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________________ namo arihaMtArAm bhatra (mahAvIra - vAzIno anuvAgha) ozo
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________________ | namo arihaMtANamAM maMtra ozo anuvAdaka svAmI AnaMda vItarAga UPNISHAD
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________________ NAMO ARIHANTANAM: MANTRA Original Published in English under the title: Mahaveer Vani Vol. 1 (Ch.1-9) Fist publication Copyright (c) 1976 by Osho International Foundation. All rights reserved. Copyright (c) all revisions 1953-2008 Osho International Foundation. OSHO is a registered trademark of Osho International Foundation, used under license. For more information: www.osho.com | namo arihaMtANam | maMtra anuvAdaka : svAmI AnaMda vItarAga AvaraNa : jagata vyAsa TAIpa seTIMga : saMvAda prathama AvRtti : eprIla-2008 kiMmata : rU. 140=00 prakAzaka dakSA paTela upaniSada ceriTebala TrasTa tathAtA', 33/bI, naMdigrAma sosAyaTI-2, siMdhavAI mAtA roDa, pratApanagara, vaDodarA-390004 (gujarAta-bhArata) Teliphona : 91:265:2638269 / 2580336 E-mail: book@unpnishad.org Website:www.upnishad.org mudraka : mukezabhAI purohita sUryA ophaseTa, AMbalI gAma, seTelAiTa-bopala roDa, amadAvAda-380 058. phonaH (0ra717)230112
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________________ anukramaNikA naM che >> ka navakAra maMtra maMgaLa ane lokottamanI bhAvanA zaraNAgati dharmano mULa AdhAra dharma eTale svabhAvamAM sthira rahevuM te ahiMsA eTale jIveSaNAnuM mRtyu * saMyama eTale madhyamAM rahevuM te saMyamanI vidhAyaka draSTi tapa eTale ApaNI UrjA (zakti)nI dizAnuM parivartana tapa: UrjA zarIranA anubhava 107 $ 131 $ 155 $ 179
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________________ paMca namokAra sUtra namo arihNtaannN| namo sidhdaannN| namo aayriyaannN| namo uvjjhaayaannN| namo loe savvasAhUNa / eso paMca namukkAro, svvpaavppnnaasnno| maMgalANaM ca savvesiM, paDhama havai maMgalaM / / arihaMtone (ahaMtone) namaskAra, sidhdhone namaskAra, AcAryone namaskAra, upAdhyAyone namaskAra, saMsAra lokamAM sarva sAdhuone namaskAra, A pAMca namaskAra badhA pApono nAza karanAra che. temaja badhA maMgala kAryomAM prathama maMgala svarUpa che.
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________________ 1. navakAra maMtra: divyalokanI cAvI : mahAvIranI apratima bheTa savAre sUryodaya thAya tyAre koI pakSI, AkAzamAM UDatAM pahelAM, potAnI pAMkhone potAnA mALA para phaphaDAve, vicAra kare ke UDavAnuM sAhasa karuM ke nahIM athavA koI nadI sAgaramAM samAI javA TANe, potAnI khovAI javAnI paLe, jarA pAchuM vaLIne jue ane vicAra kare ekAda kSaNa mATe, eja rIte mahAvIranI vANInA guDhyArthamAM pravezatAM pahelAM be paLa vicAra karI levAnI jarUra che. parvatomAM jema himAlaya che athavA zikharomAM gaurIzaMkara che tema vyaktiomAM mahAvIra che. UMcA che caDhANa. jamIna para UbhA UbhA paNa gaurIzaMkaranuM himAcchAdita zikhara joI zakAya che. paraMtu jene zikhara para pahoMcavA caDhANa AdaravAM che ane zikhara pAse pahoMcIne zikharanuM darzana karavuM che tene ghaNI moTI taiyArI karavAnI jarUra che. mahAvIrane dUrathI paNa joI zakAya che, paraMtu dUrathI je paricaya thAya che te vAstavika paricaya hoto nathI. mahAvIramAM to chalAMga lagAvIne ja vAstavika paricaya meLavI zakAya che. evI chalAMga letAM pahelAM thoDI jANI levA jevI vAto tamane kahI dau. ghaNI vAra ema bane che ke ApaNA hAthamAM niSkarSa (Conclusions) rahI jAya che, paraMtu niSkarSa para pahoMcatAM pahelAM karavI paDelI prakriyAonI jANakArI khovAI jAya che. maMjilanI jANakArI bacI jAya che, tyAM pahoMcavAno rasto bhUlAI jAya che; zikhara to dekhAyA kare che, paraMtu tyAM pahoMcavAnI pagadaMDI jaDatI nathI. evuM ja banyuM che navakAra maMtra viSe. navakAra maMtrato niSkarSa che, jenuM pacIsaso varSathI loko raTaNa karyA kare che. e to zikhara che, paraMtu je pagadaMDI A navakAra maMtranA zikhara para pahoMcADe, te pagadaMDIyAranIya khovAI gaI che. navakAra maMtra viSe carcA karatAM pahelAM, e pagadaMDI parano thoDorasto sApha karavo jarUrI che. kAraNake jyAM sudhI prakriyAnI jANakArI na maLe tyAM sudhI, niSkarSa vyartha che. jyAM sudhI mArgana dekhAya tyAM
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________________ navakAra maMtra sudhI maMjila samajAze nahIM. jyAM sudhI upara caDhavAnI pagathI na dekhAya tyAM sudhI dUra dekhAtAM zikharonuM kAMI mUlyanathI, e svapna jevAM banI rahe che. kharekhara e zikhara che ke nahIM teno nirNaya levAnuM paNa zakya nathI to be cAra rIte namokAranA mArgane samajavAno prayatna karIe. 1937nI sAlamAM cIna ane tibeTa vacce AvelA bokAna parvata paranI guphAmAM 716 pattharanI rekorDa (grAmophonanI rekorDa jevI) maLI. mahAvIrathI dasa hajAravarSa pahelAMnI ArekorDa che. AjathI lagabhaga bAra hajAra varSa pahelAMnI A rekorDa Azcaryamugdha kare tevI che. dareka rekorDanI vacamAM eka kANuM che ane pattharanI sapATI para rekhAo kotarelI che. grAmophonanI rekorDa jevI ja. kyA ane kevA yaMtra para A rekorDa sAMbhaLI zakAtI haze tenuM rahasya Aja sudhI khulyuM nathI. raziyAnA eka vaijJAnika DaoN.sarjIeve varSo sudhI saMzodhana karI e vAta puravAra karI che ke e rekorDa to che ja, paNa enI kevI soya haze, jenA vaDe rekorDa sAMbhaLI zakAya ane kevAyaMtra dvArA te vagADI zakAya te hajI samajAyuM nathI. ekAda pattharano TukaDo hoya to samajI zakAya ke e koI sAMyogika ghaTanA haze, paraMtu eka jevA 716 TukaDA para rekhAo ane vacamAM eka kANuM hoya, te sAMyogika kema gaNI zakAya ? enA paranI dhULa vagere sApha karI vidyuta yaMtrothI parIkSaNa karatAM enI rekhAomAMthI harapaLa vidyutanAM kiraNo bahAra phelAtAM dekhAyAM. to zuM bAra hajAra varSa pahelAM mAnavI pAse evI koI vyavasthA haze ke jenAthI AvA pattharo para rekorDiMga thaI zake? evuM jo hoya to ApaNo ItihAsa je ApaNe koI alaga rIte lakhavo paDaze. jApAnanA eka parvatanA zikhara para pacIsa hajAra varSa pahelAMnI mUrtiono eka samUha che. e murtionuM nAma "DAbU. e mUrtione Aja sudhI samajavAnuM zakya nahotuM, paraMtu je divase ApaNA avakAzayAtrIo AkAzamAM UDyA tyAre emaNe jevAM vastro paheryA hatAM, tevAM ja vastra A mUrtio para kotarAyelAM joyAM. A mUrtio pacIsa hajAra varSa purANI che. to raziyana ane amerIkana avakAzayAtrIonI jema pacIsa hajAra varSa pahelAMnA mAnavIe paNa, avakAzanA anya koI graho parathI pRthvInI mulAkAta lIdhI haze evuM mAnavAnuM mana thAya che ? Aje mAnavI je kAMI jANe che te pahelIvAra ja jANI rahyo che evI bhUlamAM paDavAnuM koI kAraNa nathI. mAnavI ghaNI vAra jANe che, ghaNI vAra mAnavasabhyatAo, jJAnanAM carama zikharane sparzI le che ne pachI e jJAna jema AvyuM tema eka laheranI jema vilIna thaI jAya che. mahAvIra eka khUba lAMbI saMskRtinA aMtima vyakti hatA. e saMskRti ochAmAM ochI dasa lAkha varSa purANI che. e hatA jaina paraMparAnA covIsamA tIrthaMkara-jaina paraMparAnI e AkharI UMcAI mahAvIre sara karI ane pachI sabhyatA ane saMskRti dhIme dhIme eka laheranI jema vIkharAI gayAM. Aje A paraMparAnAM sUtro samajavAM muzkela thaI gayAM che, kAraNa ke e je vAtAvaraNamAM sArthaka hatAM, te vAtAvaraNa Aje nathI.
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________________ namo arihaMtANam maMtra dhAro ke (ema samajavuM joIe) kAle trIjuM vizvayuddha-aNuyudhdha thAya ane AkhI mAnavasaMskRtino nAza thaI jAya, tyAra bAda je koI thoDA mAnavonA vaMzajo bacyA hoya temanI evI eka yAda jaLavAI rahe ke varSo pahelAM mAnavIo havAIjahAjamAM UDatA hatA. A yAda hajAro varSaTakI rahe, ne te samayanAM bALako AvI vAta para hase ane majAka paNa kare che ke kevuM havAI jahAja? zenI tame vAta karo cho? lAge che A badhI purANa kathAo che. jaina tIrthakaronAM zarIranI UMcAI bahu kAlpanika lAge che. temAM mahAvIranI UMcAI mANasa jevI lAge che, paraMtu te agAunA trevIsa tIrthakaronAM zarIranI UMcAI ghaNI vadhAre hatI. vaijJAniko kahe che ke jema jema pRthvI saMkocAtI gaI tema tema pRthvInuM gurutvAkarSaNa vadhatuM gayuM. evo niyama che ke gurutvAkarSaNa jeTaluM vadhu thatuM jAya tema lokonI UMcAI ghaTatI jAya. Aje ApaNA gharamAM chata para garoLI pharatI dekhAya che tenuM kada, dasa lAkha varSa pahelAM hAthI karatAM paNa moTA jAnavara jevuM hatuM. evAM moTAM jAnavaranI hayAtInaSTa thaI gaI. havenAnakaDIgaroLI, e jAtimAM bacI che. eTalA moTAM jAnavara acAnaka kyAM adazya thaI gayA? have vaijJAniko kahe che ke jamInanA gurutvAkarSaNamAM koI rahasya raheluM lAge che? jema jema gurutvAkarSaNa vadhatuM jaze, tema tema mAnavInuM kadanAnuM thatuM jaze. jo bhaviSyamAM mAnavI caMdra para rahevA lAgaze to enuM kada pRthvInA mAnavI karatAM cAragaNuM moTuM haze, kAraNake caMdra karatAM, pRthvInuM gurutvAkarSaNa cAragaNuM che. jo ApaNe koI evA graha ane tArA zodhI laIe ke jayAM gurutvAkarSaNa haju paNa ochu hoya to uMcAI haju vadhI zake. jaina paraMparAe namokArane mahAmaMtra kahyo che. namokAranI barobarInA, A pRthvI para pAMca-dasa maMtro che. kharekhara to dareka dharma pAse eka mahAmaMtra hovo anivArya che, kAraNa ke evA maMtranI AsapAsa ja e dharmanuM AkhuM bhavana nirmANa thAya che. evA mahAmaMtrano upayoga zuM che? enAthI maLe che zuM?Aje dhvanivijJAna (SOUND-ELECTRONICS) navAM tathyonuM uddaghATana karyuM che. eka evuM tathya sAbita thayuM che ke Aje A jagatamAM pedA thayelo koI paNa dhvaninaSTa thato nathI. anaMta AkAzamAM A dhvanino saMgraha thaI jAya che. ApaNA AkAzamAM paNa dhvanimudrita rekorDanI jema, rekhAo aMkita thaI jAya che. koI sUkSma sapATI para khAMcedArarekhAo paDI jAya che. raziyAmAM chellAM paMdara varSothI A vize ghaNuM saMzodhana thaI rahyuM che. A bAbatamAM be traNa vAta khyAlamAM levA jevI che. raziyana vaijJAnika kAminiyeve ane amerikana vaijJAnika ruDolpha kare, prayogo karIne sAbita karyuM che ke sabhAva ane maMgaLakAmanAothI bharelI koI vyakti jaLathI bhareluM pAtra, potAnA hAthamAM rAkhI, AMkho baMdha karIne thoDI miniTa sudhI sadbhAva, maMgaLa AkAMkSAo ane bhAvanAo karatI rahe to e pAtramAM bharelA jaLamAM eka guNAtmaka parivartana Ave che. e jaLamAM koI rAsAyaNika parivartana thatuM nathI. paraMtu sadbhAvathI bharelA e mAnavInA hAthanA sparzathI, jaLamAM koI evA
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________________ 4 navakAra maMtra guNa praveze che ke jo e jaLa bIja para chAMTavAmAM Ave to e bIjamAM jaladI aMkura phuTe che, emAM moTAM phUla Ave che, moTAM phaLa lAge che. sAdhAraNa pANIthI (poSita thayelAM) UcharelAM choDa karatAM, A sadbhAvathI sparza pAmelAM pANIthI Ucharelo choDa vadhAre taMdurasta dekhAya che. kAminiyeve bIjo prayoga karI, atyaMta rugNa, vikSita, niSedhAtmaka bhAvathI bharelA, hatyAnA, kruratAnA, koine nukasAna pahoMcADavAnA vicAro ane bhAvanAothI bharelA mAnavInA hAthamAM paNa, jaLathI bhareluM pAtra thoDI miniTo sudhI rAkhyuM. e jaLa je bIja para chAMTavAmAM AvyuM te bIja kAM to aMkurita na thayAM ne je aMkurita thayAM te rogagrasta hatAM. paMdara varSa sudhI A prayogo karI evA nirNaya para pahoMcI zakAyuM ke pANInuM rAsAyaNika svarUpa ja mahattvanuM nathI, sAduM pANI, sadbhAvanA ne maMgaLakAmanAothI poSAyeluM pANI ane niSedhAtmaka bhAvanAothI duSita thayelA pANImAM, koi rAsAyaNika taphAvata na hovA chatAM, koika evAM tattvo mAnavInI bhAvanAo ane vicAro dvArA pANImAM dAkhala karI zakAya che ke jenAM pariNAmo alaga alaga Ave che. rAsAyaNika rIte to pANI enuM e ja rahe che. paraMtu A pANInA AtmAmAM koi rUpAMtara thAya che. jema jaLamAM rUpAMtara karI zakAya che. maMgaLa bhAvanAothI bhareluM ApaNuM mana, ApaNI cAre tarapha phelAyelA AkAzamAM guNAtmaka parivartana lAve che. evI bhAvanAothI bharelo mAnavI jyAre ApaNI pAsethI pasAra thAya che tyAre tenI e asara ApaNAmAM paNa thAya che. evI maMgaLa bhAvanA bharelI vyaktinI AsapAsa eka judA ja prakAranAM avakAza ke havAmAna pedA thatAM hoya che. eka bIjA raziyana vaijJAnika kiriliyAne hAi phrikavansI phoTogrAphIno vikAsa karyo che. kadAca bhaviSyamAM A kiriliyAna kemerAthI lIdhelAM citro judAM ja rahasyo chatAM karaze. bahu saMvedanazIla pleTa para A kemerAthI citra levAya che. mArA hAthanuM citra jo levAya to, mArA hAthanuM ja citra mAtra UpasatuM nathI, paraMtu mArA hAthanI AsapAsa je vidyuta kiraNo bahAra nIkaLI rahyAM che tenuM citra paNa Ave che. AzcaryanI vAta e che ke jo citra letI vakhate huM niSedhAtmaka vicArothI bharelo houM to, mArA hAthanI AsapAsanAM vidyutakiraNonI pratikRti, je citramAM dekhAya che te atyaMta rugNa, asvastha, veravikhera, arAjaka ane vikSipta hoya che. paraMtu huM jo maMgaLa bhAvanAothI, zubha vicArothI bharelo houM ane AnaMdita houM tyAre lIdhelA kiriliyAna citramAM, mArA hAthamAMthI nIkaLatAM kiraNonI pratikRti, layabaddha, suMdara, sapramANa ane vyavasthita dekhAya che. trIsa varSa sudhI karelA prayogo pachI kiriliyAna ema kahe che ke have koi vyakti koi khAsa rogathI pIDAvAnI hoya, to tenA cha mahinA pahelAM, enA zarIranAM vidyuta kiraNonA citra parathI eno roga pArakhI zakAze. kAraNake bhautika zarIra para bImArI Utare te pahelAM enA vidyuta zarIra para cha mahinA pahelAM Utare che. enA zarIranAM vidyutavartuLo rogiSTa thavAnuM cha mahinA pahelAM zarU thai
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________________ namo arihaMtANamH maMtra jAya che. koinI hatyA karavAno vicAra koi mAnavI kare che tyAre e hatyAnAM lakSaNo vidyutavartuLamAM dAkhala thavA lAge che. koi vyakti koi bIjA pratye karuNAthI bharAi jAya tyAre enAM vidyutavartuLomAM karuNA pravAhita thavAnAM lakSaNa pragaTa thAya che. 5 kiriliyAna kahe che ke ApaNe kensara roga para tyAre vijaya meLavI zakIzuM, jyAre kensara zarIramAM prasare te pahelAM, enA zarIranA vidyuta citra parathI ApaNe kensarane oLakhI zakIzuM. emAM have prayogonA vistAranI jarUra che. dareka manuSya potAnI AsapAsa eka AbhAmaMDaLa laine phare che. ApaNe ekalA nathI cAlatA, ApaNuM vidyutakSetra (elctro-dynamic field) paNa ApaNI sAthe cAle che. AvuM vidhutakSetra mAtra mAnavInI AsapAsa ja nahIM, pazuo ane vanaspatinI AsapAsa paNa hoya che. raziyana vaijJAnika eTale sudhI kahe che ke jIva ane ajIva vacce mAtra eka ja taphAvata che. jenI pAse AbhAmaMDaLa che te jIvita che ane jenI AsapAsa AbhAmaMDaLa nathI te mRta che. mANasa mare che te pahelAM enI AsapAsanuM AbhAmaMDaLa dhIme dhIme maravAnuM zarU kare che. eka AzcaryakAraka ane saMyoganI vAta evI che ke jyAre mAnavI mare che, te pachI enA AbhAmaMDaLane visarjita thatAM traNa divasa lAge che. hajAro varSathI maraNa pachInA trIjA divasanuM moTuM mUlya che, kAraNake kharuM mRtyu trIjA divase ghaTe che. A traNa divaso daramiyAna koi vaijJAnika upAya thakI rogamukta thavAya to mAnavIne sajIvana karI zakAya kharo. jyAM sudhI AbhAmaMDaLa tirohita na thAya tyAM sudhI jIvana samApta nathI thatuM. gayA mahAyuddha vakhate raziyAmAM cha vyaktione hRdayanA dhabakArA baMdha thayA pachI paNa jIvita karI zakAi hatI. zarIranI cAre bAju jyAM sudhI AbhAmaMDaLa jIve che tyAM sudhI koi sukSma stara para mAnavI jIvato hoya che ane te pAcho jIvita thai zake che. hajI sudhI eno pAchA AvavA mATeno setu kAyama che. mAnavI jeTalo vadhu jIvaMta ane jAgrata hoya teTaluM vadhu dhaniSTa enuM AbhAmaMDaLa hoya che. mahAvIra, kRSNa, rAma ke jisasanA citromAM emanA mukhamaMDaLanI AsapAsa,citrakAro je AbhAmaMDaLanuM nirmANa kare che te mAtra kalpanA nathI. AvAM AbhAmaMDaLa joi zakAya che. Aja sudhI to je saMto pAse eka UMDI sUkSma dRSTi hatI te saMto ja AbhAmaMDaLane joi zakatA hatA. paraMtu 1930 mAM eka aMgreja vaijJAnike evI rAsAyaNika prakriyAnuM nirmANa karyuM eka yaMtra dvArA, ke jenI madadathI koinA paNa AbhAmaMDaLane joi zakAya. ahIM tame beThA cho, tamAruM darekanuM AbhAmaMDaLa che. jema tamArA aMguThAnI chApa alaga che tema darekanAM AbhAmaMDaLa paNa alaga alaga ane vyaktigata vidhutakSetrovALAM che. tamane jenI jANa nathI tevI tamArA vizenI vAto, tamAruM AbhAmaMDaLa ja jANe che. bhaviSyamAM bananAra ghaTanAo vize paNa tamAruM AbhAmaMDaLa kahe che. je bAbato tamArA gahana acetanamAM, eka bIjanI jema
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________________ navakAra maMtra nirmANa thaI rahI che, je AvatI kAle UghaDIne pragaTa thaze te vAta tamAruM AbhAmaMDaLa agAuthI kahI zake che. maMtra AbhAmaMDaLane badalavAnI mULabhUta prakriyA che. tamArI AsapAsanAM vidyutakSetrane badalavA mATe maMtrano upayoga che. dareka dharma pAse potAno Agavo maMtra che. jaina paraMparA pAse Avo namokAra maMtra che AzcaryakAraka uddaghoSaNA che. "eso paMca namukkAro, savvapAvappaNAsaNo, sarva pApono nAza kare evo mahAmaMtra che. A kAMI sAcuM hoya evuM lAgatuM nathI. namokArathI pApa nAza kevI rIte thaI jAya? namokArathI sIdhAM pApa nAza thaI jAya che evuM nathI. paraMtu namokArathI tamArI AsapAsanuM vidhutakSetra badalAya che, rUpAMtarati thAya che, jene kAraNe pApa karavAnuM asaMbhava banI jAya che. kAraNake pApakaravA mATe tamArI pAse eka khAsa prakAranuM AbhAmaMDaLa joIe. A maMtrane ApaNe sIdhe sIdho sAMbhaLIe, to ema thAya ke Avo maMtra, pApono nAza kevI rIte karI zake? koI eka cora namokAra maMtranuM raTaNa kare to zuM thAya? koI hatyA karanAra A maMtranuM raTaNa kare to tethI zuM thAya? kevI rIte pApano nAza thAya? tame pApa karo cho te pahelAM, tamArAmAM eka vizeSa prakAranuM AbhAmaMDaLa nirmita thAya che. ane eTale ja tame pApa karI zako cho, evuM AbhAmaMDaLa tamArAmAM hayAta na hoya to tame pApa na karI zako mATe tamArA AbhAmaMDaLane ja agAuthI rUpAMtarita karI devAyuM hoya, namokAranA maMtrajApathI to tamArA mATe pApakaravAnuM azakya thaI jaze. to A namokAramaMtra AbhAmaMDaLane kevI rIte badalatuM haze? A maMtra namaskAra, namanano bhAva jagADe che. namanano artha che samarpaNa. e mAtra zAbdika uccAra nathI, paraMtu e eka jAgrata bhAva che. namo arihaMtANaM, huM arihaMtone namaskAra karuM chuM. e mAtra zAbdika nahIM, paNa tamArA prANano saghana thayelo bhAva che, arihaMtone namaskAra karuM chuM eno evo artha che ke jeoe jANyuM che, temanAM caraNomAM, mAruM mastaka mUkuM chuM; jeo zikhara para pahocI gayA che temanAM caraNomAM huM samarpita thaI jAuM chuM; jeone prApta thaI gayuM che, temanA daravAjA para yAcaka banIne UbhA rahevA huM taiyAra chuM. kiriliyAna phoTogrAphIe bhautika rIte e batAvavAnI koziza karI che ke jyAre tamArI aMdara bhAva badalAtA hoya che tyAre tamArI AsapAsanuM AbhAmaMDaLa paNa badalAtuM hoya che. have to eno phoTogrApha tamArI sAme hAjarAhajUra che. jyAre tame corI karavAno vicAra karatA ho cho tyAre tamAruM AbhAmaMDaLa koI jUdA ja prakAranuM udAsa, rogI, khUnI raMgothI bhareluM banI jAya che. jyAre tame koI paDI gayelA mANasane uThADavAnI koziza karo cho tyAre tamArA AbhAmaMDaLanA raMgatarata ja badalAI jAya che. AjathI cAlIsa varSa pahelAM amerikAmAM eDagara kAyesI nAme eka moTo propheTa-rahasyadarzI thaI gayo. e amerikAno "UMghato rahasyadarzI' (sleeping prophet) kahevAto. e samAdhi jevI
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________________ namo arihaMtANam maMtra gahana nidrAmAM cAlI jAto ane te vakhate e bhaviSyavANI karato raheto. eNe eka nahIM, dasa hajAra bhaviSyavANI karI che. emAMnI badhI Aja sudhI sAcI paDI che. cAlIsa varSa pahelAM eNe karelI eka bhaviSyavANI e hatI ke cAlIsa varSa pachI, raziyAmAM eka navA vaijJAnika dharmano janma thaze. A vAta eDagarakAyesIe eve samaye karI hatI ke jyAre raziyAmAM dharmano nAza karAI rahyo hato, carco toDI paDAtAM hatAM, pAdarI-purohitone sAIberiyAmAM dUra dhakelI devAtA hatA. e divasomAM kalpanA paNa na karI zakAya, ke raziyAmAM dharmano janma thaze. raziyA ekalo deza A pRthvI para hato jyAM sarvaprathama dharmano khUbavyavasthita rIte nAza karAI rahyo hato. nAstikatA jeTalA AgrahapUrvaka raziyAmAM dAkhala karI devAI teTalA pramANamAM AstiktA, bhUgarbha mArgomAM raziyAmAM sthApita thaI gaI. jIvanano A eka sanAtana niyama che ke te haMmezAM potAnuM saMtulana nirmANa karI le che. sTAlInanA maraNa sudhI A bhUgarbha pravRtti chUpI cAlu rahI. paraMtu te pachI dhyAnanA prayogo pragaTa thavA lAgyA. raziyAmAM, nelyA mAIkhAlAvA nAme eka vyakti sTAlIna pachInAM paMdara varSa daramiyAna khUba mahattvapUrNa sAbita thaI. mAIkhAlAvA mAtra dhyAna dvArA vastuone dUrathI gatimAna karI zakatI hatI.hAtha ke zarIranA koI bhAgathI aDIne nahIM, paraMtu cha phUTa dUra rAkhelI koI cIja para ekAgra citta thaI, tene potAnI tarapha kheMcI zakatI hatI ke halAvI zakatI hatI. lohacuMbakavALI soya laTakAvI hoya tene pheravIne potAnA tarapha karI zakatI hatI. sAdhAraNa rIte e soya uttara ane dakSiNa dhruva tarapha sthira rahe che, paraMtu mAIkhAlAvA tenI dizA badalI zakatI hatI, dUrathI ja potAnI ekAgradaSTIthI. paraMtu navAInI eka vAta evI banatI ke je enI AsapAsa saMpUrNa zaMkAzIla vyaktio UbhI hoya, to ene A rIte soyane AkarSita karavAmAM cAra pAMca kalAka lAgI jatA hatA. enI AsapAsa mitra samudAya sahAnubhUtipUrNa vyaktiono hoya to mAtra ardhA kalAkamAM soyane pheravI zakAtI hatI. jyAre jyAre ene pAMca kalAka lAgI jatA tyAre eka bIjI ghaTanA paNa banatI hatI. mAIkhAlAvAnuM vajanadasa pAunDaghaTI jatuM hatuM. soyane halAvatAM ardho kalAka lAgato tyAre traNa pAunDa vajana ghaTatuM hatuM paraMtu jyAre mAtra pAMca ja miniTamAM e halAvI zakAtI tyAre enA zarIranuM vajanabilakula ochuM thatuM nahIM. A prayogo nobela inAma jItanAra vaijJAnika DaoN. vasilieva ane kAminiyeva tema ja anya cAlIsa vaijJAnikonI hAjarImAM puravAra karAyA ane emaNe jAhera karyuM ke mAIkhAlIvAje karI rahI che te satya hakIkata che. have evAM vidyuta cuMbakIya yaMtra vikasita thayAM che ke jemAM mAIkhAlovA jyAre dhyAnamAM ekAgra thAya che tyAre enuM AbhAmaMDaLa saMkocAIne eka dhArAmAM vahetuM hoya che teno grApha aMkti thAya che. je vastu tarapha e dhyAna kare che tenA tarapha, eka lesara kiraNanI jema enI zakti, taraMgo dvArA prasarIne e vastune haTAve che ke cuMbakIya AkarSaNa pedA karI potAnI tarapha kheMce che. mAtra eno daDha zraddhApUrvakano bhAva thAya ke vastu enA tarapha kheMcAya. turata ja vastu kheMcAI Ave che; vastu haTI jAya, evo bhAva karavAthI vastu haTI jAya che.
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________________ navakAra maMtra AthIvadhu Azcarya UpajAve tevI vAta to e che ke je UrjA pedA thAya che tene, raziyana vaijJAnikonA mata pramANe saMgraha thaI zake che. jo e kharekhara koI prakAranI UrjA hoya to teno saMgrahazakya che. to A UrjA jene yogazAstra prANa" Urja kahe che tene je yaMtramAM saMgrahita karI zakAyato e UrjamAM je mULabhAva vyaktie Aropita karyo hato, te bhAva paNa e saMgrahita UrjAmAM kAyama rahe che. moIkhAlAvAnuM vajana ghaTI rahyuM hatuM, traNathI dasa pAunDa sudhI, te paNa bhautika zarIranuM UrjamAM rUpAMtara thavAthI ghaTatuM hatuM, je oraDAmAM AvAM yaMtramAM UrjA saMgraha karelI hoya te oraDAmAM tame dAkhala thAva tyAre jo mAIlovAno bhAva vastune dUra haTAvavAno hoya to tamane oraDAmAMthI bhAgI javAnuM mana thaze. eno bhAva jo vastune potA tarapha kheMcavAno haze to tamane e yaMtra tarapha AgaLa vadhavAnuM mana thaze. mAIkhAlovAtyAM hAjara hotI nathI, paraMtu yaMtramAM saMgraha karelI enI zakti tamArA para asara karatI hoya che. A zuM puravAra kare che? A prayogathI e puravAra thAya che ke ApaNA manobhAva zabdamAM, vicAramAM, taraMgamAM praviSTa thaI jAya che ane saMgrahita thaI jAya che. namo arihaMtANaM maMtra, bhAvapUrvaka koI vyakti jyAre uccAre che tyAre e vyakti evo bhAva kare che ke je vyaktioe potAnA duzmanone jItyA ane jANyAta vyaktione zaraNe, huM mArI jAtane dharI dauM chuM. Ama bane che tyAre e maMtrajApa karanAra vyaktino ahaMkAra ogaLavA lAge che. je je lokoe A jagatamAM potAnI jAtane arihaMtonA zaraNamAM choDI dIdhI che, temanI zakti AvI varSothI nirmANa thatI AvatI mahAdhArAmAM maLI jaI eno hisso banI jAya che. AkAzanAM avakAzamAM, cAre bAju A arihaMta bhAvanA maMtranA taraMgothI je zakti saMgrahita thayelI che temAM tamArI bhAvaUrjAnA taraMga paNa saMmilita thaI jAya che. tethI tamArI cotarapha eka divyatA ane bhagavattAnuM vAtAvaraNa nirmANa thaI jAya che. tame paNa A bhAvataraMgonA prabhAvathI eka alaga vyakti banI jAva cho. A maMtra-mahAmaMtra-svaryAnI AsapAsanA AkAzane ane svayaMnA AbhAmaMDaLane badalavAno kImiyo che. je divasa rAta koI vyakti A namokAra maMtranA smaraNamAM DUbato rahe to e thoDA samayamAM judI ja vyakti banI jaze. e e vyakti nahIM rahe che te hato. have "namo arihaMtANaM maMtrane samajIe. pAMcanamaskAra che. arihaMtano artha che ke jenA badhA zatruono nAza thayo, jenAmAM evo koI kyAMya bacco nathI jenI sAme laDavuM paDe, badhI laDAI samApta thai gaI. have krodhanathI jenI sAme laDavuM paDe, have kAma nathI jenI sAme laDavuM paDe, have lobha ke ahaMkAra nathI jenI sAme laDavuM paDe. jenI sAme laDavuM paDatuM hatuM te badhAM ajJAna nAza pAmyAM. have eka rnidraDha saMgharSahIna (non-conflicting) vyaktitva, jenuM nAma arihaMta che te zarU thayuM, arihaMta AkharI paDAva che, zikhara che, maMjila che. have kAMI karavAnuM, meLavavAnuM, choDavAnuM bacyuM
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________________ namo arihaMtANam maMtra nathI. badhuM samApta thaI gayuM. jyA mAtra zuddha astitva(pure existence) bacyuM che, brahmamAtra, hovApaNuM rahyuM che tenuM nAma "arita". eka adbhuta vAta e che ke "namo arihaMtANaM maMtramAM koI vyaktinuM nAma nathI. mahAvIra, pArzvanAtha ke koI bIjA tIrthakaranuM nAma nathI-jaina paraMparAnuM koI nAma nathI. kAraNake jaina paraMparA e svIkAre che ke "arihaMta mAtra jaina paraMparAmAM ja nathI thayA, bIjI paraMparAomAM paNa arihaMta thayA che. to A namokAra koI khAsa arihaMtane nahIM, badhA arihaMtone che. A eka virATanamaskAra che, vizvanA bIjA koI dharmamAM, Avo sarvAgINa, Avo sarvasparza mahAmaMtra vikasita thayo nathI. eno jANe koI vyakti kendrita khyAla nathI, zakti tarapha dhyAna che. A maMtramarUpa para dhyAna nathI, je arUpa sattA che tenA tarapha dhyAna che. arihaMtone namaskAra! mahAvIranA je premI hoya temaNe kahevuM joIe 'mahAvIrane namaskAra', buddhane je prema kare teNe kahevuM joIe buddhane namaskAra. rAmane prema karanAra kahe ke rAmane namaskAra, paraMtu bIjI koI paraMparAmAM Avo maMtranathI, je kahe che ke "arihaMtone namaskAra". te badhAne namaskAra, je maMjila para pahoMcI gayA che. kharekhara to maMjilane namaskAra. arahiMta' zabdanakArAtmaka (negative) che. eno artha che jenA zatru samApta thaI gayA. e zabda vidhAyakapositive) nathI. kAraNake A jagatamAM je kAMI zreSThatama avasthA che tene niSedhathI ja pragaTa karI zakAya che. evo eka bIjo zabda che neti-neti' enuM paNa koI vidhAyaka rUpa nathI. vidhAyaka zabdone sImA hoya che. niSedhamAM sImA hotI nathI. "A AvuM che" evuM kahevAmAM eka sImA che. paraMtu "Avu nathI" emAM koI sImA hotI nathI. 'nahIM ne sImA nathI. che" ne sImA che. 'che nAno zabda che "nahIM virATa che. eTale arihaMta zabda parama zikharano sUcaka che. ema kahevAyuM che ke jenA badhA zatru samApta thaI gayA, jenAM badhAM aMtardaDha vilIna thaI gayAM, jenAmAM lobha nathI. kAma nathI. mohanathI. 'zuM che te nathI kahevAyuM. "zuM nathI te kahevAyuM che. eTale arihaMta zabda bahu mAnavIya che, bhAvAtmaka (abstract) che, jaladI pakaDamAM Ave tevI nathI. mATe enI pachInA bIja maMtramAM vidhAyakatAno upayoga karAyo 'namo siddhANaM'. "namo siddhANaM maMtramAM siddha' zabdano artha che jemaNe meLavI lIdhuM. A bahuvidhAyaka zabda che. siddhi, upalabdhi, kAMIka meLavI lIdhuM achievement) evo bhAva che. kAMika choDyuM, nAza thayo, evA "arihaMta' zabdanA bhAva emAM nathI. eka vAta khyAlamAM rAkhavAnI che. jemaNe khoyuM che, choDyuM che, emane prathama sthAna apAyuM che. jemaNe meLavyuM che,' emane bIjanaMbare rakhAyA che, kema? siddha arihaMtathI koI rIte ochA nathI hotA. siddha paNa tyAM ja pahoMcyA che, jyAM arihaMta poMcyA che. paraMtu bhASAmAM vidhAyaka ne bIjA sthAna para rakhAya che. 'zUnya' prathama che. hovuM te dvitIya che. siddha vize mAtra eTalI ja
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________________ navakAra maMtra sUcanA che ke e pahoMcI gayA. bIju koI vizeSaNa joDAyuM nathI. pahoMcI gayA eTale zuM? e kAMI ApaNI samajamAM AvatuM nathI. "arihaMta' to ethI vadhAre agamya che, 'zUnya thaI gayA, 'nirvANa pAmI gayA', 'maTI gayA je have nathI. siddhoe zuM meLavyuM che? e kAMI kahetA nathI, emanI siddhInA koI pramANa ke koI mUrtarUpa ApaNI samakSa rajU thatAM nathI. zuM meLavyuM che te vize siddha kAMI abhivyakata karatAM nathI. buddhane koIe puchyuM ke tamArA dasa hajAra ziSya che, emAM buddhatvakeTalAne maLyuM? tame to buddha thaI gayA, paraMtu keTalA ziSyoe buddhatva prApta karyuM? buddhe kahyuM ke huM to pragaTa buddha chuM, bIjA dhaNA apragaTa buddha che. e buddha potAnAmAM chupAyA che, jema bIjamAM vRkSa chupAyuM hoya tema. to siddha bIja jevA che. ghaNI vAra evuM bane che ke je kAMI meLavavAnuM che te maLI gayuM hoya che. paraMtu e maLavAnI ghaTanA evI gahana hoya che ke ene zabdamAM abhivyakta karavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. eTale badhA siddha bolatA nathI. tema badhA arihaMta paNa bolatA nathI. badhA siddha siddha thayA pachI jIvaMta rahetA paNa nathI. emanI cetanA e siddhinI upalabdhimAM eTalI lIna thaI gaI hoya che ke zarIra tatpaNa chUTI jAya che, siddhi maLatAMnI sAthe ja. mATe siddha ne paNa ApaNe ThIka ThIka samajI nathI zaktA. paraMtu maMtra to evo hovo joIe ke pahelA pagathiyA parathI chellA pagathiyA sudhI, je koi UbhA che te badhAne, jyAM UbhA hoya tyAMthI, je kAMI samajAI jAya tyAMthI, emanI yAtrA zarU thaI jAya. eTale trIjuM sUtra che "namo AyariyANaM.' AcAryone namaskAra. 'AcArya 'no artha che jemaNe meLavyuM ane je maLyuM te potAnA AcaraNamAM pragaTa paNa karyuM. 'AcArya no artha che jemanAM jJAna ane AcaraNa eka che, emAM bhedanathI. evuM nathI ke siddhanAM jJAna ane AcaraNamAM bheda hoya che. paraMtu siddhanuM AcaraNa zUnya hoI zake che, AcaraNa pragaTa ja na thAya. arihaMtanuM AcaraNa paNa jJAnathI bhinnanathI hotuM, paraMtu arihaMta evA nirAkAra thaI jAya che ke emanuM AcaraNa paNa ApaNane dekhAtuM nathI. kAMIka samajavA mATe, ApaNane koI mUrtinI, sImAonI jarUra rahe che. eka cokaThuM(Frame)je cArasImAone bAMdhatuM hoya enI jarUra paDe che. eTale 'AcArya' zabdamAM eka prakAranI ApaNI sAthenI nikaTatA dekhAya che. AcAryano artha che jenuM jJAna AcaraNa che. kAraNake jJAnane to ApaNe oLakhI zakatA nathI, AcaraNa ApaNane dekhAya che, ApaNe oLakhI zakIe chIe. paraMtu emAM eka moTuM jokhama samAyeluM che. AcaraNa evuM paNa hoI zake je jJAnanI nIpaja na hoya. mAtra bAhya dekhAva hoya. koI mAnavI ahiMsakana hoya, paraMtu ahiMsaka hovAno dekhAva karI zake. paraMtu koI vyakti ahiMsaka hoya, to te hiMsAnuM kyAreya AcaraNa karInazake. eka mANasa lobhI hoya, paraMtu alobhI hovAnuM AcaraNa karI zake. ethI UlaTuM alobhI hoya, te lobhI hovAnuM AcaraNamAM mUkI na zake.
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________________ namo arihaMtANam maMtra eTale "AcArya ApaNane samajAya che, paNa tyAMthI ja eka jokhama paNa zarU thAya che. koI mANasa AcaraNa evuM karI zake ke jethI te ApaNane AcArya che ema lAge. eTale A eka ApaNI maryAdA che. sImA banavAnuM zarU thAya che tyAMthI ApaNane dekhAvA lAge che ane jyAMthI dekhAvA lAge che tyAMthI ApaNuM aMdhatva paNa zarU thAya che. paraMtu "AcAryane namaskAra eTale ApaNe temane namaskAra karIe chIe, jemanuM jJAna emanuM AcaraNa bane che. ahIM paNa koI vizeSaNa ke vizeSa vyakti tarapha IzAro nathI. koI paNa 'AcArya hoI zake. eka IsAI phakIra jApAna gayo hato tyAM enI mulAkAta eka jhena bhikSu sAthe thaI, IsAI phakIre jhena bhikSune pUchyuM ke jisasa vize emano zuM abhiprAya che. jhena bhikSue kahyuM ke jisasa vize tame kAMI kaho to mane khyAla Ave, kAraNake mane jisasa vize kAMI khabara nathI. to e pharkare kahyuM ke jisase ema kahyuM che ke jo koI tamane eka tamAco mAre to tamAro bIjo gAla enI sAme dharI deje. A sAMbhaLInajhena 'bhikSu e kahyuM ke "AcAryane namaskAra IsAI phakIra kAMI na samajyo. eNe AgaLa kahyuM jisase kahyuM che ke je potAnA vyaktitvane bhUMsI nAkhaze, vyaktitvano nAza karaze, tene badhuM prApta thaze. bhikSue kahyuM 'siddhane namasakAra' phakIra hajI kAMi na samajyo. eNe AgaLa kahyuM ke jisasane phAMsI para laTakAvyA tyAre e zUnya thaI gayA, mRtyune cupacApa svIkArI lIdhuM. jhena bhikSue javAbamAM kahyuM "arihaMtane namaskAra'. AcaraNa ane jJAna jenAM eka che te 'AcArya'. e siddha paNa hoI zake, arihaMta paNa hoI zake. AcaraNathI ja AcArya ApaNane samajAya che. paraMtu AcaraNa bahu sUkSma vAta che ane ApaNI buddhi bahu sthaLa che, jADI che. eTale AcaraNa parathI nakkI karavuM bahu muzkela che. dAkhalA tarIke, mahAvIra nagna thaI gayA. e cokkasa vAta che ke ghaNA lokone e nahIM gamyuM hoya. gAmegAmathI mahAvIrane bhagADavAmAM AvyA. gAmegAma mahAvIra para patthara pheMkAyA. e patthara pheMkanAra ApaNe ja hatA. ema na samajatA ke pattharamAranAra koI bIjA mANaso hatA. mahAvIranI nagnatA lokone na samajAI, kAraNake lokoe kahyuM ke nagnatA AcaraNahInatA che. A kevuM AcaraNa! mahAvIranuM nagna thavuM eTaluM nirdoSa AcaraNa hatuM ke jeno koI hisAba lagAvavo zakya nathI. mahAvIra eTalA saraLa thaI gayA hatA ke emanA mATe chupAvavA jevuM kAMI bacyuM na hatuM. mahAvIrane hADakAM ane cAmaDIthI baMdhAyelo dehabAMdhI na zakyo. raziyana vaijJAniko jene vidyuta-cuMbakIya kSetra (electro magnetic field) kahe che te zarIra-prANazarIra eTaluM sadhana banI gayuM hatuM ke ene kapaDAM to DhAMkI zake tema na hatAM. eTale kapaDAM sarI kahyAM. evuM paNa nathI ke kapaDAM mahAvIra choDayAM, kapaDAM sarI paDyAM e ja hakIkata che. eka vAra jaMgalanA rastA parathI pasAra thatA emanI cAdara jhADImAM bharAI gaI. mahAvIrane thayuM ke
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________________ navakAra maMtra cAdara kheMcIza to jhADImAM lAgelAM phUla kharI paDaze, pAMdaDAM tUTaze, kAMTA haze to te paNa tUTaze. eTale ardhI cAdara phADIne tyAM ja choDI dIdhI. pachI zarIra para je ardhI cAdara rahI hatI te paNa kyAre sarI paDI enI mahAvIrane khabara na paDI. lokoe joyAto mahAvIra nagna UbhA hatA. AvuM AcaraNa sahana karavAnuM loko mATe muzkela thaI gayuM. AcaraNanA rastA ghaNA sUkSma ane muzkela che. AcaraNanA saMbaMdhamAM ApaNA khyAla baMdhiyArane vArasAmAM maLelA che. je loko ApaNA kahevA mujaba karavA rAjI hoya che teo lagabhaga muDadAla loko che. ApaNuM kahyuM mAnIne AcaraNa karanAra sAdhuonI ApaNe ghaNI pUjA karI che. emAM AcAryane namaskAra" nI vAta kyAM AvI! tame emanuM AcaraNa nakkI karo ke emanuM jJAna emanuM AcaraNa nakkI kare? jJAna eka parama svataMtratA che. mATe je vyakti AcAryane namaskAra kare che te evo bhAvakaratI hovI joIe ke huM nathI jANato zuM che jJAna ke zuM che AcaraNa ? paraMtu jenuM paNa AcaraNa enA jJAnamAMthI pedA thatuM haze, vahetuM haze, tene huM namaskAra karuM chuM. AtrIjA maMtra sudhI paNa vAta ghaNI sUkSma che. cothAnamokAramAM 'namo uvarjhAyANaM' upAdhyAyane namaskAra. upAdhyAyano artha che, evI vyakti ke je jJAna Ape che, AcaraNamAM jJAna utAre che ane e jJAna vize upadeza paNa Ape che. te jANe che, jANIne evuM jIve che ke je enA jJAnamAMthI pedA thayuM hoya ane jevuM jIve che ane jANe che tevuM ja batAve che, upadeze che. ApaNe mauna to samajAtA nathI, AcArya mauna rahI zake che. kAraNake e jANe che ke mAruM AcaraNa ja paryApta che, chatAM tame AcaraNa na samajI zaktA ho to tame jANo." paraMtu upAdhyAyatamArA para vadhu dayAvAna che. te tamane zabdomAM kahIne samajAve che. dharmanI sIDI para UbhelI vyaktio mATe, A cAra prakAranI jJAnI vyaktionI spaSTa rekhAo AMkI. paraMtu A cAra prakAranA jJAnIo sivAya paNa bIjA jANakAro haze je A cAra prakAranI bahAra chUTI jAya che. eTale A maMtra bahu Azcarya upajAve tevo che. pAMcamAM caraNamAM eka sAmAnya namaskAra che namo loe savvasAhUNaM, lokomAM je paNa sAdhu che te saune namaskAra.' jagatamAM je paNa sAdhu che te saune namaskAra. cAra prakAranA zAnIo sivAya, je anya jJAnI rahI gayA hoya temane namana karavAnuM ame na cUkI jaIe. jIvana ghaNuM rahasyapUrNa che. badhI vyaktionA DhAMcA cokkasapaNe nakkI thaI zaktA nathI-eTale je zeSa rahI gayA hoya temane mAtra sAdhu kahyA ke je saraLa che. eTalA sAdA ane saraLa ke upadeza ApavAmAM paNa saMkoca kare. eTalA saraLa ke potAnuM AcaraNa paNa chupAve. emane paNa amArA namaskAra. eTale AnamaskAra arihaMto mATe nathI, arihaMto prati che. ane ApaNe mATe che. enamaskAranAM je pariNAma thaze te ApaNA para thaze. je phaLa maLaze te ApaNane ja maLaze. kharekhara je koI A
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________________ namo arihaMtANam maMtra 13 rIte namana kare to paNa eno ahaMkAra TakI zake evuM tamane lAge che? nahIM. ahaMkAra TakI rahevo asaMbhava che. paraMtu ApaNe evA adbhuta maNaso chIe ke ApaNI najara sAme arihaMto UbhA haze to paNa ApaNe pahelAM khAtarI karavA IcchIzuM ke kharekhara arihaMta che ke nahIM? mahAvIra tIrthakara che ke nahIM, e nakkI karavAmAM keTalIya vyaktionAM jIvana samApta thaI gayAM! mahAvIranA samayamAM, mahAvIra tIrthakara hatA ke nahIM, arihaMta hatA ke nahIM, e vize moTA vivAda cAlatA hatA. mahAvIranA samayamAM alaga alaga jUtha hatAM. eka ToLuM mAnavuM ke "mahAvIra arihaMta nathI, bIjuM koI che. gozAlaka arihaMta che. mahAvIra tIrthakara hovAno emanA anuyAyIono dAvo khoTo che.' mahAvIrano potAno tIrthaMkara hovAno koI dAvo na hato. paraMtu jeo mahAvIrane mAnatA hatA te mahAvIra vize dAvo karavAmAMthI bacI zake tema paNa na hatA, emanI potAnI muzkelIo hatI. cAre tarapha vivAda cAlato hato. loko A bAbata parIkSA karavA paNa AvatA hatA. kharA AzcaryanI vAta e che ke mahAvIra tIrthakara nathI, mahAvIra bhagavAnanathI ema siddha karI zakAya to paNa tenAthI ApaNane zuM lAbha thAya? mahAvIra bhagavAnana paNa hoya chatAM emanAM caraNomAM mAthuM namAvIne tame kahI zako 'namo arihaMtANaM, to enAthI tamane to lAbha thaze ja thaze. mahAvIra bhagavAna hovAthI kAMI vadhu pharaka nahI paDe. mULa savAla mahAvIra bhagavAna che ke nahIM te nathI. paraMtu mULa savAla tamane kyAMya bhagavAna dekhAya che ke nahIM te che. tamane kyAMya paNa pattharamAM, pahADamAM je bhagavAna dekhAya to tame namana karI zakazo, kharuM rahasyanamanamAM che, jhUkI javAmAM che. je jhukI zake che tenAmAM kAMIka badalAI jAya che, e pote alaga vyakti banI jAya che. sidhdha che ke nahIM te pArakhavuM muzkela che. bIjuM koI siddhana paNa hoya e vAta ja asaMgata che. koI mahAvIrana paNa hoya. paraMtu e jo tamArA mUkavA mATe nimitta bane to vAta pUrI thaI gaI. koI evo khUNo maLI jAya jyAM tamAruM mastaka jhUkI jAya to tethI tamane navuM jIvana prApta thaze. namokAra maMtra badhA khUNA AvarI le che. jyAM jyAM tamAruM mastaka jhukAvI zakAya tevA badhA ajJAta, ajANyA, aparicita khUNA A maMtramAM AvarI levAyA che. khabara nathI koNa sAdhu che. koNa arihaMta che. A jagatamAM jJAnI paNa che ane ajJAnI paNa che, prakAza paNa che ane aMdhAruM paNa che. jema sUrya asta thAya che, tema sUrya Uge paNa che. A astitvavaMdvathI bhareluM che. jyAM ATaluM ghaniSTa ajJAna pravarte che tyAM ghaniSTa jJAna paNa hovuM joIe. A eka zraddhAmAM taraboLa vyakti A namokAranA pAMca maMtra bolI zake tyAre sAce e paNa kahI zake ke kharekhara A namokAra sUtra maMgaLamaya che, enAthI badhAM pApono nAza thaze. A maMtra tamArA mATe che. maMdiramAM jyAre koI mUrtinAM caraNomAM tame zIza namAvo cho tyAre e
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________________ 14 navakAra maMtra caraNo paramAtmAnAM che ke nahIM e savAla nathI, zIza jhUkI rahyuM che ke nahIM e savAla che. caraNa to nimitta che. koI mUkavA mATenI vyavasthA che. kharI vAta e che ke jhUkavAmAM ja pIDA che. je koI ApaNane jhUkAve, tenA prati krodha Ave che. koInA paNa caraNamAM mUkavAnI majabUrI krodha pedA kare che, pachI bhale te mahAvIra hoya ke buddha hoya, paraMtu je mahAvIra ApaNAM caraNomAM jhUkI jAya to ApaNuM citta prasanna thaI jAya. AvuM bane to ApaNe pachI mahAvIrane patthara zuM kAma mArIe, enA kAnamAM khIlA zuM kAma ThokIe? paraMtu mahAvIra je tamArA caraNamAM mUkaze to tamane koI lAbha nahIM thAya, UlaTuM nukasAna thaze. tamAro ahaMkAra vadhI jaze ane tame vadhAre akkaDa cAlavA lAgazo. mahAvIre emanA sAdhuone salAha ApI che ke emaNe je koI sAdhuna hoya tene namaskAra nakaravA. bahu Azcarya UpajAve evI A salAha che. sAdhu to vinamra hoya. eTalo nirahaMkArI ke badhAMnAM caraNomAM zira jhukAvI zake. to gRhastha ane sAdhuna hoya tevAne namaskAra nakaravAnI A vAta ThIka nathI lAgatI. paraMtu A salAhamAM mahAvIranI karuNA che tamArA para. sAdhutamane namaskAra karaze to tamArAM ahaMkAra ane asmitA vadhAre majabUta thaze. sAdhuonuM to lakSaNa ja e che ke enuM mAthuM badhAM caraNomAM jhUke. paraMtu e tamArI AdhyAtmika pragatimAM nimitta banavA cAhe che. paraMtu koI sAdhu AgrahapUrvaka tamane enAM potAnAM caraNomAM mUkavavAnI koziza kare to mAnaje ke e sAdhu AtmahatyA tarapha jaI rahyo che. enarkano rasto che. Ama chatAM narka tarapha janAra vyakti paNa tamane svarga tarapha IzAro karavAmAM nimitta bane, tamane mUkavAmAM sahAya kare to emAM tamAruM bhaluM che. paraMtu ApaNe jyAM jaI rahyA chIe tenI ciMtA ApaNe karatA nathI, bIjA kyAM jaI rahyA che tenI ciMtA karIe chIe. namokAra-namananuM sUtra che. jeoe kAMIka jANyuM che, meLavyuM che, jeo jIvananAM aMtaratama gUDha rahasyothI paricita thayA che, jemaNe mRtyu para vijaya prApta karyo che, jemaNe A bhautika zarIranI pAra zuM che te jANyuM che, tevI A jagata samastanI pAMca prakAranI vyaktionAM caraNomAM namana karavAnuM sUtra che. jagatasamastamAM eTale samaya ane kSetra bannemAM, je gaI kAle hatA ane AvatI kAle paNa haze evA savya loe sANaM." sarvalokamAM vasatA sAdhuone namana. A namaskAra karatAM AvaDaze to mahAvIranI vANIne samajavAmAM saraLatA thaze. A namana pachI tamArI jhoLI khUlaze ane emAM mahAvIranI saMpatti praveza pAmaze. namana che eka grahaNazIlatA (receptivity). jevA tame namana karo cho ke tamAruM hRdaya khUle che ane temAM tame koIne praveza ApavA taiyAra thAva cho. kAraNake jenA caraNomAM tame jhUkI gayA ene tamArAmAM pravezavA devAmAM tame aDacaNa UbhI nahIM karo, balake AmaMtraNa Apazo, tamArA daravAjA khullA mUkI dezo. paraMtu jo tamArI zraddhA nahIM hoya to namana asaMbhava banI jaze. namana sAthe tamArI samajano janma che.
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________________ namo arihaMtANama: maMtra 15 AgrAhakatA vize eka khUba upayogI vAta kahuM. DaoN.vAsiliyevanAme eka adabhuta vidvAna mosko yunirvasiTImAM 1966 mAM, prayogo karato hato. mAnavInA magajanI grahaNazIlatA keTalI hoI zake che tenA para prayogo karato hato. e prayoganuM nAma hatuM kRtrima punarjanma (articicial reincarnation). vAsiliyeva potAnA eka sAthInI madadathI, eka vyaktine saMmohana dvArA UMDI behozImAM laI jatA. emanI pAse eka yaMtra hatuM jenuM E.E.G nAma hatuM. Aje DaoNkTaro E.C.G. (electro cardiogramm) hRdaya parIkSA mATe vApare che tevuM ja mAnasika parIkSaNa mATenuM e yaMtra hatuM. A yaMtra para, UMghatA mANasanI nidrAnI guNavattAno grApha (graph) dorAto hato. jyAre vyaktinuM cetana mana UMghamAM praveze che tyAre eka prakAranAM AlphA veDjha (Alpha waves) pedA thavAnAM zarU thAya che. mana cetanamAMthI acetanamAM praveza kare che tyAre e vyakti svapna jue che teno, svapna baMdha thaI jAya teno, gADha nidrAmAM hoya teno ane atala uMDANamAM DUbI jAyateno, judo judo nakazo (graph) e yaMtra para dorAya che. jyAre e vyakti pragADha nidrAmAM praveze che tyAre vAsiliyeva eka sUcana kare che; e vyakti je nAnI moTI citrakAra hoya to vAsiliyeva kahe che "tuM" mAIkala eMjelo che tArA gayA janmano, ke tuM vAnagoga che pAchalA janmano. e jo koI kavi hoya to tene kahe che ke "tuM zekasapIara hato ke bIjo koI mahAna kavi hato,trIsa divasa sudhI A rIte roja, e vyaktinI AlphA velzavALI pragADha nidrAnA samaye, A prakAranAM sUcano ApyAM karatAM. e vyaktinuM citta trIsa divasamAM saMmohanamAM sAMbhaLelI sUcanAo grahaNa karI leze. trIsa divasa pachI je banyuM te ghaNuM AzcaryakAraka hatuM. eka vyakti je sAdhAraNa citrakAra hatI, tene potAne evo bharoso AvI gayo ke te mAIkala ejelo che. e eka viziSTa citrakAra banI gayo. je sAdhAraNa joDakaNAM karanAra kavi hato, tene vizvAsa AvI gayo ke e zekasapIaranI kakSAnI kavitAo racavA lAgyo. A uparathI vAsiliyeva evA tAraNa para Avyo ke ApaNe sau eka nAnI bArImAMthI jagatane jotI vyaktio chIe. ApaNe mAnI lIdhuM che ke ATalI ja jovA-jANavAnI ApaNI kSamatA che. bArI jeTalI khullI che, eTaluM ja joIne ApaNe jIvI rahyA chIe. ApaNI cetanA eTaluM ja sImita kAma kare che. vAsiliyeva kahe che ke ApaNAM bALako, somAMthI navANuM bALako, eka pratibhA (genius) nI kSamatA laIne pedA thAya che. ghaNI moTI kSamatAnA vikAsanI zakyatA che. paraMtu ApaNAM mAbApa, zikSaNa, samAja, ApaNI kSamatAnI bArI nAnI kya kare che. vIsapacIsa varSa sudhInI umaramAM, ApaNane eka sAdhAraNa mANasa banAvI de che. khUba moTI kSamatA laIne je janmyA hatA, tenAM dvAra nAnA thatAM jAya che ane eno svIkAra ApaNe karelo hoya che. vAsiliyeva kahe che ke badhAM bALako pratibhAvAna janme che. keTalAMka ApaNI karAmatomAMthI chaTakI jAya che. te pratibhAvAna banI jAya che, bAkI badhAM sAdhAraNa DhAMcAmAM jIvana pUruM kare che. eTale
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________________ 16 navakA2 maMtra vAsiliyeva ema kahe che ke mULa sUtra grahaNazIlatAnuM che. ApaNuM citta jeTaluM grahaNazIla rahevuM joie eTaluM rahetuM nathI. paraMtu e grahaNazIlatA akhaMDa rahe to ene je kAMi kahevAmAM Ave te enA cittanA UMDANamAM pravezI jAya. moTI vAta vizvAsanI che, zraddhAnI che. mahAvIre A vize bhAratamAM ghaNAM prayogo karyA hatA. paraMtu mahAvIranI dizA alaga hatI. mahAvIre jAtismaraNanA prayoga ryA hatA. koi vyaktie AdhyAtmamAM AgaLa jhaDapI pragati karavI hoya to enA pAchalA janmonuM ene jJAna thavuM joie. jo A pAchalA janmonuM smaraNa (jAtismaraNa) barAbara thai jAya to bhaviSyanI yAtrAmAM bhUtakALamAM pAchalA janmomAM karelI bhUlo pharIthI karavAmAM samaya veDaphAto baMdha thai jAya, AgaLanI yAtrA jhaDapI bane ane sahelI bane. have A namokAra maMtrathI ApaNe mahAvIranI vANI paranI carcA zarU karIzuM. A mArga khUba gahana ane sUkSma che. tame jo grahaNazIla hazo, namana ane zraddhAthI bharelA hazo to i.i.jI. jevA koi yaMtranI sahAyatA vinA paNa tamArAmAM 'AlphrA vevjha' pedA thaze. jyAre paNa koi zraddhAthI tarabatara hoya che tyAre enAmAM je 'AlphA vevjha' pedA thAya che teno grApha (graph), i.i.jI. yaMtra para aMkita thatAM, gahana saMmohanamAM pragADha nidrAmAM tema ja UMDA dhyAnamAM aMkita thatA grApha jevo ja hoya che. zraddhAthI bhareluM citta, UMDA dhyAna veLAnI avasthA jeTaluM ja, zAMta hoya che. evI ja zAMta avasthA pragADha nidrAmAM paNa hoya che. vAsiliyeva eka 'nikoliyeva nAmanA yuvaka para prayogo karato hato. e yuvaka para eNe varSo sudhI prayoga karyA. nikoliyevamAM be hajAra mAila dUrathI mokalAtA vicArone grahaNa karavAnI kSamatA AvI gai hatI. seMkaDo prayogo karavAmAM AvyA, jemAM nikoliyeve be hajAra mAila dUranA vicAro pakaDayA, jyAre ene pUchavAmAM AvyuM ke tuM A kevI rIte karI zake che? tyAre eNe javAba Apyo ke ekamAtra tarakIba che. ardho kalAka pahelAM huM saMpUrNa zAMta-zithila avasthAmAM paDayo rahuM chuM. bahAranI tema ja bhItaranI badhI sakriyatAne choDI dai ekadama niSkriya (passive) thaI jAuM chuM. purUSanI jema nahIM, paNa strInI jema nikriya banI jAuM chuM. kAMi karato nathI, paraMtu kAMI AvatuM hoya, to te grahaNa karavA taiyAra rahuM chuM. ardhA kalAka pachI jyAre mArI sAthe joDAyelA i.i.jI. yaMtramAM 'AlphrA vevjha' dekhAvAnAM zarU thAya che tyAre be hajAra mAila dUrathI mokalAtA vicAro pakaDavAmAM huM samartha thai jAuM chuM. paraMtu jyAM sudhI pUrepUro grahaNazIla thai jato nathI tyAM sudhI A vicAro mArAthI pakaDI zakAtA nathI. vAsiliyeva be pagalAM AgaLa vadhyo. aneka rIte vikRta thayelA mAnavIne bAjue rAkhI eNe UMdara para prayoga karyA. ene ema thayuM ke AvI kSamatA pazuomAM vadhAre zuddha hoi zake che. sadIno eka atyaMta anUTho prayoga vAsiliyeve karyo. eka UMdaraDIne dariyAkinAre rakhAi ane enAM ATha baccAMne eka sabamarInamAM dariyAmAM hajAro phUTa UDe lai javAmAM AvyAM. sabamarInano A
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________________ namo arihaMtANam maMtra upayoga eTalA mATe karAyo ke e pANImAM UMDe hoya tyAre emAMthI reDiyo velTa bahAra nIkaLI zakatAM nathI, tema bahArathI reDiyo veDjha aMdara jaI zaktAM nathI. koI paNa kiraNa UMDe sudhI pANImAM pravezI zaktAM nathI evuM vaijJAniko kahe che. sUryanAM kiraNa amuka UMDAI sudhI ja dariyAnAM pANImAM pravezI zake che. kinArA para rAkhelI UMdaraDInA mAthA para cAre bAju IlekTroDjha lagAvI tene I.I.jI. yaMtra sAthe joDI devAyA. I.I.jI. yaMtra uMdaraDInA mastiSkamAM je kAMI bane, teno grApha doryA kare. eka adbhuta vAta banI... hajAro phUTa nIce sabamarInamAM cha kalAkamAM, samaye samaye enAM AThe baccAMne mArI nAkhavAmAM AvyAM. sabamarInamAM rahelA vaijJAnike je je samaye e baccAMne mAryA hatA tenI noMdha rAkhI. kinArA para rahelAM I.I.jI. yaMtra para, barAbara tete samaye ja, UMdaraDInA mastiSkamAMthI eka eka dhakko Avyo tenoMdhAyo. UMdaraDIne hajAra phUTa UDe A baccAMne, maratAM hovAnI khabara TelIpathI dvArA maLI. jAnavaromAM TelIpathIka saMdezA jhIlavAnI kSamatA sahaja che. mAnavInI A kSamatA khovAI gaI che. jAnavaro hajI paNa TelIpathIka jagatamAM jIvI rahyAM che. navakAra maMtrano upayoga che, tamane pharIthITalIpathIka jagatamAM laI javAno. jo tame tamArI jAtane hRdayapUrvaka zaraNAgatimAM choDI zako. tame tamArA acetana uMDANamAM DUbIne kahI zako 'namo arihaMtANaM, namo siddhANaM, namo AyariyANaM, namo uvajjhAyANaM, namo loe savvasAhUNaM to tame tamArA potAnA anubhavathI kahI zakazo. savvapAvapaNAsaNo ke A sarva pApono nAza karanAra maMtra che. Aje ATaluM ja. have ApaNe A mahAmaMtrano uddadhoSa karIzuM. emAM ApaNe badhA sAmela thaIe. koI ahIMthI bahAra nahIM jAya. je lokone UbhA rahIne AmaMtra bolavo hoya teo khurazI choDI bahAra AvI UbhA rahe. saMnyAsI have nAcaze ane A maMtranA udghoSamAM DUbaze. A maMtrane tamArA prANomAM utArIne ja ahIMthI bahAra jaje. jene besIne sAtha Apavo hoya te tALInA tAle udghoSa karaze. badhA sAmela thaI jAva, koI khAlI beThuM na rahe, koI vyartha besI na rahe.
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________________ maMgala-bhAva sUtra arihaMtA maMgalam siddhA maMgalaM sAha maMgalaM kevalipannato dhammo maMgalaM arihaMtA loguttamA siddhA loguttamA sAhU loguttamA kevalipannato dhammo loguttamA arihaMta zubha che. sidhdha zubha che. sAdhu zubha che. kevalI prarUpita dharma zudhdha che. (kevalI prarUpita eTale AtmA kathita) arihaMta lokottama che. sidhdhalokottama che. sAdhulokottama che. kevalI prarUpita dharmalokottama che.
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________________ 2. maMgaLa ane lokottamanI bhAvanA mahAvIre kahyuM che ke je meLavavuM che tene jovAnuM zarU karI devuM joIe. jene ApaNe jovAmAM samartha banIe chIe tene ja ApaNe meLavI zakIe chIe. jene ApaNe joyuM nathI tene meLavavAno koI upAya nathI. jene meLavavuM che tenI khevanA karavAno prAraMbha karavo joIe. maLatAM pahelAM jene mATe ApaNe ApaNA hRdayamAM jagyA UbhI karI hoya che te ja A jagatamAM maLe che. atithi ghera AvavAno hoya to tenA svAgatanI taiyArI karIe chIe. je potAnAmAM arihaMtanuM nirmANa karavuM hoya, siddhane kyAreka pAmavA hoya, koI kSaNe svayaMkevalI banavuM hoya to ene jovAnI, enI bhAvanA karavAnI, enI AkAMkSA ane abhIpsA tarapha ApaNe DagalAM bharavAnuM zarU karavuM joIe. mahAvIrathI aDhI hajAra varSa pUrve eka kahevata pracalita hatI. lAotsa dvArA e kahevAI ane emAM ciMtananI dhArAno pUro sAra AvI jAya che. e kahevata che superior physician cares the illness, before it is manifested. je zreSTha cikitsaka che te bImArIne pragaTa thatA pahelA ja ThIka karI de che. The inferior physician, only cares for the illness which he was not able to prevent. je sAdhAraNa cikitsaka che, te je bImArIne rokI zakavA mATe e asamartha hato, te bImArIne dUra karavAmAM thoDI sahAyatA mAtra Ape che. tamane jANIne Azcarya thaze ke mahAvIrathI pAMca hajAra varSa pahelAM cInamAM bImArI ThIka karavA mATe cikitsakane kAMI puraskAra Apavo paDato na hato. enAthI UlaTo ja rivAja hato. cikitsakane pagAra Apavo paDato hato, jethI kuTuMbamAM koI bImAra na paDe. paraMtu kyAreka koI bImAra paDI jAya to cikitsake ene sAjo karavo paDato ane sAmethI dardIne paisA paNa ApavA paDatA hatA. jyAM sudhI dardI sAjo na thAya tyAM sudhI cikitsakaene paisA Apato. A cikitsA paddhatinuM nAma
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________________ RO maMgaLa anelokottamanI bhAvanA cInamAM 'ekyupaMkacara' hatuM. have A paddhatine vaijJAniko taraphathI paNa samarthana maLI rahyuM che. raziyAmAM A paddhatithI prayogo thaI rahyA che ane tyAMnA keTalAka lokonuM evuM mAnavuM che ke A sadInA aMta sudhImAM raziyAmAM paNa bImAra paDanArane cikitsake paisA ApavA paDaze. koI bImAra paDaze to cikitsaka javAbadAra gaNAze. "ekyupaMkacara' ema mAne che ke zarIramAM mAtra lohI vahetuM nathI, mAtra vidyuta vahetI nathI, paraMtu prANa urjA 'alanvital' no trIjo pravAha paNa vahe che. zarIramAM A pravAha cAmaDIne sAtaso sthAne sparza kare che. eTalA mATe cAmaDI para je je sthAno para pravAha asaMtulita thaI gayo hoya tyAM soya khoMsIne te pravAhane vyavasthita karavAmAM Ave che. bImArI AvavAnA cha mahinA pahelAM A pravAha asaMtulita thaI jAya che. tamane e jANIne paNa Azcarya thaze ke nADI cikitsAmAM paNa lohInA pravAhane samajavAno nahIM, paraMtu jIvapravAha-prANaUrjAne samajavAno ja prayatna hoya che. nADI paNa bImArI AvatAM pahelAM cha mahinAthI astavyasta thaI jAya che. ApaNAmAM je prANazarIra che (etheric body) temAM pahelAM bIjarUpe badhI cIjo pedA thAya che ane pachI te vRkSorUpe AkhA zarIra para prasarI jAya che. zubhane pedA karavuM hoya ke azubhane, svAthya pedA karavuM hoya ke bImArI, sauthI pahelAM prANazarIramAM bIja ropavAM paDe che. A arihaMta maMgaLa che te stuti, prANazarIramAM eka bIja AropavAno prayatna che. kAraNake je kAMI maMgaLa che tenI kAmanA svAbhAvika che. ApaNe badhA maMgaLa IcchIe chIe, koI amaMgaLa cAtuM nathI. A stutimAM koI cAhanI, IcchAnI vAta nathI, mAtra maMgaLano bhAva che. arihaMta maMgaLa che, siddha maMgaLa che, sAhUmaMgaLa che, kevalIpannato dharmamaMgaLa che. jemaNe jANyuM che ane meLavyuM che emanA dvArA upadezAvelo prarUpita dharma maMgaLa che. mAtra maMgaLano bhAva che, samagra prati maMgaLanI dhAraNAne pedA karavAnI che. AkAMkSAno koI savAla nathI. AkAMkSA, maMgaLanI dhAraNAnI pAchaLa chAyAnI jema cAlI Ave che. pAtaMjali yoganAM ATha aMgomAM kIMmatI aMga che 'dhAraNA(concentration) jyAMthI aMrtayAtrA zarU thAya che. dhAraNA chaThuM aMga che, te pachI che dhyAna ane samAdhi. pataMjalinuM chaThuM sUtra, mahAvIranuM paheluM sUtra che. kAraNake mahAvIra ema mAne che ke dhAraNAthI badhuM zarU thAya che, jevI ApaNAmAM dhAraNA gahana thAya che ke tarata ja ApaNI cetanA rUpAMtarita thAya che. tamane e jANIne Azcarya thaze ke tame mAtra tamArI dhAraNAothI ja nahIM, bIjAnI dhAraNAothI paNa prabhAvita thAo cho.tamArI najIkathI dhAraNAono pravAha vahyA kare che, enAthI paNa tame prabhAvita thAo cho. eTale mahAvIre kahyuM ke ajJAnIthI dUra rahevAmAM maMgaLa che, jJAnInI najIka rahevAmAM maMgaLa che. jenI
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________________ namo arihaMtANam maMtra cetanA rogiSTa hoya tenAthI dUra rahevAmAM maMgaLa che. jenI cetanA svastha che tenI nikaTa rahevAmAM maMgaLa che. satsaMgano eTalo ja artha che ke jyAM zubhadhAraNAo vahetI hoya evA vAtAvaraNamAM rahevAmAM maMgaLa che. raziyAno eka vicAraka DaoN. sirAva ekyupaMcaranA prayogo karI rahyo che. ekataMtra dvArA, paDozInI dhAraNA kyAre ane kevI rIte tamane prabhAvita kare che tenI e parIkSA kare che. tame Akho vakhata paDozIonI dhAraNothI prabhAvita thayA karo cho. tamane e khyAla nathI ke tamane je krodha Avyo te tamAro ja hoya, tema te tamArA paDozIno paNa hoI zake. moTAM ToLAMmAM AvI cIjano khyAla Avato nathI. ToLAmAM beThA hone koI bagAsuM khAya te ja kSaNe alaga alaga khUNAmAM beThA hoya tevA mANaso paNa bagAsAM khAvA mAMDe. sirova ema kahe che ke tamArAmAM je dhAraNA pedA thAya che tenAM vartuLa pedA thaI AsapAsa phelAI jAya che ane bIjAo te pakaDI le che. sirove je yaMtra banAvyuM che, te tamArAmAM bIjA koInI dhAraNA kyAre ane kevI rIte praveze che te batAve che. ApaNI potAnI dhAraNAthI to ApaNuM prANazarIra prabhAvita thAya che ja, paraMtu bIjAnI dhAraNAthI paNa prabhAvita thAya che. A vize eka be dhaTanAo tamane kahuM jethI tamane sahelAIthI samajAze. 1910mAM jarmanImAM eka paMdara-soLa varSano chokaro TrenanI beThakanIce chupAIne beTho hato. enI pAse TrenanI TikiTa na hatI. e gharamAMthI bhAgIne Avyo hato. enI pAse kAMI paisA paNa na hatA. pAchaLathI A chokaro bahu moTo mANasa banI gayo, jenuM mAthuM kApIne lAvanArane hiTalare be lAkha mArka ApavAnI ghoSaNA karI hatI. A vyaktinuM nAma hatuM vulphaaisiMga. sTAlina, AInsTAIna ane gAMdhI badhA ene maLIne AnaMdita ane prabhAvita thayA hatA. 1910mAM ene koI jANatuM na hatuM. vulpha maisiMge potAnI AtmakathA lakhI che je raziyAmAM prasiddha thaI. emAM eNe lakhyuM che ke je divase TrenamAM beThaka nIce chupAIne, TikiTa na hovAne kAraNe, beTho hato te divasanA banAve enI AkhI jiMdagI badalI nAkhI. maisiMge lakhyuM che ke jyAre mArA DabbAmAM TikiTa cekara dAkhala thayo, jyAre enA bUTano avAja mane saMbhaLAyo ane jyAre mArA gabharATane kAraNe mane pasIno chUTI rahyo hato ane mAro zvAsa aTakI gayo hato tyAre e ThaMDInA divasomAM e TikiTa cekare AvIne mane pUchyuM yaMgamena, tamArI TikiTa? e zabdo mArAthI kyAreya bhulAtA nathI. aisiMga pAse TikiTa to hatI nahI. eNe acAnaka jamIna para paDelA eka kAgaLanA TukaDAne uThAvyo ane AMkha baMdha karI saMkalpa karI kahyuM A rahI TikITa' TikiTa cekare te hAthamAM lIdhI tyAre maisiMganA manamAM gahana bhAva hatoke "o bhagavAna ene A kAgaLamAM TikiTa dekhAya' TikiTa cekare TikiTa laI emAM kANuM pADyuM ane pAchI TikiTa ApatA kahyuM, "tArI pAse TikiTa che to pachI beThaka nIce chupAIne zuM kAma sUto che? pAgala thayo che ke zuM?' maisiMgane potAne paNa A banAva
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________________ maMgaLa anelokottamanI bhAvanA para vizvAsa na Avyo. paraMtu A ghaTanAthI enI AkhI jiMdagI badalAi gai. A ghaTanA pachInAM pacAsa varSa daramiyAna jagatamAM e ja eka sauthI mahattvapUrNa mANasa hato jene ' dhAraNA' viSe sarvAdhika anubhava hato. 22 maisiMganI parIkSA duniyAnA moTA moTA lokoe karI. 1940 mAM eka thiyeTaramAM lokomAM te vicAro saMkramita kevI rIte karI zake che tenA prayogo karato hato tyAre acAnaka polIse AvIne maMcano paDado pADI dIdho ane bahAra AvI prekSakone kahyuM ke kAryakrama samApta thai gayo che. maisiMgane giraphtAra karI tarata baMdha gADImAM kremalina lai jai sTAlina sAme Ubho karI devAmAM Avyo. sTAline kahyuM, ' koi vyakti bIjAnI dhAraNAne, mAtra potAnI AMtarika dhAraNA dvArA prabhAvita karI zake te vAta huM mAnato nathI. jo ema banI zakatuM hoya to mAnavImAtra padArtha nathI raheto. tane eTalA mATe pakaDIne ahIM lAvavAmAM Avyo che ke jethI tuM A vAta mArI sAme siddha karI batAve.' maisiMge kahyuM, 'jevI tamArI icchA.' sTAline kahyuM, 'kAle be vAgyA sudhI tane ahIM pUrI rAkhavAmAM Avaze. be vAge mArA mANaso tane maoNskonI beMkamAM lai jaze. tAre mAtra dhAraNA dvArA, beMkanA kalArka pAsethI eka lAkha rUbala lai ApavAnA che". AkhI beMkane mIlITarIe gherI lIdhI. be mANaso maisiMgane pAchaLa pistola sAthe, barAbara be vAge pelI beMkamAM lai gayA. ene khabara na hatI ke kyA kAunTara para ene lai javAmAM Avaze. ene sIdho Trejharara pAse lai jaine Ubho karI devAyo. maisiMge pelA mANasa sAme, eka koro kAgaLa khissAmAMthI kADhI thoDI vAra e korA kAgaLa para dhyAna karyuM ane Trejhararane te kAgaLa ApatAM kahyuM ke eka lAkha rUbala. Trejharare te kAgaLane thoDI vAra joyo cazmA paheryA, pharIthI aisiMga sAme dhyAnapUrvaka najara karI, ane lAkha rUbala maisiMgane gaNIne ApI dIdhA. maisiMge te paisA lai begamAM rAkhyA. sTAlina pAse jaine te paisA eNe batAvyA. Azcarya ! pachI tarata e beMkamAM pAcho gayo. veMjhararane paisA ApyAne kahyuM ke 'mAro kAgaLa pAcho Apo.' Trejharare te kAgaLa pAcho ApatAM joyo, to te sAva koro hato. emAM kAMi lakheluM na hatuM. ene turata ja hArTaeTeka Avyo. e nIce DhaLI paDayo ne behoza thai gayo. je banAva banyo hato te TrejhararanI bIlakula samajabahAra hato. paraMtu sTAlinane ATalAthI khAtarI na thai. koi cAlakI paNa hoi zake. koi Trejharara sAthe ene kAMi meLa hoi zake . sTAline ene oraDAmAM pUrI dIdho ane seMkaDo sainikono pahero lagAvI dIdho. pachI sTAline kahyuM ke ' barAbara bArane pAMca miniTe, badhA sainikonA paherAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLIne tuM mane AvIne maLa.' barAbara e ja samaye, maisiMga sainikone pahero bharatA rAkhIne, emane kAMi khabara na paDe tema, sTAlina sAme AvIne Ubho. na A vAta para paNa sTAlinane vizvAsa na beTho. ene bharoso Ave tema na hato. kAraNake sTAlinanI AkhI philasUphI, enuM purUM ciMtana, pUrA komyunijhamanI dhAraNA, badhuM ja, A banAvathI kaDakabhUsa
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________________ namo arihaMtANam maMtra tUTI paDatuM hatuM. A mANasa cAlAkI ke pharebIthI mArkasanA AkhA ciMtanano pAyo toDI pADe e banI zake tema hatuM. sTAlina enAthI prabhAvita jarUra thayo, paraMtu eNe eka trIjo prayoga karavA mATe saMmati mAgI. sTAline pharIthI kahyuM ke, kAle rAtre bAra vAge mArA oraDAmAM AvIne tuM hAjara thaI jA, mArI rajAciThThI vinA. A vAta atyaMta muzkela hatI. sTAlina jANato hato ke e zakya nathI. sTAlina pote eTalA jabarajasta paherAmAM raheto hato, ke duniyAmAM koI paNa mANasa nahi rahyo hoya. kemalinanAkyA oraDAmAM e haze tenI koIne khabara na rahetI. eno oraDo roja badalAto, jethI koI jokhama na rahe, koI bombana pheke, koI hamalo na kare, sainikonI pahelI haroLane khabara hoya ke e pAMca naMbaranA oraDAmAM che. bIjI haroLa jANe ke e cha naMbaranA AreDAmAM che ane trIjI haroLa jANatI hatI ke e AinaMbaranA oraDAmAM che. potAnA sainikothI paNa sAvadhAna rahevAnI ene jarUra hatI. enI patnIne paNa e kyA oraDAmAM che tenI khabara na rahetI. kremalinanA badhA oraDA, jemAM sTAlina raheto hato te badhA ekasarakhI sajAvaTanA hatA. sTAlina paNa alaga alaga oraDAmAM koIne khabara na paDe tema jaI zakato. badhI jAtanI vyavasthA dareka oraDAmAM hatI. barAbara bAra vAge, badhA paheredAra sainiko pahero bharatA rahyAne aisiMga, sTAlina beTho hato temaja sAme AvIne Ubho rahyo. sTAlina ene joIne dhrujI UThyo. eNe maisiMgane pUchyuM te AkevI rIte karyuM? A asaMbhava che." maisiMge kahyuM ke huM bIjuM kAMI jANato nathI. huM daravAjA pAse Avyo ne me kahyuM beriyA chuM.' beriyA raziyana jAsUsano sauthI moTo adhikArI hato. sTAlina pachI eno bIjo naMbara hato. "meM mAtra evo bhAva kyoM ke huM beriyo chuM, ne tamArA sainike mane salAma bharI ane koI rokaToka vinA huM tamArI sAme AvI gayo." sTAline mAtra A eka vyaktine AkhA raziyAmAM kyAMya paNa rokaToka vinA pharavAnI paravAnagI ApI. sTAline kahyuM. 'A mANasa prAmANika che." 1940 pachI AvA lokonI hatyAnakarAI hoya to te mAtra aisiMgane kAraNe. 1940 sudhI AvA dAvA je lokoe karyA hatA, te badhAne sTAline marAvI nAkhyA hatA. kArla oTovisanAmanA eka AvA mANasanI sTAlinanA kahevAthI hatyA karavAmAM AvI hatI. kAraNake emANasa evo hato ke ene kAraNe komyunijhamanI bhautikavAdI (materialist) dhAraNA tUTI paDe ema hatI. dhAraNA ATalI mahatvanI che ema sAbita thatAM sTAline te pachI potAnA vaijJAnikone maisiMganI vAtane samajavAnI pUrI koziza karavAno Adeza Apyo. kAraNake have A zaktino upayoga yuddhamAM paNa karI zakAya tema hato. nAmova nAmano vaijJAnika, je aisiMgano te pachI abhyAsa karato
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________________ maMgaLa anelokottamanI bhAvanA rahyo, teNe kahyuM ke yuddha mATenuM je chelluM zastra ghaDAze, te maisiMganA abhyAsamAMthI pedA thaze. je rASTranA hAthamAM dhAraNAthI prabhAvita karavAnuM zastra AvI jaze, tene aNunI zaktithI harAvavAnuM zakya nahIM bane. sAcI vAta to e che ke jenA hAthamAM aNuboMba hoya tene paNa dhAraNAzaktithI prabhAvita karI zakAya che, ene ema kahevAmAM Ave ke e boMba eNe potAnI upara ja pheMkyo. eka havAI jahAjamAM aNuboMba laIne pheMkavA janAra pAIlaTane prabhAvita karIne kahI zakAya ke e pAcho jAya ane potAnI rAjadhAnI para jaIne, e boMba pheMkI de. nAmone kahyuM ke yuddhamAM chelluM zastra, mAnasika zakti(psychicpower) ja banI raheze. 'dhAraNAnI zakti ja chevaTanuM zastra banI raheze. A dizAmAM ghaNuM kAma thaI rahyuM che. sTAlina jevI vyaktio to vinAza mATe ja utsuka rahevAnI. jyAre mahAvIra jevI vyaktionI utsukatA nirmANa ane sarjana prati rahevAnI. eTale mahAvIre kahyuM che ke svapnamAM paNa koI kharAba dhAraNA na karazo, kAraNa e paNa pariNAma lAvI zake che. haMmezA maMgaLano ja bhAva ane dhAraNA karavAM joIe. tame rastA parathI pasAra thaI rahyA ho. tamane lAge ke tame kAMI karyuM nathI. paraMtu manamAM paNa tamane khyAla Ave ke koInI hatyA karuM ke A dukAnamAMthI kAMI corI lau. to tame cokkasapaNe nahIM kahI zako ke tamArA vicAra koI bAjumAMthI pasAra thatA core nahIM pakaDI lIdhA hoya? tame bhale corI nakarI hoya. ethI kAMI pharaka paDato nathI. mAnena nAme eka vaijJAnika, moskonA rastA para prayoga karI rahyo hato. A vAta AkhA maoNskomAM jAhera thaI cUkI hatI ke dhAraNAzaktithI, mAnena tamane Doka pAchaLa khaMjavALa UbhI kare che. tamane DokapAchaLa khaMjavALavAnuM mana thAya, ne tame tyAre maoNskonA rastA parathI pasAra thatA, manamAM ja dhAraNA karIne, tamane pachI khaMjavALavA lAgazo. mAnena rastA parathI pasAra thatAM, manamAM ja dhAraNA karIne, tamane kahe che tamane garadana para khaMjavALa Ave che. jaladI khaMjavALo, tamArI garadana para koI kIDo caDhI rahyo che tamane zaMkA che ke mAnena tamArA para prayoga to nathI karatone ? eTale tameM bhoMThA paDo, kAraNavinA khaMjavALo, evuM tame IcchatA ho cho. eTale tame cAre tarapha joIne, koI tamane jotuM nathInI khAtarI karIne pachI khaMjavALo cho. mAnene AvA ghaNA prayogo, cokaDI para UbhA rahIne, hoTalamAM besIne, TrenamAM musApharI karatI vakhate karyA hatA. e 98 TakA vyaktione khaMjavALavAnI pharaja pADavAmAM saphaLa nivaDyo hato. sAcesAca kIDo tamArA para caDyo hoya ne tamane khaMjavALavAnuM mana thAya to paNa tame cAre bAju pahelAM joIne, khAtarI karavA Icchazo ke kyAMka mAnena chupAIne Ubho to nathI ne? A prayoga parathI mAnene e vAta puravAra karI che ke ApaNA magajano AgaLano bhAga jeTalo saMvedanazIla che tenA karatAM ApaNI Dokano pAchaLano bhAga cAragaNo vadhAre saMvedanazIla che. maisiMga ane nelyA mAIlonA nAmanI mahilAnI meM je vAta gaI kAle karI hatI je vastuone
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________________ namo arihaMtANam maMtra ra5 potAnI dhAraNAzaktithI AgaLa pAchaLa sarakAvI zake che, teonAM magajanA adhyayana parathI A vAta siddha thaI che ke jeTalI zakti, magajanA AgaLanA bhAgamAM che, tethI ghaNI vadhAre zakti magajanA pAchalA bhAgamAM che. yoganI paNa evI dhAraNA che ke ApaNuM kharuM magaja ApaNI DokanA pAchaLanA hissAmAM che. e pAchaLano hisso jyAM sudhI sakriya na bane tyAM sudhI mAnavI potAnI pUrI garimA prApta nahIM karI zake. bIjI eka AzcaryanI vAta evI che ke jyAre paNa tame khoTA vicAro karatA hazo tyAre tamArA magajanA AgaLanA bhAgamAMthI te karatA hazo. mANasanA magajanA alaga bhAga, alaga alaga kAma kare che. tamAre koInI hatyA karavI hoya to te vicAro magajanA AgaLanA bhAgamAM ja cAlatA hoya. tamAre koIne kAMI sahAya karavAnA vicAro karavAnA hoya to te magajanA pAchaLanA hissAmAM cAlatA hoya che. prakRtie agAuthI ja zubha karavA mATe vadhAre zakti ApI che ane azubha karavA mATe ochI zakti ApI che. paraMtu jagatamAM vadhAre azubha ja banatuM dekhAya che, zubha banatuM dekhAtu nathI, kAraNake ApaNe zubha karavAnI kAmanA ja karatA nathI. kyAreka zubhanI kAmanA karIe tyAre sAthosAtha enAthI viparItakAmanA karIne e zubhanA bhAvane kApI nAkhIe chIe. eka mA potAnA bALakanA lAMbA AyuSyanI kAmanA karatI hoya che, paraMtu koI krodhI kSaNomAM, ema paNa kahI de che ke tu to mAre peTe janmatAM ja marI gayo hota to sAruM thAta. zubha bhAvanA cAra vakhata karI hoya ane eka vakhata paNa azubha bhAva pedA thaI jAya to te zubhanI kAmanAmAM jhera bheLavI de che. mahAvIra potAnA sAdhuone haMmezA kahetAke covIsa kalAka maMgaLanI bhAvanAmAM ja DUbelA raho. UThatAM, besatA, zvAsa letAMne choDatAM, mAtra maMgaLanI ja bhAvanA karo. svAbhAvika rIte maMgaLanI kAmanA, je maMgaLamayatAnuM zikhara che - 'arihaMta' - tyAMthI ja zarU karavI joIe. eTale prathama 'arihaMta' maMgaLa che. jenA badhA roga ane badhA zatru samApta thaI gayA, te maMgaLa che, pachI siddha maMgaLa che, sAdhu maMgaLa che, ane jeoe badhuM ja jANI lIdhuM che tevA kevalI' maMgaLa che jaina paraMparAmAM kevalI temane kahevAya che jeo evI paristhiti para pahoMcI gayA ke jyAM jANanAra (jJAtA) temaja jANavAnI vAta (joya) banne visarjita thaI gayA che ane bace che mAtra jJAna, je 'kevaLa jJAna" (only knowing) tarIke oLakhAya che. mAtra jJAna rahI gayuM. jyAM mArApaNAno koI bhAva na bacyo, jyAM jANavAvALo na bacyo, jANavAnI zuddha kSamatA mAtra bacI enuM nAma 'kevalI'. jaina paraMparAno kevalI eka Agavo zabda che. eka bIjI rIte A vAta samajIe to vadhAre spaSTa thaze. eka oraDAmAM aMdhAruM che tyAM ApaNe dIvo saLagAvyo ane prakAza karyo. prakAzane pragaTa thavA mATe dAvo che (prakAzanuM sAdhana), dIvAmAM tela che (iMdhana) ane dIvAnI jyoti che. dIvAnA prakAzamAM oraDAnuM badhuM pharanicara ane vastuo
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________________ maMgaLa anelokottamanI bhAvanA dekhAya che. je kAMI oraDAmAM che te badhuM dekhAya che. have ApaNe evI kalpanA karIe ke oraDo zUnya thaI gayo. oraDo ja na rahyo oraDAne koI dIvAlo nathI, chata nathI, emAM koI phanicara ke cIja vastuo nathI. paraMtu je prakAza hato te ja mAtra rahI gayo. oraDAnA sthAna para koI dIvo rahyo nathI, dIvAnuM tela rahyuM nathI, telanI vATa rahI nathI. paNa mAtra prakAza ja rahI gayo che. e prakAza eka Aloka che, je koI vastu para paDato nathI, mAtra zUnyamAM phelAI rahyo che. A strotarahita prakAza che. dIvAno deha ke jemAM tela bharIe chIe te deha paNa bacyo nathI. AvA strotarati prakAzane jena ciMtanamAM kevalI' zabdathI oLakhAvAya che. je paramajJAnane prApta karI le che, tenA jJAnane koI kAraNa hotuM nathI. je jJAnanuM koI udgama biMdu nathI hotuM, koI mULa kAraNake pramANa ke AdhAra hotAM nathI, e kevaLajJAna". je vastunuM koI mULa hoya, strota hoya, te game teTalo agAdha hoya, chatAM kyAreka to nAza pAmaze ja. lAkho varSothI je ApaNane prakAza ApI rahyo che te sUrya paNa eka vAra olavAI jaze. vaijJAniko to kahe che ke sUryamAMthI pragaTa thatA prakAzano paNa dasa vIsa hajAra varSa pachI aMta Avaze. mahAvIra kahe che ke je "cetanA che te ananta che, teno kyAreya aMta nahIM Ave.e strotarahita che. emAM je prakAza che te koI khAsa mArgathI Avato nathI, e mAtra che" is just is. kyAMkathI Avato hoya, e prakAza to kyAreka khalAsa thaI jAya. mahAsAgara paNa camacA bharIne ulecI zakAya tema che, game teTalo samaya lAge. eka eka camaco dara vakhate dariyAnuM pANI thoDuM ochuM to kare ja che. paraMtu mahAvIra kahe che ke je cetanA che te ananta che. mATe ja mahAvIre Izvarane mAnavAnI paNa sApha nA kahI dIdhI. kAraNake je Izvarane mAnIe to Izvara ja badhI vastuono, sarvasvano strota banI jAya che ane ApaNe paNa enA ja prakAzathI saLagatA dIvA banI jaIe chIe to ApaNe kyAreka to olavAI jaIzuM ja. e vAta sAcI che ke mahAvIre jeTalI UMcI pratiSThA AtmAne ApI che eTalI A pRthvI para koIe ApI nathI. eTalI badhI pratiSThA ApI ke emaNe kahyuM, "paramAtmA alaga nathI, AtmA ja paramAtmA che.' AtmAno strota ane prakAza "svayaMbhU' che, svayaM strota che. ApaNAmAM jAgatuM je jIvana che, te bIje kyAMyathI zakti prApta karatuM nathI, svayaM zaktivAna che. e koInAthI - nirmANa thayuM nathI, e koInAthI naSTa thaze nahIM. e koI para nirbhara nathI. e koInAmAMthI kAMI meLavatuM nathI, svayaM samartha ane siddha che. jyAre jJAna evI sImA para pahoMce, jyAM e strotarahita (sourceless) prakAza prApta kare tyAre e vyakti svayaM mULa prApta hoya che. evI vyaktine jaina paraMparA kevalI kahe che. AvI vyakti kyAMya paNa pedA thAya tyAM te krAIsTa, buddha, kRSNake lAose hoI zake che. eTalA mATe A sUtramAM mahAvIra maMgaLa ema kahevAyuM nathI. jaina dharma maMgaLa che ema paNa kahevAyuM nathI.
