eka ja divasamAM dhArI lIdho te ubhaya upAdhyAyajI bhagavaMtane mArA bhAvathI namaskAra che. sAdhu bhagavaMtonI anumodanA sakala sAdhu bhagavaMtonI ratnatrayInI sAdhanAne anumoduM chuM. 5 bharatakSetramAM vartamAna kAle vicaratA sarva sAdhuonA cAritrane, tathA 5 airavatakSetramAM vartamAna kALe vicaratA sarva sAdhuonA cAritrane tathA 5 mahAvidehakSetramAM vartamAna kALe vicaratA 2 karoDa kevaLajJAnI sAdhuo tathA 2000 karoDa sAdhuone cAritrane bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. sarva sAvaghanA tyAgarUpe sAmAyika cAritrane, mahAvratonA pAlanarUpe chedopasthApanIya cAritrane, kaThora tapanA pAlanapUrvakanA parihAra vizudhdhi cAritrane, zreNimAM dazamA guNaThANe rahelA jIvonA sUkSmasaMparAya cAritrane, tathA 11 thI 14 bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga cotho = 155
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________________ guNasthAnaka sudhImAM birAjamAna mahAtmAonA yathAkhyAta cAritrane bhAvathI anumo chuM. nava sAdhuno gaNa viziSTa cAritranI sAdhanA karavA gacchathI judo paDe che. aDhAra mAsanI ArAdhanAne svIkAre che. temAM prathama cha mahinA sudhI cAra sAdhutapa kare, cAra vaiyAvacca kare, eka vAcanA Ape. bIjA cha mahinA vaiyAvaccI tapa kare, tapasvIo vaiyAvacca kare, vAcanAcArya vAcanA Ape. trIjA cha mahinA vAcanAcArya tapa kare, eka vAcanA Ape, ane bAkInA vaicAvacca kare. jaghanyathI 1 upavAsa unALamAM tapa comAsAmAM tapa jaghanyathI 2 upavAsa ziyALamAM tapa jaghanyathI 3 upavAsa madhyama 2 upa. madhyama 3 upa. madhyama 4 upa. utkRSTa 3 upavAsa utkRTa 4 upavAsa utkRTa 5 upavAsa pAraNe AyaMbila hoya che. tapa karanAra sivAya bAkInA roja AyaMbila kare che. gocarInA paNa anekavidha niyamo hoya che, bIjA paNa aneka niyamo hoya che. A aDhAra mahinAnI sAdhanAne parihAravizudhdhi cAritra kahevAya che. tevA parihAra vizudhdhi cAritranI mahAtmAonI ArAdhanAne bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. zrI jinazAsanamAM sAdhuo pavitra che. temanI mana - vacana - kAyAnI pravRtti pavitra che, keTalAka munio svAdhyAya sUtra-siddhAMtono AbhyAsa kare che, keTalAka guruvaryonI vaiyAvacca kare che, keTalAka ugra tapasyAo kare che, keTalAka yogohana kare che, keTalAka dharmakathAdithI bhavya AtmAone pratibodha kare che, keTalAka dhyAna kare che, keTalAka japa jape che, keTalAka vividha prakAranAM vIrAsana, padmAsana Adi kare che, keTalAka mahAtmAo cAre AhAra tyAga karIne anazananI ArAdhanA kare che. muni bhagavaMtonI A zrI jinavacanAnusArI badhI cAritrapoSaka pravRttionI trividha trividhe anumodanA karuM chuM. gacchamAMthI nIkaLI, anekavidha upasargo-pariSahone sahana karatA, utsarga mArge jIvana jIvatA zrI jinakalpI munionA cAritrane bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. zrI RSabhadeva svAmInA prathama putra bharata cakravartI jemaNe ArisA bhuvanamAM kevaLajJAnane prApta karyuM ane pRthvItala upara vicarI aneka AtmAonA upara upakAra karyo, temanI bhAvathI anumodanA karuM chuM. RSabhadeva svAmInA 98 putro, jeo bharata joDe yudhdha karavA taiyAra thayelA, bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga cotho - 156
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________________ paraMtu prabhunA upadezathI cAritrane prApta karyuM. temaja zrI bAhubalI-jemane bharata joDe yudhdha karatAM vijaya prApta thavA chatAM raNabhUmi upara ja cAritra lIdhuM teonA cAritrane bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. RSabhadevaprabhuthI ATha pATa sudhInA rAjAo jeomAM pakhaMDAdhipa bharacakI sivAya bAkInA traNa khaMDanA adhipati hatA. cheke ApelA mugaTane dhAraNa karanArA hatA, jeo ArisA bhuvanamAM kevalajJAna pAmIne mokSamAM gayA, teone bhAvathI anumodu chuM. - RSabhadeva svAmInA gaNadhara zrI puMDarika svAmI jeo bharata cakravartInA putra hatA. vizALa saMpattino tyAga karI cAritra laI prabhunA prathama gaNadhara thayA. pAMca karoDa munionI sAthe sidhdhAcaLajI upara caitra suda 15nA divase nirvANapadane pAmyAtemanI tathA 5 karoDa munionI bhAvathI anumodanA karuM chuM. drAviDa ane vArikhillajI daza-daza karoDanI senAyukta paraspara yudhdha karatA. baMnenA pAMca pAMca karoDa sainiko mRtyu pAmyA. yudhdhamAM vacce pratibodha pAmyA ane daza karoDa bAkInA sainiko sAthe baMne cAritra laI zrI sidhdhagirijI upara aNasaNa karI kArataka suda 15nA divase kevaLajJAna pAmI mokSe gayA, te daza karoDa ANagAronI saMyama sAdhanAne bhAvathI anumoduM . pAMca pAMDavo, nAradajI, zAMba, pradyumna vagere karoDo munio sAthe zrI sidhdhagirijInI pavitra chAyAmAM nirvANapadane pAmyA-te karoDo munionA cAritrane anumoduM . RSabhadeva svAminI asaMkhya pATa paraMparA sudhI ayodhyAnI gAdI upara AvanArA sarva rAjAoe cAritra lIdhuM ane badhAM ja mokSa athavA anuttara devalokamAM pahoMcyA. teonA pavitra cAritranI mana-vacana-kAyAthI anumodanA karuM chuM. sagara cakavartIe bIjA prabhu zrI ajitanAtha svAmi pAse cAritra lIdhuM ane muktine pAmyA. teonI anumodanA karuM chuM. covIze bhagavAnanA 145ra gaNadhara bhagavaMto, 284800 sAdhuo, tathA 46400 sAdhvIonI cAritra pAlananI, ratnatrayInI ArAdhanAnI "mane paNa tevI ArAdhanA prApta thAya te abhilASApUrvaka" bhAvathI anumodanA karuM chuM. kRSNa mahArAjanI rANIo tathA putrIo tema ja zreNika mahArAjAnI rANIo N bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAgacotho157 NN 11
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________________ vageree bhagavAna zrI neminAtha svAmi tathA bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra svAmijInI pAse cAritra lIdhuM, tapa tapI koI kevaLajJAna pAmI mokSe gayAM, koIka devalokamAM gayAM ne sarvene bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. divyanavvANu peTIonA vaibhavano tyAga karI cAritra lenAra zrI zAlibhadramuni, vizALa vaibhavano tathA ATha kanyAone choDI saMyamane svIkAranAra dhannAjI tathA jIvanabhara cAritranI sAthe ja chaTha tapa AyaMbilanA pAraNAthI karavAno ugra abhigraha karanAra kAkaMdInA dhannA AgagAra, yaMtramAM pIlAtAM zukladhyAna ArohaNa karI kSapakazreNi mAMDI kevaLajJAna pAmIne nirvANapadane pAmanArA khaMdhakasUrinA 500 ziSyo, rAjasevakoe AkhI cAmaDI utAravA chatAM samabhAvamAM jhIlI kevaLajJAna meLavI aMtagaDa kevaLI thanArA zrI khaMdhakamuni, mAthA upara saLagatA aMgArAnI vedanAne samabhAvathI sahana karI zamazAnabhUmimAM kevaLajJAna pAmIne nirvANa pAmanArA zrI gajasukumAla muni, mAthA upara vAdhara vIMTI, taDakAmAM UbhA rAkhyA chatAM kauca pakSInI dayA khAtara maunane dhAraNa karavA pUrvaka khoparI tUTavAnI vedanA bhogavatA sarvakarmane khapAvI nirvANapadane pAmanArA zrI metAja muni vagere mahAna saMyamanA parAkramane phoravanArA, he aNagAra bhagavaMto ! ApanAM ajaba gajabanA A mahAparAkramothI zrI jinazAsana gauravavaMtuM che. Apa saunA A mahAna cAritra puruSArthane trividha trividha zrI arihaMta paramAtmAdinI sAkSIe zrI saMgha sahita bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. zAsanaratna aNagAronA durdhara mahAvrata pAlana, ghora tapa, svAdhyAya, saMyama, jIvadayA, kaSAyanigraha, viSayavirAga samiti-guptimAM upayoga, vagere zubhakaraNIne bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. kaMIka muni-ratnoe karoDonI saMpattine choDI che, kaMIke bhara-yuvAvasthAmAM ramaNIono tyAga karyo che. kaMIke vhAlasoyAM mAtApitA, baMdhu, Adi vizALa kuTuMbanA snehane avagaNyA che, ane te badhA aNagAro prabhue batAvela cAritramArganI sAdhanAmAM lAgI gayA che, te sarve aNagAronI A zubhAtizubha AkhA vizvanA sukhamAM kAraNabhUta evI cAritrasAdhanAne bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. TUMkamAM, zrI jinezvara bhagavAnanA zAsanane pAmIne je AtmAoe cAritradharmanI ArAdhanA karI che. vartamAnamAM kare che ane bhaviSyakALamAM karaze, te sarve mahAtmAonI cAritrasAdhanAne, mane paNa tevI sAdhanA prApta thAya e abhilASA pUrvaka zrI arihaMta paramAtmA, tathA zrI sidhdhabhagavaMto, temaja gurUvarya zrI muni bhagavaMto, tathA zrI caturvidha ET bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAgacotho 158 =
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________________ saMgha, avadhijJAnI devatAo ane mArA AtmAnI sAkSIe bhAvathI anumodanA karuM chuM.... zrAvakonI zubha karaNInI anumodanA zrAvakonI dezavirati dharmanI, ekAda vratathI mAMDIne bAra vrata sudhInI ArAdhanAne bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. zrAvakonI zrI jinabhakti, guruupAsanA, sAmAyika pratikramaNa, pauSadha Adi kriyAonI navakArathI mAMDIne cha mahinA sudhInA tapanI, supAtrane viSe dAnanI, zIla dharmanA pAlananI ane zubha-bhAvarUpI bhAvadharmanI anumodanA karuM chuM. pauSadhavratanuM pAlana prANanA jokhame paNa suryayazA rAjAe karyuM. caMdrAvataMsaka rAjAe prANanA tyAge paNa kAussagganA abhigrahanuM pAlana karyuM. puNiyA zrAvake suMdara koTinI sAmAyika vratanI ArAdhanA karI, vagere zrAvakonI draDhatApUrvaka vratonA, pAlananI zubha-ArAdhanAne bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. varSanI caMpA zrAvikAe cha mahinAnA upavAsano tapa karyo, pethaDazAhe 3 32 varSanA bharayuvAvasthAmAM brahmacaryane dhAraNa karyuM vagere zrAvakonI suMdara ArAdhanAne bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. sAta-kSetramAM aDhaLaka saMpattiono zrAvakoe upayoga karyo. lakSmI uparanuM mamatva paNa choDyuM tathA jIvo upara anukaMpA-Adi karyA te zrAvakonI zubhakaraNInI bhUri anumodanA karuM chuM. dhanya che saMprati mahArAjAne ke jemaNe-- 3600 navA zrI jinamaMdira sthApyA 12500jIrNodhdhAra karyo 12500000 jinabiMbo bharAvyA. anAryadezamAM paNa sAdhunA vihAra karAvI dharmaprabhAvanA karAvI, temanI bhAvapUrvaka anumodanA karuM chuM. saMvata 999 varSe Abu upara vimalazAhe maMdiro bAMdhyA. cha hajAra biMbo sthApyAM, tenI anumodanA karuM chuM. kumArapALa mahArAjAe 1444 jinamaMdiro navA bAMdhyA, jemAM pATaNanA tribhuvana vihAramAM 96 karoDa dravya kharyuM, tenI 72 derIomAM 14 bhAranI, 24 bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga cotho - 159
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________________ ratnanI, 24 suvarNanI, 24 cAMdInI pratimAo bharAvI pratiSThita karI. mULanAyakajInI 125 aMgula UMcI ariSTa ratnamaya pratimA bharAvI, tathA sAdharmika bhaktimAM cauda karoDa dravya kharyuM, daDhatApUrvaka zrI jinabhakti karI, gurunI bhakti karI, devInA upadrava vakhate samakitamAM nizcala rahyA vagere temanI zrAvakanI karaNIonI mana, vacana, kAyApUrvaka anumodanA karuM chuM. savaMta 1295 varSe thayela vastupALa-tejapALa baMdhavabelaDIe 1313 navAM jinamaMdira karAvyAM. 2200 maMdirano jIrNoddhAra karAvyA; 884 pauSadhazALA racAvI, 1 lAkha jinabiMbo sthApyAM aneka jJAnabhaMDAro karAvyA, sAdharmikonAM devAM cUkavI anuNI karyA. saMghapUjAo, sAdharmika bhakti, jinabhaktinA mahotsavo vagere karyA. zrI siddhagirijInA 12 | 'cha'rI pALatA saMgha kADhayA, dInadu:khiyA para anukaMpA karI Abu upara suMdara kotaraNIvALAM maMdiro karAvyAM. zrI jinazAsananI suMdara prabhAvanA karI, teonI zubha karaNIne trividha anumoduM chuM. saMvata 1472mAM dhannA saMghavIe 99 karoDa dravya kharacIne rANakapuramAM derAsara karAvyAM tenI bhAvabharI anumodanA karuM chuM. bharata cakravartIe zrI sidhdhagirijIno prathama udhdhAra karyo, tyAra pachI indro tathA rAjAoe tema ja chelle karmazAhe udhdhAra karyo, zrI sidhdhagirijInA karoDo saMgho zrAvakoe kADhyA, tIrthonI yAtrA karI, karAvI. tIthonI rakSAnA kAryo paNa zrAvakoe karyA. sagaracakavartInA 60 hajAra putroe aSTApadajInI rakSA karavA prANa samarpaNa karyA, vagere zrAvakonI zubhakaraNIne bhAvathI anumo chuM. - sidhdharAjanA maMtrI sajana saurASTra tarapha mahesUla ugharAvavA gayA. giranAra tIrtha upara neminAtha svAminA maMdirane jIrNa joI 27 lAkha UpajanA dravyane jINodhdhAramAM kharca devavimAna jevuM maMdira karAvyuM. sidhdharAjanA kAne vAta jatAM tapAsa karavA Avyo. sajjane bIjI bAju saMghone bhegA karyA. saMghoe 27 lAkha drammA bhegA karI dIdhA, kothaLA taiyAra rAkhI, sajjana sidhdharAjane giranAra upara laI gayo, devavimAna jevuM maMdira dekhI, sidhdharAjathI prazaMsA thaI gaI. dhanya che A maMdiranA karanArane... 1. mahAmaMtrI vastupALane siddhagirinA bAra saMgha saMpUrNa thayA. tyAra pachI teramI vakhata caturvidha saMgha sAthe zrI siddhagirijInI yAtrA karavA jatAM rastAmAM vaDhavANa najIka gAme vastupALanuM mRtyu thayuM. tethI 1rA saMgha kahevAya che. meM bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga cotho aa 160 paNNNNphara
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________________ sajjana saharSa kahe che, "maMdira Ape karyuM che, kAM to A maMdiranuM puNya grahaNa karo yA to dhana grahaNa karo." sidhdharAje khuza thaIne maMdirano jINodhdhAra svIkArI bIjAM para gAma pUjA mATe ApyA. sajjanamaMtrInI A giranAranA jINodhdhAranI zubha karaNIne bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. saurASTramAM yudhdhArthe gayelA udayana maMtrIe sidhdhagirinI yAtrA karI. maMdira lAkaDAnuM joyuM, udara dIvAnI vATa kheMcato joyo, ArasanuM maMdira karavAnI bhAvanA jAgI. abhigraha karyo, yudhdhamAM ghA ghaNA vAgyA, mRtyu najIka AvatAM sAthe rahelAone. abhigrahanI vAta karI. vAmbhaTe pitAnI bhAvanA pUrNa karI maMdira ArasanuM navuM karAvyuM. taiyAra thayAnA samAcAra ApanArane 32 jIbha sonAnI bheTa ApI. thoDI vAramAM maMdiranI bhIMtamAM phATa paDyAnA samAcAra lAvanAra bIjAne 64 jIbha sonAnI bheTa ApI. Ama kema? puna: karAvI zakIza. zilpIone bolAvI puna: maMdira karAvyuM, karoDonA dhanano upayoga jinezvara devanI bhaktimAM A rIte karyo. teonI zubha karaNIne bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. pethaDazAhe 84 jinamaMdira bAMdhyAM. suragiri nagaramAM brAhmaNonuM jora ghaNuM. maMdira mATe jagyA na maLI. tyAMno rAjA vIramada tathA maMtrI hemAde hato. hemAdenA nAme pethaDazAhe potAnA kharce dAnazALA karAvI. cAre bAju khyAti phelAI. hemAdene Azcarya thayuM, tapAsa karAvatAM pethaDazAhanI pravRtti jANI mitratA thaI. jamIna mAgI. rAjAe sauneyA ApIne jamIna levA kahetAM tema karyuM. pAyo khodatAM mIThuM pANI nIkaLyuM, brAhmaNoe rAjAne phariyAda karatAM rAtorAta 12 hajAra guNa mIThuM naMkhAvyuM. rAjAnI tapAsamAM pANI khAruM nIkaLyuM, maMdira baMdhAvyuM, vadhAmaNI lAvanArane 3 lAkha rUpiyA InAma ApyuM. pethaDazAhanI A zubha karaNIne anumoduM chuM. kaccha dezanA jagaDuzAhe dukALamAM lAkho ane karoDono kharca karI garIbone maphata anna ApyuM. jagaDuzAhanI anukaMpAnI pravRttine bhAvathI anumoduM chuM.' saurASTrano mahuvA nagarIno jagaDazrAvaka, pitAe cAra ratno maratI vakhate ApelAM. 1 karoDanI kiMmatanAM dareka hatAM. be ratnone tIrthamAM vAparavA tathA be tene potAne upayoga karavA kahI pitA mRtyu pAmyA. jAvaDe kumArapALanA saMghamAM 1 karoDanI uchAmaNI bolIne sidhdhagiri tIrtha tathA prabhAsapATaNamAM mALa paherI be ratno samarpaNa karyo, tyAra pachI bAkInAM be ratno paNa tIrthanA upayoga mATe samarpaNa karyA. zrI jagaDanI A zubhapravRttine bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. # Sa bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAgacotho , 101
