Me Vanchyu Tame Pan Vancho

Author(s): Jayanandvijay
Publisher: Guru Ramchandra Prakshan Samiti
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/023267/1

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meM vAMcyu tame paNa. vAMco azvakuLagAma amiSa - paMDita kalpezabhAI dhANadhArA karyo che. mAnava paNa yaMtra samo banyo che ane mAM amiSa gAma zaherIjano ne yaMtra rahita jIvana te - svataMtratA che tenI pratIti karAve che. zaheromAM ekAkIpaNAno ahesAsa thAya che. havA praduSaNa paDe che, elopethInI sAiDa iphekTa ane rieksana no che.khoTI nitIothI Dagale ne pagale alopa thatI svataMtratAne te jovA sivAya bIjo vikalpa paNa sujhato nathI. A badhuM terI jIvanano abhizApa che. yaMtrarahita jIvanathI svAbhAvika kattva samajAya che. tethI Arogya ane dhanasaMpadAnI vRddhi thAya che. svataMtratAno paramArtha samajAya che. berojagArInI jaTIla gaNAtI vI capaTI vagADatA dUra thAya che. A amiSagAmanI vartamAna kathA vAMcIne ruci poSAya tevA alpa parizramavALuM, jJAna-karma bhaktimaya, yoga rAdhArita, prAcIna AdarzajIvananA vikalpavALuM paNa yaMtrarahita jIvana apanAvI zakIzuM kharA ? paDayuM amiSa. aA ahIM AvI gayelA A ahIM AvIne emaNe potAnA jIvanano ane amerikAnA pensilaveniyA rAjyamAM lekesTara nAmanA paragaNAmAM amiSa nAme eka gAma joyuM ane tarata ja sva. zrI jhaveracaMda meghANI nI eka kavitAnI pahelI be liTI yAda AvI gai. DuMgara kerI khINamAM gAMbhu nAme gAma, khetI karato khaMtathI paTela pAMco I.sa. 1700 nI AsapAsa yuropamAM kALuM va kAra thI bacavA jekaba ammAna ApaNe emano jIvanavyavahAra joIe. noMdhapAtra viziSTatA e che ke e loko kyAMya yaMtrano upayoga karata amerikA jevA adyatana yaMtronA dezomAM caMDo vinA jIvavuM e jeNe amiya jIvana joyuM nA hoya e mAnavA taiyAra nahi thAya. amiSa loko mAne che ke sukhasagavaDo mANasa ne IzvarathI dUra laI jAya che. eTale e loko Adhunika sukha - sagavaDothI aLagA rahe che. emanAM gharomAM vijaLI nathI, ane vijaLI nA hoya to vIjaLIthI cAlatAM sAdhano to hoya ja kyAMthI ? proTesTa jarmanI nAna parartha dareka amiSa potAnA khetaramAM ja ghara bAMdhIne rahe che. AjanI duniyA ene phArma hAusa kahe che. dareka ghara ekabIjAthI khAssuM dUra hoya che. gAyo, bakarAM, gheTAM e emanuM pazudhana che. AjubAju ane cArekora patharAyelI hariyALI A pazudhanane cAro pUro pADe che. amerikAmAM rahIne paNa e TrekTara upayoga thAya che. tyAM amiSa ghoDAno upayoga kare che. keTIlarathI khetI nathI karato, paNa ghoDAthI khetI kare che. ApaNe tyAM khetI - na che. evI ja rIte eka ghoDAvALI bagI e emanuM kAmamAM jya vanache. ghoDo e vAha. gamiyanuM che ke nahi enI khAtarI enI bArI parathI thai zake varanI bArInA kAca lIlA raMganA hoya che. mithanA mAM jova A pavALa O nIcara hoya che. gharane zaNagAratI koIpaNa to e che ghaDiyALa ane kelenDara. dharonI bhIMto para judAM judAM devadevIonI kaTaka karatuM ghaDiyALa jovA maLe che - enA jevuM ja. kAcanAM vAsaNothI gharane zaNagAravuM bahu ja game che. || 2 | saMpAdaka : munizrI jayAnaMdavijayajI ma.sA. T

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|| zrI AdinAthAya namaH | // prabhu zrImad vijaya rAjendra sUrIzvarAya namaH | * - meM vAcyuM tame paNa vAMco. - divyAziSa zrI vidyAcaMdra sUrIzvarajI ma.sA. munirAja zrI rAmacaMdadra vijayajI ma.sA. - saMpAdaka - munizrI jayAnaMdavijaya ja prakAzaka ja guruzrI rAmacaMdra prakAzana samiti - bhInamAla ja mukhya saMrakSaka ja (1) zrI saMbhavanAtha rAjendrasUri zve. mU. TrasTa, kaphulAvArI sTrITa, vijayavADA. (2) munirAja zrI jayAnaMda vijayajI Adi ThANA kI nizrA meM vi. 206pameM zatruMjaya tIrthe cAturmAsa evaM upadhAna karavAmA usa nimitte leTara kuMdana grupa muMbaI, dilhI, cennaI, hariyANA, zrImatI garIdevI jeThamalajI bAlagotA parivAra meMgalavA. che. (3) eka sagRhastha - bhInamAla na

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saMrakSaka (1) sumeramala kevalajI nAhara, bhInamAla, rAja. ke. esa. nAhara, 201 sumera Tovara, lava lena, majhagAMva, muMbaI-10. (2) mIliyana grupa, sUrANA, muMbaI, dillI, vijayavADA. (3) ema. Ara. impeksa, 16-e, hanumAna Teresa, dUsarA mAlA, tArATempala lena, lemIgTana roDa, muMbaI-7. phona : 23801086. (4) zrI zAMtidevI bAbulAlajI bAphanA cerITebala TrasTa, muMbaI, mahAvideha bhInamAladhAma, pAlItAnA-364270. (5) saMghavI jugarAja, kAMtilAla, mahendra, surendra, dilIpa, dhIraja, saMdIpa, rAja, jainama, akSata beTA potA kuMdanamalajI bhutAjI zrIzrImAla, vardhamAna gautrIya Ahora (rAja.) kalpatarU jvelarsa, 305, sTezana roDa saMghavI bhavana, thAnA (pa.) mahArASTra. (6) ati AdaraNIya vaDIla zrI nAthAlAla tathA pU. pitAjI cInamalAla, gagaladAsa, zAMtilAla tathA moMghIbena amRtalAla ke AtmazreyArthe ci. nilAMga ke varasItapa, prapautrI bhavyA ke aTThAI varasItapa anumodanArtha dozI vIjubena cImanalAla DAyAlAla parivAra amRtalAla cImanalAla dozI pAMcazo vorA parivAra, tharAda-muMbaI. zatrujaya tIrthe navvANuM yAtrA ke Ayojana nimitte zA. jeThamala, lakSmaNarAja, pRthvIrAja, premacaMda, gautamacaMda, gaNapatarAja, lalItakumAra, vikramakumAra, puSpaka, vimala, pradIpa, cirAga, niteSa beTA-potA kInAjI saMkalecA parivAra meMgalavA, pharma - arihanta novelhaTI, GF3 AratI zopIMga senTara, kAlupuraTaMkazAlA roDa, ahamadAbAda. pRthvIcaMda enDa kaM., tirucirApalI.

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(8) tharAda nivAsI bhaNazAlI madhubena kAMtilAla amulakhabhAI parivAra. (9) zA kAMtIlAla kevalacaMdajI gAMdhI siyAnA nivAsI dvArA 2063 meM pAlItAnA meM upadhAna karavAyA usa nimitte. (10) 'lahera kuMdana grupa' zA jeThamalajI kuMdanamalajI meMgalavA (jAlora) (11) 2063 meM guDA meM cAturmAsa evaM upadhAna karavAyA usa samaya padmAvatI sunAne ke upalakSa meM zA caMpAlAla, jayaMtilAla, surezakumAra, bharatakumAra, prinkeza, kenita, darzita cunnIlAlajI makAjI kAzama gautra tvara parivAra guDAbAlotAn jayaciMtAmaNi 10-543 saMtApeTa nellUra 524001 (A.pra.) (12) pU. pitAzrI pUnamacaMdajI mAtuzrI bhurIbAI ke smaraNArthe putra pukharAja, putravadhu lIlAbAI pautra phuTaramala, mahendrakumAra, rAjendrakumAra, azokakumAra mithuna, saMkeza, somIla, beTA potA parapotA zA. pUnamacaMdajI bhImAjI rAmANI guDAbAlotAn 'nAkoDA golDa' 70, kaMsArA cAla, bIjAmAle, rUna naM. 67, kAlabAdevI, muMbaI-2. (13) zA sumerapala, mukezakumAra, nitIna, amIta, manISA, khuzabu beTA potA perAjamalajI pratApajI ratanapurA boharA parivAra, modarA (rAja.) rAjaratana golDa proDa. ke. vI. esa. komplekSa, 3/1 arUMDalapeTa, gunTUra A.P. (14) eka sadgRhastha, dhANasA. (15) gulAbacaMda DaoN. rAjakumAra, nikhIlakumAra, beTA potA parapotA zA chaganarAjajI pemAjI koThArI, Ahora, amerikA : 4341, skaileNDa DrIva aTalAnTA jorjiyA U.S.A.- 30342. phona : 404-432 3086/678-521-1150 (16) zAMtirUpacaMda ravindracaMda, mukeza, saMjeza, RSabha, lakSita, yaza, dhruva, akSaya beTA potA milApacaMdajI mahetA pholAvAsa jAlora, beMgalora.

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(17) vi.saM. 2063 meM Ahora meM upadhAna tapa ArAdhanA karavAyI evaM padmAvatI zravaNa ke upalakSa meM pitAzrI thAnamalajI mAtuzrI sukhIdevI, bhaMvaralAla, ghevaracaMda, zAMtilAla, pravINakumAra, manISa, nikhila, mittula, AzISa, harSa, vinaya, viveka beTA potA kanAjI hakamAjImuthA, zA. zAMtilAla pravINakumAra enDa ko. rAma gopAla sTrITa, vijayavADA. bhIvaMDI, icalakaraMjI (18) bAphanA vADI meM jina mandira nirmANa ke upalakSa meM mAtuzrI prakAzadevI caMpAlAlajI kI bhAvanAnusAra pRthvIrAja, jitendrakumAra, rAjezakumAra, ramezakumAra, vaMza, jainama, rAjavIra, beTA potA caMpAlAla sAMvalacandajI bAphanA, bhInamAla. navakAra TAima, 51, nAkoDA sTeTa nyu boharA bilDIMga, muMbaI-3. (19) zA zAMtilAla, dIlIpakumAra, saMjayakumAra, amanakumAra, akhIlakumAra, beTA potA mUlacaMdajI umAjI talAvata Ahora (rAja.) rAjendrA mArkeTIMga, vijayavADA. (20) zrImatI sakudevI sAMkalacaMdajI nethIjI hukamANI parivAra, pAMtheDI, rAja. rAjendra jvelarsa, 8-rahemAna bhAI bi. esa.jI. mArga, tADadeva, muMbaI-34. (21) pUjya pitAjI zrI sumeramalajI kI smRti meM mAtuzrI jeThIbAI kI preraNA se jayantilAla, mahAvIracaMda, darzana, beTA potA sumeramalajI varadIcaMdajI Ahora, je. jI. impeksa prA.li.-55 nArAyaNa mudalI sTrITa, cennaI-79. (22) sva. hastImalajI bhalAjI nAgotrA solaMkI kI smRti meM haste parivAra bAkarA (rAja.) (23) munizrI jayAnaMda vijayajI kI nizrA meM lehara kuMdana grupa dvArA zatrujaya tIrthe 2065 meM cAturmAsa upadhAna karavAyA usa samaya ke ArAdhaka evaM atithi ke sarva sAdhAraNa kI Aya meM se saMvata 2065.

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(24) mAtuzrI mohanIdevI, pitAzrI sAMvalacaMdajI kI puNyasmRti meM zA pArasamala surezakumAra, dinezakumAra, kailAzakumAra, jayaMtakumAra, bileza, zrIkeSa, dIkSila, prISa kabIra, beTA potA sovalacaMdajI kuMdanamalajI meMgalavA, pharma : Fybros Kundan Group, 35 perumala mudalI sTrITa, sAhukAra peTa, cennaI-1. Mengalwa, Chennai, Delhi, Mumbai. (25) zA sumeramalajI narasAjI - meMgalavA, cennaI. (26) zA dUdhamalajI, narendrakumAra, ramezakumAra beTA potA lAlacaMdajI mAMDota parivAra bAkarA (rAja.) maMgala ArTa, dozI bilDIMga, 3 bhoIvADA, bhUlezvara, muMbaI-2 (27) kaTArIyA saMghavI lAlacaMda, ramezakumAra, gautamacaMda, dinezakumAra, mahendrakumAra, ravindrakumAra beTA potA sonAjI bherAjI dhANasA (rAja.) zrI supara spearsa, 11-31-3A pArka roDa, vijayavADA, sikandrAbAda. (28) zA narapatarAja, lalItakumAra, mahendra, zaileSa, nileSa, kalpeza, rAjeza, mahIpAla, dikSIta, AzISa, ketana, azvIna, rIMkeza, yaza, mIta, beTA potA khImarAjajI thAnAjI kaTArIyA saMghavI Ahora (rAja.) kalAMjalI jvelarsa, 4/2 brADI peTha, gunTUra-2. (29) zA lakSmIcaMda, zeSamala, rAjakumAra, mahAvIrakumAra, praviNakumAra, dilIpakumAra, ramezakumAra beTA potA pratApacaMdajI kAlujI kAMkarIyA modarA (rAja.) gunTUra. (30) eka sadagRhastha (khAcarauda) . (31) zrImatI suAdevI ghevaracaMdajI ke upadhAna nimitte caMpAlAla, dinezakumAra, dharmendrakumAra, hitezakumAra, dilIpa, rozana, nIkhIla, harSa, jainama, diveza beTA potA gheravacaMdajI saremalajI durgANI bAkarA, hitendra mArkeTIMga, 11-x-2-Kashi, ceTI lena, sattara zAlA kompleksa, pahalA mAlA, cennaI-79.

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(32) maMjulAbena pravINakumAra paTIyAta ke mAsakSamaNa evaM sva. zrI bhaMvaralAlajI kI smRti meM pravINakumAra, jItezakumAra, cetana, cirAga, kuNAla, beTA potA tilokacaMdajI dharmAjI paTiyAta dhANasA. pI.TI.jaina, royala samrATa, 406-sI vIMga, goregAMva (vesTa), muMbaI-62. (33) golDa meDala inDasTrIsa prA. lI. revataDA, muMbaI, vijayavADA, dillI, jugarAja oTamalajI e 301/302, vAstupArka, malADa (vesTa), muMbaI-64 (34) rAja rAjendra TeksaTAIlsa, eksaporTasa limITeDa, 101, rAjabhavana, daulatanagara, borIvalI (IsTa) muMbaI, modharA nivAsI. (35) pra. zA. dI. vi. sA. zrI muktizrIjI kI suziSyA mukti darzitAzrIjI kI preraNA se sva. pitAjI dAnamalajI, mAtuzrI tIjobAI kI puNya smRti meM caMpAlAla, mohanalAla, mahendrakumAra, manojakumAra, jitendrakumAra, vikAsakumAra, ravikumAra, riSabha, milana, hitika, Ahora, koThArI mArkeTIMga, 10/11 citurI komplekSa, vijayavADA. (36) pitAjI zrI sonarAjajI, mAtuzrI madanabAI parivAra dvArA sametazikhara yAtrA pravAsa evaM jIvita mahotsava nimitte dIpacaMda uttamacaMda, azokakumAra, prakAzakumAra, rAjezakumAra, saMjayakumAra, vijayakumAra, beTApotA sonarAjajI meghAjI kaTArIyA saMghavI dhANasA. alakA sTIla 857 bhavAnI peTha, pUnA-2. (37) muni zrI jayAnaMda vijayajI AdI ThANA kI nizrA meM savaMta 2066 meM tIrthendra nagare-bAkarA roDa madhye cAturmAsa evaM upadhAna karavAyA usa nimitte haste zrImatI maitIdevI perAjamalajI ratanapurA voharA parivAra-modharA (rAjasthAna) (38) muni zrI jayAnaMda vijayajI AdI ThANA kI nizrA meM savaMta 2062 meM pAlItAnA meM cAturmAsa evaM upadhAna karavAyA usa nimitte zAMtIlAla, bAbulAla, mohanalAla, azokakumAra vijayakumAra, zrI hajAdevI sumeramalajI nAgorI parIvAra-Ahora, beMgalora

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(39) saMghavI kAMtilAla, jayaMtilAla gaNapatarAja rAjakumAra, rAhulakumAra samasta zrIzrIzrImAla guDAla gotra phuAnI parivAra AlAsaNa. saMghavI ilekTrIka kaMpanI, 85, nArAyaNa mudalI sTrITa, cennaI - 600 079. (40) saMghavI bhaMvaralAla mAMgIlAla, mahAvIra, nIleza, banTI, beTA potA harakacaMdajI zrI zrImAla parivAra AlAsana. rAjeza ilekTrIkalsa 48, rAjA bilDIMga, tirunelavelI - 627 001. (41) zA. kAntIlAlajI, maMgalacandajI haraNa, dAsapA~, muMbaI / (42) zA bhaMvaralAla, surezakumAra, zaileSakumAra, rAhula beTA potA tejarAjajI saMghavI komatAvAlA bhInamAla, esa. ke. mArkeTIMga, rAjaratana ilekTrIkalsa 20, sambIyAra sTrITa, cennaI - 600079. (43) zA samarathamala, sukarAja, mohanalAla, mahAvIrakumAra, vikAsakumAra, kamaleza, anila, vimala, zrIpAla, bharata pholA muthA parivAra sAyalA (rAja.) aruNa inTaraprAijesa, 4 lena brADI peTha, gunTUra - 2. - (44) zA gajarAja bAbulAla, mIThAlAla, bharata, mahendra, mukeza, zailesa, gautama, nIkhIla, manISa, hanI beTA - potA ratanacaMdajI nAgotrA solaMkI sA~thU (rAja.) phUlacaMda bhavaMralAla, 180 govIMdAppA nAyaka sTrITa, cennaI - 1 (45) bhaMsAlI bhaMvaralAla, azokakumAra, kAMtilAla, gautamacaMda, rAjezakumAra, rAhula, AzISa, namana, AkAza, yogeza, beTA potA lIlAlI kasanAjI mu. surata. pharma : maMgala motI senDIkeTa, 14 / 15 esa. esa. jaina mAkTe, ema.pI. lena, cIkapeTa krosa, beMgalora - 53. (46) ballu gaganadAsa viracaMdabhAI parivAra, tharAda. (47) zrImatI maMjulAdevI bhogIlAla velacanda saMghavI dhAnerA nivAsI, phensI DAyamaNDa, 11 zrIjI ArkeDa, prasAda cembarsa ke pIche, TATA roDa naM. 1 - 2, oNperA hAUsa, muMbaI - 4.

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(48) zA zAMtilAla ujamacaMda desAI parivAra, vinodabhAI, dhIrajabhAI, sevaMtIbhAI tharAda, muMbaI. (49) baMdA muthA zAMtilAla, lalitakumAra, dharmeza, miteza, beTA potA megharAjajI phusAjI 43, AidAppA nAyakana sTrITa, sAhukAra peTa, dhANasA, cennaI-79. (50) zrImatI badAmIdevI dIpacaMdajI genAjI mAMDavalA cennaI nivAsI ke prathama upadhAna tapa nimitte, haste parivAra. (51) zrI Ahora se AbU-delavADA tIrtha kA chari pAlita saMgha nimitte evaM suputra mahendrakumAra kI smRti meM saMghavI muthA megharAja, kailAzakumAra, rAjezakumAra, prakAzakumAra, dinezakumAra, kumArapAla, karaNa, zubhama, milana, mehula, mAnava, beTA potA sugAlacaMdajI lAlacaMdajI lUMkaDa parivAra Ahora, maisura pepara saplAyarsa, 5, zrInAtha bilDIMga, sultAna peTa sarkala, beMglora-53. (52) eka sadgRhastha bAkarA (rAja.). (53) mAinoksa meTala prA. li., (sAyalA), naM. 7, pI. sI. lena, esa. pI. roDa kraoNsa, beMglora-2, muMbaI, cennaI, ahamadAbAda. (54) zrImatI pyArIbAI bheramalajI jeThAjI zrIzrI zrImAla agni gautra, gAMva-sarata. 2068meM bAkarAroDa meM cAturmAsa evaM upadhAna Ayojana nimitte haste saMghavI bhaMvaralAla, amIcaMda, azokakumAra, dinezakumAra aMbIkA grupa vijayavADA. (55) sva. pitAzrI hirAcaMdajI, sva. mAtuzrI kusumabAI, sva. jeSTha bhrAtAzrI pRthvIrAjajI, zrI tejarAjajI AtmazreyArtha muthA cunnilAla, candrakumAra, kizorakumAra, pArasamala, prakAzakumAra, jitendrakumAra, dinezakumAra, vikAzakumAra, kamaleza, rAkeza, sanni, AziSa, nIleza, aMkuza, punIta, abhiSeka, monTu, nitina, Atiza, nila, mahAvIra, jainama, parama, tanamai, pranai, beTA potA, prapotA laDapotA hirAcaMdajI,

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camanAjI, dAMtevADiyA parivAra, marudhara meM Ahora (rAja.) pharma : hIrA novelTIsa, phlovara sTrITa, ballArI. (56) mumukSu dinezabhAI hAlacaMda adAnI kI dIkSA ke samaya AI huI rAzI meM se haste hAlacaMdabhAI vIracaMdabhAI parivAra tharAda, surata. saha saMrakSaka (2) (1) zA tIlokacaMda mayAcanda enDa kaM. 116, gulAlavADI, muMbaI-4 zA tArAcanda bhonAjI Ahora pharma-mehatA narendrakumAra enDa kuM., pahalA bhoivADA lena muMbaI-2 sva. mAtRzrI mohanadevI pitAjI zrI gumAnamalajI kI smRti meM putra kAMtilAla jayantilAla, sureza, rAjeza solaMkI jAlora praviNa eNDa kaM. 15-8-110/2, begama bAjAra, haidarAbAda-12. (4) 1992 meM basa yAtrA pravAsa, 1995 meM aTThAI mahotsava evaM saMghavI sonamalajI ke AtmazreyArthe nANezA parivAra ke prathama sammelana ke lAbha ke upalakSya meM saMghavI bhabutamala jayaMtilAla, prakAzakumAra, praviNakumAra, navIna, rAhula, aMkUza, riteza nANezA, prakAza novelTIj, sundara pharnIcara, 794 sadAzIva peTha, bAjIrAva roDa, pUnA-411 030 (siyANA) (5) subodhabhAI uttamalAla mahetA dhAnerA nivAsI, kalakattA. (6) pU. pitAjI oTamalajI mAtuzrI atIyAbAI pa. pavanIdevI ke AtmazreyArtha kizoramala, pravINakumAra (rAju) anila, vikAsa, saMyama, RSabha, dozI caupar3A parivAra Ahora, rAjendra sTIla hAusa, brADI peTha, gunTura (A.P.) (7) pU. pitAjI zA premacaMdajI chogAjI kI puNyasmRti meM mAtuzrI puSpAdevI, suputra dilIpa, sureza, azoka, saMjaya vedamuthA revataDA. (rAja.) cennaI zrI rAjendra TaoNvara naM.13, samudra muddAlI sTrITa, cennaI.

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(8) pU. pitAjI manoharamalajI ke AtmazreyArtha mAtuzrI pAnIdevI ke upadhAna Adi tapazcaryA nimitte surezakumAra, dilIpakumAra, mukezakumAra, lalitakumAra, zrIzrIzrImAla, guDAla gotra nethIjI parivAra AlAsaNa. pharma : M. K. Lights, 897 avinAzI roDa, koImbaTUra-641 018. ... gAMdhi muthA, sva. pitAjI pukharAjajI mAtuzrI pAnIbAI ke smaraNArtha haste goramala, bhAgacanda nIleza, mahAvIra, vIkeza, mIthuna, rISabha, yonika beTA potA pukharAjajI samanAjI genAjI sAyalA, vaibhava e Tu jheDa DolAra zopa vAsavI mahala roDa, citradurgA. (10) zrImatI zAMtidevI mohanalAlajI solaMkI ke dvitIya varasItapa ke upalakSa meM haste mohanalAla vikAsa, rAkeza, dhanyA beTA potA gaNapatacaMdajI solaMkI jAlora, mahendra grupa, vijayavADA (A.P.) (11) pU. pitAjI zrI mAnamalajI bhImAjI chatriyA vorA kI puNya smRti meM haste mAtuzrI suAdevI. putra madanalAla, mahendrakumAra, bharatakumAra, pautra nitina, saMyama, zloka, darzana sUrANA nivAsI koimbaTUra. (12) sva. pitAjI pIracaMdajI bhAI kAMtilAlajI kI smRti meM mAtAjI pAtIdevI hastimala mahAvIrakumAra saMdIpa, pradIpa, vIkrama, nIleSa, . abhiSeka, amIta, hArdika, mAnU, tanISa, yaza, pakSAla, nIrava beTApotA-prapotA vIracaMdajI kevalajI bAgarA / pIracaMda mahAvIrakumAra, maina bAjAra, ganTura. (13) zrI siyANA, zajaya se zaMkhezvara kA cha'ripAlita saMgha 2065 meM haste saMghavI pratApacaMda, mUlacaMda, dinezakumAra, hiteSakumAra, nikhila, pakSAla beTA-potA pukharAjajI bAlagotA / jaina inTaranezanala 95 govIMdAppAnAyakana sTrITa, cennaI naM. 1

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11 (14) sva. pa. pU. pitAzrI zAha zAMtilAla cImanalAla balu mAtuzrI madhubena zAMtilAla azokabhAI surekhAbena AdIkumAra tharAda / azokakumAra zAMtilAla zAha, 201, kozamoza apArTamenTa, bhATIyA skUla ke sAmane, sAMIbAbAnagara, borIvalI (vesTa) muMbaI - 92. * prAptisthAna * zA. devIcaMda chaganalAlajI sumati darzana, neharU pArka ke sAmane, mAgha kolonI, bhInamAla- 343 029 (rAja.) phona : (02939) 220 387 zrI AdinAtha rAjendra jaina peDhI sA~thU - 343 026. jilA : jAlora (rAja.) phona : (02973) 254 221 zrI vimalanAtha jaina peDhI bAkarA gA~va - 343 025. (rAja.) phona : (02973) 251122 mahAvideha bhInamAla dhAma taleTI hastigiri, liMka roDa, pAlItANA phona : (02848) 343 018 tIrthendra nagara, bAkarA roDa - zrI tIrthendra sUri smAraka saMgha TrasTa 1 364 270. 343 025. jilA : jAlora (rAja.) phona : (02973) 251 144 zrI sImaMdhara jina zrI rAjendrasUri maMdira zaMkhezvara tIrtha maMdira ke sAmane, zaMkhezvara, ji. pATaNa (guja.)

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krama vigata 1. amerikAnuM azvakuLagAma amiSa ... . 2. ArogyaviSe vicAraNA ......... 6 3. nArIne kharekhara kevA prakAranI keLavaNI ApavI joIe? 13 4. sarvagrAhI zikSaNanuM sAcuM svarUpa .............. zikSaNanI ciMtA......... 6. rASTrakI AtmA Aja mUcchita hai. ... 7. gulAmI kI mAnasiktako ukhADa ke....................... 8. strI ane sadAcAranI surakSA kAje sAbadA banIe....... 9. TInaejara dIkarIne dasa amUlya zikhAmaNo .......... 10. duSkara banAvAyeluM patidevatva .......... ******* 11. bAlazikSaNa - 12. kanyA keLavaNI mUMjhavaNa ane mArga ........................ 13. mAnavajIvananuM samagra parivartana. ...... ... 14. AjanI Adhunika zikSaNapraNAlI ... 15. paM.vIravijayajI mahArAja kRta hitazikSA chatrIzI ............ 16. rASTradAjha ... 17. vijJAna vinAza ke vikAsa ... 18. sAthiyAnuM mahatva ..... 19. leTrIna nA himAyatI vicAre 20. sAdhvAcAra ane paryAvaraNa zuddhi........................................... ......**** .....********

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13 24. 127 ra7. krama vigata 21. pANI to ghInI jema vAparavuM joie, beTA!. .... 88 22. samasyA pANI gALavAnI? samAdhAnavarasAdanA pANInA TAMkAnuM .96 23. tamArA oraDAmAM ajavALuM pAtharanAra vIjaLInI cAMpa koka garIba gAmaDiyAnA jIvanamAM amAsano aMdhakAra paNa relAvI zake che........... .......... 105 joIe che' sukha nirbheLa, sarvaprakAraka ane zAzvata..... 114 25. khAdI ekavIsamI sadInA yuvAnonuM vastra...... 120 26. kAgaLakhAu saMskRti jhADane paNa myujhiyama pIsa banAvI deze.. jheranAM jamaNa dvArA kaveLAnAM maraNa ... .............. 28. ApaNA vaparAzamAM gAyanA hADakAM 29. kyAM che svataMtratA? kyA che svarAjya?... 30. chApAomAM chapAtAM bhagavAnanA phoTA. ... 147 31. nArI.. nArI. sannArI.......... 1pa0 32. mA eka anubhUti, eka camatkRti.... 154 vidyAvecAya nahi .......... 157 jelavAsaputrano pitAne saNasaNato patra.............. ... 35. vartamAna parIkSA paddhatinA aniSTo . ... 165 36. tamArA naherunA banAvaTI samAjavAda karatAM bhagavAna mahAvIrano samAjavAda lAkha gaNo bahetara hato...... 169 37. ApaNe kayA mArge?... 136 40 ...... 146 .............. 34. ...... 175

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14 krama vigato peja 38. yuvAna tyajelI yuvatIne punaH prema paMthe DagalAM mAMDavA AjIjI kare che.. ..................... 178 39. zista, mahenata ane samAjalakSI abhigama tamArA phAyadAmAM che..... .............................................. 182 40. ApaNA rasoDA ...... 185 41. "garbhapAta-deza-videzamAM".. 42. nazobhatA kAryo ....... 43. zrAvaka zrAvikAo ane mAIka. .... .... .... 44. zuddha rezamI vastro aMgenI talasparzI mAhitI ....... 199 45. jAtane yogya banAvo, takanI pratIkSA karo 203 46. jugAra ane loTarInI kamANI dAnamAM levAnI keneDAnI dhArmika saMsthAonI cokhkhI nA!. ............. 47. eka vicAraNA lIMbunA phUla viSe..................... 48. lakSmInuM varcasva? ... 49. "ADaMbara"........................ 50. zrI pravAsione namravinaMti ........ ....... 51. saMgha ane saMghapati eka prasaMga. para. samajIne sudhArI laIe ! bAjI hajI hAthamAM che !.... 222 53. krodha ............................................................................ 225 54. zAkAhArIo taMdurasta ane lAMbu AyuSya bhogave che.... 226 55. cha varasano Doso........ .... pa6. ghara-gharamAM eka AMkhavALA rAkSasano vAsa ! ........ 227 6 5 % = La = 3 *

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15 235 240 2pa0 re che .......271 . ... ) krama vigata 57. saundarya - tripuTI naSTa thaI rahI che !............ 231 58. anAyAsa samRddha thavAnuM navicAro ............... 59. vijJAnanuM vijJAna ......... 60. samayano paDakAra 245 61. niMdArasathI sAvadha raho! 62. lebala ane DhAMkaNa ........... ...... 63. prANo ApI prANa bacAvyA aMte e aMgreja aphasare mahAjana samakSa heTa utArI..... 268 65. paricArikA................ 66. saryuAvA saundaryathI!................. .... 67. avasAna aMgenA vicitra rivAja ... .............. 276 zizuo jyAM vecAya che ane zizuziro jyAM kapAya che. 277 69. duniyAnA sauthI ajaba kaMjusa - zrImaMto ane temanAM jIvananAvicitraprasaMgo ..... .............. 282 bhaMDAriyAmAM bharAI raheto kaMjusa ......... .... 283 kaMjusa strI .......... 72. lakSAdhipati mammIcUsa............... ....... 73. tenA jIvananI vicitratAo. 74. karoDono vAraso mUkI gayo 75. yAcakakhAlI pAcho pharyo .............. 76. kaMjusa dhArAzAstrI .......... ......... | 77. vArasAmAM utarelI kaMjusAI ....................... 68. 70. 71. ....... s S S S S. 288

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vejo 309 s sb sh krama vigata 78. pramANikatA 290 79. nokarI karatI strI samAja ane kuTuMbane zuM upakAraka che?291 80. mahilA varSamAM nArI jAgRtinA nAme nArInI avahelanA na thAya te mATe jAgatA raho ... ... 296 81. strI - svAtaMtrya eka ciMtana ....... - 303 82. vicAro,gaMbhIratApUrvakapakSapAtarahitavicAro............ 307 83. nArInuM svamAna .. 84. A te davAkhAnA ke katalakhAnAM?............. 85. DI. enDa sI. oparezana .. 86. cusaNa paddhati ... 87. hisTeroTomI (nAnuM sijheriyana): .............. 88. jherI kSAravALI paddhati . 89. nikAlanI AgavI rIto ... 90. pracAra jALaH . 91. kAyado ane kudaratI nyAya ... 92. mAnasikanI rogitA.................. 93. kSamA .... 94. "strIonuM sthAna gharamAM ja che....................... .......... 95. "viDaMbanA dAyakavidhavAvivAha?" ........ 96. vicAraNIya. ...******* lh sh lh sh l 0 bh lh & *** sh lh R sh & bh R

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meMvAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco amerikAnuM azvazuLagAma amiSa - paMDita kalpezabhAI dhANadhArA Aje yaMtravAda vakaryo che. mAnava paNa yaMtra samo banyo che ane yaMtramAnavo banyA che. tyAM amiSa gAma zaherIjano ne yaMtra rahita jIvana jIvavAmAM keTalI zAMti - svataMtratA che tenI pratIti karAve che. zaheromAM sAmuhikatAmAM paNa ekAkIpaNAno ahesAsa thAya che. havA praduSaNa dhvani pradUSaNa veThavuM paDe che, elopathInI sAIDa IphekTa ane rieksana no bhoga banavuM paDe che.khoTI nitIothI Dagalene pagale alopa thatI svataMtratAne avAk banIne jovA sivAya bIjo vikalpa paNa sujhato nathI. A badhuM Adhunika zaherI jIvanano abhizApa che. yaMtrarahita jIvanathI svAbhAvika zramanuM mahattva samajAya che. tethI Arogya ane dhanasaMpadAnI vRddhi thAya che. sAcI svataMtratAno paramArtha samajAya che. berojagArInI jaTIla gaNAtI samasyAcapaTI vagADatA dUra thAya che. A amiSagAmanIvartamAna kathA vAMcIne rasaruci poSAya tevA alpa parizramavALuM, jJAna-karma -bhaktimaya, yoga AdhArita, prAcIna AdarzajIvananA vikalpavALuM paNa yaMtrarahita jIvana apanAvI zakIzuM kharA? amerikAnA pensilaveniyA rAjyamAM lekesTara nAmanA paragaNAmAM amiSa nAme eka gAma joyuM ane tarata ja sva.zrI jhaveracaMda meghANI nI eka kavitAnI pahelI be liTI yAda AvI gaI. DuMgara kerI khINamAM gAMbhu nAme gAma, khetI karato khaMtathI paTela pAMco nAma. i.sa. 1700 nI AsapAsa yuropamAM kethalika ane proTesTaMTa paMthIonA atyAcAra thI bacavA jekaba ammAna nAmano mANasa jarmanI thI amuka kheDUta kuTuMbone lai AvIne A sthaLe vasyo ane ammAna parathI A sthaLanuM nAma | 9 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco paDayuM amiSa. enA rahevAsInuM nAma paNa amiSa. ahIMAvI gayelA amiSalokonA jIvanamAM paNa Ama ja banyuM che. ahIM AvIne emaNe potAnA jIvanano ekaDo navesara thI ghUMTayo. ApaNe emano jIvanavyavahAra joIe. amiSanA jIvananI noMdhapAtra viziSTatA e che ke e loko kyAMya yaMtrano upayoga karatA nathI. amerikA jevA adyatana yaMtronA dezomAM yaMtrovinA jIvavuM e jeNe amiSanuM jIvana joyuM nA hoya e mAnavA taiyAra nahi thAya.amiSa loko mAne che ke sukhasagavaDo mANasa ne IzvarathI dUra laI jAya che. eTale e loko Adhunika sukha-sagavaDothI aLagA rahe che. emanAM gharomAM vijaLI nathI, ane vijaLI nA hoya to vIjaLIthI cAlatAM sAdhano to hoya ja kyAMthI? dareka amiSa potAnA khetaramAM ja ghara bAMdhIne rahe che. AjanI duniyA ene phArma hAusa kahe che. dareka ghara ekabIjAthI khAsuM dUra hoya che. gAyo, bakarAM, gheTAM e emanuM pazudhana che. AjubAju ane cArekora patharAyelI hariyALI Apazudhanane cAro pUro pADe che. amerikAmAM rahIne paNa eTrekTara ke TIlarathI khetI nathI karato, paNa ghoDAthI khetI kare che. ApaNe tyAM khetI - kAmamAM jyAM baLadano upayoga thAya che. tyAM amiSa ghoDAno upayoga kare che. ghoDo e ja khetInuM sAdhana che. evI ja rIte eka ghoDAvALI bagI e emanuM vAhana vyavahAranuM sAdhana che. e ghara amiSanuM che ke nahi enI khAtarI enI bArI parathI thaI zake che. amiSanA gharanI bArIonA kAca lIlA raMganA hoya che. amiSanA gharamAM jUja pharnIcara hoya che. gharane zaNagAratI koIpaNa cIja gharamAM jovA maLatI hoya to e che ghaDiyALa ane kelenDara. ApaNAM gAmomAM gharonI bhIMto para judAM judAM devadevIonI chApavALAM kelenDara ane TakaTaka karatuM ghaDiyALa jovA maLe che - enA jevuM ja. amiSa strIone suMdara kAcanAM vAsaNothI gharane zaNagAravuM bahu ja game che. || 2 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco eTale amiSanA gharamAM Thera Thera tamane kAcanAM vAsaNo jovA maLaze. gharanuM bhoMyataLiyuM jene amerikAmAM pahelo mALa kahe che e pholDiMga dIvAlothI judA judA khaMDamAM vaheMcAyeluM hoya che. jarura paDatA AdivAlone vALIne AkhAya khaMDano moTA haoNla tarIke upayoga thaI zake che. khAsa karIne prArthanAsabhA yojavA mATe Ama karavAmAM Ave che. prArthanAsabhA e kAMI jaDa kAryakrama nathI. dareka kuTuMbamAM A prArthanAsabhA eka avasara che. te vakhate gharane raMgarogAna karavAmAM Ave che. kasabAnAM bIjAM gharomAMthI strIo prArthanAnA be divasa pahelAM madada karavA AvI jAya che. sau sAthe maLIne prArthanA pachInA jamaNavAranI taiyArIo kare che. prArthanA pachInA ravivAre dareka amiSa kAM to potAnA gharamAM besI ArAma kare che athavA sagAvahAlAMne maLavA jAya che. zALAmAM vAMcatAM-lakhatAM,itihAsa-bhUgoLa, gaNita ane saMgIta jevA viSayo zIkhavavAmAM Ave che. keTalIka zALAo vijJAna zIkhave che. to keTalIka zALAo itihAsa ane kalAnAviSayone badale khetIvADI zIkhave che. vargazikSaNa bhajana ane bAibala vAMcanathI zarU thAya che, ane baporanA bhojana pahelA mauna prArthanA karavAmAM Ave che. AThamuM dhoraNa pAsa karyA pachI bALako zALAe jatAM nathI. tyAra pachI emane ghara kema calAvavuM tenuM temaja khetIvADInI tAlIma ApavAmAM Ave che. zALAnA zikSaNa karatAM gRhazikSaNa ane khetIvADI nI tAlImane vadhu mahatva ApavAmAM Ave che ane kharekhara jovA jaIe to A tAlIma bALaka jyAre pAMca varSanuM hoya tyArathI zarU thaI jAya che. jema dareka samAjamAM hoya che tema amiSa loko mAM paNa lagna eka moTo avasara che.ene bhAre dhAmadhUmathI ujavavAmAM Ave che. ApaNe tyAM jema vaizAkha mahino e laganagALo che. cAraso-cAraso mANaso lagnamAM hAjarI Ape che. bhAtabhAtanI vAnagIo banAvavAmAM Ave che. AvA avasaranI ujavaNImAM strIo to mokhare ja hoya. keTalAka divasa agAu AvIne e || 3 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco lagna nI taiyArIomAM paDI jAya che. ApaNA dezamAM baheno, bhAIo, naNaMdo kare che ema ja. amiSa navadaMpatI madhurajanI ujavavA koI hilasTezana para nathI jatAM, paNa sagAM-vahAlAMne maLavA jAya che ane pachI potAnA gharamAM rahevA jAya che. amiSa loko pAse khetIvADI uparAMta hastaudyogo paNa che. vaNATakAma, bharata - gUMthaNa, lAkaDAmAMthI ramakaDAM banAvavAM, pharnicara, TopalATopalI banAvavAM vagere. nAtAla ane thenkasIviMga jevA tahevAromAM sagAMvahAlAMne maLavA jAya che. koIka kuTuMbamAM nAtAlanA divase nAnI-moTI bheTa ApavAno paNa rivAja che. meLo e lokajIvananuM bhAtIgaLa aMga che. dharatInA jAyAnA jIvanamAM raMga- dharma, jAta-prAMtanA bhedabhAva vagara mANavAmAM Avato jo koI paNa utsava hoya to te che lokameLo.satyAsI ekaranI hariyALI jamIna para goThavAto A meLo amiSanI lokasaMskRtinuM sAcuM pradarzana che.AbAla-vRddha saune A meLo manoraMjana puruM pADe che. kaThapUtaLInA khela, jIpsInRtyo, madArInA khela, jAdunA khela, baLatA aMgArA gaLI javAnA, dorI para cAlavAnA evA evA khela thAya che. lagabhaga trIsa jeTalA to nATya prayogo thAya che. lokanATakothI mAMDIne zeksapiyaranAM klAsikala nATako sudhI ane zeksapiyaranAM nATako to zeksapiyaranA assala globathiyeTaranI nakala karI emAM bhajavavAmAM Ave che. A badhuM kaMi ekadivasanA lokameLAmAM thAya nahi. meLo cAle che soLa aThavADiyAMnA khAssA soLa zani-ravi sudhI. pachI zAnuM koI manoraMjana bAkI rahe? amiSa lokonuM jIvana e khUba ja aMgata jIvana che. e bahAranA lokone maLavAnuM TALe che. phoTA paDAvavAno emane aNagamo che. koI pravAsa-varNanamAM amiSa no phoTo jovA maLe to mAnajo ke e phoTo kharekharA | 8 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco amiSano nathI, paNa amiSanI vezabhUSA paherelA koI abhinetAno che. potAnA ghara, potAnI raheNIkaraNI ajANyA mANaso jovA Ave e amiSa lokone gamatuM nathI. paNa pravAsIo je saMkhyAmAM ane je jhaDapathI amiSa lokone jovA AvI rahyA che e jotAM to lAge che ke amiSa lokonuM A aLagApaNuM jhAjhuM TakavAnuM nathI. parivartananAM pUra je gatithI dhasamasatAM AvI rahyAM che ene amiSa loko keTalo vakhata khALI zakaze? (saujanya navanIta samarpaNa mArca, 1991) (A lekha 1991mAM lakhAyelo che. Aje ATalAM varSo vItyAM te pachI paNa ahIM varNavelI sthiti badalAI nathI. gUgala upara sarca karavAthI enI khAtarI thaI zake che. saM.) -prema subodha sau pratye samatAno bhAva rAkhavo, dhanAdi mATe vizeSa khaTapaTamAM na paDavuM, satya bolavuM, bhogothI virakta rahevuM ane karmamAM Asakta na thavuM- A pAMca vAta hoya to manuSya sukhI thaI zake che. || 6 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco Arogya viSe vicAraNA -paM. prabhudAsabhAI becaradAsa pArekha zarIranA Arogyano saMpUrNa AdhAra AhAra, nidrA ane brahmacarya upara che. temAM paNa AhAra prathama kAraNa che. kAraNa ke zarIramAM rahelI sarva dhAtuo AhAramAMthI utpanna thAya che. jenuM pAcana Adarza che tene AhAranuM pariNamana sarvadhAtuomAM thAya che, paraMtu sAmAnya prakAranA pAcanavALAone saMpUrNa sAte dhAtumAM pAcana thatuM nathI, eTale keTalAkane rudhira sudhI to keTalAkane mAMsa ke maMda sudhI pariNamana thAya che. ATalI sUkSmavAtauparathI sAbita thAya che ke zarIre hRSTapRSTa dekhAto mANasa saMpUrNanIrogI hoI zake ke kema te nizcita nathI, paraMtu jene AhAranuM pAcana sAta dhAtumAM thatuM hoya teja nIrogI kahevAya che. keTalAkanuM mAnavuM ema che ke khUba daMDa ane beThakanI kasarata karavAthI zarIranuM Arogya vadhe che, paraMtu te mAnyatA bhUlabharelI che, kema ke nabaLA bAMdhAnA manuSyone te daMDa ane beThaka phAyado karavAne badale keTalIka vAra nukazAna karI bese che. eTale e atizaya baLavAnonI kasarata sAmAnya mANasonA zarIramAM lohInuM bhramaNa vadhAre che. tethI hArTa (bdaya)nI nabaLAI vadhAre thAya che, paraMtu jeo pahelavAno che, jeonAM zarIro kasaratI che teone phAyado karaze. kyAreka moTA moTA pahelavAno paNa TUMkI jIdagI bhogavIne maraNa pAmatA jaNAya che. paMjAbano "ajaya pahelavAna, vijetA gAmA," jenA 30,000(trIsa hajAra) Dolara baeNnkamAM jamA hatA ane kahetA ke mane jItanAra ne eka hajAra DaoNlara InAma. yuropamAM mahAna gaNAtA pahelavAno zarIre glIsarIna copaDIne tenI sAme kustImAM AvyA ke jethI gAmAne citta karatAM potAnuM zarIra hAtha na Ave chatAM paNa te paMjAbI pahelavAna darekane babbe miniTamAM citta karIne ajeya kahevAyo che. te gAmA 40 varSanI bharayuvAnImAM mRtyu pAmyo che. tenuM kAraNa to e jaNAya che daMDabeThakanI vadhu | 6 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco paDatI kasaratathI hArTa nabaLuM thayuM hoya. eka mANasa ghI, dUdha, phaTa vagere khorAkano upayoga vAraMvAra ghaNo karato hoya tenA karatAM dareka TaMke traNa - cAra roTalA ke evo ja bIjo kAMI nakkara khorAka vizeSa pramANamAM laI zake tathA tenuM puruM pAcana karI zake tenuM Arogya vadhAre sAruM gaNAya che. ghI-dUdha zarIrane nakkara khorAka karatAM vadhAre poSaNa ApatAM nathI, paraMtu pramANamAM levAto annano nakara khorAka japuSTi Ape che, kAraNa ke jeTalA pramANamAM vadhAre khorAka levAya teTalA pramANamAM khorAkamAMthI lohI vadhAre maLe ane bIjI dhAtuone paNa poSaNa maLe che, paNa ema tyAre thaI zake ke jyAre upara pramANe zarIranuM pAcana Adarza hoya toja. uparanI dareka bAbatathI jaNAya che ke zarIranA Arogyano mukhya AdhAra khorAka upara che. samasta vaidakIya zAstrano sAra paNa eTalo ja che ke jyAre ajIrNa hoya tyAre bhojana na karavuM joIe.arthAt jyAre pUrve lIdhelo khorAka saMpUrNa pAcana thaI gayo hoya tyAre ja pharIthI anAja levuM, paraMtu atyAre potAnAM pAcanano vicAra karyA vinA rasendriyanA svAdamAM jaThara upara zakti karatAM vadhAre bojo nakhAya che ane e pramANe rojanA hisAbeamukavarSe zarIramAM kacarAno vadhAro thAya che. ApaNAM jaTharanI zakti pAMca roTalI pacAvavAnI hoya, paraMtu hamezAM svAdamAM ne svAdamAM ekAda vadhAre lIdhI. e pramANe ApaNe ApaNI jIMdagImAM evI bhUla to ghaNI vAra karI haze, paraMtu yAda rAkho, jyAre evI bhUlo vadhAre pramANamAM thavA mAMDe che tyAre zarIra sahana karI zakatuM nathI. jIMdagInI koI paNa avasthAmAM game tevI sAmAnya bhUla karI hoya to te jarura vRddhAvasthAmAM mANasane naDe che. yuvAnInA caDatA jomamAM e badhI aniyamitatA kadAca ApaNane nahi jaNAtI hoya, paraMtu jyAre zarIramAM lohI -mAMsa-zakti ghaTe che tyAre jIMdagInI koI paNa avasthAmAM karelI AhAra-vihAranI bhUlo savAra thaI bese che. arthAt zarIramAM koI paNa roganuM utpanna thavuM te AhAravihAramAM || 9 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco karelI bhUlanuM pariNAma che. te ja pramANe nidrA kahetA ArAma paNa manuSya ne jarUranI vastu che. ATha kalAka kAma karavAnI zakti hoya ane vadhAre kAma kare to tenuM zarIra paNa thAke che. eka baLadane thAkI gayA pachI mArI mArI ne vadhAre calAvIe to kadAca be mAIla AgaLa cAlaze, paraMtu tyAra pachI te pahelAMnA karatAM vadhAre thAkelo ane bIjI vAra cAlavAne ghaNo azakta thaze. te pramANe thAkelAM zarIre cA - kophI jevAM uttejaka pINAM pIne je zarIrane AgaLa kAmamAM joDe che tene kadAca teno kepha joma Apaze, paNa pariNAma to ekaMdare bhayaMkara che ane zarIrano bAMdho nabaLo karanAra che. tethI peTamAM nAkhavAnI koI paNa vastu letAM pahelAM vicAra karavo joIe ke te potAne keTalI lAbhadAyI che. bIjuM ApaNA zarIramAM roganuM ghara banAvanAra videzI davAo ja che. koI paNa zarIrane AvI koI paNa davAnI jarUra ja nathI, kema ke tedavArogane ke roganA kAraNane kadI paNa zamAvatI nathI, paraMtu AtmAnI duHkha jANavAnI zaktine tadana buThI karI nAkhe che. tethI tAtkAlika tene davAthI phAyado thayelo jaNAya che, paraMtu jyAM sudhI roganuM kAraNa nAza pAmyuM nathI tyAM sudhI sAcI zAMti thatI ja nathI - davAthI prApta thayelI zAMti alpakALanI che. tethI pharIthI roga utpanna thavAno che, paraMtu jyAre roganuM kAraNa zame che tyAre pharIthI roga utpanna thato nathI. dAkhalA tarIke mAthuM dukhavA AvyuM hoya tyAre ApaNe bAma -malama lagAvIe chIe. malamamAM ekadama garama dravyo AvatAM hovAthI mAthAmAM tanamanATa ubho kare che ane te tanamanAthI mAthAno duHkhAvo jaNAto nathI.tethI thoDI vAra mATe zAMti thAya che, paraMtu mAthuM dukhavAnAM je aneka kAraNo che, temAMnAM koIne zamAvato nathI. ajIrNathI, bhUkhathI, tApathI, thAkathI, bahu bolavAthI, kabajIyAtathI, ujAgarAthI ke bhayathI - koI paNa kAraNathI mAthuM duHkhatuM hoya. te kAraNa jyAM sudhI mojUda che tyAM sudhI roga paNa kAyama che. zarIramAM utpanna thayelA gUmaDA upara malamanI paTTI lagAvIe tethI gUmaDuM maTI | ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco jAya che, paNa paTTI lagADavAthI roga to zarIramAM ja rahe che. zarIramAMthI je roga bahAra nIkaLavAno hoya che, tene malama dvArA bahAra nIkaLato aTakAvIe chIe ane tyAM navuM lohI utpanna thai roganA bahAra AvavAnAM dvAra baMdha karI de che. pachI roga bahAra AvavAne badale zarIramAM ja lohI sAthe maLIne phelAI jAya che. te ja pramANe davAno upayoga paNa tevA prakArano che. kudaratI ilAja jeTalo phAyado kare che teno eka aMza phAyado paNa davA karatI nathI. e phAyado karavo to bAjumAM rahyo, paNa bIjA evA aneka rogane mUkI jAya che. e vAta koI jANatuM nathI. atyAre to davAno moha eTalo vadhato cAlyo che ke najIvA roganA rogIo paNa yamadUta jevA DokTaronA davArUpI jheranA pyAlAo AnaMdathI pIe che ane jUnA rogane kAyama karI navA rogone AmaMtraNa Ape che, to pachI utpanna thayelo roga maTaze kema ? ApaNA hiMdanI pUrvanI sthiti vicArIe to moTAM zaheramAM paNa bhAgye ja ekAda vaidya najIvI AvakathI nabhato hato, kAraNa ke badhA hiMduo roganA kudaratI IlAja jANatA ane nAchUTake kASTha auSadhI letA, tyAre hAlanI paristhiti juo. zaheramAM DaoNkTaro sukhethI baMgalAo banAvI rahyA che ane prajA paNa jheranA pyAlAo AnaMdathI pI rahI che. hinduonI dhArmika kriyAo ja roganA IlAja ke auSadharUpa che, kAraNake mahinAmAM ekAda upavAsa ke ekaTANAM karI zarIramAM vadhelA kacarAne bALI nAkhe che ane AkhI jIMdagI nIrogI rahe che. tyA2e hAlamAM AhAra - vihAranI aniyamitatA, jherI davAonuM pAna vagere temanA rogone vadhArI rahyA che ane teo AkhI jIMdagI duHkhathI jIvI rahyAM che ane DaoNkTaronA gharamAM pote ghaNA duHkhathI meLaveluM dravya bharI rahyA che athavA vAstavika rIte kahIe to dezane bhikhArI banAvI rahyAM che. teo ema samaje che ke DokTaro ApaNA hitecchu che, paNa kharI rIte to teo hitazatru ja che. teo nathI jANatA ke videzamAM davAo banAvanArI kaMpanIo zAthI hayAtI bhogave che ? jo badhA ATaluM jANatAM hota to te kaMpanI kyAranI chinnabhinna thai gaI hota, paNa || 6 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco ApaNe ApaNAM ajJAnathI prativarSa karoDo rUpiyAvideza mokalI rahyAM chIe ane dezane daridrI ane rogI banAvI rahyAM chIe, to saue samajavuM ke DaoNkTaro ApaNA vaidya ane hitecchu nahi, paNa vilAyatanI kaMpanInA ja vaidya ane hitecchu che - tenA ejanTa che, kema ke jo DokTaro na hoya to e karoDo rUpiyAonI davAono koNa upayoga karAvI zake tema che?te kAraNathI videzI davAo rogano nAza kare che evI khoTI samaja dareke kADhI nAkhavI joIe ane kudaratI IlAja -AhAra-vihAromAM niyamitatA eja sAcuM auSadha che ema samajI bane tyAM sudhI te bAbatamAM kAMI paNa bhUlana karavI tathA utpanna thayelA roganAM kAraNo tapAsI te kAraNo dUra karavAno prayatna karavo, jethI saMpUrNa Arogya maLaze, paraMtu jyAM sudhI davAono moha ocho nathI thato tyAM sudhI zarIra rogArta ja rahevAnuM che ema nizca samajo. ATalI bInA saMpUrNa samajyA pachI dareka jaNa nIcenI hakIkato pramANe vartana rAkhaze to tene jiMdagImAM kadApi roga naDaze nahIM. 1. jyAre saMpUrNa bhUkha lAge tyAre rucipUrvaka, kAMIka uNA rahIne moDhAmAM ja khorAkano rasa thAya tyAM sudhI cAvIne jamo. 2. jyAre bhUkha na lAge, ajIrNa thayuM hoya, krodhamAM hoie tyAre bhojanana karavuM ane ajIrNa thayeluM pacI jAya tyAM sudhI bhUkhyA raho. banI zake to tevA prasaMge lAMghaNa karI lo, paNa koi divasa evA vakhate khAvAnI bhUla na karo. (mIThuM bheLavyA vinAnA lukhA roTalA ke roTalIno TukaDo sAva ekalo, paNa ghaNuM cAvIne khAvAthI ghaNo mITho lAge ane tarata pharIthI bIjo TukaDo khAvAnuM mana thAya tyAre sAcI bhUkha lAgI che ema jANavuM.) 3. jyAre bhUkha lAgI hoya tyAre game te prakAranuM Avazyaka kAma choDIne jamI ja lo, kAraNake jo tame nahIM jamo to peTamAM vAyu utpanna thaze ane navA roganuM ghara thaze. 4. dhArmika kriyAonuM pUrNa pAlana karo. mahinAmAM ochAmAM ochA || 10 ||

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meM vAMcyu tame paNa vAMco be upavAsa ke traNa - cAra ekaTANAM avazya karo. jethI zarIramAM rahelo nakAmo kacaro baLI jAya. 5. koi paNa vastu peTamAM nAMkhatA pahelAM vicAra karo ke potAne keTalI lAbhakArI che. 6. potAnI prakRtine je khorAka anukULa nathI tenuM kadApi sevana na karo. 7. lIdhelo khorAka pAcana thayo ke nahi? tenI khAtarI maLa uparathI thAya che. to jyAre maLa sApha na Avyo hoya to pAcana nathI thayuM jANI khorAka choDI do. (maLasaMbaMdhI ghaNuM jANavAnuM che pacelo maLa na hoya to paNa ghaNAMne bhUkha lAgyA kare che, paNa te khoTI bhUkha che.) 8. pANI bharavAnA tathA pIvAnAM vAsaNo svaccha rakhAvavAM ane besIne dhIre dhIre pANI pIo. keTalIka vAra pANI pIvAmAM ghaNI bhUlo thAya che, jema ke peTamAM ajIrNa hoya tyAre ghaNI tRSA lAge che,tyAre uparAuparI pANI pIdhe jAya che, paNa te sAcI tRSA nathI, kema ke te ajIrNa moDhAmAM - gaLAmAM khoTI garamI utpanna kare che. te sAcI tarasa nathI. eve vakhate jo pANI pIdhA vinA rahe to thoDA ja kalAkamAM doSa samI jAya che. 9. kAmathI kaMTALI gayA pachI kAma na karatAM ArAma lo. 10.zarIramAM sphUrti lAvavA sAMja - savAra pharavAnI vagere sAmAnya prakAranI kasarata hameMzA niyamita karo. 11. koi paNa kephI padArthanuM sevana na karo. 12. davAno moha choDI prAkRtika IlAja pramANe vartavAnI Teva pADo. 13. haMmezA mana - vacana - kAyAthI brahmacarya pALo. uparanI bInAonuM vivecana ghaNuM karyuM che. eTale kahevAnI AvazyakatA nathI ke upara pramANe niyamita rahevAthI koi roga utpanna na ja || 99 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco thAya.AhAra, nidrA ke ArAma tathA brahmacarya/jiMdagInA nakkara thAMbhalArUpa che. temAM jeTalA pramANamAM zithilatA thAya teTalA pramANamAM zarIrarUpI gharanuM caNatara zithila thatuM jANavuM. ApaNA zarIramAM roganuM ghara banAvanAra videzI davAo ja che. koI paNa zarIrane AvI koi paNa davAnI jarUra ja nathI, kema ke te davA rogane ke roganA kAraNane kadI paNa zamAvatI nathI. paraMtu AtmAnI duHkha jANavAnI zaktine tadana buThI karI nAkhe che. tethI tAtkAlika tene davAthI phAyado thayelo jaNAya che, paraMtu jyAM sudhI roganuM kAraNa nAza pAmyuM nathI tyAM sudhI sAcI zAMti thatI ja nathI - davAthI prApta thayelI zAMti alpakALanI che. tethI pharIthI roga utpanna thavAno che, paraMtu jyAre roganuM kAraNa zame che tyAre pharIthI roga utpanna thato nathI. - prema subodha sukhanI IcchA rAkhanAre vairAgyano ja Azraya levo joIe. je puruSa dhanopArjananI ciMtA choDI uparata thaI jAya che e sukhapUrvaka UMghI zake che. J) 9 U)

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco nArIne kharekhara kevA prakAranI keLavaNI ApavI joIe ? -saMjayabhAI vorA amArI eka bahenapaNInI dikarI 15 varSanI thai che ane esaesasI pAsa thai che. te have putrIne kyA prakAranuM zikSaNa ApavuM tenI dvidhA anubhavI rahI che. temanA samAjamAM evo rivAja che ke kanyA grejyueTa hoya to ja tene yogya muratiyo maLe. tenI IcchA dIkarI ne DigrI kolejamAM mokalavAnI jarAya nathI. A kolejanA vAtAvaraNano tene barAbara khyAla che. te sAthe dIkarI ucca zikSaNathI vaMcita rahI jAya evuM paNa te nathI icchatI. to pachI dIkarIne kyuM zikSaNa ApavuM ? A samasyA Aje aneka samajadAra mA - bAponI che. mATe tenA vize gaMbhIratAthI vicAravAnI jarUra che. strI mATe Adarza zikSaNa kevuM hovuM joie ? ApaNA dezamAM jyAre mekolenI paddhati pramANenI skulonI ane yunivarsiTIonI sthApanA thai tyAre temAM bhaNatA vidhArthIo puruSo ja hatA. strIone Adhunika zikSaNa ApatI A saMsthAomAM mokalavA mATe ApaNo samAja jarAya taiyAra nahoto. A kAraNe ja strIo mATe alAyaduM zikSaNa ApatI skulo ane kolejonI ApaNe tyAM sthApanA thai. A kAraNe strIone Adhunika zikSaNa ApavAnI bAbatamAM samAjano kSobha ocho thayo. teno lAbha sahazikSaNa ApatI skulo ane kolejone paNa thayo ane temAM paNa mahilAonI saMkhyA vadhatI gai. Aje paNa keTalAMka mA - bApo potAnI kanyAone sahazikSaNa ApatI saMsthAomAM bhaNavA mokalatA bhayano anubhava kare che ane te bhaya vyAjabI paNa che. A kAraNe ja garlsa hAIskula ane vumensa yunivarsiTIone Aje paNa pUratI saMkhyA maLI rahe che. chatAM strIone kai keLavaNI ApavI te muddo anirNIta ja rahe che. || 12 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco Adhunika zikSaNa ApatI saMsthAomAM agAu chokarIone bhaNavA mATe mokalavAmAM nahotI AvatI,tenAM be kAraNo hatAM. eka kAraNavijAtIya paricayanAM bhayasthAnonuM hatuM to bIjuM kAraNa mAtra puruSo mATe ja racavAmAM Avelo abhyAsakrama strIo mATe keTalo upayogI, evo vyAjabI prazna paNa hato. zarUAtamAM ApaNI skulo ane kolejomAM je zikSaNa ApavAmAM AvatuM hatuM te kArakuno pedA karavA mATenuM ja zikSaNa hatuM. moTA bhAganI kolejo paNa A mATe ja kholavAmAM AvatI hatI. samAjane lAgatuM hatuM ke A prakAranuM zikSaNa strIone ApavAthI temane koI lAbha nahIMthAya.A kAraNe ja ApaNo samAja strIone Adhunika zikSaNa ApavA bahu utsuka nahoto. strIo mATe ja zikSaNa ApatI je saMsthAo kholavAmAM AvI tene kAraNe pahelI samasyA to hala thaI gaI paNa bIjI samasyA vize Aja sudhI gaMbhIratAthI vicAra karavAmAM Avyo nathI. A samasyA che, zuM kanyAne ArTsa, sAyansa ke komarsanI grejyueTa banAvIne tenuM kharekhara kalyANa thaI zake kharUM? ApaNe mitAlIno ja dAkhalo joIe. teno janma eka rUDhicusta jaina parivAramAM thayo che. A parivAramAM dikarIone kyAreya nokarI karavA mATe mokalavAmAM nathI AvatI.mitAlInAM lagna tenI jJAtimAM ja karavAmAM Avaze te paNa nakkI che. tenI jJAtimAM paraNIne sAsare AvelI vahune paNa nokarI karavA javA nathI devAtI. tema chatAM jJAtimAM evo rivAja che ke vahu ochAmAM ochI grejyueTa to hovI ja joIe. A kAraNe mitAlIne kolejanA abhyAsamAM bilakula rasa nahoto to paNa teNe bI. koma. thavuM paDyuM. tyAra pachI tenAM lagna laMbAi gayAM eTale te ema.koma.thaI. have te yogya varanI rAha joI rahI che. lagna pachI tene A zikSaNa jarAya kAma nahIM Ave te nakkI che. mitAlIno janma to eka rUDhicusta kuTuMbamAM thayo che, eTale tenI vAta alaga che. karNATakanA gauDa sArasvata brAhmaNonI sAmAjika paristhiti Aje evI che ke kanyA jo bhaNelI na hoya ane nokarI karatI hoya to ja tenAM lagna || 14 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco thAya. tenuM kAraNa e che ke A jJAtinA puruSo bahu kAma karavAmAM ja nathI mAnatA. teo patnInI kamANI upara majA karavAmAM ja mAne che. A saMyogomAM A jJAtinI kanyAone Adhunika zikSaNa levuM paDatuM hoya to te temanI coIsa na gaNI zakAya. A temanI majabUrI che. A rIte dakSiNa gujarAtanI anAvila kanyAo dahejanI rakama ekaThI karavA mATe ja nokarI kare che. temaNe eTaluM badhuM daheja ApavuM paDe che ke te mATe nokarI karavI ja paDe. A paNa IcchanIya paristhiti na gaNAya. ahIM ApaNe sAmAjika rivAja ke Arthika majabUrIne kAraNe ucca zikSaNa prApta karatI nArInI vAta nathI karavI paNa je strIo kArakirdI banAvavA mATe icchApUrvaka yunivarsiTInuM zikSaNa le che temanI vAta karavI che. temAMnI moTA bhAganI strIo puruSonI kolejomAM bhaNIne temanA jevuM ja zikSaNa prApta kare che ane puruSonA kSetramAM ja pravezI temanI sAthe spardhA kare che. Aje beMkamAM ekAunTanTa tarIke, hospiTalamAM DokTara tarIke, skUlamAM zikSaka tarIke, kolejamAM prophesara tarIke, akhabAromAM patrakAra tarIke, sarakArI khAtAomAM karmacArI tarIke, korTomAM vakIla tarIke ane eroplenamAM hosTesa tarIke paNa strIo jovA maLe che. agAu lazkara ane polIsa khAtAmAM puruSonI monopolI gaNAtI hatI temAM paNa strIoe praveza karyo che. A badhAnA mULamAM strI keLavaNI che, e svAbhAvika hakIkata che. tenA kAraNe samAjamAM dharamULathI parivartana AvyuM che te paNa hakIkata che. ahIM savAla e thAya che ke strIne paNa puruSa jevuM ja zikSaNa ApI puruSa jevI ja kArakirdI apanAvavAnI preraNA ApavI e samAjanA ane strInA hitamAM che ke ahitamAM? teno vicAra strIzikSaNanA puraskartAoe kyAreya karyo hovAnuM jaNAtuM nathI. kudarate strI ane puruSanI zarIra racanA alaga banAvI che, teno to koI InkAra karI zake tema nathI. strI garbhadhAraNa karI zake che ane bALakane janma ApI zake che. A kAma puruSo karI zakatA || 9 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco nathI. bALaka pAMca varSanuM thAya tyAM sudhI to pitA vagara rahI zake che, paNa mAtA vagara rahI zakatuM nathI Adhunika tabIbo paNa be varSa sudhI bALakane mAtAnuM dUdha ja ApavuM joIe evuM bhArapUrvaka kahe che. A kAraNe paNa bALaka mATe mAtAnI hAjarI anivArya che.vaLI mAtA je rIte bALakanuM saMskaraNa karI zake te rIte pitAna karI zake te paNa hakIkata che. zuM ApaNe strI mATe Adarza keLavaNI ane kArakirdIno vicAra karIe chIe tyAre A badhAM kudaratI pAsAMono vicAra karIe chIe kharA?A kudaratI pAsAo uparAMta ApaNA samAjanI keTalIka vAstavikatAo che, jemAM pheraphAra thaI zake tema nathI ane jeno InkAra paNa karI zakAto nathI. A vAstavikatA e che ke puruSapradhAna samAjamAM gharanA saMcAlananI ane rasoIpANInI tema ja vRddha mAtApitAnI dekharekhanI javAbadArI mukhyatve strIe ja upADavI paDe che. zuM strIone Adhunika keLavaNI ApatI vakhate tenI AbadhI bhUmikAono vicAra karavAmAM Avyo hato kharo? teno spaSTa javAba nakAramAM maLe che. zuM strI ekAunTanTa, DokTara, InspekTara, vakIla, zikSaka, prophesara ke patrakAra bane tyAre eka patnI tarIke mAtA tarIke ane putravadhu tarIke teNe je javAbadArIo adA karavAnI hoya temAMthI te chaTakI zake che kharI? teno javAba paNa spaSTa nakAramAM maLe che. strInuM eka alAyaduM vyaktitva che. strI komaLatA ane vAtsalyano bhaMDAra che. strInA A viziSTa guNonI patione jarura che, bALakone jarUra che,vaDIlone jarUra che, parivArane jarUra che ane AkhA samAjane jarUra che. strI jo puruSo jevuM ja zikSaNa laI puruSo jevI ja nokarI karavA mAMDaze to be anartha thaze - eka, puruSomAM bekArI vadhaze ane be, samAjamAM samasyAo vadhaze. strI jo nokarI choDI deze to puruSo tenI jagyAe AsAnIthI goThavAI jaze paNa strI jo parivAranI javAbadArI choDaze to puruSa te nibhAvavAmAM niSphaLa ja jaze.je kuTuMbanI strI nokarI karavA jAya tenAM bALakone ghoDiyAgharamAM ane | 9 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco vaDIlone vRddhAzramamAM ja dhakelI devA paDe che. je strIo nokarI karatI hoya teo potAnA patinuM ochuM dhyAna rAkhI zake che, jene pariNAme gharamAM kajiyA vadhe che ane mAmalo chUTAcheDA sudhI pahoMcI jAya che. vaLI kArakUna, zikSaka, DokTara, inspekTara, patrakAra, vakIla vagere koi paNa bhUmikA nibhAvavA mATe strIe gharanI cAra divAlonuM saMrakSaNa choDI bahAra nIkaLavuM paDe che ane hADamArIo veThavI paDe che. A prakriyAmAM strI ophisomAM jAtIya kanaDagata ane zoSaNano AsAnIthI bhoga bane che. A badhAnuM mULa strIne tenI kudaratI ane sAmAjika bhUmikAthI viruddha zikSaNa ApavAmAM che. ame evuM kahevA jarAya nathI mAMgatA ke strIne koi keLavaNI na ApavI joie ke abhaNa ja rAkhavI joie. amArA kahevAno Azaya eTalo ja che ke je zikSaNa ane kArakirdInuM nirmANa mAtra puruSajAtanI jarUriyAtone ja lakSamAM rAkhIne karavAmAM AvyuM che tene strIne bhoLavIne ke baLajabarIthI tene mAthe ThokI besADavI joie nahIM. Ama karavAthI strI saravALe du:khI ja thAya che ane tenI viziSTa zaktiono lAbha meLavavAthI ApaNo samAja vaMcita ja rahI jAya che. ahIM pharIthI e savAla AvIne Ubho rahI jAya che ke paMdara varSanI kanyAne kyuM zikSaNa ApavuM ke jethI tenA vyaktitvano pUrNa vikAsa thAya ane samAjane paNa teno lAbha thAya. teno javAba be rIte ApI zakAya. pahelI zarata e che ke je abhyAsakramo mAtra puruSone ja lakSamAM rAkhI ghaDavAmAM AvyA che to DigrI kolejo, tabIbI ke enjiniyariMga kolejo ke cArTarDa ekAunTanTanI insTiTayuTamAM to strIne bhaNavA mATe na ja mokalavI joie. tenA sivAyanA vikalpono ja vicAra karavo joie. tenA sivAya eka nahIM paNa 64 vikalpo che. A vikalpo eTale prAcIna Arya graMthomAM strIo mATe je 64 kaLAonuM varNana karavAmAM AvyuM che te che. A 64 kaLAonuM zikSaNa meLavanAra strI viduSI kahevAya che ane samAjanA dareka kSetramAM te AdaranuM sthAna prApta kare che. || 17 ||

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meMvAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco prAcIna 64 kaLAo Aje Adhunika svarUpe paNa eTalI ja lokapriya che. tenA yogya guruo meLavIne strIo mATe khAsa vargamAM ke ghare paNa tenI tAlIma ApI zakAya che. A 64 kaLAomAM saMgIta, nRtya, citrakAma, kezaguMphana, kAvya, gaNita, vAjiMtra, vastrAbhUSaNa, zRMgAra, dharma, sAhitya vagere aneka vilakSaNa vidyAono samAveza thAya che. A badhI ja vidyAono upayoga strIe nokarI ke dhaMdhA mATe karavAnI jarUra nathI. e javAbadArI puruSonA mAthe ja nAMkhavI joie. strIe A 64 kaLAono upayoga potAnA vyaktitvane samRddha banAvavAmAM, bALakonuM saMrakSaNa karavAmAM, parivArane sukhI banAvavAmAM, samAjanI sevA karavAmAM ane paropakAranA kAryomAM ja karavo joie.A kAraNe ja ApaNA samAjamAM strInI pUjA karavAmAM AvatI hatI. strIne jo yogya keLavaNI apAya to ja te vizvavaMdya banI zake te nakkI che. - prema subodha je manuSya potAnI badhI kAmanAone prApta kare che ane je emano sarvathA tyAga karI de che e baMnemAM kAmanAone prApta karanAra karatAM tyAganAra ja zreSTha che. | 9 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco sarvagrAhI zikSaNanuM sAcuM svarUpa je zikSaNathI brahma karmamAM ratanispRha brAhmaNa zikSako pakavI zakAya, prajA-dharma ane nyAyanA rakSaNa mATe mRtyune paDakAratA yuddhapriya rAjAo pakavI zakAya, dezanA arthataMtrane samRddha majabUta ane svataMtra banAvanArA nItimAna vyApArI pakavI zakAya, vividha kaLA - kArIgarI ane vyavasAyamAM nipuNa svanirbhara suthAra, luhAra, mocI, kuMbhAra, zilpI, darajI, vaNakara, sevaka, pakavI zakAya te sarvagrAhI zikSaNa kahevAya che. zikSaNanI ciMtA -IndumatI kATadare ApaNe zikSaNane paisA sAthe joDI dIdhuM che. pustako, sAdhanasAmagrI ane zALA kolejanI phI eTalI uMcI thavA lAgI che ke sAmAnya loko bhaNI ja na zake. kharekhara to zikSaNane paisA sAthe koI levAdevA nathI. zikSaNano saMbaMdhabuddhi sAthe che. paraMtu ApaNe ene bajAranI vastu banAvI dIdhI che. enuM eka viparIta pariNAma e AvyuM che ke have zuddha jJAnanA viSayo bhaNanArA vidyArthIo bahu jUja jovA maLe che. vyAvasAyika abhyAsakramonI saMkhyA, vividhatA ane prabhAva evAM vadhI gayAM che ke sAhitya,kalA,vijJAna, sAmAjika zAstro vagere bhaNavAnI ane kharekhara jJAnavAna thavAnI koInI khvAhIza rahI nathI.vAta eTale sudhI vaNasI che ke have ene zikSaNa kahevAnuM ja baMdha karI devuM joie, ene vyavasAyanI tAlIma ja kahevuM joIe. ApaNe evuM arthazAstra bhaNAvIe chIe te eke eka bAbata ApaNe mATe vecavA ane kharIdavAnI vastu banI gai che. jJAna vecAya, anna vecAya, | 6 ||.

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco pANI vecAya, davA vecAya,zIla vecAya, deha vecAya, dharma vaMcAya.je vecI zakAya ema na hoya enI kazI kiMmata nathI. e ja arthazAstrane kAraNe yaMtravAda Avyo, moTA udyogo AvyA, kreDiTa kArDa AvyuM. Arthika mahAsattAo banI jene pariNAme manuSya bekAra thato gayo, daridra banato gayo ane potAnA dhaMdhAnA mAlika thavAne badale bIjAnI mAlikInA kArakhAnAmAM majUra banyo deza kadAca amIra banyo, loko garIba banyA, deza svataMtra thayo, prajA parataMtra banI. nakAmuM ane anutpAdana kharca vadhyuM paNa saMtoSa ane samAdhAna naSTa thai gayAM. an zALA vagaranuM zikSaNa ane bhAra vagaranuM sAcuM bhaNatara -saMjaya vorA AjanuM zikSaNa laine vidyArthIo potAnI bhASAthI ja nahIM paNa potAnA AtmasanmAnathI paNa vimukha banI rahyA che. jeo parAi bhASAnA mohamAM paDe che teo potAnI AgavI jIvanazailIthI paNa dUra cAlyA jAya che. - prema subodha caitAlIno svayaMvara ane anucita strI zikSaNa -paM.kalpezabhAi se. dhANadhArA amadAvAdanI divya jIvana sosAyaTImAM rahetAM sukhI parivAranI eka dikarI enuM nAma caitAlI. navA jamAnAnI sudharelI ane sAmAnya rIte sosAyaTI garlanI imeja dharAvatI kanyAomAMnI te paNa eka hatI. AvI chokarIo lagnanI bAbatamAM sAva bedarakAra hovAno dekhAva kare che. zikSaNa ane kArakIrdInuM gANuM gAine eka bAju lagnanI vAta Talle caDAvI de che. to bIjI bAju potAnA mananI apekSA mujabano koi puruSa brahmAe banAvyo che || 20 ||

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meM vAMcyu tame paNa vAMco ke nahIM tenI zodha calAvyA kare che. enI uMmaranI keTalIya tenI bahenapaNIo be saMtAnonI mAtA banI cUkI hoya tevI DhAMDhAM jevaDI uMmara chatAMya potAne jANe lagnano vicAra zuddhAM Avato nathI evA daMbhano AMcaLo oDhI rAkhe che. jo ke AvI chokarIo puruSa mitromAM chUTathI haratI pharatI to hoya ja che. bharayauvanamAM tenI Aju - bAju puruSa mitronuM bhramaravRMda guMjatuM hoya che. emAMthI koi puruSa mitra lagnano prastAva mUke to bhAva khAya che, moMghI ne moMghI banatI jAya che. tenI cittanI apekSAo eTalI badhI viparIta ane vicitra hoya che ke te jALAmAMthI te svayaM paNa bahAra AvI zakatI nathI. phasAyelA karoLIyAnI jema taraphaDatI chokarIonI AvI anirNAyaka manodazAnuM kAraNa strI upayogI keLavaNIno sadaMtara abhAva che. strIone apAyelA vyavasAya lakSI anucita abhyAsakramonA kAraNe ja lagna jevI mahattvanI bAbatono nirNaya kanyAo lai zakatI nathI. ane mAtA - pitAone e adhikAra pAcho soMpavA mAMgatI nathI.A caitAlInIja muMjhavaNa juone. tene abhiSeka game che kema ke tenI hAiTa ane parsanAlITI sArI che. paNa vALa oLavAnI Dhaba gamatI nathI. eTale thoDA paricaya pachI abhiSekane caitAlInI duniyAmAMthI vidAya levI paDI. pachI abhiSekanI jagyA sureze lIdhI. hoTalamAM thayelI pahelI mulAkAtamAM ja sureza gamI jAya che. paNa paricaya thatAM ja tenAM siddhAMta ane philosophI caitAlIne bilakula pasaMda AvatA nathI. AthI surezane aMgUTho batAvI nIkaLI jAya che. have vAro Avyo bakulano. e khUba dekhAvaDo ane vAcALa hato. chokarIone impresa karavAno ane tenI mAnasikatAno accho jANakAra banI lAbha uThAvavAmAM mAhira hato. caitAlI tenI mIThI vAto ane mohaka adAomAM phasAi gai che. paricaya premanI nikaTa jai pahoMcyo paNa tyAM ja bakule potAnI jJAtinI moTA gharanI rUpALI chokarI sAthe sagAi karI letA caitAlI mATe khATI drAkSa koNa khAya ? || 21 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco jevo ghATa ghaDAyo. ekabIjAne ApelI giphTonI Apa - le karavI paDI. Ama chatAM caitAlI hiMmata hAre to sosAyaTI garla zAnI? pachI nizItha Ave che. nizIthano parivAra paricita che. teo sukhI saMpanna che. nizItha pote paNa saMskArI dhArmika svabhAvano ane kartavya parAyaNa che, AthI game to che paNa joie tevo dekhAvaDo nathI mATe vicAranA aMte "nekasTa vikamAM javAba ApIzuM'' kahIne nA pADaze te nakkI che, Ama laTakatI talavAra rAkhIne navA chokarA jovAnuM cAluM rAkhyuM. caitAlInA svayaMvaramAM katArabaddha ubhA rahevAnI rAjananI paNa majabUrI hatI. rAjanano vidyAvyAsaMgI svabhAva caitAlIne game che. kolejamAM paNa te pustakomAM ane ciMtanamAM racyopacyo raheto hato tenI caitAlIne jANa hatI. Avo sadAcArI chokaro kArakIrdImAM Toca upara hoya te svAbhAvika hatuM paNa tenI kapaDAM paheravAnI thoDI bedarakArI caitAlIne khUba khUMce che. eka saMniSTha kAryakaranI jema potAnA dhyeya upara ja kendrita hovAthI vastromAM thoDo aviveka avyavahAruM lAgyA karato ane A to cAle ja kevI rIte ? tevI caitAlInI dRDha mAnyatA hovAthI rAjanane pANIcuM pakaDAvI dIdhuM. have samIra Ave che. te sohAmaNo che ane gamI jAya tevo che. khoTA kharcAna karanAro, karakasarIyo, kharo vyavahAruM mANasa che eTale resToromAM kalbomAM ke pArTIomAM kharco karatA acakAya che. ethI caitAlIne samIra lobhIyo lAgyo. tejasa vepArI che. navI lAina zodhIne jAtamahenate AgaLa Avelo dhanADhya che. AthI AkhA parivArane tejasa pasaMda che paNa ApaNA caitAlIbenane pasaMda na paDyo. kema ke tene maLelA dareka chokarA tenI AMkha ane julphonAM vakhANa acUka karatA hatAM ane A tejasa tenI sAme ja joto nahoto. vepArI chatAM tejasa thoDo zaramALa prakRtino hato. AthI caitAlI ne ema lAgyuM ke AnAmAM jovAnI kalAdRSTi ja nathI. zRMgAra jevI mahattvanI bAbata ja A mANasa samajato nathI. grIna kalaranI colI sAthe kayA kalaranI pAipIna ane sADI zobhe te vAtano spaSTa nirNaya karavAnI kSamatA tejasamAM nathI. Avo zaramALa ane anirNayI mAnasa dharAvatA chokarA sAthe AkhuM jIvana kema || 22 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco vItAvavuM vicAre caitAlIe tejasane mulatavI rAkhavAnA badale kensala ja karI nAkhyo. AvI sosAyaTI garlanI najaramAM ekeya yuvAna samAI zakato nathI. sadAcArI, bhAvanAzIla, udyamI, keLavAyelA,vicAraka aneka yuvAnonA mAMgA pAchA phare che. mane to eka mAMgatA hajAro maLI raheze e unmAdamAM ja yauvana pasAra thai jAya che. aneka yuvAno sosAyaTI garlanA paricayamAM Ave che. dostInA dAva pheMkAya che. vAraMvAranI mulAkAto goThavAya, hila sTezanonI moja lUMTAya ane pachI khovAI jAya che. pachI to yauvananI sAthe thanaganATa utsAha ane ojanI sAthe aha paNa dhIme-dhIme osaravA mAMDe che. e sosAyaTI garlanuM AkarSaNa osarI jAya che. "taba tuma mere pAsa AnA piyA!merA ghara khulA haikhulAtI rahegAM" gAnArA zAyara mijAjI Aziko paNa karamAtA puSpathI dUra thayelA anubhavavA mAMDe tyAre sosAyaTI garlane brahmajJAna lAdhe che. evI hAlatamAM sosAyaTIganetvarita lagnanAM vicAro keDo mukatA nathI. bAjI hAthamAMthI jatI dekhAya eTale bane teTaluM jaldI patAvI devAnI adhIrAI pedA thaI jAya che ene samajAI cukyuM che ke have mAre paraNI javuM joIe ane lAyaka muratIyo pasaMda karI levo joIe paNa lAyaka muratIyA lAvavA kyAMthI? tenI uMmaranA lAyaka chokarA kyAranAya paraNIne TharIThAma thaI gayA. jyAre lAyakamuratIyA teNInA dvAra khakhaDAvatA tyAre vAraMvAra uha " karanArI sosAyaTI garla pote muratIyAne AMgaNe UbhI rahe che. athavA jIvanabhara na paraNavAno nirNaya kare che. samayAMtare e nirNayamAM parivartana AvyA kare che. vAraMvAra samAcArapatromAM jA.kha. ApavA lAge che. have abhiSekanA vALa ane oLavAnI Dhaba game che. surezanA siddhAMto sAMbhaLatA te sokreTisa lAgavA mAMDe che.nizIthanAdekhAva karatAM tenA guNane mahattva ApyuM hota to sAruM thAta ema thAya che. have rAjanano kapaDA paheravAno Dhaga tene | 23 //

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco vaijJAnika dhunI ane kAryarata yuvAna jAhera karato lAgyo. lobhIyo samIra vyavahAruM ane arthazAstramAM niSNAta lAge che. kalAdraSTi vagarano tejasa udyamI sAhasI ane AtmavizvAsa dharAvato yuvAna lAge che tenolajjA guNa tene sadAcArI jAhera karato jaNAya che. paNa have guNAnurAgIdRSTi keLavavAno zo artha? e yuvAnoe to potAnI gharagRhasthI kyAranIya saMbhALI lIdhI che. have badhAya yuvAno tene pasaMda paDavA mAMDyA che. paNa yuvAnane te pasaMda paDatI nathI. kema ke kanyAkALa kyAranoya vahI gayo che ane prauDhAvasthAnA edhANa vartAvA mAMDyA che. Akhare sosAyaTI garlana gamato hovA chatAM sAmAnyamAM sAmAnya yuvakane paraNI bese che.evI saMsArayAtrAmAM tenuM aMtara roja valovAtuM hoya che. paNa thAya zuM? hAthanA karyA haiye vAgyA ! zikSaNa ane kArakirdInI lhAyamAM (moDA lagna karatI)jaitAlI jevI aneka kanyAonuM jIvana saLagI cUkyuM che. zreSTha saMtatinI prApti mATe yauvana kALa vItyA pahelA saMtAnotpAdana thaI javuM joie e mATe Rtu dharmamAM AvatA pahelAM vivAha karAvI saveLA ANuM karAvavuM joIe ane tema karavAthI ja ekapatitva ane patidevatvanA saMskAra kanyAnA cittamAM paDe che. paraMtu avyavahAruM zikSaNanA vadhelA vyApanA kAraNe ja Aje samAjamAM zikSitavargane patidevatvanI, eka patitvanI ane strI upayogI sAcI keLavaNInI jarUra jaNAtI hovA chatAM tene anusarI zake tema nathI, jenuM duSpariNAma strIo bALako parivAra ane samAja bhogavI rahyo che. dareka parivAre strI keLavaNI aMge sAcI dizAmAM paga upADavo paDaze kema ke anirNaya (nirNayanalevo) paNa eka nirNaya hoya che. -prema subodha o | 24 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco rASTrachI AbhA Aja mUrzita hai (lekhaka zrIrAmanAthajI "sumana") meM baccoMko "rASTrakI AtmA"kahatA hai, kyoMki yahI hai jinako lekara rASTrapallavita ho sakatA hai, atIta soyAhuA hai, vartamAna karavaTele rahA hai aura bhaviSya ke adRzya bIja bote jA rahehe bAlaka rASTrake atIta, vartamAna aura bhaviSya tInoM kA hAra hai aura vahi bAlaka Aja mUcchita hai, aceta hai na use patA hai, na usake abhibhAvaka jAnate hai aura na rASTra ke netAo ko jJAna paiki use kahA~ jAnA hai, kyA karanA hai, kese aura kyA DhalanA hai isIlie halacaloM aura Andolano ke isa tuphAna meM bhI, jahA~ vANI Aja sabase sastI ho gayI hai, kucha ho nahIMpAtA haiArASTra aura Age baDha nahIM pA rahA hai - kyoMki rASTra kI AtmA so gaI hai, mUcchita hai. deza svataMtraho gayA hameM isakA abhimAna bhI hai, hajAroM varSAbAda hamane svataMtratAse sira uThAkara apanA ceharA dekhA, para apanA ceharA dekhakara glAni hotI hai aura skraya eka ananubhUta vyathA sebhara jAtA hai kyA isa rUpa kI upalabdhi ke lie gAMdhIjI ne hamArI satyavRttiyoM kA yuddha meM AvAhna kiyA thA?kyA hai Aja hamAre cAroM aura jisa meMhama anubhava kare ki hama bhAratIya he - hamAre jIvana meM hamAre rASTra ke jIvana meM vizva ke lie eka saMdeza hai vizva kI vikAsa kriyA meM hamArA eka niyukta kArya hai aMgreja cale gaye, para aMgrejI na gayI, "aMgrejiyata aura bhI na gayI ! hamAre bacce hamAre sAmane "videzI" hote jA rahe haiM unake cAroM ora kA vAtAvaraNa videzI hai,vijAtIyahai, unakAzikSaNa vijAtIya hai unako zAsana ne vijAtIyatA kI ora prerita kiyA hai jo aMgrejo ke jamAne meM hotA thA, vahI Aja hai vahI zikSaNa, vahI jIvanazailI, vahI vAtAvaraNI taba kese ye bacce rASTra ke bhaviSya kA nirmANa kareMge? yojanAoM kI bAta bahuta sunane meM AtI hai paMcavarSIya, satavarSIya, | 26 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco yojanAoM banI rahI hai, para InDe banAnevAle vahI hai jina para pazcimIya sabhyatA se prerita arthavijJAna kA prabhAva hai, jinakA zikSaNa aura jIvana kembrija aura AksaphorDa ke soce meM DhalAhe jinake sAmane koI spaSTa citra nahIMki ve apane baccoM ko kyA banAnA cAhate hai? yaha to sabhI kahate hai ki vartamAna zikSA paddhati dUSita hai, para yatna usake vistAra kA ho rahA hai yahA~ - vahA~ baivanda lagAne yA mulammA kara dene kA kabhI - kabhI yatna kiyA jAtA hai, para vaha saphala nahIM hotA - ho bhI nahIM sakatA sabase pahalI AvazyakatA isa bAta kI hai ki hama samajha ki bhArata kyA hai, bhAratIya sabhyatA kyA hai, bhAratIya saMskRti kyA hai aura kauna sI Antarika zakti aura preraNA thI, jisase zatAbdiyoM ke saMgharSa yukta laMbe vyavadhAnako pArakara bhAratIya saMskRti bacI rahI taba yaha soceMki vartamAna vizva meM use Age baDhAne ke liekina nUtana saMskAroM kI AvazyakatA hai aura hama usakI mUla preraNAo ko badalate hue evaM tejI se badalate hue vizva meMkese surakSita aura pallavitarakha sakate haiusI bhUmikA para baccoMkA, nayI pIDhI kA jIvana gaDhanA hogA svataMtratA evaMkrAnti hameMnavIna jIvana dRSTi detI hai, para Aja hamArI jIvana dRSTi vahI banI huI hai jo briTiza zAsana meMthI isIlie bhUla se, sAkSaratA kovidyA kA, zikSA kAparyAya mAnaliyA gayA hai vastutaH vidyA vaha hai jo prema se zreya kI ora le jAtI hai aura zikSA isI zakti ke arjana kI sAdhanA hai pAzcAtya sabhyatA ne hama para saMkhyA bala kA jAdU calA rakhA hai unnati kA artha AMkaDoMkI bhASA meM hI hama samajhate hai "phekTarI meTiliTI" hara jagaha vyApta ho gaI hai kapaDe kI miloM kI taraha zikSA kI bhI phekTariyA~ khula gaI hai aura khularahI hai aura unakI saphalatA evaM mahattA dina-dina vRddhimAn AMkaDoMse kUtI jAtI hai kitanA kapaDAyA lohAisa varSabanA, IsI para kitane snAtaka isa varSa kisa yunivarsiTI se nikale, isI para zikSaNa - saphalatA kA aMkagaNita calatA hai 1 guNapradhAna (kvAliTi) dRSTi kI jagaha || 26 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco saMkhyApradhAna (kvaoNTiTi) dRSTi kI sthApanA ne bhAratIya saMskRti kI mUla preraNA para sabase adhika AghAta kiyA hai yunivarsiTiyAM jJAna ke sAdhanAsthala nahIM, vikrayasthala bana gaI hai baccoM ko dekhiye uzruMkhala, aniyaMtrita, jIvana kI bAhya suvidhAoM evuM bhogoM ke prati Asakta, sinemA hI jinakA tIrtha hai aura sinemA sTAra jinake Adarzahe, anuzAsanavihina, Atma-niyaMtraNa se alita,jIvana se gaMdakI bhaoNti khilavADa karanevAle - ye kyA rASTra kA bhaviSya banAyeMge? para unakA doSa kyA hai? hamane unheM ese zikSaka diye, esA vAtAvaraNa diyA. jJAna kI sAdhanAhI jinake liesabakucha hai ese AcAryo kI jagahavidyAdAna ko eka pezA aura "keriyara"mAnakara calanevAle zikSakoM sehamArI yunivarsiTIyaoN bharI huI hai brahmabala, teja, tapa evaM jJAnArjana kA sthAna dhana kI viSNatAne laliyA hai jaise dukAnoM meM vastuoM kI vikI hotI hai, vaise hI inake yahaoN vidyAbikatI hai vidyA evaM jJAna kA mApadaSTha caritra evaM jIvana nahIM, kAgajapara chape upAdhipatrahe, koI yuga esA bhIthA jaba snAtaka kevala yaha kahakara apanA paricaya detA thA ki maiM amuka kA ziSya hai. amuka kA ziSya honA hI sabase baDA pramANa patra thA, kyokividyA pustako ke mAdhyama se nahIM, AcArya ke jIvana ke mAdhyama se prApta hotI thI eka jIvana ke saMpUrNa saMskAra dUsare jIvana ko prApta hote the guru yA AcAryaapanA jIvana hI ziSya ko detA thA vidyA jIvana meM utara AtI thI, jIvana meM, usake AcaraNa meM bolatI thI ! jijJAsA mAnavakIpahelI vRtti hai, zizu meMjijJAsA pahale hotI hai, vANI bAda meMphUTatI hAisI jijJAsA ke kAraNa usakA mAnasikavikAsa hotA hai, yaha jijJAsA paristhiti evaM saMskAra ke anurUpa hotI hai Ajya - jya bacce kI duniyA baDhatI jAtI hai aura usake saMskAra banate hai tyAM - tyAM jijJAsA kA kSetra bhI vistRta hotA jAtA hai || 20 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco jijJAsA ke mUla meM tIna tattva hote hai -1. yaha kyA hai, 2. kyoM hai ? aura 3.kaise hai ?jijJAsA jJAna kA bIja hai / isa jijJAsA - vRtti ko vikasita karane aura usameM acche saMskAra DAlane meM hI zikSA kA upayoga hai |isalie jo zikSA mAnava meMsavRttiyoM ko jAgarita nahIM karatI, jo use preya se zreya kI ora nahIM le jAtI, jousake hRdaya meM praviSTa hokara eka zreSTha jIvana - svapna se bhara nahIM detI, yaha zikSA nahIM hai, kevala sAkSaratA hai aura Aja ese sAkSara mUDhoM kI baDhatI huI saMkhyA hI jagata kI aneka samasyAoM kA kAraNa hai / isalie zikSA kI pahalI samasyA hai - bhAratIya saMskRti ke mUlAdhAra ko samajhakara usake anurUpa navIna jIvana - nirmANa kI eka vyApaka yojanA banAne kI |sarI samasyA hai, AcAravAna, brahmaniSTha, AtmaniSTha, paisA nahIM, balki jJAna kI siddhi hI jinake jIvana kA lakSya hai, ese zikSakoM ko prApta yA taiyAra karane kI |tabhI hamAre vidyAmandira zakti evaM prakAza ke pratIka bana sakate haiM / paraMtu itanA hI basa nahIM yaha mAna lenA ki zikSArthI pAThazAlA meM hI sikhatA hai, eka baDI bhUla hai |vaha kuTumba meM, mArga meM calate hue apane sAthiyoM ke saMparka meM, sarvatra kucha na kucha sikhatA rahatA hai / yaha apane prati mAtA - pitA, kuTumbiyAM, mitro, sAthiyoM aura paricita, aparicito ke vyavahAra se bhI bahuta kucha sIkhatA hai| isalie AvazyakatA hai ki samAja kA vAtAvaraNa Aja kI bhAMti duSita na ho / usakA pariSkAra kiyA jAya / arthapradhAna jIvanadRSTi kI jagaha dharmapradhAna yA kartavyapradhAna jIvanadRSTi kI sthApanA isake lie atyanta Avazyaka hai |uparyukta evaM pavitra vAtAvaraNa ke nirmANa ke lie Ajakala ke calacitroM ko sarvathA baMda kara denA cAhie yaha na ho sake to usa para kar3I dekha - rekha kI AvazyakatA hai |azlIla citroM kA nirmANa to sarvathA ekadama roka diyA jAnA hI cAhie || 26 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco isa taraha kI aneka bAteM sAmane rakhI jA sakatI hai, paraMtu mUla bAta yahI hai ki jabataka hamAre zikSaNa kA pUrA DhAMcA nahIM badalatA aura hamArI jIvanadRSTi bhAratIya saMskRti ke anurUpa nahIM banatI, jabataka hama zreyaskarI jIvanadRSTiko nahIM apanAte aura jabataka hamArI zikSaNa - zAlAe sAkSaratA evaM pustakIya jJAna kebikrI kendra nahIM balki jIvana ke marmameM praveza karanevAle svaproMevaM Ada, caritra evaM jJAna ke sAdhanA kendra tapasyA bhUmi nahIMbanate, taba taka sabanirarthaka hai taba taka rASTra kI AtmA sotI rahegI, taba taka lAkha pUla yojanA hamAre jIvana ke kSitija ko prakAzapUrNa nahIM kara sakatI -prema subodha gulAmI jhI mAnasiktAdo ukhADa pheMke san 1953 meM saMsadIya samiti ke samukha bhArata meM prayoga kIye jAnevAle zikSA ke taura tarIko ke saMdarbhameMrAjanaitika socako cArlsaTreveliyana ne bhI kucha isarUpameM prastuta karate hue kahA thA ki aMgrejI zikSA ke prabhAva se bhAratIya yuvaka hameM videzI samAjanA choDa dege aura dhIre - dhIre unakI hindustAniyata kama hotI jAyegI, samAnAMtara aMgrejIyatA baDhatI jAyegI phalasvarUpa hameM isa deza senikAlane kA koI prayAsa nahI karegAthAmasa baeNbigaTana mekoba kI isa mAnasikatA kAnatI jAheki aMgrejI bolane para garva kI anubhUti karega apanI purAnI saccI saMskRti, AdhyAtmikatA aura guru ziSyabhAva kI AzramI vyavasthA ko choDakara aMgrejIyata ke nAle meM kuda jAnA kisa buddhimattA kA paricAyaka ho sakatA hai? itanA hI nahIMAjhAdI ke bAda apane deza kA nAma taka badalaDAlA aura deza ke saMvidhAna meM "inDiyA" kA ullekha aMgrejone hamAre logoM se baDI sAvadhAnIpUrvaka karavAliyA isake pIche bhI eka dhAraNA kAma karI rahI ||| ra6 //

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco thI ki bharata rAjA ke nAma se rakhA nAma "bhArata" ko bhUla jAo aura inDiyA yAda rAkho aMgrejoMkI gulAmI (vezabhUSA, zikSaNa, vartana)yAdaro, kyoMki bhArata koyAda karane para bharata yAda AyegA, zakuntalA aura duSyanta yAda Ayege. bhAratako yAda rakhane para hastinApura, adharmakaviruddha dharmayuddha karanevAle dIrghadazI mahAbalI pUrvaja yAda raheze aMgrejI soca evaM aMgrejI zikSA paddhati ke kAraNa Ajavo saMbaMdha tUTatA jA rahAhArakSAbaMdhana kI jagaha phrenDazIpa De mahattvapUrNa banatA jA rahA hai keka kATake momabattI bujhAne para AdhunikatAnI anubhUti karane lage haiM kaisAdurbhAgyahai,hamane pahalI aprila ko deza kI arthavyavasthA saMcAlita karanevAlA varSa kA prathama dina svIkAra karI liyA lekina aMgrejIyata meMpale logone hame paDhA diyA ki pahalI aprila mUrmo kA dina hai phira bhI hama mUrkha banate gaye itane mUrkha bane ki aMgrejone batAyA ki rAtane 12 baje dina badalatA hai yaha sArI bAte aMgrejIyata ke duSyabhAva meM bahatecale gayelogoM kIha jabakihindustAna ke adhikatama gaoNva aba bhI bace hue hai vahI eka aMgrejI pAnI ke teja bahAva ko sUkhA karane vAlA madhyAhna tejoravihai. sabhI bhAratapremIoMsevahanivedanahekiAja se apane jIvana meM yaha bAteM apanAne kA praNa le. 1. bhArata ke lie inDiyA zabda kA prayoga na kareM2. apane bhAratIya tyauhAra jo bhAratIya tarIkoMse hI utsava ke rUpameMmanAyA jAya. 3. bhArata ke bhavya itihAsa para garva kI anubhUti kare.4 kisI ko prabhAvita karane ke lie aMgrejI zabdayA vAkyoM kA istemAla na kare apitu saMskRta zabda - vAkyoM ko bolane para garva kI anubhUti kare. -prema subodha || 30 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco strI ane sadAcAranI surakSA kAje sAbadA banIe. -nimiSa kApaDiyA strI salAmatI sAme jokhama surata geMgarepa, pATaNa geMgarepa, rAjakoTa geMgarepa vagere ghaTanAo jotA ema lAgyA vinA nahi ja rahe ke, sAMprata samayano A saLagato prazna che. Aje jyAM juo tyAM strIo, mahilAo, bALakIonA zoSaNa ane sAmAjIka asalAmatInI vAto cAlI rahI che. A samasyAno kaMika ukela lAvavo anivArya che. AjathI dasa varSa pahelAM ApaNe ApaNI dikarIone gharanI bahAra mokalatAM koI Dara anubhavatA nahatA. temane zALAe,Tyuzana para temaja gharanA nAnA moTA kAmo mATe hiMmatathI ekalA mokalI zakatA, Aje e paristhiti che ke temane thoDA samaya mATe paNa ApaNI AMkhathI ojhala thavA detA Dara ane zaMkA anubhavIe chIe. AvuM zI rIte thayuM? samAjamAM evuM to zuM thayuM che ke, jethI ApaNe Aje AvI asalAmatI anubhavIe chIe. asAmAjika tattvo to samAjamAM sadAkALathI ochAvattA pramANamAM cAlyA ja Ave che, paraMtu A asAmAjika tattvonuM Aje varcasva vadhyuM che. ApaNI keTalIka kahevAtI morDana lAipha sTAilathI ja tene pIThabaLa maLe che. mATe AvI paristhiti sarajAI javA pAmI che. 1. AjathI dasa ke paMdara varSa pahelAnI ja vAta laIe, to tyAre paNa strIo svataMtra, morDana vicArasaraNI dharAvatI temaja samAjanA dareka kSetramAM AgaLa AvatI hatI. paraMtu tene tenI maryAdAnuM ThIkaThIka bhAna hatuM. sau prathama najare caDe che Ajano paheraveza ! Aje ApaNI dIkarIo pAzcAtya pozAkanuM AMdhaLuM anukaraNa karIne potAnI jAte ja potAnI asalAmatI vahorI rahI che ane temAM temanA mAtA-pitA jANe ke ajANye pUrepUro sAtha || 30 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco ApI rahyA che. Aje Tyuzana ke bahAra pharavA jatI 15 thI 20 varSanI kanyAono jo sarve karavAmAM Ave, to temAM bhAratIya pozAkavALI kanyAonI saMkhyA kadAca 1 thI 2 % haze, ane vadhu duHkhada bAbata to e che ke, tevI kanyAone saMkucita mAnasavALI gaNIne hAMsIpAtra TharAvAya che. temanA mAtA -pitAne jUnA jamAnAnA gaNavAmAM Ave che. pAzcAtya pozAka paNa jo amuka maryAdA jaLavAtI hoya, to hajI saMtavya gaNAya. AjakAla to minI skarTa, mAIkro minI skarTa, slIvalesa Topa, bekalesa Topalo vesTa jinsa,hAi lo vesTa jinsa, skIna TAiTa AuTa phITa, lo nekaDresIsano jamAno che. ATaluM ye hajI ochuM hoya, tema AMtaravastro paNa sArI rIte dekhAya evA hoya che. Avo paheraveza joIne koIpaNa vijAtIya vyakti nuM mana calita thAya ja. temaja roDa sAiDa romiyo to A paristhitino geralAbha uThAvyA vinA naja rahe. tadana sahaja gaNAya evI A vAta AjakAlanA kahevAtA morDana mAtApitAnA ane zikSakonA dhyAnamAM kema nathI AvatI, e ja samajAtuM nathI. pozAka to ApaNI AbarU ane vyaktitvane sAcavavA mATe sahAyaka sAdhana tarIke DhAla bane tevo hovo joie, nahIM ke ApaNA zarIranI harAjI karIne sadAcAranI hatyA karavA mATenuM hathiyAra bane evo! 2. AjakAlanA yuvAno - yuvatIomAM vizeSataH TIna ejarsamAM sauthI AkarSaka vastu gaNAya che selaphona- mobAila phona!je temanI adhogatinuM kAraNa banI rahyuM che. AjakAla AThamA-navamA dhoraNamAM bhaNatA vidyArthIo potAnI pAse mobAila rAkhatA thaI gayA che. A mobAilano upayoga mitro sAthe vAtonA gapATA mAravAmAM ane bIjo ati mahatvano upayoga S.M.S. karavA ane meLavavAmAM thAya che. vaLI AjakAlanA leTesTa mobAilamAM to blyutha, inphAreDa vagere sagavaDone kAraNe malTI miDiyA meseja DAunaloDa karavAno kreja che.vaLI,citra-vicitrabibhatsa vArtAlApo temaja philmIvalgara gIto DAunaloDa thAya che. jene kAraNe AjanI yuvA peDhInuMmAnasavikRta banI gayuM che.gaNavo hoya to mobAilano ekaja phAyadohajI gaNAvI zake ke tame koI paNa || 3 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco samaye koI muzkelImAM ho to tamArI paricita vyaktino tame saMparka karI zako. paraMtu A sAdhanano lAbha uThAvavAne badale teno geralAbha vadhu uThAvAya che. 3. AjakAla miDiyA eTale ke samAcAra patro, megejhIna temaja TI.vI. cenaloe paNa vikRta paristhitinuM nirmANa karavAmAM eTaloja bhAga bhajavyo che. dararoja savAramAM AvatA vartamAna patromAM samAcAro ochA ane bibhatsa jAherAto temaja phoTAo vadhu hoya che. jANe AvA Erot samAcAro vAMcavA mATe ApaNe chApuM maMgAvatA hoie evuM lAge che. pahelA bALakone vartamAnapatro vAMcavAnI Teva pADavAmAM AvatI, have temane chApuMnavAMcavA mATe kahevuM paDe ema che. temAMya calacitrovALI pUrti temaja bIjI spezyala pUrtimAM to sphoTaka suraMga jevI AvI sAmagrI pUrI pADavAmAM Ave che. yuvAno temaja sArA gaNAtA puruSo paNa A badhuM joI - vAMcIne uttejita na thAya to ja navAI!temaja sArA yuvAno paNa A joI vAMcIne avaLe raste caDI jAyache.TI.vI.cenaloe to jANe mAjhA ja mUkI che. tenA upara to koI rokaToka ja nathI. jAherAtothI mAMDIne siriyalomAM valgArITI ane abhadra vartana temaja vANIno A mAdhyamo bephAma upayoga kare che ane ApaNI yuvA peDhI temaja vaDIlo, pukhtavayanA strI-puruSo khUba rasapUrvaka A lIlA nihALe che. Akhoya parivAra sAthe besIne A nagna tasvIro temaja valgara vArtAlApo joto ane sAMbhaLato hoya che. AvA maryAdA vagaranA vartana ane vAtAvaraNane kAraNe bALakone temaja yuvAnone vaDIlo pratye Adara,viveka ke maryAdAnuM bhAna rahetuM nathI. kharekhara to ApaNA samAje A TI.vI. cenalono sAmUhika bAyakoTa karavo joie. jethI svastha ane bhadra samAjanuM nirmANa thAya. 4. kahevAtA zikSita samAjamAM AjakAla zikSaNanI bolabAlA che. ApaNe ApaNA bALakone ucca zikSaNa ApavA mATe game te hade jaI zakIe chIe. Tyuzana klAza savAre sADA pAMce zarU tyAreja thai zake, jyAre te klAsamAM bhaNavA AvanAra vidyArthI taiyAra hoya ane tenA mA-bApa paNa A mATe taiyAra hoya. hariphAimAM TakI rahevA ane ucca TakAvArI meLavavA mATe