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________________ namo arihaMtANam maMtra 'hiMdu dharma maMgaLa che.' ema paNa kahevAyuM nathI. ema kahevAyuM che ke 'kaivalI pannato dhammo maMgala,' kevalI dvArA prarUpita dharma 'maMgaLa che.' e 'kevalI' kyAMya paNa hoya, jeNe paNa zuddha jJAna, kevaLajJAna meLavyuM che temaNe je kahyuM che, te maMgaLa che. A maMgaLanI bhAvanA jeTalI gahana bane, prANonA UMDANamAM UtarI jAya teTalI 'amaMgaLa'nI saMbhAvanA ochI thatI jAya che. mANasa jevI bhAvanA kare che tevo te dhIredhIre banI jAya che. jevuM ApaNe vicArIe chIe tevA ApaNe thaie chIe. je ApaNe mAgIe chIe te ApaNane maLI jAya che. 27 4 ApaNe haMmezA khoTuM ja mAgIe chIe e ApaNuM durbhAgya che. ApaNe enI sAme ja AMkha mAMDIne joie chIe, jevA ApaNe banavuM hoya che. jyAre ApaNe koi rAjanetAnI AsapAsa cakkara mArIe chIe tyAre ApaNe paNa rAjanetA thavuM che, evA pada para pahoMcavuM che, evI koi gahana icchA che e ja vAtanuM sUcana che. ApaNe jevA thavuM hoya che, evA mANasane ja ApaNe Adara ApIe chIe kAraNake e ApaNA bhaviSyano Adarza, pratimA (Model) banI jAya che. ApaNane ema thAya che ke 'izvara kare huM evo thai jAuM' koi abhinetA-kalAkAranI pAchaLa ApaNe pharatA hoie to ApaNI evA abhinetA-kalAkAra banavAnI AkAMkSAnuM ja e lakSaNa che. eTale mahAvIra kahe che ke tame arihaMtA maMgala, siddhA maMgala, sAhu maMgala ema kahetA raho. tame AvuM tyAre ja kahI zakazo jyAre tamArAmAM arihaMta banavAnI AkAMkSA jAgaze tame evuM kahevAnuM zarU karazo ke tarata arihaMta banavAnI tamArI yAtrA zarU thai jaze. moTAmAM moTI yAtrA paNa nAnAM nAnAM pagalAMthI ja zarU thAya che. paheluM pagaluM che maMgaLanI dhAraNA. tame kyAreya vicAryu che ke tamAre zuM thavuM che? tame sacetanarUpe evuM kAMi nahIM vicAryuM hoya, topaNa acetanarUpe to tamAre je banavuM che tenA tarapha tamArI gati cAlu hoya che. jevA tamAre thavuM hoya che tevI vyaktio pratye tamArA manamAM khUba Adara hoya che. mAtra Adara ja nahIM, jevA thavA mAgatA hoie tenA saMbaMdhamAM ApaNA manamAM kAMine kAMi vicAra vartuLa cAlyA ja karatAM hoya che. e ja tamArAM svapnomAM Utare che, enuM ja tamArA zvAsozvAsamAM raTaNa thatuM hoya che, e ja tamArA lohImAM pravezI jAya che. jyAre huM ke e tamArA lohImAM pravezI jAya che tyAre huM koI sAhityanI bhASA vAparato nathI, huM bIlakula zArIrika tathyanI vAta karuM chuM. ophasapharDa yunivarsiTinI DilAvAra prayogazALAmAM, ApaNA vicArono ApaNA lohI para kevo prabhAva paDe che tenA prayogo thayA che. ApaNA vicArono prabhAva to paDe che ja. paraMtu bIjAnI dhAraNAono paNa kevo prabhAva ApaNA lohI para paDe che te jANavAnA akhatarA thayA che. ApaNI apragaTa dhAraNAono paNa prabhAva ApaNA lohI para paDe che. koi vyakti tamArA prati maMgaLa ane zubhanI bhAvanAthI bharelI hoya je tamArA mATe zubha ane maMgaLa sivAya bIjuM kAMi
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________________ maMgaLa anelokottamanI bhAvanA vicArI zakatI ja na hoya, tenI najIka ja kSaNe tame jAva, te kSaNe tamArA lohImAMnA sapheda kaNa (whitecorpuscles) paMdaraso jeTalAM vadhI jAya che. A DilAvAra prayogazALAmAM dasa varSanA prayogo pachI puravAra thayeluM tathya che. tame tamArA mATe maMgaLanI bhAvanAothI tarabatara vyaktine maLavA jAva te pahelAM tamArA lohInA namUnA sAthe, tame maLIne bahAra nIkaLo te vakhatanA lohInA namUnAne sarakhAvavAmAM Ave to e vadhArAnAM paMdaraso sapheda kaNa je tamArA lohImAM pedA thayAM, tenuM bIjuM zuM kAraNa hoI zake? tamArA pratye durbhAva rAkhanAra vyaktinI hAjarImAM tamArA lohInAM soLaso sapheda kaNa ochAM thaI jAya che. ArogyazAstra ema kahe che ke tamArA svAthyanA rakSaNano AdhAra sapheda kaNonI adhikatA para che. jeTalAM vadhu sapheda kaNa hoya teTaluM vadhAre sAruM svAthyanuM saMrakSaNa. sapheda kaNa paheredAra che. tamane kyAMka vAgyuM hoya ane tyAM pAka thavAthI je sapheda paruM nIkaLe che te mRtyu pAmelAM sapheda kaNa che. tamArA ghAne cAre taraphathI gherI laIne, bIjAM kITANuMne zarIramAM pravezavA devA mATe e sapheda kaNa paheredAranuM kAma kare che. sapheda kaNa tamArA rakSaka che. DilAvara prayogazALAnA prayogoe vaijJAnikone AzcaryamAM garakAva karI dIdhA. zubha ane maMgaLanI bhAvanAthI bharelI vyaktiono zuM eTalo badho prabhAva che ke jethI tamArA lohInI guNavattA sudharI jAya, tamArA lohInI gati, hRdayanI gati, lohInuM dabANa badhuM ja badalAI jAya! DaoN. jagadIzacaMdra bojha pachI eka bIjuM moTuM nAma che, eka bIjA amerikana vaijJAnika zrI kalIba bekasTaranuM. jagadizacaMdra to kahyuM hatuM ke vanaspatimAM prANa che. bekasTare e siddha kyuM ke vanaspatimAM bhAvanA paNa che. vanaspatinA choDa potAnA mitrone ane zatruone oLakhI zake che. choDapotAnA mAlikane temaja potAnA mALIne paNa oLakhe che. choDano mAlika maraNa pAme che tyAre choDanI prANadhArA paNa kSINa thaI jAya che. e bImAra paDI jAya che. choDavAone smRti hoya che, evuM paNa bekasTare puravAra karyuM che. jyAre tame eka gulAbanA choDa pAse premapUrvaka AvIne UbhA rahI jAva cho tyAre bIje divase e ja samaye e choDatamArI pratikSA karato hoya che. tame Aje nathI AvyA te ene yAda rahe che. vaLI e gulAbanA choDa pAse premathI tame roja UbhA rahetA ho ane acAnaka koI vAra enuM phula toDI lo cho tyAre e choDa mUMjhavaNa anubhave che. bekasTare evuM yaMtra vikasita karyuM che ke je badhAMnI prANadhArAnuM mApa aMkita kare che. e gulAbano choDa paNa jyAre mUMjhavaNa anubhave che Confuse thaI jAya che tyAre enI prANadhArA vikSipta thaI jAya che. je vyakti mArA para ATalo prema rAkhatI hatI teNe ekadama mAruM phUla kema toDI lIdhuM? choDane lAge che ke koI bALaka khUba vahAluM lAgatuM hoya enI sAthe prema karatAM karatAM, acAnaka enI garadana maraDInAkhIe to e bALakane je AghAta lAge evo ja AghAta choDane lAge che. acAnaka zuM thaI gayuM te choDane samajAtuM nathI.
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________________ namo arihaMtANama: maMtra ra9 bekasTara kahe che ke hajAro choDane A rIte ame parezAna karyA. je mitra che, evo anubhava thayo hato te acAnaka zatru jevuM vartana kema kare che? bekasTare e paNa kahyuM ke je choDavAo sAthe ApaNe prema karIe chIe te ApaNA pratye aneka vidhAyaka bhAvanAo prasarAve che. bekasTaranuM mAnavuM che ke je choDavAone premapUrvaka jatanathI, zubha bhAvanAthI, saMgIta dvArA, prArthanAthI, prANavAna banAvI devAya to rogI vyaktione AvA choDavA pAse javAthI, rogIone sAjA karI zakavAnI zakyatA che. amerikana meDikala esosiyezanane A bAbatamAM emaNe A sUcana karyuM che. dareka choDa pAse potapotAnI AgavI prANaUrjAnI vizeSatA che. dAkhalA tarIke lAla gulAba, krodhI mANaso mATe ghaNA guNakAraka che. paMDita naherune kadAca eTalA mATe ja lAla gulAbagamatAM. bekasTara kahe che ke lAla gulAba krodhanuM zamana kare che. gulAbano choDa akrodhI dhAraNA cAre bAju phelAve che. gulAbanA choDanuM potAnuM AbhAmaMDaLa krodha zamAve che. choDavAo pAse paNa hRdaya che. te azikSita bhale hoya, paraMtu emanI pAse hRdaya che. mAnavI jeTalo zikSita thato jAya che teTalo potAnuM hRdaya gumAvato jAya che. maMgaLanI dhAraNA hRdayane janma ApavAnuM kAma kare che. ApaNe eTalAkamara chIe ke amaMgaLanI dhAraNA ApaNA mATe sahaja banI gaI che. arihaMta para paNa maMgaLanI dhAraNA ApaNe karI zakIe to eka camatkAra lekhAya. 'patthara maMgaLa che ema kahevuM kaThaNa che, 'duzmana maMgaLa che" ema kahevuM to atizaya kaThaNa che. mahAvIra ApaNane sArI rIte jANe che. eTale je zreSThatama che te maMgaLa che. arihaMta, siddha, sAdhu ane jeoe jANyuM che temanA dvArA samajAvAyelo, prarUpita, dharma maMgaLa che ema kahyuM. jaina paraMparAmAM dharmazabdano artha zuM che? jaina paraMparAmAM dharma zabdano artha aMgrejInA 'religion' zabda ke urdUnA majhahaba zabda jevo nathI. jevo 'hiMdu dharmano artha che tevo paNa nathI. jaina paraMparAmAM 'dharma' no artha viziSTa che. jainadaSTine e eka navuM parimANa bakSe che, navA parimANamAM phelAve che. "majhahaba" no artha to che eka mata, eka paMtha, eka creed. aMgrejInA religion zabdano artha lagabhaga 'yoga zabdanA artha evo thAya che. Religion zabdanuM mULa Religair che, jeno artha che joDavuM te vyaktine paramAtmA sAthe jevI tenuM nAmadharma. yogano artha paNa thAya che mAnavIne paramAtmA sAthe joDavo yukta karavo te. paraMtu jaina ciMtanamAM paramAtmAnuM koI sthAna nathI. eTale tamane jANIne Azcarya thaze ke jaina 'yoga' zabdane bahu Adara nathI ApatA. jena kahe che kevalI ayogI hoya che. yogI nahI. keTalAka samaja vinAnA jaina bhUlakare che, jyAre teo mahAvIrane 'mahAyogI kahe che. tyAre jaina paraMparAnA 'ayogI' zabdanA arthanuM emane bhAna nathI. mahAvIra kahe che, koinI sAthe joDAvAnuM nathI, je khoTuM che, galata che, tenAthI tUTavAnuM che. alaga thavAnuM che. "ayoga eTale saMsArathI ayoga,
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________________ maMgaLa anelokottamanI bhAvanA jethI svarUpanuM jJAna maLe. "yoga kahe che paramAtmA sAthe milana thAya to svarUpanuM bhAna thAya, svarUpa samajAya. mahAvIra kahe che, je ApaNe meLavavAnuM che, te ApaNane maLeluM ja che, paraMtu ApaNe khoTI vastu sAthe, AsaktinA kAraNe, cIpakI rahyA chIe, eTale ApaNane svarUpa dekhAtuM nathI. galatane choDI do, enAthI ayukta thaI jAva, alaga thaI jAva te "ayoga.' eTale jaina paraMparAmAM 'ayoga' nuM e ja mUlya che, je hiMdu paraMparAmAM yoga" nuM che. 'dharma" zabdano bahu viziSTa artha jaina paraMparAmAM che. mahAvIra kahe che, vastuno je svabhAva che, te ja dharma chenature. 'dharma' zabdano mahAvIrano arthalAotsanA tAo' jevo che. vyaktino je svabhAva che te enuM potAnuM svayaMnuM praphullana (flowering) che. bIjAthI (vastu ke vyaktithI) prabhAvita thayA vinA koI vyakti potAnI pasaMdagI karI zake, cayana karI zake, to te vyakti dharmane pAme che-"prabhAvita thayA vinA zabdo bahu mahatvanA che. koIthI prabhAvita thavuM te ucita che ema mahAvIramAnatA nathI. koInAthI paNa prabhAvita thavuM te eka prakAranuM baMdhana che. badhA prakAra-prabhAva ApaNane bAMdhe che. pUrNataH aprabhAvita thaI javuM e nija thaI javuM che, e 'svayaM thaI javuM che. e nijatAne, e svayaMne, mahAvIra dharma kahe che. kevalI prarUpita dharmano artha che koI vyaktimAM mAtra kevaLajJAna rahI jAya, cetanA mAtra rahI jAyane e vyakti jevuM jIve che te dharma che. tyAre e vyaktinuM UThavuM, besavuM, enAM halanacalana, enuM sUvuM, je kAMI paNa e kare che te dharma-enI AMkhanuM UghaDavuM ane hAlavuM, enA samasta astitvamAM pragaTa thatAM je paNa kiraNa che te dharma. dAkhalA tarIke jyAre agni potAnA zuddha svarUpamAM saLage che tyAre dhumADo pedA thato nathI. tame kahezo ke jyAM agni hoya tyAM dhumADo pedA thAya che. vaLI tarkazAstramAM paNa lakhyuM che ke jyAM jyAM dhumADo, tyAM tyAM agni.' eTale jyAM dhumADo dekhAya tyAM agni che ema mAnI levuM. paraMtu dhumADo agnimAMthI pedAnathI thato, dhumADo baLataNamAM rahelA pANIne kAraNe pedA thAya che. kahevuM joIe ke dhumADo pANImAMthI pedA thAya che, agnimAMthI nahIM. jo baLataNa ekadama sUkuM hoya, jarIke pANI vinAnuM to dhumADo pedA nahi thAya. je thoDo paNa dhumADo thato hoya to samajavuM ke baLataNamAM hajI thoDuM pANI che. agni jyAre potAnA zuddha svarUpamAM hoya, jyAre emAM koI vijAtIyatattvanathI hotuM tyAre emAM dhumADo thato nathI. mahAvIra kahe che ke jyAre agni potAnA dharmamAM hoya che tyAre koI dhumADo hoto nathI. jyAre cetanA bilakula zuddha hoya che tyAre padArtha no abhAva hoya che, zarIranuM koI bhAna paNa hotuM nathI. tyAre samajavuM ke cetanA potAnA dharmamAM sthira che. eTale ja mahAvIra kahe che ke, pratyekane potAno dharma che. agnino, pANIne, padArthano, cetanAno pratyekane potapotAno dharma che. potapotAnA dharmamAM zuddha thaI javuM te Ananda che. potAnA dharmamAM azuddha rahevuM temAM duHkha che. eTale dharmano artha ahIM svabhAva ema thayo. potAnA svabhAvamAM cAlyA javuM tenuM nAma dhArmika thaI javuM
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________________ namo arihaMtANam maMtra 31 te che. potAnA svabhAvanI bahAra bhaTakatA rahevuM te adhArmika banI rahevA barAbara che. arihaMta, siddha, sAhu, kevalIne maMgaLa che ema kahyA pachI, teo uttama che ema paNa kahevAyuM che. maMgaLa che" ema kahyA pachI 'uttama che" ema kahevAnI zuM jarUra ? enAM kAraNa ApaNI aMdara che. ApaNA mAnasanuM gahana adhyayana karyA pachI AvuM kahevAmAM AvyuM che. ApaNe evAnAsamaja chIe ke je uttamana hoya, tene paNa maMgaLa che' ema mAnI zakIe chIe. ApaNI vAsanAo je nikRSTa che tenA tarapha ja vahe che. ema paNa kahI zakAya ke vAsanAno artha ja che "nIcenI taraphanuM vaheNa. je gamatuM hoya, priya hoya, tene maMgaLa che, ema ApaNe mAnI zakIe, paraMtu te ApaNA mATe zreyake kalyANakArI na paNa hoya. eTale arihaMta maMgaLa che ane uttama paNa che ema mahAvIre kahyuM. rAmakRSNa kahetAke gIdha AkAzamAM UDe tethI emana mAnatA ke gIdhanuM dhyAna AkAzamAM hoya che. gIdhanuM dhyAna to nIce gaMdakI ane kacarAmAM paDelA mAMsanA TukaDA para ke koI saDelI mAchalI para ja hoya che. UDe che AkAzamAM paNa najara nIce gaMdavADa para che. mATe rAmakRSNa kahetA hatA ke AkAzamAM gIdha UDI rahyuM che, tethI bhUlamAM paDazo, enuM dhyAna gaMdavADa para ja che. maMgaLasUtra pachI tarata ja mahAvIra kahe che 'arihaMta laguttamAM arihaMta uttama che, sAhUuttama ema kahevAmAM mAtra izAro che, jIvananAM zikhara kyAM che te tarapha AMgaLI cIMdhavAno. e badhAM meLavavAyogya, IcchavAyogya ane evA banavAyogya che. koIe svAIjharane pUchayuM ke "meLavavAyogya che? AnandazuM che?' svAI--re javAba Apyo, je chIe tenAthI vadhune vadhu, UMDAne UMDA, aMdara ne aMdara UtaravuM ane haMmezAM kAMIka vadhAre zreSamAM rUpAMtarita thatA javuM temAM Ananda che.' paraMtu ApaNe vadhu zreSTha, vadhu uttama tyAre thaI zakIe jyAre ApaNe zreSTha ke uttama zuM che te jANatA hoIe ke tenI dhAraNA ApaNA khyAlamAM hoya. zikhara dekhAtuM hoya to enA taraphayAtrA thaI zake che. paraMtu zikhara ja na dekhAtuM hoya to yAtrAno koI savAla Ubho thato nathI. bhautikavAda kahe che, AtmAjevuM kAMI nathI. AvI vAta to zikhara ja toDI nAkhe che. AtmA ja nathI, ema koI mAnI le to ene meLavavAno savAla pedA thato nathI. phoiDa kahe che ke mAnavI vAsanA sivAya bIjuM kAMI nathI. mAnavI A vAta tatkALa mAnI le to bIjuM kAMI karavApaNuM rahetuM nathI. eka mANasa kaheto hato ke e ghaNI parezAna hato. kAraNake e corI kare, jUThuM bole ke koI strI tarapha najara kare to enuM aMtaHkaraNa ene DaMkhyA karatuM hatuM. chevaTe e eka manocikitsaka pAse gayo ne IlAja karAvyo. be varSamAM e sAro thaI gayo. enA mitre pUchyuM. to zuM have corIno bhAva UThato
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________________ 32 maMgaLa ane lokottamanI bhAvanA nathI? strIne joIne vAsanA jAgatI nathI? suMdara cIja joI te meLavavAnuM mana thatuM nathI?' eNe kahyuM ke tame mane khoTI rIte na samajatA. bevarSamAM emano cikitsake mArA aMtaHkaraNathI chuTakAro apAvI dIdho. have koI pIDA, ciMtA ke aparAdhanA bhAva jAgatA nathI. chellAM pacAsa varSomAM manocikitsako mAnavIne aparAdha karatAM rokI zakyA nathI paraMtu enAmAM aparAdhano bhAvanA jAge te mATe enA mAnasane rAjI karI rahyA che. manocikitsakazIkhave che ke corI karavI, jUThuM bolavuM, strI tarapha najara javI vagere. badhuM svAbhAvika che. emAM kAMI khoTuM nathI. Ama karavAthI pazcimanA dezomAM jIvana vadhAre ne vadhAre nIce utaratuM jAya che, nIce sarakI rahyuM che. enI javAbadArI A manocikitsakonI che. kAraNake teo ema kahe che ke nIce sarakavuM e svabhAva che. nIce sarakavAno ApaNo svabhAva che ema mAnI levAnuM ApaNane paNa saheluM lAge che. nIce sarakatA rahevAno ApaNo anubhava che eTale AvI dalIla gaLe UtarI jAya che. jyAre mahAvIra kahe che "arihaMtA lAguttamAM tyAre ApaNI samajamAM e AvatuM nathI. kAraNake arihaMta ke siddhane ApaNe jANatA nathI. koNa che e loko? ApaNo arihaMta ke siddhano koI anubhavanathI, evI koI kSaNa jIvanamAM AvI nathI, jyAre arihaMta jevI koI laherano ApaNane sparza thayo hoya. kevalI prarUpita dharmamAM ApaNe kyAreya praveza karyo nathI. A badhI vAto ApaNane taraMga lAge che. AvI vAto ApaNe kyAreka majabUrImAM mAnI laIe chIe. e majabUrInuM nAma ja ApaNe dharma rAkhyuM che. koI jainanA gharamAM janmyA e ApaNI majabUrI che. e kAMI ApaNuM kRtya nathI. paryuSaNa che to majabUrI che, maMdiramAM javuM paDaze, upavAsa karavo paDaze, vrata levuM paDaze, sAdhune namaskAra karavA paDaze. emAM bIjA koIno vAMka nathI, pedA thaI gayA jaina kuTuMbamAM, to zuM thAya? nAnapaNathI ja amuka vAto khoparImAM bharI devAmAM AvI che, te calAvI laIe chIe. emAM koI aMta phuraNA jevuM che nahi. koi sahaja bhAva jAgato nathI. tamane kyAreya evuM khyAlamAM AvyuM che ke maMdira tarapha jatI vakhate ane sinemAgRha tarapha jatI vakhate je ApaNI cAla hoya che temAM koI pharaka hoya che? e banne cAlamAM guNAtmaka (qualitative) bheda che. maMdira tarapha jANe paga ghasaDAtA jAya che, paraMtu sinemAgRha tarapha to ApaNe jAte jaIe chIe. maMdira to jANe eka majabUrI che, pharaja che, eka kAma che. e tarapha jatI vakhate ApaNA pagamAM koI AnaMda ke thanaganATa nathI hoto. koI rIte e kAma pUruM karavAnuM che. AvI rIte ApaNuM jIvana nikRSTa prati sahaja vahyA kare che. mullA nasarUdIna je divase maraNa pathArI para hato tyAre enA dharmaguru enI pathArI pAse AvI, ene paramAtmAnI prArthanA karavA kahevA lAgyA. eNe kahyuM ke mullA pazcAttApakara, je pApata kyAM
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________________ namo arihaMtANam: maMtra che te mATe.' mullAe AMkha kholIne kahyuM 'huM to je pApo nathI karyAM, teno pastAvo karI rahyo chuM . je pApa huM karI zakyo nathI, te mATe have pastAuM chuM. have marI rahyo chuM tyAre thAya che, keTalAMka evAM pApa hatAM, je karavAnuM mana hatuM paNa na karI zakyo.' 33 dharmaguru mullAnI vAta na samajI zakyA. kAraNake A pRthvI para AvA dharmaguruthI ochI samajavALA mAnavI maLavA muzkela che. eTale mullAne dharmagurue pUchyuM, 'tuM zuM kahe che? tane pharIthI janma maLe to pharIthI AvAM ja pApo karIza, AvuM ja jIvana jIvIza?" mullAe kahyuM, 'nahi, jIvanapaddhatimAM ghaNA pheraphAra karIza. A jiMdagImAM pApa karavAnuM meM khUba moDuM zarU karyuM. AvatI jiMdagImAM thoDI vahelI zarUAta karIza.' dareka mAnavI viSe, mullAno A vyaMga ghaNuM ghaNuM kahI jAya che. ApaNI AvI manodazA che. maratI vakhate ApaNane pazcAttApa thaze, evI strIomATe je ApaNane na maLI, eTalA dhana mATe je ApaNe na meLavI zakayA, evAM UMcAM pada ne pratiSThA mATe je ApaNe cUkI gayA. AvuM je kAMi nikRSTa hatuM, je meLavavA yogya na hatuM, tenAM mATe na maLyAno pastAvo thaze. evo pastAvo thavAno zakya che kharo ke arihaMta na maLyA ke siddha na maLyA ke kevalI prarUpita dharmamAM praveza na thai zakyo? nahIM, evuM banyuM haze ke namokAra maMtra tamArI AsapAsa bhaNAto haze, paraMtu tamArI aMdara, bhItaramAM e nahIM pravezI zake. kAraNake jeNa AkhuM jIvana AvA maMtranA pravezanI taiyArI na karI, tenAmAM zuM chellI kSaNomAM eno praveza thai jaze ? evuM jo koi mAnatuM hoya to e ajJAna che. jIvanabhara je mahemAnanA satkAra mATe taiyArI na karI, te zuM Ama acAnaka tamArAmAM pravezI jaze ? AvI khoTI AzA karIe to hatAzA ja hAtha lAgaze. paraMtu je vyakti niraMtara 'arihaMta' maMgaLa che, lokomAM uttama che, zreSTha che evuM raTato hoya ane jIvanamAM e meLavavA prayatnazIla hoya te kharekhara mAtra popaTiyuM raTaNa karato hoya topaNa, e maMtranI rekhAo enAmAM aMkita thai jAya che. mAtra pharIpharI AvA sUtranuM raTaNa karato hoya topaNa enA citta para e zubhanI, maMgaLanI uttamanI rekhAo aMkAya che. koi prakAzanI kSaNomAM e rekhAo sakriya banI zake che, jeNe 'arihaMta lokomAM uttama che ' ema niraMtara manana karyuM che, eNe potAnI aMdara eka dhArA, game tevI kSINa hoya topaNa, vahAvI che. eTale jyAre enAmAM koi arihaMtathI viparIta javAno bhAva jAgaze tyAre enA aMtaratalamAMthI avAja UThaze ke tuM je karavA jai rahyo che, te tAre mATe uttama nathI, zreSTha nathI. joNe jIvanabhara raTaNa karyu che ke 'siddha lokomAM zreSTha che' te kyAreka ADe raste jai rahyo haze tyAre ene enI bhItaramAMthI AvAja saMbhaLAze ke siddha to potAne pAme che, tuM to tArI jAtane khoi rahyo che. jeNe kahyuM haze 'sAdhu lokottama' che tene enI koi nabaLI kSaNomAM, asAdhu banatA e
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________________ maMgaLa ane lokottamanI bhAvanA smaraNa rokaze. jANIne je karyuM hoya, samajapUrvaka je karyuM hoya te to pariNAmakAraka bane ja che, paraMtu samajyA ke jANyA vinA kareluM popaTiyuM raTaNa paNa ApaNA cittamAMrekhAo aMkita kare che. e rekhAo bhale mRta hoya topaNa, koI prakAzanI kSaNomAM te sakriya thaI zake che. ATalI vAta niyamita pATha mATe, niyamita bhAva ane dhAraNA mATe samajavA jevI che. have mahAvIre AtmA ane Izvara viSeje vAto karI che te samajIe. jaina paraMparA ke vicAradhArAno mahAvIre upayogaryo che, temAM mAnavInA ja zuddha AtmAne zreSThattama sthAna para birAjamAna kya che, manuSyanA zuddha AtmAne paramAtmA mAnyo che. eTale mahAvIranA hisAbe A pRthvI para jeTalA loko che te badhA bhagavAna thaI zake che, mAtra mAnavI ja nahi, jeTalI cetanAo che te badhI bhagavAna thaI zake che. mahAvIranI daSTimAM eka ja Izvara che." evo khyAla nathI. duniyAnA badhA dharmomAM bhagavAnanI je dhAraNA che te abhijAta (aristocratic) uccabhu che, mAtra eka bhagavAnanI che. jyAre ekalA mahAvIranA dharmamAM bhagavAnanI dhAraNA lokatAMtrika (Democratic) che. pratyeka vyakti svabhAvathI ja bhagavAna che. e vyakti jANe ke na jANe, e bhagavAna banena bane, janmojanmabhaTake, ananta janmo sudhI bhaTake chatAM ethI kAMI pharaka paDato nathI, e bhagavAna che. koIne koI divase enAmAM je chupAyeluM che te pragaTa thaze. koI ne koI divase enAmAM je bIjarUpe che te vRkSa banaze. je Aje saMbhAvanA che, te satya banaze. mahAvIra ananta bhagavattAomAM mAne che. pratyeka mAnavI divya che. je divase AkhuM jagata arihaMta sudhI pahoMcI jaze tyAre jagatamAM ananta bhagavAna haze. mahAvIra bhagavAnano evo artha kare che ke jeNe potAnA svabhAvane pAmI lIdho. svabhAva bhagavAna che. bhagavAna viSe A eka anUThI dhAraNA che. jagatane banAvanAra ke calAvanAra koI bhagavAna jevI sattAnathI. mahAvIra kahe che koI banAvanAranathI. jagatane banAvavAnI dhAraNA ja bAliza che. bAliza eTalA mATe ke bhagavAne jagata banAvyuM che ema kahevAthI ApaNAmAM prazna UThavAnA baMdha thatA nathI. prazna thAya che ke bhagavAne jagatane banAvyuM to bhagavAnane koNe banAvyA? to je prazna che te tyAMnI tyAM ja rahe che. bhagavAne jagatane banAvyuM che ema kahenArane kahevuM paDe che ke bhagavAnane koIe banAvyA nathI. mahAvIra kahe che je bhagavAnane koIe banAvyA nathI ema mAnavuM paDe to e mAnavuM ja paDe ke jagatamAM evuM kAMIka che jenuM sarjana koIe karyuM nathI, evuM kAMIka che jeuncreated che. to pachI AkhuM jagata paNa koIe banAvyuM nathI. ema mAnavAmAM zuM aDacaNa che? manane to ekamAtra aDacaNa hatI ke banAvyA vinA koI cIja bane kevI rIte? eTale mahAvIra pAse nAstika mATe je javAba che tevo koI kahevAtA IzvaravAdI pAse nathI. nAstika to IzvaravAdIne e ja pUche ke "bhagavAne jagatane zuM kAma banAvyuM?' javAba Apavo muzkela che. chatAM paNa IzvaravAdI javAba Ape che ke IzvaramAM jagata banAvavAnI icchA-vAsanA
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________________ namo arihaMtANama: maMtra jAgI. jo bhagavAnamAM suddhAM vAsanA jAgatI hoya to mAnavIne vAsanAthI mukta karavo muzkela che. bhagavAnane IcchA thaI "ekoDahaM bahusyAma. jo bhagavAna paNa kAMI IyA vinA rahI nathI zaktAto mAnavIne IcchArahita kevI rIte banAvI zakAze ? zuM jagata nahotuM, tethI bhagavAnane gamatuM nahatuM ? bhagavAnane koI saMvedana thatuM hatuM? jevuM saMvedanakoI citrakArane citranabanene thAya tevuM? eka kavine kavitAnaracAya tyAre thAya tevI pIDA thatI hatI ? zuM IzvaramAM paNa koI ciMtA ane tanAva rahelAM che? IzvaravAdIne A savAlonA javAba ApavAmAM muzkelI thAya. eNe to e svIkAravuM ja paDe ke bhagavAne cAhyuM.' A eka svIkArane kAraNe ghaNI behUdI paurANika kathAo mAnavI paDe che. brahmAe strIne janma Apyo. e ja strIne brahmAe cAhI. brahmA ane cAhanAe be vacce saMbaMdha kevI rIte sthApavo? tyAre eka hAsyAspada ghaTanA banI brahmAe je strIne pedA karIne enI dIkarI thaI. to dikarInI pAchaLa brahmAjI doDyA, saMbhoga mATe Atura banyA. dIkarI brahmAthI bhAgavA lAgI. brahmAthI bacavAdIkarI gAya banI to brahmA baLadabanyA. baLadathI bacavA dIkarI bIjuM kAMI banI. je je dIkarI banI tete jAtanA brahmAnara banyA, banatA ja gayA. AvI vAsanAne kAraNe brahmA bhAgatA hoya to tame paNa sinemAgRhamAM jAva cho tyAre tame paNa brahmasvarUpa cho. tame je kAMI cho te yogya che. je strIne cAhI, te philma abhinetrI banI gaI to tame philmanA prekSaka banI gayA. tame paNa vAsanA pAchaLa bhAgatA raho cho to AkhuM jagata vAsanAno ja phelAva banI rahe che. bhagavAna viSe AvI hAsyAspada dalIlo thatI aTakAvavA mahAvIre mULathI ja vAta kApI nAkhI. mahAvIre kahyuM ke je lokone bhagavattA tarapha laI javAnA hoya to bhagavAnanI kalpanAne zUnyakaro. lokone bhagavAna banAvavA hoya to bhagavAnanI dhAraNAne ja dUra karo. bhagavAnamAM IcchA pedA thaI ema kahezo to pachI mAnavIne IcchAothI mukta karavAno savAla ja pedA thato nathI. jagata anirmita che. koIe banAvyuM nathI, chatAM che. vijJAnane paNa A vAta tarkayukta dekhAya che. kAraNake vijJAna mAne che ke koI cIja banAvAI hoya evuM lAgatuM nathI. koI cIja naSTa thatI nathI. koI cIja nirmita thatI hoya ema lAgatuM nathI, paraMtu cIjomAM satata rUpAMtara thatuM hoya che. eTale mahAvIre padArthanI je paribhASA karI che te AkhA jagatamAM sarvAdhika vaijJAnika che. padArtha mater) mATe eka adbhuta zabda pula emaNe vAparyo. Avozabda padArtha mATe bIjI koI bhASAmAM nathI. pudgala'no artha che je bane che, badalAto rahe che, adazya thato rahe che, paraMtu che. pratyeka paLe badalAto rahe che. nadI jema pratyeka kSaNe vahI rahI che, bhAgI rahI che, banI rahI che ane tyAM ja hAjara che. mahAvIre kahyuM ke badhI cIjo banI rahI che, nAza thaI rahI che. rUpAMtara thaI rahyuM che, badalAI rahI che. koI cIjanuM rUpAMtara thavAthI enuM sarjana thAya che emanakahI zakAya. koI cIja kyAreya badalAtAM samApta thatI nathI. A banatA rahevAnI (becoming) nI prakriyA satata cAlu
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________________ maMgaLa anelokottamanI bhAvanA rahe che. pudgalano artha che (becoming) haMmezA banyAkaravuM te. paraMtu kyAreya pudgulanuM sthira bhAve hovuM (being) zakya nathI. koI cIja kyAreya che nI sthitimAM AvatI ja nathI ke jyAM banavApaNuM paruM thaI gayuM hoya. mahAvIra kahe che pula e cIja che je pratyeka kSaNe janme che ane mare che, pharI nirmita thAya che, kyAreya samApta thatI nathI. padArtha e mRta zabda che. aMgrejI bhASAno "meTara - mater" zabdamRta zabda che. "meTarano artha che je mApI zakAya. measure zabda parathI e banyo che. saMkta athavA hiMdI zabda padArtha no artha, arthavAna ke astitvavAna jevo che. "pula' zabdano artha che je banI rahyo che, prakriyAmAM che. e prakriyAnuM nAma ja pudgala che. kriyA satata cAlu che. jema ApaNe cAlI rahyA chIe. eka pagaluM bharyuM, pachI bIjuM bharyuM. kyAreya banne pagalAM ekI sAthe nathI uThatAM. eka pagaluM uThe che tyAre bIjuM sthira rahe che. eka pagaluM pUruM thAya che ne bIjuM UpaDI rahyuM hoya che. evI ja rIte padArthanuM paNa eka pagaluM bharAI rahyuM hoya che tyAre AgaluM, pahelAnuM pagaluM maTI rahyuM hoya che. tame je khurasI para beThA chote dhImedhImenAza thaI rahI che. je emanathatuM hoya to pacAsa varSa pachI e khurasI rAkha kevI rIte banaze ? je zarIramAM tame hAla beThA cho te paNa dhIme dhIme nAza thaI rahyuM che. paraMtu e zarIrane tame banAvI paNa rahyA cho. covIsa kalAka ene havA, pANI ane khorAka ApyAM karavAM paDe che. emAMthI e banI rahyuM che, ghasAtuM paNa rahyuM che, jarjarita thatuM rahyuM che. jIvana ane mRtyu jANe ekIsAthe (simulatneous) be pagalAMnI jema cAlI rahyAM che. mahAvIre kahyuM ke A jagata pudagala che. emAM cIjo banI rahI che, nAza thaI rahI che. pharIthI rUpAMtara pAmI rahI che. koI cIja navI nathI, navuM rUpAMtara che. koI cIja kadI nAza pAmatI nathI, mAtra enuM rUpAMtara thatuM hoya che. mATe koI nirmAtAnI, bhagavAnanI jarUra nathI. Izvara kAraNa che ke pariNAma che (cause or effect)? badhA dharmo Izvarane paramAtmAne jagatanI pahelAM rAkhe che. mahAvIra paramAtmAne jagatanI aMtamAM rAkhe che. A pharaka samajavA jevo che. badhA dharmo kahe che ke, paramAtmA kAraNa che. AdikAraNa (cause) che. mahAvIra kahe che ke paramAtmA pariNAma che, aMtima pariNAma (effect) che. mahAvIra mATe arihaMta aMtima maMjila che. jyAre vyakti badhuM meLavI cUke che tyAre bhagavAna bane che; jyAre vyakti e sthAne pahoMce che, jenI - AgaLa koI yAtrA nathI. bIjA dharmonA bhagavAna, jagatanI zarUAta (beginining) mAM che. jyAMthI duniyA zarU thAya che. jyAre mahAvIranI dhAraNA evI che ke jyAM duniyA samApta thAya che, tyAM bhagavattA zarU thAya che, duniyAnuM atikramaNa karI pAra janAra bhagavAna che. eTale mahAvIra bhagavAnane prathama nahi, aMtima rAkhe che; kAraNa nahi, pariNAma gaNe che. duniyAnA bIjA dharmonA) bhagavAna bIja jevA che, jyAre mahAvIranA bhagavAna phUla jevA che. duniyA kahe che ke bhagavAnamAMthI badhuM pedA thAya che. mahAvIra kahe che jyAM pahocIne badhuM samajAI
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________________ namo arihaMtANam maMtra 37 jAya che, pragaTa thaI jAya che. khilI hada che te bhagavattA che. eTale mahAvIranI arihaMtanI, siddhanI, bhagavAnanI bhagavattAnI dhAraNA e cetanAnuM puruM khilI UThavuM te, cetanAnuM praphullanuM che. evAM khilI UThalAlamAMthI jharatI je suvAsa che, te che kevalI pannato dhammo, kevalIe upadezelo dharma. ene ja mahAvIra lokomAM uttama kahe che. je phUlanI jema aMtamAM khile che, e zikhara che. zAstromAM lakhelo dharma uttama che ema mahAvIra kahetA nathI. nahi to e ema ja kaheta, 'zAstra prarUpita dharma." vedamAM mAnavAvALA kahe che, ke vedamAM prarUpita dharma che te lokomAM uttama che. bAIbalane mAnavAvALA kahe che, bAIbalamAM prarUpita dharma uttama che. kurAnane mAnavAvALA kahe che ke kurAnamAM prarUpita dharma uttama che, gItAne mAnavAvALA kahe che ke gItAmAM varNavelo dharma uttama che. paraMtu mahAvIra kahe che, "kevalI pannato dhammo, kevaLajJAnanI kSaNomAM, je jharI rahyo che te jIvaMta dharma uttama che. lakhelAnuM zuM mUlya che? lakhAyeluM badhuM zabdomAM baMdhAtAM maryAdita bane che, saMkocAI jAya che. jIvaMta dharma-enA have ghaNA arthathaI gayA che. have kevalI prarUpita dharmazAstromAM lakhAI cUkyo che. to jaino e zAstrane mAthA para laIne dhUme che, jema koI kurAnane, gItAne ke bAIbalane laIne dhUmato hoya che. paraMtu A mahAvIrane ApaNe karelo anyAya che. anyAya eTalA mATe ke mahAvIra zAstra prarUpita dharma evuM kahyuM nathI. emaNe ema paNa nathI kahyuM ke mArA zAstramAM kahelo dharma. khUba moTI muzkelI che. mahAvIre to koI zAstra nirmita karyuM ja nathI. mahAvIre kAMI lakhyuM nathI ke kAMI lakhAvyuM nathI. mahAvIranAM dehAMtanAM seMkaDo varSo pachI, mahAvIranAM vacana ziSyonI smRtimAMthI lakhAyAM che. eka bIjI paNa muzkelI che. mahAvIre kahyuM nathI, ema kahevuM ghaNuM muzkela che. mahAvIra to mauna rahyA hatA. mahAvIra to kAMI bolyA nathI. to mahAvIranI je vANI che te kahevAyelI nathI, paraMtu saMbhaLAyelI che. mahAvIranuM je dharma parUpaNa che te, dUrasaMvedI saMpreSaNa (Telepathjic Transmis sion) che. eTale eka paurANika kathA jevI lAgatI vAta che, jene have vaijJAnika samarthana maLI rahyuM che te mujaba mahAvIra jyAre bolatA tyAre bolatA nahotA. e besatAzAMtipUrvaka tyAre emanA aMtara AkAzamAM eka dhvaninuM gUjana thatuM-hoThano paNa e upayoga nahotA karatA, kaMThano paNa upayoga nahotA karatA. maisiMga jevo mANasa je eka sAdhAraNa vyakti che, koI arihaMta nathI te eka kAgaLanA TukaDAne potAnI aMtarvANI dvArA kahI zake che 'A TikiTa che." e kAMI bolyo nathI, mAnasika bhAva karyo che. paraMtu TikiTacekara to samajo ane sAMbhaLyuM ke "A TikITa che. mAtra eka korA kAgaLa para lAkha lAkha bala meLavI zakAya che. je lakhAyuM nathI te vaMcAya che. Trejharare vAMcyuM ke lAkha rUbala ApavAnA che. to Avo ja koi prayoga - Telepathic prayoga mahAvIre karyo haze. emanA zabdo
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________________ maMgaLa anelokottamanI bhAvanA bolAyA nathI, saMbhaLAyA che. emanI bAjumAM mauna beThA haze temaNe e zabdo sAMbhaLyA haze. eTale je evI TelIpathika bhASA samajI zaktA hatA, temaNe e bhASAmAM sAMbhaLyuM. emAM eka vAta bIjI samajavA jevI che. ApaNe je bhASAna samajatA hoIe temAM kevI rIte sAMbhaLIe? je bhASA samajI zakIe temAM sAMbhaLI zakIe. mahAvIre jyAre prathama maunamAM saMbhASaNa kyuM tyAre jAnavara hAjara hatAM, pakSI hAjara hatAM, vanaspati hAjara hatI-kathA kahe che e saue paNa saMbhASaNa sAMbhaLyuM. eTale bekasTara kahe che ke choDavAone paNa bhAva hoya che. teo ApaNAM bhAva ane lAgaNIo samaje che. choDane prema karanAra jyAre duHkhI thAya che tyAre choDa paNa duHkhI thAya che. jyAre premInA gharamAM utsava hoya tyAre choDa paNa praphullita bane che. emanI pAse UbhA rahetA emanAmAM AnaMdanI dhArA vahevA lAge che. jyAre e ja gharamAM koI mRtyu pAme che tyAre choDa paNa zoka manAve che. have jyAre A badhI bAbatonAM vaijJAnika pramANa maLyAM che tyAre mahAvIrano hRdayano saMdezo choDavAonI smRti sudhI pahoMcyo haze ema mAnavAmAM zuM muzkelI che? have AkhI duniyAmAM prayogo thaI rahyA che, je puravAra kare che ke ApaNA acetana (Unconscious) mAM ApaNe koI paNa bhASA samajI zakIe chIe. tamane jo saMmohana (hypnotism) dvArA behoza karavAmAM Ave ane tamane tamArI hastInuM bhAnana rahe tyAre koI paNa bhASAmAM tamArI sAthe vAtacIta karAya to te tame samajI zakazo. ekajhekoslovAkiyAno vaijJAnika DaoN. rAja Deka bhASA ane acetana para prayoga karato hato. eka mahilA je jheka jANatI na hatI tene behoza karIne ghaNA divaso sudhI eNe jheka bhASAmAM vAto karI. mahilA e samajatI hatI. e behoza hoya tyAre jheka bhASAmAM ene kahevAmAM Ave ke "eka glAsa pANI Apo to e uThIne pANI laI AvatI. AzcaryanI vAta e che ke jyAre e hozamAM AvatI tyAre e ja vAkya 'eka glAsa pANI Apo e sAMbhaLatI paNa samajatI nahotI. vaijJAnike e mahilAne pUchyuM ke Ama kema thAya che? tuM behoza hoya che tyAre jheka bhASA samaje che ane hozamAM Ave che, tyAre nathI samajatI mahilAe javAba Apyo, mane behozImAM thoDo khyAla Avato hato ke huMjheka bhASA samaju chuM, paraMtu jemajema hozamAM AvatI jAuM chuM, tema tema tamArA e jheka bhASAnA zabdo, cAcA cAcA jevA arthahIna mAluma paDe che. paraMtu behozImAM mane paNa thoDI smRti rahe che ke huM tamArI vAta samajuM chuM. A abhyAsa uparathI mAnavInI bhASA viSe enA acetananA abhyAsa pachI rAja Deka evA nirNaya para Avyo ke ApaNe badhA mahAsAgaramAMthI nIkaLelA nAnA nAnA beTa jevA chIe, uparathI dekhAIe chIe alaga alaga, paraMtu bhItaramAM jamInathI joDAyelA. upara ApaNI bhASAo alaga alaga paraMtu jeTalA acetanamAM UMDA utarIe eTalI bhASAo eka banatI
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________________ namo arihaMtANam: maMtrI jAya che. mAtra mAnavInI ja nahIM, paraMtu acetanamAM UMDA UtaratAM pazunI paNa eka; ethI vadhu UMDA vanaspatinI paNa eka; ethI vadhu UMDe pattharanI paNa eka ja bhASA rahe che. jeTalA vadhune vadhu UMDA UtaratA jaIe, eTalAM ApaNe badhAM, joDAyelAM chIe. ApaNe eka mahAdvIpacontinent nA jIvana sAthe joDAyelAM chIe tyAM ApaNe badhuM samajIe chIe. eTale mahAvIrano A niHzabda-vicAra-saMcaraNa (telepathy) no prayoga, AvatA thoDAM varSomAM vaijJAniko sAco sAbita karaze. A viSaya para bahu tIvra gatithI kArya cAlI rahyuM che ane ghaNI badhI aMdhArI galIomAM prakAza patharAI rahyo che. eno artha e thayo ke je koIne bIjI bhASA zIkhavavI hoya to rAja Deka nA kahevA mujaba, to cetana rUpathI zIkhavavAnI, ApaNe nakAmI mahenata karIe chIe. rAjaDeke eka saMsthA kholI che jenuM nAma che Institute of Suggestology. eno jo ThIka anuvAda karIe to te maMtra mahAvidyAlaya thAya.Suggestolog no artha che maMtrazAstra. tame jANatA hazo ke ApaNane salAha ApanArane ApaNe 'maMtrI kahee chIe. maMtrano artha che sujhAva, suggestion-rAjaDeka sAthe joDAyelA che DaoN. laujanova. bannenI A saMsthAne babberiyana sarakAra, je sAmyavAdI che te madada kare che. emAM laujAno sAthetrIsa vaijJAniko kAma kare che. laujAnova kahe che ke be varSa cAle eTalo pAThayakrama ame mAtra vIsa divasamAM pUro karIe chIe. je bhASA cetanarUpe zIkhatAM be varSa lAge, te lonova tamane saMmohita karIne mAtra vIsa divasamAM zIkhavI de che. laujenova eka navI zikSaNa paddhati vikasAvI rahyA che. AjanI zikSaNa paddhatithI sAva UlaTI e paddhati che. mane lAge che ke AvatAM thoDA varSomAM e zikSaNapaddhati AkhI duniyA apanAvI leze. mane paNa e paddhati ThIka lAge che. lejono eka zALA kholI che. emAM bALakone besavA mATe khurasI nahIM, paNa ArAma khurasIo che. havAIjahAjamAM jevI ArAmadAyaka khurasI hoya che tevI khurasIomAM bALako sUI jAya che. vimAna Upara UDavA mAMDe pachI prakAzane AchokarI devAya che, tevo A oraDAmAM paNa prakAza ekadama Acho karI devAya che. emAM eka khAsa prakAranuM saMgIta cAlyA kare che. A te kAMI skUla kahevAya? badhuM UlaTuM ja thaI rahyuM che. Akho vakhata dhImuM saMgIta saMbhaLAyA kare che. vidyArthIone kahevAya che ke emaNe AMkho pUrI ke ardhI baMdha karI devI, mAtra saMgIta para ja dhyAna ApavuM. zikSaka je bhaNAvI rahyA che tenA tarapha dhyAna ApavAnuM nahi. tame mAtra saMgIta ja sAMbhaLyA karo. zikSakane sAMbhaLavAnI jarUra nathI. AmAM to bilakula UlaTuM banI rahyuM che. ApaNe to skUlamAM zikSaka je bolatA hoya tenA para ja pUruM dhyAna ApavAnuM hoya che bALaka bArInI bahAra jatuM hoya, pakSInA avAja sAMbhaLatuM hoya ke kAMI bIjuM karatuM hoya to zikSaka bUma mArIne kahe che mArA tarapha dhyAna rAkho ane sAMbhaLo. to
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________________ maMgaLa ane lokottamanI bhAvanA Aje hajAro varSothI zikSaka ane vidyArthI vacceno jhaghaDo je cAlI rahyo che teno A rIte aMta AvI jaze. A jhaghaDAne kAraNe ja vadhu samaya zikSaNamAM veDaphAI jAya che. babbe varSa lAgI jAya che, je mAtra vIsa divasamAM zIkhavI zakAya te zIkhavAmAM. launova kahe che ke sacetanarUpe jyAre ApaNe sAMbhaLIe chIe tyAre ApaNuM uparanuM bAhya mana ja sAMbhaLe che. eTale laujonova kahe che ke AuparanA bAhya saMgIta sAMbhaLavAmAM mana lagAvI devuM joIe. te pachI enuM je AMtara-aMdaranuM acetana mana che te sAMbhaLavAnuM zarU karaze. A rIte je bhASA zIkhatAM be varSa lAge te vIsa divasamAM zIkhIne bolI zakAya che. enuM zuM kAraNa che? vAta mAtra eTalI che ke ApaNA acetana UMDANamAM ghaNI badhI kSamatAo chupAyelI che. tame tamAre gherathI ahIM AvyA cho. tame page cAlIne Avo, to tame kahI zakazo ke rastAmAM keTalA vIjaLInA thAMbhalA hatA? tamane thaze ke huM zuM pAgala chuM ke e thAMbhalAonI gaNatarI karuM? paraMtu jo tamane behoza karIne pUchavAmAM Ave to tame sAcI saMkhyA kahI zakazo. jyAre tame cAlI rahayA hatA tyAre tamAruM bAhya mana to ahIM AvavAmAM lAgeluM hatuM. horna vAgI rahyuM che. koI athaDAI na jAya tenuM dhyAna rAkhavAnuM che. paraMtu tamAruM AMtara mana, bIjI badhI cIjono paNa saMgraha karatuM rahe che ane enI noMdha kare che. rastAmAM AvelA lempa posTa, gADInuM horna, sAmethI AvatI gADIno naMbara, evuM badhuM noMdhI le che. tamArA cetanane A vAtano kAMI khyAla nathI. tamane kAMI khabara ja nathI. ema kahevuM joIe pANInI sapATI upara dekhAtA TApune kAMI khabara nathI paraMtu nIce joDAyelI bhUmino je vistAra che tyAM badhuM ja noMdhAya che. eTale mahAvIra bolyA nathI. cUpacApa beThA che. A ja kAraNe mahAvIrano dharma vyApaka na banyo, bahu loko sudhI emano saMdezone pahoMcI zakyo. mahAvIra jo bolyA hota to badhAnI samajamAM vAta AvI jAta. mahAvIrIna bolyA, eTale e loko ja samajI zakyA, jeo eTalA acetana UMDANamAM UtaravA taiyAra hatA. eTalA mATe mahAvIrane samajanArA, pasaMdagI pAmelA thoDA ja zreSThatama ziSyo hatA, te samajI zakyA. evA zreSThatamamAM bhale te pazumAM hoya, choDamAM hoya, mAnavImAM hoya tethI kAMI pharaka paDato nathI. mahAvIrane sAMbhaLavA mATe eka moTA prazikSaNamAMthI pasAra thavuM paDyuM hatuM. dhyAnanI prakriyAomAMthI pasAra thavuM paDatuM hatuM. A prakriyAomAMthI pasAra cyA pachI, mahAvIra sAme tame beso tyAre, tamAruM je vAcALamana che, je niraMtara upadravothI bhareluM bImAra mana che te zAMta thaI jAya ane tamAro je gahana AtmA che te mahAvIranI samakSa AvI jAya, jethI tamArA e AtmA sAthe saMvAda thaI zake. eTalA mATe ja mahAvIranIvANInI pAMcaso varSa sudhI kazI ja noMdha na levAI. pAMcaso varSa sudhI evI vyaktio astitvamAM hatI, je mahAvIranA dehAMta pachI paNa mahAvIranA saMdezA meLavavA sakSama hatI. jyAre evA lokonI saMkhyA ghaTavA lAgI tyAre eka gabharATa phelAyo ane mahAvIra
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________________ namo arihaMtANam: maMtra vANIno lekhita saMgraha karavAno prayatna thayo. eTale jainomAM je digaMbara saMpradAya che te mahAvIranI koI vANIne pramANita mAnato nathI. digaMbaronuM mAnavuM che ke je lokoe mahAvIranIvANI saMgrahita karI che teone paNa eka zaMkA pedA thaI gaI hatI ke have mahAvIra sAthe saMbaMdha sthApita thaI zake tema nathI. je kAMI noMdha thaI che tene pramANita kevI rIte kahI zakAya? eTale digaMbara jaino pAse koI zAstra nathI. teo ema kahe che ke badhuM mahAvIra sAthe ja khovAI gayuM. zvetAMbaro pAse paNa je zAstra che, te adhurAM che, kAraNake jemaNe saMgraha karyo, temaNe ja kahyuM ke have ame thoDI ja vAto prAmANita lakhI zakIe chIe. bAkI bIjAM aMgo khovAI gayAM che. emane jANavAvALuM koI bacyuM nathI, eTale e zAstra adhurAM paraMtu mahAvIranI saMpUrNa vANI pharIthI prApta thaI zake tema che. je graMtho lakhAyA che temAMthI te nahi maLI zake. eno eka ja rasto che. thoDI evI vyaktionAM samUha-skUla-UbhAM thAya, jemanI cetanA eTalA UMDANamAM UtarI zake, jyAM Aje paNa mahAvIra sAthe saMbaMdha sthApI zakAya. eTale ja mahAvIre kahyuM, 'kevalI pannato dhamma zAstra nahIM, e ja dharma uttama che, je tame kevalI sAthe saMbaMdhita thaIne jANI zako, zAstrathI saMbaMdhita thaIne nahIM. kevalI sAthe saMbaMdhita thavA mATe bahu moTI kiMmata cUkavavI paDe tema che. svayaMnI bhItaramAM ghaNuM badhuM rUpAMtarita karavuM paDe tema che. moTI vastu prApta karavI hoya to eTalI moTI kiMmata cUkavavI ja paDe. jyAre mahAvIra kahe che ke arihaMta uttama che, sAdhu uttama che, kevalI prarUpita dharma uttama che tyAre sAthesAthe e paNa kahe che ke uttamane prApta karavA mATe, badhuM ja cUkavavAnI taiyArI rAkhavI paDaze. je mUlyavAna che, te mata maLatuM nathI. ApaNe badhuM maphata levA TevAyelA chIe. ApaNe kAMI paNa cUkavavA taiyAra nathI. bajAramAMthI bhaLatI cIjo kharIdatAM ghaNuM badhuM cUkavIe chIe, kAraNa ApaNe te levA mATe Agraha rAkhIe chIe. dharmato maphta maLavo joIe. je vadhAremAM vadhAre mUlyavAna che, te meLavavAno Agraha nathI. pachI enI kiMmata kevI rIte cUkavAya? mahAvIra kahe che, je uttama che, lokomAM sarvazreSTha che tenA mATe svayaMne khoI nAkhavAnI, sarvasva cUkavavAnI taiyArI joIe. to ja kevalI prarUpita dharma sAthe sIdho saMbaMdha, koI madhyasthI vinA, sthApI zakAze.
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________________ zaraNAgati-sUtra arihaMte saraNaM pvjaami| siddhe saraNaM pvjjaami| sAhU saraNa pvjjaami| kevalipannattaM dhamma saraNaM pvjaami| huM arihaMtanuM zaraNa svIkAruM chuM. huM sidhdhonuM zaraNa svIkAruM chuM. huM sAdhuonuM zaraNa svIkAruM chuM. huM kevalI prarUpita dharmanuM zaraNa svIkAruM chuM.
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________________ 3. za2NAgati: dharmano mULa AdhAra kRSNe gItAmAM kahayuM che : sarva dharmAn parityajya, mAmekaM zaraNaM vraja... arjuna, tuM badhA dharmo chIDIne mAre ekane zaraNe ja AvI jA. kRSNe je yugamAM A kahyuM hatuM te yuga atyaMta saraLa, nirdoSa ane zraddhAno yuga hato. kRSNanI vAta te sAMbhaLIne koine evuM paNa na thayuM ke kRSNa kevI ahaMkArabharI vAta karI rahyA che ke 'badhuM choDIne mArA ekane zaraNe AvI jA.' AthI vadhAre ahaMkArathI bharelI dhoSaNA koi hoi zake? kharekhara e yuga atyaMta zraddhAno yuga haze, jyAre jarA paNa khacakAyA vinA kRSNa saraLatAthI AvI vAta karI zakyA. arjune paNa vAMdho na uThAvyo, ema paNa na kahyuM kRSNane ke, 'tamAre zaraNe huM AvI jAuM?' A tamArI bahu ahaMkArabharI vAta che. paraMtu buddha ane mahAvIranA samaya sudhImAM mAnavInA cittamAM ghaNo pharaka paDI gayo. jyAM hiMdu ciMtana, 'mAmekaM zaraNaM vraja'ne kendramAM rAkhIne UbhuM hatuM tyAM buddha ane mahAvIranA yuga sudhImAM mULabhUta daSTi parivartana karavuM paDayuM. mahAvIre ke buddhe ema na kahyuM ke 'tu badhuM choDIne mAre zaraNe AvI jA.' emaNe bannee A sutrane enA bIjA cheDA parathI kahevarAvyuM. mahAvIranAM ane buddhanAM sUtromAM zaraNAgati sAdhaka taraphathI svIkArAi che : 'huM arihaMtanuM, siddhanuM, sAdhunuM, kevalI prarUpita dharmanuM zaraNa svIkAruM chu.' A sAdhaka taraphathI bolAya che. zaraNuM sAdhaka cAhe che ane svIkAre che. be ja rastA che kahevAnA : kAM to siddha kahe ke 'mAre zaraNe AvI jA', kAM sAdhaka kahe ke 'huM tamAre zaraNe AvuM chuM." hiMdu ane jaina vicAradhArAno A eka maulika bheda che. hiMdu vicAradhArA mujaba sidra kahe che ke 'mAre zaraNe AvI jA,' jaina vicAradhArA mujaba sAdhaka kahe che ke 'huM tamAre zaraNe AvuM chuM." kRSNa
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________________ 44 zaraNAgati:dharmano mULa AdhAra bolI rahyA hatA tyAre moTo zraddhAno yuga hato, jyAre mahAvIra bolI rahyA hatA tyAre moTo tarkano yuga hato. mahAvIra jo ema kahe ke mAre zaraNe AvI , to tarata ja lokone lAge ke mahAvIra ahaMkArabharI vAto karI rahyA che. mATe mahAvIrane bIjA cheDAthI ja sUtra bolavuM paDaze. bauddha paraMparAnuM sUtra che, "buddha zaraNaM gacchAmi, saMgha zaraNaM gacchAmi, dhamma zaraNaM gacchAmi buddhane zaraNe jAu chuM, saMghane zaraNe jAu chuM, dharmane zaraNe jAu chuM. mahAvIra ane buddhanAM sUtromAM paNa thoDo pharaka che te samajI levA jevo che. upara uparathI to banne sUtra ekasarakhAM lAge che. gacchAmi kaho ke "pavajAmi' kaho, zaraNe jAu chuMke zaraNa svIkAruM chuM, eka jevAM ja sUtra dekhAya che, paraMtu emAM sUkSma bheda che. jyAre koI kahe ke "buddha zaraNaM gacchAmi...buddhane zaraNe jau chuM tyAre e zaraNe javAnI zarUAta che. e paheluM pagaluM che, jyAre koI kahe ke arihaMta zaraNaM pahajajAmi.. arihaMtanuM zaraNa svIkAruM chuM.' e zaraNe javAnI aMtima sthiti che, vicArapUvarka zaraNano svIkAra che. enI AgaLa bIjI koI gati nathI. jyAre koI kahe ke huM zaraNe jAu tyAre e enuM prathama pagaluM che. eno vicAra badalAyato AgaLanI gati baMdha karI zake che. jyAre zaraNa svIkAruM chuM ema kahevAmAM vicArapUrvaka levAyeluM pagaluM che, pAchA pharavAno koI prazna nathI. vicAra badalavA mATe koI kAraNa nathI, pukhta vicAra pachI ja bharAyeluM pagaluM che. buddhanA saMnyAsI mATe yAtrAno prAraMbha che. yAtrAmAM vacce koI vicAra badalAya, aDacaNa Ave, tarka ke akAra zaraNa svIkAravAnA pADe, e zakya che. kAraNake tarka hamezAM zaraNe javAno virodha kare. buddhi koIne zaraNe javAnI viruddha che. buddhi kahe che, tame zuM koIne zaraNe jazo? tame to koI bIjAne zaraNamAM lAvo evA cho! zaraNe javAmAM ahaMkArane bahu moTI pIDA che. paraMtu mahAvIranuM sUtra che, huM arihaMtanuM zaraNa svIkAruM chuM koI paNa vAtano svIkAra karavo e eka aMtima pratibaddhatA che, commitment che. emAM pAchA pharavAno koI upAya nathI. emAM eka chalAMga che, eka pUrNatA che, emAM pheravicArane avakAza nathI. arihaMtane ApeluM eka vacana che. 'huM zaraNe jAu chuM e sUtramAM jANe hamaNAM zaraNe javAno vicAra Avyo che, thoDo samaya to lAgaze, pahoMcatA pahoMcatAM. 'zaraNe jAu chuM,' khabara nathI pahoMcavAmAM eka janma lAge, aneka janma lAge. mArI gati ane mati pramANe AgaLa vadhAze. mati kadAca badalAI jAya to, buddhane koI vacana ApyuM nathI. adhavaccethI pAcho pharI zakuM chuM. jeNe zaraNano svIkAra karyo eNe te ja ghaDIe potAno asvIkAra karyo, be vAta sAthe banI zakatI nathI. jo tame tamArI jAtano svIkAra karazo to koInA zaraNano svIkAra nahIM karI zako. je zaraNano svIkAra karazo to tamArI jAtano asvIkAra karI zakazo. zaraNano svIkAra ahaMkArano aMta che. cetanAmAM dharmano je vikAsa che, te ahaMkAranA visarjanathI ja zarU thAya che. azraddhAno,
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________________ namo arihaMtANam maMtra 5 buddhi ane tarkano yuga hoya, temAM sAdhake ja kahevuM paDe ke hu tamArA zaraNano svIkAra karuM chuM. mahAvIra to cupa che, ekAMI kahetA nathI. matavIra ema paNa kaheke ThIka tuM mAre zaraNe Avyo che, to huM tAro aMgIkAra karuM chuM topaNa mahAvIra vacamAM AvI jAya che. A to ekataraphI, sAdhaka taraphathI ja nirNaya che. tarkanA yugamAM, sAdhaka AvIne kahe ke, huM tamAruM zaraNa svIkAruM chuM, tyAre mahAvIra kAMI bolyA vinA, hakAramAM mAtra mAthuM halAve topaNa sAdhakano ahaMkAra jAgrata thaI jAya. sAdhakane thAya, joyuM kevuM mAthuM halAvyuM ? emane paNa mArI jarUra che. eTale mahAvIra koI paNa pratikriyA vinA cupa rahe che. eTalekRSNanAyugamAM, zraddhAnA yugamAM, satyane pAmavuM jeTaluM saheluM hatuM, teTaluM mahAvIranA samayamAM saheluM nahotuM. sAMpratayugamAM to vadhAremAM vadhAre muzkelI che. na siddha kahI zake ke "mAre zaraNe Ava," na sAdhaka kahI zake ke "tamAre zaraNe AvuM chuM." Aje kadAca sAdhaka koI siddhanA zaraNe jAya ane siddha kahe ke "nahIM koIne zaraNe javAnI jarUra nathI" (evuM kRSNamUrtie kahyuM, ApaNI vIsamI sadImAM) to AjanA sAdhakane game. Aje to siddha cupa rahetote, "mauna saMmatinuM lakSaNa che, tame mAro svIkAra karo cho' ema mAnI levAya. atyAre tarka vadhu rogagrasta banI gayo che. Aje to mahAvIra cupa besI rahe ane tame emane zaraNe jAo cho ema kaho tyAre eno artha tame to bhaLato ja karo. tame ghera pAchA AvI vicAra karo ke mahAvIra cupa rahyA. kAMI na bolyA eno eTalo ja artha ke mahAvIra huM zaraNe jau tenI parIkSA karatA hatA. mauna to saMmatinuM lakSaNa che. to mahAvIra to ahaMkArI gaNAya, e arihaMta kevI rIte hoI zake? A paristhitimAM mahAvIra jevAne eka pagaluM vadhAre nIce UtaravuM paDe. mahAvIre kahevuM paDe ke tame koInA zaraNe na jazo. bhArapUrvaka moTethI InakAra karavo paDe ke nahIM, 'tamAre zaraNe javAnI jarUra nathI.' Ama mahAvIra kahe to sAdhaka samaje ke mahAvIra ahaMkArI nathI paraMtu A sAdhakane e vAta samajAtI nathI ke mahAvIranA asvIkAramAM sAdhakanAM dharmAbhimukha thavAnAM dvAra baMdha thaI jAya che. je kRSNamUrti A yugamAM eTale ja prabhAvI rahyA che. e kahetA nathI ke badhA dharma choDI mAre zaraNe Avo. tema jyAre koI sAdhaka kahe ke huM tamAre zaraNe AvuM chuM tyAre kRSNamUrti inakAra karIne kahe che ke mAre page na paDazo, dUra raho' tyAre ahaMkArI sAdhaka prasanna thAya che. enI asmitA gherI bane che, evA sAdhakane kazI madada karI zakAtI nathI. Ajano yuga evo che ke koIe sahAya karavI hoya to paNa na karI zakAya. ApaNo yuga AdhyAtmika daSTie koIne sahAya karavAnuM muzkela banAve che. kRSNa je sAmethI bolAvIne sahAya Ape che te vAta to bAjue rahI, paNa Aje sAme AvelAne paNa sahAya ApavAnuM muzkela thaI jAya che. thoDA divaso pachI siddhone sAdhaka pAse AvIne huM tamAre zaraNe AvuM chuM, mAro svIkAra karo ema kahevuM paDe to navAI pAmavA jevuM nahI rahe! A eka
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________________ zaraNAgati:dharmano mULa AdhAra AdhyAtmika vikRti che. zaraNAgatinuM ATaluM mUlya kema che te samajIe. betraNa dizAethI AsamajavAnI koziza karIe. gaI kAle meM tamane DaoN.lojAnovanA InsTiTyuTa opha sajesTolojI (Institute of suggestologu) nI vAta karI hatI. DaoNlojAno bALakonAM zikSaNa para je anUThA prayogo karyA hatA te viSe eka AMtararASTrIya saMmelanamAM ene prazna puchyo ke tame je zikSaNa viSe krAMtikArI prayogo karyA tenI preraNA tamane kevI rIte maLI ? lojAnove javAba Apyo ke bhAratIya yogazAstramAM varNavelA "zavAsana" nA prayogo karato hato, temAMthI e preraNA maLI. zavAsanamAMthI preraNA maLI? zavAsananI khUbI zuM che? zavAsanano artha che zarIranI pUrNa samarpaNa avasthAjyAre tame zarIrane saMpUrNa zithilatAmAM choDI do cho. sASTAMga praNAmanI je purANI paddhati che, tevI zarIranI sthitimAM paDIneja, zarIrane pUruM choDI zakAya che. e zaraNAgatinI sthiti che. jamIna para tame hAthapaga DhIlA karI. mAthuM jamInane aDADI, badhAM aMga jamInane sparza e rIte sUI jAva, to e mAtranamaskAranI vidhi ja nathI, e ghaNAM adbhuta vaijJAnika satyothI bharelo prayoga che. lojAnava kahe che ke rAtre UMghamAM ApaNane je vizrAma ane zakti maLe che tenuM mULa kAraNa, ApaNe pRthvI sAthe samathaLa, samAnAntara sUI jaIe chIe te che. jyAre e rIte pRthvI sAthe samAnAntara, samathaLa sUI jaIe chIe tyAre jagatanI zaktio ApaNAmAM sahajapravezI zake che. jyAre ApaNe UbhA thaIe chIe tyAre ApaNI sAthe ApaNo ahaMkAra paNa Ubho thAya che. jyAre sUI jaIe chIe tyAre ApaNo ahaMkAra paNa sAthosAtha sUI jAya che tyAre ApaNI rakSaNavyavasthAnuM je kAMI Ayojana hoya che te sakriya rahetuM nathI. prAganI jheka yunivarsiTImAM eka robarTa pAveleTA nAme vyakti che teNe mAnavImAM pharIthI zakti bharavAnA prayogo karyA che. koI mANasa khUba thAkI gayelo zaktihIna thaI gayo hoya tene e eka UbhelI svastha gAyanI nIce jamIna para sUvADI de che. e kahe che ke tame bilakula zithila thaIne gAyanI nIce zAMta paDI rahI pAMca miniTa bhAva karo ke e svastha gAyamAMthI, tamArAmAM zakti dAkhala thaI rahI che. pAMca miniTamAM bAjumAM mUkeluM tamArI sAthe joDAyeluM yaMtra batAve che ke tamAro thAka dUra thaI gayo che ane tame tAjA thaIne gAyanI nIcethI bahAra AvI jAva cho. koIe pAvaleTAne pUchayuM ke sUvAne badale gAyanIce besIe to zuM thAya? pApaleTAe kahyuM je kAmasUI javAthI thoDI miniTomAM banI zake che te besavAthI kalAko sudhI banatuM nathI. pAvaleTA kahe che ke ApaNI cAre bAju ApaNI eka pratirodha zakti che jenA vaDe ApaNA saMrakSaNa mATe je divAlo
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________________ namo arihaMtANam: maMtra AvavA detA nathI sivAya ke e priyajana hoya.) vaijJAniko kahe che ke manuSyanI buddhi, e Ubho thai zakavAne kAraNe khilI che e vAta sAcI che. badhAM pazu pRthvInI samAnAntara jIve che. mAtra mAnavI ja sIdho Ubho thai gayo che. mAnavInA UbhA thai javAthI enI kahevAtI buddhino to vikAsa thai gayo, paraMtu sAthe sAthe jIvananI keTalIka jAgatika zaktio sAthenA ane jIvananI keTalIka aMtaratama mAnasika zaktio sAthenA saMbaMdho paNa kSINa ane zithila thai gayA. eTale mAnavIne sUi jaine e saMbadho pharIthI sthApita karavA paDe che. maMdiramAM mUrtio sAme, masjidomAM, girinagharomAM jhUkI jaine ane jamIna para sUi jaine je praNAma kare che teno vaijJAnika artha che. e rIte mAnavI sUi jatAM enuM surakSA Ayojana tUTI paDe che. 47 amerIkAnA keTalAka bIjA manocikitsako A koca (coach) nI viruddha AMdolana calAvI rahyA che. e lokonuM ema kahevuM che ke A rIte koca para sUvarAvIne phroiDa dardIne ekadama asahAya avasthAmAM lAve de che. emanI vAta sAcI che, paraMtu emanuM AMdolana barAbara nathI. sUvAthI asahAya bane che e nakkI-eTalA mATe asahAya banI jAya che, ke enI potAnI surakSA karavAnI je vyavasthA che tene gumAvI de che. zaraNAgatinuM ApaNe tyAM moTuM mUlya aMkAyuM che. jo e zaraNAgati paramAtmA prati, arihaMta prati, siddha prati hoya to e vibhUtio to paDadAnI pAchaLa che, drazya nathI. mahAvIra svayaM hAjara hoya to mahAvIranuM zarIra paDado banI jAya che, mahAvIranI cetanA to e paDadA pAchaLa ja hoya che. paraMtu jyAre koi potAnuM sarvathA samarpaNa karI de che tyAre jema koi nadInA pravAhamAM potAnI jAtane vahetI mUkI de che tema, e pravAha ene lai jAya che potAnI sAthe. emAM taravAnuM nathI, mAtra vahevAnuM che, eka prakAranuM vahyA karavAnuM (floating) che. evA zaraNAgatanA cittanI badhI ciMtAo chUTI jAya che. eka bovisa nAme phrenca zodhaka, ijIptanA pirAmiDo viSe dasa varSa sudhI abhyAsa karI rahyo hato. e pote vaijJAnika ane enjiniyara hato. eNe nirIkSaNa karyuM ke jyAre koi UMdara ke bilADI bhUlathI pirAmiDamAM ghusI jAya ane te bahAra nIkaLavAno mArga bhUlI jAya tyAre pirAmiDamAM marI jAya. paraMtu AzcaryanI vAta e che ke eno mRtadeha jarA paNa saDato nathI ke gaMdhAto nathI. e sUkAine eka prakAranuM parUrakSita zaba (mummy) banI jAya che. A khUba Azcaryajanaka ghaTanA che. pirAmiDamAM AvuM banavA mATe koi kAraNo jaDatAM nathI. evAM paNa pirAmiDa che je samudranA kinAre AvelAM che. tyAM to bhejavALI havA ja hoya. tyAM dariyAkinAre to koi paNa cIja marI jAya to enI durgaMdha phelAya. paraMtu pirAmiDa koi adbhUta rIte marelI cIjane saDavA nathI detuM. mAMsano TukaDo pirAmiDamAM rAkhI devAya to te paNa sUkAi jAya che, gaMdhAto nathI. chevaTe vaijJAnikane
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________________ 48 zaraNAgRta: dharmano mULa AdhA2 evuM khyAlamAM AvyuM ke pirAmiDano je AkAra che tenI sAthe A ghaTanAne saMbaMdha che. zuM AkAra kAMi karI zake? bovise A khyAlanI cakAsaNI karavA eka nAno traNacAra phUTano pAyo (base) laine pirAmiDano namUno banAvyo. e pirAmiDamAM eNe eka marI gayelI bilADI mUkI. thoDA divaso pachI joyuM to e bilADI mummy thai gai, enuM sUkAyeluM zaba maLyuM. e pote Azcaryacakita thai gayo. tyAre eka vijJAnanA navA siddhAMtano janma thayo. bhUmitinI AkRtione jIvanaurjAo sAthe dhaNo saMbaMdha che. have to bovisanI salAha mujaba, evI koziza thai rahI che ke duniyAnI badhI hospiTalone pirAmiDa AkAramAM bAMdhavAmAM Ave jethI emAM dardIo jaladI sAjA thai jaze. sarakasamAM je DAgalo (joker) hoya che, tenI TopI (clown's cap) joI che? eno AkAra khAsa zaMku, aNIdAra TocavALo,(conical) hoya che. bovisa kahe che ke eka jamAnAmAM buddhimAna loko (wise men) AvI TopI paheratA hatA. e TopIno AkAra pirAmiDa jevo che. je lokonuM mAthuM vAraMvAra duH khatuM hoya teo, pirAmiDa AkAranI TopI pahere to, emanuM mAthuM du:khavAnuM baMdha thai jAya che. jenI mAnasika cikitsA karavAnI hoya temane 'bovisa' TopI paherAvavAthI lAbha thAya che evuM have pramANita thai rahyuM che. to zuM TopInI aMdaranA AkArathI ATalo phAyado thai zake? hA, huM ema mAnuM chuM ke jo AvI pirAmiDa ke TopI jevI bahAranI AkRti, phAyado pahoMcADatI hoya, to AMtarika AkRtio paNa phAyadA pahoMcADe. zaraNAgati AMtarika AkRtine badalavAnI koziza che. ApaNe jyAre UbhA hoie chIe tyAre ApaNI cittanI AkRti judI hoya che. ApaNe pRthvI para zaraNAgatimAM namana bhAve sUie chIe tyAre ApaNI cittanI AkRti judI hoya che. cittamAM bhaumitika AkRtionuM je yogadAna che, te samajavA jevuM che. ApaNe jyAre UbhA hoie chIe tyAre jamIna sAthe ApaNe 90 no khUNo banAvIe chIe. eTale ApaNe sUie chIe tyAre jamIna sAthe samAntara (parallel) 180degne khUNe hoie chIe. eTale paripUrNa bhAvathI koi 'arihaMtane zaraNe jAuM chuM, dharmane zaraNe jAuM chuM,' ema kahe tyAre enI AMtarika cittanI AkRti e badale che, eno ahaMbhAva visarjita thAya che, enAmAM rUpAMtaraNa zarU thAya che. ApaNe jevA bhAva karIe chIe tevI AkRti ApaNuM citta dhAraNa kare che. badhA pAzcimAtya dezonA vaijJAnikone cAra varSa pahelAM eka ghaTanAthI mAnasika AMcako lAgyo, je kadAca pAchalAM baso varSamAM nahi lAgyo hoya. vinitri dojonova nAmano eka kheDUta, jamInathI cAra phUTa UMce, dasa miniTa sudhI addhara rahI zakyo, gurutvAkarSaNanA kheMcANanI viruddha jamInathI upara cAra phUTa advara, pAMca miniTa sudhI rokAi rahevAno prayoga eNe seMkaDo vaijJAnikonI hAjarImAM ghaNI vAra karyo. enI ghaNI rIte pUchaparacha karAi. emAM koi karAmata ke chetarapiMDI na thAya tenI
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________________ namo arihaMtANam: maMtra pUrI koziza karavAmAM AvI. dojonove sAbita karyuM ke emAM koI tarakIba nathI. dojonovane pUchavAmAM AvyuM ke te A kevI rIte karI zake che? eNe kahyuM ke enuM rahasya be bAbatamAM che. eNe samajAvyuM ke eka to eno pUrNa samarpaNa bhAva ane bIjuM paramAtmA pratye nivedana ke 'huM mArI jAtane tArA hAthamAM soMpu chuM, tAre zaraNe AvuM chuM.' eNe kahyuM ke 'huM mArI tAkAtathI upara UThato nathI, paramAtmAnI tAkAta para upara UMDuM chuM.' jyAM sudhI mArApaNAno bhAva adazya thato nathI tyAM sudhI huM upara UThI zakato nathI. 49 be traNa vakhata enA prayoga niSphaLa paNa gayA. ene parasevo vaLI gayo. seMkaDo loko ene dUra dUrathI jovA AvyA hatA ane e upara UThI na zakyo. Akhare eNe badhAne kahyuM ke, 'mane mApha karo.' Aje te kema upara UThI zakato nathI ema pUchatAM eNe kahyuM ke, 'Aje huM mArI jAtane bhUlI zakato nathI. jyAM sudhI mane mAro jarAsarakho khyAla banI rahe che. tyAM sudhI gurutvAkarSaNa kAma kare che, tyAM sudhI jamIna mane nIce pakaDI rAkhe che, jyAre huM mArI jAtane bhUlI jAuM chuM, jyAre huM chuM enI yAda paNa rahetI nathI, mAtra paramAtmAnuM smaraNa rahe che, tyAre tarata ja huM upara UThavA lAguM chuM.' zaraNAgatino artha che samarpaNa. vinitrinA kahevA mujaba zuM paramAtmA para badhuM choDI devAthI jIvananA sAdhAraNa niyamo paNa kAma karavAnuM choDI de che? zuM jamIna paNa potAnuM gurutvAkarSaNa gumAvI de che? jo jamIna paNa potAnuM gurutvAkarSaNa choDI de to arihaMtane zaraNe janAra zuM jAtIya AkarSaNathI paNa mukta thaI jAya? jIvananA sAmAnya niyamo kAma karatA baMdha thai jAya? zarIranI bhUkha che te chUTI jAya? zuM zarIra bhojana mAgavAnuM baMdha kare? zuM evuM thai zake, varSo sudhI zarIra bhojana vinA jIvI zake? jo jamIna potAno gurutvAkarSaNano prAkRtika niyama toDI zake to pachI badhA niyama tUTI zake che. vinitri eka bIjI vAta paNa kahe che. 'jyAre huM upara UThuM chuM tyAre mArA zarIranI je AkRti hoya temAM zarIranAM je aMga je sthitimAM hoya che temAM, huM kAMi pheraphAra karI zakato nathI. AkhuM zarIra eka AkRtimAM baMdhAi jAya che. jo meM hAtha chAtI para rAkhyo hoya to tyAMthI te haTAvI zakato nathI, mAruM mAthuM vAMkuMcUkuM halAvI zakato nathI. mAruM zarIra ja nahIM, mArI cetanA paNa eka AkRtimAM baMdhAi jAya che.' tamane kadAca khyAla nahIM hoya ke yogamAM 'siddhAsana'nuM je varNana che te, ApaNA zarIranI pirAmiDanI AkRti banAvavAnI rIta che. buddhanI ane mahAvIranI mUrtiono AkAra je AsanamAM che te pirAmiDa jevo che. ApaNA be pagathI banatI jamIna sAthenuM bejha (base) moTuM thaI jAya che. eka trikoNAkAra AkRti racAya che. A Asanane siddhAsana kahevAya che. zA mATe? kAraNake A AsanamAM saraLatAthI prakRtinA potAnA niyama kAma choDI de che ane prakRtinA pAranA, paramAtmAnA je gahana, sUkSma niyamo che te kAma karavAnuM zarU kare che. A AkRti mahattvanI che.
