Sanshay Sab Door Bhaye

Author(s): Padmasagarsuri
Publisher: Arunoday Foundation
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008738/1

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saMzayanabanabhAye amAnagara sUri For Private And Personal Use Only

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OG SOGO AM anaMtalabdhi nidhAna zrI iMdrabhUti gautamasvAmi (tIrthaMkara zrI mahAvIra svAmi ke prathamagaNadhara) For Private And Personal Use Only

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sva. gacchAdhipati prazAntamUrti pa.pU. AcAryadeva zrI kailAsasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma. sAheba For Private And Personal Use Only

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saujanya sAbaramatI (rAmanagara) zvetAMbara mUrtipUjaka jaina saMgha ke sAbaramatI ahamadAbAda 380005 For Private And Personal Use Only

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saMzaya saba | dUra bhaye gaNadharavAda For Private And Personal Use Only

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- namAmi vIram girisAra dhIram // saMzaya saba dUraMbhaye (gaNadharavAda) pravacanakAra sva. gacchAdhipati saMyamaikalakSI pUjyapAda AcArya bhagavanta zrImad kailAsasAgarasUrIzvarajI mahArAja ke ziSyaratna paramAtmarasika pUjyapAda AcArya bhagavanta zrI kalyANasAgarasUrIzvarajI mahArAja ke ziSyaratna zrI padmamasAgarasurIzvarajI mahArAja _ -preraka -- jyotirvida vidvAna munirAjazrI aruNodayasAgarajI mahArAja ke ziSyaratna hityapremi sevAbhAvi munirAja zrI devendrasAgarajI mahArAja - prakAzaka zrI aruNodaya phAunDezana sadA Ananda' vijayavihAra kolonI navaraMgapurA ahamadAbAda - 380 009 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra O pustaka: saMzaya saba dUra bhaye ( gaNadharavAda) vidhA : dharmazAstrIya pravacana saMpAdaka : paNDita zrI paramArthAcAryajI saMskaraNa : prathama san 1987 I pratiyA~ : pA~ca hajAra kiMmata : ru.20/ www.kobatirth.org zrI aruNodaya phAunDezana TAipaseTIMga : epha.esa. mistrI nDa adharsa mudraka : gujarAta ophaseTa zAzikAnta je. vorA "kaijalsa" 48, hayujisa roDa muMbaI - 400 007 .na. 385635 bhaNasAlI kemikalsa 26. nayanIappA nAyakana sTrITa madrAsa 600 003 prAptisthAna devIcanda mizrimala cIka peTha beMgalora Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir zrI mahAvIra jaina ArAdhanA kendra Clo. hemanta bradarsa supara mArkeTa, Azrama roDa ahamadAbAda 380009 smitA silka sADI senTara nepcyuna TAvara, Azrama roDa 380 009 ahamadAbAda For Private And Personal Use Only 53

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do zabda : jaina darzana kA mUlabhUta tattvajJAna zrI kalpasUtra ke 'gaNadharavAda' pravacana meM hai| paramAtmA mahAvIra prabhune pUrNa manovaijJAnika dRSTI se anya darzanoMke vicAradhArAoM ko anekAMta ke mAdhyama se jisa DhaMga se samajhAyA hai, vaha apUrva hai| paramAtmA ke isa maMgalapravacana ko sAmAnyajana sahaja rUpa se samajha sakeM, jainatattva kA saralatA pUrvaka paricaya prApta kara pAyeM, isI bhAvanA se vidvAn munirAjazrI devendrasAgarajI ne isakA suMdara rUpase saMpAdana kArya kiyA hai / isa pustakameM / yadi kahIM para jinAjJA viruddha matikalpanAse kucha kathana huA ho to usake liye maiM micchAmi dakkaDaM detA huuN| bhavadIya : padmasAgara For Private And Personal Use Only

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i Achary eka najara kisIne ThIka hI kahA hai : yasyAgre na galati saMzayaH samUlo naivAsI kvacidapi paNDitoktimeti // arthAt jisake sAmane jAnepara apanA saMzaya mUla sahita gala na jAya, use kabhI paNDita nahIM kahA jA sakatA. apane saikar3oM chAtroMkI zaMkAoMkA samAdhAna karane vAle indrabhUti Adi paNDita hI nahIM, mahApaNDila kahalAte the, parantu svayaM unhIMke hRdayameM varSoMse eka-eka zaMkA chipI huI thI. kisake hRdayameM kauna-sI zaMkA thI? usakA saMkSipta vivaraNa dekhiye :1. indabhUti : jIva hai yA nahIM ? 2. agnibhUti : karma hai yA nahIM ? 3. vAyubhUti : jIva aura karma bhinna hai yA abhinna ? 4. vyakta : paJca mahAbhUta hai yA nahIM ? 5. sudharmA : puruSa marakara puruSa hI hotA hai yA pazu bhI ? 6. maNDita : bandha-mokSa hotA hai yA nahIM ? 7. mauryaputra : deva hote hai yA nahIM ? 8. akampita : nAraka (naraka nivAsI prANI) hote hai yA nahIM ? 9. acalabhrAtA : puNya-pApa hote hai yA nahIM ? 10. metArya : paraloka hotA hai yA nahIM ? 11. prabhAsa : nirvANa (mokSa) kA kahIM astitva hai yA nahIM ? ina gyAraha mahApaNDitoM kI uparyukta gyAraha zaMkAoMkA nirAkaraNa sarvajJa prabhu mahAvIrasvAmI ne kisa prakAra kiyA ? isakA vistRta vivaraNa hI 'saMzaya saba dUra bhaye' isa choTI-sI pustaka kA pratipAdya viSaya hai ina gyAraha mahApaNDitoMke sAtha prabhu kA jo saMvAda huA thA, vahI "gaNadharavAda" kahalAtA hai. isa gaNadharavAda ke phalasvarUpa eka hI dinameM prabhuko kula 4411 ziSyaratnoMkI prApti huI thI, unakI gaNanAke lie isa gAthA se sahAyatA milatI hai: For Private And Personal Use Only

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paJcahaM paJcasayA addhadusayAI hunti dunti gaNA / dunnaM juyalabahA isa prakAra (500 5 1200, 2500 700 tisao tisao havai gaccho // (prAraMbhika pA~ca paNDitoMke pA~ca sau-pA~ca sau ziSya the. phira do ke sAr3he tIna sau sAr3he tIna sau aura antima cAra (do yugala) ke tIna sau tIna sau) Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 2500, 350 2 700, 300 1200 4400) 4 kula cavAlIsa sau kI saMkhyAmeM indrabhUti Adi gyAraha paNDitoM ko milAne para kula yoga cAra hajAra cAra sau gyAraha ho jAtA hai. For Private And Personal Use Only pU. guru ma. zrI kA yaha pravacana jinhoMne sunA hai tathA jinhoMne nahIM sunA hai, donoM hI samAnarUpa se lAbhAnvita ho sakeM aura usa para kiyA huA cintanamanana vaha hamAre AcaraNa kA aMga bane yahI AkAMkSA hai / gurukRpAkAMkSI muni devendrasAgara

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zubha saMdeza parama pUjya AcArya zrI padmasAgara sUrizvarajI mahArAjanI pravacanadhArAno lAbha levAnuM sadbhAgya huM kadI cukato nathI. amanI vANInI vizeSatA a che ke vyApaka janasamudAyane o sparza che ane amanAmAM jainadarzana vizenI jijJAsA jagADe che amanuM prabhAvaka vyaktitva, pravAhI bhASA zailI, sacoTa dRSTAMto ane aka anupama vAtAvaraNa sarjavAnI zaktino mane pratyekSa paricaya che. AvA samartha AcArya bhagavAna pAsethI ApaNe jeTaluM pAmIo teTala ochaM che gaNadharavAda o jaina siddhAMtono arka che ane jaina darzananI vizeSatAoMno paricAyaka che. AvA gahana gaNadharavAda vize A pustaka sAceja mUlyavAna gaNAya jaina darzananA siddhAMto ahIM ovI rIte AlekhAyA che ke jene sAmAnya jANakArI dharAvato mAnavI paNa samajI zake. jaina darzananI vizeSatAnI sAthe vyapakatA gahanatAnI sAthe hRdayasparzatA A graMthamAM sundara rIte pragaTa thaI che. AzA rAkhIye ke parama pUjya ArcAya zrI pAsethI teonA vizAla jJAnanA nIcoDarUpa AvA pustako maLatA rahe jene kAraNe jana samAjane sAcI dizA sAMpaDe zreNika kasturabhAI * MER For Private And Personal Use Only

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zubha saMndeza parama pUjya AcArya zrI padmamasAgarasUrizvarajI mahArAjanI pAvana kArI vANInI vizeSatA o che ke atyanta saraLa ane sAhajika bhASAmA mArmika dRSTAMto sahita jaina darzanano marma pragaTa karI Ape che AthIja amanI pAvana kArI vANInA zravaNa mATe vizALa janamedAnI ati Atura hoya che. gaNadharavAda jevA gahana viSaya paranA amanA pravacanono A saMcaya ApIne omaNe jijJAsuoM para anahada upakAra yoche. A pravacanonI yogya saMkalanA sAthe o taiyAra thAya che tethI vizeSa Ananda thAya The parama pUjya AcArya devazrI padmasAgarajI mahArAjanA AvA vadhune vadhu pravacanono saMgraha ApaNane maLato rahe ane o dvArA ApaNI dharma jijJAsAnI pyAsa vadhune vadhu chIpAtI rahe ovI bhAvanA vyakta karUM chu. aravinda saMghavI (vitta maMtrI - gujarAta rAjya) For Private And Personal Use Only

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N . prakAzakIya prAtaH smaraNIya bAlabramhacArI, suvicAraka, sammetazikhara tIrthoddhAraka, kuzala vakatA, zAstramarmajJa, sadgurudeva jainAcArya parama pUjya zrImat padmasAgara sUrizvarajI mahArAja sAhaba ke mukhAra vinda se niHsata bAraha sumadhura sundara rocaka jJAna vardhaka tattvabodhaka Atmabodhaka pravacanoM kA saMkalana jyotirvida vidvAna munirAja zrI aruNodaya sAgarajI ma.sA. ke paTTadhara sAhitya premi vidvAne munirAjazrI devendrasAgarajI ma.sA. kI preraNAse zrI mahAvIra jaina ArAdhanA kendra kobA ke prAMgaNa meM navanirmita gaganacuMbi jinAlaya kI prANapratiSThA ke suavasara para 'pustaka' prakAzita karate hue Aja hameM atyanta harSakA anubhava ho rahA hai| pustaka kA zIrSaka hai- 'saMzaya saba dUra bhaye (gaNadharavAda) kyoMki isameM sarvajJa prabhu mahAvIra ke sAtha indrabhUti Adi mahApaNDitoM kI jo mahattva pUrNa carcAe~ huI thI unakA vistRta vivaraNa hai prabhu ke vicAra se prabhAvita hokara apanI apanI zaMkAoM kA samAdhAna pAkara una sabhI mahApaNDitoMne ziSyatA svIkAra kara lI thI. prabhune unheM 'gaNadharapad' se vibhUSita kiyA thA. kama se kama samaya meM suyogyatA pUrvaka isa kI pANDulipi taiyAra karanevAle paNDita zrI paramArthAcArya jI ke tathA mudraNa kArya meM navanitalAla anDa kuM ke zrI manoja Ara. gAMdhI ke sahayoga ko hama kaise bhUla sake ? ataH hama unake bhI AbhArI hai| una udAra sajjanoM ke bhI hama atyanta AbhArI haiM, jo samaya - samaya para hameM Arthika sahayoga dete rahe AjJA hI nahI balakI vizvAsa hai ki sAhityapremI pU. munirAjazrI devendrasAgarajI ma.sA. kI preraNA se pUrva prakAzita pratibodha mokSa mArgameM bIsa kadama, jIvana draSTi, mittimeM savvabhUesu Adi pustakoM kI taraha isa pustaka kA bhI samAja meM svAgata hogA. TrasTIgaNa (aruNodaya phAunDezana) - For Private And Personal Use Only

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sampAdakIya isa pustaka meM jina gyAraha gaNadharoM kA ullekha huA hai, unameM jo samAnatAe~ thIM, ve isa prakAra hai: 1. saba vedoMke vizeSajJa mahAna paNDita the. 2. saba somila brAhmaNa dvArA Ayojita yajJa meM Amantrita hokara - pAvApurImeM padhAre the. 3. sabakI zaMkAe~ paraspara viruddhavedavAkyoM para AdhArita thIM. 4. sabake hRdayameM kevala eka-eka zaMkA hI thI. 5. sabakI zaMkAoMkA samAdhAna prabhune vedavAkyoMkA vAstavikaartha batAkara kiyA. 6. samAdhAna hote hI apanI-apanI vidvattAkA ahaMkAra tyAga kara sabane prabhuko AtmasamaparNa kara diyA. 7. sabako prabhuse tripadI kA jJAna milA 8. tripadIkA jJAna pAkara sabane dvAdazAMgI kI racanA kI. 9. zabdoM meM bhinnatA hote hue bhI sabakI dvAdazAMgiyoMke bhAvoMmeM abhinnatA thI- sabakA Azaya eka thA- tAtparya samAna thA. 10. sabako prabhune gaNadhara pada para pratiSThita kiyA. 11. apane chAtra samudAyake sAtha hI sabane pravrajyA aMgIkAra kI. 12. saMyama aura tapasyAkI sAdhanAke dvArA kevalajJAnI banakara sabase mokSa 5. prApta kiyA. itanI samAntAoMke hote hue bhI unameM jo asamAnatAe~ thIM, ve isa prakAra 1. sabakI zaMkAe~ bhinna-bhinna thI. 2. sabakI chAtrasaMkhyA bhinna-bhinna thI, 3. samavasaraNameM saba alaga-alaga pahu~ce. 4. sabakA nAma alaga-alaga thA. isI prakAra sabakI gotra, avasthA aura deha alaga-alaga thI. dvAdazAMgiyoM (bAhara aMgasUtroM) kI racanA kI. 5. sabane alaga-alaga samayameM kevalajJAna aura mokSa prApta kiyA. For Private And Personal Use Only

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"kalpasUtram" nAmaka mahAn dhArmika grantha ke racayitA the svanAmadhanya zrutakevalI zrI bhadbAhu svAmI gaNadharavAda usI mahAnagranthakA eka aMza hai. apApApurI ke mahAna sena nAmaka upavanameM prabhu mahAvIrake lie devoMne samavasaraNa kI racanA kI thI. vahIM usa samaya ke indrabhUti Adi diggaja vidvAnoMne prabhuke sAtha saMvAda kiyA thA. usI saMvAda kI yaha vistRta riporTa hai- gaNadharavAda. AcAryazrI padmasAgara sUrizvarajI ma.sA. ne usI prasaMgako lekara yaha jo rocaka pravacana kiye the, unakA yaha saMkalana hai. jaina sAdhuoM aura khAsa karake jainAcAryoM kI bhASA kAphI saMyata hotI hai, isalie pramAdavaza yadi kahIM asaMyata bhASAkA prayoga ho gayA ho to use merI truTi samajheM, pravacanakAra kI nahIM. For Private And Personal Use Only - paramArthAcArya

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i . samarpaNa jIva, karma, mahAbhUta, bandha-mokSa, svarga-naraka, puNya-pApa, paraloka, nirvANa Adi ke viSayameM apanI hArdika jijJAsAoMko zAnta karake jo Atma-kalyANa ke patha para calanA cAhate haiM, una mumukSa manuSyoM ke kara-kamaloM meN| padmasAgarasUri % D For Private And Personal Use Only

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parama zraddheya zAsana prabhAvaka AcAryapravara zrImat padmasAgarasUrizvarajI mahArAja sAhaba ke zrI arUNodaya phAunDezana dvArA prakAzita paThaniya ciMtanIya mananIya evaM preraNAdAyI sAhitya (1) ciMtana nI keDI (2) preraNA (3) pravacana parAga (4) pratibodha (5) mokSa mArga meM bIsa kadama (6) mittI meM savvabhUesu (7) he navakAra mahAn / (snehAJjalI kI naI AvRtti (8) jIvana draSTi (9) avekanIMga (pratibodha kI aMgrejI AvRtti) (10) golDana sTepsa Tu sAlavezana dUsarI AvRtti dUsarI AvRtti dUsarI AvRtti dUsarI AvRtti dUsarI AvRtti dUsarI AvRtti gujarAtI gujarAtI gujarAtI hindI hindI hindI hindI hindI For Private And Personal Use Only

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prabhu mahAvIra ke indrabhUti Adi gyAraha pradhAna ziSya the, jinheM gaNadhara kahA jAtA hai. ziSya bananese pahale pratyeka vidvAn ke manameM vedavAkyoM ke AdhAra para eka-eka zaMkA thI. prathama samparka meM hI prabhune jisa carcA dvArA zaMkAsamAdhAna kiyA, vahI "gaNadharavAda" ke nAmase prasiddha hai. Aiye, usa mahattvapUrNa gambhIra samAdhAnakAraka sAttvika carcAkA Aja vistRta paricaya prApta kareM : ApApAyAM mahApuryAm yajJArthI somilo dvija : / tadAhUtA : samAjagmu rekAdaza dvijottamA : // apApA nAmaka eka mahAnagarI thI, jo Ajakala 'pAvApurI" kahalAtI hai. usameM somila nAmaka brAhmaNa rahatA thA. eka bAra usane eka vizAla yajJakA Ayojana kiyA. Ayojanako saphalatApUrvaka sampanna karaneke lie usane uttama brAhmaNa paMDitoM ko bulAyA. ve saMkhyAmeM gyAraha the. pratyeka paMDitakA apanA chAtrasaMgha (ziSyasamudAya) thA. samasta paMDitoM ke kula chAtroMkI saMkhyA cavAlIsa sau (4400) thI. yajJAnuSThAnameM ve bhI saba Aye hue the. yajJamaNDapameM khUba cahala-pahala thI. yajJazAlA meM padhAre hue una vedapAThI mahApaNDitoMke zubha nAma kramaza : isa prakAra the :- 1. indrabhUti, 2. agnibhUti 3. vAyubhUti 4. vyakta, 5. sudharmA, 6. maNDita, 7. mauryaputra, 8. akampita, 9.acalabhrAtA, 10. metArya aura 11. prabhAsa. yadyapi vedavAkyoMke AdhAra para pratyeka paNDita ke manameM eka-eka zaMkA thI, parantu phira bhI ve apaneko sarvajJa mAnate the. aMhakArake kAraNa apane manakI zaMkA ko ve manameM hI chipAye hue the. kisIke sAmane prakaTa nahIM karate the, kyoMki prakaTa karane para apanI "laghutA" aura samAdhAna karanevAlekI "gurutA" kA sikkA jama jAtA. prazna karanese loga "alpajJa" samajhate aura apanI sarvajJatAke abhimAnako coTa lagatI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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yadi abhimAna chor3akara saba paNDita apanI-apanI zaMkA eka-dUsare ke sAmane prakaTa kara dete to sabakA eka-dUsareke dvArA samAdhAna ho jAta kyoM ki sabakI zaMkAe~ alaga-alaga thIM jo zaMkA eka ko thI, vaha / dUsare ko nahIM thI, parantu abhimAna saba para aisA chAyA huA thA ki saba apanI zaMkAoMke viSayameM mauna sAdhe rahe. pAvApurI meM jaba isa mahAyajJa kA Ayojana ho rahA thA, usI samaya vahA~ eka aura sarvajJa prabhu mahAvIra kA padArpaNa huA. unake lie samavasaraNakI racanA kI gaI thI. prabhuko vandana karane aura unakA pravacana sunane ke lie dUrase Ate hue vaimAnika devoMko dekhakara pradhAna paNDita indrabhUti bhramase yaha mAnakara harSita hone lagA ki yaha hamAre yajJakI mahimA hai, jisameM yajJa-bhAga grahaNa karane ke lie pratyakSa devagaNakA zubhAgamana ho rahA hai. yaha bhrama taba TUTA, jaba Agantuka deva yajJamaNDapa choDakara Age nikala gaye. zrI indrabhUti vicArameM par3a gayA ki yaha kyA bAta huI ? ye bhUla to nahIM gaye ? yajJasthala to yahI hai na ? kyA inako patA nahIM hai ? kitanI dUra-dUra se loga isa yajJameM sammilita hone ke lie Aye haiN| hama gyAraha vidvAnoMke cavAlIsa sau ziSyoM ke atirikta zaMkara, zivaMkara, zubhaMkara, sImaMkara kSemaMkara, mahezvara, somezvara, dhanezvara dinezvara, gaNezvara, gaMgAdhara, gayAdhara, vidyAdhara, mahIdhara, zrIdhara, vidyApati, gaNapati, prajApati, umApati zrIpati, harizarmA, devazarmA, somazarmA, viSNuzarmA, zivazarmA, nIlakaNTha, vaikuNTha, zrIkaNTha, kAlakaNTha, raktakaNTha, jagannAtha somanAtha, vizvanAtha lokanAtha, dInAnAtha, zyAmadAsa, haridAsa, devIdAsa, kRSNadAsa, rAmadAsa, zivarAma, devarAma, raghurAma, harirAma, govindarAma Adi hajAroM brAhmaNa yaha upasthita hai-yajJa maNDapameM itanI cahala-pahala hai, phirabhI kyA yaha saba inheM dikhAI nahIM diyA ? kyA inake divya jJAnakA divAlA AuTa ho gayA hai ? sAdhAraNa manuSya to alpajJa honese bhUla kara sakatA hai, parantu ye to avadhijJAnI deva hai. inase aisI bhUla kaise ho rahI hai ? itanemeM jAne vAle devoMmeM se eka deva dUsarese bolA:- "jarA jaldI calo.. carama tIrthaMkara deva kA samavasaraNa hai. unheM vandana karanemeM hama pIche na raha jAya~ / ve sarvajJa deva haiM, unakA pUrA pravacana hameM sunanA hai -- aisA na ho ki unakI dezanA kA koI zabda sunane se raha jAya.' 2 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- yaha sunakara zrI indrabhUtine socA ki mujhase dUsarA kauna baDA sarvajJa ho sakatA hai ? maiM hI sabase baDA sarvajJa mAnA jAtA hU~ yadi sarvajJako hI vandana karanA inheM abhISTa ho to ye mujhe vandana kara sakate hai. yadi sarvajJa ke hI pravacana sunanA inheM pasaMda ho to ye merA pravacana suna sakate hai phira kyoM ye Age hI Age baDhe jA rahe haiM ? kavi ke zabdoM meM zrI indrabhUti ke udgAra isa prakAra haiM : aho surA : kathaM bhrAntayA tIrthAMzca iva vAyasA : / kamalAkaravabhekA : makSikAzcandanaM yathA / karamA iva savRkSAn kSIrAnnaM zUkarA yathA / arkasyAlokavad ghUkA styaktvA yAgaM prayAnti yat // are ye devatA bhramase yajJako choDakara usI prakAra cale jA rahe hai, jisa prakAra kaue tIrthoko, meDhaka sarovarako, makkhiyA~ candanako, U~Ta acche vRkSoMko, sUara khIra ko aura ullU sUrya ke prakAzako / athavA jaisA vaha jJAnI hai, vaise hI ye deva hai : ahavA jArisao ciya ___so nANI tArisA surA baeNti / aNu sariso saMjogo gamanaDANaM ca mukkhANaM // (usa jJAnI ke sAtha ina devoMkA saMyoga aisA hI hai, jaisA gA~vake naToM ke sAtha mUrkhAkA / ) gA~va ke naTa bhI mUrkha aura gA~vake rahane vAle loga bhI mUrkha mUlse mUrkha milakara prasanna hote haiM.. karelekI bela se kisIne kahA ki tU nIma para mata caDha, isase terI kaDuAhaTa bar3ha jAyagI. parantu usane kahanA nahIM mAnA antameM usa AdamI ko kahanA paDA- "he bela / isameM terA koI doSa nahIM hai, kyoMki saba prANI apane samAna guNavAle prANiyoMkI saMgatimeM hI prasanna rahate haiM." // For Private And Personal Use Only

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kaue bhale hI nImake phaloM para (niboriyoM para ) laTTU ho jAya~, parantu Ama to Ama hI rahegA. AmakA mahattva usase kama nahIM ho jAtA. Ama phaloM kA rAjA hotA hai, vaise hI maiM paMNDitoMkA rAjA hU~ maiMne baDe-baDe paMNDitoMse zAstrArtha kiyA hai aura sarvatra vijaya prApta kI hai. saMsArameM aisA kauna paMDita hai, jo mujhase vAda karanekI zakti rakhatA ho lATA dUragatAH pravAdinivahA maunaM zritA mAlavA: mUkatvaM magadhAgatA gatamadA garjantino gurjarAH / kAzmIrAH praNatAH palAyanaparA jAtAstilaDo dabhavAH vizvecApi sa nAsti yo hi kurute vAdaM mayA sAmpratam // Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir lATa dezake vAdiyoMkA samUha hArake Darase dUra calA gayA. mAlavadeza ke vAdiyoMne mauna dhAraNa kara liyA. magadha dezake vAdiyoMne bolanA hI choDa diyA. ghamaNDa choDakara gujarAtake vAdiyoMne garajanA banda kara diyA. kazmIra dezake paNDita to mere pA~voM meM jhuka gaye. tailaMga dezake paNDita to merA nAma suna kara hI bhAga gaye adhika kyA kahU~ ? Aja isa duniyAmeM aisA koI paMDita nahIM hai, jo mujhase vAda kara sake. aisI sthiti meM yaha dUsarA sarvajJa kahA~ se A gayA ? mujhe to yaha koI jAdUgara mAlUma hotA hai, jisane devoMko bhI bhrama meM DAlakara apanI ora AkarSitakara liyA hai. isa prakAra cintana cala hI rahA thA ki udharase vandana karake lauTate hue devoMmeM se kisI eka se indrabhUtine pUchA:- "kyoM bhAI dekha Aye usa tathAkathita sarvajJa ko ? kaisA rUpa hai usakA ? kaisI zakla hai ? kaisI akla hai ? deva hokara bhI usake indrajAla ko bheda na sake ? zabda jAla meM pha~sakara use sarvajJa mAnane lage ? kucha to kahA usake bAre meM ? 4 For Private And Personal Use Only

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UNC OD usa devane kahAH"yadi trilokI gaNanAparA syAt tasyAH samAptiryadi nAyuSaH syAt / pAre parARs gaNitaM yadi syAda gaNeyaniH zeSaguNo' pisaH syAt / / " (yadi tIna loka ke samasta prANI ginane laga jAya-yadi ginate-ginate kisIkI Ayu pUrI na ho (koI mare nahIM) aura yadi parArddha ke Upara saMkhyA banA kara ginA jAya to bhI prabhu mahAvIra ke samasta guNoM ko ginA nahIM jA sakatA / ) yaha sunakara becAre indrabhUti kI hAlata aura kharAba ho gaI, mAno ghAva para namaka chiDaka diyA gayA ho. ahaMkAra aura IrSyA ke kAraNa usakA mana pahale se ghAyala ho rahA thA. usa avasthA meM deva ke mu~hase apanI prazaMsA ke badale kisI aura kI prazaMsA sunI to vaha atyanta azAnta ho gayA-becainI se chaTapaTAne lagA. zrI indrabhUti ko nizcaya ho gayA ki yaha koI mahAdhUrta hai-mAyAkA mandira hai bar3A jAdUgara hai, koI orDInarI AdamI nahIM hai, anyathA itanI bar3I saMkhyAmeM logoMko aura devoMko bhramameM kaise DAla detA - kaise mohita kara detA? aise sarvajJa ko maiM aba adhika dera taka saha nahIM sakatA. eka AsamAna meM kyA do sUrya raha sakate haiM ? eka jaMgala kI guphA meM kyA do siMha raha sakate haiM ? eka myAnameM kyA do talavAreM raha sakatI hai ? kabhI nahIM. maiM abhI jAkara use vAda meM parAjita kara detA hU~. yadyapi mujhe vAdake lie usane Amantrita nahIM kiyA hai to bhI kyA huA? andhakArake samUhako naSTa karane ke lie sUrya kisI ke AmantraNa kI pratIkSA nahIM karatA. sparza karanevAle hAthako aMgArA kabhI mApha nahIM karatA -- AkramaNa karanevAle zatruko kSatriya kabhI kSamA nahIM karatA - keza pakaDakara khIMcanevAle ko siMha kabhI sahana nahIM karatA, usI prakAra meM bhI kisI dUsare kI sarvajJatA ko saha nahIM sakatA. For Private And Personal Use Only