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco mAtA - pitA bALako para atyaMta julama gujAratA hoya che. vaLI, ucca bhaNatara mATe videza mokalavAno paNa moha che. jyAM bALakonuM zArirIka, mAnasika zoSaNa thAya che. paisA kamAvAnI hoDamAM ApaNe ApaNuM yuvAdhana veDaphI rahyA chIe. ApaNI dIkarI ucca abhyAsa karIne sarvocca sthAne pahoMce, tene mATe tene jIvananA kayA mUlyono bhoga Apavo paDyo, tenuM dhyAna ApaNe vAlIoe ja rAkhavuM joie. mArI draSTie AjanI dikarIo mahilAo karatAM pahelAnA jamAnAnI strIono mAna maratabo samAjamAM vadhu hato. Aje ATaluM ucca zikSaNa meLavyA bAda paNa strIonuM sAmAjika sthAna to nIcuM gayuM che. pahelA to koi ekanI dIkarI ke bhANI AkhAya mahollAnI, gAmanI paNa dIkarI - bhANI gaNAtI. tenI lAja - maryAdAnI javAbadArI AkhAya gAmanI hatI, tethI tenI sAme koi AMkha UMcI karIne joi zakato nahIM. jyAre Aje to paDozanI dIkarInI lAja - maryAdAnuM paNa bhAna rahetuM nathI. Ama, jema gAmaDAonuM zaherIkaraNa thayuM, tema - tema mANasonA mana, magajanuM paNa zaherIkaraNa thayuM ane gAmaDA tUTavAnI sAthe - sAthe lokonA dila - dimAga paNa tUTatA gayA. Aje samaya pAkI gayo che, jyAre bALako khAsa karIne taruNIone ucca zikSaNa ApavAno moha mArI na zakIe, to sAthe sAthe temane sadAcAraniSTha banAvavA uparAMta svarakSaNa mATenuM zikSaNa pharajIyAta ApavuM. kharekhara to badhI zALAomAM AvA svarakSaNa mATeno abhyAsa rAkhavo jarUrI che.svaicchika saMsthAoe A javAbadArI upADI levI joie. phakta virodha pradarzita karavAthI kaMi upajatuM nathI. sAputArAnI RtaMbharA vizva vidyApITha temaja emAMthI bodhapATha meLavI zakAya. - prema subodha nimiSa kApaDiyA, eDavokeTsa hAikorTa 5, bANa gAyatrI sosA-2, zyAmala cAra rastA pAse, seTelAiTa, 132 phUTa rIMgaroDa roDa, amadAvAda -51 phona :6762762, 6751545 || 24 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco TInaejara DIDarIne isa amUlya zikhAmaNo -saMjayabhAI vorA vikhyAta lekhikA zobhA De ne jyAre pUchavAmAM AvyuM ke tamArAM TInaejara saMtAno zuM na kare evuM tame iccho cho ? tyAre teNe khUba asaMdigdha bhASAmAM jaNAvyuM hatuM ke "teo garlaphrenDa ane boyaphrenDa tarIke rAtre sAthe rahe ke bALakonA beDarUmamAM besIne smokiMga kare ke mAbApanI hAjarImAM dArU pIe te mane jarAya pasaMda nathI. tame game teTalA svataMtra ho to paNa vaDIlo pratye vinaya to rAkhavo ja joie.divasanA aMte to huM eka rUDhicusta madhyama varganI mahArASTrIyana strI chuM ane rahIza. Aje huM je kaMi chuM teno yaza rUDhicusta vAtAvaraNamAM thayelA mArA ucherane phALe ja jAya che.'zobhA De jevI atyaMta bolDa ane Adhunika gaNAtI strI paNa jyAre potAnAM saMtAnonA ucheranI vAta Ave tyAre ATalI badhI sajAga thai jatI hoya che tyAre potAne Adhunika gaNAvatI ucca madhyama varganI ane madhyama varganI mammIoe to khAsa vicAravA jevuM che. dilhInI pablika skUlamAM bhaNatI eka chokarI potAnA boyaphrenDa sAthe jAtIya saMbaMdho bAMdhavA taiyAra thai jAya ane tenI viDiyo philma Utare teno paNa virodha na kare e kisso AvI tamAma mammIone coMkAvI devA mATe pUrato che. AjanA seksapracUra vAtAvaraNamAM uchera pAmatA TInaejaro kai hade jai zake che, teno A eka purAvo che. A kissAne kAraNe pratyeka saMvedanazIla mammIo potAnI dIkarIo mATe saciMta thai gai che. AvI eka ciMtAgrasta Adhunika mammIe potAnI TInaejara dIkarIne je dasa zikhAmaNo ApI che te dareka mammIe ApavA jevI che ane dareka kanyAe pALavA jevI che. || 36 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco 1. ajANyA puruSono kyAreya vizvAsa na karavo. AjakAlanA samAjamAM strIone phasAvanArA puruSonI saMkhyA vadhatI gai che. bhUkhyA varuonI jema teo dareka kSetramAM pharatA hoya che. tuM je skula ke kolejamAM bhaNatI hoya ke ophisamAM kAma karatI hoya tyAM paNa AvA bhUkhyA puruSo hovAnA ja. teo mIThI mIThI vAto karIne potAnI jALamAM phasAvavAnI koziza karavAnA ja. AvA puruSono kadI paNa vizvAsa na karavo. temanI sAtheya kyAreya ekAMtamAM rahevuM nahIM. temanI sAthe kyAreya ekalA bahAra pharavA javuM nahIM. temanI pAsethI phrI giphTa kyAreya svIkAravI nahIM. temanI aMgata samasyAmAM sahAyarUpa banavAnI kadI koziza karavI nahIM. tArI aMgata samasyAmAM kadI temanI pAse mArgadarzana mAMgavuM nahIM. temanI pAse paisAnI madada to kyAreya mAMgavI nahIM ke svIkAravI nahIM. AvA puruSonA ahesAna heThaLa kyAreya AvavuM nahIM. temanA jUthamAM bhaNavAnI kyAreya koziza karavI nahIM. 2. zarIranI pavitratAno kyAreya bhaMga karavo nahIM... tane je strInuM zarIra prApta thayuM che tene koi paNa puruSanA anicchanIya sparzathI apavitra thavA devuM nahIM. strInA cAritryanI jeTalI kiMmata che, eTalI kiMmata strInA zarIranI pavitratAnI che. strI mATe zIla eka ghareNuM che. strInI zobhA ja tenuM zIla che. koi paNa puruSa, koi paNa saMyogomAM A zarIrano sparza kare ane tenI sAthe cheDachADa kare e calAvI levuM ja nahIM. AvI taka koi puruSane kyAreya ApavI nahIM. dehanI A pavitratA AjIvana ane kamase kama lagna sudhI to TakAvI ja rAkhavI joie. lagna agAunA zArIrika saMbaMdho vyabhicAranuM bIjuM nAma che. svArthI ane dagAkhora puruSo ghaNI vAra lagnanuM vacana ApI bhoLI kanyAo sAthe zarIrasaMbaMdho bAMdhatA hoya che. AvA puruSonI jALamAM kadI paNa phasAvuM nahIM. koi paNa puruSane koi paNa rIte zarIrano sparza karavAnI taka ApavI ja nahI. || 36 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco 3. mUMjhavaNamAM mA bApa pAse ja mArgadarzana mAgavuM. jIvananI ghaTamALamAM aneka mUMjhavaNo pedA thavAnI te nakkI che. tAre AvanArI koI paNa mUMjhavaNamAM mArgadarzana meLavavA mATe haMmezA mA-bApa upara ja bharoso rAkhavo.jIvanamAM nAnI moTI bhUlo darekanI thatI ja hoya che. nAnakaDI bhUlomAM jo yogya mArgadarzana na maLe to moTI samasyAo sarjAtI hoya che. A kAraNe ja nAnakaDI bhUla thaI jAya tyAre temAMthI bahAra nIkaLavA mATe mitro ke sahapAThIo pAse doDI javAne badale koi paNa kaTokaTIne pahoMcavA mATe sakSama mA-bApa pAse ja mArgadarzana meLavavuM joie. seksa, prema, saMbaMdho, lagna vagere bAbatonI carcA paNa bahAranA loko sAthe karavAne badale sauthI pahelAM mAtA - pitA sAthe ja karavI joie. mA - bApa haMmezA potAnAM saMtAnonuM hita icchatAM hovAthI teo sAcI ja salAha Apaze. A vAta anya loko mATe kahI zakAya nahIM. mATe mA - bApane ja tArA phrenDa, philosophara ane gAIDa banAvaje. 4. mobAilano maryAdita upayoga na karavo. beTA, ame tane je mobAila phona Apyo che teno upayoga amArI sAthe saMparkano setu jALavI rAkhavA mATe ja karavo.mobAilano upayoga mitro sAthe gappAM mAravA mATe ane phAlatu vAto karavA mATe haragija karavo nahIM. eka dIkarI tarIke A kALamAM amane tArI ciMtA thatI hoya te mATe ja tArI sAthe game tyAre vAta karI zakAya te mATe ja ame tane mobAila Apyo che.A mobAila phona dvArA tuM game tevI muzkelInI kSaNe ke mUMjhavaNanI ghaDIe amAro tAtkAlika saMparka sAdhI zake eTalA mATe A mobAila phona che. teno naMbara skUla ke kolejamAM sAthe bhaNatA koI paNa chokarAne kyAreya Apavo nahIM. A rIte naMbara ApavAthI tenAM aneka anicchanIya pariNAmo AvI zake che. kadAca anicchAe Apavo paDe to ekAda naMbara badalI ne Apavo mobAila phonanAM agaNita bhayasthAno che. A bhayasthAnothI bacavuM hoya to mammI pappA // rU7 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco sivAya koinI sAthe mobAila upara vAta ja karavI nahIM. 5. chokarAonA paisAnI jhAkajhamALamAM aMjAvuM nahIM. tuM je skUlamAM ke kolejamAM bhaNe che tyAM zrImaMta mA - bAponA aneka nabIrAo bhaNavA mATe AvatA haze ane bApakamAinuM pradarzana karatA haze. temanI pAse navInakkora moTarakAra haze. kemerAvALo mobAila haze ane AMgaLImAM hIrAnI vIMTI paNa haze. A chokarAonuM bahoLuM vartuLa haze.jemAM chokarIo haze. A jUthamAM bhaNanArI chokarIone jhagamagatI gADImAM pharavA maLatuM haze. pikaniko ane pArTIomAM AmaMtraNa maLatuM haze ane DiskothekamAM paNa chokarAonA kharce javA maLatuM haze. A badhAM ja pralobhanone vaza thavAnI kadI bhUla karavI nahIM. A badhA maphatanA lAbho meLavavA jatI kanyAoe potAnA zarIrano ja sodo karavo paDe che. yAda rAkhaje, A duniyAmAM koi cIja maphata maLatI nathI. mATe maphatamAM kaMi meLavavAnI koziza karavI nahIM. tenI je kiMmata cUkavavI paDaze te khUba ja AkarI haze. 6. seksaviSayaka mUMjhavaNomAM mArgadarzana uMmara uMmaranuM kAma kare che. amuka umara thAya eTale strIpuruSonA saMbaMdho, garbhAvasthA, saMtatiniyamananAM sAdhano, daihika AkarSaNa vagere aMge prazno pedA thAya e AjanA kALamAM khUba svAbhAvika che. strI rajasvalA thAya te pachI A samasyAo vizeSa prakAre pedA thAya che. A badhA ja praznonA javAba ApavA tArI A mammI taiyAra che. huM jyAre tArI umaranI hatI tyAre mane paNa A prazno thayA hatA ane meM tenA javAbo mArI rIte prApta karyA hatA. have huM evuM nathI icchatI ke tuM A praznonA javAbo koi ajANyA, adhakacarUM jJAna dharAvatA loko pAsethI meLavavAnI koziza kare ane tArI jAtane nukasAnInA khADAmAM utArI de. A badhA ja prazno tuM koi paNa jAtanA saMkoca vagara mane pUchI zake che. tane saMpUrNa saMtoSa thAya te rIte A praznonA uttaro ApavAnI huM koziza karIza. || 26 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco 7. mugdhAvasthAmAM thatA mohane prema na mAnavo. atyAre tArI umara ja evI che ke tene koI paNa henDasama chokaro ke yuvakane jotA ja evo bhrama thAya ke tuM tenA premamAM paDI che. A bhrama khUba khataranAka che. tene prema mAnavAnI koziza kadI na karavI. sAco prema kone kahevAya te oLakhavA mATe A umara khUba kAcI che.A umare eka nahIM paNa aneka puruSo mATe A prakArano moha dilamAM pedA thAya te zakya che. A mohanI jANa te puruSane thAya tevI ceSTA kadI paNa na karavI. tenuM pariNAma khUba ja khataranAka AvI zake che. svAthapuruSo AvI bhoLI yuvatIone phasAvavA mATe rAha joine ja beThA hoya che. AvA puruSo sAthe koI paNa jAtano saMparka sAdhavo nahI ke temanI najIka pharakavAnI paNa koziza na karavI. temane bhUlI javAmAM ja tAruM zreya che. A umare kadI premamAM paDI zakAya ja nahIM, eTaluM yAda rAkhavuM. 8. lagna mATe yogya pAtra zodhavAnI amArI javAbadArI che. tArI jyAre lagna mATe yogya umara thaze tyAre yogya pAtra zodhI Arya dezanI maryAdA mujaba tArAM lagna karAvI ApavAnI amArI javAbadArI che.A bAbatanI ciMtA tAre karavAnI jarAya jarUra nathI. mATe je koI puruSanA saMparkamAM Ave temAM tArA bhaviSyanA bharathArane zodhavAnI koziza karavI nahIM. tArA mATe to duniyAnA badhA ja puruSo bhAI kepitA samAna ja hovA joie. A badhA puruSo paikI kayA puruSa sAthe lagna karIne tuM sukhI thaIza e samajavAnuM tAruM gajuM nathI. A bAbatamAM koI paNa nirNaya karavAnuM tuM dussAhasa karIza to duHkhI ja thaiza. mATe AvI koi paNa ciMtAmAMthI mukta thaIne tAre tAruM mana to hameMzA abhyAsamAM ja parovavAnuM che. yogya samaye, yogya pAtra sAthe mA - bApa ja lagna karAvI Apaze evo kAyama vizvAsa rAkhIza to tAro paga kadI kuMDALAmAM paDaze nahIM. | 26 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco 9. Arthika ciMtA tAre karavAnI nathI. gharanI Arthika paristhiti game teTalI viSama hoya to paNa tAre kadI tenI ciMtA karavAnI nathI. ame temAMthI mArga kADhavA mATe sakSama chIe.ame evuM icchIe chIe ke paisA kamAvAnI bilakula ciMtA ane boja vagara tuM tAruM dhyAna vidyAnI prAptimAM kendrita kara. tAruM bhaNatara puruM thaI jAya te pachI ame tAro upayoga paisA kamAvAnA mazIna tarIke nahIM karIe paNa yogya sthAna gotIne tArA hAtha pILA karavAnI ja utAvaLa karIzuM. tArA mAthe mA bApanuM bharaNapoSaNa karavAno bojo ame haragija lAdavA mAMgatA nathI. eTale ja nokarI mATe ke paisA raLavA mATe tAre koInI lAcArIpaDe ke koI kompromAIjha karavuM paDe evI paristhiti ja ame pedA thavA devA mAMgatA nathI. A mATe ja ame tane tamAma prakAranI Arthika ciMtAothI mukta rAkhavA mAMgIe chIe. 10. kaTokaTImAM paNa amane ja yAda karaje. tuM jo agAunI badhI ja zikhAmaNo mAnIne teno barAbara amala karIza to jIvanamAM lagabhaga kaTokaTInI kSaNa Avaze ja nahIM ane tArI jiMdagI atyaMta AsAna banI raheze. tema chatAM bhUlathI paNa uparanI zikhAmaNono bhaMga karyo ane koI kaTokaTI bharI paristhitimAM AvI javAnuM thAya to evo vicAra nahIM karatI ke, have mammIne A vAta kevI rIte karavI? beTA, ame tArI bhUlone mApha karavA ane tane madada karavA haMmezA beThA ja chIe. mATe kaTokaTImAM hatAza banIne koIkhoTuM pagaluM bharavAno vicAra kadI nakaratI. amAruM vAtsalya amane tArI bhUlanI upekSA karAvaDAvIne tene kAraNe pedA thayelI kaTokaTImAMthI mArga kADhavAnI tAkAta Apaze. tuM amAruM ja lohI che, mATe ame kadI tAro sAtha nahIM choDIe evAta tuM haMmeza mATe yAda rAkhaje. -prema subodha || 40 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco duSThara banAvAyeluM patidevatA -ja. 2. zA. 1. vartamAna zikSaNa paddhatimAM yuvAna vaye sahazikSaNathI thatI hAnino vicAra zA mATe nathI karavAmAM Avato?kanyAvivAha upara kAyadAthI pratibaMdha mUkI strIne adhiSThAnavihIna rAkhavI ane zikSaNanA nAme aneka puruSonA sahavAsamAM dhakelI devI e strInA mAnasa upara moTo atyAcAra nathI? e satata adhiSThAna zodhatI phare ane ene adhiSThAnavihIna rAkhavI, lagna karatAM ene rokavI ane cAritrya patana thAya to ene dhikkAravI - A virodhAbhAsa kadI na samajAya evo che. zikSaNa to unnati prati laI janAruM hoya, paNa enAthI avanati kema sarjAya che?AdhunikatA ane pragatinA vikAsanA ane susabhyatAnA mahAdaMbhamAM ApaNe ApaNI navI peDhIne zA mATe duSpariNAmonA cakkaramAM phasAvI ke dhakelI rahyA chIe? 2. nokarInA kSetramAM puruSa ane strI sahakarmacArI tarIke sAthe kArya kare to paraNelA strIpuruSonAM citta dUSita thavAnAM ja ane ApaNA vartamAna sAhityanI moTAbhAganI navalakathAo ane navalikAonuM sarjana, TIvInI zreNio (siriyalo)nuM sarjana paNa mukhyatve A ja mudAne AdhAra banAvIne karAI rahyuM che. vAstavamAM to vartamAna vAstavika sthitinuM emAM pratibiMba ja che ane philmI naTanaTIovAra tahevAre chaDI pokAratA kahetA hoya che ke ame to samAjamAM je bane che te ja dekhADIe chIe. paraMtu samAjamAM AvuM banavAnA mULa kAraNo patidevatvanA ane brahmacaryanA AcArapAlananA abhAvamAM ane eAcAronA pAlananeduSkara banAvanArI ApaNe ubhI karelI avyavasthAmAM paDyAM che e ApaNe atyaMta spaSTapaNe svIkAravuM ja paDaze. - prema subodha | 8 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco strI zikSaNa -badrizAha tuladhariyA samAjano mukhya AdhAra che gRhasthAzrama. gRhasthAzramarUpI pRthvInA strI ane puruSa be dhruva che. A be dhruvonI zaktithI jagatanI dhAraNA thAya che. gRhasthAzramanAbedhruvonI mAnasikaMane zArIrika racanAmAM bhale thoDuM sAdRzya hoya paraMtu aneka vAtomAM aMtara paNa ghaNuM che. A ja aMtarane kAraNe temanAmAM bhinna bhinna prakAranI vizeSatA thaI gaI che. pahelAM kahevAI gayuM che tema puruSanI vizeSatA hoya che teja ane tyAgamAM, strIonI vizeSatA hoya che kSamA ane premamAM. strI puruSomAM rahelA temanA vizeSa guNone samRddha karIne puruSone karmayogI banAvavA ane strIone patiparAyaNa banAvavI te adhyApananuM mukhya lakSya manAya che. tethI strIo ane puruSo mATe adhyApana zailI bhinna bhinna prakAranI hovI joIe. puruSonuM adhyApana thavuM joie tejomaya ane tyAgamaya sanikarSo vacce ane strIonuM adhyApana thavuM joIe kSamAmaya ane premamaya sanikarSo vacce. bhagavatI anasUyAnA kahevA anusAra... strI zikSaNa saMbaMdhI A siddhAMtanI sAthe mAnavaThThayanA valaNano vicAra karIne e mAnavuM paDe che ke strI zikSaNa pAThazALAomAM thaI zake nahIM. strIzikSaNa mATe pitRgRha sivAya bIjuM koI paNa sthAna upayukta hoI zake nahIM. ApaNA adhyApana zAstra anusAra strIomAM kSamA ane premanA saMskAronuM siMcana karavA mATe devArzana, vratadhAraNA, kathAzravaNa, gRhastha karmAbhyAsa e ja mukhya upAya che. A upAyothI bAlikAomAM patiparAyaNatAnA saMskAra utpanna thAya che.jUnAM moTA gharomAM Aje paNa AvuM zikSaNa ApavAmAM Ave che. || 42 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco kanyA keLavaNI : mUMjhavaNa ane mArga -dIpikAbena dhANadhArA 1. zuM bhAratamAM strIone zikSaNathI vaMcita rAkhIne ghara phukaDI banAvavAmAM AvatI hatI e vAta sAcI? RSi zAsita bhAratanI spaSTa mAnyatA hatI ke bhAratanI tamAma prakAranI unnatinuM mULa "ghara" che. cAra prakAranI varNAzrama vyavasthAno mULa AdhAra paNa gRhasthAzrama ja mAnavAmAM Avato.AthI gRhiNIne kanyAvasthAmAM ja sarvazreSTha gAIthya zikSaNa maLatu. mATe ja anya puruSono ati paricaya thAya tevA vyApAra dhaMdhA ke nokarI tathA sahazikSaNathI dUra rAkhavI Avazyaka gaNAtuM, AvI keLavAyelI strIne ja ghara kahevAtuM, gRhiNI gRhamucyate ukti ApIne RSioe strIne puruSa samovaDI nahI paNa puruSa karatAM paNa zreSTha gaNI che, yatra nAryastu pUjyanta, ramatte tatra devatA jyAM strIo pUjAya che, tyAM devatAo vAsa kare che. strI gauravanI AnAthI vizeSa kIrtigAthA vizvanI kiMI saMskRtimAM jovA maLaze? bAkI velo vADa vagara na caDe!vADa e velAnuM baMdhana nahI paNa unnati ane rakSaNa karanAra ja che. AthI "na strI svAtacamahati" sUtra paNa strInI unnati ane rakSaNa mATe ja che. "svacchaMdapaNe vartatI koI strIe kyAreya koI mahApuruSane janma nathI Apyo" e na bhUlavuM joie, strIne svAtanya maLatA ja tenA bhraSTa thavAno prAraMbha thaI jAya che. ema samajI dareka strI AnaMda pUrvaka gRhastha karmono abhyAsa karI niraMtara temAM ja ramamANa rahetI. AthI tene gharakUkaDI nahI paNa gharanI devInI jema rAkhavAmAM AvatI. strI zikSaNano prAraMbha Adi puruSa RSabhadeva bhagavAne temanI dikarI brAhmI ane suMdarI ne bhASA - lipi ane gaNita vagere zIkhavIne karyo che. | 4rU II

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco 2. to pachI bhAratamAM strI zikSaNa nahotuM Avo bhrAmaka pracAra koNa kare che? bhAratamAM aMgrejoe potAnA zAsana daramyAna sAcIzikSaNa vyavasthAno nAza karyA pachI zikSaNano kRtrima zUnyAvakAza sarjIne potAnI aMgrejI keLavaNI dAkhala karI tyArathI Avo apapracAra aMgrejoe temanI zikSA paddhatine anusaranArAdezI aMgrejonA mAdhyamathI karyo.A bAbatanA aMgreja ophisaroe ja lakhelA dastAvejI DhagalAbaMdha purAvA Aje ApaNI pAse che. 3. kanyA keLavaNI tathA zikSaNanA viSayo zuM zuM hovA joie? jIvana upayogI darekaviSayo jemake zreSTha rasoInuM vijJAna, gRhapAka zAstra, zreSTha saMtatinI prApti, saMrakSaNa ane saMvardhana zIkhavatuMadhijananazAstra, bALakone prAthamika zikSaNa kevI rIte ApavuM tenuM AdhyApanika zAstra, zarIra saMracanA ane Arogya aMgenuM svasthavRtta zIkhavatuM Ayurveda, Izvarabhakti - samarpaNa ane tana mananI prasannatA ApatuM yoga zAstra, bhASA - lekhana - gaNita ane vividhalalitakaLAo sAthe patiparAyaNatA,kSamA, sneha, atithi satkAra, pArivArika sadbhAvanA, jevA guNo khIlavatuM zikSaNa ApI zakAya. bAgakAma, pazupAlana, jevA zokhanA viSayo sAthe upayogI Adhunika bhASAvijJAna - TekanolojI, zastrAstranI tAlIma yogya vaye ApI zakAya. 4. kanyA keLavaNI koNa kare ane kyAM kare? kanyA keLavaNI mAtA, moTI bena ke kulavRddhA jevI parivAranI ja strI sabhya karatI, bhASA - gaNita - lekhana jevuM aupacArika zikSaNa pitA paNa Ape, aupacArika zikSaNa -lalitakaLAo kevizeSavidyAzAkhAonuM jJAna najIkamAM ja cAlatA vargomAMthI meLavI levuM athavA najIkamAM nItizALA ke pAThazALAmAMthI ja meLavavAnuM rahetuM. Ama kanyA keNavaNI pitAnA ghare ja thavI joie te mATe nivAsI kanyA chAtrAlaya kanyA, gurukula kehosTela rakSaNa ane || 8 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco zikSaNa baMne draSTie khUba agavaDa bharelA, jokhamI ane durguNa janaka hoya che. pitRgRha vinA keLavaNI to adhUrI ja rahI jAya che. 5. Aja kAla vAlIo AvI keLavaNI ApavAnuM jANatA ja na hoya tyAre zuM karavuM joie ? vAlIoe prazikSaNa levuM ja paDe. te mATe najIkamAM ja nItizALA calAvavI joie. jemAM kanyAo bhaNe ane vAlIo keLavaNI kema ApavI ? tenuM prazikSaNa paNa meLave. 6. nItizALAmAMthI DigrI ke nokarI na maLe to saMtAnonA bhaviSyanuM zuM ? sAcuM strI zikSaNa strIone nokarI ane ghara ema bevaDI javAbadArImAMthI mukta karAvavA mATe ja che. gharamAM ja pUratuM dhyAna ApavAthI pote, bALako, parivAra ane kramazaH rASTra unnati pAme che. dUrastha zikSA kendro mAMthI ghera beThA ja yogya uMmare DigrI paNa meLavI zakAya che. jethI lagna samaye ejyukezanano prazna naDe nahI. . kanyAone sAcI zikSA paddhati anusAra keLavaNI na ApI zakIe ane vartamAna zikSA pravAhamAM ja vahevA devA paDe to? to saMtAnonA jIvanamAM satata pedA thatI samasyAo svIkArI levI temAM samAdhAna na maLavAthI satata ciMtita rahevuM, ciMtAthI gherAi vyartha phAMphA mAravA, saMtAnonA jIvanamAM vyabhicAra, vyasana, rogISTha zarIra, premalagna, svacchaMdI jIddI svabhAva, mA - bApanuM apamAna, chuTA cheDA, ghara kaMkAza, AtmahatyA jevI jIvanamAM phUTI nIkaLelI DhagalAbaMdha samasyAo mATe vAraMvAra pharIyAda ke aphasosa karavAnuM baMdha karI devuM, || 46 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco mAnavajIvananuM samagrata: parivartana -ja. 2. zA. nisarganuM sAnidhya vidyA AdAna pradAnanuM kArya ane nisargano saMbaMdha ekAMtika nathI. moTI vidyApITho, viziSTa tapovano sadA sarvadA nagara,gAma ke vasatIthI dUra rahetA hatAM, vano,araNyo ke upavanonI vacamAM sthita AvA vidyAdhAmomAM tamAma prakAre jIvanalakSI tAlIma ApavAnI vyavasthA paNa hatI. pUrvakALamAM AvAMvidyAdhAmonI sulabhatA ane bahulatA paNa sahaja hatI. svAbhAvika che ke zAMtipUrNaramya sthAnomAM vidyAdAtA gurujano ane vidyAturavidyArthIo pavitra,nirmaLa AcAro ane bhAvanAothI sahajatAthI lepAtA ane pariNAme rAjya ane prajA mATe lAbhakArI, hitakArI kalyANakara navI peDhInuM nirmANa adbhuta sahajatAthI thatuM hatuM. parivAranI vacce rahIne vidyA prApti thavI e duSkara che. aneka pratikULa ane anukULa avarodho AvavAnI zakyatAo Dagale ne pagale rahevAnI ja. vartamAnakALe TI.vI., viDiyo, philmo, akhabAro, kusaMga pedA karanAruM sAhitya, kusaMskAro pedA karanArI ramato, tana ane manane bagADanArI khANI-pINI jevAM DhagalAbaMdha nimitto vadhu moTI honArato sarjI zake che. ekamAtra upAya che, vidyArthIne vidyAprAptinA thoDAM varSonA samayagALA mATe parivArathI alipta rAkhavAno. bhUtakALamAM vidyApIThoane tapovano uparAMta keLavaNInuM kArya karatI anya saMsthAo ke vyavasthAo paNa sAmAnya janajIvanamAM goThavAyelI hatI. AvI saMsthAomAM gurukuLo ane pAThazALAonI mukhyatA hatI. gurukuLo ke gurukulo, jene saMskRta bhASAmAM "gurukulam" zabdathI oLakhavAmAM Ave che te mahadaMze je te gurunA tapovanamAM, AzramamAM, gharamAM || 8 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco ke makAnamAM cAlatAM hatAM, tapovano ane AzramomAM cAlatAM gurukuLo karatAM, nagara, pura ke gAmomAM gurunAM gharo ke makAnomAM cAlatAM gurukuLonI saMkhyA anekagaNI hatI.gAmonI vastInA pramANamAM ane vidvAna brAhmaNa gurujanonI upalabdhi pramANe eka thI vadhu ane moTAM nagaromAM seMkaDothI vadhu sudhInI saMkhyAmAM gurukuLo cAlatAM hatAM, jyAM vidyArthIo varSo sudhI gurunI pAse rahI, gurunI sevA karavA sAthe jJAnaprApti karatA hatA. gurunAM nAnAM-moTAM rojiMdA kAryo karavAM te gurunI sevA karI ema gaNAtuM hatuM. bhAratamAM lAkhonI saMkhyAmAM, gAmogAma pAThazALAo hatI,jyAM ATha varSanI vaya sudhInAM pratyeka bAlaka-bAlikA lakhatAM, vAMcatAM ane hisAba karatAM zIkhI jatAM, paMDita suMdaralAlalikhita ane aMgreja sarakAre varSo sudhI jenI upara pratibaMdha mUkyo hato te graMtha "bhAratamAM aMgrejI rAjyamAM jaNAvelI i. sa. 1600 pahelAnA aMgreja vidvAna ane itihAsakAranI, noMdha pramANe i. sa. 1500nI AsapAsanAM varSomAM ekalA baMgALamAM esI hajAra pAThazALAo hatI, dara eMsI bALako dITha eka ke dara cAraso mANasanI vasatI dITha eka pAThazALA hatI. A pAThazALAo dezI paMcAyato, maMdiro, dhArmika saMsthAo, zrImaMto dvArA calAvAtI ke gAmaloko bhegA maLIne calAvatA. pAThazALAonI vyavasthA be prakAre rahetI, te nakkI karelA sthAnamAM cAlatI athavA brAhmaNa gurunA gharamAM cAlatI divasanA nirdhArita kalAko mATe vidyArthIo pAThazALAmAM AvIne bhaNI jatA, teo covIsa kalAka tyAM rahetA nahi. vartamAna sthitine dhyAnamAM laine zakya hoya tyAM sudhI nItizALA prAkRtika, zAMta, ramya ane pavitra sthAnamAM rAkhavAmAM Ave. Ama chatAM kSetra, guru, vidyArthI ane saMcAlakonI paraspara anukuLatA ane AvazyakatA pramANe prAcIna paddhatinI koI paNa vyavasthA svIkArI zakAya.... -prema subodha || 47 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco. AjanI Adhunika zikSaNapraNAlI -pro.navaghaNasiMha vAghelA bALavikAsamAM avarodhaka paribaLo: Aje bALakane zikSaNa ApavAnI uMmara nAnI banatI jAya che. bALakanA hoTha paranuM mAtAnuM dUdha sukAya tyAM ja tene zikSaNa ApavA mAMDavuM keTaluM vAjabI che? hajI to puruM bolatAM AvaDe tyAM ja kamyuTara zIkhavavA lAgI paDavuM e zikSaNano atireka nahIM, AkramaNa che. hajI to bALakanI bIjI varSagAMTha mAMDa ujavAI hoya tyAM to tene plegrupamAM dhakelAya che.gaI peDhI je uMmare zikSaNano prAraMbha karatI hatI teTalI umare pahoMcatA sudhImAM to Ajano bALaka potAnI zaikSaNika kArakirdInA cothA varSamAM pahoMcI gayo hoya che. kadAca garbhastha bALakane paNa zIkhavI zake tevI TekanolojI zodhAtAM pregnanTa strIne paNa kyAMkapri.narsarI kalAsIsa eTenDa karavA javuM paDe tevA dardanAka ane dayanIya divaso tarapha samAja dhakelAto jAya che. bALakane plegrupamAM dAkhala karI devAthI mAtAnA khoLA nAmanI zikSaNa saMsthAne tALuM lAge che. aDhI varSanA bALakane plegrupamAM mokalI denArA vAlIoe samajavuM joIe ke saMyukta kuTuMba, vastArI parivAra ke hUMphALA pADozIo jevuM asarakAraka plegrupa bALaka mATe bIjuM ekeya nathI. AjanA mAtA - pitA, dekhAdekhI, spardhAbhAva ane repiDa vikAsanI dhUnamAM bALakanuM ghora ahita karI rahyA che.vaLI ochuM hoya tema hasatA-khIlatA aDhI varSanA bALakano inTaravyu levAnI paddhati je avaijJAnika binavyavahAru, hAsyAspada ane julamI hoya tevI lAge che kema ke "gulAbanuM phUla prezara kUkaramAM baphAtuM hoya tevuM lAge che." nAnI uMmaranA bALaka upara jyAre ekasAthe vadhAre viSayono bojo nAMkhI devAmAM Ave tyAre abhyAsa bhArekhama bhaNatarathI vidyArthI potAnI DephisiTa - muktatA vekezanamAM paNa pUrI karI zakato nathI. | 8 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco kAraNa ke vAstavamAM vidyArthIne vekezana maLatuM ja nathI. vidyArthInA kelenDaramAM ravivAra jevuM kazuM ja nathI. kema ke parIkSA pUrNa thatAM javekezana beca, keza korsanA dabANa heThaLa te AvI jAya che. gumAstAdhArA heThaLa aThavADiye eka vAra majUrI karatA bicArA A bALamajUronuM nasIba gumAstAdhArA karatAMya be DagalAM AgaLa che. -prema subodha paM. vIravijayajI mahArAja kRta hitazikSA chatrIzI -pU.A. vi. kulacaMdrasUrIzvarajI (ke. sI.) ma. sA. 1. sAMbhaLajo sajjana naranArI, hita zikhAmaNa sArIjI rIsa kare detA zikhAmaNa, bhAgyadazA paravArIjI ll1 suNajo sajjana re, loka viruddha nivAra suM, jagatavaDo vyavahAra suM, koi zikhAmaNa Ape tyAre khoTu lagADavuM nahi. loka thI viruddha AcaraNa karavuM nahi, kAraNake. jagatamAM sauthI moTo vyavahAra che. 2. mUrakha bAlaka jAcakavyasanI, kArU ne vaLI nArUjI jo saMsAre sadA sukha vaMcho, to coranI saMgata vArUjI para mUrkha (gAMDo), bALaka, mAMganAra, vyasana karanAra, gAme gAma pharanArA, ane halakI komanA loko, ane coranI saMgata (saMga) karavI nahi. 3. vezyA sAthe vaNaja na karIe, nIca zuneha na dharIe re khAMpaNa Ave ghara dhana jAve, jIvita ne pariharIe phA vezyA sAthe vyApAra na karavo, | 46 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco nIca loko sAthe sneha na rAkhavo * jIvanamAM kalaMka lAgavAthI gharano, dhanano tathA jIvanano nAza thAya che. 4. kAma vinA para ghara navI jaIe, ALa gALa na dIjejI baLIyA sAthe bAtha na bharIe, kuTuMba kalaha navI kijejI jA koI kAma vagara bIjAnA ghare javuM nahi, koinA upara ALa (laMka) mukavuM nahi, tathA gALa na ApavI. ApaNAthI vadhAre baLavAna sAthe laDavuM nahi,kuTuMbamAM kalaha (kleza - jhagaDo) karavo nahi. 5. duzmana zuM paranArI sAthe, tajIe vAta ekAMtejI mAta bahena zuM mAraga jAtAM, vAta na karIe rAtejI pI 0 duzmana tathA paranArI sAthe ekAMtamAM vAta karavI nahi. mAtA bahena (badhI strI) sAthe raste cAlatA tathA rAtre vAta karavI nahi. 6. rAjA ramaNI gharano sonI, vizvAse nava rahIe jI mAtA - pitA guru viNa bIjAne, guhyanI vAta na karIejI ||6| rAjA, strI, tathA gharano sonI (jenI pAse dAgInA banAvatA hoya) no vizvAsa karavo nahi. * mAtA-pitA ane guru sivAya bIjA koIne gupta vAta na karavI. 7. aNajANyAM zuM gAma na jaIe, jhADa taNe navI vasIejI hAthI - ghoDA-gADI jatA, durjanathI dUra khasIejI chA * ajANyA gAmamAM javuM nahi. (jyAM ApaNuM jANItuM koi na hoya te gAmamAM javuM nahI) | 60 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco jhADa nIce vasavATa karavo nahi. hAthI, ghoDo, gADI, ane durjana raste jatA hoya tyAMthI dUra khasI javuM. 8. ramata karatA rIsa na karIe, bhaya mAraga navi jaiejI. be jaNa vAta kare jiMhA chAnI, siMhA ubhA navI rahIe jI // 8 // jyAre ramata karatA hoie tyAre rIsa na karavI. (majAkamAM khoTuMlagADavuM nahI) tathA bhayavALA mArge javuM nahi. be jaNA khAnagI vAta karatA hoya tyAM ubhA rahevuM nahi. 9. huMkArA viNa vAta na karIe, icchA viNa navI jamIe jI. dhana vidyAno mada pariharIe, namatA sAthe namIe jI 9 koi vAta karatuM hoya tyAre huMkAro to jarUra Apavo. mananI icchA na hoya to jamavuM nahi. bhaNatarano tathA saMpattino mada (ahaMkAra) karavo nahi. je ApaNI sAthe namratAthI varte tenI sAthe namratAthI vartana karavuM. 10. mUrakha jogI rAjA paMDita, hAMsI karI navI hasIe jI hAthI vAgha sarpa nara vaDhatA, dekhIne dUra khasIe jI // 10 // mUrkha, yogI (tapasvI), rAjA (sattAdhArI), tathA paMDita A lokonI mazkarI karIne hasavuM nahi. hAthI, vAgha, sApa tathA mANaso laDatA hoya tyAMthI dUra khasI javuM, ubhA rahevuM nahi. 11. kUvA kAMThe hAMsI na karIe, kepha karI navI bhamIe jI varo na karIe ghara vecIne, jugaTaDe navI ramIe jI // 11 // || 61 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco kUvA (bhayasthAna) nA kAMThe (jAhera sthAne) mazkarI karavI nahi. nazo karavo nahi ane nazo karIne bhamavuM (rakhaDavuM) nahi. ghara vecIne nAta jamaNa vagere na karavuM. koI paNa prakArano jugAra ramavo nahi. 12. bhaNatA gaNatA ALasa tajIe, lakhatA vAta na karIejI. parahaste paradeza dukAne, ApaNuM nAma na dharIe jovA bhaNatA gaNatA ALasa na karavI. lakhatA vAta na karavI. paradezamAM AvelI dukAne bIjo mANasa jAya tyAM potAnA nAmathI udhAre vahIvaTa karAvavo nahi. 13. nAmuM mAMDo ALasa ThaMDI, devAdAra na thaIe jI. kaSTa bhayAnaka thAnaka varajI, dezAvara jaI rahIe jI ll13 koI paNa dhaMdhAmAM nAmuM avazya rAkhavuM, nahito devAdAra thavAno vakhata Ave. bIjA dezamAM jaIe tyAre kaSTa upaje tathA bhaya upaje tevA sthAnoe javuM nahi. 14. dhanavaMtone veza malInatA,pagazuM paga ghasI dhovejI, nApita ghara jaI zira muMDAve, pANImAM mukha jove jI ll14| 15. nAvaNa dAMtaNa suMdara na kare, beTho taraNA toDe jI. bhUMe citrAmaNa nAgo sUe,tene lakSmI choDe jhall1po dhanavAno chatAM malIna vastro paheravAthI, pagathI paga ghasIne dhovAthI, || 2 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco hajAma nA ghare jaine hajAmata karAvavAthI, pANImAM mukha jovAthI, snAna ane dAMtaNa sArI rIte nahi karavAthI, beThA - beThA ghAsa toDavAthI, - jamIna upara citrAmaNa karavAthI, tathA jamIna upara nirvastra suvAthI lakSmIno nAza thAya che... 16. mAtA caraNe zIza namAvI, bApane karIye praNAmajI deva gurune vidhie vAMdi, kare saMsAranA kAmojI // 16 // mAtA - pitAne namana (praNAma)karIne tathA deva - gurune vidhIthI vaMdana karIne pachI ja saMsAranA koi paNa kAmonI zarUAta karavI joie. 17. be hAthe mAthuM navI khaNIe, kAna navi khotarIe jI ubhA keDe hAtha na dIje, sAme pUra na tarIe jI // 17 // be hAthe mAthuM na khaNavuM. kAna khotaravA nahi. ubhA - ubhA kamara para hAtha na rAkhavo. sAme pure taravuM nahi. 18. tela tamAku dUre tajIe, aNugala jala navi pIje jI. kulavaMtI satIne zikhAmaNa, have nara bheLI dIje jIna|18| telamAM taLeluM vAparavuM nahi tathA tamAku jevA uSNavIrya padArthone tathA vyasanone choDavA. gaLyA vagaranuM pANI pIvuM nahi... 19. sasaro sAsu jeTha jeThANI, naNaMda vinaya ma mUkojI. || 12 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco zANapaNe zerI saMcaratA, caturA cAlama cUko ll19aaaa sasaro, sAsu, jeTha, jeThANI tathA naNaMdano vinayacUkavo nahi. zerIe nIkaLatA catura nArIe cenacALA karavA nahi tathA ghara bahAra nIkaLIe tyAre nIcI najare, bolyA cAlyA vinA ane cenacALA karyA vinA cAlavuM. 20. nIca sAheli saMga na kIje, paramaMdira navi bhamIejI. rAtri paDe ghara bAra na jaIe, sahune jamADI jamIe jI /20ll 0 nIca (halakI komanI) bahenapaNIno saMga karavo nahi. 0 bIjAnA ghare vAraMvAra javu nahi. 0 rAtri samaye gharanI bahAra nIkaLavuM nahi. saune jamADIne pachI pote jamavA besavuM. 21. dhobaNa mAlaNa ne kuMbhAraNa, jogaNa saMga na karIe jI, saheje koIka ALa caDAve, evaDuM zAne karIe jI rilA 0 dhobaNa, mAlaNa, kuMbhAraNa, jogaNa jevI zudravarNanI ke durguNI strIno saMga nakaravo. A badhAno saMga karavAthI lokone saheje ALa caDAvavAno avasara maLI rahe che. evuM zA mATe karavuM? 22. nija bharatAra gayo dezAvara, tava zaNagAra na dharIe jI, jamavA nAti vacce navi jaIe, durjana dekhI DarIe jIrA 23. para zerI garabo gAvAne, meLe khele na jaIe jI nAvaNa dhovaNa nadI kinAre, jAtA nirlajja thaIe jI ra3|| che jyAre potAno pati paradeza gayo hoya tyAre zaNagAra karavo nahi. jJAti vagerenA jAhera samAraMbhamAM bhojana karavA javuM nahi. || 64 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco durjana thI hameMzA dUra rahevuM. bIjI zerImAM garabo gAvA tathA meLAmAM, ramatanA jAhera sthaLa AdimAM javuM nahi. (navarAtrimAM to javAya ja nahIM) nadI kinAre (jAhera sthaLe) nhAvA tathA kapaDA dhovA javuM nahi. tema karatA be za2ma paNuM gaNAya. 24. upaDate page cAla cAlIje, hunnara sahu zIkhIje jI, snAna suvanne rasoi karIne, dAna supAtre dIje jI||24|| sphurtithI cAlavuM. paga ghasaDIne cAlavuM nahi. dareka prakAranI kaLAomAM pAraMgata thavuM. vastra sahita snAna karIne, suvastro paherIne rasoi karavI tathA supAtradAna karavuM. 25. zaukya taiNA laghu bALaka dekhI, ma dharo kheda haiyAmejI, tehanI sukha zItala AziSa, putra taNA phaLa pAve jI // 25 // zaukyanA nAnA bALako joine dilamAM duHkha lagADavuM nahi kAraNa. ke. temanA AzirvAdathI ja putranuM sukha prApta thAya che. 26. bAra varasa bALaka sura paDimA, e be sarIkhA kahIejI, bhakti kare sukha lIlA pAme, kheda kare duHkha lahIe jI||26|| 12 varSa sudhI bALaka tathA deva pratimA eka samAna mAnavAM, temanI bhakti karavAthI sukha prApta thAya che. tathA bALakanI sevAmAM kaMTALo lAvavAthI pariNAme duHkha prApta thAya che. 27. naranArI beune zikhAmaNa, mukha lavarI navI hasIejI, nAtI sagAnA ghara choDIne, ekalaDA navI vasIejI // 27 // have baMnene anulakSIne zikhAmaNa ApavAmAM Ave che. || 66 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco vAcALatAnA kAraNe mukhathI lavAro karatA karatA moTethI hasavuM nahi. jyAM AjubAjumAM nAtI (samAjavALA)tathA sagAMsaMbaMdhIonA ghara na hoya tyAM vasavuM nahi. 28. vamana karIne ciMtA jALe, nabaLe Asana besIjI vidize dakSiNa dizi aMdhAre, boTyuM pazue pesIjI II28 // ulaTI thayA pachI khAvuM nahi, ciMtAnA jALA gherIvaLyA hoya tyAre jamavuM hi. vicAro karatA - karatAM jamavuM nahi. ubhA - ubhA athavA vicitra rIte besIne paNa jamavuM nahi. Asana bAMdhIne (palAThIvALIne) zAMtithI DAbA page DhIMcaNiyo bharAvIne jamavuM, (ubhA ubhA ane khurazI-Tebala para to jamavA besAya ja kema?) vidizAmAM ke dakSiNa dizAmAM mukha karIne ane aMdhArAmAM khAvuM nahi. gharamAM AvIne pazu ke paMkhIe boTeluM anna khAvuM nahIM. 29. aNajANye Rtuoti pAtra, peTa ajIraNa veLAjI. AkAze bhojana niva karIe, be jaNa besI bheLAjI // 29 // ajANI vastu khAvI nahi. RtuvaMtI (aMtarAyavALI) strI e khAdhelA pAtramAM khAvuM nahi. peTamAM ajIraNa hoya tyAre jamavuM nahi. khullA AkAzamAM (khullAmAM) besIne jamavuM nahi. eka pAtramAM be jaNe bhegA besIne na jamavuM. 30. atizaya unu khArUM khATuM, zAka ghaNuM navi khAvuMjI, maunapaNe oThIMgaNa varajI, jamavA pahelA nahAvuM jIrUoll atizaya garama, khArUM, khATuM vadhu paDatuM khAvuM nahi. || 66 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco * zAka vadhu khAvuM nahIM. tethI vRddhatva jaldI Ave che. mauna paNe jamavuM, Teko daIne jamavuM nahi. bapore snAna karIne jamavuM. 31. dhAnya vakhANI vakhoDI nakhAvuM, taDake besIne jamavuM, mAMdA pAse rAta tajIne, naraNAM pANI na pIvuM jI31 0 A sAruM che, A kharAba che, A barAbara nathI ema kahIne jamavuM nahi.taDake jamavuM nahi. 0 mAMdA mANaso pAse rAta rahevuM nahi. naraNA koThe vahelI savAre) pANI pIvuM nahi. 32. kaMdamULa abhakSya ne boLo, vAsI dvidaLa varajo jI jUTha tajo paraniMdA hiMsA, jo vaLI narabhava sarajo jI 32 jo narabhava sArthaka karavo hoya to kaMdamULa, abhakSya, boLa - athANuM, vAsI, tathA dvidaLa (kAcA dUdha-dahIM-chAza sAthe lIlA ke sUkA kaThoLa) khAvuM nahi. 0 jUThuM bolavuM nahi, bIjAnI niMdA karavI nahi, tathA hiMsA karavI nahi. 33. vrata paccakhkhANa dharI guru hAthe, tIratha jAtrA karIejI, puNya udaya jo moTo pragaTe, to saMghavI pada dharIe chI37ll yathA zakti vrata paccakhANa deva - guru ane AtmasAkSIe karavA joie. 0 tIrthonI yAtrA karavI joie. jo zakti hoya to cha"rI" pAlita saMgha kADhIne saMghavI pada prApta karavuM joie. 34. mAragamAM mana mokaLuM rAkhI, bahuvidha saMgha jamADojI, || 7 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco suraloke sukha saghaLA pAmo, paNa nahi evo dAhaDo ll saMgha yAtrAmAM rastAmAM je paNa saMgho Ave temane jamADavA joIe, kahevAya che ke devalokamAM badhA sukho prApta thAya che paNa Avu puNya prApta karavAno avasara maLato nathI. 35. tIratha tAraNa zivasukhakAraNa, siddhAcala giranArajI, prabhu bhakti guNa zreNe bhavajala, tarIe eka avatAre jIkapA. zivasukha (mokSa) ApanAra ane saMsArathI tAranArI tIrthAdhirAja zrI siddhAcalanI tathA zrI giranArajI tIrthanI bhAvapUrvaka bhaktisahita yAtrA karI aneka guNo khIlavanAra manuSyano eka bhavamAM mokSa thAya che. 36. laukika lokottara hitazikSA, chatrIzI e bolIjI paMDita zrIgubhavIra vijaya mukha,vANI mohanavelIjI36ll sarva jananA hitArthe zrI zubhavIra vijayajI dvArA A hitazikSA chatrIzI nI racanA karavAmAM AvI che. -prema subodha 0 vIra zAsana patrikA nA 20-9-1935nA aMkamAM pRSTha 770 para | lakhela che keTarkIza sarakAre eka yAdI bahAra pADI, evo hukama bahAra pADyo che ke 14 varSathI nAnI chokarI ane 18 varSathI nAnA chokarAne sInemA dekhADI zakAze nahIM vartamAnamAM jaino e Avo koI niyama bahAra pADavo joIe jethI jainonA ghare ja banI rahyuM e na bane. - jayAnaMda | 6s ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco rASTrAma -paM. candrazekharavijayajI ma. sA. jema mAnavatA ane dhArmikatAnuM jIvanamAM mahattva che tema rASTrIyatAnuM rASTradhvajanuM paNa jIvanamAM mahattva che. A vAta bhAratIya prajAnI rageragamAM prasarI hatI. rASTra khAtara bahu moTA balidAno apAyA che. A javAbadArI cAra varSomAMnA kSatriya varNa upara nAkhavAmAM AvI hatI. kSatriyonA lohImAM vaMzavArasAgata rIte rASTradAjha hatI. teo yuddhanA medAnamAM mRtyu pAmavAnI vAtane bahu moTuM nasIba mAnatA hatA. AthI ja yuddhabhUmi upara ekadama dhasI jatA ane vIramRtyune varatA. e rIte mRtyu pAmelA yuvakonA kuTuMbo moTo AnaMda utsava karatAM. bhAratanA svAtaMtryanA itihAsa upara najara karIe to nAnAsAheba pezvA, jhAMsInI rANI lakSmIbAI, tAtyA Tope, nAnA phaDanavIsa, vIra sAvarakara, subhASa bojha, bhagatasiMha, candrazekhara AjhAda, cAphekara baMdhuo, guru goviMdasiMha vagere hajAro bhAratIya lokoe sAmI chAtIe dhasI jaine balidAna ApyuM hatuM. mUlyonI rakSA mATe jainAcArya kAlakasUrijIe itihAsa sarjyo hato. hemacandrasUrijIe ArhannIti graMtha lakhyo hato. rAjAonA maMtrI tarIkenA pada upara seMkaDo jaino ArUDha thayA hatA. temaNe potAnI sUkSma buddhithI rASTranI jabarI rakSA karI hatI. bhAmAzAhe mahArANA pratApane kaTokaTInA samayamAM pracaMDa baLa puruM pADyuM hatuM. mahArAjA khAravela, samrATa saMprati, gurjarezvara kumArapALa, magadhapati zreNika jaina rAjavIo tarIke yazasvI kAmagIrI karI hatI. jo rASTra salAmata che to tIrtho,jinAlayo, zramaNo ane zramaNIo, jJAnabhaMDAro vagere badhuM ya salAmata che. || 66 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco jo rASTramAM zAnti che to dharmAnuSThAno khUba sArI rIte thaI zake che. dillInA lAlakillA upara jo pAkistAnano lIlo jhaMDo pharakI jAya to tamAma hinduonI sunnata thaI jAya, tamAma maMdiro masjida banI jAya. vartamAnamAM kamanasIbe jaino bhautika jIvanamAM vadhu gaLADUba hovAnA kAraNe athavA AviSayamAM temane sajAga rahevAnI preraNA nahIM maLI hovAnA kAraNe temaNe rAjakAraNanA kSetrane achUta gaNI lIdhuM hoya tema lAge che. hA, potAno svArtha sAdhavA puratuM badhuM kAmaTheTha UMDe sudhI khUMpI jaIne paNa teo kare che. paratu dUragAmI pariNAmo hAMsala kare tevI rIte koI vicAraNA teo karatA nathI. jo ke digaMbara jaino A viSayamAM thoDAka paNa gaMbhIra che kharA, parantu zvetAmbaro to lagabhaga udAsa hoya tevuM lAge che. A barAbara thatuM nathI. tIrtho, devadravyAdinI saMpattio, jJAnabhaMDAro, dharmavirodhI kAyadAo, prANI rakSA vagere bAbatomAM avasare potAno avAja asarakAraka rIte jo rajU na thAya to ghaNI musIbato UbhI thAya, ghaNuM gumAvI devAno prasaMga AvI paDe. sAMbhaLavA mujaba digaMbara lokonA pa6 Ai. e. esa. adhikArIo bhAratanA vividha sacivAlayo vagere staromAM goThavAyelA che. zvetAmbaronA pAMca Ai. e. esa. haze ke kema ? temAM zaMkA che. pradhAno karatAM A adhikArIonI zakti vadhu hoya che. pradhAnonI coTalI temanA hAthamAM hoya che. dhAryA kAma pAra paDAvI zake tevo temano pAvara hoya che. bezaka, lokazAhI, cUMTaNI prathA vagere prajAnA hitakAraka tattvo nathI, parantu have jyAre te DhAMcAomAM rahIne ja kAma karavAnuM che tyAre tenI cAle cAlavuM paDe. gAMDAnI sAthe gAMDA thavAno kuvRSTinyAya apanAvavo paDe. bRhat zAntistotramAM rAjAonI (hAlanA samayamAM vaDApradhAno, pradhAno vagerenI zAntinI zubhecchA sevavAmAM AvI che.Ama kahIne jainadharma, svadharmanA anuyAyIo ane prajAjanonI zAnti Icche che. tema thAya to ja dharma sAdhI zakAya tema sUcita kare che. || 60 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco TUMkamAM potAnA rASTrapratyenI dAjhaeprajAnA haiyedRDha thayeluM mUlyavAna tattva che. hA, e vAta sAcI ke Aje je rASTranA mAdhyamathI duSTa loko potAno svArtha sAdhI rahyA che te rASTranI dAjha hovAnI vAta barobara nathI. rASTra eTale prajAmAtranuM kalyANakArI rASTra, nahIM ke thoDAkonuM hita sAdhatuM rASTra.evA rASTra paratve dAjha keLavavAno koI artha nathI. bhAratavarSa eka ja evuM vizvanuM rASTra che jenI prajA mokSanA lakSane ane sadAcAranA pakSane hADohADa varelI che. AvI prajAnI rakSA ane tenI vaMzaparaMparA atyanta jarUrI che. tevI prajAne rakSatuM rASTra dharatI uparathI nAbUda thAya e koI paNa saMyogamAM na calAvI zakAya tevI vAta che. hA, jo rASTrapaNa pazcimanA jherI pavananI jhapaTamAM AvIne potAnuM svarUpa vikRta karI de, tenI prajA mokSanA lakSathI bhraSTa banI jAya to tevA bhArata nAmanA rASTranI dAjha rAkhavAnI vAta kadI karI zakAya nahIM. mane prathama naMda rAjAnA mahAmaMtrI kalpakanI rASTradAjhayAda Ave che. bhaviSyamAM hataprahata thanArA rASTrane bacAvavAnI javAbadArI potAnA zire AvavAnI che ema jANIne temanA AkhA kuTuMbebhUkhamarAthI prANatyAga karIne kalpaka ne jIvADI rAkhyA hatA. ane kaTokaTInA samaye kalpake magadhane duzmanonA hAthamAM sapaDAtuM aTakAvIne ugArI lIdhuM paNa hatuM.videzIonI bhedI rIte ane bhayAnakarUpe goThavAyela rASTranAzaka suraMgothI ugaravA mATe hAla to samagra bhAratIya lokoe, eka nahIM ekaso pAMcano nyAya lagADIne khabhekhabhA milAvI devA joIe. joke rASTranA koi kamanasIbe, jema rASTradAjhavALA mardo thayA che. tema tenAthI moTI saMkhyAmAM rASTranA gadAro,vizvAsaghAtIo, amIcaMdo paNa pedA thAya che. ghaNI mahAna gaNAtI rAjAzAhIno samaya ApasanI kApAkApImAM | 9 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco puSkaLa gayo che. rAjAonA atyanta vizvAsu mANasoe temano vizvAsaghAta karIne potAnA svAmIne maraNAntakaSTa ApyuM che. ApasanI ISyAdinA kAraNe dezanA rAjAoe videzI (ibrAhIma lodIvagere)rAjAone dezamAM AvavA mATe AmaMtraNa devAnI ati khataranAka bhUlo karI che. jo rASTradAjhanI vAta karIe to te mATe mevADanA vaMzaparaMparAgata mahArANAone yazadevo joie, jyAre jyAre videzI zAsako bhAratamAM dhasI AvyA che. tyAre chevaTe temaNe AMtarIne pAchA bhagADayA che. temaNe kadI zaraNAgati svIkArI nathI. bApA rAvaLa, rANo saMga,pratApa, udayasiMha vagerenI rASTradAjha kevI hatI!zarIramAM bAMsI ghA sAthe laMgaDo rANo saMga jyAre videzIonA sainya tarapha dhasI jato tyAre zatrusainya cIso pADatuM bhAgI chUTatuM. mahArANA pratApanI bAdazAha akabara sAmenI jhiMdAdilIthI koNa ajANa che? hAya ! Aje to e asalI rASTra ja rahyuM nathI. AjanuM rASTra e akhaMDa bhArata nathI. A to TukaDe-TukaDe thayeluM, chUMdAyeluM, lUMTAyeluM InDiyA che Ane akhaMDa hindu rASTra zI rIte kahevAya? bhraSTAcArI lokoe gIdhaDAnI jema pholI khAine pote tagaDA banavA mATe raheluM maDadA jevuM A rASTra zI rIte dAjhane lAyaka bane? bhagatasiMhanI zahAdata sudhI to akhaMDa bhArata nAmanuM asalI rASTra hatuM. paNa have to.... A bhArata mAtA upara tenA kapUta saMtAnoe atyAcAra karyo che. tenA aMgone pIMkhI nAkhyA che. tenI upara teo thuMkyAche.mUtaryA che, tenelAto mArI che, tenA dehanA TukaDA karyA che. te kaNasI rahI che, te citkAra karI rahI che. jenuM asalI svarUpa khatama thayuM che. tevA0jJakalI, kalcara,videzIonA kabaje gayeluM rASTra te A inDiyA che. hA, enA pratye paNa jo dAjha rahetI hoya to bhale rahe, paNa te dAjha || 6 2 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco tene asala svarUpamAM lAvavA mATenA kasamapUrvakanI hovI joIe. e mATe videzI ane dezI gorAonI bhedI ane krUra ramatonI sAcI samajaNa meLavavI paDe. te vinAnI rASTradAjha nakAmI che. AjanA sAvanakalI svarUpanAM bhAratane sAcuM rASTramAnIne tenA tarapha dAjha vyakta karavI, tenI AjhAdI kabUla rAkhavI, paMdara ogasTanA divase te AjhAdInI ujavaNI karavI,bhASaNabAjI karavI......e badhuM to hIjaDAnI jAna kADhavA jevuM mUrkhAmIbharyuMkRtya kahevAya. are, e paNa karo, paraMtu e vakhate Aga jharatI bhASAmAM sAcI vAtano visphoTa karIne sahune jAgrata karo. esIDamAM kalama boLIne bhedabharamone khullA pADatA lekho lakho. koI vAMdho nathI. kAza!ghaNA kharA rASTradAjhavALA lokone paNa khabara nathI ke teo zuM karI rahyA che ! kevA geraraste doravAI gayA che ! rASTrabhakti karavA dvArA gorAonI kevI bhakti karI rahyA che ! - prema subodha vIra zAsana patrikA nA 9-12-193ranA aMkamAM nepoliyananA vicAro chapAyA che temAM lakhyuM che kestrI keLavaNImAM paNa dharmanuM zikSaNa bahu agatyanuM che. kanyAo zALA choDe tyAre phezanaghara ramaNio nahIM, suzIla sannArIo nivaDe ane temano moha TIpa-Topa karavAmAM nahIM paNa temanA uccaguNa khilavavAmAM rahelo hoya evuM jovAne huM ghaNo utsuka chuM. jaina saMgha AnA upara vicAra kare ke amAre amArI kanyAone phezananI putalI banAvavI ke sAdhvI yA suzrAvikA banAvavI. - jayAnaMda | 6 ||

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meM vAMcyu tame paNa vAMco vijJAna : vinAza ke vikAsa -muni kuladarzana vijaya ma. sA. vizvabharanA vijJAnikonI sabhA bharAi hatI. deza videzanA vijJAniko tyAM hAjara hatA. hajAronI medanI bhegI thai hatI. te vakhate gAMdhIjIne mukhya atithI rUpe hAjara rahevA AmaMtraNa ApavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. te vakhate gAMdhIjIne, tyAM upasthita eka vaijJAnike eka savAla karyo ke bApu ame vaijJAnikoe zodha karelI TelIphona, Trena, vimAna, kAra, kompyuTara Adi siddhio zuM heratabharI nathI ? Apa te uparathI vijJAnanI tathA vaijJAnikonI prazaMsA karo ke nahi ? te vakhate gAMdhIjIe uttara Apyo ke vijJAnanA je sAcA aMzo che tenI huM prazaMsA karuM chuM. paNa samasta vijJAnanI prazaMsA karavA mAruM mana rAjI thatuM nathI. gAMdhIjInI A vAta akSarazaH sAcI che.vijJAna e eka sAta maNI vALo, sAta phaNAvALo nAga che. jenI dADhamAM jheranI thelI bharelI che. game tyAre te vijJAnarUpI nAga jheranI pIcakArI mArI zake che. ane Aje vartamAna paristhiti jovA beso to vijJAnanI tAjetaramAM thayelI dareka zodhanA phAyadA che tenA karatA tenuM nukazAna vadhAre che. Aje jenI pAchaLa AkhuM jagata pAgala che te inTaraneTanA jeTalA phAyadA che tenA karatA nukazAna aneka gaNuM vadhAre che. Aje inTaraneTa upara dhArmika, sAmAjIka, ke sAhityIka vebasAiTo jeTalI nathI tenA karatA aneka gaNI vadhAre bALakomAM kusaMskAro vadhAratI tathA pornogrAphinI vebasAiToche. ane A badhI vebasAiTonA prabhAve je jANakArI 40 varSanA pukhta vyaktio pAse nathI hotI te jANakArI Aja kAlanA TAbarIyAo pAse hoya che. AjanuM navuM janarezana (navo phAla)divase ne divase ApaNI saMskRtino kaccaraghANa bolAvI rahyuM che. ApaNI prAcIna - AdhyAtmika - dhArmika saMskRtino kaccaraghANa bolAvI rahyuM che. ApaNI prAcIna - AdhyAtmika - dhArmika saMskRtine jaDamULathI ukhADIne pazcImI saMskRtinA kadama sAthe kadama milAvI rahyuM che. inTaraneTa pachInI bIjI sauthI || 64 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco moTI zodha che mobAila. A mobAilathI ArogyanI dRSTie juo to kAnamAM baherAza Ave che. magajanuM kensara thaI zake che. cAmaDInA roga thaI zake che.AMgaLI tathA kAMDu jakaDAI javAno roga thai zake che. Arthika draSTie juo to tame nItithI parasevo pADIne kamAyeluM dhana tenuM phogaTanuM bila bharavAmAM vaparAI jAya che. tame kyA cho tenI prAIvasI jaLavAtI nathI. tame kyAM sudhI konI sAthe kyAre vAta karo cho tenAthI tamArA mAtA-pitA ajANa hoya che jethI tamArI paDatInI zarUAta thAya che. teukAyanA tathA vAukAyanA jIvono kaccaraghANa nIkaLI jAya che, khIssAmAM mobAila rAkhavAthI tenA rejhanI kharAba asarathI hArTaeTeka paNa AvI zake che. AvI badhI bAbato lakhavA jaIe to keTaluMya lakhAya.paNa TuMkamAM jovA jaIe to jamAnA pramANe vijJAnano sarvathA tyAga to karI zakavAnA nathI, tenAthI sarvathA dUra thaI zakavAnA nathI. paNa tene tamAruM vyasana na banavA do. e jarUrI che ke ApaNe vijJAnanI navI zodhono upayoga samaya sAthe jarUra purato karavo joIe paNa jo e tamAruM vyasana banI gayuM hoya to tenA phAyadA karatA geraphAyadA vadhAre che. mATe aTako vijJAna jo tamAruM vyasana banI gayuM to e vijJAna tamAro vikAsa nahi paNa vinAza notaranAruM banaze. - prema subodha 0 vIra zAsana patrikA nA 7-12-1932nA aMkamAM A jamAnAmAM vicArabheda ane vANI svAtaMtratA AjanI keLavaNInA pratApe eTalA badhA khIlyA che ke saMyukta kuTuMbo vibhakta thaI gayA che. vAtono nAza zarU thaI gayo che. AcAra ane kriyAkAMDane vahema samajAvavAnuM zarU thayuM che. ane dareka jaNa zAstro karatAM potAnA aMtaranA avAjane prathama sthAna Ape che. - jayAnaMda | || 6 ||

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sAthiyAnuM mahatva 1. sAthiyo eTale zuM ? meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco sA- sAdhanA, thi - sthira thavuM, yo - corAzI yonimAMthI bahAra nIkaLavuM. ApaNe mukhyatve sAthiyo darzana, jJAna tathA cAritra tarIke samajIe chIe. sAthiyAnA cAra pAMkhiyA ApaNane kahe che ke, 1.Time is money. 2. Knowledge is power. 3. Truth is god. 4. Character is life. paraMtu vadhAre samajavA nIce samajaNa ApI che, mArA jJAna pramANe rajuAta karI che. 1. Time is money. samaya paisA karatAM paNa kiMmatI che.paraMtu keTalAMka bhAgyazALI samayane mAre che. keTalAka veDaphe che. keTalAMka pasAra kare che ane keTalAMka sAco upayoga kare che. 2. Knowleedge is power. samyag jJAnathI zakti vadhe che. dA.ta., AhAra sAttvika levo, AjJA pALavI, AdarabhAva tathA Atithya jALavavuM. 3. Truth is god. kaDavuM satya kahevuM, nagna satya na kahevuM. kAdu makarANI prakhyAta bAravaTiyo hato. eka vakhata lUMTa karavA jatAM rastAmAM tarasa lAgI - kUvA pAse gayo. eka bahena pANI bharatI hatI. tene pANI pIvaDAvyuM ne bahenane kahyuM ke tuM A gAmamAM rahe che. amo dhADa pADavA AvyA chIe. tArA ghare be dIvA karI rAkhaje. huM mArA sAgarItone kahIza jyAM || 66 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco be dIvA hoya te ghare dhADa pADavAnI nathI, kahIne vidAya lIdhI. A bahene AkhA gAmamAM DhaMDhero pITAvyo ane badhAne A vAta karI darekanA ghera bedIvA karavA jaNAvyuM. bIjAdivase kAdunA mANaso AvI gAma AkhAmAM phare che ne badhe be divA joI dhADapADyA vinA pAchA jAya che. kAdu garama thAya che kema dhADapADyA vinA AvyAM. tenA mANasoe javAba ApyA bedivA badhA ja ghare hatAM tethI zuM karIe. kAdu pelI bahena pAse jaI kahe che te A zuM karyuM?bahene javAba Apyotame mane bahena karI mAruM ghara nalUMTavAnuM kahela paNa bhAI to bahenanA AkhA gAmane na lUTe tethI AjathI sogana lo ke havethI huM lUMTa karIza nahIM. ane kAdu makarANI te divasathI lUMTAro banI zAhukAra bane che. AnuM nAma sAcuM Atithya che. 4. Character is life. jIvana mAM Health, Wealth & Character emAM sAcuM dhana cAritra che. devaloka mATe mokSa agharU che, nArakI mATe agharU che paraMtu manuSyalokamATe zakya che. ArAdhanA karI mokSe javAya che. sAcuM samyajJAna meLavI dharma karavAthI mokSe javAya che. jIvanamAM AgaLa vadhavA mATe samajo ke muguTa mAthA upara zAMtithI zobhe che avAja paNa karato nathI. manane zAMta rAkhavAnuM che. je mAthAnA muguTa nIce raheluM che. hAra thoDo avAja kare che. je daya upara rahe che ne sAMkaLAM avAja bahu kare che. tethI pagamAM nIce paherAya che to ApaNe muguTa, hAra ke sAMkaLA banavuM che te ApaNe nakkI karavAnuM che. zeThanA gharamAM lakSmI-dhana- yazane sadAcAra rahetA hatA. eka divasa lakSmI zeThane kahe che tame mane pUrI rAkhI che tethI huM jauM chuM. dhana kahe che mAro upayoga nathI. huM jau chuM. yaza kahe lakSmI - dhana jAya che to huM rahIne zuM karuM. te traNene zeTha premathI javAnI hA pADe che. chelle sadAcAra kahe che huM paNa jauM chuM. zeTha nA pADe che. jIvanamAM mane satya sadAcAra vinA nahIM cAle tene rAkhe che. | || 67 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco sadAcAranI pAchaLa gayelA traNe lakSmI dhanane yaza pAchA Ave che ne zeTha sukhethI rahe che. sadAcArInI badhe jIta thAya che. satyavAna vyakti sarvatra pUjAya che. A badhuM samajI"sAthiyo" karavAno chene guNo jIvanamAM lAvI sAcuM darzana jJAna ne cAritra lAvavAnAM che. Avo ApaNe sAcI samajaNa lAvI "sAthiyA"nA svarUpane jANI siddhazIlA upara pahoMcavAno prayatna karI mokSa mArge AgaLa vadhavA prabhune aMtarathI prArthanA karIe. sugurU zodhI sudharmapALI jIvanamAM pragati karI dharmamArge AgaLa vadhI caritra/saMyama levA jevuM che nemokSameLavavA jevo che. saMsAra asAra che te jANI jIvanamAM AgaLa vadhavA prayatna karI dharmakriyA samajIne karItenAM phaLa meLavavA sAdhanA karIe ne mokSa tarapha prayANa karIe. -manubhAI DI. jhaverI badalo lenAra athavA cUkavanAra sAta prakAranA putro (1) potAnA pUrvajanmano rAkhela vAraso levA mATe, (2) potAnA pUrvajanmanuM RNa cUkavavA mATe,(3)pUrvajanmanuMvera levA mATe, (4) pUrvajanmamAM maLelA apakAranA badale apakAra karavA mATe, (5) pUrvajanmamAM maLelA sevA-sukhanA badalAmAM sevA-sukha ApavA mATe, (6)pUrvajanmamAM maLelA upakAranA badalAmAM upakAra karavA mATe ane (7) nirapekSa. AmAMthI je je kAma mATe putra banIne Ave che e karma anusAra potAnuM kAma pUrNa karIne mRtyu pAme che athavA karma anusAra dIrghakALa sudhI jIvita rahI badalo leto-deto rahe che. ja nahi patnI, pati, bhAI, bahena, nokara tathA gAya vagere pazu suddhAM karma-RNa levA ke cUkavavA mATe pUrvajanma anusAra saMbaMdha bAMdhI sImita athavA dIrgha kALa mATe prApta thAya che. -hanumAna prasAda podAra (bhAIjI) || 6 ||.

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco I leTIna nA himAyatI vicAre II muMbaI mahAnagarapAlikAnA 21414 saphAI kAmadAro pratidina 6,500 Tana kacaro sApha kare che. itihAsanAM pustakomAM ema bhaNAvavAmAM AvatuM hatuM ke aspRzyatA mAnavajAtanuM kalaMka che. ApaNane ema paNa bhaNAvavAmAM AvatuM hatuM ke, aspRzyatAne kAraNe hindu samAja asaMkhya TukaDAomAM vaheMcAI gayo hato. ApaNI samaja evI che ke ApaNA samAjamAM harijano sAthe bhedabhAvabharyo vartAva karavAmAM Avato hovAthI teo sAmAjika anyAyanA ane atyAcAronA bhoga banyA hatA. A kAraNe ja gAMdhI bApue aspRzyatA sAme jaMga Adaryo hato ane dilhImAM teo harijanonI kolonImAM jaIne rahetA hatA. gAMdhIjI ane AMbeDakara jevA netAonA athAka prayatnone kAraNe bhAratanAM zaheromAMthI aspRzyatA nAmanuM kalaMka to mahadaMze dUra thayuM che, ochI vyApaka chApa hovA chatAM paNa AjanA saphAI kAmadAro agAunA harijano karatAM paNa vadhu anyAya, atyAcAra, bImArIo ane motano sAmano karI rahyA che. AjanA zaheronA saphAI kAmadAronI hAlata agAunA harijano karatAM paNa badatara che, ane tenA mATe aspRzyatAnivAraNanI vAto karatI ApaNI sarakAra ja javAbadAra che. AjanI Adhunika nagara racanA ane gaTara sisTamane kAraNe lAkho saphAI kAmadAro asAdhya bImArIono zikAra banyA che ane hajAro akALe avasAna pAmI rahyA che. zaheronI gaMdakI sApha karavAnI A vyavasthA aspRzyatA karatAM paNa moTuM kalaMka che. bhAratanA gAmaDAmAM rahetA saphAI kAmadAre gAmano kacaro upADIne ukaraDAmAM nAMkhavo paDato hato ane sUkA jAjarUmAM maLa saphAI karavI paDatI hatI. AjanA saphAI kAmadAre 20-20 phUTa UDI gaTaramAM utarIne aMdarano kacaro sApha karavo paDe che. te mATe teNe kalAko sudhI mAnava || 66 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco maLathI ane jherI rasAyaNothI ubharAtI gaTaramAM potAnuM mAthAM sivAyanuM zarIra DUbADI devuM paDe che, ane saphAI karavI paDe che. muMbaInA ukaraDAomAM hospiTalano jherI kacaro paNa Dampa karavAmAM Ave che, jemAM aneka cepI rogonA viSANuo paNa hoya che. A badhA ja kacarAne henDala karavA mATe saphAI kAmadArone hAthamojAMo ane phesamArakapaNa ApavAmAM nathI AvatA. A jherI kacarA vacce kalAko sudhI kAma karavAne kAraNe saphAI kAmadAro paNa aneka cepI ane asAdhya bImArIono bhoga bane che. muMbaI zaheramAM seMkaDo gerakAnUnI katalakhAnAMo ane macchI-maTananI mArkeTo AvelI che. temAMthI je kacaro pedA thAya che, temAM prANIonA lohI, mAMsa, hADakAMo ane maLamUtra paNa hoya che. A badhI ja gaMdakI saphAI kAmadAroe sApha karavI paDe che, jene kAraNe teo aneka rogonA bhoga bane che. kendra sarakAranA sAmAjika nyAya ane kalyANavibhAgeharijana dvArA mAthe meluM upADavAnI prathAne kAyadA dvArA pratibaMdhita jAhera karI che. koI paNa vyakti jo harijanane mAnavamaLa upADavAnI kAmagIrI sope, to tene jelamAM pUrI zakAya tevA kAyadAo thayA che, paNa zaheranI myunisipAliTI potAnA saphAI kAmadArane mAnava maLamAM DUbakI mAravAnI pharaja pADe, to tene mATe koI sajAnI jogavAI kAyadAmAM rAkhavAmAM AvI nathI. A rIte satata gaMdakImAM rahevAne kAraNe dezanA saphAI kAmadAro carmaroga, asthamA, TI.bI.ane kensara jevI bImArIono bhoga banIne akALe maraNa pAmeche.ekalAM muMbaI zaheramAM ja daravarSe 300 saphAI kAmadAro pharaja upara hoya tyAre mRtyuno bhoga bane che. puNe zaheramAM 30 mahinAmAM 227 saphAI kAmadAro akALa avasAna pAmyA hatA. inDiyana eksapresa nAmanAM aMgrejI akhabAramAM puNenA saphAI kAmadAronI dayanIya hAlata bAbatamAM lekhamALA pragaTa karavAmAM AvI, te pachI kendra sarakArane AMcako lAgyo ane teNe mahArASTranA mukhyapradhAnavilAsarAva dezamukhane A | 30 ||.

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco saphAI kAmadAronA svAthya mATe pagalAM levAnI tAkIda karI. muMbaI zaheramAM kacaro vadhI rahyo che. paNa saphAI kAmadAronI saMkhyA ghaTI rahI che, jene kAraNe kAmanA bojAmAM satata vadhAro thaI rahyo che. I.sa. 1978nI sAlamAM muMbaI zaheranI vasati 78 lAkhanI hatI tyAre pratidina 3,000 Tana kacaro pedA thato hato, jene sApha karavA mATe 22,000 kAmadArone nokarImAM rAkhavAmAM AvyA hatA. I.sa. 2007mAM muMbaInI vasati 1.40 karoDa upara pahoMcI che. have rojano 6,500 Tana kacaro pedA thAya che paNa tene sApha karavA mATe saphAI kAmadAronI saMkhyA ghaTADIne 21,414nI karI nAMkhavAmAM AvI che. A kAraNe dareka karmacArI upara kAmano bojobamaNA karatAM vadhI gayo che. tenI sarakhAmaNIe dilhI zaheranI vasati 1.37 karoDa hovA chatAM tyAM 49,000 saphAI kAmadAro che. A rIte garIba saphAI kAmadAronuM myunisipAliTI dvArA ja zoSaNa karavAmAM Ave che. saphAI kAmadAroe je mAnavatAhana vAtAvaraNamAM kAma karavuM paDe che, tenuM kAraNa zaheronI gaTara vyavasthA che ane A gaTara vyavasthAnuM kAraNa phlaza TAIpanA jAjarU che. gAmaDAMomAM gaTaranI sisTama na hovAne kAraNe harijanoe mAtra ghana kacaro upADIne ukaraDe nAMkhI devAno rahe che, jyAre zaheramAM gaTaro hovAne kAraNe saphAI kAmadAre gaMdA pANImAM kalAko sudhI potAnuM zarIra DUbADI rAkhavuM paDe che. gaTaramAMthI jherI gesa nIkaLavAne kAraNe dara varSe saMkhyAbaMdha saphAI kAmadAronAM mota thAya che. puNenA saphAI kAmadAronI hAlata to eTalI badhI kaphoDI che ke, lAIpha Isyuransa korporezana opha inDiyAe temano vImo levAno paNa InakAra karI dIdho hato. myunisipAliTInA niyamo mujaba pratyeka saphAI kAmadArane tenI salAmatI mATe hAthamojAM, reInakoTa, gamabUTa, phesamAska vagere ApavA Avazyaka che. agAu A upakaraNo traNa varSa sudhI cAlatAM hatAM. have hAlata evI kharAba che ke A sAdhano eka aThavADiyAmAM ja khatama thaI jAya che. myunisipala korporezananA bhraSTa adhikArIo A sAdhanonI kharIdImAM karoDo rUpiyAno || 99 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco bhraSTAcAra Acare che. je saphAI karmacArIo AkhAM mahA-nagaranI gaMdakI sApha kare che, temane rahevA mATenuM suvidhApUrNa ghara paNa ApaNI sarakAra upalabdha karAvI zakatI nathI. muMbaInA ra1,414 saphAI karmacArIo mATe mAtra 5,758 sTApha kvATarsa ja pUrAM pADavAmAM AvyAM che. bAkInA karmacArIo potAnA parivAra sAthe jhUMpaDapaTTIomAM ja rahe che. saphAI karmacArIone je kvATarsa ApavAmAM AvyAM che, te mAtra ekalA mANasane ja rahevA mATenAM tenuM kSetraphaLa 100thI 180 corasa phUTa jeTaluM che. A kvATarsanuM bAMdhakAma eTaluM nabaLuM che ke temAM comAsAmAM chatrI laIne gharamAM besavuM paDe che. Aje moTA bhAganA saphAI kAmadAro ATalI sAMkaDI jagyAmAM potAnA parivAra sAthe rahe che. koI karmacArI potAnI AkhI kArakirdI nokarI kare ane nivRtta thAya tyAre tenI pAse A kvATarsa khAlI karAvavAmAM Ave che. A ghara TakAvI rAkhavA mATe saphAI kAmadAranA bhaNelA-gaNelA saMtAne paNa saphAI kAmadAra tarIke nokarI karavI paDe che. A lAcArInA kAraNe ja muMbaI mahAnagarapAlikAne saphAI kAmadAronI kamI mahesUsa thatI nathI. jo A lAcArI na hoya to bahu ochA loko A gaMdI nokarI karavA taiyAra thAya.jo koI karmacArInuM pharaja daramiyAna maraNa thAya to potAnuM ghara TakAvI rAkhavA temanA eka putre potAnI nokarI choDIne paNa saphAI kAmadAra banavuM paDe che. muMbaImAM AvelA zrI siddhivinAyaka maMdiramAM cAlatA bhraSTAcArane DAmavA medAne paDelA zrI kevala sAmalAnIe zaheranA 21,414 saphAI kAmadAronI badatara hAlatamAM sudhArA mATe paNa jaMga Adaryo che. mAhitI meLavavAnA adhikArano upayoga karIne temaNe saphAI kAmadAronI hAlata viSe vigato meLavI muMbaI hAIkorTamAM eka jAhera hitanI arajI karI che. A nagarapAlikAnA meyaranA baMgalAnA samArakAma pAchaLa tAjetaramAM karoDo rUpiyAno kharca karavAmAM Avyo hato. sarakArI adhikArIonI kacerIonA InTiriyara Dekorezana pAchaLa lAkho rUpiyA kharcavAmAM Ave che, paNa saphAI | 72 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco kAmadAronI hAlata sudhAravA mATe phALavavAmAM AvatAM nANAM paNa A adhikArIo hajama karI jAya che. Adhunika samAjamAM ApaNe jJAti-jAtinI prathA nAbuda karI hovAno dAvo karIe chIe paNa jANIne Azcarya thaze ke muMbaI myunisipala koporezanamAM nokarI karatAM 90TakA kAmadAro harijana che, jemAMnA 50TakA to saurASTranI meghavALa jJAtinA sabhya che.Aharijano kahe che ke gAmaDAMomAM temanuM jeTaluM zoSaNa nahotuM thatuM tenA karatAM aneka gaNuM zoSaNa muMbaI jevA mahAnagaromAM thaI rahyuM che, jenA mATe gaTaranA pANIno ane kacarAno nikAla karavA mATenI kSatipUrNa sisTama javAbadAra che. jyAM sudhI ApaNo samAja phlaza TAIpanA jAjarUno ane tenA mATe UbhI karavAmAM AvatI gaTara sisTamano vikalpa nahIM zodhI kADhe tyAM sudhI lAkho saphAI karmacArIo rogacALAno zikAra banyA karaze. jo A harijanone ApaNe anyAya, atyAcAro ane bImArIothI bacAvavA mAMgatA hoIe to mAthe meluM upADavAnI prathAne gerakAyade jAhera karI che tema gaTaramAM meluM vahAvI devAnI prathAne paNa gerakAyade jAhera karavI joIe dara mahine 25 saphAI kAmadArono bhoga letI muMbaInI gaTara sisTama itihAsanAM pAThyapustakomAM ApaNe vAraMvAra vAMcIe chIe ke prAcIna bhAratamAM pachAta varganA loko aspRzyatAno ane sAmAjika bhedabhAvano bhoga banyA hatA.jUnA jamAnAmAM harijanone mAthe meluM upADavuM paDatuM hatuM tene ApaNe rASTrIya zarama mAnatA hatA ane A prathAne nAbuda karavA ApaNI sarakAra dezabharamAM phlaza TAIpanA ToIleTa mATe pracAra karI rahI che. joke Aje paNa ApaNA dezamAM aneka sthaLoe sUkAM jAjarU astitva dharAve che, jemAM maLamUtranA nikAla mATe harijanonI sevA levAmAM || 73 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNaOvAMco Ave che. kendranA sAmAjika nyAya maMtrAlaye A prakAranA sUkA jAjarUnI nAbUdI mATe jhuMbeza zarU karI che ane jeoharijana pAse meluM upaDAve temane jelanI sajA karavAnI jogavAI paNa kAyadAmAM karavAmAM AvI che. sarakAranA A prayAso uparathI koIne paNa evuM mAnavAnuM mana thAya ke sUkA jAjarUne badale je phlaza sisTamanAM ToIleTanI sthApanA karavAmAM Ave che, temAM harijanonA Arogyane koI khataronathI,paNa hakikata tenAthI taddana viparIta che. jUnA jamAnAmAM harijana mAthe meluM upADIne jato hato, tene kAraNe kadAca bahu to tenA Arogya upara asara thatI haze, paNa Adhunika paddhatinI gaTaro sApha karavA mATe dara varSe dezamAM hajAro harijanoe potAnA jIva paNa gumAvavA paDe che. muMbaI zaheranI gaTaro sApha karavAnuM kArya bombe myunisipala korporezana (bI.ema.sI)ne je karmacArIo karI rahyA che, teo koI jAtanI aspRzyatAno bhoga nathI banatA, to paNa temaNe potAno jIva gumAvavAnI taiyAra rAkhavI paDe che. bI.ema.sI. taraphathI bahAra pADavAmAM AvelA AMkaDAo mujaba I.sa. 2004-05nI sAlamAM kula 288 myunisipala karmacArIo gaTara sApha karavAne kAraNe mAMdA paDIne maraNane zaraNa thayAhatA. temAM paNa amuka karmacArIo gaTaramAM utarIne saphAInuM kArya karI rahyA hatA, tyAre ja jherI gesa bahAra nIkaLavAne kAraNe gUMgaLAIne maraNa pAmyA hatA. muMbaInA saphAI kAmadAronuM pratinidhitva karatI saMsthAe jyAre mAhitI meLavavAnA adhikAranA kAyadA heThaLa arajI karI, tyAre temane sattAvAra rIte A mAhitI pUrI pADavAmAM AvI hatI. bombe myunisipala korporezane ApelI mAhitI mujaba I.sa. 1996 thI 2006nAM daza varSamAM mahAnagara muMbaInA 24 paikI 14 vorDamAM ja pharaja bajAvatA kula ra,039 karmacArIo akALa avasAnane varyA hatA. A AMkaDAomAM je kAmadArone nALAnI ane hospiTalanI saphAI mATe konTekTanA dhoraNe rAkhavAmAM Ave che, temano samAveza thato nathI. atirikta || 9 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco myunisipala kamizanara Ara. e. rAjIva kabUla kare che ke myunisipala korporezananA jeTalA paNa karmacArIo che, temAM saphAI kAmadArono mRtyudara sauthI vadhu che. have myunisipala korporezana A karmacArIo mATe eka lAkha rUpiyAnA vImAnI yojanA banAvI rahI che, paNa temane gaTara sApha karavAnAM kAmamAMthI mukti maLe tevI koI saMbhAvanA najIkanA bhaviSyamAM dekhAtI nathI. muMbaI mahAnagarapAlikAnA saphAI khAtAmAM jeTalA karmacArIo kAma karI rahyA che, temAMnA 90 TakA karatAM paNa vadhu karmacArIo harijana che. tAradevanA AMbeDakara nagaramAM rahetA puMjAlAla vAselanI mAtA paNa bI.ema.sInA saphAI khAtAmAM nokarI karatI hatI. saphAI khAtAMmAM nokarI karatAM karmacArIone bI.ema.sI. taraphathI rahevA mATe sTApha kvATarsa ApavAmAM Ave che. koI karmacArInuM avasAna thAya che. tenA parivArajanoe A kvATarsa khAlI karI anya vyavasthA UbhI karavAnI rahe che. pUjAlAlanI mAtAnuM yuvAna vaye bImArIthI avasAna thayuM, tyAre tenA parivAra pAse rahevA mATe bIjI koI jagyA nahotI, jene kAraNe gharane TakAvI rAkhavA mATe teNe saphAI kAmadAranI nokarImAM joDAI javuM paDyuM. pUMjAlAla 20varSanI uMmare bI.ema.sI.mAM joDAyo ane te 30 varSathI gaTaro sApha karavAnI kAmagIrI bajAvI rahyo che. gaTaro sApha karavAne kAraNe tenI cAmaDI kALI paDI gaI che ane bhIMgaDA ukhaDI rahyA che. te jyAre davA mATe myunisipala hospiTalamAM gayo, tyAre DaoNkTare tene tapAsIne koI malama lakhI Apyo,paNa hospiTalanA sToramAM te malamanahovAthI te pAcho Avyo. tenI pAse kemisTanI dukAnethI A malama kharIdavA jeTalA rUpiyA nahotA. saphAI kAmadAro muMbaInI jarIpurANI gaTaromAM utare che ane temanuM AkhuM zarIra mAnavamaLamAM DUbI jAya te rIte temaNe A gaTaro sApha karavI paDe che. jo A karmacArIo potAnA jIvane jokhamamAM mUkatI lAcArIthI A kAryanakaratA hoya to AkhA muMbaI zaheranA rastAonI gaTaro UbharAtI jovA maLe. A karmacArIo lagabhaga Akho divasa gaTaramAM rahetA hovAthI temanA zarIramAM ane || 76 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco kapaDAmAM paNa eka jAtanI durgaMdha AvatI hoya che. teo je sthaLe kAma kare che, tyAM temane snAna karavAnI koI suvidhA ApavAmAM AvatI na hovAthI temaNe A gaMdhAtA zarIre ja Trena ke basamAM besIne potAnA ghare javuM paDe che. je.je. hospiTalanATI.bI.ane zvasanataMtranA rogonA vibhAganA vaDA DaoN.ke. sI. mohaMtI kahe che ke, "saphAI kAmadAro Akho divasa gaMdakImAM ja kAma karatA hovAthI temanI rogapratikAraka zakti haNAI jatI hoya che. A kAraNe teo gaMbhIra prakAranI cAmaDInI ane zvasanataMtranI bImArIno bhoga bane che ane moTA bhAganA saphAI kAmadAro 3pa thI 4panI uMmara vacce ja akALe maraNa pAme che. A kAmadAro potAnI zArIrika ane mAnasika pIDAne bhUlavAcikkAra dArU pItA hovAthI teolivaranI bImArIno paNa bhoga bane che ane akALe avasAna pAme che. navAInI vAta e che ke bI.ema.sI. taraphathI dara traNa mahine A saphAI kAmadAro mATe 22,000 globba kharIdavAmAM Ave che, paNa A globba kyAreya kAmadAro sudhI pahoMcatA nathI. myunisipAliTInA adhikArIo A glaSNanA rUpiyA hajama karI jAya che. bI.ema.sI.nI cokIomAM A kAmadAro mATe kapaDAM badalavAnI paNa savalata nathI. muMbaI zaheranI gaTaro sApha karanArA karmacArIonI jevI dayanIya paristhiti che, tevI paristhiti dezanAM evAM tamAma zaheromAM che, jyAM phlaza TAIpanA jAjarU ane Adhunika gaTara vyavasthA astitva dharAve che. mahArASTranAM puNe zaheramAM gaTaro sApha karatA 227 saphAI kAmadAro 30 mahinAmAM ja akALa avasAna pAmyA hatAM. temanI sarAsarI uMmara 45 varSanI ja hatI. A karmacArIonAM maraNanuM kAraNa TI.bI., kensara, hRdayaroga ane kamaLA jevI gaMbhIra bImArIo hatI. puNe myunisipala korporezananA saphAI khAtAmAM kula 6,828 karmacArIo kAma kare che. teo badhA ArogyanI samasyAothI pIDAI rahyA che. puNe myunisipala korporezana taraphathI A rIte pharaja daramiyAna mRtyu pAmatA kAmadAranA sagAne 15,000/- rUpiyAnuM vaLatara cUkavavAmAM Ave che. je karmacArIo ApaNA zaheranI gaMdakI sApha || 76 IT

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco karavA mATe potAnI jiMdagIno bhoga dharI de che, temanI jiMdagInI ATalI ja kiMmata AMkavAmAM Ave che. suprima korTanA eka cukAdA mujaba saphAI khAtAmAM kAma karatA tamAma karmacArIone globba, phesa mAska, gamabUTa vagere surakSAnAM sAdhano pUrAM pADavAnI pratyeka myunisipala korporezananI pharaja che, paNa bhAratanAM koI paNa zaheramAM A prakAranAM sAdhano pUrAM pADavAmAM AvatAM nathI. saphAI khAtAnAM karmacArIoe gaTaro sApha karavA uparAMta hospiTalanA jIvANuyukta kacarAnI paNa saphAI karavAnI hoya che, jenA dvArA temanA zarIramAM cepI roganA viSANuo pravezI javAnI saMbhAvanA paNa rahe che. A prakAranuM kArya karavA mATe harijana sivAya koI samAjanA kAmadAro taiyAra thatA nathI. A kAraNe moTAM bhAganAM zaheromAM gaTara sApha karavAnuM kArya harijano kare che. jo ekalAM muMbaI zaheramAM dara varSe 288 saphAI karmacArIonAM mota thatAM hoya, to samagra bhAratamAM dara varSe 2.88 lAkha saphAI kAmadAronAM mota thatAM haze, evI trirAzI saheje mAMDI zakAya. prAcIna bhAratamAM harijano kadAca aspRzyatAno bhoga banatAM haze, temaNe mAthe meluM upADavuM paDatuM haze, paNa jemAM jIvanuM jokhama che, tevuM halakuM kAma karavAnI pharaja to temane pADavAmAM AvatI nahotI.jo vartamAna kAyadA mujaba harijanane mAthe meluM upADavAnI pharaja pADanArane jelanI sajA thaI zakatI hoya to mAnavInA maLamUtramAM snAna karavAnI temane pharaja pADanArA myunisipala adhikArIone zI sajA thavI joIe? A harijanone viTaMbaNAomAMthI mukta karavA A gaTara sisTamano ane phlaza TAIpanA ToIleTano vikalpa zodhavo joIe, ema nathI lAgatuM? -samasta mahAjana neTavarka | 77 //

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meMvAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco sAdhvAcAra ane paryAvaraNa zuddhi pU. munirAja zrI hita vijayajI mahArAja lekhAMkaH bIjo jaina sAdhu-sAdhvInA nirdoSa-niSpApa AcArone kAraNe gaMdakI, jIvotpatti ane rogacALAno abhAva sarvavirata manuSyo pApathI bhaya pAmIne saMsArano tyAga karanArA ane sarvathA pApanA paccaSmANa (tyAga)vALApU.sAdhubhagavaMto ane sAdhvIjI mahArAjo. tyAgI ane tapasvI hoya che. emanuM jIvana niyamabaddha hovAthI eoyathecchapaNe koI pravRtti karI zakatAM nathI. emane prANAtipAta (hiMsA) viramaNa Adi pAMca mahAvratonuM ane chaThA rAtri bhojana viramaNa vratanuM pAlana karavAnuM hoya che, tema ja emane jJAnAcAra Adi pAMca AcAro pALavAnA hoya che, tathA Isamiti Adi pAMca samiti ane traNa gutinuM pAlana karavAnuM hoya che. khAvuM-pIvuM, bolavuM-cAlavuM vagere sarva bAbatomAM emanuM jIvana eTaluM saMyamI hoya che ke emane barapha, AIskrIma, pAnamasAlA-mAvA vagere vastuono sarvathA tyAga hoya che. emane dhUmrapAna Adi koI paNa jAtanuM vyasana hotuM nathI. pAMca samitimAM "pAriSThApanikA' nAmanI pAMcamI samiti che. pAriSThApanikA samiti' eTale maLa, mUtra, zleSma, cUMka, baLakhA vagere zarIranA maLano ane jIrNazIrNa thayelA vastra, pAtra, kAgaLa vagere nakAmI vastuono tyAga jIvahiMsA ane jIvotpatti na thAya e rIte vidhi sahita jayaNApUrvaka karavAno hoya che. jaina sAdhu-sAdhvIone A pAriSThApanikA samitinuM pAlana karavAnuM hovAthI teo svacchaMdapaNe jyAM tyAM, jema tema zarIranA maLano ane nakAmI vastuono tyAga karI zakatA nathI. || 9 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco peTanA maLano tyAga zakya hoya tyAM sudhI gAmanI bahAra dUra jaIne nirjana ane nirjIva bhUmimAM kare che. eno moTo bhAga tarata ja jamInamAM zoSAIne mATI sAthe bhaLI jAya che ane sapATI uparano bhAga sUryanA tApathI ane vAyuthI thoDA samayamAM ja sukAI jAya che. eno bheja jarA paNa raheto nathI. bhejanA abhAve gaMdakI thatI nathI. gaMdakI to jyAM bheja raheto hoya tyAM ja thatI hoya che. gaMdakInA abhAve mAkhI-macchara vagere jIvonI utpatti ane rogacALA vagere thatAM nathI. jaina sAdhu-sAdhvIo ghUMka, baLakhA, zleSmano tyAga rAkhanI kuMDImAM ke jADA kapaDAmAM karI emAM ene masaLIne ene be ghaDImAM (48 miniTamAM) sUkavI nAkhe che, eno tyAga jyAM tyAM jema-tema rastA upara karatAM nathI; ethI e aMgenI paNa emanA dvArA jarAya gaMdakI thatI nathI ane mAkhI-macchara vagere jIvonI utpatti ne rogacALo paNa thatAM nathI. jIrNa vastronAM cIMtharAM, nakAmA kAgaLanA TukaDA ane bIjI paNa nakAmI vastuono tyAga gAmanI bahAra jaIne nirjana ane nirjIva bhUmi upara kare che. paNa potAnI vastI arthAt upAzrayanI AsapAsamAM rastA upara ke gAmamAM koI paNa jagyAe nAkhatA nathI. tethI seMkaDo sAdhu-sAdhvIo paNa jyAM vasatA hoya tyAM emanAthI ukaraDo to thAya ja nahi. ghaNI jagyAe gAmanI madhyamAM ukaraDA hoya che, paNa emAMthI koI sAdhu-sAdhvInA paDAnuM eka cItharuM, pAtrAno eTale ke kASTha pAtrano ke emanA kAgaLano eka TukaDo athavA eMThavADano aMza paNa zodhI Ape e banavAjoga nathI. sAdhu-sAdhvIne rasoI karavAnI hotI nathI. gRhasthone gherathI mAdhukarI vRttithI udarapUrti thAya eTalI ja bhikSA lAvIne vAparavAnI hoya che. e bhikSAno eka kaNa paNa eTho mUkatAM nathI. pANIthI traNa vAra bhikSApAtra dhoIne e pANI pI jAya che ane bhInA pAtrane kapaDAthI lUchI nAkhIne e kapaDuM paNa sukavI nAkhe che. emane pAtra uTakavAnAM hotA nathI ane eMThavADano aMza paNa || 9 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco hoto nathI, ethI teo jyAM vase tyAM ukaraDAmAM emanA eThavADano aMza paNa paDato nathI, tethI paNa emanA dvArA mAkhI-macchara vagere jIvonI utpatti thatI nathI ane rogacALo paNa thato nathI. mAkhI, macchara, uMdara, vIMchI,vAMdA vagere jIvonI utpattinuM kAraNa bhejavALa ukaraDo che. judA-judA gRhastho dvArA ukaraDAmAM eMThavADa vAraMvAra paDyA karato hovAthI ukaraDo ane enI AsapAsanI jamIna haMmezAM bhejavALI ja rahyA kare che, ene sukAvAno avakAza jarAya raheto nathI, tethI emAM jIvotpatti thayA ja kare che ane rogacALo phelAyA ja kare che. saMsAratyAgI evAM sAdhu-sAdhvI kUtarAM-bilADAM vagere pazuo ane mora-popaTa vagere paMkhIo pALatAM nathI. tethI pALelA pazu-paMkhI-nimittaka paNa maLamUtrAdikanI gaMdakI upAzrayanI AsapAsamAM thatI nathI. gaMdakI, Aga ane ukaraDAnA kAraNa-bhUta, pRthvI (mATI vagere), pANI, agni, vAyu ane vanaspati A pAMcano vaparAza gRhastha jIvanamAM hoya che, pANI sivAyanAM cArano upayoga sAdhujIvanamAM hoto nathI. sAdhu-sAdhvI kAcA pANIno upayoga ke eno sparza paNa karatAM nathI. eo pIvAmAM ane kApa kADhavAmAM arthAt vastra prakSAlanamAM temaja anivArya deha zuddhi mATe ukALelA acitta jaLano ja upayoga kare che, e paNa jema bane tema ocho kare che, eno durupayoga ke bagADa karatAM nathI, teo snAna karatAM nathI, tethI upAzrayanI AsapAsamAM pANI DhoLAtuM nathI, jamIna bhejavALI rahetI nathI, tethI paNa upAzrayanI AsapAsamAM gaMdakI ane jIvotpatti thatI nathI. - sAdhu-sAdhvI kApanuM pANI ughADA AkAzavALI, nirjIva ane sUkI jamIna upara paraThave che, arthAt vidhipUrvaka tyAga kare che. eno moTo bhAga tarata ja jamInamAM zoSAIne mATI sAthe bhaLI jAya che ane sapATI uparano bhAga sUryanAM tApathI temaja vAyuthI thoDI ja vAramAM sukAI jAya che, tethI bheja raheto nathI, bhejanA abhAve gaMdakI thatI nathI ane gaMdakInA abhAve | g0 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco jIvotpatti paNa thatI nathI. sAdhu-sAdhvI agnikAyano upayoga karatAM nathI, ethI emane gesa, kerosIna, peTrola, vIjaLI vagereno upayoga paNa karavAno hoto nathI ane rasoI paNa karavAnI hotI nathI, tethI upAzrayamAM Aga lAgavAnA banAvo banavAnI saMbhAvanA rahetI nathI. e kAraNathI upAzrayanI AsapAsamAM vasanArA lokonA jAnamAlanI salAmatI rahe che. temane upAzraya taraphathI Agano jarA paNa bhaya raheto nathI ane rasoI-nimittaka koI upadrava paNa thato nathI. upAzrayane badale kArakhAnAM vagere hoya to AsapAsavALAne Agano bhaya ane bIjI takalIpho keTalI rahe e paNa vicAraNIya bAbata che. sAdhu-sAdhvI sacitta (jIvavALI vastu)nA tyAgI hovAthI emane zAkabhAjI-phaLa vagere lAvavAnuM hotuM nathI, eo lIlA-sUkA dAtaNano upayoga paNa karatAM nathI, tethI e nimittano chAla-goTalA-dAtaNanI cIra vagereno kacaro paNa upAzrayanI Asa-pAsamAM kyAMya paDato nathI. emane bajAra mAMthI koI paNa cIja kharIdIne lAvavAnI hotI nathI, tethI e saMbaMdhI kAgaLa, plAsTikanI kothaLIo, pUMThAnA kapa, nAstAnI rakAbIo, baraphanI saLI vagerenI koI paNa jAtano kacaro paNa emanA dvArA upAzrayanI AsapAsamAM paDato nathI. atyaMta saMyamI jIvanane kAraNe emanA jIvanamAM kacarAno sadaMtara abhAva hoya che. eo ochAmAM ochI jarUriyAtathI jIve che, jarUrI vastuonI vaparAza paNa jema bane tema ocho kare che. vaparAIne nakAmI banelI vastuono tyAga gAmanI bahAra nirjana ne nirjIva bhUmi upara kare che, tethI emanA dvArA gaMdakI thatI nathI, ukaraDo thato nathI, rogacALo phelAto nathI, emanI AsapAsmAM vasanArA koIneya koI paNa jAtano anartha ke upadrava thato nathI. sAdhu-sAdhvI phaTAkaDA phoDatAM nathI, tethI e aMgeno kAgaLano kacaro paDato nathI ane bALaka, bImAra mANaso vagerene dhaDAkAnA avAjano upadrava || 61 ||