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________________ zaraNAgati:dharmano mULa AdhAra vinitri kahe che ke jamIna parathI upara uThyA pachI, AkRti badalavAno koI upAya nathI, mAruM emAM kAMI cAlatuM nathI. jamIna para pAcho AvyA pachI ja AkRti badalI zakuM chuM. AzaraNAgatinI potAnI AkRti che. ahaMkAranI paNa potAnI AkRti che. ahaMkArane jamIna para sUI gayelo koI kalpI zake che? ahaMkArane haMmezAM Ubho hoya evuM ja vicArIne kalpI zakAya. e rIte ja zaraNanA bhAvane ubho hoya evuM kalpI ke vicArI zakAtuM nathI. zaraNano bhAva sUI javAno ja bhAva che. koi virATa zakti sAme potAne dharI devAno A bhAva che. "huM nahIMtuM evI emAM gahana bhAvanA che. meM kahyuM ke jo ApaNe paramAtmAnA niyamo sAthe ekarUpa thaI jaIe to prakRtinA niyamo kAma karavAnuM baMdha kare che. A viSe eka be bIjI vAto kahevI jarUrI che. mahAvIra viSe ema kahevAya che ke mahAvIre bAra varSamAM mAtra 365 divasa bhojana kyuM. mahAvIranA anuyAyIomAMthI, A pacIsaso varSamAM, koI A vAtanuM rahasya samajAvI zakyuM nathI. eno artha ema ke agiyAra varSa mahAvIre bhojanana kyuM. kyAreka traNa mahinAmAM eka divasa bhojana kyuM, kyAreka kyuM mahinA pachI eka divasa. bAra varSamAM, badhuM thaIne mAtra 365 divasa bhojana kyuM. sarerAza bAra divase ekavAra bhojana kyu, agiyAra divasa bhUkhyA rahyA. chatAM mahAvIrathI vadhAre svastha zarIra khoLavuM muzkela che. mahAvIra jevuM zaktizALI zarIra paNa maLavuM muzkela che. buddha, kRSNa, krAIsTa ke rAmasvAthyanI daSTie, mahAvIra sAthe ubhA rahI zake. A eka bahu navAInI vAta che mahAvIre zarIranA kudaratI niyamonI viruddha kAryuM che. je mANasa bAra varSamAM mAtra 365 divasa bhojana kare, enuM zarIra to mRta thaI javuM joIe. paraMtu evuM zuM banyuM jethI mahAvIranuM zarIra TakI rahyuM? robarTa pAvaleTAviSe agAu vAta karI. enI prayogazALAmAM ghaNA anokhA prayogo thaI rahayA che. emAM saMmohanadvArA, bhojanavinA jIvatA rahevAno eka prayoga che. pAvaleTAnI prayogazALAmAM keTalAka lokone dasa dasa varSa sudhI saMmohita dazAmAM rAkhavAmAM AvyA che. evI saMmohita paristhitimAM ja teo UThe che, bese che, khAya che, pIe che, kAma kare che, paraMtu emanuM saMmohana toDavAmAM AvatuM nathI. gherI saMmohananI avasthA cAlu rahe che. keTalAka lokoe potAnuM AkhuM jIvana e rIte saMmohita rahevA mATe soMpI dIdhuM che. jIvanabhara emanuM saMmohana cAlu raheze, toDavAmAM nahI Ave. e prayogazALAmAM ekabaraphilAvanAme vyakti che. ene traNa aThavADiyA mATe saMmohita karavAmAM Avyo. e saMmohita avasthAmAM ene vAraMvAra dararoja jUThuM bhojana ApavAmAM AvyuM. enI abhAna avasthAmAM ene kahevAmAM AvyuM ke tane eka bagIcAmAM laI jaI rahyA chIe. je A bagIcAmAM keTalAM sugaMdhI phUla che ane keTalAM phaLa lAgelAM che enI sugaMdha AvI rahI che. eNe eka
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________________ namo arihaMtANama: maMtra 51 UMDo zvAsa khecIne kahyuM, ke "adabhUta sugaMdha che. lAge che ke sapharajana pAkI gayAM che." pAvaleTAe e khoTAM kAlpanika phaLa bagIcAmAMthI toDyAM ane te baraphilAvane ApatAM kahyuM ke "le khA A phaLa.bahu svAdiSTa che. baraphilAvazUnyamAM (potAnA abhAna) e zUnyamAMthI lIdhelAMzUnyasapharajana khAdhAM. kharekharato sapharajana hatuM janahi. baraphalAve te phaLasvAdapUrvaka khAdhAMane AnaMdita thayo. paMdara divasa sudhI ene A rIte bhojana apAyuM-jUThuM pANI ane jUThuM bhojana. dararoja dasaDokTaro enuM aneka rIte adhyayana karI rahyA hatA. DokTaroe kahyuM ke divase divase enuM zarIra vadhAre svastha thatuM gayuM. pAMca divasa pachI badhI zArIrika takalIpho maTI gaI. rAta divasa pachI zarIra potAnI pUrNa taMdurastImAM AvI gayuM. zarIranI sAmAnya kriyAo baMdha thaI gaI. maLa-mUtra visarjananI jarUra na rahI. kAraNake zarIramAM to kAMI jatuM na hatuM. traNa aThavADiyAM pachI, je sauthI vadhu camatkAranI vAta hatI te e ke baraphalAva paripUrNa svastha, potAnI behozInI bahAra AvI gayo, enuM saMmohana dUra karAyuM. ethI moTA AzcaryanI vAta e banI ke A traNa aThavADiyAmAM enuM vajana vadhyuM. A to azakya vAta che. DaoN. rejaliva je enuM adhyayana karato hato teNe kahyuM ke "This is scientifically impossible A vAta vaijJAnika siddhAMta mujaba zakya nathI." paraMtu e vAta hakIkata hatI. rejalivanI hAjarImAM A badhuM banyuM. badhA divaso daramiyAna baraphilAvanI AgaLa pAchaLa, covIse kalAka pahero raheto, jethI ene koI tarakIbathI kAMI khavarAvI na de, koI iMjekzanana ApI de, koI davAna ApI de ke enA zarIramAM kAMI paNa koI dAkhala na karI de. A viSayamAM rejaliva eka varSathI prayoga karI rahyo hato. eNe kahyuM ke koI ajANI (adITha) zakti kAma karI rahI che evuM mAnavuM paDaze. koI esa phorsa ajJAta zaktikAma karI rahI che. je ApaNe vaijJAnika rUpe jANIe chIe, temAMnI koI zaktio sivAyanI, koI zakti kAma karI rahI che. e zaktine bhAratamAM ApaNe "prANazakti' kahIe chIe. A prayoga parathI mahAvIrane samajavAnuM saheluM thaI paDaze. huM eTalA mATe kahuM chuM ke je lokone upavAsa karavA hoya teo jaina sAdhuone sAMbhaLI samajIne upavAsa karavAnuM pAgalapaNuM na batAve. emane A bAbatamAM kAMI khabara nathI. e loko mAtra anuyAyIone bhUkhe mAre che. anazanane (kAMI paNa na khAvuM tene) upavAsa kahe che upavAsanI to pUrI vaijJAnika prakriyA che. je mujaba upavAsa karavAthI vajana ghaTatuM nathI, UlaTuM vadhI zake che. mahAvIranAM rahasya khovAI gayAM che. saMbhava che ke rejaliva jevI vyaktio jhekoslovAkiyAmAM pharIthI enAM tathyo puravAra kare. bhAratamAM paNa e prayogo thaI zake che, paraMtu ApaNe abhAgI chIe. vyartha vAdavivAdomAM eTalo samaya naSTa karIe chIe ane karAvIe chIe ke ApaNI pAse sArthaka karavA mATe samaya ane suvidhA bacatAM nathI. ApaNe evI mUDhatAone mAnI laIe chIe
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________________ 52 zaraNAgati dharmano mULa AdhAra ke je mUDhatAo vidvatAnAM vastro paherIne beThelI che. ApaNe baMdhiyAra aMdhArI galIomAM pharI rahyA chIe, jyAM prakAzanAM kiraNa dAkhala thaI zake tema nathI. prakRtinA niyamonI pAra javAnI mahAvIranI zuM tarakIba haze? mahAvIra to koI saMmohita ke behoza vyakti nahatA. pAvaleTA anerejalIvato behoza ane saMmohita vyaktio para prayoga kare che. mahAvIra to jAgrata puruSa hatA. mahAvIrato evA jAgrata puraSomAMnA eka hatA, jeo nidrAmAM paNa jAgatA rahetA, jeo nidrAmAM paNa eTalA hozamAM rahetAke AMgaLI cIMdhIne batAvI zake ke "A rahI UMgha' UMgha paNa emanI AsapAsa pharatI, kyAreya bhItaramAM praveza karI zaktI nahatI. e to UMghanI paNa parIkSA karatA ane saMdeva jANatA ke UMghanI hAjarImAM pote jAgI rahyA che. to mahAvIre A kevI rIte karyuM haze ? mahAvIranuM rahasya zuM che ? kharekhara to saMmohanamAM ane mahAvIranA sUtramAM eka AMtarika saMbaMdha che. e ja samajavAnI koziza karIe. saMmohita vyakti paNa samarpita thaI jAya che, paraMtu e enI bahozImAM hoya che ane vivaza hoya che. eno ahaMkAra paNa khovAI jAya che. e pote jANI samajIne ahaMkAra choDI zakato nathI, mATe ene bahoza karavo paDe che. bahozImAM te ahaMkAra gumAve che. jyAre mahAvIranAM ahaMkAra ane asmitA emanA pUrA hozamAM, visarjita thaI jAya che, pote pUrA samarpita thaI jAya che. je tame bhAnapUrvaka, jAgRtimAM samarpita thaI zako ane kahI zako, 'arihaMta zaraNaM pahaju jAmi,' to tame e ja rahasyalokamAM pravezI jazo. pAvaleTA ane rajaliva je prayogo kare che temAM, kAMI bane che te badhuM bahozImAM banyuM hoya che. hozamAM AvatAM to baraphalAvane paNa bharoso nathI Avato ke e kevI rIte traNa aThavADiyAMkAMI khAdhA vinA jIvI zakyo. eNe kahyuM ke koI garabaDa thaI hovI joIe. e pote prayoga daramiyAna banelI vAtane mAnI zakato nathI. hozamAM AvyA pachI to eka divasa paNa e bhojana vinA rahI zakato nathI. hozamAM AvatAM to ene turata bhUkhanuM bhAna thayuM, eno ahaMkAra pAcho AvI gayo. ahaMkAra potAnI surakSAnuM Ayojana karavAmAM lAgI gayo. ene DaoNkTaro samajAvI rahyA che ke ekavIsa divasato ame pratyakSa joI zakyA chIe ke tAruM svAstha vadhAre sudharyuM che. paraMtu baraphalAva kahe che mane kAMI khabara nathI. mane bhojana Apo ene mRtyuno bhaya pAcho AvI gayo. eka vAta dhyAnamAM rAkhavA jevI che ke cittamAM jyAM sudhI ahaMkAra che tyAM sudhI bhaya hoya che, bhaya ane ahaMkAra eka ja zaktinAM nAma che. jeTalo bhayabhIta mANasa, eTalo ja vadhAre ahaMkArI hoya che. tame ema samajAtA hoke ahaMkArI mANasa nirbhaya hoya che to tame bhUlamAM cho. ahaMkArI vyakti atyaMta bhayabhIta hoya che. joke potAno bhaya pragaTa na thaI jAya te mATe nirbhayatAnAM kavaca eNe paherelAM hoya che. mahAvIra to kahe che ke je ahaMkArI nathI hoto te ja nirbhaya hoya che. ahaMkAra visarjita thatAM bhayabhIta thanAra mANasa paNa visarjita thaI jAya che. mahAvIra kahe che je potAnI
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________________ namo arihaMtANam maMtra jAtane nirbhaya hovAnuM dekhADI rahyo che, te bhayabhIta ja hoya che. je zaraNAgata ane samarpita che, tene ja abhaya prApta thai zake che. 53 A sUtra zaraNAgatinAM che. A sUtra sAthe namokAra pUro thAya che. namaskArathI zarU karI zaraNAgati para namokAra pUro thAya che. namokAra A arthamAM pUrA dharmanI yAtrA banI jAya che, pahelAM sUtrathI chellA sUtra daramiyAna, kyAMya paNa, koi paNa caraNamAM, zaraNAgati pUrNa thai jAya ane badhuM chUTI jAya, e mahattvanuM che. zaraNAgatithI thatA lAbha to zaraNAgatino pahelo saMbaMdha che AMtarika bhUmiti sAthe, je tamArI aMdaranI cetanAnI AkRti badale che. zaraNAgatine bIjo saMbaMdha che, tamArI prakRtinA sAdhAraNa niyamonuM atikramaNa karAvavAno. koi gahana arthamAM zaraNe jatAM ja tame divya banI jAo cho. sAdhAraNa kahevAtA niyamo, je ApaNane bAMdhI rahyA che tenAthI ApaNe upara UThIe chIe. zaraNAgatino trIjo phoyado e che ke ApaNA jIvananA dvArane izvaranI parama UrjAnA praveza mATe khullAM karI de che. sUraja tarapha pITha karIne UbhA rahevAnI ApaNane svataMtratA che. sUrajanI sAme UbhA rahIne paNa, ApaNI AMkha baMdha rAkhI zakIe chIe. sUraja no anaMta prakAza varasato haze ane ApaNe tenAthI vaMcita rahI jaizuM. paraMtu eka vyakti, sUrajamukhI phulanI jema, sUraja tarapha vaLI jAya, AMkha kholI nAkhe ne daravAjA khullAM mUkI de to sUrajano prakAza enA romaromamAM zarIranA pratyeka aMganA chidromAM praveza karI jaze. enA hRdayanA aMdhArA khUNAmAM prakAza patharAtAM e navo, tAjo ane punarjIvita banI jaze. e ja rIte vizvazaktinA mULa srota tarapha potAnI jAtane ughADavI hoya to, zaraNamAM gayA vinA koi chuTakAro nathI. eTale ahaMkArI potAne dIna-daridra banAve che. e potAne badhAM zaktikendrothI alaga karI de che. ene mAtra potAnI upara ja bharoso che. e evuM phUla che, je potAnA mULa sAthenA saMbaMdho toDI beThuM che, jANe sUraja taraphathI potAnuM moM pheravI levAnI haTha batAvI che. jyAre varasAda Ave che tyAre e ahaMkArI phUla potAnI pAMkhaDIo baMdha karI de che. ema thatAM enuM jIvana saDavA mAMDaze. enuM jIvana maravAnI eka prakriyA banI jaze. enuM jIvana parama UrjA prApta karavA mATeno mArga nahIM bane. phUlane je rasa haMmezAM maLe che, te enA mULamAMthI, sUrajamAMthI, caMdra ane tArAmAMthI maLe che. prakAza ane jIvana, badhA daravAjA toDI nAkhavAthI maLe che. eTale zaraNAgati jIvananA gahanatam srota pratye ApaNI jAtane kholI nAkhavAnI prakriyA che. pAvaleTAnI agAu ApaNe vAta karI, eNe eka yaMtra banAvyuM che jenuM nAma che pAvaleTA janareTara. atyaMta saMvedanazIla padArthomAMthI e yaMtra banAvyuM che. pAvaleTA kahe che ke A yaMtra sAme AMkhane kendrita karIne, pAMca miniTa tame UbhA rahI jAva, to e yaMtra tamArI zaktine grahaNa karI leze. je
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________________ zaraNAgati dharmano mULa AdhAra kAma tamAruM mana karI zake che te kAma AyaMtramAM saMgraha thayelI zakti karI zakaze. pAMca miniTa pahelAM je yaMtramAM kAMI prANa nahato, nirjIva hatuM temAM tamArI dhyAnaUrjA dAkhala thaI gaI. have e yaMtrane tamArA premInA hAthamAM Apazo, to eyaMtramAMthI bahAra nIkaLatI tamArI UrjAne e premIoLakhI zakaze. tame jo krodha ane dhRNAthI bharelA hazo ane e yaMtra tamArI te samayanI UrjAno saMgraha karyo haze, to tamAro premI yaMtrane turata choDI devAnI IcchA karazetamArAmAM prema, dayAane sahAnubhUti bharelAM haze ane e yaMtramAM zakti bharazo to tamAro premI e yaMtrane saMbhALIne rAkhavAnI IcchA karaze. pAvaleTAe to eTale sudhI kahyuM che ke koI sthaLetophAnI ToLuM bheguM thayuM hoya to tene vikheravA mATe lAThI calAvavAnI ke goLI choDavAnI jarUra nahIM paDe. ApaNe evAM yaMtra banAvI zakIzuM ke jemAM AvAM hiMsaka, ghaNAthI bharapUra lokonA ToLAnI zakti, paMdara miniTamAM saMgraha thaze ane te hiMsaka, dhRNAthI bharapUra lokonA ToLAne vikherI nAkhaze. eka navuM evuM yaMtra pAvaleTAe banAvyuM che ke enI amuka hadanI aMdara pravezatAM e tamane pakaDI leze. kArla oTovica jhIlIMganAme eka vyakti raziyAmAM thaI gaI. enI keTalIka addabhUta zaktione kAraNe sTAline ene 1937 mAM mArI nakhAvyo. pAvaloTAnI jema, e paNa prayogo karato hato. jhIlIMga evo mANasa hato ke je hAthamAM iMDu pakaDIne kahI zakto hato ke emAMthI maradhI pedA thaze ke maragho. kyAreya enI bhUla nahotI nathI. paraMtu A vAta kAMI bahu moTI nathI. strI ane puruSamAMthI nIkaLatAM vidyutakiraNomAM pharaka hoya che, e pharaka ja banne vaccenuM AkarSaNa bane che. koI saMvedanazIla vyakti iMDAM para hAtha rAkhe to emAMthI vidyutakiraNo nikaLe che tenA parathI, e kiraNo negeTiva che ke pojhiTiva tenA parathI e strIzaktinAM kiraNo che ke puruSazaktinAM che, te kahI zakAze. paraMtujhIlIMga to ethI AgaLa vadhIne DhAMkelA citra para hAtha mukIne kahI zakato ke e citra strInuM che ke puruSanuM che. jhIMlIMga ema kaheto ke jenuM citra-phoTo levAya, te kemerA-konziyasa thaI jAya che. tyAre enuM dhyAnakemerA tarapha kendrita thaI jAya che ane enAM vidyuta kiraNonIdhArA citramAM pravezI jAya che. koInI tarapha dhyAnapUrvaka jotAM, ApaNI UrjA, tenA tarapha vahevA lAge che. e ja rIte kemerAnI saMvedanazIla philma tarapha paNa ApaNI UrjA vahevAthI emAM te aMkita thaI jAya che. e UrjA strInI che ke puruSanI, te saMvedazIla vyakti pakaDI zake che. enAthI vadhu AzcaryakAraka jhIlIMganI vAta, je vadhAremAM vadhAre abhUta hatI te e ke, jhIlIMga arIsA para hAtha mukI kahI zakato hato ke e arIsA pAsethI pasAra thanAra chellI vyakti strI hatI ke puruSa. kAraNa ke arIsAnI sAme paNa mANasa evo ekAgra ane sabhAna (conscious) thaI jAya che ke kadAca bIje kyAMya evo sabhAna hoto nathI. evo samaya Avaze ke jyAre tamArI
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________________ 55 namo arihaMtANam: maMtra nahAvAnI oraDI ( bath room) mAM mukAyelo arIso, tamArI ghaNI khAnagI vAto jANato haze ane te pakaDI zakAze. tamArAM badhAM rahasya je tame koine nakahyAM hoya te khulI na jAya te mATe tamAre AvA arIsAne saMbhALavo paDaze. jeTalA dhyAnamagna thaine tame arIsAmAM jotA raho cho teTalA kadAca tame bIjI koi cIjane nahi jotA ho. emAM tamArI UrjA praviSTa thaze ja, thaze. bIjo savAla e Ubho thAya che ke jo dhyAnamagna thavAthI ApaNI UrjA ApaNAmAMthI bIjI koi cIjamAM pravezI jatI hoya to zuM ethI UlaTuM na banI zake? jyAre tame dhyAnamagna bano cho tyAre tame eka UrjAnuM kendra ho cho. to tamArI UrjA jo tame jenA prati dhyAnamagna bano temAM dAkhala thai jatI hoya to tame jyAre zaraNAgati svIkArIne paramazakti tarapha samarpita thai jAva tyAre e paramazaktinI UrjA tamArAmAM na pravezI zake ? UrjAno pravAha banne dizAmAM hoya che. jo UrjA tamArAmAMthI vahI zakatI hoya to UrjA tamArA tarapha paNa vahI zake che. jo gaMgA sAgara tarapha vahetI hoya to sAgara gaMgA tarapha na vahI zake ? savAla kai tarapha nIcANa che teno che. zaraNAgati eTale pravAhane ApaNA tarapha vaheto karavAnI prakriyA. zaraNAgati sAgarane gaMgAnI gaMgotrI tarapha vaheto pharavAnI prakriyA. ApaNe to taravAnI koziza karIne, sAgara sAthe bAtha bhIDIne, potAnI jAtane bacAvavAnI koziza karIe chIe. paraMtu jisase kahyuM che ke je bacAvaze potAnI jAtane te maTI jaze. je pote maTI jaze, tene miTAvavAnuM koinAmAM sAmarthya nathI. gaMgA to sAgara tarapha jatAM jatAM sAgaramAM ThalavAtAM pahelAM, laDatI haze, jhaghaDatI haze, bhayabhIta thatI haze. motano bhaya eTale ja lAge che. mota eTale sAgara sudhI pahoMcI gayelI gaMgA. maravAthI bacavAnI kozizamAM, je sAgaramAM lIna thai javAnI majA che, tenAthI paNa vaMcita rahI javAya che ne du:khI paNa thavAya che. zaraNAgati kahe che ke laDo nahIM samarpita thai jAo to tamane anubhava thaze ke zaraNamAM tame jhukI gayA cho, tethI tamane kaMika maLyuM che. tame kAMi gumAvyuM nathI. jANe sAgara Avyo, gaMgotrI tarapha- jANe tamane maLI gayo amRtano strota, jANe cAre bAju pharI vaLyo jIvananA rahasyano strota. to arihaMta, siddha, sAdhu e badhA pratIkAtmaka zabdo che. e ananta strotanI, ApaNI nikaTa ApaNI sAme UbhelI AkRtio che, jene ApaNe oLakhI zakIe chIe. paramAtmA to nirAkAramAM Ubho che, ene oLakhavo muzkela che. nirAkAramAM paramAtmAne oLakhI zake te to dhanya che. paraMtu AkAramAM paNa paramAtmAnI chabI ghaNI vAra ApaNane dekhAya che. kyAreka e chabI mahAvIramAM, kyAreka koi buddhamAM, kayAreka koi krAisTamAM, e paramAtmAnI, e nirAkAranI chabI dekhAya che. paraMtu e chabImAMnA nirAkArane tyAre paNa ApaNe cUkI jaie chIe. kAraNake e chabImAM ApaNe khoDa kADhIe chIe. kahIe chIe ke A chabImAM jisasanuM nAka thoDuM ochuM
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________________ zaraNAgati: dharmano mULa AdhAra lAMbuM che, to e paramAtmAnuM kevI rIte hoi zake ? athavA mahAvIrane bImArI lAgu paDe che to thAya che ke mahAvIra paramAtmA kevI rIte hoi zake ? buddha paNa mare che to e paramAtmA kevI rIte hoi zake? Ama AkRtinI bhUlo kADhatA rahIe ane AkRtinI madhyamAM je mojUda che, te paramAtmAne cUkI jaie chIe. 56 ApaNe evI vyaktio chIe ke je koDiyAnI mATInI bhUlo kADhIe chIe, telanI bhUlo kADhIe chIe, paraMtu dIvAmAM je jyota camakI rahI che, tene cUkI jAie chIe. dIvAnI banAvaTamAM bhUla hoi zake che. dIvo nA paNa banI zakyo hoya, suMdara ane sughaDa. enI suMdaratA ane sughaDatAnuM zuM prayojana che? e dIvAmAM tela bharI zakAya che, emAM tela rahe che. e ja moTI sagavaDa che. dIvAmAM je jyoti camakI rahI che, je nirAkAra jyoti che, teno udgama jovo muzkela che. e udgama joi zakAya tema che. paraMtu AdhyAtma prati bharAtA prathama caraNamAM ja e jyotine, arihaMtamAM, siddhamAM, sAdhumAM jemaNe jANyuM che temanAmAM ane temanA dvArA kahevAyelA dharmamAM, jovAnI koziza karavI joie paraMtu ApaNe evA chIe je kRSNa kahI rahyA hoya tyAre emaNe zuM kahyuM tenI ochI phikara karIe chIe. ApaNe enI bhASAmAM vyAkaraNanA kyAM doSa rahI gayA che, te jovAnI vadhAre phikara karIe chIe. ApaNe jANe cUkI javAnI jIda laine beThA chIe ane ApaNe cUkayA ja karIzuM. jene ApaNe buddhimAna kahIe chIe, temanA karatAM vadhAre buddhihIna khoLavA muzkela che. kAraNake teo cUkI javAmAM ghaNA kuzaLa che. teo mahAvIra pAse jAya che tyAre gaNatarI kare che ke emanI mUrtimAM badhAM lakSaNa aMkita thayAM che ke nahI ? je lakSaNo zAstramAM lakhelAM che te mUrtimAM mojUda che ke nahIM ? A to dIvAne mApavA-jokhavAnI vAto che. tela kevuM che te jANavAnI vAto che. e badhuM karatA rahIzuM tyAM sudhImAM dIvo olavAine jyoti adrazya thai jaze. dIvo barAbara che, ema nakkI thatAM sudhImAM dIvo olavAi gayo haze. pachI hajAro varSa sudhI e mAtra dIvAnI ja pUjA karatAM rahIzuM. eTale ja ApaNe marI cUkelA dIvAono ja Adara karI zakIe chIe. jyota bujhAyA pachInA dIvAne ThIka hovAnuM pramANapatra maLe che, tyAre ghaNuM moDu thai gayuM hoya che. A jagatamAM jIvaMta tIrthaMkarono upayoga thato nathI. mAtra mRta tIrthaMkarono upayoga thAya che. mRta tIrthaMkaranI bhUlacUka kevI rIte kADhI zakAya ? paraMtu jo tame jIvaMta mahAvIra sAthe pravAsa karatA ho ane juo ke mahAvIra thAkIne vRkSa nIce vizrAma karI rahyA che to tamane zaMkA jAgaze. are ! mahAvIra to kahetA hatA ke emanAmAM anaMta UrjA che, anaMta zakti che, anaMta vIrya che. kyAM gai e UrjA ? e to thAkI gayA ! dasa mAila cAlyA eTalAmAM thAka lAgI gayo, parasevo vaLI gayo? sAdhAraNa mANasa che. mahAvIranuM zarIra to thAkaze, e to dIvo che. mahAvIra je anaMta UrjAnI vAta kare che te to jyotinI vAta che, dIvA to badhA thAkI jaze ane tUTI jaze. paraMtu AvA vicAro ApaNane kema Ave che ? A rIte vicArIne tarka ane samajAvaTane sahAre
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________________ namo arihaMtANam maMtra 57 ApaNe zaraNAgatithI bacavA mAgIe chIe. jANe khoLI rahyA chIe, koI kAraNa maLI jAya, je zaraNe jatAM ApaNane roke. buddhimAna haMmezAM kAraNo zodhe che, zaraNe javA mATe temaja zaraNe jatAM potAnI jAtane rokavA mATe, mahAvIra je gAmamAMthI pasAra thAya che tyAMnA badhA loko kAMI mahAvIranA bhaktanathI banI jatA. e gAmomAM paNa emanA zatru hoya che. teo kAraNa zodhatA hoya che, mahAvIrano InakAra karavA mATe. e loko kahe che ke mahAvIra jJAnane upalabdha thaI gayA che, sarvA che to emane eTalI khabara nathI paDatI ke je gharamAM koI nathI, tyAM bhikSA na mAgavI joIe ? sarvajJa hoya to eTalI khabara to hovI joIene ke gharamAM koI nathI? ame emane joyA che, evA nirjana khAlI ghera bhikSA mAgatA. amane nathI lAgatuM ke e sarvajJa hoya. basa, vAta pUrI thaI. emane zaraNe na javA mATe kAraNa maLI gayuM! loko kahe che vaLI zAstromAM ema paNa kahevAyuM che ke je tIrthakara hoya tenAM amuka lakSaNa hoya che. tIrthakara jyAMthI pasAra thAya te sthaLathI amuka gAu sudhI, koI paNa vyaktimAM vRNAke zatrutAno bhAva raheto nathI. to mahAvIranA kAnamAM koI khIlA kema ThokI zake? eno artha ema ja che ke mahAvIra tIrthakara nathI. kAraNake emanI AgaLa pAchaLanA, AjubAjunA kSetra-vistAramAM, zatrutAno bhAva to TakI rahyo che, nahIM to emanI ATalI najIka AvIne, koI kAnamAM khIlA kema ThokI zake? khIlo ThokavA mATe to ghaNuM najIka AvavuM paDe. eTalA najIka AvyA pachI, zatrutAno bhAva kevI rIte TakI rahyo hoya, je mahAvIra tIrthakara hoya to? eTale badhI zaMkAspada vAto che. mahAvIra tIrthakara hoya ema lAgatuM nathI. zaraNe na javA mATe kAraNa maLI gayuM! mahAvIra tIrthakara che ke nahIM e nakkI karavAthI tamane zuM maLI jaze ? hA, mahAvIra kharekhara jJAnI hoya to paNa tamane emane zaraNe javAthI bacavAnuM bahAnuM maLI jAya. jANe tamArA mahAvIrane zaraNe javAthI, mahAvIrane kAMI lAbha maLI javAno hoya!tame te lAbhathI mahAvIrane vaMcita karyA tame bhUlI jAo cho ke mahAvIrane zaraNe javAthI tamAruM ja kalyANa thavAnuM hatuM te tame cUkI gayA. paraMtu mAnavInI mUrkhatA eTalI pragADha che ke e bahAnAM khoLavAmAM ghaNo kuzaLa che. evA paNa loko che je buddha pAse jaIne kahe che : jo tame bhagavAna ho to, camatkAra batAvo. kahevAya che ke bhagavAna to maDadAMne paNa jIvatA karI zake che, to maDadAne jIvatuM karI batAvo! jyAre jisasane zULI para caDhAvAyA hatA tyAre tyAM je loko UbhA rahIne jotA hatA temane ema lAgatuM hatuM ke, jisasane khIlA ThokavAmAM Ave, chatAM jisasa na mare to mAnIe ke jisasa bhagavAna che. jisasanA hAtha paga kApI nAkhavAmAM Ave, chatAM jisasane kAMI na thAya to mAnIe. paraMtu jisasa to zULI para ja marI gayA. keTalAya loko rAjI thayA. ame to kahetA ja hatA pahelethIke A mANasa ApaNane chetarI rahyo che, cAlabAja che. e kAMI Izvarano putra nathI.
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________________ zaraNAgati: dharmano mULa AdhAra Izvarano putra hoya te kAMI Ama zULI para marI jAya? AvAtanI parIkSA levA mATe jyAre jisasane zULI para laTakAvAyA tyAre sAthe sAthe be corane paNa emanI be bAju zULI para caDhAvAyA. traNene ekI sAthe zULInI sajA karI. jemacora zULI para marI gayA, tema jisasa paNa marI gayA zuM pharaka hato enA maravAmAM? kAMIka to camatkAra thavo joIene? A buddhimAnIthI eka taka hatI zaraNe javAnI te sukAI gaI. taka hatI jisasane, pote bhagavAna che te puravAra karavAnI, te jisasa cUkI gayA! zA mATe jisasa IzvaranA putra che ke nahiM, tenI parIkSA levAnA vicAro ApaNane Ave che? jo kharekhara jisasa IzvaranA putra hoya to emanA zaraNe jaIe, nahIM to zuM kAma emane zaraNe jaIe? paraMtu tamAre jo zaraNe nahi ja javuM hoya to tamane ghaNAM kAraNa maLI jaze. tamAre je zaraNe javuM haze to eka pattharanI mUrtimAM paNa tamane zaraNe javAnuM kAraNa maLI jaze. pattharanI mUrti paNa zaraNe javAyogya dekhAze to pattharanI mUrti paNa tamAre mATe parama strotanA daravAjA kholI nAkhaze. tamAre zaraNe nahI javuM hoya to mahAvIra svayaM tamArI sAme UbhA haze to paNa daravAjA baMdha raheze. huM evA mANasane dhArmika kahuM chuM, je zaraNe javA mATenAM kAraNa khoLato rahe che. ene zaraNe na javAnAM kAraNa khoLavA nathI. kyAMya paNa ene zaraNe javA jevuM lAge tyAM zaraNe cAlI jAya che. evI taka gumAvato nathI. e potAnA ahaMkArane, potAnI jAtane toDavA, miTAvavA mATe haMmezA taiyAra hoya che. eka vAra jarUra enI gaMgotrImAM sAgara AvIne ThalavAI jaze. jyAre e sAgara ThalavAya che tyAre khabara paDe che ke zaraNAgatinuM pUruM rahasya zuM hatuM. zaraNAgatino pUro kImiyo zuM hato, jeNe camatkAra saryo. eka chellI vAta, je jisasa zULI para jIvatA rahIne camatkAra karI batAve ane tame zaraNe jAo to e zaraNAgati nathI. jo buddha koI maDadAMne sajIvana kare ane tame enA caraNa pakaDI lo to e zaraNAgati nathI. kAraNake e zaraNAgati mATe kAraNa buddha che, tame nathI. e mAtra camatkArane namaskAra che, emAM zaraNAgati nathI. zaraNAgati to tyAre ja che, jyAre enuM kAraNa tame ho-buddha nahIM. zaraNAgati to tyAre che jyAre tame zaraNe jAo cho. zaraNAgati eTalI mAtrAmAM vadhu gahana hoya che, jeTalI mAtrAmAM zaraNe javAnuM tamArI pAse kAraNa na hoya. tame koI kAraNosara zaraNe gayA ho to e to eka vyApAra banI jAya che, eka sodo thaI jAya che. emAM to koI phAyadA mATe zaraNAgata thAya che. jo buddha kharekhara maDadAMne UbhAM karI dekhADe to tamAre namaskAra karavA paDaze. emAM tamArI koI vizeSatA nathI; emAM koI vizeSatA hoya to te buddhanI che, emAM tamAruM kAMI nathI. evA adbhuta loko hatA je vRkSone namaskAra karatA hatA, eka pattharane namaskAra karatA hatA tyAre to khUbI e vyaktionI hatI. jeTalI kAraNa vinA zaraNanI bhAvanA jAge, teTalI vadhAre gahana
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________________ namo arihaMtANam maMtra 59 e bane, jeTalI sakAraNa e bhAvanA jAgaze teTalI te upara uparanI raheze. jyAre koI tarkayukata sApha kAraNo hoya tyAre e zaraNAgatimAM koI chalAMga nathI hotI, akAraNa zaraNAgatimAM chalAMga che. tatUliyananAme eka IsAI phakIra hato. e kaheto ke huM paramAtmAmAM mAnuM chuM, kAraNake ene mAnavA mATe koI paNa kAraNa nathI, koI pramANa ke purAvA nathI ke koI taka nathI. jo koI mAnavA mATe tarka ke pramANa hoya to jema koI oraDAmAM khurasI paDI hoya to te che ema mAnIe chIe, eTaluM ja mUlya, paramAtmAne mAnavA mATenuM rahe che. paramAtmAnI hayAtI dekhAya che ke e tarkabaddha che, mATe e mAnIe chIe. mArkasa mazkarImAM kaheto hato ke jyAM sudhI prayogazALAmAM, TesTaTyubamAM paramAtmAne pakaDIne koI siddha na karI batAve tyAM sudhI paramAtmA che ema huM mAnavAno nathI. jyAre ApaNe paramAtmAne prayogazALAmAM, tharmomITara lagAvIne, mApI toLIne, trAjavAmAM jokhIne, mApa laIne, ekasarekADhIne, aMdara bahAra tapAsIne joI laIzuM tyAre e paramAtmAnahi rahe, e eka vastu, sAdhAraNa vastu banI jaze. kAraNake ApaNe je rIte vastuone pramANita karIe chIe te rIte paramAtmAne pramANita karavAno e prayatna che. evA prayatnothI zuM vaLaze? mahAvIranI sAme UbhA rahIe tyAre emanuM zarIra to pUruM dekhAya che. emanI hayAtInuM pUruM pramANa, emanuM zarIra dekhAya che. paraMtu e zarIranI bhItara je jyoti prakAzI rahI che, te eTalI pramANabhUta dekhAtI nathI. e jovA mATe to tarkanI bahAra, kAraNonI pAra chalAMga lagAvavI ja paDaze. e jyoti dazyamAna na hovA chatAM, jeTalI mAtrAmAM chalAMga lagAvavAnuM sAmarthya tame batAvo cho, teTalI mAtrAmAM tamArI zaraNAgati gahana bane che, nahIM to e mAtra sodo banI jAya che. koI mANasa tamArI sAme AvIne maDadAM beThAM karI de, bImArone sAjA kare, mAtra IzArAthI koI ghaTanAo mUrtimAna kare, to enAM caraNomAM to ApaNe jarUra jhukI jaIzuM. paraMtu e zaraNAgati nathI. paraMtu tamArI sAme mahAvIra AvIne mAtra UbhA rahe to emAM kAMI camatkAra nathI. e evuM kAMI nathI karato jenAthI tamAruM dhyAna emanA tarapha kheMcAya. emanAmAM evuM kAMI nathI jenAthI tatkAla lAbha maLe. emanAmAM evuM kAMI nathI jemAM tamArA lAbhanuM koI pramANa dekhAya. mahAvIranI saMvedanazIla, adazya kyAtIne pichAnIne, jo tame zaraNe cAlI jAo to tamArAmAM eka krAMti ghaTita thAya che. tyAre tame tamArA ahaMkArathI nIce Utaro cho. badhA tarka, badhA pramANa, badhI buddhimattAnI vAto tamArA ahaMkAranI AsapAsa ghUmI hoya che. tarkanI pAra, vicAranI pAra, akAraNa samarpaNa, zaraNAgati che. buddhanI pAse eka yuvaka Avyo. AvIne buddhanAM caraNomAM paDayo. buddhe pUchyuM zA mATe mArA
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________________ zaraNAgati dharmano mULa AdhAra caraNamAM mUke che? yuvake kahyuM, "caraNomAM paDavAnuM moTuM rahasya che.' tamArAM caraNamAM paDato nathI. tamArAM caraNa to eka bahAnuM mAtra che. huM paDI rahyo chuM, kAraNake UbhA rahIne ghaNuM badhuM joI lIdhuM, pIDA ane duHkha sivAya bIjuM kAMI maLyuM nathI.' buddhe potAnA bhikSuone A ghaTanAmAMthI bodha Apyo: 'bhikSuo! juo, tame mane bhagavAna mAnIne mArAM caraNomAM jhUkatA hazo to tamane eTalo lAbha nahi maLe jeTalo A yuvaka mane bhagavAna mAnyA vinA lAbha uThAvI rahyo che. e kahe che ke huM caraNomAM mUkI rahyo chuM, kAraNa jhukavAmAM AnaMda che. mAruM eTaluM sAmarthya nathI ke huM zUnyasAme jhUkI zakuM, eTale meM tamane nimitta banAvyA che. evo divasa paNa Avaze jyAre mArAmAM eTaluM sAmarthya pedA thaze ke huM zUnyanAM caraNomAM mUkI zakIza. e evAM caraNa haze ke je dekhAtAMnahi hoya, evAMcaraNa haze ke jeno sparza thaI nahIM zakto hoya. chatAM evAM caraNa cAretarapha hayAta che.eve samaye huM brahmanA virATa caraNamAM, nirAkAra caraNomAM, jhUkI zakIza. Aje to mane mAtra mUkavAno AnaMda levA do. tamArA A dekhAtAM caraNomAM mUkavAno ATalo AnaMda che, jeno mane svAda AvI jAya to e virATa caraNomAM pachIthI jhUkI jaIza.' buddhanAM je zaraNasUtro che 'buddha zaraNaM gacchAmi te buddhathI zarU thAya che, buddha jevI vyaktithI zarU thAya che. pachI AgaLa vadhIne saMghazaraNaM gacchAmi kahetAM, saMghanAbadhA sAdhuonAM caraNomAM ane pachI "dhamma zaraNaM gacchAmi sudhI vistare che. samUhathI saMdhathI haTIne, dharmamAM, svabhAvamAM, nirAkAramAM, zaraNa grahaNa kare che. e ja rIte "arihaMta zaraNaM parAmi'- arihaMtanuM zaraNa svIkAruM chuM, arihaMtanAM caraNomAM paDuM chuM, 'siddha zaraNaM pavanjAmi' siddhanuM zaraNa svIkAruM chuM, siddhanAM caraNomAM paDuM chuM, 'sAhu zaraNe pavanajAmi' sAdhunuM zaraNa svIkAruM chuM, sAdhunAM caraNomAM paDuM chuM, ane chelle kevalipannata dhamma zaraNaM 5vAmi dharmanuM zaraNa, jemaNe jANyuM che, emaNe batAvelA jJAnanuM zaraNa svIkAruM chuM. AkhI vAta mAtra ATalI ja che ke huM mArI jAtano (mArApaNAno) asvIkAra karuM chuM. je potAnI jAtano asvIkAra kare che te svayaMne pAme che. je potAnI jAtane pakaDIne besI rahe che te svayaMne pAmI zakato nathI. svayaMne pAmavAnI A prakriyA ghaNI paraspara virodhI (paradoxical) dekhAya che. svayaMne choDavuM paDaze. be prakAranAM sUtra Aja sudhImAM vikAsa pAmyAM che. eka prakAranAM sUtra, siddha taraphathI ke mAre zaraNe AvI jAo. bIjA prakAranAM sUtra, sAdhaka taraphathI ke huM tamAre zaraNe AvuM chuM. trIjA prakAranuM koI sUtra nathI. paraMtu eka trIjA tarapha ApaNAM caraNa AgaLa vadhI rahyAM che. jIvanamAM je zubha che te tarapha, jIvanamAM je suMdara che te tarapha jIvanamAM je satya che te tarapha. enAthIya pAra javAnuM che. zubha, suMdara ane satyanI paNa pAra javA mATe caraNone AgaLa dhapAvavAnAM che. tyAre zubha, suMdara ane
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________________ namo arihaMtANam maMtra satyanI dhAraNAo paNa choDavI paDaze. rahI jaze mAtra samarpaNa, zaraNAgati, zraddhA, ahaMkAra visarjana. tyAMnamokAra pUrNa thAya che. kAlathI ApaNe mahAvIranI vANImAM praveza karIzuM. paraMtu e loko ja emAM praveza karI zakaze jemanI potAnI bhItaramAM zaraNanI AkRti nirmita thaI zakI che. jyAre paNa khyAla Ave tyAre namokAranuM raTaNa cAlu rAkhavAnuM che. sUtI vakhate, savAre UThatI vakhate, kAle ahIM AvatI vakhate, A maMtranuM vAraMvAra raTaNa karatA rahejo. enAthI zaraNanI evI AkRti bhItaramAM AkAra leze ke jenA kAraNe, mahAvIranI vANImAM ApaNe koI alaga DhaMgathI praveza karI zakIzuM ke jevuM chellAM 2500 varSamAM saMbhava nathI banyuM. Aje ATaluM ja.
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________________ dhamma-sUtra dhammo maMgalamukkiTheM, ahiMsA saMjamo tavo / devA vi taM namaMsanti, jassa dhamme sayA maNo // dharbha sarvazreSTha bhaMga che. (jyo dharma?) ahiMsA, saMyama, bhane ta534A dharmabhaMgaNa che. 1 manuSyanuM mana AvA dharmamAM sadA salaMgna rahe che, tene devatA paNa namaskAra kare che.
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________________ 4. dharma eTale svabhAvamAM sthi2 2hevuM te dharmasarvazreSTha maMgaLa che to amaMgaLa zuM che? duHkha zuM che? mAnavInAM pIDA ane saMtApa zuM che? e jena samajAya to dharma maMgaLa che, zubha che, AnaMda che, e vAta samajAze nahi. mahAvIra kahe che: dharma sarvazreSTha maMgaLa che. eno artha e che ke jIvanamAM je AnaMda maLavAnI saMbhAvanA che te dharmanAdvArathI praveza kare che. jIvanamAM je svataMtratA prApta thAya che, je sauMdaryanAM phUla khile che, te dharmanA ja AkAzamAM paribhramaNa karatAM, dharmanA mULamAMthI ja poSaNa prApta thatAM zakya bane che. mAruM je astitva che tenAthI bahAra jatAM ja huM sImAnuM ullaMghana karuM chuM. huM je chuM tenAthI bhinna, vijAtIya tattvo sAthe saMbadhita thAu chuM. tyAre duHkhano prAraMbha thAya che. je bIja che. mArAthI alaga che, tene huM game teTaluM IcchuM ke cAhuM topaNa te mAruM thaI zakatuM nathI, mATe ja du:kha pedA thAya che. game teTalI mahenata karuM topaNa, aMte e mAruM siddha thavAnuM nathI, mATe ja duHkha pedA thAya che. game teTalI mahenata karuM topaNa, aMte e mAruM siddha thavAnuM nathI. pariNAme badhI mahenata, ciMtA ane AyuSyano eTalo apavyaya thaze ane aMte lAgaze ke huM khAlI ja rahI gayo. huM mAtra ene ja pAmI zakuM chuM, je prathamathI ja sadAne maLeluM ja che. huM teno ja mAlika zaI zakuM, jeno huM jANe ajANe atyAre paNa mAlika chuM. mRtyu jene chInavI zakatuM nathI te ja mAruM che. A deha paDI jaze tyAre paNa je maraze nahI te ja mAtra mAruM che. badhuM ja rogI banI jAya, dIna banI jAya, paraMtu je kyAreya karamAtuM nathI te mAruM che. cAre tarapha aMdhAruM chavAI jAya, jIvanamAM cAre tarapha amAvAsyAnuM aMdhAruM chavAI jAya tyAre paNa je prakAza jhaLahaLato raheze e ja mAro prakAza che. paraMtu ApaNe je huM nathI tyAM svayaMne zodhavAnI ceSTA karIe chIe. enA kAraNe ja viphaLatA, viSAda ane hatAzA janme che. ApaNI jAtane choDIne bIjuM badhuM ApaNe cAhIe chIe. A
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________________ dharma eTale svabhAvamAM sthira rahevuM te duniyAmAM bahu ochA mANaso che je svayaMne cAhatA hoya che, e navAInI vAta che. kadAca ApaNe e vicAryuM ja nathI ke ApaNe haMmezA koI vyakti ke koI bIjI vastune kema cAhI che? ApaNe ApaNI jAtane kyAreya cAhI nathI. e koI anya vyakti, vastu, padake sthiti hoI zake jene ApaNe cAhIe chIe. haMmezAM e koI bIjuM ja hoya che. svayaMne ApaNe kyAreya cAhatA nathI. paraMtu A jagatamAM ApaNe mAtra svayaMne prApta karI zakIe evI saMbhAvanA che, e sivAya bIjuM kAMI maLe tema nathI. ApaNe bhale doDI laIe, paNa bIjuM kAMI maLaze nahIM enAthI ApaNo bhramatUTaze, duHkha maLaze ane pAnAMno mahela vikharAI jaze. kyAreka to enAyaDUbaze ja, kAraNake e kAgaLanI hatI. kyAreka svapno vIkharAI AMsu banI jaze, kAraNake e svapna ja hatAM. satya mAtra eka ja che ke huM svayaMsivAya bIjuM kAI meLavI zake tema nathI, meLavavAnI koziza karuM, mahenata karuM, AzAnA minArA caNuM, svapno jou ane bhramamAM rahuM ke huM lagabhaga meLavI cUkyo chuM, pahoMcI gayo chuM. paraMtu e rIte koI kayAreya pahoMcI zakyuM nathI. svayaMne choDIne bIjAne meLavavAno prayAsa karavo emAM adharma che. bIjA para draSTI rAkhavAmAM ja adharma che. ApaNe badhA paralakSI, parAbhimukha (the other oriented) chIe. ApaNe ApaNuM moM paNa arIsAmAM eTalA mATe joIe chIe ke koI bIjAne sArA dekhAIzuM ke nahIM ? je koI ApaNane jovAnuM hoya tenA mATe ApaNe taiyArI karIe chIe. svayaMne ApaNe sIdhA kyAreya cAhatA nathI. jyAre dharma to potAnI jAtane sIdhI cAhavAmAMthI ja pedA thAya che. dharmano artha che, AkharIsvabhAva (ultimate nature) je aMtataH mAruM hovApaNuM che. sAstranuM eka kImatI sUtra che, je bIjuM che te narka che. the other is hell) sArce A vAkya eka arthamAM kahyuM che, mahAvIra paNa eka bIjA arthamAM rAja che. mahAvIranuM jora dha adhara Ijha hela' para nathI, paraMtu mahAvIranuM jora vanaselpha Ijha hevana (onceself is heaven)' para che. bIjuM badhuM narka che.' ema kahevAmAM paNa bIjAne cAhavAnI AkAMkSA ane bIjAmAMthI maLelI viphalatA chupAI che. mahAvIra eTale ja kahe che. ke "svayaMmAM rahevuM te mokSa che. dharma maMgaLa che." sAstranA A sUtrane barAbara samajavA jevuM che. sAstranuM jora che bIju narka che." ema kahevA para. paraMtu zA mATe bIje narka jaNAya che, te kadAca sArve paNa vicAryuM nahIM hoya. ApaNe bIjAne svarga mAnIne enI zodha AdarI, mATe ApaNane e narmadekhAyuM. bhale te bIjuM hoya, patnI hoya, pati hoya, dIkaro hoya ke dIkarI hoya, mitra hoya, dhana hoya ke pratiSThA hoya paraMtu aMte te narka siddha thAya che. svarga mAnIne enI pAchaLa doDyA pachI e aMtamAM narkamAluma paDe che. eTale mahAvIra bIju badhuM narka che ema kahetA nathI, paraMtu dhammo maMgala muThi ' dharma utkRSTa maMgaLa che. ema kahe che. e kahe che ke svayaMmAM rahevuM te maMgaLa che, mokSa che, preyasa che.
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________________ namo arihaMtANama: maMtra "bIjAmAM svarga che ema mAnavAthI, "bIjAmAM narka che' evo anubhava thAya che. huM bIjA koIne na cAhe, to bIjAmAMthI duHkha maLavAno saMbhava nathI. ApaNI apekSAo ja duHkha bane che. apekSA bhrama che (expectation is illusion) apekSAono bhrama tUTe tyAre viparIta samajAya che. mahAvIrane jo barAbara samajIe to sArthane kahevuM paDaze ke bIjuM koI narka nathI,' paraMtu tame bIjAne svarga mAnyuM mATe e narka che, ema kahevuM paDyuM. paraMtu tame svayaM svarga cho. svayaMne svargamAnavAnI jarUra nathI, svayaMnuM svarga hovuM e eno svabhAva che. bIjAne svargamAnI levAthI, bIjAno narka hovAno anubhava levo paDe che. e ApaNo ja bhAva che. koI retImAMthI tela kADhavA prayatna kare temAM retIno kAMI vAMka nathI. koI dIvAlane daravAje samajI emAMthI nIkaLavAnI koziza kare to temAM dIvAlano kAMI vAMka nathI. dIvAladaravAjo siddha na thAya ane tamAruM mAthuM phUTe ane tame lohIluhANa thaI jAya, to zuM tame dIvAlane gALa Apazo? sAtra evuM ja kahe che ke bIjuM narka che. emAM bIjA pratye dubhAvuM, nindA ane krodha chupAyAM che. eTale mahAvIranuM vacana atyaMta vidhAyaka che. mahAvIra kahe che ke dharma maMgaLa che, svabhAvamaMgaLa che, svayaMmAM rahevuM te mokSa che. svayaMmAM rahevute mokSa che e mAnavAnI jarUra nathI. mAnavuM eTale paDe che ke e satyahotuM nathI. svayaMne satyake svayaMne dharma ke svayaMne AnaMda mAnavAnI jarUra nathI, svayaM AnaMda che ja. paraMtu ApaNI draSTi haMmezAM bIjA para baMdhAyelI che, eTale svayaM kyAM che tenI khabara paDatI nathI. ApaNuM jenA para dhyAna hoya te ja ApaNane dekhAya che. dhyAnanI dhArA, dhyAnano prakAza jyAM paDe che, teApaNI daSTi samakSa pragaTa thAya che. bIjA pAchaLa ApaNe doDIe chIe, ApaNuM dhyAna TekavIe chIe tyAre narka pragaTa thAya che. svayaM para dhyAnano prakAza paDe tyAre svarga pragaTa thAya che. bIjAmAM svarga mAnIe chIe, eTale ja eka divasa bhramatUTe che. bhramane kyAM sudhI kheMcI zakAya ? buddhimAnano bhrama kSaNabharamAM tUTe che, jyAre buddhihInano bhrama tUTatAM lAMbo samaya lAge che. vaLI ApaNo eka bhrama tUTe che to tAtkAlika koI bIjo bhrama pakaDavAnI kozizamAM ApaNe lAgI jaIe chIe. eka bhrama tUTe eno artha evo nathI ke have koI bIjA bhramamAMthI svargamaLaze. AvA bhrama janmo sudhI pharI pharI thayA ja kare che. dhyAnanI dhArA jyAre bIjA parathI haTI, svayaM para paDe tyAre svayaMmAM mokSa che e satya samajAya che. jyAM jyAM amaMgaLadekhAya, tyAMthI viparIta dizAmAM dhyAnane laI javAthIdharmamaMgaLa che e vAta samajAya che. jo dhanamAM, mitramAM, patipatnImAM, bahAranI duniyAmAM svargana dekhAya, to koI bIjI cIjamAM svarga khoLavAna lAgI jazo. A patnImAM svargana maLyuM to koI bIjI patnImAM maLaze. ema na mAnazo. A makAnamAM svarga anubhavAtuM nathI to bIjA makAnamAM svarga maLaze ema na mAnazo. eka vastramAM AnaMdana maLe to bIjA vastramAM maLaze ema na mAnazo. A pada para AnaMda nathI maLato to bIjAM vadhu pagathiyAM caDavAthI maLaze ema na
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________________ 66 dharma eTale svabhAvamAM sthira rahevuM te mAnazo. A badhA mAtra vikalpo che, cIjone badalavAnI prakriyA che. kAgaLanI eka hoDI DUbe to kAgaLanI bIjI hoDI paNa DUbaze ja evI pAkI samaja AvavI joIe. eka patnImAMthI na maLyuM to patnImAtramAM nahIM maLe e samajAvuM joIe. eka puruSathI sukha na maLyuM to puruSamAtrathI nahIM maLe e samajAvuM joIe. eka hoddAthI sukha na maLyuM. to hoddAmAtrathI nahIM maLe e samajAvuM joIe. mahAvIranI "dharma maMgaLa che e ghoSaNA koI parikalpanAtmaka siddhAMta (hypothetical principle) nathI. koI dArzanika (philosophic) vaktavyanathI. mahAvIra koI dArzanikanathI. higala, kAnTakebar3hanDa rasela je arthamAM dArzaniko che evA koI pazcimAtya arthamAM mahAvIra dArzanika nathI. mahAvIranI ghoSaNA eka anubhava che, eka tathyanI sUcanA che. mahAvIre dharmamaMgaLache. ema vicArIne kahyuM nathI, e pote jANatA hatA ke dharma maMgaLa che.' mahAvIranuM A vaktavya koI vicAronA pariNAmarUpe kahevAyuM nathI. pUrvanA maharSionAM vaktavyono pazcimanI bhASAomAM pahelI vAra anuvAda thayo tyAre tyAMnA vicArakone Azcarya thayuM. erIsToTalathI laIne Aja sudhInA pazcimI vicArakonI vicAravAnI paddhati mujaba, tame je kAMI kaho tenuM tamAre kAraNa ApavuM joIe. tame je vidhAna karo tenAM kAraNo ApavAM ja paDe. mahAvIre to mAtra kahI dIdhuM ke "dharmamaMgala che.' pazcimI dArzanike AvuM kahyuM hota to ene enAM kAraNa ApavAM ja paDe. paraMtu mahAvIra to turata ja bIjuM vidhAna kare che - dharma maMgaLa che.' kyo dharma? ahiMsA, saMyama ane tapavALo dharma maMgaLa che. mahAvIranI jagyAe erIsToTale Avu vidhAna karyuM hota to tarata ja e dharma maMgaLa che' ema zA mATe kahe che te kahevuM paData. mahAvIra to koI kAraNa ApatA nathI, koI pramANa raju karatA nathI. anubhUti mATe koI pramANa hotuM nathI. siddhAMto rajU karavAnA hoya to tenAM pramANa ApavAM paDe. siddhAMto tarkabaddha hovA joIe. anubhUti svayaM potAno tarka che. jo anubhUti dvArA jANavuM hoya ke amuka vAta sAcI che ke khoTI to anubhUtimAM UtaravuM paDe. siddhAMta khoTo che ke sAco e samajavuM hoya to siddhAMtanI tarkasaraNImAM UtaravuM paDe. paraMtu evuM bane ke tarkasaraNI barAbara sAcI hoya chatAM enA parathI tAravelo siddhAMta khoTo hoI zake. khoTI vAto mATe ja ApaNe majabUta pramANa zodhavAM paDe che. kAraNake khoTI vAto potAnA paga para kyAreya UbhI rahI zakatI nathI. khoTI vAtone pramANonI sahAyatAnI haMmezA jarUra rahe che. mahAvIra jevI vyaktio pramANa nathI ApatI, mAtra kahe che ke te dharma maMgaLa che.' emanuM vidhAna koI AInsTAIna ke anya vaijJAnika jevuM hoya che. koI AInsTAInane pUchoke hAIDrojana ane okasIjana bhegAM maLatAM pANI kema bane che? to AInsTAIna kaheze ke kema bane che e savAla asaMgata che. ame jANatA nathI kema pANI bane che te, paraMtu pANI bane che e hakIkata che. jema AInsTAIna kahe che ke pANI eTale 'H20' be aNu hAIDrojana ane eka aNu okasIjananI joDa che, tema mahAvIra kahe che ke dharma-ahIMsA, saMyama ane tapanI joDa che. A bannenAM vidhAna
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________________ namo arihaMtANam:maMtra ekasarakhAM che. vaijJAnika koI bahAranI vastu viSe vidhAna kare che. e vidhAna samajavA mATe tarka kAma nathI Avato, enA mATe prayogazALAmAM javuM paDe che. svAbhAvika rIte vaijJAnikanI prayogazALA bahAra che, kAraNake enAM vidhAna bIjI vastuonA saMbaMdhamAM hoya che. mahAvIranAM vidhAnonI cakAsaNI mATe paNa prayogazALAmAM javuM paDe, paraMtu mahAvIranI prayogazALA pratyeka vyaktinI bhItaramAM che. chatAM ApaNe thoDuM ghaNuM to samajIe chIe ke mahAvIra je kahetA haze te ThIka ja kahetA haze. ApaNane to khabara nathI ke dharmamaMgaLa che. paraMtu ApaNane eno cokkasa khyAla che ke "adharma amaMgaLa che. ochImAM ochI eTalI to khabara che ja. mAtra ATalA ja jJAnathI buddhimAna vyakti parama jJAna sudhI pahoMcI zake che. dharma maMgaLa che enoto ApaNane khyAla nathI, paraMtu adharma ApaNe karyo hoya che tenI ApaNane khabara hoya che, e amaMgaLa che tenI ApaNane khabara che. A viSe ApaNe thoDo vicAra karIe. zuM ApaNane khabara che ke jyAre paNa ApaNA jIvanamAM duHkha Ave che tyAre ApaNane te koI bIjA taraphathI, koI bIjAne kAraNe AvatuM hoya evuM lAge che? jyAre paNa ApaNane koI ciMtA satAve che tyAre te ApaNI aMdarathI nahi, paraMtu bahAranA koI kendra taraphathI AvatI dekhAya che. haMmezAM ciMtAnuM kendrabahAra che, pachI te dhana hoya, bImAra mitra hoya, DUbato dhaMdho hoya, hAravAnI zakyatAvALI cUMTaNI hoya, kAMI paNa hoya. ApaNA sivAyanuM koI bIjuM ja ApaNA duHkhanuM kAraNa bane che. paraMtu ApaNA manamAM eka brAMti che; e tuTavAnI jarUra che. kyAreka ema paNa lAge che ke sukha paNa bIjAne kAraNe maLe che. eTalI vAta to cokkasa lAge che ke duHkha koI bIjAne kAraNe maLe che. paraMtu ema paNa bane che ke koI bIjuMApaNA sukhanuM kAraNa bane.ciMtA bIjAne kAraNe Ave che, duHkha paNa bIjAne kAraNe Ave che, paraMtu sukha paNa bIjAmAMthI maLe che, evI ApaNI bhrAMti che. A bhrAMti eTalA mATe UbhI thAya che ke ApaNe mAnIe chIe ke sukha bIjAmAMthI AvI zake che. evI bhrAMti che ke sukha bIjAmAMthI Avaze, evI saMbhAvanA che, paraMtu e saMbhAvanA haMmezA bhaviSyamAM che vaLI bIjAmAMthI du:kha paNa eTale ja maLe che ke e bhrAMtimAM ApaNe jIvI rahyA chIe ke bIjAmAMthI sukha maLI zake che. jarA vadhu UMDA UtarIe to A vAta samajAze. kyAreka koI kSaNe bIjAmAMthI sukha maLI rahyuM che evuM tame anubhavyuM che? sukhabIjAmAMthI maLaze evuM lAge che, paraMtu sukha kyAreya maLatuM nathI. je makAna maLI javAthI ApaNane sukha maLaze ema lAgyuM hoya, te makAna jyAM sudhI maLyuM nathI tyAM sudhI maLaze evI AzA che paraMtu je divase e makAna maLI jaze te ja divase ene lagatI ciMtAo zarU thaze. hajI sudhI makAnanuM sukha bhogavyuM nathI, paraMtu makAnane lagatA upadravonuM eka lisTa-yAdI-najara sAme AvavAnI zarU thaze. thoDA ja divasomAM tamane bhAna thaze ke keTaluM badhuM
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________________ dharma eTale svabhAvamAM sthira rahevuM te sukha maLaze evuM vicAryuM hatuM, paraMtu evuM kAMI maLyuM nahIM. paraMtu mana bahu cAlAka che, e pAchuM vaLIne jotuM nathI ane vicAratuM nathI ke je je cIjothI sukha maLaze evuM mAnyuM hatuM te cIjo maLI gaI, paraMtu sukha to maLyuM nahIM. eTale kyAreka je je sukha A pRthvI para maLaze evuM IchyuM hoya te badhAM sukha je tatkAla maLI jAya to A pRthvI eTalI duHkhI thaI jaze, jeTalI pahelAM kyAreya nahotI. eTale je dezamAM jeTalAM sukha-suvidhA vadhI jAya che, teTalAM te dezamAM duHkha paNa vadhI jAya che. garIba deza ochAduHkhI thAya che. tavaMgara deza vadhAre duHkhI thAya che. garIba mANasa ocho duHkhI thAya che ema jyAre kahIe tyAre tamane Azcarya thaze, kAraNake ApaNe ema mAnIe chIe ke garIba bahu duHkhI hoya che, paraMtu huM kahuM chuM ke garIba ocho duHkhI hoya che, kAraNake enI AzAonI ImArata hajI pUrepUrI UbhI che. garIba AzAomAM jIvI zake che, svapno joI zake che. enI kalpanA hajI naSTa thaI nathI, kalpanA ene saMbhALI rAkhe che, jivADyA kare che. paraMtu IccheluM badhuM ja ene maLI jAya to badhI AzAonA killA tUTI paDaze, bhaviSya naSTa thaI jaze. samajavA jevI eka UMDI vAta che. bIjAo sAthe vartamAnamAM haMmezA duHkhahoya che, paraMtu bIjAo sAthe bhaviSyamAM sukha hoya che. je dhAreluM badhuM maLI jatAM, AkhuM bhaviSya naSTa thaI jAya to pachI karavAnuM zuM bacaze? to AtmahatyA sivAya bIjuM kAMI karavAnuM bacatuM nathI. jeTaluM sukha duniyAmAM vadhI rahyuM che, eTalI AtmahatyAo vadhI rahI che. jeTaluM sukha vadhI rahyuM che eTalA pAgala vadhI rahyA che. paraMtu vaijJAnika loko AthI UlaTIvAta ja kare che. teo ema kahe che ke jeTalAM sukhanAM sAdhana vadhaze teTalo manuSyavadhAre sukhI thaze. paraMtu anubhava kAMI juduM ja kahe che. Aje amerikA jeTalo du:khI deza bIjo koI nathI. rAjamahelamAM janmelA mahAvIra jeTalA duHkhI thaI gayA hatA teTalo emanA mahelanI bahAra bhIkha mAgato bhikhArI duHkhI nahoto. jeTaluM sukha mahAvIranA samayamAM maLI zake tema hatuM te badhuM maLavA chatAM, mahAvIra du:khI hatA. kAraNake mahAvIra mATe koI bhaviSya ja na bacyuM. jo bhaviSyana bace to manuSya svapna zenA para UbhAM kare ? jo bhaviSya na bace to kAgaLanI hoDI kyA sAgara para calAvI zakAya ? kAgaLanI hoDI to bhaviSyanA sAgaramAM ja calAvI zakAya. bhaviSyanA pAyA upara ja pattAno mahela racI zakAya. eTale mahAvIrano je tyAga che te tyAga kharekhara to bhaviSyanI samAptimAMthI pedA thayo che. koI bhaviSya na hoya to mahAvIra zuM kare ? kyA pada para caDhe to sukha maLe? kevI bIjI strI meLave jenAthI sukha maLe? emane mATe badhA prakAranI strIvartamAnamAM hAjara hatI. kevA bIjA dhanarAzi para mahAvIra UbhA thaI jAya ke jethI emane sukha maLe? e badhuM to mahAvIra pAse che ja. mahAvIranAM hatAzA ane viSAda ApaNane samajAya che? ApaNe mahAvIranI pAchaLa, dUra sudhI jaIne mahAvIrane samajAvavAnI koziza karanArAnAsamaja mANaso viSe paNa vicAra karIe. e
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________________ namo arihaMtANam: maMtra badhA kahetA mahAvIrane ke ATaluM sukha choDIne kyAM jai rahyA cho? evuM pUchanArA evA loko hatA ke jemanuM bhaviSya hajI kAyama che. e loko mahAvIrane pAgala samaje che. je mahela pAchaLa e loko dIvAnA che, te maLI jatAM jANe teone mokSa maLI jaze evuM mAnanArA pUchI rahyA che mahAvIrane ke, pAgala thai gayA cho, Avo suMdara mahela choDIne kema jai rahayA cho? kahevAtA DAhyA mANasoe mahAvIrane samajAvavA ghaNo prayatna karyo- paraMtu emanI ane mahAvIranI vacce, jANe bhASAno saMbaMdha tUTI gayo hoya evuM banyuM. banne eka ja bhASA bolI zakatA na hatA kAraNake e lokonuM bhaviSya hajI bAkI hatuM ane mahAvIranuM koi bhaviSya bacyuM na hatuM. 69 je vyakti bhaviSya tarapha najara rAkhIne ja AgaLa vadhe che, te kadI dhArmika banI zaktI nathI, kAraNake e vyakti anubhavano lAbha nahIM lai zake. bhaviSyamAM koi anubhava nathI. anubhava to bhUtakALamAM hoya che. pAchaLa bhUtakALamAM najara nAkhatI vakhate ApaNe e bhUlI jaie chIe ke jyAre te bhUtakALamAM, te ja sthaLo para ApaNe hatA tyAre zuM vicAratA hatA? mANasanI yAdadAsta khUba pAMkhI che. ApaNane khyAla nathI raheto ke je suMdara kapaDAM Aje ApaNe paheryAM che, te gaikAle ApaNI pAse nahotAM tyAre AkhI rAta UMgha AvI na hatI. koi bIjAe evAM kapaDAM paheryAM hatAM athavA koi dukAnamAM ke 'zo-vinDo'mAM hatAM ane evAM kapaDAM paheravAnI ApaNI icchA jAgI hatI. eTale rAtre UMgha AvI na hatI. manamAM e kapaDAMnI kalpanA eka prakAranI galIpacI UbhI karatI ane jANe e kapaDAM zarIra para paherAze tyAre to koi krAMti thai jaze ! jANe koi svarga UtarI Avaze paraMtu Aje jyAre e kapaDAM paheryA che tyAre e badhI kalpanA vIsarAi gai che. koi svarga UtaryuM nathI, koi krAMti pedA thai nathI. tame eTalA ja du:khI cho Aje. hAM, kadAca bIjI koi 'zo-vinDo'mAM tamAruM sukha laTakatuM haze ! have te kapaDAM tamArI UMgha kharAba karI rahyAM haze! pAchuM vaLIne dhyAnathI jotAM ema samajAze ke je sukho maLaze evuM vicAryuM hatuM te badhAM duHkha siddha thayAM. evuM eka paNa sukha nahIM batAvI zako ke je sukha Apaze ema vicAryuM hatuM ne teNe sukha ApyuM hoya. chatAM apANe rojeroja AvatI kAla mATe kalpanAo ghaDIe chIe ane Ayojana karIe chIe. AvA mAnavIne mahAvIra mUDha kahe to emAM tathya che, bIjI mUDhatA zuM hoi zake? je khADAmAM huM gai kAle paDayo hato, tevA ja bIje raste AvelA khADAnI huM zodhamAM chuM. evuM paNa nathI ke gai kAle eka ja vAra khADAmAM paDayo hato, vAraMvAra paDuM chuM. meM sAMbhaLyuM che ke mullA nasaruddIna eka rAtre jarA vadhAre dArU pIne ghera pAcho pharI rahyo hato. rastA para potAnuM ghara zodhavA phAMphAM mArato hato. koi bhalA mANase eno hAtha pakaDIne eka makAna batAvI pUchyuM, 'zuM ahIM ja raho cho ?" mullAe kahyuM, 'hA.' 'keTalAme mALe raho cho ?' eNe kahyuM 'bIje mALe.' e bhalo mANasa ghaNI
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________________ dharma eTalaeNsvabhAvamAMsthira rahevuM te muzkelIthI ene ghasaDato ghasaDato bIjA mALa sudhI laI Avyo. pachI eNe vicAryuM ke kadAca mullAnI patnI jAgatI haze ane mane joIne vicAraze ke A paNa eno sAthI lAge che, eTale nakAmI koI bhAMjagaDa UbhI thaze, ema dhArI eNe mullAne pUchyuM, "A ja tArA gharano daravAjo che ne?" mullAe kahyuM, "hA." eTale eNe daravAjAmAM mullAne dhakko mAryo ane dAdara UtarI gayo. jevo e nIce pahoMcyo to eNe joyuM ke mullA jevo ja koI mANasa mullA jevI ja hAlatamAM pharIthI daravAjo khoLI rahyo che. evo ja mANasa joI ene Azcarya thayuM. potAnI AMkho coLIne khAtarI karI lIdhI ke e pote to nazAmAM nathIne? paraMtu mullA jevI ja hAlatamAM e mANasa hato. enI najIka jaI eNe pUchyuM, "zuM tame paNa khUba dArU pIdho che?' pelA mANase kahyuM, "hA. "A ja makAnamAM raho cho?' pelAe kahyuM, "hA." "keTalAme mALe raho cho?' pelAe kahyuM, "bIje mALe." sAMbhaLI, pelo bhalo mANasa khUbaherAna thayo. pUchyuM ke, zuM upara javuM che?" pelAe kahyuM, "hA." A vakhate upara bIje mALe pahoMcADavAmAM jarA vadhAre takalIpha paDI. kAraNake pelA mANasa karatAM A mANasa vadhAre DhIlo thaI gayo hato. upara pahoMcIne pUchyuM, "A ja daravAjo che tamArA gharano?" pelAe kahyuM, "hA.' pelA bhalA mANasane thayuM ke, zuM huM paNa AdADiyAonA saMsargathI thoDIvAramAM nazAmAM AvI gayo? eNe pharI eka dhakko mArI pelAne daravAjAmAM ghakelI dIdho ane jhaDapathI nIce UtarI gayo. nIce UtarIne joyuM to eka evo ja trIjo mANasa, jarA vadhAre kharAba hAlatamAM, rasto khoLato phAMphAM mArI rahyo che. bilakula evo ja, evAM ja kapaDAM paherelo. ene thayuM ke A to bahujhaMjhaTanuM kAma che, e parezAna thaI gayo. eNe pUchyuM, "bhAI tame A ja makAnamAM raho cho?' pelAe kahyuM, hAM." "keTalAme mALe raho cho?" "bIje mALe." "bIje mALe javuM che?' pelAe kahyuM, "hA." pelA bhalA mANasane thayuM ke A kevI muzkelImAM huMphasAyo! chatAM ene paNa, e Upara laI gayo. daravAjo joI emAM dhakko mAryo ane dAdara UtarI gayo, eja vicAramAM ke have koI cothona maLI jAya! paraMtu cotho nIce hAjara hato. enAmAM to have hAlavA-cAlavAnI paNa zakti na hatI. enI pAse jaIne joyuM to pelA mANase moTethI bUma mArI, "bacAvo, bacAvo, AmANasa mane mArI nAkhaze." bhalA mANase kahyuM ke, huM tane mAravA nathI mAgato. paNa tuM che koNa?' pelAe kahyuM ke, "tuM mane vAre ghaDIe liphTanA daravAjAmAM dhakko mArI nIce pheMkI rahyo che.' pelA bhalA mANase kahyuM ke, "tane traNa vAra pheMkyo, paNa tuM bolyo kema nahIM?' mullAe kahyuM ke, 'ema vicArIne ke have A vakhate tuM dhakko nahIM mAre." jyAre koI bIjuM paTakAtuM hoya tyAre ApaNe hasIe chIe. paraMtu ApaNe ApaNI jAtane vAraMvAra paTakIe chIe. enA e ja ApaNe, daravakhate, thoDI vadhAre kharAba hAlatamAM, paTakAIe
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________________ namo arihaMtANamuka maMtra 71 chIe. AkhI jiMdagI evuM cAlyA kare che. duHkhanA bhAva sivAya, bIjo koI anubhava chevaTe bacato nathI. enA e ja ghA ane enI e ja pIDA bhogavIe chIe. ApaNe eTaluM jANIe chIe ke adharmaamaMgaLa che. adharmano artha mAtra eTalo ja che ke bIjAmAM sukha khoLavAnI AkAMkSA.A ja duHkha che ane A ja amaMgaLa che. tamane jyAre paNa duHkha maLe tyAre samajajo ke koI bIjAmAMthI sukha meLavavAnI icchA karI hatI. tame tamArA zarIra dvArA sukha meLavavA Iccho cho tyAre paNa tame zarIramAMthI sukha meLavavAnI IcchA karo cho. paNa zarIra tame nathI. kAle zarIra bImAra paDaze, vRddha thaze, parama divase marI jaze. A zarIra paNa, game teTaluM ApaNuM ane ApaNI najIka lAge che, paNa che pArakuM. mahAvIrane jo ApaNe pUchIe to e kaheze ke, jenAthI sukha maLavAnI AzA che te parAyuM che. A ja niyama che, mApadaMDa che ke jenAthI du:kha maLe che, te paNa tame nathI, e kAMI bIjuM ja che.' sukhano ApaNane paricaya nathI. kAraNake ApaNo paricaya haMmezAM bIjI vastuono ane vyaktiono che. paricaya haMmezAM bIjAno che. sukha kalpanAmAM che, duHkha ApaNo anubhava che. paraMtu eduHkhanA anubhavane ApaNe haMmezAM bhUlavA mAgIe chIe ane sukha jekalpanAmAM che tenI pAchaLa doDatA rahIe chIe. mahAvIranuM A sUtra, ApaNI samagra dhAraNAne badalavA mAge che. mahAvIra kahe che ke "dhamo maMgalam ukikaTaSTha dharma utkRSTa maMgala che. AnaMdanI zodha e ApaNo svabhAva che. kyAreka tamArA jIvanamAM AnaMdanuM koI nAnuM moTuM kiraNa UtaryuM hoya, to te UtaryuM haze tyAre ja, jyAre jANe-ajANe koI kSaNe tame tamArA svayaM sAthe saMlagna thayA hazo. chatAM ApaNAmAM evI bhrAMti che ke evA AnaMda mATe paNa, ApaNe koI anyane kAraNabhUta samajIe chIe. sAgarane kAMThe ApaNe beThA chIe. sAMja thaI gaI che, sUryAsta thaI rahyo che. e AthamatA sUryanI pazcAdbhUmAM, sAgaranA taraMgonA avAja sAMbhaLatAM, e sAgara kATha, eka kSaNe lAge che ke sukhanuM koIka kiraNa UtarI rahyuM che. te ghaDIe vicAra Ave che ke kadAca A sAgara ane A AthamatA sUryamAM sukha che. bIje divase pharIthI AvIne besIe chIe, paraMtu tyAre pahelA divasa jeTaluM sukha nathI lAgatuM. jo roja roja AvIne besIe sAgarakAMThe to sAgarano ghughavATa saMbhaLAto paNa baMdha thaI javo, sUryAstanAM raMgIna kiraNo paNa dekhAtAM baMdha thaI jaze. pahele divase je sukha anubhavyuM hatuM te sAgara ane sUryane kAraNe na hatuM. e to mAtra ajANa paristhitimAM, sUrya ane sAgara sAthe ThIkaThIka saMbaMdhamAM na AvatAM, thoDI kSaNa mATe tamArA svayaMnI sAthe tamAro saMbaMdha baMdhAI gayo, enuM sukha hatuM. AvAta samajavA jevI che. koI paNa parivartana thAya tyAre eka kSaNa mATe te ApaNane sAruM lAge che. kAraNake e parivartananI kSaNe, e badalAtI paLomAM, koI bIjA sAthe saMlagna thatAM pahelAM ane e pahelAMnI bhUtakALanI kSaNothI chUTatAM pahelAM, vacamAM je eka gALo Ave che te daramiyAna,
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________________ dharma eTale svabhAvamAM sthira rahevuMte ApaNe ApaNI potAnI jAtamAMthI, svayaMmAMthI pasAra thaie chIe. eka makAna badalIne bIjA makAne jai rahayA chIe. A makAna badalIne, bIjA makAnamAM TharIThAma thatA pahelAM, keTalIka kSaNa ApaNe avyavasthita thai jaie chIe. nathI A makAna hotuM, nathI hotuM bIjuM makAna. vacamAM thoDI kSaNo e makAnamAM pahoMcI jaie chIe je ApaNI bhItara birAjamAna che. tyAre e vacalI kSaNomAM, thoDI sukhanI jhalaka maLI jAya che. ra tyAre tame ema vicAro cho ke A sukhanI jhalaka navA makAnamAM AvavAne kAraNe maLI che ke A navA 'havA khAvAnA' sthaLe AvelI girI kaMdarAonA ekAMtane kAraNe maLI che, ke koi saMgItanI dhUna sAMbhaLIne maLI che. koi nATaka jovAthI sukhanI jhalaka maLI hoya to te paNa bhrama che. eka ne eka nATaka be traNa vAra juo. cothe divase sukha nahIM maLe kAraNake tame nATakathI TevAi gayA hazo, paricita thai gayA hazo. hajI vadhu vakhata nATaka jovA lAgazo to tamane lAgaze ke have tame tamArI sAthe hiMsA AdarI rahayA cho. eka patnIne badalI bIjI patnI maLatAM je kSaNika sukhano anubhava thAya che, tenuM mukhya kAraNa eka pheraphAra che. jyAre jyAre koi cIja badalIe tyAre eka kSaNa mATe ApaNe ApaNA bhAnamAMthI pasAra thavuM paDe che. ApaNA bhItaramAMthI pasAra thavuM paDe che. e ja ekamAtra kAraNa ApaNA kSaNika sukhanuM che. jyAre huM koi eka cIjathI chUTuM ane bIjI sAthe joDAu tyAre e vacalI kSaNamAM huM mArA potAnAmAM ja rahI zakuM. e ApaNA potAnAmAM rahevAnI kSaNa sukha Ape che, paraMtu te sukha lAge che evuM ke jANe bIjAmAMthI maLyuM hoya. badhuM parivartana sAruM lAge che, emAM ApaNe thoDA vadhu jAgrata hoie chIe. mATe ja mANasa zaherathI kaMTALI jaMgalamAM jAya che, jaMgalano mANasa zaheramAM Ave che bhAratamAM rahenAra yUropa jAya che, yUropamAM rahenAra bhAratamAM Ave che. bannene e parivartananI kSaNamAM majhA Ave che. paraMtu jyAre bhAratIyo, koi pazcimIne bhAratamAM potAnI vacamAM Avelo jue che tyAre Azcarya pAme che ke ahIM bhAratamAM, sukhanI zodhamAM pazcimI Ave che ? vaijJAnika kahe che ke koi paNa navI cIjathI paricita thavAmAM samaya lAge che. e paricita thavAnI prakriyAmAM jAgRti vadhu rahe che. paricita thai jatAM eka prakAranI yAMtrikatA Ave che. kaMTALAnI, du:khanI zarUAta thAya che. gokaline eka pustaka lakhyuM che, jenuM nAma che 'dhI kosmika kloka'. eNe lakhyuM che ke AkhuM astitva eka ghaDiyALanI jema cAle che. mAnavInuM vyaktitva paNa eka ghaDiyALanI jema cAle che. kAMi paNa parivartana thAya che tyAre e ghaDiyALa DAmADoLa thai jAya che. tame pUrvamAMthI pazcimamAM jAva cho tyAre tamArA zarIranA samayanI ghaDiyALa astavyasta thai jAya che tyAM badhuM badalAi jAya che. sUryano UgavAno ane AthamavAno samaya badalAya che. e eTalI teja gatithI badalAya che ke ApaNA zarIrane enI khabara nathI paDatI, eTale eka prakAranI arAjakatAnI kSaNo UbhI thAya che ane e kSaNomAM tame anivAryarUpe, thoDA vakhata mATe, tamArA aMtaramAMthI pasAra
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________________ namo arihaMtANam maMtra thAo cho. pariNAme, tamane je navo anubhava thAya che temAMthI kSaNabhara sukha maLatuM hoya evuM lAge che. paraMtu jeo haMmezA mATe potAnA aMtaramAM jIvatA hoya che, 'teo mATe mahAvIra kahe che ke teo parama maMgala ane parama AnaMdane prApta thAya che.' 73 ApaNe jene jIvana samajyA chIe te du:kha che, anubhava jo pragADha thai jAya to jenI pAchaLa ApaNe doDI rahyA chIe, te ApaNane mAtra narkamAM lai jaze, e spaSTa thai jAya che. mahAvIravANInuM ardhuM satya ApaNA anubhavamAM AvI jaze. paraMtu eTaluM khyAlamAM rAkhajo ke koi paNa satya a hotuM nathI. satya to haMmezAM pUruM ja hoya che. jo ardhuM satya samajAya jAya to bAkInuM ardha satya Aje nahI to kAle, jarUra anubhavamAM AvI jaze. ardhuM satya ApaNe jANIe chIe te e che ke bIjI vyakti ke bIjI vastu duHkha Ape che. kAmanA duHkha che, vAsanA duHkha che kAraNake kAmanA ane vAsanA haMmezA bIjAnI pAchaLa doDanAra cittanuM nAma che. vAsanAno artha che, bIjA tarapha doDatI cetanadhArA, bhaviSyonmukha jIvananaukA. bIjAmAMthI jo du:kha ja maLatuM hoya to enA tarapha dorI janAra narkano setu che. ene ja mahAvIre vAsanA nAma ApyuM che. ene ja buddha tRSNA kahe che. ApaNe game te nAma ApIe, paraMtu bIjI vyaktio ane vastuo pAchaLa doDavAnuM, je ApaNI zaktinuM vartana che, tenuM nAma ja vAsanA che, te ja du: kha che. AnaMda ane maMgala e dharmano svabhAva che. jyAre ApaNI vAsanA kyAMya nahI doDatI hoya tyAre AnaMda maLaze. vAsanAnI doDa aTakI javAmAM AtmAnuM astitva che. vAsanAnI doDamAM AtmAnuM khovApaNuM che. je kyAMya doDatI nathI je svayaMmAM sthira che. te zaktinuM nAma che AtmA. sUtranA bIjA hissAmAM mahAvIra kahe che, kayo dharma ? ahiMsA, saMyama ane tapa. cAre bAju doDatI UrjAne sthira karavAnI vidhinAM nAma che, ahiMsA, saMyama ane tapa. je vAsanA bahAra doDI rahI che, te kevI rIte bIjA tarapha doDatI aTakI jAya ? doDatI baMdha thai jAya tyAre te svayaMmAM sthira thai jaze, svayaMmAM ramaNa karaze. jANe koi jyoti havAmAM paNa niSkapa banI gai. dharma e svabhAva che. bIjo artha dharma vidhi che, svabhAva sudhI pahoMcavAnI. ApaNe ApaNA svabhAvathI vyuta thai gayA chIe, bhaTakI gayA chIe. mATe pharI te tarapha pAchA vaLavAnI vidhi e dharma che. ApaNe jo svabhAvamAM sthira hoie to pAchA vaLavAno prazna Ubho thato ja nathI. svastha mANasa cikitsakane pote svastha che ke nahIM te pUchavA jato nathI. svastha mANasa jo pUchavA jAya to ema samajavuM ke e bImAra thai cUkyo che. kharekhara to jyAM sudhI bImArI AvatI nathI tyAM sudhI svAsthyano khyAla Avato nathI. kanphyuziyasa lAotsene maLavA Avyo tyAre eNe pUchyuM, 'dharmane prApta thavAno upAya batAvo.' lAotsee kahyuM, dharmane lAvavAno upAya tyAre karavo paDe jyAre adharma AvI cUkyo hoya. tame adharmane choDavAno upAya karo to dharma enI meLe AvI jaze. svAstha lAvavAne koi upAya thai zakto
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________________ dharma eTale svabhAvamAM sthira rahevuM te nathI, bImArIne choDavAno upAya thai zake che. bImArI chUTI jAya to je bace che te svAstha che.. dharmanuM chevaTanuM sUtra to svabhAva ja che. paraMtu e svabhAva khovAi gayo che. eTale mahAvIra dharmano bIjo artha kare che je prayogAtmaka che, je prakriyAno che, je sAdhana che. mahAvIre dharmanI pahelI paribhASA karI ke dharma svabhAva che. e paribhASA che sAdhyanI, maMjilanI. dharmanI bIjI paribhASA karI sAdhanAnI. yAM sAdhana, kayo dharma ? ahiMsA, saMyama ane tapa. ATaluM nAnakaDuM sUtra dharma mATe, kadAca jagatamAM koie kahyuM nahIM hoya, jemAM pUro dharma samAi jAya. to ahiMsA, saMyama ane tapanI vyavasthA pahelAM ApaNe samajIe, pachIthI enI AMtarikatAmAM praveza karI zakIzuM. 74 ahiMsA dharmano AtmA che, kendra che. tapa e dharmanI paridhi(circumference) che ane saMyama kendra ane paridhine joDanAra eka setu che. ema samajIe ke ahiMsA AtmA che, tapa zarIra che ane saMyama prANa che, AtmA ane zarIrane joDanAra prANa che, zvAsa che. je paLe zvAsa chUTI jaze, tyAre zarIra to haze, AtmA paNa haze, paraMtu tame nahIM ho. saMyama tUTe to tapa hoi zake, ahiMsA paNa hoi zake, paraMtu dharma nahIM hoya. AkhuM vyaktitva vIkharAi jaze. saMyama zvAsa jevo che. mahAvIranI dRSTie ahiMsA AtmA che. mahAvIrane dharmanI vyAkhyA eka ja zabdamAM kahevAnuM kahIe to mahAvIra javAba deze, ahiMsA. mahAvIre kahyuM ja che ke ahiMsA parama dharma che. zA mATe ahiMsA para mahAvIra ATaluM jora Ape che? koie mahAvIra jeTaluM jora ahiMsA para ApyuM nathI. koie dharmanI vyAkhyA karI paramAtmA, koie kahyuM AtmA, koie kahyuM sevA, koie kahyuM dhyAna. koi kahe che samAdhi, koi kahe che yoga; koi kahe che prArthanA to koi kahe che pUjA. paraMtu mahAvIrane pUchIe to emanA aMtaratamamAM ekamAtra zabda guMjI rahyo che, te che ahiMsA. mahAvIrane mAnavAvALA 'ahiMsA'no jevo artha kare che, evo ja saMkucita artha jo 'ahiMsA'no hoya to teo bhUla kare che. teo evo bAliza artha kare che ke 'ahiMsA eTale bIjAne duHkha na ApavuM te.` mahAvIrane Avo artha abhipreta nathI. dharmanI paribhASA karavAmAM 'bIjAne' vacamAM lAvavAnI vAta mahAvIra sahana nahIM kare. A thoDuM bArIkAithI samajIe. dharmanI paribhASA svabhAva che, paNa dharmanI paribhASA, bIjAne vacamAM lAvIne karavI paDe ke bIjAMne du:kha na Apo e dharma che, to Avo panirbhara dharma, je bIjA para kendrita thai jAya, te mahAvIrane pasaMda nahIM paDe. mahAvIra to 'bIjAMne sukha Apo e dharma che.' ema paNa nahIM kahe. kAraNake ema kahevAmAM paNa bIjuM hAjara rahe che. mahAvIra to kahe che, dharma tyAM che, jyAM 'bIjuM' koi che ja nahIM. eTale bIjAM para AdhAra rAkhanArI vyAkhyA barAbara nathI. vaLI A saMdarbhamAM eka bIjI vAta paNa samajI laie. bIjAne du:kha na Apo evI dharmanI paribhASA thai zaktI nathI. kAraNake mahAvIra mAnatA nathI ke tame koine du: kha ApI zako cho jyAM sudhI koi duHkha levA cAhatuM na hoya. ApaNI eka bhrAMti che ke ApaNe bIjAne du:kha ApI zakIe
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________________ namo arihaMtANam: maMtra chIe. A bhrAMtino AdhAra eka bIjI bhrAMti para che ke ApaNe bIjA thI du:kha pAmI zakIe chIe ke bIjAthI sukha pAmI zakIe chIe ke ApaNe bIjAne sukha ApI zakIe chIe. A banne bhrAMti eka ja AdhAra para UbhI che. jo tame bIjAMne du: kha ApI zakatA ho, to zuM tame ema mAno cho ke tame mahAvIrane paNa du: kha ApI zako ? 75 nA, tame mahAvIrane du:kha na ApI zako. kAraNake mahAvIra du: kha levA mATe rAjI nathI. tame tene ja duHkha ApI zako, je duHkha levA taiyAra hoya. tamane e vAta jANIne Azcarya thaze ke tame du: kha levA mATe eTalA utsuka cho ke jeno koi hisAba nathI. tame jANe prArthanA karI rahyA cho ke tamane koi du:kha Ape. A vAta sIdhesIdhI samajAya tevI nathI. ene mATe aMtaramAM thoDI khoja karavI paDaze. koi mANasa tamArI covIse kalAka prazaMsA kare to tamane khAsa kAMi sukha nahIM maLe, paraMtu jo koi tamane eka gALa Ape to te tamane tamArI AkhI jiMdagIbhara yAda raheze ane duHkha ApyA karaze. koi mANasa tamArI varSo sudhI sevA kare to tenuM tamane khAsa sukha nahIM maLe, paraMtu te tamArI viruddha koi phariyAda ke kharAba zabdo vAparaze to tamane enuM eTaluM badhuM duHkha thaze ke agAu maLeluM thoDuM sukha paNa vyartha thai jaze enAthI zuM siddha thAya che ? enAthI e ja siddha thAya che ke tame jeTalA sukha levA mATe Atura nathI teTalA du: kha levA mATe Atura cho. eTale ke tamArI utsukatA jeTalI du:kha levAmAM che eTalI sukha levAmAM nathI. koie mane ogaNIsa vAra namaskAra karyA hoya paNa eka vAra namaskAra na karyA hoya to meM 19 vAra thayelA namaskAramAMthI jeTaluM sukha nahIM lIdhuM hoya tenAthI anekagaNuM du:kha huM eka vAra namaskAra na maLyAthI bhogavIza. AzcaryanI vAta che ! kharekhara to tamane e vyakti vIsa vAra namaskAra na kare, tyAre hisAba barAbara thAya. eTale vIsa vAra namaskAra na kare tyAM sudhI to du: kha levAne koi kAraNa ja nathI. paraMtu nAnI nAnI vAto du:kha ApI jAya che. ApaNe du:kha levA mATe ATalA badhA saMvedanazIla kema chIe? enuM eka ja kAraNa che ke ApaNe bIjA pAsethI eTaluM badhuM sukha meLavavA icchIe chIe ke e icchA ja ApaNA mATe duHkha prAsa thavAno daravAjo banI jAya che. bIMA pAsethI sukha to maLatuM ja nathI, maLI zakatuM nathI, paraMtudu:kha maLI zake che je ApaNe lIdhA karIe chIe. bIjAMne duHkha na devuM evo ahiMsAno artha che ema mahAvIra nathI kahetA. bIjo du:kha levA na mAgato hoya to ene du:kha kevI rIte ApI zakAya; ane je du:kha levo mAgato hoya ane ene koi du:kha nahI Ape topaNa e lai leze. evI vyakti tamArI rAha joine besI nahIM rahe. jene duHkha levuM che te AkAzamAMthI paNa duHkha lai leze. evA loko ati kalpanAzIla hoya che. teo evA aviSkAra kare che jeno koi joTo nahIM maLe. teo tamArA UThavAmAMthI, besavAmAMthI, cAlavAmAMthI, koi paNa cIja mAMthI du:kha grahaNa karI leze. tame nahIM bolo topaNa du:khI thaze, tame cupa rahezo to ya du:khI thaze ke tame cupa kema beThA cho ?