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la / bar3e-bar3e diggaja paNDitoko parAjita karanevAle mujha mahApaNDitake sAmane yaha mahAvIra hai kisa khetakI malI? baDe-bar3e vRkSoMko ukhADa pheMkanevAle pracaMDa prabhaMjanake sAmane ruI kI paunI kahA~ lagatI hai ? jisa nadI kI bADha meM hAthI baha gaye, vahA~ cIMTI kI kyA bisAta ? varSoM pahale maiM digvijaya kara cukA hU~ usake bAda to koI paNDita hI sAmane nahIM AyA. mere sAmane vAdiyoMkA akAla hI par3a gayA / bahuta varSoMse jIbha para khAja cala rahI hai ki koI vAdI mile to apanI khAja miTAne kA maukA mile. Aja yaha maukA bar3I muzkilase milA hai. isakA lAbha uThA lU~. calU~. isa prakAra zrI indrabhUtiko vAda karane ke lie calaneko tatpara dekhakara unake anuja agnibhUtine nivedana kiyA:- "bhAI sAhaba / kITa ko pakaDane ke lie kaTaka (sainya) kI kyA jarUrata ? alasiye ko mArane ke lie garur3a kI kyA jarUrata ? tinake ko kATane ke lie kuThAra... (kulhADe) kI kyA jarUrata ? kamalako ukhADane ke lie hAthI kI kyA jarUrata ? usI prakAra usa tathAkathita sarvajJako jItane ke lie Apake padhArane kI kyA jarUrata ? mujhe AjJA dIjiye. maiM abhI use jItakara A jAtA hU~." yaha sunakara zrI indrabhUtine agnibhUti se kahA:- "bhaiyA / bilkula ThIka kahA tumane. saca pUchA jAya to ise jItane ke lie tumheM bhejane kI bhI jarUrata nahIM kyoMki ise to mere pA~ca sau ziSyoM meM jo sabase choTA ziSya hai, vaha bhI jIta sakatA hai, phira bhI mujhase rahA nahIM jA rahA hai. zalya choTA ho to bhI vaha parezAna karatA hai, isalie maiM khuda hI jAnA cAhatA hU~, yoM to maine saba vAdiyoM para vijaya prApta kara lI hai, parantu jaise hAthI ke mu~hameM se koI annakaNa girakara raha jAya-mUMga ubAlate samaya koI koraDU raha jAya- samudrapAna karate samaya agastya RSi ke sAmane koI jalabindu raha jAya-canoM ko bhUnate samaya koI canA bhAr3a se uchalakara raha jAya-phala kATate hue koI chilakA raha jAya athavA dhAnI meM pilate tiloM meM se koI tila par3A raha jAya, vaise hI yaha eka vAdI raha gayA hai. ise jIte binA maiM sarvavijetA nahIM kahalA sakatA. jaise pativratA patnI yadi eka bAra bhI. apane zIlavratase bhraSTa ho jAya to vaha zIlavatI nahIM PRON For Private And Personal Use Only

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ON kahalAtI - jIvanabhara asatI hI kahI jAtI hai, usI prakAra isa eka vAdI ko jIte binA mujhe vAstavika yaza nahIM mila sakegA. ise na jItane para merI zubhra kIrti kalaMkita ho jAyagI. jaise eka IMTa khisaka jAne para pUrI dIvAra gira jAtI hai - jarAsA chidra raha jAnepara pUrI naukA DUba jAtI hai, vaise hI eka vAdI ke raha jAne para merA samasta suyaza miTTImeM mila jAyagA, ata: mujhe hI jAnA cAhiye." zAnti kahA~ hai ? eka samrATane kisI yuvaka kI apUrva vIratA para prasanna hokara use mana icchita varadAna mAMgane ko khaa| yuvakane kahA-"mujhe dhana nahI cAhie cUMki mere pitAne bahuta dhana mere lie choDA hai| mujhe pratiSThA nahIM cAhie cUMki merI vIratA ke kAraNa vaha to svayaM prApta ho rahI hai. mujhe sattA nahIM cAhie cUMki vaha to mere zAsaka ke hAthoM meM surakSita hai hI / mujhe to sirpha zAnti caahie|" yuvaka kI mAMga para samrATa hataprabha raha gayA. bolA "vaha to mere pAsa bhI nahIM hai" phira bhI apanA vacana pUrA karane ke lie usane apane kuladevatA ko yAda kiyaa| devatA ne kahA samrATa / maiM to bhautika siddhiyoM kA svAmi hUM zAnti to Atmika siddhi hai, vaha mere pAsa kahAM hai ? samrATa ke sAtha yuvaka ko lekara kuladevatA eka yogI ke pAsa gayA aura yuvaka kI mAMga rkhii| yogI ne muskarAte hue kahA "mugdha prANiyoM / zAnti kahIM bAhara milatI hai ? jahAM se azAMti paidA hotI hai vahIM se zAnti prApta hogI. bAhara nahIM bhItara dekho| tumhAre hRdaya meM hI zAMti kA mUla hai, vaha dI nahIM jAtI, prApta kI jAtI hai aura prApta bhI kyA sirpha anAvRta kI jAtI hai| yuvaka samrATa aura kula devatA eka sAtha yogIke caraNoM meM vinata hue... aura zAnti kA bodhasUtra pAkara apane apane sthAna kI ora cala die| . . - - For Private And Personal Use Only

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Kas sarvajJa mahAvIrako vAdameM parAjita karaneke lie svayaM hI jAne kI AvazyakatA apane anuja vidvAna agnibhUti ke sAmane prativAdita karane ke bAda indabhUti prasthAna kI taiyArI karane lage. lalATa para unhoMne eka sau gyAraha nambarakA tilaka lagAyA. naI dhotI pahanI. nayA rezamI dupaTTA dhAraNa kiyA. naI lambI-cauDI pagaDIse mastaka sajAyA. suvarNa ke tAroMse banA yajJopavIta unake vakSa-sthalakI zobhA baDhA rahA thA. zAstrArtha yA vAda karate samaya apanI bAtakI puSTi ke lie diye jA sakanevAle zAstrIya uddharaNoM kI eka hastalikhita pothI hAtha meM rakha lI. naI khaDAU para pA~va rakhakara ve cala par3e unake pA~ca sau ziSya (chAtra) bhI unake sAtha cala diye. ve jayajayakArake nAroMse pUre vAtAvaraNako gUMjA rahe the. ziSya unakI virUdAvalI bolate jA rahe the:- he sarasvatI kaNThAbharaNa / (vANI ke rUpameM sarasvatI hI Apake kaMTha ko mAno bhUSita kara rahI hai), he vAdi vijayalakSmI zaraNa / (vAdiyoM se vAdake bAda prApta vijaya zrIne hI mAno ApakI zaraNa grahaNa kara lI hai) he jJAtasarvapurANa / (samasta purANoMkI Apa jAnakArI rakhate hai), he vAdi kadalI kRpANa / (kadaliyoM ke samAna vAdiyoM ke lie Apa kRpANa ke samAna hai), he paNDita zreNIziromaNi / (paNDitoM ke lie mastaka para dhAraNa karane yogya maNike samAna Apa hai), he kumatAndhakAra nabhomaNi (kumata rUpI a~dhere ke lie Apa sUrya ke samAna hai), hejitavAdivRnda (vAdiyoMke samudAya ko Apa jIta cuke haiM), he vAdigaruDagovinda / (garuDake samAna jo vAdI hai, una para savArI karane vAle zrIkRSNa ke samAna haiM Apa) he vAdighaTamudgara / (ghaDoMke samAna vAdiyoMko phor3aneke lie Apa mudgara ke samAna hai), he vAdidhUkabhAskara / (ullUoMke samAna vAdiyoM ke lie Apa sUrya ke samAna hai), he vAdisamudrAgastya / (samudrake samAna vAdiyoM ke lie Apa agastya RSi ke samAna hai) he vAdivRkSahasti / (vRkSoMke samAna vAdiyoM ko ukhAr3aneke lie Apa hastI (hAthI) ke samAna hai / ) he vAdikandakuddAla / (kanda ke samAna vAdiyoM ko khodane ke lie Apa kudAlIke samAna hai ) he vAdigajasiMha (hAthiyoMke samAna vAdiyoMke lie Apa siMha ke samAna hai) he sarasvatIlabdhaprasAda / (sarasvatI Apa para prasanna hai)... Apa kI jaya ho- vijaya ho- ApakA sUyaza digdigantameM phailA rahe. For Private And Personal Use Only

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jahA~ sarvajJa prabhu mahAvIra svAmI virAjamAna hai, usa samavasaraNakI dizAmeM jAte hue indrabhUti manameM soca rahe haiM Aja apanI sarvajJatA ke :. mithyAbhimAnameM pha~sakara usane mujhe vyartha hI kupita kiyA hai, kyoMki isase use koI sukha milanevAlA nahIM hai. apane ko sarvajJa ghoSita karake merI sarvajJatAko cunautI denekA usakA yaha prayAsa aisA hI bhayaMkara hai, jaisA kisI meDhakakA kAlenAgako lAta mAranA- -cUhekA billIke dA~ta ginanA - bailakA airAvata (indra ke hAthI) ko sIMga mAranA- hAthI kA sU~Dase pahADa ukhADanA - kharagozakA siMhake ayAla (gardanake lambe keza). khIMcanA - maNi pAne ke lie bAlakakA zeSanAgake phanakI ora hAtha baDhAnA - naMdI kI bAr3ha ke viruddha tairane ke lie kisIkA tinake para savAra honA - pramaMjanake sAmane khar3e hokara jaMgalameM Aga lagAnA athavA zArIrika sukhakI AzAse kA~ca (kevA~ca) kI phaliyoMkA AliMgana karanA / mahAvIra ko jAnanA cAhiye ki Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir khadyoto dyotate tAvadyAvannodeti candramAH / udite tu sahastrAMzau na khadyoto na candramAH // juganU tabhI taka camakatA hai, jaba taka candramAkA udaya nahIM ho jAtA, kintu sUrya ke udaya hone para na juganU camaka sakatA hai aura na candramA hI / sUryake samAna maiM tejasvI hU~. juganuoMke samAna anya vAdI mere sAmane apanI camaka nahIM dikhA sakate. mere khAnakI koI sImA nahIM hai. aisA kauna sA zAstra hai, jisakA adhyayana mujhase na huA ho ? lakSaNe mama dakSatvam, sAhitye saMhitA matiH / tarkeDa karkazatA nityam kva zAstre nAsti me zramaH // lakSaNazAstra meM maiM dakSa hU~. sAhityazAstra meM merI buddhi askhalita hai. tarkazAstra kA adhyayana to maiMne itanI gaharAI taka kiyA hai ki vaha mujhe karkaza (kaThora) bilkula nahIM lagatA. vyAkaraNa, koza, chanda, rasa, alaMkAra, jyotiSa, vaidyaka, darzana, dharma artha, kAma, mokSa, Adi samasta zAstroMkA maiMne anuzIlana- parizIlana - cintana manana kiyA hai. kisa zAstra ke AdhAra para vaha jAdUgara mujhase carcA karegA ? abhI calakara dekhatA hU~ ki vaha kaisA jJAnI hai| sabake sAmane usakI sarvajJatAke ghamaNDa ko cUra-cUra kara detA hU~. 9 For Private And Personal Use Only

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kavike lie kauna - sA rasa apoSya hai ? cakravartI ke lie kauna-sA deza ajeya hai ? vajra ke lie kauna-sI vastu abhedya hai ? mahAyogiyoMke lie kauna-sI siddhi asAdhya hai ? kSudhApIDitoM ke lie kauna-sI vastu abhakSya hai ? duSToMke lie kauna-sA zabda avAcya hai ? kalpa vRkSa, kAmadhenu yA cintAmaNi ke lie kauna-sI vastu adeya hai ? isI prakAra mere jaise sarvazAstravizArada mahApaNita ke lie isa jagata meM kauna-sA vAdI ajeya hai ? koI nahIM. zerakI dahAr3a sunakara jisa prakAra jaMgalI samasta pazu-pakSI kA~pa uThate haiM vaise hI merI garjanA sunakara vaha becArA vAdI vyAkula ho jAyagA to ho jAya. maiM bhI kyA kara sakatA hU~? usane cunautI dI hai, isalie mujhe carcAke lie jAnA paDa rahA hai, anyathA kisIko lajjita karane meM mujhe koI maz2A nahIM AtA. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir aise vicAroM meM DUbA huA zrI indrabhUti jyoM hI samavasaraNa ke dvAra para pahu~cakara sIDhIkI pahalI paMkti para kadama rakhatA hai, tyoM hI azokavRkSake nIce chatrattrayamaNDita svarNa siMhAsana para birAjamAna prabhu mahAvIra kI niSphala pUrNa candra ke samAna saumya zAnta- prakAzamaya tejasvI mukhamudrA dekha kara praviSTa hote hI usakA garva gala jAtA hai vaha socane lagatA hai ki yaha mahApuruSa hai kauna ? kyA yaha brahmA hai ? nahIM, kyoMki vaha to jagat ke nirmANameM pravRtta hai, yaha nivRtta hai - vaha to vRddha hai, yaha javAna hai-usakA vAhana haMsa hai, isakA koI vAhana hI nahIM hai - usake sAtha sAvitrI hai, yaha akelA hai tathA usakA Asana kamala hai, isakA siMhAsana. to kyA yaha viSNu hai ? nahIM, kyoMki usakA zarIra kAlA hai, isakA gorA * usake sAtha lakSmI hai, yaha akelA hai usake cAra hAtha hai, isake do hAtha haiM - usake cAroM hAthoM meM kramazaH zaMkha, cakra, gadA aura padama haiM, isake hAtha khAlI hai (isake donoM hAthoMmeM koI (hathiyAra nahIM zeSa nAgakI zaiyApara sotA hai, yaha siMhAsana para birAjamAna vaha ha--usakA vAhana garUr3a hai, yaha pAdavihArI hai / to kyA yaha mahezvara (zaMkara) hai ? nahIM, kyoMki usakI tIna A~kheM haiM, isakI kevala do-usake sAtha pArvatI hai, yaha akelA hai-usakA vAhana nandI hai, yaha padayAtrI hai| 10 For Private And Personal Use Only

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to kyA yaha pratyakSa kAmadeva hai ? nahIM, kyoMki vaha azarIrI hai, isakA zarIra dikhAI de rahA hai usake sAtha rati devI hai, yaha akelA hai / to kyA yaha indra hai ? nahIM, kyoMki usake hajAra netra haiM, isake kevala do netra hai usake sAtha zacI hai, yaha akelA hai usake hAtha meM vajra nAmaka pracaNDa astra hai, yaha nirastra hai usakA vAhana airAvata hAthI hai, yaha paidala calanevAlA hai| - Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir to kyA yaha koI vidyAdhara hai ? nahI, kyoMki vaha vimAna meM baiThakara AkAza meM vihAra karatA hai, yaha bhUmi para paidala naMge pA~va ghUmatA hai / - to kyA yaha kubera hai ? nahI, kyoMki vaha khajAne kA mAlika hai, yaha khajAne kA tyAgI hai vaha bhogI hai, yaha viyogI hai, mahAyogI hai, virakta hai / to kyA yaha siMhAsanAsIna rAjA nala hai ? nahIM, kyoMki usake zarIra para bahuta mUlya alaMkAra hai- mastaka para rAjamukuTa hai, isakA zarIra alaMkAroMse rahita hote hue bhI atizaya sundara hai / isa prakAra samasta vyaktiyoMke vikalpa nirasta ho jAneke bAda prabhu mahAvIra kI samAnatAkA upamAna DhU~Dhaneke lie usa kA dhyAna sRSTi kI ora jAtA hai: kSAro vAri nidhiH kalakaluSacandro ravistApakRt parjanyazcapalAzrayo bhrapaTalAdRzya: suvarNAcalaH / zUnya vyoma rasA dvijivhavighRtA svardhAmadhenuH pazuH kASThaM kalpatarUrdaSatsuramaNistatkena sAmyaM satAm ? yadyapi yaha gambhIra hai, phira bhI samudra se isakI tulanA nahIM kI jA sakatI, kyoMki vaha khArA hai, isI prakAra cA~da meM kalaMka hai, yaha niSkalaMka hai - sUrya apanI uSNatAke kAraNa prANiyoMko santapta karatA hai, yaha santApa zAnta karatA hai - megha capalAzraya (bijalIvAlA), hai, yaha capalatAzraya (caMcala lakSmIvAlA) nahIM hai - sumeruparvata meghamaNDalase 11 For Private And Personal Use Only

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10 adRzya hai, yaha dRzya hai - AkAza zUnya hai, yaha nahIM - pRthvI dvijivda / (zeSanAga) para sthita hai, yaha siMhAsana para AsIna hai-kAmadhenu pazu hai, yaha manuSya hai - kalpavRkSa kASTha hai (kaThora hai - jaDa hai), yaha aisA nahIM (komala hai - sacetana hai) aura indramaNi patthara (nirjIva) hai, yaha sajIva hai / taba aise sajjana kA upamAna kise banAyA jAya ? phira cAroM ora dRSTi dauDAne para prabhukI gambhIra vANI kA prabhAva sRSTimeM zrI indrabhUtiko isa prakAra dikhAI diyA: sArasI siMhazA spRzati sutadhiyA nandinI vyAghapotam mArjArI haMsabAlaM praNayaparavazAt kokikAntA bhujam / vairANyAjanmajAtA nyapi galitamadA jantavo nye tyajanti zrutvA sAmyaikarU. prazamita kaluSaM yoginaM kSINamoham // kevala samabhAvameM ramaNa karane vAle tathA kaSAya zAnta ho gaye hai jisake, aise moharahita yogI kI vANI ko sunakara hariNI siMhake bacce ko, gAya bAghake bacce ko aura billI haMsake bacce ko putrakI buddhise (putra ke samAna mAnakara) sparza karatI hai tathA mayUrI (moranI) premapUrvaka (snehase majabUra hokara) sA~pa ko chUtI hai - isI prakAra anya prANI bhI garvarahita hokara apane janmajAta vairakA bhI tyAga kara rahe haiN| ThIka hI kahA gayA hai - ahiMsA pratiSThAyAM tatsannidhau vairatyAgaH // (ahiMsAkI pratiSThAmeM usa (ahiMsaka) ke nikaTa (prANI) vairakA tyAga kara dete haiM) ahiMsaka vyakti jisa bhUmipara vicaraNa karatA hai, usakA vAtAvaraNa badala jAtA hai- pavitra ho jAtA hai. Adya zaMkArAcAryazrIne apane maTha kI sthApanA ke lie upayogI bhUmi zRMgerI meM pAI. vahIM sabase pahalA maTha sthApita kiyA unhoMne. kyoM vahIM ? anyatra kyoM nahIM ? usa bhUmi para dharita eka dRzyane unheM prabhAvita kiyA thA. kyA thA vaha dRzya ? dekhiye sabase pahale jaba unake manameM yaha vicAra AyA ki "maiM apane pahale 12 For Private And Personal Use Only

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maThakI sthApanA kahA~ karU~ ?" taba unhoMne upayogI bhUmi khojane ke lie pUre bhAratakA bhramaNa kiyA. isI silasilemeM ve dakSiNa bhArata gaye. vahA~ eka jagaha unhoMne dekhA ki bhayaMkara dhUpase ghAyala parezAna eka meDhaka para / koI sA~pa apanA phana phailAkara chAyA kara rahA hai. unheM bahuta Azcarya huA, kyoMki una donoM meM bhakSya-bhakSaka sambandha thA. meDhaka kA bhakSaka sarpa usakA rakSaka banakara baiThA thaa| usa jaMgala meM rahanevAle tapasvI muniyoMse unhoMne pUchA ki jo dRzya mujhe dikhAI diyA, vaha merI A~khoM kA bhrama to nahIM hai. muniyoMne kahA ki vaha koI bhrama nahIM, rIyala phekTa hai - yathArtha hai. aise dRzya yahA~ prAyaH sarvatra dikhate rahate hai, kyoMki varSoM pahale zRMgerI nAmaka eka ahiMsaka tapasvI yahA~ rahate the. unake hRdayameM prANimAtra ke prati vAtsalya thA. unake vAtsalyase dakSa bhUmikA kaNa-kaNa prabhAvita huA hai pavitra haA hai. yahI kAraNa hai, jisase isa bhamipara bhramaNa karane vAle prANiyoMkI vicAradhArA badala jAtI hai. unakA Ajanma vaira chUTa jAtA hai. Adya zaMkarAcArya AThavIM zatAbdImeM hue the, isalie yaha bAraha sau varSa pahale kI ghaTanA hai to kalpanA kI jA sakatI hai ki paccIsa sau varSa pahale jahA~ prabhu mahAvIra vicAraNa karate rahe, vaha bhUmi kitanI pavitra rahI . hogii| jahA~-jahA~ prabhu birAjamAna hote the, vahA~se cAroM ora bAraha yojana kA eka ahiMsaka vartula bana jAtA thA. usa bhUmi para eTrekzana oNpha lava (prema kA AkarSaNa) chA jAtA thA. prema kI usa paridhimeM praviSTa hone vAle pratyeka prANI kI mastiSkataraMgeM parivartita ho jAtI thIH Ajanma vairI pazu-pakSI taka nirvaira hokara paraspara pyAra karane lagate the. unakA AcaraNa pavitra ho jAtA thA - ahiMsaka ho jAtA thA. garmImeM sar3aka para ghUmanevAlA koI bAlaka yadi makAnake bhItara AjAya to use zAnti milatI hai. usI prakAra bAhara viSaya-kaSAya meM bhaTakatI huI manovRtti yadi AtmAmeM ramaNa karane lage to use zAnti kA anubhava hotA hai. zrI indrabhUti gautama ko bhI samavasaraNa meM prabhudarzana ke bAda aisI hI zAnti kA anubhava hone lagA. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra P www.kobatirth.org 3. seMTa kI dUkAna para jAkara Apa bhale hI seMTa na kharIdeM na lagAyeM, phira bhI sugandha AtI hai, isI prakAra sAdhu-santoMke samIpa jAne para manako zAnti milatI hai. phira jahA~ sAdhuoMke bhI ArAdhya sarvajJa prabhu mahAvIra pratyakSa virAjamAna hoM, vahA~ pahu~cane para kaisI parama zAnti milatI hogI ? isakA varNana anubhavI bhI nahIM kara sakatA, kyoMki zabdoM ke mAdhyama se usa Anandako abhivyakta kiyA hI nahIM jA sakatA. zrI indrabhUti samavasaraNameM praviSTa ho kara usa AnandakA anubhava karate hue manahI mana samajha to gaye ki ye sarvaguNa gaNamaNDita sarvajJa tIrthaMkara deva hI haiM, jinakA ullekha Rgveda kI RcAoMmeM isa prakAra huA hai:"RSabhAdivardhamAnAntAH jinA:" "caturviMzatitIrthaGrANAM zaraNaM prapadye" Adi. usI prakAra vedoMmeM zAntinAtha ke aura arihanta ariSTanemike mantra milate haiM: "IsTa eNDa vesTa" (pUrva aura pazcima) nAmaka apanI vizvavikhyAta pustaka bhUtapUrvarASTrapati sva. DaoN. rAdhAkRSNan ne likhA hai ki jainadarzana utanA hI prAcIna hai, jitanA vedAntadarzana jainadharma utanA hI prAcIna hai, jitanA vaidika dharma. sarvajJa prabhuke darzana kara indrabhUti mana-hI-mana socane lage ki maiM yahA~ kahA~ A pha~sA / vAdameM ina se jItanA to mere lie sarvathA asambhava hai. aba kyA karU~ ? yadi lauTa jAtA hU~ to loga kaheMge- "hArake Darase bhAga gayA / " ziSyoM para bhI burA asara hogA. Age baDhatA hU~ to bhI parAjayakA sAmanA karanA paDegA. jIvanabhara vAdavivAda karake paravAdiyoMko parAsta karake maiMne jo suyaza arjita kiyA hai, vaha saba miTTImeM kaise mila jAyagA apane mahattvakI rakSA maiM kaise karU~ aba yahI jvalanta prazna mere sAmane khar3A hai: kathaM mayA mahattvaM meM rakSaNIyaM purArjitam / prAsAdaM kIlikAto bhaktuM ko nAma vAMchati ? sUtrArthI puruSo hA Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir kastroTayitumIhate ? 14 For Private And Personal Use Only

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i kaH kAmakalazasyAMza sphoTayeta ThikkrIkRte ? bhasmane candanaM kovA daheda duSprApyamapyatha? lauhArthI ko mahAmbhodhau naumaDa, kartumicchati ? (pUrvopArjita apane mahattva (baDappana yA suyaza) kI rakSA meM kaise karU~ ? eka kIla prApta karaneke lie mahala ko toDanA kauna cAhatA hai ? dhAgA pAneke lie hAra toDanA kauna cAhatA hai ? eka ThIkarI pAneke lie kAma kumbhako phor3anA kauna cAhatA hai ? bahuta kaThinAIse prApta honevAle (durlabha) candana ko rAkhake lie kauna jalAnA cAhatA hai ? lohekA Tukar3A pAne ke lie samudrameM nAvako toDanA kauna cAhatA hai ? (koI aisA mUrkhatA pUrNa kArya karanA nahIM cAhatA, parantu tIrthaMkara mahAvIra ko jItane ke prayAsa meM yahA~ Akara maiMne vaisI hI mUrkhatA kI hai, jaisI ina udAharaNoM meM varNita hai) lekina yadi maiM Age na bar3hakara yahIM khar3A rahatA hU~ to bhI merA ziSya samudAya yahI samajhegA ki maiM parAjayake bhaya se bhIta hU~ - Darapoka hU~, isalie Age to mujhe hara hAlatameM baDhanA hI hai. aura yadi kahIM maiM vAda meM inase jIta gayA to sarvajJako jItane ke kAraNa sarvatra merA sikkA jamA jAyagA. ye deva loga bhI merA satkAra karane lageMge-mujhe vandana karane lageMge. phira to mai sammAnake sarvocca zikhara para AsIna ho jAUMgA. vizvavijetA kahalAne lagUMgA. isa prakAra suyazake pralobhanane manameM AzAkA saMcAra kiyA-caraNoMko gatizIla banAyA. phalasvarUpa ve kramazaH Age bar3hate gaye. udhara prabhu mahAvIrane nikaTa Ate hue indrabhUtiko dekhA to nAma-gotrakA uccAraNa karate hue madhura svarameM kahA:- "he indrabhUti gautama / svAgata. kuzala to hai na ?" zrI gautama indrabhUtikI gotra thI. mahAvIrase Aja unakI pahalI hI bAra mulAkAta ho rahI thI, isalie zrI indrabhUti vicArameM par3a gaye ki binA 15 S For Private And Personal Use Only

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pUrvaparicayake inhoMne nAma gotra sahita kaise jAna liyA ? yaha Azcarya kSaNa-bhara hI Tika pAyA, kyoMki dUsare kSaNa yaha vicAra AyA ki merA nAma to sArI duniyA prasiddha hai, isalie use kauna nahIM jAnatA? sUrya kyA kahIM chipA raha sakatA hai? kisIke lie ajJAta ho sakatA hai? phirabhI inhoMne gotrasahita nAma pukArate hue madhura svarameM jo merI kuzala pUchI hai, vaha kevala mujhe prabhAvita karaneke hI lie hai. yaha bAta maiM na samajhU - itanA abodha maiM nahIM hU~. aisI sAdhAraNa bAtase koI kisIko sarvajJa kaise mAna sakatA hai? Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir ahaMkArakA nazA zrI indrabhUtike sira para savAra ho gayA phirase ahaMkAra vyakti ko bhaTakA detA hai apane lakSyase dUra le jAtA hai apanI maMjila taka nahIM pahu~cane detA. ahaMkAra andhakAra hai. vaha jJAnake prakAzase jIvako vaMcita kara detA hai. jJAnake abhAvameM kaisA saMgharSa hotA hai ? dekhiye A~khane kahA "maiM dekhanekA kAma karatI hU~, isalie maiM bar3I hU~. mere binA saba loga andhe kahalAte haiM." kAnane kahA :- "maiM sUnanekA kAma karatA hU~, isalie maiM baDA haiM. mere binA saba loga bahare kahalAte haiM." nAkane kahA:- "maiM sUMghanekA kAma karatI hU~ aura ceharekI zobhA bar3hAtI hU~, isalie maiM bar3I hU~. mere binA loga nakaTe kahalAte haiM. jIbhane kahA :- "sArI indriyA~ eka-eka kAma karatI hai, parantu maiM do kAma karatI hU~- khAne kA bhI aura bolane kA bhI / isalie maiM hI bar3I haiM. mere binA loga gUMge kahalAte haiM." hAthoMne kahA- "saplAI aura signecara ye do kAma hama bhI karate haiM isalie hama bhI bar3e haiM. hamAre binA loga lUle kahe jAte haiM. pA~voMne kahA :- "zarIrakI itanI bar3I bilDiMga ko to hama hI sa~bhAlate haiM. hama har3atAla kara deM to sArA kAma ruka jAya hamAre hI dama para yaha bilDiMga eka sthAna se dUsare sthAna para jAtI-AtI hai. hamameM se yadi eka bhI TUTa jAya to loga la~gar3e kahalAte haiM." 16 For Private And Personal Use Only