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________________ sidhdhagirinI taLeTImAM vAgbhaTTa maMtrInI nizrAmAM aneka saMgho jIrNodhdhAranI TIpa karavA beThelA che. lAkhonA AMkaDA lakhAya che. cha rUpiyAnI mUDIvALo ghIno vepArI bhImo kulaDiyo, ghI veMcIne Aje thayela rUpiyAnI kamANInA girirAja upara prabhune phula caDAvI nIce utaryo che. A vAtAvaraNa joIne potAnI mUDI ApI devAnuM mana thAya che paNa nAnI rakama hoI acakAya che. cakora maMtrI tenI bhAvanA parakhI, hAtha pakaDI AgaLa laI gayA, pUchayuM, bhAvanA jaNAvI. maMtrIe teno svIkAra karI prathama nAma tenuM lakhyuM. Ama jinabhaktimAM sarvasvane samarpaNa karavAnI bhImA kulaDiyAnI karaNInI bhAvathI anumodanA karu chuM... Ama keTakeTalA suzrAvakonAM parAkramo gAIe. zrI jinazAsanamAM zrAvakoe potAnA mahAna samarpaNa dvArA ujjavaLa ItihAsane sarjyo che. te sarva zrAvakonI sarva prakAranI zubha pravRttine bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. tiryaMcomAM paNa asaMkhya jIvo nirmaLa dezaviratine dhAraNa karI rahyA che tevA matsya, hAthI, ghoDA vagere tiryaMconA paNa dezaviratinA vrato ane anuSThAnone bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. samyagdaSTi jIvonI anumodanA tameva saccaM nissaMkaM jaM jiNehiM paveiyaM O zrI jinezvara bhagavaMtoe je kahyuM che, te ja ni:zaMka sAcuM che, tevI samyagdaSTi jIvanI zrI jinavacana pratyenI draDhatAnI bhAvathI anumodanA karuM chuM. zrI zreNika mahArAjA, zrI kRSNa mahArAjA vagerenA kSAyika samyakatvanI anumodanA karuM chuM. samyagdaSTi devonI jinabhakti, zrItIrthaMkara devonA janmAbhiSeka AdinI ujavaNIo, prabhunA atizayonI racanA, prabhunA samavasaraNanI racanA, vagere zubha anuSThAnone bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. prabhu jyAM jyAM vicare che tyAM jaghanyathI karoDa ane utkRSTathI asaMkhya devo prabhunI sAthe vicare che, prabhunA caraNa paNa pRthvIne na aDe te mATe suvarNakamaLanI racanA prabhujInI AgaLa karatA jAya che, prabhujInI aneka prakAre bhakti kare che, prabhunA samavasaraNamAM nATaka Adi kare che, prabhune cAmara DhALe che vagere samyagdaSTi devonI zubha karaNIne bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga cotho - 162
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________________ saudharmendra prabhunA janma vakhate svayaM pAMca rUpa karIne prabhune eka rUpathI grahaNa kare che. eka rUpathI AgaLa vaja laIne cAle che, be rUpathI prabhune cAmara DhALe che, eka rUpathI prabhunA upara chatra dhAraNa kare che, Ama prabhune potAnA pAMca rUpa karI saudharmendra saparivAra devo sAthe parvata upara laI jAya che, tyAM anya IMdro tathA devo Ave che, prabhune khoLAmAM laIne zrI saudharmendra merU parvatanI zilA upara siMhAsanamAM bese che ane tyAra pachI anya indro vagere parivAra sAthe prabhujIne abhiSeka kare che. tathA vilepana temaja vastra, alaMkAra Adi dhAraNa karAve che. aMte AratI, maMgaLa dIpaka vigere kare che. tyAra pachI saudharmendra paNa prabhujIne IzAnendranA khoLAmAM besADIne pote UbhA thaI cAra mukhavALA baLadanuM rUpa laIne ATha zRMgamAMthI abhiSeka kare che, ane vilepana Adi anya IdronI mAphaka kare che. tyAra pachI ADaMbara sahita prabhujIne puna: mULa sthAne mUkI Ave che ane naMdIzvara dvIpamAM jaIne mahotsavo kare che. Idro ane devonI prabhunA janmAbhiSekanI ujavaNInI A zubha karaNIne bhAvathI anumoduM prabhunA janma thatAMnI sAthe judI judI dizAomAMthI kula 56 dikakumArIo sUtikarma karavA Ave che ane te karIne prabhunI bhakti kare che. te dikakumArIkAonI zubhakaraNIne bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. ' nRpavikama rAjA ke jene dhanaMjaya thaze prANAMta upadrava karavA chatAM zrI jinezvara sivAya anya devane nahIM namavA ane mAnavAmAM draDhatA rAkhI, tenI te draDhatAnI anumodanA karuM chuM. nArakImAM rahela asaMkhya tIrthakara bhagavaMtonA dravya tIrthaMkarapaNAne bhAvathI anumo nArakImAM asaMkhya tIrthakara bhagavaMtonA jIvo. uparAMta bIjA paNa asaMkhya samyagdaSTi AtmAo che, jeo nArakInI ghora pIDAne samabhAve sahana kare che. pIDA ApanAra nArakInA bIjA jIvo ke paramAdhAmI devo pratye dveSa bhAvane dhAraNa karatA nathI, paraMtu potAnA ja karmanA udayane mAnIne upazamabhAvane dhAraNa kare che, te sarva jIvonA zubha bhAvane mana, vacana, kAyAthI anumoduM chuM. TUMkamAM, mokSamArganA mukhya pAyArUpa samadarzana guNa je puNavAna AtmAe prApta karyo che, ane te guNane anurUpa samyakatvanA AcAro AdinuM pAlana kare che tevA asaMkhya samyagdaSTi jIvo vartamAna kALamAM che, bhUtakALamAM paNa asaMkhya samyagdaSTio bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAgacotho 13
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________________ hatA, ane bhaviSyamAM jIvo samyagdaSTi thavAnA che te sarva jIvonA samyaktvane bhAvapUrvaka anumoduM chuM. bhadraka-mithyAdaSTionAM sukRtonI anumodanA je jIvo hajI paNa samyaktva pAmyA nathI, paNa jeoe mithyAtvane maMda karyuM che, jeo samyaktvanI sanmukha AvelA che, jeo samyaktvanI pUrvabhUmikAmAM che, jeo jIvo upara karuNAthI prerAIne dayA tathA dAnanI pravRtti karI rahyA che, teonI zrI jinavacanane apratikULa evI sarva pravRttine anumoduM chuM... AvA bhadraka jIvo je bhadraka bhAvathI sAdhuone paNa AhAra, vastra, pAtra vasati AdinuM dAna kare che, auSadha upacAra kare che, sAdhuone gAma-nagarono mArga batAve che, pApano bhaya rAkhe che, vagere teonI zrI jinavacanathI pratikULa nahIM tevI sarva zubha pravRttione bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. bhadraka evA mithyAdaSTi jIvo paNa je koI paNa jAtanI AzaMsA vinA paropakAra karI rahyA che, dayA pALI rahyA che, asatya vacanano tathA anItino tyAga kare che. sadAcAranI maryAdAonuM pAlana kare che. krodha, mAna, mAyA, prapaMca, kAma, lobha Adine AMtaraduzmano samajI choDI rahyA che, AvI temanI karaNI teone prabhuzAsananI sanmukha lAvavAmAM sahAyaka thaI rahI che, tevI teonI zrI jinavacanane apratikULa sarva zubha karaNIne bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. TUMkamAM, zrI vItarAga paramAtmAnA mArgane anusaratA A caudarAja lokamaya vizvamAM je kaMI sukRto bhUtakALamAM thaI gayAM, bhaviSyamAM thanAra che, tathA vartamAnamAM thaI rahyAM che, te sarve zrI arihaMta paramAtmAnAM sukRtothI mAMDIne sAmAnya jananAM sarve sukRtone, AvAM sukRto jIvanamAM prApta thAya tevA manoratho pUrvaka, zrI arihaMta paramAtmA, zrI siddha paramAtmA, zrI guru bhagavaMto, zrI avadhijJAnI devo, zrI caturvidha saMgha ane mArA AtmAnI sAkSIe trividhe trividha anumoduM chuM. sukRtanI A anumodanA mArI samyak thAo. sukRtanI A anumodanAthI mane sukRtonI paraMparA prApta thAva. ane te dvArA duSkRtonI vAsanA ane pApano kSaya thaI mArA AtmAno sidhdhipurImAM vAsa thAva... sukRta anumodanAnA A zubha anuSThAnamAM mArAthI je kaMI paNa prabhuAjJAnI virudhdha avidhi Adi thayela hoya to tenuM micchA mi dukkaDaM dauM chuM.... bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga cotho - 164
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________________ sukRtAnumodanA aMge keTalAka zAstrapATho bhASAntara sAthe ciraMtanAcAryata paMcasUtra saMviggo jahAsattIe sevemi sukaDaM, aNumoemi savvesiM arahaMtANaM aNuchANaM, savvesiM sidhdhANaM sidhdhabhAvaM, savvesiM AyariyANaM AyAraM, savvesiM uvajjhAyANaM suttapayANaM, savvesiM sAhUNaM sAhukiriyaM, savvesiM sAvagANaM mukkhsaahnnjoge| savvesiM devANaM savvesiM jIvANaM houkAmANaM kallANAsayANaM mggsaahnnjoge| saMvigna evo huM yathAzakti sukRtanI sevA karuM chuM. eTale ke anumodanA karuM chuM. sarva arahiMta paramAtmAonA tapa, saMyama, zAsana-sthApanAdi anuSThAnone, sarva siddha bhagavaMtonA siddhapaNAnA bhAvane, sarve AcAryonA pAMca prakAranA AcArane, sarve upAdhyAyonA sUtrapradAnane, sarva sAdhuonI sAdhukiyAne, sarva zrAvakonA mokSasAdhaka yogone, sarve devo tathA sarve mokSanI icchAvALA jIvonA kalyANa AzayavALA mokSamArganA sAdhaka yogo (darzana, jJAna, cAritra) ne anumoduM chuM. causaraNa paya: arihaMtattaM arihaMtesu, jaM sidhdhattaNaM ca sidhdhesu AyAraM Ayarie, uvajjhAyattaM uvajjhAe // 56 // sAhUNa sAhUcariaMca, desaviraiM ca sAvayajaNANaM, aNumanne savvesiM, sammattaM sammadiTThiNaM // 57 // ahavA savvaM cia vIarAyavayaNANusAri jaM sukayaM / kAlattae vi tivihaM, aNumoemo tayaM savvaM // 58 // arihaMtone viSe arihaMtapaNuM tathA siddhomAM je siddhapaNuM, AcAryomAM AcAra, upAdhyAyomAM upAdhyAyapaNuM, sAdhuonI sAdhucaryA, tathA zrAvakonuM dezaviratipaNuM temaja sarve samyagdaSTi jIvonA samyaktvanI anumodanA karuM chuM. athavA vItarAganA vacanAnusArI je kaMI sukRta traNe kALane viSenuM che te sarvene trividha anumoduM chuM. #bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga cotho . 15 NE
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________________ ArAdhanA prakIrNa : jiNabhavaNabiMbaputthaya, saMghasarUvAi satta khittiie| jaMvaviaMdhaNabIaM, tamahaM aNumoae sukayaM // jaM sudhdhanANadaMsaNacaraNAi, bhvnnnnvppvhnnaaii| sammamaNupAliAI, tamahaM aNumoemi sukayaM // jiNasidhdhasUriuvajjhAyasAhU-sAhammiappavayaNesu / jaM vihio bahumANo, tamahaM aNumoemi sukayaM // sAmAia-cauvIsatthAi-AvassaggaMmi chbbhee| jaM ujjamiaM sammaM, tamahaM aNumoemi sukayaM // zrI jinabhavana, zrI jinabiMba, zrI jina Agama tathA sAdhu-sAdhvI, zrAvakazrAvikA rUpa caturvidha saMgha, A sAte kSetrone viSe je dhanabIjane vAvyuM che te sukRtane huM anumoduM chuM. saMsArarUpI samudramAM jahAja samAna che vizudhdha jJAnadarzana ane cAritrane samyakapaNe pALyA te sukRtane huM anumoduM chuM. zrIjinezvara bhagavaMta, siddhabhagavaMta, AcArya, upAdhyAya, sAdhu, sAdharmika tathA pravacanane viSe je meM bahumAna karyuM te sukRtane huM anumoduM chuM. ' sAmAyika, caturvizatistava vigere cha Avazyakane viSe meM je samyapha udhama karyo te sukatane huM anumoduM chuM. (bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAgacotho 1IS
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________________ keTalAka mahApuruSonA jIvananI tathA ugra ArAdhanAnI anumodanA zrI arihaMta paramAtmAthI mAMDIne bhadraka mithyAdaSTi sudhInA jIvonA sukRtanI anumodanA karI. ApaNo jaina itihAsa aneka mahApuruSonAM gauravavaMtAM ArAdhanAnAM parAkramothI ujjavaLa che. badhAnAM jIvanone yAda karIne teonAM sukRtonI vistRta anumodanA to ApaNAthI zakya ja nathI. mAtra ahIM keTalAka mahApuruSone yAda karI temanI bhAvathI anumodanA karI laIe jethI ApaNA jIvanamAM kAMIka navo ArAdhanAno utsAha Ubho thAya. (1) kaMcanapuranagaramAM jinadAsa nAmano zreSThI che, parivrAjakanA AgrahathI tenA bhakta rAjAe zreSThInI pITha upara uSNa khIra rAkhI parivrAjakane pAraNuM karAvyuM, thALI upADatAM pITha uparanI cAmaDI locAnI mAphaka ukhaDI gaI. teno upacAra na karatAM vairAgyavAsita banI cAritralIdhuM. pUrva dizAmAM AhAra tathA zarIrane vosarAvIne kAussagga dhyAne eka pakhavADiyA mATe UbhA rahyA. pakSIo gIdha, kAgaDA, ghuvaDa vagere cAMco mArIne mAMsa khAya che, cAMdAM pahoLAM kare che, macchara, kIDI, DAMsa vagere paNa caTakA bhare che. tyAre karmanA vipAkane yAda karIne du:khane gaNatA nathI. rAtre ziyALIyAdinA upasargone paNa samabhAve sahana kare che, karmanA vipAkane yAda karatAM nArakInI ghora pIDAothI A vadhu kaSTatara nathI-ema zubha dhyAnane karatAM temaNe eka pakhavADiyuM pasAra karyuM. bAkInI traNe'dizAmAM A ja rIte bAkInAM traNa pakhavADiyA pasAra karyAM. be mAsanA aMte 'namo jiNANaM' no uccAra karatAM jamIna upara paDI jAya che, ane zubha ArAdhanA karI kALadharma pAmI devalokamAM saudharmendra thaI pachI sanatkumAra cakravartI thAya che. te jinadAsanI zrAvakanI tathA sAdhupaNAnI ugra sahanazIlatAdi ArAdhanAnI, samabhAvanI ane zubhadhyAnanI bhAvapUrvaka anumodanA karuM chuM... (2) cothA cakravartI sanatakumAre cAritra laI 700 varSa sudhI 16 ugra ane bhayaMkara rogone sahana karyA, chatI labdhie paNa upacAra na karyo, kALadharma pAmIne devalokamAM gayA. sanatakumAra muninI te ArAdhanAnI bhAvathI anumodanA karuM chuM... (3)upazama, viveka, saMvara A traNa padanI muninI pAsethI prApti thatAM bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga cotho 167 sa
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________________ hAthamAM raheluM susImAnuM mAthuM pheMkI daI, kAussagga dhyAne rahI gayA. lohInI gaMdhathI kheMcAI AvelI hajAro kIDIoe zarIra cAlaNI jevuM karI nAkhyuM. ghora pIDAne ra divasa sudhI samabhAve sahana karIne devalokamAM gayA-te cilAciputranI bhAvathI anumodanA karuM chuM. (4) devakInaMdana zrIgajasukumAla, kRSNa mahArAjAnA laghubaMdhu, somilanI putrI sAthe kRSNe vivAha joDyo, bhagavAna neminAtha svAmInI dezanA sAMbhaLI, yauvananA ubare paga mUkatA gajasukumAla vairAgI banyA. mAtAnI ghaNI AjIjI chatAM cAritrabhAvanAmAM dRDha rahyA. '"mArA pachI bIjI mAtA karIza nahI'' tevA mAtAnA AzIrvAda meLavI cAritra lIdhuM. prabhunI rajA laIne gAma bahAra jaI smazAnamAM kAussagga dhyAne rahyA. somilane samAcAra maLatAM krodhathI tyAM AvI mAthe pALa bAMdhI aMgArA mUkyA. khoparI baLavA mAMDI, tIvra vedanA sAthe zubhadhyAnamAM AgaLa vadhatA kSapakazreNi ArohaNa karIne kevaLajJAna pAmI mokSamAM gayA. te gajasukumAra muninI ArAdhanAne bhAvathI anumoduM chuM... (5) jinadharma nAmano zreSThI vairAgyavAsita banyo. viSayothI parAMrmukha thayo. zUnyagRha AdimAM rAtrione viSe kAussagga dhyAne rahe che. tenI strI unmArge gaI. eka vakhata zreSThI zUnya gharamAM kAusagga dhyAne Ubho che. tenI patnI anya puruSa sAthe palaMga laI AvI. palaMga bhUmi upara mUkI baMnee duSTa AcaraNa karyuM, palaMgano khIlo jinadharmanA pagamAM pesI ArapAra Utaryo. ghAnI vaMdanAthI bhoMya para paDI javA chatAM zubha dhyAna kare che" dhikkAra che saMsArane. jIvo bIcArA pApa karIne du:khI thAya che. vaLI amArI paNa kevI bhAgyahInatA che ke AvA jIvone unmArgathI pAchA vALI zakAtA nathI, khera ! have AtmAnuM dhyAna karavA de. AtmabhAvamAM sthira thaI, sarvajIvone khamAvI, cAra zaraNa svIkAra, duSkRtaniMdA, sukRtAnumodanA karI, vratoccAraNa karI parameSThimaMtrane yAda karatAM kALadharma pAmI devalokamAM gayA. upayoga mUkI pUrvabhavanuM vRttAnta jANI baMnene pratibodha karavA arthe pIDAthI AkuLavyAkuLa karI, tyAM sAkSAt pragaTa thaIne pratibodha karI sanmArge sthira karyA, AvA mahAn sAttvika parAkramane bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. (6) rAtrinA samaye svAdhyAya karatAM AcAryadevanA mukhe nalinIgulma vimAnanuM varNana sAMbhaLI, pratibodha pAmIne, mAtAnI rajA na maLatAM svayaM loca karI veSane dhAraNa karI, AcAryadevanI rajA laI AhArapANI-tyAga karI zmazAnamAM jaI pAdapopagamana anazana svIkAryuM, kAyAne vosirAvI dIdhI. arihaMtAdinA dhyAnamAM bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga cotho = 168
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________________ ramatAM AyuSya pUrNa karI anuttara devalokamAM gayA. mahAvidehamAM janma laI mokSe jaze zrI dhannAjI tathA zAlibhadra muninA cAritranA zubha parAkramane bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. (10) acala grAmamAM pAMca kuTuMbiko (kuTuMbanA mukhya puruSa) tapasvI muninA darzanathI pratibodha pAmyA. zrI vAsupUjya svAmInA tIrthamAM yazodhara muninI pAse cAritralIdhuM. anukrame kanakAvali, muktAvali, rayaNAvali, siMhaniSkrIDita, ane vardhamAna AyaMbila tapa karyo. zilAtala upara anazana karIne kALadharma pAmI pAMce anuttara devalokamAM gayA. tyAMthI pAMca pAMDava tarIke pAMDu rAjAnA putro thayA. kRSNanuM mRtyu sAMbhaLI cAritra lIdhuM. moTA yudhiSThira caudapUrvI tathA bAkInA agiyAra aMgadhArI thayA. mAsakSamaNanA pAraNe mAsakSamaNa kare che. vicaratA saurASTramAM padhAryA. neminAtha svAmInAM darzana karIne mAsakSapaNanuM pAraNuM karavAnA bhAvathI giranAra tarapha cAlyA. rastAmAM prabhujInuM nirvANa sAMbhaLatAM kheda pAmI zatruMjaye gayA. tyAM anasana karIne kevaLajJAna pAmIne muktie gayA. teonI ArAdhanAne bhAvathI anumoduM chuM... (11) sukozala muni potAnA pitA kIrtidhara sAthe parvata upara citrakUTamAM kAussaga dhyAne rahyA che. vairiNI mAtA mRtyu pAmIne vAghaNa banelI che. munine jotAM ja veSa bhabhUkI uThayo. muni upara humalo karyo, thoDIvAramAM munine phADI nAkhyA. prANAMta kaNamAM samAdhine jALavI zubha dhyAnamAM kevaLajJAna pAmI, muktie gayelA zrI sukozala muninI kSamAne bhAvathI anumoduM che. (12) araNika munivare bALapaNamAM mAtA sAthe cAritra lIdhuM. mohanA udayathI patana thayuM, paNa mAtAnA kalpAMtathI punaH cAritra laI turata ja zilA tala upara sakhata garamImAM saMthAro karI dehane ogALI nAkhyo ane zubha dhyAnamAM ArAdhanA karI svarga sidhAvyA te mahAmuninA tIvra prAyazcitta bhAvane anumoduM chuM. (13) vajasvAmIjI traNa varSanI umare rAjadarabAramAM ksoTI vakhate mAtAe batAvela lAlacothI lalacAyA nahIM. pitA muni pAsethI rajoharaNa laI rAjasabhAmAM nAcI UThayA, cAritra lIdhuM. sAdhvIonA moDhethI sAMbhaLI 11 aMga moDhe karyA, devonI parIkSAmAM pAsa thaI AkAzagAminI tathA vaikiya labdhi meLavI zAsananI adbhuta prabhAvanA karI. aMte pAMcaso muni sAthe rathAvarta parvata upara jaI anazana karyuM ane pAMcaso munio sAthe svargamAM gayA, teonI ArAdhanAne bhAvapUrvaka anumoduM (14) kAkaMdI nagarInA bhadrA sArthavAhinInA putra dhannAjI dogaMdaka deva jevI T bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAgacotha 170]TSTSTSTH E