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________________ dharma eTale svabhAvamAM sthira rahevuM te eka mahilA mArI pAse AvI kahe che ke mArA patinuM huM zuM karuM? jo huM boluM chuM to vivAda Ubho thAya che, jo nathI bolatI to pUche che, zuM thayuM che tane? naboluM to emane ema thAya che ke huM nArAja chuM. jo huM boluM to thoDI vAramAM nArAjI pedA thavAnI ja che. to huM zuM karuM? boluM ke na boluM? e mahilAne huM zuM salAha ApuM? jeTalAM duHkhatamane maLI rahyAM che tenA navANuM TakAtamArI zodhanAM pariNAma che. jarA vicAra karo ke tame duHkhanI zodha karavAmAM kevI kevI tarakIbo karo cho. kAraNake duHkhI thayA vinA tame rahI zaktA nathI. mANasa sukhI hoya to jIvI zake che, athavA du:khI hoya to jIvI zake che. banne vinA jIvI zakato nathI. jIvavA mATe duHkha sAruM bahAnuM che. duHkhI mANasa potAnI kathA, rasapUrvaka, vadhArI caDhAvI moTI kare che. eka soyalAgI gaI hoya to talavArathI ochuM duHkhaene thatuM nathI. tame koI DaoNkTara pAse java ane e tamane kahI dake Aje tame bilakula bImAra nathI, to tamane duHkha thaze, tamane DaoNkTaranI AvaData para zaMkA Avaze. koI bIjA moTA DaoNkaTara khoLavA paDaze. tamArA jevA moTA mANasane koI bImArI nathI evuM kevI rIte bane? athavA koI DaoNkTara tamane kahI de ke 'khAsa koI bImArI nathI, tame ghera jaI mAtra garama pANI pI leje to enAthI tamArA manane saMtoSanahIM thAya. eTalA mATe ja DaoNkTaro emanI davAonAM nAma leTina bhASAmAM lakhe che, bhalene pachI teno artha thato hoya ajamAnuM pANI, paraMtu leTina bhASAmAM lakhelI davAnuM lisTa laIne dardIeka eMTathI ghera Ave che. duHkhana hoya to jivAyakevI rIte? jIvavAnuM kAraNa hovuM joIe. jo AnaMdana hoyato duHkhato hovuM joIe. mArka Tavena eka ghaNI anubhavI mANasa hato. mAnavI ane enA mananAM UMDANamAM utaravAnI enI eka AgavI daSTi ane zakti hatI. eNe kahyuM che ke kAMto tame mArI prazaMsA karo athavA mArI TIkAkaro ke mAruM apamAna karo, paraMtu tame taTasthanarahetA. taTastha rahezo to mane duHkha thaze. joIe to mane gALa Apo. enAthI ochAmAM ochuM mane ema to lAge che ke huM paNa kaMika chuM! paraMtu tame mArI sAme najara paNa nakaro ane pasAra thaI jAva, tame mane gALana Apo. mAruM sanmAna na karo to enAthI mane tame evI coTa pahoMcADo cho ke jeno huM badalo lIdhA vinA nahIM rahuM. AvI upekSAno badalo loko jeTalo le che teTalo koI du:khI kare teno letA nathI. tame khyAla karazo to tamane samajAze ke je mANasa tamArI upekSA kare che, tamArI sAme joto paNa nathI te tamane vadhAre duHkha pahoMcADe che. jisasa ane mahAvIra jevI vyaktionI ApaNe ATalI satAmaNI eTalA mATe karI ke e lokoe ApaNI paravAnakarI, ApaNA pratye dhyAna na ApyuM. ApaNe emane patthara mAryA to e loko ema ja UbhA rahyA, ke jANe kAMI banyuM ja nathI. to emanA AvA vartanathI paNa ApaNane pIDA thAya che. nItsa nAme vicAraka thaI gayo. mAnavaitihAsamAM enA jevI bahu thoDI vyaktio che je
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________________ namo arihaMtANam: maMtrI 77 mAnavInA mananI UMDI gaherAImAM UtarI zakI. nItsae kahyuM che ke koI tamArA gAla para tamAco mAre ane tame sAme bIjo gAla dharI do to enAthI bahu moTuM apamAna sAmenI vyaktinuM thAya che. eNe jisasa mATe kahyuM ke jisase bIjo gAla dharI devAnI lokone salAha ApavAmAM bhUla karI che. nItsae kahyuM ke je tamane tamAco mAre tene sAme eka samasamato tamAco tame mArazo to ene eka prakAranI ijjata maLaze.jyAre tame bIje gAla enI sAme dharI dezo to e mANasane tame kIDAmakoDAnI kakSA para utArI dezo. enuM moTuM apamAna thaI jaze. e te sahana nahI kare, e tamane phAMsI para laTakAvaze. AvI rIte ApaNe kyAreya vicAratA nathI, paNa A vAta sAcI che. satya evuM ajaba hoya che, vicitra hoya che ke enI ApaNe kalpanA karI zakatA nathI. koI tamArI upekSA kare to e tamane zatruthI paNa vadhAre bhayAnaka lAge kAraNake tamAro zatru tamArI upekSA nathI karato. e tamane zatru banAvavA jeTalI mAnyatA-yogyatA bakSe che. ApaNe duHkha mATe paNa utsuka chIe. chevaTe thoDuM duHkhato Apo, sukha na ApI zako to? kAMI paNa Apo, duHkha Apazo to paNa cAlaze, paNa Apo.ApaNe eTalA saMvedanazIla chIe ke ApaNI badhI Indriyo sajAgapaNe kyAMkathI du:kha maLatuM hoya to tene cUkI na javAya evo avasara cAlIna jAya, enI kALajI rAkhIe chIe. duHkhato ApaNA jIvananuM kAraNa che ! eTale mahAvIranI ahiMsAno artha "bIjAne duHkhana Apo evo nathI, kAraNa ke mahAvIra jANe che ke koI koIne duHkha ApI zakatuM nathI, tema koI koIne sukha ApI zakatuM nathI. mahAvIranI ahiMsAno ema paNa artha nathI ke koIne tame mArazo nahIM ke mArI nAkhazo nahIM. kAraNake mahAvIra bahu sArI rIte samajatA hatA ke A jagatamAM koI koIne mArI nAkhI zakatuM nathI. mahAvIrathI vadhu koNa jANatuM haze ke mRtyu asaMbhava che, ke koI maratuM nathI. mahAvIra to A vAta bahu sArI rIte samajatA hatA. paraMtu mahAvIranA anuyAyIoe 'aMhisA zabdanA bahu sAdhAraNa arthakya, ahiMsAne sAmAnya arthomAM samajAvavI. emaNe artho karyA ke ahiMsA eTale moM para paTTI bAMdhI rAkhavI, ke saMbhALIne rastA para cAlavuM jethI koI jIvajaMtuna marI jAya, ke rAtre pANI pIvuM jethI hiMsA thaI jAya. A badhI vAto ThIka che. moM para paTTI bAMdhI rAkhavAnuM sAruM che. pANI gALIne pIvAno kAMI vAMdho nathI, svaccha pANI pIvA maLaze. jamIna para paga saMbhALIne mUkavA te paNa sAruM che, paNa ethI evA bhramamAM rahevAnI jarUra nathI ke tame koIne mArI zako cho. koine du:khana devuM te sAruM che, paraMtu tame koIne duHkha ApI zako cho, evuM mAnavuM te bhrama che. A bAbatane bahu bArIkAIthI samajavA jevI che. huM ema nathI kaheto ke koIne jaIne mAro ke IjA pahoMcADo. koI koIne mArI nAkhI zake tema to che ja nahIM. mahAvIranI ahiMsAno artha ghaNo
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________________ - dharma eTale svabhAvamAM sthira 2hevuM te UMco che, buddhanI 'tathAtA" nA artha jevo -'tathAtA" no artha che ke je kAMI che teno saMpUrNa svIkAra (total acceptability) je jevuM che teno svIkAra che. ame emAM kAMI paNa pheraphAra karavA mAgatA nathI. eka kIDI rastA para cAlI rahI che. enA rastAmAM rukAvaTa UbhI karanAra ApaNe koNa chIe? mAro enA para paga paNa paDI jAya, to huM enA rastAmAM pheraphAra karanAruM kAraNa nirmANa karuM chuM. rastAo aneka che. kIDIhamaNAM potAnA baccAM mATe bhojana ekaThuM karavA jaI rahI hoya, ApaNane khabara nathI ke kIDInA jagatanuM paNa eka Ayojana che. huM enI vacce zA mATe AvuM? evuM paNa nathI ke huM enA mArgamAM AvavAthI bacI ja zakIza. paraMtu mahAvIra kahe che ke huM mArA taraphathI eTalI kALajI rAkhuM ke huM koInA mArganI vacamAM na AvuM. jarUrI nathI ke evI kALajI rAkhI ja zakIza. jarUrI nathI ke huM kIDI para paga mUkuM, to e marI ja jAya. kIDI pote paNa huM cAlato hou tyAre mArA paga nIce jAte doDI AvIne paNa karI zake che. e kIDI pote jANe, enuM Ayojana zuM che te ? mahAvIra jANe che ke A jIvananA mArga para badhA potapotAnI yojanAmAM vyasta che. e Ayojana paNa kAMI nAnuM nathI, bahu moTuM che, janmojanmathI cAlyuM Ave che. karmono bahu moTo vistAra che. enAM potAnAM karmonI, phaLonI lAMbI yAtrA che. huM koInI yAtrAnA mArgamAM, koI paNa kAraNasara bAdhArUpananIvaDuM. huM mArI pagadaMDI paramArI meLe cUpacApa cAlato rahuM. mArA kAraNe koInA mArga para kAMI paNa aDacaNa UbhI na thAya. huM evo thaI jAuM ke jANe chuM ja nahIM. eTale "ahiMsA'no mahAvIrano artha che ke huM evo thaI jAuke jANe chuM ja nahIM. AkaDI Araste evI rIte pasAra thaI jAya ke jANe huM enA mArga para kyAreya cAlyo ja nahoto.A pakSIo A vRkSo para ema ja beThAM rahe, te jANe huMe vRkSanIce kyAreya beThonahato. AgAmanA loko ema ja jIvyA kare ke jANe huM emanA gAmamAMthI pasAra ja na thayo hou. jANe mAruM koI astitva nathI. mahAvIranI ahiMsAno UMDAmAM UMDo artha che mArI anupasthiti, mArI gerahAjarI. mArI upasthiti kyAMya paNa eTalI pragADha na banI jAya, ke jethI mArI kyAtI koI mATe jarAsarakhI aDacaNa UbhI kare ke bAdhArUpa nIvaDe. huM evuM jIvuM ke jANe chuM ja nahIM, mArA jIvavA chatAM huM mArI jAuM. AthI UlaTuM ApaNe kevI rIte jIvIe chIe? A vAta aneka dizAothI samajavI paDaze. ApaNo prayatna zuM che? ApaNo prayatna haMmezA evo che ke ApaNe chIe tenI badhAne khabara hovI joIe. ApaNI jIvanapaddhati evI hoya che ke ApaNI hayAtIno badhAne anubhava thAya. eTalA mATe ja rAjanIti ApaNA para ATalo prabhAva pADe che. rAjanaitika DhaMgathI ApaNI hayAtInI jeTalI jANa ApaNe bIjAne karAvI zakIe chIe teTalI bIjI koI rIte zakya nathI. mATe ja AkhA jIvana para rAjanIti chavAI jAya che. rAjanItino kharo artha karIe to te eTalo ja ke badhAne ApaNI hAjarInI jANa thavI joIe. huM kAMIka chuM. lokone huM DaMkhuM, mArA kAMTAno dareka sthaLe anubhava thAya, mArI hAjarIno badhAne khyAla Ave. koI mArI noMdha lIdhA vinA pasAranA
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________________ namo arihaMtANama:maMtra thaI jAya. enAthI taddana viruddha mahAvIra kahe che ke huM evo javuM ke mArI hAjarIno koIne khyAlana Ave, evo pasAra thaI jAuM ke jANe huM hato ja nahIM. eka bIjI rIte samajIe to ApaNI hAjarIno anubhava karAvavAnI kozizanuM nAma hiMsA che. bIjAne ApaNI hAjarInI noMdha levI paDe evuM kAMI karavAmAM hiMsA che. pati, potAnI patnIne, potAnI hAjarIno khyAla rahyA kare e rIte varte athavA patnI evuM varte ke tame oraDAmAM ekalA, chApuM vAMcI rahyA ho, tyAre paNa tamane khyAla rahe ke patnI gharamAM che. patnI chApAMnI duzmana banI zake che, kAraNa ke chApuM patnInI upasthitinI ADe Ave che. eTale e tamAruM chApuM jhUMTavI, phADIne pheMkI daI zake che. tamArI copaDIo dUra karI zake che. reDiyo sAMbhaLatAM tamane aTakAvI zake che. bicAro pati eTalA mATe reDiyo vagADato hoya che ane chApuM ADuM rAkhato hoya che ke jethI ene patnInI hAjarInI noMdhana levI paDe. ApaNe badhA evA prayatnamAM saMlagna chIe ke ApaNI hAjarInI badhAne jANa thAya. paraMtu bIjAnI hAjarIno ApaNane anubhavana thAya, A hiMsA che. A eka ja sikkAnI be bAjuo che. jyAre mArI IcchA evI hoya ke mArI hAjarInI tamane khabara paDe tyAre sAthesAthe mArI e paNa IcchA hoya che ke tamArI hAjarInI mane khabara na paDe. A banne vAta banAvI zakya nathI. mAtra mArI ja hAjarInI tamane khabara paDe, evuM tyAre ja banI zake ke jyAre huM tamArI hAjarIne evI hatI nahatI karI dau ke jANe tame cho ja nahIM. ApaNI badhAnI e ja koziza che ke ApaNI hAjarI ekadama saghana banI jAya, ghaTTa banI jAya ane bIjAnI hAjarI maTI jAya. A hiMsA che. ahiMsA AthI taddana UlaTI che. bIjA badhA hAjara rahe ane te evI rIte rahe ke mArI hAjarInuM emane bhAna na thAya. huMevI rIte pasAra thaI jAu ke koIne khabara paNa na paDe ke huM hato. ahiMsAno UMDo artha che anupasthita vyaktitva. ApaNe ema kahI zakIe ane mahAvIre ema kahyuM che ke ahaMkAra hiMsA che ane nirahaMkAra ahiMsA che. ahaMkAra potAnI upasthitino prabhAva pADavA cAhe che. game te rIta hoya, paraMtu ApaNe badhA ApaNA ahaMkAranuM pradarzana karavAno ja prayatna karI rahyA chIe. koI hIrAno hAra paherIne UbhA che, to koI kiMmatI suMdara vastro paherIne UbhA che, koI nagna-vastrahIna ubhA che. eka ja koziza che ke bIjAne khabara paDe ke "huM chuM.' hu koIne zAMtithI besavA devA mAgato nathI. tamAre kabUla karavuM ja paDaze ke huM chuM. nAnAM nAnAM bALako paNa AvI hiMsAmAM niSNAta banI jAya che. tamane kadAca khyAla haze ke jyAre gharamAM mahemAna hoya tyAre bALako vadhAre tophAna kare che. koI gharamAM na hoya tyAre bALako zAMtithI kAMIka karatAM hoya che, paraMtu jevuM koI gharamAM Ave che ke tarata teo tamArI sAme pacIsa savAla UbhA kare che, vAraMvAra tamArI pAse Ave che, keTalIka cIjo pADI nAkhe che. bALaka kema Ama kare che? e mAtra dhyAna dorI rahela che, ke e pote paNa che. e kahe che ke, huM paNa chuM, ane tame ene kaho cho ke 'zAMta besa, tophAnana karIza.' tame ema kaho ke e hAjara na hoya tema bese. vRddha
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________________ 80 dharma eTale svabhAvamAM sthira rahevuM te mANasa paNa ema kahe che ane bALaka paNa ema kahe che. bALakane paNa Azcarya thAya che ke jyAre gharamAM koI mahemAna nathI hotA tyAre to ene zAMta rahevAnuM koI kahetuM nathI. tame doDAdoDI karo, bUmo pADo to paNa tyAre bALakone pitA zAMta rahevAnuM kahetA nathI. paraMtu jyAre koI mahemAna Ave che tyAre ja kema zAMta rahevAnuM kahevAmAM Ave che? bALakane thAya che ke mahemAna gharamAM Ave to tene te potAnI hAjarI kaMI karIne batAvI zake. bALakane AgrahapUrvaka mahemAnane kaMika jaNAvavAnuM mana che, jethI e pote che tenI noMdha le. e ghoSaNA karavA mAge che ke "huM chuM. kyAreka mahemAnonI hAjarImAM bALako evI jIda pakaDe che ke mAbApa paNa herAna thaI jAya che. ke koI vAra nahIMne Aje kema ATalI jIda emanuM bALaka pakaDe che! jANe bALaka mahemAnane batAvI devA mAge che ke A gharamAM mAlika koNa che? konuM cAle che? chevaTe nirNAyaka koNa che? nAnAM bALako paNa rAjanIti zIkhI jAya che kAraNake ApaNo Akho samAja, ApaNuM badhuM Ayojana, ApaNI AkhI saMskRti, ahaMkAranI, adharmanI saMskRti che, AkhI duniyAmAM AvuM che. mAnavI Aja sudhI dharmamaya saMskRtino vikAsa karI zakyo nathI. Aja sudhI ApaNe ApaNA ahaMkArane kabUla nathI karI zakyA, ApaNe mahAvIranI vAta sAMbhaLatA ja nathI. mahAvIra dharmanI saMskRtinA eka strota banI zakyA hota. mahAvIra to kahe che ke jeTalI tamArI upasthiti ochI khabara paDe, eTaluM maMgaLa che. tame cho ja nahIM evAthaI jazo, tamAruM tema ja bIjAnuM kalyANa ja che. ' mahAvIrane ghara choDIne javuM hatuM. emanI mAe kahyuM, 'jazo nahI, jazo to mane duHkha thaze." mahAvIra nA gayA. kAraNake javA mATe paNa jIda rAkhavAthI, emanI thAtInuM bIjAne bhAna thatuM hatuM. mahAvIrane badale bIjuM koI hota to eno tyAga phaMphADA mArata ane jozamAM AvIne kaheta koNa mA ane koNa bApa? badhA saMbaMdha nakAmA che-A to saMsAra che.' jeTaluM samajAvavAmAM Avata, eTalA vadhu jozamAM AvI jAta. tamArA samajAvavAnA kAraNe adhika loko sanyAsI ane tyAgI banI jAya che. bhUlecUke samajAvavAnI koziza na karazo. koI kahe ke "huM jAuM ,' to kaho 'bhale jaI zako cho, amArA namaskAra.' to e mANasa jatA pahelAM pacIsa vAra vicAra karaze. paraMtu tame ene rokavAno jeTalo prayatna karazo, eTaluM vadhAre ghara choDIne enuM javuM mahatvanuM banI jaze. AthI vyaktitvanI laDAI zarU thAya che. AsapAsanA lAgatA vaLagatA loko, rokavAno Agraha na kare to tyAgI lokonI saMkhyA ochI thaI jaze. navANuM TakA jatA rokAI jaze. emAM ja duniyAnuM hita che. je dasa TakA loko kharekhara ghara choDIne jaze, emano tyAga garimApUrNa banI raheze. mahAvIra rokAI gayA. mAne paNa Azcarya thayuM. A kevo tyAga ! mahAvIre pharI eka paNa vAra na pUchuyuM. vAta ja choDI dIdhI. mAnAM maraNa sudhI pharIthI teNe vAta na uccArI, pachI jyAre emanI mAtAnuM maraNa thayuM tyAre ghera pAchA pharatAM emanA moTA bhAIne mahAvIre pUchyuM, 'have huM jaI zakuM
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________________ namo arihaMtANam: maMtra chuM ? javAthI mAne du:kha thAya ema hatuM. have to e che nahIM.' mahAvIranA moTA bhAie kahyuM, 'amArA para du:khano moTo pahADa tUTI paDayo che, mAnuM maraNa thayuM che ane tuM amane choDIne javAnI vAta kare che? bhUlecUke paNa evI vAta pharI na karIza." mahAvIra cUpa thai gayA. be varSa sudhI emanA bhAine paNa thayA karyuM ke A te kevo tyAga? pharIthI pUchyuM ja nahIM. potAnI hAjarIne ATalI badhI haTAvI levAnuM nAma che ahiMsA. 81 e be varSa daramiyAna kuTuMbanA sabhyone paNa thoDI ciMtA thavA lAgI ke ame mahAvIra para koi julama to nathI karatAne ? bhAine paNa ciMtA thavA lAgI ke mahAvIra A gharamAM che paraMtu e to evI rIte rahe che ke jANe che ja nahIM. bAjumAMthI evI rIte pasAra thai jAya che ke enAM pagalAMno avAja suddhAM na saMbhaLAya. gharamAM koine kAMi kaheto nathI, ke jethI koine khabara paNa na paDe ke mahAvIra gharamAM che. koine kAMi salAha Apato nathI. beThAbeThA je banI rahyuM te joyA kare che. sarve koino sAkSI banI rahyo che. divasonA divaso sudhI ATalA moTA mahelamAM mahAvIra kayAM che tenI khabara nahotI paDatI, to pachI tapAsa karAvavAmAM AvatI tyAre mahAvIra jaDatA hatA. eTale emanA moTA bhAi ane bIjAoe besIne vicAra karyoke mahAvIra to amArA kahevAthI rokAi gayA che. amane koi duHkha ke AghAta na lAge mATe rokAyA che. amArI icchAnuM ullaMghana karI, amane du:kha pahoMcADavAnI emane jarA paNa icchA nathI, eTale chevaTa e badhAe bhegA thai mahAvIrane kahyuM : 'eka arthamAM tame to gharanI bahAra ja jai cUkayA cho, have to evuM lAge che ke mAtra tamAruM pArthiva zarIra ahIM paDI rahyuM che. tame to A gharamAM cho ja nahIM, to have ame tamArA mArgamAMthI haTI jaie chIe. kAraNake amAre tamane koi kAraNa vinA rokavA nathI. tame jai zako cho.' ATaluM sAMbhaLyuM ne tarata mahAvIra cAlI nIkaLyA. AnuM nAma ahiMsA. ahiMsAno artha che gahanatama anupasthiti-eTale ja meM kahyuM ke buddhano je tathAtAno bhAva che te ja mahAvIrano ahiMsAno bhAva che. tathAtAno artha che jevuM che teno svIkAra. ahiMsAno e artha che bahAranI koi paNa cIjavastune badalavAno jarA paNa prayatnana karavo. je kAMi banI rahyuM che te ThIka che. amArI hiMsA zemAMthI pragaTa thAya che? banI rahyuM che tema banavuM joie, ame icchIe chIe tema na banavuM joie. to evA Agrahane kAraNe hiMsA pedA thaze, eTale A yugamAM parivartananI AkAMkSA ane Agraha jeTalAM vadhe che eTalA loko vadhAre hiMsaka thatA jAya che. mahAvIranI ahiMsAno UMDAmAM UMDo e artha che ke je kAMi banI rahyuM che te mATe ame rAjI chIe. hiMsAno koi savAla nathI. kAMi parivartana karavuM nathI. tame eka tamAco mArI dIdho-ThIka che, amAre kAMi karavuM nathI. ame rAjI chIe. vAta pUrI thai gai. jisasa jeTalI paNa pratyuttara ApavAnI amArI icchA nathI. jisase to koi tamAco mAre to bIjo gAla dharI devAnI salAha ApelI. bIjo gAla dharI devo e paNa eka uttara che.
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________________ dharma eTale svabhAvamAM sthira rahevuM te mahAvIra kahe che ke kAMi paNa'karavuM e ja hiMsA che. akarma ahiMsA che. koie tamAco mArI dIdho, ThIka che, jANe eka vRkSanuM sUkuM pAna kharI paDayuM. tame tamArA raste cAlI gayA. koie gALa ApI, tame sAMbhaLIne AgaLa vadhI gayA, kSamA ApavAno paNa prazna Ubho thato nathI kAraNake kSamA ApavI e paNa eka kRtya che. pANImAM uThelI lahera enI meLe zamI jaze. cAre bAju karmonI lahero UThayA kare che, ApoApa zamI javA devAnI che. tamAre kAMi karavAnuM nathI. tamAre cupacApa pasAra thai javAnuM che. 82 jagatamAM je kAMi tamArI AsapAsa banI rahyuM che tene banavA devAnuM che. e enI meLe uThaze ane zamI jaze. enA UThavAnA niyama che, zamI javAnA niyama che. kAraNa vinA tamAre vacamAM AvavAnI jarUra nathI. tame cupacApa dUra UbhA rahejo. taTastha rahejo. ema ja samajajo ke tame cho ja nahIM. koi tamAco mAre to ema samajajo ke tame cho ja nahIM, to koNa javAba Ape? gAla koNa dharaze, sAmI gALa koNa Apaze, kSamA paNa koNa Apaze? AvI tamAma gerahAjarImAM karmanI UThelI dhArA, potAnI meLe pANInI laheranI jema zamI jaze. tame ene aDavA paNa na jatA. hiMsAno artha che, huM jevuM cAhuM chuM tevuM jagata bane. umara khayyAme kahyuM che ke mAruM cAle ane prabhu tuM mane zakti Ape to huM AkhI duniyAno nAza karIne bIjI banAvI dauM. tamAruM cAle to tame paNa duniyAne che tevI rahevA do ? duniyA to bahu moTI cIja che, tame nAnI moTI badhI cIjone badalI nAkho, umara khayyAmanA A vaktavyamAM AkhI mAnava jAtinI kAmanA pragaTa thai che ane hiMsA paNa pragaTa thai che. mahAvIrane jo pUrI zakti ApavAmAM Ave to e to badhuM jevuM che tevuM ja rahevA de kAMi paNa nA kare. na lAotsenuM vacana che ke prajAne jenI hAjarIno khyAla paNa na Ave te zreSThatama samrATa che. mahAvIranI ahiMsAno artha che, evA thai javuM ke tamArI hAjarIno koine khyAla na Ave. paraMtu ApaNo to evo prayatna che ke ApaNI hAjarIno badhAne khyAla hovo joie. jANe badhAnuM dhyAna ApaNA para ja kendrita rahe, jANe badhI AMkho ApaNA tarapha maMDAi jAya ! A hiMsA che. ApaNe Akho vakhata icchA karyAM karIe chIe ke AvuM ja bane, AvuM na bane. zA mATe AvI icchA thayAM kare che? ApaNe doDI rahyA chIe, A makAna maLe, A dhana maLe, A pada maLe. to badhuM meLavavA mATe hiMsA AcaravI paDe. hiMsA vinA vAsanAtRpti thatI nathI. vAsanA pAchaLanI doDa hiMsA vinA pUrI thatI nathI. ApaNe ema samajI zakIe chIe ke vAsanA pUrI karavA mATe je zaktinI jarUrata che te zakti hiMsAnuM rUpa dhAraNa kare che. mANasa jeTalo vAsanAgrasta haze teTalo e vadhAre hiMsaka banaze. jeTalo vAsanAmukta mANasa raheze teTalo ahiMsaka raheze. mahAvIra ema kahetA hatA ke tame ahiMsaka rahezo to tamane mokSa maLI jaze. mokSa pAmavAnI A vAsanA haze to tamArI ahiMsA paNa hiMsaka banI jaze. keTalAya loko eTalA badhA ahiMsAnI pAchaLa lAgI jAya che ke e ahiMsAnI vAsanA emane hiMsaka banAvyA vinA choDatI nathI. ahiMsaka sAdhako ahiMsaka rahI
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________________ namo arihaMtANam: maMtra zakatA nathI, e to eTalA badhA AgrahI hoya che ke badhuM dAva para lagADI de che. eka evI haTha para caDI gayA che ke ahiMsaka banIne ja jaMpIzuM, AvA bhAvamAM UMDe UMDe hiMsA bharI paDI che. 83 mahAvIra kahe che ke je meLavavA jevuM che te maLeluM ja che. ApaNe kAMi badalavAnuM nathI. jagata enA niyama pramANe badalAyA kare che. krAMti karavAnuM koi kAraNa nathI. krAMti ApoApa thai rahI che. paraMtu krAMtikArIone evuM lAgyA kare che ke teo krAMti karI rahyA che. A to evuM che ke sAgaranA pravAhamAM vahetuM koi taNakhaluM, pANInA mojAnAM zikhara para pahoMcI vicAreke A mojuM meM uThAvyuM che. A meM sAMbhaLyuM che ke eka vAra jagannAthano ratha maMdiranI bahAra yAtrA karI rahyo hato tyAre eka kUtaruM e rathanI AgaLa thai gayuM-cAre bAju jagannAtha para phUla varasI rahyAM hatAM. aneka loko praNAma karI rahyA hatA. loko rastA para sUi jaine praNAma karI rahyA hatA. kUtarAne A badhuM joine thayuM ke hA ! kevuM Azcarya ! mane loko mAtra praNAma kare che, eTaluM ja nahIM, mArI pAchaLa suvarNano ratha paNa AvI rahyo che.' kUtarA jevA ApaNA hAla che. cIjaivaskI nAme eka vaijJAnikane sTAlIne kedamAM pUrI dIdho ane pachI marAvI nAkhyo. cIjaivaskIe evuM vidhAna karyuM hatuM ke pRthvI paranI Rtuo ane havAmAnamAM krAMtikArI pheraphAronuM mULa kAraNa, sUryamAM thayA karatuM vaidyutika parirvatana che. dara agiyAra varSe evA pheraphAra sUryamAM thAya che ane enA pariNAme, pRthvI para rogacALo, yuddho ane aneka prakAranA upadrava thayA kare che. eNe badhAM yuddhanI ghaTanAone, suryamAM thatA pheraphAro sAthe, vaijJAnika abhyAsa pachI joDI dIdhI. jhekoslovakiyAnA prAga zaheramAM eka moTI prayogazALA che. emAM esTronomikala bartha kanTrolakhagoLazAstranA AdhAre saMtati niyamana-para vaijJAniko abhyAsa karI rahyA che. tamane jANIne Azcarya thaze ke paMdara varSomAM saMtati niyamana mATe koi paNa prakAranI goLI khAvAnI ke koi kRtrima sAdhana vAparavAnI jarUra nahIM paDe. strI je divase pedA thai, ke je divasomAM e strInA svayaMnuM garbha dhAraNa thayuM hatuM, te tArIkhomAM, sUrya ane caMdra para thatA pharephAronA hisAba lagAvI e vaijJAnika nakkI kare che, ke kyA kyA divasoe, e strI garbha dhAraNa karI zakaze. e divaso jo choDI devAmAM Ave to AkhA jIvanamAM e strI kyAreya garbha dhAraNa nahIM karI zake. dasa hajAra strIo para thayelA prayogathI A puravAra thayuM che. e vaijJAnika ema paNa kaheto ke strIne, strI ke purUSa bALaka joituM hoya to tenI tArIkho paNa e khaugolika prabhAva parathI nakkI karI zakAya che. tamArA prabhAvothI nahIM, paraMtu khaugolika prabhAvothI bALakanI jAti nakkI thai zake che. jyotiSa pharIthI prabhAvI bane evI saMbhAvanA che. mahAvIra kahe che ke ghaTanAo ghaTI rahI che. tame nAhaka kartA na bano. ahiMsAno artha che akarma. ahiMsAno artha che huM kAMi badalIza nahIM, huM kAMi icchIza nahIM. huM chuM ja nahIM.
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________________ dhamma-sUtra : 1 (ahiMsA) dhammo maMgalamukkiTheM, ahiMsA saMjamo tvo| devA vi taM namasanti, jassa dhamme sayA maNo // . dharma sarvazreSTha bhaMgaNa. (iyo dharma?) ahiMsA, saMyama, ane ta53pI dharbha bhaMga che. manuSyanuM mana AvA dharmamAM sadA salaMgna rahe che, tene devatA paNa namaskAra kare che.
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________________ 5. ahiMsA eTale jIveSaNAnuM mRtyu dhammo maMgalamukkiTheM, ahiMsA saMjamo tavo. ahiMsA, saMyama ane taparUpa dharma maMgaLa che. dharma maMgaLa che, kyo dharma? ahiMsA, saMyama anetaparUpa dharma maMgaLa che. ahiMsAdharmano AtmA che. gaI kAle ahiMsA para thoDI vAto karI. Aje ahiMsAne thoDAMvadhu parimANo dvArA samajIe. hiMsA pedA kema thAya che? hiMsA janma sAthe kema joDAI gaI che? jIvananA aMgeaMgamAM, dareka stara paraphelAI gaI che. jene ApaNe jIvana kahIe chIe te jANe hiMsAno ja vistAra che ema kema che? sauthI vadhu AdhArabhUta kAraNa jo koI hoya to te che jIveSaNA. ApaNI jIvavAnI AkAMkSAmAMthI hiMsA janme che. ApaNe badhA jIvavA mATe Atura chIe. jIvanamAMthI kAMIka phalita na thatuM hoya topaNa akAraNa jIvavA mAgIe chIe. jIvanamAMthI kAMI maLe nahi, mAtra rAkhahAthamAM bacatI hoya topaNa jIvananeM kheMcavA mAgIe chIe. vinsenTa vAnagoganA jIvana para eka adbhuta pustaka lakhAyuM che, enuM nAma che LUST FOR LIFE-jIveSaNA je mahAvIranA jIvana para pustaka lakhavuM hoya to enuM nAma ApavuM paDe *NO LUST FOR LIFE jIveSaNAzUnya." jIvavAno eka pAgala bhAva che, ApaNA manamAM. maravAnI AkharI kSaNa sudhI ApaNe jIvavA mAgIe chIe. pAgalapaNuM jeTaluM vadhAre, jIvavAnI jeTalI koziza vadhAre, teTalA ApaNe bIjA lokonA jIvananA bhoge paNa jIvavA mAgIzuM. kyAreka evI paristhiti pedA thAya ke A jagatano bhoga bhale levAya, paNa huM jo jIvI zakuM to jIvavAne mATe rAjI chuM. badhAno vinAza bhale thAya, paraMtu huM jIvavA taiyAra chuM. jhaveSaNAnA A
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________________ ahiMsA eTale jIveSaNAnuM mRtyu pAgalapaNAmAMthI hiMsAnAM aneka rUpa janme che. maravAnI chellI ghaDI sudhI mAnavI jIvanane jorathI pakaDI rAkhe che. pUchato nathI ke zA mATe jIvavuM ? jIvavAthI zuM maLaze ? 86 mullA nasarUddInane phAMsInI sajA thai hatI. phAMsInA mAMcaDA pAse ene lai javAyo. tyAM eka sIDI hatI jenA para caDhIne mAMcaDA sudhI pahoMcavAnuM hatuM-nasarUdIne sAthe AvelA sipAine kahyuM ke 'huM A sIDI upara nahI caDuM." sipAine ghaNuM Azcarya thayuM. eNe pUchyuM kema nathI caDavu? nasarUddIne kahyuM ke mane lAge che ke A sIDI ghaNI kamajora che. e mAro bhAra sahana karI zake tevI nathI. caDhatAM caDhatAM paDI jAUM, to mArA hAtha-paga tUTI jAya ! phAMsInA mAcaDe caDavAnuM che ! ene sIDI kamajora lAge che ! pelA sipAie kahyuM, 'nasarUdIna pAgala thai gayo che ke zuM ?' jene phAMsI para laTakI javAnuM che thoDI kSaNomAM, eNe zarIranI ATalI darakAra karavAnuM zuM kAraNa che? nasarUddIne kahyu 'AvatI kSaNono zuM bharoso ! kAMi paNa banI jAya ane kadAca phAMsImAMthI bacI javAya ! to laMgaDA thaine mAre jIvavuM nathI. eka vAta nakkI che ke jyAM sudhI huM marI na jAuM tyAM sudhI jIvavAnI pUrI koziza karIza. AvI kamajora sIDI nahI joie !' navI sIDI lAvavAmAM AvI. pachI nasarUdIna mAMcaDA para caDhayo. khUba saMbhALIne caDhyo. enA gaLAmAM phAMsInuM doraDuM bheravAyuM, tyAre mejisTreTa ene pUchyuM, 'nasarUdIna tArI koI AkharI icchA che ? tAre kAMi kahevuM che ?' nasarUddIne kahyuM ke 'hA mAre eka vAta khAsa kahevI che. mAre mATe phAMsI jIvanano pATha siddha thaze.' mejisTreTa samajyo nahIM. eNe kahyuM 'ke ATalo moDo A pATha zIkhavAno zo phAyado ?' nasarUddIne kahyuM, 'jo bIjuM jIvana maLaze to,je kAraNasara mane phAMsInI sajA thai che, tevuM kAma pharIthI saMbhALIne karIza. mAre mATe A eka agatyano pATha zIkhavAno che.' gaLAmAM phAMsI lAgI gai hoya tyAre paNa mAnavI bIjA jIvana vize vicAra karato hoya che. bIjuM jIvana maLe tyAre AvI rIte bhUlacUkamAM pakaDAi na javAya enI kALajI rAkhavAnI che. AvuM ApaNuM mana che. koi paNa kiMmate jIvavuM che, mahAvIra to pUche che, 'jIvavuM zA mATe che ? ' bahu moTo gahana prazna che. je lokoe pUchyuM che ke 'A jagata kema sarjAyuM ? A sRSTInI racanA koNe karI ? mokSa zuM che ?' emanA savAla kAMi khAsa UMDA nathI, bahu upara uparanA che. mahAvIra to pUche che 'jIvavuM che zA mATe ? zA mATe che A jIveSaNA.' A praznomAMthI mahAvIranAM samagra ciMtana ane samagra sAdhanAno janma thayo che.
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________________ namo arihaMtANam maMtra eTale mahAvIra kahe che ke jIvavAnI AkAMzA ja eka pAgalapaNuM che. A jIvavAnI AkAMkSAne kAraNe jIvana jivAya che evuM nathI, paraMtu A AkAMkSAne kAraNe bIjAnA jIvananA bhoga levA mATe doDa pedA thAya che. jo A AkAMkSAne kAraNe jIvana sacavAtuM hoya topaNa ThIka, paraMtu jIvavAnI game teTalI icchA hoya topaNa sAme mota AvIne UbhuM hoya che. keTalAya loko A pRthvI para jIvavAnI koziza karI cUkyA che, paraMtu Akhare maraNa hAtha AvyuM che. to mahAvIra kahe che ke bIjA lokonA jIvanano ApaNA mATe bhoga levA ApaNe taiyAra hoie chIe, chatAM Akhare jo ApaNe maravAnuM ja che to A jIveSaNAnI ghelachA choDavI joie. je vyakti jIveSaNA choDe che te ja sAcI ahiMsaka che. kAraNake jo mAro jIvavAno koi Agraha ja nA hoya to huM koinA jIvanano nAza karavAno vicAra ja na karuM. eTale mahAvIranA ahiMsA sUtranA prANamAM praveza karavo hoya to sUtra che 'jIveSaNAno tyAga.' eno evo artha nathI ke mahAvIranI maravAnI AkAMkSA che. hA AvI bhrAMti A carcAmAMthI thai zake tevI che. 87 ' A vIsamI sadImAM phroiDe, mAnavInA aMtaramAM paDelI be AkAMkSAone pakaDI che. eka AkAMkSA jIveSaNAnI ane bIjI che mRtyunI eSaNA. phroiDe ekanuM nAma ApyuM che. 'EROS-jIvananI icchA,' bIjI AkAkSAnuM nAma ApyuM che 'THANATOS-mRtyunI icchA.' phroiDa kahe che ke jIvavAnI icchA rogiSTa bane che tyAre te mRtyunI icchAmAM badalAi jAya che. A vAta sAcI che. loko AtmahatyA kare che. to zuM loko AtmahatyA kare to mahAvIrane gamaze? jo jIveSaNA khoTI hoya to mRtyu lAvavAnI koziza ucita lekhavI joie. phroiDe kahyuM ke jenI jIveSaNArUgNa banI jAya che te mRtyunI AkAMkSAne kAraNe mare che. e loko potAne mArI nAkhavAnA prayatnamAM lAgI jAya che. lokone AtmahatyA karavAnI koziza karatA paNa ApaNe joie chIe. paraMtu A vize mahAvIranI samaja phroiDa karatAM vadhAre UMDI che. mahAvIra kahe che, AtmahatyA karanAra paNa jIveSaNAthI ja pIDAto hoya che. A vAta samajavA jevI che. evA mANaso AtmahatyA nathI karatA jenI jIveSaNA naSTa thai gai hoya. jIvavuM to che badhAne, paraMtu potAnI zarato mujaba jIvavuM che. mane eka strI gamI che, te maLe to jIvavuM che, nahI to prANatyAga karavo che. enA vinA jIvI nahI zakAya. e strI jo maLI jAya to maravuM nathI. mArI icchA che ke ananya yaza ane pratiSThApUrvaka huM jIvuM. jo mArI pratiSThA ne AbarUno nAza thAya to AtmahatyA bahetara che. nasIbajoge pratiSThA pAchI Ave, AbarU pAchI sacavAi jAya, to motanI chevaTanI ghaDImAMthI paNa pAcho pharI zakuM tema chuM. koinuM dhana saTTA jugAramAM khalAsa thaI jAya, devALuM nIkaLe, moTuM pada maLyuM hoya te chInavAi jAya, to mANasa ApaghAta karavA taiyAra che. Ano zuM artha che? mahAvIra kahe che ke AvA zaratI ApaghAta kAMi mRtyunI icchAmAMthI janmatA nathI. A to jIvavAno prabaLa Agrahe che ke huM amuka rIte jIvIza, nahi to marI jaiza. amuka strI sAthe ja
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________________ L ahiMsA eTaleiveSaNAnuM mRtyu jIvIza, emAM jIvavAnI eSaNA mATeno ja Agraha che. mane AvuM makAna, AvuM padake ATaluM dhana maLaze to ja jIvIza. ena maLe to nahIM javuM. AkAMkSA jIvavAnI che paraMtu enI zarato che. e zarato pUrI na thAyato maravAnI paNataiyArI che. eno artha e che ke UMDeUDe jIvavAnI ja AkAMkSA che. eTale A jagatamAM mahAvIra ja evA ciMtaka che ke jemaNe kahyuM ke 'tamArI jIveSaNA jarA paNa bacI nA hoya to, huM tamane maravAnI paNa rajA ApuM chuM.' A pRthvI para mahAvIra ja evA dharmaciMtaka thayA, jemaNe je jIvavAnI AkAMkSA bilakula bacI nA hoya to maravAnI paNa rajA ApIza ema kahyuM. jene AkAMkSA nahI hoya, tene maravAnI IcchA to haze ja. maravAnI icchA pAchaLa paNa pharI bIjA navA jIvananI AkAMkSA ja hoya che. bahAranAM lakSaNothI bImArI kaI che te nakkI karavAnuM saheluM nathI. so varSa pahelAM elopathInA cikitsAzAstramAM eka roganuM nAma hatuM DropsI' have navAelopathInAM pustakomAM A nAmadekhAtuM nathI. je lakSaNo mATe DropsI' zabda vaparAto hato, te lakSaNo Aje paNa hayAta che, paraMtu have aMgomAM pANI bharAI javuM, e alaga alaga bImArIne kAraNe che e samajAyuM che. pagamAM, hAthamAM, peTamAM pravAhI ekaThuM thaIne sthagita thaI jAya, te mATe pahelAM 'DropsI' zabda vaparAto hato. paraMtu pANI bharAI javuM e eka lakSaNa che, roganAM nAma alaga alaga hoI zake che. hRdayanI bImArInA kAraNe ane kIDanInI bImArInA kAraNe paNa pANI ekaThuM thaI jAya che. eTale have 'DrosI" zabda roga tarIke vaparAto nathI, lakSaNa mATe vaparAya che. lakSaNa eka ja prakAranuM hoya, paraMtu roga eka jana hoya. ema paNa bane ke roga be hoya ane lakSaNa eka ja hoya. mATe lakSaNo parathI bImArI vize cokkasa nirNaya laI zakAto nathI. mahAvIre saMthAro karavAnI anumati ApI. mahAvIre kahyuM ke jenI jIvavAnI AkAMkSAzUnya thaI gaI hoya, te mRtyumAM praveza karI zake che. evA samaye mAnavI pANI ane bhojana baMne levAnuM choDI de. paraMtu bhojana ane pANI choDayA pachI paNa, mAnavI90 divasa sudhI ochAmAM ochuM jIvI zake che, je sAdhAraNa rIte e svastha hoya to. je vyaktinI jIvavAnI AkAMkSA bilakula cAlI gaI hoya, te sAdhAraNa rIte svastha citta ane svastha zarIravALo hovo joIe, kAraNake ApaNI badhI bImArIo jIvavAnI AkAMkSAthI ja pedA thAya che. eTale0 divasa sudhI evI vyakti marI zakatI nathI. pANI ane bhojanano tyAga kare ane svastha citte rAha jue. jeTalI AtmahatyAo thAya che te badhIkSaNika AvezamAM thAya che. AvezanI evI kSaNa koi kAraNe cAlI jAya to pachI AtmahatyA thaI zakatI nathI. eka kSaNano Avezahoya che. e kSaNamAM mAnavI eTalo pAgala thaI jAya che ke nadImAM kUdI paDe che, zarIre Aga cAMpI de che. Aga cAMpyA pachI zarIra baLatuM hoya tyAre kadAca e pastAto paNa hoya che. paraMtu tyAre vAta enA hAthamAM rahI hotI nathI mANasajhera pI le che. jyAre jhera zarIramAM phelAI
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________________ namo arihaMtANama: maMtra jAya che, zarIra taraphaDe che tyAre pastAvo karavAthI kAMI vaLatuM nathI. manovaijJAniko kahe che ke AvezanI kSaNamAM AtmahatyA karanArane koI rIte rokI zakAya to te pachI e AtmahatyA karI zakto nathI. kAraNake pAgalapaNAnI je tIvratA hoya che, te e kSaNa pachI pAtaLI paDI jAya che, nabaLI paDI jAya che. mahAvIra kahe che ke anna-pANI choDIne dhyAnapUrvaka maravAnI huM AjJA ApuM chuM. 90 divasa sudhI anna pANI choDavAnAM che. mAnavImAM thoDI paNa jIveSaNA bacI haze to te pAcho vaLaze. jIveSaNA saheje bacI nahoya to ja te 90 divasa sudhI rokAze. 90 divasa bahu lAMbo samaya che. eka ja avasthAmAM 90 divasa TakI rahevuM e sahelI vAta nathI. 90kSaNa mANasa rokI zakato nathI. savAre mANasa vicAre che ke marI jaIza ane sAMje vicAre che bIjAne mArI nAkhIza. mana90 divasa sudhI, svastha citta sivAya, eka vAta para TakI zakatuM nathI. phroIDamAM mAnanAra keTalAka loko ema kahe che ke mahAvIramAM kyAMka AtmahatyAvAdI tatva chupAyeluM hovuM joIe. paraMtu huM kahuM chuM ke mahAvIramAM AtmahatyAvAdI tatva che ja nahIM. mahAvIramAM jIveSaNAnahotI ane bharavAnI IcchA paNa nahotI. mRtyunI IcchA paNa jIveSaNAnuM ja bIjuM pAsuM che. mRtyu jIveSaNAnI virodhanI sthiti nathI, paraMtu jIveSaNAnuM aMga che, eTale mahAvIre mRtyu mATe koI prayatna nathI karyo. jene jIvavAnI ceSTAna rahI hoya ene mRtyunI ceSTA paNa rahetI nathI. mahAvIra kahe che ke ApaNe eka hissokIdaIe eTale bIjo hisso paNa sAthe pheMkAI jAya che. saMthArAno artha mahAvIra evo kare che ke jIveSaNA eTalI zUnya thaI gaI ke vyakti zUnyamAM ja lIna thaI jAya AtmahatyAnI IcchA nathI. kAraNake jyAM sudhI icchA che, to te jIvavAnI icchA ja hoI zake. A barAbara samajI levA jevuM che. IcchA haMmezAM jIvavAnI ja hoya che mRtyunI koI IcchA hotI nathI. mRtyunI IcchAmAM jIvavAnI IcchA ja chupAI hoya che. A barAbara samajI levA jevuM che. IcchA haMmezAM jIvavAnI ja hoya che mRtyunI koI IcchA hotI nathI. mRtyunI IcchAmAM jIvavAnI IcchA ja chupAI hoya che. mahAvIra jevo koI AtmajJAnInathI thayo. AtmaghAtI hovAno savAla ja pedA thato nathI. hA, eka vAta sAcI che ke mahAvIranI vAtomAM ghaNA AtmaghAtI mANasone rasa paDyo. ghaNA AtmaghAtI mahAvIrathI AkarSAyA. emaNe mahAvIra pAchaLa eka paraMparA UbhI karI, jenI sAthe mahAvIrane kAMI saMbaMdha nathI, evA lokone saMthArA mAM rasa paDyo. emane lAgyuM ke maravA mATe AvAM suvidhA ane sagavaDa bIje kyAM maLe? evA lokonA citta rogI hatAM, emane to maravuM hatuM. jIvananI AkAMkSA khatama thaI gaI hovAne kAraNe nahIM, paraMtu maravAnI AkAMkSAne kAraNe emane maravuM hatuM. AvA loko mahAvIranI najIka AvI gayA.lakSaNa bahArathI eka ja, paraMtu bhItaramAM vyakti bahu judI ja hatI. je loko maravAnI IcchAthI AgaLa AvyA, te mahAvIranI
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________________ ahiMsA eTale jIveSaNAnuM mRtyu paraMparAnA AgevAna banI gayA. svabhAvika che ke je maravA taiyAra hoya, temane netA banatAM vAra nathI lAgatI. emane koI agavaDa paNa nathI dekhAtI. evA mANaso maravA taiyAra che. lAInamAM sauthI AgaLa UbhA rahe che. je loko svapIDana mATe taiyAra hoya che, teo moTA tyAgI jevA dekhAya che. eTale A vAta khAsa samajavA jevI che ke AvA lokone kAraNe ja, mahAvIranA vicArono AjanI duniyAmAM pracAra ane pasAra karavAmAM moTI aDacaNa UbhI thaI gaI che. kAraNake mahAvIranA vicAro, mesocasTa', potAne satAvanAra, AtmapIDaka lokonA vicAra jevA jaNAya che. mahAvIrano sudaDhadeha ane enI praphullatA jotAM emanalAge ke AtmapIDana karanArano e deha che, mahAvIrano deha UghaDelA kamaLa jevo hato. e joIne mahAvIre potAnA mULasAthe koI atyAcAra karyA hoya evuM mAnI zakAya nahi. mahAvIra eka ratibhAra paNa AtmapIDaka nathI. paraMtu emanI pAchaLa AtmapIDaka lokonI moTI paraMparA ekaThI thaI gaI che. e hakIkata che. evA loko mAtra potAne ja nahIM, paNa bIjAne paNa satAvavAmAM rasa lenArA hoya che, e dhyAnamAM rAkhavuM joIe. A jagatamAM be prakAranI hiMsAo che. potAne satAvavAmAM paNa keTalAkane eTalI majA Ave che, jeTalI bIjAne satAvavAmAM AvatI hoya che. sAcuM pUcho to bIjAne satAvavAno ApaNo koI adhikAra hoto nathI. potAne satAvavAmAM mANasane ghaNAM suvidhA ane svataMtratA hoya che. koI virodha karanAra hotuM ja nathI. tame koI bIjAnekAMTA para sUvaDAvI do to tamArA parakacerImAM dAvo dAkhala karI zakAya, paraMtu tame potAnI jAtane kAMTA para suvaDAvI dezo to, koI kacerImAM phariyAda nahI kare, balake ema karavAthI tamane moTuM sanmAna maLe evI saMbhAvanA kharI. tame bIjAne bhUkhyo rAkho to tame muzkelImAM mukAzo. paraMtu tame jAte bhUkhyA rahezo to tamArI zobhAyAtrA ane saraghasa nIkaLI zake. dhyAnamAM rAkhavA jevI eka vAta che ke satAvavAno je rasa che te eka ja che. je potAne satAvI rahyo che, te bIjAne paNa satAvI rahyo che, kAraNa ke e potAnI jAtane be hissAmAM vaheMcI de che. A zarIra, je mArAthI dUra che, te pArakuM che. emAM bhedanathI. mAruM zarIra mArI najIka che, eTale te mAra nathI banI jatuM. tamAruM zarIra mArAthI dUra che, eTale te tamAruM thaI gayuM? huM tamArA zarIramAM kAMTo bhokuM to huM duSTa gaNAu huM mArA zarIramAM kAMTo bhokuM to loko kaheze ke A mANasa mahAtyAgI che paraMtu zarIra banne paristhitimAM pArakAM che. mAruM zarIra eTaluM ja pArakuM che jeTaluM tamAruM pArakuM che. pharaka mAtra eTalo ke mArA zarIrane satAvavAmAM koI kAyado ADo Avato nathI, temanItino koI bhaMga thato nathI. eTale je loko catura che ane kuzaLa che, teo satAvavAnI majA potAnA najIkanA zarIra dvArA le che. paraMtu satAvavAnI je majA che te eka ja che. zuM majA che emAM? jene ApaNe satAvIe chIe, tenA jANe ApaNe svAmI thaI gayA! eTale mahAvIranI pAchaLa AtmapaDaka
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________________ namo arihaMtANam maMtra lokonI bhIDa ekaThI thaI gaI. mahAvIranI samagra paraMparAmAM emaNe jhera ghoLI dIdhuM. mahAvIre kahyuM ke ApaNe ApaNA jIvana pratye Asakta chIe tyAM sudhI eka prakAranuM AMdhaLApaNuM ApaNAMmAM hoya che. ApaNane khabara nathI rahetI ke ApaNe kaI rIte bIjAnAM jIvanane naSTa karavA mATe Atura thaI jaIe chIe. potAnA jIvana mATe pAgala thaI javuM nirarthaka che. kAraNake jIvanane bacAvI zakAtuM nathI. janma sAthe ja mRtyu joDAyeluM che. eTale jene bacAvI zakAya ema nathI, te jIvana pAchaLa pAgala thavAthI tene bacAvavAnA prayatnamAMthI ja, hiMsAno janma thAya che. ATaluM jo samajAya jAya to jIveSaNA zUnya banavA lAge che. tyAre mRtyu mATenI icchA pedA thatI nathI. paraMtu mRtyu pratye svIkArano bhAva pedA thAya che. A bheda samajavA jevo che. javeSaNAne dhakko pahoMce tyAre mRtyu mATenI IcchA pedA thAya che. paraMtu jIveSaNAkSINa thaI jAya, zAMta thaI jAya tyAre mRtyuno svIkAra udbhave che. mahAvIramRtyuno svIkAra kare che. mRtyuno svIkAra karavAmAM ahiMsA che. mRtyuno asvIkAra karavAmAM hiMsA che. huM mArA mRtyuno asvIkAra karuM chuM tyAre bIjAnA mRtyuno paNa karuM chuM. mArA mRtyuno svIkAra karuM chuM. tyAre paNa bIjAnA jIvanano svIkAra karuM chuM. A sIdhuM gaNita che. jyAre huM mArA mRtyuno bhAvathI svIkAra karuM chuM ke ThIka che, A nirmANa thaI cukeluM che, tyAre huM bIjA koInA jIvanane nukasAna pahoMcADavA mATe utsuka raheto nathI. eTaluM ja nahIM, je mArA jIvanane dhakko pahoMcADe che, tenA jIvanane dhakko pahoMcADavAnI utsuktA paNa rahetI nathI. kAraNake mArA jIvanane dhakko pahoMcADIne bahu bahu to te mAruM mutyu ja lAvI zake che. paraMtu mRtyu to eka divasa AvavAnuM ja che. e mArA mRtyu mATe nimitta mAtra banI zake che, mRtyunuM kAraNa banI zakto nathI. mahAvIra e ja vAta kahe che ke koI tamArI hatyA kare to e nimittamAtra che, e mRtyunuM kAraNa nathI. kAraNa to jIvana pAchaLa chupAyeluM mRtyu ja che. eTale koI paranArAja thavAnuM kAraNa nathI. mRtyunuM nimitta bananArane dhanyavAda ApavA joIe ke je thavAnuM hatuM, te mATe eno sahyoga maLI gayo. mRtyu to thavAnuM ja hatuM, e vAta khyAlamAM AvI jAya to pachI ApaNe koInI upara paNa nArAja thaI na zakIe. mRtyuno svIkAra ke aMgIkAra eTalA mATe nathI karatAke mRtyukaMIka mahattvanI cIja che. eka atyaMta mahattvanI cIja che. jIvana jyAM mahattvapUrNa nathI, tyAM mRtyu mahattvapUrNa kevI rIte hoI zake? jeTaluM ApaNA manamAM mRtyunuM mUlya haze, teTaluM ja jIvananuM mUlya raheze. mRtyunuM je mUlya ApaNe AMkIe chIe te kharekhara to jIvananA mUlyanuM pratibiMba che, reflected value che. jeTaluM mUlya tame jIvanane Apazo, teTaluM mUlya mRtyune maLaze. tame jyAre kahezo ke koI paNa bhoge mAre jIvavuM che tyAre sAthe sAthe e paNa kahevuM paDaze ke koI paNa bhoge mAre maravuM nathI. game tevI Akta AvetopaNa jIvavuM che, ema kahevAnI sAthe ja game tevI Ata Ave to maravuM nathI, e spaSTa thaI jAya che. jeTaluM mUlya tame mRtyune Apazo, teTaluM mUlya jIvanane maLI jaze. jeTaluM vadhAre mUlya mRtyune maLI jaze, teTalI muzkelI vadhI jaze. jIvananuM koI
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________________ ahiMsA eTale jIveSaNAnuM mRtyu mUlyanahI hoyatomutyunuM mUlya paNa samApta thaI jaze. jenA cittamAM jIvananuM ane mRtyunuM mUlya nathI, te zuM koIne mAravA tatpara thaze? te koIne satAvavAmAM rasa leze? jeTaluM mUlya ApaNe eka cIjane ApIe, te cIja sAcavavAnI javAbadArI ApaNe svIkAravI rahI. meM sAMbhaLyuM che ke eka aMdhArI rAte, mullA nasarUdIna eka gAma pAsethI pasAra thato hato. evAmAM enA para coroe humalo karyo. mullA nasarUdIne samagra jIvananI bAjI lagAvI dIdhI. eTalA jozathI laDyA ke je e cAra coro na hota, to kadAca ekAda coranI eNe hatyA karI nAkhI hota. e cAra cora AkramaNa karavAnuM bhUlI gayA, potAnI jAtane bacAvavAnI kozizamAM lAgI gayA. paraMtu Akhare e cAra jaNA hatA, eTale kalAko sudhInI laDAI pachI mahAmuzkelIthI nasarUdInane kAbumAM laI zakyA. jyAre nasarUdInanAM khissAM tapAsyAMtyAre emAMthI mAtra eka paiso maLyo. e cAra cora khUba acaMbAmAM paDI gayA. eka paisAne badale nasarUdInanA khissAmAM jo eka Ano hota, to nasarUddIna keTalo vadhAre jhUjhIne laDyo hota! ApaNo koIno jAna salAmata nA raheta. emaNe nasarUdInane kahyuM ke "are! eka paisA mATe ATaluM laDyo! hada karI nAkhI te. tArA jevo bIjo mANasa ame joyo nathI. tuM kharekhara eka camatkAra che!' mullAe kahayuM ke "laDavAnuM kAraNa che. paisAno savAla ja nathI. mAre mArI khAnagI Arthika paristhiti tamArA jevA ajANyA mANaso sAme khullI karavI nahotI. bIjuM koI kAraNa nathI. savAla che mArI Arthika hAlatano, tamArA jevA ajANyA sAme bhAre pragaTa karavI nahotI. savAla eka paisAno nathI, paisAnA mUlyano che. mArA pAse eka paiso che ke karoDa rUpiyA, te prazna ja nathI. jo paisAnuM mUlya hoya to pachI te eka paiso hoya ke karoDa hoya, zuM pharaka paDe che? jo karoDanuM mUlya hoya, to ekanuM paNa che." meM bIjI vAta paNa sAMbhaLI che. mullA eka ajANyA dezamAM gayo. tyAM eka liphTamAM eka UMcA makAnamAM caDhI rahyo hato. liphTamAM eka suMdara strI hatI. eNe e strIne pUchyuM ke "tAro zuM khyAla che, so rUpiyAmAM tAro sAtha maLI zake tema che ?' pelI strI camakIne joI rahI, eNe kahyuM ke "bhale', mullAe kahyuM ke "pAMca rUpiyA cAlaze?' pelI strIe khIjAIne kahyuM ke "tuM mane zuM samaje che ?' mullAe kahyuM ke "e to ApaNe nakkI karI lIdhuM. have savAla mAtra bhAvano che. tuM koNa che e to nakkI thaI gayuM. meM to so rUpiyAnI vAta karIne tuM koNa che, te nakkI karI lIdhuM. have ApaNe tAro bhAva nakkI karIe. je strI so rUpiyAmAM vecAI zake che, to pAMca rUpiyAmAM kema na vecAya? tuM koNa che e vize carcA karavAnI jarUra nathI. have to mAre mArA khissA tarapha najara karIne bhAvanakkI karavAno che."
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________________ namo arihaMtANam: maMtra ApaNA jIvanamAM mUlya zenuM che te nakkI karavAnuM che. jo dhananuM mUlya hoya, to eka paisAnuM mUlya che ane karoDanuM paNa che. jo dhananuM mUlya na hoya to eka paisAnuM paNa nathI ane karoDa rUpiyAnuM paNa nathI. jo jIvana ja nirmUlya hoya to mRtyunuM koi mUlya rahetuM nathI. jo jIvana ja nirmUlya hoya to jIvana sAthe joDAyelo je vistAra che, tenuM zuM mUlya? jenuM jIvana nirmUlya che, ene mATe mahenatanuM koi mUlya che? dhananuM badhuM mUlya jIvananI surakSA mATe che. jenuM jIvananirmUlya che, tene mATe dhana, pada, ityAdInuM koi mUlya nathI. padanuM mUlya paNa jIvananI surakSA mATe ja che. 93 jIvananuM mUlya zUnya thaI jAya to AkhA jIvananA vistAranuM mUlya paNa zUnya thai jAya che. badhI mAyA ja naSTa thai jAya. jeTaluM jIvana bacAvavAnuM jarUrI lAge eTaluM mRtyuthI bacavAnuM paNa jarUrI lAgaze. jyAre jIvana ane mRtyu baMnenuM mUlya zUnya haze tyAre amRtanAM dvAra UghaDI jaze. eka mahAjIvana, eka paramajIvana ke jeno koi aMta nathI te tyAre samajAze. eTale mahAvIra kahe che ke ' ahiMsA dharmano prANa che", ahiMsAthI amRtanAM dvAra ughaDe che. enAthI jeno aMta nathI ane Adi nathI, jene koi bImArI AvatI nathI, jenA para koi duHkha ane pIDA UtaratAM nathI ane jyAM kadI koi mRtyu AvatuM nathI, te AtmAne jANI zakAya che. mahAvIrane mRtyuvAdI kahI zakAya tema nathI. mahAvIra jevo amRtanI zodha karanAra koi bIjo che ja nahIM. amRtanI zodha karatAM karatAM ja mahAvIrane samajAyuM che ke amRtanI zodhamAM jIveSaNA eka moTI aDacaNa che. jIveSaNA aDacaNa che, kAraNake jIvavAnI icchA ane jIvavAnI kozizamAM, vAstavika jIvananI zodha adhurI rahI jAya che. mullA eka gAma tarapha jhaDapathI jai rahyo hato. ene eka vyAkhyAna ApavAnuM hatuM. rastAmAM eka mANase ene pUchyuM, 'mullA ! pelI masjidamAM dharma vize bolavAnA cho ke izvara vize. eNe pharIthI pUchyuM, izvara sabaMdhe tamArA zuM vicAro che?' mullAe kahyuM, 'mane hamaNAM vicAra karavAnI phurasada nathI. mane khoTA bakavAsamAM na kheMcI jAva.' bolavAnI phikaramAM mANasa vicAravAnuM haMmezAM bhUlI jAya che. kema-keTaluM doDavuM e vicAramAM, mANasa haMmezAM ene kyAM pahoMcavAnuM che te bhUlI jAya che. kamAvavAnI ciMtAmAM mANasa zene mATe kamAvA mAge che te bhUlI jAya che. jIvavAnI kozizamAM mANasa zA mATe jIvavuM che teno khyAla karato nathI. zA mATe mANasa paisA bacAvI rahyo chete bhUlI jAya che, ane bacAvavAmAM eTalo mazagula thai jAya che ke bacAvavuM e ja 'END UNTO ITSELF' svayaM dhyeya banI jAye che. dhana ekaThuM karyA pachI te zA mATe karyuM che te bhulAi jAya che. ekaThuM karavuM e ja lakSya banI jAya che. dhana ekaThuM karatAM karatAM e maraNa pAme che. ene ekaThuM karavAmAM ja majA AvI rahI hatI. evI ja 1
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________________ ahiMsA eTale jIveSaNAnuM mRtyu rIte mANasane jIvavAmAM ja majA AvI rahI che. zA mATe jIvavuM che ane jIvana zuM che te vicAravAno samaya maLato nathI. 94 mahAvIra kahe che, jIvananI vAstavika talAza karavAnuM, jIveSaNAne kAraNe cUkI javAya che. jIveSaNA mAtra maravAmAMthI bacavAnI vyavasthA banI jAya che. ApaNe haMmezAM svabacAva karavAnI upAdhimAM ja covIsa kalAka vyasta rahIe chIe. amRtane jANavA-samajavAno samaya nathI. marIna javAya enI ja koziza satata cAlI rahI che, paraMtu jIvIne zuM karavuM che te jANatA nathI. jIvananA vAstavika rUpane, padma rUpane, jANavAmAM A jIvana bacAvavAnI koziza aDacaNa bane che. mATe mahAvIra jIveSaNAnI doDa rokavA mAge che. jethI parama jIvanane jANI zakAya. parama jIvana to amara che, baceluM ja che, ene koi mArI zakatuM nathI, ene jANIne mANasa abhaya banI jAya che. je mANasa abhaya banI jAya che te bIjAne bhayabhIta karato nathI. hiMsA bIjAne bhayabhIta kare che. tame bIjAomAM bhaya pedA karIne tamArI jAtane bacAvo cho. bIjAone tame dUra, eka aMtara para rAkho cho. tamArI ane bIjAnI vacce tame jANe talavAro laTakAvI rAkhI che. jarA jeTaluM koi tamArI sImAnuM ullaMghana kare, ke tamArI talavAra enI chAtImAM ghUsI jAya che. koie tamArI sImAnuM ullaMghana na paNa karyuM hoya chatAM evuM karyuM hovAnI zaMkA Ave, to ya tamArI talavAra enI chAtImAM ghUsI zake che. vyakti, samAja ane rASTra badhAM, A rIte ja jIve che. eTale ja AkhuM jagata hiMsAmAM, bhayamAM jIve che. eTale mahAvIra kahe che ke mAtra ahiMsaka mANasa ja 'abhaya' prApta kare che. jeNe abhayane jANyo nathI te amRtane kevI rIte jANaze? bhayamAM jIvanAra mANasa mRtyumAM jIvI rahyo che. eTale mahAvIranI ahiMsAno AdhAra che, jIveSaNAthI mukti. jIveSaNAthI mukti e eSaNAnI paNa mukti bane che. Ama thatAM jekAMi jIvanamAM bane che tene ApaNe mUlyavAna mAnyuM che. mahAvIra eka kIDI para paNa paga na paDe tenI saMbhALa rAkhe che. kIDI para paga na mUkavAnuM kAraNa e nathI ke kIDIne bacAvavA mahAvIra khUba utsuka che. koine paNa bacAvavAnuM ApaNA hAthamAM nathI. vaLI e to kIDI para, sApa para, vIchIM para koinA para paNa-paga mUkatA nathI, kAraNake mahAvIra jANIjoine koine svabacAva mATe paNa mAravA mAgatA nathI. mahAvIra potAne bacAvavA paNa bahu utsuka nathI. eno artha ema ke mahAvIrano koinI sAthe saMgharSa nathI, koinI sAthe zatrutA nathI. jIvanamAM potAnI jAtane bacAvavI hoya to saMgharSa karavo paDe che. mahAvIra taiyAra che, jIvana, mRtyu, aMdhakAra, prakAza, je paNa jIvanamAM Ave te mATe taiyAra che. mahAvIranI svIkRti parama che. je 4 eTale ja meM kahyuM ke budhdhe je paristhitine 'tathAtA 'kahI, tene ja mahAvIre 'ahiMsA' kahI. lAotse je paristhitine sarvasvano saMpUrNa svIkAra kahe che te paristhitine mahAvIra 'ahiMsA' kahe che. jene badhuM svIkArya che, te hiMsaka kevI rIte hoi zake? hiMsaka na hovAmAM koi niSedha
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________________ namo arihaMtANama:maMtra - 95 kAraNabhUta nathI, paraMtu vidhAyakatA kAraNabhUta che. badhuM ja svIkArya hoya, tyAM niSedha TakI zakto nathI. koI mahAvIrane mAravA Ave to te mATe mahAvIra taiyAra che. A taiyArI mATe paNa mahAvIrano koI prayatna nathI. eTalo prayatna paNa jIvananI AMtarika AkAMkSAmAMthI pedA thAya che. mahAvIra koI vicArapUrvaka taiyArI karIne kahetA nathI ke ThIka che. have mAro. jANe pote hayAta na hoya e rIte mRtyu mATe paNa haMmezAM mahAvIrataiyAra rahe che. A rIte taiyAra hovAnuM eka bIjuM pAsuM che. jeTalA baLapUrvaka ApaNe ApaNI jAtane bacAvavA IcchatA hoIe eTalA ja baLapUrvaka, ApaNe ApaNI vastuono bacAva paNa karavA mAgIe chIe. jhaveSaNA mArApaNAno vistAra che. A mAruM che, A pitA mArA che, AmA mArI che, A bhAI mAro che, A patnI mArI che, A makAna mAruM che ke A dhana mAruM che. A mArApaNAno vistAra che. ApaNI cAre tarapha svabacAva mATe, ApaNe eka moTI jALa UbhI karIe chIe. eTalA mATe A jALa UbhI karIe chIe ke mArApaNAno pahero hoya to ApaNo "" bace. jo mAruM kAMI nA hoya to sAva nipaTa ekalA ApaNe khUba ja bhayabhIta banI jaIzuM. jo mAruM koI hoya to eka surakSA che. eTale jeTalI vadhu cIjavastuo ApaNe ekaThI karIe chIe eTalA akkaDa ApaNe cAlIe chIe. lAge che ke have mAruM koI kAMI bagADI zake tema nathI. paraMtu ApaNI mAnelI koI ekAda cIja paNa ApaNI pAsethI chInavAI jAya to koI UMDA arthamAM ApaNane mRtyuno anubhava thAya che. ApaNI moTarakArane akasmAtamAM nukasAna thAya tyAre mAtra e moTarakAra tUTatI nathI, paraMtu ApaNI aMdara paNa kAMI tUTe che. patnI marI jAya tyAre mAtra patnI maratI nathI, patinI bhItaramAM paNa kAMIka UMDe UMDe maratuM hoya che. eka khAlIpo pedA thAya che. kharI pIDA patnInA maravAthI nathI, paraMtu mAro je vistAra che, te ocho thavAthI thAya che. surakSAmAM eka gAbaDuM paDyuM. surakSA je cAre bAju racAyelI hatI, temAM eka gAbaDuM paDavAthI jANe tyAMthI ja humalo thavAnI zakyatA vadhI gaI. mArA eka mitra hatA. enI patnI marI gaI, to AkhA makAnamAM bhIMto para, bArI-bAraNAM para, patnInAM citro lagADI dIdhAM. koIne e mitra maLatA nahotA, mAtra patnInI tasavIro joyAkaratA hatA. enA eka mitre mane kahyuM ke "Avo prema meM A pahelAM kyAreya joyo nahoto, khUba abhUta prema che." meM kahyuM, 'koI prema jevuM che ja nahIM. A mANasa khUba bhayabhIta che. koI bIjI strI enA jIvanamAM praveza karI zake tema che. mATe A tasavIro cAre tarapha lagAvI eka prakArano patnIno cahero potAnI AgaLa-pAchaLa Ubho karI rahyo che." pelA mitre kahyuM, 'tame kevI vAta karo cho ?' meM kahayuM, "cAlo huM puravAra karuM, huM ene oLakhuM chuM."
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________________ ahiMsA eTalechaveSaNAnuM mRtyu pelA mitrane pUchyuM, "sAcu kahe vicAra karIne kahe, ke have bIjI strIonotane bhayanathI lAgato? eNe kahyuM, "e tane kema khabara paDI? mArA manamAM e ja bhaya pesI gayo che ke mArI patnIno huM vizvAsaghAtanakarI besuM. eTale enI yAdacAre tarapha UbhI karIne beTho chuM. koI strIne maLatAM paNa huMgabharAuM chuM." mANasanuM mana khUba jaTila che. have eka havA gAmamAM cAre tarapha phelAI gaI ke eno enI patnI pratye khUba prema hato. be varSa pahelAM enI patnI marI gaI hatI, ene e potAnA makAnamAM citro dvArA jIvatI rAkhI rahyo hato. A je havA phelAI gaI te enI surakSA banI gaI. e havA ene rokaze. enI premI tarIkenI pratiSThA ene rokaze. paraMtue mitrane meM kahyuM ke AvI surakSA vadhu lAMbI nahI cAle. kharI patnI marI gaI to A tasavIro kyAM sudhI jIvaze? hamaNAM thoDA divasa pahelA ja enuM pharIthI lagna thavAnuM hatuM, temAM hAjara rahevAnuM nimaMtraNa AvyuM che. Avo bhayabhIta asurakSita mANasa vadhu vakhata lagna vinA rahI zakto nathI. ApaNe vastuo para ane vyaktio paramArApaNAno vyApa vadhAratA jaIe chIe. mahAvIra vistArane parigraha kahe che. parigraha hiMsA che. mahAvIrane vastuono koI virodha nathI. tamArI pAse koI vastu che ke nahIMtenI sAthe mahAvIrane nisbata nathI. paraMtu e vastuo pratye tamAro moha keTalo che te sAthe mahAvIrane nisbata che. tame e vastuone keTalI pakaDI che, keTalI e vastuo tamArI AtmA banI gaI che enI sAthe mahAvIrane nisbata che. mullA nasarUddIna eka khUba pyAro mANasa che, enA jIvanamAM eka ghaTanA banI. eka haoNTalamAM e Utaryo hato, ene hoTala choDavAno samaya thayo tyAre eno sarasAmAna peka karI eNe TekasImAM mUkI dIdho. tyAre ene yAda AvyuM ke e hoTalanA rUmamAM enI chatrI rahI gaI che. cAra mALanI hoTala hatI. cothA mALa sudhI dAdara caDhIne pahoMcyo. joyuM to eno rUmato koI premI yugalane bhADe apAI gayo hato. daravAjo baMdha hato. aMdara vArtAlApa cAlI rahyo hato, te sAMbhaLato hato. have e chatrI vinA kema pAcho phare ? vaLI vArtAlApa sAMbhaLavA jevo hato. sAMbhaLyA vinA kema rahevAya? eNe cAvInAkANA para kAnamAMDI sAMbhaLavA mAMDyuM. pelo premI yuvaka potAnI patnIne kahI rahyo hato, 'AvA suMdara vALa, AkAzamAM gherAyelI ghaTAo jevA tArA vALa konA che?" patnIe kahyuM, "tamArA ja bIjA konA hoya?" "AtArI AMkho, mAchalI jevIcaMcaLa konI che, o devI! A AMkho konI che?' pelA premIe pUchyuM. patnIe kahyuM, 'tamArI ja bIjA konI hoya?' mullA sAMbhaLato gayo tema becena thatI gayo. eNe manomana kahyuM ke devI jarA UbhI rahe. mane khabara nathI tuM A badhuM kone kahI rahI che. paraMtu jyAre mArI
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________________ namo arihaMtANam maMtra chatrI vize pUchavAmAM Ave to dhyAna rAkhaje ke e 'mArI che' mullAnI becenI svAbhAvika che. chatrIno naMbara paNa Avaze. AkhI jiMdagI sudhI, UThatAM besatAM, mAruM badhuM kyAM che enI phIkara che. koi bIjuM to mArI cIja para kabajo jamAvIne besI jatuM nathI ne ? koi bIjA to mArI cIjano mAlika banI jato - nathIne? vastuo konI banI jAya che e prazna nathI. vastuo to kyAreya koinI banatI nathI. vastuone to khabara ja nathI ke e konI che. mahAvIra kahe che ke tame laDo cho, maro cho, khatama thai jAo cho, paraMtu vastuo tyAMnI tyAM paDI rahe che. vastuo koinI hotI nathI. eka jamInano TukaDo, jene tame tamAro mAno cho, te pahelAM bIjI keTalI vyaktiono thai cUkyo che tenI tamane khabara che? keTalAya loko e jamInanA TukaDA para potAno dAvo siddha karI cUkelA che. paraMtu e jamInanA TukaDAne enI kAMi khabara nathI. haka-dAvo karanArA Ave che ane jAya che. jamInano TukaDo tyAM paDI rahe che. badhA haka ane dAvA kAlpanika che. 97 tame ja e jamInanA TukaDA mATe tamAro dAvo, tamAro adhikAra jamAvavA mAgo cho. tame bIjA evo dAvo karanAra sAthe laDo cho. mAthAM phUTe che ne hatyAo paNa thAya che. korTa kacerImAM varSo sudhI jhaghaDA cAle che. paraMtu e jamInano TukaDo taTastha che, tyAMno tyAM paDayo rahe che. jamInanA TukaDAne jhaghaDAo vize kAMi khabara nathI. jo jamInanA TukaDAne khabara hoya to eno DhaMga judo ja hoya ! e TukaDo kaheze ke A mANasa mAro che. jema mANasa kahe ke A jamIna mArI che, tema e jamIna kahI zake ke A mANasa mAro che ! koNa jANe jamIno paNa ApasamAM laDatI hoya ! jamInane paNa te konI mAlika che tenI khabara hovI joie ! dareka vyaktine pote zenI mAlika che tenI khabara che. ApaNI mAlikI mATe ApaNe eTalA utsuka chIe ke koi jIvato mANasa ApaNI mAlakIno svIkAra na kare, to ene mArIne, sajA karIkarAvIne paNa enA mAlika thavA mAgIe chIe. eTalA mATe ja ApaNuM jIvana hiMsAthI bhareluM che. jyAre eka pati eka strIno mAlika banI jAya che, jyAre ene patnI banAvI le che tyAre e strI to lagabhaga navANuM TakA maTI ja jAya che. eka arthamAM mAryA vinA mAlika banavuM muzkela che. kAraNake darekane mAlika thavuM hoya che. jo mANasa jIvato raheze to mAlika banavAnI koziza kyAreka paNa karaze ja karaze. dhyAnamAM rAkho ke bhaviSyamAM strI para ke purUSa para mAlikIpaNAnI saMbhAvanA ochI thatI jaze. jo strIone samAnatAno haka apAze to e patnI thavAnuM pasaMda nahIM kare. jyAM sudhI strIno koi haka kabUla rakhAto nathI, tyAM sudhI ja e patnI banI zake che. strIne vyakti tarIke pUrI mArI nAkhyA vinA e patnI banI zakatI nathI. e pote nahivat thai jAya to pati, mAlika TakI zake. paraMtu jo ene samAnahaka maLe to pati banavAno koi upAya nathI. have to patnI mitrathI vadhu hovAnI
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________________ 98 ahiMsA eTale jIveSaNAnuM mRtyu saMbhAvanA Takaze nahIM. baMne jo samAna hoya to mAlikIpaNuM kevI rIte TakI zake ? have to samaya evo AvI rahyo che ke strI-puruSane gauNa banAvI deze. evo Dara che ke strI puruSathI vadhu baLavAna siddha thaze. thoDA vakhata pachI puruSoe AMdolana calAvavuM paDaze ke amAre samAna haka joie che. strI ghaNA samaya sudhI asamAna rahI cUkI. have enI samAnatAnA svIkAra sAthe e puruSathI upara UThavAnuM zarU karaze. puruSoe have TheraThera mArecAo kADhavA paDaze, gherAva karavA paDaze ane strIo pAse samAna haka mAgavo paDaze. samAnatA lAMbo vakhata TakI zakatI nathI, kAraNake jyAM jyAM mAlikIpaNAnA jhaghaDA che tyAM hiMsA cAlu raheze, koi ne koie asamAna thavuM paDaze. koi ne koie nIcI kakSA svIkAravI paDaze. majUra laDaze to kArakhAnAnA mAlikane khurasI parathI nIce utArI mukAze. kAle majUra kArakhAnAno mAlika banI besaze. enAthI kAMi pharaka paDato nathI. mahAvIra kahe che ke jyAM sudhI jagatamAM mAlikIpaNAnI AkAMkSA che tyAM sudhI mAnavI mAlika thayA vinA rahI zakato nathI. mAlikIpaNAnI AkAMkSA ja jIveSaNA, jIveSaNAne kAraNe mAlikapaNuM jarUrI che. jyAM sudhI mAlikIpaNAnI AkAMkSA ja jIveSaNA che. jIveSaNAne kAraNe ja mAlikIpaNuM jarUrI che. jyAM sudhI mAlikIpaNAnI AkAMkSA che tyAM sudhI samAnatA zakya nathI. eTale mahAvIra samAnatA mATe utsuka nathI, paraMtu ahiMsA mATe utsuka che. mahAvIra kahe che ke jo ahiMsAno svIkAra ane phelAvo thai jAya to samAnatAno saMbhava che. jo mAlikIpaNAmAM rasa na rahe, to ja Ano nAza thAya, nahi to mAlika badalAyA karaze, mAlika badalAya tethI zuM pharaka paDe che ? bImArI to kAyama rahe che. hiMsAnuM je ApaNA jIvanamAM sakriya rUpa che te mAlikIpaNuM che. mahAvIre jyAre mahela choDayo tyAre ApaNane ema lAgatuM hatuM ke mahAvIre mahela choDayo, dhana choDayuM, parivAra choDayo, paraMtu kharekhara to mahAvIre hiMsA choDI. jo UMDANathI vicArIe to khyAla Avaze ke mahAvIre hiMsA choDI, mahelamAM dareka daravAjA para je paheredAra UbhA hatA, mahelanI cAre bAju je paththaranI moTI dIvAla hatI, je dhana ane tijArInuM Ayojana hatuM, te badhuM hisAnuM Ayojana hatuM. mArI ane tamArI vacceno bheda e ja hiMsAnuM Ayojana hatuM. jevA mahAvIra mahela choDI, khullA AkAza nIce AvI nagna UbhA thai gayA te divase mahAvIre kahyuM ke 'have hiMsA choDuM chuM. badhI surakSA choDuM chuM. have badhuM AkramaNa karavAnuM Ayojana choDuMchuM.' have zastrahIna, zanyavat, A khullA AkAza nIce bhaTakIza, have mAre koi surakSA nathI joitI, have mAruM koi AkramaNa nathI. have mAruM svAmItva kevI rIte bacaze ? ahiMsakanI koi milakata hotI nathI. koi potAnI laMgoTI para svAmItva batAve to mUrkha che. mahela mAro che ke laMgoTI mArI che, baMne kahevuM sarakhuM che. svAmItvamAtra hiMsA che. eka laMgoTInA jhaghaDAne kAraNe gaLAM kapAi zake che. svAmItva bahu sUkSma thatuM jAya che. mANasa dhana choDI de che, paraMtu mANasa kahevA lAge che ke dharma mAro che.
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________________ namo arihaMtANam maMtra 99 mArA eka mitra koI jaina sAdhu pAse gayA haze, betraNa divasa pahelAM huM mahAvIra vize je kahI rahyo chuM te vize eNe sAdhune kahyuM haze. e sAdhue turata kahyuM ke e je mahAvIra vize vAta karatA haze te koI bIjA mahAvIra haze amArA mahAvIra na hoya. mAlikIpaNuM dhaNuM sUkSma hoya che. mahAvIra upara paNa mAlikIpaNuM AmAro dharma, AmAruM zAstra, A mAro siddhAMta-emAM rasa Ave che. tyAM sudhI ApaNe hiMsA choDI zakIzuM nahIM. A rasa bhItaramAM kone Ave che? jyAM jyAM mAruM che tyAM tyAM rasa che ane hiMsA che. je mArApaNAne badhI rIte choDI de che. dhana, dharma, kRSNa, mahAvIra, budhdha kAMI paNa mAruM nathI ema je kahI zake che te huM koNa chuM te jANI zake che, e pahelAM mArApaNAnA vistAramAM, paridhi paramAnavI gUMcavAyelo rahe che. enA kendrane e oLakhI zakato nathI. e samajavuM joIe ke ahiMsA AtmAne jANavAno mArga che. kAraNake mArApaNAno bhAva, Ake te mAruM che ema samajavAno bhAva, jyAre naSTa thaI jAya che tyAre je bace che te che "huM', ekamAtra huM', nipaTa huM', tyAre badhAM rahasyanAM dvAra khulI jAya che, tyAre huM koNa chuM, zuMchuM, kyAMthI Avyo ane kyAM javAno chuM te viSe jANavAnI kSamatA prApta thAya che. mahAvIre "ahiMsA paramo dharmanu je sUtra ApyuM te eTalA mATe ApyuM ke e sUtrathI, e cAvIthI jIvananAM rahasyonAM badhAM dvAra khUlI jAya che. have eka trIjI daSTithI ahiMsaka kone kahevAya te samajI laIe. e samajatAM ahiMsA viSeno ApaNo khyAla vadhAre spaSTa thaI jaze. mahAvIre kahyuM koI paNa Agraha rAkhavo e hiMsA che. A vAta bahu sUkSma che. Agraha hiMsA che. ane anAgraha ahiMsA che, mahAvIranI A eka AgavI daSTi che. AmAMthI pedA thayelI vicArasaraNInuM nAma che "anekAnta.' vicAranuM je jagata che temAM ahiMsA viSenuM yogadAna viziSTa daSTithI mahAvIre kyuM che. "anekAnta'nI daSTi jagatamAM bIjI koI vyakti ApI zakI nathI. kAraNake ahiMsAnI dRSTithI jyAre vastuone joI, vicAra ane ciMtananAjagatane joyuM, tyAre emAMthI "parigrahano khyAla pedA thayo. ahiMsAnI dRSTithI jyAre jIvanane nihALyuM tyAre emAMthI mRtyunI pasaMdagI karI. hiMsAcAra karatAM mRtyu bahetara. vastuono saMgraha hoya che, tevo vicArono paNa saMgraha thAya che. vicArano saMgraha evo che, je cora paNa corI zakto nathI. vastuo to coracorI zake che. dhana to sthULasaMgraha che. corate corI zake che. vicArono saMgraha atyaMta sUkSma che, koI cora sahelAIthI corI zake tema nathI. paraMtu have A sadI pUrI thatAM thatAM evo samaya AvI rahyo che jyAre tamArA vicAro paNa corI zakAze. tamAruM je magaja che tene, tamArI jANa vinA vAMcI zakAze. tamArA magajanA hissAone paNa "sarjarI' dvArA dUra karI zakAze, jenI tamane jANa paNa nahI thaI zake. tamArA magajamAM IlekTroDa(Electrode)
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________________ ahiMsA eTale jIveSaNAnuM mRtyu goThavI tamane evA vicAro karAvI zakAze, je tamArA nahIM hoya, paraMtu 'tamArA' che evuM tamane lAgaze. amerikAmAM DaoN. grIna ane sAthIoe, sAMDhanI khoparImAM 'ilekTroDa' goThavyAM. A prayoga khUba mahatvapUrNa sAbita thayo. sAMDhanI khoparImAM goThavelAM 'ilekTroDa' dvArA enA magajanA khAsa hissAone dUrathI, (Eloctrode) 'bInatArI' joDANa karI prabhAvita karI zakAya che. jevA vicAra saMpreSita karavA hoya tevA karAvI zakAya che. je sAMDhanI khoparImAM 'ilekTroDa' goThavela hato tene DA~. grIna para humalo karavA mATe uttejIta karAya che. eka hAthamAM lAla chatrI laine bIjA hAthamAM rAkhelA 'TrAnjhIsTara' mAraphata, sAMDhane uzkeravAmAM Ave che. sAMDha pAgalanI jema DaoN. grIna para humalo kare che. lAge che ke DaoN. grInanI eka ghaDImAM hatyA thai jaze. seMkaDo lokonI najara sAme A prayoga thAya che. sAMDha ekadama sAme AvIne humalo karavA mATe nizAna tAkato hAya che tyAM DaoN. grIna hAthamAMnA TrAnjhIsTaranI bIjI svIca mAraphata enA magajane ThaMDuM paDI javA mATe Adeza de che ane turata ja sAMDha ThaMDo thai pAcho vaLI jAya che. jANe kAMi banyuM ja nathI ! 100 AvI jAtanA Adeza mAnavIne paNa ApI zakAze. vaijJAnika rIte A vAta saMpUrNatayA siddha thai cUkI che. Apakhuda sarakAra hospiTalamAM ja bALakonAM magajamAM nAnI umare 'ilekTroDa' goThavI deze. e bALako koi virodha nahIM karI zake. e bALako moTA thatAM, emano banelo Akho deza, baTana dabAvatAM ja sarakArano jaya jayakAra karavA lAgaze. sainikonA magajamAM 'ilekTroDa' goThavIne jarA paNa bhayabhIta thayA vinA, duzmananA lazkara sAme humalo karavA mATe emane hukama ApI zakAze. emane potAnA zarIranI bilakula paravA nahI rahe, bilakula ciMtA nahIM rahe. sainikone khabara paNa nahIM hoya ke yuddha karavA mATe koi bIjuM hukama ApI rahyuM che. emane to ema ja lAgaze ke e pote dezanA bhalA mATe balidAna ApI rahyA che. ja zaurya ane vIratAnA guNagAna karatI vArtAo saMbhaLAvI bALakone bacapaNathI ja dezabhakti zIkhavI zakAya che. deza mATe bhoga ApavAthI svargamAM javAze evI vAto enI khoparImAM ghusADI zakAya che. A paNa eka prakAranI 'ilakTroDa' ghusADavA jevI ja prakriyA che. eka divasa lazkarI pozAka paherAvI cAra pAMca varasa sudhI, yuddhakaLAnuM prazikSaNa e bALakone apAya che. paraMtu A paddhati bahu purANI ane baLadagADA jevI dhImI che. dhImedhIme e sainikanA manamAM vicAronuM parivartana lavAya che. yuddhanA medAnamAM ene to ema ja lAge che ke huM mArA deza mATe balidAna ApI rahyo chuM. e ema ja samaje ke AvA badhA vicAro mArA che, A deza mAro che, A jhaMDAnuM mAre rakSaNa karavAnuM che, ene khabara nathI ke A badhI vAto enA magajamAM ghusADavAmAM AvI che. ghaNo badho samaya lAge che ATalI badhI taiyArI karavAmAM. AvuM prazikSaNa ApanAra, rAjadhAnImAM siMhAsana para beThelA che, teo kayAreya yuddha karavA jatA nathI, paraMtu e lokoe ATalI badhI mahenata karavAnI have jarUra nahIM rahe. 'ilekTroDa' pahelethI khoparImAM mUkI devAthI kAma saraLa thai jaze, bhUlacUka paNa nahi thAya. A rIte vicArasaMpatti para paNa, rAjakAraNIo
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________________ namo arihaMtANama:maMtra 101 kAbu meLavI leze. vicArasaMpatti Aja sudhI to sUkSma rahI che, ene koI ApaNI khoparImAMthI sIdhI rIte corI zakatuM nathI. paraMtu koI paNa vicArone mArA che' ema kahevAmAM paNa mahAvIranA hisAbe hiMsA che. kAraNake mArA vicAra che ema kahetAM ja satyathI cUkI javAya che. vaLI mArA vicAra che mATe e ThIka che, barAbara che. satya che ema jyAre pragaTa ke apragaTa rIte mAnatA hoIe chIe tyAre ApaNe vivAdanotarIe chIe. badhA vivAda "huM" nA vivAda che. A jagatamAM satyanA koI vivAda nathI. jyAre paNa ApaNe koI vivAdamAM paDIe chIe tyAre ApaNe kahIe chIe ke mArI vAta sAcI che. tamArI vAta barAbara nathI", sAmenI vyakti paNa ema ja kahe che. jo thoDA UMDANathI ApaNI aMdara daSTi karIe to tarata khyAla Avaze ke mULabhUta rIte vivAda vicArano nathI hoto, vivAda "huM ThIka chuM' eno che. eTale mahAvIra kahe che ke "huMThIka chuM ke mArI vAta sAcI che evA AgrahamAM sUkSma hiMsA che. eTale mahAvIre "anekAnta"ne janma Apyo. koI mahAvIra pAse AvIne mahAvIranA vicArothI viparIta vAta kare topaNa mahAvIra kaheta ke 'tamArI vAta paNa ThIka hoI zake che. A bAbatamAM ekalA mahAvIra ja eka evI vyakti che je potAnA virodhIne paNa kahI zake ke "tuM paNa sAco hoI zakemahAvIra kahe che ke "AtmA che', chatAM bIjuM koI je cArvAkanI vicArasaraNImAM mAnatuM hoya te AvIne kahe ke "AtmAnathI", to mahAvIra "tuM khoTo che" ema nahIM kahe. mahAvIra ema ja kaheze ke, tamArI vAta paNa sAcI hoI zake. mahAvIra to eTale sudhI kahe che ke koI paNa cIja evI na hoI zake jemAM satyano aMza paNa na hoya. satyanA aMza vagara koI cIja na hoI zake. svapna paNa satya che, enuM astitva che e vAtano InakAra thaI zakato nathI. asatyanuM to astitva hotuM ja nathI. jyAre koI kahe ke AtmA nathI tyAre AtmA na hovAnI vAtamAM koI ekAMgI daSTi e, satya hoI zake. eTale mahAvIre koIno paNa virodhanakaryo. eno artha ema nathI ke mahAvIrane satya zuM che tenI jANa na hatI. mahAvIrane satyanI barAbara khabara hatI, paraMtu citta eTaluM badhuM anAgrahI hatuM ke mahAvIra potAnA satyamAM virodhInA satyane paNa samAviSTa karI letA hatA. mahAvIra kahetA ke satya evI moTI ghaTanA che ke potAnAthI viparItane paNa e potAnAmAM samAviSTa karI le che. satya moTuM che, asatyanAnAM nAnAM hoya che. asatyanI sImA hoya che. satya eTaluM asIma che ke e potAnAthI viparItane paNa samAviSTa karI le che. A kAraNe ja mahAvIranA vicAro bahu dUra sudhI na pahoMcI zakyA. vadhAre moTI saMkhyAnA loko sudhI pahoMcI zakyA. sAmAnya rIte badhA loko kAMI cokkasa nizcita vidhAna, 'DomeTIka (dogmatic) vidhAnane AvakAre che. koIne UMDANathI vicAravuM gamatuM nathI. vicAravAmAM eka aDacaNa lAge che. takalIpha levI paDe che. badhAne taiyAra spaSTa vidhAna joIe che. jemAM koI prakAranI zaMkAna UbhI rahe. koI tIrthakara Ubho thaIne kahI de ke je huM kahuM chuM te ja satya che, to jemane vicAravAnI takalIpha levI nathI, te kaheze ke barAbara che.