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peTane kahA:- "maiM bhojana pacA kara usakA sAra grahaNa karatA hU~-nissAra aMza nikAla detA hU~-pratyeka aMga ko zakti vitarita karatA hU~, isalie maiM hI sabase bar3A hU~. yadi maiM har3atAla kara dUM to pUrA zarIra kamajora ho jAya aura bImAra kahalAne lge|" bar3A bhArI saMgharSa thA yaha-seTha AtmArAmakI peDhI para mainejiMga DAyarekTara banane ke lie. ahaMkAra ke udaya se saba apanA-apanA bar3appana baghara rahe the. seThajI usa samaya suSupta dazAmeM the. caitanya ke suSupta dazA meM cale / jAnepara hI isa taraha ahaMkAra tANDava nRtya kara pAtA hai, anyathA usakA z2ora nahIM calatA. viveka ke so jAne para hI manovikAra hAvI hote hai-AtmA karma se kaluSita hotI hai-vicAra dUSita hote haiM. seThane bahuta samajhAyA, parantu koI mAnane ko taiyAra nahIM huA. Akhira AtmArAmabhAI eka sAdhu ke pAsa gaye-apanI samasyA lekara. Aja to hama eka phaimili vakIla rakhate hai-eka phaimilI DaoNkTara rakhate hai, kyoMki unake binA kAma cala nahIM sakatA. asatya bolanA hai to vakIla kA sahArA lenA par3atA hai. asatya itanA kamajora hotA hai ki apane pA~vase vaha cala hI nahIM sakatA. vakIla ke pA~va se vaha daur3ane lagatA hai. svAda ke lobhameM phaMsakara peTako loga kacarApeTI banA lete haiM. hoTalameM khAnA hai to phira haoNspiTalameM hI TrAMsaphara hogA. binA phaimilI DaoNkTara ke Apa svastha nahIM raha sakate / vyavahAra sAttvika na ho to phaimilI vakIlakI aura AhAra sAtvika na ho to phaimilI DaoNkTara kI jisa prakAra AvazyakatA kA Apa anubhava karate haiM, usI prakAra AcaraNa sAttvika na ho to maiM Apako salAha detA hU~ ki Apa apane lie eka phaimilI sAdhubhI cuna lIjiye, jo sukha-duHkhameM sacce mitrakI taraha ApakA sahAyaka ho-jIvanakA mArgadarzaka ho-kalyANakArya kA preraka ho. seTha AtmArAmane sAdhukI salAhase eka noTisa taiyAra karake zarIrake pAsa bheja diyA. usameM likha diyAH-"caubIsa ghaMToM meM yadi samasta aMgoMke mata-bheda samApta nahIM hue, yuniTI (ekatA) nahIM huI, saMgaThana nahIM dikhAI diyA to maiM apanA yaha makAna (zarIra) chor3a kara koI dUsarA nayA makAna le lU~gA-yahA~ se TrAMspharDa (sthAnAntarita) ho jAU~gA." 17 For Private And Personal Use Only

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HD jyoM hI noTisa milA, tyoM hI A~kha, kAna, nAka, jIbha, hAtha, pA~va aura / peTa kI imarjensI mITiMga bulAI gaI. vaktAoMne kahA:--"seTha AtmArAma cale gaye to gaz2aba ho jAyagA-sArI tAgar3adhinnA banda ho jAyagI-lakkar3ameM (jalAye jAne para) apanI saba akkar3a (ahaMkArazIlatA) bhakka se ur3a jaaygii| eka kavine kahA thAuchala lo kUda lo jaba taka hai jora naliyoM meM / yAda rakhanA isa tanakI ur3egI qhAka galiyoMmeM / / isalie mila-julakara rahanemeM hI samajhadArI hai. isa mITiMgameM sarvasammatise nirNaya lekara noTisakA yaha uttara bheja diyA gayAH-"Ajase phira kabhI hama paraspara ahaMkAra-janya saMgharSa nahIM kareMge. eka-dUsareke pUraka (sahAyaka) banakara Apake dvArA saupA gayA apanA-apanA kArya karate raheMge. Apako kisI prakAra kA kaSTa nahIM hone deMge. saMgaThita raheMge." noTisa kA uttara par3hakara seTha AtmarAma santuSTa ho gaye. Apa dekhiye to jarA apane zarIrakI ora. isa prAkRtika racanApara dhyAna dIjiye. pratyeka aMga kitanA santulita hai-kitanA vinIta hai-kitanA paropakAra parAyaNa hai calate samaya yadi pA~vake talemeM kA~TA cubha jAya to use bAhara nikAlane ke lie hAtha apanI pA~coM u~galiyoMke sAtha sahasA daur3a par3atA hai-vaha usa samaya AmantraNakI pratIkSA nahIM karatA, binA bulAye kyoM jAU~ ? aisA ghamaMDa usameM nahIM hotA. paropakArake prasaMgapara AmantraNa kI apekSA yA pratIkSA kaisI ? hAtha yadi kA~TA nikAlane ke lie jAtA hai to A~kha usase bhI pahale pahu~cakara apanI Torca se vaha sthAna dikhAtI hai, jahA~ kA~TA cubhakara darda paidA kara rahA hai. manabhI apanI sArI caMcalatA choDakara usI sthAnapara kendriya ho jAtA hai. vaha socane lagatA hai ki kaise maiM zarIra ke aMgoMko dardanivAraNa kA koI upAya sujhAU~ aura apanI sArthakatA prakaTa karU~. kaisI ekAgratA hai-kaisI ekatA hai / kaisI maMgala-bhAvanA hai| abhimAnake hAthI se nIce utarane para hI aisI paropakAravRtti paidA hotI hai. jahA~ abhimAna hai, vahA~ arihanta se lAbha nahIM uThAyA jA sakatA / kahA For Private And Personal Use Only

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"laghutAse prabhutA mile prabhutAse prabhu dUra ||" calate samaya dAyA~ paira Age bar3hakara ruka jAtA hai. dUsarese kahatA hai- "bhaiyA bAyeM / tujhe chor3akara maiM Age nahIM bar3hanA cAhatA. tU Age cala." phira bAyA~ bhI isI prakAra Age bar3hakara ruka jAtA hai aura dAe~ se prArthanA karatA hai:- "Apako hI Age calanA caahiye| pahale Apa baDhiye, pIche maiM rahU~gA." Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dekhA apane donoM pA~voMkA prema ? kabhI koI saMgharSa-koI jhagar3A hotA hai? kabhI koI sTrAika dekhI ? paraspara pUraka bana kara zarIra ko ve lakSya taka pahu~cA dete haiM. caraNoMkI yaha pUrakatA-premalatA praNAma karane yogya hai-apanAne yogya hai. ahaMkArase dUra rahanepara hI yaha sadguNa utpanna hotA hai, parantu indrabhUti isake apavAda haiM. unake lie jahara bhI amRta bana gayA-pvAijana bhI meDisina bana gayA. zAstrakAroMne kahA hai "ahaMkAro ' pi bodhAya // " ahaMkAra bhI unakelie pratibodhaka bana gayA - arihantase paricayameM Ane kA nimitta bana gayA. parantu sAdhAraNa niyama yaha hai ki samarpaNa ke binA - ahaMkAra kA tyAga kiye binA-namratAko apanAye binA kucha prApti nahIM hotI, nalase jala pAneke lie ghar3A kahA~ rakkhA jAtA hai ? nalake mAthepara rakha diyA jAtA hai, vaha jalase vaMcita rahatA hai. kue~se jala nikAlaneke lie bAlTI rassI se bA~dha kara usameM utArane ke bAda loga use hilAte haiM. jyoM hI bAlTI jhukatI hai, jalase bharane lagatI hai. yadi bAlTI jhukAI na jAya to vaha jala se vaMcita rahegI aura sArA zrama vyartha calA jAyagA. Trena pleTaphArma para tabhI praviSTa hotI hai, jaba signala jhukatA hai-namatA hai. rAta ko svica oNna karane para jhukAne para hI ilekTrika kA prakAza kamare ko milatA hai, yadi svica oNpha rahe-U~cA rahe "garveNa tuMgaM ziraH" ( ghamaNDa se mAthA U~cA rahe) to kamare meM a~dherA chAyA rahegA. 'mana' bhI aisA hI svica hai, use ulaTa dIjiye to 'nama' bana jAtA hai. manameM 'nama' ke Ate hI tama bhAga jAtA hai-namaskAra Ate hI andhakAra gAyaba ho 19 For Private And Personal Use Only

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jAtA hai-AtmAko jJAnakA prakAza mila jAtA hai. usa prakAzameM AtmAko bhItarI sukhakA - zAzvata AnandakA anubhava hotA hai. jabataka zrI indrabhUti jhukane ko namaneko taiyAra na hue, ve jJAnase vaMcita rahe aura jyoM hI namra bane-namanayogya bana gaye-vandanIya bana gaye. unakA ajJAna jJAnameM parivartita ho gayA. vikRti hI AtmA kI saMskRti bana gaI. yaha thA vinayakA phala. tRSNa kI viDambanA eka vRddha puruSa mRtyuzayyA para par3A chaTa paTA rahA thA / DaoNkTaroM ne uttara diyA, parivAra ke loga usake cAroM ora ciMtAtura baiThe the / vRddhane eka bAra A~kha kholI aura... Atura hote hue pUchA- "merI patnI kahA~ hai ?" patnIne dhairya baMdhAte hue kahA-maiM Apake caraNoM meM hI baiThI hUM. ghabarAie nahIM / vRddhane dUsarA prazna kiyA-bar3A lar3akA kahA~ hai ? hA~, pitAjI, maiM yahIM para hU~ / Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir lar3akene uttara diyA / maMjhalA lar3akA ? vaha bhI Apake sAmane khar3A hai - ciMtA na karie, aMtima samaya meM jarA bhagavAna kA smaraNa kIjie / maMjhale lar3ake ne uttara diyA aura choTA.... ? vaha bhI yaha rahA .... / nAlAyako saba yahI jame baiThe ho to phira dukAna para kauna gayA hai ? vRddhane krodha meM Setes Akara kahA / manuSya kI lAlasA aura tRSNA kI yaha kitanI bar3I viDambanA hai, ki mRtyuzayyA para par3e hue bhI mana dukAna meM lagA huA hai| 20 For Private And Personal Use Only

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4. zrI indrabhUti samavasaraNa meM pahu~ca gaye the. unake manameM eka zaMkA thI, jise unhoMne kisI ko batAyA nahIM thA. vaha zaMkA- vaha jijJAsA vAstavika thI - vicAra kI bhUmikA para utpanna huI thI - zAstroM kA svAdhyAya karate-karate paidA huI thI. gahare praznakA uttara bhI gaharA prabhAva DAlatA hai. yahI kAraNa thA ki mahAvIra svAmI ke uttara se indrabhUti itane prabhAvita hue ki tatkAla unake ziSya bana gaye. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir kucha loga adhUrA prazana lekara Ate haiM aura kucha loga dUsaroMse prazna udhAra lekara cale Ate haiM. unheM ucita samAdhAna nahIM mila sakatA. kaI bAra to pUchanevAle svayaM bhI nahIM jAnate ki ve kyA pUcha rahe haiM-Age kA aura pIche kA usa praznameM koI sambandha hI nahIM baiThatA. ucita samAdhAna usI praznakA kiyA jA sakatA hai, jo vicAra aura cintana kI bhUmikA para TikA ho-sAdhAra ho, nirAdhAra na ho pyAsa bhItarI ho asalI ho, vahI bujhAI jA sakatI hai jijJAsA aura pyAsa udhAra nahI milatI. pAnI pilAnevAle to bahuta mileMge, parantu pyAsa kahA~ seM lAya~ge ? usI prakAra upadezaka aura paMDita bahuta-se mila jAya~ge, parantu jijJAsA Apa kahA~ se lAya~ge ? vaha apane bhItarase hI nikalegI. uttara prazanakI prakRtike anusAra diyA jAtA hai. jaisA prazana, vaisA uttara. eka dina prophasara maphatalAlane philosophI par3hAte hue eka prazna chAtroMse pUchA:- "yadi maiM havAIjahAja se dillI ke lie prasthAna karU~ aura usa samaya havAI jahAja kA vega tInasau kilomITara prati ghaMTA ho to batAo merI avasthA kitanI hogI ?" prazna sunakara saba chAtra vicArameM par3a gaye, kyoMki prazna binA vicAra kiye hI pUcha liyA gayA thA. gaNita kA koI sUtra aisA nahIM thA - koI phArmUlA aisA nahIM thA, jo isa UTapaTA~ga savAlake lie phiTa hotA ho. saba eka-dUsare kA mu~ha tAkate hue phusaphusA rahe the ki aisA anokhA savAla to hamane pahale kabhI nahIM sunA uttara kaise diyA jAyA ? kucha hI kSaNoMke bAda himmata karake eka chAtra khar3A huA. vaha bolA"sara / agara Apa burA na mAneM to maiM Apake praznakA uttara de sakatA 21 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra chAtrane kahA:cAhiye.' www.kobatirth.org " are ! isameM burA mAnane kI kyA bAta hai ? praznakA uttara sunakara to mujhe prasannatA hI hogI. nirbhaya hokara bolo." prophesara sAhabane kahA aura uttara sunane ke lie utsuka hokara usa chAtra kI ora dekhane lage. "sara / ApakI avasthA isa samaya cavAlIsa varSakI honI "" Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir prasanna hokara prophesara maphatalAla bole:- "bilakula ThIka kahA tumane merI avasthA cavAlIsa varSa kI hI hai, parantu kisa phArmUlese tumane yaha mAlUma kiyA ? yaha bhI batA do, kyoMki kaI mahInoMse yaha prazna mujhe parezAna kiye hue thA aura koI phArmUlA mujhe nahIM mila rahA thA. tumane to eka miniTameM isa savAlako halakara diyA chAtrane kahA:- "phArmUlA mata pUchiye uttara Apako mila gayA. usImeM santoSa mAniye. phArmUlA jAnakara Apa nArAz2a ho jAya~ge - burA mAneMge." prophesara:- "maiM kahatA hU~ ki phArmUlA sunakara maiM jarA bhI nArAja nahIM honevAlA hU~-bilkula burA mAnane vAlA nahIM hU~. bekhaTake tuma batalA do. chAtra ne kahA :- "to suniye merA bar3A bhAI dinabhara aise hI prazna karatA rahatA hai. bahuta-se DAkTaroMko dikhAyA - sAikolojisTa ko dikhAyA - vaidyoMko dikhAyA-hakImoMko dikhAyA sabakI jA~cakA eka hI niSkarSa nikalA ki vaha hApha maiDa hai. usakI avasthA isa samaya bAIs varSa hai to ApakI cavAlIsa honI hI cAhiye, kyoMki bAIsa ke dUne cavAlIsa hI hote haiM. (do "hApha' ko milAne se eka "phula" hotA hai. Apa phula maiDa haiM) " kahanekA Azaya yaha hai ki prazna yadi galata hai to uttara bhI galata hI milegA. 22 ny prabhu mahAvIrake samIpa khar3e indrabhuti soca rahe haiM ki gotrasahita merA nAma to sArI duniyAmeM prasiddha hai, isalie inhoMne bhI jAna liyA ho to koI bar3I bAta nahIM hai. kevala yahI bAta inakI sarvajJatA ko pramANita karane kelie paryApta nahIM ho sakatI. hA~, yadi mere manameM chipI huI zaMkA ye jAna leM aura yaha bhI jAna leM ki usakA AdhAra kyA hai to avazya mAna lU~gA ki ye sarvajJa hai. For Private And Personal Use Only

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itanemeM udharase prabhu bole:- "mujhe mAlUma hai ki manameM chipI huI eka zaMkA varSoM se Apako parezAna karatI rahI hai ki jIva yA AtmAkA astitva hai yA nahIM. isa zaMkA kA AdhAra paraspara virodhI vedavAkya haiM. ekatra vedameM kahA gayA hai vijJAnaghana evai tebhyo bhUtebhyaH samutthAya tAnyevAnu vinazyati, na pretya saMjJAsti // Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir Apa isakA artha isa prakAra samajhate haiM-vijJAnaghana ( gamanAgamanAdi ceSTAvAn caitanyapiNDa AtmA) hI ina (pRthvI, jala, agni, vAyu aura AkAza nAmaka pA~ca mahA) bhUtoMse utpanna hokara unake naSTa hone para naSTa ho jAtA hai. marane para saMjJA (jIva) nahIM rahatI. anyatra veda meM kahA gayA hai isa artha ke AdhAra para Apa samajhate haiM ki jIva kA svatantra astitva nahIM hai. jalameM bulabuleke samAna athavA madyAMgoMmeM (zarAba ke lie sar3Akara milAI gaI vastuoMmeM) madazakti (naze) ke samAna paMca mahAbhUtoMse jIva utpanna hokara unhIMmeM lIna ho jAtA hai-maraneke bAda usakA astitva nahIM rahatA. sa vai ayamAtmA jJAnamayo manomayo vAGmayazcakSurmaya AkAzamayo vAyumayastejomaya ApomayaH pRthvImayaH krodha mayo ' krodhamayo harSamaya zzokamayo dharmamayo ' dharmamaya :|| yahA~ AtmAkA vistRta paricaya dekara usakA astitva bhI ghoSita kiyA gayA hai, isa prakAra paraspara viruddha vedavAkyoM se Apake manameM sandeha * utpanna ho gayA hai ki Akhira jIva (AtmA) kA astitva hai bhI yA nahIM / ThIka hai na ?" yaha sunakara zrI. indrabhUti cakita ho gaye. prabhune mAno unakI dukhatI raga chUlI thii| manakA sandeha sabake sAmane khula jAnese unakI alpajJatA prakaTa ho gaI thI. isase unakA garva galane lagA. phirabhI kisI taraha apane manako samajhAne lage ki ho sakatA hai, vedoM kA adhyayana karate hue * inake manameM bhI vahI sandeha utpanna ho gayA hai, jo mere manameM utpanna huA hai, isalie sandeha prakaTa kara dene mAtrase inheM sarvajJa mAnanA bholApana 23 For Private And Personal Use Only

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grov 7/ (PD hogA. hA~, yadi ye mere sandehakA nivAraNa kara deM-merI zaMkA kA samAdhAna kara deM mere praznakA uttaradedeM-mere saMzaya kA nirAkaraNa kara deM to avazya maiM inheM sarvajJa mAna lU~gA, anyathA nahIM. kahAbhI hai kisIne "yasyAgre na galati saMzayaH samUlo naivAsau kvacidapi paNDitokti meti // " (jisake sAmane apanA saMzaya mUlasahita gala nahIM jAtA, use kahIM bhI "paNDita" nahIM kahA jA sakatA) zrI indrabhUtine mu~ha kholA :- "jI hA~ / mere manameM jIvake astitva ke viSayameM vaisA hI sandeha hai, jaisA Apane prakaTa kiyA hai. usakA nivAraNa Apa kaise kareMge? hai kyA koI uttara Apake pAsa mere prazna kA ? yadi ho to batAiye, anyathA maiM Apako sarvajJa nahIM mAna sktaa|" prabhune kahA: "sarvajJatAkA astitva kisI ke mAnane-na mAnane para nirbhara nahIM hotA, isalie kisI ke mAnane mAtrase koI asarvajJa sarvajJa nahIM ho jAtA aura koI sarvajJa asarvajJa nahIM ho jAtA. jarUrata mAnanekI nahIM jAnane kI hai. vedavAkya ThIka hai, parantu Apa unakA jo artha samajhate haiM, vaha ThIka nahIM hai. ThIka artha isa prakAra hai-vijJAnadhana itiko cha ? vijJAnaghano jJAnadarzanopayogAtmakaM vijJAnama, tanmayatvAdAtnApi vijJAnadhanaH pratipradezaM anantajJAnaM paryAyAtmakatvAta, saca vijJAnaghanaH upayogAtmaka: AtmA kathaMcibhUtebhyastadvi-stadvikArebhyo vA ghaTAdibhyaH samuttiSThate / utpadyate ityarthaH / ghaTAdijJAnapariNato hi jIvo ghaTAdibhyaH eva hetubhUtebhyo bhavati, ghaTAdi jhAnapariNAmasya ghaTAdivastusApekSatvAt / evaM caitebhyaH prameyebhyo bhUtebhyo ghaTAdivastubhyastattadupayogatayA jIkaH samutthAya samutpadya tAnyevAnuvinazyati ko'rtha.? tasmin ghaTAdau vastuni nAre vyavahite yA jIvo 7 pi tadupayogarUpatayA nazyati, anyopayogarUpatayA utpadyate / sAmAnyarUpatayA vA avatiSThate / tatazca na pretya saMjJAsti ko'rtha ? na prAktanI ghaTAdhupayogarUpA saMjJA avatiSThate vartamAnopayogena tasyAH nAzitvAda iti (vijJAnaghana kA kyA artha hai ? jJAnadarzanopayogAtmaka jo vijJAna hai, vahI vijJAnaghana hai aura usase yukta honeke kAraNa AtmA bhI vijJAnaghana hai. pratyeka pradezameM paryAyAtmaka hone se jJAna ananta hai, vaha vijJAnaghana arthAt upayogAtmaka AtmA kisI taraha bhUtoM (pRthvI Adi) se athavA unake ghaTapaTAdi vikAroM (vastuoM) se utpanna hotI hai. ghaTAdi-jJAna-pariNAma ghaTAdivastusApekSa hone ke kAraNa ghaTAdi hetuoMse 24 NO For Private And Personal Use Only

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Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandin jIva ghaTAdi jJAnameM pariNata ho jAtA hai. isa prakAra ina bhUtoM (ghaTAti vastuoM) se utpanna hokara jIva ghaTAdi vastuoM ke naSTa hone para yA vyavahita hone para (chipa jAne para athavA sAmane se haTa jAne para) tadupayogarUpa se naSTa ho jAtA hai-anyopayogarUpase utpanna ho jAtA hai aura sAmAnyarUpa se TikA (sthira) rahatA hai. usake bAda na pretya saMjJAsti kA kyA artha hai ? vartamAna upayogase naSTa ho jAne ke kAraNa pahale vAlI ghaTAdI upayoga rUpa saMjJA nahIM rahatI.)" isa prakAra prabhu ke vacanoMse saMzaya naSTa ho jAne para zrI indrabhUtijI apane pA~ca sau chAtroM ke parivAra sahita unake ziSya bana jAte hai-zramaNadharma svIkAra kara lete haiM. prAraMbhameM zrI indrabhUti jisa prakAra dharmazAstra ke zabdoM meM aTaka gaye, vaise hI adhikAMza loga aTaka jAte hai aura Azaya se bhaTaka jAte hai. seTha maphatalAla eka bAra kisI melemeM gaye. rAta kA samaya thA. dhyAna nahIM rahA. calate-calate eka kue~ meM gira par3e, kyoMki usa kue~ para pAla nahIM thI. kue~ ke bhItara pahu~ca kara ve bahuta ghabarAye. bAhara nikalane ke lie usa meM sIr3hI nahIM thI. ve joroMse cillAye-"bacAo, bacAo, mujhe bAhara nikaalo|" eka saMnyAsIne cillAhaTa suna kara kahA: "bhAI, bhagavAnane jo tumheM sajA dI hai, use premase bhoga lo. kaSTa sahanese karma kSaya ho jAyagA. saMsArakI seMTrala jela se chUTa jAoge, isalie bAhara AnekA prayAsa mata karo." aisA kaha kara saMnyAsI vahA~ se cale gaye. phira eka netAjI pahu~ce. AvAz2a sunakara bole:- "seThajI, kue~ para pAla na hone ke kAraNa hI Apa gire haiM, savAla sirpha ApakA nahIM hai, bhAratameM lAkhoM gA~va haiM aura unameM hajAroM kue~ aise hI khataranAka haiM, kyoMki unapara pAla nahIM hai. maiM saMsada ke AgAmI adhivezana meM eka bila rakhUgA ki bhAratabhara meM samasta kuoM para pAla banavA dI jAya, jisase bhaviSyameM aisI durghaTanAe~ kahIM na ho. Apa cintA na kareM." seThajI boleH- "are, bila jaba pAsa hogA, taba hogA, kintu mujhe to abhI madada kI z2arUrata hai, anyathA maiM mara jAU~gA." netAjI:- yaha to aura bhI acchA hogA. Apake marane para bilameM jAna A jAyagI aura vaha bahuta jaldI pAsa hogA." 25 For Private And Personal Use Only

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netAjI ke cale jAnepara eka dharmazraddhAlu bhakta udharase nikalA. kue~ ke / bhItara se nikalane vAlI pukAra suna kara usane apane kandhese rassI utAra kara kue~ meM DAla dI. seTha se kahA:- "Apa isa rassIko kasa kara pakar3a leM. maiM khIMcakara Apako bAhara nikAla detA hU~. hamAre dharma-zAstroMmeM likhA hai ki kue~ meM gire hue AdamI ko bAhara nikAlane se bahuta puNya hotA hai-svarga milatA hai. varSAMse maiM kandhe para rassI kA bhAra uThAye ghUmatA rahA hU~ saikar3oM kuoM ke pAsa se gujarA hU~. parantu koI AdamI girA huA dekhane meM nahIM AyA. Aja pahalI bAra Apa dikha gaye. maiM dhanya ho gayA. merA jIvana saphala ho gayA. merA parizrama sArthaka ho gayA." "dhanyavAda" kahakara seThajIne rassI pakar3a lI. zraddhAlune unheM khIMcakara bAhara nikAlA. seThajI rAhata kI sA~sa le hI rahe the ki zraddhAlune unheM phirase dhakkA dekara kue~ meM girA diyA. seThajIne pUchA :- "are bhAI / girAnA hI thA to mujhe nikAlA kyoM ?" zraddhAluH- "dubArA nikAlane ke lie. aneka bAra isI prakAra maiM Apako girA-girA kara bAhara nikAlU~gA, jisase svargameM merI sITa ArakSita ho jAya-sunizcita ho jAya." seThajI:- "lekina isase to maiM burI taraha ghAyala ho jAU~gA-mara jAU~gA." zraddhAluH- "Apake ghAyala hone yA marane kI parvAha kauna karatA hai ? mujhe to puNya kamAnA hai-svarga pAnA hai. bar3I muzkila se yaha maukA Aja mere hAtha AyA hai. ise maiM hAtha se na jAne dUMgA." yaha hai-zabdoMkI ulajhana. Apa jAnate haiM ? gItA, purAna, kurAna, veda, bAibila, piTaka Adi koI bhI dharmagrandha hameM pavitra kyoM na banA sakA ? zabdokI ulajhana hI usakA eka mAtra kAraNa hai. zabdoM ke prANoM kA sparza hama kara nahIM pAte. zrI. indrabhUti ko bhI vedake zabdoMkA paricaya thA, parantu unake arthakA bodha na thA, isIlie ve saMzaya ke jhUle meM jhUlate rahe. vedake paraspara viruddha vAkyoMse ulajhanameM par3a gaye. prabhu ke samparkameM na Aye hote to ve jIvana-bhara par3e hI rahate apanI ulajhanameM / 2 26 For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI indrabhUtikI ulajhana kA kAraNa kyA thA ? anekAnta dRSTi kA abhAva. ekAnta saMgharSakA kAraNa banatA hai. anekAnta saMgharSa miTAtA hai. anekAntavAdI eka meM anekako dekhatA hai aura aneka meM ekako. vizva eka hai. eka vacanameM usakA prayoga kiyA jAtA hai, kintu vizvameM deza aneka hai-dezameM pradeza aneka hai-pradezameM sambhAga aneka hai-saMbhAgameM jile aneka hai-jilemeM tahasIla aneka haiM-tahasIla meM gA~va aneka hai-gA~va meM ghara aneka hai-gharameM kamare aneka hai-kamaremeM rahanevAle aneka haiM aura rahane vAle pratyeka vyakti ke vicAra aneka haiM. prabhune AcArAMga sUtrameM kahA hai "je egaM jANai se savvaM jANai / je savvaM jANai se egaM jANai // " (jo eka ko (AtmAko) jAnatA hai, vaha sabako jAnatA hai aura jo sabako jAnatA hai, vaha eka (AtmA) ko jAnatA hai) bahutase vyakti samajhate haiM ki syAdvAda (anekAntavAda) saMzayavAda hai, parantu unakI samajha bhramapUrNa hai, kyoMki saMzaya meM donoM koTiyoMkA anizcaya hotA hai, jaise-"yaha cA~dI hai yA sIva ?" dekhane vAleko na cA~dIkA nizcaya hai aura na sIpa kA hI. isase viparIta anekAntavAda meM donoM koTiyoMkA nizcaya hotA hai. yadi gilAsa dUdha se pUrA bharA huA na dekhakara eka AdamI kahatA hai-"AdhA gilAsa bharA hai" aura dUsarA AdamI kahatA hai-"AdhA gilAsa khAlI hai" to inameM se Apa kisake kathana ko galata mAneMge ? donoM kathana paraspara viruddha hokara bhI sahI hai. donoM koTiyA~ jahA~ nizcita hoM, vahA~ saMzaya kaise ho sakatA hai ? anekAntavAdI bahuta vivekI hotA hai. usake uttara se koI aprasannatA nahIM ho sakatA. eka rAjAne svapnameM dekhA ki usakI battIsI gira gaI hai. prAtaH uDhate hI svapnaphalapAThakoM ko bulAyA. ekane kahA:-"Apake sAre kuTumbI Apane sAmane mara jAyeMge / " sunakara rAjA udAsa ho gayA. ThIka usI samaya dUsare svapnaphalapAThakane kahA:- "apane kuTumbiyoMmeM ApakI Ayu sabase adhika lambI hai|" 27 For Private And Personal Use Only