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meM vAMcyu tame paNa vAMco thato nathI. sAdhu-sAdhvI bhASAsamiti ane vacana-guptirUpa AcAranuM pAlana karatAM hovAthI divase paNa jarUra pUratuM ja bole che ane rAtre to prAyaH bolatAM nathI, khAsa kAraNe bolavuM paDe tyAre avAja kADhyA vagara athavA ekadama dhImA avAje bole che. upAzrayamAM ghoDiyA-pAraNAM baMdhAtA nathI, tethI rAtre bALakanA raDavAno avAja paNa tyAM hoto nathI. sAdhu-sAdhvIoe putrAdika parivArano tyAga karelo hovAthI bALakonI bolabeTa Adi ramatano ane ghoMghATano trAsa tema ja bola dvArA thatA nukasAnano ke bola vAgavAno bhaya paNa hoto nathI. vaLI tyAM bALako dvArA paDatA kacarAno paNa abhAva hoya che. Ama sAdhu-sAdhvI dvArA koIneya ghoMghATano trAsa hoto nathI. emanAthI rAtre koInIya nidrAmAM khalela pahoMcatI nathI, bImAra mANasone ane bhaNatAM-gaNatAM vidyArthI-vidyArthInIone ghoMghATajanya trAsa veThavo paDato nathI. ApaNA vasavATanI AsapAsa upAzrayanuM nirmANa keTaluM badhuM lAbhadAyaka banI zake, e ApaNe vistArathI vicAryuM. have vicAraNIya bAbata e che ke, upAzrayanI jagyAe gRhasthone vasavAnA phleTo hoya to tyAM temanA dvArA kacaro ane eMThavADa keTalA moTA pramANamAM paDato hoya ? temanA dvArA nakhAtA eMThavADathI gaMdakI keTalI badhI thatI hoya ane e gaMdakIne kAraNe mAkhI-macchara vagere jIvonI utpatti keTalI badhI thatI hoya ? bahumALI phleTomAM vasanArA kamanasIba loko rAMdhelI rasoImAMthI supAtradAnano lAbha lAgye ja pAmI zake che. bhikhArI, gAya, kUtarAM, bakarAM vagere bhUkhyA-tarasyA jIvone roTalAno TukaDo ane pANI paNa ApI zakatA nathI. teo dALa-zAka vagere vadhelI rasoI uparathI nIce pheMke che, temaja || 62 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco makAnanA dAdarAmAM pAnanI picakArI mArIne gaMdakI phelAve che. vartamAnakALanI A eka vikRti ja che. tethI phleTonI AsapAsa gaMdakI ghaNI thavAthI kIDA, uMdaraDA vagere jIvonI utpatti thAya. dharmasthAnomAM AvanAra mANaso paNa sArA ja hoya che ane teo dharmakAryo karavA mATe ja AvatA hoya che. tethI upAzrayamAM roja seMkaDo mANasonI avarajavara thatI hovA chatAM temanA dvArA tyAM koI jAtano bhaya hoto nathI, kacaro paNa paDato nathI. ApaNI AsapAsamAM lagnanI vADI hoya to tyAM jamaNavAro thatA rahe che ane jamaNavAra pUro thayA pachI tyAM eMThavADa AdithI pArAvAra gaMdakI thatI hoya che. A badhuM sahana karAya che. vAMdho to mAtra upakArI sAdhu-sAdhvInAM maLamUtra sahana karavAmAM ja Ave che. A ghaNI moTI kamanasIbI che. putra pratyenA premathI bALakonA maLamUtrane gharamAM sArI rIte sahana karavAmAM Ave che. evI ja rIte dharma pratyenA premathI dharmAtmAoe dharma gurUnAM mAtrAdika sahana karavA yogya che. jeo ATaluM sahana karavA taiyAra nathI teo gurUnAM maLamUtrAdikanI durgaMcchA karIne pApakarma(nIcagotrakarma)bAMdhavA sAthe, sAdhu-sAdhvInA sAnnidhyathI maLanArI mAnasika zAMti tathA ghaNA moTA Atmika lAbhothI vaMcita rahe che. sAdhu-sAdhvInuM jIvana tapomaya hoya, mana-vacana-kAyAnI pravRtti niSpApa hoya, vicAra, vANI ane vartana sArAM ja hoya, bhAvanA potAnA AtmAnuM ane jagatanA jIvonuM bhaluM karavAnI ja hoya. emanA tapa-tyAga AdinA prabhAve upAzrayanuM ane tenI AsapAsanuM vAtAvaraNa paNa zubhabhAvanAnI asaravALuM rahe, koIne pApa karavAnA vicAra Ave nahiM, tethI nirbhayatA rahe. vaLI sarakArI kAyado paNa evo che ke koI paNa dharmasthAnanI AsapAsamAM amuka hada sudhI dArUnI dukAna ke mAMsAhArI hoTala thaI zake || dar ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco nahi. tethI upAzrayanI AsapAsamAM dArUDiyA, mAMsAhArI, guMDAo ane adhamavRttivALAdurAcArImANaso Ave nahi. tethI upAzrayanI AsapAsamAM vasanArA gRhasthonA gharanI strIonI cheDatI thAya nahi, temanI zIladharmanI salAmatI rahe, bALakonI paNa salAmatI rahe, temanA apaharaNa thAya nahi. Ama upAzrayanI AsapAsanuM vAtAvaraNa sarva prakAre nirbhayatAvALuM rahe. sAdhu-sAdhvI koI paNa khoTI pravRtti kare nahi, ethI emanA kAraNe AsapAsanA lokone takalIpha thAya nahi. sAdhu-sAdhvI zAMtithI jIve ane AsapAsanA lokone paNa zAMtithI jIvavA de. enA kAraNe e vistAranuM vAtAvaraNa sukhadAyaka rahe. upAzrayanI Asa-pAsamAM vasanArA gRhasthonAM saMtAno kusaMgathI bace temaja kusaMga dvArA naphphaTa, tophAnI ane saMskArI temaja vyasanI banelAne, satsaMga dvArA anejinavANInA zravaNa dvArA sudharavAnI ane susaMskArI banavAnI sonerI taka paNa maLe. upAzraya vagere dharmasthAno jagatamAM hiMsA-jUTha-corI-vyabhicAra Adi pAponuM nivAraNa karanArA ane ahiMsAdi dharmano pracAra karanArA che. tethI je bhUmino abhyadaya thavAno hoya tyAM ja derAsara, upAzraya, jevAM dharmasthAno baMdhAtA hoya che, paNa je bhUminuM adhaHpatana thavAnuM hoya che, tyAM baMdhAtA nathI. tyAM to hiMsAdi pAponA ane adharmano phelAvo karanArA thiyeTara, hoTala jevA pApasthAno ja baMdhAtA hoya che. je bhUmi upara derAsara-upAzraya jevA dharmasthAno bAMdhavAnuM nakkI thAya che, tenI AsapAsanI jamInanAM mUlya rAtorAta vadhI jAya che. jyAre pApasthAnonA AsapAsanI jamInanA mUlya rAtorAta ghaTI jAya che. AvuM ghaNI jagyAe jovA maLe che. pApa karyA vagara gRhastha jIvana jIvI zakAtuM nathI ane pApanA tyAgavagara temaja saMyamI banyA vinA sAdhu jIvana jIvI zakAtuM nathI. parama upakArI zAstrakAra bhagavaMtoeniSpApa ane saMyamI evA sAdhu jIvana mATe svaparahitakArI evA je uttama koTinA AcAro batAvyA che, tenuM || 8 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco pAlana karanArA zrI jinezvara bhagavaMtanA sAdhu-sAdhvInuM jIvana svaparane sukhazAMti ApanAruM ane saunuM kalyANa karanArUM hoya che, paNa koIneya azAtA upajAvanArUM, upadrava karanArUM ke koInuMya akalyANa karanArUM kyAreya hotuM nathI. upakArI sAdhu-sAdhvInuM ATaluM paNa sahana na kare ne emanAthI dUra jaIne vase te emanAthI maLatA hajAra lAbha paNa gumAve. Ama chatAM koI ochI samajavALA hovAthI athavA vRddhAvasthA, bImArI, azakti, vihAra Adino thAka vagere kAraNasara ke pramAdathI pAriSThApanikA samitirUpa potAnA AcAranuM pAlana sArI rIte karI zakatAna hoya, mAnuM ane kApanuM pANI yogya rIte paraThavI zakatA na hoya tyAre tenI sUga karIne najIvA kAraNosara upAzrayanuM nirmANa thatuM aTakAvavAno prayatna karavAthI ke upAzrayathI dUra jaIne vasavAthI jANe-ajANe keTalA badhA lAbhothI vaMcita rahevAnuM thAya ane keTalA badhA anarthonI najIka javAnuM thAya e svayaM vicArI levuM jarUrI che. mahApuruSoe kahyuM che ke, jemanA taraphathI potAnA upara nitya upakAra karavAmAM Avato hoya, emanA taraphathI kyAreka thaI jatA apakArane paNa guNane jANanAra sajjano upakAra ja gaNe che. ApaNI AsapAsamAM thiyeTara hoya, to thiyeTarano zo chUTyA pachI te sthAnomAM bIDI, sigareTanAM ThUMThA, dIvAsaLIo, kAgaLanA TukaDA vagereno kacaro kothaLA bharAya teTalo paDelo hoya che. upakArI sAdhu-sAdhvInA maLamUtranI durgacchA(napharata) karanArA, potAnA gharaDAM ane bImAra mA-bApanA maLamUtranI sAphasUphInuM kartavya zI rIte bajAvaze?ane mA-bApanA maLamUtranI paNa bhAre durgacchA thayA vagara raheze nahi. juvAna zarIra karatAM vRddha-bImAra zarIrathI gaMdakI vadhAre thAya. tethI 'jhaTa jAya khokhuM to ghara thAya cAkhuM evuM mA-bApane aMge paNa IDyA kare e banavAjoga che. vaLI sAdhu-sAdhvInAM maLamUtranI durgacchA || 6 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco karanArA pote paNa jyAre gharaDA ane bImAra thaze, tyAre sAdhu-sAdhvInAM maLamUtranIdugacchA karavAnA ahitakara saMskAra potAnAthI japAmelo potAno parivAra enAM potAnAM maLamUtranI durgacchA nahi kare? durgacchA karaze to kaI hAlata thaze? samAdhi ane sadgati durlabha thavA saMbhava che. mANasa kyAMya ekalo vasI zake ema nathI. ene samUhamAM ja vasavuM paDe tema che.samUhamAM vasavA mATe AsapAsanA loko taraphathI kAMI sahana karavuM na paDe e kadI paNa banavAjoga nathI. dharmI paDozI dharmanA AcAranuM pAlana karatA hoya te nimitte paNa thoDuM sahana karavAnuM Ave. e sahana nahi karanAra ane dharmI paDozIthI dUra bhAganArane jAye-ajANe keTalA badhA lAbhothI vaMcita rahevAnuM thAya ane ene adharmI paDozIonA kAraNe keTalA badhA anarthonI najIka javAnuM thAya e khAsa vicAravuM jarUrI che. - sAdhu-sAdhvIe rastAmAM paraThavelI mAtrAthI to bAjumAM cAlIne paNa bacI zakAya, paNa peTrola-kerosInanA dhUmADAthI to koI rIte bacI zakAtuM nathI. kharekhara gaMdakInuM kAraNa to naLa ane gaTara che. naLane kAraNe pANI baMdhiyAra bane che ane ghaNA moTA pramANamAM veDaphAya che. vaLI pAIpanA saMsargathI pANInI sAthesAthe zarIra mATe hAnikAraka evuM sIsuM peTamAM jAya che, enAthI lIvarane ane pAcanataMtrane nukasAna thAya che. ghaNA varaso pahelA eka sAmAyikanAM lekhamAM evuM vAMcavAmAM AvyuM hatuM ke, AdarzagAma kone kahevuM te aMge, paradezamAM prAcIna-arvAcIna aneka paddhatio ane gAmaDAono abhyAsa karIne eka skolare evuM jAhera kareluM ke, "je gAmamAM naLa ane gaTara na hoya, e Adarza gAma jANavuM.' gRhastho maLamUtrano tyAga saMDAsa dvArA gaTaramAM kare che. pANI gaTaramAM vahAve che tethI upara gaMdakI dekhAtI nathI, paNa gaTara pAIpa lAIna ane pANI pAIpa lAIna jamInamAM bhaLI jAya che, tyAre bhAre rogacALo | 6 ||

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meMvAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco phelAya che. jamInamAM UtareluM gaTaranuM pANI kUvA vagerenA pANIne ane nadIonA tathA samudranA pANIne paNa pradUSita kare che. gaTaromAnava-jIvana mATe bhayarUpa che. malina jaLane jamIna upara ja sUkavI nAkhavAnI ApaNI prAcIna paddhati ja uttama ane jokhama vagaranI che. gaMgA jevI pavitra gaNAtI mahAnadIoneya gaMdhAtI gaTaramAM pheravI nAkhanAra gRhasthonA saMDAsa-bAtharUmo temaja kArakhAnAonA rasAyaNayukta jherI ane gaMdA jaLa che. pIvAnA pANIne jherI ane gaMduM banAvavuM, e moTo aparAdha che. jo Akho mAnavasamAja jaina sAdhu-sAdhvInI jema saMDAsabAtharUmano upayoga baMdha karI daIne sUryano tApa, vAyu AdithI jamIna upara ja sukAI-zoSAI jAya evI rIte maLa-mUtrAdikano tyAga karavAnI ApaNI prAcIna, nirdoSa-niSpApa paddhati apanAve to to prANIjagata bhayamukta, rogamukta ane sukhI banyA vagara rahe nahIM. prAMte AkhAya lekhanA sAra rUpe kahevAnuM eTaluM ja ke, saMyogavaza gRhastho pote Ama na ja karI zake, to chevaTe nirdoSa-niSpApa ane svapara zreyakara jIvana jIvanArAM evAM sAdhu-sAdhvInAM maLa-mUtrAdikanA tyAganA kalyANakArI AcArono Adara kare, enA pratye sUga na dhare, toya teo saMsAranAM ane chevaTe muktinAM zAzvata sukha pAmanAra bane! - kalyANa, Aso - 2016. | 9 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco pANI to ghInI jema vAparavuM joIe, beTA! AdezanA pachAta lokone moTA-moTAbaMdho bAMdhIne sekaDo gAmaDAMnA lAkho lokone DUbADI detA tathA svImiMga pulamAM nAhatA-nAhatA voTara kanjharvezananIDAhI-DAhI vAto karatA AvaDatuM nahotuM, te kALa ane te samayanI A vAta che. tAraMgAnI taLeTImAM AveluM TIbA nAmanuM nAnakaDuM gAmaDuM mAruM mosALanuM gAma che.eka jamAnAmAM A nAnakaDA gAmaDAmAM chApuM to zuM TapAla paNa mAMDa pahoMcatI, hajI Aje paNa jene potAnI sahI karatAya mAMDa AvaDe che tevI-akSarajJAna ja A dezanI saghaLI samasyAono jAduI ilAja che tevuM mAnI liTarasI kempana pAchaLa Adu khAIne paDelA mitronI paribhASAmAM nirakSara mArI mAnuM bALa5Na A pachAta gAmaDAmAM vItyuM hatuM.ATalAM varSonAM anubhave evA tAraNa para pahoMcyo chuM ke koI paNa viSayanuM taLapaduM ane AdhunikatAnA pUrvagrahonA raMgo caDyA vagaranuM vAstavika jJAna meLavavuM hoya to ApaNI Aju-bAjunA sauthI abhaNa (skula-kaoNlejanA pagathiye paga paNa na mUkyo hoya tevI) vyaktine zodhI kADhI tene paDapUcha karavAnuM zarU karavuM joIe,junI-navI jivanazailInAM bahuvidha pAsAMonI pharsTa-henDa jANakArI meLavavA. A bemAMnI abhaNapaNAnI eka lAyakAta dharAvatI mArI mAne pUchatA ghaNI vAra kSullaka dekhAtIpaNa vartamAna vaizvika pariprekSyamAM kadAca ghaNI mahatvanI vAto jANavA maLatI.ekavAra meMene pUcheluM ke tame loko savAranA pahoramAM uThIne sauthI pahelAM zuM kAma karatA? tyAre javAbamAM eNe mane kaheluM ke, uThIne sauthI pahelA derAsara jaI bhagavAnanA darzana karI pachI ghare AvIne pahelA ATo tathA cokhA palALIne pachI bIjA kAme lAgavAnuM. bapore bAra vAgekhAvA joItAM roTalI-bhAta mATe savAre cha vAgye ATo bhAta palALavAnuM rahasya pahelAM to mane samajAyuM nahi paNa pachI khabara paDI ke cha vAgye cokhA | 8 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco palALI devAmAM Ave to bAra vAgyA sudhImAM e palaLIne eTalA pocA thaI jAya ke ene pakavavA mATe cUlo ardho samaya paNa bALavAnapaDe. peDhI dara peDhI vArasAmAM maLatA jJAnane vaLagI rahI pANImAM cokhA palALavA dvArA pANImAM rahelI urjA (hAIDrala pAvara)no upayoga karI baLataNa bacAvatI abhaNa mAnuM jivana vadhu vaijJAnika hatuM ke homa sAyansamAM grejyueTa thaI savAre ATha vAgye-uThI sophAseTa para besI braza karatA karatA chApAM megejhina vAMcI, savAranI TIvI siriyala joyAM pachI bAra vAgye rasoIno samaya thAya eTale nAchUTake UbhA thaI prezarakukaramAM vaijJAnikatA ane chANAM-lAkaDAMnA cUlAnI pachAtatA upara bhASaNa ApI zakavAnI zakti dharAvatI tenI dIkarInuM jIvana vadhu vaijJAnika che, te sujJa vAcako svayaM nakkI karI le. ekAda gharamAM thoDAka baLataNanI A vAta Ama to sAva mAmUlI lAgaze paNa 80 karoDanI vasatI dharAvatA AvirATa dezamAM TIpe-TIpe sarovara bharAya ane kAMkare-kAMkare pALa baMdhAyanI kahevata bhUlavI na joIe. urjA bacAvanI ane ochA upayoganI AvI keTalIya vaMzaparaMparAgata Tekniko junI peDhInI vidAya sAthe Aje vidAya letI haze, paNa ApaNe tyAM pragatinA A jamAnAmAM sAyanTiphika Temparano (vaijJAnika sucanAMka)(pragatino) artha evo karavAmAM Ave che ke skela jeTalo jaMgI ane prakriyA jeTalI jaTilateTalI vastu vadhu vaijJAnika ane prakriyA jeTalI sAdI tathA kada jeTaluM nAnuM teTalI cIja junavANI. AvA juThThANA Ikavezanane kAraNe, hAIDralapAvara (jala vidyuta) pedA karavAnI totiMga yojanAo ubhI karIne virATakAya sarovaro nIce garIba vanavAsIo, jaMgalI pazuo ane gIca jaMgalone tathA vizvabeMkanA devAnA dariyA nIce bAkI rahelA dezane DUbADI devA mATe jeTalI jahemata uThAvAya che tenA hajAramAM bhAganI mahenata paNa hAIDralapAvarano upayoga karavAnI AvI ghareluM rItione jIvADavA ke phelAvavA karavAmAM AvatI nathI. * AnI pAchaLanuM eka bIjuM kAraNa mAnava ane vadhumAM vadhu pazu-paMkhI jagata sivAyanI sRSTimAM rahelA jIvavano Adara karavAno InkAra karatI || 6

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco revaransa phora lAIphane (jIvana pratye saMvedanazIlatA) neve mUkatI ati svArthakendrInI edaMyugIna vicArasaraNI che. jainadarzana to mANasa tathA pazupaMkhI uparAMta pRthvI, pANI, agni, vAyu ane vanaspati jevA prakRtinAM anekavidha aMgomAM rahelA jIvatvano Adara karavAnI vAta sadIothI karatuM AvyuM che.jagadIzacaMdra basu bojhato aMgrejanebasubolatA AvaDatuM nahotuM mATe kahetA hatA,caTopAdhyAya ane bandhopAdhyAyabolatAM nahotuM AvaDatuM mATe ceTarajI ane benarajI karyuM tema) e vanaspatinA jIvatvane leboreTarImAM sAbita karyuMtenAthI sadIo pahelAM vaidika dhamanuyAyIonA 'javiSNusthaLe viSNu viSNuparvatamastake mAM paNa kadAca A ja vAta kahevAya che. viSNuno artha jo bhagavAna karavAmAM Ave to to bahu kaDhaMgI sthitinuM sarjana thAya mATe viSNuno artha AtmA eTale ke jIva karIne jalamAM, sthaLamAM, cheka parvatanI Toca upara rahelI zilAomAM paNa jIvattva raheluM che evo arthakaravAmAM Ave to ja A zloka-paMktinI saMgati thaI zake. Adhunika arthazAstrIothI mAMDIne paryAvaraNavido jene necarala risosIjhanA (prAkRtika urjA strota) nAme oLakhe che tevA pRthvI, pANI, agni, vAyu ane vanaspatimAM nihita caitanyanI bhAratIya darzananI mAnyatAnI AdhArazIlA para racAyelI bhAratIya jIvanarIti temAM rahelA jIvatvane Adara karIne tenA ochAmAM ochA upayogathI calAvI levAnuM zIkhavatI. eTale prAkRtika saMsAdhanono ATalo akSamya veDaphATa karavAmAM Avaze to te khUTI gayA pachI mANasajAta jIvaze kevI rIte teTalA mAtra mANasajAtanA bhaviSyane aMdhAriyuM banAvatA aTakAvavA pUratuM ja risorsa yuTilAIjhezana (urjA strotono vaparAza) ghaTADavAnA saMkucita khyAla karatAM paNa ghaNo vyApaka A draSTi koNa hato. emAM jaMgalo, jamIna, jAnavara, ke jaLano ADedhaDa upayoga karIzuM to tenA vagara AvatI kAle ApaNe jIvIzuM zI rIte eTalo maryAdita khyAla mAtra nathI, paNa te badhAmAM paNa jevI saMvedanA ApaNAmAM che tevI ja AtmasaMvedanA hovAthI anivArya upabhogane choDIne temane sparzazuddhAM // 60 ||

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meM vAMcyu tame paNa vAMco dvArA DisTarba karavAno ApaNane adhikAra nathI tevo eka udAtta vicAra chupAyelo che. iMglenDamAM thayelI audyaugika krAMti pachInA=posTaInDaTrIyala rivolyuzana eromAM je upabhoktAvAdI saMskRti pAMgarI temAM A vicArano aMza paNa na hovAnA kAraNe kevaLa 'iTa, DriMka enDa bI merI'no siddhAMta te saMskRtino ArAdhyadeva banI rahyo che. UrjAthI mAMDIne jaLa sudhInA kSetromAM jhaLUbI rahelAM gherI kaTokaTInA vAdaLono garbha A vicAranA piMDamAMthI baMdhAyelo che. savArathI sAMja ane ghoDiyAthI ghaDapaNa sudhInA ApaNA jIvana tarapha eka AchopAtaLo draSTipAta karavAmAM Avaze to vAta hAthamAM rahelA AmaLAnI jema spaSTa thai jaze. eka sarvekSaNa anusAra amerikana gharomAM naLamAMthI AvatA pANIno jaththo jo thoDoka paNa ghaTADavAmAM Ave to rojanuM 25 karoDa gelana pANI bacAvI zakAya. rojanuM 450 abaja gelana pANI veDaphatA amerikanonA gharavaparAzanA pANInA 32 TakA to zAvara bAtha pAchaLa ane 40 TakA pANI ToileTa phalaza karavA pAchaLa veDaphAya che, to 14 TakA pANI temanA voziMga mazIno cAU karI jAya che. A ja jIvana paddhatinuM anukaraNa muMbaIgarAo ane muMbaInA pagale pagale dezanA aMtariyALa gAmaDAMomAM vasatA loko paNa karavA mAMDayA che. ApaNA bApadAdA dezamAM gharanA oTale trAMbA ke pittaLano loTo laIne lImaDA-bAvaLanA dAtaNathI dAMta sApha karavA besatA tyAre eka loTo pANImAM jIvananA chellA divasa sudhI temanA dAMta jeTalA UjaLA rahetA teTalA UjaLA dAMta to AjakAla cauda-paMdara varSanA TIna-ejarsa chokarAMonA jovAmAM AvatA nathI. chatAMya vozabesinano naLa cAlu rAkhIne kolageTa ke sibAkAno sapheda ragaDo moMmAM ghasAvAnI tenI Adatane kAraNe braza karatI vakhate ja vIsathI pacIsa liTara jeTaluM pANI veDaphI nAkhe che. tame dhAro to tene bALapaNathI ja vozabesinano naLa cAlu rAkhIne braza karavAne badale loTAmAM pANI laine dAtaNa karatA jarUra zIkhavADI zako. paNa khATale moTI khoTa e che ke tamane ja || 66 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco zeviMga karatI vakhate besinano naLa cAlu rAkhIne tenAM karatAM traNathI cAragaNuM pANI DhoLavAnI Adata paDI gaI che ane saMta jJAnezvara naThArA chokarAne goLanI bAdhA ApatAM pahelAM pote goLa choDavAno dAkhalo besADI gayA hovAthI tame 'terI bI cUpa ora merI bI cUpa'nuM valaNa apanAvI AMkhamiMcAmaNAM karavAnuM zarU karI do cho. paNa tamArA AMkhamiMcAmaNA karavAthI vAta aTakatI nathI. veDaphATano tamAro A bhavya(!) saMskAravAraso tamArA bALakathI AgaLa vadhato vadhato cheka tamArA ghATI-rAmA sudhI UtarI Ave che. tamArA zAhajAdAne naLa cAlu rAkhIne braza karavA mATe ALasatA joIne te zA mATe pAchaLa rahe? te paNa vAsaNa mAMjatI vakhate naLa baMdha karavAnuM kaSTa uThAvato nathI ane tame tathA tamArA kuMvarasA'ba braza ane dADhI karavAmAM jeTaluM pANI veDapho cho tenAthI doDhuM pANI te vAsaNa mAMjatI vakhate veDaphI nAkhe che. tamArI A tripuTI jo braza, dADhI vakhate ane vAsaNa mAMjatI vakhate naLa cAlu rAkhavAnI sAhyabI choDI de to dara varSe gharadITha lAkheka liTara jeTaluM pANI to avazya bace ja bace, kAraNa ke mAtra eka miniTa naLa khullo rAkhavAmAM Ave teTalI vAramAM 13 thI 22 liTara jeTaluM pANI gaTarabheguM thaI jatuM hoya che. pAlanapuranA navAbI rAjanA vaDagAmamAM mArA bALapaNano pahelo dAyako vItyo che ane mane Aje paNa dIvA jevuM spaSTa yAda che, vidyulabhAI dhAMyajA(uttara gujarAtamAM hajAmatanuM kAma karatI jJAtinA bhAIone dhAMyajA tarIke oLakhavAmAM Ave che) ke temanA bhAI jyAre ghare amArA vALa kApavA ke pitAjInuM vatuM karavA AvatA tyAre hajAmata zarU karatA pahelAM pittaLanI eka nAnI gobAvALI vATakImAM amArI pAse thoDuM pANI maMgAvatA. eTalI nAnakaDI vATakInA pANImAM gharanA badhAnI hajAmatanuM kAma thaI jatuM. hajI Aje paNa muMbaInI phUTapAtho upara paraMparAgata nAIbhAIo morDana herakaTiMga salUnanI salUkAIthI eTalA ja pANImAM kAma patAvatA hoya che. ekavIsamI sadImAM jyAre pANIno duSkALa gherI vaLaze tyAre duniyA AkhIe || 62 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco -vAryA nahi to hAryA paNa- vozabesinanA zeviMga uparathI pittaLanI vATakInI hajAmata upara AvavuM ja paDaze. paraMtu te pahelAM pragati ane vikAsanI kalpanAomAM AmUla parivartana lAvavuM paDaze. gAmaDAnA vastArI kuTuMbanA Dhagalo vAsaNa gharanA AMgaNAmAM paDelI dhULa ke cUlAmAM bacelI chANAMnI rAkhathI ghasIne UjaLA karIne teja rAkhathI cokhkhA karI daI pANInuM TIpuM suddhAM na vAparavAnI mAravADanA gAmaDAnI kanyAne vikasita ane hutAhutInAM be vAsaNa mATe bAvIsa bAldI pANI DhoLI nAkhanAra muMbaInI allaDa yuvatIne pachAta gaNavAnA nUtana mApadaMDo vikasAvavA paDaze. 'ceriTI biginsa eTa homa'(mAnavatA potAnA gharathI zuru thAya)nI bahu gavAyelI, bahu cavAyelI kahevata anusAra dareke sauthI pahelo kuhADo potAnA paga upara ja mAravo joie. muMbaImAM vasatuM nAnAmAM nAnuM mAtra cAra sabhyonuM kuTuMba rojano mAtra pAMca miniTano zAvarabAtha le to paNa muMbaI myunisipala korporezanane dara aThavADiye traNathI cAra hajAra liTara pANInuM temanA nAmanuM nAhI nAkhavuM paDe. ATalI lakajharI choDavAnI pA-pA pagalIthI zarUAta karIe to cAra mANasanA A kuTuMbanA pAMca miniTanA zAvarabAthanuM eka aThavADiyAnuM pANI jhUMpaDapaTTImAM jIvatA eka mANasane traNa varSa sudhI pIvA mATe cAlI zake.TIvI-viDiyonI raMgIna siriyaloe ApaNI saMvedanAne eTalI buTTI banAvI dIdhI che ke, ApaNane kadAca Avo vicAra paNa Avato nathI. ApaNe to kAThiyAvADanA gAmaDAMmAM pittaLano kaLaziyo laine jhADe pharavA jatA, tene badale muMbaImAMthI kamAI AvIne nAnakaDA gAmaDAMnA gharamAM paNa saMDAsa dAkhala karavAmAM sudharI gayAnI anubhuti karatA hoie chIe. ApaNane e khabara nathI ke nAnA gAmaDAMnI gAma bahAranI vizALa khullI jamInamAM loTo laine jaMgala javAmAM to savAranA pahoranI cokhkhI havAmAM cAlavAno ane e havA zvAsamAM levAno moTo phAyado che. A dezanAM lAkho gAmaDAMonAM karoDo kuTuMbonI A taMdurasta Tevane kAraNe, vItatA varSonI sAthe dezanI koNa jANe keTalIya jamInanI phaLadrupatAmAM mAnavamaLamUtrathI vadhAro || 6 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco thAto haze te eka saMzodhanano viSaya che. tenA badale vizALa khullI jamIna dharAvatA gAmaDAMomAM paNa praduSita karanAranI pragati temane ja mubAraka. amerikAnA eka sarvekSaNa anusAra ekavAra ToyaleTa phalaza karavAmAM pAMcathI sAta gelana pANI vaparAya che (ahIM jyAM-jyAM vaparAya che zabdano upayoga thayelo dekhAya tyAM-tyAM veDaphAya che ema vAMcavuM). sAmAnya gaNitano paNa upayoga karIe to eka gharamAM ochAmAM ochuM dasavAra paNa ToIleTa phalaza thAya to rojanA sarerAza 60 gelananA hisAbe mahine 1800 gelana ane varSe 21,600 gelana pANI to eka ja kuTuMba DhoLI nAMkhe che. mAtra eka karoDa loko paNa gAmaDAMnI jIvanazailIne tarachoDI zaherI jIvana apanAve to 216 abaja gelana pANI Ama ja veDaphAi jAya. jene gelanamAM khabara nA paDatI hoya te A AMkaDAne aMdAje sADAcArathI guNI kADhaze, to tene liTarano AMkaDo maLI jaze. vikAsanI A vAhiyAta vAtone ubhIne ubhI cIrI nAkhanAra govAnA eka tejI tokhAra patrakAra kaloDa, alvArise tenA 'DevalapamenTa maca eNDa Du abAuTa nathiMga' nAmanA lekhamAM AjanI pragatino ThaThyo uDADatAM eka sarasa vAta lakhelI ke dezI DhabanI ubhaDaka page besIne zauca mATe javAnI paddhatine badalIne yuropiyana sTAIlanA kamoDa vAparavA e Adhunika pragatinI nizAnI che ane pragati mATe ApaNe game tevA bhoga ApavA taiyAra rahevuM joie. to pachI jo kamoDa vAparavAnuM zarU karavAthI thoDI ghaNI kabajiyAta rahevAnI zarU thaI jAya to taMdurastIno teTalo bhoga kamoDa vAparavAnI pragati sAme koI visAtamAM nathI ane kharekhara kamoDanI vAtane sAcI TheravatA muMbaInA aneka navanikone khUba agavaDadAyaka paDatuM hoya to paNa sudharelA ane moDarna gaNAvAnI harIphAImAM gharamAM kamoDa phiTa karAvatA joyA ane roja kabajiyAtanI TIkaDIo khAine herAna thatA paNa joyA che. je jamAnAmAM mAikro-orgenijhamsanI (sUkSma jIvonI) koI || 64 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco kalpanA paNa sAmAnya jagatane nahotI te jamAnAmAM manISI puruSoe Agama graMthomAM pANInA pratyeka biMdumAM rahelA sUkSmatama jIvonI saMkhyAnuM adbhuta varNana vagara mAIkroskope karyuM che te mastaka jhukAvI de tevuM che. pANInA pratyeka biMdumAM rahelI agaNita jIvonI sRSTinuM varNana gaNitika AMkaDAonA gajA bahAranuM hovAthI saMbodhisattarI graMthamAM tenuM kalpanAtIta varNana karatA ema lakhyuM che ke, e udakabiMdumAM rahelA sUkSmatama jIvo je asat kalpanAthI potAnuM zarIra sarasavanA dANA jeTaluM karI le to 3200 lAkha mAIla lAMbA pahoLA jaMbudrIpamAM paNa samAya nahi. potAnA kayitavyane sAmAvALAnA hRdayane sparzI jAya te rIte raju karavAnI A prabhAvazALI rItathI eka vAra jenuM haiyuM viMdhAI jAya te vyakti pANInA pratyeka TIpAno upayoga kevI rIte kare ane e mATe ja jaina dharmI parivAromAM ucharatAM bALakane gaLathUthImAMthI ja evA saMskAra ApavAmAM AvatA ke beTA, pANI to ghInI jema vAparavuM joie. ApaNane to jyAre kUvo sUkAya tyAre pANInI kiMmata samajAtI hoya che ane temAMya rAjakAraNIo to ko'kanuM ghara baLatuM hoya tyAre tene olavavAne badale enI UnI AMca para potAnI khIcaDI pakAvI letA takasAdhuonI jema sukAyelA kUvA ke dukALanA oLAno upayoga paNa potAnI gAdI sthira ane tijorI tara karI nAkhanAra yojanAo lokonA gaLe utAravA ja karatA hoya che. paraMtu divase divase vadhune vadhu bhayAnaka svarUpa dhAraNa karanArI pANInI achatanI vizvavyApaka samasyAno sAco ukela virATakAya baMdho ke pAtALakUvA dvArA bhUgarbhamAM jaLa zoSI levAmAM nahi, paNa pANI ghInI jema vAparavAnI pelA abhaNa DozImAMnI salAhamAM rahelo che te nakkI. bhAratanA ajANa gAmaDAnAM gharaDAM DozImAnuM A vAkya pANI bacAvonI vizvavyApI jhuMbezano mudrAlekha banI javo joie. -atula zAha vikrama savaMta 2047 CD || 6 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco samasyA pANI gALavAnI H samAdhAna varasAdanA pANInA TAMkAnuM trilokaguru paramAtmA mahAvIradevanI UjaLI paraMparAnA AbhUSaNa svarUpa zrI zayyabhavasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAe dazavaikAlika sUtra' nAmanA ajoDa graMthamAM niSpApa jIvanazailInuM varNana cAra padanA eka ja zlokamAM karatA kahyuM che ke, je jayANApUrvaka Ubho rahe, bese, cAle, sUe, khAya ane bole te pApathI bace.A AkhAya vAkyamAM "jayaNApUrvaka e kIvarDa(cAvIrUpa zabda) che. eka apekSAe joie to jayaNA eto tIrthakaropadiSTa nirAraMbha jIvanazailInI AdhArazilA che. Adhunika vijJAna, keLavaNI ane yaMtravAdanA Agamana pachI moTA bhAganA jaina parivAromAMthI A jayaNA dharmanuM devALuM nIkaLI gayuM che. jADA kapaDAMthI gALyA vagaranA pANImAM saMkhyAbaMdha trasa (hAlatA-cAlatA) jIvo rahetA hovAthI AryAvartamAM mAtra jaina parivAromAM ja nahi paNa ajainomAMye pIvAnuM ke vaparAzanuM pANI kapaDAthI gALIne ja vAparavAno rivAja hato. ajaina purANomAM to tyAM sudhInA varNana Ave che ke eka ghaDo aNagaLa pANI vAparanArane sAta gAma bALavA jeTaluM pApa lAge. ItihAsa e vAtanI zAkha pUre che ke paramAhat mahArAjA kumArapALa potAnA lazkaranA (11) lAkha ghoDAone paNa pANI gaLAvIne ja vaparAvatA. gAmaDe gAmaDe baheno vAva, kUvA ke nadI upara pANI bharavA jatI tyAre ghare pANI lAvIne, gALIne, badhuM pANI bharAI jAya tyAre je kapaDAthI badhuM pANI ghare gALyuM hoya te gaLaNuM chelluM vAva, kUvA ke nadI upara laI jaI gaLaNAne pANI upara addhara barAbara pahoLuM karIne gALelA pANIno ekAda loTo te gaLA upara dhIredhIre reDatI. jethI pANI gALavAnI prakriyA daramiyAna aNagaLa pANImAM rahelA je jIvajaMtuo te gaLaNAmAM AvI gayA hoya te badhA pharI pAchA mULa pANImAM pahoMcI jAya | 66 //.

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco ane potAnuM kudaratI AyuSya pANImAM pUruM karI zake. gaLaNA upara pANI reDIne aLagaNa pANInA jIvone pharI pAchA pANImAM (svasthAne)pahoMcADavAnI A kriyAne saMkhAro kADhavAnI kriyA kahevAya che. judA-judA uSNatAmAnavALA tathA kSAranuM juduM-juduM pramANa dharAvatA pANImAM rahelA jIvajaMtuo judA uSNatAmAna tathA kSAranuM juduM pramANa dharAvatA pANImAM jAya to tyAM jIvI zakatA nathI, evA AjanA vaijJAnika risaMcanI jANa gAmaDAMnI abhaNa DozIone yugothI hatI. tethI derANI eka kUvethI (dA.ta. lImaDAvALI zerIne kUvethI) cAra ghaDA pANI lAvI hoya ane pAMcamo ghaDo levA jeThANI jatI hoya to derANI jeThANIne sUcanA ApI de che, hu lImaDAzerInA kUvethI pANI lAvI chuM eTale mArA pANIno saMkhAro(jIvo)te kUvAmAM ja nAkhajo.' Ama kahevAnuM kAraNa eTaluM ja ke jeThANI to kadAca pANI bharavA bIjA (dA.ka. pIpaLAzerInA) kUve paNa jAya ane jo AgalA kUvAno saMkhAro (jIvo) pachInA bIjA kUvAmAM naMkhAI jAya to tenuM pANI AgalA kUvA karatA thoDuM paNa vadhAre ThaMDu ke garama hoya, athavA ochAvattA kSAravALuM hoya to te jIvo temAM jIvI na zake. jIvananI nAnI moTI denaMdina kriyAomAM bhutadayAne ATalI sUkSmatAthI vaNI lenAra jIvanazailI keTalI mahAna haze! paNa henDa-paMpa ane naLanA Agamana sAthe jaina parivAroe paNa jayaNA dharmane mahaaMze alavidA ApI dIdhI che. kUve-vAve ke nadIe pANI bharavA jatI panihArI lagabhaga bhUtakALanI vAta banI gaI che. pANI gALavAnI e udAtta paraMparAnA pratikarUpe moTA bhAganA loko naLa upara kapaDAnI (ane have to nAyalonanI sAva nakAmI) kothaLI bAMdhI daI pANI gAthAno mithyA AtmasaMtoSa anubhavatA thaI gayA che. hakIkatamAM to kothaLImAM gaLAIne pANI Ave eno artha e ja thayo ke aLagaNa pANInA jIvo kothaLImAM rahI jAya ane ghaDI-beghaDImAM jyAre e kothaLI sUkAI jAya tyAre pANImAM ja jIvI zake tevA) e jIvo taraphaDIne marI jatA hoya che. Ama, kothaLI bAMdhavA pAchaLano aNagaLa pANInA jIvonI hiMsAthI bacavAno | 67 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco mULabhUta udeza to temAM marI ja jato hoya che. to have AjanA yugamAM amalamAM karI zakAya tevo Ano vyavahArUvikalpa zuM te prazna saheje khaDo thAya ja. jyAM sudhI hAla cAlatA (naLane kapaDAnI kothaLI bAMdhavAnA) rivAjane jALavI rAkhavo eTalA mATe ucita jaNAya che ke, temAM jIvonI rakSA thatI nahovA chatAM paNa pANI to gALIne ja vAparavuM joIe e vicAranI rakSA jarUra thAya che. eTale pariNAmanirvasa thatA aTakatA hovAthI naLane kothaLI bAMdhavAnuM choDI devAne badale (kothaLI sUtI kapaDAnI ja bAMdhavI) ane ApaNA pariNAmanI sAthe-sAthe jIvonI paNa rakSA thAya e dizAmAM AgaLa vadhavuM joie. jyAM-jyAM haju paNa nAnAM gAmaDAMomAM zaheromAM-tIrthomAM kUvAnI vyavasthA hoya ke UbhI karI zakAya tema hoya tyAM tyAM kUvAmAMthI hAthe pANI kheMcIne saMkhAro te ja kUvAmAM kADhavAnuM ekadama zakya che. jene jayaNAno tIvra pariNAma hoya ene A vAta azakya nahi ja lAge. muMbaI jevA zaheromAM paNa Ajeya evA vaiSNava parivAro vase che ke je temanA gRhamaMdiramAM padharAvelA ThAkorajInA abhiSeka mATe naLanuM pANI na vAparavAnA AgrahI hovAthI najIkamAM AvelA kUvAmAMthI u.pra. bAjunA bhaiyAo pAse pANI kheMcAvIne roja ghaDA dITha rUpiyAnI majUrI ApIne paNa ThAkorajI mATe tathA custa vaiSNavo to aMgata vaparAza mATe paNa e ja pANI vApare che. pUrvAvasthAmAM muMbaI vAlakezvara roDa upara Avela zrI supArzvanAtha bhagavAnanA derAsaranI pAchaLa Avela kUvAmAMthI zItalabAga khAtenA derAsaramAM prabhujInA abhiSeka ane pIvAnA pANI mATe pANI pahoMcADe tevI vyaktinI zodha karatA khabara paDI ke, Aje paNa uttara pradezanA bhaiyAo savArathI sAMja sudhI vaiSNava parivAromAM kuvAnuM pANI AvI rIte hAthe kheMcIne pahoMcADe che.jovaiSNava parivAro muMbaI jevA zaheromAM paNa vIsamI sadImAMye potAnA ThAkorajI mATe naLanuM pANI nA ja vAparavAno Agraha jIvanamAM amalI banAvI zakatA hoya to, trilokaguru paramAtmAnA bhakta jaina parivAro mATe e agharuM che? jo ke Aje paNa vAlakezvarathI mAMDIne bhUlezvara ane tAradeva jevA vistAromAM evA | 6 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco vidhianurAgI jaino vase che ke je AvA bhaiyAone mahinAnA pagArathI bAMdhIne saMkhAro kADheluM kUvAnuM pANI maMgAvIne yathAzakya teno ja upayoga kare che. je yAtriko sukhazIlIyA-sagavaDa premI hoya temane tIrthasthAnonA vahIvaTadAroe dubhAtA dile kadAca naLa jevI jayaNAvihIna sagavaDo tIrthasthAnomAM pUrI pADavI hoya to paNa sAthe-sAthe te vahIvaTadAroe je yAtriko tIrthasthAnomAM vidhipUrvaka pANI gALIne snAna-pUjAdi karavA mAgatA hoya temane te mATenI kUvA vagerenI sagavaDa to avazya pUrI pADavI joIe. tene badale Aje to moTe bhAge evI paristhitinuM sarjana thayuM che ke, jyAM tIrthasthAnomAM jUnA samayanA kUvA vagere hoya tyAM paNa ajJAna vahIvaTadAro te kUvA baMdha karI daI upara mazIna besADI de che. eTale pANI hAthe kheMcIne ke tIrthanA koI sTApha pAse kheMcAvIne saMkhAro kaDhAvI vAparI zakAya tevI vyavasthA pUrI pADavAnI vAta to bAju para rahI paNa AvI vyavasthA upalabdha hoya to teno paNa nAza karavAmAM Ave che. muMbaI jevA zahero karatAM ye nAnAM gAmaDAM ke nAnAM zaheromAM to hajI paNa kUvethI pANI kheMcIne lAvavuM khUba saraLa che. Aja kAla Tyubavelo ane DIjhala-Ila enjino dvArA pAtALamAMthI eTaluM badhuM pANI cUsI levAmAM AvyuM che ke, ghaNI jagyAe kAM to kuvA sAva sUkAI gayA che. to vaLI bIje keTaleka ThekANe pAtALakuvAvALA saMDAsane kAraNe bhUgarbhanA jaLastroto pradUSita thayA hovAthI AvA kUvAonuM pANI vAparavAlAyaka rahyuM nathI. kyAMka-kyAMka jamInamAM pANI khAruM hovAne kAraNe paNa teno upayoga thaI zake tema hoto nathI. je sthaLoe kUvAnuM pANI vAparavAmAM uparokta muzkelIo ubhI thAya ema hoya tyAM paNa zakya banI zake tevA alpadoSavALo vikalpa varasAdI pANInA TAMkAno che. amadAvAda, pATaNa, khaMbhAta, rAdhanapura jevA aneka zaheronA jUnA derAsaromAM raMgamaMDapanI ja athavA cokanI nIce bhUgarbha (bhoyarA)mAM varasAdanuM pANI saMgharavA aMDaragrAuDa TAMkA karavAmAM AvelA che. derAsaranA LI| 6 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco zikhara upara ke ghummaTa upara je pANI paDe te (ghummaTanI cAre bAju nAnakaDI pALI banAvI lIdhI hovAne kAraNe nIce paDavAne badale) naLiyAnI ke bIjI koI paNa pAIpa dvArA sIdhuM bhUgarbhaTAMkAmAM vahyuM jAya.TAMkAnuM dhAbuM(sIliMga) pattharanI pATothI bharavAmAM AvatuM, jemAM ekAda ghaDo jaI zake teTalI jagyAvALuM DhAMkaNuM rAkhI temAM trAMbA-pittaLanuM DhAMkaNuM kholI ghaDA dvArA rassI vaDe pANI kheMcIne ja TAMkAmAM saMkhAro kADhI levAmAM Avato.Ama, aNagaLa pANInA jIvonI virAdhanAnA moTA pApamAMthI bacI javAtuM. dareka sthaLe potAnI AvazyakatA ane prApta jagyAnA AdhAre TAMkAnI laMbAI, pahoLAI ne UDAI alaga-alaga rahetI. eka arthamAM joIe to TAMkuM eka prakAranuM bhoyaruM ja athavA bhUgarbha-oraDo ja raheto jemAM pANI bharavAmAM AvatuM. Ama jamInanI aMdara ja derAsaranI ke cokanI nIce ja TAMkuM banAvavAmAM AvatuM hovAthI eka paNa Ica vadhArAnI jagyAnI AvazyakatA rahetI nahi. agAzImAM be chidro(kANAM) rAkhavAmAM AvatA.je chidramAMthI pANI pAIpa dvArA TAMkAmAM jAya temAM ziyALA-unALA daramyAna sAmAnya rIte lAkaDAno daTTo bharAvI rAkhavAmAM Avato jethI dhULa, jIvajaMtu vagere TAMkAmAM jAya nahi. pahelo varasAda paDe tyAre paNa A daTTo baMdha ja raheto jethI agAzImAM varSabharamAM je dhULa-kacaro vagere bhegA thayA hoya te pahelA varasAdanA pANImAM dhovAIne bIjA khullA chidra dvArAbahAra nIkaLI javAthI agAzI cokhkhI thaI jatI. te pachI bIjA chidramAM daTTo bharAvI daI TAMkImAM pANI javA mATenA pAIpano daTTo kholI devAmAM Avato jethI pachInA varasAdanuM pANI sIdhuM TAMkAmAM bharavA lAgatuM. kyAreka pahelA varasAda pachI cokhkhI thayelI agAzImAM marelA uMdara jevI azuci mUkI javAthI kAgaDAnI Teva hoya che eTale bIjA varasAda pahelAM te aMge najara karI levAmAM AvatI. naLa ke paMpanA pANIne gharomAM TAMkAmAM bharavAmAM Ave tyAre temAM thoDA ja samayamAM jIvAta-porA vagere thaI jatA jovAmAM Ave che. jyAre varasAdanA pANImAM evo guNa che ke, te pANI varSo sudhI paDyuM rahe to paNa temAM jIvAta | 100 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco to nahi paNa pANInA porApaNa paDatA nathI. pANI kADhatI vakhate hAtha-vAsaNa vagerenI cokhkhAI jALavI hoya to varSo sudhI cokhkhA rahetA A varasAdanA pANInA auSadhIya guNonuM paNa aDhaLaka varNana Ayurvedika graMthomAM jovA maLe che. 'carakasaMhitA'nA sUtrasthAnamAM 27mA "annapAnavidhi" nAmanA adhyAyamAM jalavarganA varNanamAM varasAdanA pANI (divya jaLa)ne svabhAve zItavIrya, pavitra, kalyANakArI, svAde sukhakArI, nirmaLa, pacavAmAM halakuM, meghA(buddhi) vardhaka, ArogyakArI tathA sAte dhAtuone vadhAranAruM ane rAjAone pIvA yogya kahyuM che. suzruta paNa sUtrasthAnanA 4pamA adhyAyamAM gaganajaLane kapha, vAyu ane pitta traNeno nAza karanAruM, baLaprada, rasAyana, buddhivardhaka, amRtatulya ane ekAMte karIne atizaya pathya kahe che. emAMya bhAdaravA suda terasa (agatsya-trayodazI)nA divase agatsya tArAnA udaya pachI zaradaRtumAM ekaThA karAyelA haMsodaka'nA nAme oLakhAtA varasAdanA pANInA to aDhaLaka guNa gavAyA che. aSTAMgahRdayakAra tenA dravadravya vijJAnIya nAmanA pAMcamA adhyAyamAM A badhA guNo uparAMta hRdayane mATe paNa tehitakArI hovAnuM jaNAve che. carakasaMhitAnA ja yajapurUSIya nAmanA 22mA adhyAyamAM badhA telamAM talanuM tela, dUdhamAM gAyanuM dUdha, kaThoLamAM maga-ema badhI zreSTha vastuonuM varNana karatA "aMtarikSam udakam udakAnAm" kahIne nadI, taLAva, kUvA, sarovara, vAva vagere badhA pANImAM varasAdanuM pANI zreSTha hovAnuM jaNAvela che. A ja vAta kavi RSabhadAse zrI zatruMjayanI stutimAM "maMtramAM navakAra ja jANuM, tArAmAM jemacaMdra vakhANuM, jaladhara jalamAM jANuM bolanArane paNa "jaladhara jalamAM jANuMno artha bhAgye ja khabara haze. jaladhara eTale jalane dhArI rAkhe te eTale ke megha-vAdaLa, kavivarano Azaya ema che ke jema badhA pANImAM jaladharanuM eTale ke varasAdanuM pANI zreSTha che tema badhA tIrthomAM || 10 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco zrI zatruMjaya zreSTha che. mATe ja jUnA vaidyo maMda pAcana zaktivALA daradIone varasAdanuM pANI ja vAparavAnuM kahetA. gAmaDAnA jUnA loko mATInA moTAmoTA goLAomAM comAsAmAM bharI rAkheluM varasAdanuM pANI dALa sIjhavavA, lagnAdi prasaMgoe paheravAnI mUlyavAna rezamI sADIo dhovAmAM tathA cAMdI jevI kiMmatI dhAtunA vAsaNa mAMjavAmAM upayogamAM letA jethI dALa vagere jaldI sIjhI jAya tathA mUlyavAna kapaDAM-vastro ekadama ujaLA thAya.atyAre ArasanAM tathA dhAtunAM pratimAjI kALA paDI jatAM hovAnI phariyAda vyApaka banatI jAya che temAM kemikalavALA naLanAM ke paMpanA pANI dvArA thayelo abhiSeka-prakSAla paNa kAraNabhUta che. AnA badale jo(TAMkAmAM saMgharelA) varasAdanA pANIthI abhiSeka karavAnuM zarU karavAmAM Ave to pratimAjI ujaLA thayA sivAya rahe nahi. varasAdanA pANIno ane temAMye maghA nakSatranA paMdara divasa daramyAna varaselAM pANIno AdezamAM khUbamahimA gaNavAmAM Avato. khaMbhAtathI laIne bADamera sudhInA aneka zaheromAMderAsaranI jema ja ghare ghare ghara vaparAzanA pANI mATe paNa gharanI nIce TAMkuM banAvI agAzI upara paDatA varasAdanA pANIne pAIpa dvArA jhIlI laI teno ja upayoga karavAmAM Avato.khaMbhAta jevA zaheromAM Aje paNa ghare ghare AvA TAMkAnAM pANIno ja upayoga karavAmAM Ave che. zrImaMtonA gharomAM to eTalAM moTAM TAMkA rahetAM ke temanI AkhI jAtano jamaNavAra karavAmAM Ave to paNa TAMkAnuM pANI mAMDa cAra AMgaLa jeTaluM paNa ochuM thatuM nahi. mojazokha mATe TI.vI.-viDIyothI laIne mArUti-phija sudhInA sAdhano vasAvI zakanAra jaino jo dhAre to jayaNAnA pAlana mATe potapotAnA ghare TAMkA dvArA gALelA pANIno upayoga karavAnuM Ayojana temanA mATe jarAya agharuM nathI. moTA zaheromAM to pIvAnA pANInI ane gaTaranI pAIpo lIka thaIne ekabIjAmAM bhaLI jaI rogacALo phelAvavAmAM kAraNa banyA hovAnA kissA paNa noMdhAyA che. moTA zaheromAM jaMgI sarovaro ke baMdhomAMthI totiMga mazIno dvArA voTara varksamAMthI pAIponAM jALA ubhA karavAmAM je ghora AraMbha | 102 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco samAraMbha thAya che tenuM karAvaNa-anumodananuM pApata naLanuM pANI vAparanArane lAgyA vagara rahe? myunisipAliTInA kemikalavALA pANI pIne roganA bhoga banavuM ane ko'ka vAra yuddha jevA saMyogamAM ko'ka AtaMkavAdI AkhA zaheranA myuni.nA mukhya TAMkAmAM poTeziyama sAInAIDa jevuM kAMIkajhera nAkhIne badhAne sAmUhika rIte jokhamamAM mUke tevI paristhitinA bhoga banavuM tenA karatAM darekanA ghare pANInI svAvalaMbI-jayaNAyukta TAMkAnI vyavasthA hoya te vadhu sAruM nathI? sarakArane apAtA karaverAno upayoga katalakhAnA jevI mahAhiMsAnA protsAhanamAM thato hoya che. tenAthI ciMtita lokoekharekhara to potAnA paisAno tevo upayoga na thAya te mATe zakya teTalI sarakArI savalatono upayoga karavAnuM TALavuM joIe. tame naLano upayoga karo to tamAre myuni.ne voTara Teksa(pANI vero) bharavo ja paDaze, ane tame bharelA pANI verAnA paisA sarakAra dharmanAzaka yojanAomAM vAparaze.paNa tameTAMkAnuM ja pANI vAparatA ho ne naLano upayoga karatA ja na hova to kadAca pANI verAmAMthI bacI paNa zako. Ama, tamArA paisAmAMthI thatI hiMsA eTale aMze aTakI zake. - jo mAtra eka phUTa lAMbA, eka phUTa pahoLA ane eka phUTa UDA eTale ke eka ghana(kyubika)phUTa TAMkAmAM 28 lITara pANI samAI zakatuM hoya to eka kuTuMbanI pANInI jarUriyAto jayaNApUrvaka saMtoSI zakavA mATe bahu moTA TAMkAnI paNa AvazyakatA rahetI nathI. hakIkatamAM to zAstromAM derAsaraupAzraya jevA dharmasthAnonuM bAMdhakAma paNa pANI gALIne ja karavAnuM vidhAna che. joderAsara uparAMta upAzraya-dharmazALA jevA dharmasthAnonI nIce AvA virATa TAMkAnI vyavasthA karavAmAM Ave to te dharmasthAnonA bAMdhakAma uparAMta sAdharmika-jamaNa, sAmUhika oLI jevA dharmAnuSThAnomAM paNa gALeluM pANI vAparavAnI vidhi sAcavI zakAya. ghare-ghare TAMkAnA rUpamAM AvA vikendrIta baMdhanI vyavasthA hoya to nadIo para virATa baMdho bAMdhI lAkho mANasone beghara | 103 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco karavAnI; karoDo jaLacara jIvone mAravAnI ke lIlAchama jaMgalone kApavAnI jarUra na paDe, ane babbe-traNa varSanA kAramA duSkALamAM paNa pIvAnA pANInI samasyA to ubhI ja na rahe. sAMbhaLavA mujaba AphrikAnI ke leTina amerikAnI ko'ka sarakAra to navA makAnamAM TAMkAnuM Ayojana karyuM hoya to ja tenA nakazA maMjUra karIne bAMdhakAma zarU karavAnI rajA Ape che. pANInI AvazyakatA ja na rahe tevI videhI sthitine prApta karIe tyAM sudhI je pANI anivAryapaNe vAparavuM paDe to jayaNApUrvaka ja vAparavuM che tevo saMkalpa hoya to tenA baLe eka divasa evI akSaya sthiti jarUra prApta thAya ke jyAM dehAtIta banI gayela AtamarAmane AvA parapadArthonI AvazyakatA ja na rahe. -munihitarUcivijayajI paryuSaNa parva, vikrama saMvata 2049 co duniyAnuM sauthI moTuM pustakAlaya perisamAM vivvalethika nezanala lAyabrerI 50 lAkha pustako hastalikhita. iMgleMDamAM brITiza myujIyama thoDu nAnuM paNa emAM kiMmatI padArtha ghaNA che. raziyAmAM lenIna greDamAM 45 lAkha 60 hajAra pustako, 1 lAkha 20 hajAra hasta likhita prata. vIra zAsana tA. 6/1/1933nA aMkamAM. || 104 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco tamArA oraDAmAM ajavALuM pAtharanAra vIjaLInI cAMpa ko'ka garIba gAmaDiyAnA jIvanamAM amAsano aMdhakAra paNa relAvI zake che vIjaLInI zodha navIsavI thaI hatI te jamAnAmAM ko'ka yuropiyana kaMpanIno ejanTa kAThiyAvADanA eka dezI rajavADAnA ThAkorane temanA rAjamAM vIjaLI dAkhala karavA samajAvavA Avelo. rAjamahelamAM rAjAsAheba AgaLa vIjaLInI jAtabhAtanI karAmatonuM varNana cAlI rahyuM hatuM. "basa eka cAMpa dabAvo eTale ajavALuM thaI jAya'thI mAMDIne "unALAnI bharagaramImAM cAMpa dabAvo eTale paMkho cAlyA ja kare" sudhInuM guNavarNana pUruM thayA pachI dhIMgI koThAsUjha dharAvanArA eka kAThI darabAre pelA yuropiyanane pUchayuM ke "A to bhAI, te badhI enA phAyadAnI vAta karI, paNa eno koI geraphAyado kharo ke nahIM ?'' ejanTe jyAre kahyuM ke "geraphAyadAomAM to eTaluM ja ke ko'ka vAra karaMTa lAge to mANasa marI jAya evuM bane'' tyAre paLanAya vilaMba vagara rAjAe kahI dIdhuM ke "je cIjathI mANasa marI jAya tevI zakyatA hoya te cIjamAM lAkha phAyadA hoya to paNa mAre e cIja na joIe." kAThiyAvADanA e ThAkorane to vIjaLIno karaMTa lAge to mANasa marI jAya eTalA eka ja geraphAyadAnI khabara hatI. jyAre gAMdhInagara ane dilhImAM beThelA ThAkorone to e paNa khabara che ke jaLavidyuta mathako, tharmala pAvara sTezano ane khAsa karIne aNuvidyuta mathako to duniyA AkhIne motane Are lAvIne ubhI karI de teTalA khataranAka che ane chatAMya nArAyaNa desAI jevA sarvodayI AgevAnonI cetavaNIone gaNakAryA vagara teo surata pAsenA kAkarApArathI laIne dezabharamAM aNuvidyuta mathakonuM jALuM vistAratA ja jAya che. jaLavIjaLI pedA karavA mATe je virATa baMdho bAMdhavAmAM Ave che tenI || 10' ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco keTalI bhAre sAmAjika paryAvaraNIya kiMmata cUkavavI paDe che tenuM abhyAsapUrNa varNana briTananA jagavikhyAta megejhina IkolojIsTa'nA taMtrI "eDavarDa golDa smitha ane nikola hilDayorDa" "soziyala enDa envAyarnamenTala IphekTasa opha lArja gemsa' (moTA bAMdhonI sAmAjika ane paryAvaraNika asaro)nA traNa volyumamAM duniyAbharanA moTA baMdhanA kesa sTaDI mUkIne karyuM che. hajAro lAkho garIba mANasone potAnA bApIkAgharamAMthI ukheDIne pheMkI devA, sUryanuM kiraNa jyAM dhoLe divase paNa pesI na zake tevA jaMgalone DubADI devA ane AvI rIte baMdho bAMdhIne vIjaLI pedA karI zrImaMtonA rephrijareTarsake erakanDizanarsa calAvavAmAM ke tamAkunA pAkane rAtadivasa pANI pUruM pADavA Ile.enjino calAvavAmAM kayo kudaratI jAya che e eka gahana koyaDo che. tharmala pAvara sTezananA kissAmAM paNa 'vohI raphatAra beDhaMgI' jevI ja hAlata che. roDa ke relave raste amadAvAda pAsethI pasAra thatI vakhate saue sAbaramatI pAse(jene moTAbhAganA lokomilanA bhUMgaLA mAnI le che)tharmala pAvara sTezananA totiMga bhUMgaLA joyA haze. tame kadAca jiMdagImAM joyA na hoya evA jherI dhumADAnA thAMbhalA (ene mATe dhUmrastaMbho jevo kAvyAtmaka zabda vAparavAthI enI pAchaLa rahelI maraziyAnI chAMTa ochI nathI thatI) e bhUMgaLA uparathI AkAzamAM uThatA tamane jovA maLaze. AjubAjunA makAnonI AgAzI upara pAvarasTezanamAMthI uDatI jhINI kolasInA tharanAM thara bAjhI jAya che. sAbaramatInA upAzrayamAM cAturmAsa karatA jaina sAdhuonA zveta vastro divasabhara uDatI jhINI kolasIne kAraNe sAMje zyAmavarNA thaI jatAM hovAno anubhava temane mukhethI sAMbhaLavA maLe che. amadAvAda myuni.korpo.nA ekaTocanI kakSAnA adhikArI sAthe thayelI anaupacArika vAtacIta daramiyAna temaNe sAme cAlIne nikhAlasatApUrvaka kabUla kareluM ke tharmala pAvara sTezanane kAraNe sAbaramatIno vistAra amAro sauthI vadhu pradUSita vistAra che. kolasAmAMthI vIjaLI pedA karatA A tharmala pAvara sTezano vAtAvaraNamAM DhagalAbaMdha salphara ane nAITrojana okasAIlsa choDatA hoya che. UMce | 106 //.

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco AkAzamAM temanA baMdhAraNamAM rAsAyaNika parivartano thayA pachI Aja kemikalsa esiDanA svarUpamAM varasIne nadInALAmAM rahelI vanaspatine, jIvasRSTine khatama karavA uparAMta jyAM varase tyAM jaMgalono nAza kare che. tyAM sudhI ke A esiDathI te vistAramAM AvelA makAnone paNa ghasAro pahoce che. "dhavarlDarisorsIjha InsTiTyUTa" "bradhiMga Ijhiyara"nAmanA pustakanA AMkaDA anusAra amerikAnI keTalIka pUrvIya parvatamALAomAM varasatA varasAdamAM to binapradUSitavarSAjaLanI sarakhAmaNImAM esiDanupramANa behajAragaNuM vadhAre noMdhAyuM che. AvI vizvasanIya saMsthAno riporTanahoya to ApaNuM mana mAnavA paNa taiyAra na thAya ke tyAMnA varasAdamAM lIMbunA rasamAM hoya teTaluM esiDanuM pramANa hatuM. esiDa-varSAmAM mukhya gunegAra salphara DAyokasAIDa (eka prakAranuM esiDa je vAhana ane kArakhAnAo mAMthI nikaLe te) che ane amerikAmAM vAtAvaraNamAM umeratA kula salphara DAyokasAIDamAMthI 6pa TakAnA maLamAM IlekTrIka sAdhanono vaparAza hoya che. A badhuM vAMcIne IlekTrIsITIno vaparAza sadaMtara choDI devo e to ko'ka mahAsattvazALI DAyanemikaviralAnuM ja kAma che. paNa dareka vAcaka dhAre to eTaluM to cokakasa nakkI karI zake ke havethI be dAdara caDhavA mATe ke cAra dAdara utaravA mATe liphTanuM baTana dAbavAne badale caraNakamaLane thoDuMka kaSTa ApIzuM.IlekTrIsITInA utpAdanamAM sIdhuM-ADakataruM ATaluM badhuM zoSaNa che e jANyA pachI tAradeva erakanDizanDa mArkeDanI sAme araviMdakuMjamAM rahetA dhAnerAnA zrImaMta kuTuMbanA sevaMtI zAhe potAnA gharamAM vIjaLIno vaparAza sadaMtara baMdha karyo che. gharamAM Dorabelane badale temaNe daravAjAnI bahAra eka dorI bAMdhI aMdara tenI sAthe joDAyela ghaMTanI vyavasthA karI che. bahArathI koI paNa mahemAna Ave to dorI kheMce eTale aMdarano ghaMTa vAge. je sAMbhaLIne daravAjo kholavAmAM Ave. mahemAno mATe novelTInI novelTI ane vIjaLIka Dorabelano upayoga na karavo paDe te naphAmAM. sau koI sevaMtIbhAInI jema Dorabela para hAtha nAkhatAM pahelAM daravAjo saheja khaTakhaTAvIne ke ekAda-be bUma | 107 ||

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meMvAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco mArIne daravAjo kholavAnI koziza to jarUra karI zake. bahu garamI lAge to gayA unALAmAM sevaMtIbhAIno parivAra temanI patnIne kariyAvaramAM maLela motIbharatanA suMdara hAthavIMjhaNAthI thoDIka garamI dUra karI leto paNa paMkhAnI svIcane temaNe hAtha paNa lagADyo nathI. sAdA jIvananA premI hovAne kAraNe zrImaMta hovA chatAM erakanDizanara to temaNe vasAvyuM ja nahotuM, para gharamAMnA rephrijareTarane vidAya ApI pANI ThaMDuM karavA mATe amadAvAdI ghaDAno vaparAza zarU karI dIdho. AnI eka ADapedAzarUpe atizaya ThaMDA pANI ane bIjA padArtho khAvAthI zarU thayelI maMdAgni ane pAcana na thavAnI temanI takalIpho paNa dUra thaI gaI tethI temanovaidya paNa temanI vIjaLI haTAvo jhuMbezathI rAjI che. amerikAnA tamAma aNuvIjamathako (vIjaLI pedA karavAno eka apekSAe sauthI khataranAka rasto) dvArA pedA thatI vIjaLIno aradho aradha hisso, to teo rephrijareTarsa calAvavAmAM ja kharcI nAkhe che. amerikAmAM vaparAtI vIjaLInA 7 TakA, rephrijareTarsapAchaLa vaparAya che. jyAre zaheromAM vasatA morDana amerikano to temanA kula vIjavaparAzanA 25TakA phijapAchaLa veDaphI nAMkhe che. amerikanonephija vAparavAnuM baMdha karavA samajAvavuM agharuM che paNa gharanuM vAstu ja ghaDo mUkIne karavA TevAyela bhAratIyo dhAre to phijanA ThaMDA pANInI boTalone badale maTakAkolAthI cokkasa calAvI zake. trAMbApittaLanA vAsaNanuM ajoDa myujhiyama khaDuM karanAra vizAlAvALA surendra paTela amadAvAdamAM solAthI gotA jatAM bhAgavata vidhApIThanI bAjumAM AvelA temanA gAramATInA pelesanI mulAkAte AvanAra mahemAnone hozehaze temanuM vijaLI vagara cAlatuM dezI phrija acUka batAve che. mATInuM A nAnakaDuM sAdhana vAtAvaraNanI garamI-ThaMDIne aMdara pesatAM aTakAvI aMdaranA zAkabhAjI, phaLaphaLAdinI sAcavaNI vagara vIjaLIe kare che. mAnavatA, anukaMpA, janasevA e ja prabhusevA ane garIbonI hamadardInI moTI moTI vAto karanArane to Ameya erakanDizanara ke rephrijareTara vAparavAno adhikAra nathI, kAraNa ke ojhona leyaramAM gAbaDuM pADI duniyAbharamAM kensara jevA || 10 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco rogonuM pramANa behada vadhArI denArI sIephasInA utpAdanamAM sauthI moTo phALo erakanDizanarsa ane rephrijareTarsano che. sevaMtIbhAInuM AkhuM kuTuMba mizanarI dhagazavALuM che eTale emanI patnI paNa caTaNI vATavAthI laIne sUMThapIparImULa jevA masAlA khAMDavA grAInDara-mikasara-jyusarano upayoga karavAne badale paraMparAgata sAdhanothI calAvI le che ane skUlamAM bhaNatA temanA be dIkarA ane dIkarI karizmA rAtre vAMcavA mATe divelanA dIvAnA ajavALe vAMcIne parIkSA ApavAno Agraha rAkhe che. varSothI seMkaDo rUpiyAnuM vIjaLI bila bharanAra parivAranuM mITara jhIrono AMkaDo batAvavA lAgyuM eTale besTano mANasa Avyo ane jyAre teNe jANyuM A loko rAtre paNa DroIMgarUmamAM lAITane badale dIvo karIne bese che tyAre tenA moMmAMthI paNa zabdo nIkaLI paDyA, "are!tuma loga bambaI meM jItaho kyA?' A parivAre cAritra laI lIdhuM che. vIsa karoDa amerikano bhegA maLIne dara varSe eka ajaba IlekTrIka balbano khurado bolAvI de che. ATalA balba jo jamIna upara pAtharyA hoya to roja traNa ekara jamIna bharAI jAya.muMbaInA gujaju ArkiTekTo paNa jo eTaluM nakakI kare ke temanA grAhakonA InTiriyaramAM svIca dAbavAthI eka sAthe beke cAra balbo cAlu thAya tevA phiTiMgsa goThavavAne badale eka svIcathI eka balba ja cAlu thAya tevI goThavaNa kare to paNa vIjaLIno vaparAza ghaTavA mAMDe. garIbonA kUbAmAM telanuM TIpuMya dohyaluM karavAmAM zrImaMtonI kabara para baLatA ghInA dIvA karatA mahAnagaronA AlIzAna phleTonA dIvAnakhAnAnA jhummaromAM eka sAthe baLatA dasa-dasa, vIsa-vIsa blabono phALo ghaNo moTo che. ApaNe bhale temane dhUnI, caudamI sadImAM jIvanArA ke jUnavANI kahIne vagovI kADhIe paNa hiMsA ane zoSaNanA pAyA upara ubhelIvIjaLIthI cAlatAM nAnA moTA kArakhAnAnI saMskRtine haDaselIne tenA vikalpo loko sudhI || 106 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco pahoMcADavA judA judA kSetramAM aneka taravariyA loko 'ekalo jAne rene jIvanamaMtra banAvI potapAtAnI rIte sakriya ane kAryarata che. dhoLakA tAlukAnA guMdImAM sarvodaya Azrama calAvatA aMbubhAI zAhe jAhera saMsthAomAM tathA moTA jamaNavAromAM ATodaLavA mATe IlekTrika pAvarano upayoga na karavo paDe te mATe baLadathI cAlatI tadna sAdI ATodaLavAnI ghaMTI banAvaDAvelI. sakriya rAjakaraNamAMthI nivRta thaI saurASTramAM kezodamAM akSayadhAma hospiTala calAvatA ratubhAI adANIe AvI ghaMTInI mAMgaNI karatA aMbubhAIe potAnA gAmaDiyA suthArane mokalI kezodamAM AvI ghaMTI phITa karAvI ApI che. heltha klabakejigneziyamavALA kamaranI taMdurastI jALavavA mATe hAthethI ghaMTI calAvI anAja daLavAnI phezana zarU na kare tyAM sudhI muMbaInI zrImaMtANIo AgaLa ghaMTI jAte to nahIMpaNa nokara pAse paNa calAvaDAvI garIbonI rojImAM vadhAro karavAnI vAta karavAno koI artha nathI, paraMtu AvI baheno paNa dhAre to baLadaghANInuM tela vAparI vIjaLI bacAvavAnI sAthe gAmaDAnA koka garIba ghAMcIne roTInI zodhamAM dhArAvInI jhUMpaDapaTTImAM ane baLadane devanAranA katalakhAnAmAM dhakelatA jarUra aTakAvI zake. gAMdhIjInA gharaDA aMtevAsIo paNa baLadaghANImAMthI zraddhA gumAvI besIghANInA telanA saMdigdha nAma nIce pAvara ghANInuM tela vecatA thaI gayA che, te jamAnAmAM perA hAusanA vardhamAna saMskRti dhAmanA yuvAnoe muMbaInA seMkaDo parivArone baLadaghANInuM tela pUruM pADI talanuM tela vAparatA karI dIdhA che. jeTalA aMze tame kArakhAnAnI vastu vAparatA aTakIne mAnava UrjA ke pazu UrjAnA upayogathI banAvAyelI vastu vAparo eTalA aMze vIjaLIno vaparAza ghaTe.A sAdA gaNitane anusarIne A yuvAno kArakhAnAmAM banelI TUthapesTathI laIne baphiMga prosesamAM satata uDatI DasTa vaDe phephasAM khalAsa karI daI kArIgarone TI.bI.nA daradI banAvatA sTIlanA bhANA sudhInI aneka cIja-vastuonA vikalpagharagaththu daMtamaMjana ane paraMparAgata kaMsArAo dvArA hAthe banAvelA kAMsAnA vAsaNa pUrAM pADe che. khAdI grAmodyoganuM nAma paDe tyAM || 990 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco nAkanuM TeravuM caDAvavA TevAyelA loko paNa have to koTansa InTaranezanala TrenDa banI gayA hovAthI ToLeToLAmAM khAdIbhaMDAromAM umaTe che. paNa chatAMya AvI vAtomA hajI ghaNA lokone ghaDiyALanA kAMTA pAchA pheravIne dezane aNuvidyuta mathakoe vIjaLI pedA karavAnA nAme ane rozanI peTAvavAnA nAme duniyAbharamAM Thera-Thera kevA motanAM vAvetara karyA che teno vahIvaMco ukheLavAmAM Ave to vIjaLInI rozanInI pAchaLa chupAyelA kALA DibAMga aMdhArA najare paDaze. aNu vIjaLI mathakomAM vaparAtuM pluToniyama eTaluM badhuM mAraka che ke ekAda ratala jeTaluM pluToniyama paNa jo vAtAvaraNamA phelAI jAya to samagra pRthvI uparanA pratyeka mANasane phephasAMnuM kensara lAgu pADI zake. vIjaLI pedA karavAnI prakriyAmAM je aNu-kacaro nIkaLe che temAM pluToniyama nAmano A daitya paNa hAjarAhajUra hoya che. purANa kathAomAM amarapaTo lakhAvIne AvelA devatAo ane rAkSasonI vAto Thera Thera AvatI hoya che. pluToniyama nAmano A rAkSasa paNa amarapaTo lakhAvIne Avyo hoya che. aNu vIjaLI mathako ubhA karIne vIjaLI pedA karI gAmaDe- gAmaDe vIjaLI pahoMcADI daI so TakA grAmya vIjaLIkaraNanI siddhionI gulabAMgo hAMkanAranI 5-25 nahIM paNa 25 hajAra peDhIo smazAna bhegI thaI gaI haze te pachI paNa pluToniyama sakriya haze. pAMca lAkha varSa pachI paNa jamInamAM dATelA bhaMDakiyAmAMthI A kiraNotsargI raja lIka thAya to te kALanA jIvonuM jIvatara jhera banAvI devAnI kSamatA tenAmAM paDelI che. 2800 DigrInI garamIne aganajavALAo okatA cernobilanA nyukliyara pAvara plAnTanA akasmAtanA 300 corasa mAIlanA vistAramAM vasatA doDheka lAkha lokone tAbaDatoba tyAMthI khaseDI laIne temanI janamabhomakAthI kAyama mATe dUra karI devA paDelA te ApaNe bhUlavuM na joIe. kAkarApAranA aNu vIjaLI mathakamAM AvuM kAMI bane to najIkamAM ja AvelA surata jevA zaheronI hAlata zI thAya te to kAkarApAra sAme jaMge caDelA nArAyaNa desAIne pUchavuM joIe. (soviyata || 999 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco raziyAmAM paramANu durghaTanAnuM sthAna) coMbilano motano paMjo hajAro kilomITara dUra sudhI yuropanA dezomAM phelAvAthI tyAM khetaro, jaMgalo, sarovarone paNa kiraNotsargIraja abhaDAvI gayela.AreDiyoekTiviTInI asarathI hajI to seMkaDo mANaso bhAtabhAtanA rogothI rIbAIne maraze. aMdAja evo che ke kevaLa raziyA ane yuropamAM ja sitterathI esI hajAra mANasone kensarano koLiyo banavuM paDaze ane cenabila to pratIka mAtra che. duniyAbharanA dezo jyAre aNu vIjaLI mathakone tALA mArI rahyA che tyAre bhArata sarakAra AkhA dezamAM Thera Thera AvA motanA aDA ubhA karavAnI dizAmAM tatkrabejavAbadArIthI AgaLa vadhI rahI che.teo atra-tatra-sarvatra cenabila ubhA karI rahyA che. gAMdhIjInA aMgata saciva tarIke khUba jANItA mahAdeva desAInA pautrI Do. saMghamitrA desAI pote sarjana che ane rAjasthAnanA rAvatabhAThA khAtenA aNuvidyuta mathake AjubAjunA garIba gAmaDiyAonA ArogyanI je bUrI vale karI che teno temaNe karelA abhyAsa koI paNa saMvedanazIla mANasanI AMkhamAM AMsu lAvI de tevo che. chAzavAre tame chApAmAM je tArApura aNumathakakhoTakAyAnI vAto vAMco cho tyAM akasmAto e apavAda nathI paNa niyama che. Adhunika pragati potAnAduSkRtyo upara DhAMkapichoDo karavA mATe tene rUpALA zabdonA vAghA paherAvavAmAM hoziyAra che.AvA akasmAtone temaNe asAmAnya ghaTanAonuM nAma ApyuM che. 1980 sudhImAM tArApura aNumathakamAM AvI 344 asAmAnya ghaTanAo banI cUkelI. ane te pachI dara mahine sarerAza AvI pAMca asAmAnya ghaTanAo tyAM banatI. koIke aNu zaktinA paMcanA vaDAne kahevuM joIe ke temaNe AvA akasmAta na bane tene asAmAnya ghaTanA kahevA jeTalo nAnakaDo sudhAro to tAtkAlika karI levo joIe. "sTeTa opha InDiyAjha envAyarnamenTaH a siTijhansa riporTamAM (bhAratIya prakRti ane vAyu maMDalanuM paridRzya-nAgarikonI najare)ne nAme hiMdImAM anila agaravAle dilhIthI bahAra pADelA abhyAsapUrNa graMthamAM | 112 ]].

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco 1980nA mArcamAM tArApuramAM thayela eka akasmAtanA noMdhAyelA kissAmAM garama kiraNotsargI pANI bahAra DhoLAI gayeluM ane plaga paNa tenI sAthe ja bahAra pheMkAI gayelo. motanA kUvA jevA A kiraNotsargI pANImAMthI A plaga zodhI lAvavAnI jigara to konI hoya? eTale bAjunA gAmamAMthI abhaNa gAmaDiyAone pakaDI lAvIne A khataranAka khAbociyAmAMthI plaga zodhI lAvavA temane dhakelI devAmAM AvyA. nighRNa zoSaNa ane nagharoLa hiMsAno AnAthI varavo namUno kadAca dIvo laIne zodhatAM paNa na maLe. vIjaLIka sAdhanonA atizaya vaparAze zaherI lokone eTalA badhA sukhazIliyA banAvI dIdhA che ke mAnavIya anukaMpAno koI paNa prazna temanA ezaArAmamAM ADo Ave to tene ImprekTikala, avyavahAru azakya kahIne vagovI kADhavA temanuM gunAhita mAnasa temane prere che. eTale temanA bApadAdAo hajAro peDhIothI jIvatA hatA tevI rIte jIvavAnuM temane kahevAno koI artha nathI. paNa TIvI,viDiyo, erakanDizanara, paMkhA,jyusara,miksara, grAInDara, liphTa, Dorabela, voziMga mazIna, vekyuma klInarathI laIne TyubalAITa sudhInA koI paNa sAdhanano upayoga karavA temanI AMgaLI laMbAya te vakhate temane eTaluM paNa jo yAda rahe ke vIjaLInI je cAMpa temanA oraDAmAM ajavALuM pAtharI rahI che te ko'ka garIba gAmaDiyAnA jIvanamAM amAsano aMdhakAra relAvIne pedA thaI che; to e hAtha kadAca dasamAMthI pAMca vAra to acUka pAcho haThI jaze. || 992 || -atula zAha vikrama saMvata 2040

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meM vAMcyu tame paNa vAMco 'joIe che' sukhaH nirbheLa, sarvaprakAraka ane zAzvata tame kyAreya nAnA bALakane pataMgiyAnI pAchaLa doDatuM joyuM che? kudaratanA A "IsTamenakalara' sarjanane pakaDavA mathatuM bALaka jema jema tenI pAchaLa doDe tema tema pataMgiyuM tenAthI dUra ne dUra bhAgatuM jAya che. hArI thAkIne bALaka jyAre paDatuM mUke tyAre acAnaka ja e pataMgiyuM kyAMkathI AvIne haLavethI enI hatheLI upara besI jAya che. sukhanuM paNa A pataMgiyA jevuM che. tame ene meLavavA jeTalAM havAtiyAM mAro eTaluM e tamArAthI dUra bhAge ane jevA e valakhAM baMdha karI sthira thaI jAva eTale e sAmethI AvIne tamArA daravAje TakorA mAre. hiMsA ane zoSaNa, paryAvaraNa ane pradUSaNa, garIbI ane bekArI, jUTha ane prapaMcanA AjanA saghaLA prazno sukha meLavavAnA raghavATamAM mANasajAte khoTI dizAmAM mUkelI doTamAMthI pedA thayelA prazno che. IglenDamAM thayelI audyogika krAMti mAnavajAtanA ItihAsanuM eka varavuM sImAcinha che. e pahelAMnI ane e pachInI (pri ane posTa InDasTriyala revolyuzana erAnI) jIvanazailImAM kaMcana ane kathIra jeTalo pharaka paDI gayo che. sattaramI-aDhAramI sadI pahelAMnA samagra vizvamAM pUrvanI jIvanazailInuM ochevadhate aMze prabhutva hatuM. paraMtu e pachI pazcimamAM je jIvanazailI pAMgarI enA mULamAM sukhaprAptinI dharamULathI badalAyelI saMkalpanAo kAma karI gaI. 'mora dhI komoDiTijha, (upabhogika vastuo mATe)mora dhI hepinesa' (khuzI mATe)nuM eka hevamoriyuM samIkaraNa racAyuM. phalataH e jIvanazailInA anuyAyIonuM ghara jAtabhAtanA rAcaracIlA ane pharnicaranuM saMgrahasthAna banI gayuM.TI.vI. vIDiyo, phrija, mArUti, marsiDijha....jevI cIjavastuono saMgraha jenI pAse vadhu e sauthI moTo sukhI evA Ikavezane taddana viparIta evI vAstavikatA tarapha dharAra AMkhamicaNAM karyA. jo A Ikavezana sAcuM hoya to || 114 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco vAlakezvaranA phleTamAM tamAma aTTAmorDana phesiliTijha dharAvatA badhA loko svargIya sukhanI anubhUti karatA hovA joIe. ane bastaranA jaMgalamAM laMgoTIbhera pharatA tamAma vanavAsIo bacaDAduHkhI dUHkhI hovA joIe paNa hakIkata AvI nathI e ApaNe jANIe chIe. senTralI erakanDizanDa ophisamAM beThA beThA AIsakrImanI Diza jhApaTanAra paNa ghaNIvAra evI aganajavALAo vacce zekAto hoya che ke DanalopanI gAdImAM ardhI rAta sudhI ALoTyA pachI paNa tene TrAnkivalAIjharasivAya ugha AvatI nathI. sAme pakSe kAThiyAvADanA aMtariyALa gAmaDAmAM gAramATInA ghara ane bAjarInA roTalA sivAya jenI pAse kazuM nathI evA garIba gAmaDiyAne gAbhAnI godaDImAM paDatAveMta ghasaghasATa sUI jatAM paNa ApaNe joI zakIe chIe. sAdhanasAmagrI Ijha Ikavala Tu sukha A samIkaraNa jo sAcuM hoya to AvuM na bane ane jo khoTuM hoya to pachI sukha meLavavA cIjavastuone badale bIje kema najara na doDAvavI. retImAMthI tela nIkaLe che evo siddhAMta tame ekavAra prasthApita karo eTale pachI tamAre duniyAbharanI retI upara kabajo karIne temAMthI tela kADhavAno bhavya puruSArtha AraMbhavo ja rahyo. jaruriyAto vadhArIne tenI paripUrti dvArA sukhaprAptinA siddhAMtanI necarala karolI rUpe pRthvI, pANI, agni,vAyu,vanaspati ane tiryaMconI sRSTinuM amaryAda ane berahama zoSaNa zarU karavAmAM AvyuM. mANasa ema mAnI beTho ke potAnI pAse samagra pRthvIno dhaNiyApo che ane mAnavetara AkhI sRSTinuM nirmANa tenA upabhoga mATe ja thayuM che. AvA Inpharansa (upasiddhAMta) mAMthI pedA thayelA manuSyanA ghamaMDe pRthvI paranA mAnavetara jIvonuM jIvatara jhera karI nAkhyuM che. AvA ghamaMDamAMthI ja pedA thayelo eka prazna vinobAne eka vAra jAherasabhAmAM pUchAyelo. koIka Izvara kataMkavAdIe temane pUcheluM ke "gAya dUdha Ape che, baLada khetInA kAmamAM Ave che. eTale temanuM sarjana Izvare zA

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco mATe karyu che te to jANe samajAya che, paNa vAgha-siMha jevA jaMgalI prANIo to kAMI kAmamAM AvatA nathI. bhagavAne temane zuM kAma banAvyA haze ? praznamAM chUpAyelA ghamaMDane vaLato phaTako mAratA vinobAe temanI coTadAra zailImAM javAba Apela ke, 'A pRthvI para je kAMI che te badhuM manuSyanA upabhoga mATe ja che evo bhrama pedA na thAya te mATe Izvare temanuM sarjana karyu che.' sukha nAmanA pradezanI zodha mANasanA manamAM karavI joIe ane vAstavamAM je cIjavastumAM nahi paNa saMtoSamAM anivArya upabhogamAMjIvamAtra pratyenA AdaramAM che tevI mAnyatAnI AdhArazilA para paurvAca jIvanazailInI ImArata khaDI thayela. kAMkhamAM chokaruM hoya ane gAmamAM zodhavA nIkaLe evI ghelI jevI hAlata kasturImRga samA ApaNA saunI thaI che. sukha cIja-vastuomAM che evo vahema ane e cIjavastuonA DhagalAmAM ALoTavA mATe amArI cArebAju (saMskRtamAM cophera eTale 'pari') upara nIce-dase dizi rahelA pRthvI, pANI, agni,vAyu, vanaspati ane be Indriyo dharAvatA prANIonA 'anAvaraNa'(pari + AvaraNa +paryAvaraNa)no khAtamo bolAvavAno amane abAdhita - niraMkuza adhikAra che evo ghamaMDa - enAthI caDiyAtI hiMsA ane enAthI caDiyAtuM zoSaNa bIjuM kayuM hoI zake ? kIDIthI mAMDIne kuMjara sudhInA tamAmane je sukhanI apekSA che te sukha vAstavamAM bhautika jagatamAM che ja nahi. je vastu jyAM hoya ja nahi tyAM tene je zodhavA mATe phAMphAM mAravAnI narI mUrkhAmI ja che. nyUTananA padArthIvajJAnanA traNa niyamonI jema, nirvyAja sukhanI anubhUti mATe traNa zarato paripUrNa thavI jarUrI che ane cIja-vastuonA bhogavaTAmAMthI prApta thatA sukhamAM A traNe zarato kyAreya paripUrNa thatI nathI. bahujana samAjane A traNe zaratono spaSTa khyAla nathI hoto paNa konzayalI ke anakonzayalI jIvamAtra A traNe zaratonA phulaphilamenTavALuM sukha jhaMkhato hoya che. sauthI pahelI zarata cheH tene je sukha joItuM hoya che te duHkhanA jarA || 166 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco sarakhAye mizraNa vagaranuM nirbheLa sukha ja hovuM joIe duHkhanuM bheLaseLavALuM bheLaseLiyuM sukha tene jarAye ISTa nathI. ahIM prathama grAse makSikA'no ghATa ghaDAya che. bhautika jagatamAM duHkhanI bheLaseLa vagaranu nirbheLa sukha AkAzakusumavat che. jUnA jamAnAmAM nAtanA jamaNavAramAM dezI goLanA banAvelA cUramAnA lADu pIrasavAmAM AvatA. brAhmaNabhAIne modaka to bahu bhAvatA paNa modakamAM barAbara mizna thayA vagara rahI gayela ekAdI goLanI gAMgaDI paNa rahI na gaI hoya tevA ekasarakhA svAdano lADu ISTa hato.paNa hajI to teo modakanA svAdamAM mazagula thAya na thAya tyAM ja pelI goLanI gAMgaDI na jANe kyAMkathI TapakI paDatI. tamArI AjubAju najara nAkhazo to darekanA sukhamAM AvI goLanI gAMgaDI kyAMkathIye ghUsI gayelI najare paDyA vinA nahi rahe. jene zrImaMtAInuM sukha maLyuM haze tene koI paNa ghaDIe paDI zakatI InkamaTeksanI dhADanA phaphaDATanI goLa-gAMgaDI sAthene sAthe maLI hoya che. rUpALI patnInuM sukha meLavanAra sokreTisanI patnIthI paNa sArI kahevaDAve tevA tenA kaMkAsiyA svabhAvanI gAMgaDI bhegI ja Arogato haze. konvenTa ejyukeTeDapatinI prAptinA sukhanI joDAjoDatadArUDiyo athavA vyabhicArI ke krodhI hovAnuM duHkha lalATe lakhAyeluM hoya che. duHkhanA mikasacara vagaranuM ekAda nirbheLa sukha koIka sadnasIbane maLI gayuM hoya to paNa kanDizana naMbara-2mAM vAMdho AvIne ubho rahe che. duHkhanI jarAye bheLaseLa vagaranuM ekAduM sukha maLI jAya eTalA mAtrathI jIvarAjabhAIne dharava thato nathI. temane to ola enkamapAsiMgasarvaprakAraka sukhanI apekSA che. hI nIjha Ica enDa evarI kAInDa oU hepinesa anDaraskAya enDa ona dhI arthapati badhI rIte guNiyala hoya ane pati saMbaMdhI sukhamAM goLanI ekAda gAMgaDIye na hoya eTalA mAtrathI zuM, jo gharamAM TI.vI., phija ke mArUti vasAvavA jeTalI zrImaMtAI nahoya, patnI sArI hoya, rUpALI hoya, kAmagarI hoya, badhI vAte barAbara hoya paNa potAnI ja tabiyatanuM ThekANuM rahetuM na hoya to patnI saMbaMdhInirbheLa sukha ArogyaviSayaka | 999 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco bIjA eka duHkhane kAraNe kaDavuM jhera banI jAya che. sukha prAptinA vijJAnano bIjo niyama ema kahe che ke bhautika cIjavastuonA jagatamAMthI prApta thatuM sukha badAmanA TukaDA jevuM che. muThThI bharIne badAmano phAkaDo mAravA maLe e Ama to IrSyA upajAve tevI cIja che. paNa e badhI svAdiSTa badAmomAM ghUsI gayelI ekAdI kaDavI badAma badhI majA upara pANI reDavA mATe kAphI che. rUpALo pati, aDhaLaka saMpatti, vAlakezvaramAM baMgalo, marsiDijha benjhanI laMgAra, snehALa sAsariyAM... lisTa sTreca karatA ja jAva.. svAdiSTa badAmonI muThThI bharatA ja jAva. paNa A badhA lisTamAM chelle AvatI khAlI khoLAnI-vaMdhyatvanI ekAdI kaDavI badAmastrInA sukhamAM cinagArI cAMpavA mATe pUratI che. kAraNa basa eTaluM ja ke tene sarvaprakAraka sukhanI apekSA che. dIkaro na hovA bAbatanuM ekAduM duHkha paNa calAvI levA taiyAra nathI ane maTIriala varlDamAM sarvaprakAraka sukha e na bhUto na bhaviSyati' jevI ghaTanA Abane koThAjItI janAraviralamahArathI trIje koThe to bhUpItA thavuM ja paDe che. nirbheLa ane sarvapakAraka evuM paNa sukha sadAkALa mATe Take tevuM zAzvata, koI kyAreya jhuMTavI na jAya tevuM joIe. sukha mATe valakhAM mAratA koIne paNa pUchazo to A trIjI zaratanI AkAMkSA paNa tenA haiyAmAM acUka beThelI jovA maLaze. zAzvatatA e sukhanI pUrNa majhA mANavA mATenI trIjI zarata che. tame zerabajAramAM eka pachI eka pagathiyAM caDavA lAgo, grApha abhUtapUrvaAMkaDAo vaTAvatA jAya,AkhA hiMdustAnamAM tamArA nAmano DaMko vAge, paNa A badhuM jo kAyama mATe TakavAnuM nahoya, kaDAkAno eka evo divasa AvavAno hoya ke jyAre pattAno mahela kakaDabhUsa thaI jAya, ane kadAca jelanA saLiyA jovAno vAro paNa Ave to AvuM sukha tamane maMjUra nathI. sukhanI sApasIDInI A ramatamAM sApanuM astitva janahoya ane sIDI parathI paTakavAnu ja na hoya evI tamArI uDI UDI mahecchA che, paNa eTalIsTa ApaNI IcchAo kAMI ghoDA nathI jenI upara besIne sapanAnA raMgIna | 99s ||

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vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco pradezamAM pahoMcI javAya. jo game teTalI hAyavoya, dhamAla ane uMdaradoDa pachI paNa vastu upabhoganI duniyAmAM nirbheLa, sarva prakAraka zAzvata sukhanI upalabdhi na ja thavAnI hoya to sukhanagarI taraphadoDatI gADInuM sTIyarIMgabIjI koI dizAmAM vALavAnI jarUra nathI lAgatI? aMdhazraddhA, vahema jevA zabdone ApaNe dharma, jUnI jIvana-praNAlI, grAmyaprajA vagere sAthe avinAbhAvI saMbaMdhathI joDI daIne tenA sinonima" (samAnArthi) banAvI dIdhA che. hakIkatamAM to sane asa ane asatna sat mAnavuM, je jevuM hoya tene tevuM na ja mAnavuM te ja aMdhazraddhA ane te ja vahema che. raNamAM kamaLa na uge ke retImAMthI tela na nIkaLe te hAthamAM rahelA AmaLA jevuM spaSTa hovA chatAM tema na mAnavuM ane te mATe macI paDavuM tenuM bIjuM nAma aMdhazraddhA ane trIjuM nAma vahema che.megA mazInonA kanveyara belTa para jeTalI vastuo pedA karazuM ane akarAMtiyAnI jema vadhu bhogavazuM teTaluM vadhu sukha maLaze evI aidayugIna mAnyatA e suzikSita kahevAtA mANasano sauthI moTo vahema ane sauthI moTI aMdhazraddhA che. savAranA pahoramAM snAna karI, dhotI khesamAM sajja thaI, kapALe kesarano cAMdalo karI, pASaNanI pratimAmAM devatvanuM AropaNa karIne potAnA ArAdhyatattva sAthe haiyAnI goThaDI mAMDanArA zraddhALu haiyAnI zraddhAne aMdhazraddhA kahIne vakhoDI kADhanArA "sAyanTiphika Tempara' dharAvanArA saoN-kaoNlDa rezanalisTa mitro eTaluM yAda rAkhe ke ghaDIbhara tamArI vAtane sAcI mAnI laIne temanI zraddhAne aMdhazraddhA gaNIne kADhIe to paNa temanI e aMdhazraddhAe jagatane jeTaluM nukasAna nathI karyuM tenAthI kaMI gaNuM nukasAna "vadhune vadhu upabhoga barAbara vadhune vadhu sukhanA samIkaraNamAM AMdhaLI zraddhA dharAvanAra vahemI suzikSitoe karyuM che. upabhoktAvAda ane kanjhayumarIsTa kalcaranA (upabhoktAvAdI saMskRti) A vinAzaka paMjAmAMthI paryAvaraNane eTale ke | 996 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco samagra jIvajagatane bacAvavuM haze to zrImaMto, zaherIo ane zikSitonA A vahema ane A aMdhazraddhAno bhAMgIne bhUkko karavo paDaze. -munihitarUcivijayajI paryuSaNa parva, vikrama saMvata 2049 khAdI : ekavIsamI sadInA yuvAnonuM vastra oNkTobara, Disembara ane mArcanA DiskAunTa piriyaDamAM phorTanA khAdI bhaMDAramAM dezavidezanA khAdI rasiyAo seMkaDo jAtanI khAdI kharIdavA umaTI paDatA hoya che. varSa daramiyAna vaLataranA AvA traNa gALA daramiyAna karoDonI khAdIaMgrejI rUDhiprayogano upayoga karIe to 'kaIka'nI jema ane kAThiyAvADI bolImAM kahIe to garamAgarama bhajiyAMnI jema vecAtI hoya che. paNa A to evA lokonI vAta thaI ke jeo eka vAra A khAdI bhaMDAranI mulAkAta lIdhA pachI kAyama mATe khAdInA Azika thaI gayA che. hajI jiMdagImAM khAdIbhaMDAranA pagathiye paga paNa na mUkanAra evA hajAro loko che ke jeo khAdInuM nAma sAMbhaLatAM ja nAkanuM TeravuM caDAvI moM macakoDe che.temane mana khAdI eTale vahANanA saDha ke anAjanI guNI jevuM jADuM khaddhaDa kapaDuM. paNa vAstavikatAnI duniyA kAMI judI che. cha kAunTanA jADA sUtaranA vahANanA saDha jevA kapaDAthI laIne cAraso naMbaranA sUtaranA DhAkAnI malamala jevA bArIka kapaDAM sudhInI AkhI renjano vAcaka 'khAdI' zabda che. bhAratIya jIvana vyavasthAnA judA judA pAsAMo upara vArtAlAponA nimitte amerikAmAM sinasinATI ke yuropamAM enTavarpa-lesTara jevA zaheromAM javAnuM thayuM che tyAre paNa 'baMgALa khAdI'nI kaphanI ane 'AMdhra do sUtI'nA cUDIdArathI majethI cAlI zake che teno lekhakane jAtaanubhava che. 'bAvA banyA eTale hindI bolanA ja paDe'nI jema ghaNA lokonA manamAM evuM bhUta ghUsI gayuM hoya che ke paradeza jaIe || 120 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco eTale sUTa heMgara para vaLagADelA koTa-penTa jevo zobhato hoya tevA loko paNa paradeza jatI vakhate eraporTa upara koTa-penTamAM phoTA paDAve tyAre saMskRta nATakanA 'vidUSaka' ane bhavAInA 'raMgalA'nI yAda ekI sAthe AvI jAya che. yuropiyano bhAratamAM Ave tyAre dhotiyuM ke sADI apanAvatA na hoya to bhAratIyo tyAM jAya tyAre temano ja Dresa paheravo tevo Agraha zAne ? AjakAla to DhAkAnI malamalane yAda karAve tevI pAtaLI 'baMgALa khAdI' murzidAbAda bAjunA baMgALI vaNakaro banAve che. AvI pAtaLI-mulAyama khAdInAM kaphanI-cUDIdAra paherIne khAdI upara pravacana ApatI vakhate sabhAmAMthI evo prazna paNa pUchAyo che ke 'khAdInI vAta karanAra tame ja kema milanA kapaDAM paheryA che ?' kahevAno matalaba e ke milano bhrama thAya tevA bArIka khAdInAM kapaDAM paNa AjakAla bane che ane maLe che. keTalAka loko mAne che tema khAdI e eDisane zodhelA vIjaLInA balbanI jema gAMdhInuM Invezana nathI. agaNita varSo pahelAM Adi rAjA RSabhepotAnA putracakravartI bharata ane bAhubaline puruSanI botera kaLAo ane so zilpo zIkhavyAM temAM ja kAMtaNa ane vaNATa (tatttavAya)nI kalAo paNa zIkhavelI. pachI to e vijJAna duniyAbharamAM phelAI gayuM. ghare-ghare pALavAmAM AvatI gAya dohavAnuM kAma mukhyatve gharanI kuMvArI kanyAnuM rahetuM hovAthI dohavA mATe vaparAtA saMskRta kriyApada 'du' parathI banelo zabda 'duhitA'kanyAne mATe vaparAya che te ja rIte aMgrejImAM kumArikA mATe vaparAto Spin-Ster zabda kAMtavA mATe vaparAtA aMgrejI kriyApada 'spina'parathI banelo che. potapotAnA vastronI jarUriyAto saMtoSavA duniyAbharamAM ghare ghare reMTiyo cAlato ne khAsa karIne kanyAo A kAMtaNanuM kAma karatI mATe 'spinasTara' zabda ja kuMvArI kanyAno vAcaka banI gayo. khAdI e kapaDAMnI koI jAtanuM nAma nathI. khAdI eTale hAthe kAMteluM, hAthe vaNeluM koI paNa kudaratI resAnuM kapaDuM. pachI te sutarAu paNa hoya, Una paNa hoya ke rezama paNa hoya. || 121 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco bIjI aneka kaLAo ane vijJAnanI jema vastrakaLAnI bAbatamAM paNa hindustAna jamAnAo sudhI 'Topa'nA sthAne hatuM. rezama jevA mulAyama vastro banAvavAnI kaLAmAM hindustAnanA peMgaDAmAM paga ghAlavAnI tAkAta duniyAnA koI dezamAM nahotI. AnAM aDhaLaka varNano ApaNA aneka graMthomAM verAyelA jovA maLe che. saMskRta-prAkRta jevI divya bhASAone tarachoDIne vyAkaraNaduSTa aMgrejImAM goTa-pITa karavAmAM gaurava anubhavatA ApaNe dharmagraMthonA vAMcanathI vimukha thaI gayA chIe. nahitara ApaNA dharmagraMthomAM Atmika urdhIkaraNanI sAthe sAthe AnuSAMgika viSayonI mAhitIno je dariyo ThalavAyo che te daMga karI de tevo che. jainonA 45 AgamamAM sauthI pahelAM AcArAMga sUtranI zarUAtamAM ja sUtaranA je vaividhyanuM vistArathI varNana karavAmAM AvyuM che te TIkAkAra maharSionI bahumukhI pratibhAnI paNa oLakha ApanAruM che. vanaspatio ane khanija dravyonuM baneluM jIvajaDa jagata aneka camatkRtiothI bharapura che. mATe ja kadAca ApaNe tyAM paheravAmAM AvatA vastronA zubhAzubhaparamANuonI paNa eka cokkasa asara mAnavAmAM AvI che. rezamI vastronuM prAcIna rItarivAjo,vidhi-vidhAnomAM je mahattva AMkavAmAM AvyuM che temAM kadAca AvuM koIka paramANu vijJAna paNa kAraNa hoI zake. amuka jAtanI zreSTha haraDe jo hAthamAM levA mAtrathI reca karAvI zakatI hoya to rezama, Una ke sUtara jevA kudaratI resAnAM vastro paheravA mAtrathI tenI asaro zarIra para thatI hovAnuM mAnavAmAM koI vAMdho hoI zake nahI.rezamanA kIDAne mArIne banAvAtA hovAthI rezamI vastrone badale ArTa silkanA sinTeTika resAono pracAra keTalAka loko kare che ane bhoLI AmajanatA pyorasilkane badale poliyesTara keTerelina paheratI thaI jAya che. paNa pyora silkanA kapaDAM banAvavAmAM jo rezamanA kIDA maratA hoya to ArTa silkanA kArakhAnAnuM praduSita pANI ane dhumADAto nadInAM mAchalAMthI laIne mANasa sudhInI AkhI jIvasRSTine mAre che. A to kIDAnI hiMsAnuM bakaruM kADhavA jatAM samagra | 122 ||

