Book Title: Prarthana
Author(s): Atmanandji Maharaj
Publisher: Sadguru Bhakti Swadhyay Mandal Ahmedabad
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/001279/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prArthanA + G ) 8 HSRS : zrI sIlphIlI soLa sAdhanA kaeNnka rivA. lIthIFDGTB C kilI = kathAthI ba3GLa0. mahArASTra sosAyaTI, lAyansa haoNlanI sAme, mIThAkhaLI cha rastA pAse, 'amadAvAda-380 006. phona : 2656 8423 Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ l parama zraddheya saMta zrI AtmAnaMdajI janma : tA. 2-12-1931,amadAvAda mukAme Riquer : M.B.B.S., M.R.C.P., D.T.M.&H.(ENGLAND) jIvananA mahatvanA prasaMgo bALapaNamAM ja ekAta-ciMtana, yogAbhyAsa, bhajana kIrtana-satsaMga ane AdhyAtmika vAMcananA saMskAravALA meDIkala kaoNlejanA A vidhArthIne I.sa.154mAM kuMdakuMdAcAryanA traNa ratno ane I.sa.1950mAM zrImad rAjacaMdra vacanAmRta graMthano suyoga prApta thayo ane gItA-upaniSada ane saMta sAhityathI sasaMskArIta baneluM temanuM citta jaina dharmanI sUkSmatA ane vaijJAnikatAthI prabhAvita thayuM. I.sa.1954 thI sAta varSa sudhI teoe mukhyapaNe adhyAtmapradhAna jaina zAstronuM UMDuM avagAhana karyuM. phebruArI 1969mAM asvastha tabiyata daramiyAna, gahana ciMtana-manananAM paripAkarUpe temanA jIvanamAM AtmajJAna udaya pAmyuM. pUjya zrI sahajAnaMdajIvarNI mahArAja pAsethI 1976mAM saMyamane grahaNa karIne, I.sa.1984mAM giranAra mukAme pUjaya munizrI samaMtabhadra mahArAjanI AjJAthI AtmAnaMdajI nAma dhAraNa karyuM. I.sa.1984, 1980 ane 1990mAM videza yAtrAo dvArA tyAMnI bhAratIya janatAmAM sAMskRtika-AdhyAtmika cetanAno saMcAra karyo ane 1993mAM zikAgonI vizva-dharmapariSadamAM bhAratIya saMskRti, jena adhyAtmasAdhanA ane zrImad rAjacaMdrajInA tattvajJAnane sacoTa rIte rajU karIne teozrIe videzanI daza dharmayAtrAo tathA bhAratanI lagabhaga pAMcaso nAnI moTI dharmayAtrAo dvArA dharmapracAranA kSetre viziSTa yogadAna ApyuM. I.sa.1998mAM dharma prabhAvanAnA hetu arthe yu.ke. ane yu.esa.e.nI eka dharmayAtrA mumukSuonA lAbhArthe karI. teozrIe sarasvatI mAtAnI sAdhanAnA phaLarUpe samAjane aneka graMtho bheTa dharyA che ane samAjanA vizALa vargane saMskArI, AdhyAtmika, adhikRta ane upayogI pAtheya puruM pADayuM che. parama zraddheya saMta zrI AtmAnaMdajI nAM zubhAzIrvAdathI tA.12-12-1999 nAM zubha dine sadguruprAsAdano maMgaLa prAraMbha mIThAkhaLI cha rastA pAse, lAyansa haoNla sAme, amadAvAda khAte thayo. For Private & Personal use only wwwijainelibrary Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prArthanA eTale bhaktanI laghutAnuM, vizvAsanuM ane samarpaNatAnuM nirmaLa pratIka. Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prArthanA : lekhaka : parama zraddheya saMtazrI AtmAnaMdajI : prakAzaka : zrI sabhyata sevA sAdhanA kendra prerita sadaguruprAsAda bhakti - svAdhyAya maMDaLa mahArASTra sosAyaTI, lAyansa haoNlanI sAme, mIThAkhaLI cha rastA pAse, | Jain Education RvPTuI jAda-380 00Na phona : (O79) 2 56 8423 Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prakAzaka : zrI sadbhuta sevA sAdhanA kendra prerita saraprAsAda bhakti-savAdhyAya maMDaLa mahArASTra sosAyaTI, lAyansa haoNlanI sAme, mIThAkhaLI cha rastA, amadAvAda-380 006. phonaH (079) 2656 8423 prathama AvRtti (2006) H 3000 nakala mUlya : rUA. 30/ TAIpa seTIMga DrIma grAphiksa 2, nArAyaNa epArTamenTa, aMbikAnagara, rAmanagara, sAbaramatI, amadAvAda-380 005. mo. 98981 02767, 98986 55411 TAITala : satyam skena mAdhupurA, amadAvAda. phona: (079) 2563 0672 mudraka : DrIma grAphiksa 2, nArAyaNa epArTamenTa, aMbikAnagara, rAmanagara, sAbaramatI, amadAvAda-380 005. mo. 98981 02067, 98986 25411 II Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Amukha zrI satkRta sevA sAdhanA kendranI sthApanA tA. 9-5-1975 vaizAkha suda 10nA maMgaLa divase parama zraddheya saMtazrI AtmAnaMdajInI nizrAmAM thaI hatI. nAtajAtanA ke matapaMthanA bhedabhAva vinA sarvadharmamAnya evuM ucca koTinuM saMskArapreraka, sarvopayogI, sattvazIla ane AdhyAtmika satsAhitya, samAjane caraNe bheTa dharavAnA bhagIratha kAryamAM, A pustakanA racayitA sadeva prayatnazIla rahyA che, rahe che ane raheze. - virala vibhUtio emanA jIvanamAM AvatI upAdhimAMthI saMpUrNa guNonA dhAraka evA paramapitA paramAtmAnI prArthanA vaDe mukta thAya che; kAraNa teo jANe che ke prArthanA e pAparUpI melane dhovAnuM parama auSadha che ane moharUpI aMdhakArane dUra karavAnuM mukhya sAdhana che, je ApaNA sau mATe parama Avazyaka ane kalyANakAraka che. mahApuruSoe prArthanAne puruSArtha ane prArabdha vacceno setu kahyo che. niHsvArtha ane niSkAma prArthanA e utkRSTapaNe cittazuddhinuM sAdhana che. satsaMga ane savAMcana dvArA mAnavInA hRdayamAM sUryanA tejano prakAza patharAya che. A savAMcana mAtra koruM vAMcana na banI rahe ane tenA prastuta pAtheya dvArA mAnavabhavanI sAcI saphaLatAnA puruSArthamAM jagatanA sarva jIvo kAryarata bane ane tenA vAraMvAra abhyAsa, vAMcana, ciMtana, manana dvArA satpAtratAnI vRddhi karI, prabhunA paMthe AgaLa vadhe tevI bhAvanA bhAvIe chIe. saMsthAnA aneka niSThAvAna sAdhakoe viziSTa ane svayaMbhu premaparizramathI A pustakane sarvopayogI ane preraNAdAyI banAvavAno prayatna karyo che, te saune dhanyavAda ApIe chIe. tA. 28-8-2006 - sAhitya prakAzana samiti. saMvatsarI III Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ keTalIka sarvamAnya prArthanAo asatyo mAMhethI, prabhu ! parama satye tuM laI jA, UMDA aMdhArethI, prabhu ! parama teje tuM laI jA; mahAmRtyumAMthI amRta samIpe nAtha laI jA, tuM hINo huM chuM to, tuja darazanA dAna daI jA. * he prabho AnaMdadAtA zAna hamako dIjiye, zIghra sAre durguNoMko, dUra hamase kIjiye; lIjiye hamako zaraNameM, hama sadAcArI bane, brahmacArI, dharmarakSaka, vIra vratadhArI bane. premase hama gurujanoMkI, nitya hI sevA kare, satya bole, jUTha tyAge, mela ApasameM kare; niMdA kisIkI hama kisIse, bhUla kara bhI nA kare, divya jIvana ho hamArA, tere yaza gAyA kare. * he nAtha ! grahI ama hAtha, rahIne sAtha mArga batAvajo, nava bhUlIe kadI kaSTamAM, paNa pATha eha paDhAvajo; prabhu asat AcaratAM gaNI, nijabALa satya suNAvajo, anyAya pApa adharma na game, svarUpa e samajAvajo. * IV Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ OM tat sat zrI nArAyaNa tuM, puruSottama guru tuM / siddha buddha tuM, skaMda vinAyaka, savitA pAvaka tuM | brahma majad tuM, yahava zakti tuM, izu-pitA prabhu tuM| rudra viSNu tuM, rAma-kRSNa tuM, rahIma tAo tuM vAsudeva go, vizvarUpa tuM, cidAnaMda hari tuM / advitIya tuM, akAla nirbhaya, AtmaliMga ziva tuM | OM tat sat zrI nArAyaNa tuM puruSotama guru tuM / siddha buddha tuM, skaMda vinAyaka, savitA pAvaka tuM | aba houM bhavabhava svAmI mere, maiM sadA sevaka raho; kara joDI yoM varadAna mAMgyuM, mokSaphala jAvata lahIM. * kevaLa karuNA-mUrti cho, dInabaMdhu dInanAtha; pApI parama anAtha chuM, graho prabhujI hAtha. * nIti prIti namratA, bhalI bhaktinuM bhAna; Arya prajAne Apazo, bhayabhaMjana bhagavAna. * sarvathA sau sukhI thAo, samatA sau samAcaro; sarvatra divyatA vyApo, sarvatra zAMti vistaro. Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ratnakaNikA manuSyanA sarvottama puruSArtharUpa mokSanI abhilASAthI prerAIne, AtmAnI zuddhi mATe, paramAtmA ke sadgurune najara samakSa rAkhIne bhakta, bhagavAnane je namra vinaMtI kare che te AdhyAtmika dRSTie prArthanAnuM vyAvahArika svarUpa che. jyAM sudhI ajJAnajanita huM, "aham' ke "abhimAna'no bhAva aMtaramAM rahyo che tyAM sudhI prapannatA - AtyaMtika zaraNAgati - (Total, Unilateral, Unconditional, Enlightened surrender)no bhAvasiddha thaI zakato nathI. prArthanA e puruSArtha ane prArabdha vacceno setu che. jyAre mokSamArgamAM puruSArtha cAle nahi, tyAre pharI pharI prArthanA karavI. vizvAsa vinA koI paNa sAcI AdhyAtmika pragati thaI zakatI nathI. jyAM pratIti tyAM prIti, jyAM prIti tenI smRti, jenI vAraMvAra smRti tenuM dhyAna ane tenuM dhyAna teno anubhava. jeNe ahaMkAra ane mAyAcAra choDIne potAnA doSonI kabUlAta karI che teno Azaya doSothI rahita thaI saguNasaMpanna thavAno che. jeno A nirdhAra daDha thayo che, teNe saguru ke prabhunI sAkSIe pratijJA levI ja rahI ke pharIthI have A doSa nahIM karuM. VI Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMto ane mahAtmAonA vacanAmRta "cAkara rahasuM, bAga lagAsuM, nita uTha darasana pAsuM, vRMdAvanakI kuMja galinameM, goviMda lIlA gAsuM, mane cAkara rAkhojI, giradhArI lAlA ! cAkara rAkhojI." -bhaktakavayitrI mIrAbAI "vizvAsa, vizvAsa, ApaNA potAnAmAM vizvAsa, paramAtmAmAM vizvAsa. A ja mahAnatAnuM rahasya che." -svAmI vivekAnaMda "vaNalobhI ne kapaTarahita che, kAma krodha nivAryA re; bhaNe narasaiyo tenuM darzana karatAM, kuLa Ikotera tAryA re." -bhaktakavizrI narasiMha mahetA "kAmI krodhI lAlacI, inase bhakti na hoya; bhakti kare koI zUramA, jAti barana kula khoya." -saMta kabIradAsajI bhakti pUrNatA pAmavAne yogya tyAre thAya che ke eka tRNamAtra paNa hari pratye yAcavuM nahIM, sarva dazAmAM bhaktimaya ja rahevuM." -zrImad rAjacaMdra vacanAmRta patrAMka-250 VII Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prAptisthAna zrImad rAjacaMdra AdhyAtmika sAdhanA kendra kobA, ji. gAMdhInagara. phonaH (079) 23276219, 2327 6483 sidguruprAsAda-navaraMgapurA, amadAvAda zrI kAkubhAI modI - rAjakoTa phona : 2656 8423 phonaH 245 6063, 224 3016 zAlIbhadra sTezanarI zrI jayezabhAI jaina - beMglora zAhIbAga, amadAvAda || phonaH 2287 2989, 2287 4021 phona: (o) 2562 1497 (ghara) 256 2 1748 Mr. Prafulbhai Lakhani New York, U.S.A. rUpama DrAyakTsa - malADa(I), muMbaI | Phone : 631-423-9647 (R) phonaH2882 8249,2889 7380 516-679-1200 (O) zrI panitabhAI esa. mahetA | Mr.MahendrabhaiKhandhar dalAla sTrITa, muMbaI Cypress, CA - U.S.A. phonaH22674940, 2267 6832 | Phone : 714-894-2930 zrI nItinabhAI pArekha sAyana(vesTa), muMbaI phonaH 2407 6200, 2409 0643 Mr. Birenbhai P. 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Mehta bhArata udyoga hATa, rAvapurA, vaDodarA | London, U.K. phona: 2242 6797 Phone : (20) 8951 3776 VIII Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ viSayAnukrama 1. prArthanA - sAmAnya bhUmikA .... 2. prArthanAnuM vijJAna...... 3. prArthanA mATenI zarato ..... 4. laghutAsahita AtmasamarpaNa............. vizvAsa................. ..................... 6. niHspRhatApUrvaka nijadoSakathana ........ 7. karelA doSo pharI na karavAnI pratijJA............ 8. upasaMhAra.............. .......... 125 IX Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM." prArthanA vizvanA samasta dharma-darzanomAM, sAdhanAnA A aMgane vyaktigata ane sAmUhika staranA mAnavIya vikAsa mATe temaja A lokamAM zAMti ane paralokamAM uttama gati mATe, sarvasammata sAdhana tarIke svIkAravAmAM AvyuM che. AvuM sarvadharmasammata, saraLa ane sarvopayogI anya sAdhana A vizvamAM durlabha che. AvA aneka kAraNothI prArthanAno viSaya vyaktigata ane sAmUhika staranA sAmAjika, mAnasika ane AdhyAtmika vikAsa mATe sAmAnya janatAne ane vizeSa karIne AdhyAtmika sAdhakane mATe atyaMta upayogI che. potAnuM kalyANa icchatA sau koine mATe A nAno graMtha, vartamAnakALanI viSaya jIvanazailI (ke jemAM Hurry, Worry ane TensionnuM sAmrAjaya vyApeluM jovAmAM Ave che) mAM vaDalAnI zILI chAMya ane aMtaradAhane bujhAvavA ThaMDA pANInI parabaDInI garaja sAraze evo amane vizvAsa che. rojabarojanA jIvanamAM zItaLatA, zAMti, dhIraja, ane * * * * *0 20000 0 cc ccc cc c 0; * ! samAdhAnanI prApti mATe temaja mAnasika trAsathI mukta thavA mATe A nAno graMtha upayogI avalaMbana puruM pADaze; jenI phaLazrutirUpe ghaNA manuSyone sAttvika ane tAttvika mArgadarzana maLaze. Ama, mULa pravacanakAranA pragADha anubhavane anurUpa prabhunA paMthe AgaLa vadhavAmAM A graMtha preraNAdAyI banaze evI bhAvanA bhAvIe chIe. AjathI varSo pahelA ApavAmAM Avela pravacanonA A saMgrahane janatA ane sAdhakavarganI sevAmAM rajU karIe chIe teno sadupayoga thAo tevI bhAvanA sAthe... OM zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH prArthanA x Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1. sAmAnya bhUmikA - "huM AtmA chuM, ahIM je viSaya vicAraNAmAM levAno che te che 'prArthanA. Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM." 'prArthanA'ne zAstromAM je nava prakAranI bhakti batAvavAmAM AvI che, temAM sAtamAM prakAranI bhakti "laghutA"no peTAvibhAga gaNI zakAya. sAdhanAnA dIrghakALamAM anekavAra sAdhakane nirAzA sAMpaDe che. ghaNo samaya evo Ave che ke jyAre sAdhaka nirAza thai jAya che, hatAza thai jAya che. te vakhate tene ema lAge che ke have AgaLa to nahIM vadhI zakAya paNa jayAM chuM tyAM TakI rahevAmAM paNa muzkelI lAge che. AvA samaye "prArthanA sAdhakane parama avalaMbana rUpa che, parama upakArI che. mATe vivekI manuSyoe vAraMvAra prArthanAno samyak prakAre udyama karavo; jenAthI aneka prakAranA vighno dUra thaI jAya che ane AtmAne AgaLa vadhavAnuM saraLa thai javAthI utsAha vadhI jAya che. prArthanA zabda zemAMthI Avyo che? "zabdAnvayanI apekSAe vicArIe to potAnA prakRSTa artha (pra + artha)nI siddhi mATe je kAMI karavAmAM Ave te prArthanA gaNI zakAya." ApaNA jIvananuM dhyeya zuM? sAmAnya manuSyane mATe cAra prakAranA puruSArtha kahyAM che : dharma, artha, kAma ane mokSa. paraMtu ahIMyA to vizeSa mumukSu mATe e cAramAMthI uttama puruSArtha kayo ? e cAreyamAM zAzvata AnaMdanI prApti mATeno puruSArtha kayo? tIrthakaro ane RSi-munio jenI bhalAmaNa kare che te puruSArtha kayo? tIrthaMkare je siddha karyo che te puruSArtha kayo ? prArthanA to te mokSa che. ApaNI saMpUrNa nirmaLa ane saMpUrNa jJAnAnaMdathI 5 Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ : A A che bharelI avasthA tenuM nAma mokSa. ApaNe sAdhanA karatAM karatAM, Apano sevaka chuM. saMpUrNa jJAna - AnaMdane pAmIe, saMpUrNa nirmaLa dazAne prApta sauno mitra chuM. thaI jaIe, e dazA te mokSa ane tethI prakRSTa arthanI siddhi mATe je kAMI karavAmAM Ave te prArthanA gaNI zakAya. mokSanI siddhi mATe to aneka prakAranI sAdhanA karavAmAM Ave che. jema ke sAcI zraddhA, sAcuM jJAna, sadAcAra, vratapAlana, sAcuM tapa vagere. paNa ahIM prArthanAno viSaya hovAthI prArthanAne mukhya karI che. manuSyonA AtmavikAsanI aneka zreNIo hovAne lIdhe teonuM dhyeya paNa juduM juduM hoya che ane e apekSAe prArthanA karanAra vyaktionI zreNIo paNa aneka che. A vizvamAM 99% uparAMta je prArthanA karavAmAM Ave che te to jagatanA sAMsArika padArthonI icchAthI, apekSAthI karavAmAM Ave che. evI prArthanA te mokSanuM kAraNa thaI zakatI nathI, kAraNake ke te sakAma bhakti che. sAmAnya janatAnI kakSAethI AgaLa vadhIne jIva sajjana (Gentleman) bane, enAthI AgaLa vadhe tyAre AtmArthI bane, enAthI AgaLa vadhe tyAre mumukSu bane. mumukSumAM paNa traNa zreNI che. jaghanya, madhyama ane uttama. temAM uttama mumukSu jyAre vizeSa puruSArtha karIne mohagraMthino cheda karI nAkhe tyAre te sAco saMta athavA AtmajJAnI-samyagRSTi-dharmAtmA bane che. e uparAMta paNa bIjI ghaNI zreNIo che. prArthanA karanAra bhaktonA prakAra : bhaktonA mukhya cAra prakAra* zAstramAM kahyAM che : (1) arthArthI, (2) Arta, (3) jijJAsu ane (4) jJAnI. (1) arthArthI: "sauthI nIcI kakSAno A bhakta potAnA svArthane mATe prabhune prArthanA kare che; chatAM tene prabhumAM vizvAsa * zrImad bhagavadgItA : 7-16 prArthanA Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che, e apekSAe tene bhakta tarIke gaNavAmAM Avyo che." "huM AtmA chuM. Apano sevaka chuM, ' arthArthI eTale arthano arthI. dhana Adi jagatanA sauno mitra che. padArthonI icchAvALo te arthAtha che. arthArthI kharekhara to kAMI ucca sAdhaka nathI, chatAM e paNa eka prArthanA karanAra vyakti che. bhagavAna pAse duniyAnI vastu mAgIe to halakI maLe ane na mAgIe to vadhAre sArI maLe. jene duniyAnuM sukha joituM hoya teNe bhagavAna pAse kAMi mAMgavuM nahIM. bhagavAna pAse mAgIe to ochuM maLe. enuM AkhuM Logic che; kAraNake mAgavuM e icchA che. duniyAnI vastu mAgavI te pAparUpa icchA che ane pAparUpa icchA te jIvane pApabaMdha karAve che ane pApabaMdha thAya to halakI vastu maLe. (2) Arta : "A bhakta navI saMpatti ke bIjA koi sAMsArika vaibhavane icchato nathI, paraMtu prApta aizvaryano viyoga sahana karavAnI tenAmAM haju zakti nathI, tethI tenI rakSA arthe te, prabhune prArthanA kare che." sAdI bhASAmAM bolIe to A bhakta "mArI lIlI vADI banI raho" ema icche che. vaLI bIjuM "lIlI vADImAM kAMi sUkuM Ave to sUkuM cAlyuM jAo, mAruM sUkuM maTI jAo" ema paNa kahe che. zarIramAM roga thAya to ema kahe che ke "mAro roga maTI jAo" athavA "mArA dIkarAno ke mArA svajanano roga maTI jAo" e ityAdi paNa Arte che. e saMsArI icchA che. bhagavAnane khabara che ke tane roga thayo che ane tane nathI gamato mATe bhagavAnane tAre yAda karAvAnI kharekhara jarUra nathI. paNa jIvane eTalI dhIraja rahetI nathI, mATe bhagavAnane kahe che ke "he bhagavAna ! mArA dIkarAne roga maTI jAya." "he bhagavAna ! mArI bAne sAruM thai jAya..." e pramANe prArthanA prArthanA kare che. to evI prArthanA nahIM karatAM evI prArthanA karavI ke, 3 Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "he paramAtmA ! je yogya hoya te thAo." vaLI. ema kahevAya Apano sevaka chuM, che ke, "mAge enI Aghe ane tyAge enI pAse." temAM sauno mitra chuM." apavAda che te sAmAnya apekSAe "mokSa' che. mokSa mAgavAmAM vAMdho nathI, paraMtu sAcA bhAvathI mAgavo joie ane UMcI dazAmAM to mokSa mAgavAnI icchA rahetI nathI; mokSanI icchA te mokSano mArga batAvIne vilaya thai jAya che, mATe e IcchA AtmAne nukasAna kartA nathI. nirvikalpa samAdhi ane tethI uparanI dazAmAM koI paNa prakAranI buddhipUrvakanI icchA hotI nathI. (3) jijJAsu : "A bhakta mahad aMze niSkAma che kAraNake te jagatanA koi padArthonI icchA karato nathI; mAtra paramAtmapadanI prAptinI tene icchA che; e apekSAe A bhakta UMcI koTino gaNI zakAya.' "kaSAyanI upazAMtatA, mAtra mokSaabhilASa; bhave kheda aMtara dayA, te kahIe jijJAsa." -zrImad rAjacaMdra kRta zrI AtmasiddhizAstra (108) jijJAsu to koI paNa dharmAtmAne thavuM ja paDe che. koi jIvane jijJAsu thayA vinA AtmajJAna thAya evuM kadApi banI zakatuM nathI. (4) jJAnI : "A sarvottama bhakta che. teNe to koI apekSAe paramAtmapada prApta karI lIdhuM che ema kahI zakAya. tenI bhakti mAtra advaitukI che, niHspRha che, ananya che, prazaMsanIya che. prabhue tene potAnA AtmIyajana tarIke svIkAryo che." ApaNe vItarAgadarzananI paddhatithI "sAmAyikamAM prArthanA karIe chIe - prArthanA Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ maiM aba, "he sarvajJa jineza ! kiye je pApa ju te saba mana vaca kAya yogakI gupti binA labha; Apa samIpa hajUramAMhi meM khaDo khaDo saba, doSa kahuM so suno karo naTha duHkha dehi jaba.'' -zrI sAmAyika pATha (cha Avazyaka karma)-pratikramaNa "doSarahita jinadevajI, nija pada dIjyo moya; saba jIvanake sukha baDhe, AnaMda maMgala hoya. anubhavamANika pArakhI, jauhari Apa jinaMda; ye hI vara mohi dIjiye, carana-zarana AnaMda.' --zrI mANikacaMda kRta laghu AlocanA jJAnInA hRdayane jANavuM kaThina che to paNa he bhavya ! jJAnInA hRdayane jANavAno prayatna karaje. lAMbo kALa lAgaze. tArI pAtratA joize. paNa jyAre emanI oLakhANa thaze tyAre ja tAruM kAma jaladIthI thaI jaze. emaNe to koi apekSAe paramAtmapada prApta karI lIdhuM che. parama tattvajJa zrImad rAjacaMdrajI jaNAve che, jo kadI pragaTapaNe vartamAnamAM kevaLajJAnanI uttpatti thai nathI, paNa jenA vacananA vicArayoge zaktipaNe kevaLajJAna che ema spaSTa jANyuM che, zraddhApaNe kevaLajJAna thayuM che, vicAradazAe kevaLajJAna thayuM che, icchAdazAe kevaLajJAna thayuM che, mukhya nayanA hetuthI kevaLajJAna varte che, ...' "" --zrImad rAjacaMdra, patrAMka - 493 advaitukI eTale svAbhAvika. zAstramAM enuM varNana Ave che, vAtsalya aMgarUpe. samyakdaSTi dharmAtmAne vAtsalya nAmanuM aMga hoya che, niHsvArtha prema hoya che, kAraNa vagarano prema "huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM. prArthanA 5 '' Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "huM AtmA chuM. hoya che. AcArya bhagavaMta te samajAvavA dRSTAMta Ape che ke Apano sevaka chuM. che. jevI rIte gAyane vAcharaDA pratye prema che tema sAcA saMtone La : sauno mitra chuM." bIjA dharmI jIvo pratye prema hoya che. jo ApaNA jIvanamAM bIjA dharmajano pratye prema na hoya to ApaNane samyagudarzana to na thAya, paraMtu samyagudarzananI bhUmikA paNa banI zakatI nathI. anya mumukSu - AtmArthIne joine ApaNo AtmA prasanna thAya che ? aho ! mahAtmA che. aho ! uttama mumukSu che. ApaNe emane vaMdana karIe. ApaNe emane sahayoga ApIe. ApaNe emanI pAsethI zIkhIe. ApaNe emane dareka prakAre anukULa thaine vartIe. kAraNake emAM ApaNA AtmAnuM paNa kalyANa che ane emanA AtmAne paNa tethI prasannatA thaze. "tenI bhakti mAtra ahetukI che." eTale duniyAnI koipaNa icchAvALI nathI. zrImad rAjacaMdra vacanAmRtamAM daSTAMta Ave che ke vyAsa bhagavAna Atmadarzana thaI gayA pachI paNa AnaMdasaMpanna thayA nahotA; kAraNake akhaMDapaNe harirasa gAyo nahoto. - AcAryazrI samatabhadra mahArAje "ratnakaraMDazrAvakAcAra' ane covIza tIrthakaranI stuti racI che. teo mahAna munIzvara hatA toya bhagavAnanI stuti racI. to AcAryazrI pUjayapAdasvAmI ane AcAryazrI kuMdakuMdasvAmI jevA mahAna yogIzvaroe to tIrthaMkarabhakti, arihaMtabhakti, siddhabhakti, zrutabhakti, yogIbhakti, AcAryabhakti vagerenI racanA karI. pelo pothI paMDita AcArya bhagavaMtane zikhAmaNa Ape che ke AcArya bhagavaMta ! tame bhagavAnanI bhakti na karazo. bhakti karazo to tamane puNya thaze ane tamAre svargamAM rakhaDavuM paDaze. AcAryane paNa tuM AjJA ApavAvALo ! jIvane mArganI khabara prArthanA Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nathI. potAnI kalpanAthI, potAnI kalpanAnuM zAstra vAMcIne, potAnI meLe eno artha karIne jIva ema mAne che ke 'huM jJAnI chuM !' prabhu ! e mAragaDA judA... e aMtarayAtrAnA mAragaDA che ane teM to ene bahAramAM zodhyA che mATe e nahi maLe. niHspRha : Aloka-paralokanI icchA vagaranI. ananya : zreSTha, jenA jevI bIjI nahi te, sarvottama. prazaMsanIya : samyak, samIcIna, AtmAnA bhAnavALI. prazaMsanIya eTale sAdI bhASAmAM to Praiseworthy paraMtu ahIM prazaMsanIyano artha che 'samyak'. sabhyazno artha che AtmAnA anubhava sahitanI, AtmAnI pratIti sahitanI. prabhue AvA bhaktane potAnA AtmIyajana tarIke svIkAryo che. UMcI dazAmAM bhakta ane bhagavAna be judAM nathI. "darzana jJAna ramaNa ekatAna, karatAM pragaTe anubhavajJAna; dhyAtA, dhyAna, dhyeya gatakAma, huM sevaka ne huM chuM svAma.' bhaktinI parAkASTAmAM bhakta, bhakti, bhagavAna traNeya eka thai jAya che. e AnaMdadhanajInA zAMtinAtha bhagavAnanA padamAM Ave che : "aho ! aho ! huM mujane kahuM, namo muja namo muja re;'' apekSAe paramAtmA ane satpuruSamAM kAMi bheda nathI. "sadguru saMta svarUpa tuja, e dRDhatA karI de ja." --zrImad rAjacaMdra, patrAMka - 264 have A vAta ApaNane sAmAnya bhUmikA rUpe kahI. have AdhyAtmika abhigama le che. huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM.". prArthanA 7 Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ huM AtmA chuM AgaLa vadhelA sAdhakoe to - dareka bAbatane AdhyAtmika Apano sevaka chuM. abhigamamAM ja utAravAnI che, kAraNake ApaNuM jIvana Akhare sauno mitra chuM." to AdhyAtmika banavuM joie. sUtAM, besatAM, uThatAM, cAlatAM, haratAM, pharatAM, khAtAM, vAtAM, letAM-detAM, rasoDAmAM, korTamAM, dukAnamAM, benkamAM, svAdhyAya haoNlamAM, maMdiramAM... eka paramAtmapadanI prAptinuM . lakSa tathA puruSArtha hovo joie. e pramANe AgaLa vadhelA jJAnIonI sAdhanA hoya che. "mumukSutA' te che ke sarva prakAranI mohAsaktithI mujhAI eka "mokSane viSe ja yatna karavo ane tIvra mumukSutA" e che ke ananya preme mokSanA mArgamAM kSaNe kSaNe pravartavuM." -zrImad rAjacaMdra - patrAMka 254 AtmAno lakSa to game te kriyA karatI vakhate rAkhavAno che. jyAre ApaNane sAdhanAnI (paramAtmAnI) lagana lAgaze tyAre ApaNA bhagavAna sAthe lagana thaze ! sAcI lagana to lAgI nathI ane ApaNe bhagavAnane paTAvIe chIe ke bhagavAna tame mArA svAmI cho !! manuSyanA sarvottama puruSArtharUpa mokSanI abhilASAthI prerAIne, AtmAnI zuddhi mATe, paramAtmA ke sadgurune najara samakSa rAkhIne bhakta, bhagavAnane je namra vinaMtI kare che te AdhyAtmika dRSTie prArthanAnuM vyAvahArika svarUpa che. vyAvahArika eTale sadvyavahArarUpa, jenA phaLarUpe paramArtha tarapha AgaLa vadhAya. vyAvahArika eTale duniyAnA vyavahAranI vAta cAlatI nathI, kAraNake AdhyAtmika abhigama cAle che. nirvikalpa samAdhinI prApti na thAya tyAM sudhI jJAnIne utkRSTa bhakti hoya che. AgaLanI dazAmAM to bhakti rahetI prArthanA Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kaxRFsajakalAka kAmakAja kotarakAdhakaDAkIya karavAhakajjaka: asamakrakeTanA nathI. bhakti nirvikalpa dhyAnamAM samAI jAya che. "huM AtmA chuM, moTA moTA yogIzvaro, mahAjJAnIo ane AcAryo paNa sarakAra { Apano sevaka chuM, paramAtmAne prArthanA kare che e ja tenI uccatama upayogitA sUcave che. yathA - (1) manuSyanA sarvottama puruSArtharUpa mokSanI abhilASAthI prerAIne AcArya deva paramAtmA pAse mAge che, bhaktAmara praNatamaulimaNiprabhANA mudyotakaM dalitapApamovitAnam | samyakTraNamya jinapAdayuge yugAdA vAlaMbana bhavajale patatAM janAnAm | -zrI mAnatuMgAcArya kRta zrI bhaktAmara stotra duniyAnA Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhi tathA janma, jarA ane maraNanA aneka prakAranAM duHkhomAMthI ugArI lenArA paramAtmAnA caraNa che, paramAtmAnI bhakti che. prArthanA te A jIvana ane sarva bhavya jIvone parama avalaMbana rUpa che, parama zreyaskara che. (ra) AtmAnI zuddhi mATe zrI amitagati AcAryadeva bhagavAna pAse mAgaNI kare che, bodhi samAdhi pariNAma zuddhi, svAtmopalabdhi zivasaukhyasiddhi." eka aMdha vaNika hato. bhagavAne tenA para prasanna thaI varadAna mAgavAnuM kahyuM tyAre aMdha vANiyAe to khoTI rIte mAgyuM hatuM. "mArA dIkarAnA dIkarAnI vahune sAtamA mALanI meDIe sonAnA hiMDoLA upara enA dIkarAne hIMcako nAkhatAM jouM !!" mAgImAgIne AvI tuccha sAMsArika vastu mAgI ! " bahAra karavA rAjaEstorial iAmadA:sakrimIesersed rane pAka dhaka kalarAmAra mAravAnA prasAra mA nA kavAyata rAma rAma rAma rAma rAma rAma rAma rAma rAma rada kattpaDI janAra 2 DAyArika sitAjapanA rAjakAjakArA dara rahaS.rely. sarakA | prArthanA ! Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "huM AtmA chuM, emAM kAMipaNa A jIvane zreyaskara nathI. Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM." prArthanA 10 he paramAtmA ! mArA viSaya-vikAra TaLo. he paramAtmA ! mAruM abhimAna gaLI jAo. he paramAtmA ! ApanI ane ApanA bhaktonI sevA mane haMmezAM prApta raho - evI aMtaranI mAgaNI sAcA saMto ane sAcA jJAnIo kare che. pUjAne aMte zrI zAMtipAThamAM ApaNe bolIe chIe ke : zAstrAbhyAso jinapatinutiH saMgatiH sarvadAyaiH, sattAnAM guNagaNakathA doSavAde ca maunam, sarvasthApi priyahitavaco bhAvanA cAtmatattva, saMpadaMtAM mama bhavabhave yAvadetaDapavarga.. jyAM sudhI mane mokSanI pUrNa prApti na thAya tyAM sudhI he paramAtmA ! ApanA caraNakamaLanI bhakti ane saMtono samAgama Apajo, ane mAruM mana vAraMvAra AtmA tarapha DhaLe, mArI vRtti nijAtmA tarapha vaLe, DhaLe evI mane zakti Apajo. paramAtmA ke sadgurune najara samakSa rAkhavAM eTale ke svacchaMdano nirodha karavo. 'sAheba ! mane phAve e pramANe bhakti karuMne ?' to 'ema nahIM, tane phAve e pramANe bhakti na karAya.' atyAra sudhI zuM karyuM ? "anaMta kALathI AthaDyo, vinA bhAna bhagavAna; sevyA nahi guru saMtane, mUkyuM nahi abhimAna.'' --zrImad rAjacaMdra patrAMka 264, gAthA-15 potAne game evI rIte nathI karavAnuM paraMtu sadguru kahe, paramAtmAnI AjJA hoya te pramANe karavAnuM che. saMtonI ane Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMdhanI sAkSIe sAdhanA karavAnI che. "ALANu dhamo ALApa tavo / '' jJAnInI AjJAnuM ArAdhana e ja dharma ane jJAnInI AjJAnuM ArAdhana e ja tapa. bhagavAne ApaNane Highway batAvyo che. "hAM re A kALe kAMTALA, mArgane ho lAla; karyuM svaccha kRpALu rAja re... AtmasvarUpa ArAdhavA. mahAbhAgye maLyo A dAva re... AtmasvarUpa ArAdhavA.'' 