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________________ 102 ahiMsA eTale jIveSaNAnuM mRtyu have satya maLI gayuM, jhaMjhaTa maTI. mahAvIra ATalI nizciMtatA koine ApatA nathI. mahAvIra pAse beThelo mANasa savAre jeTalo guMcavaNamAM hoya teTalo ja ke tethI vadhAre guMcavaNamAM sAMje haze. jeTalo parezAna savAre Avyo tyAre hoya teTalo parezAna sAMje pAcho pharaze tyAre haze. kAraNake divasa daramiyAna mahAvIrane ekabIjAthI viparIta bAbato viSe paNa 'hA' kahetA e sAMbhaLaze. enA vicAronA je nizcita AdhAro hatA te badhA ja sAMja sudhImAM DagamagI jaze. enA vicAronuM mALakhuM ane rUparekhA badhuM dharAzAyI thai jaze. mahAvIra kahe che ke satya sudhI tamAre jo pahocavuM hoya to badhA vicAro pratyenA tamArA Agraha chUTI javAM joie. tame jyArekaho cho ke A ja satya che tyAre tame hiMsA Acaro cho. tyAre tame satya para paNa tamAro mAlikI haka hovAno dAvo karo cho; tyAre tame satyane nAnuM banAvI do cho ane ene tamArI sAthe bAMdhI lo cho. A satyano suddhA, parigraha karavA sudhI tame pahoMco cho. eTale mahAvIra kahe che ke bIjo je kAMi kahe te paNa satya hoi zake. tame utAvaLa nakarazo-bIjAne khoTo cho ema kahevAnI. mullA nasarUddInane enA dezanA rAjAe potAnI pAse hAjara thavA hukama karyo. rAjAne phariyAda karAi hatI ke nasarUddIna gajabano mANasa che. tame hajI tamArI vAta purI karo te pahelAM ja e vAtanuM khaMDana karavAnuM zarU karI de che. rAjAe kahyuM ke A to jabarajastI che. bIjAne potAnI vAta kahevAnI taka maLavI joie. eTale rAjAe nasarUddInane bolAvIne pUchyuM : meM sAMbhaLyuM che ke tame bIjAnI vAta sAMbhaLyA pahelAM, enI vAta pUrI samajyA pahelAM ja, e vAta khoTI che ema kahevAnuM zarU karI do cho e vAta sAcI che ? nasarUddIne kahyuM, hA, tame barAbara vAta sAMbhaLI che. rAjAe pUchyuM ke mArA vicAro vize tAruM zuM maMtavya che ? rAjAe potAnA zuM vicAro che te kahyuM ja nahotuM tyAM to nasarUddIne kahI dIdhuM, tamArA badhA vicAro bilakula khoTA che. rAjAe kahyuM, hajI tame mArA zuM vicAro che te to sAMbhaLyA nathI! nasarUddIne kahyuM, sAMbhaLavAno savAla nathI, vicAro tamArA che eTale khoTA che. mArA vicAro ja barAbara che. tame zuM vicAro che e vAta aprastuta che, asaMgata che. tame vicAro cho eTaluM ja, e vicAro khoTA hovA mATe pUratuM che. huM je vicAruM te sAcuM hovA mATe pUratuM che. ApaNe badhA evA ja chIe. ApaNe eTalA hiMmatavALA nathI ke sAMbhaLyA pahelAM ja bIjAnA vicAro khoTA che ema kahI daie. ApaNe sAMbhaLyA pachI paNa kAinA vicAro khoTA che ema kahI daie tyAre ApaNane pahelethI ja khabara hatI ke bIjAnA vicAro khoTA hovAnA ja, eTale tame sAMbhaLo cho ane sAMbhaLIne kaho cho ke bIjAnA vicAro khoTA che. e vAta paNa sAcI nathI. tame sAMbhaLatA ja nathI, tame pahelethI jANatA ja hatA ke bIjAnA vicAro khoTA che. thoDo saMkoca,
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________________ namo arihaMtANam maMtra 103 ziSTatA, dhIraja rAkhavA mATe majabUra kare che. ema thAya che ke ochAmAM ochuM koIne sAMbhaLavuM to joIne ? e khoTo che e to ApaNane khabara che, mullA nasarUdIna eka rIte ApaNAthI vadhAre ImAnadAra mANasa che. e kahI ja de che pahelethI ke sAMbhaLavAmAM zA mATe samaya bagADavo. mane khabara che ja ke tame khoTA cho. kAraNake, huM ekamAtra sAco chuM, bAkI badhA khoTA che. jagatanA badhA vivAda AvA che. rAjA mullAnI vAta sAMbhaLI rAjI thayo ane kahyuM ke tame have mArA darabAramAM ja rahI jAo. je divasathI mullAne rAjA taraphathI pagAra maLavAno zarU thayo te divasathI rAjA paNa herAna thaI gayo. have rAjA je paNa kahe to te viSe mullA kahetAke barAbara che, tamArI vAta ekadama sAcI che. eka divasa mullA rAjA sAthe jamavA beTho hato. koI zAka pIrasAyuM. rAjAe kahyuM, mullA, Aje zAka bahu svAdiSTa che. mullAe kahyuM, are, amRta che, svAdiSTa hoya ja, mullAe e ja zAknA chUTemoe vakhANa karyA, eTalA vakhANa karyA ke rAjAe bIje divase paNa eja zAka banAvarAvyuM, paraMtu zAka eTaluM sAruM banyuM nahotuM. mullAe pharI vakhANa karyA. rasoIyAne khabara paDIke zAkanA khUbavakhANa thayAM che, eTale trIje divase paNa e ja amRta jevuM zAka pharI banAvyuM. rAjAe zAkanI thALIne dhakko mArI nIce pADI nAkhI ne kahyuM ke A te kevI asabhyatA ? rojaroja ekanuM eka zAka banAvAya che? jarIke rAha joyA vinA mullAe tarata kahyuM, AzAkajhera jevuM che. rAjAe pUchyuM are mullA!traNa divasa pahelAM to A zAka amRta jevuM che ema kahetA hatA? mullAe kahyuM, huM tamAronokara chuM, A zAkanonokaranathI. pagAra tame Apo cho, AzAkanathI ApatuM? rAjAe kahyuM, thoDA divasa pahelAM jyAre tame pahelI vAra maLyA tyAre kahetA ke dareka bAbatamAM tame pote ja sAcA cho ? Aje kema mArI ho mAM hA bhaNo cho ? mullAe kahyuM, tyAre hajI huM vecAyo nahoto. mane tyAM sudhI koI pagAra ApatuM nahotuM paraMtu khyAla rAkhajo, je divasathI tame mane pagAra nahIM Apo, te divasathI sAco to ja chuM. A to tame pagAra Apo cho eTale tamArA vicAra mujaba cAluM chuM. ApaNe badhAnuM eka abhimAna che. ApaNe bIjAne sAcA mAnavA taiyAra nathI. mahAvIra kahe che, bIje paNa sAco hoI zake che. tamAro virodhI paNa satyane sAthe laIne cAle che, mATe koI paNa jAtano Agraha na rAkho. anAgrahI banI jAo. eTale mahAvIre potAnA koI siddhAMto mATe Agraha rAkhyo. mahAvIre jevI anizcita ane pravAhI vAto karI evI bIjI koI vyaktie karI nathI. potAnAM badhAM vidhAno sAthe "cA" zabda lagAvatA hatA 'syAta" eTale kadAca tamArA
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________________ ahiMsA eTale jIveSaNAnuM mRtyu vicAra che, te hajI mahAvIrane khabara na hoya topaNa, potAnA vidhAna sAthe mahAvIra 'syAt' zabda lagAvatA. tame emane pUcho ke, AtmA che ? to mahAvIra kahe 'syAt', kAraNa mahAvIrane ema lAgatuM ke koino abhiprAya enAthI judo hoya to ene khoTuM na lAgavuM joie, ene koi rIte mAnasika AdhAta na lAgavo joie. tame pUcho ke mokSa che ? to mahAvIra kaheze ke 'syAt'. 104 evuM nathI ke mahAvIrane A bAbatonI jANakArI ke jJAna nahotAM. mahAvIra barAbara jANe che ke mokSa che. paraMtu mahAvIra e paNa jANe che ke koi paNa vidhAna ahiMsaka hoya to enI sAthe 'syAt' zabda lagAvavo jarUrI che, emane ema paNa thatuM ke 'syAt' zabda lagAvavAthI sAmenI vyaktinA abhimAnane dhakko lAgato nathI, ane eTale e tamArI vAta samajavA mATe sahelAithI taiyAra thai zake che. jo mahAvIra ekadama bhArapUrvaka mokSa che ema kahe to sAmevALAmAM akaDAi ane abhimAna jAge che. turata e vyakti kahevA lAge che ke koNa kahe che mokSa che? mokSa che ja nahIM, ane tatkAla'huM' no saMgharSa zarU thAya che. badhA vivAda 'huM' nA vivAda che. eTale mahAvIranAM badhAM vidhAnomAM Agrahano abhAva che. mahAvIrane potAno paMtha sthApavAmAM A kAraNe ghaNI muzkelI naDI. koi vyakti, gozAlaka ke je mahAvIrano pratispardhIhato, tenI pAse jato, to gozAlaka bedhaDaka kaheto mahAvIra khoTA che, huM ja sAco chuM. e ja vyakti mahAvIra pAse jAya to mahAvIra kaheze gozAlaka sAco hoi zake. AvI paristhitimAM e vyakti kono anuyAyI banaze ? mahAvIrano ke gozAlakano ? enI jagyAe tame ho to tamane paNa gozAlakanA anuyAyI banavAnuM vadhAre gamaze kAraNa ke, gozAlaka je kahe che te viSe nizcita to che, enI vAta sApha to che. jyAre ulaTuM mahAvIra to kahe che, 'gozAlaka kadAca sAco hoya,' to jene potAnI vAta sAcI che, e vAta ja nizcita lAgatI nathI, je vyakti pote ja spaSTatAthI 'hA ke nA' kahI zakatI nathI, enI pAchaLa kema javAya? evI vyaktinI pAchaLa ApaNI nAva bAMdhavAthI DUbavAno bhaya che. e kyAM jAya che ! kadAca kyAMya jAya che ke nahIM ! e pahoMcaze ke nahIM! evI zaMkAo pedA thAya che. ja A kAraNe mahAvIranI pAchaLa atyaMta buddhimAna varga ja AvI zakyo. huM evA lokone buddhimAna kahuM chuM ke jeo satya viSe AgrahI nathI. e loko ja mahAvIranA 'syAt' kahevAnA sAhasane samajI zakyA. jeone mahAvIra satya jANatA hovA chatAM 'syAt' kahIne, potAnA satya viSe anAgrahI rahevAnuM sAhasa samajAyuM, teo kharekhara buddhimAna hatA. paraMtu jemajema samaya pasAra thato gayo tematema, loko mahAvIranA satyane kAraNe nahIM. paraMtu pote jaina hovAne kAraNe mahAvIrane manivA lAgyA. e loko anAgrahI na rahI zakyA, emano Agraha khataranAka thavA lAgyo. eka moTA jaina paMDita mane maLavA AvyA hatA. emaNe 'syAtavAda' para eka pustaka lakhyuM hatuM. 'anekAnta' jenI ApaNe vAta karI te viSaya para pustaka lakhyuM hatuM. ame vAta karatA hatA. meM emane kahyuM ke 'syAtavAda' noto artha ja e che, ke 'kadAca A vAta sAcI hoya, kadAca na paNa hoya.' emaNe kahyuM, 'hA barAbara che.'
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________________ namo arihaMtANam: maMtra 105 vAta thoDI AgaLa cAlI. pachI meM emane pUchyuM, paraMtu svAtavAdabadhI rIte, pUrNarUpe sAco che ema lAge che ?' emaNehyuM svAtavAda pUrNarUpe sAco ja che. svAtavAdapara pustaka lakhanAra paMDita paNa dhe che, "emAM kAMI bhUla hoI zake ja nahIM." eto sarvazanI vANI che. mahAvIranI bhUlacUka hoI zake ja nahIM! mahAvIra jiMdagIbhara kahetA rahyA, "pUrNa satyanI abhivyakti kayAreya thaI zakatI nathI. jyAre paNa satyane bolavAno prayatna karIe chIe, tyAre satya adhUruM pakaDAya che.' bhASAmAM ene vyakta karatAM ja, e apUrNa, adhUruM rahe che. bhASAnI sImAo che. tarkanI, bolanAranI, sAMbhaLanAranI, e badhI sImAo che. e jarUrI nathI ke huM je boluM chuM te ja tame sAMbhaLo. jarUrI nathI huM je jANuM chuM te ja huM bolI zakuM. e paNa jarUrI nathI ke huM je kahI zakuM te ja bolavAnI koziza karI rahyo hato. bolavAnuM zarU karatAM ja sImAo lAgavAnI zarU thaI jAya che kAraNake ApaNe je kahIe chIe te samayanI dhArAmAM praveza karI jAya che, jyAre satya samayanI dhArAnI pAra hoya che. A enA jevuM che ke ApaNe sIdhI lAkaDI pANImAM nAkhIe to e tarata vAMkadekhAvA lAge che. pANImAMthI bahAra kADhatAM ja lAkaDI sIdhI dekhAya che. mahAvIra kahe che ke jevuM satya ApaNe bhASAmAM utArIe chIe ke tarata e vAMkuM thaI jAya che. jevuM e satya bhASAnI bahAra, zuddha, zUnyamAM laI jaIe chIe ke e pUrNa thaI jAya che, enuM vAMkApaNuM rahetuM nathI. eTale ja, mahAvIra jyArejyAre koI vidhAna karatA tyAre syAta" zabda vAparyA vinAna karatA. kahetAke kadAca mArI vAta sAcI che. A vidhAna nizcayano abhAva nathI batAvatuM, kevaLa anAgrahano bhAva vyakta kare che. mahAvIra 'uncertain' nathI. emane barAbara khabara che. mahAvIrane eTaluM spaSTa bhAna hatuM ke badhAM vidhAna jhAMkhAM paDI jAya che. mahAvIrano ahiMsAno aMtima prayoga che, ahiMsAno vicAra paNa AgrahapUrNa nathI. A vicAra paNa "mAro nathI ema kahetAM ja emAMthI AgrahanuM tattvanIkaLI jAya che. je koI vicAra sAthe mArApaNuM joDAI jaze te vicAra sAthe Agraha joDAI jaze. nA koI dhana mAruM che, nAmitra mArA che, nA parivAra mAro che, nA zarIra mAruM che, nA A jIvana mAruM che, kAMI mAruM nathI. ApaNI ane mArApaNA vacce jyAre eka aMtarAla sarjAya che, jyAre badhA mArApaNAnuM visarjana thaI jAya che tyAre ekalo, 'alone' bacuM chuM. A je ekalApaNuM che, tene samajavAnI prakriyAnuM nAma che ahiMsA. ahiMsAprANa che, saMyamasetu che ane tapa AcaraNa che. kAle ApaNe saMyama para vAta karIzuM.
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________________ dhamma-sUtra : 2 (saMyama) dhammo maMgalamukkiLaM, ahiMsA saMjamo tvo| devA vi taM namaMsanti, jassa dhamme sayA maNo / / dharbha sarvazreSTha bhaMga che. (jyo dharma?) ahiMsA, saMyama, bhane ta53pI dharma bhaMgaNa cha.? manuSyanuM mana AvA dharmamAM sadA salaMgna rahe che, tene devatA paNa namaskAra kare che.
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________________ 9. "saMyama eTale madhyamAM rahevuM te. eka mitre pUchyuM che ke mahAvIra rastA parathI pasAra thaI rahyA hoya, ane rastA para koI prANInI hatyA karI rahyuM hoya, to mahAvIra zuM kare ? koI strI sAthe baLAtkAra thaI rahyo hoya to zuM kare? zuM mahAvIra jANe hAjara ja nA hoya evo vyavahAra karaze? koI asahya pIDAmAM rastA parataraphaDI rahyuM hoyato mahAvIra zuM kare ? A vize thoDI carcA karI levAnuM upayogI thaze. mahAvIra rastA parathI pasAra thaI rahyA hoya ane koinI hatyA thaI rahI hoya, tyAre hatyAnI ghaTanAmAM je ApaNe joIe chIe tevuM mahAvIrane dekhAtuM nathI. A bheda samajavA jevo che. ApaNe koInI hatyA thatI joIe chIe te ghaDIe ApaNane thAya che ke koI hatyA karI rahyuM che. paraMtu mahAvIra jANe che ke je jIvananuM tattva che tene koI mArI zakatuM nathI, jIvananuM tattva amara che. bIjI vAta, jyAre ApaNe koI marAtuM joIe chIe tyAre ApaNane thAya che ke mAranAra vyakti ja javAbadAra che. paraMtu mahAvIrane emAM pharaka dekhAze. je marAI rahyo che te paNa, eka UMDA arthamAM javAbadAra hovo joIe athavA maranAra potAnA ja koI karmanuM phaLa bhogavato hoya. je ghaDIe ApaNe joIzuM te ghaDIe ApaNane mAra khAnAra nirdoSa lAgaze ane mAranAra gunegAra lAgaze. ApaNAM dayA ane karuNA mAra khAnAra tarapha vahevA mAMDaze. mahAvIra mATe AvuM banavuM jarUrI nathI, kAraNake mahAvIranI dRSTi UMDANathI joI zake che. evuM banI zake ke mAranAra eka pratikrama rUpe mArI rahyo hoya. A jagatamAM koIne akAraNa mAravAmAM AvatuM nathI. jayAre paNa koI marAya che, tyAre e potAnAM ja karmonI zRMkhalAnuM phaLa bhogavI rahyo hoya che. eno artha evo nathI ke mAranAra bilakula javAbadAra nathI, paraMtu ApaNA ane mahAvIranA jovAmAM pharaka che. jyAre
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________________ 'saMyama' eTale madhyamAM rahevuM koi marAi rahyuM hoya che, tyAre ApaNane lAge che ke cokkasa kAMi pApa thai rahyuM che, kAMi khoTuM kAma thai rahyuM hoya che, kAraNake ApaNI dRSTi eka sImAmAM jue che. mahAvIra jIvananI anaMta zRMkhalAnuM ekI sAthe darzana kare che. A zRMkhalAmAM koi paNa karma alaga alaga hotAM nathI. badhAM karma pAchaLa ane AgaLa banne tarapha joDAyelAM hoya che. 108 jo koi mANase hITalarane 1930 pahelAM mArI nAkhyo hota to e mANasa hatyAro siddha thAta. ApaNane e vAta dekhAtI nathI ke evA mANasane mAravAmAM AvI rahyo che, ke je eka karoDa mANasonI hatyA karavAno hato. paraMtu mahAvIra hITalaranI karmazRMkhalAne joi zake che. e hITalarano hatyArokharekhara sAruM kAma karato hato ke bUruM kAma karato hato te nakkI karavAnuM muzkela thai jaze. jo hITalara marI jAya to karoDo mANasanuM jIvana bacI zake; paraMtu eno artha evo nathI ke hITalarane je mArI rahyo hato te koi sAruM kAma karI rahyo hato. sAcI vAta to e che ke mahAvIra jevA loko jANe che, ke A jagatamAM sArA ane naThArA vacce pasaMdagI nathI, paraMtu ochA naThArA ane vadhAre naThArA vacce pasaMdagI che. 'Lesser evil' nI pasaMdagI thAya che. sAmAnya rIte ApaNe sArA ane kharAba, evA be vibhAgamAM karmone alaga pADIe chIe. ApaNe jiMdagInuM aMdhakAra ane prakAza jevA be hissAmAM vibhAjana karIe chIe. paraMtu mahAvIra jANe che ke AvA spaSTa vibhAga thai zakatA nathI. je kAMi ApaNe karIe chIe te ochAmAM ochuM kharAba che ema samajIne karIe chIe. je mANasa hITalaranI hatyA karavAno hato, te khoTuM kAma jarUra karavAno hato. paraMtu hITalaranA jIvavAthI je hITalara karavAno hato, te kAma eTaluM kharAba hatuM, ke enA hatyArAne kharAba kahetAM ApaNane saMkoca thAya. eTale sarvaprathama huM e vAta kahevA mAguM chuM ke jevuM tame juo cho e rIte mahAvIra jotA nathI. A sAthe e vAtane paNa joDI devAnI jarUra che ke mahAvIra jANe che ke covIse kalAka aneka prakAranI hatyAo thai rahI che. ApaNane e hatyAo kyAreka dekhAya che. tame cAlo cho tyAre tame koinI hatyA karo cho, tame zvAsa lo cho tyAre koinI hatyA karo cho, tame bhojana karo cho tyAre paNa koinI hatyA karo cho, tamArI AMkhanI palaka biDAya che tyAre hatyA thAya che. paraMtu ApaNane to koinI chAtImAM charI bhoMkAtI hoya tyAre ja hatyA dekhAya che. mahAvIra jANe che ke jIvananI je vyavasthA che te hiMsA para UbhelI che. ahIM covIse kalAka, dareka paLe hatyA thai rahI che. eka mitra mArI pAse AvyA hatA. te kahetA ke mahAvIra jyAMjyAM vihAra karatA hatA tenI AsapAsa aneka loko, mAilo sudhI, bImAra hoya to te sAjA thaI jatA hatA. mane mana thayuM ene kahevAnuM ke ene bImArInAM rahasyonI kadAca khabara ja nahotI. jyAre tame bImAra paDo cho tyAre tame to bImAra ho cho, paraMtu aneka kITANuM tamArA zarIramAM bhojana pAme che. jo mahAvIranA pasAra thavAthI tame sAjA thai jazo to aneka kITANuM je tamArA zarIramAM jIvatA hatA te marI jaze. dhyAna rAkhajo ke mahAvIra AvI koi jhaMjhaTamAM paDatA nahotA. tame koi
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________________ namo arihaMtANam: maMtra khAsa viziSTa cho, evuM mahAvIra mAnatA na hatA. mahAvIra mATe pratyeka prANanuM eka sarakhuM mUlya che. tamArA para kRpA karIne mahAvIra tamane sAjA karavAnuM jokhama nahI le, kAraNa emAM bIjA karADo jIva je tamArA para nabhatAM hatAM te naSTa thaze. tame mAno cho eTalAM mUlyavAna tame cho nahIM. badhA jIva potAne tamArA jeTalA ja mUlyavAna mAne che. mAtra tamane e vAtanI khabara nathI. e jIvone paNa tamArI hayAtInI khabara nathI. je jIvo tamArA para nabhe che, teone tame paNa jIvo cho enI khabara nathI. tame to emanuM bhojanamAtra cho. 109 to ApaNe je rIte hatyAne joie chIe eTalI saraLatAthI e hatyAne mahAvIra jotA nathI. mahAvIra mATe to jIveSaNA ja hiMsA che, hatyA che. e konI jIveSaNA che te savAla paNa UThato nathI. je koi jIvavA mAge che, te hatyA karaze. evuM paNa nathI ke je jIveSaNA choDI deze tenAthI hatyA thavAnuM baMdha thai jaze. jyAM sudhI e jIvaze tyAM sudhI enAthI paNa hatyA thaze. paraMtu mahAvIra eTaluM jarUra kaheze ke jenI jIveSaNA chUTI gai, eno kRtyo sAtheno saMbaMdha chUTI gayo. saMbaMdha hato te mAtra jIveSaNAne kAraNe hato. mahAvIra paNa jJAnI thayA pachI cAlIsa varSa jIvyA. e cAlIsa varSamAM mahAvIra cAlaze to koi maraze. paraMtu mahAvIra eTalA saMyamathI jIve che ke ochAmAM ochI hatyA thAya. rAtre sUi jAya che. tyAre paDakhuM paNa badalatA nathI. eka paDakhe AkhI rAta sUi rahe che. ethI ochuM karavuM muzkela che. bIju paDakhuM badalatA nathI, kAraNa, ema karavAthI koi jIva naSTa thavA saMbhava che. ekadama dhImethI zvAsa le che, jethI ochAmAM ochA havAnAM jaMtu nAza pAme, paraMtu zvAsa to levo ja paDe. to ApaNe kahI zakIe ke AvuM badhuM karavuM paDe enA karatAM, kUdako mArIne mahAvIra marI kema jatA nathI? potAnI jAtane ja samApta karI nAkhe. paraMtu e jo potAnI jAtano nAza karavA jAya to je karoDo jaMtu emanA zarIramAM jIvana bhogave che temanuM zuM ? dareka svastha vyaktinA zarIramAM sAta karoDa jIva poSAya che. asvastha bImAra vyaktinA zarIramAM to ghaNAM vadhu jIva poSAya che. mahAvIra jyAre hiMsAnuM darzana kare che tyAre gaMbhIra prazno UbhA thAya che. jeTalI uparachallI rIte tamArI AMkho jue che eTaluM saheluM mahAvIra mATe hotuM nathI. hatyA zuM che ? kone hatyA kahI zakAya ? mahAvIranI dRSTie to jIvana jIvavAnI kozizamAM hatyA che ane jIvana jIvavAmAM hatyA che. dareka paLe hatyA thai rahI che. pratyeka jIva jIvavA mAge che. eTale jyAre enA para humalo thAya che tyAre ene ema lAge che ke hatyA thai rahI che. jaMgalamAM jaine tame koi siMhano zikAra karo cho tyAre tamAre mATe e eka ramata che ane siMha jyAre tamAro zikAra kare tyAre e hatyA banI jAya che. tyAre siMha jaMgalI jAnavara banI jAya che ane tame eka bahu sabhya jAnavara cho. eka majAnI samajavA jevI vAta che ke siMha bhUkha na lAgI hoya, tyAM sudhI e tamArA para humalo nahI kare. paraMtu tame siMha para humalo karazo tyAre tamAruM peTa bhareluM haze. koi bhUkhyA mANaso
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________________ 110 saMyama' eTale madhyamAM rahevuM te jaMgalamAM zikAra karavA jatA nathI. jene peTa bharIne bhojana maLeluM che, jene te pacAvavAno bIjo koi upAya jaDato nathI, teo zikAra karavA jAya che. siMhato jyAre bhUkhyo hoya, hatyA karavAnuM anivArya hoya, tyAre ja humalo kare che. eka zaheramAM eka adbhuta pradarzana goThavAyuM. eka bakarI ane eka siMha eka piMjarAmAM rakhAtAM. eka maitrIno namUno rajU thayo hato. loko A camatkAra joI khuza thatA hatA. siMha ane bakarI zAMtithI beThelAM dekhAtAM. jaina loko A jue to khuza thAya. paraMtu eka mANasane prazna thayo ke A kevI rIte bane ? eNe jaIne menejarane pUchyuM, tamAruM pradarzana to adabhuta che, paraMtu koI vAra siMha-bakarIne sAthe rAkhavAmAM jokhama UbhuM nathI thatuM? menejare kahyuM koI khAsa aDacaNa nathI AvatI. amAre dararoja ekanavI bakarI badalavI paDe che. bAkI badhuM barAbara che. siMha bhUkhyo nathI hoto, tyAM sudhI badhuM barAbara cAle che. paraMtu siMha bhUkhyo thAya che ke e bakarIne khAI jAya che. ame bIje divase navI bakarI goThavI daIe chIe. A pradarzanamAM koI samasyA UbhI thatI nathI. mANasa sivAya binajarUrI hiMsA koI jAnavara nathI karatuM, paraMtu mANase karelI hiMsA mANasane hiMsA jevI lAgatI nathI. mANase karelI hiMsAne ApaNe navAM navAM nAma ApIe chIe. mANasanI hatyAna thavI joIe. emAM mANasa mANasa vacce paNa ApaNe vibhAjana karIe chIe. mANasa jeTalo ApaNI najIka hoya, eTalI enI hatyA vadhAre krUra dekhAya che. pAkistAnI marAyo hoya to ThIka, koI bhAratIya marAyo to takalIpha UbhI thAya che. bhAratamAM paNa koI hindu marI jAya to musalamAnane kAMI takalIpha thatI nathI. jaina marI jAya to koI hindune takalIpha thatI nathI. AthI vadhAre najIkathI joIe. digaMbara marI jAya to zvetAMbarane koI takalIpha nathI. zvetAMbara mare to digaMbarane koI takalIpha nathI. ethI vadhAre nIce UtarIe to ApaNAM kuTuMbanuM koI mare to du:kha thAya che. bIjA kuTuMbamAM maryuM hoya to sahAnubhUti batAvIe chIe, sahAnubhUti hotI nathI. vaLI jo evo savAla pedA thAya ke kAM to tame jIvatA raho ke tamArA pitA jIvatA rahe? to pitAne maravuM paDe. tamAro bhAI bace ke tame baco evo prazna Ubho thAya, to bhAIne maravuM paDe. emAM paNa tamAro vadhAre UMDo hisAba che. tamAre mAthAne bacAvavuM ke pagane bacAvavo, evo prazna Ubho thAya, tyAre pagane kapAvuM paDe. mullA nasarUdInanA gAmamAM eka sainika Avyo hato. eka kophI hAusamAM besIne e potAnI bahAdurInI moTI moTI vAto karato hato. e kaheto hato ke yuddhamAM duzmanonAM meM eTalAM badhAM mAthAM kApyAM...eTalAM badhAM kApyAM... mullA thoDIvakhata sAMbhaLI rahyo. pachI 'A to kAMI nathI. eka vAra yuddhamAM gayo hato tyAre maeNkeTalAya mANasonA paga kApI nAkhyA, eno koI hisAba nathI." pelA sainike kahyuM, 'mahAzaya, enA karatAM to emanAM mAthA kApyAM hota to vadhu sAruM thAta."
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________________ namo arihaMtANam maMtra 111 mullAe kahyuM, 'mAthAM to koI pahelethI ja kApI gayuM hatuM. e badhAnA paga kApIne ghera pAchoryo, chatAM mArA zarIrane to eka ghasarako suddhAM nathI lAgyo. tArA zarIrane to keTalAya ghA lAgyA che." mAthuM pagakaratAM vadhAre najIka lAge che. jyAre mAthuM ke paga bemAMthI eka kApavAno prasaMga Ubho thAya tyAre je najIka hoya tene bacAvI levuM paDe che. paga ja kApavA joIe mAthuM bacAvavuM joIe. huM AkhA jagatanuM kendra chuM. mArI jAtane bacAvavA AkhA jagatane dAva para lagAvI zakuM chuM. A hiMsA che. mahAvIranuM darzana atyaMta vyApaka che. pariprekSya to ApaNuM ane mahAvIranuM eka che, paraMtu mahAvIra jeTalA UMDANathI joI zake che eTaluM ApaNe joI zaktA nathI. rastA para baLAtkAra thaI rahyo hoya tene ApaNe baLAtkAra kahIe chIe. pRthvI para somAMthI navANuM prasaMgomAM baLAtkAra ja thAya che. pati patnInI icchA vinA saMbhoga kare to te baLAtkAra na kahevAya ? keTalA pati patnInI icchA ane saMmatinI paravA kare che ? kAyadA dvArA eka suvidhA maLI gaI hoya to baLAtkAra na gaNAya, evuM samAja mAne che. paraMtu baLAtkArano artha ja e che ke koInI icchA vinA kaMIka baLajabarI karavI. ApaNe to bIjAnI icchA vinA ghaNuM badhuM karIe chIe. sAcI vAta to e che ke bIjAnI IcchA vinA kAMIka karavAnI ApaNane majA Ave che. eTale je puruSe kyAreka koI strI para baLAtkAra karI lIdho haze tene bIjI koI strI sAthe sahaja svAbhAvika prema karavAnI majA nahIM Ave kAraNake koI cIja jabaradastIthI karI levAmAM ke meLavI levAmAM akAranI je tRpti thAya che, te kyAreya svAbhAvika ane sahaja hotI nathI. tame koI mANasa sAthe kustI laDavA medAne paDo ane e mANasa enI meLe jamIna para paDI jaI tamane kahe ke, huM hArI gayo, mArI chAtI para caDhI jAo to e kustI laDavAnI tamane majA Avaze? jyAre koIne mahA-muzkelIthI kustImAM jIto, mAMDamAMDa hAravAnI aNI para AvyA pachI, sAmevALAne pADIne enI chAtI para caDhavAnuM zakya bane tyAre e kustImAM keTalo rasa Ave che? je rasa Ave te vijayano che. eTale ja potAnI patnImAM eTalo rasa nathI Avato, jeTalo bIjAnI patnImAM Ave che. ApaNI patnIne to jItelI ja che, (taken for granted) emAM kAMI vadhu rasa rahyo nathI. rasa zuM che? rasa vadhAre ne vadhAre vijaya meLavavAmAM, pachI te koI paNa viSayamAM hoya. kAmavAsanAmAM hoya, dhanamAM hoya ke padamAM hoya. jeTalI muzkelI vadhu teTaluM ahaMkArane poSaNa vadhAre maLe, e ahaMkAra vijayI banIne bahAra Ave che. ApaNe A viSe mahAvIrane pUchIe ane mahAvIranI vAtane UMDANathI samajIe to mahAvIra kaheze ke jyAM jyAM ahaMkAra ramata rame che tyAM tyAM baLAtkAra thaI jAya che. baLAtkAranA aneka rUpo hoya che. paraMtu ApaNe jo koI puruSane strI sAthe baLAtkAra karato joIe to ApaNane baLAtkAra karanAra ja javAbadAra dekhAze. paraMtu ApaNane e vAtano khyAla nathI raheto, ke strI paNa baLAtkAra karAvavA mATe keTalI ceSTAo karI zake che. kAraNa ke jema puruSane strIne jItavAmAM rasa Ave che,
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________________ 11ra "saMyama eTale madhyamAM rahevuM te eTalo ja koI strIne e vAtamAMrasa Ave che ke koI puruSane ebaLAtkAra karavAnI hAlatamAM lAvI mUke. kirkagArDe eka adbhuta pustaka lakhyuM che, "Diary of Seducer eka vyabhicArInI DAyarI, kirkagArDa emAM lakhyuM ke, huM mAnato hato ke vyabhicArInI je DAyarI huM lakhI rahyo chuM te mAtra eka kAlpanika vArtA che. paraMtu chelle, e vyabhicArI potAnA jIvananAM aMtamAM noMdha kare che ke huM moTI bhUla karI rahyo hato. huM ema samajato hato ke huM strIone vyabhicAra mATe rAjI karato hato, paraMtu chevaTe mane khabara paDI ke e strIoe mArI pAse vyabhicAra karAvyo. emaNe mane AkarSIne phasAvyo. strIonI A kaLA, niSedha dvArA jIte che. mane eTale ja eka prakArano bhrama rahyo. koI strI puruSa sAthe lagna karavAno prastAva mUkatI nathI. haMmezA lagnano prastAva purUSa pAse ja mukAve che. badhI jAtanI tarakIbo vApare che ke jethI puruSa prastAva kare. pote kyAreya prastAvakaratI nathI. A puruSa ane strInA manano bheda che. strIonA manano bheda bahu sUkSma che. tame eka puruSane raste jatI strIne dhakko mAravA jato juo cho. tamane tyAre ja lAge ke vAMka A puruSano che. paraMtu e strI jyAre potAnA gharanI bahAra nIkaLe tyAre evo zaNagAra karyo hato ke jo koI ene dhakko mAre to e ghera udAsa pAchI phare. koI dhakko mAre to e moTI cIsa paNa pADe, paraMtu cIsa pADavAnuM kAraNa e nathI ke e dhakko mAranAra pratye nArAja thaI che. somAMthI navANu vakhata to e ja kAraNa hoya che ke jo cIsa pADe, to koIne khabara kema paDe ke dhakko marAyo che. paraMtu e strIne potAnI AMtarika IcchAno koI khyAla ja na hoya, evuM paNa saMbhavita che. kAraNake strI banIThanIne vyavasthApUrvaka bahAra nIkaLe che tyAre e dhakko khAvA pUratuM nimaMtraNa Ape che. e nimaMtraNa ApavAmAM eno hAtha che.paraMtu ApaNo vicAra karavAno Dhaga evo che ke ApaNe haMmezAM pakSapAtI banI jaIe chIe. ApaNe ema ja vicArIe chIe ke AvuM kAMI bane tyAre emAM puruSa ja javAbadAra hoya che. ApaNane e vAtano khyAla nathI Avato ke javAbadArI nakkI karavAnuM kAma eTaluM saheluM nathI. e kAma atyaMta gUMcavaNabhareluM che. koI bIjuM paNa javAbadAra hoI zake che. koI bIjAnI javAbadArI vadhAre UMDI hoI zake che. kuzaLa ane cAlAka hoI zake che. sUkSma paNa hoI zake che. to jyAre Avo prasaMga mahAvIra jue tyAre enI pUrNatAmAM jue. mahAvIra ane ApaNA jovAmAM eTalo ja pharaka paDe che. mahAvIranuM darzana pUrNa hoya che ApaNe adhUruM joIe chIe. bIjo savAla e che ke AvA prasaMge mahAvIra zuM karaze ? mahAvIra bhale ApaNAthI alaga rIte jue, paraMtu e kAMI karaze ke nahIM? to huM A vize ema kahevA mAgu chuM ke mahAvIra kAMI nahIM kare, je thatuM haze te thavA deze. A pharaka samajavA jevo che. tame rastA parathI pasAra thaI rahyA cho ane koInI hatyA thaI rahI che tyAre tame UbhA rahIne thoDIvAra vicAra karazo ke zuM karI zakAya ? kAMI paNa karavuM ke na karavuM? sAmeno mANasa tAkAtavALI che ke kamajora che? bacAvavA kudI paDIza to enuM pariNAma zuM Avaze? hatyA karanAro koI minisTarano sagovahAlo to nahIM hoya? bacAvavA
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________________ namo arihaMtANam maMtra 113 jatAM huM to nahIMphasAI jAune? tame pacIsa vAtano vicAra karazo, paraMtu mahAvIra potAnAthI thaI zake ke nahIM eno vicAra nahIM kare. vicAravAnuM vyartha che. mahAvIranuM vicAravAnuM to kyAranuM baMdha thaI gayuM che. vicAravAnuM baMdha thayuM eTale to mahAvIra banyA. have vicAra AvatA nathI. vicAra haMmezA pakSapAtI hoya che, jyAre darzana pUrNa hoya che. daSTi, darzana haMmezA pUrNa hoya che. mahAvIrane potAnA darzanamAM eka paristhiti dekhAya che. pachI je thavAnuM hoyate thAya che. mahAvIra pAchuM vaLIne jotA - nathI ane vicAratA nathI ke meM zuM kyuM? kAraNake mahAvIre kharekhara kAMI ja kyuM nathI. eTale ja mahAvIre kahyuM che ke koI pUrUMkRtya, baMdhana banatuM nathI. mahAvIrathI zuM banaze, mahAvIra zuM karaze e viSe ApaNe bhaviSyavANI karI zakIe. mahAvIra paNa pahelethI kahI nahI zake ke e zuM karaze. e saMyogomAM, e paristhitimAM, mahAvIrathI zuM thaze te koI jyotiSI paNa nahIM kahI zake. ApaNA viSe bhaviSyavANI thaI zake che. A samajavA jevI vAta che. jeTalI samaja ochI haze, eTalI bhaviSyavANI ApaNA vize karI zakAze. jeTalA nAsamaja ApaNe hoIzuM, jeTalA yAMtrika jIvanArA ApaNe hoIzuM, eTalI vadhAre bhaviSyavANI ApaNe mATe karI zakAze. eka mazIna hoya to te keTaluM ane kevuM kAma karaze tenI bhaviSyavANI karI zakAya che. eka jAnavara mATe bhaviSya bhAkhavAmAM thoDI aDacaNa paDe, chatAMya 90% ApaNe kahI zakIe ke gAya sAMje AvIne zuM karaze? te kahI zakAya ke nahIM ? cokkasa kahI zakAya. jemajema jIvananI cetanAno vikAsa thato jAya che tematema enA viSe bhaviSyavANI karavAnuM muzkela thatuM jAya che. sAmAnya mANasa mATe kahI zakAya ke e savAre zuM karaze ? paraMtu buddha ke mahAvIra jevI vyaktio mATe teo savAre zuM karazo te kahI nahIM zakAya. emanAthI zuM thaI zake te atyaMta ajJAta ane rahasyathI bharapUra che. kAraNake emanA pUrNa darzanamAM emane zuM dekhAze te kahI zakAya tema nathI. emane kAMIka darzana thAya che ane tatkAlakRtya thAya che. teo eka darpaNa jevA che. je ghaTanAo emanI cAre tarapha banI rahI che te emanAdarpaNamAM pratibiMbita thaI jaze. enI koI javAbadArI mANasa para che ja nahIM. je mahAvIre koIne hatyA karatAM rokyA haze ke vyabhicAra karatAM aTakAvyA hazo to mahAvIra koIne kaheze nahIM ke meM koIne vyabhicAra karatAM aTakAvyo hato. mahAvIra kaheze ke meM joyuM ke vyabhicAra thavAno hato ane meM e paNa joyuM ke mArA zarIre e kAryane thatuM rokyuM, huM mAtra sAkSI hato. mahAvIra mAtra sAkSI banI raheze, vyabhicAranA ane vyabhicArane rokatA kRtyanA. paNa tyAre ja e karmanI bahAra raheze nahi to karmanI bahAra nahI rahI zake. vicArapUrvaka vAsanAthI, IcchAthI, abhiprAyathI, prayojanathI karelAM karma phaLa lAve che. mahAvIra jJAnI thaI gayA pachI, e je kAMI kare che te badhuM prayojanarahita, dhyeyarahita, phaLarahita, vicArarahita, zUnyamAMthI uddabhaveluM karma che. jyAre zUnyamAMthI karmaudbhave che tyAre te viSe bhaviSyavANI karI zakAtI nathI; e bhaviSyanI bahAra hoya che. eTale mahAvIra kahI zakatA nathI ke huM paNa kahI nathI zakto ke mahAvIra zuM karaze? mahAvIra kaheze ke zuM thaI rahyuM che te tame jozo. huM paNa joIza, zuM thaI rahyuM che te. mahAvIre karavAnuM badhuM choDI dIdhuM che. eTale
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________________ 114 saMyama" eTale madhyamAM rahevuM te jamahAvIra, lAotsa, buddha ke kRSNa jevA mAnavonAM karma samajavI e jagatamAM atyaMta durgamakaThina samasyA che. ApaNe AvA praznozA mATe karIe chIe ? ApaNe eTalA mATe pUchIe chIe ke AvA prasaMgoe mahAvIra zuM karaze te ApaNane barAbara khabara paDe to ApaNe paNa e rIte ja karIe, paraMtu e khyAla rAkhavo joIe ke mahAvIra thayA vinA ApaNe mahAvIra jevuM nahIM ja karI zakIe. ApaNe mahAvIra jevuM karatA dekhAI zakIe, paraMtu te mahAvIra jevuM to nahIM ja hoya. A moTI muzkelI che. mahAvIra pAchaLa pacIsaso varSathI emanA anuyAyI cAlI rahyA che. emaNe koI vizeSa paristhitimAM mahAvIra je kAMI karatA te vize je sAMbhaLyuM haze, tenI nakala karavAnuM cAlu rAkhyuM che. nakalamAM koI AtmAno anubhava maLato nathI. je kRtya mahAvIra mATe sahaja hatuM te emanA anuyAyI mATe prayAsapUrvakanuM bane che. mahAvIranI draSTimAMthI je pedA thayuM hatuM te anuyAyI mATe mAtra goThavelI Adata banI jAya che. mahAvIre koI upavAsaryo hato tyAre emane mATe upavAsa no koIka judo ja artha hato. e upavAsa karatAM mahAvIraeTalA AtmalIna hatA ke emane zarIranuM smaraNa ja rahyuM nahIM hoya. Aje mahAvIranA anuyAyI bhojana kare che tyAre emanA zarIranuM emane smaraNa thatuM nathI, paraMtu jyAre upavAsa kare che tyAre to covIsa kalAka zarIranuM ja smaraNa rahyA kare che. enA karatAM to bhojana karI lIdhuM hota to mahAvIranI vadhAre nikaTa raheta, zarIranuM smaraNa na AvavAne kAraNe mahAvIre covIsa kalAka bhojananakyuM tyAre temane zarIranuM smaraNa janarahyuM, to bhUkhano khyAla kyAthI Ave ? bhojananI khojamAM bahAra paNa koNa jAya? mahAvIra jevA mAnavonI nakala na thaI zake. nakala karIne koI mahAvIra thaI zake? paraMtu anuyAyIonI paraMparA nakala karavAnuM kAma kare che. e kAmavinAzanuM kAraNa bane che. mahAvIre zuMkyuM tenA tarapha ja najara che. badhA dharmanA jhagaDAo AnakalakaravAnI vRttimAMthI pedA thayA che. mahAvIre je karyuM te kRSNa karyuM tenAthI juduM che, budhdha kAMI juduM ja karyuM, jisase paNa kAMI juduM karyuM. te badhAnI sthiti alaga alaga hatI. mahAvIre je kyuM te kRSNa karatAM alaga dekhAya to mahAvIranA anuyAyIo kaheze ke kRSNa khoTuM karyuM. kAraNake mahAvIre kRSNa jevuM kyAreya karyuM nahotuM. buddha kAMI kare to te khoTuM, kAraNake mahAvIre evuM kyuM nathI. budhdhane mAnavAvALA kahe che ke budhdha je kAMi kyute ja barAbara hatuM. mahAvIre budhdha jevuM kyuM nathI mATe mahAvIrane jJAna thayuM nathI. A rIte ApaNe karmothI jJAna mApavAnI bhUla karIe chIe. karma jJAnathI pedA thAya che ane jJAna karmathI bahu moTI ghaTanA che. sAgaramAM lahera pedA thAya che, paraMtu sAgarane mojAMthI mApI zakAto nathI. vaLI hinda mahAsAgaramAM eka prakAranuM mojuM hoya, prazAMta mahAsAgaramAM judA prakAranuM hoya. kAraNake badhe alaga alaga prakAranA pavana, alaga dizAomAMthI kAMtA hoya che. mojAno prakopa
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________________ namo arihaMtANama: maMtra 115 alaga hovAthI ke pANIno raMga judo hovAthI sAgaranuM sAgarapaNuM maTI jatuM nathI. mahAvIranI sthitimAM mahAvIra zuM kare che tenI ApaNane khabara che. budhdhanI sthitimAM budhdhazuM kare che tenI ApaNane khabara che. emanI pAchaLa cAlanArI anuyAyI-paraMparA jaDa banI jAya che. zAstromAM jenAM varNana che, tevI sthitimAM mahAvIre jevuM karyuM hatuM, tevuM anuyAyI karavA mAge che. paraMtu Aje mahAvIranA kALa ane sthiti nathI, ane e vAta paNa pAkI che ke ApaNe koI mahAvIra nathI. kAraNake mahAvIre pAchuM vaLIne kyAreya joyuM nathI ke emanI pahelAM koIe zuM karyuM hatuM. mahAvIre je kAMi kyuM, te emanuM katyana hatuM, e mAtra ghaTanA hatI, eka happening hatuM e banI rahyuM hatuM, koI cokkasa niyamanA AdhAre banyuM na hatuM. e badhI niyamarahita cetanAmAMthI uddabhavelI ghaTanAo hatI. svataMtra ghaTanA hatI. eTale karmanuM emAM baMdhanana hatuM. mahAvIre ghaNuM badhuM karyuM hota. zuM karyuM hota te kahInazakAya, eTale amuka paristhitimAM zuM kare teno koi uttara ApI zakAya tema nathI. dareka paLe jIvana badalAya che. jiMdagI koI sTIla phoTogrApha jevI nathI. jiMdagI gatimAna che, bhAgatA doDatA calacitra jevI. calacitramAM badhuM Akho vakhata badalAyA kare che. hareka paLe navuM citra, navIna sthiti rajU thAya che. dareka navI sthitimAM mahAvIranavAM DhaMgathI pragaTa thaze. mahAvIra Aje je pharI pragaTa thAya to jene lokone pArAvAra muzkelI varatAze. pacIsaso varSa pahelAMnuM jIvana TAMkI mahAvIranA anuyAyI, AjanA mahAvIranI kasoTI karaze ke e agAunA mahAvIra jevuM vartana kare che ke nahIM. eka vAta nizcita che ke AjanA mahAvIra, agAunA mahAvIranI jemanahI jIve. kAraNake AjanI sthiti judI che. badhuM badalAI gayuM che. eTale je zAstronI jaDa vAtone vaLagI raheze te AjanA mahAvIrano svIkAra nahI karI zake. jo bIjI thoDI vyaktio AjanA mahAvIrane maLI jAya to navo saMpradAya zarU thaI jAya, paraMtu jaina paraMparA, AjanA mahAvIra nahIM svIkArI zake. evuM ja buddhanI ane kRSNanI bAbatamAM banaze. kAraNake ApaNe karmone pakaDIne besI gayA chIe. karmo to rAkha jevAM che, dhULa jevAM che, karma tUTI gayelAM vRkSanA pAMdaDA jevAM che. e pAMdaDAmAMthI vRkSanuM mApana kADhI zakAya. vRkSa para to hara paLe navAM pAna, navA aMkura phuTe e javRkSanuM jIvana che. sUkAM pAna vRkSano bhUtakALa che, vartamAna jIvananathI. sUkAM pAna evuM nathI batAvatAM ke e have vRkSa mATe vyartha banI kharI paDyAM che ? badhAM karmo sUkAM pAna jevAM che. e bahAra khayAM kare che. vRkSanI bhAratamAM jIvana harapaLanavuM lIluMchama, gatizIla dhabakI rahyuM che. sUkAM pAna ekaThAM karIne, ApaNe vRkSane samajI zakIe chIe? sUkAM pAna sAthe vRkSane kAMI levAdevA nathI. vRkSano saMbaMdha bhItara vahetI prANanI dhArA sAthe che, jyAM navAM pAnanAM aMkura hara paLa phUTyA kare che. vRkSa kAMi vicArI vicArIne pAMdaDAne janma Apatu nathI. vRkSamAMthI pAMdaDA janme che. e kevAM haze to teno AdhAra
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________________ 116 "saMyama' eTale madhyamAM rahevuM te prakAza, havA, varasAda, sUrya, caMdra, tArA kevAM haze enA para nirbhara che. A pAMdaDA mAtra vRkSamAMthI nahIM, paraMtu AsapAsanI prakRttinI samatAmAMthI janma leze. mahAvIra jevA loko eka prAkRtika samagratAmAM Ave che. e zuM karaze te kahInazakAya. ema paNa bane ke je baLAtkAra karatuM hoya tene mahAvIra dhamakI paNa Ape. kAMI kahI zakAya nahIM. mullA nasarUddIna eka gAmamAMthI pasAra thaI rahyo hato. tyAM eNe joyuM ke eka nAnA mANasane, eka moTo jADo tagaDo mANasa mArI rahyo che. e jaDo mANasa pelA nAnA mANasa para besI gayo hato.mullAne gusso Avyo. doDIne mullA pelA jADA mANasa para tUTI paDyo. mullA kAMI pAcho paDe tema na hato. khUba mahenata pachI e jADA mANasane nIce pADI zakyo. pachI to pelo nAno mANasa paNa mAravA lAgyo. jADA mANasane sAro evo mAra paDyo. pelo nAno mANasa jevo chUTyoke bhAgI gayo. pelo jADo mANasa mullAne kahe ke "bhAI mArI vAta to sAMbhaLo, paraMtu mullA puSkaLagussAmAM hato; e kevI rIte sAMbhaLe! jyAre pelonAno mANasa bhAgI gayo tyAre mullAe pUchyuM, tuM zuM kahevA mAge che, bola?' jADA mANase kahyuM: 'pelo mAruM khisuM kApIne bhAgI gayo che. e mAruM khisuM kApato hato eTale to jhapAjhapI thaI. pelAne pakaDavAne badale te to mane ja pITInAkhyo. pelAne to teM javA dIdho!' mullAe kahyuM A to khoTuM thayuM, temane pahelethInakIdhuM ?' jaDA mANase kahyuM, "tuM mArI vAta sAMbhaLe tone? meM keTalI vAra kahyuM ke bhAI mArI vAta sAMbhaLa, teMto mane mAravA ja mAMDyo! jiMdagI bahu jaTila che. ahIM koNa pITI rahyuM che, koNa piTAI rahyuM che ane je piTAI rahyuM che te kharekhara pITavA yogya che ke nahIM, tenI darakAra karavAno samaya nathI hoto. mullAe kahyuM ke huM pelA nAnA mANasane khoLI kADhIza ane kharekhara eNe khoLI kADhayo. jevo mullAne joyo ke pelA nAnA mANase je pAkITa coryuM hatuM te mullAne ApI dIdhuM ne kahyuM ke "laI lo, A pAkITanA asalI mAlika tame ja cho. kAraNake tame jo na AvyA hota to huM to marAI ja jAta! jiMdagI jaTIla che. mahAvIra jevA mANaso jiMdagInI jaTilatAne enI pUrNatAmAM jue che. e rIte joyA pachI mahAvIra zuM karaze te kahevuM saheluM nathI. pratyeka ghaTanAmAM hakIkatanI jaTilatA alaga alaga hoya che. pratyeka ghaTanAgatimAna pravAhanI jema vahyA kare che. have saMyama viSe samajI laIe. kAraNake mahAvIra ahiMsA pachI samayane bIjuM mahattvanuM sUtra gaNe che. ahiMsA, saMyama ane tapa. saMyama zvAsa che ane tapa zarIra che. mahAvIre sauprathama ahiMsAne mUkI. ahiMsA, saMyama ane ta5. saMyamavacamAM rAkhyo. tapane sauthI chelle rAkhyuM. paraMtu je chelle ' rAkhyuM che, te ApaNane paheluM dekhAya che. pachI saMyama dekhAya che. ahiMsA to kadAca dekhAtI ja
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________________ namo arihaMtANam maMtra 117 nathI. ahiMsAnuM darzana karavuM muzkela che. mahAvIra bhItarathI bahAranI tarapha Ave che. ApaNe bahArathI bhItara tarapha jaIe chIe. eTale ApaNe tapasvInI jeTalI pUjA karIe chIe eTalI ahiMsakanI karI zakatA nathI. kAraNake tapato ApaNane dekhAya che. e to dehanI je bahAra che. ahiMsA UDe che, adrazya che. saMyamanuM ApaNe anumAna karI zakIe chIe. koI vyakti tapasvI hoya to ApaNane lAge che ke e saMyamI haze. je - saMyamI na hoya to tapa kevI rIte kare! jyAre koI bhogIne joIe to ema lAge ke e asaMyamI haze. kAraNake saMyamI hoya to bhoga kevI rIte karI zake, paraMtu jo UMDANathI vicArIe to samajAze ke tapasvI paNa asaMyamI hoI zake ane bhogI saMyamI paNa hoI zake che. saMyama viSe ApaNe mAtra anumAna karIe chIe. kono saMyama kevo che, keTalo che, e sadaMtara aMgata bAbata che. enA viSe cokkasa nakkI karavuM muzkela che. ApaNe rastA bhInA hoya te joine anumAna karIe ke varasAda paDyo haze. paraMtu AjakAla to myunisipAliTInI moTara paNa rastA para pANI chAMTI jAya che. pahelAnA jamAnAmAM myunisipAliTI hatI ja nahIM, tyAre pustakomAM lakhAyeluM, varSA viSenuM anumAna sAcuM paDatuM hatuM. paraMtu Aje evuM nizcitapaNe kahI zakAtuM nathI. eTale ApaNe tapasvIne joIne anumAna karIe ke e saMyamI paNa che to e anumAna sAcuM hovuM jarUrI nathI. tapa karanAra asaMyamI paNa hoI zake, saMyamanuM hovuM jarUrI nathI. eTale mahAvIra bhIratathI AgaLa vadhe che. ahiMsAne prathama mUke che. bhItaramAM jyAM prANa che tyAMthI AgaLa vadhavuM vadhAre yogya che. sudrathI virATa tarapha AgaLa vadhavAmAM bhUla thaI javAno bhaya che. paraMtu virATathI zudra tarapha javAmAM kyAreya bhUla thatI nathI. zudrathI virATa taraphajatAM, sudranI dhAraNAne virATa tarapha laI jatAM bhUla thAya che. kAraNake sudranI daSTi saMkirNa hoya che. ene kheMcIne moTI karavA jatAM bhUla thaI jAya che. eTale sarvaprathama saMyamano artha samajI laIe. sAmAnya rIte saMyamano ApaNe je artha karIe chIe temAM nirodha, virodha, damana, niyaMtraNa, kaMTrola vagere bhAva AvI jAya che. koI mANasa potAnI jAtane roke che, vRttione dabAve che, bAMdhe che. emanA para niyaMtraNa rAkhe che ene ApaNe saMyamI kahIe chIe, eTale ApaNI saMyama zabdanI vyAkhyA niSedhAtmaka che, negeTiva che. saMyamanuM koi vidhAyaka rUpa ApaNA khyAlamAM nathI. koI mANasa ochuM khAya che to ApaNe kahIe chIe ke e saMyamI che. koI ochuM UMdhe to ApaNe kahIe chIe ke saMyamI che. koI mANasa lagna nathI karato to ApaNe kahIe ke saMyamI che. koI ochAM kapaDAM pahere to kahIe chIe ke saMyamI che. Ama koI paNa bAbatamAM maryAdA nakkI kare tene saMyamI kahIe chIe. jeTalo vadhAre niSedha, jeTalI vadhu maryAdA, jeTaluM vadhuM niyaMtraNa, jeTalI bAdhAo laIe ne ApaNI jAtane bAMdhIe eTalA vadhu saMyamI gaNAIe. paraMtu huM bedhaDaka kahuM chuM ke mahAvIra jevI vyakti, jIvanane niSedha nI paribhASA nahIM Ape. jIvana niSedhathI cAlatuM nathI. jIvana haMmezA vidhAyakatAmAM-pojhiTivamAM jivAya che. jIvananI samagra
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________________ 'saMyama' eTale madhyamAM rahevuM te UrjAvidhAyaka che. mahAvIranI paribhASA vidhAyaka ja hoi zake, sazakta ane jIvaMta hoi zake. sAmAnya rIte samajAyelI saMyamanI paribhASA mujaba je saMyamamAM AgaLa vadhe che temanA jIvanamAM teja vadhatuM hoya evuM dekhAtuM nathI. emanI krAMti kSINa thatI hoya evuM lAge che. paraMtu A vAtanI ApaNe phikara karatA nathI. mahAvIre je saMyamanI vAta karIche tethI to jIvanano mahimA vadhavo joie. enAthI vyaktinI pratibhA AbhAmaMDita thavI joie. enA badale jene ApaNe tapasvI kahIe chIe, temanI buddhinA AMkanI jo tapAsa karAvIe to e AMka vadhato nahIM paNa ghaTato dekhAze. paraMtu ApaNe tapasvInI pratibhA ghaTatI hoya che tenI paravA karatA nathI. ApaNe to e keTalI roTalI khAya che, ane keTalA ochA ne kevAM kapaDAM pahere che tenA para najara rAkhIe chIe. buddhihInamAM buddhihIna sAdhu paNa samAjamAM TakI zake che, jo e mAtra be roTalI khAine rAjI thai jAya ane mAtra eka vAra ja bhojana divasamAM kare to. eka sAdhu mArI pAse AvyA hatA. mArI vAto sAMbhaLIne kahyuM ke tamArI vAta mane ThIka lAge che. mane A paraMparAgata sAdhutA choDI devAnuM mana thAya che. paraMtu jo huM ema karIza to muzkelImAM mukAi jaiza. Aje karoDapati mANasa mArAM caraNasparza kare che. sAdhutA choDayA pachI e vyakti mane enI ophisamAM sipAi tarIke paNa rAkhavA taiyAra nahI thAya. vicAra karavA jevI vAta che ke je mANasano caraNasparza karIe chIe, te ja mANasa, jo ApaNe ghera vAsaNa mAMjavAnI nokarI karavA Ave to ApaNe ene pUchavA lAgIe ke bhAi pahelAM kayAM kAma karato hato, zuM abhyAsa karela che, zuM AvaDe che, koi sarTiphIkeTa che? koi jagyAe corIcapATI to nathI karIne ? paraMtu koinAM caraNasparza karatAM pahelAM koi pramANapatranI jarUrata ApaNane dekhAtI nathI. tamArI buddhimAM vAta besI jAya ke e saMyamI che, to bIjA koi paNa pramANapatranI jarUra nathI. saMyamanuM jANe ApaNe koi khAsa mUlya samajI-rAkhyuM hoya che ane koi potAnI jAtane rokI zake che to te saMyamI che ema mAnIe chIe. potAnI jAtane rokI rAkhavAthI jANe koi khAsa guNa ApaNAmAM AvI jato hoya ! 118 jIvananA badhA guNa phelAvanA che, vistAranA che. jIvananA badhA guNa koi vidhAyaka upalabaddhimAM che, niSedhamAM nathI. mahAvIranI saMyamanI vyAkhyA judI che. paraMtu e samajIe te pahelAM ApaNI saMyama viSenI samaja kevI che te barAbara samajI laie. ApaNo saMyamano artha che potAnI jAta sAthe laDato mANasa. jyAre mahAvIrano artha che potAnI sAthe maitrIpUrNa thayela mANasa. ApaNo saMyamano artha che potAnI vRttione kAbUmAM rAkhanAra mANasa. mahAvIrano artha che potAnI vRttiono mAlika thayelo mANasa. je mAlika nathI, tene saMbhALavuM paDe che, kAbumAM, niyaMtraNamAM rAkhavuM paDe che. vRttio ApaNI mAlika hoya che. jo ApaNe vRttiothI vadhu zaktizALI hoie to vRttio sAthe laDavuM paDatuM nathI. vRttio emanI meLe sarI paDe che. mahAvIrano saMyamano artha che ke vyakti AtmavAna che, eTalI AtmavAna ke enI sAme, vRttio avAja nathI karI zakatI, UbhI nathI rahI zakatI-eno izAro mAtra paryAsa
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________________ namo arihaMtANam: maMtra 119 che. evuM nathI ke ene krodhane dabAvavo paDe che, jene dabAvavA mATe tAkAta vAparavI paDe, tenAthI ApaNe kamajora hovAnA. jene ApaNe tAkAta vAparI dabAvIe chIe tene game teTaluM dabAvIe topaNa haMmezAM mATe dabAyeluM nahIM rAkhI zakAya. Aje nahIkAle, jyAre ApaNI tAkAta ochI thaze tyAre e pharIthI phUTI nIkaLaze, ApoApavahevA lAgaze. AtmavAnavyaktinI sAme krodhanI kSamatA nathI ke e enI jANa bahAra, behozImAM pragaTa thaI jAya. huMeka kolejamAM hato tyAM eka majAnI ghaTanA ghaTI.e kolejanA prinsipAla bahu zaktizALI hatA. ghaNAM varSothI emaNe e pada zobhAvyuM hatuM. emanI riTAyara thavAnI umara paNa thaI gaI hatI, paraMtu riTAyara thatA nahotA. khAnagI mAlikInI koleja hatI. eka kamiTI hatI te koleja calAvatI hatI, paraMtu kamiTInA mANaso prinsipAlathI DaratA hatA. bIjA prophesaro hatA te paNa DaratA hatA. pachI pAMca dasa prophesaroe bhegA thaIne, eka thoDo tAkAtavALo prophesara hato tene AgaLa karyo. kahyuM ke e sauthI jUno, siniyara posTavALo che, eNe prinsipAla thavuM joIe. meM e prophesarane kahyuM ke huM jANuM chuM ke tame badhA kamajora cho. tame jabaradastI koIne prinsipAlanI khurazI para besADavA jazo to pastAzo. emaNe kahyuM ke amAruM saMgaThana che ane saMgaThanamAM zakti che. badhA prophesaroe ekaThA thaIne prinsipAlanI khurazI para eka sajjanane besADI dIdhA. huM paNa badho khela jovA hAjara thaI gayo hato. je prinsipAla hatA tenA ghare khabara mokalI devAI ke A rIte koIne emanI khurazI para besADI devAmAM AvyA che. emaNe kahyuM, besADavA do. barAbara samayasara, rojanI jema, agiyAra vAge prinsipAla potAnI ophisamAM AvyA. je prophesarane emanI jagyA para besADavAmAM AvyA hatA, te prinsipAlane joI UbhA thaI gayA ane namaskAra karI kahyuM ke, "Avo, beso' prinsipAla ophisamAM dAkhala thatAM ja, pelA prophesara haTI gayA. prinsipAle polIsamAM koI phariyAda paNa na karI. meM pUchyuM prinsipAlane ke polIsamAM kema khabara ApatA nathI? prinsipAle kahyuM, polIsane khabara! kAMI jarUra nathI. emane je karavuM hoya te karavA do. prinsipAla zaktizALI hatA. polIsanI zuM madada levI? jyAre zakti svayaMmAM hoya tyAre vRttio sAthe laDavuM paDatuM nathI. vRttio AtmavAna vyakti pAse mAthuM jhukAvIne UbhI rahe che. koI sArathi gharamAM besIne, jotarelA ghoDAne lagAma pakaDIne kAbUmAM rAkhe e sArathino saMyamanathI. lagAma pakaDIne kAbUmAM rAkhavAmAM damana che. saMyamano artha damana karavuM evo thato nathI. mahAvIranA hisAbe saMyamI potAnI zaktimAM pratiSThita che. enI zaktimAM pratiSThita hovAmAM ja, enI vRttionI nirbaLatA ane napuMsaktA che. mahAvIra potAnI kAmavAsanA para kAbU meLavIne brahmacaryane upalabdha nathI thayA. emanI brahmacaryanI zakita eTalI baLavAna che ke kAmavAsanA potAnuM mAthuM uThAvI zake tema nathI. A saMyamano vidhAyaka artha che, mahAvIra hiMsA sAthe laDIne ahiMsaka nathI banyA. mahAvIra ahiMsaka che, mATe hiMsA potAnuM mAthuM uThAvI zakatI nathI. mahAvIra
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________________ 120 "saMyama eTale madhyamAM rahevuM te krodha sAthe laDIne, kSamAvAnanathI banyA. kSamAnI eTalI zakti che ke krodhane UThavAno avasara ja nathI. mahAvIra kahe che ke svayaMnI zaktithI paricita hovuM ke thaI javuM enuM nAma saMyama che. saMyama zabda bahu arthapUrNa che. aMgrejImAM je pustako lakhAyAM che ane saMyama viSe jemaNe lakhyuM che teoe saMyamano anuvAdaryo che. kanTrola CONTROL', kAbumAM rAkhavuM te. paraMtu te artha khoTo che. aMgrejImAM mAtra eka ja zabda che je, saMyama zabdano anuvAda banI zake che ane te che, 'TrAnkaviliTI-TRANQUILITY', paraMtu bhASAzAstrInA khyAlamAM e zabda Avato nathI. kAraNake bhASAnI daSTie evo artha karavo barAbara nathI. saMyamano artha che eTalI zAMti ke jene vicalita karI zakAya tema nathI. saMyamI eTale evI vyakti je pote avicalita, niSkapa che, je sthira thaI cUkI che. gItAmAM jene sthitaprajJa kahyo che, evo mANasa mahAvIranA hisAbe saMyamI che. je vyakti DAmADoLa thatI nathI, je kaMpita thatI nathI je potAnAmAM sthira che, potAnA paga jamAvIne beThelI che e saMyamI che. A vAta ApaNe eka bIjI rIte samajIe, saMyamano artha hamaNA jaNAvyo tevo jo hoya to asaMyamano artha che, kaMpana, 'vevariMga-wavaringTembaliMga-Trembling" ApaNuM je DolatuM mana che, te eka cheDethI bIje cheDe bhAgyA kare che. jo mana kAmavAsanAmAM cAlyuM jAya to e cheDA para pahoMcIne e kaMTALaze, pastAze ane parezAna thaze. kAraNake koI kAmavAsanAmAM lAMbo samaya TakI zakatuM nathI. badhI vAsanAo Akhare kaMTALo Ape che. thakave che. gabharAve che. kAraNake emAMthI maLatuM kAMI nathI. je kAMI maLavAnA svapna hatAM te tUTI jAya che. viphalatA ane viSAda sivAya bIjuM kAMI hAthamAM AvatuM nathI. eTale vAsanAthI gherAyeluM mana jevuM eka cheDe pahoMce che ke e tyAMthI bIje cheDe doDavA lAge che. e vAsanAno virodhI bane che, duzmana bane che. kAla sudhI je vadhu khAto hato te annatyAga karavA lAge che. eTale A vAta khyAlamAM rAkhavA jevI che ke annatyAga karavAnI dhAraNA evA samAjamAM pedA thAya che jyAM bharapeTa bhojana maLatuM hoya che. jaina samAjamAM annatyAga, upavAsa, anazanano mahimA che. enuM kAraNa e nathI ke jaino mahAvIrane barAbara samajyA che. anazanano mahimA jaina samAjamAM eTalA mATe che ke jeno bharapeTa bhojana karI zake teTalI emanI pAse kSamatA che. jaina samAja ovaraheDa-OVERFED samAja che. e samAjamAM garIba loko bahu ochA che. kahI zakaya ke che ja nahIM. tamane kadAca A vAtano khyAla haze ke garIbo dhArmika tahevAromAM sAruM sAruM bhojana banAve che. paraMtu jainonAke amIra mANasonA dhArmika tahevAromAM upavAsa karavAno hoya che. eTale jeTalA duniyAmAM garIba dharma che temAM tahevAra ke utsavanA divaso vadhAre bhojananA divaso che. amIra dharmanA tahevArone utsavo, upavAsanA divaso che. jyAM jyAM bhojana vadhAre thatuM haze tyAM tyAM
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________________ namo arihaMtANama: maMtra 121 upavAsamAM mAnanArA vadhAre haze. amerikAmAM Aje jeTalI upavAsanI, fasting nI carcA, necaropathInI carcA cAle che, eTalI carcA bIje kyAMya cAlatI nathI. paraMtu eno artha evo nathI ke upavAsa ke anazana karanArA mahAvIrane samajyA che. paryuSaNa Ave tyAre ATha divasa, dasa divasa anazana thAya che ke ochuM khavAya che tyAre e divasomAM, upavAsa ke anazana choDyA pachI zuM zuM khAIzuM tenuM Ayojana thAya che, anazana chUTatAM, pAgalanI jema loko khAvA lAge che ane bImAra paDe che. sAcI vAta to e che ke vadhu jamanAra loko jyAre upavAsa kare che tyAre emane kAMi dharmalAbha thato nathI, paraMtu bhojanamAM vadhAre rasa AvavA lAge che. bhUkha vadhAre UghaDe che. ATha divasanA upavAsa pachI jIbhane svAda vadhAre AvavA lAge che. mahAvIra kahe che ke upavAsathI rasamukita thavI joIe, paraMtu bane che UlaTuM. upavAsa pachI bhojanamAM rasapragADha bane che. upavAsa samaye rasaciMtana cAle che ane rasaprati mATe Ayojana cAle che. je bhUkha marI gaI hatI te sajIvana thaI jAya che. dasa divasa pachI bhojana paramANasa jANe tUTI paDe che. mana eka ati parathI bIjA ati para doDI jAya che. asaMyamano artha che eka ati parathI bIjA ati para DolAyamAna thayA karavuM te. saMyamano artha che madhyamAM rahevuM te. ApaNe ema samajatA hoIe ke vadhAre bhojana karavuM te asaMyama che to alpa bhojana karavuM te paNa asaMyama che. samyaka bhojana saMyama che. samyaka AhAra samajavo muzkela che. vadhAre bhojana karavuM saheluM che. bilakula bhojana na karavuM paNa saheluM che. paraMtu samyaka bhojana karavuM kaThina che. mana kyAreya samyaka para sthira rahetuM nathI. mahAvIranI zabdAvalimAM jo koI vadhAremAM vadhAre mahattvano zabda hoya to te che samyapha. samyaphano artha che, madhyamAM, ati para nahI, sama rahevuM te. badhI cIjo sama banI jAya,atinuM koI nahIM rahe, tyAM badhI cIjo sthiratAne zAMtine tranquility ne prApta thAya che. jIvananI sama-svaratA, pratyeka dizAmAM prApta karI levI tenuM nAma saMyama che. paraMtu ApaNe niSedhAtmaka jIvana jIvIe chIe. ghaNI badhI cIjono niSedha karIe chIe. eTale niSedhAtmaka hoIe tyAre je karatA hoIe tenAthI sAmenA cheDe jaIe chIe. ApaNe madhyamAM rahetAnathI, samyakatva ane saMyama samajAtAM nathI. sAMbhaLyuM che ke mullA nasarUdIna eka cUMTaNImAM Ubho rahyo. potAnuM je cuTaNIkSetra hatuM temAM pharavA lAgyo. e kSetranuM je mukhya nagara hatuM temAM enA mitro maLyA. mitroe khabara ApI ke amuka mANasa tamArI viruddha game tema bole che. mullA gALo ApavAmAM hoziyAra hato. eNe jeTalI gALo jANato hato, eTalI pelA mANasane bhAMDI kahyuM ke, "e mANasa koI zaitAnano dIkaro hovo joIe. eka vAra mane jItI javA do, pachI ene narkamAM mokalAvI daIza." mitroe kahyuM ke, 'tame gALo ApavAmAM hoziyAra cho, mATe AvuM kahyuM, e mANasa tamAro cAhaka
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________________ 122 "saMyama eTale madhyamAM rahevuM te ane prazaMsaka che." mullAe kahyuM, 'huM jANato ja hato ke mANasa devatA jevo che. eka vAra huM cUMTAI AvIza. pachI ene maMdiromAM besADIza ane enI pUjA karIza." mitroe kahyuM, "mullA tame ATalI jaladI badalAI jAo cho?" mullAe kahayuM, "koNa badalAtuM nathI? mana to badalAyA ja kare che. Aje strIrUpanI devI dekhAya che, te kAle sAkSAtakarUpa paNa dekhAya.' mana eka ati parathI bIjA ati para doDI jAya che. tame jene Aje UMcA Asane besADo cho ene kAle jamIna para paTakI nAkho cho. mana vacamAM rokAtuM nathI. kAraNake manano artha che, tANa, Tenzana. je vacamAM rokAI jaIe to koI prakAranI tANa hotI ja nathI. mane haMmezAM ati para jIve che. madhyamAM mananuM mRtyu che. ApaNe koI vyakti mATe "saMyamI mana vALo mANasa che evo zabdaprayoga karIe chIe, paraMtu e zabdaprayoga ekadama khoTo che. saMyamI mANasa pAse mana hotuM ja nathI. buddha ane jaina dharmanA sAcA sAdhuo to kahe che ke jyAre a-mana avasthA prApta thAya che, No-mind avasthA prApta thAya che tyAre saMyama sadhAya che. mana eTale ja asaMyama ema kahIe to khoTuM nathI, emAM atizayokti nathI. manano niyama che, e kheMcANamAM, tANamAM raho, eka ati para raho to ja cittamAM tANa raheze. tANamAM rahevuM ene ja ApaNe jIvana mAnyuM che, jo cittamAM tANa hoya to lAge che ke marI gayA, have zuM karIzuM? mana kAMIne kAMI karatuM rahe to ja te jIvI zake che. je loko UMDA dhyAnamAM Utare che e mane AvIne kahe che ke dhyAnamAM bahu Dara lAge che. lAge che ke marI to nahIM javAya ? maravAno savAla ja nathI. dhyAna karatAM Dara lAge che e mULa savAla che. jemajema dhyAnamAM UMDA UtarIe chIe tematema mana zUnya thatuM jAya che. eTale mana jyAre zUnya thAya che, tyAre ApaNe to ApaNI jAtane mana ja samajI beThA chIe, eTale lAge che ke have marI javAze." je bhUtakALane choDI daIzuM. to samApta thaI jaIzuM. koI gati ja nahI rahe, to mAtra svayaMnuM ja bhAna raheze. amerIkAmAM Do. grIne eka yaMtra banAvyuM che je mananI avasthAnuM citra rekhAMkti kare che. Feed back machine enuM nAma che. e yaMtra atyaMta upayogI banI zake che. e yaMtra badhAM maMdiromAM, carcAmAM, Aje nahIM to kAle goThavavA jevA che. A yaMtranI khurazImAM eka mANasane besADavAmAM Ave che. enA mAthAnI banne taraphathI tAranuM joDANa karAya che, (hRdayano ECG kArDiyogrAma letI vakhate je rIte joDANa thAya che te rIte) ane e tArane sAme rAkhelA eka skina-paDadA sAthe joDavAmAM Ave che. mAthAmAM je kAMI banatuM hoya che te batAvavAskina para, tharmomITarano pAro jema upara-nIce thato hoya che tema prakAzanI rekhAo
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________________ namo arihaMtANama: maMtra 123 upara nIce thatI hoya che. jyAre ApaNuM mana koI paNa viSayanI baMne bAju doDatuM hoya che tyAre be ubhI prakAzanI rekhAomAMnI eka kUdakA mAratI AsamAnatarapha UMce vadhatI dekhAya che. jyAre bAjunI bIjI rekhA zUnya banatI jAya che. tamArI sAme DaoN. grIna UbhA rahIne nagna strIonAM citro batAvI tamArI kAmavAsanA uttejita kare che. sAthesAthe saMgIta paNa saMbhaLAya che, te paNa kAmavAsanA jagADe tevuM hoya che. eka UbhI rekhA UMce, AsamAna tarapha UMce vadhatI dekhAya che. jyAre bIjI zUnya thaI jAya che. pachI e citro haTAvI levAya che. pachI e citronA sthAne buddha, mahAvIra ane jisasanAM citro batAvAya che. saMgItano prakAra paNa badalavAmAM Ave che. brahmacaryanuM koI sUtra sAme rAkhIne tamane kahevAya che ke brahmacarya viSe ciMtana karo. to pahelIrekhA je UMce vadhI rahI hatI te nIce paDavA lAge che, ane bIjI rekhAne zunya thatI jatI hatI te UMce caDhavA lAge che. A bIjuM saMgIta ane citro, tamArI samakSa rajU thayelAM rahe che. pahelI rekhA zUnyanabanI jAya tyAM sudhI ane bIjIrekhA pUrI UMcAI para na pahoMce tyAM sudhI. DaoN. grIna kahe che ke ArekhAo tamArA cittanI avasthAnuM rekhAMkana kare che. eka ati parathI bIjA ati para doDatuM citta, upara nIce doDatI rekhAo dvArA rajU thAya che. tyAra bAda DaoN. grIna eka trIjo prayoga kare che. e kahe che ke tame vadhuM vicAravAnuM baMdha karo, nA kAmavAsanA viSe vicAra karo, nA brahmacarya viSe. tame skrIna tarapha jotA raho ane evo khyAla karo ke mAruM mana zAMta thaI jAya ane banne rekhAo samatola banI jAya. zAMta thatA jAva, dhImedhIme skrIna para tamane dekhAze ke eka rekhA nIce AvI rahI che ane bIjI UMce vadhIne samatola thaIne, sthira thaI rahI che. A yaMtrane DaoN. grIna phIDabeka mazIna Feedback machine kahe che. zAMta thatuM jatuM mana dhyAna mATe tamArI hiMmata vadhAre che. eTalA mATe ja kahuM chuM ke badhAM maMdiromAM A yaMtra goThavavAM joIe jethI tamane khabara paDe ke kAMI thaI rahyuM che ke nahI. jemajema dhyAnamAM utaravAnI tamArI hiMmata vadhatI jaze tematema banne rekhAo eka stara para sthira thatI jaze. A mazIna tame zAMta thaI rahyA cho te pratyakSa batAve che. vadhAre ne vadhAre zAMta thavAnI hiMmata vadhatI jAya che. yaMtra batAvI rahyuM che tame zAMta thatA jAva cho. dhIme dhIme paMdara, vIsa, trIsa miniTamAM, banne rekhAo samAna stara para sthira thaI jAya che. tyAre e mANasane anubhava thAya che, AhA AvI zAMti to Aja sudhI kyAreya jANI nathI! A paristhiti mATe DaoN. grIne eka navo zabda ghaDyo. A anubhavane e kahe che, "ahA, esapIrIansa-Aha Experience" jyAre banne rekhAo hAlavA-cAlavAnuM baMdha karI sthira thaI jAya tyAre mANasa kahe che ahA! AvA anubhava eka vAra thaI jAya to saMyama zuM che te samajAya : saMyamano artha che, jyAM cittakoI paNa dizAmAM doDavAnuM baMdha karI sthira thaI jAya. eka ahobhAvamAM dhyAnapUrNa banI javAya, ane
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________________ 124 saMyama' eTale madhyamAM rahevuM te zAMta mudrAnuM darzana thAya, enuM nAma saMyama che. A saMyama eka atyaMta vidhAyaka avasthA che. banne ati ekastara para sthira thAya che tyAre vyakti mukta banI jAya che. lobha ane tyAga sama thaI jAya tyAre vyakti tyAgI paNa nathI hoto ane lobhI paNa nathI hoto. jyAM sudhI lobha hoya che tyAM sudhI becenI rahe che. jyAM sudhI tyAga hoya che tyAM sudhI paNa becenI rahe che. kAraNake tyAga zIrSAsana karI UlaTo Ubhelo lobha che. jyAM sudhI kAmavAsanA manane pakaDe che tyAM sudhI becenI rahe che ane jyAM sudhI brahmacaryanuM AkarSaNa che tyAM sudhI becenI rahe che kAraNake brahmacarya che zuM? brahmacarya UlaTI UbhelI kAmavAsanA che. brahmacarya to tyAre siddha thAya jyAre brahmacaryanI yAda paNa AvatI nathI. vAstavika tyAga tyAre thAya che jyAre tyAgano bodha paNa raheto nathI. kevI rIte rahe? jenA manamAM lobha ja nathI tene tyAgano khyAla kevI rIte Ave ? je tyAgano khyAla AvyA kare to lobha kyAMka khUNAmAM chupAyelo Ubho ja hoya che. e lobha ja khyAla karAve che tyAgano. koI paNa citrake rekhAno raMga enAthI viruddha raMgavALI pazcAdabhU para spaSTa dekhAya che. sapheda kAgaLa para kALI rekhA vadhu spaSTa dekhAya che. sapheda kAgaLa para saphedarekhAdekhAtI nathI. jyAM sudhI tamane lAge che ke tame tyAgI cho tyAMsudhI cokkasa jANajo ke tamArI bhItaramAM lobhamajabUtIthI Ubho che. jyAM sudhI tame brahmacArI cho ema tamane lAgatuM hoya tyAM sudhI tamAre coTalI rAkhI, tilaka lagAvI, pagamAM cAkhaDInA avAja sAthe kahevuM paDaze ke huM brahacArI chuM." AvuM badhuM tamAre karavuM paDatuM hoya, tyAM sudhI tamArI coTalI joIne, tamArI cAkhaDIno avAja sAMbhaLIne, lokoe sAvadhAna thavuM joIe ke A brahmacArI khataranAka che. brahmacaryano dAvo karanAra vyakti pAchaLa kAmavAsanA chupAyelI che. je kSaNe kAmana rahe ane brahmacarya paNa na rahe, e kSaNe saMyama che, ema mahAvIra kahe che. jyAMnA lobha rahyo, nAtyAga rahyo, jyAM koI paNa ati sAthe saMbaMdha rahyo, jyAM anatimAM, maunamAM, zAMtimAM sthira thaI javAyuM tyAM saMyama che. jyAM banne atinAMbindusamAna thaI gayAM ane zUnya thaI javAyuM tyAM saMyama che. eTale saMyamasetu che. saMyamanA mAdhyamathIjavyakti paramagati pAmI zake che. eTale saMyamane huM zvAsa paNa kahuM chuM. zvAsa kahevA mATe bIjAM kAraNo paNa che. tamane kadAca khyAla nahIM hoya ke zvAsanI bAbatamAM paNa tame asaMyamI ho cho. kAM to vadhAre zvAsa lo cho, kAM ocho zvAsa lo cho. puruSa vadhAre zvAsa levAthI pIDAya che, strI ocho zvAsa levAthI pIDAya che. jeo Akramaka hoya che te vadhAre zvAsa levAthI pIDAya che, je surakSA viSe ciMtAtura che te zvAsano avAja paNa na Ave tema chupAIne rahe che. teo ochozvAsa levAthI pIDAya che. ApaNAmAM ochA loko che jeo saMyamapUrvaka zvAsa letA hoya. zvAsa ApaNe levo paNa nathI paDato; e to ApoApa Ava jA kare che, chatAM paNa e saMyamita nathI raheto. ApaNo zvAsa paNa ApaNI mAnasika tANa mujaba cAle che. jyAre tame kAmavAsanAmAM ho cho tyAre tamAro zvAsa tvarita gatithI cAle che.
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________________ namo arihaMtANam: maMtra 125 sAmAnya rIte ApaNe zvAsa laIe tyAre eka miniTamAM jeTalA zvAsa laIe tethI traNagaNA zvAsa ApaNe kAmAtura hoIe tyAre laIe chIe. eTale e paristhitimAM zarIre parasevo vaLI jAya che. zarIra thAkI jAya che. jyAre koI mANasa brahmacarya sAdhavAno prayatna karaze tyAre eno zvAsa dhImo paDI jaze. kAmavAsanAthI grasita hoIe tyAre levAtA zvAsa karatAM, brahmacarya sAdhanAranA zvAsa dhImA cAlaze. kharekhara to je brahmacArI haze te kaMjUsa paNa haze, badhI bAbatomAM. e mAtra vIryazakti kharcavAmAM kaMjUsa nathI hoto, e zvAsa levAmAM paNa kaMjUsa banI jAya che. jaivikazAstranI daSTie joIe to brahmacaryanI koziza eka rIte baMdhakozanI ConstipationnI koziza che. e vyakti badhI cIjone potAnAmAM rokI rAkhavA mAge che. enA zarIramAMthI kAMI vadhAre bahAra na nIkaLI javuM joIe. eTale e zvAsa paNa dhImo le che. vadhAre zvAsa bahAra na nIkaLI jAya! enA vyaktitvamAM, eka prakAranI rukAvaTa badhI bAbatomAM dekhAze. saraLa ane sahaja zvAsa e kSaNomAM hoya che jyAre tamane khabara paNa nathI hotI ke tame zvAsa lo cho. je loko dhyAnamAM UMDA Utare che temane AvI kSaNo Ave che. evA loko mane AvIne pUche che ke zvAsa baMdha to nathI thaI jatone? kAraNake tyAre zvAsa laIe chIe ke nahIM, tenI khabara nathI rahetI. zvAsa to cAlyA ja kare che. paraMtu e eTalo zAMta ane samatola banI jAya che ke bahAra nIkaLatA zvAsa ane aMdara jato zvAsa samAna rahe che. zvAsa cAle che ke nahI eno khyAla AvavA mATe, thoDuM ghaNuM halanacalana joIe; thoDo-ghaNo, ochI-vadhAre ke nAno moTo zvAsa cAlavo joIe. jyAre zvAsa sama hoya, sthira hoya tyAre enI khabara rahetI nathI. vyakti jeTalI vadhu saMyamI, eTalo eno zvAsa vadhAre saMyamita hoya che. athavA ema kahIe ke jeTalo zvAsa saMyamita thaI jAya eTalI saMyama sAdhavAmAM kSamatA ane suvidhA vadhI jAya. eTale mahAvIre zvAsa para ghaNA prayoga kya. jIvananA badhA pAsAomAM saMtulana e mahAvIranuM sarvAdhika mahatvanuM sUtra che. mahAvIra eTale ja dareka bAbatamAM "samyapha zabda vApare che. samyapha AhAra, samyaka vyAyAma, samyaphanidrA,.....badhuM samyapha mahAvIra emanahotA kahetA ke ochuM sUo ke vadhu sUo. e ema kahetAke eTaluM sUo ke je samyapha hoya. mahAvIra emanahotA kahetA ke ochuM khAva ke vadhAre khAva. e ema kahetAke eTaluM ja khAva jeTaluM samyapha hoya, eTaluM khAva jethI bhUkhano khyAla paNa na Ave ane bhojanano khyAla paNa na Ave. jo jamyA pachI bhUkhyA rahyA hovAno khyAla Ave to tame ochuM khAdhuM che ane jo jamyA pachI khAdhuM che ema yAda AvyA kare to samajavuM ke vadhAre khavAyuM che. eTaluM ja jamavuM joIe ke jamyA pachI bhUkhano khyAla Ave ane peTano khyAla paNa na Ave. paraMtu ApaNI paristhiti viparIta che. ApaNane to bhojana pahelA bhUkha yAda AvyA kare che ane bhojana pachI peTa yAda AvyA kare che. ApaNane badhuM yAda AvyA kare che.