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meM vAMcyu tame paNa vAMco jIvajagatanI hiMsAnuM AkhuM UMTa pesI jAya tevo ghATa thayo. beMgalora bAju biralAnI reyona banAvanArI miloe kevo kALo kera vartAvyo che tenI jANakArI jene hoya te pyora silkanA badalAmAM ArTa silka ke tevI ja bIjA kRtrima resAmAMthI banelA vastronI bhalAmaNa to nahIM ja kare ane have to jene rezamanA kIDAnI hiMsAnA paNa bhAgIdAra thayA sivAya pyora silka paheravuM hoya tene mATe khAdIbhaMDAromAM maLatuM 'maTakA silka' sauthI sAro rasto che. enA nAmamAM vaparAtA maTakA zabdane tamArA gharamAM pIvAnA pANI mATe vaparAtA maTakA zabda sAthe koI saMbaMdha nathI. enuM kharuM nAma 'maiMhakaTA silka' che. rezamano kIDo potAnA moMmAMthI je lALa jharAve che te ja tenA zarIranI AsapAsa vIMTaLAI jaI kozeTonA svarUpamAM parivartita thaI jAya che. A kozeTAno tAra e ja rezama che. rezamano A tAra meLavavA mATe lAlacu vepArIo kIDAne jIvato ukALI daI tAra kheMcI kADhe che. jo Akho tAra meLavavAno lobha jato karavAmAM Ave to kIDo thoDo moTo thAya eTale potAnI jAte ja moMmAM rahelA esiDa vaDe AjubAju vIMTaLAyelA kozeTAmAM kANuM pADIne bahAra nIkaLI jAya che. pAchaLa bace che pyora silka(kozeTA)nA TukaDA. paraMtu TukaDA TukaDA thaI gayelA kozeTAne pharIthI kAMtIne tAra banAvavo paDe che. dezI kaLAone khatama karavAnI baso varSathI cAlatI jhuMbezane pariNAme A TukaDAne kuzaLatApUrvaka kAMtI temAMthI ekasarakho 'sthU'tAra banAvI zakanArA kArIgaro maLatA nathI eTale A ma~hakaTA silka (jisameM se kIDA ma~ha se kATakara nIkala gayA hai)ne ukALIne kADhelA tAramAMthI banelA silka karatAM thoDuMka kharabacaDuM bane che. ArTa silka jevA sinTeTika vastro kruDa oIla jevI gaMdI cIjanI ADapedAza che. e jANyA pachI tenA utpAdanathI laIne Dispojhala sudhInI prakriyAmAM nihitahiMsAthI bacavA ghaNA jaino khAdI bhaMDAranA maTakA silkanA tAkAmAMthI cAra ane traNa vAranuM kapaDuM phaDAvI daI pUjA mATenI dhotI ane khesa tarIke teno ja upayoga karatA thaI gayA che. jeTalA rogo maTADe che tenA karatAM kaMI gaNA bIjA navA rogo pedA || 122 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco karanArI elopathInI davAono pracAra karatI hospiTalomAM lAkho rUpiyAnuM dAna ApatA zrImaMtonI dRSTi AvA kaLA-vijJAnone jIvatA karavA tarapha vaLe torezama karatAMya suMvALA vastrovanaspatinA resAmAMthI paNa banAvI zakAya tema che. AcArAMga ane anuyogadvAra jevA jaina graMtho uparAMta manu ane yAjJavalkayanI smRtio, mahAbhArata ane rAmAyaNa tathA AIna-eakabarI jevA muslima graMthomAM paNa rezama jevAlauma vastronA je ullekhaAve che tekSauma vastro aLasInAresAmAMthI banatA zAstrI zaMkara dAjI pade nAmanA vidvAna marAThI brAhmaNe so varSa pahelAM lakhelo "zrI AryabhiSaka athavA hiMdustAnano vaidyarAja' nAmano graMtha "sastuM sAhitya' taraphathI chapAyelo che. temAM araNyarudana karatA zAstrIjI ema lakhe che ke aLasInA resA (vAka)mAMthI uttamakSauma vastro banAvavAnI praNAlI hiMdustAnamAM prAcInakALathI cAlI AvatI paNa chellAM lagabhaga baso varSathI e rivAja baMdha thayo che. saMzodhananA nAme dhoLA hAthIone DhAratI jAta-bhAtanI saMsthAo AvI bAbatomAM saMzodhano hAtha upara le to e kaLAne pharI jIvatI karavAnuM sAva azakya to nathI ja. khAdI-reTiyo ane hAthazALAnA A kSetrane maraNatola ghA mAratA rahevAmAM sauthI pahelo naMbara sarakArI polisIono che. romezacaMdra dattanuM Ikonomika hisTarI opha InDiyA' jeNe vAMcyuM haze tene khyAla haze ke dezI kApaDa udyogane khatama karavAnA briTiza kAvAdAvA sAme dAdAbhAI navarojIe kevo jaMga khelelo!AjhAda bhAratanI TekasTAIla polisI jotemanA jANavAmAM Ave to dAdAbhAI kabaramAMya UMcAnIcA thaI jAya. lokonI AMkhamAM dhULa nAkhavAnA hAthacAlAkInA khela zIkhavA hoya to ke. lAle gAMdhInagara ane dilhImAM kociMga levuM joIe. milanA kapaDAnA utpAdana upara 1954mAM sarakAre siliMga nakkI karelI-hAthathI kapaDuM prinTa karatA kArIgarone madadarUpa thavA mATe sto!paNa e siliMga badhI milo maLIne kula jeTaluM kApaDa banAvI zake tenA karatAM 50 TakA vadhAre hatI. 1962mAM e TocamaryAdA 7pa karoDa | 124 |

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meM vAMcyu tame paNa vAMco vArathI vadhArIne 90 karoDa mITara sudhI laI javAmAM AvI. milone potAnuM utpAdana vadhAravA mATe A khulluM AmaMtraNa hatuM. paraMtu milamAlikone ATaluM baMdhana paNa posAya tema nahotuM. eTale 1966mAM chevaTe TocamaryAdAnA A phArasano aMta lAvavAmAM Avyo. chaTTI yojanA daramiyAna 160 karoDa mITara kApaDano umero karavAnI gaNatarI che. A kAma mATe milomAM mAtra 27,000 lokone kAma maLe, jyAre jomilone bAkAta rAkhavAmAM Ave to ATalA ja kAmamAM cAra lAkha lokone roTalo maLI rahe. aMgrajonA jamAnAmAM leMkezAyara ane mAncesTaranI audyogika krAMtine naSTa thatI bacAvavA baMgALa-bihAra-AMdhranA vaNakaro upara amAnuSI sitama gujAravAmAM Avelo. phatavo I. sa. 1732mAM ArkaTanA navAbane dabaDAvI tenI pAse bahAra paDAvI maphatanA bhAve mAla mAgI, vepArIne vece to tene muzkeTATa bAMdhI, DhoramAra mArIne bheMsanA tabelAne ghaNA sArA kahevaDAve tevA 'heDa'mAM temane bAMdhavAmAM AvatA. vaNakara sAthe paNa tenA gajA bahArano mAla pUro pADavAnA karAra baLajabarIthI karIne mAla pUro na pADI zake eTale ALasupaNAno-kAmacorIno Aropa mUkIne tenA kharce tenA ghare cokIdAra besADAto. dekharekha rAkhavAnI sAthe sAthe te bahenonI hAjarImAM gALAgALImArapITa karavAnuM kAma paNa karato. karAra na karanAra pAsethI bajArabhAva karatAM 20 thI 60 TakA ochA bhAve mAla paDAvI levAto. lokomAM kaheNI thaI gaI che tema DhAkAnA malamala vaNanArAnA aMgUThA aMgrejoe nahotA kApyA paNa aMgrejonA AvA trAsamAMthI bacavA-kapaDuM vaNI ja na zakAya te mATe temaNe jAte ja potAnA aMgUThA kApI nAkhelA. klAIva ane voTsanathI paNa caDI jAya tevA Adhunika arthavyavasthAnA ghaDavaiyAoe A kAma vadhu saphAIthI patAvyuM che. dezanA karoDo kAMtanArA ane lAkhkho vaNakarone rAhatanA dekhItA nAnakaDA TukaDA pheMkIne sAme pakSe, || 126 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco kArakhAnAMo ane milone roDa, relave, vIjaLI, tAra, TapAla, Teliphona, vImo, benka ane Tekanikala AsisTanTsathI laIne TekasezanamAM eTalI badhI 'hiDana sabasiDI ApavAmAM Ave che ke reTiyo ane hAthazALa tenI sAme kyAMya TakI ja na zake ane ApoApa "AuTa thaI jAya. audyogikaraNane nAme A dezanA lAkhkho-karoDo garIba manuSyone dhArAvInI jhUMpaDapaTTImAM ThAlavanAra polisIonI sAme "Ama nAgarika mATe to teno aMgata vaparAza ja sauthI hAthavaguM hathiyAra che. potAnA paheravAnA kapaDAMmAM khAdIne InTroDyusa karavAmAM kadAca teNe "sTepa bAya sTepa AgaLa vadhavuM paDe, paNa pathArInI cAdara, gAdalAnI khoLa, TuvAla, nepakIna ke hAtharUmAla to milanA na ja vAparavAno nirNaya AvatI kAlanI savAre paNa laI zakAya. vizva benka ane AI.ema.epha.nI kaThapUtaLI jevA rAjakaraNIo ane adhikArIonI jugalabaMdhI samagra dezane Arthika nAdArInA Are lAvIne ubhA rAkhe te pahelAM A nirNaya levA khUba jarUrI che. aDhAreya komanA dhaMdhA jIvatA karatI khAdI grAmodyogonI arthavyavasthA ja dezanI Arthika unnatinI AdhArazilA hovAnI A mAnyatAe kevaLa atula zAhanotaraMgIvicAra nathI,hArvarDa yunivarsiTImAMthI arthazAstranI pIeca.DI.nI DigrI laIne AvelA Dr. naMdinI umAzaMkara jozI paNa amadAvAdanI jhUMpaDapaTTIthI laIne TokiyonA seminAra sudhI Dhola pITI pITIne A ja vAta kahetA phare che. -atula zAha vikrama saMvata 2047 || 126 ||

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meM vAMcyu tame paNa vAMco kAgaLakhAu saMskRti jhADane paNa myujhiyama pIsa banAvI deze bhAratIya jIvanavyavasthAmAM kuTuMbabhAvanA ane nirvyAja snehanA sImADA 'ame be ane amArAM be' sudhI sImita rahevAne badale mAmA-mAsI, kAkA, phoI ane banevI-sALAnA pahoLA vistAra sudhI laMbAtA ane teno paDagho bhAratIya bhASAono zabdavaibhava paNa barAbara pADe che. aMgrejImAM tamAre kAkA ane mAmA vacce taphAvata pADavA mATe aMkala zabdane peTarnala ane meTarnalanA vizeSaNanuM pUchaDuM lagAvavuM paDaze. tevuM ja mAsI ane phoInuM. mA ane bApa baMnenI baheno mATe AnTIthI calAvI levuM paDe. bahenanA pati mATe sisTarsa hasabanDa ane bhAInI patnI mATe bradharsa vAIpha vAparanArA temanI pAse banevI ke bhAbhI, derANI ke jeThANI, naNaMda ke bhojAI jevA zabdo ja nathI. saMbaMdhavAcaka zabdonI uNapa tenA dvArA vAcya sabaMdhonI mAtRgRha mATe mosALa jevo mAM bharI nAkhanAro zabda haze ke kema te savAla che. A dezamAM strI 'mA'nA lagna pUrvenA sagAMonuM paNa je naikaTya 'mosALa' zabda dvArA skUTa thAya che te bhAratIya kuTuMbamAM 'mA'nA darajjAnuM sUcaka to jarUra che. vIjaLInA bhaDakA ane DAmara roDanA atikramaNathI bacelA mosALanA gAmaDe unALA-divALInI rajAomAM javAnuM thatuM tyAre joyelo nALiyAnA chAparA nIce laTakato lAkaDAnA daDhAvALo lokhaMDano vAMkaDiyo saLiyo mane Ajeya barAbara yAda che. lokabhASAmAM ene phALako kahetA. mosALathI ghare pahoMcyA pachI rAjIkhuzIthI pahoMcI gayAnA khabara ApatuM ame lakheluM raDyuM-khaDyuM pattuM ke bAjunA kasbanA zaherathI kharIdelAM sUkA koparAMnA bilanI nAnakaDI cabarakhI e ja e phADakAno vaibhava. AnaMda killolathI jIvatA gAmaDAmAM 'seTha' gaNAtA e bahoLA parivArano kAgaLano kula vaparAza eTalo ocho ke kyAreka e nAnakaDo saLiyo bharAtAM be-traNa varSa paNa vItI ja || 127 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco jAya. gharamAM je koI nimitte kAgaLadevInuM Agamana thAya tenI pratiSThA kAgaLamAM nAnakaDuM kANuM pADIne e saLiyAmAM karI devAmAM Ave.kharI khUbInI vAta to have Ave che. be-cAra varSe jyAre e saLiyo kAgaLathI bharAI jAya tyAre tamArA hAthamAM rahelA eka divasanA chApAnA kAgaLa karatAM paNa ochA kAgaLanA e jaththAne pheMkI nahIM devAno. mArI mAnAM mA maNibahena nAmanA 60 varSanA abhaNa vRddhA kAgaLanA e badhA TukaDAne palALI goLa, gUgaLa, methI jevAM cIkAza (bonDeja) lAvanArAM jAtabhAtanAM dravyo temAM umerI e kAgaLanA mAvAmAMthI zerabazera vajana samAya tevITopalIothI laIne maNa be maNa anAja saMgharavAnI kSamatA dharAvatA moTA sUMDalA banAvatAM. bagalAnI pAMkha jevA ujaLA eTopalA vajanamAM eTalA halakA banatA ke maNa-be-maNa dhAna samAya evo Topalo khAlI hoya tyAre nAnuM chokaruM paNa potAnI tarjanI ane aMgUThAthI ene sAva AsAnIthI UMcakI zake. kAgaLanA behada vadhelA veDaphATane kAraNe jaMgalonA nIkaLatA satyAnAza upara jyAre seminAra yojAya tyAre maMca upara benaranI jagyAe A Topalo TIMgADavo joIe. peparamezanA phezanebala nAma nIce kAgaLanA mAvAnI banelI kAramIrI AITamo kharIdavA khAdI bhaMDAromAM umaTatAM dezI-paradezI ToLAMone joyAM tyAre mane mArAM e nirakSara mAtAmahInI yAda sahaja ja AvI gayelI. kanjharvezana zabdano artha kahI batAvavA jeTaluM bhaNatara emanI pAse nahotuM paNa zabda dvArA dhvanita arthane jIvanamAM jIvI jANavAnuM gaNatara emane vaMzaparaMparAgata maLeluM.vesTamAMthI besTa banAvatA zIkhavanArA kociMga klAsIsanuM to temaNe nAma paNa nahotuM sAMbhaLyuM paNa peDhI dara peDhI temane gaLathuthImAM ja evA saMskAra pAvAmAM AvelA ke prakRtidatta koI paNa cIjavastuno veDaphADa temanA jIvanakozamAM zodhyo nahoto jaDato. adhyAtmanA pAyA upara caNAyelAM bhAratIyadarzano spaSTapaNe mAnatAM ke duniyAnI tamAma cIjavastuonomanaphAve tema upayoga-upabhoga karavAno manuSyane adhikAra che ja nahi. jIvanayAtrAnA UthvakaraNanA mArge musApharI | 12r |

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco karatA karatA anivAryapaNe je vastuno upabhoga karavo ja paDe teTalA pUratI ja chUTa rahetI ane mATe ja dehAtIta thaI gayA hovAne kAraNe sukhaprApti mATe jemane koI bhautika padArthanA upayoganI AvazyakatA rahetI nathI tevA tattvane (tevA padArthane) zuddha Atmatattva tarIke kamyuM che. ApaNA moDarnamitro mAne che tema bhagavAna, sAdhu, dharmI, pApI jevI keTegarIo e koI sAMpradAyika jaDatAnI sUcakanathI. vastutattvanA tAratamya sudhI pahoMcIe to bhagavAna enuM nAma jemanuMrisorsayuTilAIjhezana zUnya hoya. sAdhuenuM nAma ke jeo jhIro kanjhakzananA Adarzane AMbavAnA lakSya sAthe ochAmAM ochI vastuonA upabhoga dvArA jIvanayApana karatA hoya. sau koInuM e gajuM nathI hotuM ke svaicchika garIbIne svIkArI laI laghuttama pAyAnI jarUriyAtothI calAvI zake paNa kama-se-kama AvuM lakSya paNa jenuM baMdhAyeluM hoya ane binajarUrI pANIno pyAlo paNa veDaphAya tyAre teno sAcakalo DaMkha jenA haiyAmAM jIvato hoya tenuM nAma dharmI ane pApI zabda ApaNe evI vyaktine mATe prayojI zakIe ke jene mATe vara ane kanyAne paNa mArIne potAnuM tarabhANuM bharanAra goranI jema khAo, pIo ne majA karonI saMskRti ja jenA jIvanano mudrAlekha hoya. pApImAMthI dharmI, dharmImAMthI sAdhu ane sAdhumAMthI Izvara bhaNInI utkrAMtinI dizA cIMdhatA jIvanadarzanamAM alpatama upabhogano ja khyAla hato tene ApaNe pachAtapaNAnuM lakSaNa mAnI beThA ane A dezane bIjuM amerikA banAvavAnA aramAna sAthenuM soziyo-Ikonomika DevalapamenTanuM(sAmAjikaArthika pragati)bhUlabhareluM moDala A ghelachAnA paripAkarUpe apanAvI dezane durdazAnI gartAmAM dhakelI beThA. varSe mAMDa vaparAtA zera-bazera kAgaLane paNa nakAmA na javA detI aNavikasita ane avikasita dezonI jIvanazailInI sAthe vikasita kahevAtA pelA bIjA vizvanA dezonA pratIka-amerikAnI jIvanazailIne sarakhAvavAnI vagara TippaNIe A vAta spaSTa thaI jaze. duniyAbharanI phAlatu vastuo vecIne potAnI tijorI tarabatara karavA mathatI amerikana kaMpanIo grAhakonA diladimAgamAM enuM achatuM mahattva ghusADI devA | 126 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco jAherAtanA ane keTaloga vagerenA pharaphariyAno mAro, posTa dvArA amerikAnA ghare ghare karatI rahe che. kacarA jevA bajAruM khorAkane mATe vaparAtA jaMka phUDa' zabdanI jema AvI kacarA jevI TapAlane paNa teo "jaMka meIla tarIke oLakhe che. "phiphTI simpala thiMgsayu kena TU seva dha artha' (pRthvIne bacAvavAnA pa sarala upAyo)nA lekhakoe mUkelA eka aMdAja mujaba mAtra A jaMkameIla mATe eTalA badhA kAgaLa bagADavAmAM Ave che ke e kAgaLone jo asa-kalpanAthI bALavAmAM Ave to temAMthI aDhI lAkha gharomAM era hiTarsa cAlI zake teTalI garamI pedA thAya. dareka amerikananA ghare nAkhavAmAM AvatI "jaMka meIla' eka varSa sudhI bhegI karavAmAM Ave to teno saravALo gharadITha doDha jhADa jeTalo thAya. AkhA amerikAmAM mAtra A kacarA-patro mATe dasa karoDa vRkSone kuhADAnA hAthAno bhoga banavuM paDe che. A dezamAM paNa dhIme dhIme A aMkameIlanocepa lAgavAnI zarUAta thaI gaI che. lagabhaga roja chApuM kholavAmAM Ave tyAre chApAnI gaDI vaccethI sarI paDatuM jAherAtanuM pharaphariyuMAno ja eka prakAra che. amerikano dara varSe kula maLIne vIsa lAkha Tana jeTalI jaMkameIla TapAlamAM meLave che. jemAMnI 44 TakA TapAlo to kholavAnI paNa tasdI lIdhA vagara teo sIdhI kacarATopalI bhegI kare che. A to kholyA vagara pheMkI devAtI jaMka meIlanI vAta thaI paNa je TapAlo kholavAmAM Ave che te samayanA TukaDAono saravALo karavAmAM Ave to tenA jIvananA kula maLIne ATha mahinA jeTalo samaya to A kacarAne kholavAmAM ja jAya che. mAtra ekalAkha amerikanone A jaMkameIlanA trAsamAMthI mukti ApavAmAM Ave to dara varSe doDha lAkha jhADa bace.dasa lAkha amerikano A maphatanI hajAmatamAMthI Ugare to paMdara lAkha jhADanI phAMsInI sajA TaLe. Adhunika jIvanazailI Ameya mANasanA magajane InoveTiva'(navA vicAravAlo AdhunikatAvAdI)banAve che. roja kAMIkane kAMIka navuM zodhavAnI preraNAnA pAnane mAnavajAtane satata karAvyA kare che. kAgaLa veDaphavAno A to | 130 /

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco eka ja rasto thayo.AvA to bIjA aneka "zerane mAthe savAzera" jevA rastA temaNe zodhI kADhyA che, ane te dizAmAM temanI pragatinI kUca hajI paNa vaNathaMbhI jArI che. amerikAnI saphara karIne Avelo grInakArDa holDara tamane tyAMnI je anekavidha vAto karaze temAMnI eka vAta haze tyAMnA daLadAra vartamAnapatronI pustakameLAmAM rAtonA ujAgarA karIne hoMze hoMze vecavAmAM AvatA pravAsavarNanomAM paNa doDhaso-doDhaso ane baso-baso pAnAMnA daLadAra chApAo dasa ja miniTamAM vAMcIne pastImAM paNa ApavAnI darakAra karyA sivAya bhUgarbha meTro-TrenamAM ja mUkIne ubhA thaI janAra Devalapsa yuropiyano ke amerikanonI vAto tame ghaNIvAra vAMcI haze. gujarAtanA gAmaDAnI be bahenapaNIo divasa daramiyAna joyelA ke sAMbhaLelA kautukanI vAta karavA bhegI thAya ane gUsapUsa karatA karatA ekabIjIne "alI,joyuM? alI sAMbhaLyuM?" kahetI jAya tyAre kAMIka alaukika joyAno ke sAMbhaLyAno je bhAva temanA zabdomAM nItarato hoya che tevoja acarajadIThAno bhAva AvA pravAsavarNananI be lITInI vacce raheluM lakhANa vAMcavAnuM sAmarthya dharAvanAra vAcaka pArakhI zakaze. AvAM rasALa varNano lakhIne, dasabAra pAnAMnA pramANamAM nAnAM chApA vAMcanAranA manamAM pote kAMIkapachAta dezanA nAgarika hovAnI laghutAgraMthi pedA karanAra lekhakone khyAla paNa nahIM hoya kebaso baso pAnAMnA e daLadAra chApAnI sAmAjika paryAvaraNIya kiMmata zI che. amerikAmAM pragaTa thatAM chApAMonI khAlI eka ja ravivAranI AvRttino hisAba gaNIe to tene mATe joIto kAgaLa banAvavA pAMca lAkha jhADa kApavAM paDe.varSamAM AvA to bAvana ravivAra hoya che ane dareka ravivArane somathI zani sudhInA bIjA cha vAranuM tagaDuM phemilI hoya che e badhuM gaNIe to saravALo kayAM pahoMce e hisAba jAte ja karI lejo. amerikana pepara InsTiTyUTanA sarve mujaba sarerAza amerikana dara varSe 120 pAunDa jeTalo nyUjhaprinTa vApare che. eTale ke dara varSe te chApuM vAMcavA mATe pRthvInA paTa parathI eka jhADa ochuM kare che. vartamAnapatrone mATe "cothI jAgIra' (phortha esTeTa) || 939 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco ane 'lokazAhInA praharI' jevA zabdonA sAthiyA bhale pUratA hoya (hakIkatamAM to zabdonA AvA toraNa bAMdhanAra paNa patrakAro ja hoya che. eTale mosALe jamaNa ne mA pIrasanAra jevo ghATa ghaDAya che.)paraMtu vAstavamAM to chApuM calAvavA pAchaLa kAgaLakhAu saMskRti jhADane myujhiyama-pIsa banAvI deze, nakarA dhaMdhAkIya uddeza sivAya bIjuM kAMI hotuM nathI. duniyAbharanI bAbatonI jANakArI gAmaDe gAmaDe pahoMcADavAnI DAhIDamarI vAto to breInavaoNziMga ane pablisITI bijhanesano eka bhAga mAtra che. bAkI elijhAbetha Telarane hAla konI sAthe lapharuM cAlI rahyuM che ke bakiMgahAma pelesamAM DAyenAnI kUkhe dIkaro avataryo ke dIkarI tenI jANakArIthI sAmAnya mANasane tasubhAra jeTaloya phAyado thato nathI. DroIMgarUmamAM sophAseTa para beThA beThA harSada mahetAthI mAMDIne gAbhAjI ThAkora sudhInAonI vAtonA taDAkA bolAvI magajane duniyAbharano kacaro bharavAnI kacarA TopalImAM pheravI nAkhanAra lokone sArA mANasa tarIke kema jIvavuM tenI mAhitI meLavavAnI phurasada ja rahetI nathI. gharamAM dIkarAne jhADA thayA hoya to sUMThanI phAMkI ApavI ke pIparImULanI athavA to divasamAM dasa vAra patnI-bALako upara lAlapILA thaI javAtuM hoya to te gussAne aMkuzamAM rAkhavA zuM karavuM tenI jANakArI ghaNI jarUrI che ane te meLavavA chApA-copAniyA vAMcavAnI koI jarUra nathI. ghaNAne to cA karatAMya vadhAre AkaruM vyasana chApAnuM paDI gayuM hoya che. Draga eDikTanI jema nyujha eDikTanA dardIo mATe paNa koIka upacAra gotI kADhavo joIe. takalIpha to e vAtanI che ke lIlAchama jhADone raheMsI nAkhI masAledAra mAla pIrasatA A chApA sAme tame dabAtA sUre paNa avAja kADho tyAM to chApAdevInA bhakto tamane kopIbuka sTAIlanI cavAI gayelI dalIlothI jhUDI kADhaze, chApA na hota to tame A sArA vicArono pracAra kevI rIte karI zakata? mAhitI ane jJAnanA visphoTanA A yugamAM vartamAnapatroe to AkhI duniyAne eka sAMkaLe bAMdhavAnuM kAma karyu che vagere vagere. jANe chApAnA mAliko duniyAne eka tAMtaNe bAMdhavA ane tamArA sArA vicArono || 12 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco pracAra karavA ja chApuM calAvatA na hoya! ene koNa samajAve ke bhalA bhAI, tulasInA jamAnAmAM nahotuM chApuM, nahotA prinTiMga presa ke nahotI kAgaLanI milo ane chatAMya tulasInuM rAmacarita mAnasa ane vyAsanuM mahAbhArata hindustAnanA gAmaDe gAmaDe ane ghare ghare vaMcAtuM ane sadIo sudhI karoDo lokoe temAMthI sajjanatAnA guNo jhIlI potAnA jIvanane urdhvagAmI banAvyuM che. vRkSAropaNanI ane vanamahotsavanI jhuMbeza calAvanArAoe lokone jANa karavI joIe ke teo roja bAra pAnAnuM je pataluM chApuM vAMce che tenuM vajana jo mAtra 75 grAma jeTaluM hoya ane savAra-sAMja maLIne AvA mAtra be chApA vAMcavAnI temane Teva hoya to dara varSe, temanA vatI eka lIlA jhADanuM astitva nAbUda karI devAmAM Ave che. samAjavAdanA nArA lagAvanAro A deza vAMsanA TopalA banAvI gujarAna calAvanArI vAdI komanI bhaTakatI jAtinA bhAIone je bhAve vAMsa vece che tenA karatAM seMkaDo (ripITa, seMkaDo) gaNA ochA bhAvo nyujhaprinTa banAvanArI peparamilo e ja vAMsa paDAvI jAya che ane kAco mAla ATalA sabasIDAIjhDa (bajAra karatA ochA bhAve, sarakAranA mAthe nukazAna) bhAve maLyA pachI paNa nyujhaprinTasanA utpAdana kharca jeTalA bhAva mAgavAmAM Ave toya kAgAroLa macAvI devAmAM Ave che. dezabharamAM sauthI vadhu praduSaNa phelAvanAra udyogamAM pepara milonuM sthAna avvala naMbaranuM che. temanA dvArA phelAvAtA praduSaNanI sozikAla kosTa karadAtAnI tijorIne badale kAgaLanI kiMmata para caDAvavAmAM Ave to kAgaLa kadAca eTalo moMgho thaI jAya ke tamAre sarakhA vajananI rUpiyAnI noTo ApIne kAgaLa kharIdavo paDe. chApA vadhune vadhu vecIne pAvarDa pAvaDe rUpiyA ghasaDI javAnI reTa-resamAM duniyAbharamAM chApA pAnAMnI saMkhyA ane prinTanI nakalonuM pramANa vadhAratA jAya che. nyUyaoNrka TAImsa ane voziMgTana posTa ke InDiyana eksapresa ane || 122 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco TAImsa oNpha InDiyAnI ApADAlaDAImAM bicArA jhADanI (lITaralI)kho nIkaLI jAya che. evareja amerikana badhuM maLIne varSe pa80 pAunDa kAgaLa vAparato hoya che. AkhA amerikAno saravALo pAMca karoDa Tana thAya. ATalA kAgaLa mATe 85 karoDa jhADa kApavA paDe. caMDIprasAda bhaTTanI cipako sTAIlathI ATalA jhADa bacAvavA hoya to eTalA jhADane bAjhI paDavA mATe AkhA hindustAnane tyAM laI javo paDe.tema yugo sudhI mahenata karIne hindustAnanI pratyeka vyaktine dara varSe eka navuM jhADa ropavA (ane ucheravA) taiyAra karo to jeTalA jhADa pedA thAya eTalA jhADa to amerikana baMdhuo dara varSe temanI kAgaLabhUkha saMtoSavA ja kApI nAkhe che. temane ema lAge che ke A kAgaLakhAU kAgaLakhAUnI rAkSasI saMskRtine haDaselI dIdhA vagara mAtra vanIkaraNanI jhuMbezo calAvatA rahI tame duniyAne lIlIchama banAvI zako? cakrama jevA chApA ane megejhinono Dhagalo Tipoya upara karIne savArano sonerI samaya tenI pAchaLa veDaphI devAne badale ciraMjIva mUlya dharAvanArA ko'ka suMdara pustakamAM DUbakI mAravAthI ekAduM sAcakaluMmotI prApta thAya tevuM na bane? konvenTavALAne to vaTa pADavAno hoya che paNa bAkInAM bALamaMdiro ane prAthamika zALAo noTabukonI sAthe sAthe sleTa-penano upayoga zarU karAve to dara varSe bacatI noTabukono Dhagaloparvata jeTalo UMco thaI jAya. relavenA bukasTola tathA rastAnI phUTapAtha upara vaMcAtI phAlatuM copaDIone aDIza paNa nahIM tathA bajAramAM jaIza tyAre mArI kharIdIne plAsTikanI to nahIM ja paNa kAgaLanI kothaLI ke reparamAM maDhAvavAne badale gherathI laI gayelI kapaDAnI thelIno ja upayoga karIza jevInAnakaDI zarUAto karavAmAM Ave to paNa pepara milanA praduSita pANIthI saDI gayelI kiDanIthI marI gayela juvAniyAnI vidhavA mAnAhAyakArAmAMthI ApaNe to jarUra bacI jaIzu. // 938 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco rAdhanapuranA eka custa jaina sAthe thayelI vAtacItamAM teNe tenA bALapaNanI tAjI karelI eka vAta ApaNe saue hRdayamAM kaMDArI rAkhavA jevI che. jaino jJAnanI jema ja kAgaLa jevA jJAnanA sAdhano-upakaraNone paNa pavitra mAnatA hoya che. e bhAInA kahevA mujaba nAnapaNamAM rAdhanapura rahetA hatA tyAre ghare mahemAna Ave eTale mA kaMdoIne tyAM peMDA levA mokale. paNa peMDAnuM boksa paNa kAgaLanuM banatuM hovAthI tenI AzAtanA (durUpayoga)na thAya e mATe mA gharethI pittaLano khAlI Dabbo laIne ja mokale ane kaMdoI boksa Ape to paNa nA pADIne teo pittaLanA DabbAmAM ja peMDA laIne AvatA. ja kAgaLanA TukaDAmAM jene jhADa para ugAmAyela kuhADInuM citra dekhAtuM hoya te vyakti rAdhanapurI jaina parivAranA A jUnavANI rivAja upara ApharIna pokAryA vinA nahi rahe. - atula zAha - vikrama saMvata 2047 mA-bApanuM lohI cusato hAlano hiMdI kolejIyana evI keLavaNImAM Aga muko. -vIra zAsana tA. 23/8/1935 mIsaramAM strione sInemA jovAnI manAI che. -vIra zAsana tA. 5/10/1934 ceyanacero khAte eka krizcIna strIe nANAnI sagavaDa nahIM hovAthI, janmeluM bAlaka phakta 6 AnAmAM vorDaboyane vecI dIdhuM hatuM. -vIra zAsana tA. 8/9/1933 orissA prAntanI eka vidhavAe potAnA 3 varSanA bALakane 3 rUpiyAmAM vecyo. || 126 || -vIra zAsana tA. 8/9/1933

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco jhe2nAM jamaNa dvArA veLAnAM ma2Na AjanA kemikala yugamAM ApaNe akhAdya kahevAya tevAM rasAyaNo khAIe chIe. bahAranuM khAvAnuM vadhyuM che ane khAvAmAM phezana vadhI che. bhAratamAM khavAtAM kemikalsa amerikA karatAM khUba vadhu jokhamI che. kAraNa ke cakAsaNInuM dhoraNa joIe tevuM nathI. bhraSTAcAra vyApaka banI gayo che. savAre UThIe tyAre nAstAmAM cA ke dUdha, mukhyatve breDa sAthe cIjha, baTara ke jAma athavA biskiTa ane TosTa, bALako mATe jhaTapaTa banI jatAM nUDalsa, baporanA jamaNa sAthe bajArU athANAM-pApaDa vagere vastuo hoya che. AjakAlanA bALakone ekaluM dUdha to bhAve nahIM, tethI jAta-jAtanA milka pAvaDara umerIne apAya che. ThaMDA pINA, zarabata pekeTa mAMthI banAvAya che. mIThAIo pharasANa bahArathI maMgAvavAnA. IDalI-DhoMsA, gulAbajAMbu banAvavAnA taiyAra pekeTa maLe. A badhI khAdya sAmagrImAM eDiTivsano (kRtrima rasAyaNo) umero karavAmAM Ave che. kRtrima raMgamAM gaMdha, svAda, AkAra jALavI rAkhavA judAM-judAM rasAyaNo badhAM eDiTivsa che. je Arogya mATe hAnikAraka pUravAra thayelA che. dA.ta. ThaMDA pINAmAM UbharAne lAMbo samaya TakAvI rAkhavA bI.vI.o. bromineTeDa vejITebala oIlano upayoga thAya che. vadhu pramANamAM bI.vI.o. zarIramAM jAya to kensara thaI zake che. A vAtanI vartamAnapatra dvArA lokomAM khabara paDatAM ja UhApoha jAgyo. bhArata sarakAre kAyado banAvI bI.vI.o. baMdha karAvyo. have tenI jagyAe 'esTara-gama'no upayoga zarU thayo. je eka prakArano guMdara che. teno babalagama, cyuiMgamamAM upayoga thAya che. A esTaragama raMgarogAna karavAnA peInTsa-vArnizamAM vaparAya che. je zarIrane nukazAnakArI che.(jenAthI kensara jevo roga thAya che.) rasAyaNazAstrI ena. jI. vAgale kahe che ke esansano khAdya padArthamAM viziSTa sugaMdha mATe upayoga karAya che. esansamAM vividha raMga umeravAmAM Ave che. emAM keTalAka utpAdako kapaDAM raMgavAnA raMgo paNa vApare che. judA-judA raMganA || 126 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco AIskrIma khAnArAoe A yAda rAkhavA jevuM che ke raMga e dhImuM jhera che. cokaleTa banAvavA koko pAvaDara, dUdhanuM mizraNa ane koko baTara vaparAtuM hoya che. koko baTara modhuM hoIne tenA badale sAla pheTa nAmanI carabI umerI devAmAM Ave che. bajAramAM maLatAM baTaramAM pILA raMganuM mizraNa hoya che. AvaradA vadhAravA prijharveTiva mIThuM umeravAmAM Ave che. TomeTo kecaapamAM lAla raMga jAma hoya che. raMgavALI tamAma vastu Arogya mATe hAnikAraka che. cIjha banAvavA renina vAcharaDAnA jaTharamAMthI meLavAya che. jelInA mizraNamAM jileTina vaparAya che, je prANIonA hADakAmAMthI bane che. judAjudA zarabatanI banAvaTa kRtrima hoya che. je rAsAyaNika prakriyAthI bane che. jene sinTeTika kahevAya che. jemAM raMga-gaMdha-svAda badhuM eDiTivsane AbhArI che.cokaleTamAM AvatuM nikala hAnikAraka che.cokaleTane pIgaLatI aTakAvavA mATe koko baTaramAM vanaspati ghI umeravAmAM Ave che. vanaspati ghI banAvavAnI prakriyAmAM nikala hoya che. sAdA tela para nikalanI madadathI rAsAyaNika prakriyA karIne temAMthI vanaspati ghI ke tela banAvAya che. A nikala cokaleTamAM Ave che. vadhu paDatuM nikala nukasAna kare che. cokaleTa khAvAthI dAMta jarUra bagaDe che. cAnA choDa upara je jaMtunAzaka davA chAMTavAmAM Ave che temAM nikalanuM pramANa ghaNuM hoya che. AthI cAthI cetavuM joIe. khorAkamAM kanTeminezana eTale ke bagADa/cepa lAgavAno vadhu Dara ziMganA dANAmAM che. bhejane kAraNe ziMgamAM phUga Ave che. A phUgamAM AklATosina nAmano padArtha che.AdANA tela banAvatAM pIlI nakhAya che. AvA telathI yakRtanuM kensara thavAno bhaya che. nadI-nALAM ke jamInamAM rahelA pANImAM kArakhAnAo dvArA rasAyaNanA jherI aMzo bhaLI jAya che. je khorAkamAM pravezI jAya che, je nukasAnakArI che. vApI AjakAla moTuM rAsAyaNika kendra banI rahyuM che. lAla-lIlA-pILA raMganA pANInA pravAha jovA | 137 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco maLe che. A pANI jamInamAM UtarI zuddha pANIne dUSita kare che. saurASTramAM jetapuranI AjubAju pradUSita pANInI sthiti che. ulhAsanagara pAse ulhAsa nadI, pAtALagaMgA nadImAM rasAyaNo maLI AvyA che. moTA-moTA kArakhAnAo nadI-kinAre che. pANImAM bhaLelA rasAyaNo chUTA pADI zakAtA nathI. zAkabhAjI-phaLo pAka upara jaMtunAzaka davAo chAMTavAnA kAraNe ghaNuM jhera peTamAM ThalavAya che. sapharajananA jaldI uchera mATe 'elAra' nAmanA padArthano chUTathI thato upayoga ciMtAjanaka che. khAdya padArthomAM A rIte AvI jatA jherI tattvo vize ghaNo varga ajANa che. vadhu dUdha mATe bheMsane hormonsanA ijekzana apAya che. tevI bheMsonuM dUdha nukasAna kare che. jamInanA pANImAM rahelAM rasAyaNo keTalI hade UMcAIe jaI zake che te mATe nALiyerInA mULamAM ijekzana ApI prayoga karatAM jaNAyuM ke, 30 phUTa UMce nALiyerInA pANImAM rasAyaNa maLI AvyuM. klorAIDavALA TUthapesTa paNa hAnikAraka banI zake che. moTe bhAge soDiyama klorAIDa vAparavAmAM Ave che, jenAthI kensara ane hRdayaroga thaI zake che. pINAomAM kelerI ochI karavA sAkarane badale sekarInano upayoga thAya che. sekarina kensara jevA rogane AmaMtraNa Ape che. taiyAra pAucamAM maLatA pAnamasAlA, sugaMdhI sopArIo ane raMgIna variyALI upara sekarinanA paDa caDhAvelA hoya che. Aje pekiMgamAM vaparAtA halakA DabbAo tathA pekIMga upara vastu kyAre banI ? temAM zuM umeravAmAM AvyuM che vagere hakikato lakhavAmAM AvatI nathI. DuplIkeTa mAla bajAramAM vecAto hoya che. baTara-jAma-keca-kasTarDa pAvaDara masAlAo vagerenA pekeTo upara mAhitIono abhAva hoya che. pI.epha.enA niyama mujaba pekeTa upara padArtha banAvavA vaparAyelI sAmagrI, umerA karAyelA prijharveTiva, ImalsIphAyara, kalara vagere dareka prakAranA eDiTivsanI yAdI lakhavAnI hoya che. breDa upara tArIkha nAkhavAmAM AvatI nathI. vAsIbreDathI khUba ja nukasAna saMbhavI zake che. biskiTa vagere banAvavA mATe meMdAnI guNono godAmamAM saMgraha thAya che. mAkhIo baNabaNe che. tene dUra || 126 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco karavA jherI davA chaMTAya che. milka biskiTamAM dUdhanA kAraNe phUga lAgI jAya che. bALako mATe banAvAtAM biskiTo bALako mATe ja sauthI vadhAre hAnikAraka sAbita thatAM hoya che. AIskrImane daLadAra banAvavA bloTiMga peparane bhIjAvIne teno mAvo banAvI dUdhamAM meLavIne vecAto jovA maLyo hato, je AvakaverAvALAe pakaDI pADela. Ama AjakAla bahAranI vastumAM ghaNI bheLaseLa cAlI rahI che. - biskiTamAM ghI athavA speziyala bekarI pheTane badale prANInI carabI vAparavAmAM Ave che.maTana Telono vaparAza vadhI gayo che. kophImAM cIkorIno pAvaDara to kyAreka cIcUrAno pAvaDara umerAya che. cIkorI eka jAtanuM zakkarIyA jevuM kaMdamULa che. cAMdInA varakhane badale elyuminiyamanA varakha lagADavAmAM Ave che. pILA raMgane badale 'meTonila yalo' khAvAnA goLathI mAMDIne seva,gAMThiyA,jalebI evI aneka vastumAM corIchUpIthI vaparAto A raMga vadhAre pramANamAM zarIramAM jAya to kensara thaI zake che. dUdhamAM 33 TakA jeTalI bheLaseLa puravAra thaI che. masAlAmAM 12 TakA, telamAM 8 TakA ane bIjA khAdya padArthomAM 6 TakA bheLaseLa cakAsaNImAM jaNAI AvI che. vagara cakAsaNInI DhagalAbaMdha vastuo bajAramAM vyApI gaI che. saurASTramAM 862 mAkanA siMgatelano bheda A rIte che. 16 kilo DabbAmAM 8 kilo siMgatela, 6 kilo repasiDa oIla-eka prakAranA sastA telabiyAnuM tela ane be kilo dIvela hoya che. AvA mizraNa karIne siMgatelavecavAmAM Ave che. bheLaseLiyA telane Disko tela' kahevAya che. breDa ane biskiTanA mAvAne pagathI gUMdavAmAM Ave che. kerI ijekzanothI kedavAthI pAke che. papaiyA, keLAnuM paNa ema ja che. mULA, gAjara, bhAjImAM gaTaranA ke nadInA pANImAM rahelA rasAyaNo umerAIne Ave che. lAla dekhAtA caNA-vaTANA upara kemikalsano raMga caDAvelo hoya che. je Arogya mATe hAnikAraka hoya che. -"abhiyAna'mAMthI sAbhAra. || 126 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco ApaNA vaparAzamAM gAyanA hADaThAM hinduo gAyane mAtA mAnIne pUje che. gAyane vaMdana paNa kare che. paraMtu keTalAMka duSTa hinduo gAyanuM mAMsa chUpI rIte Aroge che, evI ja rIte gAyanA hADakAMnA pAvaDaramAMthI banelI vAnagIo to aneka zAkAhArIo jANye-ajANye khAya che. kendra sarakArano pratibaMdha hovA chatAM dezamAM aneka sthaLe gerakAnUnI rIte gAyanI katala thAya che. keraLamAM to khuda sarakAre govadha pratibaMdhano sauthI Akaro pratikAra karyo che. tenuM rahasya zuM che, te khabara che ? ApaNA dezamAM gAyanA hADakAMno sauthI vadhu puravaTho keraLamAMthI ja maLe che. thoDAMka samaya pahelAM jApAnanI vikhyAta mItsubIzI kaMpanInA sahayogamAM eka kArakhAnuM keraLamAM naMkhAyuM hatuM. A kArakhAnAmAM gAyanA hADakAMnI mAga dara varSe 10,000 TananI hatI. dUra dUranA gAmomAMthI gAyonA maDadAM ahIM lAvIne tenA hADakAM kADhI teno bhukko karavAmAM Avato. tyArabAda te vividha audyogika utpAdanamAM vaparAto, have jo govadha para pratibaMdha Ave, to karoDonuM mUDI rokANa dharAvatAM AvA ghaNA udyogo baMdha thaI jAya. sAmAnya vAcakane thaze ke gAyanA hADakAMne kAcA mAla tarIke vAparIne kArakhAnuM kaI cIja pedA karatuM haze? temAMthI zuM banatuM haze ? teno javAba vIjaLInA jhATakA jevo che. gAyanA hADakAMmAMthI jIleTIna tarIke oLakhAto pAvaDara bane che ane AIskrIma, bajArU puDIMga, phUTa salADa vageremAM te jIleTIna vaparAya che. A sivAya gAyanA hADakAmAMthI guMdarI padArtha bane che. tene aMgrejImAM eDahesIva kahe che. glu paNa kahevAmAM Ave che. ApaNA dezamAM thoDAM varSa pahelAM TapAlanA parabIDIyA coMTADavA hoya, to pAkA guMdAno rasa vaparAto hato. TainikonI ane megejhinonI kacerImAM sTArcamAMthI banAvelI lAI coMTADavA mATe vaparAtI. yuropamAM gAya-bheMsanA hADakAMne ane cAmaDAne ukALIne temAMthI coMTADavAno padArtha banAvavAmAM Avato hato. jene 'sarasa' || 140 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco paNa kahe che. A guMdarIyA padArtha arthAt eDahesiva, (kRtrima rasAyaNa je vastuone joDe- udA. phevIkola) gla gAyanA hADakAM-mAMthI bane che ane rasAyaNomAMthI paNa bane che. kudaratanI karAmata to juo ke, jeTa enjinanA totIMga bhAgo lokhaMDanA banelA hoya, tene coMTADavA mATe gAyanA hADakAMmAMthI banAveluM cIkaNuM glavaparAya che. lImaDAM kevaDalAnA jhADamAMthI nIkaLatA dUdhano paNa be padArtho coMTADavAmAM upayoga thaI cUkyo che. 1930mAM kembrIjanI phInITI kolejanAM prophesara DaoN. normana "da' brudanIe eroplenanA amuka bhAgo, lAkaDAnA banAvyA hatA ane e lAkaDAne coMTADavA mATe teNe navI jAtano rAsAyaNika guMdara zodhI kADhyo. atyAre A rAsAyaNika guMdara avanavI cIjone coMTADavA vaparAya che.buTathI Akho solachUTo paDI jAya to mocI ene dorAthI sAMdhavAne badale hAthamAM cIkaNu pravAhI laI buTa nIce lagAvIne be miniTamAM buTanA cAmaDA sAthe solane coMTADI de che!A cIkaNo padArtha phoyakolane maLato eka prakArano rabarI solyuzana che. atyAre kAThIyAvADanA ghaNA gAmaDAmAM kheDUto paNa A cIkaNo padArtha vAparavA mAMDyA che. gAyanA hADakAM viSe ApaNe moDethI vAta karIzuM. paNa gAyanA hADakAM uparAMta bIjA padArthomAMthI rAsAyaNika guMdara banAvAya che, te guMdarano kevo vividha upayoga thAya che, te jANavA jevuM che. tame parabIDIyA coMTADavA mATe guMdaranI boTala mAMgo cho, paNa temAM tamArI kalpanA mujabano guMdara hoto nathI. tenuM kharuM nAma to gla hoya che. moTaranI brekanI lAInIMga, helIkopTaranA roTorsa (paMkhAnI dharI) ane sephaTIkAca paNa A lUthI sAMdhI zakAya che. are, kAtila misAIla ane aNubombanI uparanA kAMcalAne joDavA paNa A glavaparAya che. romana loko pakSIone pakaDavA mATe jALa pAtharatAM, temAM teo gAyanAM hADakAMne ukALIne rasa kADhatAM, terasa copaDatA.A rasa na maLe, tyAre okavRkSa uparanA velAno || 989 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco rasa ukALIne copaDatA jethI pakSIo jALa upara besIne caNa caNe tyAre coMTI jAya.velA, vRkSo, lohI,hADakAM, dUdha ane baTATAmAMthI glabane che. tame jIbha lagAvIne eTale ke jIbhethI parabIDIyAnA guMdarane bhIMjavo cho, te "guMdara hADakAM baTATA ke rasAyaNono banelo hoI zake che. polImara-kenskIe" cIkaNA padArtha mATenI samasyA haLavI karI nAkhI che. polImara eTale eka jAtanA aNumAMthI banelA mizra aNuonuM rasAyaNa ! gAyanAM hADakAM ke bIjA padArthanI taMgI hoya, tyAre A rasAyaNamAMthI glano upayoga thavA mAMDyo.mona sAToplAsTIksa-nAmanI amerikAnI mazahUra kaMpanInA mAlika kahe che ke bacapaNamAM mArA pitA suthAra tarIke be lAkaDAne coMTADavA temAM marelA ghoDAnA hADakAMne ukALIne teno rasa upayogamAM letA hatA.' have to cIkaNA rAsAyaNika padArthamAM aneka cIjo umerIne A rAsAyaNika guMdara vadhu cIkaNo, Aga sAme vadhu pratikAra banI zake tevo banAvAya che. A gyu ke eDahelIvano upayoga eTalo vadhyo che ke, atyAre jagatamAM rU. 240 abajano guMdara vaparAya che.ApaNe mAthAdIThadara varSe cha ratala guMdara vAparIe chIe ane temAM aDadho ratala guMdara gAyanA hADakAmAMthI banelo hoya che. A "guMdara ApaNe vividha svarUpe vAparIe chIe. jema ke tame DAInIMga Tebala upara jamo cho. tenuM sanamAyakAnuM AvaraNa guMdarathI coTADyuM hoya che. moTara udyogamAM velDiMga arthAta jeNathI joDavAne badale guMdarathI joDavAthI kAma patI jAya che. IlekTrIka moTaramAM taDa paDI hoya ke bAraNAmAM taDa paDI hoya ke peTrolanI TAMkImAM taDapaDI hoya te khAsa prakAranA zlathI joDAya TeliphonanI ghaMTaDI barAbara vAge mATe TeliphonanA nAjuka bhAgone skuthI joDavAne badale eDahesivathI joDavAmAM Ave che. plAsTIkanA be bhAgane | 142 ||

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meM vAMcyu tame paNa vAMco joDavAmAM naTa bolTa ke khIlI vaparAya to plAsTIka TukaDA thaI jAya ke tirADa paDe che. A takalIpha nivAravA mATe glu vaparAya che. kaI kaMpanI kyA padArtha mAMthI cIkaNo padArtha banAve che. e hamezA gupta rAkhe che. kAraNa ke gAyanA hADakA mAMthI glu banAvAya che. e vAta bhAratanA loko jANe to ghaNA loko te cIja na vApare. chelle amerikAnI phinITI kolejanA eka prophesare erobIka eDahesIva zodhyuM che te pravAhI guMdara mAtra davAnA saMsargamAM rahe tyAM sudhI pravAhI rahe che. jyAre be sapATI vacce te guMdarane bhIMsAvAya tyAre te eTaluM nakkara banI jAya ke sapATIne koI alaga pADI na zake. A guMdara ne te prophesare lokaTAITa nAma ApyuM che ane moTara udyogamAM 'lokaTAITa'bahu vaparAya che. amerikana kaMpanIo glu banAve che tenI spardhA jApAnanI kaMpanIo kare che. bhAratamAM keraLa khAte 'kerAlA kemikalsa enDa proTInsa limiTeDa' nAmanI kaMpanI sthapAI che. teNe jApAnI kaMpanIno sahayoga lIdho che. A kaMpanInA jApAnI TekanizIyanone glu ane jIleTInamAM gAyanA ja hADakAM zuM kAma vAparo cho ? temAM ghoDA, gadheDA ke bIjA prANInA hADakA kema vAparatA nathI. tevo prazna pUchAMtA jApAnI niSNAte kahyuM ke, gAyanA hADakAno bhuko te paNa eka jAtanuM kudaratI polImara che, te hADakAMmAM emino esIDa vadhu UMcI kakSAno hoya che. gAyanA hADakAMnA bhAva Tana dITha rU. 1,600 thI 1,700 upaje che, amuka kArakhAnAvALA kabUla karatA nathI, paNa glu ke jIleTIna banAvavA mATe mAnavInA hADakAM paNa vaparAya che. bhAratathI yuropa khAte je mAnavInA hADakAM nikAsa karAtA hatA, temAMthI AIskrIma mATe vaparAtuM jIleTIna banatuM hatuM. mAnava mare tyAre eka pAInI kiMmatano hoto nathI, tema ApaNe kahIe chIe, paNa marelAM mANasanA ochAmAM ochA rU.1000 to nipaje che. tenA hADakAM kImatI che. gAya mare tyAre tenA hADakAM rU.400thI rU. 500 || 143 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco nI kiMmatanA thaI jAya che. gAyonAM asthinI carabImAMthI jIleTIna banAvavAnuM kArya jarA paNa sAruM nathI. gAyanA hADakAM mAMthI je jIleTIna ane bIjA padArtho bane che tenI yAdI jozo, to thaze ke hindu ane jaina hovA chatAM ApaNe roja koIne koI svarUpe savAre mastIpUrvaka gAyanA hADakAM cAvIe chIe. kesyula eTale koI paNa TIkaDIne nakkara banAvavA gAyanA hADakAMno bhUko vaparAya che. koDa livara oIla, UMcI jAtanI kanvekzanarI, AIskrIma, soseja, phoTo philma, amuka UMcI jAtanA kAgaLa vageremAM gAyanA hADakAM temaja bheMsanA lIvarano arka vaparAya che. philma ane kemerA banAvatI AgevAna kaMpanI kaDAkadara varSegAyanAM hADakAMnI aMdara carabImAMthI jileTIna banAvavA katalakhAnAomAMthI gAyanuM ATha karoDa pAunDa hADapiMjara kharIde che. gAyanAM hADakAMnI kiMmata chellA be varSomAM 25 TakA vadhI gaI che. dahIthI mAMDIne viTAminanI TikaDIonA kesamAM vaparAtuM hovAthI jIleTInanI ghaNI mAMga che. jIleTInanI banAvaTamAM caDiyAto aMkuza jamAvavA jyorja IsTamene 1930mAM koDAka plAnTa sthApyo hato. rAInA bI khAnAra DhoronAM hADakAMmAMthI jIleTIna banAvavAthI te pAyamAla thavAnI aNI para pahoMcI gayo hato. AvA hADakAMmAMthI banAvelI jIleTInanI philmo pizcara levAya te pahelAM kharAba thaI jatI hatI. soLa phUTa UMcA gAyanAM asthinA DhagalAmAMthI durgadha AvatI hoya che. A asthinA pANI jeTalA nAnA kadanA TukaDA karAya che. "bonsamena' tarIke | 984 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco oLakhAto mANasa A asthinA TukaDAnuM UMcI jagyAe besIne nirIkSaNa kare che. te tyArabAda hAthanI muThThImAM A asthinI cIpsa barAbara thaI ke nahIM te jue che. - hADakAMnI A cipsane kanveyara belTa vaDe mIThAnA tejAbanI TAMkImAM mokalAvAya che. kelziyama ane poTeziyamanA kSArone dUra karavA hADakAMne tyAM eka aThavADiyuM rakhAya che. tyArabAda tene ATha aThavADiyA sudhI cUnAnA drAvaNamAM rakhAya che, tyAM te pravAhI svarUpa dhAraNa kare che. tene tyArabAda pANInI TAMkIo ane philTaranI sirijha vaDe sirapa sthitimAM lavAya che. tyArabAda tene ThaMDu karIne sUkavavAmAM Ave che ane teno pAuDara banAvAya che ane jyAre bIjA rasAyaNo sAthe mikSa karavAmAM Ave che, to te philmanI skripsa paranuM phoTo sensiTI Imalsa bane che. Ama gAyanAM hADakAMnuM bajAra bahu moTuM che. tenA ghaNA dhaMdhAdArI upayogo che. jIvatI gAyone katalakhAne dhakelIne tenAM hADakAM kADhI levA e pApI kRtya gaNAya. ane marelA pazunA hADakAmAMthI banelA dravya vAparavA e paNa pApI kRtya gaNAya. - Azleza zAha, - "gujarAta samAcAra"mAMthI sAbhAra vIra zAsananA tA. 08/1935nA aMkamAMkamboDiya gAmanI pAse 454 phiTa uMcI pratimA malI che. | tA. 5/10/1934nA aMkamAM koTAyana gAmamAM eka strIne 12 iMca lAMbA zIMgaDAvALuM bALaka avataryuM che. - || 9 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco kyAM che svataMtratA? kyA che svarAjaltha ? Ajano yuga bhAre vicitra che kahevAtA "svarAjyane paNa pacAvavAnI tAkAta Aje kyAM jovA maLe che?AjhAdI, svarAjya ane svataMtratAnA gANAM Aje gavAI rahyA che, paNa hakIkatamAM parataMtratA ane svacchaMdatAnA baMdhanamAM ApaNe vadhune vadhu jakaDAtA-baMdhAtA jaIe chIe.vadhAre duHkhada bAbata to e che ke, AjanI sarakAra ane sattAlolupa netAoevA ja mArge AgaLa vadhIne prajAne paNa AgaLa vadhArI rahyA che ke, jenA kaTu pariNAma rUpe prajA vadhune vadhu bhogalolupa banatI jAya ane dezanA rAjakAraNa para pAzcimAtya-parataMtratAnA paDachAyA gherA banatA jAya che. sAMskRtika kAryakramanA nejA heThaLa Aje vikRtione vega maLI rahyo che ane bhogavilAsamAM sau phasAtA jAya che. bhAratIya-paraMparA, lajjA-maryAdA, pramANikatA Adi mULabhUta Adarzo para Aje agni caMpAI rahyo che. jethI AjanI nArI vezyA karatAya vadhu vilAsinI banIne Thera-Thera ghUmatI jovA maLe che. prAcIna kALanI vezyAo to cAra dIvAlonI cokI vacce vilAsa karatI hovAthI eno cepa bIjAne ocho lAgato hato, jyAre Aje to sinemA ane TI.vInA mAdhyame chaDecoka Avo cepa phelAI rahyo che ane enuM anukaraNa karatI ApaNI mA-dIkarIo ghara uparAMta, bajAramAM paNa ghUmatI jovA maLe che. vilAsa-moja-zokhano cepa Aje eTalo vyApaka banyo che ke, Abha phATyA jeTalI sthiti sarajAI che, have e phATane kaI rIte sAMdhavI, ane enA mATe zuM karavuM? eja yakSa prazna thaI paDyo che. nagnatAnA pradarzanamAM thI jAtane bacAvI levA mATe have to eja upAya jaNAya che ke, satsaMga vacce jIvavuM ane satata satsAhityanuM vAMcana karyA karavuM. samAjane sanmArge lAvavAnA Aja be upAya kaMIka AzAprada jaNAya che. mATe AnA pracAra-prasAra arthe ApaNe saue puruSArtha karavo ja joIe. - hIrAcaMda svarUpacaMda jhaverI, muMbaI-9. | 146 ||

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meM vAMcyu tame paNa vAMco chApAomAM chapAtAM bhagavAnanA phoTA aneka prakAre thatI bhayAnaka AzAtanAothI bacavAno prayatna karIe hamaNAM hamaNAM chApAMomAM, sAmAyikomAnA mukhapRSTha upara paNa ane AmaMtraNa patrikAomAM bhagavAnanA phoTA khUba khUba chapAvA lAgyA che. koI derAsaramAM prabhujInI bhAre aMgaracanA karavAmAM AvI hoya tyAre AzAtanAnuM pApa nahi jANanArA keTalAka ajJAna zrAvako potAnI jAte AMgIvALA pratimAjIno phoTo pADIne ke chApAMvALAone bolAvIne emanI pAse phoTo paDAvIne chApAMomAM saharSa chapAve che. chApAvALAo to pApanA bhaya vinAnA ne matalabI hoya che. teo to bhagavAnanA phoTA chApIne vAstavamAM potAnuM chApuM khapAvavAnI ja mahenata karI rahyA hoya che. bhagavAnanA phoTA jAte pADIne ke chApAMvALA pAse paDAvIne ene chApAMomAM chapAvanArA zrAvako lAbhanI bhrAmaka kalpanAmAM rAcI rahyA hoya che ne jANye-ajANye AzAtanAnuM bhayAnaka pApa jAte bAMdhavA sAthe chApAM kharIdanArA aneka AtmAone paNa baMdhAvI rahyA che. prabhujIno phoTo pADIne chApAMvALAne apAya, tyAMthI mAMDIne ghara-ghara mAMthI chApAM pastImAM padharAvAya ane e pastI khAdya padArthonA paDIke baMdhAIne gaTaramAM ke ukaraDAmAM jAya, tyAM sudhImAM bhagavAnanA phoTAnI je bhayAnaka AzAtanAo thAya che e jotAMya AMkho miMcAI jAya che. e AzAtanAonI vAto karatAM ne vAto sAMbhaLatAM paNa jIbha thatharI UThe che te kAnamAM zULa bhoMkyA samAna vedanAno anubhava thAya che. bhagavAnanA phoTAnI jevI bhayAnaka AzAtanAo thAya che evI AzAtanAo bhagavAnanI pratimAjInI kyAreya thaI zakatI nathI. sthApanA nikSepAnI dRSTie phoTo ane pratimAjI baMne samAna hovA chatAM pratimAjInI AzAtanAne ApaNe calAvI letAM nathI. paraMtu phoTAnI AzAtanAone to jANe || 147 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco hoMze-hoMze AvakAravAmAM AvI rahI hoya evuM jovAI rahyuM che. mobAIlamAM deva-gurunA phoTA levA, bhagavAnanA phoTAne gaMdA hAthe aDavuM, ene khIsAmAM rAkhIne AhAra-pANI karavAne saMDAsa-bAtharUmamAM paNa javuM, ene uparathI nIce pachADavo, ene hAthamAM laIne dUra phagAvavo, ene apavitra jamIna upara mUkavo,ene pagataLe kacaDavo,enA upara besavuM, sUvuM, ene ozIkA nIce paNa mUkavo, phADIne pheMkI devo, ene rastAmAM, ukaraDAmAM ne gaTaramAM paNa nAkhavoH Ama aneka rIte AzAtanAo zakya che. bhagavAnanA phoTAnI Ama aneka prakAre bhayAnaka AzAtanAo sahelAIthI karI zakAya che. bhayAnaka pApa baMdhAvanArI AvI AzAtanAo prabhunI pratimAjInI koInAthI kyAreya thaI zakatI nathI. koInAthI kyAreka ajANatAM pratimAjInI najIvI AzAtanA paNa thaI jatI hoya che tyAre enuM hRdaya kaMpI UThe chene guru mahArAja pAse AvI AlocanA-prAyazcitta karIne AzAtanAnA pApanI zuddhi paNa kare che, jyAre je vyakti dvArA bhagavAnanA phoTAonI aneka prakAre bhayAnaka AzAtanA karAtI hoya che tyAre e AzAtanAonA pApanA bhayathI enuM hRdaya jarAya kaMpatuM hoya ema jaNAtuM nathI. vaLI aneka prakAre phoTAnI AzAtanA karanArAo guru mahArAja pAse AvIne AlocanA-prAyazcitta karavA dvArA AzAtanAnA pApanI zuddhi karatA hoya evuM paNa mahadaMze jovAmAM AvatuM nathI. prabhunI pratimAjIne jotAM darzana karatA hRdayamAM jevo AdarabhAva, pUjyabhAva ne bhaktibhAva pragaTe che evo AdarabhAva, pUjyabhAva ne bhaktibhAva bhagavAnano phoTo jotAM ke enA darzana karatA hRdayamAM utpanna thato hoya ema anubhavAtuM nathI. eka dRSTie vicArIe to mUrti karatAMya phoTAomAM vadhu tAdRzatA AvatI hovAthI phoTAo hRdayamAM vadhu AhvAda pedA karavA samartha banatA hoya che. ethI enI AzAtanA TALavAno prayatna to vadhu cIvaTathI karavo joIe. || 98 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco bhagavAnanA phoTAonAaDhAra abhiSeka na karavAmAM AvyA hoya, eTalA mAtrathI evA phoTAonI paNa AzAtanAo karavAnI chUTa maLI jatI nathI. aMtamAM bhArapUrvaka kahevA yogya e che ke muMbaI, amadAvAda jevAM moTAM-moTAM zaheronAM derAsaronA vahIvaTadAro upara jaNAvI e badhI bhagavAnanA phoTA dvArA thatI ke karAtI bhayAnaka AzAtanA-one jANe, samaje, vicAre ane AzAtanA-pApanA bhayavALA banIne prabhu-pratimAjInA phoTA pADavAno ja nahi, paNa kemerA sAthe derAsaramAM dAkhala thavAnI manAI pharamAvato kaDaka kAyado kare ane eno amala sakhtAIthI kare ne karAve e khUba-khUba jarUrI che. -pU. munirAja zrI hita vijayajI mahArAja pratiSThAo,aMjanazalAkAo ane mahotsavamAM phoTAovIDiyono je pracAra vadhyo che, tenA upara paNa aMkuza mukavA jevo che. (saM.) 0 anekAMtavAdano upayoga paNa ekAMte karavAno nathI, jyAre satya samajAI jAya tyAre satyanA pakSe rahevuM e kadAgraha nathI. * huM sAco chuM evuM mAnavAmAM kadAgraha nathI paNa bAkI badhA jhuThA evuM mAnavAmAM jarUra kadAgraha che. -kalyANa navembara-2010, pR.-8 || 146 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco nArI... nArI... sannArI nArI tattva viSe paramajJAnI zrI tIrthakara-gaNadhara bhagavaMtoe, maharSi-paramaharSioe temaja vizvakaryoe ghaNuMghaNuM lakhyuM che. "anaMtapAparAzio bhegI thAya tyAre strIpaNuM maLe evA kaDaka zabdomAM nArItattvanuM dhyAna ApyuM che. mukhyatve mAyA-kapaTa karavAthI strIvedamohanIya karma bAMdhe, strIpaNuM pAmeevo eka sanAtana siddhAMta jagata sAme mUkyo che. strIonA pavinI, hastinI, zaMkhiNI ane citriNI, A cAra vibhAga pADI uttama, madhyama, adhama,adhamAdhama strIonuM pRthakkaraNa karavAmAM AvyuM! samagra jIvanamAM je strIoe manathI paNa kyAreya parapuruSano vicAra nathI karyo temaja je strIo zIladharmanI agni parIkSAmAM, kaparI kasoTImAM aNIzuddha pAra UtarI gaI; te satI ane mahAsatI strIone jagata pUjya ane jagadgadya tarIke biradAvI. vaMcaktA (ThagavApaNuM)nirdayatA,caMcaLatA ane kuzalapaNuM vagere strInA sahaja svAbhAvika agaNita doSa-mahAdoSo joI-jANIne jJAnIo e vAghaNa, nAgaNa, viSakaMdalI vagere 93 upamAo ApIne ene vakhoDI che. eka cAritrapAtra mahAtmA eka nArInI AMkhamAM vasI gayA. te pachI kAma ane krodhathI vipharelI e nArIe mahAtmAne potAnI lapeTamAM lIdhA. cAritrarakSAnA mahAtmAnA badhA ja prayatno niSphaLa gayA. cAritranA cUrecUrA thaI gayA.AhakIkata eka lekhake jANI ane akSarazaH e satya ghaTanA upara lekhamALA lakhI, e lekhamALAnuM zirSaka ApyuM. "nArI tikSNa kRpA !" eka anubhava kavirAje lakhyuM che ke- "strInAM varitrapuruSasthamA, || 160 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco tevo na jJAnAti 9to manuSyaH " A subhASitathI strInA caritranI ane puruSanA bhAgyanI gahanatA spaSTa karI che. eka rAjAe jyAre strIonAM nava lAkha caritra che ema sAMbhaLyuM, tyAre e rAjA paMDita pAse roja eka-eka strI caritra sAMbhaLato gayo ane eka-eka strIno tyAga karato gayo. - vaLI eka mahAkavie sarasa kahyuM che- A ghora bhayaMkara saMsAra aTavImAM jo nArI nAmanI dustara nadI na hota to A saMsAranA anaMtAnaMta jIvo kyAranAya mokSe pahoMcI gayA hota! ApaNe ahIM sannArIno vicAra karavo che. sADApaccIza AryadezomAM Arya sannArIo agaNita-asaMkhya-anaMta thaI gaI ! emanA zIlasadAcAra, vinaya-viveka, maryAdA vagere agaNita guNonI prazaMsA jJAnI mahApuruSoe karI che. guNonI Toce pahoMcI e strIoe tIrthakara nAma gotra bAMdhyAM che. e sannArIonAM zIlanA prabhAve agni pANI bane che. sarpaphUlanI mALA banI jAya che. viSa amRta bane che ane siMha ziyALa jevo banI jAya sannArI mATe eka vidvAna mahodayazrIe kahyuM che ke- ''yatra nAryastu pUjyanta, ramatte tatra devatAH " Aja kAlanA keTalAka ardhadagdha vidvAno A mahAnasUtrAtmaka padanuM oThuM laIne nArInuM jagatamAM pradarzana karavAnI, gharanA khUNAmAM maryAdAbaddha rahI zIlanI rakSA karatI, vaDilonI sevA karatI, gRhabhAra saMbhALatI nArIne jagatanA cogAnamAM lAvavAnI vAto kare che. eka adhyAtmayogI tattvaciMtaka mahApuruSe uparokta padanuM arthaghaTana karyuM ke- zIladharmathI jagapUjya banelI nArInI kukSie janma meLavavAnA manoratha devo kare che. sannArInA guNavaibhavanuM darzana karanAra eka ArSadraSTAnA mukhamAMthI | 160 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco zabdo sarI paDyA- "nArI tuM nArAyaNI" have "patidevo bhava" nA AzIrvAda pAmIne sAsare gayelI sannArI; kulavadhU banIne potAnA dAmpatya jIvanane kevuM zobhAve che, sukhamaya banAve che; e enA adbhuta cha guNothI samajavAno prayatna karazuM. kAryeSu mantrI karaNeSu dAsI, bhojyeSu mAtA zayaneSu rambhA / dharme sahAyyA kSamayA dharitrI, SaDguNayuktA tviha dharmapatnI / / sannArI koIpaNa puruSanI dharmapatnI bane che e sannArIpaNAne zobhAvanArA cha guNathI yukta hoya che. e cha guNa nIce mujaba che. (1) kAryeSu mannI - sannArI patinA kAryamAM, mUMjhavaNabharyA prasaMgamAM, koI jaTIla samasyAmAM buddhimAna maMtrI jevI banI, yogya salAha sUcana ApI samasyAno ukela kare che, kAryane saphaLa banAve che. A saguNa tejapALanI patnI anupamAdevImAM khUba sAro khIlelo ItihAsanA pAne vAMcavA maLe che. (2) karaNeSu dAsI -patinuM kAma karavAmAM athavA zuzraSAmAM dAsI jevI banI jatI dekhAya che. tyAM e pote zeThANI hoya to zeThANIpaNuM bhUlI jAya che. koIpaNa jAtanA kaMTALA vagara patinuM kAma umaMgathI kare che. A sadguNa dhAraNa karatI ghaNI sannArIo ApaNane Aje paNa AryakuTuMbomAM jovA maLe che. (3) bhojyeSu mAtA - sannArI pote ja patine jamADatI hoya che, ane te paNa mAtA jevA premathI jamADatI hoya che.mAtA jevA premathI pIraseluM bhojana guNakArI bane che. tRSTi-puSTinuM kAraNa bane che. pazcimanI jherIlI saMskRti kUdakene bhUsake vistAra pAmatI hovA chatAM Aje paNa AryadezanI hajArolAkho sannArIo A trIjA saguNane dharanArI jovA maLe che. (4) zayaneSu raMbhA - patine viSaya sukhathI tRpta karavAmAM sannArI raMbhA jevI hoya che. jethI pati parastrIgamanAdi dUSaNathI dUSita thato nathI. | 962 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco (5) dharma sahAcyA - ghaNI strIo bIjA ghaNA sadguNo dhAraNa karanArI hovA chatAM patine dharma karavAmAM aMtarAya karatI hoya che. sannArImAM patine dharmamAM sahAya karavAno mahAna guNa jovA maLe che. sAmAnya rIte strIone sukha-duHkhamAM sahabhAginI kahevAya che paNa sannArImAM dharmamAM sahabhAgIpaNAnA guNano suMdara vikAsa thayelo hoya che. (6) kSamA dharitrI:-pRthvI jevI sahanazIlatA -e sannArIno chello mahAna saguNa che. strI jIvanamAM mAtA-pitAnAM, bhAI-bhAbhInAM,baheno ane banevIonAM kAkA-kAkInAM, sAsu-sasarAnAM, jeTha-diyaranAM, derANI-jeThANI ane naNaMdanAM, putra-putrIonAM, putravadhu ane jamAIo vagerenAM kaTuvacano sAMbhaLavAnA seMkaDo-hajArovAra prasaMgo Ave che. ghaNA patidevo to AkhA gAmano gusso strI upara ThAlavatA hoya che. Akroza ane ruAba karatA hoya che. ghaNI strIo enI sAme krodha,Akroza ane jusso ThAlave che, AgavarasAve che. kyAreka raNacaMDInuM rUpa dhAraNa kare che ane avaLacaMDI paNa bane che. bhAratIya sannArIno, A kaTuvacano, Akroza,roSa ke kaTakaTa sAme koI judo ja abhigamahoya che. e dhIratA, gaMbhIratA,pRthvI jevI kSamA ane sahiSNutA vagere uttama guNonA sahAre agniparIkSAmAMthI pAra UtarI jAya che. kyAreka to enI saumyatA, smitabharI mukhamudrA vagere dvArA jIta meLavI jAya che. sAmAone hAra khAvI paDe che ane saLagatA dAvAnaLa jevo ghara-saMsAra naMdanavananI ramaNiyatAne dhAraNa kare che. sannArInA jIvananuM UjaLuM pAsuM enA adbhuta cha guNo dvArA ApaNe joyuM-jANyuM ane mANyuM, bAkI to bIjA paNa enA saguNo dvArA eNe potAnA divyavyaktitvanI zAzvatapratiSThA vizvanA vizALa cogAnamAM karI che. -dharmadUta 205ra-Asoja | 163 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco mA : eka anubhUti, eka camaUMti mA-bALakano saMbaMdha ApRthvI para sauthI suMdara, atizaya UMDo ane vArasAmAM maLatA premanA bIja jevo che. mAtAnA dUdhamAMthI vyaktine premano pATha maLe che. mA-bALakanA premane tame zabdomAM na utArI zako. samarthamAM samartha lekhaka kevaktA paNa mA-bALakanA premane AbehUba varNavI zakato nathI. mAtAno prema anirvacanIya che. ene zabdomAM samAvI zakAto nathI. hA, ene hRdayamAM bharI AMkhamAMthI TapakatA AMsu dvArA vyakta karI zakAya che. sRSTimAM tame kayAMya paNa jAva, mAnA khoLA jevo vizrAma, mAnI huMpha jevI zAtAnemAnA heta jevI pratIti kayAMya nahIM maLe. mAnuM pAtra A sRSTi para sauthI moTo camatkAra che. pitAne koI vAta pahoMcADavI hoya to moTe bhAge mAtA dvArA ja pahoMcADAtI hoya che. mAtA bALaka mATe bapharanuM kAma kare che. pitAno gusso ke roSa paNa mA vacce UbhI rahIne pI jAya che. potAnA bALaka mATe e sadA DhAla banIne jIve che. ane saMsAranA tamAma duHkho pote ja jhIlI levA tatpara hoya che. sRSTi para janmatAnI sAthe ja vyaktino pahelo saMbaMdhamA sAthe baMdhAya che. mA ja bALakane poSaNa, prema ane hUMpha Ape che. bAkInA badhA game teTalA nikaTa hoya, to paNa dUra ja rahe che ane eTale vyaktinomA sAtheno saMbaMdha vadhu UMDo, AtmIya ane nikhAlasa hoya che. tame jene prema karo tenAthI bhayabhIta nathI thatA.tame ene badhuM ja kahI zako cho.mA para gusso karI zakAya.mA sAthe laDI jhaghaDI zakAya kemake mAnuM pAtra eTaluM nikaTa che. jene tame prema karo cho, tenA para gusse thavAno hakkapaNa ApoApa maLI jAya che. joke e gussAmAMya mamatA, AtmIyatA ane UMDo prema hoya che. pazu hoya,pakSI hoya ke mANasa, sRSTi para jeTalA paNa jIva che, enI | 164 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco mAtAno svabhAva sadA eka sarakho che. enA aNuaNumAM mamatA, vAtsalya ane samarpaNanA jIvaMta pravAhane joI zakAze. nAbhinALa kapAyA pachI mAbALakano saMbaMdha akhaMDa ane akabaMdha rahe che. saMtAna bhale mAtAne bhUlI jAya, mA-potAnA bALakane bhUlI zakatI nathI. dikaro ke dikarI chone potAno navA saMsAra zarU kare ane emAM khovAI jAya, paNa mA mATe to potAnAM saMtAno ja AkhA eka saMsAra jevAM hoya che. potAnA saMtAnanA sukha mATe e AkhA saMsArane paNa choDI zake che. prasUti vakhate mA athavA bALaka, bemAMthI ekane bacAvI zakAya tema hoya, to puruSa Icchaze ke potAnI patnI bacI jAya, paNa svayaM mA to evuM ja Icchaze ke potAno jIvanadIpa bujhAya to bhale bujhAya, paNa potAnuM saMtAna, potAnA premanuM bIja ke pratIka bacI jAya. mA banatA pahelAM (thoDA sijheriyanane bAda karIe to) pratyeka strI prasUtinI pIDAmAMthI pasAra thAya che.jeNe A pIDA anubhavI hoya, te ja jANe ke "mAM" thavA mATe eNe kevI kevI paristhitimAMthI pasAra thavuM paDyuM hoya che, puruSane jo A prakriyAmAMthI pasAra thavuM paDatuM hoya, to saMsArano A saMtAna taMtu kayAranoya aTakI gayo hota !kyo puruSa bALakanA maLamUtra sApha kare? kayo pitA bALaka mATe dhAvaNanI dhAra banIne rahe? - ane chatAM mAtAnI mahAnatA to juo, enA samarpaNano vicAra to karo, bALakane e potAnuM nahIM, pitAnuM nAma ApIne gaurava anubhavI zake che. saMtAna pAchaLa pitAnuM nAma joDI samAjamAM enI oLakha UbhI karI zake che. pote pAchaLa chupAIne badho yaza pitAne ApI zake che, ane eTale ja kadAca paramAtmA pachI sRSTi para bIjuM sthAna mAtAnuM che. jIvananA sukomaLataMtune atUTa rAkhavA mATe sauthI moTuM yogadAna mAtAnuM che. dIvAmAMthI jema dIvo pragaTe ema ja mAtA dvArA jIvanamAMthI jIvanano pravAha AgaLa vadhe che. mAtA A sRSTi para sauthI moTI kalAkAra che. tame eka suMdara kAvya || 166 TI

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meM vAMcyu tame paNa vAMco lakho, navalakathA, vArtA ke koI ciMtanasabhara pustaka Apo, jagata para eka manorama zilpa mUkIne jAva, loko kAyama yAda kare evuM koI kAma karIne jAva. paraMtu tamAruM koI paNa sarjana mAtAnI tole na Ave. mA potAnA peTamAM, potIkA hetathI poSIne eka navA jIvanane janma Ape che. enA mATe badhuM ja kare che. samaya Avye potAnA jAnanI bAjI lagAvI zake che. strInuM sarvazreSTha sarjana che enuM bALaka. bALaka mATe mAtA rAtabhara jAge che. phUlanI jema enuM jatana kare che. bALakanA sukha mATe potAnuM sukha jatuM kare che. bALanA poSaNa ane vikAsa mATe potAnuM jIvana nIcovI nAkhe che. potAnA bALaka mATe mAnI chAtImAMthI dUdha UbharAya e sRSTino sauthI moTo camatkAra che. mA eka jIvato pravAha che. e potAnA saMtAna mATe pIgaLIne vahI zake che. ApavAmAM AnaMda anubhave che. satata zubhecchAno pravAha banIne jIvI zake che. 'mA' e koro zabda nathI. e eka anubhUti, eka camatkRti che. mAtA mATe bALaka kaMIpaNa kare, mAtAnA samarpaNa ane vAtsalya sAme enI koI visAta nathI. moTAmAM moTo mANasa paNa 'mA'nA caraNamAM name che. e bhale moTo udyogapati hoya, dezano vaDo pradhAna ke rASTrapati hoya, jenI sAme aneka loko namatA hoya, evo mANasa paNa 'mA'nA caraNamAM name che. potAnI mAtA sAme e kAyama nAno che. svayaM bhagavAna paNa bacapaNamAM to mAnI AMgaLI pakaDIne ja cAle che. mAtra janma ApavAthI ja koI strI mAtA thatI nathI. 'mA' thavA mATe to pratyeka strIe sAdhanA karavI paDe che. bALakane prema, poSaNa, saMskAra ane samaja ApavAthI ja koI strI sAcI mAtA bane che. AjakAla bALakane poSaNa, sagavaDa badhuM maLe che, paNa mAtAno prema ke mAtAnI hUMpha maLavAmAM thoDI kacAza rahe che ane ethI ja mA-bALakanA saMbaMdhamAM kayAreka svArtha, aupacArikatA ane ekabIjA taraphano dhikkAra pravezI jAya che. ghaNIvAra eka paNa bALakane janma na Apyo hoya evI strInuM hRdaya paNa mAtRtvathI chalakAtuM hoya che. || 166 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco mAtRtvano saMbaMdha mAtra zarIra sAthe nathI. e aMtaramAMthI pragaTatI bhAvanA che. mAtRtvanA vAtsalyano vyApa eTalo moTo karI zakAya ke, AkhA jagata pratye prema AtmIyatAno bhAva ubharAvA lAge. vidyA vecAya rnAhi ApaNo samAja Aje arthapradhAna banI gayo che. jemanI pAse paiso che, temanI badhA pUjA kare che ane AratI paNa utAre che. jAhera ane dhArmika samAraMbhomAM paNa adhyakSanuM sthAna zobhAvavA mATe zrImaMtone ja AmaMtraNa ApavAmAM Ave che. zrImaMta ane sattAdhIza hoya temanI AjubAju camacAono gherAvo hoya che ane loko temane hAratorA karavA Atura hoya che. "dharmabiMdu' graMthamAM haribhadrasUrijI mahArAja pharamAve che ke, "sagRhastha saMyamamAM rahelAnI ane jJAnavRddhonI sevA karavI joIe.' AvidhAnamAM "jJAnavRddha no artha samajavAnI jarUra che. uMmarathI je vRddha hoya tenI to sevA karavI ja joIe; paNa jJAnathI vRddha hoya tenI paNa vizeSa sevA karavI joIe. jJAnane uMmaranAM baMdhano naDatAM nathI. ATha varSanuM bALakapaNa vedanA pATha bhaNI zake che ane moTA paMDitone bhaNAvI zake che. tenI sevA karanArane paNa jJAnanI prApti thAya che. Arya saMskRtimAM kadI vidyA ane rAMdheluM anAja vecavAmAM AvatuM nahotuM.rAjAnI svadezamAM pUjA thatI hatI, paNa vidvAnanI duniyAbharamAM pUjA thatI hatI. jemanI pAse vidyAhoya temane rAjadarabAramAM Adara maLato hato ane zrImaMto paNa vidyAvAnane mAnapAna ApatA hatA guru potAnA ziSyane haMmezA koIpaNa jAtanA Arthika vaLataranI apekSA vagara javidyAdAna karatA hatA. tenI sAme ApaNo samAja gurune deva gaNIne temanI pUjA karato hato, vidvAnonA jIvananirvAhanI tamAma javAbadArI rAjAo ane zreSThio || 167 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco saMbhALI letA hatA. tene kAraNe vidvAne potAnI vidyA vecavI paDatI nahIM. Aje ApaNI zikSaNa saMsthAonI je durdazA thaI che, tenA mULamAM vidyAne vecavAnI pravRtti che. Aje khAnagI meDikala ane IjanerI kaoNlejomAM beThakonI rItasara harAjI karavAmAM Ave che. tene kAraNe jemanI pAse rUpiyA hoya teo ja potAnI managamatI lAInamAM jaI zake che. zikSakone paNa Aje skUlamAM bhaNAvavA karatAM TayUzanamAM vadhu rasa paDe che. kAraNa ke temAM tagaDI kamANI che. zrImaMtonA nabIrAo have evuM mAnavA lAgyA che ke teo zikSakane rUpiyA cUkave che, mATe zikSaka temanA pagAradAra nokara che. A kAraNe temanI aMdara zikSaka mATe koI Adara rahyo nathI.vidyArthIomAM vinaya nathI eTale temane vidyA caDatI nathI. AjakAlanA vidyArthIo jJAnavRddhonI pUjA nathI karatAM, kAraNa ke jemanI pAse jJAna che, teo jJAna vece che. jUnA jamAnAmAM jJAnI brAhmaNo samAjano tyAga karIne jaMgalamAM kuTira bAMdhIne rahetA hatA. temanI pAse garIbonA, zrImaMtonA ane rAjAnA nabIrAo paNa bhaNavA mATe AvatA hatA. tapovananA guru badhAne maphatamAM vidyAnuM dAna karatAM. koInI pAse teo dhananI apekSA rAkhatA nahIM. A kAraNe vidyArthIomAM temanA pratyeno pUjyabhAva akabaMdha raheto hato. vaLI tapovanamAM garIba bALako ane zrImaMta bALako vacce koI bhedabhAva rAkhavAmAM nahoto Avato.saMdipanI RSinA AzramamAM je vyavahAra zrIkRSNa sAthe karavAmAM Avato teja sudAmA sAthe karavAmAM Avato hato. prAcIna paddhatinA tapovanomAM paisAnI bolabAlA nahotI, eTale, zuddha samAjavAda pravartamAna hato. tapovananI zikSaNa paddhatimAM koI vidyArthI pAsethI phI levAmAM nahotI AvatI. zikSaNa tadana maphata hatuM. jene kAraNe samAjanA tamAma vargonA vidyArthIo zikSaNano lAbha uThAvI zakatA hatA. tyAranA guruo paNa niHspRhI hatA. teo dhananA lobhI nahotA. potAnA parivArano jIvananirvAha || 9 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco thaI zake eTaluM dhana maLI jAya eTale teo saMtoSa mAnatA hatA. ATaluM dhana temane sAhajika rIte rAjA taraphathI ke zrImaMta vidyArthIonA mAtA-pitA taraphathI vagara mAMgye svamAnapUrvaka maLI rahetuM hatuM. tapovanamAM gurudakSiNA paNa marajIyAta hatI.jenI jevI zakti evI gurudakSiNAvidyArthIo ApatA hatA. guru mATe badhA vidyArthIo sarakhA rahetA hatA. Aje jemanI pAse vizeSa jJAna che, teo vadhu lobhI banI rahyA che. A pazcimI saMskRtinI asara che. videzomAM zikSako, prophesaro, kansalTanTo, lekhako, patrakAro, skolaro, saMzodhako, niSNAto, vakIlo vagere potAnA jJAnanI kiMmata vasUla kare che. A epa bhAratamAM paNa lAgu paDyo che. hakIkatamAM A badhA potAnI vidyAne vecI rahyA che. anAja ane kariyANAno vepArI potAnI cIjavastuo vece che tema vidyA vecavAnI cIja nathI. je divasathI guruo potAnI vidyA vecavA lAgyA che te divasathI temano Adara ghaTI gayo che. jaina sAdhuo ane saMto varSo sudhI tapa ane japa sAthe jJAnanI sAdhanA kare che ane pravacanonA mAdhyamathI A jJAnanI prajAne lahANI kare che. rAmAyaNanA keTalAka kathAkAro phI nathI rAkhatA paNa kathAmAM je dAna prApta thAya te potAnI saMsthAmAM laI javAnI zarata rAkhe che, jene kAraNe lokone temanA mATe abhAva thaI jAya che. jJAnIoe jema samAja pAsethI dhananI apekSA rAkhavI joIe nahIM, tema samAje paNa jJAnIonA jIvananirvAhanI javAbadArI saharSaupADI levI joIe. ApaNA samAjamAM vidyAguru, jyotiSa, vaida, brAhmaNa, purohita vagere niHsvArtha bhAve samAjanI sevA karatA hatA, jene kAraNe samAjamAM temanuM AdaraNIya sthAna hatuM. teo potAnI koI paNa sevAnI sAme dhananI apekSA rAkhatA nahotA. tenI sAme samAjanA loko temanI badhI ja jIvana jarUriyAta pUrI karatA hatA. jJAnavRddhoniHspRhI hatA, mATe loko temanI pUjA karatA hatA. Aje teo paNa dhananA lobhI banI gayA hovAthI lokonI pUjAne lAyaka paNa A || 166 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco rahyA nathI. A jagatano niyama che ke manuSya pote jevA banavAnI bhAvanA seve tevo thAya che. jeo sajjana banavAnI bhAvanA seve teo sajjana thAya che ane jemane khoTA dhaMdhA karavA hoya teo durjana thAya che. ApaNe jemanI sevA karIe chIe temanA jevA thaIe chIe. jeo sadAya IzvaranI bhakti kare che teo eka vakhata IzvaranuM svarUpa prApta kare che. jeo saMtonI sevA kare che, teo sajjana bane che. jeo durAcArI zrImaMtonI camacAgIrI kare che,teo zrImaMta nathI banatA paNa durAcArI jarUra banI jAya che. AjanA kALamAM badhAne saphaLa thavAno casako lAgyo che, paNa sArA koIne thavuM nathI, AjanA samAjamAM cAritrya karatAM dhanane vadhu mahattva ApavAmAM Ave che.jemanI pAse jJAna ane cAritrya che teo jo dhanavAna na hoya te temano koI bhAva paNa pUchatuM nathI. AjanA samAjanI A moTI karUNatA che. je samAjamAM jenI pUjA karavAmAM Ave tene protsAhana maLe che ane tenI saMkhyA ane zakti paNa vadhe che. AjanA samAjamAM beImAna rAjakAraNIonI ane anItimAna zrImaMtonI pUjA karavAmAM Ave che, mATe temanI zakti vadhI rahI che. eka samaye rAjAnA darabAramAM kavio, vidvAno, saMgItakAro, jyotiSio, rAjavaido vagerene Adara apAto hato; mATe temanI zakti vadhu hatI. cANakya tadana akiMcana hato to paNa magadhano rAjA candragupta tenI AjJAmAM raheto hato. AjanA netAo vidvAnone potAnA paganI jUtI samaje che, kAraNa ke vidvAno lobhI thaI gayA hovAthI temane rUpiyA ApIne kharIdI zakAya che. A duniyAnI koI kImatImAM kImatI cIja hoya to te cAritrya che. jyAre cAritryano nAza thAya che tyAre kAMI bacatuM nathI, ane jo cAritrya sAbUta hoya to bAkInI cIjo vagara paNa mANasa sukhI banI zake che. A vAtamAM lokono vizvAsa Aje DagamagI gayo che. mATe ja loko cAritryavAnonI || 160 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco ane jJAniyonI pUjA karavAne badale rAjakAraNIonI ane dhanavAnonI pUjA karavA doDe che. je divase ApaNA samAjamAM dhana karatAM jJAnanI ane sattA karatAM sadAcAranI kiMmata vadhaze tyAre ja ApaNA samAjano uddhAra thaze. co jelavAsa putrano pitAne saNasaNato patra pratyeka mA-bApane A vAMcavuM pharajiyAta che. eka putrano jelamAMthI lakhAyelo A patra che. ThekANuM : jela. paramapUjya mAtA-pitAzrIne, mArA hitaiSI, mArA jIvananA ghaDavaiyA, ApanA pAvana caraNe ApanA kamabhAgI kuputranA namaskAra. huM jyAre janmyo tyAre nirdoSa hato, cAlato thayo tyAM sudhI sAro, pavitra hato. 'pApa' zuM cIja che, tenI mane khabara suddhAM na hatI. aparAdha kone kahevo tenuM jJAna paNa na hatuM. tamo mane moTo thavA dIdho e Aje tamAro dikaro jelamAM che. mAre jelamAM kema AvavuM paDyuM ? huM to sajjana hato, to ATalo duSTa kema thayo ? tenAM keTalAMka kAraNo mArA mAthAmAM ghumarAyA kare che. mane ahIM sudhI pahoMcADanAra koNa che ? he pUjya mAtA-pitA alabatta, mApha karajo, ApanI sAme mArI phariyAda nathI, paNa UbharAto Akroza have aMdara samAvI zakato nathI, eTale patra dvArA tamArA upara pAThavI rahyo chuM. tame jarA javAba ApavA kRpA karajo. huM bALaka banI tamAre tyAM Avyo. saMpUrNatayA tamAro Azrita hato. tamArI ja AMgaLI pakaDIne cAlato hato.mArA yoga ane kSema tamAre ja havAle hatA. mAruM AkhuMya bhaviSya ApanA bharose hatuM. to pachI mane javAba Apazo ke, mArA pavitra manamAM duSTa bhAvone dharabI denAra TI.vI., sinemA ane philmo || 166 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco jovAnI sagavaDa koNe karI ApI? tame kahezo ke, beTA!tuM juve emAM ame zuM karIe? to zuM A barAbara che? philmothI tamArA bALakanuM bhaviSya kevuM thaze, te zuM Apane khabara ja na hatI? Ape mAro rasto kema na rokyo? tame ja to mane mobAIla apAvelo. tame ja to mane hIro honDA paNa apAveluM. mobAIla ane hIro honDA dvArA tamAro putrazuM karaze, tenI zuM tamane khabara nahatI? gharamAM ja TI.vI.cenalo lAvI ApI duniyAnI jANakArI Ape ja karAvelI ane sigAreTa pItAM to Apane joIne ja zIkhyo chuM. ApanA ja khissAmAMthI paDIkI corIne khAtAM paNa zIkhyo chuM! tamArA vhAlasoyA A dikarAne hoTalomAM laI jaI IDAnA rasavALI bornavITA ane resToranTanA casakA koNe karAvyA?AryasaMskRtinA bhukkA bolAvatI, sarvanAza karatI evI skUlomAM lAkho rUpiyAnA Donezana ApI harakhAtA harakhAtA mane koNa mUkavA AveluM? Ano javAba huMkonI pAsethI meLavuM? kone pUchuM?kharAbamitro sAthe rAtanA moDA sudhI bhaTakatA mane Ape kema rokyo nahi! bIyara bAramAM jatA tamAro dikaro bagaDI jaze, guMDAonA ToLAmAM bhaLI guMDo banI jaze, evo Dara zuM tamane na lAgyo? vakhate zuM tame gADha nidrAmAM hatA? A badhuM huM kone pUchuM? huM to e vakhate aNasamaju hato. javAbadArI zuM tamArI na hatI? tamoe mane vyasana-phezana ane vilAso jIvana tarapha dhakelAto kema na aTakAvyo. te vakhate to huM Apanoja Azrita hato.batAvo te vakhate meMApanI vAtane kyAre uDAvI hatI? zuM tamArI AjJA kyAreya maeNnakArI hatI? tamArAthI judo paDyAne Aja traNa traNa varSa thayA. jugAra ramato thayo, rUparamaNIyo joDe raMgareliyA manAvato thayo, roja paisAnI jarUra paDavA lAgI, eTale mArA e AnaMda khAtara mitronI sAthe dANacorIno dhaMdho cAlu karyo ane eka varSa pUrve reDa henDeDa pakaDAI gayo. kumitranI sobate caDI jaI meM mAruM sarvasva gumAvI dIdhuM che. tame tokhAnadAna cho, huMto saMpUrNa guMDo banI cUkyo chuM. jelanA saLiyA pAchaLa DUbI rahelA mArA bhaviSyanA sUrajane || 162 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco bhayabhIta najare joI rahyo chuM. mane atyaMta aphasosa thAya che. vItI cUkelA bhUtakALa upara sakhata napharata thAya che. sAthe tamane AvI kaThora bhASAmAM avinIta banI ThapakAravAnu mana thAya che. mApha karajo pUjyo ! kAza ! UgatA ja choDane sAcI dizAmAM vALIne vadhavA dIdho hota to kadAca choDa vRkSa banI gayo hota. sajjanonA paricaya karAvyA hota to guMDAonA ToLAmAM bhaLI javAno vAro na Avyo hota, paraMtu Apa paNa zuM karI zakavAnA ? Apane tamArA A bALakane pUchavAno ke vAtsalya ApavAno premathI bevAto karavAnoTAIma ja kayAM hato? TI.vI. mAM seksI ane horara philmo jotAM mane Ape kyAreya vAryo nathI. TI.vImAM DhIzyama joI gharamAM tophAna karI kAcano sauthI moMgho phlAvaravAjhA toDI nAMkhelo, tyAre paNa mArA A tophAnane tame kayAreya aTakAvyuM nahi. e phlAvaravAjhato Apa bIjA ja divase navo laI AvelA paNa tUTI gayelI mArI A jiMdagI have huM kyAMthI pAchI lAvIza? hoTalonA badale mane kayAreya AMgaLI pakaDI zikSaNa zibiranA mAMDave laI gayA hota, to tamArI sAta peDhInI khAnadAnInI aMtima yAtrA mArA hAthe ja kADhavAno vAro na Avyo hota. huM Apane khUba ja vhAlo hato ne! eTale ja mane phaTakAvyo hato. abhakSya bhojano, udbhaTa veza paridhAna ane chelabaTAu mitrone tame ja AvakAryA hatA ne? bolo kema cUpa cho?mAro Apane khullo AkSepa che. huM je hato te ApanA thakI nathI? tamo mane bacapaNathI ja sadAcAranuM pleTaphorma ApyuM hota, kulAcArone baLajabarIthI paNa paLAvyA hota, moja-zokhane maryAdAnA baMdhane bAMdhyA hota, to Aje mAre jelanA saLiyAne kadAca gaNavA paDatA nahota.tame rAgavaza ane ajJAnatAvaza mane morDana banAvavA gayA ane huM mArAmAMthI mANasAI ja khoI beTho. - have pAcho huM mANasa banI zakuM evuM mArI AsapAsa koI vAtAvaraNa rahyuM nathI. vItelA samayane AMsuonA siMcanathI bhIno karI rahyo chuM. mAruM | uddarU ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco cAle to duniyAne Dhola vagADIne kahI dauM ke, mAtA-pitAo! tamArA bALakanI AvIvale thavAnadezo !ene premanI sAthe zikSA paNa Apajo !ene mobAIlanI sAthe tamArI thoDIka huMpha paNa Apajo ! janma ApIne tamArA bALakone bhAgya bharose choDazo nahiM ! nAstika zikSako ane mAtra jamAnAvAdI prophesaronA havAle karazo nahi!gharamAM bhaNataranI sAthe thoDuMka gaNatara paNa Apajo. moTA saMta ke sajjana thavA janmelA bALakane tene yogya vAtAvaraNa pUruM pADavA kRpA karajo! mane khabara che, Apa mArA viyogamAM raDI rahyA hazo. huM paNa raDI rahyo chuM.thAya che ke Apane vadhAre duHkhI karavAne badale mAruM jIvana ja TuMkAvI dauM, to kamasekamathoDIka Ijjata bacI jaze. temaja Apane mane joIne duHkhI na thavuM paDe ane mAre have vadhAre pApa karI duSTa na thavuM paDe. bALakanI bhUlone mApha karazo. have Apane kyAreya nahi maLI zakuM. kayAreya have phariyAda nahi karuM, kayAreya nahi.. tamAro lADalo putra (jelanivAsI) jainonI saMkhyAnuM varNanakhAravelanA samayamAM 40 kroDa, kumArapAlanA samayamAM 12 kroDa, akabaranA samayamAM 1 kroDa, 1881mAM 15 lAkha, 1921mAM 11,78,196nI saMkhyA hatI. ane hindusthAnanI jana saMkhyA 1881mAM 25 kroDa ane 1921mAM 32 kroDa. AmAM jainonI saMkhyA ghaTI ja che. | 164 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco vartamAna parIkSA paddhatinA aMniSTo. - zrI e. AI. lAlIvAlA vartamAna keLavaNI dvArA navo varga keLavAIne taiyAra thaI zakato nathI, ema ApaNe joI zakIe chIe. cAlu zikSaNapraNAlImAM parIkSAnI vartamAna paddhatie aneka aniSTone janmAvyA che. teNe vidyArthIonAM jIvananI aneka zaktione rUMdhI, kevaLa parIkSA pAsa karavA mATe ja keLavaNI che, evuM vAtAvaraNa sarakyuM che. taduparAMta vidyArthIonI buddhi,pratibhAvagerene aneka rIte rokyA che. AjanI parIkSA paddhatimAM aniSTa pariNAmonI A lekhamAM carcA karavAmAM AvI che. hamaNAM hamaNAMno keLavaNInA mAdhyamano prazna ThIka-ThIka carcAvA lAgyo che. atyAra sudhI vidyArthI ane vidyArthI jIvananI ghaNI vAtonI ghaNA praznonI carcA thaI gaI che, paraMtu keLavaNI ane vidyArthI jIvana sAthe je prazna gADha saMbaMdha dharAve che, te prazna upara koIe khAsa dhyAna ApyuM hoya ema lAgatuM nathI. e prazna che Adhunika parIkSA paddhati. A prazna eTalo mahattvano che ke, tenA pratye je durlakSya sevavAmAM Ave che tethI ApaNane Azcarya thAya che. hAlanuM AkhuM vidyArthI jIvana parIkSAnI AsapAsa AMTA-pherA phare che e khAsa dhyAna kheMce evI bAbata che. skUla ke kaoNlejamAM keLavaNInuM pavitra vAtAvaraNa pravarte che ke kema e zaMkAspada che. keLavaNInuM pavitra vAtAvaraNa parIkSAnA bhayathI kaluSita banI gayuM che. hAlanI parIkSA paddhati ja evI che ke, dareka vidyArthI dareka viSayano parIkSAnI dRSTie ja abhyAsa kare che. parIkSAmAM pAsa thavAno AdhAra buddhi karatAM yAdazakti upara vizeSa rahelo che. buddhi ane yAdazakti ane mAnasika kriyAo (Mentel Processes) che. paNa yAdazakti Passive che. jyAre buddhi Active che. buddhine eka phekaTarI sAthe sarakhAvI zakAya ke je kAco mAla meLavI kaMIka navuM ja utpanna kare che, jyAre yAdazaktine eka TI 96 6 IT