2000 sAgaropamanI (zAstromAM varNavelo bahu bahu lAMbo kALa) nAnI Permit ApaNane maLI che. emAM Arya kSetra, uttama kuLa, indriyonI pUrNatA, pUrNa AyuSya, AjIvikAnI nizciMtatA, prabhu prAptinI jijJAsA, satsaMgano yoga - AvI uttama sAmagrIvALo manuSyabhava maLavA chatAM jo ApaNane potAnA kalyANano lakSa haju baMdhAto nathI, to e parama durbhAgyanuM ghotaka che. eka eka miniTa lAkheNI jAya che, paNa jIvane kAMi paNa khyAla Avato nathI. evo mohanA madamAM masta thai gayo che ! moharUpI dArU pIne evo masta thai gayo che ke koinuM mAnato nathI. bahu dArU pIe to zuM thAya ? jaThara khalAsa thai jAya, lIvara khalAsa thai jAya, magaja khalAsa thai jAya ane jJAnataMtuo khalAsa thai jAya. jiMdagIno aMta AvI jAya. AdhyAtmika puruSo kevI rIte prArthanA kare che ? to ke paramAtmA ke sadgurune najara samakSa rAkhIne. teo bhagavAnane je namra vinaMtI kare che te AdhyAtmika dRSTie prArthanAnuM vyAvahArika svarUpa che, eTale bhedarUpa che. AdhyAtmika dRSTi ane vyAvahArika svarUpa ema kema SOM. "huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM.'' prArthanA 11 Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "huM AtmA chuM, kahyuM ? kAraNake savikalpa samAdhi sudhI bheda hoya che. mATe Apano sevaka chuM, aMda2mAM AtmAnI STi che ane bahAramAM paramAtmAne prArthanA sauno mitra chuM.' kare che. yathA "nIrAgI paramAtmA ! huM have tamAruM, tamArA dharmanuM ane tamArA muninuM zaraNa grahuM chuM..... eka paLa paNa tamArAM kahelAM tattvanI zaMkA na thAya, tamArA kahelA rastAmAM ahorAtra huM rahuM, e ja mArI AkAMkSA ane vRtti thAo !'' prArthanA 12 --zrImad rAjacaMdra - mokSamALA zikSApATha 56 samasta bhAratIya saMskRtinI dRSTithI vicAra karIe tyAre AtmA je kAryakalApa dvArA paramAtmAnuM anusaMdhAna kare tenuM nAma yoga. temAM jJAnanI mukhyatA hoya to jJAnayoga, dhyAnanI mukhyatA hoya to aSTAMgayoga ane bhaktinI mukhyatA hoya to bhaktiyoga. vartamAnakALamAM chellA 50-60 varSamAM jaDavAdanuM sAmrAjya khUba ja phUlyuM-phAlyuM che, eTale jagatanA jIvomAMthI zraddhA, bhakti, prema, vAtsalya, anukaMpA vagere guNono khUba rakAsa thayo che. vartamAna manuSya ema kahe che ke huM ekalo ja jIvuM ! badhAne khAi jAuM ! eTale vartamAna manuSya evI sthitie pahoMcyo che ke e bakarA, gheTA, bhUMDa, kabUtara, ghoDA, geMDA badhuM khAya che ! evo krUra rAkSasIvRttino mAnava thai gayo che. jaDa saMskRtinuM moTAmAM moTuM dRSNa e che ke jIvamAM prema ane vAtsalyabhAva ghaTI gayAM che. jaDa saMskRtinI vyAkhyA zuM ? Everything is official and objective. bhautikavAdanI kevI saMskRti che ? tyAM jIva ane ajIva nAmanA be padArtho nathI. badhuM ja ajIva che ! eTale emane mana gAya, bheMsa, bakarA, ghaMTA, bhUMDa... A badhuM paNa ajIva che. ApaNane phAve e Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pramANe karavAnuM. mArI moTAI sacavAvI joie, mArI sagavaDa huM AtmA che. sacavAvI joie. A bhautikavAda ! ( Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM." adhyAtmavAda kahe che ke sau jIvo sukhI thAo. sau jIvo mArA mitra che. "| intend to injure none." e ahiMsAnI saMskRti che, dayAnI saMskRti che, adhyAtma - saMskRti che. eno atyAre bahu lopa thaI gayo che. eTale zraddhA, bhakti vagere rahyA nathI. eTale prArthanA paNa AjakAla jagatanA jIvo tAttvika rIte karatA nathI. ApaNe AdhyAtmika prArthanA kyAre karI kahevAya ? te mATe traNa zarato mUke che : (1) mAtra mokSanI abhilASAthI prerAIne (2) AtmAnI zuddhi mATe (3) paramAtmA ane sadgurune najara samakSa rAkhIne jayAre bhaktajana prArthanA kare che tyAre paramAtmA ane sagurune jo najara samakSa rAkhe to eno rAgabhAva ekadama ghaTI jAya che. rAgabhAva ekadama aprazastabhAvamAMthI prazastabhAvamAM badalAI jAya che. tamArI duniyAmAM paNa Avo niyama che. tame rANA pratApa ke zivAjIne juo to ekadama zUravIratA caDI jAya. ema bhavya jIvo, vivekI manuSyo, jyAre paramAtmA ke sagurunI mUrti ane citrapaTane jue che tyAre temane zAMtabhAva upaje che, jJAnabhAva upaje che, paramapremabhAva upaje che, AtmabhAva krame karIne upaje che; kAraNa ke teo AtmabhAvamAM nimagna thayelAM dharmAtmAo che. AtmabhAva eTale sahaja samAdhi, sahaja jJAna, sahaja AnaMda, e sahaja jJAna, sahaja AnaMdanI prApti ApaNA 13) : - kAratmaghA jala janarakanA arasAmAjikajU karArakA nA kAkA jArI kakaHrAjakAra | prArthanA Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmA che. jIvananuM dhyeya che. paraMtu haju ApaNane barAbara utaryu nathI Apano sevaka chuM. eTale ApaNe hajI te mATe sAco prayatna karatA nathI. sauno mitra chuM." prArthanAnuM vijJAna samajavA mATe ane AdhyAtmika vikAsamAM teno yathAyogya upayoga thai zake te arthe, dareka prabuddha prArthanAkAre nIcenA siddhAMtone sArI rIte samajavA joie." prabuddha : eTale sAcA vivekI. AdhyAtmika prArthanA karavAvALA. prabuddhano zabdArtha - "prakRSTa jJAna jene prApta thayuM che te." paNa ahIM e zabdArtha nathI. ahIMyA artha che... vivekayukta prArthanAkAra... dareka vastumAM viveka jarUrI che. tame rasoi game teTalI sArI banAvo paNa pIrasatI vakhate badhuM goTALo karIne bheguM karI nAkho to? rasoI sArI banAvo paNa rasoDAmAM gaMdakI hoya to ? "jyAM jyAM je je yogya che, tahAM samajavuM teha." to prabuddha prArthanAkAre nIcenA siddhAMtone sArI rIte samajavA joie. ApaNe bhagavAnane sAcA hRdayathI prArthanA karavAnA chIe. tamArA manamAM koine (zuSka jJAnIne) evuM hoya ke "sAheba ! tamane jJAna na hoya to tame prArthanA karo. ame to jJAna prApta karI mokSamArgamAM AgaLa vadhI jaIzuM." paNa evuM nathI. gautamasvAmI jevA gaNadharadeva paNa bhagavAnane kahe che ke he paramAtmA ! huM Apane zaraNe chuM, Apa mane AtmasvarUpa samajAvo. Apa mane mokSamArgamAM sthira karo. mArI cittavRtti ApanA caraNakamaLane viSe sthira karo. AcAryazrI amitagati beThA che sAmAyika karavA, paNa 141 cothI gAthAmAM zuM kahe che ? prArthanA Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM." ke, kendra che ke nara +aa, paA M*-na' jhabake "tuja caraNa kamaLano dIvaDo rUDo hRdayamAM rAkhajo, ajJAnamaya aMdhakArano AvAsa turata bALajo; tarUpa thaI te dIvaDe, huM sthira thai citta bAMdhato, tuja caraNayugmanI rajamahIM huM premathI nitya DUbato." AvuM koNa kahe che ? mahAna apramatta yogIzvara AcArya amitagati deva... huM ane tame to emanI pAse nagaNya chIe. jIve mahAjJAnIone oLakhyA nathI eTale haju sudhI potAnuM abhimAna ogaLatuM nathI ! prayatna karavo; to dhIme... dhIme... AcAryo, sAcA saMto, sAdhunI oLakhANa thAya tyAre jIvanuM abhimAna naSTa thai jAya. to prArthanA e mokSamArganuM anivArya aMga che. tame vidvAna loko ene je nAma ApavuM hoya te Apo... AlocanA kaho, pratikramaNa kaho, laghutArUpI bhakti kaho, prAyazcittarUpI tapa kaho... zabda game te vAparo tenI sAthe kAMI vAMdho nathI. zabda sAthe amAre jhaghaDo che ja nahi. kAraNake... "buddha vIra jina hari hara brahmA, yA usako svAdhIna kaho; bhaktibhAva se prerita ho yaha, citta usameM lIna raho." -zrI jugalakizora mukhtAra kRta 'merI bhAvanA A rIte mahAna dharmAtmAo paNa prArthanAnuM avalaMbana le nAka- kALAM ke * mana- kawiA,,araya kAranese, vvvv .televmanA , grAma, kAma warrior-nA kAkAnamaw.kA tA. pa %,janamAM / +11 , kena kakakaka # ArA # ke, dAkA prArthanA 15 Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "3 1/2 karanAra manana +1 ke'ka' : two new try'paka Revi: '-11, 11: 5 4 &!:/13- wiva,v= 1 7 +'s, ja." 41, + + Ex" 2. prArthanAnuM vijJAna huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, "ahIM jo prazna karavAmAM Ave ke AvA bhaktone kAMi sauno mitra chuM." icchA nathI to zA mATe teo prabhune prArthanA kare che ? zuM bhagavAnane khabara nathI ke tenA bhaktane mATe zuM ISTa che ane zuM aniSTa che? zuM bhagavAna sarvajJa nathI? karuNAsAgara nathI ? bhagavAnane prArthanA karavAthI zuM siddha thaI zake che ?" A ityAdi prazno vAdI pUche che. eTale A prArthanAne vizeSa samajavAnI jijJAsAvALo athavA to jene ema lAgyuM hoya ke "prArthanA nakAmI che" eTale eNe AvA badhA prazno pUchayAM ke bhaktane kAMi joituM nathI, bhagavAnane to khabara ja che ke kone zuM ApavuM kAraNake bhagavAna sarvajJa che to zA mATe prArthanA karavI? tenuM atre samAdhAna kare che: (1) "prArthanA e prAyazcittanuM eka svarUpa che ane prAyazcittane siddhAMtamAM eka aMtaraMga tapa tarIke svIkAravAmAM AvyuM che." (2) "prArthanA, mokSamArganI siddhimAM, puruSArtha ane prArabdhano samyak prakAre samanvaya sAdhe che, ane tethI syAdvAdavidyAnI puSTi kare che. matalaba ke, gurutama puruSArtha karavA chatAM jyAre sAdhanAmAM AgaLa vadhI zakAtuM nathI tyAre bhakta-sAdhakane prabhuzaraNa svIkAryA sivAya bIjo koI vikalpa raheto nathI." ahIM suyukti samajAve che, mATe zAMti rAkhIne samajavuM. vItarAgamArgamAM bAra prakAranAM tapa kahyAM che. emAM cha prakAranAM bAhya tapa ane cha prakAranAM aMtaraMgatapa che. e aMtaraMga tapamAM paheluM che "prAyazcitta'. prAyazcittano viSaya moTo che. paraMtu prArthanA 1 6 Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prAyazcittano sAmAnya artha zuM che ? pote karelA pAponuM huM AtmA chuM. nirAkaraNa karavA mATe, paramAtmAnI sAkSIe potAnA durguNonI ( sIno mitra chuM." niMdA karavI, duSkRtyonI niMdA karavI athavA gurudevanI sAkSIe tenI gaha (niMdA) karavI ane potAnA jIvanamAMthI e doSo visarjita karavAM, ene prAyazcitta nAmanuM tapa sAmAnyapaNe kahevAmAM Ave che. enA bIjA AlocanA, pratikramaNa vagere aneka pAribhASika nAma paNa che. e enA apekSita vibhAgo je manuSya sAcA bhAvathI prArthanA kare, AgaLa kahI te vidhithI prArthanA kare to tenAM pApa baLI jAya che. eTale ke ene ghaNA puNyano saMcaya thAya che. jo kaMi paNa dunyavI icchA na hoya, temaja tattvajJAnapUrvaka prArthanA hoya to saMvara ane nirjarA (samAdhisukha) paNa prApta thAya che. dareke potAnA jIvanamAM anubhava karavo. jayAre ema vicAryuM hoya ke Aje bahu sarasa vAMcavuM che paNa e ja divase mAthuM evuM caDhe athavA evo kaMTALo Ave ke eka-be pAnAM ja vaMcAya ! athavA paramAtmAnI bhakti karavI che ema nakkI karyuM hoya paNa kaMI evuM vighna AvI jAya athavA potAno ja utsAha osarI jAya ! e pramANe niyama levAnuM nakkI karyuM hoya ane niyama koI kAraNasara na laI zakAya. Ama, jyAre kharekhara ApaNe puruSArtha karavA mAgIe chIe, prayatna paNa karIe chIe chatAM paNa jANe Unsermountable obstacles - ullaMghI na zakAya tevA vipno Ave che. sAdhanAmAM AgaLa na vadhI zakAya tevA prakArano aMtarAya Ave tyAre zuM karavuM ? tyAre "prArthanA e ApaNA sarvanuM zaraNa che dareka sAdhakane mATe A lAgu paDe che. dareka sAdhakane potAnA jIvanamAM AvI aneka bInAo banavAnI. evA amuka tabakkA nirAzAnA prArthanA Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "huM AtmA chuM, AvavAnA, jyAre ema lAge ke "ThIka have A mahArAja to Apano sevaka chuM, kahetAM hatAM paNa ApaNane kAMi AtmAno anubhava thato nathI. sauno mitra chuM. ATalo badho dharma karyo to paNa mane keTaluM badhuM duHkha AvyuM. mArA dIkarAnI tabiyata sArI nathI. amArA paisA jatA rahyA. A to badhuM kahevAnuM ! dharama... dharama... evuM kahe che paNa Avu kAMi lAgatuM nathI!" AvuM koika koika vAra nirAzAnuM vamaLa-nirAzAnuM pUra-AvavAnuM, tyAre paNa jJAnIo kahe che ke paramAtmAnuM zaraNa e ja upAya che. ghaNo puruSArtha karavA chatAM paNa kaMi tathyanI prApti na thAya tyAre paNa paramAtmAne vaLagI raho. prArthanA 18 'huM pApamAM bUDI rahyo chuM. haraghaDI pApanA kAmamAM ja harSa mAnI rahyo chuM. tAruM kRpAdAnanuM teDuM mArI tarapha AvyuM ke tuM mane potA tarapha bolAve che. tArI pavitratA mane dara vakhate cetave che ke A pApamAM tuM nA pesa. mATe have huM tArI pavitratAnuM sanmAna karuM. mane pavitra AtmAthI bharapUra kara. tArI sarve AjJA pALavAnI buddhi tathA zakti mane Apa. mohazatrunA kabajAmAMthI mane choDAva. huM bALaka chuM, mATe dara samaya mane bacAva, paDavA na de. mane tArAmAM rAkha. tuM mArAmAM rahe. je tArI kRpAnajara thai te pUrI kara.' ema aneka prakAre mumukSu prArthanA kare che. prArthanA na karIe to bIjA khoTA vicAro Ave ane jIvane dharmamArga choDI devAno vakhata Ave; je sarvaprakAre akalyANakArI che. mATe game tema thAya to paNa bhagavAnanA caraNa barAbara pakaDI rAkhavAM. bhagavAnanA caraNa eTale bhagavAnanA paga, bhagavAnanI AjJA ane bhagavAnanuM cAritra. bhagavAnanA cAritramAM kSamA che, samatA che, viveka che. ApaNe emane barAbara premapUrvaka yAda karIe to ApaNAmAM paNa krame karIne Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ evA guNo pragaTe. "huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, vItarAgadarzanamAM jyAre sAdhanA mATe dIkSA levAmAM Ave sauno mitra chuM." tyAre pahelAM to cAra zaraNA le che. e zaraNA je le che te prabhune prArthanArUpa che... arihaMte zaraNe pavanjAmi, siddha zaraNe pavanjAmi, sAhuM zaraNaM pavanjAmi, kevalI paNad dhamma zaraNe pavanjAmi. eTale "he prabhu! huM alpazaktivALo chuM. huM Apane zaraNe AvuM chuM. ApanA zaraNathI mane baLa prApta thAo; jethI huM sAco muni banI zakuM.' pachI dhyAnadazAnI aMdara jyAre sAdhaka AgaLa vadhe che, tyAre pachI potAnA ja AtmAnuM zaraNa le che. paramAtmAnuM zaraNa, sagurunuM zaraNa ane aMte potAnA AtmAnuM zaraNa. - potAnA AtmAnuM zaraNa eTale potAnA AtmAnuM ciMtavana karatAM karatAM temAM lIna thai jaie e potAnAM AtmAnuM mahAna zaraNa che. - jemanI vizeSa sAdhanA na hoya emane mATe samajavAmAM jarA muzkelI paDe evuM che paNa vicAravuM. kAMto paramAtmAnuM zaraNa laie, kAMto sadgurunuM zaraNa laie ane kAMto nija zuddha AtmAnuM zaraNa laie. Avo prakAra jJAnI puruSo seve che, Avo prakAra mumukSujano seve che. zrI mokSamALAnA 15mA pAThamAM zrImad rAjacaMdra kahe che, "zubha bhAva vaDe mana zuddha karo, navakAra mahApadane samaro; nahi eha samAna sumaMtra kaho, bhajIne bhagavaMta bhavaMta kaho, karazo kSaya kevaLa rAma kathA,dharazo zubha tattvasvarUpa yathA; nRpacaMdra prapaMca anaMta daho, bhajIne bhagavaMta bhavaMta laho." bhagavAnane bhajavAM eTale bhagavAnanA zaraNe javuM. bhagavAnane bhajavAM eTale bhagavAnanuM smaraNa karavuM. prArthanA 19. Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jAgAkAra huM AtmA chuM.' bhagavAnane bhajavAM eTale bhagavAnanI stuti karavI. ( Apano sevaka chuM, ityAdi (sauno mitra chuM." (3) "jo ke paramAtmA ke sagurune bhakta taraphathI koI stuti-bhakti-prArthanA vagerenuM prayojana nathI, chatAM jyAM sudhI te pramANe na karavAmAM Ave tyAM sudhI bhaktano ahaMbhAvamamatvabhAva vilaya pAmato nathI ane tema thayA vinA paramArtha mokSamArganI siddhi paNa thaI zakatI nathI." koI kahe ke, "AtmAmAM ja lIna thavuM che ne ? to bhagavAnane kyAM vacce lAvavA nakAmAM ! ApaNe Middle man nuM kAma nathI. ApaNe vacce koIne dalAlI ApavI ja nahi. tame kaho cho ke mAre AtmAmAM lIna thavAnuM che ane huM AtmAmAM lIna thai jAuM chuM !" javAbamAM zrIguru kahe che, "A tAro bhrama che ! AtmAmAM lIna thavAno krama tane khabara nathI. utkRSTa lInatA savikalpanirvikalpa samAdhinI sthitimAM hoya che ane tenI vyavasthA e prakAre che ke amuka kALa savikalpa samAdhimAM tyAM Take ane pachI nirvikalpa samAdhimAM javuM ja paDe. paNa tyAM vadhAre TakI zakato nathI, eTale pAchuM savikalpa samAdhimAM AvavuM paDe che. tuM ema kahe che ke ApaNe bhagavAnane vacce lAvavAnI jarUra nathI, gurune lAvavAnI jarUra nathI. tame mane AtmA samajAvo ane huM AtmAmAM lIna thaI jAuM !" bhAI ! e sadvyavahAra che. e paramArthamUlaka savyavahAra che. e savyavahArathI sadaguru, paramAtmA ane dharmanuM yathArthapaNe zaraNa grahaNa karavAthI vivekI jIvane kramaza: nirvikalpa-samAdhinI yathAyogya siddhi thAya che. jo mAtra deva guru-dharmamAM aTakI jAya ne potAnA AtmA tarapha vaLe nahi, 0" to na cAle. evA aMdhabhaktanI vAta nathI. ahIM to vivekI -4,nImakatA zvakIkarAajAma kAkA pAdarAmajanaka majAkamawAkAna nA jamAnA mArA nAma na dhadhAma kAmakAjanA sAkAra karavAnA kArataka kamInana+rA+mAtAjakoTanA kanakhakadama janamakInat withlankALakAnA matadAna jAmanagaranA kAmakAjamAM ekatA nA karanArA kArAvAsa mAkAdAra kAnA Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhaktanI vAta che, vivekI mumukSunI vAta che. jyAM sudhI sadguru ane paramAtmAnuM zaraNa na levAmAM Ave tyAM sudhI bhaktano ahaMbhAva-mamatvabhAva vilaya pAmato nathI. 'huM moTo' evI mAnyatA tUTatI nathI. ApaNe haju bhagavAnanuM kharuM zaraNa lIdhuM nathI !!" manamAM to kahe che ke "sAheba ! mArI tabiyata bagaDe to cAra DaoNkaTarone bolAvuM, mArA mA-bApa AvI jAya, badhA chokarAo paNa AvI jAya.....' 'eTale jIva kono vizvAsa kare che ?''DaoNkTarono, dIkarAono ane mA-bApano.' 'te badhA Avo to Avo, na Avo to na Avo paNa mAre to mukhya paramAtmAnuM zaraNa che.' - ema aMtaramAM jyAre nakkI thaze tyAre dharma pariNAma pAmaze. atyAre to "He is banking on the bank balance.' jIva mAne che ke huM kAMi tamArA jevo lUkho nathI, mArI pAse karoDo rUpiyA che ! "tattva samaja bhAI ! tuM zuM karI zake ema che ane tuM zuM nathI karI zakato, eno paNa tane khyAla nathI. jo AyuSyanI dorI tUTe to koi paNa sAMdhI zake nahi. bhagavAnanuM zaraNa levAthI maraNa sudhare ane ekAMte DaoNkTaranuM zaraNa grahaNa kare to maraNa bagaDe. mATe DaoNkTaranI jeTalI jarUra che eTalI ja che. DaoNkaTara eTaluM ja karI zake, ethI AgaLa karI zake nahi, e vizvanI vyavasthA che. DaoNkTaranA mA-bApa marI gayA ! DaoNkTaranA dIkarA paNa marI gayA ! jo DaoNkTara badhAne bacAvI zake to potAnA mA-bApane, dIkarAne maravA de ? eTale ApaNe ahaMbhAva-mamatvabhAva haju kharekhara kADhayo nathI." "tame kaho cho eTale ame namaskAra karIe chIe. athavA badhA loko ema kahe che ke bhagavAnanI bhakti karIe to ApaNuM sAruM thAya eTale huM bhakti karuM chuM !'' to ema nathI. bhaktajana Apano sevaka chuM, "huM AtmA chuM, sauno mitra chuM." / prArthanA 21 Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ huM AtmA chuM, "vIsa doharA'mAM kabUla paNa kare che, Apano sevaka chuM, sIno mitra chuM." "ahaMbhAvathI rahita nahi, svadharma saMcaya nAhIM; nathI nivRtti nirmaLapaNe, anya dharmanI kAMI." -zrImad rAjacaMdra patrAMka 264, gAthA 12 ane siddhAMta paNa ema kahe che. "cha padano patra' zuM kahe che ? "anAdi svapnadazAne lIdhe utpanna thayelo evo jIvano ahaMbhAva-mamatvabhAva te nivRtta thavAne arthe A cha padanI jJAnI puruSoe dezanA prakAzI che." ahaMkAra jabaro che, eTale ene kADhatAM vAra lAge to paNa prayatna karavAno che. aneka prakAranuM abhimAna ApaNane rahyA kare che. dIkarAnuM, baMgalAnuM, moTaranuM, paisAnuM, lAgavaganuM, rUpanuM, raMganuM, jJAtinuM, samAjanuM, ziSyonuM, zAstrajJAnanuM vagere. bhale bolato kAMI nathI paNa manamAM vicAre che ke "A bAvA lokone zuM khabara paDe ? baMgale Ave to khabara paDe ke huM koNa chuM !!! eTale jIvane aMdarano ahaMbhAva jato nathI ane ahaM sAthe mamatva joDAyeluM che. bahenone khAsa karIne dIkarA, dIkarI, kuTuMbanuM, sADIonuM ane ghareNAonuM ane bhAione paisA, samAjanI pratiSThA ane kArakhAnA-milonuM aha-mamatva aMdaramAM rahyA kare che. eno kharekhara nAza karavA mATe mAre, tamAre ane sarva bhavya jIvoe prArthanA karavI jarUrI che. jaina siddhAMta pramANe ene pratikramaNa athavA AlocanA athavA prAyazcitta paNa kahe che. emAM thoDA thoDA sUkSma bheda che 491 They are in same compartment. "AnAthI AgaLa, prArthanA e prayoga ane anubhavano 22 viSaya che." Logic thI samajI zakAtuM nathI; kAraNake prArthanA prArthanA Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ e vizvAsanuM pratIka che ane vizvAsa viSe gAMdhIjI kahe che ke huM AtmA chuM, Faith begins where the logic ends. jyAM tarka samAptine ( Apano sevaka chuM.) sauno mitra chuM." pAme che tyAM satuzraddhAno prAraMbha thAya che. Bar at Law vALA mAtra buddhithI prArthanA samajI zakaze nahi. "paurANika ane aitihAsika - ema aneka dRSTAMtoe prArthanAnA siddhAMtanI puSTi karI che. mahAsatI draupadI, mahAsatI sItA, aMjanacora Adi paurANika daSTAMto che. AcAryazrI samatabhadrasvAmI, AcAryazrI mAnatuMgAcArya, bhaktakavizrI narasiMha mahetA ane prabhupremamasta zrI mIrAMbAI Adi aitihAsika dRSTAMto che. A vaDe prArthanAnI sAdhanA - praNAlInI saphaLatApUrvaka siddhi thAya che." prArthanAthI eka ja vyaktine phAyado thayo hoya evuM nathI, aneka vyaktione phAyado thayo che. temAM paurANika paNa che. paurANika eTale prA aitihAsika eTale Prehistorical ane aitihAsika eTale Historical. kAraNa ke AcAryazrI samaMtabhadrAcArya bIjI sadImAM thayA. AcAryazrI mAnatuMgAcArya chaThThI sadImAM thayA. bhakta kavi narasiMha mahetA ane bhakta kaviyatrI mIrAMbAi, lagabhaga paMdaramI sadInA aMtamAM thayA. A badhAya mahAna puruSone Ajeya hajAro ane lAkho varSa pachI paNa ApaNe yAda karIe chIe. aMjanacoranI daDha zraddhAne yAda karIe chIe. sudarzana zeThanA ekapatnIvrata ane daDhatAne kAraNe zULInuM siMhAsana thaI gayuM !! "je thavAnuM haze te thaze. satyanuM AcaraNa karatAM karatAM, zIlanI rakSA karatAM karatAM mRtyu Ave to vAMdho nathI.' - A che zraddhA. "vipada paDe paNa vaNase nahi, prArthanA soI harijananA paramANa re. 23. Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM." - - - - - - - - - - karatA aTakAvavAnI mAnatA mAnatA nA nAnA nAnA nAnA nAnA bALakanArAnA - - - kAyadAnI kalAkAraka mAnavA mArI vAta mArAmArInA nAma para rAja banAvavAnI vAta mArA kAma karavAnI kaLA mAM mAnanArA meru to Dage paNa jenAM mana nA Dage re, bhale ne bhAMgI paDe brahmAMDa re." -bhakta kavayitrI gaMgAsatI bhagavAne bhaktone madada karI eTale prArthanAnI siddhi che evo artha na levo. paNa bhaktone paramAtmAmAM atUTa zraddhA hatI ane te zraddhA mRtyu AvavA chatAM athavA ghaNuM duHkha paDavA chatAM DagI nahi, e emanI prArthanAnI sAdhanAnI paramArtha siddhi che. jayAre sAdhaka potAnI sAdhanAmAM AgaLa vadhe tyAre zuM thAya che tenuM varNana 'ATha dRSTinI sajajhAyamAM Ave che, dharma arathe ihAM prANane jI, chAMDe paNa nahi dharma, prANa arthe saMkaTa paDe che, juo e daSTino marma; manamohana jinajI, mIThI tAharI vANa." -zrI yazovijayajI kRta ATha yogadaSTinI sajajhAya, gAthA-3 ApaNe to thoDuMka du:kha Ave to dharma choDI daie chIe ! kahIe chIe ke mArI tabiyata sArI nathI. eTale dharma kevI rIte karI zakuM ? "gharavALA kahe che ke have satsaMga nathI karavAno. eTale huM to have ghera jAuM chuM ! satsaMga AjathI huM mUkI dauM chuM !" A rIte dharmane na choDAya. khAsa kAraNasara ghare javuM paDe to javuM paNa satsaMga mUkavo nahi. gharanA lokone kahevuM ke mAre satsaMga ja karavo che, ane e satsaMga dvArA mAre asaMga evuM Atmapada pAmavuM che, evo meM nirdhAra karyo che. A bAbatamAM daDha rahevuM joie. chokaro ke chokarAnA pappA ke chokarAnI bA haTha kare to ApaNe paNa emanI sAme satyAgraha karavo. temane kahevuM ke huM tamArI sevA karIza, tamAruM kAma karIza, bAkI ethI vizeSa huM karIza nahi. lokonuM kahyuM badhuM karIe ane svajanonuM kahyuM karIe to koI divasa dharma sArI rIte thai zake nahi. e prArthanA 24 Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paramakRpALudeva zrImad rAjacaMdra cAra pratibaMdha kahe che : loka /"huM AtmA che ( Apano sevaka chuM, pratibaMdha, svajana pratibaMdha, dehAdi pratibaMdha ane saMkalpa-vikalpa (sImitra pratibaMdha. je yugapradhAna AcAryo, apramatta yogIzvaro ane mahAjJAnIoe saiddhAMtika graMthonI racanA karI che temaNe ja sAthe sAthe bhakti, prArthanA, AlocanA, prAyazcitta Adi viSayaka graMthonI paNa racanA karI che. potAnI jIvanasAdhanAmAM teoe jJAna sAthe bhaktinI AvazyakatAno atyaMtapaNe anubhava karIne, teno svIkAra karela che. jemanAM upadezAmRtano amArA jIvana upara vizeSa upakAra thayo che evA, jJAna-bhaktinA ArAdhaka mahAtmAomAMthI thoDA mahAtmArakonI kRtiono aMgulinirdeza mAtra karIe chIe." zrI kuMdakuMdAcArya : emaNe samayasAra, pravacanasAra, paMcAstikAya, niyamasAra Adi aneka graMtho lakhyA. to bIjI bAju, dazabhakti (prAkRta), tIrthaMkarabhakti, siddhabhakti, zrutabhakti, cAritrabhakti, aNagAra (sAdhu) bhakti, AcAryabhakti, nirvANabhakti, paMcaparameSThibhakti, naMdIzvarabhakti ane zAMtibhaktinI racanA paNa karI che. ApaNe ema mAnIe chIe ke jJAnI loko bhakti na kare ! "ame jJAnI hoie to amAre to bhakti karavAnI jarUra nahi !! e to tame abhaNa ho ane tamArAmAM jJAnanI zakti na hoya ane tamane zAstramAM kaMI samajaNa na paDe eTale tame bhakti karo !!! AcAryazrI kuMdakuMdAcAryane zAstranI khabara hatI ke nahIM? ApaNe vicAravuM. zrI samatabhadrAcArya : yujyunuzAsana, AptamImAMsA, ratnakaraMDazrAvakAcAra ane A bAju bRhat svayaMbhUstotra eTale ke covIsa tIrthaMkara bhagavaMtanI stuti ane stutividyA 25) samajAya jika - mane prArthanA Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che (jinazataka)nI teoe racanA karI. zrI hemacaMdrAcArya mahArAje Apano sevaka chuM.) teone AdyastutikAra kahyA che. sauno mitra chuM." zrI hemacaMdrAcArya : siddhahemazabdAnuzAsana, kAvyAnuzAsana, yogazAstra, pramANamImAMsA... badhA ghaNA graMtho che. to sAthe sAthe vItarAgastotra, triSaSThizalAkApuruSacarita vagere. zrImad rAjacaMdra : zrI AtmasiddhizAstra, zrI apUrvaavasara, zrI mokSamALAnA zikSApATha 13, 14, 15, 35, 26, 107 ane vacanAmRta patraka 201, 213, 223, 25), ra63, 493 (uttarArdha), 572, 693, 885 ane upadezachAyA AMka 4, 8. zrImad zaMkarAcAryajI : vivekacUDAmaNi, Atmabodha, gItAbhASya to bIjI bAju haristuti, goviMdASTakam, jagannAthASTakam, gurvaSTakam, zivAnaMdalaherI, devIbhujaMgastotra, sauMdaryalaharI, kalyANavRSTistavana, bhavAnIbhujaMga.... bhaktakavi zrI narasiMha mahetA temaNe kevA mahAna pado lakhyA ! (1) jyAM lagI AtmA tattva cInyo nahIM, tyAM lagI sAdhanA sarva jUThI. (2) huM karuM, huM karuM e ja ajJAnatA, zakaTano bhAra jema zvAna tANe. (3) bhUtaLa bhakti padAratha moTuM, brahmalokamAM nAhi re. (8) hari hari raTaNa kara, kaThaNa kaLikALamAM, dAma bese nahi kAma saraze. (5) narasaiyA raMkane, prIta prabhuzuM ghaNI, prArthanA avara vepAra nahIM bhajana tole. 2 6 Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "huM AtmA chuM, ,, sauno mitra chuM.' ApaNe to 60-70 varSanA thayA ane chokarA kahe che ke 'bApA ! have tamArI jarUra nathI.' eTale thoDI bhakti ane Apano sevaka chuM, stuti karIe chIe ! narasiMha mahetA to kahe che ke amAre to Full time business eka mAtra bhakti ja che. amAre bhagavAnanI bhakti karavI che. amAro mukhya vyavasAya bhakti che ! "lAkha vinAnA lekhAM nahIM ne, pAra vinAnI pUMjI, vhoravuM hoya to vhorI lejo, kastUrI che sUMghI, ame to rAmanAmanA vepArI.' --bhaktakavi narasiMha mahetA A vAta ApaNane aMtaramAM besatI nathI. 'ame to ATalA bhaNelA-gaNelA, ATalA badhA hoziyAra ane AvuM badhuM karIe ? A to bhakta loko AvI aMdhabhakti kare. amAre to...' jIvane paramAtmAnA premamAM ghaNAM vighno che. eNe mohanA daLiyAM eTalA bhegAM karyA che ke tIrthaMkara bhagavAnanI vANInI asara na thai to AjakAlanA sAmAnya jJAnInI vAta zuM karavI ? paNa have ajJAnarUpI baTana kholI nAkhavA ane ApaNA hradayamAM paramAtmAne birAjamAna karavAM. ame to AvuM kahIe chIe ane AvuM karIe chIe. tamAre vicAravuM. bhrama lAge to hamaNAM Pending FilemAM mUkI devuM. jai Avo AkhI duniyAmAM, AMTA mArIne kyAMkathI sukha lai Avo. tamane dIkaro bahu vahAlo hoya to enI pAsethI sukha lai Avo. dIkarI vahAlI hoya to enI pAsethI sukha lai Avo. sADIo, kArakhAnA-milamAMthI te lai Avo. paraMtu jJAnIo to kahe che ke, he jIva, bhUla mA, tane satya kahuM chuM. sukha aMtaramAM che; te bahAra zodhavAthI maLaze nahIM. bahAramAM kyAMya sukha jo hota to zAMtinAtha, kuMthunAtha ane aranAtha jevA kAmadeva hatA, cakravartI hatA, teo jhapaTa mArIne game prArthanA 27 Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tyAMthI cAMda toDIne sukha lai Ave eTalI tAkAta hatI !! huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM. teoe zuM karyuM? sauno mitra chuM." "paripUrNa jJAne, paripUrNa dhyAne, paripUrNa cAritra bodhitva dAne, nIrAgI mahA zAMta mUrti tamArI, prabhu prArthanA zAMti lezo amArI. dauM upamA to abhimAna mAruM, abhimAna TALyA taNuM tattva tAruM, chatAM bALarUpe rahyo zira nAmI, svIkAro ghaNI zuddhie zAMti svAmI. svarUpe rahI zAMtatA zAMti nAme, birAjyA mahA zAMti AnaMda dhAme." -zrImad rAjacaMdra patrAMka-13 (zrI zAMtinAtha bhagavAna stuti) ApaNe vicAravuM. jIvane lAge che ke A zAMtinAtha bhagavAne bhUla karI ! "mahAvIra bhagavAnanA jamAnAmAM kAMi TI.vI., Teliphona ke vimAna hatA? mAro dIkaro to helikopTara lAvyo che eTale have ame dAdarA nA caDhIe. LiffmAM paNa nA besIe. amArA baMgalAnI agAsI upara ja helikopTara utare. AvA badhA sukhanAM sAdhana te vakhate nahotAM. emanA jamAnAmAM kAMI ATaluM badhuM sukha hatuM? !! A jIva hajI potAnA tuccha puNyanI akaDAimAMthI bahAra nIkaLato nathI. bhAI ! vicArIne tuM paramAtmAne svIkAre ane emanA mArgane anusare to tAruM kalyANa thAya ane tuM bhale paramAtmAno na mAne ane tAre je kahevuM hoya te kahe paNa temano mArga mArA, tArA ke koinA kahevAthI khoTo sAbita thato nathI. jIve zAMtipUrvaka vicAra karyo nathI eTale ene A pramANe viparIta lAgyA kare che. prArthanA 28 Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 7"huM AtmA chuM, ( Apano sevaka chuM, (sauno mitra chuM." sAdhaka jayAre ghaNo puruSArtha karavA chatAM AgaLa na vadhI zake tyAre zuM kare? to tyAre puruSArtha cAlu rAkhe ane paramAtmAne zaraNe jaine paramAtmAne prArthanA kare ke mAruM jJAnabaLa vadho, mArI tamArA caraNa pratyenI bhakti vadho, mArI buddhi nirmaLa thAo, mArI jagatanA padArthonI Asakti tUTo, e ityAdi prakAre potapotAnI rIte bhaktajana zrI paramAtmA athavA zrI sadgurudevanA caraNakamaLane viSe samarpita thai prArthanA kare che. ahIM bhaktanI je niHspRhatA kahI che, te sAMsArika vastuo saMbaMdhI jANavI. bhakta, mokSamArgamAM AgaLa vadhavA bhakti karavAnI zakti, saMyama, dhIraja, jJAna ityAdi pAramArthika saguNonI prArthanA kare to teno koI apekSAe bAdha nathI." niHspRhatA eTale kAMI mAgavuM nahi. zuM mAgavuM nahi ? duniyAnA sAMsArika padArthonuM sukha bhagavAna pAse mAgavAnuM nathI. koi kahe ke kema na mAgavuM ? kAraNake emane khabara ja che ke tAre yogya zuM che ! bhagavAna sarvajJa che. bhagavAnane RemindernI jarUra nathI. mATe bhagavAna pAse kAMI mAgavAnI jarUra nathI. "mAgIe to tamane zuM vAMdho che?" "bhAI ! tuM mAge ne, to tane halakuM maLe. sAMsArika padArtha mAgo to pApabaMdhanuM kAraNa che ane pApabaMdha thavAthI je utkRSTa vastu prApta thavAnI hatI tene badale halakI maLe. tane 50 karoDanuM puNya baMdhAvAnuM hatuM, ene badale be karoDanuM baMdhAya. ghaNuM nukasAna che." mATe kRpALudeve "zrI AtmasiddhimAM AtmArthInA lakSaNamAM kahyuM, kaSAyanI upazAMtatA, mAtra mokSa abhilASa" pahelI vAta niSedhAtmaka rIte kahe che "kaSAyanI upazAMtatA eTale ajJAna, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobhane vaza thaine jagatanA padArthonI icchA kAMi paNa karavI nahi. ane 2 Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mjamAnapadanA bIjI vAta vidheyAtmaka mUkI che. 