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________________ bhoganI Rddhine bhogavanArA, prabhu mahAvIrano upadeza sAMbhaLI 32 srIo tathA 32 karoDa sonaiyAno tyAga karIne aNagAra thayA. cAritra sAthe ja prabhujInI pAse chaThThanA pAraNe chaThTha tapa karavAno tathA pAraNe mAkhI paNa na Icche tevA nIrasa annathI AyaMbila karavAno abhigraha karyo. nava mahinAnA aMte hADapiMjaramaya kAyAvALA dhannA aNagAra anazana karI anuttara devalokamAM gayA, tyAMthI mahAvidehamAM jaI mokSe jaze. prabhujInA 14000 ziSyomAM sauthI caDatA pariNAme koNa ? zreNikanA praznanA javAbamAM jemane prabhujIe vakhANyA te dhannA aNagAranI saMyama tapanI ugra ArAdhanAne bhAvathI anumoduM chuM... (15) zakaTAla maMtrInA putra zrIsthUlabhadra; bAra varSa kozA vezyAne tyAM rahI bhogamAM lIna banyA. zakaTAlanuM mRtyu thatAM rAjAnA maMtrImudrA mATenA niyaMtraNane phagAvI cAritra lIdhuM. cauda pUrvadhara thayA. kozAnI citrAmaNazALAmAM cAturmAsa karyuM. SaDrasanAM bhojana karavA chatAM pUrva paricita kozAnA aneka prakAranA hAvabhAva, kaTAkSo, nRtyo vagere AkarSaNa karavAnA prayatnone niSphaLa banAvI, tene pratibodha karI sAcI zrAvikA banAvI, guru pAse AvatAM gurue '"duSkara duSkara kAraka'' tarIke sanmAnyA te corAzI covizI sudhI amara nAmane dhAraNa karanArA zrIsthUlabhadra svAmIjInA durdhara brahmacaryavratanI trividhe trividha anumodanA karuM chuM... (16) guptavaMzano pAyo nAkhanAra caMdraguptano maMtrI cANakya, aMtima kALe chANanA gharamAM anazana svIkArIne rahyo che, IrSyAthI navA maMtrI subuddhie agnino aMgAro nAkhI bALI nAkhyo chatAM dhyAnamAMthI calita na thatAM ArAdhanA karI devalokamAM gayA te cANakya maMtrInA dhairyane bhAvapUrvaka anumoduM chuM. (17) kaccha dezanA mahAzrAvaka zrIvijaya tathA zrAvikA zrI vijayA, jeone lagna pUrve bhinnabhinna pakSanA caturtha vratano niyama hoI lagna pachI sAthe rahIne ubhaya pakSamAM yAvajjIvana durdhara brahmacaryavratane pALyuM. kevaLa jJAnI bhagavaMte jinadAsa zrAvakanI samakSa jenI bhaktine 84000 muninI bhaktinI samAna gaNAvI. te daMpatInA vizuddha koTinA brahmacaryavratanI sAdhanAne bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. (18) mahelanA gokhamAMthI munidarzanathI pratibodha pAmela zreSThiputra guNasAgara mAta-pitAnA AgrahathI lagna karavA nIkaLyA. lagnanI corImAM ATha patnIo sAthe kara-melApa karatI vakhate saMyamanA manoratho karatAM ucca bhAvanAmAM kSapakazreNi mAMDIne bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga cotho - 171 E
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________________ kevaLajJAna prApta karanAra zrI guNasAgara muni jayavaMtA varte che, teonI zubha bhAvanAne bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. (19) pitAnA AgrahathI rAjyagAdI uparavairAgyapUrvaka rahela, AThe patnIone pratibodha karI, gurunI vATa jotAM guNasAgara muninA vRtAMtane sAMbhaLatAM zubha bhAvanAmAM kSapakazreNi ArohaNa karIne kevaLajJAnane prApta karanAra zrI pRthvIcaMdra kumAranI zubha bhAvanAne anumoduM chuM.. (20) ubhayanA (vRttAMta sAMbhaLI) mAtApitAo tathA patnIoe paNa saMvega taraMgamAM jhIlatAM kevaLajJAnane prApta karyuM te saMvegabhAvane mana, vacana, kAyAthI anumoTuM chuM.. (21) metAraja muni gocarI gayA. javaMlA ghaDato sonI UThIne vahorAvavA aMdara gayo. bahAra pakSI javalA gaLI gayuM. javalA na dekhAtAM muni upara vahemAI sonIe metAraka munine mAthe vAdhara bAMdhI, taDake UbhA rAkhyA. khoparI tUTavA mAMDI, vedanA vadhavA lAgI, chatAM paMkhI pratye dayAthI prerAIne sAcI hakIkata na jaNAvI. zubhabhAvamAM aMtagaDakevaLI thaI muktie janArA zrI metAraja muninA sukRtane bhAvapUrvaka anumoduM chuM. (22) rAvaNane tyAM rahevA chatAM zIlanI pavitratAne akhaMDa jALavI rAkhI, saLagatI jvALAovALA agninA khADAmAM bhusako mAratAM jemanA zIlanA prabhAvathI agni pANI rUpe pariNamyuM te mahAsatI sItAnA zIlaguNane bhAvathI anumoduM chuM. (23) naMdana nagaranA caMdra rAjAnI rANI ratisuMdarInA rUpathI mohita thaI kurudezanA rAjA mahendrasiMhe caMdrarAjA pAse tenI mAMgaNI karI. caMdrarAjAe tenI ayogya mAgaNIne phagAvI detAM yuddha karI caMdrarAjAne harAvIgrahaNa karI potAnA aMtaHpuramAM laI gayo. rAjAnA atiprayatno chatAM ratisuMdarIe cAra mahInAnI mudata laI, zarIrane tapathI sukavI dIdhuM. pAraNAnA divase rAjA AvatAM pAraNuM karI vamanaphaLa moDhAmAM rAkhI ulaTI karI. rAjAne "A zarIra AvA azuci rasothI bharapUra che, A zarIramAM mohAvA jevuM zuM che"? ema samajAvI anarthathI pAcho pheravavA prayatna karyo. rAjA kahe che, tapathI zoSita evA paNa tArA zarIramAM kharekhara tAralA jevI camakatI tArI AMkho vizvamAM mUlyAMkana na thaI zake tevI che. ==ii bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga cotho 100
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________________ rAjAno javAba sAMbhaLIne te ja kSaNe ratisuMdarIe kaTArathI AMkho bhedIne rAjAne hAthamAM mUkI. rAjA Azcaryamugdha banyo, pastAyo, kalpAMta kare che. ratisuMdarIe rAjAne pratibodha kaya, zAsanadevano kAussagna karI AMkho pAchI meLavI. AvA zIlanA mahAparAkrama karanAra mahAsatI ratisuMdarInI zIla-guNanI daDhatAne bhAvathI anumoduM chuM." (24) yuvarAja yugabAhunI patnI mahAsatI madanarekhA upara rAjA maNiratha mohAMdha thayo. tene meLavavA udhAnamAM kIDAthe gayelA yugabAhune talavArano ghA karI mArI nAkhyo. acAnaka thayelA ghAthI gussAmAM AvelA patine mahAsatI madanarekhAe dhIrajapUrvaka upadeza ApI samabhAvamAM sthira karyA. aMtima samaye suMdara ArAdhanA karAvI devalokamAM mokalyA. pote zIlanI rakSA khAtara jaMgalamAM gaI. tyAM putrane janma Apyo. zarIrazuddhi : karavA sarovare gayelI tene hAthIe UchALI, vidyAdharanA vimAnamAM paDI. mohita thayelA vidyAdharane Agraha karIne naMdIzvara dvIpa laI gaI, tyAM muninI dezanA sAMbhaLI vidyAdhara bodha pAmyo. yugabAhu devavimAna sAthe AvI pradakSiNAdi kare che. jaMgalamAM choDelA putrane mithilAno rAjA laI gayo che. devanI vinaMtithI madanarekhA mithilA jaIne putranuM mukha joI cAritra levAnI bhAvanA vyakta karatAM deva tene tyAM laI jAya che. tyAM putranAM darzana karyA vinA ja sAdhvIono upadeza sAMbhaLI cAritra lIdhuM. AgaLa upara yuddha mATe taiyAra thayela baMne bhAIone paNa pratibodha karyo. mahAsatI sAdhvI ziromaNI zrI madanarekhAnAM sukRtone bhAvathI anumoduM chuM.... (25) bAhu, subAhu muni gacchanA pAMcaso sAdhunAM eka gocarI pANI lAve. bIjA zarIrazuzruSA kare. pITha, mahApITha munio duSkara svAdhyAya karatA hatAM. cAre kALa karIne saMyamadharmanI ArAdhanA pUrvaka anuttaramAM gayA. tyAMthI bAhu ane subAhu zrI RSabhadeva svAmInA putra bharata ane bAhubalI tarIke thayA. bIjA be putrIo brAhmI ane suMdarI tarIke thayA. IN bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga cotho . 173 I N
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________________ tyAM paNa dharmanI zubha bhAve atizreSTha ArAdhanA karI, kALa karI te ja bhavamAM muktie pahoMcyA. e mahApuruSonAM vaiyAvacca, svAdhyAya, saMyamaAdi sukRtone bhAvathI anumoduM chuM.... upasaMhAra zrI jinazAsana ratnonI khANa che, temAM utpanna thayela kaMIka mahApuruSonAM jabarajasta parAkramo che. he zAsananA parAkramI puruSo ! tamArAM ratnatrayInAM parAkramone amArI bhAvabharI vaMdanA. he nAtha ! keTalAnAM parAkramanI gauravagAthA gAI e. samaya parimita che, zakti kSINavat che. TUMkamAM bhUtakALamAM thayelA je koI jIvoe je kaMI zrI jinezvaradevanI pavitra AjJAne anusarIne karyuM che, vartamAnakALamAM je jIvo zrI jinavacanAnusArI zubhapravRtti karI rahyA che, ane bhaviSyamAM paNa je koI jIvo zrI jinendra prabhunA vacanane anukULa apratikULa, zubhakaraNI karaze, te traNe kALanI zrI jinAjJAanusArI sarva jIvonI dAna, zIla, tapa ane bhAvanI tathA saMvara-nirjarAnI sAdhaka pravRttione, zubha anuSThAnone, sukRtone mArA jIvanamAM paNa uttamottama sukRtono vistAra vadhe tevA manorathapUrvaka trividha trividha zrI arihaMta prabhu zrI siddha paramAtmA guru bhagavaMto, avadhijJAnI upayukta devatAo, pUjanIya zrI caturvidha saMgha tathA mArA AtmAnI sAkSIe azaTha hRdayathI, niHzalyapaNe, bAhya AzaMsAthI rahitapaNe, hRdayanA sAcA AnaMdanA bhAvane pragaTa karavApUrvaka vAraMvAra bhUri bhUrianumodanA karuM chuM... mArI A anumodanA bhAvapUrvakanI thaze, tathA mArA jIvanamAM sukRtanI saMpattine prApta karAvanAra hoja, ane te dvArA karmamalano nAza thaI, bhavyatvano paripAka thaI mokSasukhane ApanAra thajo, e ja zubhAbhilASA. sukRtAnumodanAnI ArAdhanAmAM je kAMI prabhuvacanathI virUddha thayuM hoya te badala micchA mi dukkaDam. bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga cotho 574 paNTSjJa
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________________ cAlo anumodanA karIeH paMca parameSThInI anumodaka - gacchAdhipati pa. pU. A. zrI vijaya jayaghoSasUrIzvarajI ma. sA.nA praziSya muni jayadarzana vi. ma. sunI anumodanA eTale pramodabhAvanA, temAMya sukatAnumodanA eTale tathA bhavyatvanA paripAka dvArA mokSa maMjila kApavAno dharmapuruSArtha che tethIya vadhIne sAdhu-sAdhvIonI/sAdhvAcAranI anumodanA eTale sarvottama AtmAonA samUharUpa paMcaparameSThInI anumodanA. parameSThIonuM anumodana eTale namaskAra smaraNa, janmanuM ja ajanma ne maraNanuM ja maraNa, mokSamAM gamana. Ama nikaTabhavI AtmAo mokSane sAdhya banAvI, sAdhana banAve che guNAnurAga tathA guNAnuvAdane ane siddhi meLave che siddha padanI. Ama sAva nAnA-najIvA-namaNA ne nagaNya bIjanA siMcanathI jema vizALa vaTavRkSa phUle-phAle ne phaLa Ape, jema sahArAnA raNanA sAva khUNAmAMthI UbhI thayelI dhULanI DamarI pracaMDa jhaMjhAvAtamAM pheravAI jAya, jema virATa sarovaramAM naMkhAyela nAnI kAMkarI paNa taraMgo dvArA saMpUrNa jaLAzayane vyApI jAya, ane zAstrIya bhASAmAM kahIe to mahAprayatnapUrvaka mAnavathI bolAyela pracaMDa zabda phakta 3 thI 5 samaya jeTalA kSaNika kALamAM jagata jeTalA matakSetramAM vistarI jAya tema eka bhavamAM eka bhAvayatinI paNa karela bhAvAnumodanA sarvazreSTha bhAva dharmanI saMprApti karAvI bhavobhavanA bhAre pherA miTAvI devAnI pracaMDa zakti dharAve che. marmajJa zAnIo to tyAM sudhI pharamAve che ke mAebhimukha mithyAtvIonA sukatonI, mAganusArI ke mArgapatita jIvonI paNa upabRhaNA kartavya che, samakitavihoNA jIvo paNa jo bhadraka hoya, bhAvuka hoya che ane bhavabhIrUnI jema sArA kAryo karatAM hoya to temane protsAhita karI zakAya che, to pachI samasta jIvalokamAM prakarSatAmAM parama zreSTha parameSThInI anumodanA dvArA zuM paramatattva mokSa meLavI na zakAya? pramodabhAvanAne prAdhAnya ApatuM A pustaka ghaNA ja gaMbhIrAzaya sAthe prakAzita thaI rahyuM che, jemAMnA drato phakta vAMcana mATe ja nahi paNa mananaciMtana-nididhyAsana karI potAnI ja vibhAvadazAno tyAga karI svabhAva dazAnI prApti mATe AMgaLI cIMdhe che. - pU. gaNivaryazrI taraphathI zaMkhezvara tIrthanI sparzanA vakhate prasaMgocita bAhuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAgacALo . 175 N
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________________ lakhANa mATe AmaMtraNa maLyuM ne manamayUra nAcavA lAgyo ke samyaka darzananI zuddhi karavAnA kSetramAM sAdhu-sAdhvIonI anumodanA e to jANe ratnatrayInI ArAdhanAmAM darzana vizuddhi karavAno rUDo avasara. sAme caDI gaMgA Ave to snAnazuddhi karavAnI buddhi kone na jAge?! tarata ja ItihAsano svAdhyAya prAraMbha karyo ne pAnA pheravatAM eTalA apUrva draSNato jovA-jANavA maLyA ne tene AvarI levA markaTa-mAna lalacAI gayuM. paNa lekhananI, pustakanI tathA vAcakavRMdanA pAcananI paNa maryAdAo lakSamAM levI ja paDe tethI "bahuratnA vasuMdharAnA A tRtIya bhAga mATe arihaMta, siddha, AcArya upAdhyAya ane sAdhupadane savizeSa zobhAvanArA ! viralAtmAone khAsa bhAva vaMdana karI te te guNonI guNamALA paherI mokSalakSI puruSArtha pAmavA A nAnakaDo prayAsa karyo che. A guNAnuvAdanI mahAsaphara huM "tuM, "ame, tamenA saMkucita kSetraphaLane oLaMgI sarvane ! sarvazreSTha sukhada anubhava karAve tevI ja zubhApekSA saha cAlo ApaNe sau ! paNa sAcuM ne sArUM samajavA. mAnavA ne vikasAvavA kaTibaddha banIe. namo arihaMtANa - arihaMtone namaskAra ho - - agre arihaMta paramAtmAonI anumodanA che, jeoe sau jIvo! prati maitrIne AtmasAt karI phakta jaDa evA kamane zatru mAnI haNyA ne arihaMta banI zAsananI sthApanA karI, caturvidha zrI saMgha sthApyo ane muktino mArga mokaLo karyo. () arihaMta padanI prApti mATe paramAtmA AdinAthe lAgaTa 400 divasanA upavAsa ane pUrA hajAra varasanI saMyama sAdhanAo karI. paramAtmA vIre to karmakSaya mATe lAgata sADA bAra varasa jeTalo kALa ugra taposAdhanAmAM vyatIta karyo. jyAre te pada prabhu neminAthajIne dIkSA pachI phakta papa divasamAM tathA mallikuvarIne cAritra grahaNa karatAM ! ja prApta thaI gayuM. khUba khUba anumodanA sau tIrthapationI sAdhanAonI. la) tIrthakara tarIke janma laI jagatanuM kalyANa karI zakanAra jIvAtmAo! jUja, ane temanA jIvadaLa paNa kaMIka judA ja. gata covIzInA Aja bharatakSetranA navamA tIrthaMkara dAmodara, jeozrIe te samayakAlIna aSADhI zrAvakano mokSakALa asaMkhya samaya (varaso) pachI thanAra che vartamAna covIzInA 23mA tIrthaMkara prabhu pArzvanAthanA vAre jANyo ne svayaMnA jJAnabaLe jaNAvyo. zrAvakane svayaMnA mokSanI khAtarIno AnnAnannnAnAnAnAnnnnnnANANANANANANANDAANANANANNAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMANAAAANAA E bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAgacotho . 176
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________________ WAAANANANANAANNAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA - - - - - - - - - khyAla AvatAM ja atyaMta harSollAsa sAthe. vAlukAnI pratimA ghaDI ane bhaktipUrvaka pUjI, zubha ane zuddha adhyavasAyo sAthe racAyelI te mUrtine devoe adhiSThita karI vajakAya banAvI, ane teja dravya tIrthakaranI bhakti thakI ja aSADhI zrAvaka prabhupArzvanA zAsanakALe mokSane vaya. paramAtmA AdinAthanI phakta pratimA darzana pachI anna-pAnanI pratijJAne kasoTI kALamAM paNa akhaMDita rAkhI 7-7 divasanA upavAsa pachI varasAdanA pUra Utaryo vanamAM jaI darzana karI pachI ja pAraNuM ? karatA gopALa devapAle svayaM tIrthaMkara nAma bAMdhI lIdhuM. aSTApada upara prabhu bhaktimAM paDela alanAne dUra karavA sAthaLamAMnI nasa kheMcI kADhI maMdodarInA bhaktinatyane astulita rAkhavA teja nasane tUTela vINAnA tAranA sthAne joDI daI rAvaNe svaya tIrthaMkara nAmakarma nikAcita karI lIdhuM. Ama arihaMtanA dhyAne arihaMta ke sAmAnya kevaLI bananAra jIvAtmAonI saMkhyA AchI-ochI paNa ghaNI che. (II) parArthanI parAkASThA samA munisuvratasvAmIe pUrva bhavanA ghoDA mitrane agnikuMDamAM homAtAM bacAvI pratibodha karavA ekaja rAtrimAM ekaso vIsa gAuno ugra vihAra karyo. arihaMtapaNAnI pUrvabhUmikAmAM ja rahela zrI neminAthajIe muMgA pazuonA jIvanasukhanI rakSA karavA potAnA lagnajIvananA bhAvisukhanuM samarpaNa karI dIdhuM. potAnI jAMghanuM mAruM kADhI ApI eka nirdoSa kabUtarane bacAvavAnuM ! parArthakaraNa karanAra megharatha rAjA tIrthaMkara zAMtinAtha banyA. pArzvanAtha kumArAvasthAmAM baLatA nAgane ugArI dharaNendra devanI padavI apAvI dIdhI. prabhu vIre zAsana sthApavA eka rAtrimAMja 153 ki.mI. vihAra karyo. temAMya chellA rAjarSi udayanane paNa siddhapada sudhInI prApti karAvavA 1600 mAIla jeTalo vihAra karI cAritra ApyuM. prabhu saMbhavanAthe bALakanuM atyalpa Ayu jANI ujamaNA jeTaloya samaya vilaMvyA vinA pitAnI paravAnagI sAthe bALakane pradhvajyA ApI. ogho letAM ne nAcatAM ja AyurI tUTI gaI ne bAlamuni kALadharma ! pAmyA, paNa saMyamanA svIkArano bhAva ja tene devabhava apAvI gayo. Ama sarve arihaMtomAM pUrva ke tadbhavamAM "sarva jIva karUM zAsana rasI" nI bhAvanA thakI pedA thayela pramoda bhAvanAnI parAkASThA dekhAya che. pramodabhAvanAnA parama pitAmaha jevA tIrthakarone pramoda bhAvathI A bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga cothI 177) - - - - - -