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco goDAuna sAthe sarakhAvI zakAya ke je mAlano phakta saMgraha ja kare che. Intelligence may be compared with a workshop which produces somothing new and original while memory is just like a warehouse which merely stores goods. buddhi eTale kaMIka navuM utpanna karavAnI zakti, ane kAraNa (Cause) ane asara (Effect) vaccenA saMbaMdhane samajavAnI zakti. yAdazakti teja kahI zakAya ke je buddhipUrvaka meLavela jJAnano saMgraha kare. ane je buddhipUrvaka magajamAM ThaseluM hoya che te jaldIthI bhUlAtuM nathI. yAdazaktine AdhAra buddhi upara moTe bhAge rahelo che, have parIkSA mATe je yAdazaktinI jarUra paDe che, te buddhi upara racAyelI hotI nathI. parIkSAnA hetuthI je jJAna meLavAyeluM hoya che te buddhipUrvaka meLavAyeluM hotuM nathI. AthI ja parIkSA pachI vidyArthIo moTA bhAganuM bhUlI jAya che. skUla agara kaoNlejamAM buddhizALI ane pharsTakalAsa gaNAtA keTalAka vidyArthIo jIvanamAM sAmAnya rIte niSphaLa nIvaDe che. enuM kAraNa ? eka kAraNa e ApI zakAya ke hAlanI keLavaNI paddhati vidyArthIone jIvana jIvatAM nathI zikhaDAvatI. bIjuM kAraNa e ApI zakAya ke te vidyArthI potAnI yAdazaktinA jore ja buddhizALI gaNAto hoya che. paNa jIvanamAM yAdazakti karatAM buddhinI vadhAre jarUra paDe che. parIkSAmAM pAsa thavAM ane sArA mArkasa meLavavA mATe buddhinA bhoge yAdazaktino vikAsa karavo paDe che. je vidyArthIo potAnI buddhine rUMdhIne yAdazaktino vikAsa karavAmAM saphaLa nIvaDe che, teo phAvI jAya che ane bIjA laTakatA rahI jAya che ! buddhine rUMdhI yAdazaktino vikAsa karavo e kharekharA buddhizALI vidyArthIonA svabhAva viruddha hoI teo A prakAranI paristhitine tAbe thavAnI cokakhI nA pADe che ane temane ja vadhu sahana karavuM paDe che. hAlanI parIkSA paddhati ja evI che ke gokhaNapaTTI e pAsa thavAno ane || 166 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco sArA mArkasa meLavavAne bAdazAhI rasto (Royal Road) banI gaI che. je vidyArthI kevaLa gokhaNapaTTIthI ja pAsa thAya che ane sArA mArkasa meLave che tenI samAja vAha vAha pokAre che ane kharekhara buddhizALI vidyArthI to A lAbhathI vaMcita ja rahI jAya che. Ama, je mAna meLavavAne khAsa lAyaka na gaNI zakAya tene samAja mAna Ape che ane je mAna meLavavAne kharo hakadAra che tene koI pUchatuM ja nathI ! AthI buddhizALI vidyArthIone samAja taraphathI koI preraNA maLatI nathI. potAnI buddhinA lIdhe ja buddhizALI vidyArthIne sahana karavuM paDatuM hoI te nirAza banI jaIne Akhare gokhaNapaTTIno Azaro zodhe che. pAsa thavAnuM ane sArA mArkasa meLavavAnuM gokhaNapaTTIe moTAmAM moTuM sAdhana che. e hakikatano kamane paNa svIkAra karavAnI ane gokhaNapaTTI karavAnI buddhizALI vargane pharaja paDe che. e sivAya bIjo rasto ja nathI. Ama, gokhaNapaTTInA bhAra nIce buddhi dabAI jAya che. parIkSA e keLavaNInuM phakta eka sAdhana ja (Means) hoI zake. dhyeya nahi. Adhunika parIkSA paddhati ja evI che ke vidyArthI parIkSAne dhyeya (End) mAnato thaI jAya che. Ama, sAdhana (Means), dhyeya (End) banI jAya che. parIkSAne lIdhe ja vidyArthIo chellA divasamAM abhyAsa karatA hoya che. varSanI zarUAtathI bahu thoDA vidyAthIonuM abhyAsamAM dhyAna hoya che. AmAM moTA bhAgano doSa parIkSA paddhatino ja che.vidyArthIno nahi. AkhA varSa daramiyAna abhyAsa ane keLavaNImAM vidyArthInuM dhyAna coMTADI rAkhe evuM koI ja tattva hAlanI parIkSA paddhatimAM nathI. vidyArthI dhyAnathI abhyAsa kare e ja parIkSAno mULa hetu hato. paraMtu ethI UMdhuM ja pariNAma AvyuM che. jethI vidyArthI zarUAtanA divasomAM sahelAIthI abhyAsa pratye durlakSya karI zake che. parIkSAnA chellA divasomAM je abhyAsa thAya che tene abhyAsa ke jJAnanuM nAma ja na ApI zakAya. e kevaLa parIkSAnI ja taiyArI hoya che. keLavaNInA je je hetuo hoI zake te hetuone parIkSA ja niSphaLa banAve che. parIkSA vidyArthIono moTo duzmana che eTaluM ja nahi paNa te keLavaNInA hetuonA || 167 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco mULamAM ja ghA kare che. parIkSAnA bhaya heThaLa zikSaNa ApavAno Akhare hetu zo che? bhaya pedA karyA vagara zuM zikSaNa nathI ApI zakAtuM?nAnAM bALakone temanAM mAbApa jema dhamakIo ApIne ane bhayajanaka vAto karIne kAbUmAM rAkhe che tevI ja rIte ApaNA keLavaNIkAro parIkSAnA bhaya dvArA vidyArthIone zikSaNa ApavAno prayatna karI rahyA hoya ema lAge che. paraMtu eTaluM yAda rAkhavuM ghaTe kevidyArthIo kaMI nAnAM bALako nathI ke teo bhayaheThaLa ja zikSaNa ane jJAna prApta karI zake.vidyArthImAM nirbhayatA khIlavavI ane keLavavI ezikSaNano eka hetu hovo joIe, enA badale parIkSA dvArA bhayajanaka vAtAvaraNa khaDuM karavAmAM Ave che ezocanIya che. bhayanA zikSaNathI nirbhayatA meLavI ke keLavI zakAya nahi. parIkSAnA divasomAM vidyArthIo kevA bhayagrasta aneciMtAgrasta hoya che ane bhaya tathA ciMtAnI vidyArthInA mAnasa upara kevI asara paDe che, tenI tapAsa karavA mAnasazAstrIonI kamiTI nImavI joIe. bhaya ane ciMtA, HLARAS A Cuzas ciezzril (Mental and Physical Health)-i kevA bhayaMkara zatruo che te mAnasazAstrI barAbara jANe che. mAnasazAstranA abhyAsI keLavaNIkAra mATe A paristhiti samajavI kaMI muzkela nathI. pote vidyArthI haze tyAre dareka keLavaNIkAre parIkSA dvArA thatAM nukazAno anubhavyA haze. chatAM jyAre pote keLavaNInA kSetramAM pheraphAra karI zake evA hodAe pahoMce che tyAre te kema cUpa banI jAya che, e mane samajAtuM nathI.vidyArthInuM zikSaNa, tenA sukha, zAMti ane pragatinA moTA zatrune dUra karavo e zuM keLavaNIkAronI pharaja nathI? vidyArthInA kharA duHkha pratye AMkha ADA kAna karavAthI Akhare phAyado zo? -(vizvavijJAna) -kalyANa-sapTembara-1954 | 16s ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco tamArA naherunA banAvaTI samAjavAda karatAM bhagavAna mahAvIrano samAjavAda lAkha gaNo bahetara hato... ahiMsA, satya, acaurya, brahmacarya ane aparigraha eTale dharma.AvA dharmane Acare te dharma.A dharma jeno svabhAva banI gayo hoya, jenA vANI, vartana ane vicAramAM A pAMceyanI jhalaka jaNAtI hoya tevA saghaLA sahayAtrI e samAna dharmI. A ja zabdanuM rUpa jarA judI rIte karIe to zabda bane sAdharmika. AvA sAdharmikanA sukha-duHkhamAM sahabhAgI banavuM, tenA mATe ghasAI chUTavAmAM jAtane saubhAgI mAnavI te sAdharmika vAtsalya.A pAMceya vratono svIkAra aMzathI paNa jenA jIvanamAM nahoya paNa dilamAM jo talasATa eno ja hoya to te paNa sAdharmikanI vyAkhyAmAM hakkanuM sthAna dharAve che. pAMceya vratonA deza(aMza)thI pAlanano prazna ene pUchAya to enI "hA" hovI jarUrI nathI, paNa enI 'nA'mAM paNa eka vyathA hovI joIe. AvA sAdharmikane paNa rAhatano, bhIkhano, madadano TukaDo pheMkI devAno nathI. e koI lAcAra, asahAya astitva nathI, jene upakAranA bhAra taLe cagadI nAkhavAnuM hoya. sAdharmika vAtsalya nAmanA sAmAsikapadanuM uttarapada paNa eTaluM ja agatyanuM che. vAtsalya sAdharmikanuM ja hoya, to sAdharmikanuM paNa vAtsalya ja hoya, madada ke rAhata nahIM. gAma-paragAma ane deza-paradeza vasatA, judI-judI bhASA ane bolIo bolatA, cira-paricita ke sAva ajANyA AvA sAdharmikano samUha e ja saMgha, nAnA ke moTA, garIba ke tavaMgara, bhaNelA ke abhaNa saghaLAye sAdharmiko e to saMghapuruSanAM aMgata pratyaMgo che. saMghadehanA ekapaNa aMgane nAnI sarakhI paNa pIDA hoya ane samagra zarIrane enuM samasaMvedana na thAya e trikALamAM na bane. kAna duHkhato hoya ane AMkha raDyA vagara rahe e bane? je aMgane bIjA aMganI pIDA khaTake nahi ene samajavuM ke pote khoTuM paDI || 166 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco gayeluM, jUThuM paDI gayeluM aMga che. te zarIramAM laTakatuM hoya che eTaluja, bAkI enene zarIrane koI levA-devA hotA nathI. mAnI vatsalatAthI samAnadharmInI AMkhanA AMsu lUchavAM, saMyogoe ene dharmathI dUra pheMkI dIdho hoya to tenA haiyAmAM dharmanI puna:pratiSThA karavI enuM nAma sAdharmika vAtsalya athavA to sAdharmikabhAInI bhakti paryuSaNanA kartavyapaMcakamAM amAripravartana pachI sIdhuM A sAdharmika bhaktinuM sthAna che. amAripravartana e zreSanI gAMThone phUTatI aTakAve che to sAdharmika vAtsalya nircAja snehanA aMkurAnuM udgamasthAna che.vAgha, varU ane cittAnI hiMsakatA dUra karavAnuM kAma jo amAripravartana kare che, to pArakuM jhUMTavI levAnI ane bhUkhyA jAtabhAInI joDAjoDa besI bharyuMbhANuM ArogavAnI zvAnavRttinuM nivAraNa sAdharmika vAtsalyathI thAya che. jo ke eka jamAnAmAM to sau potapotAnA gAmamAM,bApIkA dhaMdhAomAM sthira hovAthI be TaMkanAroTalAno, aMga DhAMkavA kapaDAno ane mAthe chAparAno savAla saraLatAthI UkalI jato. paraMtu audyaugika krAMtie pheMkelAM yaMtravAdanA vAvAjhoDAe saunAbApIkA dhaMdhAnA baddhamUlavaDalAne bhoya bhego karI nAkhyo. zarAphInA dhaMdhAthI samagra dezanA nANAM vyavahAranuM kendrabindu banI ardhI rAte paNa gAmanA jarUratamaMdanI bhIDa bhAMganAra zAhukAranI keDabeMkonA jALA dvArA bhAMgI nAkhavAmAM AvI.AdezanA arthakAraNa, rAjakAraNa,vidyAkAraNa ane dharmakAraNa para pakaDa meLavavAmAM zAhukAro, dezI rAjAo, vidvAna brAhmaNo ane khAkhI saMto aMgreja rAjane mana moTo avarodha hatA. rAjAone vesTaminsTara maoNDelanI lokazAhI dvArA, brAhmaNone mekolenI ejyukezana sisTama dvArA ane saMtone bhogavAdI saMskRtinA DampiMga dvArA pheMkI devAyA to zAhukAronA arthataMtrane toDI phoDI nAkhavA yaMtravAda uparAMta beMkono paMjo ugAmyo. A dezanA zAhukArane mana hAthamAM lIdhelA pANInI kiMmata lAkha rUpiyAnA sTempa pepara karatAM vadhu hatI. enI uparano A vizvAsa toDI tene ukheDI nAkhavAnuM eTaluM sahelu nahotuM, eTale gobelsano tarIko apanAvyo. pAMca-paMdara TakA zAhukAronI vyAjakhAu apramANikatAne AgaLa karI AkhI // 170 /

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco zarAphIne vagovI nAkhavAmAM AvI. kUtarAne mArI nAkhavA tene haDakAyo jAhera karavo jarUrI hato. "sattara vaMcA paMcANuMnA jUThThA pATha vahetA mukAyA. vidhavA DozInA ghareNA jabAnanI sAkhe sAcavanArA ane jarUra paDaye ardhI rAte paNa gAMThanAM nANAM dhIranAra zarAphonI sAme-potAnA paisA uThAvavA mATe paNa zanivAranI bapore moDA paDyA hoIe to somavAranI savArano vAyado ApanAra beMkone majabUta karavA RNa rAhatadhArAno upayoga thayo. mAthe devuM hoya tyAM sudhI bhojanamAM capaTI dhULa nAkhIne jamanAra dezamAM devALuM e kUvo pUravAnI nahIM, majAkanI vAta banI gaI. badhI rIte sANasAmAM levAyelo zAhukAra gAma choDI javA majabUra banyo. bAkInA je anAja, kariyANA ke kApaDanI nAnI moTI hATaDIonA dhaMdhA hatA temane pUrA karavAnuM kAma yaMtravAda karyu. phekaTarInI saMskRtie aDhAre varaNanA dhaMdhA khatama karyA hovAthI mArjinalAIjhaDa thayelA mocI, dhAMcI, vaNakara, kuMbhAra, suthAra, luhAra ane kheDUta bhAIoe paNa vepAramAM pravezavuM paDayuM. sImita vepAramAM spardhA asImita thaI javAthI sAdharmikone potAnI dukAnone paNa tALAM mArI devA paDyAM. moTe bhAge sAdharmikonAbeja dhaMdhAhatA.zarAphI ane vepAra.beya bhAMgI javAthI lAcAra thaI gAmaDuM choDavuM paDayuM. jenAmAM tevaDa hatI teo zaheromAM AvI yaMtravAdanA dhaMdhAomAM mAletujAra thaI gayA ane zeSa bahumatI. be TAMTIyA bhegA karavA bhAyaMdarathI carcageTa ane thANAthI virAranI TrenomAM laTakatI thaI gaI. paiseTake jemapUrA thaI javAyuM tema gAmaDAM choDavAthI dharmanuM devALuM nIkaLI gayuM.gAmaDAno melo ghelo zeThano dikaro paNa muMbaI AvI ema TI.vI. ane jhI TI.vI.nI philmomAM, Disko dAMDiyAnI dhamAlamAM ane khANIpINInI mahephilamAM dharmane kayAMya visarI gayo. nyAyanItine neve mUkI game te raste kamAIne bhogavAya teTaluM bhogavI levuM teno dharma banI gayo. sAdharmikonI Arthika ane dhArmika behAlInuM A che tadana TUMkuM paNa vAstavika citra. sAdharmikonI avadazA karanAra chUpo duzmana jyAM sudhI parakhAya paNa nahi tyAM sudhI TIpa-TaporAM ke phaMDaphALA dvArA sAdharmikanA || 999 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco utkarSano saMtoSa mAnavo.e jAtane ThagavA mATe ThIka che bAkI enuM koI jhAjhuM mUlya nathI. sAdharmikone jhUMpaDapaTTImAM ThalanAra ko'kabIjuM ja hoya ane vAratahevAre derAsarone ane navakArazIone,ujamaNAM ane upadhAnone, saMgho ane aThThAI occhavone gALo bhAMDavAmAM Ave emAM to najare caDhyo ene phAMsIe caDAvI devAno nyAya che. peTa duHkhatuM hoya to peTano dukhAvo maTADanArI davA karavI joIe, mAthuM kUTavAthI to uparathI mAthAno dukhAvo ghara ghAlI jAya ane peTa peTane ThekANe rahe. meleriyAnI davAthI TAIphoIDamaTADanAro koI DaoNkTara hajI pRthvInA pATale jamyo nathI. duniyAbharanA tamAma derAsaronA dAgInA vecI nAkho tathA ujamaNAM, upadhAna, saMgho ane aTTAI-occhavone vIsa varSanI kedanI sajA phaTakArI do to paNa roganA mULa kAraNane dUra karyA sivAya sAdharmikanI behAlI dUra karI zakAya ema nathI. sAdharmikanuM duHkha joIne AMkhamAM AMsu AvI javA e eka vAta che ane tenAM mULa kAraNo jANI tene dUra karavAnI dizAmAM lAMbAgALAnA prayatno zarU karavA e bIjI vAta che. jo AMsu sAravAthI ja roga dUra thaI jato hoya to to duniyAnI tamAma hospiTalomAM bahenone DaoNkTara banAvI devAmAM AvI hota. mArA gurujI ke'tA ke emanA jamAnAmAM mahine paMdara rUpiyAnI vyAjanI Avaka upara paNa vidhavADozIo majethI jIvana pUruM karatI. kAraNa, varSamAM cAra mahinA to jamaNavAra cAlato hoya. kokodilagananuM jamaNa hoya to kokadi maraNanuM. Aje saMgha navakArazI hoya to kAle nAtano jamaNavAra hoya.moTA prasaMge jhAMpe cUMdaDI ke dhumADAbaMdha hoya.junADIsA saMghanA 80varSa jUnA copaDA hAthamAM AvyA tyAre khabara paDI ke AjanA jevI paisAnI chAkamachoLa e jamAnAmAM nahotI. paNa derAsaranI pratiSThA vakhate 21 divasa to savAra sAMjanI navakArazI thayela.emAMye vidhavADozIo to jamaNavAramAM jamavA jAya nahi eTale temanA mATe ghare bhANuM Ave. bhANuM mokalanAra pAcho evo udAra hoya ke mIThAI bIjA bedADA cAle eTalI mUke. have kaho, e DozIono rasoDAkharca keTalo Ave?garIbamAM garIba sAdharmikane paNa varSamAM | 972 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco chUTAchavAyA thaIne 30-40jamaNavAromAM cokhkhA ghI, goLa ane mIThAInuM poSaNa eTaluM maLI rahe ke bAkInA divaso kadAca lukhkhA roTalA ane maracAMthI calAvavuM paDe to paNa apoSaNanI bImArInA bhoga banavuM na paDe. vaLI pAchuM, jamaNavAranI paMgatamAM karoDapati zrImaMta ane teno mahetAjI baMne bAjumAM besIne jame eTale sAdharmika tarIke enuM gaurava akabaMdha rahe. tamArA phaMDaphALA ane TIpa-TaporAMmAM to sAdharmikanI bhakti nahi, kamabakhtI karI nAkhavAmAM Ave che. garIba sAdharmikone AvakanA dhoraNe rezaniMga kArDa ApIne dara mahine sastA dare anAja, tela ane ghI vaheMcavAmAM enI garIbAInuM bhAna satata jAgrata rAkhavAmAM Ave che. jyAre prasaMge thatI tAMbA-pittaLanAM vAsaNonI lahANI to zrImaMta ke garIba saunA ghera jatI hovAthI tenA svamAnane jarA sarakhIye Thesa pahoMcatI nathI. Aje paNa mAravADamAM jIvatI A lahANI prathAnA puNye to sAmAnya mANasane gharavakharIno pAI paiso paNa kharcavo paDato nathI. jamaNavAro ane lahANInA raste zrImaMtono paiso svecchAe garIbonA peTa ane ghara sudhI jato. tamArA neharunA banAvaTI samAjavAda karatA bhagavAna mahAvIrano A svaicchika samAjavAda lAkha gaNo bahetara hato. temAM garIba oziyALo nahoto banato ane ApanAro abhimAnI nahoto banato. paraMtu Aje to jamaNavAro ane navakArazInuM nAma paDe tyAM keTalAkane tAva AvI jAya che. sAdharmika vAtsalyo sAme jhera okatI temanI kalamomAM tamane vIMchInA DaMkhanI vedanAnAM darzana thaze. (emanA aMgreja sAheboe hiMdustAnI samAja vyavasthAnI jamaNavAronI prathA sAme nAka macakoDyuM hatuM eTale temaNe paNa macakoDavuM ja paDe e DhALa.) e lokone jamaNavAromAM paisAno dhumADo dekhAya che. eka mANasa ekalapeTo thaI gharanA khUNe peTa bharavAnA badale potAnA samAnazIla vyaktionA samUhane jamADI sAthe jame tenuM nAma dhanano dhumADo? jamaNavAra to amArUM soziyalAIjhezananuM pratIka, soziyala senTara hatuM. hindustAnIo jyAre kalabo ane jimakhAnAonA ravADe nahotA caDyA tyAre AvA dhArmika-sAmAjika prasaMgo temane paraspara || 173 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco InTara-ezananI eka suMdara taka pUrI pADatA. e corAnI ke dharmasthAnanI garaja sAratA rojiMdA saMsArI jIvananI ghareDamAMthI bahAra AvI bALako, baheno ane puruSo ahIM arasa-parasanA jIvanamAMthI dhArmikatAnA pATha zIkhatA. hA, ene bagADa ke veDaphATa jarUra kahevAya jo phAIvasTAra hoTalomAM yojAtA samAraMbhonI jema emAM savAso rUpiyAnI DizamAMthI thoDuMka cAkhIne bAkInuM choDI devAnI phezana hoya. ulTAnuM ahIM to jIbhaDInA caTakAne gaNakAryA vagara zIro ane coLA jevI be ke traNa vastuothI ja peTa bharIne anAjano eka dANo paNa eTho mUkavAmAM pApa mAnavAmAM AvatuM. achata ke duSkALanA samayamAMya AvAjamaNavAro upara to pratibaMdha mUkAvo joIe, tene protsAhana maLavuM joIe. emAM to lArjazkelano Ikonomino beniphiTa maLe.jyAM smola skelanI jarUra hoya tyAM lArjazkelanI ane jyAM lArjazkelamAM phAyado hoya tyAM smola skelanI taraphadArI karavAmAM emane majA paDe che. roTIno prazna ukelavAmAM jamaNavAronI ane prabhAvanAonI madada maLatI, kapaDAM to jAte kAMtIne gAmamAM ja vaNAvI levAnAM rahetA, gharavakharI lahANImAMthI maLI jatI ane chAparuM bApadAdAnuM cAlyuM AvatuM. roja UThIne gAma badalavAnuM to hatuM ja nahi. cAlInAM bhADAM ane sastA AvAsanI yojanAno prazna to eTalA mATe Ubho thayo ke paraMparAgata dhaMdhA bhAMgavAthI pahelAM gAma choDIne najIkanA zaheramAM pachI amadAvAda, surata tathA muMbaI jevAM mahAnagaromAM ThalavAvuM paDyuM. kaccha, kAThiyAvADa ke uttara gujarAtanA gAmaDAmAM rahevAnA gharano savAla kayA sAdharmikane hato? roTI, kapaDAM ane makAnano savAla Ama sahelAIthI patI jato hovAthI pAMca-paMdara rUparaDInI muphalisa AvakamAMthI paNa temanA be paisA bacatA ane ebacelA be paisA sArA mA kharcA jIvana sArthaka karatA. avaLe pATe caDI gayelI jIvana vyavasthAnI AkhI gADIne savaLe pATe caDAvavAnuM kAma atizaya kaparuM che. vaizvika, samaSTigata stare e prazna ukelavAno che paNa thAgaDa-thIMgaDaprayatno karatI vakhate paNa ApaNuM darzana'to | 974 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco spaSTa hovuM ja joIe. A lekhano prayatna paryuSaNanA divasomAM sAdharmika vAtsalyanA bIjA kartavyanA miSe e darzananI AgaLa vaLI gayelI jhAMkhapane dUra karavAno che. -munihitarucivijayajI paryuSaNa parva, vikrama saMvata 2049 D ApaNe cA mArge ? caturvidha saMghanI vartamAna paristhiti saMtoSajanaka nathI ema sahune lAge che. saMghonAM padAdhikArIo maLe, tyAre aneka prakAranI vAto thAya ane vartamAna paristhiti parano sapta aNagamo vyakta kare. pachI AgaLa koI kAryavAhI thatI nathI. thoDA vakhata pahelA tA. 16-1-91nAM 'prabuddha jIvana'mAM'abhidhAna rAjendra koza'nAM racayitA sva. pU. zrI rAjendra surijI mahArAja sAhebanA jIvana para eka lekha prakAzIta thayo che. temAM te vakhate sAdhu sAdhvIonAM yatijIvanamAM keTalA duSaNo ghusI gayAM tenuM varNana che. te sAme pU. mahArAja sAhebe ugra jhuMbeza uThAvatA yatio taraphathI zrI samAdhAnanAM prayAso zarU thayA. aneka carcAo thatAM pU. zrI rAjendrasUrijI mahArAja sAhebe yati jIvananI sudhAraNA mATe nava niyamo taiyAra karI samAja sAme rAkhyA hatAM. te niyama rasaprada hovAthI nIce uddhRta karUM chuM. (1) savAre ane sAMje saMghanI sAthe ja pratikramaNa karavuM. roja niyamita vyAkhyAna ApavuM. jina maMdire darzana karavA jatI vakhate ke anya vakhate pAlakhIno upayoga na karavo. sonA cAMdInA koI ghareNAM dhArmika anuSThAnane nimitte paNa paheravA nahi ke pAse rAkhavA nahiM. banne samaye sthApanAjInuM paDilehana karavuM. || 17'' ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco (2) gRhastho pAse dhanano apavyaya na karAvavo. ghoDAgADI vagere vAhanano upayoga na karavo. (3)charI talavAra vagere hiMsaka zastra pAse na rAkhavA. AbhuSaNone sparza suddhAM na karavo. (4) strIo sAthe ekAMtamaM besavuM ke rahevuM nahi, svAdhyAya nimitte paNa sAdhvIjI ke zrAvikAo sAthe ekAMtamAM na besavuM. strIo sAthe hasIne majAka mazkarI na karavI ke ToLaTappAM na mAravA. (5)baTATA, kAMdA, lasaNa vagere abhakSya na khAvAM, rAtribhojana na karavuM. bhAMga, gAMjo vagere mAdaka padArthanuM sevana na karavuM. je yatioe A pramANe karavAnuM cAlu karyu hoya ane baMdha na kare temane samudAya bahAra mukavA. (6) daMtamaMjana vagere karavA nahi, kuvA, taLAva vagerenuM kAcuM pANI vAparavuM nahi. vanaspati vagere kapAvavI nahi. (7) saMgha taraphathI thatI nokaro vagerenI vyavasthA jarUra puratI maryAdita rAkhavI. vaLI temAM paNa durAcArI, mAMsAhArI vyaktine nokara tarIke narAkhavI. (8) zrI pUchyuM ke anya koI yatioe dravya kharca karavA mATe saMgha pAse haThAgraha karavo nahi. (9) pagamAM joDA, cAkhaDI vagere paheravAM nahi. zataraMja, pAsA vagerenI ramata ramavI nahi. rAtanA upAzrayanI bahAra javuM nahi. uparokta hakIkata AjathI lagabhaga 140 varSa pahelAnI che. te vakhate to lagabhaga badhA yatioe uparokta nava niyamono svikAra karI potAnA jIvana sudhArI lIdhAM hatAM kAraNa ke zrAvakono Agraha hato. ApaNe vartamAna paristhitino vicAra karIe. uparokta nava niyamomAM lakhela zuM zuM pravRttio atyAre thaI rahI che te aMge purvagraha rahita, || 176 ||

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meM vAMcyu tame paNa vAMco taTastha ane nyAyI vicAraNA karI AjanA saMdarbhamAM paNa jarUrI niyamonA pAlanano Agraha rAkhavAmAM Ave to jaina samAjane khuba ja upayogI thAya tema lAge che. naitika hiMmatapUrvaka zrAvaka samAja caturvidha saMghanA utkarSa mATenI AcAra-saMhitAnuM pAlana kare-karAve te AjanI mAMga che tema kahIe to asthAne nahIM lAge. akhila bhAratIya sthAnakavAsI jaina konpharansa pAse jo koI paNa mahattvamAM mahattvanuM ane agatyanuM kAma hoya te A navaniyamo atyAre lAgu karAvavA prayatnazIla thavuM ane te aMge je pagalAM levAM ghaTe te levA eja raheluM che. - sujJesu ki bahunA (jaina prakAza 20-1-1992) navadhA bhakti (1) zravaNa bhakti, (2) kirtana bhakti, (3) smaraNa bhakti, (4) arcana bhakti, (5) pAda sevana bhakti, (6) vaMdana bhakti, (7) dAsya bhakti, (8) sakhya bhakti, (9) Atma nivedana bhakti. Aje e punaH samaya AvavA lAgyo che ke parimita saMkhyAmAM rahelA jaina sAdhu-sAlviyonuM saMgha sUtra ahaMtA, mamatA, asahanazIlatA ane pokaLadharmanA nAme cAlatI pArasparika IrSyAne lIdhe bhinna-bhinna, asta-vyasta ane pAMgaluM banI gayuM che. -bRhatkalpa sUtra prAMsagika kathana peja naM.-94 || 177 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco vividha rUpALA khubudAra phUlono rasa cUsavAno zokhIna bhamarabAnDa yuvAna tyajelI yuvatIne punaH prema paMthe DagalAM mAMDavA AjIjI kare che... paMDitajI, mAruM nAma IzvarI che. huM bAvIsa varSanI grejyueTa thayelI yuvatI chuM. huM eka prAIveTa kaMpanImAM sarvisa karuM chuM. Ama to kaMpanImAM trIseka karmacArIo che, paNa saune potapotAnA kAma sAthe nisbata. TAIma thAya eTale ghera javA utAvaLA bane. A karmacArIgaNamAM rAhula paNa sarvisa kare che... te heDakalArka che, paNa mAre enA hodA ke pagAra sAthe koI ja nisbata nathI...paNa paMDitajI, mane nisbata che tenI mAdakaAMkho, gamI jAya tevI hAITaboDI ane smArTanesa sAthe prathama divase meM tene joyo tyArathI ja te mane gamI gayo hato. mArI najara satata eno pIcho karatI hatI ne mane lAgyuM ke e paNa mane tIrachI najare joyA kare che. huM paNa koI yuvAnane gamI jAuM eTalI rUpALI chuM. chevaTe eja thayuM,je thavAnuM hatuM...ame baMne eka-mekane cAhavA lAgI gayAM... sAMje chUTayA pachI temane tenI bAIka upara besADato, ne huM tene beu hAtha vaDe bhIMsI daIne tenI pAchaLa besI jatI. temane mArI sosAyaTI sudhI mUkI jatone savAre dasa vAge temane ghara najIkanA sTenDa para levA paNa Avato. ame bindhAsta haratAM-pharatAM... ekAMtamAM paNa maLatAM. ekavAra temane tenA mitrane tyAM laI gayo hato. mitra koIno phona AvatAM bahAra jato rahyo hato. ne ame baMne e kalAko sudhI ekAMta mANyuM hatuM. tamArAthI nahi chupAvuM. paMDitajI !te divase ame tamAma maryAdAo toDI nAkhI hatI.thoDAkadivasato sAruMcAlyuM.paNa ekadivase rajA hoI huM mArA mAmAne tyAM rikSAmAM jaI rahI | 17g ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco hatI tyAre meM bAIka para jatA rAhulane joyo. paNa te ekalo nahoto. tenI pAchaLa koI rUpALI yuvatI tene bhIMsAIne beThI hatI. bIjA divase meM pUchyuM to kaheH "e to mArI sagI che!' eka divase huM pelA mitrane tyAM pahoMcI gaI. mane thoDIka zaMkA paDI gaI hatI.gharanAM bAraNAM mAtra ADAM karelA ja hatAM. meMdhakko mAryone e sAthe ja bAraNAM khulI gayA. meM joyuM to koI trIjI ja yuvatI rAhulane vIMTaLAIne beThI hatI ne rAhula enA vALa ramADI rahyo hato. meMtrADa nAkhI "rAhula!tAruM asala svarUpa A che?" hA, Aja che !te amane joI ja lIdhAM che to sAMbhaLI le, huM A romAnA premamAM chuM. A amAro sAco prema che.' ne huM?" mArI jAsUsI kare che ne?sAMbhaLa, tArI sAtheno saMbaMdha to mAtra kAma calAu ja hato!' paNa temane barabAda karI enuM zuM?" tArI IcchAthI ja tuM barabAda thaI che. have karyA karma bhogava..' basa, huM bhArobhAra napharata sAthe tyAMthI nIkaLI gaI hatI meMnokarI paNa badalI nAMkhI che.doDha varSathaI gayuM che A vAtane ekadivase rastAmAM rAhula mane maLI gayo hato kahe-"IzvarI, mane mApha karI de. meM tAruM dila dubhavyuM che... romAM to mAtra paisA mATe mArI sAthe premanuM nATaka karatI hatI. paNa tAro prema sAco che. cAla, ApaNe navesarathI prema paMtha para DagalAM mAMDIe.' meM eka zabda paNa na kahyo. "tuM vicAra karIne javAba Apaje." kahIne te to jate rahyo, paNa huM muMjhAI gaI chuM, paMDitajI ! sAcuM kahuM, rAhulane huM bhUlI zakuM tema nathI. huM tene sAco prema karI beThI chuM mAre have zuM karavuM? tene mApha karI devo? tame ja mane || 976 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco mArga batAvo, paMDitajI ! -IzvarI. IzvarI, tane bhale khoTuM lAge paNa prAraMbhamAM ja tane eka vAta kahI dauM ke, juvAnInA ghenamAM tuM kaMTaka ane kusumanI parakha karavAnI kSamatA gumAvI beThI che !IzvarI, mAre tane kahevuM che ke AmAM jeTalo doSa rAhulano che, eTalo ja doSa tAro paNa che. koI yuvAna gamI jAya, manane bhAvI jAya eTale tenA caraNe bezarama banIne sarvasva samarpita karatAM pahelAM so vAra vicAra karavo joIe. paNa tuM vicAra karI zakI nathI ! kAraNa ? yauvananA dhasamasatA pravAha, bekAbU banelA Avego ane daihika Avezoe tane bakSeluM aMdhatva... alabatta, vaicArika aMdhatva...! ane enA kAraNe tuM vicAra vihoNuM mUrkhatApUrNa pagaluM bharI beThI che. tArA zIlane te eka strIbhUkhyA narAdhama samakSa lUMTAvI dIdhuM che. asmatanI rakSA kAje to strI raNacaMDI paNa bane che. jyAre tuM ? rAhule mitranA meLApIpaNAthI tenA gharamAM bichAvelI jALamAM phasAI gaI !phona Avyo ne mitra jato rahyoe to agAuthI nakkI kareluM nATaka ja hatuM. paNa tuM eTalI bhoLI ane samajaNanAM dvAra baMdha karIne beThelI che ke tuM rAhulanA e nATakane samajI ja na zakI ! Ane tuM sAco prema kahe che. gAMDI ?prema nathI, A to tAruM gAMDapaNa che... tAruM bhoLapaNa che, tArI mUrkhatA che... je koIpaNa kuMvArI yuvatI kayAreya na kare, evuM avicArI karma tuM karI beThI che ! sAcI vAta to e che ke rAhulanA dilamAM prema jevI koI cIja ja nathI. e to judA judAM rUpALAM ane khuzbadAra phUlono rasa cUsavAno zokhIna bhramara che... ne enI A bhramara vRttino zikAra tuM banI gaI. IzvarI ! tAro naMbara kyo haze e to mAtra rAhula ja jANe ! te romA sAthe premano khela karatA e cAritryahInane joI lIdho ne enI naphphaTAI pachI te ene choDI dIdho chatAM tuM kahe che ke huM tene sAco prema karuM chuM. ne tene bhUlI zakuM tema nathI ! tuM hajIya saccAIne pArakhI zakI nathI ane bhramaNAnuM jALu racI || 160 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco rahI che. bIjIvAra tane maLyo te paNa tenA nATakano bIjo aMka ja che banAvaTa karI rahyo che te enA nakalI nATakathI tuM bacI jA, IzvarI! e mAphI mAge che, enATaka che e magaranA AMsu sAre che, enATaka che.e punaH prema paMthe DagalAM mAMDavAnuM kahe che, eya nATaka che. pharI tuM phasAIza, IzvarI, to tuM kyAreya nahi bacI zake! bhUlI to sAcA premIne na zakAya! A to nATakabAja che. AvAM to aneka nATako eNe karyA haze. ne bIjI vAta sAMbhaLI le, chokarI!eNe tAro zIla bhaMga karyo che. khera, je thavAnuM hatuM te thaI gayuM te aneka chokarIonA saMrpakamAM Avyo haze. eTale kadAca yauna rogano bhoga paNa banyohoya!tuM gupta rIte DaoNkaTarI tapAsa karAvI lejene have pachI tArA dilo-dimAgamAMthI rAhulanuM nAma kADhI nAkha. ene yAda karavAnI vAta tArI moTAmAM moTI mUrkhAI haze... tuM sAco mArga pakaDI le ne koI yogya yuvAna sAthe mA-bApane sAthe rAkhIne prabhutAmAM pagalAM mAMDI le. paNa eka vAta yAda rAkhaje, chokarI ke tArA pati samakSa bhUtakALanI A aNagamatI ghaTanAne kayAreya pragaTa na karatI. -yuvA gujarAta tA. 20/06/2012. cAritranA paMthe janAra mumukSu kumAra ane kumArikAnA haiyAmAM potAnA phoTAne jAheramAM, patrikAomAM mukavAmAM ghelachA na ja hovI joIe. paNa Aje A prathA khuba-khuba vIksI che. emAM paNa dIkSArthinionA phoTA leTesTa phezanebala pojIzana chapAvIne roDa para lagADavAmAM Ave che. tethI keTalA AtmAone vikAranuM poSaNa thAya che. te pApa te phoTAvALIne phALe paNa jAya che. caturvidha saMgha vicAre.. -saMpAdaka || 11||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco zista, mahenata ane samAjalakSI abhigama tamArA phAyadAmAM che dezamAM sarjAtI koI paNa muzkelI athavA geravahIvaTa mATe prajA mATe bhAge kendra sarakArane, rAjya sarakArane athavA zaheranI sevA saMsthAne doSa ApatI hoya che. TrAphikanA prazna mATe polIsane doSa ApatI hoya che paraMtu jo ApaNe pramANikatApaNe vicArIe to ApaNe prajAjano paNa muzkelIo sarjavAmAM sauthI moTo bhAga bhajavIe chIe. abhaNa prajAne javAdo, paNa bhaNelI prajA paNa jyAre gerazista AcarI prazno UbhA kare tyAre sarakArane doSa devo vyAjabI nathI. sAmAjika prazno uparanA eka TI.vI. progrAmamAM eka aMdhajane satya kahyuM ke rastA upara keLAnI chAla pheMkanAra mANasane kAraNe koI aMdhate keLAnI chAlane kAraNe paDe ane ghAyala thAya temAM sarakArano zo vAMka? basanI aMdara apaMga mAnavonI jagyAo upara besanAra vyakti apaMga musApharI mATe jagyA khAlI karI nA Ape temAM sarakArano zo vAMka? karoDo mAnava mATe karoDo polIsa rAkhI nA zakAya. zuM roDane gaMdA karatI gAyo-bheMso mATe polIsa javAbadAra che? pAnanA gallA upara roDa paranA TrAphikane aDacaNa thAya te rIte kAra pArkakaranArane e vAtano khyAla nathI raheto ke tenA kAraNe ghaNA vAhanonI gati tUTI jAya che ane peTrolano khoTo kharca vadhe che. TrAphikamAM gIcatA thAya che. tene ema che ke huM to pAMca miniTa ja UbhA rahevAno chuM. paNa tyAM dara pAMca miniTe AvA mUrakha loko AvIne UbhA rahetA hoya che. ApaNe ApaNA svArtha khAtara zistabhaMga karI sarakArane doSa devAnuM cukatA nathI. cAra rastA upara jamaNI bAju javA mAMgatI vyakti cheka DAbI bAju ubhA rahe che ane pachI jamaNI bAju javA bethI traNa lAInamAM jatAM vAhanone khoTI kare che. ahIM polIsano zuM vAMka che?dareka cAra rastA upara 10polIsa UbhA rAkho to paNa | 12 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco AvA mUrkha mANasone sudhAravA te ati kaparuM kArya che. sIgnala lAITa TrAphikane vyasthita rAkhavA mATe che paraMtu je vyaktio polIsanI hAjarImAM ja sIgnalane nakAmA gaNI vAhano calAvavAmAM bahAdurI samajatA hoya tyAM TrAphika polIsano vAMka kADhavo temAM keTaluM DahApaNa che?evI vyaktio jyAre polIsa hAjara nathI hotI tyAre kevI rIte varte che teno ApaNane saune anubhava che. amadAvAdanA sI.jI.roDanI DIjhAIna TrAphika saraLatAthI thAya te mATe karelI che paraMtu jyAre no pArkiMgahovAchatAM rIkSA, kAra, bAIka vagere pArka karavAmAM Ave ane thoDuM cAlavuM paDe athavA pArkiMganA rUpiyA bacAvavA mATe ADedhaDa pArkiMga karavAmAM Ave ane gIcatA vadhAravAmAM Ave emAM TrAphika polIsano keTalo vAMka? jyAre polIsa AvAM vAhanone To karI jAya che tyAre prajA ja virodha kare che. polIsa sakhata pagalAM bhare to paNa prajAne vAMdho, polIsanarama bane to paNa prajAne vAMdho. AvA samaye lokazAhI mATe ApaNe keTalA lAyaka chIe teno vicAra karavAno samaya AvI gayo che. ApaNe gharane cokhkhAM rAkhavAM ane pablIkaplesamAM gaMdakI karavI tene niyama mAnI ghaNA loko vartatA hoya che. ApaNe gharanA khUNA pAnakhAI thaMkathI lAla karatA nathI paNa sarakArI ophisonA khUNA, lIphaTanI bhIMto upara phleTanA dAdaranA khUNAone ghUMkIne lAla raMganA karI nAMkhavAmAM koI zarama anubhavatA nathI.khullAmAM laghuzaMkAe jaI roDa gaMdA karavAmAM ApaNe nAnama anubhavatA nathI. koI kaheze ke kudaratI Avegane rokI kevI rIte zakAya? tene mATe sagavaDo to hovI joIene? sagavaDo zakya che paNa jema bIjA dezomAM jAhera zaucAlayomAM paisA ApavA paDe che tevI ApaNA lokomAM paisA ApavAnI taiyArI che? bhAratano mAnavI paradezamAM jaI tyAM kudaratI Avegone rokI cokhkhAI rAkhI zake che teja dezamAM AvI paradezanI cokhkhAInI vAto roDa upara mUtradAna karatAM karatAM karato hoya che. ' || 3 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco ghaNI vAra suMdara bAganI bahAranI bAjue jAhera zaucAlaya banAvAya che paraMtu tyAM UbhA rahetA lArIovALAo, pheriyAoe tene narkamAM pheravI nAkhyuM che. tyAM zAkanI lArIo ADedhaDa UbhI rAkhe che, zAka levA AvanAra bhAI-baheno ArAmathI roMga sAIDamAM potAnuM vAhana UbhuM rAkhI zAka kharIde che. tyAM ghaNI vakhata AvatI basane rokAI javuM paDe che. tene kAraNe bIjA vAhanone dhImA paDI javuM paDe che ane DIjhala-peTrolano khoTo dhUmADo thAya che. potAnI AsAnI mATe bIjAne muzkelImAM mUkatA, niyamone toDatA aziSTa AcaratA mANasone sarakArano vAMka kADhavAno keTalo adhikAra che ? amadAvAdamAM AvuM ghaNI jagyAe banI rahyuM che ane akasmAto vadhatA rahe che. AvuM hindusthAnamAM ghaNe sthaLe banI rahyuM che. AkhuM varSa moja majhAmAM kADhatA vidyArthIo thoDAM agharAM pepara Ave to bUmAbUma kare che. vikalpo nA ApavAmAM Ave to bUmAbUma kare che. yunivarsiTIno vAMka kADhe che. jIvanamAM saphaLatA meLavavA mATe zorTakaTa cAlatA nathI. je vidyArthIo agharA praznonA javAba ApI zake che te ja jIvanamAM kaMIka karI batAvatA hoya che. lIlAlahera karanAra vidyArthIomAMthI pAchaLathI saphaLa thayA hoya che te temanI pAchaLathI thayelI mahenata ja hoya che. lIlAlahera karanAra moTAbhAganA vidyArthIo sAmAnya nokarI karIne ja jIvana pasAra karatA hoya che. yuvAna vAcako, A dezanuM bhaviSya tamArA hAthamAM che. tame jeTalI zistabaddha mahenata ane samAjalakSI banazo teTalo tamane ane tamArA saMtAnone lAbha thaze. jo A azista cAlatI raheze to eka samaya evo Avaze ke tamArA saMtAno gharanI bahAra paNa nahIM nIkaLI zake kAraNa ke bahAra jatAM ja jIvana jIvavuM khUba ja muzkela haze. -rohita paTela - yuvA gujarAta, tA. 20/06/2012 || 164 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco ApaNA rasoDA , -lekhikAH dhanalakSmI mulajI gaDA te divase ThaMDe kaleje pAna cAvatA cakkIvALAne cakkImAM ardhI guNI ghauM sAthe dhaneDAne paNa daLato joI mArA zarIranAM rUvADAM UbhA thaI gayA. "ATalA badhA dhaneDAvALA ghauM konAM che? koI hoTalavALAnAM haze nahIM?" ema pUchatA javAba maLyo."sAmenAM jaina maMdiranAM pharI eka dhrujArI mArA zarIramAMthI pasAra thaI gaI. mArA mAnyAmAM e vAta AvatI nahotI. paNa e eka satya bInA hatI. "AvA jIvaDAvALA ghauM tuM zA mATe daLe che? A to tane pApa lAgaze." meM kahyuM "bena pApa ane puNyamAM ame zuM samajIe? amAre to kAma sAthe kAma!"cakkIvALo jarA hasyone bolyo. enI vAta keTaleka aMze kharI ja hatI.jaina maMdiranAM AyaMbilakhAtAvALAone jyAM jIva-ajIvanI paDI nahotI tyAM A to eka anya dharmI,ajJAna cakkIvALo enI pAse zuM apekSA rAkhI zakAya? ema kara, A badhA ghauM tuM cakkI baMdha karIne bahAra kADha ne mane cAraNI Apa, huM tane e badhA hamaNAM ja cALI ApuM jethI badhA jIvaDAMnIkaLI jaze ane pAchaLa amAro loTa paNa kharAba nahIM thAya..!" meM ene namra sUcana "evuM mArAthI kema thAya? e zakya nathI.bAkI tame kaho cho to, A sAvaraNIthI badhA jIvaDA hamaNAM ja bahAra seravI lauM chuM. garamIne lIdhe Ameya jIvaDA to badhA ghauMmAMthI upara caDhI ja Ave che, eTale badhA thALA bahAra nIkaLI ja jaze." A kahI eNe nAnI sAvaraNI laI thALA upara caDhelA ne bahAra javAnI vyartha koziSa karatA dhaneDAne eka jhaDake vALI nAkhyA. thoDI vAra thaI ne pAchA bIjA dhaneDA daLAtA ghauMmAMthI upara caDhavA lAgyA || 16 IT

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66. meM vAMcyu tame paNa vAMco cakkIvALo ema mAnaze nahIM...!manomana meM baDabaDADa karyo A rIte jaina maMdiramAMthI zuM avAra-navAra jIvaDAvALA ghauM daLAvA Ave che ?' meM kutuhalavaza pUchayuM. "hA, evuM to cAlyA kare. e loko te mArA bahu junA ane moTA gharAka che. keTalIya jAtanA anAja tyAMthI DabbAnAM DabbA bharIne daLAvavA Aja cakkImAM Ave che.''eNe gaurava letAM kahyuM. ma "paNa, tuM maMdiranAM mahetAjIne A jIvaDAvALA anAjanI phariyAda kema nathI karato ?'' meM kahyuM. "bahena, phariyAda karuM ne to to tyAMno rasoyo ne kAmavALo anAja bIjI cakkImAM ja mokalato thaI jAya mAre moTo gharAka jAya e kema posAya ? cakkIvALAe potAnI muzkelI raju karI. manomana huM maMdiranAM beda2kA2 adhikArIo para samasamI gaI ! "have zuM karavuM" te ghaDIbhara nakkI na karI zakI. mArA sApha sutharA ghauM to Dabbo choDIne jAuM ne pAchI AvA saDelA ghauM para mArA sArA ghauM tarata daLAI jAya athavA badalAI jAya ke ochA thaI jAya te paNa pAlave ema na hatuM. bIjI cakkIomAM paNa saDeluM anAja nahIM daLAtuM hoya enI koI khAtrI nahotI. daLAI rahelA saDelA ghauMmAMthI thoDAka jIvone paNa jo bacAvI zakuM ke ene pratyakSa batADIne jaina maMdiranAM adhikArIonI AMkha kholI zakuM to Ajano divasa mAro kaMIka sArthaka gaNAze ema manamAM vicAro AvatA hatA. daravAjA pAse UbhI rahIne tyAMthI koI jainabhAI ke oLakhItA bena pasAra thAya to, mAro hetu saphaLa thAya e AzAe huM cupacApa pratikSA karavA lAgI. mArI prArthanA jANe Izvare sAMbhaLI hoya tema mArA vaDIla mitrasamA ne dhArmikavRttinAM raMjanabena thoDIvAre sAmI phuTapAtha parathI pasAra thatA dekhAyA. mArA jIvamAM jIva Avyo. meM doDIne emano hAtha pakaDIne cakkI tarapha doryA ne jaina maMdiranAM aMdheranuM pratyakSa darzana karAvyuM. emanAM moMmAMthI paNa arerATI chUTI gaI ! tarata ja kSaNanoya vilaMba karyA vagara e jaina maMdiramAM doDyA. || 166 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco kamanasIbe mahetAjI ane rasoyA sameta raMjanabena AvyA tyAM sudhI to ardhI guNI ghauM daLAIne bAjue mukAI gayA hatAM. "purI eka aMdherIne gaMDurAjA, Take zera bhAjI Take zera khAjA."kavitAnI jema tarata ja mahetAjIe cakkavALAno, cakkIvALAe rasoyAno, rasoyAe anAja bharanAra koThAravALAno....ema ekabIjA para AkSeponI paraMparA zarU thaI gaI!guno kabula karavA koI taiyAra na hatA. pAMgaLA bacAvo badhA karavA lAgyAM. aMte AvuM jIvaDAvALuM anAja kayAre paNa jaina maMdiramAMthI Aveto tAre daLavuM nahIM ne mane phariyAda karI mokalavI. tArI cakkIne badale bIje kayAMye amAruM anAja daLAvA nahIM jAya.enI khAtrI rAkhavI,DaravuM nahIM.", vagere vagere bhalAmaNo mahetAjI taraphathI thaI. Akhare chobhIlA paDelA mahetAjI ane rasoyo maMdiramAM pAchA gayA. paNa raMjanabene emano pIcho na choDyo. emaNe to maMdiranA upAzrayamAM birAjatA mahArAja sAheba ane mahAsatIone paNa AyaMbila khAtAnI bedarakArI viSe vAkepha karyA.AMyabila khAtAnAM koThAramAMthI badhA anAjanA pIpaDA ane pIselA anAjanA vividha DabbAo kholAvyA badhAnAM Azcarya vacce dareke dareka anAjanA pIpamAMthI ane DabbAomAMthI asaMkhya dhaneDA, IyaLo ane phaMdA jevA bAdara jIvono Dhagalo thavA mAMDyo. tyAM ubhelA saunA moM para glAnI tathA anukaMpA chavAI gaI! saue A bAbata AkarI TIkA karI AyaMbila khAtAmAM AvIne AyaMbila karanArA bhANA parathI te divase hAtha dhoIne adhavacce ubhA thaI gayA. viparita vAtAvaraNa joIne tyAMnA adhikArIonAM mAthA zaramathI jhukI gayA. raMjanabenanI dhAMdhala te divase kharekhara kAmiyAba nIvaDI...! A banAvanA be-cAra divasa bAda meM emanI pAsethI pAchaLanAM samAcAro mAgyA tyAre, raMjanabene duHkhI hRdaye vaLI ethIye coMkAvanArI vAta karI. emaNe kahyuM ke bena, bIjuM badhuM to ThIka, paNa te divase e badho || 3g7 ||

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meMvAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco jIvaDAvALo alaga-alaga prakArano loTa ane saDeluM anAja nirdoSa jagyAe paravAne badale AsapAsanI dukAne vecAvA gayeluM tyAM jene khabara hatI teNe nakharIdyuM to bIjI bajAromAM vecAvA pArsala thaI gayuM. A badhI bAbato para adhikArIoe AMkha ADA kAna karyA.A badhAThaga bhagatone kevA kahevA?" bAkI have uhApohane lIdhe adhikarIone anAja saMgraha karavAnI "nA"pADI dIdhI che ane rasoDAnA sTAphane badalI dIdho che. jAgRti sArI AvI che ane rasoDAnAM kAyadA kAnUna kaDaka thaI gayA che. lAge che ke have jIvonIyatnA sArI thaze. "cAlo, jAgyA tyArathI savAra"ema kahIne meM mana manAvyuM. paNa priya vAcako, A prasaMga bAda jyAM jyAM huM AyaMbilakhAtAnAM borDa vAMcu chuM tyAre eka ja prazna pharI pharIne manamAM uThe che, ke "ekAsaNA ane upavAsathI ye AyaMbila karIne vadhu pUNya kamAvAnAM zubha hetusara AvanAra loko ahIM paNa pelA AyaMbila khAtAnI jema chetarAtA to nahIM hoyane? pUNya bAMdhavAne badale pApanAM bhAgIdAra to nahIM banatA hoya ne? ane hA, lAkhonAM dAna karanAra udAra diladAtAonAMdAnanI gaMgA,pravAha badalIne narkanI vaitaraNI taraphato nahIMjatI hoyane?TheraThera jaina mahilA maMDaLo sthapAyAche, be baheno aThavADIye ekadivasa AMbilanAM rasoDAnuM cekIMga karavA madadanakarI zake? jainaprakAza 20/01/1992 peja-17, (satyaghaTanAnAM AdhAre) (mahArAjanI gocarImAM AyaMbilakhAtAmAMthI jIvAtavALo AhAra AvI gayo che. - saMpAdaka) A lekha takedArI -AkhavA-khAvavA mATe che, niMdA mATe nathI. O) 9r |ii.

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco garbhapAta - deza-videzamAM - zrI cImanalAla ema. zAha vartamAnapatranA eka khuNAmAM eka nAnakaDA kolamamAM chapAyelA samAcAra vAMcavAmAM AvyAM. bhAgye ja koInI najara paDe evI rIte chapAyA hatA chatAM te ApaNane cImakI ApanAra hatA upara nAnuM heDIMga hatuM "gAdItyAga ane nIce samAcAra hatA kebejIyamanA rAjavI mI.boduIe gAdI tyAga karyo hato kAraNa ke garbhapAtanA kAyadA upara sahI karavA emanA AtmAno avAja taiyAra nahoto. AvI ekAeka UbhI thaelI baMdhAraNIya kaTokaTInA ukela mATe pradhAnamaMDaLanI beThaka rAtabhara cAlI hatI. rAjavInI jAherAta pachI pradhAnamaMDaLe rAjavInI sattAo laI ne garbhapAtano kAyado pasAra karyo hato. bejIyama yuropano deza che. vikasita che. hIrAnA vyApAra mATe prakhyAta che. pazcimanA A dezamAM garbhapAtano kAyado nahi hoya ema jaNAya che. pradhAnamaMDaLe garbhapAtano kAyado pasAra karyA pachI rAjavInI sahI mATe Avyo. rAjavI pote A kAyadA para sahI karavA IcchatA na hatA. temanI IcchA na hatI ke A kAyado pasAra thAya. temanI potAnI sammati ApavI na hatI tethI gAdI tyAga karyo. potAnI rAjavI tarIkenI padavIno tyAga karyo keTalo moTo bhoga? garbhapAtane e kevuM samajatA hoya tyAre gAdI tyAga kare? pachI bhale pradhAnamaMDaLa temane pharI gAdI Ape paNa A prazna upara pote keTalA makkama rahyA te vicAravAnuM che. te mATe temane jeTalA dhanyavAda ApIe teTalA ochA che. pazcimanI havAmAM, samudra dezanA rAjavImAM kevI mAnava dayAnI bhAvanA che. ane garbhastha zIzunI bacAvavAnI karUNA che.teAuparathI pratIta tAya che. ApaNane A samAcAra jAgrata karanAra che. ApaNA dezamAM thoDA varSo agAu"garbhapAta"e guno gaNAto hato, pApa gaNAtuM hatuM ane kalaMka paNa manAtuM hatuM. je loko garbhapAta karatA hatA || 16 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco teo corI chupIthI bahAra loko jANe nahi tema karatA jyAre vastIvadhArAnA saMdarbhamAM garbhapAta kAyadesara karavAnI prastAvanA AvI tyAre kharekhara dhArmika saMsthAoe teno pUrajozathI virodha karavo joIto hato paNa nachUTake kahevuM paDe che ke ApaNI dharma saMsthAo potAnA vidhi vidhAnomAM, utsavomAM eTalI otaprota rahe che ke AvA mahattvanA praznonI upekSA seve che. sau koI jANe che ke garbhapAta eTale aparipakva bALakanI hatyA. jaina dRSTie paMcendriya manuSyanI hatyA.jo jaina samAje dhAryuM hota to bIjA dharmonI sAthe maLIne A kAyado thatA pahelA jorazorathI virodha karyo hota ane tAtkAlIka kAyado thato aTakAvyo hota.ema banyuM nahi ane te sahelAIthI kAyado banI gayo. haju yuropanA ghaNA dezomAM garbhapAta kAyadesara nathI. tethI garbhapAta karAvavA mATe eka dezanA mANaso bIjA dezamAM jAya che. jeo romana ketholIka dharma pALe che tevA DaoNkaTaro, narso garbhapAtanA oparezana karatA nathI. potAnI nokarI jatI hoya to javA de che paNa siddhAMtane vaLagI rahe che. kAyado banyo tethI garbhapAtanuM pApa ochuM thaI jatuMnathI. phakta eTaluM ja ke sarakAra te mATe chUTa Ape che. dareka samAja yA dharmadhAre to potAnA dharmanA siddhAMtonI rUe potAnA samAjane te apanAvatA aTakAvI zake. jaina samAjamAM aTakAyata thavI joItI hatI paNa tema banyuM nahi tethI jaina saMghanA loko garbhapAta karAvavA lAgyA che.alabattapUjya sAdhu-sAdhvIjIo upadeza Ape che. paNa joIe tevI joradAra jhuMbeza nathI. garbhapAtanuM kRtya eka mAsuma bALakanuM khUna karavA barAbara che, paMcendriyanI vAta che, tethI te na ja thAya e mATe keTalAka bInaanubhavI loko ema samajAve che ke jIvano saMcAra garbhamAM amuka aThavADiyA pachI thAya che. kharekhara to garbhAdhAnanA divase ja jIvano praveza thAya che. moTu pApa mAnIne tenA dareka yuvakavargane pratyAkhyAna karAvavA joIe. tabIbI vijJAna-vyavasAyanA niyamo pramANe garbhapAta karI zakAya || 160 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco nahi. varlDa meDIkala esosIezananI jInIvAmAM maLelI esembalIe je niyamo maMjura karyA che temAM jaNAvavAmAM AvyuM che ke mAnava jyArathI garbhamAM Ave tyArathI tene mATe huM sanmAna jALavIza. dhamakI maLe tevA saMjogomAM paNa mAnavatAnAniyama virUddhahuM mArA jJAnano upayoga nahi karuM. Aja pramANe narsIje garbhapAtamAM bhAga bhajave che. te temanA vyavasAyanA niyama virUddha che. vastIvadhArAne aTakAvavAnA bIjA ghaNA upAyo jovAmAM Ave che. temAM sauthI vadhAre aniSTakArI hoya to te garbhapAta che, dhArmika dRSTie ja nahi, ArogyanI dRSTie paNa jemane bALaka na joItuM hoya te bIjA upAyathI aTakAvI zake che pachI garbhapAtanI jarUra kayAM rahI? potAnA bedarakArInA kAraNe paMcendriya kumaLA bALakano bhoga levo? e nyAya kayAM no? mAnava jIvananA ghaNA ghaNA guNo gavAyA che. evA mAnava jIvanane TuMkAvI nAkhavAmAMthI mAtAo ane baheno bace ane paMcendriyanI hiMsAthI virame. - jaina prakAza, 20/12/1992 0 bhagavad gItAmAM kahela che ke agara AtmAnI zuddhatA joIe to brahmacaryanuM pAlana karo. ziva saMhitAmAM kahela che ke- vIryanA TIpArUpI mahAratnanA saMgrahathI pRthvI para evI koIpaNa samRddhi nathI ke tene prApta na thAya. tathAgata buddha kahe che ke- duHkhanA mULane chedavA mATe brahmacaryanuM pAlana jarUrI che. || 169 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco na zobhatA kAi - hIrAbhAI magIyA rASTramAM ApaNI vastI eka TakAthI paNa ochI hovA chatAM, ApaNo samAja Aje badhI ja rIte AgaLa che. ApaNuM zAsana ane saMskRti paNa anAdikALanI che, tethI ja Aje TakI rahI che. tenA mULamAM mArI dRSTie satya, ahiMsA, acaurya, tapa, tyAga, saMyama, aparIgraha, dAna, karUNA, nyAya, nIti, sadAcAra, pramANikatA, vyasanamukti vigere mukhya che. A badho bhUtakALano vAraso Ajadina sudhI TakAvI rAkhavAmAM ApaNAM saMtasatIjIono mahatvano phALo che tema huM mAnuM chuM. anekAntavAda ane syAdavAdane na samajavAne kAraNe ja, ApaNA aneka saMpradAyo thayA pachI paNa, hajI ApaNo saMgha ThIka ThIka ekatA anubhave che. paraMtu Aje kaLIkALamAM agara to pAMcamAM ArAne lIdhe, ApaNo saMgha pachAta vargane paNa na zobhe, tevI rIte jIvavA lAgyo che, tyAre eTaluM ja kehavAnuM mana thAya che ke H : (1)jaina saMgha Aje karmavAdanA siddhAMtone mAne che kharo ? temAM zraddhA dharAve che kharo ? (2)lIlotarI ane kaMdamULa na khAnAro saMgha, Aje mAMsAhAra ane iMDA khAvAmAM paNa zaramAya che kharo ? (3)pANIne paNa gALyA sivAya na vAparanAro saMgha, Aje game tevI hoTalomAM jaIne, ane rastA uparanI rekaDI pAse Ubho rahIne, je jAtanI khANI-pANI karI rahyo che. tenI lAja zarama koIne lAge che kharI ? ghara baMdha karIne ravivAre sAMjanI rasoI baMdha karIne bALako sAthe hoTalomAM jaIne khAvA-pIvAnI AMdhaLI hariphAIo, dekhAdekhI karatA koIne jaina dharma sAthe snAna sUtaka hoya tevuM lAge che kharuM ? || 162 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco (4) zrAvakano prathama bola che ke ApaNI AjIvikA ane kamANI nyAya saMpanna hovI joIe. tene zuM ApaNe AcaraNamAM utArI ? (5)jaina kuLamAM janmelAne koI jIvane duHkha thAya ke trasajIvanI ghAta thAya tevuM kArya karavuM na zobhe. chatAM divALInA pavitra divase, bhagavAna mahAvIranA nirvANa mahotsavanA dine tathA lagnanA zubhadine phaTAkaDA phoDatAM kema acakAto nathI, raste cAlatA bhAMgaDA nRtyamAM kema rAce che ? vanarAjIno vinAza karI phUlono kaccaraghANa karI lagnamaMDapa zobhAvavo kema game che ? (6)jainano dikaro, vevizALa ane lagna phoka karavAnI hiMmata karI zake kharo ? ane kare to AvI vyaktione jaina kahevaDAvAno hakka hoI zake kharo ? (7)alpAraMbha ane mahAAraMbhanI Aje koIne khevanA che kharI ? ApaNA sAmAjIka, dhArmika prasaMgomAM paNa jyAM eThavADa na mukavAno koIne vicAra thato nathI, ke koI potAnI pharaja samajatuM nathI. tyAM chakAyanA jIvonI rakSAnI vAta ja karavA jevI rahe che kharI? (8) manoraMjananA sAdhano oDiyo-viDIyo, TI. vI., nATaka, sInemA, blyu philma vagere jotA ApaNe ApaNI jAta upara kAbu rAkhIne agara chAtI upara hAtha mUkIne kahI zakazo A badhA dRSyo kuTuMba sAthe besIne joI zakAya tevA che ? na hoya chatAM Aje A badhA sAdhano jaina saMghanA gharamAM ja vadhune vadhu jovA maLe che, tyAre ApaNo saMgha sadAcArone jALavI zakazekharo? saMyamanI sAdhanA karI zakaze kharo ? brahmacaryane jALavI zakaze kharo ?mAre mana A badhA bhogavilAsanA sAdhano che. tethI teno sadupayoga karatAM vadhumAM vadhu durupayoga thayA vinA rahevAno nathI. jethI ApaNo saMgha potAnI jAte ja sarvanAza notaraze ane dAMpatya jIvanano AnaMda khoI besaze. te dRzya joIne chokarA-chokarIo paNa manasvI jIvana jIvatA thaI gayA che. jethI vevizALa ane lagnajIvananI sthiratA jovA maLaze nahi. mATe AvA sAdhanono moha || 163 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco jaina saMghe choDavA jevo che paraMtu A vAta Aje koIne gaLe utaratI nathI. to Aga lAgyA pachI to bhasma ja hAthamAM Ave che. to sarvanAzane paMthe DubyA pachI pAchA vALavA kaThIna bane che. (9)ApaNA dharmamAM camatkAronI koI vAta nathI temaja aMdhazraddhAnI koI vAta nathI tema chatAM Aje ApaNo jaina saMgha karmavAdanA siddhAMto bhUlIne aMdhazraddhA mithyAtvI, deva-devIo, havana-homa, caMDIpATha, vAsakSepa, dorAdhAgAne mAdaLiyAmAM vadhune vadhu phasAvA lAgyo che.tyAre ApaNo sAdhu saMgha paNa ApaNA samAjane AvA khoTA mArgethI pAcho vALavAne badale nimitta rUpa banI rahyo che. tethI have lAge che ke Aga pANImAM lAgI rahI che tyAre AvA rUDA jaina saMghane ne siddhAMtone koNa bacAvaze ? - jaina prakAza, 05/03/1992 zrAvaka zrAvikAo ane mAIka -lekhaka : hIrAlAla mohanalAla turakhIA vartamAna kALa e atyaMta viSama kALa che ane e kALanA pravAhamAM hakIkatamAM zuddha mArga zuM che. tenuM lakSa vistRta thatuM jAya che. ane te kAraNe ApaNA guruvaryo mAIkamAM na bolatA hoya paNa ApaNane bolavAmAM kayAM harakata che, ema vicArI ApaNe sAdhu-sAdhvInI hAjarImAM, ApaNo moTo bhAga mAIkano upayoga kare che. paNa hakIkatamAM teno upayoga ApaNe karI zakatA nathI. te mATe siddhAMtane anulakSIne ahIM vAta raju karavAmAM Ave che. (1)sau prathama zrAvaka, sAdhu-sAdhvI pAse Ave tyAre pAMca abhigama sAcavIne Ave. temAM prathama abhigama sacitano tyAga che, ApaNI pAse jema badAma, elacI, sopArI jevI sacita vastu na hoya, tema sacita evuM agnikAyanA AraMbharupa mAIka ApaNe kevI rIte lAvI zakIe ? je lAve tene abhigama kayAM rahyo ? ane abhigama nathI tyAM vinaya paNa kayAM rahyo ? || 164 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco (2) siddhAMtamAM zrAvakane traNa manoratha kahyAM, temAM prathama manoratha AraMbha parigraha (alpa ke mahA parigraha) kayA2e chAMDu? to jyAM mAIkano AraMbha che, tyA prathama manoratha ja kayAM rahyo? (3) dhyAna cAra kahyAM. temAM dharma dhyAnanA cAra pAyA kahyAM. prathama pAyAmAM cha kAya jIvonI rakSA kahI, bIjA pAyAmAM jIvone duHkhanAM pAMca kAraNo, kahyAM te mithyAtva, avrata, pramAda, kaSAya, azubhayoga. to mAIkanA prayogamAM kadAca paheluM kAraNa choDI daIe to bAkInA cAra kAraNo jIvane duHkharupa che. to mAIkano prayoga jIvane duHkharupa che mATe heya che. AdaravA yogya nathI. (4) bhagavatI zataka 12, u. 7 mAM jayaMtI zrAvikAnA praznanA javAbamAM bhagavaMte kahyuM che ke jIva bhA2e zAthI thAya ane haLavo zAthI thAya ? to 18 pApanA sevanathI jIva bhAre thAya ane AyuSya varjIne sAthe karmanI prakRti zithilane gADha kare, alpakALanI hoya te lAMbA kALanI kare, maMdarasane tIvra rasavAlI kare, alpa pradezane bahu dezavAlI kare ane 18 pApanA sevana nahIM karavAthI jIva haLavo thAya ane sAthe karma prakRtine gADha hoya tene zithila Adi kare. to dharmasthAnamAM ApaNe badhAe karmathI bhAre thavuM ke haLavA thavuM te vicAravuM. mAIkamAM prANAtipAtarupa prathama pApa pratyakSa che. bIjA parokSa che. (5)mAIkano upayoga te gRhasthone zabda sAMbhaLavAnI anukUlatArUpa ISTano saMyoga ane aniSTanA viyogarUpa che. A baMnne bhAMgA ArtadhyAnanA che. temaja mAIkanI bahu sArI vyavasthA hatI e ciMtavI khuzI thAya, AnaMda manAve, to mAIkamAM thatI agnikAya, vAyukAyanI hiMsAne vakhANI, te raudradhyAnanI vRddhi mATe che. ane sAmAyikamAM to banne azubha dhyAnano tyAga che. to mAIkano upayoga te ArTa ane raudradhyAna che. paNa dharmadhyAna nathI. (6) zrAvaka-zrAvikA jeone sAmAyika che, hiMsA karavAnA temaja karAvavAnA bannenA mana, vacana kAyAthI cha koTIe paccakkhANa che to zroteMdriya, || 166 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco cakSuIndriya, vagere pAMce Indriyano samAveza kAyAnI aMtargata thAya che to kAyA vaDe hiMsaka vastunuM sevana, zrodrayathI sAMbhaLavArUpa mAre paccakkhANa che. to mAIkanA zabda sAMbhaLavAthI mArI sAmAyikanA paccakkhANa meM kAnavaDehiMsaka vastunuM sevana karyuM tethI bhAMgI gayA te vrata meM pALavA mATe lIdhuM che. bhAMgavA mATe nahIM mATe mAIkanA zabda sAMbhaLI zakAya nahi jema ke reDiyo sTezanathI je koI dhArmika progrAma Ave te sAMbhaLI zakAya nahi, bhaktAmaranI Tepa sAMbhaLI zakAya nahi. hAramoniyama, vAMsaLI, khaMjarI, vAyolIna vagere vAjIMtro sAMbhaLI zakAya nahi. jema kAnano viSaya sAMbhaLavAno tema AMkhano viSaya jovAno. to sAmAyikamAM TI. vI. para AvatA progrAmo joI zakAya nahi. upAzrayamAM sinemAnI slAIDa joI zakAya nahi. dIkSAnA Albamo joI zakAya nahi, temaja upAzrayanA holamAM lAITa karI zakAya nahi, lAITamAM vAMcI zakAya nahi. temaja nAkathI senTa suMdhI zakAya nahi, sparzendriyane sAtA pahoMcADavA paMkhAnI havA khAI zakAya nahi, erakanDIzanamAM besI zakAya nahi. hITarathI tApI zakAya nahi kAraNa AMkha nAka ke sparzendriya te viSaya sevana karavAthI vratano bhaMga thAya che. ApaNe samajIe chIe,to jIvonI hiMsA badhAmAM samAna che. pachI kAnano viSaya mAIkamAM sAMbhaLavuM ApaNAthI kevI rIte sevana thaI zake ? kAraNa tyAM paNa vratano bhaMga che. to chakAyanI hiMsAno paccakkhANa karI, pachI vratane bhAMgavuM te hitakArI kahevAya ? upavAsamAM eka annano kaNa na khAIe ane ahIM be ghaDInuM cAritra bhAMgIne bhuko thAya tenA mATe sAvadhAnI kema nahI ? te khUba ja vicAravA jevuM che. 9 (7) teja pramANe jyAM saMvatsarI pratikramaNa mAIkamAM thAya che. te samaye pratikramaNa bolAvanAra vyakti potAnI javAbadArI samaje, prathama to mAruM vrata bhAMge che. ane sAthe hajAronI saMkhyAmAM zrAvaka-zrAvikAonI sAmAyika mArA mAIkamAM bolavAthI bhAMgeche.teja rIte saMvatsarI pratikramaNa sivAyanA anya tapasyAnA, bahumAnanA ke zraddhAMjalI sabhAonA prasaMgomAM paNa je je saMghanA hodedAro vagere vratadhArIonI sabhAmAM mAIkamAM bole che, || 766 ||

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meM vAMcyu tame paNa vAMco teo paNa bIjAonI sAmAyika bhaMgAvavAmAMnimitta bane che ane vartamAnamAM je zrAvakapaNuM mane prApta thayela che, te AgAmI kAle zrAvakapaNuM ane cAritranI prApti bahu durlabha thaze. kAraNa bIjAnA vrata pAlanamAM sahAya karavI joIe tenA badale bIjAnAM vrata meM bhaMgAvyA to tenA phalasvarupa mane cAritranI prApti kema thAya ? vaLI, pratikramaNa eTale pApathI pAchA pharavuM, to hiMsAnI kriyA cAlu ja che. pachI pApathI pAchA pharavApaNuM ja kayAM rahyuM ane hakikatamAM pratikramaNa ja kayAM rahyuM ? vaLI saMvatsarI jevuM sarva jIvone abhayadAna ApavA rUpa mahAparva sarva jIvo sAthe kSamApanA karavAnuM parva che. "khAmemi savva jIvA" nA pAThamAM sarve khamAvIe chIe, sarva jIvo mArA aparAdhanI kSamA Apo ema bhAvanA bhAvIe chIe temaja jagatanA sarva nAnA moTA jIvo sAthe mAre maitrI bhAva che ema bolIe chIe. to jyAre agnikAya ane vAyukAyanA jIvonI hiMsA cAlu ja che, pachI temanI sAthe kSamApanA kayAM thaI? temanI sAthe maitrI bhAva kayAM rahyo ? eka ziSTacAra karyAno bhale kadAca saMtoSa laIe paNa hakIkatamAM te jIvo sAthe kSamApanAnA badale verano baMdha thayo. (8) have mAIkamAM bolavuM te (1)dharma nathI paNa adharma che,(2) saMvara nathI paNa Azrava che,(3) upAdeya nathI paNa heya che, (4)nirjarA nathI paNa baMdha, (5)svabhAva nathI paNa vibhAva, (6) zubha yoga nathI paNa azubha yoga, (7) haLavApaNuM nathI paNa bhArepaNuM, (8) sukhanuM kAraNa nathI paNa duHkhanu kAraNa che; ArtadhyAna che ane viSamaya che, (9) vaLI ApaNe mAIkamAM sAMbhaLavuM eTale agnikAyanA AraMbhamAM besavuM jo besI zakatA hoIe to jema pRthvIkAya khodAtI hoya. snAna vastra dhovA mATe pANIno AraMbha thato hoya. vAyarAnA AraMbharUpa paMkhA cAlu hoya. sugaMdhI padArtho khaMDAtA hoya, vanaspatinuM jyAM chedana bhedana thatuM hoya || 167 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco tyAM besI zakAtuM nathI. tevI ja rIte agnikAya paNa ekendriya hovAthI mAIka cAlu hoya tyAre sAmAyika laI besI zakAtuM nathI. (10) vyAkhyAna ke pratikramaNa sAMbhaLavA rUpa dharma ghaNAne saMbhaLAvI zakAto hoya ane thoDuM nukazAna ane ghaNo lAbha thato hoya ema je dalIla karAya che. te paNa barAbara nathI. jainAgamamAM kayAMya potAnuM bagADIne bIjAnuM bhaluM karavAnI vAta che ja nahI. e mATe e dalIla TakI zake nahIM. (11) bhagavaMtanI AjJA jIvadayAnI che. dayA che tyAM ja vItarAgano dharma che. ahiMsA eja dharmano pAyo che. vItarAganI AjJA cAre tIrthane eka samAna che sAdhune AjJA judI ane zrAvakone AjJA judI evuM che ja nahIM. mATe saMghanA vaDIlo, hoddedAro, anya mahatvanI vyaktio je sAdhu-sAdhvInI hAjarImAM temaja vratadhArInI hAjarImAM mAIkamAM bolavA rUpa chuTa laI rahyA che te vratadhArInA vratanA bhaMgamAM nimitta rUpa hovAthI te chuTa hakIkatamAM ApaNe laI zakatA nathI. jo temanI hAjarImAM agnikAyano prayoga thaI zakato hoya to pachI bIDI-sIgareTa, calama, hoko saLagAvavArUpa agnino AraMbha karavAmAM zuM harakata ? mATe ApaNe sau vItarAga zAsanane vaphAdAra rahIe. vItarAga mArgane ujvaLa karIe ane ArAdhaka banIe eja suMdara bhAvanA sAthe vinaMtI. jaina prakAza 20/08/1994 (sakaLa caturvadha saMgha A viSayamAM ciMtana manana karI mAIkanI hiMsAne jinazAsanamAMthI dUra kare eja yogya che.) on || 166 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco zuddha rezamI vastro aMgenI talasparzI mAhitI - nalIna jha. mahetA rezamI vastrone banAvavA lAkho IyaLone mRtyunA mukhamAM homI devAya mAnavIe je vividha prakAranA kApaDanuM sarjana karyuM che temAMnuM kadAca sauthI AkarSaka narama, suMvALuM ane tejasvI torezamanuM kApaDa ja haze.lagabhaga ghaNA varSothI A suMdara kApaDanI AyAta cInathI thatI ane tethI ja saMskRtamAM te "cInAMzuka"ne nAme oLakhAtuM. tenA utpAdananI paddhati ke mULa vizenI mAhitI eka atyaMta gupta rahasya hatuM. rezamanI IyaLa potAno kozeTo banAvavA je tAra kADhe che te A rezamano tAra IyaLamAMthI kITaka ane temAMthI phUdaDAMmAM potAnuM rUpAMtara thAya te daramiyAnanI potAnI niSkriya sthitimAM potAnuM rakSaNa karavA mATe kavaca rUpe te A kazoTo banAve che. mAdA phUdaDuM Azare 400 thI 600 iMDA muke che lagabhaga 10 divasamAM sevAya che temAMthI 1/12"nI IyaLa nIkaLe che tene lagabhaga 20thI 27 divasa sudhI zeturanA pAna khavarAvAya che, tyAre te 3"- 3 1/2"lAMbI thAya che. ApUrNavRddhie pahoMcelI IyaLa potAnA momAMthI lALa jevo cIkaNo padArtha tArarUpe kADhIne-potAnA zarIranI AsapAsa uparA uparIvITe che jethI 2-4 divasamAM kozeTo taiyAra thAya che. bIjA 12-15divasomAM IyaLamAMthI kITaka ane temAMthI daDAmAM tenuM rUpAMtara thAya che. have bahAra nIkaLavA mATe tenemAMthI kozeTo kAtaravo paDe, ane Ama thavAdevAthI rezamanA tAranA TukaDA thaI jAya. tethI kozeTo kapAto aTakAvavA te samaya pahelAM ja tene ukaLatA | 166 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco pANImAM nAkhIne athavA garama havAmAMthI pasAra karIne athavA taDake sukavIne mArI nAkhavAmAM Ave che, tyArabAda kozeTAno tAra kADhIne vIMTI levAmAM Ave - 100 grAma rezamI vastra taiyAra karavA mATe Azare 1500 kIDAne mAravAmAM Ave che. AmAMnA keTalAka kozeTAne pasaMda karIne, phUdaDAne bahAra nIkaLavA devA mATe bAju para rakhAya che temAMthI nIkaLatAM nara ane mAdAne sAthe rAkhavAthI nara mAdAne phaLAve che ane pachI jyAre mAdA IMDA muke tyAre tene kacarI nAkhIne tapAse ane jo te rogiSTa nIkaLe to tenA badhA iMDAno nAza karI nAkhe. bhAratamAM judA judA cAra jAtanA phUdaDAnuM rezama meLavAya che"malaberI"(zeturI),Tasara,erI ane mugA.rezamanuM utpAdana karatAM cIna, jApAna, raziyA, ITAlI,da. koriyA vagere dezo paNa "malabArI"rezamanuM utpAdana kare che. paraMtu erI ane mugA to phakta bhAratamAM ja bane che. zuddha rezama jevA lAgatAM bIjA kApaDo bane che, mAnavasarjita tAMtaNAMmAMthI sAmAnya rIte e "ArTiphiziya"silka (ArTasilka)ne nAme jANItA che. AmAMthI reyona (visphosa) vanaspatijanya che, jyAre nAyalona ane polIesTara (Terina) peTroliyama padArtha che. zuddha rezamI kApaDano upayoga ghaNI jAtanA vastro banAvavAmAM thAya che. dA.ta. bAMdhaNI, cuDIdAra, cunnI-dupaTTo, caNiyA-coLI, oDhaNI, gharacoLA, mesI, mIDI, sADI, skArpha sokIMga (paganA lAMbA mojAM), hAthanA mojAM, pAkITa tathA pUjAnA vastro (khesa, dhotiyAM) kaphanI, suravALa, zeravANI, jAkITa,TopI, mojaDI,khamIsa, koTa, penTa,TAI tathA nRtya vakhatanA paheraveza vagere. uparAMta bhAre paDadA, pharnicaranAM kavara,palaMga paranI suzobhita cAdara, lempa zeIDa, gAlIcAM, dIvAla para lagADavAnA suzobhano, vageremAM paNa rezama | 200 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco vaparAtuM hoya che. rezama kApaDarUpe judAM-judAM nAme oLakhAya che. vaNATa, zailI, bhAta ane jyAM vaNAtuM hoya te sthaLa vagere para A oLakhano AdhAra che. boskI, zuddha kepa, zuddha cInona,zuddha zIphona,zuddha sATina vagere jevA kApaDa 100TakA rezamanA banelA hoya che. vaLI banArasa, beMglora, bhAgalapura, dharmAvarama, kAzmIra, khaMbhAta, kAMcIpurama (kAMjIvarama), murzidAbAda vagere sthaLonI sADIo, paToLAM (pATaNa,(pocamapallI)haidrAbAda tathA orissAnAM)ane DhAkAI, tanachoI, Tasara,Tizya,Tempala sADI, mahArASTranI paiThana sADI vagere paNa 100 TakA zuddha rezamanI banelI hoya che. kalakattA, gaDhavAla, madurAI tathA zAMtiniketananI sADI saMpUrNarezamI athavA saMpUrNa sutarAu hoya che. AMdhra pradezanA nArAyaNapaThanI "Ikala" sADI saMpUrNa rezamanI athavA sutara mizrita rezamanI hoya che. veMkaTagiri sADI saMpUrNa sutarAu athavA rezama mizrita sutarAu hoya che. cIMdarI, TIzya, mahezvarI, punA ane veMkaTagirinI sADImAM tANAmAM rezano tAra hoya che ane vANAmAM sutarAu tAra hoya che. maNIpurI koTA tathA mugA koTAnI sADImAM rezamI tathA sutarAu baMne tAra hoya che. maTakA" sIlka paNa zuddha rezamI tAranuM baneluM hoya che. AmAM tANAno tAra sAmAnya rIte vaparAtA rezamano tAra hoya che, jyAre vANAmAM phUdaDAe bahAra nIkaLavA mATe kApI nAkhelA kozeTAnA tUTelA tAra vaparAya che. A phUdaDA iMDA muke tyArabAda tene kacaDI nAkhavAmAM Ave che. kepa, cInona, zIphona, gajI, jyorjeTa, sATina jevA kApaDa mAnavasarjita resA eTale ke "ArTasilkanA"paNa bane che. sastI tanachoImAM tANAmAM zuddha rezama ane vANAmAM "ArTa silka"nA tAra vaparAtA hoya che. | 20 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco jApAnathI AyAta thatuM ane hamaNAM bhAratanI milomAM paNa banatuM "cAInAsilka"nAmanuM kApaDaezuddha rezamanuM nathI paNa polIesTaranuM hoya che. kyA kApaDamAM zuM vaparAya che te jANavuM hoya te tenuM parIkSaNa nIce mujaba karIne jANI zakAya che. prANIjanya, vanaspatijanya,tathA mAnavasarjita peTroliyamamAMthI banelA tAra-traNenI baLavAnI rIta judI che. mANasanA vALa paNa rezamanI jema ja baLatA hovAthI kharelA vALa athavA vALanI guMca bALI jovAthI A samajavuM saheluM thaI paDaze. vALane cIpiyAthI pakaDIne bALatI vakhate tenuM nirIkSaNa karo. vALa baLI raheze tyAre TAMcaNInA mAthA jevaDI rAkhanI jhINI daDI banI raheze. tene AMgaLI vacce laIne coLIne suMghI juo. vALa, rezama, una, pIchAM ane cAmaDuM A badhA ekasarakhI rIte baLaze ane gaMdha paNa ekasarakhI Avaze. vastramAMthI rezamanA tAra tANAnA (UbhA)ane vANAnA (ADA) thoDAka ja kADhI judA judA bALI jovA. jo vastramAM evuM vaNATa hoya ke tAra jADo ane pAtaLo lAge athavA camakamAM pharaka lAge to te bIjI jAtano tAra paNa thoDo kADhI bALI jovo. AmAM samajIne ra-4 tAra kADhavAthI vastrane koI nukazAna nathI thatuM. jo te tAra vanaspatijanya(sutarAu ke reyona)haze to te bhaDake baLaze, daDI nahIMbane ane gaMdha paNa rezama jevI nahIM hoya.jotenAyalona ke polIesTara jevA vastrano tAra haze to bhaDake baLIne kAca jevI kaDakadaDI thaI jaze. noMdhaH 1984mAM jAmanagaramAM munizrIaruNavijayajI mahArAjanI nizrAmAM byuTI vidhAuTa krualTI dvArA philma dekhADIne pravacana thayA hatA. tyAre 70 thI vadhu lokoe rezama, hAthIdAMta jevI vastuo na vAparavAnI pratijJA lIdhI hatI. ("sattvAnukaMpAmAMthI sAbhAra) | 202 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco jAtane yogya banAvo, tenI pratIkSA karo -zrI kanaiyAlAla mizra "prabhAkara" eka divasa bAdazAhe potAnA vajIrane kahyuM- "mAre eka mANasanI jarUra che. tamArI najaramAM koI Ave to laI Avajo, paNa eTaluM dhyAna rAkhajo ke mANasa sAco hovo joIe." ghaNA divasanI zodhakhoLa pachI vajIrane eka mANasa gamyo. vajIre enI pAse enI nokarI choDAvI dIdhI ane sArA bhaviSyanI AzA ApIene bAdazAhanI sevAmAM hAjara karyo. kayAMya sudhI to bAdazAhane yAda ja na AvyuM ke potAne mANasanI jarUra zA mATe hatI. pachI temaNe kahyuM- "hA, e vakhate manamAM kaMIka vicAra hato, paNa have evuM kaMI nathI. vajIre kahyuM- "hajura !hajAromAMthI meM ene pasaMda karyo che ane enI sArI nokarI choDAvI, huM ene ahIM laI Avyo chuM." bAdazAhe jarA vicAra karIne kahyuM- "mArI pAse to atyAre kAMI kAma nathI, paNa tamAro Agraha hoya to ApaNe ene ApaNA kAryAlayamAM caparAsInuM kAma ApIe.pagAra paMdara rUpiyA maLaze." vajIrane khoTuM lAgyuM, paNa pelA yuvake kahyuM- "mAre mATe to bAdazAhanI cAkarI karavAnI taka maLe e ja sauthI moTo pagAra che." e to ene mATe taiyAra thaI gayo. vajIra ene bAdazAhanI kacerI batAvavA gayo, paNa tyAM to narI dhULa ja dhULa chavAyelI hatI, kAraNa ke bAdazAhanatyAMdivase besIne kAma karatA, na tyAM kadI jatA hatA. vajIrane bahuduHkha thayuM, paNa pelA yuvAne to AvuM sAruM kAma apAvavA badala eno AbhAra mAnyo.ene A kAma maLyuM teno saMtoSa hato. divaso sudhI pelA yulAne kacerI sAphasUpha karI, badhI vastuo ThIkaThAka goThavI ane bAdazAhanI AbarUne chAje evI eNe kacerI banAvI dIdhI.eka | 20 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco divasa bAdazAha tyAMthI nikaLyA to oLakhI ja na zakyA ke e emanI kacerI che ! AvI sughaDa kacerI joI temane khUba AnaMda thayo. e kacerImAM eka nAno oraDo hato. yuvake tapAsa karI to khabara paDI ke chellA varSomAM bAdazAha upara AvelA patronAM parabIDiyAno Dhagalo tyAM paDyo hato. emAMnA ghaNA parabiDiyAM para sonAnI nakazI hatI. to keTalAMka para hIrA-motI jaDelAM hatAM. A parabIDiyAM bIjA rAjAo ane amIra umarAvo taraphathI lagna Adi prasaMgoe Avela AmaMtraNa patronAM hatA. yuvAne kArIgaro besADI e badhI kiMmatI vastuo liphAphA parathI utarAvI lIdhI ane bajAramAM vecI dIdhI. A vastuomAMthI hajAra rUpiyA maLyA. emAMthI eNe thoDAghaNA kacerInI sajAvaTa pAchaLa ane citro vagere dorAvavAmAM vAparyA ane bAkInA rAjyanI tijorImAM jamA karAvyA. pelI kiMmatI vastuo eNe jyAM vecI tyAMthI enI rasIda lIdhI ane navI vastuo kharIdI tyAMthI eno paNa AMkaDo lIdho. sajAvaTa pachI kacerI kharekhara zAhI kacerI banI gaI. paNa ene pariNAme ghaNA lokone enI adekhAI thavA mAMDI. AvA baLiyela lokoe rAjAnA kAna bhaMbheryA ke e game tema paisA lUMTAvI rahyo che. eTale eka divasa bAdazAha gussAmAM AvI pelI kacerIe jaI pahoMcyA. kacerInuM rUpa joI teo tAjuba thaI gayA, chatAM emaNe karaDAkIbharyA avAje pUchyuM : "A badhI sajAvaTa kone paise karI che ?'' "kacerInA paise, nAmadAra." ene eNe bAdazAhane pelAM nakAmAM parabIDiyAMnI vAta vigate kahI. vaLI khajAnacI pAsethI pote jamA kArAvela paisA viSe paNa sAkSI lIdhI. bAdazAha khuza thaI gayA ane emaNe yuvAnane potAnA nANAMpradhAna tarIke nImyo. paNa e bahu sIdho mANasa hato. e kayAreya apramANikatA calAvI leto na hoto. e kartavya pratye sajAga hato ane bIjAonI bedarakArI cAlavA deto nahoto, AthI bIjA pradhAno muzkelImAM AvI paDyA. pariNAme je koI pradhAna bAdazAha pAse jato e pelA yuvakane || 204 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco bAdazAhanA najaramAMthI utArI pADavAnA AzayathI enI virUddhamAM vAto karato. eka vAra rAtre be vAgye bAdazAhe potAnA senApatine bolAvyo ne kahyuM- "ApaNA badhA pradhAnone emanA emanA gharamAMthI, teo je hAlatamAM hoya te hAlatamAM ja, ahIM laI Avo. amAro hukama barAbara samajI lo ke koI palaMga para sUto hoya to e palaMga sahita e ja dazAmAM lAvavAmAM Ave, ane koI gAlIcA para besI copATa ramato hoya to ene gAlIcA sAthe lAvavAmAM Ave." ekAda kalAkamAM to badhA ja pradhAno bAdazAhanA mahelamAM AvI gayA. AThamAMthI sAta pradhAno dArUnA nazAmAM cura hatA, keTalAka jugAra ramI rahyA hatA. keTalAka vezyAo sAthe AnaMda karavAmAM mazagula hatA. mAtra nANApradhAna zarIra para dhotI ane baMDI paherI dIvAnA prakAzamAM koI kAgaLa tapAsI rahyA hatA. badhA zaramiMdA paDI gayA. pachI bAdazAhe nANAMpradhAnane puchyuM, "maherabAna, rAtre be vAgye evA kayA kAgaLa tapAsatA hatA ?'' eNe javAba Apyo, 'jI' eka tAlukAno A varSano je kara Avyo che, temAM gaI sAla karatAM eka paiso ocho che. huM e tapAsato hato ke hisAbamAM bhUla che ke kharekhara eka paiso ocho che. bAdazAhe potAnA khissAmAMthI kADhI eka paiso ApatA kahyuM- "lo, AnAthI hisAba barAbara thaI jaze.jaIne ArAma karo.'' Adara sAthe paiso pAcho ApatAM pradhAne kahyuM- "jI, paiso to huM paNa mUkI zakuM chuM, mUkI zakato hato, paNa eka paiso ocho che, e mATe pUchagAcha karavAmAM na Ave to karmacArIomAM bedarakArI ane apramANikatA pedA thaze.'' bAdazAha khUza thayA ane emaNe e yuvakane potAnA mukhya pradhAna tarIke nImyo. bAdazAhano dIkaro bAdazAha thaI zake che ane dhanavAnano dIkaro || 206 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco dhanavAna, paNa emane joI Ijanerano dIkaro hAtha para hAtha rAkhI besI rahe to Ijanera na thaI zake. kalekaTarano dIkaro kalekaTara ane lekhakano dIkaro lekhaka na thaI zake. tojeo sAmAnya mANasanAM saMtAna che athavA jIvananI zarUAtanI paristhitione kAraNe jeo sAmAnya rahyA che, teo zuM asAdhAraNa nabanI zake? jarUra asAmAnya banI zake che ene mATe Avazyaka che dhIraja ane yojanApUrvakanA niraMtara prayatnonI, duniyAmAM sArA ane ucca sthAnono abhAva nathI, paNa sthAna e kaMI pIraselI thALI jevuM nathI. e to kAcA anAja jevuM che, emAMthI bhojana taiyAra karI peTa bharo. huM jo mArA ane bIjAnA anubhava ekatrita karI potAnuM AgavuM sthAna pote meLavavAnuM vyAkaraNa banAvuM, to e A pramANe hazeH abhAvone prasannatApUrvaka sahana karatAM karatAM manavAMchita sthAna mATe jAtane yogya banAvo. takanI pratIkSA karo, zodha karo, vizvAsa rAkho. eka pachI eka pagathiyAM caDho. nAnAmAM nAnI takano purI AvaData ane laganathI upayoga karo. yogyatAthI vadhunI AzA na rAkho. - jaina prakAza 20/06/1991 || 206 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco jugA2 ane loTarInI kamANI dAnamAM levAnI keneDAnI dhairmika saMsthAonI thomasa nA ! -vIrendra aDhiyA - ToronTo (keneDA) gujarAtanA jANItA gAMdhIvAdI ane mUka samAjasevaka pUjya ravizaMkara mahArAja haMmezA kahetA hatA ke- "paiso suMghIne lo" jema ApaNe saDelI kerI, jIvAtavALA bora, gaMdhAtI zAkabhAjI ke jenA para mAkhIo baNabaNatI hoya evI mIThAIo kharIdatA nathI tevIja rIte "saDelo paiso" (Trainted Money) potAnA aMgata upayoga mATe athavA dharmAdA saMsthAo mATe paNa nahi levA joIe. "jevuM anna tevo oDakAra" e ApaNI jUnI ane jANItI kahevata che. keneDAmAM tAjetaramAM keTalIka dhArmika tathA samAjasevA karatI saMsthAoe evA saDelA paisAnuM dAna levAno cokhkho nanno parakhAvI dIdho che. tethI emane musIbata to paDe ja che paNa naitika dhoraNa UcuM rahe che ane zuddha udezo mATe kharaDAyelA nANA nahi levAno emano nirNaya svacchanANAMo meLavavA upayogI thaze. bhAratanA rASTrapitA mahAtmA gAMdhIjI sAdhanonI sUcitA"no Agraha rAkhatA hatA.briTiza saltanata sAme emane puSkaLa naitika baLa tethI ja maLyuM haze. keneDAnI dharmAdA ane dhArmika saMsthAoe zarU karelI A navI phezana duniyAbharamAM pahoMcaze? jeno rAjA jugArI tenI prajA bhikhArI ! ApaNI hajAro varSo jUnI e paNa kahevata che ke jeno rAjA jugArI tenI prajAbhikhArI !tAjetaramAM keneDAnA sauthI zrImaMta prAMta onTarIonI nyu DemokreTIka pArTInI sarakAre (je DAborI pakSa kahevAya che)karoDo DolaranA kharce amerikAnA DeTroITa zaheranI sarahadanA keneDAnI vInDasara (jene keTalAka gujarAtIo vInDosarA kahe che !) zaheramAM jabaradasta moTo kesIno || 2017 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco (jugArakhAnuM) zarU karyuM. tenA udghATana prasaMge prAMtanA cAra hajAra jeTalA rAjakAraNIo hAjara hatA !! e kesano onTarIo sarakAra ane eka khAnagI kaMpanI bhAgIdArIthI calAvaze.dara varSe temAMthI onTarIo sarakArane ekaso mIlIyana Dolarsa eTale ke dasa karoDa Dolarsa, eTale be abaja ane pacAsa lAkha rUpiyAnI kamANI thaze. AvA bharacaka kesIno monTrIyala ane vinIpegamAM dhamadhokAra cAle che ane kavIbekasITI,venakuvara, nAyagarA pholasa tathA TorAnTo zaheranI mahAnagarapAlikAo paNa kesIno zarU karavA talapApaDa thaI rahI che. "badhA laI gayA, ame rahI gayA" evI vRtti che. evA jugArakhAnAothI khUnAmarakInA banAvo vadhaze, mAphIyAgirI ane corIcapATI vadhaze ane zaheranA nAgarikonA jIvananI zAMtino bhaMga thaze evI cetavaNIonI sarakAre jarApaNa paravA karI nathI."amAre to paisAnI jarUra che pachI tame zarAbakhAnA, jugArakhAnA ane vezyAvADA calAvI sarakArane Apo to saharSa svIkArIzuM." evI halakI dAnata che. loTarIono rAphaDo - bhAratanuM anukaraNa? prajAno baraDo bhAMgI jAya eTalA karaverA nAkhIne ja sarakArane saMtoSa nathI. bhAratanI jemakeneDAmAM paNa loTarInuM gAMDapaNa pUrajhaDape cAle che. keneDAnA dasa prAMtomAMthI ATha prAMtomAM loTarInI bimArI "sarakAra mAnya" che.are sarakAroja te calAve che. tevA jugAra mATe karoDo DolaronI jAherAto akhabAro, reDiyo ane Telivijhana para ApavAmAM Ave che ane nabaLA mananA nAgarikone "eka rAtamAM karoDapati"thavAnA aramAnonA"hathelImAM cAMda"batAvAya che. AvI loTarIthI karoDonI AzA-AkAMkSAo bhoI bhegI thAya che ane keTalAka karoDapatine badale "roDapati banI jAya che. lAkhomAM ekane jyAre loTarInuM InAma lAge che tyAre moTA mathALe emanA phoTA sAthe loTarI korporezana ja bharapUra prasiddha kare che. "tame loTarInI TikiTa kharIdazo toja karoDapati thaI zakazo."evuM koNImAM madha lagADI DhaMDhero pITavAmAM Ave 20 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco che. InAmane divase lAkho lobhiyAnI TikiTa kharIdavA mATe lAIna lAge che. madhya pradezanA bhopALanI jema ahIM "loTarIno rogacALo" cAle che. je divase loTarInA InAmavALA naMbaro TelIvijhana para Ave che tyAre rAtre sUtA pahelA lAkho loko nirAzAnA unhA unhA AMsuo sAre che ! AsamAnanA cAMdAne pakaDavAnI chalAMga mAranArAo Akhare to jamIna para ja jorathI pachaDAya che paNa keTalAkanI loTarInI jugAranI Adata jatI ja nathI.paDI Teva te kema TaLe ? durgaMdhavALA nANAM levAnI cokhkhI nA ? duniyAbharamAM jyAM jyAM ane jyAre jyAre duSkALa, mahApUra, dharatIkaMpa, khUnakhAra laDAIo thAya che, tyAre potAnA sevAbhAvi kAryakarone mokalIne, davAo, khorAka, dhAbaLAo ane keza pahoMcADatI keneDAnI jANItI khrizcayana saMsthA varlDa vIjhana keneDAe (WORLD VISION CANADA) tAjetaramAM alba prAMtanI sarakAre ApelI vIsa hajAra DolarsanI greTa levAnI cokhkhI nA pADI che. kAraNa ke e rakama albarTAnI loTarIo vecAya che tenAthI upaje che. tevI ja rIte albarTAnI vAIlDa rojha phAunDezana (WILB ROSE FOUN-DATION) nI greMDano menonAITa senTrala kamiTIe asvIkAra karyo che. evA covIsa hajAra Dolarsa loTarInI durgaMdhanA amAre dakSiNa amerikAnA garIbo mATenI madada mATe paNa nathI jotA evuM emaNe jAhera karyuM che. A uparAMta AMgalIkana carca, yunAITeDa carca, beTarIsTara yuniyana penTekosTela ane presabITarIna carcoe tathA keneDiyana orgenaIjhezana phora DevalapamenTa enDa pIsa taraphathI paNa kesIno(jugArakhAnA)tathA loTarInI kamANInA nAnA-moTA dAno svIkAravA spaSTa nA che. onTerionI kensara sosAyaTIe bIMgo (BINGO) eka jAtano jugAra-ramatanI kamANI levAnI spaSTa nA pADI che. sosAyaTIe dhUmrapAna rahita ramatano Agraha rAkhelo paNa kensara dhUmrapAnathI ja phaLele che || 206 ||

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meMvAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco tethI tenI rakama kevI rIte svIkAre? evI ja rIte keTalIka dharmAdA ane dhArmika saMsthAoe zarAba banAvatI ane sIgareTa banAvatI kaMpanIonA dAno phagAvI dIdhA che. ghaNuM sarasa! zuM coro, zarAbIo ane jugArIonA dAno levA? bhAratanA jANItA akiMcana saMta ane zrImadbhAgavatanI amRtavANI pAMtrIsa varSo sudhI bhAratanA karoDo lokone ApanArapUjya DoMgarejI mahArAje potAnA eka pravacanamAM pUchyuM che ke zuM coro lUMTaphATa karIne dhana kamAve to te dhArmika kRtya kahevAya?evI ja rIte pattAno, saTTAno ke maTakAno jugAra ramI tenA paisAthI jeo maMdira ke gurudvArA bAMdhate zuM AvakAradAyaka gaNAya? vaLI prAMtIya sarakAro lAkhone garIba banAvI temane loTarInI lAlacamAM saMDovI karoDo rUpiyA bhegA kare ane temAMthI bALa maMdiro, zALAo ke hospiTalone dAna Ape to evA jugAranA dAno svIkArAya? zuM dArUnA ke tADInA aDDAomAM AMdhaLI kamANI karanArAo pAsethI dArUbaMdhInA pracAra mATe dAna laI zakAya? zuM taMbAku-sIgareTa, cIrUTa ke bIDInA vepArIo pAsethI kensara kereDakrosa sosAyaTIo dAna laI zake? aMgrejImAM kahevata che ke dAnamAM maLelA ghoDAnuM loDhu tapAsavAnI jarUrI nathI. (DO NOT LOOK IN TO THE MOUTH OF A GIFT HORSE) paNa kuTaNakhAnAnI kamANI karanArAo pAsethI mahilAonI unnati karavAnA nANAM kema levAya? athavA hajAro navajAta bALakonI janmanA pahelA ja ane te pachI paNa hatyA karanArA asTrA sAunDanA DokTaro pAsethI anAtha bALakonI saMsthAo phaMDaphALo kevI rIte laI zake? bhAratamAM paNa pApano paiso dharmAdA saMsthA le nahi bhAratamAM hajAro dhArmika ane dharmAdA saMsthAo cAle che. khATakIonI saMsthAnAdAna gohatyA pratibaMdha mATe levAya nahi, phephasAMnA ane hRdayanA rogIone bacAvavA sIgareTa, taMbAkunI kaMpanIonA dAna svIkArAya | ra00 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco nahi, bALa maMdira, zALAo ane hospITalo mATe loTarI ke jugAranI kamANI svIkArAya nahi. je dharmAdA saMsthAo ke dhArmika saMsthAo "paiso suMghIne" letA nathI emano saMgha kAzIe kyAMthI pahoMce ? jema mitronI zubhecchAo, mAtApitAnA AzIrvAdo ane sAcA guruonI amRtavANIo ApaNA jIvanane ujaLA,paropakArI ane sugaMdhI banAvI zake che tevI ja rIte gaMdA kAmo karI kamANI karatA, zarAba-jugAramAM rAcatA, loTarInI kamANI karatA kahevAtA sajjanonA nANAM dhArmika ane dharmAdA saMsthAone melA ane durgadhI banAve che. jemane sajjanatA ane durjanatA sAthe kazuM nahAvA-dhovAnuM nathI emane AvI zikhAmaNa kayAMthI gaLe Utare? phUlo phorama verI sugaMdha phelAve che jyAre kAMTAo emanuM janmasiddha kAma AduniyAmAM badheja sarakhI rIte kare che!durgadhI kamANI dAnamAM nahi levAnuM kAraNa e che ke te sukhakartA nahi duHkhakartA thAya che. -muMbaI samAcAra jUna-1994 anItithI upArjana karela dhanathI dharma thato nathI paNa adharma thAyache. adharmavikase che. lokone anIti karavA preraNA maLe che. dharmamArge dhana kharca karanArAo vicAre ! -saMpAdaka. jema suMdara svaccha jala vaDe snAna karIne, caMdananuM vilepana karIne, puSpothI suzobhita banIne, suMdara vastro paherIne gaMdavADathI bharelI gaTaramAM sajjana na AloTe tema sajjana anyAyanA mArgathI dhanavAna banavAnI IcchA na kare. eja sajjana. ||| 20 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco eka vicAraNA lIMbunA phUla viSe - zrI navInacaMdra bhANajI cheDA lIMbunA phUla (sAITrIka esIDa) e lIMbunA rasamAMthI nathI banatA paNa e jIvANuMmAMthI (dvArA)bane che. jeno najare joyelo A ahevAla che. e jIvANuM narI AMkhe joI zakAtA nathI. paNa mAIkroskopa dvArA joI zakAya che. te halanacalana kare che te ApanI AMkhanA palakArA keTalA samayamAM satata vadhatAM jAya che. eTale ekamAMthI sAta thAya che. ane sAtanAMhisAbevRddhi pAme che. A jIvono khorAka mIThoM (Sweet) khAvAno che ane maLa dvArA khoTuM pravAhI bahAra kADhe che. A jIvane zarIra che. moTuM che ane nihAra karavAnI jagyA che. prajotpati kudaratI thAya che. mITho pravAhI pIto jAya che ane khoTo pravAhI kADhato jAya che ane sAtanAM hisAbe prajotpati karato jAya. lIMbunAphUlabanAvavAnI prakriyA-sAkara bane che tyAre je pravAhI bace che te molezIsa jevuM hoya che. eka Tana jeTalo A mITho pravAhI moTA dhAtunA vAsaNamAM nAkhavAmAM Ave che. pachI vajanathI 10kilo jeTalA e jIvANuM te mIThA pravAhamAM nAkhavAmAM Ave che. e pravAhI sAta divasa sudhI satata 24 kalAka valoyA kare jIvANuM sAtanI saMkhyAmAM vadhatA jAya che. mITho pravAhI ArogatA jAya ane maLa dvArA khATuM pravAhI choDatA jAya che. sAta divase phormyulA pramANe mITho pravAhI ekadama khATo thaI jAya che. pachI e khATA pravAhIne sTIma (varALa)mAMthI pasAra karavAmAM Ave che. tyAre emAM rahelA badhA jIvANuM nAza pAme che. pachI epravAhIne jhINI garaNIthI gALavAmAM Ave che. garaNImAM nAza pAmelA jIvANuMonuMAThathI dasa kilo jeTalo loMdo (keka) nIkaLe che. A loMdAne thoDA ja samayamAM jamInamAM dATI devAmAM Ave che. tyAre emAM rahelA badhA jIvANuM nAza pAme che. pachI e pravAhIne pharIthI ukALavAmAM AvyA bAda ghaTa pravAhI bane che. temAMthI sTIma dvArA tAra banAvAya che ane temAMthI nAnA nAnA kisaTala(motI)banAvavAmAM Ave che jene lIMbunA phUla kahe | 20 ||