'mAtra mokSa abhilASa." sarvajJa "huM AtmA chuM, ( Apano sevaka chuM. prabhunA zAsanamAM ane jJAnIonI paddhatimAM dareka jagyAe sauno mitra chuM." jayAM niSedhAtmaka kahe tyAM vidheyAtmaka hoya che ane vidheyAtmaka hoya tyAM niSedhAtmaka samajI levuM. koikavAra na kahevAmAM Ave to paNa samajI levuM. moTA moTA AcAryadeva paramAtmAnA caraNakamaLanI bhakti mAge che, to ApaNe to haju taddana nIcI kakSAnA chIe. zrI amitagati AcArya kahe che * "tuja caraNakamaLano dIvaDo rUDo hRdayamAM rAkhajo." * "aba hovuM bhava bhava svAmI mere, meM sadA sevaka rahIM; kara joDa yaha varadAna mAMge mokSaphala jAvata lahIM." * "jAyuM nahIM suravAsa puni nararAja parijana sAthajI, budha jAcahuM tuva bhakti bhava bhava dIjiye zivanAthajI." -darzanapATha : kavivara budhajanakRta vaLI, bhakto to kokavAra AnaMdamAM AvIne atizayokti alaMkAra paNa vApare che, "harinA jana to mukti na mAge, janamojanama avatAra re; nita sevA nita kIrtana occhava, nirakhavA naMdakumAra re. bhUtaLa bhakti padAratha moTuM brahmalokamAM nAhIM re...." -bhaktakavizrI narasiMha mahetA yazovijayajI mahArAja RSabhadeva bhagavAnanA stavanamAM kahe che, "muktithI adhika tuja bhakti muja mana vasI." kathanapaddhati aneka rahevAnI. kahevAno matalaba ke mAre, tamAre ane moTA jJAnIone paNa paramAtmAnI bhakti, tema tema kara, zarama kAja , nAnA nAnA rAjakAraNakA kAtara kApa madha makAna taka nAnA najanar nAnA nAnA nAnA makAnanajayAnAkA jana dhana janaka nAmanA mukavA jatA hatA kAkA na jAya kanakawrI prArthanA 3). Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paramAtmA pAse zakti vAraMvAra mAgavI paDe che ane e huM AtmA che. bhagavAnanI banAvelI zrAvakanI ane muninI caryAmAM vaNI Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM.) levAmAM AvI che. sAmAyikamAM zuM karo cho ? vaMdanA, A AlocanA, pratikramaNa.... A badhuM zuM che ? tame ene mATe moTA moTA zabdo vAparo paNa vastu to AnI A ja che. jJAnIo kahe che ke amAre zabdo sAthe kAMI saMbaMdha nathI. amAre to 'bhAva'nI mukhyatA che. mokSamArgamAM "bhAva" mukhya che. AvuM loko jANatA nathI eTale bahAramAM bahu kriyAo kare che, paNa aMdaramAM bhAva zUnya che ane tethI uttama padanI prApti paNa karatA nathI !! pAramArthika sadguNonI mAgaNI koi apekSAe bAdhaka nathI ema kema kahyuM? AtmAno anubhava karatI vakhate athavA enI AgalI kSaNamAM bhakta ane bhagavAna, anubhavamAM eka thai jAya che. prArthanA karanAra ane jene prArthanA karavAmAM Ave che te baMne tattvo te prArthanA karanAranA AtmAmAM samAi jAya che; eTale patrAMka 8padamAM zrImad rAjacaMdrajIe pAMca prakAranA baLa kahyA che, e paNa AnA saMdarbhamAM samajI levA. jijJAsAbaLa, vicArabaLa, vairAgyabaLa, dhyAnabaLa ane jJAnabaLa. A pAMca prakAranAM baLa prApta karavAno utkRSTa upAya kRpALudeva vacanAmRta 8pa6mAM "tathArUpa jJAnIpuruSanA sAcA samAgamanI upAsanA' batAve che. tathArUpa jJAnIpuruSanA samAgamanI sAcI upAsanA, he bhavya jIva ! jo tuM kare to tAruM jijJAsAbaLa vadhe, vicArabaLa vadhe, vairAgyabaLa vadhe, dhyAnabaLa vadhe ane jJAnabaLa vadhe. ane A vadhe to pachI tAre ane mokSane dUra nahi hoya. A pAMca baLo jenA vadhI jAya tenuM nAma ja sAcA muni, che prArthanA kharekharA muni eTale kSaNe kSaNe ananya pramathI mokSamArgamAM 31 Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM. sauno mitra chuM.' prArthanA 32 te pravarte te. muninuM varNana vANImAM AvI zakatuM nathI. muni te zuddhAtmA che. te jJAnano ane vANIno viSaya nathI; anubhavano viSaya che. muninI stuti ApaNe karIe, bhagavAnanI stuti karIe, tethI evuM na mAnavuM ke meM bhagavAnane oLakhI lIdhA. bhagavAnanI oLakhANa thavA mATe satpuruSano nizcaya ane Azraya karavo paDe. bIjo koi upAya nathI. "sAheba ! bhagavAnanI aMgrejImAM, saMskRtamAM, prAkRtamAM bahu stutio lakhuM to ?'" mArA svAmIne prApta karavAno eka ja upAya che ke temanA caraNa pakaDavA ane pachI kahevuM ke tamArI AjJA hoya to, tamane huM bheTavA mAguM chuM. ApaNI yogyatA hoya to bhagavAna kahe tathAstu. ane te aMtaradhyAna thai jAya che; kAraNake bhagavAna kahe che ke huM ane tuM eka ja chIe ! mane bheTavAnI jarUra nathI. huM to tArA hRdayamAM ja birAjamAna chuM. huM kaMi tArAthI alaga nathI !! "jinapada nijapada ekatA, bhedabhAva nahi kAMi, lakSa thavAne tehano, kahyAM zAstra sukhadAI.'' zrImad rAjacaMdra patrAMka 954, gAthA-3 jyAre ApaNe bhagavAnane bheTavA jaie to ? bhagavAna to aMtaradhyAna thai jAya !!! "prema galI ati sAMkarI, tAmeM do na samAya, jaba maiM thA taba hira nahIM, jaba hira taba meM nAhIM." ~mahAtmA kabIradAsajI divyapremanA mArge jema jema AgaLa caDhato jAya tema tema ekadama sAMkaDI galI Ave. amaranAtha jAo tyAre thoDe sudhI tame khaccara para besIne jAo pachI khaccara paNa na jAya. tamAre page cAlIne ja javuM paDe. sAMbhaLelI vAta che. anubhavelI Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ joma ane janatA nA nathI. mokSamArgamAM zrImad rAjacaMdra pote zuM bhAvanA kare che ? ) "huM AtmA chuM, "ekAkI vicarato vaLI smazAnamAM, Apano sevaka chuM, sIno mitra chuM.) vaLI parvatamAM vAgha siMha saMyoga jo;" -zrImad rAjacaMdra patrAMka 738, gAthA-11 ityAdi prakAre, jema jema AgaLa jAya ema ema Single Track Ave. he bhavya jIva ! tuM tArA svAmI pAse pAramArthika saddaguNo mAgI zake che. vivekapUrvaka tuM mAgI zake che. bhagavAna jevA dAtAra A duniyAmAM koI che nahi !! - tamArA dIkarA tamane bahu sArI rIte rAkhe che. "sAheba ! meM to hajAra rUpiyA maMgAvyA ne daza hajAra rUpiyA mokalyA. meM kIdhuM ke mAre AvavuM che eTale tarata ja gADI mokalI dIdhI. bolo, mArA dIkarA jevuM koi hoi zake ?" he bhAI ! tamArA dIkarA je che enAthI bahu AgaLa che e paramAtmA che. paNa tuM ane huM haju temane jevA joie evA oLakhatA nathI." "mAgyA vinA to mA paNa na pIrase." "mA thI moTA enuM nAma bhagavAna.' A sAMbhaLIne mAtAone khoTuM lAge, "amArA karatAM bhagavAnane moTA kaho cho?" "mA, e to vyavahArika vAta che. A duniyAmAM paramArtha daSTie koi koinI mA nathI. koi koino bApa nathI. koI koIno pati nathI. koi koinI patnI nathI. sarva jIva svataMtra, svAdhIna, alaga ane potapotAnA karmone ja nizcayathI bhogavI zake che; evI ekatvanI vyavasthA A vizvamAM che." Ama ApaNane pAramArthika guNa mATe prArthanA karavAnI zrI guru AjJA Ape che. ka ra prArthanA 33. Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3. prArthanA mATenI zarato huM AtmA chuM, Apano se. sauno mitra chuM." TakAna-nA-nAnA kArakhAnAjInA nAnA nAnA nAnakaDA mArA nAnA ane mArA najara rAkhavakatA kAkA mA ja kAmakAjanA navA pAnakAraka prArthanA e bhaktinuM svarUpa che ane evI prArthanA sAmAnya manuSyo paNa kare che, mumukSuo paNa kare che, jJAnIo paNa kare che ane munijano paNa kare che. prArthanA mATenI cAra zarato nIce pramANe che : (1) laghutAsahita AtmasamarpaNa hovuM joie. sAcI prArthanA koNa karI zake ? prArthanA badhA karI zake che ane badhAne potapotAnA pramANamAM phaLa paNa maLe che, paNa mokSarUpI phaLa jeNe prApta karavuM che, ene mATe laghutAsahita AtmasamarpaNa karavuM jarUrI che. (2) aMtarano vizvAsa. vizvAsathI jIva sAcI prArthanA karI zake che. jagatanA jIvone bhagavAnane dekhIne "aho ! A bhagavAna che!' evo bhAva thato nathI, kAraNake potAne aMtaramAM vizvAsa nathI. huM AtmA chuM' evI emane aMtaramAM zradhdhA nathI. tethI "A Atmatattvane paramapoSaka evA paramAtmA che' evo aMtaramAM bhAva jAgato nathI. teo jo prayatna kare ane paramAtmAnI oLakhANa kare to temane paNa krame krame rUDo bhAva vAgI rahake che. jenA manamAM zaMkA hoya e sAcI prArthanA na karI zake. kAraNake aMtaramAM kahe che ke bhagavAna haze ke nahi ? zAstramAM aMjanacoranuM dRSTAMta Ave che. eka bhAI kuhADI laine jhADa upara caDhelA. kuhADI upADe ane pAchA kuhADI mUkI de; pharI kuhADI upADe ane pAchA kuhADI mUkI de. tyAM pelo aMjana cora Avyo. teNe pUchyuM, "bhAI ! zuM karo cho?" eTale kahe che ke A to mArA gurue mane maMtra Apelo che ane emaNe kahyuM prArthanA 34 Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che ke tuM A DALI kApI nAkhe ane tuM paDe to paNa mare nahi, evo A maMtrano pratApa che. mane lAge che ke huM ATale u52thI paDuM ane kadAca marI jAuM to ? eTale mAruM mana mAnatuM nathI." "tArA guru sAcA hatA ?'' "bilakula sAcA hatA.' "kevA che tArA guru ?'' pelAe gurunuM varNana karyuM. pachI aMjanacore DALI hatI te DALI kApI nAkhI. paDyo nIce, paNa kAMi thayuM nahi. adhiSThAtA devIe AvIne ene jhIlI lIdho. ApaNe zrI sAmAyika pAThamAM (cha Avazyaka karma) bolIe chIe, "aMjana Adika cora mahA ghanaghora pApamaya, tinake je aparAdha bhaye te kSamA kSamA kiya; mere je aba doSa bhaye te kSamahu dayAnidhi, yaha paDikoNoM kiyo Adi SaTkarmamAMhi vidhi." jene vizvAsa che enuM kAma thAya che. jenA 'bhAva' sAcA * che enuM kAma thAya che. (3) niHspRhatApUrvaka nijadoSakathana. emAM kharekhara to be moTA sadguNa AvyA. pahelo sadguNa 'niHspRhatApUrvaka'mAM zuM AvyuM ? mAgaNI karavI nahi, nidAna karavuM nahi, du:kha Ave paNa bhagavAna pAse duniyAnI vastu na mAgavI. 'paNa mArI tabiyata sArI rahetI nathI to huM bhagavAnane kahuM ke mane A roga maTADI do, to huM tamArI bhakti karuM.' paNa evuM na mAgavuM. mAgyA vinA na rahI zake to evuM mAgavuM ke 'he bhagavaMta ! mane je yogya hoya te Apo. mAre ApanI AjJAnuM pAlana karavuM che.' duniyAnI vastuo bhagavAna pAse mAgavI nahi. "huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM.' prArthanA 35 Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM.' prArthanA 36 Ama to agharI vAta che. 'koine khabara nahi paDe, mAgI levA do ne!' nidAna na karavuM te jJAnInuM lakSaNa che. ArAdhanA karIne A lokanI ke paralokanI vastunI rucipUrvaka icchA karavI nahIM. jarA kaThina lAge evuM che paNa vicAravuM. ApaNe na mAgIe to bhagavAna na Ape evuM nathI. bhagavAna aMtaryAmI che. bhagavAna paripUrNa che. eTale A tArI mAnyatA khoTI che. 'bhagavAna kadAca bhUlI jAya to ?' bhagavAnanuM nAma ja aMtaryAmI paramAtmA che. sAcA saMta hoya tene mAyA, mithyAtva ane nidAna - A traNa zalya (kAMTA) hotAM nathI. bIjo sadguNa : nijadoSakathana ApaNe bAra bhUla karIe chIe ane bhagavAna pAse dasa bhUlanI mAphI mAgIe chIe ! evuM na karavuM, paNa bhagavAnane kahevuM ke "he bhagavAna ! meM A bAra bhUla karI che, je mArA jJAnamAM che. bIjI ajANatAM to ghaNI bhUla karuM chuM. huM alpajJa chuM. mArI smRti sArI nathI tethI huM bhUla to ghaNI karuM chuM. badhI mane yAda rahI nathI paNa jeTalI mane yAda rahI che eTalI badhI ApanI samakSa rajU karuM chuM." 5ramArthamArga judo che.te duniyAnA matArthI lokone prApta thato nathI. paramakRpALudeva zrI saubhAgyabhAine kahe che, "laukikadRSTie tame ane ame pravartazuM to pachI alaukikadRSTie koNa pravartaze ?' je mahApuruSone birAjamAna karyA che e alaukika puruSo che. alaukika eTale have A lokamAM (mRtyulokamAM) rahevAnA nathI. thoDA vakhatamAM mokSe cAlyA javAnA che. "jana jANIe mana mAnIe, nava kALa mUke koine." A duniyAmAM evI koi vastu nathI ke jemAM A jIve mamatva karavuM, moha karavo, A mAruM che ema mAnavuM. AvuM Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ yathArthapaNe jANI bhagavAne pote mArga ArAdhyo che, anubhavyo che, ane evo ja ApaNane upadezyo che. (4) karelA doSo pharI na karavAnI pratijJA : AdhyAtmika vikAsanA eka agatyanA sAdhanarUpa evI je A prArthanA tenuM aMtima dhyeya e che ke ApaNA AtmAmAM rahelI sarva azuddhio kAyamane mATe nAza pAme ane AtmA paramAtmA bane. A kArya kAMI saraLa nathI; kAraNake pUrNa siddhine prApta karavA mATe samajaNapUrvaka, koI paNa laukika IcchA vinA prabhu-gurunI saMpUrNa ane dIrghakAlina zaraNAgati ane sAnnidhya svIkarAvAnI AvazyakatA rahe che. uparokta kArya to ja siddha thai zake karelA (thayelA) doSo pharIthI na thAya tenI khUba ja kALajI rAkhavAmAM Ave, A mATe sadgurunI sAkSIe vismRti ke pramAdanI thayelA doSa pharIthI na karavAnI pratijJA levAmAM Ave ane je kaDaka zikSA ApavAmAM Ave te saharSa svIkArIne barAbara pALavAmAM Ave. gurunI samIpe ja jo tevo doSa pharIthI na karavAnI pratijJA levAmAM Ave to eka adbhuta ane apUrva daDhatA Ave che ane bhUla karatI veLA, jANe ke gurunI divya preraka mUrti najara samakSa Ave che ane sAdhaka doSanI punarAvRtti karavAmAMthI bacI jAya che. Ama doSanI punarAvRtti kSINa thAya che ane alpakALamAM kAryanI siddhi thAya che; paNa Ama thavA mATe nIcenI zarato paLAvI ja joie. (1) potAno dRDha saMkalpa. (2) sadgurunuM yogabaLa temaja temanA taraphathI prApta thatI kRpAdiSTa. (3) ziSyanI evI ucca pAtratA ke jethI potAnA yogabaLa vaDe, sadgurudeva, suyogya ziSyamAM "huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM.' prArthanA 37 Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM." potAnI zaktinuM pradAna kare (zaktipAta kare). AvI zakti upalabdha ItihAsa anusAra, vivekAnaMdajIne zrI rAmakRSNa paramahaMsa taraphathI prApta thaI hatI. bAkI to zraddhA, sabUrI, adamya utsAha ane daDha saMkalpabaLa avazya sAdhakane pharIthI bhUla karato aTakAvaze ane te vijayazrIne varaze ja mATe aMtaranI zraddhA, gurumAM vizvAsa ane punaH punaH puruSArtha ja siddhinA sAdhaka che. kAma na karavo banAsa na karanArA prArthanA 38 Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 917365-2954 4. laghutAsahita AtmasamarpaNa "huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, prArthanA karavI hoya to prArthanAne Ama to badhA ja dharmamAM mahattva ApavAmAM Ave che. paNa islAma dharmamAM ane sauno mitra chuM. Christianity mAM vaLI vizeSa mahattva ApavAmAM Ave che. tene baMdagI kahe che. mahAmahopAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajI mahArAja kahe che. "mere sAhiba tumahI ho, prabhu pAsa jiNaMdA ! khijamatagAra garIba huM, maiM terA baMdA...'' jIvane paramAtmA mahAna lAgatA nathI. paramAtmAnI ane sadgurunI vicAraNA karatAM aMdaramAM vicAre che... "paNa sAheba ! huM kAMi jevo tevo chuM ? sAheba ! huM IAS Officer chuM, cAra phekTarIno mAlika chuM...' e badhuM tAruM bhUlI javuM ema kahe che. laghutA sahita AtmasamarpaNa thAya tyAre kevA vicAro hoya? JALgdoi:1 "adhamAdhama adhiko patita, sakaLa jagatamAM huMya; e nizcaya AvyA vinA, sAdhana karaze zuMya ?' --zrImad rAjacaMdra patrAMka 264, gAthA 19 "prabhu prabhu laya lAgI nahIM, paDayo na sadguru pAya; dIThA nahi nija doSa to, tarIe koNa upAya ?' - --zrImad rAjacaMdra patrAMka 264, gAthA 18 "dareka prArthanAkArane e spaSTa khyAla hovo joie ke pote alpa zaktino dharanAra che ane jemane prArthanA karavAmAM AvI rahI che te ati mahAna zaktinA dhAraka che.'' eTale svAmInA guNa oLakhI ane svAmI pratye - prArthanA 39 Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ke.' - - -- pata, , , , , , , *, chANa, xt * * F\ Everythi e , , Avi , '; r i ... s A laghutAbhAva sahita prArthanA karavAnI che. agharuM kema che? kAraNake "huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka che. duniyAmAM je karyuM nathI te ahIM karavAnuM che. kAraNake duniyAmAM sauno mitra chuM." to tuM Top of the world' che. jyAM jAya tyAM zeTha... zeTha.. tyAM uMcA Asane bese, enA mATe speziyala Airconditioning, badhu Special ane ahIM Ave tyAre "pahelAM nAka kApIne mUka" ema bhagavAna kahe che. "to sAheba ! ema to nA bane !" to ke hAlato thA... A to rUpaka rUpe che. bhagavAna koine kAMi kahetA nathI. mATe so vAra muktinI garaja hoya to mukti jenAthI maLe tevI sAcI bhakti mAre, tamAre, koi paNa jIve karavI Rel. There is not to question why; There is but to do or die. bhagavAnanI samakSa jo tAruM abhimAna na gaLAvI de to vidvAno siddhAMtamAM kahe che AtmasAkSAtkAra paNa thAya nahi. jJAnIo paNa A ja kahe. tArA ATha prakAranA abhimAnane korANe mUkI de to tane samakita eTale AtmajJAna thAya. eTale ke potAnA sAcA svarUpanI oLakhANa ane anubhava thAya. paramAtmA ati mahAna zaktinA dhAraka che. paripUrNa jJAne, paripUrNa dhyAne, paripUrNa cAritra bodhitva dAne; nIrAgI mahA zAMta mUrti tamArI, prabhu prArthanA zAMti lezo amArI. -zrImad rAjacaMdra, patrAMka - 13 jenA aMtaranI aMdara, potAnI vartamAna dazAnI laghutAnuM yathArtha darzana nathI thayuM te sarvArpaNabhAvathI prabhunuM zaraNa kevI rIte laI zake ? mAtra bolavAnuM nathI, bolavAnI sAthe ApaNane aMdaramAM an h keuter t nyA +g+fka, pramaf+++ najara maMDaLa #,,,13,4,5,wphA neka, -24 win, 6. mamamana's , 7 - je sq, prArthanA 40. Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ evo bhAva bhAse che ? mokSamArgamAM kiMmata zenI che ? "he bhagavAna ! huM bahu bhUlI gayo." ene badale duniyAvALA kahe che ke "mArI bhUla kadI thAya nahi. huM bhUlato houM ? mane badhI khabara hoya.'' bhagavAna pAse da22oja jUThuM jUThuM bole che te nahi cAle. gaMbhIrapaNe vicAravuM... AvI sthiti che eTale bhagavAnanI bhakti joie tevI phaLatI nathI. bhagavAnanI bhakti kema phaLatI nathI ? manamAM ema kahe; "A mahArAja che ne. te evuM badhuM kahe ! mahArAjane zuM khabara paDe ?'' duniyAnI potAnI moTAi aMtaramAM paDI che. huM Avo... huM Avo... Ama to uparathI mAne che ane moDhethI bole che ke bhagavAna sarvajJa che, trilokanA nAtha che, bhagavAnanuM zaraNa levuM joie. paraMtu aMtaramAM te pramANenI bhAvanA thatI nathI. jyAM sudhI AvA bhAva nathI thatA tyAM sudhI paramAtmAnI najIka javAnI koi saMbhAvanA nathI. bhagavAna pratye prema pragaTa nathI thato paNa karavo ja paDaze. bhagavAna gamatA nathI paNa gamADavA paDaze ane temAM ruci karavI paDaze. duniyAnI vastuo bahu sArI lAge che, temAMthI potAno upayAga, potAnI Asakti, potAnuM mana, potAnuM citta haTha karIne paNa khaseDavA paDaze ane paramAtmAmAM lagAvavA paDaze; tyAre ja kAma thaze. te mATe bhale samaya lAge, te mATe bhale abhyAsa karavo paDe. mokSamArga e pramANe ja che. "saba taraphase dila haTA, prabhu ke caranameM joDa de; mAna le kahanA hamArA, dilakI lAlaca choDa de.'' --svAmI zrI brahmAnaMdajI "aciMtya tuja mAhAtmyano, nathI praphullita bhAva; aMza na eke snehano, na maLe parama prabhAva.'' --zrImad rAjacaMdra, patrAMka 264, gAthA-da "huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM. prArthanA 41 Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ huM AtmA chuM, tame kaho cho to huM bhagavAnane bhajuM. bhagavAna maLe Apano sevaka chuM. to maLe !!" sauno mitra chuM." paraMtu ema to svapnamAM paNa na maLe ! "duniyAnI koI paNa vastu mAre joitI nathI. eka paramAtmA ja joie chIe" evo aMtarano bhAva pragaTe tyAre paramAtmA maLe. tyAM sudhI maLe nahi... yAda rAkhajo, jayAM sudhI citta aneka vastuomAM coTeluM che tyAM sudhI bhagavAna maLI zakatA nathI. acaLarUpa Asakti nahi, nahIM virahano tApa; kathA alabha tuja premanI, nahi teno paritApa." -zrImad rAjacaMdra, patrAMka 264, gAthA-7 ApaNA gharamAM ApaNe dhArmika ane AdhyAtmika sAhitya keTaluM vasAvyuM che? "bhaktimArga praveza nahi, nahIM bhajana daDha bhAna; samaja nahIM nija dharmanI, nahi zubha deze sthAna." -zrImad rAjacaMdra, patrAMka 264, gAthA-8 muMbaI-mohamayInagarImAM jainone rahevAnuM je durbhAgya prApta thayuM che te kAraNe AdhyAtmika mArgamAM pramANasara ja AgaLa vadhI zakAya ane ethI vizeSa ghaNA loko ema kahe che ke amAre A garIba dezamAM rahevuM nathI. ame badhA amerikA javA mAMgIe chIe. chellA 10-15 varSamAM AvuM vizeSa cAlyuM che. A aMge vicAravuM. nahi zubha deze sthAna' : yogya dravya, yogya kSetra, yogya kALa, yogya bhAvathI dharmanI utpati, koipaNa kAryanI utpati bhagavAna kahe che. eTale dareke potapotAnI rIte vicAravAnuM che ke kaI rIte mAruM kalyANa thAya ? jyAM sudhI ajJAnajanita huM, "aha" ke "abhimAna'no prArthanA 42 Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAva aMtaramAM rahyo che tyAM sudhI prapannatA AtyItaka zaraNAgati (Total Unilateral Unconditional Enlightened Surrender)no bhAva siddha thai zakato nathI. - huM vANiyo, huM paTela, huM strI, huM puruSa, huM gharaDo, huM juvAna, huM gRhastha, huM tyAgI, huM goro, huM kALo, huM paisAvALo, huM garIba... AvA badhA ajJAnanita bhAvo manamAM cAle che. AvI mAnyatA aMtaramAM hoya to bhagavAnanI tarapha jai zake nahIM. eTale bhagavAnanuM sAcuM zaraNuM grahaNa karI zakato nathI. ajJAnanita eTale khoTuM abhimAna nukasAnakartA che paraMtu sAcuM 'abhimAna' Ave to kalyANakArI che. sAcA abhimAna viSe, mahApuruSo kahe che : "huM eka zuddha sadA arUpI jJAnadarzanamaya khare, kaMi anya te mAruM jarI, paramANu mAtra nathI are !'' --zrI kuMdakuMdAcArya kRta zrI samayasAra, gAthA 38 "chuM eka, zuddha, mamatvahIna huM jJAnadarzana pUrNa chuM, emA rahI sthita, lIna emAM zIghra A sau kSaya karuM.'' 73 --zrI kuMdakuMdAcArya kRta zrI samayasAra, gAthA jene sAcuM 'huM' pragaTe e 'arham' thai jAya. 'aham'mAMthI 'arham' thai jAya. 'aham'mAMthI 'arhat' thai jAya. ApaNe khoTuM 'huM' dararoja bhUsavAnuM che. prapannatA zabdano artha AtyaMtika zaraNAgati thAya che. zrI yazovijayajI mahArAja kahe che, - "tuM gita tuM ti Azaro, tuM AlaMbana muja pyAro re; vAcaka yaza kahe mAhare, tuM jIva jIvana AdhAro re. giruA re guNa tuma taNA, zrI vardhamAna jinarAyA re.'' "huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM.' prArthanA 43 Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ huM AtmA che. "tuM gati, tuM mati ane tuM Azaro, tuM AlaMbana muja Apano sevaka che. pyAro re;" vicAro... ApaNane ApaNA jIvanamAM AvuM lAge sauno mitra che.che ? ekanI eka vAta Ave eTale jarA kaMTALo Ave paNa kaMTALo lAvavo nahIM, kAraNake ene aMtaramAM utAravAnuM che. huM prabhuno sevaka chuM' evI bhAvanA aMtaramAM utAre enuM nAma samyagdaSTi. te samyagdaSTi kevA hoya ? "dAsa bhagavaMta ke, udAsa rahe jagatano sukhiyA sadeva aise jIva samakitI hai." -zrI banArasIdAsa kRta zrI samayasAra nATaka AtyaMtika zaraNAgata mahAsakta thaI zakato nathI. zrImad rAjacaMdrajI patrAMka 331mA jaNAve che, "bhrAMtigatapaNe sukhasvarUpa bhAse che evA A saMsArI prasaMga ane prakAromAM jyAM sudhI jIvane vahAlapa varte che; tyAM sudhI jIvane potAnuM svarUpa bhAsavuM asaMbhavita che, ane satsaMganuM mAhAbhya paNa tathArUpapaNe bhAsyamAna thavuM asaMbhavita che." ApaNe satsaMga karIe chIe paNa kyAM sudhI ? tabiyata sArI rahe tyAM sudhI, chokarAno phona na Ave tyAM sudhI, mAruM barAbara TrasTIo sAcave tyAM sudhI. jarAka mAna na sacavAya to kahe ke mane nahi phAve ! satsaMganuM thoDuM mAhAbhya lAgyuM che eTale thoDo satsaMga kare che paNa tathArUpapaNe bhAsyuM nathI. "AnAthI mane sAkSAt mokSanI prApti thaI jaze athavA paramapadanI prApti thaI jaze...!" evuM aMtaramAM besatuM nathI. satsaMgamAM rahIne asaMgapaNuM prApta karavAnuM che. patrAMka 331mAM zrImad rAjacaMdrajI kahe che "jyAM sudhI te saMsAragata vahAlapa asaMsAragata vahAlapane prApta na thAya tyAM prArthanA 44 Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sudhI khacIta karI apramattapaNe vAraMvAra puruSArthano svIkAra yogya " AtmA chuM, che. A vAta traNe kALane viSe avisaMvAda jANI niSkAmapaNe { Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM." lakhI che." vicAravuM. badhA jJAnI bhagavaMto vAta to enI e ja kare che. ApaNe ApaNuM khoTuM abhimAna choDavuM ane "huM AtmA chuM, prabhuno sevaka chuM ane sauno mitra chuM." e pramANe vartavuM. kAraNake e pramANe vartavAthI ApaNane AtmajJAnanI prApti thai zake che. A kakSAnI sAdhanA saMpUrNa rIte saphaLa thavA mATe bhaktanA aMtaramAM, vartamAnamAM potAnA puruSArthathI AgaLa vadhavAnI potAnI saMpUrNa azaktino svIkAra ane tenA phaLarUpe upajavA yogya zaraNAgatinI saMpUrNatA paNa daSTigocara thAya che. jayAre sAcI samajaNa Ave tyAre zuM thAya ? "huM mUDha chuM, huM ajJAnI chuM, huM nirAzrita chuM, anAtha chuM." evo bhAva thAya. sanAtha thavA mATe paramAtmAnA zaraNe jA. Azraya levo hoya to kono Azraya levo ? "sarvajJano dharma suzarNa jANI, ArAdhya ArAdhya prabhAva ANI; anAtha ekAMta sanAtha thAze, enA vinA koina bAhya svAze." vartamAnamAM potAnA puruSArthathI AgaLa vadhavAnI potAnI saMpUrNa azaktinA svIkArathI paramAtmA-sadguru pratye zaraNAgatinA bhAva pragaTe che, - anubhavano viSaya che. jyAM sudhI zraddhAnuM tattva ApaNA jIvanamAM pragaTe nahi, tyAM sudhI AtmakalyANa thAya nahi. eTale jJAnamArgamAM paNa pahelAM zraddhA Ave. bhale jJAnamArgamAM suyukti che, Logic che, toya zrImad rAjacaMdrajI kahe che "zrI gurue kahyo che evA nigraMthamArgano sadAya Azraya raho." prArthanA ! 