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________________ - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - prathama vaMdanA (1) carama tIrthapati prabhu mahAvIre to arihaMta padanI prApti pUrve naMdana muninA bhavamAMja 11,80,645 mAsakSamaNanI ghora sAdhanA eka lAkha varasanA cAritrAcAramAM cUkavI, ane carama bhavamAM paNa pravajyApachI tarata Avela deva-dAnava-mAnava ne pazu-paMkhInA upadravo-upasargo sahana karyA. zikArI kUtarAone bhasavA dIdhA. caMDakauzika nAgane DaMkha devA dIdhA, jherI jaMtuone karaDavA dIdhA. phakta 349 divasanA pAraNA choDI 1rA varasa tapa sAdhanA cha-cha mAsanA nirjaLa upavAsa sAthe karavI paDI. ane arihaMta pada prApti pachI paNa ratnatrayInI lhANI karAvavAmAM kazuMya bAkI na rAkhyuM. darzanazuddhi mATe aMbaDane sulatAnA darzana karAvyA, jJAnazuddhi mATe gautamagaradharane AnaMda zrAvakane tyAM jaI jJAnInI AzAtanA badala micchAmi dukkI devA saMketa karyo, cAritrazuddhi mATe rAjA zreNikane puriyA zrAvakane tyAM jaI tenuM sAmAyika kharIdI levA sucana karyuM. jIvanabhara karela pratibodha-parArtha ne paramArthamAM kaMIka bAkI hoya tema nivaNa pUrve lAgaTa soLa prahara sudhI dezanAnA dhodha vahAvI bhASA vagaNAnA pudgalo khapAvyAM. dhanya-dhanya teozrInI savagI apramatta. sAdhanAne. arihaMtanuM smaraNa ke zaraNa paNa taraNatAraNanuM kAraNa banI maraNane paNa sudhArI zake che. teja kAraNe AgalA bhavano govALaputra munimukhe sAMbhaLela "namo arihaMtANa" eTalA ja padane sAMbhaLI artha samajyA vagara bolyo ne nadImAM bhUsko mAratAM kADhazULamAM bhoMkAI maryo paNa navo janma maLatAM ja brahmacaryano Adarza sudarzana zoTha banyo. rAjadarabAramAM Avela AgaMtukane Avela chIMka vakhate ja moDhAmAMthI nIkaLI paDela pada namo arihaMtANa' sAMbhaLatAM ja surzanA kumArIne jAtismaraNa jJAna thavAmAM mULa kAraNa pUrvanA samaDInA bhavamAM mRtyu vakhate prApta thayela "namo arihaMtANaM' pada hatuM. cauda pUrvIo paNa mRtyuveLAnI nikaTatA jANI AtmArthe pUrvenI parAvartanAno parizrama levAmAM asamartha hoya tyAre arihaMtonuM zaraNuM svIkArI le che. vardhamAna AyaMbila tapanA ArAdhakone mATe paNa te tapanI, sAdhanAmAM arihaMta ke siddhane lakSyamAM rAkhI sAdhanA karavAnuM vidhAna rahasyamaya chatAMya rocaka che ja. zrI arihaMto sakala hitadA ucca purayopakArA" tarIke oLakhAya che, te (bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAgacotho 178 N nanananana nananana nanananana pApI mA
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________________ - - - uktinI sArthakatA uparokta drazcaMta - dalIlothI spaSTa pratIta thayA vagara nahi rahe. siddhoe saghaLuMya sAdhI lIdheluM hovA chatAMya cAra aghAtI karmonI sattAvALA arihaMto pratyakSa upakArI hovAthI vyavahAra pradhAna dharmamAM "namo arihaMtANa' pada navakAramAM prathama sthAna pAmyuM che. A prathama parameSThio che rAga ane roSathI para hovAthI temanA eka-eka vacana-upadeza- AjJAo sArthaka hoya che. svaye vItarAgI-vItadveSI hovAthI arihaMta che, ane teo ja arihaMtanuM mAhAbhya darzAvI jinabiMba ane jinAgama dvArA arihaMtonI ! dravya-bhAva bhaktino prakAra dazAve che. 12 guNadhArI arihaMta paramAtmA tIrthakarIne pramodabhAve praka vaMdanA. kAraNa ke, arihaMto svaye karmarUpI ari/zatranA hatAra/haNanAra che, bhavastha kevaLI ne carama bhavI, ugra puNyazALI, puruSottama che, mahAgopa mahAniyamika che, svayaMsaMbuddha, trilokanA nAtha che, guNonA mahAsAgara samA che. tevA suguNasiMdhunuM eka biMdu paNa prApta thAya to AtmA nyAla thaI zake che tema che. namo siddhANa - siddhone namaskAra ho - dvitIya parameSThI siddha bhagavaMtone karelo namaskAra niSphaLa kApi nI che jAya, kAraNa ke je ke siddhazilA upara bIrAjatAM siddho svayaM niraMjana-nirAkAra-nibaMdhasukhabhoktA tarIke nirALI nItinA nAyaka jevA hoya che, chatAMya navanidhi ke ATha siddhio karatAM, zreSTha siddhi-mokSa meLavI-sAdhI lIdhelI hovAthI temanI vaMdanAnumodanA karanAra paNa vahelo-moDo siddha banyA vagara raheto nathI. aMtakata kevaLI sivAyanA arihaMto potAnI kevaLI avasthAmAM paropakArano dhodha vahAvI jyAre prAMte siddha thAya che tyAre paNa chello vyAvahArika upakAra evo thAya che ke temanA siddha thatAM ja eka jIva avyavahAra rAzimAMthI nIkaLI vyavahAra rAzimAM AvI jAya che ne kramazaH siddha pada sudhI pragati sAdhI zake che. anaMtA siddha thayA ne thaze, paNa temAMya jeo lAkSaNika rUpa-svarUpe siddhi gatine varyA che ? teonI anumodanA nimnalikhita udAharaNo vaDe karI bhArobhAra vaMdanA pAThavIe. ane te dvArA ApaNe paNa anaMtA sukhanA jJAtAdrazya-bhoktA banIe tevI zubhApekSA. eka-be-traNa nahi paNa ATha-AThaso covIzI sudhI jemanuM nAma-kAma gavAze tevA parama vaMdanIya caMdrarAjarSi jyAre carama bhavamAM rAjA banyA. tyAre AyuSya hatuM 155 varasanuM. 12 varasa kumAra, 100 varasa rAjA, ATha varasa chadmastha ane 3pa varasa arihaMta kevaLI banI siddha thayA. ass w oopens . bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga cotho . 179 IN
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________________ dIkSA pUrve temane 16 mukhya rANIo, tenI nIce 1600 ane tenI nIce paNa rahenAra 16000 rANIo thaI, sarveno tyAga karI dIkSA pachI nevuM! hajAra jIvone dIkSA ApI apAvI. khUba zAsana prabhAvanA karI. jenA mULamAM AgalA bhavamAM maMtrIputra caMdana rUpe pUrNa karela vardhamAna AyaMbila tapanI 100 oLInI ghora sAdhanA ane tenAya pUrvabhavamAM sulasazeThanA avatAramAM karela phakta pa00 ekAMtara AyaMbila tapanI ArAdhanA hatI. ghaNI ghaNI bhAvAnumodanA tapadharmanA premI rAjarSi AtmAnI, ke jemaNe AyaMbila tapane AtmasAt karatAM karatAM siddha padane paNa saMprApta karI lIdho, pote taya anekone tAya. (11) sasarAe mAthA upara aMgArA mUkyA to tene mokSanI pAghaDI mAnI prakhara-prazamabhAvane pAmI baLabaLatA aMgArAnA dahane sahI kama bALI nAkhyA ne gajasukumAla muni lAkSaNika rUpe aMta kevaLa banI siddha thaI gayA. (1) gaMgA nadI oLaMgatAM devI upasargane khALI jaI, sUlamAM parovAyelA chatAMya samabhAve potAnI lohI nIMgaLatI kAyAnI mAyA mUkI pANInA jIvono ghAta potAnA garama-garama lohI vaDe thato joI temanI ahiMsA-dayAnA bhAvamAM zubhadhyAnamAM AgaLa vadhatAM vadhatAM arNikAputra AcArya tatkALe ja kevaLI banI mokSe sIdhAvyA. (iv) yamunarAjA dvArA pheMkAyela aNIyAro bhAlo tathA sainiko - nokaro vagere dvArA pheMkAyela TaeNphA-pattharano maraNAMta upadrava chatAMya koI prati lezamAtra paNa dveSa karyA vagara tapasvI daDa muni mathurApurInI bahAra yamunAdaMDa udyAnamAM AtApanA vakhate ja deha para Avela tADanA vacce ! samatA sAdhI kevaLI banI gayA, paNa raktaraMjita mastaka tathA dehamAMthI prANa paravArI jatAM aMtatu kevaLI banI siddhi sAdhI gayA. jIvadayAnI jvalaMta mUrti samA metAraja muni vAdhara vIMTavAthI ane, unALAnA prakhara tApa vacce sonI dvArA sajA phaTakArelA chatAMya kaca pakSInI hatyA TALavA mauna rAkhI kaSTa sahetA rahyA ne zarIranuM pANI tapa-AtApane kAraNe zoSAI javAthI AMkhonA DoLA bahAra nIkaLI AvatAM ja dhaba daI bhUmi upara paDyA chatAMya kevaLI banI mokSa mahelanA rAjA banI gayA. (M) rAjA mahAsane gautama gaNadhara pAse dIkSA laI niyamaNAnuM svarUpa samajI ochA dIkSA paryAyamAM ja bhakta parijJA aNasaNa svIkAryuM ne sarvArthasiddhamAM gayA. AvatA bhavamAM ja rAjaputra ratnAkara tarIke janma T bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAgacotho 180 N
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________________ laI jAtismaraNathI dikSA laI 14 pUrvadhArI dharmayaza nAmanA AcAryanI pAse dIkSAnA chellA kartavya rUpe saMlekhanA karI pAdapopagamana aNasaNa svIkArI phakta eka mAsamAM ja karmakSaya karI mokSe sIdhAvaze.. (vi) baMdhakasUrijI svaye ziSya mohamAM samAdhi cUkyA, paNa tenA 500 bhAgyavaMta ziSyo guruvaranI AMkha samakSa pAlaka pApI dvArA ghANImAM dhAnyanI jema pIlAvA chatAMya eka pachI eka mokSa pAmI gayA. (1) kurUdaraputra sAketapuranI bahAra gAyonA mAlika govALa dvArA ajJAnavaza cora manANAne agninA pULAo dvArA bALI nakhANA chatAMya samAdhi sAcavI samAdhimaraNa pAmI siddhine sAdhI gayA. (x) valkalacIrI tApasa hatA, chatAMya jainamArgI zubhalezyAo pAmI jatAM adhyavasAyanI zuddhi-vRddhi vaDe mokSe padhArI gayA ne anya liMge siddha thayA. (4) eka sAthe ja paramAtmA vIranA samayakALa daramyAna 4-4 pratyeka buddha thayA. karaDa, dvimukha, namirAja tathA nagati rAjA sAthe ja dhakSA, kevaLajJAna uparAMta mokSa pAmI gayA. AvA to anaMtA draSTAMto che, chatAMya badhAmAM vaividhyatA vacce ekatA jevuM tattva te che ke siddha thayA pachI teonA siddhalokanA AlamamAM sarve samAna hoya che, sukhamAM taratamatA hotI nathI ke nAnA-moTAno bheda paNa hoto nathI. kAraNake sarve saubhAgIo saMsAra vyavahArAtIta hoya che. A siddha padanA premIo paraMparAe siddha banyA vagara nathI rahetA. svayaM tIrthakara thanAra AtmAo paNa cAritra aMgIkAra karatI vakhate siddhanI sAkSI rAkhe che, uparAMta teo gRhasthAvAsamAM hoya tyAM sudhI siddha bhagavaMtanI pUjA-upAsanA karatA hoya tevo zAstroklekha jovA-jANavA maLe che che. potAne yogya guruvaranI zodhamAM prAyazcittanA khapI AtmAone je kALa che ke kSetranI maryAdAo naDe to potAnA pAponuM pragaTa-apragaTa prAyazcitta ariMhata ke siddhanI sAkSIe kare che tevA dRSTAMto paNa che. "ddhio sarve mugatipurInA gAmI ne dhruva tArA" saMsAra sAgarane tarI javAnI tamannAvALA taravaiyA jevA saMyamIo - sAdhakone mATe sthira-dhIra-sthavira jevA siddhAtmAo divAdAMDInI garaja sAre che. ke AtmAnA sarve guNono sarvaprakArI vikAsa pAmI siddho jANe anUThA Adarzane arpaNa kare che ke arihaMto asaMsArI chatAMya saMsAranA vyavahArathI saMkaLAyelA hoya che, jyAre ame saMsArAtIta sukha-sukha ne sukhamAM ja assessessoas 'baharanA vasuMdharA-bhAgacotho 181 N
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________________ sadAkALa sanAtana svarUpe sthita chIe. AvA guNonA pUrNacaMdra prati, guNAnurAga rAkhanAra zA mATe guNonI gaMgAno AsvAda na karI zake? sudeva-sugurune sudharmanA subhaga sathavAre sau siddhinA sopAno sara karI zake che, sivAya abhavyo. temAM deva tarIke siddho gaNAya che ane devAdhideva tarIke arihaMto-tIrthakaro. - sva. pU. vikamasurIzvarajI ma. sA. dvArA lakhAyela pustaka "siddha pada vivecananuM vAMcanamanana ane ciMtana A siddha padanA svarUpane kaMIka aMze ! samajavA sugamatA Ape tevuM che, bAkI jyAre AThamAMthI cAra ghAtI karmo jatAM arihaMta banelA jIvonA paNa guNonuM varNana azakya che tyAM ATheya karmothI saMpUrNa mukta thayela siddhonA zAzvatA ATha guNanuM varNana te to saMpUrNa jJAnI evA kevaLajJAnIo paNa azakya jaNAve che. namo AyariyANa - AcAryone namaskAra ho - "AcAryo che jinadharmanA dala vyApArI gurAnI paMkti paMDitalokamAM prazasta prazasti pAmela che, tenuM kAraNa e paNa che ke vizALa bharata kSetramAM phakta 25 AryabhUmi temAMya anArya prajAnI bahulatA ne AryaguNa saMpanna jaina mArgane anusaratI prajA jUja ja, ane ratnarAzi jevA nAnA jaina saMghanA saMcAlaka AcAryo che, jeo paramAtmAnA viraha kALamAM paramAtmAnA pratiSThita ja nahi, paNa zAsananA zaNagAra che, prabhAvaka che, gItArtha che, paramArthanA jJAtA-drutha che, arjanomAM paNa jainatvanI jyota pragaTAvI gharagharane ghaTaghaTamAM vyAvahArika ne naiaiyika samakti dAna dvArA ubhayapakSI napho karanAra-karAvanAra vepArI che. gaNadharo vaLI gacchAdhipationA paNa adhipati che. AcAyanA paNa prAcArya jevA che. atre sadhamAM svAmInI pATaparaMparAe aneka pUjyAcAryo pAkyA, pAke che ne pAkaze, te pUrvenA tathA pazcAnA tRtIya parameSThIpadavI dharone bhAvavaMdanA karI temanA sukatonI anumodanAno lhAvo prasaMgocita mAnIe. ) pArzvaprabhunA zAsananA pAMcamA paTTadhara ratnaprabhasUrijI, potAnI viziSTa zaktithI temaNe mULabhUta zarIrathI osiyAmAM ane vaikriya deha vaDe. teja vakhate koraTamAM pratiSThA karI. korA saMghane dukha lAgyuM, jethI saMghe potAno svataMtra nirNaya laI bhAva ane bhArapUrvaka dabANa lAvI ratnaprabhasUrijInA ja ziSya kanakawbhavijayajIne parANe AcArya pada enAyata karI dIdhuM, ane osiyA saMgha sAthe rUsaNA lIdhA. prabhu varanA nivaNanA 100 varSamAM ja be saMgha vacce bheda jevuM thayeluM jANI biharanA vasuMdharA-bhAgacotho 182 NN
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________________ saMghanA saMgaThanane mATe osiyAnA cAturmAsa pachI tarata ja sUrijI koTA padhAryA, saMghano AbhAra abhivyakta karI ziSyanI AcArya padavIne vadhAvI, vAsakSepa pradAna karI ane saMghanA samAdhAna mATe AcArya chatAMya kSamApanA mAgI. rAjasthAnanA beu saMghomAM pharI aikya vyApI gayuM. (11) jinaprabhasUrijI padmAvatInA vaprApta banyA. yoginIpuranA zrIpIroja suratrANa rAjA tathA mlecchone paNa pratibodhita karyA. vaDanA jhADane calAvI sAthe sAthe vihAramAM rAkhavuM, ghaDAnI gherI coranAra uMdaraDAne pakaDI pADI mukta paNa karavo, pANI bharelo ghaDo AkAzamAM addhara karAvI ajaina yogInA camatkArane jhAMkho pADavo vagere aneka camatkAro dekhADI rAjAne ane prajAne jainadharmamAM rAgI banAvI dIdhI hatI. (111) AcAryazrI dharmaghoSasUrijI mAsakSamaNanA pAraNe caMpAnagarInI pAse vahetI gaMgA pAse AvyA, ghaNIja tarasa chatAMya pANI sacita hovAthI tRSAparisaha sahana karyo, paNa prANapaMkherU uDI gayA, chatAMya nirdoSa gocarI-pANInI gadveSaNAnA ja khapI hovAthI zubhadhyAna sAthe samAdhimaraNa meLavI gayA. uccapada chatAMya ugrAcAranI UMDI asara ziSya-praziSyo upara khUba paDI ne sakaLa samudAyamAM saMyama-saMvega vikAsa pAmyo. (iv) zIladharmanA prakhara himAyatI zrIkAlikasUrijIe sarasvatI sAdhvI tathA anya AryAonA paNa brahmacaryanI rakSA hetu mlecchonI maitrI sAdhI gabhila rAjA sAthe yuddha karAvI apavAdI mArgadvArA jinazAsananI tathA zramaNIsaMsthAnI rakSA karI. (v) mAnadevasUrijIne jIrNajvara sakhata banI gayo, chatAMya Avela tAvane nirjarAnuM anupama sAdhana mAnI saMyama dharmanI aDagatA vadhAravA saMkalpa karyo, potAnI labdhio vaDe phakta be samayanA pratikramaNa vakhate tAvane potAnA vastramAM kheMcI laI vastra khITI upara laTakAvI detA hatA ane Avazyaka kriyA patI jatAM ja pAcho tAvane svecchAe svayaM potAnA dehamAM pesADI detA hatA. (vi) AcAryonA prAcAryapravara gaNadhara zrIgautamasvAmIe to svayaM kevaLajJAnathI vaMcita rahI aneka ziSyone kevaLI banAvyA, potAnA pada ke pratiSThAnI paravA karyA vagara thayela bhUlanuM micchAmi dukkaDaM devA sAme caDI AnaMda zrAvakane ghera pharIthI gayA. pArzvaprabhunA zAsananA bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga cotho - 183 ma