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________________ 1ra6 saMyama eTale madhyamAM rahevuM te mahAvIra kahe che ke koI paNa cIjanuM yAda AvyA karavuM e ja bImArI che. kharekhara to zarIranAM je aMgomAM bImArI hoya che te satata yAda AvyA kare che. je aMga svastha hoya che tenI yAda AvatI nathI. mAthuM du:khatuM hoya tyAre mAthuM che enuM bhAna thAya che. pagamAM kAMTo vAge che tyAre paga che tenuM bhAna thAya che. eTale mahAvIra kahe che ke samyapha AhAra hoya to bhUkhano ke bhojanano khyAla Avato nathI. samyaphanidrA hoyato UMghano ke jAgaraNa thayAno khyAla Avato nathI. samyaphazrama hoya to eTalo vadhAre na karIe ke jethI vizrAma karavAnuM yAda AvyA kare. ApaNe kAM to zrama vadhu karIe chIe kAMto vizrAma vadhu karIe chIe. badhuM vadhAre kema karyA karIe chIe ? vadhAre karavAthI ApaNane ApaNA hovAno khyAla rahe che. ApaNe chIe evo khyAla ApaNane rahyA kare evuM ApaNe IcchatA hoIe chIe. eTale ja agAu meM kahyuM hatuM ke "ahiMsAno artha che, ApaNI gerahAjarI. ApaNe anupasthita thaI jaIe. paraMtu ApaNo ahaMkAra che, ane ApaNuM mana che ke ApaNe chIe evuM ApaNane yAda rahayA kare. ApaNane ja yAda rahe, eTaluM ja nahIM, bIjAne paNa khabara rahe ke ApaNe paNa chIe. enA kAraNe ja asaMyama ja ApaNe mATe ekamAtra mArga bace che. jeTalo mANasa vadhAre asaMyamI hoya eTalo ene eno potAno khyAla rahyA kare che. emila jholAe potAnAM saMsmaraNomAM lakhyuM che ke duniyAmAM je badhA ja sArA mANaso hoya to koI navalakathA na lakhI zakAya, kathAnaka ja na maLe. sArA mANasonI jiMdagImAM lakhavA jevuM zuM hoya? paraMtu koI kharAba mANasa hoya to tenI jiMdagImAM ghaNA badhA banAvo banyA hoya ane e viSe vistArathI lakhI zakAya. sArA mANasanI jiMdagI sArI ja hoya che eTale kathAnaka paNa zUnya thaI jAya che. vArtA bane ja nahIM. jisasanI jiMdagI viSe ghaNuM ochuM jANavA maLyuM che. IsAI lokone jisasa viSe zuM lakhavuM te samajAtuM nathI. jisasa pedA thayA enI khabara che. pachI pAMca varSanI umare eka devaLamAM dekhAyA hatA enI khabara che pachI trIsa varSanI umare pharIthI jAheramAM dekhAyA enI khabara che. pachI tetrIsamAM varSe zULI para caDhAvI devAyA enI khabara che. basa ATalI ja vArtA che. pUrA trIsa varSanI umara thaI tyAM sudhI jisase zuM kyuM tenI kAMI khabara nathI. eka IsAI pAdarI mane maLavA AvyA hatA. emaNe kahyuM ke tame mahAvIra viSe bolo cho, buddha viSe bolo cho, paNa jisasa viSe kyAreya bolatA nathI. jisasanAM trIsa varSonI jiMdagInA banAvo viSe kAMI khabara nathI to te viSe kAMI jaNAvo. meM kahyuM ke jisasanI jiMdagImAM koI banAva ja nathI, e ja ekamAtra kAraNa che, emanA vize kAMI kahevAyuM nathI te mATe. je jisasane zULI para na caDhAvAyA hota to.. e paNa jisasanI jiMdagIno banAva nathI, te vakhatanI prajAnI kevI jiMdagI hatI tenI emAM vAta che. lokoe zULI para caDhAvI dIdhA, emAM jisasa zuM kare. je jisasane zULI para na caDhAvAyA hota to jisasanuM nAma ja bhuMsAI jata. jisasanuM nAma pRthvI para TakAvI rAkhavAmAM, ene zULI caDhAvanArAono hAtha che. nahI to jisasa eka korA kAgaLanI
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________________ namo arihaMtANamH maMtra jema, janmIne vidAya thai gayA hota. ghaNA loko e rIte vidAya thai gayA che. mahAvIranI jiMdagImAM paNa zodhavA jaie to keTalA banAvo che ? kyAreka koie emanA kAnamAM khIlA ThokyA, enI vAta che. paraMtu A mahAvIranI jiMdagInI ghaTanA nathI. enA kAnamAM khIlA ThokanAranA jIvananI ghaTanA che. mahAvIrano emAM kAMi hAtha nathI. koi AvyuM ane mahAvIranA caraNamAM jhUkI gayuM. A mahAvIranI jiMdagInI ghaTanA che ke je vyakti jhUkI gai enI jiMdagInI ghaTanA che ? koie moTethI bUma mArIne, mahAvIrane tIrthaMkara che ema kahyuM. A paNa jeNe bUma mArI 'tIrthaMkara' kahyuM, enI jiMdagInI ghaTanA che. eka rIte joie to mahAvIranI jiMdagI eka korA kAgaLa jevI dekhAze. sArA mANasanI koi jiMdagI hotI nathI eTale emanA viSe kAMi lakhI zakAtuM nathI. vArtA ja lakhavI hoya to koi kharAba mANasane pasaMda karavo paDaze. 127 rAvaNa vinA ApaNe rAmAyaNanI kalpanA karI ja na zakIe. rAmanI jagyAe koi paNa e.bI.sI. goThavI zakAya tema che. paraMtu rAvaNanI jagyAe koi anyane mukI zakAya ema nathI. rAvaNa vinA rAmAyaNanI kathAmAM koi rasa nathI raheto. loko mAne che ke rAma rAmAyaNanuM kathAvastu ke kendra che, huM mAnuM chuM ke rAmAyaNanuM kendra rAvaNa che. haMmezAM kharAba mANasa ja vArtAno nAyaka bane che. vArtAno hIro banavA mATe kharAba hovuM jarUrI che. saMyamI vyaktinA jIvananI badhI ghaTanAomAM 'huM' nI gerahAjarI che. jyAM 'huM chuM' ema kahevAno upAya na hoya tyAM ghaTanA kevI rIte bane ? ApaNe badhA ApaNA viSe kAMi kahevA mAgIe chIe kAraNake ApaNo 'huM" prakhara che. kyAreka vadhAre khAine jAhera karIe chIe ke 'huM chuM', ane kyAreka upavAsa karIne jAhera karIe chIe ke 'huM chuM', kyAreka vezyAlayomAM jaine jAhera karIe chIe ke 'huM chuM' ane kyAreka maMdiramAM jaine jAhera karIe chIe ke 'huM chuM'. ApaNuM aneka bAbatomAM jAherAta karatA rahevAnuM cAluM rahe che. maMdiramAM paNa ApaNane koi jonAra na hoya, to maMdiramAM javAnuM ApaNane mana paNa nathI thatuM. ApaNe e ja karIe chIe ke je loko jotA hoya ane ApaNe kAMi chIe e vAta mAnatA hoya. manovaijJAniko kahe che ke mANaso A pRthvI para kharAba thai jAya che, tenuM mukhya kAraNa potAnI asmitAnI emane jAherAta karavI che. emAM emanA ahaMkAranI puSTI che. jo badhA ja mANaso sArA hoya evo samAja ApaNe banAvI zakIe ane jeTaluM nAma kharAba mANasone maLe che eTaluM ja nAma sArA mANasone maLatuM hoya to koi mANasa kharAba thavAnuM pasaMda kadI nahI kare. tame koine juo ja nahIM, enA tarapha dhyAna ja na Apo, enI hAjarIno svIkAra ja na karo, to eNe kAMine kAMi karIne, tamane batAvavuM paDe ke e paNa che. samAcArapatro, koi dhyAna karanAra vyakita viSe lakhatA nathI, paraMtu koinI chAtImAM koie charo mAryo hoya tenA kharAba samAcAra chApe che. eka patnI potAnA pati pratye jIvanabhara niSThAvAna rahI, enI khabara koi samAcArapatra chApatuM nathI,
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________________ 18 'saMyama' eTale madhyamAM rahevuM te paraMtu koi strI patine choDIne bhAgI gai tenA samAcAra chapAya che. mullA nasarUddIna vRddha thavA Avyo tyAre gAmanA lokoe ene mejisTreTa banAvI dIdho. pahelA divase bapora thai gai chatAM, eka paNa mukadamo mullAnI adAlatamAM na Avyo. mullAno je kalArka hato te paNa udAsa thai gayo, becena banI gayo. mullAe enA kalArkane kahyuM, mANasanA svabhAva para bharoso rAkha. sAMja sudhImAM kAMine kAMi phariyAda AvI jaze. koine koi mANasanI hatyA thaze, koinI strI bhAgI jaze, koi corI ke mArAmArI thaze ja thaze. becena nA thaiza, mANasa jAta kAMine kAMi karyA vinA nahIM rahe ! badhAM vartamAnapatro, mANasanA svabhAva para bharoso rAkhIne ja cAle che. mANasa kAMi ne kAMi upadrava karyA ja kare che. koinI strI bhAgI jAya che, koinI strI upADI javAya che, koinuM khUna thai jAya che, koi corI kare che, kayAMka lUMTaphATa thAya che, koi minisTara kAMi garabaDa kare che. kayAMka yuddha zarU thai jAya che. kayAMka krAMti thai jAya che, kyAMka sainiko mokalavA paDe che. mANasano svabhAva ja evo che. vartamAnapatromAM samAcAra chApavA jagyA bacatI nathI, eTalA badhA banAvo bane che. sArA mANasonI duniyA hoya to vartamAnapatrane bahu muzkelI naDe, eTale meM sAMbhaLyuM che ke svargamAM eka paNa vartamAnapatra nathI, badhAM narkamAM che. svargamAM koi ghaTanA banatI ja nathI. khabara zuM chapAya? sArA mANasonI jiMdagImAM koi ghaTanAo hotI nathI. A pramANe kAMine kAMi banatuM hoya che. ApaNI hAjarInI noMdha thAya evuM ApaNe icchIe chIe, eTale ghaTanAo jarUrI che. ghaTanAo joie to ApaNe kAMika karavAnI tANamAM rahevuM paDe. dvidhAmAM ane dvaMdvamAM aTavAvuM paDe, krodha karavo paDe ane kSamA paNa ApavI paDe. bhoga karavo paDe ane tyAga paNa karavo paDe. duzmanAvaTa karavI paDe ane dostI paNa karavI paDe. saMyamIno artha e ke vyakti kraMdranI bahAra sarakI jAya che. e dostI karato nathI ane zatrutA paNa karato nathI. mahAvIra koinI sAthe mitratA karatA nathI kAraNake mahAvIra jANe che ke mitratA dvaMdvano eka cheDo che. mahAvIra koi sAme zatrutA nathI karatA, kAraNake mahAvIra jANe che ke zatrutA dvaMdvano bIjo cheDo che. paraMtu ApaNe UlaTuM ja vicArIe chIe. ApaNe ema vicArIe chIe ke duniyAmAM jo rahevuM hoya to badhA mANaso sAthe mitratA rAkhavI joie. paraMtu emAM tamArI bhUla thAya che. mitratA karavA jatAM zatrutA pedA thai jAya che. jeTalI mitratA tame eka tarapha karo cho, eTalI ja koi bIjA sAthe zatrutA pedA thai jAya che. eka prakAranuM saMtulana UbhuM karavuM paDe che. hasana nAme eka musalamAna phakIra hato. e potAnI jhUMpaDImAM beTho che. AjubAju enA thoDA sAdhako beThA che. tyAM acAnaka koi ajANyo sUphI phakIra Ave che. ekadama e hasananA caraNomAM jhUkI paDe che ane kahe che, 'tame to bhagavAna cho. sAkSAta izvaranA avatAra cho, tame jJAnanuM eka
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________________ namo arihaMtANam: maMtra sAkAra svarUpa cho." khUba prazaMsA karI hasananI. jyAre enI prazaMsA pUrI thai tyAre tyAM bAyajhada nAme eka bIjo phakIra paNa beTho hato. e paNa hasana jeTalo ja uttama phakIra hato. pelo sUphI phakIra prazaMsA karIne cAlyo gayo, pachI bAyada ekadama Ubho thai gayo ane eNe hasanane gALo ApavAnuM zarU karyuM. tyAM beThelA badhA sAdhako coMkI jAya che. bAyajIda jevo mANasa hasanane gALo Ape ! badhAne khUba du:kha thAya che, paraMtu koi kAMi bolI zakatuM nathI. hasana paNa beTho rahyo ne sAMbhaLyA karyuM. bAyajIda gALo daine jato rahyo. pachI koi ziSye hasanane pUchyuM ke 'amArI samajamAM A vAta AvatI nathI. bAyajIda Avo asabhya, abhadra vyavahAra kevI rIte karI zake ?" hasane javAba Apyo, 'koi abhadra vyavahAra nathI. tame joyuM nahIM, eka mANasa mane bhagavAna kahI gayo. eTalI badhI prazaMsA karI gayo ke koie enuM saMtulana karavuM paDe. have badhuM pharIthI saMtulIta thai gayuM che. ApaNe badhA A banAva pahelAM jyAM hatA, tyAM pAchA AvI gayA chIe. have ApaNuM kAma zarU karIe. 129 jiMdagImAM jevI mitratA UbhI karIe chIe, ke bIje kayAMka zatrutA UbhI thAya che. ahIM koine prema karIe chIe to bIjuM koi ghRNA karavAnuM zarU kare che. jevA ApaNe bemAMthI eka dvaMdranI pasaMdagI karIe chIe ke tarata ja bIjA dvaMdva tarapha tAkAta pahoMcavAnI zarUAta thAya che. ApaNI icchA-anicchAno prazna nathI. jIvanano A eka niyama che. mATe mahAvIra koine mitra banAvatA nathI. paraMtu jyAre mahAvIra kahe che 'mArI badhA sAthe maitrI che' tyAre eno artha mitratA che evo nathI thato, eno artha thAya che ke mArI koi sAthe zatrutA nathI ane mitratA paNa nathI.' jyAre mahAvIra kahe che ke 'badhA sAthe mAre maitrI che", tyAre eno artha ApaNA jevI mitratA che evo nathI thato. evI bhUlamAM na paDazo, ApaNI mitratA to zatrutA vinAnI hotI ja nathI. jyAre mahAvIra kahe che 'ke badhA sAthe mAre prema che', tyAre e prema ApaNA jevo che evA bhramamAM na rahezo. ApaNo prema to ghRNA vinA, irSA vinA hoi zakato ja nathI. eTale mahAvIra jevI vyaktione samajavI bahu muzkela che. je zabdo ApaNe vAparIe chIe e ja zabdo mahAvIra paNa vApare che. bIje koi upAya nathI. zabda eka ja hovA chatAM ApaNA ane mahAvIranAM artha ane bhASAmAM ghaNo pharaka che. ja saMyamano vidhAyaka artha che ke, svayaMmAM eTalA mATe sthira thai javuM ke mana koi paNa ati para na doDe, enuM kAMi halanacalana ja na hoya.
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________________ dhamma-sUtra dhammo maMgalamukkiLaM, ahiMsA saMjamo tvo| 'devA vi taM namaMsanti, jassa dhamme sayA maNo // dharbha sarvazreSTha bhaMga che. (jyo dharma?) ahiMsA, saMyama, ane ta534A dharma bhaMga cha.? manuSyanuM mana AvA dharmamAM sadA salaMgna rahe che, tene devatA paNa namaskAra kare che.
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________________ 7. saMyamanI vidhAyaka draSTI sUryodaya samaye koi kaLI potAnI pAMkhaDIo ughADI nAkhe evo praphulla che saMyama. sUryAsta samaye puSpa potAnI pAMkhaDIo baMdha karI le evo saMyama nathI. saMyama mRtyu samaye saMkocAi gayelA cittanI rogI avasthA nathI. saMyama to amRtanI varSAmAM praphullita thai nAcatA cittanI avasthA che. koi bhayane kAraNe UbhA thayelA saMkocanuM nAma saMyama nathI. koi pralobhanamAMthI pedA thayelI AdatanuM nAma paNa saMyama nathI. saMyama to abhayane kAraNe pedA thayelo cittano phelAva ane vistAra che. saMyama koi AnaMdanI upalabdhinI kSaNomAM aMrtavINA para guMjatuM saMgIta che. saMyama niSedha mAnIne cAle che, kAraNake koi paNa vAtano niSedha karavo bahu sahelo che, paraMtu eno vidheyAtmaka amala karavo muzkela che. maravuM bahu saheluM che. jIvavuM muzkela che. paraMtu ApaNe jene jIvavuM kahIe chIe te mRtyuthI vadhAre kAMi nathI. saMkocAi javuM bahu saheluM che. khIlavuM muzkela che, kAraNa khIlavAmAM aMtara UrjAnA jAgaraNanI jarUra che. saMkocAvAmAM to koi jAgaraNanI jarUra nathI, koi zaktinI jarUra nathI. je kAMi zakti che te ochI thai jAya to saMkocAvAnuM ApoApa bane che. navI zakti pedA thayA kare, tyAre phelAva ane vistAra vadhe che. mahAvIra to eka phUlasarakhuM khIleluM vyaktitva che. paraMtu mahAvIranI pAchaLa paraMparA UbhI thai, temAM to saMkocAi gayelI UrjAvALA mANasonI sAMkaLa banI gai che. eTala mahAvIra pachInA samayamAM, emanI pAchaLa saMkocAi gayelA mANasonI cAlatI hAramALA joine ApaNe mahAvIra viSe paNa nirNaya levAnI bhUla karIe chIe. mahAvIranuM anugamana karanAra loko joine ja sAdhAraNa rIte ApaNe mahAvIra viSe anumAna karavA prerAie chIe. paraMtu emAM bahu moTI bhUla thai jAya che. anuyAyI bahAranA dekhAvane pakaDe che tethI bhUla thAya
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________________ saMyamanI vidhAyakadraSTI che. bahAranA dekhAva parathI zuM choDeluM che, zeno niSedha karelo che teno ja khyAla Ave che. paraMtu mahAvIra, buddha ane kRSNa potAnA aMtaratamamAM jIve che, bhItaramAM jIvavAmAM vidhAyakatA che. jemanA jIvanamAM parama AnaMda phelAyelo hoya, emanA jIvanamAMthI jene ApaNe sukha kahIe evI vAto chUTI jaze. teo e sukha choDatA nathI. paraMtu emane je maLyuM che te eTaluM vizALa che ke ene samAvavA hAtha khAlI karavAnI jarUra che. jenA jIvanamAM hIrA AvI jAya te kAMkarA, pattharane zAne pakaDI rAkhe? hAthamAM hIro AvyA pachI pattharane pakaDI rAkhavAnI kAMi jarUra nathI. tyAre patthara ApoApa chUTI jAya che, choDavo paDato nathI. hIro to pedA thaze AMtarika AkAzamAM. te ApaNane dekhAze nahIM. paraMtu hAthamAM je patthara hatA te chUTI jatA dekhAze. svAbhAvika rIte ApaNe vicArIzuM ke AvI rIte patthara choDavA e saMyama che. badhA jAgrata puruSonI AsapAsa AvI ghaTanA bane che ane enA khoTA artha ApaNe kADhIe chIe. ApaNane lAge che ke mahAvIra je choDI rahyA che e saMyama che. paraMtu emane je prApta thayuM che tenI ApaNane khabara nathI. kAMi maLyA vinA, choDavAnuM saMbhavita nathI. jeo kAMika zreSTha meLave che, te kaniSThane choDe che. paraMtu kAMi maLyA vinA choDanAra rogI banI jAya che, asvastha bane che, saMkocAi jAya che ane chevaTe mRtyu pAme che. huM je kahI rahyo chuM te saMyamanuM eka juduM ja rUpa che, saMyamanuM juduM ja parimANa che. 132 huM kahuM chuM ke mahAvIra jevA mAnavo je meLave che te evuM virATa hoya che ke enI sarakhAmaNImAM, emanA hAthamAM kAla sudhI je kAMi hatuM te vyartha ane mUlyahIna banI jAya che. eka vAta samajI levAnI jarUra che ke mUlyahInatA tulanAtmaka che. sApekSa che. jyAMsudhI zreSTatara na maLe tyAM sudhI je hAthamAM che te ja zreSTatara che. koi ene game teTaluM kahe ke A zreSDatara nathI, paraMtu tamAruM mana kahyA karaze ke je hAthamAM che te zreSTatara che. kAraNake jyAMsudhI ApaNI pAse che tenAthI vadhAre zreSThane ApaNe na jANIe, tyAMsudhI ene nikRSTa kema mAnI zakAya ? jyAre zreSTatara hAthamAM Avaze tyAre je hAthamAM che te nikRSTa banIne chUTI jaze. A eka bahu majAnI vAta che ke nikRSTane choDavuM nathI paDatuM ane zreSThane pakaDavuM nathI paDatuM. ApoApa zreSTha pakaDAi jAya che ane nikRSTa chUTI jAya che. nikRSTane choDavuM paDe tyAM sudhI samajavuM ke zreSTha hajI maLyuM nathI. zreSThano to e svabhAva che ke e ApaNane pakaDI le, nikRSTano e svabhAva che,ke ApoApa chUTI jAya. paraMtu paristhiti evI che ke zreSTha ApaNI pakaDamAM AvatuM nathI ane nikRSTa ApaNAthI chUTatuM nathI. ApaNe nikRSTane choDavAno bhAre prayatna karIe chIe, e prayatnane ja ApaNe saMyama kahIe chIe. zreSTane aMdhArAmAM phaMphosavAnI koziza karIe chIe, paraMtu e rIte zreSTha ApaNI pakaDamAM AvatuM nathI. mATe saMyamanAM vidhAyaka dizA ane samaja barAbara khyAlamAM AvavAM jarUrI che. niSedhAtmaka saMyama vyaktine dhArmika banAvato nathI, paraMtu ene mAtra
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________________ namo arihaMtANama: maMtra 133 adhArmika banatAM roke che. je saMyama adharmane bahAra pragaTa thatAM roke che te saMyama bhItaramAM jhera banIne phelAI jAya che. niSedhAtmaka saMyama phala pedA karI zakato nathI, paraMtu mAtra kAMTAne UgatA roke che. je kAMTA bahAra pragaTa thatA rokAI jAya che te bhItaramAM AtmAne vAge che. eTale ApaNe jene saMyamI kahIe chIe te ApaNane AnaMdI jaNAtA nathI. teo koI pIDAmAMthI pasAra thatA hoya evuM dekhAya che. jANe koI patthara nIce dabAyelA hoya, ke jANe pahADa jevo bojo uThAvI rahyA hoya evuM dekhAya che. emanA pagamAM nartakano thanaganATa nathI hoto. emanA pagamAM kedIne paherAvelI jaMjIro dekhAya che. bALaka jevA saraLa ne halakA, havAmAM UDavA mATe tatpara hoya evA e dekhAtA nathI, moTA bojA nIce dabAyelA bhArekhama dekhAya che. jene ApaNe saMyamI kahIe chIe te hasavA mATe asamartha banI gayA hoya evA lAge che. emanI cAre tarapha AMsuonI dhArAo vahetI dekhAya che. je saMyamI hasI na zake pUrA manathI, tene saMyamI kema kahevAya? jenuM jIvana hAsya ane AnaMdamAM taraboLa na hoya tene saMyamI kema kahevAya. niSedhano to niyama che ke jyAM jyAM mana doDe tene tyAM na javA devuM. jyAM mana kheMcAtuM hoya te tarapha ene jatAM roko. enI viruddha dizAmAM ene kheMco, eTale Avo niSedha eka AMtarika saMgharSa banI jAya che. enAthI ApaNI zaktino durvyaya thAya che. ApaNane emAMthI zakti maLatI nathI. jyAM jyAM saMgharSa che tyAM tyAM zaktino durvyaya che. je tarapha mana kheMcAtuM hoya te tarapha jatAM ene koNa rokaze, koNa ene pAchuM vALaze? ApaNe ja AkarSita thaIe chIe, kheMcAIe chIe ane mananA duzmana banIe chIe. enAthI ApaNuM mana vibhAjita thAya che. ApaNI AMtarikatA tUTe che ane pariNAme eka vibhAjita vyaktitvanI jema, jene vaijJAniko Schizophernia kahe che. tevI mAnasika paristhiti pedA thAya che. ApaNe khaMDita thaI jaIe chIe ane ApaNA mananA alaga TukaDA, aMdaroaMdara laDavAnuM zarU kare che. emAM koInI chata thatI nathI. mahAvIrano rasto to jItano che. je potAnI sAthe laDe te kadI jItI zake nahIM. ApaNane A vAta bahu UlaTI lAge che. ApaNane ema lAge che ke laDyA vinA chata kevI rIte thAya ? paraMtu je potAnA be hAthane ApasamAM laDAve te kevI rIte jIte ? DAbo hAtha jItaze ke jamaNo hAtha jItaze ? banne laDaze temAM zakti to potAnI ja kharcAze. huM DAbA hAthane jitADuM ke jamaNA hAthane jitADuM, bemAMthI koI jItatuM nathI, kAraNake banne hAthanI pAchaLa huM ja chuM. emAM to mAruM ja vibhAjana che. koI ekane jitADavAmAM huM ja pAgala banIza, kAraNake je jItaze ne hAraze te huM ja chuM. huM pote ja mAro duzmana banuM chuM. A to huM mArA paDachAyA sAthe laDato hou tevuM pAgalapaNuM che. mahAvIranI samaja ghaNI UMDI che. AvA khaMDita vyaktitva tarapha ApaNe ghasaDAI jaIe evI salAha e kadI Ape nahIM. e to
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________________ saMyamanI vidhAyakadraSTI akhaMDa vyaktitva, INTEGRATED, aikyasabhara, kevI rIte bane tenI salAha Ape. saMyamano artha ja che. INTEGRATED saMgaThita ekatra pAmeluM vyaktitva. 134 eka bIjI samajavA jevI vAta che. jo ApaNe jUThuM bolIzuM to ApaNe akhaMDa nahIM rahI zakIe, ApaNe vibhAjita thai jaizuM, kAraNake jyAre paNa ApaNe jUThuM bolIe chIe, tyAre te ja kSaNe, ApaNA aMtarano eka hisso sadaiva hAjara hoya che, je Thapako Ape che, ne kahe che ke jUThuM bolavuM joituM na hatuM. jUThApaNA sAthe koi paNa mANasa pUrepUro rAjI rahI zakato nathI. jo tame corI karazo to tame kyAreya akhaMDa nahIM rahI zako. tamArA aMtarano eka hisso corI sAme virodha uThAvyA karaze. paraMtu jo tame satya bolazo to akhaMDa rahI zakazo. ApaNe je cIjo vaDe akhaMDa rahI zakIe tene mahAvIre puNya kahyuM che; jenAthI ApaNe khaMDita thai jaie tene pApa kahyuM che. aneka TukaDAmAM vibhAjana thavuM enuM nAma pApa che. mANasanuM ekatra, saMgaThita thai javuM, ekaThA thai javuM 'to be one',enuM nAma puNya che. na eTale mahAvIra laDavAnI salAha to ApI ja na zake; mahAvIra jItavAnuM jarUra kahI zake. jItavAno rasto judo che. huM mArI indrIyo sAthe laDavA mADuM e jItavAno rasto nathI. paraMtu huM mArA atIndrIya svarUpanI zodhamAM DUbI jAuM, e jItavAno rasto che. mArI bhItara je chUpA khajAnA che tenI zodhamAM saMlagna thai jAuM, e jItavAno rasto che. jema jema e khajAnA hAtha lAgatA jaze tema tema gai kAla sudhI je mahattvapUrNa hatuM, te badhuM mahattva vagaranuM thai jaze. je gai kAla sudhI ApaNane kheMcyA karatuM hatuM te have kheMcatuM nathI. gai kAla sudhI je mana bahAra bhaTakyA karatuM hatuM, te have bhItaramAM gati karI rahyuM che. eka udAharaNa laine A vAta samajIe. eka mANasa je bhojana mATe Atura che, jene bhojanamAM bahu rasa che ane je bhojana vinA talase che ene saMyamanI salAha Apo to e zuM kare ? e rasano nigraha kare che. eka pachI eka bhojananA rasa choDe ! paraMtu bhojananA parityAgathI rasano parityAga thaze ? bhojananA parityAgathI prathama to emAM rasa vadhu pedA thaze evo ja saMbhava che. e kharekhara bhojana na karavAnI jIda pakaDe, to dhImedhIme rasa kuMThita thaI jAya, paraMtu rasathI mukta nahIM thai zake. A kuMThita rasa, vyaktimAM aneka gAMTho pedA karaze. je vyakti bhojana karavAnI vAtathI bhayabhIta bane che, te abhayane kevI rIte pAmaze. e kyAreya nirbhaya vyakti banaze ? bhojana sAthenI AvI duzmanI saMyama nathI. paraMtu je vyakti bahAranA rasanA pAgalapaNAmAMthI mukta thai jaze, tene mahAvIra saMyamI kaheze. mahAvIre potAnA aMtaratamamAM eka rasane khoLI lIdho che, evo rasa je bhojanamAMthI nathI maLato. paraMtu eka bIjo AMtarika rasa, je bhItara sAthe saMbaMdha baMdhAtA maLe che. ApaNI bahAra jeTalI indrIyo che te barAbara samajIe to te mAtra ApaNane joDanAra kaDIo che, setu che ema jaNAze. ApaNI svAdendrIya ApaNane bhojana sAthe joDe che, ApaNA kAna ApaNane dhvani sAthe joDe che. mahAvIranI
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________________ namo arihaMtANam: maMtra AMtarika prakriyA jo barAbara samajIe to mahAvIra ema kahe che ke je indrIya ApaNane bahAranI cIjo sAthe joDe che, te ja indrIyo ApaNane bhItaranA jagata sAthe paNa joDe che. bahAra dhvaninuM jagata che. kAna ApaNane e bahAranA dhvani sAthe joDe che; paraMtu ApaNI bhItara paNa dhvaninuM eka adbhUta jagata che, jenI sAthe kAna ApaNane joDI zake che. jIbha bahAranA rasa sAthe ApaNane joDe che, paraMtu e bahAranA rasanuM jagata atyaMta dIna che. jo ApaNane bhItaranA rasanI oLakha thAya, to jIbha ApaNane bhItaranA rasa sAthe paNa joDe che. 135 meM sAMbhaLyuM che ane kadAca tame paNa sAMbhaLyuM haze ke keTalAka yogI potAnI jIbha nIcenA eka bhAgane kApIne jIbhane pAchaLanI tarapha vALavAnI koziza kare che, jethI jIbhane bahAranA rasane badale bhItaranA rasa sAthe, AtmAnA rasa sAthe joDI zakAya. AvI vAto pratIka mAtra che'Symbolic' che. keTalAka yogI potAnI AMkhane UMcI caDhAvI de che, jethI e AMkhaje bahAranuM jotI hatI, te have bhItaranuM jovA lAge. paraMtu A badhuM keTalIka vAra mANasane pAgalapaNAmAM dhakelI de che. eka vAra tamane bhItarano svAda AvI jAya to bahAranA badhA svAda besvAda banI jAya che. ene besvAda karavA paDatA nathI. besvAda karavAno prayatna karavAthI to svAda vadhAre tIvra thai jAya che. jIda karavAthI indrIyo kuMThita thai jAya che. enI saMvedanazIlatA ghaTI jAya che. to indrIyone bhItaranI tarapha kevI rIte vALavI ? anAhata nAda sAMbhaLavAno prayoga kyAreka eka nAno prayoga karo to vAta khyAlamAM AvI jaze. tame tamArA gharamAM zAMtithI besIne, bahAranA badhA avAjo sAMbhaLavAnuM zarU karo. ekadama jAgrata thaine koi paNa avAja chaTakI na jAya, e rIte sAMbhaLo. pratyeka avAja tarapha jAgrata thai jAva ane ene sAMbhaLo. rastA para gADIo doDI rahI che, horna vAgI rahyAM che, AkAzamAM havAijahAja UDI rahyAM che, AjubAjumAM loko vAto kare che, bALako kIkiyArI karatAM ramI rahyAM che. rastA para pasAra thatA lokonuM eka saraghasa avAjo karatuM ane bUmo mAratuM AgaLa vadhI rahyuM che. A badhA avAjo tarapha jAgrata banI jAva ane pachI khyAla karo ke eka evo paNa avAja saMbhaLAi rahyo che je bahArathI Avato nathI, paraMtu je bhItaramAM pedA thai rahyo che. e khyAlamAM lIna thai, sAMbhaLatA rahevAthI, eka alaga sannATAno avAja tamane saMbhaLAze. e avAja bahArano nathI, e koi be cIjanA TakarAvathI pedA thayelo nathI. e anAhata nAda che. e avAja bhItaramAM covIse kalAka gUMjI rahyo che. paraMtu ApaNe bahAranA avAjonI bhIDamAM eTalA badhA vyasta ane saMlagna hoie chIe ke e bhItaranA sannATAno avAja ApaNane saMbhaLAto nathI. badhA avAjone sAMbhaLatA raho, koi paNa avAja sAthe laDo nahIM, koi avAjane haTAvavAno prayatna na karo, mAtra sAMbhaLatA raho, sAthesAthe bhItaramAM eka zodha karatA raho ke ATalA badhA bahAranA avAjomAM koi
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________________ 136 saMyamanI vidhAyakadraSTI eka evo avAja che, je bahArathI Avato nathI, paraMtu bhItaramAMthI pedA thAya che. thoDA ja vakhatamAM eka sannATAno avAja tamane saMbhaLAze, je kyAreka koI nirjana vanamAM sAMbhaLyo hoya. eka vAra e avAja saMbhaLAI gayo, to pachI tame ghoMghATabharyA bajAramAM paNa e sAMbhaLavA samartha banI jazo. sAcI vAta to e che ke jaMgalamAM sannATAno je avAja saMbhaLAya che te, jaMgalano nathI hoto, paraMtu bahAranA bIjA avAjo baMdha thaI jatAM, tamArA bhItaranA avAjanuM pratiphalana e sannATAno avAja che. e sAMbhaLI zakAya che. enA mATe jaMgalamAM javAnI jarUra nathI. tamArA banne kAna, be hAthanI AMgaLIthI baMdha karI dezo to bahAranA badhA avAja baMdha thaI jaze ane bhItaramAM nAnA nAnA jIvaDAM ke tamarAMnA jevo avAja saMbhaLAze. A pahelI pratIti che tamArA bhItaranA avAjanI. jevI A sannATAnA avAjanI pratIti thaI jaze ke turata bahAranA avAjamAM tamAro rasa Acho thaI jaze. A bhItaranuM saMgIta tamArA rasane pakaDavAnuM zarU karaze. thoDA divaso pachI je pahelAM mAtra sannATA vo bhItarI avAja saMbhaLAto hato te sadhana banaze ane eka navuM ja rUpa dhAraNa karaze. e sannATo dhImedhIme soDahaM' jevo lAgazo. je divase e avAja "soDahaM jevo pratIta thaze te divasathI bahAranAM vAghothI pedA thatuM koI gIta ke saMgIta e avAjano mukAbalo nahIM karI zake. tamArI aMtaranI vINAnuM saMgIta tamArI pakaDamAM AvavAnuM zarU thaI gayuM che. have tamAre tamArA kAnanA rasane rokavo nahIM paDe. pachI huM sitAra nahIM sAMbhaLuM, ke have huM sitArano tyAga karuM chuM" ema kahevAnI jarUra nahIM rahe. nahIM, have kAMI choDavAnI jarUra nathI. tamane acAnaka samajAze ke koI alaga uccatara, virATa, gahana saMgItanI tamane prApti thaI che. have tame sitAra sAMbhaLatAM paNa A ja saMgIta sAMbhaLazo, tyAre koI virodha ke viparIta nahIM rahe, tyAre bahAranuM saMgIta bhItaranA saMgItano eka phIkko pratidhvani banI rahI jaze. virodhanahI rahe, paraMtu Acho pratidhvani rahI jaze. tyAre tamArAmAM eka akhaMDa vyaktitva pedA thaze, je bahAra ane bhItara vacce koI aMtara UbhuM nahIM kare. eka ghaDI evI Ave che jyAre ApaNe jemajema bhItaramAM UtaratA jaIe chIe, tematema bahAra ane bhItara vacceno bheda tirohita thaI jAya che. eka ghaDI evI Ave che jyAre badhuM ekAkAra thaI jAya che. bahAra ane bhItara vaccenI dIvAla tUTI paDe che ane je bahAra che te bhIlara rahe che ane je bhItara che te bahAra che evo anubhava thavA lAge che. e ghaDIe ane e divase tame eka evuM saMtulana prApta karazo, jyAM badhuM "sama" thavA lAgaze; jyAM badhuM sthira, zAMta, mauna banI jaze; jyAM koI halana-calana, bhAgadoDa, kaMpana vagere nahIM rahe. koI paNa IndrIyathI A prayoga zarU karo ane bhItara tarapha AgaLa vadhatA cAlo. thoDo vakhatamAM te indrIya tamArA bhItara sAthe tamane joDI deze. AMkhathI jovAnuM zarU karo. pachI AMkha baMdha karo. bahAranAM dazya dekhAya te jotA raho, laDazo nahIM, pachI dhIme dhIme evAM drazya
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________________ namo arihaMtANam: maMtra pratye jAgrata thAva, je dazya bahArathI na AveluM hoya. thoDA vakhatamAM bahAranA dazya sAthe tamane bhItaranAM dRzyonI jhalaka paNa maLavA lAgaze. kyAreka eTalo badho prakAza bhItaramAM phelAi jaze, je bahArano koi sUrya ApavAmAM asamartha mAlUma paDaze. kyAreka evA raMga phelAi jaze, jevA koi indradhanuSamAM paNa jovA nahIM maLe. kyAreka bhItaramAM evAM phUla khIlI UThaze, je pRthvI para kayAreya nahIM khIlyAM hoya, jyAre khyAla Avaze ke A bahAranAM phUla nathI, A bahAranA raMga nathI, A bahArano prakAza nathI, tyAre pahelI vAra vicAra Avaze ke A bahArano je prakAza che tene bhItaranA prakAzanI tulanAmAM prakAza kahevo ke aMdhakAra. bahAranAM puSpa ane bahAranA raMga, bhItaranAM puSpa ane raMga AgaLa phIkkAM lAgaze. bhItaranA raMgane jyAre jANIzuM tyAre ema lAgaze ke e raMgamAM eka jIvaMta guNavattA che, je bahAranA raMgomAM nathI. bahAranA raMga game tevA camakatA hoya, paraMtu sarakhAmaNImAM e jaDa jaNAze. bhItaranA raMgomAM eka jIvana, eka prANa dhabakato anubhavo ane tatkAla bahAranA raMgonuM AkarSaNa ochuM thai jaze, kadAca adrazya thai jaze. 130 dareka indrIya ApaNane bhItaramAM lai janAruM dvAra banI zake tema che. ApaNe sparza dhaNo karyo che, sparzano dhaNo anubhava che. AMkha baMdha karIne besI jAva ane sparza para dhyAna karo. tame suMdara zarIrane sparza karyo haze, suMdara vastuone sparza karyo haze, mulAyama phUlone sparza karyo haze! tame kayAreka prAtaHkALamAM ghAsa para chavAyelI jhAkaLano sparza karyo haze. kyAreka ThaMDInI mosamamAM savAre sagaDI pAse besI huMphALI Agano cAmaDIne thato sparza anubhavyo haze ! kayAreka cAMda-tArAnA sAnidhyamAM, jamIna para sUi jaine cAMdanIne sparzI haze ! ane evI dhyAnastha sthitimAM koi evA sparzano khyAla karo ke je tamane bahArathI na thayo hoya. thoDI mahenata ane thoDAM saMkalpabaLathI tamane evo koi sparza pratIta thaze je bahArano nahIM hoya, je cAMda-tArAmAMthI na maLyo hoya, je phUlomAMthI, jhAkaLabiMdumAMthI, je sUryanI uSmAmAMthI ane je savAranI ThaMDI havAnA sparzamAMthI na maLyo hoya ! jyAre tamane e bhItaranA sparzano bodha thaze tyAre bahAranAM sparza vyartha banI jaze. A rIte prayoga karatAM dareka vyaktie, potAnI badhI indrIyomAMthI kai indrIya sauthI vadhu tIvra ane sajAga che te khoLI levuM joie, paraMtu ema karatAM e khyAla rAkhavAnI jarUra che, ke tamArI sarvAdhika tIvra indrIyane, tame duzmana banAvI lo. saMyamanuM niSedhAtmaka rUpa vadhAre saMvedanazIla indrIyanA duzmana banI javAnuM che, paraMtu saMyamanuM vidhAyaka rUpa jo samajAze to je indrIya sarvAdhika sakriya che, e ja tamArI mitra che e vAta paNa samajAze. kAraNake tame e dvArA bhItaramAM vadhu jaladI pahoMcI zakazo. je mANasane raMgomAM koi rasa nathI, jeNe bahAranA raMgo jIvI jANyA nathI, tene bhItaranA raMgo sudhI pahoMcavAnuM atyaMta muzkela lAgaze. je mANasane saMgItamAM rasa nathI, jene saMgItanuM
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________________ 18 saMyamanI vidhAyakadraSTI koI prayojana samajAtuM nathI, tene mATe saMgIta eka ghoMghATa ke avAjathI vadhu kAMI nahIM hoya. evA mANasane bhItaranA aMtaradhvani tarapha AgaLa vadhavuM muzkela lAgaze. je IndrIya tamane vadhAremAM vadhAre parezAna karatI hoya, jenA niSedha ane virodhamAM tamane laDavAnuM mana thaI jAya che. e ja IndrIya tamArI mitra che, kAraNake e ja IndrIya tamane tamArI bhItaramAM vadhAre jaladI laI jaI zakaze, mATe dareke potAnI sarvAdhika saMvedanazIla IndrIyane oLakhI levI joIe. gurjaephanI pAse pahelI vAra koI Ave tyAre e pUchatA, 'tamArI vadhAremAM vadhAre kamajorI zI bAbatamAM che ? tamArI e kamajorI mane kaho, to ene ja huM tamArI vadhAre zaktimAM rUpAMtarIta karI ApuM. jo rU5tamane vadhAre AkarSatuM haze to bhayabhIta thavAnI jarUra nathI. e rUpa ja tamAre mATe dvAra banI jaze. jo koI sparza tamane AmaMtraNa Apato haze to bhayabhIta thavAnI jarUra nathI, sparza ja tamAro mArga che. koI svAda tamane kheMcIne tamArA svapnomAM praveza karI jAya che? to e svAdane AvakAro. e tamArA mATe setU banI jaze. tamArI je IndrIya sarvAdhika saMvedanazIla haze, enI sAthe tame laDazo to e IndrIya baherI thaI jaze. tame tamAre hAthe tamArA sene toDavA mATe javAbadAra gaNAzo. jo tame vidhAyaka saMyamanI dhAraNAne samajazo to tame IndrIyane tamAro mArga banAvI bhAratamAM pahoMcI jazo. je indrIya ApaNane bahAra upayoga mATe kheMcI jAya che e ja IndrIya dvArA tame bhItaramAM paNa jaI zakazo. dhyAna rAkho ke je raste ApaNe bahAra jaIe chIe, e ja raste pAchA aMdara AvI zakAya che. rasto e ja hoya che, mAtra ApaNA gantavyanI dizA badalAI jAya che. ApaNuM moM je bahAranI dizA tarapha hatuM te bhItaranI dizA tarapha thaI jaze. je raste A pravacanasthaLa para AvyA cho, e ja rIte tame tamAre ghera pAchA pharI zakazo. mAtra moMnI dizA badalavAnI jarUra che. koI rasto ApaNo duzamana nathI, badhA rastA banne dizAomAM khullA che. je IndrIya dvArA jagatamAM pravezavAnuM tamane sarvAdhika AkarSaka lAge che ane jenA tarapha tame kheMcAyA karo cho, te pachI bhale AMkha hoya, svAda hoya, dhvani hoya, je kAMI IndrIya hoya, enI mAraphata ja tame bahAra nIkaLazo ane tamArAthI dUra cAlI jazo. e ja IndrIya saMyamanI vidhAyaka dizAmAM dorI javAmAM sahayogI banaze. e IndrIya sAthe laDavAnuM nathI. enI sAthe laDI ene tame nukasAna pahoMcADazo, toDI nAkhazo, nAza karazo, to pAchA kema pharazo? paraMtu ema karavAthI tamAruM pAchA vaLavuM muzkela banI jaze. mArgane ja toDI nAkhazo to pAchA kema pharazo? A vAtathI tamane bahu navAI lAgaze. paraMtu huM bhArapUrvaka kahevA mAguM chuM ke AvI saMvedanazIla IndrIyone kAraNe mANaso khoTe raste caDI jatA nathI, paraMtu IndrIyonA rastAne toDI nAkhe che, eTale pAchA pharavAno rasto bacato nathI ane teo bhaTakI jAya che.
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________________ namo arihaMtANama: maMtra 139 IndrIyone kAraNe koI bhaTakatuM nathI, paraMtu IndrIyonA rastAne toDavAne kAraNe bhaTakI javAya che. loko mArI pAse AvI phariyAda kare che : "amane bIjI koI takalIpha nathI, paraMtu A jIbhano svAda amane parezAna kare che. A svAdathI koI rIte chuTakAro apAvo'-e phariyAdIne khabara nathI ke je IndrIya ene parezAna kare che e ja IndrIya ene mATe pAchA pharavAno mArga che. Ane huM kahuM chuM saMyamanI vidhAyaka daSTi. A bAbatane eka bIjA daSTikoNathI samajavA jevI che. ApaNI pAse jeTalI indrIyo che tenuM eka pragaTa rUpa hoya che jene ApaNe 'bahira IndrIya' kahIe chIe. mahAvIre AtmAnI traNa sthitionuM varNana kyuM che : eka bahirAtmA, je badhI IndrIyono bahAranI tarapha upayoga kare che, bIje aMtarAtmA, je IndrIyono bhItaramAM upayoga kare che ane trIjAne mahAvIra paramAtmA kahe che, jenuM bahAra ane aMdara evuM vibhAjana maTI gayuM che, jene mATe bahAra aMdara javAnI kriyA bacI ja nathI. je bahAra paNa jato nathI ane aMdara paNa jato nathI. e che paramAtmA, potAnA svabhAvamAM pUrNatayA pratiSThita. IndrIyonuM bahAranuM rUpa che te ApaNane padArtha sAthe joDe che. je jagyAe indrIya ApaNane padArtha sAthe joDe che, te jagyAe IndrIyanuM je rUpa pragaTa thAya che te atyaMta sthaLa hoya che, paraMtu eja IndrIyo ApaNane svayaM sAthe paNa joDe che. dAkhalA tarIke, je huM mAro hAtha laMbAvIne tamAro hAtha pakaDI lauM, to mAro hAtha mane be jagyAe joDe che. eka to mane tamArA hAtha sAthe joDe che ane bIjI bAju mAro hAtha mane mArI sAthe joDe che. dhyAna rAkho ke jyAM mAro hAtha tamArI sAthe joDe che tyAM tamAruM zarIra che, paraMtu jyAM mAro hAtha mane mArI sAthe joDe che. tyAM mAro AtmA che. indrIyo jyAre bahAranI tarapha joDe che tyAre padArtha sAthe joDe che, jyAre bhItaranI tarapha joDe che tyAre ApaNI cetanA sAthe joDe che. IndrIyonuM bahu sthULa svarUpa ja bahAra pragaTa thAya che, kAraNake je hAthanI kSamatA mane mArA AtmA sAthe joDavAnI che, te bahAra kevaLa zarIra sAthe ja ke anya koI padArtha sAthe ja joDI zake che. IndrIyonI bahAranI kSamatA, atyaMta dIna ane nabaLI che. mArA caitanya sabhara AtmA sAthe joDavAnI paNa emanI kSamatA che. jyAre huM mArA hAthane upara UThavAnuM kahuM tyAre e upara UThe che. mAro saMkalpa mArA hAtha sAthe kyAMka joDAyelo che. huM hAthane upara UThavAnI nA pADuM to e nahIM UThe. e batAve che ke mAro saMkalpa mArA hAtha sAthe kyAMka joDAyelo che. atyaMta Azcarya upajAve evI vAta che ke zarIra che padArtha ane saMkalpa che cetanA. cetanA ane padArtha kevI rIte joDAtA haze ? joDANa kharekhara atyaMta adrazya hovuM joIe! bahAra to mAro
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________________ saMyamanI vidhAyakadraSTI hAtha padArtha sAthe ja joDe che, paraMtu eTalA khAtara hAtha sAthe nArAja thavAnI kAMI jarUra nathI, kAraNake bhItaramAM e ja hAtha cetanA sAthe, AtmA sAthe paNa joDe che. jo mArA hAtha dvArA mArI cetanA bahAranI tarapha pravAhita karuM, to e cetanA bIjAnA zarIre jaine aTakI jAya che, paraMtu e ja cetanAne huM pAchI mArI tarapha kheMcI lauM, to cetanA jANe gaMgotrI tarapha, enA strota tarapha pAchI phare che, mArA AtmAmAM lIna thai jAya che, tyAre e sAgara tarapha, padArtha tarapha vahetI nathI. bahAra tarapha vahetI cetanA ke urjA bahirAtmAnuM rUpa che. hAthamAM bhItara tarapha vahetI urjA aMtarAtmAnuM rUpa che. urjA vahetI ja nathI tyAM paramAtmA che. paramAtmA sudhI pahoMcavuM hoya to aMtarAtmA mAraphata ja pahoMcAze. ApaNI AjanI sthiti che te bahirAtmAnI che. paramAtmA ApaNI saMbhAvanA che, ApaNuM bhaviSya che, ApaNI niyati che. aMtarAtmA ApaNo yAtrAmArga che. enI mAraphata pasAra thavuM paDaze. je raste bahAra javAya che, te ja raste bhItaramAM paNa javAze. eka vAta dhyAnamAM rAkhavA jevI che. je indrIyo cetanAne bahAra lai jAya che te indrIyo ApaNane sthULa sAthe joDe che ane eja indrIyo bhItaramAM cetanAne kendrIta kare che, tyAre te ApaNane sthULa sAthe joDe che. indrIyonAM be rUpa che. eka rUpa jene ApaNe indrIyonI zakita kahIe chIe te, bIjuM je rUpa che tene ApaNe atindrIya kahIe chIe. 140 perAsAikolojI jenuM adhyayana kare che, te che parAmanovijJAna. yoge A viSe ghaNuM adhyayana karyuM che. yoga e zaktine 'siddhi' athavA 'vibhUti' kahe che. raziyAmAM Aje A zaktine bIjuM nAma apAyuM che, 'Psychotronics, sAikoTronikasa'. A che manozaktinuM jagata. jemajema ApaNo saMyama vadhato jAya tematema ApaNe ApaNA atIndrIya rUpano anubhava karatA jaie chIe, koi paNa eka indrIyano sahAro lai tenI atIndrIya rUpano anubhava karavAnuM zarU karo. tame cakita thai jazo. dasa varSa pahelAM 1961 mAM raziyAnI eka aMdha chokarIe potAnA hAthanA sparzathI vAMcavAnuM zarU karyuM. atyaMta Azcarya UpajAve evI vAta che. satata pAMca varSa sudhI e chokarI sAthe prayogo karavAmAM AvyAM. raziyAnI je sauthI moTI vaijJAnika ekeDemI che, teNe pAMca varSa sudhI chokarInuM adhyayana karyA pachI ghoSaNA karI ke hAthanA sparzathI A chokarI vAMcI zake che. bIjI Azcarya UpajAve evI vAta e karI ke hAtha, AMkhothI paNa vadhu grahaNazIla banIne adhyayana karI zake che. breila lipimAM aMdha vyaktio mATenI bhASAmAM lakhAyuM hoya to te to sparza vaDe vAMcI zakAya che. paraMtu ApaNI bhASAmAM je ApaNe AMkhathI vAMcIe chIe, tevuM ja lakhelA kAgaLa para potAno hAtha pheravI chokarI vAMcI zake che. tame lakhelA kAgaLa para eka kapaDu DhAMkI do topaNa e kapaDA para hAtha pheravIne e vAMcI zake che. lokhaMDanuM pataruM DhAMkI do topaNa e vAMcI le che. ApaNI AMkha paNa AvuM kAma karI zakatI nathI. je
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________________ namo arihaMtANam: maMtra vaijJAniko abhyAsa karatA hatA, teo paNa potAnI AMkhathI, kapaDA pAchaLa lakhAyeluM vAMcI zakatA nathI. 141 vAsiliyeva nAme vaijJAnika prayoga karato hato ene khyAla Avyo ke eka vyaktimAM jo AvI AMtarika zakti pedA thai hoya, to tevI ja zakti, koine koi raste, koine koi rUpamAM dareka mAnavImAM pedA thavAnI saMbhAvanA che. pachI eNe bIjAM bALakone A bAbatamAM prazikSaNa ApavAnuM zarU karyuM. aMdha vidyArthIonI eka zALAmAMthI eNe vIsa bALako pasaMda karyAM ane temanA para be varSa sudhI prayoga karyA. vAsiliyeva e joi cakita thai gayo ke vIsamAMthI sattara bALako hAtha vaDe abhyAsa karavAmAM saphaLa thayAM. enA kahevA mujaba 97 TakA manuSyomAM, hAtha vaDe vAMcI zakavAnI saMbhAvanA che. bAkI je traNa TakA na karI zakyA, teo mATe ema kahI zakAya ke emanA hAtha paNa AMdhaLA che. saMvedana zUnya che. emanA hAthanAM yaMtramAM kAMIka kharAbI hoi zake. jyAre A samAcAra vartamAnapatramAM chapAyA tyAre lokoe potAnA aMdha bALako para prayoga karavAnuM zarU karyuM. te pachI mosko yunivarsiTInI AsapAsamAMthI, amuka amuka aMdha bALakoe hAtha vaDe vAMcI batAvyuM che. hAtha kevI rIte vAMcI zake ? hAtha pAse koi AMkha to che ja nahIM, hAtha mAtra sparzathI ja vAMcI zake, enA para cAdara DhaMkAya topaNa vAMcI zake to eno artha ke A zakti hAthanI nathI, paraMtu atIndrIya zakti 'Parapsychic-perAsAikika nuM A kAma che. e chokarI sAthe pachI paga mAraphata vAMcavAnI koziza karavA mATe prayoga thayA. be mahinA pachI e chokarI pagathI paNa vAMcavA lAgI. dIvAlanI bIjI bAju lakhAyeluM lakhANa e chokarI vAMcI zakatI hatI. e zakti eTalI badhI khIlI ke mAilo dUra ughADI rAkhelI copaDI pote beThI hoya tyAMthI vAMcavA lAgI. have to sparzanI vAtano ja cheda uDI gayo ! vAsiliyeve chevaTe kahyuM ke ApaNe jeTalI zaktio viSe jANIe chIe, tethI taddana judI ja koi zakti kAma karI rahI che. yoga haMmezA AvI atIndrIya zaktionI vAta kare che. mahAvIranI je saMyamanI prakriyA che temAM A atIndrIya zaktine jagADavAno prayatna che. jemajema A zakti khIlatI jAya che tema tema sthULa indrIyo phikkI paDatI jAya che. ApaNe koi navalakathA vAMcI rahyA hoie ane acAnaka Telivijhana para e navalakathA batAvAtI hoya, to navalakathAnuM pustaka tame baMdha karI dezo. e navalakathAnuM pustaka phIkkuM thai gayuM. kathA enI e ja che, paraMtu vadhAre jIvaMta mAdhyama tamArI sAme AvI gayuM. have vadhu lAMbo samaya pustakonuM calaNa Takaze nahIM. pustaka khovAi jaze ane enuM sthAna Telivijhana ne sinemA lai leze. je zikSaNa Telivijhana mAraphata ApI zakAze temATe have pustaka vadhu samaya kAma nahIM ApI zake. jANe pustaka maDadAla ane phikkuM thai gayuM !
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________________ A saMyamanI vidhAyakadraSTI jo eka navalakathA pustakamAMthI vAMcavAnI athavA e ja navalakathA para taiyAra thayelI kilma jovAnI bAbatamAM pasaMdagI karavAnuM tamane kahevAmAM Ave, to tame pustakane bAjumAM mUkI dai, Telivijhana ke philma jovAnuM pasaMda karazo. emAM pustakano tyAga nathI, paraMtu bemAMthI zreSTha mAdhyama pasaMda karavAno savAla che. haMmezAM je zreSThatama che tene ja mANasa pasaMda karI le che. jo tamArAmAM indrIyonuM atIndrIya rUpa pragaTa thavAnuM zarU thaze, to tamane tamArI sthULa indrIyomAM rasa nahIM rahe. tame eka navA rasamAM praveza karI jazo. je lokonI samaja emanI bahAranI indrIyo sudhI vistarelI che teo tamane 'mahAtyAgI' cho ema kahevA lAgaze, paraMtu tame to bhoganI eka gahanatama ane antaratama dizAmAM AgaLa vadhI gayA cho tenI emane khabara ja nathI. indrIyomAM ja jIvanArI vyaktione A navA rasa viSe kAMi khabara ja nathI. atIndrIya saMbhAvanAono vikAsa karavAmAM saMyamanI vidhAyaka daSTino upayoga che. 142 mahAvIre atIndrIya saMbhAvanoono vikAsa karavA mATe ghaNA gahana prayogA karyA che. mahAvIranI sAdhanAne A rIte samajavAno prayatna karIzuM to bIjI ghaNI vAtonAM rahasya pragaTa thai jaze. mahAvIra varSo sudhI bhojana vinA rahI zakyA, enuM kAraNa zuM ? enuM eka ja kAraNa che ke mahAvIre potAnA bhItaramAMthI koi bhojana meLavI levAnuM zarU karI dIdhuM. jo mahAvIra sIdhA patthara para ja sUi jAya ane gAdalAnI emane jarUra ja na rahetI hoya, to emaNe bhItaramAM ja, koi sparzanuM navuM jagata zarU karI dIdhuM. mahAvIra te pachI to koi paNa prakAranA bhojanamAM svAda UpajAvI zake che. bhItaranuM bhojana, bahAranA bhojana para chavAi jAya che. eTale ja mahAvIra dubaLA thai gayA hoya evuM dekhAtuM nathI. e to jANe phelAi gayA hoya evA lAge che. saMkucita thayA hoya evuM lAgatuM nathI. emanA vyaktitvamAM kyAMya saMkucitatA dekhAtI nathI. pote khUba AnaMdamAM che. kahevAtA tapasvIo jevA e du: khI nathI. buddhathI A na banI zakyuM. e samajavuM jarUrI che ke buddhe paNa mahAvIre karI hatI tevI ja sAdhanA karI, paraMtu buddhane, bhojanatyAga pachI pote vadhAre nabaLA paDI jatA hoya tevuM lAgyA karyuM. emane thayuM ke A rIte to kAMi maLatuM nathI. eTale cha varSanI tapazcaryA pachI buddhe A badhuM choDI dIdhuM. buddhe evo svAbhAvika nirNaya lIdho ke AvI zArIrika tapazcaryA vyartha che. buddhabuddhimAna ane prAmANika hatA, eTale ja A nirNaya para AvI zakyA. aneka nAsamaja lAko evI dizAomAM cAlI nrIkaLe che, je emane mATe nakAmI hoya che. e dizAmAM javAnI emanI kSamatA hotI ja nathI. e dizAmAM emanA vyaktitvano vikAsa na thatA, teo potAnI jAtane samajAve rAkhe che ke kadAca pAchalA janmonAM karmone kAraNe AvuM banI rahyuM che, ke kadAca pUrvajanmamAM karelA pApone kAraNe AvuM banI rahyuM che, ke kadAca huM pUro prayatna ja nathI karato mATe AvuM banI rahyuM che. yAda rAkhavuM joie ke je tamArI dizA nathI, temAM tame kayAreya pUro prayAsa karI nahIM zako, chatAM tamAro bhrama cAlu raheze ke huM pUro prayAsa karI zakato nathI.
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________________ namo arihaMtANam: maMtra budhdha cha varSa sudhI e ja karyuM je mahAvIra karI rahayA hatA. paraMtu e karyA pachI mahAvIrane je maLyuM te budhdhane na maLyuM. mahAvIra AnaMdathI abhibhUta thai gayA, budhdha atyaMta pIDAne prApta thayA. mahAvIra zaktimAna banI gayA, budhdha nirbaLa banI gayA. niraMjanA nadIne pAra karatI vakhate upavAsa karI karIne budhdha eTalA nirbaLa thai gayA hatA ke kinAro pakaDIne upara caDhavA jeTalI zakti paNa bacI na hatI. A joi budhdhane thayuM ke A vRkSanI DALa pakaDIne upara caDhI zakuM eTalI - zakti paNa jo na bacI hoya to AvA upavAsathI zo lAbha? ATalI nadI pAra nathI karI zakato, to A bhavasAgarane kevI rIte pAra karI zakIza. A to pAgalapaNuM che. eTalI badhI nabaLAi AvI gai hatI ke emanAM badhAM hADakAM bahAra dekhAi rahayAM hatAM. budhdhanuM te samayanuM koie doreluM citra che te evuM che, je kahevAtA tapasvIo kevI musIbatamAM phasAi gayA che te batAve che. eka jUnI tAmra pratimA maLI che jemAM budhdhanA te samayanA kRza zarIranuM citraNa che. badhAM hADakAM chAtI ane pITha para dekhAi rahyAM che. peTa pITha sAthe cIpakI gayuM che. AMkho mAtra jIvaMta dekhAya che. bAkI AkhuM zarIra sukAi gayuM che. jANe zarIramAMthI lohInuM abhisaraNa baMdha thai gayuM hoya evuM maDadAla zarIra banI gayuM che. AvI paristhitimAM niraMjanA nadI pAra karatAM budhdhane khyAla Avyo ke upavAsa vyartha che. paraMtu je budhdha mATe vyartha lAgyuM, te mahAvIrane mahAzakti pradAna karatuM lAgyuM. kharekhara to budhdhane upavAsa karavAnI jemaNe salAha ApI hatI te badhI niSedhAtmaka hatI. A choDo, peluM choDo. je je emane choDavAnuM kahevAmAM AvyuM te budhdha choDayuM. gurue jevuM batAvyuM tevuM karyuM. paraMtu badhuM choDayA pachI samajAyuM ke badhuM choDayuM kharuM, paNa maLyuM kAMi nahIM. badalAmAM A dInahIna zarIra rahyuM. budhdhano A mArga na hato. budhdhanA vyaktitvano DhAMco alaga hato. eTale budhdhe badhA prakAranA tyAgano ja tyAga karIne joi lIdhuM ke kAMi maLyuM nathI ane jyAre tyAgano paNa tyAga karyo; bhogano tyAga karI dIdho, tyAre budhdhane jJAna thayuM. 143 mahAvIranI ane buddhanI prakriyA taddana UlaTI che, eTale eka ja samayamAM banne jIvyA chatAM bannenI paraMparAo judI paDI gai. buddhane paNa maLyuM je mahAvIre tyAgathI meLavyuM, buddhane tyAgathI kAMi na maLyuM, kAraNake tyAganI je dhAraNA buddhanA manamAM praveza karI gai te niSedhAtmaka hatI. e ja bhUla thai gai. mahAvIranI dhAraNA vidhAyaka hatI Positive. jeo tyAga dvArA niSedhamAM pravezI jAya che, teo bhaTakI jaze, durbaLa banI jaze, kyAMya pahoMcaze nahIM. AtmabaLa to nahIM ja maLe, zarIra baLa khatama thai jaze. niSedhAtmaka manane kAraNe atIndrIyanuM jagata khulaze nahIM, indrIyonuM bhautika jagata bImAra thai saMkocAi jaze. aMtaradhvani saMbhaLAze nahIM, kAna baherA banI jaze. AMtaradazya dekhAze nahIM, AMkho dhUMdhaLI banI jaze. Antarasparzano to koi khyAla nahIM Ave, hAtha evA jaDa thai jaze, je bahArano sparza paNa nahIM anubhavI zake. niSedhamAM AvI bhUla thai jAya che. paraMparA kevaLa niSedha zIkhave che. ApaNe je je cIjo pakaDIe chIe, jeno parigraha karIe chIe, te te cIjo choDI hoya, evuM paraMparAne dekhAya che. je maLyuM che
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________________ 144 saMyamanI vighAyakadraSTI te ene dekhAtuM nathI. eTale mahAvIrane je barAbara samajavA hoya, emanA garimApUrNa saMyamane samajavo hoya, emanA svastha vidhAyaka saMyamane samajavo hoya, to atIndrIyane jagADavAnA prayogo karavA joIe. dareka vyakitanI koI eka IndrIya evI saMvedanazIla hoya che je tatkAla atIndrIyamAM praveza karavAnI kSamatA dharAve che. thoDA prayogo karavAthI, kaI IndrIya saMvedanazIla che te khyAlamAM Avaze. enAthI tamane tamArI kaI dizA che te samajaze. kevI rIte ApaNe jANI zakIe ke ApaNI kaI IndrIyanI atIndrIya banavAnI kSamatA che. ApaNane ghaNI vAra taka maLe che, paraMtu te ApaNe gumAvI daIe chIe. kAraNake e dizAmAM ApaNe kyAreya vicAryuM hotuM nathI. tame beThA ho, tamane koI mitranI yAda Ave ane tame AMkha UMcI karI juo to e mitra tamArI sAme AvIne Ubho hoya! tame vicAro cho ke A eka saMyoga che. tame eka taka cUkI gayA. kyAreka tame vicAro cho ke nava vAgyA hovA joIe, tame ghaDiyALa barAbara juo cho to emAM nava vAgyA hoya che. A paNa saMyoga che ema tame vicAro, ke cUkI gayA, A atIndrayanI jhalaka hatI. je tamane AvI jhalakano anubhava avAranavAra thato hoya to enA upara prayoga karo, ene mAtra saMyogo na kaho. vAraMvAra ghaDiyALa jotAM pahelAM tamArI jAtane pUcho keTalA vAgyA haze ? nakkI karo ke ATalA vAgyA haze, pachI ghaDiyALa juo. jo tamArI aTakaLa sAcI haze, to saMbhAvanA che ke tame atIndrIyakSamatA prApta karI zako. aDadhI rAtanA UThI jAo. pahelAM vicAra karo keTalA vAgyA haze ? kharekhara 'vicAro ema kahevuM paNa ThIka nathI kAraNake vicAra karavAmAM bhUla thaI javAno saMbhava che. mAtra khyAla karo keTalA vAgyA haze ane je pahelo khyAla Ave te ghaDiyALanA samaya sAthe sarakhAvo, je sauprathama khyAla Avyo te mahatvano che. bIjo khyAla tamArA manamAMthI Ave che, emAM vicAra pravezI gayo hoya che. bahAra daravAjA para koI pagalAM saMbhaLAya che. koI mitranA AvavAno khyAla che. daravAjA para ghaMTaDI vAge che. khyAla karo AMkha baMdha karIne koNa haze ? je sarvaprathama cahero yAda Ave, te dhyAnamAM laI daravAjo kholo. tame dhArelo mitra sAme Ubho hoya che. A sAMyogika nathI ema thoDA vakhatamAM samajAze. A tamArI kSamatAnI jhalaka che. koI eka dizAmAM paNa tamArI atIndrIya zakti khulavAnI zarU thaze, to tamArI badhI bhautika IndrIyo phIkkI paDavAnuM zarU thaI jaze. eTaluM ja nahIM, saMyamano vidhAyaka mArga tamAre mATe spaSTa ane sApha thavA lAgaze. jIvana daramiyAna keTalAya avasaro je samajavA jevA hoya che te ApaNe cUkI jaIe chIe.
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________________ namo arihaMtANam: maMtra cUkI javAnuM mukhya tArkika kAraNa e che ke dareka cIjane 'saMyoga' kahIne choDI daie chIe. e vAta sAcI ke saMyogovazAta kAMi banatuM nathI. paraMtu puro vicAra karyA vinA 'saMyoga' tarIke mAnI lai, ApaNe ApaNI atIndrIya zaktine samajavAnuM cUkI jaie chIe. kharekhara jo 'saMyoga' na hoya, to tamane tamArI saMbhavita zaktinuM anumAna karavAnuM saheluM thai paDaze. ApaNI zaktinuM A sUtra, eka vAra khyAlamAM AvI jAya to eno dhImedhIme vikAsa karI zakAya che. enuM prazikSaNa thai zake che. saMyama e ja enuM prazikSaNa che. 145 eka divasa tame upavAsa karyo ane tamane bhojananI yAda na AvI, paraMtu tyAre tame te divase tamArI jAtane bhUlavAnI koziza na karatA. sAmAnya rIte upavAsa karanAra vyaktio maMdiramAM jaine besI jAya che. bhajana, kIrtana, dhUna, jApa vagere karavA besI jAya che. zAstramAMthI sUtro bole che, sAdhunAM pravacana sAMbhaLe che vagere vagere, paraMtu ema karavAmAM e cUkI jAya che. je divase bhojana na karyuM hoya te divase bIjuM kAMi na karo. mAtra besI raho ane tamArA svayaMnuM nirIkSaNa karo. jo covIsa kalAkamAM tamane bhojananI yAda na Ave to samajajo ke tamAre mATe upavAsano mArga upayogI thai zake tema che. to tame mahAvIranI jema lAMbA upavAsanI duniyAmAM praveza karI zakazo. e mArga tamane lakSya para pahoMcADaze. paraMtu e covIsa kalAka daramiyAna tamane vAraMvAra bhojana yAda Ave to samajajo ke upavAsano mArga tamAro nathI tamAre mATe e yogya nathI. ApaNI sAme covIsa kalAka aneka dizAo UghaDatI rahe che. je jANe che teo kahe che ke dareka kSaNe ApaNe eka corAhA para UbhA hoie chIe, jyAM badhI dizAo khUlI hoya che. potAne anukULa dizA zodhI levAnuM sAdhaka mATe atyaMta jarUrI che, nahI to e aTavAi jaze. bIjA koine na pUcho, aMtaramAM ja zodha karo. tamAro samaya, tamAro DhAMco, tamArA vyakitatvanuM rUpa, badhuM dhyAnapUrvaka samajo. nahi to bhUla thai jaze. mahAvIrane mAnanArA parivAramAM tame janmyA ho, eTale mahAvIrano ja mArga tamAre mATe anukULa che, evuM mAnI levAnI jarUra nathI. koi bIjuM nahIM kahI zake ke tamAre mATe muhammadano mArga ThIka che, koi nahIM kahI zake ke tamAre mATe kRSNano mArga ThIka nathI. tame kRSNane mAnanArA kuTuMbamAM janmyA ho to kRSNanI baMsarImAM tamane rasa paDe ja, evuM nakkI nathI, jarUrI paNa nathI. zakya che ke tamAre mATe mahAvIra vadhAre sArthaka bane, je mahAvIrane baMsarI sAthe kyAMya joDI zakAya evI zakyatA ja nathI, kRSNanA hAthamAMthI vAMsaLI jhuMTavI lo, to 90 TakA kRSNa maTI jaze, kRSNa jevuM kAMi bacaze ja nahIM. kRSNanA hAthamAM vAMsaLI na hoya, to kRSNane oLakhavA muzkela banI jAya. hA, vAMsaLI ekalI paDI hoya to kRSNano khyAla AvI paNa jAya. vyaktitvanA bheda che. dAkhalA tarIke eka evo samaya hato ke jyAre ApaNe samagra bhAratanI vastInuM cAra varNomAM vibhAjana karyuM hatuM. samajavA jevI vAta e che ke A cAra varNa, mULa manuSyanI cAra
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________________ 146 saMyamanI vidhAyakadraSTI alaga prakRtinAM ja rUpa hatAM. keTalIka vAra Azcarya UpajAve evI ghaTanAo bane che. hamaNA hamaNAM raziyAmAM eka vaijJAnika vidyuta (electricity) nA AdhAre mAnavInuM cAra hissAmAM vibhAjana karyuM. dareka vyaktinA vidyutapravAhaalaga prakAranA hoya che. e vidyuta pravAhano prakAra ane bIjI vyaktiothI alaga pADe che. zarIranA vidyuta pravAha badhAMnA alaga che. huM mAnuM chuM ke mahAvIrano vidyutapravAha "positive-vidhAyaka hato. eTale ja mahAvIra sakriya sAdhanAmAM kUdI zakyA. budhdhano vidyutapravAhaprabhAva negative-niSedhAtmaka hato, jene kAraNe budhdhane sakriya sAdhanAmAMthI kAMI na maLyuM. eka vakhata budhdhane bilakula niSkriya ane zUnya thavuM paDyuM. e niSkriyatAmAMthI budhdhano mArga khUlyo. A vyaktitvanA bheda che, siddhAMtanA bhedanathI. AkhI mAnavajAti Aja sudhI ghaNA upadravamAM aTavAI gaI che. kAraNake ApaNe vyaktitvanA bhedone, siddhAMtanA bheda samaja vyartha vivAdakarI rahyA chIe. dareke potAnA vyakitatvane oLakhavuM rahyuM. dareke potAnI vadhumAM vadhu saMvedanazIlakaI IndrIya chete zodhI levuM joIe. ApaNI kSamatAno prakAra ane AMkana karI levAthI ApaNo mArga ApaNane spaSTa dekhAze. saMyamanA mArga para mahAvIra kAma Avaze. e mArge janAra sAdhaka AsAnIthI AgaLa vadhI zakaze, paraMtu potAnI kSamatAne samajyA vinA, AMkyA vinA, koI anyanI kSamatAnuM anukaraNa karavAnI koziza tamane roja muzkelImAM mUkaze, kAraNake e tamAro mArganathI, e tamAruM dvAra nathI. eTale A jagatamAM jo koI moTuM durbhAgya hoya, to te e che ke ApaNe je kuTuMbamAM janmA hoIe tenA dharmane potAno mAnI lIdho che. dharma ApaNI zodha ke pasaMdagI nathI, paraMtu mahAvIranA samayamAM, mahAvIranA vicAroe jemanA jIvanamAM krAMti ANI ane jeTalI moTI saMkhyAmAM e krAMti lokomAM UtarI, teTalI mahAvIra pachInAM paccIso varSa daramiyAna, eTalA lokomAM krAMtina thaI. enuM ekamAtra kAraNa e che ke mahAvIra pAse kheMcAIne je loko AvyA, te badhAe sabhAna rIte, mahAvIrano mArga ja potAno mArga che evI samajapUrvakanI pasaMdagI karI hatI, e badhA janma jainanahatAmahAvIra pAse AvyA te potAnI pasaMdagInA AdhAre AvyA hatA. e emanI svataMtra pasaMdagI hatI. emanA vyaktitva ane mahAvIranA vyaktitva vacce eka khAsa kheMcANa, ekacuMbaka jevuM AkarSaNa hatuM, jenAthI kheMcAIne teo mahAvIra pAse AvyA hatA. paraMtu emanA putronuM zuM? emano putra mAtra e kuTuMbamAM pedA thayo te kAraNe mahAvIra pAse jAya to e mahAvIra sudhI nahIM pahoMcI zake. eTale mahAvIra, budhdha, kRSNake jisasanA jIvanakALa daramiyAna emanI pAse je kheMcAIne AvyA emanA jIvanamAM rUpAMtara thayuM. e vibhUtionI gerahAjarImAM evI ja ghaTanA pharI vAra banatI nathI. pachI to dareka peDhIno dharma, dhImedhIme aupacArika banI jAya che, phormala rahI jAya che. A kuTuMbamAM pedA thayA mATe e kuTuMbanA maMdiramAM ApaNe javuM rahyuM. ghara ane
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________________ namo arihaMtANam: maMtra maMdira vacce koi atUTa saMbaMdha hoi zake ? sAcI vAta to e che ke dareke prathama potAnuM vyaktitva kevuM che, potAnI dizA kai che, potAnI saMbhAvanA zuM che te nakkI karavuM joie. kyuM cumbaka tamane AkarSe che ane kyA cumbakano tamane aNagamo che te dareka vyaktie svayaM zodhavAnuM che. 147 ApaNe eka dhArmika duniyA banAvavAmAM tyAre saphaLa thaizuM jyAre ApaNe dareka vyaktine potAno dharma pasaMda karavAnI svataMtratA ApIzuM. nahi to duniyAmAM dharmano lopa thaze, adharmano prasAra thaze. dhArmika lokono dharma, mAtra aupacArika raheze ane adhArmika loko sAcA lAgaze. eka bahu samajavA jevI vAta che. koi vyakti kyAreka nAstikatA sabhAnapaNe pasaMda kare che? ene nAstikatA pasaMda karavI paDe che. koi kahe che ke 'izvara nathI' to e enuM svataMtra maMtavya che, pasaMdagI che. je kahe che ke izvara che to enA pUrvajonI pasaMdagI che, eTale nAstika sAme Astika haMmezA hArI jAya che. enuM kAraNa che ke AstikanI pasaMdagI sabhAna ke svataMtra nathI. tame Astika, janmyA tyArathI cho. je nAstika banyo che te svataMtra vicAraNAthI. eTale nAstikatAmAM eka prakAranAM baLa, gati ane tvarA hoya che ane prANano prabhAva hoya che. tamArI AstikatA aupacArika che. tamArA hAthamAM eka kAgaLano TukaDo pakaDAvAyo che. e cabarakhImAM lakhyuM che ke tame kyA dharmamAM pedA thayA cho. ema ja banI rahyuM che. nAstikathI Astika hArI jAya che, paraMtu evuM lAMbo samaya nahi cAle. AjasudhI e thayuM che. kemake nAstikatA paNa dharma banI gai che. 1917nI raziyana krAMti pachI nAstikatA paNa dharma lekhAya che. eTale raziyAmAM paNa nAstika kamajora paDI gayo che. raziyano badhA janmathI ja nAstika hoya che. eno bApa nAstika hato eTale dIkaro paNa nAstika che. eTale nAstikatA paNa durbaLa, napuMsaka thai gai che. eTale have emAM baLa rahyuM nathI. baLa haMmezAM mANasanI svataMtra pasaMdagImAM che. jo huM maravA mATe ja khADAmAM paDuM ane e jo mAro svataMtra nirNaya hoya, to mArA mRtyumAM paNa jIvananI eka AbhA haze. mane koi dhakko mArIne svargamAM dhakelI de, koi aupacArikatAthI svargamAM pahoMcADI de, to huM svarganI galIomAM paNa udAsapaNe bhaTakyA karIza. e svarga mAre mATe narka banI jaze, enI sAthe mArA AtmAno koi meLa nahIM hoya. mATe saMyamane pasaMda karo. potAnA svayaMne zodho. siddhAMtono bahu Agraha na rAkho. tamArI jAtane, tamArI indrIyonI kSamatAne samajavA prayatna karo. tamAruM potAnuM vahana kaI dizAmAM che, tamArI UrjA kai dizAmAM vahI rahI che, tenuM nirIkSaNa karo. enI sAthe laDo nahIM, e ja mArga batAvaze ne mArga banI raheze. ethI paNa vadhu UMDA Utaro ane vidhAyaka rUpe atIndrIyanA anubhava meLavavAnA paNa prayatna karo. pratyeka vyakti pAse atIndrIya mATenI kSamatA che. ene khabara hoya ke na hoya, topaNa pratyeka vyakti atIndrIya pratibhAthI eka camatkArika rUpe bharAyelI che. niSThApUrvaka mAtra dvAra khakhaDAvavAnI jarUra che, khajAno khUlavAno zarU thai
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________________ 148 saMyamanI vidhAyaka draSTI jaze. jevuM A banaze ke bhautika IndrIyonuM jagata phi paDI jaze. eka-be bIjI vAto saMyama viSe samajI laIe. kAle ApaNe tapanI vAta zarU karavAnI che. mANasa, bhUlo paNa ekanI eka ryA kare che, jUnIpUrANI bhUlo pharI pharI kare che. jaDatAnuM enAthI vadhu moTuM pramANa zuM hoI zake ? tamArI jiMdagImAM pAchA vaLI tame tamArI bhUlonI gaNatarI karo to bahu bahu to dasabAra bhUlothI vadhAre nahI gaNAvI zako. hA enI e ja pharI pharI karI haze. lAge che ke anubhavamAMthI ApaNe kAMI zIkhatA nathI, paraMtu je anubhavathI nahIM zIkhe, te 'saMyamaMmAM praveza nahI karI zake. saMyamamAM pravezano artha e che ke anubhavathI jANyuM ke asaMyama khoTo hato ke asaMyama eka duHkha hatuM. anubhave batAvyuM ke asaMyama mAtra pIDA hatI, narka hatuM, paraMtu ApaNe to anubhavamAMthI kAMI zIkhatA nathI. tamane mullA nasarUdInanI eka vAta A saMdarbhamAM kahyuM. mullAnI uMmara sATha varSanI thaI gaI che. eka sAMje mitro sAthe kophI hAusamAM besIne mullAgappAM mArato hato. gappAM mAratAM mAratAM jAtajAtanI vAtomAMthI vAta nIkaLI. eka mitre mullAne pUchyuM, nasarUddIna, tArI jiMdagImAM koI evo prasaMga banyo che ke jyAre tAre zaramAvuM paDyuM hoya ane tuM parezAna thaI gayo hoya ?' beThelA badhA mitro gharaDA hatA. nasarUdIna jeTalA ja. prazna pUchanAre pharI pUchyuM 'evI koI kaDhaMgI hAlatamAM mUkAyo hoya, evuM banyuM che ?' mullAe kahyuM, 'badhAnI jiMdagImAM evuM bane che, paraMtu pahelAM tuM tArI jiMdagInI vAta kara, pachI huM mArI vAta karuM !' pachI badhA buTTAoe, potapotAnI jiMdagImAM evI kSaNo AvI hatI, ke jemAM teo kaDhaMgI paristhitimAM mukAI gayA hatA ane emAMthI bahAra nIkaLavAno rasto jaDato nahato, tenuM varNana karyuM. koIe corI karI hatI ane mAla sAthe pakaDAI gayo hato. koI jUThuM bolyo hato ane enuM jUThANuM ekadama nagnapaNe pakaDAI gayuM hatuM. pachI nasarUdIne kahyuM, 'mane paNa yAda che, gharanI nokarANI snAna karI rahI hatI, ane huM daravAjAnI cAvInA chedamAMthI joI rahyo hato. tyAM acAnaka mArI mAe mane pakaDyo tyAre mArI evI kharAba hAlata thaI gaI hatI..." bIjA buddAo hasyA. koIe AMkha mArI. eke kahyuM, 'emAM kAMI eTalA parezAna thavAnI jarUra nahotI. badhAnI jiMdagImAM bacapaNamAM AvA banAvo bane che.' nasarUdIne kahyuM, 'bacapaNamAM are Ato hajI gaI kAlanI vAta che. zuM bacapaNanI vAta kare che?' bacapaNa pachI buDhApAmAM, kadAca cAlAkI thoDI vadhatI haze, paraMtu bhUlo to enI e ja thAya che. hA, buTTA jarA vadhu hoziyAra thaI jAya che. moTe bhAge pakaDAtA nathI, e alaga vAta che. bacapaNamAM bALaka jaladI pakaDAI jAya che. bacapaNamAM hajI eTalI cAlAkI khIlI hotI nathI. bhUla karanAra
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________________ namo arihaMtANam:maMtra 149 bALakone pakaDanAra loko maLI Avaze, paraMtu buTTAne pakaDanAra loko maLatA nathI. paraMtu bALako ane buTTA bannenA anubhavomAM khAsa kAMI bheda hoto nathI. nasaddIna marI gayo. svarganAM dvAra para pahoMcyo. so varSanI uMmare maryo hato. ghaNuM jIvyo. evI kathA che ke svarganAM dvAra para seMTa pITara pahero bharatA hatA. temaNe nasarUddInane pUchyuM, 'ghaNA varSa jIvyA, bahu lAMbu jIvyA, e samayamAM kayAM kyAM pApa kyAM che pRthvI para?' nasarUddIne kahyuM "pApa! pAparyA ja nathI." seMTa pITarane lAgyuM ke kadAca "pApa" zabda bahu sAmAnya che, buTTo mANasa che. ene kAMI samajAyuM nahIM hoya. eTale pharI pUchyuM, 'kyAreka corI karI che?' nasarUdIne kahyuM nA, kayAreya jUThuM bolyA cho?' nasarUdIne kahyuM "nA 'kayAreya dArU pIdho che? nasarUdIne kahyuM 'nA' 'kyAreka strInI pAchaLa pAgalanI jema bhaTakyA cho?' nasarUdIne kahyuM 'nA'. seMTa pITarane Azcarya thayuM. to ATalo badho lAMbo, so varSa jeTalo samaya teMpasAra kevI rIte karyo? zuM karI rahyo hato tyAM? nasarUdIne kahyuM, "have tame mane pakaDyo. tamAro savAla bahu jhaMjhaTamAM nAkhe tevo che. paraMtu eno javAba ApuM te pahelAM mAre tamane eka savAla pUchavo che. tame ahIM zuM karI rahyA cho? huM to jANe so varSathI pRthvI para hato, paraMtu tame to ahIM anantakALathI UbhA cho. zuM karo cho Akho vakhata?' pApa jevuM kAMI na hoya to mANasane lAge che ke jIvanamAM che zuM? asaMyamana hoya to bhogavIe zuM? mahAvIra jevA mAnavo kevI rIte jIvI gayA haze te ApaNI samajamAM AvatuM nathI. enAM kAraNo bauddhika rIte samajAya tevAM nathI. je pharaka che te ApaNA jIvananAM DhaMgano che. ApaNane e nathI samajAtuM ke dareka bAbatamAM saMyama karavAno hoya to zuM ane kema jIvIzuM? nA koI svAdamAM rasa levAya, nA koI bhojananI sugaMdha AkarSe, nA koI suMdara vastro paherAya, nA koI saMgItamAM rasa levAya, nA koI rUpa AkarSe...je koI mahattvAkAMkSA ja bAkI na rahe to zenA mATe jIvavAnuM? mArI pAse loko Ave che ne pUche che ke jo koI mahattvAkAMkSA ja na rahe, koI moTuM suMdara makAna banAvavAno khyAla ja maTI jAya, koI dehanI suMdara sajAvaTano khyAla paNa na Ave to e kAMI jIvana che? dhana prApta karavA mATenI doDadhAma baMdha thaI jAya to kevI rIte jIvana pasAra thaze ? ApaNane ema lAgyA kare che ke pApa eja jIvananI vidhi che, asaMyama e jIvanano taMga che. eTale saMyamanI vAto ApaNe sAMbhaLI laIe chIe; ApaNane sArI lAge che paraMtu te ApaNA jIvanane kyAMya aDakatI nathI. ApaNA anubhavomAM saMyamano koI meLa khAto nathI. kAraNake jyAre
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________________ 150 saMyamanI vidhAyakadraSTI paNa ApaNane koI saMyamano khyAla Ave che ke tarata ja lAge che, ke koI cIjano niSedha karavo paDaze. A choDo, peluM choDo, badhuM choDo. are, e to ApaNuM jIvana che. badhuM choDI daizuM to emAM jIvana kyAM rahyuM ? A niSedhAtmaka saMyamanI dhAraNAe ja takalIpha UbhI karI che. huM kyAreya nathI kaheto ke A choDo ke peluM choDo, huM kahuM chuM ke A paNa maLI zake tema che, bIjuM paNa maLI zake tema che. je meLavavAnI AkAMkSA che tene pUrI niSThApUrvakanI mahenatathI meLavo, paraMtu e hAthamAM Avaze tyAM sudhImAM enI nirarthakatAno tamane bodha thaI jaze ane e haMmezA mATe chUTI jaze, tyAre kAMI karI cUkyAnA anubhavamAMthI pasAra thatAM mana bharAI jaze. pUrI jAgRtimAM thayelo anubhava mukta kare che. ApaNI badhI IndrIyo eka khAsa vyavasthA mujaba varte che. je temane koI atIndrIya drazya dekhAvA lAge to evuM nathI ke have tamArI AMkhane bahAra jovAmAMthI chuTakAro maLI gayo. jyAM sudhI atIndrIya darzana nathI thayuM, tyAM sudhI bahAra joyA karIzuM. paraMtu atIndrIya darzana thatAM, bahAranA dazya phIkkA paDI jaze. AMkhanuM eka navuM bhItarI rUpa khyAlamAM AvI jaze. AMkhathI chuTakAro maLatAM kAnathI chuTakAro maLavAnuM paNa zarU thaI jaze. kAraNake anubhavanA bhItarI jagatano khyAla AvatAM samajAze ke je AMkhanA jagatamAM bhItaranuM darzana che, to kAnanA jagatamAM paNa bhItarano dhvani hovo joIe, bhItarano nAda saMbhaLAvo joIe. pachI sparzanA jagatamAM paNa bhItaranA jagatano sparza thaze. saMbhoganA jagatamAM paNa bhItarI samAdhino anubhava thaze. A badhuM tarata khyAlamAM AvavA lAge che. eka vAra asaMyamamAM jIvatI eka IndrIyano DhAMco tUTI jAya to eka pachI eka bIjI IndrIyonA jagatanI dIvAlo paNa tUTavAnI zarU thaI jAya che. pratyeka cIja eka bIjAne sathavAre AvatI hoya che. eka DhAMcAmAM AvatI hoya che. eka iMTa kheMcI letAM, badhuM ja dharAzAyI thaI jAya che. nasarUdInanA gAmamAM janagaNanA, vasati gaNatarI thaI rahI hatI. eka adhikArI nasarUdInanA ghera Avyo. pUchyuM, 'tamArA parivAramAM koNa koNa che tenI mAhitI Apo." nasarUddIne kahyuM, "mArA pitA jelamAM che. zuM aparAdha karyo hato te na pUchazo, ghaNA badhA aparAdha kya hatA. mArI patnI koI nI sAthe bhAgI gaI che, konI sAthe bhAgI che te kahevuM muzkela che. kAraNake e koIkanI sAthe paNa bhAgI zake tevI hatI. mArI moTI dIkarI pAgalakhAnAmAM che,enA dimAgano IlAja thaI rahyo che, e na pUchatA ke ene zI bImArI che. paraMtu ene kaI bImArI nathI te pUchI zako cho.' adhikArI A badhuM sAMbhaLI thoDo becena thaI gayo. A to musIbata che, ahIMthI kevI rIte bhAguM? kaI rIte thoDI sahAnubhUti batAvI nIkaLI jAuM ? tyAM nasarUddIne AgaLa calAvyuM.