45 Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM. prArthanA 46 jayAM sudhI ApaNA jIvanamAM paramAtmA, sadguru ane dharma pratye sAcI zraddhA na pragaTe tyAM sudhI ApaNane paramAtmAnI prApti thAya nahi. A vAta 'zrImad rAjacaMdra' patrAMka 751mAM jaNAvI che, "AptapuruSanA vacananI pratItirUpa, AzAnI apUrva rucirUpa, svacchaMdanirodhapaNe AptapuruSanI bhaktirUpa, e prathama samakita kahyuM che.'' paramAtmAmAM zaMkA eTale pAMcamA padamAM zaMkA eTale 'mokSapada'mAM zaMkA. bhagavAna zuM che ? bhagavAna mokSapadanuM pratIka che. bhagavAna eTale sarvathA mukta AtmA. ghAtIkarmo gayA eTale AdhyAtmika paribhASAmAM sarvathA mukta ja gaNAya. kevaLajJAna pragaTyuM eTale paramAtmA ja thai gayA kahevAya. koi paNa prakAre tuM paramAtmA, sadguru ane dharma pratye sAcI zraddhA keLava. koi paNa prakAre tuM paramAtmAnI oLakhANa kara. jyAM sudhI AvI zraddhA na thAya, jyAM sudhI paramAtmAmAM zaMkA che, tyAM sudhI zaraNAgatino abhAva dareka dharmAtmAoe kahelo che. vItarAga darzana jo ke jJAnapradhAna che chatAM AcArya bhagavaMtonA tevA vacano Ave che. jemake mahAna AcArya zrI padmanaMdi AcAryadeva kahe che, "tArA darzanathI jinarAja re, saryA saryA mArAM sahu kAja re; bhamyo aMdha banI bhava mAMhI re, kALa anaMta pAmyo na kAMi re. tArA darzanathI jinarAja re, mArAM nayana saphaLa thayAM Aja re; zIghra zItaLa tana mana thAya re, jANe Aja amRta varasAya re.' Page #61 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A mahAna AcArya kahe che ke bhagavAna ! ApanA huM AtmA chuM, caraNakamaLa ane ApanI mukhamudrAnA sAcAM darzana karatAM mAruM zuM Apano sevaka chuM. sauno mitra chuM." ajJAna naSTa thaI gayuM. "e zI rIte khabara paDe ?'' "tArA darzanathI jinabhUpa re, aho ! kevaLajJAna svarUpa re; have darzana-zuddhi pAmI re, mAnuM parano nahi huM svAmI re." jyAM sudhI "A mAruM che' ema aMtaramAM mAnyatA che tyAM sudhI AtmajJAna thayuM nathI. jyAre AtmajJAna thAya tyAre kahe che, "mAruM kAMI nathI.' AvI zaraNAgati ApaNe ApaNA jIvanamAM svIkAravAnI che. paramAtmAnuM bhAvapUrvaka zaraNuM ApaNe grahaNa karavAnuM che. he paramAtmA ! tamAruM ja zaraNa laIne, tamArI AjJAnuM avalaMbana laIne, huM kalyANamArgane pAmavAno chuM' evo ApaNe saMkalpa karIe to ApaNe prArthanA karI kahevAya ane to ja ApaNI prArthanA bhagavAna sudhI pahoMcI zake. Prayer should come not only from the throat or from the mouth but it should come from the bottom of the heart. jayAre jayAre AvI prArthanA thai che tyAre moTAbhAge te saMbhaLAI che. enuM prasiddha udAharaNa - zabarInI prArthanA moDI moDI paNa saMbhaLAi. pahelAM to uMmaramAM nAnI hatI eTale enI sAdhanA paNa paripakva nahotI. "eka dina Avaze svAmI mArA, aMtaranA ArAma." evI laganI lAgI ane rAmane AvavuM paDyuM. dropadIe sabhAmAM jyAre potAne sarvathA asahAya jANIne paramAtmAnuM zaraNa lIdhuM, te vakhate tenA cIra pUrAyA. jyAM sudhI jIvane aMtaranI aMdara "huM... "huM cAle che, prArthanA 47. Page #62 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sauno mitra chuM.'' "huM AtmA chuM, tyAM sudhI e prArthanA aMtarathI karI zakato nathI kAraNake Apano sevaka chuM, bhagavAnane paNa te potAnA jevA ja mAne che !! Ama to bole "je vItarAgI hoya, je sarvajJa hoya, je hitopadezI hoya tenuM nAma paramAtmA...'' paNa jyAre bhagavAnane prArthanA kare tyAre "bhagavAna ! tame amArA jevA... amArAthI thoDA AgaLa.' ema mAne !! aMtaramAM zraddhA bIjI che ane paMDitAI batAvavA, parIkSAmAM pAsa thavA mATe juduM kahe che ! paramAtmAnA lakSaNa sAcA bole che paNa aMtaramAM paramAtmAnA lakSaNanI zraddhA nathI. AvI jIvanI sthiti thai hoya tyAM e sAcI prArthanA karI zake nahi; mATe je 'huM' paNuM che te kADhavuM ghaNuM ja muzkela che, to paNa kADhavuM. prArthanA 48 amadAvAdanI gujarAta kaoNlejamAM I.sa. 1950nI AsapAsa prophesara dAvara hatA, e kahetA ke kALA paDadA upara, amAsanI rAte, bIjo koi prakAza na hoya tyAre te paDadA para cAlI jatI kALI kIDIne jema zodhI zakAtI nathI tema sAmAnya manuSya potAnA 'aham'no tAga pote meLavI zakato nathI. jo potAne ja potAthI, potAnA ahamno khyAla AvI jato hoya, to to ghaNA manuSyo mArgane pAmI zake, paNa ApaNane ApaNA ahamno khyAla AvI zakato nathI. e to ghaNI sadguNasaMpannatAthI, madhyasthapaNe potAnA doSone jovAnI Teva pADavAthI, niraMtara satsaMga karavAthI ane mahAbhAgyavAna tevA gurudevanI kRpAthI jIvane potAnuM 'huM' pada gALavAnuM krame karIne banI zake che. mATe teno vAraMvAra prayatna karavo ke mAre A 'huM' pada kADhavuM che. "ahaMbhAvathI rahita nahi, svadharma saMcaya nAhIM; nathI nivRtti nirmaLapaNe, anya dharmanI kAMI.'' --zrImad rAjacaMdra, patrAMka 264, gAthA - 12 Page #63 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'amAro ahamabhAva kaDhAvo ne?' bhAI ! tArI taiyArI huM AtmA chuM, keTalI che te jANavuM joie. pahelAM tArI taiyArI 35% thI vadhAre ! Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM." thAya tyAra pachI sapuruSa tane temAM madada karI zake. tyAM sudhI teo mauna che ane madhyastha che. jJAnIpuruSa darekane sarakho bodha nathI ApatA. je bodha che e to sAmAnya che. vizeSa bodha to vyaktigata ApavAmAM Ave che. sAmAnya bodha sAmAnya che. mokSanA daravAjA ughADavA mATe to vizeSa bodha joie; je potAnI lAyakAta pramANe vyaktigatapaNe maLe che. sAmAnya bodha je che te sAmAnya pAtratA prApta karavA mATe che, paraMtu sAkSAt mohagraMthino bheda karavA mATe je sUkSmabodha joie te to satpAtratA pragaTe, sAco samarpaNabhAva pragaTe to ane tyAre maLe che. prArthanA e puruSArtha ane prArabdha vacceno setu che. jyAre mokSamArgamAM puruSArtha cAle nahi, tyAre pharI pharI prArthanA karavI. "kezava hari mAruM zuM thAze, ghANa vaLyo zuM gaDha gherAze? lAja tamArI jAze, bhUdhara bhALajo re. mArI nADa tamAre hAthe hari saMbhALajo re..." -bhaktakavi zrI kezavalAla jJAnI puruSo paNa prArthanA kare che. dropadIko cIra baDhAyo, sItA prati kamala racAyo; aMjana se kiye akAmI, duHkha meTo aMtarajAmI. jo gAMvapati ika horve, so bhI dukhiyA duHkha kho; tuma tIna bhuvana ke svAmI, duHkha meTo aMtarajAmI." -zrI mANikacaMda kRta ladhu lacanA hemacaMdrAcAryajI viSe gujarAtanA lokone vizeSa kahevAnI jarUra nathI. 11mI sadInA prAraMbha sudhI teo hatA. cANakyavaMzanA siddharAja jayasiMha ane kumArapALanA teo 49 prArthanA Page #64 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM.' prArthanA 50 rAjyaguru hatA. pATaNamAM temanuM rAjya cAlatuM hatuM. Azare doDha lAkha mANasone teo bhagavAnanA dharmane pamADavAmAM saphaLa thayA hatA. ane duniyAnA moTA vyAkaraNa graMthomAM teoe racelA 'siddhahemazabdAnuzAsana' vyAkaraNa graMthano samAveza thAya che. emano zrImad rAjacaMdrajIe paNa ullekha karelo che. kalikAlasarvajJa zrI hemacaMdrAcArya kahe che. "he nAtha ! huM Apano saMdezavAhaka chuM, dAsa chuM, sevaka chuM ane kiMkara chuM. mATe 'A mAro che' e pramANe Apa svIkAra karo. adhika huM kAMi kaheto nathI." --zrI hemacaMdrAcArya kRta zrI vItarAgastava 2008 che AvI taiyArI ? "sAheba ! AvuM badhuM to... huM kAMi bhagavAnane kahu nahi ! to tAro mokSa svapnamAM paNa thAya nahi. tAro eTale tAro, mAro ane koino paNa mokSa thAya nahIM." ahamnuM visarjana thayA vinA AtmajJAna thAya nahi. AtmajJAna vinA sAcA vrata hoya nahi, sAcA vrata vinA sakaLasaMyamadhArI muninuM cAritra hoya nahi, sAcA cAritra vinA mokSa hoya nahi, mokSa vinA sAcA anaMta AnaMdano anubhava hoya nahi. zrI jJAnavimaLasUrijIe AnaMdaghana-covIsI para TabA lakhyA che. teozrI paNa jaNAve che, "azaraNa zaraNa nIrAga niraMjana, nirupAdhika jagadIza namo, bodha diyo anupama dAnezvara, 'jJAnavimaLa sUrIza' namo.'' bhakta kahe che ke he bhagavAna mane mArA AtmAnuM kAMi bhAna karAvo. huM bebhAna chuM, huM mUDha chuM. yogIrAja zrImad AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja, upAdhyAyazrI Page #65 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ yazovijayajI mahArAja, vivarya zrI devacaMdrajI mahArAja ane huM AtmA chuM, zrI mohanavijayajI mahArAja... A cAra covIsIo ApanA savaka sauno mitra chuM." gujarAtamAM ghaNI prasiddha che. emAM adhyAtmadaSTi saMpanna jJAnI puruSonA aneka pada . "huM prabhuno prabhu che mama rakSaka, eha bharoso jAya nahi, je prabhu karaze te mama hitanuM, e nizcaya badalAya nahi." koI kahe ke "he bhagavAna ! huM tamArI ATalI bhakti karuM chuM ne mane kema duHkha AvyuM ?' are ! paNa e to rAma bhagavAnane paNa du:kha AvyuM hatuM. rAjA tarIke to na rAkhyA paNa prajA tarIke paNa na rAkhyA. jaMgalamAM javuM paDyuM. mahAsatI sItAne keTaluM duHkha AvyuM ! rAvaNa upADI gayo, ane vaLI pAchA lava-kuzano janma thavAno hato e vakhate vanamAM ekalA javuM paDyuM. mahAsatI sItA, mahAna dharmAtmA, AgAmI gaNadhara temane paNa AvuM duHkha ! pAMDavone duHkha ochuM paDyuM? sAheba ! A to badhI purANanI vAta !' to atyAranI vAta karIe. AnaMdaghanajI mahArAjanI vAta to yAda che ne ? lokoe kADhI mUkyA eTale emaNe paNa saMpradAyano tyAga karI dIdho. laghurAjasvAmIne paNa saMpradAyavALAe kahyuM ke emane AhAra Apavo baMdha karI do. jagata-bhagatane anAdinuM vera che. lokadaSTi ane jJAnInI daSTine pazcima-pUrva jeTalo taphAvata che. tethI jJAnIne haMmezAM jagatanAM manuSyo sarva prakAranAM duHkha devAmAM bAkI rAkhatAM nathI ane chatAM jJAnI kahe che tamAruM saunuM parama kalyANa thAo ! tamane AnaMda-maMgaLa prApta thAo ! tamo mane duHkha do pa1 - prArthanA che WWW.jainelibrary.org Page #66 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM. prArthanA 52 cho te dvArA huM mArI parIkSA karuM chuM. mArI samatAnI kasoTI ka2vA badala huM tamAro AbhAra mAnuM chuM !!' zrI yazovijayajI mahArAja racita zrI munisuvratasvAmI bhagavAnanuM stavana che, "niyati hita dAna sanmukha huye, svapuNyodaya sAthe; yaza kahe sAhibe muktinuM, kariuM tilaka nija hAthe; Aja saphaLa dina muja taNo, munisuvrata dIThA.' bhagavAne muktinuM tilaka karyuM. koNe karyuM ? munisuvrata svAmIe. kone karyuM ? yazovijayajI mahArAjane !! he bhagavAna ! 'tuM mAro che' ema tame kaho. 'huM tane nokarIe rAkhuM chuM.' eTaluM Apa kaho to mAruM jIvana dhanya banI jAya. tame je kahezo te kAma karIza. ane bahAra compoundmAM paDayo rahIza. vadhelo roTalo athavA vadhelI khIcaDI mane Apajo ! pagAra mane kAMi joito nathI. paNa ApanI kRpA mAre joie chIe. ApaNe zuM vicArIe chIe ? "ame to nAgara brAhmaNa, ame to sisodiyA rajapUta, ame dazA zrImALI vaNika, ame to evuM badhuM kAma na karIe. tame bhagavAnane ghera nokarI karo. ame AvuM kAMi karIe nahi." paraMtu mIrAbAI zuM kahe che? "cAkara rahayUM, bAga lagArUM, nita uTha darasana pArUM, vRMdAvanakI kuMja galinameM, goviMda lIlA gArUM; mane cAkara rAkhojI, giradhArI lAlA ! cAkara rAkhojI.'' tArA aMtaramAM je divase paramAtmA pratye prema jAgaze, ahobhAva jAgaze te divase tArA dilanA kabATanuM bAraNuM khulaze, tyAM sudhI tArA jIvanamAM ghora aMdhArI rAtri che, bhale tuM karoDapati cho, abajapati cho, tArA sAta dIkarA che ane Page #67 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ duniyAmAM tAro DaMko vAge che, paraMtu jyAM sudhI aMtaramAM ghora "huM AtmA chuM, aMdhAruM che tyAM sudhI bhayaMkara du:kha che. Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM." zrI padmanaMdiAcArya jaNAve che, "he paramAtmA (arihaMta) ! Apa kRpA karIne A bhayAnaka kUvArUpa saMsAramAM paDelA mujano tenAthI uddhAra karo. Apa temAMthI mujano uddhAra karavA samartha cho. tethI huM vAraMvAra Apane nivedana karuM chuM. tame ja dayALu cho. tame ja prabhu cho ane tame ja rakSaka cho. tethI moharUpa zatru dvArA jenuM mAnamardana karavAmAM AvyuM che evo huM ApanI pAse pokArIne kahuM chuM... A huM ane te karmarUpI zatru banneya ApanI sAme hAjara chIe. AmAMthI Apa duSTane kheMcIne bahAra pheMkI do, kAraNa ke sajjananuM rakSaNa karavuM ane duSTane daMDa devo e nyAyapriya rAjAnuM kartavya hoya che.'' bhagavAnanI korTamAM hAjara thayA. koNa ? AcArya bhagavAna ane pelAM karmo ane emAM mohanIya AgaLa. AcAryadeva kahe che ke amArA bemAMthI je duSTa hoya ene tame kADho, kAraNake Apa nyAyanA puraskartA cho. jo huM jUTho houM to mane bahAra pheMkI do ane A jo mohanIya karma jUThuM hoya to ene bahAra pheMkI do; kAraNake huM enI sAthe Independantally laDI zakuM eTalI mArI tAkAta nathI. eTale Apa amArA benI laDAIno pheMsalo karo. kRpALudeve 'zrI padmanaMdipaMcaviMzati'ne 'vanazAstra' (vanavAsI zAstra) evuM upanAma ApyuM che. lagabhaga 13mI sadImAM thayelA, mahAnizraMtha tapodhana zrImAna padmanaMdi AcArya bhagavAna Ama bhagavAnane vinave che ! vicAravuM. jo tame emanAthI moTA ho to judI vAta che. je manuSya potAne AcAryAdithI moTo mAnato hoya ene viSe ApaNe kAMi prArthanA 53 Page #68 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM. huM AtmA chuM, kahevAnI jarUra nathI. ApaNe emane kahevuM ke ame tamArAthI dUra rahevA mAgIe chIe. tamArA jevA moTA mANasa sAthe ame zobhIe nahIM ! ame to nAnA mANasa. tuM AcAryathI moTo to pachI amAro ane tAro meLa paDe nahi. mahAtmA kabIradAsajInA thoDA doharA che : (1) dAsa kahAvana kaThina hai, meM dAsanako dAsa; aba to aisA ho rahuM, ki pAMva talekI ghAsa. (2) sAhiba tuma hI dayAla ho, tuma laga merI dauDa; jaise kAga jahAjako, sUjhata aura na Thaura. (3) sAhiba soM saba hota hai, baMde se kachu nAhiM; rAi te parvata kare, parvata rAi mAMhi. prArthanA 54 zrImad rAjacaMdrajI jaNAve che : "japa, tapa aura vratAdi saba, tahAM lagI bhramarUpa; jahAM lagI nahi saMtakI, pAI kRpA anUpa." have lagabhaga pAMcamI sadInA aMtamAM thayelA 'sanmatitarka' (sammatitarka)nA racayitA AcAryazrI siddhasena divAkara urphe kumudacaMdra kRta kalyANamaMdirastotra eTale zrI pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanI stutimAM kahe che. "mahArAja zaraNAgatapAla, patitaudhAraNa dInadayAla; sumirana karahuM nAya nija zIza, muja duHkha dUra karahu jagadIza.'' zrI kalyANamaMdirastotra H 40-zrI banArasIdAsa kRta padyAnuvAda zaraNAgatapAla : jeo sAcA bhAvathI tamAre zaraNe Ave che tenuM tame pAlana karanArA cho. Page #69 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ patitaudhAraNa : huM nIca chuM, patita chuM, pApI chuM, mAro "huM AtmA chuM. ane mArA jevA sauno uddhAra karanArA Apa cho. Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM.'' dInadayAla : mArAmAM kAMi baLa nathI. jJAnabaLa nathI, dhyAnabaLa nathI, vairAgyabaLa nathI tevo huM dIna chuM. mArAmAM pAtratA ochI che. prabhu ! mATe ApanI kRpA thAya to mane mokSamArgamAM AgaLa vadhavAnuM baLa maLe. sumirana karahuM nAya nija zIza : mAruM zIza namAvIne bhAvapUrvaka huM ApanuM smaraNa karuM chuM. muja duHkha dUra karahu jagadIza : zuM du:kha che ? A moha ane mAyAe mArA hRdayamAM nivAsa karyo che ene tame lai lo. A moha-mAyAne mArAthI judA karI nAkho. mAre bIju kAMi du:kha nathI. - sanmatitarka ke sammatitarkanA kartA AcAryazrI siddhasena divAkara urphe kumudacaMdra AcAryanI jema jJAnIo kahe che : 'huM pAmara zuM karI zakuM ?' evo nathI viveka; caraNa zaraNa dhIraja nathI, maraNa sudhInI cheka. kevaLa karuNA mUrti cho, dInabaMdhu dInanAtha; pApI parama anAtha chuM, graho prabhujI hAtha. --zrImad rAjacaMdra : patrAMka 264, gAthA 5, 14 haju to ApaNe khoTI kalpanAmAM rAcIe chIe, "sAheba ! meM to ATalA zAstro vAMcyA che, meM ATalAM zAstro lakhyAM che, mane ATalI bhASAo AvaDe che, mane ATalI yunivarsiTImAMthI Ph.D. maLI che, vagere." ahIM kahe che, "huM pAmara zuM karI zakuM ?'" dAsatvano bhAva ApaNane Avato nathI; kAraNake manamAM judI judI jAtanuM 'huM' che. e to dareke potAnuM hRdaya tapAsavuM ke kai vastune lIdhe huM mArI jAtane mahAna gaNuM - prArthanA 55 Page #70 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "huM AtmA chuM chuM ? A jIvamAM koi paNa yogyatA nathI to paNa A jIva Apana sauno mitra chuM." potAne mahAna gaNe che. tame kahezo ke "nA... nA... sAheba ! ame to potAne mahAna gaNatA nathI." to kema paramAtmAnuM zaraNu ApaNe laI zakatA nathI ? kAraNake aMtaramAM kaMi bIjA bhAva vatya kare che. kevA ? kyA ? keTalA pramANamAM ? e to tAre potAnA aMtaranirIkSaNathI jANavuM. 'graho prabhujI hAtha" A prArthanAnI zarata che. AgaLa ApaNe aMgrejImAM vicAryuM hatuM. 'Total, Unilateral, Unconditional, Enlightened Surrender' BALL BEZHI 6419 upaje tyAre sAcI prArthanA thAya che. bhagavAna bhADAthI rAjI thatA nathI paNa bhAvathI rAjI thAya che. mATe judA judA prakAra bhajIne bhAvone nirmaLa karavA. bhAva vadhe evuM karavuM. bhAva vadhe kyAMthI ? ApaNA bhAva dIkarA. baMgalA vageremAM coMTI gayA che. to tyAMthI pahelAM ene ukheDavA paDe, ghaTADavA paDe pachI prabhubhaktimAM bhAva joDAya. zrI devacaMdrajI mahArAja RSabhadeva bhagavAnanA stavanamAM kahe che : "prIti anaMtI para thakI, je toDe ho te joDe eha' jai toDe ho te joDe eha.. prathama toDa nahi to ghaTADa to kharo ! Ama to toDavI paDaze. manamAM je mALA cAle che te UMdhI mALA cAle che. mArA cAra dIkarA, mArA cAra baMgalA, mArI cAra moTaro, mArA cAra jamAio, mArI cAra dIkarIo, mArI traNaso sADIo, mArI ATalI milo che, mArA ATalA kArakhAnA che, mArI mUcho, mArA paisA, mArI kIrti, tethI AgaLa... meM kevA suMdara maMdira baMdhAvyA che, meM AvA zAstro lakhyAM che, mArA AvA ziSyo che, vagere. sapuruSa kevA che tenuM suMdara varNana cha padanA patramAM karyuM che, prArthanA kema ke jeno pratyupakAra na thaI zake evo paramAtmabhAva 56. Page #71 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ keka di te jANe kaMi paNa cheDyA vinA mAtra niSkAraNa karUNAzIlatAthI "huM AtmA chuM, Apyo, ema chatAM paNa jeNe anya jIvane viSe A mAro (Apano sevaka che.) 'sauno mitra chuM. ziSya che athavA bhaktino kartA che, mATe mAro che, ema kadI joyuM nathI evA je satparuSa tene atyaMta bhaktie pharI pharI namaskAra ho !" -zrImad rAjacaMdra, patrAMka - 493 e mALAnA... e pAghaDInA vaLa UMdhA thai gayA che. ApaNA UMdhA vaLa utare to A savaLA vaLa caDhe tyAre paramAtmAnA dAsa ApaNe thaI zakIe. Process lAMbo che kAraNake saMskAra kyAranA che ? Ama to anAdi kALanA che ane A bhavanA paNa 40-50-60 varSanA che. dasa varSanI bIDInI Adata chUTatI nathI, dasa varSanI cAnI Adata chUTatI nathI, to bALapaNathI huM maganabhAI... huM maganabhAI... jo badhA mane maganabhAI kahe che to huM maganabhAi che. AvA saMskAra ekadama kyAMthI chUTe ? bhagavAna kahe che tuM maganabhAI nahi, tuM AtmA che. kRpALudeva emanI dIkarIne kahe che "tuM AtmA chuM." tyAre emanI dIkarI kahe che, "huM kAzI chuM." ApaNe e kAzI jevA ja chIe. bhale bolIe chIe, "huM dehAdi svarUpa nathI." paraMtu mAnIe chIe ke "dahastrIputrAdi mArA nathI to konA che? tame badhA mAruM kaMI karavAnA cho ? A ja loko badhA mArI sevA karavAnA che ne !! deha mAro che, strIputrAdi paNa mArA che ane bhagavAna to ThIka..." AvA bhAva jyAre ApaNA aMtaramAMthI vidAya le tyAre kAma thAya. kADhavAno prayatna karavAno. ekadama na nIkaLe paNa prayatna karatAM rahevuM to kAma thatuM jAya. sAheba, enuM Agama pramANa Apazo ?" ka ra prArthanA che 57. Page #72 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "dIrghakALa sudhI yathArthabodhano paricaya thavAthI huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM. bodhabIjanI prApti hoya che; ane e bodhabIja te prAye nizcaya sono mitra chuM." A samyakatva hoya che." -zrImad rAjacaMdra, patrAMka - 330 huM samajuM chuM ke ema thavuM durghaTa che, to paNa abhyAsa sarvano upAya che." -zrImad rAjacaMdra, patrAMka - 2, puSpa : 60 sAheba ! huM bhagavAnane ghaNuM samajAvuM chuM ane ghaNo emane sAco prema karuM chuM paNa bhagavAna mAnatA ja nathI, ane bolatA ja nathI." prabhuprema ApaNo khUTe che. pharI pharI bhAvathI prayatna karavo, ema kRpALudeva patrAMka 819mAM batAve che e tyAMthI vicAravuM. "tuM gati, tuM mati Azaro, tuM AlaMbana muja pyAro re; vAcaka yaza kahe mAhare, tuM jIva jIvana AdhAro re. giruA re guNa tuma taNA..." -zrImad yazovijayajI mahArAja kRta mahAvIra stavana "mArI nADa tamAre hAthe hari saMbhALajo re, mujane potAno jANIne prabhupada pALajo re. mArI nADa..." he prabhu! ApanA caraNakamaLamAM mane rahevA dejo . ApanA caraNakamaLamAM mane moTo ane saguNasaMpanna thavA dejo. prabhunA caraNa samIpe rahevuM e uttama che, paNa e na hoya to saMtanA caraNa samIpe rahevuM. e paNa na hoya to prabhunI mUrti samIpa rahevuM. e paNa na hoya to prabhunI vANI samIpa rahevuM; eTale parama vinayapUrvaka paramAtmAnI vANInuM Asevana karavuM joie. parama premapUrvaka bhagavAnanI mUrtinI darzanA, vaMdanA, pakSAla, pUjA vagere karavA joie. parama premapUrvaka saMtanI samIpe prArthanA 58 Page #73 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dAsatvabhAvapUrvaka rahevuM joie ane jyAre tAruM bhAgya jAgaze tyAre tuM arihaMta paramAtmA samIpa jaiza. abajo abajo janma nAM koi eka janmamAM arihaMta paramAtmA sudhI javAno yoga maLe che paNa yoga maLe eno A jIva upayoga karato nathI ! "te kevI rIte ? sAheba !'' bhagavAnanA samavasaraNamAM tuM gayo hato to kharo !! badhAe kIdhuM eTale paNa tuM gayo !! bAra parSadA (beThakonI vyavasthA) paikI bahAranI parSadAmAM haju bahAra hato tyAM pelA suMdara bAga-bagIcA joyA eTale pachI beTho. gulAbanI, rAtarANInI bahu sArI sugaMdha Ave che ! ahAhA ! suMdara bagIcA che ! ApaNe beso. bhagavAna to keTalAya dUra rahyA. paNa A jIva vacce aTakI gayo. vartamAnamAM paNa evuM che. saMtano yoga thAya paNa e kahe che ke mAre dIkarA sAthe rahevA javuM che, enI bA ema kahe che ke hamaNAM be-cAra mahinA tame ghare raho... amAro navo baMgalo baMdhAya che enuM mAre dhyAna rAkhavuM paDe. mAre Income TaxnuM Return bharavA javAnuM che... mAre korTamAM kesa cAle che emAM javAnuM che... mAre ghara vecavAnuM che ne enA mATe javAnuM che... mAre dIkarInA lagna che emAM javAnuM che. There is no end to it. AvuM badhuM cAlyA ja karavAnuM. tyAM sudhImAM to "dhaMdho karatAM DhaLazo re...' ophisamAM Income TaxnI File ane Wealth TaxnI File jotAM kahe ke 'jarA mane gamatuM nathI. chAtImAM duHkhAvo thAya che. bahu ja du:khe che.' aDadho kalAka pachI pelo paTAvALo Ave che ne ekadama gabharAine kahe che "zeThane kAMika thai gayuM che...'' zeTha to pahoMcI gayA. nAganuM baccuM thaine zeTha beThA che... ! A mArI-tamArI vAta che mATe vicAravuM ke ApaNe zuM icchIe chIe ? ApaNe khUba jarUrI hoya teTaluMja kAma karavAnuM. bilADI jema potAnA baccAne kALajIpUrvaka pakaDe che, mA nAnA bALakanuM "huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM.' prArthanA 59 Page #74 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che. jeTaluM dhyAna rAkhe che tema bhakta ane Izvarano kevo nAto hoya Apano sevaka chuM, che te aMge saMto kahe che, sauno mitra chuM." "vizvezvara zuM hajI visAro, bAjI hAtha chatAM kAM hAro; mahA-mUMjhAro mAro naTavara TALajo re.. mArI nADa tamAre hAthe hari saMbhALajo re...." bhagavAnane Challenge kare che! ! ke jo tame mane madada karazo to tame jItI gayA ane tame mane madada nahi karo to AkhI duniyA tamane kaheze ke "ThIka... joyA bhagavAna... bhagatanuM kaMI karatA to che nahi.' "kezava hari mAruM zuM thAze, ghANa vaLyo zuM gaDha gherAze, lAja tamArI jAze, bhUdhara bhALajo re, mArI nADa tamAre hAthe hari saMbhALajo re..." -bhaktakavi zrI kezavalAla bhagavAnane rIjhavavA te ghaNo prayatna mAgI le che. zrI yazovijayajI mahArAja kRta mallinAtha bhagavAnanA jIvanamAM Avo prayatna karelo che. jema tamAro bAbalo che te kAlu kAlu bolIne tamane rAjI kare che to tamane vadhAre vahAlo lAge che. bAbalo totaDuM bole to tame ema nathI kahetA ke "Ane kAMi bolatAya nathI AvaDatuM. mAruM nAma to rUkSamaNi che ane A to kahe che tutamanI.... tutamanI... evuM bole che. bolatA to AvaDatuM nathI...' tame to kaho cho ke "nA, sAheba ! bALaka che ne totaDuM bole to mane to vadhAre vhAlo lAge." mA ! A vAta ahIM AgaLa bhakta bhagavAnane kahe che. tuja muja rIjhanI rIta, aTapaTa eha kharIrI, laTapaTa nAve kAma, khaTapaTa bhAMja parIrI. (1) prArthanA 60. Page #75 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mallinAtha tuja rIjha, jana rIjhe na huerI, doya rIjhaNano upAya, sAhamuM kAM na juerI. (2) durArAdhya che loka, sahune sama na zazIrI, eha duhavAe gADha, jo eka bole hasIrI. (3) loka lokottara vAta, rIjha che doya juirI, tAta cakra pura pUjya, ciMtA eka huirI. (4) rIjhavavo eka sAMi, loka te vAta karerI, zrI nayavijaya suziSya, aihi ja citta dharerI. (5) --zrI yazovijayajI kRta mallinAtha bhagavAnanuM stavana loko vAta kare che ke AvI rIte bhagavAnane rAjI karavA mAgo cho ? to zuM kahe che ? "zrI nayavijaya suziSya, aihi ja citta dharerI.' tamAre je kahevuM hoya te kaho. mArA prabhune rAjI karavA mATe ja mAruM jIvana che. eTale ke mokSanI prApti mATe ja mAruM jIvana che. AvI bhAvanA ApaNe keLavIe. emAM prArthanA ApaNane upayogI che. prArthanAno mArga ApaNe samajIe ane ApaNA jIvanamAM ApaNe eno prayoga karIe to ApaNA ghaNAM pApakarmo baLI jAya, puNya vadhI jAya ane aMtaramAM jo AtmAno lakSa thAya to saMvara-nirjarAnI paNa prApti thAya. e ja ApaNA jIvananuM kartavya che. (pUrvanA karmo ane kusaMskAro baLI javA te) jyAre manuSya ghaNo prayatna kare ane chatAM paNa AdhyAtmika sAdhanAmAM AgaLa na vadhI zakAya to zuM karavuM ? bhagavAna kahe che ke nirAza na thavuM. nirAza thavuM e jJAnIno mArga nathI. jijJAsA eTale bhagavAnanA mArganI zraddhA rAkhIne AgaLa vadhavuM. jenA aMtaramAM paramAtmAnI mahattA ane potAnI laghutA "huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM.' prArthanA 61 Page #76 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM." prArthanA 62 spaSTa na thai hoya te paramAtmAne sAcI prArthanA karI zako nathI. ene potAno ja vicAra AvyA kare che ke huM Avo chuM, huM tevo chuM. jyAre je sAcA bhakta che, je sAcA saMta che, e kevA che ? "dAsa bhagavaMtake, udAsa rahe jagatasoM, sukhiyA sadaiva aise jIva samakitI hai.'' -zrI banArasIdAsa kRta zrI samayasAra nATaka ATha prakAranA abhimAnano abhAva jemaNe karyo che evA sacchiSTa dharmAtmA uttama prArthanA karI zake che. Page #77 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 5. vizvAsa huM * * * * vizvAsa eTale zraddhA, AsthA, ruci, pratIti, Faith. aMdarano je AtyaMtika Astikayano bhAva che e zraddhA che. zraddhA e dharmanuM mULa che ema AgamamAM ApaNe bolIe chIe 'vaMzaLa mUlo tho' ane cAritra te sAkSAt dharma che. 'vrutti ravruttu dho'. vizvAsa vinA AgaLa vadhI zakAya nahi. vizvAsa vinA koi paNa sAcI AdhyAtmika pragati thai zakatI nathI. zrImad bhagavadgItAmAM paNa kahyuM 'zraddhAvAna tamate jJAnaM, saMzayAtmA vinazyati / ' 'zrI tattvArtha sUtra'mAM pahelA adhyAyamAM sUtra Ave che, emAM 'samyavannajJAnacAritrANi mokSamAr:' ema kahyuM. 'cha DhALA'mAM mokSamArganI prathama sIDI te samyagdarzanane kahI che. "jo ke bhaktimArganI ArAdhanA karatI vakhate sarvatra prabhumAM vizvAsa to jarUrI che ja, paNa A kakSAe vizvAsa tenI caramasImAe pahoMce che. ahIM, bhaktajana thAkI jaine jANe ke prabhu ke sadgurunA khoLe jai bese che, jema koi bALaka bahArathI ramI AvIne, thAkyopAkyo thayelo mAtAnA khoLAmAM jai paDe tema. jema bALakane mAtAmAM atUTa vizvAsa che ke teNI tenA para hetathI hAtha pheravI teno thAka utAraze ane khAvApIvAnuM Apaze tevo ja - paNa tethI anekagaNo vadhAre vizvAsa bhaktane bhagavAnamAM che.' bALakane mAtAmAM atUTa vizvAsa hoya che ke mAruM sarva prakAre te hita karaze, tema bhaktane, sAdhakane, mumukSune, paramAtmAmAM atyaMta vizvAsa hoya che. e vinA sAdhanAmAM AgaLa vadhI zakAtuM nathI. zraddhA e sahelI vastu nathI. zraddhA e aMdhavizvAsa nathI. zraddhA e sAcI samajaNathI anubhavAMze "huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM. prArthanA 63 Page #78 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmA potAnA vedanamAM AvavAthI utpanna thato eka divya Apano sevaka chuM, bhAva che. paNa e paramArthathI na thayo hoya to paNa te mATeno sauno mitra chuM.' prayatna karavo joie. vyavahAra samyakatva prathama che. e vyavahAra samyatvane jyAre AgaLa ane AgaLa vadhAravAmAM Ave ane AtmAno lakSa karavAmAM Ave tyAre te vyavahAra samyaktva nizcaya samyaktamAM pariNamI jAya che. A vAta vigate zrImad rAjacaMdra vacanAmRta patrAMka 751mAM Ave che. paheluM samakita bIjA samakitanuM kAraNa che. bIjuM samakita trIjA samakitanuM kAraNa che. traNe samakita vItarAga puruSe mAnya karyA che. traNe samakita upAsavA yogya che, satkAra karavA yogya che; bhakti karavA yogya che." ema karIne enuM vivecana tyAM kareluM che. "mane vizvAsa (zraddhA) che ke nahi enI khabara kevI rIte paDe?" bhagavAne enuM paNa beromITara ApyuM che. ApaNane je vastumAM vizvAsa hoya te vastu Automatically ApaNane vAraMvAra yAda Ave che. A eka manovijJAnano niyama che. je vastu ApaNane vagara yAda devaDAve, vAraMvAra yAda Ave te vastumAM ApaNo vizvAsa che ema nakkI karavuM. jyAM pratIti tyAM prIti, jyAM prIti tenI smRti, jyAM vAraMvAra smRti tenuM dhyAna ane jenuM dhyAna teno anubhava. mATe jJAnIo, bhaktanI apekSAe ke jJAnanI apekSAe vAta to enI e ja kahe che. bhaktanI apekSAe zuM kahe che? ghaDI ghaDI pala pala sadA, prabhu sumiranako cAva; narabhava saphalo jo kare, dAna zIla tapa bhAva." -zrI lAlAjI raNajitasiMhajI kRta zrI bRhad AlocanA prArthanA 64 Page #79 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhaktanuM hRdaya mAtra bhagavAnane yAda nathI karatuM; enA 1 romeroma paramAtmAne yAda kare che ! sAcA saMtanA romeromanI (Apano sevaka chuM.) sauno mitra chuM.) aMdara paramAtmAnuM smaraNa hoya che !! eno koI samaya hoto nathI. "sAheba ! amArAmAM be vAra sAmAyika karavAno niyama." e tArI vAta vyavahAradharmanI rIte barAbara che. paraMtu je sAcA bhakta che te paramAtmAne kyAre saMbhAre ? tyAre bhakta kahe che ke huM kyAre paramAtmAne na saMbhAruM ? bhakta kahe che ke evo koi samaya nathI ke jyAre bhagavAna mArA hRdayanI aMdara jAjavalyamAnapaNe smRtimAM na hoya. "sAvaghavirata, trigupta che, IdriyasamUha niruddha che; sthAyI sAmAyika tehane bhAkhyuM zrI kevaLI zAsane." -zrI kuMdakuMdAcArya kRta zrI niyamasAra, gAthA-125 "je nitya dhyAve dharma tema ja zukla uttama dhyAnane; sthAyI sAmAyika tehane bhAkhyuM zrI kevaLI zAsane." -zrI kuMdakuMdAcArya kRta zrI niyamasAra, gAthA-133 sAdhakane AtmA kyAre yAda Ave ? moTA puruSo che emane satata yAda Ave, mumukSuone potAnI zakti pramANe potAno AtmA yAda Ave. AcArya bhagavaMta zuM kahe che? "AmAM sadA prItivaMta bana, AmAM sadA saMtuSTane; AnAthI bana tuM tRpta, tujane sukha aho ! uttama thaze." -zrI kuMdakuMdAcArya kRta zrI samayasAra, gAthA-206 | vizvAsa jeno hoya e vastu vAraMvAra yAda Ave che. mATe ApaNe be bAjuthI humalo karavo. vizvAsa paNa karavo ane smRti paNa karavI. vizvAsa karavAthI smRti thaze ane vAraMvAra smaraNa karavAthI eno vizvAsa pAko thaze. "zrI prArthanA samAdhizataka'mAM pUjyapAda svAmI jaNAve che, Page #80 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM." prArthanA jemAM matinI magnatA, tenI ja thAya pratIta, thAya pratIti jehanI, tyAM ja thAya mana lIna...