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by night. स्वापापायात्
Stanza 42 रात्रौ owing to her sleep being dispelled स्वाप: निद्रा । तस्य अपायः अपगमः स्वापापायः । तस्मात् । śambara means to say that she, owing to her being absorbed in meditating upon you from whom she is separated, might have been passing away sleepless nights. हृदयनिहितं deposited in heart [i. e. committed by her to memory ]. हृदये मनसि निहितः स्थापितः हृदयनिहितः । तम् । अजस्रम् continuously. 'नित्यानवरताजस्रं ' इत्यमर: । गुरुतरशुचम् afflicted far too heavily; deeplygrieved. अतिशयेन गुर्वी गुरुतरा । गुरुतरा शुक् शोकः यस्याः सा । ताम् । निर्विनोदाम् - having no pastime; deprived of means of pleasure ; deprived of pleasure. विनोदान्निर्गता निष्क्रान्ता निर्विनोदा । ताम् । सुखविरुतिभिः - consisting in charming words or sounds. सुखाः सुखावद्दाः विरुतयः स्वनाः येषां ते । तैः । सख्यालापैः owing to the conversationswith female friends. सखीनां आलीनां आलापाः आभाषणानि सख्यालापाः । तैः । 6 स्यादाभाषणमालापः इत्यमरः । तद्विनोदैः - forming the means of mitigating it ( i. e. mental worry.). तस्य विरहजनितदुःखस्य विनोदाः अपनयनोपायाः तद्विनोदाः । तैः । सव्यापारां engaged in an activity. व्यापारेण विरहजनितदुःखापनयनविनोदव्यापारेण सहिता सख्यापारा । ताम् । विप्रयोगः separation. Śambara means to say that, by day, she, being engaged in conversation, charming to the ear, with her female friends, and being engaged in employing other means to mitigate her misery, might not have been destressed very much as she might have been distressed by night owing to her being sleepless, owing to her remembering her husband of the former birth, Marubhuti who has got initiated himself into monk-hood in the present birth, owing to her being extremely distressed and owing to her being deprived of the means of mitigating misery, and so the Sage, assuming the form of a cloud, should see her. This description of the young Kinnara girl is given by Sambara with a desire to distract the mind of the Sage from meditation. He thinks that the feeling of love, when roused to the highest degree, overwhelms all other feelings arising in the mind of a person. This is how the demi-god, Sambara, is found to have been
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