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yaha sunakara rAjA prasanna ho gayA, parantu pahale vidvAna ne bhI bAta vahI kahI thI, jo dUsare ne kahI. donoM bAtoM kA artha eka hI thA, parantu kahanekA DhaMga bhinna thA. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir zAstrArthameM dhUrtake sAtha dhUrttatAkA prayoga karanA par3atA hai. eka gA~vameM daNDabhAratI nAmaka paMDita the. andhIne kAnA rAjA hotA hai, vaise hI sAdhAraNa par3he-likhe hokara bhI gA~vake anapar3ha mUkhauke bIca ve mahApaNDita mAne jAte the. kaI zAstrArtha ve jIta cuke the. Agantuka ko jItane ke lie ve eka prazna rakhate the- khavyA-khaiyAA khaiyA" aura kahate the ki isakI vyAkhyA karo, anyathA apane pothI-patte sauMpa do kisI zAstrama ina zabdoM kA artha nahIM thA, ataH Agantuka hAra mAnakara cale jAte the. unakI kIrti eka vidvAna ke kAnoM taka pahu~cI. vaha vidvAn daNDabhAratI se zAstrArtha karane AyA. donoM ke zAstrArtha meM madhyasthatA gA~vameM rahanevAloMne kI. ye zAstrArtha sunane aura phira jIta-hAra kA nirNaya deneke lie baiThe. donoMke bIca yaha zarta ho gaI ki jo bhI hAregA, use apanA sArA sAmAna jItane vAle ke kabje meM denA daNDabhAratIne Agantuka se pUchA:ApakA nAma kyA hai ?" Agantuka :- "laTThabhAratI / " daNDabhAratI :- "pahale Apa apanA prazna rakhiye. maiM uttara dU~gA. phira maiM pUchUMgA laTThabhAratI:- "veda cAra hote haiM-isa bAta kA Apa khaNDana kIjiye daNDabhAratI:- "kisI gharameM kevala AdamI hI nahIM hote. jahA~ AdamI hote haiM, vahA~ aurateM bhI hotI hai aura bacce bhI hote haiM. usI prakAra cAra vedoMke sAtha unakI cAra patniyA~ aura cAra bacce bhI hoMge, isalie veda kula bAraha ho gaye, cAra nahIM rahe. ho gayA ApakI bAtakA khaNDana aba merA prazna suniye - khavvA khaiyA khaiyA-isa padakI vyAkhyA kIjiye. laTThabhAratI:- "yaha pada sandarbha se rahita hai. pahale khodai khudaiyA, bovai buvaiyA, sIce siMcaiyA, uge ugaiyA, kATai kaTaiyA, pIsa pisaiyA, belai bilaiyA. sekai sikaiyA Adi prakriyAoMke bAda antameM khavvA khaiyA khaiyA. gA~vavAloMne phaisalA de diyA ki laTThabhAratIjI jIta gaye. daNDabhAratIjI ko ghara kA sArA sAmAna sauMpakara usa gA~va se bhAga jAnA par3A / svAmI vivekAnandase amerikA meM kisI ne pUchA:- "Apane jUte amerikana kyoM pahine haiM ? bhAratIya saMskRti ko Apa uttama samajhate hai to jUte bhAratIya kyoM nahIM pahine ?" 28 For Private And Personal Use Only

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isake uttarameM ve bole:-"mastiSka sAre zarIra kA mAlika hai, vaha mastakameM , rahatA hai, isalie mastaka para bhAratIya sAphA pahinA, kintu pA~va zarIra ke sevaka hai. jUte pA~va kI rakSA karate haiM, isalie ke sevaka ke bhI sevaka haiM. sevaka to kisI bhI deza kA ho sakatA hai. yahI kAraNa hai ki maiMne amerikana jUte pA~voMmeM pahina liye haiM." pUchane vAlA niruttara ho gayA. usI amerikAmeM eka pAdarIne kisI Tebala para bahuta se dharmagrantha eka-para-eka jamA diye. unameM jAna-bUjhakara sabase nIce gItA rakhI aura sabase Upara bAibala. phira svAmIjI ko usa Tebala ke pAsa le jAkara khar3A kara diyA. dekhakara svAmIjI bola uThe:- "guDa phAuMDezana / nIMva bahuta acchI hai. gItA ko vahA~ se mata haTAiyegA, anyathA ApakA sArA sAhitya gira par3egA-bAibala bhI gira jaaygii|" pAdarI ko zarmiMdA honA par3A. vahIMke nivAsI eka vakIlane pUchA:- "yadi AtmA hai to mujhe pratyakSa batalAiye.'' svAmIjIne eka suI maMgA kara vakIla ke hAthameM cubho dI. vakIla cillAyA-"are yaha kyA kiyA ? mujhe bahuta vedanA ho rahI hai." svAmIjI :- "yadi Apako vedanA ho rahI hai to mujhe pratyakSa batalAiye / " vakIla :- "vedanA to anubhava kI cIz2a hai. use pratyakSa nahIM batAyA jA sakatA." svAmIjI :-- " AtmA ko bhI pratyakSa nahIM batAyA jA sakatA. vedanA ke samAna usakA bhI kevala anubhava kiyA jA sakatA hai." pAnImeM yadi kAI jama jAya to usameM apane zarIra kA pratibimba nahIM dikhAI degA. lAlaTenakI cimanI dhuA~se kAlI ho rahI ho to prakAza usase bAhara nahIM A sakegA. usI prakAra mana jaba taka viSaya-kaSAya se malina rahatA hai, taba taka hameM AtmA ke prakAza kA-Ananda kA anubhava nahIM ho sakatA. mana nirmala hotA hai-ArAdhanA aura sAdhanA se. usa vakIla kI taraha zrI indrabhUti ko bhI AtmAkA jJAna nahIM thA. prabhukI kRpAse unheM vaha jJAna prApta huA. Trena ko dekhiye. vaha kitanI lambI-caur3I hotI hai-kitanI tAkatavara ? kintu DrAivara yadi asAvadhAna ho aura Age pula TUTA huA ho to bhayaMkara durghaTanA ho jAyagI. isase viparIta eka choTI-sI cIMTI bhI For Private And Personal Use Only

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Asanna khatare se apaneko bacA letI hai. cIMTImeM jo zakti hai, vaha usake / caitanya kI zakti hai. dUsarA udAharaNa kuttekA liyA jA sakatA hai. yadi Apa apane hAthase use roTIkA Tukar3A deM to vaha nirbhaya hokara khAyagA-premase pU~cha / hilAyagA-apanA santoSa prakaTa karane vAlI vibhinna ceSTAyeM karegA, parantu yadi use Apa dina-bhara bhUkhA rahane deM aura udhara rasoI-ghara meM roTiyA~ banAkara vahA~se haTa jAyeM-kahIM chipakara usakI ceSTA dekheM to Apako patA calegA ki vahI kuttA apanI pU~cha dabA kara cAroM ora najara ghumAtA huA bhUkhako na saha sakaneke kAraNa dhIre-dhIre rasoIghara meM ghusegA, mu~hameM roTI dabAyegA aura tatkAla vahA~ se bhAga jAyagA. vahA~ khar3e rahakara khAnekI himmata usameM nahIM rahegI. bhauMka-bhauMka kara dUsaroM para bahAdurI se AkramaNa karane vAle usa kutte meM yaha kamajorI kahA~se AI ? pazuyoni meM bhI vaha itanA to samajhatA hI hai ki maiM galata kAma kara rahA hU~. agara merI corI pakar3I gaI to pUrI marammata ho jAyagI. kuttekI yaha samajha usakI AtmA kA sabUta hai. jaba patte hilate haiM to patA laga jAtA hai ki havA cala rahI hai. havA pratyakSa nahIM dikhatI, phirabhI usake astitva se koI inkAra nahIM karatA, kyoMki kAryase kAraNakA anumAna hotA hai. kisI skUla meM vijJAnako pradarzanI dekhane ke lie tIna sau vastuoM ke AviSkAraka eDisana bhI badala kara jA pahu~ce, vahA~ chAtroMse unhoMne pUchA-"bijalI kyA hai ? chAtra isakA uttara nahI de sake. unhoMne apane prophesara se pUchA aura prophesara ne priMsipalase. kisIko uttara nahIM AyA. priMsipalane svayaM vahA~ Akara Agantuka darzakase kahA:- "dekhiye, bijalI kI zaktise sAre kArya hote hai, paMkhA calatA hai-lAiTa jalatI hai-hITara jalatA hai-bahutasI mazIneM sakriya ho jAtI hai. isa prakAra kAryase kAraNa kA anumAna lagAyA jA sakatA hai, parantu bijalI ko pratyakSa hamane nahIM dekhA. eka lAkha chiyAsI hajAra mIlakI gati se vaha vAyarake bhItara daur3atI hai, parantu dikhAI nahIM detI. Apa apanA patA noTa karA dIjiye, kyoMki ilekTrisiTI kyA cIz2a hai ? yaha hama nahIM jAnate. isake AviSkAraka misTara eDisana hai. unase pUchakara hama Apako phona se yaha sUcita kara 30 For Private And Personal Use Only

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deMge ki ilekTrisiTI vAstavameM kyA cIz2a hai." Agantukane bahuta gambhIratA se kahA:-"bijalI kA AviSkAraka eDisana maiM svayaM hu~, parantu maiM bhI nahIM jAnatA ki yaha vAstavameM kyA cIz2a hai. jo uttara Apane diyA hai, vahI uttara meM bhI detA ki kAryase kAraNa kA anumAna lagA lenA cAhiye." yahI uttara AtmA ko samajhane ke lie bhI upayogI hogA. zarIrakI samasta ceSTAoM kA kAraNa vahI hai. usIkI upasthiti meM A~kheM dekhatI hai, kAna sunate hai, nAka sUMghatI hai, jIbha cakhatI hai, peTa pacAtA hai aura hAtha-pA~va calate hai. AtmAke nikala jAne para murdA nizceSTa ho jAtA hai. zarIrake hAtha-pA~va, A~kha, kAna, nAka, jIbha Adi kucha bhI kAma nahIM karate. isase siddha hotA hai ki zarIrake bhItara jo zakti hai-cetanA hai, vahI AtmA hai. tabalA gAyaka kI galatI pakar3a letA hai. yadi gAte samaya Apa cUka gaye to tabalA turanta batA degA. saMgIta kA vaha caukIdAra hai. usI prakAra tarka bhI satya kA caukIdAra hai. bar3e miyA~ khAne-pIneke zaukIna the, eka dina eka kilogrAma dUdha lAkara bIbIse kahA:-"jaldIse khIra taiyAra kara do. maine Aja eka dostako dAvatapara bulAyA hai. khIra baDhiyA bananI cAhiye. bAraha baje taka maiM apane dosta ke sAtha AU~gA." miyA~ cale gaye. bIbIne khIra pakAI. kaisI banI hai ? yaha jAnaneke lie cakhane kI ceSTA kI to vaha itanI adhika svAdiSTa lagI kI akelI hI use vaha sApha kara gaI. dostake sAtha bAraha baje miyA~ Akara bhojana karane baiThe to thAlImeM khIra na dekhakara bIbIse pUchAH "khIra kyoM nahIM pakAI ?" bIbIH- "kaise pakAtI ? ApakA sArA dUdhaM to vaha billI pI gaI, jise Apane gharameM pAla rakkhA hai." yaha sunate hI miyA~ gharase bAhara cale gaye. eka baniyA kI dUkAnase tarAjU aura eka kilogrAmakA bA~Ta uThA lAye. billI ko tarAjUke eka palar3emeM biThAkara taulA. barAbara eka kilogrAma vajana nikalA. unhoMne bIbI se pUchA:-"yadi yaha dUdha hai to billI kahA~ hai ? aura yadi yaha billI hai to dUdha kahA~ hai ?" 31 For Private And Personal Use Only

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isa prakAra tarka se kalaI khula gaI, corI pakar3a lI gaI, bIbIne bhUla kabUla karake mAphI mA~ga lI. kahanekA Azaya yaha hai ki siddhAnta kI rakSAke lie usameM koI galata cIz2a praviSTa na ho jAya, isa bAtakI caukIdArI ke lie samyak tarka kA upayoga kiyA jAtA hai. zAstroMke paraspara viruddha vacanoMkA samanvaya bhI usIse kiyA jAtA hai. "vijJAnaghana...." Adi veda padoMse jahA~ ApAtataH yaha mAlUma hotA hai ki pAnI meM balabalekI taraha paMcamahAbhUtoM se utpanna yaha zarIra marane para phira unhIM meM vilIna ho jAtA hai, isalie AtmA nAmaka koI alaga padArtha nahIM hai, vahIM anyatra kaI RcAe~ aisI bhI hai, jinase AtmAke astitvaka bodha hotA hai. jaise-"sa vai ayaM AtmA jJAnamayaH....." "agnihotraM juhuyAtsvargakAmaH / " "nAyamAtmA balahInena labhyaH / ", "satyena na labhyastapasA yeSa..." ityAdI. isa prakAra aneka RcAoMmeM AtmA kA ullekha yaha siddha karatA hai ki "vijJAnaghana evaitebhyo bhUtebhyaH....." Adi padokA koI alaga artha honA cAhiye. vaha alaga artha prabhune indrabhUtiko samajhAyA. pratyutpannamati hone se ve tatkAla samajha bhI gaye. cANakaya ne ThIka hI kahA hai : jale tailaM khale guhyaM pAtre dAnaM mnaagpi| prAjJe zAstraM svayaM yAti vistAraM vastu zaktita: // jalameM tela kI eka bUMda bhI DAlI jAya to jisa prakAra vaha satahapara phaila jAtI hai-duSTa ko z2arA-sI bhI gopanIya bAta batA dI jAya to vaha saba logoM meM jisa prakAra phaila jAtI hai aura sapAtrako jarAsA bhI dAna diyA jAya to usase bahuta puNya prApta hotA hai, usI prakAra buddhimAna ko zAstra kA jJAna diyA jAya to vastuzakti (apanI mahattA) ke kAraNa vaha bahuta vistAra se samajha letA hai. zrI indrabhUtine kyA samajhA ? yaha hama kala samajhane kA prayAsa kareMge. kala vicAra kareMge ki kisa prakAra apanI ulajhana se unhoMne sulajhanameM praveza kiyA. 32 For Private And Personal Use Only

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YA zrI indrabhUti ko AtmA ke viSayameM sandeha thA ki usakA astitva hai yA nahIM, parantu yaha sandeha hI AtmAke astitva ko pramANita kara detA hai, kyoMki jisa vastukA sandeha hotA hai, usakA astitva kahIM-na-kahIM. avazya hotA hai, rAtako dUra se kisI ko apanI ora Ate dekhakara yaha sandeha hotA hai ki vaha manuSya hai yA pazu ? camakatI huI kisI vastuko dekhakara sandeha hotA hai ki yaha cAMdI hai yA sIpa ? athavA halke a~dheremeM sar3aka para par3I huI kisI lambI cIjako dekhakara yaha sandeha hotA hai ki yaha sA~pa hai yA rassI ? ina saba sandehoM meM manuSya, pazu, cA~dI, sIpa, sA~pa aura rassI ina sabakA kahIM-na-kahIM astitva avazya hai. yadi AtmAkA abhAva hotA to zrI. indrabhUtijI ko usake viSayameM sandeha bhI na hotA. jisa prakAra sandeha jJAnakA eka prakAra hai, vaise hI smRti, icchA, tarka, jijJAsA, bodha Adi bhI jJAna ke prakAra hai. jJAna eka guNa hai. guNa guNIke binA nahIM raha sakatA, isa liya yadi guNa haiM to guNI bhI avazya hai. vahI AtmA hai. mUrde zarIrameM harSa, zoka, sukha, duHkha AdikA anubhava nahIM hotA. yaha anubhava jise hotA hai, vahI AtmA hai. lAzakA bhI zarIra to vaisA hI hotA hai, jaisA jIvita prANikA, parantu vaha koI kArya nahIM kara sakatA. AtmAkA abhAva hI use niSkriya banAtA hai. maiM thA, maiM hU~ aura maiM rahU~gA-isa prakAra traikAlika pratiti jo sabako hotI hai, vaha bhI AtmAke astitva ko pramANita karatI hai. "ghaTa nahI hai" yaha vAkya ghaTa ke astitva kA pramaNa prastuta karatA hai, kyoM ki ghaTa bhale hI ghara meM na ho, vaha kumbhAra ke yahA~ to hai hI. isI prakAra "AtmA nahIM hai" yaha vAkya bhI AtmAke astitva kA pramANa prastuta karatA hai, kyoMki jar3a padArtha meM yA murde meM AtmA bhale hI na ho, vaha jIvita prANiyoM ke zarIra meM to hai hI.. jaise mu~ha se bolA gayA zabda sunAI par3atA hai, kintu arupI hone se dikhAI nahIM detA, usI prakAra AtmA bhI arUpI (amUrta) hone se dikhAI nahIM detI. parantu usakA anubhava hotA rahatA hai. / 33 For Private And Personal Use Only

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amAvasyA ke pragADha andhakArameM jahA~ apanA zarIra bhI hameM dikhAI nahIM / detA, vahA~ bhI "maiM hU~" aisA anubhava hotA hai, jo AtmAkA bahuta bar3A pramANa hai a~dheremeM amuka vastu hai yA nahIM - aisA sandeha ho sakatA hai, parantu maiM hU~ yA nahIM aisA sandeha kisI ko nahIM hotA. prAta: kAla uThate hI hama yaha anubhava karate hai ki rAtako acchI gaharI nIMda AI thI athavA acche-bure sapane Aye the. nIMda kA sukha lene vAlI yA sapanA dekhane vAlI AtmA hI hotI hai. "maiM sukhI hU~ maiM dukhI hU~-yaha zarIra merA hai" aisA anubhava AtmAko hI hotA hai, jar3a padArthoM ko nahIM. jaise binA Aga ke dhuA~ nahIM hotA, vaise hI binA bhogI ke bhogya nahIM hotA. zarIra bhogya hai isalie bhogI AtmA bhI hai. zarIra kyA hai ? pA~va rUpI do khambhoM para TikA huA eka mahala hai jisameM A~kha, kAna, nAka Adi jharokhe hai-peTa jaisA rasoIghara hai-mUtrAlaya hai-saMDAsa bhI hai. isa mahala kI dekha-rekha karane vAlI, isa mahalameM nivAsa karane vAlI, isa mahala kI mAlakina kauna hai ? AtmA. AtmA zarIra kI mAlakina hai - mana mainejara hai kaDavI davA rUcatI nahIM, parantu bImArI meM pInI par3atI hai. kauna pilAtA hai ? bImArI meM miThAI khAne kI icchA hotI hai miThAI khAne se usa samaya hameM kvinAina pIneke lie aura miThAI kA moha chor3ane ke lie prerita karatI hai. indriyoM ke bIca matabheda ho jAya jhagar3A ho jAya to nyAya kauna karatA hai| A~kha jise zakkara kahatI hai, usI kA jIbha yAda namaka batAtA hai to usa samaya phaisalA karane vAlA kauna hai ? AtmA. dhana, tijorI, zarIra Adi khuda apane para mamatA nahIM rakha sakate merA dhana, merI tijorI, merA zarIra aisI mamatA jo rakhatI hai, vahI AtmA hai svAdiSTa rasoI, jisameM parosI gaI, aisI thAlI sAmane rakhI hai. Apa Ananda se khAnA prAraMbha karate hai ki usI samaya phona se yA TelIgrAma se Apako sUcanA milatI hai ki bhAva acAnaka utara jAne se vyApAra meM bhArI ghATA huA hai hajAroM rUpayoM kA nukasAna ho gayA hai. yaha sUcanA pAte hI Apa udAsa ho jAte haiM. thAlI chor3a kara uTha jAte hai sira pakar3a . 34 For Private And Personal Use Only

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kara ArAma kursI para baiTha jAte hai. sociye, zokamagna kauna huA ? duHkha kise huA ? AtmAko / zarIra to ArAmameM hI thA. pUre hAthako sar3ane se bacAneke lie sarjana u~galI kATa detA hai darda miTa jAtA hai. phira bhI jIvana-bhara "hAya / merI u~galI calI gaI" - aisA vicAra kauna karatA hai ? eka u~galI ke abhAva kA anubhava kise hotA hai ? AtmA ko. eka hI mAtA do baccoM ko eka sAtha janma detI hai-samAna pyAra se unheM pAlatI hai-dUdha pilAtI hai-khilAtI hai-eka hI skUla meM par3hane bhejatI hai. phira bhI donoM ke svabhAvameM antara hotA hai. kyoM ? isalie ki una donoM bAlakoM ke zarIroM meM AtmAe~ alaga-alaga hai. sat (vidyamAna) padArtha kA pratipakSa bhI sat hotA hai. ajIva (jar3a padArtha) sat hai to usakA pratipakSa "jIva' bhI sat honA cAhiye. vyApAra ke lie ArAmakA, bImAra putra ke lie vyApArakA aura patnI kI khuzI ke lie putrakA bhI tyAga kara diyA jAtA hai : parantu jaba gharameM Aga laga gaI ho, taba patnI ko bhI chor3a kara apane prANa bacAne ke lie vahI vyakti tatkAla bAhara bhAga jAtA hai. isase siddha hotA hai ki pratyeka prANI ke lie priyatama AtmA hai. use sukha, zAnti, lAbha, sanmAna rUcate haiM aura duHkha, azAnti, hAni, apamAna nahIM rucate. zAstrakAra AtmAkA lakSaNa batAte hue kahate haiM : ya : kartA karma bhedAnAm bhoktA karmaphalasya ca / saMsartA parinirvAtA sa yAtmA nAnyalakSaNa : // (jo ATha karmoM kA kartA hai, karmaphalakA bhoktA hai, jo saMsAra meM bhaTakatA hai aura nirvANa pAtA hai, vahI AtmA hai. usakA aura koI lakSaNa nahIM hai.) zrI indrabhUti vistAra se yaha saba samajha gaye, kyoMki ve buddhimAn the. yadi andhe AdamI se kahA jAya ki lAiTa bahuta acchI hai to vaha kyA samajhegA ? pUchegA, jijJAsA prakaTa karegA, parantu samAdhAna usakA nahIM ho sakegA. 35 za For Private And Personal Use Only

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eka bAra lAiTa kI prazaMsA sunakara eka andhene pUchA "lAiTa kaisI hotI AdamIne uttara diyA - "vhAiTa" andhA :- "vhAiTa kaisI ?" AdamIne :- "dUdha jaisI ?" andhA :- "dUdha kaisA hotA hai ?" . AdamI :- baguleke paMkha jaisA / " andhA :- "bagulA kaisA hotA hai ? AdamIne apanA hAtha mor3akara andheke hAthase sparza karAte hue kahA "jisakI gardana isa prakAra jhukI huI hotI hai, use bagulA kahate haiM" andhene kahA : "basa, aba maiM samajha gayA ki lAiTa itanI TeDhI hotI hai| AdamIne apanA mAthA Thoka liyA ki ise samajhAnekA prayAsa bekAra gayA. vaha use cikitsakake pAsa le jAtA hai A~khoMkA ilAja karavAtA hai. jyoM hI ilAja ke bAda A~khoMkI paTTI khulatI hai, vaha dekhane lagatA hai A~kha vaM prakAza se bAhara ke prakAzakA yathArtha paricaya prApta ho jAtA hai prakAzake viSaya meM usakA prazna hI samApta ho jAtA hai sadAke lie usakI jijJAsA zAnta ho jAtI hai. jisa prakAra prakAzase prakAza kA paricaya hotA hai, usI prakAra AtmAse AtmAkA paricaya hotA hai. anubhavase anubhavI kA jJAna hotA hai, guNase guNI kI pratIti hotI hai. zabdoM ke mAdhyamase AtmA kA yathArya paricaya diyA hI nahIM jA sakatA "zabdajAlaM mahAraNyaM cittabhramaNakAraNam // " zabdoM kI bhIDa ghora jaMgalake samAna zrotA ke cittako bhramameM phaMsA degI. Atma jijJAsuke lie zabdajAla bahuta khataranAka hogA. yadi pUchA jAya ki ghI kA svAda kaisA hotA hai to kyA use koI batA sakatA hai ? kabhI nahIM. uttara meM yahI kahA jAyagA ki Apa svayaM use cakhakara dekhiye svAda mAlUma ho jAyagA aura kisI se pUchanA bhI nahIM par3egA. AtmAkA anubhava bhI sAdhanAke mAdhyama se sAdhaka ko svayaM karanA hogA. E .. 36 For Private And Personal Use Only

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i yadyapi zabdoMke mAdhyamase AtmA kA paricaya nahIM mila sakatA : phira bhI jahA~ zabdoM ke kAraNa saMzaya utpanna huA ho, vahA~ zabdoM ke mAdhyamase saMzayako miTAyA jA sakatA hai prabhu mahAvIra ne yahI kiyA. zrI indrabhUti ko veda ke padoMke kAraNa AtmA ke viSaya meM saMzaya huA thA. prabhune veda kA tiraskAra nahIM kiyA. yadi hamArI dRSTi samyak para ho to kisI dharmazAstrakA anAdara karane kI jarUrata nahIM par3atI anekAnta siddhAnta se paraspara virUddha bAtoM kA bhI samanvaya ho jAtA hai. sarvajJa hote hue bhI prabhune aisA nahIM kahA ki maiM sarvajJa hU~ isalie merI bAta mAna lo. sarvajJatva kA koI abhimAna unameM nahIM thA. vedako unhoMne asatya nahIM batAyA. vedake padoM kA vAstavika artha samajhayA. bole :- he gautama / jaise sAdhAraNa manuSya paramANuko nahIM jAnatA parantu jJAnI jAnatA hai, vaise hI AtmA ko bhI vaha jAnatA hai. dUsaroM ko samajhAne ke lie anumAna pramANa kA prayoga karatA hai. "astyAtmA zuddha padavAcyatvAd ghaTavat // " (zuddha (asaMyukta) pada "ghaTa" hai to ghaTapadavAcya "ghaTa" artha (vastu) bhI hai. usI prakAra zuddha (asaMyukta) pada "AtmA" hai to AtmapadavAcya artha (Atmatattva) bhI hai hI. "vijJAnadhana evaitebhyo bhUtebhya : samutthAya tAnyevA nuvinazyati....." isa vedavAkya kA Azaya yaha hai ki jIvako ghaTapaTAdi vastue~ dekhane se jo jJAna utpanna hotA hai, vaha jJAna ghaTapaTAdi vastuoMke haTa jAne para unake sAtha hI calA jAtA hai "na prevya saMjJAsti" jo pahale kI jJAna saMjJA thI, vaha bAda meM nahIM rahatI. ghaTakA jJAna ghaTa meM hI raha jAtA hai. paTameM ghaTake jJAnakA upayoga nahIM raha jAtA ghaTako dekhane ke bAda vaha (vastra) sAmane AyA to ghaTa kA jJAna vilIna ho gayA. paTake jJAnane usakA sthAna le liyA. isI prakAra paTake bAda mukuTa sAmane A jAya to paTakA jJAna vilIna ho jAyagA aura usake sthAna para mukuTa kA jJAna prakaTa hogA. AtmA sthira hai parantu vastu sApekSa jJAna asthira hai - parivartana zIla hai. jJAna AtmAkI paryAya hai, jo parivartita hotI rahatI hai. yadi "vijJAnaghana...... "usa RcA kA artha aisA mAna liyA jAya ki marane ke bAda AtmA paMcamahAbhUtoM meM vilIna ho jAtI hai to "sAdhukArI sAdhurbhavati // " (acche kArya karane vAlA paraloka meM sAdhu (sajjana) banatA hai) aura "pApakArI pApI bhavati" (pApa (bure kArya) karane vAlA paralokameM 37 For Private And Personal Use Only

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pApI (duSTa) banatA hai) ina vaidika RcAoM kI saMgati kaise baiDhegI. yadi / marane para zarIra ke sAtha hI AtmA vilIna ho jAtI hai aisA mAna liyA jAya to paraloka meM "sAdhu" yA "pApI" ke rUpa meM janma kauna legA ? isI prakAra yajurvedakI eka RcA hai "dakAratrayaM yo vettisa jIva : // " (damana, dayA aura dAna - ina tIna dakAroM ko jAnane vAlA jIva hai) ina tIna dakAroM ko zarIra nahIM jAna sakatA. jIva hI unheM jAnatA hai. isakI puSTi ke lie eka anumAna pramANa yaha bhI prastuta kiyA jA sakatA hai "vidyamAnabhoktaka miMda zarIrama bhogyatvAda, odanAdivata // " / zarIra odana (bhAta) Adi kI taraha bhogya hai ata : usakA bhoktA bhI hai vahI AtmA hai. zarIra meM rahate hue bhI zarIra se AtmA kisa prakAra pRthaka hai, so batAyA gayA hai : kSIre ghRtaM tile tailam kASThe. gni : saurabhaM sume / candrakAnte sudhA yadvat tathAtmA 7 itaH pRthak // (dUdhameM jisa prakAra ghI, tila meM jisa taraha tela, lakar3I meM jaise Aga phUlameM jyoM sugandha aura candrakAnta maNimeM jisa prakAra amRta rahatA hai, usI prakAra zarIra meM vyApta AtmA usase pRthaka hote hue bhI rahatI hai prabhuke spaSTIkaraNa se zrI indrabhUti ke hRdayameM varSoMse chipA huA Atma viSayaka saMzaya jyoM hI miTA, tyoM hI unhoMne AtmasamaparNa kara diyA apane pA~ca sau ziSyoM ke sAtha tatkAla pravrajita ho gaye. unheM pravrajita karake prabhune tripadI (utpAdavyaya dhauvya yukta hi sat) kA bodha diyA usake AdhAra para unhoMne "dvAdazAr3I" kI racanA kara DAlI. prabhuke sarvaprathama ziSya zrI indrabhUti gautama svAmIko koTiza : vandana. 38 For Private And Personal Use Only