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meM vAMcyu tame paNa vAMco che. Ano upayoga ThaMDA pINAmAM-mIThAI-pIparamenTa-cokaleTa-davA zAka-dALa-pharasANamAM vadhu paDato thAya che. to have lIMbunA phUlano upayoga ApaNe karavo ke na karavo e ApaNAM hAthanI vAta che. ek lakSmInuM varcasva ? Aje dharmasthAnamAM ane dharmakaraNI tathA tapazcaryAmAM lakSmInuM sAmrAjya vyApI gayuM che. agAu lakSmI vyaktigata prabhAva prasthApita karavAnuM mahattvanuM sAdhana hatuM. dhIme dhIme lakSmIe potAnuM sthAna samAjamAM paNa vyApaka svarUpe jamAvI dIdhuM tene pariNAme samAjanAM badhAM kSetromAM bIjA tattvo gauNa banI gayA ane dareka bAbatamAM mUlyAMkanano mApadaMDa eka mAtra lakSmI banI gayela che. Aje to lakSmIe tethI ye AgaLa vadhIne potAnuM varcasva dharma sthAnaka ane dharmakaraNImAM jamAvI dIdhuM che. je sAmAyika zreNika jevA mahArAja potAnuM sAruM ye sAmrAjya ApatAM paNa kharIdI na zakyA te sAmAyika Aje eka be rUpiyAmAM kharIdavA lAgI che. "parigraha paranuM mamatva ghaTADavA mATenI preraNA.'' ane baLa meLavavA mATenuM eka mAtra sthAna dharmasthAnako hatAM. te pavitra sthAnakamAMthI paNa eka ja preraNA maLI rahela che ke lakSmI vaDe dharma kharIdI zakAya che. lakSmI vaDe dharmAtmAnuM bIrUda meLavI zakAya che ane lakSmI vaDe svargamAM paNa sthAna anAmata karI zakAya che ? lakSmInuM kSetra Aje to tethI paNa AgaLa vadhI gayuM che. lakSmIe potAnI pakaDa pU. mUnirAjo para paNa jamAvI dIdhI che. Aje koI koI munirAjo mAnyatA dharAvatA thaI gayela che ke bhaviSyanI salAmatI mATe lakSmI jarUrI che ane tethI teo sIdhI ke ADakatarI rIte 'aparigrahadhArI'" mAMthI "parigrahadhArI" banavA lAgyA che. || 212 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco Aje dIkSA mahotsava, cAturmAsa praveza samAraMbha, tapotsavasamAraMbha, cAturmAsa pUrNAhuti samAraMbha, pustaka prakAzana samAraMbha, bhAvadikSArthIno bahumAna samAraMbha,tapasvIono bahumAna samAraMbha, janmajayaMti samAraMbha, dikSA jayaMtI samAraMbha, puNyatithi samAraMbha vagere samAraMbho eTalA moTA pramANamAM thaI rahela che, eTaluM ja nahi paraMtu dhArmika kSetre ATalA utsavo puratA na hoya tema divasa ugye utsavo ane mahotsava yojavAnA navA navA prakAro zodhAI rahyA che? pU. sAdhu-sAdhvIjIo A badhA kAryakramonA AyojanamAM eTalA vyasta rahe che ane saMsArIothI eTalA gherAyelA rahe che ke A badhAmAMthI teo svAdhyAya, dhyAna,kAryotsargadvArA "parabhAvo"mAMthI haTIne svabhAvamAM lIna thavAno samaya kADhI zake tevo avakAza ja temane raheto nathI. dharmasthAnakamAM eka prakArano alabatta judA svarUpe navo saMsAra Ubho thaI rahyo hoya tevA dRzyo jovA maLI rahela che. -ema.je. desAI, tA. pa/11/1992, jaina prakAza "ADaMbara cAturmAsanI pravRtti tathA progrAmanI moMdhIdATa pratikA hAthamAM AvI tyAre Azcarya thayuM lagna prasaMge dIkSA prasaMge,tapa prasaMge tathA anya progrAmanI mAMdhIdATa kaMkotrI jouM chuM tyAre hRdaya dravI UThe che. ApaNI zraddhAnuM kendra zramaNa varga hoya teonA pratye hRdayanI zubha bhAvanA vyakta karavA janma jayaMti prasaMge ke anya prasaMge moMghIdATa kaMkotrI chapAvavI je vAMcyA bAda kacarApeTImAM jAya tenI keTalI AzAtanA thAya? samAjamAM evo paNa varga che ke be TAIma pUratuM bhojana paNa maLatuM nathI. pArivArika, sAmAjIka, dhArmikakoIpaNa kSetra kema na hoya moMghIdATa patrikAnA paisA bacAvI teonA nAmanI koI saMsthA taiyAra karo dalitane kAma Apo || ra98 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco jJAnadAna Apo jarUriyAta vALAne rAhata Apo to "mane lAge che ke te zreSTha kArya thayuM gaNAze. tapazcaryA nimitte bhabhakAdAra ADaMbara, sAMjI gIta jamaNavArI moMghIdATa kaMkotrI vAsaNanI vaheMcaNI tathA chApAmAM phoTA AvI badhI vikRtio tapanI pAchaLa thatI prabhAvanAnI sAthe ja DUbI rahI che. jethI ghaNA madhyama varganA bhAI-baheno tapa karavAnI zaktivALA hovA chatAM tapa karatA aTakI jAya che. jainonA upavAsa loDhAnA caNA cAvavA barAbara che. juvAnInA joramAM tapasyA sukha-samAdhi pUrvaka thaI jAya che. paraMtu sArA Arthika saMjogonA abhAvamAM tapa karavAnI zakti hovA chatAM tapa karI zakatA nathI. tapanI pAchaLa devuM karIne paNa tapa ujavaNI mATe jamaNavAra vigere lANu karavAnA rUDha vahevArathI ghaNA bhAI-baheno tapathI vaMcita rahI jAya che. pU. zramaNa varge A viSayamAM samajAvI tapa nimitte khAsa karIne vAsaNa na levA ane na devAnA paccakakhANa karAvavA joIe. tapa potAnA karmabALavAnI divya auSadhi che. AtmAne zuddha banAvavAnI prakriyA che. bAhyAcArathI dura rahI phakta karmInarjarAnA hetuthI tapa karavAmAM ja mAnava jIvananI sArthakatA che. Atma jyoti ne prApta karavAnuM tapanuM lakSa che. nahIM ke sonuM-rUpuM, rUpiyA vAsaNanI sAMjI ne ApI lANI. prabhAvanAnA ADambarathI ? tapano hetu karmanirjarA che. te na thatAM koIka prasaMgomAM tapa karmabaMdhananuM ane tamAsAnuM kAraNa paNa banI jAya che. to pU. zramaNavargane namra nivedana che ke A dizAmAM upadeza dhodha vahevaDAvI lokone tapa pAchaLanA AraMbha samAraMbhathI aTakAve. an zrI hiMmAzu anilakumAra boTAdarA tA. 5/1/1992, jaina prakAza || 214 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco zrI pravAsione namra vinaMti zrI sUrajamala sesamalajI jaina kalyANa (vartamAnamAM mu. zrI jayAnaMda vijayajI ma.) TrenomAM,basomAM ane charI' pAlatA je je saMghohamaNAM yAtrA karavA nIkaLe che. punyazALIo paisAno kharca karI lakSmI maLyAno lhAvo le che. te sarve saMghapatioyogya, saMghanI vyavasthA karanArAo yogya mArI thoDI vAto che te jarUra dhyAnamAM laI te pramANe AvA saMghonI vyavasthA karAze to lakSmIno vyaya sArthaka ane teno sadupayoga thayo gaNAze ane yAtrAno AnaMda anero Avaze. 1. pANI - yAtrA saMghomAM vadhAre karIne aLagaNa pANI na vaparAya te mATe, rasoDAmAM, snAna karavAmAM, kapaDAM dhovAmAM,pIvAmAM to pANI gALIne ja vAparavuM joIe evI tAkIda rasIyAone saMghamAM AvanAra yAtrikone ane kAma karanAra majurone karavI joIe. saMghapati taraphathI be vyaktinI nimaNUka thavI joIe je A bAbatamAM pUrepUro khyAla rAkhe. 2. garama pANI pIvA mATe pANI traNa ukALA AvyA pachI ThAravuM. pANI ThAravAnI jagyA DhAMkelI joIe,pANI pAchuM gALIne ja vApare evI vyavasthA thavI joIe. te mATe rasoyA alaga ane dekharekha mATe be vyaktinI nimaNuka thavI joIe. 3. rasoI:- rasoIDhAMkelI jagyAmAM ja thavI joIe ane jamavA mATe DhAMkelI jagyAno ja upayoga karavo joIe. ughADAmAM rasoI karavI ane jamavI e banne anucita che to khyAla rAkhavo joIe. 4. darzana pUjana - yAtriko darzana pUjana karavA jAya tyAre pahelAM be traNa svayaMsevaka derAsaramAM jaI janArA ane AvanArA mATe alaga - alaga lAIna lagADI zAMtithI darzana pUjana karI zake evI vyavasthA kare ane yAtriko paNa vivekane na bhUlI jAya e khyAla rAkhavo.vivekapUrvaka kriyA karAya tyAre 216 ||

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meM vAMcyu tame paNa vAMco ja anero AnaMda maLe che. 5. vyavasthAH- suvAnI rahevAnI vyavasthA mATe, je tIrthamAM javuM hoya enA eka divasa pahelAM vyavasthApakomAMnI be vyakti jaI tyAMnA vyavasthApakone maLI TrenanA DabbAdITha yA basadITha dharmazALAonA kamarAomAM naMbara lagADI yAtrikone doDadhAma na karavI paDe e pramANe vyavasthA karavI joIe. : 6. tapasvIo mATe - tapazcaryA karanAra yAtriko mATe khAsa rahevAnI, suvAnI khAvA pIvAnI ane temane dharmArAdhanA mATenI sArAmAM sArI vyavasthA rAkhavI joIe. saMghanA staMbharUpa tapasvI yAtriko ja hoya che emanuM khAsa dhyAna rAkhavuM joIe ne temanuM bahumAna sacavAya te rIte temanI bhakti karavI joIe tenA badale game te, game tyAre khAnAra yAtrALuonI ja vyavasthA jaLavAya che ane tapasvIone to emane zuM e to tapasvI che emane to nahI maLaze to paNa cAlaze ema kahI emanI upekSA thAya che tyAre kahevuM paDe che ke saMghomAM tapasvIonuM kAma nahI mATe ja tapasvIonI vyavasthA sArI rIte thAya to yAtrAno lAbha sAro maLe ! o. bhojanaH - yAtrikoe Trena, basa ke cha'rI pALatA saMghamAM abhakSya vastuo potAnA paisAthI lAvIne khAvI bALakone khavaDAvavI ane rAtribhojana karavuM e bilakula baMdha karavuM joIe. patrikAomAM chapAvela hoya che ke abhakSya vastuo kaMdamULAdi ane rAtribhojana sarvathA baMdha che paNa hamaNAM saMghomAM e sAmAnya thaI gayuM che. to A saDo bilakula baMdha thavo joIe. jemane rAtribhojana ane kaMdamULa vagara na cAlatuM hoya evAone yAtrAsaMghamAM sAmela ja na karavA joIe. 8. rasIda :- yAtrikoe dareka tIrthamAM alaga - alaga rUpIyo be rUpIyA ApI alaga - alaga rasIda levI temAM e saMsthAnA rasIda dITha paccIsathI trIsa paisAno to kharca thaI jAya mATe e tIrthane khoTA kharcAthI bacAvavA TrenanA DabA dITha yA basa dITha yA potAnA gAmadITha rUpIyA bhegA karI eka sAthe || 217 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco lakhAvAya to te ucita thaze. 9. saMghapatiH - saMgha kADhanAra bhAgyazALIoe pote saMghanA niyamonuM saMpUrNa pAlana karavuM joIe ane yAtrikone e niyamonuM pAlana karavA pharaja pADavI joIe. koInI zehamAM taNAyA sivAya niyamonuM ullaMghana karanArAone cetavaNI ApavI ane nahI ja mAne to gharabhegA karavA sudhInI vyavasthApakone sattA ApavI. to ja tame kharcela lakSmIno sadupayoga thayo gaNAze. saMghapati ja rAtre jamatAM hoya te bIjAne kaI rIte nivArI zake ? 10. salAha H- dareka dhArmika kArya karatI vakhate parama upakArI gurUdevonI salAha levI atyaMta jarUrI che emanI AjJAne anusarIne ja dareka kArya thAya to ja e kAryamAM sAco lAbha thAya. (puNyarUpI) gurU AjJA pramANe kArya karanAra karAvanAra ane e pramANe cAlanAra traNene traNa rIte phAyado thAya che. vyavasthApako jo AjJA pramANe kArya kare to ja Apela samayano sadupayoga thayo gaNAya yAtriko paNa AjJA pramANe cAle to ja gharabAra choDIne nIkaLyAno phAyado meLave ane saMghapati to traNa rIte karaNa karAvaNa ane anumodana ema traNa guNo lAbha meLave jo sarva saMghane gurU AjJA pramANe ja calAve to. 11. :- Trena,basamAM yAtrA karAvanAra vyaktie saMghapatinI kriyA na ja karavI joIe. saMghapati to cha'rIpAlita yAtrA karAvanAra ja gaNAya che.Trena, basamAM yAtrA karAvanAre 'yAtrA pravAsa" zabdano prayoga karavo joIe, 'saMgha'zabdano nahiM ja. bahumAna yAtriko kare e barAbara che. (kalyANa -1972) co || 276 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco saMgha ane saMghapati : eka prasaMga Aje jainasaMghamAM varasovarasa saMgho ThIka-ThIka pramANamAM nIkaLe che, saMghapatio paNa ghaNA thAya che, paNa bhUtakALanA saMgha ane saMghapati jevA viralA saMgha ane saMghapati dhoLe dahADe dIvo laIne zodhavA jaIe, toya maLe ke kema te prazna che ! jo ke na ja maLe, evuM te na kahI zakAya. "bahuratnA vasuMdharA" che,khUNe khAMcake evA nIkaLe paNa kharA, paraMtu enI saMkhyA alpa maLavAnI ! AjathI lagabhaga 800 varSa pUrveno eka prasaMga che. gujarAtanA mahArAjA tarIke varadhavalarAjavI hatA, to tAjavinAnA rAjA tarIke vastupALa ane tejapALanI bAMdhavabelaDI maMtrIzvaranA mugaTane dhAraNa karI rahI hatI. rAjyakSetre jema baMnne baMdhuo binaharIpha hatA, tema dharmakSetre paNa emanI sAme hAma bhIDavAnI zakti dharAvanAra lagabhaga koI na hatuM, e virasapUto rAjaya paNa calAvI jANatA tema dharma paNa karI jANatA. dharmanA ghaNA-ghaNA kAryo karanArA vastupALa ane tejapALe saMgha kADhavAmAM paNa mokhare hatA. jIMdagImAM sADAbAra saMgha vastupALa-tejapALa zrI siddhigirijInA ja kADhyA hatA. emAMnA ja eka saMghano A prasaMga che - khaMbhAtathI nIkaLelo saMgha gAme gAma zAsana prabhAvanA karavA pUrvaka siddhagiri tarapha AgaLa vadhI rahyo hato, eka divasa eka nagaramAM zrI saMghe praveza karyo, praveza bAda eka bAroTe vastupALa ane tejapALanI guNaprazaMsA karatAM kahyuM : dhanya ho ! vIra sapUta vastupALane ! jemaNe zreSTha saMgho kADhIne svadezanI zAna vadhArI che, gujarAtanI gauravagAthAmAM ekasonerI pRSTha umeryuM che, ane bhAratanI bhavyatAmAM bharatI ANI che.jayahovijayaho!saMghapati vastupALano"! bAroTanI birUdAvalInI chellI zabdapaMkti maMtrIzvara vastupALanA kAne athaDAI, vastupALanI mukhamudrA gaMbhIra banI gaI!emanA mukhanA bhAvo // 206 //

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meM vAMcyu tame paNa vAMco ekAeka palaTo khAI gayA. Ama vicArI rahyA : are ! saMghano pati huM ? sarasvatIputra bAroTa Ama mArI achatI guNaprazaMsA kare ane huM sAMbhaLI lau te na cAle saMghano huM to sevaka chuM, saMgha mAro svAmI che. A vicAra valoNAmAMthI emaNe jAtane jAgRta karIne tarata ja bAroTane sAda detA kahyuM : sarasvatI putra bAroTa !Ama Avo ! Ama ekAeka zuM banI gayuM, eno khyAla na AvatAM bAroTa dhrujI uThayo. bAroTane thayuM ke, caukkasa vastupALanI birUdAvalImAM kaMIka moTI bhUla thaI hovI joIe. dhrujate zarIre maMtrIzvara vastupALanI pAse jaI hAtha joDI ubho rahyo ane bolyo : "maMtrIzvara ! mApha karajo, sevakanI kaMI bhUla hoya to....' vastupALa bolyo : hamaNAM ja tame saMghapati vastupALanI jaya bolAvIne? "jI hA....'" bAroTe gabharAtAM gabharAtAM kahyuM : "emAM saMghapati zabdano artha kayA samAsathI karyo ? SaSThI tatpuruSathI ke brahuvrIhithI ? saMghapati zabdamAM be zabda che. eka che. saMgha ane bIjo zabda che pati ! A be zabda bhegA maLIne eka sAmAsika zabda banyo che. ene be rIte chUTo pADI zakAya H saMghano je che pati, evo artha pahelI rItamAM nIkaLe, jene saMskRtamAM SaSThI tatpuruSa samAsa kahevAya che. eno artha spaSTa che ke, saMghano huM pati, saMgha mAro sevaka ane bIjI rIta che saMgha che jeno pati e brahuvrIhi samAsathI artha thAya che. A be rItamAM tame kaI rIta ne sAme rAkhI ne mArI jaya bolAvI che ? o sarasvatI putra ! javAba Apo! bAroTa mauna rahyo. vastupALa AgaLa bolyA : jo 'saMgha che pati jeno'' e rIta apanAvIne vastupALanI jaya bolAvI hoya to hajI mane mAnya che, paNa saMghanA pati evA vastupALanI tame jaya bolAvI hoya, to jarUra tame mArA gunegAra cho ! kema ke pavitra ane pUjanIya saMgha kyAM ane doSothI dabAyelo huM vastupALa kayAM ? || 220 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco vadhu spaSTatA karatA vastupALe kahyuM : saMgha mAro svAmI che, huM to temano sevaka chuM. saMgha mAro pradhAna che, huM to saMghano paTAvALo chuM. saMgha mArA mAthAno mugaTa che, AvA saMghanA pati banavAno mAro adhikAra nathI. mArI je kaMI zobhA che, te badhI ja A saMghane AbhArI che....Ama, A saMghanA caraNa sevaka banavAnI paNa mAre lAyakAta meLavavI paDe tema che, tyAM e saMghanA pati tarIke mArI jaya bolAvavI e keTaluM bhUla bhareluM gaNAya ? mATe havethI dhyAna rAkhajo ke, jaya bolAvo. to saMghanI ja bolAvajo, ane kadAca mArI paNa jaya bolAvavI paDe, to "saMgha che svAmI jeno" evA mArI jaya bolAvajo !'' vastupALa maMtrIzvaranI artha gaMbhIra vAta sAMbhaLI ne Akhoya saMgha chakka thaI gayo : dhanya ho vastupALane ! saMghanA sevaka banI rahevAnI kevI laghutA ! dhanya...dhanya! A prasaMgano bodha Aje jo haiyAmAM sthira asara karI jAya, to AjanA jainasaMghanI aMdara keTaleka sthAne yogyatA meLavyA vinA saMghapramukha, saMghapati, saMghanAyaka jevA mahattvanA ane mAnanIya pado mATe thatI paDApaDI ane bhUMsAtUMsI arthahIna jaNAyA vinA na rahe ! saMgha pramukha ke saMghapatinA meLAvaDAomAM Aje evA keTalA saMgha pramukho ke saMghapatio maLI Ave ke, je potAne AvI rIte saMghanA pati tarIke oLakhAvavAne badale, saMgha che pati jeno, evI potAnI jAtane oLakhAve. jainazAsane saMghane je sthAne mUkavo che, e sthAna jovicAravAmAM Ave, to saMghanA sadA mATe sevaka ja rahevAnuM mana thayA vinA na rahe, evA saMghapati saMghanA pati nahi paNa saMghane pati banAvIne jIve ! || 221 || "kalyANa 1992 me'

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco samajIne sudhArI laIe ! bAjI hajI hAthamAM che ! pU. sAdhu - sAdhvIjInA pUtaLA zo - kezamAM rakhAya ? sAdhu thavAnI bhAvanAvALo hoya, tenuM ja nAma zrAvaka. zrAvakane sAdhu thavAnI bhAvanA hoya ja. sAdhu thavAnI azakti ke pratikULatAnAM yoge ja te gharamAM paDI rahyo hoya, gADha cAritrAvaraNIya pApakarmanA udayathI sAdhu thavAnI bhAvanA pedA na thaI hoya, to paNa ene enuM duHkha jarUra hoya. sAdhu thavAnI bhAvanAne rokanArUM pApakarma vahelI take nAza pAmI jAya, jaladI cAritra udayamAM AvI jAya. evI IcchA ane ene mATeno prayatna to hoya ja. jene sAdhu thavAnI bhAvanA nathI ane sAdhupaNuM gamatuM nathI, ene to zrAvaka kahevAya ja nahi. sAdhu thavAnI bhAvanAvALA athavA to evI bhAvanAne pedA karavAnI IcchAvALA zrAvako potAne roja sAdhupaNuM yAda Ave, te mATe pUjyabhAvathI darzana karavAnA IrAde kAcanA ke lAkaDAnA bAraNAvALA baMdha kabATamAM pUjya sAdhu - sAdhvIjI mahArAjanA upakaraNo rAkhe ane kabATa kholIne savAra bapora sAMja ema divasamAM traNa vAra darzana kare emAM vAMdho nathI. paNa gharanI zobhA vadhAravAnA IrAde, zobhA mATenI vastuonI jema, athavA bALakone ramavAnAM ramakaDAMnI jema, zo kesamAM rAkhe te jarAya yogya nathI. te lAbha ne badale hAnikAraka bane che. kAraNa ke je vastu saMsAra sAgara taravA mATenI che, teno upayoga gharanI zobhA vadhAravA mATe karavAthI pU. gurubhagavaMtonI ane emanAM saMyama dharmanI AzAtanA thAya che. cAritrAvaraNIya karma zithila thavAne badale gADha bane che. ApaNo saMsAra pratyeno rAga puSTa thAya che, tethI saMsAranI vRddhi thAya che. vartamAna kALanI duniyA dekhAdekhImAM DubI rahI che. eka ajJAna || 222 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco mANasa dharmane nAme adharma Acare che, ne tarata ja bIjAo enuM anukaraNa karavA lAgI jAya che.hita - ahita, lAbha - hAni, sAra - asAra Adino vicAra e anukaraNa karanArAo kadI karatAM ja nathI. emanI vivekabuddhi vinAza pAmI gayelI hoya che. hamaNAM - hamaNAM ekabIjAnI dekhAdekhIthI plAsTIkanAM ke mATInAM banAvelAM,pU.sAdhu-sAdhvInAM pUtaLAM zo-kesamAM rAkhavAnuM zarU thayuM che. AmAM bahArathI bhale dharmabhAvanA vyakta thatI hoya, paNa aMdarathI to saMsAra bhAvanA ja puSTa thatI hoya che. pU. sAdhu - sAdhvIjI mahArAjanAM pUtaLA zo - kesamAM rAkhavAthI e darzananI cIja rahetI nathI, paNa pradarzananI cIja banI jAya che. ezo-kesamAM hoya, ethI vAraMvAra enI sAme jovAnuM thAya che. vAraMvAra enI sAme jovAthI ApaNA AtmAmAM anAdikAlIna je kusaMskAro paDelA che, tenA baLe hAsyAdi kutUhalo pedA thavAno paNa saMbhava che. tethI gurubhagavaMto pratyenA pUjyabhAvanI hAni thAya che. vaLI AviSayamAM khAsa noMdhapAtra bAbata e che ke, zAstramAM zrAvakane mATe gharamAM sAdhuveza ane pramANasaranAM saMyamanA upakaraNo rAkhavAnuM vidhAna che, paNa sAdhunAM pUtaLAM rAkhavAnuM vidhAna kyAMya jovA maLatuM nathI. mATe jeNe potAnA sTayamAM zubha bhAva pedA karavo hoya, azubha kamano nAza karavo hoya ane jene sAdhu thavAnI bhAvanA hoya teNe AMdhaLuM anukaraNa karIne pU. sAdhu - sAdhvIjI mahArAjanAM pUtaLAM rAkhavAne badale sAdhuveza ane pramANasaranAM ovApAtro vagere cAritranA upakaraNo rAkhavA joIe, je avasare muni bhagavaMtone vahorAvI paNa zakAya ane potAne sAdhu thavAnI anukULatA thaI jAya tyAre tarata ja upayogamAM paNa AvI jAya. acAnaka sAdhupaNuM svIkAravAnI anukaLatA thaI jAya ne tarata ja te takane vadhAvI levI hoya, tyAre gharanI zobhA vadhAravA mATe zo - kesamAM pradarzananI cIjavastuonI jema rAkhelAM ramakaDAM jevAM nAnakaDAM oghA -pAtro | 223 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco zuM kAma lAge? te jo zAstrokata mApa pramANenAM rAkhyAM hoya, to ja avasare upayogI thaI paDe.ramakaDAM jevA nAnAM ovA-pAtrAMkhapamAM to Ave ja nahi ane enAthI Atmika dRSTie paNa lAbha thavAno saMbhava ghaNo ocho rahe che. kAraNa ke e darzanane badale pradarzananI cIja rUpe rAkhelAM hoya che. mATe AtmakalyANanA abhilASI puNyAtmAoe pradarzanane mATe sAdhunAM pUtaLAM nahi paNa darzanane mATe sAdhuno veza ja rAkhavo joIe. ramakaDAM jevAM oghApAtro nahi. zAstrokata mApa pramANenAM ja ghA -pAtrA rAkhavAM joIe.pU. sAdhu - sAdhvIjInA phoTA 18 abhiSeka karyA bAda vaMdanane yogya bane che, upakaraNo AvI vidhi vinAya vaMdanIya bane che. A kAraNeya vaMdana mATe paNa pU. sAdhu- sAdhvIjInA pUtaLAM na rAkhI zakAya, ema lAge che. sAdhu-sAdhvIjInA pUtaLAM rAkhavAthI e paDI jAya, to tUTI javAnI saMbhAvanA rahe che. e tUTI jatA ene pheMkI devA paDe, AmAM pUjanIya - AkAranI AzAtanAno doSa che.vaLI A jAtanA pUtaLAM sAthe rAkhavAthI koI ajainanA manamAM evI paNa zaMkA pedA thavAnI saMbhAvanA rahe che ke, zuM jainonA gujya gharabArI haze? sAdhu ane sAdhvIjInA pUtaLA sAthe jovAthI AvI zaMkA ajJAnIone thavI sahaja che. A kAraNeya A prathA sArI nathI. sAmAnya rIte vicAra karatA Ama jaNAya che, A vicAraNAmAM koI bAdha jaNAya, to pU. gItArtha-puruSone dhyAna doravA vinaMti. 0 doSa sAco hoya, eka nahIM aneka doSo hoya, karoDo kUTa-kapaTa hoya to paNa vizvAsunA e doSo ke kapaTa pragaTa na karAya. e sAcA doSo ke phUDa-kapaTothI tamane karma baMdha nathI. paraMtu gupta rAkhavAthI pUrva karmano kSaya thAya che. (enI saMgatathI bacavuM e alaga che.) || 224 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco krodha nokaranA hAthamAMthI cAno kapa paDI gayo enA page thoDA chAMTA uDayA ane nokarano paga baLI gayo.paNa zeThanA dasa rUpiyAnAkapa krodha pragaTAvyo. harAmajAdA. tane hajAra vakhata kIdhuM ke kAma karatI vakhate dhyAna rAkha paNa tuM koInuM sAMbhaLa to ja nathI. AvI rIte dasa-dasa rUpiyAnI nukazAna kaI rIte sahI zakAya. A vakhate tArA pagAramAMthI te jeTalI nukazAna karI che te kApI levAmAM Avaze. phogaTano khAI - khAIne puSTa banyo che. paNa kAmamAM citta rAkhato nathI. nokaranA page phollA uThI gayA eTalI cA enA paga para paDI. eno koI vicAra zeThanA mastikamAM nahoto. e potAnA pagane batAvavA ke davA lagADavA DokaTarane tyAM javAnI rajA mAMge che. tyAM to zeTha pharI taDuke che. have ATalA chAMTA uDayA emAM ATalo badho barADA kema pADe che. hamaNAM thoDIvAramAM ArAma thaI jaze. jA kAma kara cAno bIjo kapa laI Ava. A orDara nokaranA magajano kAbu gayo ane eNe dardathI pIDAtA page paNa aMdara jaIne cAno kapa lAvI gussA - gussAmAM zeThanA paga para bIjo kapa DhoLI dIdho.zeTha paganA dAjhavAthI vadhAre AkrozamAM AvIne eNe nokarane pakaDI mAravA lAgyA. nokare paNa zeThane be cAra tamAcA coDI dIdhA. zeThe phona karI pulIsa bolAvI. zeTha nokara baMnenI pharIyAda lakhANI. paisAnuM pANI thayuM. zeThe nokaranI mAra khAdhI. nokare tyAM chuTo thaI bIje nokarI karI. joyuM krodhanuM pariNAma. (krodhanA kAraNe mAnava narakAtithi banI jAya che. te vicAravuM.) jayAnaMda || 226 II

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco zAkAhArIo taMdurasta ane lAMbu AyuSya bhogave che. venIsa ITAlInA suprasiddha DokaTara gItAna da. mIkelIsanA jaNAvyA pramANe zAkAhArIo vadhAre lAMbu ane taMdurasta jIvana bhogave che. IDA ane mAMsa - macchI khAnAra vadhAre baLavAna ane taMdurasta hovAnI mAnyatAne DokTara mIkelIsane radIyo Apyo hato.DokaTara mIlenanA kahevA mujaba gujarAtI bhojana sarvottama AhAra che. kAraNa ke temAM ghauno ATo (roTalI) proTIna yukata zAka ane kArbohAIDrAIDa yukta cokhA hoya che.(19/6/91 TA.o. I.) cha varasano Doso....! I. sa. 1829mAM janmelo cArlsa vartha nAmano chokaro kudaratanI adabhUta ajAyabI jevo hato. A chokaro janmyA pachI pelA vArtAnA rAjakumAranI jema divasenA vadhe eTalo rAte ane rAte nA vadhe eTalodivase vadhavA lAgyo hato. e cAra varasano thayo tyAM to pUrepUro javAna thaI gayo hato. ene dADhI ane mUcha paNa UgI gayA hatA. loko A cAra varasanA javAnane TheraTherathI jovA AvatA hatA. eka ja varasamAM to cArlsanI dADhI-mUchanA vALa sapheda thavA mAMDayA. pachI enA caherA para karacalIo paDavA mAMDI.bIjA cha mahinAmAM to gharaDA mANasanI jema enA hAtha paga dhrujavA mAMDyA hatA ane cAlavA mATe eNe lAkaDIno Teko levo paDayo hato. cha varasanI umara thaI tyAM to ekamarethI vAMko vaLI gayo ane sittera varasanA DosA jevo dekhAvA lAgyo hato. sAta varasanI umare cArlsa varga jANe eMsI varasano thayo hoya ema sAva gharaDo thaIne avasAna pAmyo hato. (pUrva karmonA pariNAmo bhogavavA ja paDe.) -rakhevALa || 226 ||

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meM vAMcyu tame paNa vAMco gha2-gharamAM eka AMkhavALA rAkSasano vAsa! -zrI devendra paTela TomI nAmano eka chokaro, e dhImethI saMtAto - chupAto pagathiyAM caDI uparanA rUma tarapha sarakI rahyo. eNe enA pitAnI rIvolvara pAchaLa saMtADI hatI. e polIsamenanI ramata ramI rahyo hato. uparanA rUmamAM enA pitA rojanI jema ja TelIvijhana nihALI rahyA hatAM. TomIe emanI sAme UbhA rahI kahyuM H DeDI ! henDasa apa....jaldI karo nahI to zuTa karI daIza. TomInA pitA gabharAI gayA. kAraNa ke TomInA hAthamAM buleTa bharelI rIvolvara hatI. TomI hasI rahyo hato, eNe pitAnI sAme rIvolvara tAkIne TrAITara dabAvI dIdhuM. eka ja sekanDamAM enA pitA sophAmAM ja DhaLI paDayA. TomIne kAMI khyAla Avyo nahI. eNe jANe kAMI banyuM ja nathI, ema mAnI enI mammIne jaI pUchayuM H mammI ! DeDI TelIvijhana - pikacaronI jema jaldI ubhA thaI jatAM kema nathI ? TomI mAtra pAMca varSano hato. TI. vI. philmo joI polisa - polisanI ramata ramatA eNe zuM karI nAkhyuM, enI ene khabara nahotI. amerikAnA pITarabarga nAmanA zaheramAM ghaTelI A ghaTanA che. have eka bIjo kisso. jAnyuArI 1983mAM maleyezIyana akhabAroe eka samAcAra ApyA : "cAra bALako mRtyu mATe ja uDyA' ghaTanAno ghaTasphoTa evo hato ke A atyaMta kumaLI vayanA bALako TI. vI.para uDatA suparamenanI philmo khUba jotAM hatA ane eka uMcA bIlDIMga para jaI temaNe suparamenanI nakala karavA prayAsa karyo hato ane badhA ja mRtyu || 227 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco pAmyA hatAM. cAra bALako pAMca varSathI nIcenI vayanA hatAM ane te tamAme suparamenanA citravALA TI - zarTa paherelA hatAM. bhAratamAM TelIvijhana hajI navuM che. paraMtu dhIme - dhIme enA prasAraNano vyApa vadhato jAya che. tyAre have bhaviSyamAM e kevA - kevA prazno sarjI jaze, e bALakonA vAlIoe atyArathI ja samajI levAnI jarUra che. TelIvIjhana jyAM jUnuM thaI gayuM che, evA dezomAM TI.vI. ne "vIsamI sadInuM IlekaTronIka bebI sITara" kahe che. bALakane jyAM sAcavavA mUkIne mAtA - pitA nokarIe jAya, tene bebI sITIMga kahe che. have TI. vI. paNa eka prakAranuM bebI sITara ja che, evA dezomAM navI peDhI mATe keTalAka khataranAka prazno ubhA thayA che.TI. vI. nA vyasanI bALako khAtA - khAtA TI. vI. nihALe che,ne mArAmArInA dRzyo jovAmAM gulatAna bALako khAvAnuM paNa aDadhuM choDI detA hoya che, homavarka pUrUM karatAM nathI. rAtre sarakhuM ughatAM paNa nathI. pAzcAtya dezomAM bALaka bahu pajavaNI karatuM hoya, tyAre mA ene lIvIMga rUmamAM TI.vI. sAme besADI de che. AIsalenDanA eka vivecake lakhyuM che ke, bALako mATe TelIvIjhananuM vyasana kephI dravyo jeTaluM ja khataranAka che. jemanA gharamAMviDiyo che te gharanA bALako A eka AMkhanA bhayAnaka rAkSasa (TelIvIjhana) sAme haMmezA keda rahe che. mA - bApa paNa bALakone A kedamAMthI mukta karAvavAne badale roja navI - navI keseTa lAvI Ape che. navA navA citro jovAnI bALakanI bhUkha vadhatI jAya che, pachI bApane nA paravaDe eTale keseTasa lAvavAnuM baMdha thAya ane bALaka chevaTe corI karatAM zIkhe. amerikAmAM eka sarvekSaNa mujaba kolejano eka vidyArthI cAra varSa sudhI enA kalAsarUmamAM jeTalo samaya pasAra kare che, enA karatAM pAMca varSanuM bALaka TI. vI. sAme vadhu samaya pasAra kare che. amerikAmAM skulano vidyArthI roja sarerAza cha kalAkane agiyAra miniTa TI. vI. jovA mATe besI rahe che, || 226 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco eTale ke saptAhanA lagabhaga 48 kalAka TelIvIjhana sAthe, matalaba e ke kalAsarUma karatAM vadhu TelIvIjhana sAthe. amerikAnI pablIka broDakAsTIMga sarvisanA eka lekhaka robarTa mekanIlanodhe che ke, jo tame amerikAmAM vaso chone TIpIkala amerikana cho, to 20 varSanI tamArI umara sudhImAM 20 hajAra kalAka TI. vI. sAthe pasAra karI lIdhA haze.A peDhI bhaNavAnuM ne jiMdagInA bIjA agatyanA kAmo karavAnuM keTaluM badhuM gumAvatI haze? pariNAme amerikana bALako vAMcanamAMthI rasa gumAve che. vAMcavA mATe ekAgratA joIe ane e mAnasika zrama karavAnI zaktiTIpIkala amerikana bALakomAM khIlatI ja nathI. e bALako heja moTA thAya, eTale jarA - jarAmAM hatAza thaI jAya che evA bALako khullAmAM vihAra karavAne badale rojanI sAMja AchA ujAsavALA rUmamAM TelI sAme ja pasAra karI de che. manovaijJAniko kahe che ke hiMsA svayaM janmatI nathI, paraMtu e to zIkhavAmAM Ave che. amerikana manovaijJAnika AlbarTabAndarAe eka sarasaprayoga karyo hato, eNe savA mITara lAMbI eka sarasa majAnI moTI DhIMgalI banAvI, tyArabAda bALakonA be jUtha pADayA. eka jUthane mArAmArIthI bharapUra Akramaka evI kalara phIlmadasaminITa sudhI batAvI. jyAre bIjA jUthane evA ja vartanavALI paNa kAna philma batAvI pachI pahelA jUthane pelI moTI DhIMgalI ramavA ApI. paheluM jUtha ke jeNe sIdhI ja hiMsAtmaka philma joIhatI, ene DhIMgalInI sAthe paNa evuM ja tophAnI vartana karyuMDhIMgalIne pheMTo mAravA mAMDI. Azcarya to e vAtanuM hatuM ke, bIju jUtha ke jeNe hiMsAnA ja vartanavALI kAna philma joI hatI, te bALakoe paNa evuM ja tophAnI vartana DhIMgalI sAthe karyuM. vaijJAniko A prayoga parathI evA tAraNa para AvyA ke, hiMsA asala hoya ke kArTuna dvArA hoya, paNa dasa miniTanI hiMsaka philma bALakone tophAnI | 226 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco vartana mATe uttejIta karavA pUratI che. amerikAnA AMkaDA coMkAvanArA che. amerikAmAM aneka cenalo para divasa-rAta cAlatAM prasAraNane kAraNe bALaka 18 varSanuM thAya tyAM sudhImAM te 18 hajAra hatyAo TI.vI. para nihALI cUkyuM hoya che. bALako mATenA kAryakramomAM paNa pratyeka kalAke ATha ghaTanAo hiMsAnI hoya che. blIsa"nAmanA sAmayikamAM svAmI saMta sevAdAsajIe bhAre parizrama bAda raju karela A sarvekSaNa dareka vAlIe samajavA jevuM che. kAraNa ke ApaNe tyAM paNa AvatI kAle A badhuM AvavAnuM ja che. "subaha" dvArA ApaNA dUradarzane bALakone ghaNuM jokhamI jJAna ApI dIdhuM che, tyAre pratyeka gharamAM paDelo A eka AMkhano rAkSasa tamArA bALakone bharakhI nA jAya tenI sAvacetI atyArathI ja rAkhavAnI che (kalyANa julAI - ogaSTa 1987) 8128 lITaranA ghaDA jayapuranA mahArAja 1902nI sAlamAM samrATa eDavarDanA bAdazAha banavAnA prasaMgamAM hAjarI ApavA mATe laMDana javAnA hatA. potAnI A lAMbI musApharI daramyAna e phakata gaMgAjaLa pIvA mAMgatA hatA. eTalA mATe emaNe cAMdInA be moTA ghaDA banAvyA. A ghaDA pAMca phUTa traNa IMca UcA che ane eno gherAvo ATha phUTa savA Ica che. enuM kula vajana 342 kilo jeTaluM che. bannemAM maLIne ATha hajAra ekaso aThayAvIsa liTara pANI samAya che. goviMda nArAyaNa nAmanA sonIe A banne banAvelA te ghaDA jayapuranA rAjamahelamAM Aje paNa mUkelA che. duniyAbharamAM cAMdInA banelAe moTAmAM moTA ghaDA mAnavAmAM Ave che. potAnI pavitratA sAcavavI e mukhya che) -rakhevALa | 230 ||

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meMvAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco saundarya - tripuTI naSTa thaI rahI che! -zrI zAstrI pAMDuraMga va.AThavale samAjamAM pramANikatAno lopa thaI rahyo che, e ja batAvI Ape che ke Aje mAnasika saundarya naSTa thayuM che, AvI ja sthiti bauddhika saundaryanI paNa che. zikSaNathI bAhya ne AMtarika baMne saundaryo vadhavAM joIe. Aje muMbaI jevI nagarIo bAhya saudaryanAM aizvaryathI khIlI che. ema kahI zakAya! bAhya sauMdaryanI AvazyakatA ApaNA magajamAM barAbara besI gaI che. paNa aMtaHsaudaryanI ApaNane bahu spaSTa kalpanA nathI. aMtaHsauMdaryanA traNa vibhAga pADI zakAya mAnasika saudarya, bauddhika sauMdarya ane Atmika sauMdarya. jIvanane sukhI karavA mAnasika sauMdaryanI jarUra che. mAnasika sauMdarya mATe buddhinuM saudarya jarUrI che ane Atmika sauMdarya to aMtaH sauMdaryanI Toca che.Atmika sauMdarya vagara badhI ja suMdaratA prANahIna ane nisteja banI jAya che. paraMtu ghaNA duHkha sAthe kahevuM paDe che ke, caDhatI zreNInAM A saudaryo AjanA samAjamAM prAyaH kayAMya dekhAtAM nathI! Aje mAnasika jIvana tadana kaluSita ane vikRta thaI gayuM che. vyakitasvAtaMtrya vadhavA chatAM mAnasika sauMdarya vadhyuM nathI. UlaTuM ghaTayuM che. vyakitasvAtaMtryanI Aje maryAdA choDI che. vyakti svAtaMtranI mAphaka lobhane paNa Aje sImA rahI nathI.lobhI mANasa prabhAvI che evuM na samajazo. te to durbaLa hoya che. lobha vikRta aMtaHkaraNamAMthI nirmANa thAya che. A lobhane lIdhe Aje lagabhaga Akho samAja vaizyavRttino thayo che. pariNAme Aje pratyeka vAtanuM mUlyAMkana dhana vaDe thAya che. to zuM vaizyavRtti kharAba che?lobhane paNa maryAdA to hovI joIe. AvI vaizyavRtti vezyAvRtti banIne jayAre vakare tyAre koIne koI paNa prema TI 239 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco raheto nathI; tyAre kuTuMbamAM chokarAMono mAbApa para prema raheto nathI. sAcuM zikSaNa evuM hovuM joIe, jethI chokarAMono mAbApa para prema vadhe.AjanA zikSaNazAstrIone potAnA kSetrano viSaya gaNavA taiyAra nathI. samAjanI zikSaNanI AvI paristhiti ja lokoe karI che, temaNe ja AnA pariNAma bhogavavA taiyAra rahevuM joIe. A paristhitine mATe javAbadAra che samAjanA kahevAtA buddhimAno, samAjasudhArako ane zikSaNa zAstrIo! samAja ke kuTuMba vacce ekaniSTha saMbaMdha nathI. ziSyanA gurU pratyenA premane Adara cAlyA gayA che. ema ja udyogamAM mAlikane kArIgara vaccenI AtmIyatA ne niSThA paNa Aje khalAsa thaI gaI che. A badhAnA mULamAM vikRta zikSaNa ja che. Aje samAjamAMthI jJAnapUjA khalAsa thaI gaI che. bhaNavAvALAne bhaNAvavAvALA baMne ne jIvanamAM jJAnanuM mahattva lAgatuM nathI. Aje kahevAtAM vidyAmaMdirono toTo nathI.emato badhAM vidyAmaMdiro khIcokhIca bharelAM paNa che, emAM zAbdika carcAono paNa pAra nathI.paNa AmAM jJAna mATenI sAcI laganI kayAMya dekhAtI nathI. vairAcAre nItinuM prAmANya uDAvI dIdhuM che. AjanuM tattva kAlanA tattvanekhAI rahyuM che. junI niSThAkhalAsa thaI gaI che paNa tenI jagyAe navI niSThA lAvavAnI koInI tAkAta nathI. yAMtrika vikAsamAM badhA ja yaMtravat thaIgayA che. mazIna calAvatAM na AvaDe to Aje nathI cAlatuM. paNa yogya rIte rahetAM na AvaDatuM hoya to cAle che. AvI paristhitimAM buddhino hAsa ja thayo che. bauddhika arAjakatA AvI gaI che. sarvatra saMzayavAde ghara karyuM che. Ama bauddhika sauMdarya paNa khalAsa thayuM che. prAcIna bhAratIya tapovana - paddhatimAM jovAmAM AvatuM ke zikSaNa zikSA jevuM na lAgatAM AnaMdamaya lAge. jIvana sAthe saMbaMdhita prANavAna - zikSaNa hoya to ja A banI zake. Aje zikSaNamAM jIvana vikAsanI koI || 232 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco dhyeyaniSThA nathI. temAM to phakata DigrI meLavavAnI vRtti che. je zikSaNa lIdhA pachI vadhu paisA meLavavAno vicAra badhAne thAya che. pariNAme pAtratA vagara vidyArthI game te kSetramAM joDAI jAya che. evA niSphaLa mANaso zikSaka bane to te zuM ApI zakavAnA ke temanA tarapha Adara paNa zI rIte nirmANa thavAno? tapovana paddhatimAM guru ane ziSya baMne jJAnaparAyaNa hatA, ane jJAna sevAparAyaNa hatuM. AjanuM zikSaNa sevAparAyaNa nathI.paNa svArthaparAyaNa che. lokone cUsavA mATe che. zikSaNa mAnavatAne pheMkI de, je phakata arthano vicAra karatAM ja zikhavADe tene koNa zikSaNa kaheze? bhAratIyo ATalI nIcI kakSAe kadI utaryA nahatA. jJAnathI AtmIyatA vadhAravAnI che te kalpanA Aje bhAgye ja koIne che. pariNAme badhAMnAM jIvana mRtaprAya thaIgayAM che. Ajano vidyArthI bhaNIne taiyAra thayo ke te AtmAnI pratiSThA gumAvI bese che. temAM tyAga ke sevA vRttinI kalpanA nathI,naitika vAtAvaraNa nathI,svadharmano abhyAsa nathI.AnuM pariNAma to AtmanAza ne sarvanAzamAM ja AvavAnuM ne? yunivarsaeTalevizva.jemAM yunivarsanI samajaNa na apAtI hoya tene zI rIte yunivarsiTI kahevAya? je zikSaNa yunivarsa sAtheno saMbaMdha toDe tene yunivarsiTInuM zikSaNa kema kahI zakAya? yunivarsiTInuM zikSaNa eTale sArI sRSTi sAthe joDanArU ane tenA para prema pedA karanArUM zikSaNa sAcA zikSaNathI sRSTi parano prema vadhavo joIe, mAnava - mAnava vacce AtmIyatA vadhavI joIe, ane nisarga para paNa prema thavo joIe. AjanI paddhatithI bhaNelA mAnavIno prANI para kenisarga para prema vadhato nathI. bhaNelA lokoe dezasevA ke AvAM bIjA koI paNa sArA kAmo karyA hoya tevA lokonI saMkhyA atyaMta thoDI che. ane temanAmAM ApaNA prAcIna zikSaNa - saMskArono jIvaMta vAraso hato. keTalAka loko kahe che ke, zikSako zALAmAM bhaNAvatA ja nathI ane parIkSA Ave tyAre vidyArthInA pitAne bolAvIne potAnuM Tayuzana rAkhavA kahe || 23 rU II

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco che. tethI bApa TIkA kare che ke, A mAstara to dhaMdho kare che. paraMtu bApa bhUlI jAya che ke te pote, paNa chokarAne dhaMdhAnI dRSTithI ja bhaNavA mokale che. jo pote dhaMdhAnI dRSTi rAkhato hoya to pachI zikSaka paNa zA mATe dhaMdhAnI dRSTi na rAkhe? tene doSa kema daI zakAya ? Ama zikSaNa dhaMdhAkIya thayuM che ane sthiti evI sarjAI che ke, vidyArthI jJAna levA Avato nathI ane zikSaka jJAna ApavA Avato nathI AvI nirbaLa ane nisteja zikSaNa vyavasthAmAMthI siMho kayAMthI nIkaLe ? temAMthI to bakarAo ja nIkaLe. samAja paNa Aje jJAnaparAyaNa nathI. Aje zALA temaja kolejonAM bilDigopara "jJAnamaMdira"nAM pATiyAM to lagADelAM che, paNa temanI lagabhaga dareka saMsthAmAM jJAna nathI maLatuM, temane to phakata artha prAptino ja khyAla hoya che. zikSaNe mANasane himatavAna banAvavo joIe. paraMtu AjanA zikSita yuvAno pAMca - sAta varSa kolejamAM zikSaNa meLavI bahAra nIkaLe che tyAre rasa vagaranA zeraDInA kUcA jevA thaIne bahAra nIkaLe che. alabatta, temanAmAM unmattatA jovA maLe che, paNa tejasvitA hotI nathI. jIvaMta jIvana jIvavAne badale jemAM dahADA kADhavAnI vRtti nirmANa thAya, AvI AtmanAzaka zikSaNapaddhatithI phAyado zo ? teno hetu zo ? chokarAo bhaNIne kamAze ane chokarIo bhaNelI haze to ene sAro vara maLaze AvI kSudravRtti Aje badhe jovA maLe che. tame saMtAnone dUdha pAzo paNa nirbaLa vicArothI pAzo to tenAthI kSudratA ja Avaze. paNa zuddha ne tejasvI hetuthI pANI paNa pAzo to paNa temanA vicAro dRDha thaze ane temanAmAM tejasvItA Avaze. spensara jevA zikSaNazAstrI kahe che ke zikSaNathI koI divasa mANasa mahAna thato nathI. je mahAna thaI gayA te zikSaNathI mahAna nathI thayA, paNa jIvananA saMskArathI thayA che. mULa vAta e che ke mANasane jIvana jIvavAnuM zikSaNa maLavuM joIe. AvuM zikSaNa to sajIvanathI ja maLI zake, AvuM || 234 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco zikSaNa maLe to jIvanamAM mAnasika, bauddhika ane Atmika sauMdarya ane jemAM bAhyasauMdaryanI sAthe aMtaHsauMdarya paNa hoya tevA suMdara jIvananuM nirmANa thAya. (kalyANa jAnyuArI 1977) anAyAsa samRddha thavAnuM na vicAro parizrama karyA vagara, anAyAsa apAra dhana meLavavAnI IcchA ghaNA lokomAM evI rIte utpanna thAya che ke teo na jANe kevI - kevI kalpanAonA ghoDA doDAve che ane rAtorAta mAlA - mAla thaI javAnA svapna jotA rahe che. dhana jIvana nirvAha mATe jarUrI che, paraMtu ghaNA lokone mATe A nirvAhano AdhAra nahI rahetA sAdhya ja thaI jAya che. A pralobhanamAM loko naitika, anaitika, ucita, anucita, ane vyAvahArika, avyAvahArika upAya karatA jovAmAM Ave che. jyAre tathya e prAmANita kare che ke jeNe paNa anucita dhana bheguM karavAnA yA parizrama vagara dhanavAna banAvAnA prayAsa karyA che, tene pAchaLathI pastAvo ja hAtha lAgyo che. sAcI vAta to e che ke je parizrama ane ImAnadArIthI kamAvAmAM Ave che te ja dhana phaLe che. temAM sthiratA ane satpariNAma utpanna karAvavAnI kSamatA hoya che, paraMtu loko rAto - rAta mAlA mAla banavAnA cakkaramAM vyartha parezAna thAya che ane nukazAna bhogave che. AvI jAtanA divA svapna joIne dhana meLavavAnA prayAsomAM saTTo, jugAra, loTarIthI mAMDI dATelA khajAnAno lAbha paNa sAmela karI zakAya che. amerikAmAM misisipa nadInA kinAre phelAyeluM homociTo jaMgalane saMsAranuM sauthI vadhu suMdara jaMgala mAnavAmAM Ave che.A jaMgalanA eka bhAgamAM eka nAnuM evuM gAma "neTaceja' vaseluM che. A gAmathI lagabhaga 20 mAIla dUra rIDaraboya nAmanA dhanavAna kheDUtanuM kRSi phArma che. phArmanA uttara bhAgamAM misisipa nadIno eka kIcaDano DelTA che. DelTA para ubhA rahevAthI tyAM eka ja bahu moTuM kAMNu dekhAya che. batAvavAmAM Ave che ke A kANuM divase - divase || 23 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco moTuM thatuM jAya che. kahevAya che ke A kAMNAmAM eka sAta phUTa pahoLo ane cAra phUTa Uco ghaDo kImatI ratno ane sonAthI bharelo daTAyelo che. tyAM vasatA lagabhaga badhA lokone khabara che. ATalo kImatI bhaMDAra che ema jANIne konuM mana nahI lalacAya ? paraMtu kahe che ke tene meLavavA mATe Aja sudhI jeTalA prayAsa thayA che temAMthI eka paNa saphaLa thaI zakayA nathI. tene kADhIne koI potAnA adhikAramAM laI zakela nathI. gata doDha so varSothI tene meLavavA mATe Aja sudhI jeTalA paNa prayAsa thayA che te badhA ja asaphaLa thayA che. tenuM kAraNa ebatAvavAmAM Ave che ke tenA para eka pretAtmA dhAmo nAMkhIne beTho che ane te, tene kADhavA mATe karela badhA prayatnone niSphaLa karI de che. rIDarabovanApUrvaja AkhajAnAne meLavavA mATe na jANe kayArathI prayatna karatA AvyA che. temaNe ApelTAnI pAse eka makAna paNakhetInI vyavasthA mATe banAvyuM hatuM. paraMtu thoDIka evI ghaTanAo banI gaI ke rIDara bovanA pUrvajoe e jagyAe bhUtono vAsa che tema samajIne choDI dIdhuM. tyArathI e sthAna khAlI ja paDayuM. te jagyAe rahevAnuM to ThIka, paNa koIne javAnI paNa himmata thatI na hatI. aneka vakhata prayAsa karyA ane niSphaLa thayA bAda khajAno kADhavAno prayAsa eka rIte choDI ja dIdho hato. paraMtu rIDara bove sAhasa karIne pharIthI A khajAno kADhavAnA prayAsa zarU karyA. A kAmamAM pUrvajoe rAkhelA nakazA ghaNA sahAyaka thayA. te AdhAre rIDaboDelTAnI te jagyAmAM praveza karyo ane potAnA mitro sAthe kIcaDahaTAvavAnuM kAma zarU karyuM. jema-jema kIcaDakADhatA jatA tema tema paga kIcaDamAM khUMpI jatA hatA. paraMtu kIcaDa haTAvavAnuM kAma cAlu rAkhyuM. te mATe pAvaDA mAravAmAM AvatA hatA tevAmAM eka pAvaDo koI dhAtunA ekavAsaNa sAthe TakArAyo aneThaavAja thayo. kIcaDa haTAvIne joyuM to tyAM loDhAno eka moTo ghaDo hato. te ghaDAmAM rAkhelA hIrApanAnI camakathI bovanI AMkho camakI gaI. dhAtunA DhAMkaNAthI ghaDo khUba sakhata rIte baMdha karela hato.tene kholavAnuM zakaya nahatuM. jethI ema vicAravAmAM AvyuM ke | rarUddA

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meMvAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco Aju-bAjumAM kIcaDa haTAvIne tene upara lAvIne bahAra kADhavAmAM Ave. ghaDAne bahAra kADhavA mATe Aju - bAjuno kIcaDa haTAvavo jarUrI hato. paraMtu jevo kIcaDa haTAvyo tevo ja ghaDo nIce kIcaDamAM javA lAgyo. eTaluM ja nahI boba pote paNa kIcaDamAM phasAvA lAgyo.khUMpatA -khaMpatA bahu UDo khUMpI gayo. have to teno potAno jAna muzkelImAM mukAI gayo satata cha kalAka parizrama pachI te kIcaDamAMthI bahAra nIkaLI zakayo ane pachI ghaDAne bahAra kADavAno vicAra ja mAMDI vALyo. A dATelA dhana mATe kahevAmAM Ave che ke A dhana kayArekaDAkuoe lUMTIne ekaThuM karyu ane jamInamAM dATI dIdhuM hatuM. junA jamAnAmAM neTaceja ane nyU Alizansa vacce eka pAMca so mAIla lAMbI saDaka hatI ane tenA para sAro vyApAra thato hato A vistAramAM ghaNA DAkuo hatA ane khUba lUMTaphATa karatA hatA. A DAkuonA saradAra lephiTa, mesina, hArpavageremAMthI koIe A dhana ekaThuM karIne A surakSita jagyAe dATI dIdhuM. tyAre tyAM Avo kIcaDa nahato.pAchaLathI nadInuM pANI jharavAthI kIcaDa banI gayo.DAkUpakaDAyA ane marI gayA tathA dhana jyAM ne tyAM daTAyeluM rahI gayuM. rIDara bovanA pUrvajoe khajAnAnI pracalita mAnyatAnA AdhAre ja A kSetrane kharIdI lIdhuM ane te vakhatathI ja enjanIyara, konTrAkaTara tathA bIjA kuzaLa kArIgaro vakhato - vakhata A dhana kADhavAnI yojanA laIne AvatA gayA. A khajAnAmAMthI amuka TakAnA bhAgIdAra banAvavA mATe lekhita ekarAra nAmAnA AdhAre A lokoe vizALa yaMtro, aneka majuro tathA vAMsavaLI,doraDA vagere sAdhanonI sahAyatAthI tene kADhavAno tana-toDa prayatna karyo para aMte niSphaLatA ja maLatI. game teTalo parizrama karavAmAM Ave paraMtu ghaDo, vadhu UMDo utarI jato tathA khodakAmanI jagyA pahelAM karatAM vadhu pahoLI thaI jatI.A golDaholA amerikana buddhi, kauzala ane TekanIkala puruSArthane haju paNa celenja ApI rahela che. te || 237 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco san 1939mAM A ghaDAne bahAra kADhavA mATe sauthI moTo prayatna thayo. te mATe moTA bulaDojhara mazInothI kIcaDa haTAvavA tathA bAjumAM rasto banAvavAnA upAya karavA mATe ejInIyaronI eka samIti banAvavAmAM AvI ane AyojanA khUba utsAhathI zarU karavAmAM AvI. sAme rahelo ghaDo kADhanAranA purUSArtha celenja Apato rahyo ane dareka prayAsa niSphaLa thatA gayA. kena lagADIne jyAre ghaDAnI garadana pakaDIne bahAra kADhavAno prayatna karavAmAM Avyo to akasmAta eTalI bhayaMkara varSA thavA lAgI ke buleka ane sTikalona,jenA netRtvamAM A yojanA banAvI ane cAlu karavAmAM AvI hatI te baMne ratno bharela ghaDI kADhavAno vicAra paDato mUkIne pAchA AvyA. tyAra bAda paNa ghaNA prayatno karyA paraMtu ghaDo potAnI jagyAethI eka tasu paNa haTato nathI. kepTanakiDanI TukaDIe amerikAmAM samudrI yAtAyAtamAM bhaya utpana karI dIdho hato. te vakhate AMtararASTrIya vyApAranuM ekamAtra mAdhyama pALInA jahAja hatA. kiDanI TukaDI kahyuM jahAja, keTaluM dhana laIne, kayA baMdarethI laI kaI jagyAe jaI rahela che tenA zikAramAM ja rahetI.tenI TukaDImAM mAtra sArA taravaiyA ja hatA eTaluM ja nahIM paraMtuM hathiyAra calAvavAmAM kuzaLa ane nizAnabAja, goLIbAramAM pAraMgata pravINa DAku paNa hatA. lUMTano mAla TukaDInA badhA sadasya vahecI letA hatA. kiDe jIvanamAM jeTalI paNa dhADa pADI tenAthI tenA pAse pracura saMpatti ekaThI thaI gaI. surakSAnI dRSTie teNe lUMTelI dhana saMpattine samudra kinAre ghaNI jagyAe loDhAnA ghaDA ane peTIomAM baMdha karIne dATI dIdhI.pracura saMpatti lUMTayA pachI paNa te teno kAMI upayoga na karI zakyo. kiDanA sAthIonA anumAna pramANe te khajAnA eka sothI vadhu jagyAe dATelA hovA joIe ane temAM pratyekamAM karoDonI saMpatti hovI joIe.AvA keTalAka sthAno lAMga AIleDa sAunDanuM phazarsanAmanuM sthAna besTa poInTanI pAse haDasana DAI lenDasa, mIhIla, sTonI buka olDa lAIma, beDarsaphIlDanI AsapAsa gUjarasI, huka AIlenDa, kelIdvIpa, roDa || 226 //

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meM vAMcyu tame paNa vAMco AIlenDa, mesAcuseTasanA vilimagaTana Delvina Dena, nyU hempazAyaranA eTerIma kSetramAM, vutha tathA hAvarTanA ADalaka herona AIlenDa, DrasTena milsanI pAse ja manIholsa, oIla AuTahATa kemanI rova olDa AlbarDa, penIlsa kATa kSetra, kAskovemAM DiyaTa olDa vagere kSetromAM arabono mAla daTAyelo batAvavAmAM Ave che. je Aja sudhI na to koInA hAthamAM Avyo che ke na bhaviSyamAM hAthamAM Ave tevI koI saMbhAvanA che. parizrama karyA vagara anAyAsa ghaNuM badhuM dhana ekaThuM karavA mATe bhale DAkuo jevuM anaitika AparAdhika kAma na karatA hoya, paraMtu evuM vicAranArAnI khoTa nathI ke kayAMyathI dATelo khajAno maLI jAya, loTarI lAgI jAya, bApa - dAdAnI kamANI para mojazokha karavAnI sagavaDa maLI jAya, potAnI kSamatA vadhAravA ane puruSArtha karavAnI jhaMjhaTamAMthI bacIne samRddhinI keDIo zodhanArAne lagabhaga niSphaLatA ja maLe che. evI vAta nathI ke A IcchAo pUrI karavA mATe koI parizrama na karavo paDe che, mUDI paNa kharcavI paDe che ane kaSTa paNa bhogavavuM paDe che. paraMtu niSphaLatA ja maLe che kAraNa ke je hathiyArano upayoga karavAmAM Ave che te khoTuM hoya to kadAca eTalo ja prayatna svastha utpAdana mATe karavAmAM Avyo hota to tenA karatAM vadhu lAbha maLI zakayo hota. dATelo khajAno meLavavAnI jema ja jugAra, saTTo, loTarI vagere paNa A zreNImAM Ave che. A kAmomAM hajAromAMthI koIne ja kAMIka maLatuM haze, nahI to adhikAMza to khajAno meLavavA mATe lALa TapakAvatA rahI jAya che. khera ? nyAya ane zramathI meLavela AvakamAM ja saMtuSTa rahevAnuM zIkhI levAmAM Ave to thoDI kamANImAM paNa pracura mAtrAmAM sukha - zAMti darekane sahelAIthI maLI zake che. jyAre mahenata karyA vagara kAMIka meLavavAnA lobhamAM loko kamAtA kAMI nathI, gumAve ja adhika che. nirAzA ane khIja hAthamAM Ave che te alaga -yugazakti gAyatrI okaTobara 1981 || 236 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco vijJAnanuM vijJAna -zrI madhurama AjanA vijJAnanI samasta siddhio e to jainazAsananA sarvajJanA jJAna AgaLa biMdu tulya paNa nathI.khicaDI cUlA upara caDAvI hoya ane teno eka dANo dabAvAthI AkhI khicaDI pAkI gayAno khyAla Ave che. tevI rIte AjanA vijJAnanI siddhithI mAdhyastha nAstikane paNa jainazAsananI saghaLI vAto sarvajJapraNita che tevuM kahyA vinA chUTako nathI. sarvajJa zAsananI azakya vAto lAgatI hatI te paNa buddhi cokaThAmAM have AvavA mAMDI che. AjanuM vijJAna e zodhakadazAmAM kaMI kaMI AgaLa vadhyuM che are! kaMIka - kaMIka vanaspatinuM saMzodhana tene karI nAkhyuM che, dekhItI duniyAnI dRSTie te saMzodhananuM medAna mArI gayo che, paraMtu tenA saMzodhana pAchaLa aphasosa!duniyAbhogavilAsamAM AgaLa vadhI che temAM lAkho karoDoabajo rUpiyAno vinAza karyo che te mAraphata tene vilAsano vikAsa karyo che. jainazAsananA daza kalpavRkSonI vAta sAMbhaLatA ThekaDI uDAvatAM hatAM. kiMIka kaMIka bakavAda karatA hatA, kaMIka- kaMIka bhAMDaNa nIti apanAvatA hatA, paraMtu AjanI temanI mAMDaNa nIti sAme na chUTake karaphayuM orDara thAya tevA saMzodhano thaI cUkayA che. jainazAsananA sanAtana satya sAme eka tarapha paNa uThAvavAnI tAkAta have rahI zake tema nathI; sarvajJa zAsananI sAme gALo ciMdhanAra paNa paramArtha mArgane pAmo... jainazAsanamAM cha ArAnI vyavasthA che; emAM zarUAtanA traNa ArAmAM kalpavRkSa hoya che.yugalikonI dareka prakAranI IcchA ane jarUriyAta pUrNa karanAra A kalpavRkSo che. A kalpavRkSo jAtiya tarIke vanaspati hoya che; te devAdhiSThita hotA nathI, paNa svabhAvika teonA pariNAma tevA hoya che. vaLI temAMye aneka pratibhedo hoya che. ane te pratibhedovALA paNa aneka vRkSo hoya || 240|

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco che. daza kalpavRkSo paikInA pahelA kalpavRkSanuM nAma mattAMga madhyAMga kalpavRkSa che te kalpavRkSonA phaLo svabhAvathI caMdraprabhA Adi madirAnApINAo sarakhI temaja madhura snigdha AhalAdaka TesapUrNa rasavALA hoya che; e phaLa khAvAthI ahIMnA zreSTha gaNAtA pINAo jevA ke gulAba, dADama, kerI, anAnasa, kokokolanA pINA sarabata sarakhA aneka ghaNA rasavALA, tabIyata khuza karI nAkhe tevA pINA e phaLa vAparavAthI maLI jAya che. daze prakAranA kalpavRkSothI yugaliko potAnI IcchA mujabanI tRpti pAmI zake che. AjanA mAnavane tevA kalpavRkSo maLe kyAMthI? asa kalpanAthI te kalpavRkSo AvI jAya to A mAnava lokanI IcchAo udhaInA kIDAnI jema zuM sekaDoIDAona mUke?comAsAmAM aLaziyAnI jema lobhanI jvALAo zuM phUTI na nIkaLe? kahone A mAnava loka gAMDAnI hospiTala banI na cUke to sAruM? kalpavRkSa vinAvizvayuddhanA bhaNakArA vAge che, to pachI te kalpavRkSa hoya to AkhuM bhUloka lohI hADakAMthI maDhI jAya ne? yugalikonI IcchAokhUba ochI hoya che, tema tenI sukhanI sAmagrI vadhAre hoya che. puNya pApa, ane bhakita, chupAvyA vadhe che tema IcchAone dAbavAthI ke tenI pratipakSI vastunA milanathI sukha vadhe che, ane Idriyajanya IcchAonI pUrti karavAthI duHkha vadhe che. Aje amerikAmAM eka evuM vRkSa che ke je gAyanA dUdhane malatuM dUdha Ape che. jyAre taDako na paDato hoya tyAre thaDamAM cokkasa jagyAe cheda pADavAthI dUdha nIkaLavA mAMDe che. A vAtane vaijJAnika saMzodhana karIne bahAra pADI che. - yugalikanA kalpavRkSonI vAtane pheMkolojI samajanAra uparokata hakIkatathI vijJAna verIguDa verIguDa kahe che, ane jainazAsananI praNita vAto pratye aho Iti Azcaryam pokAratA, paraMtu Aja saMzodhananA vistAra thayA | ra41 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco pachI sahu koIne jainazAsananI InkalAba chaDI pokAre ja chUTako.... bIjuM bhUtAga kalpavRkSa. bhU eTale.....bharavuM ItyAdi kriyAmAM vaparAtA vRkSo te bhUtAMga kalpavRkSa kahevAya che. A kalpavRkSonA phaLIyugalikone ghaTa, kaLaza, pAtrI, jhArI, tapelA baMbo, Dola, ItyAdika aneka prakAranI vAsaNanI sAmagrIo arpe che. pAchAtavAsaNa paNa suvarNa Adi ucca dhAtunA banelA hoya che. temAM paNa AbunA delavADA karatA atyaMta bArIkanakasI kAma hoya che. yugalikone lobha na hovAthI ahIMnAM manuSya lokanI mAphaka anAja bheguM karavAnuM hotuM nathI. AjanI mAphaka bIjAnA lohI cUsavA mATe saMgrahAkhorI karavAnI koIne bhAvanA paNa thatI nathI, paraMtu koIvAra koIka nAnA prayojana mATe teo teno upayoga karatA hatA. A vRkSanA phaLo svAbhAvika te vAsaNanA AkAre pariNAma pAmelA hoya che. Aje mADAgAskaramAM eka bIjuM paNa vicitra vRkSa che, A vRkSanI khAsiyata e che ke potAnA pAMdaDAmAM te pANI bharI rAkhe che, jyAre pANInI taMgI hoya che, tyAre tyAMnA loko A pANIno upayoga kare che. A vRkSa lagabhaga trIsa phUTanuM hoya che ane tenA pAMdaDA cArathI cha phUTa lAMbA hoya che. pAMdaDAMnIce DacA AgaLa kANuM pADatAM phuvArAnI jema pANI bahAra nIkaLe che. jainazAsananI vAsaNa ApanAra kalpavRkSonI vAta na mAnanArane AjanA sAmAnya vRkSo pANI to Ape che !jainazAsanamAM to kahyuM che ke ghaNA vRkSo ghaNA prakAranA hoIzake che; tene to pratyeka vanaspatikAyanI daza lAkha, ane cauda lAkha sAdhAraNa vanaspatikAyanI yonio kahI che. kanArI nAmanA TApumAM hamezAM pANInI kheMca rahyA kare che, tyAM hAla sarovara ke nadI nathI. paraMtu amuka jhADa evAM ugelAM che; te jhADomAMthI rAtre pANI varasyA kare che, ane te loko A pANIno upayoga kare che, zAstramAM je kalpavRkSonI vAto sarvajJapraNita che sarvajJavihita che tenI sAme koNa bAtha bhIDI || 242]

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meM vAMcyu tame paNa vAMco zake tema che ! AjanA vijJAnano vilAsa kAle vaNasI jAya che, paraMtu vItarAga paramAtmAnuM sarvajJa satyArtha kadApi asatya banI zakatuM nathI. AjanuM vijJAna e kAle ekama vijJAnI pAkatA khorUM banI jaze. AjanuM cakracakrAyamAna lAgatuM vijJAna e kAle mAthe pachADe tevo vaijJAnika pAkatAM bhaMgAra banI jaze; paraMtu sarvajJa zAsana e to suvarNa che ! suvarNa kadApi bhaMgAra banI zakatuM nathI. koI mANasa suvarNane bhaMgAra kahI vecI mAre to temAM tene nukasAna che, bhautikavAdI sarvajJa zAsanane bhaMgAra mAne to tene bhaMgAvAnuM che. trIjA truTitAMga kalpavRkSanA phaLo svabhAvathI ja vAjiMtronI garaja sAre che, arthAt tenA phaLo svabhAvathI vAMsaLI, hAramoniyama, pIyAno, mRdaMga ItyAdi aneka prakAranA vAjiMtronI garaja sAre che. A phaLo svabhAvathI te te vAjiMtronA AkAranA hoya che. vijJAna kahe che ke vartamAna perisamAM eka evuM jhADa che ke A vRkSanA pAMdaDAmAM nAnA aneka kANA hoya che, ane e kANAmAMthI havA pasAra thavAthI temAMthI baMsI jevo AhlAdaka mITho madhuro svara nIkaLe che. A pAMdaDAmAM kANA pADavAnuM kAma tyAMnA vRkSamAM rahelA kIDAo kare che. devalokamAM hIrA mANeka ane ratnonA toraNa athaDAvAthI devalokamAM oTomeTIka saMgIta saMbhaLAya che; te vAta paNa AnAthI phalita thAya che ke devalokamAM mahAna punyodayanA pratApe oTomeTika saMgIta hoI zake che. tera kAThIyA ane navagraha naDanArA mANasane jo AvA vRkSo maLe to pachI punyazAlI deva ane yugalikone zuM kAma tevA prakAranI saMgIta bakSanArI sAmagrI na hoya ? ApaNe aneka vAto vijJAnanI mAnIe chIe to pachI vizvaprema, vizvamaitrI, vizva mAdhyasthanA paramArthane ApanAra jaina zAsananA paramArthavijJAnanI vAtone koNa apalApa kare ? cothuM jyotiraMga kalpavRkSanA phaLono prakAza sUrya sarakho hoya che. te || 243 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco paNa sUrya sarakho ugra nahIM; aneka jyotikalpa vRkSo hovAthI eka bIjAno prakAza eka bIjAnA kalpavRkSomAM saMkrAnta thayelo hoya che; jo ke divasanA sUrya hovAthI temane jarUra rahetI nathI paNa rAtri paNa A kalpavRkSothI divasa jevI lAge che. pAMcamuM dIpAMga vRkSa A kalpavRkSanA phaLo sarvottama dIvA sarakhA tejavALA hoya che. gharamAM dIvo prakAza kare che, tema dIpAMgavRkSanAM phaLo paNa prakAza Ape che; agni to te TAIme hoto nathI tethI A vRkSanA phaLo prakAzanI garaja sAre che. himAlaya parvata para eka jagyAe Aje evA vRkSo che; te rAtanA rozanI pedA kare che. te rozanIno prakAza dUra - dUra sudhI sthApelo hoya che, karmagraMtha bhaNelA to mAne che ke A udyota nAmakarmano prabhAva hoI zake che.....bAkI to devonI krAMti ahIMnA nobala prAIjha meLavanAra vizva suMdarI karatAM lAkhkho karoDo ghaNI hoya che; kadAcita ahIMnI vizvasuMdarI devanI iMdrANI AgaLa to amAvAsyAnI aMdhArI rAta jevI lAge. vaijJAnike saMzodhana karIne kahyuM che ke; mekasIkomAM eka vRkSa evuM che ke, A vRkSa tyAMnA vatanI mATe soya ane doro taiyAra rAkhe che. A vRkSanA eka pAMdaDA para eka soya jevo kAMTo hoya che, tene toDavAnI sAthe be phuTa lAMbo doro kheMcAIne Ave che. game te hoya paraMtu alpe puNyavALA manuSyo mATe AvI sAmagrI hoI zake to; mahAna puNyazALI ane alpa IcchAvALA ane alpa kaSAyavALA yugaliko mATe daza prakAranA kalpavRkSo na hoI zake zuM ? kalyANa phebruArI 1968 || 244 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco samayano paDakAra -zrI maphatalAla saMghavIDiyA sAMskRtika mUlyonA hAsanI prakriyA, chello jIvaleNa ghA jhIke te pahelAM sAvadhAna banI javAnI jarUra che. jainanuM ghara ke je saMskRtinA mukhya kendro paikInuM eka gaNAya, tenI hAlata to juo? Aje nathI tyAM maryAdA sacavAtI nathI khAdyAkhAdyaviveka jaLavAto. strI enA kendrane choDI daIne, bahAra nija pratibhA phelAvavAnI AdatamAM aTavAtI jAya che. pATalo mAMDIne jamavAnI prathA moTA zaheronA kahevAtA moTA gharomAMthI ujaDI gaI che. tenuM sthAna meja -khurasIe lIdhuM che. pachI buTa yA caMpala paherIne jamavAmAM harakata paNa zI? bhojana kayA Asane kevA sthAnamAM besIne kevA vAtAvaraNa vacce konA hAthanuM ja thAya te tatsaMbaMdhI mArmika vAto, vakhatanA nakAmA vAyarAmAM taNAtI jAya che. paradezathI pAchA pharelA keTalAka bhAI - baheno to gharanuM hoTalamAM rUpAMtara karavAmAM gaurava anubhave che.patanane A rIte biradAvanArAne ApaNe "zikSita" kahIzuM? rUpanuM DhAMkaNuM lajjA temaja maryAdA. ughADo agni gharane prajALe, tema lajjA temaja maryAdA vagaranuM rUpa, acUkavinAzaka nIvaDe. rUpanuM pradarzana e to dehabhAvano naryo vikRta oDakAra che. jenI bhItaramAM durgadha sivAya bIjuM kAMI ja na hoya. II 246 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco para puruSane potAnuM rUpa batAvavAnI manodazA kevI gaNAya ? puruSane pAmaratA temaja pAzavatAthI bacAvI levA mATe paNa strIe jAheramAM maryAdA oDhavI ja joIe. gharanI divAlo uparanAM phoTA yA citro evAM to na ja joIe ke je kAmapreraka hoya, jemAMthI vilAsitA TapakatI hoya, jemAM zRMgAranI mukhyatA hoya. jamAnAnA jherI pavananA unmAdaka susavATA jevA pAne - pAne 'sUsa....'' karatA hoya che tevA aThavADika, pAkSika, mAsika yA dainika patrone potAnA gharamAM vasAvavAM te to vinAzane saprema notaravAnI bhayaMkara bALaramata che. huM to tyAM sudhI kahIza ke bALakanA hAthamAM dhagadhagato aMgAro mUkavo sAro, paNa AjakAla je bibhatsa, kAmottejaka, azlIla, vikRta, bhayAnaka, pApa preraka DhagalAbaMdha kusAhitya bahAra paDI rahyuM che, tenI eka nakala to zuM paNa enuM eka pAnuM paNa tenA hAthamAM na mUkazo. Indriyo to khappara dhAriNI jogaNIo jevI che tenA khapparamAM tame jeTaluM homazo teTaluM badhuM ja te svAhA karI jaze ane jyAre tamArI pAse temane saMtoSavA mATe kaMI ja nahi hoya tyAre te tamane paNa '"svAhA" karI jaze. anubhava siddha A hakIkatathI koI ajANa nathI, paNa vakaratA jatA dehabhAvanI prabaLa asara taLe ApaNA bhAI - baheno jIvananI asaliyatane bhUlatAM jAya che. vikAra vadhe temAM jIvananI pragati jovI e lakSaNa pazunuM gaNAya. mAnavInI pragatino AdhAra saMskAra upara che. e kevA saMskAro vaDe jIvanane alaMkRta kare che tenA upara che. eka vakhata meM eka tAraka bhagavaMtane pUcheluM ke, 'sAhebajI ! kALa || 246 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco ATalo badho badalAI gayo tenuM kAraNa zuM?" javAbamAM teozrIe mane jaNAvyuM ke, "bhAI !eka kALe AdezamAM koI paradhana ane parastrI sAme najara suddhAM nahotuM karatuM, jyAre AjanA kALamAM A be jeTalAM jokhamamAM mUkAyA che teTaluM jokhama koI trIjA padArtha upara jaNAtuM nathI. A badalAyelI sthitinI tamAre je saMdarbhamAM mUlavaNI yA khatavaNI karavI hoya te saMdarbhamAM karI zako cho." pUjyazrInA zAstra- satyazA A zabdo mArA dilamAM vasI gayA, ane tenA upara citana karatAM jamAnAnA raMgarAganA nAme ApaNA gharomAM ghUsI gayelA rogonuM kAraNa paNa samajAI gayuM. khUbaUDethI vicAratAM spaSTapaNe pratIta thAya che ke cAlu peDhInA bhAI - bahenone 5DAM - keza-kaMgana-vividha raMganA kaMku temaja kAyAnI laTapaTanuM jeTaluM "gheluM lAgyuM che teTaluM ja "dheluM temane Atma - saundaryanuM lagADI zakAya tevuM vAtAvaraNa vaDIloe sva AcAra dvArA janmAvavuM joIe temaja sahiSNutA dvArA potAnA saMtAnone aMtarmukhatA keLavavI e kevI majhAnI kaLA che te paNa samajAvavuM joIe. bagADamAM kAMI bAkI nathI. paNa nirAza thavAthI bAjI nahi sudhare. AzA temaja zraddhA sAthe AcAranA divyabaLane ajamAvatA rahIzuM to navo bagADa jarUra aTakaze. temaja AcAra paNa anukULa asara karato na jaNAya tyAM svacchatA sAcavIne zubha bhAvanAnA AMdolanane kAme lagADavA joIe. je bagaDe te sudhare paNa kharo. bagaDelAone bAda karIzuM to vadhu barabAda thaIzuM. kharI khUbI bagaDelAne sudhAravAmAM che, emAM ja ApaNI sahiSNutAnI | ra47 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco kasoTI che. ApaNane dharma kevo pacyo che te paNa te prasaMge ApaNane pratIta thaze. - sAgano eka TukaDo bahArathI nakAmA jevo thaI gaelo lAgato hoya chatAM jo te hoziyAra suthArane hAtha caDhe to te TukaDAmAMthI paNa te suMdara nakazIdAra vastu nirmANa karI de jarUra che bagaDelAmAMthI "bagADa"ne bAda karavAnI,bagaDelA badhAne bAda karIzuM to ApaNe "sArA"mAM khapIzuM ke kema te paNa gaMbhIra savAla che. karUNAnA viSayabhUta jIvo tarapha karUNA dAkhavavAne badale krUratA dAkhavanArA vItarAgane bhajanArA gaNAya kharA? sAMskRtika mUlyono hrAsavakarato sahiSNutA,anukaMpA,karUNA,maitrI, audArya, Adi guNonA hRAsa sudhI navistare tenI khAsa takedArI rAkhIzuM to hAranI bAjIne jItamAM palaTAvI daIzuM. mAMdAnI mAvajata thaI zakatI hoya to bagaDelAnI sAravAra kema na laI zakAya? vizvakalyANakara jainazAsanamAM to jIva mAtranA hitanI mahAmUlI sAmagrI ThAMsI-ThAMsIne bharelI che ja. te sAmagrIno vivekapUrNa sadupayoga dvArA ApaNe vikAravaza bhAI - bahenone nirvikArI jIvananA maMgalamaya svarUpa tarapha AkarSavA joIe Abha phATayuM che tyAM thIgaDuM kayAM devuM?" ema bolavuM te naryo nirAzAvAda che. AdhyAna ati bhayAnaka che. ema bolanArA ApaNA sahunI e pharaja che ke, dharmadhyAnamAM otaprota banIne ApaNA bhAI - bahenone dharmamaya jIvananI preraNA pUrI pADIe. vaMdyAvADamAM nAkhI zakAya paNa A kahevata jIvatA mANasane lAgu na pADI zakAya | 24s ||.

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco hRdayane gagana sama vizALa banAvAya. dhairya dharAnuM dhAraNa karAya. to AjanA bhayAnaka vAtAvaraNamAM bhayajanaka hAlatamAM mUkAelA bhAI - baheno mATe ApaNe jarUra jIvanaprada sAttvika havAmAna pedA karI zakIe. bagADanAM mAtra rodaNAthI sudhAro nahi thAya. zrI vItarAga paramAtmAnI vANInA amRtanuM pAna karanArA pratyeka puNyAtmA mATe jamAnAnuM jherI baneluM vAtAvaraNa prabaLa eka paDakAra rUpa che. A paDakArane jaDabAtoDa javAba ApavAnI pharaja adA karIne ApaNe ApaNA vizva - saMbaMdhane yathArtha TheravI zakIzuM. "paDatA kALamAM badhu Ama ja cAle" evA mithyA AzvAsanathI di' nahi vaLe. purUSa tenuM nAma je pratikULatA sAme zataguNA vegathI jhUjhe pratikULatAnAM rodaNAM kAyarane hoya. karmasattAne parAsta karanArI dharma mahAsattAno zaraNAgata kevo hoya, teno javalaMta dAkhalo A jagatamAM besADavAnI je sonerI taka sAMpaDI che tene vadhAvI laIne ApaNe zrI jainazAsananI tribhuvana kSemaMkara kSamatAne dIpAvIe sughoSA. eprila 1978 saLagatA saMsAra mAMthI dhIre-dhIre bahAra nIkaLavAnuM na hoya, kudako ja mA2vAno hoya. -dharmadUta me-jUna-2048. || 246 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco niMdArasathI sAvadha raho! zrI mohanalAla mahetA potAnA jIvanamAM zuM ke jAhera jIvanamAM zuM kuTuMbamAM zuM ke samAjamAM zuM aneka vikhavAdo ane rAgadveSone janma ApanAra prabaLa tattva hoya to te niMdA che. mANasanI svArthalAlasA paNa niMdAnA pramANamAM rAgadveSanI bharatI nathI caDAvI zakatI. niMdAnuM jora najare dekhAtuM nathI. paraMtu je ukheDavAne pracaMDa vAvAjhoDAM jevI athaDAmaNa niSphaLa nIvaDe che te ukheDavAnuM kArya niMdAnA gupta pravAhathI AbAda rIte pAra pADI zake che. niMdA chAnuM ane dhImuM jhera che. bIjI bAju joIe to magatarA jevA mAnavIothI mAMDIne unnata sthAna upara beThelAne "mahApuruSa'" tarIke oLakhAtA mANasone paNa AkarSe evo rasa paNa A niMdA che. sAteyasRSTimAM ke svAdanI sRSTimAM jeTalA rasonuM varNana che te badhA raso niMdArasa pAse tuccha che. tame vIra, zRMgAra, karUNa, koI paNa rasathI amuka mANasane na AkarSI zako; paraMtu tenI pAse sahaja bhAve koInI chAnI vAto jAhera karo ke sAMbhaLanAra abhimukha banyo ja che ! bIjAnI vAta sAMbhaLavAno rasa choDI zake evI to koI virala vyakti ja ApaNane maLaze. sAmAnya vAta ane niMdA baMne eka ja vastu nathI. paraMtu e baMnenI bhedarekhA ati pAtaLI che ane te ApaNA aMtaramAM ja dorAyelI hoya che. ApaNe jAgrata ane maMthanazIla na hoIe to ghora niMdA paNa ApaNane na ''sAmAnya'' vAta lAge tevo saMbhava che. ApaNI prakRti bIjAonI vAtamAM nirarthaka paNa rasa levAnI hoya ane e dvArA ApaNe mAnI lIdheluM hita saMdhAtuM hoya to ApaNAthI sahaja bhAve bIjAnI niMdA thayA kare che. evI niMdA karatAM ApaNane koI roke athavA evuM bhAna karAve ke ApaNe niMdA karIe chIe to e sAMbhaLIne roSa paNa upaje. sAmAnya tathA khAnagI vAtacItamAM bIjAnI prazaMsA sAMbhaLavAnA ne || 260 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco niMdA sAMbhaLavAnA prasaMgo ApaNane keTakeTalA pramANamAM prApta thAya che eno jo aMdAja kADhIzuM to spaSTa rIte samajAze ke niMdA pAse bicArI prazaMsA to himAlaya pAse rajakaNanA pramANamAM ja hastI dharAve che. A sthitimAM dekhAtI "sAmAnya"vAtamAM niMdA hovAno saMbhava keTalo vizeSa che? chatAMye ApaNe parIkSA karIe. koInI jANelI ke sAMbhaLelI vAta bIjAne kahevAnuM ApaNane mana thAya che kharuM? jo thatuM hoya to manane pUchI ke ATalI utsukatA zA mATe? e vAta kahIne konuMne kevA prakAranuM hita sAdhavuM che? mananuM pRthakkaraNa karatA jaNAze ke, e vAta ApaNA manamAM ja paDI rahe tethI koIne nukazAna thavAnuM nathI ane koInuM bhaluM thatuM aTakI javAnuM nathI. AmachatAM ApaNe evAta koIne koI pAse pragaTa karyA sivAya rahI zakatA ja nathI. manamAM paDelI e vAta jyAM sudhI bahAra na nIkaLe tyAM sudhI ApaNane jANe zAMti ja nathI ! ApaNe jyAre e vAta sAMbhaLI hoya, tyAre tenI saccAI vize ApaNA mananI pratIti na thaI hoya toye bIjAnI pAse to tene saMpUrNa satyanA rUpamAM ja raju karIe chIe ane jANatAM - ajANatAM e rajuAtamAM khUTatI kaDIo ApaNI potAnI kalpanAthI ApaNe joDI daIe chIe. koIpaNa chAnI vAta eka thI bIje kAne jatAM ghero raMga pakaDe che. te jyAre aneka mukhethI e samAjamAM prasare che tyAre teno mULa raMga lagabhaga nAza pAmI gayo hoya che, ne samAjanA mAnasanA pratibiMbarUpa ati kALo raMga e chAnI vAte dhAraNa karI lIdho hoya che. zA mATe Ama bane che? zA mATe mANasa niMdA karavA ne sAMbhaLavA lalacAya che? zA mATe niMdAne aTakAvanAruM koI baLa UbhuM thatuM nathI? niMdA karanAra ne sAMbhaLanAra eka ja prakAranI vRttinA gulAma hoya che. koI hoziyAra mANasaniMdA karavA karatA sAMbhaLe che vizeSa ane pote kahe che tyAre bahu saMbhALapUrvaka bole che. mANasamAM niMdAnI vRtti nahoya ane temAM je pApa manAto hoya te to niMdA kare nahi, tema sAMbhaLe paNa nahi. jo sUma | ra60 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco rIte joIe to A bAbatamAM karanAra ne sAMbhaLanAra sarakhA ja gunegAra che. amuka dAkhalAmAM IcchA na hoya chatAM koInI niMdA sAMbhaLI levAnI sthitimAM mANasa mukAI jAya che. paraMtu moTe bhAge to niMdA sAMbhaLanAro bolanArane potAnA mukhabhAvathI ke amuka zabdothI Teko ApI utteje che. AvA dAkhalAmAM kahenAra karatAye sAMbhaLanAra vadhu duSTa ane vadhu niMdA priya hovAno saMbhava che. koIvAra niMdA ApaNA pApa ADeno paDado bane che, je khAmI ApaNAmAM hoya te satata bIjAmAM batAvyA ja karIe ne tenI sAbitIo paNa ApIe to lokonuM dhyAna bIjI bAju doravAya che ane ApaNe salAmata banI jaIe chIe. A salAmatI keTalo kALa Take che e prazna judo che, paNa bIjAnI niMdA karavAnuM jora to emAMthI ja pedA thAya che. niMdArasamAMthI mukta thavAnA sthuLa niyamomAM sauthI agatyanuM sthAna ochuM bolavAne maLI zake. jo ApaNe bahu ochu bolavAnI Teva pADIe to ApaNAthI Apo Apa bIjAnI niMdA thatI aTakI jaze. bIjA pAsethI koInI niMdA sAMbhaLavA maLe, tyAre jo uttejana ApavAnuM ApaNe baMdha karIzuM to teno utsAha ocho thaI jaze. jo hiMmata hoya to niMdakane bolatA rokIe. evI hiMmata na hoya athavA ema karavuM yogya na lAgatuM hoya to e viSe nirlepa rahIe ne ApaNA doSo saMbhArIe to niMdAno rasa mAryo jaze. vyakti ne samAjanuM mULa korI khAtA niMdAnA pApamAMthI ApaNe UbharavuM joIe. niMdA ne prazaMsA karanArAo karatA zatruone mitronuM pramANa hameza ghaNuM ochuM hoya che te dhyAnamAM rAkhavuM. niMdA - prazaMsAthI alipta rahI je potAnA kartavyakarmomAM pravRtta rahI zake te to asAdhAraNa zakita ne mananI svasthatA dharAve che. ema mAnavuM. paraMtu jemanA mana upara niMdA prazaMsAnI asara paDatI hoya temaNe e dhyAnamAM rAkhavuM ke jyAM niMdA thAya tyAM virodha ke aMtarAya hoya ja ane prazaMsA saMbhaLAya tyAM ApaNe mATe jaNAya ke sahAnubhUti paDI ja hoya ema banatuM nathI. || 262 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco sAmAnya mAnavInuM jIvananiMdA -prazaMsAnA pravAhomAM vadhu pramANamAM khecAtuM dekhAya che. ghaNA mANasoniMdA sAMbhaLatA ja hiMmata hArI jAya che.ema paNa vicAratA nathI ke karanAranI sAmAjika dRSTie yogyatA keTalI che ? keTalA loko tenuM kahyuM mAnavAnA che ?niMdA karavA jevo teno adhikAra che ke nahi ?niMdAthI DaravuM e nabaLA mananI ane potAnA kArya pratye avizvAsanI paNa eka nizAnI che. chatAM cittapravRttionuM pRthakkaraNa karatAM ema lAge che ke niMdA sAMbhaLatI vakhate mANasanA manamAM apragaTa rIte ema thaI Ave che ke niMdA karanAra mANasa teno virodhI che ne kAma bagADayA vinA te raheze ja nahi. ghaNIvAra to eka niMdakamAM anekanA darzana karavA jevI nabaLAI paNa mANasamAM AvI jAya che. jema bhayabhIta mANasa dorImAM sApane, jhADamAM bhUtapretane ane mAMdagImAM mRtyune jue che. tema, nirbaLa mananA mAnavI eka ke be cAra mANasamAM AkhA samAjanI kalpanA karI nAkhe che. kapaDA - bhojana jevI sAmAnya bAbatathI mAMDIne jIvanane gaMbhIra rIte sparzatI bAbatomAM mANasa bIjAonA abhiprAyane vadhu paDatuM vajana Ape che. sAcI rIte joIe to A badhAnI pAchaLa Dara hoya che.virodhano, aMtarAyano, duzmanAvaTano, mANasa niMdA sAMbhaLIne ema mAnI le che ke niMdA karanAra sAMbhaLanArane emAM rasa lenAra have Dagale ne pagale tenA mArgamAM muzkelIo ubhI karaze. AvA bhayathI te ghaNIvAra potAnuM kAma choDI de che, badalAvI nAMkhe che athavA ghImuM pADI de che. virodhIo ane duzmano niMdA kare ja nahi ema kahevAno Azaya nathI, paraMtu niMdakono eka samUha laIe to temAM ApaNA mArgamAM musIbato UbhI kare athavA to ApaNane ukheDI nAkhavA Icche evA lokonuM pramANa ati alpa ja haze. moTA bhAganA loko halakA prakArano AnaMda mANavA ke potAne sArA dekhADavA ja epravRtti karatA hoya che. bahu thoDA lokono IrAdo bIjAnI najaramAM ApaNane utArI pADavAno hoya che ne ati juja mANaso ja sAcosAca virodhI hoya che. || 263 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco evuMja prazaMsAnuM che. ApaNI prazaMsA karanArAomAMthI keTalAka loko tadana sahaja rIte koInuM sAruM kAma prazaMsAne pAtra gaNAya evuM lAgaNIpUrvaka mAnanArA haze. keTalAkane emAM potAnA AcAra ke vicAranuM pratibiMba dekhAtuM haze.keTalAka ApaNA prItipAtra banavA athavA to sAruM lagADavA mATe prazaMsA karatA haze. jema duzmano paNa niMdA kare tema dosto paNa prazaMsA kare. paraMtu temanI saMkhyA nirdakone prasaMzakonI kula saMkhyAnI sarakhAmaNImAM to hamezAM atizaya ochI ja rahevAnI. sAmAnya rIte prazaMsA sAMbhaLatA mANasamAM abhimAna pragaTe che ane temAMthI bedarakArI janme che. A bhayasthAnanI joDe,prazaMsAnI sAthe mitratAno je bhrama pedA thAya che tene paNa dhyAnamAM levAnI jarUra che. ApaNe ema svIkArI laIe chIe ke jeo ApaNuM kAma pasaMda kare che, teo temAM sIdhI - ADakatarI rIte sahAyarUpa paNa thaze. ApaNane e dhyAnamAM rahetuM nathI ke prazaMsA karavAmAM thoDA madhura zabdo uccAravAnA hoya che. e zabdo aMtaranA hoya to tenI kiMmata che kharI paraMtu sahAyamAM to tyAgane parizramanI jarUra paDe che. hRdayamAM to ApaNA ke ApaNA kAma pratye mamatA pedA na thAya to tyAgaparizramanI lAgaNI pedA thaI zake nahi. sAmAnya prazaMsA karatAM A sthiti ghaNI dUranI che ne temAM ThIka-ThIka paMtha kApavo paDe che. prazaMsAthI ApaNuM mana praphula bane tyAM sudhI to vAMdho nahi. paraMtu jANya - ajANye apekSAo paNa pragaTavA lAge to aMte nirAza thavAno samaya Ave che. niMdAne dhImuM jhera kahyuM che te sAcuM che. e rIte prazaMsAne aphINanI upamA ApI zakAya. eka dhIme - dhIme mArI nAkhe, bIju bebhAna banAvI. nirbaLa banAvI aMte nAza kare.A baMnemAMthI chuTavAno ApaNo puruSArthahovo joIe. paraMtu niMdA - prazaMsAmAMthI chUTavAnuM to moTA yogIo mATe paNa muzkela hoya che. niMdAthI jenA mananuM phula saheja paNa karamAyuM na hoya ane prazaMsAthI vikasyuM na hoya evA A jagatamAM keTalA haze? A sthitimAM niMdAprazaMsAthI asara anubhavatI vakhate ApaNe tenI sAcI zakti keTalI te samajI || 264 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco jaIe to tenA ghaNAM duSpariNAmomAMthI bacI zakAya ane dhIme-dhIme temAMthI mukti meLavavAnI dizAmAM paNa gati thAya. jIvananA rojanA anubhavamAM niMdA - prazaMsA sAMbhaLavAnuM bane ja che. AvA dareka prasaMge ApaNe vicAravuM ke A niMdA vadhumAM vadhu zuM nukazAna karI zake ema che ane A prazaMsA keTalA pramANamAM lAbhadAyI thavAnuM baLa dharAve che. AvA avalokanathI khAtarI thaze ke ApaNA cittane kSubdha banAvI jatI niMdAnI laharIonI khAsa kazI kiMmata nathI ane jarIvAra abhimAnanI lAgaNI jagADI jatI prazaMsA paNa ApaNA kAmamAM ke jIvanamAM khAsa koI zakita umerI zakatI nathI. bhUtakALamAM niMdA - prazaMsAnA aneka banAvo banyA haze, e badhAnuM pariNAma tapAsIzuM to khAtarI thaze ke, niMdAthI DaravA jevuM nahotuM ne prazaMsAthI harakhAI javAmAM paNa bhUla thaI hatI. niMdA - prazaMsAnA pariNAmone tenA pramANamAM ja pArakhI levAnI zakita ApaNe keLavavI joIe neavasare ApaNe ApaNA aMtarajIvanane madhyastha bhAve samadRSTithI vivekapUrvaka jovuM e ja niMdA tathA prazaMsAthI thatA anarthothI bacavAno sarala mArga che. (kalyANa mArca 1980) (janakalyANa" mAMthI sAbhAra) bAra varSe pati ghera Ave che. patnI anicchAe sAme jAya che. patino vaibhava joIne Azcarya thayuM. zeThANI maMgaLa gIta lalakAre che. - "Avo padhAro priyatarAya,laLI laLI lAguM tamArA pAya." tyAre patnI sAMbhaLe tema zeTha bolyA- "mere ramane RIyA tinora, ravA gayA hUmara gayA vora.' zeThANI samajI gayA ke mArA ApelA jherI lADavA to coro khAIne marI gayA. zeTha bacI gayA. zeTha paNa A vAta gaMbhIratAthI pacAvI gayA. (niMdA na karI) -dharmadUta me-jUna-2048. || 266 ||

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meMvAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco lebala ane DhAMkaNa -zrI prabhAkara rAccha zrI kanaiyAlAla mizranA lekhano anuvAda "mInA, jA, bAbAnI AMkhamAM TIpAM nAMkhIne ene suvaDAvI de." "zIzI kayAM rAkhI che bA?" kabATa upara badhI zIzIo paDI rahe che tyAM....bIje vaLI kayAM rAkhaze?" mArI pADozamAM eka gRhastha rahetA hatA. teo sonInuM kAma karatA hatA. sArA evA kArIgara hatA.bicArAe pIro para cAdaro caDAvI. paMDito pAse jApa karAvyA ane devadevIonI na jANe keTalIye mAnatA mAnI, tyAre kharI rIte to puNyAInA prabhAve emanA gharamAM cha kanyAo pachI putraratnanI padharAmaNI thaI hatI. sonIomAM saundarya hoya ja che paraMtu A dIkaro to suMdaromAM paNa suMdara hato. mA e enuM nAma rAkhyuM suMdarazyAma paraMtu lADamAM sau ene bAbo ja kahetA. edaseka mAsano thatAM enI AMkho uThI AvI.mAe aneka upAyo karyA. dUdhanI malAI rAkhI joI. maracuM, mIThuM ane ajamo cUlAmAM nAkhIne najara utArI.paraMtu bAbAnI AMkhamaTI nahi tyAre eNe DokTara pAsethI davA maMgAvI.eja davA teNe bAbAnI AMkhamAM nAkhavA mATe potAnI moTI dikarI mInAne kahyuM. mInAe kabATa para rAkhelI zIzI upADI, bAbAne khoLAmAM suvaDAvyo ane enI AMkhamAM DroparathIdavAnA traNa -cAra TIpA nAMkhyA TIpAM paDatAM ja bAbocIsa pADI uThayo, paraMtudukhatI AMkhamAMdA paDavAthI bALaka to raDeja.eTale mInAe ene goThaNethI dabAvIne bIjI AMkhamAM paNa Dropara TapakAvI dIdhuM. bAbo taraphaDI uThayo. zIzI teNe tyAM ja rahevA dIdhI ane bAbAne / ra66 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco teDIne tene paMpALIne chAno rAkhavAno prayAsa karavA lAgI paraMtu bAbo cUpa na thayo, raDato ja rahyo. mInAne gALo saMbhaLAvatI mInAnI mA rasoDAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLI toye bAbAe na dUdha pIdhuM ke na zAMta paDyo. mA e ghUgharo vagADyo. cAMdAmAmAnA gIta gAyA paraMtu bAbo cUpa na thayo, e kharekhara taraphaDI rahyo hato. bAbAnA pitAjI haju dukAnethI nahotA AvyA. mInAe mane bolAvyo. bALakone paTAvavAmAM huM paNa sAro evo mAstara hato paraMtu mane niSphaLatA maLI. eTalAmAM to teo paNa AvI gayA paraMtu ame cAre maLIne ya bAbAne chAno na rAkhI zakayA. meM kahyuM AMkhamAM vadhAre dukhatuM lAge che. eka vAra vadhu TIpAM nAMkhI juo. kadAca dukhAvo maTI ghaTI jaze. mInAe zIzI lAvIne potAnA pitAjInA hAthamAM ApI. zIzI hAthamAM letAM ja teo coMkIne bolI uThayA, are, AnI AMkhamAM zuM A nAkhyuM hatuM?" "hA, bA e e ja nAkhavA mATe kahyuM hatuM." mInAno A javAba sAMbhaLatA ja teo raDI paDyA- basa bhAI,huM to barabAda thaI gayo.AmAM to ghareNA dhovA mATeno tejAba hato?" ame baMne taraphaDiyA mAratAM bALakane laIne DokaTaranI pAse gayA, paraMtu DokTara have zuM kare?AMkha aMdara sudhI baLI gaI hatI.gusso AMdhaLo hoya che. mInAne khUba mAra paDayo, paraMtu e bicArIno zuM vAMka hato? mA e jayAMthI kahyuM tyAMthI teNe zIzI upADI hatI. ene zuM khabara ke tyAM bIjI koI zIzI paDI haze ane kaI zIzImAM zuM haze? nAnI zI bhUlanuM keTaluM bhayaMkara phaLa? gAmaDAnA eka vaidya mArA mitra che. teo koI daradI ne jovA mATe bAjunA gAmamAM jaI rahyA hatA. e vakhate emanA nAnA bhAIe kahyuM, "mAruM || ra67 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco moM AvI gayuM che. pANI paNa nathI pIvAtuM" vaidyarAje kahyuM, vaccenA khAnAmAM zIzImAM sapheda goLIo rAkhI che. moMmA nAkhIne cUsato raheje, ThIka thaI jaze." nAnA bhAIe sapheda goLIo khUba cUsI paraMtu mo to zuM ThIka thaze, thoDA kalAkamAM to hAtha-pagamAM pIDA upaDI.AkhA zarIramAM jANe vIMchIMDaMkha bharavA lAgyA ane AMkho lAla aMgArA jevI thaI gaI. vaidyarAja pAchA pharatAM nAnA bhAInI hAlata joIne gabharAyA -nAnA bhAIe viSa khAI lIdhuM hatuM. vaccenA khAnAmAM vizvanI goLInI zIzI paNa paDelI hatI ane e goLI paNa sapheda raMganI ja hatI.baMne zIzI para lebalanahatuM - ethI amRta levA jatA viSa laI lIdhuM. bhAre musIbata ubhI thaI.khUba upacAro pachI chokarAno jIva bacyo, paraMtu bicArAnI hAlata adhamarA jevI thaI gaI. mahinAo sudhI te pathArIvaza rahyo ane jayAre te harato pharato thayo tyAre tenI parIkSA levAI cUkI hatI.bicArAnuM AkhuM varasa kharAba gayuM. A paNa eka nAnI jevI bhUla hatI. paraMtu pariNAma kevuM bhayaMkara AvyuM hatuM? huM eka paisAdAra kuTuMbanA mahemAna banyo hato. sAMje vaidyanI davA khAvA mATe macArINInAmadhanI jarUrata paDItozrImatIjIe nokarane kahyuM, "bAbujI mATe sArAmAM sArUM madha AvyuM hatuM e AmArImAM rAkhyuM che.jA laI Ava!nokare khUba zodhyuM ane zrImatIjIe vacce vacce ene zIzInA rUparaMga mATe ghaNI sUcanA ApI, paraMtu ene madhana maLyuM. e pote uThI ane nokarane AMdhaLo hovAnuM pramANapatra detI eka zIzI laI AvI paraMtu mArI paDikImAM temaNe je kAMI meLavyuM e madha nahi, paraMtu koI DokaTare Apelo malama hato.ene cATayA pachI mArI je durgati thaI, ubakAoe mane je rIte herAna-parezAna karI nAkhyo te huM kayAreya nahi bhulI zakuM, kevI bhUla kevuM || ra6s //

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco rUpa? ApaNAM gharomAM, khAsa karIne zaheromAM, kAMI nahi to be-cAra zIzIo jarUra hoya che. AMkhanI davA AvI, AMkha sArI thaI gaI, paraMtu je davA bacI te koI bArI ke kabATa para rAkhI mUkI che. enI bAjumAM ja mUkelI zIzImAM mikasthara che, anyamAM koI goLIo, athavA bIjuM kAMIne kAMI hoya che. moTA gharomAM to AvA kAma mATe eka alaga alamArI hoya che. jemAM dasa-vIsa nahi, paraMtu so-basso zIzIo rahe che. kaI zIzImAM zuM che, kayA kAma mATe che eno koI patto ja nathI. jyAre koI davAnI jarUra paDe che tyAre dareka zIzIne upADIne durabInanI jema AMkha mAMDavAmAM Ave che, jovA - parakhavAmAM Ave che ne pachI kAMI khabara na paDatAM enI e jagyAe rAkhI mUkavAmAM Ave che. A badhuM eTalA mATe ke ApaNe zIzIo para lebala lagADavAnI Adata nathI pADI. lebalanuM mahattva nathI samajyA. kAMI vAMdho nahi paraMtu have samajI lyo ane pelA mAsuma bALaka suMdarazyAmanI phUTelI AMkho ane vaidyarAjanA nAnAbhAInI muzIbato para dhyAna daIne gAMTha vALo ke gharanI dareka zIzI para eka lebala hoya jenA para davAnuM nAma, daradanuM nAma ane davA ApyAnI tArIkha lakhela hoya.gharamAM gaMdake lAIna hoya to lebalane dorAthI bAMdhI dezo ane yAda rAkho ke lebala vinAnI zIzI e sApanuM bacyuM che. sApanuM baccuM! kayAM sApa, kyAM kITalI? rAte harato pharato eka sApa rasoDAmAM Avyo ane hA banAvavAnI kITalImAM kuMDalIvALIne besI gayo. kITalI ughADI hatI vahelI savAre aMdhArAmAM gRhiNI uThI ane kITalImAM thoDuM pANI nAkhI, DhAMkaNuM DhAMkI, cUlA para rAkhIne nityakramamAM parovAI gaI. thoDIvAramAM teNe traNa kapa cA banAvI ane potAnA pati - | 266 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco putranI sAthe besIne pIdhI. lagabhaga ekAda kalAkamAM traNeya marI gayA.bAdamAM jyAre kITalImAM marelo - ukaLelo sApa nIkaLyo tyAre pADosIoe traNeyanA acAnaka mRtyunuM rahasya jANyuM. gAmanA mukhIno jamAI lagna pachI pahelIvAra Avyo, tyAre gharamAM ane pAsapaDosamAM enI sArI peThe AgatA svAgatA thaI. rAte sALI malAIdAra dUdhano pyAlo laIne AvI, paraMtu jamAIrAje to pahelethI ja khUba dabAvyuM hatuM. bahu ja Agraha thayo eTale nakkI thayuM ke dUdha bhale rAkhI jAya, thoDIvAra pachI teo jAte pI leze. dUdhano pyAlo bArI para rAkhIne sALI to cAlI gaI ane jamAIrAja sUI gayA. rAte AMkha ughaDatAM dUdhano khyAla Avyo. adhamIMcI AMkhe glAsa hAthamAM lIdho ane ghUMTaDo bharyo to moMmA bIjI koI cIja AvI. samajyo ke malAInI moTI tara haze eTale teNe ene gaLe utAravAnI koziza karI paraMtu A te kevI malAI ke gaLAmAM jANe uparAuparI soMIbhoMkI rahI che ane soI paNa jherIlI.... jANe Aga ! gabharAIne dUdha thUMkI nAMkhyuM ane lAlaTenathI joyuM to moTo lAla karoLiyo hAya re marI gayo, moMmAthI cIsa nIkaLI paDI to gharanA badhA loko doDI AvyA. saue je je upAyo batAvyA te karI joyA. paraMtu gaLu sujhavAthI zvAsa levAmAM takalIpha paDavA mAMDI ne savAra thatAM pahelAM ja jIvana samApta thaI gayuM. dukAnadAre haju dukAna barAbara ughADI ja na hatI tyAM gharAka AvI gayA - "dahIMnI lassI banAvo.....'' dukAnadAre navuM kuMDu bahAra kADhayuM ane potAnA chokarAne lassI banAvavAnuM kahIne kAmamAM lAgI gayo. gharAka behatA paNa lassI eka jaNe pIdhI ne bIjAe bAjunI hoTalAmAMthI cA maMgAvI baMne || 260 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco eka rIkAmAM besIne gayA, paraMtu ghare pahoMcatA - pahoMcatA ja lassI pIvAvALAnI hAlata kharAba thaI gaI ! eno sAthI ene turata hospITalamAM laI gayo paraMtu DokaTare kahyuM, "ene jhera ApavAmAM AvyuM che polIsane phona thayo, puchaparachane aMte polIsa lassIvALAnI dukAne pahoMcI. dukAnadAre kuMDu batAvyuM ane emAMthI dahIM laIne eka glAsa banAvI potAnA chokarAne pIvaDAvI, "joI lyo, InspekaTara sAheba, amArI lassImAM zuM kharAbI che? enA AvyA pachI ja to meM kuMDu bahAra kADhayuM hatuM?" lassI pItAnI sAthe ja dukAnadArano chokarocakaLavakaLa thatAM bolavA lAgyo, "marI gayo re.... marI gayo."polIsa ane hospITalamAM laI gaI. dahIMnuM kuMDu paNa sAthe lIdhuM. IlAja karavAmAM Avyo paraMtu pelo gharAka ane dukAnadArano chokaro baMne marI gayA. pAchaLathI jaNAyuM ke kuMDamAM DheDhagaroLI hatI ane baMnenuM mRtyu enAviSathI thayuM hatuM. A mRtyunA kAraNa bhale bhinna-bhinna hoya, mULa kAraNa to eka ja che - "DhAMkaNa" ApaNe badhI cIjone DhAMkIne rAkhavAnI Adata nathI pADI. DhAMkaNanuM mahatvanathI samajyA. nathI samajyA to kAMI vAMdho nahi, paraMtu have samajI lyo ane peluM sukhI kuTuMba, moghero jamAIrAja ane nirdoSa yuvAnonI duHkha bharI vitaka kathA para dhyAna ApIne nizcaya karo ke gharanI dareka cIja DhAMkaNathI DhAMkIne rAkhIzuM. lebala ane DhAMkaNa.... ApaNAM be dosta.... ApaNe enI upekSA na karIe. | 260 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco lebalavinAnI zIzI ane ughADuM vAsaNa ApaNAM duzmana che. ApaNe enAthI haMmezA sAvaceta rahIe. ne dareka vastuone upayogapUrvakarAkhIe. kalyANa sapTembara 1963 (citralekhA) prANo ApI prANa bacAvyA sArAye bhAratanI saMgItakalAnA ItihAsamAM eka vArane mATe paNa adbhuta tejathI camakI janAra saMgItakalAnI tavArIkhanI zukratArA samI kalAdharitrI tAnArIrI evaDanagaranI nAgara komamAM janmelI nArI hatI. vAta AvI banI? zahenazAha akabaranA darabAramAM tAnasenajI eka adbhuta gavaiyA hatA. Aje saMgItakalAmAM jAtabhAtanAM sAjomAMthI tame game te eka, be ke cAra sAja vAparo, to paNa tabalAM to emAM joIe ne joIe ja. e tabalAMnA tAlanI sauthI pahelI zodhatAnasenajIe karelI manAya che. tAnasenasaMgItane varyA hatA. saMgItanI kalA tAnasenajIne varI hatI. emaNe aneka bhulAI gayelAM, nAmazeSa rahelAM rAgarAgiNIone pharIne jIvatAM karyA hatAM. eTale ja saMgItazAstramAM tAnasenajIne rAganA pitA tarIke oLakhavAmAM Ave che. Avo eka nAmazeSa banelo rAga dIpaka. saMgItaparaMparAmAM dIpaka rAga mATe to evuM kahevAtuM ke e rAga koI gAyato dIvAo ApameLe jalavA mAMDe, lAkaDAmAMthI agni ApameLe jalavA mAMDe. AvuM dIpaka rAga mATe kahevAtuM. paNa akabarazAhanA jamAnAmAM to e kevaLa paraMparAnI vAta gaNAtI, kavinI kalpanA mAtra dekhAtI. evo rAga koI gAI zakayuM na hatuM. ne koI gAI zake ema koI mAnatuM na hatuM. | raddara ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco tAnasenajInI pratibhA jema - jema vadhatI gaI, tema - tema virodhIo paNa vadhatA gayA. jema * jema akabarazAha ene saMgItasamrATa tarIke biradAvatA gayA, tema - tema emanA sAmrAjaya sAme baMDakhoro paNa vadhatA gayA. emAM eka vAra dIvAne AmamAM vAtavAtamAM vivAda thaI paDayo. tAnasenajI saMgItasamrATa to tyAre ke jyAre e bhulAI gayelo, dIpaka rAga gAI batAve. ne e rAga emaNe gAyo che e sAco che ke nahi tenI parIkSA to svayaMsiddha che. sAco rAga sAcI rIte gavAze to dIvA ApoApa saLagI UThaze ja ne ! caDasAcaDasI thaI gaI ne akabarazAha paNa e gADImAM besI gayA. "basa, zAhI pharamAna che. mAbadaulata dIpaka rAga sAMbhaLavA mAMge che ?'' ane tAnasenajIe dIpaka rAga gAyo. ane dIpako jalyA. bAdazAha khuza thayA. moMmAthI navAjiza ApavAne taiyAra thayAM. paNa navAjiza Ape kone ? tAnasena to pAgala thaI gayA hatA. emanA romeromamAM Aga prakaTI nIkaLI hatI. emanA avAjanI garamI e dIpako to saLagAvyA, paNa e garamIe emano to jANe jIvatA ne jIvatA saLagAvI dIdhA. pAchalI buddhinA zAhano pastAvo tamAma eLe gayo : "are, A garamIno koI vaida ?'' koInIye davA, koInIye hakImI kAma na AvI. are, Ano koI upAya ? agara koI saMgItakAra zuddha meghamalAra gAya - gAI zake to e gAtAMnI sAthe vastAda paDe. e varasAdathI jo tAnasenajIne snAna karAvavAmAM || 263 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco Ave to emane lAgI gayelI dIpaka rAganI garamI dUra thAya. have bIjA gavaiyAone mAthe pUrI panotI beThI. gayA hatA tAnasenajInI mazkarI karavA, have emanI thavA mAMDI, koI meghamalAra gAI zakayuM nahi. jemaNe gAyo temAMthI koInAthIye varasAdano eka chAMTo paNa nA paDayo. tAnasena topAgala banyA che. romarome ghArAMpaDayAM che. romaromepara vahe che. saMgIta zAstrasamastane jIvatA AhvAna samAe AMhIthI tyAM ne tyAMthI AMhI rakhaDe che. have e ja akabarazAha emanAthI trAsyo che. emanI dekhabhALa rAkhanArA thAkI gayA che. ne eka divase tAnasena dilhImAM bhaTakatAM - bhaTakatAM kayAMnA kayAM nIkaLI gayAM.thoDo ajaMpo karIne zAha zAhanA kAmamAM paDayA.thoDI doDadhAma karIne nokarI bIjI nokarIe caDyA. vaDanagara nAgara brAhmaNonuM gAma. e gAmamAM eka nara ane eka nArI - beya nAgarabrAhmaNa rahe. emanAM nAma to maLatAM nathI. paNa emane eka putrI. nAma tanumatI. ne enuM TUMkAveluM tAnA. bALapaNathI gAvAnA cALA kare. eTale hulAmaNuM nAma rIrI. badhA ene tAnArIrI kahIne bolAve. bALapaNamAM paraNAvI.ne paraNIne taratavidhavA thaIne vidhavA paNa soLamI sadImAM, mugalAInA kALamAM bApanA dilamAM be vAta samAjanA vidhiniSedha badhA ja pALavAno custa Agraha. vidhavAthI bahAra nIkaLAya nahi. gAnatAna nA thAya. kevaLa gharakAma,devapUjAnevilAsathI rahita jIvana bhoyapathArI, ekaTaMka khAvAnuM, eka vastra paheravAnuM. puruSamAtranI ADe na utarAya. Avo samAjano vidhiniSedha ne bApano makkama Agraha. tAnArIrIe makkama pALavAno. | ra64 ||.