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________________ namo arihaMtANama: maMtra 151 mAro nAno dIkaro banArasa yunivarsiTImAM che." sAMbhaLI adhikArI thoDo prasanna thayo. eNe kahyuM, 'to A chokaro pratibhAzALI hovo joIe, kayA viSayamAM adhyayana kare che ?' nasarUdIne kahyuM, "gerasamaja nA karazo. amArA gharamAM koI adhyayana karI zake? amArA gharamAM koI pratibhA pedA thaI zake ? e dIkaro pratibhAzALIya nathI ne kAMI adhyayana paNa nathI karato. paraMtu enuM adhyayana, banArasa vizvavidyAlayanA manovaijJAnika karI rahyA che.' nasarUdIne ' kahyuM "amArA parivArano pUro DhAMco zuM che te to samajo. bAkI rahI mArI vAta e bAbata na pUcho to sAruM,' Ama nasarUdIna kahI rahyo hato tyAM to pelo adhikArI tyAMthI bhAgI chUTyo hato. eka DhAMcAmAM cIjonuM astitva hoya che. have manovaijJAniko kahe che ke jo tamArA gharamAM eka mANasa pAgala hoya to tamArA parivAramAM koIne koI rUpe ene lagato kAMI DhAMco haze. manovaijJAniko to kahe che ke pAgalanI cikitsA tyAMsudhI barAbara karI zakAtI nathI jyAM sudhI enA parivAranI paNa cikitsA na thAya. have pArivArika cikitsA -family therapy- no vikAsa thaI rahyo che. paraMtu jeo A viSe vadhAre UMDo vicAra kare che temane lAge che ke eka parivAranI cikitsA karavAthI zuM pharaka paDavAno che? kAraNake eka parivAra bIja ghaNAM parivAronA sAmUhika DhAMcAmAM Ave che. to jyAM sudhI AkhAya samAjanI cikitsA na thAya, tyAMsudhI eka pAgalane ThIka karavo muzkela che! "cupa therepI' nI carcA cAle che. lAMbo samaya ekabIjAnI sAthe jIvatI vyaktiono samUha paNa eka DhAMco che. e badhAnI vacamAM eka mANasa pAgala hoya che. badhAMnI saMyukta asaro koI pariNAma lAve che. eTale eka vAta jarUra sAcI che ke je gharamAM eka vyakti pAgala hoya, to koIne koI rUpamAM enA pAgalapaNAne vadhAravAmAM, gharanA dareka sabhyono kAMi ne kAMI hisso che. dareke kAMIne kAMI evuM karyuM che jethI enA pAgalapaNAne sahayoga maLyo che. nahi to e vyakti pAgala kema banI zake ? eka parivAra to moTA samUhano hisso che ane AkhA samUhano A parivArane pAgala karavAmAM kAMIne kAMI hAtha che. jyAM sudhI pUro samUha ThIka na thaI jAya tyAM sudhI AvuM banyA karaze. paraMtu AthI UlaTuM banI zake che. jo gharamAM eka vyakti pUrI rIte svastha thaI jAya to AkhA gharanA pAgalapaNAno DhAMco toDI zake che. A vAta hajI AjanA manovaijJAnikanA khyAlamAM AvI nathI. e vAta emanA khyAlamAM AvavI paNa muzkela che. paraMtu bhAratanA khyAlamAM A vAta seMkaDo varSo pahelAM AvI gaI hatI. eTale eka vyaktino DhAMco je tUTI jAya to pUrA samUhano DhAMco toDI zakAya che.
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________________ 15ra saMyamanI vidhAyakadraSTI A vAta have ApaNI IndrIyonA saMdarbhamAM samajIe. je tamArI bhItaramAM koI eka IndrIya sAcI dizA pakaDI le, to tamArI badhI IndrIyonA jUnA DhAMcA tUTavAnA zarU thaze. tamArI eka vRtti dRDhatAthI saMyama tarapha gati zarU kare to tamArI bIjI vRttio asaMyama tarapha AgaLa vadhavAmAM asamartha banI jAya che. eka tasubhAranuM rUpAMtara thatAM, AkhuM rUpa badalAvAnuM zarU thaI jAya che. kyAMyathI paNa zarU karo, koI paNa indrIyano bhItaramAM saMyama pragaTa thavA lAgaze, to tamArAmAMnuM asaMyamanuM aMdhAru dUra thavA mAMDaze. e vAtano haMmezA khyAla rAkhaje ke zreSThatara haMmezAM zaktizALI hoya che. jo gharamAM eka vyakti svastha ane vyavasthita thaI jAya to gharanI badhI vyaktio para enI asara paDaze. kAraNake zreSTha zaktizALI che. tamArAmAM eka vicAra ke vRtti ThIka thaI jAya, AkhA samUhamAM eka vyakti ThIka thaI jAya to enI AsapAsanA pUrA samUhamAM asara thaze, kAraNake zreSTha zaktizALI che. tamArI badhI vRttionA purANA DhAMcA badalAvA lAgaze, tUTavA lAgaze ane tame pharIthI jevA hatA tevA nahIM thaI zako. eTale saMpUrNa saMyama sAdhavAnA prayatnamAM na lAgI jazo. pUrepUro saMyama saMbhava nathI. Aje e saMbhava nathI, A paLe e saMbhava nathI, paraMtu koI paNa eka vRttine to Aje ja, A paLe tame rUpAMtarita karI zako cho. e khyAla rAkhajoke A eka vRttinuM rUpAMtara thavuM, tamArA AkhA jIvananA rUpAMtara mATenI dizA nakkI karaze. tamArI jiMdagImAM prakAzanuM eka kiraNa UtarI Avaze to aMdhAruM game teTaluM purANuM haze, aMdhAruM game teTaluM dhanaghora haze e tarata dUra thaI jaze. anaMtagaNA aMdhArAthI prakAzanuM eka kiraNa vadhAre zaktizALI che. saMyamanuM eka nAnuM sUtra, asaMyamathI bharelI ananta jiMdagIone naSTa:prAya karI mUke che. paraMtu saMyamanuM ekamAtra sUtra amalamAM mUkavuM hoya topaNa vidhAyaka dRSTinI atyaMta AvazyakatA che. je IndrIya tamane vadhAremAM vadhAre zaktizALI lAgatI hoya, te indriyanA saMyamathI kAma zarU karo. saMyama zarU karatAM, rasto badalavAnI jarUra nathI, tamArI cAlavAnI dizA badalavAnI jarUra che. je raste asaMyamamAM AgaLa vadhI gayA hatAte ja raste saMyamamAM pAchA avAze. je raste bahAra cAlI gayA hatA te ja raste bhItaramAM pAchA pharavAnuM che. jyAre paNa zarU karIe ApaNe saMyama sAdhanA, tyAre koInuM AMdhaLuM anukaraNa karavAnuM nathI. kyA kuTuMbamAM ke dharmamAM pedA thayA chIe te mahattvanuM nathI. dareke potapotAnA vyaktitvane prathama samajIne dhyAnamAM levAnuM che. pachI jemajema mArga maMLato jAya, tematema AgaLa vadhavAnuM che. mahAvIra jyAM pahoMce che tyAM ja mahemada paNa pahoMce che. jyAM budhdha pahoMce che tyAM kRSNa paNa pahoMce che, jyAM lAotye pahoMce che, tyAM krAIsTa paNa pahoMce che. tamane khabara nathI ke kyuM dvAra tamAre mATe yogya che. tame mAtra pahoMcavAnI phIkara rAkhajo, amuka ja
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________________ namo arihaMtANama: maMtra 153 dvAra mAraphata praveza karavAnI jIda na karazo. zakya che ke tamane je daravAjo gamyo hoya te tamAre mATe dIvAla banI jAya. ApaNe badhA saMskAranI jaDatAne kAraNe jiddI banI jaIe chIe. ApaNe mAnI lIdhu che, ke dharmamAM gati karIzuM to te jinendranA mArge ja karIzuM; viSNune mAnIe chIe mATe kRSNane mArge, ke rAmane mAnIe chIe eTale rAmane mArge ja AgaLa vadhIzuM. kharekhara to tame kone mAno cho te jyAre tame pahoMcazo tyAre ane te divase siddha thaze. enI pahelAM nakkI karavuM muzkela che. . kyA daravAjAmAMthI pasAra thayA, te je divase daravAjo pAra karI jazo tyAre khyAla Avaze. paraMtu tame to jANe haTha pakaDIne beThA cho ke A daravAjAmAMthI ja pasAra thavuM che. ema lAge che ke tamAre mATe daravAjAnuM mUlya vadhAre UMcuM che, pahoMcavAnuM mUlya ochuM che. A ja sIDI para caDhavuM che evI jIda che. caDhavA sAthe matalaba nathI, na caDhAya to paNa vAMdho nahIM, paraMtu caDIzuM to A ja sIDI para caDIzuM evI jIda che. A eka pAgalapaNuM che. AkhI pRthvI AvA pAgala mANasothI bharelI che. dharmane nAme je pAgalapaNuM ubhu thayuM che, te eTalA mATe thayuM che ke ApaNuM dhyAna maMjhila para che ja nahIM. ApaNuM dhyAna sAdhanonA Agraha para aTakI gayuM che. sAdhano vize nirAgrahI ane mukata banazo, to saMyamanI vidhAyaka dRSTi samajavAmAM ja nahIM, paraMtu jIvavAmAM paNa samartha banI jazo. AvatI kAle have tapa vize carcA karIzuM.
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________________ dhamma-sUtra dhammo maMgalamukkiTheM, ahiMsA saMjamo tvo| devA vi taM namaMsanti, jassa dhamme sayA mnno|| dharma sarvazreSTha maMgaLa che. (kyo dharmaahiMsA, saMyama, ane tapa rUpI dharma maMgaLa che. je manuSyanuM mana AvA dharmamAM sadA salaMgna rahe che, tene devatA paNa namaskAra kare che.
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________________ 8. tapa eTale ApaNI UrjA(zakita) nI dizAnuM parivartana ahiMsA AtmA che, saMyama prANa che ane tapa zarIra che. svAbhAvika rIte ja ahiMsA vize ghaNI gerasamaje thayelI che ane khoTI vyAkhyAo paNa thaI che. paraMtu e gerasamaja ane bhUlo ApaNA aparicayane kAraNe che. je cIjathI ApaNe aparicita hoIe tenI sAcI ke khoTI vyAkhyA kevI rIte karI zakIe ? paraMtu thoDo ghaNo paricaya hoya to khoTI vyAkhyA thaI javAnI zakyatA che. ApaNo vadhAremAM vadhAre paricaya tapa sAthe che kAraNake tapa bahArathI dekhAya che. jema zarIra bahArathI dekhAya che tema tapa paNa dekhAya che. tapa zarIra che, AtmAnuM. vadhAremAM vadhAre gerasamajo tapa vize thaI che. vadhAremAM vadhAre khoTI vyAkhyAo paNa tapanI thayelI che. e khoTI vyAkhyAoe ApaNuM ghaNuM ahita karyuM che. paraMtu tapa vize thayelI khoTI vyAkhyAo, paricayanI bhUlane kAraNe thaI che. tapa vize ApaNe paricita chIe ane sahelAIthI eno paricaya thaI zake che. ApaNe tapa karavA mATe, ApaNI jAtane badalavAnI kAMI jarUra nathI. ApaNe jevA chIe, tevA ja tapa karavA besI zakIe chIe. tapa eka prakAranuM dvAra che. ApaNe koI dvAramAM praveza karIe chIe to jema dvArA ApaNane badalI zakatuM nathI, tema ApaNe tapamAM praveza karIe to tapa paNa ApaNane badalI zakatuM nathI. eTale sarvaprathama tapanI je niraMtara khoTI vyAkhyA thatI rahI che te ApaNe samajI levI joIe, to ja sAcI vyAkhyA zuM che te tarapha ApaNe pagalAM mAMDI zakIzuM. ApaNe badhA bhogathI paricita chIe. sukha maLavAnI AkAMkSAmAMthI ApaNe bhogamAM UtarIe chIe. paraMtu badhI sukhanI AkAMkSAo chevaTe du:khamAM laI jAya che. ApaNane udAsa, khinna ane ukhaDI gayA hoIe evuM AkAMkSAnI pUrti pachI lAgyA kare che. eTale svAbhAvika rIte eka
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________________ 156 tapa eTale ApaNI UrjA...... bhUla ke geramasaja pedA thAya che. ApaNane ema lAge che ke jo sukhanI mAgaNI karIne duHkhamAM pahoMcAtuM hoya to du:khanI mAgaNI karIne sukhamAM kema na pahoMcAya ? jo sukhanI AkAMkSA karavAthI aMte du: kha maLatuM hoya to zA mATe ApaNe du:khanI AkAMkSA karIne sukha na meLavI leie ? eTale tapanI je pahelI bhUla che te ApaNuM bhogI citta kare che. bhogI cittano e anubhava che ke sukha duHkhamAM lai jAya che. eTale sIdho tarka che ke enAthI viparIta du:kha bhogavIe chIe to sukha maLavuM joie. badhA loko potAne sukha ApavAnI ja koziza kare che, to ApaNe potAnI jAtane du:kha ApavAnI koziza karIe. jo sukhanI koziza du:kha lAvI zake che to du: khanI koziza sukha lAvI zakaze, evuM sIdhuM gaNita ApaNane dekhAya che. paraMtu jiMdagI eTalI sIdhI nathI. jiMdagInuM gaNita evuM sIdhuMsAduM nathI. jiMdagI eka samasyA che, koyaDo che, eno rasto ATalo sIdho hoya to ApaNe ghaNuM badhuM karI zakIe. meM sAMbhaLyuM che ke raziyAmAM eka mATe manovaijJAnika pAvalova thai gayo. eNe `Conditioned Reflex' * abhisaMdhita prakSepaNa ke pratikriyA' no siddhAMta pratipAdita karyo. eNe kahyuM ke anubhavo eka bIjA sAthe joDAi jAya che. eTale eka anubhava thAya, tenI sAthesAthe bIjo koi asaMgata anubhava paNa thAya. eka vRddha mANasane zarAba pIvAnI varSojUnI evI Adata hatI ke enA DokTare kahyuM ke enA lohImAM zarAba phelAi gayo che. e have bace evI AzA nathI, sivAya ke ene zarAba pIvAnuM sadaMtara baMdha karAvI zakAya. eTalI varSojUnI Adata che, tene toDavAthI paNa mRtyu thavAno saMbhava hato.e mANasane pAvalova pAse lAvavAmAM Avyo. pAvalovane potAnA navA siddhAMtane puravAra karavAno moko hato. enA eka paTTaziSyane eNe kahyuM ke A vRddha mANasane zarAbano pyAlo hAthamAM Apo ane e jevo pIvA jAya, ke enA zarIrane eka vIjaLIno zaoNka Apo. vAraMvAra e rIte karatAM e vIjaLInA zaoNkathI ene je pIDA thaze teno ane zarAbanA ghUMTano banneno anubhava sAthe thaze. zarAbanI sAthe zaoNkanI pIDA paNa joDAi jaze, 'kenDizaniMga' thai jaze. koine paNa pIDA bhogavavI gamatI nathI. eTale pIDA na bhogavavI hoya to zarAba pIvAnuM eNe choDI devuM paDaze. enA manamAM A bhAva eka vakhata UMDe UMDe besI jAya ke zarAba pIDA Ape che. duHkha Ape che to e mANasa zarAba pIvAnuM choDI deze. eka mahinA sudhI A prayoga cAlyo. pAvalovanI prayogazALAmAM ja e vRddhane rAkhavAmAM Avyo hato. ene Akhodivasa zarAba pIvaDAvAto jevo zarAbano pyAlo hAthamAM le ke enI khurazImAMthI vIjaLIno zaoNka lAge. sAme beThelo vaijJAnika ziSya baTana dabAvyA kare. pariNAme keTalIya vAra eno pyAlo chalakAi jAya, kyAreka pyAlo hAthamAMthI nIce paDI paNa jAya. mahinA pachI pAvalove ziSyane pUchyuM ke 'prayoganuM zuM pariNAma AvyuM ?' enA ziSye kahyuM
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________________ namo atiAiyumaMDa-h E 15 ke pariNAma to kAMi UlanuM ja AvyuM. mAlone pUchyuM, Ula, pariyama zisekasa 'hA, have e jayAre zarAba pIvA jAya che tyAre pItA pahelAM potAnI AMgaLI vIjaLInA Da sokeTamAM nAkhI,sAka lai le che ane pachI cAlo jo bhare che have e kavinA thai + pI zakato nathI. have enI zarAba chUTe ke na chUTe, ene zaoNka levAnI AdatamAMthI choDAvo. have zarAba tI ane mArI paraMtu te pahelA vIjaLInA zAkathI mA jAya evI zakyatA vadhAre che JFJZKEGJ4jjjcpC/ ! G JE FJF jp&G G? GJZ4 F G !cj5 mANasanI jiMdagI moTI samasyA che. enuM gaNita sAduM nathI, e tarka pramANe cAlatI nathI> ApaNe jevuM vicArIe chIe tevuM banatuM nathI eTale duHkhanI AkAMkSA khanahIM Ape,5 kema AvuM bane che ? UMDo vicAra karIe to mahelIvAta e che ke tame nAnI kAMkarI chatAMsa maLyuM. have tame vicAro chAnI sAkAMkSA karIzuM to su muLo- paraMtu e banne sthitimAM tamArI sAkSAto sukhanIja che maraMtu koine evatuM nathI, aAMkSA haMmezA sAnI che.sukhanI koi sAkAMkSA sukha lAvatI nathI e kahIkata che mANaso potAnI jAtane, zarIrane duHkha eTalA mATe ApI rahyo che ke chevaTe ene maLe. AkA koi paNa prakAranI hoya, chevaTe te du khamAM pariName che. kAraNake bhItaramAM je mANasa che te eno e ja rahe che, baMdhI tarakIbo ane kriyAo upara uparathI thAya che ==>> =JP^hpy & Use pay :The sAcI vAta e che ke duHkha cAhI zakAtuM nathI. e sasaMbhavache cAhato sukhanIja hoya che, ' kadAca koi na cAhatuM hoya to te paNa sukha sAme cAhe che. aMte calamanI ja cho to ema kahI kAya ke je kAMi aDI zakAya che te sukha che ane je ahatuMnathI te che mANasa dukhanI sAthe saha eDITa ene tapa'tuM suMdara nAma Ape che, te 'tapu'nI khoTI vyAkhyA kare che. du:kha+cAha-tapa evuM p shish * E EK eTale duHkhanI sAthe grAha sTeDI zakAtI nathI chatAM samIkaraNa khoTuM che. sA evI vyAkhyA karanAra tapa ne samajI zakyA ja nathI. Ujjjjjjjjc]jpg Jo](c)jjb AkAMmA mAtra skrabanI cheka upAMga khanIja che. paraMtu dhaNI evuM bane ke dukhaijy paNa lAvavo bhAra khamaNa mAhIkeche. khamAM paNa sukha gAma che kaMDriniMgathI nAkana pIDA +] niMgathI esosIezanathI jezAbamAMthImAne sAlatI nathI tema kAkhamAM bhrama thai zake che. jsoaJJF Js neF s;JJUS HE JEJ9 yuropamAM iA) phakIro eka saMta che phelensIsTa Sanositis e saMpradAyamAM mAnanArA potAnI pITa paheramAM gAuCGenI sabhyasaMhanI ko yAre gama kAmavAsanA uThe tyAre potAnA zarIra pako sAme saraMtu je jookarAmAratA hatA) temane eka vicitra anubhava thayo AzA evI hatI ke koDa mAravAthI kAmavAsanathI mukta thavAze paraMtu e lokone evo anabhava thayo koi khAvAmAM javAnI majA JAG TE Fb 15
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________________ 158. tapa eTale ApaNI Urja...... AvavA lAgI. chevaTe emanI hAlata evI thaI gaIke potAnI jAtane koraDA mAryA vinA e loko saMbhoga karI zakatA nahotA. pahelAM potAnI jAtane koraDA mAre pachI saMbhoga kare. jyAM sudhI koraDA navAge tyAM sudhI kAmavAsanA pUrI tIvratAthI jAgatI nahotI, mANasanA mananI AvI jALa che. to have je mANasa roja savAre potAnI jAtane koraDA mAre che tenI paDozamAM rahetA loko eno tyAga joI ene namaskAra kare che, kevo mahAnatyAgI che. madhyayugamAM yuropamAM A saMpradAyamAM lAkho mANaso hatA. e saMpradAyanA sAdhunI mahAnatA to keTalA vadhu koraDA potAne mArI zake che tenA parathI aMkAtI. lohIluhANa thaI jatA e sAdhu. zarIrathI lohI vahetu hoya ane loko Azcaryacakita ahobhAvamAM emanI mahAnatapazcaryAnAM guNagAna karatA. paraMtu navAInI vAta e che ke emanI e mahAnatA emanA caherA para evo magnabhAva dekhADatI jevo saMbhogaratayugalonA caherA para dekhAto hoya loko emanocaraNasparza karatA hatA. paraMtu e sAdhupUrIkAmavAsanAmAM UtarI, potAnA zarIra para koraDA mAravAmAM rata hato, koraDA mAravAnI kriyA ane kAmavAsanA joDAI gayAM. kaMDizaniMga thaI gayuM. Ama ApaNe duHkhamAM sukhanI koI AbhA joDI zakIe chIe. duHkhamAM sukhanI AbhA joDAI jAya, to duHkhane potAnI AsapAsa ghaNA loko ekaThuM karI zake che. paraMtu tapa'no arthanathI. "tapa" e duHkhavAdInI daSTithI dUra che. duHkhavAda gaherAIthI jotAM sukhanI cAha ja che. "tapa"nI AsapAsa je jALa UbhI karAI che te jALa samajAI jAya to kahevAtA tapasvIonI bhItaramAM kevo ane kayo rasa vahI rahyo che te samajAI jaze. jo koI duHkhacAhI rahyuM hoya to enA mananA koIne koI khUNAmAM sukha ane duHkha joDAI gayelAM dekhAyAM vinA raheze nahIM. bhUkhe maravAmAM paNa majA AvI zake. kAMTAnI zayyA para sUvAnI paNa majA Ave che. unALAnA tApamAM UbhA rahevAnI paNa majA Ave. eka vAra tamArI bhItaramAM vAsanA sAthe duHkha joDAI jAya to je vAsanAthI tame mukta thavA mAgo cho tenI sAthe ja sukha joDAI jaze. ApaNe potAneduHkha eTalA mATe ApavA mAgIe chIe ke evAsanAthI mukta thavAya paraMtu pariNAma UlaTuM Ave che. eka mANasane potAnuM zarIra zaNagAravAmAM sukha maLe che ene thAya che ke zaNagAra paNa eka vAsanA che. eTale zaNagArathI mukta thavA mAge che. eTale badhAMvatra choDIenagna thaI jAya che, potAnA zarIra para rAkhacoLe che ane potAnA zarIrane bane teTaluMkurUpa karavA prayatna kare che. paraMtu ene e samajAtuM nathI ke nagna thavAnuM, rAkha coLavAnuM ane zarIrane kurUpa karavAnuM, e badhuM zarIra sAthe ja saMbaMdhita che. e paNa eka prakArano zaNagAra che. tame kadAca kuMbhameLAmAM gayA hazo to tamane tyAM keTalAya sAdhurAkhacoLI beThelA dekhAze. e loko paNa eka nAno arIso potAnI jhoLImAM chupAvI rAkhe che. savAre snAna karIne jyAre rAkhalagADe
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________________ namo arihaMtANam maMtrA 159 che tyAre e arIsAmAM joIne lagADe che. mANasa jAta adbhuta che. rAkhalagADavA mATe arIsAnI zuM jarUra hoI zake? arIsAnI jarUra che, kAraNake rAkha sajAvaTa che, zRMgAra che. zarIrane kurUpakaranAra paNa arIsAmAM joIne zarIra barAbara kurUpa thaI gayuM ke nahIM tenI khAtarI karI le che. Ama A badhuM UlaTuM dekhAya che paNa UlaTuM che nahIM. bhoga zarIrano lolupa mitra che, to tapa paNa zarIranuM duzmana nathI. paraMtu tapasvI bhogathI viparIta thaI jAya che, kAraNake enI viparItatAmAM bhoga joDAI jAya che. zarIrane suMdara banAvavA mATe paNa arIsAnI jarUra paDe che. zarIrane suMdara banAvanAra bIjAnI daSTi enA para paDe te mATe jeTalo utsuka hoya che teTalo ja zarIrane karUpa banAvanAra paNa bIjAnI daSTi mATe utsuka hoya che. koI mane jue e paNa eka vAsanA che. suMdara vastra paherIne rastA para nIkaLanAra, ene koNa joI rahyuM che tenI pratIkSA to kare che. paraMtu nagna thaIne nIkaLanAra paNa koI joI rahyuM che tenI pratIkSA kare che. eka ja roganI be viparIta zAkhAo jevuM hoya che, e samajavAnI jarUra che. zarIranA koI aMga dvArA, zarIranA tApa para javAnuM saheluM che. zarIrane sukha ApavAnI AkAMkSAnuM, zarIrane duHkha ApavAnI AkAMkSAmAM badalAI javAnuM paNa, ekadama sugama ane saraLa che. eka bIjI vAta dhyAnamAM rAkhavA jevI che. je mAdhyamathI sukha maLaze ema ApaNe mAnatA hoIe te mAdhyamathI jo sukhana maLe to ApaNe tenA duzmana thaI jaIe chIe. tame je penake kalamathI lakhatA ho te barAbara na cAle to te pena para gusso karI ene jamIna para pachADI toDI nAkho cho. kalama para gusso karavo e narI mUrkhatA che. paraMtu kalama toDavAthI kalamanuM kAMI tUTavAnuM nathI, ApaNuM ja kAMI tUTe che. nukasAna ApaNuM ja thAya che. e ja rIte potAnA joDAne gALa AmanAra, daravAjAne jorathI pachADanAra, loko paNa hoya che. AvA loko tapasvI banI jAya che. zarIra sukha nathI ApatuM? to zarIrane zikSA karo, zarIrane pIDA Apo, paraMtu zarIrane pIDavA pAchaLa eka nirAzA ane viSAdakAma kare che ke zarIrathI sukha maLaze ema mAnyuM hatuM, maLyuM nahIM. je mAdhyama dvArA sukha cAhyuM hatuM ane na maLyuM to e mAdhyamane duHkha ApIne pATha bhaNAvavo joIe evo ApaNe tarka karIe chIe. AvA anubhavo thavA chatAM ApaNe badalAtA nathI. hajIya ApaNI daSTi zarIra para ja rokAI che. enA dvArA sukha cAhyuM hoya ke have ene duHkha ApavA mAgatA hoIe topaNa ApaNA cittanI je dazAche te zarIranI AsapAsa ja vartuLAkAre ghumyA kare che. ApaNI cetanA zarIra kendrIta che. zarIra potAnI jagA para UbhuM che ane tame paNa tenAte ja cho. jyAM sudhI zarIra sAthenA saMbaMdhane lAgevaLage che, tyAM sudhI bhogI ane kahevAtA tapasvI vacce kAMI pharaka nathI. banneno saMbaMdha zarIra sAthe sarakho ja che. tame jo koI bhogIne kaho ke tAruM zarIra chInavI laIe to tane zuM thAya? bhogI kaheze ke huM barabAda thaI jaIza. kAraNake zarIra ja mArA bhoganuM eka mAdhyama che. e ja pramANe koI tapasvIne e ja
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________________ 160: tapa eTale ApaNI UrjA]Rsjo prazna pUchIe to e kaheze ke mAruM zarIra chInavAi dhanAbhAvI rIte karIza ? carcAnuM mAdhyama paNa rIche je zIzameM hetakavAdIne thAbaMdaro nihoyano bhogavI rIte bhogavAya ? eTale ja kahuM chuM ke bhoga bane tapasvI bannenI ISTa kharA para che. baMne zarIranA mAdhyamathI chavIrahyA che, je tamArIranA mAdhyamathI jIvatuMhoyate bhoganuM vikRpa che je tapa zarIrakendrIta hoya te bhoganuM ja bIjuM nAma che. bhogamAM mela viSAdanI pratikriyA kheta che. e tapa zarIra sAthe badalo levAnI AkAMkSA che. JPPU $35 ;}}} 3 h She co A vAta barAbara samajAi jAya to penI sAthI dizA tarapha ApI ke beze! Aje AmapIDena banI gayuM che! je potAnI jAtane vadhAre dhArepIDa ApI rIke saMdhueTara tapasyA banI ya che. paraMtu pAsa sAthe tapano ko sabaMdha nathI potAnA zarIrane rijhavakuMDa pIDA ApavI, zArIrakase be mogavavuM vagere sAthetapara koI saMbaMdha nathI ekabI samajo jevuM satya e che ke je mANasa patinI jAtane pIMDA zaMke che te bIjone pIDavAmAMthI bacI to nathI ja sAmatema bhASIza che koine paNa satAvI zake che enI anAvavAnI rIta ane DhaMga judAM hoi zake che. bhogInI-satAvavAnI rIta sIdhI sAdI hoya che paraMtu tyAgI sattAvavAno DhaMga pokSa hoya che. indirect+Ayare hoya che. bhogI tamane satAvavA mAge che. to te tamAra para sIdho humalo che. tyA satAvavA sAthe tote evo humalo kare ke tamArA khyAlamAM paNa na Ave kahevAtA tyAgI, tapasvI pAse tame bava ane tame jo sArAM kapaDAM paheryA hoya ane te tapasvI rAkha coLI beThelo hoya to e tamArAM kapaDAMne evI rIte joye ke jANe koi duzmana joto hoya enI AMkhamAM nindA ho, tamane ekIDI makoDA jelA sAme chAvamAM kapaDAMmAM aTavAyA cho 30 tamane akkala AvatI nathI! emano izAro haze ke tame to varkamAM 4-3 pavAnA cho !);}} pos} ;}}}}, Ush} }}} >>[y}}}SF meM sAbhaLyuM che ke carcamAM eka pAdarI mAnuM paNanI, okanI musIbato ane duHkhanakamAM bhogavavA paDaze te samajavA, badhAmArAvI rahyA hatA. pAdarIe kahyuM ke jyAre kayAmatanA divasa Adhaza tyAre pApI lokone evA baMdhakara DImArakhArI- amana dAsa kArathI cakacAvavA parI llA nasarUdIna e sabhAmAM hojara hatA. A bIlI UThayo ke mArI baMdho jAta tUTIMgyo che JTE BEICT Jb yJJJJB J Y !FE IT JUTH pAdarIe kahyuM ke tame gabharAtA nahIM, tamane khoTA dAMtanA cokaThAM ApavAmAM Avaze, paraMtu tamAre 5* G 237233phhpo BE jy & CP]]> sdE !P&jF ;}}}} sAdhuo ane kahevAtA tapasvIo tamane narkamAM molasAnI yojanAo ghaDe che ane kevA kevAM kachu bhogavavAM gavavAM paDaze enI kAlpanika kathAone mATe enI kAlpanika kathAo tamane saMbhaLAve che. kalAta tapasvIo jANe che ke tame saMsAranAM sukha bhogavI rahyA cho. e jANe che ke tame sukhI cho ane pote A jIvanamAM kha ST
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________________ namo ajitANa{ Up bhogavI rahyA che. A viSayamAM kyAMka to saMtulana karavuM paDe ne ahIM ghaNuMkhaMbhogavI lIdhuMhoya tene svargamAM sukha maLavuM joie. tame ahIM sukha bhogavI rahyA cho to tamAre narkamAM kha bhogavavAM - paDaze evI dalIla thAya che. > > s JFJPUT 5 GIS IS jK7!$ vaLI bIjImAnI vAta e che ke mimaNe presvarganAM mukhatA pRthvI paranAMsukhanAM ja }} vistRta hoyache. vadhAre gIna ane moTI tapazrI potAnI sthAposa Aga lagAvI pRthvI para beTho hoya che; e tamane namAM AgamAM dhakelo bhayaM Agraha, telanI zerama pura kaDAi mAM pheMkavAmAM Avaze, paraMtu tame bI nahIMkare.kAraNake jo karI tota emanImajA sAkSI jyAM tamo norkamAM (bhogavavAnA che.bharI vAto phoi rasto nathI. temAM tame 13 AtmahamArI zaktA nathI. kAraNake jo tame bharavI tame duHkhanI bAraDanIkaLIgamA ! eTale narkamAM maravAnI suvidhA rAkhavAmAM AvI nathI. 141 `rrr . :ghatA dukakhI zake. varNana karyA che. AAbA khyAla mane AvI gAto kelIkAnomAMthIvAM vize tapasvIonI hatAzA,nirAza ane du:khI ciAmAMthI samAtI kalpanAonI $ sAtho vacce hoya te bImane maLe evuM che ke pIna sake koineyASaNa Ira du: kha maLe evuM avicArI na zake? 3s nius by se j ka' S >> S>30 lly by 23 ke bien be ss p]]} by ]s F*ZbFE JHEM tame AkhI duniyAnA dharmonAM zAstrono abhyAsa karo to tamane samajAze ke kahevAtA tapasvIoe - bhA lokone sajA ApavAnI kevI kevI rIto hoI zake, tenAM dila JPES emanI kalpanAo vikRta mAnasane tuM kare che. e mAnasa emanI mAnasika paristhiti vize ghaNuM badhIna che $ 137fpys ]s]]> % 8 13 j>j&k p 3s yJg 13 eka bImAra paNa tathI cAlamAM bhAvI kesane sumareMga B dekhI e kahevAtA tapasvI atyaMta nindA kare che. eTaluM nahIM, medAmAM UMDo Aye che. AtsyAyane - potAnAkAmasUtramAM strIonAM aMgonuM eTaluM suMdara varNana karyuM nathI jeTaluM A saMgha kahevAtA : tapasvIoe, strIonAM aMgonI nindA karatI vAte varNanakaryuM che.vADhyAyanamAse ATalo huM badho nirdhArasa to na ja hoi zake! kAraNa ke nindArasabhedA karavA mATe viparIta uDAna karavI paDe che. bhaoNgahiloko pAse namAM apsarAo sacavAtmAvatInathI,mastunayAmAsotaprImonI khasamAsa AvIne nAce che, tapasvIo vicAre che ke emanA tapano bhaMcakaravA mATe e banAo Ave che. jeone manovijJAnano thoDo paNa abhyAsa hoya temaNe che ke eka jarAtamAM tapasvIone bhraSTa karavA mATe nagna apsarAonuM Ayojana karavAmAM AvyuM nathI. astitva bets se je py Sub] 14 bby J7FK] tapasvIone bhraSTa karavAnuM zA mATe icche? koi kAraNa nathI. kharekhara jo paramAtmA hoya to SUKHE CHEF OFFEE 53 GADI EITHE - e paNa tapasvIone bhraSTa karavAmAM zuM kAma rasa le? zuM apsarAonuM zA dhRta rUpa tapasvIone Apple who desp by u s&d Phy 1
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________________ 162 tapa eTale ApaNI UrjA...... bhraSTa karavAnA dhaMdhA mATe ja sarjana karAyuM che? mAnasazAstrIo kahe che ke tapasvI kAmavAsanA sAthe laDe che, te ja rasa pragADha banIne enA mAnasamAM pragaTa thAya che. tapasvI kAmavAsanA sAthe laDe to enI AsapAsa kAmavAsanA eka rUpa dhAraNa karI ene gherI le che. jenI sAthe tapasvI laDe che tenuM ja prayojana-prakSepaNa e karI le che. apsarAo svargamAMthI nathI UtaratI paraMtu enA saMgharSa karI rahelA manamAMthI Utare che. je enA manamAM chupAyuM che te ja apsarAo pragaTa kare che. jenAthI e bacavA mAge che, tenuM ja sAkAra svarUpa apsarA rUpe pragaTa thAya che. apsarA ene game paNa che. tema ja enI sAthe e laDe paNa che apsarAo e tapasvInA vikRta cittanI tRpti bane che. apsarAo emane bhraSTa karavA kyAMya bahArathI nathI AvatI, paraMtu emanA damita cittamAMthI e pedA thAya che. damana mANasane rogI banAve che, svastha nahIM, eTale ja huM kahuM chuM ke mahAvIranA tapamAM damana hovAnuM koi kAraNa nathI. mahAvIre kyAMka 'damana' zabdano prayoga karyo che, to huM e vize cokhavaTa karI lau ke pacIsaso varSa pahelAM 'damana' zabdano artha bahu judo hato. Aje artha badalAi gayo che. 'dama' no artha hato zAMta thai javuM te. damanano artha dabAvI devuM evo mahAvIranA samayamAM na hato. damanano artha hato zAMta thai javuM te. zAMta karI devuM evo paNa nahIM, zAMta thai javuM te. bhASA haMmezA badalAyA kare che. zabdonA artha roja badalAtA rahe che. eTale mahAvIranI vANImAM damana zabda kyAMka AvI paNa jAya, to dhyAna rAkhajo ke eno artha 'saprezana-suppression' nathI, eno artha dabAvavuM evo thato nathI. eno artha zAMta thai javuM evo thAya che. je cIjathI ApaNane duHkha pedA thAya che, tenAthI viparIta javAthI damana pedA thAya che, jyAre evI cIja samajamAM pratiSThita thai javAthI zAMti pedA thAya che. A vAta barAbara samajavA jevI che. kAmavAsanAe mane duHkha ApyuM hoya to enI sAthe laDavAnuM ane enAthI viparIta dizAmAM jAuM to damana thaze. paraMtu kAmavAsanAe mane du:kha ApyuM, e vAta mArI samajamAM, mArI prajJAmAM evI rIte UtarI jAya ke jethI kAmavAsanA to zAMta thai ja jAya, chatAM sAthe sAthe kAmavAsanAthI viparIta koi bhAva paNa manamAM pedA na thAya. kAmavAsanA sAthe vera na thavuM joie. kAmavAsanAnI naisargikatA samajAya e jarUrI che. jyAM sudhI viparIta bhAva UThe tyAM sudhI zAMta nahIM thavAya. eka mitranI patnI mane kahetI hatI ke mArA pati pratye mane have koi prema rahyo nathI, paraMtu kalaha kaMkAsa cAlu che. meM kahyuM ke jo prema sadaMtara na rahyo hoya to kalaha paNa na rahe. kalaha mATe paNa prema jarUrI che. prema vadhAre ocho hoi zake, paraMtu vadhAre kalaha hoya to prema paNa vadhAre
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________________ namo arihaMtANammaMga 163 hovo joIe. eNe kahyuM ke tame kevI UlaTI vAto karo cho ? huM to DAivorsa-talAkano vicAra karI rahI chuM. meM kahyuM, ApaNe talAka ene Apavo paDe jenI sAthe ApaNuM koI baMdhana hoya. jenI sAthe baMdhana na hoya ene talAka ApavAno prazna ubho thato nathI. baMdhana na hoya to vAta tyAM ja pUrI thaI jAya che, talAkano savAla ja UThato nathI. be varSa pahelAMnI A vAta che. pharIthI hamaNAM e mane maLI tyAre meM pUchyuM, kema zuM khabara che? eNe kahyuM ke kadAca tame sAcuM ja kahetA hatA. have koI kalaha nathI. amArI vacce koI saMbaMdha ja nathI. meM pUchyuM, talAka vize zuM vicAra che? eNe kahyuM, saMbaMdha ja nathI. zuM levuM ne zuM devuM? saMbaMdha hoya to toDI zakAya. jo koI vAsanA sAthe laDI rahyA hoIe to e vAsanAmAM ApaNo rasa hajI kAyama che. jiMdagI eka samasyA che. phroIDe pacAsa varSanA anubhava pachI kahyuM ke jyAM sudhI prema che tyAM sudhI kalaha raheze. kadAca A vyakti pRthvI para manuSyanA mana viSe ATalA UMDA utaravAmAM, sarvaprathama haze. eNe kahyuM ke je kalahamAMthI chUTavuM hoya to premamAMthI paNa chUTavuM paDaze. pati patnI vacce prema hoya, to te ekAMtamAM pragaTa thato hoya che, eTale enI to ApaNane khabara paDatI nathI, paraMtu banne vacce jhaghaDo cAlato hoya to te ghaNI vAra jAheramAM paNa pragaTa thaI jAya che, eTale enI khabara paDI javAnI zakyatA khoTI che. jhaghaDo karavA mATe khAsa koI ekAMta zodhatuM nathI; ene mATe koI ekAMtanI rAha jotuM nathI. eTale phroiDakahe che ke je pati-patnI vacce jhaghaDo jAheramAM thato hoya, te khAnagImAM prema jarUra karatAM haze. divase je pati-patnI laDyAM hoya, te rAtre jarUra prema karaze. kAraNake jIvanamAM A prakAranuM saMtulana karavuM paDe che, evuM saMtulana thayA kare che. je divase jhaghaDo thayo hoya to te divase sAMje pati koI bheTa laIne Ave che. je pati phUlano gajaro ghera laI jato hoya to ema na samajatA ke Aje enI patnIno janmadivasa che. kAMIka evuM te divase savAre banyuM che jene saMtulita karavAnI jarUra che, paraMtu kroiDato eTale sudhI AgaLa vadhIne kahe che ke kAmavAsanA eka prakAranI laDAi che. phoIDa kahe che ke yuddha ane kAmavAsanA eka ja cIjanAM be rUpa che. jyAMsudhI manamAM kAmavAsanA che tyAM sudhI yuddha karavAnI vRtti maratI nathI. A bahu gaherI aMtardaSTi jo ApaNe samajI zakIe to mahAvIrane samajavAnuM saheluM thaI paDaze.
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________________ 164 tapa eTale zraghaNI UM6i/o . jra ahIthIe che. je kaMI che bure che evuM paNa che kariharake betamammalAI paNa che. je burAIthI mukta thavuM hoya to bhalAIthI paNa mukta thavuM paDe thI mukta ijzvavuM hoya to pachI pANI mukta thavuMbizI - dhUcavhorA sibaluM paDhaze. che jene aMbAsamai jAvAnI che nahIM hovAjho maMAne praNA.aArInA kapura pharI levA paDaze, A badhuM miThuM skima che praraMtuUla chejhIM. jhAraNake jenA manaprakAmAM praveza karavAnI AkAMkSA che, te vAraMvAra aMdhArAmAM praDato raheze. jIvana eka taMdra che. ane jIvananAM badhAM FJS 5 GJ388 8i JUche che ke Eke " dhRSThaJv jJjJs): rUpa potAnA viparIta sAthe baMdhAyelA hoyaM che. erno artha e thayo ke mANasa je cIja sAthe laDato JE .SP !$# # GJ2s JJF; JS 525 ) J5:58 , A raheze enI sAthe e baMdhAyelo raheze. enAthI chuTakAro nahIM thAya. jo tame dhana vilaDatA rahezo JTaE ]> S[P3 S SYS S SYS S SEB to tamAruM citta haMmezAM dhananI vAtothI gherAyeluM raheze. jo tame ahaMkAra sAthe laDaze teM ahaMkAra atyaMta sUkSma svarUpe tamArAmAM jIvato raheze. mATe samajavAnuM e che ke koI paNa cIja sAthe - SNI mahAkariNIMmApaNasAIlonI bahoi zaJE JEE RJTa ne & Ess cate) tapasvI AvI bhUlomAM aTavAI jaI rogI banI gayo che. jemane ApaNe tapasvI mAnIe chIe ikvabaMdhANuTekakitaonI mArmika ciIi arUrI zaiya cheeka A vAtane khamejenI jibarsaphAdhisAcA sahicha karanka dha sane prAkRSTi!jraMtu akkaramadharsanAchuikAMkarthinI sAthe badhA mikasanA sAthe mAMaisika taratisAra!kAraNake kama ApaNe prakRti paMDauM dUra zilI chIe athavA ekalAgapunayiusarIchIe.15 5 ibpJs feek sp - hojjy nizjis GIZ HEJJU JF uose 12034 sve ihre Alpy Drugom stojis ; traNa zabdo samajI lagna jevA che. eka che prati, jene mATe ApaNe koI nathI e ApaNane ss -5]y 35 36 pe $]JFp3 Sj J EF . maLelI che. je ApaNe prakRti viruddha kAMI khoTuM karIzuM to enuM nAma che vikRti ApaNe je kAMI JS, IjhaY -JU 533.Jdha5;da K SUc5Jb 1558 ) 25% Te . . karIe chIe te samajapUrvaka karIe. prakRti sAthe sAhajika banI premapUrvaka vyavahAra karIe to enuM 'che. 2 pTaFEE RJJ - 2iJ J Ejy jy nAma che saMskRti. prakRtinIupara ApaNe UbhA chIe eka nAnakaDI bhUle thatA vikRtimAM sarI paDAze. saMskRtimAM praveza karavAnuM muzkela che. saMskRtimAM praveza mATe vikRti bacavuM paDaze ane j-prakRtinI upallaDo nakkIdIsa ladhAe hAza kI kRitrima sarI .kRmidhyamAchImA kaoNphayikRchibA taraphyutio vikRta saMskRtithI kRtipadUira #skRsithI prasidhdhahInathI sTarlIyatipUre che. prakRtidhyamAM chaSikRtiprakRtine micetezvephijIskRti prakRtimapi sarapa. pazuomAM evI #gvIkRtidedhomI kvozamuzcama dikhAya che kariNake pazuprakRti sAthenkaMDomathI eTale dhImALAyikRtiothI vadhIzumAre ghesiMdhIkizmanobhAyaNa ke zakIews JTay Se Jews hamaNAM thoDAM varSa pahelAM nyuyorka ane voziMgTanamAM, jAhera cAra rastA para homosekasualasamaliMgI vyavahAra karanAra mANasoe saraghasa kADhayAM ane bUmo pADI mAgaNI karI ke 'samaliMgI
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________________ namo himANa iU) 15 .vahAra amara jesiadhikaJchejAvI gAva rSa kevataso bradhI samaliMgI JdhyamilikjhAMghI ekajuebIpulsAlaakadane dhyestrIThaDiskotheegna kare, evI vAta ApaNI kalpanAmAM nathI AvatI. paraMtu emaNe sozatuokaankarI A asAze, aidhikAra che. ame jens, jIemakarasAhIme tenI sAthe karIe ema ijharakAmA mArophe?AvI yuktiono doho kalabalA amerikAmAM ke yuromAM rUi maleivI kula 9 jUhI che ochAmAM ochAM hoddho sAsuki samRliMktio majA che, je loko srAe % sAyaMtra che ane potAnI majhAjho vigha9,) 48 jmAe jaNane Azcarya thaze keliphorniyAbAbarabhukIe prArtha-je apaNe strIonI sauMdarya spardhA "beauty contest goThavIe chIe tevuM Ayojana thayuM. e pradaminAyAsa 1 9koe jAhera karyuM ke jevuM ane puruSomAM dekSA chetevuM oj thI koI Upo samRddhiI vyavahArakuuhoya evuMpojhITTAkIeahIM chuM rekkunAM ushbu jaustiz i eru Wedgehoge materih je sudbo naso Nossa JjhamaeNDamorieka pustaka briAdhASTaiebhAna jalfhHkSa AI." kanuyazayabhAomaNekhyuM che dhrANIsaMgrahAlaMdhamAMglovahAra pazuocchAthathA che, is te vyavahAra sayaM ja manuSpo sAthe thAya charfmI eka che khuSyomAM T koI prANIyothembathI parasupraNihilavomAsathI ra kompamalamAM udAtmayA pharatuM hajI AjasudhISThAyuM nathI. paraMtu prANIsaMgrahAlamAM kyAreka AejhamAnyA adAlA noMdhAyA che. praSiAtuMjathI, kAraNake ematimAM sthira rahe che,majhA be mikAnI kozyio kare kAMtoe prakRti sAthe laDavANI dvoziza kare chemArA sahIto waa elimisarI athavAi#skRtinuM rAziphajJAnI hosipha e UpariNAko saMskRtimAM pravezya krara jaJ -5 & a wwebsE) - fe, atikramaNano zirodhamamidhi rahI rAMdharSamahezvara atikramaNatrasobhdece vbu eka suMThTha koca cheDayu chejharasiddhakANe ke kApoghIM A grAhakanI kiyA jAijhara klokijhAre tame tenI sAthe jaaSTha kArarUAke to ekAirayluM panIyvuM hoya ja Jaa rahevuM jonI0%DavaMeosearzrI hUbhAI jaqsAMsoTuM joma juno sAme uMdUka tAkIne UbhelA hoThaNe hiMnhastAka kristAnI dara mAse sainikAsusaja zokakarA chokakumanAthI dUra jIvuM nAka kukSI sameta baMdukalAphate ja UbhA rahevuM paDe che. eTale buddhe kahyuM, ke bhoganA kinArA para laDazo to sAmenA kinAre kevI rIte
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________________ 166 tapa eTale ApaNI UrjA...... pahoMcazo? mATe laDo nahIM. sAmenA kinAre pahoMcavAno prayatna karatAM, A kinAro chuTI jaze, bhulAi jaze ane adRzya paNa thai jaze, mATe tapazcaryA dvaMdva nathI, saMgharSa nathI, paraMtu atikramaNa che, transcendence che. have A atikramaNanI vAtamAM thoDA UMDA UtarIe. pahelAM to atikramaNano artha barAbara samajavo joie. tame eka khINamAM UbhA cho, jyAM ghaNuM aMdhAruM che. e aMdhArA sAthe ApaNe laDatA nathI, paraMtu e khINanA zikhara tarapha caDhavAnuM zarU karIe chIe. jemajema AgaLa vadhIe chIe tematema sUryanA prakAzamAM jhagamagatAM zikhara najIka jaie chIe. have aMdhAruM ghaTI gayuM che. kAraNake tame khINamAM ja UbhA nathI rahyA, tame zikhara tarapha prayANa zarU karI dIdhuM che. jevA zikhara para pahoMcyA ke pUrNa prakAzamAM pahoMcI gayA, aMdhArAnuM atikramaNa thai gayuM. kyAMya saMgharSa karavo paDayo nathI. jyAM tame UbhA cho tyAM be cIja che. eka to tame cho ane bIjuM tamArI AsapAsa khINanuM aMdhAruM paNa che. jo khINanA aMdhArA sAthe laDazo to khINamAM ja rokAvuM paDaze. tame aMdhArA sAthe laDatA nathI paraMtu bhItaramAM birAjamAna tamArI jAtane upara uThAvo cho, Urdhvagamana karo cho. aMdhArA tarapha dhyAna ApavAnI jarUra nathI. jyAM ApaNe UbhA chIe tyAM cAre tarapha atyaMta lalacAmaNI bhogavRttio hAjara che ane sAthesAthe ApaNe paNa UbhA chIe. kahevAtA tyAgIonuM dhyAna vRttio para hoya che. kai vRttino kevI rIte nAza karuM ? dhyAna vRttine vaza karavA tarapha che. paraMtu e tyAgInuM dhyAna jo enA svayam para hoya, to e vicAraze ke A vRttithI upara huM kevI rIte UThuM ? A vAtane khUba dhyAnapUrvaka samajI lo. kAraNake banne prakAranA tyAgIonI yAtra alaga alaga dizAmAM che. bannenA niyamo judA haze, bannenI sAdhanA judI haze, bannenI dizA alaga haze, bannenuM dhyAna alaga prakAranuM haze. je vRtti sAthe laDe che tenuM dhyAna vRtti para raheze, je svayamne upara uThAvavA prayatna kare che, tenuM dhyAna svayam para raheze. je vRtti sAthe laDaze tenuM dhyAna bahirmukha haze. je svayamnuM urdhvagamana karI rahela che, tenuM dhyAna aMtarmukha haze. eka bIjI vAta samajavA jevI che. dhyAna bhojana che. je cIja para tame dhyAna Apo tene tame zakti Apo cho. eka jhekoslovekiyana vaijJAnika ane vicAraka pAvaliTAnI pAse nAnAM nAnAM yaMtro hatAM. e yaMtra / tarapha tame pAMca miniTa tamArI AMkhane sthira rAkhI joyA karo, to e yaMtra tamArI zaktino saMgraha karI le. amerikAmAM eka adbhuta mANasa hato jenuM nAma hatuM vilhema reka. A sadImAM je lokomAM aMtardraSTi hatA, temAMno A eka mANasa hato. ene amerikana sarakAre be varSa sudhI jelamAM rAkhI pachI ene pAgalakhAnAmAM mokalI dIdho. enA para korTamAM kAyadesara kAma calAvavAmAM AvyuM. eNe eka Azcarya UpajAve evI peTI banAvI hatI, jene e 'Aragana-ARGON' peTI kaheto
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________________ namo arihaMtANam maMtra 167 hato. e peTImAM e koi vyaktine sUvaDAvI de ane e vyakti thoDA vakhata sudhI, emAM sUtAM sUtAM kAmavAsanAne lagatA vicAro ryA ja kare, to e peTImAM kAmavAsanAnI zakti ekatrita thai jatI. paraMtu e kAmavAsanAnI zakti emAM saMgrahita thai che enuM vaijJAnika pramANa zuM ? to e kaheto e peTImAM bIjA koi mANasane tame suvaDAvI do, jene e peTI vize kAMi mAhitI nathI, to eka miniTa pachI e mANasanA magajamAM kAmavAsanAnA vicAro zarU thai jaze. A eka ja pramANa che, zakti saMgrahita thai zake che tenuM. paraMtu bIjA vaijJAniko A bAbatane mAnatA na hatA. bIjA vaijJAniko kahetA ke je mANasane tame e peTImAM sUvaDAvo cho te mANasa kAMi bhramamAM hoi zake athavA e mANasanI kAmavAsanAnA vicAro karavAnI Adata paNa hoi zake. paraMtu vilhema reka kaheto ke je viSaya para tame vicAro karatA ho, je viSaya tarapha tamAruM saMpUrNa dhyAna hoya te vicAronI zakti e peTImAM saMgrahita thai jAya che. keTalAka lokone mAnasika rIte evo pAko khyAla baMdhAi gayo hoya che ke teo napusaMka thai gayA che, emAMnA eka mANasane agAuthI e peTImAM jyAM koi bIjI vyaktinI kAmavAsanAnI zakti saMgrahita karI rAkhI hoya temAM suvaDAvavAmAM Ave to e mANasanA manamAMthI napusaMkatAno khyAla ocho thai jAya, ane te kAmopabhogamAM UtarI zake. pote banAvelA yaMtramAM, koi paNa bAbatamAM, tame ApelA dhyAnanI zakti ekaThI thai zake che. evo pAvaliTAno dAvo hato. tamane kadAca khyAla nahIM hoya ke jyAre tamArI tarapha loko dhyAna Ape che, tyAre tame svasthatAno anubhava karo cho ane jyAre tamArI tarapha koi dhyAna na Ape tyAre tame asvastha banI jAo cho. eTale ghaNI vAra evuM bane che ke jyAre loko tamArI tarapha dhyAna Ape evI tamArI tIvra icchA thai jAya, tyAre tame bImAra paDI jAva cho. bALako to AvuM vAraMvAra karatA hoya che. tamArI ghaNI bImArIo dhyAnanI AkAMkSAmAMthI pedA thAya che. kAraNake tame bImAra na paDo tyAM sudhI tamArA tarapha koi dhyAna ApatuM nathI. patnI bImAra paDe to pati enA kapALa para hAtha mUke che, nahi to enI sAme joto paNa nathI. A rahasya patnInA acetanamAM UMDe chupAyeluM che ? potAnA tarapha dhyAna kheMcavA mATe e bimAra hovAnI phariyAda kare che. kharekhara dekhADe che, eTalI koi strI bImAra hotI nathI. pati enA oraDAmAM hAjara hoya tyAre jeTalI khAMsatI-kaNasatI hoya che, eTalI pati oraDAmAM na hoya tyAre khAMsatIkaNasatI nathI. zuM kAraNa haze ? bALako A yukti jaladI zIkhI jAya che. e jyAre bImAra hoya tyAre AkhA kuTuMbanuM dhyAna emanA para hoya che. eTale dhyAna AkarSita karavA bImAra thavuM emane game che. pariNAme bALako bImArInA DhoMga karatAM zIkhI jAya che. manovaijJAniko kahe che ke koi bImAra hoya tyAre jarUratathI vadhAre dhyAna enA para na ApavAmAM aucitya che. nahIM to bImArIno DhoMga karavA mATe tame emane uttejana Apazo. bImAranI sevA
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________________ EUR18EUR tapa eTale ApaNIUrjA !o I karavI pharI che. paraMtu tenaThastha bhAvathI karavI eIe. bImArIma mahattva ApavuM khataranAka che. kAraNake e maravAthI kheMcavA mATe bImAra maMDavAmAM ApaNI yAche. PFIT y{h is I F]Jok & SS E F G 5319 ]IET by bo paraMtu dhyAnathI zakti maLe che. eTale AkhI duniyA tamAruM dhyAna kheMcavA koziza kare che. rAjanetAnI IF !blu p]]SF\ J5 PDP EFFECTS Ibee TIkAo thAya, gALo khAya, enA para jUtA paDe, tIpaNa jyAre enI sAme bhIDa ekaThI thai hoya, yo LE JE JK BE E]JFI] JEEDING F}} RE tyAre badhAnI AMkho enA tarapha hoya che. e badhAnI AMkhonI zakti e netAnuM bhojana bane che. JBFIE PHjjF]][peed FP G ] Fel 3 JK jo cIne bhArata para humalo na karyo hota, to kadAca naheruM thoDo vadhu vakhata jIvatA rahyA hota. 31 JKKO ZULU FIBPSPE U KE JUK by B]repe acAnaka neha taraphathI lAkonuM dhyAna haTI gayuM. rAjanetA sattA para hoya che tyA sudhI e bhAgye ja TE KE GUJOK HAJIPIJ[HI]p]]]]]P$j marato hoya che. eTale koI rAjanetA pada choDe nahIM, nahitara ane mRtyu najIka AvatuM dekhAya che. bil de jigE IF 5 ] Be US ] The fu 5 H EFF Zaghela Ama to Akhare darekane maravuM paDe che, paraMtu koziza e ja cAluM hoya che ke jIvatA sudhI pada si] jaLavAi rahe. kAraNake sattA chuTatAM Umara TUMkI thai jAya che. loko nivRtta thayA pachI jaladI marI c]SFGF JQUE IS BETH & FICUS R jAya che. kAraNake emanA tarapha pachI koI jotuM nathI, je mAna-maratabo maLatAM hatAM te baMdha thai JjJJe l_palj} Fle Jh] [F Je Je - jAya che. emane bIjAnI zakti maLatI baMdha thai jAya che. jyAMsudhI mANasa riTAyara na thAya h he SIZE JE IFIeE: 33*#JEFJJF K[H PJ JFJFJLPE tyAMsudhI svastha hoya che. paraMtu riTAyara thatAM ja bImArIo AvavAnI zarU thAya che. pahelAM jyAre J *VIEJ WbJKb] I J K PDF FIJLI> AICUFDTe ophisamAM jAya tyAre loko badhA UbhA thaI jatA, ene salAma bharatA. emAMthI je zakti maLatI JbIPUR.ISE]JF PER YE BE BE FI hatI te, je bhojana maLatuM hatuM te baMdha thai jAya che. rastA para pharavA nIkaLatA tyAre loko namaskAra kissA hatA. gharanA kuTuMbI paNa emanathI karatA hatAM kAraNake e kamANI karatAhatA ane *durbhAsa paNa emano khubaja hato paraMtu riTAyara thayA pachI patnI paNa pahelAM suMdaratI 10 maMthA e khUNAmAM baeNkI thayelo emane zreyAdhinA paNa pasAra thaI apAsa che, 91IkhAre che; jaNAvavA mATe rubIMchuM paraMtu baMdhAnuM dhyAna emamAM tapha ochuM thatuM jAyache. HEJ IS 13, sjqju - Jio vAra ;Jh Gh Jhe jemajema vRddhatva AvatuM jA^y? A DEPERFE e che tematema mANaso thoDA vadhAre jiddI banatA jAya che. ghaNI badhI bAbatomAM dakhala kare che, bIjAnI vAtomAM sAthe mAre che. A mAtra dhyAna kheMcavAnA ja prayatna JFJF5VJE E JKG Jay Jb #iF& h bLE B $ SJ EK R JFKC ZJ]> JFJPJF S[K JE FJS BIRJbl & Ej K DE JbE hoya che. A eka bahu dayanIya avasthA che. bahu du: khade che ane rogiSTa paNa che. dareka bAbatamAM salAha Ape che. joke emanI salAha koi mAnatuM nathI, enI emane paNa jANa che. haMmezA phariyAda EP FACEAE AFFE D]SF bl!F!! 38,3 Te . Ge kare che ke have mArI vAta koI mAnatuM nathI ane sAMbhaLatuM nathI. -bE TH FEBUbjp-by-Jbki ]>
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________________ namo aviraMAimAmaMDa6sfGU) 169/f ekaMse haMcIsaMvarSa jIvavAthI koI IMcachAjhathI mA majaladI ukale hA mATe apavuM. kahoie iraddhaene tarajzcartha cakratISkAha koTTa emanI vAta hara dhyAna ApatuM nathI. pahelagAMdhIjInalati koSAdhya binu kaherenAjhmAna saLavaLuM netAmotteryAnabheLavavAnA adhidharI chuIgulAhave loko BNo dApu sIdhuM kyaalls ApavA lAgyA hatA. koI nathI kahI zakatuM ke goDasenI goLI gAMdhIjI sAme kAna, gAMdhI mAM che , paNa jo Avo javAnA saMdezAvAhaka .& Jw !s & io 58]jp F u8 jy ja dhyAna bahujUmakAnuM bhIrjunachANajIeThallA dhayAnI chazake che. eTale jo kyAre koi-premamAM paDI jAya tyAre ene bhUkha ochI lAge che bhUkakemauchuM thaI jAya che kAraNa kee]. tamane koimbemArkazI hyuiM che. premano arthasgve che ke koI tamAruM bA klAjI rAkhe che. jyAre tawer para koI,dhrAjJaApatuM tacItyAre tame vadhAre bhojaujlAgazeM jyAre breNIdAna ApyuM che,s tyAre tame ochuMbhojInAkraro cho, kAruNake kyAMka rAherAmAM UDebriDenorjananuM kAma karatuM hoya che eTale huM chuM chuM ke jenI paNa khApaNa dhyAna ApIe chIe te ApaNI zakti AmIe chIe je evuM kahevAmAM vaizvanikuM,AdhAra paNa maLIyayo che. dhyAnathIe] alI kitAmApakAma cheby pSNa ra :1 ]] ]]Ple fe jos agAu meM tamane be raziyana niSNAto nikoliyava ane kArnicarya vidhAMta jherI hasa! TelIthikomyunisAsaMNAmohamRthI prara dhAremAM vadhAre napharatA vyakita chenikoliyeSiAnuM saMpRSNasaMsAraskAra mAIla dUra krAminibee homalenI sAthe karAvoTa vicArano vikaliza saMcAro to kaminisevA pakaDato hato. vaijJAnie nikolidrAmAyaeNcaMaojoDI nirIkSaNe-ke jyAre violiselara visArano saMcAra kare che tyAre enarUktinI thatI jUnI yaMga lAyatI pati. banatAM 1 jAhara sAla dura beThelo kamini e saMcAra thayelA vicAraNA karato hato tyAre enI rUdhita evuM to nAnA hatA, epha / vicAranuM saMpreSaNa kare che tyAre zuM kare che ? nikoliye kahyuM ke AMkha baMdhapharI huM kaminiva, dhyAnamAM mArI sAme upasthita karuM chuM. mAruM badhuM dhyAna kAminiyarva para kendrita karuM chuM." kAmina savA ethe "hupuyA chuMmAbhinaya mArI pratyakSa eka che ane ene parAsta karI de ]} $ $a - ]]sjise jy _.js 53 } ] - JP 992]] - je ge.jpg Saa 50; hajaso chellanikula pariNA ka1i8 ne su che je cIja jhabuka dhyAna ApIe chIe tyAM zaktino saMgraha thAya che, ane dhyAna ApanAranI zakti ochathAya che, visarjita thAya che. je vRtti para ApaNe dhyAna ApIe chIe, te vRttine zakti maLatAM
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________________ tapa eTale ApaNI UrjA...... baLavAna bane che. jo ApaNe kAmavAsanAno vicAra karIe to kAmavAsanAnuM je kendra che tyAM zakti ekaThI thAya che. e rIte dareka vRtti, jenA para paNa ApaNuM dhyAna kendrita thAya, te zaktizALI bane che ane ApaNe kamajora banIe chIe. eTale je kendra parazakti ekaThI thaI gaI hoya te, e zaktinA bojAthI bhArekhama banI jAya che ane e kendrae bojathI mukta thavA mAge che. manuSyanA mananI AvI jaMjALa che. kAmavAsanA parabe rIte dhyAna ApI zakAya che. eka to tame kAmavAsanAmAM rasa lo, enA vicAro karo to kAmakendrane zakti maLe che. A prAkRtika che. tamArAmAMnaisargika kAmavAsanA ekaThI thaI jAya, ghanIbhUta thaI jAya, to e naisargika kAmavAsanA para dhyAna jatAM, naisargika rUpe ja e zakti visarjita thaI jAya che. paraMtu vikRta dhyAna paNa ApI zakAya che. eka vyakti e rIte kAmavAsanA para dhyAna Ape che, ke jANe e duzmana hoya, jANe enI sAthe laDavAnuM hoya. koI rIte kAmavAsanA enI bhItara pravezI na jAya enuM e dhyAna rAkhe che. e paNa dhyAna Ape che kAmakendra para, tyAM zakti ekaThI thaze. paraMtu e vyakti zaktine visarjita thavA devA mAgatI nathI, chatAM dhyAna to Ape ja che. to enuM zuM thaze ? e ekaThI thayelI zakti, vikRta rUpa dhAraNa karaze. kAraNake e visarjita thaI zakatI nathI. e zakti zarIranAM bIjAM aMgomAM praveza karaze ane te aMgone vikRta karaze. e kAmavAsanA mAnasika kendro para asara karaze. vyakti bhItaramAM laDatI raheze, potAnI ja ApelI zakti sAthe laDyAkaraze. AevuM che ke eka vRkSane ApaNe pANI pAIe, paraMtu bhItaramAM prArthanA karIe ke AvRkSa moTuM thAya. vRkSa moTuM na thAya evI prArthanA karIe chIe ane pANI paNa pAyA karIe chIe. vRkSa to moTuM thaze. je vRtti tarapha ApaNe dhyAna kendrita karIe chIe, e dhyAna pakSamAM hoya ke vipakSamAM hoya, paraMtu e vRttine dhyAnanI zakti to maLe ja che, ene bhojana maLe che. eTaletapanuM mULa sUtra e che, ke dhyAna kyAMka bIje Apo. jyAM tame zakti ekaThI karavAnamAgatA ho, je vRttine zaktizALI na banavA devI hoya, tenA para dhyAna ja na Apo. dhyAnane tyAMthI haTAvI enuM Urdhvagamana karo. kAmavAsanAthI mukta thavuM hoya to kAmavAsanA para dhyAna ja na ApaNe, enA pakSamAM paNa nahIM ane enI viruddhamAM paNa nahIM. paratuM dhyAna zakti che, ene tamAre kAme lagADavI ja paDaze, ene kAma joIe che. tapanuM mULa sUtra e che ke dhyAna mATe navA kendrane nirmita karo. manuSyamAM bIjuM kendro che. kAmakendra to sauthI nIcenuM kendra che. enI upara bIjAM kendro che. jevuM dhyAnane navuM kendramaLaze ke e kendrane zakti maLavAnI zarU thaze. jevuM enavuM kendrazaktizALI banaze ke jUnA kendra parathI e mukta thaze. jANe pahADa para caDavAnuM zarU thayuM. sauthI nIcenAkAmakendra sAthe ApaNe prAkRtika rIte joDAyelA
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________________ namo arihaMtANam: maMtra 171 chIe. sahastrAra ApaNuM sauthI UMcuM kendra che, tyAM ApaNe paramAtmA sAthe joDAyelA chIe. tyAM ApaNane paramAtmAnI zakti maLe che. tyAM ApaNe divyatA sAthe, bhavyatA sAthe, bhagavattA sAthe joDAyelA chIe. jyAre jyAre ApaNA magajamAM kAmavAsanAno vicAra jAge che tyAre kAmavAsanAnA vicArathI tatkAla tamAruM kAmakendra sakriya bane che, e khyAla Avyo che tamane ? magajamAM vicAra cAle che, paraMtu kAmakendra je ghaNuM dUra che, te tatkAla sakriya banI jAya che. A ja prakriyA che. tapasvI potAnA dhyAnane sahastrAra para pAchuM pherave che. jevuM dhyAna sahasrAra para jAya che, tevuM tatkAla sahasrAra sakriya bane che. jyAre A rIte zakti upara tarapha vahetI hoya tyAre e nIce vahetI nathI. A che zaktinuM dizAparivartana. jyAre zaktine zikhara para caDhavAno mArga maLe che tyAre e zakti khINanuM aMdhAruM choDavA mAMDe che ane zakti prakAzanA jagatamAM pravezavA lAge che. aMdhArAnuM jagata cUpacApa chUTatuM jAya che. aMdhArAnI nindA enA manamAM hotI nathI, aMdhArAno virodha paNa enA manamAM hoto nathI, enA manamAM aMdhArAno khyAla ja hoto nathI, aMdhArA para enuM dhyAna ja nathI. A pramANe dhyAnanuM dizAparivartana karavuM, rUpAMtara karavuM, enuM nAma che tapa. A vAta barAbara samajazo to tamane tapano bIjo artha paNa batAvI zakIza. tapano bIjo artha thAya che agni. tapano artha che bhItarano agni. manuSyanI bhItara je jIvanano agni che tene UmbaMgamana tarapha lai javAnuM kAma tapasvInuM che. ene nIce lai javAnuM kAma bhogInuM che. bhogIno artha che ke je potAnA agnine nIce pravAhita thavA de che, adhogamana tarapha. tapasvIno artha che je potAnA agnine uparanI tarapha pravAhita karI rahyo che, paramAtmA tarapha, siddhAvasthA tarapha. A agni banne dizAmAM jai zake che. eka khUba majAnI vAta e che ke agni, uparanI tarapha sahelAithI jAya che, agnine nIce vahevAmAM muzkelI paDe che. kAraNake agnino svabhAva che, upara UThavAno. tame nirIkSaNa karyuM haze ke jyAre tame Aga pedA karo cho tyAre tenI garamI cAre tarapha phelAya che, paraMtu enI jvAlA, jyoti, haMmezAM upara jAya che. eTalA mATe dhyAnane tapa kahyuM, agnikahyuM. ene yajJanuM nAma ApyuM ke jethI khyAla rahe ke agnino svabhAva to upara UThavAno ja che. agnine nIce lai javo hoya to ghaNI mahenata ane prayatna karavA paDe che. pANI haMmezA nIce vahe che. jo ene upara caDhAvavuM hoya to ghaNI mahenata karavI paDe che. jo pANIne upara caDhAvavAno prayatna choDI daie, to tatkAla pANI nIce vahevA lAgaze. paMpiga karavAnuM baMdha karo to pANI nIce vahevA lAgaze. ene upara caDhAvavuM hoya to paMpa karo, tAkAta vAparo, nIce vahevA mATe pANIne koinI madadanI jarUra nathI, ApoApa vahe che, e eno svabhAva che.
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________________ 17ra) tapa eTale pANIUddha6Io ane nIce jAmahenata karavI praha, bhAlathI auiparatnAkuMja jo e UrdhvagrAmIka che. agnine kahelAtuM kArae che ke aDhijeyNI bhItara che kSoio ,svabhAvaha paNa UrdhvagAmI che. eka vakhata enA Urdhvagamanano anubhava thaI jaze pachI ene upara laI jaH 6e mATe prayAsa karavAnI jarUra nahIM paDe. eka vAra agni sahastrAra tarapha vaLI jAya, pachI tapasvIne JIBE] FIFJFJ Js je j] FIFE 5.8 JF\EF JJ; Jre che? UThavAnI mahenata karavI paDatI nathI. agni ApoApa upara vahe che. dhImedhIme tapasvI, >JE JIVFJ[ 5 ] GJ J e 25 5 $ JFKj8 JF 55 upara ananA 9 upara zuM ane nIce zuM, e paNa bhUlI jAya che. kAraNake pachI agni sAhajika rIte upara vahyA kare che. SSAS SEE EJ RS che eka vAra agni potAnI rAha para cAlavA lAge, pachIto upara javAno eno svabhAva che. ene ke to mahiche jathAmaNa ka 55s Jss JyJbjp lesy 5 .& Is A >> Jyo 59 pal JJ, ka Jb55 w paraMtu ApaNo agnine nIce laI javAno abhyAsa eTalo lAMbo che, janmojanmano che ke ene WJF JF5JF ;W FAJ J b>; VIJ) 5ZJj8, 8 J JeFb: - ApaNe nIce laI jaIe chIe. eTale jene nIce tarapha laI javAnuM muzkela che, ApaNane saheluM IPL JF5Jce JJUS JJFvs & DJ j3JGUJI52018 He 5 Prajoy lAge che. upara tarapha laI javAnuM saheluM, te ApaNane muzkela jaNAyuM che. JSFJSj JV- JF5JFJ JESSs Rs 25 .& JA je tukkIE te ApaNI AutarokAyodhdhAzrInAkrAivazvALI che mAkhaNotkrAha ApaNI Adata nathIsvabhAva ApaNo vastuno dharma che edharmamara Adata eTalI baLaytu thaIne caDhI bese che ke e dharmane svabhAvane dabAvI de che. ApaNAM badhAMno svabhAva AdatothIdabAyelo che jene mahAvIra karmono kasa kahe che te kharekhara ApaNI Adatono krama che. ApaNe = $ JF JW.JJ]]> Jv j3ye JFhE45E JJF JP BJP Us Adato evI banAvI rAkhI che ke enAthI ApaNe pote dabAyelA chIe. e AdartA ghaNA lAMbA > ] JEE , DJ JEE COMe [ 5] 6} $chu - FJe 23 je samayanI, parANI. UMDI che. enAthI ghaTavAnuM je Aje ja, A samaye saMbhava nahIM bane to J-3] [] 1 ) B EF 5 12 F]P 3 - 5 F haj) ApaNe enI sAthe laDavAnuM zarU karI,-UlaTI Adato pADIzuM. paraMtu aMta chevaTe Adata che. . $ JFJ0F 5 FFICJ SH 8 BJeje blJ sJFJFcSF] 2 3 iss kahevAto taykvIjhakInI ekAdUdI che paraMtubgjbhIvI zodhamAM che, S}} che koipaNa bAbatanI AkRta kaDavAtonathI. Adata ane svabhAvase samajavA jevo.. che. ApaNe dareka bAbatanI Adata pADIe chIe ane yAMtrika banI jaIe chIe. bALakone paNa. ( 4 BJ j e 81 851558 BJP BJEFF & ][S 5 kahIe chIe krodha na karavo joIe, krodha bahu kharAbUAdata che, eTale krodha narka thato nathI. krodha 5) Se Je Je JS 338 SJ "5 5 3 15 HE IS BJE] F5JFJF5JE) bhItaramAM bhabhUkyA kare che. kAmavAsanA jAge to kahIepha brahmacarya pALavAnI Adata pADo, paraMtu te 8i/> JrSe SJ JS che ? - 31 JSeja ] = 5 ) kAmavAsanA to jAgaze ja ane bhItaramAM mAnasika rIte sarakatI raheze. kAmavAsanA nIce kAmakendra & JJD 9]> j> v] ] ]] ]] ]] WIFFle 3 - He tarapha vahatA : ze. eTale Adata pADavAthI svabhAvamAM kAMI pharaka paDato naithI. sAco tapasvI , 3 Te > > B e .)] 3 [> jj Sys]> Jv svabhAvanA sUtrane, svabhAvanA dharmane samajavA prayatna kare che. potAno svabhAva zuM che te samajavA prazna che? pautamIgneTveinTa-oNdita chUhaTAvI, maIka sthabhAve darzakephadhAI . A4tahaTAvaMzanI arkamArgI che eno dhaMra AdhANI) 6] BJPJJE vs j> jS g5 g Pj JP 35 - ji cAra cha dvisa pahelAM eka mitra mane maLavA AvyA. mane ! hyuM, tame kaho cho ke muMbaImAM rahIne paNa. 4i E]=>> jy je & =JjJs: ]S]JF358 FJ]c]] SJF JBJP
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________________ namo arihaMtANam: maMtra 103 dhyAna thai zake ! kema thai zake ? saDaka para eTalo TrAphika jai rahyo che, horna vAgyA kare che, Treno pasAra thai rahI che, enI sITI vAgI rahI che, e badhA avAja AvatA hoya, tyAM dhyAna kevI rIte thai zake ? meM kahyuM, 'je kAMi thatuM hoya enA para dhyAna na Apo !' emaNe kahyuM, 'evuM kevI rIte bane ? nIce koi horna vagADI rahyuM hoya te saMbhaLAyA vagara kema rahe? enA para dhyAna to jAya ja ne?' meM kahyuM, 'eka prayAsa karo, je koi nIce horna vagADatuM hoya ene vagADavA do. tame zAMta besI raho. horna viSe mAnasika pratikriyA zarU na karo. horna vagADe che te sAruM che ke kharAba, ke horna vagADanAra duzmana che ke mitra che, ke jo have horna vagADaze to nIce jaine enuM mAthuM bhAMgI nAkhIza. evI pratikriyA karyA vinA zAMta besI, ene mAtra sAMbhaLyA karo. thoDA vakhata pachI e horna vAgatuM haze, topaNa tamAre mATe jANe e vAgatuM baMdha thai jaze je kAMi banI rahyuM che eno svIkAra karo.' je Adatane badalavA mAgatA ho teno svIkAra karo. enI sAthe laMDo nahIM. jeno paNa ApaNe svIkAra karI laie chIe tenA tarapha dhyAna javAnuM baMdha thai jAya che. tamane kadAca khyAla haze ke koi strI sAthe tame premamAM ho to vAraMvAra enI yAda Avaze. enA tarapha dhyAna jaze. paraMtu preyasIne paraNIne patnI banAvI lo.e patnI tarIke jevI svIkRta thai gai ke enA tarapha dhyAna javAnuM baMdha thai jaze. eka suMdara kAra, saDaka para camakAro mAratI pasAra thAya che. enA tarapha tamAruM dhyAna kheMcAya che. tamane thAya ke evI gADI tamArI pAse nathI. yogAnuyoga tamane evI gADI maLI gai, tame emAM beThA. e tamArI thai gai. enA tarapha thoDA divasa pachI dhyAna javAnuM baMdha thai jaze,. evI ja bIjA koinI gADI jatI rahaze, topaNa tamAruM dhyAna enA tarapha nahI kheMcAya. kAraNake evI gADI tamArI pAse che. je cIja eka vAra svIkRta thai jAya che, tenA tarapha dhyAna javAnuM baMdha thai jAya che. tamArI kharAbamAM kharAba Adatone paNa svIkArI lo. enA para dhyAna na Apo. enA viSe vicAra na karo. enuM mUlyAMkana karavAnuM baMdha karo. e Adatane tamAruM dhyAna na maLavAthI, ene tamArI zakti maLavAnuM baMdha thai jaze. dhImedhIme enI zakti kSINa thai jaze, e Adata chUTavA lAgaze. tamArI je zakti enA tarapha vahetI hatI, te baMdha thatAM e zakti tamArI bhItaramAM vahevA lAgaze. je kahevAtA tapasvI hoya che teonuM dhyAna e ja cIjo para hoya che, jenA para bhogInuM dhyAna paNa hoya che. jyAre sAcA tapasvInuM dhyAna svayamnA rUpAMtara para hoya che. tapanI prakriyA dhyAnanuM
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________________ 174 tapa eTale ApaNI UrjA..... rUpAMtara kare che. bhogI ke tathAkathita tyAgInuM je cIjo para dhyAna hoya che, tyAM sAcA tapasvInuM dhyAna jatuM ja nathI. e potAnA dhyAnanI dizA ja badalI nAkhe che, svayama tarapha laI jAya che. ApaNuM dhyAna ApaNA hAthamAM che. ApaNe jenA para dhyAna ApavA mAgIe, tenA para ApI zakIe chIe. hamaNAM tame ahIM beThA cho, mane sAMbhaLI rahyA cho. paraMtu hamaNAM A makAnamAM Aga lAgI jAya, to tarata ja tame mane sAMbhaLI rahyA chote bhulAI jaze. tamAruM dhyAna tarata makAna bahAra doDI jaze, tame bahAra doDI jazo. kAMI sAMbhaLI rahyA hatA e vAta ja bhUlAI jaze. sAMbhaLavAno prazna ja raheto nathI. potAnI jAtane bacAvavAnI vadhAre jarUra che, Aga lAgI gaI che. A rIte dhyAna dareka paLe badalAI zake che. ene mAtra koI navuM biMdu maLavuM joIe. jyAre tapanI prakriyA daramiyAna tamArI bhItaranAM navAM kendro ke biMduo tarapha dhyAna kheMcAya, tyAre te kendrone tamArI zakti maLaze. ema thatAM sAco tapasvI zaktizALI bane che. paraMtu kahevAto tapasvI kamajora thato jAya che, kAraNake e jItavAnI bhASAmAM vicArato hoya che. ene ema thAya che ke huM jitendra banIza. enAmAM jItavAnI bhrAMti pedA thAya che. eka vyakitane trIsa divasa bhojanana apAya to enI kAmavAsanA kSINa thaI jaze. e svAbhAvika che. e vyaktimAMthI kAmavAsanA jatI rahetI nathI, paraMtu kAmavAsanA pedA thavA mATe jarUrI rasa, zarIramAM pedA thato nathI. pharIthI trIsa divasa pUratuM bhojana apAya, to je kAmavAsanA kSINa thaI gaI hatI, jitAI gaI hatI ema lAgatuM hatuM, te pharIthI jAgrata thaze. bhojana maLatAM ja zarIramAM rasa pedA thaze ane kAmakendrapharIthI sakriya banaze. pAchu dhyAna kAmakendra tarapha doDavA lAgaze. eTale jemaNe bhUkhyA rahIne kAmavAsanA para vijaya meLavavAnI koziza karI hoya che teo jIvanabhara, bhUkhyA rahevAnI kozizakya karaze, kAraNake emane Dara rahe che ke bhojana karIzuM to pharIthI kAmavAsanA pedA thaze. paraMtu A eka gAMDapaNa che. e rIte vAsanAthI mukta thavAtuM nathI. mAtrakamajorI thavAne kAraNe vAsanAne zakti maLatI nathI. kharekhara to mANasa bhojanamAMthI je zakti prApta kare che, temAMnI amuka zakti to rojanAM je kAma karatA hoIe, temAM vaparAI jAya che. rojanA dainika vyavahAramAM UThavA besavAmAM, snAna karavAmAM khAvAmAM, vyAvasAyika kAmakAjamAM moTA bhAganI zakti to vaparAI jAya che. je kAMI zakti chelle bace che, te jenA para tamAruM dhyAna che, AkarSakaNa che, tene maLe che. samajo ke roja ApaNane bhojanamAMthI be hajAra kelerI zakti maLe che. rojabarojanA kAmamAM jo eka hajAra kelarI vaparAI jatI hoya, to bAkInI eka hajAra kelerI zakti, je cIja para tamAruM dhyAna haze te tarapha doDI jaze. tamAruM dhyAna ekamAtra rasto che, eka tIra che, jenI mAraphata e bAkInI zakti vaparAI jaze.
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________________ namo arihaMtANama: maMtra 175 zaktine khabara nathI ke kyAM javAnuM che. tamAruM dhyAna e zaktine dizAsUcana kare che. e mujaba zakti te dizAmAM gati kare che. je tamAre khoTA tapamAM UtaravuM hoya to mAtra eTaluM ja bhojana karo ke jemAMthI mAtra hajAra kelarI zakti ja pedA thAya. hajAra kelarIthI vadhAre zakti jo pedA ja nahIM thAya, to tamane brahmacarya sadhAyuM - che ema lAgaze. kAraNake tamArA kAmakendrane mATe jarUrI vadhAre zakti pedA thatI ja nathI. mATe evA tapasvI, bhojananuM pramANa ochuM karI nAkhe che, pagapALA cAlavAnuM zarU kare che, jethI vadhAre zrama thAya ane dhImedhIme zrama karavAthI zakti vadhAre kharcAya. e ochAmAM ochI zaktithI jIvavA lAge che. zakti vadhAre pedA thaze nahIM ane kAmavAsanA jAgaze nahIM. paraMtu e rIte kAmavAsanAthI mukta nahIM thavAya. vAsanA potAnA sthAna para kAyama che. vAsanAnuM kendra janmojanma pratIkSA karI zake che. zakti vadhAre pedA thAya enI jANe rAha jue che. A to bhayamAM jIvavAnuM che. evI bhayabhIta jiMdagImAMthI kAMi upajatuM nathI. e rIte prakRtine to thApa ApI zakAya che, paraMtu saMskRti pedA thatI nathI. mAtra vikRti pedA thAya che ane bhayabhIta cetanA kAyama rahe che. nA, A rIta barAbara nathI. sAcA vidhAyaka tapa (Austerity) no rasto AnathI. zakti pedA karo ane ene dhyAnamAM rUpAMtarita karo. dhyAnamAM navAM kendro tarapha laI jAo. zakti agni svarUpa che. jemajema gaherAIthI dhyAnamAM UtaratA jazo tematemasvayanAM rUpAMtara-nikhAra thayAMkaraze. tematema A prakriyA paNa samajAtI jaze. sauthI pahelAM e vAta khyAlamAM AvI javI joIe ke ApaNI vadhArAnI zakti kyAkendrathI vyaya thaI rahI che. jo prAkRtika rIte ke vikRti dvArA, zakti adhogamana tarapha vyaya thatI hoya, to Urdhvagamana mATenAM je kendro che, tenA tarapha dhyAna vALavuM joIe. eka nAnakaDI ghaTanA samajAvI, mArI AjanI vAta pUrI karIza. dharmaguruonuM eka saMmelana bharAyuM hatuM. moTA moTA dharmaguruo eka dezanI eka nagarImAM ekaThA thayA hatA. e dezamAM cAra moTA dharma che. e cAra dharmonA dharmaguru potapotAnI vAtomAM masta hatA. saMmelana pUruM thavAno samaya thayo. badhA potapotAnI baDAInI vyartha vAto karatA hatA. UMcI UMcI carcAo thaI, nakalI vAto pUrI thaI gaI. chevaTe thoDA dharmaguru beThAbeThA gapazapa karatA hatA emAM eka paMcotera varSanA vRddha dharmaguru bolyA, jAtajAtanI vAto thaI gaI. loko sAMbhaLIne cAlyA gayA. paNa have ApaNe ApaNI kharI paristhiti zuM che, te samajavuM joIe. huM AzA rAkhuM chuM ke tame badhA nikhAlasatAthI tamArI asalI paristhiti viSe kAMI nahIM chupAvo. mAre paNa have tamArAthI kAMI chupAvavuM nathI. mArI evI paristhiti che ke mane dhana bahu AkarSe che. divasa-rAta huM mArA anuyAyIone dhana viruddhanI vAto karuM chuM. paraMtu mArI potAnI dhana para khUba pakaDa che. jo koI mAro eka paiso khoTo kare to mane
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________________ 176 tapa eTale ApaNI UrjA...... AkhI rAta UMgha AvatI nathI. vaLI jo mane paisA maLI jAya to enI uttejanA paNa rAtabhara TakI rahe che ane UMgha AvatI nathI. dhana mArI eka moTI kamajorI che. e kamajorI kemeya karI mArAthI pAra karAtI nathI. ene huM jItI zakato nathI. tamArAmAMthI jo koi A kamajorIne jItI zakyuM hoya to enuM rahasya batAvo.' bIjA eka dharmagurue kahyuM, 'e kamajorIne jItI to huM paNa nathI zakyo. paraMtu mArI vaLI bIjI muzkelI che. mArI muzkelI mAro ahaMkAra che. enA mATe ja jANe huM jIvuM chuM UMDuM chuM, besuM chuM. huM ahaMkAranI viruddha mArA celAone ghaNI vAto karuM chuM, paraMtu huM jAte enI pAra jai zakyo nathI.' trIjAe kahyuM, 'mArI kamajorI kAmavAsanA che. strI mAtra mArI nabaLAi che. divasa-rAta brahmacaryanI carcA karuM chuM. enAthI thatAM lAbha nukasAnanI vAta karuM chuM. je vyAkhyAnamAM strIo hAjara hoya che, te divase carcA karavAnI kAMi ora majA Ave che. te divase mArI abhivyaktimAM eka joza AvI jAya che. te divasanI vAtanI raMgata ja kAMI judI hoya che. huM barAbara jANuM chuM ane samajuM chuM ke A paNa eka kAmavAsanAnI karAmata che. huM paNa kAmavAsanAnI pAra jai zakato nathI.' cotho mANasa mullA nasarUddIna hato. e to Ubho thai gayo ane kahyuM ke 'huM have jAUM chuM. mane kSamA karo. bIjAoe kahyuM ke tame tamArI kamajorInI kAMI vAta ja na karI. mullAe kahyuM, 'mArI ekamAtra kamajorI che ane te che lokonI nindA. have huM ahIM eka kSaNa paNa nahIM rokAi zakuM. mArA mitro mArI rAha joi rahyA haze. meM ahIM je sAMbhaLyuM che, te mAre kahI devuM paDaze. kSamA karo, mArI A ja moTI kamajorI che, aphavAo phelAvavAnI. have huM nahIM rokAi zakuM.' pelA traNe dharmaguruo UbhA thai gayA. mullAne pakaDavAnI koziza karatAM pUchyuM, 'Ubho rahe bhAi, tArI A kamajorI to bahu khataranAka che. te amane pahelethI Akema nA kahyuM. tuM to cupacApa badhuM sAMbhaLI rahyo hato !' dareka vyaktinI kAMi ne kAMi kamajorI hoya che. ene barAbara samajI levI joie. emAM ja ApaNI badhI zakti vaparAi jatI hoya che. mullAe kahyuM, 'jyAM sudhI tamArI vAto meM sAMbhaLI lIdhI na hatI tyAM sudhI huM zAMta besI rahyo hato. have mArI zakti jAgI gai che. jyAM sudhI A vAto huM bIjAne kahI na dauM, tyAM sudhI mane UMgha nahIM Ave. mArI A ja kamajorI che. mArI zakti jAgI gai ane te nindA pUrI karyA pachI ja zAMta thaze. jAgI gayelI zaktino nikAsa na thAya, eno vyaya na thai jAya tyAM sudhI ArAma maLI zakato nathI.' mullAM atyAra sudhI susta beTho hato. tenAmAM ekAeka jANe prANasaMcAra thai gayo, eka jyoti jAgI gai. enI AMkhomAM camaka pedA thai gai ! mullAne svapneya khyAla na
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________________ namo arihaMtANam: maMtra 177 hato ke A saMmelanamAM ATalI majA Avaze. ApaNI zaktino vyaya thavAnAM khAsa kendra che. bhoga hoya ke bhoganI viruddha tyAga karavAno hoya, zakti vyaya thavAnuM kendra e ja hoya che. dhyAna ApaNuM tyAM ja kendrita thayeluM hoya che ane zakti paNa tyAMthI ja visarjita thAya che. eTale dhyAna ke tapa, e visarjananA kendrane samajavAnI prakriyA che. A prakriyA para lAMbI carcA thaze. kAraNake mahAvIre tapanA bAra vibhAga samajAvyA che. eka eka vibhAga atyaMta vaijJAnika prakriyAno hisso che, enA para kAlathI carcA karIzuM.
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________________ dhamma-sUtra dhammo maMgalamukkiTheM, ahiMsA saMjamo tvo| devA vi taM namaMsanti, jassa dhamme sayA mnno|| dharbha sarvazreSTha bhaMga che. (yo dharma?) ahiMsA, saMyama, mane ta53pI dharma bhaMga che. manuSyanuM mana AvA dharmamAM sadA salaMgna rahe che, tene devatA paNa namaskAra kare che.