(95) jyAM nahi matinI magnatA, tenI na hoya pratIta, jenI na hoya pratIta tyAM, kema thAya mana lIna?...(96) jeno tane vizvAsa haze te vAta tane yAda Avaze, te vyakti tane yAda Avaze, te padArtha tane yAda Avaze, te banAva tane yAda Avaze. mATe vAraMvAra tuM paramAtmA-sadguruno vizvAsa kare. "eka laukika sajjana paNa jo zaraNAgatanuM rakSaNa kare che, to traNa lokanA nAtha evA paramAtmA ke karuNAnA sAgara evA sadguru kema sahAyaka thayA vinA rahe ? hA, A eka evA alaukika, divya prema - saMbaMdhanI vAta che, je mAtra bhaktahRdaya ja samajI zake che ke jeNe potAnuM sarvasva prabhucaraNe samarpaNa karI dIdhuM che. saMto, A vizvAsane - zraddhAne dharmasAdhanAnuM mukhya aMga gaNe che.'' jagatanA jIvone nizcaya mokSamArgano khyAla Avavo durlabha che; kAraNake manuSya potAnI buddhithI dareka vastunuM mApa kADhe che. potAnI buddhithI mApa kADhavAnuM nathI. paraMtu bhagavAnanI vANIthI mApa kADhavAnuM che ane pachI pote ene lAyaka thaIne vicAraNA karavAnI che. buddhi ekalI AtmAne prApta karI zakatI nathI. paNa te buddhimAM jo zuddhi Ave to zuddha buddhi te AtmAne prApta karavAnuM eka sAdhana che. zuddha buddhithI AtmA maLI jAya evuM nathI paNa zuddha buddhi te AtmAne prApta karavAnuM eka sAdhana che. AtmAne prApta karavAnA sAdhana AcArya bhagavaMte zrI samayasAranI pAMcamI gAthAnI TIkAmAM kahyA che. AgamanI upAsanA, suyuktinuM avalaMbana, zrI gurudevano zuddhAtmAno Page #81 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM." upadeza ane svAnubhava. AvuM jayAre bhavya jIvo kare che tyAre temane uttama padanI prApti thAya che. 'laghu AlocanApATha'mAM bhagavAnane vinaMtI kare che : "jo gAMvapati ika hove, so bhI dukhiyA duHkha khove; tuma tIna bhuvanake svAmI, duHkha meTo aMtarajAmI. (30) dropadIko cIra baDhAyo, sItA prati kamala racAyo; aMjanase kiye akAmI, duHkha meTo aMtarajAmI. (31)" pachI nizcayanayamAM cAlyA jAya che. chelle to badhe nizcayanaya Ave. "doSarahita jinadevajI, nija pada dIyo moya; saba jIvanake sukha baDhe, AnaMda maMgala hoya. anubhavamANika pArakhI, jauhari Apa jinaMda; ye hI vara mohi dIjiye, carana-zarana AnaMda." ApaNA jIvanamAM vizvAsa Ave to ApaNuM kAma thAya ane A vizvAsa te samIcIna vizvAsa che, koie kahyuM eTale mAnI levuM ema nathI. paramakRpALudeva jaNAve che, karI jojo vacananI tulanA re, jojo zodhIne jinasiddhAMta, mULa0. mAtra kahevuM paramAratha hetuthI re, koI pAme mumukSu vAta. mULa0.2 -zrImad rAjacaMdra, patrAMka - 715 to have pahelAM enA AgaLa pramANa kahe che. zrI kuMdakuMdasvAmI viracita "zrI darzanaprAbhRta'nI bIjI gAthAmAM Ave che, "haMsA pUnna thampo" "zraddhA e dharmanuM mULa che." AcArya zrI vAdirAjakRta ekIbhAvastotranA 11mA prArthanA 71 Page #82 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM.' ,, prArthanA 68 zlokano bhUdharadAsajI kRta padyAnuvAda joie, "janamajanama ke duHkha sahe saba te tuma jAno, yAda kiye muja hiye lagai Ayudhase mAno; tuma dayAla jagapAla svAmI maiM zarana gahI hai, jo kucha karano hoya, karo paramAna vahI hai." tame kaho cho ke AtmAnuM jJAna anaMta che. AtmAno AnaMda anaMta che. ahIM AcArya paNa ema kahe che, mAro vizvAsa paNa anaMta che. tamAre je karavuM hoya te karo. huM to eTaluM ja kahuM chuM ke bhagavAna ! meM ghaNA pApa karyA. janmajanmAMta2mAM ane A bhavamAM aneka pApa karyA, prabhu ! e ApanA jJAnamAM che ane jyAre e pApa mane yAda Ave che tyAre mAruM dila cIrAi jAya che ! "lagai Ayudhase mAnoM" - jema hRdayamAM charI bhoMkAtI hoya, ema he paramAtmA ! jyAre mArA pApo mane yAda Ave che tyAre mane ema thAya che ke huM keTalo duSTa, nIca, pApI ke meM AvA ghora pApa karyA. paNa prabhu ! have mAre e pApo karavA nathI ane tethI ja ApanA zaraNe Avyo chuM. AcArya bhagavaMta kahe che ke jayAre meM dIkSA lIdhI tyAre huM bhAvathI bolyo hato ke, "arihaMte zaraNaM pavajjAmi, siddhe zaraNaM pavajjhAmi, sAhU zaraNaM pavajjAmi, kevalI paNAM dhamma zaraNaM pavAmi.' huM eTaluM ja jANuM chuM ke mane tamAruM sarva prakAre zaraNa ho. huM tamAre khoLe beTho chuM. have koi divasa pAcho javAno nathI. maruM to paNa tamArA khoLAmAM ane jIvuM to paNa tamArA Page #83 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ khoLAmAM. "loka mUke poka'. mAre koInuM kAma nathI, mAre eka "huM AtmA che, Apano sevaka chuM, tamAruM kAma che. tamArI AjJA mAre pALavI che. tamArI zraddhA, sauno mitra che.) tamArA caraNanI sevA, tamArA caraNanI bhakti mAre karavI che. ATalA uttama koTInA mahAna yogIzvara kahe che, "jo kucha karano hoya, karo paramAna vahI hai.' - ApaNane to bhagavAnanI vANImAM ya keTalI bhUlo lAge che !! ApaNane bhagavAnanA jIvanamAM paNa keTalIya bhUlo lAge che, evA ApaNe mahAduSTa dhITha chIe. jayAre ahIMyA AcAryadeva kahe che ke he paramAtmA ! tame je nyAya Apo te mATe mAnya che. keTalA saraLa bALaka jevA ! AvA mahApuruSo je hoya te ja paramAtmapadane prApta karI zake che. ApaNe to manamAM kaMi juduM, pAchA ApaNe koinI sAthe vAta karIe to kAMI juduM; pachI vaLI kaMika vartana karIe to paNa juduM !! AvA daMbhI ane mAyAcArIne kAMi prApta thAya nahi. uttama Arjava (saraLatArUpI) dharma jenA hRdayamAM pragaTa thayo che evA munijana, evA mahAna dharmAtmAonuM bhAvapUrvaka smaraNa karatAM paNa ApaNAM karoDo pApo naSTa thai jAya che !! AcAryadeva paramAtmAne kahe che, meM to ApanuM ja zaraNa lIdhuM che. tame je nirNaya Apo te mATe mAnya che. AvuM jyAre ApaNane thaze tyAre ApaNuM kAma thaze. "patitauddhArana nAthajI, apano biruda vicAra, bhUlacUka saba mAharI, khamIe vAraMvAra. japa tapa saMvara hIna huM, vaLI huM samatA hIna, karuNAnidhi kRpALu he ! zaraNa rAkha huM dIna" -zrI lAlAjI raNajitasiMhajI kRta zrI bRhad AlocanA 'prArthanA'no peTA viSaya vizvAsa, zraddhA cAle che. da9) prArthanA Page #84 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ huM AtmA che. mahApuruSo kahe che ke bhagavAna ! mArAmAM koI lAyakAta nathI Apano sevaka chuM, to paNa huM tamAro chuM. eTale tamAre zaraNe Avyo chuM. premano sauno mitra chuM." mArga jagatanA jIvonA jJAnano ane buddhino viSaya nathI. "e mAragaDA judA, kabIra kahe e mAragaDA judA." tuM kalekTara che, kamizanara che, karoDapati che, udyogapati che, e badhuM tAruM ahIMyA kAmamAM Ave evuM nathI. premano mArga judo che. te to caMdanabALAne prApta thAya, te to zabarIne prApta thAya, te to vidurane prApta thAya. he prabhu ! aMtaranA premanI vAta judI che. tamAro bAbalo 3-4 varSanI nAnI hoya, te barAbara taiyAra thaIne, AkhamAM AMjaNa AMjIne, pAvaDara barAbara lagAvIne, navA kapaDAM paherIne Ave to ja tamane game ? "nA... nA.. sAheba ! huM to ene uThADuM tyAre to enA vALa to badhA vikharAI gayA hoya ane game tevo hoya to paNa mAro bAbalo mane vahAlo hoya." he mA ! jo tane tAro bAbalo game tevI sthitimAM vahAlo lAge che to je trilokanA nAtha evA paramAtmAne sAco bhakta lUlo, laMgaDo, bahero, mUMgo, AMdhaLo, garIba... game tevI hoya to paNa priya che. "sabase UMcI prema sagAi." mATe... "bhAve jinavara pUjIe, bhAve dIje dAna, bhAve bhAvanA bhAviye, bhAve kevaLajJAna." ApaNe bahu sArA taiyAra thaine, sonAnI thALI laIne, badAma ane cokhA laIne jaIe to bhagavAna rAjI thAya ? "hAlato thA, hAlato. tuM zuM batAvavA Avyo chuM ? sonuM batAvavA Avyo chuM ? tArA kapaDAM batAvavAM Avyo chuM?" bhagavAna to kahetA nathI, bhagavAna to vItarAga che. paNa ApaNe samajI javAnuM ane kavi to bhagavAnanAM moDhAmAM zabdo prArthanA mUke paNa kharA ! 70 Page #85 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM." ghaTanA nAde kAna phUTe mArA, dhUpathI zvAsa rUMdhAya; phUlamALA dUra rAkha pUjArI, aMga mAruM abhaDAya, na naivedya tAruM A.. pUjArI pAcho jA." ApaNe badhuMya laIne jaIe chIe paNa aMdaramAM prema nathI to bhagavAna kahe che, "bhAI ! tuM jema Avyo tema cAlyo jA. ame to tArI koi vastuno svIkAra nathI karatA. jo sAco prema che to ahIM besI jA ane prema nathI to tArI badhI vastuo pAchI laI jA. amane te nathI joitI." che to agharI vAta. vaLI, ApaNo samAja vartamAnamAM vepArI che. vepArI Calculation kare ane vItarAganA mArgamAM mAthuM na mUke to enuM kAma nahi. je calculation kare ene mokSano mArga maLato nathI. kRpALudeva kahe che ke kSaNe kSaNe ananya premathI mokSamArgamAM pravartavuM tene tIvra mumukSatA kahIye chIe. mATe vicAravuM. jenuM lakSa dunyavI naphA para hoya, kamizana para hoya teno mokSamArgamAM praveza thato nathI. jJAnIo to kahe che, "jAcu nahi suravAsa puni nararAja parijana sAthajI; budha jAcahuM tuva bhakti bhava bhava dIjIe zivanAthajI." -kavivara budhajana kRta zrI darzanapATha jayAM koipaNa sAMsArika mAgaNI che tyAM paramArtha mokSamArga Takato nathI. saMsAranA koipaNa sukhanI mAgaNI nahIM kare, to badhu saMsAranuM sukha paNa maLaze, paNa jo mAgIza to ochuM maLaze. to ahIMyA kahe che, ApanA zaraNe mane rAkho. have zrI daulatarAmajI 'darzanastuti'mAM kahe che, "tribhuvana tihuM kAla maMjhAra koya, nahi tuma bina nija sukhadAya hoya; prArthanA 71. Page #86 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM." mo ura yaha nizcaya bhayo Ana, duHkha jaladhi utArana tuma jihAja." ApaNuM sarvotkRSTa zreya zemAM che? ApaNane uttama padavI koNa ApI zake ema che? ApaNane sAcA sukhanI prApti kyAre thaze? ahIMyA bhaktajana, mahAna jJAnI zrI daulatarAmajI kahe che, "he paramAtmA ! A saMsArarUpI sAgaramAMthI pAra utaravA mATe ApanA jevuM bIjuM jahAja A vizvamAM che nahi, evo mArA aMtaramAM nizcaya thayo che." zrImad rAjacaMdrajI patraka 254 mAM kahe che, "svacchaMda jyAM prAye dabAyo che, tyAM pachI mArgaprApti'ne rokanArAM traNa kAraNo mukhya karIne hoya che, ema ame jANIe chIe. A lokanI alpa paNa sukhecchA, parama dainyatAnI ochAI ane padArthano anarNaya." ajJAnI jIva kahe che ke mane jema majA Ave ema huM karuM. koikavAra huM gulAbajAMbu khAuM, pachI navI sADIo pahe, pachI navA sUTa paheruM, pachI vaLI helikopTaramAM pharuM, pachI pAcho bagIcAmAM pharavA jAuM, pachI vaLI kaoNphI pIvA jAuM, pachI vaLI chokarA ramADuM, ane koka vAra pUjA paNa karuM. bhagavAna kahe che ke nirNaya karo ke AmAMthI tamArA AtmAne kalyANakArI zuM che ? ane je kalyANakArI che tenA ja mATe puruSArtha karo. bIjI vastuone bAjumAM rAkho, gauNa karo. bhale A mATe eka varSa lAge, be varSa lAge, pAMca varSa lAge, dasa varSa lAge; padArthano nirNaya karavo joie. dharma to ghaNA kare che paNa e to thAya eTalo dharma kare che. badhA kahe e pramANe dharma karuM. koI kahe Ama karo eTale huM Ama karuM chuM." e pramANe dharma na thAya, be vastuno khyAla rAkho. prArthanA Page #87 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "jina pravacana durgamyatA, thAke ati matimAna; avalaMbana zrI sadguru, sugama ane sukhakhANa.'' zrImad rAjacaMdra, patrAMka 954, gAthA-4 gurugamathI tattvane samajIne yathArtha vastuno svIkAra karavo. dharma anekAMtAtmaka che. dAnano ekalo ja Agraha karavo nahi. brahmacaryano ja Agraha karavo nahi. kSamAno ja ekalo Agraha karavo nahi. tapa-tyAgano ekalo Agraha karavo nahi. jJAnano ekalo Agraha karavo nahi. "jyAM jyAM je je yogya che, tahAM samajavuM teha; tyAM tyAM te te Acare, AtmArthI jana eha.'' --zrImad rAjacaMdra kRta zrI AtmasiddhizAstra (8) "mokSa kahyo nijazuddhatA, te pAme te paMtha; samajAvyo saMkSepamAM, sakaLa mArga nigraMtha.'' --zrImad rAjacaMdra kRta zrI AtmasiddhizAstra (123) jJAnI bhagavaMto kahe che ke jenAthI ApaNA pariNAma ujjavaLa thAya, jenAthI ApaNA pariNAma prazasta thAya, jenAthI ApaNA pariNAma zuddha thAya evo niraMtara udyama karavo. bhakta kahe che ke he paramAtmA ! mane have evo nizcaya thayo che ke have tamAre caraNe rahevAthI mAruM kAma thai javAnuM. "vizvAsa, vizvAsa, ApaNA potAnAmAM vizvAsa, paramAtmAmAM vizvAsa. A ja mahAnatAnuM rahasya che." --svAmI vivekAnaMda Faith, faith & faith Faith in self - Faith in Godhood; that is the root. That is the cause of all greatness. je manuSyane paramAtmAmAM vizvAsa che te dhIme dhIme sAcA vizvAsane anusarato thako uttama padane pAme che. "huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM.' prArthanA 73 Page #88 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Apano sevaka che huM AtmA chuM. vyavahAramAM paNa e pramANe che. mohanadAsa karamacaMda gAMdhIe 8) nakkI karyuM ke aMgrejone mAre bhAratamAMthI kADhI mUkavA che, kAraNake sauno mitra chuM." A deza emanI mAlikIno nathI. mATe e lokoe potAnA dezamAM cAlyA javuM joie. badhA kahe ke AvuM to banatuM haze ? hamaNAM pelA aMgreja sainiko Avaze to tamane mArI nAkhaze. paNa mahAtmA gAMdhIjIne daDha vizvAsa hato ane aMgrejone bhArata choDavuM paDyuM. Faith is a wonderful thing. paNa e zraddhA sAcI hovI joie. samIcIne zraddhA te AtmAne parama kalyANakArI che mATe bhavya jIvoe vAraMvAra teno prayatna karavo. zrI AtmasiddhizAstranI 126mI gAthAmAM jaNAvyuM che, "A dehAdi AjathI, varte prabhu AdhIna; dAsa, dAsa, huM dAsa chuM, teha prabhuno dIna." prabhusmaraNa' karavAnI suMdara preraNA saMto ApaNane Ape "jihi sumiranase ati sukha pAve, so sumirana kyoM choDa diyA, khAlasa Ika bhagavAna bharose, tana-mana-dhana kyo na joDa diyA, nAma-jAna kyoM choDa diyA." tUne prabhusmaraNa kyoM choDa diyA.... tUne gurusmaraNa kyo choDa diyA.. tUne AtmasmaraNa kyoM choDa diyA. -bhaktakavi khAlasa A to vizvAsanI vAta che. AvA aneka bhakta-saMtoe potAnA sarvasvanuM prabhu-gurune samarpaNa karI, potAnuM jIvana ja" dhanya ane kRtakRtya banAvyuM che. namana ho temanI zraddhAne ! Page #89 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ namana ho temanA samarpaNane ! jeNe sAcI prArthanA karavI hoya te AtmA che. tenA hRdayanI aMdara paramAtmAnI sAcI zraddhA hovI Avazyaka che Apano sevaka chuM.) sauno mitra chuM." che - anivArya che. kAraNake jIvanamAM je kAMI zakti che te kayA guNane anusare che ? zraddhA guNane anusare che. zraddhA mukhya che, ema siddhAMta kahe che. RSabhadeva bhagavAnanA stavanamAM zrImAna devacaMdrajI mahArAja kahe che, "ruci anuyAyI vIrya caraNadhArA sadhe." bhagavAne paMcAcAra kahyA che paNa paMcAcAramAM pahelo AcAra kayo che ? darzanAvAra, jJAnAcAra, cAritrAcAra, tapAcAra ane vIryAcAra. to darzanAcAra prathama che. mATe darzana eTale zraddhA je che te mukhya che. prArthanA karavAnuM kema ApaNane mana nathI thatuM? kema ApaNe sAcI prArthanA nathI karatA? bhagavAnanA darzana karIe tyAre aMtaramAM vicArIe chIe ke "A Arasa barAbara nathI ! A DAghAvALo Arasa che ! bhagavAnanuM nAka barAbara nathI! AMkho barAbara nathI !' ApaNI dRSTimAM "A bhagavAna che" evo bhAva ApaNane thato nathI. evuM kyAre thAya ? ene mATe, "je jANato ahaMtane guNa dravyane paryayapaNe; te jIva jANe Atmane, tasu moha pAme laya khare." -zrI kuMdakuMdAcArya kRta zrI pravacanasAra gAthA-80 jarUra zenI che? paramAtmAno paricaya karavAnI. guNone oLakhavAnI jarUra che. bhagavAnane ApaNe ApaNA jevA ja mAnyA che ! jIva vicAre che ke bhagavAna mArI jema khAya ? bhAI ! bhagavAna khAtA nathI. anaMta AnaMda hoya to bhagavAnane khAvAnuM kema bane? bhagavAnane khAvAthI jo sukha Upaje to pachI bhagavAnano anaMta AnaMda rahyo te khAvA para AdhArita rahyo gaNAya ! bhagavAnane khAvAnuM hotuM nathI. bhagavAnane athavA jJAnI puruSane ApaNe ApaNI sAthe prArthanA 75 Page #90 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Apano seva huM AtmA che. sarakhAvIe chIe ke A jJAnI puruSa che te traNa roTalI khAya 'che. huM cha khAuM chuM eTale emanA 50 TakA jeTalo to kharone ? sauno mitra chuM." athavA to A jJAnI be vastra rAkhe che ane huM cAra vastra rAkhuM chuM, to huM temanA 50% jeTalo to pahoMcI gayo ne !! jJAnI pAse vastra che paNa jJAnIne vastrano moha nathI. jJAnI AhAra le che paNa emane AhArano moha nathI. jJAnI kArya kare che chatAM akartA che. jJAnI vacanaprayoga kare che chatAM mauna che ! jJAnI cAle che to paNa sthira che. evuM jJAnanuM alaukika svarUpa je divase tane tArA aMtaramAM sthita thaze te divase tane kalyANanI prApti thaze. jJAnI sAthe bahArathI meLa karavAno nathI. bahArathI joine, jANIne, dekhIne vastunA svarUpano nirNaya karavAno nathI paNa tattvadaSTi keLavavAnI che. mATe paramAtmAne oLakhavA, sapuruSane oLakhavA, dharmane oLakhavo ane krame karIne jema ApaNA AtmAnuM kalyANa thAya, ApaNA bhAva nirmaLa thAya, ApaNe pApabhAvathI chUTIe, puNyabhAvamAM madhyastha rahIe, zuddhabhAvanI vRddhi karIe - AvuM ApaNe karIe to ApaNuM jIvana dhIme dhIme sanmArge vaLI zake ane ApaNA AtmAnuM kalyANa thAya. prArthanA 76 Page #91 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ # sa rakat 3:311-8 : 'rUpa + +- kAka . : kaI che jaw ba . ka. ka..... . . , i ' e e...Ija naciAnArI... .: ka kAkA kAkAnera 1:45.ka.. 6. niHspRhatApUrvaka nijadoSakathanA huM AtmA chuM, "prArthanA e vyApAra nathI, e to che bhaktanI laghutAnuM, huM Apano sevaka chuM. vizvAsanuM ane samarpaNatAnuM nirmaLa pratIka." sauno mitra chuM." tamArA dIkarAnA lagna thayA tyAre tamArA sagAvahAlAM ke mitro Ave to kaMIkane kaMIka bheTa laine Ave che. "sAheba ! ame to lakhyuM hatuM ke cAMdalo ane bheTa na svIkAravA badala kSamA karazo." tame evuM lakhyuM hoya to paNa sajjana hoya to maphatanuM na khAI jAya, aMdaramAM sAvadhAna che. kaMI paNa koI pAsethI levuM nahIM. kaMI paNa levuM paDe to te bamaNuM karIne ApavuM, cAra gaNuM karIne ApavuM. koInA upakAramAM na AvavuM. zrImad rAjacaMdra kahe che, "jagatamAMthI je paramANu pUrvakALe bheLAM karyA che te haLave haLave tene ApI daI RNamukta thavuM, e ja tenI sadA saupayogI, vahAlI, zreSTha ane parama jijJAsA che." tyAM to paramArthanI vAta che. ahIMyA vyavahAramAM paNa ema kahe che. tArA mitro ane svajano lagnaprasaMge kema AvyA ? "sAheba ! e to amAre oLakhANa hoya ane emane ApaNA pratye bhAva hoya to Ave to kharA ! emaNe vastu zuM ApI tenI kiMmata nathI. AvyA enI kiMmata che." prArthanA e vyApAra nathI. tamAro dIkaro hoya ne tamArAthI judo thaI jAya, toya ApaNe to navA varSanA divase ene tyAM javuM. 'paNa mArI sAthe jhaghaDo karIne gayo hato eTale huM to na jAuM !' putra kuputra thAya, mAvatara kamAvatara thAya nahIM. moha rAkhavo nahIM, paraMtu sadUbhAva rAkhavo. dIkarAno moha rAkhe te to ajJAnI che. ApaNe to varSamAM vizeSa nahIM paNa eka vAra to AzIrvAda devA javuM, "beTA ! zAMtithI rahejo, AnaMdathI rahejo, saMpathI rahejo ane sArA kAma karajo..." to kiMmata 7" , prama,* *kamarAijha kAzaka: saMjI mArakAma, pa rA akSara eka kaDa ja na jAya, kapha kaphaja kats BkAma pAkA makAi, karana rakasa ,nA,tAna na, ya ka aa, p*rdananate. rAmAna -jatana ka. 44 kaDaka jas grdAna makara nama, nA 1 nAma:, ka tre, at "Ev$sA, mariters' St.cl/ piN re - Anirm ajamA nA 1 prArthanA Page #92 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ huM AtmA che. vastunI nathI paNa aMtaramAM je prema che e premanI kiMmata che. Apano sevaka chuM, sono mitra che. prArthanA e bhaktanI laghutAnuM pratIka che. "he prabhu! huM Apano sevaka chuM. he paramAtmA ! huM Apano sevaka chuM." e "sevaka kahetAM ApaNuM mana pAchuM paDe che. koinA kahevAthI bhagavAnane bhaje e to ThIka paraMtu bhagavAnane to kharekhara oLakhIne aMtaramAM yAda karavAnAM che. pUrve koNe pUrNapadane (mokSapadane) prApta karyuM? mArA pahelAM anaMtA thai gayA. temanI mAre bhakti karavI che. temanI mAre AjJA mAnavI che. temanA pratye mAre dAsatvabhAve vartavuM che ema aMtaramAM bhAva Avavo joie. te che bhaktanI laghutAnuM, vizvAsanuM ane samarpaNatAnuM nirmaLa pratIka. jayAM laghutA ane vizvAsa che tyAM sAco samarpaNabhAva pragaTe che. eka daSTAMta joie. sAcA nokara ane sAcA zeThanuM. atyAre sAcA nokara ane sAcA zeTha paNa ochA rahyA. to paNa ApaNe nokarI karatAM hoie to sAcI nokarI karavI. jayAM sudhI nokarI karIe chIe tyAM sudhI sAcI karavI. parama kRpALudeva puSpamALA 39mAM kahe che, "anucara ho to priyamAM priya evA zarIranA nibhAvanAra tArA adhirAjanI nimakahalAlI IcchI AjanA divasamAM praveza karaje." - prArthanA e batAve che ke, vAraMvAra prabhunA guNono, prabhunA jIvanano, prabhunA divya vyaktitvano vicAra karI karIne cittane prabhumAM lagAvavuM, na lAge to paNa lagADavAno prayatna karavo. jo ke A jagatamAM moTA bhAganA manuSyo to potAnI koIne koI prakAranI vAMchAne pUrI karavA mATe prabhune prArthanA kare che, paraMtu ahIM sAkSAt adhyAtmasAdhanAmAM temanI gaNatarI nathI." prArthanA 78 Page #93 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAkSAt mokSamArgamAM janatAnI to gaNatarI nathI ane mumukSu che, enI paNa gaNatarI kathaMcit che ane kathaMcit nathI. duniyA kevI che ? 'matano Agraha karanArI'. kRpALudeva kahe che, "hoya matArthI tehane, thAya na AtamalakSa; teha matArthI lakSaNo, ahIM kahyAM nirpakSa.'' --zrImad rAjacaMdra kRta zrI AtmasiddhizAstra (23) "lakSaNa kahyAM matArthInAM, matArtha jAvA kAja; have kahuM AtmArthInA, Atma-artha sukhasAja." --zrImad rAjacaMdra kRta zrI AtmasiddhizAstra (33) matArthInAM lakSaNa ApaNA jIvanamAM rahe ane ApaNane mokSamArga maLI jAya te kadI na bane. matArthInA lakSaNa rAkhIne mokSamArga javAtuM nathI. mokSamArgamAM pravRtti benI ghaTe che : eka AtmajJAnInI ane eka AtmajJAnInA AzrayavAnanI. to AtmajJAnI che e to Highway (mokSamArga) para caDI gayA ane mumukSu che e Highway para caDavAnI taiyArImAM che. (Approach-Road u52 che.) duniyAmAM loko zuM kare che ? jagatanA jIvonI jiMdagI kevI gai ? ane ApaNI jiMdagI paNa atyAra sudhInI kevI gai ? dareke potapotAnI rIte vicArI levuM. "tUne divasa gaMvAyA khAyake aura rAta gaMvAyI soyake; hIrA janama amola thA, kauDI badale jAya re...'' moTA bhAge ApaNuM jIvana te pazunI mAphaka vItI gayuM. chatAM AcArya bhagavaMta karuNAnA sAgara che. je samaya gayo te gayo, have je dasa-vIsa varSa bAkI che tene tuM sudhArI le. huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM.' prArthanA 79 Page #94 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM.' prArthanA 80 jeTalA pramANamAM dUdhapAka hoya eTalA pramANamAM khAMDa nAkhavI. ema ApaNe paNa mokSamArgamAM jo AgaLa vadhavuM hoya to puruSArtha paNa teTalA pramANamAM karavo joie. jagatanA manuSyo to koine koi prakAranI vAMchA mATe paramAtmAne bhaje che, te manuSyo tattvane samajyA nathI. temane uttama padanI prApti thavAnI nathI. "jeoe prArthanAnA rahasyane jANyuM che teo A jIvanamAM prabhu pAse kAMi yAcanA karatA nathI ane parabhavamAM paNa koi laukika vaibhavanI icchA karatA nathI." bhakta saMtoe to kahyuM : "jAcuM nahIM suravAsa, puni nararAja, parijana sAtha; budha jAcahuM tuva bhakti bhava bhava, dIjiye zivanAthajI.'' --kavivara budhajana kRta zrI darzanapATha zrImad rAjacaMdrajIe ene vidheyAtmaka rIte kahyuM che : "bhajIne bhagavaMta bhavaMta laho.' A diSTa keLavavI. A diSTa keLavavAthI uttama padanI prApti che. thoDI vastu mAgI levAthI maLaze to kharI paNa halakI maLaze. nahi mAge to uttama vastu maLaze ! bhagavAna pAse zuM mAgavuM ? "aba houM bhavabhava svAmI mere, maiM sadA sevaka raho; kara joDI yoM varadAna mAMgyuM, mokSaphala jAvata laho." --kavivara budhajana kRta zrI darzanapATha dAsatvabhAvanI vAta cAle che. bhaktimArgano krama che : (1) vAom : jagatanA padArtho pratye aMtarano vairAgya (2) vAsom : 52mAtmAnI zaraNAgati Page #95 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (3) soDam: paramAtmAnuM ane mAruM svarUpa nizcayathI ja AtmA che. eka che. Apano sevaka chuM, sIno mitra chuM." (4) adam: bhakta-bhagavAna jayAre eka thaI jAya che tyAre te vANIno viSaya nathI raheto ane jagatanA jIvonI buddhino viSaya paNa nathI raheto. A StagemAM sAkSAt premanI samAdhinI prApti thaI jAya che. bhakta kahe che, "jyAM sudhI huM pUrNapadane prApta na karuM tyAM sudhI he paramAtmA ! huM tamAro dAsa chuM." A vAta na besatI hoya to gautamasvAmIne yAda karavAM. gautamasvAmIne karoDo zloka moDhe hatA. emaNe pote 500 ziSyone dIkSA ApI hatI. AkhA bhAratamAM emanuM nAma gAjatuM hatuM. evA zrI gautamasvAmI, paramAtmA zrI mahAvIrane joine kahe che, "tahatu" (ApanI AjJA mane mAnya che.) jo ke zarUAtamAM teo bhagavAna sAme Takkara le che ! mahAvIra bhagavAnanA samavasaraNamAM teo haju dUra che tyAM avAja Ave che, "indrabhUti Avo!" Amane mArA nAmanI khabara che ! paNa AkhI duniyA mAruM nAma jANe che, eTale e paNa jANatA haze. paNa ema huM kAMI namaskAra karuM evo nathI." haju AgaLa jAya che tyAM prabhu kahe che, "tamArA manamAM AtmAnA astitva viSe zaMkA che ?" are !! A to mArA manamAM je che e jANI gayA !! huM pUchavA Avyo chuM e paNa teo jANI gayA !" pachI gautamasvAmInuM samAdhAna thAya che tyAre prabhunI zaraNAgati svIkArI le che. bhagavAnane mAna paNa nathI, apamAna paNa nathI. bhagavAnane koIne ziSya banAvavA nathI. tAre so vAra , mokSaprAptinI garaja hoya to tuM emane zaraNe jA. ApaNane ghaNIvAra ema lAgatuM hoya ke "sAheba ! mArA bApAne paNa huM A prArthanA Page #96 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Apano 2 huM AtmA che. koi divasa page lAgyo nathI, to vaLI tame to paramAtmA, sAdhu-saMtone page lAgavAnuM kaho cho ! huM duniyAmAM koIne page sauno mitra chuM." lAgato nathI !" "bhailA ! tuM A bhavamAM bhale koine page na lAgyo to paNa satparuSone page lAgavA jevuM che." ApaNe bhagavAnane vaMdana karIe, bhagavAnane bhAvapUrvaka page lAgIe to zuM thAya te vAta "sAmAyika pATha'mAM jaNAve che, "jAke vaMdana thakI doSa duHkha dUrahi jAve, jAke vaMdana thakI muktitiya sanmukha Ave; jAke vaMdana thakI vaMdya hove suraganake, aise vIra jineza vaMdiho kramayuga tinake." (1) je jIva paramAtmAne bhAvapUrvaka ane temane oLakhIne vaMdana kare che, tenA badhA doSa ane badhA duHkha naSTa thai jAya che. (2) muktitiya sanmukha Ave - mokSarUpI lakSmI ApaNe levA nIkaLyA chIe te sAmI Ave che ke huM tamArA caraNanI dAsI chuM ! (3) devo, indro, ahamindro vagere AvIne sAcA bhaktane vaMdana kare che. A aMge vistRta mAhitI mATe ratnakaraMDazrAvakAcAra' 41mo zloka vAMcavo. "kAmI krodhI lAlacI, Inase bhakti na hoya; bhakti kare koI zUramA, jAti barana kula khoya." -saMta kabIradAsajI "vaNalobhI ne kapaTarahita che, kAma krodha nivAryA re; bhaNe narasaiyo tenuM darzana karatAM, kuLa Ikotera tAryA re." -bhaktakavizrI narasiMha mahetA prArthanA 82 Page #97 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che, ApaNane AvI dazA ekadama prApta na thAya. paNa "AvI dazA prApta thaI zake che' evI zraddhA thaI zake che. bhagavAna sAcA che' evuM atyAre ApaNe pAkuM karI levuM joie, have tenuM Conclusion kare che. "bhakti pUrNatA pAmavAne yogya tyAre thAya che ke eka tRNamAtra paNa hari pratye vAcavuM nahIM, sarva dazAmAM bhaktimaya ja rahevuM." -zrImad rAjacaMdra vacanAmRta patrAMka-25) eka ghAsanuM taNakhaluM paNa bhagavAna pAse mAgavuM nahi. mAgIe to halakuM maLe. kAraNake mAgIe e icchA che ane icchA che e pApa che. dhAro ke 100 DIgrI puNya thayuM hoya ane mAgIe to 50 DIgrI baLI jAya. Acid hoya tenI aMdara Alkali nAkho to AcidnI jaladatA ochI thai jAya, ema paramAtmAnI sAcI bhaktithI je phaLa prApta thavAnuM hoya e ApaNe mAgIe to e ochuM thaI jAya. trIseka varSa pahelAM narasiMha mahetAnuM calacitra (Picture) AvyuM hatuM. moTAbhAIne bhakti bahu priya eTale kahe ke ApaNe narasiMha mahetAnuM A calacitra jovuM ja che. temAM narasiMha mahetAnuM caritra batAve che. gherathI nIkaLI gayA pachI narasiMha mahetA gAmanA goMdare potAnA iSTadevanA satata jApa kare che. sAta divasa ane sAta rAtri vyatIta thaI jAya che. bhagavAna prasanna thAya che, kahe che, "narasiMha ! tArI bhakti, tArI tapazcaryA, tArA bhAvathI huM prasanna chuM. bola tAre zuM joie chIe ?" bhagavAna ! mAre to kAMi joituM nathI. mAre to tame joie chIe. eTale ke tamArI bhakti joie che !" A rUpakanA arthamAM che. vedAMtamAM e pramANe paddhati che. narasiMhane mananA kAkA na karavA anamAtAnA matadAnanI tAkAta kAnAbAraNAvAyA ajanana nanananana nAmanA kAnamawAmA kanaka karatA tamAma kAma karavA mATe mArA nA kAkA ane tamArA pAra karIne . prArthanA 83 WWW.jainelibrary.org Page #98 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM. "huM AtmA