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________________ zAsanaprabhAvaka kezI gaNadharane sAme vAMdavA gayA ane temanI sAthe madhura vArtAlApa karI Avarjita karyA ane saune prabhuvIranA zAsanamAM sammilita kayAM nAnA bALaka aImuttAnI sAthe bALaka jevA banI saMyamanuM dAna karyuM ane svayaMnA guru prabhuvIrathI paNa vadhu pacAsa hajAraziSyo banAvI jinazAsananA zreSThaguru banI gayA. potAnA guru pAse bALanI jema tathA ziSyo prati guratAhIna laghutAnuM saujanya sthApI, prabhuvIranA virahamAM kevaLI banI mokSe sIdhAvI gayA. (vi) vajasvAmIe potAnI viziSTa zaktino upayoga zAsana prabhAvanAmAM karyo hemacaMdrAcAryajIe jyAre sAme caDI Avela sarasvatInI kRpA prApta karI tyAre teno upayoga sADA traNa koDa zloka pramANa zAstro lakhI jJAnadAnano dharma ajavALyo. maladhArI hemacaMdrasUrijIe bhavabhAvanAne puSpamAlAvRttiyukta, anuyogadvAravRtti, AvazyakavRtti, vizeSAvazyaka vagere zAstro racyA. haribhadrasUrijIe racela 144 tho te to jaina zAsananI jAhojalAlI jevA che, zarthabhavasUrijIe putra muninA hitArthe racela dazavaikAlika sUtra to pAMcamA ArAnA cheDA sudhI rahenAra zAstra banI gayuM. A uparAMta paNa aneka zAstro aneka AcAryonI apUrva dena che, je dvArA jJAnamArga haju paNa mokaLo che. () jyAre jyAre jaina saMgha upara Aphato AvI, tyAre tyAre AcAryoe potAnA parArthane pradhAna banAvI zAsananI adbhuta sevA karI che. marakIno upadrava varAhamihire devatAI zaktithI phelAvyo to bhadrabAhusvAmIe tene dUra karavA uvasaggahare sUtra racyuM ne upadrava dUra karyo. ajitazAMti stotra dvArA naMdisarijIe AkhI devakulikAne sthAnAMtarita karI, mAnatuMgarijIe bhaktAmara stotra racI polAdI jaMjIro toDI nAkhI ane ujjainanA mahAkALI maMdiramAM pArzvaprabhune pragaTa karanAra zrIsiddhasenadivAkarasUrijInA karAyela camatkAro jagajAhera che. akabara pratibodhaka hIrasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. ne saMgha-zAsananI rakSA mATe ghaNuM ja khamavuM paDyuM, chatAMya potAnA cAritrAcArane aNizuddha rAkhI kaNe vekyA ne hiMsaka sattAdhArIne paNa ahiMsAdharmathI vAsita karI hindustAna samagramAM ahiMsA-saMyama ne tapano hako vagADI dIdho. Aje paNa aneka tIrtho je AMkha sAme jinazAsananI anupama mUDI jevA dekhAya che, temAM aneka AcAryoe potAnI sAdhanAnuM baLa lagADela che. (x) mahAtapasvI AcArya zIlabhasUrijI - teo phakta 12 varasanI nAnI ERR Y bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAgacotho 184 rasa nAnA nAnA
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________________ vaye dIkSA pAmyA. dIkSA dinathI ja chae vigaIno AjIvana tyAga karyo, jenA prabhAve temanA vacano-vyAkhyAno ne vANI kacAreya niSphaLa na gayA. vi. saM. 106 thI 111 temano prabhAvaka kALa rahyo, jeo pAchaLathI AcArya hAlyumitra tarIke paMkANA hatA. Agama vyavahArI khyAtanAma sthUlabhadrasUrijI vezyAvAsamAM rahyA, uttama AhAra ArogyA, nityapiMDa ne doSapradhAna gocarIo vAparI chatAMya potAnI ja pUrvabhogyA kozAnA hAvabhAva, cenacALA ne laTakA-maTakAthI levAI na jaI brahmacarya sAdhanA baLe 84 covIzI sadhI kIti pAmanAra banI gayA. A pramANe 36/36 guNonA dhAraka AcAryo AcAracusta to hoya ja che che, uparAMta jaina dharmanA pracAramAM pAvaradhA hoya che. zakya teTaluM parArthakaraNa karI svasAdhanAnA svArthane paNa sAdhavA chellA samayamAM sarva Azrito prati paNa rAga-dveSathI mukta banI rahevA saMlekhanA vagere paNa kare che. namo uvajajhAyANaM - upAdhyAyone namaskAra ho - upAdhyAya pada khAsa karIne kevaLajJAna pAmavA jANe kevaLa jJAnanA pAThakanI mahattA dvArA jJAnAdAna ke jJAnadAnane ja jIvanamaMtra banAvI devA goThavAyeluM hoya tema jJAnapremIone lAgyA vagara na rahe. gIta = sUtra ane ? tenA arthane vividha rUpa-rItie jANanAra gItArtha bane che, paNa te arthanI prApti sudhI javA mATe AdhAra bane che. sUtro ane te sUtronA vaLI AdhAra che | haMmeza adhyayana-adhyApanamAM otaprota rahenAra upAdhyAyo. jo ke lagabhaga ke dareka zAsanakALamAM sAdhuthI laI siddhapadanA dhArako sArI saMkhyAmAM jovA maLe che, paNa A padane vibhUSita karanAra AtmAo atyalya hoya che, tenuM rahasya paNa che ke pradhAna jJAnayogathI muktinI bhukti karI zakanAra jIvadaLo che paNa ochA hoya che, jyAre saMyamanA anya asaMkhya yogonI prakarSatAthI kevaLI banI mokSe janAra jIvAtmAo jhAjha hoya che. ""upAdhyAyo gaNadhara taNA sUtradAne cakorA." caturtha parameSThI padanA | vAhaka, gItArtha gaNadharothI laI agItArtha sAdhu sudhInI zRMkhalA banI saMyamajIvananuM prANasamuM tattvajJAna rUpI ratna sadAya saMrakSita karI jinazAsananA amUlya jJAna pravAhane aalita vaheto rAkhavAmAM amUlya bhAga bhajave che. koI paNa nijI svArthanA poSaNa vagara phakta kamanirjarAnA umadA udezyo rAkhI jJAna-dAna karanAra upAdhyAyonI bhAvabharI anumodanA sAthe bhAvavaMdanA. #ING bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga cotho : 185
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________________ 0 anumodanAnA A aNamola prasaMge navadIkSita bALamuni vakumArane kema bhUlAya. jeo gurunI gerahAjarImAM pUrva bhavanA saMskArone vaza, potAnA vaDIlonA vIMTIyA-upadhine sthApI vaNamAgI vAcanA ApavA lAgyA hatA. ane upAdhyAya jevI adAnuM adbhuta kauzala dekhADI pachI to labdhividyA saMpana vajasvAmI." tarIke paramAtmAnI pATe padhAryA hatA. Aje paNa upAdhyAya padanA vyAkhyAna temane ja samarpita thAya che. (ii) maLatA pUrAvAne AdhAre prabhu varanI hayAtI vakhate devasvarUpe darzana ApanAra AtmA prabhunA nivaNi pachI navaso varasa vItye janmyA, bhAgavatI dIkSA laI devarti gaNi samAzamaNa banyA. upAdhyAyathI paNa vadhu vidvatA chatAMya gaNi padamAM rahIne vIranivaNi pachInA 980 mAM varSe vi. saM. 510 ane I. sa. 54mAM) saghaLAya jainAgamone pustakArUDha karavAnuM paramArtha karyuM. paDatA kALanA ghaTatA saMghayaNa ane khUTatA gherya-dhruti-smaraNa baLone pArakhI laI jJAnamArgane sAva navI dizA dekhADI uttama paropakAra karyo. te pUrvenA upAdhyAyoe mukhapATha ApI ane munivaroe vAcanAone maukhika jhIlI laI jJAnadhanane kevI jahemata sAthe jatana karyuM haze tenI vicAraNA paNa AjanA lakhalakha ne vAMca-vAMcanA jamAnAne Azcarya karAve tevI hakIkata kahevAya. (i) upAdhyAya sakalacaMdrajIe karmakSayanimitte kAussagna karyo ne saMkalpa sAdhyo ke pADozamAM kuMbhAranA gadheDA bhUke pachI ja kAyotsarga pAravo. khAssA kalAko vItI gayA paNa gardabharAjo bIje gAma gayA hatA jethI abhigrahanI akhaMDatA sAdhatAM dhyAnayogamAM ja sattarabhedI pUjA racI lIdhI, pachI bIjA divase jyAre gadheDAo lUMkyA tyAre kAussagna pAryo. lAgaTa lAMbA samayanI sthiratA dhIratAthI vyavahAra-nizcaya nayanI joDalI pUjA racI eka udAharaNa ApyuM, je pUjA prakamAM pavitrabhAvomAM pariNAma pAmelI hovAthI Ajeya pratikramaNamAM Avela chIMkanuM azubha vaLavA bhaNAvAya che. () zAsanaprabhAvaka harasUrIzvarajI ma. sA.nA samayakALamAM thayela mahopAdhyAya gharmasAgarajI ma. sA.thI koIka saMghanA agraNIne Thapako apAI gayo. jethI mAnabhaMga pAmI mana bhaMganA kAraNe te zrAvaka upAzraya AvavuM choDyuM. paryuSaNa AvyA ne sAMvatsarika pratikramaNanI veLA AvI. chatAMya te gRhastha na AvyA tethI pratikramaNane vArSika kSamApanA dvArA banAsakArAtaonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnne se ja bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga cotho , 186N
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________________ saphLa karavA upAdhyAya svayaM saMghanI hAjarImAM ja upAzraya choDI zrAvakanA ghare gayA. daravAjo baMdha hato to vaMDI pheMkI praveza karyo. svayaM padastha chatAMya gRhasthane hArdika micchAmi dukkaDaM ApyuM ne kSamAdharmano DaMko vagADyo. agraNI zrAvaka raDI paDyA ne upAdhyAyanA page paDyA. beu AtmAo tarata upAzraye padhAryA ane saue maLI samUha pratikramaNa karI verAnubaMdhane viphaLa karyo. (v) (upAdhyAya vinayavijayajI ma. sA. dvArA racAyela dravya-kSetra-kALa-bhAvanA vibhAgo sAtheno lokaprakAza graMtha, kalpasUtra subodhikA, zAMta sudhArasa, zrIpALa rAjAno rAsa ane anya kAvyAtmaka sarjanomAM padArthonI prarUpaNAnI AgavI zaili khAsa avagAhavA jevI che. teozrIe potAnA padane yathArtha zobhAvyuM che. (vi) akabaranI dharmabhAvanA vadhAravA-TakAvavA ne tenA dvArA ahiMsA dharmano vijayaDaMko vagaDAvavA zrI hIrasUrijIe upAdhyAya zAMticaMdrane AjJA pharamAvI, jemaNe akabarane camatkAra dvArA namaskAra karAvavA viziSTa zaktithI akabarapitA humAyune rAjarasAlA sAthe mAyAjALa racI dekhADyo hato. jaMbudrIpa prajJaptinI TIkA temanI tathA kAdambarI kAvyanI umadA vRtti zrI bhAnucaMdra upAdhyAyanI anokhI dena che. (vi) sAva nikaTanA saikAomAM thayela upAdhyAya yazovijayajI ma. sA. to sarasvatInA sAdhakAtmA hatA ja uparAMta temaNe potAnA jIvananI lAkheNI kSaNo nyAyazAstronA graMtho racI jinAgamanA sUkSma padArtho prakAzavAmAM kharcI nAkhI che. pratimAzataka, dharmaparIkSA, pravacana parIkSA, upadeza rahasya, naya rahasya, bhASA rahasya, zAstravArtA samucayane laI syAdvAda kalpalatA nAmanI TIkA vagere uparAMta gujarAtI bhASAnA stavana-sajjhAyo racI temaNe jainamArgIya jJAnadhArAno pravAha vegavAna banAvyo ja che. - guruthI graMtho khUle ane graMthothI graMthIo khUle/tUTe, gurugamathI abhyAsita pustaka mastaka sudhI jaI hastaka bane ane jJAnAcAra cAritrAcAramAM palaTAya te mATe paNa upAdhyAya padanuM zaraNuM jIvanataraNuM banI rahe che. 'a'thI 'jJa' sudhInA akSaro samyak svarUpe bhaNI janAra suza banyA vagara na rahe. mATe ja pariNata jJAna pAmI pariNati sudhArI lenAra jJAnI AtmA vidvAna to hoya ja sAthe kyAreya zAstrone zastra banAvI dharmanA nAme yuddha na Adare, paNa aneka nayonI sApekSatA sAme rAkhI-dekhADI dunyavI dhamAlathI para rahe te saghaLuMya A caturtha padadhArInI kRpAne AbhArI che. bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga cotho - 187 $
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________________ | ApaNe paNa A pradhAna padane poMkhI laI zruti ane smRti, 14 vidhAsthAnonA svAmI banIe teja ekamAtra zubhApekSA. caudapUvao paNa abhilapyamAna zrutajJAnanA sarva arthone kahevA samartha thatA nathI kAraNake zrutano dariyo agAdha che, AyubaLa alpa che ane vAcA kramavartI che, chatAMya dravyAnuyoga, gaNitAnuyoga, caraNakaraNAnuyoga tathA kathAnuyoganA vibhAga dvArA zruta saMpadAnI lhANI karAvavAnA 3 adhikArI puruSa A padanA dhArako che. jeo kadAca te padane oLaMgI AcArya pada paNa avadhArI le chatAMya jJAnadAnanI javAbadArI vahana kare che. { upAdhyAya mAnavijayajInI racanAo je kAvyamaya stuti. stavano, re sakjhAyomAM saMkaLAyelI che te bALa bhogya bhASAmAM jema che tema sAkSarI bhASAmAM racAyelA zAstro vidvAnone paNa mAthuM khaMjavALavA bAdhya kare tevA che. jaina jJAna sAhitya jeTaluM pragaTa che tethIya keTaluM vadhu to apragaTa che. namo loe savva sAhUNaM -lokanA sarve sAdhuone namaskAra ho. uparokta pAMcamA pada dvArA aDhIdviIpamAM sarvatra dikSita sAdhuone ja vaMdanA nathI, paNa vyavahAranayathI sAdhunA saumya levAzathI susajja sAdhu, upAdhyAya, AcArya ane arihaMto paNa vaMdanIya jaNAvyA che, jyAre nizcaya nayathI siddhomAM zAzvata svarUpe sAdhutAno vikAsa hovAthI pAMceya parameSThIone vaMdana karyA che. sAdhuno jIvana maMtra che - "Live for the best, but be ready for worst." mATe ja muni mastakanA muMDana sAthe ja mananuM paNa muMDana karI maunanA. { maMDana sAthe viSaya-kaSAya rUpI AMtarazatruo sAthe gupta yuddha Adare che. "sAdhu AMtara ari samUhane vikramI thaI a ." jyAM sudhI moha haNAto nathI ke tyAM sudhI mokSa mATe mathatA munivaro kyAreka jaMga jItI jatA hoya che ne pharI, hArI paNa jAya, chatAMya jema "hAryo jugArI bamaNuM rame tema karmothI hArela muni paNa bamaNuM laDe ane dhIme dhIme paNa vijayakUcane vadhArato aMte ke sAdhanA dvArA siddha pada sudhInA sopAno caDI jAya ja che. madhurA saMsArane paNa adhUrA mAnI nIkaLI paDela sAdhu rUpI laDavaiyAoe laData kevI kevI ApI, hAle paNa bakuza ke kuzIla cAritra chatAMya kevA uttama Adaze AMkha sAme joI zakAya che, tenuM ja saMkSepita citraNa prastuta padadhArIonI anumodanA rUpe dRSTAMto saha agravartamAna che. to cAlo jANIe-mANIe tevA pAMceya parameSThIomAM sAdhu padanuM AropaNa karIne, jeo pAMca padastho, cAradharmo (dAna-zIlatapa-bhAva)nI B Y bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga cotho . 188
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________________ rakSA karavA traNa ratno (darzana-zAna-cAritra) gAMThe bAMdhI be zatruo (rAga-dveSa) sAme kevA laDyA ne ekamAtra mokSa mATe kevA mathyA ? te pAMceya parameSThIo paikI siddho to sakaLa svarUpe sidvi varyA che jyAre bAkInA cAra parameSThIo cha jIvonI (chakAyanA) rakSA, sAteya bhayathI mukta thai, ATha karmInA maLane moLA pADavA, brahmacaryanI navavADo yukta, dazaprakArI yatidharmanI sAdhanA sAthe sAdhI zake che, ane ahiMsAnA ekAvatAra arihaMta banI sukha sAgaranI siddhi saMprApta karI siddha banI zake che. kroDa-kroDa vaMdana-abhinaMdana aNagAronI anokhI Alamane, saMsAramAM sArAmAM sArUM je dekhAya che temAM susAdhuonI sAdhanAnA sUkSma paramANuono prabhAva che. (1) (11) (111) (iv) (v) (vi) tapadharma dvArA vijaya vAvaTo pharakAvI denAra naMdanaRSinI anumodanA ke jemaNe pUrA eka lAkha varasanA dIrgha saMyama paryAyamAM lAgaTa 11,80,645 mAkSakSamaNa karI karmo khapAvyA ne prAMte mahAvIra banI mokSe padhAryA. tevAja ugra tapasvI-tyAgI DhaMDhakumArane dhanyavAda, jemaNe svopalabdhivALo AhAra meLavavA cha mAsa paryanta upavAso karyA, chelle siMhakesarIyA modaka maLyA tene paNa zrI kRSNa vAsudevanI labdhivALA prAoSita jANI prabhu neminAthanI sAkSIe paraThavatAM paraThavatAM ja keLavajJAna prApta karyu ne tyAga dharma dIpAvyo. bhAlAnI aNI upara AhAranA dravya rAkhI vahorAvanArano ja AhAra levo tevo ugrAbhigraha laI bhIme tapa karyo,je cheka chamAsanA upavAsa pachI saphaLa thayo, tyAM sudhInA dhairya-dhairyanI anumodanA. vRttisaMkSepa karI tapanA pAraNA paNa tyAga pUrvakanA karI AhArasaMzAnI jabarAIne jabbara paNe jItanArA prabhu vIra, dRDhahArI, zAlibhadrajI, kSemarSi, pAMDavo vagerenA tapanI hArdika anumodanA. gautama gaNadharanA pUrvabhavanA mitra sandUka tApase jainI dIkSA laI bhikSukanI 12 pratimAo vahana karI. pachI atiugra guNaratna saMvatsara tapa tapI savAre sUryanI AtApanA ne rAtre nirvastra vIrAsanamAM sAdhanA karI, hADamAMsa zoSI phakta 12 varasanA saMyama thakI 12mo devaloka meLavI lIdho. smazAnamAM kAryotsarga tapa sAthe varasamAM phakta 36 divasa ja pAraNA ne zeSa divaso tapamAM vyatIta karI mahAtapasvI kRSNarSinA bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga cotho 189
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________________ - (x) - - maLamUtralUMka-parasevAmAM auSadhIya labdhio utpana thaI gaI jyAM jyAM pAraNA thayA tyAM tyAM jinAlayo baMdhAyA, jemanA tapathI keTalAya ajaina jaina banyA. dhanya temanA tapa prakArane (vii) phakta bhAvadharmane pradhAna banAvI daI kevalajJAnane prApta karI lenAra cakravartI bharata, kurmAputra, aSADhAbhUti, IlAcIkumAra, prasannacaMdra rAjarSinA adhyavasAyonI AgavI anumodanA. () zIladharmanI rakSA mATe dIkSA pachI thayela kulaTA patnInA bIbhatsa upasargane khamI khAI, brahmacaryanA jatana mATe vastrano gALIo banAvI, phaso khAI mRtyune pAmI 12mA devalokamAM cAlyA janAra jayasuMdara ma. sA. to jANe jaina ItihAsanA aNaoLakhAyela AtmA banyA. phakta cha mAsamAM cAritrAcAra thakI devaloke janAra manakamuni, prathama vAranA upavAsamAM ja mRtyu sAthe Urdhvagati pAmanAra zrIyakamuni tathA nA divasanA cAritramAM bhIkhArI maTI rAjA saMprati banI janArane 1 rAtrinuM cAritra pALI nalinI gulma vimAnamAM janAra atisukamAlanI anumodanA. gurubhakti mATe gozALAnI tejolezyAthI paramAtmA vIrane bacAvavA vacce kUdI, mRtyu meLavI, ramA ne 8mA devaloke janma laI lenAra sunAtra ane sarvAnubhUti muninI anumodanA. anAyadizanA janmathI ajaina paNa pratimAnA darzanathI bodha pAmI svayaMdIkSA laI aNizuddha cAritra pALI janAra AdrakumAranA jIvanakavananI vicitratA che, chatAMya temanuM draSTAMta lAkSaNika ja che. vRddha mukuMda muni chatAMya rAtre paNa jorazorathI svAdhyAya karatA. sAdhuoe Thapako Apyo tethI 21 divasanA upavAsathI sarasvatI devIne sAdhI, saune vAdamAM harAvI-haMphAvI vRkavAdItAla kahevANA. jeo siddhasenadivAkarasUrijInA paNa guru banyA. temanA svAdhyAya premanI khUba anumodanA. (iii) rohiDA nagaramAM skaMdamuni ThIMca pakSIthI haNAyA chatAMya vedanA sahI samAdhimaraNa pAmyA. xv) kuNAlA nagarImAM pApI maMtrIe sAdhunI vasati saLagAvI nAkhI. chatAMya aSabhasena muni sau parivAra sAthe samAdhipUrvaka kALadharma | pAmyA. temanI ArAdhanAnI anumodanA. ( bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga cotho 190S kALajALa pArakA, N SINE I ' T