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco bIjI vAta, bApanI putrI pratye mAyA. ekanI eka putrI. vaLI saMskArI kuTuMbanI je janmathI saMgItanI zokhIna. bApe mArga kADhyo. saMgIta prabhune samarpI de. pachI tArAthI gAI zakAya.paNavidhavAne gAtuM bahAra koI sAMbhaLe to anAcAra thAya. mATe bahAra koI sAMbhaLe nahi ema gAvAnuM sthAna rAkhavuM. enuM sthAna kayAM? bApanA ghara pAse vAvahatI. bApe potAnA gharamAMthI vAvanIce bhoMyaru khodhuM. selAra vAva upara samathaLa pANI.enI nIcethI koI gAya to avAja bahAra zeno Ave? Ama tAnA rIrInA divaso jatA hatA. eka divasa A vAvane kAMThe eka pAgala AvIne pachaDAIne paDyo. bhUkhyo che. romaroma lohI-paru vahI rahyAM che. pANI pANI mAge che, paNa enA dedAra bhaya ane trAsa pamADe evA che. kAmaprasaMge bahAra gayelo tAnAno bApa potAne ghera pAcho Avato hato. tyAM eNe vAvanI pAse naranArIono kolAhala sAMbhaLyo. "are, e to pAgala che." "are, e to koDhiyo che." "are, e ragatapItiyo che." brAhmaNa Ubho rahyo. eNe joyuM. pANI mATenAM enA taraphaDiyAM joyAM. enI vyAdhi joI. ene dayA AvI. pAse jaIne eNe pAgalane upADayo. "are...are....mahArAja ! e koDhiyo che. juo to kharA !" "bhAI, je hoya te, paNa bhUkhyo che tarasyo che. emane ema e jAya to gAmane koDa nIkaLaze. enA karatAM mane ekane bhale nIkaLato." || ra66 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco e gharamAM AvyA. phaLiyAmAM eka jhADa hatuM. jhADanI nIce emanI pATa paDI rahetI. enA upara ene suvADayo. "pANI....pANI...." "are beTA tAnA are rIrI ! eka pANIno loTo lAva jaladI. A koI parapuruSa nathI. A to vyAdhigrasta ne aMtakALe Avelo koIka pAgala che beTA ! pANI lAva' tAnA pANI lAvI. ne enI najara daradI upara paDI.jaLapAtra hAthamAM rahI gayuM. "kAM beTA ! pANI lAvane......kema.....kema..... zuM joI rahI che ?" "bApu ! A koI pAgala nathI. enI tarasa pANIthI TaLaze nahi' "e zuM ?" "hA, bApu ! bhagavAnane mAro dharma pUchI rahI chuM.'' "tAro dharma.... zuM......?" "bApu, zAstroe varNavelA dIpaka rAgano A paraco che. bApu. A mAnavI je ho te hoya, paNa adbhuta saMgItasAdhaka che. eNe dIpakanI sAdhanA karI che. ne dIpaka ene roma roma phUTI nIkaLyo che. seMkaDo varasomAM je koIthI nathI thayuM te eNe karyu che.'' "paNa emAM tArA dharamanI zI vAta ?'' "malAra rAga koI gAya, to enAthI varasAda thAya, e varasAdanuM snAna Ane thAya to A mAnavI nirogI thAya' "ema ?" "huM gAu - gAI zakuM chuM - gAu - e nIrogI thAya - ne mAro vidhavAdharma calita thAya. eTale ja bApu, pUchuM chuM bhagavAnane mAro dharma zo ?'' || 266 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco "e vAta beTA tArI ne tArA bhagavAna vaccenI che. tuM je karIza e sAcuM karIza." tAnA tyAM ubhI rahI. vedanAthI Amatema cAlato pAgalano cahero pavanamAM pAMdaDuM Dole ema Dolato hato. "pA....NI....pA...NI...pANI...." ane pANI dhIme dhIme..dhIme dhIme....tAnAnA kaMThamAMthI malAranA sUra UThavA mAMDayA. guMjavA lAgyA. ghuMTAvA lAgyA. gherAvA lAgyA. zerImAMthI mANasa AvI caDayAM. pATa upara sUtelo pAgala....dhIme dhIme....dhIme....beTho thavA mAMDayo. dhIme dhIme dhIme sApa uparathI kAMcaLI Utare ema pAgalanA caherA uparathI vyAdhi - vedanA UtaravA mAMDayA. ne prekSako e gAnArIne ne e pAgalane vArApharatI tAkI rahyAM. AbhamAM vAdaLa gherAyAM. megha varasavA mAMDayo. pAgalanA aMga upara paDayo ane jANe azvinanInA varadAna pAmelA vRddha cyavana muni saritAmAMthI snAna karIne navayuvA bahAra AvyA tema pATa upara sUtelo pAgala meghamalAramAM snAna karelo, vedanA mAtrathI nirmaLa ubho thayo. khammA mArI mA ! khammA mArI mA ! khammA sarasvatI !' eNe doDIne tAnAnA pagamAM mAthuM jhukAvIne kahyuM : "khammA !mAro dIpakatApa cAlyo gayo che ! mA have baMdha karo. nahi to himALo varasaze." ane chatAM e rAga cAlu rahyo. "are......koI.....koI... mAnuM gAna baMdha karAvo. koI baMdha karAvo...nahi to.... nahi to....dIpakanI AgamAM huM jalyo.....hemALAnI ThaMDImAM e.... koI baMdha karAvo....'' paNa gAna cAlatuM ja rahyuM, sUra ghUMTAtA rahyA....Akhare baMdha paDayA. || 2674

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco tyAre himALAnA baraphathIye vadhAre ThaMDItAnAnI prANahIna pratimAja tyAM rahI. ne bhAratasamastanA saMgItanI tavArIkhamAM potAnI pAchaLa zukratArA jevuM nAma mUkatI gaI. tAnasenajIe tabalAnA baMdho tyArathI enA nAmanA akSarothI bAMdhyA. bhAratanA saMgItanA sUromAM e camaka rahI gaI. akhaMDa AnaMda eprila 60 aMte e aMgreja aphasare mahAjana samakSa heTa utArI -zrI rasika mahetA amadAvAdathI uttara dizAmAM chatrIsa kilomITara dUra sAdarA nAmanuM gAma AveluM che. aMgrejI rAjyanA jamAnAmAM A gAmamAM ejansInI koThI hatI.dara pAMca varSe navo poliTikala ejanTa Avato enA hAtha nIce resiDenTo ane anya adhikArIo rahetA. poliTikala ejanTa eTale nAnakaDo vAIsaroya. rajavADAomAM enI pheMphATe kAyado ane vyavasthA jALavavA enA tAbAmAM moTuM, polIsadaLa ane lazkarIdaLa rahetuM. sAdarAmAMviliyama brAra nAmano eka yuvAna ane tumAkhIthI bharelo e.jI.jI.Avyo.svabhAvano nirdayaanezikArano zokhIna paNa sAdarAnI AsapAsanA jagaMlanA pradezamAM zikAranI joIe tevI anukULatA nahi AvI hoya. AthI te potAnA baMgalAnA kampAunDamAM ja ubho ubho pakSIonA zikAra khelato enA mANaso khullA medAnamAM hAkoTAdekArA karIne pakSIone gabharAve ane kUMjaDI-TIToDI tetara - baTera jevA nirdoSa pakSIo bahAvarAM banIne Ama-tema uDAuDa kare tyAre sAheba bahAdura goLI choDInevihaMgone | 26s||

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meM vAMcyu tame paNa vAMco vIMdhI nAkhe. keTalIka vakhate amuka mosamamAM anya pakSIo najare paDe tyAre e. jI. jI. nA mANaso kabUtaronA ToLAM uDADe ane po. ejanTa sAheba nirdoSa pArevaDAMone goLIethI vIMdhIne zikArano AnaMda mANe. paNa Akhare sAdarAnA mahAjana mATe A paristhiti asahya thaI paDI. e jamAnAmAM mahAjananuM khAsuM jora ane rAjakartAo e paNa A videzI adhikArIne hiMdanI mahAjana nAmanI saMsthA ane tenI zakita viSe kazo khyAla Apyo na hato. Ama chatAM mahAjananA pratinidhio eka vakhata tene maLavA gayA ane sAdarA jevA ahiMsaka vastIvALA gAmamAM AvI rIte prANI hatyA nahi karavA vinaMtI karI. sattAnA nazAmAM cakacUra ane rAjakartA tarIkenuM abhimAna dharAvatA e. jI. e A vinaMtI ThukarAvI kADhI ane gAmanA cokamAM ja ubhA rahIne pakSIono vadhu bephAma DhaMge zikAra khelavA mAMDayo. mahAjana mATe have kharekharo kasoTIno kALa AvI pahoMcyo eNe tarata ja sabhA bharI ane samasta gAmane haDatAlanuM elAna ApyuM. ane A to mahAjananuM elAna e koI rAjakIya pakSa ke vADAnI hoMsAtusImAMthI udbhavelo svArthI saMgharSa na hato. nAnA moTA tamAma vepArIoe dukAno baMdha karI. kAma karanArA mANasoe kAma baMdha karyA, tyAM sudhI ke jhADuvALAo ane bhaMgIoe saphAI kAma neve mUkI dIdhuM. poliTikala ejanTanA baMgalAnA mALI ane bhaMgIthI karIne rasoyA sudhInA tamAma nokaro haDatAla para utarI gayA. e. jI. jI. e garjanA karI. "huM bahArathI mANaso bolAvIza. sipAIone kAme lagADIza." gAma lokoe paDakAra dIdho....AvavA do. tamArA sipAhIone amArI lAza parathI javuM paDaze." daramyAnamAM e. jI. jI. nI meDama bimAra paDI. uttara gujarAtanI || 266 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco garama havAmAM ene lU lAgI gaI. ene Akhe zarIre kALI baLatarA jAgI. poliTikala ejanTe DokaTarane bolAvyo. e vakhate sAdarAmAM rahetA eka mAtra DokaTare e. jI. jI. nI patnIne tapAsavA javAnI sApha nA pADI. ane je sajA thAya, te baradAsta karI levAnI taiyArI dAkhavI. Akhare amadAvAdathI koI gorA DokaTarane bolAvavAmAM Avyo meDamane tapAsIne teNe sUcanA ApI. vahelAmAM vahelI take memasA'ba ne nALiyeranAM pANI pAvAnuM zarU karo. uparAMta lIMbu nuM pANI, phaLono rasa ane amuka - tamuka prakAranI auSadhio ApavA mAMDo. paNa gAmamAM to sakhata haDatAla hatI. nALiyerI ke lIMbu to zuM koIpaNa cIja kayAMya maLe tema na hatI. mAMdagImAM piDAtI meDamanI cIso vadhu ne vadhu karuNa banatI jatI hatI. eno jIva jokhamamAM mukAI gayo hato. Akhare e.jI. jI. no mijAja ThekANe Avyo. sekreTarIne mokalIne eNe mahAjananA movaDIone bolAvyA,temanI samakSa heTa utArI....potAnI patnIne bacAvavA mATe dukAna kholIne nALiyera ApavA vinaMtI karI. mahAjananA vaDA e ekaja savAla karyo. sAheba ! tamArI patnInA mRtyu samayano A taraphaDATa tamArAthI joI zakato nathI, kharUM ne ! eno prANa jokhamamAM che e joIne tame ATalA badhA vyAkuLa banI jAo cho, paNa tyAre tamane e vicAra nathI Avato ke sAdarAnA gaganamAM viharatAMnirdoSa pakSIone temano prANa paNa ATalo ja vahAlo che. goLI thI viMdhAIne taraphaDatA e mUMgA jIvone paNa maratI vakhate ATalI ja vedanA veThavI paDe che. sAhebanI sAna ThekANe AvI gaI. enI meDame ene pANI levarAvyuM ane hindanI bhUmi para pharIne zikAra nahi khelavAnI eNe pratijJA jAhera karI. te pachI mahAjane tAtkAlika mAtAjInA maMdirathItenenALiyera maMgAvI dIdhAM.vADIomAMthI lIMbu maMgAvIne mahAjane jAte ja memasAba' ne tenAM zarabata pIvaDAvyAM. ene DokaTare davA ApIne tathA sukhaDano lepa karIne teno prANa bacAvyo. muslimo ane aMgrejonA rAjya amalamAM mahAjananI ATalI ANa 270 ||

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meM vAMcyu tame paNa vAMco hatI. A janatAnI tAkAta hatI. Aje dezamAM kahevAtI gAMdhIvAdI sarakAranuM rAja che ane vaDApradhAna pade evI vyakita birAje che. je vAcharaDAne zItaLAnI rasI mukAtI joIne paNa vyathA anubhave che, ane tyAre gIranA jaMgalamAM kevaLa manoraMjananA hetusara karAvavAmAM AvatAM siMhanA darzana mATe, ke siMhanI vasatI gaNatarI mATe seMkaDo nirdoSa abola pazuonAM mAraNa tarIke bhoga apAya che. siMha koI prANIno sIdho zikAra khele temAM ane mAraNanA zikAramAM ghaNo pharaka che. mAraNane to bicArAne kalAko paryaMta mAnasika trAsa veThavo paDe che. siMha potAno zikAra khelavA Ave tyAM sudhI bIkamAM tharatharavuM paDe, ane sAvajanI garjanA sAMbhaLatA - sAMbhaLatA jhADa sAthe baMdhAyelA mAraNane motanI pratikSA karatAM rahevuM paDe. e to adhamamAM adhama prakAranI nirdayatA che (gujarAta samAcAra nA saujanyathI) kalyANa - peja323 ricAriThA be eka varSa paranI vAta che. mArI bahenane TAIphoIDa thayo hato ane sAravAra mATe tene eka IspitAlamAM rAkhavAmAM AvI hatI. tenI sthiti ghaNI gaMbhIra hatI. eka divasa huM tenA khATalA najIka beThI hatI tyAre bahenanI sAravAra mATe rahelI eka govAnijha paricArikAe AvIne tene davA pAI. davA pItAMnI sAthe ja bahenane ekadama UlaTI thaI gaI ane paricArikAnuM moM, hAtha AMkha tathA kapaDAM UlaTIthI kharaDAI gayAM. mane bIka lAgI ke hamaNAM ja e gusse thaIne game tema bolaze, paraMtu mArA Azcarya vacce meM joyuM to paricArikAnA mukha para na hato gusso ke na hato tiraskAra. tenA mukha para to e ja ciraMjIva dayAbhAva ane zAMti veratuM hAsya hatuM. thoDIvAramAM te snAna karI potAnAM svaccha kapaDAM paherI hasate mukhe pharaja upara pAchI hAjara thaI gaI. AvI keTalI paricArikAo hiMdamAM haze ? na akhaMDa AnaMda jAnyuArI 1956 || 271 || -AzA ni. paMDayA

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco saryuM AvA saundaryathI! attara jevA sugaMdhI padArthonI suvAsa jaladIthI UDI jAya che. A suvAsane vadhu samaya TakAvI rAkhavA mATe cokkasa padArthone atyaMta ochA pramANamAM tenI sAthe bheLavavAmAM Ave che. AvA padArtho phikaseTIva" kahevAya che je attara vagere nI suvAsane "phikasa'" kahe che eTale ke tene jhaDapathI UDI jatI aTakAve che ene suvAsa lAMbA samaya sudhI TakI rahe che. kastUrI pote sarasa sugaMdha dharAvato padArtha che. te sAthe tenI sugaMdha seMkaDo varSa sudhI TakI rahe evI TakAu hoya che. paraMtu Adhunika sauMdaryanA sAdhano banAvanArAo teno upayoga mukhyatve 'phikaseTiva" tarIke ja kare che, ane attara jevA bIjA sugaMdhI padArthonI suvAsa temAM saheja kastUrInuM "Tinkacara" bheLavavAthI ghaNI TakAu bane che. AvAM sauMdaryanAM sAdhano vAparavAnI vastuo hovAthI, te vaparAyI rahe tyAM sudhI tenI aMdaranA sugaMdhI padArthanI suvAsa TakI rahe to te pUratuM thaI paDe che. kastUrInI jema "phikaseTiva' tarIke vaparAtA bIjA padArthomAM "aMbaragrisa" tarIke oLakhAtA padArthano samAveza thAya che. aMbaragrisa vhela mAchalInA AMtaraDAmAM thAya che, ane te vhela koIka vAra okI nAMkhe che. e padArtha mINa jevo dekhAya che. ane te vhela okI nAkhe che tyAre pANInI upara tarato rahe che. aMbaragrisanA "phikaseTiva' tarIkenA upayoga mATe tenI mAMga vadhatAM vhelanA AMtaraDAmAMthI te meLavavA mATe paNa vhelano zikAra karavAne uttejana maLyuM hatuM. vhela 90 phUTa karatAM paNa vadhu lAMbu dariyAI prANI che ane tenuM vajana 100 Tana karatAM paNa vadhu hoya che. A prANI dariyAmAM rahetuM hovA chatAM te baccAne dhavaDAvanArU prANI che ane tene zvAsa levA mATe pANInI upara AvavuM || 272

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco paDe che. tenuM lohI paNa garama hoya che. vhela mAchalI moTA bhAge pRthvInA uttaranA ane dakSiNanA zIta kaTibaMdhonA samudromAM thAya che tenA zikAra mATe khAsa sAdhano dharAvatAM jahAjomAM zikArIo jAya che. chela jahAjanI najIka jovAmAM AvatAM tenA para dArUgoLo dharAvatuM bhAloDiyuM pheMkavAmAM Ave che A bhAloDiyAthI ghAyala thayethI vahela pANImAM jhaDapathI nAse che. paraMtu bhAloDiyuM tenA peTamAM bhayaMkara pIDA pedA karatuM hoya che. dArUgoLo eTalAja pramANamAM vAparavAmAM Avelo hoya che ke jenAthI vhelanuM maraNa nIpaje paraMtu tenA zarIramAMthI kIMmatI avayavo ane padArthono nAza na thAya. Amavhela sAmAnya rIte eka kalAkathI vadhu samaya sudhI pIDAyA pachI maraNa pAme che. aneka vAra vhela motanI sAme kalAko sudhI jhajhUme che. AvI rIte zikAra banatI helamAMthI garbhavatI vhelano paNa samAveza thAya che. tene peTamAM dArUgoLo phuTavAthI atyaMta vedanA thAya che. AvI pIDAkAraka rIte helanuM maraNa nipajAvyA pachI tenA zarIramAMthI je padArtho maLe che. temAM "aMbaragrisa"no samAveza thAya che. tenAM zarIramAMthI maLatAM carabI ane telano sAbu jevAM sauMdaryanA sAdhano banAvavA mATe upayoga thAya che. duniyAbharamAM dara varSe50 hajAra vhelano saMhAra thAya che. motI khArA samudramAMnI kAlu mAchalInI chIpamAM pedA thAya che. kAlu mAchalInuM zarIra tenI uparanI chIpa ane nIcenI chIpa ema be chIponI vacce saMpUrNa rIte rasAyeluM hoya che. balka kAlu mAchalI A bane chIponI kinArIone bhiDAvIne baMdha karIne jANe tenI aMdara besI rahelI hoya che. A mAchalIo samudranA taLiye pedA thAya che ane tyAM ja paDI rahe che. A mAchalInA zarIrano je bhAgachIpanI sAthe joDAyelo che tenI ane | 273 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco chIpanI vacce koI bahAranI retInA kaNanA jevI kaThaNa vastu bharAI jAya che to mAchalIne te khUMce che ane pIDA thAya che. A pIDAnuM nivAraNa karavA mATe mAchalI AvA kaThaNa kaNanI AsapAsa lagabhaga tenI chIpanA jevo ja padArtha potAnA zarIramAMthI jharapAve che je suMvALA padArtha kaNanI AsapAsa saMpUrNa rIte jAmI jAya che ane e rIte eka hAtha para mAchalInI pIDA dUra thAya che ane bIjA hAtha para eka suMdara motI sarjAya che. kAraNa ke pIDA karatA kaThaNa vastu AsapAsa jharapIne goLAkAramAM jAmato padArtha eja motI che. kAlu mAchalInI pIDA jeTalI tIvra hoya ane jeTalA lAMbA samaya sudhI cAle teTalA pramANamAM tenA zarIramAMthI vadhu padArtha jhare che ane vadhu moTuM motI baMdhAya che. kAlu mAchalInI chIpa ane chIpanI sAthe joDAyelA zarIranA bhAganI vacce upara jaNAvyA mujaba koI bahArano retI jevo kaThaNa kaNa dhUmavAno banAva kavacita ja koIka ja kAlu mAchalInA saMbaMdhamAM bane che ane tethI evA kaThaNa khUMcatA ane atyaMta pIDAkAraka kaNanI sAmenI kAlu mAchalInA zarIranI pratikriyAnA pariNAme chIpamAM motI baMdhAvAno banAva paNa koIka ja kAlu mAchalInA saMbaMdhamAM bane che. Ama kudaratI saMjogomAM lAkho kAlu mAchalIomAMthI ekAda ja kAlu mAchalInI chIpamAM motI hoya che. AthI samudranA taLiye je sthaLe kAlu mAchalIonuM moTuM "kSetra" hoya che. tyAM DUbakI mAranArA marajIvAo TopalAo bharIne kAlu mAchalIo ekaThI karatA hoya che. to paNa jyAre te mAchalIonI chIpo ughADIne jovAmAM Ave che, tyAre koIka ja chIpamAMthI motI maLe che ane bAkInI badhI kAlu mAchalIono, teonI chIpo ughADI nAkhavAthI, nirarthaka nAza thAya che. ,, Ama kudaratI saMjogo para AdhAra rAkhavAmAM Ave to motI e atyaMta virala vastu banI rahe che. AvI sthiti hajAro varSa sudhI rahyA pachI, jyAre kAlu mAchalI kayA kAraNasara ane kevI rIte motI pedA kare che. te jyAre mAnavIne Adhunika || 274 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco samayamAM samajAyuM tyAre teno lAbha laIne teNe ''kalcarDa' motI pedA karavAnI paddhati vikasAvI. jApAnIo A paddhati vikasAvavAmAM AgevAna hatA. Ama kalcarDa motI e mAnavIe vikasAvelI paddhatithI bane che. paraMtu te banAvaTI athavA khoTuM nathI kAraNa ke mAnavI te kAlu mAchalI pAse ja sarjAve che. alabatta, tenAthI motInI viralatA ochI thaI jAya che. kAlu mAchalIo pAse motI pedA karAvavA mATe evI mAchalIone ekaThI karavAmAM Ave che ane teone jIvaMta rAkhavA mATe khArA pANI vagerenI vyavasthA karavAmAM Ave che. te pachI kAlu mAchalInI chIpa ane tenI sAthe joDAyelA tenA zarIranA bhAganI vacce kaThaNa kaNa kRtrima rIte dAkhala karavAmAM Ave che. amerikAnA pigaTo kalemanI chIpano kaNa A kArya mATe uttama gaNAya che. kAlu mAchalInA zarIramAM UMDuM chidra pADIne temAM AvA kaThaNa kaNane ghusADavo e mukhya kArya che. paraMtu kaNane ekalo ghusADavAmAM Avato nathI. eka kAlu mAchalIne judI rAkhIne tenA zarIranA mAMsamAMthI eka paDano nAnakaDo bhAga laIne tene paNa kaThaNa kaNanI sAthe, je kAlu mAchalInI pAse motI pedA karAvavuM hoya te mAchalInA zarIramAM pADavAmAM AvelA chidramAM besADavAmAM Ave che. Ama kAlu mAchalIonI chIpamAM (chIpanI sAthe mAchalInA zarIrane joDatA bhAgamAM) kaThaNa kaNa dAkhala karavAnI sAthe mAMsa koSonuM paDa paNa dAkhala karavA mATe evuM paDa meLavavA 12 thI 15 kAlu mAchalI dITha eka kAlu mAchalIno upayoga karavAmAM Ave che. kaThaNa kaNa dAkhala karavAnI zastrakriyA je kAlu mAchalIo para karavAmAM AvI hoya, evI 50 thI 60 mAchalIone eka "pIMjarA'" mAM rAkhavAmAM Ave che ane AvA pIMjarAone dariyAmAM 4 thI 6 aThavADiyA sudhI DUbelAM rAkhavAmAM Ave che. A daramiyAna keTalIka kAlu mAchalIo jIvaMta rahe che ane bIjI zastrakriyAnA AghAtathI marI jAya che nAnA kaNamAMthI nAnuM motI eka mosamamAM taiyAra thAya che jyAre moTAM motI taiyAra thatAM 3 thI || 276 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco 7 varSa lAge che. kAlumAchalIo atyaMta saMvedanazIla hovAthI tene kaThaNa kaNathI ghaNI pIDA thAya che. alaMkAra, zobhA, zokha ane phezananI vastu tarIke A mAchalIo pAse motI eTale ke kalcarDamotI pedA karAvavA mATe teone lAMbA samaya sudhI tIvra pIDA ApavAmAM Ave che. te mAnavatAnI dRSTie paNa yogya nathI. kalyANa sapTembara 1978 (muMbaI samAcAranA saujanyathI) avasAna aMgenA vicitra rivAja spena dezamAM sapTembara mahinAnA trIjA aThavADiyAmAM avasAna pAmelA pUrvajonAM phoTA mUkIne enI cArebAju phUlo goThavavAmAM Ave che. pachI khUba nAca gAna karavAmAM Ave che. covIsa kalAka pachI maranAranI athI sajAvIne kADhavAmAM Ave che. nadIkinAre jaIne athamAMthI pUrvajonA phoTA kADhIne nadImAM vahetA mUkI devAmAM Ave che. tyAMnA loko mAne che ke Ama karavAthI pUrvajono AtmA bhaTakato nathI. jApAnamAM avasAna pAmelA pUrvajonA AtmAnI zAMti mATe maranAranI kabara upara phAnasa saLagAvIne mUkavAmAM Ave che. thAIlenDanA AdivAsIomAM pUrvajonA AtmAnI zAMti mATe emanA vArasadAra pUnamanI rAtre cAMdanInA ajavALAmAM hAthI upara besIne saraghasa kADhe che. saraghasamAM AvanArA lokone maranAra pUrvajonI manapasaMda cIjo lUMTAvavAmAM Ave che. - romamAM maranAra pUrvajano phoTo sajAvIne enI cArebAju attara chAMTavAmAM Ave che ane dArU DhoLavAmAM Ave che. ahIMnA loko mAne che ke maranArano AtmA attaranI sugaMdhathI kheMcAI Ave che ane dArU pIne | 276 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco thaI jAya che. khuzakhuzAla yugAnDA dezanA loko mAne che ke maranAra dareka mANasa eka vakhata jarUra bhUta bane che ane judA - judA rUpamAM enA gharavALAone dekhAya che. ahIMnA loko maranAranA AtmAnI zAMti mATe eka kALuM khokhuM banAvaDAve che. pachI maMtra bhaNIne e khokhuM baMdha karIne, maranAranuM nAma letAM nadI kinAre jAya che ane khokhAne pANImAM mUkI de che. cInamAM maranAra pUrvajone yAda karIne loko potAnA mAthAnA vALa kapAvIne bALe che jethI maranAranA AtmAne zAMti maLe. -'rakhevALa" sodA ! zizuo jyAM vecAya che ane ziziro jyAM kapAya che hindImAMthI anuvAda : zrI pUrNendu vadhano vepAra !hADakA ane hADapiMjaronA hATa ! zizuonA ziranA asaMbhava sAva asaMbhava lAge evI A vAto che. paNa bhArate e vAtanuM varavuM pradarzana karyuM che ke, jo lakSmI maLatI hoya, to harakoI jAtanA vepAra karavAmAM vAMdho zo che ? jANIne AMsuone AmaMtraNa maLe evuM eka Azcarya thaze ke, vizvamAM bhArata ja mAtra eka evo deza che ke, je vizvanA 23 dezone zizunA zira ane mAnavonA hADapiMjara pUrA pADato hoya ! evA 30 niryAtakArone lAyasansa ApyA che ke, jeo hADapiMjaronA hATa mAMDIne ene vecI zake ! kayAM gaI kAlanA bhAratanI dharmamUlaka bhavyatA ! ne kayAM atyAranI AvI lohIthI lacapaca lakSmInI lAlasA ! lakSmInI A lAlasAo have eka navuM vikarALa svarUpa chatuM karyuM che ane zizuonA zira vecAvA mAMDayA che. vAMcatA paNa arerATI chUTI jAya, || 277 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco evIdardIlIAdAstAna che. paNa prajAno je virATa Aje kuMbhakarNanI nidrAmAM poDhI gayo che, ene jagADavA AvA dardIne paNa marda banIne ghaNIvAra kalama dvArA sazabda banAvavA paDatA hoya che. bihAra paTanAthI prakAzita eka dainikamAM ekAda varSa pUrve evA samAcAra prakAzita thayA hatA ke, bihAranI dharatI parathI eka varSamAM 5 thI 7 bALakone gAyaba karavAmAM AvyA che mahinAo sudhI A samAcAranI AsapAsa anekavidha praznArthonI sRSTi gherAtI rahI.paNa hamaNAM ekAeka ja A "bALa -corI"nuM pagerU pakaDAI gayuM. thoDA mahinAo pUrvenA hindIdainikomAM evA samAcAra prasiddha thayA hatA ke, bALakonA coro rAjyanA vividha bhAgomAM phelAyelA che, e badhA coro mAsUma, khIlelA phUla jevA nAnA - namaNA bALakone corI - corIne paTanA pahoMcADe che, A pUrve emane jhera pIvaDAvIne kamote mAravAmAM Ave che. jhera pIdhA bAda mRtapAya ane behoza banelA e bALakonA gaLA upara charI pharI vaLe che. - balinI vedI para vadherAtA bakarAnI jema charAnA eka ja jhATake zizuonA zarIra parathI jhUMTavI levAmAM AvelA e ziramAMthI pachI mAMsa Adi kADhI laIne tene pANImAM ukALIne sUkavavAmAM Ave che. Aje saMpUrNabihAra dhrujatA cahere aneka prazno ekI sAthe pUchI rahyuM che : bALakonI garadana kApanArA A nara - rAkSaso konA IzAre AvI bALahatyAnuM paDyuMtra calAvI rahyA haze? AvA krUra kasAIo sudhI bALako kaI rIte pahoMcatA haze? tyAM sudhI bALakone pahoMcADanArA dAnavo koNa haze ?je bALakonA dhaDathI gaMgAnI goda apavitra banAvAI rahI che, ebALakono koI aparAdha kharo? A ane AvA rUMvATAM kaMpAvanArA savAlone ukelavA jatA je karUNa - kahANInA aMzo bahAra AvyA che, e to vaLI AMkhamAMthI AMzu nahi. lohI kheMcI lAve, eTalAM badhA dadalAM che. paisAnA bhUkhyA evA keTalAka coro che. ane e corone sahAya | ra7; //

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco karanArI huMDiyAmaNanI bhUkha evI sarakAra che, jethI Aje bihAra-orissA videzI be rAjyonA nAma badanAma banyA che bhArata sarakAre hUMDiyAmaNanA lobhamAM lapeTAIne mANasanA hADapiMjara vecavAnA paravAnA keTalAkane amuka zarate ApyA che. paNa e zaratonA bhUkka - bhUkkAM bolAvIne evA kRkRtyo karI rahyA che ke jethI bhAratane bhAre badanAmI vahoravI paDe ! jenuM koI vArasa nahoya,evI lAzane 72 kalAka sudhI bALI zakAtI nathI, tyAM sudhI AnuM jatana vArtAnukulina rUmamAM karavAnuM hoya che, A arasAmAM eno phoTo chApAmAM prasiddha karIne elAzanA vArasadArane zodhavAno prayAsa karavAno hoya che. ATalA samaya sudhImAM jo e lAzanA vArasadArano koI vArasanamaLe, to pachI enI aMtyeSTi karavAnI hoya che. Avo kAyado pothImAM che. chatAM hADapiMjaro zodhavA AjanI jema bhaTakatA nara - rAkSaso hospiTalo, smazAno ane durdhaTanA - grasta kSetromAM pahoMcI jAya che ane zabone cokkasa ThekANe pahoMcADavAmAM saphaLa bane che. evuM nathI ke, AnI jANa e e sthAnanA DokaTaro, rakSako Adine na thatI hoya ! emanI AMkhamAM dhULa nAkhIne nara - rAkSaso AvuM kRtya karatA hoya, evuM ya nathI. paNa AvA badhA rakSakoneya eo potAnI A pravRttinA sAthIdAra banAvI daIne vADa pAse ja cIbhaDA gaLAve che. A rIte zabo meLavI ApanArane rUpiyA doDhasothI chasso jeTalI kamANI thatI hoya che, ane e narazabone vecIne pelA nara - rAkSaso to vaLI AthIya vadhu kamAtA hoya che. Ama, hADapiMjaronA vepAra pAchaLa eka vyavasthita jALa goThavAyelI che. A amAnavIya kRtyano have eka navo ja phaNago bihAramAM phUTayo che ane ethI jIvatA bALakonI corI zarU thaI che. corAyelA bALakonA deha parathI mAthuM kApanArA hatyArAo e tarapha "chila paTiyA" tarIke oLakhAya che. A loko bAMsavATa dIpAghara Adi gaMgAnA verAna-nirjanavibhAgamAM ghUmatA hoya che ane tyAMnA nAvikone paNa paisAno lobha batAvIne hiMsAnA dalAla banAvI detA hoya che. nAviko game tyAMthI bALakone pakaDIne A lokone sope che. pachI A loko madirA DhIMcIne || ra76 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco A jIvatA - bALakonA gaLA para charI calAvIne dhaDa parathI mAthuM alaga kare che. e mAthAmAMthI mAMsa Adi kheMcI - kheMcIne bahAra kADhe che. pachI e bALa khoparIne garama pANImAM ukALIne sUkavI nAkhe che. hADapiMjarone ukALIne sApha karavAnuM vyavasthita kArya paTanA meDikala kolejamAM thAya che. kolejamAM seMkaDe 25 TakA jIvatA bALakonI khoparIo sUkAvAtI hovAnI coMkAvanArI vigata maLatA AnI najIkamAM cAlatI bALakonI eka skUla baMdha thaI gaI che. Avo binakAyadesara vepAra karanArA lagabhaga daramahinezizuzironI 200 peTIo paTanA jaMkazanathI kalakattA tarapha ravAnA karatA hoya che. eka peTImAM 8 thI 10 zizuziro samAvAtA hoya che. A bukiga vaizAkha - jeTha mahinAmAM "kerIonI peTI'" nA nAme thatuM hoya che kahe che ke, amerikA, keneDA, phrAnsa, osTreliyA Adi dezomAM bALakhoparInI mAMga ghaNI che, ane divase - divase A mAMga vadhatI ja jAya che. cikitsA ane vijJAnanA kSetramAM hADapiMjaro ne bALakhoparIonI jaMgI AvazyakatA paDatI hovAthI e dezomAM mAMgyA bhAva cUkavIne A badhuM kharIde che. e loko samaje che ke, bALa - khoparIo bhAratamAM jaladI sulabha bane ema che. AthI lakSmInI lAlaca ApIne e dezoe AvA mAsUma - bALakonI hatyAnI jALa bhAratamAM bihAramAM pAtharI che. hAla haramahine lagabhaga 1500 zizuziro bihAramAMthI A rIte kalakattA pahoMcADAya che. Ama, eka tarapha bihAramAM zizuo kapAya che, to orissAmAM zizuo vecAya che. orissAmAM ''kAlAhAMDI" jillAmAM garIbI eTalA badhA moTA pramANamAM phelAyelI che ke, lagabhaga to ghaNI kharI mAtAo mRta - bALakone ja janma Ape che, jo koIne jIvato bALaka janme che, to tenuM bharaNa poSaNa karavA asamartha e mAtA potAnA bALakane IsAI AdinA mizanomAM mUkavA jatA vacamAM thoDI sADIo ke thoDA rUpiyAnuM pralobhana maLatA vecI mAre che. eka bhUtapUrva pradhAnanA zabdomAM e vibhAgamAM, caNA ane mamarA karatAM paNa sastA bhAvamAM bALako vecAya che. || 260 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco A vakhate menI sakhata garamImAM kAlAhAMDI jillAnuM eka sarvekSaNa karavAmAM AvyuM, to coMkAvanArI vigato maLI.A divasomAM gAmaDAnA gAmaDA bAjunI pahADIomAM pahoMcI jAya che. kAraNa ke tyAM khAvA mATe jhADIonA pAMdaDA to sahelAIthI maLe !emAM ghaNI jherI vanaspatio paNa hoya che, paNa enIya paravA karyA vinA gAmanA gAma khAlI karIne loko AvI pahADImAM jaIne divasonA divaso kheMcI kADhe che. A jillo kudaratanA kopano to bhoga banyo ja che. taduparAMta bIjI bAju zAsakIya tumAkhIo, anyAyabharI avyavasthAo ane so maNa tele aMdhArA jevI avadazAonoya pUrepUro bhoga banyo che. jethI AvI prajAnA uddhAra (?)mATe karoDonI yojanAo prastAvita thavA chatAM e rUpiyAne kayAMthI paga AvI jAya che ane e kayAM adRzya banI jAya che, e prajA jANI zakatI nathI ! - ahiMsAnA saMdezanI udgama - bhUmi gaNAtI bihAranI dharatI Aje paisAnA lobhe "bALa - khoparI'' jevA niSThura - vepAranI hATa mAMDIne beThI che ane orissAnA aneka gAmaDAonI prajAne peTa bharavA mATe thoDAka damaDAnI lAlaca, sagA - saMtAnoya vecavAnI pharaja pADatI hoya che. dezamAM hiMsA je rIte haraNaphALa bharI rahI che, enuM eka karUNAtikarUNa citra zizuonA ziranI A dardIlI - dAstAnamAMthI nathI upasI AvatuMzuM?hindI dainika'bhAskara"nA 25 julAI 1985nA aMkamAM Ano sacitra ane savistara ahevAla jANe lohImAM lekhinI boLIne AlekhAyo che. ahIM to enuM AMzika pratibiMba ja jhIlavAno prayAsa thayo che. AvI hiMsAne koNa nAthaze ? AvI hiMsAnI hutAzanImAM jANye - ajANye peTrola banI jatI e dayanIya - garIbInA bhaDakAne olavavA dayAnI koI meghamALA bAtha bhIDaze kharI ? vartamAnamAM to AnAthIya vadhAre karuNa ghaTanAo banI rahI che. kalyANa 1985 letes || 26 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco duniyAnA sauthI ajaba kaMjusa - zrImaMto ane temanAM jIvananA vicitra prasaMgo jainazAstromAM mammaNa zeTha jevA kaMjUsonIvAto Ave che. je puNyodaye meLavelI saMpattinonasavyaya karI zake, nasvayaM bhogavI zake, paNa tene ema ne ema sAcavI tenI gulAmI karI chevaTe khAlI hAthe pAchA jAya. kharekhara meLavavAnuM puNya juduM che, bhogavavAnuM puNya juduM che, ane tyAganA puNyanI to balihArI che. duniyAmAM mammaNa zeThane paNa TapI jAya tevA lakSmInA gulAma kaMjusa zrImaMto thayA che, tenI mAhitI Apato A rasaprada lekha vAcako mATe ahi rajU karela che. AnA parathI eTalo sAra nIkaLe che ke, je kAMI maLyuM che, teno sadupayoga karavAmAM vivekI mAnavoe avazya zakaya karavuM. jagatamAM sAcI rIte moTA pramANamAM paisA meLavavA muzkela che, paNa tethI vadhu muzkela, meLavelA paisAne sAcavavAnuM kArya che. potAnA bApa-dAdAnI lAkhkhonI milkata zera - saTTA ke resa jugAramAM uDAvI daIne gaNatarInA varSomAM ja pAyamAla thaI gayelA kamanasIba lokone ApaNe jANIe chIe tyAre A vidhAnanI khAtarI thAya che. hAthamAMnA paisA sAcavIne karakasarathI vAparavAnI AvaDatane abhAve jema AvA loko hada uparAMtanI karakasara - kaMjusAIthI duHkhI thAya che. tevA loko binajarUrI to zuM paNa jarUrI kharcapaNa karI zakatA nathI. AvA loko chate paise khAvA-pIvA,paheravA-oDhavA vagere bAbatomAM jANe pote nidhana hoya tevuM ja jIvana gALatA hoya che ane eTale hAthe karIne duHkho anubhavatA hoya che ane muzkelIo veThatA hoya che. temanuM aDhaLaka dhana temanA kAmamAM AvatuM nathI paNa temanAM maraNa bAda bIjAonA hAthamAM jaI paDe che. ApaNe tyAM melAghelA daridrI jaNAtA, paNa lAkhonI milkata dharAvatA keTalAka kaMjusonA udAharaNo jANItAM che. temane joIe to kalpanA paNa Ave nahi ke temanI pAse lAkho rUpIAnI milkato haze. A prakAranA kaMjuso badhA ja dezomAM jovA maLe che ane temAMthI aneka kaMjuso to eka ke bIjA kAraNasara yAdagAra paNa banyA che. || 22 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco bhaMDariyAmAM bharAI raheto kaMjusa : vIlIyama Denyana nAmano eka kaMjusa tenI kaMjusAI mATe khUba jANIto thayo che. tenI pAse keTalo paiso che tenI tenA pADozIo suddhAMne khabara paDatI nahi. eTaluM ja nahi paNa pADozIo to tene bicAro bhUkhe marato koI mAnavI che ema jANIne avAra - navAra potAnuM vadhyuM - ghaTayuM jamaNa tene ApI AvatAM. DenyananI kaMjusAI eTalI to ugra hatI ke tene Akhare A rIte prApta thatA bIjAonA khorAka upara potAno nibhAva karavAnI eka Adata paDI gaelI. ane eka paNa damaDI vAparavI e tene moTI kaSTadAyaka ghaTanA lAgatI. rahevA mATe tene eka moTo phaleTa hato, paNa te samagra phaleTano upayoga karavAne badale temAMnA eka aMdhAriyA bhaMDAriyAmAM bharAIne raheto. teno paheraveza ciMtharehAla jevo hato. tene jotAM koIne paNa thAya ke te bhUkhe marato bhikhArI hovo joIe. jo ke te bhikSA mAgato nahI, paNa bIjAe Apelo vadhyo ghaTayo khorAka khAvAmAM ene kazuM ajugatuM lAgatuM nahi. AvI vicitratA dharAvato kaMjusa jyAre maraNa pAmyo tyAre tenI pAsethI 50,00,000 pAunDanI nagada rakama prApta thaI !bicArA Dencanano koI vArasadAra paNa na hato eTale jIvanI jema jALavelI e paccAsa lAkha pAunDanI badhI rakama sarakArI tIjorImAM cAlI gaI ! jo ke ApaNane e hakIkata Azcaryajanaka lAge che, chatAM ghaNA mAnavIono svabhAva ja evo hoya ke jema vadhAre paisA temanI pAse Ave tema teo vadhu kaMjusa bane che. ane pachI to ekAda damaDIno vyaya paNa temane kaSTadAyaka lAge che. Wo kaMjusa strI heTI grIna nAmanI eka briTIza strI paNa tenI bhayaMkara kaMjusAI mATe nAmacIna thaI che. ema kahevAya che ke tene Azare 10,00,000 pAunDanI || 263 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco milakata vArasAmAMthI maLelI, ane te milkatamAMthI thatI AvakamAMthI eka pAIno paNa kharca karyA vinAe Avakane vArasAgata milkatamAM te umeratI jatI ane e rIte teNe vArasAnI milkata karatAM 20gaNI milkata jamA karI hatI. ane A kaMjusa bAInI vicitratAo paNa jANavA jevI che. ziyALAmAM lAgatI ThaMDIthI bacavA garama kapaDAM kharIdavAne badale te potAnA jarIpurANA kapaDAMnI aMdaranA bhAgamAM chApAM rAkhIne TADhanenivAratI, kapaDAM dhovAmAM sAbu paNa nabagaDe e mATe potAnA skarTanA mAtra te cheDAoja dhotI ane annapUrNA jevI eka saMsthAmAMthI sastA bhAve khorAka maLato hovAthI, potAno khorAka tyAMja kharIdI letI. A strIne eka relvemAM thoDo hisso hato eTale eka pAdarIe jaIne tenI pAse relvenA phI pAsanI mAMgaNI karI. teNe A kaMjusa strIne samajAvyuM ke jo huM relve dvArA jude jude sthaLe jaIne upadeza ApI zakIza to tenuM puNya heTIgrInane maLaze,chatAM heTIgrInane gaLe A vAta utarI nahi, ane A prakAre maphata vastu levAnI virUddha bAIbalamAMthI eka phakaro vAMcI pAdarIne bhagADI mUkayo. potAnI samagra jiMdagI daramiyAna haTI grIne A prakAranuM ja kaMjusAI bhareluM jIvana vItAvyuM hatuM. lakSAdhipati mayUsa raselaseja nAmano lakSAdhipati paNa Avo ja eka kaMjusahato. nagada 2,00,00,000 pAunDa jeTalI tenI milkata hatI chatAM ekadamaDI vAparatAM teno jIva kapAI jato. varSo agAu pote yuvAna hato tyAre teNe je eka sUTa kharIdelo, te poSAkano raMga tadana ukhaDI gayo hovA chatAM e sUTa e ja teno poSAka hato. taimuralaMganA samayano koI aitihAsika avazeSa hoya evI kALajIthI e potAnA sUTane jALavI rAkhato. Ama poSAka pAchaLa to tene bhAgye ja kaMI kharca karavAno raheto paNa khorAka pAchaLa paNa kharcana vadhI jAya te mATe teNe amukayukitao zodhI kADhI hatI. savAranA nAstA mATe cokaleTa | 2c4 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco kharIdato, paNa te mATe dareka dukAne ghumI vaLato ane jyAM mAla sUrya prakAzathI saheja pIgaLato hoya tyAM lamaNAjhIka karIne thoDI ghaNI paNa kiMmata ochI karAvato ane jyAM kiMmata ochI karAvI zakAya tema hoya tyAMthI ja te potAnI kharIdIo karato.bapore bhojana mATe te traNa AnAnI kiMmatanuM senDavIca ane keTalAka phaLo kharIdato, paNa teNe joI lIdhuM hatuM ke vadhu paDatAM pAkI gayelAM phaLo sastAM maLe che. eTale khAsa evA - evA phaLo ja te zodhavA jato. eka buTTI DozI AvAM phaLo vecatI eTale moTe bhAge tyAMthI saste bhAve tene phaLo maLI rahetAM. eka divasa evuM banyuM ke teNe potAnA nokarane bapore senDavIca levA mokalyo ane nokara sArUM senDavIca 3 AnAne badale 6 AnAnI kiMmatanuM laI Avyo. Avo paisAno durvyaya joIne rasela sejanA skrayamAM zuM zuM thayuM haze tenI kalpanA ja karavI rahI. teNe tarata ja nokarane karakasara viSe eka moTuM vyAkhyAna kahI saMbhaLAvyuM. tethI paNa saMtoSa na thatAM chevaTe nokaranA pagAramAMthI 3 AnA kApI lIdhA. tenA jIvananI vicitratAo rasela sejanI ophisamAM paNa evI ja kaMjusAInAM darzana thatAM. ophIsanI divAlo upara kadI raMga cUno karavAmAM Avato nahIM. ophIsanI bhoMya upara kArapeTa ke bichAnuM paNa pAtharavAmAM AvatuM nahi. ophIsamAM khurasIo udhaI lAgIne jarI purANI thaI gaI hatI. rasela sejanI keTalIka muDI zeromAM rokavAmAM AvI hatI. jo ke te zerono saTTo to nahoto karato, paNa zera bajAramAM AvelI vyApaka maMdIne kAraNe tene Azare 15,00,000 pAunDanI ekasAmaTI khoTa gaI. jo ke e veLA tenI kula milkata Azare 3,00,00,000 pAunDanI hatI, chatAM A Arthika AphatathI tenuM magaja evuM tohacamacI gayuM ke teNe potAnI kaMjusAIne || 2 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco vadhu ugra banAvIne Arthika Aphatano badalo vALI levAno vicAra karyo. have cokaleTa ane phaLone roja-roja kharIdavAne badale mAtra ekAMtare jakharIdato. poSAkano ke bIjo koI kharca to tene hato ja nahi, chatAM je kAMI ghaTI zake te badho ja kharcateNe ghaTADI nAMkhyo.jyAre te avasAna pAmyo tyAre teNe potAno juno suTa paheryo hato. e ja sUTa te 50 varasathI vAparato Avyo hato. potAnI milakata jiMdagI daramiyAna to tene bilakula khapamAM AvI na hatI. jiMdagI bAda e milakatamAMthI eka dharmAdAnuM TrasTa ubhuM karavAmAM AvyuM. e rIte enI jaMgI milakatano nikAla Avyo. karoDono vAraso mUkI gayo AvI bhayaMkara kaMjusAI janmavAnuM kAraNa zuM? kAraNa koI kahI zake tema nathI. kemake te svabhAvagata bAbata hoya che. paNa kayAreka evuM paNa jovAmAM AvyuM che ke jIvanamAM ekAdo asAdhAraNa AMcako lAgatAM mAnavInI dRSTi ane tenuM cAritryabadhuM ja pharI jAya che. robarTaArthigTana nAmanA vizvanA eka bIjA nAmacIna kaMjusanI bAbatamAM AvuM ja kaMIka banyuM hovAnuM kahevAya che. te eka mahAna mAnasika AMcakAne kAraNe ugra kaMjusabanI gayo hato. te premamAM niSphaLa gayo tyArathI tenA jIvanamAM ekadama parivartana thaI gayuM. teNe potAnA badhA nokarone nivRtti ApI dIdhI ane jANe jIvanamAM koI rasa rahyo na hoya tema eka ja nAnA oraDAmAM te rahevA lAgyo. te gharanI bahAra paNa bhAgyeja nIkaLato.eTale tene navAM ke sArAM kapaDAM kharIdavAnuM kezIvaDAvavAnuM teNe baMdha karyuM ane potAnAM jUnAM-jUnAM kapaDAM paheravA lAgyo. potAnAM badhAM kapaDAM khUTI gayA tyAre te potAnA pitAnAM jUnA kapaDAM caDAvavA lAgyo. bahAra pharavA javAnuM to have tene rahyuM ja nahatuM.eTale te mATe kaMI kharaca karavA jevuM nahatuM. mojazokha koI rahyo nahoto eTale e rIte paNa kharcathato nahi khAvAnuM paNa teNe sAduM karI nAkhyuM hatuM ane teno kharca paNa khUba ja ghaTADI nAkhyo hato. || 26 |

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco jyAre te maraNa pAmyo tyAre rUA. 1,35,00,000 tenA kabajAmAMthI nIkaLelA. A badhA paisA keTalIka pAdarI saMsthAonA upayogamAM AvyAM. ATalI aDhaLaka saMpattino jiMdagIbhara te upayoga ja na karI zakyo e paNa kudaratI eka ajaba lIlA ja kahevAya ne? yAcaka khAlI pAcho pharyo potAnI milakatano leza paNa upayoga na karavo ane najIvI bAbatamAM paNa bIjAnI vastuono upayoga karavo e kaMjUsonA jIvananI eka viziSTatA banI jAya che. A aMge arla opha kalenarI kArDa nAmanA eka mazahUra briTiza kaMjUsanA jIvananI keTalIka vigato rasaprada che. bapore resTorAMmAM jamavAnuM bahu kharcALa che evI te phariyAda karato ane A muzkelIno upAya teNe evo zodhI kADhayo hato ke gharathI kAgaLanI thelImAM thoDI senDavIca potAnI sAthe laI jato.e to ThIka paNa tenI bIjI eka vicitratA khAsa noMdhavA jevI che. eka vakhata resTorAMmAM koIe tene AmaMtraNa ApeluM tyAre te tyAMthI te vadhArAnI eka"AmaleTa"rUmAlamAM vITALIne ghare upADI gayo hato. jo koI tene cA pIvAnuM AmaMtraNa Ape ane sAthe sAthe senDavIca paNa mUke to te acUka be senDavIca upADato, temAMthI eka tyAMne tyAM khAI jato ane bIjI ekapAchaLathI ghare jaIne khAvA mATe, haLavethI rUmAlamAM sarakAvI deto.AyaralenDamAM tene thoDI thoDI jAgIra hatI. paNa e jAgIra upara paga mUkavAnI te hiMmata karato nahI, kemake tyAM jAya to tenI kaMjUsAIthI trAselA bhADuto tenA TukaDe-TukaDA karI nAkhe.briTanamAM sauthI kaMjUsamAM kaMjUsa mAnavI tarIke te nAmacIna banyo hato. madada mATe tenI pAse jaI caDelo dareka yAcaka khAlI hAthe ja pAcho pharato. te kaheto ke bIjAne madada karavAthI temane mahenata nahi karavAnI Adata paDI jAya che. A rIte potAnI kaMjUsAIno bacAva karato. tenI kaMjUsAIATalethI na aTakatI nahatI. te pote lakSAdhipati hovA | 247 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco chatAM jyAre potAnA pitAnuM avasAna thayuM tyAre tenI maraNavidhino kharcapote bhogavavAne badale potAnA sagAMvahAlAMe ekaTho karelo phALo teNe svIkAryo hato. te kaheto ke sagAM kAma nahi Ave to koNa kAma Avaze? jyAre te maraNa pAmyo tyAre te ra6,00,000 pAunDanI jaMgImilkata potAnI pAchaLa mUkI gayo hato. kaMjusa dhArAzAstrI kiMjUsonI aneka vicitratAomAM bIjI eka evI paNa vicitratA jANavA maLe che ke pitA ekadama udAra sakhAvatI vyakita hoya, paNa putra kiMjUsamAM kaMjUsa hoya. vicitra vismayajanaka apavAdo paNa ghaNIvAra dRSTigocara thAya che. jahona kemaDana nIlDa nAmano kaMjUsa AvuM ja eka udAharaNa pUruM pADe che. teno pitA bahu udAra ane paropakArI mANasa hato. paNa nIlDa atyaMta kaMjusamAM kaMjusa hato. vadhu AzcaryanI vAta to e che ke nIlDa koI sAdhAraNa mAnavInahato. vidyApIThamAM teNe abhyAsa karyo hato ane eka dhArAzAstrI hato paNa pitAnA maraNa pachI teNe potAnAM gharanI sUrata ja pheravI nAMkhI. gharamAM pAtharavAnA bichAnAM, bArIonAM paDadAM vagere temaja moTA bhAganAM pharnicarane teNe dUra karyuM. ane pote paNa eka suTa caDAvIne kiMjUsAIbharyA jIvanamAM dahADA gALavA lAgyo. pAIe pAInA kharcanI tene eTalI badhI ciMtA rahetI ke chAparAmAMthI pANI paDatuM hoya ane te chAparuM durasta karanAra kArIgara potAnuM kAma karI rahyo hoya tyAre paNa nIlDa tyAM sIDI mUkIne tenA upara barAbara dekharekha rAkhe ke jethI kArIgara eka paNa kSaNano bInajarUrI vyaya na kare, ne koI paNa padArthano durupayoga na karI zake. jyAre nIlDamarI gayo tyAre te mahArANI vikaTorIA mATe 5,00,000 pAunDa potAnI pAchaLa mUkato gayo hato. vikTorIAe emAMthI ghaNI rakama dharmAdAmAM ApI dIdhI, ane keTalIka rakama nIlDanAM kapaDAM dhonAra eka dhobIne || 2gs ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco ApI. A uparAMta nIlDanAM jIvanamAM bhAga bhajavanAra keTalIka vyakitao vacce paNa thoDI - thoDI rakama vaheMcI ApavAmAM AvI. vArasAmAM utarelI kaMjusAI kaMjusAI vArasAmAM utare evo koI niyama nathI, chatAM kayAreka kayAreka kaMjusAI vArasAmAM utaratI hovAnuM paNa jovAmAM AvyuM che. potAnI pAchaLa Azare 2,50,000 pAunDa mUkI janAra sara hArve elvInDa AnuM eka sArUM udAharaNa pUrUM pADe che. sara hArvee niyama rAkhyo hato ke varSa daramiyAna 100 pAunDathI vadhu kharaca karavo ja nahI. jyAre te marI gayo tyAre teno vAraso tenI sALIne maLyo. sALI vaLI sara hArve karatAM paNa kaMjUsa nIvaDI. vArasAnI milakata bamaNI karI nAkhavAnI IcchAmAM ne IcchAmAM teNe potAnI jAtane lagabhaga bhUkhe ja mArI nAMkhI. teno chokaro vaLI te bAI karatAM paNa kaMjusa nivaDayo, bIjA kazA pAchaLa nahi to chevaTe khAvA - pIvA pAchaLa to thoDo kharca karavo joIe, e vAta paNa tene gaLe utaratI nahi. eTale jyAM tyAM maphatanI pArTIomAM kAMI khAvAnuM maLI jAya tenA upara ja te potAno nirvAha calAvato. Ama ekaMdare to apUratA khorAkane laIne te bhUkhe maravA lAgyo ane tene mitroe mahAmahenate tenI A kharAba Adata choDAvI.chatAM kaMjUsAI bharI tenI bIjI Adato to cAlu ja rahI. game tevo varasAda paDato hoya to paNa TAMgo ke TekSI bhADe karavAne badale, athavA chatrI ke reInakoTano upayoga karavAne badale te bhIMjAto - bhIMjAto varasAdamAM paNa page cAlIne ja mAIlonA mAIla sudhI jAya ane pAcho ghare AvIne paNa rakhe kolasAno kharca thaI jAya ema samajIne ThaMDImAM dhrujato besI rahe. ema kahevAya che ke te maryo tyAre potAnI pAchaLa 10,00,000 pAunDa mUkI gayo hato. sasto maLato hoya to saDelo khorAka paNa khAvAnuM te pasaMda karato. AjubAjunA jagatamAM saheja paNa dRSTi karIe to AvA aneka || 266 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco kiMjusI samAjamAM najare paDe che. ane temanA jIvananI vicitratA ApaNane Azcarya upajAve che. lAkhonI milakato teo dharAvatA hoya che, paNa temAMthI pote upayoga karI zakatA nathI. te zApita milkata para nAga jevuM teo jIvana vItAve che ane potAnI mIlakatonA vArasA Akhare bIjAone ApIne A jagatamAMthI duHkhI hAlatamAM vidAya le che. ajaba che, ne AvA kaMjuso! (kalyANa ogaSTa 1959) (muMbaI samAcAra) pramANikatA jabalapura jillAno eka vepArI jabalapurathI cha mAIla dUra gvArIghATa relve sTezane pANInA naLa AgaLa rUA. 17, 000 nI calaNI noTovALI eka thelI bhUlI gayo, ane tyAMthI TrenamAM nAgapura gayo. eka gAmaDiyAne AthelI maLI. teNe tevepArIne joyelo paNa kharo,eTale te pAcho Ave ke tarata ja tenI thelI tene suparata karI devA mATe teNe traNa divasa sudhI te vepArInI rAha joI. AMsu sArato vepArI thelInI tapAsa mATe Avyo, tyAre gAmaDiyAe tarata ja e thelI tene ApI dIdhI. vepArIe tene rUA. 1000 InAma tarIke ApavA taiyArI batAvI,paNa koI paNa jAtano badalo svIkAravAnI teNe ghasIne nA pADI dIdhI, eTaluM ja nahi, paNa potAnuM saranAmuM suddhAM tene jaNAvyA sivAya te tyAMthI cAlato thayo. akhaMDa AnaMda, okaTombara 1955 -kA. mo. dhruva ema. e. ema. I.DI. || 260 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco nokarI karatI strI samAja ane kuTuMbane zuM upakAraka che ? -saM. ku.prajJAbahena zeTha. eka vicAraNA: ekadivasahu mArI bahenapaNIne maLavA mATe eka moTI ophisamAM gaI. meM tyAM jaIne joyuM to keTalIka strI karmacArIo eka jagyAe bhegI maLIne gappAM mArI rahI hatI. huM tyAMthI jarA AgaLa gaI tyAre tyAMnA "seksana" no eka adhikArI eka puruSa karmacArIne laDato hato. te phakata eTalA mATe ja ke te karmacArI phakata dasa miniTa mATe cA pIvA bahAra gayo hato. strI-puruSanA samAna adhikAronA lIdhe strIone paNa sarakArI ophisomAM kAma karavAno adhikAra maLI gayo. A adhikAra ApavAnuM lakSya e hatuM ke strIo paNa rASTranirmANanA kAmamAM sAtha Ape te loko evA kAryamAM sAtha Ape ke jemAM samAjanuM hita hoya, temanA vyakitatvano vikAsa thAya, bhAvi saMtAnonuM jIvana saMskArika bane, AvuM mAnIne aneka mahilA saMgaThanonuM nirmANa thayuM. strIonAM mATe phI vinAnuM bhaNatara,khAnagI zikSaNa, skolarazIpanI vyavasthA vagere karavAmAM AvyuM. AnA lIdhe strIomAM cetana AvyuM ane jiMdagI zuM che te samajatI thaI gaI. AnAthI evuM samajatA ke strIonA zikSaNanI vyavasthA atyAranA jamAnAmAM ja thaI che. prAcIna samayamAM paNa bhAratanI strIo ucca prakAranuM zikSaNa laIne potAnA jJAnane ghaNuM ja vadhAryuMhatuM. | 261 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco ApaNA vedo, purANo, upaniSado ane mahAbhArata vagere ane zAstromAM saMskArika zikSita strIonAM ghaNAM dAkhalAo maLI Avaze. vidvAna strIoH caMdanabALA, brAhmI, suMdarI Adi aneka sAdhdhiyoe agyAra aMganuM adhyayana karI kevaLajJAna meLavI mokSe gaI che. zvedamAM RSi godhA, ghoSA, vizvaparA, apAlA, upaniSA, nippata ane romazA,lopAmudrA, sarasvatI, sUryA, sAvitrI vagere ghaNI vidvAna strIono ullekha jovA maLaze. bRhadAraNyaka upaniSadamAM rAjA janakanA darabAramAM gArgIe maharSi yAjJavalakyane brahmavidyA viSe evA prazno pUchayA ke maharSi javAba ApI zakayA nahi. enA jJAna AgaLa namI paDayA. jyAre zaMkarAcArye maMDanamizrane harAvI dIdhA tyAre temanI patnI bhAratIe zaMkarAcArya sAthe zAstrArtha karyo ane temAM zaMkarAcArya hArI gayA. jJAnanI koI sImA nathI ke je phakta puruSo ja prApta karI zake strIoe paNa temAM ghaNo bhAga bhajavyo che. gaI kAlanA yuganI nArI ne joI! have AjanA Adhunika yuganI nArIne joIe. AjanI Adhunika nArIe zikSaNa ane adhikArono jevo joIe tevo lAbha uThAvyo nathI. AjanI strIe potAnA zikSaNane judI ja dRSTie joyuM che. AjanI bhaNelI strIonI pAse koI paNa sabhyadeza evI ja AzA rAkhe ke te eka ucca AdarzavALI saMskArika gRhiNI banaze, potAnA bALakone sAcA AdarzavAdI nAgarika banAvavAno prayatna karaze, ane patinI sahayoginI banIne tenA saMsArane svargamaya banAvaze. | |/ ra62 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco Aje to strI badhuM bhUlI jaIne puruSonI sAthe hariphAI karavAnAM svapnA sevavA lAgI che. pariNAmeyuropa jevA dezomAM vadhAre svataMtratA maLatAM ja te svacchaMdI banI gaI che. Akhare e pariNAma AvI gayuM che ke parivAranuM sukhI svapna naSTa thaI gayuM che. eka jarAkajhaghaDo thatAM ja te puruSane chuTAcheDAnI bIka batAve che. A svataMtratAe tene samajAvI dIdhuM ke potAnA patithI judA rahIne nokarI karIne potAnuM gujarAna karavuM ghaNuM ja saraLa thaI jaze ane potAnA bhaviSyanA vicAro to AvyA ja nahi. pharI vartamAnanuM divAsvapna te jovA lAgI. atyAre tenA manamAM phakata evA vicAra ghusI gayA che ke pote ghaNI ja hoMziyAra che. teNe puruSonI vAta zA mATe sAMbhaLavI joIe. paraNyA eTale zuM thaI gayuM?zuM pote patinI gulAma che?have te puruSanI dAsInA rUpamAM tenuM kaMI paNa kAma nahi kare ! paNa A badho teno bhrama che. prAcIna zAstromAM Ano ghaNo ja ullekha che. AjanA yuga karatAM to te jamAnAmAM strIono ghaNo ja adhikAra hato. puruSanI te samovaDI rahetI hatI, puruSa jeTalA ja te adhikAra bhogavatI hatI. strIo paNa ucca zikSaNa prApta karatI hatI. te jamAnAmAM tene "ardhAginI" kahevAmAM AvatI hatI. puruSa tene devI, devAnupriyA kahIne bolAvato hato. mahAbhAratamAM "ardhabhAryA manuSyasya" eTale ke puruSanuM aDadhuM aMga kahevAtuM hatuM. vedomAM "daMpati" kahetA hatA jeno arthagharano mAlika kahevAya che. pati-patnI saMbaMdhane teo phakata zarIranA saMbaMdha nahi paNa AtmAnA saMbaMdhane gaNatA hatAM. Aje jamAno badalAI gayo che. Aje pati-patnIno saMbaMdha eka sAmAjika saMbaMdha thaI gayo che jene game tyAre toDI zakAya che. Aja strIone ophisamAM kAma karavAno adhikAra khUba ja vikRta rIte apAI rahyo che. paNa || 26ra ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco A to juduM ja thaI gayuM che. strI jevuM zikSaNa pUruM kare che ke tarata ja nokarI zodhIne phAIlone AmathI tema uthalAvavA mAMDe che. teNe puruSonI hariphAI karavA mAMDI che. te potAnA pArivArika kartavyone saMpUrNa paNe bhUlI gaI che. mArI eka bahenapaNI je sarakArI ophisamAM kalArka che tene meM pUchayuM ke, "parivAra mATe strInuM kartavya zuM? jo badhI strIo AvI ja rIte bhaNIne nokarI karaze to gharanI saMbhALa koNa rAkhaze? bALakonI dekharekha ane jamavAnI vyavasthAnuM zuM?" teNe mane tarata javAba Apyo. "meMto evuM karyuM che ke rasoI mATe eka nokara rAkhI lIdho che. temanuM TIphIna roja temanI ophise bIjo eka mANasa ApI Ave chetyAra pachI te nokara bAI gharanA mANasanI mAphaka ja gharano khyAla rAkhe che. bALakonI pUrepUrI saMbhALa rAkhe che." meM ene AgaLa kaMI pUchayuM ja nahipaNa have jo ene koI pUche ke Akho divasa tame ane tamAro pati ophisamAM kAma karIne jyAre ghera Avo cho tyAre thAkelA nathI hotA?tyAre zuM tamAronokara tamArI premathI sevA kare che? jyAre tame gharamAM jAva cho tyAre tamArA bALako keTalA premathI doDIne tamArI pAse Ave che?te vakhate tame kaMTALelA temane prema karo cho? tyAre to tame tene dUra khaseDI muko cho.jarAvicArakaro ke tamArA nAnA-nAnA bALako Akho divasa mAnI yAdamAM taDapatA hoya che, tamArA khoLAmAM ramavA mATe adhIrA banI jAya che. jayAre bIjAnI mAnA khoLAmAM temanA bALakone ramatA joIne temanA manamAM zuM thatuM haze?tenI kalpanA tame karI che? tamane to phakta tamArI ophisanI phAIlomAM vadhAre prema che. je tamane dara mahine paisA Ape che. je tamane hoTalomAM romAnsa karavA mATe chUTa Ape che. tamArA bALakonAM mATe tamArA hRyamAM jarA paNa lAgaNI nathI? je tamArA jIvananI pUMjI che. jemAM tamAruM lohIsicAyuM che. je tamArA ddhayano TukaDo che. tamArA patinI paNa || 264 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco e ja dazA che. ophisethI AvatAM ja te ekalA paDI jAya che. tamArA darzana thatA nathI ane moDethI jayAre bhegA thAva cho tyAre mAnasika asvasthatAnA lIdhe tuM tuM......meM zarU thaI jAya che. e to sAcuM ja ke ophisomAM kAma karanArI strIone kuTuMba pratyeno moha ghaNo ja ocho thaI jAya che. nAnA bALako mATeno prema ocho thaI jAya che. AnuM pariNAma e Ave che ke bALakomAM aparAdhI manovRttinuM protsAhana maLe che. temano mAnasika vikAsa barAbara nathI thato, Adarza nAgarika banavAnI bhAvanA khalAsa thaI jAya che. pariNAma e Ave che ke dezamAM sArA saMskArika netAono abhAva thaI jAya che ane navanirmANanI AzAo dhULamAM maLI jAya che. nArInI A bhAvanAe samAjanI samasyAne muMjhavaNamAM nAMkhI dIdhI che. tenuM pariNAma e AvyuM che ke, jyArathI strIoe A kSetramAM paga mUkayo che tyArathI puruSone nokarI maLatI nathI. teo bekAra thatAM jAya che. A uparAMta strIoe jyArathI ophisamAM kAma karavA mAMDayuM che tyArathI sarakArI ophisomAM to ekadama zithilatA AvI gaI che. je kAma ghaNI jhaDapathI thatuM hatuM te kAma ghaNuM ja dhImuM thaI jAya che. puruSonI mAphaka strIo koI divasa jhaDapathI kAma karI zakatI nathI. eka manovaijJAnika satya che.kAmajhaDapathI karavA karatAM gappA mAravAnuM temane vadhu game che. adhikArIo paNa temane kaMI bolI zakatA nathI. (jyAM strIo kAma kare che tyAMnA puruSomAM zithiLa,kAmakAjanuM bIjuM kAraNa puruSanA mananI caMcaLatA satata rahyA kare e che. strIonI satata hAjarInA kAraNe) strIoe jokharekhara sukhI thavuM hoya to, dAmpatyajIvana sukhI karavuM hoya to, temaja dezamAMthI berojagArInI samasyAno aMta lAvavo hoya to temaNe pote ja ophisomAM nokarI karavAnuM choDI devuM joIe. strIe e bhUlavuM na joIe ke pahelAM to pote eka sArI bhAvanAzIla | 266 TI

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gRhiNI banavuM joIe nahi ke "sosAyaTI garla !"' meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco bhaSTAcArI ophisaronI vAsanAnI tRptinuM sAdhana banIne tamArA pavitra dehane zA mATe abhaDAvo cho ? tamAre to eka evI Adarza mA banavuM joIe ke jenAthI saMto ane zUravIro pAke. an mahilA varSamAM tArI -jAgRtinA nAme nArInI avahelanA na thAya te mATe jAgatA raho le. zrI cImanalAla saMghavI hiMdamAM Aje sarvatra samAja sudhAro, nArI jAgRti ane strI svAtaMtryanI vAto carcAI rahI che. 'hiMdu samAje strI pratye bahudhA sabhyatA ja dAkhavI che. hiMdI samAja baMdhAraNa dhaDanAra puruSo hoI temaNe strIone anyAya karyo che. hiMduno nArI varga kacarAI gayo che.'' evo abhiprAya ApavAnI hiMdanA keLavAyelA vargamAM Aje phezana thaI paDI che. A vicAra pravAha jaina saMghamAM paNa kayAMka - kayAMka pravezI rahyo che. eTale samAja baMdhAraNano prazna Aje khUba ja vicAraNIya thaI paDayo che. AjanA sudhArako strI - jAgRtinI vAta - vAtamAM mukhyatve yuropanuM udAharaNa je AgaLa lAve che.'yuropamAM strIo keTaluM suMdara svAtaMtrya bhogave che. tyAMno nArIvarga jAgRta che, tyAMnA lekhako, vidvAno ne kAyadA ghaDanArAo strI hakkane AgaLa dhare che. tyAMnI nArIo keLavaNImAM khUba ja AgaLa vadhelI che,'" vagere vAkayo temaNe gokhI ja rAkhyA che. paNa A vAkayo satyathI vegaLA che. teno pracAra karIne sudhArako hiMdI samAja jIvanamAM ne nArI vargamAM je parivartana karAvavA mAMge che, te ja sudhArAnI chAyA nIce to yuropIya nArIvarge bhayaMkara avadazA bhogavI che. e sudhArAe yuropa - amerikAnA nArI vargane evo bhraSTa banAvela che ke have to nArI jAtine ja mohajALamAM phasAvavA || 266 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco mAMgatA vilAsI lekhako ja tyAMnI nArInI prazaMsA kare che. bAkI vicAraka varga to tyAMnI nArInI avadazA nihALI saikAo thayAM samasta nArI jAtine ja dhikkArato banI gayo che. have yuropanA nAmAMkita vicArako potAnA rASTranA vikAsanI khAtara tyAMnI nArIne pavitra,premALa, gharagaththu, guNavAna ne dharmiSTha banAvavAne tanatoDa prayatna karI rahyA che. jayAre hindanA patanane khAtara teoe bhAratIya nArI vargamAM je guNo paraMparAgata jaLavAI rahyA che. tene toDavAne vyavasthita yojanAo racI che. yuropa - amerikAnA nArI vargamAM teo je avaguNone dUra karavA mathI rahyA che, teja avaguNone sudhArAnA nAme hiMdanA nArI vargamAM teo dAkhala karI devA mAge che. pariNAme zALA - kolejanA pAThaya pustako evI rIte racAya che ke jANe yuropanI svacchaMdI strIo sAtamA svargamAM vasI rahI hoya!hiMdanI ugatI prajAnA mana para A chApa evI sajjaDa hoya che ke, nizALomAMthI ja te samAja sudhArAnI vAto karavA mAMDe che ne pariNAme hiMdI samAja jIvananA baMdhAraNane bhayaMkara nukasAna pahoMcADI bhAratIya nArIvargane patananI khAImAM haDaselI de che. A vigato tAtvika ane samAjazAstra viSayaka dalIlo karatAM dRSTAMtothI vadhAre samajAI zake tema che eTale ApaNe (1) hiMdamAM Aje je sudhAro thaI rahyo che, te ja sudhArAnA yugamAM yuropa-amerikAnI nArI keTalI hIna, bhraSTa samAja zoSaka ane ArogyabhakSaka banI gaI hatI, temaja Aje paNa tenA keTalA avazeSo jaLavAI rahyA che. (2) pariNAme vicArako nArI varga pratye keTalI chUNA dharAvatA banyA ane (3) yuropanA AjanA viziSTa vicArako potAnA nArI vargane sudhAravAne kevAM pagalAM laI rahyA che te vicArI joIe. nIti ane sadAcAra pratyenI upekSA tathA lagnanI yogya vyavasthAnA abhAve IglAMDa ane skoTalenDamAM 1920-25 nA arasAmAM prati varSe cha lAkha uparAMta garbhahatyAo thatI hatI. A hatyAo aTakAvavAne 1926mAM anAcAranA pariNAme gupta rIte janmelA saMtAnone saMrakSaNa nIce lAvavAno kAyado pasAra karavAmAM Avelo e rIte vArSika 20,000 lagabhaga | 267 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco gerakAyadesara saMtAnone saMrakSaNa ApavA chatAM hajI garbhahatyAoaTakI nathI. AvA gerakAyadesara saMtAnonA sAcA mAtA - pitAnA nAma bahAra na AvatAM hoI aNajANamAM eka ja pitAnA putra-putrIo paNa lagnathI joDAI jAya che ane prajAne adha:patananA mArgadore che. A prakAranA anaitika saMyogomAM IglaDa skoTalenDamAM dara varSe ATha lAkha vyakitao gupta rogomAM sapaDAya che ane temAM keTalAka pradezo to evA paNa che ke jyAM 60thI 75 TakA jeTalI prajA gupta rogomAM sapaDAyelI hoya ! amerikAmAMdara varSe vIsa lAkha garbhahatyAo thAya che Ato dasabAra varSa pahelAMnA AMkaDA che Aje to lAkhone vaTAvI gayelA AMkaDAo haze. ane garbhapAta karAvanArI sinDIkeTo vArSikadasa lAkha DolaranI Avaka kare che. te dezanA keTalAya bhAgomAM 7pathI 80TakA prajA gupta rogomAM phasAyelI che. jagatamAM prathama naMbaranuM prabaLa sainya dharAvatuM phrAMsa eka ja mahinAmAM hiTalaranA hAthe hArI gayuM tenuM kAraNa anaitika ane sAMsArika adha:patana che. te to phAMsanA saramukhatyAra mArzalaka patAe paNa kabulyuM hatuM. A uparAMta sAttvika maryAdAnA abhAve tyAM lagnajIvana paNa bhAgye ja sukhI nIvaDe che. dara mahine chuTAcheDA lenAra nara-nArIono yuropa - amerikAmAM toTo nathI. chUTAcheDA ghaNI vakhata hAsyAspada kAraNomAMthI ja pariName che. moTe bhAge to strI halakaTa zokhane khAtara ja puruSane pajave che. A mATe amerikAmAM "hAu TuTorcara hasbanDa kalaba"paNa cAle che ane puruSa paNa ghaNI vakhata kSaNika mojane khAtara strIne pajave che tathA pachI baMne chuTAcheDA levAne nyAyamaMdiramAM doDe che. svabhAvamAM saheja matabheda paDe ke chuTAcheDAnI hoLI, e yuropa - amerikAnuM samAja jIvana che. yuropa - amerikAnA tattvajJAnIone AdazAnuM mukhya kAraNa nArImAM je prema, bhakti, lajjA Adi guNo khIlavA joIe teno abhAva jaNAyo. vaijJAnika pRthakkaraNe paNa e ja abhiprAya darzAvyo te abhiprAyamAM apAyelA aneka || ra6: ||

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meM vAMcyu tame paNa vAMco dRSTAMtomAMnuM eka dRSTAMta nIce pramANe che H varSo pahelAM kAlIkAkA nAmanA eka amerikane be lagna karelAM. paheluM eka svacchaMdI suMdarI sAthe ne bIjuM eka pavitra kanyA sAthe. prathama strIthI teno vaMzavelo phAlIne 480nI saMkhyAe pahoMcyo che. jyAre bIjI strIno vaMzavelo 496nI saMkhyAe pahoMcyo che. prathama strInA 480 vaMzajomAMthI 143 durAcArI, 87 alpAyuSI, 36 anaurasa, 33 vaizyAo, 24 dArUDiyA, 3 asAdhya rogIo, 8 vezyAgRho calAvanArA ane 3 bhayaMkara gunegAro nIveDelA che, jyAre nItimAna strInA 496 vaMzajomAMthI 2 durAcArI ne eka jadArUDiyo nivaDayo. bAkInA 493 vaMzajo Arogya,pratiSThAne nItimAna sajjano che. strI - jAgRti ke strI - svataMtratAnI sudhAraka pravRttinA pariNAme nipajelI strI - svacchaMdatA ane tenA kAraNe thatI prajAnI adhogati nihALI yuropa - amerikAnA vicArako be vibhAgamAM vaheMcAI jAya che. eka varga strI nAmane ja dhikkAravA lAgyo che. jyAre bIjo varga bhAratanI prAcIna ane paraMparAgata prathAnusAra strIne premALa, pati bhakitathI otaprota, gharagaththu, lajjALu ane saMtAnazIla banAvavA mAge che. e baMne varganA abhiprAyo para dRSTipAta karIe. vIkTara hyugo kahe che - ''strI zayatAnI ramakaDuM che.'' senTa barnArDa kahe che ke - "strI zayatAnanuM maMdira che," rUso kahe che ke - "puruSa je jANe che te bole che. strI tene phAve tema bole che" yuleTa kahe che ke - "maMdiramAM khUba jatI strIone zaMkAnI najare jovAya che. paNa samuLagI na jatI to ethI paNa vizeSa zaMkAnI najarane pAtra hoya che.'" kemphorTa kahe che ke - "puruSa strI vize game tevuM anucita ciMtave, paNa evI eka paNa strI asaMbhavita che ke je puruSa viSe e karatAM paNa vadhAre anucita na ciMtavatI hoya." mIrAbo kahe che ke - "prema karanArI vadhAremAM vadhAre pavitra strI vadhumAM vadhu vyabhicAriNI saMbhave.' seMTa || 266 / /

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco jona kahe che ke- "strIono nirmAtA brahmadeva nahi paNa brahmarAkSasa che." zopanahera kahe che ke "strI puruSanI sAta - sAta janmanI duzamana che." pleToe paNa kahevuM che ke - "strI e jagatanI Apatti che ane manuSyonA badhA apayazo bhegA karI prabhue strInuM nirmANa karyuM che." ArIte pleTothI mAMDIne zopanahera lagInA saMkhyAbaMdha mazahura pAzcAtya vidvAnoe nArInI satata niMdA karI che ane tevo abhiprAya dharAvanArane mATe tyAMnI sudharelI nArI jAtie temane puratA kAraNo paNa ApelAM che. romanI rAjavaMzI ramaNIo svataMtratAno lAbha laI evI svacchedI banI gayelI ke anAcAramAM teo gaNikAne ane khUnarejImAM luMTArUone paNa TapI javA lAgI.patinuM khUna karI preminesiMhAsane caDAvavAnI tyAM prathA thaI paDI.e vArasAnA keTalAka aMzo phrAMsa ane IglAMDanI rAjaramaNIomAM paNa utarI AvyA. ogaNIsamI sadInA uttarArdhamAM ane vIsamI sadInA pahelA caraNamAM yuropa - amerikAnI nArIe svacchaMdatAmAM mAjhA mUkI dIdhelI aThavADiye-aThavADiye pati badalavA,saMtAnone rAjyAzraye choDI devAM, judA judA nAma nIce eka sAthe aneka pati karavA, lakSmIvaMtone phasAvavAne rUpano dareka prakAre durUpayoga karavAnI tyAM phezana thaI paDelI. temAMnA keTalAka dRSTAMto to hAsya prere tevA che. (1) eka patnIne patinA vastromAM mAMkaDa - cAMcaDa bharavAnI, tenA buTamAM ane begamAM udaraDA ne deDakA goThavavAnI Teva paDI gayelI. pariNAme tene chUTAcheDA ApyA. (2) eka patnIe maratI vakhate potAnA khAnagI milakatanuM vIla karatAM temAM be rUpiyA potAnA patine ApavAnuM lakhyuM ne nIce noMdha karI ke"A rUpiyAthI doraDuM kharIdI tenI madadathI phAMso khAI rAmazaraNa thavAne mATe" | rU00||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco pati mAMdA mA-bApanI sevAmAM dhyAna Ape, to patnIe chUTAcheDA lIdhAnA prasaMgo to tyAM aneka banyA che. keTalIka strIo rUpavAna pati sAthe paraNI, tene rUpavatI,vilAsI ne dhanika strIone tyAM bhADe mUke che. thoDAka mahinA agAu losa enjalsanA eka patie potAnI patnI sAme doDha lAkhano dAvo noMdhAvatA jaNAveluM ke, "mArI patnIe mArI sAthe lagna karyA pachI mane bIjI eka dhanika strIne tyAM traNa lAkha rUpiyAmAM bhADe mUkelo, to temAM mane paNa aDadho hisso maLavo joIe. cAlu yuddha daramiyAna lyusI nAmanI eka phrenca yuvatIe eka pachI eka 75 sainiko sAthe lagna karelA ane thoDAka mahinA agAu ja phenca korTamAM puravAra thayuM che ke te 74 sainikonI vidhavA tarIke 74 penzana khAI jatI hatI. A sAmAjika dazA sudhAravAne yuropa - amerikAnA kahevAtA tattvajJAnIo varSo thayAM yuropanuM samAja - baMdhAraNa bhAratIya prathAnusAra ghaDavAno upadeza ApI rahyA che. yuropanI sAmAjika bhraSTatAnA eka mukhya kAraNa tarIke nI prema - lagnane oLakhAvato te kahe che ke "prema karatI veLA nara-nArI aMdha banI jAya che. enA pariNAme lagna yojavA e samAjane aMdha banAvavA jevuM che. lagnamAM Arogya, jAti, vaya ne guNa e ja mahattvanA aMgo che. ene gaNatarImAM rAkhIne mAtA - pitAe yojelA lagna vadhAre saphaLa nIvaDI zake che. milTananArInA AbhUSaNa tarIke zIla,lajjA ane rUpane oLakhAve che, zopanahera yuropIya samAjanI ane nArInI unnati mATe samAja baMdhAraNamAM nArIne hiMdI samAja baMdhAraNamAM nArIne je sthAna che, te ja sthAnane anurUpa sthAna ApavAnI bhalAmaNa karI che. || 20 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco R242 43ei gullhi zidlt (KINGER), zilez (kiche) ane cUlo (kuche) e traNa nArInA Adarza gaNAya che. 1930mAM nyurembarganI koMgresamAM samasta jarmanImAMthI pratinidhi tarIke AvelI vIsamI sadInA yuropanI lAkho yuvAna mahilAo AgaLa bolatAM hiTalare kaheluM ke - "huM tamane vidyApIThomAM vyAsapITha para jovA nathI Icchato, mAre tamane nipuNa rasAyaNo, kALajIbharI mAtAo ne patine saMtoSatI suMdarIo tarIke jovI che." A rIte yuropa jyAre sudhArAnA pariNAme nArInI ane samAjanI thayelI avadazA nihALIne nArIne tenA kudaratI sthAna pratye laI javA mAMge che, tyAre ApaNe kacarAmAM kaDhAyelA yuropIya sudhArAne anusarIne strIne svacchaMdI banAvavAnA mArgo apanAvI rahyA chIe. te kharekhara khedajanaka che. keTalAka sudhArako prajAne ema samajAvI rahyA che ke - "ame strIne svacchaMdI banAvavA nathI mAgatA, paNa jarUrI keLavaNI ApIne jAgRta banAvavA mAgIe chIe."paNa A badhImUrNavargane phosalAvavAnI vAto che. pahelAM teo vidhavAonAhitaiSI tarIke temane bhaNAvavAnI vAto karatA hatA, pachI temane paraNAvavAnI vAta karI ane Aje chuTAcheDAnI vAto carcAI rahI che ne tene lagatA kAyadA thAya che pahelAM teo nAnI-nAnI peTA samitionAM baMdhano DhIlA karavA mAgatA hatA ane koI hiMdu strI khrastI, pArasI, muslima keyuropIya puruSa sAthe AMtarajJAtiya lagna kare to tene abhinaMdana apAya che. pahelAM teo kanyAne prAthamika keLavaNI ApavAnI vAto karatA hatA, have kanyAo kolejomAM chokarAo joDe rahe temAM garva che. gAMdhIjInA mitra mi.dInabaMdhuenDrujhe maratA agAuthoDAja mahinA pahelAM kaheluM ke, "hiMdanI kanyAone kolejamAM bhaNAvo, tethI teo moTI vaya lagI lagna karavAnI nA pADaze. pachI teo vaMdhya banI jazene tamArI vasatI ghaTaze."A badhA zuM hiMdanA nArI samAjamAM vikAsanA pagalAM che ?" || 302

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco "kolejomAM, kanyAzALAomAMne strI jema jAhera jIvanamAM pravezatI jAya che, tema tema samAjamAM ne rASTranA dareka kSetromAM anAcAra keTalo vadhI rahyo che te ApaNe sArI rIte jANIe chIe. satyAgraha daramiyAna strI - puruSanA zaMbhumeLAthI evA aneka prasaMgo banelAne gAMdhIjIe jAte ja kabula rAkheluM. strI - svAtaMtrya : eka ciMtana -zrI priyadarzana vartamAna kALamAM strI svAtaMtryanA nAme ghaNuM lakhAya che ne ghaNuM - ghaNuM yathecchapaNe bolAya che. vAstavika rIte svacchaMdatA, anAcAra ne mAnasika, vAcika tathA kAyika anAcArone paMpALavA ke poSavA mATe strI svAtaMtryanI mAyAvI havA phelAvAya che. ne te bahAne strI varga tathA puruSa varganI pavitratA jALavavA mATe mahApuruSoe naitikaniyamomaryAdA pAlana pharamAvela che, tenI sAme yatheccha pralApo thAya che A paristhitimAM ekajijJAsubhAIne udezIne lakhAyelo ne strI svAtaMtryanI vAstavika vicAraNA rajU karato patra ame ahI prasiddha karIe chIe. zrI parameSThIonI kRpAthI AnaMdapUrvaka ahIM AvI gayA chIe. vizeSatA, A patra dvArA tamane puruSanI bhUmikAethI strItvanI vicAraNA ane strInI bhUmikAthI puruSattvanI vicAraNAnI keTalIka hakIkato je Cosmic order nIcenI che, te jaNAvuM chuM. manuSyapuruSa jyAre strIne bhoganA(vAsanAnA)pAtra tarIke ja joto thaI gayo che, ane edvArA enA zuddha brahmanA vyaktitvane visarI gayo che, e tabakke puruSa strImAM kayuM darzana karavuM e gaMbhIra vicAraNA mAMgI le che. dharmagraMthomAM strIne duHkhanuM kAraNa, pApanuM adha:patananuM nimitta | || ra0rU ||