chuM, bhagavAnanI lIlA batAve che. tyAM narasiMha evA tallIna thai jAya che ke potAno hAtha baLI jAya che eno paNa kAMi khyAla raheto nathI ! ApaNe kahIe chIe ke 'atyAre ghaNI takalIpha che to prabhu pAse mAgI levA do ne !!' ApaNA karatAM saMtobhaktone ghaNI takalIpha hatI. toya teo kahe che ke 'bhagavAna ! tamAre je karavuM hoya te karo. huM ema nahi kahuM ke tame mAruM A kAma karI Apo !!' prArthanA 84 jJAnIonI vANI gurugamathI samajavAnI che. jJAnIonI vANIno sIdho artha kare to potAnuM kalyANa na thAya. potAnI buddhithI jJAnInI vANI samajavI nahIM. jyArathI ApaNI sAdhanA paddhatimAM satsaMga ane bhakti ochAM thai gayA che tyArathI ApaNI dharmamArgamAM joie tevI pragati thatI nathI. bhakti ane satsaMgane ApaNe videza mokalI dIdhAM che ! ema kRpALudeva kahe che. ApaNuM AdhyAtmika dRSTie patana kema thayuM ? satsaMga ane bhaktine videza mokalyA che mATe. jIva mAne che ke "A badhAnI kAMi jarUra nathI ! mArI pAse to ghaNI buddhi che, eTale huM zAstro vAMcIne jJAna prApta karI laIza !!'' mAtra zAstro vAMcavAthI jJAna thAya nahIM. zAstro te bhagavAnanI vANI che eTale pUjya che. paNa kRpALudeva kahe che ke zAstramAM mArga kahyo che, marma to satpuruSanA aMtaramAM che. niHspRha bhakto ja bhaktisAdhanAnI caramasImAne pAmIne potAnA jIvanane kRtakRtya kare che. mokSamArga lAMbo che ane mokSamArgamAM jaie tyAre vacce ghaNAM vighno paNa Ave che. tame thoDuM pavitra jIvana jIvo eTale mumukSuo tamane ema kahe ke mahArAja ! badAma-pistA khAo. mahArAja ! lADavA khAo vagere... ApaNe emane AdhIna thaine badhuM nahIM karavAnuM. mahApuruSone riddhi-siddhi pragaTe to teno upayoga teo aMgata Page #99 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svArtha mATe karatA nathI. jenAthI, bhaktanI sAdhanAmAM cittavRti sthira thAya, AjIvikAnI ciMtAmAMthI te mukta thai jAya eTaluM ja karAya. bAkI ene bahu saMpatti ApI de ane e sAco bhakta na hoya to saMpattimAM ja rokAi jAya ane mokSamArgathI cyuta thai jAya. mATe ApaNe khAsa khyAla rAkhavAno che. jema jema dharmamArgamAM AgaLa vadhIe tema tema duniyAnI aneka prakAranI lAlaco, parIkSAo Avaze. to te vakhate ApaNe sAvadhAna rahevuM. bhagavAnanI paNa AvI kasoTI thayelI. dareka dharmAtmAonI AvI kasoTI thai che. bhagavAnanI to vizeSapaNe thAya. bhagavAna mahAvIra jyAre potAnI sAdhanA karavA jaMgalamAM gayA tyAre lokoe bhayabhIta banIne kahyuM, "jAzo mA prabhu paMtha vikaTa che, jherabharyo eka nAga nikaTa che, hAtha joDIne vinave vIrane, loka badhA bhaya pAmI; mahA bhayaMkara e mAragamAM vicare mahAvIra svAmI.' kAmakrodhAdi bhAvo e badhA nAga che. e caMDakoziyA che. bhagavAna kahe che ke 'kAMi vAMdho nahi, ame to amArA mArgane vaLagI rahIe chIe. je thavAnuM hoya te thAya. samatA rAkhavI, zAMti rAkhavI, potAnA AtmasvabhAvane-ratnatraya mArganesamAdhine khovI nahi, e amArA jIvananuM dhyeya che.' eTale pachI bhagavAna aMte jItI jAya che. ApaNe paNa evo prayatna vAraMvAra karavo. "nijadoSakathana e AtmasudhAraNAnuM eka agatyanuM aMga che, jevI rIte vyavahArajIvanamAM koinuM najIkanuM svajana gujarI gayuM hoya ane te vyakti na raDatI hoya to tene raDAvavAmAM Ave che ke jethI enI aMtaravyathA haLavI thai jAya, tevI rIte paramArthamAM dinapratidinanA jIvanathI ApaNane je doSa lAgyA hoya athavA pramAdathI koi moTo doSa thai gayo hoya to tenuM "huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM. prArthanA 85 Page #100 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Apano [ AtmA che. sadguru ke prabhu samakSa nivedana karIne prAyazcitta karavAthI te doSa haLavo thaI jAya che ane bhaktajana te doSathI mukta thaI sauno mitra chuM." zake che." prAyazcitta, niMdA ane gaha... traNeyane AmAM lai lIdhA. prAyazcitta eTale potAnA thayelA doSonuM niSpakSapaNe kathana karI tene potAnA jIvanamAMthI visarjita karavA, potAnA jIvanamAMthI Subtract $241, Abolish 52441.241 Gui i $2?" Abolish eTale Permanently gone. Subtract eTale bAdabAkI karI. paNa bAdabAkI koI vAra saravALo thaine pAchI Ave to? ke nA, evuM mAre karavuM nathI. Not subtraction, Abolition... khalAsa karI nAkhavA. vacanAmRta patrAMka 901 mAM eka evo zabda vAparyo che. "pralaya thAya che.' patrAMka 901mAM, cAritra mohanIyano nAza kevI rIte karavo te samajAvyuM che. doSone evI rIte kADhavAnA ke pharIthI te ApaNA jIvanamAM Ave nahi. pharIthI AvI jAya evuM karavuM nahi. kAcuM kAma karavuM nathI. Permanent Abolition - to e kevI rIte thAya ? to ke ahIMyA enI eka paddhati, enA mATe khAsa AvA zabdo jJAnIo mUke che. AcArya bhagavAne zabdabrahma ema kahyuM che. parabrahmane batAvanAra zabdabrahma che. eTale patraka 901mAM "cAritramoha, cetanyanA - jJAnI puruSanA sanmArganA naiSThikapaNAthI pralaya thAya che." jJAnIpuruSanA sanmArganI niSThAthI pralaya thAya che, emAM baMnenuM mAhAmya kahyuM. jJAnIpuruSanI AjJAnuM mAhAmya kahyuM, tyAM nimittanI mukhyatAthI kathana kahyuM ane emAM je niSThA karI tyAM upAdAnanI mukhyatA che. jayAre utkRSTa puruSArtha thAya tyAre nirbhuja samAdhinA baLathI cAritramoha pralaya thAya che. pralaya zabda duniyAmAM vaparAya che ne ? koka dahADo evuM thaze ke badhuM pralaya thai javAnuM? evuM kaMi thavAnuM nathI. tuM ciMtA na karato. evA pralaya thAya tyAre kaMI badhuM khalAsa thai jatuM nathI. prArthanA ! 86 Page #101 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ e to badhuM badalAyA kare. jaLa tyAM sthaLa ane sthaLa tyAM jaLa, evuM thayA karavAnuM. kAma, krodha, lobha, moha, mada, matsara ane ajJAna je che, teno pralaya karavAno che, koi kahe ke sAheba ! huM A doSa nahi karuM. ema nahi !!! divALImAM tame vAsaNa mAMjone ! tame pahelAnAM jamAnAmAM kevA mAMjatA hatA ? have to vAsaNa ja na rahyA. gharamAMthI have pittaLa to jatuM rahyuM. pahelAM to naLA ne goLI ne gAgara te badhuM hatuM ! A vAsaNane barAbara lIMbuthI ane AmalIthI mAMjo, pachI traNa-cAra vAra mAMjo. pahelAM to pelI bAi mAMje, pachI tame pote mAMjo, ane pachI varasAdanuM pANI hoya tenAthI pAchuM barAbara tene Rinse karI nAkho, aMdara ane bahAra, eTale eka varSa sudhI enA para jhAMya paNa lAge nahi. pachI kabATamAM mUkI do. pachI kahe ke mArA gharamAM to huM khUba cokhkhAi rAkhuM ! aMtarano arIso jyAre evo cokhkho thAya tyAre bhagavAna ApaNane phuvaDa na kahe. nahi to tyAM sudhI ApaNe badhA phuvaDa chIe !! ApaNA jIvananuM kAMi ThekANuM che ? game tyAre khAie chIe, game tyAre pIe chIe, game tyAre sUI gayA, game tyAre uThavAnuM, thoDI bhakti karI nAkhI, thoDo svAdhyAya karI nAkhyo, jarA Ama karyuM, thoDI vAto karI, patI gayo divasa !! ema na hoya ! Time to Time, je kArya je samaye vivekapUrvaka ka2vAnuM che, te kAryane te samaye vivekapUrvaka karavuM e ja vyavahAra cAritra kahevAya che. enA sivAya koi ja upAya nathI. je kArya je samaye, je rIte, je vidhithI upayogapUrvaka karavAnuM che, te kArya karavuM ja joie. paraMtu ApaNe haju uttama sAdhaka nathI, niyamita sAdhanA karavAthI manane ekAgra thavAnI Training maLe che ane mana samajI jAya che ke cAlo, sAmAyikano TAima thai gayo. cAlo, bhaktino TAima thai gayo. cAlo, uThavAno TAima thai gayo. manane evI Teva paDI jAya che. paramAtmAnI AjJA pramANe te pravartatuM thai jAya che. basa mokSa eTalo ja che. mokSa keTalo ? "huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM.'' prArthanA 87 Page #102 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "huM AtmA chuM, "mA IIM thaMo mApaIUtavo " bhagavAnanI AjJA pramANe ApaNuM Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra che. mana sAdhanA kare, ArAdhanA kare, enuM nAma ja dharma ane evo dharma karavAthI mokSa thAya ja. bhagavAna samakSa potAnA doSonI kabUlAta karIne, paramAtmAnI sAkSIe je prAyazcitta karavAmAM Ave ene niMdA kahevAmAM Ave che, ane jJAnI guru bhagavaMtane badhA ApaNA doSa kahI ane pachI je prAyazcitta karavAmAM Ave enuM nAma gaha che. to vastu to ekanI eka che. paraMtu vacce gurunuM mAdhyama hovAthI ApaNe vadhAre sajAga rahIe chIe. tamArA jIvanamAM paNa evuM bane che. jayAre koI ekAeka evI AghAtajanaka bInA bane ane koI raDe nahi ne to ene raDAvavAmAM Ave che. khabara che ne? zA mATe raDAvavAmAM Ave che? aMtaramAM DUmo bharAyelo rahe to Medical nI dRSTithI paNa ene blaDapresara vadhI jAya ane kAM to hArTaeTeka AvI jAya, kAM to lakavo thai jAya, Tenzana vadhI jAya, Emotionally bahu ja upset thai jAya, eTale pachI zuM kare ? raDe. AMkhomAMthI AMsu nIkaLe... da... daDa.. to eTalA mATe ene raDAvavAmAM Ave che ke jethI A rIte aMtarano ubharo nIkaLI jAya. "zrI bRhad AlocanA'mAM, "A mAruM duSkRta mithyA thAo', ema kahIne prAyazcitta kare che. guNa grahaNa karavAno ane doSa choDavAno prayoga jayAM sudhI nahi karIe tyAM sudhI sAdhanAkendramAM lAkha varSa rahe to paNa AtmAnuM kalyANa thAya nahi. TUMkamAM, paramAtmAnI sAkSIe potAnA doSa pragaTa karIne temane jIvanamAMthI visarjita karavA eTale niMdA; ane gurudevanI sAkSIe prAyazcitta karI e dopone visarjita karavA ane bhagavAna gaha kahe che. e prArthanAno eka prakAra che. AtmazuddhinI A prakriyAno siddhAMtamAM vipulapaNe vistAra prArthanA karyo che tyAMthI abhyAsIoe tenuM avalokana karI levuM. 88 Page #103 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (1) prAyazcittanA nava prakAra zrI tattvArthasUtranA navamA "huM AtmA chuM, adhyAyanA 22mA sUtramAM kahyA che. Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM." (2) daza prakAranA doSothI rahitapaNe cAra prakAre AlocanA karavAnI zAstramAM AjJA karI che. emAM e ja sUtranI sarvArthasiddhinI TIkA ane niyamasAranI 108mI gAthAmAM e vAta jaNAvelI che. (3) lAlA raNajitasiMhakRta "zrI bRhad AlocanA' ane nAnI AlocanA' mAM badhA doSo bhagavAna samakSa kahevAmAM AvyA che. "vaMdo pAMco paramaguru, covIsoM jinarAja, kahuM zuddha AlocanA, zuddhi karanake kAja." he prabhu ! mArA jIvanamAM je je doSa lAgyA che. e doSone huM ApanI samakSa jaNAvuM chuM. sAmAyika pATha (6 Avazyaka karma)mAM paNa kahe che, "he sarvajJa jineza ! kiye je pApa ju meM aba, te saba mana vaca kAya yogakI gupti binA labha, Apa samIpa hajUramAMhi meM khaDo khaDo saba, doSa kahuM to suno karo naTha duHkha dehi ja." -sAmAyika pATha (cha Avazyaka kamI pratikramaNa karma, gAthA-2 jagatanA manuSyo ane sAmAnya mumukSuo sAmAyika bole che ane vizeSa mumukSuo ane jJAnIo sAmAyika kare che. jagatanA jIvone mATe ane sAmAnya mumukSuo mATe It is a Vocal Exercise. ane uttama mumukSuo ane jJAnIo mATe It is an intense exercise and effort for self purification. jJAnIo mATe upayogAtmaka, nijazuddhikaraNanI eka bhAvAtmaka kriyA che. jagatanA manuSyo yoganA stare ja dharma karI zake che, ane Page #104 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "huM AtmA chuM, upayoganA stare karI zakatA nathI. Ama ja cAle che. mATe Apano sevaka chuM, sono mitra che anaMtakALa sudhI anaMta jIvo saMsAramAM ja rakhaDavAnA che. cAramAMthI koi paNa gati pAme mATe nizcayathI upayoga te dharma. upayogavantaH khalu bhAgyavantaH / ema jenA aMtaramAM khyAla AvI gayo ane jeNe enuM pAramArthika rIte anusaraNa karyuM tene AcAryazrI kahe che, "he bhavya ! tArI mukti have koI rokI nahIM zake." jyAre AtmA jAgI jAya tyAre karma bhAgI jAya che ane AtmA na jAge to karma tenI upara caDhIne teno parAjaya karaze. atre to eTaluM ja kahevuM basa thaze ke potAnA doSonuM kathana khullA dilathI karavuM joie. pUrve thayelA ucca koTinA mahAtmAo paNa potAnA doSonI nikhAlasapaNe kathanI karI kevI kevI rIte doSarahita thayA che te have ApaNe joie. Lives of Great men all remind us to make our lives sublime. bhagavadgItAmAM zrIkRSNa kahe che, __ mama vartamAnu vartante manuSyA pArtha sarvazaH / ame je raste jaie te raste duniyAnA manuSyo jAya che mATe amAre bahu dhyAna rAkhavuM paDe ke ame khoTe raste na jaie. jo mahApuruSa eka bhUla kare to bIjA aneka manuSyo e bhUlanuM pUnarAvartana kare che. mATe mahApuruSo kahe che ke utAvaLa nA karo. je yathArtha che, je samyaka che, je samIcIna che, je svapara hitakArI che, te ja ApaNe karIzuM. je sarva mATe kalyANakArI che, te ja kArya ApaNe karIzuM, evI ja vANI ApaNe bolIzuM. A rIte mahApuruSo potAnA AtmAne sadA jAgRta rAkhe che. eTale teo mahAna che. "zrI deva-zAstra-guru pUjAnI jayamAlAmAM ApaNe bolIe chIe, prArthanA 9 Page #105 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Apano seva "jaba jaga viSayo meM racapacakara gAphila nidrAme sotA ho; "huM AtmA che. athavA vaha zivake niSphaTaka pathameM viSakaMTaka botA ho. sauno mitra chuM." ho ardha nizAkA sannATA vanameM vanacArI zarate ho taba zAMta nirAkula mAnasa tuma tattvokA ciMtana karate ho." -"zrI deva-zAstra-guru' pUjA-jayamAlA, gAthA 20-21 mahAna munIzvaro zuM kare che? "karate tapa zela nadItaTa para taratala varSAkI jhaDiyo meM; samatArasa pAna kiyA karate sukha duHkha donoM kI ghaDiyo meM." -"zrI deva-zAstra-guru pUjA-jayamAlA, gAthA 22 A mahApuruSonuM ciMtana karavAthI duniyAnA iSTa padArtho maLaze, paNa enAthI tane sAcuM sukha nahi maLe. paisAmAM sukha nahi maLe. bALakomAM sAcuM sukha nahi maLe, baMgalAmAM sAcuM sukha nahi maLe, kAraNa ke sukha tyAM che ja nahi. muni bhagavaMta kahe che, bhAI ! ame paNa moTA samrATa hatA, paraMtu gurudevanI AjJAthI ane emanA upadezane aMgIkAra karavAthI amAruM kAma thai gayuM. "guru ke upadeza samAgamase, jisane apane ghaTa bhItarameM, brahmAnaMda svarUpako jAna liyA, (AtmAnaMda svarUpako jAna liyA, nijAnaMda svarUpako jAna liyA,) una sAdhana aura kiyA na kiyA. nAma liyA prabhukA jisane." jema tame nAnA chokarAone pArkamAM laI jAo cho tema have mahApuruSonI duniyAmAM ApaNane laI jAya che. prArthanA 2000 varSa pahelAthI A cAlu kare che. 91 Page #106 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - "huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM." "je azubhabhAve doSa kaMI kIdhA vacana, mana, kAyathI; guru samIpa niMdA tenI kara tuM, garva ke mAyA tajI." -zrI kuMdakuMdAcArya kRta bhAvapAhuDa - 106 zrI kuMdakuMdAcArya racita bhAvapAhuDa eTale aSTapAhuDa paikI eka sauthI moTAmAM moTuM pAhuDa. ATha pAhuDamAMthI sauthI moTuM 165 gAthA pramANe te bhAvapAhuDa che. kAraNake 'bhAvathI mokSa. sAhasa ane zista vagara siddhi prApta thaI zakatI nathI. AcArya kahe che, marI jAo to paNa zista rAkho ! zrI kuMdakuMdAcArya kahe che ke he vatsa! tArAthI mana-vacana-kAyAthI jo doSa thai gayA hoya to te, zrI sadgurunA caraNasamIpe jaIne garva ke mAyAno tyAga karIne doSonI niMdA kara. tArA hRdayanI kitAba khullI karI de. muni mahArAjane to kAyAthI pApa bahu ochA thAya, vacanathI koka ja vAra thAya, manathI thai jAya kokavAra. ApaNe guru samakSa jaine kahevuM, "he gurudeva ! huM nIca chuM, huM duSTa chuM, huM pApI chuM, meM mahAna duSkRtyo karyA che." jo aMtaramAM thayo hoya 80 TakA doSa ane 60 TakA batAve to mahAna pApa lAge. 80 TakA hoya to pUrA 80 TakA doSa batAvI devo joie ane je prAyazcitta gurudeva Ape te saharSa Adara sahita page lAgIne grahaNa karavuM joie. bhale traNa divasanA upavAsa hoya to paNa te grahaNa karavA joie. traNa kalAka UbhA UbhA dhyAna karo, AMkha paNa kholatA nahi, evuM paNa kaDaka prAyazcitta Ave. jevI jenI yogyatA hoya, jevo jeno doSa hoya e pramANe prAyazcitta Ape to sarva prakArano garva ane mAyA tyajIne ApaNe aMtaranuM prAyazcitta karavuM, paNa haju jIvane to potAnI bhUlonI ja khabara paDatI nathI !! eTale kRpALudeve eka jagyAe evuM kahyuM ke upayoga evo prArthanA 92 Page #107 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, sUkSma rAkho ke sUkSmamAM sUkSma doSa paNa dekhAI Ave. potAnA doSa jovA mATe Electron miscroscope ane bIjAnA doSa jovA mATe baMdha AMkho. potAnA doSa jovA hoya to hajAra gaNA moTA karo. bhartuharinA nItizataka'mAM teozrI kahe che ke potAnA rAI jeTalA doSone himAlaya jeTalA moTA karIne jonAra keTalA? ane bIjAnA meru samAna doSone rAI jeTalA jANanAra keTalA? evA A duniyAmAM be-cAra saMto che. bAkI badhAya ema kahe che ke mArAmAM doSa ja nathI. ApaNe badhA zuM kahIe chIe? "A badhA nakAmA che ane A badhAmAM kAMI AvaData nathI ane mArAmAM to koi doSa che ja nahi !' jayAM sudhI ApaNI AvI vRtti che tyAM sudhI ApaNo vikAsa saMbhava nathI. 'paNa sAheba ! bIjAne bagADe ne !" "bIjAne bagADe te tAre nahi kahevAnuM ! saMtapuruSane jaIne kahI Ava ke A bhAi che te AvuM kare che to ghaNAne muzkelI thaze, eTale eno koi upAya hoya to kahejo." paNa tAre koi mumukSune sIdhuM kAMI kahevAya nahi. kAraNake enI viparIta asara thaze. samaye samaye jIvanamAM kema vartavuM ene mATe AcAryadeve pahelI vAta prAyazcittanI kahI. have AgaLa... "ThagavA vibhu A vizvane vairAgyanA raMgo dharyA, ne dharmano upadeza raMjana lokane karavA karyA vidyA bhaNyo huM vAda mATe, keTalI kathanI kahuM? sAdhu thaIne bahArathI dAMbhika aMdarathI rahuM." -zrI ratnAkarapaccIsI - 9 pote sAcA sAdhu nathI ema pote ja kabUla kare che. kAraNake jayAM daMbha che, mAyA che tyAM sAcuM sAdhupaNuM hotuM nathI. zrAvakapaNuM paNa na hoya, to pachI sAdhupaNuM to kyAMthI hoya ? prArthanA Page #108 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra A duniyAmAM je aneka mahAna doSo che, emAM be doSo bahu moTA che : (1) abhimAna ane (2) lokone chetaravAnI jIvanapadhdhati. eka che "meM baDA". jo ke ApaNe AvuM bolatA na hoIe to paNa ApaNI AMkho parathI khabara paDe che. uparanA doSo hoya to AtmajJAna tArAthI lAkho gAuM dUra che. kevA guNa pragaTAvavA joie ? "zIla ratana ke pArakhuM, mIThA bole bena, saba jagase UMcA rahe, nicA rAkhe naina." -zrI lAlAjI raNajItasiMhajI kRta zrI bRhad AlocanA paNa A vAta ApaNe bhUlI jaie chIe. DAphoLiyA mAravAnI khoTI Teva paDI gayelI che. tethI navA navA karmo lAkhonI saMkhyAmAM eka eka sekaMDamAM AtmAne coMTe che, enuM A jIvane bhAna nathI. jIva mAne che ke "bhagavAnathI huM chupAvI dauM, saMghathI badhuM chUpAvI dauM, bIjAthI badhuM chUpAvI dauM." paraMtu 'dAbI DUbI nA rahe, rUi lapeTI Aga" -zrI lAlAjI raNajItasiMhajI kRta zrI bRhad AlocanA jIva mAne ke huM ekalo jaMgalamAM jaI pApa karuM to kone khabara paDe ? "bhAI ! bhagavAnane badhIya khabara che." vaLI, jaina dharmanuM avalaMbana lenArA atyAre vANiyAnI community (koma) che. vANiyAmAM mAyAcAra vizeSa hoya evuM kathana sarvatra che. ApaNA samAjamAM eTalA badhA Differences of opinion ane gaccha, upagaccha ane upa upa gacche che. darekano saMpradAya judo. eka guru hoya, enA traNa ziSyo thAya. e traNe pAchA gurunI hayAtImAM ja potapotAnI saMpradAya sthApe ane pachI potAne kahe ke hama to svayaMbudhdha hai, hamAre koI guru nahi prAthanA Page #109 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, sono mitra chuM." hai !! pAchA sAMjanA zuM bole? 'aparAdhI gurudevako, tIna bhuvana ko cora' -zrI lAlAjI raNajItasiMhajI kRta zrI bRhad AlocanA gurunuM nAma gopave che e traNa lokanI corI karatAM moTI corI che paNa ApaNe AvuM karIe chIe kema ? ApaNI je mAyAcAranI prakRti che mATe bhagavAna ke ghara dera hai magara aMdhera nahi hai paraMtu AjakAla jagatanA jIvone huM AtmA chuM, mane pApabaMdha thAya che, A pApano udaya thatAM mArAM chakkA chUTI jaze - evI pAramArthika zraddhA nathI. tethI teo nIca kRtyo karatAM aTakatAM nathI ane nIce jIvana jIvIne aneka mAyAcAra kare che. pote ja potAnI jAtane du:khanA mahAna khADAmAM laI jAya che. ApaNe haMmezAM sAvadhAna rahIne pApabhAva ApaNAthI na thAya enI niraMtara kALajI rAkhavI. kadAcita thai jAya to tarata bhagavAna pAse sAcA hRdayathI mAphI mAgI levI. e ja A vizvamAM sukhI thavAno upAya che. aMtarano vairAgya nathI ane bahArathI vairAgya lIdho che to - 'tyAga na Take vairAgya vinA karIe koTi upAya che.' bahArathI tyAge ane aMdarathI bhaje evA jIvano mokSamArgamAM praveza nathI. to dharmano upadeza kone mATe che? je svAdhyAya karavAthI potAne phAyado na thAya te svAdhyAya nathI. svAdhyAya anyane mATe che e to vyavahAra kathana che. svAdhyAya te potAnA AtmAnI zraddhA daDha karavA ane potAne prApta thayeluM jJAna pAkuM karavA mATe che. duniyAnA lokone mATe svAdhyAya nathI, evuM zrI kuMdakuMdasvAmIe niyamasAra'nI chellI (187mI) gAthAmAM kahyuM che, "nijabhAvanA arthe racyuM meM niyamasAra - suzAstrane, sau doSa pUrvApara rahita upadeza jinano jANIne." prArthanA Page #110 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM.'' prArthanA 96 AcAryazrI bhAvanA bhAve che ke 'A bhavamAM eTalA karmo kApI nAkhuM ke AgalA manuSyabhavamAM jevI dIkSA lauM haju guru to-dIkSA sArI thai- ema kahetA haze tyAM to pahelA sAmAyikamAM kevaLajJAna !' kema ? AgalA bhavanuM bhAthuM laine ja AvyA hatA. pUrA ja karI nAkhyA hatA karmone, thoDAka ja bAkI hatA. evuM pAMDavoe AgalA bhavamAM kareluM hatuM. evuM bharata cakravartIe AgalA bhavamAM kareluM hatuM. 'dravyasaMgraha'nI brahmadevasUrinI TIkAmAM Ano vistAra Ave che. ziSya pUche che, 'he bhagavAna ! A RSabhadeva bhagavAne to hajAra varSa tapa karyuM. ane A pAMDavo, bharata cakravartI ane gajasukumArane to phaTa daine mokSa thai gayo. evuM kema thayuM ?' tyAre AcAryadeva javAba Ape che ke, 'he bhavya ! AgalA bhavamAM pote utkRSTa jJAna sahitanI tapazcaryA karIne potAnI karmarAzine atyaMta alpa karI nAkhelI. tethI alpakALamAM sAmAyikanI sidhdhi karIne kaivalyanI prApti karI.' ApaNe paNa atyAre e pramANe karmone kApI nAkhIe to AgalA bhavamAM ApaNe vadhAre mAthAkUTa karavAnI bAkI ja na rahe temaja A bhavamAM paNa AnaMdano anubhava thAya, zeSa jIvana AnaMdamAM vIte ane mukhya to mRtyu mahotsava bane. dharma karavAthI AgalA bhavamAM svarga-mokSanA sukha maLaze, atyAre to du:kha ja sahana karavAnuM - AvuM bhagavAnanA mArgamAM parokSa nathI. sAco dharma karIe to vartamAnamAM AnaMdano anubhava thAya jeTalA AtmAnA AnaMdanI prApti teTalI pAramArthika sAdhanA ane jeTalo tenA mATe prayatna teTalI vyavahArika sAdhanA. 'vidyA bhaNyo huM vAda mATe, keTalI kathanI kahuM ?' ApaNe koinI sAthe vAdavivAda karavAno nathI. e vAta Page #111 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'niyamasAra'mAM AcArya mahArAje karelI che ke jIvo vidhavidha ja A che, karmo vidhavidha che, labdhi vidhavidha che. tethI sva ane para Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM." matanA AtmAo sAthe vAdavivAda kartavya nathI. i.sa. 1983mAM zrI jinendravarNI mahArAje sallekhanA lIdhI. ApaNA eka mumukSu bhAie prazna pUchayo, "mahArAja ! ApanA jIvanano anubhava kaho." tyAre emaNe je vAto kahI hatI emAMnI mukhya A pramANe che : "AhAranI zudhdhimAM sAvadhAna raho. caritravAna manuSyono samAgama karo. matamatAMtaramAM paDo nahi. dararoja eka rasano tyAga karavAno udyama karo." vicAravAnuM che. ApaNe mAtra copaDI vAMcIne mokSe nathI javAnA. copaDI vAMcavI to sArI che. bhagavAnanI vANInuM adhyayana karavuM e to ApaNI pharaja che paraMtu emAM aTakI nathI javAnuM. emAM je kIdhuM eno thoDo thoDo dararoja prayoga karavo. Adapt, Adjust, Accomodate - e syAdvAda zailI che. prArthanAmAM potAnA doSo kADhavA vinaMtI karavI. tAra ho tAra prabhu, muja sevaka bhaNI, jagatamAM eTaluM sujaza lIje; dAsa avaguNa bharyo, jANI potA taNo, dayAnidhi dIna para dayA kIje. rAgadveSe bharyo, moha verI naDyo, lokanI rItimAM ghaNuMya rAto; krodhavaza dhamadhamyo, zudhdha guNa navi ramyo, bhamyo bhavamAMthI huM viSayamAto. zrImad devacaMdrajIkRta mahAvIra svAmIjI stavana ApaNane ApaNA jIvanamAM koI doSa ja dekhAto nathI ! prArthanA ApaNe ema kahIe chIe ke, "kAMI jUThuM bolu chuM? huM kAMi 97 Page #112 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "huM AtmA chuM, corI karuM chuM ? mArAmAM koi doSa nathI !!' 'bhAi ! jenAmAM Apano sevaka chuM, koi doSa na hoya evA to munimahArAja paNa nathI. sarva sauno mitra chuM." doSathI rahita to ekalA paramAtmA che. aDhAreya doSa na hoya evA mAtra eka paramAtmA che.' prArthanA 98 bhale ApaNane ApaNA doSo dekhAtAM nathI paNa asaMkhya doSo che ! zrImad devacaMdrajI mahArAja mahAna bhakta che. 'vAcaka' nAmanuM pada emane maLeluM che. lagabhaga baso - savA baso varSa pahelAM khaMbhAtamAM teozrI thayelA. kRpALudeve paNa vacanAmRtamAM emanA ghaNA padya avatarita karelA che. ahIMyA teozrI kahe che ke 'huM Apano dAsa chuM. ghaNA avaguNothI bharelo chuM, he dayAnA sAgara ! Apa muja garIba upara dayA karajo. huM rAgadveSathI bharelo chuM. moharUpI vairI mane naDyo che ane loko kahe che ema huM karuM chuM paNa sAco dharma hajI huM karato nathI.' ApaNI dRSTi kyAM che ? loko kahe ema nathI karavAnuM paNa ApaNA 'bhAva' sArA thAya ema karavAnuM che. loko to ema ja kahe ke khUba khAo, khUba pIo, khUba kamAo ane UMghI jAo !! jyAre koi maLe tyAre zuM kahe che ? 'kema sAheba ! tabiyata kema che ? dhaMdhApANI kema cAle che ? dIkarA-dIkarInuM badhuM barAbara che ne ?' paraMtu koi evuM pUche che ke AjakAla kayuM zAstra vAMco cho ? kayA sadguNo keLavo cho ? kayo navo niyama lIdho ? kyAM tIrthayAtrA karI ? loko AvuM na pUche kAraNa ke emane dharmanI kaMi khabara ja nathI ! emane lAge che ke AvuM badhuM je navarA mANaso hoya athavA gharaDAM hoya te kare ! evuM che nahi. lokomAM evo rivAja che, paNa e rivAja lokomAM che. mumukSue to loko kahe ema nahi karavAnuM, eTalA mATe pote kahe che, - lokanI rItimAM ghaNuMye rAto' - rAto eTale emAM huM ruci rAkhIne ramyo. atyAra sudhI zuM karyuM ? Page #113 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ he paramAtmA ! kSamA svarUpI mAruM svarUpa te meM koI "huM A divasa grahaNa karyuM nahi ane krodha karyo. Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM.' bhamyo bhavamAMthI huM viSayamAto" pAMca indriyanA viSayonA bhogamAM jene majA Ave e ajJAnanuM lakSaNa che. "sAheba ! gulAbajAMbu khAvAnI khUba majA Ave. huM oNphisathI nIkaLuM eTale menejara phona karI de ke zeTha nIkaLI gayA che, eTale enI bA ane badhA mArA beDarUmamAM erakaMDIzana cAlu karI de. pachI huM ghera jaIne ATha-dasa roTalI ne traNa-cAra vADakA rasa khAIne pachI cAra-pAMca vAgyA sudhI sUi jAuM. bahu majA Ave che. juo, tabiyata kevI tAMbA jevI che ne !!" "he bhAi ! tAre ane tabiyatane nizcayathI kharekhara kAMi saMbaMdha nathI. bhara yuvAvayamAM je dago daine cAlI jAya che, evA A zarIrano bharoso jJAnIo karatA nathI." mahApuruSo kahe che ke, ajJAnanI nizAnI zuM? ApaNe ajJAnI chIe ke jJAnI, e nakkI karavuM hoya to koIne pUchavA javAnI jarUra nathI. pote nakkI karavuM. mane khAvApIvAmAM bahu majA Ave, mane paisA kamAvAmAM ja bahu majA Ave, Akho divasa chokarAo sAthe ramavAmAM bahu majA Ave, navAM navAM kapaDAM paherIne pharavAmAM majA Ave ane potAno jayajayakAra thAya emAM bahu majA Ave to samajavuM ke ajJAnI che. jJAnIne A badhAmAM rasa na Ave. teo vicAre che ke khAvA mATe jIvato nathI, jIvavA mATe khAuM chuM. vaTa mAravA mATe ke zRMgAra mATe kapaDAM nathI paheryA. sAmAjika rivAja che ane zarIranA rakSaNa mATe kapaDAM paheryA che. ema dareka bAbatamAM samajI levuM. ApaNe cazmAnI sonAnI daza hajAranI phrema na paherAya. ApaNe lAipha TAima zepharsa ke pArkara pena vAparavAnI jarUra nathI. ApaNe traNa rUpiyAvALI ke pAMca rUpiyAvALI pena vAparavI. "mArI pAse karoDo rUpiyA che to zuM 99 prArthanA Page #114 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che. karuM ?' tArI pAse bahu paisA hoya, to paramAtmAnA caraNe mUkI Apano sevaka chuM. devAnA. bhagavAna mAgatA nathI paNa bhagavAnane samarpita karyA sauno mitra chuM." vinA, gurune samarpita karyA vinA mamatva jatuM nathI. ekavAra samarpita karI de pachI guru kahe che ke A jaDa padArthane ame grahaNa karatA nathI. tame tamAruM mamatva karyuM te prazaMsanIya che. vacanAmRtamAM kRpALudeva kahe che ke, jJAnI puruSa pratye tana-mana-dhana samarpaNa karyA vinA jIvane ahaM - mamatva jatuM nathI. jJAnI te grahaNa karatA nathI paraMtu temAMthI mamatva choDavAnuM upadeze che. ApaNe ajJAnI chIe ke jJAnI ? jo duniyAmAM bahu TesaDo Avato hoya, - bahu majA AvatI hoya - to ajJAnI kahevAya. jJAnIne duniyAnA kAma karavA paDe paNa karavAnI ruci na hoya. vaLI, kAma karavAnI ruci aMtarathI na hoya to saMjogo paNa evA thAya ke dhIme dhIme emAMthI chUTo paDI zake. A eka niyama che. paramakRpALudeva jaNAve che ke, dInabaMdhunI dRSTi ja evI che ke chUTavAnA kAmIne bAMdhavo nahIM, baMdhAvAnA kAmIne choDavo nahIM. ApaNe kahIe chIe ke mAre to bahu dharma karavo che paNa chokarA mane kahe che ke bApA ! tame ahIMyA ja raho. bApA ! tame amArA Income Tax nA copaDA lakho. bApA ! tame amArA korTanuM ane amArI Property nuM saMbhALo. chokarAone paNa kahevuM joie ke "tamAro mitra chuM, gulAma nathI !' ApaNI raheNIkaraNIthI teo samajI jAya ke bApA ApaNA mitra che, paNa bApA ApaNA "sAcukalA' sagA nathI. koi koinuM sAcukaluM saguM nathI. nahi to choDIne koi jAya ? neminAtha bhagavAna mA-bApane raDatA choDIne jAya ? rAjuladevI to vaLI mAthuM pachADe che ane mAbApa raDe che. baLadeva ane kRSNa paNa kahe che ke "nA jaiza. tuM ATalo nAno chuM, chokaro prArthanA 100 chuM, tane khabara na paDe. 50 varSa pachI dIkSA leje. (te vakhate Page #115 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ moTA AyuSya hatA) amAre paNa mokSe javuM che, tAre ekalAne "huM AtmA chuM, { Apano sevaka chuM, ja javuM che kAMi ? cAla have lagna karI le!" kahenAra to Ama sauno mitra chuM." jJAnI che. zrIkRSNa, baLadeva emanA mAtApitA badhA jJAnI che, paNa rAgane lIdhe kahe che. jyAre nirmohI neminAtha kahe che, "evuM na kaho ! he mAnA AtmA ! he pitAnA AtmA ! tame to jJAnI cho. tame jANo cho ke paramArthathI huM Apano putra nathI ane Apa mArA mAtA-pitA nathI. A to eka sAmAjika vyavasthA che. eTalA mATe jenI vivekajyoti pragaTI che evA mArA AtmAne Apa AzIrvAda Apo ke alpakALamAM huM kevaLajJAna prApta karuM. tamane khabara che ke je mArga para huM jai rahyo chuM, te ja mArge Apa thoDA samayamAM javAnA cho. mATe Apa rAgadveSa na karo ane mane zubhAzIrvAda Apo ke jethI mAro AtmA uttama dhyAnamAM lAgI jaIne samAdhinA prabhAvathI anaMtajJAna ane anaMta AnaMdanI prApti kare." loko kahe ema na karAya. loko kahe ema karIe to to saMsAramAM DUbI jaIe, paNa bhagavAne je kahyuM, gurudeve je kahyuM, saMtoe je kahyuM te anusAra jIvana jIvavuM. mAtra kahyuM nathI ! emaNe to potAnA jIvanamAM pahelAM caritArtha karyuM, anubhavyuM, anubhavIne pachI upadeza karyo. to sAcA saMto copy karIne lakhatA nathI. zAstro copy karIne na lakhAya. zAstro to aMdarathI sphare, jema duniyAmAM paNa jagatanA jIvone moha svAbhAvika che. tamAro dIkaro tamane vahAlo lAge temAM tamAre prayatna karavo paDe ?" mAtRtva e premanuM pratIka, poSaNanuM pratIka, rakSaNanuM pratIka, saMskRtinuM pratIka che. yAda na karavuM paDe. 