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________________ -- ------- --- --- -- - - --- = = = = = (w) ' (tax) () vrajavAminA bALaNani tapelI zilA upara sUI jaI mINanI jema ogaLI gayA chatAMya ArAdhanAne pAmyA, temanA saMyama bhAvanI hArdika anumodanA, tevI ja rIte bALamuni dhanAma nadInuM jaLa svAdhIna chatAMya pIdhA vinA saMyama sAdhI svarge gayA temanI acaLatAnI anumodanA. maccharonA tIvra upadravamAM ja rUdhira zoSAvAthI ne zarIranA DaMkha khamI khAI jIvadayAnA bhAvamAM ja rAtrimAM samAdhimaraNa sAdhI devaloka meLavI lenAra sumanabhadvamuni nI anumodanA. (w) rAjA jitazatrunA kumAraputra muni bhadra, jeo zatru rAjya zrAvastImAM rAjapuruSo dvArA marAI, kuTAI, ghAmAM sakhta kSAra devANA ne darbha ? vIMTALI duHkhita karAvAyA chatAMya potAnA kamano ja doSa joI samAdhi sAthe devaloke gayA. temanI titikSAnI tIvrAnumodanA. 5 xvii) koDonA vaibhavane ThukarAvIsukumAla zarIradhArI zAlibhadra potAnA dehanuM mamatva tyAgI vaibhAgiri upara anazana laI jaMga jItyo temanA parAkramanI khAsa anumodanA.. prabhuAdinAthanI putrI suMdarIe Aja saMyama saMprApta karavA potAnI apara mAtAnA putra bhAI bharatanI lagna vinaMti ThukarAvI dIdhI. saMyamanI talapamAMja lAgeTa sATha hajAra varasa AyaMbila karyo. kamAM hIrA paDatAM ja saMyama lIdhuM ane evuM rUDuM pALyuM ke te tathA tenA bena sAdhvIbrAhmI paNa teja bhavamAM mokSa pAmyA. (4) bhAIne ja bhatI banAvI bhUMDA bhoganA saMyogamAM sapaDAyA chatAMya devI mAtA puSpAvatInA prayatna pratibodhita thaI jaI dakSA laI ghaNA ja saMvega ane pazcAttApathI pALIne, teja bhavamAM kevaLI banI janAra sAdhvIjI pupacUlA prakhyAta che. (xx1) zreNikarAjAnA dasamA rANI mahAsena kuSyA sAdhvI banyA pachI pAraNA vagara ja lAgeTa vardhamAna tapanI 100 oLIo pUrNa karI ane alpa saMyama payayimAM ja kevaLajJAna keLavI mokSe gayA. temanA tapadharmanI anumodanA. kSamAdharmane sAme rAkhI guNIno Thapako paNa gaLI janAra mRgAvatI sAdhvIjI potAnA bhANejI paNa guraNI caMdanabALA karatAM vaheluM ! kevaLajJAna varI gayA. svadoSa darzananI mUrti jevA temanI anumodanA. (xti) mAtAnI AtmahatyA pachI nirAzAthI nyUnatA anubhavI pharI kAja bahurA vasuMdharA-bhAga cotho 191)
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________________ AAAAAAAAAAA puNyodaye prabhu virathI pratibodha pAmelA caMdanabALA sAdhvI prathama sAva ekAkI avasthAmAM hatA, paNa saMyama pachI 36000 sAdhvI samudAyanA sUtradhAra banI zAsananI zobhA vadhAravA nimitta banyA, mokSe paNa gayA. temanI bhavitavyatAnI anumodanA. 6 (xx) putramohamAM paDI vrajasvAmI jevA putraratnane pravajyA na levA devA. nAkAmayAba prayatna karI pAchaLathI putramunithI ja bodha pAmI temanA haste ja dikSA laI dIpAvanAra sunaMdA sAdhvIne dhanyavAda. (xxv) sakaLa saMghane sAdhanA mArge caDAvI potAnA puNya thakI sImaMdhara svAmI sudhI jaI AvanAra yakSA sAdhvInI kahANI vikhyAta che. Aje paNa AcArAMganI be cUlA tathA dazavaikAlikanI be cUlAo mahAvidehanA bhagavAna pAsethI maLela bheTa rUpe yakSA sAdhvI thakI ja saMprApta che. viziSTa sAdhanA baLanI rUDI anumodanA. (xx) phakta 12 varasanA cAritra payayamAM ja AcArya pada prApta karI che janAra putramuninA ovAraNA letI pAhitI devIe nUtanAcArya hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI pAse ja dIkSA lIdhI, ne 45 varasano dIkSA paryAya pALI pravartinI pada sudhI pahoMcI aneka nArI AtmAonuM sukAna saMbhALyuM. (xy) gocarIe gayela ne gumabhAna banela putra muni araphikane mAninInA mohapAzathI mukta karAvI pharI saMyamamAM sthirIkaraNa karAvI gurumAtA jevuM gaurava prastuta karanAra mAtA sAdhvInA saMyama gheryanI anumodanA. (xvim) guvajJAne ja pradhAna mAna ApI vinayadharmathI opatA yAkinI mahArAnI vyavahAra kuzaLatAnI anumodanA ke jemanA sUcanane ! saMgrahI brAhmaNa haribhadrae prAkRta paMktino artha guruvarane pUchyo, paramArtha pAmyA, pravajyA prApta karI ane UMDA Agama rahasyo yukta zAstro racI jJAnagaMgA vahAvI. haribhadrajIe sUri banyA chatAMya yAkinI mahattarAne potAnA mArgadarzaka mAnI svecchAe. putratva svIkAryuM ne sAdhvIne mAtA jevuM gaurava bakyuM. (xx) AvA to aneka sAdhu-sAdhvIonA saMyama sAdhanAnA sUkSma baLo Aje paNa prazasta paramANu rUpe pratyekanA protsAhana - pragatinA nimitta banyA che, saMkSepamAM keTaluM te lakhI zakAya? mahAna yogIrAja! zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAje AtmasAdhanAnI rakSA kAje ekalavihAra vadhu pasaMda karyo, paNa cAritrAcAra cokakho ja pALyo. to bIjI je bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAgacotho 192
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________________ tarapha puMDarika svAmI vagere gaNadharo kauTuMbika bhAvanAthI anekonA samUhoddhAranuM tAraNa-kAraNa banyA. pitA tathA putranI pahecAna karAvI hiMsaka yuddha TALanAra sAdhvIothI paNa jaina sAhitya dIpe che, tema zIlanI rakSA mATe yuddhanuM nimitta bananAra sAdhvI paNa A ja zramaNI saMsthAnI upaja che. AvA saMyamIo kadAca sAva zithilAcArI paNa bane toya je brahmacaryanI navavADothI vizuddha rahe to prazaMsanIya che, ane evo eka AtmA paNa jagajAhera bAvA, phakIra, saMnyAsI, tApaso ke yogIo karatAM lAkha daraje ! UMco zAnIo kahe che, kAraNa ke teja AtmA jainazAsananA avalaMbane zithilAcArI marIci maTI mahAvIra banI zake che, tApasamAMthI tapasvI, trideDImAMthI tribhuvanapati, ne nArakanasiMhanI dugatithI UThI siddha gatine paNa prApta karI zake che. mithyAtvanuM vamana karI deza-sarvaviratinuM grahaNa, viSayakaSAyonuM damana, saMsArabhAvonuM daphana karI mokSamAM gamana karanAra-karAvanAra Aja pAMceya parameSThIo che, jemanI karela ArAdhanA 14 rAjalokanA sarva zreSTha sthAne mUkI de che, ane karAyelI ghora AzAtanA teja lokanA sauthI nikaTa sthAna sAtamI naraka sudhI dhakelI zake che. sarva sAdhuone karela namana,, smaraNa, anumodana lekhe lAge ja che kAraNa ke te puruSa puMgavonI kRpAdraSTimAM che ja sukhanI vRSTi saMkaLAyelI che. ugrAcArI, zItalAcArI ke zithilAcArInA bhedabhAva vagara kRSNa mahArAje prabhu neminAthanA 18,000 sAdhuone bhAvapUrvaka dravyavaMdana karatAM ja sAtamI narakanA daLiyA ghaTI trIjI narakanA baMdha jeTalA ochA thaI gayA, sAyika samakitanI prApti thaI ane tIrthaMkara nAmakarma upArjita thaI gayuM. A che sAdhuo prati bahumAnano pratApa...bhAva. mATe ja to kaThiyArAnI dIkSA pachI rAjagRhInA nAgariko dvArA thayela ThaThThAmazkarI nivArI sudhI svAminA vihAra nirNayane palaTAvavA abhayakumAre yukti racI saune ratnarAzi levA ekaThA karyA ne pachI strI, sacitta pANI ne agninA tyAgIne te ApavAnI zarata goThavatAM saune kaThiyArAe karela saMsAratyAga samajAI! gayo. (x) A badhIya vAto thaI ati atItanI ke bhavya bhUtakALanI paNa Ajeya utaratA kALamAM sAdhanAtmAono toTo nathI. nimnalikhita satya hakIkato ja te te sAdhakonI pariNata. pariNatinI cADI khAya che. cAlo jANI laIe sAdhanAnA prakArone EINNING bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAgotho 19
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________________ - - ane gotavA mathIe te te sAdhakone.. 1. eka sAdhakAtmAe AyaMbilanA rUkSAhAramAM ja jIvananI mIThAza mAnI mana manAvI lIdhuM che. atyAra sudhImAM dasa hajArathI vadhu ! AyaMbila thaI gayA che, AgaLa cAlu che, kadAca AtmasAt te tapa ! AtmAnI A lokanI alavidA sudhI cAle, ane aMte bhavAMtaramAM paNa te tapathI ja tanmayAtmA tophAnI bhavasAgara tarI jAya. 2. AvAja tapasvInI mUka sevA dvArA anya koI AtmA potAnI AtmIyatA sAdhI rahyo che. varasamAM bhAgye ja be-traNa mAsanA pAraNA. cAlu vardhamAna tapamAM paNa chAzavAre upavAsa, taduparAMta pote lakhuM khAI anyane to lIluM ja vaparAvI rAjI thAya che. dhanya che tapa tathA tyAgane. 3. eka AtmA svayaM sujJa che, jJAnI che. chatAMya kRtane sarasvatInI upamA ApI zIla (cAritra)ne lakSmI tarIke navAje che. svayaM paThana-pAThanamAM kuzaLa chatAMya pUratI zakti lagAvI tapane tape che. cUnAnA vadhelA ! pANIthI kApa kADhavo, pANIne ghInI jema vAparavuM, svayaM lAITa vagere mATe nirdeza na karavo, zakya teTalI vastuo-upadhio mRtadoSa vagaranI vhoravI. samaya Avye suMdara vyAkhyAna ApavA, laMga ke vakrokita tathA paraniMdAthI bacI, sAdhu maryAdAmAM paramAtma bhakti dvArA darzanazuddhi, satata jJAnAbhyAsa dvArA jJAna vizuddhi ne vividha abhigraho dvArA cAritra zuddhimAM UMDI AsthA dharAve che. tapAsAdhanAnA udezya paNa che bahmacaryarakSA, Arogya jALavaNI ane jJAnayoga saha svalakSI jIvanadhArAmAM pragati che. lekhana, ciMtana, manana, adhyApana, dhyAna jemanA priya anuSThAno che. pratikramaNa paNa bhAvArthanA ciMtana pUrvakanA tathA stavana-sajhAyo paNa suMdara rAga-rAgiNImAM gAvAnI kudaratI dena chatAMya vArtAlApa ke vyAkhyAna pradAna vakhate muhapattino upayoga, nAnA-nAnA prAyazcittonuM zodhana, tathA gurukRpAe prApta dravya-kSetra-kALa bhAvane AzrI vividha sAdhukiyAo tathA utsarga ane apavAda padomAM apratibaddhatA pUrvaka AcaraNa vagere vizeSatAo chatAMya svamukhe AtmaprazaMsA nathI karatA. anyanA AkSepo ke anumodanAne keTaluM vajana ApavuM te mATe satata jAgrata rahe che. saMkalpa-sAdhanAmAM draDha AsthA rAkhe che, ane AgamonA rahasyo sudhI pahoMcavAnI UMDI sUjha chatAMya bALajIva sAthe bodhavRddhi thAya tema nisvArthanispRhitAthI varte che. parimita zaktithI pUratI ArAdhanA chatAMya potAne bakuza ne bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga cotho 194 N Annannadadaan nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
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________________ kuzIla cAritravALA kahI laghutAbhAva dhare che. .svayaM vizALa sAdhu-sAdhvIonA adhipati che, paNa temanI gUDhatA-gaMbhIratA vilakSaNa che. jIvanamAM saraLatA ja sarvasAthinI sahAyaka zakti che tema mAne che. ane kone nizA ApI vyavahAra kazaLatAthI saMyamamAM saune sthira kare che. vadhumAM vadhu jIvo janadharmanI sarvavirati pAmI zake, asaMkhya yogomAM sau pota potAnI lAyopathamika zakti pramANe vikAsa sAdhI zake tathA koI Azrita pAse abhiyoga pUrvaka kAma na karAvI IcchAkAra samAcArIthI sAdhu-saMsthA calAvavAnI javAbadArI vahana kare che. gurukapAe svayaM anekonA guru che, paNa gurutAne badale laghutA vadhu pasaMda kare che. vividha guNa saMpanna tathA jJAna pradhAna jIvana chatAMya abhimAna lavaleza paNa nahi tevI temanI mukhAkRti ja che. anekonA jIvananI nAnI moTI che bhUlonI mAhitI, kAraNo, nimitto vagerethI supere vAkepha chatAMya kadIya koInAya prAyazcitta ke AlocanAne anya pAse pragaTa na karI AlocanA lenArane mArgadarzaka bane che. svayaMnI saMpUrNazaktine susvAdhya chatAMya potAnA nAma-ThAma sAthenA jinAlayo, upAzrayo ke anuSThAnothI para rahe che. temanI sAthenI karela jJAnacarcA ja temane oLakhavA payapti thAya tema che. phakta 14-15 varasanA alpa payayimAM ja cAra-cAra vakhata lAgaTa 500 AyaMbila, phakta 3-4 dravyanA vRtti saMkSepa ane savizuddha gocarI gaveSaNA sAthe pUrNa karI hAle 90 nI AsapAsa oLIo pUrNa karI bhAvimAM zakti pahoMcyuM traNa vAra vardhamAna tapanI 10-100 oLI ! pUrI karavAnI bhAvanA rAkhe che. abhyAsanI rUci sArI che, gocarI-pANIthI mahAtmAonI bhakti temano mukhya viSaya che. hAle 300nI AsapAsa oLI sudhI pahoMcanAra ghora tapasvInI bhUribhUri prazaMsA kare che. 6. paitrI bhAvanA to sAdhunA prANa che paNa tethIya vadhu duHsAdhya che pramoda bhAvanA. paNa te AtmA mATe to pramoda bhAvanA jANe parama priya tattva che. nAnAmAM nAnA gaNAtA jIvAtmAmAM paNa je jinapraNita guNonuM che aMzamAtra darzana kare to guNAnurAgathI temanI sAthe vAtaliApa karI paricaya sAdhe che, noMdha le che, anyane jaNAvI paaizaMsAnA mAdhyame ! protsAhita kare che. "sArUM e mArUM' e ja nyAya temane pasaMda hovAthI pote saMpradAyanuM bahumAna jALavI saMpradAya ke gacchavAdathI para taTastha (bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga cotho 195)
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________________ rahevA ne zakya teTalI sAdhanA-ArAdhanA karavA prayatnazIla che. 7. sAdhaka koIka evA paNa che je kroDapatinA putra tarIke paMkAyelA chatAMya dIkSA pachI potAne bhikSu mAne che. khAkhI jevA veza-paridhAna ne sAva khAkhI manovRtti sAthe saMyamAcAramAM pragati sAdhavA satata sAvadhAna che. kuzAgra buddhi chatAMya vinayopacAra vizeSa jhaLake che temanI dinacaryAmAM potAnAthI vaDIlone pUratuM mAna ane nAnAonuM khAsa bahumAna karI pote jaLakamaLa jema alipta rahevA mathe che. 8. teo vayovRddha sAdhaka che. aneka dIvALIo joyA pachI anubhavonA anubhAvathI bhAvita che. umra tathA jarAnI lAcArI temane naDI nathI. pagapALo vihAra jaipha vaya chatAMya kare che, pratikramaNa paNa sUryodaya-sUryAstanA samayanI AsapAsa ja karI le che ne divasano moTo bhAga svAdhyAya-jApa ane Atma sAdhanAmAM gALe che, aNAhArI auSadhano paNa aNagamo rAkhe che. ugrAcAranA prakhara himAyatI che. 9. adhyAtma premI te sAdhakAtmA paramAtma bhaktimAM draDha vizvAsa rAkhe che. potAnI vizeSa sAdhanA baLe amuka prakAranA AbhAso dvArA thanAra ghaTanAone jANe che, chatAMya tevA kSayopazamamAM levAI na jaI tene paNa kSaNika labdhi mAnI anupAdeya gaNe che, jemanI vANI brahma vacananI jema niSphaLa nathI jatI. maitrI bhAvanAne AtmasAta karela hovAthI kadIya potAnI vyAkhyAna zaktino upayoga svArthane saMvAravA paradoSa-uddaghATana karavA ke matamatAMtarovALA vAda-vivAdomAM paDavA nathI karatA. vividha guNa saMpanna che, AdhyAtmika sAdhanAo vaDe ! AtmanirIkSaNa ja temanI saghaLIya sAdhanAono sAra che. | 10. AvA sAdhakomAMthI ati jUja ja pukhta paricayamAM AvyA hovAthI ane potAnI alAmati ne hInabuddhi hovAthI anya aneka pavitra sAdhu-sAdhvIo vize saMkSepamAM paNa lakhI nathI zakANuM chatAMya A ja ! pustakamAM anya guNAnurAgIo taraphathI thayela anumodanAo khAsa avagAhavA jevI che. tatvajJAna tapa ane titikSAnI trirAzIvALA jIvAtmAo viralA jovA maLe che, chatAMya je je aMze ratnatrayIno vikAsa je je jIvomAM jouM chuM temanA guNAdhikAne manomana vAMdI abhinaMdI lauM chuM.. kAraNa ke koIka karmasAhityanA to koIka AgamonA, vyAkaraNanA, 3 nyAyanA anya darzanazAstronA to koIka saMskRta, prAkRta, gujarAtI, hindI, ---------------- . ............ .... .. . = bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAgacotho. 1975
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________________ - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - aMgrejI sahita vividha bhASAonA jJAtA che, koIka sAdhaka jinazAsananI prazaMsAprabhAvanAdvArA zAsananI jIvAdorI jIvaMta rAkhI darzana tatvane sAdhI rahyA che to keTalAya puNyAtmAo kriyAcustatA sAthenA tapa, vaiyAvacca ane vividha cAritrAcArothI zAsana zobhAvI rahyA che. doSothI khadabadatI khAI ne khADI jevI duniyAmAM AvA uttama sAdhu-sAdhvIonA jIvana vikAsanuM stara mApavA mATe carmacakSu ja nahi paraMtu jJAnacakSu paNa dhokho khAI jAya, mATe eka chadmastha tarIke vadhu varNana paNa keTaluM vajanadAra banI zake. je hoya te A prasaMge pU. gaNivarya zrI mahodayasAgarajI ma.sA.ne paNa napranivedana karI lauM ke haju paNa A prasaMgolekhane apUrNa mAnI je je navA preraka drato jANavA maLe che ? te guNIjanonA guNo mANavAno moko saune Apazo tathA je navI AvRttinI jarUra jaNAya to te navA sAdhu-saMto tathA sAdhvI bhagavaMtonA ke jIvana jharamarane prakAzita karI UMDI pramodabhAvanAnI vyApakatAmAM paNa vadhAro karazojI. "bahuratnA vasuMdharA" e aneka ratno pedA karyA kare che ane karaze. pae pae nihANAI, joyaNe rasa kUvigA / bhaggahINA na pAsaMti, bahumaNI vasuMdhA vidhavidha ratnonA vividha guNone gUMthI laI gauravazALI guNamALI saune paheravA A pustaka eka preraNA baLa prAna kare che, je mATe thayela prayAsa-prayatnane puruSArthane paNa abhinaMdana.. ( puNyavAna prabhubhaktonI hArdika anumodanA | lekhaka-pa.pU. paMnyAsapravara zrI caMdrazekharavijayajI ma. sA. parameSThI bhakti jIvanamAM jeNe hAMsala karavI hoya temaNe anivArya rIte ane Avazyaka rUpamAM bhaktonI AMtarika bhaktinuM hArdika anumodana | karavuM ja joIe. je guNa ApaNe prApta karavo hoya te guNa jenAmAM siddha thaI cUkayo hoya tenI hArdika vaMdanA karavI ja joIe. A vaMdanA ja ApaNA che vikAsanA mArge saraLatA prApta karavAno khUba ja saraLamAM saraLa rasto che. to cAlo ! jeo prabhubhakta che teone yAda karIne temanA AtmAmAM paDelI prabhubhaktinI hArdika anumodanA rUpa puSpAMjali arpIe. he magadharAja mahArAjA zreNika. chellI umaramAM kArAgAramAM roja so-so haMTarono jyAre Apane mAra paDato hato tyAre pratyeka haMTare ApanA = == ===================== ====== = . . . ! 'bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAgacotho . 17