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meMvAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco kahevAmAM AvyuM che, te strImAM puruSedraDha karelI vAsanA tRptinA ja kevaLa sAdhana tarIkenA vyaktitvanI kalpanAne nirmULa karI devA mATe che. temAM strInA ucca Atmatvane avagaNavAnI jarAya dRSTi nahoI zake. - charI AtmarakSA mATe jIvanopayogI sAdhana tarIke potAnuM ucca vyakitatva dharAve che paraMtu charIno upayoga manuSya jyAre khUna, trAsa vageremAM karato thaI jAya tyAre, manuSyane charImAM adha:patananuM darzana karAvavuM zuM yogya nathI? ane e darzana karAvavAmAM zuM charInA ucca vyakitatvanI rakSA nathI samAyelI? strImAM puruSe karelI vAsanAnI pUtaLI mATenI kalpanA jyAre TaLaze tyAre ja te strInA uccattama pavitra vyakitatvane samajI zakaze, ane te samajAvavA ja strImAM doSAropaNa karAya che. tyAre zuM puruSa strInA sAthenA vAsanAnA saMbaMdhamAMthI mukata thAya te zuddha svarUpanI prApti mATe anivArya nathI? ane vAsanAno saMbaMdha toDavA tathA tUTelA e saMbaMdhone jArI rAkhavA mATe strI tyAga Avazyaka nathI? jenA darzanathI vAsanA jAgRta thAya che, tevA nimittothI dUra rahevuM e mumukSu mATe jarUrI nathI? saMsArathI DarIne bhAgI chUTavuM e sAdhaka AtmAnI nabaLAI nathI. paraMtu sAdhakanIe sAvacetI che. sAdhakanuM tedIrghadRSTibiMdu che. game teTalo sAro saMsAra jo ApaNA AtmAmAM malina vAsanAono janakabane che. to te saMsAra ApaNA mATe ahitakArI ja che, ane tethI te tyAjaya che. jorogIne ArogyanI prApti karavI che, to tenA mATe rogavardhakahavA, pANI, ane khorAkathI dura rahevuM ja zreyaskara hoya che. tema anekavidha vAsanAonA rogathI mukta banavA ane nirvikAritAnA parama Arogyane hAMsala karavA, vikAra vardhaka (puruSa mATe), strI, dhana vagerethI alipta rahevuM ati Avazyaka che. | 30 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco viSaya tRptinuM sAdhana banelI strI dagAkhora patanakArI bane che, e vAtane pratyeka vicAraka svIkAryA vinA nahi rahe. - strInI bhUmikAthI puruSa aMgenI vicAraNA paNa pUrvokatadRSTibiMduothI karI levI joIe. strIe paNa potAnA ucca vyakitatvanI abhivyakita kSudra vAsanAomAM na karavI joIe. paraMtu zuddha, satItva ane nirdabha sadAcAritAmAM karavI joIe, paraMtu zuddha satItvanI rakSA pAchaLa teNe satata ane sakhata jAgRti rAkhavI joIe. evyakitatvajarAya na jhaMkhavAya,dinapratidina ujvaLa bane tenI khevanA tenA hRdayamAM sthapAyelI hoya. paraMtu A zuddha satItva ane nirdabha sadAcAritAnI abhivyakita karavA pAchaLa jarUrI manobaLa ane AtmabaLa lAsa pAmatA cAlyA. tethI strInuM vyakitatva jhaMkhavAyuM. tenAthI temanAmAM rahelI mAnava sahaja mAnavI lAgaNI dubhANI. ane e lAgaNIe strIne potAnuM vyakitatva anyAnya mArge vyakta karavA prerI. ane temAM tene puruSonI jarUrI sahAya paNa maLI ke je puruSonI malIna vAsanAo te sahAya karavA dvArA poSAvA lAgI! ane strI svAtaMtryanA nAmano ekakhUNethI pokAra UThyo. strIo dvArA kevaLa potAnI kSudra kAmanAone saMtoSavAmathatA puruSone priya lAgyo, temaNe epokArane dezavyApI banAvavA prayatno AdaryA. strIomAM sutelI bhautika sukhecchAone pUrNa karavA mATe temaNe A strI svAtaMtryanuM kSetra batAvI strIone kauTuMbika maryAdAo phagAvI devA TaTTAra karI. temaNe eka vAta evI vyApaka banAvI ke, "strIone khUba maryAdAonA baMdhanomAM jakaDI rAkhavAthI, aMdaramAM vAsanAno agni ghughavAya che. ane mArga maLatAM te pavitratAne bharakhI le che. enA badale strIone maryAdAonI zRMkhalAmAMthI mukata rAkho." || 30 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco AgaLa vadhIne temaNe maryAdA pAlanamAM zArIrika aniSTone paNa batAvavA mAMDyA! baLajabarIthI dAbI rAkhelI vAsanA zarIramAM aneka prakAranI vyAdhio janmAve che." chatAMya strIo sAthe svaicchita vihAranI anukULatA na maLatAM strIone samajAvavA mAMDyuM. dezanuM ane samAjanuM hita - sevA karavA strIoe gharanA khUNo choDavo joIe. strIonuM paNa rAjakIya ane sAmAjika kSetre asAdhAraNa sthAna che." A prabaLa pracAranI mAyAvI jALamAM aneka strIoe jhaMpalAvyuM. dezasevA ane samAjasevAnA burakhA nIce temanA durAcAranI eba DhaMkAvA lAgI. ane dezasevikA tathA samAjasevikA tarIke temanuM vyaktitva vikAsa pAmavA lAgyuM! naitika ane adhyAtmika unnatimAM potAnuM bhavya vyakitatva abhivyakta karavAnI bhAvanA lupta pAmI, pariNAme pracchanna ane prakaTa durAcAro dezavyApI, vizvavyApI banyA. bIjI bAju strIone kauTumbika baMdhano, kuTuMba sevA kaDavI lAgavA mAMDI, patinI prasannatA prApta karavA mATe, patinI sevA karavA mATe tene samaya namaLavA mAMDyo enA sthAne parapuruSo sAthe vadhu ne vadhu bolavAnuM,hasavAnuM, besavAnuM, kAma karavAnuM tene pasaMda paDvA lAgyuM. kuTuMbamAM te premanuM sAmrAjyanA sthApI zakI. kuTuMbamAM kalezanA maMDANa thayA, kalezanA bhaDakA thavA lAgyA. bIjI bAju, jAtIya AkarSaNano strIo bhoga banavA lAgI ane anAcAra,durAcAra ane vyabhicAra khUba vadhI gayA.emAM paNa mAnava samAja samakSa jyAre temanA pApa pragaTa thavA lAgyA. vyaktitva haNAvA lAgyuM tyAre | 206 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco barthakaMTrola, saMtati niyamananA sAdhano ajamAvavA zarU thayA enA dvArA pApanA pragaTIkaraNano bhaya TaLI gayo ! bhogecchAe mAjhA mUkIne ramaNe caDhI. puruSatva - vIryano khUba khUba vyaya thavA lAgyo. zArIrika rogone humalA karavAnuM kSetra maLI gayuM, ane deza tathA samAja gherI mAMdagImAM pachaDAI gayo. vicAro, gaMbhIratApUrvaka pakSapAtarahita vicAro strI svAtaMtrya pAchaLa karavAmAM AvelA tarka keTalA badhA asaMgata che, te paNa vicAraNA mAMge che. "koTuMbika maryAdAonA pAlanamAM vAsanAno agni dabAyelo rahe che ane mArga maLatAM te pavitratAne bharakhI le che.' Ama mAnI maryAdAonA pAlana toDavAmAM Ave ane agnine bhaDake baLavA devAmAM Ave to zuM pavitratA sahI salAmata raheze ? vAsanA e jo agni ja che, to agni para niyaMtraNa anivArya ja che. kayo manuSya potAnA gharamAM agnine chUTo mUke che ? rasoInI jarUra hoya tyAre parimita tApa dvArA te agnino upayoga karAya ane jyAre kArya samApta thAya tyAre rAkhanA bhAThAmAM te agni dATI devAmAM Ave che. te ja rIte bhoganI IcchA thatAM svasrI sAthe parimitakALa mATe vAsanAno agni peTAvI, tyArabAda saMyamanI maryAdAnI rAkhamAM te agnine dAbI rAkhavo te ja gRhastha mATenI Arya saMskRti che. vAsanAnA agnine saMpUrNa bujhAvI nAMkhavA saMyamanI rAkhamAM kAyama mATe te agnine dATI rAkho ! tenuM ja nAma brahmacarya pAlana che. vaLI vAsanAone dAbavAmAM zArIrika nukasAno na hovA chatAM jema rajU karAya che, tema vAsanAone pUrNa karye javAmAM to keTalA zArIrika nukasAno che, te Aje samajAvuM paDe tema che ? Aje vadhumAM vadhu rogonuM janmasthAna hoya to te adhika bhoga pravRtti che. jyAre vAsanAone rokavAthI vIryano saMcaya thaI roga pratikAra zakita vadhe che. || 207 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco eTaluM ja nahi paNa vIryanI hAnithI mAnasika nirbaLatA paNa vadhI jAya che ane nabaLuM paDeluM mAnasa jIvana vyavahAramAM joItI saphaLa kAryakSamatA dharAvatuM nathI. krodhAdi Avezone te turata paravaza banI jAya che. tenAthI zarIra para ghaNI mAThI asaro thAya che tenI vANI kaTutAbharI bane che. na Ama, vAsanAone na dAbatAM chuTI mUkavAmAM AvI to Aje mAnasika, vAcika ane kAyika rogo, aniSTo dezane gherI vaLyA che. vaLI, strIone rAjakIya ane sAmAjika kSetre vALI puruSoe zuM strIonuM Atmahita karyuM che ? eka to e strI jyAre rAjakIya ke sAmAjika kSetre rasa le che, te tenA patine priya nathI hotuM ane tethI haiyuM ghaNo ja asaMtoSa anubhave che, pati - patni vacce eka mahAna aMtara paDI jAya che. bIjuM kuTuMbanI sevAmAMthI kaMTALIne svIkArelI rAjasevA ke samAjasevA kadI paNa satyanI bhUmikA para TakI zakatA nathI ane te abhinaMdanIya na banI zake. Ama bhinna - bhinna dRSTibiMduothI vicAratA strI - svAtaMtrya, dezanI, samAjanI ane AtmAnI naitika, AdhyAtmika utkrAnti upara kevo jabbara kuTharAghAta karyo che, te samajI zakAze. je svAtaMtryamAM vAsanAo sAkAra banI adhaHpatananA mArge jIvAtmAne dorI jatI hoya, te svAtaMtrya koI kALe, koI sthaLe, ApI zakAya nahi. te svAtaMtryano Agraha rAkhI zakAya nahi. paraMtu te svAtaMtrya para vahelAmAM vahelI take aMkuza mukavo joIe. je svAtaMtryamAM vAsanAo nAmazeSa banI AtmA utkrAntinA paMthe vaLe te ja svAtaMtrya pratyeka sthaLe abhinaMdanIya banI zake. avo || 306 ||

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meM vAMcyu tame paNa vAMco nArInuM svamAna manIorDaranI rakama pAchI laIne bIje divase ya TapAlI jyAre surajanI khaDakI bahAra nIkaLyo, tyAre AkhI zerImAM ho hA macI gaI.'so rUpiyA e kAMI nAnI - sUnI rakama na kahevAya !'' so rUpiyAnuM manI orDara pAchuM vALavuM e murkhAI nahi to bIjuM zuM ?" "koI ene salAha denAruM ya na nIkaLyuM ?" "are, e to bhAre teja che, ene kahevA koNa jAya ?'' ema jAtajAtanI TIkA sagA saMbaMdhIone pADozIomAM thavA lAgI eTale mane suraja koNa ane so rUpiyA zAnA, e jANavAnI IcchA thaI. huM to ATha divasathI ja mAmAne ghera havAphera mATe rahevA AvI hatI. AturatAthI meM mAmIne pUchayuM : "zI vAta thAya che ?'' "e ApaNA gAmanI dikarI che. mA - bApa nathI, bhAI - bhojAI paradeza rahe che. chellA traNa mahinAthI ekalI ja ahI che. enA vara taraphathI so rUpiyAno manI orDara Avyo'to te eNe pAcho vALyo. Ama to gharamAM khAvAnA ya vakhA che, paNa e paisA eNe na lIdhA. zI khabara be mANasa vacce zo ya aNabanAva haze !' mAmI ATaluM kahI vAta pUrI karavA mAMgatA hatA, paraMtu mArI jijJAsAno pAra nahoto. meM prazno pUchavA mAMDayA ne mAmIe kaMIka kaMTALA sAthe tUTakachUTaka javAba ApyA teno sAra A hato H 'sUraja enA patine choDIne ahI AvI che. eno bhAI AvIne thoDo sarasAmAna ne anAja ApI gayo che. patine tyAM vADI, baMgalA, moTara badhu che sUraja zA mATe AvatI rahI che, te koI jANatuM nathI. paNa pati taraphathI AvatI koI jAtanI madada e svIkAratI nathI tenI AkhA gAmane khabara che. hamaNAM eNe sIvavAno saMco bhADe lIdho che ne emAMthI gujarAna jeTaluM kamAI levAnI umeda rAkhe che.'' ATaluM jANatA sUrajane jovAnI mane tIvra IcchA thaI AvI. AMkhanI oLakhANa thaI gaI hatI. paNa ghera javAnuM kadI banyuM nahotuM. eTale || 306 ||

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meM vAMcyu tame paNa vAMco mane saMkoca to thayo, paraMtu IcchA dabAvI zakI nahI eTale meMto jaIne emanuM bAraNuM khakhaDAvyuM. AvIne emaNe daravAjo ughADayo kAMIka Azcarya anubhavatAM mane AvakAra ApI aMdara laI gayA. saMco baMdha rAkhIne AvyAM hatAM te pAcho zarU karyo ne vivekathI mArA ne mAmInA khabara aMtara pUchavA lAgyAM. meM paNa evuM sAme pUchyuM. pachI rahevAyuM nahi eTale meM kahyuM : ''mAThuM na lagADo to eka vAta pUchu." "pUchone," sahaja rIte emaNe kahyuM. meM pUchI nAMkhyuM, "manIorDara kema pAcho mokalyo ?'' sUrajabahena kaMI javAba Ape te pahelAM to meM kahI dIdhuM ke, "badhAnA manamAM A vAtanuM Azcarya thAya che ne koI kazuM jANatuM nathI.'' "te rAkhIne ya zuM karuM ?" niHsAso nAMkhIne emaNe kahyuM. huM jarA muMjhAI gaI, me kahyuM : "ema kema bolo cho ? tamArA patie paisA mokalyA hatA ane tamArA kharca mATe mokalyA hatA. to pachI rAkhavAmAM zo vAMdho hato ? javAbanI AzA rAkhatI huM emanI sAme tAkI rahI. paNa teo to niruttara rahI, nIcuM joI saMco calAvavA lAgyA, saMcAnI jhaDapa para emanA mananI kriyAo kaMIka samajAtI hatI. aMtaramAM jANe ke saMsmaraNono ubharo caDayo hato ne e ubharAne besADI devA e prayAsa karatAM hoya evuM dekhAtuM hatuM. A sthitimAM pharIvAra savAla karavAnuM mane rUcyuM nahi. huM muMgI ja besI rahI. paraMtu thoDIvAra pachI potAnA prayatnamAM jANe e saphaLa thayA hoya ema saMcAnI gati maMda paDI ne svastha svare bolyA H "vAta bahu lAMbI che bahena, ema thAya che ke evI vAta karI bIjA koIne duHkhI zA sAruM karavA ?' || 210 ||

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meM vAMcyu tame paNa vAMco "evo khyAla tame nA karazo sUrajabahena,mArAthI sahevAyuM nahi tethI ja jANavA AvI chuM.'' ane pachI emanuM aMtara ughaDyuM. dhIme dhIme emaNe kahyuM. "mAruM lagna thayuM tyAre mArA ne mArA mA - bApanA harakhano pAra nahoto. gAmaDA gAmanI garIba mA - bApanI dIkarInA nasIbe zrImaMtanuM ghara kyAMthI hoya, paNa mArA mAmAnI lAgavaga ane mArA nasIbanA jore sAruM ThekANuM maLI gayuM. pati hoziyAra ne kuTuMbamAM kartA hartA. sAruM thayuM. mArA mA - bApa mAruM sukha joIne gayAM. A duHkhanA divasa emanA gayA pachI AvyA eTalI phikara mane ochI che. 'lagna pachInA cAra varasa to mArA bahu sukhamAM gayA. pANI mAMgu to dUdha maLe evA mArA mAna - pAna ne mArI pratye hetaprIta, paNa cAra varasa pachI ya mArI kukha na phaLI eTale gharamAM saune ne patine suddhAM huM aNagamatI banI gaI. dAkatara, vaidya ne jozI suddhAM pAse mAruM nasIba ukelAvI joyuM. paNa kyAMya kArI na phAvI. mArA sAsu - sasarAnuM dila mArA parathI UThI gayuM. be cAra mahinA to mArA pati emanA vaDIlonI vAtathI na pIgaLyA paraMtu pachI to A kamanasIbImAM emane paNa mAro vAMka vasavA lAgyo. teo mArAthI aLagA ne aLagA rahevA lAgyA. vagara vAMke mAro vAMka jovA lAgyA.' Ama chatAM, huM zAMtithI rahetI hatI. e lokonI avagaNanAmAM mArA nasIbane doSa daI besI rahetI hatI, paraMtu e zAMtino aMta eka divasa AvI gayo. - "te divase rAtre pati roja karatAM jarA vahelA AvyA - manamAM huM harakhAI. mane rAjI karavA mArI sAthe hasIkhuzIthI rahevAno emanA manamAM vicAra Avyo haze.mArA pratye dayAbhAva jAgyo haze ne tethI ja Aja vahelA AvyA haze, ema mAnI hasatI, hasatI huM emanI sAme UbhI rahI, paraMtu teo gaMbhIra hatAM. emanI gaMbhIratA joI huM stabdha banI gaI. emaNe mane sAmenI || 399 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco khurazI para besavA kahyuM. eka gunegAranA bhAva anubhavatI huM kAMIka sajAnA pharamAnanI rAha jotI phATI AMkhe emanI sAme tAkI rahI. emaNe kahevA mAMDayuMH jo sUraja, tAro khoLo bharAyo nahi. dAkataroe paNa cokhkhI nA pADI dIdhI che."huM muMgI rahI emaNe AgaLa calAvyuM: "to have mAre mArI AvaDI moTI milakatane vArasa vinAnI rAkhI zakAya nahi. bA - bApujIne paNa lAge che ke have mAre bIjuM lagna karI levuM joIe."hiMmatathI teo A bolI gayA, huM uzkerAI gaI, meM kahyuM: - "bA - bApujInuM nAma zA mATe vacce lAvo cho? tamArA potAnA mananI ja vAta karone!" teo svastha ja rahyA ane zAMtithI bolyAH "mArA mananI vAta paNa e ja che, ATalA varasothI ne ATalI mahenata pachI ekaThI karelI milakatane sAva rajhaLatI to na ja choDAya." mAruM mana to emanA A javAba sAme hajAro savAla uThAvI gayuM: to pachI zuM mArA karatAM tamAre mana tamArI milakatanI kiMmata vadhAre che? tamane tamArI milakata para keTalo adhikAra che eTalo mane nathI zuM?" mane kahevAnuM mana thayuM, "jevA tame emilakatanA mAlika cho evI huM paNa mAlika chuM." paraMtu AvA badhA vicAro to mArA aMtaramAM ja ghUmyA karyA. chevaTe zAMta paDI gayA. bahAra to mahAparANe rokI rAkhavA chatAM AMsunA be TIpAM paDI gayA. e joIne mArA pati gusse thaI gayA ne bolyAH emAM raDavAnuM zuM che? tAre mArA kuTuMbanA mULane ukhADI nAkhavuM che? kuTuMbanuM bhaluM IcchavuM to dUra rahyuM A rIte apazukana karavA che?tane koI kADhI mUkatuM hoya ne tuM Ama AMsu pADatI hoya to ThIka che, tArAM sukha-sAhebImAM jarAya khoTa AvavAnI nathI." | 312 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco "ane cAra divasa pachI mArA mosALa sAsarAnA gAmathI nALiyera AvyuM. eTale badhI paristhiti huM kaLI gaI. e gharamAM UbhA rahevuM mAre mATe have jhera samAna thaI paDayuM. te AkhI rAta meM jAgatA vitAvI. manamAM vaLI vaLIne vicAro UmaTavA lAgyA : "A oraDA para have mAro zo adhikAra ? A aTArImAM have mArAthI UbhA rahevAya nahi. emanI sAme adhikAra dAve huM eka zabda bolI zakuM nahi.....to pachI AvuM hiNapatabharyuM jIvana mAre zA mATe svIkAravuM ? mArA hAthapaga bhAMgI gayA che ? roTalAnA be TukaDA mATe AvuM svamAnahIna jIvana mAre pasaMda karavuM ?'' mAruM aMtara baLavo pokArI uThayuM : "nA, nA, mArAthI e kadi nahi banI zake. mArI jAtane huM evuM hINa sthAna kadI nahi ApI zakuM. huM mAre piyara cAlI jaIza. piyaramAM mAtA - pitA nathI, paNa gharanuM khAlI khokhuM che. e khokhAmAM rahIne bhUkhyuM - tarase jIvavuM paDaze to e rIte paNa huM svamAnabhera jIvIza." "e rAtreja meM nirNaya karI dIdho ne savAre gharamAM saune jaNAvI dIdho. koIe e sAme vAMdho na lIdho. patideve koI mANasa mUkavA Ave eTalI goThavaNa karavA pUratI sahAnubhUti darzAvI. huM e sUcana sAme abola ja rahI. mAruM aMtara jhaMjhAvAta anubhavI rahyuM hatuM. mane kAMI bolavuM, kAMI vicAravuM sUjhatuM nahotuM, yaMtravata je thayuM te meM joyA karyuM ne huM ahI cAlI AvI. "tyAra pachI emane mane paisA mokalavAno vicAra Avyo hazeagara to koIe sUcavyo haze. paNa e paisAne mAre zuM karavA che ? je paisAnI kiMmata mArA patine mana mArA zarIra, mana, prANa ne prema karatAM vadhu hoya e paisAno huM kaI rIte svIkAra karI zakuM ? e karatAM to mAre bhUkhe maravuM paDe, bhIkha mAMgavI paDe ke pArakAM kAma karavA paDe e huM bahetara gaNIza." eTaluM bolI sUrajabahena nIcuM joI saMco calAvavA lAgI gayAM. zauryane svamAnathI emano cahero tapIne lAla thaI gayo hato. mArAthI manomana emane || 212 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco vaMdanakarAI gayuM. nArInuM AvuM svamAnamane jvalleja jovA maLyuM che. sAmAnya rIte AMsu, nizvAsa, lAcArI, bharaNa - poSaNanI mAgaNI evuM badhuM ja A duniyAmAM meM joyuM che. paNa nArItvanuM AvuM teja bhAgye ja najare caDe che. A nArI chUTAcheDA laI zakatI nahotI ?zuM A nArI purnalagna karI zakatI nahotI?nArI svamAnane ane zIlane sAcave tyAre ja te mahAna gaNAya che. A te davAkhAnA ke katalakhAnAM ? : bhAratanA Arogya maMtrIzrIe thoDA mahinA pahelA lokasabhAmAM sagarva jAherAta karI hatI ke varSa 1978-79daramiyAna sarakAranA copaDe be lAkha tera hajAra garbhapAtanA kesa noMdhAyA hatA. (lagabhaga vIsa varSa pahelAnA gALAnI vAta Aje kayAM pahoMcI haze vAcako kalpI le.) temaNe e vAte khuzI vyakata karI ke have bhAratamAM garbhapAta lokapriyabanato jAya che. dhIme dhIme A sAmAjika kalaMka pratye lokonI suga ochI thatI jAya che. A bhUNa hatyAmAM tAmalinADu ane mahArASTra AkhA dezamAM mokhare che. te badala maMtrIzrIe temane abhinaMdana ApyA hatAM. ane bIjA rAjyone A be pragatizIla caraNa cinho para cAlavA salAha ApI hatI. saMbhava che. tAmilanADu ane mahArASTranA Arogya maMtrIonI chAtI gajagaja phulI haze ane temaNe potAnA khunI vibhAganA kasAIone mAna-cAMda ke InAma akarAmothI navAjyA paNa haze. lokasabhAnA tamAma mAnanIya sabhyoe paNa A AMkaDA ThaMDA kaleje sAMbhaLI lIdhA haze ane pachI prajAnA kharce kenTInamAM jaI cA - nAstA karyA haze. paraMtu tame jo A lekha jamyA pahelAM vAMcazo to bhojana nahi bhAve ane rAtre vAMcavA beThA hazo to jaldI uMgha nahi Ave. garbhapAtanI keTalIka vaijJAnika DokaTarI paddhatio je Aje bhAratamAM pracalita che te joI laIe : | 314 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco DI. enDa sI. oparezana : dAkatarI sAdhano vaDe sagarbhA strInA garbhAzayanuM mukha pahoLuM karavAmAM Ave che. pachI e sAdhana vaccethI eka cappaathavA kAtara jevuM hathiyAra aMdara nAMkhIne jIvatA bALakane tevIMdhI nAMkhavAmAM Ave che.garbhamAM taraphaDatuM bALaka lohIluhANa thaI asahya vedanA bhogavI mRtyune zaraNa thAya che. pachI eka camacI jevA sAdhananI madadathI bALakanA TukaDe TukaDA bahAra kADhavAmAM Ave che.khImAM thaI gayeluM magaja, lohIthI dadaDatA AMtaraDA,bahAra nIkaLI paDelI AMkho, duniyAmAM jeNe pahelo zvAsa nathI lIdho tevA phephasA, dhabakatuM nAnakaDuM daya, hAtha paga, badhuM jaladI - jaladI bahAra kADhIne nIcenI bAladImAM DokTare pheMkI devuM paDe che. bahAra garbhapAta mATenA umedavAra bahenonI lAMbI lAIna hoya che. (jANe narakanI TIkITa levA lAgelI lAIna, jyAM kapAvuM kapAvuM ne kapAvuM ja paDe che.) eTale DokaTare A badhuM jaldI - jaldI patAvavuM paDe che. tethI ghaNI vakhata bALakane aMdara taraphaDIne marI javA mATe pUrato samaya paNa apAto nathI. aMdhArAmAM tIra mAravA jevuM A oparezana che. hathiyAra garbhamAM bALakanA mAthAmAM, chAtImAM, peTamAM ke AEyamAM na vAgatA hAtha, paga ke sAthaLamAM ghAMcAyatobALakajaldI maratuM nathI. 70, 80,90varSa jIvavA mATe kudarate je choDataiyAra karyA hoya che, tenI jijiviSA khUba prabaLa hoya che. tethI bAladImAM dhabakatA hRya joIne DokTaro, narsoane svIparo suddhAM bIjI bAju AMkho pheravI le che. A hathiyAra kayAreka utAvaLamAM ane kayAreka anavyasta hAthe garbhAzayane paNa nukasAna karI de che. tevA kissAmAM lAMbA samaya sudhI lohI vahe che, aMdara cAMdu paDe che, kAyamano pradara thAya che, jAtIya AvegoThaMDA paDI jAya che, pariNAme dAMpatyajIvana khoTuM bane che ane kayAreka to evI strI pharI kadI mAtA banI zakatI nathI. // rU96 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco cusaNa paddhati : garbhAzayamAM ekapolInaLIno cheDodAkhala karavAmAM Ave che. naLI sAthe eka paMpa besADelo hoya che ane naLIne bIje cheDe moTI boTala joDelI hoya che. naLIno eka cheDo garbhAzayamAM barAbara goThavyA pachI paMpane ughADavAsa karavAthI garbhamAMnuM jIvatuM bALaka garbhamAMthI pachaDAya che. kasAIo bakarAne eka jhATake halAla kare che. jyAre A paddhatimAM kayAreka bALakanA judA-judA aMgone naLImAM kheMcAI Ave che. DoLAphATIne bahAra AvI jAya che. sakazanane lIdhe peDu, chAtI, peTa ane magajanA polANomAM AvelA avayavo phATIne veravikhera thaIne bahAra Ave che, tyAre chevaTe baMdhaboTalamAM jorathI pachaDAIne tenA bhukkA bolAI jAya che. keTalIye vAra sudhI bALaka boTalamAM taraphaDatuM rahe che ane pachI zvAsa rUMdhAtA te ThaMDu paDI jAya che. A paddhatimAM kayAreka AkhuM garbhAzaya bahAra kheMcAI Ave che. tevI strIone jiMdagIbhara aneka takalIpho thAya che. kamarano dukhAvo to kAyamI banI jAya che.pachInuM garbhadhAna uthalo mAre ane raktasrAvane kAraNe strI naMkhAI jAya che. hisTeroTomI (nAnuM sijheriyana) : peDune cIrI, sagarbhA strInA AMtaraDA bahAra kADhI,garbhAzayane kholI, jIvatuM bALaka kADhavAmAM Ave che. pachI ene bAladImAM pheMkI devuM paDe che hAthapaga halAvatuM, havAtiyA mAratuM, raDatuM,asahAya bALakabAladImAM ja marI jAya che. temAM paNa keTalAka jabarA jIvo kalAko sudhI maravAnI nA pADe che ane oparezana thiyeTaramAM bIjo kesa turata dAkhala karavAno hoya che. tethI bAladImAM jIvatA bALakane tIkSNa hathiyAra vaDe vIMdhI nAMkhavAmAM Ave che athavA moTA phaTakAthI teno kaccaraghANa kADhI nAMkhavAmAM Ave che. jo kAtila khunIo,DAkuo, mArAo ane AdatanA nara-hatyArAo AvAM be-cAra oparezano joI leze to kadAca teo potAno dhaMdho choDIne sAdhu banI jAya, | rUdda ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco athavA AvuM kALuM kAma karanArAonuM ja khUna karI bese. jherI kSAravALI paddhati : eka lAMbo soyo garbhAzayamAM bhoMkavAmAM Ave che.temAM pIcakArI vaDe bhAre kSAranuM drAvaNa choDavAmAM Ave che. cAre taraphanA drAvaNathI gherAyeluM bALaka thoDo kSAra gaLI jAya che. jotajotAmAM bALakane garbhAzayamAM heDakI upaDe che. jhera khAdhuM hoya evA mANasanI jema te garbhAzayamAM ALavA - kheMcavA lAge che. kSAranI dAhaka asarathI tenI cAmaDI kALI paDI jAya che. aMte guMgaLAIne bALaka garbhamAM marI jAya che. pachI tene bahAra kADhI levAmAM Ave che. ghaNIvAra utAvaLamAM kADhavAmAM Ave to bALaka thoDuM jIvatuM hoya che. e vakhate tenI cAmaDI vAdaLI hoya che. bahAra te thoDI ja vAramAM mRtyu pAme che. AvA garbhapAtamAM jo bALaka joDiyuM hoya to eka mareluM avatare ne bIjuM jIvatuM Ave, paraMtu tene paNa TuMka samayamAM ja anya ghAtakI rIto vaDe maraNane zaraNa karavAmAM Ave che. nikAlanI AgavI rIto eka oparezanamAM 7 mAsanuM bALaka jIvatuM nIkaLyuM potAne A duniyAmAM jIvavAno adhikAra che, ema vyakata karavA mATe te jorazorathI raDavA lAgyuM. DokTare tene mahetarane ApI devA mATe AyAne ApyuM. jIvatA bALakane dATI devA mATe mahetara asvIkAra karyo. AyA ane mahetara vacce jhagaDo thayo. aMte AyAe bALakane bhoMyataLiye pachADyuM, thoDIvAra taraphaDIne te mRtyu pAmyuM. te pachI ja mahetare tenA mAsuma zabano svIkAra karyo. AyA (moTIveTara)ne dasa rUpiyA maLyA. DokaTara tathA tenA madadanIzane pAMca rUpiyA maLyA, narsane eka rUpiyo maLyo ane potAnA ja bALakanI hatyArI mAtAne pUrA eka so rUpiyA maLyA. 1972thI bhArata sarakAra eka garbhapAta pAchaLa || 217 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco ATalI rakama protsAhanarUpe Ape che. garbhapAtanA kissAmAM keTalIka kanyAo ane mAtAo ajJAnavaza jANI joIne khoTI mAhitI Ape che ane te kahe che ke te karatAM bALaka vadhu paripakava nIkaLe che. keTalAka kesomAM bALaka maravAnI nA ja pADe che. ane koI dayALu AtmA tene dattaka paNa laI le che. ekavakhata ekaparipakava garbhanuM mastaka ja cusaNa paddhatimAM alaga thaI gayuM, ane bAkInuM dhaDa zvAsa levA aDadhA kalAka sudhI havAtiyA mAratuM rahyuM.divasane aMte oparezana thiyeTarano tamAma mAnava eThavADa UbharAtI bAladIo, mRtyu pAmelA ane kaLavaLatAM manusaMtAnone dATI devAmAM Ave che, athavA bhaThThImAM nAMkhIne bALI devAmAM Ave che. jethI sAmAnya nAgarikone A lIlA kadI najare caDhatI nathI. pracAra jaLaH "bole tenA bora vecAya" evA jAherAtanA A jamAnAmAM sarakAra lokonephasAvavA mATe lobhAmaNA sUtrocitare che. "prasutinivAraNa e strIno adhikAra che." A sUtra vAMcIne koI binaanubhavI mahilA kuTuMba kalyANa kendranI mulAkAte jAya to temane garbhapAtanI salAha ApavAmAM Ave che. salAha ApanAra pote athavA tenI sAMkaLamAMno dehasRSTi koI bIjo jaNa moTIveTara hoya che je moTI saMkhyAmAM mahilAne garbhapAta mATe taiyAra karavAmAM pAvaradhA hoya che. teo sagarbhA strIne aneka rIte samajAve che ke tamane bALakanI hamaNAM jarUra nathI, tamAruMyauvana, tamAruM sauMdarya, tamArI sRSTi tamAre akabaMdha rAkhavI hoya to garbhapAta karAvI nAMkho. tamAre nokarI karavI che, tamAre patine kaMpanI ApavI che, tamAre videza javuM che, tamAre mojamajA karavI che bALaka temAM bAdhaka banaze. pAMca - dasa varSathobhI jAva hamaNAM garbhapAta karAvI nAMkho. eborzana have kAyadAnI dRSTie mAnya che. temAM kaMI vAMdho Avato nathI. takalIpha thatI nathI uparathI rUpiyA maLe che. nokarI karatA ho to cAlu pagAre || 39s ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco rajA maLe che. e....ya ne ghera suI ArAma karI, sarakArI paise zIro khAI, tAjAmAjA thaIne pharI zako cho, ekavAra bhUla karI, tevI bIjIvAra na thavA dejo. saMtati niyamananA sAdhano vAparajo.paraMtu A vakhate to nikAla karAvI ja nAkho" tema chatAM dharmabhIruM bhAratIya strI hajAro varSanA saMskAranA baLe garbhapAtanuM pApa karatAM khacakAya che.tyAre tene samajAvavAmAM Ave che ke-haju to zarUAta ja che. temAM jIva nathI e to mAMsano loco ja hoya che. tene kADhI nAMkhavAmAM kazupApa jevuM nathI. khAsa dardathatuM nathI. aThavADiyAmAM UbhA thaI jazo. koIne khabara paNa nahi paDe. ane bhoLI strIo A pracAra jALamAM bharamAI jAya che. temane khabara nathI ke trIje mahine to bALaka peTamAM pharakavA mAMDe che. ane jIva to garbhAdhAna vakhate ja temAM paDI jAya che. saMbhoga vakhateja puruSa-vIryanA zukrANu ane strI bIjanA milana vakhate e dhabakatA hoya che. jIva ja jIvane janma ApI zake. mRta padArthamAMthI kadIjIvana na saMbhave.vastI ghaTADavA mATenI A eka nIca ane khUnI cAla che, jemAM jIvananA InkAra mATe juThANuM phelAvavAmAM Ave che. e juThANAnI janaka svayaMsarakAra che.vadhuhAthone kAma, rojI roTI ApavAne azakata evI sarakAra juThThA pracAra dvArA mAnavInAM katalakhAnA calAve, e dezamAM duSkALa paDe, dharatIkaMpo thAya, Aga lAge, modhavArI vadhe, manuSyo cAritryabhraSTa thAya ane chevaTe yAdavAsthaLIthI e dezanuM satyAnAza nIkaLI jAya, to temAM Azcarya pAmavA jevuM zuM che? | 216 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco kAco ane kudaratI nyAya : sarakArI ane khAnagI davAkhAnAonA lapharAka bAraNAMo pAchaLa AvA mAnava katalakhAnAM kAyadAne AdhAre cAlI rahyA che. DokTaro, madadanIzo, nasa, svIparo, moTIveTaro ane saMtati niyamana vibhAganA karmacArIo potAnA vaLatara mATe, pagAra uparAMtanI moTI kamANI mATe, bhautikasamRddhinI bhUkha bhAMgavA mATe vadhune vadhu mahilAo garbhapAta karAvavA katalakhAnAomAM hArabaMdhalAvI rahyA che. Arogya maMtrI je AMkaDAo bolyA che te to davAkhAnAonA che. aMdhArI galIomAM suyANIo ane uMTavaidyonA hAthe je bhRNa hatyA ane sAthe - sAthe sargabhA mAtAonA chAne khUNe mota thatA haze tenA AMkaDA to koIne kadI maLe tema nathI. kuMvArI mAtAo lokalAje garbhapAta karAve che, tenA karatAM ghaNI moTI saMkhyAmAM pariNita mAtAo kAyadAne AdhAre chaDecoka potAnA bALakonI hatyA kare che. bALako nahotA joItA lagna zA mATe karyA?bhUla ja thaI gaI hoya to bhogavatA kema nathI? garbhAzayamAMthI akALe kADhIne dATI devAtA bALako jo mA - bApa sAme korTamAM jaI zakatA hota to? teone sarakArI vakIlanI sahAya maLatI hota to? ApaNAM ja mA - bApe e rIte ApaNo nikAla karI nAkhyo hota to? vaNajoItA bALakonA samayasara nikAlane rASTrIya sevA mAnanArAo evI dalIla kare che ke anicchanIya bALakane jIvavAnI pharaja pADavA karatAM mArI nAMkhavuM sAruM.A dalIlane AgaLa calAvIe to anicchanIya patnIne je lokabALI nAMkhe che e paNa eka divasa rASTrasevA lekhAze. pachI AMdhaLA, tulA, laMgaDA, bobalA, maMdabuddhivALA bALako ane bojArUpa banelA vRddhone paNa vadhatI jatI janasaMkhyA rokavAne bahAne jheranuM Injakazana daIne mArI nAMkhavA mATe kAyado karI zakIzuM. lokazAhImAM bahumatIne phAvatuM Ave, teno kAyadobanatAM koNa rokI zake che? sattA sthAne besanArAoe paNa bahumatInA | rU20 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco mata meLavavA paDe che ne? bahumatI samAja bIDI,sigAreTa,dArU-bhAMga pIe to niyamAnusAra kalyANa rAjyamAM e ziSTAcAra gaNAya. garbhapAta karIne ApaNe keTalI mahAna vibhUtione dharatI para AvatAM pahelAM ja mArI nAMkhIe chIe? A dayAmaya kAyado sareAma bALahatyA ja che. duniyAnA aneka dezomAM phAMsInI sajA rada thaI che. khunIone paNa phAMsInI sajA ApavAmAM AvatI nathI. kAraNa ke jIva levAno manuSyane haka ja nathI. garbhapAta e phAMsInI sajA karatAM vadhAre krura AcaraNa che. phAMsI jene ApavAmAM Ave che tenuM tatkALa mRtyu thAya che. jayAre garbhapAtamAM bALaka kalAko sudhI taraphaDIne mare che. phAMsI pIDAhIna che. garbhapAtamAM bALakano kazo guno hoto nathI. anyanI salAmatI mATe gunegArane samAja phAMsI Ape che, jayAre potAnA mojazokha, zarIra sukha ane taraMga khAtara A lokazAhI samAja potAnA saMtAnonI garbhamAM hatyA kare che. phAMsInI sajA pAmanArAo to thoDAM varSapRthvI para vitAvyA hoya che. jayAre garbhamAnAM bALake to haju dharatI para zvAsa paNa lIdho hoto nathI. gesa cembaramAM hajAro yahudIone mArI nAMkhanAra hITalarane duniyA aparAdhI gaNatI hoya, to potAnA saMtAnone motane ghATa utAranArA daMpati nirdoSa kevI rIte lakhAya? e daMpatio hiTalaranA ya dAdA - dAdIo che. gaye varSe ja ApaNe bALavarSa ujavyuM. e varSamAM ApaNe keTalA bALakonI hatyA karI e AMkaDA Arogya maMtrI jaNAve to ApaNe bALaprema ane jIvadayAno sAco AMka jANavA maLe. A duniyAmAM mAtra traNa vyakitaoe ja garbhapAta sAme potAno avAja bulaMda karyo che. svAmI vivekAnaMda, mahAtmA gAMdhI ane khristI dharmanA vaDA nAmadAra popa. anya jaina dharmanA AcAryAdimuni bhagavaMto, bhAratanA saMto, keTalAka vicArako,ciMtako, ane samAja sevakoe mArI jema potAnA vicAro pragaTa karavAno prayatna karyo che. paraMtu bhautikavAdI TI 329 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco nagArakhAnAmAM amArI tutI koNa sAMbhaLe ? IzvarIya nyAya jevI koI vastu haze to tyAM amAro virodha jarUra nodhAze. yAda rAkho, garbhAdhAna vakhate ja vyakitanI uMcAI, buddhino AMka (AI.kyu.) cAlavAnI Dhaba, AMgaLAnA nizAna, lohInuM grupa ane moTA bhAganI vizeSatAo nakkI thaI ja jAya che. jainAgama to kahe che ke A badhu pUrvabhavathI e laIne ja Ave che te anusAra ene ahi e badhuM maLe che.bALaka saMpUrNa vyakitatva dharAve che, pachInI uMmaramAM to mAtra teno ughADa ja thAya che. jo garbhapAta kAyadesara gaNAya, to duniyAmAM corI, khUna, baLAtkAra paNa AgaLa jatAM kAyadesara thAya thaze ane taravAra jaMgalano kAyado che. sabhya samAja tene svIkAre to jaMgaliyAta jIvananA hara kSetre jhaDapabhera pravezI jaze. dAkataronA pitA hipokreTisanI sogaMdavidhimAM spaSTa jaNAvavAmAM AvyuM che ke - "huM DokTara banyo chuM, jIvana bacAvavA mATe, jIvanano nAza karavA mATe nahi ''ane AjanA DokTaro nAzavaMta jIvananA sukhacena mATe potAnI pratijJA toDIne hajArojIvono nAza kare che. sarakArI samarthana sAthe kaLiyuganA aMtima caraNanI A balihArI che. thaI zake mAtra eTaluM ja ke jemano AtmA na svIkAre tevA sajjano A gheTAM doDamAM na joDAya ane yathAzakti virodha karatAM ja rahe. w hamaNAM ja e samAcAra chApAomAM camakayA che ke, 'valasADa jillAnA bilImorA zaheramAM tA.3-4-73 nA bajAramAM resTorAmAM dudha sAthe kolDa DrInka sIrapa lIdhA pachI eka strI ane tenA pAMca bALakonA maraNa nipajayA hatAM.A pAMca bALakomAM traNa chokarA ane bechokarIo hatI.''bajAranA pINAo tathA bajAranA khANAo khAnArAo haju paNa cete ! || 322 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco mArnAsika nIraNitA zrI kedAranAthajI zArIrika sauMdaryanI dRSTithI Arogya e jema-jema mukhya bAbata che tema mAnavatAnI dRSTithI mAnasika nirogItAe mahattvanI bAbata hovAthI tene ja prAdhAnya ApavuM yogya che. kevaLa zArIrika vajana ke hRSTapuSTatA para jema zArirIka Arogyano AdhAra nathI tema dhana, sattA,vidyA kaLA ke pratiSThA para mAnasika Arogyano AdhAra nathI.bALakabIjAnA pramANamAM nAnuM hoya, tenI zakti bIjAonA pramANamAM ochI hoya toya te nirogI hoya che. ane bIjAomAM zakita hoya chatAM teo nirogI nahoya evo saMbhava che. te pramANe jeo mAnasika nirogI hoya temanI pAse dhana, viddhatA, baLa, pratiSThA jevI koI vizeSatA na hoya to ya temanuM mana nirmaLa haze. nirmaLa manamAM vAsa karanArI dayA, kSamA ane zAMti temanI pAse haze eTale ekaMdare temanAmAM mAnavatA haze ane dhana vagere hoya temanI pAse mAnasikanirogItA nahi hoya. karmI paramAtmAe ApaNane saMkalpa zakita ApI che e tenI ApaNA para mahAna kRpA che. tene lIdhe ApaNe pote keTalAye mahAna saMkalpa karIne te pAra pADI zakIe chIe. IcchA hoya to ApaNe dhanavAna sAmarthyavAna, vidvAna kaLAvaMta ane vijJAna saMpanna thaI zakIe ane IcchIe to ApaNe sarjana thaIne mAnavatA siddha karI zakIe.A prakAranI zakita paramAtmAe ApaNane ApelI che. te ApaNA darekamAM suptapaNe vAsa kare che.draDha saMkalpathI ane te prakAranA draDha prayatnathI mANasa potAne joIe te siddhi prApta karI zake che. vidyAnI pAchaLa lAgelA vidvAna thAya che. baLanA upAsaka baLavAna thaI zake che. ne te pramANe mAnavatA prApta karavAnI IcchA karanArAo paNa potAnA prayatnomAM saphaLa thayA che. saMkalpa pramANe siddhi prApta karavA mATe puruSArthanI jarUra che. koI paNa siddhi puruSArtha vagara prApta thaI zakatI nathI. gItAnA soLamA adhyAyamAMdevI ane AsurI saMpattinA lakSaNo kahyA che. tevI AsurI

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco saMpatti prApta karavA mATe paNa puruSArthanI jarUra che. mAnavatA kevaLa puruSArtha para avalaMbelI nathI. tenI prApti mATe puruSArthanI sAthe ja mAnasikanirogItA eTale pavitratAnI jarUra che, tethI mAnavatAnI dRSTie mAnasikanirogItAe mahattvanI bAbata che. tenI prApti mATe jIvana vizenA ApaNA saMkalpamAM pavitratA hovI atyaMta jarUrI che. manuSya svabhAva kudaratathI kaho ke paraMparAne lIdhe kaho, saheje bhogAsakata hovAthI teno cittavRttino pravAhate pramANe cAlato hoya che. mananA saMkalpa te dizAmAM cAlatA hoya che. tethI dhana,vidyA ane kaLA tarapha svAbhAvika rIte tenuM citta AkarSAya che. temanI prAptithI sukhI thavAno tenohaMmezaprayatna hoya che. te bAjunA prayatnamAM siddhinI dRSTithI tene kadI azakayatA jaNAtI nathI. hAla vijJAnanI vRddhi paNa A ja kAraNane laIne thaI che. manuSyanI te dizA tarapha sahaja pravRtti che e tenuM mULa kAraNa che. te prayatnamAM Aje te asAdhAraNa puruSArtha kare che. mAnasika unnatinA hetuthI manuSya haju eTalo prayatnazIla thayo nathI.te bAjuthI teno puruSArtha vadhyo nathI. eTale mAnasika unnatinI vAta tene azakya lAge che. paraMtu manuSya potAnI saMkalpazakitano upayoga te dizAe karato rahe ane yogya mArge prayatnazIla rahe to potAnuM mAnasika Arogya sAdhIne mAnava jAtamAM unnata thaI zake. potAnI sukha zaktine teNe te hetuthI jAgrata karavI joIe. potAnI bhogAsata vRttine oLakhIne teNe pahelethI sAvadhapaNe pavitra ane ucca saMkalpa dhAraNa karavo joIe. dRDhanizcaya, saMyama ane pavitratA para zraddhA, satya ane sadaguNo para niSThA, paramAtmA ane mAnavatA para vizvAsa - e badhAMne lIdhe potAnA saMkalpamAM baLa lAvavuM joIe.AvA satata prayatnathI tenI saMkalpazakti vadhatI jaIne tenuM satkarmarUpe pragaTIkaraNa tenA potAnA ane bIjAonA jIvanamAM sukha ane zAMti pedA karaze. mAnavI jIvana A siddhi mATe che. AnA karatAM bIjI koI paNasiddhi ochAM mahattvanI che. A mATe ja mAnasikanizagItAnI jarUra che. || 324 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco zarIranI bAjuthI zArIrika Arogya jarUranuM che. te pramANe mAnavatAnI dRSTithI mAnasika nirogItA jarUra che. te nirogItA na hoya to dhana vidyA ane sAmarthya jevI bIjI koI paNa viziSTatA manuSyanuM ke mAnava jAtinuM kalyANa karI zakatI nathI. AvI nirogItA sivAya bIjI koI paNa viziSTatAno sadupayoga thaI zakato nathI. je viziSTatA mAnava hRdayano hrAsa kare che tenAthI mAnava jAtinuM kalyANa thavuM zakya nathI. tethI mAnavatAno vikAsa karanAra viziSTatAne ApaNe mahattva ApavuM joIe. te mATe ApaNe satata prayatnazIla rahI puruSArthI banavuM joIe. A badhI bAbato siddha karavA mATe ApaNe pahelethI ja jIvana viSayaka ucca AdarzadhAraNa karavo joIe. AsurI saMpattine mArgena jatAM sajjanatAnA mAnavatAnA mArge javAno ApaNe nizcaya hovo joIe. potAnI Adarza kalpanAno vyavasthita nakazo ApaNA cittamAM haMmeza rahevo joIe. ghara bAMdhavAnuM nakkI thayA pachI tenu kalpanAcitra ApaNA cittamAM prathama taiyAra thAya che ane tyAra pachI te jAtano nakazo kAgaLa para taiyAra karavAmAM Ave che. ghara pUruM thAya tyAM sudhInA te viSayanA vadhatA jatA jJAnathI mULa kalpanAmAM ISTa evo pheraphAra thato jAya che. pahelAnA nakazAmAM pharaka paNa paDe che, ane chevaTe uttama prakAranuM sagavaDavALuM ghara taiyAra thAya che. citra kADhanAra ane mUrti ghaDanAra zilpakArane paNa potAnA cittamAM potapotAnA sAdhyanuM kalpanAcitra banAvavuM paDe che; eTaluM ja nahi paNa dhananI pAchaLa lAgI dhanapati thavAnI IcchA rAkhanAra, baLanI upAsanA karI baLavAna thavAno prayatna karanAra athavA koI paNa viziSTatA prApta karavAnI IcchA rAkhanAra e paikI darekane potapotAnA ISTa ane viziSTatAnuM ciMtana karavuM paDe che. te ciMtanamAM ja te ISTa ane viziSTatAno nakazo tenA cittamAM taiyAra thAya che. potapotAnA AdarzapramANe dareka jaNa prayatnazIla rahI temAM yazasvI thAya che. mAnavatAno Adarza jeNe dRDha karyo hoya che tene paNa te pramANe haMmezA ciMtanazIla ane prayatnazIla rahevuM paDe che. ane te pramANe rahIne te temAM chevaTe yazasvI thAya che. || 326 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco A rIte A mArgamAM yazasvI thavA mATe ApaNane mAnasika nirogItAnI ghaNI jarU2 che. mananI nirmaLatA ane sadguNayukta puruSArtha nIrogitAnA lakSaNa che. A nirogI avasthAmAM ja mAnasika pAvitrya vadhatuM jAya che. jIvananA badhA vyavahAromAM zuddhi Ave che. A avasthAmAM ja mANasamAM prANImAtra vize prema, niHsvArthatA, kSamA ane zAMti rahI zake che. karuNA teno sahaja svabhAva thAya che. nirveratA A avasthAmAM ja sadhAya che. potAnuM ane mAnavajAtinA kalyANa karavAthI potAnI IcchA pramANe, saMkalpa pramANe siddhi prApta karavAnI je zakita paramAtmAe ApaNane ApI che, teno upayoga mANase A avasthA mATe karavo yogya che. paramAtmAe ApelI bheTano upayoga mAnasika nIrogItA sAdhIne mAnavatAnI siddhi mATe ja karavo joIe. svIDana jevo samRddha deza paNa keTakeTalo kaMgALa ne duHkhI che te dezamAM strIonI thatI AtmahatyA puravAra kare che. tyAMnAniHzastrIkaraNa khAtAnA pradhAna zrImatI AlyA mAyakalanA jaNAvyA mujaba, "bhArata karatAM svIDanamAM vadhu strIo AtmahatyA kare che." ne tenuM mukhya kAraNa vRddhAvasthAno kaMTALo ne bhArabhUta jIvana che.'' tema temaNe jaNAvela che. bhArata duHkhI ne garIba deza che, mATe tyAM AtmahatyA ghaNI thAya che temaja strIo parAdhIna ne kacaDAyelI che, mATe ApaghAta kare che - tevI bUmo mAranArA AmAMthI bodhapATha leze ? sahanazIlatA saMyama ne samajaNa e guNatriveNI hoya ne saMtoSapUrvaka jIvatAM jo AvaDI jAya to mAnava bhava jevA kImatI bhavane koNa murkha akaLAIne ke ukaLIne eLe gumAve ? paNa AjanA vijJAne mAnavane asahiSNu tathA asaMyamI temaja asaMtoSI banAvela che. mATe AvA amerikA, svIDana jevA dezomAM mAnavo zAMti ne samajaNapUrvaka jIvI paNa zakatA nathI. || 326 ||

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meM vAMcyu tame paNa vAMco kSamA eka kajiyALI strI hatI. mAdhavasvAmI sAdhue e krodhI strIno krodha nivAravAnonizcaya karyo. ne AvIne UbhA bhikSA mAgavA ene AMgaNe kajiyALI strI UkaLI paDI. "e bhikhArA - eThanA khAnArA, harAmanuM jamanArA' "paNa sAdhu to zAMta citte ja UbhA hatAM. strIe ghAMTo pADIne kahyuM "are, nIkaLa mArA AMgaNAmAMthI, kema Ubho che ahIM ?'' sAdhue jaNAvyuM : "maiyA, yAcaka bhikSA arthe khaDo che, tene dayA karI kaMI Apazo ?'' "hajI bhikSA bAkI che ? ATaATalI ApI to ya dharAto nathI ? le leto jA !'' ema kahI pote oraDI lIpatI hatI te chANamATInI gAra enA tarapha chuTTI nAkhI. sAdhu to AkhA raMgAI gayA. paNa pachI dhIme rahIne kahyuM : "maiyA tame ApyuM to kharUM, paNa mAruM A bhikSApAtra to hajIye khAlI ja che !'' strIe seMkaDo gALono varasAda varasAvyo ne pachI aboTa karavAnA chANanuM potuM ja bhikSApAtramAM nAkhatA kahyuM, '"le have TaLa !'' mAdhava svAmI to bhikSA laI cAlatA thayA ne nadI para jaI snAna karI e vastra dhoyuM ne tenI diveTo banAvI. sAMje prArthanA vakhate AratI samaye prabhu samakSa e mUkI kahyuM : "asatyo mAMhIthI prabhu parama satye tuM laI jA !'' kahe che ke dIvAnI baLatI jyote pelI kajiyALI strInA hRdayamAM paNa dIvo karyo bIje divase sAdhu bhikSA arthe gayA tyAre pazcAtApathI e AkraMda karI rahI hatI. on || 227 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco strIonuM sthAna gharamAM ja che" bhAratanA vaDApradhAna zrI zAstrIe tAjetaramAM temanA dharmapatnIne jAhera pravRttiomAM bhAga levA mATe Agraha karavA AvelA mahilA maMDaLane namratApUrvakanA kahI dIdhI hatI. vaDApradhAne spaSTa zabdomAM kahyuM hatuM ke, "mArA zrImatIjI rasoI pakAvavAmAM ane dharmadhyAna karavAmAM pravRttimaya rahe che. jo teo pravacano karavAne samAraMbhamAM hAjarI ApavA bahAra jAyato mArA mATe anukULa nahi rahe."vaDApradhAnanA dharmapatnI zrImatI lalitAdevIe paNa te pratinidhi maMDaLane spaSTapaNe jaNAvela hatuM ke, "mane lAge che ke kuTuMbanI saMbhALa rAkhavA mATe mAruM sthAna gharamAM ja che ane gharamAM paNa mArA mATe kAmakAja ochuM rahetuM nathI." Aje vAtavAtamAM ghara choDAvIne strIone bahAranI pravRttiomAM joDanArA ne te dvArA bAvAnA be ya bagaDe jevI paristhitimAM saMsArane mukanArA samAja sevakone samAja nAyako A parathI bodhapATha jarUra leze. saMsArane sudhAravo hoya to tenI zarUAta gharathI thavI joIe, ne te mATe suzikSita, saMskArI, zANI tathA strIo taiyAra karavI jarUrI che.ane te strIoe kuTuMbanA mANasone sudhAravA bhoga Apavo jarUrI che. ghara mUkI bahAranI pravRttiomAM strIone pADavAnI himAyata karanArAoe A praznaparatve khUba gaMbhIratApUrvaka vicAra karavo ghaTe che. baMdhAraNa sabhAmAM chUTAcheDA aMgenI eka carcAmAM bolatA DaoN. rAjendra prasAde kaheluM ke- ahIM beThelI tamAma vidvAna sannArIo bhale sarvAnumatIthI potAno abhiprAya chUTAcheDAnI tarapheNamAM vyakta karatI hoya, paraMtu teo A dezanI strIonA hajAramAM bhAganI strIonuM paNa pratinidhitva dharAvatI nathI. jo mArI patnIne mArAthI chUTAcheDA levAnuM kahevAmAM Ave to te chUTAcheDA levA karatAM marI javAnuM vadhAre pasaMda karaze. ahIM beThelI tamAma vidvAna sannArIo teno virodha karaze to paNa dezanI karoDo strIono Teko rahaze. || 22s ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco "viDaMbanA dAyaDa vidhavA vivAha -muni jayAnaMdavijaya lokAcArAnuvRttizca sarvatraucityapAlanam / pravRttirgarhiteneti prANaiHkaNThagatairapi / / abhidhAna rAjendra koSanA sAtamA bhAgamAM pRSTha 337 upara "sadAcAra"zabdanI vyAkhyAnI aMtargata kahyuM che ke-- "sadAcAra maya jIvana jIvavAvALA AtmAono je vyavahAra te lokAcAra. tenA anusAra pravRtti karanArA jIvo pratyeka prasaMga para aucityanuM pAlana kare che. prANa javA sudhInI paristhitimAM paNa garNita-niMdita pravRttina kare arthAt prANathI paNa vadhAre sadAcAranuM pAlana mahattvavALu che ema teo mAne che. vartamAnakALamAM amuka mANaso mAnavatAthI dAnavatA tarapha pagaluM bharatAM ayogya rItithI parivAra niyojana, garbhapAta vigera mahAhiMsaka, dharmanAzaka saMskRti nAzaka ane vikAravardhaka pravRttine apanAvIne vidhavA vivAhanI anumatI ApavA lAgyA che. vidhavA vivAha A sadAcArI puruSo dvArA kyAreya mAnya thayuM nathI. vidhavAvivAhamAM aucityanuM pAlana paNa nathI ane AgaIitaniMdita pravRtti che ane koInA prANa javAnA prasaMga para paNa AcaravAno niSedha che. vidhavA vivAha uccakuLamAM janmanArA mATe to kalaMka rUpa che. pUrvakALathI Aja sudhI koI paNa uccakuLamAM A prathA (vidhavA vivAha)ne sthAna maLyuM nathI, kemake kuladhUmanA anupAlananI vyAkhyAmAM spaSTa lakhyuM che ke, ''viruddha svarunIvaranuvartanam" potAnA kuLanA anukULa AcArathI viparIta vartana na karavuM te ja kulAcAra che. vidhavA vivAhanA sahamatIone pUchavAmAM Ave ke ApanI kaI // rU 26 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco peDhImAM ApanA dAdA paradAdAe vidhavAvivAha karyo hato te samaye paNa baheno vidhavA to thatI ja hatI emAM be mataja nathI ApanA kayA dAdA-paradAdA e vidhavA vivAhamAM sahamatI ApI hatI, to teno javAba 'nA'mAM ja Avaze kAraNake teo Ane duHzIlatA (kalaMka)rUpa mAnatA hatA. duHzIlanI vyAkhyA karatAM thakAM rAjendra koSamAM lakhyuM che ke duHzIla AtmA viSTA (gaMdakI) khAvAvALo gadheDA jevo che. duHzIla AtmA potAnI duHzIlatAnI pUrti mATe zuM-zuM kare che. tenI vyAkhyA karatA rAjendra koSamAM kahyuM che ke, duHzIlA strI hoya to duSTa AcAra ane nirlajjatAnA kAraNathI Ama tema grAma, nagara, jaMgala, mArga, khetara, ghara, upAzraya, cauTAghara, vATikA vagere jagyAe puruSonI icchA rAkhatI pharatI hoya che ane puruSa hoya to te paNa tevA sthAno para vezyA, duSTa dAsI, vidhavA vagere zodhato pharato hoya che. duHzIlA duSTAcAranirlajjatvena yatra tatra grAmanagaramArgakSetragRhopAzraya caityagRhagartAvATikA''dau puruSANAM vAJcchA kAritvAt tathAvidha vaizyAduSTadAsIraNDikAmuNDikA''dInAm / a.rA.ko.4/2601 duHzIla AtmAonI ja vidhavA vivAhamAM sahamatI hoya che . teo ja dharmathI vimukha hoya che. dharmanI vimukhatA pApanI sanmukhatAne AmaMtraNa Ape che. dharmanI vimukhatA dharmagraMthonI avahelanA karAve che. dharmagraMthomAM vidhavA vivAhano niSedha che. sakRjjalpanti rAjAnaH sakRjjalpanti sAdhavaH / sakRtkanyAH pradIyante trINyetAni sakRt - sakRt / rAjA eka ja vAra bole che. sAdhu mahAtmA eka ja vakhata bole che ane dikarIne paNa eka ja vakhata apAya che. e traNa kArya eka ja vAra thAya che. rAjAnA vacanomAM kayAreya parivartana na thAya. kSatriya vyakti potAnA || 20 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco prANa javA sudhI paNa potAnA vacanane pALe che. saMta, mahAtmA paNa jevacana eka vAra bole che, tenuM paripUrNa pAlana prANInI paravA karyA vinA kare che. A be dRSTAMta ApyA pachI dikarIne eka ja vAra ApavAnI vAta"pariziSTaparva"mAM zrI hemacaMdrAcArya mAhArAje kahI ne punaH vivAhano spaSTa rUpathI niSedha karyo strIno vivAha eka ja vAra thAya evuM spaSTa kathana "zrI caMda kevali cAritra"mAM zrI siddharSigaNi mahArAje cothA adhyayananI 46ramI gAthAmAM paNa karyuM che. kASTasthAlI sakRt vahnau, kaNikAyAM jalaM sakRt / sajjanAnAM sakRt vAkyaM, strINAmupayamaH sakRt / / kASTanI thAlI agnimAM eka vakhata naMkhAya che. ATAmAM ja eka vakhata naMkhAya che. sajjanoMeka vacanI hoya che. temaja strIono vivAha paNa eka ja vakhata thAya che. te ja graMthamAM 455 mI gAthAmAM temaNe pharI kahyuM che ke, bhramaNAmAM paNa je strIno je puruSa sAthe hastameLApa thaI gayo hoya to teno pati te ja puruSa che bIjA puruSo mATe te parastrI ja che. 462mI gAthAmAM agnimAM lAkaDAnI thALInuM dRSTAMta ApI siddha karyuM che ke agnimAM lAkaDAnI thALI jema rAkhamAM parivartana thaI jAya che tevI rIte strIno ekavAra vivAha thaI gayA pachI tenuM komAryapana rAkhamAM parivartita thaI jAya e strIe potAnA pati sukhano anubhava karyo hoya ke na karyo hoya paraMtu tenu komAryapana strI paNAMmAM parivartita thaI jAya che. have te kumArI nathI. manathI paNa jene patirUpamAM svIkAryo hoya te teno pati thaI jAya che. bIjAo

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco mATe te parastrI che. paradArAnI vyAkhyAmAM a.rA.ko.bhAga.pa.pU.516mAM aparigRhitAdevI ane tiryaMca strIne paNa grahaNa karI che. arthAt te paNa padArA che.aparigRhitAnI vyAkhyAmAM vidhavAyAm' zabda laIne vidhavAne paNa paradA rAkahI che. to enI sAthe ghara kema maMDAya?e sujJajanoevicAravuM. A pramANe Agamokta vacanAM dvArA vidhavA vivAhano spaSTa rUpe niSedha che. narakagatinA cAra dvAromAM padArA sevanane paNa dvAra kahyuM che, tyAre to sajhAya kAre lakhyuM che ke paradAdA sevI prANInarakamAM jAya durlabha bodhi hoya prAyaH re arthAt parabArA sevanathI narakagati ane durlabhabodhInI prApti thAya AbhA' AtmAne durgatimAM jato rokavA mATe to pUrve keTalI e strIoe potAnuM zIla (Ijjata)bacAvavA potAnA prANo ApI dIdhA che. candanabAlAnI mAtA dhAriNIzIlakhaMDananI vAta sAMbhaLIne dAMta vacce jIbha kacaDIne potAnA prANa ApI dIdhA hatA. keTalIe kSatriyANI strIoe para puruSanA hAthamAM AvI javAnI saMbhAvanA joIne kaTArI chUrI vigerethI prANone tyAgI dIdhA ane agnimAM praveza karI maraNane zaraNa thaI gaI. paNa zIlane (Ijjata)ne "ca"na AvavA dIdhI. arthAt zIla khaMDana na thavA dIdhuM teno ItihAsa sAkSI che. jayAre rAvaNe satI sAvitrI devI sItAne kahyuM ke, rAma lakSmaNane mArIne ane mArI pratijJAne eka bAju mUkIne tArA para baLAtkAra karIza tyAre satI sAvitrI devI sItAe kahyuM hatuM ke, mArA sajIva deha parato kyAre nahIM paNa mArA zaba upara baLAtkAra karI zakIza eTale ke huM mArA prANonI AhUti ApI daIza tyAre rAjA rAvaNane sAcuM lAgyuM ke, meM sItAnuM apaharaNa || 232 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco karIne mAruM ahita ja karyuM che sItAne rAma pratye naisargika prema che ethI siddha thAya che ke zIla khaMDanathI to prANonI Ahuti ApavI ja bahetara che. strInA zIlanI surakSA mATe to aneka yuddho thayA che ane aneka vyaktionI jIvanalIlA samApta thaI gaI che. teno paNa ItihAsa sAkSI che. jeNe manathI zrI neminAthajIne potAnA pati rUpamAM svIkAryA hatA evI strI rAjImatIne jyAre nemajI choDIne cAlyA gayA tyAre rAjImatInA mAtApitAe bIjA puruSa sAthe lagnanI vAta karI tyAre rAjImatie spaSTa kahyuM hatuM ke huM bIjA puruSanuM nAma levAmAM paNa pApa samaju chuM. je puruSane manathI patirUpe svIkAra karyo che teno ja A zarIra para adhikAra che bIjAno nahIM ja. jammukumAranI dIkSAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne ATheya kanyAonA pitAe bIjA lagnanI vAta karI tyAre te ATheya kanyAo e spaSTa paNe kahyuM ke, A janmamAM to eja amArA pati che bAkI badhA bhAI che. te dIkSA leze to ame paNa dIkSA laIzuM paNa bIjA sAthe lagna to nahIM ja karIe. lamaNA nAmanI rAjaputrIe potAnA patinuM avasAna hastameLApa samaye thaI gayuM. tethI teNe sAdhvI banavAnuM pasaMda karyu evI rIte Aje paNa keTalI bahenoe pUrvakRta azubha karmodayanA kAraNe vivAha maMDapamAM athavA eka-bedivasamAM athavA eka-be mahinAmAM patinovirahathaI javAnA kAraNe teoe dIkSA aMgIkAra karI Atma kalyANanA mArgane svIkAra karyo che. punarvivAhanA sahamatIo kaIka kathAonA bhAgane khoLI-khoLIne jana samudAya sAme mUke che, tyAre temanI bAla ramata para hasavuM Ave che ke bicArAne usUtraprarUpaNA dvArA kevI viDambanA (duHkha) sahana karavI paDaze. koI vidhavA temanA vacanothI prerAIne pharIthI vivAha kare ke na kare chatAM paNa usUtra prarUpaNA karavAvALAno durgatimAM javA rUpa punarvivAha thaI jAya che. teo kahe che ke RSabhadeva bhagavaMte punarvivAha karyo hato.vastupALa | rUrUrU ||

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meM vAMcyu tame paNa vAMco tejapALanI mAtAe paNa punarvivAha karyo hato. gaNadhara maurya ane maMDita putranI mAtAe paNa punarvivAha karyo hato. A vAto Agamone na jANavAvALAonA gharanI che. yugaliyA puruSa ane strI yauvanAvasthAmAM AvavA pahelAM ja e bALaka puruSanI akALa mRtyu ane tenA mAtA pitAnI mRtyu thaI javAthI te bAlikA (chokarI)ne ekalI samajIne te samayanA bIjA yugaliyAoe nAbhI rAjAne soMpI dIdhI. tyAre nAbhirAjAne kahyu ke, moTI thayA pachI A bAlikAne RSabhanI patnI banAvIzu. A vAkyamAM punarvivAhanI vAta ja kyAM che. vAtano artha ane vAkya samajyA vagara vAtane vahetI mUkavI e AtmAne mATe duHkha dAyaka che. vastupALa tejapALanI mAtAnA viSayamAM matAMtara che. eka AcAryazrI to tene kuMvArI ja mAne che, teno vivAha eka ja vAra thayo che. bIjA AcAryazrIonA matathI vastupALanA pitAe te bALavidhavAnuM apaharaNa karI tene patnInA rUpamAM ja rAkhI. teoe vivAhano koI rIvAja ja adA na karyo. te paNa putra ratnanI unnati mATe sadguru bhagavaMtanA mukhAraviMdathI sAMbhaLIne A kArya karyuM hatuM nahi ke vidhavAvivAhanI icchApUrvaka karyuM hatuM. maurya ane maMDita putranI mAtAnuM dRSTAMta ApavuM e nakkara mUrkhatA che. temano janma brAhmaNa kuLamAM thayo hato. ane e samaye e kuLamAM punarvivAhanI prathA kadAca haze. jaina dharma pALavA vALo brAhmaNakuLanI prathA pALavA mATe kahe te mUrkhatA nathI to bIjuM zuM che ? vidhavAonI zIla pALavAnI icchA nahI hoya to te pharajiyAta zIla pAlana karAvavAthI e unmArgano sahAro leze to e pApano bhAgIdAra vidhavA vivAhane rokavAvALo thaze tevo tarka vidhavA vivAhanA sahamatIo ApI rahyA che. || 234 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco vagara vicAryu manamAM Ave te bolI levuM te to menTala hospiTalanA dardIonuM kAma che teo je icche che te bolI le che chatAM paNa temanA bolavAthI koIne kharAba nathI lAgatuM. ekabALakane tAva Avyo che. tene kaDavI davA pIvaDAvavAnI che. tenI icchA nathI, paNa tenI mA kaDavI davA hAtha paga dabAvI(bAMdha)ne moM kholIne ApI de che. tevI ja rIte pharajiyAta zIla guNakArI che. zuM koIka sthAne sadhavAo viparIta AcaraNa nathI karatI. tenuM pApa zuM jeoe lagna karAvyA che temane lAgaze. nA, basa, tevI ja rIte vidhavA viparIta AcaraNa karaze to te pApa tene ja lAgaze pharajiyAta zIla pAlana karAvavAvALAone nahI ja. amuka loko ema paNa kahe che ke vidhavAne lagna karavAnI icchA hoya to vidhavAvivAha karavAnI chUTa ApavI joIe to te lokonI bhramaNA ja che. koIno ekano eka putra saMgrahaNInA rogathI grasita thayo che to zuM tenA mAtA-pitA tene icchA pUrvakanuM akhAdya khAna-pAna karavA deze? nahI. kemake tenI jiMdagIno savAla che. tene evuM ja khAna-pAna Apaze ke je tene yogya hitakArI hoya. athavA vaidyarAje je ApavAnuM kahyuM haze te ja Apaze. tevI ja rIte vidhavA azubha karmonA kAraNe karmajanya rogathI grasita thaI che to zuM have tene icchA pUrvaka vartana karavA devuM? te to tenI jiMdagI sAthe khilavADa karavA jevuM che. tIrthakara rUpa vaidyarAjajI eje-je kArya karavAnI chUTa ApI hoya te kArya karavAnI chUTa tenA parivAravALAoe tene ApavI joIe.ahIyAM eka bIjI vAta paNa vicAraNIya che ke jeTalA lagna thAya che te badhIvidhavA na thatAM amuka baheno ja vidhavA kema thAya che? tenuM kAraNa tenuM vartamAna jIvana jotAM to maLatuM nathI to tenA pUrvabhavanA azubhakarma kAraNa rUpa hovA joIe. eTale ke pUrvabhavanA azubha karmodayanA kAraNathI tene pati viyoga thayo che. // rUrUH ||

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meM vAMcyu tame paNa vAMco siMha tathA kUtaro banneya pazu che paNa bannenA vyavahAramAM rAtadivasano pheraphAra che. siMhane koI bANa mAre, tyAre te bANanI bAju na jotAM bANa mAranArAnI sAme doDe che ane kUtarAne koI patthara mAre to patthara para gusso kare che. pUrvabhavanA azubha karmodayanA lIdhe duHkha Ave che tyAre koIne koI nimita kAraNa upasthita haze ja. te nimitta kAraNathI laDavAnI apekSA pUrvabhavanA azubha karmone dUra karavA prayatna karavo. te parAkramI puruSArthI ane buddhizALI mAnavInuM kArya che. siMha jevA banavuM hoya to pUrvabhavanA azubha karmone dUra bhagADavA prayatna karavo joIe. pUrvabhavanA azubha karmone dUra karavA mATe vidhavA vivAha nahI paNa tene AvatA janmamAM vidhavA na thavuM paDe evA zubha kAryonI AvazyakatA che te zubha kAryomAM sarvazreSTha zubha kArya zIla pAlana che. amuka vidhavAo vyabhicAranuM sevana kare che tenI pAchaLanA kAraNo vicArI te kAraNone dUra karavA joIe te kAraNo che--parivAra kuTuMbanI asAvadhAnI,phezanebala pozAka, reDiyo,TI.vI., ardhanagna citronAM kelenDara, gharamAM azlIla copaDIo hovI, para puruSonI ati saMgata, vikAra vardhaka AhAra vagere kAraNothI amuka vidhavAonAM manamAM vikAranI vRddhi thAya che. te samaye temanI jJAnanI zakti na hoya to te eka kadama AgaLa vadhI jAya che. mATe upara darzAvela kAraNone dUra karavAnI AvazyakatA che. pahelAnA jamAnAmAM rIvAja hato ke vidhavA 5-7 varSa sudhI tenA rUmathI bahAra na AvI zakatI.te barAbara hatuM. vidhavAone eka jinamaMdira, (daherAsara)sivAya gharanI bahAra 5-7 varSa sudhI na javuM te ja ati uttama che. temAM paNa nAnI uMmaranI (yuvatI)vidhavAone to baMdhanamAM rahevuM ja hitakArI che. vartamAnakALamAM nAnI uMmaranI vidhavA bahenone vadhAre pramANamAM chUTa ApavAmAM AvI rahI che. jenuM pariNAma ahitakArI ja Ave che. || 336 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco vidhavA vivAhanA sahamatIo pazcimI vAtAvaraNane mahattva ApI rahyA che. temane tyAMnI khabara nathI ke tyAM zuM banI rahyuM che. te vAMcavAthI vidhavA vivAha, chUTAcheDA ane svaicchika vivAhanA kaTu pariNAmono temane khyAla AvI jaze. "hindustAna" 16 juna 196ranA peparamAM khabara hatI ke banArasanI aMdara ekaso (100) varSanI uMmaranA "mahato" musalamAne vyAsI (82) varSanI "khAtUna" DosIthI vidhavA vivAha karyo beune putra ane putrIo vidyamAna che. "jAgRti"nAmanA gujarAtI peparamAM samAcAra hatA ke, amerikAmAM eka lagna thayuM. jemAM pati 82 varSano ane patnI 71 varSanI hatI.A lagna puruSanuM (pati) 8muM ane (patnI) strInuM 12muM lagna hatuM. - nyuyorkanA samAcAra patramAM eka lAkhopati ekhabara ApI ke mArI navamI (9) patnI mane choDIne bhAgI gaI. spenamAM eka strIe traNa varSamAM (13) tera vakhata lagna karyA. amerikAmAM eka gharaDo puruSa jenI uMmara (72) bahotera varSanI hatI te maraNa pAmyo. teNe (17) sattara vakhata lagna karyA ane toDyA tenI icchA (20) vakhata lagna karavAnI hatI. vidhavAvivAhanA sahamatIo A samAcAromAMthI kAMIkazikhAmaNa laI temanA vicAromAM parivartana kare. vartamAnakALano ekasAMbhaLelo kisso che ke, eka lagna karela strIno pati paraloka prayANa karI gayo. te nAnI uMmaramAM ja vidhavA thaI gaI teno pitA AdhunikavicArano hato. tene potAnI chokarIno pharIthI vivAha karavAnuM nakkI karyuMtyAre te putrIe nA pADI ane kahyuM pitAjI mArA nasIbamAM pati sukha hota to temanuM mRtyuna thAta mATe Apa A vicAra na karo chatAM paNa pitAe na mAnyuM ane tenA lagna karAvI lIdhA. tyAra pachI pahelAnA pati karatA paNa ochA ||| rUrU7 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco samayamAM ja bIjo pati paNa mRtyu pAmyo tyAre te putrI (vidhavA) e kahyuM pitAjI meM Apane kahyuM hatuM te ja thayuM ane pati sukha paNa karmanA hAthamAM che mANasanA hAthamAM nathI. svAmi vivekAnaMda jyAre amerikAmAM hatA tyAre ekavAra te kabrastAna(smazAna)pAse thaInejaI rahyA hatA. tyAre temanI najara kabrastAna para gaI tyAM eka dRzya joI Azcaryacakita thaI vicAravA lAgyA ke A dezamAM paNa AvI pati bhakta strIo che! teoe kabara upara paMkhAthI havA nAkhatI te strInI pAse jaI pUchyuM tame kabarane kema havA nAMkhI rahyA che? tyAre teNIe javAba Apyo te sAMbhaLIne svAmijIne kaMI ja Azcarya na thayuM ane vicAryuM A to A dezano svabhAva ja che. te strIe kahyuM hatuM ke mArA patine meM vacana ApyuM hatuM ke jyAM sudhI ApanI kabara nahI sukAya tyAM sudhI huM bIjA lagna nahI karUM tethI kabarane jaldI sukAvavA huM paMkhAthI havA nAkhuM chuM. tyAre svAmi vivekAnaMdajIe vicAryuM ke dhanya che hindustAnanI strIone je AvA samaye zIla pAlanane mahattva Ape che. zuMvidhavA vivAhanA sahamatIo AvA prasaMgohindustAnamAM bane tevuM icche che? pazcimI dezomAM chUTA-cheDA ane vidhavA vivAhanA kAraNathI rogI patione mRtyunA mukhamAM temanI patnIo dhakelI de che. uparokta batAvela ati TUMka sArane vAMcI sujJa-vijJajano vicAra kare ke vidhavA vivAha kevA bhayaMkara pariNAma lAve che. mATe pratyeka hindue teno kaDaka virodha karavo joIe. vidvAno dvArA kathita strIonA prasaMgo vAMcavA jevA che. tenI ahIM noMdha lIdhI che. strIne Ijjata jevI koI moTI dolata hotI nathI. je divase Ijjata || 236 ||

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meM vAMcyu tame paNa vAMco lUMTAI jAya che tyAre tenI jiMdagIne lAgela dAgane laIne koI jIvavAnuM pasaMda nahIM kare. kathAloka 1984 ogasTa. brahmacarya digdarzana nAmanA pustakamAM 'vidhavA vivAhathI kharAbI' zirSaka ApIne je kAMI lakhyuM che te ahIM akSarasaH che. sau pahelA to vidhavA vivAhanA pracArathI vyabhicAra ane durAcAra vadhe che. strI potAnA pati marI gayA pachI potAnA nAnA nAnA chokarAone choDI cAlI jAya che. pati na maryo ane jIvato hoya topaNa tenAmAM koI doSa hoya to te (strI) tene koIne koI rIte mArI nAMkhavA athavA tene choDI bIjo pati karI levAmAM AgaLa-pAchaLa jotI nathI pachI bIjA sAthe paNa na bane to tene paNa te ja rIte marAvI nAkhI trIjo pati karI le che. kAraNa ke jevo pati pratye prema ane bhakti hovI joIe tevI tenA dilamAM hotI nathI tenuM pariNAma e Ave che ke pote svacchaMda vartana karavA lAge che. vidhavA vivAhanI chUTa maLI javAthI ane viSaya vAsanAnI lolupatA vadhI javAthI A badhuM thAya che. pariNAma e Avaze ke cAlIza-cAlIza athavA pacAsa-pacAsa varSanA chokarAo thaI javA chatAM potAnA chokarAo uMcI sthitimAM pahoMcI javA chatAM paNa vidhavAo pati karIne rahevAnuM cAlu karaze. yuropamAM paNa rAjavaMzIya lokomAM vidhavA vivAhano pracAra nathI tethI paNa ApaNe siddha karI zakIe chIe ke A paddhati prazaMsanIya nahI paNa niMdanIya che. 'manusmRti'mAM strIne brahmacarya pAlana viSayamAM je hita zikSA ApI che teno amuka sAra ahIM lakhyo che. vivAhita pati jo marI gayo hoya athavA jIvato hoya paraMtu svargalokanI icchA rAkhavAvALI kulavAna strI te kArya nathI karatI je potAnA patine apriya hoya. eka pativALI strI uttama dharmanI icchA rAkhavAvALI strI maraNa || 236 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco paryanta kSamA, zIla ane pUrNa rUpathI brahmacAriNI thaIne rahe che. patinuM paraloka prayANa thaI gayApachI je strI brahmacaryamAM lIna rahe che. tene putra na hovA chatAM paNa te svargamAM jAya che. saMmelanamAM eka pravaktAe eka strI jAtinI hitanI vAto karatA vidhavA vivAhanI sahamatinI vAta jozapUrvaka zarU karI.tyAM eka vRddha DozImA beThA hatA temanI uMmara lagabhaga (50)pacAsa varSanI hatI. teoe ubhA thaIne kahyuM bhAI pahelA tame tamArA mAtAjInA bIjA lagna kyAMka karAvI lo pachI vidhavA vivAhanI siphAriza karajo. tamArA jevA be-be putra, pautra ane pautrio hovA chatAM paNa tamArI mAtAne ekalA jIvana pasAra karavuM paDe che temane keTalIe musIbato uThAvavI paDe che. mATe tame temane koInI sAthe koInA gharamAM besADI do eTale ke tame temanA bIjA lagna karAvI lo. vidhavA vivAhanA sahamatine koIka vidhavAthI lagna karavAnuM kahe athavA to potAnA putra sAthe lagna karavAnuM kahe to zuM te svIkAra karaze? jenA gharamAM moM mAgyuM daheja ane icchApUrvakanI kanyA prApta thatI hoya te kyAreya vidhavAne potAnA gharamAM putravadhUnA rUpamAM lAvavAnuM pasaMda nahIM kare. AthI siddha thAya che ke uccakuLonA gharomAM vidhavA vivAhanI prathA kyAreya na hatI ane kyAreya banaze nahI. uccakuLa e ja ke je sadAcAra jIvana jIve arthAt vidhavA vivAha sadAcAramaya jIvana to nathI ja. to zuM arihaMtanA upAsaka ane Arya saMskRtinA saMrakSaka prabuddha mahAnubhAva vidhavA vivAhano mata apanAvI samAjane durAcArI banAvavA icche che? ethI spaSTa rUpathI siddha thAya che ke AvI prathAo sadAcArI gharomAM kyAreya paNa sthAna nahI pAme ane jeo durAcArI che athavA durAcArI banavA mAMge che teo uMDANathI A bAbata para vicAra kare. svAmi vivekAnaMda ekavAra amerikA gayA hatA te samaye tyAM teonuM || 340 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco bhASaNa thayuM hatuM. 12 jAnyuArI 1962nA rAjasthAna patrikAmAM svAmi vivekAnaMdanI "nArI viSayaka avadhAraNA' zirSakanA aMtargata DaoN. maMjulA saksenAnA lekhano amuka aMza ahI Apyo che. svAmijIe paNa bhAratIya nArIne kevI rIte pativratA siddha karI che. teno khyAla ApaNane temanA vicArothI Avaze. "bhAratIya nArI prAcIna, madhyakAlIna ane vartamAna viSaya para kahetA svAmijIe kahyuM hatuM, bhAratamAM nArI IzvaranI pratyakSa abhivyakti che ane tenuM saMpUrNa jIvana A vicArathI otaprota che ke te ja 'mA' che ane pUrNa rIte 'mA'banavA mATe tene pativratA rahevuM ati Avazyaka che. teoe kahyuM che ke bhAratamAM koIpaNa 'mA' e potAnA chokarAono parityAga karyo nathI. vivekAnaMde koIne paNa A bAbatanI cunautI ApI. bhAratIya chokarIone agara amerikana chokarIonI jema potAnA aDadhA zarIrane yuvakonI dRSTi paDe te mATe khullu rAkhavAnuM kahevAmAM Ave to te maravAnuM pasaMda karaze. bhAratane bhAratanA mApadaMDathI mApI zakAya. te (pazcimI) dezonA mApadaMDathI nahIM. (hiTrAeTa IvaniMga nyujhe 25 mArca 1894)--iMglenDamAM 27 phebruArI 1895mAM svAmijIe kahyuM hatuM bhAratanA putronI sapriyatA ane putrionI pavitratAnI prazaMsA badhA yAtrikoe karI hatI. svAmijIne brukalina ethikala esoziezananA tattvAvadhAnamAM hisTorIkala sosAyaTI haoNlamAM ApelA bhASaNanAM aMtamAM eka zrotAe pUchyuM ke zuM bhAratamAM bAla vidhavAo sAthe kharAba vyavahAra thAya che? tyAre tenA uttaramAM svAmijIe kahyuM hatuM ke amuka hinduo nAnI uMmaramAM lagna karI le che bIjA te samaye lagna kare che, jyAre te moTI uMmaranAM thaI jAya che ane amuka vivAha kyAreya nathI || 241 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco karatA. mArA bApujInA vivAha te samaye thayA hatA jyAre te bilakula nAnA hatA. mArA pitAjIe cauda varSanI uMmaramAM vivAha karyA hatA ane huM trIsa varSano chuM chatAM avivAhita chuM. jyAre pati mRtyu pAme che tyAre tenI badhI milakata tenI patnI (vidhavA)ne maLe che huM samagra bhAratamAM pharyo chuM paNa mane durvyavahAranuM eka udAharaNa maLyuM nathI jeno ullekha karyo che. bhAratIya dezavAsIone paNa saMdeza ApatA thakA teoe kahyuM hatuM ke bhAratavAsIo tame na bhUlatA ke tamArI strIono Adarza sItA, sAvitrI, damayaMtI che ane e paNa na bhUlatA ke tamArA upAsyasarvasva tyAgI umAnAtha zaMkara che ane e paNa na bhUlatA ke tamArA lagna ane tamAruM jIvana Indriya sukha vyaktigata sukha mATe ja nathI. - uparokta vacanomAM strI jAtinI pavitratA keTalI Thosa rUpathI pratipAdita karI che. jenAthI vidhavA vivAha eka nindanIya, gahaNIya ane durAcArI kRtya che e siddha thAya che jene sajjana puruSo potAnA jIvanamAM kyAreya apanAvaze nahIM. bhagavAna sahAya trivedI jodhapuravALAe paNa kahyuM che ke aMgrejonA lAMbA samaya sudhI saMparkanA kAraNe ApaNA jIvanapaddhatimAM temanuM aMdhAnukaraNa ja pradhAna rahyuM che. te anyAnukaraNanA phaLa svarUpe vidhavA vivAha, parivAramAM kaMkAza, chUTAcheDA, ardhanagna,aMga pradarzana vALI strI, parAdhInatAnI phezana,TI.vI, viDiyo vagerenuM pracalana-garbhapAta, saMtati niyamana oparezana vagere aneka kuprathAo ApaNA Arya (bhArata) dezamAM pracalita thaI gaI che. jenAthI bhAratIyonuM hita nathI paraMtu bhayaMkara ahita thaI rahyuM che. | hiTalare 1930mAM nyurembargamAM lAkhoyuvA strIonI sAme kahyuM hatuM ke huM tamane bhojana banAvavAmAM nipuNa suyogya mAtA ane patine saMtoSa ApavAvALI strInA rUpamAM jovA icchuM chuM. teNe strInA traNa Adarza batAvyA | |/ rU42 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco saMtAna maMdira cUlA (kalyANa, navembara 1975) A vAkyamAM paNa nArInI pavitratAnuM vidhAna che. vidhavA vivAhanI prathA prAraMbha thavA pahelAM nArI jAtimAM brahmacarya pAlananI bhAvanA vizeSa pramANamAM hatI. e bhAvanA have vadhAre puSTa karavA mATe brahmacaryanA guNagAna vadhAre upayogI che. tethI ahIM brahmacaryanI stavanA karavAmAM AvI che. sUyagaDAMga sUtranI aMdara badhA ja tapamAM brahmacarya tapa sarva zreSTha batAvyo che. prazna vyAkaraNa sUtramAM brahmacaryane aneka upamAo ApI che. temAM amuka upamAo dvArA stavanA paNa karAI che. grahonA samUhamAM caMdra jevuM uttama, ratnomAM vairya ratna jevuM uttama, caMdanamAM gozIrSa caMdana jevuM uttama, nadIomAM sitodA jevuM uttama, samudromAM svayaMbhUramaNa jevuM uttama, hAthIomAM airAvata jevuM uttama, parAkramIomAM siMha jevuM uttama, parvatomAM merU parvata jevuM uttama, muniomAM tIrthaMkara jevuM uttama brahmacarya che. e pramANe aneka upamAothI brahmacaryane upamita karyo che. brahmacaryanA pAlana karavAvALA ane karAvavAvALAnA viSayomAM "abhidhAna rAjendra koSa"mAM je vAto batAvI che. tenuM alpa svarUpa ahIM batAvyuM che. deva, dAnava, gaMdharva, kinnara, yakSa, rAkSasa vagere devo brahmacArInA caraNomAM namaskAra kare che, kemake brahmacarya vratanuM pAlana atyaMta duSkara che. samatAthI sAdhu ane brahmacaryathI brAhmaNa kahIne tenI vyAkhyA darzAvatA thakAM kahyuM che. brahma eTale ahiMsA vagere pAMca mahAvrata, carya eTale pAlana karavuM e ja brahmacarya che evA brahmacaryane dhAraNa karela brAhmaNa che. brahmacarya vratanuM pAlana zUravIra mANaso ja karI zake che. kAyaro dvArA || 343 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco brahmacaryanuM pAlana thatuM ja nathI. hAthInuM kAma hAthI dvArA ja thAya gadheDA, kUtarA dvArA nahIM. brahmacarya lakSaNathI yukta dharma ja dhuva che, nitya che, zAzvata che, evuM jinezvaroe kahyuM che. je siddha thaI gayA che, je thaI rahyA che ane je thavAnA che te badhA ja brahmacarya lakSaNathI yukta dharma dvArA ja. brahmacarya vratanuM khaMDana thatA badhA ja vratonuM khaMDana thAya che, jemake kAcanA ghaDAno amuka bhAga naSTa thavAthI pUrNa ghaDo ja naSTa thaI jAya che. brahmacaryavrata ja eka nirapavAda vrata che abrahmanA sevanathI mULavrato khaMDita thaI jAya che pharIthI prAyazcitta rUpe cAritra (dIkSA) grahaNa karavuM te ja teno upAya che. brahmacaryano pAlaka dIrgha AyuSyavAna, suMdara saMsthAna yukta, sudaDha saMghayaNayukta, tejasvI ane zaktizALI hoya che evuM lakhela che. mahAbhArata vagere graMthomAM paNa brahmacaryanA guNagAna karyA che jemake, mahAbhAratamAMmAM kahyuM che ke brahmacaryamAM badhA ja tIrtha che, brahmacaryamAM ja tapa che, brahmacaryamAM ja dhairya che, ane yaza paNa nihita che, brahmacaryamAM puNya pavitratA ane parAkrama che, brahmacaryamAM svAtaMtrya ane IzvaratapaNa pratiSThita bhagavad gItAmAM kahyuM che jo tamAre tamAro AtmA zuddha joIe to brahmacaryanuM AcaraNa karo. ziva saMhitAmAM kahyuM che ke eka viryabindu rUpI mahAratnasiddha thayA pachI pRthvI para evI kaI siddhi nathI je prApta na thaI zake? dakSa smRtimAM kahyuM che ke mokSano dRDha AdhAra brahmacarya che. dAnomAM zreSTha dAna abhayadAna che ane abhaya ApavAnuM sarvazreSTha sAdhana brahmacaryapAlana che. II rU44 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco kRSNajIe yudhiSThirane kahyuM ke, he yudhiSThira eka rAta brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavAvALAne jeTaluM puNya prApta thAya che tene Indro paNa sahamatI Ape brahmacaryanA pAlaka mahApuruSanuM nAma smaraNa paNa anaMtabhavonI vAsanAne nAza karavAmAM sakSama che. A hetuthI ahIMyA mahApuruSone namaskAra karavAmAM AvyA che. zrI yUlibhadrajI brahmacaryavrata pAlakomAM sarvazreSTha pAlaka che. teoe bAra varSanI paricita kozA vezyAne ghera Sasa (vikAra vardhaka) bhojana karyuM, kAmoddIpana citrazALAmAM cAra mAsa (cArtumAsa) vyatita karIne trikaraNa triyogathI brahmacaryanuM pAlana karyuM temane amArI koTI-koTI vaMdanA. "dhana dhana vijayazeTha zeThANIvijayA pALyo ziyaLa mahAna" vijayazeTha ane vijayAzeThANI jeoe vivAhanA suhAgarAtanA divasathI ekaja pathArIno upayoga karavA chatAMtrikaraNatriyogathI brahmacaryanuM zuddha pAlana karavAthI. corAzI hajAra (84000) sAdhuone supAtra dAna ApavAthI jeTaluM phaLa thAya teTaluM phaLa emanI bhakti karavA dvArA thAya evI zakti meLavI evA mahApuruSone koTI koTI vaMdanA. dhanazeTha ane dhanavaMtIzeThANI jeo ekAntara brahmacarya niyamanA kAraNathI AjIvana brahmacaryapAlana karI AtmAnuM utthAna AtmasAdhanA karI teone paNa koTI koTI vaMdanA. zrI vajasvAmi jeoe cha mahInAnI uMmaramAM ja pitA muninA caraNomAM jIvana samarpita karI traNa varSanI uMmaramAM ja "agyAra aMga' kaMThastha karI mAnA pralobhanano svIkAra na karatAM cAritra grahaNa karI chelle dazapUvI banI rukmiNinI mAMgaNIne dIkSAmAM parivartana karAvavALA mahApuruSone koTI-koTI vaMdanA. | 246 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco rAvaNanA gharamAM rahIne paNa niSkalaMka rahIne rAmacaMdrajInA kahevAthI agni parikSAmAM uttIrNa thaIne saMsArane duHkhakArI samajI cAritralevAvALI mahAsatI sItAnuM nAma smaraNa Aje paNa vAsanAne naSTa karavAmAM ati uttama sAdhana che. satI aMjanA,satIdamayaMtI, satI kalAvatI, satI subhadrA vagere aneka satIonA AtmAoe brahmacaryanuMtrikaraNatriyogathI pAlana karyuM che, teonuM nAma smaraNa Aje paNa pApanuM prakSAlana karI rahyuM che. A badhA ja dRSTAMtathI sAbita thAya che ke, brahmacaryanuM pAlana sarvazreSTha dharma che ane strI mATe punaHvivAhavidhavAvivAhavagere kaniSThatama adharma che. A prakaraNamAM ekavAta anekavakhata pUchAya che ke puruSa puna:vivAha karI zake che to strI mATe kema niSedha che? puruSo ane strIomAM pradhAnapaNuM puruSonuM sadAkALathI cAlyuM AvyuM che. puruSoe ja dharma zAstranI racanA karI che mATe puruSone ekathI aneka strIo karavAnI anumati ane strIone niSedha evI koI vAta nathI. prazna to che kudaratanA nyAyano kudarate sadAne mATe puruSone pradhAnatA ApI che!pradhAnamaMtrI ane mahArANI pada AvI gayA pachI paNa teNe potAnA patinA pAse nimna sthAna para rahIne ja jIvana vyatita karavuM paDe che. A kudaratI nyAyane koI vyakti dUra nathI karI zakato. strInA zArIrika baMdhAraNanI dRSTie paNa strIno saMparka je puruSa sAthe ekavAra paNa thaI jAya che te teno pati hoya che. mAtRtvanI sAthe patitvano saMbaMdha paNa joDAyela che mATe strIoe bhUlamAM paNa ayogya AcaraNa karI potAnA mAtRtvane lAMchana na lagADavuM joIe!putrane potAnI mAtA para eTalo vizvAsa hoya che ke je mAtA potAnI AMgaLI cIMdhIne batAve che ke A tArA pitA che tyAre te bALakaAMkha miMcIne svIkAra karI le che! to zuM punaHvivAha ane vidhavA vivAhamAM AvI | || rU46 //

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco vizvasanIyatA rahI zake che? parivAra niyojananI paNa ayogya prakArathI pasaMdagI thaI rahI che. jenAthI jana saMkhyA para aMkuza Avyo ke nahIM te to jJAnI ja jANe paNa vyabhicArI lokonI saMkhyAmAM vadhAro to nizcayathI thayo che. mAmA, phaInA chokarA, bhAI bahena, kAkAnA dikarA bhAI bahena ane devara bhojAInA saMbaMdhomAM paNa vyabhicAre praveza karI dIdho che.jaina zAsane to"vastinirodha" sUtra ApInevastinAnirodha mATe brahmacaryane uttama mArga kahyo che.(sUtra kRtAMga sUtramAM pahelo sUtra skaMdha trIjo adhyAya ane pahelA udezakamAM batAvyuM che.) - vAstavika"vasatinirodhaparivAra niyojanamAM brahmacaryapAlanae ja sarvotkRSTa mArga siddha thayA pachI punaHvivAha ane vidhavA vivAhane koI sthAna rahetuM nathI. garbhapAta to spaSTa rUpathI mAnavahatyA ja che. mRtyupathArI para paDelA DosAne mArI nAkhanArane phAMsInI sajA ApavAmAM Ave che ane temAM sahAyaka vyaktine paNa vIsa sAla sudhI umrakedanI kaDaka sajA thAya che evo kAnuna vidyamAna hovA chatAM eka evo vyakti jene duniyAnI havA paNa nathI lIdhI dharma netA athavA rAjanetA vagere banavAnI haisiyata laIne Avelo hoya te paNa zakya che. evA garbhastha putra-putrInI hatyA karavA karAvavAno adhikAra kAyadAthI kevI rIte yogya che? AnA para prabuddha mAnavIoe gaharAIthI vicAravuM joIe. jaina zAsana prabalapuNyodayanA kAraNe prApta thAya che evuM ja kahevAya che to temAM eka kAraNa che ke ekendriyAdi jIvonuM rakSaNa karavAnuM vidhAna jaina zAsanamAM ja che jyAM pRthvI, pANI, agni, vAyu ane vanaspati kAyika jIvonI paNa virAdhanAthI bacavAno nirdeza Apelo che. evuM jinazAsana prApta thayA pachI mAnava jyAre garbhastha paMcendriya potAnA saMtAnanI hatyA karAve che tyAre to tenA mATe jaina zAsananI prAptino T[ 347 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco koI artha ja nathI raheto? garbhapAta kevaLa mAnava hatyA ja nathI paraMtu svahRdayastha karuNA devInI paNa hatyA che. ekavAra garbhapAta karAvelI strInA zarIramAM keTalAya prakArathI bhautika rogonI utpatti thAya che ema briTiza DaoNkTaroe saMzodhana karIne siddha karyuM che. IsAI dharmanA vaDA guru pope paNa garbhapAta viruddha bahu moTo lekha Apela che. jaina zAsanane prApta karela mahAnubhAvo ane sadAcArI puruSonA mATe garbhapAta jevA mahApApakArI kAryothI bacavA A be zabdo lakhyA che. mahAbhayaMkara pApothI bacavA punaHvivAha,vidhavAvivAha, garbhapAta, parivAra niyojana AdithI dUra rahevuM hitAvaha che. eja. li vicAraNIya - lekhaka zrI pradyumnasUrIzvarajI - dharmanA bhoge dharma nahIM karavAno : zrI saMgha jamaNa hoya tyAre te mATenI rasoI AgalI aDadhI rAte rasoIyAo mAMDe e ghaNuM anucita che. jarUra paDe, saMkhyA ghaNI hoya tyAre koraDa rAkhavuM. atyAranI bhASAmAM jene alpAhAra kahe che tema, bethI traNa dravyo hoya, dALa-bhAta na hoya. comAsAnA divasomAM to e lAITomAM phudA, pataMgiyA vagerenI virAdhanA besumAra thAya che. vaLI vadhArAmAM dharmamAMthI ja jo jayaNA bAkAta hoya to te dharma kahevAya ja kema? dharmamAM vyApArI manovRtti dAkhala thaI : maMDaLanA vahIvaTadAro rAtre 12 vAgye yAtrA mATenI basa upADe!ema ebIjA divasamAM gaNAyane! vaLI amuka kilomITara pUrA karavAnA hoya tethI || 346 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco ghaNIvAra rAtre daza vAge ja pAlitANAmAM yAtrikone utAre. A yAtrIo dharmazALAmAM jatAM pahelAM ja bahAra lArIe vIMTaLAI vaLe. kAMI ne kAMI khAya! AvyA che tIrthanI yAtrA karavA mATe ane tyAM rAtri-bhojana kara to tene yAtrA kema kahevAya? e to pikanIka-pravAsa thayo. tIrthonI yAtrA to tanane ane manane pavitra karavA mATe, aMtaranAM pApa dhovA mATe karavAnI che. e Azaya to naMdavAI ja gayo! eTale, ochA tIrthanI sparzanA karavI ane te paNa divasa chatAM ja karavI. te te sthaLonA prabhujInAM darzana 'AMkha baMdha karIe to paNa dekhAya' e rIte karavA! virativaMtane vaMdanA karavAnuM vidhAna mahattvanuM che vaMdanA karavAthI sAmenI vyaktimAM je guNasaMpadA che teno viniyoga ApaNAmAM thAya che. jyAre koI paccakkhANa karavAnA hoya tyAre avazya gurune vaMdanA karIne paccakkhANa karavuM joIe. e sAmAcArI vyavasthA che. vaLI jemane vaMdanA karavAnI hoya te vyakti Asana para virAjamAna hoya, sanmukha hoya, prasanna hoya tyAre rajA/AjJA laIne vaMdanA karavAnI hoya che. have samajAze ke rastA vacce UbhAM UbhAM AyaMbila vagerenA paccakkhANanI mAMgaNI te avinaya Thare che. e ja rIte guru mahArAjane UbhA rAkhI, cokhAnI gahuMlI kADhI vaMdanA karavI te avinaya che. prabhujInA varaghoDAmAM paNa Avo Agraha rAkhavAmAM Ave che e avinaya che. sAmaiyAmAM rastA vacce UbhA rAkhIne galI kADhavApUrvaka guru mahArAjane vaMdanA karavAnI vAta paNa arhattA dharmane anurUpa nathI jaNAtI. e karatAM to hAthamAM akSata laIne, be hAthe vadhAvatAM vadhAvatAM saumya mudita svare 'padhAro, padhAro. matthaeNa vaMdAmi, sukhazAtAmAM || 346 ||

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- meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco cho!" ema uccAravuM vadhAre saMgata jaNAya che. anyathA, rastA vacce UbhA rAkhI azAtA upajAvI zAtA pUchavA jevuM thaze! AdhAra graMtha rUpe guruvandanabhASya che ja. prabhuno dharma sarvanA utthAna mATeno cheH te dharmanI koI pravRtti anyane dharma pratye aprItinuM kAraNa na banavI joIe. A kALamAM to derAsaramAM kyAreka rAtre bhAvanAmAM ane divase pUjanamAM mAIka dvArA AjubAjunA parisaramAM avAjanuM bhAre pradUSaNa phelAya che. gharaDAone niMdaramAM vikSepa paDe, trAsa thAya, bhaNatA vidyArthIone paNa abhyAsamAM khalela paDe. tethI ajeno ane have to Adhunika jaino paNa manamAM kacavAya che, aprIti dhAre che. kyAreka AvA prazna bolAcAlI thAya che ane jhagaDAnA rUpa sudhI pahoMce che. AvA anubhavo badhAne thAya che. mane to Dara che ke aprIti ghaTTa thatAM durlabhabodhipaNAmAM ja nimitta banI jAya che. tethI derAsaramAM lAITa ane mAIka ja nahI tevuM karavAmAM Ave to, loko, saMgItakAro ane vidhikAro samajIne ja Ave. upAzrayanI bAbatamAM to amadAvAda jevA zaheramAM, AjubAjumAM vasatA jaina suddhAM, evI jAtano prabaLa ane pragaTa virodha karatA hoya che tyAre manamAM ema thAya ke A jIvo bodhidurlabha to nahIM banI jAya ne! AvI AzaMkA jAge tevA saMjogomAM dharmajIvonI javAbadArI vadhI jAya che. tevA saMyogomAM ApaNe bolavAmAM ghaNo saMyama keLavavo jarUrI che. jo dharma pratye aprIti thAyatoe AgaLa vadhIne dharma pratye aprIti karAve ja.evuM bane tyAre jIva hArI jAya. prabhu mahAvIra mahArAjAe kahyuM hatuM ke, "aprItima gohe vAso na kartavya:/l' derAsaramAMthI mAIka, lAITa nIkaLe ane saMyamIono vyavahAra aucityapUrNa bane to A prazna ukelI zakAya. | 360 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco siddhacakra pUjanavidhiH A pUjananI vidhimAM lakhyuM che ke, jene pUjana bhaNAvavAnuM hoya, je pUjanamAM besanArA hoya te badhAM- kula cAra jaNAM-mAMDalAmAM eka, yaMtraupara beane vidhikAraka ema cAre jaNAe khIranA traNa ekAsaNApUrvaka ApUjana bhaNAvavuM. A vAta atyAranA bhaNAvAtAM tamAma pUjano mATe paNa vicArI zakAya. te te pUjana bhaNAvavAthI nIpajatAM phaLane meLavavuM hoya to, A vidhi mahattama aMze jarUrI gaNAvI joIe. pUjana, zAMtisnAtra, aSTottarI pUjA A pUjana bhaNAvyA pachI tenA zAMti jaLanI gAma pharate dhArAvADI devAnI prathAmAM sudhAro karavo jarUrI che. divasa chatAM chatAM ja tenA lAbha lenArAoe e snAtranuM zAMtijaLa bahumAnapUrvaka sAthe rAkhIne gAma pharatI tenI dhArA karavI joIe.zrIsaMghe A vidhAnane pratiSThA ApavI jarUrI che. pavadhirAja paryuSaNamAM kAMI ne kAMI tapasyA karavAnuM cAle che: zaheramAM to AvA tapaghaNI moTI saMkhyAmAM thAya che. A badhuM sAruM che. tapodharmano prasAra e AnaMdanI ghaTanA che. have temAM eka DagaluM AgaLa vadhavAnuM che. aThThAI vagere je tapasyA thAya te pachI, jeTalA divasanuM e tapa thayuM hoya teTalA divasa teo rAtribhojanano tyAga kare ema thavuM joIe. anyathA, siddhitapanA pAraNA pachInA divase tapasvIne rAtre zAtA pUchavA AvanArane, e ja tapasvI rAtre jamatAM jovA maLe che je tapasvIne zobhatuM nathI. mATe tapa pUruM thAya tyAre tapanA jeTalA divaso teTalA divasa to ochAmAM ochuM rAtribhojana tyajavuM joIe. AMgI ? prabhujIne devAdhidevanevItarAga paramAtmAne je loko rUnI, raMgaberaMgI || 361 ||

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meM vAMcyuM tame paNa vAMco UnanI, sutaranA raMgIna dorAnI, mUlyahIna plAsTIkanA ImiTezana naMganI aMgaracanA kare che te athavA evI karelI AMgI jovA maLe che tyAre anupama ezvaryathI zobhatA prabhune AvI tuccha vastuo zA mATe caDhAvatA haze, zuM jarUra che evA evA prazno manane DahoLe che. alaMkAra rahita prabhujI svayaM paNa suzobhita ane manohArI lAge che. karavI ja hoya to pArthiva jagatanI mUlyavAna cIjothI zaNagAro, kAM to mAtra vividharaMgI puSpothI prabhujIne vibhUSita karo;sAcA hIrA-mANeka-motIthI sonerI varakhathI aMgaracanA karo. paraMtu halakI nirmAlya cIjano to prabhune sparza paNa niSiddha gaNavo joIe. mArA mananA thoDA vicAro ahIM jaNAvyA. rUce to AnA upara sujJa vyaktio vicAra kare.AmAM kSati hoya to dhyAna dore evI vinaMtI che. AvA bIjA vicAronAM maMthana paNa thayA kare che. anya avasare e zobhaze. hAla ATalA vicAro zrIsaMgha samakSa mUkyA che. - "nitya saMskRti', janavarI 2007 * prabhu pUjAmAM sugaMdhI zobhA yukta pavitra mANase pavitra bhAjanamAM lAvelA nAbhithI upara rAkhIne lAvelA phUlo vAparavA joIe. sugaMdha vagaranA phUlo phUlanA, phUlanA pagara bharavA prabhunI AjubAju goThave to harakata nathI. jAsudanI khIlyA vagaranI mAtra kaLI caDhAvavI ucita lAgatuM nathI. -dharmadUta me-jUna-2048. || 26 2 ||

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Arthika sahayogI paramapUjya pitAzrI mahAsukhalAla cImanalAla voherA 'paramapUjya mAtuzrI zAMtAbena mahAsukhalAla voherA putra : rajanIbhAI putravadhu : alakAbena pautra : narendra (nemi) pautravadhU : rIzItA pautrI : riddhi jamAI: nIravakumAra tharAda pharma: riddhi phAInAnsa, ' ela-jI/4ra, mokSalAgI, | esa. vI. roDa, borIvalI (vesTa), muMbaI-40007ra