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7. taMca pravajitaM zrutvA dadhyau tabdAndhAvo 7 pr:| api jAtu davedadi himAnI prajvaledapi // vanhi : zIta : sthiro vAyu : sambhavenna tu bAndhava : / hArayediti papraccha lokAnazraddadhad bhRzam // indrabhUti kA dUsarA bhAI thA agnibhUti. usane jaba yaha sunA ki mere bar3e bhAI sAhaba mahAzramaNa mahAvIra ke ziSya bana gaye hai pravrajita ho gaye hai to use isa bAta para vizvAsa hI nahIM huA. usane samajhA ki kisIne yaha gappa ur3A dI hai kisI virodhI ne mujhe azAnta karane ke lie yaha aphavAha phailA dI hai, kyoM ki mere jyeSTha bhrAtA to vizvavikhyAta vidvAn haiM - pahAr3a bhale hI khar3A-khar3A pighala jAya himAnI (barpha kA Dhera) bhale hI jala jAya Agara bhale hI DhaMDI ho jAya aura havA bhale hI sthira ho jAya, parantu mere bhAI sAhaba zAstrArtha meM kisI se hAra jAya~ yaha kadApi sambhava nahIM hai, isalie parAjita hone kI khabara para vizvAsa na karatA huA agnibhUti AgantukoMse bAra-bAra pUchatA hai ki koI to kabhI saccI khabara degA ki ve hAre nahIM hai jItakara A rahe haiN| jaba saba logoM se eka hI uttara milA, taba agnibhUtiko ko mAnanA par3A kyoMki do-cAra vyakti jhUTha bola sakate haiM kintu sabake saba vyakti jhUTha nahIM bola sakate. tatazca nizcaye jAte cintayAmAsa cetasi / gatvA jitvAca taM dhUrtama vAlayAmi sahodaram // phira jyoM hI jyeSTha bandhukI parAjaya kA nizcaya huA, tyoM hI agnibhUtine socA ki vaha koI jAdUgara mAlUma hotA hai, jo sabako bhrama meM DAlakara apanI jAlameM pha~sA letA hai sammohita kara letA hai, parantu maiM Sm For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra ___ usake cakkarameM Ane vAlA nahIM hU~. abhI jAkara maiM usake hozahavAsa ThikAne lagA detA hU~ aura zAstrArtha meM parAjita karake usa dhUrta ke paMje se apane bhAIsAhaba ko chur3A lAtA hU~. apane iSTadevakA smaraNa karake vaha bhI samavasaraNa kI ora cala par3A usake pA~ca sau chAtra bhI sAtha-sAtha cala diye. jyoM hI ve samavasaraNa kI paridhike bhItara praviSTa hue ki unakA manovikAra gAyaba ho gayA.. sAdhanAse AtmA isI prakAra prakAzita hotI hai, parantu hameM to aisA kabhI anubhava hI nahIM huA. anubhava usI ko hotA hai, jo prayoga karatA hai. ilekTrika globa (laTU) meM eka choTA-sA vAyara (tAra) hotA hai, jo jalakara (garma hokara) sthira prakAza detA hai usakA meTala banAne ke lie vaijJAnika eDisana ko taitIsa hajAra bAra prayoga karane par3e, taba kahIM jAkara unheM saphalatA mila sakI. jaba eka bhautika vastuko do iMcake vAyara ko siddha karane ke lie taitIsa hajAra eksperImeMTsa karane paDe to AtmAko siddha karane ke lie kitane eksperimeMTsa karane paDeMge? . sAmAyika, pratikamaNa, japa, tapa, dhyAna, kAyotsarga, svAdhyAya Adi sAre eksperimeMTsa hai Atmazuddhi ke lie. maharSi araviMda dhoSa cAlIsa varSoM taka eka koTharI meM baiThe rahe / jagat se sambandha tor3akara taba jAkara unheM AtmAnveSaNameM saphalatA prApta huI. hama to jagat ko bhI cAhate haiM aura AtmAko bhI. seTha maphatalAla ahamadAbAda se eka bAra bambaI gaye. caumAsekA samaya thA. jisake yahA~ Thahare the, usane unheM batA diyA thA ki yaha bambaI hai. yahA~ hara cIja kI kImata duganI batAI jAtI hai isalie kucha kharIdanA ho to sAvadhAna rahiyegA. masalana yadi koI dUkAnadAra kisI cIja kA mUlya sau rUpaye batAye to Apa use pacAsa rupayemeM lenekI taiyArI batAiyegA. seTha maphatalAlane bAta gA~Tha meM bA~dha lI. dopahara ke samaya bAjAra meM nikale to AkAzameM bAdala chA gaye. halakI-halakI bUMdAbAMdI hone lagI. chAtekI jarUrata mahasUsa hote hI ve eka dUkAna para jA pahu~ce eka chAtA pasaMda karake usakA mUlya pUchA dUkAnadArane ADha rUpaye batAye. seThane kahA :- "cAra rUpaye meM denA hai ?" 40 For Private And Personal Use Only

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dUkAnadAra zrAvaka thA. socA ki yaha anyatra rahane vAlA koI sAdharmika bandhu mAlUma hotA hai. paryuSaNaparva manAneke lie yahA~ AyA hogA. Arthika sthiti isakI bahuta sAdhAraNa hogI isalie binA munAphA liye hI de detA hu~, bolA "acchA, cAra rUpaye hI de do" yaha sunakara seTha maphatalAlane kahA : "do rUpayoM meM denA hai ?" dUkAnadArane socA ki calo Aja dAna hI kara deM eka rUpayA lene se to muphtameM denA acchA rahegA. bolA "dekhiye, Apake pAsa yadi paise kI taMgI ho to bhI saMkoca na kareM maiM bhI ApakA sAdharbhika bhAI hU~ Apako chAte kI jarUrata ho to muphta meM le leM mujhe dAnakA puNya kamAne deM" seTha maphatalAla cauMka kara bole "yadi muphta meM dete ho to eka nahIM, do chAte luNgaa|" yahI dazA hamArI hai do chAtoMkI taraha hama bhI donoM hAthoMmeM lar3aDU cAhate hai. hameM jAta (AtmA) bhI cAhiye aura jagata bhI paisA bhI cAhiye aura paramAtmA bhii| donoM muphta cAhiye. yaha sarvathA asambhava hai binA parizrama ke upalabdhi nahIM hotI acche bure kAryoM se puNya pApa kA bandha hotA hai. usI ke udaya se anukUlatAe~ aura pratikUlatAe~ AtI haiM, sukha-duHkha kI anubhUti hotI hai. zubhA-zubha grahoM kA hamAre jIvana ke sukha duHkha se koI sambandha nahIM hai : karmaNo hi pradhAnatvam kiM kurvanti zubhA grahA : vasiSThadattalagno pi rAma : pravajito vane // (karma kI hI pradhAnatA hai. zubha graha kyA kara sakate hai ? vasiSTha RSine zubha muhurta (rAma ke rAjyAbhiSeka ke lie) nikAlA phira bhI zrIrAmako banameM jAnA par3A / ) karma kA daNDa zrIrAmako bhI vanavAsI banakara bhoganA par3A / taba anya prANiyoM kI bAta hI kyA ? Adya zaMkarAcAryane bhI karma kA pratipAdana karate hue likhA hai 41 S For Private And Personal Use Only

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svayaM karma karotyAtmA svayaM tatphalamaznute / svayaM bhramati saMsAre svayaM tasmAdvimucyate // ( AtmA (saMsAra meM) svayaM karma karatI hai aura svayaM hI usakA hI phala bhogatI hai. svayaM hI saMsAra meM bhaTakatI hai aura svayaM hI usase mukta hotI hai / ) gharameM dekhiye eka hI mAtA-pitA ke cAra bacce hoM to bhI unake svabhAva bhinna hoMge unakI AkRtiyA~ bhinna hoMgI unake vyAvahAra bhinna hoMge unakI AvAja meM bhinnatA hogI aura akla meM bhI. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir yaha bhinnatA AI kahA~ se ? isa bhinnatA kA kAraNa kyA hai| kAraNa hai- karma. manuSya socatA kyA hai aura hotA kyA / donoM kA mela nahIM baiThatA. hara manuSya cAhatA hai maiM sarvatantra svatantra sArvabhauma samrATa bana jAU~, parantu sArA jIvana paratantratAmeM hI kaTa jAtA hai| hara AdamI tandurastI cAhatA hai, lekina pUrI jindagI bImArI bhogate-bhogate hI bIta jAtI hai / isakA kucha to kAraNa mAnanA hI paDegA / karma hI vaha kAraNa hai yaha kArya paramAtmAkA nahIM hai vaha to sarvajJa - sarvadarzI hone se kevala jAnatA dekhatA hai. saMsAra meM prANiyoM ko bhaTakAne kI khaTapaTa vaha nahIM karatA yaha kArya karatA hai mAtra karma. kahA hai. savve jIvA kammavAsa, caudaha loka bhamanta // caudaha rajju loka meM sAre jIva karma ke vazIbhUta hokara bhramaNa karate rahate haiM gosvAmI santa tulasIdAsa bhI apane "rAma carita mAnasa " nAmaka suprasiddha grantha meM likha gaye haiM. karmapradhAna visva kari rAkhA' jo jasa karahi so tasa phala cAkhA // sampUrNa vizva karmapradhAna hai jo jaisA karma karatA hai, vaha vaisA phala bhogatA hai jagata kI sArI vyavasthAkA AdhAra karma hai. ApakA janma bhI Apake 42 For Private And Personal Use Only

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hAthameM nahIM thA kyA Apa kA janma bhI Apake hAthameM nahIM thA. kyA Apa muhUrta dekhakara Aye the isa duniyAmeM ? nahIM. kyA gharase nikalate samaya ( mRtyu hone para) muhUrta dekhA jAyagA ki Aja acchA muhUrta nahIM hai so kAla hI maiM isa ghara se nikalU~gA ? loga Apase pUche binA aura muhUrta dekhe binA hI Apako zmazAnameM le jA kara jalA deMge yA gADa deMge. "jaba terI DolI nikAlI jAyagI / bina muhUrata ke uThA lI jAyagI / " Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir binA muhUrta dekhe Aye the aura binA muhUrta dekhe hI jAnA hai. hama kisIke ghara gesTa banakara cale jAya~ to gesTa bane rahane meM hI majA hai bephikrI hai, parantu yadi mAlika banane kI koziza kareM to bahuta muzkileM paidA ho jAya~. seTha maphatalAla syusAiDa karanA cAhate the kyoM ki sira para karja bahuta car3ha gayA thA usI samaya unake zahara meM eka nATaka maNDalI AI unhoMne bhI vaha nATaka dekhA, jisameM antima dRzya bahuta karUNa thA. nAyaka ko usameM AtmahatyA karate dikhAyA gayA thA. maphatalAla ne socA ki yadi nAyaka kI bhUmikA mila jAya to dRzyameM yathArthatA A jAyagI aura abhinayake badale parivAra ko jo dhana milegA, usase karjA bhI utara jAyagA. maranA to maiM cAhatA hI hU~. nATaka meM marane se jahA~ vaha dRzya prabhAvaka hogA, vahIM mere parivArako bhI Arthika sahAyatA mila jAyagI. yaha socakara ve nATaka ke DAyarekTarase mile unake sAmane apanI bhAvanA prakaTa kI kahA: "mujhe Apa kevala dasa hajAra rUpaye denekA vacana deM nAyaka banakara maiM sacamuca AtmahatyA kara lU~gA Apake dRzya meM jAna A jAyagI. marane ke bAda rAzi Apa mere parivArake pAsa pahu~cA deM. maiM apanI icchAse mara rahA hU~ aisA kAgaja para likhakara maiM apanI jebameM rakha lU~gA, jisase Apako aparAdhI mAnakara pulisa parezAna na kara sake / " DAyarekTara ne kahA bhAI maphatalAla prastAva to tumhArA bahuta acchA hai, parantu Aja kI pablika ko dekhA usakA svabhAva vicitra hai yadi tumhArA vaha prabhAvaka duHkhAnta dRzya dekhakara darzakoMne prasanna hokara mujhe Adeza de diyA vansa mora / (eka bAra aura / ) to soco, maiM tumhAre jaisA dUsarA AdamI kahA~ se laauuNgaa| mujhe mApha karo mujhe tumhArI mauta nahIM cahiye." 43 For Private And Personal Use Only

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kahane kA Azaya yaha hai ki yadi Apa svecchA se maranA bhI cAheM to mara / nahIM sakate. z2ahara bhI bAjAra meM asalI nahIM milegA. janma aura mRtyu ye donoM kArya karma ke anusAra nizcita samaya para hoMge. prabhu mahAvIra ko sarvajJatA prApta hone se pUrva sADhe bAraha varSoM taka ghora kaSTa (parISaha aura upasarga) sahane par3e the. kyoM ? karma ke kAraNa. zrIrAma ko caudaha varSa taka vanavAsa bhoganA par3A, pANDava jaise mahAparAkamI pA~ca patiyoM kI upasthitimeM draupanIko cIraharaNa ke apamAna kA kaSTa bharI sabhAmeM bhoganA par3A-pAMDAvoM ko bAraha varSa banavAsa aura eka barSa ajJAtavAsa meM bitAnA par3A-zrIkRSNa jaise yogIzvara ko anta meM pAnI na mila sakane ke kAraNa pyAsa kI tIvra vedanA kara anubhava karate hue hI . prANa choDane par3e-zrIkRSNa ke dekhate-dekhate hI pUrI dvArakA jalakara bhasma ho gaI / ina sabakA eka mAtra kAraNa thA karma. sArI duniyAko dahalAne vAle hiTalarako AtmahatyA karake sTIla boksake andara maranA paDA. / kahate haiM, hiTalara ko barlinameM sardI laga jAtI thI to carcilako landanameM chIMka A jAtI thI. kaisA AtaMka thA usakA / sArI duniyA usake nAmase kA~patI thI, kintu jaba vaha marA to usake lie koI A~sU taka bahAne vAlA kahIM na milaa| puNya ke asta hone para sabakI yahI dazA ho jAtI hai dhana daulata bhI pUrva puNya ke udaya se prApta hotI hai. puNya aura pApa - donoM kArmaNa vargaNA ke paramANu hai, pudgala haiM aisA mata sociye ki arUpasvarUpa (amUrta) Atmatattva ko mUrta bhautika pudgala prabhAvita kaise kareMge ? bImArI ke bAda AI kamajorI meM DAkTara kI salAhase liye gaye TaoNnika kA asara hotA hai yA nahIM ? brAmhI ke sevana se dimAga tarotAz2A hotA hai yA nahIM ? zarAba yA bhA~ga athavA tambAkU ke prayoga se nazA AtA hai yA nahIM z2arA sA poTaiziyama sAinAiDa Apake caitanya ko mUrchita kara detA hai khatma kara detA hai binA bulAye akAla mRtyu ko upasthita kara detA hai. eka z2arA-sA jar3a paramANu jaba itanA asara rakhatA hai, taba kArmaNa vargaNA ke sUkSmatama paramANu Apake dila. dimAga para, Apake mana-mastiSka para ApakI socane-samajhane kI zaktipara Apake jIvana para, vyavahAra para ApakI antarAtmA para kitanA asara DAlate hoMge? isakI kalpanA kI jA sakatI hai. 44 For Private And Personal Use Only

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karma ke viSaya meM itanA vistAra se isalie kahA gayA hai ki zrI indrabhUtike anuja agnibhUti ke manameM karma ke astitva ko lekara eka zaMkA thI zrI indrabhUti kI zaMkAkA jisa prakAra prabhune nivAraNa kiyA thA, usI prakAra agnibhUti kI zaMkAkA bhI unhoMne nivAraNa kara diyA. prabhuke samavasaraNa meM pahu~cate hI agnibhUti kA mana to zAnta nirahaMkAra nirvaira nirvikAra ho hI gayA, parantu zaMkA kA samAdhAna ho jAne para kisa prakAra niHzaMka bhI ho gayA thA ? so kala dekhA jAyagA. Aja itanA hI paryApta hai. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir samajhautA hAra jIta manuSya ke ahaMkAra kA pratIka hai, kintu samajhautA aura sandhi yaha usakI buddhimAnI kA cinha hai. hAra-jIta kA prazna pazuoMmeM bhI khar3A ho jAtA hai, kintu vahA~ samajhautA jaisI koI kalpanA nahIM ho sakatI. do baila, bhaise, maiDhe yA kutte paraspara lar3ate-jhagar3ate lahu-luhAna ho jAte haiM, damataur3a dete haiM, yA maidAna chor3akara bhAga jAte haiM, kintu samajhautA karake zAnti se nibaTane kI bAta unake dimAga meM nahIM AtI. samajhautA manuSya ko buddhi kI upaja hai jo manuSya yuddharme, jhagaDe meM samajhautA kI bhASA nahIM jAnatA usa mAnava meM aura pazu meM kyA antara haiM... ? netRtva ke do guNa eka iMjana jaise pacAsoM DibboM ko lekara cala sakatA hai, vaise hI eka dRDhasaMkalpI vyakti hajAroM manuSyoM ko apane pIche lekara Age bar3ha sakatA hai. samAja kA netA, iMjana kI taraha hotA hai, jo apanI zakti para bharosA rakhatA hai, kintu dhyAna saba kA rakhatA hai. kahIM bhA gaDabar3a huI to vaha use sudhAre binA Age nahIM calatA. iMjana kI bhAMti netRtva meM apanA sAhasa aura anugAmiyoM ke prati vAtsalya donoM guNa anivArya hai. 45 For Private And Personal Use Only alov

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Achal 8. so' pyevamAgata : zIgham prabhuNA bhASitasta thA / sandehaM tasya cittastham vyaktI kRtyAvadadvibhu : // vaha (agnibhUti) bhI isa prakAra (indrabhUti ke samAna) vahA~ (samavasaraNa meM) zIdhra (calakara) AyA. prabhu (mahAvIra) ne usI prakAra (jisa prakAra zrI indrabhUti ko sambodhita kiyA thA) use pukArA aura usake cittameM rahe hue sandeha (karma hai yA nahIM ?) ko prakaTa karake kahA : he gautmaagnibhuute| ka: sandehastava karmaNaH ? kathaM vA vedatattvArthI na vibhAvayasi sphuTama? he agnibhUti gautama / karma ke viSaya meM tumheM kaisA sandeha hai ? vedake tattvako tuma spaSTa kyoM nahI samajha pA rahe ho ? vedake jisa vAkya ko AdhAra banAkara tumhArI zaMkAne janma liyA hai, vaha isa prakAra hai "purUSa evedaM sarvaM yad bhUtaM yacya bhAvyam" jo kucha huA hai aura jo kucha hone vAlA hai, vaha saba purUSa (AtmA) hI hai. isa vedavAkya meM "eva" (hI) isa avyaya padase tuma samajhate ho ki pazu, pakSI, manuSya, parvata Adi jo bhI vastue~ dikhAI detI hai, ve saba "AtmA" hI hai. karma, Izvara Adi kA bhI isa vAkya meM koI ullekha nahIM huA hai, ataH "eva" padase unakA bhI niSedha ho jAtA hai, kintu veda kI anya RcAoM (puNya : puNyena bhavati / pApa : pApena bhavati / ) ke bhItara karma (puNya-pApa) kA vidhAna bhI pAyA jAtA hai| aisI hAlata meM vAstavikatA kyA hai dUsarI bAta yaha bhI tumheM vicAraNIya lagatI hai ki AkAza ko jaise talavAra se kATA nahIM jA sakatA aura na usapara candana kA lepa hI kiyA jA sakatA hai, kyoMki AkAza amUrta hai talavAra aura candana mUrta hai mUrta kA amUrta se saMyoga nahIM ho sakatA usI prakAra amUrta se saMyoga nahIM ho sakatA usI prakAra amUrta AtmAse mUrta karmakA saMyoga bhI nahIM ho sakatA isalie tuma mAnate ho ki karmakA zAyada astitva hI nahIM hai kyA maiM ThIka kaha rahA hU~ ?" 46 For Private And Personal Use Only

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agnibhUti : "hA~, prbho| Apa bilkula DhIka pharamA rahe hai varSoM se mere manameM karma ke viSayameM yahI zaMkA chipI huI thI. use maiMne kabhI kisI ke sAmane prakaTa nahIM kiyA thA Apake sAmane bhI usakA maine koI jika nahIM kiyA, phira bhI Apa mere manakI bAta jAna gaye. sacamuca Apa sarvajJa haiM. kRpayA merI zaMkA kA samAdhAna kara deM " mahAvIra svAmI :- "he agnibhUti gautama / puruSa evedaM sarva yad bhUtaM yacca bhAvyama || isa vAkyameM karmakA ullekha nahIM hai to niSedha bhI nahIM hai. vAstava meM yaha vedavAkya purUSa (jIva) kI nityatA (amaratA) kA pratipAdaka hai. jIva jo 'idaM' (vartamAna) hai, vahI 'bhUtaM' (bhUtakAlameM maujUda thA) aura vahI bhAvyam' (bhaviSya kAlameM bhI maujUda) rahegA. vaha sadA rahegA. zloka hai : jale viSNu : sthale viSNu : viSNu : parvatamastake / sarvabhUtamayo viSNu : tasmAdviSNumayaM jagat // jala, sthala aura parvatazkhira para viSNu hai - saba prANiyoM meM vaha vyApta hai. sArA jagat viSNumaya hai. isa zloka meM viSNukI prazaMsA hai usakI mahimAkA varNana hai, parantu viSNu ke atirikta anya vastuoMkA niSedha nahIM kiyA gayA hai : anya thA yadi sArA jagat viSNumaya hai to "jala meM viSNu hai' aisA prayoga bhI nahIM ho sakatA. usake badale "viSNu meM viSNu hai" aisA bolA jAtA / kavi aura bhakta jaba kisI kI prazaMsA karate hai to usameM atizayokti alaMkAra se baca nahIM sakate. rahI bAta amUrta se mUrta ke saMyoga kI, so vaha jo jagat meM pratyakSa dekhA jAtA hai amUrta AkAzase mUrta bAdalakA saMyoga hotA hai yA nahIM ? mUrta madirA amUrta jIva ko unmatta banAtI hai : isalie kevala saMyoga kI bAta hI nahIM hai, amUrttako mUrta prabhAvita bhI karatA hai. zarIra bhI mUrta hai, jo svastha hone para AtmAko prasanna aura rUgNa hone para udAsa banA detA hai. jaise tumhAre arUpI saMzayako maiM ne jAna liyA, usI prakAra saba jIvoMke karmako bhI maiM jAnatA hU~. sukha-duHkha kI anubhUti to tumheM bhI hotI hI hai na ? vahI pratyakSa karmaphala hai. yadyapi AtmAkA svarUpa nirmala hai phira bhI rAga, deSa, viSaya. kaSAya, 47 For Private And Personal Use Only

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pramAda Adi doSoMke nimitta se vividha karmoM kA upArjana karake jIva / unakA zubhAzubha phala bhogane ke lie saMsAra kI caurAsI lAkha yoniyoM meM bhaTakatA rahatA hai. pratyeka kAryakA koI-na-koI kAraNa avazya hotA hai. jaisA ki tumhAre zAstroM meM likhA hai : nAkAraNaM bhavetkAryam nA' nyakAraNa kAraNam anyathA na vyavasthA syAt kAryakAraNayo : kvacit // binA kAraNa ke kArya (binA miTTI ke ghaTa) nahIM hotA. anya kAraNa se bhI kArya nahIM hotA (pAnI se ghI nahIM nikala sakatA) kArya aura kAraNa kI yaha vyavasthA kabhI ulaTa nahIM sakatI arthAt pahale kArya ho aura bAdameM kAraNa-aisA nahIM ho sakatA / (ghIse makkhana, makkhanase dahI. dahI se dUdha yA dUdha se ghAsa nahIM bana sakatI / ) saMsArameM koI rAjA hai, koI raMka-koI svAmI hai, koI dAsa - koI svastha hai, koI rUgNa-koI bAlaka hai, koI vRddha-koI strI hai, koI sarvAMgasundara hai, koI apaMga (lUlA-la~gar3A-andhA-kAnA-kubaDA nakaTA-baharA Adi) koI sukhI hai, koI dukhI - koI mAlika hai, koI majadUra koI mahala meM rahatA hai, koI ghAsaphUsa kI jhopaDI meM / yaha jo viSamatA dekhI jAtI hai, vaha kArya hai to usakA koI na koI kAraNa bhI avazya honA cAhiye. jo isa bhinnatA yA viSamatAkA kAraNa hai, usIkA nAma karma hai : isalie karmakA astitva hai." prabhuke sAragarbhita vacana sunakara agnibhUtikA saMzaya nirmUla ho gayA. zubha karma (puNya) ke udaya se kisa prakAra anukUlatAe~ paidA hotI hai - isake lie eka laukika dRSTAnta maiM sunAtA hU~ :seTha maphatalAla ke pitA kA svargavAsa ho gayA ve bahuta nAmI vaidya the. rogiyoM kI sevA karake unhoMne bahuta dhana kamAyA thA, parantu unake beTemeM vaisI yogyatA nahIM thI. prekTisa calI nahIM. pitAjI ke dvAra arjita dhana / bhI aMjalimeM jalake samAna dhIre-dhIre samApta ho gayA. paristhiti aisI A gaI ki khAne ke bhI lAle par3ane lge| 48 For Private And Personal Use Only

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usa jamAne meM loga bImAra bahuta kama paDate the isalie Aja kI taraha / DAkTaroMkI jamAta nahIM thI. khAna-pAna meM loga saMyama rakhate the. hoTala hI nahIM the to hospITala kahA~ se Ate ? sArI bImAriyoM kI jar3a hoTala hai, jo usa jamAne meM kahIM nahIM thA. yadi koI vaidya kisI ke dhara calA jAtA to sAre muhalle vAle ikaTTe ho jAte the aura kahate the mana-hI-mana ki yamarAja kA yaha bar3A bhAI kyoM bulAyA gayA ? vaidyarAja namastubhyam - yamajyeSThasahodara / yamastu harati prANAM stvaM pUna : savasUnasUna // (he vaidyarAja / he yamarAja ke bar3e bhAI / tumheM namaskAra ho, kyoM ki yamarAja jaba Ate hai to kevala prANoMkA haraNa karate haiM : kintu tuma dhana bhI haraNa karate ho aura prANa bhI / ) kahate hai : peTa ko narama, pA~va ko garama, sirako rakho ThaMDA / phira yadi DaoNkTara Aye to, mAro usako DaMDA // Aja to sthiti itanI badala gaI hai ki dina meM dasa bAra bhI kisI ke dhara DaoNkTara A jAye yA koI mara bhI jAye to muhalle vAloM ko ikaTTA hone kI phursata nahIM milatI mauta itanI sastI ho gaI hai. astu, usI zahara meM gaMgA nAmaka eka buDhiyA rahatI thI usake peTameM kaI dinoM se darda ho rahA thA. usane socA ki vaidyarAjake beTe maphatalAla ne kucha to apane bApa se sIkhA hI hogA : isalie kyoM na usase eka bAra milalU~. vaha vaidyarAjake dhara AI. peTadardakI zikAyata kI maphatalAla ko mAlUma thA ki pitAjI kisI bhI rogI kI malazuddhike lie triphalA cUrNa kI pur3iyA sabase pahale dete the. peTakA mala sApha ho jAne para anya davAoM kA asara jhapATe se hotA hai. buDhiyA ko peTakA hI darda thA : isalie maphatalAla bhAIne triphalA ke cUrNa kI tIna pur3iyA~ banAkara de dI aura kaha diyA ki garma pAnI ke sAtha eka-eka pur3iyA subaha uThate hii| pratidina le lenA. phira pA~ca ghaMTe taka kucha bhI khAnA mata peTa darda miTa jAyagA. 49 For Private And Personal Use Only