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________________ moMmAMthI 'vIra' 'vIra' je nAda nIkaLato hato tene amArA praNAma ! he sulasA ! jyAre paramAtmA mahAvIradeve aMbaDa dvArA tane dharmalAbha kahevaDAvyA ane te vakhate tArA romaromanI aMdara je apAra AnaMda UbharAI gayo ane je atyaMta bhAvavibhora banIne paramAtmAne praNAma karyA te tArI parA bhaktine amArA praNAma ! vastupALanA nAnakaDA bhAI lUjhiga ! tame khUba nAnI vayamAM avasAna pAmyA, paNa avasAnanA chellA divasomAM tamArI eka bhAvanA rahI gayA badala tame AMsu sAryAM. tame tamArA bhAIone kahyuM ke, "mArI bhAvanA hatI ke vimaLamaMtrIe pratiSThita karelA bhagavAna jevA ja bhagavAna mArA jIvanakALamAM bharAvIza. paNa aphasosa ! mRtyukALa najadIka AvI jatAM mArI e bhAvanA adhUrI rahI gaI che." he jinabhakta lUNiga ! tamArI e bhAvanAne bhaviSyamAM lUNiga vasahI nAmanuM suMdara jinAlaya nirmANa karIne vaDIla baMdhuoe pUrNa karI. enA mULamAM tamArI je jinabhakti hatI tene amArA praNAma ! he gurjarezvara kumArapALanA kizora putra nRpasiMha ! tamane paNa ame bhUlI zakatA nathI. tamAruM paNa avasAna lUziganI jema nAnI vayamAM thayuM. tamArA te chellI miniTomAM kalikAla sarvajJa bhagavaMta pAse uccArAyelA chellA zabdo ke mArA pitA kRpaNa nIkaLyA ke jemaNe seMkaDo zikharabaMdhI jinAlayo banAvyAM paraMtu ArasanAM ja banAvyAM. mArI bhAvanA hatI ke huM jyAre moTo thaIza tyAre sonAnA seMkaDo gaganacuMbI jinAlayo banAvIza." ApanI A jinabhakti joIne kalikAla sarvajJa bhagavaMtanI AMkhamAM harSanAM AMsu AvI gayAM. nRpasiMha ! tArI A jinabhaktine amArA praNAma 1 are o ujjabena ! tAro bhAI kariyAvaramAM lagna vakhate tane nava gADAM bharIne aneka jAtanI bhautika sAmagrI ApavA Avyo tyAre teM kahyuM, "A kariyAvarathI mane jarAya saMtoSa nathI. mAre to kariyAvaramAM eka suMdara jinAlayanuM nirmANa joIe che." ane bahena, tArA bhAIe tane kariyAvaramAM mAtra eka jinAlaya na ApyuM paNa kariyAvaramAM zatruMjya upara eka TUMka banAvI dIdhI je Aje ujamaphUInI TUMka tarIke prasiddha banyuM che. bahena ! tArI e jinabhaktine amArA praNAma ! ke laMkApatirAja ! mahArANI maMdodarI jyAre nRtya karI rahI hatI tyAre vINAno eka tAra tUTayo ane Ape sAthaLanI nasane jora mArIne upara lAvIne tAretAra bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga cotho 198
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________________ milAvI daIne nRtyane adbhuta banAvI dIdhuM. zarIranI te pIDAnI jarA paNa paravA na karI. aho ! laMkApati ! te parAbhaktine kAraNe ja sAMbhaLyuM che ke, Ape tIrthaMkara nAmakarma bAMdhI lIdhuM. jyAre e parAbhaktimAMthI Apa bahAra nIkaLyA tyAre ApanI parAbhakti joIne stabdha thaI gayelA InDe Apane prasanna thaIne kazuMka mAgavAnuM kahyuM. tyAre Ape je jinabhaktinI masta khumArI sAthe javAba Apyo te khumArIne amArA praNAma ! laMkApati ! ApanI zuM ? vAta karIe ! duSkarmonA udayathI sItAjInA apaharaNanuM eka kalaMka ApanA jIvanane bhale lAgI gayuM hatuM ane laMkAmAM AvelI sItAnA paga pAse kAma sukhanI mAMgaNI karatA ALoTatA, jhUratA hatA- paraMtu laMkApati ! amane e vAtanI paNa khabara che ke tyArabAda ApanA gRhamaMdiramAM padharAvelA mANikaya-ratnanA munisuvrata svAmInAM caraNomAM ALoTatA jharatA hatA ? ane prabhune kahetA hatA ke "mArAmAM prajvalita thayelI kAmavAsanAne he! bhagavaMta ! jaladImAM jaladI zAMta karI do ! ApanA e maMdiranuM mahattva cAre bAju evuM prasarI gayuM hatuM ke rAmacaMdrajIe laMkA upara vijaya meLavyo tyAre sahu prathama temaNe e mahAna maMdira jovA mATenI IcchA darzAvI. laMkApati ! ApanI e jinabhaktine amArA praNAma ! ane pelo pItho bhAI ! tArI to zuM vAta karIe ! baporanA bAreka 1 vAgyAno samaya che. tArI dukAne bAdazAhanI dAsI roja tAjuM ghI levA AvatI ane tene A khaTakayuM. kemake madhyAhnakAlIna pUjAmAM tethI vikSepa che paDato hato. pIthA teM kamAla karI. teM evuM trAguM karyuM ke jethI dAsI AvatI baMdha thaI gaI ane madhyAhunakAlIna pUjAmAM mastAnA banIne tuM lIna thaI I gayo. pIthA ! tuM ja bhaviSyamAM mAMDavagaDhano maMtrIzvara banyo. tAruM nAma pethaDa ! banI gayuM. tArI jinabhaktinI zI vAta karIe ! jyAre karoDo rUpiyAnA lokhaMDanuM sonuM teM banAvI lIdhuM ane AbunA pahADa uparathI mAMDavagaDha laI javA mATe sAMDhaNIo upara taiyArI karI dIdhI ane tyAMthI vidAya thatI veLAe vimaLamaMtrInA jinAlayamAM tuM darzana karavA gayo ane kamAla thaI { gaI ! paramAtmAmAM rahelA sarvasaMgatyAganA te darzana karyA. pote bhayaMkara parigrahano bhoga banyo che te vAtano khyAla AvatAM dhrusake raDI paDayo. te pratijJA karI ke A tamAma sonuM sAte kSetramAM vAparI nAkhavuM ane | suvarNasiddhino prayoga karI kayAreya karavo nahi. are o jinabhakta pethaDa ! teM che ajainonA sthAnomAM paNa temanA jIvanamAMthI mithyAtvanA jhera nIcovavA mATe ane samyagudarzana pamADavAnI buddhithI janadharmanA kaTTara dveSI banelA bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga cotho 1995
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________________ devagirinA rAjAne parAjita karyo ane tyAM zikharabaMdhI jinAlaya banAvyuM ke pethaDa ! tAre enI jamIna kharIdavAmAM ja karoDo rUpiyAno kharca thaI gayo ane chatAM aneka ApattiomAMthI pAra UtarI jaI teM devagirimAM jinAlaya baMdhAvyuM. he mAMDavagaDha maMtrIzvara ! tamArI A jinabhaktine amArA koTikoTi ke praNAma ! kumAranaMdI sonI ! manuSya jIvananI tArI kAramI kAmavAsanA ame zAstronAM pAnAM upara joI che. te pachInA tArA deva tarIkenA jIvanamAM re paramAtmA mahAvIradevanI pratimA banAvIne temanI teM je bhakti karI tenA prabhAve tArI e kAmavAsanA zAMta thaI gaI. o kAmavAsanAne zAMta karanArA ! tArI te jinabhaktine amArA praNAma ! are o vAgabhaTTa maMtrIzvara! lAkho sonAmahoro kharcIne Ape pAlItANA upara AdIzvara bhagavAnanAM jinAlayanuM nirmANa karAvyuM. kamanasIbe kAtila pavananA susavATAnA kAraNe temAM tirADo paDI gaI. tyAre pharIthI potAnA paise ja jinAlaya nirmANa karavAno saMkalpa zrIsaMgha samakSa tame jAhera karyo. kamAla che 3 tamArI jinabhaktine ! amArA tene praNAma ! o vimaLa maMtrIzvara! tamAre ghera ghoDiyuM baMdhAtuM na hatuM. patnIne vArasa joIto hato. 3 aMbikAnI ArAdhanA karI. devIe kahyuM ke "vArasa joIto hoya to te paNa maLaze ane tamArA maMdiranA kAryamAM AvatAM vibono nAza joIto haze to te paNa huM ApIza. to dasa kalAkamAM tame baMne daMpatI nirNaya karI lo ke tamAre | Arasa (maMdira) joIe che ke vArasa? ane maMtrIzvara ! patnIne samajAvI daIne tame Arasa mAMgyuM. kamAla che tamArI parameSThi bhaktine ! amArA tene praNAma ! o saMprati mahArAjA! Ape paNa kamAla karI. mAtAnI IcchA pUrNa karavA dhataNa pahelAM roja ochAmAM ochA eka jinAlayano bhAratanI dharatI upara pAyo nakhAvavAno saMkalpa karI Ape savAlAkha jinamaMdiro ane sarvazreSTha jinezvara bhagavaMtonA biMbanI racanA karI. tamArI e.jinabhaktine amArA praNAma. A bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAgacotho : 200 TH
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________________ he gujarazvara kumArapALa tribhuvanavihAra jinAlayamAM paramAtmAnI AratI karatAM karatAM che ekavAra tame aTakI gayA ane "chaye RtunAM puSpo jyAre A paramAtmAnA aMga upara caDhatAM thaI jaze tyAre huM anna ane pANI laIza." evI pratijJA laIne je paramAtmAnI bhaktino utkRSTa bhAva dhAraNa karyo tene amArA praNAma ! gujarazvara ! e bhaktinA bhAvamAMthI ja sarvaviratino bhAva jAgrata thaI gayo, jIvaMta banI gayo ane tethI ja paramAtmA pAse Apa haMmeza prArthanA karatA hatA ke he bhagavAna ! mAruM aDhAra dezanuM rAjApaNuM pAchuM kheMcI le ane tArA zAsananuM bhikSakapaNuM (savavirati) mane Apa. tava zAhanA nikuve re meM ubhezvarA gujarazvara ! pUrvanA bhavamAM jayatAkanA rUpamAM Ape paramAtmAnI che je bhakti karI, je pAMca koDInA phUlathI prabhubhaktimAM tanmaya banavAnI keTalIka kSaNo prApta karI te AtmAmAM paDI gayelA prabhubhaktinA bIjanuM ja A kAraNa che ke AtmAmAM sarvavirati pAmavAnI bhAvanA jAgrata thaI. gurizvara ! tamArI e bhaktine praNAma ! he gujarazvara ! Apa jinanA bhakta to hatA ja paNa jinamaMdiramAM - pravezatI vakhate karavAmAM AvatA cAMllAnA paNa Apa bhakta hatA. ApanA jIvanamAM eka agravAle nizcita sajAmAMthI chUTakAro meLavavA mATe potAnA mitranI salAhathI kesarano cAMllo karyo. te sajA sAMbhaLavA mATe ApanI rAjasabhAmAM upasthita thayo. gujarazvara ! cAMllAnA mAzuka evA Ape tene potAno sAdharmika gaNI tene sabhAmAMthI dUra karyo. ane eTaluM ja kahyuM ke have pachI AvuM kadI karIza nahi." he gujarazvara ! cAMllAnA A camatkArane jyAre te agravAla kome sAMbhaLyo tyAre evI kiMvadatI maLI che ke sADAtraNa lAkha agravAloe A mahAna jainadharmano svIkAra karI lIdho. gujarazvara ! tame jinanA to premI hatA ja paNa tamArA cAMllAnA premane paNa amArA praNAma ! o sAkariyA zeTha ! giranAranA jINoddhAramAM maMtrIzvara sajjane mahesulanA savA bAra karoDa sonAmahoro vAparI nAkhavAthI mahArAjA siddharAje te rakama sAta divasamAM hAjara karavAno Adeza karyo. ane tame ekalAe sajjanamaMtrIne savAbAra karoDa sonAmahorathI bharelA kothaLA che uThAvI levAnI vinaMtI karI. tamArI A jinabhaktine amArA praNAma ! o savacaMda ane somacaMda zeTha! tamArA beno jhaghaDo thayo ane temAMthI ja zatrujya tIrtha upara savA somAnI TUMkanuM nimaNi thayuM. are ! AvA jhaghaDA to kAyama thatA rahe ke jethI Eaa bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga cotho : 201 S ma
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________________ tIrtho upara jinAlayonA nimaNi thAya! vaMdana te jinabhaktine ! are o motIzA zeTha! - tamArI motIzAnI TUMkamAM kAma karatA kArIgaronA tame sAta-sAta | peDhI sudhInA dariyA pheDI nAkhyAM. tamane eka vAra khabara paDI ke kArIgarane bheTamAM maLelo hAra teNe koIne devAmAM cUkavI dIdho che. tame tene bolAvIne kahyuM. "motIzA zeThano hAra Ama ApI na devAya. le A ApI devAnI rakama ! ane devuM cUkavI de" dhanya che motIzA zeTha! tamArI jinabhaktine amArA praNAma ! - jyAre vastupALanA jinAlayanuM nimaNi Abu upara thaI rahyuM hatuM tyAre ziyALAnI kaDakaDatI ThaMDImAM kAma dhImuM paDI gayuM. kemake kArIgarano hAtha ThaMDIthI dhrujI rahyo hato. bIjI bAju kAma saMbhALatAM anupamAdevIne jIvanano koI bharoso ja rahyo na hato, tethI te kAmamAM vega lAvavA mATe bahArathI agninA tApaNAM zarU thayAM ane aMdarathI paththaranI jeTalI karaca paDe, teTalI cAMdI jokhIne pagAra ApavAno hukama karIne tame tamAma kArIgaronA hAthamAM dhananI evI garamI pedA karI dIdhI ke covIse kalAka traNa pALImAM kArIgaro kAma karavA lAgI gayA. delavADAnAM benamUna maMdironA preraka ane sarjaka anupamA ! tArI jinabhaktine amArA praNAma ! o bhImA kuMDaLiyA ! tAruM sarvasva sAta drama jinabhaktimAM nyocchAvara karyuM. tArI jinabhaktine amArA praNAma ! o mayaNA! tArI ugra kakSAnI ane utkaTa bhAvanA sAthenI jinapUjAne amArA praNAma ho ke je zrIphaLa, ane hAra sevArUpe tane tarata ja maLyo ane bIjI eka vakhata tAro pati tArI apramatta bhaktinA prabhAve ! covIsa ja kalAkamAM tArI pAse hAjara thaI gayo." are! pelA udAne to kema bhulAya? je bhaviSyamAM udayanamaMtrI thayA hatA. koI pAsethI kharIdIne meLaveluM ghara pAyAmAMthI navuM ghara banAvavA khodI kADhavAno teNe prayatna karyo. tyAre khodakAma karatI vakhate nIkaLelA nidhAnano tuM mAlika banavAne badale, teno bhogavaTo karavAnA badale navA jinAlayanuM nirmANa karI dIdhuM. o udA ! tane paNa amArA praNAma ! - pelo AdinAtha bhagavAnanA AtmAne vaidya tarIkenA bhavamAM paNa kema bhulAya ? hai vaidya te sAdhuonI khUba sevA karI hatI. ekavAra tane bahuranAM vasuMdharA-bhAgacotho 202 - . . . . . . . . . . . . . . nAnA
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________________ sAdhubhaktimAM ratnajaDita kaMbala koIke bheTa ApI, kAma patI gayA pachI te ratnakaMbalane vecI nAkhI, je rakama prApta thaI tenuM teM jinAlaya banAvyuM hatuM. e jinAlayamAM eka takatImAM lakhavAmAM AvyuM ke A jinAlaya vaidyanuM koI ke mAnazo nahi ! te to vecI nAkhelA ratnakaMbalanA paisAmAMthI A jinAlayanuM | nimaNi karavAmAM AvyuM che. o vaidya ! tArI A saraLatA ane zuddha jinabhaktine amArA vadana! (muktidUta" mAMthI sAbhAra udvata) Jiu Jiu = bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga cotho 203
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________________ namo nama : zrI guNasindhusUraye // OM hrIM ahaM namaH // anaMta labdhinidhAnAya zrI gautamasvAmine namaH - - - - - s khullI kitAba parIkSA - praznapatra - - - - - pustakanuM nAma - prakAzaka: saMpAdaka tathA parIka 1 bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga 1 zrI kastUra prakAzana TrasTa, 102 lakSmI epArTa, Do. besanTa roDa varalInAkA muMbaI-18 acalagacchAdhipati pa. pU. A. bha. zrI guNasAgara sUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nA ziSya pU. gaNivarya zrI mahodayasAgarajI ma. sA. saM. 2053 kA.saMda 8, ravivAra, tA. 17-11-96 samaya 1 thI 4.30 - - - parIkSA divasa - - noMdha- sArA akSare svacchatA ane zuddha joDaNI pUrvaka praznapatramAM ja javAba lakho. praza- nIcenA vAkaya koNa bole che? (khAlI jagyAmAM javAba lakho) (15 mAka) (1) "mahArAja sAheba ! mane evA AzIrvAda Apo ke have A bhavamAM ja zuddha samakitanI prApti thaI jAya" - maratI vakhate arihaMtane yAda karavA hoya to jIvatAM ja tenI Teva pADavI joIe" [ tamane badhAne barapha karatAM paNa ThaDuM banAvI ne ukALeluM pANI pIvaDAvavAnI javAbadArI mArI" che - pUMjyA vinA lAkaDuM saLagAvAya to keTalA jIvone bALI nAkhavAnuM pApa ApaNane lAge." gaga ga . gagaga . gagaga . bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAgacothI 204
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________________ (5) "mA to daLAyu hoya. tene AvA balidAnanI jarUra na hoya" (6) "he prabhu! badhAnuM dukha mane maLo, mAruM sukha badhAne maLo." (7) "mAre tamAruM bhojana nahi cAle kAraNa ke temAM kaMdamULa hoya, kothamIra hoya tathA vAsI paNa hoya...." "sAheba pUrva janmamAM kuLamada karyo haze eTale Aje kuLamAM janmyo chuM." [ "tame nALiyera caDAvazo to paNa cAlaze." (9) (10) "ma.sA. coryAzInA cakkara pUrA karIne pANImAM praveza karyo che." (11) "he bhagavana ! mane vadhAre paisA na ApIza. kAraNake paisA vadhe to pApa vadhe." [ (12) "allA = je koInI lA - lhAya - nisAso na le te = jaina sAdhu ? (13) "kharekhara jaina dharma khUba ja mahAna che. Avo mahAna dharma maLavA badala huM mArI jAtane khUba ja bhAgyazALI mAnuM chuM." (14) ma. sA. ! huM taiyAra chuM A tapa karavA mATe (15) "have covIse kalAka sahaja AnaMdamaya sthiti rahe che. have kyAMya javAnI rUci rahI nathI." [ pra-ra nIcenA savAlo pustakanA kyA pAnA upara che?kta pAnA naMbara lakho. (20mA) (1) pArasamaNi karatAM paNa satsaMgano mahimA vadhAre che.' (2) "manuSya janmathI nahi paraMtu karmathI mahAna banI zake che.' issi bAranA vAca-bhAgacotho . 205 gra
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________________ (3) balihArI che zrI jinazAsananI ke jemAM jIvonA utthAna mATe AvA anekavidha zuba AlaMbanonuM Ayojana karavAmAM AvyuM che. kAkA mane javA do, huM nahi aTakuM. [ paristhiti e bhAgyAdhIna che, paraMtu dharma puruSArtha e manuSyane svAdhIna che." [ dhanya che sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtone... jemanI nidaoNSa dinacaya joIne eka ja divasamAM ajena bAlikAone paNa sAdhvIjI banavAnA koDa re jAgI gayA. [ (7) manavA ! ghara tuM navapada dhyAna." [. (8) "karaNa karAvaNa ne anumodana sarakhAM phaLa nIpajAve." [ ("anAdikALathI mithyAtvathI mUDha banelA, karmothI gherAyelA. sva svarUpathI ajJAta evA A jIvamAM anaMta doSo hoya to paNa kazuM ? Azcarya nathI paraMtu..." [ (10) "maitrI, pramoda, kArya ne mAdhyacya bhAvanA bhAvavAnI bhavya kaLA jene lAdhI jAya te jIvAtmA kadAca svarganA sukhone paNa AMbI jAya. che (11) "tame kevA pustako vAMco cho tathA kevA mitro sAthe sobata rAkho cho ! eTaluM ja kaho to huM tamAruM jIvana caritra kahI dauM.' guNavAnonA guNo joI rAjI rAjI thavuM ne jAheramAM guNAdhikanuM gaurava vadhAravuM ghaNuM ja agharuM che. kAraNa ke jIbhalaDIne khAvuM jeTaluM re game che teTaluM ja khAMDavuM paNa game che. [ (13) "jaDa nidhAno ke rasakuMpikAo bhale kadAca kALanA prabhAve hAla vRSTigocara na thatA hoya paraMtu Dagale pagale aneka saMghomAM viziSTa ArAdhaka caitanya ratnonAM darzana to Aje paNa acUka thaI zake che. (14) thoDalo paNa guNa para taNo, sAMbhaLI harSa mana ANa re, doSa lava paNa nija dekhatAM, nirguNa nija AtamA jANa re." : : ma ma ma ma ma ma ma pa. je bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga cotho . 200 N