'tamAro dIkaro kyAre vahAlo lAge ? jyAre navaDAvo tyAre ja vahAlo lAge ?" "nA sAheba ! covIsa kalAka vahAlo lAge. rAtanA to huM jhabakIne jAguM, bAbalo raDe che evuM mane lAge !" jema 101 prArthanA Page #116 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - - - - - - - - - Ykara ur , , + + 10, ' " fna eka 'Fer Firs , gamaM 4',5 , pa, * 17 keka nA ghaw , ke che "huM AtmA chuM, mAtAone bALaka pratye prema svAbhAvika che, jema jagatanA Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM." jIvone moha svAbhAvika che. ema jJAnIone jagatanA jIvonuM kalyANa thAya evo sahaja karuNAbhAva hoya che. jo ke tene teo bahu Pursue karatA nathI paNa hoya che. to ja tIrthakara bane ne ! "savI jIva karuM zAsanarasI' mane "jevo AtmAnA AnaMdano anubhava Avyo tevo sarva jIvone AtmAno AnaMda anubhavamAM Avo' ema aMtaramAM jayAre tIrthakara bhagavAnane bhAva thayo ke tIrthakara nAmakarma baMdhAI gayuM. eTale ahIM kahe che ke he bhagavAna ! lokonuM kahyuM ke karyuM. meM krodhAdi bhAva karyA ane zudhdha evo mAro kSamA svabhAva, emAM ramyo nahi kAraNa ke, "bhamyo bhavamAMhi huM viSayamAto" joyuM che gAmaDAmAM ! gAmaDAmAM moTA ukaraDA para besIne Akhalo zIMgaDA dvArA kacaro uDADe. e konA para paDe ? potAnA upara ja paDe. pAcho Ama jue ke huM kevuM moTuM kAma karuM chuM ! eka to ukaraDo khUMde che, potAnuM zarIra bagADe che ane pAcho nAka phulAve che ! are ! bhAI ! AvuM kAma karavuM yogya nathI. ApaNe kacarAmAM (viSayakaSAyamAM) ALoTIe chIe ane AtmAne bagADIe chIe. toya pAchA kahIe ke sAheba ! "huM karoDapati chuM ! huM kAMi tamArA jevo phUTapAtha para sUnAro nathI !' kRpALudeva kahe che, "lakSmI ane adhikAra vadhatAM, zuM vadhyuM te to kaho? zuM kuTuMba ke parivArathI vadhavApaNuM, e naya graho; vadhavApaNuM saMsAranuM nara dehane hArI javo, eno vicAra nahIM ahoho ! eka paLa tamane havo !!!" -zrImad rAjacaMdra kRta zrI mokSamALA zikSApATha-67 dIkarA, baMgalA, paisA vagerethI moTAI nathI. moTAI to 102 potAnA "bhAva" sArA che ke nahi tenA para che. mArAmAM kSamAdi ja eka ratA ka kAma karatA jAna mAM - - ri, + - - - - - - - -* , rahevA makara,11 -- -- e five prArthanA Page #117 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ guNa che ke nahi te vicAravuM. zarIra bahu sAruM hoya to sevA "huM AtmA chuM. karo. paisA bahu vadhI gayA hoya to dAnamAM do ane buddhi bahu Apano sevaka chuM sauno mitra chuM." hoya to jagatanA jIvone sArI zikhAmaNa Apo. Ama karo to zarIra kAmanuM, paiso kAmano ane budhdhi kAmanI kahevAya. paNa zarIrathI bIjAnI sevA na karIe, paisAne pUrapATa dAnamAM na ApIe ane budhdhine sAcA mArge na vAparIe to ApaNI traNeya vastumAM bhagavAna kahe che, "mela emAM pULo.' 'tArA DahApaNamAM lAgI lAya re UMgha tane kema Ave?" -bhaktakavi zrI RSirAja he bhagavAna ! huM ajJAnathI saMsAramAM AthaDyo. have Apane zaraNe Avyo chuM. Apa mane svIkAro. Apa mane ApanA sevaka tarIke svIkAro - ema devacaMdrajI mahArAja kahe "burA ju dekhana meM calA, burA na miliyA koI, jo dila khojA ApanA, mujha sA burA na koI." -mahAtmA zrI kabIradAsajI ApaNe Akho divasa bIjAnI niMdA karyA karIe chIe ke A bhAI nathI sArA. A bena sArA nathI, A mahArAja barAbara nathI.emanI potAnI caryA pALatA nathI. A paMDitajIne kAMI barAbara AvaDatuM nathI vagere. Akho divasa bIjAnI lapa karIe chIe ! moTA puruSoe ene sauthI moTAmAM moTuM pApa kahyuM che. uttamA svAtmaciMtA cA, madhyama mohaciMtanA, adhamAM kAmaciMtA syAd, paraciMtA adhamAdhamA." (1) uttama svAtmaciMtA syAd - je potAnA AtmatattvanuM ciMtavana kare che te mahAna dharmAtmA che. uttama puruSa che. prArthanA 103 Page #118 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (2) madhyamAM mohaciMtanA - kaMI kAma karavuM paDe - mArI "huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka che. A javAbadArI bAkI che, ATaluM kAma karavAnuM bAkI che vagere ciMtA kare te madhyama puruSa che. (3) adhamA kAmaciMtA syAd - potAnI aMgata jarUriyAto pUrI karavAmAM je racyopacyo rahe che e adhama che. (4) paraciMtA adhamAdhamAM - paNa duniyAnI je ciMtA kare che eTale ke doDhaDAhyo thaIne vagara maphatanI bIjAnA jIvanamAM dakhalagIrI kare che ane bIjAnA durguNone bahAra pADe che, bIjAnI niMdA kare che e A duniyAmAM sauthI nIcamAM nIca manuSya che. eTale ApaNe A kakSAmAM AvatA hoie to emAMthI nIkaLI javuM ane UMcI kakSAmAM javuM. to kabIrajI kahe che ke, huM duniyAne jovA nIkaLyo, pachI eka saMta maLyA ane temaNe kahyuM, "tuM aMdara jone !" to meM aMdara joyuM to lAgyuM ke ahoho ! mArA jevo kharAba koI nathI ! zrImad rAjacaMdrajI jaNAve che, "adhamAdhama adhiko patita, sakala jagatamAM huMya; e nizcaya AvyA vinA, sAdhana karaze zuM?" - zrImad rAjacaMdra patrAMka ra64, gAthA-19 ApaNe sAdhanA kema nathI karatA ?' "sAheba ! mAre sAdhanA karIne zuM karavAnuM? mArAmAM kAMI doSa hoya to ne !!! jJAnIo kahe che ke, "adhamAdhama adhiko patita sakaLa jagatamAM huMya paNa ApaNI AMkho mohane lIdhe ughaDatI nathI. bhaktonI, saMtonI, jJAnIonI khAsiyata che ke potAnA doSone bhagavAna samakSa rajU karIne temanuM AtyaMtikapaNe zaraNuM grahaNa karavuM. uttara bhAratanA suprasiddha saMta kavi sUradAsajInuM prasiddha 104 pada che - prArthanA Page #119 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ + xii nama: ,fot 33 najharakA ka mark "mo sama kauna kuTila khala kAmI, * "huM AtmA chuM, jina tanu diyo tAhi bisarAyo, aiso nimaka harAmI." Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM." pachI potAne bhUMDa kahe che ! "bhari bhari udara viSayako dhAvo, jaise sUkara grAmI, harijana chAMDa hari-vimukhanakI, nisidina karata gulAmI. / pApI kauna baDo che mote, saba patitaname nAmI, sUra patitako Thaura kahAM hai, suniye zrIpati svAmI. rA chelle kahe che ke he bhagavAna! tamArA sivAya mAruM koI zaraNa nathI. A rIte potAnA doSone bhagavAna samakSa rajU karIne potAnA jIvanamAMthI kADhavAnI prakriyA ApaNane samajAve ,kapaw ke rAjakAranar :-kama- ++++++ +AkAkA kara. tamA ka kAma rA., pIja, nakaka kanaka +saka, paramakRpALudeva racita "vIsa doharA' che te paNa vicAravA. atyAre ApaNe letA nathI kAraNa ke moTAbhAge ApaNe dararoja enuM pArAyaNa paNa karIe chIe. "Alocanavidhi thakI doSa lAge ja ghanere, te saba doSa vinAza houM turta jina mere; bAra bAra Isa bhAMti moha, mada, doSa kuTilatA, irSAdika bhaye niMdiye je bhayabhItA." -paMDita zrI mahAcaMdrajI kRta sAmAyika pATha, gAthA-10 je bhavya dharmAtmAo mokSamArgamAM AgaLa vadhavA icche che temaNe potAnA doSonI niMdA karavI. kayA doSonI? moha, 101 .pa . A + ' , , fa,vasi , kamakama- kama-maraka shruti F4 Page #120 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * sauno mitra che "huM AtmA chuM, mada, doSa, kuTilatA, irSA vagere. ApaNA jIvanamAM savArathI Apano sevaka chuM, sAMja sudhImAM je je doSa thAya che te te doSa ApaNe sAMje joI javA ane ApaNA jIvanamAMthI visarjita karavA. he bhagavAna ! meM Aje krodha karyo. he bhagavAna ! meM Aje lokonI niMdA karI. he bhagavAna ! huM jUThuM bolyo. he bhagavAna ! meM bIjA lokone chetaryA. he bhagavAna ! meM evA evA khoTA vicAro ane khoTA pApanA kAma karyA. have AvA pApa huM nahi karuM. - "he bhagavAna ! huM bhUlI gayo ema sAcA hRdayathI je prArthanA kare che ane bIjI vakhate e pApa karavAno prasaMga thAya tyAre tarata ja yAda Ave che ke are ! meM to bhagavAna samakSa AnI AlocanA karI che. have huM bIjI vAra AvuM pApa na karuM. bhUlathI thai gayuM te thai gayuM. kevI rIte ? nAnuM bALaka hoya te kokavAra tame AghApAchA ho ane bhUlathI saLagatA kolasAne aDI gayo hoya pachI tame zuM kaho cho ? "u... u... bhailA ! u.. uM..." eTale e paNa tamane koI vAra zikhAmaNa de, "mammI ! u... u... mammI ! u. u... mammI ! tuM ene aDatI nahi. cIpiyAthI pakaDaje." mammIne cAra varSano bAbalo zikhAmaNa Ape ! je doSo ApaNe prAyazcittamAM bhagavAnanI sAkSIe visarjita karyA hoya, e doSa karavAnI bIjI vAra prasaMga Ave tyAre vicAravuM ke "bhagavAnanI sAkSIe A doSo mArA jIvanamAMthI meM visarjita karyA che. mAre e doSano prasaMga karavo nathI." Ama, vAraMvAra mahApuruSo potAnA jIvanamAMthI sarva 106 doSone kADhIne uttama cAritrane prApta kare che. mahAvIra bhagavAna prArthanA Page #121 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paNa Ama karatA hatA. cAra jJAnanA dhAraka, dIkSA lIdhA pachI A kArya karatA hatA ! 'kevI rIte ? koNa emanA guru' guru emane nahotA. teo svayaMbuddha hatA. chellA bhavamAM temane guru hotA nathI. to bhagavAnanI sAkSIe karatA hatA. munimahArAjane dravyapUjA na hoya. kAraNa ke e moTA thai gayA. 'tamAro 25 varSano dIkaro che. te tamArI AMgaLI pakaDIne cAle ?' 'sAheba ! eTalo moTo bAbalo to mArI AMgaLI pakaDato haze ? ene kAMi jarUra nahi. have to e potAnI jAte cAlato thai gayo.' muni mahArAja moTA che. emane kaMi caMdana vagere dravyonI jarUra nathI. ciMtanamAM, dhyAnamAM bese to alpa prayatnathI emane paramAtmAnuM dhyAna lAge che, zuddhAtmAnuM dhyAna lAge che. evA mahAna parama yogyatAvALA munijano che. bhagavAna paNa AvuM karatA hatA. to ApaNe to karavuM ja joie ne ! bhagavAna jyAre muni hatA tyAre bAreya prakAranA tapa karatA hatA ne loko ema kahe che ke bhagavAna to ekalA upavAsa karatA hatA ! ekalA upavAsa kare to kAma thAya ? bAreya prakAranA tapa bhagavAna karatA hatA paNa emAM mukhya to dhyAna hatuM. dhyAna ane kAyotsarga be mukhya hatA ane sAthe sAthe bIjA badhA tapa paNa karatA hatA. paNa loko to kahe che ke mahAvIra bhagavAne 175 divasanA upavAsa karyA e sauthI moTuM tapa che. paNa bhagavAne AtmAnuM dhyAna karIne samAdhi dvArA badhA karmo bALI nAkhyA enI lokone khabara nathI; kAraNa ke loko to bahAranI ceSTA jue paNa mAMhyalo je kare che te vadhAre agatyanuM che. "dhyAna dharIne ekalA UbhA covIsamA jinarAja, karma khapAvavA tapasyA kare che, ghora jaMgalanI mAMya; ke UbhA covIsamAM jinarAja." AtmA chuM, "huM 2 Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM.'' prArthanA 107 Page #122 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM." ws r} -- ,.res-**- ke mAda*_1.piDatuM, .12 :r< y karA mahAao , maheka na karajajAna, kapha-kAphaka na nanana kaDaka nana + virATa ne + nanana +nana bhagavAne upavAsa karyA e vAta paNa sAcI ane bhagavAnane upavAsa thaI gayA e paNa sAcuM. bhagavAnane jamavAnuM yAda ja nahotuM AvatuM ! ApaNe to savAre, bapore, sAMje ane rAte - ema cAra vAra khAIe toya ema lAge che ke haju mAre khAvuM che ! khAine UbhA thAya ane pAMca miniTa pachI koI kahe ke "lo A nAraMgI' 'lAvo ne bhAI !' koI kahe ke "lo cA pIzo ?" "ApaNe to Anytime is tea time.' A mArI tamArI vAta kevI che ! "sUkara' divasamAM 20, 30, 40, 50 vAra khAya toya kahe ke Aja kAMI meM khAsa khAdhuM nathI ! to ApaNe kevA chIe ? karmane AdhIna. AtmAmAM jAgRta nathI. potAnA kalyANanA mArgamAM daDhatva nathI. potAnA AtmAnA kalyANanA mArgamAM daDhatA hovI joie. loko kahe, gharavALA kahe ema nahi karavAnuM. prabhunI AjJA zuM che ? gurudevanI AjJA zuM che ? te vicAravuM, te pramANe jIvananuM Ayojana karavuM, to pahelA samakitamAM avAya. "svaccheda mata Agraha tajI, varte sadgurulakSa; samakita tene bhAkhiyuM, kAraNa gaNI pratyakSa." -zrImad rAjacaMdra kRta zrI AtmasiddhizAstra (17) "roke jIva svachaMda to, pAme avazya mokSa; pAmyA ema anaMta che, bhAkhyuM jina nirdoSa." -zrImad rAjacaMdra kRta zrI AtmasiddhizAstra (15) loko kahe ema nahi karavAnuM, paraMtu ApaNA AtmAnuM jenAthI kalyANa thAya, jenAthI ApaNane zAMti maLe, saMvaranirjarA thAya, pApa na thAya ane viziSTa puNyAnubaMdhI puNya vadhe e prakAranI bhAvanA ane jIvana jIvavAnuM che. +++ kirtsmamarAja + maka kA nadaw+++ , ,lakavw, karma na ja manama kAja kAma wriAma etrLaka kagr* hAjara karatA jAya , + = kami nA nAma,na - - Jre.*" --- , , , , *, *an, - r prArthanA 108 Page #123 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - - - - , et Tr*:18I, A- .ke. # .# # # che , Fi[+jAma 7. karelA doSo pharI na karavAnI pratijJA "huM AtmA chuM, The Process of salvation is the process of self Apano sevaka chuM, purification. ApaNe moTA pApa to na ja karavA ane AgaLa sauno mitra chuM." upara nAnA pApa paNa na karavA. eTale koI paNa doSa karavA nahi e mokSano mArga che. pApa e moTo doSa che. puNya e paNa nAnA doSa che. potAnI kakSA pramANe samajavuM. badhAya doSa nIkaLI jAya tyAre mokSa thAya. "vItyo kALa anaMta te, karma zubhAzubha bhAva; teha zubhAzubha chedatAM, Upaje mokSa svabhAva." zrImad rAjacaMdra kRta zrI AtmasiddhizAstra (90) puNyakArya choDavAnI jarUra nathI paDatI paNa te mokSamArgamAM AgaLa vadhatAM chUTI jAya che. pahelAM to sadguru ane paramAtmAnuM dhyAna karavAnuM paNa pachI jema jema dhyAnamAM AgaLa vadhe tema tema paramAtmA ane sadguru paNa visarAi jAya ne eka potAnA AtmAnA zuddha jJAnasvarUpanI aMdara lIna thaI jAya. ene uttama dhyAna kahevAmAM Ave che. pahelAM to ApaNe gurudevanuM, paramAtmAnuM dhyAna karavuM paDe, maitrI Adi cAra bhAvanAo, bAra bhAvanAo bhAvavI paDe. paNa e karatAM karatAM pachI jema jema AgaLa vadhe tema tema zuM thAya? "te paNa kSaNa kSaNa ghaTatI jAtI sthitimAM, aMte thAye nijasvarUpamAM lIna jo. apUrva avasara evo kyAre Avaze?" -zrImad rAjacaMdra, patrAMka 738, gAthA-5 "prArthanAnA prakramamAM, sAdhaka potAnAthI thaI gayelA doSono kevI rIte saMpUrNa ekarAra kare che te vAta ApaNe AgaLa re djarmakAja karAya che. nA, kAjalara kAna,w, ri-r- tu mAnavAma kA nAma makara : , Trait mana , , , , , , ka, I prArthanA 1 9 Page #124 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM. prArthanA 110 joi gayA.'' prArthanAnA prakramamAM eTale enI sAdhanAnA SequencemAM. prakrama eTale upakrama. ekalo upakrama nahi, eka pachI eka Steps je laie emAM. prArthanAnA prakramamAM eTale prArthanA karavAnA ProcessnA judAjudA Steps mAM. jeNe ahaMkAra ane mAyAcAra choDIne potAnA doSonI kabUlAta karI che teno Azaya doSothI rahita thai sadguNasaMpanna thavAno che. mokSanA mArgamAM be moTA cora ApaNane lUMTavAvALA che. (1) ApaNuM abhimAna ane (2) bIjAthI chupAvavAnI rIta (mAyAcAra) "sAheba ! kone khabara che ? jamAnA pramANe goTALA cAle !'" "bhAi, jamAnA pramANe goTALA na cAle ! tArA vyavahArajIvanamAM calAvavA hoya to calAva. ahIMyA mokSanA mArgamAM goTALo na cAle.'' bhagavAne 175 divasanA upavAsa karyA. ApaNe 175 kalAkanA upavAsa karIe to paNa prazaMsanIya che. 175 miniTanA upavAsa kare to paNa sAruM. paNa bhAvanA evI karavI ke, mAre 175 kalAkanA upavAsa karavA che. sAcA upavAsa karavA. AtmA potAnA zuddha bhAvamAM nivAsa kare ane cAreya prakAranA AhAra grahaNa na kare athavA yathAzakti traNa ke cAra prakAranA AhArano tyAga kare tene upavAsa kahe che. svAgha, khAdya, lehya ane peya evA cAre prakAranA AhAra hoya che. emAMthI je prakAranA choDI zakAya teTalA choDavA. na choDI zakAya to choDavAnI bhAvanA karavI. mAyAcAra karavAno nathI. bhagavAnanA mArgamAM AvyA to ApaNA jIvananI kitAba bhagavAna pAse kholI devI, to ja kAma thAya. pachI bhagavAna kaheze ke kitAba kholI to kharI paNa have badhuM lakhyuM che te bhUMsI nAkha. 'eTale zuM lakhyuM che ?' 'A Page #125 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ badhuMya khoTuM lakhyuM che. mArA cAra dIkarA che, mArA pAMca baMgalA "huM mAtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, che, A badhI milo mArI che, mArI pAse sonAnA ghareNAnA sIna mitra sAta seTa che, mArI pAse traNa karoDanuM jhaverAta che, mArI tabiyata bahu sArI che, mAruM nAma paTela maganabhAi chaganabhAi che, huM Olli yol Eg 249.91 2012ALL Association il President chuM, huM brahmacArI chuM, huM moTo mumukSu chuM, meM ATalA zAstro lakhyAM che, meM ATalA lokone tIrthayAtrA karAvI che..... bhUsI nAkha badhuM - karI zakIza AvuM ?' "evuM to na thAya !" "to pachI hamaNAM mokSa nA maLe, hAlato thA." "A dIkarA mArA nahi to konA che ?" "are bhAi ! e dIkarA tArA kahevAya paNa tArA nathI !? ApaNe ApaNI jIvananI kitAbamAM je khoTuM lakheluM che e bhUMsI nAkhavAnuM. bhAI ! korI pATI hoya to bodha pariNAma pAme. eTale ApaNe je ApaNI jiMdagInA copaDAmAM khoTuM khoTuM lakhyuM che e badhuM bhUMsI nAkhIne bhagavAnane kahevuM ke bhagavAna ! Apa kaho tema have huM karavA taiyAra chuM. he paramAtmA ! ApanI AjJA pramANe huM navajIvana banAvavA mAguM chuM. We are re-born when we come in contact with enlightened saint. sAcA saMtanA zaraNamAM AvatAM ApaNuM jIvana navajIvana pAme che. duniyAmAM tamAre evuM che. brAhmaNImAM janoI paherAve eTale zuM kahevAya ? dvija eTale bIjI vAra janmyo. jayAre jIva sAcA saMtanA zaraNamAM Ave tyAre tenuM navuM jIvana eTale sAcuM jIvana cAlu thAya che. e pahelAnuM jIvana vyartha che. e pahelAMnA bAkInA varSo je 20, 30, 40, 50 gayA te kevA gayA ? "huM aMtaramAM thaI rAjI, khelyo chuM avaLI bAjI, avaLI savaLI karanArA, tArI karuNAno koi pAra nathI." Ama to duniyAnA) moTA lokone to jarA khoTuM lAge 111 - prArthanA Page #126 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Apa - "huM AtmA chuM, evuM che. "sAheba ! tamane bAvAone zuM khabara? baMgale Avajo sauno mitra chuM." to khabara paDe ke huM koNa chuM ! moTA pradhAno mAre ghera AMTA khAya che !' "are bhAI e badhuM puNyanuM kAraNa che. e kAMI tAro AtmA nathI. satya samajavuM hoya to paramAtmAnuM jIvanacaritra vAMcavuM.' kadAca tuM ema kahe ke "e purANamAM to badhA gappA mAryA hoya ! A badhA bhagavAna - tIrthakara badhu ThIka' "are bhAI ! tane purANanI vAta mAphaka na AvatI hoya ne to rAjacaMdrajInI kathA vAMcI jaje. dararojano lAkho rUpiyAno vepAra karatA hatA. to paNa gharAka Ama moDhuM pherave eTale e paNa potAnuM moDhuM pheravIne potAnA AtmAnA jJAnanI vAto ane AtmAnI bhAvanA karavA besI jAya ane thoDA divasa thAya eTale mohamayI (muMbai)nA mohamAMthI chUTavA mATe iDara, kAvIThA, khaMbhAta, uttarasaMDA vagere sthaLoe ekAMta sAdhanA karavA jatA kAraNa ke teo jANatA hatA ke hIrA-mANeka-motIno vyApAra vagere AtmAne sukha daI zakatA nathI." hIrA-motI vagerenuM mamatva patharA thaine mokSanA mArgamAM vacce caDaze. mATe eno bahu paricaya karavo nahi. bIjA na jANe evI rIte pApa karavAnI vRtti mArA - tamArA saunI aMdara thoDI ghaNI paNa athavA vadhatA-ochA aMze -rahelI hoya to e ApaNe kADhI nAkhavI kAraNa ke, bhagavAnathI ApaNe kAMI chupAvI zakatA nathI. "jeNe ahaMkAra ane mAyAcAra choDIne potAnA doSonI kabUlAta karI che teno Azaya doSothI rahita thaI sadguNasaMpanna thavAno che. jeno A nirdhAra daDha thayo che, teNe saguru ke prabhunI sAkSIe pratijJA levI ja rahI ke pharIthI have A doSa nahIM karuM.' AnuM nAma vyavahAracAritra, AnuM nAma saMkalpabaLa. je prArthanA 1 1 2. Page #127 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mumukSu che eNe koikane koika sAro niyama, koikane koika "huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, sAruM vrata, koikane koika satkArya karavAnI pratijJA levI joie. sauno mitra che.. sAheba ! meM manamAM niyama dhArI lIdho' "badhuM manamAM ne manamAM na hoya. tArI duniyAnuM badhuM kAma manamAM kare che?" "lagna karyA hatA to manamAM lagna karyA hatA ?' "nA... nA... sAheba ! mArA lagnamAM to AkhuM gAma AvyuM hatuM. mAro vaTa paDato hato !" bhagavAna kahe che ke tAro vaTa paDI gayo !' badhuM manamAM ne manamAM na hoya. bhagavAna dIkSA le to manamAM letA haze ? tArA lagnamAM to cAra-pAMca hajAra mANasa AvyA hatA, paraMtu bhagavAnanA dIkSA kalyANakamAM indro, ahamindro, manuSyo vagere Ave che. aho dhanya prabhu ! dhanya ApanuM sAhasa ! dhanya ApanI hiMmata ! dhanya ApanuM parAkrama ! aho ! Apa evuM kArya karavA mATe jaI rahyA cho ke je A vizvamAM kalyANaka tarIke ujavAya che ! e to bhagavAnanI vAta che. ApaNe to bhagavAnanI pAse sAva kSudra chIe. bhagavAna meru che to ApaNe kIDI samAna paNa nathI ! to paNa paddhati to emanI ja aMgIkAra karavI joie. eTale ApaNe paNa yathApadavI, yathAsamaye je niyama, vrata, pratijJA, saMkalpa levAnA hoya tenI taiyArI atyArathI karavI kAraNa ke enI taiyArI karavA mATe be-pAMca divasa na cAle, bAra mahinA - be varSa to enI prekTIsa karavI paDe. kAraNake emAM niyamita AhAra, niyamita vastraparidhAna, niyamita dhyAna, niyamita sAmAyika, niyamita bhakti, niyamita lekhita svAdhyAya, niyamita maMtralekhana vagere badhuMya karavuM paDe. "nA sAheba ! mane AvuM to nA phAve !" "na phAve to paNa phavaDAvavuM ane lokonI sAme jovuM nahi. evo ApaNe badhAe prayatna karavAno che ane ApaNA doSone visarjita karavAnA che, saguNone grahaNa karavAnA che ane daDhatAthI prArthanA 113 Page #128 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "huM AtmA chuM, bhagavAnanA sAcA mArgane eTale sAcI zraddhA, sAcuM jJAna, Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM." sAcuM AcaraNa ane sAcuM tapa ene mAre tamAre sarva bhavya jIvoe anusaravAnuM che ane tyAre ja ApaNo AtmA uttama padane pAmaze.' prArthanA 114 mokSamArgamAM be mukhya naDatara che, pratibaMdha che. ApaNA be moTA duzmana koNa che ? (1) ahaMkAra ane (2) mAyAcAra. jANe-ajANe kaMika kaMika ApaNA manamAM evuM hoya che ke huM bahu moTo mANasa chuM. koi paNa rIte hoya... bahu dIkarA hoya eTale, bahu paisA hoya eTale, bahu baMgalA hoya, bahu bhaNelo hoya, bahu svarUpavAna hoya - kaMikanuM kaMika abhimAna rahyA kare che. kaMi nA hoya to ema kahe ke mArA vaDadAdA hatA ne te bhAvanagaranA dIvAna hatA ! He wants to establish himself superior to all others around him. saMskAra je che e aMdaramAM kAma kare che. 'A badhA to sAdhAraNa ane huM moTo. AvI ApaNAmAM jANe-ajANe eka jAtanI bhAvanA rahyA ja kare che. e ApaNane AtmA pratye javA detI nathI. ane bIjuM mAyAcAra ke 'huM to evo siphatathI kAma karuM ke koine mArI khabara na paDe ! mArI cAla koi oLakhI zake nahi ! mArA karatUta koi jANI zake nahi !' evuM A jIva kalpanAthI mAne che. prabhu ! evuM che nahi. ApaNA karatUta ApaNe paNa jANIe chIe. bhagavAna paNa jANe che ane niyamathI enuM phaLa maLyA vinA traNa kALamAM rahevAnuM nathI. "je A pramANe pratijJA kare che tene doSanuM punarAvartana thatuM nathI; arthAt kadAcit thai jAya topaNa te doSanI mAtrA ati alpa hoya che.jema jema bhaktajana yathArtha dInabhAva grahaNa karIne, sAcA prAyazcitta sahita prabhuprArthanAnI prakriyAmAM AgaLa vadhato jAya che, tema tema tenA bhAvonI vizuddhi thatI jAya che, Page #129 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ane Ama thatAM svAbhAvikapaNe ja tenuM AtmabaLa vRddhigata "huM AtmA chuM, thAya che.'' Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM.'' ApaNuM AtmabaLa atyAre kema ochuM che ? kAraNa ke ApaNe vAraMvAra pApa karyA karIe chIe, vAraMvAra doSa karyA karIe chIe. 'doSa karIe to AtmabaLa ghaTe ?' 'avazya ghaTe. ApaNe doSa karIe, pApa karIe, khoTAM kAma karIe, khoTAM vicAra karIe, khoTo abhiprAya rAkhIe, to ApaNuM AtmAnuM baLa ghaTI jAya. jJAnIo to kahe che ke kathacat nAza pAme.' 'kSaNa kSaNa bhayaMkara bhAvamaraNe kAM aho rAcI raho ?' --zrImad rAjacaMdra kRta zrI mokSamALA, zikSApATha-67 to khoTA kAryothI - pApakAryothI - mokSamArgane bAdhaka kAryothI, pAchA pharavA mATe pratijJA te Avazyaka aMga che. ene cAritra kahevAmAM Ave che - vyavahAra cAritra athavA saMkalpabaLa. A vizvanA dareka vartamAna dharmamAM paNa vrata levAnI praNAlikA che, niyama levAnI praNAlikA che athavA ethI AgaLa vadhIne dIkSA levAnI paNa praNAlI che. e dIkSA letI vakhate e pramANe pratijJA levAmAM Ave che ke huM AvA prakAre mArA jIvanane mArA vyaktitvane pApamAMthI, khoTA kAmamAMthI, khoTA abhiprAyamAMthI bacAvIza ane paramAtmA - sadgurue batAvelI AjJAnuM ArAdhana karIza. koi kahe, 'sAheba ! ame kaMi pApa karatA ja nathI ! amAre pratijJA levAnI jarUra ja nathI !' eno javAba mahAtmA gAMdhIjIe potAnI AtmakathAmAM 'brahmacarya sAdhanA bhAga-2'nA aMte Apelo che ke 'atyAra sudhI huM ema mAnato hato ke vrata levuM te AtmAne baMdhana che paNa have huM ema anubhava karuM chuM ke vrata levuM e AtmAne pUrNa svataMtratA bakSavAnI uttama rIta che. vrata lIdhA pachI have huM mArI jAtane svataMtratAmAM anubhavu chuM.' emaNe to berisTara tarIke tyAM Logic prArthanA 115 Page #130 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM.' prArthanA 116 thI samajAvyuM che. to ahIM kahevAno matalaba ema che ke niyama lIdhA vinA paramArthanI sidhdhi yathAyogyapaNe thatI nathI. mATe jJAnIjano, vivekI mumukSuo, sAdhako rUDI pratijJA, rUDA niyama ke rUDA vratane svecchAe vivekapUrvaka saMto pAsethI grahaNa kare che. 