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buThiyAne vaisA hI kiyA. darda sacamuca gAyaba ho gayA. maphatalAla bhAI ke puNya kA udaya prAraMbha huA unheM binA paise kI pracArikA mila gaI vaha jahA~ jAtI, vahIM isa bAtakA jika karatI ki mere peTakA darda tIna puDiyoMmeM kisa taraha chUmantara ho gayA. maphatalAla bhAI bahuta acche vaidya hai........ Adi. eka kumhAra kA gadhA kho gayA thA. vaha bhI maphatalAla ke pAsa jA pahu~cA bolA "yadi koI aisI davA tumhAre pAsa ho to de do, jisase merA khoyA huA gadhA mila jAye." maphatalAla ne use bhI tIna pur3iyA~ de dI aura kahA ki garama jalake sAtha le lenA. pahalI puDiyA lI ki use hAjata huI. vaha loTA lekara bastI se bAhara nikalA. jahA~ zaucake lie baiDhA, vahIM thor3I dUrI para use usakA gadhA bhI baiThA mila gayA. khuza hokara vaha use apane ghara leThA AyA. gadhA koI bilAyata nahIM gayA thA. udhara gaMgA aura idhara kumhAra-aba do pracAraka mila gaye. do-cAra dinameM to sArA zahara jAna gayA ki vaidya maphatalAla kI davAmeM bahuta asara hai. bAta phailatI huI rAjamahala taka jA pahu~cI. vahA~ eka rAnI se rAjA pyAra nahIM karate the. rAnIne dAsI ke sAtha vaidya ko rAjamahala meM bulavAyA aura unake sAmane apanI samasyA rakkhI. vaidya maphatalAla bhAI to kevala eka hI ilAja jAnate the. rAnI ko bhI unhoMne tIna puDiyA~ triphalAcUrNa kI de dI aura kaha diyA ki inake prabhAva se rAjA Apake vazameM ho jAyeMge.. Apase pahale jaisA pyAra karane lageMge. vaidya calA gayA. rAnIne puDiyAkA sevana kiyA. dasteM lagane se vaha kamajora ho gaI aura usane khATa pakar3a lI. mantrioMne rAjAko salAha dI ki ApakI rAnI mRtyu zayyApara paDI hai isalie Apako usase milane jAnA cAhiye, mRtyuzayyApara to loga duzmana ko bhI mApha kara dete haiM : phira ApakI to vaha dharmapatnI hai. Apake jAne se use AzvAsana milegA aura zAnti se vaha apane prANa choDa sakegI Apa milane nahIM gaye aura vaha mara gaI to loga yahI kaheMge ki Apa usase pyAra nahIM karate the - isa duHkha ke kAraNa vaha marI hai isa prakAra ApakI bhayaMkara badanAmI hogI. isase viparIta yadi Apa isa anta samaya meM usase milane jAya~ge to logoM meM ApakI ijjata bar3hegI. 50 For Private And Personal Use Only

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rAjA ko bAta samajha meM A gaI. vaha rAnI se milane gayA. rAnIne ise pur3iyA kA prabhAva mAnA aura dhIre dhIre vaha svastha hone lagI. do varSoM se vaha rAjA ke darzanoM ke lie tarasa rahI thI. Aja rAjA ko sAmane dekhakara prema aura harSake atireka se usakI A~kheM A~sU barasAne lagIM. rAjAkA hRdaya bhI dravita ho gayA. usakI A~kheM bhI gIlI ho gaIM. usane apane durvyavahAra ke lie rAnIse mAphI mA~gI. donoM kI kaTutA samApta ho jAne para prema utpanna huA. donoM Ananda se rahane lage. rAnI ke Agraha se maphatalAla ko "rAjavaidha" kA pada de diyA gayA. rAjakIya koSa se unheM bhArI mAsika vetana diyA jAne lagA. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir kucha dinoM bAda eka duzmana rAjAne pA~ca hajAra sainikoMkI vizAla senA se usakA rAjya ghera liyA. guptacaroM se pahale usane patA lagA liyA thA ki usa rAjA ke pAsa kevala tIna hajAra sainika haiM, isalie vaha pA~ca hajAra sainika apane sAtha lAyA. rAjAke pAsa usane sandeza bhijavA diyA ki kala dopahara taka Apa adhInatA svIkAra karaleM, anya thA yuddha karake rAjya chIna liyA jAyagA. rAjA ne yaha sandeza pAkara imarjeMsI mITiMga bulAI vicAra vimarza huA ki duzmanake sandezakA uttara kyA diyA jAya. kisI ne sujhAva diyA ki vaidyarAjase bhI isa viSaya meM rAya le lI jAya to kyA harja hai. rAjAne svIkRti de dI. vaidyarAja maphatalAla ko bulAkara pUchA gayA ki pA~ca hajAra sainikoM ko sAtha lekara zatru rAjAne apanA nagara ghera liyA hai. apane pAsa kula sainika tIna hajAra hai. aise mauke para zatruko parAsta karake apanI nAka bacAne kA Apake pAsa koI ilAja ho to batAiye. vaidyarAja ko aba taka triphalA cUrNa kI puDiyoMke bala para saphalatA milatI A rahI thI / isalie yahA~ bhI unhIMkA upayoga karanekA sujhAva dete hue kahA : "yadi Aja apanI senAke pratyeka sainika ko rAtake samaya do-do ghaMTe ke antara meM garama pAnI ke sAtha eka-eka pur3iyA tIna bAra khilA dI jAya to mere khayAla se yaha saMkaTa miTa jAyagA. vaisA hI kiyA gayA. rAtako do baje cAra baje aura chaha baje eka-eka puDiyA pratyeka sainikane garama jalake sAtha lelI. pariNAma svarUpa saba ko dasteM lagane lagIM. loTA lekara hara sainika tIna-tIna bAra zauca se nipaTane 51 For Private And Personal Use Only

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nagara se bAhara nikalA. udhara senApatine apane kucha sainikoMko ginatIke lie tainAta kara diyA thA. jaba saMkhyA nau hajAra taka pahu~ca gaI taba rAjA ko usane sUcita kara diyA ki apane ko guptacaroMse tIna hajAra sainikoM kI jo sUcanA milI thI, so galata thI kyoMki nau hajAra kI to ginatI ho cukI hai inake atirikta aura bhI sainika ho sakate haiM, ataH yuddha meM parAjaya nizcita hai. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir yaha sunakara zatrurAjA binA yuddha kiye hI bhAga gayA. nagarapara AyA saMkaTa Tala gayA. vaidyarAjakA bhArI sanmAna kiyA gayA. zubha karmoM kA udaya hone para sarvatra isI prakAra anukUlatAe~ prApta hotI hai. bhaya bhAga jAtA hai ajJAnI manuSya jJAnI kI saMgati meM jAne se bhaya khAtA hai, bhogI vairAgiyoM kI saMgati karane se katarAtA hai, usake mana meM aneka saMzaya aura bhaya chAye rahate hai ki patA nahI vahAM kyA hogA ? saMsAra hI chUTa jAyegA yA khAnA-pInA hI chuDavAyeMge para jo eka bAra calA jAtA hai, aura unakA varadAna svarUpa AzIrvAda prAptakara letA hai, usakA bhaya kosoM dUra bhAga jAtA hai aura vaha Ananda vibhora ho uThatA hai / satya satI aura satya kA svabhAva eka jaisA hai| donoM hI jIvana kI ujvalatA ko pasaMda karate hai / jaise khulI chatavAle makAna meM hI sUrya kA prakAza par3a sakatA hai, aura havA kA praveza ho sakatA hai, usI prakAra Agraha se mukta khule hRdaya meM hI satya kA darzana ho sakatA hai| satya- dUdha jaisA ujjavala, AkAza jaisA vizAla, jala jaisA zItala aura amRta jaisA madhura hotA hai / hIrA jaise pRthvI ke garbha meM milatA hai, motI jaise sAgara kI gaharAI se prApta hotA hai, usI prakAra satya hRdaya kI gaharAI se cintana dvArA prApta kiyA jAtA hai| I 52 For Private And Personal Use Only

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zubhakarmoM ke udaya se anukUlatAe~ hI prApta nahIM hotI : balki bilkula ulaTA bhI sulaTa jAtA hai - auMdhA bhI sIdhA ho jAtA hai. eka udAharaNa dekhiye. kisI anubhavIse yaha sunakara ki ApakA puNyodaya prAraMbha ho gayA hai, eka AdamIne sIdhe rAjAke nikaTa jAkara unake gAla para eka tamAcA mAra diyA. rAjAkA mukuTa tatkAla z2amIna para gira gayA. aMgarakSakane sipAhiyoM ko Adeza diyA ki hathakar3I-ber3I DAla kara isa duSTa ko kaida kara liyA jAya kyoMki mahArAjako isane jo apamAnita karane kA aparAdha kiyA hai, vaha akSamya hai - daNDanIya hai. parantu usI samaya rAjAne kahA : "ise eka lAkha rUpayekA puraskAra dekara sanmAna ke sAtha bidA kiyA jAya : kyoMki tamAcA lagAkara isane Aja merI jAna bacAI hai. zAmake samaya mAlIne phUloMkA guladastA bheMTa kiyA thA, usameM sA~pa kA eka baccA praviSTa ho gayA thA. maiMne vaha guladastA apane mukuTa para (mastaka para) rakha liyA thA. tamAcA lagane para jyoM hI mukuTa nIce girA ki usameMse sA~pakA vaha baccA bAhara nikalatA huA dikhAI diyA, yadi isa AdamIne tamAcA mAra kara mukuTa na girAyA hotA to sA~pa ke bacce ke daMza se mere prANa nikala jAte : isalie yaha daNDa kA nahIM, puraskAra kA pAtra hai.'. eka lAkha rUpayoM kA puraskAra prApta kara vaha AdamI prasannatA-pUrvaka apane ghara lauTa AyA. sUryakA jaba udaya hotA hai to loga use namaskAra karate haiM, parantu jaba vaha asta hone lagatA hai, taba koI usakI ora jhA~ka kara bhI nahIM dekhatA - na koI jAnanekI koziza karatA hai ki usake kyA hAlacAla hai / usI prakAra jaba zubhakarmoM kA udaya hotA hai - puNya kA raniMga pIriyaDa cala rahA hotA hai, taba saba loga namaskAra karate haiM - sanmAna karate haiM, parantu jaba azubha karmoM kA udaya prAraMbha hotA hai - puNyarAzi samApta ho jAtI hai, taba koI nahIM pUchatA, mitra bhI sAmane se A rahA ho to vaha mu~ha chipAkara galImeM se nikala jAyagA - isa Darase ki milane para apanI musIbatoM kA ronA rokara yaha kucha mA~ga na baiThe. SEN For Private And Personal Use Only

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(BD kahate hai : tribhirvarSastribhirmAsai stribhiH pakSastribhirdinaiH / atyugrapuNyapApAnA mihaiva labhyate phalam // tIna varSoM meM, tIna mahInoM meM, tIna pakhavADo meM athavA tIna dinoM meM atyanta ugra puNya-pApa kA yahIM phala mila jAtA hai) kucha varSa pahale jaba maiM rAjasthAnameM thA, usa samayakI yaha ghaTanA hai. madrAsa se eka zrAvaka peTI-bistara lekara apane mA~-bApase milaneke lie rAjasthAna AyA. jisa gA~vameM vaha rahatA thA, vaha sTezanase tIna / kilomITarakI dUrI para thA. jisa sTezana para use utaranA thA, vaha bhI bahuta choTA thA. jaba Trena usa sTezana para pahu~cI, usa samaya rAta ke bAraha baja rahe the. amAvasyAkI kAlI rAta meM tIna kilomITara paidala calakara apane janmasthala vAle gA~vameM pahu~canA khatare se khAlI nahIM thA. usane sTezanamAsTarake sAmane apanI samasyA rakhate hue kahAH- "sara / mere pAsa jokhima hai. merI peTI klAkarUma meM rakhA dI jAya to maiM apanA bistara kholakara veTiMgarUmameM bephikIse so sakU~gA." sTezana mAsTarane kahAH 'dekhate nahIM ? yaha choTA sTezana hai. klAkarUma to bar3e sTezanoM para hI hote haiM. yahA~ to veTiMgarUma se hI kAma calAnA paDegA merA khayAla hai, Apa isa rUmameM bhI bephikIse so sakate hai, kyoMki subaha taka dUsarI koI Trena AnevAlI nahIM hai, isalie dUsarA koI musAphira Apako DisTarba karanevAlA nahIM hai. Apa peTI apane takiyeke pAsa rakhakara ArAma kIjiye." zrAvaka rUmameM akelA thA. beDiMga kholakara usa para leTa gayA. peTI apane pAsa hI rakhalI. udhara "mere pAsa jokhima hai" isa vAkyane sTezana mAsTarake dilameM khalabalI paidA kara dI. usane socA ki peTI meM bIsa paccIsa hajArakI gaDDiyA~ to hoMgI hI yA phira sone ke jevara hoNge| yadi yaha peTI kisI tarahase mere kabjemeM A jAya to mujhe sarvisa karanekI jarUrata hI na rahe. jaise yaha seTa madrAsase dhana kamAkara apane gA~va jA rahe hai, aise hI maiM bhI 54 For Private And Personal Use Only

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* apane gA~va jAkara apane mAtA-pitAke sAtha raha sakatA hU~. buDhApemeM unakI sevA kara sakatA hU~ ha~sI-khuzIse parivAra ke sAtha apanA zeSa jIvana ArAma se bitA sakatA hU~. baccoMkI zAdI nipaTA sakatA hU~ kintu peTI para kabjA tabataka kaise mila sakatA hai, eka hI bar3A pApa karanA hai| isa peTI ke mAlika ko parama dhAma pahu~cAnA hai aura phira maje hI maje / manameM beImAnI AI - pApa AyA-mastiSka sakriya huA hatyAkA upAya khojA gayA taya huA ki isa pApa meM kisI garIbako sAjhIdAra banAkara usI se hatyA karavAI jAya. "lobhaH pApasya kAraNam // " (lobha pApakA kAraNa hotA hai) sTezana ke pAsa hI kucha harijanoM ke ghara the tatkAla sTezana mAsTara eka harijanake ghara gayA. vahA~ ekAnta meM baiTha kara use sArI yojanA samajhAI:"eka kAma maiM tumheM sauMpa rahA hU~. sTezana para veTiMgarUma meM eka murgA soyA hai. use halAla karanA hai. rAtako do baje yahA~ se eka mAlagADI gujaregI. eka baje hI usa lAzako apane paTarI para le jAkara rakha deMge kesa durghaTanAkA bana jAyagA. peTI maiM pAra kara lU~gA. usameM seThakI sArI kamAI rakhI huI hai. kholanepara jo kucha milegA, usakA pA~cavA~ hissA maiM tumheM inAma ke rUpameM de dU~gA yadi usameM pA~ca hajAra mile to eka hajAra tumhAre ho jAya~ge jaldI nirNaya karo, anyathA maiM kisI dUsare AdamI se kAma lUMgA. kAma karanA ho to uThAo churI aura calo mere sAtha / " Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir harijana usa seThakI hatyAke lie taiyAra ho gayA. usane kahA: "ThIka hai. mujhe ApakA prastAva maMjUra hai. samajha lIjiye ki ApakA kAma ho gayA hai, churI kI dhAra tez2a karake abhI Adhe ghaMTe meM AtA hU~ Apa pahu~ciye sTezana para " Adhe ghaMTe bAda harijana apanI churI tez2a karake veTiMga rUmameM pahu~cA aura vahA~ soye hue vyakti kA peTa nirdayatAse cIra DAlA. phira lAzako uThAkara paTarI para DAlA AyA. sTezanamAsTarako namaskAra karake apanI jhopaDI meM calA gayA aura kahA gayA ki aba agale kAryakI jimmedArI Apa para hai- kala mujhe merA inAma mila jAnA cAhiye. 55 For Private And Personal Use Only

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sTezanamAsTarane peTI uThAkara apane rUmameM rakhavA lI. Adhe ghaMTe meM bistara vahA~ se hAvAkara kamarA ghulavA liyA, jisase khUnakA koI dAga dikhAI na de phira apane rUmameM jAkara so gayA ThIka do baje mAlagAr3I AI. iMjana kI lAiTa meM DrAivarane dekhA ki paTarI para koI AdamI soyA hai to usake manameM zaMkA huI ki kahIM kisIne kisIkA marDara karake lAza paTarI para to nahIM DAla dii| yadi aisA huA to vyartha ho jhUdA kesa hama para bana jAyagA. usane gADImeM breka lagAnA zurU kara diyA breka lagAtAra lagAne ke kAraNa dhIre-dhIre gAr3I / usa lAza ke pAsa jAkara ruka gaI. utarakara DrAivarane dekhA to spaSTa ho gayA ki mAmalA marDara kA hI hai phaurana usane sTezanamAsTara ko jagAyA. kahAH "Apa cala kara dekhiye kisIne hatyA karake lAza paTarI para DAla rakhI hai pulisa bulAiye. paMcanAmA karAiye. lAza haTavAiye. usake bAda hI maiM mAla gAr3I Age baDhAU~gA." sTezanamAsTara ne kahA - "mujhe gaharI nIMda A rahI hai Apa lAza eka tarapha) haTAkara gAr3I le jAiye. hama Apake viruddha koI ekzana lenevAle nahIM hai| gArDa bhI A gayA. usane kahA:- "dekhiye, hama kAnUna ke viruddha koI kAma nahIM kareMge. Apa calakara eka bAra mAmalA dekha lIjiye .. samajha lIjiye" sTezana mAsTarakI AnAkAnI aura bahAnebAjI cala na sakI, aura uThakara unheM vahA~ jAnA hI par3A, jahA~ lAza rakhI haI thIM. prakAzameM jaba lAza kA ceharA sTeza-mAsTarane dekhA to chAtI pITa-pITa kara cillAne lagA:- "hAya / hArA / yaha to merA hI beTA hai dhanakI lAlacameM par3akara maiMne isakI hatyA karavA dii| mere jaisA pApI aura kauna hogA ? merA pApa mujhe le DUbA / dhikkAra hai mujhe / isa prakAra vilApa karanese sArA rahasya khula gayA - pApa prakaTa ho gayA aura apane beTekI hatyA karAne ke aparAdhameM use jela jAnA par3A aura usa hatyAre harijana ko bhI 56 Som For Private And Personal Use Only

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7 yaha saba kaise parivartita ho gayA ? isa para vicAra kareM. jaba usa harijana ( ne churIkI dhAra teja karane ke lie Adhe ghaMTe kA samaya mA~gA thA, tabhI eka paDausI harijana ko dayA A gaI. usane cupacupa sArI bAteM suna lI thIM. kahate haiM mArane vAlese bacAne vAle ke hAtha adhika lambe hote hai - mAranevAle ke do hAtha hote haiM to bacAne vAleke hajAra hAtha hote haiM. zrAvakake puNyakA udaya thA. usane paDausI harijanako prerita kiyA. vaha uThakara tatkAla veTiMgarUmameM pahu~cA. seThako jagAkara izArese use bAhara bulAyA aura pUchA:- "seThajI / Apa apane prANa bacAnA cAhate haiM yA dhana ?'' seThane kahA:- "maiM to prANa hI bacAnA cAhatA hU~ dhana to hAtha kA maila hai. jindA rahA to aura kamA lUMgA lekina, tuma yaha saba kyoM pUcha rahe ho ? bAta kyA hai ? jarA sApha-sApha samajhAoM." sajjana harijane kahA:- "seThajI / yaha sTezanamAsTara beImAna hai. mere paDausI harijanase milakara usane ApakI hatyA karanekA SaDyanatra kiyA hai. vaha churI kI dhAra teja karake dasa-pandraha miniTa bAda hI yahA~ Ane vAlA hai. yadi Apa apane prANa bacAnA cAhate hoM to peTI bistara yahIM choDakara cupacApa mere sAtha mere ghara para caliye aura vahIM rAta bitAiye. subaha gA~va vAloMko ikaTThA karake sTezamAsTara se ApakI peTI Apako dilavA dUMgA, parantu isa samaya yahA~ rukanemeM khatarA hai. Apa caliye. SaDyantra kI bhanaka pAte hI merI antarAtmA ne mujhe Apake pAsa AnekI preraNA dI aura maiM calA AyA. samajha lIjiye ki Apake bhAgya acche haiM ApakI Ayu lambI hai." zrAvaka usa sajjanake sAtha dabe pA~va usakI jhopaDImeM calA gayA. phaTA-TUTA jaisAbhI bistara usake gharameM thA, bichAkara usI para seThako sulA diyA. udhara sTezanamAsTarakA putra gA~va meM hone vAlA eka nATaka dekhane ke lie pitAjI kI anumati lekara gayA thA. vaha nATaka dekhakara apanI sAikila para rAtako lauTa AyA. usane socA ki gharapara jAkara mA~ ko jagAne kI apekSA kyoM na veTiMga rUma meM hI leTakara apanI rAta bitA dUM. veTiMgarUma kA daravAjA bhI khulA thA. Torca se dekhA to bistara bhI lagA huA ....... .... 57 For Private And Personal Use Only

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dikhAI diyA. socA ki pitAjI kitane dayAlu haiM. unhoMne pahale se mere lie yahA~ bistara lagA rakhA hai, jisase nATaka dekhakara lauTane meM yadi mujhe dera ho jAya to yahA~ ArAma kara sakU~. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir usane sAikila veTiMgarUmameM rakhIM aura bistara para leTa gayA. thakA huA to thA hI. leTate hI nidrAdhIna ho gayA aura phira bAdameM jo kucha huA, so Apa saba jAnate hI haiM. zrAvaka kI peTI sTezanamAsTara ke rUmameM mila gaI, so use de dI gaI. peTI lekara vaha rAjI-khuzI apane ghara pahu~cA. sTezana chor3anese pahale usa sajjana harijanako usane ucita pAritoSika diyA, jisane ThIka avasara para Akara usakI jAna bacAI use nayA jIvana diyA kahane kA Azaya yaha hai ki hama jaisA bhI karma karate haiM, vaisA zubhAzubha phala hameM prApta hotA hai: yathA bIjaM tathA phalam // jaisA hama bIja bote haiM, vaisA hI phala pAte haiM. babalUkA bIja bone para AmakA phala nahIM mila sakatA. bure karma kA acchA phala aura acche karmakA burA phala nahIM mila sakatA. pratyeka prANI yA to sukhakA anubhava kara rahA hai yA duHkha kA sukha zubhakarma ke udaya se milatA hai aura duHkha azubha karmake udaya se, isalie yadi sukha-duHkha kA astitva hai to karmakA astitva bhI hai hI, dUsarI bAta yaha hai ki yadi koI nAma (saMjJA) hai to vaha padArtha bhI avazya hotA hai. "karma" zabda hai- asaMyukta zuddha pada hai- nAma hai- asaMyukta zuddha pada hai- nAma hai- saMjJA hai to karma padavAcya artha (karma nAmaka koI tattva) bhI avazya hai- aisA mAnanA cAhiye. jyoM hI agnibhUtikA saMzaya nirmUla huA, tyoM hI unhoMne bhI prabhuke caraNoM meM AtmasamarpaNa kara diyA dIkSA le lI prabhuke ziSya bana gaye agnibhUti ke pA~ca sau chAtra bhI tatkAla pravrajita ho gaye. prabhune agnibhUtiko bhI "tripadI" kA jJAna diyA jJAna pAkara inhoMne bhI dvAdazAMgI kI racanA kI. 58 For Private And Personal Use Only

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10. ziSyoM sahita indrabhUti aura agnibhUti nAmaka apane donoM bar3e bhAiyoM ke dIkSita ho jAne ke samAcAra sunakara 'vAyubhUti' bhI apane pA~ca sau chAtroM ke sAtha samavasaraNa kI ora cala paDe :: parantu indrabhUti aura agnibhUti ke bhItara jo kSobha thA, vaha inake bhItara nahIM thA. itanA hI nahIM : balki inheM to mana hI mana prasannatAkA anubhava yaha soca kara ho rahA thA ki sarvajJa prabhuke darzana aura sAnnidhya kA jo yaha sundara avasara sAmane AyA hai, usase mere hRdayameM varSoMse chipI huI zaMkAkA bhI avazya samAdhAna ho jAyagA aura maiM bhI apane jyeSTha bandhu yugala kI taraha mahAvIra prabhukA ziSya banakara apanA jIvana dhanya banA sakU~gA. prabhune nikaTa Aye hue vAyubhUti se kahA :- "he vAyubhUti gautama / veda kI jisa RcA kA vAstavika artha na samajha sakane ke kAraNa tumhAre hRdaya meM zaMkA utpanna ho gaI thI, vaha isa prakAra hai. vijJAnaghana evaitebhyo bhUtebhya : saMmutthAya / tAnyevAnu vinazyati, na pretya saMjJAsti // tuma isa vAkyase samajhate ho ki paMca mahAbhUtoMse utpanna hokara jIva unhIM meM lIna ho jAtA hai zarIra bhI aisA hI hai isalie jo zarIra hai, vahI jIva hai aura jo jIva hai, vahI zarIra hai jIva aura zarIra meM koI antara nahIM hai donoM abhinna haiM. na pretya saMjJArita arthAt marane ke bAda jIva yA zarIra kA koI astitva nahIM rahatA. dUsarI ora vedameM yaha vAkya bhii| AtA hai satyena labhyastapasA hyeSa brahmacaryeNa nityaM jyotirmayo hi zuddho yaM pazyanti dhIrA : saMyamAtmAna : / / arthAt dhIraja vAle saMyamI loga isa AtmA ko, jo nitya prakAzamaya aura zuddha hai satya, tapasyA aura brahmacarya se prApta karate haiM aura dekhate haiM isa RcAse spaSTa mAlUma hotA hai ki AtmAkA zarIra se pRthaka astitva hai. aisI avasthAmeM vAstavikatA kyA hai ? zarIra se jIva ko bhinna mAnA jAya yA abhinna ? aisA sandeha tumhAre manameM chipA hai. ThIka hai na ?" vAyubhUti :- "dhanya haiM prabho / Apa, jinhoMne binA kahe, mere hRdaya meM chipe sandeha ko jAna liyA. isa sandeha ko miTAne kI kRpA kIjiye maiM ApakI zaraNa meM AyA hU~ pUrA vizvAsa hai ki Apa mujhe nirAza nahIM kareMge." For Private And Personal Use Only