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________________ 9. ta5: UrjA za2I2nA anubhava manuSyanI prANaUrjAnuM rUpAMtara karavAnI prakriyAnuM nAma tapa che. e viSe thoDAM vaijJAnika satya samajI levAM jarUrI che. dharma vijJAna to che ja ! ema kahI zakAya ke e parama vijJAna che, 'Superme Science.' kAraNake jene ApaNe vijJAna tarIke oLakhIe chIe te to mAtra padArthane ja sparza kare che. jyAre dharma to cetanAno sparza karI zake che, je samAnya rIte, asaMbhava lAge che. vijJAna to mAtra padArthane badale che, padArthane navAM rUpa Ape che. e padArthane ApaNe sparzI zakIe chIe ke joi zakIe chIe. paraMtu dharma to cetanAne rUpAMtarita kare che, je ApaNe joi paNa zakatA nathI ene sparzI paNa zakatA nathI. eTalA mATe dharma parama vijJAna che. vijJAna padArthane badale che, dharma mAnavIne badale che. vijJAnano artha che, 'To know the how' koi cIja kevI rIte karI zakAya che e jANavuM. vijJAnano artha che, e paddhati, e prakriyA, e vyavasthAne jANavI jenAthI padArthamAM kAMi pheraphAra karI zakAya. budhdha kahe che, satyano e artha che. evI prakriyA ke jenAthI mAnavInuM rUpAMtara thai zake, mAnavImAM koi krAMti ane parivartana pedA thai zake. je mAtra siddhAMta che e satya napuMsaka che. vyartha che. tenAthI kAMi mAnavInuM rUpAMtara na thai zake. dharma to amUla rUpAMtara mutatin kare che mAnavInuM. eTale badhAM tapa, mAnavInA rUpAMtaranI prakriyAnAM prAthamika sUtro che. dharmano AdhAra zuM che ane kevI prakriyAothI e mAnavIne badale che te ApaNe samajIe. sauthI pahelI vAta e samajavAnI che ke jagatamAM ApaNane je kAMi dekhAya che te badhuM, ApaNane dekhAya che tevuM, sthira, sthAyI ane jAmI gayelA koi padArtha jevuM nathI. have vijJAna kahe che ke jagatamAM koi paNa cIja sthira ane sthAyI nathI. sarva kAMi gatizIla che. DYNAMIC che. je khurasI para ApaNe beThA chIe te paNa sthira ke sthAyI nathI. e paNa nadInA pravAhanI jema
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________________ 180 tapa: UrjazarIranA anubhava gatimAna che. je dIvAlo ApaNI cAre bAju dekhAya che te paNa nakkara, gatizUnya, sthAyI nathI. vijJAna kahe che, badhA padArthomAM satata parivartana thayA kare che. divAlomAM paNa samaya jatAM parivartana thAya che, paraMtu e parivartana eTaluM jhaDapI cheke ApaNI AMkho, enI gatine, enA parivartanane, enAmAM thatAM pheraphArane pakaDI zakatI nathI. je ApaNe vIjaLIthI cAlatA paMkhAne ekadama pUrA vegathI calAvIe to enI pAMkho ApaNe gaNI na zakIe, eTaluM ja nahIM, paNa eno vega ekadama joradAra hoya to jANe eka vartuLadhUmI rahyuM hoya evuM lAgaze. paMkhAnI pAMkho vacce je khAlI jagyA che te ApaNane nahIMkhAya. vijJAna to kahe che ke paMkhAne eTalo jorathI pheravI zakAya ke ene tamaMcAthI goLI mArIe to e goLI paMkhAnI be pAMkhovaccethI pasAra thaI zake. goLI pAMkhaDImAM kANuM karIne nIkaLI jaze. paMkho eTalA jorathI calAvI zakAya, ke tame e cAlatA paMkhAnI upara beso to enI be pAMkho vaccethI nIce paDInAzako, kAraNake tamane nIce paDavAmAM jeTalo samaya lAge te daramiyAna bIjI pAMkhatamArI nIce AvI jAya che. tyAre e paMkho pharato hoya chatAM ApaNane nakkara, sthira dekhAze, jANe e cAlato ja nathI. eTale gati jo ekadama vadhI jAya to badhA padArtho sthira ane sthAyI lAgaze. e sthiratA enI jhaDapane kAraNe lAge che. kharekhara sthira kAMI ja nathI. je khurasI para tame beThA cho, enA pratyeka paramANunI gati eTalI jhaDapI che, ke te gatithI sUryanAM kiraNa pRthvI para pahoMce che. prakAzano kiraNa eka sekanDanA eka lAkha chayAsI hajAra mAIlanI gatithI ApaNI pRthvI para pahoMce che. khurasImAM paramANu paNa eTalI jagatithI ghUmI rahyAM che mATe ApaNe enA parathI paDI jatA nathI. paramANunI tIvragati ApaNane khurasI para TakAvI rAkhe che. A gati paNa bahuAyAmI multi dimensioal che. je khurasI para tame beThA cho tenA pratyeka paramANuMelectron, potAnA ekakendranucleus nI AsapAsa ghUmI rahyAM che. khurasI je pRthvI para rakhAI che, te pRthvI paNa potAnI dharI para ghUmI rahI che. pRthvInA dhUmavAne kAraNe, khurasImAM eka bIjI gatie praveza ryo. eka gati khurazInI potAnI AMtarika che, enA paramANune kAraNe. bIja gati che, pRthvIne kAraNe, je potAnI dharI para dhUmI rahI che. trIjI gati pRthvInI sUryanI AsapAsa - sUryane kendra banAvI dhUmavAnI che. khurasI para e gati paNa kAma kare che. cothI gati sUryanI che, potAnI dharI para dhUmI rahyo che ane potAnAM grahamaMDaLane potAnI AsapAsa dhUmAve che. pAMcamI gati mATe vaijJAniko kahe che ke sUrya paNa koI mahAsUryanI AsapAsa cakkara lagAvI rahyo che. e cakkara 20karoDa varSamAM ekavAra puruM thAya eTaluM moTuM che. A pAMcamI gati paNa khurasI karI rahI che. ethI vadhu AgaLa vaijJAniko kahe che ke chaThThI gatie mAsUryanI che. je paNa potAnI dharI para pharI rahyo che. e mAsUryanI AsapAsa paNa ApaNo ekamAtra saura parivAra nathI. bIjA aneka saura parivAra, e mahAsUryanI AsapAsa ghUmI rahyA che. chellI gati ane sAtamI gati e
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________________ namo arihaMtANamH maMtra 181 mahAsUrya, AkAzagaMgAonA koi mahAzUnya tarapha izAro kare che. jene Black Hole kahevAya che. to padArthanI AvI sAta gati che. mAnavImAM AThamI gati paNa che prANanI, jIvananI. khurasI cAlI nathI zakatI. jIvananI potAnI svayamnI gati che. e AThamI gati che. dharma kahe che ke mAnavImAM navamI gati paNa che. je mAnavI cAlI zake che tenI bhItaramAM je UrjA che, te nIce tarapha jai zake che ane upara tarapha paNa jai zake che. A je navamI gati che tenI sAthe tapane saMbaMdha che. ATha gati sudhI vijJAna kAma kare che ane navamI gati, je paramagati che. cetAnAne upara ke nIce lai janArI gati che, tenA para dharmanI badhI prakriyAnAM maMDANa che. manuSyanI je UrjA che te nIce yA upara tarapha jai zake che. jyAre tame kAmavAsanAthI gherAyalA ho cho tyAre e UrjA nIce tarapha vahe che. jyAre tame AtmAnI zodhamAM AviSTa ho, tyAre e ja UrjA upara tarapha vahe che. jyAre tame jIvanathI bharapura ho, tyAre e urjA tamArA bhItaramAM ghUmyA karatI hoya che. dharmanI dRSTie, bhItaramAM UrjAnuM vahevuM ke enuM upara tarapha vahevuM, eka ja dizAnAM be nAma che. jyAre tame mRtyunI najIka Avo cho tyAre e UrjA tamArA zarIranI bahAra vahevA lAge che. mRtyu samaya najIka Ave tyAre mANasanI AbhA-aura-jhAMkhI paDe che, mAnavI phikko paDI jAya che.tenuM ekamAtra kAraNa, A UrjAnuM bahAra vahana thavAnuM zarU thAya che e che. dasa varSa pahelAM, mRtyu samaye UrjA bahAra vahI jAya che e vAta mAnavA vaijJAniko taiyAra na hatA, paraMtu raziyAmAM DeviDovIca kiraliyAnanI phoTogrAphInI zodha pachI AkhI dhAraNA badalAi gai che. kiraliyAnanI vAta meM pahelAM tamane karI hatI. e viSe AjanI carcA mATe je bAbata mahattvanI che te mAre tamane kahevI che. kiraliyAne potAnA kemerAthI jIvanta vyaktionAM je citro lIdhAM che temAM darekamAM zarIranI AsapAsa UrjAnuM eka vartuLa energy field spaSTa dekhAya che. kiraliyAnanA kemerAmAM ja AvAM citro jhaDapAya che. e kemerAthI jo koi tAjI mRtyu pAmelI vyaktinuM citra levAya, to enI AsapAsa UrjAnuM koi vartuLa dekhAtuM nathI, paraMtu UrjAnAM guccha, e mRta zarIramAMthI bahAra nIkaLatAM dekhAya che. mRtyu pachI traNa divasa sudhI AvA UrjAnAM guccha zarIramAMthI bahAra nIkaLyA kare che. pahele divase vadhAre, bIjA divase ochA ane trIje divase ekadama ochA UrjAnAM guccha nIkaLatAM rahe che. trIjA divasa pachI jyAre urjAnAM guccha bahAra nIkaLavAnA baMdha thai jAya tyAre mANasa pUrI rIte mRtyu pAme che. jyAMsudhI A rIte UrjA bahAra nIkaLatI hoya,tyAM sudhImAM mANasane pharIthI jIvato karavAnI koi vidhi kadAca bhaviSyamAM vaijJAniko khoLI zakaze.
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________________ 182 tapa : UrjAza2I2nA anubhava mutyu samaye A rIte UrjA bahAra nIkaLI rahI hoya che tyAre mAnavInuM vajana ochuM thatuM nathI. nizcitapaNe ema kahI zakAya ke e eka evI UrjA che jenA para gurutvAkarSaNa gravitation nI koi asara nathI. kAraNake vajanano artha ja e che ke pRthvImAM je gurutvAkarSaNanI zakti che tenA kheMcANano prabhAva. tamAruM je vajana che te tamAruM vajana che ema tame bhUlacUke paNa na samajatA. e vajana tamArA para jamInanA kheMcANanuM vajana che. jamIna je tAkAtathI tamane kheMcI rahI che te tAkAtanuM e mApa che. tame jo caMdra para jAo to tamAruM vajana sATha kilo hoya to caMdra para mAtra paMdara kilo haze. enAthI tame e paNa samajI zako cho ke pRthvI para jo tame cha phUTa UMcA kUdI zakatA ho to caMdrapara tame covIsa phUTa UMcA kUdI zako. aMtarikSamAM caMdra tarapha je yAtrI jAya che, tenu vajana, enA yAnamAM, kepsulamAM space ship mAM, kAMi hotuM nathI. kAraNake yAnamAM koi gurutvAkarSaNa hotuM nathI. eTale yAtrIne paTTAthI enI khurasI sAthe bAMdhI rAkhavo paDe che. jo e paTTo chUTI jAya to yAnanI chata sAthe, gesa bharelA phuggAnI jema e TakarAya. kAraNake enAmAM vajana ja hotuM nathI, je ene nIce kheMce, eTale vajana je che, te pRthvInA gurutvAkarSaNane kAraNe che. kiraliyAna prayogathI e siddha thayuM che ke mAnavImAMthI mRtyu samaye UrjA bahAra to nIkaLe che. paraMtu enuM vajana ochuM thatuM nathI. eTale eno e artha thayo ke e UrjA para gurutvAkarSaNano koi prabhAva nathI. yoganA prayogamAM keTalAka yogIo, jamInathI addhara jAya che. temAM levitation mAM, A UrjAno ja upayoga che. thoDAM varSo pahelAM nijinskI nAme eka adbhUta nRtyakAra thai gayo. enuM nRtya asAdhAraNa hatuM, kadAca pRthvI para evA nRtyakAra pahelAM nahIM janmyA hoya. enI asAdhAraNatA e hatI ke e potAnA nRtya vakhate, jamInathI eTalo UMce jato ke evuM upara javuM sAmAnya rIte zakya nathI. ethI vadhAre Azcaryajanaka to e vAta hatI ke e mANasa uparathI, jamIna tarapha jyAre Avato tyAre eTalo dhImethI Utarato ke jANe enA para gurutvAkarSaNanI asara ja nathI. sAmAnya rIte eTalA dhIme, gurutvAkarSaNanI asarane kAraNe, utaravAnuM zakya nathI, A nijinskIno camatkAra hato. jyAre enAM lagna thayAM tyAre enI patnI paNa enuM A nRtya joi Azcaryacakita thai gai. enI patnI paNa nartakI hatI. nijinskInI patnIe enI AtmakathAmAM lakhyuM che ke meM eka divasa mArA patine kahyuM ke 'tuM tArI jAtane nAcato joi zakato nathI e atyaMta zaramajanaka che !' nijinskIe javAba Apyo, 'koNa kahe che ke mArI jAtane joi zakato nathI. huM barAbara joi zakuM chuM, kAraNake tyAre huM mArA zarIranI bahAra hoMu chuM. huM mArA zarIranI bahAra rahIne, ene nRtya karAvuM chuM. huM nRtya samaye mArI jAtane, dara vakhate barAbara joto houM chuM, kAraNake huM haMmezAM bahAra houM chuM. jyAre huM bahAra nathI hoto tyAre ATalo jamInathI UMce nathI jai zakato. eTaluM ja nahIM, tyAre ATalo ghIme jamIna
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________________ namo arihaMtANam: maMtra 183 tarapha AvI paNa nathI zakato. jyAre huM bhItaramAM rahIne nRtya karuM chuM tyAre mArAmAM vajana hoya che. jyAre huM bahAra rahIne nRtya karuM chuM tyAre mArA zarIranuM vajana ochuM thai jAya che.' yoga kahe che ke jyAre koi vyaktinuM anAhata cakra jAgrata thai jAya che tyAre jamInanA gurutvAkarSaNano prabhAva enA para atyaMta ocho thai jAya che. vizeSa prakAranAM nRtyano prabhAva anAhata cakra para paDe che ane emAM yogIne koi prayAsa karavo paDato nathI. nijinskI nRtya karatAM karatAM potAnuM anAhata cakra sakriya karI leto hato. bIjI eka evI khUbI che ke je vyaktinuM anAhata cakra sakriya thai jAya tene zarIranI bahAranA anubhavo out of body experience thavA lAge che. e pote zarIranI bahAra Ubho rahIne te anubhave che. paraMtu jyAre tame zarIranI bahAra ho cho tyAre je zarIranI bahAra hoya che te prANaUrjA che. kharekhara tame pote e UrjA ja cho, e urjAne mahAvIre jIvanaagni kahI. e UrjAne jagADavAnI prakriyAne vaidika saMskRtie yajJa kahyo. e UrjA jAgI jatAM jIvanamAM eka navI ja uSmA pedA thAya che. e uSmA atyaMta zItala hoya che. samajavuM khUba muzkela paDe che. tapasvI eTalo zItala hoya che ke enA jevuM koi bIjuM na hoi zake. chatAM ene ApaNe tapasvI kahIe chIe kAraNake sAdhAraNa rIte tapasvI eTale tApathI, garamIthI bharelo che, ema samajIe chIe. paraMtu eno agni jeTalo jAge che, eTalI ja enA kendramAM zItalatA pedA thAya che. vaijJAniko pahelAM ema samajatA hatA ke ApaNo sUrya che te bhaDabhaDa baLato agni che. paraMtu have vaijJAniko ema kahe che ke sUryanuM kendra eka atyaMta zItala sthAna che. cAre tarapha bhabhUkatA agninuM vartuLa che, potAnA kendramAM sUrya sarvAdhika zItala biMdu che. have e vAta samajAtI jAya che ke jyAM eTalo agni prajvalita thayo hoya tyAM enAM saMtulana mATe kendra zItala hovuM joie. ThIka AvI ja ghaTanA tapasvInA jIvanamAM bane che. tapasvInI cAre tarapha uttama thayelI UrjAne saMtulita karavA, enuM kendra zItala thai jAya che. kharekhara e zItalatA anivArya che, e na hoya to asaMtulanane kAraNe garamI vIkharAi jAya che. tame unALAnA divasomAM, dhULano vaMToLiyo UThato joyo haze. e vaMToLiyo zamI jAya te pachI tame e retI ke dhULanA DhagalA pAse jazo to cAre tarapha vaMToLiyAe sarjelo vinAza tamane dekhAze, paraMtu emAM eka evuM bindu haze, jyAM e vinAzanuM nAma nizAna nahI hoya. e vaMToLiyo zUnyanI gharI AsapAsa ghUmato hato. jyAre baLadanuM gADuM cAlatuM hoya che tyAre enAM paiDAM goLa goLa dhUme che, paraMtu e paiDAMne pharavA mATeno AdhAra bane che. e paiDAMthI viparIta cAlatI dharI saMtulana sAcave che. jIvanano niyama che ke saMtulana haMmezAM viparItathI thAya che. eTale sAcA tapasvIno prayatna evo hovo joie ke e potAnI AsapAsa eTalo agni pedA
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________________ 184 tapa : UrjAza2I2nA anubhava karI leke e agninA pramANamAM enI bhItara zItalatAnuM kendralaMbha thAya. e tapasvI potAnAmAM eTalI gatizIla dynamic zakti pedA karI leke enAmAM eka zUnya biMdu UbhuM thAya. enI AsapAsa UrjAnuM evuM tIvra paribhramaNa thAya ke enI dharI sthira thai jAya. A prakriyA evI UlaTI dekhAya che ke ene samajavAmAM moTI bhUla thai jAya che. ema lAge che ke tapasvI mAtra agni pedA karavAmAM ja utsuka che. nahIM, tapasvI zItalatA prati utsuka che. paraMtu zItalatA pedA karavAnI prakriyA enI cAre tarapha agni-tApa pedA karaze. paraMtu e tApa bahArano nathI. e tApa evo nathI ke jevo ApaNe ApaNI AsapAsa sagaDI saLagAvIne pedA karIe chIe. e tApa AMtarika che. eTalA mATe mahAvIre, tapasvIne potAnI AsapAsa sagaDI saLagAvavAno niSedha karyo che. kAraNake sagaDIno tApa bahArano che. enAthI AMtarika zItalatA pedA nahIM thAya. dhyAnamAM levAnI vAta e che ke AMtarika tApa haze, to AMtarika zItalatA pedA thaze; bahArano tApa haze to bahAra zItalatA pedA thaze. jo ApaNe aMtara bhaNI yAtrA karavAnI hoya to enI avejImAM bahArano tApa pedA karavAno prayatna khataranAka che. zuM evo tApa bhItaramAM pedA karI zakAya ? kiraliyAne potAnA kemerAmAM evI vyaktionA phoTA lIdhA che, jemanI AMgaLIomAMthI, dhyAnamAM UMDA UtaryA pachI, vIjaLInA bhaDakA nIkaLatA hoya. sviDanamAM rahenAra eka vyakti dhyAnamAM UtaryA pachI, potAnA hAthamAM pAMca kenDala pAvarano balba saLagAvI zakato hato. e jevo dhyAnamAM UMDo Utare ke enA hAthamAM rAkhelo balba, dhImedhIme prakAzita thavAnuM zarU kare che. paMdara varSa pahelAM holenDanI eka adAlatamAM eka chUTAcheDAno kesa dAkhala thayo, jemAM eka patie phariyAda karI ke enI patnIne e aDavA jAya che, tyAre ene vIjaLIno zaoNka lAge che. e strI akasmAte enI gADImAMthI bahAra paDI gai hatI. te pachI ene je koi aDe, tene vIjaLIno zaoNka lAgavAnuM zarU thatuM. enA patie kahyuM ke 'mAre tAtkAlika phAragati joie che, kAraNake huM to ene aDavAthI ja kadAca marI jaiza.' Avo chUTAcheDAno kesa pahelI vAra adAlatamAM Avyo hato. kAyadAmAM AvA kAraNe chUTAcheDA adAlatane maMjUra karavA paDayA. kAraNake e strInA zarIramAM vahetI vIjaLImAM koi chIdra ke kANuM pedA thai gayuM hatuM. tamArA zarIramAM paNa RNa ane dhana-negative and positive-vIjaLInuM eka vartuLa-cir - cuit- hoya che. emAM kyAMyathI cheda paDI jAya to tamArA zarIranI UrjA-vIjaLIno, bIjAne zoka lAgavAno zarU thai jaze. kyAreka acAnaka tamArA potAnA koi aMgamAM paNa jhaTako lAge che, te paNa AvA koi Akasmika leakage ne kAraNe bane che. tane rAtre sUtA ho cho ane acAnaka tamane kAMi jhaTako lAge che. enuM bIjuM koi kAraNa nathI. sUtI vakhate tamArI vIjaLI-UrjAne UMgha sAthe zAMta thai javuM joie. paraMtu evuM banatuM nathI, eTale zarIramAM eka prakAranI aDacaNa
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________________ namo ahiMtANam: maMtra 185 pedA thAya che. ane tyAre tamane zaoNka lAgavAno saMbhava che. A AMtarika UrjAne saMmohana hypnosis nA prayogo vaDe vadhArI ke ghaTADI zakAya che. musalamAna ane sUphI phakIro ane yogIo saLagatA aMgArA para cAlI batAve che. enuM rahasya e che ke e potAnI AMtarika UrjAne eTalI jagADe che, ke bahAranA aMgArano tApa ene ocho lAge che, sApekSa rUpamAM-relatively, eTale emane aMgArA ThaMDA lAge che. emanA zarIranI garamI, aMtara UrjAno pravAha, eTalo tIvra hoya che ke bahAranI garamI ochI lAge che. garamIno anubhava sApekSa che. tamArA eka hAthane barapha para rAkhIne ThaMDo karI lo ane bIjo hAtha saLagatI sagaDI para rAkhI garama karI lo. pachI banne hAtha, eka ThaMDA pANIthI bharelI bAladImAM nAkhazo, to banne hAthanI garamI tamane alaga alaga uSNatAmAna batAvaze. eka hAtha kaheze ke pANI ThaMDuM che ane bIjo hAtha kaheze ke pANI garama che. je hAtha ThaMDo karelo che te kaheze ke pANI garama che ane je hAtha garama karelo che te kaheze ke pANI ThaMDuM che. tame pote mUMjhavaNamAM paDI jazo. kadAca adAlatamAM koi sAkSI ApavAno prasaMga Ubho thAya ke bAladImAM amuka samaye pANI ThaMDuM hatuM ke garama ? to sAdhAraNa rIte to ApaNA zarIranuM tApamAna badhe sarakhuM hoya che eTale ApaNe sahelAithI kahI zakIe ke pANI garama che ke ThaMDuM paraMtu eka hAtha garama karelo hoya ane bIjo ThaMDo karelo hoya to jyAre bAladImAM banne hAtha nAkhIe tyAre javAba ApavAnI muzkelI UbhI thaze. tyAre tamAre mahAvIra jevuM vidhAna karavuM paDaze ke kadAca pANI ThaMDuM paNa hoya, kadAca pANI garama paNa hoya, DAbo hAtha ane jamaNo hAtha banne alaga alaga javAba Ape che, to pANI kevuM che te kevI rIte kahI zakIe ? tamAruM vaktavya sApekSa che. tame je kahI rahyA cho te pANInA saMbaMdhamAM nahIM, paraMtu tamArA hAthanA saMbaMdhamAM kaho cho. tamArI aMtaranI UrjA eka vakhata jAgI jAya, pachI tame aMgArA para cAlI zako. e aMgArAthI tamArA paga para phollA nahIM UThe. enAthI UlaTI ghaTanA, saMmohana-hypnosismAM bane che. jo huM tamane saMmohita karI behoza karI dauM, je karavAnuM ghaNuM saraLa che ane te pachI tamArA hAthamAM eka sAdhAraNa kAMkaro mUkI tamane kahuM ke tamArA hAthamAM saLagato aMgAro che, to tamAro hAtha tarata baLavA lAgaze ane tame e kAMkaro pheMkI dezo. tyAM sudhI to ThIka, paraMtu jo enAthI tamArA hAthamAM phollo paNa uThe, to tame vicAra karatA thai jazo ke AvuM kevI rIte banI zake ? Ama kevI rIte bane che ? jevo huM tamane tamArI saMmohita avasthAmAM kahuM ke hAthamAM saLagato aMgAro mUkyo che tamArA hAthanI urjA gabharAine tyAMthI haTI jAya che. eka prakArano zaktino avakAza-relative gap pedA thAya che. khAlI jagyA pedA thai jAya che ane hAtha baLI jAya che. emAM e hAtha aMgArAnI AgathI nathI baLato, paraMtu tyAMthI tamArI UrjAzakti haTI jAya che mATe AvuM bane che. tamArA hAthamAM sAco saLagato aMgAro mUkIne tamane kahevAmAM Ave ke eka ThaMDo kAMkaro mUkyo che to
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________________ 186 tapa : UrjazarIranA anubhava tamAro hAtha baLaze nahIM, kAraNake tamArI hAthanI urjA tyAMthI haTatI nathI, potAnA sthAne kAyama rahe che. A tathyono artha e che ke tamArI Urja, tamArA saMkalpanA baLathI haTe che, ghaTe che, AgaLa ke pAchaLa khase che. bIjAnAnA moTA prayogo karIne ApaNe A anubhava karI laIzuM, to A vAta samajavI sahelI thaI paDaze. pahelAM tharmomITarathI tamArA zarIranuM tApamAna mApI lo. pachI tharmomITara bAjue rAkhI, AMkha baMdha karIne dasa miniTa, eka tIvra bhAva tamArAmAM pedA karo ke tamArA zarIramAM garamI vadhI rahI che. ekAgra citte bhAvakaro. dasa miniTa pachI pharIthI tharmomITarathI tamAruM tApamAna mApo. tame cakti thaI jazoke tharmomITano pAro, tamArA tIvra bhAvathI, thoDo upara caDhI gayo. Ama jo ardhI DigrI ke eka DigrI 'Degree" aMza pAro upara caDI zake to vadhAre kema na caDhI zake? ApaNA niSThApUrvakanA prayAsanI, zramanI ja A vAta che. A rIte pAro jo upara caDhI zakato hoya to nIce paNa UtarI zake. tibeTamAM hajAro varSothI sAdhako baraphanI zilAo para besI kalAko sudhI dhyAna kare che. enuM ekamAtra kAraNa che ke te sAdhako potAnI AsapAsa, eka jIvanaUrjAnuM vartuLa evo bhAva karIne sajAga karI de che. cIne tibeTa para AkramaNa karyuM te pahelAMnI vAta che. tibeTanI lhAsA yunivarsiTI, potAnA je ziSyo, auSadhizAstra-Medicine no abhyAsa karI cikitsaka thavA mAgatA hoya, temanI parIkSA levAtI hatI. jyAM sudhI rAtre varasatA baraphanI rAtamAM mAtra bhAva dvArA garamI pedA karI zarIramAMthI parasevo na kADhI zake, tyAM sudhI yunivarsiTI e ziSyone cikitsaka tarIkenuM pramANapatra-Degree ApatI nahotI. kAraNake je cikitsAno potAnI jIvana UrjA para eTalo prabhAvanahoya, te dardInI jIvana UrjA para prabhAva kevI rIte pADI zake ? zikSaNa pUruM thaI jAya, paraMtu pramANapatra to A kasoTImAMthI je pAra Utare tene ja maLe. eTale je loko tibeTamAM cikitsaka tarIke kAma karatA hatA te badhA A kasoTImAMthI pAra UtarelA hatA. ApaNane AzcaryathI bharI de evI vAta che. keTalAka ziSyone cha mahinA lAgatA, keTalAkane AkhuM varSa lAgatuM. je ziSyo prathama AvatA, jemane InAmamAM suvarNacaMdraka-Gold Medal maLato, teo AvI barapha varasatI rAtamAM, eka vakhata nahIM paraMtu dasake vIsa vAra parasevo kADhI zakatA hatA. teo Avo parasevo kADhatAte pachI emane ThaMDA pANIthI navarAvIpharIthI parasevo kADhavA kahevAmAM AvatuM. samajavAnI vAta che ke A mAtra saMkalpane bhAvanA baLathI banI zakatuM hatuM. kiraliyana phoTogrAphInA abhyAsa parathI e sAbita thaI cUkyuM che ke je vyakti sadbhAvathI saMkalpa kare che, enI UrjAnuM vartuLa enA citramAM moTuM thaI gayeluM dekhAya che. je vyakti dhRNA athavA krodhathI bharAyelI hoya tenA citramAM zarIramAMthI UrjAnA guccha bahAra nIkaLatA hoya evuM dekhAya che. jevuM mRtyu samaye banatuM hoya che. jyAre tame premathI bharelA ho, jyAre tame karuNAthI
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________________ namo arihaMtANam: maMtra 187 bharelA ho tyAre virATa brahmamAMthI tamArAmAM UrjanA guccha praveza kare che. tamane jANIne navAI lAgaze, ke premamAM ApaNe kAMI ApIe chIe ane krodhamAM kAMI chInavI laIe chIe. paraMtu sAcI vAta che ke premamAM tame kAMI pAmo cho, karUNAmAM paNa kAMI pAmo cho ane dayAmAM paNa pAmo cho, tyAre tamArI jIvanaUrjA vadhe che. eTale ja krodha karyA pachI tame thAkI jAo cho ane karuNAtamane sazakta, svaccha ane tAjA banAve che. eTale ja karUNAvAnuM kyAreya thAkatA nathI. krodhI thAkelo ja jIve che. kiraliyAna phoTogrAphI mujaba mRtyu samaye je ghaTanA bane che, tevI ja krodhamAM nAnA pAyA para bane che. mRtyu samaye moTA pramANamAM UrjAnA guccha zarIranI bahAra nIkaLe che. kiraliyAna phoTogrAphIthI eka phUlanuM citra lIdhuM, je phUla hajI enI DALa para lAgeluM che. e phulanI AsapAsa eka UrjAnuM jIvaMta vartuLadekhAya che ane cAre tarapha virATamAMthI UrjanAM kiraNa phalamAM pravezatAM dekhAya che. A citro have to chapAI cUkyAM che ane te jovA maLI zake che. eka phUlane DALI parathI toDavAmAM AvyuM ane phoTo lIdho to tarata ja paristhiti badalAI gaI. je kiraNo phUlamAM pravezI rahyAM hatAM te pAchAM vaLe che. mAtra ekasekanDanA aMtare DALI parathI phUla toDAya che. UrjA vikherAI jAya che. phUlanI pAMkhaDIo susta thaI cImaLAI jAya che tyAre e phUlamAMthI badhI UrjA nIkaLIne zUnya thaI jAya che. kiraliyAne to phUla sAthe ghaNA asAmAnya prayogo kya. emAMthI ApaNanetapavize eka judI ja dRSTi maLe che. kiraliyAne phUlane DALI parathI na toDyuM. paraMtu enI cha pAMkhaDImAMthI traNa toDI nAkhI ane pachI paNa e phUlanI AsapAsa UrjAnuM je vartuLa hatuM te eTaluM ja kAyama rahyuM jeTaluM che pAMkhaDI vacce hatuM. phUlanuM je AbhAmaMDaLa hatuM te paNa bIjI be pAMkhaDI toDI nAkhIne eka ja rahI tyAM sudhI purahayuM. paraMtu e AbhAmaMDaLatIvratAthI jhAkhuM thavA lAgyuM chatA pUruMkAyama rahyuM. ephUla DALI sAthe lAgeluM hatuM tyAM sudhI. eTale tamane saMmohita karIne athavAanesthesiyA ApIne behoza karyA pachI, tamAro hAtha kApI nAkhavAmAM Ave to paNa tamane khabara paDatI nathI, pIDA thatI nathI. enuM kAraNa mAtra eTaluM ja hoya che ke tamAro tamArA zarIra sAtheno vAstavika anubhava, UrjA zarIra dvArA ja hoya che. tamAro hAtha kapAI gayA pachI paNa tamane te pUro mahesUsa thAya che. jyAre tame bhAnamAM Avo cho tyAre pIDA thAya che ane tame hAtha kapAyalo juo cho tyAre tamane pIDA jaNAya che. gherI nidrAmAM, saMmohanamAMke enesthesiyA ApyA pachI tamAruM tAdAmya, zarIrathI chUTI jAya che. paraMtu UrjA zarIra sAthe kAyama rahe che. tamAro anubhava pUro UrjAzarIra sAthe ja rahe che. tame laMgaDA thaI jAva topaNa AMtarika rIte ema lAgatuM nathI ke kAMI ochuM thaI gayuM. bahAra to cAlI na zakAya eTalI pIDA thAya che, paraMtu bhItaramAM kAMI ochuM thaI gayuM hoya evuM lAgatuM nathI. tame gharaDA thaI jAva topaNa
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________________ 188 tapa: UrjazarIranA anubhava bhItaramAM kAMI vRddha thaI gayuM hoya evuM lAgatuM nathI. kAraNake je UrjA zarIra che te pahelAMnI jema kAma karyA kare che. eka amerIkana manovaijJAnika DaoN.grInanAme eka sarjana hato. teNe mAnavInA magajanA keTalAka bhAga kApIne kADhI lIdhA. vaijJAniko e jANIne Azcarya pAmyA ke keTalAka magajanA hissA kApyA pachI paNa, mananA kAmamAM koI bAdhA ke aDacaNa jaNAyAM nahi. mane potAnuM kAma pahelAMnI jema ryA kare. DaoN. grIne kahyuM ke A uparathI eTaluM cokkasa siddha thAya che ke magaja eka upakaraNa sAdhana mAtra che, eno kharo mAlika koI, kyAMka pAchaLa chupAyo che. badhuM kAma e ja karyA kare che. tamArA zarIranI AsapAsa je AbhAmaMDaLa nirmita thayeluM hoya che, te tamArA zarIranuM kiraNotsarjana nathI, ke zarIramAMthI nIkaLatAM koI kiraNono phelAvo nathI. paraMtu bhItaramAM je UrjazarIra che tenuM ja A bhautika zarIra pratibiMba che. zarIra tamArA bhItaranA urjazarIrane darpaNa rUpe bahAra pragaTa kare che. AvuM kiraliyAnanuM maMtavya che. bahAra dekhAtA AbhAmaMDaLanAM kiraNo, bhautika zarIranAM nathI, paraMtu bhItaranAM urjA zarIranAM che, e mAtra bhautika zarIra mAraphata bahAra pragaTa thAya che. ApaNe eka dIvo saLagAvyo hoya ane enI cAre tarapha eka kAcanuM AvaraNa, havArokavA UbhuM karyuM hoya to e pAradarzaka kAcanI bahAra tejanAM kiraNo prasare che. paraMtu e kiraNo kAcanAM nathI, kAcamAMthI nIkaLI rahyAM che. kiraNo to aMdaranA dIvAmAMthI bahAra AvI rahyA che. e ja rIte ApaNA zarIramAMthI je UrjanIkaLI che. te A bhautika zarIranI nathI, paraMtu bhItaranA UrjAzarIranI che. kAraNake maraNa pAmelA mANasanA zarIranuM pUruM bhautika tatvato enuM e ja rahe che, emAMthI mAtra urjAnAM vartuLa nIkaLI gayAM hoya che. tapa mATe A sUkSma zarIra para ja kAma karavAnuM hoya che. chatAM sAmAnya rIte ApaNe jemane tapasvIkahIe chIe te loko A bhautika zarIrane satAvavAmAM samayagumAve che. bhautika zarIra sAthe tapane kAMI levAdevA nathI. kharuM kAryato bhItaramAM chupAyelA UrjazarIra-energybody para ja karavAnuM hoya che. yogamAM je cakronI vAta karavAmAM AvI che te cakro bhautika zarIramAM kyAMya nathI, e badhAM UrjazarIramAM che. eTale jyAre vaijJAnika ApaNA zarIrane kApIne eno abhyAsa kare che tyAre ene emAM koI cakro dekhAtAM nathI, emAM koI anAhata, svAdhiSThAna ke maNipura cakro maLatAM nathI. e cakro to UrjazarIranAM biMduo che. joke e UrjA zarIranAM biMduo sAthe susaMgata evAM bhautika zarIramAM sthAna che, paraMtu e sthAno cakro nathI. jyAre tame premathI bharelA ho cho tyAre tamArA hRdaya para tame hAtha mUko cho to jyAM ApaNe hAtha * rAkhIe chIe te sthAna para zastrakriyA karIne vaijJAnika jue to tyAM phephasA ane hRdaya sivAya
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________________ namo arihaMtANam: maMtra 189 bIjuM kAMi maLaze nahIM. e to havA paMpa karavAnI yaMtraNA che, enAthI zarIranA dhabakArA cAlu rahe che. have to e hRdayane badalIne plAsTIkanuM banAveluM hRdaya paNa mUkI zakAya che. e hRdaya vadhu sAruM kAma ApI zake che, e saDatu nathI, tema gaLI jatuM paNa nathI. plAsTikanA hRdayane paNa heart attack AvI zake che. e plAsTikanA hRdayane ane hArTaeTakane zuM saMbaMdha che ? ene to evo hRdayano humalo na Avavo joie. eno artha che ke e humalo kyAMka bIjethI AvI rahyo che. plAsTIkanA hRdayane, premI marI jAya to tenI kema khabara paDe ? premI marI jAya topaNa plAsTika para enuM zuM pariNAma AvI zake ? plAsTika para koi pariNAma AvI zakatuM nathI. plAsTikanuM hRdaya, kadAca dhakko lAga ke kAMi bIjo dhakko lAge ke kAMi bIjA akasmAta thAya to tUTI zake emAM taDa paDI zake, paraMtu je mAnavImAM evuM banAvaTI hRdaya goThavAyuM hoya, tene e mAnavIno koi premI marI jAya tenI asara na thAya. plAsTikanuM hRdaya premane kevI rIte oLakhI zake ? e plAsTikanA hRdaya para premInA maraNanI jarIke asara nahIM thAya. e ja rIte je hRdaya, ApaNA zarIramAM dhabakI rahyuMche, tenA para paNa premInA maraNanI asara thatI nathI. paraMtu A bhautika hRdayanI najIka, je bindu para UrjAzarIramAM hRdayacakra che, tenA para premInA maraNanI asara thAya che. e cakra para premInA maraNanuM pratibiMba paDe che ane pariNAme bhautika hRdaya dhabakatuM baMdha thAya che. yogI lokoe, bhotika hRdayanA dhabakAra baMdha karavAnA saphaLa prayogo aneka vAra karyA che, paratuM e yogI loko marI jatA nathI. kAraNake jIvanano je srota che te UMDANamAM kyAMka bIje che, bhautika hRdayamAM nathI. eTale evA yogInA hRdayanA dhabakArA baMdha thai jAya che, chatAM teo maratA nathI. emanuM jIvana cAlu rahe che. hajI sudhI evuM koi yaMtra zodhI zakAyuM nathI, je jIvana kyAM dhabakI rahyuM che te pakaDI zake. ApaNuM bhautika zarIra eka sAdhanamAtra che. A zarIranI bhItaramAM chupAyeluM ane enI bahAra paNa e zarIrane gherIne eka AbhAmaMDaLa astitva dharAve che. e ja kharekhara ApaNuM jIvaMta vAstavika zarIra che. e ja ApaNuM tapa zarIra che. e tapazarIranAM kendro para ApaNA dhyAnanI prakriyAonI asara thAya che. agAu jaNAvyA mujaba, 'cAinIjha ekyupaMkcaranI' je cikitsApaddhati che, teno AdhAra UrjAzarIra para je sAtaso biMduo AvelAM che tenA para thatI roganI asarane nAbUda karavAmAM che. tamane ATalAM badhAM biMdu, bhautika zarIrane sparza karI rahyAM che evo khyAla sahelAithI AvI zake tema nathI. e samajavA mATe tamArA zarIrane khulluM karI pITha pAchaLa, alaga alaga sthaLe, koine soya bhoMkavAnuM kaho. keTalAMka evAM biMdu zarIra para che, jenI sAthe zarIrano saMparka hoto nathI. tyAM soya bhoMkAze tenI asara nahI thAya. tamane Azcarya thaze ke AvuM kema bane che ? tamArI pITha para keTalAka evA sthAna che, jenA para soyanA bhoMkAvAnI asara thatI nathI. evAM saMvedanazIla sthAna paNa che, jenA para soyanI asara tatkAla thAya che. jyAM jyAM tamArA bhautika zarIra sAthe UrjAzarIra
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________________ 190 tapa : UrjazarIranA anubhava sparzanathI karatuM tyAM soya bhoMkAvAnI asara thatI nathI. e mRta biMduo che tyAM tamAruM bhItara tapa zarIra, je saMvedazIla che, te saMbaMdhita nathI thatuM. jyAre tamane oparezana thiyaTaramAM enesthesiyA apAya che tyAre bhautika zarIrano UrjAzarIra sAtheno saMbaMdha toDI nAkhavAmAM Ave che. jyAre zarIranA koI cokkasa hissAne enesthesiyAthI mRta karI devAmAM Ave che. tyAre tamArA bhautika zarIranA e hissA sAthe joDAyelA UrjazarIranAM biMduono saMbaMdha toDI nAkhavAmAM Ave che. pachI e zarIranA hissAne kApI nAkhavAmAM Ave to paNa ApaNane khabara paDatI nathI. kAraNa ke jyAM jyAM mArA UrjazarIra sAtheno bhautika zarIrano saMbaMdha jIvaMta hoya, tyAM ja pIDA thAya che. enesthesiyAnI asara UtarI jAya pachI ApaNane khabara paDe che, pIDA jAge che. A kAraNe jyAre koI UMghamAM ja, sUtelI hAlatamAM maraNa pAme che tyAre eka AzcaryakAraka ghaTanA bane che. gADha UMgha daramiyAna UrjAzarIrano bhautika zarIra sAtheno saMbaMdha atyaMta zithila thaI jAya che. eTale gADha UMgha daramiyAna koI marI jAya che tyAre e vyaktine marI gayAno anubhava thatAM keTalAka divaso lAgI jAya che. mANasa marI jAya che, tyAre jema jema enA bhautika zarIranA UrjAzarIra sAthenAM saMbaMdha tUTatA jAya che tema tema ene khabara paDe che ke e marI rahyo che. AkhI duniyAmAM mRtyu pachI bhautika zarIrane bALI nAkhavAmAM ke dATI devAmAM Ave che. A kAma tatkAla hAthamAM levAmAM Ave che, jethI UrjazarIra anubhave ke bhautika zarIra nAza pAmyuM che. je zarIrane huM mAruM mAnato hato te have nAza pAmyuM che. smazAnamAM e mRta zarIrane bALI nAkhavAnone kabrastAnamAM dATI devAno je prabaMdha karavAmAM Ave che, tenuM mukhya kAraNa enI cetanAne anubhava karAvavA mATe che, ke e bhautika zarIra tAruM hatuM ja nahIM. vinAkAraNa atyAra sudhI enI cetanA, e zarIrane mAruM mAnatI hatI. jo ApaNe e mRta bhautika zarIranI saDI javAnI ke nAza thavAnI prakriyAne aTakAvI zakIe ane ene surakSita rAkhIe to cetanAe zarIranI AsapAsa bhaTakyA kare evuM banI zake che. e cetanAne bIje janma levAmAM A vAta ADe AvI zake. IjisamAM pirAmiDa banAvIne mRta zarIra"MUMMIES'ne rAsAyaNika dravyo vaDe surakSita karI rAkhavAmAM AvatAM hatAM tenAM kAraNa hatAM. ema manAtuM ke kyAreka e marI gayelA samrATane bIjuM jIvana maLe to enuM zarIra je surakSita rakhAyuM che, temAM e dAkhala thaI zake. Aje lagabhaga sAta, sADA sAta hajAra varSo purANA e samrATonAM zarIra pirAmiDomAM surakSita rakhAyAM che. mAtra e samrATanA zarIrane ja nahIM, enI patnI ke patnIo, je tyAre jIvatI hoya ke na hoya emanA zarIrane paNa e samrATanA zarIra sAthe ja surakSita rakhAtAM. e samrATane je je cIjo gamatI te cIjo paNa e samrATanA zarIra sAthe ja surakSita rAkhavAmAM AvatI. enI patnIo, enA kapaDAM, enAM vAsaNa, enI zayyA, thALI, pyAlA, badhuM ja
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________________ namo arihaMtANam maMtra 191 sacavAtuM. e samrATa pharIthI punarjIvana pAme to badho purANo vaibhava ene maLI jAya, eno saMbaMdha e cIja sAthe pharIthI sthApI zakAya evo prabaMdha karAto hato. paraMtu jemanAM zarIra A rIte sacavAyAM che. emano punarjanma thavAnuM to atyaMta muzkela che. kadAca hajI paNa emanA AtmAo : A pirAmiDonI AsapAsa bhaTaktA hoya to enuM Azcaryana thavuM joIe. hinduoe A pRthvI paraprANaUrjA viSe vadhAremAM vadhAre UMDA anubhava karelA che. eTalA mATe ja hinduoe to mRta zarIrane tAtkAlika bALI nAkhavAno ja prabaMdhakya che. dATI devAmAM Ave to zarIrane pUrepUrA ogaLI javAmAM, mATImAM maLI javAmAM, ochAmAM ochA cha mahinA to lAgI jAya. to e cha mahinA AtmAne bhaTakavuM paDe. mATe hinduoe zarIrane turata ja bALI nAkhavAno prabaMdharyo, jethI AtmAne khAtarI thaI jAya ke zarIra to nAza pAmI gayuM che ane huM marI gayo chuM. jyAM sudhI AvI khAtarI na thAya tyAM sudhI navA zarIra mATenI zodha AtmA zarU karato nathI. ekyupaMkyara paddhatimAM je sAtaso biMduonI carcA karavAmAM AvI che te vAta have vaijJAnika rIte siddha karavAmAM AvI che. raziyAmAM eDAmeMkonAmanA vaijJAnike evuM yaMtra banAvyuM che jemAM tamane UbhA karI devAmAM Ave to e yaMtranI cAre bAju, je nAnA nAnA balba lagAvavAmAM AvyA che te, jyAM jyAM tamArA bhautika zarIrane UrjAzarIra sparza karatuM haze tyAM tyAM te balbamAM lAITa thaze. hajAro balba lagAvavAmAM AvyA che e yaMtramAM. paraMtu mAtra sAtaso balbamAM ja lAITa thAya che. eDAmeMkonA yaMtre, pratyeka mAnavInA UrjAzarIramAM AvelAM saMvedanazIla biMduonAM sthAna viSe pUrI mAhitI ApI dIdhI che. paraMtu pataMjalinAM yogasUtroe sAtaso biMduonI vAta karI nathI. e sUtromAM sAta cakronI carcA karavAmAM AvI che. yoganI pakaDa ekyupaMcara karatAM vadhAre UMDI che. yonIoe anubhava karyo ke badhAM biMduo parigha para che, kendramAM nathI. so so biMduonAM joDANanuM eka kendra hoya che, enuM nAma cakra che. yogI lokoe eTalA mATe biMduo je parigha para AvelAM che, tenI phikara nA karI. yogIone samajAyuM ke je kendrone sparza karI levAya to enI sAthe joDAyelAM so biMduo sAthe ApoApa sparza thaI jaze. eTale yogIoe sAta cakronI ja carcA karI. eka udAharaNa laIne samajIe, je kendra ApaNA anubhavamAM vadhAremAM vadhAre AveluM che te mUlAdhAraSEX CENTER-kAmakendra che. e kAmakendra sAthe, AkhA zarIramAM alaga alaga kAmakSetramAM AvelAM binduo joDAyelAM che. kadAca tamArA khyAlamAM nahIM AvyuM hoya ke jyAre tame kAmabhoga karavAnuM zarU karo cho tyAre premikAnA zarIranAM khAsa aMgone sparza karo cho. e aMgo sAthe kAmakendra joDAyeluM che. vizeSarUpe e aMgone sparza karavAthI kAmavAsanA jAgrata thAya che. evAM evAM aMgo sAthe kAmabiMduo joDAyelAM che ke je aMgono tamane khyAla paNa nathI hoto. alaga alaga
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________________ 192 tapa : UrjAza2I2nA anubhava saMskRtioe, alaga alaga kAmabiMduo viSe mAhitI meLavelI hatI. have to vijJAne, badhAM ja kAmabiMduo ane saMbaMdhita aMgo zarIramAM kyAM kayAM che tenI zodha karI lIdhI che. tamane kadAca khyAlamAM nahIM hoya ke ApaNA kAnanI bUTanI je laMbAi che, te kAmakSetra che. e kAmakSetra atyaMta saMvedanazIla che. keTalAMka bALako e kAnanI labaDatI bUTane sparza karatAM karatAM UMghI jAya che. e kAnanI bUTa, stana jeTalI saMvedanazIla che. tame kadAca kAnanI bUTa phATelI hoya evA sAdhu joyA haze. paraMtu e kAna phATavAnuM kAraNa zuM haze te tamArA khyAlamAM nahIM AvyuM hoya ! kAna phADIne, e sAdhuo kAmakendrane prabhAvita karavAnI koziza karI rahyA hoya che. e kSetra atyaMta saMvedanazIla che. tamane kadAca e paNa khyAlamAM nahIM hoya ke mahAvIranAM citromAM ane pattharanI pratimAomAM emanA kAna cheka khabhAne aDakatA batAvyA che. buddhanI pratimAomAM paNa, emanA kAna khabhAne aDakatA hoya evuM lAge che. jainonA cAvIse tIrthaMkaronI pratimAomAM kAna khabhAne aDakatA dekhADayA hoya che. kAna khabhAne aDakatA hovA e tIrthaMkara hovAnuM lakSaNa manAtuM. paraMtu kAna ATalA lAMbA hovAno artha zuM che ? e kAnanI laMbAi, kAmaUrjA vadhAre pragADha hovAnuM pratIka che. emanAmAM eTalI kAmaUrjA hatI ke je rUpAMtarita thaine tapa banatI hatI. kuMDalinI UrjAnI jAgRtinI saMbhAvanAnuM laMbAi e pratIka che. e kAmakSetranI vizALatA batAve che. ApaNA zarIramAM evAM biMduo che ke jene masAja-mAlisa karavAthI ApaNI buddhine prabhAvita karI zakAya che. evAM biMduo che ke jenI mAraphata bIjAM cakrone prabhAvita karI zakAya che. badhAM yogAsana alaga alaga cakrone sakriya karavA mATe yojAyAM che. jyAM jyAM dabANa Ave te te kSetra prabhAvita thAya. ekyupaMkcare to ekadama saraLa upAya zodhyo che. nAnI nAnI soya vaDe tamArAM khAsa biMduomAM cheda pADavAthI, tyAMnI UrjA sakriya banIne AgaLa vadhe che. koi paNa bImArIne ekyupaMkcara cikitsAthI dUra karI zakAya che. hIrozimA viSe eka pustaka lakhAyuM che. eka amerikana vaijJAnike hIrozimA kSetramAM saMzodhana karIne e pustaka lakhyuM che. eNe evuM tAraNa kADhyuM ke eTama bomba phATaTyA pachI emAMthI je RADIO ACTIVITY aNu vibhAjanane kAraNe pedA thai, tenAthI ghaNuM nukasAna thayuM. aNu vibhAjanamAMthI pedA thayelI UrjA, mAnavInA zarIramAMnI UrjAne bahAra kheMcI lai mAnavInA tapas-zarIrane ekadama nabaLuM pADI de che. tamane e dInahIna banAvI de che. je je aMganI UrjA bahAra kheMcAi jAya tene kAyamI nukasAna pahoMce che. eTama bombathI eTaluM moTuM gurutvAkarSaNa pedA thAya che ke tamAruM AkhuM UrjAzarIra bahAra kheMcAine nabaLuM paDatAM, tamArI sA thavAnI zakyatA rahetI nathI. chatAM ekyupaMkcara cikitsAthI, aNubombane kAraNe jemanA zarIramAM khAmIo pedA thai hatI evA ghaNA mANasone sAjA karI zakAyA. ekyupaMkcaranI zodha UrjAzarIrane
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________________ namo arihaMtANam: maMtra 193 sAjuM karavAmAM madada kare che. yogAsana paNa ApaNA zarIranAM khAsa biMduo para prabhAva prayoga che. niraMtara dabANa AvyA karavAthI amuka cakronI UrjA jAgrata ane sakriya bane che. viparIta dabANa Ave to bIjAM kendronI UrjA kheMcAi jAya che dAkhalA tarIke zIrSAsananuM anivArya pariNAma kAmavAsanA para paDe che. jyAre koi zIrSAsana kare che tyAre enI UrjAno pravAha enA mAthA tarapha vahe che. sAmAnya rIte ApaNI UrjA gurutvAkarSaNane kAraNe athavA ApaNI janmo jUnI Adatane kAraNe nIcenI tarapha vahe che. zIrSAsana karatI vakhate e ja AdatanA jore e UrjA mAthA tarapha vahe che. zIrSAsananuM mUlya tapasvIo mATe, vadhI javAnuM ekamAtra kAraNa e che ke emanI kAmaUrjA zIrSAsana vakhate emanA mAthA tarapha vahe. AdatanA jore sAmAnya rIte e UrjA nIcenI tarapha ja vahetI hoya che. tene zIrSAsanamAM UlaTA thai javAthI mAthA tarapha vahevaDAvI zakAya che. eTale ApaNAmAM je UrjA che tene tapa dvArA jAgrata karI, zaktizALI banAvI, navA mArgo para pravAhita karavAthI navA kendro e UrjAne saMgrahita kare che. baso varSa pahelAM jhekoslAvekiyAnA prAga zaheramAM, aneka vaijJAnikonI hAjarImAM, rastA para eka beTislAva kAkA nAmanA mANase anokhA prayoga karyA.e vyakti A pRthvI para kadAca sauthI vadhAre saMmohana viSe jANakAra thai gai. eNe mANaso para saMmohananA prayoga karyAM. eNe bIjA keTalAka mANasone saMmohana vidyA zIkhavI. emAMno eka ziSya evo hato ke je UDatA pakSIne AMkha uThAvIne thoDo vakhata joine, jamIna para pADI nAkhato hato. AkAzamAM UDatuM pakSI ke jhADa para beThelAM aneka pakSImAMthI, khAsa koi eka zAkhA para beThelA pakSIne ja, e thoDI kSaNo najara karIne, nIce pADI deto. tame ene e pakSIne jIvatuM jamIna para pADI nAkhavA mATe kaho to te tene jIvatuM jamIna para pADe. AkhA yuropamAMthI vaijJAnikone bolAvI emanI hAjarImAM, seMkaDo pakSI eNe jamIna para pADI batAvyAM. eNe potAnI marajIthI, ene je ThIka lAge te pakSIne nIce pADayuM evuM paNa nahIM. tame je kaho te pakSIne e pADI batAve. jIvatuM kaho to jIvatuM, mareluM kaho to mareluM pakSI pADI batAve. e kAkAnA ziSyane A zaktinuM rahasya pUchavAmAM AvyuM. eNe kahayuM ke huM mAtra 'vekyuma klInara' jevuM kAma karuM chuM. je rIte 'vekyuma klInara' gharamAMnI dhULane zoSIne potAnAmAM kheMcI le che tema huM e pakSInI zaktine- UrjAzaktine mArI tarapha zoSI lauM chuM. jema bALaka mAtAnA stanamAMthI dUdha cUsI le che tema huM e pakSInI zaktine cUsI lauM chuM. 'vekyuma klInara' khAlI hoya che te havAne potAnI tarapha kheMce che enI sAthe dhULa paNa kheMcAine Ave che. koinI prANaUrjAne potAnI tarapha kheMcI levAnI kaLA ja ene zIkhavavAmAM AvI hoya che. je pakSI beTheluM hoya tenA tarapha dhyAna karIne e pakSInI prANaUrjA potAnI tarapha khecAi Ave evo saMkalpa e vyakti kare che. jo e
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________________ : 194 tapa : UrjAza2I2nA anubhava pakSInI pUrepUrI prANaUrjA khecI le to e pakSI marIne paDe che. e prakriyAnuM citra levAmAM Ave to e pakSImAMthI prANaUrjAnA gucchA e vyakti tarapha kheMcAi AvatA dekhAya. kAkAe kahyuM ke have e prANaUrjAne ekaThI paNa karI zakAya che. jema maratA mANasane oksIjana prANavAyu ApIne kamorI ochI karAya che, tema eka samaya evo Avaze ke jyAre hospiTalomAM prANaUrjA (prANavAyu nahIM) nA sIlinDara rAkhIne maratA mANasane prANaUrjA je bahAra nIkaLI rahI che ene bahArathI prANaUrjA ApavAmAM Ave to e thoDo vakhata jIvI zake che. amerikAmAM eka vaijJAnika vilhema reka thai gayo. tame kyAreka AkAzamAM samudrakinAre besIne jotA ho tyAre tamane keTalIka UMce nIce AvatI AkRtio dekhAtI hoya che. tame ema mAnatA ho ke e diSTibhrama che 'illusion' che athavA tamArI AMkhamAM koi roga ke vikRtine kAraNe evuM tamane dekhAya che, e vAta sAcI nathI. vilahema rekanAM saMzodhanoe siddha karyuM ke e AkRtio tamArI potAnI prANaUrjAnI che. e AkRtio, ApaNamAMthI ja bahAra nIkaLI, cAre bAju phelAi jatI UrjAnI che, jene reka argon energ evuM nAma Ape che. je vyakti A bahAra nIkaLatI prANaUrjAne pAchI cUsI levAnI kaLA zIkhI jAya te vyakti mahAprANavAna banI jAya. prANAyAma, vastutaH mAtra prANavAyune bhItara kheMcavAnI ne bahAra kADhavAnI zakti vadhAravA mATe ja nathI. je loko prANAyAma zIkhatA hoya che, teo ema mAne che ke prANAyAma karavAthI vadhAre okasIjana-prANavAyu maLe che ne tethI ApaNI taMdurastI vadhu sArI bane che. paraMtu prANAyAma viSe sAcI samaja dharAvatA mANaso bahu ochA che. mULa savAla vAyune aMdara bahAra lai javAno nathI. mULa savAla, prANavAyunI sAthe 'argon energy" nA gucchA, je cAre bAju jIvanamAM je phelAyelA che tene pAtAnAmAM cUsIlevAno che. jo e rIte prANaUrjA (prANavAyu mAtra nahIM) potAnAmAM cUsavAnI prakriyA AvaDI jAya to e prANayoga bane che, nahIM to e vAyuyoga che. jo e prANayoganA gucchA, bhItara pAchA na kheMcI zakAya to e prANAyAma nathI. e prANagucchAmAMthI ApaNAmAM vadhelI zaktino upayoga, tapa mATe karavAmAM Ave che. ApaNI potAnI jIvanazaktino, temaja cAre tarapha phelAyelAM jIva, jaMtu, vanaspati, prANImAM rahelI, temaja padArthomAM rahelI, jIvanazakti prANaUrjAno upayoga karI zakAya che. eka bIjI majAnI vAta kahuM. tamane jANIne Azcarya thaze ke kAphkA, kiraliyAna, vilhema reka va. aneka vaijJAnikono anubhava che ke sonuM ja eka evI dhAtuM che ke je sarvAdhika rUpe prANaUrjAne potAnI tarapha kheMce che. sonAnuM A ja sAcuM mUlya che, nahi to enuM bIjuM koi mUlya nathI. dasa hajAra varSa purANA ullekho maLI AvyA che, jemAM keTalAka samrAToe prajAne sonuM paheravAnI manAi pharamAvI hatI. koi bIjA mANasa sonuM na paherI zake, mAtra samrATa ja paherI zake. enuM rahasya
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________________ namo arihaMtANamH maMtra 195 evuM hatuM ke bIjA lokone sonuM paheratAM rokI ane pote bharapUra sonuM paherIne, samrATa vadhAre lAMbu jIvavAnI AkAMkSA rAkhato hato. lokonI prANaUrjA, ajANatAM ja potA tarapha, vadhAre sonuM paherIne AkarSI rahyo hato. jyAre tame sonuM joine AkarSAo cho, tyAre tamArI prANaUrjA sonA tarapha vahevAnI zarU thAya che. eTale tame paNa sAthesAthe AkarSAo cho. eTale samrAToe A - tathyano potAnA lAbha mATe upayoga karyo. sonAnuM mUlya eTalA mATe che ke e prANaUrjA potAnI tarapha kheMce che. bIjuM koi rahasya nathI, sonAnuM ATaluM mUlya hovA mATe jhaverAtanA dAgInAmAM je kIMmatI pattharo jaDavAmAM Ave che tenuM paNa AvuM ja kAMi mUlya hovuM joie. e pattharo kAM to prANaUrjAne kheMcatA hoya athavA prANaUrjA na kheMcAi jAya e mATe kAMi avarodha Ubho karatA hoya. mANasanuM jJAna hajI ghaNuM adhUruM che. keTalIka jANakArI hatI toApaNe gumAvI dIdhI che. lUkamAna nAmanA hakIme potAnA eka ziSyane AyurvedanA zikSaNa mATe bhArata mokalyo. ene kahevAmAM AvyuM ke rastAmAM rAta paDe ane sUi jAya, tyAre eNe haMmezAM bAvaLanIce sUvuM. bIjA koi vRkSa nIce nahI, bAvaLa nIce ja sUvuM, evI tAkIda karavAmAM AvI hatI. e ziSya bhArata pahoMcyo tyAM sudhImAM ene kSaya roga lAgu paDI gayo hato. kAzmIra pahoMcIne eNe eka cikitsakanI salAha lIdhI. eNe kahyuM ke 'huM marI rahyo chuM. huM Ayurveda zIkhavA mATe Avyo hato. have mAre Ayurveda zIkhavuM nathI. mane sAjo karI do eTale huM pAcho cAlyo jAuM.' e cikitsaka vaide ene pUchyuM ke 'tuM koi khAsa vRkSa nIce sUto ahIM pahoMcyo che ?' eNe kahyuM ke mArA gurunI AjJA hatI ke mAre bAvaLa nIce sUtAM sUtAM bhArata pahoMcavuM. pelo vaidya hasyo. eNe kahyuM, have tuM lImaDAnA jhADa nIce sUto sUto pAcho jA. eNe ema karyuM ane e jyAre svastha pAcho ryo tyAre enA gurune khAtarI thai ke eno ziSya jIvato pAcho Avyo, eTale Ayurveda jarUra rahasyamaya zAstra che. pelA ziSye enA gurune kahyuM ke bhAratamAM mArI koi cikitsA karavAmAM AvI na hatI. gurue kahyuM, tu pAcho ryo tyAre koi bIjA vRkSa nIce sUtAM sUtAM Avyo hato ? ziSye kahyuM, ke mane lImaDAnA jhADa nIce sUtAM sUtAM pAchA pharavAnI salAha apAi hatI. lukamAnane khAtarI thai ke bhArata paNa Arogya viSe ghaNuM jANe che. bAvaLanuM jhADa haMmezAM tamArI UrjAne zoSI le che. eTale bhUlecUke paNa bAvaLa nIce na sUvuM. bAvaLanAM dAtaNa karI dAMta sApha karavAthI bAvaLanI zakti dAMtane maLe che. lImaDo tamArI UrjA cUsato nathI, paraMtu potAnI UrjA tamArAmAM reDe che. pIpaLAnA jhADa nIce paNa na sUvuM. kAraNake pIpaLAnA jhADamAM eTalI badhI zakti che ke vadhAre paDatI zakti tamArAmAM dAkhala thAya to paNa tame bImAra paDI jazo. pIpaLAnuM jhADa paNa sarvAdhika
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________________ 196 tapa : UrjazarIranA anubhava zakti Ape che. eTale pIpaLAnuM jhADabodhivRkSa banI zakyuM. enI nIce ghaNAM buddhanA ziSyone budhatva prApta thayuM. kAraNake pIpaLAnuM jhADacAre tarapha tamArA para zaktinI varSA kare che. pIpaLo eka ja evuM vRkSa che badhI vanaspatiomAM, ke je divase ane rAte paNa badho samaya, zaktino varasAda varasAve che. eTalA mATe pIpaLAnA jhADanI devatA tarIke pUjA thAya che. je jhADakAMI paNa lIdhA vinA ApyA ja kare e devatA ja hovuM joIe. eTale tamArI bhItara je prANazarIra che, je prANaUrjAnuM baneluM che te ja tame cho. tapanuM paheluM sUtra che, 'tamArA bhautika zarIra sAthenuM tAdAbhya choDo' je bhautika zarIra dekhAI rahyuM che e ja tame cho, evuM mAnavAnuM baMdha karo. e rIte mAnavAnuM kAraNa e che ke e bhautika zarIramAM ja bhojana jAya che. emAM ja je pANI pIo cho e jAya che, e bhautika zarIrane ja bhUkha lAge che, ne rAtre e ja sUI jAya che ane savAre UThe che. eTale huM A zarIra chuM e bhramane toDo. e saMbaMdhane toDo, to tapanA jagatamAM praveza thaI zakaze. bhautika zarIra sAthe ApaNuM tAdAtmabaMdhAI jAya che, mATe ja ApaNe jyAM sudhI e bhrAMtimAMthI nahIM chUTIe tyAM sudhI e zarIra ApaNA jIvanano bhoga banaze. emAMthI ja badhA bhoga pedA thAya che. jeNe svayaMne potAne bhautika zarIra mAnyuM, te bIjA bhautika zarIrane bhogavavA Atura banI jaze. emAMthI ja tamAma kAmavAsanA pedA thAya che. jeNe potAne bhautika zarIramAnyuM tene bhojanamAM atyaMta rasa pedA thaze kAraNake bhautika zarIra bhojanamAMthI nirmita thayuM che. jeNe paNa bhautika zarIrane potAnuM mAnyuM te vyakti badhI Indriyono gulAma banI jaze. kAraNake badhI indriyo bhautika zarIranI paripoSaka che. prathama sUtra tapanuM 'A bhautika zarIra huM nathI' e che. A tAdAtyane toDavAnI jarUra che. A tAdAbhyakevI rIte tUTe te viSe have kAlathI ApaNe carcA zarU karIzuM. mahAvIre e mATe aMtara tapanA cha upAya batAvyA che. e viSe ApaNe dareka tapa vize alaga alaga carcA karIzuM. paraMtu bhautika zarIra sAthenuM tAdAbhya toDavAno saMkalpa karavo paDaze. e saMkalpa vinA AgaLa gati nahIM thaI zake. tAdAbhya saMkalpathI ja nirmita thAya che, ene saMkalpathI ja toDI zakAze. ApaNo janmojanmano saMkalpa che ke "AzarIra huM chuM." tame purANI vArtAo sAMbhaLI haze. bALakonI purANI vArtAomAM vAraMvAra ullekha Ave che ke eka samrATa hato. teno prANa koI popaTamAM keda thayo hato. jyAM sudhI popaTanena mArInAkho tyAM 'sudhI samrATana mare. e popaTane mArI nAkhIe to samrATa paNa marI jaze. have AjakAlanI navI bALavArtAomAM AvI vAta AvatI nathI. bALako mATe to ThIka che. paraMtu ApaNe to samajIe chIe ke evuM kevI rIte bane? paraMtu tamane e jANIne Azcarya thaze ke AvuM banI zake che. vaijJAnika rUpe zakya che. eka samrATane bacAvavAno hoya, to ene UMDAsaMmohanamAM laI jaI enAmAM evo bhAvaThasAvavAmAM Ave, vAraMvAra evuM sUcana ApyA karIe, ke tAro prANa tArA zarIramAM nathI,
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________________ namo arihaMtANam: maMtra 197 paraMtu sAme piMjarAmAM rAkhelA popaTamAM che, to e bhAva bharoso banI jAya, e saMkalpa UMDo UtarI jAya. pariNAme e samrATa bedhaDaka yuddhanA medAnamAM nirbhaya banIne jAya. kAraNake ene khAtarI thai gai che ke ene koi mArI nahI zake. eno prANa to popaTamAM purAyelo che ! e dRDha thai gayelo bhAva ene A pRthvIpara evo nirbhaya banAvI deze ke ene koi nahIM mArI zake. paraMtu e samrATanI najara sAme jo koi e popaTanI garadana maraDIne mArI nAkhe to e samrATa paNa tarata ja, te kSaNe marI jaze. kAraNake khyAla e jIvana che, vicAra jIvana che, saMkalpa jIvana che. saMmohana vidyAnA ghaNA prayogo thayA che ane e siddha thai cUkyuM che ke A vAta sAcI che. tamane saMmohita karIne eka kAgaLano TukaDo tamArI sAme rAkhIne avirata sUcana karyA karavAmAM Ave, ke A kAgaLanA TukaDAne phADI nAkhIzuM to tuM bImAra paDI jaiza ane pathArI parathI pAcho nahIM uThI zake. AvuM sucana trIsa divasa sudhI satata paMdara miniTa sudhI roja tamane saMmohita karIne karyA karavAmAM Ave, to tame mAnI lezo ke tamArI prANaUrjA e kAgaLamAM ja che. je divase e kAgaLa tamArI sAme, tame saMmohita na ho tyAre phADI nAkhavAmAM Ave te divase tame pathArIvaza thai jazo ane pAchA nahIM UTho-jANe tamArA zarIrane lakavA thai gayo ! na zuM thayuM ? saMkalpa ekadama gahana banI gayo. saMkalpa ja satya banI jAya che. ApaNo janmojanmano saMkalpa che ke A zarIra huM chuM ! A saMkalpa paNa, ApaNo prANa kAgaLamAM hoya ke popaTamAM hoya, evI dRDha mAnyatA jevo ja che. emAM kAMi pharaka nathI. mATe A zarIra huM nathI e saMkalpa toDayA vinA tapanI yAtrA zarU thai nahIM zake. e saMkalpa tUTayA vinA bhoganI yAtrA cAlu raheze. ApaNe bhoganI yAtrA para nIkaLavuM che, mATe ja ApaNe Avo saMkalpa karyo hato. evo saMkalpa na karyo hota to ApaNe bhoganI yAtrA para nIkaLI zakyA na hota. 'A zarIra huM nathI 'enI jo mane khAtarI hoya, to mArA hAthathI suMdara strIne sparza karavAmAM mane rasa nahIM rahe. huM jo hAtha ja na hou ane hAthamAM lAkaDI pakaDIne e lAkaDIthI suMdara strIno sparza karuM to emAM kAMi majA Avaze ? lAkaDI dvArA sparza karavAmAM zuM majA Ave ? hAtha vaDe sparza karavo joie. tapasvIno hAtha to lAkaDI jevo thai javo joie. tapasvIe potAno purANo saMkalpa pAcho kheMcI levo joie. tapasvIe samajavuM joie ke 'A hAtha huM nathI, hAtha mAtra lAkaDI che.' pachI e hAthathI strIne sparza karo ke na karo, e lAkaDIthI sparza karavA jevuM che. enuM koi mUlya rahetuM nathI. eno koi artha raheto nathI. A samaja AvyA pachI bhoganA sImADA saMkocAi jaze ne tUTI jaze. bhoganuM sUtra che 'A zarIra huM chuM' tapanuM sUtra che 'A zarIra huM nathI.' bhoganuM sUtra che 'A zarIra huM chuM' te vidhAyaka sUtra che. tapanuM sUtra mAtra eTaluM ja hoya ke 'A zarIra huM nathI,' to tapa hArI jaze,
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________________ 198 tapa : UrjA zarIranA anubhava bhoga jItI jaze. kAraNake tapanuM sUtraniSedhAtmaka thaI gayuM. jyAMnakAra che tyAM tamane UbhA rahevA mATe nakkara bhUmi maLatI nathI. zUnyamAM koI UbhuM rahI zakatuM nathI. UbhA rahevA mATe jamIna joIe, vidheya joIe. jyAre tame kaho cho ke "zarIra chuM tyAre tamArI pakaDamAM kAMIka Ave che. jyAre tame kaho cho ke "huM zarIra nathI" tyAre tamArI pakaDamAM kAMI AvatuM nathI. mATe tapanuM bIjuM sUtra che. huM UrjA zarIra chuM.' 'huM bhautika zarIranathI.' e sUtra sAthe, turata ja bIjuM sUtra AvIne UbhuM rahevuM joIe ke huM UrjA zarIra chuM, prANa zarIra chuM.' Ama jo na baneto tame vicAryA karazo ke "huM A zarIra nathI, e to padArtha mAtra che." chatAM Akho divasa vyavahArato e ja zarIra sAthe kare che.eTale samajavAnI vAta e che ke koI paNa vidhAyaka saMkalpane, nakArAtmaka saMkalpathI toDI zakAto nathI. vidhAyaka saMkalpavadhAre baLavAna hovo joIe. huMA zarIra nathI e aDadho saMkalpa che e barAbara che. paraMtu enI sAthe huM UrjAzarIra chuM e bIjo aDadho vidhAyaka saMkalpajoDAya tyAre e saMpUrNa satya banaze. to havebekAma karavAnAM che. A zarIra sAthenuM tAdAmya choDavAnuM che ane prANaUrjA sAthe tAdAtma sthApita karavAnuM che. huM UrjA zarIra chuM e bhAva para je vidhAyaka che tenA para jora hovuM joIe. huM bhautika zarIranathI' e bhAva para jora haze to moTI bhUla thaI jaze. "huMUrjA zarIra chuM." e bhAvadRDha thatAM, "huM bhautika zarIra nathI' e bhAva chAyA banI jaze, pariNAma mAtra banI raheze. eTale saMkalpa karIe tyAre jora huM UrjA zarIra chuM e sUtra para rahevuM joIe. Ama thatAM tapanI bhUmikAnuM sarjana thaze. mahAvIratapanAberUpanuM varNanaryuM che, antara-tapaane bAhya-tapa. antara-tapanA cha hissAnuM varNana karyuM che ane cha bAhya-tapanA hissAnuM varNana kyuM che. A tapanI prakriyAo khAlamAM AvI jAya, saMkalpamAM dRDha thaI jAya to jIvana amRtanI yAtrA para nIkaLI paDaze. ApaNe jyAM chIe tyAM vAraMvAra mRtyuno anubhava thaze, kAraNake Aja sudhI ApaNe je nathI, ApaNe je bhautika zarIra nathI, te khyAla sAthe ApaNe ApaNI cetanAne joDI rAkhI che enA kAraNe ApaNe vAraMvAra naSTa thaIe chIe, marIe chIe ane chatAM vAraMvAra e khoTAkhyAla sAthe ApaNI jAtane joDyA karIe chIe. je huM nathI enI sAthe joDAI javAthI ApaNe haMmezA mRtyunAM dvAra ja kholIe chIe.
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________________ 199 - pariziSTa - ozo eka paricaya ozonA aMgrejI pustakonI yAdI upaniSadanAM prakAzano AgAmI prakAzano: ozonI orijInala oDiyo sirIjha ozonA pustakoprekSako samakSa ApavAmAM AvelA pravacanonuM lipyAMtaraNa che. ozonA tamAma pravacano samagra paNe pustaka svarUpe prakAzita karavAmAM AvyA che ane tenuM mULa oDiyo rakorDiMga paNa prApya che. oDiyo rekorDiMga aMgenI mAhitI ane saMpUrNa lakhANano abhilekha www.osho.com para ozo pustakAlayamAM che. ozo - eka paricaya satyanI vyaktigata zodhathI mAMDIne jvalaMta sAmAjika ane rAjanaitIka prazno upara ozonI navI vicAradhArA temane dareka zRMkhalAthaI alaga eka viziSTa sthAne pratiSThita kare che. e AMtarika rUpAMtaraNanA vijJAnamAM sahabhAgI kAMtikArI paryAya che tathA dhyAnano evo abhigama che je sAMprata jIvananI gatizIlatAne lakSyamAM rAkhe che. ozo ekTiva meDiTezanajhakha evI rIte banAvAyAM che ke zarIra tathA manamAM ekatrita thayela tanAva niSkAsita thaI zake jene lIdhe sthiratA Ave tathA dhyAnanI vicAra rahita dazAnI anubhUti thAya. ozonA mata pramANe emano uddeza evI paristhiti niSpanna karavAno che jemAM eka navA - abhinava - manuSyano janma thaI zake, jene emaNe 'jhorbI dha buddha kahyo che, jenA paga jamIna para hoya paraMtu jenA hAtha tArAone sparzI zake. ozonA pratyeka vicAramAM eka dhArAnI mAphaka vahetuM rahetuM e jIvanadarzana raheluM che, je pUrvanI kAlAtIta prajJA tathA pazcimanA vijJAna ane TekanolojInI uccatama saMbhAvanAone samanvita kare che. A draSTinI saMbhAvanAo eTalI vizALa che ke jo tene samajI ane ApaNAM jIvanamAM amalI banAvIe to mAnasa jAtamAM guNAtmaka kAMti lAvI zakAya. T E+ A- ra
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________________ 200 emanAM pustako lakhAyelAM nathI paNa pAMtrIsa varSathI paNa vadhAre samaya sudhI emanA dvArA apAyelAM tatkAla pravacanonAM dhvanimudraNathI abhilikhita che. laMDananA 'sanDe TAimse' ozone vIsamI sadInA eka hajAra nirmAtAomAMnA eka gaNAvyA che. jyAre bhAratanA 'sanDe miDa-De'e emane gAMdhI, neharu tathA buddha sahitanI dasa vibhUtiomAM sthAna ApyuM che, jemaNe bhAratanuM bhAgya badalI nAkhyuM. ozo InTaranezanala meDiTezana risaoNrTa ozo meDiTezana risaoNrTanuM nirmANa eTalA mATe karavAmAM AvyuM ke loko jIvavAnI navI klAno sIdho anubhava lai zake-vadhAre sabhAnatApUrvaka, hAsya tathA ArAma sAthe. prastuta risaoNrTa bhAratanA muMbai zaherathI so mAila dakSiNa-pUrvamAM pUnAnA koregAMva pArkamAM vRkSothI bharyA bharyA cAlIsa ekara AvAsIya kSetramAM Avelo che. risaoNrTa aneka dezomAMthI dara varSe AvatA hajAro lokone mATe bhinna bhinna prakAranA kAryakramo prastuta kare che. meDiTezana risaoNrTamAM malTivarsaTI kAryakrama; prasiddha jhena udyAna, ozo tIrthanI bAjunA pirAmiDa parisaramAM yojAya che. A kAryakrama vyaktigata rUpAMtaraNa mATe temaja lokone jIvavAnI abhinava kalA zIkhavavAnA uddezathI taiyAra karAyA che - eka evI jAgrata avasthA, jene teo potAnA dainika jIvanamAM utArI zake. Atmakhoja satra, sezana, korsa tejama bIjI dhyAna prakriyAo AkhuM varSa cAle che. zarIrane svastha rAkhavA mATe, eka suMdara vyavasthAnI sagavaDa che jemAM jhena prakriyAnI sAthe ramata temaja manoraMjanano anubhava lai zakAya che. mukhya dhyAna sabhAgAramAM savAranA cha vAgyAdhathI rAtrInA agiyAra vAgyA sudhI dararoja gatizIla tathA sakriya dhyAna vidhio thAya che jemAM roja saMdhyA dhyAna paNa samAviSTa che. rAtre risaoNrTanuM bahu - sAMskRtika jIvana paNa khIlI UThe che - mitrothI bharyA khullA gagananI nIce bhojana-sthaLa ane prAyaHsaMgIta ane nRtyanI sAthe. svastha ane zuddha pIvAnA pANI mATe risaoNrTanI potAnI vyavasthA che ane ahIM pIrasAyelA bhojanamAM risaoNrTanA potAnA phArmamAM ugADelAM zAkabhAjIo upayogamAM levAya che. meDiTezana risaoNrTanI oNna lAina TUra, yAtrA temaja kAryakramonI jANakArI www.osho.com uparathI prApta karI zakAya che. A judI judI bhASAomAM savistara ApelI veba sAiTa che, jemAM che-eka oNna lAina patrikA, oNDiyo tathA viDiyo velakAsTiMga, oDiyo buka klaba, ozo pravacanonA saMpUrNa aMgrejI tathA hindI abhilekha dvArA vikasita karelAM sakriya dhyAnonI jANakArI je moTe bhAge viDiyo pradarzananI sAthe che. vizeSa mAhitI mATe saMparka karo : ozo kaoNmyuna inTaranezanala 17, koregAMva pArka, puNe-411011 (mahArASTra) phona : 029-4019999; pheksa : 020-4019990 E-mail : visitor@osho.net / website : www.osho.com
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________________ 201 Books by Osho in English Language Early Discourses and Writings A Cup of Tea Dimensions Beyond The Known From Sex to Super-Consciousness The Great Challenge Hidden Mysteries I Am The Gate The Inner Journey Psychology of the Esoteric Seeds of Wisdom Meditation The Voice of Silence And Now and Here (Vol 1 & 2) In Search of the Miraculous (Vol 1 & 2) Meditation: The Art of Ecstasy Meditation: The First and Last Freedom The Path of Meditation The Perfect Way Yaa-Hoo! The Mystic Rose Buddha and Buddhist Masters The Book of Wisdom The Dhammapad: The Way of the Buddha (Vol 1-12) The Diamond Sutra The Discipline of Transcendence (Vol 1-4) The Heart Sutra Indian Mystics Enlightenment: The Only Revolution (Ashtavakra) Showering Without Clouds (Sahajo) The Last Morning Star (Daya) The Song of Ecstasy (Adi Shankara) Baul Mystics The Beloved (Vol 1 & 2) Kabir The Divine Melody Ecstasy: The Forgotten Language The Fish in the Sea is Not Thirsty The Great Secret The Guest The Path of Love The Revolution Jesus and Christian Mystics Come Follow to You (Vol 1-4) 1 Say Unto You (Vol 1 & 2) The Mustard Seed Theologia Mystica Jewish Mystics The Art of Dying The True Sage Western Mystics Guida Spirituale (Desiderate) The Hidden Harmony (Heraclitus) The Messiah (Vol 1 & 2) (Commentaries on Khalil Gibran's The Prophet) The New Alchemy: To Turn You On (Commentaries on Mabel Collins' Light on the Path) Philosophia Perennis (Vol 1 & 2) (The Golden Verses of Pythagoras) Zarathustra: A God That Can Dance Zarathustra: The Laughing Prophet (Commentaries on Nietzsche's Thus Spake Zarathustra) Sufism Just Like That Journey to the Heart The Perfect Master (Vol 1 & 2) The Secret Sufis: The People of the Path (Vol 1 & 2) Unio Mystica (Vol 1 & 2) The Wisdom of the Sands (Vol 1 & 2) Tantra Tantra: The Supreme Understanding The Tantra Experience The Royal Song of Saraha (same as Tantra Vision, Vol 1) The Tantric Transformation The Royal Song of Saraha (same as Tantra Vision, Vol 2) The Book of Secrets :Vigyan Bhairav Tantra The Upanishads Behind a Thousand Names (Nirvana Upanishad) Heartbeat of the Absolute (Ishavasya Upanishad) I Am That (Isa Upanishad) The Message Beyond Words (Kathopanishad) Philosophia Ultima (Mandukya Upanishad) The Supreme Doctrine (Kenopanishad) Finger Pointing to the Moon (Adhyatma Upanishad) That Art Thou :
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________________ 202 (Sarvasar Upanishad, Kaivalya Upanishad, Adhyatma Upanishad) The Ultimate Alchemy, Vol 1 & 2 (Atma Pooja Upanishad) Vedanta: Seven Steps to Samadhi (Akshaya Upanishad) Flight of the Alone to the Alone (Kaivalya Upanishad) Tao The Empty Boat The Secret of Secrets Tao: The Golden Gate (Vol 1 & 2) Tao: The Pathless Path (Vol 1 & 2) Tao: The three Treasures (Vol 1 - 4) When the show Fits Yoga The Path of Yoga (previously Yoga: The Alpha and the Omega (Vol 1) Yoga: The Alpha and the Omega (Vol 2 - 10) Zen and Zen Masters Ah, This! Ancient Music in the Pines And the Flowers Showered A Bird on the Wing Bodhidharma: The Greatest Zen Master Communism and Zen Fire, Zen Wind Dang Dang Doko Dang The First Principle God is Dead: Now Zen is the Only Living Truth The Grass Grows By Itself The Great Zen Master Ta Hui Hsin Hsin Ming: The Book of Nothing I Celebrate Myself: God of Zen Nirvana: The Last Nightmare No Mind: The Last Nightmare No Mind: The Flowers of Eternity No Water, No Moon One Seed Makes the Whole Earth Green Returning to the Source The Search: Talks on the 10 Bulls of Zen A Sudden Clash of Thunder The Sun Rises in the Evening Take it Easy (Vol 1 & 2) This Very Body the Buddha Walking in Zen, Sitting in Zen The White Lotus Yakusan: Straight to the point of Enlightenment Zen Manifesto: Freedom from oneself Zen: The Mystery and the Poetry : of the Beyond Zen: The Path of Paradox (Vol 1, 2 & 3) Zen: The Special Transmission Zen Boxed Sets The World of Zen (5 Vol.) Live Zen This. This. A Thousand Times This Zen: The Diamond Thunderbolt Zen: The Quantum Leap from Mind to No-Mind Zen: The Solitary Bird, Cuckoo of the Forest Zen: All The Colors Of The Rainbow (5 vol.) The Buddha: The Emptiness of the Heart The Language of Existence The Miracle The Original Man Turning In Osho: On the Ancient Masters of Zen (7 volumes)* Dogen: The Zen Master Hyakujo: The Everest of ZenWith Basho's haikus Isan: No Footprints in the Blue Sky Joshu: The Lion's Roar Ma Tzu: The Empty Mirror Nansen: The point Of Departure . Rinzil: Master of the Irrational * Each volume is also available individually Responses to Questions Be still and know Come, Come, Yet Again Come The Goose is Out The Great Pilgrimage: From Here to Here The Invitation My Way: The Way of the White Clouds Nowhere to Go But In The Razor's Edge Walk Without Feet, Fly Without Wings and Think Without Mind The Wild Geese and the Water Zen: Zest, Zip, Zap and Zing Talks in America From Bondage To Freedom From Darkness to Light From Death To Deathlessness From the False to the Truth From Unconsciousness to Consciousness The Rajneesh Bible (Vol 2 - 4) The World Tour Beyond Enlightenment (Talks in Bombay) Beyond Psychology (Talks in Uruguay) Light on the Path
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________________ (Talks in the Himalayas) The Path of the Mystic (Talks in Uruguay) Sermons in Stones (Talks in Bombay) Socrates Poisoned again After 25 Centuries (Talks in Greece) The Sword and the Lotus (Talks in the Himalayas) The Transmission of the Lamp (Talks in Uruguay) Osho's Vision for the World The Golden Future The Hidden Splendor The New Dawn The Rebel The rebellious Spirit The Mantra Series Hari Om Tat Sat Om Mani Padme Hum Om Shantih Shantih Shantih Sat-Chit-Anand Satyam-Shivam-Sundram Personal Glimpses Books I Have Loved Glimpses of a Golden Childhood Notes of a Madman Interviews with the World Press The Last Testament (Vol 1) Intimate Talks between Master and Disciple-Darshan Diaries A Rose is a Rose is a Rose Be Realistic: Plan for a Miracle Believing the Impossible Before Breakfast Beloved of My Heart Blessed are the Ignorant Dance Your Way to God Don't Just Do Something, Sit There Far Beyond the stars For Madmen Only The Further Shore Get Out of Your Own Way God's Got A Thing about You God is Not for Sale The Great Nothing Hallelujah! Let Go! The 99 Names of Nothingness No Book, No Buddha, No Teaching, No Disciple Nothing to Lose but Your Head Only Losers Can Win in This Game Open Door Open Secret The Sound of the Whip The Sound of One Hand Clapping The Sun Behind the Sun Behind the sun The Tongue-Tip Taste of Tap This Is It Turn On, Tune In and Drop the Lot What Is, Is, What Ain't, Ain't Won't You Join The Dance? Compilations After Middle Age: A Limitless Sky At the Feet of the Master Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh: On Basic Human Rights Jesus Crucified Again, This Time in Ronald Reagan's America Priests and Politicians: The Mafia of the Soul Take it Really Seriously Gift Books of Osho Quotations A Must for Contemplation Before Sleep A Must for Morning Contemplation India My Love Photobooks Shree Rajneesh: A Man of Many Climates, Seasons and Rainbows through the eye of the camera Impressions... Osho Commune International Photobook Books about Osho Bhagwan: The Buddha for the Future by Juliet Forman Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh: The Most Dangerous Man Since Jesus Christ by Sue Appleton Bhagwan: The Most Godless Yet the Most Godly Man by Dr. George Meredith Bhagwan: One Man Against the Whole Ugly Past of Humanity by Juliet Forman Bhagwan: Twelve Days That Shook the World by Juliet Forman Was Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh Poisoned by Ronald Reagan's America? by Sue Appleton. Diamond Days With Osho by Ma Prem Shunyo 203 For any information about Osho Books & Audio / Video Tapes please contact : Sadhana Foundation 17, Koregaon Park, Pune-411001, MS, India. Phone: +91-20-4019999 E-mail distrib@osho.net Fax +91-20-4019990 Website: www.osho.com
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________________ 204 sUtra ( 1 ) ( 2 ) ( 3 ) ( 4 ) ( 5 ) ( 6 ) ( 7 ) ( 8 ) ( 9 ) (10) upaniSada prakAzano dhyAnasUtra nArI hRdayasUtra zodha zodha ... bhItara zodha samajaNaH zUnyatA samajaNaH karUNA samajaNaH premavRSTi mukta gagananuM masta paMkhI yogaH mArga yogaH abhyAsa (11) jhalaka : bALapaNanI (12) kyA H zANapaNanI (13) kRSNa (14) sarjanAtmakatA (15) yogaH samAdhi (16) (17) AtmIyatA svavikAsanA cha sopAna (19) prajJA (19) namo arihaMtANam-maMtra amArA AgAmI prakAzano namo arihaMtANam-tapa namo arihaMtANam-dharma ( 1 ) ( 2 ) ( 3 ) mukti ( 4 ) yogaH cetanAnI haraNa phALa 90/ 120/ 150/ 120/ - 120/ 120/ 150/ 300/ 140 | - 140/ 250/ 250/ 280/ 120/ 140/ 120/ 120/ 120/ 140/ upaniSadaceriTebala TrasTa 'tathAtA', 33/bI, naMdigrAma sosAyaTI-2,siMdhavAImAtA roDa, pratApanagara, vaDodarA-390004. phona : 91-265-2638269/2580336 E-mall : book@unpnishad.org Website : www.upnishad.org
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________________ eka addabhUta vAta e che ke "namo arihaMtANaM" maMtramAM koI vyaktinuM nAma nathI. mahAvIra, pArzvanAthake koI bIjA tIrthakaranuM nAma nathI-jaina paraMparAnuM koI nAma nathI. kAraNake jaina paraMparA e svIkAre che ke 'arihaMta' mAtra jaina | paraMparAmAM ja nathI thayA, bIjI paraMparAomAM paNa arihaMta thayA che. to A namokAra koI khAsa arihaMtane nahIM, badhA arihaMtone che. A eka virATa namaskAra che, vizvanA bIjA koI dharmamAM, Avo sarvAgINa, Avo sarvasparzI mahAmaMtra vikasita thayo nathI. eno jANe koI vyakti kendrita khyAla nathI, zakti tarapha dhyAna che. A maMtramAM rUpa para dhyAna nathI, je arUpa sattA che tenA tarapha dhyAna che. arihaMtone namaskAra ! - ozo ISBN 819041658-8 UPNISHAD upaniSada ceriTebala TrasTa www.upnishad.org E-mail: book@upnishad.org 9l788190I41658 II kiMmata - 140=00