'ema karIe to zuM thAya ?' to ke bhAvonI vizuddhi thatI jAya che ane Ama thatAM svAbhAvikapaNe ja tenuM AtmabaLa vRddhi pAme che. "pahelAM pApapravRttio jora karI jatI hatI paNa have potAnI Atmazakti ane saMkalpabaLa vadhavAthI te te pravRttionuM jora cAlatuM nathI. matalaba ke tenI sAdhanA have mAtrAnI apekSAe ane guNavattAnI apekSAe (both Quantitatively and Qualitatively) vikAsa pAmatI jAya che ane Ama, upara uparanI zreNione siddha karato thako te parAbhakti - ananya bhakti - samatAbhAvane pAmato jAya che.' prArthanAnuM aMga che te laghutAnA peTAvibhAga rUpe che. laghutA e bhaktimArganuM sAtamuM aMga che. zravaNa, kIrtana, ciMtavana, vaMdana, sevana, dhyAna, laghutA, samatA, ekatA - A bhaktimArganA nava aMga kaho ke nava prakAranI bhakti kaho te che. je jIva prArthanA dvArA ane yogya saMkalpabaLa dvArA navA pApone roke che tenI sAdhanA mahAna bane che. "muni sakalavratI baDabhAgI, bhava bhogana teM vairAgI, vairAgya upAvana mAMi, ciMte anuprekSA bhAi.'' --zrI daulatarAmajI kRta 'zrI chaha DhALA' mahAmunIzvaranI eka jhalakanuM paNa jo koine darzana thAya to tenuM jIvana badalAi jAya che. evI lokottara avasthAne te prApta thAya che, je jagatanA jIvonI buddhino viSaya nathI. jagatanA jIvo pAse evuM koi sAdhana nathI ke jethI te jANI Page #131 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, zake ke A munione kevo AnaMda anubhavAya che ! bI. "nAgara sukha pAmara nava jANe, vallabha sukha na kumArI; anubhava viNa tema dhyAnataNuM sukha koNa jANe naranArI re? bhavikA, vIra vacana citta dharIe." -zrI yazovijayajI kRta zrI ATha yogadaSTinI sajajhAya Quantitatively ane Qualitatively jenI sAdhanA ghaNI vadhI gaI che tevA mahAna puruSone gaNadharadeva namaskAra kare che. namo loe savva sAhUNaM - gaNadharadevanA namaskAra jhIlavAnI kSamatA sAdhu mahArAje pragaTa karI che. ApaNe judI judI rIte enI stuti karIe chIe. "te guru mere ura baso, je bhavajaladhi jihAja, Apa tirahiM para tArahIM, ese zrI RSirAja... te guru." AlocanA Adi prakriyA dvArA AtmabaLa vadhArI, zUravIra thai, mahApuruSoe kevI rIte mokSamArgamAM vijaya meLavyo che tenuM svAnubhavamudrita varNana zrImad rAjacaMdrajIe patrAMka-819 mAM karyuM che. ApaNe ema mAnIe chIe ke "A bhagavAna to ekadama mahAna thaI gayA ! lyo... ApaNe to keTalI mahenata karIe toya haju AgaLa vadhAtuM nathI ane bhagavAna to mokSamArgamAM ekadama AgaLa nIkaLI gayA !" emane paNa ApaNA jevI badhI paristhitiomAMthI pasAra thavuM paDyuM hatuM. kadAca A bhavamAM ke pahelAnA bhavamAM... emane paNa AvI mahenata karavI paDI hatI. parama kRpALudeva kahe che, "viSaya-kaSAyAdi vizeSa vikAra karI jAya te vakhate vicAravAnane potAnuM nirvIryapaNuM joIne ghaNo ja kheda thAya che, prArthanA 117 Page #132 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sauno huM AtmA chuM. ane AtmAne vAraMvAra niMde che, pharI pharIne tiraskAranI vRttithI Apano sevaka chuM, joI, pharI mahaMta puruSanAM caritra ane vAkyanuM avalaMbana grahaNa karI, AtmAne zaurya upajAvI, te viSayAdi sAme ati haTha karIne tene haThAve che, tyAM sudhI nIce mane besatA nathI, tema ekalo kheda karIne aTakI rahetA nathI. e ja vRttinuM avalaMbana AtmArthI jIvoe lIdhuM che. ane tethI ja aMte jaya pAmyA che. A vAta sarva mumukSuoe mukhe karI hRdayamAM sthira karavA yogya che." -zrImad rAjacaMdra, patrAMka - 819 What a sweeping & emphatic statement ! You will have to do this or else you will not attain salvation. You have to do it at any cost. gl s still storcidler pUrNatA nathI pAmyA ane teo je pAmyA che e sAmAnya mANasa na pAmI zake. jayAre yuddha karavA jAya tyAre eka lAkha subhaTa sAme hoya to paNa bhale, pote marI jAya paNa pAchA na paDe. kAM to jItI jAya ane kAM to cAlyA jAya paralokamAM. pahelAM nakkI karI levuM, laDavuM ke nahi ? paNa ekavAra laDavAnuM nakkI karyuM pachI khalAsa... evI jayAM sudhI aMtaramAM taiyArI na hoya tyAM sudhI, "thAya che, sAheba ! karuM chuM dharama, thoDo dharama thAya che !" "ema na thAya dharma !" bhagavAnanuM nAma to vardhamAna hatuM to mahAvIra kema kahevAyA ? teo evA subhaTa che ke jemaNe kAma, krodha, lobha, moha vagere AtmAnA zatruone harAvI dIdhA ! moTA kamAnDara, moTA samrATa badhA mohanI sevA kare che, paraMtu te moha munirAja pAse jato nathI. kAraNa ke tene lAge che ke mane pUro karI nAkhaze ! jIva jAge to moha bhAge. mallinAtha bhagavAnanA stavanamAM kahe che, prArthanA 118 Page #133 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "rAga dveSa aviratinI pariNati e caraNa mohanA yoddhA, "huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, vitarAga pariNati pariNamatA, UThI nAThA bodhdhA; sauno mitra chuM." ho mallijina, eha aba zobhA sArI." mallinAtha bhagavAnanuM AdhyAtmika varNana e che ke, moharUpI mallane jemaNe jItI lIdho che enuM nAma mallinAtha bhagavAna. (1) pahelI vAta to e karI ke sAdhaka jIva upara koka koka vAra viSaya-kaSAya caDhI bese che. (2) jyAre evuM thAya tyAre temane ghaNo ja kheda thAya che. jene potAnA doSa, potAnA kalaMka, potAnA pApa, potAnA AzravabhAvano aMtaramAM kheda thato nathI to e kevI rIte mokSano puruSArtha karavAno che? adhamAdhama adhiko patita, sakaLa jagatamAM huMya ema aMtaramAM potAne lAge che ? haju huM AtmAnA anubhavane pAmyo nahi ! zuddha AtmajJAnane pAmyo nahi ! A manuSyabhava to pUro thavAnI taiyArI che. te paramAtmA ! mane baLa Apo. he paramAtmA ! mane jAgRti Apo.' ema sAdhaka kheda kare che. potAnuM jora cAlatuM nathI to zuM kare che? eno javAba paNa zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAje potAnA anubhavathI Apyo, dhiMga dhaNI mAthe kiyA re, kuNa gaMje nara peTa," -zrI AnaMdaghanajI kRta zrI vimalanAtha stavana chokarAo koI vAra laDatAM hoya temAM koI bahu dAdAgIrI kare to ochI zaktivALo chokaro kahe ke, "hamaNAM mArI mammIne bolAvI lAvIza, hamaNAM mArA pappAne bolAvI lAvIza' eTale badhA bhAge ! ahIM sAdhaka kahe che ke "mArA pappA trilokanA nAtha che. te kAmakrodhAdi bhAvo, tamArI aisI taisI ! hamaNAM bolAvuM chuM mArA svAmIne, tamane jhUDI nAkhaze, badhA bhAgo prArthanA 119 Page #134 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A huM AtmA che. ahIMthI!" AvI AtmIyatA paramAtmA sAthe, emaNe keLavelI. che. 'e kyAre keLavAya ?' 'pote potAnuM sarvasva emane samarpaNa sauno mitra chuM." kare tyAre.' "tehathI chAnuM kaho kichyuM, jehane soMpyA tana mana vitta ho. zrI zItalajina bheTiye..." -zrI yazovijayajI kRta zrI zItalanAtha stavana kAma-krodhAdi bhAvo vizeSa jora karI jAya tyAre pUrve thayelA mahApuruSonA caritra ane vAkyonuM avalaMbana grahaNa karavuM. "tuM sthApa nijane mokSa paMthe, thA anubhava tehane, temAM ja nitya vihAra kara, nahi vihara paradravyo viSe." -zrI kuMdakuMdAcArya kRta zrI samayasAra, gAthA-412 "he jIva ! have tAre sapuruSanI AjJA nizcaya upAsavA yogya che." -zrImad rAjacaMdra, patrAMka - 105 "jo icchI paramArtha to, karo satya puruSArtha, bhavasthiti Adi nAma laI, chedo nahi AtmArtha." -zrI rAjacaMdra kRta zrI AtmasiddhizAstra (13) ema potAne zUravIratA upajAvavA mATe jJAnI bhagavaMtonI vANI, jJAnI bhagavaMtonI mudrA ane jJAnI bhagavaMtonA caritraprasaMgo yAda karavAM. "tame ame kaMI duHkhI nathI. je duHkha che te rAmanA cauda varSanAM du:khano eka divasa paNa nathI. pAMDavanA tera varSanAM duHkhanI eka ghaDI nathI, ane gajasukumAranA dhyAnanI eka paLa nathI." -zrImad rAjacaMdra, patrAMka - 450 nI mara - | | ka | * prArthanA 120 Page #135 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ApaNe Akho divasa phariyAda karIe chIe ke, 'sAheba ! A loko mane mAna nathI ApatA, A loko mAruM kahyuM mAnatA nathI, A loko koi sArA nathI, mArI tabiyata sArI rahetI nathI, chokaro mAruM kahyuM mAnato nathI, chokaro ane enI bA eka thai gayA che.' 'bhAi ! duHkha to badhAne che. du:khanA saMjoga to badhAne che. Make it subordinate. DIprezana AvI jAya paNa DIprezana lAvavuM nahi. prasanna raho. prasanna rahevAno prayatna karavo joie. mahApuruSonuM smaraNa karavAthI, temanA jIvanaprasaMgone yAda karavAthI AtmabaLa vadhe che... paramakRpALudeva 'mokSamALA'nA 13mA pAThamAM jaNAve che ke talavAra levAthI jema zUrAtana caDhe che ane bhAMga levAthI jema nazo caDhe che tema bhagavAna AcAryo ane mahAna saMtonI paramajJAna-AnaMda svarUpa mUrtinA ke citrapaTanA bhAvapUrvaka darzana karavAthI athavA temanuM smaraNa karavAthI ApaNane paNa sAdhanA mATenI preraNA maLe che. 'dITho suvidhi jiNaMda, samAdhirasa bharyo ho lAla.'' bhAsyuM AtmasvarUpa, anAdinuM vIsaryo ho lAla.'' --zrI devacaMdrajI kRta suvidhinAtha stavana ekalA bhagavAnanI vAta nathI. e pramANe saMtapuruSonI vAta samajI levI. vartamAnakALamAM saMtapuruSone vizeSa yAda karavAM, kAraNa ke bhagavAna jeTaluM baLa ApaNI pAse nathI. eTale A kALamAM thayelA jJAnIo ApaNane vizeSa upakArI che e apekSAe. ApaNe ema kahIye ke bhagavAna 175 divasanA upavAsa karatAM. paNa atyAre AtmAne eTaluM upakArI nathI, kAraNa ke ApaNe 175 divasanA upavAsa karI zakatA nathI ane kadAca lAMghaNa kare to vacce mRtyu AvI jAya ane kadAca na Ave to paNa emane kevaLajJAna pragaTa thayuM e ApaNane "huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM. prArthanA 121 Page #136 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sauno mi huM AtmA chuM. pragaTe evI ApaNI samuccaya yogyatA nathI. Apano sevaka chuM, "koI kahe ke neminAtha bhagavAnanI jema huM ekadama giranAra caDhI jAuM !" "na caDhAya ! haju to pahelI ane bIjI TUMka jAya tyAM to zvAsa caDhI jAya che !' zrI neminAtha bhagavAna paramapUjya che, paraMtu teonuM jIvana ApaNane atyAre sIdhuM lAgu paDatuM nathI. A kALamAM koNa thayuM? chellA so-doDhaso varSamAM athavA vartamAnamAM koNa evuM jIve che ? ke jemanuM jIvana ApaNe anusarI zakIe, jemanA jIvana pramANe ApaNuM jIvana banAvI zakIe. jemanA jevuM jJAna, jemanA jevI zraddhA, jemanA jevuM cAritra ApaNe pALI zakIe kAraNa ke teoe te pALyuM ane te saMbhava che. mATe ApaNe paNa ApaNI zakti pramANe pALI zakIe chIe. bhagavAna kahe che ke, je thaI gayuM, te thaI gayuM, bhUlI jAo. gaI vastu soce nahi, Agama vAMchA nahi.' te doSonI niMdA karI lIdhI, gaha karI lIdhI, AtmAnA doSonuM visarjana karI lIdhuM; sArI vAta che. have AgaLa zuM karavuM che? AgaLa te doSo potAnA jIvanamAM pharIvAra na Ave te mATe pratijJA karavAnI che. te mATe ApaNe bhagavAnanA zaraNe javAnuM che. puruSArtha karavo paDaze. A vAta munine paNa lAgu paDe che. muni paNa mumukSu che. kevaLajJAna jemane na pragaTyuM hoya te badhA koI apekSAe mumukSu che. A vAta ApaNA jIvanamAM utAravAnI che. mATe ApaNe - saue eno prayoga karavo paDaze. Ama to, prabhusmaraNanI Teva pADavI joIe. tane AdinAtha bhagavAna game to AdinAtha, vAsupUjaya bhagavAna game to vAsupUjaya, zAMtinAtha bhagavAna game to zAMtinAtha, mahAvIra prabhu game to mahAvIra, rAma bhagavAna game to rAma - tane je bhagavAna ke saMto gamatA hoya temane premapUrvaka yAda karavAM. to ApaNuM hRdaya prArthanA 122 Page #137 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - ApaNuM vyaktitva - ApaNo AtmA temanA guNothI raMgAi huM AtmA chuM. jaze. e ja karavAnuM che. ApaNe zuM karavA mAMgIe chIe ? | Apano sevaka chuM. sauno mitra chuM." ApaNA jIvanane coLamajIThanA raMga jevo dharmano raMga lagADavo ke jethI A zarIramAMthI nIkaLI jaie topaNa AgAmI eka ke be bhavamAM mokSe cAlyA javAya. saMtonI vANImAM paNa prabhu premanA raMganI tIvra jhaMkhanA daSTigocara thAya che : (1) zyAma piyA morI raMga de cunariyA, harI nA raMgAvuM, lAla nA raMgAvuM. tere hI raMgame, raMga de cunariyA... zyAma... (2) mahAtmAzrI kabIradAsajIe paNa gurujIe potAnI "cAdara", lAlo lAla kara dInI cadariyA - ema nirdeza karyo che. sAdhanA kaMI ahIMyAthI gayA eTale pUrI nathI thavAnI; AgaLa paNa cAlu ja raheze. pAcho manuSyabhava maLe tyAre bAkInuM raheluM kAma pUruM karavAnuM che. - devalokamAM samaya kevI rIte pasAra karIza ? tyAM paNa tattvajJAna, tyAM paNa prabhunI bhakti, e rIte karoDo varSa kADhavA paDaze. kAraNa ke tyAM AyuSya moTA hoya che. pachI manuSyabhavamAM pUrNa mokSa prApta kare tyAre sAdhanA pUrI thAya che. jIva nivRttikSetramAM vicAre che ke, "traNa divasathI Avyo chuM ne have dIkarAnA TeliphonanI rAha jouM chuM ke kyAre teDavA Ave?" "ahIM traNa divasa jatA nathI to devalokamAM ATalA badhA divasa....!!! jaze ! jaze ! bhAI ajJAnI jIva jyAM janme che tyAM ane goThI jAya che. vijhAnA kIDAne paNa vijhAmAMthI nIkaLavuM gamatuM nathI. A jIva jyAM jAya tyAM TevAi jAya che eTale Atmatattvane yAda karavuM, eTale potAnA sAcA svarUpane yAda karavuM athavA sAcuM Page #138 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sauno mitra chuM. "huM AtmA chuM, svarUpa jemaNe potAnA jIvanamAM pragaTa karyuM che evA mahAna Apano sevaka chuM, dharmAtmAo ane paramAtmAo - temane bhAvapUrvaka yAda karavAM. 'bhAva' Avato nathI paNa 'bhAva' lAvavo. 'sAheba ! tame bhagavAna bhagavAna zuM karo cho ?' 'bhAi ! tane paramAtmA nathI gamatA to paNa tuM paramAtmA sAthe prema kara.' evI spaSTa AjJA 'zrImad rAjacaMdra' graMthamAM karI che ke paramAtmA sAthe prIti game teTalI vikaTa vATathI thatI hoya to paNa te karavI yogya ja che. prArthanA 124 "eka araja sevaka taNI re, avadhAro jinadeva; kRpA karI muja dIjIe re, AnaMdaghana pada seva. vimalajina, dIThAM loyaNa Aja.' --zrI AnaMdadhanajI kRta zrI vimalanAtha stavana bhagavAnanA guNagAna gAvAM. bhagavAnanA guNagAna aMtaramAM vicAratAM mana bIje bhAge to moTethI bolavuM. "INa vidha parakhI mana vizarAmI, jinavara guNa je gAve, dInabaMdhunI mahera najarathI, AnaMdaghana pada pAve; ho mallijina, eha aba zobhA sArI.'' -zrI AnaMdadhanajI kRta zrI mallinAtha stavana tamAro bAbalo rIsAi jAya tyAre tame ene khavaDAvavA mATe keTalo prayatna karo cho ? tame jeTalo prayatna karIne te bAbalAne tamAruM dhAryuM karAvo cho, e pramANe ahIM kahe che ke game teTalo prayatna karIne A cittarUpI - manarUpI bAbalo che ene ApaNe mokSamArga para lai javA mATe samajAvavAno che. Page #139 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 8. upasaMhAra bunits Kartalas mont "huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, "jema zarIra mATe bhojana jarUrI che, bALaka mATe mAtA jarUrI che, tema mAtra AdhyAtmika vikAsa mATe ja nahIM paraMtu sauno mitrachuM." rojabarojanA jIvananA saMgharSothI upara UThavA mATe, nirbhaya thavA mATe, mananI zAMti mATe ane jIvanasaMgrAmamAM preraNA, manobaLa ane nizcitatAnI prApti mATe (Tension ane Worries ghaTADavA mATe) manuSyane prArthanAnI AvazyakatA che.'' 41 "phrenca -14/1 have Public, saMtane kahe che, "sAheba ! tamAre kaMi dhaMdho nahi, tame bAvA eTale tamAre zuM ? amane to eka miniTano samaya nathI ane tame kaho cho ke prArthanA karo !' 'he bhAi ! jo tAre dararoja jIvanamAM kaMine kaMi samasyA UbhI thAya che ne ! to enAthI upara uThavA mATe prArthanA jarUrI che.' manuSyone judA judA prakAranA Dara lAge che, (1) hamaNAM mAre vepAra-dhaMdhA bahu vadhI gayA che eTale mane Income Tax vALAnI bahu bIka lAge, (2) mane Sales Tax vALAnI bIka lAge. bIjI aneka vastunI bIka lAge che. 'AjakAla roga bahu vadhI gayA che ne ! eka bhAine kensara thayuM che. mane kensara thaze ? sAheba ! kharekhara, Dara bahu lAge che.' AvA prakAranA judA judA DarathI nirbhaya thavA mATe prArthanA jarUrI che. 'nirbhaya kevI rIte thavAya ?' 'mammInA (paramAtmAnA) khoLAmAM besI jaie to.' 'prArthanA eTale zuM ?' 'ApaNe mammInA khoLAmAM besI javAnuM.' "huM prabhuno, prabhu che mama rakSaka, eha bharoso jAya nahi; je prabhu karaze te mama hitanuM, e nizcaya badalAya nahi.' nirbhaya thavA mATe ane mananI zAMti mATe paNa prArthanA jarUrI che. AjakAla tanAva (Tenzana) bahu vadhI jAya che ne ? tanAva bahu vadhI jAya eTale jyAre juo tyAre loko apaseTa prArthanA 125 Page #140 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ +karayotist.:. . * 18- 5 - s fiaa ' krth #wrs ' +++*e* : rainfmar * ja hoya ! game te mANasane juo to ema ja lAge ke AkhI huM AtmA chuM. Apano sevaka che. duniyAnuM duHkha ene AvI paDyuM hoya ! e doDato ja hoya, sauno mitra chuM." doDato ja hoya. "kyAM javuM che ? kyAM javuM che ?' "are ! mane samaya nathI.' muMbaimAM to khAsa jovA jevuM hoya che. carcageTa sTezane savAranA sADA AThathI daza vAgyA sudhI ekavAra ubhA rahe to vivekIne vairAgya Ave. ema kahevAya ke gADImAMthI badhAM nIkaLe, paNa kharekhara to badhA eka sAthe 'ThalavAya'. pAMcapAMca miniTe hajAra-bAraso mANaso ThalavAya ! pAsa bahAra ja rAkhyo hoya. koI kahe, 'ubhA raho ! kema cho ? tabiyata sArI ?' "atyAre nahi ! samaya nathI !' eka vAra TIkhaLI chokarAo poLane nAke beThA hatA. eka mAjI maMdire darzana karavA jatA hatA. vadhAre uMmara thaI gayelI eTale lAkaDI laI vAMkA vaLIne mAjI cAlatA hatA. eTale pelA chokarAo kahe, "mAjI ! mAjI ! zuM zodho cho?' pelA mAjI kAMI zodhatA nahotA paNa keDethI vaLI gayA hatA. to mAjI kahe, "A mArI juvAnI khovAI gaI che, e huM zodhuM chuM. tamArI juvAnI paNa jatI raheze !' A viSe mAre ane tamAre zAMtithI vicAravuM jIvana che, kaMIka evI ghaTanA to banavAnI ke je ApaNane gamatI nathI, athavA ApaNI mAnyatA, abhiprAyathI viparIta che. du:kha darekane AvavAnuM. "jJAnI ke ajJAnI jana, sukha duHkha rahita na hoya, jJAnI veda dharyathI, ajJAnI veda roya." -zrImad rAjacaMdra, patrAMka - 15 mAnasika zAMti mATe ane jIvanasaMgrAmamAM preraNA, manobaLa ane nizcitatAnI prApti mATe manuSyane prArthanAnI AvazyakatA che. jIvanamAM ghaNIvAra evuM thAya ke 'have bhagavAna mane na pAkamAna', frikh'+ tra...**marstpAka, ke kat + jha * gk is a h 4, 5'..tAruM jas * * * * * * che.* prArthanA 1 26 Page #141 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bolAvI le to sAruM. mane to jarAya have gamatuM nathI.' are "huM AtmA chuM. bhAI ! e kAMi ApaNA hAthamAM nathI ane Law paNa Mercy Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM." killing allow nathI karato. koI kahe "sAheba ! AnA karatAM koine kahone mane jhera ja ApI de !" koI Ape nahi. ApanAra kAyadAnI daSTie gunegAra bane che. tamArI duniyAno kAyado paNa AtmahatyAne svIkArato nathI, tema sarvajJa bhagavAna paNa AtmahatyAnI nA kahe che. jyAre saMlekhanA* laie tyAre paNa "mane bahu duHkha thAya che have, he bhagavAna ! huM marI jAuM to sAruM. te vakhate evA bhAva thAya te saMlekhanA vratano aticAra (doSa) che. 'huM jIvuM to sAruM te paNa saMlekhanAno aticAra che. bIjA mitro bahu yAda Ave e paNa aticAra che. jIvana suMdara jIvIe to mRtyu suMdara Ave. jo mRtyu suMdara na AvyuM to AcArya bhagavAna kahe che ke, te sAco dharma karyo nahoto. mRtyu vakhate hAya voya karyA kare, kahe ke "DaoNkTarone bolAvo, tame loko akkala vagaranA cho ! mArI kAMI sevA karatA nathI ! zuM bAghA jevA beThA cho ? mAruM darda maTADI do." "he bhAI ! AvuM na karavuM. tame zuM dharma karyo ? dharmanuM phaLa tamArA jIvanamAM dekhAvuM joie. koivAra vedanA thAya to paNa paramAtmAne yAda karavA ane aMtaramAM vicAravuM ke "A to mArA pUrve karelAM karmonuM phaLa che. te AtmA ! tame jarA samabhAva rAkho, thoDI dhIraja rAkho, thoDI sahanazIlatA rAkho. duHkha AvyuM to zuM thayuM? te paNa jatuM raheze. te kAyama rahevAnuM nathI." ema vicArIne potAnA AtmAne upara uThAvavAno prayatna karavo joie. * khAsa saMjogomAM, guruAjJA pramANe svaicchika rIte dehatyAga karavAnI eka sAdhanApaddhati prArthanA 127. Page #142 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ huM AtmA chuM, "sAmAnya mAnavIthI mAMDI, madhyama sAdhaka ane UMcI Apano sevaka chuM, sono mitra che. koTinA mahAtmA - sau koIne eka yA bIjA rUpe prArthanAnI jarUra paDe che - pachI te sAmUhika ho yA vyaktigata ho. prAthamika bhUmikAmAM sAmUhika prArthanA vizeSa lAbhadAyaka nIvaDe che kAraNa ke sAmUhika pavitratAno lAbha potAne maLI rahe che." mATe ApaNe sAmUhika bhakti karIe chIe ane sAmUhika svAdhyAya paNa karIe chIe. e jarUrI che, kAraNa ke ekabIjAnI preraNAthI ApaNA "bhAva" nirmaLa rahe che. sAmUhika bhakti ke svAdhyAyamAM thoDIvAra sUI javuM hoya to tame sUI na zako. moTethI bagAsA paNa na khAI zako. zista temAM pharajiyAta Ave ane pharajiyAta zista lAvavI e Avazyaka che. mATe tIrthakara bhagavAne saMghasAdhanA karI che. buddhadharmamAM to traNa zaraNAM kIdhAM che. "buddham zaraNaM gacchAmi, dhamma zaraNaM gacchAmi, saMgham zaraNaM gacchAmi." A kALe paNa saMghanI vizeSatA che. AcAryane kaMI kAma karavuM hoya to pote mAtra potAnI icchAthI nathI karI zakatA. saMghane pUche che ke "mAre A kArya karavAnI bhAvanA che. to saMghanI saMmati che ?' juo AvA mahAna AcArya che to paNa saMghane pUche che ! eTalA mATe saMghanI agatyatA che ane eTalA mATe saMghasAdhanAnI AvazyakatA che. eTale koI kahe, "sAheba ! tame Ama bhakti karyA karo. huM to mArA rUmamAM Akho divasa dhyAnamAM ja rahuM ! huM to AtmAno anubhava karuM ! huM to svAdhyAyaholamAM na AvuM, bhaktimAM na Ave. huM to ekaluM dhyAna karIne AtmAno anubhava karIza !" "he bhAi ! ema na thAya ! jinazAsanamAM zvetAMbara AmnAyamAM to vartamAnamAM jinakalpI munino abhAva ja kahyo che ane digaMbara AmnAya bhale jinakalpIne kathaMcita svIkAre che paNa saMpUrNapaNe svIkAratI 128 nathI. mATe vartamAnamAM digaMbara AmnAyamAM paNa munine ekalA prArthanA Page #143 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che . vihAra karavAnI AjJA nathI. muni ekalA vihAra karI zake nahi ane ArthikAmAtA hoya to traNa hovI joie. munie Apano sevaka che. sauno mitra chuM." ekalA vihAra na karavo evI bhagavAnanI AjJA che. ghaNIvAra koI mumukSu kahe, "sAheba ! mane ekalAne svataMtra rUma Apo." svataMtra rUmamAM svacchaMda AvI jAya. mATe kokavAra to svataMtra rUmamAM rahe ane kokavAra to koikanI sAthe rahe to ja tArAmAM zista Avaze. nahi to ekalo ekalo zuM kare che enI kAMI khabara nathI ane potAnAmAM to evI jAgRti nathI. pramAdane ane kaSAyane AdhIna samayano sadupayoga karI zakato nathI. Ama nahi cAle ! ekalA rUmamAM rahevuM te yogya nathI. koikavAra rahe, koikavAra bIjAnI sAthe rahe ema potAnI jAtane keLavavAnI che." "dhIme dhIme zradhdhA-bhakti vadhatAM, baMne prakAranI prArthanAmAM bhakta joDAI zake che ane lAbha meLavI zake che. A lekhakanA AdhyAtmika vikAsamAM prArthanA, zaraNAgati ane prAyazcitte khUba mahattvano bhAga bhajavyo che. tethI sAdhakone A sAdhananuM avalaMbana levAnI tenI khAsa bhalAmaNa che." nIcamAM nIca avasthAmAMthI kevI rIte AgaLa vadhI zakAya eno amArA jIvanamAM ghaNo anubhava prArthanAe Apelo che. aneka prakAre - sAmUhika prArthanA, ekAMtamAM prArthanA, vanamAM prArthanA, maMdiramAM prArthanA, khUNAmAM prArthanA, bhagavAnanI sAme, emano gokhalo - enI sAme prArthanA karIe. potAnA ahaMkArane TALyA vinA paramAtmA na maLe. ApaNe ghaNuM vicAravAnuM che. mokSamArga paNa eTalo ja che. samasta mokSamArga keTalo che ? "anAdi svapnadazAne lIdhe utpanna thayelo evo jIvano ahaMbhAva, mamatvabhAva te nivRtta thavAne arthe A cha padanI 129 prArthanA Page #144 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ huM AtmA che. jJAnI puruSoe dezanA prakAzI che." Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM." -zrImad rAjacaMdra, patrAMka - 493 "mere sAhiba tuma hI ho, prabhu pAsa jigaMdA, khijamatagAra garIba huM, meM terA baMdA." -zrI yazovijayajI kRta zrI pArzvanAtha stavana bhagavAna ApaNI sAthe jaladI bole evA nathI, bahu kaDaka che ! ApaNe game teTalI vinaMtI karIe, No Response, No Response... bhagavAna ApaNA badhAnI barAbara parIkSA kare che. jyAre lAge ke have A barAbara che, tyAre ja kAma kare evA paramAtmA che. A vAta anubhavano viSaya che. A vAta Practice no viSaya che. je pothI paMDita che, e to kahe che, A badhuM tamArI kalpanA ! bhagavAna to kaMI ApaNane mukti ApatA haze ! jo jo AvuM kaMI mAgatA nahi. ApaNe bhikhArI chIe ? huM to mArI jAte ja mukti laiza ! huM bhagavAnane kaMi AvI prArthanA karuM nahi. bhakti karuM nahi !!' "tuM kuMdakuMdasvAmIthI paNa moTo che ane tuM gautamasvAmIthI paNa moTo che to tArI sAthe zuM vAta karIe ame? gautamasvAmI jevA gaNadhara paNa hAtha joDIne bhagavAnanI sAme beThA che ane tuM kahe che tene bhagavAnanI jarUra nathI. bhAI ! tAre ane amAre banaze nahIM.' jIva haju potAnA manamAM aham ane svacchaMdamAM rAcI rahyo che, thoDo puNyano udaya che eTale enA manamAM ema ja che ke "huM dhAruM te karuM. mAruM dhAreluM badhuM duniyAmAM thAya. jo ! mArA bApAe mane be zabdo kIdhA hatA ne nAnI uMmare gharanI bahAra nIkaLI gayo. te pachI chellA 20 varSathI mArA mAbApa mArI sAthe rahe che. mArA mA-bApa mAre zaraNe AvyA. emane prArthanA bIjA bhAioe na rAkhyA.' 13) Page #145 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kevuM ayogya vacana A jIva bole che ! keTaluM badhuM AtmA che. abhimAna ! mA-bApa AvyA to pote emane sAme levA javuM Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM." joie ane kahevuM ke "bApujI-bA ! bahu sAruM thayuM ke Apa AvyA. mane ApanI sevAno lAbha maLaze." ene badale A jIva kahe che ke "emane paNa mAre zaraNe AvavuM paDyuM ! koi bhAioe emane na rAkhyA eTale mArA baMgale rahevA AvyA che !" AvA abhimAnathI A jIva bharelo che. puNyanA udayane potAnuM svarUpa mAne che. koipaNa prakAranA puNyano udaya te AtmAno svabhAva nathI.' "rajakaNa ke riddhi vaimAnika devanI, sarve mAnyAM pudgala eka svabhAva jo. apUrva avasara... -zrImad rAjacaMdra, patrAMka - 738 "vartamAnayugamAM mahAtmA gAMdhIjI, saMta vinobAjI, muni zrI nAnacaMdrajI tathA munizrI saMtabAlajI jevA bIjA paNa aneka saMta-dharmAtmAoe sAmUhika prArthanAo yojIne tene lokapriya banAvI che. A sAdhanA mATe aMtaranI zraddhA ane bhakti sivAya bIjI koI moTI sAdhanasAmagrInI ke zArIrika kaSTa veThavAnI paNa jarUra paDatI nathI; mATe sahaja-sAdhya evA bhaktimArganA A agatyanA aMgano svIkAra karI bhakta-sAdhako potAnA jIvanane unnata ane nizcita banAvo e ja abhyarthanA, iti zivam" "sAheba ! mArI pAse to thALI nathI, badAma nathI, cokhA nathI, caMdana nathI, to pachI kevI rIte bhagavAna pAse jAuM ?" "kaMI vAMdho nahi. bhagavAna kahe che ke kAMI jarUra nathI. hoya to lAvaje, na hoya to na lAvato. paraMtu "bhAva" sArA rAkhaje. bhagavAnano Teliphona Avyo hato ke AvI jAtanA ja cokhA joie ? AvI jAtanI ja badAma joie ? prArthanA 131 Page #146 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ huM AtmA che. amuka saMpradAyamAM to mahArAja kahe ke ATalA nALiyera lAvajo, Apano sevaka chuM, ATalI sopArI lAvajo, ATalI khAreka lAvajo, ATalA cokhA sauno mitra chuM." lAvajo, ATalA ghauM lAvajo ! paNa kharekhara to ApaNI pAsethI bhagavAnane kAMI joituM nathI.' ApaNe premapUrvaka paramAtmAne zaraNe jaie to ApaNuM sarvotkRSTa kalyANa avazya thAya. bhale tamane atyAre huM vicitra lAguM chuM. paNa jarUra mAnajo ke koI jIva sAcA bhAvathI paramAtmAnI bhakti ane premapUrvaka prArthanA kare to duniyAnI sarvotkRSTa saMpatti enA caraNamAM name che ! paraMtu te vivekI hoya to ene grahaNa karato nathI ane kahe che ke "he bhagavAna! mAre kAMi joituM nathI. he paramAtmA ! mane karmothI mukta karo, vikArothI mukta karo. mArA sahaja svabhAvano huM anubhava karuM. ApanA mArge cAlI ApanA jevo banuM. mAre bIjuM kaMI paNa joituM nathI." AvuM je bhakta kare te duniyAmAM eka zreSTha AtmA che. mAre, tamAre, sarva bhavya jIvoe A mArge cAlavAnuM che ane paramAtmA thavA mATeno udyama karavAno che, eTale ke mokSa prAptino udyama karavAno che. (mokSa eTale anaMta AnaMda ane anaMta jJAnavALI AtmAnI dazA) | | OM zrI gurucaraNArpaNamastu // prArthanA 132 Page #147 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vizeSa noMdha @ j[hj}} = A & 1928mAM * >>rs * "huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM.'' prArthanA 133 Page #148 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vizeSa noMdha huM AtmA chuM, Apano sevaka chuM, sauno mitra chuM." prArthanA 134 Page #149 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Page #150 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ niHsvArtha ane nikkama prArthanA e cittazuddhinuM ( ukTa sAdhana che. . , . I rA Wain Education international Private & Personal Use Only Page #151 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dhyAna bhakti satsaMga saMgIta sevA : saMsthAnA mukhya uddezo : bhAratIya saMskRtinA zAzvata satya mUlyonuM pratiSThApana, saMrakSaNa ane saMvardhana. adhyAtmazAstronuM ane anekAMtavidhAnuM adhyayana-adhyApana-saMzodhana-anuzIlana. bhakti saMgItanI sAdhanA ane vikAsa. samarpaNa yoga ane ajJApAlananI jijJAsAvALA viziSTa sAdhaka - mumukSuonuM AcArasaMhitAmAM sthApana. zibiro, tIrthayAtrAo, AdhyAtmika sAhitya prakAzana, oDiyo-viDiyo ane AdhyAtmika mukhapatra divyadhvani dvArA umadA saMskAronuM siMcana. che 8 8 parama zraddheya saMta zrI AtmAnaMdajInI keTalIka sAhityika kRtio 1. sAdhaka-sAthI (gujarAtI, aMgrejI, hindI) 2. adhyAtmajJAna pravezikA, (gujarAtI, aMgrejI, hindI) 3. adhyAtma-tattva praznottarI 4. bhaktimArganI ArAdhanA 5. cAritrya suvAsa (gujarAtI, hindI) sAdhanA sopAna che. ApaNo saMskAra vAraso (gujarAtI, aMgrejI) 8. divALI pustikAono seTa arvAcIna jaina jyotirdharo 10. sAdhaka bhAvanA merI bhAvanA adhyAtmane paMthe 13. adhyAtmapAtheya 14. bodhasAra 15. AtmasmRti graMtha 16. saMskAra, jIvanavijJAna ane adhyAtma 10. tIrtha saurabha 18. AtmadarzanA 19. prArthanA 11. Jain Education Internationa Page #152 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jIvananI unnatinA bAra mahAmatro. 1. potAnuM kArya sAcI samajaNapUrvaka, satyaniSThAthI karo. 2. khAnadAna ane umadA manuSyonI ja sobata karo. 3. jIvananI pratyeka kSaNano sadupayoga karazo to samayanA abhAvano prazna svayaM hala thaI jaze. 4. saMpatinuM jatana karo cho teTaluM ja jatana saMtatine saMskArita banAvavA mATe karajo. 5. Avaka karatAM kharca ThIkaThIka ocho rAkhajo; jethI jIvana ciMtAmukta ane karaja vagaranuM rahI zakaze. 6. svacchatA ane vyavasthAno jIvananAM sarva kSetromAM barAbara khyAla rAkhazo. 7. tamArI vANI dhImI, sAcI, mIThI, khapa pUratI ane Adara devAvALI rAkhajo. 8. jIvanamAM prabhu para atUTa vizvAsa rAkho. tenI saMpUrNa zaraNAgati keLavo. 9. uttama ane adhikRta graMthonuM vAraMvAra niyamita vAMcana karo. 10. zraddhA, dhIraja ane khaMtane kAryanI saLatA mATe pAyArUpe svIkAra karo. 11. dhyeyaniSTha ane aDaga nizcayavALA bano. 12. pratyeka prANImAtramAM paramAtmAnA darzana karo, jethI vizvamaitrI ane cittanI zAMtino anubhava thavA lAgaze. che chuM , ke huM , * je | *naMda