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________________ (15) "tAvamAM lAMghaNa karavuM sAruM.' [ . (1) dharmanI vAtano amala AvatI kAla para mulatvI nA rAkhavo." (17) prabhuno mAraga che zUrAno, nahi kAyaranuM kAma jo ne, prathama paheluM mastaka mUkI. vaLatI levuM nAma jo ne.' (18) game teTaluM khAvuM nahi... game te khAvuM nahi. game teTalI vAra khAvuM (1920) je thAya te sArAne mATe ja tathA [ praza3 - nIcenA vidhAno jemanA mATe karavAmAM Avela che. te vyaktinuM nAma samAM (15 mATe) (1) nava paraNita jamAIrAjanI sAsujI jevI sarabharA kare tenAthI paNa adakerI sAdharmika bhakti mATe teo khAsa jANItA che. hm " zrI jinabiMba mATe hIrA jaDita ratnanI laDI tathA cakSu vigere bharAvavA mATe sadaiva taiyAra rahenAra.. [ sagA bhAInI dIkarInA lagna prasaMge paNa temaNe rAtribhojana na ja karyuM. [ : svayaM dharmacakra tapa karyuM ane e tapa karanAra tamAma tapasvIone eka divasa vyAsaNA karAvavAno lAbha paNa temaNe lIdho. ` (5) 68mI oLI mAtra bhAta ane pANIthI karI (6) daraphAgaNa suda 13 nA zatruMjaya mahAtIrthanI cha gAunI pradakSiNA kare che. paraMtu tyAM pAlamAM jamatA nathI. temaja prabhAvanA paNa letA nathI. (7) temaNe cAra karmagraMtha sudhIno abhyAsa karI lIdho che. y (8) temaNe 68 ekAsaNA pUrvaka navakAra mahAmaMtranI sAdhanA karI che. . b gA-samAsA-ka: 11 - - - - 'bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAgacothI 207
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________________ (9) dara varSe navapadajInI baMne oLI eka dhAnyathI ane eka ja dravyathI kare che. [ ! (10) aticAra traNa cAra vAra sabhAmAM bolela che. (11) aneka sAdharmikone zrI siddhAcalajI Adi tIrthanI yAtrA karAvavA * vigere dvArA ApazrIe mahAna suphata upArjana karela che. (12) dhyAna dvArA aMtarAtmAmAM DUbakI lagAvIne avarNanIya AtmAnaMdanI anubhUti karatA rahe che. [ | (13) have temane draDha zraddhA thaI gaI che ke bIjA badhA dharmo karatAM sarvajJa ane vItarAga paramAtmA dvArA praNIta jaina dharma ja savAMga saMpUrNa che. ] suzrAvaka zrI khemacaMdajI tathA temanA putra maNilAlabhAI tathA pautra manoharalAlabhAI eDavokeTanA nikaTanA paricayathI temanuM re jIvanaparivartana thayela che. [ (15) saujanyazIlatA, nikhAlasatA, nisvArtha paropakAra, guptadAna vigere saguNone kAraNe Aje paNa loka hadayamAM jIvaMta che. da praza4- nIcenA vidhAno jemanA mATe karavAmAM Avela che te ArAdhaka vyakti kaI? jAtimAM janmyA che. te kauMsamAM lakho phakta jAti lakhavI) (20 mAka) { teo pIvAmAM to ukALeluM ja pANI vApare paraMtu hAtha paga dhovA paNa ukALelA pANIno ja upayoga kare. [ sukhaDa kesara paNa jAte ja ghase tathA prakSAla mATenuM pANI paNa potAnA gharethI ja lAve. temanA mAtuzrI paNa jAte ja sukhaDa ghasIne jinapUjA kare che. [ che (3) kuMDalinI zaktinA jAgaraNathI sahaja kavitva zakti temane varelI che. che () potAnA ghare 18 abhiSeka yukta prabhujIne padharAvIne roja . prabhupUjAnI bhavya bhAvanA pUrNa karI. [ (5) 11 varSanI uMmare ekAsaNAnI tapazcaya sAthe 1 lAkha navakAra mahAmaMtranA japanI ArAdhanA karI. [ Eaa bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga cotho : 208 Sess,
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________________ vihAramAM AvatA sAdhu sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtone bhAvapUrvaka vinaMti karIne potAnA ghare utAre che. ane khUba ullAsapUrvaka gocarI paNa vahorAve che. [ jiMdagImAM eka paNa AyaMbila ke upavAsano anubhava na hovA chatAM temaNe thaDo bAMdhavAno prAraMbha karI dIdho. [ ] (8) temanA svargastha bhAIe paNa apaMga hovA chatAM mAsakSamaNa karela. (9) teo dara varSe pacIseka bALakone vividha jaina tIrthonI yAtrAo ' karAve che. [ (10). khuda temanA patnIe paNa ApaghAta karavAnI dhamakI ApI. tema chatAM teo dharmazraddhAthI calita na thayA. [ jApa daramyAna AMkha ke mane kyAMya bhAge nahi evI temanI ekAgratA savizeSa anumodanIya che. [ karma saMyoge lakavAnI asara thayela hovA chatAM paNa teo niyamita ne page cAlIne vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA acUka jAya che. 6 (12) (13) AThama pAMkhInA pAMkhI pALe che. athati khetara vADIe jatA nathI tathA pauSadha paNa kare che. [ pote vRddha hovA chatAM AzramamAM sthiravAsa rahelA vayovRddha temaja bimAra sAdhu-sAdhvIjInI khUba ja bhAvathI aneka prakAre vaiyAvacca ke kare che. [ | (15) madrAsa jana saMghe tenuM suMdara rIte bahumAna karyuM (16) temanA suputra rAmajIbhAI tathA pautro Aje paNa A niyama pALI rahyA che. [ 5 ] (17) munivaronA sadupadezathI temaNe mAMsa madirA Adi sAta mahAvyasanonA tyAganI pratijJA lIdhI. eTaluM ja nahi paraMtu potAnA parivAramAM paNa mAMsAhAra sarvathA baMdha karAvI dIdho. (18) temaNe charI pALatA saMghamAM saMghapati banavAno lAbha lIdho hato. E T pAstA vasarA-bhAgathI 209)
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________________ (19) vyAkhyAnamAM keTalIkavAra mahAsatIjIone paNa javAba detAM vicAra thaI paDe tevA prazna pUche che. (2) pAThazALAmAM badhA vidyArthIomAM prathama kramAMka meLavyo. prApa:- nIcenA vidhAno jemanA mATe che teo mULa kyA gAmanA vatanI che te gAmanuM nAma lakho. (20mAka) { (1) emanA parivAramAM emanA sahita kula 7 jaNAe aThThAI ke tethI vadhu tapa karI lIdhela che. [. chellA 10 varSathI cAtumAsamAM roja ekAsaNAnA paccakakhANa kare ? che. [ nAnapaNathI ja netra jyoti cAlI gaI chatAM paNa puruSArtha ane dharmazraddhAnA baLe temaNe bI.e. sudhIno vyAvahArika abhyAsa karyo. ma.sA.nI nizrAmAM pa1 upavAsa caDhatA pariNAme karyA. have teo 68 upavAsa karavAnI bhAvanA rAkhe che. [. (5) roja savAre 4:30 vAgye UThIne 108 navakAra, 108 logassa tathA 108 uvasaggahara no jApa kare che. [ (6) paDozI zrAvakonA satsaMgathI custa jaina dharma pALe che. vyAkhyAna zravaNanI taka cUke nahi. [ koIka vAra lAMbI musApharIno prasaMga Ave tyAre paNa vaccenA sTezane utarI ne pUjA pratikramaNa karyA pachI ja AgaLa vadhe. (8) jyAM sudhI cAritra svIkArI na zakAya tyAM sudhI tamAma lIlotarI re temaja maga sivAya tamAma kaThoLa no parityAga karyo che. NNNNNNNNNNNNNnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn (9) bhagavAnane prakSAlanA dUdha mATe khAsa gAya rAkhI che ne gAyanuM dUdha derAsaramAM phrI Ape che. [ (10) 0 varSanI uMmare paNa dararoja potAnA mAtuzrIne page lAgavAmAM gaurava anubhave che. [ (11) 25 charI pALatA saMghomAM yAtrika tarIke joDAIne aneka tIrthonI yAtrA karI che. [ (12) bhujathI zaMkhezvaranA charI pALatA saMghamAM yAtrika tarIke joDAyela. A bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga cotho : 210
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________________ (13) temanA puNyodaye temanA sAsu phoI paNa haMmezAM navakAra mahAmaMtranI anAnupUrva gaNe che. [ (14) temanI aMtima samAdhinA sthAne gAma lokoe derI banAvI ne pagalA sthApita karyA che. [ (15) saM. 2049nA cAtumAsamAM paryuSaNa daramyAna amArI pAse maNinagara (amadAvAda) AvIne 64 praharI pauSadha ane aThThAI karI. [ (16) temanA satsaMgathI prabhAvita thaIne 600 harijano hoTalanuM pANI paNa pItA nathI. [ AvI viziSTa tapazcaryAmAM paNa teo vyAkhyAnamAM niyamita hAjarI ApatA hatA. [ temanA nAnA bhAI zyAmabhAI (uM.va. 28) e pAMca pratikramaNa sUtro - kaMThastha karela. [ eka rAtre sva. siddhisUrIzvarajI ma.sA. e svapnamAM temane darzana ApyA [ (20) 11 thI 5 vAgyA sudhI phakta jaina dharmanA ja citro banAve che. [ prazna :- nIcenA vAkayo je DUtomAM Avela che te nuM saMpUrNa zIrSaka lakho. (10mAka) (1) moDhAnA chAlAnI tIvra bimArI daramyAna gahana ciMtana manananA paripAka rUpe temanA jIvanamAM zuddha AtmajJAna udaya pAmyuM. (19) eka 1di2 che ' temaNe 4 mahinAnuM saLaMga mauna svIkArela ane moTA bhAgano samaya maunamAM ja gALatA. [ upAzrayathI ghara 2 ki.mI. dUra hovA chatAM 84 varSanI vaye paNa teo avAranavAra pravacanamAM AvatA. [ bAlyavayamAM 82 divasanuM moTuM tapa karyuM. [ tapazcayanI sAthe sAthe temaNe keLavelo vaiyAvaccano guNa UDIne AMkhe vaLage tevo lAge che. [ saMghanA maMtrI zrI rokarazI bhAI tathA 16 varSanA kizora sahita keTalAya zrAvakone loca karAvatA joIne temane paNa loca karAvavAnA bhAva thaI gayA hatA. [ (bahuratnA vasuMdharA-bhAga cotho . 211
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________________ (7) roja sUryAstathI 96 miniTa pahelAM covihAra kare che. 8) emanI eka putrI ane traNa patrIoe saMyama svIkArela che. ane be prapautrI saMyamanI bhAvanAthI sAdhvIjI pAse dhArmika abhyAsa karI rahela che. [ ( 5 varSa pahelA temaNe zrAvakanA 12 vratono vidhivata svIkAra karI ? lIdho che. [ (10) sAdhunI mAphaka gAdalA vigereno tyAga karI saMthArA upara ja zayana kare che. [ praNa7 - nIce jaNAvela pAMca prakAranI ArAdhanAmAMthI koIpaNa prakAranI ArAdhanA - jemaNe karI hoya tevI be be vyaktionA nAma dareka koThAmAM lakho. dareka koThAmAM navA nAma lakhavA. eka ja nAmanuM punarAvartana na thavuM joIe nAma sAthe aTaka athavA ati lakhavI. (10mAka) (1) ubhaya kapratikramaNa (2) upAzrayamAM ja zayana (3) 4 praharI pauSadha { ) aSTa prakArI jinapUjA 5) loca praza8 - bahurAnA vasuMdharA pustaka vAMcyA bAda tamArA aMtaramAM kevA kevA bhAvo jAgyA pustaka vAMcIne tame tamArA jIvanamAM zuM che zubha saMkalpo karyA che? parivartana AvyuM? kayA saMte tamane sauthI vadhu asara karI? Azare 15 lITImAM lakho. (10 mAka. . kAkA : Fes bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga cotho . 22
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________________ kastura prakAzana TrasTanA prakAzano (1) jenA haiye zrInavakAra, tene karaze zuM saMsAra (pAMcamI AvRtti) (2) ziva sundara sarva maMgala mAMgalya *() parvenuM bhUSaNa jIvananuM AbhUSaNa saMsAranuM maraNa muktinuM zaraNa mane javA de, huM nahIM aTakuM (7) sarasvatI upAsanA (8) nikala sUraja huA -saberA * (9) zrI zatruMjya guNa stavamAlA * (10) zrI vardhamAna zakrastava (sAthe) * (11) giranAra maMDana zrIneminAtha guNa guMjana * (22) Miracles of Mahamantra Navkar * (13) prabhu sAthe prIta * (14) bahuratnA vasuMdharA bhAga-1 * (15) bahuratnA vasuMdharA bhAga-2 * (16) bahuratnA vasuMdharA bhAga-3-4 * (17) bahuratnA vasuMdharA bhAga-1-2-3-4 nityasvAdhyAya ----------- -- -- noMdha - AvI nizAnIvALA pustako ja hAla upalabhya che. (bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga cothI : 213 S
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________________ pU. gaNivarya zrI mahodaya sAgarajI ma.sA. dvArA re likhita- saMpAdita sAhityanI yAdI 1 dAdAzrI kalyANasAgarasUrI jIvanacaritra (hindI) * 2 ArAdhanA dIpIkA * 3 deza virati dIpikA || 4 zrAvakajana to tene re kahIe 5 zrAvakanA 12 vratono cArTa * 6 zrAvakanA 21 guNono cArTa 7 14 niyamano cArTa 8 manavA ! dhara tuM navapada dhyA 9 cAha eka, rAha aneka _* 10 zrI zatruMjya guNastavamAlA * 11 darzana-vaMdana-sAmAyika sUtro (aMgrejI-hindI-gujarAtI) 10 | 12 bhaktisudhA * 13 jene haiye zrI navakAra, tene karaze zuM saMsAra (pAMcamI AvRtti)? * 14 zrI vardhamAna zakastava (sAtha) (dvitiyAvRtti) amUlya * 94 Miracles of Mahamantra Navakar * 16 giranAra maMDana zrI neminAtha guNa guMjana * 17 prabhu sAthe prIta * 18 bahuratnA vasuMdharA bhAga-1 * 19 bahuratnA vasuMdharA bhAga-2 * 20 bahuratnA vasuMdharA bhAga-3-4 * 21 bahuratnA vasuMdharA (bhAga-1-2-3-4) noMdhaH * AvI nizAnIvALI pustako ja hAla upalabhya che. N bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga cotho 1 214 panna
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________________ lIna banyA. rAtrimAM eka bhUkhI ziyALaNI baccA sAthe AvI. muninI sukomaLa kAyAne bhakSya banAvI khAvA lAgI. pahelA pahore pahelo paga; bIjA pahore bIjepaga phADayo. trIjA pahore peTa vidArI AMtaraDAM kApyAM, lohI gaTagaTa pIdhAM, mAMsanA locA dAMtathI baTabaTa cAvyA; hADakone taDataDa toDayAM. AvI ghora vedanAne pUrNa samabhAve sahana karI kALadharma pAmI devalokamAM nalinI gulma vimAne pahoMcI gayela zrI avaMtisukumAlanI bhAvabharI anumodanA karuM chuM.... (7) zrI caMdrAvatuMsaka rAjA kAussagna dhyAne UbhA che. pAse dIvo saLagI rahyo che. dIvo baLe tyAM sudhI dhyAnamAM rahevAno abhigraha rAjAe karyo. abhigrahathI ajJAta dAsIe rAjAnuM dhyAna cAle tyAM sudhI dIvo rAkhavA aMdara ghI pUravA mAMDayuM. AkhI rAtri Ama cAlyuM. rAjA dhyAnamAMthI calAyamAna na thayA. sukomaLa kAyA UbhA UbhA A dhyAnamAM kaSTa sahana karI na zakI. prabhAta thatAM to rAjA bhUmi upara paDI gayA. paNa zubha dhyAnathI paDayA vinA mRtyu pAmIne devalokamAM gayA. caMdrAvatasaMka rAjAnI pratijJAnI daDhatAnI bhAvapUrvaka anumodanA karuM chuM. (8) aMdhakasUri 50 ziSyo sAthe vicaratA padhAryA. nagaranA maMtrI pAlake rAjAne bhaMbherI khoTAM doSAropaNa karI pAMcaso sAdhune maraNAMta sajA karI. yaMtra taiyAra karI eka pachI eka sAdhune pIlavA mAMDyA. lohInI nadIo vahI, khoparIo tUTavA mAMDI. khaMdhakasUrI sAdhuone aMtima nirdhAmaNA karAve che. yaMtramAM pIlAvAnI pIDA paNa samabhAve sahana karatAM, ArAdhanAnA zubha dhyAnamAM munio kevaLajJAna pAmIne muktie gayA-te baMdhaka sUrinA ziSyonI bhAvathI anumodanA karuM chuM. (9) zAlibhadra-dhannAjI-sALA-banevIe apAra vaibhava choDIne divya bhogone tilAMjalI ApI prabhu mahAvIra pAse cAritra lIdhuM, ugra tapasyA karIne kAyA kuza banAvI dIdhI. bAra varSe punaH rAjagRhI nagarI padhAratAM mAtAnA hAthe pAraNuM thaze" tevA prabhunA vacanathI bhadrA zeThANInA ghera gocarI arthe gayA, prabhune ane zAlibhadradhannA munine vaMdana karavA taiyArImAM paDelA svajanonuM dhyAna na gayuM, oLakhyA nahi, pAchA vaLatAM rastAmAM (pUrva bhavanI mAtA) rabAraNanA hAthe dahIM horI prabhune batAvyuM, prabhunA khulAsAthI pUrva bhavanI mAtA jANI, pAraNuM karIne prabhu pAse aMtima aNasaNanI rajA meLavI vaibhAragiri upara pahoMcI gayA. kSetra paDilehaNAdi karI, vosirAvIne saMthAro karyo, zubha dhyAnamAM sthira thayA. prabhujInI pAsethI hakIkata sAMbhaLI kalpAMta karatI batrIza strIonI sAthe bhadrA mAtA vaibhAragiri upara AvI pahocyAM, paraMtu temanI sAme najara paNa na karatAM AtmadhyAnamAM sthiratA rAkhI zubhabhAvanAmAM kUiSa bahuranA vasuMdharA-bhAga cotho 109 4
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________________ AtmahanA cAra lAja eka sabhAgRhane cAra daravAjA che. prathama be daravAjA kramazaH sajjanone ane durjanone AvavA mATe che. trIjo - cotho daravAjo kramazaH e baMnene nIkaLavA mATe che, have A cAramAMthI. pahelo (sajjanone AvavAno)ne cotho H (durjanone javAno) daravAjo haMmezA baMdha rahetA H hoya ne zeSa be khullA...to hAlata zuM thAya ? ApaNA AtmagRhane paNa cAra daravAjA. che. be daravAjA saddaguNonI avarajavara mATe ne be durguNonI avarajavara mATe. | anyanA sagaNo - sakatonI prazaMsA - H anumodanA e sajjanazA saddaguNonuM pravezadvAra (Entrance) che, anyanA doSo - duSkAryonI niMdA (paraniMdA) e durjanazA durguNonuM pravezadvAra che. svaguNo - sva sukRtonI. prazaMsA. e sadguNonuM nirgamanadvAra (Exit) che...svadoSo svaduSkAryonI niMdA - gaha - | AlocanA. e doSonuM nirgamanadvAra che. - paheluM ne cothuM dvAra baMdha rAkhavuM ane bIjuM tathA trIjuM dvAra khulluM rAkhavuM e ApaNI anAdinI, cAla che... ne A AtamadharanI. hAlata je jovA jevI thai che !!! zuM e ApaNAthI ajANa che ?