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: mahAvIra svAmI :- "he vAyubhUti / vedakI usa RcAmeM jIva yA zarIra ke vilIna hone kI nahIM, kintu AtmAkI paryAya ke rUpa meM jo vastu sApekSa jJAna hotA hai, usI ke utpatti - vinAza kI bAta kahI gaI hai. jo vastu sAmane AtI hai, usakA hameM jJAna hotA hai. phira dUsarI vastu sAmane Ane para dUsarI vastu kA jJAna hotA hai aura pahalI vastukA jJAna usI vastu ke sAtha vilIna ho jAtA hai. AtmA kabhI vilIna nahIM hotI kyoMki dUsarI vastukA jJAna hameM usIse hotA hai. marane para zarIra pA~ca bhUtoM meM vilIna ho jAtA hai, jIva nahIM. vaha isa bhAvameM kiye gaye zubhAzubha karmoM kA phala bhogane ke lie nayA zarIra dhAraNa kara letA hai. isalie "anno jIvo annaM sarIram // " jIva anya hai aura zarIra anya hai. donoM kA pRthak astitva hai. zarIra rUpI mahala meM jIva nivAsa karatA hai, jaise mahala meM rahane vAlA rAjA svayaM mahala nahIM hai, mahala se pRthak hai usI prakAra zarIra meM rahane vAlA jIva bhI svayaM zarIra nahIM hai, zarIra se pRthak hai. murde meM (zava meM yA lAzameM) zarIra to jyoM kA tyoM maujUda hai, parantu jIva nahIM hai, isase bhI donoM kA pArthakya pramANita hotA hai. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir zuddha (asaMyukta) nAma vAlI vastu bhI avazya hotI hai. jIva aura zarIra ye. donoM alaga-alaga nAma hai. isalie ina zabdoMke vAcyArtha (jIva aura zarIra) kA bhI alaga-alaga astitva avazya hai. jIvita avasthAmeM jo zarIra saceSTa rahatA hai aura sar3atA nahIM, vahI murdA hone para nizceSTa hokara sar3ane lagatA hai. zarIra ko saceSTa rakhane vAlA use sar3ane se bacAne vAlA jIva hai. dUdhameM ghI kI taraha zarIra meM jIva hai. jaise dUdhameM ghI anumAna se samajha liyA jAtA hai, vaise hI saceSTa zarIra meM jIva anumAna se samajha lenA cAhiye". zaMkAkA samAdhAna hote hI vAyubhUtine bhI pA~ca sau chAtroM ke sAtha Atma samarpaNa kara diyA dIkSA lelI. prabhune "tripaTI" kA jJAna dekara inheM apane tIsare gaNadhara ke rUpa meM pratiSThita kiyA, tripadI ke AdhAra para inhoMne bhI dvAdazAMgI kI racanA kI. indrabhUti, agnibhUti aura vAyubhUti ye tInoM sahodara bhratA the. diggaja paMDita hote hue bhI apanI-apanI zaMkAoMkA samAdhAna ho jAne se inhoMne 60 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- OM prabhu mahAvIra kI ziSyatA svIkAra kara lI hai. aisA cauthe vyakta nAmaka mahApaNDita ne jaba sunA to prasannatApUrvaka apane pA~ca sau chAtroM ke sAtha vaha bhI samavasaraNa kI ora cala diyA. prabhune kahA : he vyakta / jisa veda vAkyake AdhAra para paMca mahAbhUta ke astitva ke viSaya meM tumheM sandeha huA hai, vaha isa prakAra hai svapnopamaM vai sakalaM ityeSa bramhAvidhiraMjasA vijJeya : // (nizcitarUpa se yaha saba sapane samAna hai yaha bramha (paramAtmA) ko prApta karane kI vidhi zIdhra jAnane yogya hai) isase tuma samajhate ho ki pRthvI Adi pA~coM mahAbhUta svapnake samAna asat hai avidyamAna hai, kyoM ki sapanA bhI dikhatA hai, para hotA nahIM, usI prakAra paMca mahAbhUta bhI dikhate bhale hI hoM para unakA astitva nahIM sAtha hI vedameM anyatra "pRthvI devatA Apo devatA" (pRthvI devatA hai-jala devatA hai) Adi ke dvArA pRthvI Adi paMca mahAbhUtoM kI sattA (astitva) kA bhI pramANa milatA hai. aisI avasthAmeM yathArtha kyA hai ? paMca mahAbhUtoM kA astitva hai yA nahIM ? yaha zaMkA tumhAre hRdaya meM varSoM se chipI huI hai. he na ?" vyakta :- "hA~-hA~, prabho / yahI zaMkA sacamuca mere manameM baiThI mujhe parezAna karatI rahatI hai kRpayA isakA nirAkaraNa kara mujhe anugRhIta kareM". prabhu :- he vyakta / svapnopamaM vai sakalama.... Adi jo vedavAkya hai, usameM jagata ke kanaka, kAminI, zarIra Adi kI anityatAkA hI saMketa kiyA gayA hai, padArthoM ke abhAvakA nahIM. jagat ke sAre sambandha kSaNika hai. saMsAra ke samasta sukha nazvara hai asthAyI haiM yaha jAnakArI vairAgyako puSTa karatI hai aura isI lie use bramhavidhi paramAtmA ko prApta karane ko athavA svaMya paramAtmA banane kA sAdhana kahA gayA hai. phira svapna svayaM sat (bhAvarUpa) hai, isalie sakalam asat (saba kucha abhAva) nahIM ho sakatA. yadi sakalako asata (abhAva) mAnA jAya to phira cAroM vedoMko bhI asta mAnanA par3egA aura jisa vedavAkya ke AdhAra para tumheM zaMkA huI hai, vaha bhI asat ho jAyagA aura usa dazAmeM tumhArI zaMkA bhI apane Apa nirasta ho jAyagI - vyartha ho jAyagI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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isalie vaha vedavAkya abhAva bodhaka nahIM, anityatA bodhaka hai. jo pRthvI Adi paMca mahAbhUta sabako pratyakSa dikhAI dete haiM, unheM svapnavat asat (abhAvarUpa) mAnanA kevala bholApana hai". yaha sunakara mahApaNDita vyaktajI ne bhI apane pA~ca sau chAtroM ke sAtha AtmAsamarpaNa kara diyA. prabhune sabako pravrajyA de dI. vyaktajI ko "tripadI" kA jJAna dekara caturtha gaNadhara ke rUpa meM unheM pratiSThita kiyA. vyaktajI ne bhI prathama tIna gaNadharoMke sAmAna dvAdazAMgI kI racanA kI dhanya ho gayA unakA jIvana. pA~caveM mahApaNDita 'sudharmA jI bhI apane pA~ca sau chAtroM ke sAtha apanI zaMkA kA samAdhAna pAne ke lie saharSa samavasaraNa meM jA pahu~ce. prabhune unheM dekhate hI kahA :- "he sudharmA / jisa vedavAkya ke AdhAra para tumheM zaMkA huI, vaha isa prakAra hai :- "puruSo vai purUSatva - maznute pazu : pazatvama" isa vAkya se tuma yaha samajhate ho ki parUSa marane para parUSa hI agale janmameM banatA hai aura pazu marakara pazu hI banatA hai. jaise gehu~ bone se gehU~ paidA hotA hai aura canA bonese canA - Ama se Ama paidA hotA hai aura nIMbU se nIMbU. parantu veda meM anyatra kahA gayA hai :- "zRgAlo vai jAyate yaH sa purUSo dasyate // " (jo purUSa jalAyA jA rahA hai, vaha siyAra banegA) isase mAlUma hotA hai ki purUSa pazu bhI banatA hai.. aisI dazAmeM vAstavikatA kyA hai ? donoM bAteM paraspara virUddha hai isalie donoM saccI nahIM ho sakatI. kisa RcA ko jhUThI mAneM aura kisako saccI ? yahI hai na tumhArI zaMkA ?" sudharmAjI ne kahA :- 'hA~ prabho / Apa ThIka pharamAte haiM. mere hRdayameM yahI zaMkA hai. mujhe samajhameM nahIM A rahA hai ki jaba puruSa marakara siyAra bana sakatA hai to aisA kyoM kahA gayA hai ki purUSa marakara purUSa hI hotA hai aura pazu marakara pazu hI hotA hai ? donoM vAkyoMmeM saMgati kyA hai ? yadi pahalI RcAkA artha samajhane meM mujhe bhrama huA ho to Apa vAstavika artha samajhAkara merA saMzaya miTAne kI kRpA kareM." mahAvIra svAmI :- he sudharmA / "purUSo vai puruSatvamaznute pazu : pazutvam / " isa vedavAkya kA Azaya yaha hai ki manuSya bhI yadi ArjavamArda vAdi HOM For Private And Personal Use Only

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guNoM se yukta ho kara manuSya banatA hai aura pazu bhI yadi pramAda krUratA Adi guNoM se Upara na uTha pAye to marakara pazu banatA hai. isakA Aya aisA nahIM hai ki manuSya marakara manuSya hI banatA hai aura pazu marakara pazu hI banatA hai, anyathA "manuSya marakara siyAra banegA" aisA nahIM likhA jAtA. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dUsarI bAta yaha hai ki Ama bonese AmakA per3a lagegA aura nIMbU se nIMbUkA. aisI jo yukti tumhAre mastiSka meM chAI huI hai, vaha bhI samIcIna nahIM hai, kyoMki manuSya kI viSThA meM kIr3e ( jantu) paidA hote haiM aura gobara bicchU / isalie yahI mAnanA cAhiye ki jo jaisA vyavahAra karegA, usIke anusAra agale janmameM vaha manuSya yA pazu banegA. jo manuSya bananA cahatA ho, use manuSyocita guNoM ko apanAnA cAhiye, anya thA mara kara use pazu bananA par3egA yahI preraNA usa RcAse dI gaI hai. yaha sunakara zaMkA kA samAdhAna ho jAne ke kAraNa sudharmAjIne bhI Atma-samarpaNa kara diyA. unake pA~ca sau chAtroMne bhI unake sAtha dIkSA grahaNa kI. prabhuke dvArA pradatta "tripadI" ke AdhAra para unhoMne bhI dvAdazAMgI kI racanA kI. prabhune unheM paMcama gaNadhara ke rUpa meM pratiSThita kiyA. chaThaveM mahApaNDita maNDita jI bhI apane sAr3he tIna sau chAtroM ke samudAyake sAtha samavasaraNa meM pahu~ce. prabhune unase kahA :- "he maNDita / jisa vedavAkyake AdhAra para bandha mokSake viSaya meM tumheM zaMkA utpanna huI thI, vaha isa prakAra hai / sa eSa viguNo vibhurna badhyate, saMsarati, mucyate, mocayati vA // (vaha yaha viguNa vibhu na ba~dhatA hai, na saMsAra meM janma-maraNa pAtA hai, na mukta hotA hai aura na mukta karatA hai) isase tuma samajhane lage ki bandha - mokSa kA astitva zAyada nahIM hai. DhIka hai na ?" maNDita :- "jI hA~ / yahI hai merI zaMkA. kRpayA merA samAdhAna kara anugRhIta kareM". prabhu :- "isa vedavAkyameM 'vigaNa' aura 'vibhu' zabdoM ke artha para tumhArA dhyAna nahIM gayA. viguNakA artha hai - triguNAtIta athavA viziSTa guNasampanna athavA vigata (naSTa) ho gaye haiM chAdmasthika guNa jina ke-aise siddhadeva ke viSayameM yahA~ kahA gayA hai: kyoM ki ve hI vibhu kevala jJAna 63 For Private And Personal Use Only

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sa se vizvavyApaka hai karma rahita hone se ve saMsAra meM na ba~dhate haiM, na janma-mAraNa ke cakkara meM par3ate haiM. ve mukta bhI nahIM hote (kyoM ki jo baddha hotA hai, vahI mukta hotA hai. ve to pahale hI mukta ho cuke hai. mukta ko mukta hone kI kyA jarUrata?) aura ve kisI ko mukta bhI nahIM karate (ve arihanta avasthAmeM bhI kevala muktikA mArga batAte haiM. usa mArgapara calakara jIva svayaM hI mukta hotA hai). jahA~ taka saMsArI dehadhArI jIvoMkA savAla hai, ve to zubhAzubha karma ke anusAra saMsAra meM janma-maraNa pAte hai - ba~dhate haiM aura mukta bhI antameM hote haiM : isalie karmabandha aura mokSa-donoM kA astitva hai hI. yadi ye donoM na hoM to mukti prarUpaka samasta dharmazAstra, samasta dharmopadeza aura samasta dhArmika kArya vyartha ho jAyeM. puNya-pApa ke phalasvarUpa pratyakSa anubhavameM Ane vAle sukha-duHkha bhI asatya ho jAya~, bIja aura aMkura kI taraha jIva aura karmakA sambandha anAdikAlIna hai. jIva karma se zarIra ko aura zarIra se karma ko utpanna karatA hai aura makar3I kI taraha apane lie jAlA bunakara svayaM hI usameM pha~satA hai-ba~dhatA hai tathA sudeva-sugurU-sudharma kI bhakti dvArA Atma zudvi karake svayaM hI mukta bhI ho jAtA hai." saMzaya miTate hI mahApaNDita maNDitajI ne bhI apane chAtra samudAya sahita prabhuke caraNoM meM AtmasamarpaNa kara diyA dIkSita hokara dvAdazAMgI kI racanA prabhupradatta "tripadI" ke AdhAra para kI. 64 For Private And Personal Use Only

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aba sAtaveM mahApaNiDita 'mauryaputra' kI bArI AI. unase pahale chaha paNDita jaba apanA apanA saMzaya miTAkara dIkSita ho gaye, taba ve bhalA pIche kaise raha jAte / apane sADhe tIna sau chAtroMke samudAya ko sAtha lekara ve bhI prasannatA pUrvaka samavasaraNa meM jA pahu~ce. prabhune kahA : "he mauryaputra / gheda meM eka vAkya AtA hai ko jAnAti mAyopamAna gIrvANAn indrayamakuberavarUNAdIn // (indra, yama, kubera, varUNa Adi mAyopama devoM ko kauna jAnatA hai ?) isase tuma samajhate ho ki devoM kA koI astitva nahIM hai. mAyA (indra jAla yA jAdU) kI taraha ve dikhAI dete haiM : parantu hai nahIM. sAtha hI vedameM anyatra likhA hai sa eSa yajJAyudho yajamAno ' jasA svarlokaM gacchati // (vaha yaha yajJa sAdhana vAlA yatra mAna zIghra hI svargaloka meM jAtA hai) cU~ki svargalokameM devoM kA nivAsa hai isalie devoMkA astitva mAlUma hotA hai. isalie tumheM zaMkA hai ki devoMkA astitva mAnanA cAhiye yA nahIM, DhIka hai na ? mauryaputra :- hA~ prbho| Apa sacamuca sarvajJa haiM varSoM se mere manameM devoM ke astitva para zaMkA banI huI hai. yaha bhItara hI bhItara mujhe khaTakatI rahatI hai, isa zaMkA kA samAdhAna kara mujhe anugRhIta kareM / " prabhu mahAvIra :- he mauryaputra / devoM ke astitva ke viSayameM tumhArI zaMkA vyartha hai : kyoM ki isa samavasaraNa meM tuma devoM ko pratyakSa dekha hI rahe ho. pratyakSa ke lie pramANa kI AvazyakatA nahIM rahatI. vedake usa vAkya meM jo devoMke lie "mAyo pamAn" vizeSaNa AyA hai, usakA Azaya yaha hai ki devoMkA sukha bhI zAzvata nahIM hai. "kSINe puNye martyalokaM vizanti // " jaba unakA puNya samApta ho jAtA hai taba devaloka kA tyAga karake ve manuSyaloka meM praviSTa hote hai - yahA~ Akara utpanna hote hai. jaise mAyA (jAdU) ke dRzya anitya hai, vaise devaloka ke sukha bhI anitya hai : vahA~ kI nikRSTa Ayu dasa hajAra varSa aura utkRSTa Ayu taitIsa sAgaropama hai. Ayu pUrNa hone para devaloka anivArya rUpase chUTa jAtA hai, parantu yaha bala "ko jAnAti?" kauna jAnatA hai ? kauna isa 65 For Private And Personal Use Only

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ora dhyAna detA hai ? adhikAMza loga devaloka pAneke lie hI jIvana-bhara / zAstravihita puNyakArya karate rahate haiM. zAzvata sukha dene vAle mokSake lie bahuta kama loga jo devaloka kI anityatAko jAnate haiM, ve hI loga prayAsa karate hai. he mauryaputra / devalokakI prApti kina-kina kAryoM se hotI hai ? isakA vistRta vidhAna vedoM meM pAyA jAtA hai. so vaha bhI devaloka ke astitva kA eka pramANa hai. saMsAra meM sarvathA sukhI koI nahIM hai, sukha bhI hai duHkha bhI hai. sukha puNyakA phala hai aura duHkha pApakA. kevala pApakA phala bhogane ke lie jaise naraka hai, vaise hI kevala puNyakA phala bhogane ke lie bhI koI sthAna honA cAhiye. vahI svarga hai. mauryaputra :- "prabho / deva svecchAvihArI hote haiM, phira bhI yahA~ prAya : nahIM Ate (bahuta kama Ate haiM) aisA kyoM ?' mahAvIra svAmI :- "he mauryaputra / yahA~ bAra-bAra na Ane ke aneka kAraNa hai. mukhya ye haiM : (1) yahA~ AnekA koI khAsa prayojana bAra-bAra nahIM AtA (2) svarga kI tulanAmeM martyaloka unheM nahIM suhAtA - yaha duHkha aura durgandhase bharA huA lagatA hai. mauryaputra :- "he prabho / ve kauna se kAraNa haiM, jinase deva yahA~ Ate hai ?" mahAvIra prabhu :- "he vatsa / devoM ke Aneke kucha kAraNa ye haiM :1. tIrthaMkara devoM kA janma, dIkSA, kevalajJAna, nirvANa Adi mahotsava manAne ke lie| 2. samavasaraNa kI racanA ke lie / 3. kevala jJAniyoM se pUcha kara apanA saMzaya miTAne ke lie 4. mamatAke kAraNa pUrvabhavake riztedAroM se milane ke lie| 5. kisIko diye hue vacanakI pUrti ke lie| 6. viziSTa tapo'nuSThAna, mantra Adi ke adhIna honeke kAraNa bhaktoM se milaneke lie| 7. kIDA - kautuka ke lie| For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra S 8. sattvika strI puruSoM kI dhArmikatAkI parIkSAke lie / aise hI prayojanoMse deva yahA~ kabhI-kabhI cale Ate haiM anyathA nahIM." prabhuke vacana sunakara mauryaputra niHsaMzaya bana gaye. Aja bhI lAkhoM vyaktiyoM ko devoM ke viSayameM saMzaya hai. vaha saMzaya tabhI miTatA hai, jaba koI camatkAra dikhAne vAlA mila jAtA hai. sAdhanAse siddhi milatI hai. mere eka mitra haiM. unhoMne saikaDoM vyaktiyoM ke sAmane eka prayoga dikhAyA. paccIsa-tIsa phuTakI dUrI para eka bar3A barttana rakhA gayA. barttana bilakula khAlI thA. kisIne apane gharase lAkara rakha diyA thA. phira bole :"jise jisa vastukI jarUrata ho, vaha mA~ga le." dasa AdamiyoMne alaga-alaga dasa vastue~ mA~ga lIM. mitrake kahane para eka kapar3e se vaha barttana Dha~ka diyA gayA. eka sekaMDa bAda kaha diyA ki kapar3A haTA kara jisane jo vastu mA~gI hai, use vaha de do, usa bartana (bar3e bhagone) meM ve dasoM vastue~ maujUda thIM, jinakI mA~ga kI gaI thI. vahA~ ke eDizanala kalekTara bhI usa prayogako dekha rahe the. ve bole :- "yaha koI Trika (cAlAkI) bhI ho sakatI hai. yadi Apa merI iSTa vastu ma~gavA deM to maiM mAna lU~ ki deva Apake vaza meM hai." mitrane kahA :- "kahiye, Apa kauna sI cIz2a cAhate haiM ?" kalekTarane kahA :- "merI amuka cIz2a ghara para sephameM rakhI hai aura usakI cAvI mere pAsa hai kyA use Apa yahA~ ma~gAkara dikhA sakate hai ?" mitrane muzkilase AdhA miniTa dhyAna kiyA aura apanI muTThI kholakara batalA dI - "yahI cIja hai na ApakI ?" unhoMne phaurana kAna pakar3a liye aura nAstika se Astika bana gaye. yaha to merI A~khoM dekhI bAta hai, mitrane mujhe sArI bAta acchI taraha samajhAI. bahuta sarala - sI prakiyA hai, jisameM bahuta svalpa sAdhanA kI jarUrata par3atI hai. mAtra hama apanI sAdhu avasthAmeM yaha saba kara nahIM sakate. eka udAharaNa rASTrapati bhavana kA hai. yaha san 1954 kI ghaTanA hai, jo "dharmayuga" aura "TAimsa oNpha iMDiyA" meM prakAzita ho cukI hai. rDA. rAjendra 67 For Private And Personal Use Only

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prasAda usa samaya rASTrapati the aura paMDita javAharalAla neharU pradhAnamantrI. donoM usa samaya rASTrapati bhavana meM maujUda the. eka vyaktine DaoN. rAjendraprasAda se kahA ki Upara kI maMjilameM jAkara Apa eka kAgajapara kucha bhI likha dIjiye. maiM batA dUMgA ki Apane kyA likhA hai. vaisA hI kiyA gayA. sIlabanda liphAphemeM apanA likhA huA kAgaja Upara rakha kara rASTrapatijI nIce A gaye. usa vyaktine eka kAgaja uDhAkara vaha pUrA maiTara jyoM kA tyoM likhakara unake hAthameM thamA diyA-mAnoM usakI kArbana kaoNpI ho. paMDita neharU ne pUchA :- "bhalA batAo, yaha maiTara hU-ba-hU tumane kaise likhA diyA ?" vyaktine kahA :- "jaise ApakI sAinsa hai, vaise hamArI bhI sAinsa hai. hamArI sAinsa Apa nahIM samajha sakate." paM. neharU :- "kyA tuma mere manake vicAra pakar3a sakate ho ?" vyakti bolA :- "bilkula lIjiye, maiM Apake manake vicAra eka kAgaja para likhakara de rahA hU~ par3ha lIjiye." usa samaya neharUjI kA mana bahuta caMcala ho gayA thA, aise caMcala manako pakar3ane meM usa vyakti ko kucha kaThinAI jarUra huI. parantu kisI bhI taraha manake vicAra kAgaja para utAra kara de diye. kAgaz2a par3hakara neharUjI bahuta cakita hue, unhoMne apane manake akasmAt caMcala hone kI bAta bhI svIkAra kI. aise kaI vyakti mere paricaya meM hai, jinheM aisI alaga-alaga siddhiyA~ prApta rASTrapati bhavana kI hI eka ghaTanA aura hai. usa samaya lAla bahAdura zAstrI pradhAnamantrI the aura rASTrapati pada ko suzobhita kara rahe the DaoN rAdhAkRSNan. eka pA~ca varSa ke brAhmaNa bAlaka ne vahA~ sabake sAmane udAtta anudAtta svaroMke sAtha vedakI aneka RcAoM kA maukhika pATha sunAyA. use sAre veda kaNDhastha the. bar3e-bar3e paMDitoMne pATha sunakara (usa bAlakake mu~hase RcAoMkA uccAraNa sunakara) cakita aura prasanna hote hue yaha svIkAra kiyA ki itanA acchA pATha to hama bhI nahIM kara sakate / vaha 'choTA-sA bAlaka likhanA bilkula nahIM jAnatA thA. bolane meM bhI 68 For Private And Personal Use Only

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azuddhiyA~ kara jAtA thA : parantu vedokA pATha bilkula zuddha karatA thA. pUrva bhavake saMskAroMkA yaha prabhAva thA. isase AtmA kI nityatA aura usake punarjanma kI siddhi hotI hai. eka ghaTanA mahArASTrakI suniye. kolhApurake pAsa IcalakaraMjI meM eka zrAvaka rahate the - zrI rUpacaMdajI. sAMgalI-baiMka ke DAyarekTara the.- par3he likhe the - buddhimAn the. unhoMne eka nayA bhavana banavAyA thA / rahane ke lie. jaba ghUmane-phirane ke lie bhavana se saba loga bAhara nikalate the, unake bhavana meM akasmAt Aga laga jayA karatI thI. hajAroM rUpayoM ke mUlyakA sAmAna jala cukA thA. nipANI ke nivAsI DI. sI. zAhane mujhase kahA :- "mahAraja / zrI rUpacaMdajI ke naye ba~galemeM koI bhUtapretakA cakkara hai. usakA Apa koI upAya kareM, jisase nirbhaya aura nizcinta hokara ve zAnti se usameM raha sakeM" mere jIvana meM pahale aisA koI prasaMga nahIM AyA thA. phira bhI maiM vahA~ gayA. bar3A AlIzAna ba~galA banA huA thA. zrAvaka rUpacaMdajI ne jalI huI cIjeM batAIM, unhoMne kahA :- "isa upadravase hamAre parivArako koI kaSTa nahIM hai, parantu jyoM hI rUma banda karake hama bAhara jAte haiM ki akasmAt cIjoM meM Aga laga jAtI hai - pharnIcara jala gayA - TI.vI. jala gayA pAsaporTa guma gayA. bahuta sA nukasAna huA hama yadi yahA~ rahanA chor3a deM to itane sundara ba~galeko koI eka rUpaye meM bhI kharIdane ko taiyAra na hogA : isalie hamako hI rahanA par3a rahA hai". maiMne kahA :- "ApakI bhUmi azuddha hogI yA yahA~ kisI kI kabra daba gaI hogI, Apa khojakarake isa bAtakA patA lagAiye." myunisipailiTI meM purAnA rikArDa dekhane para patA lagA ki sacamuca vahA~ kisI kI kabra daba gaI thI. merA anumAna ThIka nikalA. maiMne unase kahA :- "zAntisnAtra paDhavAo aura eka cabUtarA banavAkara usa para cirAga jalAo cirAga se pIra-phakIra bar3e khuza hote haiM. isase usa AtmAko santoSa ho jAyagA." yahI upAya kiyA gayA. upadrava banda ho gayA zAntisnAtrase AtmA zAnta ho gaI. cirAg2a se santuSTa ho gaI. 69 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 0 www.kobatirth.org aise to bahuta se prasaMga haiM kitanA kyA kyA sunAU~ ? yadi koI vaisA paricita vyakti milane A gayA to Apako prekTikala karake hi batalAU~gA. apanI A~khoMse camatkAra dekhane ke bAda Apako bhI devoM ke astitva para vizvAsa ho jAyagA. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir devoM ke astitva ke viSaya meM saMzaya miTate hI zrI mauryaputrajIne bhI apane sAr3he tIna sau chAtroMke sAtha AtmasamarpaNa kara diyA. prabhuke dvAra diye gaye tripadI ke bodha se unhoMne bhI dvAdazAMgI kI racanA kI. prabhu ne sAtaveM gaNadharake rUpameM unheM pratiSThita kiyA. AThaveM 'akampita' jI bhI samavasaraNa meM pahu~ce. prabhune unase kahA :- he akampita / "na ha vai pretya narake nArakAssanti // " ( marane ke bAda narakameM nAraka nahIM haiM) tathA "nArako vai eSa jAyate yaH zUdAnnamaznAti ||" (jo zUdra kA anna khAtA hai, vaha nAraka banatA hai) ina paraspara virUddha vedavAkyoM se tumhAre manameM yaha saMzaya utpanna ho gayA hai ki vAstavameM nAraka (naraka nivAsI jIva) hote bhI haiM yA nahIM ? DhIka hai na ? akampitajI: hA~, prbho| Apa to mere hRdaya meM chipI zaMkA hI nahIM, usakA kAraNa bhI jAnate haiM. Apa sacamuca sarvajJa hai. merI zaMkA nirAkaraNa kara mujhe anugRhIta kareM. prabhu :- "he akampita / usa vedavAkya kA Azaya yaha hai ki naraka meM nArakoM kA jIvana bhI zAzvata nahIM hai, karmaphala bhoga cukane para unheM naraka choDanA paDatA hai. usakA Azaya yaha bhI hai ki nAraka pretya (marakara) nAraka nahIM banate. jaise atyanta puNya kara phala bhogane ke lie (sthAna) devaloka hai, vaise hI atyanta pApoM kA phala bhogane ke lie naraka hai. phira indriya pratyakSa kI apekSA atIndriya pratyakSa adhika prAmANika hotA hai. makAna kA jharokhA kucha nahIM dekhatA makAnakA mAlika hI dekhatA hai. jinheM atIndriya pratyakSa huA hai, naraka kA varNana karate hai. dUsarI bAta yaha hai ki haMsa, siMha AdikA pratyakSa sabako AsAnI se nahIM hotA, phira bhI unheM koI apratyakSa nahIM mAnatA, kyoMki koI unakA pratyakSa kara cukA hai. tumane bhI samasta deza, samudra nagara, grAma Adi nahIM dekhe haiM, phira bhI dUsaroM ke pratyakSa hone ke kAraNa tuma unheM pratyakSa mAnate ho, yahI bAta nArakoM ke viSaya meM samajho ve mujhe pratyakSa dikhAI de rahe haiM". 70 For Private And Personal Use Only

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O yaha saba sunate hI akampitajI kA saMzaya bhI miTa gayA. apane tIna sau / chAtroM ke samudAyake sAtha unhoMne bhI prabhu ke caraNoM meM AtmasamarpaNa kara diyA. prabhune sabako dIkSita karane ke bAda akampitajI ko tripadI kA jJAna diyA. usa jJAnake AdhAra para unhoMne bhI dvAdazAMgI kI racanA kI. prabhune unheM AThaveM gaNadharake rUpa meM sarvatra pratiSThita kiyA. akampitajI kA jIvana dhanya ho gayA. unheM hamArA koTizaH vandana. tAraka bhI mAraka bhI sattA, zakti aura saMpatti - tAraka bhI hai aura mAraka bhI / jaise diyAsalAI se agni prajvalita kara khAnA bhI pakAyA jA sakatA hai aura Aga lagAkara vinAza bhI kiyA jA sakatA hai, vaise hI sattA, zakti evaM saMpatti kA sadupayoga kara samAja evaM deza gaurava bhI bar3hAyA jA sakatA hai tathA unakA durupayoga kara pratiSThA para pAnI bhI phirAyA jA sakatA hai. zaMkA kA anta zAntikA prAraMbha hai santuSTa manavAle ke lie sadA sabhI dizAeM sukhamayI hai jaise jUtA pahanane vAle ke lie kaMkar3a aura kA~Te Adi se duHkha nahIM hotA. . vAtAvaraNa yadi tuma dhUpa meM baiThe ho to usakI uSNatA se kaise baca sakoge ? yadi tuma agni ke samakSa baiThe ho to usake tApa se kaise baca sakoge ? isI prakAra yadi krodha aura vaimanasya ke vAtAvaraNa meM jI rahe ho, to usake uttApa aura baicainI se kaise baca sakoge ? pAnI ke kinAre para evaM vRkSa kI chAyA meM baiDhanevAlA jaise zItalatA evaM zAMti anubhava karatA hai, vaise hI kSamA evaM virakti ke vAtAvaraNa meM palapanevAlA sadA zAMti evaM prasannatA anubhava karatA hai / hameM kevala zArIrika zakti hI arjita nahIM karanI haiM, zakti ke sAtha yaha jJAna bhI cAhie ki zakti vahI acchI hai jo sadguNa, zakti, pavitratA saba para upakAra karanekI preraNA tathA prANI mAtra ke prati prema se yukta ho / - - 71 pa ) For Private And Personal Use Only

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12. atha puNye sandigdham, dvijamacala bhrAtaraM vibudhamukhyam / U vibhuryathArtham vedArthaM kiM na bhAvayasi ? Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir (acalabhrAtA nAmaka brAhmaNa mahApaNDitase, jise puNya ke viSayameM sandaha thA, prabhu mahAvIra ne kahA- "tuma vedavAkya kA ThIka artha (vAstavavika Azaya) kyoM nahIM samajhate ? " ) nauveM mahApaNDita 'acalabhratA' bhI apane tIna sau chAtroM ke samudAyako sAtha lekara apanA saMzaya miTAne ke lie prabhu mahAvIra svAmI ke samavasaraNa meM pahu~ce. kevala jJAna se ve sabake manakI zaMkA AdhAra sahita jAna lete the. acalabhrAtA ke manakI zaMkA jAnakara ve bole:- hai saumya / vedoMmeM eka jagaha likhA hai - puruSa evedaM sarvaM yad bhUtaM yacca bhAvyam // (jo kucha ho cukA hai aura jo kucha hone vAlA hai, vaha saba puruSa hI hai ) isase mAlUma hotA hai ki puNya nAmaka koI tattva nahIM hai, kintu dUsarI jagaha vedameM likhA hai - puNyaM puNyena karmaNA || ( pavitra kArya se puNya hotA hai) isameM puNya kI bAta kahI gaI hai, isalie tumhAre manameM yaha zaMkA hai ki "puNya' tattva vAstavameM hai bhI yA nahIM ThIka hai na ? acalabhrAtA:- he prabho / Apa to antaryAmI hai varSoM se antastala meM chipI huI merI zaMkA ko Apane ThIka-ThIka jAna liyA hai, maiM socatA hU~ ki vyakti jyoM-jyoM pApa se mukta hotA jAtA hai, tyoM-tyoM sukha pAtA jAtA hai, isalie jaba samasta pApoM se vaha mukta ho jAtA hai, taba ananta sukha yA mokSa sukha pA jAtA hai. isa prakAra kevala pApa tattva mAnane se hI jaba apanA kAma cala jAtA hai, taba vyartha 'puNya' nAmaka eka aura naye tattva ko svIkAra karane se kyA lAbha ? prabhu ne kahA:- he vatsa / usa veda vAkya meM puruSa (AtmA) kI prazaMsA kI gaI hai. use traikAlika nitya amara mAnA gayA hai, parantu niSedha kisIkA nahIM kiyA gayA hai. yadi usameM puNya tattvakA ullekha nahIM hai to niSedha bhI nahIM hai. usameM aisA kahA~ likhA hai ki puNyatattva nahIM hotA ? yadi 72 For Private And Personal Use Only

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puNyatattva kA astitva na hotA to Age calakara "puNyaH puNyane karmaNA // " aisA kyoM likhA jAtA ? jaise apavitra kAryoM se pApa hotA hai, pavitra kAryoM se puNya bhI hotA hai. AtmA nitya hai. vaha anitya zarIra ke dvArA saMsArameM bhaTakatI huI saMcita puNya pApa ke anusAra sukha-duHkha pAtI rahatI jaba-jaba vyakti puNya karma karatA hai, taba-taba usakI parata AtmA para car3ha jAtI hai aura jaba-jaba vaha pApa karma karatA hai, taba-taba usakI bhI parata AtmA para kramazaH car3hatI jAtI hai. agale bhavameM zarIra to nayA milatA hai., parantu puNya-pApa kI paratoM vAlI AtmA vahI rahatI hai. usa bhavameM jaba puNya kI parata khulatI hai (puNyodaya hotA hai) taba AtmA ko anukUla paristhitayoMke sAtha sukha prApta hotA hai aura jaba pApakI parata khulatI hai taba AtmAko pratikUla paristhiyoMke sAtha duHkha prApta hotA hai. jaise pApakA phala bhoganA anivArya hai, vaise puNyakA phala bhoganA anivArya hai. eka lohekI ber3I hai to dUsarI sone kI. parantu bandhana donoM haiM. jaise apane khule zarIra para telakI mAliza karake koI vyakti sar3aka para baiTha jAya to telake parimANameM puNya-pApa kI raja cipakatI rahegI. jo rAga dveSase mukta ho jAtA hai, usakI AtmA para karmaraja nahIM cipakatI. pApakA saMpUrNa kSaya hone para bhI yadi AtmA para puNya kI raja cipakI huI ho to use bhogane ke lie use devalokameM janma lenA paDegA., isalie tumhArA yaha bhrama hai ki kevala pApa tattva mAnanese hI kAma cala sakatA hai." isa prakAra prabhu ke vacanoMse sandeha miTa jAne ke bAda acalabhrAtAne bhI apane chAtra-samudAya ke sAtha AtmasamarpaNa kara diyA sabako dIkSita karaneke bAda acalabhratAko prabhune tripadIkA jJAna diyA. usake AdhAra para unhoMne dvAdazAMgI kI racanA kI. prabhune unheM nauveM gaNadhara ke rUpa meM pratiSThita kiyA. atha parabhavasandigdham metAryaM nAma paNDitapravaram / Uce vibhuryathArtham vedArtha kiM na bhAvayasi ? ..... ..... 73 For Private And Personal Use Only

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FD (phira paralokake astitva para jise sandeha thA, usa paNDitarAja metAryase / prabhune kahA ki vedoM kA tuma vAstavika artha kyoM nahIM samajha lete ? (vAstavika artha samajhane para hI tumhArA sandeha miTa sakegA., anyathA nahIM) dasaveM mahApaNDita metArya bhI apane tIna sau chAtroMke samudAyake sAtha prabhune inase kahA:- he metArya / paraloka hai yA nahIM ? aisA sandeha tumhAre manameM jina padoM ke AdhAra para utpanna huA thA, so ye hai- vijJAnaghana evai tebhyo bhUtebhyaH samutthAya tAnyevAna vinAzayati, na pretya saMjJAsti / / (vijJAnaghana hI pRthvI Adi pA~ca mahAbhUtoM se utpanna hokara unhImeM vilIna ho jAtA hai. maraneke bAda koI saMjJA (astitva) nahIM rahatI) kintu isa vedavAkya kA vAstavika artha yaha hai ki jJAnakI paryAyeM jJeyake parivartana ke sAtha parivartita hotI rahatI haiM. isa vedanA vAkyameM paraloka kA niSedha nahIM kiyA gayA hai. eka anumAna pramANa hai- asti paralokaH, ihalokasya anya thAnupapatteH / paraloka kA astitva hai., kyoMki ihaloka (vartamAna bhava) kI anyathA upapatti sambhava nahIM. yaha loka hai to paraloka bhI honA hI cAhiye. jaise tuma ho to tumhAre pUrvaja (pitA, pitAmaha Adi) bhI haiM hI. bAlaka janma lete hI stanapAnake lie pravRtta hotA hai. stanapAnakI zikSA use kisane dI ? vAsanAke binA pravRtti pUrvabhavameM prApta zikSaNakA pariNAma hai. pUrvabhava na mAnane para jIvaoNkI sthitimeM jo viSamatA hai, usake kAraNa kA patA nahIM calatA pUrvabhavameM bA~dhe gaye zubhAzubha karma hI viSamatAke kAraNa hai., isalie pUrvabhava hai aura yadi pUrvabhava hai to parabhava bhI hai, jisameM isa bhavake saMcita karmoMkA zubhAzubha pariNAma bhogA jAyagA. isa prakAra / bhUtakAlake ananta bhava aura pratyeka ke bAda vAle uttarabhava (paraloka) siddha hote hai. prabhuke ina vacanoMko sunate hI paNDitarAja metArya kA saMzaya miTa gayA apane tIna sau chAtroMke samudAya ke sAtha unhoMne prabhu ke caraNoM meM AtmasamarpaNa kara diyA. prabhu se "tripadI" kA bodha pAne ke bAda unhoMne bhI dvAdazAMgI kI racanA kI. prabhune apane saMghameM unheM dasaveM gaNadhara ke rUpameM pratiSThita kiyA. 74 For Private And Personal Use Only

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phira mahApaNDita prabhAvajIne socA ki jaba dasa vidvAnoMne sarvadA prabhu ke pAsa pahu~cakara apanI-apanI zaMkA kA samAdhAna pA liyA, taba akelA mai hI kyoM pIche rahU~ ? kyoM na maiM bhI nirvANaviSayaka apanI zaMkA kA unase nivAraNa karavA lU~ aura unhI ke samAna kalyANapatha kA pathika bana jAU~ ? isa vicAra ko kAryarUpameM pariNata karaneke lie ve apane tIna sau chAtroM ke samudAya ke sAtha dhUma-dhAmase samavasaraNa kI ora cala diye. prabhune 'prabhAsa' ko jyoM hI dekhA, bola uThe:- he prabhAsa / "jarAmaryaM vA yadagnihotram" (athavA yaha jo agnihotra hai, use sadA karate rahanA cAhiye) agnihotrakA phala svarga hai., isalie AdezAnusAra AjIvana agnihotraH karane para svarga se adhika kucha nahIM milegA. svarga antima prAptavya mAnaliyA raha jAtA hai ? nivArNa kise milegA ? kyoM milegA ? agnihotra se nivArNa nahIM hotA aura agni hotra jIvana-bhara karane kA Adeza hai., isalie agnihotrI kA jIvana sadA nirvANa zUnya rahegA. isase mAlUma hotA hai ki nivArNa kA astitva nahIM hai., parantu dUsarI ora veda meM yaha bhI likhA hai- dve brahmaNI veditavye paramaparaM ca // (do brahma haiaisA jananA cAhiye. eka para aura dUsarA apara) isase nirvANakI sattAbhI pratIta hotI hai. aisI sthitimeM vAstavika kyA hai ? nirvANa hai bhI yA nahIM | yaha zaMkA varSoMse tumhAre manameM chipI baiThI hai. ThIka hai na ? prabhAsaH jI hA~ / yahI zaMkA hai, jo mere manameM athala-puthala macAtI rahatI hai. kRpayA isakA nirAkaraNa kara mujhe anugRhIta kareM. prabhuH- jarAmaryaMvA yadagnihotram // ise vedavAkyameM 'vA' avyaya 'Api' (bhI) ke arthameM prayukta huA hai., isalie usa vAkya kA artha ho jAtA hai- jo agnihotra hai, vaha AjIvana bhI karate rahanA cAhiye. Azaya yaha huA ki jo svargArthI hai, use AjIvana bhI agnihotra karate rahanA cAhiye aura jo nirvANArthI hai, use nirvANa sAdhaka anuSThAna AjIvana bhI karate rahanA cAhiye. veda ke usa vAkya meM nirvANa kA ullekha nahIM hai to niSedha bhI nahIM hai. puNya kA phala svarga hai, pApa kA phala naraka hai, puNya-pApa ke mizraNa kA phala martyaloka hai to puNyapApake sarvathA abhAvakA phala bhI kucha honA cAhiye. basa, vahI nirvANa hai. 75 For Private And Personal Use Only

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prabhAsaH- he prabho / saMsAra anAdi hai to vaha ananta bhI honA cAhiye.. jisakI Adi nahI. usakA anta kaise ho sakatA hai ? aura yadi saMsAra (janma-jarA-maraNa ke caka) kA anta nahIM to nirvANa kaise ho sakatA hai ? prabhuH- he saumya / dravya aura paryAya meM bhinnatA hai. anAdi dravya (jIva) kA anta nahIM hotA, parantu paryAya kA anta hotA hai, kyoMki vaha parivartanazIla hai. saMyoga kA bhI viyoga hotA hai. pratyeka bhavameM zarIrakA jIvanase viyoga tumheM samajhameM AtA hai., vaise hI anAdi karma kA bhI viyoga hotA hai. pratyeka manuSya kA vaMza anAdi hai., kyoMki pitAke binA putra nahIM hotA., phirabhI pratyeka ko putra hogA hI- aisA niyama nahIM hai. putra na hone para athavA hokara mara jAne para kisIkA vaMza (anAdi hote hue bhI) ruka bhI jAtA hai (usakA anta bhI ho jAtA hai), usI prakAra jIvanake sAtha karmakA saMyoga anAdikAla se hai, phira bhI saMyama aura tapasyAse-nirjarAse usa saMyogakA antabhI ho jAtA hai. jIvakI karmasaMyoga rahita zaddha avasthA ko hI nirvANa kahate haiM, jIvakI usa avasthAmeM saMsAra kA (janma-jarA-maraNa ke cakakA) anta ho jAtA hai. jIva parama jJAnI bana jAtA hai. prabhAsaH- he prabho / jJAnendriyoMke abhAva meM muktAtmA ko parama jJAna hotA hai- yaha kaise mAnAjAya ? prabhuH- jJAna AtmA kA guNa hai, indriyoM kA nahIM. jaise paramANu kabhI rUparahita nahIM hotA, vaise hI AtmA jJAnarahita nahIM hotI. karmoM ke AvaraNa se jJAnameM bAdhA paDatI hai. vaha AvaraNa haTa jAne para AtmAkI avyAbAdha jJAnavasthA prakaTa hotI hai, yahI kAraNa hai ki muktAtmA ko parama jJAna hotA hai. murdA zarIra na suna sakatA hai, na dekha sakatA hai, na sUMgha sakatA hai. na cakha sakatA hai aura na cha sakatA hai. jabaki pA~coM jJAnendriyA~ usameM nahIM hai to anubhava kaunakara sakatA hai ? muktA avasthAmeM jIvako sarvottama jJAna aura darzana hotA hai, jise kevalajJAna aura kevala darzana kahate hai. kevala jJAna aura kevala darzanakI prApti jise hotI hai, vaha AtmA paramAnanda kA anubhava karatI hai. sarvottama sukhameM ramaNa karatI hai. prabhAsaH- he prabho / sukha to puNyakA phala hai. muktAtmA kA puNya naSTa ho jAtA hai to use sukha kaise mila sakatA hai ? / 76 For Private And Personal Use Only

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(eu prabhuH- saumya / puNyakA phala sukhAbhAsa hai, sukha nahIM. jise loga sukha kahate haiM, vaha vyAdhipratIkAra mAtra hai., isalie kSaNika hai. khujalIko khujalAne se jisa sukhakA AbhAsa hotA hai, vaisA hI saMsArakA samasta sukha samajho. khujalAne se khAja baDhatI hI hai., isalie jisase duHkha baDhe, use sukha nahIM kaha sakate. nirvANa avasthAmeM sukhakA AbhAsa denevAlA puNya nahIM hotA, kintu sahaja AbhAsa svAbhAvika paripUrNa aura sthAyI sukha hotA hai.. isalie mAnanA cAhiye ki parama sukha kI anubhUti karAnevAlA nirvANa hai. prabhukI vANI sunakara prabhAsajIkA saMzaya miTa gayA. mokSake viSayameM eka zaMkA Apako bhI ho sakatI hai ki kAla anAdiananta hai., isalie anantAnantakAla bIta cukA hai. usameM ananta jIva mokSa gaye hoMge aisI avasthAmeM mokSa bhara janAA cAhiye aura saMsAra khAlI ho jAnA cAhiye., parantu saMsAra z2yoM kA tyoM AbAda hai. yaha saMsAra jIvose khAlI kyoM nahIM huA ? isakA rahasya bhI jaisA maiMne gurudeva se sunA hai, Apake sAmane prakaTa kara detA hU~. jaba-jaba jinezvara bhagavAna se pUchA jAtA hai ki kitane jIva mokSa gaye, taba tabA sabase eka hI uttara milatA hai- "nigodakA bhI anantavA~ bhAga hI abataka mokSa gayA hai / '' (ikkassa nigodarasa vi, anantabhAgo ya siddhigao / / ) Apa jAnate hI hai ki pahAr3a kI caTTAneM barasAta ke jalase ghisakara reta bana jAtI hai. banI huI vaha lAkhoM Tana reta nadiyoM meM AnevAlI bADhoM meM baha-baha kara hajAroM varSoM se samudra meM milatI rahI hai, phira bhI kyA kabhI Apane yaha dekhA ki amuka parvatakA zikhara ghisakara gAyaba ho gayA athavA ATha-dasa phuTa kama ho gayA ? kyA kabhI Apane yaha dekhA ki samudra retase bhara gayA hai evaM usameM aura adhika reta ke lie jarAbhI riktasthAna nahIM raha gayA hai ? ThIka vaise hI parvata kI taraha saMsAra jIvoMse khAlI hotA nahIM hai aura samudra kI taraha muktajIvose mokSa bharatA nahIM hai. 77 For Private And Personal Use Only

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eka dIpakakA prakAza pUre kamare meM phailA rahatA hai. yadi usameM kramazaH sau dIpaka aura lagA diye jAya~ to bhI unake prakAzoMmeM paraspara saMgharSa nahIM hogA. prakAzase prakAza kA milana hotA rahegA. ThIka usI prakAra mokSameM pahu~canevAlI muktAtmAe~ pahale se upasthita muktAtmAoMkI ananta jyotimeM vilIna hotI rahatI hai. sthAna pAne ke lie unameM koI saMgharSa nahIM hotA. saMzaya miTate hI prabhAsajIne bhI AtmasamarpaNa kara diyA, apane tInasau chAtroM ke sAtha pravrajyA grahaNa kI aura prabhuse tripadI kA jJAna prApta kara dvAdazAMgI kI racanA kI. prabhune gyArahaveM gaNadhara ke rUpameM unheM pratiSThita kiyA. isa 'gaNadharavAda" ke phalasvarUpa caramatIrthaMkara prabhu mahAvIrako eka hI dinameM kula 4411 (cAra hacAra cAra sau gyAraha) ziSyaratnoMkaha sampadA prApta haI. prabhuke caraNoMmeM koTizaH vandana / samApta dhokhA 'dagA kisI kA sagA nahIM yaha kahAvata prAyaH sahI hai jo vyakti dUsaroM ko dhokhA detA haiM, vaha svayaM bhI dhokhe meM phaMsa kara apanA ahita kara letA hai eka vyaktine 'sarpadaMza' ke injekzana nikAle. 16 rupayA kImata rakhI phira bhI kAphI cale... logoM ko usase phAyadA huA... eka vyaktine usI mArke para nakalI injekzana nikAle, ATha rupaye meM becanA zurU kiyA. aba pahalevAle kA kArobAra banda par3a gayA. eka dina nakalI injekzana banAne vAle ke lar3ake ko sApane kATa liyA. aba asalI injekzana kahIM milA nahIM, ata: nakalI injekzana lagAyA para lar3akA nahIM bacA, taba vaha sira pITakara rone lagA-'hAya, hAya / merA pApa mujhe hI khA gayA ||| 78 For Private And Personal Use Only

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miTTi ke samAna bano kucha vyakti miTTi kI taraha hote haiM, ve kisI bhI upadeza yA zikSA ko * apane bhItara utArakara satkarma ke naye naye aMkura paidA kara jIvana ko sarasabja banA lete hai. kucha vyakti patthara ke samAna hRdayavAle hote haiM, unheM cAhe jitanA upadeza sunAyA jAya, kintu patthara kI taraha hamezA sUkhA aura vIrAna hI banA rahatA hai. mitra, tuma apane hRdaya ko patthara ke tulya nahIM miTTi ke samAna banAo / Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir lakSya ke lie dIpaka para maMDarAte hue eka laghu zalabha ko dekhakara praNayAkula vyaktine kahA - "dekho, zalabha kI prema-pipAsA / apane premI ke lie prANa nyauchAvara karane ke lie kaise macala rahA hai ?" eka udAsIna virAgI ne kahA- "yaha to nirI mUDhatA hai |ruup mugdha mAnava kI taraha yaha bhI dIpaka kI lau para mugdha banA prANoM se hAtha dhone jA rahA hai / " donoM kI bAta sunakara eka vIra sAdhaka bolA- "prema aura moha kI bhASA to tumhArI hai. zalabha ko isase kyA lenA denA ? yaha to apane lakSya meM samA jAne ke lie macala rahA hai. isake sAmane prANoM kA nahIM - lakSa kAhI mUlya hai / 79 For Private And Personal Use Only

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prasAraka evaM nivedaka : TrasTI gaNa, zrI mahAvIra jaina ArAdhanA kendra, kobA : 382 009, jillA : gAMdhInagara, gujarAta. phona naM. 21342 AzIrvAda dAtA : sva. gacchAdhipati pUjya AcArya zrI kailAsasAgarasUrIsvarajI ma.sA. preraNA evaM mArgadarzana : mahAn prabhAvaka pUjya AcArya zrI padyasAgarasUrIsvarajI ma.sA. saMsthA ke vartamAna Ayojana mahAvIrAlaya (jina maMdira) A. zrI gurUgautamasvAmi kA gurU maMdira. ArAdhanA bhavana (upAzraya). jJAna maMdira pustakAlaya vAcanAlaya saMzodhana kendra kalAdIrdha (saMgrahAlaya) mumukSu kuTIra yAtrika gRha bhojana gRha mudraNAlaya For Private And Personal Use Only

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- zrI mahAvIra jaina ArAdhanA kendra, kobA kI pavitra bhUmi para nirmita hone jA rahe AcArya zrI kailAsasAgarasUri jaina jJAna maMdira kA saMkSipta paricaya eMva Apa saba se namra anurodha ahamadAbAda se mAtra 16 ki.mI. dUra gAMdhInagara ahamadAbAda rAjamArga para 'zrI mahAvIra jaina ArAdhanA kendra nAmaka saMsthA nirmita ho rahI hai| alpa samaya meM hI yaha saMsthA apane nirmANa kI AdhI yAtrA pUrNa kara cuki hai / zeSa nirmANa kArya bhI pUrI gati ke sAtha Age bar3ha rahA hai| bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI ke Adarza siddhAntoM kA prasAra-pracAra eMva prAcIna jaina sAhitya kA saMzodhana/prakAzana karanA/karavAnA isa saMsthA ke pramukha udezya hai| nirmANa kAla se hI yaha saMsthA apane uddesyoM kI pUrti ke liye satata prayatnazIla hai| isa saMsthA meM atibhavya-suvizAla va kalAtmaka zrI mahAvIrasvAmI kA jinAlAya, sAdhu bhagavanta jahA~ rahakara abhyAsa, dhyAna, svAdhyAya, cintana, lekhana Adi kArya suvidhApUrvaka kara sakeM-aisA sundara ArAdhanA bhavana (upAzraya) yAtrika gRha, bhojana gRha evaM deza-videza ke vidvAnoM ke / adhyayana evaM saMzodhanArtha rahane ke liye svataMtra mumukSu kuTIroM kA nirmANa kiyA jA rahA hai| ina saba ke atirikta yahA~ para darzanIya AcArya zrI kailAsasAgarasUri jaina jJAna maMdira kA nirmANa bhI nikaTa bhaviSya meM hone jA rahA hai yaha jJAna maMdira Adhunika vaijJAnika sAdhanoM se susampanna hogaa| isa jJAna maMdira ke liye Aja taka hajAroM kI saMkhyA meM prAcIna hasta pratoM kA saMgraha kiyA jA cukA hai| kaI alabhya-aprakAzita gantha bhI isa saMgraha meM vidhamAna hai / prAcIna tADapatrIya gantha bhI yahA~ acchI sakhyA meM upalabdha hai / lagabhaga do lAkha se bhI adhika kaI bhASAoM meM vibhinna viSayoM kI mudrita pustakeM isa jJAna maMdira meM rheNgii| 81 CONO For Private And Personal Use Only

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jaina Agama, caritra, kAvya, rAsa, DhAla, copAI, jyotiSa zilpa Adi sAhitya ke sAtha-sAtha prAcIna zailI ke sundara citra, paTTa, mUrtie~ tathA anya kalAtmaka vastue~ yahA~ ke saMgraha kI sabase baDI vizeSatA rhegii| ina sabhI darzanIya vastuoM kA kalAdIrghA meM pradarzana bhI rakhA jAegA / tathA inakI surakSA vyavasthA bhI vaijJAnika DhaMga se kI jaaegii| vizeSa rUpa se yahA~ para acche vidvAna, pracAraka, lekhaka Adi taiyAra karane kI yojanA hai| isa hetu usa saMsthA kA svataMtra pAThayakrama bhI hogA / sAdhu bhagavanta bhI yahA~ para sthiratA pUrvaka tattvajJAna, nyAya, vyAkaraNa Adi kA vyavasthita adhyayana kara skeNge| deza-videza ke vidvAna yahA~ rahakara adhyayana evaM saMzodhana Adi kArya suvidhApUrvaka kara skeNge| aprakAzita ganthoM ke prakAzana kI vyAsthA bhI saMsthA dvArA kI jaaegii| prAcIna hasta-pratoM, kalAtmaka vastuoM eMva mudrita pustakoM se samRddha yaha jaina jJAna maMdira bhArata bhara meM anokhA evaM advitIya hogaa| isa parama pavitra puNya kArya meM Apa bhI avazya hI apanA Arthika sahayoga pradAna kara hameM protsAhita kreN| isa paMjIkRta saMsthA ko Ayakara dhArA 80jI. ke tahata kara ra-mukti milI huI hai / saMsthA ke TrasTI zrI bharatabhAI zAha (bI. vijayakumAra) ne bhI isa kArya se prabhAvita hokara hameM apanI sevA evaM sundara sahayoga diyA hai / puna: Apa sabhI sajjanoM se namra anurodha hai ki isa vizAla jaina jJAna maMdira ke nirmANa kArya meM Apa pUrNa sahayoga dekara jaina samAja ke prati apane naitika karttavya kA pAlana kareM / ApakA thor3A- - sA sahayoga bhI hameM bahuta bar3A bala degA / kAryAlaya eva saMparka sUtra : zrI mahAvIra jaina ArAdhanA kendra, C/o. hemanta bradarsa supara mArkeTa, ahamadAbAda dUrabhASa : kAryAlaya : 401344, 401444, 401544, dhara : 441444. 82 380009. For Private And Personal Use Only

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koI mAne yA na mAneM yaha aruNodaya ApakA hI hai hAM, yaha arUNodaya ApakA hI hai magara yaha arUNodaya jitanA ApakA hai itane hI Apa bhI aruNodaya ke hI hai aura yaha siddha karane kA kArya bhI ApakA hI hai, ApakI pharja hai sahayoga ke aruNodaya para, hRdaya-padhma vikasita hokara visvabandhutvamayI vAtsalyalatA kA prasAraNa Apa aura hamase (nirantara) nitya abhiSeka rUpa hogA. prakAzana kI jaTila samasyAoM ke bAvajUda bhI rASTrasaMta AcArya zrI padhmasAgara sUrIsvarajI ma.sA. ke pravacanoM kA pustaka ke rUpa meM prakAzana hindI gujarAtI va aMgrejI meM karate rahe haiM aura AgAmI aneta meM bhI karate raheMge. ghara-ghara meM sadAcAra-zraddhA-samarpaNa kI bhAvanAoM kA prasAraNa hamAre sarvottama sAhityoM se hI saMbhava hai / aruNodaya phAunDezana ke peTranasadasya, AjIvana sadasya banakara deN| sahayoga ke do prakAra peTrana rU 5555 (peTrana bananevAloM ke phoTu honevAle do mahattvapUrNa prakAzanoM meM gurUbhattma ke rUpa meM pragaTa hoMge AjIvana sadasya rU. 1362 (do prakAzana meM nAmasUci kA prasAraNa hogA.) prasAraka evaM nivedaka TrasTIgaNa zrI arUNodaya phAunDezana 83 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra ___ + khuzI kI bAta snehapadhma vigata kaI varSoM se maiM pratIkSArata thA, rASTrasaMta AcArya gurUmahArAja zrI padhmasAgarasUrIsvarajI mahArAja ke aMtara kI bhAvanA pUrNa ho / eka aise kSetra kA nirmANa ho jahAM para dhyAna/jJAnakendra (jinabiMba-jinA gama) ke pyAse bhaktajana Akara AloTa sake anaMta samudroM ke jalabinduoM kI taraha anaMta karUNA ke bhaMDAra visva vatsala bhagavAna mahAvIra prabhu kI maMgala pratiSThA zrI mahAvIra ArAdhanA kendra kobA meM dinAMka 12-2-87 ko hone jA rahI hai bar3I khuzI kI bAtoM kA sparza pA rahA hU~ ki paramazraddheya parama pUjyapAda AcArya zrI padhmasAgara sUrIsvarajI mahArAja kI bhAvanA pUrNa hone jA rahI hai prabhu mahAvIra svAmI jaba mile gautama prabhuko (gaNadhara bhagavanto ko) taba khuzI kA ThikAnA nahI raha pAyA thA / nirmalatA-niSkapaTatA se bharI vAtsalyapUrNa vANI ne jAdUsA kAma kiyA. / ahaMkAra kSaNabhara meM cUra-cUra ho gayA, jJAna vAtsalya kA AdhAra isameM dharA hai. AcArya zrI kailAsasAgarasUrIsvarajI mahArAja prazAnta bhUrti the-unake caraNarajoM se jinake hRdayakamala vikasita hue haiM vaise AcArya zrI padhmasAgarasUrIsvarajI maharAja jinake milane se aba duniyAbhara ke vidvAna jainadarzana ke tatvoM ke jijJAsu apane sAre saMzaya dUra kareMge yahA~ AcArya zrI kailAsasAgarasUrIsvarajI jaina jJAna mandira, kobA meM Akara bahumUlayavAna prAcIna tAr3apatra hastaprateM ratnamayI mUrtiyA~, vastue~ tathA hara viSayoM ke saMzodhana ke lie AdhAra paayeNge| yahAM para jJAnakI pyAU kA nirmANa ekaika IMTa ko duniyabhara se ekatrita karake AcArya zrI padhmasAgarasUrisvarajIne svayaM ne kiyA hai. yugoM taka aneka jana isa pyAU~ para Akara zItalatA kI AhalAdakatA jhelakara ajJAna-moha ke ghere ko tor3akara yaha gA uTheMgeM "prabhu tArA jevU mAre thAq che. / "prabhu tere jaisA mujhe banamA hai / " yugoM taka RNI raheMge hama saba Apake For Private And Personal Use Only

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paramAtmA zrI mahAvIra svAmi ke dvArA svahasta se zrI iMdrabhUti gautama Adi gaNadharoM kI sthApanA For Private And Personal Use Only

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